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anxiety,Sweet0ptimisms,2020/01/01,"Anybody else feel like they're sick more often than non-anxious people? My husband says I'm sick more often than is normal whether by viruses or migraines. One of my doctors told me once that anxiety can cause this either by weakening your immune system or making you feel those icky stress headaches and stomachaches and what have you.

Just wondering if anyone else experiences this and if so any tips to staying healthy?",6.284254385964911,8.55478698684211,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,67.28947368421053,7.171929824561403,32.40350877192982,7.793537801064563,2.454708771929825,345,15,55,4,6,102,62,76,0.16,0.754,0.086,-0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,0,18,9,9,0,3,7,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,6,1,6,8,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,7,1,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659452333447907,0.0,0.17615932495907058,0.0,0.0,0.16101325049980034,0.23594338793715164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365552935066961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356956584741556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847295117854387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525259957870336,0.0,0.0,0.2328673631053312,0.16450811402296275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250046529557214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537099843561886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562007038303025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523477529423396,0.1560399277535865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964331027715828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831234862170652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24544192609995005,0.0,0.0,0.26377860595317404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003710641628813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497228195893157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,calmthemind7,2020/01/01,"Has anyone else had bad anxiety for a week straight? I've had anxiety accompanied by nausea, loss of appetite and insomnia for nearly a week now. It started with the flu/a virus, but now my anxiety has seemed to take over. Have you been through this? What helped you get out of this anxious cycle?",3.688421052631576,5.845311526315792,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,74.08771929824562,8.068771929824562,28.94385964912281,8.841846274778883,2.42230807017544,235,10,45,5,5,75,45,57,0.203,0.773,0.024,-0.8232,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,11,7,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992326484357953,0.29497374730993364,0.0,0.1825703267059881,0.2675324005079748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801133840926565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181192927975512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641631658207054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501283226926373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769971650101324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848110981904281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631807766409676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188845361439054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Munous,2020/01/01,"Honestly, I don’t know. I feel like I need to write my experiences down while they’re still fresh in my brain. For some background; I have depression and PTSD.

In the past 10 months, I have been experiencing many physical symptoms (headaches, nausea, sensitivity to light and sound in situations that spark anxiety) as well as behavioral changes. I have found that I’ve become sort of a “neat-freak”, but it isn’t really a germ thing and more of a not wanting clutter and mess thing. My family tends to not clean up after themselves (i.e, not picking up their trash/plates, not washing off dishes and leaving me to do them 24/7, leaving trash and food in the sink, refusing to take out the garbage, etc.) and this really stresses me out. I often get into cleaning fits, which can cause the physical symptoms listed above as well as general irritability. After these fits I tend to have feelings of self-hatred, as my family often gets irritated at my complaining of them not cleaning up and that, of course, sparks anxiety.

 I feel horrible, but it’s like I can’t stop myself from feeling and acting this way. I’m not sure what this is and it scares me. I feel like they hate me. 

Is what I’m feeling even somewhat normal? What do y’all think?",6.0450354609929065,6.830875914893621,6.387234042553192,77.17333333333335,66.44680851063829,9.841134751773053,31.411347517730498,9.888512548439397,2.955360283687943,980,37,184,21,15,316,138,235,0.184,0.733,0.083,-0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,4,0,6,13,1,2,7,0,13,6,1,2,1,45,32,18,0,3,8,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,16,13,2,2,9,0,0,1,9,6,2,0,2,9,26,7,33,30,4,24,0,1,0,0,8,15,0,5,10,124,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417559132456813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016500151210748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167644000836593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303742053061675,0.13425670837277187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930964095873072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154110271663953,0.08382457884456468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414488058112523,0.2392838186461931,0.0,0.385024959152828,0.18133278113730356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346322606715154,0.13915312105554578,0.0,0.0,0.1326131962658632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529992291379954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974784880920297,0.0,0.0,0.2687642485107901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600926500597356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866946203041887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130043071569528,0.0,0.0,0.09410408870955468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434740707451768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115244219808173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835404402386287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260692944763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706165796587154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323975259152725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265508576173194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135257051438322,0.10610462078235376,0.14537796055255175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961362852514433,0.2638215817041636,0.09542248470014612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863019129061138,0.08132047295548461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485634278494539,0.10073731877382916,0.0,0.0,0.2282193474714467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,montanugh,2020/01/01,"I’m terrified and I don’t know why I go back to college tomorrow and I don’t want to. I’m dreading it. I’ve been doing this routine for 8 months, I have 10 days off and I don’t wanna go back. I’m tired of this routine. I want to be at home and stay in bed. How do I fix this? 

I only have three months left to go and that’s the only thing keeping me going. I want out of school. I want to lead my own life. But I’m also terrified to be working 24/7. Im so confused.",-2.240445609436435,-0.5049752477064189,1.3033093053735278,99.58571100917429,95.05504587155964,4.215203145478375,16.96002621231979,5.773587663045528,-0.6407515072083879,354,10,93,3,14,128,62,109,0.17,0.778,0.051,-0.9441,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,1,0,10,2,0,2,0,17,24,9,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,12,0,14,21,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,56,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791973961417382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844596738999693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928978123623117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204888573919322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553911029738768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997983920510658,0.0,0.0,0.16440905398265085,0.0,0.0,0.10165419180093756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009694916923774,0.0,0.13064916068293084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952811761022267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813547038155693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871986259604178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715247256511656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288526529167147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259479507582826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363983209170188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690586202264668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465972340369228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skaterkid24,2020/01/01,"New Years Anxiety? So my anxiety came roaring back the past 2 weeks, I think sub consciously that I'm not happy with where I am in my life, and it turning to 2020 (a new decade) has made me think of myself as a failure.

My brain keeps going to the fact that I wasn't as successful as I wanted to be this last decade. Negative thoughts just keep raining on me. 

I'm a 30 year old student with a loving family and no debt to my name, so my life definitely could be worse than it is right now. But it's just been so hard with the free-time I've had over the holiday break.

​

Anyone else experiencing something similar?",4.679940944881892,5.0214696220472455,5.746131889763781,82.1407726377953,69.31496062992126,9.4996062992126,29.260826771653534,9.516144504307137,2.3612685039370085,490,17,104,10,8,163,89,127,0.196,0.733,0.07,-0.935,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,8,0,9,4,1,1,1,21,22,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,4,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,6,2,12,3,15,13,0,18,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,10,64,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723085407907305,0.19875862448566886,0.0,0.0,0.2502651971355023,0.0,0.0,0.11437377183161625,0.1675994685737728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577723998914747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260112893841204,0.0,0.18708348905478656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305994186803421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664392607828085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420169866954953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296208352461513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412608445835098,0.14652892919846267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907817021042687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333350850723014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310723430467865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476306663962465,0.15477635815161492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159588911269747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716419378205757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156148564416985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396901147877317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592618624604646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096214468206606,0.0,0.12985838072407413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792002810459728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647936311728783,0.0,0.13120808081224755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669446350368936,0.0,0.0,0.19875862448566886,0.21067079518926865
anxiety,MomImDrunk,2020/01/01,"New year but my ex is still giving me anxiety Everytime I decide to end a relationship I have the habit of checking my ex girlfriends profiles once in a while (almost 3-4 times a month for those who care about details) anyway, I think it’s a pretty common thing to check on your ex profile sometimes just to know if she’s doing fine or so. But after my last relationship this became different. I almost developed an obsession about checking my last ex profile, I’m so anxious about her and looking at her profile is the only way I can know how she’s going with life. I can’t even figure out why, because there have been girls i loved way more than her, so I can’t explain this needing in fact I don’t care that much about her. This started as a little problem, but is slowly getting bigger and bigger, yesterday I noticed that she’s probably posting a lot of stories with the Close Friends option on Instagram and I became really anxious about it. I don’t know what to do and I don’t wanna talk about this to someone irl because it’s too akward for me, I know I should stop wasting my time visiting her profile but not checking makes me feel even more anxious.


TL;DR: I can’t stop checking on my ex profile and this is becoming a problem


-Note: as you can tell english isn’t my main language so feel free to correct my errors helping me improve my writing skills 

happy 2020 to everyone btw",3.7851185770751,5.488016471014494,4.950553359683795,81.91440711462455,72.69565217391305,7.047167325428196,30.66139657444005,7.686295010490155,2.1604985507246384,1110,50,202,14,22,366,150,276,0.114,0.736,0.15,0.941,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,18,10,0,1,11,0,19,2,0,2,2,43,38,19,0,6,8,5,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,14,9,0,2,10,0,6,2,8,3,0,0,1,3,39,8,31,36,5,32,0,0,1,1,29,11,0,6,16,144,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322625090119113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871982764292104,0.3930529833438316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413934038401015,0.12808422202704062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364865380250269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116819409939825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271858170558086,0.0,0.0,0.15319952701777642,0.0,0.0,0.11081817077146433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727992442731427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960126014027013,0.0,0.06059165230617543,0.11125287245213432,0.06591072288141729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345652833955405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773495830756047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549452104708101,0.18906865244043647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191589834625318,0.0,0.11623646142013658,0.0,0.0,0.09738898970702596,0.0,0.0,0.09859698651342624,0.10467110431174316,0.0,0.07741357616036297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925693769432391,0.0,0.08525426784698519,0.08599328549848989,0.0,0.11200845616522637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203721987488545,0.0,0.12350857385046204,0.0,0.08820348786215912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107107774027604,0.11798729805499115,0.12503963662787262,0.22194299848936894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742959434588473,0.0,0.0,0.24902544634297766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826443270157403,0.0,0.11470129679767707,0.0,0.08208702657016792,0.0,0.09261702282829992,0.19391899061490056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321554503817664,0.10136642783885294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770480028135386,0.0743114857561252,0.0,0.0,0.13525079755136696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410959890185352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464853777378412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468348317113084
anxiety,jldkrocks,2020/01/01,"Scared of not having any money while going to college (UK) I'm 19 and taking a gap year, but this September I was going to go back to college. The things is, I don't want to waste my early twenties living in poverty with my Dad and not being able to buy or do anything.  

But getting a job now would only pay me minimum wage and lead me no where. It'd also be a waste of education.  
I have no idea what to do and it freaks me out so much.",1.1164473684210527,2.441846999999999,3.6980921052631612,89.69976973684211,79.0,6.0131578947368425,21.348684210526315,6.6274283507984215,0.3342894736842106,335,9,76,3,8,118,69,95,0.166,0.774,0.06,-0.8194,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,15,18,10,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,4,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,11,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,56,13,6,0.2674120330520357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384930621840645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818493524247292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005731821995586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562334705730395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971175024504628,0.0,0.4559292626885757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018756358112147,0.0,0.0,0.26536518045054336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612972440050525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657861311612254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337890118378565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677260954914334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010605690169968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765667243353295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772654550096235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899618358541183,0.0,0.0,0.17220458183761586
anxiety,enigmainlogic,2020/01/01,"Reaching out I thought for sure that the holidays would be rough this year. They weren’t, but the week between has been awful. I’ve been anxious and panicky. I’ve pushed away friends. I also desperately want to reach out to friends, but they all have their own stuff. I have a daily that I take, but I’ve had to take a klonopin or trazodone every day just to function. 

I’m struggling with seeing all the positivity of the new year too. I can pretend this will be the best year ever, but i know it won’t be. I spent all last night in tears lonely, afraid, and hurt.

I even feel bad for posting on here. I usually just suck it up and deal with it.  But, I just can’t today.",2.1019565217391296,3.824956949275364,3.0892028985507274,93.39728260869568,77.33333333333333,5.759420289855073,23.818840579710145,6.42735559955562,0.4340318840579709,521,17,117,4,12,166,87,138,0.23,0.61,0.16,-0.9224,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,1,9,10,1,2,7,1,15,0,0,0,5,26,25,10,0,2,9,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,6,0,0,6,3,13,4,16,13,5,19,0,2,1,0,6,6,1,1,11,81,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677856519824933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735034979378492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724438613991665,0.0,0.15325000170498268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926161288583303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836948184425625,0.18922386402266372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122783770193538,0.1660243534277953,0.1546421502535988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280440952353576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836083696502058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648563308680975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086994783689808,0.14961132295084248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726612098047567,0.0,0.17224184396039674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757826130117861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625930451436506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187807266730836,0.21011181267881476,0.0,0.0,0.17298627378342055,0.0,0.2760016607967677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571193958590986,0.0,0.0,0.17397646654589538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214571199150788,0.0,0.10825789642105932,0.0,0.1472264157145234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038305432058006,0.0,0.0,0.35458531836725043
anxiety,SlightlyConfusedBrit,2020/01/01,"I moved over to the other side of the world and anxiety about my loved ones is crippling. I'm not diagnosed with any anxiety disorder but over the last year or so I've developed a really intense and frightening paranoia about my loved ones dying/bad things happening to them. I've also been highly paranoid and hyperchondriac of my own health, constantly thinking I will get sick or have some sort of accident. It's pretty bad to the point where I have this ridiculous superstition that I have to 'touch wood' everytime I have one of these thoughts to ensure it won't happen. 

A few years ago I moved to the other side of the world away from my family, I fly back to see them around once a year and miss them a lot, despite me being happy with my life overseas. I didn't experience any of this paranoia until the last year or so. I'm with them at the moment so it does feel like the anxiety has accelerated by being in their company, and it's really upsetting me that I can't just enjoy my time without these horrible thoughts. Its bringing me down and making me feel very distressed and anxious to the point where I can't sleep sometimes. I don't want to have these thoughts all the time. I don't really know what's best to do, I used to be so relaxed and chilled out and would love to restore myself back to my carefree self!",6.946127104834332,6.322466494296581,7.2603829440521475,76.46864068441066,64.66539923954372,10.860293318848452,33.61461162411733,10.290406445055957,3.2217508962520363,1060,39,208,22,14,346,141,263,0.192,0.6509999999999999,0.157,-0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,1,13,13,1,2,15,0,20,8,1,2,1,36,41,19,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,16,14,0,0,7,1,0,3,8,5,0,3,5,4,30,8,36,30,6,34,0,1,1,3,9,17,0,6,15,150,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677560699844928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730590602316049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848327314142554,0.0,0.2505519919279414,0.1233348352228038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097187447043183,0.0,0.0,0.10257197661832787,0.16789516816124714,0.18231041063568024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145707182921211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797763041620694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080867434374772,0.0,0.0,0.1251221424745574,0.0,0.09553835341008188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106792506394432,0.10291893879650976,0.0,0.11040267419773568,0.07799347866169619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057038580825544916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308330434822207,0.1162170844022212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604618909682606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534766139088737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999883003703296,0.17798173846303222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711238117604001,0.05333659492465122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281529666798756,0.29559969151605003,0.0,0.07287407345330492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320680335610463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162660779841346,0.22193610657872853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064082486962925,0.0,0.0,0.11106856770452148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981777264831275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699704263832297,0.0,0.11389163666458425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925221555095736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797525631302723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252993718870628,0.06995388845230552,0.0,0.26001438738873056,0.12731974214650693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429074065638723,0.0,0.09007946533459282,0.06439328330016117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523923460009142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755363102337343,0.0,0.0,0.2812162883206677
anxiety,imannoyingaf,2020/01/01,"I really hate my job but I’m trapped because of my anxiety I despise my job with a passion and everything about it causes a lot of anxiety. I’ve pushed through for 2 years, but it’s just so exhausting. The problem is, it’s in my field and I need this experience for when I apply to graduate schools. It’s my only experience. I’m pretty sure it’s because I hate this particular place, and not the work itself.


I’m scared that if I quit, my boss will be mean to me and refuse to recommend me positively. I promised her a year and a half more of work, and she’s not the type to be okay with broken promises.


My anxiety about leaving is forcing me to stay. I’m just so scared of what the future might hold if I quit. Losing her recommendation means I’d have to delay apps for another couple years to find more experience, but that also causes me anxiety because of the expectations I’ve placed on myself and the pressure to live my dream life now rather than later. I know it’s all my fault, but I can’t get out of this pattern of thinking. I’m also worried to see a therapist because of insurance and because my parents hold a very negative stigma against mental health issues and seeking therapy. My family and I are generally very open so we have each other on Life 360, and they rarely check it (unless the weather is really bad and I’m driving or if I’m late and didn’t call), but I’m scared that they will check it while I’m at the therapist’s and they’ll freak out.",2.6038435982622015,4.420581335548178,4.5668604651162825,82.94023703041148,76.17607973421927,7.9530283669818544,26.85931510350115,8.730908602173464,2.0752130334781502,1166,46,237,25,26,399,150,301,0.237,0.6729999999999999,0.09,-0.9943,3,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,3,5,13,18,3,4,14,1,14,5,0,3,2,56,32,31,0,7,15,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,17,21,0,4,5,1,2,2,5,13,0,1,1,1,34,5,34,25,5,22,0,1,1,1,10,9,0,6,10,155,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279566803604766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017484858063454,0.2923304254982586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976619867966102,0.2911806399803826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975500382220512,0.0,0.0,0.196277743516402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570562513605992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585904473507977,0.2803492873343376,0.09006016158174991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731557806085087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049912133428609375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863843560576055,0.0,0.10154728238765016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971179937386772,0.18960384177742626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250252665872207,0.0,0.10776556629033393,0.10115582317778443,0.0,0.0,0.13495579316842252,0.0,0.0,0.08435753105996653,0.0,0.0,0.10687717027724078,0.0,0.08121887684543913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812723680198986,0.0,0.0,0.09627495624736963,0.10134558641825174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083662808990078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265727352670534,0.0,0.0,0.1060782692608949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996236392641309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719156912315498,0.0,0.09141233266069898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032225514182338,0.0,0.0,0.12240197789570635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869360789708417,0.0966846588009795,0.07612756027958051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182563810996267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003887327861562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925049494558238,0.22184272535263908,0.0,0.06121379185363302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764972507676475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909855742502272,0.09701856188102737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845606697494304
anxiety,Formal-Temperature,2020/01/01,"Medical PTSD? Midway through 2018, a friend died from breast cancer. We weren't close, but because she had so few local friends, I was one of the people who became her primary caregivers. Her death was gruesome, painful, lonely, and took a long time. Midway though her home hospice, I started having enormous pelvic pain and heavy bleeding during periods. Went to the ob/gyn and began a year of tests and scans that culminated in surgery in May 2019 (hysterectomy and one ovary removed due to really bad endometriosis and fibroids). I have lifelong issues with health anxiety (hypochondriac grandfather, dad died young from health issues, and I've been officially diagnosed with GAD, panic disorder and major depressive disorder) and since the surgery and my friend's death, my fear of doctors has just gotten worse. It's become a full-blown phobia. 

My therapist has been great but even though my sister is a doctor I am terrified of visiting the doctor's office. My surgeon was great about my anxiety, but my previous GP who knew about this retired and I need to see my new GP for a couple of minor issues on Friday (it took me two weeks to work my way up to making the appt.) and everything in my head is going cancer! death! cancer! All my blood tests etc before surgery, of course, were perfectly normal and I recovered fine. I've put off my mammograms, put off meeting my new GP, put off everything. I take Ativan for doctor's appointments but it is still terrifying just to think about going. Aside from just sucking it up and dealing with it, for those who've experienced this, what else helps? I'm going to ask my therapist about exposure therapy and seeing a new psychiatrist, but I'm getting older and this phobia seems to only be getting worse. 

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TL;DR, I'm afraid of doctors.",5.793669724770641,7.758168587155964,6.002331498470948,75.32577247706425,68.02140672782875,9.146373088685015,30.511192660550453,9.592334608150935,3.1163796697247714,1436,57,235,32,25,457,186,327,0.254,0.6729999999999999,0.073,-0.9976,0,2,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,0,0,2,12,16,1,3,12,0,18,20,3,1,2,38,42,24,5,2,8,2,0,0,3,1,17,0,1,0,13,21,0,0,3,0,0,11,1,9,0,3,14,4,27,7,38,26,4,38,0,2,3,1,17,12,1,2,14,143,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843133878707607,0.0991728632696399,0.0,0.0,0.12487265013477802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763003196036915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814628756708623,0.049752601865258365,0.09013890507847516,0.06944954780586407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030699779125,0.0,0.0,0.08414292795289678,0.07029608849745647,0.08283893125386647,0.16940988194276885,0.0,0.18707893800141254,0.41768923538063735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818003210001701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102386390924984,0.053906864582459225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670312111147307,0.0,0.0,0.0918411443303319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916989200255616,0.0,0.08528240417654677,0.0,0.13915344839759006,0.0,0.0,0.17996474535678855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376197603394712,0.173508840130034,0.0,0.0,0.05470575467667781,0.0,0.08186790702180978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555589610551092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222794852896611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447958290936962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221993976042212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051752882800945,0.0,0.2364768924340827,0.0,0.0,0.07996674634984584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106107741384504,0.0620729524228137,0.17369121481518973,0.09575926393916667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658253752740361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540520777663446,0.2461410835059425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228555780850946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007541290583738,0.07430050819138714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751393214206969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776851027459524,0.0,0.06517896503761886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061365377932776875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933354700191637,0.1895258694382516,0.0,0.052296495655785764,0.16037540354395804,0.0,0.04759118105779234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135765406291696,0.0,0.0,0.07972736661617594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478330194310251,0.06546775563544474,0.0,0.0,0.07565922346228053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059417713588935536,0.0,0.16634817512584812,0.0,0.0,0.0991728632696399,0.05255828777311269
anxiety,throwawayduck22,2020/01/01,"Very afraid failing the test for my drivers license I've been trying to get my drivers license for the past 3 years, couldn't do driving lessons because I was already afraid of failing the test, for the past 6 months I pushed myself to take driving lessons regulary and the driving test should be in about 1 month.
I'm already terrified of the test because the fear of failing, all I think about right now is the test, I really want my drivers license and where I live it's very expensive, but I'm very anxious, any tips how to prepare? I also wanted to add that driving is very difficult for me, (instructor talking to me, high speeds, lights, etc.) I don't know what to do..",10.824090909090906,6.8651356515151525,9.724181818181822,72.36627272727273,59.90909090909091,12.37818181818182,46.85454545454545,9.3871,4.544761818181819,534,27,102,6,5,168,75,132,0.142,0.848,0.01,-0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,7,7,0,3,8,0,10,0,0,1,1,14,18,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,5,2,7,0,0,2,1,13,0,16,13,2,16,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,59,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36870303051252346,0.13359539473142498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136044649778932,0.0,0.0,0.1887268198253933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367275086438053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631267573613614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798553047487107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728036930614412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650485582011385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918101391685315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751436091585915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666865516463931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189495523866453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070209696588138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266573551520842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560604735054612,0.13427406063947805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070433578491775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342071347803842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513579677131218,0.1970690527684439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757920842474128
anxiety,rosemarysbubba,2020/01/01,"Anxiety/lowness the day after boozing I'm not a big drinker, 2/3 times a month. Not really interested in the taste, I guess G&T's are perfectly pleasant and they don't give bad hangover like red wine, and I'm also a bit of a lightweight.

However, as I've got older, the amazing effect alcohol once had on me has massively lessened. When I was young alcohol was a miracle tonic for shyness etc, but as I've been on this journey of self discovery in life, and have grown in confidence, self respect/love, booze has kind of served its purpose. Even as the liquid touches my lips it basically makes me a little more jittery, nervous and anxious etc, kind of the opposite feeling everyone else reports on.

Also, sometimes after a night of binge drinking I experience intense feelings of anxiety/paranoia/lowness, depending on how much I've consumed. My emotions feel completely exposed, raw & frazzled.

I'm prone to overthinking as well, wanting to get to the root of every decision that I make etc, so perhaps these musings could just be a symptom of that.

But should I quit the drink, lessen the intake and know my limits? Or is that being too black and white with my decision making. Am I overthinking it all, and is this all too much introspection!

Thanks for your opinions/similar experiences xxx",6.593268828451882,7.878225761506274,7.071608263598325,70.96799816945608,65.44351464435147,10.159100418410043,39.20528242677824,10.270032843473604,4.509244560669456,1043,58,167,25,16,341,159,239,0.045,0.8370000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.9453,1,0,6,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,4,10,11,0,1,16,0,16,11,1,7,3,35,32,19,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,9,8,8,1,7,3,0,2,3,2,1,0,5,8,14,9,27,23,9,20,0,0,3,0,5,9,0,3,10,112,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538884866523024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998345061292013,0.0,0.2574053799710567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419239684763287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917989077977364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968164092307893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454303074500045,0.0,0.0,0.09483956155403414,0.0,0.0,0.07660601729435433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327266952950599,0.0,0.0,0.0992290024659707,0.13361629824599622,0.0,0.0,0.3974275284762244,0.07845587973233382,0.0,0.10008085743207272,0.11350344544072115,0.0,0.2323875873762116,0.0,0.0,0.18018266423535825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062059870270553576,0.11394868053304795,0.0,0.0,0.09500261937017504,0.0,0.13085424804702905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473910438317244,0.06528071972673746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390083173134072,0.05803198666216638,0.11905302862497907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378682365063397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481245857257943,0.0,0.17464018891116093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147097606292257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650135420848327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263416759684869,0.0,0.0,0.07609623499596364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478357663884811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748066488034375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346232197215545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936058225870783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926405396252308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006203082306141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680131009672546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trrstrlgg,2020/01/01,"you know when you have fears that no one can tell you are irrational? i’ve had types of anxiety before that i know are basically just misfiring. like when my panic’s been bad i always panic at the mall. it goes away and the problem there is the anxiety itself. 

but then there’s other fears that feel much worse. same sense of doom and everything, but they’re not irrational. therapists, for ex, will basically be like “yeah life/your life sucks” you know what i mean??

i don’t have a solution but it definitely sucks when you feel bad and people are like “that makes sense”",2.83734643734644,5.263271882882883,3.653562653562656,86.84137592137594,77.91891891891892,8.0003276003276,20.9017199017199,8.841846274778883,1.4216594594594605,453,12,92,11,11,144,71,111,0.295,0.5770000000000001,0.128,-0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,0,6,13,2,4,4,1,12,1,0,1,0,17,21,10,0,1,5,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,10,0,1,2,2,10,3,5,17,2,6,1,1,0,0,7,2,2,0,7,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297217308273352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262891324960981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614352531957569,0.0,0.2869334127264403,0.0,0.0,0.14621042815154994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442523980743644,0.0,0.0,0.3867018132933703,0.17375977581985555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832915959449364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427301723160393,0.2518350622694949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469452853693338,0.0,0.0,0.18716780831172453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631115291994482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643307376287683,0.0,0.0,0.4031992553547092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912182727105225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441332926591498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018263238952534,0.0,0.0,0.199502080228244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510436479275115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marcus_embodied,2020/01/01,"Anxiety that develops during sleep I developed generalized anxiety about 2 years ago.  I often go to bed calm and happy, fall asleep within 5 minutes, but awake 1 to 3 hours later with severe anxiety characterized by muscle tension (to the point of being painful), a scrambled mind, and an increase in tinnitus loudness (the tinnitus is apparently due to anxiety as I have no hearing loss). It is disheartening how quickly my mental state changes for no apparent reason.  Has anyone else had a similar experience and did you find effective ways to deal with it? I'm wondering if there might be a physiological problem creating the symptoms, rather than my subconscious mind dealing with unresolved (and unidentified) issues.

Thanks.",10.024982578397212,10.815137723577239,10.162044134727065,53.50243902439028,57.9430894308943,14.183042973286874,45.2137049941928,13.25671669890799,7.008877816492452,592,34,79,22,7,197,98,123,0.18600000000000005,0.687,0.127,-0.7391,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,6,8,0,1,7,0,9,4,2,3,0,22,14,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,2,6,3,16,9,1,14,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,5,6,54,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384749222005407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780153272848068,0.0,0.0,0.1092289631172454,0.16006043936599498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525445849092008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221010301350515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049735199582102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528079696240673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277742233871024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878042430533506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629347229234248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760653407169538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384003033829166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304757991104252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742769382104907,0.16571912957065724,0.3154646670817173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622347408893287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476734017293581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947638802972274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061474780284485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647816677985734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563275345707513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236690572544038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382152438120785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399597208635657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940819818111627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059715680045613
anxiety,redditor6511,2020/01/01,"i am VERY worried so please help i dont wanna being it up with my parents for no reason so please help

I am 16M and i have a raised mole above my lip (where a moustache grows)

I know it’s not cancerous but i don’t like it.

I am also too shy to ask my parents about removing it, but i will ask, but im worried, if i remove it, can i still grow hair in that same area? 
Cause i really don’t want a blank spot in my moustache.

Any help is appreciated.",-0.8437443744374455,0.9450258316831714,2.2443744374437458,95.32535553555357,87.71287128712869,5.2568856885688575,18.09270927092709,6.574015621080383,-0.2020772277227718,343,9,86,4,11,122,64,101,0.10300000000000001,0.675,0.222,0.9023,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,11,3,2,2,0,13,15,8,0,3,5,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,15,1,8,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652173467789087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459653500166028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34257372721717144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821839537951124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473359933307767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684274399601144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791007654241669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069344739791034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951250569576281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068903843548195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022431854155881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737603794534684,0.188381661210131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632049449511422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117647958638855,0.10806846868116296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721395551452083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swedishgirl1234,2020/01/01,"Performance Anxiety I suffer from pretty bad performance anxiety, when I was in school it was regarding tests and now when I work it's about doing a job. I'm constantly anxious about making mistakes so that I'll end up fired. Due to this I over compensate by being generally very good at what I do. In school I got very good graders and I'm doing very well at my job (just started 3 months ago). 

This sucks and keeps me from actually being able to enjoy my job and whenever I make a mistake I over think it and get super anxious about it.",2.101035353535355,4.432865416666669,3.9724242424242417,84.06954545454545,80.01851851851852,7.630976430976433,24.63299663299664,8.575989854853784,1.9364148148148148,427,16,84,10,11,144,67,108,0.209,0.634,0.157,-0.514,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,9,10,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,17,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,11,5,15,12,0,16,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,9,54,19,7,0.15404423992960606,0.0,0.150324957022539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655092420001402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356868438170449,0.34805228834163066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286205059090206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646709814508207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643747382484506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048175742168334,0.0,0.0,0.2584099997469856,0.1232032508808327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585954161419384,0.1369215983547182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565145265227733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295664264403675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567183719123277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31180198967645906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903330588352683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870532891310176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813078922794732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850427166621218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214604132679604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,neukkim,2020/01/01,"Going to work Start of a new year so I want to go into work every single day to break old habits of working from home which my job allows.

only problem is the closer it gets to being the day of going into work or waking up in the morning to go in. I get flooded with anxiety and nauseous feelings or wanting to cry and lately headaches but I am completely fine when I'm working from home. 

I don't know how to control this and I already know my thought process behind it all is super irrational and dumb but I can't stop the continuing cycle.

Any advice from own experiences or coping mechanisms are gladly welcome.

Extra info- 
main going to work routine is

Wake up and get ready

Leave house

Walk to public transport

Get on public transport 

Walk to office


TLDR- trouble leaving house to go to work need advice",5.816772151898732,6.478629537974688,6.554278481012663,76.21318987341773,66.9113924050633,7.838987341772152,31.622784810126586,7.554174236665415,2.2772030379746844,649,25,110,6,10,214,100,158,0.102,0.7709999999999999,0.127,0.75,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,9,3,7,1,0,5,0,8,2,2,3,1,27,27,13,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,2,5,0,0,10,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,4,27,25,5,29,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,3,10,70,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182133821943421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321262049197132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759283362008556,0.0,0.08541476525228557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706676693978957,0.0,0.12522910452611602,0.0,0.0,0.12264633275689298,0.1440147829892709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940730472195056,0.0,0.0,0.10921873094116526,0.0,0.0,0.05645545916794921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23333777332436145,0.0,0.3807321816618004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399550429710288,0.0,0.0,0.257666728699763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079905629902917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272389319895335,0.0,0.12595022268078387,0.2364502668760665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278979444920452,0.0,0.10783582705017904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716176275564215,0.0,0.0,0.08491766057640973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068374996830284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902905462089753,0.0,0.0,0.09334748218851788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864055595859152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171247535295644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5689964995191686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190131397639328
anxiety,toasterpoodle,2020/01/01,"DAE get panic attacks from over-exercising? A little back story: Every year my huge family gets together for winter break in the middle of nowhere in the Canadian wilderness. Most of my cousins are athletes or super in shape. I go to the gym about once or twice a week, but I’m by no means as fit as they are. I’m also a bit older than most of them (I’m in my mid 20s, majority of my cousins are between 16-20). Every year we do a winter hike, but this year they picked a harder trail. This year I had a really hard time keeping up with the group, but I didn’t want to get separated. I ended up needing help climbing up rocks by myself and was gasping for air at several points. I’m not sure if I panicked because I was out of breath or because I was unable to keep up with the group, but I had a full blown panic attack in the middle of the hike. Thankfully my angel of a husband stayed behind with me while I tried to calm down and we eventually caught up by following the footprints in the snow. Unfortunately though I was shaken up for the rest of the day. 

Has anyone experienced anything like this before? Usually when I feel I am over-exerting myself with exercise I will slow down or stop, but this was a situation where I felt I couldn’t. I’m wanting to work on getting fit this year, but now I’m scared of having a panic attack while jogging or something.",4.087343720311612,4.924979220216606,5.6019266577997335,80.86624928747864,70.87725631768953,8.286452593577808,27.575337260117806,8.532816995589336,1.897690252707581,1072,36,215,17,19,364,154,277,0.14,0.76,0.1,-0.9085,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,3,3,7,12,3,4,21,0,17,2,1,1,1,36,39,21,0,5,13,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,3,3,4,0,5,4,7,0,1,10,4,28,5,48,27,6,56,1,0,0,0,11,29,0,8,21,148,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291278740324033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123897790807907,0.0,0.0956100311282568,0.0,0.0,0.396530286673128,0.0,0.08933879032913868,0.0,0.141650114803276,0.0,0.09886454226432813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268434981501485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492945912621765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290507545514346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957810830305616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952850632614113,0.0,0.058746427725990424,0.0,0.11155544189291264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428066450679987,0.0,0.06603038903765153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040785859504007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778760923030475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654043226011964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676192975687385,0.1164474979547751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655909656578074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861494131433963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373281348323385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40895280513757304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098320068077998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443083364953007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632105912604596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125553409216215,0.0,0.0,0.1305963650338848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944458592790168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383733109080325,0.0,0.09713553297790227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950261612115406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069671752662322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415078544609,0.0,0.06774817806229291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888172088337685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796092901831718,0.0,0.13705738165931966,0.0,0.09319628274706523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458377688482309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740953848548223
anxiety,15fairyflowers,2020/01/01,CBT I’ve finally been referred for CBT in my area. Did/Does CBT work for you?,-0.5564705882352925,1.4707548235294112,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,89.0,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.3250235294117654,60,2,15,1,2,20,14,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8328525744375723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534948863835221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doyouhaveatuba,2020/01/01,"I’m really nervous and scared for how fast time is going. Does anyone have any tips? Hi! 

I [F, 25] turned 25 this past year and it definitely caused me a bit of a quarter life crisis, but besides for that, I realized how time fast was going in my life. I started to think about aging and life and how long it would last for me and my loved ones. With it turning 2020, I feel like time is running out and I’m scared. I’m scared of people I love getting older and not being around at some point. I’m scared of how fast time is going and I don’t really know what to do. I’m scared about the fact that we don’t treat our earth right and the climate is changing so much. I’m scared thinking about whether or not I should bring in kids into a world like this even though I really want kids. I feel like my heart is too big and I worry so much and I’m just nervous. A huge part of me is incredibly excited for the next decade of my life, the next chapter, but I’m also so scared. Is anyone else feeling the same way? Does anyone else feel more self aware of time? How are you dealing with it all? Any words of wisdom will help. Thank you! 

TLDR: I’m scared about how fast time is going. Looking for tips on getting through this!",1.131718750000001,3.0836364218750028,2.462193750000001,95.64843125000002,81.265625,5.18975,18.83375,6.152001189255117,-0.2782235625,948,22,216,7,25,305,127,256,0.14400000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.7703,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,2,0,0,19,19,0,10,9,0,18,7,1,7,2,47,49,26,0,3,7,0,4,3,0,3,4,0,0,3,10,17,0,0,8,0,0,6,4,10,0,2,1,5,21,9,28,44,8,38,0,0,1,2,12,12,0,2,22,126,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386101929845264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860998532065556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675120534310913,0.16364434307593356,0.0,0.07108899860160202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718234927227443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203437262109119,0.08447733058597692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082328293751595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976549603059182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341931038733562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274430413280344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151089035539112,0.1140986508895915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344319592514582,0.0,0.18153660293570054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463004818854674,0.053525965289031405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043886910031757764,0.06509350714340367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256193417717406,0.11704119937407187,0.0,0.0,0.07067027388084954,0.06705914296586313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414677818409638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740707349361733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698560690134457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411266595369391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864765436194053,0.07623183254611554,0.05536227326644105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548997401079018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347388783409133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819680653873306,0.0,0.0,0.6396003486087047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833074913057993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652266921518718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352091175923099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023373291440191,0.07845836634594443,0.0,0.27938895135462544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372135106987258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471012889601241,0.0633861792348813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109790457057611,0.0,0.05672759327570449,0.0,0.0,0.05142481085621313
anxiety,team-love-n-stuff,2020/01/01,"This has gotten overwhelming Hi everyone. Just found this subreddit. Just kinda want to get it all off my chest and see if anyone can relate.

I was just diagnosed with severe GAD (along with major depressive disorder). I've honestly probably had it my whole life, but it got significantly worse after I went through some traumatic stuff at work and the death of a family member. 

I've been seeing a doctor and trying SSRIs but nothing has worked well so far. The SSRIs have seemed to cause me to rapid cycle between anxiety and depression. 

I recently had what I guess may have been a dissociative episode and came very close to attempting suicide. I snapped out of it...it was like waking up from a bad dream. 

I have been seeing a GP and a therapist but I do also have an appointment with a psychiatrist soon. 

While it's probably good that I'm getting treatment I just feel like things have gotten so much more complicated...",4.181569767441861,6.709739075581402,5.204825581395351,76.89351744186051,73.94186046511628,9.18372093023256,27.02906976744186,9.673873057562805,2.9628069767441865,739,28,128,21,16,242,116,172,0.20199999999999999,0.715,0.083,-0.9790000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,3,9,9,0,1,10,0,17,5,2,1,1,31,33,14,2,2,8,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,13,4,11,5,18,19,6,12,0,3,3,0,1,6,0,6,6,91,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693488897719355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186058574065724,0.0,0.0,0.10224287880928007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220905239870856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672407422814248,0.0,0.1502118249934268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518841916501474,0.14841378575990952,0.0,0.0,0.16758481190229693,0.14966595960545767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972283110260608,0.0,0.0,0.13784651268183226,0.0,0.07393500072419355,0.10446210552847553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603265325238072,0.0,0.0,0.15279149876716042,0.0,0.0,0.12264534356181325,0.11694829957824232,0.0,0.1610816828329876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032819902149026,0.14287484295234526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749110533259212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030540254590312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153073527213687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437807665027122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495636201137796,0.13311639271123796,0.0,0.16519094664653175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739093651180567,0.1599447880793199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977676653364826,0.09714440338588637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927616565624584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064971040139325,0.08624641535228794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147249719371176,0.13555065971674907,0.0,0.16325332817207314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290491515172336,0.0,0.14901425000897275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlatoDrago,2020/01/01,"My head is being a prick! Before I start, there may be some triggers here, sorry in advance.





I’ve just had a really shit few days now as my obsessive thoughts keep stopping me from meeting my family or having fun with my friends. I’m now worrying about whether or not my suicidal thoughts are my own or just my anxiety. I’ve got so much pent up aggression at myself over stuff like this and I can’t get it out of my system and is making me feel depressed. 

I can’t stop saying sorry for every little thing and it makes me feel like a child. I don’t know if it’s because I feel everyone’s problems are a result of me or what.

I feel that I’m going to fall apart and I don’t know what to do and I don’t think I’m doing well against this and I don’t know what to do anymore. 

I’m sorry for the rant I’m just feel like shit ATM.",1.0365262430939204,2.5692913922651957,3.1644164364640908,92.52408321823204,79.82872928176795,6.292955801104973,21.809737569060765,7.1686216300943375,0.5232455801104972,646,19,150,8,16,220,102,181,0.188,0.7070000000000001,0.106,-0.8803,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,10,13,4,1,5,0,18,4,4,4,0,39,41,14,1,2,10,0,5,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,3,11,0,1,3,7,7,1,0,4,6,22,6,17,34,4,17,0,1,0,0,4,7,3,7,9,99,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305500353229273,0.0,0.13359900323539078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211973647441591,0.0,0.1146307600058876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687867914771649,0.0,0.11602802760400655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350143250835985,0.12872395363818884,0.0,0.0,0.12699533760958284,0.0,0.3405744619671908,0.1924778523721778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407885616525074,0.0,0.07038193274644612,0.0,0.07656044832163733,0.0,0.10774221631624167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382543051137846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973901956993477,0.0,0.0,0.22210406847854264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744176218511544,0.13501772107183715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984382018330425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902948537586698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890205662563944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863005364077423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712910896615972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765617220315426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524002038232561,0.09535048746027454,0.0,0.0,0.22525204110213085,0.0,0.0,0.15421404634418973,0.14735405318457148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949726811984927,0.08631858999895665,0.0,0.21389399784535745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211230798854362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680749405821654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SomePumpkin,2020/01/01,"Replaying the consequences of drunk decisions & now I’m so nauseous and anxious I can’t eat or face my friends/family It was NYE and the plan was to get drunk, but I suppose I went overboard. I drunkenly texted and snapchatted my parents nonsense, which embarrasses me to no end. & my ex was trying to stir up drama with me, making me immediately upset at the end of the night cause he can’t let me catch a break. What I’ve been thinking about most of all though is the end of the night. Everyone’s phones were low on battery or dead so I thought no one could call an uber. One of my friends suggested that I walk to my apt (45min walk) and charge a phone so they could all get home. Stupid drunk me thought this was the only option so I did so. Apparently she didn’t tell the rest of the group though. My phone died when I started walking and I got really scared. I tried walking back to my friends cause I also realized that my keys were in my friends bag. They were gone so I hauled it to my apt only to have to ask a stranger for a phone call. I called my brother and he seemed really pissed that I “just ran away” and they had been searching for me for almost 2 hours and forgot where I lived. When he arrived, he gave me my stuff but was extremely upset that I put everyone through that. 

I have not stopped thinking about this and the fact that I ruined everyone’s night cause I accidentally made them worry sick. I was sober for months and decided to drink with my friends for this night, and this is what I fucking do. I’m going to cut back on drinking again cause I feel awful and feel that I just ruined what was supposed to be a good start to the new year. 

What can I do to stop overthinking this??? I’m seeing my therapist on Saturday, but it’s been eating me alive all day. I feel like they’ll hate me or be disappointed in me if I see them all again.",3.4793081525804013,4.610969761780108,4.24903889304413,88.89849476439792,72.586387434555,7.760807778608826,26.208302169035157,8.192908349453996,1.3852741959611068,1467,48,323,22,28,470,184,382,0.222,0.71,0.068,-0.9968,2,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,6,1,21,19,5,4,17,1,31,11,2,6,5,54,60,30,2,3,10,3,3,1,4,1,1,0,1,0,21,14,7,3,11,6,0,10,6,13,0,2,25,5,57,6,37,29,6,45,0,4,2,1,30,10,2,8,25,211,78,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554083858897314,0.0,0.0,0.0683143741442318,0.0,0.18511599170717516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650598066289663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798608814744983,0.0,0.08025963771063775,0.1313731665728718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616855527859517,0.0,0.0,0.35102019263011275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640988771969556,0.0,0.0,0.05509208418167466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865770531966191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736803636785974,0.0,0.1748222859385443,0.0,0.0,0.2269836915603473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448818614510261,0.0,0.0,0.08053112569047645,0.0,0.12958040186308378,0.06102766610877211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639966979994821,0.07897407355974713,0.08926211590172617,0.0,0.048549019221976256,0.07165047113324456,0.0683222087334255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433954204064388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856882809035793,0.0,0.08412645747576486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735289178774855,0.0,0.04173435987589855,0.0,0.07543187595285276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808312389536812,0.05702187796988958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818545244404763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250403657646133,0.0,0.3206624551946031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577243672313416,0.1299391856274914,0.0,0.0,0.09485439826935012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587576040735058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945093694657036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552536820903604,0.0,0.1361453947607963,0.07776774866720583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209285669040522,0.0,0.0,0.14283831812628112,0.0,0.0,0.0977912337818281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466525078879119,0.0,0.0,0.0991850563285659,0.0,0.10947383347254706,0.167859337423132,0.13563588041222074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159959903082175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918986851899681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675327540977383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501092540833934
anxiety,SasquatchMini,2020/01/01,"How do you deal with repetitive and intrusive thoughts about your body/health? I go to therapy intermittently, but it has been a few months since the last visit. I will be making an appointment soon. Until then, I'm not sure what to do. I obsess over symptoms until I'm not sure what symptoms are real and which I only think I'm feeling. I know I'm a young (26 f) and relatively healthy person but the thoughts cycle and cycle and once I get over one it seems like another one comes along. I'm just really tired of feeling like something is always wrong, even though I logically know there's not.


I am on Sertraline for anxiety and a low dosage of Trazodone as a sleep aid.",4.130827067669173,5.582411293233084,5.212037593984963,81.3836203007519,71.40601503759399,8.62827067669173,27.58571428571429,9.120678840339163,2.2204141353383458,534,19,105,11,10,176,90,133,0.161,0.74,0.099,-0.8164,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,7,0,9,4,1,2,2,29,26,14,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,3,0,2,3,2,10,4,14,21,1,15,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,10,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377129788256609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173545869284615,0.12661046792249445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256744768954965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706278431503865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931414271504822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673680675916173,0.1182364277243554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646925557112567,0.0,0.09406000537684717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759235141869918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191385877249064,0.13490823410582425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171424993687014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047552009079302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210409038720028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625686098697774,0.2243002267641983,0.12587360872217698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445121209720068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883803224501904,0.10602640262025356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506690552148484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690700935022926,0.0,0.16562399715170667,0.0,0.0,0.12741342820971402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119720120159059,0.3440450334644144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926878736276728,0.0,0.0,0.10604858275273606,0.16260730323288175,0.2627841271630029,0.0,0.19022304364449294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095315858769975,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dakotttaaaaaaaaaa,2020/01/01,"Need advice/reassurance! So, I am going to give a little backstory. 

My family has literally moved around the country since I was little. We get bored of places and just pack up and move and for the most part its really exciting. But about 9 years ago we moved to Ohio and I fell in love. I was there for 6 years and in that 6 years I met my now husband. After the 6 years we moved to Arizona, then back to Ohio, then my family wanted to go back to our hometown of Chicago and my husband and I stayed in Ohio. Then after like 6 months we started missing them so we came up to Chicago for about 6 months and then we went back to Ohio after found a really nice house. This was January of 2019. Around May 2019 I started having extreme anxiety and DP and I struggled, like A LOT. We got married in August and in Oct we found out we were expecting. Now, I do not have family in OH so I really liked the idea of raising our child in CHI with my family. So, we moved around thanksgiving. We found out we lost the baby about a week later. Which obviously did not at all help my anxiety. 

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This is my problem. We moved to CHI so that I could be closer to family for the baby. I love my family and we are very close but my mom made a good point about a week ago. She said ""I'm surprised you haven't moved back to Ohio by now."" And something just clicked. I was like, yeah why haven't we? My husband had a really awesome job in OH that he LOVES. And his boss literally told him to come back whenever we wanted, that it would always be there for him. And like I said, as much as I love my family, I am much happier in OH. I have lots of friends, and I have my own space. Right now, my husband and I are living in the basement of a house with SEVEN people in it. We don't even have our own bed, we take turns with my dad sleeping in a bed, and then switched to an air mattress. I am losing my fucking mind in this house. We literally can't do anything with someone always badgering us about money, where were going, this and that. I cant take it. I really want to tell my dad that I want to move back but I am so scared and I don't even know why. I am so anxious about the whole situation. I know that I need to do whats best for me and my husband as well as my mental health, but I am just scared that I will disappoint him bc this would be the second time I am telling him I want to move back to OH. The first time he was so supportive, but for some reason, I just feel like he is going to flip out. My anxiety is just telling me not to say anything, but my husband called his former boss, and his boss said he needed someone by the beginning of FEB and that the pay would be double than last time. Obviously we keep moving there for a reason, so WHAT DO I DO.",1.8213757005392808,3.3461141554404144,3.610422614641713,90.22381199111773,77.566493955095,7.006323358358888,21.833597687779765,7.817275551320576,0.7806034401325288,2132,58,482,33,49,716,220,579,0.062,0.8059999999999999,0.132,0.9932,1,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,24,1,1,4,42,28,1,3,23,1,48,7,1,6,3,107,94,47,0,14,14,9,1,6,1,5,1,4,3,1,21,56,0,1,9,0,2,18,9,10,1,3,22,6,90,18,77,62,13,92,0,4,1,5,65,32,1,5,47,345,111,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935261007528462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387319807126903,0.05460806847719524,0.061241168377510674,0.0,0.0,0.1156669285405874,0.05693733050178261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294933968746622,0.13459929101763815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712798806349427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289138986111043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146374246849776,0.0576438455614411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341489045022659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04024007013584728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657707081870037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325865507335843,0.0,0.02548360946735532,0.03600556536620452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286997052241998,0.0,0.1657820532388928,0.03893869359734621,0.046593722963660815,0.026331770111419642,0.04834799762253922,0.11457327448481427,0.04227288845208788,0.04030925495545412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357253861118947,0.0,0.0,0.03378186555191292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446350761354404,0.0,0.05689514182219891,0.0,0.0,0.05001393880574373,0.04479758105025192,0.0,0.0,0.05539672890254448,0.04108249323009525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477365252523437,0.10102750673356338,0.04450387035078634,0.0,0.0,0.056384387614379826,0.05501724088413555,0.08569606814586497,0.18195083653556945,0.047689427489997514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079105702862264,0.0,0.05088934325137339,0.05902753527146928,0.08045714088500913,0.5356691928072975,0.07409917691699627,0.11211224675454833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457797826102029,0.0,0.03494081539746517,0.0,0.052656973533564605,0.0,0.047644019846803255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822571915129629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143673500466754,0.1036385989947264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304107991553393,0.14382500675630067,0.04007987503981384,0.10091781094923853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041691163790428434,0.05665138959432089,0.05043611153036768,0.0,0.08540702732291068,0.038800161728770426,0.0,0.0,0.07134635318586155,0.053719388653166035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268872345944341,0.0,0.0,0.05719299757084819,0.0,0.0,0.07578862440046624,0.0,0.13215471306415155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816543466695778,0.0,0.0,0.04815908604335648,0.0,0.0,0.05482041560249737,0.0,0.0,0.060624649739406636,0.0,0.0,0.04158504188953816,0.14863528405145612,0.0,0.08085522014761433,0.0,0.04531539516285119,0.046721039310596214,0.09095580444749328,0.056269480200623716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740753121080948,0.0,0.061241168377510674,0.12982305219505405
anxiety,nicholapd,2020/01/01,"Does anyone else feel this way? I've ended a really good intimate relationship with someone on good terms, but any wild thought of the person sends me a heart palpitation while my cheeks will start to get warm for a quick second. Does this happen to anyone else? It also happens when they post on social media",6.040517241379309,7.401502534482759,6.137413793103452,76.88646551724139,66.75862068965517,8.558620689655173,24.84482758620689,8.841846274778883,1.8012965517241382,249,6,43,4,4,79,49,58,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.7098,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,3,7,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971359380127655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273107711377637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618063601208214,0.3836422120456303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327661458116829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31278367711647204,0.0,0.16581451377535325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466015457779982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781069013190892,0.0,0.0,0.314049558831197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311024043359619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184745485637097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346654300812416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929761533114802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993298131218814,0.0,0.0,0.2009959279880112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083934469340488,0.15862435850725107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250981635445785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486256396204454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860039496450486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rshae12718,2020/01/01,"PSA for anyone questioning therapy I've been going to therapy for about 6 years now. I was scared to go at first because of the stigmas behind it. ""It's embarrassing"" or ""if I'm in therapy it means I'm crazy"" or ""how is talking to a stranger going to help my problem"" or any other reason why you would be against going. I had been thinking about it but didn't make my first appointment until after the most terrifying night of my life. 

I had been really depressed and one night, while I was living in my crack den apartment, neighbors were fighting and it was physical, cops had been called, more neighbors were fighting, it was just a mess and my mind started running away from me and I started thinking about the events that took place leading me to that point in life and in one night I became suicidal. I won't go into details but it was the most terrifying experience. I never want my head to be that dark ever again. Prior to that, a psychologist from work referred me to a couple therapists in town so after that scary night I reached out to the one I could remember.
I called and the receptionist answered:
""____ psychological associates, how can I help you?""
""Uh...hi, my name is ___, I need to talk to someone and Dr. ____referred me to a psychologist in this office.""
""Ok well there's a waiting list but I can schedule you for her first opening in two months, if we can get you in sooner I'll give you a call.""
When I got off the phone I felt even more helpless, I didn't want to wait, I could be dead in two months! What a bust. At least I tried. Not even an hour later I received a call from that receptionist saying they could get me in for an appointment in about two weeks.

I walked in to my first session terrified and skeptical. I walked out of my first session feeling like I'll be ok and I knew I made the right choice. 

I trailed off pretty bad but my point is, therapy is great. I've seen the same therapist this whole time and I love her. I'm pretty sure she's an angle in disguise. If you're thinking of starting I highly recommend it! But it is important to make sure your therapist is the right fit for you. I got lucky but I know people who go through several therapists before they find the one that's right for them but once you do you won't regret going even for a second. If people tell you anything about how therapy doesn't work or it's a bad idea, don't listen until you try for yourself. It's been one of the best decisions I ever made.",3.3388089665574485,4.889030403651116,4.5387829614604485,85.03681333541373,73.56389452332658,7.652759140791595,26.83980860248609,8.303829127061777,1.7294314141571747,1931,70,393,32,39,635,221,493,0.147,0.726,0.126,-0.9234,0,0,0,0,4,1,56.0,1,11,3,9,20,22,3,2,26,2,39,5,1,9,5,79,78,33,2,13,17,0,2,1,2,3,3,2,3,0,23,15,0,2,17,0,0,13,8,12,1,14,25,5,63,10,64,43,8,78,0,3,1,1,40,32,0,12,34,280,86,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043275666056170815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449680302270016,0.0,0.05236822067015673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059789503732561665,0.0,0.106269269020201,0.03879281484607043,0.0,0.05415080514728799,0.0,0.06678360517959486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599239132952024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242803961524845,0.07041365704065297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481086502511198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609585860512298,0.11512748112256413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622496628239745,0.0,0.0,0.03217702007241436,0.045462625731692484,0.06110195686651493,0.0,0.05816350038107618,0.2706500238458717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649590957691602,0.06104686590627366,0.2531665098607687,0.0,0.10179340626509142,0.07016054219991555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531041002088557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530971778860129,0.06723648757335557,0.0,0.0,0.06267009528984907,0.0,0.0,0.07183896467966659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0349734926703901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989806288529183,0.031090056431258718,0.0,0.05619305740074939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057435306867512526,0.1204306373909323,0.08495701906878933,0.0,0.0,0.06931986757625608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425570998366746,0.0,0.10158965277435954,0.0,0.0,0.04718638227453252,0.04908114479196482,0.0,0.0,0.2388778420714075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777183527884366,0.21561200421006066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823642662009762,0.0,0.0664876181104787,0.0,0.120315968968598,0.0,0.0,0.12948438281637206,0.0,0.06089247032001858,0.0,0.0,0.07128853749447274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04076779680150477,0.06542992436770173,0.0,0.0,0.07208885518020999,0.16303817096490614,0.0,0.05060707531670506,0.0637122153503705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718922344486737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053919827095430285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351287996405605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960907021161693,0.0,0.1199551364500557,0.0,0.0,0.1022987856924608,0.05562195915740335,0.0,0.3638750006311428,0.29555205902880005,0.0,0.12232897559212035,0.0,0.0,0.03710752414679098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070357761423075,0.08641133816850177,0.0,0.18649370215947175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507006453727537,0.0,0.051046144875631486,0.0,0.05721773368142004,0.0,0.057422924118317925,0.07104896958176833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926576812233798,0.0,0.0,0.0452062372630261,0.0,0.0,0.04098044825335208
anxiety,LilPeechz,2020/01/01,"Anxiety help I've been dealing with a sinus infection the last few days. Miserable stuffy nose, runny nose, cough - the works. We have a navage nasal care machine at my house and decided to use it for some relief. I read to use distilled water but only had purified drinking water, and I boiled it for a few minuted and cooled it before I used it. Now I'm paranoid because online I saw stories of people having infections and dying because of the water they used, to only use distilled water and I'm slightly panicked. Anyone have any advice or anything about it?",6.092277628032342,7.1514803301886785,6.9025067385444725,72.5461320754717,66.45283018867924,8.698652291105121,33.06738544474393,8.841846274778883,3.100093261455525,449,19,70,7,7,149,71,106,0.091,0.852,0.057,-0.5439,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,6,1,5,13,3,5,0,16,14,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,7,3,10,11,3,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434883816195034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437184752552837,0.0,0.1286613798835371,0.0,0.0,0.1175991506191977,0.0,0.1384022638010059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504853230459585,0.0,0.1431133982236443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147623656710448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846567714785077,0.1733917748390227,0.0,0.0,0.17454990466798184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475767496544005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273113650867167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406338451361252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709355823826608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25582516919579923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659858820534852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682309254228295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7262909811497658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224409830595581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pumpkinpancakes11,2020/01/01,"Does anyone else get anxiety particularly about texting? I have completely isolated myself from my friends because I can not get over my anxiety over texting. I struggle to even read texts, and answering is a form of torture. I just want to make plans and chat with my friends but every time someone reaches out and I get a notification I just ignore it and hope it goes away. I’m not really sure why I’m so worried as these people are literally my friends, but I just can’t bring myself to open and answer messages. Every day I get more lonely because my old friends have given up trying to reach out. This feels impossible",5.01060690943044,6.716169369747899,6.027170868347341,75.4009990662932,69.58823529411765,8.650233426704013,32.54995331465919,9.150863307647796,3.0504614379084973,501,23,88,10,9,166,78,119,0.16899999999999998,0.68,0.152,-0.3079,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,24,18,9,0,2,7,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,15,6,15,17,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25222840924904993,0.0,0.0,0.11527097998081964,0.16891420714187672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488741256991626,0.0,0.0,0.200989081451078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284812710038028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631832656344783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426638589544075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771583305531987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888567421739064,0.0,0.2777961747398438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335602525685974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094686027310805,0.0,0.34452132022773563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637389664305867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004249945004543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298838764811486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429022621372956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490037159676585,0.0,0.10561082077224733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396817498667444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234303362964126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537460214025714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612871897516743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192623913964916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723619809293436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875668108349155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741902584497018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pokemonlover34,2020/01/01,"I started my New Year off by driving home from work. I’ve had my license since I turned 20 in 2017. I’ve been behind the wheel less than a handful of times since then, but I’ve decided this is the year I finally get a car.  I wouldn’t want my license to expire next year before I actually get my first car.",3.8759090909090936,3.6982152272727298,5.326818181818184,86.26022727272729,70.96969696969697,8.41818181818182,28.62121212121212,8.07648339933343,1.6104666666666674,239,8,55,3,4,81,46,66,0.0,0.9740000000000001,0.026000000000000002,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,9,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,9,0,8,6,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.23575841101145384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055765349538587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646516310857649,0.0,0.2054975690059526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524431288185958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423359284716215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333305335990025,0.2569352541880522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996938977824336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099967597909854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087392078594022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627821293303113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249690013250454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588145726505064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667309302160186
anxiety,xxblakemyersxx,2020/01/01,"Anxiety or worse depression I am male I'm 19 with anxiety disorder and ocd. I have been 3 days off of my tamiflu that I just finished for my influenza, in these past 3 days I've been waking up with what seems like panic attacks I feel scared like I'm gonna die and like it's the end of the world and it's only happening at 5 in the morning waking me out of my sleep and I dont understand what is wrong, then through the day I feel alot more in a negitive mindset like I feel I could panic at any time, more like a depressed state of mind, I need help",3.0652500000000025,3.443173025,4.911666666666669,86.56500000000004,72.91666666666666,9.0,27.5,9.188382445141503,1.95325,433,15,101,9,8,149,76,120,0.272,0.613,0.115,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,12,1,3,7,0,7,3,3,0,0,18,17,6,1,2,2,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,13,5,16,13,3,18,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,3,13,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679220338039748,0.0,0.2402694814326301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865503239138822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253832133308533,0.0,0.0,0.30383233910373864,0.0,0.27051567676022503,0.0,0.1629821439683523,0.0,0.1799808019292121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404905250597248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909033085156355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821157603593396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886945695004194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526022546457768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836076867315576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856506610483875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644275390484747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943556954644975,0.0,0.3685038903907432,0.0,0.0,0.14991191355546415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572238738204758,0.0,0.0,0.1429628069401685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715285063475326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915709595430258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348359390737702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600366042188303,0.0,0.17169797367812512,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zumapax,2020/01/01,"Sometimes I read something, write a comment and then delete it because I think Im gonna look like an idiot posting that comment. Even over the internet, hidden behind my phone, completely anonymous I still get extremely anxious when trying to engage a conversation. Just wow",8.55,9.789295666666668,7.858333333333332,67.22,61.08333333333334,9.733333333333334,41.0,9.725611199111238,4.543325000000001,224,12,31,4,3,70,43,48,0.111,0.716,0.17300000000000001,0.4779,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,4,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475650363981751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875449581913903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225726943619213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320466237577653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073817575478733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323225430272868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030575524629702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25835454139800146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294650529166549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077404312073322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23684952393567105,0.3042808126572244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456954172174497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713429496376414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887902654626986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tron4216,2020/01/01,Feeling a crash and need help The last few days were great. A couple friends were staying with me and the house felt full and I kinda forgot about my anxiety for those days. I felt so happy and everything felt great. They just left yesterday and this morning it felt like every emotion I wasn’t able to feel just came out of nowhere and hit me like a truck. It almost feels like a punishment for have had a couple good days.,4.4660714285714285,5.675221083333337,4.3390476190476175,88.88928571428572,70.30952380952381,7.504761904761906,25.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.2452047619047626,337,10,69,4,6,103,58,84,0.073,0.62,0.306,0.9729,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,22,16,7,0,1,2,0,7,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,7,7,8,7,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,8,41,11,0,0.1448872580070535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508365997300665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083835580153144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165712424754123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32062999037022805,0.0,0.2803208855722639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297866396615193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207376380714018,0.0,0.13021532511241213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977805307011172,0.10350748607008203,0.5564579561718244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193953612786636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215245578869204,0.0,0.3194774268994606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423518031612368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971148749498058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718044280451147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810245312047378,0.0,0.0,0.15742042975905907,0.0,0.0,0.21235378717247536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743206595245007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544305391724236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rainbowglitterfairy5,2020/01/01,"anxiety is the worst it’s ever been and as a result my depression is stronger than it’s been in years idk why i’m even writing this. letting it out feels good i guess and it’s not like i have anyone to talk to. 

so, i see it like this: there’s an energy shield that helps me with my mental health and whenever i get a panic/anxiety attack, it drains that shield. consequently, my depression is harder to deal with. makes having a social life and focusing on uni work incredibly difficult... 

yeah, just had to share. if anyone reads this, thanks!",1.8683333333333323,4.400400373831778,3.4370327102803766,86.30234034267914,82.64485981308411,7.304984423676013,20.1316199376947,8.344100000000001,1.2811937694704052,428,12,85,10,12,141,73,107,0.18600000000000005,0.6609999999999999,0.153,-0.6071,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,5,1,9,2,0,2,1,16,16,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,8,5,11,12,1,5,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,2,4,56,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991116092416249,0.0,0.0,0.2733941701775368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224077478299562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155035197161664,0.3367651143972938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912490442884436,0.17683957064329042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884990722811987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213988862136407,0.0,0.0,0.16397485242843848,0.0,0.0,0.2153636200476812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780574582555505,0.0,0.0,0.13103851242411796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991044460065646,0.13808636033106722,0.19102136786008087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304967556726471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970164894313356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293753476499689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555138796497934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578697991529974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928608401873926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571342755247613,0.0,0.17998873737207866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176406973333413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423252242173299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589461357496878
anxiety,Odd-Cockroach,2020/01/01,"Don't Really Know What to Do Using an alt here, therefor the autogenerated name

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I've been a relatively anxious person most of my life, but it has always been mild. It never really interfered with my life so I didn't seek any help about it. However, about a month ago, a had a big panic attack while at university. I don't really know the cause, and I blamed it on finals at the time. I sought counseling services at the time through the school's psych office, and the sessions seemed to kind of help. However, since the semester end about 2 weeks ago and I went home for the holidays, the anxiety has come back to a level even worse than before. It's gotten to the point where I'll almost have a panic attack every other day. In between, I have a constant knowing feeling in my chest, my thoughts race and I can't sit still for more than a few minutes. This brings me to my present issue. As part of my university program, I'm leaving for a semester-abroad study program in 4 days. I know I need to do something now as this is getting unbearable, but I feel like at best I won't have time to do anything productive, and I'll have to deal with a foreign nation's system. At worst, I worry that if I reached out to a medical professional about this I'll just be seen as some lier trying to get pills for a long flight. I know it may seem like a stretch but does anyone have any ideas on what I should do? 4 days seems no where near enough to start any kind of meaningful treatment but I feel like I've hit the breaking point and have to do something now before I go.",5.31749546279492,5.3480877648902885,6.1240389374690665,81.06014189077709,67.90282131661442,9.223626464279825,29.95561788483749,8.99025400887824,2.239065203761756,1243,42,255,20,19,410,172,319,0.146,0.777,0.077,-0.9759,2,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,14,11,2,2,25,0,25,5,1,3,1,41,50,16,0,3,6,0,3,3,0,3,4,0,1,1,13,10,0,0,14,1,0,4,7,5,0,0,8,4,24,6,45,37,8,49,0,0,1,0,5,20,0,8,25,164,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720596795339652,0.0,0.09718253942574236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075419156459022,0.10515469838249278,0.11792756581415985,0.19799398721371966,0.0,0.07424373554245098,0.10963998512636593,0.0,0.06786030311886741,0.0,0.07986468885550346,0.0,0.0,0.220819005378565,0.0,0.07462621451082264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516647497354073,0.0,0.1018490179743044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969809237381334,0.0,0.0836008274584742,0.0,0.1048776334821358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877695635680412,0.10005530088389647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492996830908438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595836373959961,0.100279607704851,0.0,0.06410125826052543,0.0,0.08176963805740355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721567757094686,0.13866648177660754,0.0,0.10631460689870252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141026486222596,0.0,0.055156309576196175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010245489245986,0.0,0.09735004793733278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955874552202736,0.0,0.1012960105067061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021273261621816,0.2666834078537518,0.0,0.0,0.10276297681693213,0.0,0.0,0.1370999573628406,0.14224262262155776,0.0,0.0,0.08588706499894859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776865402152513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746516786263931,0.0,0.0,0.07196207337859709,0.07485170027394121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773683300436964,0.0,0.105096755889847,0.0,0.0,0.08474117399749499,0.0,0.0,0.18348909516227654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865200324859628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822077502603012,0.0,0.2650547069295223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028157515639668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942917475591147,0.0,0.0,0.06869318453447168,0.0,0.07750503954165539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704763895899604,0.1697736240943399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589124614222289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382088794657823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784844368578124,0.0,0.0,0.08996723256882844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855998312494256,0.09890324189230236,0.0,0.0,0.11792756581415985,0.0
anxiety,myforeheadistoobig,2020/01/01,"Starting College! Looking for advice from anyone who has started college while dealing with an anxiety disorder. I move in just a few days and I'm super nervous. I have a dorm roommate who is very nice, I just can't stop overthinking. Any advice helps.",2.729645390070921,5.692945404255319,3.784148936170212,81.88416666666669,84.31914893617022,5.686524822695036,31.23758865248227,7.1686216300943375,2.4789886524822697,202,11,32,3,6,65,39,47,0.127,0.644,0.23,0.7409,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,21,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257905654214902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295121234593087,0.0,0.20580899881449854,0.0,0.0,0.18811366295216764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350359866917747,0.2773605227504201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083343621505084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032670224018785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259194026822232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859387942390693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808449408188947,0.0,0.0,0.22492307734298936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219798505484211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chapmanavfc,2020/01/01,Can’t stop thinking about dying? Okay so I sometimes get like this I just feel really sick just realised I’m gonna die one day and I’m not gonna be here forever idk what to do,-2.0878571428571417,-0.3990994999999984,0.7985714285714316,99.515,106.5,4.285714285714287,15.714285714285715,6.1826913282559595,-0.4345714285714286,140,4,34,2,7,48,33,40,0.259,0.631,0.109,-0.7528,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,7,10,2,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187164925327613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7141000958837352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395250091620187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797420914921634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807625621242006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331244302641259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203951824782256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402556325597452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28762547006511496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044128792201192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrZubar,2020/01/01,"I feel like the world is mad at me for existing. I have severe social anxiety. My parents are angry and disappointed with me, they think I'm lazy. My peers shun and mock me, they think I'm weird and strange. I have no one in my life that cares or understands my struggle. Medication and therapy has done little for me. I just don't know what to do. I think I've lost faith in humanity. People just say hurtful things right in front me like they're angry with me. Why? I haven't done anything to them.",0.921176470588236,3.3154139607843165,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,85.86274509803924,6.1450980392156875,20.264705882352946,7.492282038375204,0.6750235294117655,392,12,85,7,12,129,65,102,0.304,0.605,0.091,-0.9698,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,2,11,2,1,1,0,10,2,0,0,0,15,20,5,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,3,2,19,4,10,17,0,8,1,3,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,52,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547084897389298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564843687613614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938794200314388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389196647161614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614992852951457,0.1358493796202649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356877087378092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450622255006084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431468019583528,0.18580382503517529,0.19058892666658148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758063278583525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915648370819644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288564245430276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114868027523215,0.0,0.0,0.13183206670675335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239445055901625,0.0,0.15122179318775708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482515125734625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938427993777396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879511187088486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746299207088926,0.0,0.12633295937114752,0.36553795950653306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979618639637979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158860694702394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmithProduction,2020/01/01,Facebook Scenario Question Picture this you can see someone’s status one day and another day you unfriend them and cannot see the status anymore and you want to see the status to satisfy your OCD but every conceivable way to retrieve said status is unreliable. How do you deal with this situation?,8.852222222222224,9.123673851851855,8.692962962962962,64.79833333333333,60.48148148148147,10.903703703703703,42.074074074074076,10.504223727775694,4.8686740740740735,244,13,36,5,3,79,38,54,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557319832027374,0.0,0.0,0.2418658287393867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145679716610239,0.2514320674892735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054814584834408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526104037993725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732041269377293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319880311412891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5830281425685108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274134059781552,0.0,0.0,0.20664078411459225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384817084131854,0.19358251421265604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon1313156,2020/01/01,"I don’t know how to continue living with anxiety and i’m only 18 I apologise in advance if it’s a messy post!

I’ve always been one to worry about the future and about every other little thing. I tend to overthink A LOT and it has led me to some pretty big arguments with my loved ones. I would say i’m a pretty timid person who wishes with all her heart to be able to do what i want to without fearing the judgement of others at the back of my mind. I don’t know why but i worry about every thing. One example would be well i have a party to attend tomorrow. I’m going as a plus one to my friends birthday party and i do not know anyone except the friend i’m tagging along. I’m afraid of how i’ll come off to the people there, i’m afraid of not being able to fully have fun when i’m there and i’m afraid that i’ll seem like a loser who doesn’t know how to converse/party. I am generally a likeable person with a decent amount of friends. I am able to hold conversations but i constantly overthink the fact that i’m trying too hard or whatever i’m saying is probably boring to the other party. I do want to try many things but my anxiety and crippling fear stops me from doing all those. I would say my confidence level is relatively low and i barely have a self esteem.  

I have a boyfriend who’s the same age as i am and we are and have been in a serious relationship for almost 2 years. We are truly serious about each other and i know every couple wants to marry each other and promise things like that to each other but most of the time, they break up. The thought of “what are the odds of you guys lasting till marriage and beyond?” is etched in my mind because of what everybody says about first relationships. Well i don’t ever want to lose this person I’m dating and my anxiety and overthinking keeps getting in the middle of it all. My boyfriend is patient and understanding of my anxiety and does reassure me. However, the thought of him potentially meeting someone new and leaving me still gets to me. Furthermore, i’m also afraid that i’ll meet someone new and want to leave him. I cant even comprehend why i even fear that. I just truly believe that he is my person and we’ve worked things out the past 2years and i love him so much. I know that we can’t control our futures and our feelings, but the fear of not having him in my life scares the hell out of me. I do realise that it’s unhealthy of me to be feeling this way and i’ve been working on this for awhile now.

Lastly, I just wish i functioned like the average human being with an adequate amount of fear and uncertainty but still able to do and try new things. My anxiety is stopping me from doing the simplest thing like checking our university courses because i’m so afraid of meeting new people. I am aware that i should probably see a therapist lol but my parents wouldn’t understand and totally wouldn’t support me seeing a therapist. I have been trying breathing techniques and distracting myself by means such as exercising whenever my anxiety peaks, and it has worked, but 2/5(?) times when it peaks, i still have the tendency to have a full blown anxiety attack and feel as though my hard work has crumbled down. I’d say i have improved on maintaining my anxiety a lot since a year back, but i still struggle here and there. Please help me and advice would be greatly appreciated.",4.151373684689325,5.407137833580984,5.318685144191407,81.39324559541502,71.10995542347698,8.287339660975832,28.147769657640172,8.724045039944539,2.1252743973072143,2674,97,518,47,49,887,284,673,0.13,0.7020000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9865,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,6,1,1,9,35,38,2,14,36,1,56,6,2,5,6,117,102,56,0,15,18,1,5,4,3,7,2,5,0,7,38,46,0,5,15,1,1,5,12,22,2,5,6,12,73,16,78,83,16,60,1,3,2,2,44,20,1,8,36,373,111,4,0.21429279835573156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235111060539367,0.0,0.0,0.05364582075566898,0.0,0.0,0.042842468355805734,0.044577193717531535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278668083939045,0.0,0.0,0.037459626791516286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094724861061693,0.0,0.08238896721526197,0.0,0.06531545044190501,0.0,0.0,0.06035865027534351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046148567750586525,0.0,0.05789359652780472,0.0600868987606122,0.0,0.05927772636661266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688226798369633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076918613522276,0.04846002615174946,0.13541319374048325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30142371886807895,0.08126465822011056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045569336202464616,0.0,0.0,0.12417156332502613,0.0,0.05597957126589392,0.0,0.03044688392125957,0.0,0.0,0.05906464167680741,0.0,0.05304589035948447,0.0,0.0,0.09598212796576894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348449945778452,0.03590898640988099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476183213344755,0.0,0.0,0.1766545766032174,0.08733861596935888,0.0,0.11345256601063546,0.0,0.0,0.03784033521740125,0.10469263692926407,0.053694420172634025,0.047306116743543764,0.0,0.0,0.05993470684627649,0.0,0.0910920369895276,0.09670380853274498,0.0,0.0,0.054314815737008214,0.0,0.058356919873977724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818731916466698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03938246590921493,0.0,0.0,0.20696531999491274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452103461070556,0.04074483238821426,0.0,0.0,0.05948669818278291,0.0,0.051141680941525,0.07428182220011763,0.18711220586567204,0.0,0.058807285418748814,0.0,0.0,0.05130831620602402,0.109006407789716,0.1155219404531419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503513429651907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301779291950704,0.0536361187087541,0.0,0.085381807853693,0.048771028837103665,0.05588853105194245,0.0,0.0,0.04431630431013432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078479632019816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113450558017956,0.08957918741085942,0.0,0.05600634019905379,0.0,0.0,0.06079423202238305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440522775349733,0.2491415731510745,0.0,0.05263539659013527,0.08506227257829709,0.06247792700913096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454907435348221,0.0,0.0,0.11154318026487722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799430575645956,0.04252391220651298,0.0,0.0,0.0963374806261442,0.0,0.09668295970172912,0.0,0.12321307121850407,0.051642652639645736,0.0,0.15600770941788306,0.10881236937510784,0.0,0.15222745559116213,0.0,0.0,0.06899876813785802
anxiety,Pupisthegreatest,2020/01/01,"It's another year, but honestly every day and every moment is a chance to win the battle against anxiety. Every moment you don't have anxiety, or give in to your anxiety's worst urges, or ask for help rather than stay alone or lash out, or even decide to be a better person, it's a small victory.

Everyone gets hung up on a new year, but every moment is a new chance. Take it slow, moment by moment. Live in each moment and be mindful and gentle with yourself.  You deserve to love yourself and forgive yourself for how you feel sometimes.

I wish you all the best 2020.",5.367946428571429,5.816896330357146,6.242857142857144,78.80214285714288,67.83928571428572,8.9,29.392857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.323325,447,15,83,7,7,148,71,112,0.10800000000000001,0.594,0.298,0.9843,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,0,3,3,8,1,0,7,0,6,1,0,1,1,21,13,11,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,15,11,4,19,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,4,12,54,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680429959953403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013421142218446,0.3723644741286329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516826855435516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702723053171934,0.1434977323749236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046384052689963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716518661481964,0.0,0.5468135109756006,0.15503768428291448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820389281356379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476939652611469,0.15564584395073608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875335551862793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432705137842787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643776838091202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382715247686228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134058529042721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167122411999303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047028493578291,0.0,0.0,0.17293786701813146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199248145466825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865805231288956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896851490018767
anxiety,Bohobalooba,2020/01/01,"Treated bad by colleagues Hello! 

*Sorry for this post. I'm venting and writing as I'm thinking it.*

I woke up today at 6 AM and hoped for a good day's work, a day where I feel okay. When I came in, no one said hello to me like you did to the others. I didn't look any of you in the eye because I know you won't even say hello if I do, and your eyes tell me you don't want to either.

I was hoping we would be taking care of the patients as a team. Then you tell me to go do something that is not my job, because you don't want to do it. How do I know? Because you literally said that I should do it because you don't want to. I didn't expect going to work and take orders, from my supposed teammate. But that's what everyone did, today. Some days its different and it hurts to know I could be listened to in the break room without no one laughing, you looking at your phones like I don't exist..

Your workplace has left me feeling like I did many years ago in school. Left out. Anxious, because the rules of acceptance don't apply. How do you win, when the rules say you're not in the game to begin with.

I had a shit day, and I just want to say: fuck you colleagues. You've hurt me. And that was the last day I put my foot in your corridors. 

I came to the hospital to help lives. Now I've left it to help my own, from you.

Thank you for the truthful treatment.

Sincerely, J",0.4448671947809899,2.2374792229729716,2.3832572227399806,96.15540540540545,82.7837837837838,5.028704566635602,20.679869524697107,5.935793293072707,-0.10323797763280496,1054,31,249,7,29,351,144,296,0.102,0.755,0.14300000000000002,0.9257,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,17,0,4,8,20,2,0,14,1,28,5,4,2,1,41,58,16,0,11,7,0,2,3,0,3,0,6,1,0,13,12,0,0,7,2,0,5,13,5,0,2,13,12,44,15,37,39,3,38,0,2,4,1,35,15,2,4,18,163,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632619180820758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622534290961651,0.0,0.0,0.11001766842183733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131265700777783,0.29682587233616314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227656769872509,0.09929080287849933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775423706136905,0.0,0.0,0.3140273073510006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174691021265564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432207162925943,0.0,0.0,0.09305582669793144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848186670723227,0.06957207717484858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003113982301106,0.0,0.0,0.11069261950979427,0.08168216851700684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055062645921145,0.0,0.0,0.1934511514567448,0.0,0.0,0.2085059538322261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663988261318478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056124071000494,0.07938201665407353,0.0,0.0,0.3174282374324041,0.0,0.0,0.14273261413702806,0.0,0.08599300333527153,0.0,0.16355824835176322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873340811607943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198159811758567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326819680742346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789912365090786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527144101106974,0.23233409594330345,0.0,0.09855912189786556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996461011827423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497196110477786,0.0,0.10901486935216984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644325042911194,0.0,0.17023808778460006,0.0896592993343633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062400567452503275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184619753269622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297614904309114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093875953182934,0.0,0.1417953152763381,0.0,0.0,0.06917972239899223,0.0,0.0,0.0627129397533801
anxiety,Hutch2Much3,2020/01/01,"I ended 2019 trying to lift up a friend who was feeling down i wake up today, forced to go out and shop with my mom and sister, and experience the worst anxiety i’ve felt in about two weeks. and now things that i used to really enjoy are giving me anxiety and i have no idea why. i can’t even play one of my favorite games without struggling to get a deep breath in. and neither of my closest friends have responded to me today. what a great start to the year",2.4055,4.051069378947371,3.8223026315789497,88.80924342105264,76.26315789473685,6.855263157894738,23.453947368421048,7.645422480735847,0.9802894736842108,361,11,77,5,8,119,68,95,0.11599999999999999,0.648,0.23600000000000002,0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,0,5,2,2,1,0,13,12,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,2,0,2,2,2,10,5,17,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,7,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064719751018378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741449375708232,0.0,0.0,0.13230233555788348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594083113609828,0.0,0.0,0.10128234869801726,0.0,0.19232824194279796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095167776624193,0.0,0.10465328805470847,0.19215483428004024,0.11384033286875753,0.0,0.0,0.22084159701369796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261247018653642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345997107594941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357346960329827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283232009057233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177988072998532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094066646527747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330765299440999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797393947209283,0.0,0.0,0.13599679622519806,0.0,0.1956729795528112,0.0,0.0,0.17300283246853446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067595549084315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074789432714772,0.0,0.0,0.19309091800418568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289925555709057
anxiety,Killjoys13,2020/01/01,"Whenever I [19M] see my ex-girlfriend [19F] or even anything related to her, I lose my mind and get very depressed out of nowhere which lasts for atleast a day and ruins whatever plans I had for the week. How should I overcome this? A little background - I have had a very rough childhood and by that I mean my parents treated me like shit and they still do. They never cared about the life I was living outside academics which is quite true for every student here, coz its India. I had many friends till 8th grade but after that everybody's lifestyle changed and they started getting into relationships, partied with everyone, all the usual teen stuff. But my parents didn't allow me any of this shit coz they're conservative as hell. They just wanted me to score better in exams, get a job, add to the population and die. So, all of this made me  isolated from everyone and I lost many of my friends and was very lonely most of the times.

But a  year and half years back, I met this girl, who I thought was an angel coz of her nature and beauty, and within a week we were dating. I  finally got to know what others feel by not being alone. Moreover she was a perfect 10, so yeah I was definitely happy and at peace.

But  then after 9 or 10 months, I got to know that she was just playing with me. To be concise, she, basically, sent the same nudes to me and four others and sucked  each of us off on the same day without any of us getting to know about  others and then explained herself the next day by saying that it's *""modern multiple dating.""* And she had been doing all that long before hooking up with me.

Obviously, it broke me like hell, I was a little depressed and even cried at night thinking about my fucking fate. It wouldn't have been that upsetting if I didn't have such isolated and prison like teenage years.

But hopefully I got over it with much pain, learnt about game, developed my communication skills and completely changed myself. I am no longer a  people pleaser nor am I lonely or get upset about my life. But, as the title says, there's this one thing for which I don't have any  solution, whenever her name pops up in any conversation or situation or just when I thinking about something, I feel like I am going back to the old me. It doesn't happen that often, but when it does, it ruins my day and week and messes with my mind badly. 

I  just don't know why it happens, but if anyone has a solution or has experienced anything like this, then pls tell me what to do.",5.8430963821368005,5.9844372581967225,6.182184850197853,80.71114754098363,66.78688524590164,8.94414923685698,30.76201243640475,8.641336200584522,2.236646184284907,1954,68,385,27,29,629,242,488,0.177,0.698,0.125,-0.9854,3,5,1,0,0,0,58.0,3,0,4,7,24,35,6,2,21,1,36,7,3,6,7,89,69,49,1,6,22,2,3,5,2,2,3,2,0,1,33,31,0,1,11,2,0,2,11,20,0,3,24,7,60,15,55,41,8,52,3,9,1,2,31,14,6,11,41,278,93,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375406017261784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199699530238852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654424623939861,0.0,0.13309367700784627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243638137549352,0.0675207577507723,0.0,0.0,0.06881205507613437,0.0,0.0,0.07152049176924236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244952870495377,0.0,0.17109360972399038,0.0,0.08478775024216009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882885298486735,0.2086106889336656,0.0,0.13930165036770342,0.0,0.08392741562028512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707674563840548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682408314591472,0.0,0.06813412756387778,0.1545442041370723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177780076903435,0.0577715640099136,0.0,0.08858609577377073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495563987077216,0.07476044942712874,0.21124894540804254,0.0,0.045958709392587636,0.0,0.1940307293469191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430212457221401,0.08608466817733856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803194042279876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024824600632305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177770055111374,0.0659175842176056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142378296624516,0.1975382147734368,0.16210041455142085,0.0714072440887872,0.07156495224568983,0.0,0.09046974336032486,0.08827613234397387,0.0,0.0,0.07651852664478652,0.0,0.16397335363610754,0.0,0.08808811858943467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633056957260657,0.0,0.06454745005970333,0.0,0.05944671745607725,0.0,0.062369791722174536,0.0,0.08600321464780566,0.0758884156033138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485655270180863,0.0,0.05479772671310491,0.0,0.086048432406743,0.0,0.1795869739299082,0.0,0.0,0.05606315392530719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601225137298185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682113941025428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861773133246185,0.0,0.0,0.06444071098884557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601809538214374,0.0,0.09089815274143173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225554311147177,0.0,0.0,0.05723824036685855,0.0,0.06458067292981509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925736290155006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068152184572689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053724593143326664,0.1036329091562752,0.0,0.06419954626242266,0.047154331101498866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945466372976951,0.0,0.08906382706612535,0.20017179718816686,0.04769758641129519,0.0,0.1946004379649861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297009539035956,0.0,0.0,0.07795312226584139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622753094349334
anxiety,VelourSpinach,2020/01/01,"I tried seeking help, but everything just keeps getting worse. I spend almost every day in varying states of dread and apprehension. It feels like I have nervous butterflies in my chest and stomach and there's absolutely no respite outside of sleeping. My OCD-like tendencies have increased by a lot and day-to-day life is becoming a chore. I was first prescribed one SSRI which made everything worse, and then I was prescribed another SSRI which has made everything worse once again, only now I have more physical side effects such as tremors, shaking, and as of recent very slight issues maintaining balance. My psychiatrist now wants to put me on an antipsychotic which according to my research is a nightmare for a majority of the people using it.

I have no support system. I have no friends due to my issues and inability to sustain a friendship. My partner has their own slew of mental illnesses and at this point views me as a burden. My mother is indifferent to my issues and will react to me having a panic attack as if it's an annoying inconvenience. I've also been accused of everything being a ""bit"" by her.

Every little thing is setting me off, I'm uncomfortable literally all day, every day, medication doesn't work, and all I want is to be normal. I'm not getting any younger, I completely wasted any opportunities I had to have a ""fun"" younger life. I just want to get better. I want to be normal.",7.661954022988508,7.955603777777783,8.195233716475098,67.29813793103449,62.94636015325671,10.944674329501915,37.70651340996169,10.650279960617883,4.277804904214559,1130,53,185,26,15,376,151,261,0.247,0.65,0.10300000000000001,-0.9936,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,5,8,14,2,5,12,0,23,7,3,5,2,32,38,18,0,7,5,1,1,1,2,1,4,0,1,1,8,10,0,1,2,0,1,3,5,8,0,2,6,2,27,6,28,28,8,24,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,3,11,130,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227543476848136,0.0,0.0,0.08167890836457932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891330166568572,0.10709953211138047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161955630799974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280227317381185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033186134599176,0.11150713213547772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708868338636313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293495221070283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25816443980369136,0.0,0.3671765377815511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051643527452823065,0.07296668102789647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687766552114234,0.0,0.0,0.07891077966595084,0.0,0.16008707412965062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846026671663824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198134225377662,0.0,0.09078404335745166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428474321499926,0.04989897073141408,0.10236808926476043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683321045158962,0.0,0.1932889656737229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289226496721923,0.10293005593951256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001451151136798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087725534519502,0.06921066297327247,0.07767977800270953,0.0,0.11983574285026982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080892373250931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655246247880052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267587828941284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084794876635747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221074505826287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590383787441826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785527306426982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934430697586587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821355984391595,0.0,0.08427370758448675,0.2409721552891509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435694003368742,0.0,0.3122589342999225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lynxx-xx,2020/01/01,"Extreme anxiety from violence Hi,

So everytime I watch a violent scene, like knife stabbing, torture, or anything that is related to evil I get extreme anxiety. Just a few hours ago I was at the movies watching this amazing film but there was this scene with a garden party and then this guy started to stab everyone with a knife, people were laying in the grass with big wounds, blood was everywhere, people were screaming and crying and I only saw glimpses of it cause I couldn´t watch. Even the sounds of the knife stabbing drove me into anxiety. (Even writing it out makes me feel really bad). I felt like I couldn´t breathe, and that I had to run away from there. I managed to stay during the whole scene but on my way home I couldn´t stop thinking about it. I got tunnel vision, felt like I was about to faint, and was paranoid that everyone around me would stab me or something similar. When I got home I burst into tears sobbing. I don´t know why I get this extreme of a reaction. I´ve been like this ever since I can remember but I can´t figure out why. I know I don´t have a phobia of blood cause I´m not particularly afraid of blood otherwise. I definitely can´t watch the news or even hear or discuss things related to murder without feeling that I have to run away from there or distract myself. Sometimes it´s fine though, for example in an action movie I can watch people get shot and stuff. I can´t really tell why some things are okay to watch or hear about and why some aren´t. 

The feeling I get is hard to explain but it´s like I get a stomach ache and my heart feels like it´s being attacked and there is this overwhelming feeling that claws into my heart and I can´t get rid of it. It feels like it´s going to take me away or bring me somewhere I don´t want to be. It feels like I have been through it before and that it´s going to happen to me again and that that is why it get so close and haunting. It sort of feels like I have some sort of post traumatic stress but I don´t know any event that could have caused this.   
If anyone knows what this might be or if anyone feels the same or has any clue of how to process it or make it less extreme I´d be very thankful.",3.932081553933053,5.665647311475414,4.0924845019975225,88.09013603802177,72.37236533957845,7.084419341507095,26.14196170271387,7.724431198458867,1.3491444276071085,1730,58,344,22,34,535,196,427,0.17300000000000001,0.72,0.10800000000000001,-0.9836,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,19,25,5,4,16,1,30,9,7,6,1,82,70,36,1,5,20,0,12,9,0,2,2,4,3,1,32,23,0,1,19,2,0,7,2,12,0,0,16,23,42,13,48,47,7,34,0,2,7,0,8,15,1,18,18,222,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556013820171705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058923120938053,0.0,0.16973516082182302,0.0,0.0,0.10342762146096228,0.0,0.06086190620586787,0.06583913712600359,0.0,0.08413897171839509,0.20846057714198432,0.0,0.0617526259333021,0.0,0.0,0.06293361091270785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22792861403131284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059050195783428114,0.0,0.08124042314077935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654754775250234,0.06690009578454474,0.0,0.14134187390880318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365627621701616,0.21134512708250566,0.1420243621118123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270483456566562,0.0,0.08406514038167294,0.0,0.11830344176678052,0.0,0.0,0.07323097876408914,0.06540164670688385,0.0,0.06625268354588537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671420191476113,0.17528340084918992,0.0,0.0,0.14837369484825594,0.0,0.07283465836022229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258359771309905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251934220441158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873633398129564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845874808715451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624910686100298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382145083899182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708322207251388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475998204258398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378106199370325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117959973610099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693720559576074,0.07314728314089848,0.0,0.05234851865113465,0.07883038987324395,0.0,0.06183298580279275,0.08471971630079922,0.0,0.08466529219034279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560791884675972,0.0,0.06464337374658341,0.06809145558614935,0.0,0.0,0.09827006728936633,0.047389902651337926,0.072664283393302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061023871403537835,0.043622899234189584,0.058705164352177874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33368220048646485,0.08257251568551724,0.0,0.0712937792757577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253830924582889,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ssonnl,2020/01/01,"Not having many friends I first started having panic attacks at age 15 and then was diagnosed with panic disorder at 17. I really lost a lot of friends during this time because I really isolated myself. It wasn’t just the agoraphobia but also I felt guilty about making other people deal with my anxiety and fearing that they would just get annoyed. And so I stopped hanging out with people out of fear of making them upset. 
Now I’m 19 and I really only have to best friends, a childhood friend and my boyfriend. Everyone else I would feel uncomfortable sharing my struggles with and so the ‘friendship’ is never able to become really deep and genuine. I’m super close with my family and I’d rather hang out with them tbh...
But now I’m turning 20 soon and I don’t really have a social friend group at all...can anyone relate ? Just felt like sharing",4.097010582010583,6.286831240740742,5.166067019400355,78.63444444444445,73.01234567901234,7.8384479717813065,27.00352733686067,8.634040054169528,2.2725823633156965,679,25,116,13,14,223,100,162,0.25,0.597,0.153,-0.9103,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,4,11,19,2,6,5,0,10,1,0,2,1,36,22,15,0,3,7,0,3,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,4,19,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,5,3,16,10,18,15,2,21,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,1,12,80,20,0,0.12106038725072188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681194794648904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261086488995092,0.0,0.0,0.08464823755991027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377236673426448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379728842614994,0.1337016864868448,0.0,0.0,0.12704540758727428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248079435117284,0.0,0.12287374475835056,0.0,0.0,0.1387456919694141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113041941837728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567838794698646,0.0,0.0,0.1141249590014266,0.27245318489628195,0.061211769251607026,0.0,0.2324739131291544,0.0,0.0,0.10297390355173654,0.0,0.0,0.4676547744331649,0.0,0.0632490557552817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914399021434474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215171336595138,0.10292121208014776,0.0,0.0,0.16161749707833986,0.12273623149310932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336923378389893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920718796941511,0.0,0.2840765610422937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678560591907076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38777192000596417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340581930805575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568716519045456,0.0,0.0,0.10121190446691072,0.0,0.1265586017825555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059128534774142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167893796347346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199565142143522,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sugarbearxx,2020/01/01,I’m anxious and wanna chat? I’m really anxious and on the verge of having a panic attack but i wnana talk to someone to distract myself,1.5720238095238095,3.9185502499999987,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,82.21428571428572,5.161904761904762,23.619047619047624,6.42735559955562,1.1273190476190478,109,4,18,1,3,39,22,28,0.345,0.655,0.0,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7311267648349328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681291201162194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796618855710644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072993530769441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741758483865581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26008852278499045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ahall24751,2020/01/01,Need your help Ok folks just joined this group for reason I’m about to say. Supposed to go to my parents for New Years dinner today. Fiancé who occasionally gets bad anxiety about doing certain things usually when it’s going to be around other people is really upset about it and getting bad anxiety. My mom is an intense lady who won’t understand the anxiety. What can I tell her to get out of today? Should I be honest with her? I don’t want to throw my fiancé under the bus.,3.3475,5.2270395789473705,5.1886184210526345,79.01345394736845,74.26315789473685,7.697368421052633,23.453947368421048,8.472884824447931,1.6630263157894731,380,11,69,7,8,130,70,95,0.136,0.7390000000000001,0.125,-0.2744,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,1,9,1,0,1,1,11,18,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,9,3,16,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,6,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43706317491691177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953389130899096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180224841946281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984944925387451,0.0,0.21646532737915744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764936009824412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304354666265386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121044258102128,0.0,0.18393021706545087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114634724220496,0.0,0.0,0.13202860925318982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122002119083851,0.195806250291678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144724301231244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645483487467105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265213035438054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610337844487629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825699647451928,0.0,0.0,0.209745124899209,0.0,0.11232771540122807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226385019592354
anxiety,insomnibun,2020/01/01,"I'm scared to leave my house and i dont know what to do Today, I had plans to walk to my friend's house and hang out. I havent hung out with my friend in months, so i thought i would be so nice. but as i was getting ready to walk outside, my stomach started churning and i got uncomfortable and felt sick. i had to cancel, and i feel horrible about it. right now its hard to just go near the windows. my usual ways of calming myself down arent working as much anymore and im scared.

im sorry if this is messy, im just not in the best state right now",1.8745362718089995,2.699452247933884,3.3062258953168033,95.3045913682277,76.10743801652895,6.038934802571165,23.36179981634527,5.82211442006289,0.1414235078053263,426,12,105,2,9,140,76,121,0.247,0.669,0.084,-0.9668,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,2,2,0,10,2,1,0,0,19,19,12,0,2,5,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,6,3,15,5,18,11,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,6,66,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568937223460888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474864936687408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398812886093768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793775745308337,0.0,0.15073257636152668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425762376492276,0.0,0.08201946616806738,0.0,0.08921958883326743,0.0,0.12555720937442993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140629924799439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36228489260243335,0.0,0.0,0.50872017391116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627620005829689,0.0,0.0,0.16622704835288898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530588936623635,0.0,0.11540384312388999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681328587505957,0.0,0.0,0.31434365961279603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573460386764747,0.11111652913157057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246305041311601,0.0,0.0,0.14880575191155818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289950339725013,0.0,0.0,0.1246093351444057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428873743763045,0.0,0.0,0.11151938431616104,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbyrats,2020/01/01,"I took a sick day due to anxiety, now I'm having anxiety about taking a sick day... When will my brain just stop....

I was driving to work and a series of things going wrong caused one of the most horrific panic attacks I've ever had. I almost crashed and had to pull over while violently hyperventilating. It took 30 mins before I was able to consider driving home. 

I've only been able to text my boss not call in, she hasn't replied much and I'm having waves of guilt about not going in. My job is customer service so i know I couldn't hack it, but a part of me feels like I should be pushing myself harder. 

If I had flu I wouldnt have this anxiety about not going in...",3.2417985611510787,4.194082856115114,4.85689928057554,84.99844244604319,72.9568345323741,7.5743884892086335,24.69136690647482,7.908726449838941,1.1883605755395683,523,15,112,7,10,177,90,139,0.19,0.7859999999999999,0.024,-0.9470000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,2,2,5,0,16,4,1,2,1,20,26,8,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,9,6,5,0,1,8,1,15,1,16,13,3,22,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,10,74,19,4,0.3296248940250853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503585857441538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782432125592702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749795157414173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024325339736698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398519761477625,0.16829193553606814,0.0,0.0,0.16930778275984498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258078745907208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908229401350806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833341252694887,0.1177420450768445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810001352246796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532032233912253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355092268218352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057661066024096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051903661206825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115611211742155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168117947535301,0.12534729268633654,0.0,0.19337189574374666,0.0,0.1784758192588684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779058551534398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391844899132595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949406643260026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662253857346227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998542433190125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019653811683609,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badlybarding,2020/01/01,"I regularly think I have cancer (or some other ailment) and quite frankly it's getting really old at this point... I am rather exasperated with my anxiety. I am medicated (Venlafaxine, 75mg per day)--my anxiety presents itself as hypochondria. For instance, just yesterday I found a tiny ""rough patch"" on my inner gum and my first instinct was to start googling (and of course every search result was like ""oral cancer maybe?""). This isn't the first time I've found myself searching the internet to self-diagnose, and even in my younger years before the internet really took off I would browse my parents various encyclopedias and random health texts in search of answers.

My first bout with hypochondria occurred when I was about 9-10; I got sick at a family breakfast and my mom sat in the car with me. I was certain (though I don't know why) that I might be dying, so I prayed. Cut to my sophomore year at college--a same-sex encounter led me to fear that what turned out to be a cold might actually be the onset of HIV (I basically just had the chills). I drove myself to the emergency room at 2 a.m. for a test; five days and $400 later (I don't know how I managed to swing that bill) I found out I was HIV negative.

When I attempted to ween myself off my venlafaxine about 3 years ago, my hypochondria returned. I was in grad school at this point and a nurse practitioner was kind enough to point out that I kept coming in fearing that various symptoms could be different types of cancer. I did have one legit ""scare"" about a year ago where I had a small lump in my throat biopsied but it was negative. Even though I am medicated now, the rough patch I discovered on my gums was enough to set me searching via Google, and needless to say I was up quite late and I still find myself thinking about it, though I am trying to catch myself in these thoughts and telling myself ""If it doesn't going away in the next week or so, just ask the dentist or doctor to look at it, no biggy."" Still that doesn't prevent me from catastrophizing a few minutes later.

Does anyone else struggle with hypochrondria? Has anyone overcome it? I did manage to overcome the social anxiety I struggled with for years thanks to Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, and I am considering finding a therapist in my area and discussing my hypochondria with me. Any thoughts you could provide are much appreciated! Thanks and happy new year, r/anxiety!",6.8710907610907626,7.2551462417582435,6.7501343101343085,76.68245828245831,64.6043956043956,9.905575905575908,33.77492877492877,9.725611199111238,3.1387834757834767,1920,77,352,36,27,608,238,455,0.098,0.851,0.051,-0.9277,2,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,1,0,6,22,12,1,5,20,0,37,15,1,3,1,58,60,28,1,5,9,2,2,1,0,3,13,1,1,0,19,24,1,2,12,0,1,7,8,6,0,5,24,5,57,6,58,27,7,69,1,0,1,2,8,32,0,8,30,243,76,7,0.0,0.0,0.0783716626199955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238118771253014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461403302192401,0.0,0.24574987644708304,0.0,0.0,0.1123102237870824,0.08228780742593837,0.0,0.0,0.07507966754626398,0.0,0.07545455053138242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833849435475194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918056071898082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824312518123604,0.0,0.0,0.10358752090938918,0.0,0.0,0.08151367452630175,0.08334983183150085,0.08390759292581652,0.0,0.08220140909741146,0.07028043870003774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708928835358667,0.0,0.0,0.16596485227725602,0.0,0.10608892576949824,0.0,0.06766523230178724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570978471979549,0.1807437405034449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680505789834428,0.2049367326272994,0.0,0.2641696266252049,0.0,0.0,0.04195902839187754,0.0,0.04564242412033877,0.0,0.06423180689997843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549223829689212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536652337083102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363124017805776,0.08827332575833773,0.0,0.09059397274833872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039235753561512834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744076500050973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068289714860606,0.0,0.0,0.16180917131014702,0.0,0.17039393212863435,0.0,0.09405892645568913,0.0,0.0,0.059037608465346336,0.0,0.0,0.0775645788403118,0.08541134532600206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427257464350132,0.0,0.05442061181712245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917553320066787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277587233592269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084063972188018,0.0,0.0,0.10289818753377623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386629564296259,0.08040502550621989,0.08127872052377465,0.0,0.0,0.08378157989278896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186664945803916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684432999216039,0.0,0.12827246468826656,0.0,0.0,0.1679163713044721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834735723805532,0.0,0.0,0.07019509555840503,0.14787861321465345,0.091842289727107,0.09324691785532256,0.0,0.102919713261098,0.2367145781935048,0.12751545713837648,0.04682981762739865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922814769805618,0.05452569661293824,0.08735498468149512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442040287169952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246791926767042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057050420240217004,0.0,0.0,0.31030476359487663
anxiety,Chillhardy,2020/01/01,"I can’t stand my mother I love her but she is the root cause of my anxiety. She’s ALWAYS super high strung even though 2 of her 3 kids (including me) have moved out. Nothing is ever good enough for her, she always has to be right and she will critique me for any little minutia of my behavior, hygiene, etc. I’m sick of coming home twice a year just to get yelled at for getting a drop of water on the counter, or her getting mad because I forgot to put one thing in the kitchen away after making food, or getting told I need to smile more, or her saying “you brushed your teeth right?” Despite the fact that I’m 20 years old and have been brushing my teeth multiple times a day since I was 12. In the oldest of three and sometimes it feels like the only times she notices me is when I’m doing something she doesn’t approve of or if I’m not doing something exactly the way she wants it done.  I can’t stay at home for more than two weeks without it taking a toll on my mental health. It’s claustrophobic and I’m sick of it. I love her to death but she needs to realize how fucking ridiculous her expectations are. She’s made me feel like nothing I do is ever good enough no matter what. Her attitude sucks I hate it. How do I deal with this? I’ve told her multiple times about how she makes me feel but it’s like she doesn’t listen to what I’m saying. I’m far from perfect but I know damn well I’m more put together than she thinks. It’s fucked my self esteem up for years and honestly I’m not sure I’m gonna come home again for a long time.",1.8877782646801082,3.4999804202454,3.248260297984223,92.51136503067484,77.61963190184049,6.129535495179668,22.379053461875554,6.868970318607317,0.4581274320771254,1211,35,271,12,28,395,174,326,0.159,0.73,0.111,-0.9590000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,3,12,19,7,0,12,0,21,12,2,8,6,48,60,19,1,5,13,1,3,3,0,2,3,4,4,2,13,9,3,1,6,0,0,5,8,7,1,4,7,9,45,12,37,50,6,40,0,0,0,4,34,14,4,5,20,166,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876617050905076,0.0,0.0,0.06487743138508904,0.0,0.07298316872464539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963442459609879,0.0,0.0,0.058156890760356614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980053420545209,0.0,0.16436277758230813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061527156193102686,0.09835648560583604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763057261032428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715396794870851,0.1063997602435404,0.0630128981645197,0.17259526976135903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471613741647013,0.20446814459184628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153618994507494,0.0,0.0,0.17639739833013665,0.19937688794279326,0.0,0.0,0.1600393157821726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419088519645308,0.0,0.10140911513257768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079869373825057,0.2870914935267596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243109067518571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982751879031452,0.09561904594681037,0.0,0.0844288088454111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221018276377234,0.09027279214895684,0.12736472197014606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614396262425974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139847812816592,0.0,0.14148049272554367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830838413581648,0.10861714852340294,0.1001095849647974,0.0,0.06464766130131046,0.07255841459313081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918130853921131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629475825389842,0.0,0.15173686996280888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995263195202368,0.0,0.0,0.0789184932884934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468920521565014,0.09435618079436653,0.0,0.0,0.10168709211855002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991636459420557,0.0,0.07173131549119176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338163112612985,0.06113050314915833,0.09373313630725877,0.0,0.22252143720484066,0.0,0.0,0.18232364669873605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319504060240104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627126518133405,0.07572660067917128,0.07652667338137631,0.0,0.08577891293708469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196525746416703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430955282602252
anxiety,katieeec567,2020/01/01,"Relationship anxiety? How do you guys deal with anxiety in a relationship??

My ex (22m) and I (24f) are currently trying to work things out and fix our past problems. So far it's been going really great and we've taken some important steps to move forward but then all of a sudden I have days like today where I'm just hyper aware of everything that we haven't addressed or fixed yet. I know only time can fix these things but I feel like it really puts a heavy weight on the day and I hate it. Like I need everything to be resolved immediately. 
Does this happen to anyone? Any ideas how to make these thoughts stop running through my head?",2.3682967032967035,4.805940579365082,3.7360317460317485,85.54016483516487,79.71428571428571,7.368986568986569,22.3907203907204,8.384062270229773,1.4606332112332114,507,16,101,11,13,166,94,126,0.095,0.775,0.129,0.6659,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,2,6,7,1,0,4,0,7,2,1,3,1,24,17,11,0,2,4,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,7,1,1,5,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,3,2,11,5,12,13,2,21,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,14,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968984330502056,0.0,0.2467888191748035,0.0,0.0,0.1127850313106474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805090391960487,0.16629369048381068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115511859965651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899329035563996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155835857464178,0.11523308009335798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167076798396227,0.0,0.0,0.17783432541777452,0.0,0.15971281396884024,0.14263746313431205,0.0,0.0,0.15925080906231284,0.16554080605204372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208858457959887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864651385989132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364097699059725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766930885848644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171436860858865,0.0,0.11960224647047872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267626749801405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397953958194144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543427550991103,0.0,0.16215151271655526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066664086576353,0.0,0.0,0.3463526557716744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485440622708314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143217152163539,0.0,0.0,0.12805454695921872,0.09405559474961264,0.0,0.15289397470387256,0.0,0.0,0.1095124235774592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964205043876196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174286551847284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toiletsquatingdemon,2020/01/01,"Body Image- Anxiety I become enraged when old acquaintances comment that I have gotten ""thick"". I have struggled on and off with an eating disorder and body dysmorphia since I was 12. My fear of gaining weight is heightened when I receive comments such as ""I didn't even recognize you from behind because my ""ass looks so big!"" I believe that these comments are harmless ?? but I have trouble coping with them. 

It happened twice in one week. All of my acquaintances have graduated from college and are moving back to our home city and we all revolve around the same circles. And shortly after my close friend asked me if I had gained weight. I responded that I didn't know. She just looked at me, shrugged, and got on with another conversation. 

I feel that I am supposed to accept my weight gain and love myself anyway but it is so difficult when receiving the comments. I believe I am supposed to be complemented by being told that I have ""gained weight in the right places"" but I honestly don't want to be told anything. I, personally, would never tell someone that. A simple ""you look great"" is fine.  

After these comments, I began obsessively looking at myself in the mirror but becoming too overwhelmed to exercise. My anxiety around my weight and appearance can be horrible. I notice it affecting my confidence and relationships. 

I sprained my ankle really bad and won't be able to exercise on my feet for two months. I know exercise will positively impact my mental and physical health. But I don't know if my insecurity and anxiety over my appearance will stop there. I plan to get my birth control arm implant removed and switch to an IUD for VARIOUS reasons (weight gain, irregular period, increase of depression). 

If comfortable, I would like to start a discussion around this topic. What do you do to relieve the anxiety of overwhelming physical societal expectations? And what do you practice to show yourself love? Or how do you relate? Do you also think it sucks?",5.27189095865516,7.8015586788732385,5.861481144934121,73.4352748750568,70.66197183098592,9.425715583825534,33.14175374829623,9.857291076455118,3.866273057701045,1581,77,253,43,31,511,198,355,0.11599999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.185,0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,6,1,7,17,23,2,6,9,0,34,18,5,4,3,53,58,31,0,7,10,0,8,1,1,5,4,0,1,2,15,22,7,2,7,4,0,7,6,12,0,3,9,12,53,11,40,39,5,41,0,3,4,3,30,19,2,6,16,196,68,2,0.08330333702857777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661764852508692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735081222622254,0.2549072992624071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855154847020231,0.2224728938654759,0.0778773749978205,0.0,0.0,0.06405512416685323,0.0695548068361502,0.05078094105900089,0.1840039818745328,0.0,0.18770866870216565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506245609140254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934317759040722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174904211713855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547284129741143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524011048112305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502106845489275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937394138634273,0.04212067018686782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435995154541711,0.0,0.043522555378990184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662528852641582,0.09184222316062113,0.0,0.0,0.07366486582087597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854755182172132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356003917860025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373440063813039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040697802658078715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798152904898384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036902809542968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395017057083437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664919288560171,0.08853826389234586,0.0,0.0,0.06424866900426855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484140133783606,0.08741283908189536,0.0,0.0564484970778718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727372607338571,0.08703425698338015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336625080436114,0.08564970461656805,0.0,0.0894366085650991,0.0,0.07114059466070484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890938122297183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058264713476763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896253070875,0.0,0.0,0.0696453198324046,0.0,0.08708673495586329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281078830618473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053377414726588836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919981683377474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137525582863027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049134466494494766,0.0,0.06682091218449544,0.6086461347068979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183526010711994,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pretzelmunch,2020/01/01,"Cancer? Hernia? Am I going to die? I (20F) have been feeling super cold the past few days. Shaky. Weak. Jittery. Appetite has been fluctuating. Sore / tense stomach. Feels like there’s a painful lump. 

I don’t know if push ups do this but my boyfriend was trying to see how many I could do last night (lol), and maybe that’s why my stomach is sore today but I was feeling my sides and when I pushed down it hurt and like there was a lump. Eating makes my gut feel weird too. 

I’m honestly so scared right now. Why does this have to happen on the night I thought it wouldn’t? I was trying to be positive and my anxiety has been pretty good for the past week. 

Anyway, Happy New Year guys. If you’re struggling, just try to think about those moments of peace. Shut your eyes. Let your mind wander to your happy place while you rest. ❤️",0.18407684630738785,2.586318592814372,1.1141691616766458,99.4681000499002,93.61077844311376,3.7414171656686634,15.940369261477047,5.46131890053228,-0.8440217564870259,643,15,141,4,24,198,115,167,0.171,0.616,0.213,0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,1,12,14,0,3,5,1,20,12,4,2,0,22,32,12,1,4,5,0,4,2,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,7,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,8,7,17,7,12,20,2,24,0,1,2,0,5,7,0,3,16,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896535415463914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137258561859755,0.0,0.0,0.09186129462265012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782907036300827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464922471270555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575053525155665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880855123363461,0.10175836510493444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095129862366189,0.11947097548384294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103688647921936,0.1259582321283415,0.30325767510201257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248376818827136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782806839435892,0.11610669914526354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565340643482122,0.0,0.13917688486081475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507905917763744,0.14441066874977027,0.14309900113277615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382266513121167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375683589409239,0.0,0.2673384816402709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515650121580588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719480585744066,0.0,0.0,0.1488183141592528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491154976152504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164202617039067,0.0,0.0,0.14260616862584044,0.0,0.11350534659749326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489080453026683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912690835667972,0.0,0.11308056100093986,0.0,0.0,0.13501540432362402,0.0,0.0,0.2901199509609477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425587862235675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25705787044989536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172596937403574
anxiety,Onegoofydad,2020/01/01,"How do you deal when overwhelmed and feel like crying . I've got a couple of important things to do today. 
Anyone else that have committed themselves to something get the overwhelmed feeling that if someone's asks me how I'm doing, I will start crying? 

I hate this feeling. I have not figured out a way to ""calm"" this storm. 

Anxiety and me are not friends today for sure! 

Any tips you have to reverse that feeling....",3.7683001808318255,5.990084202531648,4.046871609403259,86.14962025316456,74.0632911392405,6.033273056057867,29.00723327305606,6.868970318607317,1.6031106690777586,328,14,59,3,7,102,55,79,0.16699999999999998,0.67,0.163,-0.6537,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,1,2,3,0,8,0,0,2,2,15,18,6,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,7,4,7,16,0,6,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346603574088542,0.0,0.15014118157158332,0.0,0.0,0.13723213167590298,0.20109533830875612,0.0,0.0,0.1834800515120508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716203408714888,0.4311728835442478,0.0,0.20233924098039224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395312453185534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969472641225977,0.1402108155401886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163283591924753,0.0,0.10253967475273383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696999765559816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376975601078952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588452266580044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629358311713135,0.1510933730313922,0.0,0.0,0.1389164461697007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497620011169089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303888712082995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720700491047029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578497756470874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brocco_lies,2020/01/01,"I Know it's Irrational BUT I'm scared of so many things. These things are crazy and would (hopefully) never happen but they show up in my daily thoughts and nightmares so often it feels like it is actually happening frequently. My reoccurring thoughts involve mostly people betraying me, my boyfriend cheating, a family member being in an accident, things like this. Things that could happen but probably won't. 

I've been losing sleep over it lately, especially as my boyfriend and I have been apart due to travel for some time.

I always feel so afraid to tell anyone, especially the people in the nightmares, out of fear they would think I'm irrational (I know am!), Or they think I'm wishing these things would happen to them.

I've been trying to cope with this for years but being largely alone the last couple days has caused this to boil over. Has anyone here dealt with this? Advice? I'm really stuck right now.",5.090033812341503,7.32031176923077,5.03738377007608,80.44758875739645,70.36094674556213,8.14218089602705,25.08918005071851,8.841846274778883,1.9580174133558743,735,22,128,14,14,228,103,169,0.174,0.764,0.062,-0.9683,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,1,6,8,1,3,5,0,16,2,1,1,1,30,35,12,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,6,1,0,8,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,2,13,3,19,22,2,19,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,5,11,86,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.12354510159955767,0.0,0.0,0.12371382106460113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112129147301818,0.0,0.0,0.10534284570773887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770458548993962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300549303857527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108124161396992,0.14008249200504924,0.0,0.08164769233778907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119348916848184,0.1424622308464653,0.12802735567158366,0.09044435658144452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44781424108912493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257441608324593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915408496849002,0.10319737043887996,0.1428123532579678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370249649024455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416350391155912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835436187580546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764311870564532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553950534663662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364981612136329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110435971551841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811725187309168,0.0,0.0,0.12675049518148826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669323782138794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065555996436392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42054307709362393,0.16224265259106005,0.0,0.2010153872077656,0.07382253206389941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595431693844675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455858306468811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698028750155719,0.0,0.0,0.08152741323319132
anxiety,WestboundHero,2020/01/01,"Advice Needed With the Constant Cloud of Anxiety Relating To Freelance Work—Even Though It Shouldn't Be An Issue   

Hey everyone, looking for a little help on settling my constant worry regarding freelance work—even though it shouldn’t be an issue with the information I’m about to submit. But over the last year, the constant cloud of anxiety has eroded any form of peace-at-mind. My sleeping has faltered, as has my athletic training, and I’ve also started to drink a lot more which was prompted a number of callouts from my friends. Nothing drastic or heavy, just a few beers each night, but practically all seven days of the week. 

I’ve been working as a freelancer for a number of years, and I found the perfect role working for an incredibly successful company. Over the past several years, my rate has continued to increase, the amount of work I’ve been given continues to grow to the point where I sometimes have to decline a job because I'm already stretched thin, and the people who work there, now my friends, continually tell me that I never have to worry about this line of work stopping. For all accounts, it's indefinite. 

Now, I should happily be strolling through life thinking that I’ve been gifted a great opportunity. Instead, I’ve spent the better part of the last two years constantly worried, tearful, and somedays breathless, at thinking about what I would do if this job vanished. 

Of course, it’s a possibility it could vanish, but in all counts with the years of evidence, it’s highly unlikely.  

With that, does anybody have any suggestions on how I can start metaphorically breath again?",11.64132420091324,9.080153315068497,10.306849315068494,64.50789954337901,56.94520547945205,13.021004566210046,46.251141552511406,11.20814326018867,5.241375799086756,1296,64,213,24,12,406,169,292,0.044000000000000004,0.797,0.16,0.9890000000000001,2,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,9,14,7,0,0,25,0,21,5,2,1,5,34,32,15,0,7,6,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,14,9,2,1,4,2,2,2,3,0,0,2,7,2,13,7,40,17,11,39,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,4,25,145,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877020379849694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024691722965053,0.072646685107454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355198037539067,0.0,0.13898847160699496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055376722478941716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034277658414757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926737219494016,0.0,0.07253031505341412,0.0,0.0,0.05858587364072927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794968518398479,0.0,0.0,0.08899102998000205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000118055241872,0.0,0.0,0.08680386668355836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960407218498,0.14036932365423244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015413652743388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088978829561205,0.09598005010934864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963186021483416,0.1802942552732401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480974643980114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416471838337783,0.0,0.09104801343174876,0.0,0.0,0.07628478994125354,0.0,0.0,0.07723101376905142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172499169168584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673585355012394,0.07006330798314599,0.0,0.0,0.0852494980014113,0.0,0.08716579360343639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837353525693203,0.08671941029096611,0.06297872594271937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587549072936017,0.1024112280777768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262612628788118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090806867426143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984551907276765,0.0,0.12859752622232198,0.0,0.0,0.07594836700318694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940031699727416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641636489262187,0.1785045179858943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873988675080302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728683445533481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629407666479733,0.2767647933403287,0.0,0.06453187955463284,0.0,0.0,0.2924978399986341
anxiety,gaigelt,2020/01/01,How to accept death? Humanity will probably die in a few years. How do I accept death and still live the last years we have on this earth normally without having an anxiety attack every two days?,4.595045045045048,6.590950486486491,5.803783783783783,75.41936936936938,71.16216216216216,9.257657657657658,25.84684684684685,9.725611199111238,2.6455117117117117,156,5,27,4,3,52,33,37,0.304,0.561,0.135,-0.8871,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,4,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242637774027169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307751902817464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751258302204185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017572411033712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449731855402397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700370381589755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567415285193102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28487765272978005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134825009020025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219689952171035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28402487404674315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802769385484166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37447269860891375
anxiety,shutupmyhead,2020/01/01,"Irrational fear of losing my mom? I can't stop thinking about everything that can go wrong, especially which family members I could lose in the new decade. New Year's is always awful for me.

I have an extremely irrational fear of losing my mom because she's all I have. I'm 27 F, single, and not interested in getting married or having a family but that scares the hell out of me. I need a family in the future or else I'll be alone but I don't want it, if that makes sense. I don't want to put effort into dating and going through all that.

My mom is in good health now but I am crippled almost daily with the thought of losing her someday. After a break-up about 2 years ago, I've had this extreme issue with loss. I was suicidal when my ex broke up with me because I felt I lost the future I was meant to have. I always have feared losing my mom, and when I was dating someone I felt like I didn't have to worry about that anymore because I'd marry this person and have a family to be with me forever.

I feel like when my mom dies, I will want to die too because I'll have no one. I'm too scared to be alone. I will never have a job that makes enough money for rent, let alone bills, food, and a car. There's no way I could do that on my own.

I need to see a therapist but I am not allowed the time off work to go. I can't find anyone available after work or on weekends, so I'd have to take an hour away each day, which I'd have to make up and I'm not willing to do that. My work hours are very strict and my manager demands I stay longer some days and make my hours ""flexible"". I'm basically at the mercy of him and when he allows me to go home for the night. I'm only a secretary but he's a controlling prick. 

Idk I can't stand this. I need help.",1.9933745792011663,3.018949005277052,4.015603675734692,89.54994722955149,76.09762532981529,7.127322354653808,22.03994177053953,7.6298220110432995,0.6921099263033392,1359,34,313,18,29,466,181,379,0.221,0.7240000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9955,4,3,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,0,12,12,20,2,5,19,1,38,3,1,7,3,56,67,23,3,9,12,6,3,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,14,16,1,2,7,1,3,6,12,16,0,1,10,4,44,4,43,48,7,48,1,8,1,0,13,13,2,6,28,199,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261525012285157,0.0,0.07073253920033623,0.21947522667234595,0.0,0.0,0.1175509315600539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005271251106597,0.049390884194476514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663655870601235,0.0,0.0,0.17223812008809494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922516352893176,0.11279545407321515,0.0,0.0,0.09110976858042756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661966659146644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590079720265496,0.0,0.0,0.07298668387233831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348378990240429,0.0,0.2663603068994514,0.23845807233915234,0.03571608214885018,0.050462935090984734,0.13564478662030433,0.0,0.06456074406517666,0.0,0.08541428380802192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03690480603341717,0.0,0.1605780566055372,0.05924678600015601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508360196818945,0.0,0.0,0.04734634968955792,0.0,0.07085445721598464,0.0,0.20868902091720964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372645411759396,0.07009611214069866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223090098904096,0.0,0.06901913272343031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951224850089486,0.07710839775417383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886024165913157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136447588989716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712884864708945,0.054479445125879634,0.13644289903145262,0.0,0.0662878399845735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047865315292181035,0.0537224598955538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167731824131165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710094814309503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143949391323007,0.0,0.056288374247389264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985032080839565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528941693209854,0.0,0.05905551724085896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726518069069421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053110073329740166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201475459643448,0.0,0.045261201229947916,0.0,0.05607771905492076,0.04118887882670807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582827473554224,0.12499022217868935,0.056068194031330704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427326770075994,0.07173508647915458,0.0,0.0,0.07723023836281538,0.0,0.09097555044062244
anxiety,chromecast730,2020/01/01,"Any helpful anxiety books? One of my new year resolutions was to finally face my generalized anxiety and begin to take back control over my life. I’ve heard that anxiety help books can come in handy, I’m just not sure where to start. 

Has anyone had success with anxiety help books? If so, what are some recommendations? 

Thanks!",3.422714285714285,6.422696033333337,4.4695238095238095,78.28500000000005,80.33333333333334,8.761904761904763,26.904761904761905,9.23628265651192,2.954476190476192,262,11,47,8,7,85,49,60,0.121,0.6629999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.8711,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,10,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,3,3,7,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,6,26,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410101428808025,0.0,0.634511375067864,0.0,0.0,0.14498911568052394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944504152238226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862003979163102,0.0,0.0,0.2325689565401485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714989662166246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416961883805932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646266421074278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026706946126796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051074098322985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676863528720294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543189593146154,0.0,0.15590695917664818,0.0,0.0,0.19090683497080616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353136739764893
anxiety,Gallantpride,2020/01/01,"2000 was 20 years ago and I hate that Is this a quarter life crisis thing? 

2000 was 20 years ago... What? I'm not even 25 and the thought makes me sick. 2000 feels like 10, maybe 15 if I'm pushing it, years ago. 

The GameCube is nearly 20? Shrek? SpongeBob and PPG are *over* 20? That's absurd... But it's true.

The first Gen Z kids are turning 20 years old. I'll probably be working with post-2000 kids soon. That's a weird thought. My brain still thinks as them as 8-12 year olds.

2010 was 10 years ago? It feels like 2015, not 2020. My brain is stuck years in the past for some reason.",-0.8225865209471763,1.3290526065573758,0.013989071038251307,107.03424408014574,96.70491803278688,3.038979963570128,14.974499089253184,4.475607210031448,-1.4951981785063753,446,10,111,1,18,134,78,122,0.125,0.8140000000000001,0.062,-0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,1,0,6,0,9,4,2,2,1,17,20,7,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,6,2,5,3,7,13,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,19,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571439410642294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28785028798151124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515505174647256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037870583336075,0.18421091491210173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096652199718296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272886970221322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106493601281904,0.12597441629682635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860597576525192,0.0,0.12952447641279133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705743470404363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230753870379646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347640435485414,0.0,0.13900508617328972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255840414428316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296124962099873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565335408363157,0.08261120041429154,0.0,0.20470723541279398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023552763701844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093860374082474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811732188069435
anxiety,AudRedhead,2020/01/01,"Major Panic and Withdrawing from Antidepressants Hi y’all. I’m a 23 year old with panic disorder. I’ve called the paramedics so many times they recognize me. I have daily anxiety and panic, thanks to health anxiety.

I have been on an SSRI for 3 years to try and combat the anxiety. It helped until a few months ago when I had a *major* panic flare, resulting in my need to take Xanax *daily*. To try and combat the anxiety, I was switched to a new SSRI, Lexapro. Took it for two months at a low dose and it wasn’t for me. Felt lethargic and had vision problems. Still needed Xanax daily which isn’t ideal.

So, my psych prescribed Buspar and told me to stop the Lexapro. I did. I think I’m experiencing SSRI withdrawals because I’m having worsening panic, nightmares, muscle aches, headaches, confusion, and  feelings of general unwellness. It’s scary and hyping up my health anxiety and panic disorder. 

The withdrawal makes sense since I’ve been on some form of low dose SSRI for years, but it’s scary and I’m feeling kind of terrified. I’m hoping the Buspar will help but who knows, it’s only been about 5 days. 

I’m wondering if there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, and if anyone else with panic disorder has tolerated SSRI withdrawals, or has anything good to say about Buspar, or has words of support. Anxiety is scary and I’m admittedly in a severe flare up.",3.2251711026615983,5.599183197718631,4.6200243346007595,80.67659163498101,76.33840304182509,7.706098859315588,25.348897338403038,8.608573733854374,2.0749325931558937,1083,39,195,23,25,359,138,263,0.245,0.674,0.081,-0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,1,7,17,0,8,16,0,17,6,0,2,0,40,40,23,0,7,6,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,8,15,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,11,0,1,11,6,14,6,30,28,5,26,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,8,15,113,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362030526724693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38120585761549197,0.0,0.0,0.05807166728045336,0.08509626306392833,0.06834445803387879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050627534644769434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480505331704417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053561464360192455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285553269373443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937902356490515,0.0,0.07355913943258446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398685194387823,0.0,0.0797426392077358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965981071507214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656010913051454,0.0,0.0,0.11133558392232563,0.0,0.0,0.0824890599610112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648554673132874,0.04564303257818688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543764281205752,0.08420137032953602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325821208332598,0.0,0.0,0.12316354009599377,0.0,0.08021183224961488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714876972985705,0.0,0.0,0.06316454680701966,0.0,0.6821027824910969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946924354329535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604603117957226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382476122659618,0.0,0.068701209793694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632518073103047,0.06943492517329265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424606481594924,0.0,0.0,0.062444529146333076,0.0,0.0,0.07646283067493917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321616450901927,0.0,0.0,0.04842810380679504,0.0,0.0,0.07935944149625272,0.09227347485293934,0.11277328119101054,0.0,0.08112942568165969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006600665791419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044768124746636
anxiety,khanabyss,2020/01/01,Are anxiety meds really helping ? I just canceled my new years eve (and all the futures ones) with the parents and siblings because it makes me   so nervous that im getting these terrible pressure headaches. Of course nobody understands even though i told them i have anxiety. I thought i could manage this w ithout meds but it just gets worse,5.661129032258064,7.8931093064516125,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,68.83870967741936,8.185806451612903,36.593548387096774,8.841846274778883,3.4705380645161297,275,15,46,5,5,83,51,62,0.19899999999999998,0.773,0.027999999999999997,-0.8236,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,9,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,2,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,30,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424953646175575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645930872870973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872918820408976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785344285262844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339089310780424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004460443855966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418007123934099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942427018741009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973026159662676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619956921557346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168925052159188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485633539279069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340659196813532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993539919746605,0.17771505572409482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390207134634706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330398882556196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281263304322437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441546240517669
anxiety,killdill12,2020/01/01,"Worried and would like someone with the power of logic to help. I know this may seem miniscule, so I apologize ahead of time. Im a 25 year old male and Inrecently met an amazing woman. I dont go out anymore but the girl that I have feelings for goes out still. Thats fine since we havent known hung out for long and she is a really busy person with work already. Last night was NYE and I havent heard from her since before 8pm. Im just worried that something might have happened. Usually we message more than this. Can somebody please just tell me it will be okay. I had a terrible dream and woke up sad and worried.",1.885761154855644,3.90439462992126,3.0319881889763813,92.17480643044621,79.07874015748031,5.808136482939633,23.969160104986877,6.816661863887847,0.7146908136482946,486,17,104,5,12,156,93,127,0.11800000000000001,0.748,0.133,-0.2656,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,24,22,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,4,6,13,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,2,11,4,14,12,1,14,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,3,10,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188179941909968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345610089070126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024877894999604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316657085922465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333740861527411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367040218892743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574884483717646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047466164055092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35606547780989384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905801793583212,0.13434943466844734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052220904399393,0.0,0.0,0.14585957586890622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484684984040585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546714105986048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294975261481765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391354155668395,0.0,0.1809217025643446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055872337694863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004497334288405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27267986168914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965055350073116,0.12688567278789148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316246188571824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440590187609253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961072496944318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181524777610804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999015173062315,0.502144904000154,0.0,0.11708264650577872,0.0,0.0,0.10613799393606936
anxiety,mrs-smurf,2020/01/01,"Existential anxiety associated with big events Warning: existentialism 

Does anyone else slip into an anxiety episode when there’s a big celebration like prom, weddings, big anniversary, or New Years? I think the thought of us all having the “time of our lives” to something rather insignificant in the grand scheme of things reminds me of how meaningless our human lives are. Of course is a complete buzzkill and I wish I didn’t think this way. Anyone else do this or have overcome this kind of episode trigger?",6.889502407704657,9.289389314606744,6.2067736757624425,73.20865168539329,65.96629213483146,9.130658105939006,35.186195826645275,9.606745405546679,3.6604914927768863,415,20,67,9,7,127,67,89,0.122,0.79,0.08800000000000001,-0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,1,13,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,10,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,6,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001270311270461,0.0,0.0,0.2743222866904622,0.4019826288054131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567229273243667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166282822437648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327736627584006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427270350647075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583492289555573,0.0,0.34642956246627354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894546365965328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510152144675333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032142280396275,0.2513855830332553,0.0,0.15573084360019945,0.11438373305354305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359589258007381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570439209710712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255768032269193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632199968079325
anxiety,Flyingsquirrel77,2020/01/01,"To anyone that wants a hand To anyone that is having an annoying day.

Breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth slowly. What can you feel, hear, see, taste, and smell?

Think of something small that you love or want to do and go do it. It will make you smile and set you up for the rest of the day.

Have a drink of tea or water or milk or whatever you want. 

Smile, laugh watch something funny it’ll make you feel better.",2.0001136363636363,3.8929669659090926,2.243181818181821,98.57227272727276,78.20454545454545,5.3090909090909095,18.954545454545453,5.985473137389443,-0.4255727272727272,335,7,77,2,8,101,57,88,0.026000000000000002,0.735,0.239,0.9623,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,8,0,1,0,4,1,0,5,0,8,10,4,2,0,17,20,8,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,5,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,8,3,12,18,1,8,0,0,2,1,10,4,0,4,2,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379700138161857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374218597814595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117211834543364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367498123549469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443966123339181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373496569626578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723856564068469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812141701109733,0.0,0.3226403129884714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258394471310405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37210694570825775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485579023844795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276391059359074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,themightyglowcloudd,2020/01/01,"My brother has discovered that the height of comedy is to walk up behind me, and then scream as loud as he can to try to make me have a panic attack It works quite often, and I really wish he wouldn't do it.",17.921333333333326,4.5785011333333365,16.64444444444445,55.88000000000004,59.88888888888889,20.666666666666668,49.444444444444436,13.023866798666859,5.826777777777778,161,2,37,3,1,56,38,45,0.17600000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.106,-0.5584,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,8,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,8,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308692442296184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25281061042027864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443675350842993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028345695781404,0.0,0.0,0.2426293132185617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571382963887149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43553010255067537,0.0,0.0,0.27572583415671914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeeyeiii,2020/01/01,How to get through saying a prayer in front of 200 people? I have a wedding coming up and I’m really freaking out about having to say a prayer. If I mess up I won’t cope and I don’t know what to do,-0.01413043478260789,1.1832847608695691,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,81.82608695652173,5.469565217391305,18.02173913043478,5.985473137389443,-0.4580695652173912,153,3,39,1,4,54,33,46,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.6801,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,10,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957561706681986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400319429150229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524893771544793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185092293985756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29432106536751845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7307104867534614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,willingofnothingness,2020/01/01,"What do you do when you suddenly feel anxious? I mean, I am okay and suddenly some intrusive thoughts and fears come my mind and I start to feel anxious. I have ocd, drdp and fear of schizoprenia. It is sometimes really hard to feel anxious and feel like something bad will happen. What helps when you have these times?",2.7162142857142832,5.540718383333335,2.6995238095238108,90.97500000000002,81.83333333333334,6.761904761904763,25.23809523809524,7.957251820313856,1.661809523809524,253,10,49,5,7,76,40,60,0.249,0.652,0.099,-0.8609,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,14,16,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,5,8,2,3,14,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6134521214702472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511315490179422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591971275187694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073617184959424,0.3660861079528824,0.12930995221106767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006205445921212,0.0,0.16214485683086433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132378357871218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842986181862565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716742311508167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276337218868635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595638772087362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934643180574188,0.17901849582037455,0.0,0.1281162151887387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369768936394972,0.10554542543167683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Agile-Key,2020/01/01,"Has anyone moved in with strangers? I am moving to a new city for work and it looks like my only way of affording accommodation is flat sharing.  
Between me and 2/3 other people.  
I've never lived with strangers and I'm pretty terrified at the thought of it.  
The thoughts in my head are:  
\- what if they don't like me  
\- what if they're extroverted and social with each other and I get segregated in my room

If I got along with them and that didn't happen I think I'd like it but here's me with my anxious negative thoughts :)",1.2934591194968554,3.7034530943396287,2.883301886792456,90.12388364779876,84.09433962264151,5.79748427672956,22.040880503144656,7.1686216300943375,0.7263672955974845,412,14,87,6,12,135,70,106,0.09,0.7909999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.0516,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,1,22,15,10,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,1,13,4,15,10,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,5,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22791914475126465,0.0,0.14106771568408816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540561825942613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135724724080874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840613121708798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705286056927225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956933718817708,0.0,0.1781482197897356,0.0,0.16941849712000226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288548943839829,0.0,0.0,0.15560140299136274,0.19485061263424613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343934051788713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986747696316307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525144347281668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056578794046332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927272655184882,0.0,0.4804989335706048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013910630530026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687580390998434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clash2k,2020/01/01,Symtoms I got fast breathing. Heart palpitations and really dizzy and pins and needles in my fingers. I got diagnosed with severe anxiety 3 months ago and been on sertraline for a month. Are these anxiety symtoms?,5.2174324324324335,8.492847432432434,5.87695945945946,69.40300675675678,74.67567567567569,10.186486486486489,36.27702702702703,10.125756701596842,5.105383783783784,173,10,25,6,4,56,30,37,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.7346,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,4,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25219168155126565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352827475167317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876105022688325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550805524641987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371333314778156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541696462028707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822576940088048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321403507075761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ASpicyStrawberry,2020/01/01,"My 2019 self-reflection Calendar [Link to Calender](https://imgur.com/a/P3QT4YW)

I wanted to try a self-reflection calendar for 2019. I've been on anti-anxiety medication for a year and a half now. Before, I was angry almost every day, very depressed, and had a poor outlook on life; being unable to control the emotions that plagued me my entire life. I think the calendar shows very well how much more happy my life has been when I get to choose how I feel every day. I get to be the husband I want, the father I want, and the person I've always dreamed of being. Looking forward to continued years of rational happiness.",6.99502463054187,7.5551885517241395,7.453891625615762,71.13741379310346,64.34482758620689,10.421674876847293,34.67487684729064,10.290406445055957,3.7389325123152712,496,21,83,11,7,163,71,116,0.09,0.7979999999999999,0.113,0.1513,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,9,0,8,4,0,3,0,14,16,6,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,2,12,3,12,9,2,10,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,8,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306020485610012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549548197978928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457174713040492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385643933760571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826383096214965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100359706731096,0.0,0.14025339497656494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317248364453087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743985496044272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233652768146528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015380191398638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34669128285078904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34505499545671003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674414075619826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640436321942025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197057453579244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421851422429262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397541576982292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043409557754629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055730955028507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687192296726237,0.2881408113420262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641223775628073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097265566803496
anxiety,nobodyshere000,2020/01/01,"I wouldnt do anything to kill myself, but I wish I could just die from something out of my control (like a disease or an accident). DAE feel the same way? If you feel the dd's name way, why is it so?",2.067196969696969,2.360461022727275,3.807272727272729,93.88924242424244,75.13636363636363,6.775757575757575,26.03030303030303,6.42735559955562,0.6668121212121219,151,5,38,1,3,51,39,44,0.182,0.743,0.075,-0.7193,0,0,1,0,0,1,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,7,4,2,4,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389186918508665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324104411212735,0.236631803424801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30759108519179695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997128208611982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278956940344845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447941495635089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816441949672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704983184798758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267432884258201,0.0,0.3408173179217057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HtheExtraterrestrial,2020/01/01,"Nausea from anxiety???? I'm not new to the hell that is anxiety but lately everytime I'm even mildly anxious I get this ""sick to my stomach"" feeling that has me taking diazepams like they're sweets just to get relief for a short time. Can't get to the doctors until Monday and I'm just wondering if anyone else who's had experience(s) with this found a way to cope with it?

Thanks!",0.7405980861244004,3.281497605263162,2.6308612440191403,88.50648325358854,92.68421052631578,5.395215311004785,20.06698564593301,6.980632752743323,0.7642789473684211,302,10,58,5,11,100,58,76,0.127,0.662,0.212,0.8574,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,0,4,3,1,0,0,11,15,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,4,10,13,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,6,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683244039914357,0.2719628927629079,0.0,0.16832804490719366,0.24666224100785736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464032572531503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011038418761141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900370294817254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172323654276687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639543416693442,0.0,0.0,0.3773235050515069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715604296544442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761133518869445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325041028320213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181003336025975,0.0,0.0,0.22163714937653545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037496104583674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108484564903852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26106766902537304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mister_december,2020/01/01,"Starting the new decade in a new job, in a new place to live all by myself. So, I just began a new job in a college dorm, which is anxiety inducing already, but this job also gives me a dorm of my own for free (which I love!). This, however, is the first time I'm ever living by myself and it's pretty hard to adjust. My family is only a few minutes away, thankfully. I'm just having a lot of things happening at once and even though I'm doing alright right now, I'm scared that this could trigger a major episode later. High hopes for everyone in 2020 including myself!",4.843041871921186,4.868704905172418,6.334926108374388,79.15982758620692,68.91379310344827,9.387192118226602,28.64039408866995,9.23628265651192,2.3148807881773403,443,14,88,8,7,152,77,116,0.057,0.7809999999999999,0.162,0.9375,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,10,1,6,1,0,2,2,13,17,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,8,6,14,15,5,20,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,2,11,62,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691226995752702,0.11371079111576607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877639522729544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335939472924526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135286419800211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391639243592484,0.1286206916334084,0.0,0.1358704301221052,0.0,0.0,0.1340458450570534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094833629025435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640340322494807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573980552276828,0.0,0.12737599072630534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023352288024855,0.0,0.14122861559956845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233104863027901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511160615139577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088644734941074,0.12833371878625502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493191959599127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142970630184072,0.0,0.1081433283970736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485602454434597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466025584140624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214310843810174,0.0,0.0,0.14235887251172058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064414102750503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091117447756034,0.0,0.0,0.0944659635639854,0.0,0.13970279530229965,0.0,0.0829132258262919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cyfrifffug,2020/01/01,"Anyone wanna chat? ^
Just a heads up, im an anxious person",-2.95948717948718,-2.2753074615384605,1.5307692307692342,91.80589743589745,123.6153846153846,1.7333333333333334,12.025641025641027,3.1291,-1.4166205128205127,45,1,9,0,3,17,13,13,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184788878166501,0.0,0.3209060494437275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710114939417196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957409533788571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007343634337352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mr5onit,2020/01/01,Do i have anxiety? Do you guys cheeks ever tingle or feel numb but not numb to where you cant feel nothing just numb to where it feels weird. I also cant sleep like i use too i always wake up worried. Do i have a anxiety problem.,0.3376000000000019,2.172737559999998,2.7059999999999995,93.473,83.4,5.6000000000000005,20.0,6.742157984588678,0.18659999999999988,178,5,41,2,5,61,34,50,0.40399999999999997,0.596,0.0,-0.9605,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,1,1,10,11,3,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,7,1,3,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250574197484384,0.2341701723246863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305824381165027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25456722885521216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268945043937547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786574086585356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749123030376995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27003721600920605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692880496710052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28163068059995816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430629468831837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28580322315809303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,curbside319,2020/01/01,"Bad reality vs. pessimism Lately I've been trying to better understand if my anxiety about various aspects of life are a reflection of my irrational fear or pessimism, or if my life events are in actuality, bad or negative.

The line between reality vs. my negative interpretation of reality is starting to get quite blurry and I feel like I am an unreliable narrator at times. Obviously, it would be more helpful if I said what events in my life I'm referring to, but I am wondering if you have thought of this ""reality vs. interpretation of reality"" thought process and how I can become a more reliable, objective viewer of my own life so that I am less susceptible to anxious interpretations that I create.",10.321276041666664,9.1338127421875,11.720625000000002,49.028541666666676,58.296875,16.03333333333333,47.89583333333333,14.554592549557764,7.465995833333332,573,34,90,24,6,206,79,128,0.162,0.775,0.064,-0.8362,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,4,0,11,4,0,1,1,26,20,12,0,5,11,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,3,14,2,15,14,5,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,8,6,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.18287157881429736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335751723554274,0.21170427299513495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129358617405044,0.0,0.20696428920877927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573663766130134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087273181208246,0.09475310781227247,0.13387582404117965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790673709120573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560766765950168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139098334403925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294536800185028,0.09155227744182004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931883838594128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825662136202966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263993674232816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975431704593217,0.10927218332258597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722966302125358,0.0,0.0,0.1950859675691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322309603366995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312082546894713,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magdalena_318,2020/01/01,Is this a symptom of Generalised anxiety disorder? I worry everyday about my mental health. I constantly worry that I’ll never get a proper diagnosis or find proper treatment or get better. I have feelings of impending doom and dread - they are lowkey but still there and I notice them. I try to analyse to find the cause of my anxiety but sometimes there just isn’t anything I can pinpoint. Is this a symptom of GAD?,3.6134615384615394,6.342426692307698,5.156089743589742,75.46182692307694,76.94871794871796,8.515384615384617,30.262820512820515,9.188382445141503,3.3845589743589755,334,16,54,9,8,112,52,78,0.18,0.794,0.026000000000000002,-0.8131,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,6,3,0,1,1,12,9,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,1,7,9,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967321593810337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959879583939887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715270720717979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923317449009625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958378795563606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227580334025865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806355059498968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545212918763235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026547199983296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615263930057484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544921205450586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958101510752214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080571171662572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181486476487347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488335533007966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031626585832949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316747575349947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939176336904579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sorenfare,2020/01/01,Procrastination woes I know my assignment is due really really soon but I just can't get myself to do it. I just feel like I've wasted a lot of time and that it's too late to start now. I should have set the perfect time for myself to start on it but now I feel like the last minute rushed work is gonna irritate my perfectionist side a lot. Anyone else feel me?,1.5642857142857132,3.3488898441558486,3.5649350649350686,89.09597402597406,79.12987012987013,7.5168831168831165,17.493506493506494,8.418075326091056,0.5113428571428571,286,5,66,6,7,97,53,77,0.11900000000000001,0.7040000000000001,0.177,0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,13,14,3,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,10,3,6,12,2,14,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,12,41,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268748372174455,0.2383967528456685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436498546418046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35293311476161204,0.3324373744288684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155988151933372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278687261330663,0.18965618294697945,0.26246061969789625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22734051464273464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956135059057929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981072718924394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293684474462505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27134217833607266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938570842980602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,davidwallace,2020/01/01,"Fear of Change Hi all,

First time posting here and I'm pretty worked up so I didn't read the posting rules. If I break any, please delete.

First off, I've been diagnosed with general anxiety disorder.

I came to the conclusion this morning that a big contributor to my anxiety is being terrified of change. My first panic attack happened right before my last semester of University: I was dwelling on the fact that my life was about to change drastically after graduating. Next came when I decided I had to stop smoking weed and doing any gaming: this was a big time sink and stress reliever for me. Next was the first big ""fight"" which wasn't really a fight and more of a conversation in which I thought my wife was going to decide to leave me: we live in a small town, no kids, and we don't have much of a social life so she was feeling very lonely and bored where we live. Next was a conversation about moving to another city (picking up everything and moving) followed by discussing if we were ready to have kids. 

Every event is innocent enough and I'm sure is something that most people/couples go through but every time it completely wrecks me for days. I wake up crying and cry multiple times a day, can't eat, trouble sleeping.

Has this happened to anyone else? Any tips? I'm so sick of bugging my friends and family with this because I'm terrified they are going to get annoyed with me and distance themselves -- which I have no evidence to support, but that's what's in my head.",5.5621199852778815,6.534250412587415,6.041365476628632,78.55937615016562,67.6013986013986,9.517556128082443,31.486198012513803,9.682069395223575,2.9378489510489514,1182,47,221,25,19,382,161,286,0.16399999999999998,0.752,0.084,-0.9751,1,2,1,0,2,0,31.0,4,0,1,6,8,15,4,4,12,0,24,8,3,1,3,36,40,19,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,13,20,1,1,5,2,0,8,6,11,0,4,15,1,26,4,35,24,5,44,0,1,0,0,18,15,0,3,18,142,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271706209364672,0.09905414352030996,0.1445299909754771,0.0,0.0,0.0660516939624834,0.09678992507834352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746687454973734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575846119292828,0.0,0.08038223347385309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608418025546808,0.0,0.0,0.2997923794203303,0.0,0.09904410975878276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452304457144447,0.20752938106394647,0.12184342615879082,0.0,0.0,0.09587936168261872,0.0,0.0,0.10826436850608474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666064827671464,0.0789128717416302,0.0,0.0,0.097606960982718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591806361056171,0.0,0.08489849757905604,0.0,0.08905261447538147,0.10629869508586254,0.047764031077997836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214054283744637,0.0,0.0,0.07298294904035413,0.0,0.049353741963110806,0.0,0.1610588597215084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706908626168304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694771134598397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700108126039135,0.0,0.10002414347451652,0.0,0.0,0.13344597665792166,0.0,0.0,0.1668275641446445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080138181013374,0.0694421917282029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013918333788924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083360157735224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369352692331987,0.0,0.0,0.1809415357303108,0.09610423947024786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448994778062716,0.0,0.06051630353048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067206811302241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453260542529636,0.09629454369154693,0.0,0.07272329820539596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789764551740016,0.10820863314160067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719706393700866,0.08903156433491362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749941694209228,0.2203317687698965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794301022138041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877119689158108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cratera666,2020/01/01,"I'm thrilled and looking forward to 2020 So, for some context, in 2019 I barely had any problems with anxiety until late november-beggining of december, when I started having severe anxiety, had a lot of trouble trying to sleep and every day for a few weeks I felt like my heart was racing 24/7, I even went to the hospital a couple of times, one of them at 2 am when I thought I couldn't breath and genuinely thought I was gonna die.

After these few weeks of genuine horror, my parents and I decided to get me to a therapist, and tomorrow I have my second session with her, and the best part is that I think it's working and it's gonna genuinely help me a lot with this. Btw, keep in mind since I had my first session I haven't had almost any problems trying to sleep, only until last night, but I was drunk and apparently hangovers tend to make your heart beat a bit faster and feel dizzy so I guess that wasn't my anxiety randomly making my first 2020 morning a fucking nightmare lmao.

Anyways, I just wanna say to anyone who has anxiety that is reading this, THINGS GET BETTER, YOU WILL EVENTUALLY OVERCOME YOUR FEARS AND ANXIETIES, YOU ARE STRONG AF, WE ALL ARE.

Happy 2020 everyone <3",7.36128205128205,6.4525792735042735,7.697905982905983,74.60403846153848,63.95726495726496,10.876923076923077,36.5940170940171,10.125756701596842,3.6174940170940175,946,40,177,18,12,311,141,234,0.132,0.746,0.122,0.6738,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,4,1,7,7,11,1,1,9,0,19,7,5,2,1,37,38,17,1,4,2,1,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,14,1,1,6,2,0,2,3,5,0,4,12,4,30,6,25,22,9,22,0,0,1,1,11,4,1,6,19,123,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349805724107108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415617542656454,0.0,0.4335408292570288,0.0,0.0,0.07925304908981919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894796884606285,0.10024392262861756,0.12374274325549316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541343734716529,0.0,0.07309776975681477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763360611395884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486291593395683,0.0,0.09549755661522176,0.10830544406911076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754397645893234,0.05731034092634023,0.0,0.10882841143790713,0.0,0.0,0.1928213999111344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478508358462814,0.11843555554503538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486164968855246,0.0,0.0,0.12065723546926832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268627350719355,0.0759723709621281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074572230256894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239082462540843,0.12785743501103478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055374355036131216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518076055788452,0.0,0.0,0.19272273371548004,0.0,0.0,0.15131655187336845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444554645957035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106366053615679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768051077525583,0.08620353372423148,0.0,0.0,0.1258555574381503,0.12274095415001147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691059184682715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337508579576998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013602667861106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804692469773254,0.0,0.09375966985783933,0.0,0.2268525383350467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022575903485521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316015997309802,0.07530099171702949,0.07262652332396184,0.0,0.17996560675468706,0.06609203882146268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390683286373466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818361028593713,0.0,0.0,0.10507140657422312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251608272620259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheWordLiterally,2020/01/01,"I find comfort in strange places My anxiety is the worst during social activities, but some things oddly relieve it, like driving in a snow storm, walking outside during a thunderstorm, rock climbing. I fantasize about the world ending a lot, like it would somehow give me purpose, i don't know",13.036730769230768,9.859775365384618,11.342307692307696,60.052692307692354,54.96153846153846,13.476923076923079,51.0,11.20814326018867,6.0022,237,13,35,4,2,74,43,52,0.09699999999999999,0.693,0.21,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,4,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745007894302275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30964997922045595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195364725450973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353769986988415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213607171610697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34160278862806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972252373245457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652672005596854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563825492309945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226481590811934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835234291992286,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NerfDogRider,2020/01/01,"Not really anxiety but I’m feeling a little bit of Post Season sadness, any ways to cope? So, this was my last Christmas in school, and, now it’s over. In less than a week I’m going back to school and it’s just gonna he hammer hammer hammer with exam prep and stress and this was basically gonna be my last break. I’ve always enjoyed Christmas being a child, not even entirely for the presents, which usually children are most excited for, but I’ve always enjoyed the family time when we all get together to celebrate. It’s making me really sad to think that just last week I was having the time of my life and now I’m instantly back into reality again, and I guess I just can’t take this, knowing that no fun events are going to take place for months ahead now and I’ve got fucking tons of exams to take. Literally just walking around seeing Christmas trees or decorations or seasonal things makes me instantly sad knowing it’s gone. I was just wondering if anyone knew any methods of coping with this because I’d like to enjoy the last small amount of time I have remaining and it’s really difficult for me to right now, thanks.",6.214625686813188,6.237725084821433,6.986250000000003,75.66451923076923,66.00892857142857,10.463736263736264,31.07005494505494,10.214889679676881,3.0323239010989016,905,31,171,20,13,301,126,224,0.095,0.7559999999999999,0.149,0.9222,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,16,13,1,1,7,0,11,2,0,2,1,36,36,15,0,1,12,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,13,13,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,7,2,12,7,26,25,6,40,0,3,1,1,4,9,1,6,25,104,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451212507638304,0.0,0.0,0.17531437120755292,0.0,0.0986090082524187,0.0,0.0,0.09013066410746393,0.0,0.0,0.11474933039369685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823401796201004,0.0,0.0785769297378624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072664403683754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513797775151524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151650929241835,0.0,0.06517628213978409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916701351559568,0.06734551791889186,0.0,0.1465149603918363,0.0,0.10309400546993304,0.0,0.14199912227009084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168137512853166,0.4202864862138917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104667705781422,0.06297457891207026,0.12919279137401193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208500451940562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288764865116892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467424102724332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345164674550435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773208524957954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008085694333794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26090964158350644,0.1027175082039536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765580384286497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907528134842084,0.0,0.0,0.11867483802361098,0.0,0.0,0.08563618017667353,0.08259463647368716,0.0,0.0,0.22548984876696465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196637881484253,0.0,0.0,0.10231571363355184,0.20679341549186628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978777213991675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,benwhelan92,2020/01/01,"Recently diagnosed with moderate anxiety Recently diagnosed with anxiety. I have had it on a really minor level for the past 6 months then had 4 panic attacks in the last two weeks and it suddenly got way way worse like I have hit a brick wall in my mind. I went from totally fine to feeling like I am losing my mind and myself. I start work again after 3 weeks off tomorow and I am really nervous about it because I feel like a different person and am worried I will panic in the office. 

Does anyone have any advice on how I should move forward, what things have helped you guys out?",5.788111801242237,6.1221516869565225,6.9267080745341625,74.6626086956522,66.91304347826087,10.745341614906833,31.211180124223603,10.608840637214634,3.391335403726707,464,17,85,12,7,157,77,115,0.192,0.713,0.094,-0.8965,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,9,1,3,6,0,11,2,0,1,1,14,17,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,4,2,13,4,14,10,1,26,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,16,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805093835305834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607090046181764,0.0,0.21614785259654826,0.0,0.0,0.09878179410374137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607191282751112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611908246249002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867794842600127,0.0,0.14760085571286835,0.0,0.0,0.12362948965980496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428643657857247,0.2018517929098172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298941289857388,0.0,0.0,0.13988308662826726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946927240294411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151568491059401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705745207130175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804903514676294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28529215055554746,0.0,0.11276324906204915,0.1501514916860553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315082885537696,0.0,0.0,0.1348616478482664,0.0,0.12335466859420036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810069863965268,0.0,0.27898129643561626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999418952091092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385591021449634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380037908113929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242728345078266,0.2266423396899761,0.0,0.0,0.1309620534427956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284887190736636,0.14347021030634602,0.14396987970543856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AutoModerator,2020/01/01,"Wednesday Wins - January 01, 2020 What have you accomplished this week? Share your wins here!",4.306000000000001,7.289004933333333,2.0933333333333337,88.96000000000002,99.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,25.0,7.793537801064563,2.519,74,3,12,2,3,20,14,15,0.0,0.462,0.5379999999999999,0.9151,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sweetcarolineisme,2020/01/01,"Does anyone else here have selective mutism as well? Hi. This is my first time posting in this subreddit.

I'm really curious if anyone else here also suffers with selective mutism? I've never met anyone else with it. I was my therapist's first and only case. 

Here's my whole up and down story with selective mutism. It's kind of a long winded story so if you don't read that's fine I just want to get my story out there and also find out if there's anyone else here. 

I've had it as long as I can remember starting back when I was in an abusive foster care home. That was when I was 4. My parents said that before I was ""super talkative"" but after I just got quite. For the first year of being home with my family I only whispered to them. It took until my baby sister was born for me to talk out loud to them. 

When school started I learned to just whisper to the teachers. But before I had to make sure no peers were in earshot.  I just saw school as a living hell that I had to endure everyday. If a classmate wasn't asking ""Why don't you talk?"" they were trying to trick me into talking or trying to make me laugh (looking back I appreciate but at the time I hated). I would always want to join in on their conversations and they would try and get me to; I would even have a whole response drafted in my head of to what to say but there would be almost like a dam blocking the words from coming out of my mouth. Sometimes I would write it down on paper and give it to them and sometimes I would try to ""show"" it. It would always upset me when they misinterpreted what I was trying to say and then they would run with it. I would be so frustrated because it's not what I meant. When my parents would pick me up from school, I would not open my mouth until the car doors were shut and the windows were up; I was that terrified of someone hearing me. 

From preschool to 5th grade I didn't give a crap about school for obvious reasons. But in 5th grade I finally had a teacher who didn't try and force me to live up to the other kids standards or try and dumb everything down for me. He set goals for me and he made sure that I met those goals, whether that was staying with me after school, taking me into a separate room if I had questions, or regularly checking with me that I was good at my desk throughout the day. He made me care about school and made the learning enjoyable for me. Back on the school track. I went from being a D student to A student within the year.After 5th grade I made sure to get everything done and do it fully. 

On a side note I did have 1 true friend throughout some of this. This was in 1st grade. We became friends after she told me to call her when I got home (she gave me her number). When I did I sat there with listening to her saying ""Hello?"" for a good couple minutes and I finally got up enough courage to say ""Hi."" I immediately hung up the phone. After that weird exchange, I then started to whisper to her and continued to do so until about 5th grade when I finally had enough trust in her to speak normally. We spent so many hours watching Disney channel and playing club penguin and making dumb YT videos (basically normal early 2000's kids stuff). We stayed best friends until about 8th grade when she went down a deep hole of depression and anxiety and so I did I and we just stopped talking. And we haven't really talked much sense. The only time I can really remember was when her grandpa died I showed up for a couple minutes at his celebration of life.

 I was every teacher's' pet... their \*very\* quiet pet, lol. All my projects and essays would be used as examples. I was proud that I was able to do that.  It stayed that way until 9th grade.  The year started great as normal (I was already acclimated to the school because it was a Jr/Sr high so all grades 7th-12th were there; there was no real difference between the two because it was the same building and same teachers). Anyway, I started having to miss classes to go to my therapy appointments (which were an hour away because we live in a small town). The fear of facing the teachers and my peers and having to explain (at least to the teachers) what I was going on; I started to freak out. I started asking my dad to let me stay home ""because I have an appointment later."" 

BTW tail end of 8th grade was when I started seeing my therapist (I'd never seen one before) and that was only because I begged my parents because I felt like no one could understand me at school. Anyway, I also started taking antidepressants in October of that year so it probably factored into this.

I stopped going to school. My dad would literally drag me out of my bed. One time while my school counselor and vice principal was there he dragged me out of the car so I could go to school. I just ended up having more panic attacks because I felt like everyone was disappointed in me. 

A few months before this is also when I got my emotional support cat, Minnie. She went to and still goes to every single therapy appointment with me. She'll either sit next to me or she'll go and do something in the office until she senses I'm starting to worry. 

Anyway, again, then some really bad family stuff happened and it just added on to the crap pie. All you need to know was my whole family had to stay at my grandma's house. I ended up missing so much school I was marked as truant and was set to appear in court. Thank god my counselor at the school knew about the state's online school and she helped me get signed up for the next year. Back on the court thing, I didn't speak to the judge but my parents, my vice principal and counselor all said what was going on and that I was signed up for online school for the next year and my therapist even wrote him a letter. I remember while I was literally crying in front of him from the stress he asked my VP (she had to do it because of the state laws) ""Why on earth is she here?!"" and he sent me home. 

Online school was the first time I talked to non-friend peers. It took me until freaking 10th grade to actually have a conversation with a fellow peer!!! Now I'm a senior. I've done prom committee every year so far since I've been at the online school and made acquaintances with some peers. Now I work at Albertsons as a courtesy clerk and am kind of basically living on my own (in my grandma's house). 

Working had increased my social interactions at least 10 folds. Now that I'm working I'm seeing all the time that I've lost with social interaction. I've missed out on 13 years of learning. I keep getting told things by my manager that stems from not talking for X amount of years. She understands why but it still gets to me and I understand why she has to say it. (most of the time it's me making a bad jab at sarcasm or just me trying to control something). I have had now a couple panic attacks at work. The one time I literally had tears in my eyes but didn't want to stop to fully breakdown until my shift was over with which was about 3 hours. I was mildly... crying... in... those... 3... freaking... hours. THE WHOLE TIME! 

 I've now seen the same therapist for almost 4 years now. I haven't been able to talk to anyone from my old school yet but hope to eventually and hopefully I get up enough nerve to message my friend. In school I'm kind of falling behind because of procrastination and just senioritis; it's freaking exhausting. I'm working with my online school counselor to stay on track but it's still hard. I'm only half a credit behind on what I missed from Freshman year which I'll make up next semester.

Anyway, thanks for reading my long winded story.",3.943677113789253,5.183788703825858,4.790048491763532,85.0460922532031,71.59234828496042,7.573881005015571,26.12467612731465,7.9789514883921395,1.4560933418907034,5969,189,1201,80,111,1934,485,1516,0.102,0.805,0.09300000000000001,-0.9562,5,0,2,0,0,0,170.0,6,3,9,17,75,66,10,5,66,1,111,9,7,14,12,199,218,110,1,29,34,8,3,3,5,15,2,16,11,2,64,75,0,6,18,8,4,20,17,31,1,10,96,27,184,35,223,99,31,225,1,8,8,0,109,83,5,20,112,830,248,56,0.051835893881097085,0.030708528990502956,0.02529217750518177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190616004256099,0.0,0.028601098939473418,0.0829062912178414,0.043131616195953605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019827158468979245,0.0,0.0,0.09061215561556947,0.106223997927437,0.0,0.0,0.07268934517126054,0.05897081256235848,0.024350764317286867,0.07971720551157346,0.043280806203982176,0.157993398932722,0.0,0.08821705559765744,0.0,0.02719928630385001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02646512162648788,0.0,0.05285014849300849,0.0,0.0,0.022326016357423158,0.0,0.0,0.02906918134158578,0.041386743338982325,0.08603314596746252,0.05693929540232528,0.016714931638400342,0.0,0.022323089721954775,0.0,0.026898737008183824,0.027078738199064742,0.0,0.0,0.022680970025636328,0.053046116478316564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866044758020644,0.029154201847829686,0.06886682440532829,0.08034050248054835,0.0,0.0342371190325062,0.0,0.06551096438789297,0.024765708990909463,0.04658675902259777,0.0,0.07329940121202481,0.029164895926281575,0.0,0.0,0.049770587079525364,0.08517553204239894,0.02368853396046292,0.08818316970976503,0.0,0.0,0.10012070757010312,0.0,0.09478740286838036,0.04972571274857762,0.0883785991538122,0.043477488450136714,0.08291579927147434,0.028574628000345256,0.0,0.0,0.022919154884192848,0.0,0.02321738965514054,0.02558860679466313,0.026599290888876182,0.0,0.029211409861006118,0.0,0.017372253507375632,0.02738373393671955,0.1299890700079733,0.05148473868794928,0.102095827854408,0.05981166191845245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023037062098487774,0.0,0.0809686601323521,0.014243825825656196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026502856741340584,0.01830661240886156,0.03798659912725255,0.0,0.09154408794921738,0.06880970235647672,0.021764547828323728,0.0,0.02829250073376817,0.0,0.0,0.12262094032443573,0.08650215419486224,0.026276730215087942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020687457976308655,0.0,0.03810534631699887,0.01921782925130352,0.03997903694259551,0.0,0.11025612241588276,0.0,0.07618225530165874,0.0,0.0,0.027196525446154158,0.0,0.0702506864346185,0.09855883277852917,0.0,0.06081825280220855,0.1151152515810007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024822228786785548,0.0,0.02794393041770327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029034032174222207,0.02756692687442216,0.051849921410150684,0.029500297779041236,0.06641480190830487,0.026647966082851242,0.0,0.0,0.08807994444551523,0.0,0.049307805381182006,0.10305495838671286,0.0,0.5508372659366613,0.04130649620742961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02143959353789536,0.0,0.0,0.052840165963735385,0.021960192335809963,0.039905803582313146,0.051267024488779525,0.0,0.18344856243461066,0.16575049767632394,0.062094317718896924,0.06500569251341838,0.029688920652796363,0.0,0.05933969686490069,0.0,0.029411379046567536,0.07328207479549217,0.0,0.038974141141995634,0.16665491197145435,0.0,0.04772352671373439,0.059278862195981226,0.12037093609425112,0.034437464591361384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601666958877806,0.0,0.0,0.049531417981818926,0.0575915853917849,0.140772677391307,0.0,0.02531806813593156,0.08094449043180754,0.0,0.022384784604178525,0.0,0.02138502057293825,0.04586122984915735,0.020572459900278683,0.0,0.0,0.023303346919849924,0.07207858942406271,0.09354766334031914,0.11574584870350785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434287026988797,0.026320933205210385,0.0,0.23934775649641896,0.0,0.0,0.18359338884088294
anxiety,sticcsandsnaccs,2020/01/01,"How can I keep myself safe? So I have huge anxiety and paranoia around accidents , to an extent which I feel most simply wouldn't understand because of how extreme and pronounced my fear is . It's like when everyone's at home together my fear is reduced to an extent because I know that if something did happen that other people would be around to help . But when someone's out of the house I fly into a panic because I believe they're going to be killed in a road accident or something if they're home ten minutes later than usual . Anyway going off topic , I use self harm as a coping mechanism but yesterday evening I took two paracetamol (which I know people are probably thinking is stupid because that's no where near enough to be classed as an overdose) but I know I didn't need to take those pills and it was kind of (as fucked up as it sounds ) me proving to myself that I could take an overdose next time if I wanted to if I took more tablets ) I don't really want to die as such I want to protect myself from being exposed to others dying through disease and trauma etc.",5.757096424702056,6.106038107981224,6.256338028169013,79.39053087757317,66.98122065727699,8.61957385337667,32.34705669916937,8.384062270229773,2.5084983026363306,859,34,158,11,13,279,129,213,0.20800000000000002,0.743,0.049,-0.9861,0,0,2,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,11,11,3,3,8,0,17,2,0,3,1,36,37,22,3,11,8,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,1,12,8,0,3,7,0,0,4,4,8,0,2,5,2,22,3,31,25,6,23,0,0,0,1,2,12,1,6,8,118,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416560616257602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191572645292705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014475757506537,0.0,0.0,0.13868336153147062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982795335929663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25550165237709405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718770110743385,0.13728093879681594,0.08130159124920211,0.0,0.0,0.1176203843240382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770270997595084,0.06223938587238866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379725099308778,0.0,0.0,0.1399128771467456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885049997358966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250646629426882,0.0,0.24694410126314997,0.0,0.0,0.1420324906605767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094104795754269,0.13618387473893387,0.12818214258090244,0.20294564574831725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013689318229828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127170408251876,0.0,0.0,0.130910521251325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144422803949163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067400871956798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271478868062644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885635868659233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284125692337683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429607580852512,0.1895256039645036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510083686695586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887285499731808,0.0,0.0,0.07177636427933551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735211178528689,0.0,0.0,0.12024371705181285,0.12814387933193333,0.0,0.10631260220011184,0.1355692583540169,0.0,0.2178098548444928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744154799046687,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fringe2,2020/01/01,Cant stop thinking about going back to school. My entire school holidays have been consumed by the fact that I have to go back to school. I hate it so much.,2.0073958333333337,4.026065781250002,2.5825,95.54583333333336,78.6875,5.5166666666666675,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.029970833333333943,123,3,27,1,3,38,25,32,0.10800000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.131,-0.0547,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,19,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906212546254628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28870855889440283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507728068515347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867195179605595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7711858886810282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235570585158053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627531987515315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cidroin,2020/01/01,"Swallowing your pride with social anxiety. . I was at a New Years Party on my dads side of the family and had talked to more people in there than I have in the entire 7 months of online classes I did at home. Messed up handshakes, saying the wrong things, awkward silences. There’s not enough space to have your dignity by the end of the night. It’s one of those things you’ll have in the back of your head in years and think “fuck why did I do that” and even though I embarrassed myself infront of my cousins and uncles/aunts.. I know it’s for the better. And they will probably forget about it.",4.5308613445378185,5.334255058823533,4.6885609243697495,87.94191701680674,69.84033613445378,7.966806722689077,24.118697478991603,8.07648339933343,1.0936966386554614,468,11,98,6,8,146,81,119,0.136,0.7759999999999999,0.087,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,2,6,7,1,2,8,0,10,3,1,0,0,10,13,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,7,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,1,14,2,21,7,2,17,0,0,0,1,10,10,1,0,7,73,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297949776002024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381911378571629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884217478605741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886953942739421,0.2201333214162371,0.0,0.14071477951311193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084067373777084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695746216834045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864651339849334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137023656449575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708443158300767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700511707809984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576101662592006,0.0,0.19992910502463015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436538662769152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769917252897954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969946762889304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942261681949364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171734220967537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123819012469382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28307640209815244,0.13651118299146675,0.20931647317842286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224074911796465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23293220054100225,0.0,0.27438909433388703
anxiety,TheMeatWhistle45,2020/01/01,"Spent New Year’s Eve in the ER I’ve been sick with bronchitis and the cough is killing me. I saw the doctor for it and it’s not really a problem. However, around midnight I was watching TV and had a bad coughing fit. Felt like I couldn’t breathe and I lost it. 

I was afraid to take my clonopin because I got this idea it would interact with the other shit I’m taking. By the time I get to the ER, I’m a shaking, crying mess feeling like I’m gonna die.

Everything worked out, but my attacks are getting more frequent and severe. It’s embarrassing. I took 2 sick days last month because of anxiety.",1.551102150537634,3.575024701612904,3.1900000000000013,90.59666666666666,80.20967741935483,6.3913978494623676,26.46236559139785,7.492282038375204,1.3735397849462374,469,20,101,7,12,155,86,124,0.282,0.654,0.064,-0.9798,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,1,12,3,3,9,0,8,7,2,0,0,17,23,6,2,3,2,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,10,2,0,10,4,11,2,10,10,1,14,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,10,53,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292166756940755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631508563963054,0.0,0.21254197575819206,0.0,0.0,0.15599222163124088,0.2277752515646866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522000320569345,0.12048755785184448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938962839650158,0.0,0.0,0.19122471408097527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790750163673349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446503006649652,0.13346880155406407,0.17938262087437645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521814274118013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942212115606635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090423983135134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066957062873676,0.0,0.0,0.1522884332048407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254786235259726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394306077218774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491230322475095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043807976543508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787676119994474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968576151340307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106062877972406,0.19177459193540847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28094037039217945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893996325113506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075709798516475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601182805244244,0.0,0.0,0.13271609840297155,0.0,0.0,0.1203100618913508
anxiety,AdventurousTour2,2020/01/01,"The ironic feeling of loneliness when being around people. Does anyone else have a feeling that you don't really belong in a given environment whenever people are happy around you?

Personally, I can't help but feel lonely when people are smiling. It's as if I don't deserve to be happy myself. I'm pretty sure it's not about the people I meet with, as I've been seeing multiple groups of different people, it's always the same. Honestly, I would rather just spend the NYE alone so I don't ruin the fun for anyone, instead of faking a smile whenever people around me smile as well.

This feeling sucks.",4.585306513409961,6.335425844827586,6.01770114942529,74.87519157088123,70.72413793103449,8.259003831417624,24.95785440613027,8.841846274778883,2.0914877394636013,482,14,80,9,9,163,75,116,0.151,0.5589999999999999,0.29100000000000004,0.9663,1,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,11,10,1,0,8,0,11,0,0,0,1,16,19,8,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,2,5,9,6,14,14,1,6,0,2,1,0,6,4,1,1,2,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290909584101456,0.0,0.0,0.12284716775997052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646472659733467,0.15127322419639394,0.0,0.3942890473776042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425094571721185,0.0,0.0,0.12919956057476026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333313130773225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986021107439482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31432813524839937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895906201583626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6141242222081807,0.12891235756995525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020156438636995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945810872783868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764887376621758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914766212795124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274485961414842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487824723321608,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dutchydtd,2020/01/01,"It’s a new year and after years I finally took action and spoke to my doctor. I just needed somewhere to express myself, I’m sorry if this isn’t 100% easy to understand.

For years I’ve been battling against mild anxiety, it’s been something I’ve been able to deal with and live with for the most part with little to no issues.

6 months ago, a woman I was previously in a relationship with had asked to rekindle things after she broke up with me the time before, saying that she was regrettable for the decisions she made etc.

I being naive took her back, after much heart ache, only to have her, after months of getting things back to good, two days after we start dating again she breaks up with me and never speaks to me again. Shortly after I heard from mutual friends that she did it on purpose.

Since that day, my mild anxiety which I’ve been able to live with has turned into what I’d call high level anxiety, not only that I’ve been struggling for 6 months to make friends, have new relationships due to my newly found relationship anxiety, and my trust issues. I’ve found myself having days when i can’t leave the house due to anxiety, I feel sad more often than not, my diet and gym regime have gone to shit and it’s just been an awful year.

So last week, I decided after years of considering it, to see someone and talk about my issues (I’ve seen therapists before). Anyhow, On Monday I was prescribed medication to treat my anxiety and depression and it was the hardest thing I’ve done, to break down in front of my doctor and feel embarrassed and less of a man, but I’m hoping that despite that, this year, and this new decade brings me a chance to live normally, love normally and to trust again, hopefully with less anxiety, and less overall stress.

I guess I’m just trying to say, as a man, it’s okay to feel embarrassed and scared to see someone, but you don’t have to, my doctor was more than understanding and it actually made me feel really safe.

Thanks for letting me vent, reddit fam. Be good this year to yourselves, we can do it together, much love.",8.288857699805064,6.606399627160496,8.165133203378819,74.48836257309944,62.60493827160494,11.489278752436647,33.16764132553606,10.307518312809881,3.091962962962963,1639,48,318,30,19,530,195,405,0.107,0.77,0.12300000000000001,0.9683,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,2,1,0,0,12,24,2,5,12,2,28,9,2,3,1,60,62,23,0,6,8,0,4,0,2,0,4,5,0,3,24,28,1,1,10,1,0,6,7,10,0,1,24,12,37,14,62,35,10,60,0,3,3,2,30,12,1,7,40,209,61,3,0.14024440376257585,0.0,0.0684291537869083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215910103620526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37550304754394936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555479295755612,0.0,0.0,0.10783928972300698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193376581135329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716026082529724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566905744522234,0.07229291108405579,0.060396149729284324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531913487282048,0.0,0.07175935843304303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820479106458349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182356883040306,0.0,0.0,0.07681544461480144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377074996963855,0.10835247845568084,0.0,0.03663595629582172,0.0,0.0,0.11763035202538018,0.0,0.0,0.07724751101918162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309514685456465,0.0,0.07408795626361768,0.0,0.13929433717736153,0.0,0.08091160618396376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956808133219527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571589536188616,0.0,0.07424928694562583,0.0,0.07170470234814842,0.0,0.0,0.07028086804847006,0.1857575668784108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657604990282098,0.13270264580797014,0.046807114263580994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064074116560368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679126176104449,0.0,0.10309577349340902,0.05199472417978121,0.054082564987472284,0.2031733786081355,0.0,0.0,0.13740973898096032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666218871630807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593551127874579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492207810675198,0.0,0.0,0.22585500695709676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152797887019457,0.07020455700019346,0.0,0.1117566322946076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719794325480242,0.058005810019041426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882862819773847,0.053983496869037896,0.0,0.07849606401687675,0.04963285540856795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032474533682579,0.0733069505686466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056361569690381,0.0,0.0645591022773483,0.0,0.08141728105241311,0.13975822524992246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408888198247888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581669284105346,0.047608372135174055,0.07627281954967655,0.06849920208357449,0.14599937030138488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624780064315507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316094792753968
anxiety,Lordd_Humungous,2020/01/01,"Probably my last year on earth 
Somethings gotta give. I have crippling anhedonia and anxiety that causes my “recovered” eating disorder brain to be obsessed with food. I have schizoid personality disorder and am on adderall so I have no chance of joining the army soon and I just want out

Happy New Years",5.2221818181818165,7.915319581818185,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,71.36363636363637,9.49090909090909,34.63636363636364,9.888512548439397,4.114381818181817,247,13,40,7,5,80,45,55,0.18600000000000005,0.6940000000000001,0.12,-0.4615,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,1,0,8,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631700762967425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25729254417096803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236767037451754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283014095295441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583916590137316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786980239563492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210979674116994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453508559190159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878724289740691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225995737926574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124674645069213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484970400761076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743520549602038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359434136073393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968438650510746
anxiety,ulyaoth13,2020/01/01,"A lifestory and an ode to friendship Just randomly writing down some thoughts that will turn into an ode about friendship. Forgive me for my crappy English at times.

I've always been a loner. Ever since I was a kid I never really had friends. I would feel alone as a 7 year old during recess, wandering and wondering why nobody won't come and play with me. Everybody else seemed to have a best friend and I would just float in between. Kids would play outside after school and I wouldn't be allowed to play outside at least till I was 8 yo, after we moved to better location.

I've always stood on the sidelines, watching, thinking, longing for friendship but never actually having it. Once I moved to a new neighboorhoud I could play outside and connect with 3 others, the regular friendgroup. However, they sometimes would not pick me up and I would play with legos or game in my room. Create my own very fantasy world that would keep me busy for hours.

At sports, I would enjoy the company, but never actively engage it. A few of them in all the years reached out to me, there was a connection, but I didn't know what to do with it. I sometimes reacted on it, but I would also just ignore the signs that somebody else was willing and looking forward to spend time with me.

Whenever I finally caught on, they would move away. Now I was 3x times a week handball practice, so was there a lot. I would eventually connect with someone but they moved to Yemen (of all places.) A year later there was a new buddy, but he would move away too.

Now, on highschool. I thought I had friends, but after passing the first year and doing extremely well I moved up education wise and was placed in a new class with new people. As I learned I was watchfull, not reaching out and not trying to connect. Along came some classmates with I'd often sit next to and we eventually bonded. However, that was a lie and they dropped me quite hard on a schooltrip for a week to another country. All the loneliness inside me got confirmed and that I am not suppose to have friends.

I walled myself of for any friendship. I spend the last 2 years of highschool alone and my follow up study (teacher) I would do the same. As a guy on a mostly predominated female field of job I didn't make a lot of guy friends, none in fact. And handball kinda dwindled down into just going to the weekly matches. I spend most of my days studying and gaming (thank you WoW, but not really) Going out with friends, have some drinks, get wasted etc. was not part of my world. My mother (which is a chapter on its own) actively discouraged me from even attempting it).

After finishing my study and getting a job as a primary schoolteacher I got to work with adults. They were like 30 yo and me a young 20 yo. I looked up to them, thinking they knew life and understood it. At the same time, I was a master in making myself invisible, not heard, not seen. Since why would anyone want to see me? For the first time in years I was invited a long for drinks and general fun. I would be the quiet one, silently enjoying myself but also being all too worried I would do anything wrong and why they would like me. Sometimes I wasn't invited along and instead of asking why or just going myself it was a feeling all too familiar. Not belonging, not being wanted. By my mother, by friends due to myself.

4 years another guy came to work at the school I currently work at. And again, I was pretty much the only young guy working there. This guy/co-worker is everything I am not. Socially engaging, charming, funny, big network of friends and easy going..... and we became friends/buddies.

With NYE I was over at his parents/family & friends. I was selfconcious the entire time. Worried how I come across, despite me knowing them for 4 years now. And yet I am truly happy for it. 

This co-worker, I got wasted with him. Learned things from him, helped him move, helped him paint, cried with him. All the things I missed growing up. I am now 36 yo and I sometimes wonder if has been too late. This friendship, it worries me to no end. How I will fuck up, ruin it and loss it.

Friendship is scary
It's being there for eachother
Going to the gym together
Thinking about with way too much,
trying to understand what friendship is, but failling
trying to understand why we are friends, but failling
Friendship is great
Learning from it all, be amazed by it all
Being proud, no matter what of my buddy
Living with the daily fear that I am not good enough and that I will ruin it.
Worrying
but I am so happy for it in the end. To have such a friend.",3.7833245939279214,5.678735301245759,4.428643013388356,84.85551947749731,73.11098527746319,7.0580617136474375,27.724429482306586,7.809484643483793,1.7411135109139146,3593,138,677,49,73,1145,364,883,0.15,0.726,0.124,-0.9605,7,2,2,0,0,0,125.0,4,1,10,13,35,46,1,1,49,0,77,4,0,7,13,171,125,56,0,21,32,2,3,2,11,22,1,2,1,7,34,60,2,3,20,12,3,21,23,9,1,3,38,10,99,37,120,57,28,125,0,5,5,1,51,47,1,16,58,505,133,14,0.0,0.0,0.04071257533622272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641840733727939,0.0,0.06672673055456896,0.06942854854593056,0.04520346213634113,0.0,0.028370942499983988,0.08749384345121318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02917150341144497,0.0,0.034331898566992335,0.0,0.03900244704539362,0.0,0.07839438312964829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378243006202665,0.0368978350299584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543283484995847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187594842105696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03330992172904099,0.0,0.04582731860836566,0.02690586500228248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173918012179031,0.0,0.0,0.06970319666670165,0.0,0.07390284410252744,0.04310777853638988,0.04652868363366424,0.02755558092261056,0.03773801127470471,0.0,0.0,0.03749512939305805,0.0,0.039329780829575764,0.04694645300226001,0.04218964002127133,0.0,0.0,0.04570207876023547,0.0,0.07097380088092815,0.0,0.0,0.35455935209307304,0.03856934790979788,0.043593820708435066,0.0,0.11855181888491804,0.03499264789663318,0.10010157459884828,0.04599630438819485,0.0,0.2065461543700287,0.0,0.08882315561432264,0.03737280925106943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592789940953776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410856685054601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280106775938607,0.03708253771419134,0.0,0.0,0.04585629939409165,0.03400726264413892,0.04706183098868473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029467978259053014,0.040764442640240935,0.0,0.03683940989713853,0.07384154489340101,0.07006836741818005,0.0,0.0,0.07093748377646114,0.0,0.0,0.0556966748898131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103913382204091,0.06133781017177485,0.0,0.09653080797777797,0.16117324317950074,0.04436955546054477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04377798593589666,0.04443030037524493,0.02827046389446699,0.03172984140036154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517855405983397,0.0,0.028923305106310276,0.0,0.087176769869926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244410674998008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044374217559287575,0.0,0.0,0.053453634539339316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444547230293678,0.03324533521037951,0.037980203113594915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902221581441377,0.0,0.0,0.04252815395464362,0.03534911079468872,0.0,0.16504807435704505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038410051413032435,0.0,0.0,0.05543365616808036,0.08019722511263601,0.0,0.06624183386859135,0.14596315155758388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497516029019013,0.0453792388211064,0.0,0.08686371281086053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03442326232939208,0.049214920960261706,0.03311529121483989,0.1003954905673291,0.0,0.037511173834919885,0.0,0.1882284695777013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048683957317433,0.1822353751476581,0.16947421404381174,0.0,0.4741855827670859,0.045614128975636485,0.0,0.2149298295278133
anxiety,SunshineMassacre,2020/01/01,"Driving anxiety I was in a car accident roughly 5-6 months ago. I had only just gotten my license about a month before that, even though I was already 21. It shook my confidence in driving to the core. I've gotten better at driving, but I usually only go 5 minutes up the road because that's where I used to work. However, if I have to go somewhere I haven't ever driven before, I have panic attacks. Like full blown panic attacks at just the thought of driving. But I can't just avoid driving. My new job is now 10-15 minutes away and it makes me so nervous to driver there everyday. Does anyone have any advice?",3.1770731707317097,4.835093414634149,4.940333333333335,81.55050000000001,74.20325203252034,6.871219512195122,30.186178861788626,7.554174236665415,2.1057876422764243,482,22,88,6,10,164,82,123,0.195,0.7290000000000001,0.076,-0.9445,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,11,9,2,5,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,12,17,6,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,2,7,0,0,7,1,13,2,12,10,1,27,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,9,58,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524150278230584,0.14989598541311186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660485775071928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499306093349985,0.0,0.129360207226113,0.0,0.0,0.11823789320062182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847488557321089,0.15887399715530887,0.0,0.0,0.10308112914047364,0.0,0.28778144409459605,0.0,0.0,0.14955424874998866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797960016287814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168823862984212,0.15295964982565066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192205620702496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780458087036246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261318841367414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287483892015962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699462815091492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331678594922056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25721468968217176,0.0,0.3968022850038209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613882554767634,0.13424565007669373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604716957495095,0.18623856489478924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310602416895194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tallnut30,2020/01/01,"My life Hello people, 2019 was a mega shit year for me. Anxiety took hold stronger than ever. Unfortunately for me this lead to my contract ending with my employer just before Christmas :/ I try not to push on my problems as we all have them right? I am looking for part time work locally so hopefully something will pop up soon :)

I am working closely with my local job centre to try and speed things up.

I have one more payday from my employer around the 20th of this month.

Could or would anyone be willing to sub me a £1?

My financial situation is dire this month as my employer messed up my wage. I challenged this to be told ""next month now mate"" mate??

This in turn played havoc with my universal credit claim and I will receive nothing from them until the end of February.

If anyone could help me I would be forever grateful.

Thank you all for reading and a happy new year to you all.

Kind regards, tallnut30 x",3.655932203389831,5.643056853107346,4.545333333333336,83.49189830508476,73.68926553672316,7.431864406779661,27.619209039548025,8.238735603445708,1.949033446327684,721,28,136,12,15,233,116,177,0.11599999999999999,0.733,0.15,0.8339,5,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,2,4,7,10,1,0,5,0,16,2,1,1,4,25,22,9,0,7,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,0,2,2,4,1,3,0,1,3,1,26,7,27,9,5,29,0,0,1,0,11,10,1,3,15,97,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135448945145548,0.0,0.0,0.20756474342409265,0.0,0.0,0.1321299224693148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629893849756862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370109369972484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629213972639061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425911782963532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800141704362627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948630284370856,0.0,0.0,0.14741974329248342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728913815575753,0.0,0.0,0.1545620365133116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483712924043816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246398111555128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554148070238097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433500118057717,0.157851915705445,0.0,0.0,0.14241801101267074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057677696571717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073005990534303,0.0,0.10289936584160896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202289962254086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846539574277706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675433523991986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235636542865738,0.0,0.16683617703221792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426499327580047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665001001155766,0.0,0.0,0.09860712745330044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654794508161281,0.0,0.0,0.1418266676665013,0.16490589154434812,0.2015419762485802,0.16144402860958013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611067001364906,0.0,0.0,0.210874049398151,0.0,0.0,0.19116196331614926
anxiety,Umber9,2020/01/01,Is it weird/concerning that I (20f) sleep with stuffies and find it comforting I’m worried how receptive future partners are to this weird quirk. Maybe not the right sub to post this in but I don’t know where to. Does anyone else do this? It helps my anxiety so I figure in the short term it’s okay. But given my age when does it become frowned upon and creepy/weird?  It’s not like a whole bed full of them but I have 2-3. One I sleep with between my legs to like one of those pool buoys and another i cuddle in my arms.,-0.1172467532467536,2.1355376909090964,1.4197402597402586,98.87818181818184,90.27272727272728,4.961038961038962,16.948051948051948,6.5431188927421005,-0.32674025974025955,406,10,95,5,14,130,73,110,0.10099999999999999,0.8270000000000001,0.071,-0.2909,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,5,5,4,1,0,14,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,11,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,11,4,13,7,3,13,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,6,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260290866785951,0.16489962305895092,0.0,0.0,0.1507216511023897,0.2208624252115402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380644833651593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377268725994234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006923984243614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970141272139938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448253185310114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846384913112455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061938475873132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655480799355115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29213242358519204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644290390012215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408350451610472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314230118247732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066039079312185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890741282416684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xianlotus,2020/01/01,"Crying on New Years I just feel like a fucking loser, went to a nye party the first one in like 6 or 7 years where's there's a lot of people and I feel like such a fucking loser. I was lying about my social life, I don't have a job cause of my bad anxiety and lied about having a job. Now I'm home crying thinking of what a failure and loser I am, the whole time at the party I was nervous got red easily and even stayed outside for 2 hours cause I just couldn't stay inside. I really can't stop thinking about it and just don't know what to do with my life, I just don't see myself getting better.",2.566742424242424,2.9840815833333347,4.433030303030304,89.4028787878788,74.07575757575758,6.775757575757575,21.484848484848484,6.42735559955562,0.25067575757575744,467,9,107,3,9,160,78,132,0.243,0.612,0.145,-0.9411,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,12,11,2,1,10,0,11,4,0,2,0,21,23,6,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,4,4,13,4,13,18,2,15,0,3,2,2,1,4,2,2,11,69,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316455270785353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351374208694382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083033823352713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039257102805091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249840316647354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977050813252154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959373278817287,0.21135965574966367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258275230434476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735141955287304,0.07728630017920497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831157439492672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483838946198675,0.0,0.14567933058282684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29359152623079776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129738716371594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089719117427837,0.2168105180504659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576313743576598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286983167337594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023987451645353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255468340670128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947664962038424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178795028686496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079401709655846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153432358952135,0.0,0.12367447287441073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957264165332102,0.0,0.0,0.08625803506901948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713078359578987,0.0,0.16515638406805053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905216272903766
anxiety,throwaway71498528411,2020/01/01,"I feel anxious around my parents I’m almost 19 now but ever since I was probably 9 or 10 I’ve been hesitant to smile or laugh in front of my own parents. I’m thinking that it may  be because of naturally feeling embarrassed to show emotions. Or it could be because I’ve never really smiled much my entire life and kept to myself. But also whenever I laugh or smile my mom has always commented on it. Like I’m different. But now recently I really feel anxiety. I’ve decided to take a break from school. And now I feel judgement because I chose to work on myself and my passion, instead of attending college.",3.527749999999997,5.3999896083333345,5.6099999999999985,76.215,73.75,9.133333333333336,32.0,9.642632912329526,3.478150000000001,483,24,86,13,10,168,73,120,0.10400000000000001,0.706,0.19,0.9258,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,2,23,17,11,0,1,7,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,13,4,13,10,2,13,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,6,7,57,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868299700599294,0.0,0.0,0.14269929208121626,0.14847729905825965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650696158009112,0.2015876643050779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158850420595416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263281352962438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247070733152833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643298184963653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072223247554424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141020094036604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36090074931954136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260382339036572,0.08717731347695139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089880726791108,0.0,0.0,0.13117474835914866,0.0,0.13762478542929835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962754735993993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923896982966184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286278900385739,0.0,0.17618906991958175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805919309539424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476083310651485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416550828025295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433785885944815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990725410740242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cassandraaaaaaaa,2020/01/01,"Anybody around to talk? I have no fucking idea why but I'm really anxious because my fiancee and I have been together for years but he's finally moving in with me this month. This should be really awesome because he's awesome imo, but it's actually making me super anxious and I feel like I cant talk to him about it even though hes my best friend. I've got nobody else to talk to about it and I think I just need to vent to someone other than him. 

Anybody around to talk?",1.9109090909090904,3.781606151515152,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,78.3939393939394,6.420202020202023,25.141414141414145,7.3871296695380915,1.1992505050505056,375,14,78,5,9,126,61,99,0.065,0.665,0.27,0.983,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,16,14,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,13,4,15,10,1,7,0,0,0,1,11,3,1,0,4,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.16134292176930795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735625423868413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29436606243444585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157312749245648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350867956719027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811601592371453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920208069345574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359824615873578,0.11811521913425373,0.0,0.18111619953324104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277372617336833,0.15284936487344047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322333487553248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664287244635666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077423530147097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036226749775822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196866553674874,0.17572473435256697,0.0,0.12259366441793038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183542196832109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008764541327612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531559420282663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593986837895858,0.16244060839657426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918894710554692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064701949735895
anxiety,Smallsnowe,2020/01/01,"My boyfriend called my panic attack pretentious. I came home stressed about work, had been fighting off a panic attack over it all day. They don't happen very often but it was just an avelanche of things. I was worried about my performance, additional pressures, balancing it all, exhausted from being super hands on, on my way home someone asking for money tailed me a little bit aggressively between two stations; everything mixed together meant that by the time is gotten home I was feeling really taut and trying to wrestle it under control. 

Well it was Nye, so, waited until midnight and it's SO loud outside mixed with impending 5am and the knowldege I needed to high perform on less and less sleep. Just ended up having a panic attack.

 I(f29) went to the living room and was quiet about, and when I had calmed a little I went back to bed and couldn't control my shaking and cold tremors. I told my bf (30m) I was cold but he was pretty irritated with me and ended up just getting up and going to sleep on the sofa. When I tried to get him back into bed, which is comfier and I explained what a panic attack was and how it was nothing related to him, he told me that it was pretentious and a charade. 

I'm quite hurt about it. He doesn't have work today and I made it very clear the second I came home that I'd had some kind of day and wasn't feeling great. Over the course of the evening he was kept in the loop. But when push came to shove, he didn't simply ignore that I was having a panic attack- which would have been fine actually- but he tried to gaslight to existence of it. 

Outside of sending him some resources so he can read up and better understand, I don't know what to do after seeing that.

TDLR; I had a panic attack last night. It sucked. What sucked more is my bf's response. I don't know if I'm overreacting at it.",4.06602638254693,5.4010784438356145,5.006057838660581,83.24959411466264,71.41095890410959,7.3800101471334365,26.66920345002537,7.793537801064563,1.5456524606798578,1452,48,279,18,27,474,181,365,0.195,0.722,0.083,-0.9935,0,0,0,0,2,0,38.0,0,0,1,9,20,29,10,9,17,0,36,4,3,4,3,54,65,29,0,4,8,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,8,0,24,23,0,5,7,1,1,9,7,22,1,2,31,8,30,7,43,31,8,44,0,1,1,0,20,19,2,4,15,195,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.07023859676707721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728823043806123,0.4913013666473498,0.0,0.11069083814903803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365728856119655,0.07857960171762303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349596553850284,0.2469655266219967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145533583910485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283766438048527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274994771023295,0.0,0.0,0.04753974223251333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468775930824552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278687454010506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752094105811022,0.0,0.040905854438801466,0.0,0.0,0.07935424988513892,0.0,0.0,0.06364850467395293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604703254846737,0.28879284499871416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705223920850321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495235853907321,0.0791127089301642,0.05867038349422616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442785502409961,0.0635564917112968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810582268674442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336959853473668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754498817064457,0.0,0.06906330988285103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066928777220507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322588842711182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655577541488262,0.07199589125108118,0.0,0.046109933492747016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735588267123385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405678783275602,0.0,0.06098538151119661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244873837985216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781793083291401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197002547917628,0.0,0.06822522393289626,0.13755309499206891,0.0,0.14660178015145356,0.0,0.07031049732102937,0.07492998474582979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877615808844648,0.0,0.057131526739700324,0.0,0.0,0.06471543967660788,0.13344571266640914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479937239690366,0.07309554163753518,0.0,0.051129978983277716,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tyi-smartie,2020/01/01,Please help me I can’t stop crying why wont anyone help me,1.3821428571428598,1.8253186428571448,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,76.85714285714286,5.6000000000000005,14.0,3.1291,-1.3370571428571427,47,0,12,0,1,16,12,14,0.27899999999999997,0.316,0.405,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28057171449913154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407674562224496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379149097784434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404651703234511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354729924991666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36207653532346573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DIAMONDECHOEZ,2020/01/01,Someone talk to me Goin through it right now.,1.91,4.431124444444446,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,82.33333333333334,3.6,31.222222222222207,3.1291,0.6053555555555561,36,2,8,0,1,10,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5902613327801529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5856319808348704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555418454518287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jakeintherake,2020/01/01,"Paranoia Does anyone else feel extremely paranoid all the time, like everyone of your friends as secretly hate you and are making fun of you behind your back? Also paranoid that everyone you see is thinking about what an arse you are?",10.377142857142855,9.389603857142859,9.176190476190474,66.67714285714288,58.04761904761904,12.20952380952381,42.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,5.000485714285714,190,9,29,4,2,59,34,42,0.195,0.642,0.163,-0.1891,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,5,8,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297338541551404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037019902201457,0.2984980276647561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401179658485149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549414426220608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433655832791725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567491664213742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730323490342834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507783040507284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876242208135921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232722220230495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446244102811835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321491920513515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667000845726847,0.0,0.0,0.16987459788936424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nilaa_1207,2020/01/01,"Need a hug I am feeling anxious for no reason.
Don't know how to deal with it. I skipped all my classes today. 

I want to make friends but I don't know how to do it.
There's nothing really interesting about me, I am not really good at anything. I am getting all these negative thoughts right now and I don't know how to deal with them right now.",0.4885273972602739,2.623602561643839,2.5166952054794542,93.27175513698631,85.02739726027397,5.8417808219178085,24.19349315068493,7.1686216300943375,0.932891780821918,269,11,61,4,8,90,46,73,0.20199999999999999,0.7090000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.8833,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,5,2,19,16,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,10,4,9,15,2,6,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516019727329607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832735862248544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592140550869978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261023932518603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206728939337754,0.0,0.11635820027383567,0.0,0.0,0.18680085690586973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671912474294041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866246514065262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513865450767076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136988544606936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285350933321125,0.22898576143763025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38039087958176426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768090166571775,0.0,0.0,0.21110561055522872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136172825629575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jasta10,2020/01/01,"Deadlines make me sick with anxiety, and I'm applying for graduate school My first application is due January 20th, and I feel so behind, but I approach a panic attack every time I work on my application. How am I going to live through graduate school if the application is this horrible?? I put off applying to any grad school for six years because I had such a traumatizing final year of college because of anxiety. 

I don't suppose it was technically traumatizing, I don't want to use the word trauma lightly, but I developed chronic panic attacks that year, that I still struggle with. I have OCD, and I've been battling it my whole life, but panic attacks made dealing with OCD even more unbearable. I finally got them under control last year, and only have them occasionally now (at my worst I had multiple daily). But anyone with panic attacks knows they are absolutely no fun ever. 

Also my compulsions are minimal now, but my disorder takes so much maintenance. I've just recently started going to therapy only once every two weeks instead of weekly, because I want to try to be more independent, it's expensive, and I'm finally doing better, but I've noticed it's noticeably more difficult to get by with less frequent therapy. How will I survive without my therapist?? 

These are all things I've discussed with my therapist, but the approach my my first deadline is making these thoughts race. 

I don't know what I want from this post. Maybe it's just a rant.",8.042300123001231,8.07703945387454,8.742346863468638,64.5630159901599,62.210332103321036,12.245116851168511,40.57589175891759,11.729898335038438,5.212314932349324,1176,61,189,34,15,397,154,271,0.28300000000000003,0.6890000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.9976,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,6,14,15,5,5,6,0,19,3,0,8,2,40,38,18,0,4,11,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,4,0,1,5,5,13,0,4,7,2,31,2,27,29,8,31,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,21,136,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886660826698349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856155597834031,0.0,0.13175638521741118,0.0,0.0,0.06021402461348064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39187567440418297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748579780726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616224352037984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658595962676887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887813946185731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869592979236932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687853671819521,0.07789648369193601,0.14511220175363332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354263108835919,0.0,0.0,0.28300626709657856,0.0,0.14649975809885055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499184282877087,0.0,0.09788295158635787,0.0,0.06887450618878535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465375512033647,0.07019570164107118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060825989774115616,0.0,0.0,0.07604164595171696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148465587938228,0.11496565348045985,0.0,0.08651468746074878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330486912736917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608634582665926,0.0,0.09171029558009393,0.0,0.13098957733619046,0.0,0.4041523729683603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824749331353582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656995582095504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502875860218201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614607315242669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095305965686172,0.0,0.06877202346790692,0.0,0.0,0.09002671505580925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474820839628484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969613703083907,0.19997368066921772,0.05721137319940885,0.0,0.0,0.0683661612969964,0.05021469455188315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058466834580313015,0.0,0.08412242085767213,0.0,0.0,0.0743762225921413,0.0,0.0,0.15237962303079566,0.0,0.13815346789730132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614498374133823,0.0,0.08301235819715408,0.0,0.06269317702404759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182247282259449
anxiety,Brittmaclean90,2020/01/01,"Lexapro I started taking
Lexapro yesterday and this morning I woke up out of a dead sleep feeling like I couldn’t breathe and had a full on panic attack. Has this happened to anyone else? Is it just my anxiety or the meds? I’m only on 5 mg",2.6237999999999992,4.058050379999997,4.153000000000001,87.55150000000002,75.2,6.6000000000000005,30.5,7.1686216300943375,1.7729999999999997,189,9,39,2,4,63,42,50,0.242,0.682,0.076,-0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,10,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,6,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290026820686581,0.0,0.0,0.2093131670526897,0.3067204569870343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405549580308431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500693337985408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136085112090192,0.21385640153916416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647150849900558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624776912970036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33251145744177196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766991128004566,0.0,0.3512238789089696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995671699585752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188216599414866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507468396955124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alaskawamas5000,2020/01/01,Anxiety attack in middle of NYE family reunion I want to escape from my grandparents house so bad. I want to cry and lay on the street's cold wet asphalt until I get unconscious. There’s a lot going on in my mind.,3.99401515151515,4.765854613636363,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,71.04545454545455,9.503030303030306,26.03030303030303,9.725611199111238,2.3577212121212123,169,5,33,4,3,59,37,44,0.26,0.65,0.09,-0.8776,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,9,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452070974688489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646529028962739,0.0,0.0,0.26763191715026896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520907794066858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30217026888524107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746541993563532,0.0,0.18216646131092354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698523930385184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725059496219789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32364725963272784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781176906163953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justagirlnherdog,2020/01/01,Having an attack at work Happy new year,1.41,4.020190000000003,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,86.5,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-1.5811500000000005,32,0,5,0,1,11,8,8,0.242,0.469,0.289,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483077881628594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130635322943788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654873657949705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508781940009205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31037136873345683
anxiety,yogurtcrotch,2020/01/01,"Freaking Out Over NYE Travel Hi all —

I’ve been on vacation for the past week, and my family and I will be driving home early in the morning (4 AM). I am panicking and making myself nauseous as I am terrified of getting killed by a drunk driver tonight. We cannot leave at any other time, and there is no way around it due to strict schedules. 
The car ride will be 17 hours long. 
I can’t stop shaking.

Anyone else feel this way when traveling during major holidays?",4.923079710144929,5.5972605108695666,5.78130434782609,80.92384057971016,68.8913043478261,8.742028985507247,29.46376811594203,8.841846274778883,2.2953637681159424,365,13,70,6,6,120,78,92,0.226,0.737,0.037000000000000005,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,0,11,1,0,1,1,11,14,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,1,1,4,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,11,9,2,25,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,11,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723254517006388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718806846712326,0.2596454207737697,0.0,0.22558595802769804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168903448615775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388895697331025,0.0,0.12813019471871673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323947000516809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254187885500352,0.0,0.2495548529496373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803573033902632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683214270385632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425722335511955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691511422050234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419056579133608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118596012785068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477636612637715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022853676291296,0.20326781248962705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bleucarebear,2020/01/01,"Anyone else feel like they can’t be away from their phone in case someone calls with bad news hate that no matter how much im enjoying my time i need to check my phone just in case my partner’s dead or my family finds a reason to disown me or my neighbor runs over my cat. i don’t even know how people can leave their phones for so long and not worry about the whole world collapsing. this isn’t normal, right?",7.174186046511629,5.111780953488378,6.7903488372093035,84.6729651162791,65.04651162790698,9.995348837209304,27.31395348837209,8.07648339933343,1.3731720930232558,326,5,73,3,4,102,70,86,0.18100000000000002,0.72,0.1,-0.8269,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,16,9,6,1,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,12,2,10,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,3,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562531768950774,0.22896813658583545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995440725094003,0.0,0.18658543718582432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22818457981496285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866778301635537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475977086137438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106646035527012,0.0,0.11299152450944605,0.15964472092399273,0.0,0.0,0.20424459953324767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062719272170525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413824825574816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281150477433887,0.0,0.0,0.23661906677184355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917458687432276,0.0,0.0,0.1977610789149052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427380460903493,0.16569779480157054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895000976135906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492373654603953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297610806161158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908394194479777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189342687765594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030528354338033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24949269291570225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269413747094757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,georgiaraisef,2020/01/01,"Happy New Year. I prayed for a good 2020 but I have no clue what it will bring. I honestly don’t feel I don’t deserve anything for 2020 as I am now so I pray that I change that. I pray I earn my place. As other Mx have pointed out to me, you earn happiness in life and I am far from that as I don’t have a damn thing to offer right now. I know I can convince everyone else on the planet they’re a great person other than me right now. 😕",-0.5421212121212129,1.1070473636363651,1.9780707070707064,98.51377272727275,85.46464646464645,5.172121212121212,16.97070707070707,6.2581,-0.5568917171717169,335,7,86,3,10,115,64,99,0.061,0.6559999999999999,0.28300000000000003,0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,5,13,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,17,6,12,12,0,14,3,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,5,58,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200328805550568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24682266183355164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490974147368165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294819717460992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797409907517242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569856997019372,0.0,0.2572372064918685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967490481232028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282271099068818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480150979841368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253428584545708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037268819846101,0.24377076648444565,0.0,0.2205637441174289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985096877867497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500809301939827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025106276173492
anxiety,1506892,2020/01/01,I want to leave fear of rejection in 2019 I get really attached to how people view me or think of me. It’s debilitating at times and makes me so anxious that I’m unlikeable or annoying. It makes me quiet in groups and makes me feel I have to dial back and I am as a person so I won’t get judged. 2020 is about learning to myself and being okay with being talked about and disliked sometimes.,3.3459259259259246,4.510679086419753,4.971296296296295,83.46583333333334,72.95061728395059,7.8691358024691365,24.61111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.4340518518518508,310,9,64,5,6,105,55,81,0.191,0.77,0.039,-0.9138,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,1,1,6,0,0,4,0,16,15,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,11,1,13,12,0,5,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,2,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020511505510529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055904506762203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30086474100192984,0.13518992710006644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27937879728840176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28310543225476226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354131545758828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536017405427666,0.23345651748756974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712835888849359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644350263368625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490127657976432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131942045706944,0.0,0.0,0.1559051606699084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770131182676114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chris10isleyen,2020/01/01,"A bleak outlook for the new year For those who are alone in their room right now, while everyone in house parties. And everyone on your social media is partying. As you lay in bed by yourself and wonder “Will I ever be me again? Will this pain end. Will I rediscover my old self and rid of this demon?”.  Just remember everyone loves you, and they always will. And they understand, even if they may not say anything, they know. Allow the year to end, with goals of making this next year the best that you can. Not everything is permanent. Not even this. No matter how much you don’t think so. The anxiety, and depression. Just believe you WILL come back from this. You will. And when you do, you’ll never be the same, but you will be a better version of yourself. I love you all.",2.0975579470198693,4.544584562913911,3.0945985099337783,89.6850765728477,80.8543046357616,6.688907284768213,21.358029801324502,7.865858978985527,1.0166586092715235,603,18,122,11,16,192,97,151,0.059000000000000004,0.81,0.131,0.9115,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,11,5,3,11,6,0,0,7,0,18,3,0,3,3,30,26,14,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,2,1,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,1,21,4,14,14,5,22,1,1,0,2,22,6,0,3,15,97,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451893921395868,0.0,0.0,0.124140515927492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413222590746035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277311538659733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472019707706947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808940538850775,0.15656883429915508,0.13194907205056364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851654696288198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284997002008536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642814054891979,0.0,0.0,0.19708112032050445,0.13495359726899964,0.0,0.4276808748562576,0.13408503577006212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214867477500168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199256335514651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26930498944098025,0.0,0.09958747663712253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967401105251838,0.0,0.11506682823547135,0.1440915155296236,0.15866843313602136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655294181336424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875185595910873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900656966890862,0.12740999484127466,0.0,0.1186442506108821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564082214733874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520834608800911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559684126047588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531515996743053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179342913716244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882261744403975
anxiety,legiteretly,2020/01/01,"Struggling W/New Years Everyone around me is celebrating right now but all that I can think about is how many decisions I’m going to have to make next year. Where to go to college, my major, my boyfriend, etc. I’m so overwhelmed right now. I keep trying to tell myself that today is nothing more than another day, but what today *signifies* is what’s stressing me out. I see a whole year ahead of me full of choices and stress and I’m using every technique that I’ve gained in NINE YEARS of therapy, but it’s just not helping. I just want to go to bed.",3.0434722222222206,4.6060693392857175,4.1186904761904755,87.69853174603178,74.35714285714286,7.120634920634919,25.83730158730159,7.793537801064563,1.3516932539682536,434,15,90,6,9,141,75,112,0.11199999999999999,0.82,0.068,-0.5914,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,4,1,0,6,0,0,3,1,18,18,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,1,10,0,16,18,6,21,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,11,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751084577843936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221055559151202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302494495960687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816245900269578,0.0,0.0,0.13459549514016364,0.15264709786861402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723672615121761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070764451892786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199232794199385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663375558580508,0.16196049991066291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542866630205048,0.16989496560757547,0.0,0.0,0.15328355677385275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27284969371397305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729933900740498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36598407727107,0.16700443025943792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962774266342212,0.0,0.18268700246965425,0.0,0.0,0.10236076412387683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028469097083828,0.0,0.0,0.10845914340098886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379719194591248,0.0,0.0,0.09422415006341993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835414989951925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114926960237519
anxiety,throwawayoopshehe,2020/01/01,"i wanna feel better in 2020 i didn’t go out tonight which is a first for me but severe lightheadedness and health issues have caused a lot of anxiety when going out in public. I mostly just stay home unless i have doctors appointments because i feel like i’m not in control of my body..my doctor also thinks i might have MS. going out and driving makes me so extremely anxious and i never realized that’s what agoraphobia was and not just a fear of crowds. If anyone’s dealt with this i’d love to hear your advice on how you cope/overcame it. and happy new year! I hope you all face your limitations head on this year and not let them hold you back for another decade, we can do it together:)",4.156690647482012,5.336212187050361,5.196467625899282,82.56391007194247,71.01438848920864,8.149928057553957,25.41079136690648,8.548686976883017,1.63066273381295,550,16,109,9,10,181,99,139,0.061,0.775,0.16399999999999998,0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,5,1,4,7,6,0,1,3,0,10,6,2,4,2,36,21,13,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,7,11,0,3,4,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,2,3,18,5,17,17,3,21,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,5,9,78,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895328209840126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008226338660706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056728381468647,0.12443743953726495,0.18376390843410384,0.0,0.11373838216298032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250784997311423,0.0,0.09915840465862646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438630022742504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710063483609966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244139730112316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329867920121523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830421126212005,0.1644955123627698,0.1162071238458606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836183165292712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773369317090263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731587480373073,0.0,0.0,0.16694009163729934,0.17290412095489607,0.18333403922021266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316515616627572,0.16156195724155634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977885192195258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633486026125208,0.0,0.0794693658787837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829103227298667,0.14681052206857573,0.0,0.1085794174622391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172560694095319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545642886966926,0.15710180984368566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376390843410384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337807604603758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422846010161277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095004390437736
anxiety,mysticia123,2020/01/01,Happy New Decade Everyone I hope that everyone can get better with their anxiety in this new decade and I wish everyone a safe new year!,4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,69.76923076923077,11.353846153846154,28.384615384615394,11.20814326018867,3.7555230769230783,110,4,20,4,2,36,20,26,0.05,0.499,0.451,0.9286,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269265428894075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880901260987819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.609648468394873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111117661445418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263921247198512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112301872610748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161966333953249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445610362064744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695308513850793
anxiety,throwaway1207201,2020/01/01,"Feeling insecure in my relationships Every time I express affection with my close friends, I feel grossed out with myself, ashamed, and repulsive. It’s so hard to see myself as a person that my friends love because all my life I saw myself as the repulsive weirdo that nobody wants anything to do with.",13.215272727272724,9.208452072727274,11.440454545454545,62.02068181818184,55.54545454545454,14.636363636363635,51.13636363636364,12.161744961471696,6.169545454545452,244,13,40,5,2,76,41,55,0.17800000000000002,0.595,0.22699999999999998,0.6524,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,11,7,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,10,3,9,6,1,4,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,0,1,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25368076805395323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791914140275665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597316145991154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117421619905924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763388225155417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761502669782513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177409251972124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27822661478869504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691703481669152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33096768868462795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565207641876846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975530017392852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182622386221756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kissthecows,2020/01/01,"Lexapro symptoms I literally just got the prescription today, 10mg, so I understand that I need to take it for at least a couple days and it takes two weeks to usually see it work but after only taking it once today I hate it. I threw up my dinner, I can’t stomach to eat anything else even though I feel like I’m starving, I feel disoriented like just kind of out of it and dizzy. Is this just the beginning onset of the medication and it will get better? Or am I having a negative reaction to the medication? I still plan to take it tomorrow and if it continues this badly I’m probably going to quit taking it and not even go through the whole two weeks. I used to be on sertraline about five years ago and stayed on it for about four years because I was extremely depressed. It worked very well and gave me pretty much no side effects. and then quit for the last year because I didn’t think I needed it anymore but then recently I got panic attacks and my doctor thought that this would be a better medication for me because he says it works best with physical anxiety symptoms.",4.6533800623052946,5.782104929906545,5.799233644859815,78.89545482866045,69.79439252336448,9.258068535825547,30.15451713395639,9.558583805096642,2.767769844236761,861,34,165,19,15,287,128,214,0.17600000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.113,-0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,10,11,12,2,1,9,0,10,9,1,2,0,29,35,17,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,2,6,1,0,0,19,11,2,0,6,0,0,3,5,5,1,4,7,4,19,7,24,24,4,29,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,2,21,116,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874006951116663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658266330206899,0.0,0.09928064753364367,0.0,0.0,0.08238069557866441,0.0,0.0,0.11388777393841602,0.0,0.0,0.0835863448145504,0.18307548144144672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505760511892248,0.17707551530734197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107680568675917,0.0,0.0645616457740762,0.0,0.08622323096438901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246520448962634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243590041863858,0.08362773492200684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224132764165403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123564487363776,0.07151747152531437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230251490293683,0.0,0.11378783824376165,0.0,0.16013168876327052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883633409147856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042475089011046,0.0,0.08160171934225552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781582958561713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30254608787077275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359120348912243,0.1484582421885489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661219456126117,0.0,0.07613696050225399,0.0,0.1174556551877763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184624746154153,0.10793380291298932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295524342528915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884498243145946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961022949492441,0.0,0.0,0.0797734455038284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670225031284056,0.07994670936295116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081019475789582,0.37634534636349576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414542999387708,0.09835600924849558,0.07947489912118415,0.0,0.0,0.1897821436937641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955827498475336,0.10421639030449527,0.0,0.08646152826756506,0.11025527567583453,0.08259992639931032,0.0,0.0,0.16060186378874775,0.0,0.09000948742939313,0.0,0.0,0.1117674700303299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864035474776428,0.0,0.0,0.07111414561282788,0.0,0.0,0.19339961081552454
anxiety,rundontwalkawaypoker,2020/01/01,"Do you think he thinks I'm a freak? I have known this guy for almost two years. Yesterday he skew if we could pick up his buddy from the store since his car broke down and it was really cold out. I said sure and we pick his buddy up from the store. Well my friend wanted to stop at the gas station and his buddy stayed in the car with me. I have never met his buddy before; I only saw him once and he just kind of looked at me for a couple seconds and looked away. He was smoking in the car and he had burrowed my friend's lighter and my friend told his buddy to give the lighter back to me when he was done using it. He gave the lighter back to me and he rolled down the window and was like ""oh your back windows roll down all the way; in most cars the back ones don't roll down all the way."" We didn't talk at all anymore and it was kind of uncomfortable. We all went back to my friend's house and I get anxious really bad. They sat on the couch and smoked and I just stood awkwardly as if I were frozen or something. My friend kept telling me he wanted me to stay and hangout with them but I just wanted to go home and I did. Do you think he thinks I'm a freak? I'm in my mid-twenties and my friend and his buddy are in their late-twenties.",2.582146504320498,3.2734418768656752,3.384186959937157,95.92263550667715,74.26119402985073,6.388373919874313,20.8216810683425,6.05967700443912,-0.1640253731343284,965,18,236,5,19,306,127,268,0.065,0.8759999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.1538,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,4,3,3,0,10,16,0,1,15,0,17,0,0,3,6,53,42,23,0,6,7,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,1,4,24,0,2,5,1,2,6,3,5,1,3,19,5,40,11,33,22,5,37,0,1,3,0,42,17,0,5,11,149,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596678229869896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195502453812264,0.10494831120184336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942450526492663,0.4068580566824361,0.08835806318496595,0.0,0.0,0.09004786250691764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844913208347147,0.11709150566754822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829401119327836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905530694918742,0.0,0.05528832402923603,0.10151538416934654,0.06014183909781876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478173763368397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614943175492607,0.0,0.0,0.1221059186855488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039743450429394,0.0,0.0,0.11937332946859976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051699935379345065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777298956164364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161747855618565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269839642146898,0.07170862947333614,0.08048341366876413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558627433541362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066222340797404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753815497582157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146797214808918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255871864247096,0.0,0.08847304521720632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973723940644064,0.0,0.0,0.08505678690837243,0.09249425778523426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712292764566098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111873006829164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337402004633116,0.0,0.0,0.0913973830855248,0.0,0.0,0.1872520315658656,0.16799527283960392,0.0,0.0,0.0951478856406253,0.09809929030432554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814675718583504
anxiety,SuryanshuBhandari,2020/01/01,"WhatsApp group invitation. Hello everyone, I hope you are doing good.
We have created a WhatsApp group for meditation, exercise, self improvement and to listen each other.
If anyone is interested into joining, just text me and I will add you. We have people from around the world and is quite helpful. 

Have a nice day/evening/night. :)",4.23268472906404,7.493153844827589,5.137980295566507,72.9836206896552,79.51724137931033,8.141871921182268,28.975369458128082,8.841846274778883,3.2739921182266007,265,12,40,7,7,86,47,58,0.0,0.665,0.335,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,5,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,0,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225879078483645,0.0,0.0,0.3084303693957203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344348278997853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33106544438260643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29060129148064345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322304937628762,0.0,0.0,0.34412133928620403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251371628653167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401975935805405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685118362366835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614421474815849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheSunscreenQueen,2020/01/01,"Anxiety is my normal state...I think It seems like I am constantly anxious about every little thing. It's been so long since I started feeling this way, that I've started to think anxiety is my normal state. I hate my life. I am anxious about my job, my relationship with my husband, my friends, and family. I was on Celexa, but it made me not care about anything; I slept all the time, and when I wan't sleeping, I was overeating unhealthy foods. I became very overweight, and went to my doctor in August. He told me to stop taking the Celexa, and start taking Viibryd. I didn't get the Viibryd prescription filled because I needed to lose weight, and I was scared it would make me feel like the Celexa did. The only good news is that I have lost weight because I am not eating due to my anxiety. I haven't enjoyed the past five months at all, and I feel like I am making the people around me miserable because all I seem to talk about is how anxious and miserable I am.",5.294354275741711,5.7673596178010476,5.568285340314136,83.49005453752184,68.00523560209425,8.251483420593367,30.052792321116925,8.07648339933343,1.9634394415357763,761,27,150,9,12,242,102,191,0.237,0.6890000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9864,1,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,0,2,8,13,1,3,7,0,18,9,2,4,3,32,41,11,0,4,3,1,5,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,8,9,5,1,7,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,11,5,32,7,16,29,3,22,0,4,0,0,6,6,0,2,15,98,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556752574975649,0.37757032595948187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167743127372838,0.09917472759683013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373571441535374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113585576284801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039002685036085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402849510509727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399588404330482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386414046949212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502341640030384,0.0,0.16899026786849872,0.15917656520324155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471226248871834,0.0,0.08607179803021088,0.0,0.05820490081779525,0.0,0.0,0.09344184873345923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999010341405137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055300632573573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868916851040098,0.1632816510833264,0.11165781837708688,0.0,0.0985905737764702,0.0,0.1246345260831447,0.12161252492254927,0.0,0.0,0.10541480444981342,0.14872839247216024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892299844408101,0.0,0.0,0.0826059442667786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183079421813286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472908507030995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063493842322573,0.0772347125201568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960807185334787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153658018801448,0.0,0.0,0.20283920237702588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921559789992225,0.0,0.11148619545281452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656066758839944,0.0,0.0,0.09314018669100474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675265030676074,0.08954371348395837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401302310275769,0.1427685990869552,0.0,0.0,0.06496158263869202,0.0,0.0,0.10645295833771452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192140248994198,0.0,0.0884286905524301,0.0,0.2713243558063295,0.0,0.10327423669851236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791394409966408,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jen-freckle-face,2020/01/01,"Anxiety, panic and fireworks This year the noises are a lot for me to handle for some reason. I can’t find my headphones; help? Anyone else having issues with the fireworks? :( i feel so dumb but ugh! I’m trying to concentrate on other things.",1.3100621118012403,3.983124913043482,2.877204968944098,86.13891304347828,93.34782608695652,4.367701863354037,17.440993788819874,6.1826913282559595,0.20004720496894413,190,5,32,2,7,62,40,46,0.248,0.715,0.037000000000000005,-0.8639,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282531228740664,0.0,0.0,0.22194733570935649,0.3252341417140377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26516354972178346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049701081885692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901159874008099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275983089883768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33130384947690505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26985900082088665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724237956885367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263604664287381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108796403394648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550723848402206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440797289114349
anxiety,GreenPandaPower,2020/01/01,"I hate how hypocritical anxiety is I'll take tonight (NYE) as example. My anxiety tells me I should be out having fun. Even if it's with close friends. Hell, my SIXTY year old parents are out at a party. I'm 29 and home. 

Anxiety tells me I should be going out and stop wasting life away at home. But if I go out, anxiety will tell me to hide away. 

I'm on two medications for anxiety. Clearly doing a great job. 🙄🙄",-0.2054545454545469,2.0177292068965507,2.9566144200626963,87.95210031347963,90.26436781609196,6.841797283176594,22.85161964472309,8.00094639256281,1.4961356321839083,319,13,71,8,11,114,60,87,0.258,0.5870000000000001,0.155,-0.7579,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,1,16,15,7,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,3,13,10,0,16,1,0,0,0,5,10,1,2,4,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970507784142964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933076429154638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309746906498153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059649693857047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742166299322867,0.0,0.0,0.1720922735065364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410879606569775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131465380882951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548974878418569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025258315194483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724653551327095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637925748482356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332198830035475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050012310881565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736195755566135,0.0,0.4092945596547902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247946206870006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051830114341412
anxiety,throwawaybutiloveyal,2020/01/01,"new year’s eve musings for years, my new years resolution was simple. it was the same every year: be happy. like, just BE happy. when I felt like I was going to have an anxiety attack, I was just going to like...not. as you can guess, this never lasted long. especially because I have seasonal affective disorder. I think one year I made it to january 5th before I undoubtedly had yet another anxiety attack. and every time, I tried to tell myself: just don’t. like don’t do this. just be happy. 

but not only is my anxiety an asshole that shows up at the worst times, he is also not good at listening. and so the more I told myself to just BE happy, the madder I got that I wasn’t happy. and the worse I got. and each attack was magnified by at least a hundred, because not only was I having an attack, but I was failing at my resolution! 

then, like clockwork, by april i’d be frustrated and in the same place. i’d blow out my birthday candles and close my eyes and wish to “be happy and fight off negativity.” okay, instead of just saying i’d BE HAPPY i’d work to be happy by fighting off negativity. foolproof!

unfortunately this isn’t the kind of negativity you can always “fight off.” to do so is to fight a constant battle in your head that you can never quite turn off. so then I was just all the more frustrated, because my new years resolution didn’t come true, and my birthday wish didn’t, and all the times that I caught the clock on 11:11 or threw a coin in the fountain, that didn’t come true either. 

the issue became that I saw happiness as something that I had to wish for, that only luck could bring me. that’s not true. luck was not on my side when it gave me an anxiety disorder, so why would it be in my side when it came to fighting it? 

you can’t always BE HAPPY. you can’t always WILL the anxiety away. you can’t close your eyes and wish hard and wake up and suddenly be neurotypical. you just can’t. at least, I can’t. I can’t talk my brain into producing the chemicals it needs to not be anxious. I can’t eat a superfood and suddenly be flooded in serotonin. I wish I could, but I can’t. and until I get those chemicals in my brain, I can’t talk away the bad thoughts. I can’t listen to your logic. I can’t tell the voices to go away. I can’t tel the bad thoughts that they aren’t welcome. I can try, but they won’t listen to me. they’ll only listen when they drown in serotonin. I wished for so long for the strength to be happy. but I needed the medicine to be happy. 

and so my new year’s eve resolution is once again, to be happy. but this year, I can achieve it. my brain is healthy enough to get the bad thoughts out. my medicine has done its job. I will have bad days. I will have anxiety attacks. I will suffer this winter. but my wish is that my happiness always outweighs my anxiety. my wish is that I continue to make progress. and my wish is that I don’t let my setbacks affect me too much. 

just remember, no matter how alone you feel, you are never suffering alone. and no matter how hopeless you feel, there is ALWAYS hope. i’m living, breathing proof of that. happy new years lovies <3",2.048513337670787,3.966453374213838,3.844727824766864,87.0285849056604,78.15094339622641,6.839037085230969,22.915202775970503,7.813599991718839,1.077836998481891,2430,76,509,39,58,817,224,636,0.18600000000000005,0.61,0.204,0.9613,2,2,1,0,7,1,89.0,0,13,4,7,27,53,14,0,28,1,82,9,8,7,10,99,126,44,1,15,24,0,4,4,0,7,0,6,0,0,29,27,1,0,9,1,1,9,36,23,0,1,29,13,81,30,59,71,13,83,0,4,3,0,35,31,0,5,47,361,110,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230974186478952,0.0,0.03177714179568472,0.16531911675249522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041667023792285394,0.2127873732009736,0.04489076084019738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602915232053505,0.11200081622426314,0.0,0.13271275755531756,0.07266872369155303,0.0,0.03381270399804468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307671227527976,0.0,0.045447794306529885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684586877160837,0.0,0.042940873776170015,0.0,0.06345247832103873,0.0,0.0,0.02562665607042957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108259095642668,0.0,0.0,0.04066407845003494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04066020247500087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04105826794338685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695917117817421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040183781285925285,0.0,0.038153123958346816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041521201789879794,0.0,0.06774924401419373,0.033328962014957934,0.06356157227270005,0.0,0.04377406538667592,0.0,0.0,0.6345011932785081,0.03559596128879995,0.0,0.04078095526041746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039467157861445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041474421731102135,0.03943219230368759,0.0,0.0,0.041379289898467266,0.0,0.032390425790220265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04063310633193832,0.0,0.09706585825763156,0.0,0.035087921804092176,0.07033083212644692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03759949167255721,0.026524319726325248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029210786667739994,0.05892799459759305,0.0919413598498818,0.19188805444307352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231791197665229,0.026926376651096085,0.12088512785853388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415160244541118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226449555477258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501353424268388,0.0,0.0,0.03159993749374936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030590980739300395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387713997179266,0.06946263626792268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02546144623845636,0.0,0.0946386611551561,0.06951174927111373,0.0,0.0,0.03796978177238426,0.0,0.053956741577882564,0.04322173421697189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03585587196042101,0.0,0.4112535349746554,0.0,0.0,0.028928533378494305,0.0,0.040494731671026615,0.028227560334190757,0.0,0.0,0.2303001380045889
anxiety,honeydollface,2020/01/01,"Panic attacks came back Hi guys,

I’ve been dealing with depression and anxiety for over 7 years now and usually have panic attacks triggered by stressful life changes.

There are currently a lot of these stressful life changes I’m dealing with right now and my panic attacks have come back full force. Basically hit me like a ton of bricks and can last for hours, leaving me terrified and exhausted. I seem to have forgotten how the hell I ever dealt with this before and can’t seem to escape this vicious cycle of panic attacks. 

I’m starting to have multiple a day and it has become very debilitating. I’ve increased my SNRI medication at the advice of my doctor but was just wondering if anyone had any advice for “breaking the cycle” of chronic panic attacks. 

Any advice appreciated, I feel myself going down a dark rabbit hole at the moment and feeling really hopeless.",10.781446428571426,8.849595037500002,10.434285714285718,60.96500000000003,58.0,12.642857142857144,43.48214285714286,11.20814326018867,5.107651785714285,706,33,108,14,7,232,102,160,0.263,0.6759999999999999,0.061,-0.9843,1,0,0,0,1,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,18,7,7,8,0,11,6,0,2,1,25,23,11,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,13,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,17,0,0,4,2,9,1,19,18,4,24,1,2,0,0,4,6,1,5,14,72,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685764339777885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460318470313116,0.0,0.07008550630525469,0.0,0.0,0.06405959596947386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211285396910867,0.0,0.14089312692637945,0.0,0.0,0.1011819768925809,0.07795793098635236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047835751981054,0.0,0.0,0.19383382467376287,0.07891852796947743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908433367130485,0.188902844657188,0.07890818282955768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937722119561348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287134608223765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264696631301643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206712531815934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071361877634007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022268367433248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746787532437092,0.0,0.09700744725501824,0.0,0.0,0.12942128862453925,0.044758641483491464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788811028553902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229284555548717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374544777700568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869115114489699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823902430537745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668063816924085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484582951872038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989019065573525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090138531859508,0.07559227392808678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935295932224666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058997293725088884
anxiety,alexthe_gr8,2020/01/01,"I can’t take it There’s so much for me to be anxious about. No matter how much I think I’ve improved there’s always something. Going into a new year makes it worse. Another year of worry about everything. 

Does anyone have experience with sensitivity to EVERYTHING? It could be world issues, my family, relationships, everything. I think of my parents and get anxious thoughts about their future, health, etc. I think of our world as far as things such as climate change, world peace, etc. I’m always worrying about something. 

I’m starting to think this is no way to live.",4.087452830188681,6.646926235849057,4.685509433962263,80.34958490566041,74.37735849056604,7.636226415094339,26.63773584905661,8.548686976883017,2.152414339622642,455,17,80,9,10,145,69,106,0.153,0.7759999999999999,0.07,-0.7964,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,12,18,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,17,14,4,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619855426171726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252768716872055,0.0,0.3071098310113581,0.0,0.095040902272994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143789086624886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852388960278304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894760923736472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031813624239323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36647795056330057,0.132959307615021,0.1281366203010114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101444164909378,0.0,0.07724848235628914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448037109165798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186886578370336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002297949632075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090730021015246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199838888656248,0.0,0.0,0.1312758056894887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509270100313274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593101817971504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928116943176647,0.0,0.0,0.09620738396534334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219758911722147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030156286765596,0.3483772743096476,0.0,0.1079081110474869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788978242569901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276073913427634,0.138517703504851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506061168319756
anxiety,throwaway191972,2020/01/01,"Social anxiety on New Years, trying to find the courage to go out and enjoy the festivities at the bar but needing help. Feels pretty lonely spending the first New Years after divorce. Came on vacation with my family to the carribean and made plans with my stepdad to go to the bar and have some drinks, celebrate New Years and watch the fireworks.

He decided last minute he was too tired and he was just going to sleep.

I’ve recently divorced and now spending my first New Years by myself, and it feels pretty lonely and I wanted to distract myself from the loneliness by going to the bar and having a couple of drinks and enjoying the night albeit by myself, but the social anxiety is crippling and I don’t really know what to do. 

I would love to go, but I don’t want to sit there by myself while everyone else is there with a group, and I feel like I will stick out like a sore thumb, looking like a loser having drinks by myself. 

What should I do? How do I gather up the courage to go by myself? I don’t know if I can even try to put myself out there and try to socialize... how do you talk to people at bars?",5.648985857192134,5.571908269058294,6.286547085201793,80.5440255260435,67.20627802690584,9.193377026560883,27.91617799241118,8.841846274778883,1.9802082787167992,876,24,173,13,13,287,109,223,0.10800000000000001,0.7,0.192,0.9744,0,4,3,0,2,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,9,13,0,1,16,0,18,11,1,3,0,41,36,20,0,6,5,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,20,7,0,7,7,2,8,3,4,0,2,4,5,21,9,35,29,1,33,0,3,2,1,14,8,0,2,19,123,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139074109218726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064619168088428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167166171584372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31000401931839283,0.0,0.0,0.08811878258717491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967153188091295,0.0,0.0,0.10079498113584444,0.0,0.0,0.09944141938552567,0.0,0.16000843121625102,0.0753581635375043,0.0,0.0,0.09641094202298416,0.17945016091922364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596957081984079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070405152567091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594306917894112,0.08598396419759596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460322754546346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858043145832481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952038994248303,0.09981200515113642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782154364152481,0.0,0.4075104343496778,0.0,0.09899007810581806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312968576039583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463136232861216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060410795515324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757608582844979,0.0,0.1041532396499097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055607015816707,0.3225845583595795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478446303780585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212389405486977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485119859642526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443500807801658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493317787422743,0.0,0.0,0.2717142946861085
anxiety,_pterodactylscreech_,2020/01/01,"A question about anxiety attacks Does anyone else, before an anxiety attack, feel almost drunk? Like face heating up a little, a bit energetic, and lowered awareness before it shoots up to a thousand percent? I don’t know how else to explain it (Btw I’ve never actually gotten drunk bc underage but I feel like that’s what it’s like).",3.78142857142857,6.300728333333336,5.549444444444443,73.97750000000002,75.19047619047619,7.374603174603175,31.13492063492064,8.344100000000001,2.912663492063492,267,13,42,5,6,91,46,63,0.187,0.7040000000000001,0.109,-0.18899999999999997,1,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,5,0,1,3,1,1,1,10,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,2,3,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.193269304000291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983195678327456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030170982168706,0.0,0.0,0.13848193376152973,0.2029267561418745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506234347724158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370537972228993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162205059840213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331585190749638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33089256071656564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002811734604075,0.14148774513058074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884370485941512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902732899592387,0.19849923169534786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274921747869144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186255768149424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jDaw1,2020/01/01,Just passed out from anxiety for the first time Typical teen spending NYE alone and a huge anxiety attack came out of nowhere so I went to my room and immediately started shaking violently and passed out. Don’t really know why I’m putting this here besides to tell someone because all my good friends are out and partly drunk. I’m still shaking and i don’t know what to do.,7.180205479452058,6.902838219178082,7.206952054794524,75.89755136986301,64.06849315068493,10.587671232876714,38.79794520547946,10.125756701596842,3.8337972602739714,302,15,58,6,4,97,52,73,0.22,0.6779999999999999,0.102,-0.7584,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,14,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,10,1,0,2,1,1,7,2,4,0,1,2,0,4,2,10,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25232853552542583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727545317873236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771657580206401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851536980651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278649285501724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072326462470256,0.0,0.0,0.1882289261514672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434636253948574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677867650480329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638289395587252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449167324653128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607643946944594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642799685344512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244347722432693,0.0,0.19456425861673446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294448125001514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420633612985398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258486416892365,0.21983933995619875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,liamliago,2020/01/01,"Hey you who hates the sound of fireworks bc they sound like gunshots... I hate them, too.  But this time, they really ARE just fireworks.  

So relax your shoulders, pull your head out of your neck, unclench your teeth, take in a deep breath, and look outside.  

We're celebrating a new year.  

It's 2020. 

I really hope you're in a safe, content place where it's only 🎆 .",2.216076458752518,4.470285014084509,2.824869215291752,92.87521126760565,79.14084507042254,5.74728370221328,21.410462776659962,6.868970318607317,0.3825758551307841,280,8,59,3,7,87,55,71,0.087,0.71,0.204,0.8354,0,0,0,1,0,0,16.0,0,5,3,0,4,6,2,0,4,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,10,4,5,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,1,4,30,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5596842851896493,0.29089518681410104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815237207125965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847635883375695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380214657937508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737518583768499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557183755812007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29613851888063913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631628055245897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131145171460427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527840148971035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825285608614651
anxiety,kamjohns,2020/01/01,"Can’t stop replaying my very minor traffic mistake from today :’) I went out of turn at a stop sign today because the two people who got there before me just sat there and as soon as I decided to go all of a sudden one of them paid attention and decided to go and almost hit me and then looked at me like I was crazy and gave me a “what the fuck is wrong with you”? hand signal. This is so stupid that I’m even writing about this but I’ve felt TERRIBLE all day, telling myself that I’m a horrible person for doing this at a stop sign and keep thinking about how she looked at me. How do I stop beating myself up about stuff like this?",4.412199248120299,4.303165962406016,5.355404135338347,86.27791823308273,69.82706766917292,8.454511278195488,26.399436090225574,8.07648339933343,1.3654518796992483,495,13,109,6,8,163,85,133,0.22899999999999998,0.722,0.048,-0.9766,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,11,7,2,0,7,0,6,2,1,2,2,29,23,13,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,5,5,0,1,3,1,5,0,2,7,4,15,2,19,15,2,19,0,0,2,1,8,6,1,1,12,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911068188906409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294874984231367,0.0,0.14370593407538526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089147602050012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154480587191808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215296820524167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612846041197856,0.0,0.0,0.19195878556028173,0.0,0.1350701664569133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010986276008742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501418908761067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28363627910344474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144386473242474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708134415015588,0.14746103367412325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647708340641937,0.0,0.0,0.19332920392657504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761009691502058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821260893003899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201603122685135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369485292767965,0.16497293435193305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934513392383172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565550780756455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464568669024373,0.0,0.0
anxiety,golakersd1,2020/01/01,"Trying to help my best friend This may be hard to articulate.. I suffer from anxiety and depression so I truly empathize with my best friend. I’ve had it for 9 years so I’ve learned coping strategies blah blah blah (not about me). He just recently started struggling about a year ago. He’s drinks a lot to cover the pain and is always the most drunk everytime our friends go out. Like sloppy drunk, always loses his phone, licsense, etc. We all know he has a problem but most of my friends are scared to say anything about it because he can be very confrontational and the rest of us like to have a good time. This has been going on for 4 years. He dropped out of college, has no job, and got kicked out his house. The hardest part it seems is that our community has extremely high expectations with a majority of the friend group making serious money at just 24. He’s recently started antidepressants and benzodiazepines, seeing therapist, and AA to cope and he says it’s helping but he still has horrible habits. He smokes weed every single day and still gets super drunk (by himself most nights). He sleeps all day and stays up all night. He doesn’t exercise and eats like crap. The worst part is I KNOW HOW HE FEELS... IVE BEEN THERE... We talk about what each other goes through but usually only when he’s drunk. Right now all of our best friends are in a house for New Years and he’s upstairs sleeping... it’s 6:45pm... It’s just so frustrating because my anxious mind always goes to the worst places. He told me he used to be really suicidal (slept with a knife under his pillow) but didn’t tell anyone and that just destroys my soul. I want to take care of him, I want to tell him it all gets better. I want to yell at him and tell him the only way he’s gonna feel better is doing the things that are good for him. I want to say all these things but I just don’t want to upset him because he’s so confrontational and I know when I was in that place it just makes you feel worse. I literally worry about him every single day. I check his location frequently because I’m worried something might happen. If he doesn’t text in the group chat I get worried that he’s done the unthinkable. Even right now I’m downstairs with my friends worried he swallowed all his medication. I just have no clue what to do. I just want my friend to be okay. Maybe I can only be there for him when he needs it. It’s weird because I really pay the most attention to him when my anxiety is bad. The thing is I know that I can handle myself but I’m never sure if he can handle himself. I love him with all my heart. Please if anyone resonates with this or has any advice, feel free to respond. Thanks for reading",2.9188067640520825,4.882855817164182,3.717734201333759,88.72050174658625,75.71641791044777,6.800508097808828,23.717688154969824,7.69321558396912,1.0458399968243883,2122,66,437,30,47,675,242,536,0.187,0.6459999999999999,0.16699999999999998,-0.8662,2,0,3,0,0,0,60.0,6,1,0,7,29,43,5,3,20,1,40,16,5,4,10,87,79,33,1,12,19,0,5,6,8,3,3,4,1,0,26,26,7,0,11,8,4,2,8,18,1,0,9,10,57,26,54,62,26,48,1,3,1,1,71,16,1,12,30,273,83,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310047910555358,0.0572405136500565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119098037630794,0.0,0.0,0.043912195886268254,0.0,0.09879710503377837,0.07294967748651261,0.0,0.09030258843893092,0.0,0.053138490376980284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391617718660384,0.19681703827380792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032977203977244,0.11422003055525265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583698919696174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249337008599962,0.0,0.055617062913704704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660811122978341,0.0,0.06325744886855708,0.0,0.06607481364921712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201652430309005,0.04265018926439522,0.0,0.10881192144638467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060121192563515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991146215867786,0.0,0.10121096934199864,0.0,0.07339721891228469,0.10832238012657043,0.05164532869397389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710213482990355,0.0,0.05784517453567236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651991113918673,0.08656451488633182,0.06822545051515906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901830370820673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407923718157026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195163249256545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946420544760092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224123181564944,0.0,0.05489808248831874,0.058280106946950225,0.0,0.0862066284183774,0.0,0.06487276233269483,0.0,0.0,0.06505101009399501,0.0,0.06850228147828233,0.06520082949045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047880433750323456,0.049803065806764836,0.062365490907883826,0.0,0.12119571516604015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733317488627876,0.06871075922157277,0.0,0.0,0.1398536207061086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493113227600664,0.07088231447066509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178812086267471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459097681050026,0.0,0.08273487814956403,0.0,0.12751708663909894,0.0,0.0,0.11029083628749027,0.0,0.15405432246753858,0.06464934074456928,0.0,0.051456720976529424,0.0587852912861593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924027302962193,0.0,0.0,0.04971183684928319,0.0,0.0,0.09141091457711513,0.06882676167788365,0.10313696470547072,0.0,0.0,0.06750624501832081,0.0,0.0706329308167323,0.0,0.060859761725236064,0.0,0.0485512374608725,0.05190173515092742,0.16932026161729938,0.05945060519761256,0.0,0.07497481317686135,0.12869929691335566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037653328479642506,0.0,0.0,0.06170274868784152,0.0,0.043841169348204034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767397254572803,0.055770773183601484,0.07111858991184576,0.053279902084800906,0.2285227482028953,0.05125544047955713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26231010424723866,0.06580591551611738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663328734326134
anxiety,dudekeller,2020/01/01,"I feel like shit I really need some advice, the new year is only 30 minutes away, and my year was rough.
I started having panic attacks in the final exams of the first semester after I doubled the dose of Ritalin, and then anxiety just haunts me. I had to quit my job at an excelente Company, Boston Scientific, because whenever I'm driving to anywhere I have anxiety attacks and i have the thought that I'm gonna die from a heart attack or something.
On top of that I started to take unprescribed Klonopin for about two weeks now, everyday, and the dosage keeps getting higher, so is my anxiety.
Tonight I caught myself mixing it with alcohol just to feel good and calm.
The hole keeps getting deeper
I don't know what to do anymore",5.128085106382978,6.454232765957446,6.144460992907806,76.12350000000002,68.8581560283688,9.327943262411347,33.95815602836879,9.642632912329526,3.476633475177306,584,28,102,13,10,194,98,141,0.18100000000000002,0.755,0.064,-0.946,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,4,1,9,0,9,5,2,0,0,17,25,8,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,4,3,15,3,17,20,2,20,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,14,69,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291743724832806,0.0,0.1563007423323749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33565107410742584,0.0,0.14504438535611308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991541427510042,0.1374101792619757,0.0,0.0,0.08915490695354507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178826529035622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790054508710382,0.10448368294633983,0.0,0.16021379553948825,0.0,0.12440333494076265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528230589774236,0.0,0.0,0.12267067686151804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733113560071188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451342444404956,0.2599940430104061,0.0,0.0,0.08037721668926451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145217740212817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844527621553864,0.0,0.14125274894314085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112325404121666,0.0,0.17159722198162947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555882822236508,0.0,0.0,0.09369387462501623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012733633355074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259325482334186,0.0,0.0,0.20703826394144328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996459189375987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610911270864653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286862768638106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173159079789001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883651941958664
anxiety,Dreamerof88,2020/01/01,"We had a great conversation but left anxious I talked too much. I acted out of character. I fear I’ll regret the stuff I say. How did I appear to him? I am not consistence with my personality. Am I weird?

Those r the words I can comprehend from my chaotic feeling after I left a conversation I had with a coworker. It was a great conversation. Nothing bad to say about it. But I left feeling like I had said too much. It was simply a conversation about the stuff we like and do in our life. We didn’t gossip or say anything bad. It was all just personal preference and personal stories.

I can’t be happy when I speak too little. I can’t be happy when I speak too much. Anxiety is so annoying.",0.8884327731092441,3.3278790785714314,3.636050420168068,83.66189075630255,86.78571428571428,7.294117647058822,23.235294117647058,8.313332769828598,1.8131554621848744,541,21,110,14,17,190,76,140,0.159,0.611,0.23,0.9227,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,0,0,11,13,1,1,8,0,17,1,0,1,1,21,21,9,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,0,3,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,9,8,23,6,11,10,4,11,0,1,0,0,20,6,0,2,5,85,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247040616847904,0.15132392956953067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022838554322656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368317668717388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072955290609275,0.1354569977282222,0.09569299420203907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953578791322704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851818119850426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366070371571976,0.0,0.09461194411896673,0.13088115971900555,0.13425180965462016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29540317038388403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852741196835232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35087657383909693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741590915791365,0.3195642016000641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066784808914597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766290935237467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aliveildrix,2020/01/01,"Prescribed Lexapro, but I’m a bit nervous to start taking it. I just got a new doctor recently and finally brought up my anxiety issues with her. It’s been particularly bad the last two months due to stress and life changes. She was understanding, and thought it would be a good idea to try because it might help my GI issues I had been having. She told me she could prescribe me 10mg of lexapro to see if it worked for me. I told her to start me at 5mg instead and then we could work my way up later if needed. I was excited at first but now I’m a bit nervous to take it.

I want to feel better and find a solution to my overthinking and depression but I’ve never wanted to rely on taking pills mostly because of the side effects of said pills or of the withdrawal. I’ve never really taken anything for my anxiety in the past but I haven’t found any “natural” remedy that fixes me at my worst moments.

I had a doctor prescribe me busporine(sp?) when I was in high school but I couldn’t take it daily because it made me too tired to drive or function properly at school so I only took it when I felt particularly bad but it never gave me any abnormal side effects.

I really want to try lexapro but I’m so nervous about not really getting anything out of it and then having to cut it out. 

I guess this is ironic because I don’t want to have to worry about stuff like this anymore, that was the whole point of the visit lol I don’t deal with nausea or headaches well and having to rely on pills scares me.",2.66021978021978,4.380993753246756,4.2780519480519485,85.49037462537464,75.75324675324677,7.2059940059940075,25.48251748251749,8.012643519586192,1.4986964035964037,1188,42,242,19,26,398,151,308,0.155,0.738,0.107,-0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,6,11,15,1,5,12,1,22,7,0,3,3,52,53,26,0,11,14,0,2,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,17,13,0,0,9,0,0,4,8,10,1,2,20,4,36,5,39,27,5,41,0,1,1,0,13,16,0,8,21,166,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094370920844592,0.0,0.147303717464797,0.0,0.09548119524345952,0.0,0.0,0.15845600274057314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077502125921742,0.2347589548356173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514943380162304,0.21021971704560696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184860055268027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537391542295818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925765227579078,0.08292348362698662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708775957005395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868068759574591,0.0,0.09244129092791928,0.10546705861825252,0.08799569335985948,0.08189340858147066,0.0,0.10556307251846296,0.0,0.0,0.05030090718817033,0.0,0.0,0.08075281796882246,0.07700173910675533,0.0,0.1060602827156492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453263402269645,0.10172223652866623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868533471720797,0.0,0.20097694173078445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847883641249995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800349294205542,0.04703621780569234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109989400184744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213498374391584,0.0,0.0,0.07684760954462466,0.0,0.0,0.07138838615603357,0.222764930165884,0.0929852008225079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322321289751642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190756157341176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101315294204466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850330803406797,0.0,0.09506220296534897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158174435386908,0.0,0.09639035698533388,0.1948755028003012,0.07672053028072118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629111429390944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028530352739543,0.0,0.1102144560340022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895541428286777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643340921373958,0.0,0.11065657498973598,0.0,0.1839941414560209,0.10696760501730583,0.13073191204916804,0.0,0.09404891682498724,0.10022804803786213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714734623077096,0.076420426695226,0.0,0.0,0.08656484074700703,0.0,0.0,0.10749014931854746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018201880815476,0.09777425530582624,0.0,0.06839262021865086,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icarly1234,2020/01/01,"Spending NYE alone... Me & my bf got into a huge fight because I’m not going to his house for NYE. I tried to pretend I wasn’t feeling well so I could have an excuse to stay home but he called me out & told me if I didn’t want to go to just tell him. I figured I could tell him the truth and he would understand but he definitely did not understand. I told him that my anxiety gets really bad when I go to his house because he always leaves me and sits across the room while he’s on his phone and I have to sit there awkwardly trying to think of things to talk about with his family, his sister particularly. His sister & I have nothing in common and she’s 3 years older than me and I feel like she’s constantly judging me. My bf doesn’t understand that with social anxiety it’s like a job to be around so many people and at the end of it all I feel so emotionally drained. He’s so pissed at me right now that he yelled “happy new year” and hung up on me. Idk if this is the end of us but what I do know is I’m going to be spending NYE alone in my room,  but honestly I’d rather do this than be at his house right now. I wish he would understand how I felt. Well, thanks everyone for reading this and I hope you all have a very happy new year!",2.3315427509293656,3.2674094684014925,3.999737918215615,90.34235780669148,75.13382899628253,7.6104832713754655,22.371933085501862,8.07648339933343,0.8141002230483267,973,24,230,15,20,327,134,269,0.10099999999999999,0.732,0.16699999999999998,0.9589,1,2,0,0,1,0,22.0,1,1,0,0,15,14,2,1,8,0,19,1,1,1,3,45,43,21,0,10,10,2,4,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,10,13,0,0,11,2,2,4,5,4,2,0,7,5,42,10,33,29,2,38,0,0,0,0,36,17,1,3,16,144,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133790714622406,0.0,0.0,0.07686043740155668,0.30025324837941136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132779680059296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223016505435098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712629364076927,0.11261754434017135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432156749498694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982071056496997,0.0,0.14750215624697915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390543660303099,0.16362735623607524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826486895149285,0.0,0.0,0.0870795723309337,0.0,0.14011732581607605,0.06599017484906898,0.08869106771434786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826026465811447,0.0,0.20998727111725587,0.0,0.0738778784749442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966622300158549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926560853443902,0.09174568180062463,0.0,0.31975271753421336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166440057568176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076492743780984,0.0,0.0,0.0978080170676712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025603897471172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365014140155647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842582378066987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886328874899931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403872551358372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923964365423986,0.0,0.05917550946176865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776940928053204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941610499799579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984556641161612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424466411744153,0.16147341915124247,0.0850432110148151,0.0,0.0,0.06136747993554141,0.05918788864852916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765297379029857,0.0,0.12542828802574696,0.0,0.0,0.3846477047722909,0.11111146834600392,0.0,0.0,0.07621611152292143,0.054483068289787384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661060349830263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622259677731667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123604073646772,0.0,0.0,0.1784525356009118
anxiety,Akio83,2020/01/01,"Life Partner sometimes would “rather die” to escape the hurt in her brain The love of my life has been diagnosed with moderate anxiety not long ago.  For the most part, she is highly functional and does well and does not take any medication.  
She occasionally suffers from panic attacks, feelings of being overwhelmed, or extreme guilt.  However what concerns me is that once in a blue moon, when she is faced with a difficult situation, she gets so overwhelmed and says she feels like she “wants to die” and that her brain “hurts so much” from being overwhelmed.   I can only imagine the struggle and I try to relate as much as I can.  It alarms me when she uses the term “wants to die” and I have her clarify if that means she is suicidal.  She always assured me that no, she doesn’t want to kill herself, and that her thought process is just that it seems easier to just want to fade away or be dead than have to face the realities of being overwhelmed.   
Can anyone relate to this and help me understand better?  Any advice is helpful on what I can do to help her when we are faced with this situation again.  She does assure me that she doesn’t want to kill herself, but I worry.  And I want to help ease whatever she is going through.  I love her too much and like with any Larson you love, you go through the pain with them.  Thanks in advance!",5.899421206225682,6.4485602918287945,5.872040369649807,81.57202942607005,66.70428015564202,8.915272373540857,30.459387159533076,8.841846274778883,2.2742297665369646,1053,37,205,16,16,331,133,257,0.154,0.6629999999999999,0.183,0.7114,1,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,1,2,1,2,11,26,3,8,9,0,24,13,5,1,2,43,45,21,7,9,9,0,2,2,1,1,5,1,0,1,13,16,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,16,1,0,2,4,39,10,33,38,6,17,0,7,1,3,34,6,0,5,10,151,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946360453705926,0.08584745985464336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058299582113111,0.0,0.0,0.1975742476660285,0.0,0.07408634171239567,0.0,0.0,0.06771644191713025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017543884031528,0.09098928870675456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565174264188763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622262768363676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829587762155356,0.30153020031661143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542497602442987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979357240423948,0.06918625711581675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050597639523617344,0.0,0.110078760692753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596532855023992,0.10232231073208224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734965977457048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428981325108348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680931078866032,0.09462738253144183,0.0,0.0,0.0857049877635613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221982416370365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054928549369266,0.0,0.09756138827979796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357717844898744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313701739282054,0.0,0.07365516723366254,0.1030501609387674,0.11362701989054255,0.0,0.10487395485734193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770152200492075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816426708859723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771620951242726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578241634563928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124366972975782,0.0,0.10593297135269927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281556616170225,0.0,0.0,0.08916208324470999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688430096281533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575155926464771,0.0,0.0,0.10081930780700132,0.0,0.08364319092613387,0.0,0.0,0.3427309819782071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707549927780384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835103979631178,0.0,0.06879607818907875,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Max_The_Greatest,2020/01/01,"Texting It might be just me, but texting people gives me probably the most anxiety of anything. It’s honestly worse than interacting with people when I can hear their voice, whether it’s a call, facetime or in person. Just wanted to know if anyone feels the same way.",7.0621333333333345,7.5897214800000015,6.958000000000002,74.86233333333338,64.2,9.866666666666667,34.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.3744666666666667,214,9,37,4,3,68,42,50,0.124,0.802,0.075,-0.3898,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,8,5,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,5,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161021905353426,0.0,0.0,0.19752185214326384,0.0,0.2324631712291681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28845135651769144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283418514161353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709877834413671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183839817221231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524776116275513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996746327549614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39168257556871255,0.2466572188965955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045693403258383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661846672841246,0.22422545601309235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878789310345605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DogBreadLemonade,2020/01/01,"I feel like I have Heart Problems even tho my doctor had checked me out and everything is fine. I want help. First off, I hope you have a Happy New Year. So here goes my story, One day I had a random panic attack and I haven't been the same since. I started feeling like I have every sort of serious medical problem as soon as I turned 14. Then, I started seeing my doctor and he had checked me out, I WAS HEALTHY. One day walking home I  had a sudden fast heart rate and almost passed out. I ran home and we called 911. I had an appoitment with a cardiologist, and I was diagnosed with S.V.T ( not life-threatening and easily cured through very simple surgery). But that didn't reassure me for long, after a week I started having anxiety with my heart. Now every fucking day of my life I feel like I will have a heart attack. If my heart feels fine, a simple stomach ace makes me feel like I have every major illness in the world. My life has become torture. I have been diagnosed with Illness Anxiety Disorder. But even that doesn't reassure me cause my symptoms feel real. Like how can it be in my head if I feel a problem? Anyways, I had my parents that I could talk to because I didn't want to tell my friends afraid of them seeing me as a freak or something like that. But now they just get mad at me when I ask for simple reassurance. They now have turned my issue into a punishment. They will say stuff like ""I won't get you that until you feel better"", and they will also say stuff like ""just stop thinking about it"" equivalent of telling a depressed person to ""stop being sad,"" I don't want to be seen as a typical depressed 14yr old because this is a major issue with me. Also, my therapist is of no help. She tells me basic shit like oh count the lights in your room when you feel scared. I just want answers from people who may have experienced this. I want to know if it is possible to get better. Please, I am desperate. Like I said my parents are no help. And I don't want to ruin my image in front of my friends (and I do have good friends), I just feel like they won't see me as the same person. And also sorry if this has grammatical errors cause this is my 3rd time writing this.",3.1006481780070962,4.5846364334085825,4.289400838439214,86.85346275395035,74.05643340857787,7.139606578523058,25.29822637858755,7.760100539840176,1.2797844437278298,1712,56,353,23,35,561,201,443,0.162,0.675,0.163,-0.5417,2,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,1,5,6,4,21,43,7,3,18,0,47,19,8,4,0,72,83,34,0,15,13,2,10,11,3,6,10,3,3,2,16,21,0,2,13,0,2,4,11,19,0,3,15,19,74,24,40,58,4,42,0,4,4,1,38,12,2,10,37,243,90,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106286675681327,0.0,0.0,0.14629754377280738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932993798627965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570082599726532,0.13874757320070252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434593396679126,0.06734784547501955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786407167569606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226760732275325,0.0,0.0,0.12528693665557858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868773170534111,0.0,0.0,0.11798156241740634,0.0,0.10504432245994808,0.12378724894747845,0.0,0.0,0.06988859803200882,0.12483164758437558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055370059757297,0.0,0.1541353583562402,0.0,0.05480507624713709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083342390909484,0.2178213532594253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186973123965999,0.0,0.0,0.14133946539535458,0.05637521692057914,0.09557892077599324,0.0,0.0,0.051147302785925705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491456216784709,0.0,0.0,0.06258328314178356,0.0,0.0,0.3613091827944518,0.12262123805536528,0.0,0.12233623531743447,0.06056710293987842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729498177589946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033513125909761916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921636661710384,0.3277103273888803,0.0,0.0,0.05396556250901339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040704760371001056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143114111636376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588950620016149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398846719561171,0.0,0.08264353020555534,0.0,0.0,0.07154713167374217,0.13542260231163245,0.0,0.0,0.042275996038142014,0.1064911258174902,0.0,0.06693795310188215,0.0,0.06874601871773596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750494619474156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940882358050972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058006139302025,0.09698781319884824,0.0610518233094452,0.0,0.1457799848054782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625953041456268,0.050443455745956836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046945541048929465,0.0,0.06826234699881452,0.1294863089331416,0.0,0.0,0.1019643638218524,0.0,0.0,0.13961549072711346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338178192097571,0.0,0.04901357890728719,0.15989816100076415,0.0,0.0,0.07080271807902254,0.0,0.03907365310511127,0.0,0.0,0.03555804793794037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265790431373906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050315055506564524,0.2158062291863972,0.0,0.04891464219910025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926925271938396
anxiety,insufficientbugjuice,2020/01/01,"the lengths my brain goes to make me feel self conscious For background, I usually don’t wear a lot of makeup. Most days it’s only foundation and mascara, and MAYBE concealer, MAYBE. But since it’s a holiday and my sister wants to go out and celebrate, I decided I would do a little bit more. Mostly bc I saw a girl on tik tok look really fucking pretty and immediately was struck with inspiration. Here’s where the problem is, we have a few people meeting us out tonight. One is someone I used to have feelings for but she has a gf, who is coming. About an hour after I did my makeup my brain was like “Hey, you know that last time you saw *her gfs name* she was wearing eyeliner. What if she knows you liked her and thinks you still do and you’re trying to imitate her gf in order to get her attention?” And just like that I want to take everything off and just go as I normally do, but I also know that’s just my severe anxiety. I should be able to wear e y e l i n e r and not be self conscious about it. I’m fucking sick of this. I haven’t even left my house yet and I want to go home.",0.13338969404186685,2.3279678913043504,2.5078743961352643,92.25479066022542,87.47826086956522,6.0161030595813205,20.25764895330113,7.3871296695380915,0.6325136876006443,845,27,190,15,27,288,138,230,0.063,0.836,0.10099999999999999,0.7348,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,4,0,0,11,7,2,0,9,0,19,8,5,2,0,48,42,17,0,8,8,1,2,3,2,2,1,0,1,3,9,16,0,0,11,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,6,5,33,4,22,32,6,22,0,0,3,2,23,8,2,4,12,123,42,0,0.132820109034231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621619320809082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160701986656144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500515895873792,0.0,0.0,0.2965423358591284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441276323680165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565798239361096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772642936082757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937014970989675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431567585090726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558010113484602,0.06939302502254781,0.0,0.22645418641430196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332293988510796,0.0,0.13080105282516974,0.15325657305630866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189833751378392,0.1082661161267047,0.0,0.0,0.14430943709208602,0.0,0.0,0.19466758881382773,0.1331206423469306,0.0,0.0,0.1115354399895037,0.0,0.0,0.11291890700885665,0.0,0.0,0.08865845414539844,0.0,0.26687130352182786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301355064742097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900023432930344,0.10101567802386842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208073999297887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512580057894127,0.0,0.12709090659822125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850879629005947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771206814242793,0.15004891746771595,0.0,0.10987016671825116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125380473671589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607031064546606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986419232722236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510576282818974,0.0,0.0,0.07744847368888308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017613549330722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976623745949264,0.1147139292573859,0.14628258541754147,0.0,0.2350222246762609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435159466282143,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,runsanditspaidfor,2020/01/01,"NYE Tradition: freak out at 11:53 because your year wasn’t great and your NYE isn’t all that either. Then get over it by the next morning. 

Anybody else?",2.5669999999999997,4.955867033333334,2.4700000000000024,95.165,78.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4463333333333344,121,4,25,1,3,36,27,30,0.08800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.124,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30092060024248485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123759444712704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579084439084278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442438904191923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249956447852071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178903396295813
anxiety,SpookyQueenGhost,2020/01/01,"Think how my years are the same. Not able to make friends/keep friends I am a 20 year old female, a have really bad anxiety. I’ve only had friends for less then a year including my childhood, I know it’s my fault because I don’t really talk to anyone, but when I do and we have lots in Common, when I think I’m actually making a friend, everything is  going great and they just stop talking to me so stop trying to talk to them because don’t want to be around someone who doesn’t like me or be annoying, or I’m hang out with them and they just leave. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.  I husband say it’s because I take a long time to open up, I think like there’s more than that. My husband use to have a lot more friends but when I hang out with them 3 times they stop being friends with my husband, and I feel like it’s my fault. I sorry if this doesn’t make any sense, I’m just really sad because it’s the end of the year I was thinking about this",2.327996794871797,3.069004139423079,3.7737692307692328,92.70456410256409,74.91346153846153,7.085128205128206,23.96282051282052,7.3011,0.6831220512820511,743,21,179,8,15,246,108,208,0.151,0.6940000000000001,0.155,0.5893,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,6,0,11,15,1,0,9,0,18,0,0,5,0,40,36,15,0,2,9,3,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,9,12,0,3,7,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,2,2,28,9,20,31,6,27,0,1,0,0,20,6,0,5,21,110,37,0,0.11134724876180728,0.0,0.10865885275778936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571994741788506,0.0,0.08518034053196043,0.0,0.0,0.07785658528674237,0.0,0.0,0.09912265838562256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297030173842116,0.27150499742959844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862061278857218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007172747506553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630051458445496,0.0795464967636674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301330409228968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328120746968974,0.0,0.0,0.12276073485021215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989705507965374,0.0,0.0,0.12238707187473145,0.0,0.0,0.11790065916523328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319592413471162,0.0,0.0,0.09853881126062128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893268981639839,0.0,0.0,0.2229754595221889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684020695219685,0.0,0.0,0.08468460018254817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139956962982056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854780136670927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434416254039964,0.0,0.0,0.12464412885531873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792738572938816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371927373279296,0.2684901023877629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285387284006868,0.0,0.0,0.12985495236772945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559747288389848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616827233724506,0.0,0.0,0.06567549222745223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174073693708873,0.0,0.2868159101586104
anxiety,ml-the-one,2020/01/01,"Anxiety from physical causes rather than mental So is it possible to just have anxiety without having the mental causation? I don’t have literally any thoughts.

I have stomach pains that come and go with shortness of breath and really bad lightheadedness. I sometimes randomly get the shortness of breath and really bad light headed ness without the stomach pains. My doctor said it’s probably anxiety from the stomach pains but I don’t have any thoughts of anxiety.

Literally, my stomach hurts so I just lay there and chill on my phone. Moments later, bam. Brain fog and lightheadedness and I can’t get a full breath in. Classic anxiety - except nothing that I know triggered it because I even get it without stomach pains randomly. I didn’t have anything that got me “scared”, my body just went through the motion.

Usually when I think of anxiety, and everytime I see a therapist, they ask me what’s troubling me. I mean, I can make stuff up but what’s really troubling me is why I just get random outbursts of brain fog, surges and anxiety. I didn’t have any hidden trauma as a child, I don’t get overly nervous presenting or talking to people, but if I do, my anxiety is explosive. I can’t “talk” my way out of it, I tried meditation, mindfulness and even lay in my bed so relaxed when the “anxiety” is going on that I fall asleep. Sure, it makes the anxiety “less bad”. I can be chilling having a good time the whole day and bam, for no reason at all - nothing has changed but I’ll be sitting there with it building up. It makes no sense - I exercise, eat, get sun, and do everything I’m supposed to be doing.

But sometimes it just feels like my body wants time to get anxious. To get angry. To blow up and get my body pumping. Whatever it is that will raise my blood pressure and heart rate because instead of feeling so out of it, I’ll be back to feeling 100% focused again.

Now, when my body finally outbursts and the hellgates open, yes I do get a lot of thought provoked anxiety. Like, “am I gonna die” “why am I so sensitive” and “I’m so detached”, etc. I don’t have PTSD, but I do have POTS but doctors keep telling me I have anxiety. 

Can you have anxiety that isn’t caused by psychological trigger? Like as if a disease changed your brain to where you now just have explosive anxiety from the disease rather than thoughts?",4.489301223845242,6.099506774049221,5.376279115673113,79.93368831425187,70.74496644295301,8.927727332543759,33.50500065798131,9.402419484367199,3.2365663113567567,1836,91,342,41,34,600,197,447,0.203,0.7290000000000001,0.068,-0.995,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,1,0,27,20,0,3,16,1,43,27,19,9,2,71,79,36,1,5,22,0,3,3,0,2,7,1,1,1,20,21,1,1,11,2,0,6,14,14,0,0,9,6,48,6,44,64,6,39,0,1,1,0,11,16,0,7,18,231,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678372943863392,0.0,0.6130814690166103,0.06466947071898818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047106966965285234,0.0,0.05351544951548537,0.0,0.0,0.044017132879161834,0.14338914558574314,0.0697908702666944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434089236953217,0.0,0.19170983932531574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761079423854907,0.1211132069146196,0.04931067125901005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036917669768881084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941027528863689,0.0,0.0,0.11718340004485495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857494335517344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384223577359951,0.07561829636061261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144725154745837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683291902199393,0.040895153226361364,0.0,0.06270804715918396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990764795596216,0.0,0.06506621362624576,0.04801358437192205,0.04578328769671342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058748899389212,0.0,0.0,0.06783446237648033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128092818867365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508811324745909,0.0,0.0,0.03145982702489595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389963851249031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048666835280571516,0.0,0.0,0.11463252253546315,0.0,0.0,0.062355540634466015,0.0,0.0,0.1153770556628444,0.0,0.05780016141080228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985439947956896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436467759507497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039685809263102015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453405341338976,0.0,0.0,0.06171875647013352,0.0,0.06691521879336736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001599248169748,0.058856406543652234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445219027724797,0.0,0.05731126980041538,0.0,0.04561608803688071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323163749959755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655307296624267,0.0,0.0,0.053951829733344885,0.0,0.0,0.09202118110057836,0.05003381361905649,0.0,0.0,0.06646474189415134,0.0,0.03667966907138091,0.0,0.18178149243209846,0.06675891950411669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038864945194227465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304622208549403,0.0,0.033764017613973636,0.045437654030676095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306579808062307,0.10330768373931798,0.06391092575183152,0.0,0.16554363383624965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starfire124,2020/01/01,"Needles pins sensation for years Hello, for years now I have some symptom :

- Internal tremor
- some needles pins sensation

Can it be anxiety? I will see my GP tomorrow and ask for an MRI to rule out anything sinister.

Do you think my MRI will came back clear or I should be prepare myself to have my life destroyed?

My anxiety is sky rocket for years, I  almost never feel calm",3.277484909456738,5.7953218591549325,4.320643863179075,82.15126760563383,76.88732394366197,8.000804828973843,28.45271629778672,8.841846274778883,2.6624350100603613,296,13,53,7,7,96,50,71,0.165,0.8009999999999999,0.034,-0.8384,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,2,12,15,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,1,7,9,2,10,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,7,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676073366293095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40888349794784856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991992390444287,0.0,0.2498380673464005,0.0,0.0,0.20549496469196865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305657168030407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512713846758082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876309807635694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206115875041426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295972243940095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777699566291573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123985156936108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162911941315825
anxiety,DNAMellieCase,2020/01/01,"TW: Abuse My Mom Moved Back Home With Her Abusive Ex-Husband and I'm an Anxious Mess My worst fear was confirmed and I don't know what to do. I left our original home because she was abusive herself and made it to my state university to reboot my life. She keeps making awful decisions and I feel so hopeless. I feel awful for leaving her, but she wasn't safe to be around. My anxiety has skyrocketed significantly and I feel so guilty...",1.8743023255813969,4.483329686046512,3.5430697674418603,84.97809302325581,83.53488372093022,6.2306976744186064,26.04186046511629,7.554174236665415,1.6275711627906977,347,15,67,6,10,115,57,86,0.294,0.6890000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9668,0,0,0,0,1,1,10.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,2,7,1,0,3,0,18,15,8,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,3,17,1,7,10,1,6,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,44,19,0,0.0,0.6325378744669086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613404361337006,0.20103695494184448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841646341714805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683536081112513,0.0,0.1084788841254419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024731331116533,0.269936114132566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35700401050232544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817336716938565,0.0,0.0,0.09779866384812097,0.0,0.0,0.18842720487625586,0.1933471449976083,0.0,0.1256939150398248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838403207556113,0.11878543312434707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084171464330766,0.0,0.1891365514137747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redcarnelian,2020/01/01,"second ever panic attack Hi! I’m hiding from my family in another room trying to do deep breaths and stuff but I don’t know if it’s working?


Uh, so, I recently discovered that a bunch of my friends went out on new year’s without me, doing a thing I always did with them, and haven’t even told me about it. Of course, being the way that I am, I’ve assumed that they’ll never care about me again, they’re replacing me, etc, and I’m doing what my therapist calls spiraling! And the level of Fear in my heart is increasing rapidly, I can’t breathe, all that fun stuff is occurring. According to all the research I’ve done, what I’m going through right now is a panic attack or anxiety attack (can’t remember which is which)


I’m in need of someone to talk to, or just, like, anything. I want to get through this. I want friends and I want to get out of my own head and I want to talk to people and aaaaaa


Thank you for coming to my TED talk!",3.1123469387755134,3.9852639081632684,4.620000000000001,86.875,73.18367346938777,8.048979591836735,26.244897959183675,8.418075326091056,1.58595306122449,730,24,159,12,14,245,113,196,0.142,0.737,0.121,-0.7326,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,1,8,12,3,3,6,0,16,4,4,0,4,29,34,12,0,6,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,14,11,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,6,2,1,4,0,22,6,28,28,6,22,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,4,8,109,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258175029475952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927350188378958,0.09431154213554682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145181829962502,0.0,0.0,0.4207583463694859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588624019442665,0.0,0.12569574743316414,0.0,0.0,0.10619782132201937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616182639582835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749369404992898,0.08142759082916066,0.11151698631987267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162207144093793,0.13872821540886934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904970567600384,0.0,0.1288210836598086,0.0,0.07006485566263522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652444107746427,0.0,0.0,0.14609154430475144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775338895028883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060230092136519926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141315514392848,0.09508383748103197,0.11906797515072913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892932550440813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546925794226673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121727585898937,0.0,0.1396561758940655,0.10528343770939476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445771178072792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28226023057921185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297271828759828,0.0,0.11350288563944108,0.0,0.14314164872779958,0.08190408116047067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780267004307125,0.0,0.08370140580214654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908632162679889,0.09785670608083193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428504214179913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884089723565705,0.0,0.08975185827629123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939053374035167
anxiety,vavveggie,2020/01/01,"Social anxiety at a new year lock in is not a good combo I am currently sitting on the stairs isolating myself from everyone because I’m on the verge of having an anxiety attack and people are trying to get me to participate in games but I am literally unable to more from my little safe corner that I’ve created for myself

I LOVE THIS FOR ME (about to cry honestly)",4.839041095890412,5.8531657808219215,7.238246575342469,69.17216438356168,69.27397260273972,10.771506849315069,29.668493150684927,10.793553405168565,3.6215994520547934,294,11,51,9,5,106,56,73,0.13,0.7120000000000001,0.157,0.7357,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,15,8,1,13,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371388661198271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250394424648155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741678097038562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138419843264077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730107282866016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927309311314768,0.0,0.0,0.2396422567631939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863591842822622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578668662348129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759431055308536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807721122451816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912481164548832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193980168261903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839896109960051
anxiety,iconiqe,2020/01/01,"I hope this year my mental health is so much better Last year i suffered with really bad anxiety. I hardly went out and i missed out on a-lot  of fun opportunities with my friends due to my anxiety. Its only been the last 4 months I’ve been going out way more often and my mental health has been getting better. It makes me sad that it got that bad and i really hope my anxiety never in my life gets that bad again. I hope this year that not only my mental health, but everyone on this subs anxiety gets better ❤️",3.1463207547169816,4.376191886792455,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,73.52830188679245,8.318867924528304,21.740566037735853,8.841846274778883,1.310683018867925,404,9,84,8,8,138,61,106,0.17,0.657,0.17300000000000001,0.3445,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,16,16,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,5,1,14,9,10,11,2,18,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,4,9,51,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609456889564113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954663253623842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129688942350025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271251889426707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113292212102524,0.0,0.1848822546298492,0.0,0.06703741404852269,0.0,0.09434061220950443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566588144684848,0.0,0.0,0.3761468250243418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35147234736517746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230063005149106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331618520516497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028242325196347,0.0,0.0,0.07873689941735175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566173143222362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415177651021156,0.0,0.08671162146627491,0.0,0.09097534737287204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942251208434204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113194654949225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362840272664293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934688464217268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278804130066909
anxiety,LittleUwULoli,2020/01/01,"Boy friend wants to take me on a date He wants to take me to olive garden but I cant public. I feel like I'm ruining his new years. He seems visibly disappointed that I said I couldn't.
I really just can't.
I can stand people watching me eat.
And I really hate saying my own order and he never does it for me because he thinks hes helping me. Idk just tell me something",0.029319444444446674,2.1115887375,2.7741666666666696,91.0052777777778,86.625,6.055555555555558,17.63888888888889,7.3871296695380915,0.2985972222222224,289,7,65,5,9,101,55,80,0.20199999999999999,0.738,0.06,-0.9101,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,12,15,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,4,16,2,5,13,1,7,0,2,1,0,13,1,0,1,5,35,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758427782729372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186673647558088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773271004684266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241499589202008,0.17295905990240432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704885675107813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390274581031749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227712711025802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827972639324764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672543711513406,0.23382543548338625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678443463365641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101958892869257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302962306523093,0.19253072233101795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040227912751492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638339457844744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640639743961576,0.0,0.2116094618593044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513039026903291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855982816700499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590696072219656
anxiety,Novemberx123,2020/01/01,"Met old friend I haven’t seen in over a decade While I was parked outside waiting I noticed my heart was RACING and I know I get too focused on heart related stuff but after about 10 minutes of it I remembered that it is mental that is causing the physical, which helped me calm down. I was just wondering does anyone else have anxiety this bad? I mean if you think about it I was just waiting to see an old friend, yet my heart was BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM. I know I’m overthinking it and giving it too much of my attention..I just want to feel less alone. This was a girl that I was friends with before I developed anxiety, and all of the problems I have today. My first girlfriend. I jest couldn’t stop thinking that my life could have went so much better. I could have had more meaningful friendships, more connections with my old friends, instead of losing contact with everyone.",3.9027568922305775,5.7776409005848,4.147840434419384,87.07960526315792,72.74269005847952,7.692731829573934,28.003759398496236,8.418075326091056,1.9531934837092733,698,27,137,12,14,217,100,171,0.114,0.698,0.188,0.9309999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,10,9,0,0,5,0,18,4,3,1,1,30,35,7,0,6,5,0,1,0,5,0,1,4,0,1,13,6,0,3,9,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,11,7,23,6,16,21,6,14,0,1,2,0,11,4,0,2,9,96,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127250942907275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879825662370126,0.0,0.0,0.0859099682464948,0.12588957059578293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258702768428328,0.0,0.0,0.10454894811998876,0.0,0.0,0.10866398591388586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621605793695664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619518937185895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751986869007406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263782650924576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740264087953027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621241658929455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045087888343352,0.0,0.0,0.3797003503439981,0.0,0.06419181932419185,0.11786317117839865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367863590513461,0.08235372710481338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504662990055452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678308556186423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374543529406628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383585376435445,0.0,0.0,0.12381888275152846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806396211344832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988245970663854,0.3867780136596756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756507965245674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918193754950328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790738763046516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027205261393133,0.0,0.0,0.1406508718059981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574536849817272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646152294546605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246887891439674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389695798550188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324170175279992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hoecakes_,2020/01/01,I have really bad social anxiety it’s gotten worse the older I’ve gotten. But I’ve had a lot of trouble recently with keeping a job. I’ve barely been at this job for a week & I have already no called no showed. Everyone there is nice & I feel horrible but it’s kind of a busy place. I thought that I would do ok because I am interested in books but it’s been extremely overwhelming so far & I haven’t been register trained or done my training in cafe. But I’m supposed to start that soon & it made me freeze up. I feel so bad but I haven’t been able to bring myself to call them or anything. I was on depression meds but they didn’t help me and I’m currently trying to find insurance so that I can get medication again. But with home life and my anxiety it feels like too much to handle. I feel like they would understand if I talked to them about it but I’m also terrified of confrontation. Does anyone else have problems with social anxiety? Sometimes I cry when I have to go hang out with my friends or my boyfriend’s friends because it just feels so overwhelming. I also have body dysmorphia so the thought of people SEEING me stresses me out. It’s been really nice to be able to vent and put this into words tho.,1.885816733067728,4.09231442629482,3.416436653386455,88.45077450199206,80.03585657370517,7.362613545816733,24.382629482071714,8.364918446050245,1.6251621035856574,975,36,204,21,25,321,134,251,0.179,0.705,0.11699999999999999,-0.9424,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,0,15,18,1,3,6,1,23,3,1,1,0,39,43,24,0,4,13,0,6,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,13,10,0,1,9,2,0,4,5,9,0,0,14,7,29,9,27,26,2,22,0,3,1,0,12,10,0,5,10,131,42,3,0.20350412845610188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228593310101688,0.16274217800232815,0.0,0.4409932763181192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352015188043546,0.0,0.0,0.0711474091615872,0.10425701430427577,0.08373327902193715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699174468877207,0.12405422784980945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302360499648005,0.0,0.0,0.2078004682792657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176986464566677,0.0,0.0,0.08763890382086001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904391710102798,0.1041276892674297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850007931228313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972284578588193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572445049057536,0.14538339003108672,0.0,0.0,0.09299954331036896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722678483136712,0.0,0.05316125389758013,0.0,0.05782804297804167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820226381060167,0.0,0.10206561677694348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194644629052874,0.0904419099108363,0.0,0.10595911686400923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187049213031113,0.09942183777307118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650596631843832,0.0,0.09628026343456908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302360499648005,0.10250449984967884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747994749501816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054206955602875,0.0,0.1063092502954054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973629835498072,0.0,0.10228892865791096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036995571000445,0.0,0.1004678879647068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108322130559091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744683108179407,0.0,0.0,0.10063539331508774,0.0,0.07202063477561488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655664578889315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178445492681789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615595463624103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690829724299326,0.0,0.0,0.10592748734068028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161936833384276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369404637042698,0.14456349403652666,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wolksvagon,2020/01/01,"Need advice on how I can help my wife. Hello my son is almost one years old. My wife is a stay at home mom. Before she was pregnant she stayed at home as well and had free time to do whatever she wanted (art, YouTube, makeup). She has always struggled with social/generalized anxiety but was pretty good at self medicating and once a stressful situation was over with she would be good for a while. While she was pregnant her anxiety was actually really good and even months after giving birth it was good. Recently in the last 4-6 months(6-8months after giving birth) she has slowly gotten worse.  She is sad all the time, anxious, has panic attacks, etc. She is very self aware of her feelings and actions. Her family has a history of mental health issues. She has expressed that she does not want to see a therapist because she knows what she has and doesn’t want to be medicated for it. A couple weeks ago I came home from work because she called me having a panic attack and said “I’m not good enough for our son, I can’t do anything right “ or something along those lines. She has told me things I can do to help and I’ve tried to the best of my ability and yet she still says I’m not helping. She just said today that “ I don’t know how bad it is”. I said tell me and she said “I’m sad everyday and frustrated and I’m the worst thing for our son”. I told her that I don’t know how to help her and she said she doesn’t know how to help herself. I know she would never hurt her self or our son so I’m not worried about that I just want advice on what I can do or some insight into what/how she is feeling and why. Our sons birth was not easy.  Born by c-section after 3 days of inducing and he spent a week in the NICU and my wife was in the hospital for a week too for high blood pressure( due to anxiety which hospitals don’t understand). 

TLDR: Wife possibly has postpardom anxiety and/or depression. Doesn’t want clinical help and I don’t know what to do despite trying to do what she has asked.",3.280167234683361,4.5982148894348915,4.461526511849094,86.45989220892449,73.32432432432431,7.806895458508363,24.922644051676308,8.360895534625662,1.4345722279464217,1568,48,330,26,31,515,190,407,0.16399999999999998,0.693,0.14300000000000002,-0.8373,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,4,0,0,2,13,22,3,5,15,0,46,5,1,5,2,59,80,28,0,8,11,10,2,0,0,2,4,6,3,3,15,21,0,0,11,1,2,2,14,14,1,1,19,9,54,9,40,57,6,43,0,4,1,0,69,12,0,5,27,217,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.06885549001052027,0.0,0.0,0.13789904512907755,0.06254637276078945,0.0,0.07065473274420109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058710812216734326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591003172709894,0.07971168373410087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058064116045208676,0.0,0.06596322096407836,0.16054229393526298,0.0,0.0,0.05891388985023141,0.08602432827075797,0.0,0.060040585564623175,0.0,0.07404740797838892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204871614579253,0.08070079763341012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807228699496241,0.0,0.045504773490483715,0.0,0.06077243768509439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174673195730794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290639783593464,0.07869203273638126,0.046603611077945854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651682701628027,0.0,0.07135358824740015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537341008792989,0.0,0.2959080699010166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500100930222478,0.0,0.0,0.28376560956657704,0.07454954869521375,0.2123295499466684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553496127923978,0.0,0.0,0.07364535432698623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326645714824179,0.057515072773971485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216171261771596,0.07110696337018284,0.0,0.0,0.08263794915737283,0.056319589554475635,0.0,0.0,0.052318668480241,0.05441951722557553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740398918121965,0.07514312416709744,0.04781266299669187,0.0,0.0,0.1655717700629696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954476816612152,0.0,0.07178395727102284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520195748676705,0.0,0.0696685854625546,0.0,0.0,0.060257074217657386,0.3355892449522266,0.05611141750272082,0.0,0.0,0.056226456508095414,0.0,0.22082554629516174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931136937125037,0.0,0.07192610282220277,0.0,0.054319831880050684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504131957354887,0.05634857750685464,0.0,0.08082519502375513,0.07376367707687251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061671751490648075,0.0,0.0,0.08192453759760925,0.09375264342788693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228714134782561,0.0,0.06688176360577555,0.13484446150812066,0.0,0.09580997602801768,0.0,0.0,0.07345449729390449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058218635787015374,0.20808788627115174,0.0,0.1697947290430823,0.0,0.06344109243748103,0.0,0.06366860067027834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051367855220067135,0.07165617721161531,0.07190573702568502,0.10024630101298908,0.0,0.0,0.04543773824118708
anxiety,Rikc16,2020/01/01,Happy new year everyone! Here’s hoping we all have a better year and find ourselves overcoming this monstrosity of an illness. Well done to everyone for going another year dealing with everything they have to deal with! Here’s to a better year 🍻,5.128333333333334,7.701886666666668,6.104166666666668,71.33625000000005,71.22222222222223,9.833333333333336,31.25,10.125756701596842,3.9273333333333342,200,9,31,6,4,66,33,45,0.052000000000000005,0.6579999999999999,0.29,0.9059,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,7,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707800178294355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34931508991857124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40719232274170736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020935344879891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774066790446183,0.17748486442104547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049576001913728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223406262229693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102241809382342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614504330192173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907301806732133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756081150096373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086899588196242
anxiety,-zzzz,2020/01/01,"Have been gagging all day, but have no food in my stomach from two days of panic attacks. Any ideas about what I can do? I have tried eating and it makes me nauseous. I recently got clean from a 5 year xanax addiction about a month ago, but (not including the first week of withdrawals) the anxiety hasn’t been this bad until now.",3.8375384615384647,5.352196138461544,4.184615384615388,88.21538461538464,72.23076923076924,7.661538461538463,26.84615384615385,8.238735603445708,1.6189076923076926,259,9,53,4,5,81,54,65,0.253,0.6990000000000001,0.048,-0.9459,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,4,0,8,5,1,1,1,7,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,8,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588905637915643,0.0,0.0,0.21051356997107545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614959847810237,0.0,0.18167317130152505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017019481619714,0.0,0.0,0.19828765003987392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30631264117724266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24300349559243534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020021694190147,0.2871643214020663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993614526530955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680884063467259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585211587588949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895559619702032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786340987005769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344849428223217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612347703170516,0.0,0.23198552312370635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904938314586475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529306987176728
anxiety,Single_gay_mom,2020/01/01,"Started out my New Years with bailing on a party. Yeah, I can’t say I’m looking forward to 2020. 

Happy New Years to you guys though, 🙃.",0.2943678160919525,2.224805103448276,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,84.17241379310346,3.8666666666666663,23.459770114942533,3.1291,-0.06321609195402322,104,4,23,0,3,35,25,29,0.0,0.7190000000000001,0.281,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,6,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30841109272239325,0.0,0.3315729426870353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615621412393964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6016526451219997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476989257354267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204649468308364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30602446425593216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011618116631544
anxiety,eppydeservedbetter,2020/01/02,"I have my first practical driving test tomorrow, and anxiety is starting to kick in. Does anyone have any helpful tips for tests, or specific tips for driving while anxious? I’m very nervous for my test tomorrow. I’m mostly struggling with the usual symptoms I get: overthinking, nausea, restlessness, slight muscle ache and clammy skin. Very annoying.

Does anyone have any tips for driving tests, or general advice for any kind of test. Driving advice would be interesting to hear, and very helpful.",6.972369747899156,9.64000768235294,6.637478991596643,69.10294117647061,66.29411764705883,9.563025210084033,36.84873949579832,9.957137785484203,4.520226890756304,403,21,55,10,7,126,53,85,0.174,0.74,0.086,-0.7496,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,3,1,0,6,2,1,0,0,9,11,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,0,2,4,2,10,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,29,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35371231225672123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692274107115695,0.0,0.13845280163131224,0.20446119798055126,0.0,0.2530974234448414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316761864659352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394549504091146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945570369120269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398291268940733,0.0,0.2426204614754737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846771642705665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810190357860265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892045064923881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811240315313527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199329079895548,0.4479940001335422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128566339575802,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ttttrrrowu,2020/01/02,Very worried about this symtom So recently I’ve been worried about schizophrenia and someone told me I was speaking fast so lately I’ve noticed I speak fast and I’ve been anxious and I’ve focused on speaking and I now think I have disorgized speech because I’ve been focusing on it and I’ll say the wrong thing it’s only when I’m overthinking what to say this happens it’s like I’m trying not to say the wrong thing but when I over think it I do is this anxiety and me overthinking it or could this a schizophrenia symtom,1.0993724966622196,3.682511467289725,2.3888451268357827,91.54852803738319,88.53271028037382,5.300133511348465,24.4652870493992,6.868970318607317,1.102698798397864,425,18,84,6,14,136,56,107,0.11800000000000001,0.846,0.037000000000000005,-0.7055,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,14,12,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,12,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,7,8,1,7,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,8,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256778453528587,0.21053802939387567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360563286100267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879631683482925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480087857131406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022646560332006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104793118448357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121764031093992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173805548185556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401175344474746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44461188300552656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579054292718513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247623633990933,0.23882877528609694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780785819008661,0.0,0.1265287759853442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376963925997592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37852293759987016,0.0,0.0,0.4075190834979473,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeeperSilent,2020/01/02,"Anxiety after being drunk I'm a 17yo dude that has recently started going out/drinking.
The first time i got shitfaced, i felt really weird for 5 days, i was tired,empty,thinking about everything (overthinking i guess).

 I remember being really sad for those 5 days. It was like i was in a hole with my emotions  and i could not get out.

So for new year this year, i got drunk again.
It did not hit me the first day, but i have been feeling a mild version of those 5 days again.

So what is this? Is it anxiety?",1.6911650485436884,3.761415834951457,3.4347669902912656,88.78244174757285,79.97087378640776,7.226796116504855,22.921359223300968,8.238735603445708,1.3520143689320392,393,13,83,8,10,131,67,103,0.12,0.841,0.039,-0.6545,0,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,0,12,2,0,0,0,11,22,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,8,2,11,1,9,10,1,18,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,16,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836869374292492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480403569474613,0.0,0.0,0.4783144062984002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816380341607464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085691262402755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666408100352919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375238733732273,0.0,0.17802936115047355,0.0,0.0,0.3154311469657467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687271004233247,0.0,0.10537673265796256,0.0,0.29658976595946257,0.0,0.2042576881583001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058536204791204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907685767594436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756570795072735,0.0,0.1830768814844228,0.0,0.21004127350355026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312390803107157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880770268637073,0.0,0.0,0.1081181218493726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388048892817869
anxiety,garbonzobee,2020/01/02,Panic attack while driving Hi all! I’m not sure if this is the right place to post but I was wondering if any of you have tips to help with panic attacks while driving? I was in a car accident a couple years ago and since then can get severe panic attacks to the point where I have to pull over. Let me know if you have any coping skills or techniques that could help!,4.14236842105263,4.688937973684212,4.62221052631579,88.99647368421054,70.57894736842105,7.132631578947367,24.410526315789475,6.742157984588678,0.7026242105263156,290,7,62,2,5,92,55,76,0.315,0.611,0.07400000000000001,-0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,1,7,3,3,4,0,9,0,0,0,2,13,13,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,2,0,6,1,8,9,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,5,5,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401166210153929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498159665602065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394711818613491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620342376359805,0.1748978328530024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258334368201685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189759756283252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686934228994947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163394316280516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563717590503822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514609250258194,0.0,0.14942415374099804,0.0,0.1513842358978279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349881257533908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857041563362594,0.0,0.13075443440526768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897602458418188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141662854352813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178979320329616
anxiety,ScienceLover89,2020/01/02,Anxiety or Adrenaline I feel my anxiety stems off  Adrenaline. I am unsure what to do about this? Keep with Prozac and Propanlol or find a way to get this energy out of me? Anyone else have this issue?,1.5515384615384598,4.226889794871795,3.4878974358974415,83.94876923076926,86.94871794871796,8.248205128205129,20.620512820512825,8.841846274778883,2.057365128205128,158,5,30,5,5,53,32,39,0.147,0.794,0.059000000000000004,-0.3747,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263042949423903,0.0,0.0,0.24052648163918974,0.3524593956733014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873603121645864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393216819876084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31440151103311764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972108204912968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590371968805768,0.0,0.305754976041024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730440173761366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jules0614,2020/01/02,"failed one of my classes ok so i’m a freshman in college and i finished my first semester. to make a long story short i failed my math class and didn’t do so hot in one of my other classes. i’ve always been an ap/honors student with As and Bs all throughout high school so this was kind of a shock to me. i think just the whole transition from high school to college and the different level of work/what is expected is what affected me along with anxiety and other mental health issues. my parents keep on asking about my grades and i’ve just been telling them they haven’t been posted yet. i’m so scared to show them that i failed a class. i feel like they’ll be disappointed in me (especially my dad) and think that i shouldn’t be in college or that i’m not smart/successful, or even pull me out of school. i’ve been a mess over this and i’m really not sure what to do. i know i have to tell them but i’m so scared.",1.7685248868778274,3.4204704256410245,3.2250678733031712,92.370814479638,78.07692307692307,6.6395173453997005,21.726998491704375,7.510576382923642,0.5985233785822022,723,20,165,10,17,237,103,195,0.132,0.8490000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9485,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,5,4,10,12,0,2,8,1,16,1,0,2,2,30,28,17,0,2,7,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,4,1,0,1,5,8,0,3,6,2,24,4,24,18,2,17,0,4,0,0,10,11,0,2,5,107,33,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916271233403767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874952953747185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511787884244878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621809512764161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252709141830556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848829410482433,0.11089541328489133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203745171731535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500084777407595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280152854028365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201843164015242,0.0,0.13797439962973093,0.0,0.16164680233999038,0.08530963316083509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583690122393368,0.0,0.0,0.13737251348496346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036163616757189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643401799357254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037396702223665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236309970007646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486661840683833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944347917119382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108220142968985,0.4712991906964823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630121135965493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713534490893102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989285643855624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330729843312445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130083413343566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RDRKeeper,2020/01/02,"I’m (M28) feeling anxious about my feelings for my crush (F25) Hello everyone. I was hoping to get some advice on how to manage my anxiety over this situation.

I have suffered through several episodes of anxiety in my life as well as 2 major bouts with different variations of OCD. I have only recently been studying up on mental health and reached out to a therapist about 2 years ago about my most recent case of OCD that dealt with uncertainty about my identity.

I have been single for about 9 years now and came from a bit of a toxic relationship. I made mistakes and hurt my partner but she also hurt me emotionally in ways. I have moved on from it which took a bit of time. I needed roughly about 6 years of healing to move on. I have been trying to get back into the dating game and dated a girl that i liked for a short while but it didn’t end up going anywhere as i found that she was just being nice and wasn’t really interested.

Now, I started getting close with this new girl and started to develop a friendship with her. I am extremely attracted to her physically and would like to start a relationship with her should she want the same. We’re hitting it off pretty nicely recently but for about a couple of weeks now I have started to feel some anxiety over the relationship. Analyzing my thoughts i have found that i’m afraid of several stuff. Things might not work out, I might not really like her as much as i initially thought, I might not have a relationship with her beyond friendship. I think out of all these I’m most afraid that i might not really like her as much as i initially thought but i’m not too sure about this. I’ve read that much of this might be rooted in the fact that we might not know each other yet well enough. I’ve read that i just need to get to know her more and enjoy the friendship as it develops. However when i think about what I don’t like about her, I can’t think of any reasons.

I would love to hear your thoughts about my situation and if you have any tips as to how i can manage my anxiety over this.

Thank you so much to anyone who will read my story and provide some advice. Hope you guys have a wonderful day!

TLDR: Feeing anxiety over a potential new relationship. About how i’m afraid that i might not really like her as much as i think i do and ultimately lose interest in the potential relationship.",5.017094697494117,5.8639068218884125,5.8961857953758825,79.56395334348609,68.76394849785407,9.703890350269972,29.19534819327149,9.857291076455118,2.6504750934514743,1873,66,372,43,31,617,202,466,0.062,0.757,0.18100000000000002,0.9965,2,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,4,0,2,29,27,0,3,18,0,35,4,0,6,3,86,77,34,0,10,14,0,4,6,1,11,3,1,0,4,25,25,0,0,17,4,1,5,11,8,2,0,16,5,58,19,81,47,19,54,0,4,0,1,32,22,0,16,32,273,83,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752621990746492,0.05330594387088187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808984278591664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178756268579622,0.0,0.2300150976864536,0.06793529906577171,0.0,0.042047707155019966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04624001175388712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313034309902453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877828400112741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653810228678587,0.0,0.03878202355263649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628281518184127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764364743935357,0.05326165578300315,0.062135407367809474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746145602992792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121800838832336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318695867575464,0.0,0.0,0.12567197384811965,0.0,0.03417603880650375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059542986800873464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392056670359376,0.06777638160557121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945501133909946,0.0,0.0,0.1287512681715284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660971161115819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247504500577199,0.1762731926050112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727555017886486,0.0,0.0,0.05427407812403611,0.05690107861145656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060181639527544,0.4465552415694553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782772389564334,0.2210302845259871,0.08917850491740656,0.0,0.11615728601388495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045735286949735734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117879308131165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045346372023136,0.0,0.1540957790060138,0.061828673345020034,0.17812782143741684,0.3873741454787173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587059813154342,0.0,0.0,0.13518825208924198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702551137616798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884005185321625,0.0,0.0,0.056676413883254464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536411925176296,0.0,0.06982123199259029,0.03995094301812766,0.15412801498411813,0.0,0.1909615142307159,0.03506513283159052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681206568523038,0.040827636991459526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035469110984911616,0.047732269664528114,0.04823657443498353,0.0,0.10813696025230887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521371350136461,0.04377890973151812,0.0,0.0,0.08543618853005533,0.0,0.0,0.11617467571946707
anxiety,FlamingGunship,2020/01/02,I need to get a few things of my mind. My anxiety has been driving me crazy recently making me worry about things like  **Tourette's** even though i show no physical or verbal tics i could use some help convincing myself and some tips to stop worrying about stupid things like this.,1.4208595387840646,4.025631924528302,1.8462893081761005,92.3143815513627,97.67924528301887,6.1291404612159335,19.09643605870021,7.3871296695380915,0.9950939203354294,224,7,43,5,9,68,43,53,0.266,0.573,0.161,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,5,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645390896666603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945997477910574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098233857754765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733963448064636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336806805059131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814977174557006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269265017378648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460993066994638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807237981864958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406554246277973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377042417475544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857730797385698,0.0,0.2394649337593369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105057362282132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950422816703951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheLegionofDoom2957,2020/01/02,"Does anyone get anxiety about missing events? Ok I'm not talking about FOMO - I'm fairly high functioning about 80% of the time but often I feel like I'm just making decisions in my life to appease other people / paranoia that they'll feel sad if I don't go.

I frequently say yes to things I don't want to do or feel obliged to do things involving alcohol when I honestly feel like I don't really enjoy alcohol anymore. This is compounded by the fact that a lot of my friends get annoyed at me if I don't attend things - it feels a lot like my existence and the decisions I make are entirely motivated by other people.

My new year's resolution for 2020 is to be more selfish but I've already been added to a load of different events and it's spent me into a spiral of anxiety where all I can think about is letting people down.

I know this sounds like I'm trying to backhand brag about having an active social life but I don't really have that many friends. Rather, the friends I do have expect me to be doing things 24/7. Does anyone have any advice for coping mechanisms for this? I'm going back home after a relaxing fortnight at my parents and I'm dreading the thought of returning to where I live and work.",4.906836419753084,5.649481748971198,6.115018004115227,78.27153935185187,68.95884773662551,9.531790123456787,30.413837448559672,9.673873057562805,2.835378806584362,967,37,184,21,16,325,132,243,0.111,0.701,0.188,0.9737,2,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,12,16,1,1,11,2,23,4,0,3,2,34,46,11,0,5,9,1,5,4,3,1,4,2,1,0,14,5,2,0,11,1,1,3,6,5,0,0,3,7,22,11,30,39,4,21,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,6,14,121,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693744909213626,0.0,0.2557757884756504,0.0,0.0,0.1320557831183479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137783173380804,0.0,0.183090233293032,0.0,0.11867775378038475,0.1673482434388717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201672656105754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502680356099816,0.0,0.0,0.20944322908414267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025367791855072,0.17098061077413354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27736385526681084,0.0,0.12504239526927335,0.0,0.1360193087552053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643501696807732,0.12003600612029285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576598955127451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236786807589548,0.1690490315083528,0.23385348963305455,0.0,0.10566837177805473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347362863901508,0.0,0.0,0.15975763361821269,0.12132380625256073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557537314332207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287631647095868,0.0,0.0,0.248886605314036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332380576025206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516419815046924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198568857810856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618400047094017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180064070157951,0.07667794012292801,0.0,0.0950024274008545,0.0697789342434669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124620575732089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058284293338332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711918126983784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706178382115922
anxiety,Royalchariot,2020/01/02,Does anyone else pick at their nails/cuticles? I try not to but it’s my worst habit by far. I used to bite my nails but now I just pick at my cuticles. I’ve made them bleed and caused infections before,-0.5401550387596927,1.675772232558142,1.2003488372093043,99.22129844961245,94.11627906976744,5.657364341085271,14.143410852713178,7.1686216300943375,-0.3116170542635657,158,3,38,3,6,51,32,43,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,10,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664985753315798,0.3905180259946067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243179609431302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915308119734927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33353395898749355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183895314844313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606393168806352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587657646174382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291784179281147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KitchenOriginal,2020/01/02,"Help w a sort of existential anxiety/dread Difficult time explaining and describing exactly what’s going on here so please bare with me. And thanks for reading. 

Something hit me during my super hungover New Year’s Day shift yesterday. It was this head rush feeling I’ve gotten before accompanied with anxiety, stress, fear etc. Seems to happen when I’m hungover.

First time I remember feeling it was when I was messing with my seatbelt and it felt like my brain was confused w the orientation of my hand/wrist muscles. Hard to explain. Was experiencing this again recently- it happens more when I’m adjusting a belt, or reaching below the belt to scratch an itch or adjust something. Its almost like my brain loses track of my haptic senses. I’ve noticed if I visualize what’s happening physically that helps a bit to prevent it.

However, yesterday this dreadful physical feeling of light headedness was happening just from thinking about it, it seemed. It’s almost always paired with this notion that I’m living in a simulation of reality/life and that I’m slipping away from my conscious physical engagement of  this reality. Fucking weird.

It kept me up for hours last night and while focusing on my breath helped a little, the discomfort dragged on and on kept returning. I have this sometimes paralyzing fear that I am in a dream or simulation, that I’m really god or something, coming to the remembrance that life isn’t “real” and that I am the only true conscious being. It is the most terrifying shit ever. I hate it.

I just want to feel normal and engaged with real life as it is. I don’t know what’s causing it or why the physical sensations described above are sometimes paired with it. I feel like I’m going crazy. I don’t want to alienate myself from others or overthink myself into madness.

This same sort of sensation and fear was also triggered when I saw the movie Midsommar. An incredible movie but something about it triggered this intense anxiety that life is a dream and that if I think about something my thoughts will cause them to happen. That’s a big part of it. Hard to say how that movie triggered it exactly.

Lastly, it at times feels like the physical sensations paired with this existential dread are the beginnings of what I imagine a seizure or stroke would feel like. I know it sounds silly and ridiculous and unfounded. But nevertheless this has been my experience. I hope it doesn’t continue to worsen. I just want to feel normal and tapped into reality like a healthy individual. Considering quitting drinking and going drug free as they seem like triggers for this.",5.7136775483011295,7.926811746835447,6.227901399067289,72.62864090606263,68.66244725738396,9.462047523872977,33.57073062402843,9.87579492184292,3.7580261603375518,2104,100,341,53,38,681,229,474,0.098,0.7659999999999999,0.135,0.8947,1,0,7,0,1,0,44.0,0,0,2,4,16,32,5,8,22,0,24,13,6,7,4,93,71,35,0,9,14,0,13,7,0,2,6,2,0,0,48,24,1,3,25,4,1,6,4,17,0,1,14,18,34,16,50,53,6,44,0,1,1,1,8,14,2,19,31,223,82,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014224075071014,0.0,0.0,0.059953078428316514,0.06238062589825692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470291764256997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043630882330824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379351886655556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184727210597778,0.0,0.0,0.1673815016534056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402864625711318,0.0,0.06457958208027621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834912249579972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734415643592841,0.08694081348634798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361080472162867,0.0,0.06781420072217652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333455207169387,0.0,0.2530845754362872,0.30325463586011425,0.16067466759447413,0.0719824724220689,0.0,0.0,0.06376901453444055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930809050427257,0.0,0.0,0.12782067581652962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314763861942113,0.0,0.13431588483320095,0.07401685577760597,0.0769403310351057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075141753973234,0.0,0.0,0.0744616248315726,0.07382985156670471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240254815895796,0.12222028967950473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885951525026076,0.25638416036116457,0.07513912963739568,0.06619943799014186,0.0,0.0,0.08387168895804384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240600587334711,0.0,0.07035379291007465,0.14690837602646606,0.0,0.0853532674681166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057017679547126075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118465785198578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822939930908268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973928659224516,0.0749897832635372,0.17066339747446732,0.04802737849106476,0.0,0.0740233323728679,0.0,0.0849258239189346,0.0,0.0,0.05961875183972421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047482390102057,0.0,0.0,0.07695510974227228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885759013907685,0.14829349593680927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587730374633491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690218389440789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960748511019222,0.0,0.059517405216060575,0.13114594706269295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265685243311834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764830888757646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053256178590158486,0.0,0.0,0.04827789710050229
anxiety,Derangedbuffalo,2020/01/02,"My meds aren't working and I'm losing hope I was put on meds for panic attacks around 6-8 weeks ago. They still haven't helped, I'm having the panic attacks and ibs flare ups again, and they are getting more common again. I feel so lost. I have to really wean off these ones so it could be another month before I can even trial a new type. I'm ending up missing work because my stomach is so unsettled and my anxiety sky rockets.

I just feel so useless. My partner is working his arse off and I'm just a mess who has to fight her own brain just to walk to the shop. I finally got a days work offered to me tomorrow and my stomach is agony, immodium isn't helping, my anxiety meds haven't helped and I feel on the verge of a panic attack..

I'm sorry for ranting, I just need someone who understands how truly debilitating this shit is, and how draining it is to put up with this bullshit on a regular basis.

*I just want to be normal*",2.867167530224524,4.200448497409327,4.774113989637307,83.75149913644215,74.38860103626943,7.426459412780657,27.37443868739205,8.021203637495839,1.7363066666666669,732,28,149,11,15,251,109,193,0.254,0.7120000000000001,0.034,-0.9915,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,2,6,16,14,5,3,8,0,18,4,4,2,0,27,34,14,0,5,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,4,1,1,3,4,13,0,1,3,3,20,1,20,28,2,26,0,4,0,0,12,11,1,2,12,99,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981288740465873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807065907013453,0.17227700612419342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023765295549007,0.0,0.3842954243613225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863976448793663,0.0,0.09581409667977477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125698563637576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990174067082729,0.0,0.0,0.07261752572209147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972996003094008,0.0,0.0,0.07437107508957971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708014555111246,0.0,0.0,0.12334752588860873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588287237067174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005630888329946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264197233731449,0.0,0.0,0.11183696161156174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597032202177227,0.1229159319477376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752188262988516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987604880584793,0.0,0.0,0.08349129031274058,0.0,0.10874954337379067,0.0,0.0,0.11032385102562478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630050692879639,0.0,0.0,0.39633464851487504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263877046190698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721342852342874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558202864263575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540540555632043,0.0,0.0,0.1260462051222695,0.0,0.0,0.08992230842250007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172203142107478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641425184507774,0.0,0.09032073017086978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278958457852326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nglidden16,2020/01/02,"Depersonalization Just went through a week of constant anxiety that caused me to undergo depersonalization. Last night I experienced the oddest sensation where my entire body got the chills and I started silently crying, and then suddenly felt like I was back in my body. I’m finally not foggy and my chest isn’t aching, but today my emotions are all over the place.",8.361,9.425754907692312,8.356730769230769,64.09201923076925,61.46153846153846,11.423076923076925,36.25,11.20814326018867,4.402769230769231,299,13,48,8,4,97,53,65,0.08800000000000001,0.884,0.027999999999999997,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,3,3,1,1,9,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,8,1,5,4,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,11,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392608429886666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748220934881876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050806851250564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355638953173835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456901715519122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497389806904776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557439673559461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829661919384616,0.2490564779178158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818367003567505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532480988905692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107425289694774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335742748153672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237537764682018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092316094829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155061191349914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237060514401174,0.0,0.0,0.21076052223900832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ministerofterrible,2020/01/02,"Robbery in my building There has been a robbery in my building last week, and the perpetrator hasn’t been caught and they seem to has an access to the building.

The thing that worried me the most is not whether i could be the victim, but instead i was worried about other neighbours might think I’m one of the suspects.

You see, i live alone and doing freelance work in my house most of the time and the only time i get out from the house is at night til late.

Have you guys been in this kind of situation where you feel like people might accuse you of something you didn’t do?",8.766379310344824,6.139155982758624,7.801103448275862,80.45424137931036,62.44827586206896,9.969655172413797,36.131034482758615,6.742157984588678,2.3367986206896547,458,15,95,2,5,141,74,116,0.131,0.8190000000000001,0.05,-0.7783,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,1,1,4,3,1,0,11,0,17,0,0,0,0,17,24,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,2,14,2,15,14,2,15,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,5,8,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654112576065912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438043234026202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106975223795738,0.12867164368094205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410078988636708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833863569063552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415648822779822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875583411139031,0.0,0.1468148569995573,0.20317354145914768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799334835503295,0.0,0.1590416950812307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821395351531168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690223787319522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204816828127307,0.13698286088355835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486658945686592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352549294806088,0.1639666840370523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245279699878488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865858052636787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965803288025,0.11540813364761475,0.0,0.0,0.21004884993122414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144474527351029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112326829778545,0.3658238059369773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,calmpanda12,2020/01/02,"New year, same me (but in a good way) Last year I almost tried to take my life. I was miserable and I was sure that around November, the latest, I would just end it. Idk why November, I wasn't sure how, I just knew I will do it.

But then I started my last year of university and I just wanted to feel different. I was sick of being scared of EVERYTHING, so I decided that if something scared me I would just breathe and do it my own way and pace, but I would do it. I realized that the people around me are rooting for me and I should as well. I really wanted to see myself through their eyes.

Eventually, I started accepting myself, until I cared enough to start eating healthier and exercising, so my body can thrive. That changed how I felt tremendously. I started this lifestyle in the end of November and people asked me why I didn't wait for the holidays to pass first. You know what? I don't want to wait! I care now and I want to change now and I plan to change for good and not just keep it as a resolution that will flee.

I entered 2020, already with the mindset of being patient and believing in myself. I don't want a 'new me'. I want to be able to constantly learn and change. I like 'me' and it's not the date on the calendar that is going to tell me when to start acting like it. The only resolution I have for 2020 is to hopefully start loving 'me', but still be patient if it takes more time.",2.19815331010453,3.953048229965159,3.853053658536584,87.88523902439026,77.15331010452962,7.658202090592336,23.67512195121952,8.488131031819089,1.4091249895470388,1090,35,237,22,25,364,133,287,0.052000000000000005,0.8,0.149,0.9868,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,2,16,15,0,3,11,0,25,8,3,3,2,58,53,28,0,13,13,0,2,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,16,16,1,3,8,2,0,5,6,3,1,1,7,4,48,12,33,36,4,39,0,1,2,1,5,6,0,4,28,174,64,1,0.09224957220641188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237462114162462,0.0,0.1017996968607052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424335461753115,0.08624089723611775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103933677838557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024684785439215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810917395227106,0.0,0.3903512621504938,0.0,0.0,0.09968901529420447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638116863512172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439434249810794,0.0,0.0,0.16341147970241615,0.09531846795426124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290796721236914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664415549707135,0.0,0.08857405598290441,0.0,0.0,0.07846743899305814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242755777712962,0.1547491288308594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162464006151146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819956583888687,0.0,0.0,0.05069795234991,0.1503914274692275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065158600993352,0.09013696254834967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832588405800515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781904233608436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015995658790537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127908476127104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059097438140725676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471582969321199,0.0,0.07351096545613403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710182275908227,0.0,0.0,0.3917683320818444,0.0,0.07367062752767084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388826015140002,0.0,0.13872039539661624,0.0,0.0806301921728889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379146740496708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263140410719803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264671267480535,0.1464468331066122,0.0,0.0,0.08294344414180918,0.0,0.16648178082641055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965943479777188,0.0,0.0,0.17821709993969742
anxiety,heeeygirrrl,2020/01/02,Recommendations for self-care/self-help books? I have been feeling extremely anxious recently about the future (fear of the unknown). I am 23 F. Any recommendations are appreciated though! Thank you in advance! :),5.091862745098037,8.550103088235296,5.7082352941176495,64.23039215686275,91.64705882352942,8.149019607843139,32.13725490196078,8.344100000000001,4.043054901960784,171,9,24,5,6,55,30,34,0.06,0.655,0.285,0.8220000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721114860194305,0.0,0.0,0.3276194550715977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956761327457708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32633261723215784,0.14663360880066142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438207386756887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28634176240699155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6050701875728383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26699466741466515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28492526720879857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gr8beautifultomorrow,2020/01/02,"Anyone feel extra anxious with the new year? I just feel really old and that years are catching up? Like something that happed in 2013 feels like it just happened, but it didn’t?",3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,73.70588235294117,5.7098039215686285,23.098039215686285,6.42735559955562,0.5181686274509811,142,4,27,1,3,42,29,34,0.043,0.84,0.11699999999999999,0.3695,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404839943372974,0.0,0.21073832722816954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571742861024326,0.2153124954439892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665174627491273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29448706606676456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910835549211119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31625725268344035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307763073100204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202412072921624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881695100462037
anxiety,ProfessionalEscapee,2020/01/02,"Unsure if this fits here, but, does anyone else struggle to process visual stimulus? Hi All,

Due to a complicated personal history I have some anxiety and some impaired social skills/understanding. I have been having difficulties with my vision and am preparing to meet with a specialist, but before I do I wanted to ask the community this first:

Do you ever find that you have trouble processing your visual input when you enter a brightly lit or 'busy' place?

For example, when I enter into a mall or an airport sometimes it feels like my eyes cannot really process all the lights and stimuli and I struggle to see/make sense of what I am seeing. This is such a dumb description but it's the best I can do. I have some visual deficits so I am unsure what those play into this. 


To me, this seems as though it is a sensory processing issue/an offset of anxiety but I am unsure if this is something also relating to my vision (I struggle with bright lights).


Anyone else get this?",4.984602316602317,6.687315772972976,6.083571428571433,74.98250000000003,69.64864864864866,9.177606177606178,29.43050193050193,9.606745405546679,2.9695096525096534,778,30,133,18,14,259,106,185,0.157,0.722,0.121,-0.657,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,2,8,10,1,3,10,0,18,1,1,0,3,27,24,18,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,5,0,1,1,8,20,5,16,23,6,11,0,0,5,0,9,4,1,8,6,105,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720448837841733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433690869048601,0.0,0.0,0.22244435690716027,0.32596245981781113,0.0,0.0,0.14870461299938206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535288165363651,0.0,0.16692925218175828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919914378784376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26575734781661264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438836992827624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804282111407592,0.11363630482664255,0.0,0.0,0.1453828315613757,0.13530088997762155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310507069040314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771128642130255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888971229918928,0.16618941640963786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190132465703393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535089503866448,0.1448071040022627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621470742090356,0.0,0.12245626365506415,0.15731968044846253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988688647769843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562808808829038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559262015271484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382085394120476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unafraidchris,2020/01/02,"Claustrophobia and health anxiety I developed health anxiety in my early-20s (I am now 30) after a couple close relatives had traumatic events happen to them. One occurred on a plane and this is where I believe my claustrophobia comes from. While originally about planes only, the claustrophobia has recently developed further into any place where I feel contained or can’t get out of. Long drives, buses, secluded areas, even (sadly) car washes. This all revolves around me worrying about having a health emergency (specifically a heart attack or stroke). 

Does anybody have any tips or tricks for overcoming this? I am traveling to the Philippines at the end of February (14+ hours of travel) and the thought is giving me anxiety and stress. Is it worth it to go to the doctor and have them run tests to calm my mind of the chances of having a health-related event?",8.495882352941178,9.206325254901964,8.084444444444442,67.38000000000002,61.15686274509804,12.02875816993464,36.607843137254896,11.645159339076185,4.688968627450979,696,30,110,20,9,221,103,153,0.136,0.81,0.053,-0.9034,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,1,11,0,12,7,1,1,1,19,19,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,2,1,7,1,4,0,1,2,2,12,1,21,17,1,29,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,3,10,76,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997516789288852,0.0,0.33706275452935025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074439502150068,0.0,0.16708449465246605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547087537277122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651449076568558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250756481872267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032646894010335,0.12852590121439605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008218873155036,0.0,0.0,0.09700547581659164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426129240911711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673290090239003,0.14088996275986693,0.08346893961083196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129875619659727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6244587855579204,0.0,0.17404026846128876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463621122008738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997429118866802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829564879885768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952211892540047,0.1117003619437924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344666594284448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501524937543253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823774638696445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659744411546145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149152424132648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aroll10,2020/01/02,"A Poem Small worries turn insurmountable

 as my eye-lids clock out.

 

Sleep reluctantly wraps

the open wound in my mind

and hurriedly unwraps it

with the sunrise, making sure to

leave room for Depression's

permanent place; it's home.

 

Depression's dresscode changes

like a disguise, taking the 

form of misery, anger, and

sometimes false happiness.

After all, no villain succeeds

without offering a facade

of comfort. But really,

Depression gets to dress

however the fuck it wants

and still get satisfying results.",10.657586206896546,11.695279126436784,9.506344827586208,57.898137931034476,56.58620689655172,13.396781609195404,46.135632183908044,12.688352899677879,6.7702570114942535,432,25,56,14,5,135,70,87,0.257,0.586,0.157,-0.8748,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,7,0,0,3,1,2,2,14,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,5,11,7,2,9,0,3,0,1,1,6,1,0,4,31,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40615227094916745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982719956018857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842895579840223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732724386833979,0.19584483625035545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951860245139005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880036919650414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845721135482086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915669407266504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510839834892168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924696391054796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582041608831804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006997933674644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756148868787506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853692368012468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967875094532754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664691110267655,0.0,0.14092112562641518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386581060479828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054878856571143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806721027159317,0.0,0.0,0.19034033470049733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kewmobea,2020/01/02,"should i take hydroxyzine? im a relatively calm person, but i have serious trouble handling panic attacks, which are frequent. i would take SSRIs but i have tinnitus and i really don't want it to get worse. Since I'm usually relaxed I'm worried that hydroxyzine will make me too relaxed? But im mostly worried about the physical symptoms of my panic attacks, like tight chest and heat flushes and red rash on chest because of the stress. i hear hydroxyzine is good for that",4.348455056179777,6.776778494382025,5.321783707865169,76.72290028089887,73.04494382022472,8.49494382022472,33.59691011235955,9.188382445141503,3.5417292134831464,382,20,63,9,8,125,62,89,0.345,0.508,0.147,-0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,12,2,3,3,0,8,4,3,1,0,12,16,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,8,5,6,13,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997690860368222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710531862588134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179619487286088,0.0,0.0,0.14736913962740647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802709365133409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795731135696797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583832891167224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172813655437727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122930697518429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534147915420071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255816014966646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534116694732901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126418746965047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261996549144216,0.26420963365444544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935091417780295,0.0,0.10363263420603283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35686452174815925,0.17905369399513868,0.12481250626297513,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,primordialsuper,2020/01/02,"Relationship red flags or my own anxiety? I’m in my first ever relationship, we’ve known each other 3 months (met online). I’m used to dating and general anxiety in that aspect but I’ve never been this invested in someone, I’m getting worried about every little thing possible.
Things that are worrying me are slow replies, being too busy to see me, even any momentary absence of affection. It’s getting exhausting and I figure anxiety is a big factor but a part of me can’t shake off the idea that maybe all this is because he’s not into me.
No matter how loved I feel in the good moments, it takes almost nothing at all to convince myself it’s all going to end because he’s losing interest.
I guess my question is, is there any helpful way to tell if I’m overthinking things or if I’m noticing that the relationship is not right",3.976167917448404,5.6959415792683,5.662926829268298,76.93160412757976,72.23170731707317,8.704690431519701,30.29831144465291,9.265573868473778,2.924841088180113,665,29,119,15,13,227,105,164,0.109,0.735,0.155,0.9028,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,5,0,10,2,0,3,5,29,25,9,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,5,3,0,1,2,3,11,4,15,22,6,21,0,1,2,1,10,10,0,7,8,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377079943359488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870387762444536,0.0,0.31561088979481844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766375372406464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218032985855966,0.0,0.0,0.09083170455956828,0.1243961395840858,0.11586785981308488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953504135240719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697578307623915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369869589511194,0.0,0.07815668135029948,0.11534657405447525,0.0,0.0,0.1514955212983709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921778141798492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552451211601559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783274828960035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538514679177802,0.0,0.0,0.1241185923722182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815890817360438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976841066612383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606511805792213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195566203332754,0.15656922681165628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892246642581586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503491498202088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405563944314765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429401227997656,0.0,0.117442675285571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958689182760738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652158585094435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033991110733222,0.0,0.12019991973799145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740896750021455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877448799741958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091582266575362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793196736393497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mdvader,2020/01/02,"Racing Mind(?) causing me anxiety? It feels like I keep struggling to stay focused on any activity. Even something like watching a youtube video can see my mind drifting and thinking 'why am I even watching this whats the point'. Worse still, whenever this happens I feel my anxiety flare up, as if my mind thinks theres nothing worth focusing on and ill never be interested in anything ever again.

I know it sounds silly, and it may just be me overreacting, but its been occurring for a few months now and its incredibly frustrating.",8.955154639175257,8.49692925773196,8.520329896907217,68.5295670103093,60.54639175257732,11.883711340206185,42.080412371134024,11.20814326018867,4.8779583505154624,426,22,72,10,5,136,74,97,0.162,0.774,0.064,-0.8321,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,2,20,14,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,6,9,4,7,10,1,13,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,2,8,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216048923418767,0.0,0.27359623172656355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715502768840658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836991510765629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362201010074881,0.1617544710846171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083525539315892,0.12775026271128126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581314443137008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589449489209026,0.0,0.0,0.09827573319107266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472650613020366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416768410754851,0.0,0.1427337799103968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379183239073885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158425004333505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690443127373733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249774779706684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766568594818124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906001459311289,0.14280724564492445,0.0,0.0,0.18694327378021905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291634577865447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135877599896795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822345958858889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xcuzem3,2020/01/02,Scared to wean off beta blocker so I have had pretty bad anxiety for most of my life. I started on Lexapro in 2016 and stopped taking it this fall. I feel like im in a good place with my anxiety. a little over a year and a half ago I was also put on Propranolol for a tremor and to calm my heart rate down. Im currently uninsured and also don't want to be taking any meds anymore and want to stop the beta blocker. I've got a couple of weeks left of my supply and heard that I need to wean off it slowly. im currently on 10mg twice a day. this morning I cut it in half (5mg) and felt fine most of the day. this afternoon I've been feeling a little weird and have slight chest discomfort. im wondering if that's my bodies way of adjusting to the lower dosage or am I doing it wrong. I have moderate health anxiety focused on my heart which is what started me on the meds to begin with.  im relatively healthy currently 6 foot and 215 pounds and 27 years old.  I had a physical a year ago and was found to have borderline high cholesterol and elevated blood pressure. I've heard that its a dangerous drug to stop if you have heart disease or so on. my fear is stopping the beta blocker and having an attack even at age 27. Is my body telling me to stick with the meds or is the pain just my anxiety and overthinking?,3.884234343434344,4.328051243636367,5.300696969696972,84.270601010101,71.10909090909091,8.874747474747476,28.732323232323232,8.998388855275968,2.109735353535354,1032,37,223,19,18,348,143,275,0.17800000000000002,0.752,0.07,-0.9737,4,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,6,15,3,4,19,0,19,12,8,0,0,41,35,23,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,13,17,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,11,0,3,10,5,21,4,34,24,2,43,0,0,0,0,4,19,0,8,22,136,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708816302728754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171674892032496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602552785291217,0.0,0.2711341103095588,0.0,0.08787357634003876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008023844121596,0.0,0.0,0.07398250549843717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684310543179545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804111418485267,0.0,0.11428738328170755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275510247989404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058523582835663224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970664885761532,0.08960394990496062,0.06330031229496771,0.08507588132525692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715216371126882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431870638362849,0.07086650080636389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941842848468507,0.0,0.314996446817898,0.0,0.0936173525508263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785496958492548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627093405214772,0.0,0.06258520448132253,0.04328853095686739,0.1776134511866059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526465814769315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570040084520302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929773389097988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428328170074407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257465714761677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014439594811724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907373981276584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887102991473552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543189898112614,0.0,0.0,0.29631512137351385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324172372136922,0.0,0.07744575524301762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452450672905746,0.07033150540290581,0.0710745774155563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608968263399507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968770088019391,0.0,0.17117853164054664
anxiety,complainstoomuch726,2020/01/02,"I have a social life?? SO I just moved to a new city after graduating college. I went to college in the same area I grew up in, so all my friends have always ever been in that area. The concept of having to meet new people in a new city was terrifying, but I fired up the apps just to see what I could find. I started talking to someone, we swapped snapchats, and tomorrow we’re going clothes shopping and then to a bar! I’m shaking as I type this, and the concept of meeting her in person is terrifying but also exciting!",5.4879559748427695,5.100853330188682,6.662264150943397,78.7637106918239,67.58490566037736,8.953459119496856,35.59119496855346,8.344100000000001,2.786791194968554,407,19,82,5,6,138,67,106,0.142,0.7979999999999999,0.06,-0.8693,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,0,7,2,0,0,2,13,12,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,11,2,17,8,2,22,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,8,60,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778962712756439,0.18509943172324905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761130577899087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122225187214685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033187977245298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186730022599336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126425654949931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712573988711095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364332479513431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.644541971847125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422149680097194,0.1942381298926311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726692502635816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267636957450058,0.18848443348028374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745398689826515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879998606856215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062169566626635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mysrhgirl,2020/01/02,"Extreme tiredness/falling asleep due to stress? When I worked in daycare I would often be in the classroom and just get SO tired my eyes couldn’t stay open. Like I was straight up falling asleep, so tired I would go into the bathroom and sit on the floor for a few mins sleeping. I feel like I probably was overwhelmed by all the kids and instead of having a panic attack my body shut down and told me to sleep. Anyone else experience something like this?",4.284464285714286,6.100047738636366,4.062857142857143,88.32500000000002,71.61363636363636,5.9376623376623385,28.48051948051948,6.1826913282559595,1.1661474025974026,363,14,69,2,7,110,65,88,0.19699999999999998,0.693,0.11,-0.8863,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,3,6,0,7,8,6,0,1,13,11,7,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,2,9,3,11,4,2,17,0,1,1,0,2,10,0,1,6,46,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318423841485566,0.1951636920184364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166923054215864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115742924688933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911705050301564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632066511751616,0.0,0.0,0.0963096587100378,0.1360750609729458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951509404155004,0.0,0.1082510797485265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27916874068186553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223480851607522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053637873261261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812242291951291,0.0,0.0,0.1466366190699577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030205334109298,0.0,0.0,0.21818796052471068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378449647130496,0.0,0.18200660101013375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866774541899954,0.0,0.0,0.2706153194154598,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wewerentonabreak001,2020/01/02,"""Go around and introduce yourself "" I can't be the only one that can't stand when you're in a class/work and they say ""go around the room/table and introduce yourself and tell us something interesting "". 

This will sound jerk-ish  but I prefer to get to know people that I want to get to know not just spout off info about myself to people that I never met before.

When it was grade school/highschool I could get the logic but even college professors and jobs do it during orientation. 

Then I'm spending the time other people are talking either making something up, or coming up with something ""interesting "" but not personal and not honestly listening.  

This bug other people or just me?",5.097890624999998,7.014865507812503,5.627000000000002,77.51800000000003,69.703125,7.932500000000001,26.8625,8.548686976883017,2.099300625,547,18,92,9,10,176,83,128,0.027000000000000003,0.917,0.057,0.3879,1,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,30,21,14,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,9,10,0,0,5,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,2,3,9,3,13,16,1,15,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,5,67,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087776448274398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757553794274605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939396250503562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846916269354298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454839939060715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271828911872524,0.0,0.197127705436536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721017932140245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062438612061866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576538665479688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375934717533508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752016400002467,0.13190077739739775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809360854077234,0.1514317520015312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791791910126106,0.0,0.17551968356704215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005429828143441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939588052653984,0.1515848291037709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112800396579842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086140620447555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229307881343584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625857652416253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_FreshHeir,2020/01/02,"Need advice please! Recently I’ve been noticing a lot of anxiety in my life, along with a few panic attacks. They usually come when I have time to think (in an Uber, on the train, sitting at home). It sucks. I’ve never been an anxious person but maybe I am. 

I’ve started using headspace with helps calm me a bit at night, but last night I had to fight through a brief panic attack while mediating, has this ever happened to anyone else?

I was also curious if anyone has found any good audiobooks, apps, anything that helps with their anxiety? 

Just feeling a bit overwhelmed right now so I’m open to all tip, tricks, or advice. 

And lastly, when will I know that it is bad enough that I need a therapist (not against it, just have a busy schedule so would take some adjusting of my daily pattern).",3.516583416583416,5.450057571428573,4.201428571428572,86.03972527472527,73.93506493506493,7.0761238761238765,26.78121878121879,7.882392219407189,1.6255470529470533,622,23,120,9,13,198,108,154,0.168,0.698,0.134,-0.7771,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,9,11,5,3,10,0,12,1,0,1,3,28,25,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,5,1,11,2,17,18,7,25,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,4,15,79,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532698582442494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036339607873641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812639606669834,0.0,0.19827368303329576,0.14640106333476846,0.0,0.18122622916031014,0.13278140264366384,0.106642438503345,0.0,0.0,0.29485718330486793,0.0,0.0,0.108203160631162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829598482795306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163126318815847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825674044082573,0.0,0.0,0.13390225456399818,0.0,0.0,0.1172225747652208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552515705863635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420899590368351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869487145035643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145969872084604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372437361029405,0.0,0.129990445705459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121988285301238,0.21126809565267787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153403075501022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017372424731624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301916843803207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921803263701418,0.09994865011966456,0.0,0.0,0.24322494880400897,0.0,0.0,0.14754033330315808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30409448226306424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315395534914653,0.0,0.14225211910023075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795558335927842,0.0,0.0,0.11067009659881458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172525195171433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743638403068663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046526250164016,0.0,0.08303674817676941,0.0,0.0,0.07556561615412441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192510753170942,0.14272629495707587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205780367552548,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JohnMAppleseed92,2020/01/02,"How long do propanalol withdrawals typically last, when used for anxiety? 27m- I’ve been taking propanalol for anxiety at 20 mgs daily for anxiety for about 6 weeks. If I stop now, how long will the withdrawal last, and what should I expect? I’m reading a bunch of horror stories right now online, people saying it’s taken months for palpitations and hbp to regulate. Thanks.",3.737941176470589,6.831795441176473,4.2102941176470585,80.01632352941179,79.88235294117645,7.51764705882353,26.14705882352941,8.472884824447931,2.422523529411765,302,12,50,7,8,95,53,68,0.16399999999999998,0.779,0.057999999999999996,-0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,9,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,9,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,28,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403540497597302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838450950708704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167303189966165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793332916265865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323085034027102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355129460224419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010723560471301,0.0,0.18723867802911187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968460990963941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702851902971034,0.0,0.0,0.21677001748997685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335253843512288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886317032118224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sicflics,2020/01/02,"I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. I am F19 who has struggled seriously with anxiety since about 12 years old. I have become emotionally unstable because of certain things that have played out in my childhood. My anxiety has caused me to miss wonderful oppurtunities and friendships, and has stopped me from living my teenage life to the fullest. When I started my first job at 16 I remember being so overwhelmed I would come home from work everyday and have a literal meltdown because I couldn't handle anything. I would even cry at work, in the bathroom, or in front of customers because I couldn't handle it. This is normal for me. I get so worked up in minor situations that I just burst out in full anxiety attack mode and break down in tears. I've had two other jobs since and I notice this still. I haven't even applied for college because it feel's like my heart drops every time I even think about it. I have serious self confidence issues and have hated myself and my body for a long time. I deal with chronic pain everyday amd struggle to mention it to others because  I feel like they will judge me based on my weight. I've been on several different medications, seen several different counselors and pyschiatrists, and even spent some time in a psych ward. I can't seem to find my way out of this suffocating hole of eating disorders, self harming, and wanting to be better but feeling like I'm a failure and I should just give up on ever loving the person I am. I want to be better and do better, but I don't know what to do anymore. I need a little insight, or advice. I want to be able to leave my house and feel good about it. I want to be able to eat in public and not be afraid of it. I want to have friendships and relationships. I find it hard to not feel like this life is set out for us the way it comes, and that it's not meant to be good.",5.816427346238669,5.9324009110512135,6.285470472923304,80.03485113942662,66.84366576819407,9.33305562362166,31.688434207302127,9.095868883498916,2.5366215633423184,1482,55,293,24,22,481,184,371,0.11199999999999999,0.745,0.14300000000000002,0.9581,4,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,7,14,23,2,4,9,0,34,15,2,1,2,66,62,25,0,12,9,0,7,4,0,4,9,0,1,3,21,26,3,1,14,1,1,3,8,11,0,2,5,8,42,12,52,43,2,45,0,2,1,1,12,22,0,5,19,198,63,7,0.15611781846897385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627826268407517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914455572325716,0.0,0.07741346290599856,0.0,0.0,0.06423583124987342,0.0,0.0,0.08880327820425073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379199327637101,0.08620993247245881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711028548378774,0.0,0.08670585103808202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018800209997005,0.0,0.13448167699465785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085744046430085,0.0,0.08047530786555357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631098923162231,0.08946227268946719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974750314986802,0.0,0.08780576644684973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622869343308906,0.07060875235948591,0.06576799768320453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197344649583758,0.22306120141610009,0.0,0.0,0.14268885776789084,0.06639686831844231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078255831235248,0.07488121854259877,0.0,0.13094421917204707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992545034178445,0.07706701228316161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250018328186146,0.0,0.0,0.0782994504966218,0.0,0.0,0.0900695008668284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147322089949885,0.15492284545588453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289913509843793,0.0,0.0,0.08265311406258898,0.0,0.0,0.1102706321370386,0.15254256057666427,0.07823553386421007,0.06892744695956432,0.06907967830189816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045121320741618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863613883998967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057879692116524564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648115757408615,0.0,0.08887058553443025,0.08190969431970875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306018298780378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815802867106699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380605578655767,0.08842552748773147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710618992794761,0.1628649326942049,0.17636869769963556,0.0,0.1291422727145568,0.08774148451965309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055250497723170776,0.0,0.06233794574746492,0.06526074336661299,0.0,0.16320824067625256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185887078496431,0.05001699715684847,0.0,0.0,0.1365503331232469,0.1794344664712305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625221191896651,0.0,0.09389525666909287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302058355155059,0.12391905761436738,0.0,0.0950547222550207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465155729466549,0.17048344679948552,0.0,0.0,0.11090161900132373,0.0,0.0,0.05026737828514072
anxiety,throwawaywolfie2020,2020/01/02,Will i ever be happy I know this is a crappy post but I'm starting to wonder if my anxiety will ever let me be happy at all. I just finished my first semester of grad school. And i worked really really hard at dealing with all the anxiety and getting stuff done. The last grade came out today and my GPA is a 3.93.  I know that's high but i just can't help but think that that isn't a 4.0 . I dunno why I'm like this.,-0.29380434782608944,1.6265772282608708,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,86.5,5.853913043478261,16.808695652173913,7.1686216300943375,0.03595739130434783,323,7,75,5,10,114,58,92,0.128,0.755,0.11699999999999999,0.2278,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,4,21,19,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,11,3,6,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,8,52,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826057904515368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125940766000012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904282374032229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890227954398188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341621328003122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711451050424494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650352266051587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932551573276874,0.1654641729418255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238074392267952,0.19515660266722054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302393118063475,0.15056357015138933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888788247274243,0.0,0.09024013610522123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690143542337775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666033158942384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869367129912429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073892074636825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114491338218873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835491980587465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508379318375816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667234102498568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031047133105864,0.13447131855935124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Any-Internet,2020/01/02,"Have I done something wrong? I text my friend yesterday saying ‘Happy new year, \[friend’s name\]! Hope you have a fantastic year smile

She has been online on her phone has not responded. Does this suggest that she hates me now?

I have provided the back-story below:

I met up with this friend a few weeks ago. I really enjoyed it and am just reflecting on it all. One thing I am naturally terrible at - and what I am dwelling on is how we said ‘goodbye’ at the end.

The last time I met this friend (about a year ago) she said ‘see you later’ to me on parting. Today, we were on the tube and talking right to the very end before she had to get off at her stop. As the train pulled in to her stop, I initiated a cuddle with her (she initiated one with me when we met). She said something along the lines of it was good to have met and good luck with my masters and dissertation (which I am currently working on) and wished me a good Christmas.

The words that ring in my ears though were her final words to me ‘see you, bye’. She then left the tube very quickly and didn’t stay on the platform to wave as the train left with me on it.

Is ‘see you, bye’ a suggestion that she doesn’t want to see me again? Last year when we parted she said ‘see you later’ to me. This meant that I had the confidence to reach out and message her and arrange today because she said that. Ending today on ‘See you, bye’ means that I will be much less likely to be as confident in the future to reach out to her again.

We spent six hours together today and I really enjoyed it.

Do you think that ending it in this way has shut the door on me contacting her again (maybe in a year or so) to arrange another catch up?

Do you think that I should just send her a quick text now saying something like ‘it was great to meet today - hope you have a rest Christmas! smile’ in the hope that the response is a little more positive than ‘see you, bye’?

I sent the following message to her about an hour after we parted:

‘Hi \[friend’s name\], great to see you today! I really enjoyed catching up with you - hope you enjoyed it to. I hope you have a great Christmas! smile’

I got the following reply:

‘Thanks smile hope you have a great christmas too!’

Does this suggest that she still wants to meet again one day?

tl;dr - is this how you would part with a friend?

I text my friend yesterday saying ‘Happy new year, \[friend’s name\]! Hope you have a fantastic year smile

She has been online on her phone has not responded. Does this suggest that she hates me now?",3.1314342629482037,4.66998962350598,3.784181274900398,90.28479780876495,74.07968127490041,7.091713147410357,23.50617529880478,7.734863291789972,0.9237384860557772,1949,55,418,26,40,616,185,502,0.03,0.765,0.205,0.9983,1,0,3,0,0,0,68.0,6,17,0,2,20,37,2,1,33,0,39,2,1,2,1,59,79,21,0,12,5,0,0,2,8,3,0,10,1,0,30,26,0,2,5,0,1,7,4,5,0,4,23,18,80,32,62,51,10,93,0,0,8,1,91,33,0,9,57,290,110,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585928407691037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669693134447781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04157636185161701,0.0,0.03296046659959782,0.0,0.046009443023939584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03487056735937793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419506181954103,0.05533220888445018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915592829376178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923085601363098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341937331645333,0.0,0.028249254601871606,0.0,0.0,0.13605362460478732,0.04324458254154895,0.23844871448138694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511667923179553,0.0,0.10676552631732224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759247902012194,0.1064957823138696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814825634781892,0.0,0.0,0.11749405732182724,0.0,0.0,0.05283157567442759,0.05419217446135571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432041186179632,0.05889789614396015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039747546512445615,0.0,0.0,0.10444195777283888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099173487374494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342094279309129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391555318790972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461753395130134,0.2571639516816108,0.1289954974109248,0.0,0.0,0.34469323346126746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487679058019133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057631244716892474,0.0431802362002487,0.09040959817925216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043459281343402184,0.0,0.04978023508858365,0.0,0.0,0.035921592582540296,0.06929152782830397,0.05312333359191445,0.0,0.031528552776777095,0.0,0.3075112605604221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892265450439727,0.06378357344339912,0.04291811442726449,0.04337155630205356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217763624157471,0.0,0.0,0.03936348031559192,0.0,0.0,0.038409655997221334,0.059116871241617824,0.0,0.2437343850596053
anxiety,pedro5533,2020/01/02,Muscle tension from anxiety So is there anyone else that get muscle tension after being anxious? I do all the time and I’m constantly giving myself a massage on the neck and shoulders to feel good...,3.562567567567569,6.426953837837843,4.9202027027027055,76.26246621621625,78.18918918918921,5.8621621621621625,28.16891891891892,7.1686216300943375,2.138627027027028,160,7,23,2,4,53,32,37,0.209,0.73,0.06,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,3,2,2,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746488555707189,0.4055897271296289,0.0,0.2510347095833068,0.3678577985665707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879724235368529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999146373338533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815309941483659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875728166426145,0.3444041192337897,0.0,0.3011284361448377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934709720141034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drunkinabookstore,2020/01/02,"Experiences on sertraline? Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this! 

I've been on and off medication at various points in my life, to varying degrees of success. I've been off it for a while now but the doc has suggested I start on sertraline to help with panic attacks and OCD symptoms. I'm wondering about people's experiences on it? If it helps at all, I'm 23, male, and have been on citalopram (moderately successful), valium (hated it) and prozac (quite successful) in the past.",4.851754658385089,6.553888119565219,6.2096273291925455,73.95152173913044,69.97826086956522,10.474534161490684,31.62111801242236,10.608840637214634,3.7549857142857146,385,17,70,12,7,130,62,92,0.122,0.784,0.094,-0.4314,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,2,7,2,1,4,0,6,4,0,0,1,10,11,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,3,18,8,2,18,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,3,4,47,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583503248668714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227574825325832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334540628902232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289682866474774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263166507989806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768923554706301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25353656332281904,0.0,0.0,0.2062835826438519,0.14981048849640094,0.0,0.22576940000025464,0.0,0.20427611107494714,0.0,0.20695571775405625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298396806577992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418965017542536,0.15295052364442074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246015848517672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343417806009173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362618974235784,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mackdad43,2020/01/02,"Unbearable Muscular tension- advice? Hi everyone. 

First time post here. In January 2019, I experienced a major traumatic event, which I’m still in the process of working through in therapy.

As a consequence, I experience a lot of anxiety. However, I don’t experience anxiety as a racing heart, palpitations, or sweat. I have only two symptoms: nausea, and overwhelming muscular tension. 

With mindfulness, I can reduce the nausea. But nothing works for the muscular tension: not mindfulness, not progressive muscle relaxation, not distraction techniques, not music or social connection, etcetera. Tried massage therapy as well, but this only helped for a couple hours before the tension returned and I can’t afford massages consistently.

For context as to how severe this is: I’m frequently moved to tears (at least 4-5 times a week) by how much discomfort I’m in. I’m also not on any medication either. 

Should I just grin and bear it? I pride myself on having a will made of steel. I have a very high tolerance for discomfort and pain. Or is there some technique I’m missing to deal with it? 

Any help would be appreciated. Thanks.",5.132309644670052,8.206909477157362,6.221043147208121,68.00476269035534,73.51776649746193,10.234416243654824,34.215482233502534,10.241411754978122,4.76938192893401,905,48,133,31,20,300,127,197,0.16899999999999998,0.71,0.121,-0.7445,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,5,8,15,0,8,12,0,12,8,5,3,0,27,20,16,0,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,10,1,2,1,1,10,5,25,15,6,19,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,5,9,93,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702520736311513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213703095340154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071416992002094,0.0,0.21454185445221874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193202415505425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515511807618154,0.0,0.0,0.1445647207981072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339899800076406,0.0,0.27433183253300003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927440832361055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616603930557775,0.1879782970069895,0.1481542872066535,0.0,0.0,0.13809233099380452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921337592723942,0.0,0.13268327871106006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126086320833114,0.0,0.0,0.2831724040076176,0.0,0.0,0.14903585248761173,0.1030807273289252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345486484473251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329324411296105,0.14920815442088212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429576920682126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841313451742087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294064392988162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198301641996247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574636028459298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909936058391336,0.3207165828941417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353140945899447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520284799945976,0.0,0.1369784101319594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569943263416155,0.0,0.0,0.11247918327746936,0.0,0.12607815867689967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416939092623174,0.0,0.0,0.09961106090932344,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ajdctx12,2020/01/02,Is it common for vision to turn to static while anxious? I get this sometimes,1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,3.068333333333332,86.4225,87.66666666666666,3.0,20.833333333333336,3.1291,-0.07166666666666678,62,2,10,0,2,20,14,15,0.125,0.75,0.125,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864786252978081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712283874306297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134411520820218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646735050179525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WanderingSoul01,2020/01/02,"How do you build up the courage to do things by yourself when there are people around? For example, I want to take pictures or a video in public but I don't feel confident enough. I want to use a digital camera, but a cellphone seems less intimidating, but it's still hard to even do it.

Even talking in public seems hard for me, like I'm trying to hide and keep a low profile, so I cut it short. 

Also, trying out a jacket in the open in a store is scary...

Or if I want to try and go in a building that offers food or drinks, I don't fully understand how the culture of ordering or tipping works. So it's pretty intimidating because I don't know what I'm even doing.

In a way, I feel like I'm trapping myself from the real me, from the things I could do.

And, it's not helping me if I want to try out some things. If I still had friends, it would be less scary because they would be like a shield insurance to me. But, I only got myself to rely on now.",4.1478547854785495,3.865151326732676,5.637376237623763,84.62738448844884,70.38613861386139,8.317491749174918,27.724422442244226,7.793537801064563,1.447404620462046,736,22,165,8,12,251,105,202,0.133,0.7390000000000001,0.127,-0.3021,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,1,14,7,1,0,14,0,16,2,0,3,0,38,34,20,0,10,12,0,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,2,1,6,2,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,4,20,5,26,27,4,21,0,1,0,0,10,14,0,10,7,119,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094835468997586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187521899832805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691305277619736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930816923110986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411559784265611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146032493750246,0.0,0.2712750387633808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844740761501348,0.09780555598000336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554707928532353,0.0,0.10577310862053832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780674110699326,0.0,0.10949610294852832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452814744800963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917650954440452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168819671671265,0.0,0.0,0.07523986659674033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006558270075354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104123056838142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491326803470727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928245287485067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582881289247466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492678609780861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186663535845917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293614988482867,0.11003972438568893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728624605669767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718003013035283,0.0,0.0,0.1425238026256604,0.0,0.11824268479761255,0.0,0.0,0.32300243469679657,0.10866947949305253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966907852347227,0.0,0.0,0.19450795452810785,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oshkoshino1,2020/01/02,About alcohol. I currently taking pills of 5mg Zyprexa every night and i would like to know if i can drink alcohol while taking it as i miss going out with my friends and drinking.,3.41,5.252993333333336,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,74.0,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.362233333333334,144,6,28,3,3,47,30,36,0.045,0.795,0.159,0.6124,1,0,4,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,6,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.566724202299886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194873248648173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233982518921981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485234426044804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068946656578108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571816272773164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953770288147728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882301998737197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987159286147241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883532165313075,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeffneruda,2020/01/02,"New experiences/sensations I only developed anxiety a few years ago after the sudden death of someone close to me and it continues to manifest in new ways. I've had two particularly annoying new experiences or sensations that I'm guess are anxiety but I'm just wondering if this is common and if others experience this? If so, anyone have any coping mechanism suggestions? 

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1. Feeling like you're craving something but you can't put your finger on what it is that you need. Hungry? Sleepy? Thirsty? Horny? None of those? All of those? Just can't satisfy whatever it is and it nags at me and distracts me from everything else I try to do. 
2. Feeling like I'm the verge of tears but can't cry.",1.9724060150375955,4.8181278947368416,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285717,89.6015037593985,8.213533834586466,26.54887218045113,8.6894789155246,3.015625563909773,562,26,99,18,19,190,89,133,0.13699999999999998,0.768,0.095,-0.6053,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,3,5,2,1,3,0,10,1,1,0,1,20,18,12,1,4,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,3,8,2,12,17,3,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,6,11,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488661170230388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819597906648474,0.20406197268625426,0.11420299495403573,0.0,0.2569428619982586,0.0,0.0,0.11742553342740605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447103178863808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028990783813364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093104759839193,0.3285494402396645,0.0,0.0,0.1698280995234667,0.2399486127051002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500166224125308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409118016259566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452324060831475,0.0,0.4865841276923867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127723741195411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882318207952468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229257000248624,0.12928619346567133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401827535155536,0.0,0.1640501561857966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330066265905394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821206342226328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406197268625426,0.10814599407937572
anxiety,ajskgkjathrowaway,2020/01/02,"how long does it take for valium to kick in? i got prescribed 10mg valium for an upcoming doctor’s consult that i keep having panic attacks over, and i need to take the medication the day of the appointment/near the end of it for an exam i’m severely uncomfortable with

when do i take the meds so i’m conscious for the consult but drugged for the exam?

edit: for clarification, my doctor is aware i have to take this for the exam and even recommended i do so",3.6983410138248867,5.049031000000003,5.959170506912442,76.00161290322583,72.33333333333333,9.185253456221199,27.264208909370197,9.606745405546679,2.5355112135176663,365,13,71,9,7,129,56,93,0.094,0.88,0.025,-0.6199,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,10,0,5,4,0,1,0,9,14,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,15,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,49,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336237521563224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662151563104398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019197260653161,0.17181636531677724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276892941499331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738968460763657,0.0,0.0,0.12967913948199916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702912223394333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451388864167466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375260617242816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808682319603567,0.19778948597694426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455818497844329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035988164485935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180561364677606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904857918150603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,courtneat,2020/01/02,"I don't understand how people work 40+ hours a week for 45+ years of their lives I (23f) am American. I don't know if it is just me, but I am horrified by the thought of working all day every day until I can finally afford to retire (if that ever happens). My current job isn't hard, but it sucks the life out of me. Every weekend is too short, and every work week is too long. I never feel like I am rested enough or that I have enough time to do the fun things I like to do. I don't feel like I have hobbies anymore, and I certainly don't have very many friends. I feel like I have to spend all of my ""free time"" keeping my apartment together or resting to try and prepare for the following week.

I don't know how people do this for the majority of their lives, and I especially don't know how people manage to do this while also raising children. I think of all the things I want out of life, including children, traveling, homeownership, and everything else that comes with that, and I don't see how it is possible for those things to happen working full time. I don't even make enough money to do those things, much less have the vacation time. I'm working on budgeting and building my savings, but the math never seems to work out in a way that feels comfortable. I promised myself I would see Europe before I hit 25 and I don't think that's a realistic goal anymore.

I get stuck in this spiral of ""am I just lazy"" and start to get worried that it is only me. Maybe, somehow, I am the only adult who cannot handle working full time and isn't happy about this being my life for the next 45 years. Sometimes I feel ungrateful. My life is fine - I have a roof over my head and food to eat. I am privileged in terms of the type I work I do. Sure, it is mind numbing and often anxiety-inducing, but it is a job that pays enough for me to stay alive. That's better than a lot of people can say. 

Can someone tell me it isn't just me? Or maybe give me a reality check that it is? I just don't know how I can keep this up for another 45 years. I'm so tired.

Edit: I've taken some time to go through all the comments (though I didn't expect so many) and have really appreciated a lot of the advice i've been given! It's great to feel not as alone in this discomfort, and I think I have some ideas and goals on how to improve my situation in this new year. Thank you all so much.",4.63325123152709,4.312221806841045,5.837857489766183,83.73255533199195,69.36217303822937,9.108693540553666,28.60674391174634,8.74248658614541,1.8771019079997209,1846,57,409,28,29,621,209,497,0.092,0.7809999999999999,0.126,0.9592,5,1,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,2,11,22,21,1,1,21,0,51,9,1,7,10,81,90,38,0,5,14,0,7,4,1,1,6,1,0,3,33,20,2,2,17,2,6,4,18,3,0,0,6,10,56,19,52,81,22,51,0,0,2,0,12,16,1,12,33,282,89,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673907302901758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707351318710566,0.0,0.05461711492414654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161539705623997,0.0,0.0,0.1354646152786908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058115747225829524,0.0,0.0,0.06040317814268956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058831848984186384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809187614918218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698849180865525,0.05705340979972466,0.0,0.0,0.28227638008084005,0.0,0.04510954807896815,0.06177857903928586,0.17262959508651776,0.0,0.06138097203733513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719820064605596,0.14637424825314105,0.0,0.0748160644819503,0.0,0.0,0.08258504689258701,0.0,0.052766120508513724,0.0,0.07136476478996932,0.0655167401165741,0.038814779400641965,0.0,0.0,0.07529772317562014,0.0,0.0,0.12078968656167728,0.07270346468040209,0.06118072925016405,0.0,0.07009246251584426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725882295890341,0.0,0.0,0.07709904037314007,0.0,0.0,0.1355485394255324,0.12141108711200332,0.0,0.0,0.15013705920777695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296086492243053,0.1334659276722719,0.0,0.12061506789662335,0.060440727578001466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612739517277212,0.0,0.0,0.04558880179004148,0.13848494949241258,0.13722710458896564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896053694991182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004123594698713,0.0,0.10534976891020507,0.06596170284585791,0.0726346724792718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388594674940664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893942611422415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699464614487964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375283003504687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431254417999073,0.0,0.0,0.10884779031049006,0.06217505641464712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676872987111269,0.0,0.0,0.057867856875169627,0.0,0.06754751484336415,0.0,0.04834099352404477,0.07279555304623338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436914806169293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059694619679333774,0.06287873464899818,0.0,0.0,0.1814940635895046,0.13128594864969212,0.06710149099641864,0.05422021764168912,0.2389473051370807,0.07849739585276612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046369204232393865,0.0,0.0,0.0710996229831611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635220725136265,0.04028336128159585,0.05421100812210096,0.16435128772561827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977684443186248,0.06935895516071018,0.0,0.04851625475674902,0.0,0.0,0.17592420762092942
anxiety,Spill_le_tea,2020/01/02,"I made a post about anxiety on the advice subreddit and everyone told me that I ned to snap out of panic attacks and that I'm acting like a toddler. I deleted the post in the advice subreddit but basically I wantd advice on how to get my mother to stop using the threat of throwing out the food in the house to get me to stop panicking. Throwing out food is a trigger for me and she does it even though I beg her not to. 

The people told me to grow up, snap out of it and get my own job to move out. I'm 18 and I can't exactly financially support myself like that. They also said I'm acting like a temper tantrum toddler and I deserve to have it happen for my bad behavior. I'm feeling pretty upset about it.

Someone even went as far to say that I was creating multiple accounts for attention and responding to my own posts. I'm too lazy to do that and it honetly hurts to be brushed off like that.",3.5696338955162474,4.3725650748663165,5.353689839572193,82.29985602632661,72.04812834224599,8.534594816947758,29.357877416700944,8.841846274778883,2.2642788153023443,707,28,146,13,13,243,99,187,0.212,0.693,0.095,-0.9776,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,8,13,4,2,11,0,6,2,0,4,1,24,23,13,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,13,2,2,2,0,1,7,2,8,0,0,6,4,20,5,33,16,2,24,0,1,0,0,9,12,0,0,6,99,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38629418848854735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053769210431175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080416729800032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990810873215965,0.0,0.0,0.11002296764320868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531336174683235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740665098407308,0.0,0.0,0.1259124789000465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662718716187184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31867512510789353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065341384741066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652432832922725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204560915353185,0.14106317919057204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076201257052605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575058851387544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468455126377867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005132048401514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460443663265713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135315976559442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785995013729048,0.13405809781375685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534403935184266,0.10478928972455508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116488227790524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033228525735887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953174346761194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946396982750474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251824957800093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380751183785152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215268934064855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sidtor,2020/01/02,"Can I be relatively sure my issues ARENT heart related? 28 year old male, exercise regularly for past 13 years. Recently (about 3 weeks ago) I began having what I assume are either panic or anxiety attacks. Every time, I get pretty confident I’m having a heart attack and this is how I go.

I have no history of anxiety or panic issues. 

Anyway. I finally had enough yesterday and went to an urgent care. I wasn’t having an attack, but I was simply feeling anxious. Doc said heart and lungs are fine. Although all she did was stethoscope. 

She prescribed me some hydroxine and it was miserable. It definitely mellowed me out and I was fine after it wore off, but the feeling of hydroxine is almost worse than the attacks themself, so I won’t be taking it again.

Anyway, I’m just looking for some validation that I AM okay, because I don’t feel like it. I want to take the doctor’s word. But the way these things seem to just come out of nowhere has me worried. 

Diet seems to be a trigger. Like big, unhealthy meals seem to set me off. At the same time recently so does being over-stimulated. Like if I’m out shopping too long or interacting with strangers too much. 

Thoughts?

I appreciate any help.",2.73616084425036,5.31100723580786,4.46574781659389,80.0401646652111,79.26200873362446,7.310116448326057,26.572234352256192,8.344100000000001,2.2202356622998543,943,39,168,20,24,317,146,229,0.135,0.6890000000000001,0.177,0.8192,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,11,15,4,3,9,1,25,8,4,2,2,38,47,16,0,2,10,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,10,10,2,0,8,2,1,3,5,7,0,0,12,5,22,8,20,30,7,28,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,11,19,117,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284416163272084,0.0,0.10488025344183848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122561892853255,0.0,0.16024898806253046,0.11832443868375295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766196352910682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384748056344107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067876522524598,0.0,0.0,0.09022275013189908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107204063054825,0.09165717065739287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822263683662298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824651438400477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887645728840696,0.07482504490290325,0.0,0.11473566117939682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054721426005137436,0.0,0.059525175627749026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723460820789338,0.07020385824015689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186390954047518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350949253780322,0.0,0.0,0.0926900778441618,0.08795377236188953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699468378972549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990520120121466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24577559821628914,0.0,0.0,0.0999845352915394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655648021343468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683282255700874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963008476833694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860493768014971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871458507677312,0.0,0.15750029658517606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958345620779459,0.0,0.0,0.08315049132143056,0.1221474613853473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061777348530374476,0.08313636787980865,0.08401472684356187,0.0,0.0,0.0970934306618884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636680282743433,0.10673725071580564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489603080979007
anxiety,skj21,2020/01/02,"Anxiety causing dizziness and dizziness causing more anxiety. I've never had anxiety until about 3 months ago, then I had my first panic attack a week later. Ever since then, I've been super dizzy all the time. It's a weird sensation where I look at something and it gets kind of blurry causing dizziness and that feeling causes more anxiety. Anyone experience these symptoms and if so, how did you get yourself to feel better?",7.20269230769231,8.30960875641026,7.4375897435897445,69.52407692307695,64.0,9.316923076923075,36.112820512820505,9.3871,3.744217435897436,345,16,51,6,5,112,59,78,0.226,0.677,0.09699999999999999,-0.7948,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,1,1,3,0,4,1,0,5,3,15,9,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,3,4,3,5,5,3,13,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,11,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368599712280982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724405177425922,0.0,0.0,0.10795509043761596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564418813625582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654795440020434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6344160626468149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396571977328445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510258608117297,0.0,0.0,0.1561313566800911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132650355270842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132781333628252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077642430751934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296511330725249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323492259867615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907730589308207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114677707744745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771538452019393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885918079776167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047331670493864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002772902896408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384465427165972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IlParnassoConfuso,2020/01/02,"My obsession and fear with time passing has become unbearable since I turned 24, I can't shake it off anymore, I need help I've always been obsessed with how quickly time passes by, how short someone's early 20s, which are supposed to be the best years of their lives, ends so fast. I remember I was agonizing over turning 18, and then 20, and now I just turned 24 and I realized my early 20s are pretty much gone. 

The other day I was reading about how in 3 years we'll have another presidential election in my country. When you're 20 in 3 years you'll still be 23, that's not a big change. But now in 3 years I'll be 27, nearly 30. I feel like my life is over and I have no time left. Ever since that realization I have this chest pain that won't go away, I can't shake off this dread, it's consuming me.

Doesn't help that I wasted away my teens and 20s. I'm a closeted trans woman and I missed out on that very short window where had I gotten the help I need I would've transitioned and been nearly indistinguishable from other women.  But now it's too late, so I lost all motivations. After graduating from college I stopped working and studying, and have been like this for the past three years, just doing nothing and wasting away at home, hidden from the world.

I think time passing wouldn't feel so bad had I actually lived those years. I missed out on everything. I never did fun things with friends because I didn't had any for over 10 years. I didn't dated, didn't had my first kiss. While everyone's life has moved on and progressed I still feel like I'm waiting for mine to happen. I remember being 14 and imagining by 20 I would've transitioned and started a new life abroad, I would've made friends and found love, eventually marrying and having a small family, which is, or was, my dream. Now I have no hope left, all I have is this constant worry that is literally driving me insane. I wish I could get into a come and live on my daydreams.

I lost a lot of weight last year and also started a treatment for my messed up teeth, and even though I'll never be able to wear the feminine things I'd like I started to dress better. But it feels too late now, I can't forgive myself for not doing this before. 

At least until now I could forget about it and enjoy some small things while I wasted away at home, because I was 21 and it felt like I would be like that forever. Now nothing brings me joy, I'm crippled 24/7 by this feeling of immediacy and that I ran out of time.",5.5576313628899845,5.3395077817460335,6.125232621784345,82.10214285714291,67.41269841269842,9.094581280788177,29.284072249589485,8.641336200584522,1.9578444991789827,1958,60,409,27,29,638,237,504,0.111,0.7509999999999999,0.138,0.912,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,1,8,28,30,0,6,13,0,49,10,3,5,5,74,85,39,0,8,8,0,7,6,2,5,4,0,4,2,28,30,1,2,14,2,0,12,15,13,0,2,23,7,58,17,53,49,7,97,0,4,0,2,12,36,0,4,55,269,86,5,0.07157503253197274,0.0,0.06984690692863578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572385276564716,0.05955616082291053,0.0,0.0,0.04867347653418951,0.0750526623518249,0.0,0.0,0.07098319948674763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689883966791269,0.0,0.05976216247309109,0.08726295099211424,0.07904900006685278,0.06090508093446562,0.0,0.07511358081371634,0.06330229979120676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571689390819815,0.06165555283979207,0.0,0.07734718267091402,0.0,0.11429367872675222,0.0,0.0,0.046159974728418214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339423422814143,0.0,0.0,0.0472746339471592,0.0647437146731151,0.0,0.06839301086493382,0.06432702405499711,0.0,0.06747457065637676,0.08054181064200537,0.1809524351863188,0.10226643508441813,0.0687232556946699,0.0,0.0,0.0608816861075737,0.0,0.07847832880501511,0.11059738516931453,0.0,0.03739500034743075,0.0,0.04067774043519209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329356488784857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392570670774418,0.0,0.1435911870020158,0.07109015723627556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834320450589363,0.1614795085700823,0.0,0.15553296454341425,0.0,0.15166668660755622,0.20980767300348246,0.0,0.1896061951233491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626520611956005,0.060850533111298274,0.06459926133594923,0.06772602639363859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607293230336075,0.05261588443979502,0.10614395939702734,0.1104061550988981,0.06912761243163737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735634820746034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761608810290307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832646743551228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728175397736947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071594401752279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216111828001334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184152130928512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064529279458083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151983529262403,0.0,0.11431982687454426,0.059839932114531175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426538136353548,0.04586239077334383,0.07032210605637379,0.0,0.2086798853027886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335592463203945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059056897782682416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715910719791213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823077550762016,0.0,0.0,0.05210747613779936,0.07268791987097657,0.0,0.20337939809082614,0.0,0.0,0.3687357941677572
anxiety,LookAtThisRhino,2020/01/02,"Coffee + anxiety I have maybe like 1 cup a day in the morning. I'm in a mentally taxing field and am not a morning person, so it's usually the boost I need to just get myself going. I get something between 7-8.5 hours of sleep a night. Consistently 7.5-8. 

What I'm wondering is if caffeine/coffee has lasting effects throughout the day or even later days. If I have a cup at, say, 10am, would it make my anxiety worse at like 5, 6, 7pm? What about the next day if I don't have any in the morning?

Wondering what your experiences are with this. While it feels like I need it to be productive right now, if it'll have a significant hand in reducing my anxiety, I'll stop.",3.097928571428572,3.9672643642857146,5.294285714285714,82.04071428571429,73.21428571428571,9.028571428571428,29.0,9.3871,2.4538714285714285,521,21,112,12,10,183,88,140,0.08,0.8,0.12,0.7319,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,11,0,12,2,2,2,0,18,23,8,0,7,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,12,20,0,21,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,7,16,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988405442310062,0.0,0.37083865588823794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168385360074766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067260614892156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806216197090528,0.0,0.0,0.08170276155244083,0.11543710577750915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884408289358988,0.0,0.09183307546666984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591297093519539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171419663521386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368283447197847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785994252361228,0.0,0.16233490498187209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284073206826774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23962801594567776,0.0,0.0,0.17184859639252498,0.1516375609596451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109070542683036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379936030570228,0.0,0.1284997118490756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170274463186524,0.0,0.0,0.12439683499241992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509317240836538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796420440024488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504663549418096,0.0,0.0,0.16466998873532104,0.11478609316437398,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,walid220,2020/01/02,R/anexity Hi I am Walid nefzi I am 17 years old I have a problem that will seems to you kind of small thing but it's a big problem for me that can end up to failing at high school it's that I cannot do any gymnast and that make my life like a nightmare so I hope that you can help me and make me feel better and happier I am from tunisia city of El Krib  I am waiting for you to help me because I have a faith in you to help me,-0.8870000000000005,0.643976300000002,1.6440000000000021,101.087,86.0,4.800000000000002,20.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.4292999999999996,330,10,89,2,10,113,60,100,0.087,0.645,0.268,0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,0,2,1,8,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,2,0,12,17,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,18,5,12,16,0,9,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,4,58,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252072366376854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672136635857887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983608581350013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986489391978168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340466442314745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509982541613817,0.2369682243131157,0.0,0.2227644910351047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335571384690688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841833132549255,0.10957377061483313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994224516814953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534819456523196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292187497162492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269872519353192,0.0,0.2041796131300777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900423829925485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443145983135292
anxiety,Sophharvs,2020/01/02,"Is anyone’s anxiety as debilitating as mine? (Appetite issues) 
I was put on zyprexa 1.85mg due to a bad health anxiety scare because I lost 10lbs in a year and then my appetite 3 months ago. My appetite has been intermittent but not nearly as huge as it was.

Im scared if I have some sort of cancer the zyprexa is masking the no appetite symptom by making me eat. Can it do that?

The reason Im afraid of cancer is because I have sloppy loose stool unless I take zyprexa (which constipates me for days then i have long stools, and bloating after food)
I have back pain and tummy pain on the left under my ribs. I sweat and get hot a lot more especially at night. I feel like gagging when I think of food. I used to love food. Now i literally have to force myself or i wont eat. I am worried my body doesnt want food because theres something wrong. I find eating so difficult. I rarely eat til im full possibly due to zyprexa but i just stop wanting the food and feel like im going to gag. Sometimes i get acid and a tight feeling in my tummy.

Even drinking sometimes is uncomfortable.doctors have done loads of blood tests and ultrasound on ovaries and abdomen. I have cysts on my ovaries and thats it. They dont want to do any other tests as they arent needed. Can anxiety really do this to my appetite? It is awful. Is the zyprexa masking something worse? Thank you.",2.1429198653198647,4.364660250909097,3.400404040404041,88.82430976430979,79.2181818181818,5.964983164983168,25.09427609427609,7.093109894594671,1.048508417508418,1079,41,221,13,27,350,152,275,0.235,0.7,0.065,-0.9940000000000001,1,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,1,7,13,0,3,10,1,28,23,5,3,0,33,45,24,0,5,7,0,5,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,9,9,10,2,6,1,0,2,6,9,0,0,5,6,33,4,30,39,4,30,0,1,0,1,4,12,0,5,18,138,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757808813942353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813548300006281,0.0,0.1961966591817396,0.0,0.0,0.059775928863247674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573579964885437,0.07137978274596718,0.1563399873555543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495905826722696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055133362504367296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875016613265932,0.0,0.08748497548530243,0.10019252552572258,0.08374671931346822,0.0,0.3499065467448041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646470878731592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967749134013293,0.12214678345712734,0.0,0.0,0.07813543951557603,0.0,0.5168684703749999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932899647956502,0.0,0.048585395084527534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087085852471576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693713598125174,0.08922835354232515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288409889739134,0.0,0.0,0.08353125956672394,0.0,0.0,0.0756551157553386,0.0,0.0,0.09332139268379328,0.07267973001171912,0.07715720196347026,0.0,0.057064602210846214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682365411104275,0.0,0.0,0.06338904457287697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022567872675046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819327452898469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963760546911804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594010372276918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476647210530783,0.0878969777342462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117889797883995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316272888533518,0.16910170539774114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147267061816766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885585223373059,0.06427712354328433,0.0,0.0,0.07870682797919548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054777928946027454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383508774448483,0.0,0.0,0.15127096328416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681827621252433,0.08712064167091971,0.0,0.09346885178831416,0.0,0.05505214292196866
anxiety,KHSILM,2020/01/02,Plans changing I have severe anxiety in general and I freak out when plans change suddenly. Yesterday and today I had multiple panic attacks due to plans for the whole day being thrown out the window. Every time someone changes a plan up on me I freak out. Any help on how to cope with this.,3.682857142857145,5.916857285714286,4.581571428571428,82.16342857142858,74.35714285714286,8.051428571428572,27.271428571428572,8.841846274778883,2.357282857142857,232,9,42,5,5,75,44,56,0.259,0.698,0.043,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,11,1,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,7,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265497411941165,0.0,0.1717275714367141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25537987308740284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7124143149199048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447718603492335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913516754323395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046507596497474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26338042511457005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535999601925027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020226746116964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308968446819799,0.0,0.21278201379621592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506253421642981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrsCuntBitch,2020/01/02,"I just want to die I swear I always do something wrong and I feel like I need to die for it. If I die I can't hurt anyone else although I know dying would hurt everyone around me. I don't do anything right, I'm the family disappointment. I have very Christian parents and they know I'm an atheist lesbian. My brother is perfect compared to me, he's a nicer person and he's exactly the way my parents want him to be. I like to live life my own way and when other people get upset about it I get upset even if my actions don't cause any harm to anyone. I like myself but I don't like that I cannot live up to everyone's standards. I'm just a degenerate that deserves to die, really.",0.3917465753424665,2.502783705479456,3.0016267123287683,89.79504280821921,85.23287671232877,5.56780821917808,22.138698630136986,6.9077264865688965,0.6906315068493138,535,19,115,7,16,186,81,146,0.154,0.698,0.14800000000000002,-0.5857,2,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,0,2,5,0,11,2,0,1,2,21,22,9,5,6,5,3,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,1,24,5,12,20,1,7,1,3,0,1,8,3,0,2,5,70,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008039257271772,0.0,0.0,0.08179272424737517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820144303736326,0.12323836144840301,0.09897801288696856,0.10707234408468436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355797303155065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6241445132171701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047629443617012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944205702297656,0.0,0.0,0.2298603295449365,0.0,0.0,0.11338678361161275,0.0,0.06081584339959479,0.08592616472285843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567990492725273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575187871659744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220257491791582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495545115823099,0.23504575612692816,0.0,0.21241421184046846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918413291669561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671075323723792,0.0,0.0,0.08338517195487845,0.10502154496784122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705275194679588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271620192758382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259538224357894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924141235014004,0.14188539767268293,0.19094112807203725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544158035411371,0.13150440360204976,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotoriousMarie,2020/01/02,Has anyone experienced this ? This is something that I’ve never told anyone before my with my anxiety I always feel like I’m going to die over stupid things like if I’ll eat a chip that was on the counter and I’ll think omg what If an insect walked here where the chip was and I ate it now maybe some sort of bacteria has now entered my body and I’ll possibly die over it and I just think about this over and over and over and can’t stop and then eventually I’ll clam down until something else happens like that and like this goes on for days and then times I have told people something like oh maybe this will happen they even laugh and think like dude relax you’re crazy or what’s wrong with you that’s so stupid so it’s incredibly isolating for me and I think ok maybe something will happen but I can’t tell anyone and they won’t believe me if I do and I’ll probably die.,2.6730072463768124,4.220099271739134,3.4950869565217424,91.8528115942029,75.30434782608695,6.6457971014492765,20.96231884057971,7.3011,0.3727257971014497,702,16,156,8,15,223,97,184,0.11800000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.09,-0.7906,0,0,4,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,0,9,12,2,0,4,1,12,3,1,0,1,31,25,24,3,3,6,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,16,2,1,5,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,5,2,15,9,16,17,1,21,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,6,15,93,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969557608533958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913912366219559,0.0,0.0,0.2444249837620888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915176499367544,0.13128055791516566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294298374859758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514714529828538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362794776913812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923124635727693,0.09733930217860008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696177926985111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891709871605834,0.08324344523194874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622222149977483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091204498090026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415610121246729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511864754683991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986906327240786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078178535223285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313612131779544,0.0,0.0,0.1256305825672698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35881776664351545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974177325639169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184549256215218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741213698434421,0.2986507478349577,0.0,0.0,0.06794500107047853,0.0,0.0,0.2226838101663975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273986759948472,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kerplxnk,2020/01/02,"Has anyone else here had anxiety for as long as they can remember? I really feel for those who developed an anxiety disorder later and know what their life was like without anxiety or had that dreadful ""I'm dying"" feeling when they had their first panic attack, but I tend to feel like I'm a part of a very small minority because anxiety is my normal. 

I've always had social anxiety and selective mutism along with generalized anxiety but just didn't know it. One of my earliest memories was when I was about 3 years old and had an anxiety attack. I didn't know my racing heart and excessive sweating/warmth wasn't normal for at least another 10 years but I specifically remember that the feeling felt familiar at the time. It wasn't new or out of the ordinary, it was normal to me. When I was diagnosed at almost 15 it all made sense but I always had to assume that my anxiety was a normal thing everyone experienced and I was just shitty at dealing with it and responding to it.

Medication quite literally turned my life around and brought my anxiety down to a level where I can actually manage it, and I'm a lot better now and while I'm still very shy I can actually talk to people instead of staring at the ground and only nodding or shrugging my shoulders, but I feel like I never hear from people who have had an anxiety disorder(s) their whole life",7.504203925845148,7.057729660305345,8.552846237731732,67.07511450381679,63.46564885496183,12.676553980370775,36.27153762268266,12.031772070788634,4.645936968375137,1089,46,192,34,14,374,134,262,0.145,0.7979999999999999,0.057,-0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,3,12,8,2,2,12,0,24,7,2,1,2,48,42,24,1,4,11,0,6,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,15,15,0,0,12,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,21,9,25,4,29,21,5,28,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,6,18,142,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.16015789100104008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217146507725412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656136732384888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604730434636734,0.6277585004858809,0.0,0.0,0.057378419629841824,0.08408040133294017,0.0,0.07305100097479092,0.0,0.1867107126041241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050023153522401456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257560338666003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460049213529232,0.0,0.08328940438062664,0.08516556134677868,0.0,0.09404813100827253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855079101467007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841206476423253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074605853381148,0.1172476870024449,0.0787906879400488,0.0,0.0,0.06980038828017697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248784126133903,0.09724176565219272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529446625676267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388469819429644,0.12027144759039192,0.0,0.0,0.07262071976974424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697646716078057,0.0,0.07764737216043383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266704684866309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328990692544119,0.07925427985164869,0.0,0.0,0.3216064028312504,0.0,0.0,0.08610840559536209,0.0,0.05560613443839883,0.06241050140542246,0.0,0.09627999705812412,0.0,0.08886323054908478,0.0,0.11378045992793848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728115380106764,0.0,0.0,0.05256988352775635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591648397997576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365006867402952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553340433005139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595690312954405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451716938216817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784997903855832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925796421375719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354165647965244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091617314368649,0.0,0.07910313176496568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568819316301373
anxiety,Howtochoosethrowaway,2020/01/02,"Extreme attack not help with Klonopin Hey guys,


Earlier this year I was diagnosed with PTSD and panic disorder. I have been taking 150mg of Zoloft, Prazosin (my bp is fine but it’s supposed to help with PTSD symptoms) and .25 mg of Klonopin as needed. 

Usually if I feel an attack coming on I can take .25 mg of the Klonopin and the symptoms are managed. I was able to go the entire weekend without taking one, but I did take one on Monday. 

Tuesday I woke up not feeling right and was extremely dizzy and had a hard time walking. When I got to work the room was spinning. I took .25 and was fine. 

Yesterday I was off and completely fine all day until around 5pm. Symptoms started so I took .25. It got worse so about 45 minutes later I took another dose. I ended up taking a full mg and it still didn’t help. This was really scary and I’m starting to feel like I have an underlying condition that’s causing this, but I also know that is part of my panic disorder- I’ve become a hypochondriac. If anyone has any advice or has experienced this before and has any tips or advice I’d really appreciate it. 

Thanks guys!",2.066357226792011,4.441364648648651,3.801374853113984,85.00020564042305,80.44144144144144,6.743752448100274,24.967489228358804,7.893859768569023,1.6305101449275363,880,34,169,16,23,294,125,222,0.174,0.752,0.07400000000000001,-0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,2,2,9,0,20,6,0,1,1,32,42,23,0,3,10,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,1,2,10,15,0,0,4,1,0,6,4,4,0,2,17,5,17,5,22,25,3,31,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,4,16,107,27,2,0.09900721010293526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934973996923993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917603014899753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346565959437914,0.10381769239060352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922814333626905,0.0,0.0,0.08813740773910363,0.0,0.22526998927402964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934568495724754,0.08424784357200649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170767756691586,0.0,0.08528594480617377,0.10380717610192812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063851459854261,0.0,0.0,0.1004902341690792,0.0,0.0,0.2269416807207678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769100125433496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501830607855612,0.07073077068011292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626807912355028,0.0,0.1583702208001727,0.0,0.0,0.1960654077866085,0.0,0.0,0.08869101325429153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908733784873514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441177341034062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836992180894134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341259177552249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134179695784972,0.0,0.0,0.2323272575213572,0.0,0.10721516035928716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314682607635929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685310803289265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455161646170141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401556257963427,0.0,0.07906728588103114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087192014418914,0.3722055019904044,0.0,0.0,0.09115253702459623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773190040591428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33000196011618793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904245429509823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543941745869793,0.0,0.07207842812511807,0.0,0.10089680551748574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637573972273988
anxiety,jaydunexxx,2020/01/02,"Panic, Depression, Sadness, Fighting To Get Through Work I'm 36, got a divorce, and realized this year that I'm not ok, I'm going to see a doctor tomorrow and therapy monday, but today i'm at work and am struggling. I'm sweating, I'm fighting back tears, I want to just break down, but I can't. Also, I recently realized that I may still love my ex wife, and well, I don't know, there's a lot on my plate and I'm not sure how to deal, so I'm reaching out for kind words, help, etc. I'm struggling a lot today. I just need support, please, and thank you.",2.049623352165725,3.07013925423729,4.123333333333335,88.85264595103581,75.9491525423729,7.278342749529191,26.670433145009408,7.793537801064563,1.3993811676082863,424,16,96,6,9,146,73,118,0.18899999999999997,0.581,0.23,0.853,0,0,0,0,5,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,9,14,2,3,4,1,4,3,1,1,1,24,23,11,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,1,1,9,7,10,21,3,14,0,2,1,1,9,4,0,3,8,52,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382269624247713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290990356694113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819931613858525,0.14887424531360105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691786562251588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927718787014418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030625907992228,0.0,0.0982338422889913,0.0,0.1382428148932987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585677262961927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999521752884282,0.09499306980285056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938993960286373,0.15600260934284618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816504623639186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280058898647246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973585658909964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066713921445725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773795487150228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380371146916403,0.0,0.0,0.3613977709197271,0.0,0.0,0.19614654215557126,0.16290775927647014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913576730874993,0.1976674372229972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32768052299125205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195058222954363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541164906763147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516716778383066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130883089576646
anxiety,Bird-Stomach,2020/01/02,"Change about uprooting life resulting in major anxiety attacks Apologies if this is all over the place, mid anxiety attack and want to throw up...
I’m 23 F, never liked where I live, very unhappy with my job, always had a desire to go do something drastic and change up my life.. meet this guy online who I’ve known now for like 5 years, on and off we talk because the universe keeps shoving us together and we keep showing up in each others paths. We’ve never met in person, spend 8+ hours a day talking on the phone. We are super super alike. Get along very well. Get deep and share our ugly before we share our good. He’s a good man, settled and knows what he wants, and has invited me to come stay with him. He lives in one of my favorite places. Has offered to help me find work, told me I can come and go as I please. I have a very stable well off family here and I know I’ve got them if anything fails. My family is even moving up about an hour away from him within the next year. I have this large urge to quit my job and come stay indefinitely on a one way plane ticket, which is what he has offered me. We want the same things in life and have very similar long term goals. But any sort of change in my life brings so much crippling anxiety. New job, new school year, meeting new people, sometimes even excitement makes me so anxious I get nauseous. I don’t know what I’m scared of.. if it doesn’t work out I can come home to family. I know I have a safety net. I just have to take the leap and one moment I’m so excited to do it and the next I want to hurl and I’m shaky and can’t eat. I’m 23 and should take the chances and make mistakes if I’m going to make them, right? There’s nothing tying me to the place I’m at now.. my family is moving, (LITERALLY NEAR WHERE ID BE STAYING WITH HIM!) I don’t want to have my job forever. How do I cope with the anxiety of taking that leap? Change is so fucking scary.",1.9040781387181769,3.4463873358208943,3.4042610477026654,91.71471466198419,77.38308457711445,6.6199590283874725,21.52502194907813,7.39963492309942,0.541595610184372,1487,39,336,19,34,490,205,402,0.091,0.778,0.132,0.9353,4,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,8,0,2,7,18,19,3,2,17,0,27,6,0,5,3,67,66,28,0,12,6,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,3,13,33,1,2,6,2,1,11,6,7,2,3,4,0,42,12,47,60,6,62,0,1,0,1,34,29,1,7,20,193,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643357775266716,0.0,0.0,0.04612148238789993,0.0,0.20753546243019105,0.07661988195970168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581196518591505,0.0,0.0,0.154315290238905,0.06372127328562299,0.0,0.0,0.04134383799842118,0.0,0.057711772769702185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869879562763884,0.23369158703256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373976574217387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939913371444739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959196475134737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557472729504515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061988343633174375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270061350043382,0.10630304055072312,0.0,0.11563490976919083,0.11377223676453198,0.0542436803649184,0.0,0.0,0.06715472932258851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545985082467193,0.0,0.06803128596864459,0.0,0.1335825862232629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269212627558354,0.1205671337908267,0.0,0.0,0.1490934257739275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161955444838646,0.06626908934327756,0.0,0.11977664786796985,0.06002059170748801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581571408827284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416872010203866,0.049857186301644006,0.0,0.10461746109984063,0.19650956863809474,0.1442595480029343,0.0,0.0,0.06507731567383224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137874415269125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047019435715302656,0.05921980691014545,0.21257957095673147,0.07444850690089658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721373529849661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791986441027557,0.0,0.0,0.06790194319278861,0.06863977753929021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221291173077828,0.06707797823970378,0.0,0.0,0.21686860876401934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298176269267014,0.10902597400798644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505811529973777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480710380009061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158186318089093,0.0,0.0,0.22384196609048312,0.20001671695361176,0.05383417630684201,0.0,0.0,0.12196076625777845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987508686082576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102599182958458
anxiety,ilikebatman69,2020/01/02,"How does putting yourself in awkward situations supposed to help with Anxiety? My therapist said to do more things that make me uncomfortable like putting myself outside my comfort zone to improve on my Anxiety. 

I’ve been doing this for quite a while and have literally seen no improvement I walk away feeling embarrassed and angry with myself and dread the next opportunity that comes along.",12.513383084577114,11.308298746268662,10.908059701492537,56.63532338308461,54.07462686567165,14.306467661691544,49.19900497512438,13.023866798666859,6.64898407960199,324,18,47,9,3,101,55,67,0.218,0.573,0.209,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,9,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,3,7,3,10,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780003063548169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23212091602307786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282023432637334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216203790158044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492091266571514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559904834915054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070099143677508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649144068584876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627510146997598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967268913373265,0.0,0.2627786230713693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350105483966764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777056876879696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868555950101902,0.1641356247036634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,housessoftheholy,2020/01/02,"how to be more confident while talking to other people? everytime i talk to other people i feel like i'm vulnerable, like they're analysing me negatively in everything that i say and i get really awkward and anxious... that's why i avoid talking to other people because it's overwhelming and i waste too much energy trying to create a good impression on them.. 

but i really need some friends bc i'm completely lonely so i need to talk to people a bit more..",2.5593181818181847,5.291839931818182,4.871545454545455,75.80981818181822,81.5,8.520000000000001,25.84545454545455,9.120678840339163,2.9220418181818184,366,15,62,11,10,127,56,88,0.11599999999999999,0.691,0.193,0.6914,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,7,7,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,10,5,9,6,5,3,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860468172722726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716643744474977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919287651642164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432362461295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799827810131542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888900849920704,0.1255920111979968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582313713377986,0.0,0.0918485776590682,0.0,0.0,0.14745323468325655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177462377581126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292336971030702,0.2607078916202944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875121092012637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524478118046584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980372377486244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652075757372101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935709361510675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863273211388754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AtlasPeak,2020/01/02,"Inquiry - Would this help with anyone's sleep? I personally tend to fall asleep with something playing (Twitch, YouTube, music) and had an idea. I've always wanted to be a voice actor or just find any way to use what I've practiced. 

Would anyone be interested in audio recordings of stories being read in a calm, bedtime like manner? I've had this idea kicking around for awhile, but basically it'd be 20-30 minute videos on YouTube of just audio. I was thinking of using popular fan fiction stories from popular universes and making it non-monetized. It'll probably be rough to start with since  there'll be a lot to learn and improve on in every area. Does anyone with anxiety (or SO's, kids, etc) think they'd be interested in that?",7.080161870503599,7.242466467625903,7.230854316546765,74.16772032374102,64.17985611510791,9.827697841726616,34.64118705035971,9.516144504307137,3.2385172661870487,585,24,103,10,8,189,93,139,0.015,0.794,0.191,0.9718,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,15,3,2,3,0,26,23,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,0,2,7,8,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,7,21,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,2,58,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000682158302533,0.0,0.0,0.12259610776457225,0.0,0.1379131729932052,0.0,0.0,0.3781664401053415,0.0,0.0,0.1604868006879301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776363252925174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105907700809053,0.0,0.0,0.15189308776838764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477201648214446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208374163646787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070267777800205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807536095934286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326701616647972,0.0,0.0,0.12033783433390915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741293327679468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943715795602457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032808867468406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912890201194776,0.0,0.18040949809135992,0.0,0.0,0.1387878147413565,0.0,0.0,0.12760261822682534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103139541061385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31140686915492666,0.0,0.0,0.10633340351087303,0.14309731904155085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256130488110119,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,singing_book,2020/01/02,"Is it just me? I get anxiety when I talk to someone I don’t know on the phone. Say for example, ordering food. My heart races and I forgot what I called for. I usually have to have my bf call because of my anxiety.",-0.8044927536231903,1.302932608695656,2.5347826086956537,90.54463768115944,92.47826086956522,7.41449275362319,22.88405797101449,8.344100000000001,1.7825188405797103,164,7,38,5,6,59,35,46,0.084,0.9159999999999999,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158897701247199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570160183607918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551261098146375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286910850961845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201700464587697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221131655908329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938755489337846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616563473136494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031589112287024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848211740225928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299376120382468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SRV1981,2020/01/02,Flyi phobia success anyone? Haven’t flown in years and have a phobia. Family is going to Europe and I’ve never been and may never go if I don’t go now. What advice would you give if you’ve overcome this fear?,0.6325000000000003,2.8864463409090924,2.860181818181818,90.23027272727276,85.5909090909091,4.42909090909091,13.345454545454547,5.6839178017228535,-0.8268218181818185,165,2,33,1,5,56,33,44,0.198,0.723,0.079,-0.6818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,9,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29839207666315426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351325120112452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878641273817854,0.3436123833419122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929269954211785,0.5206255693217681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710214705474197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691739713691494,0.0,0.0,0.19664039094648844
anxiety,xhayleyquinnx,2020/01/02,"Adult separation anxiety from my home? So like the title says, I've recently realised that i have an anxiety around sleeping somewhere that isn't my house, I can manage one or two days but if I have to stay in other places several times a month or for a long time, even if my partner stays behind, I'll get really anxious but not about anything in particular? It's just an uncomfortable feeling?

To be clear it's not anxiety from being away from my partner because I still get it if he comes with me. It's separation anxiety from sleeping somewhere unknown or not to my comforts, and it's not being fussy or prim it's just a general discomfort no matter how good or bad the surroundings. I am trying to explain to a friend who's asking me to stay over that over Christmas I've spent several days in different beds and the thought of doing that again so soon makes me feel weird and sick. He's being cool about it but bc they live several hours train away I've no way of going and then bailing if it's too hard.

Has anyone else experienced separation anxiety for a place instead of a person?",5.364146825396826,6.1003427824074095,6.43362433862434,76.41666666666669,67.93518518518519,9.875132275132275,32.55820105820106,9.957137785484203,3.220120105820106,875,37,165,20,14,293,123,216,0.18,0.736,0.084,-0.9654,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,1,11,1,11,3,2,2,1,34,22,20,0,4,18,0,3,1,3,0,1,1,2,4,14,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,7,3,0,2,2,6,14,5,27,16,0,29,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,9,13,113,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337959713904966,0.1281222813039543,0.0,0.07929969012259863,0.11620309193071908,0.09332768624516104,0.1009599389076541,0.10602408525538433,0.0,0.2131069558483702,0.0,0.09469354572010368,0.06913436443304406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976936354062146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628157672013425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184904792027617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947404358675492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074906973339396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146881370110736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087621147860655,0.0,0.11850525578612225,0.0,0.06445415149468132,0.09512386439718168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015940848443914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376059758130146,0.0,0.11168710556359396,0.13086120244103147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540694327264757,0.0,0.10014409432173224,0.10036526992851696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757028014176408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052367178558088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685030815291459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902621311395524,0.2369809584055234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265406576942476,0.0,0.1119797962674748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018907242793184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384366843911863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698604280961396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626434834848065,0.09057026473676624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003575895356562,0.13226186899567546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699870411302925,0.0,0.11078618227559496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002046602185522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AwayCoffee,2020/01/02,"Not feeling to well need help and advice My cousins recently told me that they don't want to do anything with with us they completely cut us off and they don't ever want to reconnect. This happened last Christmas, they always pick on my brother just talk about him behind his back for like the past 2 years now so I had enough. I yelled at cousin and told her to stop, later on in the week my brother came back from University and mind you every time her brother comes back from uni they cut a cake for him saying congrats on finishing first year of med school etc.. and then my other cousins wife had a Christmas party and my brother asked my cousin for a ride and they made some excuse up. I got really mad because I just came back from work after a 12 hr shift at a job I hate and was super sick. I got super mad told my dad to call my uncle to ask wth is wrong with their kids. Imagine being scapegoated and disrespected 24x7 with side comments thats what my brother was going through for like a couple of years. She invited us to her Christmas dinner crap and my other cousins took their side and we're acting passive aggressive to us. My dad simply asked a question to me saying did they deny him a ride i said yes because I wanted to defend my brother and the passive aggressive nature pissed me off. All of a sudden my cousin started going after my brother calling him a druggie, a retard, you ruined my image etc. My brother got up and cussed her off told her to stfu you cunt and then my other cousin and uncle tried to beat up my brother. And my brother said if you don't respect me why should I respect you. I don't know what to do?",4.977901021435763,5.4506555830815735,5.458653431160986,84.00041289023164,68.69788519637461,7.634067040713568,28.752841317796,7.2636822038024595,1.5494237088188751,1302,43,257,11,21,418,163,331,0.17600000000000002,0.743,0.081,-0.9836,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,4,5,9,5,11,19,10,0,14,1,14,4,2,2,2,43,42,20,0,6,4,20,1,2,0,1,1,5,0,1,8,23,1,1,4,0,0,9,5,12,1,1,18,6,62,7,44,22,5,47,0,1,0,0,68,14,3,3,26,178,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874890264017801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557006870455887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473766880634661,0.0,0.25471518543267074,0.0,0.0,0.2793419411911678,0.0,0.1107268687356324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547610648319024,0.2077492915327522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823396101664541,0.09522373923233364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049133829645253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384202475558837,0.2025780974869472,0.0,0.08215249100062051,0.07652032725759421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592165703880262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725201118452296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323095367326432,0.0,0.2179127470845819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031241404820659,0.0,0.0,0.0896666039473869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087517727789449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012549607382513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991266227401847,0.07403096358183017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874077870108724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593670909836723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088128467193096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170298150711688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734237225312856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669860123782787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173992999511967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058182043543282776,0.0,0.08967444992106653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278250012233556,0.14444847603665667,0.0,0.09191536158213263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428333408121471,0.0,0.0,0.07593014255263512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299821023641896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529582600748324,0.0,0.0,0.34713214945758863,0.10090510045088354,0.06166126985512658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369843097771325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070514375492034,0.0,0.0728508591801333,0.0,0.08165868488574936,0.0,0.08195152383881776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611852573008449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929813982232537,0.0,0.17545659160652288
anxiety,drsx2,2020/01/02,"Reprogramming Any time you notice a trigger and feel anxious, it helps to replace it with focused compassion. Actively caring about other people distracts your brain from defaulting to whichever negative neural reaction (fearful, avoidant, deprecating, need to control self-perception) you have developed towards human interaction.",14.1622695035461,16.964236148936173,11.860425531914895,37.933333333333366,49.21276595744681,14.777304964539008,58.219858156028366,13.5591,9.849998581560282,277,20,22,10,3,85,43,47,0.136,0.63,0.233,0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,7,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049588637353106,0.0,0.0,0.34049044247792953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364563798730429,0.0,0.0,0.3072921821653391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33804000264625783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391530494184958,0.15239431471419104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201864485270585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234804955333352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431400853616822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089492708979409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144206070604933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574578691140416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sportgurl92,2020/01/02,"I hate starting new jobs So I have a job that pays well in summer.  I needed something for winter. I applied and was hired by  this retail store a week ago.  

My mom works there and helped me get the job but tomorrow I have to ride with her to work and sit around for 6-7 hours til my ""onboarding "", which is litterally me giving them my I.d. and ss and filling out paperwork.  I refuse to take the bus (I'll take some buses just not the one to get there). 

I currently don't drive which was part of why I took it, so I'd have a ride to work but it looks like our hours aren't gonna match. 

I'm just anxious because they haven't scheduled me yet (I find out tomorrow supposedly) but I tried to have open availability ( I can ride with my mom or she said she'll give me a ride if she's off) but what if they constantly schedule me right in between, like  if I start a hour before she gets off. Then I either have to find a ride or sit around for hours, and there isn't a whole lot to do in that area.  What if they do the 4 hours a day 5 days a week crap because it's part time (I hate frequent short shifts).

It's not even like I really wanted this job,  but I need the money/insurance and something (crappy pay) is better than nothing.  

I already get really anxious when starting a job but this is drawn out and unknown and I think making it worse. They (new jobs) have scheduled me a week or two later and here I'm waiting and waiting to know anything. 

Sorry my thoughts are jumbled and I hate anxiety.",1.5998288452761322,3.3247661884984048,3.0578217708808744,93.04977236421728,78.80830670926518,6.132770424463716,22.041191236878138,7.021680442328713,0.4589772706526696,1159,34,263,13,28,379,156,313,0.10300000000000001,0.836,0.06,-0.9194,7,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,5,4,14,9,4,0,16,0,20,1,1,1,0,52,49,30,0,7,18,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,14,20,0,3,5,0,4,8,6,4,1,2,5,2,41,5,29,42,6,56,0,0,1,0,18,14,1,9,35,167,55,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179645768805627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937909669136045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196032948468413,0.18300074891143414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665131272724498,0.14420399201542405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874660627333526,0.0,0.0689200855426581,0.0,0.0,0.07163277430583119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752593977994963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446909709725784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349589501640891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805443467815033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926447404845038,0.155394004167721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23989496687565115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428869461514263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988147836947953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48224538330833006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044512285644002655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870900218050028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801471610962166,0.0,0.0,0.06885835931914475,0.0,0.0,0.054064247112708366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971882007599175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201123231303319,0.0,0.1564493762769832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771610449439723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054883755592415484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541761806915035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377389718594536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916859105515137,0.07704401698217735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470656055832212,0.0,0.09066635850451003,0.17198430208328233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179509385163828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051897803053422766,0.0,0.06430033538906142,0.04722836034509397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998751918998563,0.05498973470689905,0.0,0.07911954938335462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777246853051642,0.0,0.1949059480398679,0.0,0.07282349891482634,0.0,0.07308465371067975,0.09042711457335416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768941929505043,0.0,0.08253999357624675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sceerdycat,2020/01/02,"Trying to calm down before my psych appointment I always get soooo nervous before I see my psychiatrist.

I avoided taking klonopin at work the last THREE weeks, and it wasn't easy but I did it. Yet I took it today before my appt because if I don't I'll be a WRECK and will say all the wrong things. I'm trying to save up so I'll have them for bad emergencies if she cuts me off.

She seems determined to at some point even though I'm very responsible with it. I wish I could utilize it a couple times a week to help me through work without having that fear. 😐",2.8230769230769246,4.08576669230769,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,74.38461538461539,6.90940170940171,23.256410256410252,7.3871296695380915,0.7447538461538463,441,12,97,5,9,144,82,117,0.13,0.6609999999999999,0.209,0.9052,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,4,8,1,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,16,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,2,16,2,13,10,2,13,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,6,61,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865978103300834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917398745238014,0.1089097333301535,0.0,0.4560805735499473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264580706854268,0.19768435576350585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800352195128044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104264224897025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933426951396067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975231304681112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563208720589094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889184437535568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420779363196854,0.0,0.0,0.14236922292778256,0.16264573570109989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343304007388943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869404388245584,0.0,0.17553295483914008,0.0,0.10417832723418917,0.0,0.1693491872677938,0.0,0.19849829959512966,0.2425973942333433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741355674298268,0.0,0.0,0.2866212234403277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545066501733986,0.1722222686789304,0.0,0.2601338261497896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533712190579786,0.0,0.0
anxiety,genericusernamehere6,2020/01/02,Scared to tell my parents I'm going somewhere with my girlfriend I'm 16 and I have this irrational fear of asking my parents anything like if I want to go somewhere it takes me days to work up the courage to ask my parents if I can go. How do I get over this fear and just ask?,0.6829999999999998,2.6039266333333337,2.273333333333337,96.57500000000002,82.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,25.0,5.46131890053228,0.34000000000000075,218,9,50,1,6,71,39,60,0.182,0.7120000000000001,0.106,-0.7227,3,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,14,5,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,8,14,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,30,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604728070281384,0.0,0.4977471304670335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445706711711902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39941873801377614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272366568206827,0.0,0.302590386664391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670560390588071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911968873749874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768401676431902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334395492911624,0.0,0.15512147975138416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046796955056922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920433619596464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,piperwestly,2020/01/02,"I pay $200 for less than an hour of therapy and it's not helping I don't leave my therapy appointments feeling like I learned any new coping skills. I just talk. She asks me questions and I answer. She doesn't give any tips other than to keep busy. I really just view her as an accountability coach, which is bad. 

I don't have a job and I don't have any friends in person, only by text. I wake up free to do anything I want, but I spend most of my days in my bed. I take a lot of depression naps to make the day go by. I'm too insecure to go on dates, but I have men coming up to me on the street asking me out to dinner, which I declined because I don't want them to know the real me. 

I'm dealing with major legal issues in 2020 and the constant panic and driving me insane. The legal issues mostly stem from an ex-boyfriend, which breaks my heart.",2.1502197802197784,3.24578797802198,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,75.81318681318682,6.7384615384615385,22.89010989010989,7.1686216300943375,0.6484901098901101,660,18,149,7,14,224,111,182,0.14,0.7959999999999999,0.064,-0.9453,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,2,10,0,10,3,2,1,0,26,25,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,8,1,1,5,2,4,4,6,4,0,0,0,2,28,4,26,25,5,20,0,1,1,0,14,9,0,4,7,94,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30552135232976285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323792295869465,0.0,0.2800066856076505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250415215639704,0.09129097506410706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900309863162518,0.0,0.16183499742353294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931628052446976,0.15439373318348498,0.1289861880893259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572205184707308,0.10698701418005463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570251769917494,0.0,0.0,0.1436613438675498,0.17022163681211844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746373385613567,0.10037950778086042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748128304358826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126165046841808,0.14861152507364556,0.13311162844714053,0.0,0.0,0.08230297955810052,0.0,0.0,0.15857190457330014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316410468458759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731874037592775,0.0,0.0,0.0999645055418729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446370325777351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389756795299537,0.0,0.17570853078403753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076274912217326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776302840070415,0.0,0.0,0.1704571815735788,0.09593869215195022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125992405750446,0.12036966034555327,0.0,0.0,0.3425222298601464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666208077260778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Invisible_Kingdoms,2020/01/02,"Need some advice Hey all

I really just need some advice, I've had on and off severe anxiety since I was 8 years old, I'm now 26 and realised I've let it control my life to this point. A bit of back story, I was fairly ""normal"" between the ages of 18-23, lived on my own, had a girlfriend, a group of friends and was fairly active. When I turned 23 my anxiety came about and I let it consume me, I pushed away all of my friends as of now I have none really except for online ones, some real life friends who make contact infrequently which I usually find a way to avoid and live back at home with my mother. My relationship really suffered as my girlfriend at the time thought something was wrong but I could never speak to her about it, it became hard for her as since I wasn't socialising all of my focus was on her which obviously lead to us breaking up.

I was a fairly fit kid played sports, never trained but was never out of shape. I'm now at a point I have no muscle and a bulging gut, to put it nicely it's not very attractive. I've now resigned myself to a life of waking up purely just to play computer games and occasionally visiting family, I do have a very good family however I understand they know something is wrong with me.

When I first returned home I was working but for the past 2 years I've been out of work and can't even muster the drive to apply for jobs, when I sit down to begin to process my anxiety and depression come crushing down.

About 18 months ago I tried to make a change as my self inflicted isolation caused me depression, it didn't work. When I would try to socialise I was anxious and would immediately retreat into my shell. 18 months later of compounding depression and anxiety I'm here now. Crippled with anxiety, severely depressed, extremely unfit and generally unhappy with my life. 

I'm starting medication tomorrow and have begun training at a local gym, I however need to train their at 2am because I get extremely anxious when other people around (The typical are they watching me, I'm so out of shape, I shouldn't be here thoughts), Can anyone give any advice? I would really appreciate it, what did you do? How did you escape the cycle? Is there hope or even a point in trying, or is this my life...",5.632222222222217,5.91937351351352,6.636396396396396,76.77226726726728,67.24324324324324,10.091291291291293,31.309309309309306,9.994966539143718,2.9759975975975967,1776,66,343,39,27,595,219,444,0.153,0.764,0.08199999999999999,-0.9843,3,2,2,1,0,0,45.0,1,2,3,6,26,18,0,1,18,0,36,8,2,6,8,68,58,29,0,10,9,1,1,0,5,4,6,1,2,2,15,24,0,2,5,5,0,7,10,9,0,2,19,3,51,9,61,31,9,69,0,6,1,0,26,27,0,6,32,235,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152129351712824,0.06698307633097597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138622596737954,0.0,0.2890319113929936,0.17073200444260275,0.0,0.052836223756385255,0.0,0.0,0.06726813073681394,0.0,0.0,0.07099502397700932,0.116208362968233,0.0,0.04606321591916073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249650134553686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642527854529941,0.0,0.07762521643206426,0.07993687110436361,0.06509184048408391,0.0,0.0,0.08475164062397927,0.06033184004814755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260333231335334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981884161602864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424703465496243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906428129277895,0.06427484335131327,0.0,0.0,0.1751420680332858,0.0,0.039479159384753215,0.07248803616305717,0.0,0.0633796396441308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769065289996304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159404479823646,0.07505226961205035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498577775881993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152809098065622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453896438683615,0.2668660354907807,0.0,0.0,0.13344909084217746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087933883483864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612295027909584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062919717133933,0.0,0.0,0.16808962101207434,0.17483923600925913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403684159959217,0.0,0.0,0.07929188385969266,0.0,0.05120423637263883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213454935210531,0.05238668020694626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142976919481638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596286057438417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600856715881927,0.19363336577329174,0.0,0.0,0.08112763815513023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882990795692836,0.17073200444260275,0.0,0.1250149225254221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634597769635052,0.0,0.0,0.053484707579988536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997901880302253,0.04406207447903844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390933129163648,0.08219211682129947,0.0,0.0786649646000826,0.09089439105610644,0.0,0.0832232562715978,0.124696705905595,0.0,0.05997931994477451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165034844482044,0.0,0.0,0.16103585235067167,0.1652351125697409,0.0,0.09732169443483248
anxiety,strawberry_ice_,2020/01/02,"I'm too anxious right now... I'm about to go to a job interview. Last time I did this it was two years ago, I was nervous but this time I'm feeling worse, someone really did an effort to set me up for this interview.
I don't feel qualified, but everybody says I'll learn fast because it's an easy job and they pay well.
My stomach is hurting and I have heart palpitations.
I don't think I'll feel this bad if I didn't feel I'll disappoint many people if I do it wrong.
I'm so anxious I'm feeling sick but I'll have to do it anyway and I feel like this is a battle I'm fighting alone.",0.09123076923076924,1.8651761230769248,2.742307692307694,93.21269230769232,83.92307692307692,6.153846153846152,22.30769230769231,7.321109707123232,0.693461538461539,456,16,109,7,13,159,70,130,0.26899999999999996,0.618,0.113,-0.9724,2,1,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,2,1,4,0,13,3,2,0,0,16,27,9,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,8,0,1,1,3,7,1,1,5,7,11,2,7,22,0,11,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,2,8,58,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484795619168328,0.0,0.0,0.17348055755304775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784569866507808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985636847773766,0.10210707681388764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081613396521278,0.11966277353593928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519469878131633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848953406186293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931332330077854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33243786465130665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653570034756168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183254535075846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698197601048067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612412796585064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730545272524544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304496947322132,0.0,0.1332035467700131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192308418120209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732790042788104,0.0,0.0,0.1953424021156528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636241732501518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150603547365863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069786562545242,0.0,0.18313608803518064,0.0,0.10786517540106867
anxiety,bryan0512,2020/01/02,"Enough is Enough After a lot of thinking i have decided to share and help others like me. I am an Assistant Professor at a reputed university but could never share my story and things which helped me win over anxiety in a 15 year battle. I always feared for what my students and fellow professors might think. But now looking at the state of my students and other young folks, today i have started a youtube channel solely for the purpose of sharing the things which really worked for me. I am married with kids now and sometimes still get surprised how i survived all the battles of anxiety and depression.  channel's name is ""ANXIETY WHAT?"" Hope you all find it useful. Love you all. [Anxiety what? ](https://youtu.be/ejYgP3sNXkY)",6.33746153846154,8.473040130769235,6.272307692307693,73.24769230769233,66.92307692307692,9.2,33.769230769230774,9.642632912329526,3.6132153846153847,587,27,92,13,10,185,85,130,0.14400000000000002,0.624,0.23199999999999998,0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,3,4,12,2,1,9,0,8,1,0,2,4,24,16,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,14,8,14,14,6,14,0,1,1,1,11,4,0,3,10,74,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356971039089653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279801037518858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377616532662529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861114927159702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565663641071268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415899662529712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770129942905498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014666653735677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313040525594905,0.0,0.0,0.17137426497997338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842958602286486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489277722889504,0.0,0.0,0.14669000310308802,0.1557269157937441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830409993783661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307590259262922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053555044545993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064957234659786,0.0,0.12212691896685393,0.0,0.1377931704254677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292599839299481,0.22111734773307085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635507169593659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902186962732042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256134571962962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111212183580056
anxiety,pizzahoarder09876,2020/01/02,"Does anyone have a hard time finding the right medication? I have ptsd and hyper vigilance and my dr and I are working on finding a medication that will help me sleep and reduce anxiey, but they all seem to make things worse and make me more hyper. I’ve tried amytriptaline, trazodone, prozac, lexapro, lithium. Like nothing can calm me down. I can’t take Xanax or benzos. I’m at a loss here.",3.395142857142858,5.741100666666667,3.6925714285714304,87.67200000000004,75.66666666666666,5.885714285714287,25.380952380952376,6.868970318607317,1.0202952380952377,310,11,59,3,7,96,58,75,0.142,0.7909999999999999,0.067,-0.6851,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,6,1,2,1,13,11,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,4,10,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576391205057255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494496054610205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072101248842317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955553511110766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931606852635973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088327359863449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29739749256949416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488287651658772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137510077659962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604027789460457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902418570768503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279877022477535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229279455836642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749310983297305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799654001752469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989726755575134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124421491342038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621770770983887,0.0,0.22701867164731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rugbyplayah,2020/01/02,"Terrified about a close call I had yesterday Hey guys, yesterday I went for a walk and got to an intersection. It was really quiet so I decided to cross, despite the fact that I didn’t have the signal to cross. Halfway through the intersection I see a car heading my way, I hurry to the other side of the intersection and make it there fine, but the other car didn’t even try to slow down. My brain has been obsessing over this moment lately and it’s driving me nuts. 

I started out by making a stupid decision to cross when I shouldn’t have. Then I start thinking of what would’ve happened if I had tripped, it snowed the other day and the roads were fine, but it terrifies me to think of what could’ve happened. What if the driver was drunk and didn’t even notice me? It was New Year’s Day. I’m someone who’s terrified of death because I love being alive and have so much to live for, and situations like these scare me so much. 

Is there anyone else out there who has fears like these? That any situation you’re in could’ve taken a turn for the worse and killed you?",3.7674999999999983,5.0369620462962965,4.588888888888891,86.20750000000002,72.05555555555556,7.992592592592592,25.074074074074076,8.472884824447931,1.442801851851852,846,25,178,14,16,273,120,216,0.212,0.708,0.08,-0.9888,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,10,10,2,3,16,0,18,4,2,2,1,23,33,17,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,19,11,1,0,4,1,0,9,4,5,0,0,13,2,18,5,23,18,2,34,0,0,1,1,7,11,0,2,15,118,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009054346832827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029148619310538,0.15080796839839672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972233761970634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430663842071938,0.15029188521537354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350297787074977,0.0,0.0,0.18984372130502514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229538080353494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442801874707868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656235422883532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771693289874295,0.0,0.0,0.14573584816367002,0.2603096289299464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105381450732555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628379011035107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603058711478216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381387640003546,0.0,0.12996665717605918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328398058894765,0.0,0.19649366456906853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163951640046348,0.0,0.0,0.14215175881448394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757058954997667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429019376784707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735741448121364,0.0,0.11728703299143173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308832095688673,0.0,0.0,0.1247089944426252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208355968866988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861983750170047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992865029373198,0.16009452896343368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682824759195612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644155555747414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999363421720294,0.1045556837863916,0.0,0.0,0.09478202673829976
anxiety,meregrayce,2020/01/02,"What helped you cope with anxiety triggered by S.O. leaving? I have pretty severe anxiety when I’m not consistently going to the neurofeedback therapy I do once a week. I will have about 1 panic or anxiety attack a day when I’m not going. Right now with the holiday season I’ve missed a few weeks and it’s gotten pretty out of hand. Yesterday, I was hanging out with the guy I like and we had had a great time. We get along great and he’s always trying his best to help me when I’m anxious. I had drank pretty heavily the night before cuz it was New Years Eve. Which always fucks with my anxiety the next day. I was pretty anxious most of the day alone and being around someone and cuddling and such helped a lot with the anxiety once he got there. However, as soon as he said he was going to leave I started having a panic attack. I then got frustrated with myself for having one and it just spiraled from there into a nonverbal panic attack. He won’t leave me when I’m having a panic attack so he got stuck with me for another 2 hours. I was feeling so horrible he got stuck there that I finally was able to wave him off and get him to go home (because I was still not able to speak). The problem is he had a super important meeting at work today that he’s been preparing for for weeks and I kept him out way too late. It was entirely not cool of me at all to have that kind of response to him leaving. I always get anxiety when he goes to leave which hasn’t been in an issue in the 4 months we’ve been hanging out because we usually hangout at his place. If I’m in control of leaving then it doesn’t cause an issue or if he sleeps over and leaves in the morning it’s fine. I feel horrible about what happened and I want to figure something out so that this doesn’t happen again. Has anyone had issues with this kind of trigger before? What helped you cope with it?",3.1046649260226293,4.541341368146212,4.578033942558747,84.97918320278504,73.96083550913838,7.508755439512621,25.03820713664056,8.131152278815165,1.4689339251523068,1476,47,298,23,30,493,176,383,0.182,0.706,0.11199999999999999,-0.9686,1,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,2,0,4,21,21,6,4,21,1,31,5,2,5,1,54,61,28,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,18,31,1,2,3,2,0,6,8,12,0,1,26,6,33,9,52,32,5,57,0,1,0,2,30,18,1,6,33,201,51,1,0.12650214182560174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655090339407438,0.0,0.0,0.15788987381129152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632426281453953,0.2903213767349903,0.14291141285983294,0.0,0.04422661944288117,0.0,0.0,0.056306863118156,0.0,0.2878288975375363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711453150645682,0.0,0.10764400537058576,0.0,0.06637809664201663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497627313680421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094145437643203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237512432464714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396328387109654,0.0,0.0,0.06928845649705226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058474595844706274,0.09913822188077867,0.0,0.1437881648849837,0.0,0.20235063801703226,0.13946905795451794,0.0,0.06262850452287583,0.11186542623664054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958343822999028,0.0,0.06344598130263278,0.0,0.062289563891124285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980530546665035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173251403730424,0.0,0.0,0.07134996301236751,0.4688162595409213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030901278312995092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377379861036274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048640135218183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108827842995322,0.06726823148351828,0.059356845306612074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472065246098494,0.04286056260109535,0.0,0.0,0.29684601404649125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608390679967815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573963131551073,0.0,0.06052273261983612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054016068961551984,0.06016625278756976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145570642991649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329675007976789,0.0,0.05359242712693293,0.04869376455640993,0.0,0.0,0.044769433543555816,0.0,0.0505123869357019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233311197427746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03688220810089247,0.0,0.059954619471735776,0.0,0.0,0.04294332524045378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966211856646018,0.0,0.03730712040310909,0.05020575599556881,0.1522085815213969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046047532941137816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073161590002482
anxiety,merrymaack,2020/01/02,"Problems I thought I’d moved past suddenly resurfacing Hey all. I have GAD and BP2 and recently some problems I thought I’d conquered have feared their ugly heads again.

I’ve been with my SO for 3.5 years. At the beginning of the relationship, I suffered from debilitating relationship anxiety and depression. I was fearful of abandonment and misread everything as a sign that my SO was unhappy or about to leave. I didn’t want this to become a self fulfilling prophecy, so I worked hard with outside help from friends who’d gone through the same thing as well as therapy. I’m happy to say that I became comfortable and confident in my relationship and rarely struggled with these intense and crippling feelings.

That is, until my SO and I got engaged. These feelings have been creeping back in and not so subtly. I am doing mind reading, future telling, black and white thinking, and what feels like all the negative thought problems that I had before. I was so happy at first and now I dread each night due to insomnia and rumination. I become anxious when hanging out with my SO due to these thought patterns. I’m so anxious and sad about this. I’m even having nightmares, which I’ve always struggled with but hadn’t had in a long time.

I don’t know what this is. A rant, but also a request for hope from anyone else who has gone through this. I know in my core that there is a support system in my life that will help me walk through this. I’m just so frustrated with my anxiety and with myself.",4.895377990430621,6.693164038596492,5.112799043062204,81.47982057416269,70.01754385964911,8.269537480063796,32.95454545454545,8.841846274778883,2.8544736842105265,1201,57,220,22,22,378,152,285,0.159,0.723,0.11800000000000001,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,20,22,1,5,10,0,22,3,1,0,2,51,43,33,0,5,5,0,4,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,20,24,0,1,10,1,0,5,5,13,1,1,16,7,27,9,36,25,5,31,0,4,2,0,14,8,0,3,18,158,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457202567192144,0.08799641374889199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180417002457026,0.2389455038228025,0.0,0.07394617164357199,0.10835822647148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131886557684764,0.0,0.0,0.2335955985142369,0.08998949272863949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910864007693297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834451334447463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985000697092172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504553929878083,0.0,0.0,0.23800696335726135,0.1604183191344942,0.07555120586996285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995492601315076,0.0,0.0,0.08170584814762542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458172475921777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515576994237144,0.09473547279012746,0.0,0.10853487130418583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177034316920226,0.0,0.0,0.10503831682902244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624007642349225,0.0,0.0,0.11197899763280778,0.0,0.0,0.07469769890152693,0.05166642304844598,0.0,0.0,0.09358961511342087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678213796860607,0.0,0.0,0.11240054989378744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099243657474937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095486370139904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035790049762525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578335661076374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442004530667344,0.3406230326215471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410041224397978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032525585679373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111562768828533,0.0,0.0,0.12000922329221933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243430223305764,0.0,0.12093975937888655,0.0,0.07025874868395375,0.06776336584227967,0.0,0.33582979582122297,0.0616664381130204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237688441049868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095086209984659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699070870714034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810258388736272
anxiety,Poltergeist778,2020/01/02,Best calming breathing exercise? That is not meditation :),8.24125,11.346500625000004,8.094999999999999,44.15000000000001,105.25,11.6,54.0,8.841846274778883,9.4813,47,4,4,2,2,15,8,8,0.161,0.39,0.449,0.6619,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,panterarocks,2020/01/02,I'm really worried about going to the work Christmas party Does anyone have any tips to keep my anxiety to a minimum. I'm really bad at holding conversations with people I don't know that well and all the bosses are going to be that I've only met briefly once or twice. I'm so nervous just thinking about it. Someone please help me.,2.1254157782515968,4.539632671641794,4.1697228144989325,82.2155223880597,80.49253731343283,6.8136460554371014,24.49680170575693,7.957251820313856,1.7137010660980816,267,10,49,5,7,91,53,67,0.174,0.72,0.107,-0.5915,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,1,8,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938631231795593,0.0,0.20179870286606816,0.0,0.0,0.1844481698749605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025371322436724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308444923198931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29983598336028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681294216383936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344687594338489,0.0,0.0,0.14497213909722706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809278450830027,0.0,0.20062425628784364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287883961102214,0.0,0.0,0.2895623128113821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379813828888205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235084939170292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902604335517887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371789779267246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920423329940256,0.2678916490906187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unicornsexisted,2020/01/02,"Physical proof of anxiety I went to the ER last night for an issue relating to my heart, and the triage nurse didn’t like my elevated heart rate when I first got there, but I literally said to him “it’s just the anxiety/stress of being here, it will calm down in a minute” and it very much did. Stupid anxiety is going to get me hospitalized!!",3.832173913043477,4.978087579710149,5.354318840579712,81.25408695652175,71.7536231884058,10.157681159420287,25.394202898550724,10.355215969177356,2.4309107246376813,269,8,58,8,5,91,53,69,0.127,0.8059999999999999,0.066,-0.6462,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,5,0,5,2,2,0,1,5,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,5,1,7,2,9,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701249267252057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577071897549296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263893397101957,0.0,0.13748449543362254,0.0,0.19347959124936734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733351497238219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524938851232305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971910422667891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818626826524732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783358285409273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270185709384039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301142632496225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771100457576667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960321558329874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425538746745466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danieltiger0101,2020/01/02,Avoiding friends/ social situations Anyone else avoid friends or any type of social situation? The past few months I’ve been making major excuses I literally can’t handle being out in public with a ton of people. I made plans this weekend and am already thinking of excuses to bail... ugh,8.431666666666665,8.951567038461539,9.09692307692308,60.714743589743605,61.30769230769231,10.77948717948718,38.487179487179496,10.504223727775694,4.552171794871796,234,11,33,5,3,79,46,52,0.138,0.804,0.057999999999999996,-0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,7,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512211070456454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481206876657438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918049927877884,0.23325773609799255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901751426767292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35176879108293063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541108221382155,0.1519603633738313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171071348576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173208599096787,0.1578261525529948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117837551725295,0.0,0.4641277951584065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587105955365962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tenac1ousP,2020/01/02,"Work/Life Anxiety Hey all. New to the community but the struggles lately have me looking for any kind of advice. 

I hate my job. I have since I started over a year ago. It’s client work and I hate answering to this many clients. Clients leave for a variety of reasons and previously our management considered this luck of the draw (we are assigned our clients based on ‘personality fits.’) 

I’ve had 9 drops in the last year, 3 more than the person behind me. Before, many of these were chalked up to luck/the business’s end but as of Friday and reaffirmed Monday,  all of these are my responsibility. Managements answer is just “work longer.” No real help, just sit in your cell (desk) longer. 

I have a new job lined up and I’m just waiting for the offer letter supposedly coming this week. I’ve been an anxious mess the past 3 months and I can’t keep having these near daily breakdowns over this job. I need the money to pay bills and until I know about the other job, I can’t make a move. 

Does anyone have any advice at handling these anxiety attacks over work? I see my email number go higher and it just makes me more and more anxious. I want to be better for my girlfriend, my dad and even my cats. Also just want to be better for me so I don’t feel like a failure every god damn second of the day.",1.9153310453310481,4.270977698841701,3.2769798369798373,88.65373087373085,80.89189189189189,5.690318890318892,21.561704561704563,6.937597516519254,0.5769509795509795,1020,31,206,12,27,332,149,259,0.154,0.746,0.1,-0.9333,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,1,0,5,9,11,4,1,16,0,16,0,0,3,2,34,33,15,0,3,7,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,11,11,0,2,5,0,3,3,4,6,0,1,3,3,26,5,33,28,5,30,0,0,2,0,14,10,1,1,16,128,37,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123010203463242,0.0962926084342928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687016990577047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774220615199596,0.0,0.1662010059451996,0.2454385637613779,0.0,0.07595557092930184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235805976005594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243485018789667,0.0,0.0,0.1921461562146385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357383165011188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005639403532743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506152987003752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621260580804276,0.0,0.0,0.07174809785238248,0.0,0.0915241939378492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549258320683626,0.07760422005226406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061736078261762126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214496302970646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281139183353429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311880869844034,0.09655399942409937,0.0,0.11311986355387466,0.059699381140169726,0.08854672361057933,0.12253767628312973,0.11502189374032612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307039665873887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122057880026717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502073069225854,0.22026449233918247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670623003016106,0.11545490118273415,0.0,0.08054665419270647,0.0,0.2098281588638183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369819207802336,0.0,0.18970042738902712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364301153467325,0.0,0.11168818709682324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865628480309893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898586153590635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768878093740346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356209097212007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814380414519672,0.0,0.08713522802504403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31633135866937123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399063812487436
anxiety,IowaState27,2020/01/02,"Drinking and Anxiety Does drinking give anyone else intense anxiety the next day? If so, is it best to just stop drinking? Because it is like unbearable.",4.526666666666667,7.697708333333335,4.9644444444444495,75.50000000000003,76.77777777777777,8.044444444444443,38.62962962962963,8.841846274778883,4.442762962962963,123,8,18,3,3,39,22,27,0.159,0.596,0.245,0.6154,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523241511600916,0.0,0.0,0.16101576462401276,0.2359470720499965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403753600269044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416626031954445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851028982322806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015178706588811,0.0,0.0,0.6767544545828762,0.0,0.0,0.19236775955166602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090368574982067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250222192207847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449033153260193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252275837707866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daylight_Blue,2020/01/02,Woke up panicky Woke up early trying to stop from panicking. When I talk it helps me and writing is kind of the same. No one in my house is awake yet though. Just sending love to anyone going through the same thing. And hopefully if someone wants to listen to me babble for awhile while I still feel shitty that would be nice too.,3.9824615384615374,5.533114630769234,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,71.92307692307692,6.430769230769231,23.76923076923077,6.742157984588678,0.674753846153846,261,7,52,2,5,80,54,65,0.168,0.6779999999999999,0.154,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,12,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,5,4,11,8,2,11,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,6,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051777392121735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837039482757164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676681921546307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668441145945045,0.0,0.0,0.2914488187638888,0.0,0.33858651434737197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055691317964909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26483804708445635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884027869713405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486279343823373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343389000613761,0.2453261915250352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358532764906945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494628179446824,0.0,0.2883000339273523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922423413955093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307654795348318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084489880134756,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emeka-,2020/01/02,"I'm feeling anxious at a level I'm not able to measure. Should I see a psychiatrist? Hi everyone, 

So for a little more context, here is my story:

I'm a 29 years old woman living in France.

My parents are divorced since I'm 6. I grew up with a bipolar, depressive mom who took a lot of meds and drugs. She also was a prostitute and did a few suicide tentative, 2 when I was home (1 when I was 15, the other when I was 16). My childhood and adolescence were very complicated and I've been kicked out just before turing 17, and that's when my family from my dad's side told me that I'll ""end like my mother"". We didn't have a lot of money and my mom bought stuff at my name. I ended full of debts at 18. Times were hard.

So here I am lying about my age, working in bars and pubs and finding friends to couchsurf here in there for a few years. In 2010, my mom got a brain tumor and won by a narrow margin her battle against cancer 3 years later. Eventually, things got better for me during that decade: I went back to school in 2013, got my diploma without any financial help by working double shift, and did the best I could.

Now, I have a fantastic management role in a famous AAA video games company and I'm about to get a raise and a promotion. My workmates are awesome. I also met a wonderful man, he's smart, handsome, funny, respectful, and I am gonna get married to him next year. For the first time in my life, I'm also debt free (since last week!! :)), I've got money, I travel, I have wonderful friends and a very active social life. I work out and go to the gym 3 to 4 times a week, and I find myself, without pretention, nice looking. We also have a superb appartment. There is nothing I'd change at the moment and I can stress enough HOW LUCKY and HAPPY I am with all this. It seems completely crazy and I do feel privilegied.

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Now, the point:

During hard times, I was always, always looking to push myself forward, to think positive (or at least, not thinking about the issues I was facing), because I didn't have the choice. It was this, or giving up and ending in the streets or something worse. I was also always giving 200% to prove to myself and to everyone that ""the girl who'll eventually end like her mother"" can do it without anyone's help. And now, here I am. I did it. Everything is perfect. And I've never been so anxious in my life. It's been a few weeks now, almost every night I cry to sleep thinking about how awful it'd be if I would suddently die in a car crash, if my future husband would get sick, and how it would happen, and how cancer and death and sadness. This is completely ridiculous, this is not me, and I really don't understand what is happening to me. I can't help but cry thinking about it, it's like I'm developping a new phobia or something.

Is this""normal or is this an anxiety flag? Should I see a psychiatrist? 

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TL;DR: Had an awful childhood and the beggining of my adult life was hell. But I was the ""warrior"" type. Now I'm almost 30 and my life is so perfect, I'm anxious at the point of crying almost every night only thinking about my future husband getting sick or me suddently dying. This is completely ridiculous. Should I see someone?",3.5692757009345786,4.847044373831778,4.955221962616822,83.35844042056077,72.55140186915888,7.592990654205607,26.77063862928349,8.07648339933343,1.677779750778816,2496,86,492,36,48,834,288,642,0.13699999999999998,0.768,0.095,-0.977,3,0,3,0,1,1,109.0,2,0,0,11,37,24,4,1,39,2,58,15,3,4,5,89,103,57,4,9,17,9,4,3,2,8,11,0,1,4,25,36,1,0,14,6,7,8,11,7,1,1,31,9,64,18,58,61,12,76,1,2,5,0,37,29,1,17,44,329,89,7,0.059192267916127965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781751803785,0.0,0.0,0.2366801763347508,0.14775812609980918,0.12826959511371264,0.14385016886935795,0.04025277197232319,0.0,0.04528192293947594,0.2006112430080518,0.0,0.04138861001573723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551520030685561,0.0,0.03608305711890401,0.0,0.050368260280090484,0.0,0.062118633305253815,0.05235075076318498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607814705273314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261757084062862,0.0,0.1861859001901066,0.0,0.0,0.04726020941235127,0.0,0.19505978055328127,0.0,0.0,0.05098221362088119,0.0,0.122864457686106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864423848139445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209707120711049,0.06116143584795214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974407732183868,0.1131214972455489,0.053198193663547486,0.0,0.05580120221438729,0.0,0.0598587783740915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820132103398314,0.050348912851074366,0.0,0.0,0.09146359871846264,0.0,0.12370206766165537,0.11356523408608887,0.03364032994308495,0.0,0.18936585587643476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468705406553032,0.06301126987246766,0.1060492910131045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190259883941689,0.0,0.059374670962401635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178134907043209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824959863840268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904624676245906,0.08675505656063733,0.05932620281869948,0.052267857022561016,0.0,0.09941319419185857,0.0,0.0,0.10064629889352028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574926571321525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797580634976087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045652726104485314,0.0571682612037642,0.06295164845044059,0.11109586729017998,0.0,0.056796577489818624,0.0,0.062112327966764386,0.0,0.0,0.0450183870559624,0.0,0.0,0.06572600858822937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191165162509388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03792008253171601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990573525548482,0.1415057216411766,0.053886417604734775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792891139248,0.0,0.05923501586411172,0.06033906288242241,0.050153416519165536,0.09113819942879572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780454290812718,0.0,0.06776098513794321,0.0647467338064023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03932471262326172,0.18964007600815694,0.0,0.0,0.13806194973401367,0.0,0.0,0.05656074862277445,0.06576478762080805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162123842813664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767964029318124,0.0,0.0,0.1424414006992719,0.0,0.0,0.05487182538020647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711777019704228,0.12838297916388328,0.1292780280583487,0.0,0.06032197794345701,0.12614546645545086,0.0,0.14385016886935795,0.15247151937300368
anxiety,bigwickets,2020/01/02,"Shotout to those heading back to work today after a break I know it’s really hard for me, especially being seen/talking to coworkers after a long break, feeling like they’re judging me. Whatever triggers your anxiety at work if you’re heading back in today, my thoughts are with you.",7.754088050314465,7.929838245283017,7.9981132075471715,69.18635220125786,62.77358490566038,10.840251572327047,40.30817610062893,10.504223727775694,4.558111949685536,229,12,37,5,3,75,41,53,0.069,0.85,0.081,0.1548,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,9,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830977612406968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680820397025121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101968732145492,0.1709876408219218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214405512235158,0.0,0.4912726773191545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153738717832195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693155238271892,0.0,0.0,0.2118122048405021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333010982991638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923759103547279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900126670513156,0.0,0.0,0.4537408877610769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484910530667137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ggghost777,2020/01/02,"27M - thinking of hiring an escort, advice? I’m 27 male and I’ve never been in a relationship or kissed a girl as I’m really underweight/skinny. I’ve not masturbated for around 40 days now and want to experience sex. I’m thinking of hiring an escort, but I’m so anxious/nervous, it’s making me nauseous. What are your thoughts?",0.7912121212121228,3.3276163030303003,3.7184848484848487,81.46439393939394,90.51515151515152,5.963636363636365,22.484848484848484,7.3871296695380915,1.4040121212121217,260,10,48,5,9,92,49,66,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.3204,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,12,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,7,9,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150526509244333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642284433017163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870108228633008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792601579617148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153761732446923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152093549482814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866036088788285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065423516145381,0.0,0.0,0.3461447483201297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131711182466349,0.0,0.2559553575802091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016415997260475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leumasbpd,2020/01/02,"Comorbidities Hello guys. I have anxiety disorder and since 12 i go to the psychiatric. In this year i was also diagnosed as bipolar and borderline 
In other words, my Life isnt easy cause i have a lot of comorbidities. Has anyone like me?",2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,5.22666666666667,73.62000000000003,80.1111111111111,9.822222222222225,26.777777777777786,9.888512548439397,3.5475777777777786,190,8,33,7,5,66,38,45,0.154,0.79,0.055999999999999994,-0.5116,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26693190548658624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553485923813798,0.0,0.0,0.2333938715956547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428944861779726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33879003075888864,0.0,0.0,0.3825524919292132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897006650908659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305047803103741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357658923838196,0.1630730332450417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28377649492940743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761147059824933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494994758827568
anxiety,throwitaway7133,2020/01/02,"Partial Hospitalization Program Hey all. Cross posted from r/mentalhealth - hoping to get more responses here!


Has anyone here done a partial hospitalization for anxiety/depression? I have GAD and depression. I have been receiving treatment from a psychiatrist and a counselor for about 8 months. I haven't had luck with finding a medication that works for my anxiety. My new counselor is great (and specializes in CBT), but I sometimes wonder if I need more support. I still have severe anxiety nearly every day which impairs my ability to function normally. I cry nearly every day including at work, I sometimes self harm, my appetite fluctuates wildly and I sometimes lose weight unintentionally, I self medicate with alcohol. My symptoms have been this severe for at least a year, probably closer to two years. And I have had anxiety and depression for about 8 years.

If you do a PHP, can you still work? How does that all work? Are such programs beneficial for anxiety? I plan to discuss this with my counselor but was hoping to get some insight here. Thanks!",5.323844393592676,8.498077173913046,5.886842105263156,70.1055263157895,73.45652173913044,9.308466819221966,33.59725400457666,9.682069395223575,4.2177869565217385,856,44,127,25,19,276,104,184,0.185,0.7020000000000001,0.113,-0.9279999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,6,9,11,0,0,6,0,17,5,0,1,2,25,25,11,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,9,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,6,1,20,7,23,19,6,18,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,7,9,95,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758338015152665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33667562722224986,0.0,0.0,0.07693211403328873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085741524159607,0.1419141855889242,0.0,0.2842933940371363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962837138430266,0.11259388583709387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854017984114748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056095584236546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496715608329855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130307047919085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855951670102494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308995301292573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167744305208925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782099185701199,0.0,0.0,0.08158222378607201,0.0,0.10626293534236927,0.0,0.0,0.1078012457299434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537364013759573,0.0,0.1186256759277254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295603673774345,0.2485941102731237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264529367492913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573238745275735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485518920256362,0.0,0.11435821553202738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129633751315543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747854367352584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398094114460646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931753674759485,0.32039835735167865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255768756378784
anxiety,greatsirius,2020/01/02,"Getting back into the work grind Hey Guys. I hope you all had a wonderful break and enjoyed some time off.

I am a very regimented person and always have a definite schedule to follow. When I break this schedule, I can become very anxious and it’s all around not a good time.

I wasn’t sure if anyone else is this way. If so, how do you integrate back into work and normal life? I’ve been off for 12 days and I just feel so stagnant and my car drive back was miserable.",1.8602083333333328,3.8423204375,3.442916666666669,89.37708333333337,79.0,6.3500000000000005,22.125,7.3871296695380915,0.7796125000000003,366,11,77,5,9,121,67,96,0.081,0.772,0.147,0.7507,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,9,5,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,1,3,22,14,12,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,1,9,4,7,10,3,20,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,5,9,53,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233516800226902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204024962718999,0.0,0.13641537973512052,0.19989849755549965,0.0,0.17367644669014104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500494216562677,0.0,0.0,0.2154677623431939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582052215890396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629773396990803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986461973388002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192939873837238,0.0,0.0,0.16363693305171795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317531690987075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377395149049045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780179195899292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115226530504612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034995275248244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387529416062265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275236265819922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32194860416713,0.0,0.1548578063460089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115728560044426,0.2840638407890744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,So-Much-Work-Anxiety,2020/01/02,"Work Anxiety Do you where mess something up at work, little or important, and just have crippling anxiety for the extended future? I messed something up that was pretty major right before the holidays and I just haven’t stopped being panicked about it since. I’ve had anxiety my whole life and I’ve gotten really good at coping, but now it’s just this crush of fear and worry and self loathing.",4.159633204633202,6.747324500000001,4.638262548262549,80.63743243243248,74.27027027027026,8.012355212355214,26.787644787644787,8.841846274778883,2.43997528957529,319,12,54,7,7,101,55,74,0.304,0.612,0.084,-0.9518,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,7,3,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,36,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022568889772179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622446566801945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462660819198507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835602424125612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457959193651918,0.0,0.21934429258800295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264821304822105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020033783750382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689593619675196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283073412089625,0.0,0.0,0.18103423759430515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33696145938321426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829676475699916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24433720534053446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31864950352867943,0.22225188491346987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigkahuna999,2020/01/02,"Anxiety and physical symptoms Hi, I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder about 2 years ago. This followed 2-3 years of physical symptoms like panic attacks, heart palpitations, racing heart and recently even stomach ulcers.

I’ve also had diagnosis of high blood pressure and high cholesterol over the last 3 years. I’m not particularly overweight, eat relatively healthily, and exercise once a week, and I don’t have a family history of high blood pressure or cholesterol. 

The only common reason is probably my anxiety, which is likely causing these symptoms. The problem is, some of these symptoms like high blood pressure and potentially life threatening and causing me even more stress. 

I’m doing what I can now, eating healthy and exercising, but I haven’t resorted to taking anti anxiety medication. 

Has anyone had any success with anti anxiety medication reducing their high blood pressure and other physical symptoms of anxiety?",9.859615384615383,11.626447782051287,9.933743589743592,51.62792307692311,58.35897435897437,13.41948717948718,46.36923076923078,12.688352899677879,7.247743076923077,778,48,93,28,10,257,95,156,0.214,0.713,0.07200000000000001,-0.9401,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,5,12,1,6,5,0,12,22,7,3,0,20,16,12,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,13,0,0,0,6,11,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,7,4,10,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,12,58,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109592302868958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316051280275286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221292980326069,0.0,0.4199145979502618,0.0,0.0,0.06396843157370713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407738240566053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879605691967576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285533828411624,0.0,0.0,0.10484972349968348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872239663882412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084994508923395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624390585294814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682030534677174,0.0,0.483294569769252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457247652883077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461855339756553,0.1340848338990388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432300380015626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742852774046754,0.0,0.0695784567506138,0.0,0.1073379232725709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863629160358163,0.08753877933731456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406180569091546,0.09033038999394884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479574602181198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754396637265414,0.06878532642361537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338374003886418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767400007558109
anxiety,JupJones,2020/01/02,Driving advice I just turned 17 which means I am now old enough to start driving (I live in the UK) and I'm fucking terrified. I regularly get panic attacks over small things and I struggle to keep focus which doesn't seem like a good recipe for driving. I'm also very worried about crashing. Any advice for coping with anxiety whilst and about driving?,2.7222761194029887,5.589933970149254,3.3508768656716437,85.95527052238809,82.43283582089552,5.141044776119403,26.285447761194035,6.6274283507984215,1.3232104477611943,284,12,49,3,8,89,50,67,0.297,0.703,0.0,-0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,9,11,1,11,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,5,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271745863649883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479298420901945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863733508834834,0.0,0.16720797161565515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24865867614126635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584464098192397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020674882200671,0.11419552481248547,0.0,0.0,0.18332890883139996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427798650516048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678387086383663,0.0,0.1930042230123686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380903940759266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229355904022242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564486662114464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898091777959528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470730245330153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850026419384795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452103843048552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377449789237979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034585836162675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197178981345733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anjo_x,2020/01/02,"I'm sorry mum.. I'm sorry that I can't seem to get out of my bed today.
I'm sorry that I don't have the engery to take a shower or even look in the mirror.
I'm sorry that I'm not doing my school work while constantly saying how much I've got to do.
I'm sorry that I can't help you as much as you would need me right now.

But I hope you now that I love you so much and that I'm trying to get better.",0.3569219440353457,0.6128397731958763,3.439027982326952,95.08752577319588,79.10309278350515,5.955228276877763,14.888070692194404,5.288315135182226,-1.0229310751104563,306,1,83,1,7,112,53,97,0.098,0.7909999999999999,0.111,0.7385,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,10,23,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,12,3,9,21,3,8,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,3,5,50,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509050824212353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528443425169997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341853308514303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477911423314285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131209715713673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948029790416314,0.0,0.0,0.14047994984430973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877238440845556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765341005354966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119198393056041,0.10487456120551444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078736714202835,0.0,0.11247725640112012,0.0,0.1431429112377984,0.0,0.1287599369112369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7916418829019511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063438512534223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406678370371145,0.0,0.0,0.09602718768391452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296862349062827,0.0,0.0,0.10047357030104524,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,optimisticchef,2020/01/02,"Does Zoloft make you irritable? My doctor suggested that I take Zoloft for anxiety and panic. I've never taken meds before and the side effects scare me! I worry about not feeling like myself and having the meds change my personality. Most of all, I'm concerned that they might make me more irritable. My anxiety often manifests as being snappy, and I know it's hard for my family. Would Zoloft make me more irritable?",4.622727272727271,7.166974909090911,6.170129870129872,70.41805194805197,72.63636363636364,9.075324675324676,25.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,2.785498701298702,336,11,54,9,7,114,53,77,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.9739,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,2,2,0,4,4,0,4,2,17,12,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,13,1,5,8,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,38,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065902516229526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051415433178188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119823491783516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510407625261529,0.1753595785823788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890656046828047,0.0,0.10132143652603272,0.14315615731394332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795069461802748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012718112870028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789872313226278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012786390247014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451684604026741,0.0,0.0,0.21257841217100806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455042404400454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511038481725285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496976457940425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006218465547024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506657113550583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350222012301872,0.0,0.14234882189582426,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boss_1318,2020/01/02,"Anyone else struggle to send an email or message of some kind? Trying to send a email to reserve a place but can't bring myself to pull the trigger and send it.
Everytime I'm about to send it I erase it and rewrite it.",1.9313043478260887,3.611918869565218,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,77.69565217391305,5.469565217391305,24.54347826086957,5.985473137389443,0.5299739130434782,172,6,37,1,4,56,32,46,0.039,0.91,0.051,0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862585765283419,0.4194736654437463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34199707803638235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263220027422689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42773074972051545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279886532551927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779524030906824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxiouskoala771,2020/01/02,"What is anxiety?? Ok guys I don’t wanna sound rude like I’m diagnosing myself with anxiety or anything but like whenever I read things about people with anxiety or whatever I feel like I can relate to that or whatever, like I’m always thinking about past conversations, future conversations, I feel really uncomfortable alone, I hate confrontation, and I’m constantly worrying and thinking about things that have happened or will soon happen but I feel like I don’t really understand what anxiety means? And I’m only in year 8 but I feel like maybe we should be learning about this at school or something idk but like I’m not sure if I could have it or not or what I should do??",4.991860465116279,6.837999852713177,5.9975891472868215,75.03917441860466,69.85271317829458,10.431317829457363,29.17906976744186,10.577609850970193,3.459089302325582,547,21,98,17,10,181,69,129,0.221,0.621,0.158,-0.8023,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,5,12,3,0,0,1,12,1,0,0,1,34,28,15,0,5,14,0,4,7,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,13,9,10,23,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,8,12,62,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920549314971212,0.0,0.0,0.11183769334332258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41128505987794456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060580767547668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524661054363935,0.0,0.10731334269959808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364206444093178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718416053213415,0.2880619414075678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308442107728194,0.2377119748057985,0.0,0.0,0.1326994447313511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596525394170241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503026192583206,0.14640902140863105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022228563519031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283070366978013,0.09318114218720712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444373575520738,0.0,0.17220959714408626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360274272390999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347335475168898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266773491832744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858855958435074,0.17224562243198646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992280523589987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649720163236342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655393519123586
anxiety,RubyPrynne,2020/01/02,":Potential Trigger: Story of somatic symptoms. 🤔 The point of this post is for venting and frustration. I'm not looking for medical advice; only that someone else may have been through something alike.


Two and a 1/2 years ago, I had an unfamiliar event that involved horrific insomnia, arrhythmia, and subsequent palpitations. I eventually recognized that it suspiciously coincided with some major issues that happened simultaneously with the physical event.

Had the hub go to the ER at midnight because I legitimately thought it was a heart attack and was terrified I wouldn't wake up in the morning. My body had a hypertensive emergency with tachycardia at 25; bp was 191/114. I specifically remember the numbers because it sounded so fuc**ng unreal and impossible.

They all thought it was cocaine and I was somehow trying to hide it--5 separate people--despite that wasn't the problem.  But the look on the doctor's face when she came back to to read my drug panel results was absolutely priceless. 😎

A couple of weeks after mom died in October, it started happening again. Insomnia; then the arrhythmia. Subsequent palpitations--feeling like my heart would stop for a second, which would frighten me and feed into the insomnia. Terrified I wouldn't wake up if I fell asleep. It was cyclical and getting worse.

 Then a seizure happened.  The CT scan, EEG, and MRI ~all~ came back perfectly normal. 

No doctor has looked any deeper besides prescribing a med for my bp.  

They already have a record of anxiety. I don't know how to tell them to consider this again without sounding like I'm weak or just asking for drugs.",6.5301156336725255,9.037698897163123,6.933583102065993,67.19021739130439,67.12056737588652,10.436262719703981,38.50200431699044,10.568078804390687,5.004981930311439,1307,74,194,39,23,424,179,282,0.151,0.81,0.039,-0.9838,0,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,3,1,9,7,2,0,21,0,22,19,7,3,3,41,39,17,1,7,6,1,0,2,0,5,11,2,0,0,14,15,1,1,4,1,0,4,7,4,1,2,16,6,18,3,29,18,4,29,0,0,4,0,8,9,0,5,17,134,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126294644463108,0.10216988029921628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271908378806759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783798661347501,0.0,0.08817258748690726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775132261987264,0.1311234067646066,0.0,0.17725364651162845,0.0,0.14052126341295593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128026428803544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26365048748041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753155562622728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196203301573501,0.0,0.0,0.2359443199719939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673269918798605,0.0,0.0962838514071804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058278260180154536,0.08234083594136139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060217911890508485,0.0,0.06550417346365041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30576865449189744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731642210408312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030013418937358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334316542261426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261915451704105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903648297119776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128026428803544,0.11611101107999965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498959253596424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292905101261047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765943258453937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089567232701986,0.0,0.1103859709774919,0.0,0.0,0.11028700670031027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528988732496727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056563500370552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976583196723801,0.08873177573836148,0.0,0.0,0.08158069874672166,0.0,0.0,0.09636143137125078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979791762221045,0.0,0.0,0.10074118113516957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830050612926756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825308926939117,0.0,0.1125909989173467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245357418309552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110527058791553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745845874769532,0.1637529423825699,0.0,0.0,0.07422282176016964
anxiety,throwmedowngh,2020/01/02,"Should I be worried I want to be famous in my lifetime for music likely or some sort of entertainment

I love texting girls and people

I enjoy being humorous and stupid and making sexual jokes with girls I like and they like me back

I’m 29

Some girls I’ve flirt with are like 27 some are like 21 and one right now is 19

I like to mess around and have fun

I like to be spontaneous 
I’m a little goofy and crazy but fun

I love sharing information with people and helping them

If I express myself fully over DMs and messages, I’m very worried my future will be ruined

I imagine me in 6 years famous and when I’m famous all these girls out of context send DMs of me saying like I love you or saying you’re so sexy 

Or sharing some secret sex thing I had with some girl to some other girls idk etc 

Or me saying I did something illegal in the past like I stole something once or something or 

Idk",1.438258890469417,3.6310680918918936,3.0689900426742547,90.40183499288764,81.5945945945946,5.192034139402562,20.007112375533424,6.339386263674448,0.14964864864864855,707,19,145,6,19,233,101,185,0.10300000000000001,0.613,0.285,0.9892,0,0,3,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,2,0,5,24,1,0,2,0,13,4,0,1,1,38,22,20,0,3,8,0,0,9,0,2,0,3,0,6,3,16,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,3,24,21,18,13,8,15,0,1,0,4,23,8,0,14,15,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218400488306926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052417576012383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264213415379094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173861431181526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6017937681268046,0.13717601623972298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37058161258881894,0.0,0.09135933639760062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575817196479912,0.0927441656494011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306543963563806,0.1897717568357846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688309586891946,0.0,0.3265247911450847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31609915680368644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092790640783578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292905399740415,0.08072730604986683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779887984727687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881374275778438
anxiety,anoxigener,2020/01/02,"Extreme anxiety of getting pregnant I've posted about this in a million other subs, I know. And asking a bunch of strangers on the internet won't be much effective, for sure. But I've reached a point where even if i get a negative test, Ill still think I'm pregnant. I'm nauseous but That happens all the time anyway. My lower abdomen hurts but it often does. My boobs seem to be getting bigger but I think I noticed that before the incident, maybe I didn't. I can't stop googling about it, some people think I'm crazy, and those who say that it is possible make me super worried. You can check my posting history if you want and tell me if it's all in my head. Please help me.",3.695652173913047,4.807657115942033,4.670260869565219,86.1584347826087,72.04347826086956,7.548985507246377,29.74202898550725,7.908726449838941,1.898736811594204,534,22,109,7,10,174,91,138,0.156,0.731,0.113,-0.6203,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,7,3,0,0,7,0,7,4,3,2,3,24,22,10,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,3,0,1,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,15,2,9,18,5,11,0,1,0,1,7,6,1,6,3,71,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909128162485268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997651976808012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547148491228148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591113116030407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200899456375578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849792701002565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078222361456734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659907650581886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186965715905315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464134181764264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992314291689283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213658075018496,0.0,0.18266194444288592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365812010537426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070025001457005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605062283499974,0.0,0.0,0.1995830133057008,0.1718780259629637,0.20497396368802406,0.3482652968291992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459002042304958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552147966049532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520114328123748,0.1520090922887204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136255672374345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589180991039062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495074348498632,0.0,0.0,0.10602030725261527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724174531600857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846463444977616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amenteco,2020/01/02,"I'm dying I live in sudden bouts of terror, like internalised panic attacks. I feel the most terrifying thing possible but I can never see it or know what it is. And the days just keep getting worse, one by one, and I can feel it getting close, the day that I give up on whatever I live for. Lives not worth living like this. I'd give anything for a reprieve.",2.719086757990865,4.320217917808222,4.1878767123287695,86.70775114155255,75.3013698630137,7.0584474885844735,24.495433789954337,7.793537801064563,1.2204995433789954,280,9,58,4,6,93,53,73,0.19699999999999998,0.737,0.066,-0.8379,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,13,4,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,6,2,7,13,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,6,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449656971201091,0.0,0.0,0.2004088509628427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272188628930301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828275630579582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814483999466887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407396249280505,0.337979841967172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658021126419236,0.0,0.0,0.0968136148375452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212697496248391,0.0,0.6222144373182547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358664143858317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387428413475771,0.0,0.0,0.2066872683629652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859533830638249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037770691184304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703370547133418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795233614983074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emmmma89,2020/01/02,"badddd anxiety at night hello everyone,
just looking for some tips on how to handle anxiety at night, or just someone to tell me some information on why this happens?
it isn't triggered by anything, like i won't think 'i have to do this' then start freaking out, its more like i CAN'T think about what i need to do, because it just comes out of nowhere and then i can't think at all, its just the overwhelming physical symptoms of anxiety that take over. recently, it has been happening everynight. i stopped taking zoloft two weeks ago, if that helps (after being on 50mg for 2 months, then down to 25mg for a week, then 0mg).
is there anything i can do to combat it? i find distracting myself on my phone helps...then i turn off my phone to sleep and it starts again 😅
i have been using seroquel to help knock me out at night, but i dont want to depend on it",2.9746305418719214,4.527000321839083,3.905418719211824,89.1993103448276,74.51724137931033,7.270279146141214,25.64696223316913,7.957251820313856,1.3421376026272585,672,23,143,10,14,216,105,174,0.077,0.878,0.045,-0.3056,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,2,0,16,3,1,4,1,28,31,10,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,1,16,2,32,27,4,33,0,1,1,0,7,15,0,5,19,100,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726971339444976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295012161854852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362983841073667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752139509225827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367631253292567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682676919734905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719113684339904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122406087313193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539240782653557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192469289620048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028603612075502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056602379307108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459941967385626,0.0,0.0,0.10645832282114036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042034989793128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417620321217831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367771582256045,0.0,0.12164980832793156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203244872512469,0.0,0.0,0.12003431654203575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922838899663055,0.2158996026614104,0.0,0.12549002908237458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27598932035512497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616731455334015,0.14025096360140726,0.0,0.0,0.12400186277603086,0.0,0.0,0.08468368181116592,0.0,0.2303328506232052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295532290980725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pitak3,2020/01/02,"Feeling of slow moving lips ? Does anyone here get this  ?  I feel like my lips are a bit paralyzed, like when it's really cold. It starts to freak me out.. I've been anxious for years now (I'm 23) but never felt like this.",-0.3949275362318865,1.8142240000000032,1.5086956521739123,97.90115942028986,91.6086956521739,4.8057971014492775,14.18840579710145,6.42735559955562,-0.6783507246376805,168,3,39,2,6,55,39,46,0.07400000000000001,0.748,0.179,0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,3,4,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309911817682693,0.0,0.20486286913099466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31986521286683023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563943304604246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29628540498774925,0.2093095079408682,0.2813128436846728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307327601100493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294149958618103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113981242211405,0.0,0.0,0.22596913619133835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876945590146096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073772474730379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886736043300244
anxiety,wheresjulie,2020/01/02,"Phone calls Just had my first phone call in couple of months. Was feeling so anxious and it was a bit awkward because I know I can do that and I have no problem with talking in person or texting. But phone calls, idk how to explain, they’re just weird?Anyways, I did that, I panic after and cried, and apologized for being so awkward and boring and I was told that it’s fine and I’m doing good. But somehow I’m still feeling bad about it",1.277865168539325,3.667463359550567,2.465269662921348,93.239702247191,83.94382022471909,4.009438202247192,23.50674157303371,4.935628992294339,0.18982157303370786,345,13,69,1,10,110,60,89,0.248,0.649,0.10300000000000001,-0.9198,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,3,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,20,17,13,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,2,7,2,8,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,4,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23064012630892955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046317879488962,0.12445265868547035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228873672806432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6254036126382635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258966476459191,0.2242576824210954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645656740701074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365646279889202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123781965379614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219975048517923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295675414210775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395351106112668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826265711202804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953513777054529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630406287347011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409425186390594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508146219841813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustStardustXO,2020/01/02,"It's 2:30 am and I can't sleep. I don't know what to do because I can't sleep and I feel like I have to lay here so I don't wake anyone up. Its making it worse to not do anything and I'm honestly exhausted but everytime I close my eyes my heart starts racing and I keep thinking of all the shit that could happen and everything that can go wrong. 

I tried breathing exercises and I know exercise works but right now I can't or I won't sleep at all tonight. My stomach is in knots and I'm pretty sure this is my stupid ADHD meds fault. 

TL;dr I can't sleep. This sucks.",-0.8421347248576829,1.291371693548392,1.4337381404174572,97.77501897533207,94.16129032258064,4.853130929791272,16.971537001897534,6.522977012572876,-0.2592944971537001,446,12,106,6,17,149,76,124,0.129,0.718,0.153,0.4705,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,3,0,1,0,15,13,10,1,3,22,27,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,4,2,0,1,8,6,0,0,0,2,17,3,7,25,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,4,64,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017504457252977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738054332714445,0.0,0.13814498520720422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233368184896499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403274612187058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508732202863428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488151602310859,0.11992833972234565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540596325709637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484493352260167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893003955112065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921303038270442,0.0,0.0,0.1845169671899355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201415535653189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205637686668936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646880216183856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078695743166014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433624274921616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231898499086776,0.0,0.0,0.6719760188590719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882120994072352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582180980980379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756609197542256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397459069890785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222133751933273,0.0,0.17107669339170206,0.0,0.18354251980218525,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaylaki,2020/01/02,"I think my friend is depressed I have a friend who plays football at a division one university on the east coast. We are currently home for winter break. Today my friend gave me a ride home and on the ride home he told me how he hates his college and doesn’t want to go back. He seems miserable there, the academics are really challenging and he tends to be a really quiet guy until you get to know him so he hasn’t really made a lot of friends. The people on his team like to drink and he doesn’t, so he finds it difficult to get along with them. He also wants a girlfriend but he’s not that good at talking to girls so he is down on himself about that.



He has an instagram account where he posts memes and over the past 6th months the captions have been getting sadder and sadder. One of the posts is captioned “I could be in a room with all my friends and family and still feel alone”. 


After the car ride tonight I felt something was off with him so I went back and looked at his posts and the fact that I didn’t notice this sooner was quite disturbing to me. We were gathered at a friends house to play board games tonight and he didn’t seem to be having much fun and before we went to college he used to be a lot happier. 


Do you think that my friend is depressed from what I’ve said so far. His symptoms have definitely existed for more than 4 months if that helps at all. I talk to him over a PS4 chat party just about every other day when we are in school and he has been like this for a while.


Second question, he leaves for school in three days, should I do something about this like try and get him help before he leaves?",4.643189335614488,4.9605003562874295,4.815252352437983,88.86771457085828,69.38922155688623,8.158311947533505,26.084402623324777,7.957251820313856,1.2028989449672085,1285,34,283,15,21,402,172,334,0.087,0.752,0.161,0.9761,1,1,3,0,0,0,18.0,4,2,1,3,17,21,1,2,21,0,31,2,0,3,3,47,55,26,0,5,4,0,2,3,8,1,1,2,4,2,12,22,1,0,9,6,1,7,6,6,0,4,14,5,31,15,45,35,6,48,0,3,1,0,56,20,0,6,20,182,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321568629725722,0.0,0.07197515176067262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841308977520606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317139076544994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185985741121223,0.0,0.0,0.11608863198880953,0.0,0.15503844129590433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816841234634679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583118296643677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484656509905619,0.0,0.04550808526091089,0.0,0.08641673642966465,0.0,0.08226086593656495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867512089731813,0.0,0.1880908496633856,0.0,0.05115062635216428,0.07549002092372109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891168542670233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885906390629691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065386732428425,0.0,0.2708402338192402,0.0,0.0,0.10385106800464944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049463147386989606,0.0,0.0,0.1905997943077583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319123650036084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557962658490779,0.0,0.0,0.15303420736778298,0.0,0.08516276059868774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367864300912542,0.0,0.0661623634050287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246870620050458,0.0,0.0,0.12197636013260665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591779111539789,0.06239656153224716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585932128030189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082365722876224,0.09572898346874384,0.0,0.0,0.17297416310464095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856132079523672,0.0,0.0,0.18217513832885904,0.0,0.16387021274879388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857699949074456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187629753452293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935472993253086,0.0,0.14468157246703184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534023222365247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531206559699875,0.08600146680775737,0.0,0.0611059466667778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773346245979458,0.0,0.0,0.10617188570650858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686686736026454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kicsikucsi,2020/01/02,"Really need advice for my first plane ride I am having my first flight on the 8th! I am excited because I will be seeing one of my best friends, but it's 4AM and my heart is racing just thinking about getting on the plane by myself.

I had a panic attack on a one hour train ride the other day, and had to ask the stranger next to me to talk to me and ""guide me"" through it, and I just felt like I looked like some tweaker because they didn't really even speak English and couldn't understand what I was afraid of. They were nice enough anyways, though, but I felt bad for even involving someone else. 

As always, it started with a subconscious thought, then led to my palms getting clammy, heart racing, choking feeling, numbness, violently shaking, hyperventilating, feeling like I have to get up and run/pace, etc. I was really convinced I'd die (I won't, I know, but panicking is like being stuck in a nightmare loop)

Is there anything I can do to feel better on my plane ride? I've had people tell me to chew gum, watch a show or listen to music but I have a really difficult time pulling myself out of panic on my own. It's only two hours, so I am hoping it won't be so bad. I currently take Viibryd and Buspirone daily and have a prescription for Xanax as needed. 


Basically: 

How do I mentally prepare myself for my first ever solo plane ride? It's only two hours but I am scared someone will see me shaking or panicking if I do end up doing so and I'll get booted off of the plane or something. Should I take my Xanax right before the flight, during boarding? Any coping or grounding strategies you've found that have helped you shake the fear of imminent death and dread during an attack? I am usually good at keeping calm and grounding myself, but in enclosed and claustrophobic places, I find it to be a massive struggle. 

Thank you for taking the time to read & for whatever advice you may have. :)",6.873900804289542,6.305551101876677,7.153205093833782,76.99533042895445,64.79088471849866,9.712010723860589,33.12721179624665,8.982922981607832,2.720625844504021,1503,54,284,21,20,489,197,373,0.182,0.682,0.136,-0.9789,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,2,5,13,31,3,10,17,0,37,7,3,2,1,50,66,31,2,6,13,0,5,4,1,6,3,2,0,0,10,14,1,2,11,2,0,9,4,17,0,7,12,11,45,14,40,43,5,42,0,0,4,0,13,17,0,8,20,197,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819734917912095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586790100962892,0.09879197714708532,0.0,0.06200457599123529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503222050595111,0.0,0.08523968464112898,0.20745764543634804,0.0,0.0,0.15226064823458701,0.11116325895088612,0.0,0.07758627466030238,0.0,0.09568631750120417,0.08064006389736293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880265525704278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946289936064295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616802216836749,0.0,0.0807571781079561,0.09421186941795943,0.10168824317829088,0.12044521335867525,0.08247626556085834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260127638337108,0.13830792230871014,0.06513801147007098,0.17509151322248812,0.0,0.08333559036650419,0.23266941678677724,0.0,0.09997263085651367,0.07044436170843238,0.0,0.1905482250979835,0.0,0.0,0.07647628539808136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216094164699058,0.061115094942136725,0.0,0.0,0.09056092497295276,0.2693776692472173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810437308400566,0.0,0.0,0.05010937511962101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818103726575862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656706174221728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188658535585173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521555609081307,0.0,0.0,0.09696947760026756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356996083954146,0.13869087093597054,0.0,0.2139568877833714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321176215358057,0.0,0.09526223268883836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120327620070487,0.0,0.23364538874970786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786602789617103,0.0,0.0,0.09128568681379516,0.0,0.14531508168311502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451066713720268,0.07019374238465613,0.0,0.0,0.06453668377237147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531967178235164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056648841070067,0.07328590648433025,0.0796941169866714,0.08394500646807798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842356651569881,0.08958251350246893,0.07238562522034954,0.10633395210231393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813649072321092,0.09492014024322383,0.0,0.0,0.10042034846081307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,J4SME3N,2020/01/02,"My semester starts next week, I’m scared my anxiety will come back, help! I started experiencing anxiety 2 months ago, it happens when I’m in a room full of people, or crowds. I panic and I can’t breathe and sometimes I start to faint. This happened while I was halfway through my university semester and ended up missing most of my classes, I didn’t do as good as I wanted this semester, but I wrote my exams in a separate room alone which helped.

I had a holiday break for a month and stayed at home and relaxed. I’ve been meditating, exercising and eating healthy.

My semester starts next week again and I’m super nervous. I don’t know if my anxiety will come back or not and I can’t afford to take the semester off. I’m scared if I go to class I’ll end up fainting or I’ll keep getting attacks. I can’t control it and I’ve tried so many medications! I keep worrying that this will keep me from school and living my everyday life.

Any advice from people who have been in a similar situation??",2.706505555555559,4.732352995000003,4.614333333333335,81.77022222222223,76.55,8.244444444444445,28.61111111111111,8.998388855275968,2.5238277777777776,789,35,157,19,18,269,114,200,0.138,0.758,0.10400000000000001,-0.4203,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,4,6,0,14,7,1,1,0,27,36,21,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,0,8,12,1,4,1,3,0,3,6,6,0,0,6,1,23,3,18,27,2,34,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,6,19,94,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650075183750642,0.10568165203059003,0.0,0.0,0.12347633358228202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810739301523918,0.0,0.2736097374922608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356303658786705,0.0,0.1833461890817036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053955599793336,0.0,0.0,0.13371576648985614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219921873299918,0.0,0.0,0.2111876974420145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228771524233904,0.0,0.06775567560873433,0.09999637803433843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085233372261145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982178280828765,0.0,0.11958773745412622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179055901137736,0.0,0.0,0.06552038964031333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420886303329582,0.0,0.0,0.10527375834826866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087072835901105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201019658038166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903211010673682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25358440173800434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398794000157681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165304766873123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387207485363952,0.12065736489328642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340086750037187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791198029654272,0.0,0.3375391257037449,0.1270730364598549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963887037008468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094279572675525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031925471615882,0.0,0.19126275624847128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107405836118453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LivTheDogHooman,2020/01/02,"My life is changing and I’m really stressed about it Sorry for the long paragraph..

I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2 years now and all that time he has been living with my family and I because unfortunately his mom kicked him out. Everyday I got to see him get a job, and do all adulting stuff while I’m a senior in high school (He’s 20, I’m 17). And now the next step to his adulthood is getting an apartment with his friends. He moved all his stuff in today so his room at my house is completely empty. I’m really scared about it because during these 2 years, I always went to him whenever I had an attack or just every single thing, and he taught me a lot like how to control certain behaviors and what to do in different situations. I never went to my parents anymore because my boyfriend has never yelled at me or told me that he’s disappointed in me. He understands me in so many ways that it feels like he knows me more than my parents. I don’t know what I’m going to do when he’s working and living in his apartment. I’ve cried so many times already because it’s so quiet here now like it was before he moved and I’m freaking out because I can’t just go downstairs and tell him what’s going on in my head and now I have to call or text him which is going to be so difficult for us. It’s scaring me because anything could happen to him or something goes on at my house, I’ve been in my room all day with my head nonstop thinking of different scenarios that could happen and it’s hard to stop them right now because he’s not here and it’s never been so quiet. My parents try to help when I have an attack but they rush me to get over it. My boyfriend will walk outside with me in the cold, talk about everything, and go over my breathing",4.326697324414717,4.605259431318681,5.2997563306259,85.25393932154803,70.07142857142857,8.088676540850456,29.2876254180602,7.893859768569023,1.7264788819875778,1379,49,294,16,23,454,162,364,0.07200000000000001,0.897,0.031,-0.8541,6,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,2,2,21,13,2,3,9,0,23,4,3,2,8,48,50,29,0,2,8,4,2,3,1,1,1,3,2,1,21,21,0,2,5,0,0,12,6,8,0,0,11,7,47,5,44,35,7,59,0,1,1,0,36,24,0,5,25,193,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929850390090964,0.0,0.07011260341767764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356510638304465,0.0,0.0,0.06934031718122552,0.0,0.0,0.1917200216017284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595566616450632,0.0,0.07170062218041846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604076270031474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913785712932781,0.0,0.08834693919422354,0.0,0.0945068218088412,0.13455245030894553,0.0,0.092557677859513,0.05434191790043332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607138334688768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099423687673526,0.0,0.07572911121686053,0.0,0.07943456643009005,0.0,0.04260531958534451,0.06019667744646836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510049084985108,0.0,0.13207000550082795,0.0,0.2394397358436437,0.0,0.0673918932804335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490249388998779,0.0,0.07548206057890662,0.0,0.17295392083714048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647893717222936,0.08902726338274974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944537071269816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361687732148859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261621050577724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595166316009304,0.12349824071954063,0.0,0.1488095021632559,0.0745690794534566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163640565201593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085656668312896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868645208198358,0.0,0.17911400801220126,0.0,0.0,0.19496378360427746,0.0,0.08961342591702985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28068841466861405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796058849511532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195915348839259,0.0,0.0,0.16872160879931666,0.08527748359995523,0.06714577942101359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471384191912864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486888337128778,0.0,0.09432423457429624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044667370958044,0.09652165641887968,0.0,0.1929193014382941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772647758883857,0.0736485647375343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597982432735625,0.053991586624251284,0.0,0.0,0.09826751649077066,0.0,0.07987037464676787,0.08051580190960468,0.0,0.05720826027675802,0.0,0.0,0.08771955017417511,0.10135662219301182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688312887517686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622314521318675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134362522810926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852372846555712
anxiety,Truetree9999,2020/01/02,"Why thought stopping doesn't work https://www.psychiatrictimes.com/neurobiology-psychotherapy/page/0/2

-'Suppression increased activity in the right ventral-lateral prefrontal cortex but did not decrease activity in the amygdala or insula'",29.22666666666667,29.488862037037038,21.599259259259266,-11.70333333333332,21.22222222222224,19.68888888888889,71.44444444444444,17.122413403193686,12.008288888888883,213,12,14,6,1,61,24,27,0.05,0.89,0.06,0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,9,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629554904382596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532248198587221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303715436628155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891662702101293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946595634608333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway99887734521,2020/01/02,"My stomach gets really messed up when in social situations I've been struggling with my sexuality for some time and last august I told one of my friends for the first time. Not a lot of people know but that's not really what this is about. A couple of months ago I made some new friends, one that I like more than the others. For whatever reason, whenever I am with them my stomach gets messed up. I feel like I can't eat anything and when I do I feel like I have to throw up. One time I almost did even though I barely ate. I really like those people and it fucks with me even more because I feel like this. At first I thought this was just a stomach illness or something but it has been going on for quite some time now. It's gotten so bad that I even feel like this at home, in bed etc. I really don't know what to do with this or how to feel better.",2.9200769230769232,3.817785588888892,4.166666666666668,89.85115384615385,73.66666666666667,7.316239316239318,22.179487179487186,7.61054688173877,0.6195769230769232,666,15,152,8,13,219,94,180,0.111,0.735,0.154,0.8088,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,11,14,1,1,5,0,12,7,3,3,0,30,28,12,0,0,7,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,2,0,15,7,2,0,9,0,0,2,4,5,0,5,9,5,22,9,24,19,7,24,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,7,20,109,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021715388665369,0.0,0.11541680922549795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948496264036474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623775961609923,0.07026177227733246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019386056051011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275336259004597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794033561845067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854600077228348,0.22838555380895034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29139603118026186,0.3293686904613308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960811600578092,0.0,0.0,0.1781000574215518,0.10655653758087848,0.12043777886720256,0.0,0.06550523682088596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561574720386444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668838739856592,0.0939527463217094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378629481356841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979904129257944,0.0,0.10906233606856734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199988551086496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131937454616496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343106309791453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981433000794104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259380148289065,0.0,0.0,0.2953554844093553,0.11850706024526154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955770735522176,0.0,0.11749363369356265,0.0,0.08873321615918912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204953711420184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132429225833048,0.09150401604601373,0.2688374557734933,0.0,0.0,0.1101364118476204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WaffloThief,2020/01/02,"I’m an absolute waste of space and a disappointment to everyone around me I don’t do anything right and everyone is constantly mad at me or with me about how I am or something I’ve done. I’m confident that I will end up alone forever because I’m so unbearably insufferable/incompetent/ugly that I can’t imagine anyone loving me to any capacity and I envision myself becoming estranged from my family and alienated by my friends. I let down and disappoint everyone and myself constantly and I struggle with basic tasks. Everyone thinks I’m stupid because I am stupid. I’m a truly appalling human being.

Sorry if this doesn’t belong here I’m just really upset at the moment and didn’t know where else to say these things because everyone on here is so nice and helpful",5.977551020408164,7.225821346938776,7.481775510204084,67.60429591836736,66.82312925170068,11.594285714285714,35.10816326530612,11.407655852321104,4.70284,626,30,103,21,10,216,92,147,0.19,0.6829999999999999,0.126,-0.7913,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,3,2,4,0,13,1,0,1,0,20,22,15,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,16,3,15,17,0,13,0,2,0,1,5,9,0,3,4,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988888163274053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841627433823208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011933488850806,0.0,0.11909430037170535,0.12883372312683478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26466450937723085,0.1598346498072239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127872546224638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481013815233242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089709260462045,0.0,0.1281811941844026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6914428349260194,0.0,0.0,0.1364315090973186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118122576704457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700445255657653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953571054799424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479885789306268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061772197883115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271295025186746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359223880736238,0.0,0.11508915429192396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141446412490623,0.0,0.1620050092266378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129539744434695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614720964966364,0.09273234528431798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yourheartandsoul,2020/01/02,"I start school on the 9th and I’m already having a panic attack I took a break from school starting last June and have been searching for new schools and ways to get into my career without going into major debt. I’ve found the way, and found a good school. Now that I’m starting my mental health is starting to remind me why I stopped in the first place.

I’m on anti-anxiety meds but right now the stress and anxiety is breaking through that. I already started doing homework and I’m telling myself I’m not smart enough to get through this. That if I don’t get an A I’m not worth it and I’m terrified. I don’t go to therapy until Sunday but I feel like I’m going to lose my mind already, it hasn’t even STARTED.",1.6681428571428576,3.5851553000000003,3.2205714285714286,91.056,79.33333333333334,5.352380952380952,24.714285714285715,6.1826913282559595,0.6758285714285712,565,21,118,4,14,186,85,150,0.185,0.779,0.036000000000000004,-0.9632,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,2,9,0,9,1,0,0,0,20,33,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,9,0,1,3,0,2,4,6,4,0,1,4,1,12,3,16,29,2,30,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,16,69,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630490766978355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778449879234178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247580212342681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331167266112767,0.0,0.07243168336439053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554491421512887,0.07834360021823805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093279686010112,0.0,0.24048065477672356,0.0,0.0,0.17188390041923152,0.0,0.1869728204648161,0.0919805102149311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656713357903807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939035931950796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053576028938316166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268536480078042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218113860623958,0.0,0.11051497806078192,0.0,0.11072883657026036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059136563803165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286664460745827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457497865282912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936519986165483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44394111875782305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657221832935405,0.0,0.0,0.09168356586982733,0.12561912689628826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585070068984217,0.0,0.1254097277491152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184014296268512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409150578456598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989542187254621,0.0,0.0,0.10571166543994767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThreesomeAtMcDonalds,2020/01/02,"Waking up thinking people are in your room? Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and am convinced that there is a person or people in my room. This typically subsides within a few seconds, where I'm able to tell myself that it is unlikely that someone is in the room - but I still feel generally uneasy until I'm able to fall asleep again.

Recently I was at a friends place and I woke up and was so certain that someone was sitting in the corner of her room, I woke her up. I also calmed down very quickly afterwards, but still kept squinting into the corner of the room to make sure the shapes I was seeing weren't indeed a human being.

Anyone else have something similar?",5.995895522388063,6.215472134328365,6.617126865671643,77.45464552238808,66.46268656716418,8.491044776119404,30.929104477611947,8.07648339933343,2.2395552238805974,542,19,98,6,8,178,83,134,0.025,0.853,0.122,0.9173,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,11,0,12,3,3,1,2,14,21,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,12,5,20,12,1,34,0,0,1,0,7,24,0,1,8,77,18,0,0.4067386287859248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263436724474248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220055319564415,0.20837589566927625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698889663948723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282963592126876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571226278206063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357505965459093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084832494261847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28198135203070035,0.17757424100779998,0.2124776485885407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008026633061531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205901325729524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34462832025357465,0.15656363394544945,0.20113745207454384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248219943541453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167317203839204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775374464482865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031084497000633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780098293178314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wholewheatgoth,2020/01/02,"Very anxious about surgery Hey all, I’m getting surgery in about 3 weeks and I’m very anxious about it. I’m getting a tympanoplasty (getting my eardrum fixed) and whenever I think about it I get nauseous and anxious. I know it’s a minor procedure and I’ll be out for it, but I can’t help but freak out whenever I think about someone operating on such a sensitive part of my body.

Have any of you gotten anxious before surgery? If so, what helped you cope with it?",2.3234408602150545,4.539193817204307,3.41204301075269,89.0047311827957,78.56989247311827,6.713978494623658,30.76344086021505,7.793537801064563,2.113808602150538,367,19,75,6,9,118,55,93,0.138,0.8220000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.7607,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,14,14,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,13,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301539567095625,0.0,0.0,0.7509928846701088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414160711397983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460043658019398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34731118969172725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278828702352468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913340792261664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996836597574092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081286665328333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297661924866546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27424951514695456,0.0,0.0,0.13330817954617774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yikesandspikes,2020/01/02,"Seeing a psychiatrist Today, in a couple of minutes, I'll have my first ever meeting with a psychiatrist. Have been having extreme anxiety and anxiety attacks since yesterday. Couldn't sleep because of it. My stomach hurts like hell, really feels like I'll throw up any moment. I don't want to talk, I can't talk.. don't want to be around people, but instead of that I am in a children's hospital, surrounded by sick little children (I hate kids) and will need to talk any moment now.. I'm writing this just to take my mind off of this and to waste time untill she calls me in.
I will be getting medication for anxiety and maybe depression (I and my psychotherapist didn't talk about antidepressants so idk)
But I feel like I'm wasting everyone's time bc I probably won't have time to get the right medications till my life ends.. that's why I don't like planing ahead (at least not after my ""deathday"")",4.043612012987012,5.799373539772731,5.3367207792207845,79.1920454545455,72.125,8.664935064935065,29.048701298701296,9.23628265651192,2.6148974025974034,717,29,135,16,14,239,108,176,0.196,0.748,0.055999999999999994,-0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,3,0,5,0,17,6,2,0,1,20,29,10,0,4,4,0,2,4,0,3,4,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,2,3,17,4,25,21,1,26,1,2,1,0,11,10,1,0,19,84,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137472422889755,0.0,0.3060533181919257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871604143032607,0.0,0.15171288823712345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812932155178859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361724509139324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755703137093032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486022555693802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181147574568124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062908005083815,0.0,0.1274283692895651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485865554482132,0.19054059605008705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343343248344932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393471015120642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166247077492074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276147247744855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941940231686329,0.2606060599580921,0.13365879104161768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397507390126626,0.0,0.0,0.2686863815047589,0.0,0.0,0.13465259741228028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988825574780761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245298226254292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378144740277995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543193642236606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388618590395667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626829732010566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031432388097268,0.0,0.13345335166525624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026789969971847,0.4287493581228297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328469226350596,0.0,0.1264068835482859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731487801505875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203339887693272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mississippiblue,2020/01/02,"Always feel like everyone stares at me in public It gets so annoying and occasionally distressing when every time I walk in a room in any public setting, people just stare at me. I walk past people, minding my own business, and they turn and look straight at me like I have a billboard on my face or something. I can see people in my peripheral vision, they literally seem to stop what they’re doing to look at me. I see girls trying desperately to flip their hair, change course, and walk right in front of me hoping I will look at them. I’m not going to acknowledge you, sorry. I won’t brag about my looks, but I am above average. Still, it would be nice to just run simple errands or do my daily routine in peace. I am just a human male. A white guy, in fact. There are a lot of me. No need to freak out when I walk into a room. I barely even like making eye contact with people in conversations because it feels invasive when you overdo it.",4.290024549918165,5.2348098191489365,5.490425531914895,81.45653846153849,70.48936170212765,8.12504091653028,25.631751227495908,8.384062270229773,1.5670649754500818,738,21,147,11,13,246,118,188,0.08,0.813,0.107,0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,4,0,11,8,1,1,6,0,11,3,3,1,1,26,27,11,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,2,4,5,7,0,1,4,0,0,7,3,3,0,0,0,13,28,5,26,23,2,35,0,0,10,0,14,20,0,5,10,97,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639257725204514,0.0,0.0,0.10329688915418753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259654351552288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068956142141652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003282068667177,0.0,0.12798190527083375,0.14514651028211892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536099327237647,0.10851705447512837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936123492424126,0.0,0.08632800333925883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040441616063052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087050720182538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263131262788924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102293927961479,0.0,0.0,0.12913954829907778,0.0,0.0,0.10139411569342628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533752234590984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126315766711227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500528903099116,0.4212320322514437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972136852616525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420885175825454,0.13828362702722174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169396792173913,0.0,0.17003908746834345,0.0,0.0,0.12130716075407967,0.12699480856451548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857383739864662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312980982050016,0.16522306942773846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790506779434876,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Asgarnian_Seed,2020/01/02,"Left over numbness from extreme anxiety and DPDR? So I went through traumatic DPDR from weed trauma... i had every symptom like existential horrid thoughts, dreamlike, matrix, weird sleep everything.... vivid nightmares u name it... and its all almost gone.

But the emotional numbness is still here. It is like my emotions happen sometimes but I cannot feel them. I can only feel really strong emotions, and I feel them as if it is not strong at all. I also have physical numbness in a way, like i can't ""feel"" things properly like there's a layer of feeling missing.

I also have sexual numbness, I can orgasm okay if the setting is right (used to have super high sex drive and always good sexual) but its like my skin has barely any sensation. I also have no sex drive, other than intellectually or mentally out of habit. Unless I see something really hot in front of me, then maybe i get a little slight bit of feeling that dont last that long.

It is like my CNS is burnt out completely, thats what it feels like. Sometimes when its bad the numbness, I dont even wanna be touched on my penis, its like not painful ,but its too much... like my inner muscles are too tired to even respond.

It would really help me if someone here experienced something similar, as I am scared its from the SSRIs I took, but each time i got off (2 times) my feelings and sexual returned to normal it seemed. But the last time, 2-3 months in my DPDR returned HARd and thats when this numbness started.

I am hoping a lot this is from DPDR... and I am hoping there are ppl who recovered from this horrid symptom. I also have anhedonia sometimes, but maybe that is from being so numb so I can't feel the fun in stuff... I really hope it is not brain damage from drugs.",3.898561507936506,5.6735422886904825,4.996666666666666,81.40388888888894,72.54166666666667,7.596825396825397,26.73015873015873,8.285830014693849,1.87303253968254,1363,48,252,22,27,448,175,336,0.13699999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.2,0.9807,0,0,3,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,2,3,18,32,0,1,10,1,31,18,4,1,2,48,55,31,0,9,15,0,13,9,0,1,12,0,0,0,27,10,0,0,11,0,0,6,9,14,0,0,6,16,32,18,30,46,6,37,0,2,2,3,6,15,0,10,23,176,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259078988893613,0.0,0.0,0.2638336595436526,0.06862912316937557,0.0,0.0,0.05608853844826051,0.0,0.06309619813383953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688665077225098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004569026928445,0.0,0.0,0.09207382522886484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647764704268537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332951341168844,0.0,0.0956494378067311,0.0,0.0,0.2783332718759445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895318405744668,0.0,0.06949210255257522,0.0,0.07412679386968643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753346794537077,0.05892300370377105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309186571635777,0.0,0.0,0.06917945982788057,0.0659659792834645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293589446494382,0.0,0.07388497046227127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528392538182464,0.08714357656538939,0.0,0.24576072851333605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446276297214696,0.0,0.0,0.08961365904937503,0.0,0.0,0.3626555951596108,0.08266561145338877,0.0,0.0729913066834987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012068397482993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572245367852578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311941809487704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658339393111155,0.0,0.06063154447818644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081189381922348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272898509953945,0.08776345574677809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113526003629024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043660293854878,0.0,0.0,0.08257585303631737,0.0,0.06572507283371824,0.07508577068283205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253855081240008,0.0,0.06988417673895879,0.12699270515536162,0.2447214768523738,0.0,0.05837905043656075,0.0,0.06586782434317573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441870544504972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145449309707012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479537303550601,0.0,0.0,0.06547910147545975,0.1442824791275693,0.09479746065516684,0.0,0.0,0.09163718765871837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123536167718349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546797958967836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764588458573756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585907048440881,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gorillazfever,2020/01/02,"I watched something with triggering content and now I’m stuck I ignored the self harm warning on a show because I’m 27 and clearly I can handle some anxiety and self harm. I’m not someone who can be “triggered”. 

Except.... I don’t know.... it really fucked me up. The few drops of blood and the anxiety attacks they showed really hit me? I was feeling low and now I don’t know, it shouldn’t though?!  it’s fiction. Why am I being a baby?

I can’t even cry. I just feel overwhelmed. My skin is flaring up from the stress. I",-0.4787733644859813,1.7556812336448608,1.795695093457944,94.09952394859816,96.47663551401868,4.544158878504674,22.57535046728972,6.322622252153567,0.6103462616822433,400,17,85,5,16,134,70,107,0.302,0.649,0.049,-0.9801,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,2,2,6,0,11,3,2,2,1,19,21,6,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,4,14,0,7,15,2,7,0,2,1,1,4,4,1,1,2,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497910057991717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26009097409564097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936608719996718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511309605891913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100293267922385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311966998549189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113577159654746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25128977355881305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29292271501997424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770060277845592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371100948994655,0.17600468561998805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618861757846252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462033780231846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629614741043345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RegionalSunFlower,2020/01/02,"What’s a pet peeve you have about people who fake anxiety? I have anxiety myself, and people who fake anxiety make me very upset.
So yeah....please answer the question. Thank you r/Anxiety !",1.9865714285714304,4.835811657142859,3.66,81.29000000000003,89.57142857142857,7.371428571428572,21.285714285714285,8.238735603445708,2.023971428571429,148,5,25,4,5,49,27,35,0.36200000000000004,0.575,0.063,-0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7717827019892998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835712085737622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497116754643797,0.0,0.0,0.2768590444361779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825412909787861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322079614510229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810582849909434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lola818,2020/01/02,"Going out to a club this Friday - challenging my anxiety head on 

Hi everyone! I’ve always gone on reddit forums about anxiety to feel less alone and I’ve finally made an account to share my story and join the community. 

My anxiety and panic started 2 years ago, I suddenly got really sick with a virus and landed in the hospital. My life changed forever from that day on. I started to not eat developing a anxiety induced eating disorder, I was hospitalized for 2 months, and once I got out I couldn’t leave the house because I had this fear that I would get sick and have a panic attack. I was so scared to eat because I was scared to get sick from the food. 
Moving on now I’ve drastically better then I was before, I’m able to leave my house to go to the drs and I also left my house to go out for coffee with my sister yesterday and I was completely fine (this is something I would never do a while back) before this all occurred I was a social butterfly, I constantly wanted to go out and enjoy times with friends. I just want to get back to my old self, it’s like I’m jealous of my old personality. I’m 18 now and I want my life back so bad. 
My bestfriend is having a birthday party on Friday, at a hotel then a club, Im a bit nervous to go, my mindset is positive, I want to do this because I think it’s the push I need, I used to give in to my anxiety all the time and it hadn’t help so now I want to challenge it. 

Does anyone in the community have any advice for what to do when I feel an anxiety attack coming on? My comfort zone is having my sister come with me so I have an escape if needed.  Im so nervous and I really hope I go through with this",2.3114408866995086,3.699090267241385,4.7870279146141215,82.8786206896552,75.92528735632183,7.9599343185550095,25.072249589490966,8.634040054169528,1.742166338259442,1295,44,271,26,28,458,158,348,0.174,0.7070000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.9672,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,16,21,3,7,21,0,23,11,1,3,3,46,56,23,0,12,3,2,2,1,1,2,6,0,0,2,13,23,4,0,4,3,1,11,4,11,0,0,12,2,42,10,46,41,4,52,0,0,0,0,10,16,0,2,26,180,55,2,0.07975892602594245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793949941743056,0.07070147554377854,0.0,0.0,0.08260619332934184,0.0,0.0637831843268399,0.06636581580793212,0.0,0.0,0.05423880474775479,0.0,0.3660921606003917,0.0,0.0,0.05576929556473915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147458545384773,0.0,0.18398907266778305,0.06659537169909617,0.14586090302948376,0.0,0.13573794305119247,0.0,0.0,0.07054028852957246,0.08707608983959879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437436807926604,0.13741050486678766,0.08362571646113079,0.08619106415646721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143790899541219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141063921502293,0.0,0.06979757365121989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448398794867508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621307181147273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975096608054751,0.08065701897260158,0.0,0.0,0.08737200487591562,0.0,0.0,0.09644480994476304,0.0,0.0616215483970727,0.0,0.12501224076084744,0.07651202955617142,0.27197301423428794,0.0,0.12758099851900245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185566855333253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346072686918492,0.0,0.0,0.07921861005997984,0.0,0.2760932759866335,0.0,0.0,0.1723066536168812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890637276338696,0.0866583064986544,0.0,0.11267217640758752,0.03896618247730625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546982429589913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366281380936703,0.08477111592579317,0.0,0.11828046605310855,0.06151500073302892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738715193747225,0.08494065316787999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715982934162745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696424177606615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219122071248438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597051980182242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320595462047624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130418080504984,0.0,0.06140231792333741,0.0,0.0,0.1129075567162028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110629927314372,0.0,0.0,0.09301614234003916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888610365036668,0.0,0.0,0.23521940526308965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331690530689455,0.0,0.0,0.051362133361598165
anxiety,pons1111,2020/01/02,"Going to introduce the idea of anxiety to my GP for the first time. Hi, I am seeing my GP(doctor) tomorrow and want to ask them about how I could really use some help with anxiety-symptoms and i wonder if it’s right if I’m diagnosed, etc. I won’t spend any time explaining my symptoms, I’ll leave it to the GP to say anything explicit about that.

Oddly, I don’t know how to bring it up. They’re gonna ask me about these recent antibiotics, birth control, run of the mill me stuff. I don’t know how to introduce anxiety or how to describe anything at all. I think I’m worried they won’t take me seriously. How do I bring it up? Sorry if that’s a really stupid question.",1.7057221914775873,3.640110640287773,4.030359712230215,85.21108467072496,79.28776978417267,8.305700055340344,25.080796900940786,9.057496981413335,2.116566795794133,525,20,111,14,13,182,80,139,0.106,0.86,0.034,-0.7375,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,8,2,1,0,5,0,7,2,0,7,2,26,24,11,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,0,1,4,4,2,0,1,0,2,16,0,18,20,3,14,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,7,6,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107326659449244,0.0,0.2491350434026472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679969236324057,0.0,0.3044555139269421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263211459539616,0.13000965461318584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527302584741946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666744186666665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160289111532055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385064698466368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925422830612992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914416047900373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381970291057892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897855463487886,0.0,0.0,0.17241763565919316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241128392643288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086311886533228,0.0,0.16077887557307147,0.0,0.0,0.139059298731495,0.0,0.12949208819156371,0.0,0.0,0.12975757143352093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822792692440783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640590855551445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384936322843873,0.12243086118698712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433741656758423,0.0,0.0,0.18989956480653195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063624630443666,0.0,0.0,0.0960436792362748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658646657357135,0.0,0.16536577459492766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,birdsandcrustand,2020/01/02,"why cant i feel emotion seriously, i feel like a fucking zombie. im damaged lol. fuck me",-1.9502631578947351,-0.6765619473684197,2.4098684210526318,86.24532894736844,115.84210526315788,4.0052631578947375,25.802631578947373,5.985473137389443,1.2586736842105264,69,4,14,1,4,26,16,19,0.29600000000000004,0.4,0.303,-0.2133,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387270462472267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481582442856584,0.24595484478893204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6365655855204102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718832084679975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819860007994972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106605956329949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReaperGun,2020/01/02,"Anxiety sucks i am 19 and i started suffering from generalised anxiety disorder for like a year now,and it's so horrible and annoying,i keep worrying that i either will be having a heart attack or schizophrenia.The most annoying part though is that i know in the end that i have.nothing like this,i also a ECG and was just fine,but for some reason i can't stop the thoughts once they start.I went to a psychologist,said i should try to relax by doing the breath exercise but really doesn't work out for me to well.Does anyone have any tips?",5.255119047619047,5.964235120370373,6.160476190476192,78.37500000000001,68.16666666666666,10.615873015873015,29.317460317460323,10.608840637214634,3.0824349206349204,435,15,85,12,7,144,78,108,0.174,0.755,0.071,-0.7875,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,3,0,7,0,11,3,2,1,0,16,17,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,9,3,10,11,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,3,6,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065437975969474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366144012347627,0.0,0.307365802950844,0.0,0.0,0.14046933659939712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854524492568626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302412415045745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779319244790422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380596467981739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856328481482822,0.0,0.0,0.1104057590714404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962927358852632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927626358574865,0.0,0.0,0.213944915028754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175479757692244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869745649827802,0.20655187441198936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109562795448815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284386765663426,0.0,0.0,0.16795587818785032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737674595137605,0.1594869199473253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639343191693235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806272933327319,0.18623019488271814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625278815701265,0.20401699975547533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936876334143818
anxiety,y0ungm0neyfr0g,2020/01/02,"Panic/anxiety attack when drunk WEIRD: I have this fear that when I am out drinking that I will run into an ex gf or one night stand or something like that and will have that Oh Shit feeling in my gut and then that fight or flight instinct kicks in and you know how it goes... At this moment of freaking out, you realize you are having a panic/anxiety attack and know that you need to get away and take it easy. But, you're drunk! Involuntarily, you feel woozy, the room is probably spinning, and you can't take an Ativan/Xanax because you have been drinking. Thus, you are forced to ride out the panic/anxiety attack while still feeling drunk.

Anybody have this fear or have had this happen and know what they will do or did?",5.431564945226917,6.008979464788734,5.354882629107983,84.77266823161192,67.73239436619717,8.001251956181534,27.045383411580595,7.793537801064563,1.3938190923317677,572,16,115,6,9,178,85,142,0.23399999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9822,0,0,3,0,1,0,19.0,0,8,1,0,4,10,5,2,5,0,18,7,2,2,0,27,29,18,0,1,6,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,13,11,5,0,7,5,0,2,1,9,0,1,3,3,13,1,11,23,0,19,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,5,8,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141386933257918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671626050622168,0.12860335477193954,0.0,0.0,0.08344083524370162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681807639862535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080563229000265,0.20763206597529807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151419995434502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104261567479573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256771609422742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687270018150862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149485580612416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845269634816373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927534946419511,0.0,0.0,0.4817978959399285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757989319781198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050545017236973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537698424341198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931262042913667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583359252742187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jjcoolie,2020/01/02,DRIVING WITH ANXIETY Driving with anxiety is the worth thing in the world. Every single time I step into a car I get so nervous and every little thing just gets me so paranoid it’s not even funny. Anxiety makes me not want to drive.Like I can just be trying to make a turn and the cars behind me waiting for me to make the turn makes me so uncomfortable because I know they are waiting for me. I hate what other drivers think of me. Even when I try to switch lanes I get scared. Does anyone else feel this way when they drive?,2.7822014537902438,4.51557585981309,3.8242367601246094,88.82011422637592,75.44859813084112,6.250882658359295,23.10384215991693,6.937597516519254,0.6931025960539983,415,12,85,4,9,134,67,107,0.207,0.762,0.031,-0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,9,3,1,2,6,0,4,0,0,4,0,19,20,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,1,6,2,3,0,0,0,1,16,0,12,19,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,58,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802822964671689,0.0,0.0,0.1158619499250354,0.16978019457070306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010097549896707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500600915568393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842187301604433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218887816097828,0.0,0.2792203769971394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378337397554236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25971570614938105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635953729912845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106490312153756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607587299039706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424266563198605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589554761432732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201686832701235,0.10617447158473077,0.0,0.0,0.09662155059419017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500012260940885,0.3604700808025181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773470752325494,0.13152569335804049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peacemaker2710,2020/01/02,"Does anyone ever fixate on something that “my brain is telling me” For instance, “my brain is telling me that I need to end my amazing 5-year relationship”. This is the second time this has happened to me to a severe level, and I’m pretty sure that I will make it through. I know that anxiety is in the drivers seat and can see logically that a few days ago, before this started, I was not thinking about ending my relationship. Just would love to hear if this happens to other people, specifically about relationships? It will help me get through the bad times",9.03142857142857,7.709646428571428,8.445714285714287,71.91428571428574,60.904761904761905,10.685714285714287,38.14285714285714,9.3871,3.4739142857142853,445,18,80,6,5,141,70,105,0.068,0.789,0.142,0.8555,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,10,3,2,1,2,13,22,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,12,3,12,18,1,11,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,1,8,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651297010337396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178106675302587,0.0,0.0,0.1076813760895461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285847560586277,0.0,0.0,0.1310438687391121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343833040122884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993181779993088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347676835858552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727991025230868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393031043901799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045938765438343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723659005762873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735707968748728,0.0,0.10322390802549362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463515492301837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899229741210756,0.0,0.10279714609076544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419010425124013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676519653366102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667481230797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49601968655359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271919597422558,0.0,0.0,0.17397777390065822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185578197127744,0.0,0.0,0.10900300026199602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514451920693786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692080642202627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867789393516656,0.0,0.0,0.17959893709056135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939819280566764,0.0,0.0,0.09917186766060856
anxiety,Wyntersett,2020/01/02,"TW:Hurt myself and having panic attack help I had an episode about an hour ago and squeezed the backs of my arms with my arms crossed extremely hard for who knows how long. Digging my nails in unaware of what I was doing. It hurts now and there's welts on the backs of my arms and I'm now having a panic attack about internal bleeding in my arms killing me while I sleep or something. I don't know if this is even possible but I know I squeezed really hard and on the entirety of the backs of my arms, basically grilling the whole arm. It's red where my nails dug in and there's minor little cuts and welts. Will I be okay or should I go to the ER for possible internal bleeding?",3.669857142857144,4.6812462714285745,4.367142857142859,88.68785714285715,72.0,7.885714285714287,26.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,1.5063,538,18,117,8,10,172,82,140,0.172,0.797,0.03,-0.9117,0,0,1,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,0,0,12,8,4,2,9,1,10,9,7,1,0,17,15,13,1,2,4,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,1,0,2,5,17,1,16,10,1,18,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,3,9,80,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873089754821105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560906180326137,0.0,0.361024561283158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336907654994086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894453777524529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28039276625739473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049009877813565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412440858256632,0.0,0.3350804375056469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314791944978772,0.0,0.2580306691234763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568576080138702,0.0,0.13850066032156685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672462407585324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35286833099515835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026014069686433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566165110466091,0.0,0.0,0.12048402966880928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747305531696625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OpAgents,2020/01/02,anxiety headache relief? does anyone know how to get rid of these headaches i get them on the daily,3.1515789473684217,5.842012842105267,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,78.47368421052632,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1981368421052632,80,3,15,1,2,24,18,19,0.08199999999999999,0.769,0.149,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254037467643773,0.0,0.0,0.388827784491345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866340098230404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810632549340419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056099482925702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OMGDobbyDied,2020/01/02,"Anyone take beta blockers (proponolol) for anxiety? Hey all,

I’ve been on and off (taking 10mg) as needed for GAD and lately it makes me feel lightheaded, dizzy, etc. I’ve taken my blood pressure and pulse while feeling these symptoms, and they are normal. Is this a coming thing? Has anyone else experienced this? If it’s not due to a drop in BP/pulse what could cause this?

I do also have GERD/possible IBS so I winder is this contributes?",2.464692810457517,5.000877482352942,3.5027450980392167,86.77124183006538,80.05882352941177,6.130718954248366,21.20915032679739,7.3871296695380915,0.8676405228758175,346,10,65,5,9,111,69,85,0.084,0.8740000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.534,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,8,2,1,2,1,16,16,9,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,7,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604174718682935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753466020066584,0.0,0.0,0.342821082304902,0.2511792270642967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25183064590395265,0.0,0.2111700422314429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572771511942724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478654274649924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734006104611158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790457060351445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765333621520076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363567294768533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817713357199573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401892902550728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547987125518417,0.3686358954114531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286292941113267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avocwdos,2020/01/02,"New school I am going to a new school in february and i am extremely anxious about it. I am really awkward and i dont really know how to have conversations with people, wich i will have to do when i get there. I dont know anyone there and some people are telling me that i need to change myself to make friends in a new school but i dont know how to.",1.884122807017544,3.0617682894736897,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,76.63157894736842,7.698245614035088,21.87719298245614,8.344100000000001,0.9568140350877192,274,7,64,5,6,94,41,76,0.048,0.92,0.032,-0.0111,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,3,0,13,18,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,10,17,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412361705114515,0.0,0.10777164389091844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630496540807879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419194675933608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908085807085587,0.0,0.08052683564109271,0.0,0.08759592693788543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541183101922234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288331950999488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142858282289934,0.0,0.44658065245286827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370939262888347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747991678717608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679649472057355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471686879996275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foxtain,2020/01/02,"Anyone else get random bursts of intense fear/paranoia? Hey all, hope you're all recovering from the hectic time that was the recent holidays.

I've been struggling with some exhaustion and my anxiety acting up lately and have begun experiencing some severe fear when evening/night rolls around. I start feeling extremely frightened- not of anything in particular though, just a very intense sensation of fear with no discernible source. All I can do is lay in bed and feel terrified, as though someone's about to come kill me. I'm assuming this is an anxiety thing, but I thought it wouldn't hurt to ask if anyone else has ever experienced this.

If you have dealt with this in the past or are currently dealing with this, how do you deal with it? Any tips? I feel like I'm losing my mind, haha.",6.273918918918916,7.5469807162162175,6.207675675675678,76.91705405405408,66.16216216216216,9.433513513513516,31.69189189189189,9.642632912329526,2.993411351351351,638,25,113,13,10,201,106,148,0.16,0.725,0.115,-0.6276,1,0,0,1,0,1,18.0,0,2,0,1,8,10,1,3,5,1,12,1,0,1,4,33,23,12,1,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,10,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,5,9,3,18,19,5,16,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,8,10,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926843815942986,0.0,0.2085285966358648,0.0,0.0,0.1905994313630769,0.2792979797321383,0.11215809230312554,0.12133027831823805,0.1274162000458295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740494400059368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810256155196867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277117751094333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328544381620905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601048729237029,0.20674255155921292,0.09736823798681024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120782669973533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537038506500362,0.0,0.0,0.14590521196729847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078877225467546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374521667315438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665862115287344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247777437014087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761777198319064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790239346190194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301077472108473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457357437170828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397307305816765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115481199608223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646937391257357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424837552984413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905474702056938,0.0,0.2678157130471435,0.10820196417137216,0.07947394555583985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245656648381773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fallynh,2020/01/02,New job So I start a new job tomorrow (I guess today at the time I’m posting this). I wasn’t nervous until it dawned on me it would be tomorrow I started. My panic attacks have tanked up to the point where I can barely type this. I don’t wanna take any of my benzos cause I need to be up in 6 hours. Ugh having panic disorder and anxiety sucks.,0.18918918918918948,2.2157092027027048,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,85.35135135135134,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.5567351351351357,267,8,58,4,8,94,55,74,0.27899999999999997,0.721,0.0,-0.9601,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,3,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,15,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,10,0,10,11,0,18,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,10,38,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149834855169792,0.0,0.14792765302922492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199864875550451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986444338851514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216189710066974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301904625036375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043066890053292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837801182911936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433815330577762,0.0,0.373516236001633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537564680508635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279731620112125,0.0,0.185195173233146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737368073694956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539030484336424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127557028888172,0.0,0.18329231377563732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736462280229908,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smalltalkmakesmusic,2020/01/02,"Coping with a disability Hello there,

My name is Andrew and i recently became a victim of Acoustic Shock Disorder - via the nerves in my jaw panicking due to constant clenching and irritation, plus the abuse of ears that only a touring musician can understand i've developed an unfortunate, terrible case of Acoustic Shock Disorder.

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For the past 4 months ive been extremely sensitive to sound, alongside the compound effect of my TMJ i've been in constant stabbing and burning pain in my cheek and ear as well, sometimes reaching as high as an 8/10. The worst part, is im a fucking excellent musician. I put my heart and soul into my work and treated everyday with admiration for what could be done mentally if you put your best foot forward. For the past 3 years, i dropped out of art school, taught myself music production,  guitar, bass , vocals, created 2 albums (mixed, mastered, performed) and went on tour last summer. After leaving a club in August i noticed a faint pain in my ear and realized something was not right. A couple months later, the sound sensitivity (hyperacusis) is so painful i had to quit my job, move across country to live with my parents to start to heal. 

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I'm struggling with coping with my disability. There's no cure, you can only moderate the pain which could take months or years unfortunately. For the first time in my life, im so broken, desperate, sad, and confused. My life was amazing, and i was happy, now im a ball of tears in my parents living room, so afraid to leave the house due to the constant threat of sound, and pain I can't even focus anymore. All i want to do is make music. Its the only thing im good at but i cant even do that anymore. It's painful to even put my favorite albums on anymore.

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Cancelling shows, falling behind, lost friends are many of the main sources of guilt and failure i feel daily. I struggle to communicate, many doctors are clueless and I feel so isolated. Everyday is a nightmare and I wish i could just hit the restart ""old save button"" like a videogame and just rearrange this whole timeline. I don't deserve this. This is awful. 

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How do you cope when you've lost everything? I fantasize about my suicide constantly, I'm not sure what to do anymore. I don't want to live if i can't just enjoy going to a show, or a bar anymore let alone do the only thing i love and am good at.

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Help.

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anxiety,Guy_Fieri_Eats_Ass,2020/01/02,First and scared... Not sure if this is the place to post this but I’m having what I think is my first real anxiety attack and my body is shaking and my heart is racing and it’s making me really scared to be quite honest. I don’t know what to do and could use some advice on how to help get my mind off this.,0.7909313725490215,2.2545005441176507,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,80.32352941176471,5.7098039215686285,14.274509803921573,6.42735559955562,-0.8185960784313724,239,2,58,2,6,80,47,68,0.179,0.7140000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.5546,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,3,1,0,9,2,2,3,1,18,15,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,7,2,6,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064983780114444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616583759021409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040574950201696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347276533764559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872094209884714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35949548745189885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104054005206928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504139074663733,0.14164260058527678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613533796137035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105700300985094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337184321939168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078326783885505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238508701190128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247636560783284,0.0,0.2405271655568131,0.13537629495871625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423134156586389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916555722820412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540461492509226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825116760776587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slythelephanic,2020/01/02,"I need to get a job and I'm terrified. Any tips on being a waitress? Does anybody have any tips for being a waitress in a busy restaurant with severe anxiety? It's kinda like an old-timey diner. I live in a very small town and it's the only entry-level job that is hiring right now. How did you get through waiting on tables?

I do have social anxiety but my anxiety is more about messing up the job than actually talking to people. I'm afraid I'll get orders wrong and drop things. I tend to freeze and forget things when I'm very nervous and I'll probably forget small stuff like taking the menus back after people order or forget to lay down silverware when everybody sits down. (In other words, I'm a total spaz). And I have a lot of trouble with dissociation. Sometimes I straight up can't hear what people are saying to me. It feels like I'm trying to hear a conversation underwater.

Also, this is probably dumb, but I shake. A LOT. Will I drop platters of food and drinks? How can I carry them so that I won't drop them when I inevitably start shaking?

I've been in that restaurant a million times every since I was a small child. I know how it all works, but I'm so afraid of screwing everything up.

I'm in therapy and I've come a long way. I went from barely being able to leave the house or speak to people without having panic attacks to applying for various jobs. I'm really excited to actually possibly be able to have a job, but I'm also SO scared.

Sorry if I sound a little scatterbrained, just typing about it made me nervous and I'm kinda panicking. I appreciate any advice!",3.05163938232904,4.88256903448276,4.923733890630441,80.80534540810405,74.95611285266456,7.609938465110879,25.29443863926623,8.401726058763845,1.8041987925229304,1258,43,238,23,27,430,171,319,0.196,0.73,0.075,-0.9885,5,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,1,16,18,3,8,19,0,21,4,0,4,2,39,46,27,0,2,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,5,0,1,14,12,3,1,2,1,0,4,3,14,0,1,5,7,22,4,37,35,6,39,0,0,0,1,11,19,2,7,12,150,36,8,0.1896185939191226,0.0,0.1850403948540504,0.0,0.0,0.09264654770731556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163792104981128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934207192454777,0.0,0.2175865580088208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785926240600874,0.0,0.07290249713325853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166981434178967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829682546778897,0.0,0.0,0.09287701674404636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988092177987839,0.0,0.08520848276849495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793842924338695,0.06773178069170388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464377821846987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860183365583762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371393640648995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939719935145883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47041798958926095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521047101316554,0.0,0.0,0.10038935609838588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895710047561646,0.09502382284948234,0.08371834620213417,0.08390324433462698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120694772495092,0.0,0.08971084917603449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029989237127501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948640851867267,0.0,0.0,0.07210674260829049,0.0,0.11123828217784416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629153156319281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688323696327004,0.0,0.0,0.20444091526744015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073726336309152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096662157426779,0.0,0.07539615830878232,0.0949206458721022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710751917084324,0.0,0.07842723017719057,0.0,0.0,0.09664613863397052,0.0,0.0,0.09376881896045212,0.10613124579476074,0.0671065083687509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853396209313422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712847921510004,0.0762041215837559,0.0,0.0,0.10842269378541963,0.0,0.12597416818801685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528406349328968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436928918984079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645519844891845,0.0,0.07525520691697611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788916813521372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913927789913653,0.0,0.06902229735983761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365908281250054,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MeloCityChaos,2020/01/02,"Should I quit my job? TLDR: I moved country to be happier but my job is giving me intense anxiety. Should I find a new job?

So I'm in need of some advice. I moved to Australia over two years ago now and before that I was always just a really nervous person. When I moved I became so much more chilled and overall much more happy. I started College studying film and business, met an awesom group of friends, met my girlfriend who is amazing etc. A few months ago months ago I got a job as a waitress in a busy resteraunt, the pay is amazing and the hours work really well around my college times. However, something about this job is giving me an insufferable amount of nervousness and anxiety. So much so that I throw up every day before work. I've suffered anxiety in the past and it's never been like this before. My doctor couldn't do anything but give me supplements and I can't really afford counselling. I'd hate to give up my job but I also didn't move to a new country to feel this shit all the time. Has anyone been in this situation before and have any advice. Should I look for a new job?",3.2642020202020205,4.977103400000004,4.516666666666668,84.44944444444445,74.0909090909091,7.070707070707071,26.31313131313132,7.793537801064563,1.5545101010101008,868,31,168,12,18,286,122,220,0.132,0.727,0.141,0.611,9,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,11,11,2,2,14,0,17,2,1,0,2,23,30,18,0,5,4,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,2,1,1,5,4,5,1,1,7,2,22,6,19,18,10,31,0,1,1,0,11,8,1,1,19,111,30,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706429908794153,0.213717263719364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426819016527853,0.06687045991561187,0.0,0.0,0.05465123534761001,0.0,0.18443795840389765,0.0,0.0,0.05619336398088949,0.0,0.06613388570069648,0.07154225427306453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735401823764666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051829041649624194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225740356300719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896286769351885,0.0,0.0,0.0677113249243317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040635166527068084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345252973902494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209011720657369,0.0,0.0,0.3083753009413954,0.0,0.0,0.06427556072051635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555047442992902,0.0,0.07934420528945557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914374148504426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558251889024821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926248041543233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748670471902596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829380870642496,0.34166285401647456,0.17723347220875302,0.05958993397214396,0.061982759356590166,0.2328522442833573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671787836371306,0.0,0.07017197707278088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854785070041308,0.0,0.0,0.15445242053887795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249393954006358,0.0,0.0903340891761808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186921970945524,0.0,0.0,0.056883051565367077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937234349059416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850532902513276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225815601362114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170139527541872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051752689819666964
anxiety,AsleepLeek7,2020/01/02,"Having an anxiety attack My anxiety is always health related. 

And I’m having an anxiety attack because I have a zit on the back of my neck. (Right in the middle on my spinal bone and in the center of my hair) It’s the kind that won’t pop but for three days I’ve been trying anyways. 

Today I got this fear that I’ve pushed all the bacteria further down and now I’m going to get a brain infection or something. 😭
I’ve read about the “death triangle” and my fear probably stems from that. 

Now I’m getting pains in the back of my head, which I never do. 

Please tell me I’m overreacting and it’ll be fine 😩",1.7931036931818198,3.3844260234375017,3.97474431818182,87.29127840909092,77.828125,7.467045454545455,22.57386363636364,8.296473431620573,1.2184125,473,14,103,9,11,163,82,128,0.22399999999999998,0.743,0.033,-0.9764,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,2,11,0,9,10,6,0,2,9,17,7,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,1,10,2,13,12,1,19,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,7,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173978056161332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909378787642695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875815825752838,0.0,0.2619679069029526,0.0,0.10384006754195467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901601416529708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985773089353862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833685183428165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799532643169655,0.0,0.09681037063773283,0.0,0.13623958745756565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482199769910453,0.18106761257455084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738697088446692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137972612859647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181257932265527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698646181039116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365954790285985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039000925500028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547276991104574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113906553361546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888808710166787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614661105702485,0.0,0.0,0.11565233442600825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samwj149,2020/01/02,First and scared Currently having what I think is my first anxiety attack. My legs are shaking my heart is racing and I honestly don’t know what to do. I’m just laying in bed and I can’t sit still or fall asleep. How can I get my mind off of this?,-0.09611111111111016,1.9267434629629645,2.123703703703704,95.86666666666667,86.5925925925926,5.822222222222222,16.407407407407412,7.1686216300943375,-0.12001481481481545,193,4,46,3,6,65,40,54,0.17300000000000001,0.772,0.055,-0.6597,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,2,0,0,8,3,3,1,0,9,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,8,1,4,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440834553752088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629819098642947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427921707080099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666980229189454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37809294734842586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753494950236199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221641717116664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31943920768262746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548053074390727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444363677557145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arumzd,2020/01/02,"scared of getting a full-time desk job again - help? i just turned 25 and i lost my job in 2019

for the record i have had a long history of anxiety since as far back as i can remember, and have been taking anxiety medication since i was 10 years old.

i graduated from college in 2017 and spent almost 8 months looking for a job in graphic design (which is what i studied at school), finally found one, and it was awesome. i was still living at home with my parents and would commute into the city for my job which was about one hour and fifteen minutes each way, but it was okay because i really loved my job and my work really liked me too. about seven months into the job i got sick of the commute and decided to move out on my own. (i've never lived on my own before but i did live with roommates in college)

i moved into a studio apartment in the city thinking i was going to live a cool city life, but the week i moved in i started having immense chest pains. these pains continued on and on so i went to my doctors, went to the ER several times thinking i was dying and having a heart attack, but luckily my heart and lungs are totally fine.

i've never had this intense chest pain as a symptom of my anxiety before so it caught me off guard, and i think that its also exacerbated by my back problems which cause pain to radiate around my ribs to my chest. but anyway...

the pain continued for all of 2019 and got to the point that i couldn't function. i would go in late for work or have to leave early because my chest hurt so bad and i was so sure it was going to kill me. i literally woke up every day and went to bed every day convinced that i was going to die from some weird medical anomaly and i would totally spiral out of control and freak out. i started falling behind with work and i was letting my coworkers down. it got to the point that when i had to go home and spend a few days going to more doctors to figure out what to do, my work called and asked me to step down and resign because i wasn't able to keep up.

it was very depressing and i still feel like i have failed at my dream career even though it had only just started. 

so now i am living at home again with my mom, working part time at an escape room (which is really fun!) but haven't yet gotten back into my career plans for graphic design. i do still have some chest pains but i have adjusted my medication and i have been taking better care of my back with chiropractic care and its 100000x better than before. i'm still afraid of dying and worry about it sometimes but i am able to function day to day now.

the idea of getting another 9-5 job or living on my own again scares the shit out of me now because i am so afraid that whatever triggered the pain the first time will happen again and i really don't want to go back to that place of pain ever again. i would really like to see a life coach but don't have a lot of money so i figured maybe reddit could be an alternative lol. any advice from people working with anxiety? much appreciated",5.8041290876156,5.2400355607779625,6.576818095147297,80.23194274954717,66.97406807131281,9.463037467823435,29.97850128706264,8.841846274778883,2.1683940699780715,2379,73,489,34,34,789,258,617,0.157,0.731,0.111,-0.9857,8,0,0,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,0,13,38,38,3,4,26,3,51,29,10,3,7,91,92,50,4,8,13,2,1,3,0,5,18,0,6,0,24,43,0,3,11,2,3,16,7,24,1,4,32,4,66,14,91,51,14,101,0,5,2,1,6,38,1,6,49,349,90,23,0.09688223879732737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733610123992664,0.0,0.0,0.04850678377256193,0.0,0.0,0.038738345681816944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03294162230785567,0.05079473734850617,0.14822929500321325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043122866378516866,0.04528590756730139,0.055108766503033896,0.0,0.18624115362859311,0.04044631131097514,0.1181170270848422,0.0,0.12365947425369928,0.0,0.0,0.08568446716460983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946379894787001,0.0,0.09877789931661714,0.04976237334288538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433083443758915,0.03867629215007298,0.0,0.0,0.15620257289158473,0.0,0.041722265156601435,0.0,0.15082270220811422,0.0,0.0,0.09916307666102714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0319949025037396,0.04381776580251511,0.08162746468344463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024493285460747312,0.034606345377398644,0.0,0.05306487851802594,0.0,0.041203991414346,0.0,0.05311318711805195,0.0,0.0,0.050616971104659465,0.0,0.19271143136206625,0.0,0.11622836509075295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283632190498473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480591944462562,0.03246906123795105,0.0,0.14577117721294824,0.0,0.04770474488725185,0.0,0.051857220199331054,0.05468412752777296,0.0,0.0,0.3364923549108177,0.04305669265652327,0.05359292146568456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464369262833848,0.051292151097703666,0.0,0.049534326571384915,0.06843079041074326,0.07099765224820191,0.0,0.2566463754688098,0.04286886631468724,0.040678340087204536,0.0,0.0528792041003475,0.04118290744192126,0.043720001524866166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866561536493744,0.0,0.0,0.1463979945897666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056733653578410065,0.07733047869755345,0.15445573126637838,0.03560979646465208,0.0,0.07472155516106893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083080613552895,0.0,0.06564991234111645,0.03684165414312414,0.4123581311443113,0.0,0.05378813047223217,0.05245701175612793,0.0,0.03358297288528514,0.0,0.050610659604903414,0.0,0.0915850307704758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635160914844744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516310746268458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487434524681482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699602227933346,0.04902499897938533,0.038601300467864086,0.0,0.0,0.054724676704041714,0.049724112945137566,0.08014198908658055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790950572149413,0.0,0.10286062090634218,0.0,0.15474056210287065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565518175614037,0.05034887082856135,0.07284338643220567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311734003197193,0.04759315386019013,0.0,0.0847392188235716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269002768814295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996899666832392,0.028571827287458374,0.03845030583014723,0.03885654405832902,0.0,0.0,0.13471620898010764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159427111904827,0.049194308137234834,0.0,0.13764472550878942,0.0,0.0,0.031194492688254125
anxiety,AJJ619,2020/01/02,"Appointment follow up with doctor Hey everyone happy new year!

I have my appointment with my doctor coming up next week. I'm currently prescribed escitalopram and I've been feeling I've been having more dark thoughts lately. The other day I texted my girlfriend and told her I was thinking of getting ""sick"" at work and going home and locking myself in our room and drinking all night. I have had suicidal thoughts at times due to this medication. I have been on it for 3 months now. Has anyone else had this kind of feelings on this medication?",5.354678217821784,7.4126251980198035,5.690185643564359,76.75329826732674,69.29702970297029,8.218316831683168,30.446782178217827,8.841846274778883,2.6842168316831687,439,18,74,8,8,140,71,101,0.045,0.899,0.055,-0.1511,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,1,14,22,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,2,0,5,8,1,0,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,11,2,13,13,2,23,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,12,49,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727263875673225,0.1865010332177715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679414066643016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738786268826315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726104318047853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831033589839893,0.0,0.0,0.1520543806814918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739279411543313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840695948360744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509795427399227,0.0,0.10344617900614628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376370902603973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258093339747974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895458536373016,0.0,0.0,0.20532652466253426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667320661158043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452866532049152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579608142845693,0.1935803693172423,0.17081346993306465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991003722832744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663108704741787,0.0,0.28900714761355145,0.10613734459713683,0.0,0.0,0.1739279411543313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600549062739895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132512751358379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721493303635858
anxiety,La_Chica_Salvaje,2020/01/02,"Does anyone else have more than one debilitating fear/phobia that's ruining their lives? I am in counciling and a psychiatrist for adhd medication.

I have a fear of abandonment which hurts my ability to recognize unhealthy relationships before they go on too far because I am so scared of being alone. Irrationally scared. I have not eaten almost anything in the last three days and have lost 5 lbs (but I did need to lose it so atleast thats good) not have I slept for more than 4 hours a night because of the intense, overwhelming fear of leaving my partner or even talking to him about my feelings.

I think I also have autophobia. Fear of being alone. Because the thought of being alone in my apartment even with my child but especially without my child makes me so scared I cant even hold it together. I am usually gone from the time the spouse leaves until bedtime. Between work of course.

I'm scared of working because I got called stupid by the boss in front of everyone for something stupid so now I lie in bed at night wanting to cry and I want to quit so badly but I'm scared of that also (I plan on quitting. I make almost no money and being called stupid makes it worse).

I'm scared of quitting because that would make me confront the boss and that makes me scared of being berated.

I'm so scared of needles that I dont go to doctors if I suspect they will stick me. Only when I was pregnant and just because of the baby. 

I am scared of sleeping. The point in which I fall asleep scares me because I dont know when its happening. 

Scared of failure. Scared of rejection to the point of not applying for a university because I'm scared of being rejected. 

Scared of dying, so much so that I sometimes stay awake at night horrified.

These are becoming more and more debilitating. I am on Medicaid since I am an employee of the school district and they dont offer health insurance so I only have one option for a councilor and she doesnt see anything abnormal or wrong about these fears. I wrote down every single feeling I have and she says it's perfectly normal. She also sees nothing wrong with my relationship other than cultural differences I dont understand and need help understanding (I'm white hes puerto rican) and because I'm not getting much help I haven't gone back since the last session. I still see my psych and she has given me my adhd meds, she also believes I'm bipolar so she put me on lamictal, and a sleeping aid since I sleep like 4 hours a night.

If it helps I have had i guess a traumatic childhood. Fathers an alcoholic drug addict who's been in liver failure since I was a year old. Mother was overprotective but loved me. She didnt know how to deal with my negative emotions so I always did tend to get in trouble for being sad, crying, expressing worry. She didn't have a good grasp on her own emotions. Bullied a lot in school (spit on, called names, threatened, etc). Moved away from all my family and home state at 8 and haven't fit in since. Was extremely poor, food insecurity, often squatting in houses or not having rent money, food money, etc. 

Maybe this all helped understand why. But either way how have you guys handled this? I dont know what to do anymore because I'm so scared, anxious, and unhappy that I cant be the mother or person i want and need to be. I cant afford therapy but i am starting everything by quitting my job and finding one where i will be able to make a stable income.

Tl;dr multiple phobias, hard childhood, anxiety making being a person unbearable. Need advice on how to start putting everything back together with little to no psych resources other than a GP or a psych that only gives me adhd/ bipolar meds/sleep meds.",4.468220015278837,6.1476851344537815,5.338455309396488,79.9105553857907,70.90476190476191,8.161914947797301,29.508428826075892,8.737016336426894,2.416036190476191,2942,118,537,53,55,960,317,714,0.27399999999999997,0.682,0.043,-0.9996,5,4,3,0,0,0,68.0,0,1,4,10,34,42,4,21,30,0,58,19,7,12,3,91,113,54,1,11,21,4,3,1,1,3,8,1,3,6,25,23,4,2,13,0,5,9,22,37,0,4,19,8,78,5,81,80,14,66,0,9,4,1,46,30,0,13,25,361,103,12,0.039034808356597485,0.0,0.0,0.042553702862807186,0.14073676209521405,0.038144362954172485,0.0,0.041716338889938,0.07817544400549511,0.1212848675255516,0.0,0.12486448855953275,0.032480087565989364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02986152154982819,0.04409822262649761,0.03871204092384579,0.02729404560743408,0.03999577408156923,0.06424464259251382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03667448739833897,0.06003071630259901,0.03259243449272459,0.2379525686618961,0.043110879020723976,0.03321574686197909,0.04397886189809808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957671105589512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575580809266131,0.025174222120881308,0.04024317340296887,0.0,0.0,0.04051196827269797,0.04078306659719539,0.0,0.03995378039943232,0.03415962384379,0.0,0.2287425233892467,0.0,0.045267984962200206,0.0,0.032608573544730186,0.08781781091920904,0.0,0.0,0.0870682594063943,0.07734636832046142,0.0,0.0328885095979129,0.037299432184691166,0.07016393754387418,0.0,0.036798543309621436,0.21962505861940335,0.039474343939710124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03567710766275112,0.0,0.0944020904182632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040788152528042534,0.03744574506592578,0.044368762293131865,0.06548109051115095,0.031219702140377226,0.0,0.04300124222799897,0.03865059731685895,0.034518352115304865,0.0,0.03496752106977185,0.0,0.0,0.04149217593313245,0.0,0.0,0.1046568368919246,0.0,0.039155095485400214,0.0,0.07688284653577265,0.04504092792982193,0.041787569682846866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873602412418446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435752947306665,0.06363715743419343,0.0,0.08266445173650291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019070435638703587,0.039123132785415564,0.034468450929716815,0.0,0.0,0.04366996583374786,0.04261110444453129,0.03318599816682263,0.03523043856249903,0.0,0.1823922638179828,0.0,0.03921571162904679,0.0,0.08671774463309836,0.03932346274915206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148782373601607,0.05739015108942683,0.1157752631526252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146526093408919,0.03824582431490352,0.03745495139275845,0.0,0.04096046500871052,0.0,0.07935298911363302,0.08906319219307114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816737802846815,0.0,0.0,0.07380102212413424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848152776958578,0.0,0.16607329430710402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381755161152807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031042046347651994,0.5862097926349463,0.07901062005166981,0.09331706521960012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144998423578433,0.0,0.1562519953134356,0.0,0.0,0.03005090254109932,0.03860642358214012,0.0,0.05525807653171141,0.041605911961617136,0.03117324837689629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031374700344772286,0.0,0.0,0.044639705273050174,0.0,0.0,0.02501192903842777,0.0,0.03098927760473362,0.022761510662345445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190983640701805,0.0,0.0,0.04299132660860636,0.0,0.06907122397719659,0.030984013952695007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03522284306578232,0.0,0.0,0.03762816229537539,0.0,0.05683561077185341,0.03964174268081303,0.03977980455234725,0.027729207893161738,0.08535687030212842,0.0,0.025137136775185108
anxiety,this_is_a_throw_acc_,2020/01/02,"I can’t face the fear that my girlfriend and I may split Hello, recently I have been facing some problems in my relationship. I 16 male have been saying my 16 female girlfriend for just over 8 months now. We have had our rough patches and ups and down. But all in all everything has gone smoothly. I have however suffered extreme anxiety and depression for almost my entire teenage life. Beginning around 10 years of age. 

In the last month, we have begun to have lots of problems in our relationship, we aren’t talking as much as we used to, we are arguing a few times a week. Two days ago she came out to me and said she doesn’t see herself with me forever, she also believes that we are likely to break up sooner rather than later. Recently I brought up something next Christmas that my family and I are doing. She said she doesn’t care because she won’t be around me next Christmas. 

I’m finding this extremely hard to handle, I know that teen relationships almost never last, but she used to say she wanted to be with me for life. However my extreme anxiety and depression I think has become too much for her. I’m just not coping at all.

I have a constant gut wrenching anxiety, sometimes I can’t even breath properly. I’ve been having panic attacks almost hourly, I’m just not doing well at all. I really just need to know what I can do. 

I’ve talked to her about it but all she says is this is how she feels and I can’t change it. 

I just need some solutions to deal with this life crushing anxiety. 

Thanks.",3.9672877152028008,5.533673204697987,4.866399182958858,83.24990224686317,71.98657718120805,8.135628829880362,27.721622410271372,8.716276077567194,2.0891156696819366,1197,44,232,22,23,389,155,298,0.135,0.838,0.027000000000000003,-0.9797,3,0,1,1,0,0,28.0,8,0,0,0,15,13,2,2,5,0,33,7,4,3,6,58,54,15,0,6,11,0,4,1,2,2,3,5,0,1,10,21,0,0,5,0,0,3,10,9,1,1,9,10,46,4,37,41,11,39,0,3,1,0,37,14,0,7,22,169,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634274332716878,0.0,0.2926080211324438,0.0,0.0,0.07789392046721501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980550850242218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342037017255435,0.0,0.11081107877687532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059376556688436284,0.1075750333966552,0.0,0.10974092027120393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140419418098596,0.09930984013210792,0.0,0.10304048607796268,0.0,0.0,0.10525908932338048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281750330552978,0.1004192171709298,0.1677877950965684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433440424773706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754040854623635,0.0,0.09182379518584706,0.10960654736066623,0.04925037443082572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902546492896961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725482598187534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592329096026823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706135032355772,0.1587944735007771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639791601626364,0.047586660196284034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280937299796515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554938408272361,0.0,0.14320625235027973,0.14444762068250966,0.07512394724737674,0.0,0.20718045649684302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142825731833178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640489122545603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062399478033556575,0.0,0.19234934104224616,0.3137262375061374,0.0,0.0,0.18530696352984,0.2323786418929601,0.0,0.0,0.07761835400178728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498633565101688,0.09633501799343258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565792446856143,0.0,0.08967648991768336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624125316565733,0.0,0.0,0.056797038828251996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514952637704692,0.0,0.0,0.16825151442870387,0.0,0.0,0.057451385782251625,0.0,0.07813159026899251,0.0,0.08757786773142166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272496384930858
anxiety,Tripplephase,2020/01/02,"NSFW STD anxiety I feel like my anxiety is killing me. Heres what happened. Long story short i fucked someone who said she had 2 partners before me and were std free. Now i have people telling me that she might have an STD. Idk if theyre lying or not but i had a condom on the entire time and didnt even put my dick in half way, and it was over in 5 mins. Should i rush out to get tested?

Im very worried about having contracted HIV/AIDS and i dont want that to take away from my future Career in the military that im supposed to start in 2 weeks. 

Someone help me",0.7389393939393969,2.6461966611570285,2.5805165289256213,94.5210778236915,82.38842975206613,5.355647382920111,20.00068870523416,6.42735559955562,0.0344044077134984,440,12,100,4,12,146,88,121,0.17,0.769,0.062,-0.8771,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,4,0,12,6,1,0,0,13,20,7,1,3,4,0,1,1,1,2,3,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,6,2,15,3,13,12,0,19,0,0,0,6,7,9,2,3,8,62,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29074417785488305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853902168191227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170115439542276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271322240658076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551272842247893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608465241766906,0.13575715158188928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567926088113642,0.09928259895595916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804250731033862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737280461521847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105290558197707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023954664351596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283884148129146,0.0,0.0,0.16817017569926976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159132702094412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317425660189964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103218861510649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807616224963575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322022849426435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450389663037013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287857538510235,0.0,0.16609420637465122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080776130606874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679428382580501,0.11208435463885492,0.15083661507818188,0.1524302460762026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929842366745395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlebeck30,2020/01/02,"Trying to support husband with face picking habit Has anyone with anxiety have a partner with anxiety as well that picks their face? His face picking makes me anxious and then I start to obsess over it and start to act controlling, reminding him everyday to put a bandaid on and checking his face if he’s picked and asking daily how the day went. I recently stopped this as I felt this wasn’t helping. But I’m having a hard time coping with it. He’s seeing a therapist about it but they haven’t gotten to the point where they are suggesting behavioral changes, my husband is just writing down numbers each day of his anxiety level and picking. I know this will take time I just feel helpless and think about it everyday. I don’t want to be overbearing but I can’t stand not having control and able to fix this. He’s tried fidget cubes and bandaids and breathing and tapping but it doesn’t seem to work",6.091231168831168,6.766005125714287,5.920831168831171,80.94898701298703,66.31428571428572,9.106493506493504,34.19480519480519,9.095868883498916,2.9609428571428573,727,32,135,12,11,227,107,175,0.08800000000000001,0.873,0.039,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,3,7,4,0,1,6,0,13,7,5,9,0,40,29,19,0,2,8,2,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,10,15,0,3,5,0,1,3,6,2,1,0,4,4,16,2,20,23,1,21,0,1,1,0,17,6,0,2,11,88,26,1,0.1659658367655708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808902325715701,0.1874941552478281,0.0,0.1160471719643996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515565363468475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556984901334985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722895965882624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406846940537125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391731378410422,0.0,0.15935323021369513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867279072939388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124340197426907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121048350475733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107834847868617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689136064268866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668415060211025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638712415382669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225328423283747,0.15108906455047372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349429469682897,0.0,0.0,0.13875487099424993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833606477742285,0.0,0.0,0.12478565454447728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926991283005789,0.0,0.1063442067926059,0.0,0.0,0.19355202815981776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253598177603525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789095055089114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922321894796753,0.15385199342225125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082510580891145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pheez98,2020/01/02,"worried about a stupid superstition today i learned about the superstition of ""don't do laundry on new years day or a member of your family will wash away."" i learned about that WHILE laundry was going - so it was too late to avoid doing laundry. i KNOW it's not true at all and it's just a dumb superstition but my anxiety is going crazy. i'm really close to my family and am always worried about something happening to any of them. so now this superstition gives me a ""legitimate reason"" to worry like crazy the whole year. also, we didn't take a family picture tonight like we usually do because we had company and it just kinda didn't happen. so OF COURSE that's fueling my anxiety even more. i'm really considering doing OCD rituals tonight to help myself relax but that's just a vicious cycle. i know it's completely irrational to be worried about this and just want more people to tell me that it's stupid...because it is. anyways thank you for reading and hope you had a great new years eve and new years day",4.957186147186151,6.220494444444448,6.195411255411256,75.83454545454549,69.20202020202021,9.697546897546898,30.304473304473305,9.957137785484203,3.0796352092352093,812,32,149,20,14,273,106,198,0.165,0.706,0.13,-0.39299999999999996,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,3,1,0,17,11,3,1,9,0,16,1,0,1,2,29,29,14,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,5,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,0,17,7,20,21,4,23,1,0,0,0,10,4,1,3,19,102,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469670308200066,0.09853104733928958,0.0,0.0,0.08052649053081881,0.0,0.18117481903160096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125510812273096,0.0,0.0,0.14436978200687722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415622903303272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273619361295535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821221400159907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33489432614589365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113594782410905,0.13459633102922944,0.0,0.0,0.13055332827842156,0.0,0.0,0.2094285847867461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937130502825683,0.0,0.0,0.11761314952508535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015594596262695,0.0,0.13357765916572756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157035055943355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34309881423720984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209428554460578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184473829543463,0.0,0.15171979554688342,0.12175068959514315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116191250561496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903359726711076,0.0,0.10350022485108698,0.10902093370361474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122438945598085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041776530451982,0.0,0.06984443443646164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220649611318647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810260953588224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305022381302132
anxiety,iJawadAli,2020/01/02,No one cares about my existence. Why does my mum makes fun of my anxiety/depression and blame my no social life on my behavior even though I get angry  because she asks me so many bad/toxic questions and always doubt me for no reason? She is not nice to me as I’m a middle child.?,6.020977011494253,4.870325810344827,7.005172413793105,79.2737356321839,66.75862068965517,10.491954022988507,29.67816091954023,9.725611199111238,2.4402919540229884,219,6,46,4,3,74,47,58,0.258,0.649,0.09300000000000001,-0.8478,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,6,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,11,3,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,0,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268531434248962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25487577945424866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763781660141494,0.16619502049466015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27796830662784866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23481907338573224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238583656261142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007203901311294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243989639316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256930004867576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198516376458465,0.2764078591972576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474370370272625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30541222638625776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28031293074252805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779158029578113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678613025205359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460095790567225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Earthling_02,2020/01/02,"I have overwhelming anxiety about the future Mostly because of global warming (and other things as well). I’m 17 and I have no hope towards the future, but I can’t stop feeling this way because my worry is actually justified.",5.867857142857144,7.425176738095237,7.289047619047621,67.73928571428571,67.33333333333333,9.40952380952381,35.42857142857143,9.725611199111238,3.985800000000001,181,9,27,4,3,62,34,42,0.204,0.615,0.18100000000000002,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,4,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.3477176906771202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725844286878938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344196920795749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016649742178348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539069429277289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979001350253037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367236996108773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828308573513292,0.0,0.0,0.3203751821826289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618610579776061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,5-o_caller,2020/01/02,"I Get extremely anxious when my partner goes to a party The title said it all. Whenever my partner is invited to parties i get anxious. He usually tells me 2 hours before the party. I dislike unplanned events like this happening, it ruins my «schedule». 

My partner told me one time he kissed another female at a party when he was dating his ex, but he felt really bad about it. 

I dont look too good, and my ex cheated on me. It hurt so bad, i am afraid that my bf will cheat on me. I know he wont do it, but i still have that tiny voice in my head, you know? 

I feel so stupid, he knows about my concerns but i feel like im being possessive, i try to ignore it all once he goes out to the party, but it usually ends up with me having a panic attack..

I wish i had a switch that i could turn in my head so i wouldnt feel like this",1.2794007490636687,2.648725966292133,3.6885617977528082,89.75325468164795,78.6629213483146,6.769138576779027,22.54082397003745,7.554174236665415,0.8265223970037452,634,19,144,9,15,221,99,178,0.242,0.638,0.12,-0.9836,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,9,16,4,2,7,0,13,3,2,0,2,20,28,10,0,3,4,2,4,3,4,3,0,2,0,3,12,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,5,7,30,5,14,18,2,17,0,2,1,1,18,7,0,0,13,91,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907836493056284,0.0,0.32122482565143645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173968470877578,0.0,0.0,0.2374131759494188,0.0,0.0,0.1209767861280002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135117277160054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662299026679886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259210331600802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215657318387913,0.20313353919671975,0.13650615808457425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855663566576344,0.0,0.0,0.11924602982905401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257210719571165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29181628910366736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000949189729953,0.0,0.15219666447173366,0.0,0.1535687421989243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343998800069659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083722539689816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193875732968657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514071452812248,0.09633853919254733,0.0,0.0,0.1668066727479127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910781847315232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523688329037165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135376969687717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426344979918642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290087285379474,0.0,0.0,0.13585018722756398,0.0,0.09652456642344764,0.15464088576738044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131618594096238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348927757346926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mcmilkshake9012,2020/01/02,"Interview tomorrow I’m really anxious and shaking right now. It’s at a animal clinic where I would get to help out with the animals and as a resolution, I decided to apply last month. I heard back and they set up the interview for tomorrow. My parents told me if it’s too much then I don’t have to go but I don’t know if I can go through it. I have a fear of crying when I can’t answer a question. Any advice on how to prepare would be helpful.",0.4437500000000014,2.431647541666667,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,84.0,7.590000000000002,24.18333333333333,8.548686976883017,1.8468908333333327,348,14,76,9,10,126,67,96,0.13,0.8079999999999999,0.062,-0.7209,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,6,0,9,1,0,1,0,15,16,10,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,1,11,0,13,11,1,18,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,8,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314673167133937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108020567933956,0.0,0.0,0.2675964801260031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213895510117084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601913527254983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665454031188339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375516967874675,0.0,0.2692381667567538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175388882518386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017794770296806,0.19308124364611112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906794112130276,0.0,0.17412722679895734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630168920826992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534940599837537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517454424700534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228629239753854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263401146087108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365323129569224,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wtfyuh,2020/01/02,"Why does literally everyone have anxiety disorders now? The average person seems to think that feeling anxious is something extreme and debilitating yet they don’t even know what it’s like to have an anxiety disorder.

Although I’m happy that there is so much awareness, this awareness has led to a society that doesn’t take the words “mental illness” as seriously as before because everyone seems to have anxiety disorders when really all they are experiencing is anxiety, a natural feeling that is often a sign of healthy functioning.

I don’t know if this is communicating 100% what I want it to, but fuck I’m tired of everyone thinking they’re sick.",9.736410256410256,9.417632341880346,10.269700854700858,56.16557692307693,58.91452991452992,14.637606837606835,45.9957264957265,13.5591,6.86574188034188,532,31,81,20,6,181,76,117,0.203,0.705,0.092,-0.9279999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,0,6,0,13,4,0,1,1,17,26,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,9,26,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,4,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43821002681482,0.16178247387192002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872972943793153,0.0,0.1218581017277892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923808356930294,0.0,0.1253208887530507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458647889944664,0.0,0.0,0.4105195665571783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481892096031962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239201243774382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244587943712373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740498838429287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996341511484935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431837222159682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527318411186667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504230780699646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174168909110693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607394625785595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102472858455235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767339317456504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183521761882272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645946943093164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446684713378773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922150482683184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RodentRider,2020/01/02,"How do you stop disappointing people? I recently asked my father for some help finding a therapist I could speak to for my anxiety issues. My symptoms have been stagnant for a while now, and while they're not getting worse, the only reason I feel more stable is because I've just become used to it all and numb to the feeling. I'm a ghost. Or everything else is.

My parents are split, and my dad contacted my mom about getting me some help. My mom was hurt that I went to my dad over her for help. It was hard to explain that it took a lot to ask for help in that moment with my dad, and I hardly am ever able to muster up the courage to suppress my embarrassment and admit I have a problem. I have a lot of trouble communicating my issues.

While she was still a little hurt that I couldn't go to her for help, as she thinks, after the explanation she said she understood and that she was sorry for taking it personally. But I'm still just angry with myself. I feel like such an idiot because I can't just ask for help and communicate. And then when I do try to as for help or I'm confronted about it all I just lose it all and dont know what to say and just put up defenses. 

I wish I wasn't broken. Just let me feel real again. It's been so long.

i wish i wasnt broken",2.802819548872179,3.9245585676691737,4.502263157894738,86.4723421052632,74.22556390977444,7.4252631578947375,23.82631578947369,7.908726449838941,1.0648126315789472,993,28,217,14,20,336,133,266,0.14300000000000002,0.698,0.159,0.5354,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,17,13,3,1,12,0,22,2,0,3,4,52,47,22,1,5,10,7,6,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,13,12,0,3,11,0,0,4,6,11,0,0,12,9,38,2,32,32,8,24,0,4,0,0,32,5,0,6,16,158,51,0,0.1010698853780344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773181856737548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28346009819048545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322252805937962,0.1116237477424286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069607934293699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845315293382787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443092022892061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142349768457106,0.0,0.0,0.09083509595394698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441588342960545,0.07220434630878578,0.0,0.0,0.09237604420016576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056096872086804,0.0,0.0574403450167595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810775303001336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742150959500403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639480534855132,0.0,0.0,0.21098140310814328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554536579791644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335080549327907,0.0,0.04937764075860221,0.10129857716038344,0.0,0.08944366807574736,0.0,0.11307134906257554,0.0,0.17185200451020166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23674365644016065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686820221345803,0.0,0.0,0.11222614689777867,0.0,0.0,0.07006913263575494,0.08825032546488673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671023052060744,0.0,0.10160315049458167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503965657406648,0.0,0.1039166753342586,0.09979431864898516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961406057653774,0.08037482950077164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313946196731822,0.0,0.0,0.1614290820403832,0.08449894978592379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505030987571558,0.07599197550185015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173499268846329,0.0,0.06476150152714051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229236149836386,0.06861981777016715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729193015735179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369279632128967,0.0,0.0,0.2324507604675969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299884784209053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlxBoii,2020/01/02,"Panic attack because fear of new epidemic I saw a post in hot where they talked about a new epidemic would come in the 2020's because each ""20's"" (1920-1820-1720 etc.) had an epidemic.... and a guy said thats it inevitable because they come in cycle and we can't escape it and there' also cases of plague in china so yeah... being an hypochondriac I'm now having a full blown panic attack and wanted to talk about it...",3.7932142857142854,4.83524236904762,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.73809523809524,7.504761904761906,23.523809523809533,7.793537801064563,1.1310380952380954,325,8,64,4,6,108,59,84,0.21,0.79,0.0,-0.9478,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,0,7,5,2,3,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,11,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,9,6,3,12,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,3,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572377314425194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146102393792776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33324459052979544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139381868461971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322696113479785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050516849955325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804295501552924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519844735507534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275991674065653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451938971221714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333592758909988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929281026658354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747992472762323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294460850193234,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pickleofdoom1,2020/01/02,"I can’t fucking sleep I pledged to sleep before 10 every night as an intended step towards self improvement and for some reason my mind won’t calm down enough to rest.
Motherfucker",4.73901960784314,7.183199176470591,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,71.94117647058823,8.062745098039215,28.98039215686275,8.841846274778883,2.5155215686274515,148,6,26,3,3,46,30,34,0.125,0.732,0.14400000000000002,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25193805196279906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059246620211653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494559906928524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27371660345988696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29895138875109634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27784636823429426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30441445220316604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30887083813966315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925777234235255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Extreme_apathy_late,2020/01/02,"Guilt for things people forgave me for I'm pretty dim so everything below will be poorly written and make no sense, sorry in advance for the trash below.

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Recently I decided to try and make a amends with people who I wasn't very nice to at a point in time, when I apologized to them not only did they forgive me but they said they ""couldn't remember"" me being mean. I felt pretty good about this until a few weeks later, then guilt all returned and I truly felt awful about things again. I then sent someone else a massive apology and sorta asked if anyone hated me etc. They told me no one hates me and I just need to chill.

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This isn't enough for me, but I don't even really know what I did that was really bad, of course I've done some shit things but nothing that is worth feeling shit for years over (I can't explain without digging myself into a hole, but like you forgive the person who shop lifted but not the murderer maybe, I'm like the former I think). yet I feel so much guilt. This a symptom of anxiety? is it possible I have forgotten? Am I just over reacting again? Is my ego just this massive? I am so confused and it is weighing on me. I feel like a narcissistic loser rn. Anyone got any advice? thanks for reading.",2.2008433734939783,4.511850963855423,3.601227309236947,86.98343132530123,79.52208835341366,6.2329959839357425,22.811405622489964,7.404127859558343,1.0499103935742975,986,32,190,14,25,323,147,249,0.204,0.6459999999999999,0.15,-0.955,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,5,2,13,19,5,4,11,1,19,4,2,3,1,42,42,19,1,3,12,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,14,8,1,0,13,2,3,2,10,11,0,1,12,6,32,8,26,26,6,26,0,1,0,0,18,10,2,4,17,138,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909699084583356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419319361619369,0.2713187785533506,0.07592158570794467,0.0,0.08540717135788231,0.0,0.0,0.15612782666510774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437184546047758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321787682673184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425032908830655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932640362556108,0.0,0.0,0.11535784906798455,0.12451230488282422,0.07373965100910422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033821329154427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935131979828086,0.07975832495603448,0.2143910367153214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936414895780662,0.08929171428843631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045020003653384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061356491147582876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363050641070842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904615439888402,0.0,0.11216116357080162,0.12161278489909345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207101001485362,0.08278243393074079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071251994465392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565270161780288,0.08491011087764883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479945282656776,0.09748302554811407,0.0,0.0,0.10553944031996357,0.1258615654130217,0.0,0.2271636825895075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167397309346903,0.0,0.1430437038206218,0.0,0.11023474489378918,0.0,0.12647061722973754,0.0,0.10619878259561133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292014320020613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459539614872173,0.0,0.0,0.1249760497013496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116040615006301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027865750460264,0.0,0.0,0.22251346132783692,0.07153681388309846,0.0,0.0,0.06510037468316437,0.0,0.0,0.1066803977430935,0.0,0.0757987850306306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211779486315898,0.0,0.0,0.08955389059073297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762060130394872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713187785533506,0.07189492151035794
anxiety,g33kBatgurl,2020/01/02,"Going back to work I have been out of work for the past week due to a surgery on Christmas, it's a part time customer service job, but I do find value in it. Before I left I had finally overcome the anxiety of talking to customers and working with my cowokers. I had started to feel like I fit. But I have to go back tomorrow and I am scared. My anxiety is coming back in 2 fold and I don't know what to do. I don't know what I'm walking into, last time I talked to my supervisor they did not sound happy about me being out. Its gotten to the point were I am wary about even leaving the house.",2.7224846894138253,3.4458557716535445,4.500734908136484,87.9279702537183,73.96062992125984,7.219247594050744,27.496937882764648,7.3871296695380915,1.3302832895888017,461,17,103,5,9,157,80,127,0.09699999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.078,-0.3285,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,6,3,0,1,6,0,15,0,0,0,0,15,24,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,6,2,17,2,20,17,1,25,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,13,74,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573006353305717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879392436073867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310109343065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486438392453754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107532746982897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503228609765327,0.12014136142090998,0.0,0.1842230573400717,0.1537052030832616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911508545839592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790211050979682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940466990753248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688372025353745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484471389147192,0.1370817710270342,0.0,0.17806875576956288,0.18271823096846174,0.0,0.0,0.082159832305957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211275243672173,0.1605382022363007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897590691167052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836846020531754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903226510938207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703388813776859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612366853887794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489659345329386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367291367000431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chinkydiva,2020/01/02,"Anxiety after travelling? Went to Asia for three weeks and I’m day two back home feeling jet-lagged but also major anxiety.

First night just couldn’t stop the racing thoughts, second day I’m starting to realize what I’m feeling is the same feeling I had when I was a child and my mom had to leave for work trips, or when my dad dropped me off at daycare. I believe it was separation anxiety.

Is that weird to have separation anxiety being away for 3 weeks?

Note: when I was young our family travelled frequently to Asia. Every time I’m there (last time was 2 years ago) I have zero anxiety (it just completely goes away) and feel a strange comforting feeling.",3.29505249343832,5.663720125984253,4.425688976377955,82.18268044619424,76.08661417322836,8.32782152230971,28.69356955380577,9.075114841892004,2.7008325459317577,524,23,98,13,12,171,82,127,0.145,0.7759999999999999,0.08,-0.7359,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,17,24,9,0,1,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,7,2,0,4,1,1,0,5,8,5,9,1,13,14,2,29,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,20,61,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000729237591466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728579961972267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609813443737194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755881439009339,0.11277426663928015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523820482793286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377264599485804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917011908277492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356932514573295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826017714723415,0.0,0.3707843636604072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475088947394344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471142591835381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954936077180987,0.0,0.15529421429406925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176912973894629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763264663055574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380834080587464,0.0,0.0,0.12261626171387355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643349507737248,0.17103994958907592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432677700343363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352873237165223,0.0,0.0,0.1359574345425731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677191142418267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444572178493388
anxiety,zemnia,2020/01/02,"Noise-cancelling headphones suggestions? I have sensory-related anxiety symptoms and I'm looking for good noise-cancelling headphones/earplugs/etc. If anybody has some recommendations, please let me know! I'm not quite sure where to look, especially for ones that are specifically designed for people with sensory issues. Thanks in advance!!",8.136289308176103,12.245878132075472,6.556886792452833,63.78614779874215,69.56603773584905,9.571069182389936,42.795597484276726,9.725611199111238,5.829857861635222,283,18,34,8,6,84,44,53,0.073,0.757,0.17,0.7267,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,6,9,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531687409563493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29932471499215346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511198556458367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28012841869606303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749959245355074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744459681022873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507583810567509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818673533627517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860671607591668,0.0,0.0,0.29461056031560884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854647711185969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529534854560457,0.2789589675250368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470965605337173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aoangels,2020/01/02,"medication issues hi everyone, ive been without my anxiety and anti depressants for two to three days now. my doctor back at school (i dorm in connecticut) prescribed me three refills before i left for winter break and i lost the copy she gave me. i usually transfer my medication from the pharmacy back at connecticut here with no issues but the pharmacy from connecticut said they didnt receive any refills from my school.

i tried calling my school’s health center and emailing them for a copy or something but they are closed for the break and havent responded to anything. i could see my local doctor but it is impossible to see him anytime soon. urgent care is too expensive for me right now. is there anything i can do? i get horrible symptoms when im off my medication and im worried",4.059079578139978,6.595994778523494,5.1123921380632815,77.3653859060403,74.36912751677852,8.552444870565678,30.777085330776604,9.23628265651192,3.201599808245445,638,30,109,16,14,209,91,149,0.096,0.851,0.052000000000000005,-0.6695,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,9,3,0,0,5,0,11,7,0,0,0,13,18,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,3,5,3,24,1,17,12,0,21,0,2,2,0,12,9,0,1,9,79,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974743905417312,0.0,0.1009604163922088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172081505051824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029610615828725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123008962677224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476110071249275,0.0,0.1345571783922626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053711969659827,0.0,0.0,0.0851128748892822,0.0,0.11366976448063965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27016374894619305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610764653353845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895142392909635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028311826769385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28511101905780284,0.2754949579221829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339108535292314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406616355677732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988523993842584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270582019607694,0.12553832588917654,0.0,0.0,0.4006968509547908,0.21033377341135387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160070472124114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717242502216306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960227551207521,0.0,0.12892027393885852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535167702073495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272190677583396,0.0,0.0,0.13402688945000213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thefuckintea,2020/01/02,"I feel like I’m going insane Hi friends,

I’ve struggled with anxiety since I was 13 (20 now) but at the beginning of 2019 I started experiencing anxiety like I’ve never experienced before and I feel like the entirety of last year was just one perpetual panic attack.

My anxiety before this has always been social - I still get that but not as severely as before and I can usually rationally think myself out of being nervous about social situations nowadays. But at the beginning of 2019 when the climate emergency movements and information started coming much more urgently than before, it made me panic. I had several months of just questioning the purpose of everything about living if our climate is just going to collapse soon. 
I came out of that, but all that was left was this constant existential dread. Like I feel extremely aware 24/7 of the fact that we are very temporary - even if I live a full life, I am going to pass one day, so why do I worry about making money or being reputable or even something as trivial as physical appearance? Why am I alive? Why do others worry about such trivial things and how do others blissfully lead lives centered around materialism when that is extremely temporary? How do people live lives without being so aware of this?
Sometimes it’s kind of a neat thing to be so aware of these details all the time because on rare occasions it allows me to not worry about small stuff, just be happy and enjoy, etc but usually it just leads to a weird panicky depression where I don’t want to do anything because I don’t see the point. My stream of consciousness currently feels like a broken, overflowing dam that kind of overflows into the smallest details about life - a messy room, fixating on someone’s feathering lipstick, fixating on someone chewing nails or an irritating noise, like OCD or untreated ADHD.

I’ve been to therapy pretty consistently in my earlier years of anxiety which I think is where I got my rational thinking that can occasionally talk me down from these ledges, but I stopped going to therapy a while ago due to me beginning college and moving, and lately the anxiousness has evolved into something I don’t know how to soothe. I’ve never been prescribed medication for anxiety because I think the doctor i visited when I was much younger thought I was too young to prescribe anything, but do you think it would be worth revisiting a doctor or therapist and talking about prescriptions? I just don’t know how to fix this.",9.764130042143288,8.851691253863141,9.580410395344174,63.05045906080676,59.198675496688736,13.004575556893435,42.003712622917924,12.079253325248375,5.356166445916115,2010,97,318,54,22,658,230,453,0.16899999999999998,0.73,0.10099999999999999,-0.9845,1,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,2,1,0,2,33,20,1,5,19,0,37,6,0,9,5,73,68,37,0,4,23,0,4,6,1,1,5,0,1,0,24,17,1,1,15,0,2,13,9,8,0,2,14,7,36,12,54,47,7,64,0,1,1,0,12,22,0,9,35,231,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554214853584417,0.0,0.0630950204491142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922581492561362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27225495391817545,0.0804109030346421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714689205858725,0.0633635287731659,0.0,0.08097527379831762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016838175708176,0.0,0.24226901140790474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140869329727014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613135620424544,0.0,0.07691815359802286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045903934747664514,0.0,0.061305524672845176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457074399019287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938230780661615,0.09402482235737072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397021515079197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439589830990085,0.15254877598864747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499196199677496,0.0,0.03718757789484986,0.0,0.16180843716709534,0.0,0.05692756515025249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577032626632944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824191015664528,0.07823515709222434,0.05801958663030581,0.08029190730819971,0.0,0.07733512742930787,0.0,0.1005502815861459,0.20864391256223774,0.0,0.3142574802774889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735036391556372,0.04751188132377411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170436724604932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681361680581822,0.07565097123779635,0.10464806968484114,0.0,0.10979375463739596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646413745016036,0.0,0.0,0.16702414155770534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934587719719204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728623604792844,0.0,0.0,0.07241363570763139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973567270387223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671966680989565,0.0,0.0,0.1608218060692842,0.0,0.05887919400872795,0.08000707717240182,0.0,0.14511405627783988,0.12061781140801085,0.1095926350956306,0.07039688219344331,0.0,0.10076033838158298,0.0,0.05684285903630097,0.05950801219566097,0.0,0.07441072132778917,0.08148180416648358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442039324498772,0.0,0.0,0.1627965391081036,0.0826431677305173,0.09457502798546584,0.22804000715097544,0.0,0.05650739753602973,0.04150447609405605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678506703252296,0.05872932119581002,0.04198264059118097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926812771359978,0.0,0.0,0.06861307167257856,0.0,0.0,0.2168542043403615,0.0,0.05056282349540017,0.0,0.0,0.09167262294981443
anxiety,nebulouspeach,2020/01/02,"Anxiety and Toxic Friends I have recently realised that one of my oldest friendships has become toxic. I won’t go into loads of detail but in short: I have found that every time I see or speak to her (in person, on the phone or via messages) I find myself feeling bad about myself, doubting myself or feeling guilty. She is very intelligent (and definitely knows it) and tends to make comments with a nasty or cutting underlying message. If she is annoyed she will sulk or, again, make indirect comments that suggest she’s angry or upset but will never just say if she is upset.  In this way, she keeps guilt going as you never know if it’s you who has upset her or someone else or even if she’s truly upset or just playing with you. This can go on for weeks. I get very anxious when I think of speaking to her about it and really do not like to message about it since I feel like emotional conversations can easily go wrong if not in person. When I have spoken to her about this kind of thing, I always end up apologising. 

I’m sure this kind of situation is horrible for anyone but I’m finding my GAD is amplifying all the feelings and doubts and worries that come with this situation. The extra anxiety that has been generated has meant I’ve ended up not doing anything about it at all and just letting it spiral. I think this kind of thing may be a particular trigger for me and recently I’ve found myself doing a lot of anxiety behaviours and experiencing a lot of anxiety symptoms (checking my phone constantly, tight chest, short on breath, skin peeling, loss of appetite etc) that I haven’t had in a while. This is disappointing to me since my GAD has been significantly better over the last few months. Because I have seen improvements in GAD recently, this gave me the boost in courage to feel like I should do something about this toxic friend, rather than let the situation control me. I refuse to let this situation damage the progress I have made! 

I don’t necessarily feel the need to officially cut ties with her since we have been friends for a long while and she has been important to me and, at times, a good friend. That said, I recognise the need for change. At the very least would like to be able to mentally approach the situation better by either reframing it in my mind somehow or having the mental tools to not let it get to me so much. 

Has anyone on here had a similar experience? How did it affect your anxiety? Do you have any methods for calming the immediate anxiety symptoms that come along with a nasty comment? How did you deal with the situation? 

I’d really appreciate any advice, or even just hearing other similar stories! :)",8.044884996191925,7.3479781564356434,8.341435643564356,69.85325019040367,62.48514851485147,11.333587204874338,36.254760091393756,10.64471489884176,3.819271134805789,2119,85,380,45,26,700,231,505,0.18,0.6809999999999999,0.139,-0.976,0,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,1,6,0,5,21,33,3,7,23,0,50,5,3,8,5,94,85,38,0,10,29,0,8,4,4,6,2,5,0,2,31,22,0,4,15,1,1,7,9,15,0,1,15,16,53,18,65,58,10,50,0,3,2,0,45,22,0,23,24,286,84,0,0.0661215762748736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461323907344081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501844834973182,0.0,0.0,0.08992987854475733,0.0,0.30349694920539194,0.0746985604321917,0.0,0.09246748706923293,0.0,0.05441242335079794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520875428943334,0.04030709917888044,0.07302608608718479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695832180444915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994786029068183,0.11391576631263732,0.0,0.07145393383281863,0.07416097022402178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681684417507235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055236092442305616,0.07437787358837505,0.11712818131185065,0.0,0.07374303599581197,0.08734535504423223,0.0,0.055710279811781435,0.0,0.0,0.0646795893325583,0.0,0.0,0.2005983341738878,0.09447453460497067,0.0,0.0,0.1208678456437593,0.0,0.0,0.14499779100169954,0.20434146323322244,0.0,0.06909158907240574,0.0,0.1503136622773355,0.055459641062426034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452382203156988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877189509602108,0.0,0.20656633988395395,0.07267737818412304,0.053897909793247115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704551664596486,0.0,0.12921464895230966,0.0,0.0,0.05851551427860165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242839923790764,0.0,0.06256583422411544,0.08827333121186498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326999384871682,0.0,0.06676394289504403,0.0,0.05277761134596968,0.0,0.04860696660810797,0.09805662196873596,0.10199407177812017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044805691323698486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546961995025885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471834980281925,0.0,0.19586123881511736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289676072601462,0.05258253137952245,0.0,0.0,0.05269033550173493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408935352827356,0.4459405327104183,0.0,0.0,0.05602459700507517,0.05090361982433701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062318803122355826,0.13745127049794464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785647439259582,0.08473607240941429,0.0,0.0,0.07711204572301941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367167571530075,0.0,0.05248422954095551,0.05303874009570608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714967032482616,0.0,0.04697087066496719,0.07229356371763468,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatBloodyValentine,2020/01/02,"Chronophobia *""Chronophobia is a specific psychological phobia which manifests itself as* ***a persistent, abnormal and unwarranted fear of time or of the passing of time.****""*

Even in the simplest things I always think about the possibility of something better that I could be doing and then, I'm constantly chasing time, just like Kate Winslet as Clementine... Anyone else?",5.121140215716487,8.480812423728818,5.501818181818184,65.17057010785828,94.25423728813558,8.925115562403699,32.48228043143297,8.575989854853784,4.71264745762712,299,16,38,10,11,95,46,59,0.09300000000000001,0.82,0.087,-0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873451914803114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922128561056636,0.2816622379454586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431221372170137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706365204253665,0.0,0.21948115261289952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229639355950113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156544200281774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093331080102781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342997280071979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099026160641908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116274695607744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262790961033773,0.17614150669840367,0.0,0.0,0.4808801564210729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilmoy,2020/01/02,Anxious to even make a therapy appointment I can’t get myself to just schedule an appointment. I am scared my insurance won’t cover it and will leave me with a massive medical bill and I can’t get myself to call the insurance company. I’ve considered having my mom or husband make an appointment for me but I just don’t know where to start. I feel like I’m shutting down now just at the thought of preparing myself to go.,4.437921568627452,5.560911400000002,5.89970588235294,77.9970098039216,70.29411764705883,10.372549019607844,32.990196078431374,10.504223727775694,3.710960784313727,339,16,65,10,6,115,56,85,0.06,0.897,0.043,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,2,0,13,17,4,0,0,5,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,12,1,10,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997097068589569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27089754706036684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752259387887529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414196021940442,0.1895279835934408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772131054132909,0.0,0.15077420300131306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580010367545154,0.0,0.0,0.28091085220650985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961054515412798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541751550217314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672584696451182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107122363642412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26560823338474715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777833813371966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033898462296981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106159104268464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AcrobaticPickle,2020/01/02,"(i'm a lurker) first post here usually i'm always lurking on the internet.. feeling lonely and scared right now. a lot of thoughts as usual. just tried my first cbd oil tincture drop. 

how are you all doing.",0.3848928571428552,2.6878222750000016,1.9785714285714284,91.055,101.25,4.285714285714287,20.714285714285715,6.1826913282559595,0.5409285714285716,161,6,30,2,7,52,36,40,0.217,0.747,0.036000000000000004,-0.7579,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,3,5,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293969584814751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939762969270988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690051684771697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343825898921659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640357254664673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354385679676087,0.0,0.0,0.2760147391624738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886782212705053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871760606195954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6072692719846493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Issandre,2020/01/02,"When I feel like dying, dancing comes to save my life. My anxiety has been coming for my neck since December. Ever since, I've been having many symptoms that makes me think I'm actually dying. I wake up at night almost crying because my heart is racing and my chest is hurting. When I get home from school, all I do is listen to music and dance to it. It's medicine. It makes me feel alone, but in a good way, where I could just move to the rhythm and create art in my own way. There's nobody judging me, nobody looking and it's only me getting surrounded by magical sounds.",3.285996168582378,4.7133979827586225,4.491839080459774,85.81484674329505,73.48275862068967,6.879693486590037,24.09578544061303,7.3871296695380915,1.0305394636015328,450,13,90,5,9,148,80,116,0.057999999999999996,0.851,0.091,0.6953,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,9,6,4,2,2,18,21,7,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,5,15,3,11,18,2,18,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,6,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.16396370287294504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682481905868001,0.17401849362739727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285351693960107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242369488820856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894694465603097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134150641761103,0.0,0.18456255320897114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487573595878609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198409868599627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991235616110864,0.12003382907985527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556748023686805,0.0,0.0,0.14092756537944598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910501906063607,0.0,0.0,0.1685381912818788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986934586939113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867779897566293,0.08208629527421345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109484454456925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243098840401584,0.1703463446188657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785791270844114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767579195373793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778710864173096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004564579000242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797647267373343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463756110306547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766070745962404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667335939551898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmallDemon,2020/01/02,"Tension headaches Hey! I have tension headaches almost every day. It doesn't hurt that much and it goes away after a while, when I don't really pay attention to it. What do you do to cope with it? It gets very annoying at times and it worsen up the anxiety.",1.1998717948717932,3.6262387307692334,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,84.76923076923076,6.5435897435897425,22.128205128205128,7.793537801064563,1.1673358974358972,202,7,42,4,6,66,39,52,0.225,0.7,0.075,-0.8223,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,6,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378827702895438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894098462143397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35543928129154845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439817991327976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187466013434125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765390940998012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049939014461672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27810496483398883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423581981844609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059844771819234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121493947298428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tcbabcock,2020/01/02,"Went to a New Years Eve party, barely talked the entire time I went to a New Years Eve party last night and the entire time I maybe send a few things to my friend. I don't even really think anymore. I just stare at the wall wishing something would happen. I'm terribly depressed and don't know how to communicate with people. A girl got mad at a friend and left and I felt bad for her but I don't know what happened. I wish I could communicate with people but I never know what to talk about. I do the same thing everyday and rarely talk to people. I'm also a virgin and could never compliment a girl because I wouldn't want them to think I'm some pervert who only wants them for sex. I'm probably going to die alone.",2.7016219239373602,4.191331281879196,4.0618959731543605,88.05624440715886,75.10738255033556,6.845861297539152,21.141498881431765,7.492282038375204,0.6081807606263978,567,13,120,7,12,187,80,149,0.17600000000000002,0.736,0.08800000000000001,-0.9308,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,5,7,1,0,11,0,8,2,0,1,2,30,28,10,1,8,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,4,2,15,3,15,20,3,21,0,1,1,2,12,4,0,1,13,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544966827481966,0.0,0.10458551363258872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969960412262008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919666724403897,0.07972288006235792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883596388671186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112641478476103,0.0,0.13573002409078574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637961309609693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557026341536476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202082143058867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432585272564536,0.0,0.10459750795362564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312984021238984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562144221192267,0.10660396519703544,0.0,0.0,0.1420939326147485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138708660904438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017327298933759,0.25261819785959844,0.0,0.12272910349880675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946483913590053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27200122308001273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100403106778409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378165357964916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006815985438574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153504271852692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377016241279122,0.16759836046923013,0.0,0.0,0.15251889860038526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427603733130266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424705833085864,0.0,0.0,0.30078337766665386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290306583039293,0.0,0.0,0.16843734459421913
anxiety,crystalsnoils,2020/01/02,"Any advice or strategies for dealing with panic attacks? I’ve been struggling with moderate anxiety since I was a teenager, but since starting college this past year my anxiety is at an all time high. I’ve started to experience crippling panic attacks on the regular. It’s to the point that I have anxiety about the next time I will have a panic attack. It a vicious cycle that I have a very hard time breaking away from. I know exercise and sleep helps me. But I would be willing to try literally anything else that may help me from the panic attacks - or something to help me reel it back when I feel one beginning. 

Plz send suggestions for this anxious college student!",6.593333333333334,7.473334484126988,6.847738095238098,74.02017857142856,65.26984126984127,9.474603174603176,38.765873015873005,9.516144504307137,3.943558730158731,539,29,90,10,8,174,82,126,0.301,0.62,0.08,-0.9851,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,5,5,9,0,11,2,1,0,1,12,16,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,0,1,2,2,11,0,14,9,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,11,62,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106256547816094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769853968095969,0.0,0.2598116826483948,0.1278929407897701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316062849897314,0.0,0.0,0.5151622730993124,0.10636274584256318,0.08705004860040033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167125903647133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457084928155676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107392544241139,0.0,0.0,0.057241421893076974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141223013950196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276430292423091,0.1196105836753543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062216216558117786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203981092061846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671274512322428,0.0,0.0,0.5313012997130275,0.0,0.0,0.10806995067274586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701825595885757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872938367540408,0.0,0.11328986745203312,0.0,0.0,0.08715313385575355,0.0,0.0,0.16025856574501218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834969659275113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980376778502559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686087545268165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340854678728397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041979317997336,0.0,0.0,0.07290231110768994
anxiety,aamxr,2020/01/02,"Going out Hey guys , lately I’ve been going out more and am very happy. I’m 17 , senior in HS (homeschooled now though however) & at first I was always against partying , drinking etc. (still don’t drink) and I went to 2 parties this weekend! Getting to go out has helped so much , experiencing parties and everything has helped me step out my comfort zone and fight against anxiety , I’ve gone to one last Friday & then last night for New Years (however it got busted and we had to leave) being social at these events has helped me to an extent and I’m excited for 2020. I have been talking to mor people and what not , only part of my anxiety I need to get over is walking , I live in a smaller area and we don’t have much to do here so kids my age tend to drive around or something for fun (which I can’t do cus I can’t drive until June) so when I walk anywhere it’s a guarantee I’m gonna see someone I know which I HATE. Gives me the worst anxiety , I can’t even cross a busy street cus I feel like everyone driving by Is soemone I know , which I know ain’t true it just feels that way however. Once I get over that little area I should be ok ! In other words , step out your comfort zones all of 2020 y’all! I didn’t think I could party cus of my anxiety and that changed , happy New Years 🖤",2.8865555555555567,3.937212137037037,4.1846296296296295,89.10583333333336,73.92592592592592,7.325925925925927,25.35185185185185,7.734863291789972,1.1502740740740736,1007,32,223,13,20,332,158,270,0.067,0.785,0.14800000000000002,0.9675,3,0,3,0,1,0,31.0,2,2,0,1,11,12,2,0,5,1,25,2,0,0,2,32,49,17,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,13,17,2,0,6,3,0,13,8,3,0,2,8,4,29,9,32,36,8,50,0,0,1,0,14,17,0,1,20,135,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962950330942704,0.2507826520103568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35412665683783345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302252671145573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224249633277315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239945476156912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267389199334681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906740020274127,0.0764373051848902,0.0,0.0,0.1105831395720538,0.10400893584545792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170311886729426,0.08267616326184332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843824547381702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181389435430038,0.1110169193059286,0.1973128039458908,0.0,0.0925583172980376,0.0,0.0,0.1145889936466026,0.0,0.24638938559288265,0.0,0.11425751944623508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327102771407482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080337815849305,0.188667661954448,0.13054631466288893,0.1225393265876159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056538894090730214,0.11598993871765352,0.10219001461254874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701469088472637,0.08581090471299901,0.0,0.22354180104476068,0.0,0.10860296316411899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324662792546184,0.07842034187153228,0.08801641951948466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532223269697004,0.0,0.08023127894039997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222029615658013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797020327427454,0.09805602637870778,0.08909312971612697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242059394114513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930178467617883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415388057724838,0.11370225072252015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548778577817042,0.0,0.09185956296781367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728108931269463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905017806640994
anxiety,ashleylibby,2020/01/02,"I feel like I am spiraling I don't know what to do with myself. I am in a constant state of anxiousness, panic, and obsessive thinking. I am struggling to keep up with my work, and now am required to have multiple meetings with my boss on a monthly basis. This enough caused me anxiety. I am on medication and go to therapy, but between my anxiety and medication I experience a lot of brain fog and forgetfulness which has really effected many spheres of my life in a not-so-positive way. I was grocery shopping tonight, and forgot that I had put some honey in the front of the cart. I walked out without paying for it, and was stopped by security. I told them I would pay for it immediately and tried explaining my mistake. He directed me to follow him back in the store, where I thought I was just going to pay for the items and be on my way. I expected him to see that it was an honest mistake. How foolish of me... I ended up getting served trespassing papers, and banned for life at all of their locations. I was shaking and crying as he escorted me out of the store. He wouldn't listen to me. I tried calling after, and they told me to contact customer service even though ""you're not likely to have anything change"". I live in a small town, living with my boyfriend and 4-year-old daughter. This is the only grocery store for miles. I am devastated. My boyfriend thinks I'm lying to him and deliberately leaving out parts of the story even though, to my knowledge, I have never given him reason to think I would lie about STEALING. I just don't know what to do anymore... I feel so unsettled and disturbed. And there's nothing I can do to escape these feelings and thoughts. I am so tired of being stuck in my own mind - something I used to revel in. I don't want to be me, whoever that is (because I honestly don't even know anymore).",4.662333333333333,5.7292594555555585,5.7921111111111125,79.184,69.72222222222221,8.76,32.455555555555556,9.065960079200117,2.8187355555555564,1444,65,276,27,25,481,188,360,0.184,0.775,0.040999999999999995,-0.9938,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,3,3,15,13,0,5,13,0,33,6,1,6,2,67,60,24,0,7,5,1,3,2,1,3,5,1,0,0,12,24,0,6,15,1,7,7,8,8,0,0,13,6,54,5,57,41,7,39,0,0,1,0,19,20,0,3,11,210,66,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869603851466775,0.12456156077336313,0.2186950834294663,0.0,0.0,0.09073396245954296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478255212605368,0.0,0.0672130112671407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230857803354006,0.11258701503249777,0.0,0.0,0.11326661507565952,0.11663965945466401,0.0,0.0,0.11915107158848047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111460128309573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765696280046443,0.11392727238206285,0.0,0.21847557076731253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785469694234703,0.0,0.0,0.16725115884875832,0.07876922537492988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760590379103101,0.0,0.12532573767483352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800348146486974,0.0,0.0,0.18178678960784206,0.0,0.0,0.11674861837386198,0.0,0.0,0.15575872845471814,0.10773419363879476,0.0,0.19472186358212876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937384656631841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178556673512627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221491753322672,0.0,0.0,0.11133040425778347,0.0,0.08800787598994772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503872562474442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579671756133506,0.0,0.11569852814026965,0.0,0.0,0.08385712292752673,0.0,0.12936546521742168,0.0,0.11940001570383645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084099322614877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706348945450038,0.11336486566351801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878623415203034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488295219677082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218166439964606,0.0,0.11526690084388325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609105379074725,0.0,0.0,0.21194901291376209,0.2166582932600225,0.17506704605211088,0.0,0.1267267802717259,0.0,0.2107148638727052,0.0,0.14971757705580727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522858486346306,0.0,0.0,0.06503375835950684,0.17503731021813632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628597583724493,0.0,0.08027004223289831,0.0,0.0,0.15665000575809426,0.0,0.0,0.07100333763132535
anxiety,AnotherTrowaway12,2020/01/02,"It hurts so much ; ( I wasn’t made for this world, the pain is just too much, I can’t handle all these intrusive thoughts, depression and chronic pain all at the same time, I just want to give up. It will never get better, it hasn’t for years : (",8.5912,4.888750520000002,7.848000000000002,83.32400000000003,63.8,11.6,33.0,8.841846274778883,2.239,186,4,44,2,2,58,38,50,0.287,0.69,0.024,-0.9383,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,3,10,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,5,6,5,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827740982038756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204843543592726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075924338306614,0.2584493004320854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884164310864884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549288446032897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39610493460980734,0.0,0.20779097088071136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733572878423907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138869744409793,0.15709919770867814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890910511964906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349569097835812
anxiety,DarrenStill,2020/01/02,"Relationship anxiety I'm super lucky to have an incredible girlfriend who is literally my rock, she listens to everything that's on my mind and every anxious thought I have and still accepts me for who I am. I constantly get anxiety that I'm not good enough for her or even sometimes I get intrusive thoughts about me not loving her or that I'm leading her on, even though I know this isn't true because I get super anxious at the thought of leaving her. Does anyone else deal with this? What do you do to help yourself?",8.071764705882353,6.84469911764706,8.099333333333334,73.32900000000005,62.72549019607843,11.297254901960786,40.98823529411764,10.355215969177356,4.1911741176470585,418,21,79,8,5,136,66,102,0.139,0.7170000000000001,0.145,0.5684,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,16,19,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,16,7,11,16,1,6,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,3,2,55,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373802136134544,0.38947707207945376,0.0,0.12053099121957507,0.17662205024427402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508027786196186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627982103502427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771457005112987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084950691437302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144000041185988,0.0,0.0,0.17811297563177694,0.0,0.2277086261471464,0.0,0.14523624377953165,0.0,0.15492259853424034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27018181135162034,0.0,0.0,0.1445828306100957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554161363544145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473466522577298,0.0,0.0,0.1825238451222787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557824377203242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740530530226622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850698999085669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048665370921467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766161969693244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936091113650004,0.4105476044774881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Noon85,2020/01/02,"Anxiety over supporting a grieving friend A friend of mine's dad is in the ICU and is expected to pass away soon. I got the news today and still haven't contacted her because I have no idea what to say or do. I feel paralyzed with anxiety. I'm terrified of saying the wrong thing and accidently adding to her pain, and I feel like there's nothing I can really offer her that would be helpful. At the same time, I feel like not contacting her would seem rude and like I don't really care. Basically I'm overthinking the whole thing and I'm not sure how to get out of my own head. Any help or advice would be appreciated.",4.8364285714285735,5.280056730158734,6.0985317460317505,79.39160714285715,69.0,10.744444444444444,28.448412698412696,10.686352973137794,2.856336507936508,492,16,104,14,8,166,79,126,0.18899999999999997,0.633,0.17800000000000002,-0.1298,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,0,7,0,12,2,1,1,1,25,23,9,1,4,4,1,3,3,2,3,1,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,5,13,8,13,17,3,10,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,3,7,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485230673580336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776312514915,0.0,0.242453937436959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888514402007386,0.0,0.0,0.09660012986787504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156786430473252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037732219924035,0.2264179883435787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448627200647533,0.0,0.08279256772550549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674069030462826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263305755913174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124344379254404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889017193431225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322571976879924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520535453381217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862026586565915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303628293430856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25203894418206896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426258067819828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655210483945153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982669242412852,0.1493534537951664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055712291261255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240349445841832,0.0,0.15020836965504408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692296152808706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377116412748774,0.1732589986876099,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aturdinatuba,2020/01/02,"how do i leave my douche bag of a friend group  all my friends are toxic people that dont believe i have anxiety, talk behind my back, make fun of my humor, and a bunch of other stuff how do i leave them i have no other friends in my school i dont want to be a loner we all have been friends for 3 years except for one who we have been friends with for 1. i almost feel bad for leaving them even though they all are dicks",6.810978260869565,3.8118281413043498,6.847391304347828,86.93565217391306,66.5,9.634782608695652,30.608695652173914,5.985473137389443,1.3242956521739124,327,7,80,1,4,105,57,92,0.13699999999999998,0.6409999999999999,0.222,0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,3,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,13,1,1,3,3,14,16,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,16,7,12,13,4,3,0,0,0,1,13,1,1,1,2,61,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555459651220102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883775001258465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944996247329025,0.12970576787538912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501951423885947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641240687139132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260326004610634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854660401665045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6000920220572358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493460661440061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369333953569104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526512820522516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769598374827084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721644153952474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778317370309661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248596388523027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262471080700066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162592774973716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003645564868356
anxiety,florecimiento,2020/01/02,"Driving on ice = panic attack Ya'll it has been several weeks since I've had a panic attack. Unfortunately, a few days ago we drove through Nebraska and due to the storm the highways were pretty rough. I thought I was doing okay for a while but I suddenly needed to go around a truck and ended up in a very icy lane at ~60mph and we slid a little bit. I suddenly got tunnel vision, everything started tingling, I began hyperventilating and crying, and (fun new thing) my mouth got stuck in an ""O"" ?? I literally had to massage the heck out of my face to make it go away. 
Has anyone else experienced this? Google did not help unfortunately. TIA.",2.1804262672811063,4.804864024193549,4.232027649769584,80.49661290322581,82.14516129032258,6.768663594470048,22.566820276497694,7.957251820313856,1.4393013824884795,505,17,95,10,14,172,92,124,0.18899999999999997,0.745,0.066,-0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,10,1,9,3,2,1,0,14,20,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,12,2,10,2,15,8,2,25,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,11,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545143391348244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188084876481252,0.17860008597404925,0.0,0.15517189318501295,0.0,0.3966031179052946,0.16376896691733026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030019349000915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147016215872245,0.11241483227577052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456127346529761,0.0,0.1543859642457745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156657616527897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981275507745992,0.0,0.2788215312439735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168355938589226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470332902668534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635255669210623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924785447680326,0.0,0.16834863976523834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090279180298215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733483539700906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691946294957727,0.0,0.1441901387192186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337674974356988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580310017980927,0.0,0.0,0.13838181086810333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382311294638495,0.0,0.0,0.13982010034382952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rkramer18,2020/01/02,"Calling off for Grandma’s visitation Unfortunately, my grandma passed away Saturday. I was really, really close to her and the loss has devastated me. I was able to pull myself together to go to work on Monday and Tuesday. However, tomorrow from 3-7 is her viewing. I was originally going to go after work since I get done at 3, but anxiety and stress is starting to  overcome me for the viewing and funeral. I’m worried I will be able to get through a work shift tomorrow. I’ve thought about working a shorter shift as well. I’m not sure what to do.",3.0681308411214943,5.338096794392524,5.4558971962616845,75.00440654205609,76.38317757009347,9.139813084112149,33.12990654205608,9.642632912329526,3.7598343925233646,435,24,79,13,10,153,70,107,0.185,0.7909999999999999,0.024,-0.9376,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,1,1,10,19,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,2,1,0,5,2,11,2,19,12,0,19,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,0,8,52,12,4,0.3811496548661527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578922136006225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905132371307506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459820635224126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502421463086936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913496329569952,0.0,0.3249241986865168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417422880196066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576454665985682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488984374038515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183028209394588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961451949523305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129512556706687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171349656979023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554962976426079,0.1935379879805532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RailaBP,2020/01/02,"For the first time in years I made a phone call It wasn't just a phone call, it was to a stranger, and replying to questions. Ordering food is hard for me even in the lines of restaurants because of the anxiety and eating disorders I'm still fighting, so I'm highly proud of myself for doing that.
Just wanted to share.",5.189218749999998,5.593776984375001,5.584375000000001,83.52312500000002,68.21875,8.9,30.0625,8.841846274778883,2.2277,253,9,51,4,4,81,44,64,0.08800000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.092,0.3086,0,0,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,3,2,11,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173292788791851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278304761486208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118469461264792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28724618633831145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25645928544731383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554018783932034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131876000454556,0.3030654209034731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451719965114816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648066535810211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371542240463484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807653959020505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015517873415328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614563679085793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782935048874293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139890342101612
anxiety,xXSNIP3R_K1DXx,2020/01/02,"Help me hide my scars :/ So, recently, I've been getting really depressed (I'm pretty sure I'm bipolar, I get manic and depressive episodes which I am hoping that is all this is) and last week I started cutting myself. My anxiety is starting to get really bad because school is starting back up on I think the sixth (my scars haven't had much time to heal completely), and I have to wear a short sleeved shirt in P.E. I was so focused on my misery/depression/sorrow that I didn't even consider P.E. (I am literally always in a hoodie so I wasn't exactly worried about where the cuts were, just that I missed the veins/arteries.) and just cut on my left arm to relieve myself. Since I wasn't considering P.E. and I'm always in a hoodie, I just cut below the elbow since that is the easiest way to cut myself (my dad has yet to teach me to shave so I don't have any razor blades so I use a serrated blade which has a kind of long handle which is why that is the easiest and I left my pencil sharpener in my locker so I can't get that blade) and I don't have any sweatbands or bracelets or anything like that because I can't stand them, and I don't have any makeup because I am a male. I've been thinking about just coloring over it with markers so it looks like I just lost focus and made a doodle because it's not hard to tell I am attention deficit even though I don't have an actual medical diagnosis yet. Any suggestions to hide the scars? They all vary in size and healing level, so if you want I can DM you a picture if that will help. I also don't want it to be obvious that I am covering up scars. They're also a bit spread out which is why I'm worried about coloring over it, and nobody I know personally knows I cut myself except for my crush because she cuts herself and is bipolar too so I don't want people finding out while I'm in P.E. I have also been thinking about saying I fell off my bike doing a stunt because I am very active, but I don't think very many people will believe that with the way I cut. Please help me.",4.5536224768139695,4.662864730496455,5.818829787234044,82.32173076923078,69.5437352245863,8.966321149299873,29.271594835424622,8.841846274778883,2.123536897617749,1603,55,336,26,26,540,189,423,0.083,0.821,0.09699999999999999,0.7516,0,0,0,0,0,3,41.0,0,2,2,1,29,19,8,0,19,0,47,9,4,2,5,47,74,31,0,6,12,1,1,2,0,2,5,1,0,2,20,16,0,0,8,1,0,1,14,13,0,0,11,5,57,6,36,60,4,38,0,4,3,0,15,22,0,5,14,226,77,3,0.0,0.0,0.09303488291132272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287222134536553,0.15865557094657182,0.0,0.0,0.2593289460832982,0.0,0.07293232724813062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845399454408189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330805027826909,0.07960217614063025,0.34869826532230125,0.0,0.0,0.1074118324011151,0.0,0.0,0.10408300253008664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099958733494323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642267486123345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259380043397865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713603179880579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923799817487745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540297203077975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917065745683677,0.0,0.0,0.09469087101282747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927851952587244,0.10478913234162636,0.0777121484480771,0.0,0.0,0.20716724306678005,0.0,0.0,0.09315340817081344,0.0,0.0,0.08436999411624692,0.08005883077529148,0.0,0.10407128814809877,0.0,0.0,0.0902099063888266,0.0,0.09665646693932424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604171203953048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700834562815139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321889505515961,0.0832443436233388,0.0,0.10465108574410116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699171494677652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215028377552554,0.0,0.09413350613169603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758155835730219,0.0,0.09648584697987783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772703430187404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024394561068278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985372712835292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332849244108198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443516738681564,0.09366784000495378,0.0,0.055591606124890974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234031309555137,0.0,0.15732555132130674,0.16869619661302265,0.1513476961505734,0.07647336343148703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205311610104246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936381269158656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dietbonejuice,2020/01/02,Isn't anxiety just great!? (Sarcasm) I mean things will be going okie dokie then here comes anxiety to remind you its still there and you're in danger when you're not or to give you a panic attack for no reason or to give you some dissociation or derealization. Its awesome right?. Im sure everyone loves it. Oh and it also gives you IBS and makes you super tired. Life is just great with anxiety. NOT!! FUCK ANXIETY BRO.,0.9989837398373992,3.603870646341466,3.1920731707317067,84.34794715447156,92.53658536585364,6.147967479674798,17.808943089430894,7.492282038375204,0.8305821138211384,331,9,63,7,12,112,58,82,0.142,0.58,0.27899999999999997,0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,1,7,9,3,1,1,0,4,4,0,2,1,17,13,9,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,6,11,1,7,0,0,0,2,10,2,1,4,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000567953146794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974567159280746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849447236651301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400380542967937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553408205407165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029162203588706,0.0,0.4678505079243656,0.0923912180065292,0.0,0.0,0.35846388745411484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560148358593047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482668208518695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672408971829,0.0,0.1085154930642349,0.0,0.0,0.17708435845881412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907386801971961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714711937262733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883229978696676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982712331406832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321854415496347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800304584309617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684815745874853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seekingeagle,2020/01/02,"How to stop taking beta-blockers? I’ve been taking 13mg of metoprolol for anxiety after a psych visit for a little under a year now. If I quit taking it cold turkey, is there any danger, or should I slowly wean off of it? Should I take it every other day or go from 13mg to 6mg and lower until I’m off. From what I’ve read 13mg is a small dose. Thank you!",1.4272916666666688,2.1921378125000044,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,77.125,6.333333333333334,17.083333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.2097916666666664,275,3,62,2,6,100,54,80,0.14,0.826,0.034,-0.7685,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,12,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,13,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,6,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667112240212288,0.0,0.1875399985984941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810224450185206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655046105427385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932507766535332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570590803628176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607484796917589,0.2452175434973537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049573821001534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7372927781439845,0.0,0.0,0.2257022897913448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786933655480434
anxiety,kashta5683,2020/01/02,"How to stop involuntarily crying? Every time someone raises their voice at me, or something even mildly confrontational is said/done to me, even by a complete stranger (example: someone flipping me off while driving), I almost always start crying. Especially if it's an authority figure. It also happens anytime I try to talk about anything personal+emotional (I know that sounds more normal but it happens over things that are insignificant or don't make sense to be sad about). I don't do it because I'm that upset, It's just an involuntary physical reaction and I have no idea how to stop it. It's super embarrassing to be full on sobbing over something really small, having people trying to comfort me, and having to explain through the tears that I'm totally fine and idk why I'm crying, while they secretly pity me or look down on me for being so fragile. I'm worried in the future it's going to affect my career as well, since I'm interested in emergency medicine which is a pretty intense environment. Mentally, I feel like I'm prepared to deal with high stakes situations and I actually think of myself as pretty tough, but I know other people won't see it that way if I involuntarily start crying. 

I think it stemmed from being yelled at a lot as a kid for tiny things, and is in a vicious feedback cycle with my shy personality/general social anxiety and low self esteem. But, underlying psychological reasons aside, does anyone have any practical advice on how to overcome this or have a similar experience to share? Even just advice on how to control crying or stop it from happening when I feel the tears welling up would be helpful.

TLDR: I automatically cry in minorly stressful situations, even if I don't feel upset, and don't know how to physically stop myself.",8.823308823529416,8.390057051829269,9.598730272596843,60.60939741750361,60.79878048780488,11.863988522238165,38.80631276901004,11.20814326018867,4.60448256814921,1435,64,229,34,17,491,183,328,0.233,0.6509999999999999,0.115,-0.9913,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,2,18,19,2,4,11,0,21,0,0,9,1,52,45,31,0,5,13,0,4,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,21,9,0,5,13,0,0,2,6,11,2,0,0,9,25,8,44,38,4,34,0,4,2,0,11,20,1,10,12,163,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.08362528612185065,0.0,0.0,0.16747897811906035,0.0,0.0,0.08581047409137535,0.0,0.0,0.06852970965996344,0.0713045316984965,0.0,0.0,0.058275070159878886,0.0,0.0655559134681847,0.0,0.0,0.05991945484264617,0.0,0.07051911644156528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052238456686482165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984885483016225,0.0,0.0961134566812223,0.0,0.0,0.5647870613695274,0.0,0.08834707196309488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499166916436383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639456589609376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22640113722866365,0.0,0.07220115310268728,0.0,0.0,0.08382547974622444,0.0,0.0,0.1299888556184382,0.06122003300256351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048702051848321576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273375889998756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743909040010393,0.09054074466596017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673844653220946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141286056911818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186591183725637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196163869573452,0.0,0.0,0.07285423887558329,0.0,0.0,0.05720161811468996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863597101143128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396223029437813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881929085202335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743638441852874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054897970045977185,0.08810802422160965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151491369608428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828727110051601,0.0,0.08939785575619028,0.0,0.0,0.07088721971745447,0.19264799234957844,0.0,0.08735455847046272,0.14521702348457258,0.13194333472511846,0.0,0.0,0.12130974898538095,0.0,0.0,0.28657712500870663,0.09816254388260404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887784125333529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113862985074088,0.10981890879066616,0.0,0.0,0.04996904196244704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163616242865525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680201554428692,0.0,0.0,0.15409895437986265,0.0,0.07732578690844243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702673266581673,0.0,0.06087477994556089,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mikkiep,2020/01/02,"I'm going to visit with the mother of my recently deceased best friend and I want to flake but am not going to. This is really tough. I bought a tee shirt to help raise money for his family and I'm picking it up from his mom tonight. I don't know how it will go, if I should bring him up or just quickly say thanks and leave. I just don't know what to expect visiting his family home. I don't know who's there and don't know them well, but for obvious reasons, I can't cancel this. My stomach hurts, I'm dizzy, and I want to cry. I want to go, and I'm going to go, but I'm scared. Really just posted here to say it because it'd be a mood killer if I brought it up with my family. Thanks for reading.",1.4373655913978496,2.3932100645161327,3.683629032258065,91.65877688172043,77.38709677419354,7.231182795698925,20.658602150537632,7.793537801064563,0.5238279569892472,540,12,131,8,12,187,83,155,0.161,0.703,0.136,-0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,0,1,3,0,11,2,2,3,1,31,34,13,0,7,10,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,9,8,0,0,5,1,2,10,6,3,1,0,2,2,18,5,19,28,1,17,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,3,3,81,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868343158026394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494892465425502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647124474645618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028588153673235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005413135302136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857351788719311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954791628924529,0.0,0.1428858677921132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152492366141294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131403915196502,0.0,0.0,0.1508307127782854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668321024682276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642476634830433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424854608004315,0.0,0.18251027960134167,0.1464591506966488,0.1406491413112277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265590046680443,0.14261420962032234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622919576305057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520566392469947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128076881652403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Merry-goes-forever,2020/01/02,I think the government has hacked into my keyboard to make me feel like i'm going crazy It keeps happening that I write the same word twice and i will correct it but then when i post the word is still there this isn't normal at all,1.2526530612244926,3.379523244897964,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,81.85714285714286,5.552653061224492,17.963265306122448,6.742157984588678,-0.19072571428571367,185,4,42,2,5,58,40,49,0.078,0.883,0.039,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,14,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,3,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191549245971147,0.2852846050525355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269509659724413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531301281107846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549468002306572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950946371289252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26655884082146697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912629662884808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824520090624399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189090011073222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587738592311543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LeoDesperado24,2020/01/02,"My anxiety/fear of failure has withheld me from making friends at university I started a master's in September at a new university in a completely new city and in the entire first semester, I haven't been able to make a single friend. At all my previous schools and colleges I had a steady group of friends to hang out with but here I've been all on my own for a full four months now. And it's not that I don't want any friends; I'd love to have some people around me to grab a drink with or to go to the cinema together or just to talk to now and then. But as it is, I'm always sitting on my own in class and for lunch, I always go back to my room. Even if I wanted to talk to someone, I wouldn't know how to. I simply don't know how to start a conversation. It seems absolutely alien to me to just chat up with a complete stranger. Even before I go to class, I go through all the things that could go wrong if I even looked at someone. I'm so scared that I'd make a weird or wrong impression. Let alone the ways I could fuck up just saying ""Hello."" I'm just so scared of doing anything wrong. I wish I just had the confidence some other people have. Anybody got any tips to help me out?",4.863303218520613,4.105915197628463,5.823074534161493,85.50119565217392,68.9604743083004,9.283907396950877,29.1386222473179,8.634040054169528,1.7973728966685494,927,28,215,13,14,308,127,253,0.13,0.7509999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.7029,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,17,13,1,2,15,0,16,4,0,5,3,44,39,18,0,8,13,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,8,11,2,1,3,3,0,6,5,7,0,2,5,3,23,6,43,30,9,35,0,0,1,2,13,17,1,8,10,146,31,4,0.10818464207815212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204666241201287,0.0,0.0,0.18003657740001194,0.0,0.0,0.14713853284519054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890267425014168,0.0963072679256154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831873119186726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205716223311154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268590778399857,0.0,0.0,0.1727532672699185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105979762913197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143648073368797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173779945876186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202180128552616,0.0,0.0,0.3343327444238898,0.10001495833715393,0.0,0.0,0.30741912604534444,0.0,0.08652514112503337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251388515060285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891090002667792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106261262586638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084785234729677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976408632859626,0.0,0.21664226596403927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635194916509067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897080292050788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500032182004071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860327695941292,0.21662339936726646,0.1094886334854782,0.0,0.09848723501695172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332899232077046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153147292972426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390943468202186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187306906371453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762020973023738,0.08587193330104417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440699931498382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35484876900847945,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skywarita,2020/01/02,"I am very awkward in romantic situations or in anxiety.inducing situations 18F

I'm a girl who has always had anxiety, OCD (intrusive thoughs and patterns) and symptoms of ADHD. But there is something that makes me wonder. Everytime I had a kiss or a romantic moment I couldnt look the person in the eyes and kept repeating ""im sorry i cant look at your eyes because im nervous"" ""im sorry i cant make eye contact, its very hard for me"" ""im sorry i kissed the wrong way"" which is obviously such a turn off but I cant not do it. The other day I had to perform alone in front of like 30 people and it was improvisation . I kept saying ""well i dont know whar ill do in here (...) im sorry i cant finish this part"" ""Sorry ill have to abandon the stage im nervous"". I just get to such a nervous state i have to explain everything literally. what the hell is this?? Is it just anxiety?",-0.3580769230769221,1.908808906593407,2.959780219780221,86.31021978021982,94.54945054945057,5.876923076923077,21.83516483516484,7.321109707123232,1.1566637362637362,679,27,142,14,26,244,100,182,0.17800000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.8188,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,8,11,1,4,11,0,20,8,3,2,1,21,32,9,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,11,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,6,7,16,4,14,25,1,15,1,1,5,2,7,7,1,3,5,90,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116441221506752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003473286915991,0.0,0.0,0.08061904397668422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482389672838908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906236723759903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248510617832526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135526714020648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870771908316839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062027397101635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867931194197721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279376294695234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324741903562322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733485666525911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272397774594768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934773306765646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492086937819887,0.0,0.06717032849315863,0.08459935392549385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704967218894246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781360310901635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458954747513599,0.0,0.5422940558854623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070431240159586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951925188319214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538693165181157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988641892568325,0.0,0.07690562959079354,0.0,0.0,0.0871144518025995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507151095107392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593243116445726,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mdrmdr312,2020/01/03,"Need help addressing and fixing my problems 

16M and I realize I have some social issues. My personality has developed in the direction of a dickhead. I realize that I cannot normally socialize to people without saying something mean or rude. From a young age I’ve realized that I’m a bit different from everyone, but that doesn’t mean I can be rude. I find myself always fucking up things somehow when it’s all going well. I’ve always been more of an introvert and so when I push myself to try to be more social I end up saying some inconsiderate things. Also whenever I start to have a really good convo or be kind to someone it just doesn’t feel right. Thus, I say something rude or mean to distance myself due to the discomfort of getting too close. I’m always joking around and having a great time with my close friends, and people from the outside seem to want to become friends with me however I just always end up making a mess of it. I’ve slowly grown into the label/ reputation I’ve gained 😔.

Edit: At the end of the day I feel like a piece of shit for the things I do, and people at my school have a perception/ I have a reputation of being that rude closed off silent guy.

All advice is welcome, thanks for reading in advance.",4.3309024943310686,5.688837004081634,5.804863945578233,77.68747732426307,70.79591836734693,8.709750566893424,27.8968253968254,9.150863307647796,2.4040839002267576,986,35,182,20,18,334,134,245,0.127,0.7020000000000001,0.17,0.9107,2,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,11,19,6,1,17,0,17,2,1,2,2,42,33,14,0,4,7,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,10,13,0,0,11,2,0,4,4,9,1,0,1,5,22,10,34,28,8,29,0,0,0,1,12,14,2,7,12,126,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455571416564713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556504004900509,0.3561185442477861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952495447021017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816919710354082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681243564537434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690038728809196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117885402636794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28430134802709073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223971428567044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082012623148372,0.07643830101801945,0.0,0.0,0.09779283705760734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653304177934718,0.09891651430057644,0.05590124053442002,0.0,0.06080856080592625,0.08974356435004846,0.0,0.11796398817602895,0.0,0.10594332930001088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171747983246801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167651827367923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142036058896124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052273071647577565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142097594075743,0.0,0.0,0.3496515754893585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793365282845439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048338251159911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253364484091967,0.09342519235580124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238117357149658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702542682412426,0.0,0.06854467980239252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137440251979087,0.0,0.2552636673162877,0.0,0.10828614199295848,0.0,0.0974055696562695,0.0,0.0,0.10983034098818008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32720828664279594,0.09065776355910944,0.16474222313172526,0.0,0.0,0.07573265363134192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850797604275624,0.0,0.0,0.21325110509673226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239050330057212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264358109533146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310929140353437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620267814096696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314078088708767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oodlenoodle12,2020/01/03,"Help I’ve had 2 anxiety attacks over the recent news. I’m really afraid of what’s going to happen, I can’t sleep at night, I’m afraid to turn off the news because I need to be aware of what’s going on. Does anyone know what can happen if this sparks a war?? I’m just really scared",1.4829032258064532,2.6771124516129063,3.7105161290322606,90.54577419354843,77.70967741935483,6.895483870967742,17.238709677419354,7.554174236665415,0.07231225806451612,220,3,51,3,5,76,43,62,0.198,0.757,0.044000000000000004,-0.8538,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,3,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,14,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917842460005557,0.0,0.0,0.17529475008136827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852065978341441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528239406306467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938860990764086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849563311155235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443385051399266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803842797016136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777775571878773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858903230382269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526427058434846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212087280986025,0.0,0.2475352724647731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25099369186761383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508803097764623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726888023504354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,R3Tr0tt,2020/01/03,"Propranolol Hi, i have social anxiety and recently i have developed sort of a phobia of going to college. When i am there i feel always anxious and any conversation with classmates or friends, especially girls would trigger a panic attack. And it's worst during a class or when i have to do a presentation.  My anxiety is physical, my phobia now got worse and it became the fear of shaking in front of people. I took days off college and went back home and i feel better now. Leaving hometown to university this Sunday and i am very scared it happens again.... 

I started testing propranolol this week before i go out to .meet friends, i usually get nervous and sometimes my lips start twitching when i am the center of attention or arguing with someone with people around and suddenly all of that went away.  

I experimented with 10mg and it was good to eliminate the shaking, i have anxiety, and my heart rate is high even when at rest, high 70's sometimes i measure it in bed and could be up to 82bpm at rest... 

On 10mg, i feel nervous stomach and i still could feel hot under social pressure, if that even made sense, my English is not that well when expressing my self and lack some vocabulary.. 
20mg is good, 30mg was perfect, very chill but made me feel slight chest pain in the heart area when i breaty but went away eventually.. after few hours from taking the dose. Still, i am at home with friends and it's my comfort zone, so i don't think 10mg will be enough when i leave my city, away from all my friends and family, and  be  in college and surrounded by extremely extroverted people every day for 8+ hours...

I plan to take 20mg twice a day 5 times a week. One in the morning, and one at noon for my afternoon classes..  

These panic attacks are really holding me back, i want to study and have a good career, but my anxiety, plus this new phobia that never been there.. destroyed my confidence, i couldn't study anymore, my last days before i decided to take days off wefe horrible, i got anxiety attacks even in the street or paying for groceries waiting in line, i spent all day in bed, my heart felt like it would pop out my chest, and my whole body felt numb, something like if a panic attack is about to get triggered.. 




The point of me posting this, i want your opinions of how safe it is to use propranolol. Google says it's safe, some posts here on Reddit say it's safe, but what made me panic more and be scared to use this daily is some articles saying that it can cause sudden death and heart failure.

I am 26 years old by the way. My usual blood pressure is 130 50~60",5.664373326533216,6.022143142292492,6.120470483233457,80.25414190998346,67.18181818181819,9.216779293637641,31.34234349101109,9.11188708381993,2.5368034680606915,2034,76,397,34,31,658,241,506,0.17800000000000002,0.72,0.102,-0.9872,0,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,0,3,25,38,6,13,17,0,35,14,10,9,5,85,68,43,1,10,11,0,8,2,4,3,4,3,4,2,23,32,0,5,10,0,2,9,4,22,1,3,15,11,51,16,59,43,14,85,0,0,0,0,17,31,0,11,44,260,74,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051508961663807695,0.0,0.0,0.04209674032378783,0.0,0.23678137652924386,0.06993372952260182,0.061391984483505774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055107550289680764,0.0,0.28169826141067045,0.17448211261156726,0.09520047808982256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535123270664784,0.0,0.0,0.05474892417715757,0.0,0.06876122139146194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359230547098065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988503730698356,0.0,0.0,0.23953716987483564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396322430891338,0.0,0.12266072597738828,0.0,0.05215666295901705,0.0,0.0,0.06055384307067267,0.05835743985505853,0.06965904080064186,0.15650223114111805,0.0,0.1188748063702274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913070417598887,0.0,0.06468441258466441,0.0,0.07036276830794658,0.15576603545128667,0.09902032668089587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474136952964507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29342543808727856,0.0,0.13080963116709954,0.12418921643623193,0.0,0.12192564403558732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050459899407782234,0.0,0.13109447647899253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048618780539755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757247570503223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477440648612953,0.059787123438655415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495767653270304,0.0,0.08389530079228548,0.0,0.06587006024231573,0.2905233170782613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128749004129847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058519146717486085,0.0,0.11857355172410622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396571910250513,0.0,0.06112258308597525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768527689823455,0.1239531048038185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457921558819114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620635733054786,0.05245093065912969,0.047656607569406234,0.12244897974668395,0.0,0.08763172635864708,0.0,0.09887298809275832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963197202087815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03966548708838159,0.0,0.0,0.036096632366988166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877745435334871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693010035060033,0.136356688673323,0.10215431760004898,0.0730249884268402,0.04913639421808118,0.0993110679138119,0.0,0.05565899490896286,0.17215646557541647,0.0,0.06911343707279385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308531106997965,0.08794943692406976,0.0,0.0,0.03986404937672342
anxiety,yunglacroix,2020/01/03,"Thank you. Today when I woke up, I didn't enjoy seeing the news headlines.

A year ago, I would have immediately withdrawn into my own head and not spoken up about my concern. I would've been drowning in a never-ending sea of existential thoughts and fears, but perusing this subreddit has helped me explore many self-care options and avenues.

I'm concerned about what's going on in our world, yes, however, my mental health comes before politics and news. I will do my part when I'm ready.

I'd like to say thank you to everyone that provides such kind words and offerings. Thank you for being strong for those who can't be, including me.",5.807131147540983,6.742360491803278,6.123073770491804,78.32510245901642,67.0327868852459,9.050819672131148,30.82377049180328,9.188382445141503,2.629472131147541,508,19,93,9,8,163,92,122,0.028999999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.215,0.9767,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,0,1,5,8,0,1,3,1,10,2,1,0,0,16,20,8,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,2,15,7,13,12,2,15,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,6,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980660715411314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300366713937325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501219698247305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169665527015691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304403190405225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555854275636488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886810689923354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659608581671464,0.2036195923215695,0.0,0.0,0.12839880039035276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994805265341522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935866640593992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421203106239449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304768065610448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774307725855665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744108775392767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233640270692306,0.0,0.0,0.15264872110894698,0.0,0.19983912274042304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290888350643922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520774442484012,0.0,0.0,0.18157672231154406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721578167269369,0.0,0.0,0.12335852307537225
anxiety,ineedadvice26,2020/01/03,"Is it a bad idea for someone with anxiety to move to NYC I’m currently still in high school, but i’ve really been considering applying to schools in NYC, or moving there after college as a whole. Is this a bad idea? Would I be better off in a suburban or rural environment?",2.567454545454545,4.6012217454545485,5.219999999999999,77.23000000000002,77.0,9.49090909090909,27.363636363636363,9.888512548439397,3.0522000000000005,216,9,42,7,5,77,41,55,0.154,0.778,0.068,-0.594,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,11,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,29,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126645749811516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520293795552633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864412899211408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272872696079413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759499410740874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481080679060055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504809382984148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266950288919771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861573202807274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835040793424866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235358019402168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975094683963602,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idontfeelsogoodnow,2020/01/03,"Just putting it out into the universe. I really really pray that this decade finally brings me happiness. 
I want to succeed and finish college. Get a job and down the line get married. 
I want to learn to love myself and I need to start therapy. 

I can do this. I will succeed. 
I can fight my demons. 
I need to live. I will live. 
I will be better. 
I will find my happiness. 
I can do this. 

No matter how scared I am. Even if I think I can’t do this... I need to prove myself wrong and succeed and I will.",-1.1030357142857137,0.9701188571428608,1.4665178571428577,96.23691964285715,98.5238095238095,4.910714285714287,17.038690476190474,6.6274283507984215,-0.02270238095238097,380,11,87,6,16,129,57,105,0.099,0.631,0.271,0.9543,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,3,10,1,1,3,0,14,1,0,1,1,20,25,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,22,7,9,19,0,8,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,64,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695615347027456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662983036999104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002084830720805,0.17522940725702826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033248934190687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081808748637121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902533863153239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385860918197816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303557578343826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264758005826656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273243394178854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564260479160924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194604275415847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570102274468734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192495302328507,0.0,0.0,0.12284699592771263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616387984608824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961668095047087,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fitorquit,2020/01/03,"Atarax Hey so ive been taking 1 25mg atarax before sleep and half of it when I wake up but I notice now 2 weeks later that I have some periods during the day where my resting heart rate is above 80, is it related to that? Idk also my dreams at night are weird, is it a relatively safe thing to take? Any sides? I am told this is a very low dosage",0.6075187969924798,2.208263210526315,2.61796992481203,95.63078947368422,81.36842105263158,5.9218045112781965,16.1203007518797,6.868970318607317,-0.4529751879699249,268,4,66,3,7,90,62,76,0.08900000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.105,0.494,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,9,3,3,0,0,4,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,7,1,5,10,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23315336334940906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826479164461405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480885698207351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802638363877616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454895373023104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736010205211461,0.0,0.0,0.3319329366355589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917617223091754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384203880033341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369364077823334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785896347379068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240560246931122,0.0,0.0,0.23386476050747526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,i-have-fungus,2020/01/03,"Anti-anxiety medication ineffective even at high doses, any suggestions? I really need help, I can't live like this anymore. I've been having a chronic, consistent, endless anxiety attack since a few days before Christmas. It's absolutely horrible, debilitating and exhausting. Anxiety has been the first thing I feel from the second I wake up until I eventually pass out from exhaustion in the wee hours of the morning.

Today I finally got to see my psychiatrist and she started me back on my Valium, prescribed as 5mg twice a day.

The thing is, and I know this wasn't the healthiest thing to do, but I had to take a total of 8 pills, freaking 8! for it to have any effect whatsoever. It's not that I abuse the medication recreationally, but I've been suffering so, so much with this and for so long that I *absolutely had to do whatever it took to get rid of this paralyzing, all-encompassing fear and terror*.

And it worked, not 100% but took the anxiety down to a dull roar, and even that reduction felt amazing, just to feel closer to being sane. The thing is, it was about four hours ago that I took the 40mg, and the anxiety is already slamming back down, hard.

What on Earth can I do about this? Can Valium sometimes take a few days to build up in your system to therapeutic levels? I really, really cannot take this anymore. I asked my psychiatrist if she could switch me to a stronger medication like Xanax and she said it's actually illegal in this state (~~Fucktucky~~ -- I mean *Kentucky*) to prescribe it for anything more than a temporary situation. I know a lot of people abuse it but I think it's fucking ridiculous, because there are people like not just myself but many people here in /r/anxiety who genuinely need a medication like that and I'm just incredulous.

Any advice, or information about Valium's effectiveness would be very much appreciated. I absolutely can't take this anymore.

Edited for clarification.",5.728665663944994,7.3600370921787714,7.150391061452518,68.3223592608509,67.74301675977654,11.09428448646326,31.925655350236358,11.051253699011982,4.045818736570692,1541,65,267,50,26,527,185,358,0.14400000000000002,0.789,0.068,-0.9623,0,0,0,0,2,0,57.0,0,1,0,5,15,16,3,2,21,0,26,12,1,2,1,42,50,22,0,5,13,0,4,4,0,1,10,1,0,0,29,12,0,0,11,0,0,4,7,11,0,4,13,6,28,5,42,33,7,35,0,2,1,1,10,15,1,3,18,189,57,2,0.0,0.19848066935886413,0.08173638539189215,0.0,0.0,0.08184800875080607,0.0742470125194045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242978170106098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087631555796234,0.0,0.3844509470601138,0.0,0.2491982997411601,0.0,0.0,0.06892625360426018,0.0,0.07830305542211198,0.09528758568696684,0.0,0.12881050338041686,0.0,0.05105851143854336,0.0,0.07127246411455512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687448723972714,0.0,0.0,0.1620522504140478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064363103476092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942517967405766,0.08470180645280133,0.0,0.08042146402537625,0.09175353541031464,0.0,0.07124508697401875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774335462454608,0.043760451171452316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698946465702192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503132176964605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614167493145228,0.08849563981045842,0.0,0.0,0.16497084781851004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206315564583524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636810330180183,0.0,0.07396044539298284,0.07412379248298005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120863105318204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491815096818685,0.0,0.09123775280563602,0.0,0.3375122166356723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314452843847196,0.1242119938276017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742031591064656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609738577290708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967368137122642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674482045896375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928604228322813,0.0941482611175487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283947221728823,0.0,0.059284821940190476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519044016710304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258217009448625,0.053669177520969516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939343115466689,0.0,0.2791769125818788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910967957603148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097731365183558,0.0,0.0,0.059499760240304685,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Starshineactivism,2020/01/03,"[[Trigger Warning]] Climate Change FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
I DIDN'T DO ENOUGH TO STOP IT!
THIS IS IT!
AUSTRALIA IS DYING, EVENTUALLY WE'LL ALL BURN!",5.237878787878788,7.132788545454545,4.612727272727274,68.52242424242425,118.0909090909091,5.103030303030304,30.93939393939394,6.42735559955562,2.953521212121213,116,6,14,2,6,35,20,22,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.5871,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314097335221837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213502204077654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190521109245265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199792244188389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pressed2020,2020/01/03,"How does one with anxiety get a job? I have been unemployed for about 6 months now. I had an ok job for a few months working at a dispensary (but then I had to move back to my parents house due to a mental breakdown & legal problems).

 Before that I had been unemployed for two years after coming home from college (which I did not graduate)

​

 I live with my parents, I'm 26 years old. I have lived on my own before, I have had my own apartment and paid bills from when I was 19-23. So I'm not brand new - I have work experience, I'm not really a bad worker either. if you called all my jobs they'd tell you all the same thing. he was a hard worker until after a year where one day he no call no showed. 

​

I have sent in a lot of applicatoins, but I'm not gonna be one of those people who acted like they tried super super hard and just couldn't find anything. Through the million rejections - I've landed a couple low-level jobs (two smokeshops, a grocery store, a restraunt or two, but everytime I get an offer I have this panic attack where my mind tells me that I'm way in over my head and I'm insulting everyone around me for wasting their time. I basically scold myself for even thinking I was capable in the first place.  


 So I won't answer, or if I answer on accident and they catch me by surprise I just lie and say oh yeah I'll be there! And immediately block their number. 

​

I tried to get a job a jimmy johns today, I didn't even make it through the application before I got up and just walked out. It was the first attempt at a job in 6 months but damn that was the most demotivating scary 4 minutes of my entire life.",3.3511176470588246,4.470856582352943,4.70694117647059,85.53923529411766,72.88235294117645,7.55764705882353,25.07058823529412,7.9765259561132025,1.275831764705882,1298,39,274,18,25,432,188,340,0.14400000000000002,0.77,0.086,-0.9674,13,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,5,9,16,12,3,1,22,2,24,2,1,2,2,43,40,21,0,4,16,2,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,10,12,0,1,4,1,3,6,9,7,0,9,16,3,40,5,35,18,9,45,0,1,0,0,20,17,1,6,22,184,50,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340619109496332,0.2809796561316259,0.0,0.0,0.058965515932381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342976345056323,0.06861699138317437,0.0,0.0876889240869173,0.0,0.059269286607961075,0.06435806401053575,0.0,0.0,0.19676662967703645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574133331672929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639706215542285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528686964388198,0.0,0.04970982450030801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674526862485589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182040915992144,0.0,0.0,0.07365265226305341,0.0,0.0753984255579674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044915835245934,0.13112736519013415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081238662260245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164742278422827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380959719225937,0.0,0.07910568290216585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731690439235335,0.0,0.0,0.0889392574662834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589363560407394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444344671736631,0.03765709240954243,0.0,0.13612501218796086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553013383368622,0.0,0.0,0.051451085735181694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767788736759286,0.0,0.0778282025330425,0.0,0.18457208098846006,0.08192318423640221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444374704101488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088184481955009,0.0,0.15669295136399056,0.0,0.0,0.09043604660241636,0.17117506302729915,0.0,0.0,0.0534371379876312,0.0,0.08053154823994949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375455837322914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493790255698664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061296617971454775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474155382260475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051208116135495516,0.04938935538679813,0.0,0.0,0.04494560725467495,0.0,0.07306224108135538,0.0,0.0,0.10466368093728642,0.0,0.2258860671914382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118202534750826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122294156010148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809796561316259,0.14890978377022576
anxiety,princess-kelly,2020/01/03,"Does someone have a list of logical/statistical reasons I shouldn't be scared of WW3? I know to get off Twitter now, but I'm already really involved in politics so I spent hours reading rational people I normally do talk about the likelihood, so I'm really struggling. I live on the east coast right next to a major naval/airforce base close to DC so I'm really scared.",5.198749999999997,6.39890915277778,6.5787777777777805,73.54400000000003,68.58333333333333,10.76,33.84444444444444,10.793553405168565,4.066291111111111,297,14,53,9,5,101,53,72,0.069,0.857,0.07400000000000001,-0.1835,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,9,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478322247199725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653354132147044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173350165820662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116839116332154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342459464115847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831034311328002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388458933444477,0.0,0.22004303465810132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569713455285275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464314049308284,0.0,0.4316196419437611,0.23090807568448574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179211288226364,0.0,0.0,0.4496922527824821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028790933452414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347822502870996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051079821182006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AntiquePlate3,2020/01/03,"Do I have anxiety or am I just stressed? I’m not sure if I have anxiety because I realized it’s very situational. Right now, I don’t have school and I have zero stress and zero anxiety. When I’m in grad school, I have so much anxiety. I constantly worry if I’m good enough, if I can complete all my assignments, if I’ll fail and not be able to go to grad school. I get really sad and can’t eat and also from anxiety my hands go numb. This happens only on test weeks. The other weeks I’m perfectly fine and have no social anxiety or stress or anything. Now I’m wondering if grad school is just really detrimental to my mental health.. I used to work full-time and honestly I never had this much anxiety and stress. Only grad school and school is general brings this out in me. Am I just stressed or do I actually suffer from anxiety and depression? I’m confused and not sure how to cope.",2.056954826129345,4.095064718232049,4.339148521286969,82.9166330841729,78.6132596685083,8.899707507312318,25.01169970750731,9.478462496947786,2.4117628209294764,698,26,144,21,17,242,89,181,0.281,0.659,0.061,-0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,9,17,0,6,1,0,17,4,1,2,5,38,30,24,0,5,15,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,12,1,0,2,0,0,3,7,11,0,2,1,1,18,6,11,28,4,15,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,11,7,92,23,14,0.08417759402048987,0.0,0.08214518900007815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731679152565867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151650321717433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927098748302259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131388000671047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825860578473711,0.09096607449800928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725020383832111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613469364234642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697795671242346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397931857363759,0.0,0.09568013311051968,0.07060417208548939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443796839154578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947684612202382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483121599124274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376043440633,0.0,0.0649229498926651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804170688048774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785264444001944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188720535493871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511153315055986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461914258196334,0.0,0.08580845636950914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821257477203431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867277232681287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270241408275571,0.0,0.06945533085771957,0.0,0.0,0.135044376818077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128700993946737,0.061282290997222724,0.08548643280545808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,exvyeh12,2020/01/03,"Health-Related Anxiety and Smoking 20/M 
How has smoking or moreso quitting smoking (in my case, cannabis and tobacco bong mix) effected your anxiety? Did it induce anxiety long term? Just wanted to see some relevance regarding smoking and anxiety.

So I’ll make this as brief as possible. A few weeks ago roughly, I smoked as I normally would and didn’t exactly feel anxious however I’d constantly jolt awake every time I was about to fall asleep. I’d also wake up in the middle of the night regularly. A week later maybe, i smoked a bowl with weed and tobacco as I normally would, and I started to get a pretty bad panic attack, I managed to calm myself down with my mom and took a lorazepam and it went away. I took a couple days off smoking which was really difficult considering I’ve kept up this bad habit for nearly three years, and decided to smoke again on that third day; low and behold another panic attack. I think it’s important to mention that the actual panic or anxiety cycle starts from me worrying about my health, my heart in particular. The beer and sesh combo would naturally raise my heart rate and I think I would notice this and begin to panic. Since then I’ve quit cold turkey and I’ve been having some of the following anxiety symptoms: 

- health related worry about muscle soreness in the chest. 
- Heart palpitations (interestingly enough these have decreased drastically.) I should mention at this point that I’ve been to the doctor and got a Holter, and she explained I have PVC’s - we are doing the MRI’s and full tests to rule out any physical conditions however I’m becoming more and more convinced that it’s anxiety now. 
- Derealization 
- Self conscious and depressive thoughts. 
- Crying spells seemingly out of frustration.
- Afraid to socialize partially due to the fact I’m quitting cold turkey. 
- Difficulty concentrating
- Shortness of breath fairly regularly. 
- Just an overall discomfort/fog/haze 

Many of these symptoms worsen in the morning and before work, and sometimes at night. 

Additionally, I’ve only been experiencing these things for maybe 2 weeks or more. So I’m questioning just how much withdrawals has to do with it. However, it’s also making me think that maybe I’ve been dealing with this for much longer than I had thought, but just not to these extremes.

I know this is a long read but it’d be nice to see some people clue in with their experiences with quitting and whatnot.

Thanks!",4.906380090497733,7.502041708144803,5.698685520361991,73.88712330316744,71.96380090497738,9.3068778280543,30.28076923076923,9.766711354998122,3.4633971040723965,1953,85,320,54,40,636,241,442,0.111,0.8540000000000001,0.035,-0.9538,3,0,6,0,0,0,55.0,1,1,1,6,15,18,3,5,19,0,25,15,7,6,2,74,53,38,0,8,10,1,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,24,32,1,1,14,2,0,6,2,13,0,2,16,7,27,5,54,30,12,50,0,2,2,0,12,22,0,8,22,202,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0685919519497891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623069822665728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242022048881176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047798949308857,0.07370417440245364,0.3763963978619537,0.07940659458949248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992783305781413,0.0660388555176707,0.0,0.117376804701116,0.0,0.07762870902507328,0.05981078574063749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595746856243099,0.0,0.0,0.07777347249072522,0.07720919666744751,0.0906612163029674,0.07246490141949732,0.06053983676436912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194379849198264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262735529774861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059221537575640824,0.0,0.0,0.06875615672684293,0.0,0.0,0.03554024447261155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036723116023076485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056216556664033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414184949339008,0.0,0.24987850959218266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03862901153585563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124407155710437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383694389890523,0.07126204202629924,0.21184432814272025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232166000075787,0.0,0.0,0.10334104618197346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192298241418066,0.1377366472039919,0.0,0.08002452417584416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345797308900856,0.0,0.3298761186556234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048729561755726285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644585081961989,0.07924031787551132,0.0,0.07150921077095544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873979768625572,0.2990441330227609,0.0703080491435891,0.0,0.045028951148194836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202250982516958,0.06398849116020168,0.07332678560295584,0.0,0.0,0.058143810254100876,0.0,0.0,0.07165081227310031,0.0,0.0,0.06951764591290285,0.0,0.09950187149520616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611442642390318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471269329325822,0.0,0.0,0.04669690690015279,0.13511511286140898,0.0,0.11160327363859382,0.0409860974379326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618739260770087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041458289801621515,0.0,0.16914485532048512,0.0,0.0,0.06515863309081732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117124947451877,0.1427638395559666,0.0,0.19972523501543474,0.0,0.0,0.045263829473443734
anxiety,bad_thrower,2020/01/03,"Do you think introverted people are less likely to realize they suffer from anxiety? I'm deeply introverted, and have this theory that we are less likely recognize what we are feeling as ""anxiety"" because we tend to internalize our feelings and thoughts and don't talk about them with others. Hence, we may just assume that EVERYONE is feeling what we are feeling, and therefore it's just ""normal"".

I'm 47, relatively intelligent, and I didn't realize I had anxiety until a few months ago. I thought all of my stomach aches, diarrhea, laying awake at night with intrusive thoughts and general fear about pretty much everything was something that EVERYONE experiences all the time.",12.403220338983054,10.451241355932204,11.614,53.83015254237289,54.932203389830505,15.880677966101697,48.17627118644068,14.265292616868653,7.1294793220339,552,29,81,19,5,180,81,118,0.099,0.813,0.08800000000000001,-0.34,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,6,1,2,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,12,1,1,1,2,32,23,8,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,0,11,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,4,13,2,11,16,6,6,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,2,7,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609099737602827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165958312961823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106552769873117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469077071179671,0.163141965373562,0.17756519369595095,0.0,0.20426484010278556,0.3671357268471041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736680463137736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448906351781571,0.0,0.133440943732101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034787167049614,0.1778548685972393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258458076161821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846750526216086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974595706629753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590202478451433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631317750836315,0.0,0.4323290708234673,0.10584803858832252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway181871,2020/01/03,"Why does it feel like I’m going to get back to college and not have any of my friends? I’m a freshman in college and I for the most part really enjoyed my first semester. I made a lot of good friends but lately I’ve been really anxious about going back after break ends. I don’t know why I feel this way but I can’t help but feel like when I get back they won’t want to hang out with me anymore. I’m just filled with this sense of dread and it’s made me feel sick for the last week or so. Anyone else get these sort of thoughts in there head over breaks? 

It just feels so irrational but that doesn’t stop my heart from racing and this feeling of nausea I get when I’m anxious.",2.3295732838589984,3.3046415986394564,3.268076685219544,95.43417439703155,75.19047619047619,6.433889919604205,22.20717377860236,6.574015621080383,0.1855904761904763,533,13,128,4,11,170,86,147,0.14,0.7290000000000001,0.132,-0.7389,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,11,7,0,1,4,0,6,3,2,2,0,30,27,13,0,1,8,0,6,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,8,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,4,6,13,6,19,22,3,23,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,14,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103205092789296,0.0,0.0,0.3024562366830855,0.13275703095018285,0.09360076015082544,0.13715939771991545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30879925749032555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714521197158614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182612189925843,0.0,0.11856369361118703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061136980960019,0.19126481175593774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386457563654134,0.0,0.0,0.2068458535554344,0.0,0.2797534771270947,0.0,0.15215589280239514,0.11227869872246704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373829940231518,0.0,0.0,0.1586293809096108,0.08972615885675966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735681054975529,0.10911695531233173,0.15100432406587327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079829189586067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380631143711625,0.0,0.2533305415107921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449615723561419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151330033074724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191622492684078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627299382609576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895640392047776,0.1062549429354704,0.10737755610646417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415827197659905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,just_another__,2020/01/03,I know it’s stupid but I’m honestly so afraid of a ww3 Like today I’ve been so out of myself and even though I know it’s the worst case scenario I’ve just thought about it all day and had so much anxiety about it. I’m just so afraid to lose anyone around me,-0.9302905569007258,1.0191730169491535,1.0971428571428596,102.20881355932205,90.01694915254238,4.727360774818402,15.20823244552058,6.1826913282559595,-0.8679462469733656,204,4,53,2,7,67,39,59,0.218,0.672,0.111,-0.7913,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,7,4,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26314208927320665,0.0,0.0,0.24051728823910906,0.0,0.0,0.30621318556622057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218372360451471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271941046672071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780824259685046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805018689168413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848231922411228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528632748364368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33795645972950555,0.27307996480922503,0.0,0.0,0.3260507512081771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,khatra74,2020/01/03,"Why am I like this All I do is overeat and I can't even get myself to function.
I'm scared of doing things because I feel like j mivht fuck it up",-2.3761764705882342,-0.6100168529411754,0.2502352941176476,105.38005882352944,99.88235294117644,2.72,15.623529411764707,3.1291,-1.478922352941176,113,3,30,0,5,38,29,34,0.18600000000000005,0.669,0.145,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,3,9,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066352639327644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715935301160531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791492837482606,0.2937611547453381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801475056002493,0.2148348766571476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017828152841396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116826437427095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731828156374456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710437799480575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kev198218,2020/01/03,"Anxiety increased while on antibiotics? I had strep throat last Thursday, the day after Christmas.  Got prescribed penicillin for 10 days, twice a day.

After day 2 I woke up with nigh sweats and kinda had an anxiety attack about it. I’m noticing that my anxiety has picked up pretty bad. I’m able to function but it’s tough in the morning by far. Only other issue I’ve had was when I started on sertraline 6 weeks ago, the first few days were horrific , but have been feeling great until the antibiotics. And link between anxiety and antibiotics? Or antibiotics kinda slowing down the effects of anxiety meds?

Feeling a little discouraged, I have 2 days left and the antibiotics and hoping I will feel normal again.",4.746897435897439,7.384636484615388,5.245769230769233,76.74839743589746,72.61538461538461,8.333333333333334,31.602564102564106,9.075114841892004,3.3012564102564106,573,27,90,13,12,183,89,130,0.16399999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.5261,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,9,0,10,2,2,2,0,20,19,11,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,8,3,6,2,16,10,2,29,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,4,19,59,10,0,0.14222921043548592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607761343156346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440247834233919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180625974585325,0.0,0.0,0.11875544979554195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503564464112961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574608691737784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209800937385985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375369247089985,0.1568082066183448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126569804817574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484503433856856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593578958476268,0.0,0.0,0.15453245329520865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255103381061815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798458951351654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393544281060534,0.0,0.16192889876966024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817172362987028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469823933703127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067056719596554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408769347762568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MG_cunt,2020/01/03,"That *gulp* right after the start or in the middle of a sentence Fuck that thing man. Nowadays I just laugh at it but still internally I’m embarrassed. Like can’t even talk without going eghue uncontrollably. Happens to everyone and you can’t let it get to you. I like to make it extra loud and extended because hey if it’s gonna make me uncomfortable I might as well have fun with it too

Hey do yo*eghyul weird bubble genilp*u know where the bathroom is?",1.9317466802860075,4.6563368426966365,2.9452298263534225,88.35755873340145,85.06741573033706,5.932992849846783,23.821246169560776,7.348242739294969,1.2138674157303373,365,14,71,6,11,116,70,89,0.11,0.6920000000000001,0.198,0.8301,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,6,9,1,2,4,0,7,2,0,2,0,12,17,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,1,6,5,10,14,1,9,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,3,5,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163760396801828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743412813411638,0.0,0.0,0.2566969480260969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835326964422605,0.1403532662069416,0.0,0.1526742526796004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375573867991924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763746997929067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274702510716418,0.0,0.26248778274927803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35863845428619884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849844935962257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294170168453401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014471224718266,0.0,0.21453618057202106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592258519801005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847242050700154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415395430558659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589592885282012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BK6450,2020/01/03,"Presentation anxiety So one of my biggest fears is presentations and it's making me not want to go to college anymore. The old tricks like ”pretend everyone's in their underwear” don't work for me at all. Just the idea of having to present something makes me have a panic attack, my throat will close up, my heart will race, and I even dissociate which makes forming any rational thoughts almost impossible. Does anyone have any advice or experience anything similar? I want to try medication like Xanax or something to see if it helps, I’m just so tired of this fear stopping me from performing my best in school.",6.264800884955751,7.861390734513272,6.522289823008848,73.45918694690269,66.43362831858407,9.897787610619467,34.47898230088495,10.125756701596842,3.721744247787612,495,23,85,12,8,159,84,113,0.19399999999999998,0.713,0.092,-0.8396,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,5,8,2,3,3,0,7,5,2,3,1,19,16,7,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,1,11,3,14,13,3,12,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,4,7,54,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574781728406104,0.0,0.0,0.1613728101551919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918097838911255,0.0,0.12328264224931985,0.0,0.159821818991771,0.1126828736621184,0.0,0.13261630483149087,0.0,0.0,0.18333634644751032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912155557139685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102726408894353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644093312553073,0.0,0.0,0.1539898945355149,0.0,0.15763988455361472,0.0,0.3626869111218158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158773506738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909686893496889,0.10801836872212893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192365363611765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746375752902658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227153546813727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623460606995112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691043889243379,0.0,0.1092023632261574,0.0,0.0,0.18907991566653826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309681322623346,0.12841915805738754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24812899510573266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347322587322087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793855859401831,0.0,0.1852232269732753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941323016901326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010603062304132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732229146656308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lightningbuggie,2020/01/03,"Is there a tie between having anxiety and feeling the need to be early to everything? I'm the type of person who feels the need to be early to being early, so I'll show up like 20 to 30 minutes early to everything, just in case. Is this a common thing among you guys?",5.481726190476189,4.558607053571432,7.0721428571428575,77.6061904761905,67.75,9.609523809523813,29.380952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.219816666666667,209,6,42,3,3,73,40,56,0.031,0.89,0.079,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,11,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,11,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,30,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487108265419649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843818397149342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287741614929061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219133354935141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883396304179964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821348661647247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838764411982289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599086666724174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,green0214,2020/01/03,"What should I do next? Hello everyone this is going to be a long one. Thanks in advance for reading this.

So I was quite a bright kid growing up and had distinction grades ( more than 80%) my entire school years upto 10th grade. High School was not bad either, i studied computer science which is physics, maths, chemistry, English, nepali (our native language) and basic computer with intro to programming in qbasic and C. The high school which is also known as 10+2 in Nepal is just 2 years. I completed that and immediately I was surrounded with all these questions of what I would be studying for Bachelor's. 

In my family tree, I was one of the first few starting bachelor's study. There were one or two cousins but they lived far/ abroad. My parents wanted me to go to medical school but that was not possible cause I did not study Biology in my high school. I was pretty interested in Computers but which 18/19 year old kid is not? Then at the same time around, a relative was staying at our place and they told us of the Computer Engineering degree and how their son was studying that program in Kathmandu (the capital city). So without much research and just cause it sounded cool, i made up m mind and headed to Kathmandu. We did the preparation studies, attended the entrance exam, barely passed it and joined a private college unlike the government college or the university central college. This all happened in a mere 4 months time.

I was quite unaware of the semester system and I would not be exaggerating when I say I was taken by surprise at the 4th month of my Bachelor's study when I found out board exams are 2 months away. Fast forward to my second year, I was completed bruised by the amount of of Exams I had been attending. The regular examination, the back papers from the previous semesters in between the semester regular exams. I had a pile of papers to give exams for. I was depressed by then and was having panic attacks at night. 

At that moment I could not decide to leave, instead I told myself I will get around this and pass the thing somehow. I continued on and it was last year and last semester was the only semester I had managed to pass without any back papers. Mind you, the first two years do not have much CS courses instead they are more like engineering fundamentals with Electronics, Electrical and Civil engineering stuffs mostly. So at the end of those gruesome 4 years I had 19/56 subjects in my back paper count. 

I told myself that this will not set me back and i will clear these subjects. The 5th year I cleared out 9 of them and thought I would start applying for jobs, i interned and then applied for entry level position at a company. I was working as an Android developer albeit with a low salary. I worked there for almost a year. I kept giving my papers but without much success. I managed to clear only 3.

Now 6th year is completed and I have 7 back papers. I started to panic and left my job, thought I would study full time. But the subjects that I had were all from the first two years. I had cleared all 3rd and 4th year subjects but not 1st and 2nd year subjects.  On my 7th year I only did a couple of freelance work and could not clear a single subject. 

Its 2020 and its my 8th year. The education system is such that this is my final chance to clear my B.E degree, after this year I will only be getting chance to appear on golden chance exams which are held sporadically; sometimes once a year, other times once 3 or 4 years. I am not sure I will be able to do it on my 8th year. Oh and mid 2019 i started to work again, seeing that full time study was not doing me any good.

But this new job does not pay me on time. The first two months, i was unpaid. I received two months salary on mid third month. I am on a long stretch now as I am writing this.

So my question is, what am I going to do if I cannot get my degree? Is there any chance for me? What alternatives should I consider if I have to? Is career important or is getting that degree? Should I leave my job and just study, it did not work for me the last time. should i downright leave all these and maybe join some other software engineering or IT course?",5.157669891989201,6.206730345297032,5.707276327632768,80.31036093609364,68.56683168316832,8.59913591359136,30.28496849684969,8.841846274778883,2.3956640594059406,3301,126,624,55,55,1066,331,808,0.037000000000000005,0.87,0.09300000000000001,0.987,7,0,0,0,0,0,85.0,4,1,5,13,28,15,1,2,40,1,81,2,1,4,13,118,109,55,0,13,35,3,0,1,0,13,1,2,0,2,42,36,0,2,8,1,1,13,18,6,0,14,42,5,89,9,85,47,19,130,0,2,2,0,26,46,0,14,70,453,131,47,0.04589896288193427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596118123480546,0.0,0.0,0.03670538403384429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363860610665466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171961622029565,0.0,0.05221669646762362,0.043123586529042586,0.17646734641155362,0.03832371680545473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943017566619264,0.0,0.0,0.14437256795218664,0.0,0.0,0.07329317405724597,0.05078632941663371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953270947380084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016649172563329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040652857579440524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043858425990530296,0.0,0.0,0.043269457302000464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028007031357773,0.0,0.15616653751950893,0.0,0.050325843711612236,0.0,0.0,0.09592125478391794,0.08806093511033265,0.07825631504345383,0.03849787240382234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040588301292841744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710557776797659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454843229380791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821905533366507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224134240523988,0.0,0.14580112321473382,0.049869357469774465,0.0,0.0,0.022423914817945586,0.0,0.040529625132729806,0.08123827558876405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434307084693803,0.0,0.0,0.0461116774548231,0.0,0.0,0.04623837628774725,0.0,0.0,0.09268973637446948,0.0,0.2198166856242672,0.0,0.10122305676173468,0.0,0.0,0.04432950436591316,0.04881406773731803,0.04307306738367854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048163240507976414,0.0977617949783247,0.09330697536988383,0.139632918232766,0.0,0.10770508691586914,0.05096536650434483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047954647115354535,0.0,0.0,0.05174418420348148,0.0,0.04669574622594262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283468579778687,0.0976383936799062,0.04591138379314367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036500697533188985,0.0,0.23226100432598054,0.036575530858144516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045395247923674935,0.0,0.12995008867399416,0.048922187380805386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254333126915615,0.0,0.0,0.04325922932430951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042257598301540716,0.0,0.0,0.030493231440217008,0.0,0.0,0.07287729912870045,0.18734838056296446,0.0,0.0,0.13157527797159088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418308677747656,0.0,0.055210800956725835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02707239750888718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273488692962376,0.0,0.1670749581602886,0.0,0.0,0.13042122530298592,0.0,0.0,0.5615911175477594
anxiety,graduatedturtle,2020/01/03,"Life really had to fuck even more with my fear of flying eh? Taking a long flight from NY to the west coast to move there soon. Keeps being pushed and I don't get to fly out until next week. I was supposed to leave today but parents kept pressuring me to move it back week after week.

Been dreading the flight for 4 months now, and tensions with Iran just means more shit to think about. Like really?",3.782291666666669,5.132063312500005,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,72.125,6.833333333333335,19.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.15195833333333342,315,5,67,3,6,96,64,80,0.244,0.721,0.035,-0.9608,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,4,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,11,12,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,4,0,4,1,16,7,2,17,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,13,40,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103352100985265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973241105302227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102515477629012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158552023032012,0.10262043619043866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458557811347733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797858125128724,0.0,0.0,0.13873602879727676,0.09596004242849523,0.0,0.0,0.1738239829130291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395707172365186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567791845614376,0.41752306044799664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889305231536875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809923788271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516611392738013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162052561627636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768209013939812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585689269074313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618154789643784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726646513724321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NylaMoon,2020/01/03,I can't deal with anything It's 2 am here. I'm sitting in bed while my bf sleeps besides me. I feel nauseated and on the verge of tears. I can't bring myself to wake him up. He has to go to work tomorrow. He has told me that i can wake him up and he'll be there to talk through. But I can't put him through my shit. I feel like like I'm drowning inside my head. I can't do anything.,-1.4740449438202248,0.2320447977528133,1.272011235955059,101.79475842696631,89.7865168539326,4.458876404494381,19.0123595505618,5.6839178017228535,-0.5798413483146071,293,9,80,2,10,101,56,89,0.069,0.868,0.063,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,10,5,5,0,0,6,18,4,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,2,16,2,12,15,0,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,4,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601956619654402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28826892136726256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827616608470815,0.1997557189794497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891061970398718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28696380159736484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27320976189056323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810884858762694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870189216356355,0.0,0.0,0.2798151235456726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474249075847869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26718238583786863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035617326744299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Softball___lover,2020/01/03,Screw you anxiety I am so happy I finally got medicine for my panic attacks. The medicine actually works to help calm me down but it tastes like mint.,2.8929885057471267,5.468860827586205,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,78.65517241379311,8.004597701149425,30.356321839080447,8.841846274778883,2.832990804597701,120,6,23,3,3,39,27,29,0.191,0.544,0.265,0.5569,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,13,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.3367186260182886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26396199204887666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925437218110468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37798496015638816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759676781504781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673117049224505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127946696746374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685738006361251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40484134899411095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512002111750956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,untilIneedglasses,2020/01/03,"Anxiety & Increasing OCD behaviors Please forgive me this NSFW ridiculousness.  My anxiety has been kicking in hard for the last four weeks.  First time in maybe twenty years I've had anxiety and depression this crushingly bad.  I'm taking some steps to improve things.  I'm back in therapy, and I'm considering meds.  In the meantime though, I've noticed that some of my behaviors have skewed into OCD realm.  Like I won't do things until it ""feels right"" to do them.  For instance, today it took me a minute to decide which half of my sandwich I should eat first.  

So here's the NSFW part.  I moderate a handful of NSFW subs.  And rubbing one out once a day is good stress relief, I know.  But this OCD thing is making me abstain.  Like I feel guilt and a real need to avoid fapping or something bad will happen.  I am actually reluctant to visit the subs I moderate because I'm so stressed out I'll probably knock one out when I get there, and then feel like shit about having done it, which will compound the stress...  And therein is the vicious cycle. 

Rationally I know this is nonsense.  But the anxiety is keeping me from doing it and this compounds stress.  I need to stop overthinking this, right?",4.524762604013702,6.382666735682823,5.130976505139504,80.73780592266276,71.0704845814978,8.39246206558982,29.791727851199216,8.998388855275968,2.6037980420949585,947,39,172,19,18,304,134,227,0.192,0.723,0.085,-0.9691,0,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,8,18,3,6,11,0,19,4,2,1,0,32,36,16,0,3,3,0,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,11,2,4,7,0,0,4,1,12,0,6,4,6,18,6,22,28,4,27,0,1,0,0,3,10,1,3,16,113,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.10766037489893987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953608044044806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33759043696631785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483239758136195,0.1842319753170496,0.06725252721783145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114989629626192,0.0,0.09502195719905657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289982418117915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288906291677685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734948934193875,0.07881553546827615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768318996624708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057639771520073164,0.0,0.0,0.09253459306236207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755920804737124,0.0,0.0988286941262804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806109978412188,0.0,0.0,0.12126244393715573,0.08992883931607347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169629927426687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364217136525147,0.0,0.11083535380727433,0.0,0.12254516759373603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636077954549592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560468143824488,0.0,0.11749153070686527,0.14951688594051213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947021349804444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211026958085183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189480037574251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557294119382378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884323007386937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324606931813072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493285667940385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223585994953046,0.5055033837509775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294996834202573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261651853877432,0.0,0.21988322363991852,0.0,0.10839283562617287,0.0,0.0643308506374394,0.0,0.10457431560794814,0.0,0.12257409772317092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849531185699774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710450819950404
anxiety,quidd_witch,2020/01/03,"Help with overcoming relationship related anxiety? My anxiety has latched onto my relationship and refuses to let go. When it comes to being apart from my boyfriend, I get extremely anxious over a variety of things (none, obviously, very rational). 

He’s not a great texter but he’s already making an effort due to me communicating that it helps. However sometimes he goes offline for long hours due to work, and it’s caused a fair number of spiraling for me. I immediately jump to the worst conclusions. Even when he tells me, I can’t find 100% trust due to my anxiety. 

This is a pretty new relationship, and I don’t want to let my anxiety ruin a wonderful thing. He’s been more than understanding but I know it’s draining on him, and I can’t expect to be with him all the time. 

Does anyone have tips for reigning in the relationship anxiety and reclaiming a healthy sense of self while dating?",5.6155357142857145,7.110184720238094,6.937857142857144,70.25714285714287,67.8690476190476,11.314285714285715,33.64285714285714,11.20814326018867,4.3058,715,33,127,24,12,243,107,168,0.138,0.705,0.157,0.7626,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,10,0,11,0,0,2,2,23,19,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,16,2,22,14,4,19,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,1,11,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140213174011693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49012145998233403,0.14475809760905742,0.0,0.08959622140899896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316317780475027,0.0,0.11037849674535888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213336656558967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463313990279911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711470272160394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694618301237018,0.0,0.07282308946124025,0.0,0.0,0.14127126099176535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717747758064197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261889248638351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042062754808956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26205709426474816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339702503738705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855323009031975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375530819789254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303611792728661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502838252824814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336746153458103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673055965484645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199720045789928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702567763304604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471759145706622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339491516155724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572626956464068,0.07557839739675548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895888049804686,0.09328510767278278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jaredc333,2020/01/03,"Good news about the draft Ok but like on the bright side, if there was a draft, anxiety is a legal excuse to not get drafted....",2.641923076923078,3.859618576923076,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,74.76923076923076,6.7384615384615385,20.69230769230769,7.1686216300943375,0.2736000000000001,97,2,22,1,2,31,23,26,0.062,0.517,0.42100000000000004,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,13,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701366388858512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893776837509375,0.0,0.0,0.6251049329872912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641058296040502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tyuihop,2020/01/03,"Share your journey with anxiety with me. Please. I’m diagnosed with ADD but have anxiety symptoms that are a huge burden on my life. I’m tired of the guessing. I’m tired of the panic attacks. I’m tired of therapy going no where.  I’m tired of having no friends who I can show my true self with. I’m so tired of pretending to be normal so I can survive in this society.

Fellow anxiety sufferers, please share with me your journey, your resources, your treatments...anything you can. I’ve never been on anxiety medication but feel so desperate to try. I have only been on ADD medication but I don’t know if that is what I need anymore. 

I have an appointment with a psychiatrist next week, but I feel so confused on what to discuss. I want to find others like me so we can support each other, but I can never keep up. I just feel so alone in all of this. Thank you for listening.",1.921225396825396,4.2385479828571455,3.84509523809524,84.8115158730159,80.6,7.317460317460316,26.293650793650798,8.344100000000001,2.017184126984127,687,29,136,15,18,232,93,175,0.27699999999999997,0.5670000000000001,0.157,-0.9822,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,6,0,1,8,12,1,2,5,0,15,10,0,0,4,32,33,12,0,4,7,0,3,1,2,0,10,1,0,1,9,10,0,1,5,2,0,3,5,5,0,0,2,4,22,7,24,30,2,16,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,3,5,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176743660954826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476709690876148,0.0,0.11267889314426364,0.0,0.0,0.09349823782235923,0.0,0.0,0.12925729866635027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153202541794732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234658558066418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384513205944804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778127103058228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457193816267515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516344430434492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098922794766396,0.0,0.0,0.06244168492511214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025201501841732,0.05550819662996384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22891710958306946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424658190449445,0.17525898301020282,0.0,0.1208344257579403,0.0,0.11132187940364403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864118904326776,0.0,0.13330667707025173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494377032076355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185287394408499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893278014751422,0.0,0.11809299041092787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046045302381705,0.12993250834664985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6529380134583499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713941530985673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701505853764787,0.0,0.09113780327877834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiihii,2020/01/03,"Is it just my period? Please help
I feel terrible. I want to cry. I want to smash my head into the wall and pass out. I'm annoyed by this. Is it just my period acting up? I don't know maybe it is.",-2.829714285714285,-1.1957565111111066,1.0771428571428563,98.79,103.0,5.238095238095238,10.873015873015873,6.868970318607317,-0.767698412698413,147,2,39,3,7,54,31,45,0.188,0.6559999999999999,0.156,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,9,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419005246879616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928727347539804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914780598167057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556780978155884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963511102196025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832181002815304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187178858779133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44997854409380345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vadermaulkylo,2020/01/03,"Attention everybody who is nervous about the recent Iran fiasco..... Get off the phone, get off Twitter, get off the computer, get off Reddit, turn off the news, get off whatever you gotta. Do whatever you got to to avoid the fear mongers and to keep yourself calm. 

Throughout the Syria bombing a while back and this I’ve found that being on the internet makes it worse and people go into hysterics over nothing.

Get off here and go for a drive, go shopping, go do something to get your mind off of it. 

Turn off all the bad stuff that’s pushing you down and go out and get some fresh air.",5.624285714285712,5.917635130434783,5.900621118012424,82.01913043478261,67.26086956521739,9.354037267080745,31.211180124223603,9.23628265651192,2.547683229813664,460,17,91,8,7,147,72,115,0.13699999999999998,0.826,0.037000000000000005,-0.9062,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,3,10,0,4,0,0,1,1,17,24,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,2,1,1,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,21,20,2,25,0,0,0,0,6,15,0,1,3,57,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830311376895462,0.1284604523578894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312689167588502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869137931751926,0.0,0.0,0.6430528564246472,0.0,0.43718974690335577,0.0,0.12304993848577545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675121504073298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269777143644332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534721650358174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762567061477253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666198593976188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191083166305114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844320911511505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612436020990327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346947878399927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678889187132244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Orchidsprings,2020/01/03,"Post-surgery anxiety attacks? Hi r/anxiety,

I’m a 16 year old female, who on December 16, recieved an operation to insert a leg lengthening device in my right tibia. It’s basically a magnetic rod that has been inserted inside my bone, and I have a big magnet that I have a parent put over my leg that reacts with the rod and moves it 1/3 of a mm each time I use it (3 times a day). This has rendered me stuck on crutches since and I will be on them until late February or March.. 

While I was in the hospital recovering, I was having a lot of issues with my heart rate (which has also never happened before - I am an average weight and I am highly active as a hiker and I’m in my HS marching band), so much so that it concerned the doctors and they had some people from the cardiology team come visit. However, they all came to the conclusion that it was just anxiety. 

Since the surgery, I’ve been having serious anxiety attacks, which never happened beforehand. The first one was at 2 AM the night after the surgery. I felt my heart rate increase out of nowhere, and that scared me as I feared that I was actually having an issue with my heart. In addition, I got a feeling of panic, as well as a goosebumpy feeling and nausea when it got worse. I told the nurse and they gave me medication that helped and I was eventually able to fall asleep.

A few days later when I was at home, I was watching a movie when out of nowhere I felt my heart rate increase and the feeling of anxiety return. My mom gave me half of her Xanax and I calmed down.

I was anxiety-free for a while after that until last night.  Once again, I was watching a movie with friends feeling fine when my throat felt tight (once again, out of nowhere). This scared me again, as I was scared that my throat would close up (For reference, I’m not allergic to anything). The panic, goosebumps, and nausea returned. My throat still feels funky this morning, but I’m doing my best to keep myself calm.

Is this normal? I don’t feel nervousness or anxiety day to day, and I have no reason to be, the surgery is over. What should I do?",4.286264367816091,5.319402673913043,5.340388139263705,82.20152173913044,70.57004830917873,8.512277194735965,28.768615692153922,8.841846274778883,2.1721415292353825,1633,60,326,29,29,539,201,414,0.07400000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.084,0.5704,2,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,4,4,13,16,2,7,31,1,36,17,12,3,3,55,61,33,0,3,5,2,11,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,24,26,1,2,12,2,0,8,5,10,1,3,24,13,48,6,47,32,9,62,0,0,2,0,17,20,0,4,34,232,72,2,0.08238710872799045,0.0,0.08039793363520728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588494108413141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781554760408776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779757064652958,0.0,0.0,0.1874544599345548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010536143023641,0.0,0.08646018772934509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422890420862423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709691991160078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253147765641198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432669682380907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270840229863636,0.24994438577106426,0.0,0.2373136332084405,0.0,0.0,0.07007843259655466,0.0,0.0,0.0636520758331859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131784994110776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570929632111404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905164820845247,0.05522234233465399,0.08704650373727198,0.08264098748842177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719814733383704,0.0,0.07322944769642355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671564896742347,0.09293624717503958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004257364964885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299634448001346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096490786008334,0.0,0.08756445820872473,0.06056400449729974,0.0,0.12708403451034506,0.0,0.0,0.15462944097082984,0.08072187411395386,0.0,0.0,0.08645141160661853,0.1754791639419135,0.05582763706921902,0.0,0.0,0.19332704159613956,0.09148113438545716,0.0,0.0,0.0571168476875757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890407626109111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282179974375142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847076693259563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035814069818963,0.0,0.0,0.2474516051521245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630293540936791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579445145394004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608117127773837,0.0,0.0,0.07872441301157494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115600966648443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032530321437556,0.07407590504046009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395950232143308,0.05852543823873664,0.0,0.0,0.05305459685336243
anxiety,WildlifeStudentHelp,2020/01/03,"Have you ever had a 4 or 5 day anxiety attack? I am scared about an episode I had and I'm looking for answers Hi, I'm 23 years old and was given the diagnosis of generalized anxiety disorder and agoraphobic panic disorder when I was a teenager. I occasionally have ""anxiety days"" or waves of panic every once in awhile that I have learned to manage in daily life. I live in a state of derealization (I have lucid moments lasting a minute or so every couple weeks) so I believe I also have dp/dr disorder, which is common with panic disorder. Day to day life is usually reasonably easy and normal, I look forward to doing things, I have interests, and I am capable of driving, working, studying, and being an autonomous person.

Starting on Dec 28th, I found myself in a state of crippling anxiety and fear starting from the moment I woke up until I went to bed. This episode lasted every minute of about 5 days. I would get up intermittently to take care of survival basics, but I was too scared to do much of anything, even to sit in my office for more than a few minutes. Things being out of place (like a random light splashed on the wall) sent fear through my body, and the absurdity of these fears only made me more anxious. I became convinced I had Lyme disease on and off; I was spending hours per day researching medical symptoms. I had intermittent headaches, nausea, severe dizziness, disorientation, and this unique fever-like nightmare sensation that nothing was right. Thinking of leaving the bed, even going downstairs to cook for myself made me feel disgust and fear. The only thing I could do is lay in bed with my eyes shut or distract myself with reading on my phone (usually medical symptoms). I do not believe I have any kind of bacterial or viral illness because I am feeling almost completely recovered today. 

Yesterday I was able to drive and leave the house again, which was tough at times, but I am lucky to be working remotely this winter so my episode has not affected the prosperity of my life.

Has anyone ever gone through this? Have you been diagnosed with something?

Please help. Thank you.",6.731692307692307,7.721623656410259,7.286307692307693,70.60869230769231,65.0,9.82974358974359,36.112820512820505,9.888512548439397,3.816217435897436,1686,80,276,35,25,555,212,390,0.156,0.775,0.069,-0.9834,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,0,3,13,20,2,10,17,0,38,12,2,4,2,46,60,25,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,1,9,0,3,1,12,17,1,0,7,2,1,7,2,13,0,0,20,6,41,7,52,35,4,57,0,0,3,0,8,20,0,9,30,196,53,6,0.07470597064090671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748072383417669,0.0,0.0,0.059742337731009315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050802621812707165,0.0,0.2285994522442401,0.08439648261509894,0.0,0.052236151672457536,0.0,0.06147664847624005,0.0,0.0,0.08498882650812166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554006630694639,0.0,0.0,0.16833609304627253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829814921265132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616771596035009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832778887642006,0.0,0.0,0.059646638676607265,0.08266073558389228,0.0,0.2890750247558003,0.0,0.0,0.07582498765219227,0.0,0.0,0.3424780583049896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868517807905904,0.13515165488447087,0.1888290069211723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362599458686565,0.07554716683861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191124083717259,0.0,0.0,0.039030786284643834,0.0,0.0424571247149963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050073837386323664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357033270947275,0.08620065990398962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779477235801235,0.0,0.12179067389083514,0.0,0.15820567243620334,0.0,0.0,0.15830110914509712,0.03649756371081297,0.0,0.06596674075275033,0.0,0.12546840031774134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137719147045666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505168119079763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549174842002175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319598964864775,0.07168239366112007,0.0,0.0783913492907268,0.07955942059344072,0.0,0.11363451410475035,0.0,0.2629540807395954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523037202002321,0.07805183896442203,0.08200472198177287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747261871375306,0.0,0.0,0.07681018008069232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637984907408456,0.0,0.0,0.1495874183469946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439648261509894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057512306002872375,0.0,0.0,0.10575454105830892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155296215802357,0.056169592649201884,0.0,0.0,0.06877922070245028,0.0,0.0,0.148893982108854,0.04786856949180883,0.0,0.0,0.043561652250214425,0.0,0.07081252502771088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455614456184975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059924623453451925,0.0,0.0,0.06925318323121306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877367274079236,0.0,0.0,0.05306897812429039,0.0,0.0,0.04810819576128498
anxiety,OverallWeird,2020/01/03,"Ahhhh I don't know where else to spill but all of this talk over WWIII is making me SO shaky. I'm at work trying to ground myself but I can't stop reading the news or thinking about all the talk of terrorist attacks that are ""Bound to come"". It's like preemptive compassion fatigue.",1.912105263157894,4.294683631578952,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,81.10526315789474,6.60701754385965,21.780701754385966,7.793537801064563,1.082522807017544,225,7,45,4,6,73,47,57,0.239,0.625,0.136,-0.8484,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,13,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,28,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709489619395658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808783610798753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723876355283784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919822279836758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930015659829658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765265160753333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261558335050053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27260710974621105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241615632527437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089309488326867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213784933544006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373810925939489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Motionpicturerama,2020/01/03,"An honest question DAE ever plan to post EXACTLY when they're at a tipping point, hold their breath and hit send... Then after enduring the spine tingling tension from half an hour of waiting, click on it to see... nothing? Downvotes?

Dammit anxiety!

In your experience, when is it a good time to post on this sub? I'm not from the US, so end up posting at a time I fear that most people are asleep!

I really do want to be heard out here. Please let me know when's a good time!",2.625,4.27301816666667,3.7170833333333313,89.78625000000002,75.66666666666666,6.883333333333333,24.5,7.645422480735847,1.069525,368,12,79,5,8,119,76,96,0.055,0.787,0.158,0.856,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,1,6,5,0,2,8,0,5,4,3,0,2,11,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,6,3,15,8,1,23,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,2,11,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341586621354868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604489394213198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957951093200274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833839718274305,0.0,0.210958560644974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144858945179412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846225419976064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302992343443786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170322175210966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988481561515474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996975115519185,0.0,0.0,0.20578838874997388,0.17722200621486547,0.0,0.5386401861432751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001198333350934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009961437468596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939122373747193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32794997694830896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550620387276266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057607363364773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,W1lber,2020/01/03,"I'm sending out hugs Hi

All day today I have been praying (which I do very rarely) and been very tearful over the news and just plain worried. I look at my children and wonder if I can protect them and it makes me tearful again. 

Then I came on Reddit.. and I see other people feeling the same way as me. And it's calmed me down because I'm not alone in these fears. I read the comments and to those people who have replied to others and responded in kind.. also thank you because you have calmed my fears too.

I'm just sending out hugs to say you aren't alone, we are all in it together and remember these fears and anxieties are just negative thoughts. Big hugs guys x",2.9684358288770056,4.54729560294118,3.6347593582887723,91.02414438502674,74.58823529411767,6.416042780748662,26.334224598930483,6.980632752743323,1.0466852941176468,526,19,111,5,11,166,82,136,0.107,0.71,0.183,0.8584,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,1,0,6,10,0,3,3,0,10,3,0,1,2,28,21,14,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,10,14,0,1,4,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,4,17,7,13,17,3,18,1,0,2,3,14,10,0,2,4,76,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405169065831941,0.0,0.13146261644335133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575789319148992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200421225452228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801835575806936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601794457706894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5549533291787515,0.08312051883710468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277193648857458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118687865625354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380461897975802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973159552934483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279346423158169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644344773076444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862218139363689,0.0,0.0,0.1307295190072376,0.0,0.0,0.13099753921611865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134821725909176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050729034669514,0.0,0.0,0.15582248989013406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712779178435483,0.0,0.13048512316443134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827393287688592,0.0,0.16694601558261504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qsfordays,2020/01/03,"Idle mind Anyone else get anxiety when they’re not busy? I feel like mine gets worse if I’m just sitting around, giving me time to dwell on it. Seems like that goes for depression too.",1.7804054054054037,4.202145351351351,2.0499324324324317,96.84084459459463,81.97297297297297,5.8621621621621625,17.35810810810811,7.1686216300943375,-0.058940540540540536,146,3,32,2,4,44,35,37,0.292,0.619,0.08900000000000001,-0.8325,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274139002116227,0.0,0.0,0.20786098771903352,0.3045924823587873,0.0,0.26463700663841344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560417775641593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483343950766399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503107351486609,0.21237270201343356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31062693283564713,0.2851724389717611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904662537101873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30016213382743817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706272083962608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733429392000353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029477412197503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Retexo,2020/01/03,"I think I'm having a nervous breakdown For several months I have been in a constant state of self-crisis. I've lost sense of myself. I'm paralyzed by fear and can't make any decisions. I ruminate and obsess DAILY. Nothing helps. Medication/therapy/exercise/whatever... nothing works. I have crying spells almost daily now. I need Klonopin to get through a single day. I've started drinking again. I've relapsed with an eating disorder. I'm withdrawing from everyone. I'm isolating. I want to only be alone. I have no energy to be around people, even friends. My home is a mess. I don't clean. I only bathe when I have to be around other people. Half the time I don't brush my teeth. I've become disgusting. I can barely stand looking at myself in mirrors. 

I self-harm and have outbursts of anger when I'm alone, then fall on the ground and cry and cry, sometimes for hours. I feel like my mind is broken and like I am fragile. I feel like something is deeply, deeply incorrect/wrong with me existence/being. This has been ongoing for months. I don't know what to do. I don't want to be alive. I can't get out of this. Catastrophizing is unavoidable. I can't logically see myself out of this. 

It's the same repetitive shit day in, day out. From the moment I lay my head down to the second my eyes open and every wakeful hour in between. I'm so exhausted with my life and I'm not even 30 yet. I can't focus on work. I can't do hobbies. I can't even fall asleep without listening or watching something. Any quiet time is flooded with suffering. My brain is rotting and I can't stop it.",0.8012224021195173,3.3389474398734222,2.7728819546658805,88.27149985281132,90.42405063291142,5.977509567265234,22.53871062702385,7.397020576406223,1.2685357079776267,1245,48,244,24,43,415,166,316,0.177,0.7490000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9841,0,3,3,0,0,1,52.0,0,0,0,3,11,14,3,3,10,0,34,11,7,1,0,36,56,14,0,3,3,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,3,0,7,19,2,1,6,2,0,2,14,10,0,2,3,10,36,4,38,49,2,39,0,2,4,0,3,15,1,2,23,151,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771125275150807,0.2228107165392342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629637879447302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151209783953152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879758012540315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200786077280631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624002989349815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544667627239515,0.2081124350117604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327931600483395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537318294460822,0.0,0.11006630130085217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131378806621385,0.0,0.09062852446791833,0.10278338981357373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104102765495772,0.10877663929842746,0.15368954706328894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310479395817875,0.0,0.1123970080913448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103931765167528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209884864771003,0.0,0.10789690906113487,0.0,0.2118605866795695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911515405484486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597665304379908,0.15765312542522042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903278805535467,0.0,0.11742038690623105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180076805059707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861043334696392,0.0,0.1717154197532847,0.0,0.0,0.07975841257088484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064238860467373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361673203484384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914466799343273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571573103518956,0.0,0.22442843111539645,0.12151833260789865,0.1104143808501236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561826543832675,0.1063849729589096,0.0,0.07613537375561273,0.0,0.0,0.08992952629461047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892359217739795,0.0,0.0,0.12544454894484272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688976968506702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036892479763096,0.0,0.156617846307419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176059253407501,0.0,0.0
anxiety,run4cake,2020/01/03,"Advice on Finding Care - High deductible So, my insurance just changed from my dad’s wonderful PPO to the high deductible plan my employer offers. With this, I have lost access to telemedicine services (f-ing bs considering my employer is located nearly an hour from anything) and I’m afraid my old psychiatrist is going to be too expensive because visits were already pretty expensive on the old plan. And, I can no longer access the person I was seeing for therapy with insurance because of the telemedicine thing. Yay, real adulthood! At least I get insurance I guess. Anyway, is there any sort of good way to find care that isn’t going to cost me $300/month?",6.802004132231402,8.046325264462817,6.789741735537191,73.3227944214876,64.9504132231405,10.016942148760329,34.959710743801644,10.125756701596842,3.794313223140496,531,24,87,12,8,169,84,121,0.036000000000000004,0.809,0.155,0.9442,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,19,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,3,3,2,2,0,0,3,1,11,4,16,15,1,13,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,3,3,53,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632035027252539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430337353314252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357479820411885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743774820708307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361956357614264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34056246158939824,0.0,0.17667796834330804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052943337741631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725757683076342,0.0,0.1898350596790136,0.14008286554068972,0.0,0.0,0.18398402305415515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529175263616172,0.0,0.0,0.1644744974401744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231478944068813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333084544383245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505048109314677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582960631966158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991260896904592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900977445802184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308800854075506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099430943276124,0.0,0.11095624181342913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256741531227562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111884271482248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icyangel2666,2020/01/03,"Is medication worth it? I've been thinking about medication for a while, mostly in the past year, anxiety has been awful for me. I tried self managing the anxiety, sort of helped, I did stuff like walk around, read/watched funny stuff etc. But at times it got so bad it seemed like I was having to do that stuff constantly to try and fight the anxiety and I was getting tired of it and the near panic attacks. Couldn't focus on work. I was really close to saying enough is enough and to go see a doctor about medication. But I just couldn't quite do it and it and I ended up getting myself to calm down quite a bit. It's been gradually getting better but I just set it off again and felt near panic attacks. I really hate going through that and I was tempted again to try seeing a doctor about it, but part of the problem is I'm kind of afraid of going and stuff. One of the reasons being is I haven't gone in a long time. I could go on and on, but at what point do you decide that enough is enough and it's time for medication? I get that the answer is basically ""It's up to you"" but I just want others 2 cents worth on it.",2.400458839406209,3.8588150512820536,4.08922627080522,87.68062753036438,75.83760683760684,7.148538011695907,21.717498875393616,7.85451343220497,0.7955247863247861,878,22,192,13,19,295,112,234,0.14800000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.061,-0.9684,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,2,0,4,10,14,4,3,12,1,24,7,0,1,0,35,42,19,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,22,13,0,0,6,0,3,6,3,9,0,1,11,4,18,5,35,27,8,35,0,0,2,0,6,17,0,3,13,143,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052966889523965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963321677139214,0.0,0.20353416725222176,0.0,0.0,0.07469053304477644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911498377412918,0.09766083437391104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666822725505456,0.0,0.07142191174552394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312035916517247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922988309864598,0.36972046697874617,0.09976509591199953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589007472275742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694454106588404,0.0,0.20335556749838646,0.0,0.07154470755734556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831751757853021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059959274720510575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931527993679916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740562191319759,0.0,0.0,0.07916416534133762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604628423269463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060616491197434424,0.0,0.0,0.20991049470011836,0.0,0.09687019762759266,0.08539417020130144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456314736064575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559560272783764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902911376422116,0.08947842261075077,0.0,0.11461332150827902,0.09197383162904918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113758222093959,0.0,0.0,0.1425668554048834,0.08143575769772148,0.09332025551540232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096146979024704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057318648988166535,0.0,0.0,0.1564844164667515,0.10281446093005962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220062022890984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276241370333517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512373393621107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760558160750873
anxiety,codeswithcoffee,2020/01/03,Fight or flight How do I condition myself to be more fight than flight?,1.24642857142857,3.911835071428573,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,91.14285714285714,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.1988857142857139,57,1,12,1,2,17,12,14,0.33299999999999996,0.667,0.0,-0.6697,0,0,0,0,2,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scruff_Kitty,2020/01/03,"Changing from Cipralex to Zoloft- any experience? These past months have been rough- I’ve been experiencing panic attacks daily making it hard to work, exercise and go out- it also leaves me feeling incredibly depressed. My doctor suggested I change from Cipralex to Zoloft but warned that it can be a rough transition for about two weeks.  

I’d love to know your experience if you’ve done this switch - and hopefully it was worth it in the end to do the switch.",5.4846428571428545,7.8429277023809565,5.104285714285716,79.84071428571428,69.5952380952381,8.609523809523811,29.857142857142854,9.23628265651192,2.6821142857142863,373,15,67,8,7,114,66,84,0.11,0.7509999999999999,0.139,0.6911,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,1,3,0,8,5,0,1,0,9,14,5,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,4,5,4,2,11,9,0,7,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,4,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181229696295754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759905017891094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301924858612848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42810061767201535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742763001533162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071049360268145,0.0,0.20706544283273468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921436966772686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958573147051529,0.0,0.0,0.1023098614774673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499524681322243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125809727567815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009706067720448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112015091030258,0.0,0.0,0.21425026389772345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262095981252005,0.0,0.13506441604761998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150692760699847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374039663007235,0.0,0.0,0.1931577049895504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976580884061125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230601837681982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730690582056755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seeitfromtheback,2020/01/03,"I’m puzzled and feel lonely with this Interesting case for y’all

Help me please.. what is this?

Hi guys,

I had a few panic attacks 3 years ago and had health anxiety following from that.

I have done good with knowing I’m okay physically. Also, I came out to my loved ones and cut bad people put my life. I have stopped partying and don’t abuse alcohol too much anymore. Though, I have a symptom or perception that has stuck and has always been my biggest enemy.

I’m posting today to ask you guys what you think I’m experiencing.

Say for instance, I was scrolling through Instagram or travelling in the passenger of a car, a seemingly random object catches my eye like a tree or a watch or anything. Its like something catches my mind and I see dread in it. I feel claustrophobic, trapped like I’m glitched halfway in-between a wall.  
It’s like an automatic reaction of being overwhelmed by anything. Any thing. It’s so hard to explain. But it’s like experiencing existence, is like wading through fire. As I’m always triggered by some thing mundane or matter-of-fact and I feel unexplainable dread. I describe this to people as making me feel instantly suicidal, like I can’t handle the infinite weight of this reaction I get.

I realised after a while, that it's only when i think about it.. it's like i'll think ""i feel good"" and then any random thought will combat it shrouded by painful dread.. it could be like looking at a chair or thinking bout what a sound is or noticing how many 'things' there are in the room but instead of this just being regular thinking it's like it's tinged in suicidal dread

But then, I actually am happy in life and I don’t feel drained. I work every day and laugh and talk and want to do things. It’s like I am this person who gets on with things but have this bizarre suffocating and weird reaction to surroundings inside when i think about, like i'm triggering a black hole in my head. like my brain can’t take the pressure of existing. It’s like the sensation of living is impossible during it. the feeling is an intense fiery dread feeling that i can conjure up myself I'd say. it's less of a depressed feeling though i can obv get depressed from the pain. Yet I still wanna do things. When I’m with people or doing something, I don’t notice it as much or it doesn’t hurt as much. When I'm fully focused on something, i won't be thinking about it. so i guess that's proof that it isn't something that is impossible to escape.

One weekend, I went to Paris (from the UK) by myself to see how I would get on with it. Treating it as if it’s anxiety or depression by reading self-help books, and reading spirituality books to try get through it. I got through it but it was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. the last day I felt like i was surrounded by hell. I can’t believe I managed to fly back home.

I’m hoping someone can enlightened me to what this is. I live with family so I think we’d know by now if it was psychosis or schizo.

Apologies for the long post but I’m desperate!

It’s my only obstacle from living life and being able to help others.  
Thank you for reading.",3.122314668289718,5.0186594225806465,4.407425441265979,84.29915702982352,74.93548387096773,7.388922702373708,28.311016433353625,8.214576434517982,1.977892270237372,2462,103,487,42,53,811,278,620,0.157,0.7070000000000001,0.136,-0.9609,0,3,5,0,1,0,66.0,1,4,0,1,24,45,3,8,25,1,49,13,3,5,2,87,104,54,2,7,20,0,13,15,0,3,8,3,2,3,56,23,2,1,25,7,0,8,9,20,0,3,15,24,53,25,67,79,6,50,1,6,6,1,19,17,1,20,38,316,109,7,0.0593298621602502,0.07029618496904089,0.05789738703289653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259234304602228,0.06340557928605761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047446069334263284,0.09873439626698234,0.0,0.0,0.08069268155326798,0.0,0.0907743643192349,0.0,0.058839280853432034,0.0,0.0,0.0976468426520188,0.0,0.05546541217715837,0.06749628334428233,0.0,0.04562100178739978,0.049537956693810885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684443767578617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623174773432218,0.0,0.06785755665570202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737006722013733,0.0,0.0,0.07652570571265382,0.0,0.15330217002517454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143009575620685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053667257022657976,0.0499879677459834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055930913822171587,0.0,0.2699906487400657,0.0,0.05696597183867205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549870211448736,0.0,0.0,0.0995261469875471,0.04745151065560664,0.0,0.06535853207731983,0.11749178273257757,0.0,0.06315774150389036,0.05314790292302194,0.0,0.060889555242064325,0.06306486908691404,0.0,0.0,0.11930266795858775,0.0,0.059512689208005176,0.058927940101105136,0.0,0.0,0.06351384453194385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521228126666642,0.04836175631182143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571930870878173,0.4347836067660525,0.0,0.1571680657828931,0.05250506100993923,0.049822141606996065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354751699209897,0.0,0.039603143695896965,0.06015116804040551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990624773933295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084282580765394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509488261024707,0.0,0.0,0.08040690013737371,0.09024606735770294,0.12626231280962755,0.06961080991212792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339556828678608,0.05180454717886585,0.0,0.06512637222872945,0.0,0.0,0.11364321532166945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964289848893783,0.0,0.0,0.17803775299064672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943629754322599,0.0,0.0,0.09455643735714156,0.05401167823690525,0.06189398559528255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026999967570011,0.18270010594307884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047380904560683085,0.049602421381337664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979447915404504,0.0,0.0,0.06166644378298974,0.044608672652059166,0.04768709582917369,0.0,0.05462296585878715,0.0,0.0,0.2759128688758531,0.30412944029962274,0.11658257667656442,0.047101283345325415,0.0,0.0,0.056237772069222695,0.0,0.0,0.040281081892374455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034994289885839115,0.0,0.0,0.07224778855325896,0.0,0.054999376623005525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319284626791009,0.0,0.0,0.04214623182173632,0.0,0.0,0.03820648602526114
anxiety,throwaway123456721,2020/01/03,"Is living with family really that bad? (Throwaway account) 
My husband, two kids, and I are currently living with my parents. We have been for several years and honestly probably will be for a while longer. I have major anxiety/ mild depression and moving triggers it to the point of disabling me. Financially affording rent isn’t really an option either though, despite my husband having a good job. 
We basically have a 2 br basement apartment to live in and we pay rent (though a very small amount) for it. We buy all our own groceries, pay our own bills, we make our own food/take turns making dinners, and do things around the house that my parents don’t have time to do (I.e. mowing the lawn, laundry, dishes, etc.) We also watch their dogs when they vacation (which is usually every 3-4 months).  We have paid off a significant amount of debt and are currently working on the last of it. 

My problem/ question is this. Even after everything is all paid off, we most likely still wouldn’t be able to afford rent anywhere and with how bad my anxiety gets I’m afraid of what will happen when/if we do. I’ve talked with my parents and they have no problems with us being here. They actually enjoy it.  Is it so wrong of me to enjoy it too? Would it be so wrong if we never moved out? I’m so afraid of what this says about me as a person. Please help.",4.549110707803995,5.902659176245213,5.3198588425085696,81.38865698729585,70.26436781609196,8.406614236741277,27.52994555353902,8.841846274778883,2.1011103448275863,1059,36,201,19,19,344,152,261,0.125,0.8059999999999999,0.069,-0.9401,12,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,14,0,4,1,14,14,0,2,11,0,28,2,0,4,3,41,37,19,0,5,2,5,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,2,15,25,2,0,1,0,11,2,5,9,0,1,3,2,30,5,28,26,11,23,0,1,1,0,29,9,0,4,13,145,45,4,0.11470463675732658,0.0,0.11193517913237537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172925657319024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549746631791527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211144550922502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154716095297905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879493556073464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279259907858003,0.07576133077302033,0.0,0.096643603638465,0.0,0.1030891313198106,0.0,0.10813332308356192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870130207426806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059928438446410326,0.0,0.0,0.09620880718741537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143293146662363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688410014846417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323537502786266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382665276584222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349958838115104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603889156462977,0.0,0.30385888722924914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313247146323428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915561467136301,0.2438257520322831,0.0,0.0,0.08846728718380313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820977742213332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015566445240727,0.0,0.12591124600359851,0.10843295755078904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367099892159993,0.2195136923543889,0.0,0.0,0.12849544455754666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696545497366229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121773105643312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295835901589921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160327108442068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219524209112244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620466381570191,0.0,0.22539344645364506,0.0,0.06688519612345108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476570652635754,0.11204976287631098,0.0,0.13797555480964746,0.0,0.12633095203917696,0.09464333816615654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835063416849641,0.0,0.0,0.08148288291559982,0.2508230273171836,0.0,0.07386602533247773
anxiety,drewstrive,2020/01/03,"A year off marijuana I’ve have stopped smoking and vaping thc for exactly a year now and 2019 seemed like a big blur. I was in my head overthinking with constant anxiety the whole year. I thought that this would go away after a few months after quitting but it has not. My memory is terrible I can’t remember what what days certain events happened on from like last week for example. I did smoke everyday which I know adds to this problem but everything I read is that marijuana only causes anxiety while high everyone says when they sober up from it that they’re fine, I feel like marijuana has made everything worse while sober. I’ve also been out on lexapro for a few months and I slowly leaned off it because I just didn’t feel like me. Any other experiences?",6.4097278911564635,6.947107523809527,6.754149659863947,75.73013605442178,65.59863945578232,11.159183673469386,33.34013605442176,10.980518767755715,3.719062585034013,614,25,116,17,9,199,97,147,0.11599999999999999,0.775,0.109,-0.2471,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,6,0,11,1,1,2,2,24,19,9,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,3,13,6,17,12,3,29,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,22,74,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358829586756245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509480703125912,0.0,0.2364505458953569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519860535739396,0.0,0.0,0.09420821819715923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875863595949424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700650571983264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966770368751694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767283520601138,0.27778727394606306,0.15117309329809112,0.0,0.0,0.15628356642562366,0.22081166224940327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783057192352542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666221239685866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586061073992102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632835801489383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084933007354134,0.1259734922535317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020083829090535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623269553868393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467101243649497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753721467326418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478771559433111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643759220039683,0.15458521503778366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750675382889513,0.0,0.0,0.12289910934986358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069050110808046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292051968780746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269019169561005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239653882722672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254217966914498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574929208867997,0.10978319260529536,0.0,0.0,0.2985626353376307
anxiety,pandelyn,2020/01/03,"My girlfriend is shutting down from anxiety and I want to help. Hello! First time posting here since I'm not really sure where to ask for advice.

My girlfriend is having a hard time fighting her anxiety to look for a job after her controlling parents forced her to drop her previous job application. She took a break for a year and does want to apply again but everything seems to be overwhelming her, and she's slowly shutting down.

I want to help gently push her into trying again but I'm afraid I'd go too far and make her shut down even more.

Might be worth noting that we only see other around twice a week for my day off since I live very far from her. We mostly talk through chat so it's hard to offer support other than my words (which sadly, I'm not very good at).

I'd love to hear your thoughts and advice for this. Thank you!",3.591181318681322,5.079116964285717,4.199999999999998,87.96807692307692,72.80952380952381,7.073992673992675,23.04212454212453,7.61054688173877,0.8919289377289372,662,17,135,8,13,210,103,168,0.107,0.73,0.163,0.9339,3,0,0,0,2,0,14.0,2,2,0,2,9,9,1,2,5,0,6,1,0,2,1,24,24,8,0,3,4,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,1,1,3,2,4,0,2,2,5,21,5,26,19,2,28,0,2,2,1,27,13,0,3,9,84,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793253460085866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186713630338981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723174550232494,0.13361368457907385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030026481579268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217349248774123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507285494783807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439927431993456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284499504901529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215702060084244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812264180056658,0.1198770070299868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560618179312954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610845754938103,0.0,0.19159650937231945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836579904213926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262036017470043,0.0,0.12001929945943067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899356129406594,0.0,0.09540219286971162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161868616156635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869935970114106,0.0,0.0,0.15869904535609086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688069853372942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156011489012322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389110348269425,0.1301117048672046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364547168551325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218729362762435,0.13470320861958027,0.0,0.0,0.11487607015810185,0.0,0.13158426926889594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134648742187409,0.16667906733889518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879267945288536,0.0970353155094376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23585283814161725,0.25289901367400586,0.0,0.1146441862499222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203770732558132
anxiety,CourageousGizmo,2020/01/03,"Pregnant and scared of ww3. I've been diagnosed with gad 10 years ago. So being scared of something comes pretty natural to me. I'm 4 months pregnant with my first child. Due to the pregnancy I feel more fragile and helpless and that will get worse with each coming month. I'm not able to fight or fly.
We live in the Netherlands, as far as I know we are pretty neutral to this conflict. But not if ww3 starts.
How do I put this fear aside? The fear that I'm helpless and a huge liability if war breaks out? Don't get me started about having a baby in that kind of time.
It might sound ridiculous to some people. But being able to take protect and take care of myself and my loved ones, has always been a calming factor. And now I feel like a big, fat helpless lump.",2.3379723502304124,4.28751006451613,3.1923732718894016,91.89427419354841,77.38709677419354,5.460829493087559,22.68433179723502,6.1826913282559595,0.32349769585253485,600,18,126,4,14,190,100,155,0.20199999999999999,0.644,0.153,-0.8777,0,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,2,0,0,1,4,15,3,4,7,0,11,4,1,1,0,30,27,16,1,2,7,0,3,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,6,16,1,2,3,0,0,3,3,10,0,2,2,4,11,5,19,21,3,20,0,3,0,1,5,6,0,5,11,76,17,0,0.3065208146322266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585610388190633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752493632225587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625919952948486,0.0,0.0,0.264040540597886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555560873196253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449211343203225,0.15498613379803625,0.1094892656095087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303632241699706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601444744652629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959712987283897,0.08422791175502113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487529353245682,0.0,0.13533174752095367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383235012885959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258507262105826,0.0,0.0,0.2446619898602924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385321840791524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062514691480638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31184186470298875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406904016123646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068808084353133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798734917798785,0.0,0.0,0.2169570102506647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304655056173797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936737599357314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618544845802185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869467747174383
anxiety,Harogenki42,2020/01/03,"Panic attack thanks to Iran news on my birthday no less I'm sitting in my bedroom right now, shaking about the whole situation with Iran and social media going full on #WW3, I saw this at work and thought nothing of it but then I saw the post on the tenagers subreddit saying ""officials are saying WW3 is very likely"" and I've gone into complete panic attack since. It's my Goddamn birthday and here I am having a panic attack...help me please",5.069573643410851,6.269704406976743,5.779069767441863,79.1587596899225,68.88372093023256,7.128682170542637,29.449612403100772,7.1686216300943375,1.8376961240310081,353,13,61,3,6,115,63,86,0.25,0.6990000000000001,0.05,-0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,4,4,7,2,10,7,3,15,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,0,3,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439215827591348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709716108236272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057404925330953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682282995318204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786048055207463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292049797626006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609615823055135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494118543448095,0.0,0.0,0.15263308951967616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610171864999468,0.0,0.2534759762952392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183310120311012,0.17913935948699927,0.0,0.1624583725146987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467271409763557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652254473774724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149752939297166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779317103073605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160237776159162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boggie135,2020/01/03,"A Snake! I was taking my usual walk earlier and suddenly came across a snake. I am absolutely terrified of snakes, pure, white hot fear. I grew up in rural area and came across snakes often, but over the last five or so years I've lived in urban areas. I just moved in with my sister in on the edge of a new development and there are some wild animals about but today was the first time I saw a snake. My heart is absolutely pounding, does anyone have similar reactions to other animals?",5.52498245614035,6.0975023578947365,6.608157894736844,75.88627192982459,67.52631578947367,10.543859649122806,27.41228070175439,10.504223727775694,2.76380701754386,384,11,74,10,6,129,68,95,0.057,0.943,0.0,-0.6172,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,7,0,6,1,1,0,1,13,10,7,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,5,3,8,0,14,5,1,24,0,0,2,0,1,11,0,3,8,49,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049502552845586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577643148694553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338155666095648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27438204298892865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740583408357832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889455203586691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875798072137035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153106763911818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915790091101537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549725757031065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333349272546234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421820860585729,0.0,0.231126966206046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685496841714115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570216756372005
anxiety,SN2014dt,2020/01/03,"Getting off of antidepressants! My   medication (Zoloft and then Trintellix) has been helping with my   anxiety A LOT, but making me super tired and actually depressed. I've   been on it for a year. In some ways it brought me a lot of relief, but   ultimately, it's not worth sleeping 16 hours a day.

I   finally talked to my psychiatrist and we agreed that I should taper  off  of the drug. From there, we'll see how things go and the anxiety,   delusions, and panic attacks get too out of control again he can offer   me other medications that might not make me so tired.

But   for now, I just continue my therapy,group therapy, exercise and  meditation and see how  things go! I might be interested in trying some  more natural remedies for when/if anxiety gets too high. Has anyone had experience with St.  Johns Wort or Cannabis (just became legal in my state) or other things  for anxiety/panic attacks/anxious delusions?  I feel really nervous, but relieved and  hopeful that I can be productive and awake again.",7.36487012987013,8.030304587912088,7.849540459540464,68.25455044955048,63.560439560439555,11.453346653346655,36.87512487512488,11.20814326018867,4.477553846153846,793,37,133,22,11,262,113,182,0.151,0.7,0.149,0.3778,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,0,2,11,9,1,2,6,0,13,8,1,5,0,37,25,19,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,11,13,0,1,1,1,1,3,2,4,0,0,4,3,17,5,19,15,5,22,0,1,2,0,6,8,0,9,9,99,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.13439358226165174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160632791110586,0.0,0.0,0.09629611516945663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566748997296113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446322931700476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881716648094103,0.0,0.11861691205777425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970996590633546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471531196295686,0.0,0.0,0.06963471126504106,0.0,0.0,0.15086410109574874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585700540047184,0.0,0.15653741864276652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230993971695103,0.14550736482462678,0.0,0.13678574062397295,0.1356251753779573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341670229066607,0.0,0.0,0.1838565995073464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774741972822675,0.0,0.2921955483508312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615832179595642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822612388579833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948794226422225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781815595030172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069307208105793,0.0,0.0,0.15749333249935735,0.0,0.27448254877384365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165747662800884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350195527503284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931469152334516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868632568248906
anxiety,gosox129,2020/01/03,"Sexual frustration due to anxiety medication I've (27 M) been dealing with anxiety/depression for many years and have recently started trying cymbalta 90mg daily. I have started seeing someone new and i have been experiencing trouble finishing during sex (obviously she is loving how long things go) and it gets to a point where it is frustrating that I cannot orgasm myself. 

I hope I am in the right sub for this and if not could i be pointed in the right direction. I'm wondering if anyone was any tips or supplements that I could try to help with this issue. Any suggestions are welcome.",4.4514545454545456,6.953162145454549,6.078181818181817,71.07727272727277,73.0,10.21818181818182,31.0,10.355215969177356,4.054018181818182,476,22,78,16,10,162,79,110,0.115,0.799,0.086,-0.2973,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,3,0,14,4,1,1,1,16,23,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,9,3,9,17,0,16,0,0,1,3,6,7,0,5,8,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968059334189,0.0,0.14043774916872598,0.0,0.0,0.12836299464581868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931464480421671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926231480499373,0.15811668020648284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591266681154652,0.0,0.10433241151915668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304941146162846,0.0,0.0,0.1823357802175236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916092127018504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624620044106446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568758848033036,0.0,0.0,0.1861207117850199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849369459890409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730214191825489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470837685270057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126252405903728,0.0,0.0,0.3135516328511033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628902478622746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555462416754584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25987690809919234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219620053437107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24927674316293685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990840434211458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182191236760243
anxiety,manic-2020,2020/01/03,"What helps you and what makes you worse? Thought it would be helpful if everyone made a quick list of things that make your anxiety better and what makes your anxiety worse, i’ll start:

Better:
- Exercise 
- Relaxing/taking time for myself
- Catching up with friends etc.
- Meds and CBD ofcourse, but i try to limit those for the most part

Worse:
- Caffeine (any kind of stimulant really)
- Eating way too little (anxiety makes me hate food) 
- Too much stress/putting too much pressure on myself 

What about you guys?",5.984238095238098,8.0959659,5.026507936507937,81.925,67.77777777777777,8.6984126984127,29.523809523809533,9.23628265651192,2.649380952380953,401,15,69,8,7,119,68,90,0.192,0.7140000000000001,0.094,-0.8985,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,0,3,5,6,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,6,0,16,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,8,4,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,4,9,6,5,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,3,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800851154423687,0.0,0.33076086314331404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492997918508103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747370304812446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607351263374736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771560349079556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742739780644654,0.0,0.11134899202767283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270432612525374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229152206016846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320507857388566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008181807704302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444900435254826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637256905172385,0.38481260916283866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008804740477206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118938232778836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607105182098427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448833176085737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232881773020428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201092766806973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650922905615572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095748848147918,0.0,0.0,0.11441748083316088,0.08403921973143663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784998598806008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439804656902855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406206317200341,0.10238077031359824,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doug4steelers15,2020/01/03,"Found a great resource for meditation There’s a book called “Mindfulness” by Mark Williams and David Penman that explains how to properly meditate and how to ground yourself when anxiety and depressive symptoms take over. So far it’s worked well for me and I highly recommend trying it out. I’ll include a free link that goes through an 8 minute process. 

(Also I have no affiliation with the authors, I just thought this could be helpful)

 https://assets.penguinrandomhouse.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/08/30141413/01-Meditation-1-Mindfulness-Of-Body-And-Breath-11.mp3",13.614416666666665,17.406252275,9.080000000000002,53.7116666666667,51.25,9.833333333333336,38.333333333333336,10.125756701596842,4.321208333333333,482,20,60,9,6,132,66,80,0.079,0.77,0.15,0.7778,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,15,7,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,4,4,9,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241823589810665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144541309072892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28625154061505576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238232495022124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414505746235513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073708846249628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090683429701065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790143497638306,0.2961874174548807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28305661826888984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913735327545995,0.2107756787121446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225532474987399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032784143450154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25205321371422684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408590855499986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anyboul,2020/01/03,Quit my job of 10 years about to take the leap to Asia. Today was my last day. Thought i was going to be happy today. Spent the work day throwing up non stop. Idk if it’s me being nervous about the Huge change and all the risk that comes with it but I can definitely feel it’s anxiety effecting it. This never happened to me before. Maybe it’s cause i spent the last 10 years in such a comfort zone. This is me also leaving the nest from my parents too.,-0.22520647773279376,2.0605919368421084,1.668421052631583,96.11663967611338,92.78947368421049,4.186234817813766,17.834008097165988,5.8734145424116955,-0.3616801619433199,354,10,78,3,13,116,66,95,0.081,0.8079999999999999,0.11,0.705,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,2,7,0,6,0,0,2,2,12,14,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,5,1,9,2,11,7,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,10,49,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857553256118725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516942643173901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873347446723014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037024223793999,0.2097686168210495,0.17081260694900172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557662775500219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002633364370612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269497342087917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753506103445665,0.21108750703419515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967760642167494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232719325477722,0.0,0.2099645721408553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921284035459336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293645346642068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201818710887393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090993438365588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657825505302667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490923088446351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742317952999574,0.0,0.0,0.37591879711272697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436029571834466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553894960639912
anxiety,Coolgamergriff60,2020/01/03,"TSA checks at airports make me uncomfortable Anytime i get pulled at an airport during a TSA, it always makes me uncomfortable when they are patting me down, and I always sweat.

I also have nervous breakdowns when I do, they probably think that I’m crazy.",6.946950354609928,7.956804829787238,6.8391489361702105,73.93333333333334,64.53191489361703,8.819858156028369,34.815602836879435,8.841846274778883,3.0976581560283685,205,9,34,3,3,65,35,47,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,2,0,4,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,3,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145809879268104,0.6273287503416715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969482125177193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032530016625382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064311170008277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154340956490444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yme1975,2020/01/03,Y Everytime I hear about someone getting sick it always makes my anxiety go thru the roof then i start thinking crazy it throws off my whole day,5.251071428571431,6.655196250000002,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,68.64285714285714,8.457142857142857,31.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.5947285714285715,117,5,22,2,2,36,25,28,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171981687167835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916254437879237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584961907475264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916706291123948,0.0,0.2166510499551206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296526089562952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25446136565818056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229989232001353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698231746921836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442646766559529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256085730537376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ljj47100,2020/01/03,"I always wake up with anxiety. I feel like I’m going crazy. I just woke up about 20 mins ago. I just a dream that was disturbing to me. When I woke up, my anxiety had so much control over me. I have fears about something bad happening to me. Sometimes I have this weird gut feeling about something bad happening. I don’t want to put this kind of energy out in the world but I really need help. I do not currently have a therapist. I’m hoping this is just the cognitive distortion of emotional reasoning. Every morning I wake up with anxiety about the future and the anxiety feels scary.

Anything would help? I don’t care if it is insight. I don’t care if it is advice. I just want to stop feeling anxious.

Please help.",1.3523858494446763,3.8722883356643396,3.2863924310983137,86.48307280954342,85.22377622377624,7.5605100781571375,24.49568078979843,8.4952907291091,2.086132373508845,564,23,112,15,17,189,81,143,0.174,0.5820000000000001,0.244,0.9219,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,2,6,0,13,3,3,2,0,25,30,6,0,7,8,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,6,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,4,18,5,19,25,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,7,74,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594846270275807,0.12332330824341607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576069518718254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257119673008307,0.15716832343481438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448559788288465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23232221077329976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836884155929427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603721526855008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649358735826016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172163322216941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655099090884134,0.2813771660704327,0.09938882439793716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906627032967095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460503488154269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797517441283044,0.0,0.0,0.13817959231971866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448742123444182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679680090939898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227071853657928,0.10315724150064078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271423960158606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398560917593186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912515131238767,0.14304064401670724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420591075022646,0.13759527044006747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631226804779472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615314295121368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411558597320172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988283167704119,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rhodes1973,2020/01/03,"Cutting yourself a break Does anyone else absolutely berate themselves for making a mistake? I have been working on forgiving myself for minor mistakes and reminding myself it’s part of the learning process. Typically, I beat myself up when I don’t do a new task correctly or take responsibility for mistakes I didn’t even make (I’m a project manager so there are folks working under me). What do you do to remind yourself that you’re allowed to make mistakes? My girlfriend has been wonderfully supportive and tells me I’m far too hard on myself. That outside perspective really helps me.",7.514164420485172,8.926529688679251,7.904393530997307,65.36311320754719,63.433962264150935,10.208086253369274,39.6711590296496,10.290406445055957,4.655942318059299,481,26,71,11,7,158,75,106,0.12300000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.111,0.3513,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,4,1,15,18,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,13,2,10,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,51,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894465331811434,0.24756579818126756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144120189329585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018405124673852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958615503249066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164419232492752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195119331504315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838448998075706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335579682905455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261648330063708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478643024443528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741848046144608,0.0,0.0,0.18166637574380606,0.0,0.21118444401338013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620239952313197,0.3518010007046645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cahphm,2020/01/03,Afraid of everything I am so scared of everything at the moment. With all of the news about North Korea and Iran and world war three and people are saying there will be terrorist attacks im so scared and I dont know what to do. I feel suicidal but im scared to die because I am afraid of Hell. I feel completely terrified. I was meant to see a movie tonight and go out to eat but im too scared of terrorism and I feel like I should stay in. I feel so afraid and confused. I really need help and comfort. Please help or explain things or comfort me. Thanks,0.3013333333333321,2.6834193652173965,1.8678260869565229,95.32637681159424,90.13043478260867,5.849275362318841,19.84057971014493,7.3011,0.5737362318840584,437,14,97,8,15,141,69,115,0.33399999999999996,0.51,0.156,-0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,16,3,9,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,26,20,15,3,2,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,10,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,0,1,2,6,11,4,14,15,1,9,1,0,1,0,4,5,1,3,3,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957012430788792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550340486104327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706374380375692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557149958150126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438792568007554,0.0,0.0,0.14352470680682025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521198065730107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28368601612339583,0.10020436282871972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971505134124943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803150448359396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545263580786257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708522093760893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852572293974364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400370180809397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724113780769088,0.0,0.0,0.15396734156830388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985647081923226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115432655971821,0.5617134374303883,0.0,0.11177195036227312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495023632260851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342564173085693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913590230876826,0.0,0.0,0.09318492092814823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KittyWolf21,2020/01/03,"I ordered two Subway sandwiches successfully! I know it’s not that big of a deal for others, but I was able to order two Subway sandwiches without getting anxious and speaking quietly or stuttering. I’m actually really proud of myself.

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edit: I usually don’t edit posts but all the support in the replies is really uplifting. Thank you all for that :)",3.718807692307692,6.88132524615385,5.91413461538462,67.13274038461543,81.15384615384616,9.403846153846157,32.740384615384606,9.516144504307137,4.590423076923077,291,16,41,10,8,101,50,65,0.04,0.687,0.273,0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,9,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,6,4,7,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,32,10,3,0.22560792228118884,0.0,0.22016078781239745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444460895336738,0.27413831958930074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548727354357798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325918614612818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787082776832175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398821392885455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607002575553846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28906042406868737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560171966298562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770946345622374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44077231591093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484752527455501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174779862415849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27413831958930074,0.0
anxiety,VelvetRecon,2020/01/03,"Pressure on top of head (not a headache) a symptom of anxiety Hey, guys. I've really been going through it lately. A Panic Attack sent me to the ER last month due to anxiety, and it's been a tough go ever since. To go along with chest pressure some days, I've started to get tightness on the top-left side of my head. It comes and goes. Worrying that it may be a brain aneurysm or tumor makes it worst. Sometimes, I get sharp tightness in my neck on the left side as well. 

Any insight on if you guys ever experience this would be great.",1.5435362802335248,3.707799550458721,2.8892243536280238,91.99745621351126,81.0183486238532,5.7984987489574635,23.67055879899917,6.980632752743323,0.7842770642201833,417,15,89,5,11,135,73,109,0.209,0.7240000000000001,0.067,-0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,3,8,1,3,8,0,6,6,5,1,2,17,15,5,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,6,2,0,3,3,5,2,16,8,2,22,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,8,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086184365416625,0.0,0.2443782841424052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171017812536905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830585747915384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758889297471855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300937271825236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889607056834555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624164033453675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689937770768234,0.0,0.2723260931452821,0.0,0.0,0.17609731045568733,0.0,0.31630560544653097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32784773859543986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019714447167685,0.18017668968106304,0.0,0.3470832297653709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661763787199148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274909234076116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874028026708448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232388668680503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212612109039146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797205001987868,0.0,0.11305413477756154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601537046134765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436119034393664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622084300122941,0.0,0.11346401478992775,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ice_cold_sandwich,2020/01/03,"Anyone Else Feel Hopeless? Klonopin Just Makes me Tired, Sad, and Angry, tbh What options are left? Start my ""business after 5 years of dicking around?

Go back to college after 7 years of dicking around (only attending and passing 4 classes in that amount of time).

Work the new retail job I just got?

Just feeling really suicidal today. I completely wasted my past two days off by SITTING IN MY ROOM because I was too afraid/didn't want to go anywhere alone. That is all I ever do. All I want is some microscopic form of excitement in my life. Something as small as a text saying, ""Hey, up for a 3am trip to Wal-Mart? We're otw."" Lol, my life is pathetic. 

I seriously feel like death. Pure apathy. My benzo and gabapentin just make me feel like I am wearing a snuggie made from lead. I am so tired. I am SO bored.",1.4164746772591883,3.9611319119496886,2.9617345249917264,88.73350546176762,85.22641509433961,5.611519364448858,23.46276067527309,7.0608816371341465,1.0475962264150942,630,24,123,9,19,206,111,159,0.251,0.679,0.071,-0.9847,1,1,1,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,4,1,9,7,3,4,4,25,22,7,2,2,4,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,1,6,0,4,0,1,3,5,17,3,21,19,5,29,0,2,0,2,2,10,2,2,14,71,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897187044356495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732547853766634,0.1572711372483251,0.0,0.27328161660267675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802620701235465,0.0,0.0935675629337595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093389644535389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989899216406817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822323265868776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884269391232265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104415456927275,0.21931005064537032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446657464136958,0.0,0.12276192105089652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523175562014282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676997835547874,0.0,0.21683249050164427,0.149977299831884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452382520827858,0.20491478280001066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482439489639142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673791248215193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652589602181793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833118344290284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206334403364295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816597444366407,0.0,0.0,0.10864273461207964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789580966552906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950267245875229,0.3528339458364474,0.14549287977251155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993980442681354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810676285261732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174431983817522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768818974411748
anxiety,rainbowdash64,2020/01/03,"Now that the holidays are over I’m in a panic For some context, I’m currently in college, going back to school in a few days as well as my friends from high school. I haven’t had any luck making new friends at my school and am not in a relationship so I’m pretty much alone until my next break. The biggest thing making me anxious right now involves one of my friends.
Her dad wants to leave her mom, and I spend a lot of time at her place to the point where they see me as a second child. Their house has kind of been my safe space away from my family and home stressors. I’m not sure when he plans on doing it but I’m just a nervous wreck and I’ve been crying about it for days which is so stupid because they aren’t even my parents. 

I’ve just been feeling like once school starts up again, I will feel more alone then ever and do something stupid like relapse or hurt myself. It doesn’t help that I’ve also finished the 2 weeks worth of Ativan my doctor gave me, the withdrawal is horrible and I can’t take anymore because it’s very habit forming and I have a history of benzodiazepine abuse so I was only given enough to get me through the holidays.

I am hoping I can ask my doctor if there is a similar medication I can take that isn’t as risky and short term. But basically, I’m feeling very drained, alone, and anxious about starting up school again and I just don’t want a repeat of 2019 where it seemed everybody and everything was working against me.

I just need a hug..",4.34378289473684,4.9403789703947405,4.893921052631581,87.04844736842108,70.15131578947367,7.922105263157895,28.02894736842105,7.908726449838941,1.5215715789473685,1173,39,251,14,20,375,169,304,0.184,0.691,0.125,-0.9794,3,3,1,0,1,2,20.0,0,0,3,2,22,17,2,2,16,0,25,4,0,2,2,37,51,26,0,5,10,3,3,2,3,1,3,0,1,1,10,11,0,1,4,2,2,1,8,5,1,2,8,4,32,12,34,42,8,43,0,1,1,1,19,20,0,7,23,164,42,9,0.0,0.1137160268273836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29820699550239793,0.0,0.07675208114985417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526706352788678,0.0,0.0,0.21685142993907736,0.09518253718860566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972473117719586,0.0,0.09017273895562578,0.07379972420171654,0.0,0.11701232317014786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542527851961904,0.12379333540841705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647128376286896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916900435303552,0.0,0.06339133254472823,0.08681590959777417,0.0,0.0,0.08625716230909268,0.0,0.09047775920532894,0.0,0.14558525411106155,0.06856537061552193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245277339477013,0.0,0.05014356970344469,0.0,0.05454544976440482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433078075826389,0.10140405696231733,0.09627188965557308,0.0953259585903692,0.0,0.11074357474779416,0.10274443843411522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999443762636257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016248699863656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377818405155217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159547854551077,0.0,0.0,0.12812963186991544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668585964942923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124060903153572,0.0,0.0,0.07055350299245343,0.07116508861043673,0.0,0.09269435005197622,0.10207170928315497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221145233916143,0.06503591352187357,0.07299417615076895,0.0,0.11260731618550368,0.10657014083183937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027463446552114,0.0,0.09072847059014824,0.0,0.0,0.097642234185097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304245181772227,0.0,0.08196309559607312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856648669180878,0.07648055418613446,0.08737306945014045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388711833344476,0.0,0.0,0.13586480585710053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045637219101488,0.0,0.1443242195367959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376227999311576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596445662344356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583807269914147,0.11321842313963094,0.0,0.07698626697338805,0.0,0.08629407238376738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987176995616316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MidnyteHaze,2020/01/03,Thanks Trump Thanks for making my anxiety sky rocket when I first woke up this morning now I'm afraid that an all out war is going to happen. Fuck.,1.9390000000000045,4.1718869000000005,2.8633333333333333,92.345,80.0,5.333333333333334,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.309333333333333,117,2,24,1,3,37,28,30,0.24,0.607,0.153,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,4,8,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870084274893611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191243075630961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34684394218999404,0.0,0.0,0.2132210288439623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317666832082343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504327313341718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6908228618732869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,etherealpotter,2020/01/03,"Severe Exam Anxiety... This is my first post on this sub as I've just found it so I hope I can find the support I need here (sorry if it just sounds like a rant). My issue is severe exam anxiety (among other things lol) and right now it's manifesting differently than what I'm used to. When I was in high school (last year) I got some help on my exams for my anxiety (I get extra time and some breaks) but I never really had panic attacks DURING the exam it was only before it (throwing up, nervous breakdowns...etc.) so in a sense, it motivated me to push myself when studying. So I did, I pushed myself and graduated with a high mark and got into med school (where I live it's 1 year pre-med and 5 years of just med). 

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Since then, my marks in a certain class are dropping severely because of my previous experiences with it. I study really hard and just when I sit for my exam everything flies out the window. I get so sweaty and breathless and I feel so damn HELPLESS. I've barely passed my first exam and midterm and my whole future depends on my final which is in three days. If I don't pass I have to repeat the whole year. The thought is just destroying me. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can only think of how much MORE, so much more I can accomplish if I didn't have anxiety. What can I do to control it? Is this normal? It's really making me doubt myself and it's ruining my chances at life I'm so overwhelmed.",1.8392706358235391,3.747926546075089,3.8654304133485056,86.67770825432942,78.76109215017064,6.7980786246997855,22.114650486664143,7.793537801064563,1.010897206421438,1110,33,231,18,27,378,154,293,0.14400000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9543,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,5,21,13,3,4,9,1,21,3,1,6,2,43,36,28,0,6,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,19,15,1,1,6,0,0,5,5,9,0,3,9,3,39,4,25,27,9,43,0,3,0,0,1,16,1,8,19,161,58,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093702454204456,0.12441225607744352,0.0,0.0,0.31330522510774383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648078400608225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624145884237521,0.0,0.08712438706739369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483650592409167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603159282535323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697334895927237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476817289961282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418934467028505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201945809236424,0.10015481217572113,0.0,0.0,0.051770294898463326,0.0,0.0,0.11216071498582514,0.09358049814055576,0.17418184178949747,0.0,0.11226282258072036,0.0,0.0,0.10698668927672983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377758565594386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917192635507858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862831358654749,0.21635644206802404,0.0,0.10169408332942874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686615221621504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345963676812215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231945680330598,0.0500214558785698,0.0,0.09041021034067404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834458133455704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274592945454336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505334731188853,0.07591917834673728,0.07896770223332678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031820194106128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557409113279927,0.0,0.12012989919021792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805910904842004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677653723291186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743853192499756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072436267177857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470068548866124,0.0,0.08469615918637799,0.0,0.10246163797180098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146146417280456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618834271349347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802183487876706,0.06560590059591767,0.0,0.08128439285717923,0.05970308821972504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843009438761966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286244095445913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441225607744352,0.26373727416307186
anxiety,kevindroppinthechili,2020/01/03,"L-Theanine Has anyone tried L-Theanine before to help day-to-day general anxiety? Not to make it completely go away, but make the day go a little easier? I’m trying to help a friend who doesn’t love medication but is open to natural products. If you have any links to research you may have used yourself, that’d be great too! 


My friend would just want it for ease of feeling so stressed, an edge taker offer, help relax and sleep. 

Thank you!",2.8475,4.997930574712648,3.9776867816091968,85.91411637931036,76.58620689655173,7.108620689655173,24.66810344827586,8.07648339933343,1.5108862068965516,348,12,68,6,8,113,67,87,0.047,0.528,0.425,0.993,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,9,3,1,3,0,16,19,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,8,15,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,2,1,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276063654099268,0.0,0.1435494084494828,0.0,0.0,0.1312071153039725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630049300853054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967373950749994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674426422252086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630502907494198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487993959084473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899511469123165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328817991364016,0.0,0.0,0.20688143248217872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773273994334414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807154748178875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935870486785964,0.0,0.25051160172459536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903456765948112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778247333167195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494895518590965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727601067898347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479993258979017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206672243157527,0.0,0.0,0.11067903697029742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332990143584629,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DelilahsxCrap,2020/01/03,"I know it’s just a meme as if right now, but.. I’m getting a lot of anxiety from this WW3 thing. What if the opposing country strikes my hometown and I die? I need advice..",-1.6707207207207233,0.21910954054053988,1.1663513513513522,97.68394144144148,102.24324324324324,4.628828828828829,22.382882882882885,6.42735559955562,0.5655261261261262,131,6,31,2,6,45,32,37,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,5,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411635296617245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222509259198729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371853344756489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008288989544705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315049868664017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581270505251708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123474944779318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597405420125358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798561596272541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BarefootJacob,2020/01/03,"(TW) Anxiety over News and Current Affairs Trigger Warning, since I'm discussing what causes my anxiety.

Does anyone get anxious when they hear news headlines about escalating conflicts?  This started with me just under two years ago.  It was when the Syrian government was accused of using chemical weapons in the civil war there, and there was lots of sabre-rattling between Russia and USA.  All I could think about was it turning into a nuclear war.  This feeling tainted everything, I stopped functioning, I just forced myself to sleep for like 20 hours a day.  My heart would be racing, really thumping in my chest.  I became hyper-focussed on the news when I was awake, looking for any reassurance that things were resolving.

Some weeks later my feelings subsided.  I was medicated by my doctor with Propranolol beta-blockers and had my Citalopram increased to 40mg.

It's happened a few times since and again today with the assassination of that Iranian general.  I'd really like to get any feedback or comment from anyone who suffers something similar.  I feel so useless and stupid like this.
Happy to get PMs.",6.3297500000000015,8.818836343589748,6.409278846153848,70.81853365384616,67.61538461538461,8.9775641025641,36.2900641025641,9.516144504307137,4.093467948717949,897,47,130,20,16,285,136,195,0.195,0.713,0.092,-0.9705,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,11,12,4,0,7,0,11,6,3,3,1,32,25,11,2,2,3,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,11,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,8,5,16,6,23,14,5,22,0,2,1,0,7,6,0,3,18,89,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375100695668686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109823523971382,0.0,0.2373423283595338,0.17524851868692268,0.0,0.2169357754932278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593574003524848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385569574506698,0.0,0.0,0.10004360432270787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877830021058206,0.13575203536501665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394174797468736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353094939958717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431412045013105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717763926580345,0.16513478816272525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483856907491518,0.1838253648164072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276811813875896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736056448603426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026698872026335,0.0,0.0,0.13188279874998904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627338668040586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875570857917552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566440903434242,0.0,0.15523829017148294,0.0,0.0,0.11942377360960328,0.0,0.0,0.10979916514653586,0.0,0.0,0.1296924993218904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305899407749956,0.09939864358281564,0.0,0.0,0.09045536960611614,0.0,0.14704155589260065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873282508104842,0.15153581513833228,0.0,0.0,0.1339792816528564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443292857337952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019724420181858,0.0,0.0,0.09989622532393737
anxiety,hass_xyz,2020/01/03,I am really Anxious over the current Iran situation i generally overthink everything and have anxiety. i am really scared and am shaking rn.,7.138749999999997,9.907875375,9.740000000000002,46.60500000000002,66.08333333333334,14.8,45.33333333333334,13.023866798666859,8.384733333333333,115,8,14,6,2,42,18,24,0.34299999999999997,0.657,0.0,-0.7837,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29830342051372183,0.44052178071735015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504533841506351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996117475175594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903984731428847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383094676948591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thedirtyjersey,2020/01/03,"Mood swings, unintentional rudeness, anger/panic Has anyone else gotten to the point their anxiety has simply made it impossible to feel normal friendliness? So much so that you're unintentionally rude/confused/angry? Like fully uncomfortable, feel like an awful person, shouldn't be around anyone and people can tell your off but not why? I setoff an episode by drinking very heavily for new years and I'm sure the low grade alcoholism of the holiday season hasn't helped. 

I never used to be quite this bad, I could be very anxious and timid maybe. This is more like just like a physical ""amped up"" resistance to anxiety that pre-occupies everything. It's like disgust/anger/bitterness all in one and I think everyone can see it on my face, how I act and I'm sick to my stomach about it.

It's awful because I know what's happening, but can't stop it and I still have to be around other people and it ends up putting everyone off, I feel like I really freak people out lately. On my better days I love being around other people and making them laugh, but on my bad days I'm struggling so much and just absolutely disgusted/hate myself to the point it's nearly all consuming.

This is beyond just self consciousness where most people won't notice. I'm talking about full on ""tweaking out"", distressed facial expressions, rolling panic attack you struggle to contain and just feel like running away, whole nervous system feels on fire kind of feeling. 

I don't know what to do short term except wait out the episode. I just wanted to vent and see if anyone else had the same feelings.",4.945112612612615,7.027966439189192,5.325405405405405,78.84909909909912,70.41891891891892,8.176576576576577,27.1981981981982,8.841846274778883,2.25361981981982,1270,44,220,24,24,404,172,296,0.198,0.66,0.142,-0.9637,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,2,2,17,25,2,6,9,2,20,7,3,4,4,56,44,19,0,5,11,0,8,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,17,17,2,3,11,2,0,3,7,12,0,1,3,10,21,12,36,33,10,40,0,1,2,1,11,25,0,2,18,141,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720147272443466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854791901077532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915813082704856,0.10275139904138234,0.0,0.19079009569728012,0.18638491521220266,0.0,0.24290329982378586,0.0,0.10347256847683477,0.08545366830817705,0.0,0.1518844997748172,0.0554443192474814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044084869512633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261885071784678,0.0,0.0,0.11731477545513545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909965876455958,0.0,0.0,0.15195970961657534,0.0,0.0805576735838859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381965132187793,0.08174300817005327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219212336832505,0.19493127876117908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042974889240632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096411470464455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471391994317008,0.09997116736750444,0.0,0.10259934282872378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110464952661387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208895133481141,0.0860622609260964,0.060712068797470424,0.0,0.09137486715545648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337223580546667,0.0,0.07014883224317534,0.08784331423360234,0.0,0.0,0.08911497384218656,0.0,0.10355099421146784,0.0,0.0,0.061632345280676876,0.0,0.0,0.1067141617060718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152780112885531,0.07941695882771439,0.0,0.0,0.17196063292995978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914332403545048,0.0,0.09674008563789968,0.0,0.0,0.058267046355055765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495609172221444,0.0,0.09488418243927818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263546448391163,0.07604107498508735,0.0,0.19016838342966624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572245797453114,0.0,0.0,0.07310485917390214,0.07949723867500767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058279235496397734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855449355885302,0.0,0.15009208179195396,0.053646643594301366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820712533899154,0.10154616949883932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857097673575761
anxiety,sudopseudosu,2020/01/03,"I'm just tired Between my normal anxiety issues and the Iran escalation occurring, this morning has been hell.

Every day I have multiple times where I worry it's going to be my last. Random sensations of dread and impending doom cloud my thoughts so much.

I'm tired of 

* Waking up from nightmares
* Not being able to enjoy what I actually do have
* Feeling like I can never talk to anyone about my problems
* Making irrational decisions based on paranoia, like maybe I should avoid capitol cities for a bit because Iran threatened retaliation.
* Panicking over every loud noise I hear.
* Needing to Xanax myself asleep to last a flight.

I didn't use to be like this. I use to actually do a lot of stuff that would trigger anxiety in me now. 


Last week while I was on a subway platform I saw the subway coming and closed my eyes. Like I was waiting for someone to push me. When the air of the train came as it brushed past me I felt alive, like it was an affirmation that I'm still here and still going.

I don't know what to do, I don't want to feel this way but I'm just so tired. It's all just so exhausting.",1.930061162079511,4.434312977064224,3.4332339449541287,86.62642584097858,82.07339449541284,6.3856269113149855,23.303516819571872,7.645422480735847,1.2545131498470954,871,31,171,15,24,286,131,218,0.163,0.772,0.065,-0.9533,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,14,12,1,2,9,0,19,8,3,4,2,34,40,11,0,6,5,0,3,5,0,2,5,2,0,0,12,7,0,2,6,0,0,5,5,6,0,0,9,8,23,6,25,26,4,28,2,1,2,0,2,9,1,2,18,111,35,0,0.12525550956804085,0.0,0.2444626180278641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164024396029047,0.0,0.0,0.08758156462563202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635459605307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674657555574293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325893449735125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789653061209127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077944154161817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106633807380948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126665898289131,0.0894825610626426,0.12026493187223415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423711852037367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117206257633366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307342095860041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688371523440285,0.30629987378435525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059675753738677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648775505533864,0.0,0.0,0.083609025261639,0.0,0.12583599484585148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207721161615562,0.09287537323790344,0.09660477073610267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272380511388725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119570556839024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985260653055035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612858678750912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005842348035027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338759133729642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067563399641576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943888342083636,0.07303749490725013,0.4318883472559565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216361088214179,0.0,0.0,0.0738789448015807,0.09942199333104107,0.10047241447961452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720305001346752,0.0,0.08897792024100162,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blebonick,2020/01/03,"On a break and I can't make myself work I go to university, and have two exams to revise for and an essay to write for next week. But I'm just so scared of doing those things, and it's so much easier to stay on my computer, push down the anxiety and watch Netflix, until the minutes turn into hours.

It's easier at university, where I can just go to the library. Having other people around me while I work is really bad for my anxiety, but at least it forces me to work because I worry other people would notice if I wasn't working. But at home, I can just hide in my room, start drinking in the evening, and waste my days .

I know the hard thing with anxiety is just facing your fears, and that I need to just sit down and work. I'm just afraid.",5.882016129032259,4.6741336774193565,6.8875403225806435,80.19131048387098,67.06451612903226,10.072580645161286,27.762096774193548,9.188382445141503,1.9387580645161284,580,13,125,9,8,196,92,155,0.157,0.8170000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9541,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,5,12,4,0,3,7,0,10,2,1,1,0,26,19,16,0,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,11,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,4,0,1,1,2,17,0,24,17,2,26,0,0,1,0,2,13,0,1,7,93,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506098827352128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599923572327854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275580194005555,0.09312823310747656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852513209487566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496581417869866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090429168959736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191067758056305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364739791466965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685346923081051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324250879977025,0.0,0.15044938775851774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395935151688629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197632096754113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230480508751267,0.113278307475187,0.0,0.0,0.1624744758204295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393163552773894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182537383413372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786948688497553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295116032406406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081326220022448,0.16283434507975927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029895079009248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617178071900432,0.14923578878115268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254427264633973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5560982214366985,0.15514711498706046,0.0,0.1085246589722386,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayadvice32179,2020/01/03,"Unsubscribe Obviously if you’re on this sub you probably have anxiety but this sub has turned from nice helpful tips to handle daily anxiety to people talking about how they’re unable to leave their home or finally went to dinner for the first time. Thats not anxiety, you need to get help. How do you go to work? Probably don’t. This should not be the sub of antisocial agoraphobics. Are you guys not sick of reading this shit?",5.162357723577234,6.700965073170736,6.0009756097561,76.38040650406505,69.0,10.34471544715447,29.52032520325203,10.504223727775694,3.2738471544715453,344,13,64,10,6,113,58,82,0.131,0.715,0.154,0.6414,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,2,3,2,1,0,2,0,7,3,1,2,1,11,12,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,12,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,2,3,40,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686166711861748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368126109374006,0.0,0.1736847613535141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668137048113248,0.0,0.11604645159470425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218119410248148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372984795461824,0.0,0.20482022297186706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620878747225725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140504013321332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156033022304385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44030487013356223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042462582363548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959912848114248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412099218830675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906541489029066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221011744395931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892871038622534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486534808141878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OverlordPumpkin,2020/01/03,Anxious about time off work I am still sick and having anxiety about taking so much time off work. Like they're going to judge me or realize that they don't need me or things go better without me there,4.013577235772356,5.266855073170731,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186995,71.4390243902439,7.417886178861789,23.422764227642283,7.793537801064563,0.987383739837398,162,4,33,2,3,51,33,41,0.154,0.727,0.11900000000000001,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,6,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273893287646664,0.3357988716690764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628864081650846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33785897544166976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521743481485558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850708297217755,0.22040118863249555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373778580575194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348900391660625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747438772021308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466484199436453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28653069645885365,0.0,0.4327914557795179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChillyChii,2020/01/03,I just need some reassurance please. One of my two best friends hasn't messaged me in 3 weeks. I know they are still online but they haven't said anything to me and I can't stop thinking about why they aren't talking to me. Nothing happened before so i don't know what to do. I always rely on them to message first since I have a fear of messaging first but i want to say something. I just want to say whats up but everytime im about to send the message my heart starts beating really fast and i feel like im about to cry. I don't know what to do. Do you think they don't want to talk to me anymore. There have been periods where we havent talked in like 1-2 weeks and everything was normal but this is just a really long time and I had a dream about them so UGHHHH IDK. I need help.,0.3313398692810452,2.337650852941177,2.1839215686274507,96.22653594771243,84.58823529411767,5.660130718954249,19.444444444444443,6.937597516519254,0.10334640522875872,615,17,146,8,18,203,94,170,0.092,0.746,0.162,0.6922,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,6,4,12,6,0,1,4,0,18,1,1,0,0,26,32,10,0,6,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,1,0,1,8,1,0,4,4,4,26,5,21,28,2,17,0,0,0,0,22,5,0,1,13,95,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464225651488022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366386625894826,0.0,0.0,0.1133794787473108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723885178412215,0.0,0.14458941409945006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134256225488502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382589963245134,0.0,0.0,0.15503845090433827,0.0696646499874516,0.09842856491935008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343876361190129,0.0,0.0,0.10644686985580556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183654892043695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326748421347526,0.09234962741882724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29764756663785524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715740490309025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346226527192046,0.0,0.0,0.12192911285656577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432114583211908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499309670345264,0.13220161850232345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336187610029216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512387689238618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652811158676554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105834121805002,0.2191330446941743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397130915658825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606816470617586,0.0,0.0,0.0975199123370094,0.0,0.1100296152085623,0.1151885002746529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322219902605109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765650402838176,0.0,0.0,0.0803394060658624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458899608649402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437949393117443,0.0,0.22103425413332792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432313187970273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grusel_cookie,2020/01/03,I am freaking out is there anybody I can talk to? Sorry if this doesn't belong here but the friend I would ask for help is not available and I don't have the money to make a call. I am scared because I have a presentation coming up next week and it scares me.,2.6437500000000007,3.400278732142862,3.9878571428571448,91.40714285714287,74.17857142857143,6.314285714285715,22.92857142857143,5.985473137389443,0.2249071428571429,203,5,47,1,4,67,43,56,0.17300000000000001,0.691,0.136,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,9,13,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,5,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622297028260128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709902405351971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28642193555399104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416259750683725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671366000874626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801328574046924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723597634469066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983150090403136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616590119081636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313996866003139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545533291952305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500023845428432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992592033851605,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pebbles_the_Orc,2020/01/03,Worried to death about my flight from Philadelphia to NY state after Iran news. How irrational am I? Just... yeah. It flies out this afternoon.,2.1708,4.623472480000004,2.4080000000000013,86.70400000000004,104.2,6.8000000000000025,21.0,7.554174236665415,1.7422,112,4,20,3,5,34,24,25,0.268,0.662,0.069,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redmanup,2020/01/03,Horror in theatre help I have to see a woman in black tomorrow at the theatre and I hate horror things. How do I get through it?,0.5144444444444431,2.6889463703703704,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,85.2962962962963,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.7246148148148155,100,4,21,1,3,34,22,27,0.33799999999999997,0.579,0.08199999999999999,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31372507394807336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928479018484922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024878777056271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785033785894659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989310319198078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,simplycurious2,2020/01/03,"Lost my wallet, school is unbearable, I feel buried by the anxiety I've been feeling so sick for the past few days due to all of this. I lost my wallet with ALL of my documents and I feel terrified, paranoid, what if someone found it and now he knows where I live and what I look like and what school I go to and everything. Also I need to get new everything, which is a cost and I am so broke.... I have therapy on Tuesday and I don't even have my health insurance card! I 
I have like 10 exams in the next 2 weeks of school. I feel paralyzed and terrified and everything feels scary and unmanageable and I just want to disappear, I feel like I'm burning all the time and I can't even get to start working for school. 
I just don't know how.
I'm angry, scared and in pyshical pain. 
Help. Please. 
Is it going to be okay? I don't believe it right now.",0.9695480225988716,3.0155297118644064,2.7783333333333324,92.65755649717516,82.38983050847456,6.871186440677969,21.69774011299436,7.984000788550335,0.9579468926553676,657,21,150,13,18,218,96,177,0.195,0.711,0.094,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,11,9,0,1,5,1,13,3,0,1,3,32,34,18,0,3,3,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,14,0,0,9,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,4,7,22,4,16,29,4,19,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,1,14,93,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993577505822709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950461942985606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399802567334431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012699563965033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412376351748909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349870449209665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769284988684862,0.08875982110370355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622695304673044,0.0,0.0,0.12982455243584073,0.0,0.14122127014401664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206538752655278,0.0,0.0,0.08327802417321786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656232577132088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209778708528448,0.0,0.10970958324309216,0.0,0.10433353044248256,0.0,0.2712536469752984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212522994022312,0.0,0.11999547080512568,0.13213472886371427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220420110776324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860479973156195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638242195876332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610355689620192,0.0,0.0,0.12438975412450275,0.5029655794698756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527139886679944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879404264420008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208365416789082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244757978363936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328223338766647,0.0,0.09966091078712777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045099218211178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deletesself,2020/01/03,"Afraid of going back to school after Christmas break A few years ago, one of my classmates passed away on NYE, which has been haunting me ever since. They broke the news at school, and I’ll never forget that day. I went to his funeral, and I’ll never forget the image. I had daily nightmares of him and my friends and family dying for a year or so afterward, and I still get them occasionally. I desperately don’t want to go back to school and do this all over again. The thought of having to deal with losing a friend again breaks my heart. I just want to stop living in fear. :(",5.378546583850933,5.610860295652174,5.695403726708076,83.49043478260869,67.78260869565217,8.310559006211179,25.12422360248447,7.957251820313856,1.1965527950310555,454,10,93,5,7,145,81,115,0.16699999999999998,0.738,0.095,-0.8721,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,8,6,0,2,6,0,6,1,1,0,4,20,13,8,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,4,0,13,2,18,9,2,26,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,15,66,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486333103290796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753569421706975,0.25786265161285443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813616875166927,0.17286502714204952,0.0,0.0,0.17401963868289627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167116742790762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580685778506799,0.1886804071794027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590897758615863,0.0,0.08760299570850899,0.0,0.19058654299602415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869506706799284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805963848443246,0.0,0.0,0.1875848545429641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25864179279212823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136205676390898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090865788457349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387020632172282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390505696005775,0.1401833739142326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311480833317146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977975061425253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543592355943506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595373642155244
anxiety,pampkin-boi,2020/01/03,"So I had a panic attack the other night I never tell anyone when I'm starting to feel really depressed and anxious because I don't want them to worry and I don't want them to leave me. So I started to feel really stressed that something might've happened to my partner (which usually leads to me over thinking it and having a panic attack) and other stuff I was too scared to talk about.  My partner noticed that I was not okay and they asked me if I want to talk about it and even tho I was really scared I did! Then they didn't laugh or scream at me, they just tried to calm me down and they stayed with me the entire night making sure that I was feeling okay and I was safe. So not only did I tell them about what was worrying me but I also didn't cry that much and I calmed down really quickly, it took only about an hour! I even fell asleep really easy! (I usually lay awake for a few hours because I'm anxious about what comes tommorow and what happened today)",2.4582175583801344,4.186445758793969,3.6808217558380143,89.52237363287027,76.33668341708542,6.290393142181497,22.258646172036656,7.048011613610866,0.6325250369494535,762,21,158,8,17,248,99,199,0.165,0.738,0.096,-0.6973,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,7,1,16,16,2,5,6,2,14,1,1,2,2,30,31,20,0,4,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,14,12,0,1,4,0,0,4,7,9,0,0,12,4,33,7,20,19,2,22,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,2,13,117,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611051987562136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432922871676596,0.0,0.07529136534746604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066493483458316,0.2449998547825392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127972335190274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275556038264136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827986167087565,0.0,0.0,0.09274340139697372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224137037736376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633365731575576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904396217172015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208341814675424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401606647945595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187628691297948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422995489003665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915614444205744,0.0,0.083048357481289,0.0,0.0,0.20209810210002413,0.0,0.0,0.12259277467378688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378882141223447,0.0,0.2526752211343944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449082714804768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561008239598645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289622999775259,0.0,0.0,0.15243090336941986,0.11477103699362935,0.0,0.0,0.12334544722262054,0.0,0.12326620986752708,0.0,0.0,0.10148578538506237,0.0,0.0,0.17309592431267234,0.1882316464904432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899608487369999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020667013617148,0.0,0.119634862100323,0.07310668621394033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371854817725659,0.0,0.1905348453747477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187056454817672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarcasticlime,2020/01/03,"Week 6 of Sertraline? Hi guys, first time posting here (and I'm on a mobile- sorry for any formatting mistakes!).

I've just gone into my 6th week of taking 50mg of Sertraline for anxiety. The first 2 weeks were super horrible with loads of side effects. Week 3 I felt a little bit more positive, week 4 and 5 I felt pretty alright. The problem is the past 2 days or so I've been feeling back at square 1- completely restless, worried, trembling, sick. Basically back to feeling major anxiety. 

I've got a phone consultation with my GP on Wednesday but that feels a long ways away right now :( I'm wonding if anyone else here had a ""dip"" this far into taking their medication? Or have they stopped working for me? Please share your experiences. 

Thanks",2.6103873239436624,5.337192204225354,3.992376760563381,82.24659330985915,81.1830985915493,6.930281690140845,27.889084507042252,8.07648339933343,2.2692521126760563,591,27,106,12,16,194,104,142,0.153,0.7070000000000001,0.141,0.4484,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,5,7,8,0,2,8,1,5,2,0,1,0,20,17,7,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,7,6,8,4,16,10,3,29,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,3,16,55,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919903021366142,0.0,0.2069670021927119,0.0,0.0,0.0945860509427774,0.1386032096225682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709346878260927,0.20803322717327444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476831182116201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183120294457988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723991636190145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300326242706495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232298455319175,0.0,0.0,0.20519433215484092,0.0,0.2597666534349084,0.0,0.0,0.23012634799933626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819020307725144,0.0,0.0,0.13394157170256446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355791180210549,0.0,0.11971237869489447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362733507642648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913341784627394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848917009723026,0.0,0.0,0.1295541740835021,0.13762130757029226,0.0,0.12943802494715348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552243230175982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142708710132516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309431392646806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341697394043545,0.0,0.0,0.1245412356170308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887879422524251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737343830564687,0.5425393434642631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848038017431487,0.1373763327942336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ink_Stain1,2020/01/03,"Worst thing about anxiety... So i was driving along today and hit my wind mirror on another  car,  no big deal, other car was fine.Mine was worst off but all sorted, got back home and my dad was asking me questions like why is my wind-mirror folded back and my brain was ready to give him all the answers but my body just clamped up and went tight and i couldn't talk i talk i just cried. But it wasn't anything i was upset about, i just froze. This always happens to me. Its not upsetting to me in the slightest but my body freezes up and i cant function on breakdown..",1.2785897435897446,3.4276287606837634,2.3321581196581214,95.70798076923077,81.90598290598291,4.925641025641027,20.86111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.018560683760683986,443,13,97,3,12,140,73,117,0.094,0.8009999999999999,0.105,0.5199,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,2,0,10,3,3,0,2,22,16,11,0,1,8,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,9,3,17,1,12,5,4,14,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,4,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580863861073195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089520143125112,0.15244103714198926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398226612929526,0.0,0.1862905903269939,0.0,0.0,0.30645272506542337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426881901655725,0.0,0.2224512700709104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888878476572304,0.0,0.20543866397420016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115798251871374,0.0,0.0,0.15937445671017614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621384054757674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988410018652816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735327728235788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22322805277301933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203314240096873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238616181590254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888470032437368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472532586597806,0.17981021894941834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeetmanboi123,2020/01/03,"Back to school anxiety I had a great vacation with My family and friends and I had a 3 week vacation from school
But now in Sunday my school reopens,I get anxiety for this particular reason I feel like all the fun is over but always after the first 2 days it all goes back to normal I just have to muster up courage to go on the first couple days....today is Friday and I still have to celebrate my birthday in school but I still don’t wanna go........can anyone help me about how to not think negetively about school.",2.689604700854701,4.53625499038462,4.0070512820512825,86.9157264957265,76.01923076923076,7.699145299145299,22.132478632478627,8.515128840125781,1.2762235042735042,405,11,84,8,9,133,67,104,0.026000000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.204,0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,2,17,11,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,10,5,18,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,12,60,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976591314663368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022061295844386,0.0,0.0,0.10064308752243467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135511612215328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926195517241684,0.0,0.09282652621973304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568963239365314,0.0,0.07277814196464992,0.10282759006709348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448630210487079,0.0,0.0,0.1112042536272538,0.0,0.07520038736287796,0.0,0.1636037871026905,0.0,0.0,0.1586894587830343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647696925026633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031964226491366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102628460634262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479897241463729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7283523358384242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298942421273043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222809251237493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136434077279208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545642107771613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pipergnome,2020/01/03,"A new job Full time work

I have a new internship starting next week and I’m insanely anxious about having the 9-5 job. I’ll be around people all day. I’ll be out of my comfort zone all day. I’ll be trapped in that office all day. 

I’ve only had one office job for 6 months and it triggered so much anxiety. Things like walks during the day, little breaks, working out before work didn’t help at all. Sitting there just gave me so much pain physically and mentally.  I ended up having to quit. 

I’ve mostly been a student, bookkeeper, and teaching assistant that can work from home and make my own hours. It works well with my anxiety. 

My anxiety has hindered my life greatly for the past 10 years. A few years back, I could barely leave my house. 

How do I cope with this anxiety and actually be a functional adult?",2.210833333333333,4.469741117283952,3.655046296296295,86.89145833333335,79.18518518518519,7.012962962962964,24.32253086419753,8.07648339933343,1.5089493827160498,639,23,128,12,16,210,107,162,0.106,0.826,0.068,-0.7183,3,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,9,5,0,0,8,0,14,2,0,3,4,21,18,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,0,11,4,14,9,10,28,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,18,77,17,10,0.0,0.0,0.11669302934430192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659141146800348,0.13509159324326855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645173393706273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194979554549956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017539460117292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547506247596704,0.0,0.0,0.30847735554097483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591256736110624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183759694330974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015209002457406,0.0,0.11994869447497125,0.0,0.11776241323334415,0.1379795001429094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355994702496338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266181699005177,0.0,0.0,0.08446303441387659,0.05842084739097091,0.11985077914396447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982071465170068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050871995643572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544777788285763,0.0,0.1758104178666833,0.0,0.0,0.23098261213566795,0.12717490344425253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103064091548423,0.09094613354827784,0.1272417679696121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415283539457445,0.08290185682510559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718826625465954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463948378887581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944377397477485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972817852645745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592002659340054,0.0,0.10751696430176352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352790631243271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540114614276198
anxiety,emllik2,2020/01/03,"I've been sick since the 26th, which looks really bad if you work in a hotel. A colleague just wished me happy New year and asked about my well being. AND I'M FREAKING THE F OUT Because:
Number one - she's nothing like a friend to me, we talk at work, have some fun. You know, but not like anything personal. It's just a very plain and good work atmosphere with her. 

Number two - I'm sick a lot, at least two days in 2 months. It's always about my stomach, I randomly get really bad cramps and have to throw up when it's bad. I can't eat in that time, I feel very dizzy and weak, can't cocentrate blah blah blah. Well I kind of got a reputation about it. (This time it's a mix of having a nostril infection and the stomach ) 

Number three - when she asked about how I feel she noted that she's asking from her and not from our hotel. And I think that's pretty fishy, you wouldn't write that if you wouldn't do it. 

I just think it's so weird, but maybe I'm just weird and she's nice. Or she's not and wanting to get something to gossip about. Or she is AAAHHG

It really fucks with my mind and it's so stupid, thanks a lot for reading though :)",1.2847001131648454,3.0170732697095453,2.6366295737457577,95.6704932101094,79.7883817427386,5.87559411542814,18.00848736325915,6.782984794422108,-0.21456182572614105,882,17,207,9,22,285,124,241,0.2,0.659,0.141,-0.9663,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,4,0,3,17,21,2,0,12,0,11,10,3,1,0,44,30,23,0,6,13,0,2,5,1,2,5,0,0,1,15,15,1,0,5,3,0,1,7,10,2,4,2,4,27,11,23,25,4,16,0,0,1,1,23,7,1,8,10,128,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038791215126943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273489904927964,0.0,0.3501331962808266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31271530190788177,0.0761029469026738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051320900442684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774524194787712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262484333644724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964531549233937,0.11541505798689533,0.13045030879705938,0.0,0.0,0.10471212776400017,0.0998481061863351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289736813520056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000445344464392,0.06861027915238684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219836675001626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483641968136552,0.0,0.0,0.2122735863373225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542126511340407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605553127516847,0.0,0.09964824648102713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205738508400643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978993095617592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459663972870722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900782411738112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700990053571787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487647720221512,0.0,0.23993227774020545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327116573548413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611000433083047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034382767341213,0.0,0.1149383785663801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998831349028614,0.12265731200807165,0.0,0.14559355648918473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439063414095615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060165926132048,0.07363545489196788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244971480170652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356293577118429,0.0,0.0,0.2726609021122132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039460116126479
anxiety,CombatSkill,2020/01/03,"A small ironic comment can get me anxious and angry towards the person who said it. This can ruin the rest of the day for me. Which i usually send thinking of  “vengeance”, but when i confront the person, i turn put the asshole for “seeki g arguments”.",5.704375000000002,6.236885687500003,6.383333333333333,77.795,67.125,8.066666666666668,34.75,7.793537801064563,2.7220750000000007,195,9,34,2,3,64,37,48,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,5,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36204210954152616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667790989912485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743337833168004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5596475293884512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221628467251376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30484223263239163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053454995107712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485814795979934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35295460112299715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gram---positive,2020/01/03,"Shoutout to Lexapro for stopping my panic attacks Been on it for 2 months now - no panic attacks after the adjustment period (where I was actually more anxious, so stick with it!). I was having random intense attacks before Lexapro, it made me scared to drive and even sleep at night. It was to the point where I was starting to form delusions from the fear. Exercise and diet can only do so much for those of us with chemical imbalances up there.

10 mg a day. Side effects: fucks with my appetite, lower sex drive.

Side note: I've been on over a dozen meds and this is the only one to have helped.",4.925152173913045,6.069387547826088,5.202336956521741,83.3678532608696,69.17391304347825,7.836956521739133,30.02717391304348,8.07648339933343,2.0374565217391303,468,18,89,6,8,148,80,115,0.256,0.7340000000000001,0.01,-0.9831,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,7,8,4,4,6,0,11,5,1,2,0,11,14,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,2,1,0,2,1,8,0,2,7,0,7,0,19,7,3,20,0,0,0,2,2,10,1,1,8,65,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.16256587752364032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819704591661626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685537686811174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175413576832993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074354918230154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100298164968279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745783743492406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400794070848886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166043870327334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576296130495828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504173633853316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329689687241454,0.0,0.12246136302609775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633157237890058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128843541104961,0.25339539286508217,0.0,0.3909102976293766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747952550181965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667836701654253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667083285058299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117911858425487,0.0,0.0,0.13927504456415055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038487737546248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,astraabsinthe,2020/01/03,"Anxiety >> anger Does anyone have anxiety that comes out in anger? I’m so easily, tightly wound that I just snap. I could be a little uncomfortable in a situation, go quiet, then one thing will push me that teensy bit further and I crack the absolute shits. I don’t mean to. Typically it comes out onto my boyfriend, who really doesn’t deserve the nastiness. My anxiety has evolved from complete isolation to having no filter at all. Idk what the fuck to do. Depression loves to play into it also :/ been on and off medications and in and out of therapy for years. I’m at my wits end. I get overwhelmed far too easily and overreact instantly and I can’t handle it. Any advice? 
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Also, is getting a therapy/emotional support dog for anxiety reasonable?",3.2457446808510646,5.988853432624119,5.3157163120567406,73.69400000000002,78.5035460992908,9.71744680851064,28.54893617021277,9.888512548439397,3.719871489361704,598,27,101,21,15,206,97,141,0.25,0.654,0.096,-0.9673,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,4,1,6,0,12,5,1,1,1,18,23,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,12,0,1,2,1,0,4,4,6,0,1,1,2,10,3,20,19,2,22,0,2,0,2,2,15,2,0,3,72,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600710232662441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619939737537851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139487732929232,0.0,0.5012498771061671,0.0,0.0,0.1145381773633632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883562130668207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822117191663513,0.17174929407247785,0.0,0.0,0.13078714761967966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108736253440346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334925319462788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426165449043996,0.14508503291865446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514376118835374,0.17116556174099706,0.0,0.0930957110209319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164178384781691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784287674676955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843464581497173,0.0,0.16501906004279626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100036093506993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493942988178638,0.16842163420765452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814628648421406,0.0,0.1841267579484656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588707700702928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873284215008516,0.0,0.108826580730636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548681099803957
anxiety,nkenne_coaches,2020/01/03,"How to overcome anxieties and fear.feel fear but act anyways. it's fine to be afraid. But it's not a valid reason for not taking action. 
You have to understand  that fear is just the results of a mismanaged mind and a sign that you are not managing your mind properly. 

It's fine to be afraid of success or failure but you will need to fail or succeed  Anyway. 
This is one of the concepts you need to wrap your mind around. Fear doesn't mean something is wrong with you but it just means you are human fighting for survival. 
1 Firstly accepting that irrational fear is going to be part of your life will help you in moving forward. Don't freak out when you feel fear.  know that possitive fear is good and is there to protect you from something that may want to eat you up, or you jumping off the clift,etc. 

FEAR DOESN'T MEAN STOP.
2 you don't have to be fearless before you act. In fact taking action while feeling fear is one of the most important thing you can do to conquer or live above it.

3. most of the fear you feel comes from a thought that you have in your mind. And most of those thoughts are irrational or illogical. If you are sincere to yourself, you will admit that You are creating your own fears with your mind and letting it stop you from achieving what you truly want for yourself. 
You are afraid to act because you THINK of the results of that action. Wether possitive or negative.
This fear is different from the fight and flight response and it's not what am talking about.
4 this will also help. find the thought pattern you have been thinking that is causing your fear for success or failure and change it. If the thought is too deep that you can't change it sooner, get help from a professional . While doing that, choose to just act anyways despite the fear. Anyways you won't die if the result of that action hurts you.

When you take action while feeling afraid all the rational thought you have get proven WRONG.
Exposing yourself to your fear will help you overcome it.
 It i5 don't be afraid of being hurt. ask yourself 'what's the worst that can happen?? If you fail your are not going to die are you??, you will rise back up and live will continue .. If you succeed won't it be great?? Won't you want to have that your dream house and car??
What we  really are afraid of has nothing to do with life or death. It has to do with our own creations. What we have created in our minds 
and believe it to be true though it might not be.
our belief systems.

Don't be afraid of feeling fear. It is your brain's natural response to what it considers as danger though it might not even be. Expecially if something which was once  done that didn't produce the results we wanted is being done again,Your brain freaks out thinking ""what ex happened the last time will happen again"".

Develop the skill of taking action while feeling the fear.
FEEL THE FEAR BUT ACT ANYWAYS.  YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DIE.
 
SO accept the fear, face the fear, by acting while experiencing the fear. YOU WON'T DIEEEE.

Go go go go. Don't stop there. 

Hope you found this valuable. And in the next few months you could overcome that fear and live a totally fulfilled life.

Am glad to help",3.1346451355661884,5.381714905844157,3.2598017771702,90.93990316700844,76.07792207792208,6.076053770790613,25.255069491911602,7.0608816371341465,0.999758008658008,2506,89,500,27,57,764,229,616,0.21899999999999997,0.616,0.165,-0.9957,1,0,3,0,3,0,66.0,6,50,0,12,23,56,3,28,28,0,81,7,3,8,4,117,128,45,4,14,30,1,7,0,0,15,3,0,0,1,48,24,1,4,28,1,0,25,22,40,0,3,11,8,56,16,64,88,10,56,1,4,0,0,68,13,0,21,19,357,104,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027505352729603604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0263117782404268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030618490014905526,0.032154312203980184,0.0,0.0,0.02644732774805721,0.0,0.02096663161629071,0.0,0.029267275080548417,0.03875094105965843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679150702648793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03533273317091451,0.07276986183272295,0.029627906202885263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02746129291629215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708850754598286,0.03593504110228893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039524374998203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03519426694580422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038359075733268896,0.022717311837291632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8514768293599558,0.13912756350273306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0314360453306352,0.02925603295060453,0.0,0.0377119084607987,0.0,0.0,0.035939522450781934,0.0,0.13683072421774653,0.028848562347966362,0.0,0.0379201727985423,0.0,0.0,0.09124510530054633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526989168359547,0.0,0.0,0.034161602865157924,0.0,0.03968675559465384,0.07364027079911305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01890237509355139,0.02803619319038448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03517081332693128,0.07288177881702412,0.0,0.0,0.0911131975281708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239742201708057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729744799143101,0.2083724739980663,0.0,0.027453445105732537,0.03655602129980047,0.0,0.051006326732477854,0.0,0.0,0.036579052000755626,0.0,0.0,0.033002550570230244,0.0,0.0,0.036629131190653634,0.04661334819100284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037246004858966085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022034064316720482,0.03536338175878278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943594055648172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626628815493059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344184825512996,0.02764508018970119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02285024686992123,0.06611602116050137,0.06758504842674665,0.1365273699811634,0.020055770432374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035805996193861316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114731528556034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521020115933767,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elo_eire,2020/01/03,"Need advice/experiences... Hi ! 

So, this might be TMI for some people and I'm sorry if it is, but I really need advice here. I think it's mostly females who will be able to help. 

Three weeks ago, I developed a UTI. It got pretty bad and made it impossible for me to go out and do anything, was very painful, resistant to two antibiotics, etc... Then it went away after more than a week. However, I now have symptoms such as needing to pee all the time and pain as soon as I am anxious, and then I get anxious because of the symptoms, etc. It doesn't even need to be when I'm going out, but it does get way worse when I have to go out. I'm currently on holidays but I'll be going back to college Monday and I'm absolutely terrified. I know that it is most probably psychosomatic because I've had days where I'm completely fine, or for example yesterday I went out shopping, really needed to pee for the first hour, but forced myself to hold it in and eventually forgot about it all together. Does anyone has any advice for me, or has anyone been in a similar situation ?? Thanks in advance !",3.7571486175115214,4.995127649769586,5.686471774193549,78.44970766129033,72.04147465437786,9.295967741935485,28.309043778801843,9.673873057562805,2.6462444700460828,848,32,168,21,16,294,129,217,0.154,0.77,0.076,-0.961,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,0,6,0,18,6,2,1,2,34,42,22,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,13,11,0,2,2,2,1,7,1,3,0,3,8,0,12,2,30,28,8,36,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,7,18,116,25,1,0.11172007970281314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834313777195352,0.09903310985266113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597348524268678,0.0,0.0,0.2524237804155649,0.0,0.15623455469888967,0.0,0.09193610642770446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496469248092882,0.08590584522249615,0.09328160000100226,0.1362070472770902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713637800493425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205020903672073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553398923252652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491948414759803,0.07379005898654215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092836753518918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950290427229837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673826113695353,0.0,0.25397238354142315,0.0,0.08935275356184824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488361446658645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002177421096444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613984340721711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571224069332026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851734958688567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141951174982308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775608331016604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745263639603198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365948515141693,0.12045314162563835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314148762751747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557805047380788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506148256965607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322398793314711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285683932426662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158571601445997,0.0,0.0,0.06514487690379225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913428430715287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218076602808244,0.0,0.08867819912642425,0.1792302181725447,0.0,0.0,0.20713126632018128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385230573059607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sofspain,2020/01/03,"The sensation you could feel your own body weight Anybody get that weird feeling that you can actually feel your own body? For example, if you pick someone up and let go you could still feel their presence. But instead, it is yourself. Anybody know what its called?",4.1724999999999985,7.086529583333334,3.395666666666667,87.81600000000002,76.08333333333334,6.34,30.43333333333333,7.554174236665415,2.0528283333333333,212,10,38,3,5,62,37,48,0.042,0.9279999999999999,0.03,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,1,0,11,12,3,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2277893046295562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185655082121476,0.0,0.0,0.2383532082597163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727420260330387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721071405407354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219550227824188,0.0,0.13266090962483462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282843748596181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386930625712185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977803983338567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864136510420584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842489852990993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,colonii,2020/01/03,"Anxiety medication? I have been seeing a therapist for 2 months now about my anxiety and phobia of being sick. I have made some progress but I am still not where I want to be. 

I am now at the point of looking at the options of medications, but the thought of all the side effects fills me with dread. I know the medications will help but I am so scared of the nauseous side effects. Does anyone have any experience using SSRI’s and could share their thoughts?",3.4487921348314607,5.653660887640456,4.393693820224719,83.37683286516854,74.95505617977528,7.596067415730338,27.97893258426966,8.472884824447931,2.0843134831460675,365,15,71,7,8,118,61,89,0.184,0.7290000000000001,0.087,-0.8023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,6,3,0,2,7,0,11,4,0,4,1,19,19,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,10,1,11,11,2,11,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,2,4,52,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360578982716315,0.0,0.30059679285596536,0.0,0.0,0.13737582929203318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686466537697913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193151654170344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218457220916127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168916002684156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797433146787308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649846417828927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590390275125346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5937661331152502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568198370369178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572689374676668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669993853995835,0.0,0.15656051147592498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569005529299857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281158782763353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119491900425186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968630354458625,0.0,0.0,0.11588262156220015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blancaengijon,2020/01/03,"I'm in panic right now, can anyone help me?  [TRIGGERS] Hi. I've had emetophobia since I was born, or at least since I remember. It's always been linked to a fear of not being able to breathe while I v**t, o not being able to stop. 
Well, now I'm working as a hotel maid, and today, a bunch of people and kids have left their rooms with flu and v**ting issues. Since they are a lot, I know it may be contagious, and I left. It's my work, and I shouldn't leave, but right now I'm in panic, thinking that I'll catch it too and it will make me v**t. My partner works with me and I'm super stressed thinking he'll catch it. 
I don't know what to do, or how to calm myself. But I'm super nervous, and no one here understands why I had to leave.

Should I go back and expose myself to the possibility of v**ting, even though it gives me horrible anxiety and panic attacks? Should I ask someone else to do it? How do I prevent it from happening??

I need help, please. Or a virtual hug. Or just support. 

Thanks everyone.",1.500887218045115,3.2497010285714296,3.3862406015037614,90.47086466165415,79.19047619047619,6.325814536340853,22.4812030075188,7.273561745256523,0.6984285714285718,776,24,172,10,19,261,118,210,0.174,0.66,0.166,0.28600000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,5,12,14,1,6,6,0,19,3,1,4,0,40,38,21,0,4,9,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,2,11,12,0,2,7,1,0,3,5,7,1,1,4,0,22,7,18,25,3,19,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,6,8,112,33,3,0.2375322060615201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882291187573916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085574374141217,0.0,0.0,0.08304402068854777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103027408833918,0.13511358782881422,0.0,0.09132380223662333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921383934872016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784438909420224,0.0,0.0,0.11348610105542264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364488485170273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393126811167388,0.06749751331829931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502447267902247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592128307590238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396095516183205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054148844756305,0.0,0.0,0.2515123092761245,0.2580794368956965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097069368071633,0.0,0.0,0.07927729600693645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806356051748136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804789851045483,0.0,0.0,0.418039296960516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233746179455599,0.0,0.0,0.13036951633639685,0.0,0.13389093623228998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453884266573107,0.202851206122614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947336431662677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063013368739124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929378012777572,0.1360461697529598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477436627731007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934387094155087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152201046514112,0.11668709321928032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125763787172354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363970176660605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678498986022944,0.0,0.10716793509964694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25938941251156056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blackcatvattghern,2020/01/03,"Severe panic: day 2 So I usually have anxiety ranging from bad-> manageable on a daily basis and can talk myself out of the horrible feelings over the first few hours but yesterday I drank two bang energy drinks over the course of a day (i normally try to limit my caffeine intake for this reason) and thought that I was going to have a heart attack last night when I was laying down to sleep. I drove 45 minutes to my parent’s house scared and shaking, with a headache, pounding chest and cold sweats. NEVER doing that again but called off work as I’m still not feeling well and now am worrying about calling off for the 3rd time in the frame of a month and a half (all anxiety related).",9.033606965174133,6.9642297238806,8.618507462686571,73.05024875621893,61.462686567164184,11.918407960199005,37.25870646766169,10.504223727775694,3.7498796019900498,549,20,102,10,6,176,99,134,0.196,0.784,0.019,-0.9657,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,1,3,11,0,7,6,4,1,2,19,14,11,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,2,1,4,1,0,3,2,4,1,3,5,4,9,1,21,9,2,26,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,15,72,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259221789765506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927472310298196,0.0,0.0,0.1414641445500571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34600702895038565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853229760044804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597357894344208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713343720412279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411419010901694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628904836709597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077135166476529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685108499925375,0.19549556326500692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810530232154067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523470573727414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067224844113565,0.0,0.0,0.15899539863293669,0.16600210765253925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987856248597778,0.18812820298241756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419877569483172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962559590422846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140384684758666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954897045347173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353043116637539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617869342587308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450580525233455,0.09879402028818894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502954848695805,0.0,0.1655051818410943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865994773454617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233487202770568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334459181953746,0.17206094923858836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,98Browneyes,2020/01/03,"I can't sleep when it's too quiet, does anyone have a recommendation?! So I don't know if this is an anxiety thing or not, but for years I've had to sleep with a fan on cause I feel uneasy or something when it's too quiet. Like every little creak of the older house I live in makes me feel paranoid.
And it's not a ceiling fan, it's a large circular one I plug in that sits on the floor.
I've dealt with layering blankets during the winter so I can keep it on, but I'm about to move in with roommates and I don't want them to get annoyed with the fan and it being too cold.
I've tried music but it doesn't help. And I can't find the right fan sound on Spotify or YouTube to listen to.
Does anyone have a recommendation on what I could do?!",2.095740740740741,2.9499778950617284,4.0243827160493835,90.25472222222228,75.60493827160494,6.881481481481483,21.524691358024693,7.1686216300943375,0.3742987654320991,577,13,137,6,12,197,88,162,0.096,0.8009999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.4809,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,11,0,13,2,2,2,0,26,22,15,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,11,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,7,11,1,20,19,0,18,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,4,6,87,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595806510829452,0.0,0.0,0.285097766020396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942806107482986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277159489040935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568116132739594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176714564350729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616304805445998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633118444612495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065123446071037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366480753064042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235235701533018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120678443564925,0.0,0.0,0.1120402360723786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959935357016617,0.2043287740715743,0.1800187209251485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608312675804812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667886897947666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814588139311754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741017150319515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40802942371390855,0.0,0.0,0.15694714709186494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544049575502856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138412637521986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024632243616308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128397383498294
anxiety,TheForsakenNinja,2020/01/03,"I hate myself because it’s hard to look at people So when I order food from fast food I only look at the person that is getting my order once then when they give me my food and ask me if I need anything I just take my food without looking at them and say no.

I am too scared to look at people and maintain eye contact.Its kind of my fault for isolating myself and not trusting people but what was I supposed to do when I didn’t have any friends after high school. I mainly look at a person once if they talk to me then ignore their face after I see them",4.401622276029059,4.169569525423729,5.284285714285716,87.20127118644069,69.84745762711864,7.0818401937046005,26.17917675544794,5.288315135182226,0.7116498789346251,436,11,94,1,7,143,75,118,0.121,0.8420000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.6887,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,5,0,6,7,1,1,2,0,6,6,2,0,0,12,18,13,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,9,24,3,15,16,1,16,0,0,7,0,12,6,0,2,8,68,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267797937063888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000492670089568,0.0,0.1136600771097156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411351084485697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880558794834713,0.0,0.09393173634363498,0.0,0.06352007884865575,0.11662978250848552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891102233506987,0.12003422294804947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845502886838725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660595761911034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104792549575947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014938638275642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258955616850435,0.0,0.09246640899343456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25286298714731426,0.21231641831767076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668460616208786,0.12172192149644595,0.12304457310521147,0.09688282786852366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141237709007984,0.09772070153864967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719794537342655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geekything,2020/01/03,Anxious right now... ....that there's someone in my house and they're going to hurt me.,-0.5878431372549038,1.4596945294117631,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,103.70588235294115,2.266666666666667,17.43137254901961,3.1291,-1.0945921568627457,65,2,14,0,3,20,17,17,0.293,0.7070000000000001,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806695831532751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418092295589677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49094504865271704,0.4554835207433784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633563034856152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605065416649501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShaySketches,2020/01/03,"I think Sudafed gave me a panic attack? Hi all, so I’ve had a cold all week and at the nurse’s insistence I’ve been taking the fancy Sudafed you get from the pharmacy counter. Also all week I’ve been feeling really on edge, crying, having anxious thoughts that won’t go away, getting very upset about small things, and then tonight I had a big panic attack. It feels like it’s partly because my boyfriend has been pretty busy this week and seems not to have time for me but also quite a lot of it has hit right as the Sudafed kicks in. Is this a thing anyone else has experienced?",5.445091575091574,5.54637976068376,5.451648351648352,85.74692307692307,67.63247863247864,8.053235653235653,28.68009768009768,7.447530270364453,1.4780046398046405,460,14,95,4,7,144,83,117,0.127,0.828,0.045,-0.8068,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,2,3,9,0,12,0,0,0,3,14,23,9,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,7,4,6,1,10,14,5,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,7,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573815891418649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179821579180572,0.0,0.11252174118668748,0.1648855653169196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661483640706044,0.1511933129497792,0.0,0.0,0.09809772333050062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676736131835047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443127946806907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627359306195544,0.1149640751412868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681522046329943,0.0,0.09145676788496404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861929499638279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368117555915577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776190763119189,0.0,0.1742649151608329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637174720569133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116238930657826,0.0,0.0,0.10309197894757023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742814187875588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464990859294921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099475486375942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382139358403374,0.10311354521497564,0.0,0.1277556110352692,0.09383602741064066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277908100923078,0.0,0.0,0.3872503671338193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zsecrets,2020/01/03,"Nightly anxiety Lately nights have been unbearably difficult. I can’t even sit and watch tv in my living. So I end up staying up until sunrise with the light on in my room. I wrote this as I await another sunrise which then i can sleep. 

Anxiety’s my favorite 
It keeps me up all night 
Panicking’s my favorite
It keeps me terrified 
Paranoia’s my favorite
It keeps me inside
Compulsion is my favorite
It keeps me verified",1.3394586894586915,3.986294740740746,3.156049382716052,83.53299145299147,95.41975308641977,6.936752136752138,28.452991452991448,7.882392219407189,2.8171549857549865,338,18,59,9,13,112,53,81,0.096,0.748,0.157,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,8,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,15,0,9,8,1,16,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,7,41,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333105291252464,0.28208951528612675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329965743862496,0.0,0.0,0.12177655622947052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6555163909287479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798065276689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628046414045403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190644078222988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450604378492724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651697115811184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,takedownhisshield,2020/01/03,"Super anxious over recent news If you don't know, the US killed the dude who's pretty much the second highest political figure in Iran. Iran has vowed for severe revenge against the US. Everyone's saying WW3 will start.

I've never been very anxious over war before. But with all the nuclear weapons on the planet, I'm genuinely worried Iran is gonna nuke the US. I live in a somewhat important city (Vegas), and I'm close enough to LA (which would definitely be a target) for it to be an issue.

Idk if I'd rather die in the blast or survive in nuclear fallout. Shit's terrifying. I'm not even very worried about the draft. It's mostly just the nuclear shit that's really getting to me.",3.111299019607845,5.151191845588237,4.7079411764705865,81.49490196078433,75.39705882352942,7.4745098039215705,26.77450980392157,8.344100000000001,1.9929480392156864,545,21,102,10,12,183,95,136,0.251,0.6759999999999999,0.073,-0.9782,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,1,0,2,4,6,5,0,13,0,8,2,2,0,2,18,15,5,3,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,6,1,15,9,5,11,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,5,3,63,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34239063914019635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289480632123976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727299065089415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565797319984101,0.0,0.10008971982354904,0.0,0.0,0.14480148705141951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791725878144166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158166775286267,0.0,0.0,0.16765484731197014,0.0,0.08328157137005465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338112313953769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139820009465724,0.0,0.11687579794901885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416908700627188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707941414152543,0.0,0.14962594181355066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205094611092754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119531957009818,0.3111040911952537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725969786581632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546846305991008,0.0,0.0,0.2500701902556712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077893122377021,0.0,0.10764857003200584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bzkanal,2020/01/03,"panic attack over nuclear war I’ve been experiencing the same nuclear war anxiety for more than a year now. It’s always in the back of my mind everyday but when it flares up I can’t handle it anymore. There would be and still are days that I fear for my life because I’ve convinced myself that I’m going to be vaporized by a nuclear blast. Everyday I compulsively check the news waiting to see an article that confirms ww3 and I end up in these downward spirals that make me feel like shit. 

The worst part is that I know it’s irrational. 

Rationally, I know that nuclear war is unlikely because no country wants that and are only going to use it in retaliation so it just doesn’t happen (mutually assured destruction). I just feel like no one understands my fear and it’s hard to explain to people how I feel about it. No one around me seems to be phased  and I feel insane for feeling like this. 

With everything going on in Iran and how people on social media are handling it just forced me to my breaking point. I know I am to blame because I actively go through the news and I am fully aware of it’s effects on my anxiety.  I just want some support and to live my life normally.",3.2649574468085087,5.175512974468088,5.010372340425533,80.06875000000002,74.57446808510639,8.444680851063831,28.77127659574468,9.120678840339163,2.6040680851063827,939,40,180,22,20,319,128,235,0.226,0.677,0.098,-0.9877,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,14,16,6,3,8,0,14,3,1,5,1,42,38,13,3,4,5,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,19,10,0,1,12,0,1,4,5,10,0,2,1,8,24,6,30,33,5,27,0,0,1,0,2,13,1,2,12,126,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540307692079608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381082310777795,0.0,0.12562676190349226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276688899324393,0.0,0.1441101827567325,0.0,0.09740463592036186,0.0,0.2316582384257516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169437552277221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219573683657076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384659741106876,0.0,0.0,0.28508737115149074,0.3202513926588061,0.2714882081386254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879674542355898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201757125182114,0.0,0.11347519632016274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088504723301665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894745859965785,0.18565983762717764,0.0,0.11185563392661256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455600801966696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790482501014158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411381447087658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167542417994267,0.09634143256198018,0.0,0.14862487297429408,0.0,0.13717580760279738,0.0,0.17563987246008844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197480578828382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094293191565426,0.1153194285086159,0.0,0.0,0.1300292396046587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912838814757274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116217482066373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374837399591253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187230317759133,0.0,0.10940583180423599,0.0,0.0,0.14943144306678482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998571283336516,0.0,0.0,0.08157402764695107
anxiety,astifoman11,2020/01/03,"I would like to exercise to better myself and my anxiety but it's become hard to exercise without nearly having a panic attack Up until recently I would go gym and weightlift 3 times a week and wouldn't push myself too hard (I dont think) and I thought nothing was wrong with me in terms of health (I've been checked for heart health couple years ago with a 24 hour ekg, ultrasound and x-ray) so I had no reason to be anxious for workouts and was going strong for a couple months until one day just as I finished my workout my heart began to have what felt like ectopic beats or PVCs but this wasn't what I normally would have (the occasional extra hard beat and that's all), this time around it felt like every beat or second heartbeat was an ectopic beat, hard beat or palpitation, whatever you call it. 


When it was happening I thought it would go away quickly so I was just focusing on my breathing until it went away but it wouldn't go away and after a couple minutes my heartbeat just went into overdrive and started beating really fast still with that weird feeling heartbeat which I could feel in my throat and I'm not sure if my panic made it do this or what but I went to the counter of the gym and let them know what was happening in which he replied if I needed an ambulance in which I said yes. I thought I was dying and I felt like I was about to faint, was very nauseated and sweaty. This went away after 10 minutes and I felt somewhat normal again while the ambulance put me on an EKG and unfortunately couldn't capture this episode of what I thought was an irregular heartbeat . 


I went to the emergency room only to wait 10 hours and hear them say I was okay after a blood test, ekgs and an ultrasound. I have another 24 hour Holter monitor in 3 weeks scheduled and I'm afraid they'll say I'm okay and have me on my way when I think there is something horribly wrong with me. Now my general anxiety levels are at an all time high as I'm very aware of my chest and heart rate at all times and always have shallow breath, and what feels like a strong pulse on the left side of my chest, I generally just get weird sensations around my chest and tightness as well as an odd feeling in my throat like something is stuck in it which give me anxiety. I tried going for a run yesterday but that just exacerbated my feeling of shallow breath and made me even more anxious, anything to do with my heart rate increasing makes me anxious, even walking which was actually very therapeutic for me before this. 


I think I'm just afraid of this episode of palpitations and ectopic beats or whatever they are and thinking they'll end up killing me if I push myself to a certain point whilst exercising. I imagine if I got these palpitations during weight lifting more aerobic exercise like running would have a higher chance of setting off the palpitations again. I've also got a pretty persistent cough ever since this happened, not sure if it's part of my hayfever or an anxiety cough is a thing.


Sorry for the long read but I hope somebody can relate and let me know what I can do to start exercising again and generally feel good like a did a couple weeks ago.",7.79743548387097,6.7229011629032325,7.626129032258067,76.00919354838713,63.17741935483871,10.838709677419352,35.80645161290323,9.935076216389866,3.3026935483870985,2531,98,491,44,31,810,257,620,0.10099999999999999,0.773,0.126,0.9664,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,5,11,28,29,2,4,30,3,48,24,13,4,7,113,102,58,2,18,26,0,17,8,0,9,10,4,1,0,35,36,1,2,22,11,1,17,9,10,1,2,36,21,66,19,69,52,10,92,0,0,0,0,13,30,0,13,51,328,101,2,0.0,0.0,0.05511934870429087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013770375793636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045169507197229807,0.04699845619850912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922744541261305,0.17283763902779822,0.19142944553330868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648077094525471,0.10056385160318687,0.0,0.06425766979403169,0.21227089195393373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238113598734087,0.04806294997887084,0.0,0.0,0.04995470364264037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057675550756078366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509715182429405,0.2499898619766885,0.0,0.03642692074878156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058620530579280475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619776159411038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002725325879605,0.0,0.0,0.07461309735772631,0.051092189223564316,0.04758943998015276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135728660023755,0.040351531256223545,0.21693049907558096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02951008361834945,0.05418372735990636,0.16050321038845874,0.047375336626885665,0.09034937486507523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984343160773625,0.0,0.20239101930118925,0.0,0.0,0.12007776821489365,0.063660548244329,0.2677309375693184,0.0,0.05967748642339449,0.0,0.0561004536700917,0.1668733999556019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249017115361932,0.0,0.062083258937011415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136904327373913,0.11551557410084838,0.0,0.22075828021858274,0.0,0.0,0.04998575781844091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689133218056687,0.03770290161661335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045084264087894524,0.0,0.0,0.04188149603271997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068287271011336,0.054197048849496415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03827440402780876,0.0429579356755238,0.0,0.13254147386494694,0.0,0.06116568295211864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053394777625820004,0.0,0.0,0.05746360924293604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678110685165266,0.0,0.0,0.0564983757905117,0.0,0.036184514211560666,0.058074024448067675,0.05577023785987897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372835371908695,0.08983524152255608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672339627742236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696688541458382,0.0,0.06322819565961567,0.07995804457771623,0.0,0.04510746916646062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646928900181643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037524855637954206,0.14476833524102709,0.0,0.17936505905908862,0.1317429775646672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038348310913415805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981339555679506,0.0,0.04483364829762815,0.1359219849694817,0.06878118779554407,0.05078508185343527,0.2618019546270361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054447683796314435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006198351433568,0.12351078555394933,0.0,0.036373258516751904
anxiety,SHAITHEQUEEN,2020/01/03,"Anxiety about anxiety Lately I've been having a lot of anxiety over anxiety, I'm terrified of my friends getting annoyed by my panic attacks, anxiety attacks , lack of decision making obsessive and compulsive behaviour. I wish I could shake the feeling off. I honestly prefer being in a situation where I need to plan and make things happen than in a place like last week on holiday where I have nothing to do and just make my own mind go mental by 'attacking' my brain with internalized anxiety about what is happening out of my control right now. I'm honestly always overwhelmed and can't separate people joking and people being serious anymore.",11.527413793103447,9.585965189655175,11.768344827586207,52.0111379310345,56.58620689655172,16.176551724137937,49.06206896551724,14.554592549557764,7.60852275862069,526,30,74,20,5,180,80,116,0.259,0.595,0.147,-0.8769,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,14,4,4,4,0,9,1,1,4,0,21,21,5,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,2,0,2,1,9,0,0,1,1,10,5,18,17,3,16,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,1,5,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062631338696886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5861767808762978,0.0,0.12665183795153925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358582336387917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425641588344687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323517553107493,0.10196429987414453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457290926265667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986667423109262,0.0,0.06672206322687355,0.0,0.07257929520061394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258632009127073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409891546285556,0.14405997968385836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239158841895544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857261879715308,0.0,0.0,0.2557378777404804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286994419320788,0.0,0.12894848935809528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469372782778622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253909432494893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498376065918892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770730402311338,0.0,0.13342748712205305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906177759131076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354893660427515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484339871195938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243950725842504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468576865151349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miriamarann,2020/01/03,"anxiety about flying i’m freaking out right now. it’s almost 4 am and i have school tmrw and all i can think about is the fact that i have to be on a plane over the ocean in 2 weeks. i’m terrified of flying, plus that fact that it’s over the ocean scares me to death. i’m shaking and don’t know what to do right now. does anyone have any advice on how to not be anxious on flights?",1.098722689075629,2.3074876117647065,2.750420168067226,96.97117647058826,78.76470588235293,5.798319327731093,19.201680672268907,6.1826913282559595,-0.3207142857142857,297,6,74,2,7,98,54,85,0.196,0.7829999999999999,0.021,-0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,0,10,0,0,1,3,13,15,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,15,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,3,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28403615244794383,0.0,0.0,0.2910607310168961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766333539578976,0.0,0.22235924342070493,0.3283706559648578,0.0,0.2032409273262292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543644033933937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974282643499074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964555774126872,0.0,0.0,0.2910080915973173,0.29417023622815297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624749606937416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331553081613464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MoonyYYYY,2020/01/03,"Job anxiety Hi! I’m an RN and have been working at a hospital for a year. Some crappy things have happened at work with bullying and other things that have made me feel terrible which I’ll mention here: I thought I was possibly getting a divorce and my husband and I were doing very badly. At the same time my grandma who I was also caring for passed away. It was all too much for me and I emotionally broke down one day and called out at the last minute and ended up going on a leave of absence. I came back and knew I had to be on my p’s and q’s. My basic life support certificate expired on December 1st, so I renewed it on November 20th and sent it to my manager. I couldn’t log in to the computer, so I called my manager and it turned out that I was not allowed to work because my BLS had to be sent to HR and HR was closed for 2 weeks for the holidays. Because of this, I was suspended from work and written up. THEN, I decided to take a vacation for a week that was previously approved. My supervisor approached me while I was working and said I did not have enough PTO and needed to work an extra day. He added me to that extra day while I was working and stressed about my patients. I completely forgot to add this to my schedule and forgot about it entirely. They called me on the 30th saying I was supposed to be at work. I said I couldn’t come because I was 3 hours away and completely forgot I worked. My manager called shortly after yelling at me and calling me irresponsible. It has caused me an immense amount of stress. I don’t work until the 4th, but I plan to go to work to talk to her tomorrow. Until then, I am a ball of anxiety and I’m afraid she’s going to fire me. Please help me not feel as frantic.",3.036777985851017,4.268921115168542,4.733121098626718,84.61271119434045,73.80337078651685,8.083062838119018,28.63462338743237,8.626192665926032,2.0835517270079067,1351,55,284,25,27,458,176,356,0.078,0.87,0.051,-0.6285,2,0,0,0,2,0,27.0,0,0,1,13,8,9,0,4,16,0,29,1,0,3,1,48,56,31,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,17,27,0,3,5,2,0,9,6,7,0,1,28,7,49,2,54,23,8,50,0,1,0,0,21,21,0,1,20,207,66,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509481092794646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454013926498167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295422105131246,0.0625908642668051,0.06796482764509476,0.1488603619385052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41558778306334415,0.09309885692354852,0.08299178200184493,0.0836192725081046,0.0,0.07011809560951385,0.1706907630656097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574870083356576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156300344219273,0.07209541999000467,0.08410700389569581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231563625185685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042527657103200764,0.0,0.13878291062080786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198093326330314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054560084203193235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016169235278328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077602192754607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635111037508076,0.0,0.08618986740468572,0.0,0.0,0.05749457398135769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702177298225041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983768607695645,0.06035638276338435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515811989471611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089351740747694,0.0,0.09176522671008516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485832119188087,0.0647318116184344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864847309568411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237070577121534,0.0,0.0,0.061201974215711635,0.06542549320226268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815585710002704,0.0,0.0,0.06462177324378349,0.0474644552696307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853881934761701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671627617367639,0.0,0.0,0.13058685621557575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6518544572333929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052418335574103685
anxiety,GinTonicPls,2020/01/03,"Smoking Hey guys.. i want to cut down/quit smoking, but is this possible with a GAD?
I read somewhere that i can get a depression and never funtion normal again.
Called my GP, she said to go find some info online.

Do you have any tips maybe ?

ty :)",1.5410204081632628,3.7395141224489836,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,81.24489795918367,5.552653061224492,22.044897959183675,6.742157984588678,0.5388661224489795,188,6,39,2,5,61,44,49,0.121,0.715,0.163,0.3204,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,3,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731222398602266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296276002620377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24990611727766646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651922121800726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159161025464882,0.0,0.16489916076481798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28729451673686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914950790694444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378187829882412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842857905577644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271009839222426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308610669323643,0.2902289222091663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759994773970515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113822545675098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CoconutsMom,2020/01/03,"The thought of coming off my anxiety medication is making me...anxious. So, the reason why I would like to come off my medication is because I would like to have children, and also not have to be on medication to deal with my anxiety. It first started in college my NDad (who I have no contact with now) is a huge trigger for my anxiety because he is extremely manipulative. Anyways, in college I was asking him for help with housing and he attempted to pull the rug right out from under me, essentially leaving me homeless. I was lucky enough to figure stuff out, but the stress of that, along with a full class schedule, and managing a lab (with no pay) put me in a very bad mindset. 
I started to have really bad insomnia, and barely made it through the last few months of college. Then I got rejected from all the graduate schools I applied to and I didn’t know what I wanted to do with my life. Fast forward to me moving back home and getting a job at a large tech company. That’s when the symptoms really started to flair with excessive sweating, tunnel vision, feeling out of body, nausea etc. Its only when I started to become OCD that I went and got help. At the time I had no insurance because I couldn’t afford it and I felt that if I didn’t constantly wash my hands I would get sick and die. Started out with washing my hands every hour and progressed to having to wash my hands (soap, water, rinse, and dry) three times in a row every 30 minutes or so or if I touched something that had “germs” on it. When I sought help I was put on citalopram and have switch my medication twice since then and am now on Effexor XR which is working well for me. I know that these types of medications can cause congenital defects in babies which is why I would like to come off it before getting pregnant. The thing I’m worried about the most though is my OCD coming back. I don’t want to feel like I’m going to die every minute of every day and pick at and examine my body for hours on end. Has anyone had experience with coming off medication and their OCD coming back?",7.618004926108378,6.3335104802955655,7.934389162561576,74.33345566502464,63.6551724137931,10.780098522167487,36.556157635467976,9.766711354998122,3.393445714285715,1629,66,313,27,20,537,202,406,0.121,0.805,0.073,-0.9786,2,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,4,15,11,0,1,17,0,32,20,6,7,1,67,63,30,2,9,6,0,7,4,0,4,13,0,2,1,19,36,1,0,9,0,1,13,8,5,1,3,14,7,42,6,63,43,6,65,0,1,0,0,12,26,0,6,32,223,61,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816040954977714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690974445847706,0.0,0.0,0.050852981151380205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679906920285416,0.0,0.0,0.16776960780459266,0.1214493798958616,0.1330026079291455,0.0803221607302945,0.06188601621744098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615684203339955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471150259133576,0.0,0.3758914511954393,0.0,0.07859293391787943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469034258030679,0.07497918659502421,0.0,0.0,0.15095998509035233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441525973434671,0.07514727706933501,0.08111074148111784,0.0,0.0,0.2451052925952639,0.0,0.0,0.07114176109803706,0.0,0.0,0.07354673972488805,0.051956767506343864,0.06983011024994706,0.0,0.0,0.06186224459421636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139918490762259,0.0,0.041332894819889936,0.0,0.11633415927640192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624376953059307,0.0,0.07295193103059879,0.0,0.14324450108939554,0.083918137017843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721711369944379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993861323735874,0.059282878289157424,0.0,0.07700825789088206,0.0,0.0,0.05136980846825257,0.1421245524436966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881681960573076,0.04854638306462794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395937499521805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058050650235189336,0.07729816051471565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531278261221928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622308872053882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318260465915228,0.074776309410578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062109158949420935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360443427910271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060161202361270726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055989427235669936,0.0,0.0,0.25738561852876024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330946946935114,0.0,0.0832559513042009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559204958854114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048317130463037865,0.0,0.07145471164437152,0.05773776348857498,0.08481635074090492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000806628700533,0.08579350240059794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539104238436093,0.06741941564938933,0.1312510867963367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294671747967298,0.07385862918050441,0.0,0.2066550201630182,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ctr17,2020/01/03,"Recently moved and have terrible night anxiety.. :( I’ve never posted to a sub like this before so I apologize if I’m doing anything wrong, or if this is too long! 


I recently moved from one province to another (back to my hometown), and my husband had to stay behind for work/the sale of our home, we do not know when he will be able to join us (May be a month, may be several). 
I’ve got a toddler and an infant as well as two dogs with me. We moved to a rancher style home from a multi level home.

Every single night since I’ve been here (just over 2 weeks now), I cannot sleep. I’m overcome with horrible anxiety about break-ins, people being in my yard etc etc. There is quite a lot of theft in this town especially from peoples yards so the possibility of someone snooping through my yard is reasonable, but deep down I know rationally the likelihood of a break in is low.

Every night I’m reduced to tears quietly in bed and I stay up until 2-3am every night because I just cannot bring myself to fall asleep. I’m exhausted but too anxious/scared to sleep. I put wood in every window/sliding door, all my other doors have a handle lock as well as a latch lock. I try to keep a healthy nighttime routine after my kids go to bed, I have a cup of herbal tea, read a book, have a bath and get into bed. None of this is helping. I do not have anyone nearby able to stay over (everyone out of town or have young children of their own).

I do have a history of anxiety that I’ve managed to overcome and this is generalized to only night time which is new to me. I hope someone may have some advice or maybe are in a similar situation as maybe I won’t feel so alone. Thanks.",3.5847368421052654,4.456013921052634,5.114283625730998,83.77651315789475,72.0701754385965,8.273099415204678,27.407894736842106,8.59863814320734,1.8486526315789475,1299,45,273,22,24,439,187,342,0.07200000000000001,0.856,0.073,0.3331,0,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,4,0,1,1,15,9,0,0,18,0,33,5,3,1,2,37,47,23,0,3,11,1,1,1,0,5,1,1,12,3,8,12,1,1,4,6,1,7,7,4,2,2,3,2,27,5,52,35,8,48,0,1,0,0,12,17,0,11,20,178,35,3,0.17467018097287518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534283964499402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045281485876147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915784572618484,0.20043331552641008,0.09866379330450346,0.0,0.061066725910115124,0.0,0.07186933803836291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715529371065859,0.0,0.053238660545529566,0.0,0.07431572947059832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480342376188084,0.0,0.0,0.2943343218655591,0.0834524216228711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415924587579873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045628980156234594,0.0,0.04963454456139255,0.0,0.06984985007435397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853887020836197,0.0,0.26281264987775177,0.08674345082765803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762744122936037,0.0,0.0,0.09599416344282492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426675137458556,0.0,0.0,0.07728880680547381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424917079917849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547967405527082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971003600090914,0.2784701392897657,0.0,0.0,0.06735820582068668,0.08434877461119666,0.0,0.4097903309012044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059180517563517214,0.06642227178483713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109431045975655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845719218498182,0.08364287503719578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779588805272273,0.0,0.09289161902110572,0.08735872460224947,0.0,0.0,0.08979501865883813,0.17246573134307044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866379330450346,0.0,0.0722444893463041,0.09816830090360452,0.17479632568861947,0.0,0.1479974775121555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792627584649928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804064174804523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050925793592834966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929479361438804,0.0,0.08531369312026907,0.0,0.10505336056911672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005494161677094,0.0,0.15704946974004924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358098603003408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548721135472864,0.0,0.0
anxiety,technofox01,2020/01/03,"Another vote for weighted blankets 👍😁 Hi everyone,

So my wife got me a weighted blanket for Christmas and man what a difference. I actually had dreams and full deep REM sleep, which had been lacking for many years due to anxiety - even with meds. Anyway, if it weren't for young kids waking us up in the middle of the night, I would sleep through the entire night.

I highly recommend them. I also want to thank others for sharing their experiences with weighted blankets on this sub, because it was helpful in convincing my wife and I to get one.",5.773162274618585,6.963704485436896,6.072843273231622,77.73106796116505,67.25242718446601,8.992510402219137,34.13176144244105,9.23628265651192,3.1620246879334246,434,20,77,8,7,139,77,103,0.016,0.8170000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,6,6,3,0,0,9,10,6,0,4,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,11,3,16,3,2,13,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,5,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.1611258481382572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204029670572284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313470858240945,0.1263105054450689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065096371423672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250727652627915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905515827557416,0.0,0.0,0.15777193818476132,0.0,0.16151157318644532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862643946891792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205543966054986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067133622145577,0.17445027636874494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673980202510755,0.0,0.0,0.18340261291417825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098935345355572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188441002908536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33046320951710073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201327992269212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198609842440686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738754936640147,0.0,0.0,0.6031871282969851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729108507522802,0.0,0.0,0.1063269480832509
anxiety,gigiweegie,2020/01/03,"terrified who’s been under general anesthesia for surgery before? i might have to have surgery to destroy an extra electrical pathway i have & im freaking out. it’s not serious but could be one day when i’m older. i’m scared i’m not going to wake up or i’ll wake up during the surgery bc i read that some people have anesthesia awareness. i also have acid reflux & got scared that if they put a tube down my throat to breathe while i’m under, acid would come up the tube & choke me. i also read someone’s heart stopped during surgery. then the worst thing ever popped up on my youtube. the story of a girl being allergic or something to the anesthesia & she convulsed & passed away before the surgery :( i know i sound crazy but i’m extremely anxious. and it’s crazy bc i don’t ben know if i have to have the surgery or not. but i’m preparing mentally & it’s not going well. any advice?",1.7882484900776559,4.100480945355192,3.0613977566868016,90.26878343399484,81.07650273224044,6.2570031636468215,24.932125395455852,7.475848149327749,1.274143169398907,715,28,146,11,19,231,100,183,0.239,0.7559999999999999,0.006,-0.9925,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,2,10,0,14,6,5,0,1,24,26,14,0,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,2,0,5,5,6,1,1,2,3,14,1,18,19,3,22,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,7,7,87,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247294633178707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408849739311425,0.0,0.7482552211821905,0.0,0.07827094375884837,0.0,0.0,0.13002857152854147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081388528589379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588073439139425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914718759310888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189680639854947,0.0,0.0,0.07422902663096255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041132051941829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082628817785427,0.0,0.09205480473085023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639230606275066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432615778724873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651027828440614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599224153386888,0.12210134594102826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799373917597653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979482483873424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570580784728657,0.0,0.0,0.2302593441857312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304674048444553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752260655203616,0.08860846759421656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622752050143372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646634552732261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348739657003132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176268967809287,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_slothsworth,2020/01/03,"Anxiety over the recent political news Felt horrible when I read the news, with the fears that many have about potential war. Although I live in Australia, I’m still scared about the outcomes. Speaking to my dad, he reassures me this isn’t a global conflict (China and Russia, and other major players being unlikely to join the war). Nevertheless, I understand even a war between Iran and the US wouldn’t impact me definitively but the fear of escalation is still tingling me even after the initial shock.

I feel like I felt when I heard about the India/Pakistan news a couple months ago. The same feeling of when WW3 was trending on twitter a couple years ago. Knowing those have not led to the wars that people perhaps fear-mongered about is some respite from the aftermath of the panic.

Don’t know if I’m looking for people to tell me it’s alright, telling me the straight truth or telling me a white lie to feel better (what I think my dad does at times, or others in other posts).

The rational part of me tells me not to worry about this, as even if it eventuates to my worst fears, I’ll be worrying about it twice. With a pretty important interview in a couple of days, I’m trying to stick that, but not sure how I’ll cope as more news comes out (although I’m making myself keep off it).",6.8472514285714325,6.6967362280000025,6.855885714285716,77.71480000000003,64.72,9.702857142857145,33.457142857142856,9.23628265651192,2.874154285714286,1027,39,191,16,14,328,145,250,0.168,0.7240000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9541,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,15,17,4,5,22,1,10,1,0,3,2,39,28,17,4,3,9,2,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,14,7,0,2,9,1,0,2,6,11,0,1,4,9,20,6,35,21,6,27,0,0,2,0,12,10,0,5,15,130,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972711248598886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818672312002184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464728390539226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218512807938016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552347383927979,0.0,0.0690167063060355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365074777805953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120499120321916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48169268056495707,0.1623320785779475,0.07645251710722062,0.20550499789392532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512106800081382,0.0,0.0,0.11762679799720906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228279345771025,0.0,0.09449741657228933,0.0,0.08986679920964596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143425890167214,0.10849780371050403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541944665147241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556065386630436,0.0,0.11588830155114492,0.0,0.1483833546145223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249210173872723,0.10887412278835457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704533154458852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566575620097553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714205692297987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709268248689012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008616635527252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741481021457224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857176965800671,0.0,0.0,0.0624021067630826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265709143785598,0.0,0.0,0.11140781675687443,0.1287275182094947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736063969910852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891503450859594
anxiety,danceslikelinus,2020/01/03,"Benzos? Good, bad, neutral? I recently moved from IL to CO, had a psychiatrist in IL from 2007 until summer of 2019. This fall was the first time I tried new doctors. Everyone in CO is very anti-benzo, so I don't really know what to make of it. I also have Bipolar I, which well controlled...mostly anxiety now.

Can anyone give me perspective on the long term effects of benzos? Are these CO people overly paranoid or is my doc from IL stuck in his ways? Any insight would be great bc I'm not sure what to make of his rec of taking 0.5mg of Klonopin 2x/day.",2.2263716814159267,4.05957504424779,3.958592920353983,86.80797787610621,77.31858407079645,6.6438938053097365,22.804424778761053,7.554174236665415,0.9873688495575226,432,13,88,6,10,145,87,113,0.105,0.816,0.079,-0.2551,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,3,1,9,17,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,3,0,9,4,18,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,9,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668040189435394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024232361930262,0.0,0.16901348620300788,0.0,0.0,0.15448180672906367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447020418121451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248379929332533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613475006722536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111138146152506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792588156791706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119394990138274,0.0,0.1853084975793539,0.0,0.24357991100179416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141924741405112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551915281682794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949495898248395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348172953243341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337890484745767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531674376318146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153562679653456,0.0,0.2181451304262056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822716404796976,0.0,0.1661144605386281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288280726710683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999931158353372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229323607869533,0.0,0.17536669074177674,0.0,0.0,0.1986457065587134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694478554453276,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ziggy-Fahrenheit,2020/01/03,"Feeling of overwhelming dread/fear at night? Hey people,

I'm wondering if anybody else experiences this and how they cope with it. When the nighttime rolls around, especially during the colder months, I get this really deep, intense feeling of fear and dread. It's almost as if I can feel this scary hollowness in my bones. I'm not afraid of the dark, so it's not that. It's just this overwhelming feeling that something isn't right. It makes me feel as though I've suddenly lost everything that was securely holding me in place throughout the day. There's no specific fear or worry attached to this feeling, it's just an awful, scary feeling. Has/does anyone else experience this? If so, what helps/helped you feel better? I do suffer from GAD, see a therapist regularly, and take medication.",5.723897882938977,7.583614876712332,5.912391033623912,76.3138667496887,68.04109589041096,9.418679950186801,31.080946450809463,9.800150414767053,3.17824109589041,636,26,110,15,11,202,97,146,0.19699999999999998,0.705,0.09699999999999999,-0.9633,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,9,10,0,6,6,1,4,2,1,2,0,26,20,14,0,3,8,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,5,0,2,9,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,9,8,2,12,18,0,12,0,4,1,0,3,7,0,6,5,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367301852144813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547550279073916,0.13990658236837414,0.0,0.1215540806531302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076303719035948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806028790771288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281318056876065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271792373928653,0.2671346008224884,0.0,0.4609535691130044,0.5523304077651097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133917460479985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091523296568605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490550972114679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091144908849486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755481438873252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108988989299079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813831853099303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466317379828663,0.0,0.14266055844996756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747428203569313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660876204983232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880875935288052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051190824069516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026649155427964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853937541432714,0.0,0.0,0.13415485909676106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807732708085744,0.0,0.13866816844919674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ehsn7,2020/01/03,"school. after 4 years of horribly dealing with online school i’m switching back to public school and anxiety was the reason i left public school in the first place.

i feel like i’ll be the dumbest person in all of my classes. i feel like nothing will go right. i feel like i won’t make any friends or ill just be the girl someone used when they want someone to talk to because this was always me.

i haven’t made any friends physically over the last 4.5 years besides one online friend.
i have this fear no one will care about me but at the same time my ptsd from school and memories of my old friends aren’t the best, plus not having basic human interaction with people my age and on top of that my anxiety medication making me feel emotionless makes me think i won’t care about people the way i want them to care about me. i’m just a mess tonight.

i also forgot to take my anxiety meds today so that’s rlly why i’m venting. thanks for reading.",4.4602376157873564,5.335391350785343,5.029005235602097,85.17571083366896,70.04712041884817,7.761739830849779,27.257752718485705,7.882392219407189,1.5036480869915416,752,24,153,9,13,241,113,191,0.091,0.711,0.198,0.9723,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,9,14,0,1,9,0,12,2,0,6,1,27,34,9,0,2,5,0,4,3,4,4,2,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,6,1,0,1,6,2,0,3,4,4,23,12,23,24,3,23,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,15,90,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924398447510124,0.08245263595828631,0.0,0.0,0.13477216751533344,0.0,0.2274157506970539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619577360370625,0.0,0.06040567618346818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399113456578248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030932600047721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215969152360596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150625729608532,0.20041594431914286,0.21237443010740972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428776186700325,0.0,0.0,0.30623350502458435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056316372267204935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807733563630538,0.0,0.0,0.1076639488494187,0.0,0.0,0.1452343086288776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376342131489113,0.19843440868155485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006907870598748,0.09982495127476744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508162395646397,0.0,0.10398057896807457,0.0,0.13429485804792846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137396088300096,0.08652347370358703,0.10353024253919277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583346138920478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911900066703236,0.0,0.0,0.10188326987219293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462418448647888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014329070636827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792097342351445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450499088112797,0.07964654468901923,0.0,0.0912307704143544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634942709261491,0.0,0.0,0.05778144990188405,0.0,0.09392780475388064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558383194303472,0.0,0.0,0.11689427610510345,0.07865476402357745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941528408192688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762423644006918
anxiety,NeonBrocolli,2020/01/03,"Feeling like an option. Hi r/anxiety. First post here, I've tried using this app Clear Fear and it's not working. Im trying to figure out what this is that I'm feeling so I can turn it around.

My question is does anyone ever feel like a second option? Like to Friends, Relationships, Family etc. Is this a type of anxiety? I feel like I only ever seem to come up if they need something but never about wanting to know how my day was or how I am doing. Idk stuff like that. I hate thinking like this.",0.9943424536628456,3.1887310291262168,3.069585172109445,89.73285083848194,83.36893203883493,5.2988526037069725,20.0432480141218,6.574015621080383,0.2873961165048549,388,11,80,4,11,131,73,103,0.094,0.718,0.188,0.7278,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,3,4,28,21,7,0,3,4,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,4,8,7,9,20,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,6,11,52,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253425150512145,0.0,0.0,0.102983849514144,0.0,0.0,0.13111328858093535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687144970691547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498549023550933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888853532326724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425971900853575,0.0,0.2664522029778205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884550868873674,0.16573456578555193,0.29788327860413816,0.3156574779865856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527902875414876,0.0,0.0,0.11379064775143102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541168420042502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909114779626166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094300402467237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43173084024975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109208638849813,0.11359389632237216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120155230189636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141056608609405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499090987882598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581270553650454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408110877249227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338581570384205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860404574405208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437313812688568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999127222063484,0.16020184616147404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272054104343118,0.0,0.0,0.0868714570952418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722393577994883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slothbaby93,2020/01/03,"Fear of dying because you are stressed about the effect on your family, rather than yourself?? Anyone else feel more scared of dying for the reason of how detrimental it’d be to your family, rather than YOU stuff like Will it be painful, is there a heaven, etc etc ? I get so scared thinking about dying and how devastated my parents would be , and my siblings.",3.390788912579953,6.119294134328362,3.641364605543711,86.00358208955225,77.80597014925372,6.216631130063965,23.004264392324096,7.447530270364453,1.133701066098081,285,9,51,4,7,88,48,67,0.239,0.6890000000000001,0.071,-0.9277,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,8,7,0,4,3,0,8,1,0,4,0,11,11,5,3,3,2,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,2,10,5,3,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202070520566752,0.17614736071814574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479786404537024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352622710223858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361302659059355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834616143565707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241325580568876,0.19345230995893306,0.0869254522600236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981855685216891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398904590899982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292981305152625,0.0,0.1908914006254056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767573800868396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34423406029242165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692819391463512,0.0,0.19680168686001345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101562699500012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212357173594615,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,worrywagon,2020/01/03,"I'm broken.. Ever since I was young she just treated me like garbage. I always wanted to run away from home as a kid. I was 10 and she would leave me alone all day with my younger sister and brother. Aside from that she would beat the hell out of me and leave bruises and my teachers at school saw and called child services on her. 

This was the start of it all. She was so angry at me as if it were my fault, she was the one who left the bruises.. on the bus ride to the first child services meeting (I was 10 btw), she told me not to sit next to her because she couldn't stand to look at me. As I grew older she would always insult my appearance and personality. She would say stuff like ""when I was your age I was never that fat"" or ""you'll never find a husband bc no one can put up with you and if you do find someone he's probably going to beat your ass because you're so annoying""

Till this day, I really feel I can never be in a relationship. I feel like I'm too ugly and annoying for someone to ever like me. Even making friends is hard for me, I'm so self conscious about everything I say or do. When I was younger we moved around almost every single year because she would follow her boyfriends from state to state. I never made friends, never learned to socialize, nothing was ever constant.

I was rude to her and I was an asshole because of how much I hated living with her and I think she resents me for that. She got pregant with me when she was young and her college plans got ruined but how was that my fault? She undermines my feelimgs all the time, and even when she fucks up it's my fault and I'm stupid enough to always apologize first.

When I was in high school things got so bad because I was fighting with my little brother and she kept telling me to shut up. She wouldn't hear my side of the story, NEVER. I was so frustrated, I always had to shut up. She got so mad she stabbed me with a fork lol. She stabbed me hard enough to leave holes though and i was bleeding from my head and arms. I called the police. My family made me feel so awful, like I did the worst thing to my mother. Felt like everyone was against me. I forgave her asap and felt terrible about putting her in jail for 3 days.

Till this day she brings it up and says I can't believe you got me in trouble with police twice. I'm 25 now and the physical violence has stopped, but the verbal insults are still there. Like always stuff is still always my fault. If i get angry, I'm overreacting. She says I'm ungrateful because she took care of me, fed me and put a roof over my head. This makes me feel so bad. She was a single mother and she did the best she could and she's helped me so much. She bought me my first car and helped me with the down payment after I crashed the first one. 

She's made sacrifices for me and when I think about it, I do love her a lot. But when she does.shitty things  to me I cant even feel angry or say anything bc I feel guilty. I feel ungrateful for complaining about anything pretty much. My little brother and sister are the opposite. They get shit from my mom too, but they handle it better than I can. They keep their cool and they get along with her so well.

I think it's because they are all so similar to eachother (have same interests, sense of humor, etc) I was always the odd one out so I think that is a factor of why we don't get along as well as they do. 
I just wanted to let this all out. I jsut want to say what Im feeling without someone making me feel like a horrible ungrateful person.",2.7284511760169683,4.0693549793956025,3.7196240601503767,91.14291979949877,74.75549450549453,6.6472334682861005,23.89830345093503,7.133030437378802,0.7347661172161168,2747,81,604,28,57,884,277,728,0.20199999999999999,0.708,0.091,-0.9984,0,1,0,0,3,0,71.0,2,6,7,9,43,45,14,0,27,3,54,10,6,8,14,116,112,65,0,14,14,9,13,8,2,7,2,7,1,6,24,43,2,3,19,0,1,13,14,25,2,9,41,23,136,20,84,60,17,85,2,1,2,3,96,28,4,9,48,432,160,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526288386270393,0.05443381701339544,0.0,0.0,0.306124900521878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650084360033974,0.04678740166347823,0.0,0.0,0.04937958980778912,0.0,0.08776679159043238,0.22427035106526025,0.0,0.0,0.059214410747015535,0.05515595252980442,0.04648292099094912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733435986660037,0.0,0.053585970030781235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679608786447325,0.0,0.0419629622900251,0.0,0.0,0.13558120101938673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861208860495043,0.058615610466046374,0.10414138578960866,0.14262405870263525,0.044282039874074114,0.050221033530435014,0.047235376701853515,0.0,0.049546622272232985,0.0,0.2391722890974176,0.07509431154530276,0.10092706505869707,0.0,0.0960733778105796,0.1788218509891938,0.0,0.0,0.08121173375354886,0.04858864890332794,0.10983669486507937,0.0,0.029869691953941006,0.0,0.210175546404911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416256201572763,0.05188974320515515,0.10787850895820357,0.0,0.05923622839303154,0.0,0.07045649500390821,0.05552998384699185,0.05271955223132708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677122062614327,0.0,0.0,0.046715604569024766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695271050819802,0.057103979841217976,0.053743700919191936,0.0,0.20541588577735406,0.10535303345654852,0.04640931854705108,0.0,0.04413514212987863,0.0,0.0,0.044682587081338786,0.04743528071897494,0.14919379916385295,0.10524780666371313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061554819072326114,0.0,0.05586040496901714,0.11590763719568535,0.0,0.2432139401555882,0.0,0.05589559764689433,0.0,0.0,0.050430429087029535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245754402848174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178252796713138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346996806150983,0.05666597580528555,0.0,0.0,0.15850469592083286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03366974063591801,0.0,0.0,0.056427187002181585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25077545032204457,0.0,0.10638218242110284,0.0,0.0,0.05482903309898803,0.0,0.0539496151369779,0.043476185008099806,0.0,0.0,0.05357584851684585,0.13359563693932594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037200535662114134,0.0,0.08394512518242775,0.04394050209483685,0.0,0.0,0.12033174204832606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045937653869543175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475079057381853,0.13470713663199346,0.05163756941717984,0.0,0.03064675581431962,0.0,0.0,0.050221033530435014,0.05839342096148741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299949227566766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945111781344698,0.0,0.047425053922668735,0.0,0.0,0.05066364525249526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866770347172256,0.0,0.0,0.03384536747355192
anxiety,Zazzlea,2020/01/03,"I get anxiety online often, any tips that may help? I get really bad anxiety when trying to talk to people, especially online. I can barely do it over discord and I absolutely can not talk to people in multiplayer games, even in games like Minecraft where there's no physical talking. I really crave human contact and all my irl friends are busy working and my online relationships have died. I really don't know what to do. Any advice? Thank you!",4.016174698795183,6.637853433734943,5.658659638554219,72.97184487951813,74.90361445783131,8.969277108433735,26.037650602409638,9.516144504307137,2.898013253012049,357,13,59,10,8,121,58,83,0.177,0.705,0.11699999999999999,-0.6752,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,12,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,7,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,2,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975973284184505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275019547081398,0.0,0.3093802818437473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688369521376753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098621153871572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355783624222992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562269892324545,0.0,0.2112928188196117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553713949434126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112935964498877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878962033029937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803739872384932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886228231809351,0.0,0.0,0.21709792732561373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875863551978623,0.0,0.18616785365856905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372873559875006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721133055809324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avaabradleyy,2020/01/03,"always worried i’m being annoying i haven’t been officially diagnosed with anxiety. i went to therapy two year ago but my therapist kinda sucked and didn’t try to diagnose me or put me on medication. she honestly didn’t give me any coping mechanisms either. so that obviously didn’t help. my anxiety(don’t think i should call it that tho since i haven’t been diagnosed) tells me that i’m annoying people, and i constantly ask if i’m being annoying. i’ll be talking to my friends at lunch, and constantly ask if i’m being annoying. they will reassure me that they are just tired from school and not annoyed at all. i know they mean it, but i still constantly feel that i’m pestering them. i’ve been staying with my aunt for a week(by myself) and have constantly been asking if i’m being annoying. i wouldn’t always say it directly(“y’all probably wanna yeet me off a bridge rn i’m so annoying”). my aunt kept reassuring me that i wasn’t being annoying, but i can’t stop worrying that i’ve been annoying them and getting on their nerves.",4.789552238805968,6.358930741293534,6.426049751243781,72.85788059701494,69.94527363184079,11.330149253731346,31.80796019900497,11.20814326018867,4.184484975124379,833,37,151,30,15,286,105,201,0.192,0.708,0.099,-0.9508,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,6,0,5,14,10,0,2,0,23,6,0,0,2,30,42,16,0,6,10,2,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,10,8,1,2,4,0,0,2,9,10,0,1,11,2,30,4,13,22,2,16,0,0,0,0,21,5,1,5,8,100,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814342583987807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302339165988367,0.0,0.0,0.08296248577231563,0.0,0.09332775616527428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34215359162891257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457309109147124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273438429948185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714746937159578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168560332470125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942549684849356,0.0,0.06373866025576103,0.11703112177684236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177235491986024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670466373483278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328910459764929,0.0,0.12289964986892055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457770792676217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315339426172986,0.0,0.0,0.12264118683530788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970173113104974,0.0,0.1234679865583038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009175954848915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003310632073314,0.0974273637913554,0.1019953755138274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805697203504696,0.10663119521337547,0.0,0.1395147773050066,0.1416485043830947,0.0,0.0781710741238154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021818357971205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282829666984233,0.0,0.1191738338735166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785903843696638,0.0,0.0,0.11309290787567172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477887731680405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856239233265469
anxiety,reddit_in_portland,2020/01/03,"Does seeing ""2020"" freak anyone else out? Might be silly, but seeing ""2020"" gives me a slight sense of panic. Probably just need to get used to it.",0.91,3.4918457142857164,1.8900000000000008,93.98000000000002,91.85714285714286,4.228571428571429,10.571428571428571,5.985473137389443,-1.1196000000000002,112,1,22,1,4,35,25,28,0.203,0.763,0.033,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204456469036036,0.29960361548063696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588570397926685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442669695489016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276961437544165,0.2805016495802103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101956396617343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681470242960574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34307442352535666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152621911143785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660180692892788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252544153111184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whoselineisitNEway,2020/01/03,I feel so alone and annoying I feel like my boyfriend is so tired of my anxiety attacks that I don’t want to reach out to him but he’s also the only person I like hearing reassurance from when I’m feeling anxious,2.093,3.9126493555555584,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,77.66666666666667,7.166666666666668,29.027777777777786,8.07648339933343,2.0584444444444454,171,8,35,3,4,59,36,45,0.23600000000000002,0.52,0.244,0.10300000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,8,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,7,3,5,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882060700719274,0.0,0.22253417268874826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287746644314967,0.3143683717425578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165747929036203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221083466913629,0.19879771071265048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136329863995665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718994754477088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163854266170595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429765459968033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31983295105530435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641321495720138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tlousushi,2020/01/03,"Being on break gives me too much time to think I do things to make my mind busy so I don’t have to think. My social anxiety keeps me from going outside, so I just stay inside all day every day. I actually like not talking to anyone all day but not doing anything makes me think about the past too much.",4.16357142857143,4.44007801587302,5.162023809523814,86.10589285714286,70.42857142857143,7.56984126984127,23.686507936507937,7.1686216300943375,0.7549079365079367,237,5,51,2,4,78,44,63,0.023,0.948,0.03,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,13,13,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,7,12,4,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2052676166735155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160914320781659,0.0,0.0,0.14707900275527486,0.0,0.1730970575190647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069678278478283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772258046073904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178330911209968,0.11954463265391235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696542957392853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276456250535523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808155371369904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123897696854465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092574223554606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007993158600145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442153270090744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242011363229964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906836402434294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974471512978828,0.4043441891541003,0.0,0.0,0.1226546015776239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ApprovedByAvishay,2020/01/03,Terrified to ask my brother a question I have a question I need to ask well I need to ask for something there’s background to it I don’t have to get into but basically I have to ask but I’m so fucking anxious of the possible reply,0.9027999999999992,2.878319680000004,3.8859999999999992,85.01300000000002,82.2,6.4,30.0,7.554174236665415,2.0668000000000006,184,10,38,3,5,66,31,50,0.132,0.833,0.035,-0.6494,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,13,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,9,13,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,2,0,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037902214891653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7294744987371313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034352883276825,0.10191854267602247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28929101631499754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199175504056345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43705688949408106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017812787584994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753956918294268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InvalidArgument56,2020/01/03,"Terrified of the Draft I am absolutely terrified of the draft. I'm finally moving out of my parents house, and finally getting away from all my triggers and this news is making me fucking so scared. I don't want to be enlisted, I feel like if I were ever given a gun I would just kill myself because I know I won't be able to deal with it.

I know there's a lot of people in the same boat, and I'm so worried about nukes and war and killing and I just want to have a moment where I'm not panicking but it feels like the world keeps getting worse.",4.2745935960591135,4.159067715517242,5.622857142857144,84.26500000000001,70.1206896551724,9.042364532019707,29.5024630541872,8.841846274778883,2.0625532019704442,429,15,95,7,7,145,75,116,0.223,0.72,0.057,-0.9456,1,0,0,1,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,1,7,0,9,1,0,2,2,28,24,10,3,4,5,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,13,2,13,18,3,10,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,6,64,16,0,0.17648338624588514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581195085583048,0.0,0.0,0.10758263419592314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194662186002244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963932672394732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847060563670786,0.2521595327942166,0.0,0.38665784638519707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315604676892176,0.18441057046065815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363813261474206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686654261712182,0.3905054373840385,0.0,0.19398130728291346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244173599913565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500398638806359,0.0,0.0,0.1178040307350817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757390977857868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959639150254006,0.0,0.0,0.1223513586922264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669065740778814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818894746938246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922744544012767,0.17985164798205422,0.12536873403335647,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cherrymercy,2020/01/03,"School starts in a few days. It’s kickstarted my anxiety again. I’m scared. I don’t want to deal with this again. My physical symptoms have started as well. My stupid health anxiety. The “what if you’re sick, what if you have cancer?” All because of a headache and some nausea. Please help.",0.4623214285714319,2.7501491607142867,1.1332857142857158,96.9117142857143,102.03571428571428,5.097142857142859,19.88571428571429,6.742157984588678,0.5518557142857148,227,8,47,4,10,69,46,56,0.26899999999999996,0.602,0.13,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,7,7,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,5,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204401313393638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751458738264155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722226975622,0.2833051404099396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920979071641205,0.0,0.0,0.18419161166561654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016461828056137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751211921073684,0.2781107069200879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890075211972418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856208128560567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620832483495818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470768127202261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheRealChadBrunswick,2020/01/03,"21 year old Male with new debilitating anxiety Hey guys, long story short I’ve noticed my anxiety somewhat start about a year ago. Where I would sit in class or in a car/plane and feel nauseous and have acid reflux. Fast forward to the past 4 months this semester has been hell for me. I can barely go anywhere on campus, I can only drink in my house meaning no bars or parties. And I had to go to the er 6 times this semester including a stay in the mental hospital because I could not travel home for thanksgiving break. Simply traveling home was just a 5 hour ordeal of me convincing myself I wasn’t gonna die. This is all super new and strange to me, as in I was a super sociable popular guy at my college. Active in Greek life, participated in non Greek organizations, etc. but now I can barely go get a haircut without being on Ativan. I guess I’m just asking for some tips, motivation, or a simple sucks to suck. I’m new to this sub Reddit and appreciate any replies. Thanks 😁",3.4071346153846167,5.1703134153846175,5.199022435897437,79.49545673076923,73.8205128205128,8.157051282051281,27.059294871794872,8.841846274778883,2.1806987179487183,776,29,149,16,16,265,132,195,0.09300000000000001,0.779,0.128,0.775,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,3,0,10,0,14,3,0,1,1,23,29,10,1,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,4,6,2,0,3,4,0,6,4,3,1,0,5,2,16,5,24,20,4,36,1,0,0,0,5,13,3,6,16,87,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307408898106692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029818388440427,0.0,0.22565872664599296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788313890886195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990846892511346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177586770251412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530712217574943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448394371142928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449021624823218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457532073304722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705738090373343,0.0,0.25146571278744395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162476743677885,0.29207636188517005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29588877359092625,0.0,0.1452478335810183,0.1701835324539254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417647218205013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305239127679845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160659730019672,0.0,0.0,0.14863512066970622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772502428374035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273399689225825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791821906352075,0.15476583069067604,0.0,0.0,0.11217270865774873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079579029463885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043941043513619,0.1572046002166596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578887622911806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600254183353254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217499224603355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477258725131668,0.0,0.0,0.18995730899877966
anxiety,conflicted_person,2020/01/03,"tips on feeling less anxious when it comes to social media i get real anxious when scrolling through my social media on a daily but also can’t seem to chill without constantly checking in what everyone’s been up to.
the FOMO is so strong that ends up draining me till the point i have no energy to actually go and do my shit. how you guys cope with it?",6.085985915492959,5.803266577464791,6.9550352112676075,76.81311619718312,66.32394366197184,9.353521126760565,33.24295774647887,8.841846274778883,2.7513915492957746,281,11,53,4,4,94,58,71,0.131,0.745,0.12300000000000001,0.0912,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,3,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,10,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,13,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,5,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.21147621710042935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733016941402496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896378003327816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667516789421745,0.0,0.2341848811048026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193939187949316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207074240647513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957431946818136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322123712684715,0.0,0.12316042392853335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214575467270686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485956112808773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666169515731476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972832623050221,0.0,0.0,0.22244814179192596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44181401173071183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088992426397913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rubber_duck_boi,2020/01/03,"Biting nails? ~Not sure if this is the right sub or not~
So when I’m anxious I tend to bite my nails, but it’s more like chewing since I don’t really bite them down. Does anyone else do this?",-0.5207142857142877,1.5363721666666663,1.1717142857142877,101.62328571428571,89.23809523809523,4.312380952380953,13.16190476190476,5.6839178017228535,-1.2729009523809522,149,2,37,1,5,48,36,42,0.039,0.823,0.138,0.6209,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201567248271472,0.0,0.2600507713617365,0.3810696314762853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254642663740852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106862509602949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816982930774637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825749907339114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31761234696045443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076509326665769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35052434830796075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unserious1,2020/01/03,"Dimentia scares How many of you have this because (probably) your anxiety, depression, OCD whatever makes you forgetful, have trouble thinking, have that mental block etc? I have been struggling with this for a while and am scared of what I am obviously insinuating I think I have. Set me straight if this is normal please. Thanks!",6.1673684210526325,8.939969947368422,5.831438596491227,73.55873684210529,68.82456140350878,10.174035087719297,34.20701754385965,10.355215969177356,4.238097543859649,265,13,43,8,5,82,45,57,0.309,0.589,0.102,-0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,11,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,4,12,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891848802709652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075262704665646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300031786871815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758064120027202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507559275464934,0.25072478577459983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492216270640571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230284722115975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714626541309464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666327168688605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951836507426628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585330992637295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768188647838197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169214798773748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EchoMint,2020/01/03,"For the past 4 years I've dealt with anxiety in thinking of horrible illness and death. Idk how to cope with it. Need advice.. About 4 years ago I remember going to the emergency room for a headache and it was a pain I never felt before that ranged from numbness to facial pain.

Ever since then any small pain I have in my body I tend to exaggerate a lot and make it worse to think it's something deadly, Like from a neurological disease to cancer. 

I remember going to the doctor and tell them my pains only for it to result in a cold or something minor. 

Sometimes I even fought my doctors telling them that I think they're not doing their job right and i was adamant that I have something more. 

Something that will stick with me is when a doctor told me to not be afraid and that 

""it's like you want me to tell you that you're going to die, you are going to be okay.""

Idk to tell anyone this, this is one of these secrets I keep hidden that only my close family knows. I dont even tell my girlfriend that I have this problem. 

I'm posting this because I'm thru another anxiety phase. I have a sharp pains on head, big lymph nodes on neck, pains In area of body, discomfort in back, back pain...well you see where I'm going with this... I have already made doctors appt and waiting to see them.

I just want this anxiety to go away. 

So far the only best advice I've heard is from my ma who tells me ""well what are you going to do? Worry when the time is needed after doctor visits, if you have something that will kill you, then why worry now thinking you have it, worry about it when you come face to face with it"" 

Idk anyone have anxiety related to death and illness? Advice on how to cope is greatly appreciated.",3.7582658959537554,4.867051612716768,4.6769641618497095,86.18161965317921,71.89017341040463,7.270104046242776,25.11167630057804,7.554174236665415,1.1314179421965318,1342,39,276,15,25,436,161,346,0.228,0.726,0.047,-0.9962,1,0,5,0,0,0,37.0,0,9,4,1,17,18,2,2,12,1,24,24,7,5,2,44,55,18,5,6,5,1,2,2,1,2,17,2,1,0,27,15,0,2,9,0,0,9,4,12,1,1,7,7,38,6,46,44,3,43,0,0,2,0,27,17,0,3,18,181,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167773175306413,0.05795905185056665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215297058246295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444634241719798,0.06856092062874336,0.200074603395282,0.0,0.0,0.0914361537279324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143050605026985,0.10055266051778172,0.0,0.03985753515814349,0.0,0.05563704589532868,0.0,0.0686165698981988,0.0,0.0,0.1452539712004421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056322605116319285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785836390986688,0.0,0.0,0.33461693982253754,0.0,0.0,0.07662966799995974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637115124871435,0.05914365385341351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163830220365126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627789812031436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26011500087527695,0.0,0.0,0.07208619143889765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710294094226832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488362164352668,0.05811638452830596,0.07233780951875196,0.0,0.03593338661410258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388672862201866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558721623096425,0.0,0.06186800807022313,0.04364438863100888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696295037911072,0.05042824198012097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04430595239051487,0.14918264316682994,0.4870129811435933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241651347062002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261988559370639,0.0,0.0,0.06256374502022499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813485905865306,0.05583765668237236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420531085279196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408639594979869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516793391433578,0.06466653812179395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428914660837912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758194233887472,0.0,0.0,0.038125989417914036,0.0,0.0,0.06247730117141535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771304621356097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878815035530999,0.0,0.05899897251619789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199202155477752,0.06663197491186196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421042213800144
anxiety,procheesecake,2020/01/03,"There is...a lot of change and uncertainty in my life right now Hi y'all, first time posting here.

2019 was a year of changes and I thought I adapted to them pretty well. Graduating high school, going to college six hours away, managing a chronic illness, etc. I think I only had two or three panic attacks which is a record for me!

2020, however, is bringing a lot of change and I'm anxious 99% of the time. I hated my first quarter of college and I'm dreading going back tomorrow, transfer applications are terrifying and the idea of being rejected scares the heck out of me, my parents are moving sixteen hours away from my college so there goes my safety net, and I have no idea IF I'm going to even transfer, HOW I'm going to pack and move out of the dorms at the end of the year, WHERE I'll be and it's just making me all type of anxious which triggers my chronic illness. I'm also freaking out because I don't really know what I want to do except maybe I do??? If I tell people I want to be a history teacher, I either get ""oh you'll be amazing at that!"" or ""I think you're smarter and more capable than that and you're just settling"" so I don't know what to do.

And so the cycle continues. My parents are dismissive of my feelings and my sister is kinda overbearing. It feels like no one is listening to my feelings and everyone keeps telling me to tough it out. I keep reminding myself that change is good but man...does it all have to come at once?",3.4371375921375917,4.645513500000003,4.885651105651106,83.99890663390666,72.78378378378378,7.67911547911548,29.67076167076167,8.150884317080207,2.037235135135136,1140,48,231,17,22,382,155,296,0.11,0.826,0.064,-0.8816,3,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,1,2,15,12,2,3,12,0,22,5,0,3,2,49,49,23,0,4,9,3,3,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,11,18,0,2,10,0,0,8,4,8,1,7,3,4,33,4,35,41,7,35,0,1,0,0,10,13,1,7,14,161,44,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160785173914382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23057067741704074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609447866581556,0.19175515246904049,0.07846871199863002,0.0,0.062207592145143764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43181355672135896,0.08790542700963082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038435263493,0.0,0.11381063882601995,0.06740182663915653,0.0,0.0,0.09751136025295924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154795800386237,0.07290320361093677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736041724663132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533159354212236,0.0,0.23198521320757295,0.0855931288038499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007514001089814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078194509171848,0.0,0.0,0.2009937016923192,0.0,0.0,0.2303998321676197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141013142648105,0.0,0.0,0.11216596560799373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207961129911669,0.049855561085718855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351533967464766,0.0,0.0,0.068117918396347,0.0,0.1025210615888577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692202210490205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867792669036568,0.06915045310693729,0.07761220042362614,0.0,0.1197314916590628,0.2266247409199001,0.0,0.0,0.07074732345807011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773389869024443,0.10381963396273712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537464440637257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714854442091327,0.0,0.0,0.10216797937726584,0.10327815444373166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838912506386928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077664083522436,0.0,0.08101481538730726,0.11901016911504045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968619367279133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038126069414352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917535232863821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143129834662814
anxiety,Quakeing-Thunder,2020/01/03,"Just need to let some stuff out... I was originally going to make multiple posts, about some worries and anxieties, but I think I’ll just make one long post divided into sections....

Worries about work:
I constantly worry about making mistakes or that I will screw up royally , that any minor mistake I make will be a strike against me , even though my boss is super chill and understanding, I worry my coworkers find me annoying when I try talking to them and find me rude when I don’t talk to them. I worry the talk about how incompetent I am when I’m not there and that they get frustrated when I make mistakes , I worry they ask for the schedules to be changed so they don’t have the same shift as me... I worry that I will be the reason our company gets a bad review.

Worries /anxiety about home/myself :
I feel like whenever I talk I either get shot down or reprimanded. It’s hard for me to talk in general as I have social anxiety and it feels like whenever I do speak it has ill consequences. And yet when I stay silent people also get mad. It feels like every decision I make has some sort of negative effect ,and while most of the negatives of my decision are minor ,they still haunt me and give me anxiety. This leads to me not wanting to make decisions, especially ones that are spur of the moment and this leads to people being frustrated with me which only adds to my anxiety.

I feel like the stuff I worry about is insignificant compared to what others worry about. I feel like I have no one to talk to , I’ve told people things in confidence and yet they tell other people, which makes me want to keep everything locked inside, but that’s not helpful as I just get trapped in and endless cycle of anxiety with no way to let it out.  My social anxiety makes me fear talking to strangers, so I don’t know if I could muster the courage to talk to a therapist. 

I often want to voice my frustrations and yet I worry if I do I will come off as petty ....

I always feel tired despite having a pretty regular sleep schedule, I wake up depressed and feeling sick every morning due to my anxiety...

Just needed a safe place to let all this out, if you took the time to read this , thank you at least I know someone is listening......",7.416315679733112,6.3470369243119285,7.809274395329442,74.37229774812343,63.93119266055046,11.41351125938282,34.267723102585485,10.637119530657019,3.471673394495413,1753,63,337,38,22,579,207,436,0.29,0.629,0.081,-0.9987,0,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,2,7,5,28,22,7,1,14,0,30,6,2,16,1,88,70,35,0,12,15,0,8,5,0,4,3,3,0,0,23,21,0,2,18,1,0,5,10,13,0,3,3,11,63,9,55,55,9,41,0,1,0,1,27,14,1,11,23,246,86,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216630373898917,0.043873650661644864,0.0,0.0,0.03585662803716698,0.0,0.32269222477693393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929325968803363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402540732814018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055778890153631064,0.04542022436078556,0.0,0.056979886300204126,0.0,0.04209875908726129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541427039042793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0348261329524269,0.0,0.08885068292684774,0.0,0.04738823561653222,0.0,0.0,0.059333295077078525,0.18662488221635345,0.1883433126526989,0.0,0.0,0.096384281910156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774017323025,0.0505811917670979,0.02996635358792533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723364125179647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03534225001564572,0.0,0.052890158545897056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046866781443468966,0.0,0.0,0.057955503964517124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617528644773041,0.0,0.12880039647029465,0.0,0.0,0.04666233433968471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167652006959155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819380782915633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071889143234456,0.04010177387556677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621892703114034,0.0,0.05508919928742948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099707736312673,0.05364300280488401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052741945222912985,0.0,0.0,0.05421283308516778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276575566213245,0.107498451802219,0.04467598907616383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056200687364358085,0.04210839045608883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072114890342545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390440717855,0.046086313209294114,0.04854456021002268,0.0,0.061220896244896565,0.03502992524764001,0.033785765964341366,0.05180467431543391,0.0,0.030745932113087574,0.060602707426863016,0.0,0.05038355436154767,0.0585823885441721,0.035798631116158226,0.0,0.0,0.054891370637194715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330044894093696,0.04185277522710594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838637637720852,0.5890226629191089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fairwayfrankpossum,2020/01/03,"How do people pay attention to/care about things going on in the world without becoming extremely anxious? Any time I see anything having to do with something bad going on in the world, I immediately stress about it and imagine all of the terrible things that are happening or could potentially happen. I’m to the point where I’m losing sleep and getting stomachaches because I’m spiraling constantly. I have no coping strategies for this because no one in my life experiences anything like this so I have no one to talk to who understands it. Also, unless it gets really bad I don’t really want to have to stop reading the news and paying attention to what’s going on around me because this is stuff that is important to me. Is anyone else in a similar situation? Any advice would be greatly appreciated!",7.489589858314693,8.180787832214769,8.210290827740494,65.68614466815812,63.29530201342282,11.454436987322893,36.68978374347503,11.20814326018867,4.559666070096943,653,30,104,18,9,219,94,149,0.165,0.763,0.07200000000000001,-0.9314,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,6,0,14,2,1,1,1,19,27,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,4,1,2,3,5,5,0,2,0,1,8,2,23,24,1,18,0,1,1,0,2,12,0,1,4,78,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933002114340975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402321656257795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392205156010697,0.0,0.0,0.16107770100443133,0.0,0.09969703665366883,0.1460926757415544,0.2346665855062238,0.12692870191885075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381009530788233,0.26075100372725485,0.15747122825684534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408108701052092,0.0,0.11384056696399596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191094276997673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947309682168066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898699870700408,0.0,0.2430988530010081,0.0,0.0,0.15719776865267926,0.0,0.0,0.2521705624413896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007102742414605,0.06965863354296642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951340622094473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932352567058378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988487898158084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478659986161973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262113841681487,0.0,0.18268406968183604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361983495620374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026876416824418,0.14268552496784806,0.0,0.0,0.10976701567831304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920539919432575,0.16332783335865803,0.0,0.16322291124098046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460245561466614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945102598543886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314103359520472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843346669236954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840988842720668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374444935546845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128655515065073,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OkSundae5,2020/01/03,"I'm too anxious to do anything. I just can't do anything. When I want to study I get too anxious and do something else. I bought a jigsaw puzzle today which I really wanted to do. I was planning on sitting by the fireplace with a cup of hot chocolate and doing the puzzle. I'm too anxious to do it. I'm too anxious to play video games as well which is a first because they're usually the things I jump to when I get anxious. 

I'm lying in bed right now watching YouTube on my phone. I have no idea how I can resolve this. I haven't studied since November. I just get this intense anxiety building up in me and it gets stronger and stronger as I'm about to study. It's always too much so I go do something else. 

Please help. It's ruining my life. 

I'm on medication at the moment and I'm starting therapy at the end of the month. 

Thank you.",0.4778813559322046,2.681210163841812,2.5948333333333338,92.22174152542374,85.77966101694916,5.121920903954802,25.23418079096045,6.508806274219699,0.8900872316384181,657,29,141,7,20,221,97,177,0.11199999999999999,0.757,0.131,0.4897,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,14,5,0,0,9,0,13,2,0,1,0,15,30,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,2,3,1,2,3,1,1,1,2,2,17,4,22,28,1,22,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,2,10,91,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526938361165293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678249668723614,0.7146213360461805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082196949846453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712146767140131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113716245705841,0.0,0.1120534277146017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076123356715257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26439237065242394,0.0,0.07190054904748329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479934581437615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281836505223494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936024078221705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274490617264732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098188483195727,0.0,0.09300199419550996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388738539068591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104780061815986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804185501161248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465329128243316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479257751681006,0.0,0.0,0.08954692077477497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647665179308495,0.14467923613668082,0.0,0.08404996126764283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992002433298805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933676882922502,0.0,0.14924190415864985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137508483427177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dakota2434,2020/01/03,"SSRI to snri I finally fully tapered off lexapro last week and starting Pristiq. Has anyone here gone from one type of antidepressant to another? What was your experience like?

Sometimes I don’t even know if the drug is working or if it’s just life. Like I’m happier now because I’m married and have stability, not because of the antidepressant.",4.509583333333332,7.149736625000003,5.716875000000003,73.07395833333338,73.375,8.641666666666666,35.666666666666664,9.2995712137729,3.9170604166666654,280,16,46,7,6,93,52,64,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.8299,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,6,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,7,29,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960563774317273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974175389619353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442216750902445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327422849420658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864818173297833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27618108270946945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092878617545105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516577333363502,0.23014343838734336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942392628977976,0.2758725126259345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131977288384366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27923984744981273,0.0,0.1998405372651953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264747939239716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554568137970855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daena94,2020/01/03,"I (F20) get really anxious about things that are totally out of my control like random heart attacks or rare diseases that kill you instantly or drunk drivers hitting me. How can I move past this? I saw a post today about someone who was super fit and healthy who dropped dead from a heart attack and now I'm overanalyzing each and every small ache in my body. This isn't something I can prepare for but it stresses me out so much. For anyone with similar issues, how do I deal with this?",7.306631578947368,6.656520084210527,7.222105263157897,77.12473684210528,63.94736842105264,9.705263157894738,35.84210526315789,8.841846274778883,2.9919052631578955,388,16,73,5,5,124,73,95,0.18899999999999997,0.7340000000000001,0.077,-0.8809,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,3,1,2,0,6,4,3,3,1,16,10,9,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,10,2,11,7,3,11,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,4,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534930902411395,0.0,0.13328777243057807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337215129394487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173876490484853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379948424572867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965235573929808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606077840535859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959245452679767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517774597004109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896049643181474,0.0,0.0,0.2108956927902033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312858643685948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260168420250196,0.14012956357192696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197086610043334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825637829315878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211773551018765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151393257905375,0.14675061062184824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835757425681795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664120261671524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068796071179055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sawdog183,2020/01/03,"Anxiety over Christmas break? Hey, I have been on Christmas break for the past week and these past couple days I have had periods where I felt anxiety thinking back to the past. A couple days before the break I was in a Christmas play and was really looking up to it. It really helped combat my anxiety thinking about it. But when school finished and it was Christmas break, I felt really anxious and sort of nostalgic about it. Does anyone know what this is called or how to combat it?",4.132717391304347,6.360110097826091,4.671086956521741,82.0559782608696,73.02173913043478,8.078260869565218,26.71739130434783,8.841846274778883,2.251604347826087,387,14,69,8,8,123,54,92,0.14,0.8340000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.8276,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,14,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,6,1,11,7,0,19,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,10,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769577652381838,0.18555838851594056,0.0,0.1148490532575984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629990864841095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976664123779828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772000083767252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634841740607138,0.0,0.21185833853023409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373832719860344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154160039194661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009487936352882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026878897921596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793059527618154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703923243143362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31567275947863244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662321343040207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049253097366066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175331738834506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,B_____B,2020/01/03,"Anxious about general health I often get really stressed and anxious about my health. I'm not in bad shape, but I'm not in good shape either. Whenever I start to workout I have panic attacks when I feel my heart ""beating too fast."" I've always struggled with anxiety related to health and was wondering if anyone had tips on coping with said anxiety.",4.12318181818182,6.543354348484852,5.1484848484848476,77.7427272727273,73.69696969696969,8.642424242424243,30.696969696969692,9.2995712137729,3.2425333333333337,281,13,47,7,6,92,47,66,0.35600000000000004,0.619,0.025,-0.9740000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,13,10,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,6,1,9,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141825965304231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27842163999591263,0.41116121441055536,0.0,0.1272415561187095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702349218612828,0.0,0.0,0.15194200750590922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201232059724064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507472936628017,0.0,0.0,0.15263248205900895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802945933795597,0.0,0.2156419375287347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350913336081126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657821578571545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310044780631073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880325158001926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845241114082946,0.1902403865127504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973447530825153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pepesilvia9369,2020/01/03,"Anxious about officially asking the girl I’ve been seeing to be my girlfriend. I’ve been seeing this girl, who is a friend of a friend, for about a month now. 
We hit it off right from the beginning and have been having a great time getting to know each other, hanging out into the late hours of the night and even when I had to leave the state for two weeks for a trip that was preplaned before I met her, she still talked to me everyday and was excited to see me when I got home. We even spent Christmas Day together and New Years together. 
I was going to officially ask her out this past Sunday, but we fell asleep on her couch and then the next morning when we woke up I was going to her boss called and asked her to come into work early. 
So tomorrow I’m planning on asking her officially to be my girlfriend but all day today I cannot stop the anxiety around it. I got diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder in October. 
All day I keep thinking that maybe she is not as into me as I am into her, that she is going to say no, etc. it doesn’t help she is bad at texting sometimes and I go hours without hearing from her. Today I haven’t heard from her in about six hours as of this post. 
I know alot of it is me getting inside my own head due to past trauma with relationships.  I just needed to rant somewhere about this without putting my friends through it.",5.574239130434783,5.428192547101453,6.144021739130437,81.73711956521741,67.36956521739131,9.218840579710145,30.29347826086957,8.841846274778883,2.1924608695652177,1077,36,222,16,16,351,146,276,0.086,0.85,0.064,-0.8379,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,2,14,7,0,0,13,0,21,3,2,1,2,39,50,17,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,2,14,22,0,2,3,0,1,9,7,2,0,2,14,6,38,5,48,33,6,57,0,0,3,0,37,15,0,1,31,162,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657248334316676,0.11560978592683738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110013344681392,0.3826788494464757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544571980717998,0.0,0.0,0.08707982216512318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449580613180733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815281901617518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979934512272808,0.0,0.0,0.10386819827970813,0.0,0.0,0.11728514559620773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413093580042832,0.13518303083676994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237192049120689,0.0,0.10693196462944853,0.0,0.2326380885684736,0.0,0.1636938119578493,0.11282505442272725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502556471101382,0.0,0.1153393460552762,0.0,0.06859320959108857,0.0,0.10265067246252227,0.0,0.3023390365887125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096033673545027,0.0,0.0,0.11248163398299296,0.0,0.11543870128606065,0.10835833056085584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280958633644516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168307814949352,0.0,0.0,0.07588034500882396,0.0,0.09883609224202004,0.10883477653550336,0.0960347678588872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538128977638444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800895093817596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287526440125792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986983852834273,0.0,0.08739380633482613,0.0,0.08138115595676196,0.0,0.0,0.24464400809832665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121225074160113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172512080637895,0.08555691195145666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225325589875995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655723425917028,0.0,0.0,0.059672549556770635,0.0,0.1940038401061952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999667402592356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208722300424975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972951982502223,0.0,0.07450133364793267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590059254784053
anxiety,AthousandMemories,2020/01/03,"I'm confused if I'm having anxiety. For the past few nights I've been feeling as if my world is ending, I'm breaking down crying, feeling sick, worrying, and absolutely shitting myself about flying to Japan in March. I went through a very horrible break up a year ago, and I had my first cry about it yesterday. It was a completely forced cry, but I needed to try and ease some pain. I'm very tough skinned usually, not much phases me, I've lost a lot in life, including my dad's sucide at 10. I was a very very scared young boy, I'm terrified to lose my mum too, I don't even know why I'm ranting, but the anxiety makes me feel as I have to turn the light on in my bedroom to get it away. 


Am I experiencing a panic attack? Should I just man up?",3.7899999999999987,3.998947140127388,5.489687898089173,83.66765286624207,71.22929936305731,9.082547770700637,28.438853503184713,9.120678840339163,2.0711864968152875,579,20,129,11,10,199,102,157,0.316,0.65,0.034,-0.9928,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,2,3,9,0,10,5,2,1,0,19,26,9,0,4,6,2,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,6,6,16,0,20,19,4,23,0,2,0,0,4,10,1,5,10,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247277331582853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528002052532294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007384213277392,0.13219829382598114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752798251679752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636781173946913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246241058250857,0.0,0.0,0.09293524964227153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134361495792571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968479128519567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351328614296215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732855721368169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938509094217532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574144694091029,0.15359765616963608,0.11962354889695853,0.0,0.0,0.09392261407346944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343539330260852,0.10433201212734763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204342394246218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972152929454122,0.1650886425815685,0.0,0.0,0.13432017930358708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087165203556376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444330967802369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553040885063042,0.15304815747706765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496821987566956,0.4643900612464932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304362417415648,0.12696563980353298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289417844540644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061030784851007
anxiety,subtjdjekqjdoxhe,2020/01/03,"(Possibly triggering) Suicidal bf - What about me? So my boyfriend has been recently dealing with suicidal thoughts and actions. He is taking steps to get better like therapy coming up, and I text his mom, because we are minors and he lives at home, when things get particularly bad and I can’t get to him.

That being said, I’m trying to be strong for him without giving too much of myself away, but I’m struggling on how to handle it all especially with finals coming up and the holiday season just passing. I don’t want to be selfish by talking about my anxiety too much,  but I know it should be more balanced. 

I’ve noticed myself becoming a bit less put together, but this same thing happened around this time last year. How do I tell if it’s a cycle or our relationship? And is ours healthy? I personally think it is, but I figured an outside view never hurt.",5.494550930996716,6.430992102409643,6.4315991237678025,75.82977546549839,67.73493975903614,9.409857612267249,33.163198247535604,9.573946990214177,3.1814530120481934,683,30,124,14,11,227,119,166,0.114,0.7829999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.4196,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,2,10,7,0,1,4,0,14,0,0,3,2,32,29,16,2,3,8,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,10,12,0,0,4,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,3,2,18,3,19,21,7,20,0,1,1,0,17,6,0,2,9,91,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277846221463694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123804053310725,0.0,0.0,0.1385090938649289,0.0,0.12309234262518405,0.08986790820063169,0.16281751191296806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303839762888405,0.16094812014004678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539843312503308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198700452857264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614950781959735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310678532076588,0.14142191441817994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303659849767381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478776441227964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578197494275227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102001984721809,0.12016970975781335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202360407212982,0.0,0.13017752241082642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266045031792993,0.0,0.0,0.21674625572347864,0.0,0.11370197888573705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784246552550225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872438623775853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661976807512839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820118926860465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455627766859296,0.15827751043379915,0.0,0.0,0.14023336916302442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411889853346972,0.0,0.32251444276633034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084401506669272,0.1184933075638544,0.1288545092520697,0.0,0.16859145325226016,0.0,0.19588305128348,0.09446293248214394,0.0,0.11703767564464422,0.0859637432037066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009078017197927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695411373499161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142110852340665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493580644421937
anxiety,science-tiger,2020/01/03,"Anxious about having a mental disorder. Hi guys! 
Does anyone deal with being anxious about maybe having or developing a mental disorder in the future?",5.9098666666666695,9.57758932,7.0120000000000005,59.63266666666666,75.8,8.133333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.7339333333333338,123,5,13,3,3,41,19,25,0.33799999999999997,0.662,0.0,-0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220892191001403,0.0,0.16157030951068782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23822419277554746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296550770807698,0.0,0.2022119064572297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879675153605544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321420120973641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657307089680656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dm-me-anything-,2020/01/03,"Somebody please give me cold, hard advice I realized what’s wrong with me, why I’ve been having so many issues: I’m completely delusional. I’ve had severe anxiety for as long as I can remember, very quickly did it make me act weird. I fantasized a lot from a young age. I used to think my imagination was more vivid when I was younger, but now I’ve realized that it’s almost as though I’m not living my life anymore. I’ve realized that my anxiety is so bad that all I do is tell myself lies, I run in circles in my head 24/7. When I start to think about real life, I start to squirm, or my chest might get a bit tight. When I start to REALLY think about life, I snap out of this fiction I’m in, yet my heart beats so incredibly fast. Incredibly fast. The moment I stop lying to myself, I feel fear and dread, so much that it just doesn’t last that long, because I can’t live that way. Mere seconds, that’s how long I can face the truth, it makes me want to vomit. I crawl back into my mind cave, and soon enough I’ll be in my bed cross eyed and watching porn, and I hate it so much. I do nothing about it, not enough. The only way I can ‘do’ something about it is to continue this fiction in a more creative way. But then I wake up the next day and deeply regret that I even put myself out there because it is so obvious that I’m not real anymore, or that something is wrong about me, or that I’m stupid. It is so bad, and I know everybody thinks I’m crazy, because I’m off, because I’m pretending, because I live in a fictional, idealized version of this world in order to not feel the things I will have to one day feel. I feel so terrified the moment I think realistically, and it’s so hard for me to think that way. I hate it, because I know there is a very capable person beneath me. I feel just like my dad, and he’s a covert narcissist.",4.7571599718111335,4.228619563307493,5.906113460183227,84.04999471458774,69.12919896640827,9.41362461827578,28.960418134836736,8.97023862654752,1.9616005167958648,1429,44,323,23,22,480,178,387,0.18600000000000005,0.757,0.057,-0.995,0,0,2,0,0,1,47.0,0,0,0,2,29,14,3,2,13,0,25,11,6,4,3,59,57,31,0,3,11,1,8,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,28,12,0,2,18,1,0,4,6,11,0,2,5,12,48,3,37,49,10,50,0,1,3,1,5,14,0,6,28,203,76,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246435388757659,0.0,0.0,0.08450380319016962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911533395721111,0.0,0.16738323543584907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489024655163013,0.14092326330340235,0.3086580030842436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213137807340324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848068986712737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884837501755844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743936366255005,0.0,0.055738408816006266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496154689136893,0.213349104298522,0.06028781072384585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044089983211071326,0.08095401085634593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119266957129934,0.16663414058861778,0.08660788008315799,0.0,0.0,0.10000185610432932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808061804506255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275642453684534,0.06878863172203943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882020601894189,0.04122840261324329,0.0,0.22355218296656434,0.22404591442472532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071744857824188,0.0,0.0,0.11266117173937935,0.0855576153873169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952382710885437,0.08520924647608251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407185131878826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974909395631835,0.0,0.0,0.08097391402774888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057184447622186524,0.0641819483540339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368557697609819,0.0,0.09263422952940728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483466465810836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210724550052866,0.05406201638467988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559674977975448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953360117942892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993418003952872,0.0,0.0,0.1791937743356408,0.0,0.0,0.07055332471637739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376006316840115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056064573603801036,0.32443995514313445,0.08291216597369866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288535430456826,0.0,0.1392602009650908,0.0497750599422061,0.26793753976411977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614831578110072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453314236201526,0.0,0.0
anxiety,indicrow,2020/01/03,"panicking about iran news my anxiety is currently skyrocketing over the news about iran and the possibilities of WW3, i made the mistake of reading the replies of a news subreddit post about it and also going down the twitter rabbit hole of it and it really hasn’t helped. can anyone tell me what the most likely outcome is? or just give some general idea? i feel helpless",6.016521739130432,7.704975000000005,6.551420289855077,72.67147826086958,67.1159420289855,10.157681159420287,32.64057971014493,10.355215969177356,3.702504927536232,301,13,51,8,5,98,50,69,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.8541,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,9,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475808274143356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368372400654997,0.0,0.0,0.21647411439166125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653915451825026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969891168744277,0.1759484222713364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751317345056056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494919904675204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512511455915176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929436926235533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490187686679819,0.29650381658745795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096760512507609,0.0,0.19833273648452365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27059729084773665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dryingpan101,2020/01/03,"Absolutely terrified over the news today I'm off today and I was scrolling through twitter and saw the news that the president ordered a strike that might have ignited WWIII. I immideatly started panicking and I've been throwing up for a good 2 hours because I'm so uncertain what will happen,will I be drafted? Will a strike hit my state and kill me? Is this the end of the world. I'm a wreck tight now and I dont know what to do",2.4818181818181806,4.494315363636368,3.8522727272727297,87.03590909090912,77.18181818181819,7.581818181818183,28.04545454545455,8.472884824447931,2.075904545454545,344,15,71,7,8,113,60,88,0.23600000000000002,0.731,0.033,-0.9525,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,9,0,10,0,0,1,0,12,17,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,6,1,7,9,0,13,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,6,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797756243899596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34217774548850505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25859201762798445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448841998335638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581813763743031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875241418227939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230131256045174,0.0,0.1604548935196601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097259562978888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066524816581301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534924130165347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1BubbleBee1,2020/01/03,"Doctor Visit :^( About a week ago I got a burn on my hand,,, and it’s a doozy (gotta love hot glue). For a while I’ve been putting antibiotics on it morning and night, but it still got infected :((. I try not to obsess over it, but it always seems to be on my mind. Even worse, I feel like this is all my fault. 

What I’m more worried about is the doctor visit, how will I explain this to them without sounding like an idiot? What if it’s sepsis? Will the doctor judge me for being unable to keep a wound clean and prevent infection? 

I feel like I’m the biggest idiot there is. I just wish I hadn’t been so careless with the hot glue. This is the only thing I can think about, and I don’t know how anxious I’ll be if it turns out to be something serious... I guess I just want to feel like this isn’t my fault.",1.0715517241379329,2.4983848908046014,2.836298850574714,95.38858620689655,79.40229885057471,5.559540229885059,20.220689655172414,6.079149491110277,-0.13513517241379305,617,15,147,4,15,205,96,174,0.182,0.675,0.142,-0.9132,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,11,12,2,1,11,0,16,8,1,2,1,30,34,12,0,4,8,0,6,4,0,3,6,1,1,0,14,6,0,2,7,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,5,7,17,5,18,22,2,14,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,4,9,96,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618430112018126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783300736740033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355890455804002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717424385429504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014715949812129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330408172122127,0.3292612998122057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457449294501199,0.0,0.16924148074942907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365539800586245,0.0,0.0,0.08443138710308272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30022470038592364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865765919401402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512316068470985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441719572045755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684303170519338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444123568311408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985957321932566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827237959653465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226896350366474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020653769342194,0.0984403167801262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430512633897,0.16710603035890564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061533742905696,0.0,0.12323324006364995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766676648673887,0.1480944636665095,0.0,0.0,0.15601938184056127,0.15656275673772352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlloValentine,2020/01/03,"Panicking so hard I’m crying I just saw on Twitter that World War 3 was trending and now I’m having a panic attack to the point that I’m crying. I was starting to feel optimistic about this year too. I knew I shouldn’t have been so hopeful about life and now look what happened, this is why I’m afraid to o be positive.",4.593970588235294,4.335272220588237,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,69.44117647058823,8.564705882352943,28.764705882352942,8.07648339933343,1.7021058823529414,253,8,55,3,4,84,48,68,0.278,0.5920000000000001,0.13,-0.888,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,2,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,19,4,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,4,4,1,6,12,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,4,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30241686115074723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839974809062629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344102395741456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235070150100988,0.0,0.23812899292160006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640264292561981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776164079940288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22322793099202756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118909900328658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512926644119053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815388841870506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986773698811226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711840268363182
anxiety,mlth7699,2020/01/03,"Extreme anxiety when visiting hospitals? Hi guys. So this may be a little long.

For some background, I am 20f and I have diagnosed Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Depression, and Contamination OCD.  I currently take Prozac and Wellbutrin daily and Ativan as needed. 

My grandfather is in the hospital due to an infection, among many other pre-existing conditions. Since I have contamination OCD, I avoid hospitals as much as possible. I fear that I will catch something by being there, even something minor. I also have a needle phobia. 10 years ago, I had blood taken and I looked over at the needle before they were done. I passed out and have had the phobia of blood and needles ever since. The needle phobia is worse than the blood phobia. I'm not sure how to explain it. I can deal with blood as long as its not a problem, I guess? Like I don't have a problem with a small cut or menstrual blood, but if someone is bleeding and need urgent help, then I get dizzy and feel like I will faint. Maybe it is the adrenaline of people getting worked up that makes me feel faint?

I have not visited someone in the hospital for about 10 years. I figured it was time to try it again. My dad and I got to my grandfathers room and it was hard to see him in such bad shape. I stood there for about 5 minutes, not thinking about anything medical or relating to my phobias and then I felt faint. Everyone in the place was calm. I ran to a chair to sit down and put my head between my legs. I was very close to passing out. I had to plug my ears because the sounds of the nurses talking about medical stuff and the beeping of monitors made me feel faint again, even with my head between my legs. A nurse gave me some orange juice so I slowly sipped that. I tried to distract myself by singing. My mind wanted to keep torturing me with words like ""blood"", ""tube"", ""IV"", etc. so I had to do something to occupy my mind, otherwise I would've been talking myself into passing out. After sitting there for about 10-15 minutes, my dad took me home and thankfully we live about 2 minutes away from the hospital.

My head still feels a little fuzzy and I just feel jittery I guess. Does anybody have any advice on how to overcome this or does anyone else experience this? Any input is appreciated.",3.4958196286472147,5.701241556321841,4.466206896551725,82.90832891246689,74.816091954023,7.679929266136162,27.015915119363395,8.5409612609427,2.0933713527851454,1787,69,334,35,39,579,229,435,0.107,0.8320000000000001,0.061,-0.9151,1,1,3,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,1,1,24,15,2,3,21,0,32,23,12,4,2,67,61,35,0,6,10,2,7,3,0,3,11,2,2,1,14,26,0,2,9,1,0,9,5,9,0,0,19,11,53,6,60,37,4,49,0,1,2,0,15,22,0,9,19,229,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911885516248326,0.08272012523516195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462578333526586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691788076082325,0.0,0.1427749050476511,0.0,0.0,0.06524960162303052,0.0956145660105556,0.07679215818474609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767464255349122,0.0,0.0779160186497147,0.05688533877930003,0.0,0.07940611961772534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962060029633369,0.08037402385240464,0.09471505995311363,0.0,0.0,0.10694967064740822,0.0,0.16332513541288915,0.0954959614509022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795460093718815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407341809985338,0.1232703472517022,0.0844108089661857,0.0,0.0891686460050999,0.0,0.09128219162981638,0.0,0.10500786719171896,0.2359200659955513,0.06666587296657121,0.0895992087767244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750883916854347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746343417442832,0.0,0.20559897678987898,0.09239876395349464,0.0,0.0,0.08359394031810714,0.0,0.28731130864787474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625485958782215,0.0,0.0936048257074143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294467305626388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367703065459961,0.18705683028521,0.08240085489981093,0.16516568651148858,0.07836300028709962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829905273146442,0.062289999199388824,0.09460906027688268,0.09374973567355677,0.0,0.0,0.1880146546044749,0.0,0.0,0.1884476723552652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685989272079675,0.13838713958279522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469444201040675,0.0,0.0974966806572538,0.0,0.0,0.10520119543412584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858404021504548,0.0,0.09380962601486788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436177860652544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438601231852836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581348321030915,0.215520569660642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745232886008754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068259427932888,0.0,0.0,0.08795041816835047,0.0,0.07016297001872722,0.1500097660847139,0.0,0.08591400030610709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979393560976565,0.0,0.0,0.05441404782630989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367891532113098,0.12671259524715328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699651683624519,0.055040940833137285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793608053206616,0.0,0.09509826564427316,0.06628990785661296,0.0,0.0,0.12018651863597092
anxiety,aileeliz,2020/01/03,"Please Help- Overbearing Parents, Eating Disorder, Depression, Anxiety, and Laxatives So I've been in therapy for a bit because of anxiety and depression and I've also had a troubled relationship with eating. I can't eat without guilt and fear of gaining weight so I tend to eat very little and I can't eat any ""bad"" foods like meat, dairy, sugar, bread, etc. I passed out on the toilet a couple weeks ago and originally I just believed that I wasn't eating enough so I told my therapist about it. She said that because I'm a minor, she has to talk to my parents about it, but when I warned my mom (who thinks I'm faking it and just doing it for attention) about the upcoming phone call, she said that she was going to tell my therapist that I had taken dulcolax the night before and that the food part didn't impact it at all. Idk, maybe the laxative had something to do with it, but fainting from laxatives isn't common so I didn't think about bringing it up in therapy. I just don't want my mom to make my therapist not believe me anymore or think that I'm lying because I really really need help.",7.31909090909091,6.2256638532110085,7.998723936613848,73.0140408673895,64.13761467889908,11.780483736447039,34.9557964970809,11.022393298168332,3.775939449541284,872,33,166,21,11,293,119,218,0.125,0.812,0.063,-0.8781,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,2,9,0,15,12,0,2,1,28,31,17,0,2,8,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,14,11,11,0,4,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,12,4,23,1,24,19,5,16,0,2,0,0,19,7,0,1,7,110,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978748026701789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198010397525748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120915483352925,0.0,0.13771316093550295,0.0,0.08926466645364264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515369183527493,0.16460581384879505,0.0,0.07659096482347484,0.20281846912010032,0.0,0.0,0.09826643286255184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190917496897924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959316236986683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550491086388889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315802487103716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526095998104579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930032793575633,0.10038374300518424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128506343072524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767829627711952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051154145745616726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066216885372692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043973813722798204,0.09021258800541566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008165567719919,0.0,0.0904260621442156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083472779205464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674047662090501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446727776916099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998885164496469,0.09747089334818217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880276934068298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532404300404026,0.0,0.0,0.09663589943865906,0.0,0.0,0.17123819705327542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069293267106199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234576360539915,0.0786717668490806,0.0,0.20586609781832596,0.3135218944807428,0.0,0.173022252226605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600738409598567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426678876798481,0.0530895954051978,0.0,0.0721997295498994,0.1096066208437316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867653907260474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Idkwhogivesaf,2020/01/03,"New job after suicide attempt So, about 3 months ago I started a new job as an after school instructor for kindergarten . I showed up for training and I immediately felt overwhelmed. I felt everything was chaotic and unorganized, so much to the point where I was literally afraid I would lose one of the students. I’ve battled with work anxiety since my first job. I was tired of feeling so afraid of a thing as simple as work. So afraid that I cried myself to sleep every night. So afraid that every free moment I spent worrying about work. I went into the new job hoping it would be different, but it wasn’t. So I decided I was done. If I couldn’t even handle the stress of a job,how was I going to deal with the rest of the anxiety that comes in life. Long story short, the night of my training day, I tried to kill myself by ODing on my anxiety meds as well as other types of meds. I ended up in the hospital, and my dad made me quit the new job. I didn’t object. Cut to a month later, I got an offer to interview for another job I had applied for before my suicide attempt. I was scared but I figured I needed to break the ice at some point. So I went and interviewed as I figured if the place seemed as chaotic as the last place, I wouldn’t take the job. But I was surprised to see a very neat and organized environment. I was offered the job and I took it. My first day is Monday, and I’m really scared that I’ll feel overwhelmed again. I won’t try to kill myself again, that was selfish of me. But I feel like if this job scares me, that I’ll never find a place where I can work comfortably.",3.3726834862385324,4.486165966360859,4.663199541284406,85.89736811926608,72.82262996941895,7.774159021406728,25.551605504587158,8.212053250817874,1.4342926605504585,1249,39,264,19,24,414,154,327,0.191,0.738,0.071,-0.9919,12,0,0,0,0,4,33.0,0,0,0,10,15,23,4,10,22,0,21,3,1,1,1,37,41,29,4,9,7,1,5,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,10,1,2,5,6,16,1,3,21,6,43,8,43,14,3,46,0,3,1,0,6,15,0,6,26,175,55,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921308635257193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004434310051466,0.15330264716475325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684084017619924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754123254039769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337532108235338,0.08615937146191842,0.06886660706701124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697905056893353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835834200732738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916389044341956,0.0,0.0,0.04411996292181556,0.0,0.1125617030654946,0.0,0.06003443452041274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132640781468008,0.0477210604011659,0.1282746047914132,0.0,0.06105287299527126,0.11363801300655768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0379632849563663,0.0,0.053425085008129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634625886001158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6628748001522365,0.0,0.1478059017470929,0.0,0.0,0.054449919642256914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718195242632231,0.032634508829028866,0.0,0.0,0.059114816558144025,0.0,0.07473074619609034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320661893795149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483967674612966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663629471799543,0.0,0.049104787848321035,0.049530447535627666,0.05151933566263303,0.2580587044431891,0.0,0.12537225629318513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526458078707938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937151706800589,0.0,0.12629287310109616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104872290294899,0.0,0.0,0.04279300771294542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063168997128214,0.06760392962471802,0.053229977655877114,0.0608110987694641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525663950010795,0.0,0.06684701934995146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728051893029223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651777459116514,0.0,0.0,0.14613404265921642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022436789911704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437813997870661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767753688957449,0.0,0.0,0.07421590028301292,0.09070397104692553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511598764279746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006012369684612,0.12384627300083614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452122402206315,0.0678374016212578,0.0,0.09490387078256396,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pikapalooza,2020/01/03,"Overbearing boss I've been at my current job for a little over two years now. When I first arrived, I learned that the whole staff of four had quit and I was going to be the only one in the office with my boss. It was a completely new environment and my boss expected me to pick it up immediately despite not being properly shown how to  perform the duties and tasks assigned to me. For about 6 months or so, it was just me and him and it was extremely frustrating...very little praise or direct instruction, a lot of negatives and work being returned and ""direct"" language. When I first came on (and throughout mytime) I had said that I do best with recognition and learning vice public humiliation and the direct approach being presented. (I'd ask for help with clarification or about something and I'd be very curtly told: ""what do you think?"" I had no idea how to respond to that). Ive been doing a lot of big projects, stuff my predacessors had done but at a much higher pay grade.  I've stayed late to do work that others had dropped and have always tried to meet all my deadlines. 

Recently, I've been getting a lot of extra work and very short, almost unrealistic deadlines despite the task being weeks away. Ive lost a lot of sleep over this despite the holiday season and time off as it's behavior I've seen before for trying to ""document"" underperformance and then issuing a formal reprimand and I'm concerned that's exactly what's happening. One of my co-workers says it's 70-30 in my head. Others have said it's completely unreasonable and I'm not just exaggerating. 

Am I being completely unreasonable? Or am I right in my thought process that my boss is trying to set me up for failure? 

I'm supposed to take a week off soon but am terrified that if I do, I'll come back to reprimands and trumped up issues. I'm scared I'm going to just dwell over it while I'm gone tooand not be able to enjoy myself. My anxiety/depression has been kicked in as I try to survive day to day to the point that I've actually consulted my doctor about my racing heart/major pumping (I thought there was an earthquake) 

Tl;Dr: boss has been working me like a dog and just recently started making unrealistic deadlines and extra work. Am I being set up for failure?",5.451050264341514,6.387528780320372,6.434264972776767,75.77157894736845,67.8329519450801,9.414313895683737,31.77377100923223,9.581879112588783,2.972654604276808,1795,73,331,37,29,598,215,437,0.073,0.885,0.042,-0.9412,2,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,13,16,7,0,2,19,0,41,3,2,9,2,64,66,36,0,2,14,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,22,25,0,1,7,1,1,6,5,3,0,6,25,4,35,4,54,32,10,58,1,1,1,0,13,23,0,10,26,232,57,22,0.09081263830941973,0.0,0.08862003510942837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093573940845834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556338992221398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489755801424781,0.0,0.08532146306095084,0.06982931333031528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727486653445631,0.0,0.09530226121118864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386546546308778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822704680303456,0.2856459704540394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713327793490727,0.0,0.07821679230684075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295058337065948,0.0,0.0929328584651149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449036750866926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744585536324945,0.0,0.10322183025862862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030531614367617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319996635225118,0.0,0.0,0.10761341364246814,0.06086979721054485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251641489900877,0.0,0.1895696010617788,0.09011753090213316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024406115331286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044366467954439166,0.1820362418442796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913272227535096,0.3088226303999637,0.0,0.0,0.06061814124323089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248578149547197,0.0,0.06675773819350905,0.0,0.0,0.08770741196860489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307398793602987,0.06906710360852154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584729644114843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659041919066982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933304922446947,0.0,0.0,0.07755349692441874,0.17276722983436166,0.07221785493605754,0.09091929334057176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087822211074016,0.0,0.0,0.0699120056746796,0.0,0.0,0.0642776528054915,0.0967941894318356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395874413092657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827980223639996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818907177505615,0.0,0.14419018189508945,0.052953579694114634,0.0,0.0,0.08677536759476849,0.0,0.24662328125583435,0.0,0.08871075203586072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247898118224142,0.0,0.0,0.14568884143583224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138906756618674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966760935753585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058480361661964575
anxiety,TheLooneyRavenclaw,2020/01/03,Nervous body jerking Lately I have stated jerking when I either have a thought that makes me feel bad or a bad seeling shivering down my spine. It happens during the day or a night when there is time for my thoughts to wonder and it's mostly my head jerking to the left when this happens. Any ideas on how to stop this?,5.262812499999999,5.68564965625,5.215624999999998,86.166875,68.0625,7.025,31.625,5.985473137389443,1.5744187499999995,254,10,50,1,4,79,46,64,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,1,5,0,3,3,3,2,0,13,10,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,6,0,6,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,8,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549060186452365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818282676043953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539798477711717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746105607499246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115612876085431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40439085922493706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346620141902648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581192821126507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579284218450341,0.0,0.24843011007896354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262639759808164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457358615561625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116257400444644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630468961982094,0.13332830639273618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479623852126063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ObscuredByCIouds,2020/01/03,"terrified over the news in Iran my dad was deployed to that area and is supposed to come home in April. I’m terrified and I wish he was home. he’s not near the baghdad airport but im scared. i DONT want another war. he wasn’t even supposed to be deployed. he’s supposed to retire soon. I just want him back. it’s everywhere on my twitter feed. there’s no point in me telling myself things will be ok things are going to be terrible the worst case scenario will absolutely happen and i feel like dying

edit: people are joking about world war 3 and it’s making me feel worse. it feels like fear mongering",0.8750409836065601,3.4045414836065566,2.3755532786885247,91.61201844262295,89.08196721311475,5.345081967213115,21.5594262295082,6.9077264865688965,0.7175229508196721,479,17,97,7,16,155,79,122,0.235,0.616,0.149,-0.9157,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,2,3,1,12,1,0,1,0,16,23,5,3,3,3,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,3,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,3,10,4,12,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074877442457692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721085407663384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649145584074947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869166377050745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437434903849396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644887641393518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543099564576326,0.2904039253598545,0.2735394170526492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880368907429323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692958674888245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840737144499714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679551188207065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706257668729406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779229695045535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272517981536644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097920810836607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167175196750774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673330349751002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543776361549521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584069178956545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201544947163885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510075387519804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JudasofBelial,2020/01/03,"It's been hours. Rapid heartbeat, left arm pain and soreness, shaking, sweating, tingling and numbness in limbs, trouble breathing. I know these are often what my panic is like but it's been hours and it won't stop. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm scared.",2.6023529411764703,4.933177470588237,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,78.21568627450979,4.08,27.84705882352941,3.1291,0.5545576470588234,205,9,40,0,5,62,38,51,0.243,0.679,0.077,-0.7794,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,8,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28993154646002806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758095429847239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213346132310534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176379288454285,0.0,0.0,0.1428269025462293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31107983545638324,0.3430084371430769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269224367513724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444167659879605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kylaah27,2020/01/03,"My Experience on Paroxetine (Paxil) for Anxiety and Depression I started paroxetine in October of 2018 after not feeling happy for about two years, but mostly my anxiety being insane. I do not have social anxiety but anxiety about practically everything else. My psych said I do not have chronic depression but at that point was suffering from depression, anxiety, and major OCD (counting things etc). He told me he didn't think I need to be on this medication forever but I was working 3 jobs, two volunteering organizations, and I was a full-time student and he thought this would help. I also had s\*\*cidal thoughts.

**Start:** Oct 2018 I started on 10mg a day. About two weeks after I started it my gf broke up with me and I got into a 6 car crash. I personally did not see any difference in my mood until about mid-December of 2018. Two months for me to feel the effects and I did not notice any side effects.

**1st Increase:** I started in January 2019 at 20mg (10mg increase), I had gained 2 lbs in that time. January is when I started to really feel happy with myself and my life. After this point was sadness was almost nonexistent and my anxiety was little to none. I was prescribed 10mg of hydroxyzine to help with my insomnia and for panic attacks but I rarely ever used it for anything more than sleeping. 

**Lack of Motivation (Side Effect 1)** I did notice through my spring semester of 2019 my motivation was lacking. I was overly anxious with school and obsessively did school work and studied all the time; it was extremely unhealthy. This medication wouldn't allow me to do that anymore. I did homework/studied like an average student. The only downside to that is that I wasn't able to get straight A's or make the Dean's list. Although my classes were difficult I know it was because I wasn't studying every day and night like I used to. I was okay with it though because to be happy mentally outweighed not getting straight A's (my grades were still good). 

**Lack of Sex Drive (Side Effect 2)** I also noticed as the spring semester continued I had no sex drive. It wasn't ""impossible"" to orgasm but a lot harder than it has ever been and also my desire to want to do anything related to that was barely there. I missed it but also the thought of doing anything was too much so it wasn't *awful.*

**2nd Increase:** I went up to 30mg at the end of April of 2019 because I have a very difficult time being in my parent's house, and I was coming home for the summer for an internship in my hometown. By the time I went home I had noticed a weight gain.

**1st Decrease:** Because I had such a nice summer and noticed weight gain my psych put me back on 20mg (Aug 2019) until the end of the semester we would reevaluate then 

**Weight Gain (Side Effect 3)** I started at 110 Oct 2018, by Nov of 2019 I was 140. I gained 30 pounds in 1 year on Paxil. This was my ultimate breaking point on why I decided to get off of it. My mental health was worth more than the increase of weight until it came on so fast that the stretch marks, the clothes not fitting and costing money, and the fact that I maintained lifting weights and cardio regularly throughout all of this and only gained fat. It destroyed any self-confidence I had and also started to show symptoms of an eating disorder, I knew it started to make me sad and anxious, but this time about how I gained 30 pounds and historical data shows the weight may never stop. 

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**Withdrawal 1:** From October 15th to November 15th I split my 20mg into 10mg. I didn't notice much of a difference at all except I was getting headaches more frequently.

**Withdrawal 2:** From November 15th to November 22nd I was taking the 10mg every other day. I started fainting, getting dizzy, I would have to miss work and school because I couldn't stand without feeling weak and like I was going to pass out. I have never felt so light-headed in my life. Just from looking across my laptop screen from one side to another made me beyond dizzy. The migraines were awful and I would get electric shocks what it felt like. \***TRIGGER WARNING\*** This also was the start of suicidal ideation. I was happy and my mental health was great but I would get this desire to crash my car, turn off the highway, jump out of my apartment window from a few floors up, and other small voices being like ""just go do it."" I had never experienced this before and it would happen only for a few seconds. 

**Withdrawal 3:** From November 22nd to December 6th, 2019, I was splitting my already split 10mg, into 5mg, which is when my psych told me no more weight gain was associated with it. By December 7th I was completely off of it. The dizziness still occurred for a bit (as well as the s\*\*cidal ideation) but not bad and only for a few days. 

**Aftermath:** I haven't felt a difference in my mental health from being on the medication and off if it until about a week ago I have noticed my anxiety and sadness occurring more. It is nice to feel things on a deeper level and have some more motivation back, but I am ALWAYS a motivated person so the medication helped level that. Overall my decision to end my relationship with paroxetine was because of the weight gain. I have a lot to work through with that and my body but I just wanted to share my experience with this medication to see if it may help others. I also was to disclose I met weekly or biweekly with my therapist throughout all of this. (*I may post this in other subs so I apologize if you see this post multiple times; I just want to help as many people as I can)*",2.2012948753083066,4.872634983146072,3.783794646935238,83.39991915593316,82.59550561797751,6.769050881520053,25.91139124874395,7.961175552631753,1.9531992235315607,4374,184,801,88,123,1447,381,1068,0.114,0.762,0.124,0.9517,2,0,0,0,0,0,177.0,1,1,0,22,37,36,2,2,47,3,90,32,4,17,10,151,151,77,1,20,31,1,16,5,1,10,18,2,3,2,53,51,10,1,25,2,3,17,24,19,1,6,67,24,112,16,148,67,30,141,0,10,5,3,22,57,0,13,68,575,165,21,0.03873177132738565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034333378340371416,0.0,0.038784274191600084,0.0,0.0427414727862766,0.2168164847597472,0.032227936481894835,0.041965858051259214,0.047063341566405084,0.07901679801496303,0.0406136393221175,0.2074078933635097,0.0875117540790985,0.03841150961934646,0.0,0.0,0.09561884292493147,0.0,0.0,0.04406298138495704,0.0,0.05956468276239017,0.032339411231197865,0.1416631698352205,0.0,0.03295788466985165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042285062848680416,0.04302226649190289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044298828136914783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033363991453131805,0.040609525333976985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991515322667044,0.0,0.10007885367017033,0.0,0.0,0.1213993721994386,0.044389965504485776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03963227146522767,0.032355424991685984,0.0,0.10291455959180784,0.0,0.04319616331140494,0.0,0.07007020920275317,0.06526637566184408,0.0,0.03480961863002193,0.0757742088048142,0.0,0.0,0.09791973671320807,0.0,0.11156572328138534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165026346555154,0.0,0.04402431643874753,0.03248637217296705,0.030977335745157063,0.042701914623607125,0.0,0.0,0.034250377471167985,0.16492276316945342,0.0,0.0,0.03974997149819615,0.1235101852251918,0.0,0.0,0.1298054494502344,0.0,0.07770224927394327,0.0,0.0,0.04469126388464184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384353066320724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02128596859820369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547147910461846,0.09461193526611138,0.03881941007146123,0.0,0.0,0.032524933069129174,0.0,0.0,0.06585673384258688,0.0,0.03664893852502446,0.051707516236326516,0.03926793693407612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950909241166677,0.15613006275266567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03091533035086647,0.0,0.05694461692071048,0.028719117670763974,0.0896169893569282,0.0,0.0,0.036347143628605784,0.0,0.0,0.30867464858076304,0.0,0.0,0.02624565063755711,0.11782902965974636,0.0,0.04544338842636001,0.043007048462954216,0.0,0.0,0.02685173345359437,0.0676381775380188,0.0,0.0,0.10984212935771367,0.0,0.07418866096231612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03893612797104589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024812564496009774,0.0,0.0,0.041583427444832816,0.0,0.0,0.0368427840187321,0.0,0.0,0.11759586112169297,0.09259262138576392,0.0,0.04040568457991636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0387597429494287,0.03948216326129245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015600180654219,0.0,0.06186248522783765,0.032381495123609993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423662714112936,0.0,0.0,0.04025714053952503,0.02912147180977829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497057176210899,0.051463335684231455,0.024817755146207758,0.03805376867721223,0.09224610015931216,0.13550884400191673,0.0,0.0,0.07401973463382533,0.0,0.0,0.04212904509607738,0.15134125056146375,0.0,0.0,0.06690362940325363,0.0,0.031957767664329964,0.06853500670345307,0.0,0.09320487208319153,0.3773189046144698,0.034824513922060735,0.07180948011499733,0.03494939928131334,0.0,0.0,0.03733604541311678,0.0,0.11278876327802755,0.0,0.0,0.16508363449300062,0.0,0.047063341566405084,0.049883981727663916
anxiety,felicia-goat,2020/01/03,"How have people cured their anxiety? I took prescribed Xanax for the first time a couple days ago and it was amazing to be care free and relaxed for once. Before you start warning me, I have done lots of research on Xanax and understand the addictive qualities of it. I’m wondering if it can be used as a tool to cure my anxiety or if it’s merely just a way to avoid it on certain occasions. If you’ve never taken Xanax, what medication/lifestyle changes have worked for you? For me it’s been exercise, limiting my alcohol/drugs, getting better sleep, keeping busy and staying organized.",7.7632432432432426,7.4965499639639654,7.889864864864865,71.4466891891892,62.87387387387388,11.724324324324325,39.22072072072072,11.20814326018867,4.581893693693694,470,23,82,12,6,153,78,111,0.068,0.77,0.161,0.9163,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,4,2,7,0,1,5,0,9,6,1,2,2,19,19,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,9,7,12,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,6,6,55,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276677922087364,0.0,0.0,0.17300860104385618,0.2085799934993732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29861278033901856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607737996441235,0.0,0.0,0.17261417165437393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989913205101817,0.0,0.2064665733364279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159546038736972,0.0,0.12587008414565606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972917895119124,0.0,0.0,0.22633807904515935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166013586410651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196954976797584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734782413434308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659286377016093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052902557094694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785228969127864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530800244455696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953134013792942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814406477736527,0.2080278633603385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380662522935465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168437734645577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031814037530405,0.0,0.16856633234666266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549188064151144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116561967099688,0.1420878682163725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheCleverCarrot,2020/01/03,"Heart palpitations, quitting smoking and depression Hey all

I’m new to the sub. 
I just joined because I’m desperately searching for some happiness or comfort when it comes to my health.  People to share or relate experience with.

For the last few years of my life I’ve been getting heart palpitations and anxiety attacks that have leveled me.  
I was visiting my family in Ireland for the last few weeks and when I was there I began to develop a bounding heart rate and sleeplessness due to that.  

My last cigarette was on the 27th at Dublin airport, since then I’ve quit cold turkey. 

When I got back to Canada I went to a cardiologist after spending hours In the hospital waiting for results from an ECG and Chest x ray (which came back fine).  Blood tests were great too. 
Amazing amount of oxygen in my blood and what not.

I got the appointment with the cardiologist and everything seemed great to them too after the ultra sound of my heart, stress test (treadmill test) and physical.  
They told me I have a bit of a leaky heart valve but that’s totally common and it is no issue at all.  

They sent me home and what felt like a weight off my chest has come back ten fold.  

They had no answers as to why I could feel my heart beat in my throat, why I can feel it so prominently in my body and why I’m still getting heart palpitations everyday.  They said that if there are no other symptoms then it’s nothing to worry about.  BUT ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY.  

does anyone have experience with this and have any tips on dealing with it.  It’s been robbing me of everything I enjoy.  Is it because of quitting smoking?! I was a pack a day since 13 and now I’m 24.  

Lemme know please.  Losing my mind and will to move.",4.30036253776435,5.821425283987918,4.938554682779458,83.23748761329307,71.08459214501511,8.196302114803627,28.043625377643504,8.726425361277474,2.043803528700906,1343,49,265,24,25,431,180,331,0.08199999999999999,0.838,0.08,0.2267,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,5,15,13,1,1,16,0,19,17,13,1,3,43,41,26,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,17,21,1,2,6,0,1,8,4,4,0,1,17,7,33,9,40,22,8,43,0,2,0,0,12,11,0,5,25,171,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543038786537946,0.0,0.061088564290839815,0.0,0.0,0.05583620570253373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084615629957593,0.0,0.1842098166108477,0.0,0.09735726804554837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718056082333245,0.08870047879737289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913324096173874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757536540020407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375741474017856,0.0,0.0,0.0514996224802948,0.08232660487820398,0.06877866557547242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988131444843526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353636342325254,0.15622627884433074,0.07527982708543518,0.0,0.08075378856954389,0.0,0.07667295627251204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344148418077656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277340659390664,0.1760799967798703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500672588036179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488172489229978,0.0,0.6623967487084074,0.0,0.0,0.08010069292291652,0.0,0.07864071336127781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334747443717072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388600974060402,0.19527651546748054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640367836046248,0.03901293280134178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933689165711763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063040030943536,0.0,0.0,0.08487282147882479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712408778685337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662265977803026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536113757097202,0.0,0.0,0.08765639080506064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25480564761265795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596002835659046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269664520762023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211313060903998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377200118382123,0.0,0.0914731952569784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299952401487395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630450970906523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405455790032938,0.09724141191196524,0.0,0.07402603102732262,0.21616911678861706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109624093725082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142375593340669
anxiety,wilmygirl22,2020/01/03,"Anxiety habits Does anyone have a certain habit they do when they’re super anxious? I bite my lips so bad.. they’re always chapped and bleeding as a result of it :( I’ve tried to stop but I do it and don’t even realize it.

I try chapstick, Vaseline, moisturizer and everything..",1.4415873015873009,4.100984111111114,3.1519047619047638,86.205,87.5185185185185,6.048677248677249,26.232804232804238,7.447530270364453,1.7672359788359788,218,10,41,4,7,72,41,54,0.127,0.794,0.079,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,1,8,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28895038005553786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26565501042228057,0.3923079998418123,0.0,0.2428141499156402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899498443307576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038919236952086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293637342849548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120973177536123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903271615913129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715371486296151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlmondCase,2020/01/03,"Today my tire popped on the freeway, but I didn't panic or forget! Today while I was driving on the freeway, I hit a piece of the debris that couldn't be avoided. My front tire had popped and I had to pull over on the shoulder. I could feel my face getting hot and the walls closing in on me but I really tried to stay calm. I had my family in my car and they helped me change the tire (I can change a tire now! woohoo!) and everything worked out. 

My anxiety is at an all time high when I drive and even more so when I have passengers in the car. In the past when I got into accidents, my mind would completely blank out and I would have a lot of trouble remembering what happened. Today was different. I stayed calm, I learned new things, and I remember everything. Even though it was expensive to get my tire replaced, I'm really glad I managed to stay calm and that I have people that are always there to help me at the end of the day.

I hope I can continue to be this way and I hope everyone else who suffers from anxiety can move in a positive direction towards recovery. Happy 2020 everyone, we can and will get better!",3.1138374938815474,4.621301678414099,4.507187958883996,85.21005261869801,74.0660792951542,8.568673519334311,26.26749877630936,9.150863307647796,2.073489672050905,879,31,183,20,18,292,123,227,0.06,0.736,0.204,0.9885,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,2,9,12,0,2,15,0,23,7,2,0,1,33,33,19,0,6,3,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,8,15,0,1,4,0,1,7,2,4,0,0,8,2,33,8,26,17,4,44,0,1,0,0,5,19,0,4,14,132,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130649824067085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950302978229696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642075404941525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067384940960711,0.0,0.10245205435279388,0.0,0.0,0.07801727529036462,0.0,0.0,0.06301792882864557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020911143111022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162813361136427,0.0,0.08654626360261011,0.0,0.0,0.1290793391898566,0.0,0.0,0.18674125869526345,0.17563942993931933,0.0,0.09211676818248288,0.0,0.04940751267318687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315576867013078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815141052171387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640882909665279,0.10401916642271583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099227191643575,0.1032409963509674,0.0,0.19410558586700305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307358457958887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866404030572057,0.0,0.0,0.10385531322070198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943735126793558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464720315598448,0.0,0.0,0.0932797837801466,0.06774310294517717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519713961051826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138352264417804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124527605569915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491733677425633,0.0,0.09600424394974293,0.0,0.05697825545768749,0.5615436429922783,0.27786646733168424,0.0,0.0,0.0663418998412388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756141884825554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113750044301015,0.0,0.0,0.13882750705028007,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unscripted-app,2020/01/03,"Anyone interested in starting the New Year with a new level of social confidence? Join our free 10-day mini journey that brings a playful attitude to **building social confidence and reducing anxiety via interactive mobile games**. Learn to get out of your head and connect with the world around you.

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anxiety,belladoll1021,2020/01/03,"Help How do you live in the movement and stop thinking about the “what’s ifs” . Have a wedding and honeymoon in a couple days , but my anxiety in general has been bad . Family friend is in a induced coma because a accident and that just triggered it even more",6.025933333333335,6.2961542600000024,6.958000000000002,74.86233333333338,66.4,10.666666666666668,36.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.020866666666667,203,10,37,5,3,68,41,50,0.218,0.6759999999999999,0.107,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,3,0,12,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783263625933937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30378002424580697,0.2217853259583866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40256722644773935,0.0,0.2346380663266423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403040461118855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342983350363181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28109153817337984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438653091073575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212655642978165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041753389831693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312540250480754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throw-RA-Anotherone,2020/01/03,"My SO [24F] suffers from anxiety and this is draining me [24M] out. I don't really know if this fits in here but I don't know where I can ask for some advice so tell me if it's not okay, thank you.

I'm currently in a relationship with my SO for about 1,5 years, she is a really passionate person and I'm in love with her personality and I'd love to be with her for a very long time. She always suffered from anxiety and panic attacks, to the points that she will start to freak out and be completely freezed on the spot. That happened even before we started dating but I thought that, foolishly, I was prepared to handle them when obviously I'm not.

She's currently studying so hard to get her degree, she's having a not so good time with her health and she has problems with some family members too so I completely understand when she feels overwhelmed. I try to get as much supportive as possible, studying with her, passing time with her, going for a walk, talk a lot about what's currently happening, and basically fulfilling her needs at the moment. But I think this behaviour is not good for her and for me. I love passing time with her, but not when I have to pass almost my entire week dealing with her anxiety. I'm scared of going out with my friends or taking time for myself because it usually triggers her attacks, and then I have to deal with her violent outburst AND her anxiety and remorse afterwards. And after then, she will act like nothing has happened while I feel completely drained out. I feel like a nurse that has to deal with the symptoms of a patient, I'm not feeling like a boyfriend anymore.

I love her, but I have my problems also and since I'm really insecure and I don't really know how to put boundaries, I keep ""helping"" her as much as I do but this is starting to drain me out. She just wants more and more time with me, to the point that she will not talk to me or even say nice things to me because I dared to ruin her plans with me (like tonight, where she freaked out because I went with my friends and she wanted me not to go because then I couldn't study with her in the next morning). I feel lost, I can't talk to her about this, I already brought this to her attention sometimes but it will not stop her, because her anxiety attacks will not stop. I asked her to get some help but she will always put up some excuses and I'll not go to force her to fix a problem she doesn't want to fix, but this is going to tear me apart. I'm currently in a bad shape mentally and I'm starting for searching for a therapist for myself for how bad I am coping to this situation.

How can I help her deal with her attacks? How can I cope when she turn her outburst to me? How can I set boundaries in order to let me live my life also? How can I suggest her to seek for help without forcing her? Am I an asshole to thinking about an ultimatum for preserving my own mental health?",5.790412988487947,5.4141865349233385,6.423933715347682,80.68830984461309,66.9557069846678,9.840875535594447,33.63114965670332,9.41862664789215,2.8487755820556497,2284,93,471,40,33,750,227,587,0.17300000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.11,-0.9897,4,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,1,1,2,29,37,5,4,20,1,36,9,0,7,1,106,89,57,0,10,26,0,7,4,2,6,4,1,0,2,18,42,0,3,13,0,0,14,18,20,0,0,5,8,99,17,87,74,10,72,0,5,0,5,72,22,0,10,38,341,117,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061742868486647125,0.0,0.0,0.06326984886227527,0.0,0.06972533532481215,0.10105676302742354,0.10514863113226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24167869838032524,0.0,0.06266174780484192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813739458829504,0.2875245940016871,0.0,0.0,0.10551233475633814,0.1925825078085912,0.0,0.05376510003978459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874229314359093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605605411095792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346513573303117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956444004048082,0.0,0.15973914870425132,0.09027760949767333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976319115997076,0.0,0.09903340922397384,0.0,0.17954518328641328,0.10599181757602222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762073685107232,0.0,0.05660063211198079,0.0,0.0,0.13432369888793694,0.0,0.0,0.1694041482409852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616101965574174,0.0,0.0,0.10417315090974433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461012485100871,0.04462886868684565,0.12347443327740724,0.0,0.05579280574822551,0.05591602826822696,0.0,0.0,0.06897301761076315,0.053716946928015465,0.22810482770464915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734962403084196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289531340188982,0.046850283326448715,0.0,0.0,0.06719711297920589,0.0,0.0,0.06062694350919499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413304431898275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034001175345033,0.0,0.0,0.1194589829345181,0.07123069133777589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813762371318708,0.0,0.12703514418448625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190966449881414,0.0,0.0,0.06783618423829575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024661147184865,0.06325840627395597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226662275533362,0.07102168755412848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249078892300985,0.0,0.17888840645846124,0.0,0.0,0.10564963996923438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170068082792458,0.0,0.06567257608019822,0.04750665465465213,0.15235519855365712,0.055225775320837986,0.05817152183626944,0.0,0.07336172554326087,0.04197677458915895,0.08097176754910618,0.0,0.05016119666080227,0.22105928905999203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289792394189206,0.06872626525825487,0.0,0.06577697999177813,0.0,0.0,0.06958846915468853,0.05213358177360924,0.11180303373684472,0.0,0.050682553628126736,0.0,0.0,0.05857238595351168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090731358625145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040688552903761166
anxiety,stupidsexyflanders-,2020/01/03,"Does anyone have any tips or strategies in regard to living in the moment and worrying about how fast time goes? What is crazy to me is how fast time goes after graduating high school. I am going to be done with my bachelors degree soon and I am in disbelief on how fast time goes. I have also noticed that I struggle with living in the moment, instead I am worrying about the future. What do you guys do?",4.076666666666668,5.4995540000000025,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,71.5,7.833333333333335,24.583333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.5703333333333336,320,9,60,5,6,106,49,80,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,3,0,8,12,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,13,10,0,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,11,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090454181916124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383437226075633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581752144894263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197962805004544,0.23149710970862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856354446837664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239890197543107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390092123698329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995050566956807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575479716617035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289422746881373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364896725495253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39572442461288027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459465866032289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amorsemper,2020/01/03,"buspirone side effects Buspirone makes me really dizzy and light headed, and sometimes it lasts all day. Is it normal for it to last that long?",5.9026923076923055,7.930284653846152,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,67.84615384615384,6.7384615384615385,28.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.6486,115,4,19,1,2,34,22,26,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,6,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234795091885735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369746695207931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873453829531055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31883256024679163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048675414345602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35299358479082754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308017685610061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35632177107769475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vaasan,2020/01/03,"I’m freaking out over a fucking haircut I’m going to a hairdresser tomorrow and I’m gonna change the cut I’ve had for about 5 years. The change isn’t even going to be that big but still I feel like I’m making the biggest mistake of my life. It’s only a fucking haircut! I know it’s not gonna look stupid, it’s just a fringe and a fringe looks good on anyone. 

Still I’m scared that the hairdresser is going to fuck it up somehow. And I’ll have to say that I like it even though I wanna die inside. Although what I am gonna do then? I’ll be stuck with the haircut for sometime but it will grow. I mean maybe it won’t be that bad. 

This really helps. Just writing my thoughts down.  Yeah fuck it I’m doing it.",-0.14541855203619747,1.8182590961538447,1.9824132730015087,97.19395927601812,86.24358974358975,4.696229260935144,19.432880844645556,5.900188976854957,-0.2602453996983409,553,16,131,4,17,185,86,156,0.198,0.677,0.125,-0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,13,6,1,10,1,12,5,0,1,0,19,36,8,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,15,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,10,0,0,3,4,8,3,15,25,0,16,0,0,2,4,3,7,4,1,7,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742567980093908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282794233623935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32505247760097666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944963946947072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294991116295014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768284506831112,0.1097574014985126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5681350543028089,0.0,0.0,0.2619441903090992,0.1288623673353734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297879627881903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443418335499625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851746487622176,0.15011732170842393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258030650538457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255304771749664,0.0,0.15434774826786796,0.1673543578915414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684690138638895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842298744819897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217730486976608,0.15381617511140575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194967274711374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538739669867696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094633194711635,0.12196961421951293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989363777419623
anxiety,triviassw,2020/01/03,"Death Anxiety (?) & Panic Attacks (?) [21F] So I’ve been contemplating for awhile now whether or not to actually post in this subreddit and any related, but my these panic attacks (?) have gone so far now that I just don’t feel like I can sit here and keep quiet for much longer. 

It started in 2016, I was watching a random video on YouTube when an overwhelming sense of dread over my own mortality, death and time came over me and it made me want to pull out my own hair. It would last for a couple of minutes max and I would only get it every now and then. In early 2019, I stopped getting them and I’m assuming it’s due to the fact that I moved from an isolated area and back to the city where my family was but those attacks being gone was short lived, as my mum passed away in April. My attacks weren’t too bad after she passed but in the last few months or so, they’ve escalated to the point where I have almost 3 or so a day. 

Last month (Dec 2019), I went to stay next to my old house where I lived with my mother because I was there for a house sitting job, but during this time my attacks escalated to collapsing on the ground, hyperventilating, almost screaming, crying and trying to pull at anything I could. This happened when I was awake and I somehow also woke up having a similar attack at 3am. 

Then this morning happened, again at 3am, a different type of panic attack that lasted almost an hour. While my best friend was sleeping next to me, I couldn’t bring myself to wake them knowing they have work this morning. I dug my nails into my arms like I usually do and did my best to fall asleep only to wake up this morning feeling like absolute trash and crying on my best friends shoulder. 

All of these panic attacks relate to being hyper-aware of my own mortality and the time I have left. It gets in the way of me being able to enjoy even the most simple things, like watching a TV series or a movie. I get triggered by so much, even words in the past tense can sometimes send me into a panic. 

I did see a psychologist long before, within the year it first started but it didn’t help much at all.

I know some people might say “at least you’re not suicidal” but I do have depression and I do know what it’s like to want to jump in front of a moving vehicle but please understand, the fear that I live with on the daily basis is now so incapacitating that I struggle to live a normal life. I can’t go a day without an attack anymore. 

So if anyone has any advice or can even tell me if what I’m feeling are panic attacks or something else, please, do help. I’m begging at this point because I can’t do anymore. I’m tired and I want to be able to enjoy my life.",5.235148480662981,5.1520039852670365,6.065749884898711,81.79735410911606,68.0791896869245,8.629120626151012,28.939284069981586,8.17850203761792,1.8040902854511969,2096,65,432,25,32,692,255,543,0.18899999999999997,0.69,0.122,-0.9928,3,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,3,5,27,35,10,10,29,0,40,10,7,2,3,73,72,45,5,10,20,2,4,5,2,3,3,3,0,0,27,21,0,2,8,2,0,16,9,23,0,1,17,10,54,12,65,46,15,96,0,2,3,0,13,37,0,17,43,294,81,3,0.10573188518463038,0.0,0.051589533966199495,0.0,0.0,0.051659987253783735,0.0,0.0,0.1588128151098536,0.0,0.0,0.042276875191135474,0.0,0.057280226711615985,0.0,0.07190130762638276,0.0,0.04044230138267305,0.0,0.10485761909808324,0.036965096254936936,0.0,0.04350416628323996,0.0,0.0,0.6014264167402917,0.049669293305893286,0.040650646633601,0.04414085385268589,0.06445317584067295,0.0,0.04498502338540295,0.0,0.16643863554350422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060464554677805635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04220915341906352,0.05849515995209826,0.1161415110884742,0.06818831896346518,0.0,0.04553335888953655,0.0,0.0,0.055233658066659766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416271142629118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104752369474935,0.0,0.0445418367234332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983730572763196,0.059488883023271474,0.08019182705555583,0.07553487990212954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044967743762444015,0.0,0.0,0.0816881922143641,0.0,0.110481092172681,0.0,0.03004493347133785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349835688385552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086985390677157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206230442024157,0.1220003996684218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052461290674110865,0.046989678819385663,0.0,0.0,0.08716121845469059,0.17237119654440855,0.0,0.0,0.05743900131021084,0.0,0.07468155736923175,0.12913814594349712,0.0,0.18672638343192596,0.0467846956000032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002303312586478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608241075481332,0.0,0.0,0.08439418201334735,0.11237626109864668,0.11658765191600373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244705939593938,0.0,0.051797399238050296,0.0,0.0,0.0554739137418882,0.0,0.0,0.08041386314413129,0.0,0.37216075817058,0.0,0.0,0.050466524110456136,0.036650588150564885,0.0,0.0,0.1160618592435052,0.09995080706497794,0.0,0.05063095950715552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042041119432973784,0.0,0.0,0.04212731166941424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290412174380928,0.0,0.0,0.040698785403835744,0.05228576900245158,0.0,0.07483757253270787,0.056348060765924475,0.0,0.04419829518738538,0.0,0.055266961624231566,0.0,0.05782676070630079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620716398642563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03512178318537113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924796687866828,0.06076162411554562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03589250480857067,0.0,0.0,0.055035310656201965,0.0,0.0,0.058224366921322976,0.0,0.09354510795086962,0.041962524522701286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900725842429078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096088213343106,0.0,0.038487035837542906,0.0,0.0,0.07510889763917578,0.0,0.0,0.034043933751438715
anxiety,erniejambon,2020/01/03,Anyone else flinch a lot and feel cornered by people when anxious? I’ve had a rough few days and multiple panic attacks. Whenever anyone tries to reach toward me or come hug me or anything I flinch away and suddenly get really afraid. I feel really bad and embarrassed that this keeps happening but it’s an automatic response. Even between stretches of anxiety during the day I still feel cornered if anyone walks toward me or reaches for me. Does this happen to anyone else?,5.6273891625615775,7.838640540229889,6.211165845648607,72.66827586206897,68.88505747126436,9.109359605911333,30.81937602627258,9.606745405546679,3.3724824302134646,385,16,59,9,7,125,63,87,0.183,0.768,0.049,-0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,9,10,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,4,7,1,9,8,2,13,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,5,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813086546506175,0.18921820246753693,0.0,0.46845699806526,0.3432305443287792,0.13783158442105112,0.0,0.0,0.19054624651875104,0.15736417861345411,0.0,0.1398487626358128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427946408656647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603687289516446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465733137463303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27983602529399143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110626837918525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25406685209697594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750761871625236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962251152260661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488745202228453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239564649582973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651568780801407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611781275996777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145992342149228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375926900523372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371602375727807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reallyfunkyguy,2020/01/03,"i am unable to trust anyone its so lonely. whenever someone tries to enter my life i overthink it  ""are they just pretending? did i do something wrong today? they are taking longer to text back..."" as a result, i have many acquaintances but nobody i trust enough to even call a friend. with nobody to talk to, it doesnt even feel real anymore",1.9797307692307693,4.710303338461539,3.009519230769232,87.9573557692308,84.84615384615384,5.096153846153847,18.89423076923077,6.6274283507984215,0.3585769230769231,267,7,48,3,8,85,49,65,0.062,0.754,0.184,0.8515,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,6,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,3,8,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25892209953575074,0.182553836606125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007550975196664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26659279079842085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26976636234311024,0.0,0.3448829459615383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320103482889519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171045668735527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440916165141666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646950556269605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971672235364953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212130004123694,0.20099283306173688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630034584116568,0.2098469388776017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474741670219921,0.0,0.0,0.1772567941665581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854509803797797,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SleepyStrong,2020/01/03,"Need advice - Recently started to feel anxious for about a month now and don't know why Hi everyone. This is my first post, as the title suggests I have started to feel anxiety almost all day for a little over a month now. So many of thoughts are associated with a feeling of dread/despair as well my body constantly feels ""overcaffeinated"". I feel pressure in my head and a ringing in my ear, I feel stressed for no reason. I also felt migraines for a little while but those have gone away. I thought this was due to consuming too much caffeine because I am a coffee drinker and I take pre workout supplements which are loaded with caffeine but since I have gone off of them not much has improved. Before this I was a pretty happy person and not much has changed, I have a lot to be thankful for and have been blessed with a stress free life. I have seen a doctor and will be having a blood test done soon. I just want to know if you guys have had any similar experiences or insights into this and if there's any advice you guys can give me in managing my anxiety.",5.606212734633787,6.075175679425841,5.92401913875598,81.22505704821495,67.32535885167464,8.72741994847258,32.344865660655124,8.617729084823388,2.4680854619065147,843,34,164,12,13,270,129,209,0.08,0.7859999999999999,0.135,0.9487,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,10,8,0,3,13,0,24,7,4,1,1,37,45,17,0,4,8,0,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,6,11,0,0,13,1,1,2,4,3,1,1,11,10,21,6,26,31,5,25,1,0,1,0,9,9,0,5,13,121,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291953031080319,0.0,0.0,0.1174317985462941,0.0,0.0,0.09378303924361718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949909079861066,0.0,0.1794267868912264,0.13248491675622553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101816835385703,0.0,0.0,0.07148842827093584,0.0,0.0997905402056034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026367611582956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405910360614394,0.0,0.0,0.12673026656704034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756312731770655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200337100918598,0.0,0.1200108206586105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120592140390254,0.0,0.11471532997385528,0.0,0.0,0.35577999697316626,0.0,0.11260030698979137,0.0,0.0,0.09975220871703556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124987839068387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223707728418005,0.0,0.12483910749841995,0.0,0.0,0.12035575610199455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890016009779418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283326752353808,0.0,0.2350763673275148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970116577809436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889624223958604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721210704215607,0.0,0.2586270694209766,0.08695631698764382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023981111447919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231495329146694,0.11930862776914825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057600031071256,0.1157927710612628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700929628360684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601262439575032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686712595420169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817457287051991,0.0,0.0,0.10796906514314816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862030539676096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691705531715386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544235746594832,0.0,0.10582048784623298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cdp1928,2020/01/03,"Please help I am a 32 year old female with OCD. Basically over Christmas I forgot to take my 150mg of Zoloft and I had an AWFUL panic attack which reminded me I skipped four days. I took it immediately and it's been about 5 days. In the meantime, I've had bronchitis that's made me feel awful too that I finally got an antibiotic for today. 

My psychiatrist said it would take a week before the Zoloft would help me feel better, and usually I'm crippled by it and desperate to feel better. But this time I feel weirdly depressed and numb. 

I don't know what to do. I don't like how I feel. I feel weird and off and not like my usual anxiety and I've always felt like Zoloft was a godsend and now I'm all weirdly feeling like ""what if the Zoloft is just a mask I use to hide my real self? What if it's just the blue pill in the Matrix?"" And I've never felt that way about my Zoloft before. I went to my therapist today and that didn't go well.   The therapist I told I felt weirdly depressed and numb this time instead of anxious...and then she said ""that concerns me...I just don't want you to fall into a depressive state"" and then that made me anxious. So now I'm swinging from being anxious to being depressed and numb and it's freaking me out. I keep checking to see if I feel better which starts this awful spiral again.",2.4303870043000484,4.084389219780223,3.9944417900939655,87.5654132823698,76.2161172161172,6.652587991718428,23.957477305303392,7.423996415210882,0.9876132823698044,1039,33,218,13,23,346,132,273,0.23800000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.076,-0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,13,22,1,1,13,3,15,9,0,4,2,50,47,23,0,6,8,0,11,4,0,2,9,2,0,1,20,18,0,2,12,0,1,4,6,14,1,1,17,15,30,8,22,26,1,31,0,4,2,0,8,6,0,3,23,136,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840008575813075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207941929400051,0.3193314453362599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107190900083853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035162449662568,0.0,0.0,0.2499945764003147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153053277097645,0.0,0.32461239395928604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811309860334059,0.0673120729242203,0.2714031125710544,0.10321537664745901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354842042368889,0.0,0.07535778098430494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263097731930585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374866529143721,0.0,0.0,0.05178183730384247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841280490985933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830989116666182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266966094168796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886992954841813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054898137112124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034272423977093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724503646047956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925301722371134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750825758607719,0.0,0.09829388667068556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669067517311611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416861354789023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187975444671861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098829788735598,0.0,0.17862249914005676,0.09003296792436756,0.10468388694616636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137738334087855,0.20754400283698124,0.0,0.05557445898946856,0.07478887937377443,0.07557904478828932,0.0,0.08471671400707237,0.08734455279855335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338649270826063,0.0,0.0,0.060675750177225374
anxiety,lilsp08,2020/01/03,"Stupid, stupid, stupid So I have to take a PTO day every other month to see a specialist out of state for medical purposes. I felt bad asking for another PTO day so soon after the holidays last minute so I offered to work remote in chunks throughout the day I would be out of state. I haven't gotten much of a response from my employer and now my anxiety is through the roof. I should have just asked for PTO like a normal person and now I'm second guessing every little detail to the point that I want to cry. Why do I torture myself like this? Anyways. Needed to surrender that.",3.7579323671497593,5.351944600000003,4.887246376811596,82.78207729468602,72.56521739130434,7.893719806763285,25.82125603864734,8.515128840125781,1.8254444444444442,459,15,87,8,9,151,74,115,0.185,0.742,0.073,-0.9382,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,4,0,8,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,18,5,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,2,11,2,18,13,1,16,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,11,61,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011255395947503,0.1467312289495846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586258368862042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015017719697622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069011989232214,0.3710974214910344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32321001617881284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416404496758534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112961694850196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563476646961266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741365561039425,0.19224021603798144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932245818789997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309789032330912,0.0,0.14099963702288956,0.1422218775423049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792936570735408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674777880239259,0.0,0.0,0.1813188697692466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284471956988233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421440258236856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313227472702107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307527486556792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139637208417839,0.0,0.0,0.13625363145588115,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,og17381738,2020/01/03,"is it only me While driving? Okay, So when i drive on the high way, i just look around me and the road and say to myself is this even real, Like literally everything around me. This feeling continues for like a good 20 seconds and then boom all of sudden i realize am on the road and everything goes back to normal.

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The weird thing about it is when i go back to normal i hold on my steering wheel so hard to realize that am still on the road.",5.9444565217391325,5.279747141304352,6.4642608695652175,81.48943478260874,66.71739130434783,9.968695652173913,30.35652173913044,9.3871,2.34843652173913,355,11,75,6,5,116,58,92,0.038,0.8420000000000001,0.12,0.774,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,15,8,10,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,5,10,4,13,8,1,23,0,0,1,0,1,10,0,0,11,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114960039975284,0.23718587295194804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475336518939385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001890815204715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892586048795915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508611801495932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869753170321356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109350247782962,0.16372208785929673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485828388371386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623648022562385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072691152711915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391642382256694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825034775601082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845620991177885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217706298259826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522858888848734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588467662287214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968029673435658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493839259543035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718587295194804,0.0
anxiety,cpcxcdc,2020/01/03,"My anxiety has been on 10 lately. How can i get over this? I have been managing my anxiety on my own without medications or therapy. I had my first child in July and along wIth trying to balance parenting, my career, and marriage. I have felt so much stress and anxiety bc i feel unsatisfied my career and been searching for new jobs along with other stress from my environment. I just felt like ive been hit with the anxiety  train and feels like im losing control and have had more frequent negative thoughts. How can i manage this? Should i try therapy? Breathing exercises have helped with calming down my anxiety-but it’s temporary",4.1648051948051945,6.66359877310925,5.387074102368222,75.70832696715051,73.87394957983193,9.369289533995417,30.986249045072576,9.800150414767053,3.5705226890756308,510,24,88,15,11,169,74,119,0.182,0.757,0.061,-0.9197,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,2,1,0,15,3,1,3,0,24,22,10,0,1,3,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,12,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,9,4,17,3,15,11,3,9,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,67,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806988496026229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619168742274274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886055646037653,0.11222633428504106,0.3016653141523853,0.0,0.0,0.13362211074054636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207392398328399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529524804406476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696859816050315,0.0,0.15588926206928372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720626805863324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534941288515558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574541792386686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825335017144956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154804668994124,0.0,0.0,0.15172013250830016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443173051398034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598959988661827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35929607497644106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471325405970048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330989064619044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143078273712254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,niloc_w,2020/01/03,The best natural anti-anxiety treatment(?) Please God don't say mindfulness - feel like I've heard this a million times. Thinking more on the lines of supplements or something like that. Something to reduce symptoms day-to-day. Please share what's worked best for you. thanks,3.782321428571425,7.078695208333336,2.817619047619047,87.075,86.5,6.076190476190478,27.690476190476193,7.447530270364453,2.133597619047619,222,10,36,4,7,64,41,48,0.0,0.528,0.47200000000000003,0.9769,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,4,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926607801112128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644050759525018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28539348460674185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118775439755723,0.15807078772663893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619647486083587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234131999545344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857620622263525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175957726398464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34067911813124513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299776409853232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037098308446785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177680547063426,0.0,0.0,0.12902060710451976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108256424016038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asadcookie,2020/01/03,"I can’t do this anymore I feel like I keep getting the bad cards over and over and it doesn’t stop. I’m tired of always getting the shorter end of the stick and I can’t do it anymore. Here is a mini life story, maybe you can offer some advice. When I was 5 I was molested for a year, for my entire life i’ve been severely bullied to the point the cops needed to get involved because my life was at risk. When i was 9 I was molested at a waterpark. First suicide attempt at 10. My father mentally abused me for the next 6 years. When i was 12 i got an eating disorder that almost killed me and i still struggle with today. Came out to my mom and she didn’t accept it and tries to change me to this day. 14-17 I danced with drugs to take away some pain. Raped on my 16th birthday. Day before heart was broken by a boy i loved for 5 years. 2nd suicide attempt. Mom threatened to leave my dad and put the decision on me. My papa died at 16, i moved in with my aunt and uncle because my parents gave up. Over the summer i came back to see my parents and it triggered me into a depression and everything spiraled out of control. I went back to my aunt and uncle went to a Psychiatrist, got diagnosed with BPD, Clinical depression, and clinical anxiety. I went on prozac, had a horrible reaction. Had to be hospitalized, found out i have an auto immune disorder and am probably gonna die in 10 years, aunt and uncle became mentally abusive and they sent me back to lethbridge, with my parents. I dropped out of high school, it’s too stressful which makes me sad because earlier this year i was a 95+ student and have always been, i was also traning to be come a professional golfer and i injured my wrist so that’s not gonna happen. Now i live 5 houses away from the guy that ruined me, i have a therapist and she told me my life is way too complicated and she doesn’t know if she can help, i was good by another therapist i’m faking the rape. i can’t leave my house because people in lethbridge send me death threats and i’m afraid of getting jumped or killed. I’m tired of pushing, life sucks, i hate this world. i’m 17 and my life is ruined.
I have to spend possibly 30 years working through all of that, i just can’t see how it’s worth it. 
Should I take time to myself and work on me? I feel like it would be best due to everything that’s happened.",1.7986208476517758,3.7246778288659774,3.5518900343642628,88.7936998854525,78.95876288659794,6.7028636884307025,24.5922107674685,7.715138304826218,1.2530444444444448,1837,67,389,29,45,614,229,485,0.25,0.701,0.048,-0.9986,3,0,1,0,1,2,46.0,0,1,1,7,16,27,9,4,22,0,38,22,2,4,1,58,76,30,7,4,4,10,2,2,0,4,16,0,0,2,18,35,1,3,6,1,2,13,8,21,0,1,26,4,65,6,58,43,4,64,0,5,2,3,26,25,1,5,26,246,83,5,0.0,0.16424095370588662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772848489267648,0.0,0.0,0.06940349724369012,0.0,0.0,0.055426817831486536,0.11534218687405225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267710079667519,0.053021611963731584,0.0,0.13747288856418358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023719749569698,0.15988428488431666,0.057870574737559764,0.1690018204907826,0.0,0.058977317624711714,0.0,0.07273609107172377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872929452158163,0.0,0.0,0.15854330965744584,0.0,0.0,0.07332030814285267,0.05970403564642299,0.0,0.0,0.07773654785724105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893978449527356,0.0,0.11939241852743268,0.0703477288852616,0.14386472960245766,0.0,0.15886948577757962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037706749271875,0.07092096734386841,0.0,0.0,0.061387684414564214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458189928772062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008997660757953,0.0990295051214286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895466328922424,0.0,0.07599433829782082,0.0,0.0,0.14484550577576394,0.0,0.0,0.058133557699845476,0.11086634883947402,0.0,0.0,0.06862734605406373,0.1225804029062061,0.0,0.0,0.06842882616194589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213214414600584,0.046456726809581315,0.07322933930156662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994781774240566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616055078836161,0.15336148422723964,0.0,0.03809071314926563,0.0,0.0,0.14677760059392195,0.0,0.0,0.29373228676163265,0.06772228513054299,0.0,0.06120159775304159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255457008966968,0.0,0.04626465926443956,0.0,0.06963075345666297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969543849628954,0.0,0.0,0.1623490020783825,0.0,0.07366507723593854,0.0,0.05139214915450887,0.0,0.0,0.07371148705583512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375024221477021,0.0,0.23088014137217105,0.0,0.0,0.048050511388413694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655199225374892,0.07813609766460394,0.0,0.0,0.07472741178051706,0.0,0.0,0.06967523581770975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014495946569692,0.11046146712945684,0.0,0.0,0.07830005729918532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055350691903987406,0.05794588281981496,0.0793938492465999,0.07245738480426626,0.0,0.1516267849486259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422430382466123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094744678835185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040414952869478375,0.15932225150376134,0.06569734419450553,0.06622824012715436,0.0,0.04705663123270605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501469046503064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275192687419584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009163479844259,0.0,0.0,0.04923551194534908,0.0,0.0,0.2677984461875045
anxiety,TazakaRune,2020/01/03,"Tried to post, backfired really hard. I tried posting something to my local subreddit about some frustrations with people ""hacking"" printers and printing stupid ""your network is not safe"" things.

It immediately generated some really rude commenting about how ""easy it is to just google how to fix it."" (Rude isn't quite the right word here, but I'm having trouble figuring the right one. Condescending maybe?)

I had to take it down after less than an hour because it was causing me to get weepy and panicky at work, and it didnt seem as if anyone wanted to actually help anyone else, just tell people they're stupid for not just googling something. 

Like, I've got a combo of anxiety and ADHD, and that combo makes the most basic of tasks difficult to get done right away. I'm sure y'all understand that kind of thing just fine. It's just so frustrating that the city I live in, which is usually less volatile than this, would just tear someone down for being frustrated at a frustratable thing.

Do any of you have workarounds that are more than just not posting? Cuz I'm having a hard time right now even working toward posting here. (If you see this, obvi I got the courage to do so.)


So yeah. Tl;dr: tried to post a frustration, had it blow up in my face, took it down because panic attacks suck. Kind of wanting to crawl in a hole and hide for a while.",4.317102093755793,6.284750634241245,4.6100944969427475,83.80788586251623,71.84046692607005,7.6967945154715585,27.413192514359828,8.418075326091056,1.9372017417083565,1071,39,201,18,21,336,154,257,0.203,0.7240000000000001,0.073,-0.9891,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,0,3,18,21,11,1,12,1,17,1,1,5,1,37,33,17,0,5,13,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,14,0,1,8,3,11,7,38,23,6,28,0,0,1,0,7,16,1,6,7,134,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.10154744015235928,0.0,0.1250597638244018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076429240328297,0.0,0.07960552971793418,0.0,0.0,0.1455221868115254,0.10662165278247382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838314550388605,0.09776769049115223,0.0,0.0,0.12686788410607513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689816988999712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648939454290407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869286839936459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873057480381692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873399343676124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645239743553195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643444092675365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697491496329415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247802869807277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672472097541395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083840515084216,0.0,0.09188678782620556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946078347230701,0.0,0.10454214438761518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051367339684411,0.0,0.0,0.12209185795367015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428404835781974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983030408627048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068050018197637,0.0,0.0,0.13332685808947542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554663041066984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292225828852114,0.09473221408375927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881696056615958,0.16022077182466873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807521321577717,0.0,0.0782400855817092,0.0,0.09095292899129624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739829778636895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067815768975245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156143647507928,0.21194950043673186,0.0,0.0,0.10833001357966864,0.0,0.0,0.11460726548190638,0.0,0.12275443642516927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151367604581248,0.0,0.0,0.07392115901765099,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flockinwahwah,2020/01/03,"anxiety is a bitch im a senior in high school and i work retail part time (11-13 a week) (first job) and i'm always stressing out before work when there's people who work 4 times the hours that i do, fortunately my last day is next week but I'd hate for this to happen for any other job i get. what are some good coping mechanisms for this?",0.23044520547945524,2.30141894520548,2.355051369863016,94.43065924657536,85.57534246575344,5.293835616438357,14.60445205479452,6.6274283507984215,-0.5758753424657534,265,4,61,3,8,89,57,73,0.15,0.795,0.055,-0.6908,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,2,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,8,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,11,32,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719883029457676,0.0,0.0,0.12847392229154092,0.0,0.14452535723347892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075931271599772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183951976540365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069756193536408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870431928882893,0.0,0.0,0.15845940707291767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670637298990597,0.0,0.0,0.18652206486833547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996072173318682,0.0,0.0,0.18605081529700568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406894777679446,0.0,0.3749532799265299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399722509372366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092144701754128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458488622753945,0.0,0.13097522060272515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119987019335172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641032778020175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032470476495472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030848071302871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126139522066151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EideanntCare,2020/01/03,Starting off this New year feeling small So about a year ago I got kicked out my parents house and my boyfriend's family took me in. It's been a struggle trying to adjust to the new environment but I manage. I want to buy some small pieces furniture to make life a little easier for them as a way to say 'thank you' but I don't make enough to give it all I got. They don't have a pantry so I wanted to buy a cabinet system for them to put dry food in etc. Of course it's a few hundred dollars... It's a great price but I have bills and a minimum wage job. I just feel stressed for not being able to do more for them. It's been stressing me out so much that my chest is just pounding thinking about it.,1.8925275938189865,3.108807165562915,3.3837251655629146,93.21523454746138,76.68211920529801,6.622737306843268,22.517108167770424,7.1686216300943375,0.4926419426048563,546,15,129,6,12,180,91,151,0.055999999999999994,0.8390000000000001,0.105,0.7821,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,4,0,7,5,0,3,10,0,9,3,1,2,1,20,22,9,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,4,1,0,4,0,6,2,3,3,0,0,5,3,18,2,22,16,8,18,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,6,86,26,3,0.16139328216002874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306540672144902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676240361507588,0.17999617199585574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521472227861978,0.0,0.16321058557129764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515739742060506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482314256311755,0.0,0.0,0.2581619026005719,0.17793666334976976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862261785358208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015792915185514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399684815602705,0.0,0.16175846826089632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546253816238795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864263253667365,0.0,0.0,0.3117492752307063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920814023147633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224482569447626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283464158256723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423499579953282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697509188466651,0.1687233007521121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858925034164744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341429843303727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931387490877795,0.10957544445338048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038787874747545,0.12810647513970422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786396444889915
anxiety,Themaxswoles6614,2020/01/03,"Health anxiety? Hi all! So over the last year, I have started to develop pretty intense health anxiety. I’m not sure where it’s coming from, and I have no idea how to cope with it. Those of you who suffer with this, how do you control it and live your life? I’ve never tried anxiety meds or weed, does anyone have input on meds that help without making you a zombie? I’m so lost and this has turned my life upside down. I have pretty bad “crowd” or social anxiety, but that is the least of my worries as I can avoid large crowds, but I can’t avoid constantly thinking something is wrong with me. Just looking for advice or other stories from anyone, I feel so alone.",4.4093400167084384,5.230149766917297,5.0785964912280726,84.97239766081874,70.12781954887218,7.7156223893066,26.055973266499585,7.793537801064563,1.3745662489557224,521,15,104,6,9,168,90,133,0.22899999999999998,0.721,0.05,-0.9701,0,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,2,7,7,0,2,3,0,10,4,0,4,3,27,20,14,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,2,13,1,15,19,2,10,0,2,1,0,10,4,0,3,5,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020772530049955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486027822735809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390495146602286,0.0,0.0,0.20065014867146025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198004304783019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359595881274565,0.0,0.15505171494474662,0.1609258580794819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556096852404247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254817675374106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050266490145314,0.0,0.0,0.09617212021204463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197229872925126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169559588550166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268938955016524,0.0,0.0,0.12669612821411258,0.0,0.1204876908581648,0.0,0.15662618442173298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577451271128554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31874952880465784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106611973274704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919430037421229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626055252219355,0.0,0.11045848880938383,0.0,0.0,0.10155641115700806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522890594145665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193666912378896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741400883095158,0.15606585110866034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383103199026033,0.0,0.0,0.14571166321225826,0.0,0.0,0.15687367276535005,0.0,0.092396896811478
anxiety,vxxrihye,2020/01/04,is there any way to be more trusting in relationships i feel like no matter what they’re gonna find someone else or they already have and aren’t telling me and i just wanna not worry about it so much,1.875,3.920788642857147,2.833571428571432,93.44892857142858,79.23809523809524,5.152380952380953,22.404761904761905,5.985473137389443,0.16036190476190534,161,5,35,1,4,51,39,42,0.051,0.741,0.20800000000000002,0.7003,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,6,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667339827875933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22599552732659905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27761874120060986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803583357042126,0.23741633606631926,0.0,0.0,0.3037432381218732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235945828485165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443004978568637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567976246644202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28158179569031083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904707226088664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637877716144205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33749684532963403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,serenity_flows13,2020/01/04,"Work is my worst trigger I used to love my job. But a new manager came in around April, and it has gotten so bad that people are constantly quitting, calling off, freaking out at work, etc. 

I feel so trapped because the idea of starting somewhere new again is horrifying. I am amazing at my job and it hurts me so much to know that I’m the one getting pushed out when I’m the only one that cares. 

Work is so bad that I am constantly having anxiety attacks on the way there, panic attacks during my shifts, and even dissociating a lot when I am there. 

I’m scared to leave and scared to stay. I don’t know what to do, I feel so lost and defeated.",5.946525974025973,5.0359694318181845,6.603679653679656,81.30409090909096,66.8030303030303,9.664069264069264,33.25108225108225,8.841846274778883,2.495490043290044,503,19,108,7,7,166,78,132,0.316,0.617,0.068,-0.99,2,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,6,13,15,2,3,6,0,11,1,0,2,0,18,26,13,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,12,0,2,3,2,12,3,14,23,4,21,0,3,0,1,2,8,0,1,9,73,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445430627725863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155138677971195,0.0,0.31067262242568444,0.0,0.0,0.22801384243892486,0.08323477571293787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942471506258067,0.15616774756392746,0.13921373569804102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951069304187501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522804961543502,0.0901847464190988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807954176387413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133759359077617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617110501053782,0.15413937184729493,0.0,0.0,0.2709938621901282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007989648953618,0.0,0.0,0.14457833211074303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905179386235715,0.11608318118852785,0.12323454495608545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100374128779577,0.0,0.0,0.2637463551668425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504887446453835,0.1038463935362656,0.0,0.1602026940821815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466107587935038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522929381781086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27340485478586857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664517664822056,0.14553567418631486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179285045133198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838073598203103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29821274939617365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dnlees,2020/01/04,"School anxiety... Dreams of failure even though I'm no longer in school So I started grad school a couple years ago. It was incredibly difficult to get into, and even harder to STAY in. It took it's toll on me mentally, I ended up failing out, this causing me to go into a serious depression that I still haven't made my way out of yet. 
I swear I have PTSD from school. I don't know what I want to do since I failed, but even just the thought of going back gives me anxiety. 

Last night, among many others, I had a dream where I had somehow forgotten I was in school. I had gone on vacation and I guess I had set an alarm weeks earlier about an assignment that needed to be done. The alarm went off (in my dream) and I was in a panic. I thought about all the assignments I'd missed over the last few weeks and how there was no way I would pass the class at this point. I thought I needed to drop the class if it wasn't too late. I woke up feeling anxious af even though I'm not currently in school. I couldn't go back to sleep even though I was tired. I have dreams similar to this one often. Idk what to do. 

I always did really well in school as a child. Pretty well in college as undergrad (which is how I was able to get into my competitive grad program) but grad school wrecked me. I felt the professors didn't care to help when I asked. And being the anxiety ridden person I am already, it was difficult af to ask in the first place. I am scared to go back to school now even though I feel I need to in order to excel in life. Idk how to get past my anxiety so I can figure out what to do school wise AND actually do it. 

Anxiety sucks.",2.195037593984964,3.645765099415208,3.699302422723477,90.29539473684211,76.3684210526316,7.57577276524645,22.740601503759397,8.306716005460428,1.0705619047619046,1272,36,289,23,28,421,166,342,0.2,0.716,0.084,-0.9854,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,4,32,17,1,4,16,0,31,3,1,5,1,40,64,21,0,7,5,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,16,12,0,0,8,4,0,9,8,12,2,2,24,3,40,5,51,36,2,63,0,4,0,0,6,28,1,4,20,200,56,24,0.06634813161668655,0.0,0.0647462056248381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881361546100551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321681308982161,0.0,0.05520696054309024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25378069541971504,0.07495450348202612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405309344438073,0.0,0.0,0.15305285336243882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764634205438616,0.06815780760432913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341294567223157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057145548540582514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789717422314748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876475144358353,0.0,0.0,0.2629338911321356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709521776738994,0.0,0.06370461112847349,0.0,0.0,0.05643568685919484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399248105471974,0.0636471735539858,0.15082868876422434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308994713027933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04447175406407436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036463197982987874,0.10816516526952667,0.07484358238481957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046863647508227656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278020636641787,0.0,0.06726659170828292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668633114225208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758889669894995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062263226976562974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044959211086609295,0.0,0.0,0.07784523694862627,0.0,0.0,0.06333679907570514,0.0,0.057932629360953586,0.06931967605946956,0.0,0.06272042998912868,0.0,0.0,0.06749990243804986,0.0,0.0,0.07755741533501248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042504312054656095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642605427344657,0.6714785135378011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054883860095997175,0.0,0.06639604744385487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696154905025007,0.07071828040357435,0.052985703614461414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607468097821224,0.15801901603629065,0.0,0.0762574170889347,0.0,0.0,0.07371521549050049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039133847048336806,0.105328117252007,0.10644093825060176,0.0,0.11930987682736473,0.0615053827221549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047131809079600816,0.0,0.0,0.042726021452203417
anxiety,Throwawayoftheday09,2020/01/04,"I take people's criticism at face value, yet when someone compliments me I think they don't mean it. Can anyone relate to this? When someone tells me I'm a nice person I don't take it very seriously and rationalize that that's just the opinion of one person but when they say that I'm being rude or some other negative thing, suddenly that's a hard truth that everyone must agree with. More and more I've come to realize that I do this and I find it kind of strange. Would love to find out what this is, and if other people deal with this too...",4.737142857142857,5.0294162857142855,5.7160714285714285,82.57892857142858,69.17857142857143,9.257142857142858,26.714285714285715,9.23628265651192,1.9151107142857149,432,12,91,8,7,143,70,112,0.14,0.713,0.146,0.1813,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,6,7,1,0,3,0,8,2,1,0,2,22,16,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,17,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,9,5,9,13,3,8,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,4,5,64,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145420291828628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426518697880256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085643916074081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933081495091037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698005711172241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812227799460309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066631370768524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258537693520235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036609257968745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370850134091164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805013517383786,0.3532844585494543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087860283576386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428195126461052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042117270146091,0.0,0.17682079077344284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344004033235005,0.12962689871874036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692026687732622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370947629010694,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anoniyon,2020/01/04,"seeing my boyfriend’s ex. need help. as mentioned in my old posts, I recently stopped being friends with my boyfriends toxic ex (who lives with his family). since then, she has been blocking me and unblocked me on social media to lurk and watch my stories and I’m pretty sure since I blocked her from watching my story, she’s made a fake account to lurk, which I have also blocked. also pretty sure she’s talking shit despite us ending our friendship in a mutual, calm way. For the most part, I haven’t been tempted to look on any of her socials for the sake of my mental health but I did see a bunch of posts of her bashing my boyfriend the other day.

anyway, tomorrow before my boyfriend and I go back to our university campus before school starts again, we are celebrating his little sisters birthday at his house. THIS MEANS I WILL BE IN THE EX’S PRESENCE for an extended time since she lives in his family’s house. I’m srsly afraid of having a panic attack. like terrified. my hands are shaking just thinking about it. idk what to do. I just wanna have a good time. and I don’t wanna not go because I want a relationship with his family. 

TL;DR My boyfriends ex who has made 2019 a living hell for me and lives with his family, is gonna be at his little sisters bday party tomorrow and I’m afraid seeing her will make me have a panic attack.",3.2775110746513505,5.283776098113208,4.176685808039377,85.639302707137,74.81132075471697,6.570959803117311,25.10664479081214,7.423996415210882,1.257698933552092,1066,36,203,13,23,343,143,265,0.16699999999999998,0.727,0.106,-0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,0,0,0,8,16,4,5,13,0,20,3,2,3,2,32,38,12,0,4,4,6,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,7,12,0,4,2,0,1,3,3,10,0,0,5,7,43,6,31,27,3,29,1,0,6,0,34,10,2,1,14,134,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490293670309466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586179592132342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036330202432886,0.0,0.0744722086714782,0.0,0.05903928668109445,0.0,0.16482562153783314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246068807435661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578097178634071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652088750494431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482660917324065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008496741346642,0.08123377059172718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294776323340804,0.0,0.0,0.06491698147182384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350540457578955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047316359018026256,0.19413968635595136,0.34208376355613695,0.0,0.08133019400816675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328494475905285,0.0646485930999867,0.0,0.0,0.10549880308426887,0.0,0.0,0.09760272424844632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181356551732762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162851570962862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272668533551755,0.0,0.10487986810839793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855123937210557,0.19706395702797905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562838030758038,0.10398140449434992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801807718053306,0.2315324014663848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941584991035822,0.240347695111417,0.0,0.0,0.19745418021787206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855142266686494,0.0,0.0,0.08097152037423758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825612737267512,0.0,0.0,0.07784492256607707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205801674051833,0.0,0.0,0.11294884193483308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649946501092555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712505110767203,0.07687557619448877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pierremuffin27,2020/01/04,Prescribed buspirone Hello my anxious friends. I was prescribed buspirone for GAD and I am curious about it. Does anyone have experience with this med? I know it’s not a very common one. How does it compare to alprazolam or the SSRIs? Thank you for any responses and I hope you feel better soon.,2.2176818181818163,5.125497745454549,3.396704545454547,82.95505681818183,89.72727272727272,5.65909090909091,26.875,7.1686216300943375,1.8975909090909089,236,11,40,4,8,76,44,55,0.034,0.728,0.23800000000000002,0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,7,4,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317568203873747,0.0,0.0,0.3209154864279911,0.0,0.1986266430029393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512346725058237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971788724854431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277872582182661,0.0,0.0,0.14363309372049415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194698923630013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821431832737956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611610208633706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31553502095283115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249153052875287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615312437667413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343854871399653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,going_88mph,2020/01/04,"Transformed After Medication! I recently started taking Zoloft (a month ago) and I feel FANTASTIC! Better than I ever have before. My family have said they've never seen me this calm. I feel like a new, healthier person. There has been a lot that has happened to me/I've been able to do without anxiety. 

I confessed to a long term friend that I like him and it's mutual! I got great grades at the end of the semester because I didn't break down from stress. I can make decisions easier now. My agoraphobia has gone away and now I am actually having the college experience! I can actually spend money on stuff instead of getting anxious about spending money. I can stand up for myself and to my parents. And, lastly I am now able to use Reddit consistently because I'm not socially anxious to talk to people!

I have my bad days and honestly those days remind me why I take Zoloft in the first place, because it would be so much worse without it. This has kind of made me sad that it took so long for me to try medication but now it just makes me treasure every moment I spend not anxious thanks to Zoloft :)",3.45975651746188,5.613734808411214,4.9035661583866235,79.96738071815055,74.74766355140187,7.869749139203148,26.683718642400393,8.6894789155246,2.175676635514018,875,33,161,18,19,292,131,214,0.079,0.7929999999999999,0.128,0.866,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,11,13,0,1,8,0,19,5,0,4,2,24,37,9,0,1,6,1,2,2,1,1,5,1,0,1,12,6,0,0,4,0,5,2,6,3,0,1,9,4,27,10,26,26,3,32,1,1,1,0,8,7,0,1,23,115,39,2,0.2285689743569145,0.0,0.22305034750140865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130630235232646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742731988112258,0.3873268221770782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737403771942852,0.0,0.09542277312779326,0.2090002879011843,0.0,0.09724768113865072,0.0,0.0,0.10107534167900477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740807942074774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122213420717337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337686156328432,0.09628960949736484,0.0,0.0,0.1117921579342865,0.10773724345295886,0.0,0.11557134116410572,0.08164486047541014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972103264117384,0.0,0.0,0.0882959112991482,0.0,0.059708927632485476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140374448320203,0.12599905057393124,0.0,0.0,0.10106139458159476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900970682565455,0.0,0.09315711039775526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166725540593836,0.0,0.0,0.2022763496597077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097160584147188,0.0,0.10813874505155348,0.15257156525041385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302591949888973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912207873282374,0.0,0.08401224781779652,0.0,0.08814324192717915,0.11037666986866934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689939835446046,0.0,0.0,0.07923047365063006,0.09978880604606333,0.11940296488832602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284214370546287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871071819094276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649864249359912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089114824393939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091249393594634,0.0,0.13082839549533304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185542295656514,0.09185754177461043,0.0,0.10521780118882956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269742703268912,0.07759166496341043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870510326133973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312397386369783,0.0,0.0,0.22033233477719472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164656560317372,0.08118442070945138,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MimiChan00,2020/01/04,"I (24F) suffer from anxiety and panic attacks. Does anyone notice they feel weird after an attack? So lately I have been feeling more anxious than usual, and have been experiencing panic attacks more frequently. I will be sitting in the living room, out of no where I feel like there's too much oxygen, my heart starts racing, and I feel the need to rush out of the house. This has happened to me a handful of times the past couple of weeks. 

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The weird thing is that I have noticed, after a panic attack, when I stand up, my heart starts RACING. My heart is pounding, racing, and it hurts. After a minute or two, my heart rate will slow down. On day's when I don't have anxiety/panic attacks, sleep and eat well, I don't really experience this sensation. Is it possible that panic attacks make the autonomic system more sensitive to changes in position? The doctor has mentioned I could have POTS but we are waiting for an echocardiogram.

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TL/DR: After a panic attack, my heart races from changing postures and from sitting to standing up. Chest pain, pounding heart, racing heart. Can Panic attacks cause a sensitive autonomic system?",5.335899159663863,7.507383895238099,5.691456582633054,76.25962184873951,69.57142857142857,7.6078431372549025,29.01960784313726,8.313332769828598,2.3686498599439787,918,35,146,14,17,293,117,210,0.243,0.737,0.02,-0.992,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,1,0,7,21,8,6,14,0,20,13,10,2,0,20,30,11,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,9,1,1,4,0,0,1,3,19,1,1,2,6,18,2,25,24,4,33,0,2,0,0,3,10,0,1,17,105,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344734651957434,0.15080760689785205,0.0,0.0,0.04747202236819866,0.07010465985230226,0.0,0.04339040599229613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647735629714277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374773624544051,0.13129224779441265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049545990380037895,0.06866284674064282,0.0,0.04002044013833432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351607883245525,0.05430488277349623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349791383983906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060701847308847236,0.0,0.0,0.12550780008640705,0.04433221386641188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487516706061946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147495875266919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716033151425679,0.06643132498746303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700009157751772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0303170133411048,0.0,0.054795837204822166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041422296646901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561767778117868,0.046013109821735884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130040650130718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603105824987897,0.4368501107112769,0.0,0.0,0.059238665444574234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995786130823586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975412017187615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062099968719090314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784591370402325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122668641456925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036184858882486265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606188677388625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834498419636081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977690081162177,0.0,0.05579503527768807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080760689785205,0.0
anxiety,officallyoverit,2020/01/04,Nothing Does anyone else just lay in bed and do nothing? Literally...like lay there and just stare at the ceiling no thoughts nothing just the sound of your heart beating and the clock ticking,5.261904761904759,7.702483571428572,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,70.42857142857143,5.80952380952381,34.52380952380953,6.42735559955562,2.070523809523809,155,8,27,1,3,45,26,35,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915634393265242,0.2807106044955545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397495455138551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886348874785475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32465110044316603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7886334710289713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174984495002933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jakehh_PR,2020/01/04,"Talking to new people. How do I do it? Every time I talk to someone who I just met we say nothing more than two sentences before everything turns silent. I can’t talk to anyone new, my anxiety kicks in, I have no idea what to say to them and I’m horrible with conversation. It’s even worse with girls. I don’t talk to any girls because of this and probably would never try to. But yea no matter who I talk to that’s new it’s always a bad and awkward conversation. I need to learn how to talk to people. It’s going to hurt me one day when I go to nursing school and go for a job interview if that’s even how it works. How do I fix this issue? Is it practice? Is it taking a pill before socializing? Plz I’m so confused it always seems like it comes so easily for people to talk to other people.",0.046420118343192485,2.234001733727812,2.7173343195266284,90.63103106508876,87.87573964497042,5.5101775147929,18.509171597633134,6.961326702584282,0.26085775147929,619,17,135,9,20,215,94,169,0.14800000000000002,0.795,0.057,-0.9457,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,10,5,0,2,3,1,9,1,0,4,1,23,20,13,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,17,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,4,0,2,1,2,14,1,22,18,1,12,0,1,0,0,20,1,0,3,8,87,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821438448815392,0.0,0.0,0.07443036989951653,0.0,0.08372964417118818,0.0,0.0,0.07653061894013859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138693546458923,0.06672025693813119,0.0,0.1862693206033081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428226481832352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058678028012186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458258345609226,0.0,0.09221710961241353,0.0,0.09836741765477547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661041800503989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716945951615887,0.12355675144007268,0.0,0.11423831052840695,0.10861313651123004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347218451523896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115646059276874,0.08441528680843399,0.31712510364508706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502109704396018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416676710325333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035179106623565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800658951101793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740795083530757,0.0,0.1107701610521136,0.0,0.0996399949210441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157141607084424,0.09273739820484138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229346062882811,0.6158074510782546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382170397368299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430998121491296,0.1190511570496946,0.10691763216802408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968156375150978,0.0,0.11153982474769812,0.07775078393675132,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2julhart2,2020/01/04,"Racing thoughts So I am at work on break and EXTREMELY anxious. The worst part of my anxiety is the constant racing thoughts. I call it “my brain is going zoom zoom zoom.” It overthinks literally EVERYTHING related to my romantic relationship (domestic abuse survivor here but with a new, loving partner). Anyone have tips for how to calm your thoughts? It just never seems to stop once it starts.",4.274571428571427,7.445117814285716,4.51107142857143,78.30517857142857,78.0,8.071428571428571,31.607142857142854,8.841846274778883,3.3815714285714304,317,16,51,8,8,99,55,70,0.111,0.7140000000000001,0.175,0.7397,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,1,1,11,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,8,8,2,9,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,5,34,10,1,0.0,0.2504858087683815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172776710395567,0.2388326752451644,0.0,0.14782250944440709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23600303351713264,0.2158728409561576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284586754462884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900013187750217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201489489217887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080542005532347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305211828030033,0.2041807112754095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514432678367605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289359975726961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269747950323548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924593619421477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963680462532558,0.0,0.0,0.17674789381595007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035068286271257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539087083486921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,510jeffrey,2020/01/04,"Physical anxiety and nothing really serious For context: I have been getting physical anxiety due to the amount of deadlines for college admissions. I do not have anxiety thoughts, but I have been having a lot of physical anxiety where I my heart is beating really fast and I just lay in my bed until its over. It last about thirty minutes. I also have been cleaning my room a lot to reduce my anxiety.  


Question: What can I do to reduce my anxiety",5.587500000000002,7.075185607142861,7.429523809523811,66.73214285714286,67.92857142857143,11.790476190476193,39.0,11.538034831475384,5.522942857142856,357,21,56,13,6,125,52,84,0.172,0.813,0.015,-0.8744,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,12,1,1,0,0,9,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,12,0,11,10,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,4,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427404896969402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8192782287340497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325503083945948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115146229556893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454953144784184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034960978296421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126849002639888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995259271872176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286938954393031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417032083880311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grootette,2020/01/04,Clutter and Anxiety Does anyone else find that when their environment is cluttered their anxiety is greatly heightened? I live with borderline hoarders and I feel like it is really affecting me negatively. I live with my fiance and his family. I do the majority of the cleaning (because if I didnt it wouldn't get done) but I'm not allowed to touch or move anything of theirs. I'm not sure what to do short of moving out into my own place. But I know my fiance wouldn't come with me. This is causing a but of depression as well.,4.1364423076923105,5.725340528846152,5.591538461538463,78.12846153846156,71.59615384615384,9.046153846153846,30.30769230769231,9.516144504307137,2.920042307692308,421,18,79,10,8,142,70,104,0.10099999999999999,0.855,0.044000000000000004,-0.6997,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,1,25,16,10,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,1,1,0,2,2,15,4,12,12,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039758762831333,0.0,0.0,0.13892010520942993,0.2035688378065449,0.16349486324708445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111211488692288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409678184739544,0.0,0.17114329309409765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112085854851075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738642415472969,0.20331632196743588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596976984348258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729570477210614,0.0,0.10045744211118586,0.1419354272827578,0.0,0.0,0.18158786796808185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380092643632527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190429253757985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918809782431407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970639150905787,0.0,0.35087219376948103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223260209360706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075759667120375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272780567613469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725143205852324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786351612454712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrolympia2026,2020/01/04,"Fear of schizophrenia Gonna try to keep this short and to the point.
Back in June last year, I went to the beach with some friends. During this week I had hadn’t smoked weed for a good year until this week. We would smoke and drink a fuck ton all day and I legit could not sleep for more than 20 minutes a night. I was up for over 4 straight days with no sleep. I was in and out of a trance constantly. One day there we were walking on the boardwalk, it felt like everyone on the boardwalk was staring at me, and had bad intentions at me. I rushed back to my hotel room with my friend and noises that normally were small sounded intensely loud. I was staring at a vent which appeared to be swaying left to right and I thought if I touched it going one way I’d get manic powers and the other side I’d die. My friend called my dad to pick me up and he took me home and gave me seroquel which made me sleep for an entire day. A couple days later I went to a doctor who diagnosed me with brief psychotic disorder. After a couple days my symptoms subsided and I felt 100% normal. A few months later months September-November I’ve taken a great deal of lsd, (5 times, high doses). Each experience with it was fine and felt normal afterwards. A couple weeks later, I smoked a good amount of weed with a friend and brought many effects from the lsd experiences back, such as visuals and feeling. Since the lsd trips I feel like my mind has expanded, and like the reality we expirience could be pulled away at any moment. As of right now my imagination and thoughts I get are extremely vivid and frightening. I remember random events from my past extremely vividly as if I’m in it at that moment. Also the sleep I’m getting always has dreams and I remember each of them the next day and even weeks later, which is something I never had. When I wake up I feel like I’m half awake and half sleeping. I also feel myself very withdrawn lately and lack the social skills I usually have. My internal dialogue is loud as hell and the thoughts i get are extremely bizarre and frightening. I currently don’t hear voices except for the voice that’s always been in my head. Also at times things look very bizarre and not like they used to, for example if I look outside it might look like a photograph, or maybe more 2 dimensional. Any input on this would be appreciated",4.95912422490072,5.83918990928726,5.424471539051068,82.77354002647532,68.91360691144709,8.911558559186233,28.542395318051966,9.11188708381993,2.187742060893193,1860,63,371,34,31,596,235,463,0.081,0.815,0.10400000000000001,0.7774,2,0,5,0,0,0,39.0,3,0,2,3,11,18,2,1,28,0,28,13,7,5,2,77,62,37,1,11,7,1,8,6,4,4,4,6,2,0,18,36,1,1,14,4,0,11,6,4,0,4,25,21,47,14,56,28,10,83,1,0,7,1,17,29,2,8,48,233,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163959385883285,0.11373215389345097,0.0,0.0,0.092949902196956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420962437796715,0.15765249980445953,0.057062773737258266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978489449498056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385349862385028,0.0,0.10913116358063768,0.2268576014554061,0.0,0.3085248691229853,0.07045767320251793,0.0,0.06936576238466677,0.07092827876088798,0.0,0.07832593301338675,0.06995100446975919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694921042880463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045139292636090664,0.0,0.0,0.06530377654846105,0.0,0.1337033164035348,0.0,0.07690382889212301,0.1382232160142076,0.09764717681970997,0.19685731378738675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112036547770716,0.06318114239627579,0.142823643283721,0.0,0.038840373282031736,0.11464417157119144,0.0,0.07534737336108135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013868043076353,0.0,0.07702647975589419,0.0,0.0,0.07220714911583774,0.06855266840661699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607455718778282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557079084834896,0.07709283164650567,0.0,0.07425385893977683,0.0,0.0,0.2003308996445548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217037904073568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466691900521332,0.0,0.06928813219198222,0.06865879503825913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250013618273414,0.06900600849014793,0.0,0.1090999763856086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270961748117617,0.0,0.07268256668918169,0.06413440300588723,0.2008821543935391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262071057578594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524023880987112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460534618836042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483648546954198,0.1167275086025526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056533266469474625,0.0,0.3419571287531474,0.06966613376879252,0.0,0.05261306431975591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710335783633509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540343451090551,0.0,0.0,0.16276790891162798,0.07970162113134202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593055431760974,0.04639977938782662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902560562321393,0.07526913472754204,0.11277873009749174,0.0,0.054246754045002565,0.21927954465509736,0.0,0.0,0.12670756702086255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709649128997057,0.0,0.0,0.08802010469792264
anxiety,Cigmund,2020/01/04,"Is social media bad for us? Do you think social media is bad for us? 

I used to use Myspace and Facebook when I was younger but started to get burned out of it for unknown reasons. I personally never been bullied on any of these sites, which is a huge problem in of itself, but I never felt the need to post a picture or status. 

We all compare ourselves to others and with Facebook and Instagram, I do this constantly whether someone is doing better or worse. I know I shouldn't do that but I feel like comparing ourselves to people is something we are born with. For example, we look up to our role models and struve to put ourselves in their shoes one day just as much as we look down on others and feel thankful that we aren't in that position in life. 

The thing is, Facebook profiles dont tell the entire story of what's going on in a persons life, we sort of create where they're at just judging off their posts. 

I believe moderate use is nice and it's nice for families that are distanced from each other to see what their relatives are up to. However, I think a lot people overuse these apps and depend on it for everything. Can't watch a tv show with my buddies without them scrolling on their phones. And this is only the start of it considering the fact the internet is still in its young phase.

What do yall think?",6.140849176172375,5.98639885171103,6.3681520912547525,80.63486438529786,66.18631178707224,8.990519645120406,33.122686945500625,8.447377352677275,2.498550519645121,1050,41,204,13,15,337,148,263,0.045,0.845,0.11,0.9612,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,9,2,5,1,5,8,0,0,11,0,23,3,1,5,4,49,42,17,0,3,9,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,22,19,0,0,8,2,0,2,7,3,0,1,3,7,27,5,45,38,4,34,0,0,4,0,23,20,0,5,11,154,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848854244693737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084476758167316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406352684358377,0.0,0.11039775603227532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489170899717512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050193508501535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629421859108546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218485159827238,0.0,0.11767410053465295,0.0,0.12623075533770914,0.08917515625797524,0.11985177854435125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652160211998486,0.0,0.07094104446948322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860067194920208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633547724228069,0.060983293325137876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964347977412467,0.0,0.0,0.1061219312886347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176089325294558,0.09255631290224074,0.19254579715542666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458479402400143,0.09493519842060642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730761698176038,0.21798512043840396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390960960759809,0.0,0.0,0.11944086968862422,0.0,0.12548381482340798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834110734985238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946953263753124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544871676604212,0.10576399689308044,0.0960965464590494,0.0,0.0,0.17670385478123016,0.0,0.09968557539437932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910273701543867,0.11492228423809205,0.0,0.0,0.08292832417744796,0.2399488665191812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002987209677854,0.32342671500212405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032704978630285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720755495008507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pastelveil,2020/01/04,"Does anyone ever turn down friends? Often I find myself turning down invitations from friends to hang out or when they want to come over. It's not that I don't like them, they're my friends! (and I don't turn them down every time, but I do it 50/50 I think). I come up with excuses like I'm busy or I'm not at home at the moment. I just don't have a lot of energy for social gatherings, so I'm very selective with when I want to see people.   


I feel bad about lying, but I'm not sure if it's a white lie or that I'm a bad friend for lying. Because I also feel like I could hurt their feelings more if I say ""I don't have any energy to see you"". It could be mistaken as in ""I don't wanna make time for you"" or ""I don't even like you"", even though I don't mean it like that. Or am I overthinking?",0.5649625468164778,1.756838455056183,2.9593483146067388,94.98134456928841,80.17977528089888,6.544419475655433,18.608239700374533,7.3011,0.005679700374532359,607,12,155,8,15,210,91,178,0.161,0.684,0.156,-0.8737,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,4,0,11,13,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,1,2,35,34,16,0,7,13,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,10,3,0,0,0,7,26,10,23,31,2,18,0,1,3,0,15,9,0,9,11,100,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409777724233077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852080801720276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101865590327683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737485331492215,0.07935109100293636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242617435511119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078620536801801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391360200469695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195356048917165,0.11774720741128193,0.10967476134973267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745524974927925,0.09299425592039484,0.0,0.0,0.11897402212501773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022794588301352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057222128605608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935084892513322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179751078843325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066680958172426,0.0,0.0,0.08689021637403277,0.0,0.0,0.14179448287476318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902442468571538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351727903176626,0.0,0.0,0.20745901801656516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132693038010534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226847160548626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340838127733509,0.12789243943175205,0.0,0.15180762402261916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247663137365514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740478558256017,0.15355656830602624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HolyToledo-,2020/01/04,"Should I start medication? Does anyone have experience with Lexapro? (Sorry for the rant)

Tl;dr - anxiety and depression are affecting my grades. Doctor prescribed me Lexapro. How bad were the initial side effects and how long did they last? Did you experience apathy? And did you feel a lack of motivation?

My doctor recently diagnosed me with GAD and depression. This has really been affecting my grades for a number of reasons.

Firstly, I’ve been sleeping a lot because 1. I’m anemic and 2. I’m depressed and I don’t like being awake. I always miss morning classes and leave assignments to the last minute. My homework always start piling up and I get too overwhelmed to do anything.

Secondly, It’s extremely hard to study for upcoming tests. I always convince myself that I don’t have enough time to study. Then I get extremely stressed and can’t study at all because I keep crying all the time.

Realistically, I need to work on time management skills so I don’t get overwhelmed. But I also think it would be helpful if I could try to study, rather than just crying and giving up. Nevertheless, it’s extremely hard to calm myself down in that scenario. I experience a lot of physical symptoms of like sweating, shortness of breath and sometimes vomiting. Occasionally, it gets to the point when I start cutting myself as a way to calm my anxiety and punish myself for not planning my time wisely.

Lastly, I’ve also been dealing with social anxiety. It’s hard being comfortable around other people and making friends. I feel like my mind is always clouded by useless worries, I can never think clearly and I’m always on edge.

Not completely sure how to explain this, but It’s hard to focus on school when I feel like there are other aspect of my life that I need to improve at the same time (like my social skills). So this has in turn been contributing to my depression.

So yeah, basically my doctor prescribed me 10mg of Lexapro, which I was supposed to start taking it over winter break. But was afraid of side effects. I wanted to ask you guys how bad the initial side effects are and how long they last? I’m afraid I won’t be able to handle them and will fall behind in school when school starts on Monday.

As well, I heard that apathy is one of the side effects. It would be nice to be more apathetic sometimes but I don’t want it to cause me to be and overall less motivated person.

I know that some of these problems are really common for university students. But I also feel like I’m not functional at times and that might be a sign I should try medication. My mom is very against it. She believes lexapro will permanently damage my brain chemistry and prefers I try naturopathy.

Anyways, just want some input. Thanks for your help <3",4.270672475046524,6.66078756614786,4.9985653865674164,79.12733040094741,73.14396887159532,7.7380477076636796,28.68364066993741,8.587818076936951,2.4279086110641166,2195,90,380,42,46,707,239,514,0.126,0.763,0.111,-0.6345,0,0,0,0,0,1,60.0,0,4,3,11,22,33,2,5,14,1,45,13,4,16,5,86,81,42,0,15,12,1,8,6,1,8,9,1,1,2,23,23,0,1,16,0,0,1,10,17,1,3,11,9,56,16,59,53,11,51,0,9,0,0,21,21,0,6,33,262,79,17,0.06710294912675951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098661251912544,0.27917514589320475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540007172393673,0.0,0.0,0.04691994225071044,0.0,0.05522000958951392,0.05973585137418382,0.06273219920123459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205631925757334,0.0818106699212332,0.0,0.0,0.07560204486317336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749090835031505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893321311122652,0.0,0.0,0.07035616547237439,0.0,0.0,0.05357624466105197,0.0,0.14741887740799964,0.0,0.06918019406908056,0.23118268702385364,0.06810808085767844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604813547996031,0.058722242979621614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933528419691554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969186808771667,0.0,0.0,0.13571706918606558,0.14381508079188066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057077734247664186,0.0,0.0,0.051843572039272055,0.0,0.14023408538657012,0.06437126328936454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066442469546125,0.0,0.0,0.240444248220546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995538466041203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059644184378136074,0.0,0.0,0.036878025946340716,0.2187914385984954,0.0,0.0710523342242628,0.0,0.0,0.04739679743819796,0.1966986686547084,0.0,0.0,0.11876799674103605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409705544680387,0.0,0.0,0.044791739605051416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519832331383225,0.0,0.07118562483237208,0.0677548497174961,0.07859016300833606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951197303822226,0.05175393113215177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547069496626543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652073587524898,0.05859170689608069,0.0,0.0,0.06343397651472807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642084598630789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597573495963161,0.06899300768270399,0.06625606690257345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037353009152726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715141007410641,0.1368060123221713,0.0,0.0,0.13273306500866294,0.07511625774804599,0.2374790638445205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686620150750373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324373542118766,0.0697456574030356,0.050453066678265344,0.0,0.0,0.06177937999037918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599372060419333,0.0,0.0,0.23476961558061485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667549311141558,0.07298873955300347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055366960618918916,0.1187371739172755,0.053263197631636304,0.0,0.0,0.060333610005176674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885174615654783,0.06814630209288818,0.0,0.09533601956396856,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clitflix,2020/01/04,"Something is wrong with me I don't know why but a few days ago, a single thought that came out of blue just ruined everything for me and I can't stop thinking about it ever since, I'm having these sort of episodes where I think about it, and I just freeze for half an hour thinking and thinking about that one thought, then I manage to distract myself until I think about it again and overthink and this has repeating itself throughout these days. I have to constantly be on my phone to take my mind off it. I've tried talking to people but its useless and I have no idea what to do.",5.479334140435839,5.514959161016956,5.184285714285718,87.91822033898308,67.55932203389831,7.759806295399518,29.56900726392252,6.868970318607317,1.3961414043583535,463,15,97,3,7,142,77,118,0.133,0.835,0.031,-0.9164,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,26,20,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,1,9,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,3,2,13,0,18,16,2,16,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,1,11,74,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320657210503864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105781673105777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989625820235136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374774992692747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654228630360535,0.0,0.0,0.16547041996765274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181315891751768,0.0,0.0,0.2078430850180518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118462373285746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859033611158197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476088518750117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276419503083459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230158186923806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417404905696273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392813274498288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843134053425676,0.14798442117540458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898663255040072,0.0,0.2923330109028149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500179523441102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613487892994064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130052090058034,0.0,0.0
anxiety,klop201,2020/01/04,"Question for those on Zoloft Hi everyone! This is my first post in this sub bit I’ve been stalking it for a while and some of the posts have been very helpful to me.

I have been on Zoloft for about 3 months. I currently take 100mg daily (50mg am and 50mg pm).

It has definitely helped with the anxiety and depressionbut I have been so hungry lately. I’ve gained ~15 lbs since starting it. 

I’m trying to determine if it in fact is the Zoloft causing the increase in hunger or if it could be something else.

Any help or answers would be much appreciated!",2.5474107142857108,4.499393205357143,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,76.76785714285714,6.98,24.59285714285714,7.908726449838941,1.2288007142857142,437,15,93,7,10,142,76,112,0.032,0.816,0.152,0.9271,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,15,4,0,1,1,15,18,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,0,13,10,4,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,6,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460711413689925,0.0,0.1643211595887086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345056069722045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206584303436621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150005805677995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794375617619719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052502896867328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827084895395814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43192707297929867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423033837326933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714510472556245,0.0,0.15790247258917828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114374154221214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24062478957175976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776845066714656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653632800994737,0.0,0.0,0.15203631196724246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150261966298854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583487608384482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723222336027014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258752263770445,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Miss_Cathy_Linton,2020/01/04,"twitching with anti depressants? I have been on prozac and Wellbutrin, low doses, for almost 2 years. in the beginning, I was experiencing annoying muscle twitches and wanted to come off of it but my dr. told me to push through. they eventually either went away or died down, I cant recall. for the past month or so they have come back with a vengeance and its giving me extreme anxiety. I am on 150 mg Wellbutrin and 20mg of prozac a day. My dr. messaged me saying ""take vitamin B because if I stop the meds she's worried I will relapse."" my depression and anxiety destroyed me for a solid 2 years straight, and before that, on and off since I was a kid. I finally stuck to my meds this time and cannot believe how my life has improved. I feel happy again. but I cant take these fucking twitches. they are freaking me out. they only happen at rest. it will be my legs or a hand or sometimes my torso. just small twitches and spasms but they are giving me anxiety. I made an appt with her to see her and I want to get off the fucking meds. I drink alcohol at most 1x a week, maximum 3 drinks. and thats not every week. maybe like 2x a month. I noticed the spasms got worse last month when I started intermittent fasting and lost 10lbs. im worried about having seizures. anyone have experience with this?",2.4217120622568094,4.680308338521403,3.708694163424124,86.7829011673152,78.45525291828794,6.446630350194553,26.23330739299611,7.554174236665415,1.4848665836575878,1021,41,201,15,25,333,153,257,0.17800000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.113,-0.9419,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,5,1,8,11,4,0,13,0,17,18,2,2,0,38,39,23,1,3,11,0,2,1,0,2,12,1,0,1,8,19,3,1,1,2,0,4,4,9,0,0,9,5,36,2,28,27,3,38,0,4,1,2,14,15,2,7,20,132,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901058568095935,0.11151152791127457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555716007350897,0.0,0.0,0.07786590194105059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462692414932992,0.08562940679992212,0.0,0.06788437172172719,0.0,0.09475964557446083,0.12546523140210447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918545462925391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181835698892754,0.0,0.1918293967848544,0.0,0.115574693262096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818193235827915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938260857394067,0.0,0.0,0.10893200886459836,0.0,0.0,0.056307251746505235,0.0,0.0,0.12199006451791215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590211069452902,0.058181303182114674,0.2136544179158837,0.0,0.0,0.0890652232525508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847578697695543,0.11854540075651407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028852846767525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077373013600563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786572660708396,0.054405150953948635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156322034480765,0.0,0.0,0.10537206680889667,0.0,0.0,0.11187666351023368,0.0,0.3710894766536971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26666084090754216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678475051391355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469473390652571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063062676907169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855839737797855,0.0,0.0,0.08873995882135925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211861679797044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013845423203976,0.0,0.07882158677673963,0.0,0.0,0.0931024254688074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745858388330012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493524568529459,0.0,0.0,0.10640979980479584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136670247940685,0.0,0.17865346907402999,0.0,0.0,0.10323236689410484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261841350126425,0.11348593774107142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434251158928395
anxiety,lainkognito3320,2020/01/04,"Am I lazy or just borderlines anxious? Hey guys!

So, here's the thing: I was diagnosed with scleroderma almost 2 years ago. From that moment on, the shit hit the fan regarding my mental health.

I have tried several psychologist, psychiatrists, numerous pills that just made me worse, and none of it is working.

It is bad to the point that I don't have the strength to make myself food. Like, I would rather be hungy (and being hungry is one of my biggest fears) than make some food. And that's the state with anything I do.

Does it really get better over time? Does the heart-racing, migraine having, insomnia growing and gut-twiching feeling goes away at some point?

How do you people cope with this shit?

I find it as an achievement if I get out of bed, and I am super critical about that.

Thx people!",3.817948717948717,5.857964882352946,4.347712418300656,84.85393665158374,73.37908496732025,7.5835093011563615,24.841126194067375,8.384062270229773,1.5933382604323785,629,20,121,11,13,199,106,153,0.096,0.74,0.163,0.9021,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,5,7,8,2,1,8,0,15,9,2,4,0,24,22,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,11,9,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,1,14,4,17,16,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,5,5,82,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359265753400337,0.0,0.15354776671406414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323044816687858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261856778546769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406789003979822,0.0,0.1280324171303847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561668649172035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563677757925126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268377571485888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255002613395762,0.07753326420530834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014989678977938,0.0,0.3708384478339404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602275448191457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518306157557897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299315038598808,0.0,0.18170852781058305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491413294387947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509392737784715,0.20471115692913247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545305600806543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390708928690637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261316810171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899115514477795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823347076161433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323044816687858,0.3148024214659454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018722204640532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941373275720269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410773119255456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116332783889844,0.0,0.156266465180691,0.10892827022372137,0.0,0.0,0.0987458725055488
anxiety,PestoNitro,2020/01/04,"Just needed to talk.  (English is not my first language so I apologise in advance)  
Hi, I don't have a story to tell, but I just really needed to talk to somebody.  
I've always been quite stressed, my mom even send me to a lot of psychologist and psychiatrist, when I had 8 years until I had like 14 (cause she died). For a lot of reasons I wasn't shy, but had a horrible lack of confidence in myself. In 7th grade, I was the ""Little red dwarf"", so yeah, didn't really had a lot of friends.  
Years passed and I finally managed to get better, I still had trouble to talk to people and school was still stressing me out but it was okay. 

Last year, my art school didn't want me anymore. Not cause I was bad, I had confirmation from other art schools, but because the headmaster didn't like me (for whatever reason, I'm really shy and usually really polite (sometimes too much)). But the fact that I couldn't be with my friends and doing something that I really liked was really hurtful for me. I needed a lot of time to recover confidence once again. Now I'll finally go to attend new art school, but... Just looking at the school's websites, making me go into a panic attack. I'm so afraid to fail again, but I also really enjoy drawing and I know this is what I want to do. And I know I can't continue being stressed, locking myself in my room and not sleeping. I also know I need to work on myself, but I'm at a point I'm so stressed about everything I don't do anything anymore, or I'm going into a panic attack while doing them.

I hope this post is okay, I just really needed to talk about that. Hope you'll all have good days!",2.6716235873335563,4.221538154078552,4.556065793890569,84.23293946514492,75.3141993957704,7.683159897057178,24.64596620789975,8.401726058763845,1.5869233747342508,1263,41,257,23,27,431,156,331,0.15,0.6679999999999999,0.182,0.8952,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,1,6,20,25,2,7,13,3,32,1,1,5,2,53,55,26,1,11,16,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,0,5,3,0,7,11,13,0,1,16,2,41,12,37,35,7,41,0,2,2,0,13,13,0,7,23,177,49,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753807714681558,0.061148643334992876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457624631345287,0.0,0.0,0.06047509459591655,0.0,0.0,0.16720844255721032,0.0,0.0,0.061360153299021065,0.04479814508563031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499495096279323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098666641642627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047394254297441235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626986514961685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853871858232904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604707550637401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610069732008646,0.0,0.06250961207010654,0.0,0.0,0.1135546678304295,0.0,0.038394911746516235,0.0,0.1252962887722664,0.061638994056246316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598209855720964,0.0,0.0,0.07867137639888104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116271570002375,0.05990325356867233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770887837769612,0.07365517374245018,0.0,0.0,0.061712158730857725,0.0,0.0,0.24991050427384545,0.0,0.0,0.04905440455130843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606929947256213,0.0,0.0,0.05402278969813205,0.27245540283533315,0.0,0.07097602764810378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826326915404587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724467560855545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509479430308099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947075451163642,0.0,0.07038204216447326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816448016357952,0.0,0.0,0.3766309164585525,0.15111763641781895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718733990017976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354196253620239,0.0,0.0,0.056575337663328125,0.07268239105783443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737664454993675,0.0,0.33672509961155844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362703434498969,0.06423252878574665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428519625887592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093762961527849,0.0,0.08669130239898414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053500786978384486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197330669190633
anxiety,RickRavishingX,2020/01/04,"Job security worry Hey, ive suffered with anxiety for about a décade im 27 now , well ive been at This job for 3 years its my first stable and most secure job ive hád.  I got promoted a few months ago but due to poor sales ive been moved back to where i was , now this happened after a supervisor came in the morning and i didnt have the store ready to Open to public, and its the first and ONLY time this Happened, She never seen me work , or knows how good i am, now im worrying alot that She might get me fired , cant stop thinking about it...plus i broke up with my gf of 3 years 4 months ago and my anxiety has been already Messing me up at work and in evruthing else",2.6130821917808227,3.0743320890411003,4.247835616438355,90.61189041095894,74.0,7.4838356164383555,24.189041095890413,7.554174236665415,0.8053665753424659,519,14,125,6,10,175,91,146,0.154,0.727,0.11900000000000001,-0.8059,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,9,7,0,0,7,0,14,0,0,1,1,20,22,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,2,0,3,2,3,3,1,2,8,2,17,4,18,13,3,27,0,2,1,0,5,8,0,4,17,78,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25885498235744386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611237186498075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339180110117676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227132058437024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699452442687387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197114543112375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838906113420134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628327680510777,0.0,0.0,0.1224647806621842,0.11677612407230566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25822920098748064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31542789905742513,0.0,0.4346719330172571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024230781085312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548916644241882,0.0,0.0,0.2330847612260203,0.15518364750255173,0.0,0.0,0.11261055237529305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104584251582283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206942273247676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935561817837335,0.0,0.0,0.08513857631400973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127893864003698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125914688543864,0.2965569012107879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880490332471868
anxiety,BeanieBoyOfficial,2020/01/04,"Tried getting into the wrong apartmet, extremely anxious of consequences So after my shift, i get an uber home. It pulls up to the 2nd half of my apartment building and I walk straight ahead with a completely shut off mind. I also managed to miss all the clues that a normal person would notice if it’s not their unit

1. The wreath is still on my door and there’s none here (thought someone in the house just took it down)

2. The door wouldn’t budge (you’d think that’d click with me, but I think so low of myself that I somehow thought I fucked up my front door’s top lock when I left for work) 

3. The obviously wrong unit number that I didn’t look up at until a minute later 

Now, THANK GOD nothing happened in the moment, but I’m so fucking anxious of some later consequence. No matter how irrational it is to think this, I’m not relieved until I’m 100% certain which you really can’t be. It’s even worse because I totally look like a degenerate who would do this on purpose. Help??",3.5936348408710224,4.927010206030153,4.348824120603016,87.51305192629817,72.56783919597991,7.1157118927973215,26.83450586264657,7.554174236665415,1.3489153098827469,777,27,160,9,15,249,129,199,0.16399999999999998,0.722,0.114,-0.9147,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,3,13,10,2,0,13,0,11,2,0,1,4,29,29,13,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,13,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,7,6,0,1,4,3,18,4,25,19,4,31,0,2,3,2,6,17,2,3,11,104,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080158362139568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413066558554739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208397824792564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838216744107358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977284321870453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27930265835145857,0.1578438665859542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358070489486448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125145891518084,0.0,0.15152418741468335,0.0,0.0,0.17430145222131685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641257138455632,0.0,0.0,0.0737996479890092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537025169833494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252621971154576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800544806438645,0.1449448916951397,0.17198132519145382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189862565658356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677206794046013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279915418638528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063566876363672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390745507568056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903769363531219,0.0,0.2398474604346792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678317680455419,0.10255893798704953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997252888367318,0.0,0.1539417152630072,0.2146155253397774,0.3303179382518196,0.0,0.0
anxiety,corbett21,2020/01/04,Does anyone do this? When I am anxious or worried about something I have to gain reassurance by as many people as possible! I can’t just settle with telling one person and listening/taking their advice I have to tell as many people as I am able too. Does anyone else do this? How can I stop?,2.080919540229882,4.455093413793102,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,80.3793103448276,5.935632183908046,21.73563218390805,7.1686216300943375,0.8267839080459773,230,7,44,3,6,76,41,58,0.124,0.774,0.10099999999999999,0.3252,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,8,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,9,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,33,9,0,0.20453763053705448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987180533123305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106930318500896,0.0,0.2860349340165935,0.2095729736241129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579845176754904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086494461820806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147381078280549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859999192739256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836012786498845,0.1785943696007668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305854460868152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746306079193406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710026177178051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575498089007673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077178923032346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luna2512,2020/01/04,Always feel like throat closing up? My anxiety makes me feel like my throat is always closing up. Anyone else feel that way?,2.676811594202899,5.64890943478261,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,85.08695652173913,4.8057971014492775,20.71014492753623,6.42735559955562,0.522953623188406,99,3,17,1,3,30,15,23,0.063,0.7390000000000001,0.198,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48112367534321204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211675841421987,0.0,0.0,0.20215172620692928,0.2962263230544837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415134614348773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385465725604072,0.4130790369309326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824880957062704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929824941512012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948125739377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hibah977,2020/01/04,"Airport panic attack has me drained So I'm heading back to college and everything has been good so far, except that I just had a panic attack out of nowhere. One possible triggering event could have been that I'd had a panic attack at the airport almost exactly a year ago.

I'm just feeling really drained and tired, and if it's not too much to ask I'd just like a virtual hug.",6.606818181818182,5.647066532467536,7.548668831168832,75.22871753246757,65.49350649350649,10.816883116883119,36.133116883116884,10.125756701596842,3.578015584415585,301,13,58,6,4,102,52,77,0.3,0.591,0.109,-0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,3,5,0,8,3,1,1,1,15,12,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,1,2,3,6,7,1,7,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,38,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489780512568348,0.0,0.16829120429669975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571165789491315,0.5735890917187912,0.0,0.12923036984155506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418493821782826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104453447846106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497789766271087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096359439938938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248152024563992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210728115275008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354592627488364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138840998164547,0.0,0.0,0.5915585163059089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946621564111812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766570853161417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316413899637716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822731036025583
anxiety,juoooo,2020/01/04,"I have separation anxiety. Because of my anxiety my mum just went out and I am quite anxious, just looking to talk to get my mind off of it, also does anyone with anxiety ever feel not real? Because I don’t right now.",4.101060606060607,4.899487590909093,6.4890909090909075,74.66196969696973,70.81818181818181,9.503030303030306,32.84848484848485,9.725611199111238,3.3163575757575767,170,8,32,4,3,61,34,44,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.659,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,7,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,7,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903131769409063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461640311026543,0.268850589701323,0.0,0.16640172369405673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901417998069381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082586205834962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152672776690996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033025385343968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433515691630816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984395302436192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402927889676252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25312189726030915,0.0,0.2708742754530024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032343212211324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912799697356933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220610605720604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,natalie_is_a_bumpkin,2020/01/04,"I'm terrified I am aware that history can repeat itself, but all of this talk of more war among America and Iran is terrifying. There is a good chance this might blow over since there is already conflict, but I am afraid something bad is going to happen. I am 14 years old, have never been through anything like this. I just want some peace.",6.08818181818182,6.4599634242424235,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,66.27272727272728,9.024242424242424,30.13636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.199254545454546,270,9,53,4,4,84,52,66,0.242,0.5760000000000001,0.182,-0.8042,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,11,0,0,0,2,10,15,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346442536529819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583473172033183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621282545138312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842033582109235,0.263319451684128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776176597270898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337608511286896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330425933569116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421312376094863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329429064257378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596958663425936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416877030594937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523344931200367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517098277636607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216819912073666
anxiety,gg3867,2020/01/04,"Two grandparents in the hospital, forgotten Xanax, post-cancer father, and a sleeping cousin I am so, so tired.

My hormones got thrown off by stress, so I’m getting extra fatigued. 

I found out all at once that my dad got diagnosed with, treated for, and survived oral cancer over the past few months.

His mother had a heart attack. I haven’t heard any update.

My mother’s father is in the hospital. He is an 89 year old, East Texas marine who decided to stop treatment post-stroke.

My 14 year old cousin is out like a light and I *do not* want to wake her up, because she’s barely gotten any rest since my grandfather had the stroke.

I forgot my Xanax and I have zero idea how I’m coping right now.

Fun times.",1.8748095238095248,4.296540671428573,2.968571428571426,90.40309523809526,81.57142857142857,5.7333333333333325,20.047619047619047,7.0316486544052195,0.4733904761904762,554,15,110,7,15,177,97,140,0.145,0.7829999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8883,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,1,8,0,9,10,3,1,1,16,19,8,0,1,1,7,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,8,3,15,3,13,11,4,20,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,0,11,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430985865504416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334249355155595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089582127419156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814172838501224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959791262695107,0.0,0.0,0.09338424513531683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28590932778572464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180769790105924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177564396358733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732330964475993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266852048875303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751150143513067,0.1903522102101418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706275043440802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34236692205486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264293819646615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785553128057866,0.0,0.17886903094226148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494345992123525,0.20474600549246544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422470053681553,0.205435275471658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746029563769205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542545178608426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020533141333016
anxiety,neewerhed,2020/01/04,"Does Lorazepam 0.25 work for anxiety? Hi all!
I was prescribed Tavor 1mg for treating my anxiety attacks that happen during exams and some challenging moments. Since I don't want to start with the maximum dose, I was wondering if somebody had experienced a decrease of anxiety with 0.25 mg doses.",6.612169811320754,8.702874698113206,7.166179245283022,67.2843632075472,66.16981132075472,10.58301886792453,39.66509433962264,10.686352973137794,5.162664150943397,241,14,35,7,4,79,44,53,0.183,0.787,0.031,-0.7108,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,2,6,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,21,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6812667629888848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337708961574416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597748446066778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625028776030288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555682907044654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011148000241853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508942289608184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219204300531133,0.21610984394765126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wartron77342,2020/01/04,"I honestly hate it... It’s very hard for me to meet new people, so when I finally manage to interact with someone it’s a huge deal for me. Even more so when I feel I’m making new friends. So when plans we made together change, my head automatically goes to the worst possible scenario. I.E, they think I’m weird or I did something to piss them off and they’re trying to avoid me and they longer want to hang. Am I the only one this happens to? It sucks.",0.5302804642166343,2.817571776595745,2.5554932301740827,91.96136363636364,86.55319148936171,5.971373307543519,20.24758220502901,7.348242739294969,0.5584808510638299,353,11,79,6,11,118,65,94,0.185,0.718,0.09699999999999999,-0.8357,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,3,1,7,8,3,1,3,0,2,2,2,2,0,11,12,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,2,2,13,2,11,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,2,2,1,6,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404540619778634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23433709979898315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013000632188156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493009239943305,0.0,0.0,0.2489968689996777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561200107029612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100130880692155,0.0,0.20361683191827165,0.22441243938799407,0.2332761530263739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507747224436988,0.15172502036518934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390569751625515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402487558214625,0.17287246831801809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758172511968566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25624745103290386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259119384868106,0.17498722770465194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564514712974228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432229363866298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754692944581974,0.13406787568089867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HekmatyarYure,2020/01/04,"Just found an old poem about anxiety I wrote years ago, before being diagnosed It's my last day at my dad's place before heading back to uni so as I was packing my bag I started going through my drawers, I found an old notebook from high school so I started looking through it

It was numbered ""III"" so I assume there were at least two others but I couldn't find them

It's not very good but I wanted to share it

""I was asked to think
And so I did
I was asked what I would become
I'm not sure what I told them

And they wanted answers
So I looked everywhere
To the deepest recesses of my soul, I dug
But there wasn't enough air to breathe

I started to suffocate
I tried getting back up
But it didn't get better
This feeling just won't go away

Ever since then it comes
From time to time
With or without reason
I never really left the hole I dug""

SORRY IT DOESN'T RHYME I HAD TO TRANSLATE IT FROM MY MOTHER TONGUE

But good thing for past me : anxiety IS a disorder, you will be diagnosed, you will have meds, you will get help, things get better, even though they got worse before they did",0.8555940934065944,3.208139415178572,2.3092857142857137,93.85109890109892,85.65178571428572,5.053296703296704,20.668956043956047,6.490185161304077,0.2640190934065933,855,27,181,9,26,276,130,224,0.132,0.831,0.037000000000000005,-0.9642,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,5,2,15,6,0,0,5,0,21,4,2,1,3,31,45,16,0,4,11,2,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,15,4,0,0,8,0,0,3,9,0,0,1,15,3,35,6,23,22,2,28,1,0,2,0,16,8,0,2,17,128,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801132208543807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691675050607263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067311727389642,0.0,0.1038817047919942,0.17003899963659708,0.0,0.0,0.12211299803898712,0.2822541217127957,0.0,0.0,0.1955757467831248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524401822478296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130682106951344,0.0,0.0,0.2244471516699348,0.0,0.0,0.1267198107710182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142456728500571,0.0,0.07302871987755839,0.1000145365055674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590619576305702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105659353324632,0.0,0.0,0.2424628775408959,0.0,0.0,0.23106759605975316,0.0,0.12567599422616715,0.18547736577895071,0.0884308442055428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134740432698864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411099244813986,0.11682052061492593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012718201863604,0.0,0.0,0.12013179533090555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569752497075412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281544729390087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527638926287445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204375771972705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554908698285086,0.0,0.0,0.1155193919616712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083230279510594,0.11368169433435915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111900103994524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146248954423546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237711434777042,0.2347805082301159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420845880178856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469121249686978,0.07084712051806183,0.10863190162680203,0.0,0.12894547130617506,0.0,0.0,0.10565188167550467,0.0,0.0750680015881517,0.0,0.1080082762795791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122967826318364,0.13043102544987578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658302064258628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267761886638733,0.07854390320950272,0.0,0.0,0.07120177559493385
anxiety,zozo64,2020/01/04,"A Tough few days So I’ve been having a really hard time with my anxiety lately. I just started a new medication and I’m still waiting for the effects to kick in. Before, I took a medication for about 7 years but my doctor and I decided to change it. As of now I’m still waiting for my new meds to start working. It’s been scary to be honest. I’ve been having a hard time sleeping and I’ve been having a hard time eating as well. I had a anxiety attack before going to bed the other night and it took a while for me to calm down. I’m a lot better now then I was when it first started but it’s still tough to manage. I’m hopeful that things will get better but for now I’m just gonna have to deal with it.",0.8186175115207384,2.3907839354838707,3.3446313364055307,90.80266129032259,80.61290322580646,5.976958525345622,19.45852534562212,6.868970318607317,0.1547880184331798,550,13,126,6,14,192,79,155,0.13,0.7290000000000001,0.142,0.7859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,12,9,1,0,11,0,12,5,1,1,0,17,28,13,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,9,6,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,8,3,9,6,21,17,2,27,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,22,85,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015350299298468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498536022362532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417265398888175,0.0,0.0,0.2329960707722219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934516462968968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495025278813391,0.13580033326007812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482377840616847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347852200917345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204327245487283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881968092956657,0.0,0.07486105339421358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539930338249743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083037552557045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858895779124925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198594021142436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463142394713377,0.2653935509907456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544372342167865,0.0,0.12361284308384447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438494295158673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181784164759305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279702042872334,0.0,0.3155817864554438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875107175340663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304257198480251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269756187706103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843453832039055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958957039318422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482510852443034
anxiety,stevieweevie94,2020/01/04,"Having anxiety :/ It’s been so hard lately. Feeling sick to my stomach, light headed, kind of feeling suicidal .",3.303508771929824,6.451048473684215,4.890526315789477,71.280350877193,90.57894736842104,6.743859649122808,32.64912280701754,7.793537801064563,3.740775438596492,87,5,11,2,3,29,18,19,0.479,0.418,0.10300000000000001,-0.8956,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28879204859084306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381758063938775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381723877342407,0.0,0.3874313971354348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393115756986592,0.0,0.0,0.42584467358801453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129317105306949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,panacejade,2020/01/04,"Why can't I move? Every time I'm even just a little anxious my whole body becomes so heavy, like it's so painful to move. It's like I've become extremely rusty and I don't understand. Does anyone know why?",-0.3149242424242402,1.9467422045454548,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,92.86363636363636,4.751515151515153,18.696969696969692,6.42735559955562,0.029087878787879,163,5,36,2,6,54,34,44,0.11699999999999999,0.741,0.141,0.2539,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324047901900229,0.0,0.14384405005523074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544026582921064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285082940632777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002676161410272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358759713418767,0.0,0.17332778324205586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305820842273548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010085817282857,0.20618525929223028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372951287617576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189003451542221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995685528404472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416154109915475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712601989396501,0.2296787823538403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlumBunnyPeaches,2020/01/04,"Is it normal to have a panic attack like this? I know people have panic attacks, it happens.  But my panic attack feels so weird and scary, and I didn't know if it was normal to feel like that during a panic attack, so I googled it. And I saw no details explanations.  I just saw ""feels hopeless, heart racing"" etc. The thing is, during a panic attack, it's like I'm someone else. I are afraid of absurd things that have nothing to do with why I'm even panicking in the first place. For example, during a panic attack recently, I started to feel a bit hot. Then, I started to clench my fists, because they felt small. Then as i clenched harder, i started breathing heavily. Then I saw Santa (idek I'm just telling you the truth man) and my friends went after him, but they left me behind. I called after them but they kept going. I started to feel hopeless and scared. I was so scared. But then when I calmed down a little, I realized I was having a panic attack, and sat down with a soda taking, deep breaths and deep gulps. But all my panic attacks are like this. Like mania or something.  Is this normal? I've never heard of this, only hyperventilation and panic. Is this even a panic attack? Or is it something else??",2.4453836317135544,4.686388247899163,3.86497990500548,85.78321702594081,78.28571428571429,5.315601023017903,22.112531969309455,6.280692351149826,0.5320052612349295,945,28,176,7,23,311,116,238,0.28800000000000003,0.639,0.073,-0.995,0,0,2,0,0,2,42.0,0,1,4,1,8,33,9,13,12,0,16,5,3,0,3,36,41,25,0,4,10,0,7,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,15,10,2,1,9,0,0,2,3,25,0,1,12,11,28,8,18,29,3,25,0,2,3,0,11,9,0,3,19,122,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862184233555034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034901876669912145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250720142323987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846335462757115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565775386581736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638540207562069,0.07563225514975293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474824663135435,0.040902702283246016,0.05497340090703465,0.0,0.0,0.04870073899230985,0.0,0.0,0.04423476691205425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03253911227476298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063005939174347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678469843057267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293126872806333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062207297425577714,0.0,0.0,0.1398585433320672,0.057384156981190274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441582821237521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829207403193408,0.05493733904781093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354470819165706,0.0,0.6717594446734179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03969313508066242,0.0,0.05981887771165971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056532016615766366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464369839358356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048511642241355034,0.0881547864943851,0.0,0.0,0.162100420514199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043048338621821836,0.0,0.050043049630548515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607483287982036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307559378247858,0.051663376930902734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vedant777,2020/01/04,"I think I had an Anxiety/Panic attack and my parents just ignored it I'm a 20 y/o guy (and I'm brown). Today I was talking to my parents (more like having a really stressful argument) and suddenly I started feeling really heavy and nauseous. I just felt like I couldn't breathe and my heart started beating so fast, had a feeling that it was gonna burst right out of my chest. I just fell on the ground and curled up. I don't know what that was, but I think I had a panic/anxiety attack (I'm not sure about the difference between the two) 
I tried to tell my parents what was happening to me and they didn't seem to care. All they said was ""Drink some water and you'll be fine"" and literally continued to talk/argue.
I never felt so helpless. I couldn't even process or remember what they said or happened for the next few minutes.
I don't know why but brown parents don't take mental health seriously.
I don't really have any friends that I can talk to about this so I'm trying this sub",2.1762254901960816,3.9838684852941206,3.869215686274512,87.50813725490197,77.38235294117645,7.082352941176473,26.03921568627451,7.984000788550335,1.547580392156863,777,30,163,13,18,260,111,204,0.133,0.799,0.067,-0.9278,4,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,1,9,12,2,1,9,0,20,6,3,0,3,35,42,16,0,2,8,4,4,2,1,2,1,2,0,1,10,10,2,1,10,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,13,8,26,6,14,24,4,14,0,1,2,0,15,5,0,4,10,105,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783334296492722,0.0,0.08812034926196123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620914442877407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744430123552105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034946265286205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284274950793514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608218019712808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164874659534572,0.0,0.22120171800121907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899582593477284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405661727791727,0.20372500036693705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244202053687417,0.0,0.1365011918673929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661127498901628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255243281935057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608484139464008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884194636488772,0.0,0.122506309095654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515112835805113,0.5116212789930131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213817810610772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304882808372243,0.0983719817572042,0.2191449187400509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486502408813296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306473182866366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195022681784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856559931374424,0.0,0.08660885358310348,0.277757067511513,0.10068149659339236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476187285971921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918704093649867,0.0,0.0,0.15641345578681407,0.0,0.11252429390056114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394142936677807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chiphazard7,2020/01/04,"Anxiety wont let me loss weight Hello, im having a lot of panic attacks and axiety moments that stress my chest due to a situación in my life. Im traying to loss weight, but i think the anxiety prevents me from doing so. My psycoligist wants me to take clonazepam, but i feel like im giving up to the anxiety by taking meds and not dealing it whit the tools my psycoligist gives me. I know anxiety affects many other stuffs other than not letting me lose weight. Any guidance or tips will be apreciated. Thank you",2.2340774077407737,4.787304702970303,3.7631863186318633,84.43624662466249,81.17821782178217,6.841044104410441,26.013501350135016,8.00094639256281,1.9153485148514853,409,17,76,8,11,135,70,101,0.125,0.72,0.156,0.6596,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,1,8,1,2,5,0,7,5,1,1,0,14,16,6,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,4,13,2,10,11,1,4,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944593487949651,0.0,0.4024849700535029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496360772354632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356032077511891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650628180459926,0.09396613457941316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523540127776402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42622979406706496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228627616831784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689997540131605,0.0929045929436839,0.06425965020020077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715011140260054,0.0,0.11182338328006312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335230298217465,0.0,0.0,0.14610185215076854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543238829211282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066889638468633,0.0,0.15057210639273125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779064729496612,0.0,0.0,0.12109653944031472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428007840469418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758069044258259,0.0,0.0,0.4805098206475989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mariners55,2020/01/04,Has anyone here gotten relief from CBD oil? Specifically social anxiety.,7.0109090909090925,10.891605090909092,8.009545454545453,47.43431818181818,89.0,9.472727272727274,23.681818181818183,8.841846274778883,4.4346000000000005,60,2,5,2,2,20,11,11,0.12300000000000001,0.652,0.225,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262397821344007,0.0,0.0,0.4809939972434241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7012249755356205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bedoge_,2020/01/04,"I felt apart in front of her We had such a great time in bed, just hanging around laughing and watching a movie. In one moment I just felt apart for no reason, I crashed, I felt so broken and started crying while hugging. I asked her if she could just hold me tight, as tight as she can and she did that. She said I love you.

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For the first time in my life I felt safe while having a breakdown, all I did earlier was just getting shit for being such a crybaby. 

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I've never felt that much support and we've been together only for about 3 weeks, but when I'm with her I feel safe mentally, I feel like pieces of me are coming back together.

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Thank u for listening",2.3156502490315454,4.401530194244606,3.0965467625899272,91.90604869950195,77.9928057553957,6.003541781959047,23.641947980077475,7.010146845296331,0.7692286662977308,543,18,113,6,13,171,86,139,0.061,0.7709999999999999,0.168,0.9307,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,1,11,10,1,0,5,0,10,4,1,1,2,30,27,12,0,2,6,0,9,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,8,0,5,8,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,11,12,22,9,16,14,3,21,0,0,1,2,13,7,1,1,12,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607769856991291,0.4045996268327624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988057622755927,0.10376185521281522,0.0,0.0,0.08534543594498321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560915171129387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861749806560318,0.0,0.12191869891390306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224104257542927,0.0792921858341437,0.5328451272571457,0.0,0.0,0.09440911800147954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057988357849155764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236826757812695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839641676768509,0.054224728388771085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017395502972704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185309525527587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159135464894543,0.0,0.08560331021716608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521055737868769,0.08441386268605286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411751166103692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055781150064628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393094419784623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856019254056408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595157847614352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218584974417827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943980481273393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903050231816234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045996268327624,0.0
anxiety,thatgirltag,2020/01/04,"I’m not doing so well So I take my road test on Thursday, but I am so not prepared . I barely practiced- I just had two lessons and the last time I drove was in the summer. I feel like I’m setting myself up for failure but at the same time I don’t want my anxiety to dictate what I do. 

Should I cancel the exam and practice more?",1.2512499999999989,2.5580616250000037,3.3483333333333363,92.43,78.58333333333334,5.355555555555556,24.5,5.46131890053228,0.3872333333333331,255,9,58,1,6,87,50,72,0.161,0.747,0.09300000000000001,-0.7046,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,13,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,1,12,2,6,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30501694495640896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160298551026434,0.2848430667606336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32500707162390696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479268689638016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29978510238949546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649894636639023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894879746435808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517325562005265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584939161036472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shadkdurrani,2020/01/04,"Physical anxiety hooked with clock I am stuck in a vicious cycle of this weird situation of physical anxiety which i need help to fix. 

My anxiety started back on 2015 when i used to wake up and and face the same problem of gastritis and financial issues and due to this my brain learned this pattern and now after 4 years i still get the physical anxiety without any reason on same time when i wake up, its nothing psychological just weird sensation in body which is hooked with the time randomly between 12:00 pm to 12:00 am.

I am on 200mg sertraline but looks like its not helping that much symptoms are clearly less but still there , I am also trying yoga but not helpful so far.

How can I reset my brain to get rid of this?",9.727872340425533,7.168485014184397,9.559397163120568,68.38250000000002,60.560283687943276,13.37163120567376,41.93971631205674,11.855464076750405,4.86242695035461,581,26,108,14,6,191,88,141,0.13,0.809,0.06,-0.4687,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,0,4,0,7,7,6,3,1,24,14,13,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,11,1,21,13,4,21,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,14,77,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301844408376182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070391894523096,0.0,0.4981407322926904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251767468091536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082484821738207,0.0,0.3634586875361781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701038587005789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32734747760040006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991221038200205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953178774189994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670400388163426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967060956007995,0.12070796164889215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620299926481113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576964407509086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737695115756154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298465940511474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522478293119087,0.0,0.26001127820123393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920287844657111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985026550822012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105248589835477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059973611934445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692536203630206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483249907441733
anxiety,RealTessiR,2020/01/04,"Why is my mind not healing Is it normal for family to not understand why I'm behaving the way I behave because of anxiety and depression? Because I don't know what's wrong with me anymore. 
I was diagnosed with panic disorder, depression and severe anxiety about 4 months ago. Am I taking too long to heal my mind? I've done any and every single thing to regain my mental peace, to calm myself down, to take a deep breath and rethink the situation. I think this will not work on me. I hate my body, soul and mind. I honestly have given up at this point. I could live out my days and just pray that I die. I just want to die.",2.981181102362207,4.416634086614174,4.786622047244098,83.36497244094491,74.2755905511811,8.54456692913386,24.511023622047247,9.120678840339163,1.881510866141732,487,15,100,11,10,166,87,127,0.221,0.6729999999999999,0.106,-0.9539,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,1,3,0,9,5,2,0,0,24,18,6,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,18,2,16,13,1,12,2,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,65,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251030422479338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959730957472626,0.0,0.21592780387291527,0.0,0.13996282751661288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206281833745982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676337962377665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268065230603025,0.0,0.0,0.09101703822593962,0.0,0.2431097601232768,0.14324376459953944,0.2929408779487736,0.0,0.16174696456719073,0.0,0.0,0.14442477288248862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890793371464167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304460439683513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933644798330053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756124091342367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246201888898377,0.12489542175386248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222563275802,0.0,0.4275025645058679,0.0,0.11264845074816016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382772280683396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558539872865544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341326734012676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943649004203733,0.0,0.0,0.15863579541439396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122240743117792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376036046463757,0.09043026991911568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469210870693517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324200582190426,0.11202225708441324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25469536562842954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274416689772396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543032688325111,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quanticbolt,2020/01/04,"Really bad flight anxiety I am flying from London to Toronto (about 7.5 ish hours) in a couple of days. I am terrified of having a medical emergency on board. Rationally, I understand the chances of anything happening are so low that I don't even need to be thinking about it, but my health anxiety has me convinced something is going to happen.

I have clonazepam, and normally on ground, it is very helpful for calming me down when I have a really bad spell of panic, but on flights it's next to useless. I always manage to convince myself that I'm going to react badly to the medication and die on board (knowing full well that I've taken it at least 20 times before at the same dose without event). If I don't take it, then I convince myself I'm going to die anyway.

I honestly don't know what to do and am really dreading the flight. Do any of you have any tips that may help/do any of you experience this? I have tried everything from distractions (movies/books/etc.), to breathing exercises, and the panic is always just too overwhelming. Thoughts?

Sorry for the giant wall of text. I am beside myself with worry/paranoia.",6.3500534188034194,6.7273085138888895,7.224259259259258,72.86205128205131,65.71296296296296,10.164672364672363,32.81908831908832,10.035473477838034,3.345129344729344,893,35,156,19,13,299,128,216,0.222,0.677,0.10099999999999999,-0.9846,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,0,9,16,0,5,9,0,21,6,1,1,0,20,36,10,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,10,1,0,2,0,20,6,33,32,3,23,0,3,0,0,3,13,0,2,7,112,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283609309467588,0.0,0.0,0.2609169002769345,0.0,0.19567710732353466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052458579727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203584230391385,0.0,0.0,0.10882836717977347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141512269338337,0.0,0.08248104430168485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654675432514912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263560810112502,0.0844727753834971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149428731729633,0.12510486490825296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180553085655354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619246913548285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594533268518685,0.0,0.0,0.17144929362081196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594981963507634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057438634716035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576794832058086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483177437695338,0.0,0.0,0.1360167111994653,0.0,0.12530895749328427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001120861425258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579649816970955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845904321874054,0.0,0.1431668529789414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961603652260198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194930580905416,0.0,0.10153354358755302,0.07457601511178141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683162524655705,0.0,0.0,0.13314215588225145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055259373730689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499205807446672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232852441824404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aliibr,2020/01/04,"How to get out of this? I was living in another city for 10 days as it was wedding of my cousin as wedding season we all cousins were living in same home and having fun you know awake all night till 8 am and wake up at 4, 5 pm in the evening we used to go out have fun. But now wedding is over so I got back at home city facing reality same school routine sleeping early waking up early and missing those days. please suggest me how to get over this.
Looking forward to kind response.",3.563757142857142,4.4127216900000015,4.495428571428572,88.27700000000002,72.1,6.514285714285713,28.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,1.1003714285714286,379,14,80,2,7,123,71,100,0.021,0.863,0.11699999999999999,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,7,4,4,3,2,16,15,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,7,3,21,11,4,22,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,0,10,54,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483752958582615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172208440119592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888663530722125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479209118016739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340156691387037,0.0,0.1272794298509213,0.0,0.17911817608479488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492925176694931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332158462820412,0.1230804321867653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395514732026494,0.0,0.18806674455640504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101676569672642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458365781712187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266555601867895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241178686163334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934261902112958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheNextBlGThing,2020/01/04,"How to attack anxiety Every time I’m in the car, for some reason I always have a panic attack and get anxious like I’m not gonna make it to the next stop or next city. Does anyone else have this and how do you deal with it? If you don’t experience it, what do you do to attack anxiety and panic attacks? Any coping mechanisms to help out? It’s easy to say just clear your mind and not think about it, but hard to do. It’s really annoying and frustrating especially when you’re with other people and I look dumb stressing out over this. Any help would be great or just someone to talk to.",4.069836065573772,4.573562991803282,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,70.72131147540983,8.722950819672132,24.26639344262295,8.841846274778883,1.4863573770491805,463,11,98,8,8,156,77,122,0.252,0.633,0.115,-0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,6,12,7,3,3,0,9,0,0,4,1,28,16,13,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,0,3,6,2,16,13,1,10,0,0,1,0,9,4,1,4,6,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085781002704258,0.0,0.0,0.1812015731177616,0.0,0.20384076098093212,0.15051167508481414,0.0,0.09315732652108684,0.13650960503141912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062722163229836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373540038316631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659023649417173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112963456126826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225179555537132,0.0,0.0,0.1303242429026232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960703623598813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468862501263222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934767109213303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786021623036649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508931747407215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187942030807313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893188080963786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452405002532547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833826633708421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126327696459658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236472114085327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535037800908153,0.13698235411345142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594963051953316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288511977202124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138602177714432,0.1526142081336803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708501211425868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536823283245466,0.0,0.0,0.0776873282686895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464257922873794,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,freethegrapes,2020/01/04,Life interfering anxiety I get anxious over anything. I’m pretty okay at calming myself but this one incident happened  the other week and I can’t seem to stop over worrying about it. I have a very very short commute to work. I just walk out of my housing complex and walk down one short road and I am at work. Lining the road are some trailer houses. One day I was walking to work and I saw a waist high black dog (Male) and I thought it would be so funny to say “what’s up dog” and after I said that the dog ran at me and I got scared and ran. And screamed really loudly. (Big mistake) but now I am unable to walk to work at all without having a full on panic attack I might see the dog. I don’t know what to do because I can’t drive and people aren’t always home to take me to work. I just can not make myself just walk down the road. My fear of the dog that may or may not be aggressive is prohibiting me from doing my normal routine.,0.6256493506493541,2.7096934696969694,2.5689610389610387,93.43772727272729,84.0,5.185569985569986,20.034632034632033,6.42735559955562,0.10221471861471933,729,21,161,7,21,243,114,198,0.142,0.797,0.061,-0.9536,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,6,9,2,3,9,1,20,2,1,1,1,34,34,14,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,1,1,8,11,1,1,4,0,0,8,7,7,0,3,7,7,23,2,26,21,3,32,0,0,3,0,3,19,0,6,5,112,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598289971065365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663228207389064,0.15747001056926976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470535483649255,0.0,0.0,0.15857522723475953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849703032694532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989443989668497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685149306354573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282505311033176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148219890070224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232613232163398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472722400411106,0.13981863514430798,0.0,0.0,0.3216726196532464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660460552777001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845464549311238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304330845528973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786981053341305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365717255796941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833609903116265,0.0,0.0,0.16354307900934847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663485311741968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418088287769559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929622847933656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259095649224886,0.1108478091704158,0.13955280847164606,0.0,0.11107506811845966,0.12689460404894293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165355313242774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480325807510582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065937766433306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300212155420275,0.0,0.0,0.111809530399628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436612093283273,0.0,0.5073846345667039,0.14155639994390593,0.0,0.0990180193201237,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kacperq,2020/01/04,"What should I do? Hey. I'm struggling with anxiety for almost a year now. I feel constant fear, my stomach hurts because of stress that feeds my IBS I also have to deal with. I never been to a psychiatrist before but I think I have to go - can't deal with all the shit myself.

Here goes my questions: is medication the only way? I don't feel good about taking pills. I also heard that the pills come with many side effects. 

What should I do? Should I start takings meds or is there any other way to overcome anxiety?",1.2901132686084154,3.757764864077672,2.650703883495144,91.34621763754043,84.8252427184466,4.986731391585762,20.23381877022653,6.42735559955562,0.2193566343042068,403,12,82,4,12,130,67,103,0.153,0.7929999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.7113,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,3,5,0,12,6,2,1,2,18,22,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,3,14,1,11,17,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,3,5,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733869808647886,0.0,0.0,0.276939606342901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177494773417256,0.0,0.26492201644237995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555201315238416,0.0,0.14733982361936585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915534371170538,0.0,0.1871160841974724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570247627256692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484443648874614,0.17510197490770885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840642207510653,0.14523190410871673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536308011186975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554921863828465,0.0,0.0,0.19233313121035495,0.17443268970100614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335457006966928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169009951045954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397016372976705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773831099917106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255806385385415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198345333690712,0.18101634199294084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037790731842986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110948979356548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748804155920188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150438116419854
anxiety,zarowka4,2020/01/04,"Sudden nausea with sweating - anyone else? Hey guys, first time posting here. 🙂 I have some anxiety issues from time to time. 

Yesterday I experienced what I believe was some sort of anxiety attack. I've had a few before, but never like this. 

It was a sudden onset of nausea (to the point where I'd almost had to go vomit) and I got very sweaty - like I was clammy and my skin was cold, but I was feeling hot. At that point, I sat down and focused on breathing, because I didn't want to vomit (I hate it). It lasted for about 5 min, maybe less. Then the nausea was gone and I was fine.

I'm not trying to get a diagnosis, I'm sure it was just some kind of anxiety attack, but it's not a very common presentation as far as I know. So I'm curious, has anyone else experienced this?",1.9629110512129413,3.708183283018868,4.275763701707098,84.63580188679245,77.80503144654087,6.80700808625337,21.420035938903855,7.7094869923839395,0.8947318957771788,598,16,123,9,14,208,95,159,0.14800000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.086,-0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,3,0,6,0,13,5,3,0,2,21,25,11,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,14,6,12,5,17,11,5,23,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,15,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994217267342358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436502198977545,0.0,0.0,0.20940225163996548,0.30685099853730785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406998996907877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127962262901568,0.0,0.12741702499586727,0.16870479441707412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501757643862837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571263547619989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273680816368383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823254843246936,0.0,0.08510023450068578,0.0,0.1197601121092768,0.0,0.0,0.14826534369048314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783645314281338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562888147220221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559303277137828,0.08229274481986266,0.12205742826063068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463100128114351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043314635169566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548809728264525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831038759954915,0.0,0.143408755794519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112741793835445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26194238398964304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166308335947016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710103346061485,0.08832005603213487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pennypupper,2020/01/04,"Getting anxiety before I go to work I get really bad anxiety before I go into work most days. It’s not even about work; my job is easy and not stressful at all, it isn’t anxiety inducing. But leading up to going into work I freak out and get super anxious, just overthinking so many things about my life that isn’t even related to the job. I leave super early because I live in a big city so traffic is unpredictable, but usually I get there about half an hour early and end up sitting in the parking lot until I go in. Sitting there then builds up even more anxiety than I had during the drive there.

Most days I can suck it up and still go into work. But some days it’s so bad I can’t even function. Today this just happened to me. I was in the parking lot having a full on panic attack, couldn’t even move. I called my manager and told her I was sick and couldn’t go in. 
I hate anxiety. I feel so stupid calling off for this. This is the second time I’ve called off because of something like this. I’ve tried to go in even when it was bad but couldn’t function and have left early. Now I’m just sitting in my car in a parking lot a few stores down freaking out over what I was worried about earlier, and now freaking out because I called off. And it was the manager that doesn’t like me that answered the phone so now I know she hates me even more and probably wants to fire me and ugh I just really don’t know how to deal with this. This has happened with all of the jobs I’ve had in the past, whether I like the job or not.",3.745579710144927,4.127297760869567,4.901801242236028,87.22943064182196,71.3913043478261,8.120910973084888,27.44513457556936,8.11559375814309,1.5401308488612837,1197,39,264,16,21,396,141,322,0.214,0.733,0.053,-0.9952,4,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,8,29,19,5,2,15,0,22,2,0,3,2,51,44,26,0,4,13,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,17,19,0,0,5,0,1,11,11,14,0,2,8,2,31,5,44,33,12,62,0,0,0,0,9,29,1,7,22,189,48,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30267781030680724,0.08939633863423943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900237744420809,0.0,0.0,0.19821508468745844,0.14471391684301624,0.0,0.13467055938342673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232094029385573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531002714984438,0.08158134598119862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008723126379249,0.0,0.0,0.3658603609453168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04001138377035576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653722657507251,0.0,0.3148067273179507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995186703699544,0.0,0.0,0.15625241479818086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792882087663029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31410415419953097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697746614667821,0.0,0.0,0.08378908355378631,0.0859768635730163,0.0,0.05589308590758347,0.11597930851088015,0.0,0.06987477335785218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182491855718687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022716090123626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410451303935232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928440432533953,0.0,0.0,0.07554019672131201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853173961708054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138763376011384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060919477017978965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319470722966887,0.0,0.09064513714983766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257160975103708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614235209051765,0.0,0.07500763385831273,0.07561376563154082,0.0,0.05372525494574941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715242844115971,0.0,0.04667394859913334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880442342358398,0.08036211986956454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,altenais,2020/01/04,"Wanting to get my first fake nails, anxiety is high. Hello. This might be a request on the weirder side but recently I came across a thread here where someone asked for a detailed explanation of how to order/what happens at subway.

Could someone do this for me as well regarding fake nails? (And maybe trying out a gym?)

What happens? What should someone do to prepare? How much does it cost? How long does it take?
Thank you so much.",1.5159349593495968,4.2492201463414645,2.1847560975609746,91.56989837398376,91.43902439024393,4.684552845528454,23.90650406504065,6.42735559955562,0.8736308943089433,340,14,64,4,12,105,62,82,0.114,0.8170000000000001,0.069,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,3,0,11,15,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,2,11,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653478666597858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907285612350465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190815140990384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293663021521214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352523872025297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293184398015573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000766692216743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387730497816131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238248545867896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695152143818501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924371445014318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032036707780248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816217362730408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891319495701712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868976213772256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402132980041915,0.0,0.0,0.17635297606781125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004948668141011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298081438312554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222593821732324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VelVoxel_Raptor,2020/01/04,"How do you deal with stomach pains and get out of the fear>pain>fear loop? I’ve thought about breathing exercises but with my mouth dry and where the pain is (also the fact I gagged a few times), I fear it will make me vomit.

I’m really not sure where the pain is coming from. Everyone is telling me that I am causing it myself and all the facts seem to point in that direction. If it was a serious issue it would likely be happening all the time, but this just seems to happen whenever it wants, like a mind of its own.

I’ve had blood tests, ultrasounds, X-rays, and all that came back was bad Constipation.

And it’s like a super loop... Get bad pains, worry about the pain, Pain increases, worry about the increasing pain, pace around until the pain subsides for a split second, Get bad pains again...

I’m just wondering if anyone has any suggestions. I’m kind of “scared” of medicine right now, reason being: The medicine worked before (Pepto is some occasions, GasX in other occasions), but there was one bad bout of pain where None of that worked... So my inner horrible brain assumes it won’t work anymore.

And I need some sort of solution for the next time I go to a big event because the last time it was a loop again... There was no precedent for me to have stomach pains but I worried that “because it happened bad last time, it will happen again”. And it did, it ended up causing me extreme stomach pains even after having a BM.",5.40330135891287,6.14128552517986,5.416786570743408,83.73514788169466,67.84892086330936,8.623820943245404,28.394084732214232,8.680891452615391,1.9588578737010387,1128,36,222,17,18,353,154,278,0.307,0.652,0.042,-0.9984,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,4,20,26,0,2,20,0,22,21,7,5,6,45,42,17,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,4,14,0,0,0,20,13,0,0,6,1,0,5,4,20,0,2,9,0,14,6,27,27,10,35,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,9,21,144,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638726850792022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039445976646293485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057526230477221926,0.040559048833354,0.0,0.0,0.051637516944105205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460292895083258,0.24216236779282305,0.07071967264355404,0.0,0.04935871795584595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475372794859034,0.0,0.06634325551192333,0.0,0.11917600161905148,0.0,0.04996691567170897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980149878607875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137597847806097,0.0,0.0,0.03831232612554058,0.0,0.0,0.055427088867442034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581817087195905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091700955591826,0.0,0.03296606927396036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051775759779974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054305165081322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040418120448871,0.0,0.0945650422481262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501620552720562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871936466299997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856938705730985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301061318867619,0.0,0.0,0.06168989445817884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03930627467034827,0.0,0.8023902775916639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483429066061416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037160041822711314,0.05963968908594273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049536690943039016,0.0,0.0,0.0580739890989147,0.0,0.0,0.10561272013019614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054669840377155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069968187424731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605017672200319,0.16911842893373205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03421336148506097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290488517613317,0.12668687958123195,0.17672331178259887,0.0,0.04120570153743151,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DarthChewbacc,2020/01/04,"Few questions about beta blockers So I've got a presentation coming up in a couple weeks time and I've read beta blockers are really good at masking the physical side of nervousness which is good enough for me haha. Although I've also read a couple of stories where people have overdosed on them and obviously i aint dying for this shit! The tablets come as 10mg and instructions state to take 1-4 tablets an hour before, So just wondering if I'm safe to just take a 40mg dose  an hour before with no complications? Would you say that's a high dosage? Im not hoping to take them regularly, literally just for my presentation days.",4.75469534050179,6.140153967741938,6.055913978494626,76.1844265232975,69.80645161290322,9.059498207885305,29.10035842293907,9.444778638647367,2.6536444444444443,508,19,94,11,9,171,88,124,0.08900000000000001,0.807,0.10400000000000001,0.4508,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,8,7,1,1,9,1,5,2,1,0,1,19,14,9,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,3,2,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,6,5,15,12,2,17,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,4,7,54,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620632830297496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685815640076253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718910238258176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492433784508976,0.0,0.10177901430301907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378929916766907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306731665584456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647390976257264,0.12622080219296197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667424975650202,0.0,0.15674805224059762,0.3108362315882864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704696176952106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941054985059984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767913408120456,0.0,0.3157197413054563,0.0,0.10110171581300667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550254240396153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199705001532475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559765981596338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920244569280886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265914088439327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711459813384893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210878466145413,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaybettermem,2020/01/04,"How to move past getting drunk at work event Hi all, 

My work put on a holiday party at a bar where everyone got super drunk. I too got drunk around coworkers that I barely know since I have only been there a month. I don't believe I did anything stupid but I can't stop feeling incredibly anxious for being so drunk around them. 

I deal with anxiety everyday and I've been working on that but now I feel like I'm going to forever feel anxious at work and think about this party. I'm even contemplating getting a new job because of this which I would hate to do. 

Does anyone have any tips for moving on past this?",2.6665249266862183,4.6197404032258085,4.032170087976542,86.23189149560119,76.41935483870971,7.089736070381233,24.982404692082113,8.00094639256281,1.4519774193548387,486,17,98,8,11,160,81,124,0.191,0.691,0.11699999999999999,-0.8249,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,5,10,4,2,0,4,0,10,5,0,1,1,16,23,6,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,5,1,5,6,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,3,11,2,16,16,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,9,59,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099517962641139,0.0,0.11195166182612633,0.33065088785760804,0.0,0.10232612422684503,0.0,0.12042746197068516,0.2605518189195355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920906944759473,0.0,0.0,0.16487795729022778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087275884792462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806536499777466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665788412960856,0.0,0.0,0.13983659242812774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219855942122306,0.1045471578244956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291590050802858,0.0,0.0831698522728669,0.0,0.2340870360875508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448298574704066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522241493968086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804260466490437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149558531163779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680923935870167,0.31107797404403403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413385613951477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113001152884585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794010749929489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711469812074862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210560822015578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234893729933502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377040673084006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261565216088921,0.0,0.0,0.10395755954972284,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,legoboy500,2020/01/04,"Why do I keep getting a red face Everytime I talk to people my face gets red and I sweat alot, even with my family, when we are having dinner they look at me to talk, mid conversation I get a red face, when I talk to a group of people and they all look at me I get anxious and I can't have a normal conversation I just want to hide my face from them by looking at other directions.",0.6969512195121972,2.5374600975609773,3.229451219512196,90.16539634146343,82.17073170731706,6.539024390243903,18.78658536585366,7.645422480735847,0.4141658536585369,296,7,68,5,8,103,49,82,0.052000000000000005,0.93,0.018000000000000002,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,5,6,5,0,1,11,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,17,0,11,14,2,6,0,0,6,0,10,4,0,1,2,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307744623883392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492279660964204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257383955990007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426904460580986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815704668986241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146227970560859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001477388244508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28323940787873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925694851231551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048765710165835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843278977736057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,S-Coleoptrata,2020/01/04,"Afraid of myself lately. 19F, I've never been to a doctor about mental issues or anything but I've suspected I've had anxiety and depression for years. I was always too afraid to mention it in front of my parents, because I didn't want them to know I was having suicidal thoughts along with anxiety or what they referred to as ""antisocialness and shyness"". After school was over, it got a little better, but recently it's took a nosedive. My mood seems to change every hour, I get angry for no reason or depressed for no reason out of the blue and just don't feel like being awake anymore. I've lashed out at my boyfriend and I always feel terrible afterwards and I cry often but I can't stop myself. I feel like everything I feel or do is out of my control and it's really scaring me. I've been getting anxiety attacks more often, and sometimes I'll have these weird things at night where I feel too uncomfortable to sleep and I'll keep moving around the room because I can't sit still and I feel trapped and helpless if I do, and I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping or staying asleep. Rarely I'll have visual hallucinations as well, like this morning I rolled over and saw a black fuzzy caterpillar on the wall but it disappeared after I noticed it and freaked out for a second. I know my boyfriend's patience with me is wearing thin and I'm so afraid of hurting him more with my stupid outbursts and pushing him away but I can't stop them. My apologies are starting to lose their meaning. I'm scared of and for myself. I don't know what to do and I'm getting so frustrated with everything my mind is doing to me and others.",4.282279487179487,5.6603361138461565,5.085711538461542,82.71974679487181,70.93846153846154,7.632051282051282,29.541666666666664,8.07648339933343,2.0307358974358976,1307,52,249,18,24,424,162,325,0.29100000000000004,0.68,0.03,-0.9984,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,3,13,23,3,5,9,0,26,5,4,3,1,66,50,33,1,2,12,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,28,0,4,16,0,0,5,9,17,1,1,12,10,38,5,43,37,3,37,0,5,3,0,9,17,0,10,16,174,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765101100947738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341962343769386,0.0,0.105188549624116,0.0,0.0,0.08728293076461871,0.09442084886288292,0.0,0.12066490356483188,0.09965209907760024,0.0,0.0,0.12931317997992636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380638166572328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220331444391132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896156118187885,0.0,0.0,0.11650805356473234,0.0,0.0,0.1827082484726091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856261028666042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936482141845181,0.0,0.19064979913293564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32177964948037063,0.1515465357935451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662446555599653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483032951694221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445322598698067,0.0,0.11354539162381813,0.0,0.0,0.11070490348726447,0.0,0.09427595638407114,0.0,0.0,0.1748725983210357,0.0,0.11964658837104948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545484694140485,0.10630557046953894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866024778241775,0.0,0.09017315883354513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553650524771185,0.0,0.0,0.10688915260312634,0.0,0.10709599474575923,0.0,0.0,0.11273092045024025,0.0,0.0,0.08180431009309813,0.0,0.0,0.09953535695839492,0.0,0.0,0.1207563600140706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777326890463385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679483232409992,0.21810615237400455,0.10472695936096756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123802875149404,0.10734402436294488,0.0,0.09655811583858104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228434836627644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049015656593328,0.0,0.07507375982608992,0.11305179036260415,0.0847041051203842,0.1773511398259318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601852379400042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046525498592761,0.0,0.0,0.08420421882570167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784275636522745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256022413643382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536568979266086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830275273489951
anxiety,rings_of_shayla,2020/01/04,"Anxiety tries to ruin everythinG going good So my anxiety and possible* ptsd has been almost ruining me, it feels like. Here's a ""summed up"" back story: my mom and dad had me. Always lived in indiana 😒, dad was always on drugs when I was an infant ig and then when him and mom split, he took off to Georgia's and Alabama chasing the needle. Growing up I had an okay childhood, I'd say, until I was about 7 or 8? My moms boyfriend at the time (brothers dad) was kind of a pos but I was little so I didnt think much of that. Hed always have me rub his tummy bc it hurt and hed have me sit on his lap while he laid back and when my arms would get tired hed grab my hips and ""help"" by pulling and pushing me in a way that shouldn't be done to a child. His dick got hard and shit but I didnt know what a dick even was then. So little thought went into that up until a couple years ago.. I'm now 23 and I just realized that what he did was basically use me to get himself off. Like WHAT the FUCK. that has been fucking me up ever since. 
But anyways, a couple years go by and they split. Mom eventually gets with Brian. So hes always sold drugs his whole life and he kinda drug my mom down to that level too and got her hooked and shit and us kids lived with them for 14 years, they never had jobs that entire time! Us kids had to watch them do nothing but nod off, or zoom through the house cleaning shit like a maniac, but with little food in the house, drug dealing but spending the profit on their own person drugs. 14 years of that. Shit happened with CPS and their drug shit and us kids moved into grandma's then I eventually start talking to this guy, we start liking each other, blahs blahs blah, I move in and then BOOM hes a pos. I knew he struggled with drug addiction but he lied to me about where he was at in it. He was mentally, emotionally, and physically abusive, hed do meth all the time then save slutty pics of girls we went to high school with, his exs, and beat off to that. Not porn. Not the pictures/videos he took of me. But that. And so that fucked me up even more bc I caught him multiple times and he always somehow convinced me that his phones kept getting hacked through the years. And my intuition was screaming at me but I accepted the love I thought I deserved. Hed compare me to other bitches, his exs, and constantly made me feel how he felt about himself. Which was that I'm useless and worthless. My mom is just now doing better, but everything shes put us through, all the begging for her attention I had to do, all the needles and cottons I found but she constantly denied it? my dad being back in my life but still steadily being on drugs, it's all fucked me up so bad. 

Im now in a relationship that's challenging me to become a better version of myself, to get rid of the toxic traits I've acquired, and to not be a product of environment. He has bd2 though and that makes things VERY difficult for me bc I'm sensitive and emotional, my walls are still kinda up though and I'm always in defense mode. I never feel worthy of his love, although it feels like I'm on top of the moon when he shows/ tells me that he loves me. I know I need therapy. 100% and its finally, almost, within arms reach for me. Idk if i need advice or just kind inspiring words, but if you took the time to read this bible long post, I appreciate it so much 🖤 I dont want sympathy, though. I've subconsciously givin myself enough of that through the years.",2.243561032809879,3.9255547223001415,3.5323394569241024,90.55600027590648,76.81206171107995,6.6389441979169055,22.90872094360012,7.456370464407227,0.7785499229761115,2699,80,590,35,61,880,309,713,0.171,0.737,0.092,-0.9971,1,0,9,0,0,0,80.0,6,1,6,6,38,41,12,1,30,1,48,31,10,4,7,108,98,74,0,7,24,13,8,8,0,2,12,3,1,8,34,43,1,2,16,2,3,14,9,21,0,0,38,12,91,20,79,49,12,98,0,5,1,10,81,39,12,10,47,381,125,5,0.0,0.057331459381398636,0.0,0.052749686801336335,0.0,0.047283856954965835,0.04289273707305072,0.0,0.09690649483877226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415744338737754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403284805757937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162136090592648,0.04040167120419842,0.0,0.053440363895126235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558989824993361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457973117182316,0.0,0.0,0.10708004096653267,0.0,0.0,0.04988554814471527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951737143055737,0.056709971895189074,0.0,0.4489145467001346,0.0,0.0,0.10885919931579044,0.0,0.04999738298621855,0.0,0.06391918023019869,0.04376940466201202,0.0,0.0,0.08697540945191742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978650100660394,0.06913630154140664,0.046459737495414266,0.05300631145056394,0.0,0.0,0.05851054512235127,0.05305456673296978,0.0,0.1789344312741165,0.12640276440783538,0.0,0.054999639450207236,0.040585269712123326,0.07740005682914475,0.0,0.0,0.04791138645964554,0.042789043972293696,0.0,0.04334583504040368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032433225526025226,0.051124214721896766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166571563464336,0.051799986009813885,0.0,0.05226697132331959,0.0,0.04801728176434762,0.0,0.0,0.10077659425887482,0.05318518005286911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835526417134742,0.11819882165717308,0.14549142816815894,0.08545437265150131,0.04282155246312309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101524485685734,0.045785569616137806,0.032299135794879384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876337586457675,0.0,0.0,0.34002622396853954,0.0,0.1028568402237288,0.07114098872214877,0.07175766689837246,0.07463908588036572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046429260492254806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225023439984585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054549811218231874,0.046341998403293484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056562579905255275,0.04864295855619142,0.0,0.0,0.04840074990524773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051950233452272614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384798058065678,0.0,0.04897089067832563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24834616520205974,0.04002676866911081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849806325173374,0.0,0.07728488840386045,0.0,0.0,0.05058528363427635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889216461392895,0.04229294369538917,0.0,0.05533550111136019,0.0,0.03214660824405794,0.031004855848337277,0.14262187760804254,0.07682878705618372,0.1410761552801793,0.05561449190679834,0.0,0.0,0.1612813970812766,0.0328520418479115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328175670953284,0.04179139839921064,0.0,0.039924883367970905,0.02854029290571682,0.038407868690585635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897116828815898,0.0,0.05402308936356828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03437320217065906,0.0,0.0,0.18696038221373654
anxiety,powerpunk5000,2020/01/04,"Has anyone taken tiagabine for anxiety I'm sick of my panic disorder and phobia of driving that's ice become agoraphobic to a point.

I feel like taking benzodiazepines help and make me feel normal but I only take them when i absolutely need them and only get 10 a month or so

Primary care dr does not want to put me them full time because of there addiction properties

But since they work so well I was doing some research and came across tiagabine

Basically what it does is stops the reuptake of gaba ( which if you don't know is the calming hormone and the reason why benzos work so well for anxiety)

So it works the same way as a SSRI but instead of serotonin it works on gaba

Now if depressed ppl are low in serotonin and see prescribed ssri wouldent it make sense for someone with a anxiety disorder be low in gaba? 

It just makes to much sense to me...",5.508573761567772,6.403493640718565,6.229112683723461,77.44341861731085,67.68263473053892,9.186499727817091,31.349482852476875,9.339509955726095,2.7994479041916156,686,27,126,13,11,225,110,167,0.151,0.746,0.10300000000000001,-0.5847,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,4,4,11,9,0,1,8,0,8,3,0,4,0,29,24,18,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,4,2,0,3,3,13,5,18,20,4,17,0,3,1,0,6,8,0,4,6,83,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708808914053784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309651605954519,0.0,0.0,0.09434264807119846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224898487306878,0.1490139844415147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431817527022113,0.13756495819777612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621064432211232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30927131777790595,0.0,0.2361474306074604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644419708638506,0.0963903968024309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704927069950265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043733634388727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741512128217393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591750537474801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701903150355312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769579170077936,0.0,0.09918534805825924,0.10004512581293128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219778392071924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052329781134838,0.0,0.15830533391035587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754767024452265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356368209562775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387252995411408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075177002543969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161129619940624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114321455164519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280328284424634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028935111772532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786758115990546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958221937550511,0.10709712903007823,0.0,0.0,0.2426274314306998,0.0,0.12174876290662695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39290782334591895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AverageWarFan,2020/01/04,"I’ve been freaking out over my digital footprint. Since I began using the internet, I’ve known how our digital footprint can lead back to us in negative ways. I’ve been worrying if I ever posted or said something on the internet that is not good. From what I know, I’ve never done this as I like to follow the rules, but what if I did? It’s the uncertainty of whether I have or not that worries me.",4.805853658536583,4.910620560975612,6.347463414634148,78.76460975609757,69.0,9.974634146341463,32.25365853658536,9.888512548439397,3.0229336585365862,314,13,64,7,5,108,57,82,0.135,0.805,0.06,-0.613,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,2,16,12,8,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,1,10,2,9,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,5,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030348345934242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702104123164448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884444062531826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214689945379341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511260408242913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899938511515274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364831157223184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528827789997457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511679140152397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184213207064745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032752698155312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31761445015091405,0.22805069547296064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958717587893974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363024240872163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LuxAwesome,2020/01/04,"Its really hard to look for help and guilty is just what i fell right now. Its hard to explain. I know that i need help. Even my parents say it to me but it feels so fking hard because i know that ill have to deal with ""my demons"" and just by thinking about it i fell emotionally unstable and want to cry like a littre boy.
How was you experience when you went to a doctor/psychologist for the first time?",3.418714859437753,4.446295228915666,4.448373493975903,87.808624497992,72.6144578313253,7.9429718875502,23.471887550200805,8.344100000000001,1.0564875502008029,316,8,71,5,6,103,58,83,0.19699999999999998,0.71,0.09300000000000001,-0.8531,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,8,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,15,12,7,0,2,3,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,6,10,1,11,10,0,8,1,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,5,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440556795115487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241728271913828,0.0,0.21039801635706615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888502151239996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295630743779565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479323399023627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996298719005924,0.0,0.0,0.10318922390572303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735907541958119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484480805975275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273581691232152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243145920789588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997034152667575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137620635249914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513230919106186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266072245662736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073918289593325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428361701420605,0.0,0.16229299090832294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130766532804311,0.0,0.0,0.11900097054210924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037195614635338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891846519114599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,p0ppunkpizzaparty,2020/01/04,"Really anxious about an upcoming errand on Monday I had a junky car that stopped running and my apartment complex had it towed. I called the towing company and they said I could sign over the title in lieu of paying the towing and storage fees. I was very nervous talking on the phone so I did stumble over my words and say “um” a lot. The lady was kinda short with me and seemed like talking to me was a chore. 


That was a couple weeks ago and I just got the replacement title in the mail so I am going to their office on Monday to give them the title.  I’m super nervous because I don’t want the lady to be mean to me or seem annoyed and I don’t know where I’m supposed to sign on the title or what I need to put for the selling price if I’m just giving it to them and I don’t want to look dumb or annoying. Gaaaaah. I always hate running these types of errands that involve paperwork.",2.481909909909909,3.9529632810810815,4.081621621621622,87.7663963963964,75.64864864864866,6.230630630630633,25.30630630630631,6.742157984588678,0.969673873873874,697,24,143,6,15,233,105,185,0.11599999999999999,0.821,0.062,-0.8714,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,6,8,4,2,16,0,13,0,0,0,0,30,30,14,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,1,5,0,4,5,3,6,1,0,9,3,21,2,22,19,1,21,0,0,1,0,14,11,1,8,6,97,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865149035770485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158309195935835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149364330381427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597899709844545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427382948039992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190485862228675,0.21051592564276264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650240031256764,0.10812752688894954,0.0,0.15216602889872285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783955362940474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045603579177383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295003672559514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976809452052,0.0,0.0,0.16174983135264082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724581993836966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107327129055966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912609923199352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188360668626975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809781249047623,0.15130012773258422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464059406291781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906350253292606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058429922159214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569820799940601,0.2244372013656728,0.0,0.15261281533472926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WoodpeckerNo1,2020/01/04,"Are existential crises a symptom of anxiety? How do I fix those? I overthink a lot, but the last few weeks have been very extreme. I'm not sure if I'm literally having one, but I feel like it's lead me to an existential crisis.

About 3 weeks ago or so I was just ruminating about life itself and I came to some very unpleasant conclusions, like the fact that everything we know might be artificial and meaningless (for example, fun is just the result of a chemical in your body, people only love each other because that's the result of a bunch of atoms reacting to each other, morals are just static ideas that people uphold because it's comforting to them, you only love your children because evolution implanted that in you, you only love your favorite music and movies because whoever made them exploits the chemicals in your body through various tactics, etc) and I just can't seem to figure out what to believe anymore. Some people tell me I'm just looking into this too deeply and that there *is* meaning to everything, others reinforce my ideas and say that that's the truth, others believe it's the truth too but that it shouldn't depress you or hinder your life and your enjoyment of it.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not suicidal over this or anything, but I feel like the foundation I've been walking on has become very shaky and unstable, and I feel rather anxious and confused over all of this.

What to do?",7.997663303239513,7.402799762081788,8.002456186935742,71.91168215613384,62.53159851301115,11.403186404673395,36.68640467339353,10.7630783206399,3.9587066383430702,1132,47,201,25,14,367,144,269,0.105,0.696,0.19899999999999998,0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,10,2,2,13,16,0,2,13,0,17,8,2,6,5,60,34,20,1,3,16,0,3,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,24,16,0,0,10,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,5,5,25,12,26,26,10,15,1,1,1,3,19,8,0,11,7,147,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905905794584878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854879483808886,0.1262449595306925,0.11082532920147256,0.0,0.0,0.09196019500434764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27248547094861697,0.1234183795433421,0.0,0.2518065042011544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482566758874364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781148827955294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624955309850114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246300670467758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008662238105251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951149013571265,0.15966751874304613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838442411668025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523028323785441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614145213412799,0.091090636837829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578637442260037,0.16378526607515725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384131085612432,0.0,0.0,0.09500530284498916,0.302574459400008,0.10573993881445032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172780473369832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854840282994765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572425298663889,0.2549712533614093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241879028826004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888675699721836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017324130157156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223565339464608,0.0,0.10532244172663463,0.11615036475306112,0.0,0.0,0.09767385916843987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27661475612713515,0.0,0.0,0.17927717905673893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218037366526192,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SgtSilock88,2020/01/04,"potential trigger: Anxiety could lead to alzheimers So I read something quite scary, one of the biggest triggers for my aniexty is I am a constant overthinker and being an hypochondriac. One of my current worries at the minute is alzheimers because of how empty my head feels sometimes and how I struggle to remember things. So when I came across this article it really fraked me out, [https://www.alzheimers.net/anxiety-disorders-could-lead-to-alzheimers/](https://www.alzheimers.net/anxiety-disorders-could-lead-to-alzheimers/) 

Has anyone done any research into this and is there much truth to it?",14.370883534136546,18.118719843373498,8.855602409638553,56.2110341365462,49.36144578313253,8.90682730923695,39.13453815261044,9.2995712137729,4.026969477911647,509,21,59,7,6,134,63,83,0.14,0.833,0.027000000000000003,-0.8313,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,4,0,8,1,1,5,1,15,10,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,8,1,11,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,48,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236585146763198,0.0,0.16015293356200938,0.0,0.0,0.14638307915796725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761841976547705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23944175966998466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262340458017687,0.0,0.5014491890015044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423874685235747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058541503290658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485451247024107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389706514455118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837232963778352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226705463183497,0.20940764234540304,0.0,0.1341156042883834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715385999458174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161168619291966,0.20705348120658146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885910867010752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908349467658965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260609146284604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MattsFace,2020/01/04,"My therapist asked me if I'm addicted to video games and I can't stop thinking about.. help Hey Everyone,

I've been having crazy anxiety over some stupid question my therapist ask me.. She was ask me what I was doing for fun. Hand I told her the truth... ""Hanging out with my friends Sam, playing video games, playing racing games with my Seattle eracing team (some people would call this a video game), building simulator equipment (e.g. I built a fan controller for my racing game.. the faster you go the faster it blows the air. It's pretty neat). I love watching racing.. I love just everything about it. I really really like the game. I've made great friends, but I do endurances races where I'll drive for 3 hours..

I also work really hard for a video game company.. (go figure). Am I overreacting? I use to longboard and mountain bike but I keep breaking bones.

I'm really sorry if this is stupid. You can delete it",2.5266345864661623,5.144650565714287,3.37581954887218,87.26460150375941,80.48571428571428,6.655639097744363,24.06766917293233,7.85451343220497,1.4694571428571432,719,26,137,13,19,228,108,175,0.079,0.76,0.161,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,3,5,13,2,0,8,0,11,5,2,3,1,22,25,7,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,3,15,0,4,1,2,0,0,5,3,24,11,12,19,2,13,0,0,1,2,24,4,0,5,5,73,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006500910244645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741889749459668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232359106553287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117951795569814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992856912522845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646809270592468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403011618379483,0.13196021199179409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268790544422381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689232340628174,0.0,0.0,0.16187921407811007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152971896166007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984162154098972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144596741325258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305081384480932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173311013469208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26503735702484915,0.13893291243545608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179256706442204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493776235792023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448180217166308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762490253920316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643627634126598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275540868573225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409589887320379,0.0,0.09408193364777326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403011618379483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681289635646056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689307796397582,0.0,0.0,0.1043029305377296,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hq_jj_90,2020/01/04,Shortness of breath I've been having shortness of breath this whole year (4 days) and I feel like there are a couple of factors like intense stressors and new medication. I was trying to ignore but it's become uncomfortable. I've had severe anxiety all of my life and I take medication for it but I've never actually had a panic attack and I'm not sure if I should just ignore it or possibly call 911 or go to the emergency room. Should I be worried?,1.91,4.431124444444446,4.177777777777782,81.14000000000001,82.33333333333334,6.711111111111113,23.44444444444445,7.908726449838941,1.5739111111111117,360,13,67,7,10,124,61,90,0.284,0.634,0.081,-0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,3,0,9,5,2,0,3,19,13,9,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,1,6,3,7,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.20175541850624346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816102246945574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352047577899197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283360107453715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111119807093225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876181600046044,0.0,0.13333482367494054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453758339804754,0.14770022265036994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749918366142907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603164346860806,0.20201245234757045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165520544602811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594561664012004,0.1996777092897218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257326290735895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307637472169504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23356545874778706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485676505237295,0.0,0.15544814509177265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036776012814986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308258367706004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996179127732773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331384017952263
anxiety,swolepony91,2020/01/04,"New Year, New Job, New Stress Left a job that gave me serious stress in december (was in it for 3.5 years) and gave myself a month off hoping my mind would be refreshed come January.

I start on Monday (it's a similar role) and I'm already predicting so many things going wrong:
Panic attack during inductions 
Not performing well enough
Training being insufficient 
Failing probation 
Being sent to a very distant client and the travel becoming unbearable 
Struggling to readjust to work life pattern 
I'm quite young for a senior position and older seniors there are likely to be judgemental 

Anyone else experiencing similar? Or have tips to reduce these feelings?

P.s. emphasis on the panic attacks, I feel much of my concerns are by products of this core fear as it has the potential to impact any situation/clouds my focus 

Thanks in advance and happy new year!",5.9112820512820505,8.471231993464055,6.430065359477125,69.92452488687785,68.93464052287581,9.413574660633484,32.684263448969325,9.851270322608157,3.901965711412772,697,32,102,18,13,226,113,153,0.201,0.7440000000000001,0.055,-0.9718,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,3,16,2,6,8,0,10,1,0,0,0,13,22,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,11,1,0,4,3,7,5,18,13,2,26,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,15,62,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894074466100478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562060875334945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803661987400448,0.12900589418032735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864732095790398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905362815646266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108457138118318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051785666031504,0.0,0.0,0.130094875779765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167960351920916,0.1273240274519595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715554578544526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402960890523966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250533755209725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988517131533344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136797574918099,0.0,0.08893135070405253,0.06151146361017783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276492372222066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712948190189186,0.0,0.10049721594454536,0.0,0.09255562529351496,0.0,0.0,0.4864043975905373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29544785503530985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339168594903717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911713471428209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884505069130716,0.1316246130822355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159176148001831,0.0,0.0,0.08364655820894183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388589226179057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320489401437288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166129369010978,0.0,0.0,0.08944023065721772,0.13765878559198366,0.0,0.2432386081741299
anxiety,ThePieCrow,2020/01/04,"I feel hopeless My therapist hasn’t been doing anything about teaching me coping skills, mindfulness, or really anything with my anxiety.  So far the most therapeutic help I’ve had is from my parents my neighbors. I mean hell, even my school counselor has done more to help me. I’ve learned more of the internet to help myself. Currently trying to find a new therapist. Figured it might not be just anxiety but OCD as well. It’s just my mind latches on to it, I have intrusive thoughts about it, I have panic attacks because of it. I feel like I’m going to die if I don’t get help.",3.9085964912280673,5.5890726666666675,5.083333333333336,81.17833333333336,72.33333333333333,8.575438596491226,31.964912280701753,9.150863307647796,2.9476912280701764,460,22,87,10,9,152,76,114,0.16899999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.127,-0.7442,2,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,1,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,18,19,5,1,1,6,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,4,2,15,2,13,13,3,5,1,1,0,0,6,2,1,4,3,60,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713837451142526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658490880126082,0.0,0.0,0.18376247386988165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846653482105913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764152440233931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530017426735433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668833306202158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334775808202276,0.11539629793376373,0.0,0.0,0.14763451320336612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439219765044517,0.0,0.09180061181671027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330777403257675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891487473452395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175952355650728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713566656541066,0.3261963396914763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600564453089866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951939282775804,0.17935875810011448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347956700904014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347589803927662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750950688583892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282359253150857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966753859529464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523390448152385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YoMattyG,2020/01/04,"Anxiety after moving away - recommend any anti-anxiety meds in case? 4 years ago, at age 26 I moved to another country and experienced extreme anxiety that wouldn't go, so I moved home - the anxiety lasted for about 8 week longer till it slowly subsided. (Crippling anxiety and suicidal thoughts) I overcome with the use of natural methods 

I am moving back next week at age 30, I'm afraid I get this anxious episodes again, but am determined to succeed this time..

I'd like to get anti-anxiety drugs incase I start to experience any unwanted thought and feeling? Is there anything you might recommend as an 'in-case' drug? 

Any other tips welcome too",5.106186440677966,7.453519449152544,6.112000000000003,72.25969491525427,70.61016949152544,10.143728813559322,36.376271186440675,10.355215969177356,4.609146440677966,517,29,83,16,10,171,86,118,0.09699999999999999,0.713,0.19,0.9389,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,12,14,7,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,3,15,10,0,23,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,15,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571140961895056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432902762707643,0.12504813886748542,0.54737355974348,0.13472299157712853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981358196244642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204298864174757,0.09169890763289444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765933860160408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665322220998413,0.0,0.0,0.060298367931349635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461050813826287,0.0,0.06777475409080869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962141068496385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720786592255637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826144426921746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324642273991846,0.0,0.0,0.12650956945380604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069922001239265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682790271552224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440854229209717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044443884278836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934859216821054,0.06953792299563788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299710245125417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131661156072072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679561815268016
anxiety,Unhappy_ass,2020/01/04,"I ran away from a 'conversation' I was at a family gathering. While other people were socializing, I was watching anime. Suddenly My dads cousin said something about the anime and I didn't know what to say, I was panicking and ran away.

I hid behide a couch and I cried infront of multiple 7 and 8 year olds.


How do I apologize?...",2.0550223214285737,4.574363921875001,4.569464285714286,78.58625000000002,81.65625,8.657142857142857,24.767857142857146,9.23628265651192,2.6464982142857143,257,10,48,8,7,90,47,64,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,10,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,3,9,0,7,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,4,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641625271084434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32979474861026764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303543771419964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500165392734684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150467953356821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814558709032546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855928434890123,0.23875942864441985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060524217485009,0.0,0.2311360610897589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334190623208702
anxiety,loveandrockets96,2020/01/04,"Having so much anxiety over my job I started a new job in September working for a college and have felt a little overwhelmed. I answer the phone when students have questions on financial aid and there’s a LOT to know. I feel stressed because what we have to talk about on each call have gotten even longer.  

Basically on each call they want us to reference a sheet that has 15 different topics on it regarding financial aid and they want us to talk about a minimum of 5 topics per call. We also have to send a follow up email with what we talked about on the call. Once the call ends we have 3 minutes to write an email, put notes on their account about what we talked about, and prepare for the next call. If you don’t reference at least 5 topics you get marked for having an “incorrect call” even if all the info you provided was correct. If the student doesn’t have time to talk or hangs up it’s also an incorrect call. This impacts me because 1-2x a month my boss goes over my performance and an incorrect call means I’m not meeting my goals which will impact my raise for 2020 and takes away my ability to work from home for a month. 

I definitely feel stressed. For the call reviews I’ve had for December I had one good one and the rest were incorrect because one student had to go back to work and couldn’t talk, and one hung up. I’ve lost my ability to work from home for January and feel like it makes me look like a bad employee. When I get home I stress over “wait did I go over enough topics with that student?” And often have nightmares about how I’m not doing good. 

I called out on Monday because I was so stressed out and nervous because I’ve never had a job where each week I’m told my performance needs to get better. I’ve talked to my coworkers and they agree, they said they have brought it up that it’s not a fair system and are told that nothing can be done about it. 

I’m conflicted because this job is paying for my schooling, I get 30 paid vacation days, 10 paid holidays, only have to work 1 Saturday every 6 weeks, and it has a great retirement plan. This is my first “adult” job and I feel like a failure. I try to tell myself that it’s not me, it’s the system they have but I’m very hard on myself and want to do good. 

My boss is a nice person and everyone I work with is nice and I just hate to feel like I’m a let down. I get so stressed on every call just hoping the student will listen to me talk about a,b and c when all they called in for was y and z. I’ve had students tell me they didn’t call in to hear me talk about other things, just hang up on me, or tell me to stop talking and just get to the point. It’s frustrating because I know if I called somewhere and they answered my question but then kept me on the line an additional 20 minutes to go over things I didn’t have questions on id feel annoyed too.   

I’m sorry this is a long ramble. I haven’t talked to anyone about this. All of my friends are enjoying college life and partying and I’m working 40+ hours a week, struggling to get by, and I don’t really have many people to vent to. My anxiety has gotten worse since starting this job and I hate it. My acne has gotten much worse from stress, I commute an hour each way, barely sleep, and when I do I have nightmares about work.",4.515809102402024,4.680303467551624,5.238162663295409,86.25973451327434,69.63421828908555,8.581036662452593,28.532237673830593,8.418075326091056,1.7575370417193423,2573,84,560,36,42,835,261,678,0.095,0.821,0.084,-0.8432,8,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,7,3,10,15,32,29,4,9,36,0,53,2,1,4,5,99,108,47,0,10,16,0,8,4,1,2,1,3,3,2,29,43,0,4,18,1,4,9,12,15,0,5,25,12,72,14,86,78,13,71,0,2,1,0,66,33,0,12,30,357,101,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452115087095417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172130313044464,0.0,0.0,0.028207271015671206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037901570924465736,0.031019635351365368,0.03368293751756577,0.17213991955465727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035678217125183445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6178880083276395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026016520826029368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042147618161960165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04128271128933493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035730032885638516,0.041682897686460135,0.0,0.053289522183034746,0.0,0.06797783786784298,0.03854742559958455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238532173148572,0.08645856677233663,0.0387335570162733,0.0,0.0,0.03431391944775772,0.0,0.0,0.03116725248974658,0.0,0.14753505991643173,0.0,0.06877993028036418,0.10150801165657823,0.0,0.04447594645012684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0361374915887368,0.07965650545085233,0.0,0.0,0.045467087119913416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139553137923385,0.04006758164719308,0.0794552526174471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240192504897738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434056916920594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125126798462625,0.02849394620885062,0.0788340364319333,0.04043214499354878,0.0,0.035700396370500986,0.03387616677676625,0.0,0.044036819921506716,0.03429636110676725,0.0,0.0,0.026927840864593745,0.040899305702827016,0.0,0.043943028682226465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439938767583858,0.0,0.05931035540472838,0.029912240490351405,0.031113362283579624,0.03896145912259709,0.0429029679433463,0.0,0.0,0.038708148290283864,0.0,0.0,0.04296170500079596,0.10934405752939262,0.030681045918021444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0279672766362311,0.03522408759280805,0.0,0.0,0.03813515706374436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055371188574683,0.13557300485553456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025843391321961038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03837340090097113,0.0,0.0,0.04082710941734948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03337038067800562,0.0,0.04036999902778254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515829598980513,0.0571069442380556,0.0,0.0,0.033726769766349765,0.2772619496778502,0.04217303139144929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030331310251005526,0.356669054206226,0.10577908320121812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053601356805940636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02352308299081889,0.0,0.0,0.0770948511991691,0.0,0.027388799520072067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970501879220371,0.0,0.0,0.033285438740457814,0.07138226271514142,0.03202070119201976,0.09707702655026243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494904338347164,0.0,0.08222157639048341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LoulouDsV,2020/01/04,"Severe anxiety since childhood developing in OCD Hey guys this is my first post about my personal issue , just wanted to share my experience .

I’ve been struggling with anxiety since I was a child ( always very anxious , insomnia ) so now every time I think about my childhood It’s always quite dark memories , anyways .

Around when I was 16 I started developing what I would now know as OCD ( lots of intrusive thought mixed with anxiety ) 

Last year I Decided to start therapy and that’s how I found out I had OCD , I tried médecine with the therapy however I didn’t stick to it because I couldn’t stand the way it made me feel ( drowsy , couldn’t eat , and extreme anxiety ) , apparently those are normal for the first 2 weeks but I couldn’t bear it .

Now I have been sick for 2 weeks and extremely down , my intrusive thought are back , my anxiety and beating the crap out of me . ( thinking about maybe trying another type of médecine ) 

Isn’t it absolutely exhausting feeling like you have something following you constantly from the moment you wake up to the moment you fall asleep ? 

Just wanted to post guys and see if anyone have similar experiences ? 

Trying to keep positive",5.74820093457944,7.567162359813086,6.113165887850468,75.05657126168227,67.92523364485982,10.396728971962618,33.46845794392523,10.550175099000144,3.933356074766357,931,43,162,27,16,299,128,214,0.133,0.809,0.057,-0.9078,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,4,14,5,1,1,7,0,17,7,3,2,0,35,33,11,0,8,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,9,11,1,1,9,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,10,3,25,2,25,19,1,31,0,0,1,0,10,6,1,2,20,103,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872633175334893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179945982709895,0.4304150643573145,0.12712372541469752,0.0,0.07868164639295021,0.0,0.0,0.10017308013063878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865264838487358,0.0,0.06859554693735129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216019453629073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514343526362225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948090334350916,0.0,0.0,0.22014642067195975,0.0,0.0,0.11379428378371335,0.08038946618459789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914311862955244,0.0,0.12338028512457196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283927232341866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174491788777356,0.0,0.10001936062837696,0.0,0.0,0.06184201552669405,0.09172470052086984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497511417198269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956666157342332,0.0,0.10647597335517453,0.0,0.0,0.11304871398779195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025278069926384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825442535550008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155399366474387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968654634350792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966962286256086,0.0,0.0,0.12712372541469752,0.0,0.1861673531655184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662894909517478,0.0,0.0,0.15929468648790154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176378793048528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573693585697678,0.0,0.0,0.14420579378464274,0.0,0.17866808149573146,0.06561552505123093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22919578123333414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284673868506768,0.13274293592743205,0.08931886700578312,0.18052509160169425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799361062697171,0.0,0.0,0.07246383828631242
anxiety,officialwerdna,2020/01/04,"I had been out of school for 4 years. How do I come out of my shell and make friends? Or at least speak... :( I’m about to embark on my second semester of my junior year in high school, only six months removed from missing a whopping 4 years of school. The first semester was “okay” but I found it difficult to talk to my peers and initiate conversations. Too many times I would hesitate, with words on the tip of my tongue, but my brain would over-analyze the situation which resulted in my inability to speak. I’d like some friends, or at least people to talk to... any words of encouragement or tips would go a long way.

Some backstory: My attendance problems started in middle school, and it got so bad to the point that I missed a whole year of instruction. First I was homeschooled, the enrolled into a small “anxiety rehab” school. Its my second semester in a comprehensive high school.",4.166964285714286,6.197969386904767,4.753095238095238,82.35857142857144,72.39285714285714,8.847619047619046,27.47619047619048,9.424239791934726,2.469019047619049,699,26,135,17,14,223,99,168,0.151,0.755,0.094,-0.8894,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,10,1,8,2,1,3,0,25,17,10,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,5,6,2,15,5,29,8,5,31,0,2,0,0,8,16,0,5,11,88,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787194215358563,0.0,0.08760120386666821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561255925100784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783302597010135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864176520892473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480733559073196,0.0,0.1255562642360568,0.17694304564813845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507968765869449,0.0,0.09158553717004343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197598087232805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055944675070378654,0.0,0.0,0.10133932830172217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764375072341893,0.11609697900598186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140221613203482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709137435503927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938805494848722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825065249734356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957231530982443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6953522535576905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287160468026278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105203245348791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408047403557948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677274406524465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089412668904492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784832109024005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440376646236966,0.0,0.0,0.2949673464686508
anxiety,erinanka,2020/01/04,"I have a doctors appointment!! For 2 years now I've been feeling worse and worse anxiety and paranoia. Its led to sh and all kinds of shit. After an awful panic attack on Friday, I finally spoke to my mum about it today. I told her 'I dont know what to do,' and broke down, and explained my situation. The last time I tried to tell her, I was told to just not worry so I assumed she wouldnt be very helpful, but she booked me a doctors appointment!!! I'm terrified but also so excited that ive made some progress, even if it hasnt happened as soon as I would have liked.  Yay?",2.7545564892623697,3.899770151260508,4.4406162464986,86.77578898225958,74.37815126050421,7.641830065359478,26.66760037348273,8.167268648758528,1.5798732026143796,444,16,96,7,9,150,84,119,0.19699999999999998,0.657,0.146,-0.395,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,1,4,2,11,3,1,2,1,20,20,13,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,2,16,4,13,11,2,11,0,1,0,0,11,2,1,3,9,66,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366236818591835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742824570775486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043725864975896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677493754311697,0.0,0.0,0.21054308070467445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865409796583785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083411622289084,0.0,0.0,0.19679276389378614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588598413517951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041253048157713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707304825863,0.09872841831820596,0.14643498479165287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776567229960057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699848290635068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107751799809104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844034301391337,0.0,0.2019289658786648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701800512533806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475268230270368,0.0,0.17028284176809516,0.3433177725042594,0.0,0.12196744006295215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822627591145954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824386324163616,0.3661480373733934,0.1276149438421624,0.0,0.0,0.11568575309751608
anxiety,TanukaManuka,2020/01/04,"Feeling debilitating symptoms Whenever I have to go outside to buy groceries or whatever, my breathing gets quicker and hardbeat gets fasters. Even as I'm typing this, I can feel those symptoms. Now that I think about it, it's just a rush of adrenaline every time I do the most mundane of tasks for the average person. I wonder if the frequency at which this happens is causing some sort of damage to my body. Also, i find that I always have this subtle feeling of being close to crying. I can feel the weight of life on my shoulders every second and thinking about it all the time is making my life an anxiety driven hell. I can't focus and I often find myself on youtube just scrolling through youtube comments for no real reason other than to pass time. At work, if I have nothing to do I also begin to feel panic because the people around me and the feeling of responsibility begins creeping in on me. If I'm not doing something at work to keep me distracted from my thoughts, I sit at my desk while I'm dying inside. What's worse is that I work in an open office (no cubicles) which heightens my anxiety tenfold. If I feel like I'm not doing anything productive at work I feel shame. Maybe it's because I do nothing productive at home and thus I feel like I have to doubly compensate for it by being productive at work.",6.4298837209302375,6.522582065891478,7.125751937984493,74.6095581395349,65.55038759689921,9.205581395348837,35.029457364341084,8.841846274778883,3.080878759689924,1055,46,186,15,15,350,136,258,0.113,0.8490000000000001,0.038,-0.9647,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,6,10,7,1,3,10,0,17,8,3,4,1,43,43,14,1,4,9,0,10,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,16,8,1,1,16,0,1,4,5,5,0,1,2,10,30,2,38,39,3,28,1,1,0,0,2,15,1,10,10,137,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173543941813976,0.08934457146036964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428310672522198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836044621787209,0.09558648254254737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090956255458422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192693787618787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030366555561592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179463557281075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143826004121916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709201508726191,0.0,0.1809360759896878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886280713108494,0.15341739110023647,0.0,0.0,0.1962775431930628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219797363151444,0.0,0.061023666350237635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495132582368444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770584345025228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543980135334727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168422468845624,0.10491596712852844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167362207645565,0.0,0.10787258325249822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605834725390745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259813847200912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444028008827724,0.09375567669201552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221621610687525,0.0,0.11039934599928897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826624929528594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320740092958424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760308230668006,0.0,0.08524372730942231,0.18783361452947575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075377885120895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644356786632458,0.3908512621604546,0.0,0.10942426135046246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,albert2749,2020/01/04,"I’m suspecting that I’m bipolar among other things and that my anxiety keeps me from yelling at people for shitty reasons? It’s almost like I look back and I’m like. Thank god I didn’t do that or that I didn’t say that. But Idk, since it’s mostly internal rage could it be a side effect of anxiety? I do know that I blame people subconsciously because they don’t sympathise with how I feel. 
Relatable, maybe?",1.6806291834002671,4.085291253012052,3.360883534136548,87.3925167336011,82.25301204819277,7.062382864792503,22.475234270415,8.167268648758528,1.41755796519411,326,11,66,7,9,108,56,83,0.201,0.69,0.109,-0.7668,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,0,15,15,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,9,3,6,11,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,3,41,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26255104798038875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011578764628572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016122540366115,0.0,0.15983202159341686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934187439863366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325739879261919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305152187670244,0.0,0.0,0.14409586048013298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619108025953685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201782923822601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26341075043409323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635468707499056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26958077483911874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850848763862326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168909334473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413945077373679,0.0,0.0,0.17419112511570334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beijingdrift,2020/01/04,"Bike Tire Stolen in South LA While Out-of-Town It's nearly 3 AM, and I can't sleep because I can't help but keep thinking about the news that my housemate texted me that my bike tire was stolen. My eczema is flaring up pretty bad, I'm trying to crack every joint in my body, and the only thing that relieves me right now is soothing the back of my neck slowly. 

We live off-campus in South LA, just two blocks away from our university, and the area is known to have notorious crime in the 70s-80s but there is high security from the school inside and a 2-mile radius outside. Fuck man, this is the second time something happened to my bike because the first time, it was stolen outside the university library and now the front tire was stolen and the front basket attachment was detached because it was wired to the tire before. I left it locked outside the gate in the back of the house before I went out of town a couple weeks ago for winter break. 

What fucking terrifies me is that whoever stole the tire actually went all the way to the back of the house to do it. It was locked pretty deep into the house and there are two cars in the driveway too so it's hard to see in plain sight. What scares me too is that there's a possibility that the thief could have tried to pick the lock to our house or tried to break through a window and could be hiding in someone's closet or room. This has never happened because but I'm so stressed out that I'm thinking of the very worst incident. 

I don't come back into town until next weekend at night, and I'm scared to enter the house at night. Hopefully, when I ask my other 7 housemates, someone will be home to escort me so I don't get a heart attack from my irrational fear of someone living in my closet while I was gone. I'm fucking scared for my life, and it's never been this bad before. I haven't communicated with my housemate(s) about this yet because they're all asleep since I just got the message from one of them about the tire like 2 hours ago. Please help.",7.302407407407408,5.9671367407407425,6.875401234567902,81.83680555555556,64.30864197530865,9.383950617283947,31.36111111111111,7.734863291789972,1.8924296296296303,1600,45,332,13,20,500,191,405,0.196,0.73,0.07400000000000001,-0.9958,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,1,1,21,17,4,5,32,0,31,15,5,1,4,38,53,22,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,7,1,23,17,0,3,3,4,0,8,7,13,0,5,12,3,30,4,49,36,3,64,0,0,2,3,9,28,3,3,26,210,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.06847741667979948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440588335646866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560102857170484,0.07983039228140103,0.06592858342405747,0.2158306969515313,0.1171808081791508,0.213879959706064,0.0,0.1791327399505695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779448939434703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044667069864047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205271938577754,0.07764360586036201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912264908212787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896262511829215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968797719298679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461770370032488,0.03666179553446229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612268590642407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410513239772993,0.0,0.06286002323471747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831537536318004,0.09406916757941833,0.07414021029424346,0.07038789530029152,0.06969629054404262,0.06910494898890211,0.40484336458002096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062371794602238864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624171268862139,0.0,0.04956431788683952,0.03428232801956852,0.0,0.1239257207843504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824141854193167,0.0,0.07462835529507647,0.13170269659377268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047550132111398205,0.0533687086314913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702740929252118,0.0,0.07910800189755841,0.0,0.1427796084879132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992621326894465,0.0,0.0,0.21076221624018068,0.07101746506890436,0.05591772696912334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804672135640406,0.0,0.07022233600914515,0.0,0.17836865655079034,0.05402157128006154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038139815753399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661893211320688,0.08992633120108863,0.0,0.0,0.08183531719262589,0.4839119952617889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429258505650694,0.0,0.13709502876267116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057898967543587636,0.0,0.055698996594153664,0.05628747206136755,0.0,0.0,0.1300996615962257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chipfonix,2020/01/04,"Took my first steps against Anxiety I’m a 27yo [M] and this is the second time I’ve suffered with crippling anxiety, 5-6yrs ago I was treated using SSRIs which boosted my mood and essentially gave me the mental tools to beat the anxiety I had. 

Fast forward to a few months ago when I started to lose control of my mood, had thoughts of impending doom creeping on me and that I wasn’t good enough for anyone. I recently picked up my bosses workload as he has retired and since had the stress that Christmas brings, during this time I became reclusive, argumentative and defensive even going as far as to put my 10yr relationship in danger. 

I decided to push through the worry of speaking to my fiancé again about my anxiety and telling her I think I need to speak to a Doctor, she said she would support me and I said that this isn’t an excuse for my behaviour but it’s the first step to correcting my thoughts and actions. 

Yesterday I went to the doctors and was prescribed SSRIs again to help combat my mood and anxious thoughts, I hope people don’t see medication as a cop out as I was offered counselling but I want to make the positive changes myself and if the medication can start to help like last time I hope I will have the tools to take back the control in my life. 

Thank you for letting me share my story",6.41651102464332,6.540807097276268,6.611066147859923,78.18085343709471,65.57587548638134,9.499247730220493,35.03216601815824,9.21078282632365,3.0591096757457845,1052,46,199,17,15,338,148,257,0.09300000000000001,0.764,0.14400000000000002,0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,6,7,17,2,1,16,0,16,5,0,6,1,34,40,20,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,8,13,0,3,5,0,0,10,3,6,0,3,15,5,37,8,34,22,2,34,1,3,1,0,17,7,0,3,20,135,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033852312073375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510428325775652,0.12960127430722687,0.0,0.08021509441964486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821282204826995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135885586396775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25733712107125084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484215665627103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185367266385388,0.0,0.07577166984915032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951620408001016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519818475823484,0.09622193671103564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378918489570745,0.0,0.0,0.2278862668572792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935123481802799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730926946029235,0.08103033378384569,0.056046539138401456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283426606315423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657668465235468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23113724676062486,0.11561107021191372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091568641293139,0.0,0.0,0.08506364170797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953260472412356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532557779782968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132724468002465,0.123166659007687,0.0,0.0,0.21825053368432276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141721855401766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489780969660447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623992239989481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141170504127164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018322603656296,0.0,0.0,0.08625538125628049,0.0,0.10027059030152304,0.10561903023314884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350812987901195,0.0,0.273225288564393,0.20068297164600196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274584637291556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908149731066897,0.0,0.0,0.06766499957170366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634685852407033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650402354550847,0.0,0.08149400280646184,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,queen-alprazolam,2020/01/04,"i’m not sure why i’m writing this... i’ve been in a committed relationship for 2 years, and i live with my partner and her parents. the living conditions are awful, and i barely have food a majority of the month.. 
where i am currently living, it’s impossible to find work (  living in a small rural town ), the nearest city is 35 miles away...  i recently enrolled myself back into high school ( dropped out in 2017 ) and i’m trying to get my life back on track. 
my parents have tried to support me while i’ve lived here, they’ve filled my gas tank and bought me groceries. recently my dad has made the offer to let me come move back in with him in the city and support me until i can get back in my feet. i don’t know how to except this offer, i know it would be the best for me and my future but i can’t help but feel guilty. will my partner hate me for this choice? will i regret making the decision to move? idk... i feel so trapped and overwhelmed in life right now",3.97871794871795,4.469367252525256,5.010606060606062,86.26667832167836,70.91919191919192,7.910489510489511,26.34188034188034,7.882392219407189,1.3167866355866351,748,22,162,9,13,246,116,198,0.11199999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.066,-0.9223,3,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,1,10,1,15,4,1,3,2,31,31,14,0,2,4,3,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,5,13,1,0,6,0,1,4,3,3,0,0,3,2,27,4,25,23,2,36,0,2,0,0,12,18,0,0,13,104,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129691337427244,0.3643532006082511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431628724904495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204265772309726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979370264253875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827014207063307,0.0,0.1432421013211971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378074788894708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695456112530166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940112961274437,0.12515931837324654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302048533984508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113320602498386,0.16734336786291545,0.0,0.0,0.5230110179322915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208955904084016,0.07907285895974055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455350921730993,0.2518081125051305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630712534590311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339295896792312,0.12718152921442544,0.0,0.10116405086610973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988767613881525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26885363131208984,0.11164699150203898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085290257154394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689157481354512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624016990262459,0.0,0.0,0.08415046719813704,0.0,0.0,0.07628424915004334
anxiety,dolefulAlchemist,2020/01/04,Keep getting anxious and feeling sick for no reason lmao I feel like I cant breathe and everything's pushing against me. It's been worse ever since I was attacked the day before Christmas eve. It was nothing dire I got out with a swollen knee and a scab and a bruise but I keep thinking about it and how itll happen again and my brain keeps bringing me  back to that time someone got on top of me when they were drunk and I feel like I cant breathe and i should be over it!! It was only a swollen knee but I feel like everything's against me and I feel so guilty when others have it so much worse. I feel privileged and spoilt. People get pushed all the time!,2.1900851581508505,3.9682106788321203,2.6435218978102166,96.44416362530414,77.24817518248176,5.44257907542579,25.2852798053528,5.985473137389443,0.4637206812652068,521,19,117,3,12,160,81,137,0.157,0.7040000000000001,0.139,-0.5589,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,11,5,1,0,6,0,11,10,5,2,2,29,27,17,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,9,12,1,3,8,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,7,6,17,4,10,17,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,12,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307823321613582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642228116693761,0.0,0.11099884043222777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283409603794662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611461149531369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309598939702088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057589849635112,0.0,0.0,0.25947102374296005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43793644394088893,0.3093782550457765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083736836202127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230905173195235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765121905647805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849237559426679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157131276894825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611634535636773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851096335699215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978725189941392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007645936212932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841931882042156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941060937963613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223101522087205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249581851544386,0.0,0.0,0.1683472359230702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942168576282693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notathrowaway1492,2020/01/04,"I’ve given up on sleeping It’s so difficult to clear my mind for long enough to fall asleep, noises in the house make me think someone’s breaking in, i sleep with the TV on which helps but I find myself pausing it every 5 minutes to try and hear something. I work at 8:00am tomorrow and it’s currently 3:00am

 At night my fear doubles from what it usually is, I can’t even walk the 5 meter gap from my car to my house, I have to gather my things so I can sprint either way. 

My fears aren’t rational, plausible, or even a possibility. I get afraid of a Nuclear Bomb dropping, of seeing something paranormal, the particle accelerator in Sweden creating a black hole, an asteroid hitting earth, a gas leak blowing up my house, an intruder, you name it, if I hear about it, it gets added to the list of things that I’m terrified of. 

Despite this, on the outside, from anyone else’s point of view I’m just a normal guy. Nobody knows that I fall asleep from exhaustion every night because I can’t fall asleep on my own free will. They also don’t know that I constantly need to occupy myself with something so I’m never alone with my thoughts for more than a minute. I know others have it worse but I hate it. 
I want to be normal and sleep normal but I can’t",3.6024797170792584,4.915617411067196,4.85454129394633,83.97480965259001,72.51778656126481,8.172165591845227,26.35926773455377,8.6894789155246,1.8219138339920944,987,33,201,18,19,327,145,253,0.141,0.8,0.059000000000000004,-0.9765,2,1,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,8,7,1,3,14,0,11,7,6,1,2,29,30,12,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,18,6,0,0,6,1,1,5,6,6,0,0,2,5,29,2,35,25,5,29,0,0,3,0,8,13,0,2,8,128,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524441559307146,0.0,0.08898431831988139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780409211899514,0.114011493047603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783048522157925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202456912456316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295362426053068,0.0,0.0,0.11497390192699655,0.0,0.14698844459652208,0.0,0.1875032135005676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25042426525160605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170075228334577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627023792292206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017694765176238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985823627766277,0.0,0.0,0.25082365697091125,0.0,0.07458339353148251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851794515382213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345683244222286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847237353630976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427504100026243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235317683812618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825069079991416,0.08581996123972417,0.0,0.0,0.2088427973154502,0.32706931917998666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051881719260076,0.12544265860615045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866951719123327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340576039549846,0.0,0.0942805529699058,0.25698827024709875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784857777682806,0.07129871690584275,0.0,0.0883376779000874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554650287525058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122550580587539,0.0,0.06563121190591384,0.08832267339419682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100746880352913,0.0,0.11339585279448106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tyr46,2020/01/04,"Breathing is the key to peace. Did you know when you are extremely stressed and feeling anxious, your breathing becomes very short and you just forget to breathe properly?

If you are feeling that way right now, then follow my steps.

Breathe in and out. very deep breaths. Do this for 15 seconds.
Second step. Breathe in, and hold your breath for 10 seconds and release all of it. it's like you are releasing all the shitty toxins and bullshit you've heard the entire day.

That's all. Remember when you are in a stressful situation.

**Breathe**",2.1213257575757574,4.956160141414145,1.96049873737374,92.02741477272728,94.05050505050505,4.4952020202020195,28.409722222222207,6.322622252153567,1.4757116161616164,430,22,77,5,16,127,65,99,0.155,0.76,0.085,-0.8301,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,8,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,7,8,8,0,3,18,12,10,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,2,3,9,1,9,10,3,16,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,6,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936229023180376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731074673721425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594787256180192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500700135195264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590167400876532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081123134756992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801263284939369,0.21118051291282786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779593247946208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665295357601093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080729615970724,0.0,0.19628376344578544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KravMagaRengar,2020/01/04,"When someone talk to you too close, fuck this Am i alone ?
When someone even my family get to close too me and stay there,talking or anything, it's fking akward. It feel like it's disturbing me and that also make me angry

Dont get to close to me pleas god pleas 😡",2.896071428571428,3.715270750000002,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,73.64285714285714,7.028571428571429,22.92857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.6288357142857146,206,5,46,2,4,68,39,56,0.19899999999999998,0.725,0.076,-0.8176,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,7,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,4,7,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,3,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667364151202376,0.0,0.20595668734503286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193557785184372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30183795515075634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010442794129246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427881991622909,0.0,0.13022125356425832,0.18398845200022548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809394113993854,0.2691107095223266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582228288233965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191165461131264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364299404067309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27450609538189785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140058986504557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElectricalInflation,2020/01/04,"Mistakes at work Bit of context, I’ve started a new job and been there for about 2 months. I took over a girl who had been there for 3 years and had approximately 1.5 weeks ‘training’ before taking over her role. Although I’m competent in the actual role, I’ve been making some admin errors. My boss has already pulled me about some errors however, a couple of these were down to incorrect information or inadequate training in my opinion. I’ve just come back off Christmas break and we had an emergency call out that my boss had to attend, I booked it and forgot to put a contact phone number down and didn’t double check the site address so put the wrong one (10 minutes away) and also used the wrong prefix (this specific client has their own and I’ve used a generic one). Because he’s the one that’s went out he’s wanting to speak to me about it Monday. In my opinion I’m new, the role has a lot of admin and a lot of ‘rules’ that I’m slipping up on and in my opinion that’s just down to how quickly I was thrown into the role. I don’t feel like I can say anything because I’m still on probation and I’m coming up to the 3 month end and I think they’ll either extend it or want to replace me 😫 I’m not purposely careless just sometimes the job is fast paced and when I feel rushed this is when it’s happening. He’s already asked me to take my time and try’s to think this isn’t a fast paced environment but it is and it’s stressing me out a bit that minor mistakes seem to be blown out of proportion",3.5713636363636354,4.428439251592359,4.782733063115232,86.1940416907933,72.0891719745223,7.492530399536768,27.011580775911987,7.686295010490155,1.3916229299363059,1191,40,253,14,22,394,160,314,0.069,0.9009999999999999,0.03,-0.9013,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,2,16,7,0,1,19,0,21,0,0,6,0,54,47,23,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,16,22,0,1,6,1,1,9,4,6,0,3,13,4,22,1,42,32,9,49,0,0,0,0,20,22,0,10,18,161,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.11730672126098188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653074169168069,0.09613115747626508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892182998247363,0.0,0.11237926233518104,0.0,0.1129403872669565,0.09243336210113466,0.0,0.14655667829216218,0.0,0.10228907286985066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624743619539072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274691038920435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709895596547911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300906009566038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646956452562888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215626449863296,0.08587739044092016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630049203894988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385779257525877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872808426716556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439492141183735,0.0,0.0,0.08024049403047435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189948085157368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321973561761457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24437034999131865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416866538126683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559508488785083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094338312741902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888985340137424,0.0,0.08508460520979585,0.0,0.09599912619951567,0.0,0.13769909446679576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076453521621724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540502486762287,0.0,0.0,0.07009488097446957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355671043246525,0.08161407427514364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764409766707567,0.0,0.0,0.14180485924284225,0.0,0.09642447270555364,0.0,0.0,0.11143502105504084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751364158695582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26285951547490155,0.0,0.07741070601304277
anxiety,calysoe,2020/01/04,"I tried out some yoga today and it actually made me feel calm Tried out a morning yoga routine from YouTube and I feel really different in a way. Kinda calm although my heart beats at 100 bmp still and.. it seems like I'm perceiving sounds differently? I'm surprised cause usually not even a nice warm bubble bath can calm me down.
 
I'm wondering how long this will hold on. Anyways, I'll try to keep up this routine. I'm also planning on trying out meditation again, last time   I kinda gave up because I couldn't stop the racing thoughts. Self care is harddd but I gotta keep at it.",3.128793103448277,5.066595672413797,4.497793103448277,83.47651724137933,75.0344827586207,7.398620689655173,26.255172413793105,8.238735603445708,1.7627096551724135,462,17,90,8,10,153,83,116,0.027999999999999997,0.862,0.11,0.6903,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,3,0,25,19,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,6,0,4,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,8,8,13,13,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,5,9,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.1699860640709287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930111521587807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618570120448972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760014387946765,0.1789429564026671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639867010677965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150520374979826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761532104652809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064181153136753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096593413577945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198956167629734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510131207905303,0.0,0.0,0.15415425673376953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482448784140188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159172406300503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857766762669806,0.18172003159705427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910979218828312,0.14563214008622666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828882750809168,0.10157263625041303,0.0,0.1651134535783716,0.0,0.0,0.473059177162036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918476521315703,0.0,0.0,0.1382653386007956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889035707301013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nimrodskeeper,2020/01/04,"Success story For the past 10 years of battling depression, anxiety, and that voice that always said I was worthless I finally finished writing my first book!",5.573333333333334,9.004341888888893,5.401481481481483,72.36666666666669,74.55555555555556,8.044444444444443,38.62962962962963,8.841846274778883,4.563874074074073,129,8,17,3,3,40,25,27,0.311,0.5820000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,11,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33488074548410884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078824395894648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466400560384373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408776080138341,0.0,0.3423340952190917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841956572576436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38283366311194894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591724263522188
anxiety,skwsklala,2020/01/04,"Possible anxiety I've been struggling the last couple of days. It all started (at least in my opinion) with a fight that happened a few days before the NYE that happened between a member of my family and another relative when we were visiting. The fight was about something that a lot of people picked on about the said member of my family and what the other relatives were saying was assholey at best. It was just a word fight and we left in the middle of it because it was better to leave than have it become full-blown whatever it could have become. The fight shook me up quite a bit and I had a hard time gathering myself together bc I live alone. I also had a hard time falling asleep but thankfully someone helped me out so i fell asleep afterall. 

The next day I was okay but had a bit of a weird feeling in my stomach that I can't describe. I went on with my day and in the evening I had a sleepover with a few close friends. We went to eat fast food before that and when we arrived I felt really full and a bit nausaeous. I didn't think much of it but i started feeling like I will throw up a few times so I told them I felt bad and would go home. That improved and I just had a bit fast heartbeat on my way home. Fell asleep and the next day I was conscious about eating so I ate just a little. Went on a walk. On 31st I woke up feeling like I would throw up for better part of the day and cancelled my nye plans. I also woke up with racing heart twice that night. Spent nye alone and was better on 1st. Even back to normal on 2nd. 

Yesterday (the 3rd) I woke up with a racing heart again twice in the night. I had plans to meet a friend in the afternoon then another set of friends (the ones from sleepover) later. I was feeling nervous all the way to meeting the first friend and I purchased some herbal meds for stress relief but I'm not sure they worked. I think it was just that the friend was nice to hang out with. The other set of friends were nice to hang out with as well. I felt good afterwards and went home thinking it was gonna be okay now. Today I woke up nervous again and I don't have anything planned. 

I don't know what's going on to be fair. It's taking a toll on my appetite. I also cut off coffee and replaced it with green/black tea but that was a month ago. Haven't had any in the past week because I don't want to drink caffeine on an upset stomach. I mostly thought I must have gotten a stomach bug but I doubt racing heart and knots in stomach would be symptoms of that. It usually gets better in the afternoon and it's worse in the morning. I've been going back and forth with myself for the past couple of days, deciding to get through this by myself or going to my gp.

I think I was in a similar situation a couple years ago and I went to the doctor and got an appointment with a psychiatrist but was almost fine even before the appointment (it was about 10 days since i went to the doctors). I don't want to burden my family with this and I also don't want to burden my friends. On top of that I'm afraid of getting some meds with side effects because it's gonna be exam season for me soon and I need to be focused. 

I should also mention I only felt like this usually on the day of a big exam. But now it's almost constant for a week. I tried going for a walk which partially works. I did breathing exercises which didn't work for the most part (used to work in the past). I'm at loss at what to do and I'm worried about not eating enough on top of everything. I also think I'm getting feelings for someone that I only know online and lives on the other side of the world and I really shouldnt.",2.3696707507052324,3.9675466790451,3.663295440191992,90.11533893309755,76.24137931034483,6.4849143193970775,23.63934150141047,7.20055510434128,0.8112246894867585,2852,88,611,32,63,932,279,754,0.084,0.77,0.146,0.9956,0,2,2,0,4,0,53.0,4,0,2,18,31,43,5,8,61,2,55,22,11,3,4,108,115,48,0,12,15,0,11,3,7,9,4,2,3,0,39,46,7,0,20,2,2,22,12,18,1,4,51,13,71,25,107,49,21,129,0,1,0,0,26,52,0,10,54,418,110,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843213136970893,0.0,0.09989625828220454,0.1033223378192246,0.0,0.23933657220817964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03392045972095355,0.10460813533494584,0.03815845637194678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041047412594283184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671007202989019,0.04164814534218937,0.09122009434174198,0.1101782167076504,0.12733392959024384,0.0,0.052346521635834926,0.17646104311477126,0.2178264076281666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390311482014347,0.0,0.03982553129204952,0.16557551865422493,0.0,0.2895192428172122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021096385676203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048863913614193816,0.0,0.1531206542776413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153990444639701,0.0,0.09883682638742948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482938930597335,0.0,0.14106872689876007,0.0,0.12610543207930713,0.07126929775911636,0.19157246144490211,0.0,0.0,0.04242833938325912,0.060315715035401424,0.0,0.26976292749197306,0.0,0.1042420384464687,0.0,0.14174122686738064,0.041837408239360586,0.03989400339433179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882183468799791,0.0,0.08936628530127233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773259463295977,0.033433856827277376,0.0,0.15010266643572792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482605156843663,0.040659276044179835,0.0,0.05281626172053505,0.05419532397043343,0.0,0.0,0.07310729814278435,0.04999337870426597,0.08809081471722628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04240662891524672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081201169652873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039814150064444234,0.0,0.03666791681849057,0.03698576879771825,0.0,0.0,0.10609698418280414,0.0936189660223158,0.048872312688225485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03380032693046698,0.0758727565835231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803147080773824,0.14284978297533465,0.03458086758506529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623278439456793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305406612309384,0.0,0.0,0.06390946854625129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744779095244555,0.03966698646873349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126167629759051,0.05606778719346312,0.0,0.0,0.08452719460295965,0.03840045630758425,0.0,0.0,0.07061136851364286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713795979551895,0.05214594303112105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470117937525701,0.051844952533756414,0.03750393851765841,0.0,0.0,0.045923275260815084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598070951271681,0.0,0.03959955608776334,0.08725718581882247,0.0,0.04728089451361103,0.04766296832339792,0.0,0.033865594488757776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430807484617813,0.1098726773201588,0.0,0.08826245783534042,0.07918565989136646,0.08002227852097571,0.0,0.044848572131638016,0.2774384150096682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525443188766074,0.05065608281445549,0.05083250476578765,0.10630105715017817,0.0,0.0,0.032121415358926285
anxiety,pandamancometh,2020/01/04,"A viscous cycle (potential trigger warning; just in case reading this induces anxiety) A little background first: early-30’s male, clinically diagnosed bipolar, high functioning General Anxiety Disorder.  I have a great job, am surrounded by people I love and that love me back.  Despite living with manic tendencies, followed acutely by long depressive bouts, I manage my moods currently without RX or otherwise.  Good career, good coworkers, and good wage.  Currently in a transition period in living situation, causing me to be apart from my family for extended periods of time, usually a week or so at a time.

The cycle: during the time I am away from my family, I’m currently coasting on a buddies couch, and kind of a fixture in their household.  It’s awkward at times, but they’re good people and help me pass the time.  But, I’m going through bouts of manic episodes, and numerous anxiety attacks that seemingly come out of nowhere.  I’m vocal and don’t try to pretend them away, but rather manage and ride the waves.  The trouble is that I’m constantly exhausted, in pain, and worried about EVERYTHING.  My work output has taken a hit, and I’m struggling to focus and get even simple tasks done.  I love my work, but I become worried I’m not doing enough while I’m there and come back and can’t sleep because of all the work I feel I didn’t get done.  Lack of sleep causes me to oversleep my alarms, being late to work, being stressed that I was late to work, and that turns into panic and I can’t focus on my work, day ends and I’m back to square one.  Few times, I’ve lost all composure and broken down in the workplace.  I want to break the cycle, but have no idea how, especially when I’m mentally and physically exhausted.  I’ve scheduled time off in a couple months to try and get some R&R, but ultimately I feel that it’ll only pad the time until I start battling myself again.

Tl;dr: panic and depression wrecking good things, and I’m tired of it.",6.804737620103474,7.213418615176157,7.388220004927322,71.96677937915744,64.74525745257452,10.719931017491994,35.47191426459719,10.537671172512404,3.93769268292683,1555,69,266,37,22,514,200,369,0.196,0.723,0.08,-0.9924,6,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,8,12,26,2,6,19,0,18,13,2,5,2,52,47,33,0,3,12,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,1,1,11,25,0,0,5,2,1,6,7,15,0,2,6,3,27,10,43,36,6,60,0,3,1,3,7,21,0,4,32,167,38,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429167327971943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854063001483791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885039077741367,0.14618335449171255,0.17946041180493186,0.0,0.04742357312196676,0.08591930463656948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983535036003485,0.0,0.13402831718296548,0.0,0.08406957893284374,0.0,0.0,0.08607952855967478,0.0,0.05017182921166853,0.0,0.13401074790322676,0.07896105864579016,0.0,0.0,0.08916068068075303,0.0,0.0,0.15922414484652234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689039522099369,0.08038381602816742,0.0,0.051383365662477185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991781264115966,0.0,0.14667783745636392,0.0,0.07867174734837308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617303357462806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193522083840228,0.0,0.044213123118860435,0.3262569617785931,0.0,0.08577009986248957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214485795391946,0.08219549155047276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782194352255564,0.0,0.0,0.0772002875546892,0.0,0.0,0.08101231233526365,0.0,0.0,0.17551401127987493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797178903522686,0.13739016243938565,0.06884679936517908,0.0,0.0,0.08492326175744215,0.0,0.21064113180407606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839982815682534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062095833286354984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271642023504969,0.05916718096657441,0.08278017347453767,0.18255312426970308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786756894139447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781681247358896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082233795041025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744569357036995,0.15570388600697854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506423922458973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911478004784895,0.08132901945110148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051684046017612666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629066654189952,0.08941478171304185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563642856187444,0.08461944708690562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856810385573315,0.0,0.045885954769983216,0.0,0.06240306597264715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499233633386357,0.0,0.3398174382223735,0.15801074081927055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SwishBishhh,2020/01/04,"Always remember, you only live once. Often times when I’m in a circle of anxiety, simply remembering this is my only shot calms me and gives me clarity.",5.4720689655172405,6.6918653448275895,7.968448275862072,63.75887931034484,67.9655172413793,11.317241379310346,28.29310344827586,11.20814326018867,3.8649172413793096,121,4,19,4,2,44,27,29,0.055,0.782,0.163,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412240505167697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177640895236134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781031387636845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559912848575949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087391929302124,0.0,0.44097138858009616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6568113398737736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904584344781656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlueFish_Silver,2020/01/04,Catastrophizing things and I can't fall asleep My social media account was hacked and I keep worrying about all my personal information being released since I'm locked outside of the account and can't do anything about it. I had a panic attack when it happened. It's almost 3 am and I keep thinking about how they're impersonating me and I might get ostracized if they say really bad things while using my account. I wish I could just go to sleep and stop worrying about it.,4.184423076923076,6.474409131868132,5.184711538461542,78.15091346153848,73.06593406593407,8.066483516483517,27.85851648351648,8.841846274778883,2.422394505494505,385,15,68,8,8,126,63,91,0.217,0.753,0.028999999999999998,-0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,1,2,0,9,2,2,2,1,20,18,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,3,2,0,3,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,12,0,6,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048118812973628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475560122193972,0.0,0.0,0.22776754353979556,0.0,0.0,0.16716681495746213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985122903748222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104601353845385,0.0,0.1137838395871172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704485935175432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559113274213589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123909522073689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349030552782893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481546939311968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282595204987263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921486377021818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561561024631746,0.0,0.20035438280259468,0.2040886716469858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673843523209365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660209813937612,0.12828635167555116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729169797879165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023138208197844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066455278014938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Early_Internet,2020/01/04,"I've been in an online friend group for almost 10 years and I'm still too scared to join the group calls To be fair it's not like I talk to them as much/am as close to them as I was a long time ago, but still. I've known most of them since I was 11 but I still can't just join a call and speak. I keep hyping myself up and saying that I'm going to join the next one and it's finally here and I just can't do it. I would have been joining in the middle of the call as well since it started while I was asleep which just gave me even less courage. Part of me figures they don't care for me anyway and wouldn't want me joining in. I miss being close to these people so much. I just can't interact properly. I fucking hate this.",0.30051124744376523,1.821446085889573,1.9682453987730069,100.30594683026588,82.00613496932516,5.0828629856850736,16.388139059304706,5.6839178017228535,-0.8947191002044987,564,9,145,3,15,184,91,163,0.099,0.79,0.11,0.2001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,13,9,2,1,7,0,15,2,1,0,0,23,26,14,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,6,2,20,5,19,16,4,19,0,1,0,1,15,7,1,2,12,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447761696784847,0.0,0.1635446009872393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003137684930355,0.0,0.16651889564395075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787343865415286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891259136780566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618310548641154,0.15098967419207265,0.0,0.0,0.09282034298414553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612478551532654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516917166387056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979146973480251,0.0,0.0,0.1445358997430915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401227004187641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736960847433176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067203268946042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768631187106585,0.0,0.11322774823087706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988117044521752,0.16351502333572607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27020529105667923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560100735808848,0.0,0.3912903750377608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127300814867907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523507609060497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633225973326368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684717846779988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602012110760948,0.0,0.0,0.10517479129559748
anxiety,Metalworks13,2020/01/04,"Having an ok time led me to worrying I was making it all up and now we're back to square one Most of the day I just kinda lied in bed on Reddit and listening to music like I usually do (I think I have depression, I'll have to talk to my therapist about to) but I finally got up and showered around 4 or 5 o'clock. I watched a funny YouTube video from one of my favorite channels, got the new GPU my friend was gifting to me in the mail, played a round of Halo on my PC (I couldn't get myself to play yesterday so I'm happy I did. I think), and my dad taught me liar's poker and we played dominos. 

Well then I started to feel kinda ok you know. Had a good time so I had fun. Well then I started worrying was I actually feeling ok? What was ok to me, am I so used to being bad or meh I think that's good or was I actually feeling ok? And then I worried if I felt ok I was probably overthinking my worries of having depression and overstating how bad my mental state is and I started freaking out a bit. Wrote a lot in my journal, it helps me calm down but it looks like a madman wrote in the damn thing. 

So yeah here I am again, feeling like shit. This is fine though, as it's what I'm used to.",0.14312661498708226,2.069763286821708,2.7265891472868238,92.5337855297158,84.73643410852712,5.992764857881137,21.95865633074936,7.242747475848597,0.6817198966408267,920,32,213,14,27,319,137,258,0.14,0.583,0.27699999999999997,0.9903,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,0,15,29,3,0,11,7,20,1,1,5,1,40,45,24,0,2,7,1,6,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,9,11,0,0,9,6,0,1,1,8,2,2,15,10,38,21,30,28,4,30,0,2,4,0,10,11,2,8,20,143,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.2263833885604247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325768549422684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919087288243781,0.19369735101054752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126633484489701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748053990820219,0.0,0.1998078929091476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23459664713625175,0.08286487952165017,0.1113707405322876,0.12706382940103916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961531698938789,0.0,0.060601158062153986,0.0,0.0,0.19457757560459474,0.18553918104151634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347589648001052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774715354430597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374630171356145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000384859215978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974042683128391,0.0,0.0,0.09861245463252097,0.0,0.0,0.07742572097794759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689289637997267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120260283061289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571986876229471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250592531299516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906436763503975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462997137077897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323016890451494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346759308862593,0.07706009027914656,0.22296943173217296,0.1139617869980488,0.0,0.13527201600355462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200360106987662,0.12774906523744295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858190796082848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711830009770685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fishing4years,2020/01/04,"Sleep help. What helps you fall asleep. Been on a weird stretch of not being able to fall asleep until i'm like delirious tired. Schedule is all over the place. Tried tea, hot shower, benadryl, (Mastercard) lol auto correct. Anyways what works for you? Txs. Oh and I posted this here cuz being tired increases my anxiety, panic disorder,  so sleeping is a new obstacle.",3.3190909090909098,6.359479318181819,3.539621212121212,84.37943181818183,81.57575757575758,6.330303030303031,26.431818181818183,7.645422480735847,1.9503090909090912,289,12,48,5,8,89,57,66,0.22,0.622,0.158,-0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,1,5,7,4,1,2,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,6,3,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,28,7,1,0.2262612225392223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308921593830512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593149633829773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033162561723273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053980443686087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852449865129975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654687939459905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363948203071001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669570681386344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528492513763737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201079818768052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361651792741568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647208647667084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,matildamint,2020/01/04,"Why do we still need to be physically ill to be worthy of time off work? I won't go into specifics, but my mental health fell flat on Thursday. I can usually push through, but this occasion was deeply profound and unsettling. On Friday morning, I called into work sick. I explained my physical symptoms (chest and back pain, nausea, and general fatigue from being awake all night), but didn't explain that it was because my anxiety was higher than usual, and nothing seemed to work to bring it down to a manageable level. This is because I know it would have been scoffed at, and unreasonably critiqued. If I can hold a phone and talk about it, I can come to work and talk with colleagues about it, right? Unless I'm having to be carried away and sedated in an ambulance, how could mental health stop you from working?

It shouldn't be the case. I'm a reliable employee. I've taken a total of four sick days in three years - including yesterday. Yesterday was the only mental health day of those. I should have felt able to say why, rather than bend the truth. The stigma around mental health is more problematic than the symptoms, in many respects.",6.241361815754344,7.266684271028037,6.141522029372499,78.25644859813087,66.10280373831776,9.29185580774366,32.10814419225634,9.424239791934726,2.9243695594125496,910,36,162,17,14,286,134,214,0.125,0.84,0.036000000000000004,-0.9665,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,0,5,8,4,0,0,10,0,25,12,1,1,3,38,37,14,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,4,11,1,0,0,10,14,0,2,5,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,8,2,13,2,33,19,3,33,0,1,0,0,9,15,0,3,13,112,23,6,0.10947528497158887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374829335623357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745621373295756,0.0,0.0,0.10285563393681976,0.08417973663709412,0.0,0.13347023521164442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178650602663057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430326439882457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740710696480045,0.0,0.0,0.14120500428463148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511344158996494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221732730828616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654684345187258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016475359434417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099075613577243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44130135355815264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117453665013412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273513888664887,0.0,0.10504448849500274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326088736616805,0.11648942179126395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349129520294228,0.0,0.0870591406256027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996621878339795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742710399330149,0.09152624021501476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275734768468843,0.0,0.17598417442014302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383591904385437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411431196888848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975688337911025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984965565183395,0.0,0.0,0.07776810144444425,0.0,0.0,0.07049849423349568
anxiety,MrSadman04,2020/01/04,"The day before yesterday i had an argument and i stood for myself and others for the first time in my life I won’t give a lot of explanation although i might make a post about it but long story short crazy old lady almost punched me and my friends. Im not gonna lie i was scared af my heart got accelerated but i manage to stood my ground and keep calm, she was yelling at me at my face, almost pushing me and i kept calm i am really fucking proud of me i don’t know how to express with words how proud i am, I didn’t lose my sanity like her i just kept calm my throat didn’t close because of my nerves 

I could speak because for the first time in my life I thought i was RIGHT about something I didn’t start overthinking i just did it I stopped crazy lady from punching my friend by actually getting in front of her before she was able to get to her i am really really really proud of me :’D

I am sorry if am bragging but i feel really good about myself i still think i did some things bad but i politely managed the situation very good.

Ty for reading sorry for any mistakes english is not my first language :(",2.17461206896552,3.875418961206901,3.836586206896552,88.21703448275862,77.0603448275862,7.053793103448276,23.66896551724138,7.908726449838941,1.11952,877,28,190,14,20,293,123,232,0.132,0.682,0.18600000000000005,0.9634,0,0,1,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,7,9,16,1,1,7,0,20,6,3,3,0,35,37,13,0,3,9,0,1,1,2,3,2,2,0,0,4,7,0,4,4,1,0,2,7,5,0,3,16,3,47,11,25,17,2,24,0,1,0,1,10,9,1,6,13,126,51,3,0.12356042396900775,0.0,0.12057714998831302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474558326773959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402532536640461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316779289176434,0.15064257521023025,0.0,0.21028164028476445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865294433604803,0.0,0.0,0.0796862515611746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247586293407083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153013005214984,0.0,0.0,0.19092495410714286,0.1142296209332014,0.12911044351075154,0.11853041761889853,0.0,0.20727324268119016,0.09882255850755746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641969732352034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334664609617355,0.0,0.0,0.10982618208220102,0.0,0.0,0.06790557762911803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454876313033754,0.06036538187316681,0.0,0.0,0.1093470869927831,0.0,0.13823250888890254,0.0,0.10504665389587532,0.0,0.0,0.082477542461729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310780837392292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296558798549494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833673090643415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235938611745294,0.0,0.395779857700128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105519926946846,0.0,0.0,0.1237055396832178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388870935199883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512285098748262,0.0,0.27663155718479626,0.08745670404727568,0.0,0.09867551419115594,0.1033020471076316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208805533645881,0.07917253052809035,0.0,0.09809317479810284,0.14409815372587326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195029006885832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Failure1234567,2020/01/04,"I don’t know if this memory is real or fake. I remember in the past I tried to access some very immoral things, thankfully I don’t think I ever did, but know I think I might’ve, as I think I have a memory of it. It seems to be a vague memory and I think I even said to myself in the past several times that I hadn’t, but it seems so real. People have told me anxiety can cause false/fake memories but this feels so real. It scares me so much and I don’t know what to do",0.6416190476190451,1.934629733333331,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,80.23809523809524,7.7142857142857135,17.38095238095238,8.515128840125781,0.5193809523809523,362,6,89,8,9,129,58,105,0.124,0.8540000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,24,24,11,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,11,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,2,16,1,8,19,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,4,62,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895848676520085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597432310687652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027075028849727,0.14066032259510294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862640577911226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563792439473625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649628851338149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431174927628125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968882153205787,0.1078054006915081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309854342075416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615327854458934,0.0,0.14791786536218704,0.0,0.155684475627346,0.0,0.0,0.2831260811969004,0.0,0.1756728244382872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316520770857472,0.0,0.0,0.10330851700781912,0.3985572167881809,0.0,0.0,0.09067437706964993,0.0,0.0,0.1485886779911126,0.0,0.10557554620443936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830530863913506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RotSlot,2020/01/04,"im not good in school and its stressing me out so much i have always been average at school and lately it has gone downhill a lot, i cant focus and the things we learn are so pointless and uninteresting. It stresses me out so much that i get so bad grades even when i try and study for hours. I hang out with my friends a lot and when Im with them i lose all anxiety and stress but when it comes to schoolwork i procrastinate everything because everything stresses me out and I feel like there really is no point, I just cant deal with it. I cant concentrate in my classes at all and my teachers always calls out my friend group when we are actually having fun with the things we learn. I cry sometimes of stress and anxiety when trying to finish a presentation or studying for tests, does anyone have good coping strategies??",4.950703991130818,5.841645567073172,5.478203991130823,82.34129711751666,68.9390243902439,8.646563192904656,28.933481152993345,8.841846274778883,2.102678048780488,659,23,132,11,11,212,93,164,0.193,0.728,0.08,-0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,3,0,1,1,12,13,0,5,5,0,11,0,0,0,2,34,15,21,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,23,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,2,1,22,6,18,13,6,22,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,3,10,96,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.11007629003343578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877168659370637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258300877598295,0.0,0.0,0.07887221193233165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418308438675156,0.06876168412436434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518116237048355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716700158961976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239052350024377,0.0,0.11629159513839207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098711826384664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450317482073852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027542941622415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057034945751218424,0.08058416803294949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429762293233236,0.0,0.058933216731414335,0.0,0.0,0.18922216671862654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108503761492143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436861854502981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724303767651626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510826291460584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261940736033249,0.0,0.1917966371307512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658415987375989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663222926930237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226241192433867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283187497833921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156184270061313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6460586953984739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498782910090772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316725954234353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lighton1997,2020/01/04,"I can’t sleep because I’m anxious. I’m anxious because I can’t sleep. I have to be up in 1.5 hrs for a 16-hour drive (luckily I’m not doing it alone) and haven’t been able to sleep a wink. Anxiety. Restlessness. Anxiety about restlessness. On repeat for hours. I feel enraged, like I want to scream. Why is my body this way? 

I’m trying to be gentle with myself because I know that the more I lean into the frustration, the closer to a panic attack I’ll get but my gosh... I feel so helpless. Makes me want to cry, but I feel too tired to cry. Sigh. Anxiety, man.",-0.3829807692307696,1.86329131623932,2.087516025641026,93.12050480769231,93.10256410256413,5.318162393162393,20.133012820512818,6.9077264865688965,0.5409833333333336,432,15,94,7,16,147,71,117,0.315,0.624,0.061,-0.9816,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,3,6,0,9,5,4,1,0,13,21,4,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,1,4,13,1,15,18,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,53,16,0,0.1481026997246901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533897314775265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398944797434173,0.3346277898628832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848820173676754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708460933378336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450871203044393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253677225611115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465552490706364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737754789264323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917026524236148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139337054848134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235549812916096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885970210254147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376660761763155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446289731696261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702222665462749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055201139652922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747096190125156,0.11755702942822355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336396506001997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EpicAriX,2020/01/04,"I hang out with my two best friends and I’m happy... until I get home Then I get anxious and ask myself if they actually like hanging out with me or being my friends. I feel like that’s impossible cause I have nothing to offer as a friend and I’m way more boring than any of their other friends. 

It feels like they’re my best friends but I could never be a best friend to them.

I just wanna be happy without my insecurities making me second guess everything and ruin everything. But also what if I’m right...

I lose so much sleep because of this.",1.0851767151767149,3.5118202342342366,3.0481081081081065,88.4171101871102,85.39639639639641,5.217186417186418,21.151074151074152,6.67199483983844,0.4971352737352737,430,14,87,5,13,144,72,111,0.09300000000000001,0.605,0.302,0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,4,3,18,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,2,1,23,15,14,0,4,7,0,2,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,0,2,18,14,13,11,5,9,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,4,6,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.12397953620423526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159943258637356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639631032369333,0.0,0.0,0.14352693703730182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877178624993312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744666634178285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999839357856781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051225618448514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143668419058634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836328646265494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847755169658978,0.18152479112612765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5889371393082213,0.0,0.13275361797104654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995658369403888,0.0,0.0,0.27048776812363745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743849048115066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620622683863816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213308526578267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480485284866487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339415640103324,0.0,0.09798647144990763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190501408221045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084974359108899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713874254780486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410644929393408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084398769122303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246876538177275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emmajacks102,2020/01/04,"I feel like I’m being isolated by some of my family by the way they treat me So my dad, his gf and myself had a little bbq get together. We had 3 family friends over, one of my aunts and uncles and my boyfriend. Some points throughout this I felt like I was insignificant as my stories were cut off mid way, I couldn’t get a word in with conversations, I was basically attacked and ridiculed over the dumbest stuff (I’m studying forensic science and I was basically told that I was wrong on something to do with crime scene analysis even though I know I wasn’t bc I’ve literally studied it), my boyfriend was also kinda ignored, i have never done anything wrong to make anyone hate me either but I feel like I just get treated like shit. Even my dad jumped on the bandwagon with ignoring me. I had to ask him the same question at least 4 times and raise my voice a bit (not too loud) just to get his attention so I could tend to our guests with serving food. Why am I treated this way? I’m sick of it. I hate it. It makes me hate myself thinking there’s something wrong with me, or that I’m “defective” and unloved",3.9597833333333337,5.013564208888892,4.8410416666666665,85.40156250000003,71.35555555555554,8.113888888888889,29.17361111111111,8.472884824447931,1.9660277777777784,877,34,184,14,16,285,128,225,0.23199999999999998,0.71,0.057999999999999996,-0.9912,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,0,10,22,7,0,7,0,17,3,1,2,1,38,38,14,0,2,6,3,3,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,9,13,1,2,7,0,0,1,4,14,0,1,13,5,37,8,23,22,6,16,0,0,0,0,16,10,1,5,6,120,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983969049385491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603405634397499,0.0,0.10125335174015787,0.0,0.11502796682531635,0.13997841062750804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433035407048738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823928655406096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591502053231074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253659389777805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319867119745613,0.0,0.12442779569934705,0.17580292686421095,0.1181399301225996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878327095309285,0.0,0.09506219709450138,0.0,0.25713815117305033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644364749597013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676208454215224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044906465569815,0.12332073664801382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426341824268978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489782837442276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337666555137642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631477038972415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783556648665635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263011811295009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944799020223327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085402749849307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884055530329631,0.12088846216024635,0.0,0.0717469707116208,0.0,0.0,0.1175722168978113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929958175320061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102656266138593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035824092115447,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kevocitonakis,2020/01/04,"Kinda feel like I’m losing my mind. Thoughts? Sorry this is going to be long. Thanks for those who stay and read haha 

So I’m sure I’ve always had some sort of anxiety because I’ve had a stutter my whole life, but I never have really categorized it as that. I’ve been pretty confident  my whole life. For the past 4 years I’ve been experienced little spurts or dizziness/vertigo but it would only last a couple seconds so I never looked into it. 3 or 4 months ago I had my first ever panic attack. I thought I was having a heart attack but all the x rays and such were fine. 

Since then I’ve had horrible anxiety symptoms. I can handle the tingles and tight chest but what’s killing me is I’ve had vertigo/dizziness symptoms ever since. Honestly feels like I’m drunk and disoriented walking around. My job is a salesman so it’s honestly destroying me trying to sell while in my head it feels like I’m going to fall over or pass out. I’ve taken Wellbutrin, gabapenton, and now staring lexapro. Those help the tingles and the chest but not the vertigo! I have Xanax and Clonazapam which work wonders but I don’t want to use those as a crutch. 

As a side note I’m also the heaviest I have ever been in my life. I feel great around 160-170 and I’m 194 right now. I work out 3-6 times a week too which is scary that it’s not really putting a dent in things. Cleaning up diet now too. I also started snoring which I’ve never done in my life. 

To make things worse my new job doesn’t offer benefits and my wife’s job doesn’t either. I’m looking into covered California options though, but need something to keep up these doctor visits/prescriptions. 

On top of all this though I feel like I’m kinda losing my mind. I’m constantly feeling dizzy and have been getting spurts or furious rage. I’ve always had kinda a short temper but recently it’s almost uncontrollable. I start cussing really bad almost like Tourette’s which is scary. It literally only lasts 10’seconds then I’m completely fine which is really abnormal I feel. One of my best friends developed schizophrenia a few years ago and I’m hoping this isn’t anything like that. 

Anyone have any advice on any of the above? Insurance, medicine, curing dizziness, random bursts of anger, etc...

I swear I’m a good person just trying to live a great life and be a solid member of society.",2.8840410752038683,5.0920750432900475,4.180319138226114,84.22835246149201,76.7056277056277,7.068237189167423,24.81345011577569,8.057270187336151,1.595042625591462,1858,65,352,32,43,610,224,462,0.175,0.659,0.166,-0.8568,3,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,7,19,34,8,2,21,1,33,18,4,2,9,73,70,37,1,4,16,1,8,6,1,1,12,0,1,1,27,18,2,2,11,2,1,6,9,14,0,3,16,12,30,20,33,51,9,56,0,2,3,0,6,20,0,15,35,205,57,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126774608282517,0.12929861865672204,0.0,0.14606057781039194,0.0,0.0,0.11664647114586554,0.12136957883826187,0.0,0.0,0.0991917421459455,0.0,0.11158468358833476,0.0,0.0,0.05099534928032884,0.0,0.060016350003877776,0.1298488642252406,0.0,0.16594005316023816,0.0,0.0,0.06089469493668726,0.04445832078392861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653703279751617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646721330382751,0.07881296288564364,0.0,0.0,0.0806972364522805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464840558424454,0.0,0.07463417075225044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133781930902194,0.0,0.19791195252660745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581342447431733,0.20840890319295927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203543428371015,0.0,0.0,0.05634663934486275,0.0,0.03810366031081017,0.0,0.08289722098426767,0.061171420497726836,0.0,0.1608143107879768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484868449891717,0.0,0.0,0.08642409177631652,0.04888439798041938,0.0,0.0,0.07243736268501562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711956245203928,0.06482480303686496,0.08068781794035045,0.0,0.0,0.11889769355701793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575681175410337,0.2137836670263729,0.07309644931455474,0.06439978593111279,0.06454201760065448,0.12248806033735762,0.16318322265464671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486822936359976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727990108417435,0.0,0.05821316897590256,0.0,0.0,0.05407772877834235,0.16874763702469409,0.07043762635968047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942022220389425,0.11093527282423503,0.0,0.0855693152645586,0.0,0.0,0.06962129913656404,0.0,0.06368090868762835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419748026279678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331622761657904,0.0,0.0,0.07295116296775063,0.0,0.1868869578087772,0.0,0.07201098534144955,0.0,0.0,0.06228303990094039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065925961763513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561461753714915,0.0,0.08164076119328156,0.10324247837140904,0.07773519701423039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873700654538499,0.151607354546567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714545904804138,0.0,0.0,0.09690479843653996,0.0,0.14330951285560994,0.11579881254159215,0.042526901400724786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903130275303897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298933634787457,0.0,0.0,0.04301684504864548,0.0,0.05850119133320904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285066673133206,0.0,0.0,0.0790910211966778,0.1061898944758142,0.0,0.07432335450108711,0.051808393014243614,0.0,0.0,0.09393089527254388
anxiety,Martha_the_cat,2020/01/04,"Does anyone feel the same? Hi! I have been dealing with anxiety for a year now. I suffer with most of the usual symptoms. But I wanted to know if anybody sometimes feel their heart beat ""loudly"", but the heart rate is normal? I hate it!! Makes more anxious and usually happens when I go to bed.",1.3987969924812025,3.98191910526316,2.697994987468676,90.22263157894741,86.01754385964912,4.660651629072682,22.177944862155385,6.1826913282559595,0.5189418546365916,227,8,43,2,7,73,46,57,0.214,0.7859999999999999,0.0,-0.9157,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,4,0,3,3,2,1,0,14,11,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,6,10,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207348118423748,0.23934321106806086,0.0,0.14813849923275724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841992198678192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854014418879798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424709819615795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040578288491775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873484404582504,0.0,0.0,0.2091693869474175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021138372018638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643354949514835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141920822624846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757930493038892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953645833451132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020523726308072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666710604520726,0.0,0.12496141230848558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364318712748918
anxiety,photoaim,2020/01/04,"A few tough times I just spent a week in LA with some of my best friends in the whole world. I am absolutely safe with them- and I have never had any anxiety or panic with them ever.

But since my Dad died- I’ve battled very scary anxiety and panic. I try so hard to make it go away.

I had two bouts of panic this week. I articulated that I was having a very hard panic episode- and I had to leave a few restaurants to walk around to try and re-center. I felt very sad that this was happening. 

The problem I was having is that I don’t believe that my friends truly understood what was happening. I have been the life of the party- centered- fun-and- cool the entire time they have known me until this week. I’m a world traveler so it just didn’t make sense to them.

I just wanted to share this. It’s hard when friends you’ve had forever think it’s some kind of attention getting thing. I would give anything to be back to my normal self. 

I also figured out that when I drink a lot of alcohol (i.e NYE) the next day I am very panicky and shaky and scared.  I think I need to stop drinking alcohol until this grief/panic is over.",1.7149395239953191,3.6884160557939936,3.1258622707764334,91.5152701911822,79.42918454935622,6.2964494732735075,21.749707374170896,7.348242739294969,0.6310360515021465,883,26,193,12,22,288,127,233,0.18899999999999997,0.6890000000000001,0.122,-0.9273,0,0,4,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,1,11,18,1,6,12,1,22,5,0,2,2,38,37,15,1,5,5,1,4,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,16,11,4,2,7,3,1,3,3,10,0,1,13,5,28,8,25,22,7,27,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,5,15,130,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164393131127075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098021319445586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688625069168487,0.0,0.1549322731747214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333105615153223,0.09014579356514583,0.0,0.0,0.09514019054020743,0.07786521629138136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408904657017856,0.10626957116368113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530644213968287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509530341241773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839893780467474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159843958070596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722863472261672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347072906079849,0.0,0.05290588742457473,0.0971409711006231,0.057550259022746734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790935786894089,0.0,0.2721360422434279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545012951001527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722319856430863,0.0,0.0,0.07152525358263054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609042451133153,0.0,0.0,0.1351880593973003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508544343473426,0.07810048881365714,0.0,0.107694653422282,0.0,0.09921652000654878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752425907072574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968952887554312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138221476609792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563969195528276,0.0,0.0,0.08376603656961651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466064132990693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727482760403182,0.12977084961803406,0.0,0.0,0.11809487275868992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750224813637746,0.0,0.09891951624912547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33421126425526354,0.05972770969875421,0.0,0.2436818996625516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305684245065115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193453295829617,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honalele,2020/01/04,"I was just out with some people Now I can’t sleep. I keep thinking that I was weird and that none of them actually like me all that much. I texted the one person’s number that I had and told her to tell everyone that I had a good time, and now I’m overthinking the text. I probably used too many emojis (✌️❤️) it took all of my courage to send that text, but now I’m thinking that they’re thinking that I’m fake and a ton of other thoughts are going through my mind now. I feel terrible even though we all had a good time. I guess I feel lonely too, now that I’m home by myself. I’m just so bad at everything social. My brain’s gonna explode",2.2876760563380287,2.8606928380281715,3.908563380281693,92.33185915492956,74.8450704225352,7.370140845070423,23.35492957746479,7.554174236665415,0.671775211267605,501,13,123,6,10,168,85,142,0.142,0.778,0.08,-0.9069,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,12,9,0,0,5,0,7,2,2,1,3,24,25,7,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,7,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,8,2,19,4,10,16,7,12,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,8,77,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.17739327720428172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178060590067466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292913700721948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006547767516372,0.0,0.0,0.1737007530998427,0.16337418665616318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838291595565916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331105559816073,0.3049406939833837,0.0,0.0,0.2002536693386402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234244263647845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157643769390914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880963699346782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842986941757872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354827663386195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363088766856165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318037355556065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602494040269538,0.1587252701563428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959920372118696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191355517763344,0.1853041361583983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888572002294346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494362237694772,0.1786001614358224,0.14431482043234992,0.21199741187278556,0.0,0.0,0.1737007530998427,0.20196679526596448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700151952648728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GrimdarkandGirly,2020/01/04,"Does anyone else experience fear of taking medication due to anxiety? Sorry if the title doesn't make sense. What I'm trying to say is that the fear of side effects terrifies me to an unreasonable extent.  I cant even take vitamins or tylenol because I'm afraid I'll get anxiety from them which, in turn,  gives me anxiety. I've had hives for two months and cant take an antihistamine because I'm afraid it will make me dizzy or confused or anxious  even though I've taken them in the past. Does this happen to anyone else? How do you get past it? I feel like I'm always on the verge of a panic attack and its exhausting. TIA.",4.148333333333333,5.278564468253972,5.509682539682538,80.49642857142858,70.98412698412699,8.774603174603175,26.698412698412696,9.150863307647796,2.0792126984126984,497,16,99,10,9,167,81,126,0.235,0.718,0.048,-0.9662,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,1,4,9,1,6,7,0,7,4,0,4,0,12,23,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,2,8,1,12,20,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,5,5,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474570707142305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31648449815617363,0.15579027382823382,0.0,0.19284889892625476,0.282594273647474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688370111850788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681278456229366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413583512227905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303992450992391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216625194962932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489484770411286,0.0,0.31035670812999594,0.06972751377809609,0.09851738461053697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409645270993993,0.13228839009981974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194649144229792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737206656469964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410162607765973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389219942366487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007224872897693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179856068766274,0.0,0.0,0.2632865755364271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096653926769275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543702624437062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31105595690100385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548824623171654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362656577843616,0.14999803262331132,0.1347104461257113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,socialsponge2,2020/01/04,I know it could be worse but like cmon why? It feels like I was disadvantaged in such an ugly way. Like everyone else can like go through the day and feel good and SAFE and I’m just here like aaaAAAAHH why do I have to be heeere. And this has more to do with mdd but like it’s just so SO much easier to stay home and not talk to ppl. I need friends and people to talk to BFF I feel like if anyone found out how scared I am all the time they’d think I was just a little bitch and tbh it’s easier to think that’s true than to admit I have a legitimate problem. hAlp.,-0.08078769230769113,1.7721555920000045,1.659200000000002,100.29298461538464,85.08,5.446153846153847,15.215384615384615,6.67199483983844,-0.7492276923076928,439,7,114,5,13,143,78,125,0.13,0.522,0.34700000000000003,0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,14,1,1,5,0,13,0,0,1,2,31,24,13,0,4,7,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,9,11,13,17,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,9,67,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276901525491954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876700314762196,0.0,0.0,0.10401067980948832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472670121520114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410761370932954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446403306021439,0.23043343280417206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683251295839442,0.12460263772122755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165775026244742,0.13527196006350747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177453586793605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863392559804878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515444631671701,0.16164247768008075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855755861129977,0.11958526233506303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180954881730704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432083763242052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146696608979585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190041330540318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592575767393372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066802882839169,0.0,0.0,0.09404223837040594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801461506821954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291055813721142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435560528189092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jesshansenislit,2020/01/04,What’s the highest you’ve measured your heart rate? Ever since I started running track I get unbelievably anxious. I counted my heart rate at a possible record high for me of 256 right at the start line. Yikes.,1.8030833333333327,4.603474475000001,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,91.75,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.266916666666667,169,8,31,2,6,52,34,40,0.065,0.935,0.0,-0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304228759864935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243594395673548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406964762036912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382360682856718,0.0,0.2845268809487315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30359170750485803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299780170680901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276511640971328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38121935748183255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thenoodist,2020/01/04,"Anyone else with bad eyesight feel less anxious without glasses/contacts? When I walk down the street and I can see I end up making more eye contact with people and feeling uncomfortable, but when I don't wear them I can't see peoples eyes making eye contact with me so I can look into their eyes more comfortably and give them a good ""how are you?"" and a smile easier.",5.002500000000001,6.153915361111113,5.267666666666667,82.944,69.0,7.426666666666668,29.677777777777766,7.554174236665415,1.8225411111111118,294,11,55,3,5,93,51,72,0.07200000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.221,0.9208,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,5,5,5,3,0,15,13,9,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,9,11,2,7,13,3,8,0,0,7,0,7,4,0,0,3,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867623666376627,0.0,0.17748799491980186,0.26008492288404506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194241157467245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204736076474787,0.0,0.22482330501831635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25669416170116954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435025684949765,0.0,0.2129055477364032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131582638191621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388749290862598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35195576706263376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045487682758184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446887930935394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReverseZebra02,2020/01/04,"I’m afraid of ww3 or regional war with Iran!! Um I don’t know if this the right thread but I’m 17 and turn 18 next week!  I couldn’t sleep last night and woke up to it being worst.  I can’t literally live without thinking about ww3 or Iran.  I’m so angry and frustrated that there’s nothing I can do.  I wish I could slap every world leader on the planet.  If war breaks out there NO POINT!!! I want a future for myself and I’m going to school to become a doctor.  I want a wife and children and raise them into good men and women like my parents have done.  I don’t wanna die in a pointless war or see Americans die in ww3 or a pointless war with Iran.  Everywhere I go it’s ww3 and I just can not stop thinking about it.  I can’t eat, I can’t sleep!!! And I can’t put my phone down because then I think.  So basically my whole day has been an anxiety prison for me!!  Someone please help me.",0.7181210005817321,2.436720570680631,2.7577574171029693,94.19037667248399,81.5130890052356,5.710413030831879,19.511634671320536,6.691623216298621,0.0063505526468872215,683,17,161,7,18,230,113,191,0.276,0.629,0.095,-0.9937,1,0,0,0,0,2,22.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,5,1,8,0,16,4,2,0,0,34,32,19,6,8,10,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,13,1,1,4,0,0,3,10,7,1,0,3,1,22,2,19,26,2,22,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,6,9,96,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190133492769915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483619954951183,0.17181877668122605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421283029905306,0.0,0.0,0.10033207735411766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32292159137917353,0.0,0.0,0.15923613315146745,0.0,0.15920576814118945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159190593136465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107743600555466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683208121090185,0.1304877228549451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427767940809617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549916119759171,0.12681321733845366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600538417796984,0.0,0.13737430568265308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654542483676903,0.145995249304109,0.0,0.1492770287950966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727460299587713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077305345687202,0.14706730211992666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563943997402798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285897209889716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744875064571434,0.1239719869146896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113718311780356,0.0,0.1318169744162142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300664641413687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990557706620469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921936162557813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183522635542209,0.0,0.12479172756263797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369232636971982,0.17890191876697795,0.1499673623274096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LimpSeaworthiness1,2020/01/04,Can weed cause a heart attack or death? I’m a 20 year old female and I’ve smoked since I was 16 to cope with a trauma I experienced but recently have finally found an apartment to move in to with my long term boyfriend. My problem is I’m obsessing over my heart rate because I’ve started having these panic attacks. I used to smoke daily but stopped to save money for an apartment but two days after stopping I smoked and felt my hands start to go numb. So I thought it was weed and now I’m afraid to drink or go to sleep cause I’m afraid my heart will randomly stop or cause me to have a heart attack. I got a fit bit for Christmas and can’t stop watching my heart rate and it’s constantly changing. I feel weird aches in my chest and feel like my heart is pounding rn. I have a doctors appt on Monday but I’m still freaking out. Does anyone know what’s happening to me or is it all in my head and extreme anxiety?,2.755156249999999,4.090252119791668,3.7832500000000016,90.73675000000004,74.67708333333334,6.786666666666667,25.82083333333333,7.3011,1.052243333333334,725,25,159,8,15,234,109,192,0.23600000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9875,0,0,4,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,14,3,4,8,0,12,13,10,4,1,36,30,16,1,1,8,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,10,1,4,6,1,1,3,1,12,0,1,6,6,19,2,21,23,3,30,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,5,19,85,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180188535289482,0.0,0.0,0.06562840176283449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203345196484552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721558101444633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246972908768512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892571721866195,0.09929038677498403,0.0,0.0,0.10142824522968012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053129635593631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606867335503476,0.08213665170534265,0.0,0.0,0.09194609679754984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491587068697484,0.0670528951302587,0.09011936816416456,0.10281795709907396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291155934040018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106684476144506,0.0,0.07506762406913549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299921211376568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963264220568724,0.0,0.0,0.6673402689219827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158245698799931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585477103285224,0.0,0.0,0.08306226982376251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975727320069107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848924167005864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012332457774444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981039614137995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267444863151962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764114255853223,0.0,0.0939267933395118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286778000681815,0.0,0.07495592621763443,0.3138813386319998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745135693782796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168661401971062,0.0,0.0,0.08106404860349196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060442124820068374
anxiety,sitcomfan1020,2020/01/04,Sick with a cold and anxious I wish I could just be sick and not have anxiety. I have a cold with a small fever. My body reacts to being sick with anxiety. I’m already sick. I don’t need my head making me feel worse. I would ask for advice but there is nothing to get help with. Just venting,0.1672811059907815,2.2917019032258104,1.9481566820276512,96.8708064516129,86.41935483870968,4.833179723502305,18.534562211981566,6.1826913282559595,-0.2573115207373271,226,6,52,2,7,74,42,62,0.245,0.684,0.071,-0.8648,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,8,7,2,2,0,17,15,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,7,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494333846288312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28168154170241305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905405576855053,0.2883668273358802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386300710159181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28353207231694394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038012891469206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290651940722402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336081860968366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619664818343353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109283671786124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038548208062146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892692229461785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449251887684795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935320094372388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601278543119562,0.18132666643764853,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starless23,2020/01/04,"So I'm Iranian and I'm terrified right now. Woke up 8 times last night and at some point I just gave up on sleeping. I tried not to fallow the news and just focus on something else but there's nothing I can do. Seriously what can you do when your country is on the edge of war and it's going to turn into another Syria? 
Not only that but I still haven't done my military service ( which is mandatory here ) and that could be how the regime is going to send me to war. Which all of this is making me consider suicide. If I'm going to die, I don't want to be at a war, I don't want to see the horrors of war and the destruction of my country, family and friends. I don't want to experience the hunger... If anything is going to kill me it has to be myself. 

Fuck all these politicians.",1.721282271944922,3.204302246987954,3.890912220309811,88.28554216867472,77.73493975903614,7.152495697074013,23.9053356282272,7.957251820313856,1.176490189328744,607,20,135,10,14,209,93,166,0.306,0.657,0.037000000000000005,-0.9959,0,0,1,0,0,2,17.0,0,2,0,0,9,9,7,0,7,0,19,3,1,2,2,26,35,14,7,6,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,8,0,0,3,1,15,1,22,28,3,21,0,0,1,1,5,10,1,3,6,97,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399451424244973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224385448876715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771192647131853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200661576972894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893249727976003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454844872648274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809709875124468,0.17440682512821465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293487625948692,0.17103470638094448,0.0,0.0,0.4205718091232333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468129789187686,0.0,0.0,0.1508042654691188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349268204446585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736152334541464,0.0,0.17751787354133186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407051039627808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489010164869745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579937810810585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474255193409396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513922000439448,0.0,0.0,0.14242635803086756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774572005751718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236611098828208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787825964577598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560666589348204,0.20123297924845215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273633083848991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CS1466,2020/01/04,"Want your opinions on this therapist. Would you cancel if you were me? So I’m trying to see a new therapist. Everything seemed great, she was nice, responsive etc when we were emailing at first. But then right before the holidays (about a week before) she just abruptly  stopped responding to my emails while we were in the middle of figuring out an appointment date and didn’t have an out of office set up on her email, which seemed odd to me. So then today I finally get an email back from her, confirming my appointment date and she attached forms for me to fill out. I open the files and they have various typos, misspellings, and one of them even has another patient’s private information already filled in... so, if you were me, would you bail on this therapist or not? The attention to detail kinda seems lacking haha.",6.352941176470589,7.398867594771242,6.2645816993464045,77.39961764705883,65.86274509803923,10.303006535947716,32.29346405228757,10.355215969177356,3.4101534640522875,654,26,117,16,10,206,103,153,0.039,0.858,0.10300000000000001,0.8806,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,5,2,1,8,3,0,0,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,29,18,15,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,6,1,22,3,21,10,4,30,0,0,1,0,20,13,0,8,14,91,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643211554656385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764865219962688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293824132099987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27209307200610144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830902820393787,0.10559956723879307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143690290855765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751412809095983,0.0,0.13599427788090054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353096626823271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626882378631473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441359028165627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083391695235875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653707970865084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740406456261674,0.4366476276113783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366726312373636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569007754834535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154802663520256,0.0,0.0,0.1085483696616987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430166559890264,0.0,0.12824649915639064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271490504578305,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,average-roblox-user,2020/01/04,"The only person I was able to talk to just moved across the country to an ED treatment and now my hamster might have cancer and I’m all alone My sister and I are best friends. She’s the only person I can talk to because my other siblings aren’t willing to have conversations with me/don’t believe in mental illnesses, my parents make me feel like a failure. I enjoy taking care of my hamster because I feel like it’s the only thing I can do right, I spend a lot of time taking care of her(my hamster’s name is Pepper) and I’ve done so much research to make sure she’s happy. She’s the only thing that I have control over in my life, I get to help her. The day before my sister moved across the country to get help after she relapsed on her EDs I noticed something growing in Pepper’s ear. I panicked thinking she has cancer and took her to a vet the day after my sister left. The vet said that we currently can’t tell if the mass in her ear is benign or malignant (just a normal growth or cancer basically) but since surgery is risky I should just wait to see if the mass grows or effects her behavior. I think that the mass might have grown but she’s too quick for me to take a picture to compare it with and I don’t know if she’s been eating that well. Not only was I insanely anxious at the vet last time but my mom got mad at the $80 bill and won’t want to go back there that quickly. I’m really scared because even though only 6% of hamster tumors are malignant, I still think my hamster might die.",4.286980830670924,4.6445545910543125,5.254075079872205,85.26782188498404,70.18210862619809,7.410159744408947,28.110063897763578,6.961326702584282,1.344108115015974,1189,39,246,9,20,391,156,313,0.11,0.79,0.099,-0.887,3,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,3,14,13,1,1,20,0,26,8,2,4,2,44,50,18,1,6,13,5,2,2,1,6,5,3,0,2,10,10,1,2,7,0,2,8,5,2,1,0,7,6,41,11,32,37,4,36,0,0,1,0,29,15,0,10,15,164,51,1,0.09719620949897156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066596019785587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980405093273422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473788554074681,0.0,0.17774972150391813,0.0,0.08270681544453054,0.1095068441357266,0.10200142533957827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981960267439875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901381371454293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536702857009266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087432015746847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946546812060457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945598737775037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419717969478697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829064788401996,0.13887398297357245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750935503532831,0.0,0.10156201567521146,0.0,0.055238845745792416,0.0,0.07773668777904294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346717236782688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029714083799174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341649484015958,0.0792278833469345,0.0,0.0,0.10560396601290337,0.0,0.06865255720253133,0.09497031678203716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263274154668189,0.0,0.0,0.12975844916299878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979509183825132,0.3093294554663586,0.0,0.11383502584792335,0.0,0.2066083773571633,0.07145039752094459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952316485997025,0.0,0.11065852872671812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435325829174622,0.0,0.0,0.10792488825271276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973596220386591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622663806562264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830050318410556,0.09245585294153803,0.0,0.09731036172431104,0.0,0.07745279493501482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040170889546433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748263906494676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762101845934087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160627718288976,0.0,0.2192383599771186,0.15624526293658764,0.0849537711984504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914568544774302,0.1868382193080408,0.09549478234062936,0.0,0.11335178278012395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798856506570503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732884262944689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739106513507698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheSniperWolf,2020/01/04,"How's everyone feeling? I feel like I've had an anxiety relapse as of about a month ago. I hardly ever use my xanax but I have been having to use it almost every night for the last 2 or so weeks. My brother induced a massive panic attack in me on Christmas Eve via text (thank god we don't live in the same country), and I feel like I've been recovering from that ever since. I have chest pain every day, it is driving me nuts because it is constant, dead centre, dull with hints of sharp. I can't wait til this subsides, I see my psychiatrist and therapist next week so I'm looking forward to that. Just gotta' hang in there. Sending my love ❤

Update: holy shit breathing is magical. Drastically reduced my chest pain and I feel overall calmer.",3.302225950782997,4.941110939597318,4.616258389261748,84.08174776286356,73.83221476510067,6.845861297539152,28.52404921700224,7.492282038375204,1.6973753914988818,586,24,114,7,12,194,108,149,0.214,0.68,0.106,-0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,8,10,2,1,5,0,11,8,4,4,2,21,24,10,1,0,3,1,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,6,0,0,3,8,16,4,14,20,1,22,0,1,2,1,4,5,1,2,17,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364844884684966,0.0,0.15417800634661305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778608788471502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516229877242226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938582520587101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638610738281778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929745656836844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27854808126099634,0.2594515403666262,0.14712425788568967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31140600365696475,0.2199913876890647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792624407842569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550552398627654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044323876075674,0.0,0.13595770676598262,0.0,0.12929542815168715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896329849821198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289682089953492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374809008844382,0.14448975152579085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32766836726767,0.1806497910621821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269359222881195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804726689737028,0.12736499043057878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175423877473692,0.0,0.17877021661658202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659600679334185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24700975948115686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eerreerr121,2020/01/04,"how to make decisions I just graduated college and even accepted a full time job offer. But it's in a completely different area (in the states, im from canada) where I don't know anyone and I'll be pretty far away from my family and comfort zone. I don't start the job until a few months later but it's been stressing me out because I know I don't do well when I'm alone.

Even right now I'm having trouble getting out of bed and functioning properly, and in therapy. 

I'm so worried that I want to back out and just try to find a job here. But I also don't want to regret turning down this opportunity. I could probably find another job here if I tried. I'm stressing myself way too much over this and making the right decision. What should I do. Please help",2.6084615384615404,4.220061987261147,4.6028025477707,83.57310142087215,75.62420382165604,8.142871141597258,25.452719255267034,8.841846274778883,1.8986564429201371,600,21,124,13,13,206,96,157,0.11800000000000001,0.736,0.146,0.3386,5,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,2,7,0,11,0,0,3,0,31,24,16,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,13,4,17,20,3,25,0,1,0,0,2,15,0,1,8,83,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794846638705022,0.0,0.10651492466297632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396651696587896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313210649920144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513983142372365,0.10241770575766597,0.0,0.08119362107441576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965102217382624,0.0,0.0,0.10634430232114817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391590296404981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594631726283122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556313211382975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434731910556941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958819186761896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927690511216765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438720128402921,0.0,0.528696636032086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639950840361118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778156094435084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631391154744152,0.0,0.0979126682086656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620664533124034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550583987220075,0.14360529699288185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274933219208647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427516064329196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051457832890884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231856227463486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766629636285532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808595090515127,0.14487645847837485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712214744553124,0.10572293051452884,0.0,0.0,0.11975709949639418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526463076466208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ROBBA13,2020/01/04,Another foot forward So after a big head fuck after the doctor and admitting I'm not ok and being diagnosed with depression and anxiety I have finally talked about it with a friend after continuously wanting to put my head through a wall on talking about it I have hes not one of the closest mates but hes a good one and the relief its given is unrealistic its given me hope I can open up to those closets to me its actually hard to put in words today's a good day,4.870312500000002,5.195662072916669,6.997916666666665,73.38875,68.89583333333334,10.15,31.625,10.125756701596842,3.1542625,373,15,73,9,6,133,64,96,0.08900000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.177,0.9154,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,8,1,7,6,3,0,0,14,14,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,2,1,8,6,16,11,0,17,0,1,0,1,7,8,1,1,8,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.18763052742603026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161480645361649,0.14708817380915035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400005648230783,0.0,0.1656042900003705,0.1951528554136044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679936891086308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106254657543004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485494964899486,0.17775311512545686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225386223620709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223867203830814,0.0,0.39465474869577616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909702846350841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057806499791536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865745614508685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090832039366344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225214254691088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134074852885619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marshallton,2020/01/04,"My brother makes it so much worse God almighty as if my anxiety isn't bad enough, my brother came to me earlier today and dropped a bombshell that has me still awake at 4am



Back story, he's been after a HTC vive headset for a while, parents said that they could give him some money towards it for Christmas and he could get one in the new year sales when he's got enough. Today he came over while I was cooking some lunch and said there's a guy he follows on Twitter and YouTube that does a lot of PC set up videos, couple million followers, charitable give aways, that kinda thing. Apparently, the guy put a tweet out saying he had a HYC vive pro headset that he was on about selling if he got the right bid for it



Well I don't know whether my brother is the stupidest fucker out there or if this is actually a genuine thing, but long story short, my brother has PayPaled the guy over $700 to get this headset. Now bare in mind, my brother is only just 18, isn't working at the moment because of his own mental health and the money he has is from savings that have matured that my late grandparents left him.



We live in the UK, the YouTube guy lives in California, and when I saw the messages between them, he was constantly upping the price, saying stuff like 'it's expensive to ship to the UK, can you up the offer a bit more' and 'there was a charge when I posted it, is it ok if you could cover that'. I am so scared that my naive little brother has thrown $700 to a guy he wholeheartedly believes he is getting a htc vive from, but it's a complete set up. 



Our parents have no idea what he's done, and I can't even begin to imagine what they'll say if this doesn't work out. I want to slap him and tell him that it was such a stupid fucking idea. He has no idea if this is genuine or utter bullshit, but it doesn't matter either way now, he's $700 down the pan",7.13767441860465,5.066200713178297,7.247713178294576,81.39389534883725,65.12403100775194,9.840310077519382,34.678294573643406,7.793537801064563,2.350497674418605,1464,51,317,12,18,474,193,387,0.09,0.87,0.04,-0.9640000000000001,5,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,2,3,2,17,10,3,1,28,1,34,5,0,1,0,46,53,29,0,10,14,8,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,5,28,15,2,0,5,2,7,5,8,5,1,2,15,6,29,5,38,34,10,53,0,0,1,2,50,24,2,12,20,208,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0894073825303868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700886407017918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607950421733819,0.0704497140070926,0.076498427146302,0.05585037608074607,0.0,0.0,0.10322376389649347,0.0,0.0,0.10002472761736683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957652275556327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606126694756392,0.09900809431363583,0.0,0.21945206532556727,0.10137519647764108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017681209246795,0.0937585232975024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893347995703478,0.0,0.060513793196543285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470071996282638,0.1436021685628559,0.17577948044992808,0.0,0.0,0.14655291308466156,0.0,0.0,0.4535883785644793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973872080181924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31028167539772405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035166244700502,0.0,0.10335074828936457,0.0,0.09954481786305867,0.0,0.0,0.04476064320022674,0.091826774210079,0.16180333401491814,0.08108034429653399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789159363375224,0.0,0.0,0.0611567049789845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233087258025163,0.0,0.09250954286671724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735084936674175,0.0,0.0,0.08848665116126768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062083721278994024,0.06968073240963958,0.0,0.0,0.20346514907772612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774612245000392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210286877699037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782425233473303,0.1743021855886473,0.21857843005204805,0.09172706859183027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316742388194111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048823687828068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007945155863193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173580426065292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368908193362206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054039534813976144,0.07272326756043143,0.0,0.0,0.08237690297225199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334001248331648,0.0,0.0933680631043735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899993222943736
anxiety,avt2020,2020/01/04,"I keep feeling like I mess up all the time Just with my work, recently it just feels like I keep messing up so much. I'm still very new to this job and I've only been doing it for a few months. I just really want to do so well for who I work for, they're such sweet people. I don't want to waste their time.

I'm working from my parent's home on break while I was usually in office at work and loving it. After I get back to my dorm from break, I just want to do half my hours at my room and the other half in person. 

I just hate being back home with my parents and I can't wait to leave. 2 more weeks. It just makes me so nervous because I really love and appreciate this job. I don't want to lose it. 

My parents have made me feel like a failure from a young age and it's just made me feel like an anxious and depressed mess.",1.5263700234192044,2.434840907103826,3.3067642466822815,94.6363524590164,77.08743169398906,6.321467603434818,20.175253708040593,6.5431188927421005,-0.06268118657298992,638,13,158,5,14,214,96,183,0.10300000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.21,0.94,5,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,5,15,15,1,1,6,0,10,2,0,3,1,31,30,11,0,4,7,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,10,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,7,1,2,4,5,24,8,23,25,4,25,0,2,0,2,8,8,0,0,19,102,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562934107519025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710186688756841,0.0,0.0677891820297094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578020365721217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491318348696354,0.3177778383448692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809971945097547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979134163881953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309419983794326,0.0,0.1095139528874161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070645467102665,0.19768719536049828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774942371213132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173154490691488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440930055020552,0.0,0.0,0.2007326608096562,0.2104486212831449,0.07422981360347244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876230677745763,0.0,0.08174804375492051,0.0,0.0,0.10740192141407047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457597217342552,0.0,0.0,0.3704380434499938,0.0,0.0,0.07709514261256033,0.0970994098455348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248079750301265,0.0,0.10980094855977812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880799314595335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968838270901914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247595735394085,0.09175529244391427,0.2623649915631159,0.0,0.08920147766074328,0.0,0.09998612833969484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238325676456418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NolanW971,2020/01/04,"Replacing My Self-Harm Habit I fidget when I am anxious and my tick eventually evolved into self-harm. If there are any blemishes on my face, neck, or arms, I pick at them and scratch until they bleed and then keep messing with them. I turn small pimples and bumps into craters of inflamed skin and blood which turn into ugly scabs, making me look like a meth addict (which sucks because I think I am pretty good looking otherwise). What's worse is that I expose myself to a crap ton of nasty germs and I am stupid lucky I haven't contracted anything severe. 

It seems clear to me that I channel my anxiety to my hands and fingers. With that in mind, I was wondering if any of you guys might have any healthier outlets that let my fingers do their thing and will allow me to focus when I need to.",7.310961538461541,6.389760352564102,6.991923076923076,79.66557692307694,64.06410256410257,9.851282051282054,33.6025641025641,8.841846274778883,2.628541025641026,629,22,123,8,8,198,105,156,0.159,0.732,0.109,-0.7973,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,0,3,7,3,0,2,0,12,13,9,3,1,28,23,15,0,3,3,0,5,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,9,13,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,27,3,17,19,1,11,0,0,2,0,6,7,2,7,5,83,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899237582821712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536804440086485,0.0,0.13262300396612856,0.19585200119606305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266382031357833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568110002277728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540951826710855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716576401739487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409391027139885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727646047817686,0.0,0.0846969052507017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29116423490263005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572183232219348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839118331468715,0.17504824387618248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854722722893647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637353806501027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578240965001719,0.3617129729805569,0.19585200119606305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517535430579183,0.11108466655085823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771405511121685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800588899010373,0.0,0.0,0.1766727515245492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nervouswreck2020,2020/01/04,"I let social anxiety get the best of me today Hello everyone, it’s my first time posting but like the title suggests, I let social anxiety get the best of me today, what should I do

I was supposed to attend this gathering with some friends but I chickened out and canceled it. I just feel like I couldn’t do it. For the best of yesterday, I just was crippled by the fear of having to go today. Some of the friends are people whom I’m no longer comfortable with hanging out, I guess that’s what’s causing my anxiety. I didn’t sleep well last night and had dreams/nightmares of the person I wasn’t comfortable with. I know it’s all in my head but I can’t help overthinking. 

Now that I canceled on them, I feel bad about it.

It’s tiring, I don’t know what to do. 

(ps they don’t know about my condition)",1.2992806520198457,3.4488497289156608,3.0037774627923466,90.91900425230335,81.83132530120481,6.315520907158045,23.01771793054572,7.510576382923642,1.0025985825655566,629,22,134,10,17,208,85,166,0.095,0.662,0.243,0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,4,6,12,0,1,7,0,17,3,2,1,1,24,27,5,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,13,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,7,2,1,1,5,2,24,10,20,18,6,17,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,11,98,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30900632820635776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242191720536553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239009641112161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831623291635764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865788463302846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151166545626202,0.13615986333014898,0.09618953048364882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145279151836335,0.0,0.0,0.208050873062584,0.0,0.14069161686866347,0.0,0.0765211528174807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832528372690587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818334454941533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024887550718083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199007108775629,0.10975263670237176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753647381001435,0.0,0.13156028199876654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263540496286052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334503134764444,0.1175657395358726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895150503291186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474100012551532,0.2745047185625793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851186040497987,0.15475319753393854,0.3828796287132851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106091211351948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mefysto,2020/01/04,"I feel bad for feeling bad. I had an amazing last month of 2019. Something happened to me that has changed my life and lessened the worry in my life and for that I'm eternally grateful. Recently though, I found out I've failed an exam for the second time.  I have to repeat this term and if I don't pass this time I have to delay the start of my degree. Im trying not to let this spiral me but I really put my heart and soul into the last term just to fail. I feel bad for struggling right now when I've just had so many good things happen to me. I just needed to get that off my chest.",2.6157142857142834,3.365279619047623,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,74.23809523809524,6.552380952380951,21.936507936507937,6.42735559955562,0.2308793650793657,456,10,105,3,9,150,75,126,0.17600000000000002,0.75,0.07400000000000001,-0.9265,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,6,0,7,4,2,0,0,18,17,9,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,3,3,17,2,17,13,2,21,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,14,69,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423059057007082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866777467393266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561940981554296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518388227495786,0.0,0.0,0.08824030082516345,0.0,0.0,0.14166052559235662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29870534318016034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014055853631868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243482626334173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753427928264639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270586455255255,0.23859007758731124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123231105619266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480981880794266,0.0,0.0,0.1252329832992118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978542028461455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819801328028568,0.0,0.16676274555815335,0.0,0.0,0.14423480926333568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002308346626798,0.0,0.0,0.11954425473979965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656499310461568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220586809367744,0.0,0.16593779209577697,0.0,0.19696724892843934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466814309643675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152035983898653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not_a_bee_2003,2020/01/04,"I start at a new school monday I start a new school monday that's supposed to be better for my mental health and anxiety. You graduate whenever you finish, not on a set schedule, and theres only 65 people attending currently. I know this will be better for me than trying to do online school but I've never been good at socializing or keeping friends. Almost every friendship that I've had has faded away and I don't know how to stop that from happening. If anyone has advice on how to make and keep friends so I wont be all alone that would be nice :)",6.447837837837838,5.854429414414415,7.145720720720721,76.78182432432435,65.66666666666667,9.922522522522524,30.21171171171171,9.2995712137729,2.4828846846846853,439,13,84,7,6,146,75,111,0.061,0.727,0.213,0.9595,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,3,2,20,21,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,9,6,13,12,1,19,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,12,57,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653724228604265,0.0,0.0,0.16040860918046276,0.16591004299715786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254602965820452,0.0,0.0,0.11200959458545233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505051513506067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28335265992256403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496821539635068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24752705171510006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436099775493934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165678044958274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027603278689404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847710628405062,0.0,0.0,0.17607407584986404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692904452291802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143531585565704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354953067377154,0.30942782365264754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183282504805094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105658948513834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863669340496531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329502171144275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676868203821995,0.0,0.0,0.1339272347937142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875948718049017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379541820076708,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iTzDuDZZx,2020/01/04,"Just need any suggestions After 2 years, i felt like it was time. We had a family. 2 kids 1 and 6. Things were seeming to be getting better along with it. Some bad times. But more good to remember. The reason i woke up and what i waited all for to get back home to what was my world. A series of unfortunate events happy and ended up in no contact. Ive been grieved over alot of things but this is different. I had put some money down on a ring. Had plans on going to the coffee shop we met at. I had a plan to shit down and invole the 6 year old in helping me ask her to marry me. I wanted her to either hand her a napkin where i had ""happily ever after"" sweetly written out. While i was kneeling on my knee holding the ring looking at her.  Now its just hard to even think about. I shake going any where near, the thought of wanting to marry someone who thinks you dont even care, honestly just cant bring my self to return. Ive never experienced this. And would like any advice anyone could give...",1.9890183387270743,3.706155388349519,3.7092556634304223,88.85286947141319,77.64077669902912,6.325350593311758,21.153182308522112,7.1686216300943375,0.5398217907227609,774,20,164,9,18,259,132,206,0.106,0.7659999999999999,0.127,0.7568,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,0,3,11,12,1,1,11,0,18,3,3,1,3,36,39,8,1,5,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,10,10,0,2,7,1,2,5,4,4,0,0,15,8,23,8,34,21,6,37,0,1,1,0,16,17,1,4,17,119,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454319663658126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30362227445997353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406325903348468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913310166359785,0.0,0.0,0.11443873272604005,0.1242642810058355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162533690296185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517389873142217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882620392867135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554924793680222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744240689401112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318164974338497,0.0,0.0,0.1965975846306738,0.13462249056205347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403007967217961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289720458364527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551187035706007,0.14276836510582785,0.16916356299513596,0.12482897884879658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842904838491018,0.1333197084514064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975556284099507,0.0,0.14928555856403447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454186537455834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497714920360822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035329254963937,0.1147845134298879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616884142570847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961218412058278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530188846273721,0.0,0.0,0.16859191448469887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548645947413698,0.15525895963214484,0.0,0.1527687184196651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261005859501853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977480159191539,0.19072459157495614,0.0,0.11815196871231168,0.17356437474435313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755639740593851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572239034412284,0.0,0.0,0.19167934378212814
anxiety,golfcartlol,2020/01/04,"I just feel embarrassed all the time I raved about a TV show I'm only 3 episodes in to my coworker who had also watched. I was just excited and really liked it. Now a few more episodes in and reading some critical reviews of it, I see it's not that great. It's cringey even.

I'm embarrassed at my raving about it. I didn't even really let my coworker tell me what she thought nor did I ask. I guess I can tell her now I'm disappointed.

But still I feel embarrassed. I don't know why. I guess because I don't talk much and when I do I feel like it should be right and meaningful. I guess now she thinks I like bad shows.",0.4247368421052613,2.437888578947369,2.4879323308270718,94.14588345864662,84.26315789473685,7.1082706766917285,22.281954887218046,8.192908349453996,1.1195654135338344,483,17,116,11,14,162,78,133,0.156,0.743,0.10099999999999999,-0.7846,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,3,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,21,25,8,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,5,23,5,7,17,5,10,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,4,9,75,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628469094420353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931955297291786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229345471086086,0.1038863576140122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512140478723505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585081872089023,0.12174797352487078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788848415086687,0.5632100279142748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365829164457284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426584096695505,0.0,0.2497755886088837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527819710300744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961197388265475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046596611821307,0.0,0.21835063706832392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553761910809448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580255459325158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360975108225952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697701850324345,0.29790891757385896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919815740230296,0.0,0.13529432329934668,0.09937318389966264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537774057868384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lildryersheet,2020/01/04,"I need some advice. I am currently a huge mess.

I have IBS-C and SIBO syndrome, which causes me pain daily and is relentlessly difficult to treat. I only mention this because of the massive stress it puts on me every day. 

On top of this, I am a massive hypochondriac and I worry almost constantly about my health and I convince myself I have a different condition basically every week. 

I see a therapist, which has helped with panic attacks (which I haven’t had for 2 months) and other physical things, but I am still a nervous wreck. 

My body feels constantly like garbage from all of this stress and stomach issues.

On top of this stuff, I am in college, work full time and am in a relationship.

I just don’t know what to do, nothing that I have tried has helped me mentally and I’m afraid I’m going to lose my mind.

I really want to try some sort of medication but I don’t know what. I’m super scared of things like benzos for the potentially addictive nature and horrible withdrawals. Any recommendations would be greatly appreciated, I just lack the ability to relax, I’d like to be able to fall asleep at a reasonable time again. 

My quality of life has just taken a nose dive in the past six months. I spend all my time either worrying or feeling sorry for myself, I just feel pathetic and like my body is going to give up on me any day now.

TL;DR: Stomach Issues and crippling health anxiety leaving me feeling helpless, looking for advice.",5.01514440433213,6.431410252707582,6.169622743682313,75.49782761732855,69.21660649819495,9.294512635379062,30.45649819494585,9.642632912329526,2.9907922021660647,1148,46,205,26,20,384,152,277,0.18,0.675,0.14400000000000002,-0.8983,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,8,21,1,6,12,0,21,12,6,2,2,39,38,14,0,4,8,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,15,12,0,0,7,1,1,4,3,12,0,1,2,7,32,9,31,33,7,32,0,2,2,0,5,13,0,5,19,140,47,2,0.10362901190468654,0.0,0.0,0.1129709191927675,0.0,0.2025301421522942,0.0,0.0,0.10376948624278792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409425633708471,0.0,0.07927591046200634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789296141147873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631712838073833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021694147531446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064555411512143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397229397604845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366427932853467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827026112954063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462382402466567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095917684897009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941039099685554,0.11778951119389973,0.0,0.0,0.11425135146746683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203055874872356,0.0,0.0,0.13892068454778309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632352953190268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390358962004782,0.0,0.0,0.10972816075896766,0.0,0.0,0.07319623578225623,0.20251160285220213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702227036636351,0.1159343570466854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439532716897866,0.10443367019620088,0.0,0.10463576071315543,0.0,0.16543137724775506,0.0,0.0,0.07683959924888309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943483181245337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881453325563484,0.1102685750551807,0.12158631735220528,0.0,0.0,0.09892561773013453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417577948935663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638739859864705,0.10654788362557813,0.0,0.1112587767105646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375071914388477,0.0,0.08257890559463459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600419459513063,0.0,0.0,0.08275826277013447,0.0,0.23741336602187,0.0,0.1186304256069894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032127002673584,0.13769302160743907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128073061218294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071459339257372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112307615650087,0.0,0.08312494254430126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544315488218681,0.210480583722306,0.0,0.07361507679548558,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Abs671,2020/01/04,It’s 3:30am!!! Been having chest pains the past week and chalked it off as anxiety but still worried it could be something else. Had chest pains today and did my usual resting to try make it go away but it persisted all night. It got to about 1am before I woke my mum up for comfort and stayed with her for an hour as I felt extremely dizzy so drank some water had some fruit before going to my own bed. I think I fell asleep around 2:30 bit woken up again feeling very very anxious and unsettled and I don’t know how to calm down. My anxiety has not been this bad in years and I really don’t know what to do as I usually handle it well. Any advice?!?,3.1133333333333333,4.220316074074076,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,73.44444444444444,7.474074074074074,23.12962962962963,7.908726449838941,0.9216074074074077,510,13,112,7,10,165,94,135,0.19,0.7390000000000001,0.071,-0.9578,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,12,8,3,2,1,23,24,13,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,5,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,10,3,12,3,19,12,6,21,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,10,73,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546929115400116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765220058629163,0.0,0.24220437064881825,0.17883854712761252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092419061367525,0.0,0.0,0.1487318910451469,0.0,0.13217729162010186,0.0,0.0,0.2694102191313956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282705128325068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639292386886394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224274288867446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004329764927444,0.0,0.15199673895882326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993570973507295,0.0,0.12661023143338682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589762755235115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399956101284206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566920040162596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855765210472574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368933976025647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111915362268813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141364509653723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218702122269756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687310826596443,0.12642184008619115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143486026585533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005375463512338,0.0,0.0,0.10747807667906448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486991507522565,0.2612348843271839,0.0,0.0,0.12698198151764326,0.0,0.1423343764454187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076547408020406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194263514650016
anxiety,Flurzzlenaut,2020/01/04,"All of these recent events with Iran have sent me into my first panic attack in months. I was doing so well. I’ve been on Duloxetine, got all of the side effects fixed. Still feel nervous all of the time sure, but no panic attacks. Then the news about Iran came into my radar. We could possibly go into ANOTHER war, and this one will be bad.

 I couldn’t stop thinking about it and what could happen. Could the draft be restarted? Could someone I know who’s in the military be deployed and killed? Could the US be attacked? What will happen if that happens? These thoughts kept racing in my head for hours and then finally I broke down. It felt like the world was spinning around me, I could actually feel my blood pressure rising, my chest was hurting, my entire body was tingling, and I was getting dizzy.  It was one of the worst panic attacks I’ve ever had. 

I actually had to drink a few shots of whiskey to make sure I was tipsy so I wouldn’t be able to think about it until I was able to calm down. I’ve never had to do that. Now I’m back to being sober and it’s going through my head again. And I keep thinking, “this should never have been allowed to happen. He was a bad man but tensions were already too high.” 

I can feel myself getting close to another panic attack just thinking about. I’ve done everything to keep it out of my head but once I sit back down it comes flooding back. I really just don’t know what to do.",2.453307424283036,4.444087947735191,3.3930487804878062,90.39681519699816,77.18815331010451,5.809112838381133,22.885151433931927,6.67199483983844,0.5608049852586436,1119,34,230,10,26,357,149,287,0.255,0.7070000000000001,0.038,-0.9975,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,2,18,24,7,7,10,0,40,9,6,3,8,59,68,16,2,10,6,0,4,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,17,17,2,4,12,2,0,6,6,19,1,3,22,4,27,5,36,29,5,43,0,2,0,0,6,16,0,1,21,167,44,0,0.15326203550205572,0.0,0.14956163833559508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456423363922916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607086073869529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821785251763794,0.0,0.4358942275235427,0.0,0.17677356750032086,0.12796739788471687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511978549505174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764546957111206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601083641848147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36710179290918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784201368803893,0.0,0.07506922366285693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069317142764367,0.0,0.0,0.06887101755807495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162408352381282,0.0,0.07357779438932413,0.08394553425169529,0.0,0.06518230455205072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007308789258546,0.0,0.08710234670081242,0.0,0.061288825272193176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27105822367764554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593659678513296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096487758878664,0.0,0.0,0.07546611634173134,0.0,0.08203508942288243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136226339119389,0.08478086731165857,0.0,0.08422880656343434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743804449093272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115179939841594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061166147266315814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820513008397243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160953293897864,0.10385432170884763,0.0,0.0,0.3596399530227532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638995849228964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049091792220663004,0.0,0.07566388519427482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492921266339402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119762976429189,0.06406696214969297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444765467900028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196408247799916,0.0,0.060836468326569984,0.04468416270094485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217767902613286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890048797343458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PorkRoll4Initiative,2020/01/04,"Had to break bad news to a friend I was dreading talking to a friend for several days. Friend is planning an event and I'm out. I'm going to let my friend down. Everything is going to be more expensive for the event because my cut is out. They're going to be mad at me and I'm the worst friend in the world. 

They text me at 7. I reply ""hey"" and they ask me if I'm in. Oh no! This is it! I deliberate about it over dinner. I go home, I'm pacing around, trying to keep busy by cleaning up while working out my response. I work out this whole excuse about how money is tight, how I don't have the time. 

Finally I type out my response at 10:00. My phone buzzes in response and I don't even want to look at it. But the sooner I do the better. I gotta rip it off like a band-aid. The response?

Ok.",-0.9374876847290636,1.0388346436781646,1.6115435139573082,98.26637931034485,90.4942528735632,4.463711001642037,16.9064039408867,5.916634753146586,-0.5968699507389164,604,15,148,5,21,206,96,174,0.109,0.7490000000000001,0.141,0.6968,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,4,6,13,2,1,11,1,14,1,0,2,0,18,28,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,6,10,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,5,0,0,2,2,20,8,30,22,3,29,0,0,1,0,12,18,0,1,7,95,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469644980263865,0.1543362311512161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378426885323586,0.10063691871455067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600808994203016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064689555371404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090399405408678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837163807482748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808472833363885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6377380053495995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752962659296685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655980510646904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673897526660598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688150174373695,0.0,0.08065430400754517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386334521223044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650394365882095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269254398243627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626491158419018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208481325453433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737395974887768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843163329323932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037398602181054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FluoresentAdolescent,2020/01/04,"FUCK ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION I hate it so much. It’s the reason why at 24 I haven’t done anything with my life and now that I need to decide what to do my anxiety decides to go on maximum overdrive. BUT I WILL CONFRONT IT AND KICK ITS FUCKING ASS

That is all.",2.82918181818182,3.7493893272727306,4.790681818181817,85.20602272727272,73.9090909090909,8.40909090909091,30.113636363636363,8.841846274778883,2.337636363636363,203,9,44,4,4,70,43,55,0.336,0.664,0.0,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,0,5,4,1,1,1,10,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,8,2,4,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246052132941571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837592288694156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390282068811041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28400007036991565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131269048147648,0.0,0.0,0.15772143212492634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27399427565344964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602110606821369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400967599430803,0.20577811240746385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853375419419601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504193024427313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,steve616rogers,2020/01/04,"New to this whole thing At the beginning of November I started having major anxiety attacks and complete mental break downs. The stresses of life got to me. At the end of November I finally went to see a therapist, free through work, which ended up telling me things I already knew. Two weeks ago I started Sertraline, and so far things seem to be going better.  Physically I still feel anxious, but mentally I feel better. I'm not over thinking things as often, my overall mood had gotten better. It's progress, but there is still a long road ahead of me. Advice, chat, motivation, and really anything else would really be appreciated.",6.481499999999998,8.012294834782612,7.049293478260871,70.12611413043481,65.86956521739131,10.271739130434783,35.244565217391305,10.411451182825502,4.1194565217391315,506,24,81,13,8,166,84,115,0.055,0.7559999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,7,5,7,1,1,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,14,20,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,1,1,2,1,2,0,1,5,3,10,5,16,12,2,23,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,13,57,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613633336395453,0.12349373188043272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537368076079097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657506739190777,0.15738551836483278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464380846168876,0.0,0.0,0.15849014201459782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696365632303673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606840561008255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163792312888221,0.0,0.24678225958088734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088300419005798,0.0,0.0,0.15261201921197606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917553403291452,0.0,0.1114223819444034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840181860877613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232887821912244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807921189244124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455063069236048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784966312815826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101546961250043,0.1268265174031842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721477421997688,0.0,0.2225131791123695,0.0,0.15958407374991182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176684925136562,0.0,0.0,0.16175465393014885,0.3702169542219557,0.08926698589099158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360898397035272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174953781014146,0.0,0.0,0.12914576299308056,0.0,0.15553945419372256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014224783918515,0.0,0.0,0.09896489015158492,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zxtb,2020/01/04,When is it best to take Celexa for anxiety and insomnia? My doctor just started me on 10mg of Celexa today. My depression and anxiety are destroying my sleep. But I can't tell if I should take it in the morning or before bed. I know you need to keep it consistent. I read that it can give you insomnia but also make you drowsy. Is it just something I need to try to find out? What's everyone's experience with sleep?,2.057558823529412,4.103818211764708,3.963161764705884,85.57297794117648,78.64705882352942,8.485294117647058,24.742647058823533,9.188382445141503,2.1269117647058824,328,12,69,9,8,111,59,85,0.09699999999999999,0.871,0.032,-0.509,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,6,5,2,1,0,17,15,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,10,14,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,47,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175435415053302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094702865781879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211592321464206,0.0,0.21226871566957292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421389414858507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703077452805566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327658753320412,0.0,0.19785778175608804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487009635877005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403474530507456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978587856380704,0.0,0.0,0.11116168933466322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350160512924613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29995963037853124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232362170001286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048299220735857,0.0,0.0,0.15571646953436485,0.0,0.0,0.14316695778121327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041620574935839,0.0,0.17679192073588315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917272521741395,0.0,0.0,0.13732729554649278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emrunny,2020/01/04,"Weird thoughts during panic atacks(trigger) Well today i had a panic atack, not the worse but kinda intense, its been a lot tbh since last one.
But my panic atacks are always trigered by same thing: thinking too much about the universe and how bit is, sadly this was trigered watching rick and morty wich i enjoy a lot.
But in my case im not scared of the physical sympthoms but my head... o man my head go fking nuts during that moment at the point i think im going crazy or something like that; i want to know if anybody here have experienced
Something similar, bc all my panic atacks trick my mind that im going crazy ínstead of think that im dying

Sorry if i wrote something wrong, english not my native language and its my first post in this /r

Hope u guys have a great weekend!",4.53233766233766,5.7579462597402635,4.964805194805198,84.4029220779221,70.16883116883116,6.63896103896104,26.98701298701299,6.574015621080383,1.1684623376623375,620,20,117,4,11,197,101,154,0.19399999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.145,-0.8246,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,14,1,5,8,0,7,2,2,1,1,28,18,11,1,4,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,9,1,2,5,2,13,5,8,13,6,13,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,7,6,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306623388010296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210870376143824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608023859388185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951375837530954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069685080839124,0.0,0.0,0.1233124676077664,0.0,0.11074679285233964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295759858070221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108998814744593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832587719863429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146856262540577,0.0911707914149396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464312926315774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017780421086167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293427769411625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222091786008323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579088602034978,0.0,0.0,0.5249166378328827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057322147244974,0.0,0.10711916470744873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197904470614332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252156086278554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583174369695952,0.0,0.1252043262914957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430663203847382,0.21500244107595767,0.0,0.08879456840989358,0.0,0.0,0.10601852740634912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659706625070583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005645012131677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398234646541246,0.0,0.12228788544168948,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sinister-Laugher,2020/01/04,"Roommate ""hates"" me and I don't know why I say ""hate"" because I don't know for sure if she actually hates me, but she's been basically ignoring me whenever I walk into the living room, and she snapped at me through the group chat for something small. On New Years, she sent me a message saying ""You are really something"" and when I asked what that was supposed to mean, she ignored me. I want to know what I did to her that pissed her off so much, but I've been anxious about a lot of stuff lately and I just don't want any more anxiety right now. 

It also seems like there is no one I can talk to about this. I guess I could ask my other roommates about what happened on New Years (I wasn't hanging out with them. I was in bed), but I don't know how that will go over. 

Should I try to talk to her or just leave it alone?",4.4046551724137935,3.889270040229889,5.098298850574711,89.50158620689655,69.86206896551724,8.339310344827586,27.74482758620689,7.554174236665415,1.2054868965517231,633,18,151,6,10,205,107,174,0.159,0.805,0.036000000000000004,-0.9646,0,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,0,11,8,4,0,4,0,16,1,1,1,1,30,33,13,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,11,7,0,2,6,1,0,4,6,6,0,1,7,2,32,2,22,23,3,22,0,0,0,0,20,11,1,5,8,107,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.13605298786554956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443962022510296,0.0,0.11149345119383017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480980910215857,0.0,0.1066552751353931,0.15750396574276307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606761871864429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498862537014314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113148539333863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923512105527758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358592204814495,0.0,0.12328790198901972,0.0,0.0,0.41294266684045255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648449495026203,0.0,0.15727088418150956,0.1476247589922937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811315882225832,0.0,0.12310967179838478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852918342486413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518683364309444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248912374225312,0.0,0.0,0.26930378534715355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447403042973963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931548337694757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906320013256574,0.0,0.2217434224475073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692196626401026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466336022025453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596015814741867,0.0,0.0,0.13140090753186068,0.0,0.0,0.22411967802634986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465645734237643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644660645737401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580410586122331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956273489947472
anxiety,omlette_du_chomage,2020/01/04,"Audible/audiobooks is a big reason I'm able to fall asleep, while experiencing anxiety caused by lack of productivity A non-fiction (something I can learn from - something 'productive') usually helps, but if I'm worse and I need to stop thinking, I listen to space related sci-fi, for example Artemis",26.39830188679246,10.26668581132076,23.113962264150945,23.74566037735852,49.37735849056603,27.99245283018868,79.41509433962264,20.267338824336647,12.353958490566034,240,14,38,9,1,81,44,53,0.2,0.764,0.036000000000000004,-0.7992,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,10,7,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,7,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,19,3,1,0.3096634469429426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689168932522425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181096607326665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756088106053924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961152217690306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318385597831604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767881004877764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25889250745558384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841983313907446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410505378853952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155735077232528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bubblegumm002,2020/01/04,"Secondhand Anxiety My fiance and their parents are hardcore fighting right now. Like yelling. Screaming. I know it's not my fight, I know it's not about me, but I get such bad secondhand anxiety from people fighting in front of me. I have nothing to do with it but I still can't breathe. I'm spacing so hard I can't focus on anything to distract myself from it, does anybody have any tips for something like this? Literally anything would help right now, I just need a little bit of support",2.7053684210526288,5.2849743263157904,3.517105263157898,86.76723684210528,79.42105263157895,5.905263157894738,30.552631578947373,7.1686216300943375,1.9840315789473693,391,20,72,5,10,124,66,95,0.196,0.674,0.13,-0.6959,1,0,1,0,6,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,3,1,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,11,13,4,0,2,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,3,13,3,11,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503941373690254,0.0,0.3263210573690157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35102664922987203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808197864514805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284925026597425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664495299465955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143130331511952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910592270059148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429587639166445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344289683103297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083981123240962,0.2137650962765268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814627122273206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465031096615946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368249759161424,0.0,0.0,0.14786323069651874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36428417920891415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641952885043326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703276799710542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24203045343518997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150976859305176,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KaleMunoz,2020/01/04,"Memories, emotions, deja vu. Overwhelming combinations. Can anyone help me with any of these things? Even a little. I really don’t know how to deal with this. CBT and exposure therapy have helped a lot with GAD and panic disorder, but I’m feeling lost in this. 

I keep getting deja vu like feelings. Not like I’m reliving a moment, but like “I have seen something like this before. What does this remind me of!” And I’ll panic because I’ve that read some people with a certain medical condition get deja vu. Although I also have certain demographic characteristics associated with déjà vu such as high education, frequent traveling, and high stress.

But other times it’s memories that overwhelm me. Not searching for them. I took moving across the country for work pretty hard. Whenever I come home, my overall anxiety ramps up. 

Tonight, I went to my hometown and went to a restaurant I spent 25 years going to.  One of my very favorites. From early childhood to adult birthdays. It has been painfully overwhelming. Taking certain turns around the restaurant, looking at hallways in it and the bathroom door from certain angles, all of it flooding me with just… raw… emotion. I can’t really describe it. It’s overwhelming and extremely anxious from it. 

I keep expecting coming home to be a calming vacation since I took the move so hard. It’s so overwhelming. Can anyone help me with any of these things?",4.188690476190477,7.185134138888893,4.953968253968256,76.16880952380954,76.65873015873021,7.701587301587303,31.158730158730158,8.626192665926032,3.1650968253968252,1121,55,175,25,27,361,148,252,0.109,0.733,0.158,0.9377,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,7,19,0,8,10,0,10,2,0,1,5,36,32,16,0,1,5,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,20,17,0,2,3,2,1,10,4,10,0,1,8,6,20,9,30,23,3,26,0,6,2,0,6,9,0,2,11,113,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728604810805808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484495003032926,0.0,0.08349833444712007,0.1233067824506766,0.0,0.1526383941783832,0.0,0.0,0.09716534155043556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653593698341409,0.0,0.0928773684811907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880436053003378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252735217820392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509368317557215,0.0,0.09551662300720927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555483330983374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209158135177897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103775628733,0.07797573887811964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405121455662187,0.0,0.062031630685242325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555130599748874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194798970909244,0.2306428506370712,0.21896977035771165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403247508089705,0.0,0.0,0.05998518317478285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132978536081209,0.10939551156108157,0.0,0.0,0.09165728394731867,0.0,0.1191485251055839,0.0927941856301965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099556711726385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201524919033925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396187557882977,0.0,0.11614174224309275,0.25612458895274803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566985464359975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104330492118313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917807727555176,0.0,0.13984669943136752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028880030581928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402787870763935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502928394503446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206611847469518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482086802879133,0.0,0.14502688019865229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364539149938743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425360883611629,0.0,0.11872226886965108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005897656749143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023635804267581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946143716782345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028808126856763
anxiety,quebectangojuliet,2020/01/04,"Can't sleep I haven't been able to sleep for the last 3 days. I didn't fall asleep until 3:30 on the first day, 2:00 on the second, and 1:00 on the third. I'm so worried I can't sleep tonight. I don't know why this is happening to me. I didn't have any trouble sleeping for a month until now. I am so worried and I don't know what to do.",-0.15857142857142748,1.1434306153846163,1.9172527472527496,101.16346153846158,82.58974358974359,4.96996336996337,18.83516483516484,5.288315135182226,-0.7007604395604394,260,6,70,1,7,87,45,78,0.087,0.879,0.034,-0.5384,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,12,5,5,0,0,4,16,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,3,3,0,8,0,10,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,45,10,0,0.1886322595744252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282764049864117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433044045360465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604505036311716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680688417406028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733471340467333,0.15376046796546486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505644699355757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7550739501454287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702112743948166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831304320512102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeathCat04,2020/01/04,"Advice for not sleeping? I've recently not been sleeping very well. Its 2:14am as I write this, and I probably won't get to sleep until at least 4.

I'm feeling how I do before I have an anxiety attack. Lump in my throat, and kind of slightly breathless. Its hard to describe. It's more just a feeling, and not really physical. 

I've got a lot on my mind which won't really go away. Mum and step dad arguing, school, and having to go to my real dad's house tomorrow while my cat is sick at my mum's to name a few.

I'm at a loss as to what to do. I feel more awake than I've ever been.",0.42513020833333215,2.050803335937502,3.135625000000001,91.58020833333336,82.046875,6.766666666666668,20.822916666666664,7.793537801064563,0.7271385416666662,449,13,106,8,12,158,80,128,0.121,0.8340000000000001,0.045,-0.8459,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,5,0,9,6,4,1,1,19,18,10,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,3,1,0,3,4,10,2,19,13,5,14,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,67,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745912564273999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667971260870376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032594263554057,0.16786346232599586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203239820192205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161446728633294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710181048256606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334609685026084,0.0,0.20308106768471235,0.0,0.14289626565598235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005047574284464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061576492277842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860541138478703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518962349090475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040266733639515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926331695298105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033620817939687,0.22891722109331664,0.0,0.17641203908325365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808204719856254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363878841121822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741892897126244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064302733088434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Strudelfick,2020/01/04,"Question about anxiety treatment in hospital I met someone on discord a while ago who had massive problems with depression and anxiety, taking meds daily and all that stuff... 

Sometimes she’d bring up that she would get taken into a hospital/psych ward soon to get her anxiety treated, but she also talked a lot about suicide. 2 months ago she stopped replying to my messages, and I’m not sure wether she killed herself or just can’t text me due to being treated in a hospital with no internet access 

How long do people with anxiety usually stay in hospital to get treated? When would she get out, if she was hospitalized 2 months ago? Would she have internet access there?",8.014400921658991,8.229585370967744,7.97179723502304,69.45983870967746,62.225806451612904,11.601843317972353,40.294930875576036,11.20814326018867,4.879570506912444,542,28,88,14,7,175,83,124,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.9831,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,2,23,19,10,2,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,13,4,16,10,2,21,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,4,12,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395375029814984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889557801993217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549447685156667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805381192164367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107068167823951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448718352034006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157295568087046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639841734766968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514473397008056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734240070089724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307272813402207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226217627164692,0.0,0.0,0.166550353991017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597209320747568,0.0,0.14704366629884238,0.0,0.0,0.15846808035783114,0.0,0.12429920210615815,0.0,0.0,0.17019764012219238,0.1626266394598043,0.0,0.14012470406162095,0.0,0.11178531739484654,0.1194995687157388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637448304459085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168439871280566,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WYenginerdWY,2020/01/04,"I was finally honest for the first time when taking a mental health screening I've always lied on the depression screenings that my doctor offers every so often and I usually under-answer the anxiety one. 

Yesterday, I had to go to the doc for a refill on a benzo I use for flights and when they sat the screenings in front of me, I just said *screw it*. My anxiety has been ruling the roost for a few months now and I had planned to ask for a referral to go back to therapy anyways.  I might as well start being honest. 

I still don't know what they're going to be able to do for me since a huge part of my mental illnesses are caused by outside drivers (chronic pain, relationship trouble etc), but at least now we can have a conversation. 

I have an appointment with a social worker on Monday, which sounds clinical and horrifying (like I'm about to be declared incompetent or some rot). Hopefully she helps find me a good therapist and I can start chipping away at this awful, choking feeling I've been living with for months.",4.4693634840871015,6.020248834170857,5.653346733668343,78.1602881072027,70.70854271356785,8.723752093802345,28.84455611390285,9.21078282632365,2.5846942043551087,814,31,148,17,15,271,131,199,0.15,0.753,0.09699999999999999,-0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,3,12,10,1,0,16,1,17,7,0,2,0,20,31,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,4,1,2,7,6,19,6,29,20,5,28,0,1,3,1,10,8,1,5,17,111,24,2,0.14916703230448128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411892039914275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822474284961264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945103913547774,0.0,0.1401473371284965,0.11470024031074146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323563212683758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847734634725613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267877831199794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663606715437281,0.0,0.0,0.12567965823787494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542333350097946,0.0,0.0,0.16340519266262274,0.1363359651376533,0.126881401476178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543251860427354,0.1251142295150866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585575799747639,0.0,0.0,0.09998351744760127,0.0,0.0,0.14815652058917608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197829989963294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287547726613174,0.0,0.13171722239157588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30065056820497843,0.15824264860440587,0.0,0.0,0.23812740409787414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107944156265544,0.0,0.15872423942972472,0.0,0.0,0.16153335976457125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601495684915559,0.0,0.0,0.14189200662824925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339251057184625,0.0,0.0,0.15205700438708922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111623864472273,0.0,0.11912498468526955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121550442267483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705855014759452,0.1731944215535132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698049610624066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883242240751666,0.1642864119237981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411907628213618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alonelioness,2020/01/04,I’m scared I hate this. I just hate all of this. First of all The new year just brings about so much anxiety I can’t breathe. Now all this news is making it worse. There’s just this sense of lingering paranoia. I honestly don’t know what to do.,-0.8798076923076934,1.2444517884615394,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,98.42307692307692,4.907692307692308,16.115384615384613,6.6274283507984215,-0.3803153846153844,191,5,47,3,8,60,36,52,0.303,0.645,0.052000000000000005,-0.9243,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,1,1,0,4,1,1,1,3,9,10,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,10,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24332777794115498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705558485707404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.628069709706201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480661653864274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212318643645184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338229469820457,0.0,0.0,0.30720042490387384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31845023036572284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241472954586197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204830943564022
anxiety,Chillbreaker,2020/01/04,Excess energy? Does anyone have those moments where you have a sudden urge of energy like you can run a mile and feel the need to just flex your muscles?  Basically be active and scream. It doesn’t particularly feel like an adrenaline rush but more like an energy rush. I have GAD and noticed this recently.,3.6473684210526334,6.460944526315793,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,77.42105263157895,8.712280701754386,21.780701754385966,9.2995712137729,2.215680701754387,246,7,43,7,6,81,43,57,0.03,0.731,0.239,0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,2,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510585510094472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142101317114314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630964692479625,0.2565078874421777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262462011788891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26623361582130856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087847820502359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545220082169478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bleaksomber,2020/01/04,"Feeling as if everyone is after them? PARANOIA **""Paranoia is the irrational and persistent feeling that people are 'out to get you"".**

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Who here feels as if the world is after them.

As if people are plotting against you?

Feeling as if the world is after you.

Even though you know that it isn't true.

There is nothing that you could do to get these thoughts out of your head.

This shit is controlling your life.

It's destroying your mind.

It makes you sad and upset all the time.",1.2446014492753648,3.853258315217397,1.6802608695652204,93.94010144927536,96.28260869565216,4.627246376811594,22.43768115942029,6.42735559955562,0.7221237681159418,383,15,73,5,15,116,53,92,0.19699999999999998,0.76,0.043,-0.9533,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,9,2,2,4,5,2,1,4,0,11,3,2,2,2,20,20,11,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,11,1,13,18,1,8,0,1,0,0,12,4,1,4,4,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256274066736315,0.2608115312756957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073741527337386,0.17137286222360476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176793363116344,0.0,0.0,0.20509806244027026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341144614774196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428145856475595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028293337356614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796072866926985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160683412216067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327410718415473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672557677523335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059532145532811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976092001269137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203252453434046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108830641681301,0.17040047048660314,0.12515852016043916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608115312756957,0.0
anxiety,kelsoxo93,2020/01/04,"A pregnant woman was murdered in my current home before I moved in and I just found out. Sorry in advance for this being lengthy. TL;DR at end. 

My girlfriend and I have lived in this duplex for about 3 years. We knew what area/neighborhood we were looking to move to when moving, so we took a drive and noticed a “for rent” sign here and everything was exactly what we wanted. Fast forward to now. We had friends over for New Years and when one of them got there she says “isn’t this the area where that pregnant lady was murdered several years ago?” Girlfriend and I have been in this city for about 7 years and that specific case didn’t ring a bell. She asks another friend if she remembers and she does, and remembers the name. The murderer was a high profile member of local society so the case actually made national news. So, of course we search it and sure enough it happened in our very own house 12 years ago. Everyone kinda laughed it off and moved on. I fall down the rabbit hole. I find pictures of flowers, memorials, candlelit vigils all on our front lawn/porch. The picture that they used for her obituary and publicity was taken in my kitchen. I look up facts about the case, interviews with her family, etc. I talked with my girlfriend about it the next day and she says it’s not a big deal, that it doesn’t change anything about our current situation. Which, deep down, I know. We are not in any danger. We live in a middle class residential area where things like this are very rare. We haven’t had anything weird or paranormal happen. 

But, I am me. Debilitating anxiety with obsessive tendencies. Honestly this feels like one of my worst nightmares. For the past few days it’s all I can think about. I don’t know what to do. Whenever I bring it up, I’m told not to think about it. No shit, never thought of that. Not really sure what I’m looking for here. Validation? Advice? I’m not sure. Just needed to vent. Thanks for reading. 

TL;DR A pregnant woman was murdered in current house 12 years ago before I moved in. Just found out and can’t stop thinking about it.",2.5191248622629487,5.103092014962595,3.2898695122658483,88.08574436003019,80.22194513715709,6.6230006379400335,24.28817491155832,7.8205782467293705,1.4147858377312534,1642,60,320,29,43,518,207,401,0.091,0.8370000000000001,0.073,-0.8576,5,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,12,0,2,1,22,19,6,1,17,0,24,2,1,2,8,69,53,22,4,3,11,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,4,2,27,28,1,1,13,1,1,12,13,9,0,2,20,7,41,10,54,32,7,68,0,0,3,0,37,33,1,3,27,210,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.08083983533252262,0.0,0.0,0.08095023431714378,0.22029783567829955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056334002479243875,0.08686490401053824,0.06337233025569798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634043063540713,0.0,0.07744416487231685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098138142857716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763367634421856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684982113270558,0.08540434455674738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249379305829544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337160199907533,0.08559580644686209,0.09238843507494593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915711631820244,0.07445119992715413,0.0,0.07809412643808676,0.0,0.04188636464153503,0.059180872395074476,0.0,0.0,0.07571420785103848,0.0,0.0,0.18165944511332424,0.12800387015605233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625467062095801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651017741901745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752494884161262,0.0830952179765417,0.0,0.0,0.19117234565752986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105333330950023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094282425624823,0.0,0.1462983761276492,0.0,0.2086940670293851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838515779920965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44022875107047627,0.0,0.061424768658436935,0.06389127157062931,0.08000733391979219,0.08810122001828766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431382506324212,0.0,0.0,0.11226897965206313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908009988163503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286236145428906,0.0,0.053069389229234036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768301526204811,0.0,0.0,0.1317552965058074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935855570290516,0.08503401185744222,0.0,0.09311556767643593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273253486570954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692579023347529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23422699995203985,0.0,0.0,0.06658360889630922,0.0,0.07626789034346937,0.0,0.0,0.055035177699999806,0.1592414731490244,0.0,0.06576566205696183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915711631820244,0.09203822562642076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715471137661057,0.0,0.13670325865337254,0.04886114515569475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32007724671528265
anxiety,strawberiwaifu,2020/01/04,How to not worry when others don't text me they came home safe I get super anxious when my friends or family don't text me that they're home safe. I hung out with a friend who's a 30 minute drive away so he takes the highway. It's been a few hours and he hasn't texted me yet...how could I not worry so much when this happens??,0.2370254403131113,1.9012651095890438,1.7319373776908016,101.21986301369863,82.83561643835617,4.719373776908023,15.908023483365948,5.288315135182226,-1.0672332681017616,255,4,65,1,7,82,52,73,0.027000000000000003,0.6920000000000001,0.282,0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,8,5,4,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26151492515698666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749007683099905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647599707416772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848238903571098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822576345104944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576932550956886,0.0,0.12094263691767725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047035851406924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644015679319618,0.0,0.22796850598664986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701699090461916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404975139481102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701734787848844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,campbellr16,2020/01/04,"In light of recent events... So obviously the whole thing with Iran has been going on for about a day now, and I fly out tomorrow to go to North Carolina to Los Angeles.  I don't want to racial profile, and I don't want to feed into the mass hysteria, so please don't confuse me for someone who just wants to cause panic and feed into xenophobia or Islamophobia.  What are the odds of Iran, I feel stupid just typing this, retaliating on a flight.  North Carolina isnt exactly a hub of terrorist activity, nor is it well known across the world, but it's still on the eastern seaboard, and idk, my anxiety has been fucking w me about it.  If this post offends anybody I deeply apologize it is not my intention to do so.",7.414620060790267,6.166325801418441,8.166423505572443,72.39000000000003,64.0354609929078,12.312462006079027,36.45491388044579,11.491704259439757,4.046431813576493,562,23,113,15,7,190,92,141,0.146,0.815,0.039,-0.8985,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,3,2,8,0,12,3,0,2,2,24,19,11,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,2,0,2,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,2,2,9,1,23,17,1,21,1,0,0,1,2,12,1,3,6,79,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175676905417946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575002986418488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165711748135042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674291632764764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317342187550686,0.0,0.0,0.28491550539603444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294099421132841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751530746033488,0.0,0.0,0.24006619003548466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24749980806376215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212386234603998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018006717114084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652958503329945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435431973010429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537644617560465,0.0,0.0,0.2798566674789028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0192837465704,2020/01/04,"Not sure what to do. I'm constantly paralyzed with fear and can't seem to talk to anyone or do anything. I randomly quit another job for no real reason. I feel like I'm always on the verge of a mental breakdown, or maybe I'm in a mental breakdown of sorts right now. I'm not even sure if my main problem is anxiety necessarily but I'm not interested in trying to self diagnose. I'm supposed to find a new job but I have an extremely difficult time leaving the house and interacting with people at all. Even making phone calls feels impossible. I get so overwhelmed and I end up doing literally nothing which makes my situation worse which makes me feel worse and it's a nasty cycle...

I have been committed twice in 2019 but it didn't help me either time. Any meds I've tried hasn't done anything for me so far. I don't want to go back but I don't know if I really have a choice seeing as I can't function. I also don't have money or insurance now so I'm not sure how I could even see anyone outside of wandering into an ER (which sadly has been my strategy in the past because... I can't make phone calls). Even if I do talk to a doctor I don't know how to properly explain how I actually feel. I'm constantly living in fear and anxiety and it has prevented me from doing anything productive in life. Even if I manage to get another job it'll be the same thing again, I've done the same thing three jobs in a row... work for awhile and then randomly quit.

Idk what to do at this point. At this rate I'll end up homeless or something. In fact it's starting to feel inevitable. Ik this post is a mess but my mind is racing and I can't think straight.",2.773163805204621,4.1553176909621,4.707884677680597,83.93607601770869,74.71428571428572,8.230169528128714,25.82323723140049,8.841846274778883,1.8521204837490552,1300,45,275,27,27,446,166,343,0.162,0.815,0.023,-0.9918,4,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,16,12,0,3,15,0,32,3,0,8,6,65,61,30,0,7,18,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,15,11,0,1,12,0,1,1,15,7,1,2,5,7,26,5,36,53,5,36,0,2,2,0,10,20,0,12,15,173,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.08243432109757112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755373108800228,0.07028903498376117,0.0,0.0,0.05744513493853061,0.1771564565875261,0.12924457353261928,0.0,0.0,0.11813220162363007,0.0,0.2085444160917037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495519923893249,0.0,0.05149449301566987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725145518686329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257250815132556,0.0,0.0674455192497652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573920974887758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646259535241707,0.0,0.17289221530478416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963756850211354,0.0,0.0,0.2789710042960075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011319963034246,0.21356265869836105,0.06034815654661869,0.0,0.0,0.07720759568556113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882682312398883,0.0,0.04800845254299324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662106093957357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974715155101795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353091643321355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284927021641036,0.0,0.0,0.08944564155215977,0.0,0.0,0.05966639943166997,0.04126967068795746,0.0,0.07459198342100044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255478826390479,0.0,0.08486536623421809,0.0,0.09383143708964713,0.0,0.17025960456705164,0.0,0.08529453771530178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158539941819218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105496585906391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063987660608303,0.05856355194055405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985512070097454,0.0,0.08090262602925488,0.0,0.0,0.08083009443999419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969673834321348,0.0,0.09614976880077736,0.054116130422332286,0.08685321745116213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214023171862705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462949052454015,0.07690184747491174,0.08812467961068722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495218011575833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503211962447762,0.0,0.0,0.05979104684649743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388468957704482,0.0,0.0,0.13579380940142172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224138425127338,0.05412745121519657,0.0,0.0,0.09851479716477908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147044386299114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982488289828488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149799051110642,0.0,0.172172200468755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jasonappalachian,2020/01/04,"Transitioning from Rexulti to Abilify. Hello all,

I'm on a combination of drugs which included Rexulti for Major Depressive Disorder. The combination has been working fine. Unfortunately, my insurance as of January 1st is a high deductible plan.

This means that even with my assistance card the price for a month's supply is ~$950, which is not within my budget. I'm also ineligible for their other Otsuka assistance plans since I have insurance, however bad it may be.

That said, I know that Abilify is a pretty close drug to Rexulti and, more importantly, there is a generic available and it's affordable.

My psych had agreed to switch me and says the transition should be easy, but I'm having a lot of anxiety about the switch. I've been doing so well on my combination of Cymbalta and Rexulti.

Has anyone else made this switch? If so, how did it go?",6.3124475524475505,7.893798589743593,7.640909090909092,65.54045454545455,66.30769230769229,12.595804195804195,33.412587412587406,12.079253325248375,4.949853846153847,684,30,114,27,11,234,101,156,0.063,0.8540000000000001,0.083,0.4799,2,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,8,4,0,0,10,0,18,2,0,2,1,17,26,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,6,2,9,2,17,16,4,7,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,1,82,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712468962374091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638157635153884,0.0,0.0,0.14973098116064928,0.21941073088417165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787971363864303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844376234015547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454218680653605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966665551192326,0.0,0.1788856727700269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414368025466733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170013941108085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262496307660222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768520469843223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205333638632384,0.0,0.20262351757212194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326016884458103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092372206958933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785636682916024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369524454106888,0.17029194292847222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771380094815336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253669526633493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589575631500546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wheniswhen,2020/01/04,"Anxiety or Heart Issues Hello everyone,

I've been dealing with horrible health anxiety these past few months and I'm wondering if someone can chime in to help decide what is the best route of action here.

Basically I can't stop feeling my heart pounding at random times even when I'm not really that anxious. This started to happen a few months ago and I haven't found a cause yet. I've been to the ER multiple times, a couple urgent care centers, my campuses walk in clinic about 6 times, a cardiologist once, and my family doctor twice about this issue. Throughout this experience I was given the following tests. About 6 EKGs, an Xray, bloodwork, an echocardiogram and a Holter Monitor in addition to a thorough examination by the doctors reassuring me that this doesn't seem like a heart problem and is more in line with anxiety. 

However I believe that I somehow damaged my heart through my stupid life decisions before I took my health seriously. For example a few years ago I took diet pills off and on for a few years,  I drank energy drinks when I was a child, I occasionally smoked cigarettes and vaped for periods at a time, I've been on multiple medications for anxiety, depression and ADHD, and drank too much at times. Obviously not all at the same time but just some of the stuff I've done to negatively impact my health throughout my life. 

Anyways I seriously cleaned up my act throughout this past year and a half but am still worried about past damage done to my heart causing my heart palpitations.

I really want to go back to my doctor and sort of try to ask for another cardiologist's oponion but everyone around me is telling me I'm fine. However I just need to know if there was any damage to the heart.

Any opinions out there on what I should do? Does this sound like I'm obsessing on it or do you think that I'm justified in demanding extra tests from my doctor or getting another opinion?",7.187031044461982,7.447809555248622,7.789763220205209,69.91678637200738,63.94475138121547,11.75711654827677,35.746382530912925,11.398264407604922,4.284585214417259,1537,67,274,44,21,511,190,362,0.11800000000000001,0.82,0.062,-0.9525,2,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,19,15,1,1,21,0,19,24,7,2,2,53,44,21,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,1,13,1,1,1,15,16,4,1,9,1,0,7,6,9,1,2,14,2,31,6,45,29,11,49,0,4,0,0,8,18,0,13,26,180,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499284567214052,0.0,0.1253797204652873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618535009830087,0.14831417679912495,0.2164053503720181,0.07989455010142793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629566443494612,0.06611454701855149,0.0,0.0,0.054380049643777705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060178324516556685,0.07967829939726623,0.07421727994536631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210472771310515,0.14529980512120552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825139242647364,0.0,0.0,0.07291020005309698,0.060911855577083125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895435797401813,0.061888384975264686,0.1447441830901446,0.0,0.06927961290647035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671052430149002,0.0,0.0,0.13515380783823225,0.0,0.06917866503144664,0.0666694230969648,0.0,0.035758640164752706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754187771997045,0.0,0.0,0.036948780490511986,0.0,0.04019234892969323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253830762870337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255192067705925,0.0,0.5866327116768695,0.047402765919496485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762860788744522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038866387778936994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990460505630827,0.06910137347245146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124392271732898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289758435818754,0.0,0.05198803974910785,0.0524386926021788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531550981374717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253346357893365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767040359909399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061131036087153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438170204052553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599216363265457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050056656493436456,0.0,0.05647784663265928,0.05912588569928603,0.0,0.0,0.08095857451730502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061813232496110336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045315132870985236,0.0,0.0,0.2474277481973938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714716804589648,0.04801488672301352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171305203048549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669385977959198,0.0,0.07182056346228015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662593051662264
anxiety,valiumisbliss,2020/01/04,"Intense anxiety, thought I was going to die. Cost me $800 in a ride to hospital :( I work a very stressful job, and I feel so depended on that I can't mess up or miss shifts. Sometimes I am not home for weeks at a time. I have been struggling for some time. I work in palliative care in my patients homes.

Yesterday I had anxiety so bad that my BP was 185/115 HR 125. It came with free chest pain too. I only has serepax or oxazepam, where I generally have diazepam on hand too.

Took 90mg oxazepam which did absolutely nothing for anxiety. I feel that there's nothing but diazepam which helps me. There will be clonazepam coming into the mix soon. 

Please any suggestions and advice. I have done an enormous amount of all kinds of therapy with little to none success. 

I think I just need a friendly face to tell me it's gonna be alright. I'm scared to go back to my job in case this happens again, which actually isn't an option for me.

Hospital cleared me of heart problems and fyi the nitroglycerin they gave me was terrible. Intense headache

Thanks for listening 

Tl;Dr anxiety from PTSD work that is important that I can't miss. Anxiety out of control. I don't want to feel like that again.",2.869079254079253,5.112782893162394,3.888096348096351,86.13139860139862,76.90598290598291,7.502408702408703,29.439782439782444,8.438071523408619,2.3001521367521365,943,44,187,19,22,304,146,234,0.157,0.6890000000000001,0.154,0.0658,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,5,12,18,0,3,8,1,20,5,4,2,2,29,41,8,1,3,5,0,4,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,12,9,0,1,5,0,2,6,6,10,0,0,11,5,26,9,29,26,4,27,0,2,0,0,7,13,0,5,9,117,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.11730921338069272,0.0,0.0,0.11746941680009185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174803288803127,0.0,0.4598078522685071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243532579938787,0.10037169257631433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749008376998514,0.12256377185193787,0.0,0.0,0.10355167783703906,0.0,0.0,0.13482756856753406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476069641365164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301823747079532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234784128135864,0.08587921486099714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287520970276976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663808298431646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063027503370988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245136427694732,0.08057532385982552,0.0,0.2411641393486029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385829942153743,0.0,0.0,0.1251819174349973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058729331914485414,0.12048363731272126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913540290838949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230692608586446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142636408114516,0.1279136533994923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195627450595554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502629814855365,0.1405209663946657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035281603918245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188923791538963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770201981176994,0.1256712998866648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050702660611684,0.1106747210158887,0.1374724792455758,0.0,0.0,0.07702676069644514,0.0,0.09543460908385692,0.1401927402068365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335595477746653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991871870671219,0.07090393590631687,0.0,0.09642652119285644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625465023049883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lookin_4Answers,2020/01/04,"Got any positive thoughts for severe fear? That ISN’T irrational???? Pls help I’m Iranian. don’t live there. But have family in Iran. I’ve been dying all day from severe fear and anxiety of my loved ones being in danger. 


All the positive thoughts I have are geared and centered around “well this is irrational, heightened fear of something that you don’t need to actually worry about” 

This situation though, IS 100% genuine and real. Obvs anxiety I making them worse, but my “this is irrational, and this will pass” approach ain’t helping, cuz it’s not true in this scenario! 

This is serious shit, serious shit might go down. How can I calm myself rn? I feel like I’m dying. 

What are some comforting affirmations that might help me? Please help.",2.424825201690357,5.374918036496354,3.500937379946219,82.80536688436419,87.61313868613138,7.263772570111411,23.99884748367269,8.20500826718156,2.1681912408759123,589,23,103,15,19,189,92,137,0.237,0.562,0.2,-0.5187,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,0,6,14,3,3,1,0,18,3,2,3,3,22,28,9,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,8,1,1,4,1,10,6,11,20,3,10,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,3,2,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1278010489118188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905936753376736,0.0,0.2003727554701256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658488370798975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446033543135044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718379469972287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346031175826047,0.4421095364389854,0.0662188550270028,0.0935600318394538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442932154879589,0.0,0.1047431178680169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511270976569357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398193291267015,0.0,0.11564277590560194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819926924034313,0.0,0.08741885539092357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778622084341584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710744500435496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874395464052195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375810566242006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490646267447731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959019474028511,0.26886338557864625,0.0,0.1472079596663944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008217571311083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867053547374985,0.2079400720866769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775151344334273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299933828452035,0.13346254036179084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Noobbot80,2020/01/04,"I posted something on Instagram I put a song on my story that people haven’t heard it’s different but I like it , I posted it at 3 am in the morning and it really explained how I was feeling at the time, I usually put like Dr Dre or some shit on my stories and I put this very different song on my story and I feel like everybody hates me for it I have no idea why and if I remove it, it’ll hint to them that I feel affected by it",-0.6794886363636365,1.2659684374999998,2.6865530303030307,91.34556818181822,88.58333333333334,6.407575757575757,20.185606060606066,7.686295010490155,0.8244083333333339,334,11,78,7,11,121,58,96,0.139,0.743,0.11900000000000001,-0.4497,2,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,3,0,5,2,1,2,0,15,11,8,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,11,4,0,0,5,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,6,16,3,10,8,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,3,5,54,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819836617359935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772943963172959,0.13059559616249775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804816319411357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636406870572566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679271856180209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673364716885596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35015242492917986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513071451716745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171092659483722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764622796496366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407318618839465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065947942968502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013333686139829,0.15083288602111902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495265919930888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ploopmonster,2020/01/04,"Advice on dealing with feeling excluded So I have always felt very anxious about being excluded because of experiences as a kid. Now I'm nearing 21 and watching everyone I know come of drinking age. I, nearly every day, feel so anxious about my closest friends turning 2a because I know they will go on to bars and other activities I cant participate in yet. 
Logically I know I need to relax because even at 21 Ill be too anxious to go to that sort of social setting anyway, but I still am so overcome with being excluded.

Any advice or getting my mind off this?
Thanks",4.286564729867487,6.300541733944954,6.021406727828747,73.46332313965344,72.02752293577981,7.780224260958207,35.04689092762487,8.515128840125781,3.3249319062181453,455,25,74,8,9,156,77,109,0.12,0.792,0.08800000000000001,-0.1348,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,0,17,21,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,7,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,11,3,19,16,0,17,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,2,5,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138207844934162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336098675002077,0.0,0.0,0.10919536552809167,0.0,0.0,0.5442064468099475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29365202084806863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831969911679895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355650905060283,0.16554404464687505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573007250529385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605716504430784,0.0,0.13528994959538687,0.1534346907749098,0.0,0.1570715209152765,0.0,0.0,0.1623813929912243,0.0,0.1541755707667358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405855056944046,0.0,0.08389293353624654,0.0,0.18251503907092334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26474069591305993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213328131856966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190630839448658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636842807148507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282340626922909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478343415627182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465766498451984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248980758145334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mlhyns,2020/01/04,"First time sharing my anxiety issues here.. + hopitalization Hi everyone.. It’s time to sleep but I became really anxious. Tomorrow, I have a meeting with my friends but it’s always hard to not being anxious when I’m far from home...

+ I’m being hospitalized (for anxiety) in a few days and I’m really really scared.. I’m not sure I’ll be able to carry that

Can anyone who had experienced hospitalization for anxiety tell me how it was?
(Sorry for my broken english)",1.5786666666666669,4.296282755555559,4.90388888888889,73.2625,88.11111111111109,8.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.795333333333333,368,15,64,12,12,134,61,90,0.191,0.743,0.066,-0.8563,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,7,1,1,1,1,8,11,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,6,3,9,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,39,11,0,0.18876823529855635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707029367644187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332215499660437,0.4265087502908097,0.0,0.1319911392008368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173989536109685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803761383127759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056616451265435,0.0,0.0,0.14584187033181092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909926096743064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934993122558105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702499412447685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627892956575141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898993441875686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890456146053008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131058473368325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791182778858766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649917579477057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014455207304864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iismermaid,2020/01/04,"Tips on gym anxiety and social anxiety when going to gym alone I’ve been struggling with going to the gym, not because I don’t want to go but for fear of judgement and being judged in some way whether it be my appearance to what machines I use or how I’m using them or just going by myself. 

Any tips or advice or something that could help",5.487142857142856,5.187919571428573,6.237857142857145,81.50964285714288,67.57142857142857,8.714285714285714,30.357142857142854,8.07648339933343,2.0252857142857144,270,9,54,3,4,89,54,70,0.158,0.794,0.049,-0.6074,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,18,14,10,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,10,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,6,1,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218035009681672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23508417450784436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435506862763307,0.0,0.34728014894078874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138365694708249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122609971346945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554170688898292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159948180057133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214078192085848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137885258056776,0.0,0.17474129529642374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372901393859725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392077934087688,0.0,0.0,0.13387945258302608,0.1801671921224876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lucyt123,2020/01/04,"Has anyone experienced this?? Has anyone experienced this feeling before? 
I am using my girlfriends Reddit profile to type this but anyway I am 26 year old male, for the last few years I have been a few stone overweight, and I havent had the healthiest diet or lifestyle resulting in developing panic attacks and health anxiety... I have trained my mind to stop myself from getting to that stage of panic although I do still worry a lot.. my anxiety stems from the feeling there’s something wrong with my heart... strange stabbing pains in different parts of my chest, palpitations, excruciating pain, tightness, pressure ect.. you name it, I’ve had It!

I’ve been to the hospital and called ambulances for myself on numerous occasions when I’ve felt my worst and I have had all the tests like ECG, stress test, echo of the heart, bloods ect and everything has always come back clear and perfect. I even called an ambulance a week before Christmas and they gave me an ECG right away... The results were perfectly normal and told me I had nothing to worry about and asked me if I had anxiety.. 

I have experienced heart palpitations before, and I know how unsettling they can be, I also understand how to deal with them (E.g. coughing to reset and deep breathing) But recently things changed. I was out with my girlfriends family having a few drink in a bar and all of a sudden my heart was totally beating out of control, out of rhythm, skipping beats but it was incredibly intense. My chest felt like there was a balloon inside constantly inflating and filling my heart with too much air and then deflating and taking all of the air away. I tried coughing to reset, I tried breathing deeply but it wouldn’t go away for 2-3 minutes. I had absolutely no control over anything during this time. It felt like my heart was struggling and totally starving of oxygen. I was frightened for my life. Since then, I have been worrying that it is going to come back and happen again. 
Has anyone ever experienced this? 
Hopefully there’s someone out there who can help me out. I would be very grateful for any feedback/advice. Thanks.",6.5805247465712595,7.888288790697678,6.497170542635661,74.99223166368517,65.4857881136951,9.468058040151064,33.74766448022262,9.661875296680813,3.3521056251242305,1690,73,285,34,26,534,203,387,0.19,0.708,0.10099999999999999,-0.9921,1,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,3,6,17,17,1,5,17,0,37,21,11,7,9,67,57,30,0,5,6,0,6,3,2,2,7,0,0,1,15,28,4,4,7,2,0,5,3,10,0,0,21,10,42,7,42,32,12,42,0,0,0,0,16,17,0,5,22,208,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592043549368331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213084722718381,0.06464657427482724,0.0,0.0,0.052833719845337884,0.0,0.1783041748494301,0.0,0.0,0.16297368746651314,0.0,0.06393449603050917,0.0,0.07263221376872182,0.08838669520380897,0.2189846288533906,0.11948182566757312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833236984760427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866592553789732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218860548197998,0.1338508131162094,0.0,0.08395823908717008,0.17427800360363466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009779201377389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117236564015738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610929638563678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051315314697125934,0.07027752127759153,0.0,0.0,0.06982521507414287,0.0,0.07324179032577148,0.0,0.07856755626855759,0.0,0.2237916107562978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040591244198155324,0.0,0.08830913652057247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870342357707629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258373773887764,0.0,0.5523975468940971,0.05207579848542965,0.0,0.0,0.07716641009902221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269789195992947,0.06332994355926927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487667206502543,0.11387022877934268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605157978768003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844750847586973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057113095177290935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612237858817765,0.0745482687585928,0.0,0.0815254496508747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653410825764809,0.18231135504781049,0.0,0.08413365429139574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671219686249643,0.0,0.0,0.06634916596989705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426822819589524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582879706972887,0.059811658426161526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204551365479913,0.06495460020576939,0.08899675845212172,0.0812213091403158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841526314912335,0.0,0.0,0.07152902641857335,0.0,0.0,0.051615596838011216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04530325500665767,0.0,0.0,0.07423873190728174,0.0,0.10549652606916668,0.0,0.0,0.08088087076024142,0.0,0.06710157272872125,0.0,0.06410463797861846,0.0,0.0,0.062320420765865414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367022124609879,0.0,0.05519068549323977,0.08494480263703777,0.0,0.10006314030354407
anxiety,kalehaha00,2020/01/04,"Randomly stop liking things I don't know if this fits into anxiety, but I just, randomly stopped liking something.

After being completely obsessed with marvel for about 5 years, I just, stopped liking it one day.

And its not as if I'd slowly fallen out of it, just the day before, I had a movie marathon which I loved at the time.

Its really stressing me out cuz I don't know what's going on! Its happened before and I just don't know what's happening, its like theres just a switch in my brain that tells me what to like

Please help!",3.723888888888887,4.982518981481481,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,72.14814814814815,7.622222222222224,24.61111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.294422222222222,422,12,86,6,8,136,71,108,0.138,0.605,0.258,0.9578,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,4,0,5,2,1,1,0,24,12,7,0,2,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,10,6,13,10,0,17,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,4,13,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292568627778015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29571339420800524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397327840270115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218372771768612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412124890177776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875163539923806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073102377886945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646745665912675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864813421538149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244510348645472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568249031106152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774406201999192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073595917105488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131490597198453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376869751519066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358126406679871,0.19904113636827594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187362671890528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543821626370275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013206718372556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189554260737697
anxiety,wingardiumlevi0sahh,2020/01/04,Political tensions have been making me more anxious. It hasn’t even been a week since we entered 2020 and there’s already talk of war? I’m not 100% certain what’s going on to be completely honest because I’m always so late on current news and such (I definitely should be caught up with it) but the last few major discussions I’ve heard was the possible war with Iran and supposedly North Korea having some kind of “present” for the US which just screams something suspicious asf. I have always had this irrational fear of being bombed for a long time. And it makes me on edge because that shit is just absolutely terrifying to think of. Not to mention the talk of a draft again because I have two brothers who are under 25 and a ton of male cousins as well. It’s just really scary..maybe I’m just working myself up and I’m worrying too much too soon. I don’t know.,4.1797300944669376,5.709970274853803,4.99730994152047,82.66279352226724,71.39766081871346,8.068556005398111,28.943319838056677,8.617729084823388,2.148533603238867,691,27,135,12,13,224,116,171,0.217,0.746,0.037000000000000005,-0.9876,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,13,10,3,2,8,0,16,1,1,2,1,24,27,9,2,1,7,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,9,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,6,1,1,6,2,9,4,20,17,6,19,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,1,9,90,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952846471908642,0.0,0.2944971614350718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999194331211437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236276190053639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554383624282714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688333593830945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913418094091706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005729627819491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428122011354767,0.0972550218052077,0.14424962823830892,0.19962358321427287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660795034985386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362502601587716,0.0,0.17778455392010314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008921663025136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995008035781919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336794423844995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816514426609568,0.14638680383658406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623586264869975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844746084393741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133916601805204,0.0,0.0,0.1031893812850112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286853256732534,0.0,0.21286641825771246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195019009795562,0.0,0.15911227366611774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883221147982746,0.17971596705397247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Indekar,2020/01/05,"Well so there is this girl... We met at a new years eve party and we even kissed twice there. We met up 2 days later at her place and cuddled hat fun and talked a lot. But now a few days later she seems to be colder but I haven't written anything that could have offended her. This one time she wrote next time we should  meet at my place, and I said it is difficult because I share a room with my brother but we could meet up somewhere else. The first time I went to her is 3 days ago. And we chatted but I feel like I did the most part, and I was always the one who started the conversation.
The first days it felt like she was really into me and we had a bond. I dont know if she is busy or doesnt like me anymore and I always think about that and doubt myself the whole time. I dont know what to do. If I should ask where we are atm or just try to give her space. My mind feels just so stressed out its tiring... I feel fully takin up. And I dont even know if it fits in this sub, I am sorry if I mis-subbed right here.",0.5648666666666671,2.004964364444444,2.118388888888891,99.91225000000004,80.91111111111111,5.211111111111112,17.02777777777778,5.6839178017228535,-0.8218222222222225,782,13,201,4,20,254,123,225,0.067,0.8420000000000001,0.091,0.5066,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,8,0,0,2,13,11,1,2,11,0,22,3,0,0,0,51,40,22,0,8,12,1,4,3,0,2,1,1,1,1,11,21,0,0,9,1,1,1,5,4,1,5,11,5,37,7,15,24,5,36,0,0,0,2,31,16,0,10,22,138,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474898721686902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966508319164464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719111035940187,0.0,0.0,0.09724236723750176,0.0,0.11047132366853082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203424327127708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869539854355968,0.0,0.0,0.3048348753902087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154767818384639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987143754177328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560979748492795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924819074137266,0.08441939195962958,0.11346001167325613,0.0,0.0,0.20102763603466986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133577134603573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482647153048505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319305370132587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046238536494764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931620489254055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412759238713152,0.1256732306207841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014767296576732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796465469490562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469212546963777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757015804108647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091500463330233,0.11240502679207903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757589918076747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227963514931046,0.08364006637902603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536128390249133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497913008075276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571741675955854,0.0,0.0,0.2756193312799003,0.13581697274054486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022845699294458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624741111964092,0.10954311341058803,0.0,0.131930585066711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609645215387023
anxiety,hey_its_jazzyj,2020/01/05,"anxiety free living? i wonder what it’s like not to struggle with anxiety. i understand it’s normal and people have different experiences with it, but i wonder what it’s like not be diagnosed with it.",4.982807017543858,6.930091315789479,7.0500000000000025,67.07833333333336,70.05263157894737,11.382456140350875,31.08771929824561,11.20814326018867,4.449971929824562,162,7,26,6,3,57,23,38,0.07200000000000001,0.696,0.231,0.7123,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388927703205448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580097021548454,0.0,0.26558700960456066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486583557684399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483805361261299,0.0,0.22446504326269973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24906401007017814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762316755375737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657471473280845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26463327057205405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513425002248799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CinBones,2020/01/05,Does anyone else shake a lot? When I’m having a panic attack I tend to shake. & even when I feel calm I still shake. My friend pointed it out & I didn’t even notice. I wasn’t even thinking about it but yet my hands still hella shake. Kind of sucks makes me self conscious about being around others,1.0788940092165902,3.4297375806451638,1.757834101382489,98.23532258064516,84.48387096774192,3.542857142857143,13.695852534562215,3.1291,-1.4563437788018434,238,3,51,0,7,73,44,62,0.225,0.713,0.062,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,11,10,2,5,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,8,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,2,2,8,3,6,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,5,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43840051651102097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145821535093198,0.20728809882316773,0.0,0.18009670350207246,0.0,0.2301541621594586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770407910758946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900208511122186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008668917702789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229282837314824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630239139908272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067228938304186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719947325815051,0.0,0.0,0.1350419297862263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23032860461809204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373644419922613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124612435452212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105100446391575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32312630714488233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963057566286396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ErinBTX,2020/01/05,"Tomorrow I have to drive again for the first time in a while.... I’ve suffered from anxiety for years but had gotten used to driving in a big city with terrible drivers everywhere. I accepted that every time I got behind the wheel there would be some level of anxiety, whether it be busy highways, downtown traffic, reckless drivers, or even just a full parking lot. I just learned to function and deal with it on a daily basis, some days worse than others. 

In February I started a new job working from home and have yet to drive since. My work requires a lot of travel to cities where Uber/Lyft are standard for short-term transportation, and my boyfriend has been driving us anywhere we need to go. I’ve never offered to drive since I consider this a major convenience, although my anxiety still causes me to be an annoying backseat driver at times...”Watch that car over there, it seems like they’re swerving a little. See?! They didn’t even use their blinker they just swerved on in!”

Tomorrow I’m interviewing for a new job and have to drive to the opposite side of the city and my mind has been racing about it all day. All weekend actually..  Okay actually since I found out about it last week. I keep asking myself questions like “Will I still be a good driver or will all of my previous experience somehow disappear and in a panic I will forget all basic functions? Will I be as defensive as I was or will my anxiety cause my to be slightly more reckless/rushed to get to my destination? Should I just Uber there? Would it be bad if I just took an Uber? But no no I need to drive... or do I?”

Has anyone ever experienced this before and have any advice on how to make the experience better in some way? Should I just bite the bullet and do it and remind myself that yes I can drive and this is all just paranoia?

I also need to remember that “anxiety is not intuition”.....",5.374434441366574,6.3053595955678725,5.998687673130196,78.84582467682365,68.00277008310249,9.11915974145891,31.662165281625114,9.2995712137729,2.7964209602954755,1478,60,276,28,24,481,192,361,0.138,0.7979999999999999,0.064,-0.9788,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,2,0,3,5,23,12,2,1,19,2,34,0,0,6,7,68,52,24,0,8,16,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,14,0,3,6,2,0,14,5,6,0,1,9,2,35,6,46,27,13,54,0,1,1,0,10,18,0,13,23,207,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.20298997195613264,0.0,0.0,0.10163359268539106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317366963485398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707277392166948,0.0,0.3978220480189307,0.0,0.0,0.07272350877468264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723169765830318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684077948394517,0.0,0.0,0.08850156159029961,0.0,0.0,0.0919849756017445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136859036089476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341507074206015,0.10722575964681308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739014426186436,0.09407950476074274,0.08762965559340193,0.0,0.0,0.20347591705817056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846756641811851,0.0,0.11403736016235155,0.0,0.0,0.054338913529701806,0.0,0.05910908409025922,0.08723541260344424,0.08318320835260533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432663486612134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642008376538912,0.09244543275021808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477888261095523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162428930143938,0.1042414719801854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768445956010412,0.0,0.0,0.06942490361125572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501654886165218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313576966621766,0.08021594410117527,0.20089954911288369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202879159190624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651067559547525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781867766051247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287942492332252,0.09468328030402784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581048521889803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361607860051833,0.0,0.16611886962298533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129362896112827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555464432819715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510657604934064,0.1796558164323864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255522991981748,0.08342744899859192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143541188908782,0.0,0.10599113839796026,0.1477659503129206,0.0,0.0,0.06697654181183982
anxiety,roweje,2020/01/05,"Breaking out of the circle of anxiety Does anyone else have a problem where they have anxiety about their anxiety? My anxiety ties a lot into gut issues and it’s like I don’t feel like it’s normal to feel good and not have any issues, so I almost make myself anxious to be in my “normal” state of being. I’m trying to get out of this cycle, but I’m not sure how to train my mind into breaking away from this certain way of thinking that I have been doing for several years. Any help or advice is appreciated!",7.175961538461543,5.504616211538462,8.293153846153848,72.65184615384617,64.76923076923077,10.627692307692307,32.33846153846154,9.3871,2.794586923076924,402,12,77,6,5,139,70,104,0.102,0.7440000000000001,0.154,0.8672,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,10,1,1,2,2,23,17,6,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,9,5,18,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,3,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930345453818318,0.0,0.0,0.16324323341162805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172143857539287,0.0,0.4988462957285986,0.1841687384276135,0.0,0.11398894664490278,0.16703555872141665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531647688805715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266186829698732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618417010867134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485789427861844,0.11646312694022865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517239637419012,0.0,0.0,0.13673532754874254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927037684410357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34030574596063323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928887214309867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385956859896744,0.0,0.0,0.10881861679817552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460599862021624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31945438136400245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599027523042314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841687384276135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364653997290356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445807432339334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106814057065968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939947284094475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498098317428477
anxiety,finrobbins,2020/01/05,Dark / concerning violent thoughts I’m not sure if this is to do with either anxiety or depression but you know those disturbing thoughts you sometimes/ rarely get like I wonder what would happen if I threw this table across the office and you image the chain of events happening. I am recently having these thoughts more and more frequently and each time the thoughts are more and more sinister and I was wondering if it was to do with either anxiety or depression.,8.277142857142856,9.037374333333336,7.397714285714287,71.94728571428574,61.61904761904761,12.434285714285714,37.03809523809524,11.979248473330829,4.870626666666666,380,17,63,12,5,117,55,84,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,26,21,11,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,7,0,7,2,6,13,7,6,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,7,5,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29057659292752225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32715567211356195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922537247164233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33589129523761746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437507687114657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278532917841167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752310891581592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878357573122319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899737246808678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6031011305731989,0.11074389171883746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119203233174136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491373406289564,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skinnnylegs,2020/01/05,"PLEASE TELL ME YOUR SUCCESS STORIES (17 m) I’m at my lowest point right now. I can’t leave the house unless I’m going for a walk with my dog and Mum. It’s burning hot during the days in Australia so I don’t know how to distract myself during the day.

I just started Pristiq as my other meds (Zoloft & lexapro) werent working that well. But atleast I could get out of the house and see friends, go to psychologist . 

I feel like every time I have a major panic attack I go straight for my Valium... I’ve only been able to calm myself at night going on walks.. which is hard to do during the day because of the heat.

I don’t want to become addicted to Valium.. I don’t know what to do. Last time I was out other than a walk was when I was hospitalised for a panic attack but all they did was keep me in a waiting room for 10 hours, and give me some Valium to get home l.

PLEASE IF YOUVE GONE THROUGH SOMETHING SIMILAR HOW DID U GET THROUGH IT",1.1932535885167432,3.0976435353535337,3.0156246677299308,92.00308612440192,80.81818181818181,5.582562466772993,21.027113237639554,6.5966054737557815,0.2846727272727274,732,21,160,7,19,244,121,198,0.083,0.8270000000000001,0.09,0.5148,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,2,7,10,2,3,11,0,16,2,0,2,1,22,35,12,0,3,5,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,8,4,5,1,0,8,4,22,5,27,26,3,30,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,2,12,98,29,2,0.13194891306519138,0.0,0.0,0.1438437916321299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296659217846128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002218747504562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043483269900781,0.14572720778089995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535047030178056,0.0,0.0,0.2552883991974741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117265016737972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671733506699723,0.09426432985841217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101943402920736,0.0,0.20681358325803664,0.12657742072736647,0.29995843223537244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820030869860156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323555182611554,0.0,0.12994310028472986,0.30450265975409346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728225661868127,0.0,0.0,0.14503134371687693,0.10755597513496036,0.0,0.1397148470170214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446357392661131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656549666226598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382511644717625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035309423181993,0.0,0.3096272390009609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28968056606129416,0.12473437250440335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126836508010611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514620022959337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158071971822236,0.0,0.0,0.09339411980487088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532916590274132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388094462672733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782688760430484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186379192730223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606038021542927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thusthistrust,2020/01/05,Do any of you find yourselves oversharing? I often find myself oversharing but I have no idea why I do this. Is it a part of anxiety? I don't know. Do any of you find yourselves oversharing way to much?,0.13739837398373922,2.528288146341467,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,94.3658536585366,6.635772357723577,21.46747967479675,7.793537801064563,1.4214357723577231,158,6,33,4,6,53,26,41,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.6586,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548902501866526,0.0,0.19961498517385032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7154711093936439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945644801309947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340335683783167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181765637302026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825677778130693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071184978124188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354537522351217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OverJohnny39,2020/01/05,"Doing groceries Does anyone have tips or advice on how to do your groceries alone, cause my anxiety gets way to high and I cant focus on what I'm doing there and I get panic attacks from it as well, any advice helps thank you",8.258085106382978,5.333637893617024,8.38776595744681,76.78250000000003,63.680851063829785,10.251063829787237,32.01063829787234,7.1686216300943375,2.0650510638297868,179,4,36,1,2,59,39,47,0.18600000000000005,0.6779999999999999,0.136,-0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,6,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906794316118189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26002964025576325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073413406463808,0.0,0.1920655279882056,0.0,0.0,0.1755518476102619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28562489850483325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579149151276825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197103780692572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623442358049243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828488295281346,0.2652660150506859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945729680340251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114871377241075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992852570853857,0.0,0.0,0.2257393381434815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2-Armed-Octopus,2020/01/05,"Has anyone used CBD edibles to help with anxiety? Did it work? Pros and cons? Some background info: I do not do drugs and have never tried CBD oil or edibles..

I see a bunch of people use this for different ailments. I just want to know your experience and if it actually helped you when dealing with a bad bout of anxiety.",2.7347619047619034,4.994094777777782,4.612936507936507,80.69178571428574,77.41269841269842,8.644444444444442,26.37301587301588,9.2995712137729,2.5459968253968253,253,10,49,7,6,86,50,63,0.115,0.8220000000000001,0.062,-0.5329999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,1,16,10,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,7,9,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.2362103618009015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703421956833794,0.0,0.0,0.1692501964856776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210547095802256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24954765239362384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528955265240617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28070647567454377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367758344065756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244881770605529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302687168860647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866874210163864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781017430653344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928861683001697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433917686342778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181148949397473,0.0,0.0,0.14277006784784682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621862344766576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cantdecideoof,2020/01/05,"something i never realized while reading for the umpteenth time the causes of my symptoms i said fuck this and so out of curiosity i went to read the symptoms and causes of hypochondria on my trusted medical website and it said ""Being convinced  that feeling good means not having any physical discomfort or feeling unwell"".  this shit hit me, i think i never thought of it before",5.500931372549021,8.134351544117651,5.6623529411764775,74.65225490196082,70.32352941176471,7.4745098039215705,36.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,3.5212568627450977,307,17,45,5,6,97,49,68,0.129,0.718,0.153,-0.0516,0,0,1,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,3,0,2,5,1,2,2,16,12,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,4,8,3,8,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,4,35,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760926140360215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967736326199095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38553897853789504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976418573338996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348052499809094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573929365458406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440718556520493,0.0,0.18903885775042292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894563715144851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754039932538472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569985553547142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262127613445226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444630735339093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39008292663266336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202393218959583,0.0,0.14897410429695507,0.10942093283421836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739545568054316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lichtroze,2020/01/05,"Does anyone else seem like a really calm person? My friends and people I meet always say I seem really calm and laid-back. Which is really nice, because I do aspire to be someone who just doesn't care (about unimportant things or irrational fears, that is). Mostly this stems from just faking it. I just started pretending not to be anxious or nervous or stressed because I get way more anxious when I think people notice. I'm still honest about my feelings to my close friends, but I think most don't really believe or understand it because I seem so calm.

I must say my worst stressors are mostly irrational, though I do get stressed/anxious about exams or presentations (luckily less than I used to), this is not any more than other people. It's just like.... going outside, or getting out of my room, or unexpected social situations. I feel like I'm getting a lot better though. I think pretending helps a lot. 

If anyone has any similar experiences, I'd love to know!!",5.071302288871351,6.924407878453039,5.750485398579322,76.86167127071823,69.66298342541437,8.707340173638517,30.05564325177585,9.23628265651192,2.833784214680348,770,31,132,16,14,250,101,181,0.12,0.67,0.209,0.9256,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,12,18,0,3,3,0,12,1,0,1,1,36,33,15,0,2,15,0,2,3,2,1,0,2,1,1,10,4,0,0,10,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,4,18,13,13,30,9,9,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,16,7,87,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957931510319298,0.0,0.0,0.1565777788381237,0.0,0.0,0.26011676795619965,0.0,0.1609960335133519,0.11795907937288225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852395273945182,0.0,0.2105372373330638,0.0,0.0,0.1297063547460472,0.0,0.10181863103296022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737752264255832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074658818003132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617209326051833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261425677133174,0.0,0.12954753504270056,0.11642123141510725,0.08224526166711996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789044617505126,0.0,0.2405920641373833,0.0,0.0654281417624052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716580322130974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326964203662709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873265359936387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575017019772945,0.1039047297911986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107047779510114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394393596655793,0.10052263445510813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950078717687749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310390500514126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144161941404046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294052270420447,0.0,0.11735535194693696,0.0975449661592706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148600677540893,0.0,0.09193890514786628,0.0,0.1318752001848292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648387743621116,0.22130218932847628,0.2262192872496307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984909572148413,0.0,0.09943096232069593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913807982233968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,treetophideaway,2020/01/05,"In need of advice, tips, encouragement for upcoming semester of school I’m due to start my final semester (hopefully) of college tomorrow. I’m absolutely terrified. My brain is trying everything to convince me not to go, but in my heart I know I need to finish my degree so I will have better prospects in life than just a high school equivalency diploma. I haven’t taken any classes since 2015 so it’s been quite awhile. The reason I had to stop college was because of a car accident that broke my back in three places. I had anxiety before this but I was in a pattern with school; I had a routine; I knew what to expect. And now it’s like it’s all new again. My anxiety has gotten so much worse since quitting school. I had a second car accident. There was a period of hospitalization and emergency surgery because I wasn’t properly taking care of myself. Most recently my house burned down and I’ve lost everything I own but my two cats. Our family is living in an rv and sharing cars but we’ve come up with an arrangement to where I will be able to finish my degree and I know I need to since I have no house, no car, no job at the moment and just a high school equivalency diploma in terms of education. My anxiety is so bad that I get scared leaving my house. I’m terrified something bad will happen while I’m gone either to me while out or to my pets left at home or my family members wherever they are. I’m scared I’ll come home and find one of my pets dead. I don’t like touching people/things and feel like I have to shower the second I get home after I’ve gone anywhere which is going to be very tiresome after 12+ hour days 5 days a week for the next 16 weeks. I know I need to seek professional help for my likely anxiety disorder, but I’m terrified to even do that and I can’t right now anyway because it’s pretty much now or never to finish my degree and I know that I need to finish my degree. I have no idea how I’m going to get brought this semester. I’m anticipating the absolute worst of my anxiety to real it’s ugly head - anxiety/panic attacks, reverting back to terrible coping mechanisms like self-harm and binge drinking on the weekends or other addictions/behaviors, crying in public, freezing up in public like in shock. I’m overcome by a feeling that something terrible will happen in my life if I go back to school. I’m so, so worried one of my pets will get hurt or die (like there might be another fire while I’m gone with no one two get the pets out safely like I did the last time or my cat that eats plastic bags/paper/cardboard and chews on electrical cords will get into something that will kill him). Please offer me some advice, tips, encouraging words on how to get through this semester because I’m so afraid. I don’t want to go tomorrow. I don’t want to leave my house at all on a regular day, but somehow this feels so much worse. Please, fellow anxiety sufferers, help me come up with a strategy to get through this without reverting to the terrible side my anxiety brings out when I’m over stressed.",4.336715545881546,5.436415993431858,5.686197731698936,79.52085118570285,70.51067323481115,9.277595753618208,29.105319433306605,9.589985622208136,2.6495867491503424,2416,91,471,55,43,813,261,609,0.24100000000000002,0.66,0.099,-0.9987,2,0,4,0,0,0,54.0,1,0,1,4,26,33,2,4,22,0,37,8,3,3,3,74,95,39,3,10,18,0,6,8,1,8,2,0,8,0,20,23,3,2,11,2,0,17,14,17,0,8,18,6,61,16,77,66,11,90,0,4,0,0,12,34,0,12,47,296,81,11,0.05763838088637958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264711744123662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919607550703756,0.0604388679423782,0.3086524253042599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557197920508934,0.0,0.13296107129010376,0.09625128096669787,0.14054328803290947,0.0,0.04904601686696222,0.0,0.0,0.050976463960662605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434349522623889,0.0,0.0,0.05876617071038096,0.0,0.0,0.14895108444775546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331305491382888,0.11151596210230434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059819539433297424,0.0,0.06605857805092805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056463670107872586,0.0,0.0589784530843293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038069606974937005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360332039284743,0.0,0.10867267163028932,0.0,0.08743109164717128,0.04117687082192263,0.0,0.06314002891922882,0.05268043592283865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090940061353866,0.0,0.16378610067369145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193885972829878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915360746271375,0.0,0.0,0.06830175886834368,0.07726758348643087,0.12179622794632627,0.17344798672607945,0.05724791753642153,0.0567621948054083,0.26602781146292165,0.061703078844217524,0.0650667162528883,0.0,0.0,0.05719719928166048,0.0,0.06376832861418495,0.0,0.12670618704508327,0.046982973314618606,0.0,0.12206144606694345,0.06262426948067779,0.0,0.08142338597896315,0.22527361179207736,0.0,0.050895746306763114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291910147288038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061145213602645763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711252572577986,0.21369064546989064,0.04445427263304657,0.055667507427550236,0.061299071965839176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717177574489805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021984032224492,0.12653926746462582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863895473341855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261102584241107,0.0,0.06560509609616512,0.0,0.059261855209978925,0.0569109475792185,0.0,0.0,0.04922286234620549,0.0,0.0,0.1154121487282189,0.3499987117398613,0.0,0.0,0.06012940172827703,0.0,0.0,0.1430371928634199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331185246885378,0.0,0.0,0.040796742654497786,0.0,0.0,0.04818826729686408,0.06602457056558664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333688924155033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03360940341042866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039132677139163186,0.0,0.11260864588337245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475577006108336,0.06799322081148315,0.0,0.09246806490702776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055561342344051454,0.0,0.0,0.058534573623707065,0.11747686861572107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheoretcallyMusical,2020/01/05,"Anyone know? Okay, I know I have a mental disorder but I am unsure which one. Does anyone know what it's called to constantly feel like you're not sure if you are in a dream or not? It's very weird. I think it's related to my anxiety but I have absolutely no clue. Literally any help is needed.",-0.08241935483870932,2.1938329354838717,2.848629032258067,88.44294354838709,90.61290322580645,6.970967741935485,17.427419354838708,8.07648339933343,0.8587032258064524,230,6,51,6,8,81,45,62,0.182,0.618,0.19899999999999998,0.28,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,13,11,4,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,7,3,3,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289851688232158,0.0,0.1945003271625148,0.0,0.0,0.3555546083863281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25961737395709844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27475360547614364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29139218721807625,0.0,0.2224956287736056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855628937038252,0.1816360388857576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041821681211688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191869632964056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421356241577285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562239008239221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885229334591744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228617903445828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23962733650027498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629129437635034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097826324594729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SphereTethys07,2020/01/05,"What do I do now I'm not at work? Hello, I need some help. I've recently decided to go on long term sick due to my anxiety. Now I'm off work I am just sitting at home watching TV without any motivation to do anything else (It just feels like I'm burning days and my mental health isn't getting better.) I'm trying to spend as little money as possible due to lack of income in the meantime. So could you please help with suggestions of what activities I can do to help improve my mental health? Any help at all is appreciated. Thank you!!",1.6392727272727257,3.7977145636363616,3.971818181818183,84.3977272727273,80.63636363636363,6.90909090909091,24.54545454545455,8.00094639256281,1.5342727272727266,422,16,86,8,11,146,72,110,0.077,0.7140000000000001,0.209,0.9448,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,1,14,18,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,18,17,4,17,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,9,50,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326730509445772,0.0,0.13087152321098924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407797358918614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513014918287427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658906670840076,0.0,0.0,0.11032889898507107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291079181666685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650040672783584,0.12221565601340975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937936470182649,0.0,0.09722557999262232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636883845082325,0.0,0.0,0.4586705213810189,0.0,0.17160167070172405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357835873063986,0.17146159052443144,0.0,0.15139554789921295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34480571496283513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684957306725345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778842680308688,0.0,0.1928607928050941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891542882942656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575024137674201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161483549541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649097118848729,0.0,0.24908854500021815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lowkeyginga2245,2020/01/05,"Anxiety for party  Yo guys. Hope someone will find this comment who needs it. So i am going to a party 10.1.2020, and my anixety has been bad since i made my mind to attend it. So many fucked up thoughts, i think i have  the thoughts because of a bad stay at secondary school. And last time i attended a party were in may, so i am not used to the atmosphere. For me personally many small and big factors have led to these though thoughts. Anyway, i will update you guys here on how it went. 

And anybody with the same thoughts right now for a party they are attending? Lets discuss!",2.9860526315789464,4.96849164035088,3.5542456140350893,89.88505263157896,75.57894736842105,6.665263157894738,27.18947368421053,7.554174236665415,1.4297642105263169,453,18,93,6,10,142,78,114,0.11,0.774,0.115,-0.243,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,8,4,1,0,7,0,12,1,0,4,0,21,24,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,6,1,3,0,0,8,0,12,1,13,12,1,18,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,2,4,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250696675603753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27301522062005085,0.09966219774843303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942721480050214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114419086749845,0.0,0.0,0.09291533153807503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237622938511849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238280342110245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326645314273394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717995608023034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469851886554611,0.0,0.3315071010015396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507864408057815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122602033231887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275346442505701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961986259330225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654609589654068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352409040664812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852484002177098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425895625923446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047580125701216,0.16062843532554713,0.5191722922079323,0.0953325357839263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412031670214087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155718912172175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,so_mamy,2020/01/05,"Does anyone have sleep anxiety? Hey,

I‘ve been battling anxiety for many years now, with periods where I was doing really well. Lately it‘s been getting worse. 

I woke up two nights ago and couldn‘t go back to sleep, for some reason this gave me so much anxiety that every time I started falling asleep I woke myself up in a panic. 

The whole day I worried about not being able to sleep and last night I couldn‘t fall asleep because I kept waking up in anxiety. I had to take medication so I could sleep at all. 

Now I‘ve beeb anxious the entire day and I‘m dreading going to bed even though I‘m very tired. Does anyone know this? I‘m worried I‘ll never be able to sleep normally again...

Good luck everyone! ✨",3.0041471215351803,5.636619798507464,3.729424307036248,85.37223880597016,78.6268656716418,6.5151385927505325,23.750533049040516,7.7094869923839395,1.399298081023454,559,19,101,9,14,177,93,134,0.209,0.7340000000000001,0.057,-0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,1,2,3,0,11,10,8,1,2,16,24,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,3,1,1,8,0,11,3,15,11,4,27,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,16,64,15,0,0.22533579609756496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998732936282764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447625344868816,0.12728265515296172,0.0,0.15756002794964166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663465902521164,0.0,0.06868130490491617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995614872164906,0.0,0.0,0.14532294691763112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719287367611232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441608406496718,0.0,0.0949275634326964,0.1076590048623098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058864326534486165,0.0,0.12806352578770502,0.09450048739110208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061919330247524676,0.09183937449379337,0.12709429646723824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142275646956098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350105402010352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282386880035633,0.0,0.08689642873081534,0.0,0.0,0.211462379972108,0.11039061842799837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219150270548566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217794051646252,0.1158413640060702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5637463272865523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974691813741701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471223763976665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106956377867652,0.0,0.0656975574034802,0.12949517468972327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006016510777272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296281542707444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130197121645516,0.0,0.0,0.12578968456886405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288394389969141,0.11481821359952547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255443238127694
anxiety,PoisoningMercury,2020/01/05,"Am I Faking It? I always feel like I'm faking my anxiety, yet I also doubt that. I look behind me constantly, it's become a habit. I can't make eye contact and worry restlessly, it gets hard to sleep.  My social skills are horrendous and I get way to nervous when people look at me (I cover my face with my arm, to block any looks from my left or right). I thought about this for a long time, I didn't want to post immediately because it might sound strange, but it's driving me insane. I need to know if anyone else feels like this, or if I really am just pretending to have anxiety?",3.8502500000000026,4.4231481916666695,5.403333333333336,83.04000000000002,71.25,8.666666666666668,25.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.7120833333333336,453,13,96,8,8,154,82,120,0.21899999999999997,0.722,0.059000000000000004,-0.9027,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,3,2,0,7,4,4,1,0,19,20,9,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,8,19,2,12,17,0,11,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,6,7,59,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850892259536726,0.1441172582042314,0.0,0.0,0.11778274301853454,0.0,0.2649968601731336,0.0,0.0,0.1211062935176181,0.1774650788327098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558183289541262,0.19128709769079735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716894679459975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468736279327216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515144337107186,0.24746991792354897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098093786276484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551542388097225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951868399740038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881835909220497,0.0,0.0,0.16923469750051487,0.0,0.0,0.15327759566457727,0.4363361129092778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561313385231076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837390832477796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842648176002142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007589147188652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587885503837366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095711219951926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791286299361467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733262657294411,0.17655679321528675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750239167460082,0.10099500201712848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215854457678424,0.13747903634655853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589420761225735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hackey44,2020/01/05,"Shallow Breathing Hi all, I’ve been suffering from shallow breathing (feeling like I can’t get enough air in my lungs) and doctors believe it’s linked to anxiety. I have OCD but am not on medication (try to avoid it AMAP and have used meditation/mindfulness to cope) and have had this as a “compulsion” in the past but it went away after some time - I didn’t think as much about it and was no longer in the stressful work environment that it developed in. I end up getting lightheaded and worrying that I’m damaging my brain, which just makes me more worried.

It seems to get worse when I think about it. Doctors ran blood and heart tests. Healthy, 22 yo male. Even with 2 weeks off from work (work ~80 hours/week so I figured it would get better) it seemed to get worse.

I know naturally, people will attribute this to my job. However, even before my 2 week break I had four weeks of very light work (~40 hours) and low stress but still struggled with it.

Has anyone else struggled with this? Didn’t have much luck looking online so naturally, I took to Reddit.",2.97176470588235,5.3943422549019635,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,77.43137254901961,6.825098039215686,25.39607843137255,7.908726449838941,1.4524007843137252,836,31,167,14,20,260,129,204,0.204,0.754,0.042,-0.988,2,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,9,11,0,5,3,0,15,9,6,3,1,31,33,15,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,16,10,0,1,8,0,0,3,5,8,0,1,9,3,14,3,26,22,6,24,0,3,1,0,2,10,0,4,11,100,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508479843740613,0.0,0.0,0.07776925784490914,0.11396044807696445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449706532455026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464203362790992,0.12530950888963407,0.0,0.09836713610166373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416093350571272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768158993007814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291200727180178,0.0,0.09850999548118404,0.11492242606880727,0.0,0.14692263525890112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623736539939312,0.07945727384124429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29054545418020106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179902819014694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953161730012184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037102712174757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112489851985686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433762541955793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339876755166453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424178674504929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120448231778632,0.0,0.0,0.11230287432511148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352245914824326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617432453075816,0.07710757792679024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025053126185022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882231772287838,0.0,0.2548096676101637,0.23254751234608384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142533590407591,0.0,0.0,0.06485465061132074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123572130681693,0.07551267936397085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606040568501772,0.0,0.09177009241515932,0.0,0.0,0.35686346282418163,0.0,0.0,0.10310423893896246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238848012831978,0.2259034041568389,0.22669016691383895,0.07900917106590545,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuperGameBoy01,2020/01/05,"I’ve spent the last week being anxious about a college project I’ve got to do, now that I’ve finally done it I’m anxious about it being terrible. What the fuck brain!?",2.301333333333332,4.00657722857143,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,76.71428571428572,6.9523809523809526,28.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,1.7888095238095238,133,6,28,2,3,44,25,35,0.295,0.705,0.0,-0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,15,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6691656280684808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306187438285966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030802228181165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244349249784597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27380031357503426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687067580727625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414144827537629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375661701025818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hashtageverythingsux,2020/01/05,"Advice for anxiety causing phone addiction I suffer from extreme anxiety due to a number of things. The way I deal with this is my distracting myself with my phone. I look up anything and everything to try to find answers for things I’m dealing with, or I just distract myself with apps or articles. It has come to the point where I literally cannot get off my phone. I can’t interact with my kids and husband the way I should because of this phone addiction. If I’m not on my phone I am anxious and want to just sink into my phone again. It’s ruining my ability to be a good wife and mom. I have just started seeing a therapist and have been on anxiety medication, but this is something I can’t stop. I can’t even focus on TV. I’m either sleeping or on my phone. Any similar situations or advice?",3.7672774327122127,5.075087130434785,5.620139751552795,78.66553053830228,72.1055900621118,9.341821946169773,30.80797101449275,9.725611199111238,3.0487014492753626,632,28,123,16,12,218,89,161,0.10400000000000001,0.856,0.04,-0.7506,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,0,13,4,1,1,0,29,22,11,0,3,11,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,12,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,2,21,1,23,19,1,16,0,2,2,0,14,9,0,5,4,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411176023510367,0.0,0.3057715958605222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639461383029626,0.0,0.35906242988319004,0.17674936560504015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287489511530367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537338026364857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072215404621226,0.0,0.13477193744883453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225960115968193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333690504403524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061146584374676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299683230826862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174116386270455,0.0,0.0,0.13122684450345334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138260904058416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761172855365194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832379446053356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790033548434042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246742014781171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586172521956744,0.1565677673683426,0.0,0.0,0.12044653148461924,0.0,0.0,0.11073949685294214,0.0,0.0,0.1308031996540167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165605554344927,0.2078832044866912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622252402844216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228108143144262,0.2483730401753611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hamfisted_postman,2020/01/05,"DAE experience Fight but not Flight when anxious? I've been struggling lately with a feeling of fear and anxiety almost constantly. I do breathing and self talk and I can usually ride out the peaks but what troubles me the most is that my body wants to fight. 

I hear a lot of talk about a fight or flight response but sometimes I only feel ready to fight. Last night when I was walking home I could feel my body straightening and puffing up. I had my antenna up but I wasn't necessarily watching over my shoulder. I kept wishing that whatever it was that I could sense would just show it's face so I could smash it (knowing now after the fact that there wasn't anything there and it was just my anxiety fearful that a threat was hiding behind a tree or in an alley).

It makes me feel crazy and unhinged. I feel a societal pressure to only ever run from threats or talk my way through confrontations. Something inside of me wants to face my threats and crush them. 

For the sake of those who might be concerned, I haven't been in a fight since high school (23 years ago) and I don't actively go out looking for a fight. I have a wife and a son and I have never raised my hand to them nor have I been tempted. I only ever seem to have this response to unknown or unseen threats.",3.648740157480319,5.249998795275591,4.136228346456694,88.02796456692914,72.85826771653544,6.969763779527558,28.054330708661407,7.554174236665415,1.514896692913386,1010,39,205,12,20,318,137,254,0.26899999999999996,0.6970000000000001,0.034,-0.9965,0,0,1,0,6,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,11,16,11,4,15,0,25,7,7,1,4,48,40,22,0,7,11,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,14,13,0,1,7,1,0,4,7,16,0,0,11,9,31,0,26,23,2,27,0,0,2,0,17,8,0,9,14,144,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843805098785707,0.0,0.12249569677127968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716403522516176,0.13819793608407593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066706186713356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717618220503769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219513366321956,0.0,0.2930113472993845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130874634388686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966208854371775,0.0,0.2753102325290369,0.3092682956264399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952288562114763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787465694481474,0.0,0.0,0.12924822664698496,0.12270683626160005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722929871028144,0.0997151732185518,0.1379934244671615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272628331420744,0.0,0.0,0.10400048302148693,0.0,0.0,0.08165613978478012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977266306762406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434833905094134,0.0,0.0,0.11479829846593186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27911214123958844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238043618259439,0.0,0.11136452151348364,0.12761673614635738,0.0,0.0,0.1011925346341972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417551232888494,0.12098737184553747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788574337484512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949723531690722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347290718981453,0.0,0.1443066564881436,0.09709975878460347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067331618414108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689963159146889,0.0,0.0,0.07877642713215201
anxiety,ThranduilGirlQueen70,2020/01/05,"Nuclear War/WW3 Anxiety.. I was on Twitter a second ago and the top trending right now is that Iran exited the nuclear deal with America..Nuclear Weapons has always scared me, watching movies, tv shows or reading about it. It all triggers anxiety for me. It scares me. I don’t know what to do tbh..",2.5731578947368448,5.119925877192987,4.262368421052631,81.42407894736844,79.70175438596492,8.712280701754386,30.552631578947373,9.2995712137729,3.3534000000000006,233,12,43,7,6,78,47,57,0.172,0.797,0.031,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,5,0,5,5,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682099575075357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517623925228637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629302857933225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119362778212787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662845024055734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026517765306147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583930386699906,0.0,0.0,0.6058505009230994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Galaxy_Sunn,2020/01/05,"Had my first attack in my own house, the only place I usually feel safe- It's terrifying I was in the kitchen about 20 minutes ago just preparing meals for the week, and I felt a sudden sense of impending doom.

I felt as if something was actually wrong, like I was about to have a heart attack. It was so strong and felt like my gut was telling me that something was wrong and I shouldn't ignore it. I threw the idea that it could just be an attack out the window, which only made things worse. 

Usually when I'm having an attack I can tell that it's just that- and nothing serious. But this felt real to the point where I thought I should maybe call somebody for help. it was only after a few minutes of pure torture that I started to feel the exhaustion that comes after every attack I have.

This was my very first attack in my own house! Plus I'm alone for the night, so that only contributes to the worry.
Having an attack so early in the evening doesn't give me hope either- (I'm an especially anxious person at night).

I no longer feel safe in my *only* safe space. I also feel like I can no longer trust my gut or natural instinct, like one day my body will actually be trying to tell me something and I blow it off as a mere panic attack.

I don't know how to calm down from this, and I really want to see if there's anybody else out there that feels this way. 
One thing that does still give me hope is that I'm never alone- but that also makes me feel horrible for all of you guys, anxiety is not a fun game, lol.",3.6555244755244733,4.576959564102566,4.653088578088582,86.96160839160841,71.94871794871796,7.595804195804196,24.11771561771561,7.84624498591911,1.0530589743589744,1192,31,254,15,22,389,154,312,0.18600000000000005,0.731,0.083,-0.982,0,2,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,3,17,29,9,1,19,1,25,7,4,3,3,50,52,21,0,8,10,0,10,4,0,3,1,0,2,2,25,10,2,4,13,1,0,2,7,16,0,4,16,11,32,13,32,30,5,34,1,1,1,0,11,14,0,5,21,172,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.1341327213545348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060921178456344,0.0,0.0,0.14235817871438827,0.0,0.10991982062618293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257496555262859,0.07764046891085488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6254831611755669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633874967287159,0.0,0.0,0.0701766145681267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920109746212032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487187205334565,0.0,0.0,0.044322385201003615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060142315383401576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741149619498909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045392670779614924,0.0,0.05790435883524207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084986462642069,0.049097647427376906,0.26394976419178845,0.0,0.0,0.11691607541913145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185589044071247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804923919002613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144027481083548,0.04606538204406787,0.0,0.0,0.13652023648471756,0.0,0.15860044039734736,0.0,0.07758293989014489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037769842476074664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430360473835004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502991060140581,0.04587493244822168,0.0,0.06904419403340195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300548975216909,0.0,0.0,0.1289888109130775,0.0,0.06594415411698884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931406137981689,0.2613449247579056,0.0,0.08063479068495556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000862256264272,0.0718037196430281,0.0,0.06496799216092627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822488239814965,0.04402743751678835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476547783191242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872518384108789,0.0,0.0,0.048644397863510026,0.0,0.05488442565942482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802078495892772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131659069772403,0.0,0.0,0.05456052196975504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666023295886515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513832784265669,0.05670589266351714,0.04053619321015362,0.05455125464812345,0.05512760390087691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979427529880515,0.07003735059314108,0.0,0.15028150887510314,0.0,0.0
anxiety,milkbybrockhampton,2020/01/05,"really awkward at eye contact I'll keep this short,

My anxiety has been getting me a lot these past few months and lately i've been nothing but a shell of the person who i was not even a year ago. Anyways when I fuck up, or at least think I fucked up, in a big way instead of moving forward my mind can't let go and in a recent case this has affected my eye contact when talking to the people involved in this situation. Friends from the last few months who've i've been spending lots of time with playing games and overall just being friendly. But one night I got too drunk and blacked and although nothing terrible happened from what i was told my mind did not take that well and triggered my anxiety. Now when we're doing the stuff we were doing beforehand when we hangout I seem to think a lot more about my eye contact for some reason, and make sure not to stare or look at someone too much, who to look at, and just a look of lilttle things going in my mind that were never a problem. I feel like a few people have also maybe started to notice that somethings off, that im avoiding eye contact, only doing the mininal or something...

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anyone gone through this and has advice. it's like i need a refresher to something I've never had a problem with before and don't even have this problem with other friend groups. It's like i feel ashamed and guilty but with nothing really to feel that for. HELP",8.356366612111296,6.479750588652482,7.8501418439716355,77.41730769230772,62.61702127659576,10.095362793235132,38.00436442989635,8.139509932561175,3.037521222040372,1134,46,217,10,13,358,150,282,0.138,0.748,0.114,-0.6509,0,1,3,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,0,16,18,2,3,16,0,21,7,4,4,3,54,44,23,0,4,11,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,19,17,1,2,7,4,1,5,7,9,1,1,12,12,19,9,32,30,10,37,0,0,9,2,18,14,2,8,22,156,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876263653777829,0.08051949811437377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264049230420437,0.0,0.19683876108708548,0.22074825290678265,0.0,0.0,0.13897662346475206,0.0,0.0,0.06351374783238332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729365593502968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999095099136188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778629025332034,0.06489234170481127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053603670084226,0.1679504688291978,0.047457391833280994,0.0,0.10324692866906432,0.0,0.0726488230314219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032484239872989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088459771495075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811708429202212,0.0,0.0,0.08073807222564841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404241987754581,0.1024655199900616,0.0,0.0,0.0928846548496664,0.0,0.13313176701226126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288348610177767,0.0,0.0,0.2316732905171905,0.0,0.0,0.0606328805574337,0.0,0.09125568467564726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751515176457564,0.0,0.14500681285795688,0.09654293147975043,0.06677397035204316,0.06735279348896553,0.14011467080236012,0.0,0.0,0.085242230865031,0.0,0.26147508933441793,0.10341593011057196,0.0,0.0,0.06155195670145727,0.06908389728975765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671201785117258,0.12594671457903311,0.07931337334095369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607496769705135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638209443548884,0.0933932200671154,0.0896883270471598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269251704844098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210203045603744,0.0,0.0,0.07696396299657246,0.20978701438210956,0.0,0.0,0.06429328193072513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398402172213027,0.0,0.0,0.0856106480706178,0.0,0.06829640448513652,0.07300950671349718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060346551386603664,0.11640644092098093,0.0,0.0,0.052966455368512896,0.0,0.0,0.08679646704423713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721003722691266,0.0,0.0,0.08167132157175935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074825290678265,0.058494581174598125
anxiety,soupisserved,2020/01/05,"Anxiety about anxiety? Pretty new here, but my last two months have been pretty tough. I’m normally not anxious at all, but about two months ago I quit adderall cold turkey after using it for only about two weeks. Got a lot of anxiety after that and was basically bed bound for a week after a week it got less intense. But the last month I have been expecting attacks on and often, some days are fine and some are really hard. I think the trigger has to do with me being terrified for schizophrenia or psychosis. Don’t show any symptoms but I’m just scared. Anyone have a similar experience? Thanks:)",3.459449760765551,5.946817464912282,4.495677830940991,81.2895933014354,76.10526315789474,7.654226475279107,25.27591706539075,8.575989854853784,2.051133333333333,477,17,85,10,11,155,78,114,0.177,0.7290000000000001,0.094,-0.8854,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,6,0,12,1,0,2,1,22,19,8,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,2,5,2,14,13,5,16,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,14,60,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125309033447289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613112238469344,0.0,0.32442501690830394,0.159699013744216,0.0,0.09884371534688002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081987485811522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911669043565231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827932648269656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261204803392963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266327369975948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045807006333865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018106086149655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385018036878227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652846363171833,0.0,0.0,0.1385049115166514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751229949117087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28763229282873704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035606726562906,0.0,0.0,0.09056022519891263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152819192422494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692942012140436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014729254026974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057916989328044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41427089494120817,0.0,0.0,0.12209152637885508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401766152324581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NPNP93,2020/01/05,Hypnotherapy for anxieties Has anyone ever tried hypnotherapy for generalised anxiety disorder?,14.1475,19.93695208333334,14.283333333333335,3.3450000000000286,69.83333333333333,22.4,56.0,13.023866798666859,15.1982,83,6,4,6,2,28,10,12,0.4,0.6,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6570382160246292,0.0,0.0,0.3002732296155642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921734725240554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884515091628201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915604023734218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tristan_Pilkington,2020/01/05,"Feels like I’m making no progress in beating my Anxiety and Agoraphobia, no matter how hard I try to fight it. Every anxious event I come across I overcome and beat, and after I feel great and like a weight is lifted off my shoulders, then I go home and the next day I am back to the same mindset. It’s like a lingering parasite that I can’t quite get rid of for good. Maybe this is just my life now, and I’ll have to deal with this parasite for the rest of my life, and god if that’s true then wow idk how I fucked up in life this badly to get to this point. 

Does anyone have an answer to this? What can I do to break the cycle of experiencing anxiety due to an event or situation, then overcoming the situation and in the end feeling comfortable in that situation, then after feeling that my anxiety is gone the next day starting the cycle again. Does anyone have an answer of how I can break this cycle?",4.430927927927929,4.941284664864868,5.666824324324328,81.8930292792793,69.91891891891892,8.977477477477477,27.30855855855856,9.075114841892004,1.953423423423424,713,22,150,13,12,239,97,185,0.136,0.6990000000000001,0.165,0.7805,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,7,11,2,0,13,0,11,6,1,4,1,26,24,17,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,13,10,1,0,6,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,7,15,8,24,23,2,31,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,2,21,101,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30432658116544475,0.14980550924039002,0.0,0.18544050793535735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196479007719217,0.11071934322434257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422716371130742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103805731541052,0.1367095707267484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320864443323057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744836009089135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172513618524724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681955799400091,0.09473278792028277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259086146931898,0.13856091235673934,0.0,0.07536227804445109,0.11122248840642364,0.0,0.14619709393431052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878771952100513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301327512057007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809877560532033,0.19435180051284792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088514633066745,0.0,0.13321919344848265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205309768989634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253542551522705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104136710691287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471595450240121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385825325195117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002985244336617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147673888671726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snug666,2020/01/05,"Is there a word for this? I’ve talked to some of my friends who also have anxiety, and we all have experienced it, but I’ve never heard of a name for it. 

It happens to me quite often. It’s sort of this feeling where you need to be doing SOMETHING, but there’s nothing you want to do. more than just being bored, it’s like you feel so uncomfortable with everything. Like, i don’t want to lay down, i don’t want to sit, i don’t want to stand up, i don’t want to go on my phone, i don’t want to go on my laptop, i don’t want to read, draw, go for a walk, sleep, talk to someone, i don’t want to be at my house but i don’t want to be out either. 

just a general feeling of being uncomfortable in your own skin. not wanting to do anything or be anywhere but you have to. 

not sure if i explained that well enough, but i hope someone else knows what i mean, and i really hope there’s a word for it! thank u!",1.0725690954773874,2.1486483015075386,3.195298366834169,94.30641488693468,78.54773869346734,6.382035175879397,21.482726130653266,6.9077264865688965,0.2156052763819094,688,18,173,7,16,235,98,199,0.142,0.731,0.127,0.6359,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,5,0,1,10,9,0,0,5,0,21,2,2,0,3,46,46,11,0,14,12,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,6,1,0,4,11,1,1,0,1,6,23,8,32,39,6,15,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,7,3,120,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713947650430628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292418058764124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099959420354613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147255797798832,0.0,0.0,0.12551093109122086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916936017790524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425657205937265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384738337934567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710251851521114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741547714499604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412941401982358,0.0,0.14016001541655496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675670875143443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186881654519093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231638755925582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006843005993886,0.09368511515117234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655369473770287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291982456857311,0.12150282321367595,0.0,0.07781676148747535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155767586605527,0.0,0.20584219181430652,0.09351350331868093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448399195792452,0.0,0.0,0.1952658919844976,0.0,0.1118332115407378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7164612470216831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921607455070034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,speedythesnail,2020/01/05,Vistaril (hydroxyzine hcl) for a panic attack? Will taking 25mg of this help? i’m freaking out right now and i don’t know what to so,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,94.71428571428572,5.6571428571428575,17.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.4979,104,3,22,2,4,36,27,28,0.302,0.6,0.099,-0.7532,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238230773465358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086268239242897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25304873217724183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402334300210688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932178278369408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461976130708733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KaedeAkamatsu25,2020/01/05,"Scared about Iran and War and I can’t calm down. The title says it all, I’m petrified of the current news surrounding Iran and stuff because it really really feeds into my intense fears. I’ve tried to get away from news sources but my mind keeps recycling the stuff that I’ve already heard and it’s this endless loop of fear. Help.",2.2670129870129863,4.758732454545457,2.9265367965367983,90.87409090909094,80.51515151515152,6.8017316017316025,23.064935064935064,7.957251820313856,1.2605480519480523,266,9,54,5,7,83,49,66,0.18,0.73,0.08900000000000001,-0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,8,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528459650702867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152711865034672,0.0,0.0,0.1396729318422979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515660343839285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970874868170338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357816190257673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036574962033088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23135169326173186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29356764785497497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822099945439816,0.2293948492127925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245883367116634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556134550047326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hihihihhhhiihihihih,2020/01/05,"Teledoc and Anxiety meds? Hi guys! This is my first post here. I have been taking 50mg Zoloft and 10mg 2x day Buspirone for many years for anxiety management. I have unfortunately run out of my medicine, but since the new year just started, I will have to pay so much money for a DR appointment to meet my deductible. 

Do you think a teledoc provider prescribe these maintenance meds since they aren't controlled substances?

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Any advice at all is welcome!!",5.365428571428573,7.633940870588241,4.6939495798319335,83.03705882352945,69.70588235294117,7.680672268907562,33.31932773109244,8.418075326091056,2.7286974789915965,374,18,66,6,7,112,68,85,0.087,0.865,0.048,0.5,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,1,1,8,12,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,8,1,8,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355271168853114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460987111171,0.24067797339722244,0.13469508806371555,0.0,0.30304758152908273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221534950754704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773942409262315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847911132805374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612145385799926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081292926148012,0.0,0.0,0.4400245101855544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456049925505179,0.0,0.0,0.19129822866820287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969728853900167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276927947487289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019568983567465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892475936143254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269159140438405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24067797339722244,0.25510249012510355
anxiety,yeehawyeetus,2020/01/05,"Help, Iran Freaking me Out I’m American and I don’t want another WW3. All the memes around it scare me. I feel like throwing up recently every time I wake up. I don’t want to be nuked. Someone please give me advice. I’m desperate and I don’t have anywhere else to go.",-1.3099999999999987,0.5678987894736878,1.3312456140350903,95.67055263157896,104.96491228070177,5.087017543859648,19.735087719298246,6.742157984588678,0.5599698245614038,209,8,47,4,10,71,40,57,0.145,0.679,0.17600000000000002,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,8,12,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,6,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754713464631365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955987993120163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509525236231384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354929264751673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23751457149743355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253810830299138,0.201390826611624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704260607266893,0.16021138830495155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889529509893002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772306511826574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30944371396918696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783441904994777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28223305425415074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388546278341035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437930808346266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33254617628498817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yao_Bikuni,2020/01/05,"How do I stop from feeling scared about war? Will it happen? I’m scared. There’s so much going on in the news, and I’m afraid of war. Is it going to happen? I’ve tried to rationalize it a lot, but it hasn’t helped at all relive my anxiety and fear about this. It’s like the country is a grip hold of a maniac and I’m scared of what will happen next.",-0.2511538461538443,1.5179335641025666,2.281730769230773,96.06951923076923,85.15384615384616,5.438461538461539,14.878205128205128,6.6274283507984215,-0.6442871794871796,270,4,67,3,8,93,50,78,0.295,0.653,0.052000000000000005,-0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,5,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,15,6,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,2,2,1,11,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713901742276173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311447248612692,0.10386208234137832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334798546474915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449333777651852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768280769224478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035354404461487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463326962179138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510008781181523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845715774631005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6169573821919759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173297364532586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946073160111935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eoinsmc,2020/01/05,"New to Anxiety Hi, so essentially in 2019 one of my big realisations is that I suffer with general anxiety. It could be something small like a stressful work day that triggers it but once it flares up I’m pretty bad for at least a few days. Towards the end of 2019 it’s been really bad again and it’s not really away. I guess what I’m asking is for advice. I’m new to anxiety and don’t really know where to go from here. Should I seek medical attention with a view to getting medicated? Should I get a therapist? Are they’re any good “home remedies”. I would love some tips on how best to deal with this since I appear to be at the start of my road with anxiety.",1.374608967674661,3.5362795839416066,3.7300782064650666,85.74921532846717,81.62773722627738,8.001876955161627,22.19447340980188,8.841846274778883,1.674675078206466,521,17,112,14,14,180,92,137,0.138,0.715,0.146,0.7319,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,6,0,11,3,0,2,0,20,23,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,1,8,4,23,16,4,20,0,1,1,1,4,11,0,3,8,71,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430674056034115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100424369973395,0.0,0.451885260027049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380566109834583,0.0,0.13874594640717905,0.0,0.2466056646022471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497627387196375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790683032486245,0.0,0.0,0.19047689666601386,0.15224690449186806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130796616260502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543086550395779,0.0,0.08392736138903134,0.12386316100433445,0.0,0.0,0.16268115719807685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813051702070593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115856524621322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214676547078239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332828592149673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29753495915995604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852517395726152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726953459213364,0.10006870675724147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023902288239724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838140240531815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221586582351664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368777614172094,0.0,0.0,0.10452544355643632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916172897520088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714625794770098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750948637019007,0.0,0.0,0.10490440262928924,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,limitlessims,2020/01/05,"Anxious about calling to schedule a job interview. I have to make a phone call and I’m extremely anxious over it. I’ve always been anxious over making phone calls, but my last job really helped me overcome it, but still certain situations or just calling certain people gives me anxiety. 

Like currently. I applied to job online last week, just a part time retail position, and Friday got an email saying to call the store and speak with a manager to set up an interview. 

The main reason I’m anxious is because the email came from a no-reply email associated with HR of the entire company, which is big. I’m scared then that I’ll call and they’ll have no idea who I am or what I’m even talking about and I’ll just look like an idiot.

I need and want to call, I’m just insanely anxious to actually do it and don’t know what to do.",4.7188731627653775,5.417650359281441,6.0171366358192735,78.96317909635277,69.35928143712574,9.186499727817091,30.750680457267283,9.339509955726095,2.6630407185628737,658,26,129,13,11,222,94,167,0.14,0.782,0.078,-0.8615,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,1,12,0,10,0,0,3,2,27,24,12,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,8,4,17,20,2,14,0,0,1,0,21,4,0,2,10,75,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.09096922899822434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756647030468929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131301046654162,0.5265600760617304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056826019368138636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6663159771232883,0.10661879450907087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157090113869058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894250751877437,0.0,0.0,0.07455651386631511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248337088429357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523398249063344,0.0,0.0,0.2775192639655767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123124938845109,0.1519734105508667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091085122640859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782812842046499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445008773451716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912141549111113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094812711150396,0.0,0.06462697935152446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971909024470599,0.09584563956310836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413224983861258,0.0933294373675469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478313525027097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444557652791464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492666876796257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435730545041429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498354474004804,0.0,0.07477542500799683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ia1v1chem,2020/01/05,Guy with sunglasses looking at you ... So I was walking by this middle aged guy with sunglasses sitting with his wife . He had sunglasses on so it was hard for me to determine whether he was looking at me so I looked at him . He then proceeds to say something to his wife ... should I have confronted him ?,2.4869540229885025,4.961977120689653,3.438620689655174,87.6267816091954,79.51724137931033,7.314942528735633,30.356321839080447,8.344100000000001,2.4993701149425287,235,12,46,5,6,75,36,58,0.059000000000000004,0.941,0.0,-0.3535,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,9,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,10,0,12,4,0,10,0,0,3,0,13,5,0,0,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647499267988604,0.0,0.0,0.2554670087320675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7184430307664003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267881303205174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954699524039265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heart_Of_TheCards,2020/01/05,"When you figure out how anxiety works... It genuinely feels like daily fights.. Fights that your body wants to win
Part of your brain wants to win

And there is a small part of you, this little part that FEELS like you that is fighting back so fucking hard because you know if you listen, if you let the bad thoughts win then everyone will lose in long run.

For years I didn't understand but now even though I do I am so tired... I'm so tired of the voice screaming, it sounds so familiar and comfortable but I know it's a lie and I have to fight back, I will die if I don't,i can't die

Im just so tired, I always forget how tiring it is until it happens again",1.3866053511705694,3.2696954420289903,2.4876811594202906,96.13429765886292,80.08695652173913,5.985284280936455,19.31103678929766,7.010146845296331,0.049240133779264283,513,12,119,6,13,163,83,138,0.257,0.6459999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,5,0,15.0,0,8,0,5,16,14,5,0,4,0,11,7,2,2,0,22,23,19,2,5,6,0,3,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,2,7,16,6,10,18,3,14,0,1,0,1,13,4,1,3,11,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527360135254292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967863743910823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456997103557253,0.1056377372420869,0.07712455763314076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053363095387242,0.0,0.14123658768341246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626126416243216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356433489792929,0.0,0.0,0.12089393375278545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794320024905484,0.18076981071421264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169643969612148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187997053734612,0.0,0.11333580508078528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666178696387102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906261568244796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293738292864246,0.0,0.12362118390040468,0.12680486393845672,0.0,0.11196497007597944,0.0,0.14154193903944629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110219086576059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430387145442175,0.1004416275090372,0.0,0.5816580262939244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171031320642948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924788370996928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210703971884654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147382332756271
anxiety,MedKaiser,2020/01/05,"What is happening to me? Hello to all,

I am not even sure if this is the correct subreddit for me, but I need help.  
I am 25 year old, live in Germany and am first year Internal Medicine resident at a competitive academic research hospital.   
In the recent months, I feel overwhelmed due to my lack of success with my research papers and many personal failures.   
Out of the sudden, I feel severe anxiety and it cripples me. I think of suicide daily and have problems breathing.

I do not know what this is. Do I have anxiety ?   
I have this extreme fear every second of the day and feel anxious about my future. I derive my entire self worth from academic success and how I do at work. 

​

Do you have any idea how I can solve this?",2.813161094224924,5.2395676666666695,4.2385663627153,82.61250000000003,78.00709219858156,7.149138804457954,29.22036474164134,8.192908349453996,2.3902194528875387,575,27,104,11,14,190,87,141,0.2,0.67,0.13,-0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,1,0,4,4,6,0,2,5,0,15,1,1,2,3,26,22,10,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,20,3,16,22,2,15,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,10,80,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566501335781009,0.21943193309680264,0.12280477160111515,0.0,0.2762958142641771,0.2040109427756406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116463124421672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192754460497442,0.0,0.15215161632215676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032096197871565,0.2739293437333858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360648323280635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596917321985994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104308683298595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385977741153805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992454229105529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594608750957255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308600756726584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414213856117958,0.0,0.0,0.1339023387967148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894947819945585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768085684449948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279655269017566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830703274908524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839073428223568,0.2040109427756406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753193301769356,0.0,0.17020030512077058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115712310380078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146886479987005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943193309680264,0.2325831140915095
anxiety,alexatheconqueror,2020/01/05,"Needing advice. Hi all. My boyfriend, 35 male, had two panic attacks yesterday. He woke up this morning and still isn’t feeling right. He has a phobia of going to the doctor and I can’t force him to get checked out. I think not being to the doctor since middle school has only increased his anxiety level because he thinks something is off health wise. He was begging me to help him last night, but there wasn’t anything I could do besides take him to the emergency room and he refused.

Any suggestions or advice would be greatly appreciated.",3.664411764705882,6.259026225490199,4.237019607843138,82.85258823529412,75.96078431372548,6.04078431372549,28.82745098039216,7.1686216300943375,1.8225968627450984,433,19,74,5,10,137,79,102,0.12300000000000001,0.77,0.106,-0.2169,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,4,0,13,3,0,0,1,15,21,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,4,1,9,2,9,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,4,46,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37563854108699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070513435445666,0.0,0.14703533524850973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816730145094207,0.0,0.0,0.2186595020297379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171656161192738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345904687280634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934573451438659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971839861744026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004185213925007,0.0,0.10923381495223268,0.0,0.0,0.2119053022250101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430358809206015,0.0,0.0,0.12883011564544067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667170144002018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251663803136502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037019003774452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461796055341551,0.0,0.22550967663854374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414094403702642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452044645656605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899292015889754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796782951189752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349415528722046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451329265870055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463127918810501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775512598215288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653602251791874,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DollyDaydream19,2020/01/05,"Does anyone else get scared about being alone? 31 [F] 
I find the thought of spending my life alone absolutely terrifying, to the point that it regularly induces panic attacks. Does anyone else experience this?

My ex broke up with me on my birthday 1.5 months ago, it came completely out of the blue. My dreams of getting married, buying a house and having kids was taken away from me in that moment. I have since lost my job and moved back in with my parents. I can’t remember the last time I smiled, or went a day without crying.",3.6739823982398216,5.8971385544554495,4.442112211221122,83.20286028602862,74.34653465346534,6.865126512651265,26.073707370737075,7.793537801064563,1.5517515951595158,418,15,78,6,9,134,77,101,0.19699999999999998,0.726,0.077,-0.9153,2,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,12,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,1,2,3,2,5,0,0,6,1,12,0,15,5,0,17,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,1,7,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607270121541445,0.0,0.0,0.3179692581235078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146681843344545,0.3145675187412664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463381672538214,0.14422276811638965,0.11803567945114116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556854281885362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609468125300214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861776268128106,0.09899786628278248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686660868661058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25646704696196304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015710327590745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030056288507162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039979509609292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712387453475176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232978076378392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251268613591248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842494642213484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675685707270508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225260289886107,0.16315125873045172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010475270605766,0.17044886167741774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511160830899064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389096071003582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536850364532082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269807176085405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186562690128687,0.08950985568193262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230044353999002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797310365727398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dredgen1994,2020/01/05,"Just a friendly reminder that panic attacks, while terrifying, are not dangerous. It’s your bodies natural fight or flight mechanism. Loads of extra oxygen get pumped into your organs which causes the shaking, dizziness and elevated heart rate. If you are having one, just try and tell yourself that it isn’t dangerous. I know it’s easier said than done, but it really does go along way if you train yourself to know that what’s happening is nothing dangerous and that it will pass.

Also, being able to identify the cause of your anxiety can go a huge way. After years and years, for me it turned out to be claustrophobia and feeling like I didn’t have a way out of where I was. Once i identified that and started facing those fears head-on, it got much more tolerable.",6.685625000000003,7.461854645833334,7.038888888888887,73.095,65.04166666666666,10.566666666666666,31.972222222222207,10.504223727775694,3.457630555555556,615,23,107,15,9,200,100,144,0.102,0.762,0.136,0.6411,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,5,0,0,4,10,5,3,5,0,13,3,3,2,0,22,24,12,0,2,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,8,0,1,5,2,10,2,13,16,3,17,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,6,76,25,0,0.1659958791578336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274684458986022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269863932050414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884427648522176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843840006521094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34104698712889275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526411247750978,0.16987141691672586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679151365402735,0.08393250412030517,0.11858748923790127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824800446676032,0.0,0.08672599563271442,0.0,0.1886785670038664,0.0,0.13276206857466796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678960772946267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035966182823373,0.0,0.0,0.1967059160410296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245398803573706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109720178079077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202607091165825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927752298555942,0.0,0.0,0.17678019378366192,0.1124831037244668,0.0,0.0,0.19476039838154552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634121075591936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790009375293976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749273764401585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450877149484871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270030569248825,0.18055584960708326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952794072099172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137918075779316
anxiety,LtnMcNugget,2020/01/05,Has anyone got rid of their anxiety somehow? I was wondering if there were any users who were battling with anxiety but some way or another got rid of it. How? I want the success stories.,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.9811111111111153,82.55000000000003,81.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.2095222222222226,148,8,27,4,4,49,30,36,0.106,0.723,0.171,0.6818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253743235474971,0.3475186942132589,0.5070648430588209,0.0,0.0,0.23173385403821614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301274866298498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547781184690602,0.2630626866424027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594066404168025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnHonestFemale,2020/01/05,"Phone anxiety, ahhhh! I need some help with this one. I've conquered a lot of my crippling anxieties in the past two years (traveling, airplanes, etc.) but one beast still remains. I dread making phone calls. 


I'm getting better about it. I've scheduled doctor's appointments and stuff. But in an hour or so, I intend to call my rolemodel and speak to him for the first time ever. I'm a mess right now. I'm so terrified that I don't think I can do it. 


Can I get some words of reassurement? I don't wanna wuss out again. What do you all do when this bad feeling is so powerful?",1.1048717948717943,3.4260217094017094,2.9473504273504285,89.96153846153848,84.04273504273505,6.676923076923077,21.820512820512814,7.882392219407189,1.125953846153847,448,15,95,9,13,149,82,117,0.187,0.72,0.09300000000000001,-0.9303,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,9,5,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,2,2,19,17,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,4,0,2,11,2,11,17,5,16,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,11,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132634950177363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095612364042898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108306898536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181414351307138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956837156158425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283482708780031,0.0,0.18520639201403435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352679890617413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415864197234454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394487877870108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372383455392534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016356498489188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406952546011276,0.0,0.0,0.1366709566176214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181813287406895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27748524321242085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545524344234813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485377143407005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351210907500952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343876060489873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119432468702474,0.0,0.0,0.11939027236224052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000915723168228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185107309072572
anxiety,sjthrowawayred,2020/01/05,"DAE Shake Constantly? When I say constantly, I mean regardless of whether you feel anxious at that time.

Over the last year I’ve had health anxiety. Since this began I’ve noticed I’m very shaky, but even at times when I am (somewhat) relaxed and not focusing on it.

It does seem to lessen if I have a few beers, which makes me think it is psychological. It’s just hard to ignore otherwise.",3.0244924812030045,5.225555171052633,3.860075187969926,86.72552631578951,76.23684210526315,8.027067669172935,26.646616541353367,8.841846274778883,2.0597879699248134,307,12,63,7,7,98,62,76,0.142,0.8009999999999999,0.057,-0.3284,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,15,11,6,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,1,1,1,4,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,6,1,7,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,9,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772841740992354,0.26246175382992154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021227901395181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330966307073586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344884119029706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747078368047947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081180682675048,0.0,0.0,0.2469512061260715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893763393866717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507911526157814,0.0,0.0,0.2530706432877846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645041897738843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475461008668626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115004641825971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921821039239586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886483788012653,0.0,0.0,0.2709418045646125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169291800705732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961004347402862
anxiety,fuckcalatheas,2020/01/05,"So, I can’t sleep because I’m worried I’ll die in my sleep. It’s 3 am and my heart beat just sounds too quiet. My pulse is too slow and calm. I’ve been lethargic the past 1-2 weeks and foggy. I can’t sleep because of this. I’m only 13 and I tracked my pulse for a minute and got 36 (give or take) which is... probably too slow. I’ve decided to do an all nighter just so I can be sure I won’t die maybe.",-2.2308865248226937,-0.4996636276595723,0.6458510638297881,104.38416666666667,94.85106382978724,3.984397163120569,16.343971631205672,5.46131890053228,-1.006649645390071,305,8,85,2,12,105,62,94,0.139,0.8059999999999999,0.055,-0.8093,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,10,4,4,0,2,11,15,8,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,9,2,4,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24600159614770786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188233358526834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356195873318585,0.0,0.0,0.16137872772244294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391055729018377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271114762625708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345976693809646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261805677176036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754869291478246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6057652654979176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901715249971024,0.0,0.15171046692747725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618525642753726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049133579098514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whenthehoperunsout,2020/01/05,"Anxiety over health For the past probably two years now, I have become obsessed about my health (specifically my heart health). I went to see a counselor at the college I work at last spring and she had never met or heard of anyone with this same issue. But, we still talked it over and she seemed to help through our sessions. 

It’s just prompted me to ask if anyone else experienced this. It’s become so bad that I can’t wear my Apple Watch anymore unless I’m working out because I am too anxious about my heart rate and will literally spending the whole day checking to see what it is. Is it too high? It’s in normal range, but it’s higher and I’m sitting what does that mean? And I’ll become gradually more and more upset. 

Even without wearing the watch, I still worry. I think I’ve worried about having a heart attack literally everyday for the past two years. If I feel a slight bit of discomfort in my left arm, I wonder if my arteries are clogging up, if I feel like my heart rate increases, I immediately go to feel my chest and wonder if my heart is beating too hard. 

Just some background, I’m a 26 yr old female and I’m overweight. But nothing too extreme and I do sporadically exercise (trying to get better of making this a habit). And every time I go to the doctor, my numbers are fine and my heart rate is normal, so there is nothing wrong with me clearly (well, physically at least). And I eat decently, but I’ve recently discovered that I may have BED or some other form of binge/eat disorder and I often binge on fast food. So maybe I feel guilty about that and it fuels my anxiety? I don’t know...

Has anyone else ever dealt with this constant health related fear? Or at least had anxiety about some aspect of their health?",3.7755836302775054,5.406714551020408,4.914298671849694,82.45619263578449,72.5860058309038,7.647079149119967,26.697872799913625,8.285830014693849,1.769292495410863,1373,48,266,22,27,452,179,343,0.146,0.8029999999999999,0.051,-0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,1,4,22,11,1,4,11,0,19,20,10,1,3,57,43,30,0,7,16,0,5,1,0,2,8,2,1,0,19,19,3,0,10,1,2,4,4,7,1,2,5,12,37,4,36,36,12,36,0,0,4,0,10,13,0,16,19,178,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681005870062775,0.08274792804376717,0.07264104959343523,0.15364739806475727,0.15009981076959847,0.0,0.0,0.06847578179477827,0.08332870141628494,0.0,0.0,0.061157939335056775,0.0446505116458658,0.2426856936157029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478075842960636,0.07996643136112133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915366696536882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723806531297256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394706996983405,0.07497110651308078,0.06409868533181258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498993309836529,0.12237644678531248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048378757986362986,0.06625583831722072,0.061713508245558685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242290715964813,0.14814293988961508,0.052327460838800084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857020668694532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382683803269729,0.0,0.08325558108586925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561466075078867,0.0,0.0,0.3892891123497487,0.0,0.5207861900717702,0.04909572252928839,0.07738916557959777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645053014982499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025447361765856,0.05970584085525474,0.0,0.0,0.07958275952974958,0.0,0.0,0.03578464033256819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889274449896326,0.0,0.07358616041172665,0.07978713498324615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056492374575598525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353243871931307,0.1405643782508578,0.0,0.07686009569790263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984453632451216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897233675428643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232228484844133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673628154206153,0.06668104947110089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169898267977776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887292711348376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693353112748823,0.0,0.0,0.04271074284348747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972970479890774,0.0,0.14310277565907922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585758456120605,0.06790042955881452,0.0,0.0817773305784966,0.0,0.07060721000954794,0.15886585461420658,0.1066489475166952,0.14877116924483075,0.0,0.0,0.08008377368884742,0.0,0.09433695333786532
anxiety,popsoda4u,2020/01/05,"Does anyone else make weird noises, hum, or talk to themselves when they’re feeling really anxious? Sometimes when I catch myself thinking about things I don’t want to or overthinking things I will blurt out a random sound or word or start humming...even in public

Sometimes I don’t notice I’m humming or talking to myself really fast until I realize I’m around other people and then I feel like they probably think I’m crazy. Idk I think it’s a coping mechanism for me when I get bad thoughts... anyone else?",5.227040816326528,6.625197010204087,5.643469387755103,79.5372448979592,68.6938775510204,8.048979591836735,28.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,2.1342693877551024,409,14,71,6,7,131,66,98,0.131,0.809,0.06,-0.7471,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,19,16,11,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,12,1,9,14,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,6,8,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954125665205299,0.0,0.2418963479798958,0.3544667516172623,0.0,0.15398446372412267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444269381856807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137162835855214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889969104160818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424838647549515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749227610896464,0.12357340738010973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037232222083176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450687013821775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546218633681653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196933236271225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991911726393545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864963555476128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162448741406365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342153486786181,0.0,0.1224326278125464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780615794932525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983386891487706,0.3325062750323864,0.0,0.13732286497459534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202516372309964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LostintheSauce229,2020/01/05,"Suffering They say a problem shared is a problem cut in half.

I barely slept last night. Each breath feels like it hurts. I did this to myself. I deserve to feel this way and no one should feel bad for me. 

I feel like even if I get through this I’ll just make more mistakes. 

I want to relax but i can’t. 

Help me.",-1.5129036635006765,0.4037357014925398,0.1705291723202187,104.68854816824968,102.43283582089552,3.033378561736772,15.046132971506104,4.851557810540192,-1.2858537313432832,240,6,59,1,11,76,50,67,0.21899999999999997,0.608,0.174,-0.2749,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,11,1,0,2,0,4,2,2,1,0,15,12,3,0,6,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,2,5,11,4,6,9,2,4,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978430437277326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650299594549805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792354100416122,0.3385537261540021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379640198372245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882234236166995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25365947971406144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193145573764552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315232409421369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816571802530413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236117642597145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056320164974974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534575904882914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188431856304804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975903097694786,0.18807958726348206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TabbyWabby_0016,2020/01/05,"Me VS my panic...a small victory made Today instead of having yet another episode of anxiety, panic, crying, and a fit of just general upset feelings without much provocation. I managed to redirect it and fight it off by taking a short walk around my neighborhood for about 15min. I was really skeptical about this at first, but I was really surprised at its effectiveness. Over the course of my life, I have found that being outside has been a good outlet. Gardening, walking, or just sitting outside whilst crying was actually a better environment than crying inside my room.

Does anyone else consider themselves a ""naturalist""? Where they blow off steam better outdoors? I'm just curious. 

Thanks for reading. I hope you all are having small victories like this. <3",5.961817042606517,8.806870488721808,6.5655827067669215,67.73128132832082,69.67669172932331,9.8468671679198,32.88784461152882,10.125756701596842,4.285952882205514,617,29,87,18,12,201,98,133,0.125,0.677,0.198,0.9337,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,1,4,9,11,2,2,6,0,10,1,0,3,1,18,17,4,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,4,0,1,6,1,12,7,18,10,2,19,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,2,5,65,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.1586096918450361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043102080289918,0.12433802879499818,0.0,0.0,0.11364751869747435,0.16653524172015974,0.0,0.14468967693271856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874961456267166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356077444766881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223455713829508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357762614206712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218204998779739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825129697431948,0.0,0.17821008968936433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632576799406615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614328884166819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480253735769352,0.07940587928922628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537935557713265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948115649096094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813971467476648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257793650563412,0.0,0.2082468237949693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220530468739572,0.0,0.0,0.14963942634581312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540631823830434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667693018181686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LauraTheExplora__,2020/01/05,"Anxiety coming back despite being on Remeron Hello,
I have an appointment with my doctor on Tuesday to discuss what to do further. 
I’m currently on mirtazapine (remeron) 15mg. At first, the anxiety was great! I wasn’t feeling panicked anymore. Then, over time, I’ve started to slowly feel constantly panicked at every insignificant thing every day (and significant, I’m in Australia with an impending bushfire around the area). 
Has anyone experienced this with mirtazapine and found that they felt better when they upped their dose? I’m just hoping it’s a case of going up to 25-30mg and feeling better, because originally I felt great on this medication.",5.930431034482758,8.564093250000003,6.837448275862073,66.70237931034484,69.08620689655173,9.122758620689657,35.737931034482756,9.642632912329526,4.221330344827585,531,28,76,13,10,176,82,116,0.095,0.728,0.177,0.8777,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,3,4,5,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,1,0,17,19,5,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,6,7,5,19,13,0,26,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,1,11,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735039198245551,0.0,0.1772832459225664,0.12499410736735135,0.0,0.0,0.1591355202537961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745646040875567,0.0,0.10897127286825176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31619981242022577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539870929406238,0.0,0.1931775364595305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528629606341473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296983850638868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012283308205518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711613618381288,0.0,0.3432779003485804,0.0,0.0,0.15205433128446913,0.0,0.19600261703797986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101594206985455,0.0,0.0,0.3941700863414375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755037697822448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008327514426076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652821883313647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876111205361188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423719328722053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,faelek,2020/01/05,"Just diagnosed with anxiety, about to take meds and... just can't do it. Well, hello there fellas,

Recently I've been having terrible episodes of anxiety attacks, all the stuff that I had in my head previously, now started to show up in my body - heart palpitations, face tingling, obsessions with my health, then death, literally anything.  After multiple visits to doctors and even ER, yesterday I went to psychiatrist and got diagnosed with general anxiety disorder. 

Got a prescription for therapy and also for 20 mg of paroxetine. Although I was asked by the doctor what's my approach to taking meds and my response that ""it's ok, I can take it"" - today I unpacked the meds, cut the pill to 1/4 of ( doc's recommendation to start it off slowly )  and... then my anxiety popped on again.

 This time it was about the med - I've spent 3hrs reading about how terrible it is, whether should I take it or not and despite the fact that I've found multiple success stories, all the tales about brain zaps, withdrawal symptoms and necessity to take it forever in order to get out of it just broke me.  I just feel hopeless. Lots of stuff is happening, really need to do a lot of things and then I got myself into wasting 4 hrs in the internet searching for...  i'm not sure why. 

I don't know why I'm writing this or what I'm expecting - I just thought it'd be nice to get it out of my head here, maybe someone will share such feelings. I'd love all this anxiety horror to stop as it really messes me up, but I don't want to drag myself to another situation. I guess my question for any of you is if it is  even possible to get out of anxiety just by the therapy?",5.23511011904762,6.034178231250002,6.540982142857146,75.30770833333334,68.25,10.720238095238095,33.67559523809524,10.712014347399686,3.787684523809524,1294,59,246,37,21,439,172,320,0.11599999999999999,0.8420000000000001,0.042,-0.9181,0,0,0,0,0,1,47.0,0,1,0,1,20,15,2,1,11,1,19,15,6,1,5,51,48,21,1,5,13,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,24,16,0,1,6,2,1,3,5,8,2,0,11,2,25,7,51,33,5,29,0,2,0,1,8,12,0,7,13,170,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029031823562577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977222502570124,0.09216651331079928,0.403440730401744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723308352095449,0.0,0.08217079997788508,0.099994273552297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763252846753218,0.0,0.09812089159059692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842497346797234,0.0,0.0,0.10073631456876296,0.17993035306613614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610882392230205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888561446649802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637331587932453,0.0,0.0,0.13776593751420801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108951383040149,0.0,0.09682724161536703,0.0,0.0777260527198605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804130995567907,0.09342922985626703,0.0,0.1041570628670927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04830528711252932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945189935251746,0.07932948003733004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830324400609693,0.0,0.3905301138701287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517369497678578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908941890246788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846352218685643,0.0,0.08791968432975503,0.0,0.1126167265020818,0.0,0.08678659588050261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879867255309116,0.0,0.0,0.07447390952485172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244263386431347,0.0,0.0,0.07348490682312431,0.0,0.0,0.2012395496346524,0.0,0.0,0.08284084408516038,0.0913574932293805,0.3304338842794029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103324016523602,0.0,0.05839412931871616,0.0,0.0,0.06977952530323576,0.05125280522706968,0.0,0.08331503433422678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184327821080535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902896858080387,0.08148037845571983,0.15862475403977958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,worry-wartt,2020/01/05,"Anxiety about relationship, school, and my overall existence. What am I anymore? How can I get myself back? 21F I have taken a gap year at my university because my anxiety disorder was killing me, I got mono, and am in a bit of a depressive state. My physical and mental energy is zapped. I am seeing a therapist. 

I feel so trapped in my town because I live in Pennsylvania and I see beautiful states such as Sourh Carolina, Colorado, Florida, etc. and feel guilty for being in a city in Pennsylvania. Would I be happier elsewhere? Would I have more energy if I moved? Or is that my brain tricking me? Perhaps I need to start doing normal productive things to be happy and it’s not so much about the area. 

I have no part time job right now and my social circle is extremely small. I see my boyfriend maybe 4 times a week and he’s the person I hang with the most. Luckily we have a very healthy relationship and I love him so much, I won’t go on and on about his qualities but he’s been there for me through these past few months like I never imagined. I know many of you will say our relationship can’t possibly be healthy given my current state, but it is. I don’t beg for his attention and I don’t try to spend every minute with him. He has his own life and I am trying to get mine back too. 

I worry I’ll become too attached to him during this hard time and I don’t want that. I don’t vent all my issues to him but he’s aware of them and his company makes me feel so much better when we’re together. I don’t want to put so much emphasis on the relationship since it makes me happy and I need to do more with my life before that toxic cycle starts. 

I can admit that I do feel lonelier than ever right now and of course being with him helps that, but I did love him just as much as I do now when I wasn’t experiencing these awful feelings. I know the reasons I love him. He isn’t just someone to fill the space. 

I feel like my world is small and enclosed. I know this is my anxiety but still. I feel ashamed for living home practically doing nothing with my life right now because my mental state is not good at all. I need to change. But I don’t know how to get myself going again. My therapist has given me things to do but I don’t have the push under my ass to get going. 

I know what I need to do that’s good for me but I can’t seem to find the motivation to do it. Looking back, I really wish I was just my old self who had anxiety but was in school with friends and more to do, not the person I am now: moderately depressed, anxious, miserable, and lonely.

I’m thankful I live in a nice home in a good neighborhood with my family, I go to my grandmas often, I have my boyfriend, 2 best friends, and some acquaintances. But I need more to life.",2.290134976525824,3.9242851848591584,4.0866197183098585,86.84001173708923,76.55281690140845,7.691079812206572,24.15727699530517,8.472884824447931,1.4557340375586851,2147,70,465,42,48,725,239,568,0.11,0.74,0.15,0.9819,2,3,0,0,0,0,54.0,2,1,1,3,32,23,2,2,18,1,57,10,2,6,4,88,104,44,1,12,18,0,8,2,2,4,5,1,2,3,19,28,0,1,19,0,1,9,17,7,0,0,11,14,96,16,57,84,19,62,0,4,4,4,37,24,1,6,27,330,115,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388263343341886,0.0752712964058193,0.06607761794694428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369972658098002,0.0,0.12184843691759135,0.07358599870495637,0.05669598860173521,0.0,0.06992255254093348,0.058927537938709314,0.07274111992646988,0.0,0.0,0.0743794971534167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048417124011595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147741449185315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763620906949752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430844568075037,0.0,0.060269338006309264,0.0561374270173562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281146712467592,0.0,0.2358257778090199,0.04759944941313733,0.0,0.0,0.06089728759661243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295410485847983,0.0,0.13924266947390568,0.0,0.15146616161890036,0.167654599639561,0.053288938046625385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185466079647055,0.05968609359412118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465971257679464,0.0,0.1336677363639948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954289553021564,0.06611855489346803,0.0,0.07371461870325502,0.0,0.18308654288796056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824686114266745,0.06510268795669895,0.0,0.17650269095116675,0.0,0.05595120114751735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040460310648265,0.0,0.08895014897119614,0.06755089190734939,0.0669373339328519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134291814339509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531822729143464,0.07081560415973788,0.2448982530438377,0.2470211277853919,0.05138804525835787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528183239208786,0.0639318906802342,0.0,0.06991545506730347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721522267150723,0.06360449012601947,0.0,0.11635495970545605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511367897003622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698009565102521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268395523370591,0.06850524634072598,0.0,0.2861365105255022,0.0,0.17070125287208254,0.0,0.052985697212052686,0.0,0.13486329940071673,0.1592829837011407,0.06065612950134036,0.06950810876778753,0.0,0.0,0.05511582505742255,0.0,0.0,0.06791941596548348,0.05645415417360888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432006121114372,0.0,0.05320964607538757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134261698637651,0.0,0.1547217638254769,0.08853009598730392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655492990414615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904728236364446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497553163329002,0.07859849011958876,0.0,0.0534454038155012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661954424879516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676645267235271,0.0,0.09466202046749173,0.0,0.0,0.042906601679262614
anxiety,BackstreetFreestylin,2020/01/05,"Obsessed with cleaning when anxious/stressed and it effects my relationship and doesn’t help how I am feeling Hey guys :) I suffer with anxiety/depression and I am on medication which does take the edge off but do struggle with routines and everything being in order. I am a recovered anorexic and feel some of my problems with food have been replaced with certain behaviours. 

The main one is cleaning. When I get stressed/anxious I have this urge to clean up and sometimes it’s not even productive. I feel like if the house isn’t tidy and clean then my life isn’t in order and it doesn’t fit my routine/schedule. Everything in my life has to be organised/scheduled to a certain extent. I just want to be able to not wake up and immediately feel the urge to clean every day. It stresses my partner out as he does clean but I sometimes feel I have to do it too. I am having a bit of a rough patch at the moment which doesn’t help, just feel like nothing is in order and my head is a bit all over the place. I’ve been constantly ill for the past month too.


Sorry for the long post, does anyone else suffer with this and do you have any techniques to help? Thank you 🙏🏻",4.1416536228225205,5.4084589442060125,4.745852057561223,85.44885130017674,71.14592274678111,7.542438778086343,29.585710679121433,7.928766900206844,1.8624175208280733,926,37,186,12,17,296,120,233,0.096,0.721,0.184,0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,8,11,0,3,13,0,26,7,2,2,3,40,36,19,0,3,7,0,7,2,1,0,4,0,6,2,9,18,1,1,7,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,7,20,5,30,31,6,26,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,2,11,127,29,0,0.12060575684534648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201605040246204,0.0,0.0,0.13625017617140212,0.0,0.08433034940978834,0.12357485041700905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633404997159151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033197716974534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778073569992554,0.0,0.10387756164555023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166287316896473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075063405158556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965896493636841,0.0,0.10161555182584417,0.0,0.21678535509700605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36589136675120376,0.1723215535769704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458369599085421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301153013265105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941866088697292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377630128501775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425184896595732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916285056065233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703748255916779,0.11784376152509422,0.0,0.0,0.10673229956629496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149761165254175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626636446791796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157244764483596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081725582139927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513184173472495,0.0,0.0,0.12600734627655955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550697654739688,0.0,0.0,0.11540342113775358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948544740739934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385643548025299,0.13500827064961965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27630697396405424,0.1260833233720133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068051957606668,0.0,0.0,0.1110375770087372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113640017479657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tatt1066,2020/01/05,How do I get through anxiety attacks Spontaneously sometimes triggered sometimes not I’ll have like attacks where I can feel my heart pumping super fast and I can feel the world just spinning around and I lose my breath it’s sucks,3.6816279069767432,6.739551581395353,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,79.69767441860466,5.300465116279073,31.85581395348837,6.742157984588678,1.969664186046512,190,10,33,2,5,56,33,43,0.304,0.616,0.08,-0.8364,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,3,0,1,0,4,2,2,2,0,9,8,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199816263018726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252218828199414,0.0,0.5943023762998574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641397853082323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364655213564989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095216744484509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760847357045696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922144929719814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166643150335812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PieNerd78,2020/01/05,"Trying not to have a panic attack at church I thought we had a nice first date. I really felt like we had a lot in common and our conversations were so fun. I felt free to be myself and he was such a gentleman. We swapped numbers, but he's only ever called to cancel plans. Doesn't even try to ask how Im doing and when I try, I can't get beyond the small talk stage when on the phone. Turns out he's only polite in person. I've never had romantic love at all in the past decade, but I can't shake off this uncertainty and I know that romance shouldn't feel like this. Now, I'm here at church trying to not break down into tears overanalyzing myself. As long as I continue getting rejected I'm never going to feel like I'm good enough. I wish I could stop crying...😭😭😭😭😭",1.2692971887550186,2.9552240421686804,3.5826265060240985,89.08787550200806,79.66265060240964,6.354377510040162,18.29558232931727,7.3011,0.18612979919678674,605,12,135,8,15,209,103,166,0.142,0.674,0.184,0.7404,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,0,2,10,13,1,2,7,0,13,1,0,1,4,29,29,12,0,3,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,1,6,0,1,2,8,4,0,1,8,4,16,10,20,18,3,30,2,1,0,1,14,13,0,1,16,82,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475116981184816,0.17614880316458473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810531676772824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362429800899492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998743268262394,0.0,0.10226800817781023,0.14005842433497734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657991253502798,0.22123036703401572,0.2973345275711259,0.0,0.0,0.13170379657910322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179129829391614,0.0,0.08799711693444108,0.12986945952279655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724992502945954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850940579806654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269357901583164,0.0,0.0,0.1370253767871763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163640409793834,0.13974593212016495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883881544498325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355201793006058,0.0,0.18166720070783654,0.0,0.0,0.14780890187888487,0.0,0.13519720689648165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919218813705452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294501967733634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445166519550856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292283778759933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42049511552060587,0.16841758407828364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805426433631866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SexandCinnamonbuns,2020/01/05,"New Year....New Me?? So this may be long and I’m new here so hey hey. My boyfriend of two years just broke up with me because I acted like a total weirdo at his families house for Christmas. 
Little back story, I come from small family. Just me and my dad for most of my time growing up. I’m a girl raised by my dad. Tough macho dad. Well anyway it was a tense youth I was always on pins and needles trying to anticipate my dads move when he was home by reading his facial expressions or judging tone of voice. I became a nervous fucking squirrel in my mind trying to anticipate so much. So fast forward to my adult life I have I found a nice guy I like a lot we hit it off.  Since we have been inseparable just about since meeting he has come to understand my struggles with overthinking and rumination and the - but what if’s. Fast forward to this Christmas. My boyfriend has sixty fucking family members over his mothers for Christmas. At first the invite sounded great cause I always had a sad Christmas for two so why not meet new people. I get there and immediately struck with nauseous anxiety dread panic and fear the more people that showed up the more I felt like I shouldn’t have come. This was his family what was I doing there at such a sacred time? He also had his own teenager there to spend time with so I felt so uncomfortable and retreated to our room there and didn’t really come back out except to eat. I was sweaty and so nervous that I caused myself to get so sick that whole week I realize now that I probably crept around his mothers home like a weirdo. Quiet and shy and reclusive and hiding. I feel so ashamed because in my mind I was just doing what felt normal because I just shouldn’t have been there is what one telling myself. So his whole family had this awful view of me and my boyfriend decided it was best to end things because I guess also I’ve been  secretly offending his mother I guess with my weird tendencies since I’m also always in my head thinking the worst that my attitude and look on my face tends to resemble what’s going through my mind so over our two year relationship his mom has growing weary of me. I guess she thinks I’m a bitch but really i was just in my head and shy and nervous. I didn’t know this until the break up. I would have tried to fix it though if I knew. So since other families mentioned how weird I was at Christmas that was the nail in the coffin for me. So we broke up because he is very close to his mother and he said he can’t have the two main women in his life not clicking and I feel sad because it’s just a big misunderstanding. I don’t mean to be so weird!!! I’m just a terribly over thinker which turns to deep anxiety. But i can’t tell my side of this now that it’s over. but I also feel like at least I’m learning more about myself i guess. I did some reading on high functioning anxiety and I think that’s exactly what I have. I mean word for word I was shaking my head going yes that’s me but I could never put into words what the heck was wrong with me. So I’m gonna take this time to learn more about myself. My bad for it being soooooo long.",2.4863031795790462,4.347447705329157,3.6679478280340376,89.05714341692793,76.64890282131663,6.688804299149126,23.14834303627407,7.5804360353943165,0.9205596954769368,2468,75,520,34,56,801,260,638,0.18600000000000005,0.759,0.055,-0.9981,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,5,0,0,2,48,34,4,9,22,2,47,11,5,3,3,102,90,52,1,7,19,9,6,5,0,5,3,4,3,4,33,37,1,0,21,3,1,14,10,25,1,6,28,13,88,9,71,52,16,74,0,4,3,2,47,37,4,11,31,358,121,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451209413930814,0.15179103177785852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955353898896145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413188726146361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351498152442307,0.050772023010012816,0.22240744171639504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638140973422043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493284467759352,0.0,0.20952234778227707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048550128091721406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222162130244449,0.0,0.0,0.05385771507820841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439454309069384,0.0684257478973465,0.09223884300171746,0.04344114721079551,0.17515524414083178,0.0,0.0,0.05172313450561503,0.0,0.06667267968540577,0.0,0.11243177313156456,0.06353919401608256,0.0,0.06911701611536676,0.0,0.0,0.0670408801304908,0.2679468525551787,0.060209341427390164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721922175319214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642468424909919,0.12199048275376632,0.0,0.0,0.07016410602146707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03341840949830977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590077939653419,0.14853824394053206,0.06094545034518085,0.0,0.1076260848712727,0.05106328740431389,0.0,0.0,0.05169666791574826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247517157434036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841958121606342,0.07121743050381729,0.0,0.06462913170326591,0.044700773615283705,0.0,0.046898770184665664,0.23491443975687215,0.0,0.0,0.059578791899900875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041204979538937925,0.0,0.0,0.07134492172233152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843130271616962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556115759356118,0.0,0.0,0.06112869437028156,0.0,0.0,0.1216486305960407,0.0,0.07791014415955233,0.0,0.0,0.06528488474853557,0.0,0.0,0.05784219955579914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120356008177906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356957789361478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045719942958798776,0.0,0.1062974994084074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403980401011622,0.1168896637912092,0.05974341354221248,0.0,0.14183020827722748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385363587049372,0.06614149007587485,0.2376017732956773,0.06330312658484889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017285267199666,0.0,0.0,0.04877639728010821,0.0,0.05467356871536611,0.0,0.054869635436811885,0.1357796078472139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043196158958770235,0.06648384894368263,0.0,0.11747480419485976
anxiety,joarca,2020/01/05,"Thanks to everyone here! Just wanted to thank everyone for posting their symptoms/thoughts here. I really thought I was going semi insane but then I found this group and noticed that I can relate to the majority of the posts, and that have made me a lot calmer. So thanks alot :')

(sorry for any bad spelling this is my second language)",3.1300230414746584,5.990317854838711,3.6610599078341046,84.59016129032258,80.12903225806451,6.123502304147466,24.98617511520737,7.447530270364453,1.5201078341013832,265,10,46,4,7,83,49,62,0.09,0.685,0.22399999999999998,0.8682,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,7,3,6,8,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357861150996344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672061356607848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815967917883633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893376324700164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348012794701885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975687954241273,0.0,0.18893768577775208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733175953976825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824676642025858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791717039461442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352025594835925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515028267554921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170399177995754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777372080841647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Kutler,2020/01/05,Feeling like you’re the most annoying in the group I’m fairly certain I’m that person based off of what I’ve seen and I think I might genuinely be a bad person. I’m not posting this for reassurance or anything that I am a good person but I just want to get it out. I feel genuinely bad and don’t know how to go through with the future and change how I act.,1.1698901098901118,2.801850128205132,3.278791208791212,91.40192307692308,79.76923076923076,6.508424908424907,22.68131868131868,7.447530270364453,0.7519318681318685,282,9,65,4,7,96,55,78,0.122,0.746,0.132,-0.51,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,1,19,15,7,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,3,6,4,9,12,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,2,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960384468121072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978149758762051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520099095901496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409069071782625,0.17018761421313838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244624570588635,0.0,0.13538846035910085,0.19981138911129792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092194263925086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638444644650713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25271852415863433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240252746076532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281531979665432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264462599841389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051096892011386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ASilver259,2020/01/05,"Anyone tried immodium? When my anxiety peaks I tend to need the loo a lot (and we are not talking about urinating)  and the fear of needing to go during the activity or what have you makes the anxiety worse and the cycle continues. 

It was recently suggested that I try immodium. Has anyone else tried this and if so how did you find it?",4.272307692307694,5.894951615384612,6.181538461538462,73.89846153846156,71.30769230769229,10.73846153846154,29.92307692307693,10.793553405168565,3.657369230769232,265,11,50,9,5,92,50,65,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,5,1,1,2,0,14,10,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,4,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35433592310491074,0.0,0.0,0.32387033023216244,0.2372943305290121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346618002746788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606064388012545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167174713953807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161960215193466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689203168996972,0.0,0.0,0.15459008261398038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343446453937772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286700839587649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614562875261145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471709202582912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360129865363473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emetonurse,2020/01/05,"Starting wellbutrin (bupropion)...so nervous Hello all!

I’m new to this sub. I have a long history with panic disorder, anxiety, and depression. I recently had gallbladder surgery after battling with it for months which has made my anxiety and panic rise considerably. I’ve been on ssri and snris but to no avail, I always reacted poorly to them and had to go off. I saw a new psych doc yesterday and he prescribed me bupropion XI 150 mg. I struggle with fears over psych meds like this because of the effects I’ve had in the past. (dissociation, increased anxiety, violent suicidal thoughts) and also struggle with emetophobia which is the phobia of vomiting. I guess what I’m trying to ask through this tangent is - what side effects did you experience if you’ve been on this medication? How did you treat them? and did the med help your anxiety?

Thank you so much!",4.435464135021096,7.105321575949367,5.545848101265825,74.06265400843884,73.74683544303798,9.529789029535866,33.31814345991561,9.888512548439397,4.0331353586497904,691,36,115,21,15,228,103,158,0.253,0.659,0.08800000000000001,-0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,2,2,3,12,2,6,6,0,12,2,0,5,1,22,22,12,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,9,0,0,11,1,14,3,19,11,3,18,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,2,10,75,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742312549555345,0.12217768053562612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493105423820296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372700024707367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950866544783348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646794000142195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828452629728075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436318623967031,0.0,0.16522911273008614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344916641923894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617542448090226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841975916530447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173569308909508,0.0,0.0,0.1299435012136926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893791510963574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261990251420054,0.14791984349054968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720152661289568,0.0,0.10793991136029936,0.0,0.0,0.2836264537929769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445562080421317,0.0,0.0,0.1401697019270006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498089630561786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392988639251792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070056309138387,0.0,0.1606126031954474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351850525232827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656982301936868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996906719674083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blackspell57,2020/01/05,"Would you mind reading my story ?        Hi! This is my first time talking about my problems online so I will write a lot. If you stay to read everything, thank you, I appreciate it, because I really need it.
       So, I am almost 17 and I have depression and anxiety since back in secondary school. I am always isolated by my colleagues, who only use me when they need to. Even so, I am always there for them although not the other way around. In my country being selfish is in power, but my parents raised me to be kind and modest so its pretty hard for me to find any friend. Besides that, my parents treat me very badly, always yelling at me or punishing me out of nothing, sometimes pretending I don't even exist. They don't believe me even if I tell the truth and don't ever encourage me. Because of that i became shy and introverted. 
      The only friend I had , who started talking to me two years ago, becaming my bestfriend and also my first love later, changed completely when she got into highschool, got a boyfriend and threw me aside even if I told her about my depression and she knew I really needed her. Now I am alone and I got used to it, but I need someone be there for me and my loneliness only makes me feel more depressed.
      I always avoid going out with my parents because I feel like shit with them but I hate myself for it and their disappointed looks break my heart. The only way to escape from reality is my phone, but I started using it too often, watching night after night anime even if I have severe myopia. I constantly feel tired, I have no motivation to do anything, I don't seem to be able to love someone anymore and I really can't see myself in the future. The reason I write this is because today I had a nightmare with that girl and when I woke up my chest was hurting so bad and I screwed up with my parents.
     If anyone has come so far, thanks again, and sorry about my bad English. I really need some advice : What should i do? How can I escape this?",3.3307214010282777,5.088186059125967,4.651708708226224,83.36375843508999,74.01285347043701,7.021883033419023,26.295067480719794,7.756953410329674,1.572923457583547,1543,55,293,21,32,511,198,389,0.20800000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.9908,5,3,0,0,1,0,42.0,0,3,5,4,28,26,4,1,9,0,30,7,3,7,2,66,61,37,0,13,11,4,4,1,2,3,1,1,0,1,16,24,0,1,8,3,0,3,7,15,0,3,10,8,75,11,37,44,3,40,0,5,3,3,32,12,2,11,22,225,91,5,0.07427978764077275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258534880060738,0.06584454995761839,0.0,0.07438047762913956,0.076931458383985,0.0,0.059401519339777865,0.2472269349873853,0.0,0.0,0.050512802758178266,0.0,0.056823834232471726,0.0,0.07366558976529884,0.05193815460951556,0.0,0.0611259361802748,0.06612475922977983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711657167809405,0.1860615600337282,0.1811210764230093,0.0,0.0,0.08368788422452875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857816617557972,0.06398545987063868,0.0778809441092505,0.08027006206167071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919312167552756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24530549593684325,0.06719032051917705,0.0,0.0,0.06675788354317036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267427746721273,0.0530654951323714,0.0,0.0,0.06789038021185094,0.1263646988427884,0.0,0.0,0.11477675934456202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042214915094629074,0.0,0.1782249952921918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654009968894603,0.07333591210332899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802190599754912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951804896055653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735096834617985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03628935222428237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237631377568952,0.0,0.0,0.06315001918184203,0.13408081684466225,0.0,0.049582335042219636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500141072996568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753876066993067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941309770010674,0.0,0.07127345957827247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259725027049272,0.0,0.0,0.32991565501946696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556924809635833,0.0,0.07107572506777693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859977761244836,0.0,0.1903421360213829,0.07637199297587619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517511070106075,0.05919137371317034,0.06762152891443951,0.0,0.08391501713311562,0.07624713458402263,0.06144500792259305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587404604200994,0.0,0.07346460930597619,0.08315014088806046,0.10515123201621557,0.0791723703848355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940655927461075,0.06492380841220423,0.1367736973108376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331314151556342,0.08537368889488535,0.07040855337585411,0.070977520281126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725605592497524,0.0,0.0,0.1924616618666049,0.0,0.06128860401231265,0.0,0.11791967597944865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276622994878286,0.0,0.0,0.04783374788215725
anxiety,semidecomposed,2020/01/05,how bad can anxiety affect my health? to what degree can it? i mean i already have ehlers danlos and am in constant pain (taking meds) and among other autoimmune disorders i dont know what my anxiety is causing versus what is an actual medical condition?,6.846737588652482,7.831701617021282,8.094468085106381,64.93333333333334,64.74468085106382,12.224113475177305,34.815602836879435,11.855464076750405,4.9531900709219885,204,9,31,7,3,70,38,47,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.867,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,3,0,8,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2389181313957877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017527901996763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745875697200193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044222831632448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25150718680281964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645735532905489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805956494721424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869381782339071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602421534223024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455180952670542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26669093951927597,0.2719502182726223,0.2466398157173831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605156932647627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840812040104802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,witchofearthsea,2020/01/05,"I happen to overthink and destroy even the happiest moments in my life..I don't know how to deal with this I have been anxious and over thinking for as long as I can remember. I would fixate on some problem and keep planning for worst case scenarios. It's exhausting. 2019 has been the worst year of it as I had a lot of pressure on me at work. But even when everything is more or less okay, which it is now..I can't seem to stop. For example - I was watching a movie with few graphic scenes of fire and public stampeding in panic, and i fixated on it to see if there were any fires in my area in the last few years, what precautions my building has, and so on.. I don't know what to do to be normal. I always thought it was something external that would go away..",3.5263636363636373,4.3722623312101945,4.63241459177765,87.2717486971627,72.18471337579618,8.256861609727853,28.92240880138969,8.575989854853784,1.9571324840764337,594,23,129,10,11,195,101,157,0.165,0.7859999999999999,0.049,-0.9574,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,1,2,5,1,19,1,0,1,0,26,28,15,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,7,4,13,1,28,18,8,20,0,0,2,0,2,12,0,5,7,98,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562049109090832,0.0,0.0,0.13535669484580298,0.0,0.0,0.2248629802120507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870083201309008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052055471991848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629332711271564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788878458113586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312124982967915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760138859653824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691938649872524,0.0,0.0,0.21877867201089096,0.162247365319865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059061100757034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761476105188325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692200275804191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950207859612948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335351601625762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045815523245047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254779662950927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861223831814214,0.181202114206512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323373825486453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664096343134787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753931041777888,0.0,0.15801864342332575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490634836438673,0.0,0.0,0.2827901876493877,0.0,0.0,0.25635552421877683
anxiety,shllllso,2020/01/05,"Waking up anxious DAE wake up with a racing heart/shaky/anxious? currently going through this right now and it's freaking me out.. it's happened before, immediately when i wake up. any tips on how to calm down?",2.234250000000003,5.0491639250000055,3.4600000000000013,84.50500000000002,84.75,5.2,25.5,6.742157984588678,1.2473499999999995,167,7,30,2,5,54,34,40,0.134,0.8059999999999999,0.06,-0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284802697634515,0.0,0.0,0.4731319971685489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563733800194044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801731527193465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703490957811989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962875728564658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576583573775051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CoffeeFaceMan,2020/01/05,"Me in my room: a competent, intelligent and productive person. Me when I try to go to work: unable to do even basic tasks, a literal moron and a liability to the company. What the hell happens to me when I step into a work environment?

I can’t even walk correctly when I’m at work. I trip over my own feet and walk like a freak. The boss asks me to run to the office and grab a pen for him and I run into three wrong rooms, accidentally knock into a colleague, get to the office and grab a pencil and then go back and forget my own name.

At home I code and build my own computers, an a competitive gamer and generally rock at maths. At work, I cannot operate a till and I put in wrong numbers constantly.

At home I am a pianist and guitarist, nimble fingers and amazing memory. At work I drop everything I touch, shake while I drink my tea, I can’t remember the very last thing I was told to do.

No-one but me has ever seen what I can do at home.

They never will.",2.364750000000001,3.734658575000001,4.802000000000003,82.89850000000001,75.75,8.4,24.0,9.017664075816787,1.7026000000000003,745,23,162,17,16,263,110,200,0.10099999999999999,0.848,0.05,-0.7391,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,6,7,8,2,1,18,0,11,4,2,1,3,25,19,20,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,3,16,2,0,1,2,0,10,4,6,0,1,3,5,27,2,24,15,3,37,1,0,1,0,6,15,1,0,12,111,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418284953795742,0.0,0.0,0.11665572808778987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394475820837198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861817409483166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040622461536187,0.1372305012421243,0.0,0.0,0.13634728558673706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926228310403531,0.0,0.17244072996128113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415676994769604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565329005076563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236640072142824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411790801130211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700820752202695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246743676457312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251058670120768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185800703516327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078947147286804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496553387212902,0.0,0.10300122207348522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517674843713858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522339199222367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317424300652145,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PiscesJoy,2020/01/05,"Constant negative self talk causing anxiety during an otherwise good and positive time I was going for a walk the other day with my boyfriend after being pent up sick in my apartment for 3 days straight so I should have felt really good to finally be outside, it was a beautiful sunny day out in LA, in fresh air going to get some lunch and all of the sudden I just felt like a dark cloud was coming over me and nothing felt ok. I felt so much impending doom and also just terrible negative self talk, hating myself, feeling like I had 0 worth in society and also am hideous. It was insane. I know that I am not my thoughts, I’m the observer of my thoughts. So rationally I know that this self talk is off-base but there’s still this side of me that’s like “is it off base tho?”. My anxiety and low self esteem really hinders me from having the energy to accomplish anything that makes me feel actually proud and because of that my confidence suffers even more. Staying inside my apartment, I feel like I can just be a POS and almost enjoy it and feel little shame because I’m a lazy introvert but once I step out of the house I feel like I have to face the embarrassment of that as I compare myself to other people who are out and about that I irrationally assume have their shit together and seem happy and light whereas I’m this person with all this heaviness and sadness and I’m just a negative energy who should go back inside and cease to exist. I feel like my anxious energy becomes a burden on my boyfriend and he’s usually great with listening and having compassion but sometimes I can tell he doesn’t fully understand why I’m feeling this way out of no where. He thinks we’re having a good time and nothing is currently wrong so why am I ruining a good day with randomly feeling sorry for myself? I try to stuff it down at first but usually I just can’t hide it and end up acting weird about something totally random and then admitting that it’s not about that random thing it’s just that I’m in a really bad, anxious, negative mood all of the sudden. And then I hate myself even more for being that person and just wish I was one of those happy, bubbly girls that I see walking by laughing and smiling. UGH.",5.689834641019154,6.086393517084282,6.636760313844597,76.43982451699993,67.13211845102506,10.057234455412132,31.29342782417953,9.994966539143718,3.0544137517927945,1770,66,330,39,27,591,209,439,0.18100000000000002,0.62,0.198,0.8285,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,23,34,3,2,18,1,29,4,2,2,4,80,66,37,0,3,13,0,12,6,0,2,1,1,0,7,32,32,1,0,21,0,1,8,9,16,0,2,12,15,41,17,47,48,8,54,2,5,1,0,19,24,1,7,26,233,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.07492426032560487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688208432695402,0.0,0.0,0.1227986903176551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746993174806493,0.17347458981625305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318175857121422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590375488325906,0.06410642955642798,0.09360632194627902,0.08479527755665663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887216356367009,0.0,0.0661374553952334,0.0,0.08296975062630542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806185357407333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680025260575187,0.0,0.0,0.10142230018212818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105701416225435,0.21940089666862986,0.2948757118394061,0.08410655474812498,0.0,0.06530733427675216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04011334021948378,0.0,0.13090413367642775,0.2575910011919008,0.0,0.08464802473280758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346323412923813,0.0,0.1516047747537824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885915126755511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439037041989704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250591386456593,0.0769517341975444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051249916447831695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644066997923027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473411385415402,0.0,0.0,0.0817660726241968,0.05202676516683303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322820340805159,0.13407919002196264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755787357470007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611821317945045,0.06989581478945442,0.320384827501476,0.0,0.07881152175447857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059107461496565934,0.07593541299734903,0.08594669390842312,0.0,0.0818351407561696,0.061315016267490766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789245003988726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513376329299572,0.06710736301078299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051007896838228685,0.04919624728647589,0.0,0.12190632413273125,0.08953974764905959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212722750659658,0.0,0.0,0.07992861392016913,0.0,0.0,0.16912025711900847,0.0,0.0,0.06094280892939152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856042010471692,0.0,0.08829091994648047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394469879815239,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fridgey21,2020/01/05,"Dating someone puts me in a state of constant high level anxiety I’ve been starting to see someone exclusively for the past week or so, and the only way I can describe this is that I feel like I’m existing in a high level of anxiety. It’s like I’m two steps away from a panic attack at all times. I broke down and cried in the shower, having flashbacks to traumatic events this year. I froze up during sex and started silently crying so he wouldn’t see me.

My resting heart rate has gone from an average of 65bpm to 74bpm every day this week according to my Fitbit. It’s a real, physical change.

I feel like I can’t breathe. Like I’m trapped. I feel like I can no longer control the direction my life is travelling in. I have constant nausea, my throat is always tight and it feels like I’m going to break. 

I honestly don’t know what’s happening and it scares me. All I know is that I’m absolutely terrified to be existing right now.",3.699924812030076,4.919552947368423,5.167067669172933,82.18947368421055,72.15789473684211,8.586466165413531,28.308270676691734,9.04235418022936,2.285984962406015,740,28,148,15,14,249,112,190,0.175,0.7340000000000001,0.092,-0.9459,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,1,2,9,0,14,5,3,1,2,18,32,8,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,2,6,1,0,5,4,4,0,1,2,8,18,7,20,28,3,34,0,1,2,1,1,13,0,1,19,85,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167491031167553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695562437634486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390129238617988,0.11480496194404904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292646854804176,0.0,0.0,0.264095863543329,0.1370505752583807,0.0,0.0,0.26844798613340826,0.07880479912828213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295342513651308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471391354181532,0.34918068832613675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694454705152643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080554462268597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480007040042284,0.0,0.2582086123891596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430887511742146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630899275025199,0.3581858877499068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293378145306318,0.0,0.1433679269258982,0.0,0.0,0.11664767091143438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283837414052308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908313183650794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043527143536607,0.0,0.0,0.12233716625894725,0.0,0.1947450463297955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207068575963086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729785969308954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125210332177641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936544623279065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699163628594143,0.19603276006606865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868870802508303
anxiety,ahmm6,2020/01/05,"Im scared to go back to therapy my general anxiety has gotten worse. I wake up feeling anxious frequently and find myself clinging to my boyfriend in bed. I feel like he gets really annoyed with my neediness during the night which flares up my anxiety even more.

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I want to go back to therapy. but my therapist found a new job somewhere else and ended up leaving me in the middle of our sessions. I became emotionally attached to this person and so when she told me she was leaving, all I did was cry. I'm still heartbroken from the situation. I think I suffer from abandonment issues and having your own therapist leave you is the cherry on top of those situations.

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I hate feeling like a burden. I don't know how to cope with this. and I'm afraid to get attached to another therapist. I would consider talking to my friends but sometimes they don't know what to do. they have heard it all and any advice given they know is easier said than done... I'm really trying out here...",3.816757006467508,6.070283099476441,5.101712349861412,78.49714505697568,74.0261780104712,8.682599322451493,29.036341238065905,9.325443323948027,2.924535940868493,796,34,141,20,17,264,120,191,0.188,0.72,0.092,-0.97,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,3,1,8,10,2,2,6,0,13,1,1,1,2,27,35,11,0,2,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,2,1,1,6,9,0,1,9,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,10,5,27,3,25,24,4,19,0,2,0,0,15,9,0,0,10,97,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173264803644083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256008742268344,0.2530040250445568,0.07079667273416627,0.109165795268758,0.1592839112458665,0.11761184652327138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601044888421633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143572046576409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653812196903606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696846082819579,0.11710692953907817,0.09220834782019838,0.0,0.0,0.06876202454602966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791964634378547,0.14874884335158922,0.0,0.0,0.09515237261069118,0.0,0.0,0.11414850462202485,0.08043319935844886,0.0,0.1087837479466443,0.0,0.1183333873894451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278460677972112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245396928237664,0.1086611862214623,0.10331063369156823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164428469402904,0.0,0.0,0.3307044444708085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172333558511353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005476761204686,0.0,0.09769784008998396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090265689938046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338786580443945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903007670454396,0.0,0.10422977322808236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404239291087656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029649835008711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314038719402543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367766821163737,0.0,0.0,0.2381120078188069,0.36263050876811376,0.0,0.06670788490125952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947918152318244,0.0,0.07068216143566966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140530320526845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609444075247483,0.07395498386782585,0.0,0.2530040250445568,0.0
anxiety,fields-da,2020/01/05,"paranoid about blood clots Went to the ER and had ekg done and it came back very good. They sent me back out to waiting room for 2 hours so i left. I still have this rapid heartbeat constantly which may just be my anxiety. I also still have the chest pain that sent me in. Finally, my question is would that good ekg rule out pulmonary embolism and I just have a respiratory infection?",2.4115,4.954613533333337,2.855583333333332,91.287375,80.33333333333334,6.416666666666668,24.041666666666664,7.645422480735847,1.1379666666666668,305,11,63,5,8,94,56,75,0.09,0.8270000000000001,0.083,0.0992,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,9,4,2,0,0,12,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,6,0,9,2,7,5,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766583193302238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995615423216542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416634233311727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540983779128624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400821984691578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273526478267544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24337166759176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37268410116454986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878846497888624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24138368569208546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639997118697365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488764316835464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548436338195814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330997154427028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059498318961352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578201407306752,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elegant_Durian,2020/01/05,"Really high anxiety levels this week. I think my therapist is the cause? I've been feeling extremely on edge, almost manic the last week or so. This is not my normal. I started therapy last spring and it seemed to help initially, but towards the end of this last year, something seems to have happened and I just feel not like myself at all. It feels like I am spinning out of control and I can't seem to get it to stop. My energy levels have increased significantly but it's not always productive and I'm bouncing around working on projects and doing things just to try and rid my system of this feeling. 

I think my therapist is the reason why I am feeling this way. As I said, something seemed to happen and I've taken a break from therapy under the assumption that that is the cause. 

For reference, I was seeing them for some traumatic experiences and general depression/anxiety. Our last two sessions together I felt like he was not especially helpful and was even starting to feel creeped out by him, so I decided to break/leave. Maybe I am just going through some more trauma and it's making me anxious?

I guess I just want some advice or feedback to help me calm down. I do not like feeling this way.",3.624068144499177,5.902143336206901,4.740123152709362,80.75528735632184,74.6896551724138,8.039737274220034,28.720032840722496,8.841846274778883,2.5632825944170765,962,41,174,21,21,315,129,232,0.126,0.784,0.09,-0.9139,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,2,8,6,0,0,7,0,16,0,0,5,1,57,43,17,0,2,13,0,8,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,14,13,0,2,17,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,7,10,26,5,27,36,6,30,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,11,16,122,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725578049342402,0.0,0.0,0.09966104075861523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281371143935995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227443114144654,0.11243619575100697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859935476094548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044814985559202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162701552678447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815060856422635,0.0,0.0,0.06573606894746922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735565083468764,0.0,0.0,0.35226380550047903,0.14220297158165862,0.09556069074355776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519982941354337,0.0,0.05656299217174007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963925076151664,0.0,0.17602125275255567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013079720571875,0.10515481868636538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32450831186149764,0.0,0.10538379920453156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449375569543714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643446333039002,0.0,0.099987372883122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751447412633844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375898616398938,0.10232943572553288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094672139063697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930943839322231,0.36241939627780223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324015161442026,0.0,0.0,0.14089021143474328,0.0,0.0,0.08320829956482564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276336025085988,0.2311150113667693,0.06612073710420635,0.12754464837705934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757170790369951,0.0,0.0972225654279002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587030889781277,0.15799841582929725,0.15966771325401885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980685029857945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245620659700146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409156339503523
anxiety,sco33,2020/01/05,"Help with physical symptoms I suffer from awful physical symptoms from my anxiety and feel like I have tried everything. My anxiety otherwise is under control, I go to university and hold down a job. I have had CBT for the last ten years and made huge improvements but my physical symptoms have never really gotten better. It’s the usual stuff like tingly hands and feet, neck pain, headaches and digestive issues. I do manage to get by okay so I guess it can’t be that bad but I literally feel nauseous most days (even when I’m not particularly anxious). I’ve tried diet changes/probiotics/meds etc but nothing helps. My doctor says is just anxiety so I’m not worried but I’m wondering if anyone suffers from similar stuff and if it ever got better for them. 

Sorry for the slight rant. Im just sick of feeling ill.",3.9788755760368666,6.335974283870968,5.323986175115209,76.6116935483871,73.90322580645163,8.815668202764977,29.135944700460833,9.424239791934726,3.057433179723503,654,28,113,17,14,218,104,155,0.253,0.6509999999999999,0.096,-0.9829,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,7,9,0,0,4,2,9,12,3,2,2,28,22,15,0,2,10,0,4,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,7,2,2,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,5,12,5,13,17,2,11,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,5,9,69,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086552898582571,0.1519363267575346,0.0,0.09403909692846316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122942033027566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378923729704905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084287219753273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673544216103386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765703632507284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999279702750207,0.08882990735008979,0.12165463157984027,0.0,0.0,0.1208716622385558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400777385614935,0.09608025694843822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026589396613317,0.0,0.07643422301498852,0.0,0.1075645815898043,0.0,0.1481567827680961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029270138732084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527314660167528,0.14037345712737134,0.13346137027943222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962795516425786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141082647034236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127258450196803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372759881416384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904755326982886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310769731336118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615825260571625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069524850705752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505514436809641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079195869072333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193623215785697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262085484209786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481226194232194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458495394864282,0.0,0.13658193937211016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660766804983355
anxiety,abraabraka,2020/01/05,"Does anyone else feeling “skipping heartbeats” from anxiety? One and a half year ago I went to a cardiologist because i was dealing with very bad anxiety and I thought there were problems with my heart.  The ECG clearly said my heart is very healthy. My anxiety became better since then, almost vanished, the only new thing is that, when I work a lot, or drink too much coffee, or don’t get enough sleep, or I stress and worry about things too much, I feel like my heart skips a beat. It’s a really strange, bizarre feeling that started approximately 8 months ago. Sometimes I don’t have it for long weeks, sometimes I have it multiple times a day.  Now I am having a stressful period, lot of things came together, I am feeling little bit down lately, and I keep having these skipping beats again. So when I have my next day off, next week, I will go to my doctor and ask him about it. It’s just keeps worrying me and I don’t know with who could I share this with, or it makes me wonder if I am the only one with this kind of issue? 

I didn’t go to doctor with this previously because before this current stressful period of mine I didn’t really have this feeling for a longer time. 

Thank you all",5.782814589665652,5.9309328893617055,6.120683890577508,81.07750000000003,66.91489361702128,8.927051671732523,30.40273556231003,8.634040054169528,2.1799544072948325,939,32,186,13,14,302,133,235,0.135,0.7709999999999999,0.094,-0.8893,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,11,10,0,3,11,0,20,7,4,1,2,37,40,15,0,3,6,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,18,13,1,2,8,1,0,4,5,5,0,3,8,6,29,5,19,30,7,31,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,9,25,127,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501574176695105,0.0,0.09320399104294012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361283117469304,0.0,0.0,0.06508217547551295,0.09536922537957064,0.0,0.0,0.08701519653549368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771609131670515,0.11347874955030128,0.0,0.07920236878452144,0.0,0.0,0.08231976735021937,0.10161687181584908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645622915330906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431506496146212,0.0,0.0,0.12005498672461275,0.09595914474438144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905381843545924,0.08145302697719273,0.0,0.0,0.0911808278935633,0.0,0.0,0.07775457460458943,0.0,0.0,0.09617426868593153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531471076288754,0.06649481276077604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862931897917367,0.0,0.10579653946230784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308929923420145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971490610529545,0.0,0.16546368505954095,0.0,0.09692622568042912,0.051153135334345484,0.0,0.10499583444173256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045473121005357005,0.09328842743630117,0.0,0.08237094116050643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582628670800588,0.0,0.0,0.06213016719527825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429382741254842,0.0,0.13684581382654956,0.0,0.0,0.08989513795893703,0.19797863370461385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261438785655454,0.1415797517668107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906290270973335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925606897340572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853832083372076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699493402832287,0.0,0.09314503906502458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841126867151178,0.0,0.06588095962396716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198609828577793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569355068294805,0.0,0.0,0.1855103019766621,0.0,0.0,0.07389339169204462,0.10854884998148054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359789776773372,0.0,0.0,0.14932282467347055,0.0,0.0,0.08628407106927317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093892468043716,0.06776176105795442,0.18905008736448345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993906400262535
anxiety,sparklewormlogic,2020/01/05,"POSITIVE POST: Medication success story I was in the worst possible state for a year - depressed, so anxious I didn’t sleep and if I did get an hour I would wake up with a sore neck from grinding my jaw. I had a whole host of other symptoms too and it destroyed my life - had to stop working and studying.

(Diagnosis is CPTSD and MDD)

Anyway, I was too anxious to start meds and had experimented with things like CBD and L-theanine. My diet and exercise regime was perfect but I wwwnt getting better in any sense, and so I eventually got to the point where I needed something to get by. I tried sleeping meds (zopiclone), seroquel (antipsychotic), and diazepham (for short term) but nothing helped my terrible anxiety. 

Eventually I agreed to try sertraline (Zoloft), and I couldn’t be happier. I started on 25 for 2 days as was anxious, then took 50mg for a month. Had immediate positive effects and sleep improved within a week. Upped it to 75mg and I’m able to sleep, I’m relatively relaxed and barely any negative side effects. I just sweat a bit more and am a bit tired, but I can’t tell if that’s just the depression.

Anyway, I went from a place of absolute darkness and isolation and constant suffering to a place where I am able to gradually get my life back on track. I still have to remember to exercise and eat right because a pill won’t fix everything, but it helped the anxiety more than I could have asked for.

Note: medication works differently for everyone and only take what your doctor recommends. I hope you do find something that works for you though, because I believe no amount of therapy would have cured my state. (Hopefully I will get therapy in future though alongside the meds)

Best wishes to you all x",4.371699613724154,6.422446331288349,5.334839809134291,78.31969211542834,71.88343558282209,8.878709384230858,31.705975914564878,9.444778638647367,3.151147148375369,1368,64,249,33,27,448,185,326,0.13699999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.146,0.789,1,1,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,0,9,14,14,1,0,16,0,25,22,8,2,2,43,43,30,0,10,8,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,0,0,8,20,2,1,4,3,0,2,6,6,0,0,13,0,32,8,37,23,10,35,0,3,0,0,8,16,0,4,15,165,40,5,0.1718082743891861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683551814141463,0.0,0.13143285964780071,0.2911416701681405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803087720708295,0.0,0.0,0.06605497895670552,0.0,0.10473272940089884,0.0,0.0,0.09678454551750718,0.09015109212163144,0.07597522842295529,0.18757013768005326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283185430351512,0.0,0.0685874634666202,0.0,0.0,0.0554010618185561,0.0,0.14797821497827535,0.0,0.0,0.08975153960476827,0.0,0.08792652448863332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790137834142993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208508443035753,0.0772050993797579,0.08403072988786893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851482511119436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244068306083246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870538600679495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515946476007885,0.0,0.0,0.17064438266743984,0.08459827106597778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135326517539352,0.04196842224770303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28626039216514954,0.1730787612999097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856786273544956,0.0,0.0,0.06369682924242072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242733648560421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533396732516449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950307920953654,0.0,0.08120717631986656,0.09684400735311004,0.08227241733563304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731264143074048,0.0733616637919512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438647045404448,0.0,0.0,0.1322664034176373,0.0,0.0,0.1216067809050012,0.0,0.06860315493049977,0.07181970522731579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928729065185259,0.06458922026855123,0.0,0.0750840022861897,0.0,0.19647773500361876,0.0,0.05707089164269346,0.0,0.16880075726912022,0.0,0.0,0.09873416869610263,0.0,0.0,0.09544265724631702,0.1166465405189332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890711719982524,0.0,0.0,0.07963399581611022,0.0,0.09590890136416327,0.09878551827533633,0.0,0.0,0.18761770497299946,0.0,0.0,0.12204766870586956,0.0,0.0,0.05531944787554677
anxiety,hillahhree09,2020/01/05,"Question about coffee.... So I'm on an antidepressant and and antianxiety med, and I experience terrible tremors. Does caffeine exacerbate the shakies and do I need to cut out coffee all together?",6.620909090909091,9.661457151515156,7.651515151515152,59.79727272727278,68.3939393939394,11.672727272727276,41.30303030303031,11.20814326018867,6.13359393939394,158,10,23,6,3,53,27,33,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010536519150261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448296659487184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090581256102042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33981706225099834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133909449255796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheMartian578,2020/01/05,"Anyone ever feel like everything just starts to get to you? Hey y’all. Past few days have been kinda hard on me. Idk why but my anxiety has just gotten to me. It came back. It’s making me anxious every day every hour and every minute. There’s always something. The way I look, what I eat, how I eat, why I’m coughing, etc. it’s been 2 years ( almost 3 ) since this really happened. But I can’t escape it. There are moments when I can ignore it for a little bit but it always comes back. And everything about me just feels shitty.",0.22047619047619094,2.5765782962962973,2.27783068783069,92.47166666666668,90.11111111111113,4.567195767195766,15.121693121693122,6.1826913282559595,-0.4510973544973544,408,8,84,4,14,136,77,108,0.14300000000000002,0.821,0.036000000000000004,-0.8794,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,2,1,18,18,7,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,12,1,6,14,3,16,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,12,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519670375460742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255514692278697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116096992457802,0.1714470915732833,0.0,0.10611504178518358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233390170899024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165684052815284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357451748285208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072893711500969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574698970527207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105794300050034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692539852457094,0.0,0.13727680013001625,0.38359636608261294,0.0,0.27278657298987224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534701640369553,0.108418315507332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928902464856279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134202031818749,0.0,0.1359483314716993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945432769565792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414291394425973,0.15210470921030844,0.0,0.0,0.1274412845908149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130185784167553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487334965396706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722218602704094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553853005016716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168332765576784,0.0,0.0,0.10741744160005227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046106988138924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27388196806562265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977293127454918
anxiety,redditanonthrow,2020/01/05,"My anxiety makes me a doormat in work and I hate myself for it. I don’t know how or why it happens but as soon as I step into work I become this timid, shy bumbling idiot. My anxiety skyrockets and managers absolutely terrify me (I think that is something to do with authority). 

It makes me hate myself. I come home and I feel so embarrassed that I come across as such a push over and that people must pity me.

I am returning to work tomorrow after Xmas holidays and the thought of going back is making me feel so depressed. It’s not the work that makes me sad, it’s the person i become that I’m dreading.",1.9223170731707315,4.067177430894308,4.044898373983742,84.3190548780488,79.56910569105692,7.3520325203252055,24.88414634146341,8.344100000000001,1.7844097560975616,476,18,95,10,12,163,74,123,0.327,0.65,0.023,-0.9927,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,7,9,3,3,5,0,6,0,0,5,1,23,22,13,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,9,0,0,5,1,0,5,2,9,0,0,1,2,20,0,13,20,0,14,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,69,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476907896369214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244834049953686,0.0,0.0,0.3575895370491042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789077733790696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394356061918206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371288054614347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200580879025842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431587783987911,0.0,0.0,0.31966568646712906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623888538784728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897050154028427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322512862615599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223413121045037,0.1413560898360096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246308190841314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037325650592386,0.0,0.12852256418659275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460805303852841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714313464599088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missberrybear,2020/01/05,"Venting It was all going well today until one of my dearest friends (actually arguably whom I considered to be the closest one) replying to a comment said, ""Berry? What can I possibly learn from Berry?"" And my heart sank. I felt sad I did not have as many sweet stories to share or crazy adventures that I had gone to. My life has become a full routine, one that I already knew about and should have escaped from but cannot. For the world disappoints me every time I step out. I think of the time when I was a little girl bubbling with love and energy to the dull adult I am today that hardly goes out, is insulted at the drop of a hat and considered a throwaway. I miss being happy, being courageous to take risks and some motivation. Seriously, it's been quite sometime since anyone of my friends called to catch up. I have become only too familiar with the general trend of people sidelining me, treating me as a replacement option and it pains me to be no one's priority, to be no one's closest friend and aide, to be no one's 3am friend. I feel depressed and quite lost. I want to be cruel and neglect everyone, but my love for my mother and father forces me to talk, keep in touch and be a part.  I do not want pity friendships and pity sympathy, just some people like me that I am proud to acclaim to the world as my friends. This is just a rant I guess.",6.79311017395888,5.821259088560886,7.155595677385348,78.23768450184501,65.12546125461255,10.252082235108066,33.74828676858197,9.424239791934726,2.8596692672641013,1067,39,214,17,14,349,149,271,0.183,0.593,0.22399999999999998,0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,6,30,2,1,15,0,25,5,1,1,1,40,41,20,0,3,7,2,4,1,5,1,2,1,0,2,10,16,0,2,6,0,0,4,6,14,1,6,10,6,30,16,35,22,5,22,0,9,0,2,18,11,0,5,7,151,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.11020634441056054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462440450603154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896539890649472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494513131577594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531724811904982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726905141724418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515094673733207,0.10791234776304676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057102332146070266,0.0,0.10843341701358476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43625888592784096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418244227800228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440846237480754,0.0,0.0,0.12021930814280266,0.10116581065922006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382618177067493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038006412509433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797679374070619,0.05517337294698075,0.11318856249110422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327974052304845,0.0,0.20385293369486865,0.0,0.0,0.11449636471490325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591580544640151,0.08589065664803358,0.1201687040182442,0.0,0.0,0.12229546393394855,0.0,0.15658708385375705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731502041789827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023635266998114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074251709022311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341936766716297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169365224796353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491158226531864,0.09077128997036188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236292421972196,0.0,0.0,0.13170431346220002,0.0,0.21409461100625746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332216516565943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015403547615304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChowboyDan,2020/01/05,"Can taking low dose of SSRI/SNRI initially ease anxiety side-effects? I have been on and off Cymbalta a few times over the years, and I am in a bad situation. I have been off it for 4 months, and now have a full-blown anxiety/panic disorder (had it many years ago, but not this bad). 

When I decided I couldn't survive this and that I should go back on Cymbalta a few days ago, I took my usual dose of 20mg in the morning and 20mg at night. But I felt *horrible*. My anxiety was through the roof, so I only took it that one day. Since then, I have been a complete mess. 

I recall when I have started up Cymbalta in the past, it did cause some anxiety and sleeplessness for a few nights (not sure how many). But this anxiety/near panic was intense (and is still going on days later).

**My question is**: If I normally take 20mg twice per day, is there any benefit of taking *just* 20mg in the morning for a few days to allow my body to adjust a bit? Or will this just cause more problems and a delay in relief?",2.528701923076923,3.7182760048076986,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,75.00961538461539,8.276923076923078,25.5,8.841846274778883,1.7514365384615391,771,26,169,16,16,264,113,208,0.147,0.772,0.081,-0.9086,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,14,0,20,3,1,4,1,32,29,18,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,6,0,2,10,1,17,3,22,16,7,42,0,1,0,0,1,14,0,4,24,117,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184528545023454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379331287510189,0.0,0.2827871585387444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094747994560663,0.2057658476350206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345235034916955,0.1368688048863752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531602165770478,0.0,0.0,0.12919303543690566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973311010574961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121993151360035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183097998388126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005667456048673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24984995151439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835242684359613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312658311675417,0.1207286994841227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349655025506045,0.09371378930888023,0.0,0.1445712365031684,0.0,0.0,0.1176267131741194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179041776189048,0.0,0.0,0.13803375594333586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192823388002076,0.13850359556342756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721521676116697,0.0,0.09840304929110068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161326814298886,0.0,0.2779366152562033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185013344027046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738022330021884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570859155287365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869830947479568
anxiety,lilecca,2020/01/05,"Brutal anxiety and panic attacks I’m struggling with my teen daughter (13) and her own issues of mental illness and typical 13 year old behaviour.  I screwed up at work last week and am waiting on my boss to discuss it on Monday. She told me she wanted me to focus on my family (she’s aware of what is going on with my daughter) and didn’t want me to overthink things on the weekend because I’d our talk. 
Which has now caused me to overthink. I’m scared I’m going to lose my job. I am almost certain I’m over reacting but I just can’t stop. I e never had panic attacks this bad in my life. Full body shaking at times. Eventually crying. I’ve struggled falling asleep and once I have slept a bit, once I wake up I can’t fall back asleep. 
Just so overwhelmed and need to get it out. My usual go to people are sleeping right now.",1.1684210526315797,3.3662861052631605,3.0892690058479566,89.8346052631579,82.6842105263158,5.203508771929825,23.535087719298247,6.42735559955562,0.6884877192982448,648,24,132,6,18,217,110,171,0.247,0.7290000000000001,0.025,-0.9893,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,6,14,4,7,2,0,10,9,6,3,2,24,24,9,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,0,1,0,6,4,13,0,0,4,0,23,1,23,20,3,33,0,2,0,1,10,14,1,1,13,81,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190857309319427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841271111245417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32244588534419416,0.0,0.10897121724905548,0.1183273323569698,0.08638904431498058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471768022184348,0.15741504969102546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558185155978445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566888702324413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335976748046208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404100607289442,0.0,0.24162220606589266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479151748450009,0.14063172856121348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551783711722267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000985333140252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585444794674935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281686897585585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050809662962915,0.10930047766029877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870759524464588,0.30184682933904977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33254748438743315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824835603868654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102509044873967,0.0,0.0,0.14188290839808138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418188152301092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118481313970572,0.0,0.2963056472942434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390632989152502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415012509305973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263601289714252,0.0,0.0,0.13541615953326278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608066937188006,0.0,0.16717609066968914,0.0,0.11367640345945525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317127747873052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126075986633944
anxiety,-Skelan-,2020/01/05,"I'm at my wits ends How can i become more social? Even if i try i can't make any lasting relationships, i don't have a SO going on 6 years now, i battled with my sexual orientation for years and now i want someone that will help me to don't be a fuck up anymore.

I'm a fuck up, i can't balance my work life and social one, can't keep up with everyone going on in life when im literally stuck in a situation that i can't change without making some big changes on how i live my life. i know that the fault is because of how much i was depressed and anxious but im a lazy person too. 
What can i do? I'm going slowly insane.",2.6586250999200622,2.7148975323741027,5.204556354916068,85.25673061550759,73.67625899280577,7.904396482813749,26.23581135091927,7.793537801064563,1.2603326938449235,483,15,114,6,9,174,82,139,0.13,0.8140000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.8364,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,3,0,6,0,14,5,0,5,0,17,28,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,2,0,17,0,15,24,3,20,0,1,0,2,5,10,2,2,7,74,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149144789439646,0.0,0.0,0.16860392066730254,0.1480105430115802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097812478533808,0.16482893852370933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157620018126942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854415792289645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218642016358112,0.0,0.0,0.098574652759898,0.0,0.0,0.14260961395809832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759484612617511,0.0,0.0,0.25445744178188034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003551148801897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32241956360845897,0.0,0.0,0.13265546057251942,0.0,0.0,0.08202093075666984,0.12165427090342973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162476304796967,0.0,0.0,0.13178571878737755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924386288801632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971195555115204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113200551223604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303146307568393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023285044991858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677571869400214,0.0,0.3042721560015159,0.12645446785331227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013272888027916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802833367745995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386647154104887,0.0,0.10865184852027608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221726238462014
anxiety,curieusebellafleur,2020/01/05,"My OVEREXCITEMENT turns into ANXIETY Recently, I received news that I would be going to a  concert. I didn't think I would be able to so I just couldn't believe it. I got so overly excited that I thought I would pass out. I started having a panic attack! Now, I'm scared I won't be able to handle the excitement on the day of the concert and I might lose consciousness or worse, I won't enjoy the concert because I'd be busy tending to my panic attack. Help??",1.358404255319147,3.6327429255319177,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,82.51063829787232,6.313191489361702,25.35744680851064,7.554174236665415,1.56636085106383,361,15,70,6,10,124,57,94,0.278,0.634,0.08800000000000001,-0.9561,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,3,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,14,21,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,6,0,0,3,3,14,3,9,7,0,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,51,17,0,0.3569339668430813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652675383186386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060639159445114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879181662311938,0.0,0.0,0.2010711758993312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509644010172675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142689945170842,0.0,0.1427363499114102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962265706490367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965890436230305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932526650672504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187851043709676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762146157114672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786765842219444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126319849430289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435443679557318,0.0,0.14168284988120775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194120829878257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818731029674948,0.3803334736642765,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway42010069,2020/01/05,Best way to feel comfortable in new clothes? I can’t feel comfortable in any of my new clothes it’s like what ever I buy nothin seems to please me. I always wear the same clothes because anything els feels weird I see people with different clothes on all the time and I wish I could be like them I have the money just not the confidence same with shoes what can I do to fix this? this a part my daily anxiety like I feel like shit I wish I just live normal.,0.4263333333333321,2.805289168421055,1.6575000000000024,97.27958333333336,88.89473684210527,5.271929824561403,19.49561403508772,6.816661863887847,0.18077192982456225,361,11,81,5,12,114,62,95,0.092,0.635,0.273,0.9593,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,1,0,5,0,6,3,3,0,2,19,14,1,0,4,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,15,7,9,12,5,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,8,50,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717660661739598,0.0,0.0,0.12028305736285333,0.0,0.1353111318190526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555546488141985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078231440121551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562247435519053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412226339004653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479978962592605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999621355257662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577391826725231,0.12636162807184212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456544873307337,0.0,0.15618645217280605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34165961273101764,0.0,0.0,0.17330281602586362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191541560861182,0.0,0.12262488520526202,0.0,0.0,0.19415885098456115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094880923182662,0.16102302381275965,0.0,0.0,0.1815626526769656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031389430205078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039746733068265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40680177912848536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maeve-B123,2020/01/05,"Extreme relationship anxiety I just got out of a 2 year relationship with someone I am still so in love with. We broke up because we will be living in different places for 8 months and figured we might as well take the time to establish more independence since we’ve basically spent every day together for the last 2 years. We still talk everyday however which is making my general anxiety disorder so bad. I have panic attacks when he doesn’t respond for a long time. But I know I can’t expect him to do that anymore. My panic attacks always make me throw up everything I’ve eaten that day, get the shivers, tired, and no sleep. I guess I’m just wondering if anyone’s had a similar experience with this severe type of anxiety attack.",7.091010638297874,7.1241169219858165,8.188714539007098,67.74562500000003,64.177304964539,12.156382978723405,36.77393617021277,11.698219412168324,4.637006382978724,590,27,103,18,8,202,102,141,0.253,0.703,0.043,-0.9817,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,0,0,8,9,3,2,6,0,10,4,1,3,0,24,22,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,3,0,1,1,3,7,1,0,4,0,14,2,16,15,1,20,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,4,13,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681569542466723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946124314754223,0.0,0.12731041947432048,0.08976060968393053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43812466880364426,0.0,0.0,0.1071851653370764,0.07825431211682171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655784971117316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412130159068586,0.14712530657686898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081588532372204,0.0,0.1153723764946006,0.1255723402161846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706901372292458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102670726742968,0.0,0.14141610866585008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705498330581008,0.10464022321941284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335472999537068,0.11360508226385392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586064192480328,0.0,0.17137846565411732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618228793937856,0.0,0.0,0.10246521717474134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012335052814728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412130159068586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756467342025652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502369512616364,0.0,0.10619055325765138,0.0,0.12846459778616118,0.0,0.10876908508840206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050359129887789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651968455686932,0.10318046185246843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497093617974271,0.14754460230219946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542174518373688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921383779749832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533457554085798
anxiety,cutesteamedbun,2020/01/05,"I feel like I'm stuck in my head all the time and can't enjoy life for what it really is When I look back at my life, events that should have been meaningful and memorable just seem like a blur to me and I don't really know how to get out of my head. I try and pinch myself and temporarily it helps but my head becomes fuzzy again, for want of a better word.

Does anyone have any similar experiences or tips?",4.750348837209302,4.425891011627911,5.799395348837212,84.1188604651163,69.11627906976744,10.135813953488373,24.17674418604652,9.888512548439397,1.667002790697674,321,6,74,7,5,107,63,86,0.039,0.816,0.145,0.7867,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,7,5,3,1,1,20,15,9,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,10,4,9,12,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,7,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935924253423124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329163082988894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757831144941947,0.0,0.0,0.2263287843157644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124369117913253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933538616858746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046059713790068,0.0,0.0,0.10361862804098908,0.1464018387923228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070673248360364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6309510701670311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373600770973375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262401925821015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28949585507771824,0.2002366276226918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208935883982862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625664628557247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656032795561248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194961725304306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913383352553366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087286325450768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnlikelySmoothie,2020/01/05,Anxiety about waking up late. Have to be at work tomorrow morning at 7 but usually dont wake up until 8. I'm scared about going to sleep despite 20+ alarms. Can anyone help? I usually do late shift at my part time job  but I have to fill in for someone else at 7 am which means I need to be up at six latest. Because I work until late. I'm dead asleep until 8am. I have 20 alarms set every 5 minutes starting at 5 am and I plan to drink a ton of water but I'm still terrified of sleeping. Is there any advice?,-0.19422619047618994,1.7136061249999983,2.694642857142856,92.36702380952384,85.96428571428572,5.519047619047619,20.047619047619047,6.816661863887847,0.31133690476190523,394,12,90,5,12,139,70,112,0.151,0.779,0.071,-0.9005,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,3,1,0,11,7,5,0,0,6,18,7,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,23,16,2,26,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,13,52,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086806876994694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194954852648438,0.0,0.12593644067471696,0.0,0.0,0.11510850007016532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035288890648576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293738384044712,0.16126824675571805,0.0,0.0,0.13752171606026842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387023039313698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355926473833297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034358638131103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336331006943713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571070540235955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932312974697664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206615573231078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827108599161393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481672944879086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294845526417901,0.0,0.1394848618187538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652128082828525,0.0,0.1314684497340292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599322098883126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626188065425813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396955731889691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SignificantMovie1,2020/01/05,"Overthinking about a girl I have no chances with I am overthinking about a girl I have no chances with. I really do not like the fact that I spend a lot of time thinking about her. It does not allow me to do the things I want to do. She is a girl in office with whom I have constant contact with. While at home I overthink of all the situations that I have talked to her and I worry about my image in front of her. I tend to stalk whether she is online on social media. While with her, I try my best to be the best version I can, but I always feel like a failure in front of the other guys she talk to. I do not know whether I like her or not. She is not interested in a relationship right now. I think she thinks of us as good friends, but my anxiety always hopes the worse. I do not want to think about her. What do I do? Please help. It is blocking me from doing all the things I want to do.",1.8778708551483407,3.024580486910999,3.3383036649214684,93.80804886561957,76.5916230366492,6.5593019197207685,22.15741710296684,7.0316486544052195,0.3434897731239093,687,18,166,7,15,226,89,191,0.154,0.696,0.149,-0.2448,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,13,0,20,0,0,1,3,33,31,9,0,4,11,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,9,6,0,1,6,0,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,37,9,31,30,6,14,0,0,0,0,24,7,0,3,8,132,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255202174720274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731380379578035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218667709573603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571895294592373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419930403282138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753934159354564,0.10955464671420446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847931777163495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862431995872453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184251688761632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278856360801272,0.0,0.15382448552443953,0.15231306448588774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427820813691853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476001510028232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037432373341862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833436424193562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824117072041053,0.0,0.0,0.16464257837615232,0.0,0.13096170706904312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237399023596628,0.0,0.1563229766914063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465169388141372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376041128716973,0.3930468889030845,0.0,0.0,0.0894207413872827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411589160096048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446348548680516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713528178419918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557363249297144,0.15627871401333215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RobMarenghi,2020/01/05,"Meditation App Recommendation! Hi guys,

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I can't recommend Sam Harris' meditation app 'Waking Up' enough to everyone for anxiety. It's the best way I've found to deal with and even occasionally allow it. Peace xx",5.183461538461536,8.302377025641029,7.274038461538463,60.27721153846157,73.61538461538461,11.079487179487181,30.262820512820515,10.686352973137794,4.541097435897437,180,8,28,7,4,63,34,39,0.08800000000000001,0.695,0.21600000000000005,0.7597,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114073964063335,0.34923324206727185,0.0,0.0,0.21986700300026046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30161788300274833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963059304451775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29697019751249903,0.0,0.1898308515770857,0.0,0.0,0.27463149707141066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31512899717117265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845799729945972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281317875021845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34923324206727185,0.0
anxiety,brewskeet,2020/01/05,"Anxiety stomach during vacation I have been discussing with my therapist about how to be okay with having free time, because I usually guilt myself about not being productive and get sick (headaches, migraines, indigestion, stomach cramps). The past 4 months have been go-go-go with work and school, which haven’t helped with my symptoms.

I recently came back from vacation at a resort. My partner had the exact same foods and drinks as me, I have no allergies, yet I’ve been having stomach problems for 5 days (3 during the trip and 2 since back, ongoing). My partner believes this is because of my anxiety, as my subconscious is telling me that I’m undeserving of our trip. Has anyone experienced this, and how did you work on it?",10.299423558897246,8.638515195488727,9.46853383458647,66.65914160401005,58.69924812030075,13.077192982456145,43.21929824561404,11.855464076750405,5.189161403508772,583,28,98,14,6,185,89,133,0.125,0.836,0.039,-0.8555,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,2,7,4,0,1,4,1,16,9,3,2,1,16,19,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,5,10,2,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,0,0,6,1,15,3,15,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,9,68,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29050169598985737,0.0,0.0,0.13276226608469216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29199826385757843,0.0,0.23148728254210985,0.0,0.0,0.21391967498680114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171619205713588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245113178741357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600136283370547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22959285016448794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919979685159012,0.0,0.3237243120787946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726657516139234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155327570612698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125341960734306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168097027232133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747477430476656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921596584413862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706331025285927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973487409024547,0.0,0.0,0.16595568310918524,0.0,0.0,0.22045494528361254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107153471679111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091161575912043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764567989995443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kane09Walker,2020/01/05,"Fear of death I been recently thinking about death a lot, and what would happen after this. I'm scared of what's after. Either it's a afterlife or nothing at all, and the nothing at all scares me. I heard the ""if there is nothing then you can't feel nothing"" argument but it still frightens me that all my feelings, my memories, me just poof and I can't do anything about it. This is freaking me out bad, can someone help?",1.16129411764706,3.61517107058824,2.579117647058826,91.71102941176471,85.3529411764706,5.282352941176471,24.970588235294123,6.742157984588678,1.0154941176470589,331,14,67,4,10,107,56,85,0.242,0.703,0.055,-0.9459,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,4,0,8,0,0,0,3,17,14,7,2,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,10,0,9,11,5,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,5,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662910223706508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892138389483895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141792645871356,0.19247771652774007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831219800896222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757722468257016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181561263183078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7305244670053495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793238816604035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811161412077521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126983125756342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200140307591242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195868269839585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520819052877595,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jacek310,2020/01/05,My own emotions Im scared of my own emotions... But honestly Im scared of being alone,-0.8983333333333334,1.1540947222222258,1.8277777777777795,92.645,101.77777777777777,4.622222222222223,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.8215333333333339,67,3,14,1,3,23,11,18,0.342,0.526,0.132,-0.5859,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691220459749987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845834545511814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613564466238301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203022668306418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misanthropichell,2020/01/05,"I had a scary experience a few days ago and I don't know what it was I've read a lot about derealisation and I feel like that's what I experienced but I'm not sure and this is the only place I feel comfortable enough to ask. 
Basically, I was just lying in bed, trying to sleep. It was pitch black in the room, too dark to see anything except blackness. I wasn't feeling very anxious or sad, just kind of...unphased by everything, cuddled up to my SO and trying to get some rest. 
When I closed my eyes, the room shifted. Not like that dizzy ""everything is turning"" feeling, it felt like the whole room got pulled on two opposite walls and stretched out to maybe four times it's original size. At first, I just thought ""what the fuck"" and opened my eyes because I was sure that this was just weak circulation or something and it would surely stop right after I opened my eyes again. Except it got worse. The room now felt like it was floating in an empty space and turning and tossing itself around, changing in size (from tiny cardboard box to huge auditorium) in a matter of seconds. It was still pitch black and I can't really describe how it felt. It was kind of like the atmospherical pressure was changing rapidly in a matter of seconds. My own body felt like it was randomly changing in size and proportions as well.
The reason I feel like this was some kind of derealisation is that after my initial ""what the fuck"" reaction I just got so...distant? I don't know how else to put it. I just froze and felt like this was my life now. I felt like I didn't even know what it felt like to feel normal. Kind of like I had lost my anchor to what made me me. I didn't even feel any connection to my SO, who I was still cuddled up to. I tried to shake it off, but it didn't work. I eventually fell asleep and it was gone when I woke up. Now I'm kind of scared that it'll happen again. I mean, it wasn't the worst feeling but I feel like it could have been much worse and I'm really afraid of not being able to get rid of it again. 
Have any of you had an experience like that? If so, do you know what exactly it was and how to avoid it? Any advice is helpful, thank you for reading this",2.608524749468568,4.241121602247194,3.764360765259642,89.49543273610693,75.6741573033708,6.788338900698452,23.487701184330398,7.534196372845213,0.8233795930762215,1703,51,375,22,37,553,188,445,0.12300000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.187,0.9865,0,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,0,3,28,35,2,5,17,0,38,12,6,6,4,80,80,30,0,4,17,0,17,13,0,2,2,0,5,0,42,20,0,2,23,2,0,5,11,11,1,5,39,25,40,24,48,37,10,51,0,2,7,4,6,28,2,7,31,249,82,4,0.06455398743696401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308140940362697,0.057223214898146774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169677532306515,0.0,0.0,0.07292763124177679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312243130442358,0.057466735059005465,0.060349264105811165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039351511573124304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170492738772137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048686774651072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154110616265065,0.0,0.0,0.04163198147870622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392657311683841,0.0,0.0,0.06670152539094759,0.0,0.08527459975791853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603392288640885,0.1262923733047361,0.0,0.0,0.2937639211058376,0.138352144570391,0.43387365949592505,0.0,0.0,0.05490958873646181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935824235275586,0.0674535881364768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488916261696284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057084877897689824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043269177039342514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33611522040185704,0.14190873305094476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455963904149426,0.4099916276799912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046830295306215,0.054881491646470416,0.0,0.06108254376297295,0.0,0.0,0.06485315702607315,0.07031821696874893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047454608443160996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324920157891151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049096216359893134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674451772557825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489458730511864,0.0,0.0,0.12914291332551042,0.0,0.08270987470287694,0.06637225053662424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055128752554172364,0.0,0.0,0.06462980295856154,0.0,0.051441170154332014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460060755466263,0.0,0.0,0.04969681335145279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310579550988892,0.05397002403351552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252410758283366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943263853021884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124865527458012,0.03764194920390912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314837601040211,0.14043240237456187,0.06305986566467342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326380027597414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058041787328057835,0.0,0.0,0.07207222161757426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046996071688389485,0.0,0.1315720563994051,0.04585730053083719,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,threat-lvl-midnightt,2020/01/05,"Having a really hard time, just need someone to tell me I’m not going to die right now. Hi guys ! I have been suffering from anxiety for years now, I was on medication for a while and Came off them pretty well a few months ago. Fast forward to today, I’ve been house sitting for my bfs family and will be for the next week. I am alone in this country house (with 2 dogs) and feeling very anxious. My worries include: home invasion, fainting while alone, having a stroke or a heart attack or something, someone coming to hurt me, all completely ridiculous and unlikely but I’m still having these thoughts all the time. Also my dog barks every time a leaf falls and it makes me nervous as hell, I can’t sleep without the lights on. 
Basically I just need to be reassured in a way that makes it seem ridiculous that I even worry about this stuff that I’m being silly. Nobody wants to harm me and I’m a healthy 25 year old with no health problems I’m not going to have a heart attack when nobody’s here. 
I also drank some caffeine earlier so I’m freaking out more than usual.
Thanks for any and all kind words !",4.572060606060603,5.48747269090909,5.201818181818184,83.89106060606063,69.81818181818181,7.866666666666666,27.84848484848485,8.021203637495839,1.69790303030303,872,29,172,11,15,281,139,220,0.222,0.68,0.099,-0.9818,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,13,16,5,1,12,0,14,8,3,2,3,34,34,17,1,4,8,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,9,12,1,0,3,0,0,6,5,11,1,0,6,4,15,5,25,24,6,34,1,2,0,0,5,8,1,4,20,108,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203639560408233,0.0,0.0,0.23843457741361765,0.0,0.1841038303318476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827746303410052,0.0,0.0880573902201062,0.13003940175503076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26190418871795496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165301438630844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915544567427352,0.12068866486696145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946404649276995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602782202438395,0.0,0.0969835484969716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085136831470484,0.0,0.058202119777813824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083718484706364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397512764015268,0.0,0.0,0.1031142583519292,0.0,0.0,0.12235453980897915,0.0,0.27280733266374435,0.0,0.0,0.11546282115966867,0.0,0.0,0.2656386118821081,0.12322561406565358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986738479661305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367111648871445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595931233208764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187819639067242,0.0,0.0,0.1707024122708318,0.0,0.0,0.12241878243573424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078659973338765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710633149176684,0.0,0.11014291699967137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374120372796591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983016982668562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479010153623668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519124118496706,0.0,0.1950614586400244,0.08861584789349719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192548652191644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177124827419565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060956303194893,0.1059760837914794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138298281706032,0.20136139644278697,0.0,0.109109030448139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677532244755513,0.09497624707052484,0.06789374650128803,0.0913674610540191,0.09233278381779676,0.0,0.10349601615210058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096011182753752,0.0,0.0,0.23379574938434275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825169965536414
anxiety,BrokenKittyy,2020/01/05,"Does this cause nightmares? A lot of arguments have involved me lately, and the stress of having to find a new place to live and save money doesn't help either. Lately though I've been having horrible nightmares which feel so real I feel like the things actually happened.

I'm not talking the kind of nightmares where zombies or werewolves chase after you. More like the kind where you don't know what is reality or dream. That my mind plays tricks on me due to the arguments, relationship, money etc that are going on in my life so far. I have conversations with people that never happened. I do things that I've never done. I even feel the pain, either physical or emotional and it's seriously starting to mess with my mind.

I feel like I'm reverting back to the mental state where I cannot tell what is reality or not anymore and I'm actually scared..

Does anxiety cause this, or is there something else going on..?",5.055854945054944,6.6630588228571455,5.708000000000002,78.11553846153846,69.34285714285714,8.584615384615384,28.31868131868132,9.057496981413335,2.3655406593406605,734,26,133,14,13,238,97,175,0.13699999999999998,0.77,0.09300000000000001,-0.7862,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,9,13,1,2,9,0,14,2,0,2,2,30,27,12,0,0,9,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,6,2,2,2,7,6,0,0,2,4,13,7,15,25,5,21,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,6,12,90,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.2425146762069428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505660228786396,0.0,0.123229992541043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554630220549794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552932404705734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747704802007076,0.12715850344576982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380114762215842,0.13977289657542785,0.0,0.0,0.13857989273051316,0.08207086790694186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251313182832304,0.17753908141326766,0.0,0.0,0.11356904999701695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123673451352572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197608894899638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328714349452469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587900071854812,0.0682886399826466,0.0,0.2803356115321013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776670533550321,0.18211772761877076,0.0,0.10972159693998236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056392328838847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522227490606838,0.0,0.2509291872709649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166999751627894,0.12000861085334967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322186780673211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614446414607768,0.0,0.12982257903838718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414321713191132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334059896275677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440337536667802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956594487817408,0.0,0.0,0.08795005631749972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423364788890046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987342431956844,0.10860648033718456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510224501332513,0.0,0.1220823049321024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sgreen16,2020/01/05,"Feeling spaced out, disorientated and tired Does anyone else get these symptoms with anxiety? Sometimes its when my anxiety is really mild or really bad. It can last days on end. Anyone able to relate?",3.8705714285714254,7.187752057142857,5.008571428571432,71.62142857142862,85.57142857142857,8.514285714285714,24.142857142857146,8.841846274778883,3.0408285714285714,162,6,24,5,5,53,32,35,0.249,0.715,0.036000000000000004,-0.8382,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,13,4,0,0.2506135627329644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834373790624631,0.0,0.0,0.35046966023692355,0.25678321116057684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925185674651656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162501522000552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193136176026137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935547363340656,0.0,0.2219692305350416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267177474128052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093524283462535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428350257400774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210989312275383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786322171510786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26048344989888217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880434236171484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luna1357,2020/01/05,"New job My absolute worst anxiety hits when I'm starting a new job, which I am next week.  It's debilitating.   I feel physically ill thinking about it.  Anyone else feel this is one of the worst triggers and how do you cope with it?",1.7028260869565202,4.1191227608695655,3.6458260869565247,85.31004347826091,82.26086956521739,7.1582608695652175,24.417391304347824,8.238735603445708,1.61824,181,7,38,4,5,61,38,46,0.256,0.7440000000000001,0.0,-0.9136,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,7,9,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,23,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980004879549046,0.0,0.0,0.18262135889800452,0.267607181361357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181802616627188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26411835151010354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518356674976589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044936538288106,0.2777652011149364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769806122182581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486275672453814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735197615460973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950081152878636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Binibonblues,2020/01/05,"Mind racing about WW3 I’m so frustrated right now, posting this just to get it off my chest. I hate my brain and how irrational it gets. I know that WW3 is unlikely and missiles dropping at my specific city in California is unlikely, but my mind doesn’t listen to reason.
I can’t sleep right now. I can’t calm down and honestly I feel like I don’t want to calm down because I don’t want to be caught off guard. 

I just feel so stupid for being this anxious about something that’s probably not gonna happen. I’ve been feeling like this for days,  and it sort of got better but my power shut off for a few seconds about 20 minutes ago and it really triggered those irrational thoughts again. 

I hate the way I am and the way my brain functions. Especially cause I know people have it way worse than me. I feel dumb.
 I just really need some kind words right now :(",3.1370443349753714,4.729753804597703,4.1088669950738925,87.74068965517246,74.17241379310343,7.730049261083742,25.072249589490966,8.418075326091056,1.4900111658456492,678,22,143,12,14,219,102,174,0.183,0.6679999999999999,0.149,-0.8690000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,13,12,5,0,3,0,12,4,4,4,0,32,32,11,0,3,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,8,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,5,20,7,19,25,2,23,0,0,0,0,1,11,1,2,8,87,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264529642854173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630423714220154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434125573663502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236568657619155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089047516574072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213094114397348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922893826311121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798301994365579,0.1976848010906333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457183726730613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065687994250988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234880168496125,0.0,0.0,0.2731981518458112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407771710731146,0.1520749809479472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351886637120803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794026311200006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259009949380107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591945122288964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325079376861201,0.0,0.14917244628997753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177270310984055,0.14225422944486374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544688398289118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845710481502646,0.0,0.0,0.1065141204647737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984015017161483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321330474283424,0.3294644801558952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409977916090525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idunnowhatdoYOUwant,2020/01/05,"Growing up and anxiety of not being good enough For context, i’m the youngest in my family and i grew up in a pretty loving and encouraging environment (which i am greatly thankful for)

They know about my anxiety and they try to help ease it, especially my insecurities. They point out my talents and validate my efforts, so, this belief that i have a proficiency in a certain area has been my crutch whenever i become anxious about not being good enough. 

Also, since i am the youngest, i find myself growing up with this mentality. For example, i see someone older than me excel in something and so that i don’t panic, i think “oh, but i’m still young, i have time to reach that stage”. 

Therefore, this has how i have been easing my anxiety for a long time.

But recently, i have become a senior in school and i start to panic a little more. Sometimes i’m just searching the internet and i see someone the same age as me, doing better than me and i feel terrible. Or i could just be in my performing arts club after school, and see someone do better in the activities, activities that are *supposed* to be my talent, that should be the best thing about me. - Then i start to think and panic, wondering if i’ll end up a failure and some deadbeat in the future etc.

I feel like i sound like some entitled angsty teen typing this...i hope it doesn’t come across that way. Advice or stories of experiencing similar situations?",3.6134681372549022,5.778087724264704,5.185147058823528,78.07357843137257,74.33088235294117,8.062745098039215,27.877450980392155,8.841846274778883,2.432580392156863,1119,45,203,24,24,377,143,272,0.11,0.6970000000000001,0.193,0.9658,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,6,10,21,0,4,14,0,22,1,0,2,1,41,40,23,0,4,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,15,0,0,8,2,0,4,4,5,0,0,2,7,36,16,33,31,8,38,1,0,3,1,6,17,0,7,17,153,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738529497124763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788067814573812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522014828590392,0.12414680119690374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427343964649336,0.0,0.0,0.11532498633580347,0.19438127644455888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466231953991748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773990531832343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733178896450773,0.2270958447775973,0.12255874780530325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359649819197396,0.0,0.11112950222435332,0.07850694309176241,0.0,0.0,0.10043939479834477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843445708616752,0.0,0.12115643575633198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365836279596143,0.0,0.0,0.10914765776133112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039382799837835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737546508524748,0.1101407607569332,0.0,0.09725105646011173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918191690724093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110745396806329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868041294371763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388356124207887,0.0,0.0,0.11179977959291597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850519803270872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243335798538047,0.26270934414338565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090388638076076,0.12352333239919462,0.0,0.0,0.2793336765641995,0.08460031269640514,0.10868610360943397,0.0,0.15556439768127034,0.0,0.08775997848454818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117388751812084,0.0,0.0,0.07300743278834322,0.1408288496425224,0.0,0.0,0.12815794246734402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460952704441445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722723936170627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917330219636653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marvelousme04,2020/01/05,Escaping Class Recently I had to tell a teacher I had anxiety after I disappeared for an entire class period because I was too anxious after an anxiety attack to return until after class. We now have the phrase “Can I get a drink?” *with emphasis on drink* so she knows not to send someone looking for me ☺️ I love supportive teachers,1.7014930555555523,4.476615468750005,4.330208333333335,76.68284722222225,89.625,7.844444444444445,27.42361111111111,8.515128840125781,3.1702277777777783,266,13,43,8,9,93,47,64,0.16,0.723,0.11699999999999999,-0.2023,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,9,2,11,7,0,11,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,8,34,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39555921026046814,0.2920724934749359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941224291176192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576013633168183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065344072376096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507457561274916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420848202605376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710542547277933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333391557368958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552734620535301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905701593880936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933839936401759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597217109258386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,so-unaware,2020/01/05,"Anyone else just randomly feel like they’re not getting enough oxygen? It just comes out of nowhere I feel like I might be breathing wrong or might have something wrong with my lungs. I’m not too sure it’s because of anxiety, but I end up having to stop everything I’m doing just to breathe. It’s like regular breathing isn’t enough and I need more oxygen. It feels like there’s a bag over my head.",2.904973544973544,4.798720802469138,3.3450793650793638,91.69,75.54320987654322,6.603880070546737,25.151675485008816,7.447530270364453,1.0718416225749556,319,11,67,4,7,99,55,81,0.122,0.753,0.125,0.3114,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,7,5,5,0,1,20,15,3,0,1,7,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,6,5,8,12,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,6,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148541243674866,0.0,0.0,0.1201803745255421,0.1761082683635861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477460627277772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480567915678998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358115457541273,0.0,0.15223198059891416,0.355189713495184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447193892562466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607184827264462,0.3683668274704153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979862343473825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639535884684893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358816249358651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646686096703228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744459621887233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231928949500282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369684397348262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199201117297926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37584097237838143,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SirGhostt,2020/01/05,"Not sure how to feel about my help service experience I’ve been going through a really tough time with anxiety and things that are uncertain to me. They make me panic massively to the point where I feel ill. I rang 111 today, the non emergency helpline to try to get help for myself and the first man was really kind and listened. He was very concerned and said he’d usually recommend A&E for an assessment however he’ll pass me onto my local mental health nurses for a ring back. 

I get a call back from a nurse a little later and we start talking. It’s like he didn’t even know what I spoke about to the other guy, saying that everyone feels anxious every now and again and that I should just stop thinking about it. I can’t even get a word in about how I actually feel before he cuts in and tells me I’m fine and that I should just stop making it such a big deal. 

I reached out because I felt I needed urgent help and was losing control. Now I feel even worse than I did to start with. Lovely.",5.404293924466337,5.390302561576358,6.0626724137931065,81.72665229885061,67.7192118226601,9.32824302134647,28.24671592775041,9.075114841892004,2.0525799671592777,792,23,162,13,12,259,124,203,0.147,0.731,0.122,-0.47,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,3,18,10,1,2,12,0,11,3,0,5,1,38,34,12,0,3,3,0,6,1,0,3,2,6,0,2,10,14,0,3,8,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,9,12,23,5,23,21,0,25,0,1,0,1,21,9,0,1,15,104,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.12560332195148838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945826224805805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846352565144556,0.14540673915500088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794155380436795,0.0,0.07846100142342805,0.0,0.10952353977405477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142827229707774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436027669683069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326953393867365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550371088244741,0.0,0.10844452795308226,0.12298883000899274,0.0,0.12590400832783413,0.0,0.0,0.3254006222184612,0.0,0.12358269807697375,0.0,0.0,0.1094814696509338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017384795355362,0.0,0.07314939992061148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274440779583829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681372272036102,0.0,0.0,0.25881671317498045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340326494822478,0.07073617289908238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288166949438438,0.12900218705043984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399463181720304,0.0,0.0,0.11616665900034352,0.0,0.17183111925588213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297103660407206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543753969644056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510145693402192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167345228703533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491106281228807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243358945162172,0.10235611476545743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822045479816153,0.0,0.0,0.2152162376099499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130854862042455,0.0,0.0,0.1034529873854227,0.11249904483445736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550983701137553,0.08247278064374247,0.0,0.0,0.07505239092481532,0.0,0.12200293230904402,0.0,0.0,0.08738628730528844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417569290048632,0.10620001474415007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116745573107175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sangbum60090,2020/01/05,How should I deal with my disdain for teenagers? I don't know if I sound like a /r/lewronggeneration boomer but I can't stand teenagers. The problem is that I took a break from uni and I'm born in '97 and have to study with kids born in '01 this year. It shames me. I feel like there's a cultural gap at this point.,0.3969957983193275,2.33820386764706,1.2132773109243722,103.66617647058823,83.85294117647058,5.0621848739495805,18.537815126050425,6.1826913282559595,-0.6148890756302521,245,6,64,2,7,75,52,68,0.145,0.7759999999999999,0.079,-0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,9,5,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,8,2,8,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030132223744488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976569093217464,0.2792676907791537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148350734113636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819598241858068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695382996135824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740500971604719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343177397337673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517345834433435
anxiety,World_Spank_Bank,2020/01/05,"From boozed up social butterfly to sober social wreck - has anyone else experienced this? First time posting here, hopefully I'm not breaking any rules. I'm not asking for a medical diagnosis, just sharing a theory of mine and seeing if anyone can casually share their opinion or experience. 

I think I might have anxiety. 

Brief background: my life went to utter shit about six months ago. 

I've struggled with alcohol abuse for years. That wasnt necessarily my issue though. I just had a ""when it rains it pours"" moment where I lost my job (great job), my girlfriend of seven years, several friends, my pets, my housing situation, my car, and developed afib (ended up in the ER, been to the doctor several times since) all in a span of about a month. If you had asked me a year ago I wouldve said I was on top of the world. As of six months ago, every reason I had to feel that way has disappeared. 

For a while I continued numbing the pain with booze just like I have for every emotional problem I've faced in the last 7-8ish years, but I decided that given the afib I developed it would be best to quit. Went cold turkey. The detox was the hardest eight days of my life. 

I haven't felt 100% since. It's really variable. Talking with the ex alcoholic crowd apparently it's normal for some people to not feel on their game for up to a year after quitting, so I assumed it was just that. But I've been trying to find patterns to the times I feel the worst (if 100% is perfect and my peak detox was a 20%, I'd say my daily baseline these days is about 70-80% with dips as low as 40-50% - unlike when detoxing I can push through them and still function when I really try but it's super difficult) to see if i can do anything to help. Like do I feel the worst when I'm tired, or haven't eaten, or before or after taking meds, etc. Its been about 40 days since the main detox period ended and I hadnt been able to figure out a pattern until I got this theory on NYE. 

Even though I'm still feeling down i figured it'd be good to get out there and live my life still. So i make plans and try to go out with friends like I used to, sans me drinking. After a while I started to notice that those nights were when I felt the worst. Always when I attempted to go out. If it's just with a friend or two getting lunch or going for a walk it's not that bad or even noticeable. But if I try to go to a crowded bar or a club or basically interact with people I don't know well/at all in environments I'm not super comfortable with I start freaking out. Limbs tingle, chest feels uncomfortable, difficulty focusing, feel dizzy, and just generally have a sense of dread, irritability, and discomfort. 

Ive been taking stabs at these kinds of outings basically as soon as the detox cleared up. So maybe 10-15 tries so far. More often than not I either cant work myself up to actually go in the venue or if I do I have to leave shortly thereafter. It didnt occur to me that I might have social anxiety until recently, because I've always been a super social person... but for the vast majority of my adult life I've abused alcohol, which... yknow... liquid courage. For example I had a mini, informal high school reunion thing at a bar a couple weeks ago. Normal me wouldve had 3-5 drinks before even catching an uber there, and wouldve killed a shot and been on my second beer within 10min of arriving. And I wouldve been an absolute, confident social butterfly. What happened to sober me was that I felt like shit on the way there, felt like massive shit once I got there, and then had to bail after 30 min and spent about as long trying to calm myself down in my car before I felt okay to drive. 

Like I said, I had assumed these were just lingering alcohol withdrawal symptoms that happened to flare up at very inconvenient times. Now I'm starting to wonder if I've actually had anxiety for years and just never had to actually deal with it because I would just get hammered at basically every social situation. The only wrench in this theory is that i was a very high functioning alcoholic and when i had to be sober (say, at a big important work meeting with lots of strangers) i never struggled with these feelings. 

Again - not looking for a medical diagnosis. Once my medical insurance kicks back in I'm planning on visiting a doctor and looking into therapy. But even with my insurance it's not cheap, so I figured in the meantime it couldn't hurt to share my experience and see if anyone here has had a similar experience or opinion or whatever. 

Cheers (and thinking about it I should probably find a more appropriate way to sign off lol).",5.533588286027914,5.8869343776070275,6.4921152187549005,77.49217000548848,67.46322722283205,9.888042966912339,30.537890073702368,9.827888789773867,2.7792118394229246,3642,130,711,77,56,1215,380,911,0.11199999999999999,0.775,0.114,0.2255,3,0,8,0,2,0,110.0,0,1,3,15,49,47,4,4,49,2,62,38,5,3,6,134,121,71,1,17,45,1,13,6,4,5,24,4,1,2,37,37,14,0,27,8,2,16,18,20,1,7,45,24,76,27,123,66,14,128,0,3,5,0,36,47,3,32,66,466,113,7,0.04714675594291664,0.11172239259554416,0.13802529839693706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717101788368666,0.2519277192946038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784597555847584,0.0,0.0,0.03206141077233352,0.0,0.10820141774995624,0.0,0.0,0.0988983239158932,0.0483074230093682,0.03879776297706892,0.0,0.08815170492480155,0.0,0.0,0.03625294512453712,0.039365571891024034,0.057480449644868814,0.0,0.1203552503542967,0.0,0.049477611638400525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052166988705207376,0.0,0.09121727168813136,0.048606235170040715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965134049733614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237174373322128,0.0,0.0,0.03938506485072061,0.05303375465591815,0.08351606373373725,0.0,0.052581095558446915,0.12455995059460467,0.0,0.11916952591445208,0.0,0.0,0.13835572219603884,0.0,0.0,0.19071053125001047,0.0,0.2263413965192337,0.0,0.08618256159265063,0.04010300652011346,0.0,0.0,0.10927640006673786,0.0,0.07389670220875026,0.0,0.13397293949888298,0.039544462022233565,0.07541513533134292,0.05197946486973544,0.0,0.0,0.08338344115153717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03160147669757448,0.09962627238042768,0.0,0.046827366675174814,0.0,0.054401026313503145,0.05047157734929211,0.0,0.0,0.049208964092659166,0.09357176081911964,0.0,0.052160900077801095,0.0490960911762735,0.025910624072039742,0.038430898687168605,0.0,0.04992160708939667,0.0,0.0,0.1332045920708098,0.13820114087447713,0.0,0.04163144926620586,0.0417233953875937,0.07918280155628699,0.0,0.05146625348718792,0.04008248591872034,0.0,0.0,0.03147082569245662,0.0,0.04736525329936647,0.0,0.05236941737727073,0.14248618956659712,0.0,0.10003051503074666,0.0,0.0,0.1128962723620414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272496937697281,0.0,0.0,0.0442440366435904,0.09238762123988553,0.0,0.10735378825520996,0.0,0.10041951275109703,0.0,0.03585723240877738,0.05016747241671499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537124848125637,0.041166728754203456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515355962624135,0.0,0.05083217704362726,0.04511307812890054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029275670838336,0.0,0.0,0.06040683823742971,0.04847471739043222,0.046551733666612964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969472280037853,0.07498598531605682,0.0,0.04771503405940245,0.11270958112630575,0.0,0.0,0.1065248288499149,0.1451864023749477,0.11700085115134032,0.10598985810295312,0.0,0.2883610821169523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001121495582525,0.0,0.11295438059388195,0.0,0.0,0.0985760519394562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900353159512457,0.07089698596580138,0.03789477653954234,0.0,0.0,0.05391642430124837,0.0,0.03132220970484373,0.06041947501130721,0.09264289667352177,0.0,0.10996661013793038,0.05418826038840541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205731494540276,0.0,0.04605552986465202,0.0,0.0,0.04071965958525982,0.0,0.07780202252125086,0.0,0.11226870109990476,0.03781828376892884,0.0,0.042390595690448216,0.08741103020443833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112864567413336,0.06864679968319304,0.0,0.0,0.06698340543067292,0.0,0.0,0.18216579036075545
anxiety,asasnow,2020/01/05,"I need some tips on kicking anxietys ass So my new years resolution is to try my best to kick anxietys ass so I can do better in school, and I need help on where to get started.",2.008070175438597,3.2165012105263173,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,76.36842105263158,8.224561403508767,25.824561403508767,8.841846274778883,1.72339298245614,138,5,32,3,3,48,28,38,0.149,0.637,0.214,0.4703,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,6,7,2,7,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,3,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726277382792481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32418001774462474,0.2732041322924336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139174493964006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705460383671864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581029191798237,0.0,0.2983453908329655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31263151303886394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864675992200594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972833875521849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989267037355671
anxiety,iksy97,2020/01/05,"Relationship problems Hi guys. First of all I want to apologize for my bad English. 
I have a distance relationship (I live in France) with this American girl for like 9 months now, and I sincerely love her with all of my heart and she's the best thing that happened to me. One night we was talking about our past and she told me her's story and I was like traumatized for that. From then I started to think constantly about her, and kinda stalking her on what she's doing(on snapchat) and if she's telling me the truth . I don't know why I can't like trust her anymore and why I'm behaving like that. Also I noticed that she changed her behaviour with my but that's because of her break at college. 
P.s I have anxiety every time I think about her 
Can anyone help me?",3.0578171828171814,4.877344811688314,3.8183116883116877,88.78647852147854,74.9090909090909,7.335864135864138,28.07992007992008,8.139509932561175,1.7710015984015983,607,25,127,10,13,193,92,154,0.066,0.789,0.146,0.838,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,2,5,11,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,0,3,22,16,11,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,33,9,19,13,3,13,0,0,0,1,26,3,0,2,13,87,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132400113997455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266547087308874,0.0,0.16419331678750618,0.1157650118641396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823760757195278,0.10092524329461816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374742275308455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751429639341044,0.0,0.0,0.17891403259834082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949338103103526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082721046526872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393270976742158,0.14640619788040585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961921263610621,0.11097292188481074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909887119722433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235415137384431,0.0,0.14619454690624384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942644255916732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215025080226428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536900598998624,0.0,0.0,0.1884937794536405,0.0,0.0,0.11218930138731548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580479521031565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842076441845818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35550390719977537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171858503002715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307270786772318,0.14470875038996792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999223751787753,0.2121712774664639,0.0,0.0,0.09654071037217248,0.0,0.0,0.1582018756578306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765293595773536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29878845401272497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Erumaren1,2020/01/05,"Can't sleep. Feels like I'm going insane. I'm writing this post at nearly six in the morning.

I haven't slept. I've been trying to, but I just can't. My brain won't quiet down, my heart won't stop pounding. It's been hours of this. Every bit of everything. Touching me feels like it's escalated by a thousand times. I want to cry, scream, or do literally anything, but I can't. That would wake everyone else in my house up, I just don't know what to do.

I don't really even know why I'm making this post. Maybe someone on here has some idea that can help me.",0.2198846153846148,2.25936845,2.3666666666666667,94.53576923076923,85.33333333333334,5.35897435897436,18.39743589743589,6.67199483983844,-0.0886987179487182,434,11,101,5,13,146,77,120,0.12300000000000001,0.812,0.065,-0.7534,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,15,5,5,1,0,16,26,3,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,8,1,0,2,3,5,11,2,13,20,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,5,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520635906478171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017390597140056,0.0,0.0,0.20628290893649764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029793547173496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436545613821795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220497773900342,0.0,0.15569064310108235,0.17657147298971246,0.1660742413119744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868672697274428,0.2640231048743139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501845810998868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897295842106435,0.1238585332676708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819775351169436,0.21321887555854724,0.0,0.2086015292827614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310771704280306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055475453931666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334646093577603,0.0,0.1856429323747873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35394888160715765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837899942188078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849200065128512,0.0,0.15656904913542574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448983490335758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775052674316353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545794172908853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899189830796373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674112496445126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312670675062736,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,worryappointment,2020/01/05,"I can't run on a treadmill I've been going to the gym for a few months now, at first with a friend but I'm managing it on my own now. I can use the cross trainer, the bike, the dumbbells even some of the weight machines. I just can't bring myself to use the treadmill. I've walked on it, speed walked on it, walked on an incline, I just can't jog on it. I think I'm scared of falling off or something. It just feels silly that I'm scared of a treadmill. I'm at the gym now, I tried running but panicked and jumped off. Who knew anxiety can stop you running.

I don't know what I was expecting to get out of this post, maybe just to vent?",1.5256638325703094,2.6275899640287794,2.9209156311314612,96.62779594506216,77.41726618705036,5.917854807063441,23.42773054283845,6.1124844417494595,0.20851942446043206,491,15,121,3,11,160,76,139,0.151,0.8240000000000001,0.025,-0.9477,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,2,12,0,8,1,0,2,0,19,21,4,0,1,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,1,4,4,0,12,4,2,0,1,3,2,11,2,21,18,3,31,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,7,77,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872073147160772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163282115584351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373592411895208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815557648295635,0.0,0.0,0.18906722151838004,0.0,0.12785417672477162,0.0,0.13907792394826826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448968939631858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458504351998141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533023161668506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343705883882748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900074541584018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883945786260885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045938009008538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568043364213662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614631744288444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227126567634469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979985503762886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anohm76,2020/01/05,"Father dying is triggering panic attacks My stepdad, who I consider my 2nd father, has decided to stop treatment for his stage 4 lung cancer and now we have him in a 24 hour hospice care. His left lung has given up on him, which makes it very difficult for him to breath with one lung. Plus, there’s a tumor located in the middle of his bronchial tubes. 

Earlier today, while my mom went back home to fix some things, he forced himself to get up and then lay back down abruptly causing him to have a hard time breathing. I called for the nurses as soon as I saw this happen because I knew it would cause him shortness of breath. He started having a panic attack from the shortness of breath, which didn’t help his situation. He kept asking for my help while kicking and reaching for air. The nurses immediately gave him medicine to help calm him down, which eventually helped his breathing. 

I’m very scared to go back inside the room incase something like this happens again. I literally thought I was about to see my dad die in suffocation. His look of desperation into my eyes pretty much traumatized me because there was nothing I could do but help ease him with my words. I already have anxiety, and I’m scared to have a panic attack, which doesn’t help at all. 

Also, I think it’s fucked up that my mom won’t let me leave the hospice because of what I experienced earlier with my dad. I told her being in the hospice will bring me nothing but anxiety after what happened, but she won’t listen to me. I’ve said everything I needed to say to him, and I just don’t want to see him suffer anymore. I wish I was stronger to stay, but I had a horrible experience with death with my real father when I was 12, and I’m 22 now. I haven’t fully healed, and now my mom wants to me to go through this. I literally want to rip my hair out as I’m typing this.",6.018317805383023,5.838461163043482,6.571459627329192,79.16028985507249,66.44565217391305,9.292132505175983,31.65424430641821,8.841846274778883,2.4238939958592134,1460,52,289,21,21,478,192,368,0.171,0.74,0.08900000000000001,-0.9866,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,0,14,14,4,5,13,0,25,13,10,4,1,42,60,20,3,7,5,8,2,1,0,4,2,3,2,0,16,16,0,2,4,0,0,4,6,11,0,1,15,11,56,3,53,38,3,44,0,1,5,1,45,19,1,1,20,194,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705454318833832,0.07033324347619531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456236853009562,0.0,0.08722234579799319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222098045003799,0.3001660156553865,0.0,0.2028833834728632,0.0,0.16083973408824426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980634958531718,0.0,0.08967045340250172,0.180696881019434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022057923925154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255554712756056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904340712802467,0.08603156070197814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130796503027984,0.04595002303367049,0.0,0.099967540718751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332055655506195,0.0,0.07878554428184514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537044779737528,0.0,0.08822059485056315,0.0,0.08661261543493713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312590117305666,0.09555747074295673,0.08993439936207362,0.0,0.04296771991612508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385549246373088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870702435564616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090164383785797,0.0,0.0,0.06465305734678609,0.0652134955724568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877997874887854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595969082779641,0.0,0.0,0.3095696299496755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947633637570955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010587113886306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366018622251963,0.06994103220077025,0.17610573531530455,0.0,0.14016884905740346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885900741703467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770787978184352,0.0,0.0,0.06225116196873064,0.09374254505196256,0.0,0.07352978295091532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058429789735566916,0.05635453651116585,0.0,0.06982213861024099,0.05128410454466361,0.0,0.08336591357309818,0.08403958805690195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513522065512294,0.15562481436411904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153013729782928,0.0,0.0,0.10113767098443203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247685479356852,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpaceCoyoteTV,2020/01/05,First time travel anxiety I'm going to Japan on the 14th of this month and I'm really anxious all of a sudden. Ive never travelled before and this would be my first time in a plane . What if I don't fit in the plane seat and what if the seat beat doesn't fit me. What if I get really home sick over there and have a panic attack ?? I'm really stressing about it I'm worried I might forget something or might ruin the trip for the other people going with me.,1.948979591836736,3.3233620102040824,3.997704081632652,88.2196173469388,76.85714285714286,6.53265306122449,18.37244897959184,7.1686216300943375,0.1877918367346938,359,6,77,4,8,123,61,98,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.9782,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,2,8,0,8,1,0,0,2,15,15,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,4,0,2,0,0,7,0,10,11,1,18,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,6,7,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169993420053324,0.2240239988989658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255963303934372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687397812256753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33734992998355023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360423269692644,0.0,0.2253983712516461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891234942062028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207326354062266,0.0,0.0,0.15828218746989647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294216977892186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326638222698741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747713707592307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811106276976507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266201122888298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271534429182341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312621387373616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013845726594734,0.0,0.14086753770421134,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theofaber,2020/01/05,"Helping my SO(18F) with her anxiety My SO has anxiety about school and is in a somewhat toxic household? She tells me about her anxiety but i feel useless because all can I do is listen and be there for her, I dont know what advice i could give her or how i could help her and i dont know what to do when she starts to cry because of anxiety. What can I do to help her?",0.4671249999999994,2.3344334625000016,2.6175000000000037,94.10750000000002,83.125,6.0,22.5,7.1686216300943375,0.647125,287,10,67,4,8,97,46,80,0.17,0.726,0.10400000000000001,-0.5588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,13,0,0,1,1,14,19,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,18,0,9,16,2,3,0,1,0,0,14,1,0,2,2,55,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790904059292493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.560807584853244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344073311574345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926541341411726,0.0,0.20131470671770066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295847479878272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926673790364112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758103469243092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36852828211007854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144201633467249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854801459756376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297202337449341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018702665402326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lunaphotography92,2020/01/05,For the last couple days ive.... had this feeling of impending doom. At first it was a bad feeling that turned into this feeling someone is about to die....now it feels like my health is bad and im the one that will die. I started to feel pain on the side of the jaw. I have this lump on my neck. its painless and soft. Im posting this here because it could all just be anxiety and im freaking myself out.,-0.48823467230444,1.6779585697674442,1.4544397463002134,98.56001057082456,91.2093023255814,4.0575052854122635,20.608879492600426,5.565023196281405,-0.19652093023255854,311,11,72,2,11,102,59,86,0.221,0.6809999999999999,0.099,-0.9303,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,9,5,2,0,1,13,16,3,1,1,1,0,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,6,6,1,11,11,1,11,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857253999989476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806616588854892,0.10245347378333897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418964502003675,0.18596546278554785,0.0,0.10839078227150388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34885875808601563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249043921530502,0.12006872798495892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295964462791194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786497865135086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446309931975826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699889598784545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211016122809534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388809452658873,0.0,0.17883756483387614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096391263371124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424045564531501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189603021958469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828111155054058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katerox17,2020/01/05,"Am I going to get my driver's license taken away? I had an extremely horrible night shift at my waitressing job. I didn't end up leaving my job until 2 am. I was just so out of it because I only had gotten like 3 hours of sleep that day and I was just super upset with how my night went at work.

My only focus was getting home and going to bed. To top off my horrible night I ended up getting pulled over going 70 in a 45mph Construction Zone. There weren't any construction workers around because it was late at night and I was only one of few on the road. I honestly had no idea how fast I was going. I know it's definitely my fault and I shouldn't have let my emotions take over me while I was driving. I am not trying to make any excuses. 

The cop told me I wasn't going to be arrested but that I have a mandatory court date in a couple weeks. 

When I got home I started researching IL Traffic Laws and now I'm straight up panicking. I have been on court supervision before and that was probably a good year ago. I was also going over 25 in a construction zone which makes it even worse. This is my first time offense in a construction zone and I'm scared they are going to take my license away because I definitely have one or two speeding tickets on my record (the most recent one being a year ago). When I was also researching most sites were saying it's best to hire a lawyer. I can't afford that. I'm already stressing how much this fine is going to cost me plus court fees. 

Once again I'm going another night with no sleep because I'm anxious about my finances and if I'm going to lose my driver's license. Which I'm going to need to have to transport myself to my 3 different part time jobs to pay off this darned ticket. 

I was just wondering if anyone has been there or knows anything about this and can help me out. Knowing what's going to happen is definitely going to help ease my mind. I just want to know if I should expect them taking away or suspending my Liscense and if I actually do need a Lawyer? I'm also scared to know how much this fine is going to cost me! Any insight to this problem would be much appreciated! Thanks!",3.785964450296248,4.718791839002272,5.20976519640114,83.0488676761027,71.65306122448979,8.04859922463609,26.69746178041109,8.360895534625662,1.703781596079292,1695,55,345,26,31,570,201,441,0.107,0.769,0.125,0.8464,5,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,7,22,16,1,4,13,0,44,2,2,6,0,55,91,31,0,12,13,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,18,16,0,0,8,2,5,18,8,8,0,5,25,1,51,8,53,59,8,75,0,1,0,0,7,28,1,10,30,233,69,13,0.0,0.0,0.0666621899772259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110808252846905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538346157304926,0.16388609485102654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393625293768278,0.07163058546179864,0.0,0.07717257409213563,0.0,0.04776500347313719,0.0,0.05621456087341762,0.06081173615075142,0.0,0.0,0.19254276663332687,0.0,0.0,0.16656827547004135,0.0,0.058128072585661265,0.0,0.0716887263052275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558539815517262,0.0,0.044055279467618114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713709995827678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684126611147811,0.12100746250352708,0.0,0.0,0.0451191150455557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058105744461720885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706985006104176,0.0,0.5435221589565713,0.05729646239834161,0.05463496334010909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040765199811324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157554452588684,0.0,0.13704404973528445,0.0,0.06727308740932174,0.0,0.0,0.07711539176601795,0.0,0.0,0.20336593044197712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771112590006825,0.0,0.0770583705927474,0.07233203683120537,0.0,0.06985315798406384,0.0,0.03337355838039687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642311805739099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911969407963516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897516230487448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065048283078866,0.10130425379450356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205286723176341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274953991241626,0.13886896267162888,0.1558619687831121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397471981963903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365137295251357,0.06536489947018884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744938535532644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432406294525402,0.13678349817352986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672170857657806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835124582515503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825061596100294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408528588382547,0.0,0.0,0.06289207015731232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966599392980113,0.0,0.0,0.06527458528766296,0.0,0.04637903835058999,0.0,0.06673042950090151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040291904696190484,0.0,0.05479538127786256,0.0,0.0,0.06332546391063561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740809300351344,0.04973160052857892,0.0,0.06961527543157835,0.0485265442277807,0.0,0.0,0.08798075907401673
anxiety,Coco_pina,2020/01/05,"Nearly 40 but anxiety makes me feel like a kid I'm close to 40 years old but the anxiety and panic attacks I suffer on a near daily basis makes me feel like a cry baby. I can't cope at work. Colleagues younger than me seem to be coping fine but I'm a wreck. Im constantly nauseous, stuttering my words, shaking from head to toe. But once I get home to my partner I'm back to normal and in control.

Does anyone else feel like this? Is this a sign I need to leave this job? Or is this social anxiety?",1.1103773584905667,2.930416641509435,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,80.69811320754717,6.1267924528301885,21.92075471698113,7.1686216300943375,0.6561879245283024,388,12,85,5,10,132,69,106,0.27699999999999997,0.626,0.09699999999999999,-0.9686,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,9,1,2,6,0,4,2,2,3,0,19,15,7,0,2,5,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,9,4,13,14,0,11,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,7,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715582725876781,0.0,0.0,0.11320397076781305,0.1658852815404109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841841775011352,0.0,0.12449080563636465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495596113257186,0.1815841777784448,0.0,0.0,0.17783911795486407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167943860981302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524634857839787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558392011767666,0.3469833384479116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458586339432203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661557065811325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239850802963746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748793595259064,0.0,0.1606603801314495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142830917245086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728791286095624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161384919783425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004650844061668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862724200021133,0.0,0.0,0.16988640490214268,0.1724177994511954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995430760913515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473873232512301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503626258774495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786484336047386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425803992609696
anxiety,DgDiavlo,2020/01/05,"Selfharm during stressful times So I usually get really bad anxiety and panic during exam time in college. I hit myself on the legs arms and so on and just feel dread. It gets so bad I feel like being dead would be easier. And the worst thing is I know it’s bullshit. It is so dumb. This is my last exam period ever so I just have to deal with it.

But are there some tips how you managed to reduce the panic and anxiety especially in the mornings? The afternoon and night is a lot better for me.",0.8721947194719455,3.271818059405941,3.4647772277227737,85.21287541254128,86.22772277227725,6.534983498349835,19.307755775577558,7.793537801064563,1.0169201320132006,388,11,76,8,12,135,68,101,0.319,0.616,0.066,-0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,10,10,1,4,6,0,9,2,2,1,1,18,15,13,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,9,2,8,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,9,58,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124765144158607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410532952790025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062815207073032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105560249669384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184741116486638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065334377310798,0.1459046294454352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340740642029585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224152600866384,0.1664777622699918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997782923892636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363222797063976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165953609811648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479248594250913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083736783561514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339490668032289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568382627374825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381806802021472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493461805613274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450817938983723,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyKneeReallyHurtsATM,2020/01/05,"I feel like Im going to die this year. I really don't want too, Im 32, still youngish and I want to live for my loved ones but I can't shake it. Is this normal? I don't know what to do, its freaking me out and becoming a stronger feeling every day. I couldn't pinpoint what it was for awhile but I did and ahhh 😟",-2.129999999999999,-0.3106451111111088,0.8207777777777814,102.00200000000002,97.33333333333331,3.991111111111112,15.533333333333335,5.6839178017228535,-0.9140766666666664,240,6,63,2,10,83,48,72,0.128,0.708,0.16399999999999998,0.3563,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,13,15,5,1,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,2,9,2,6,12,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730977309838561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947304013892566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566342154064013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083413177985336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25006109842550195,0.1766545519471638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053306942537144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342026226396503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589682906080527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080692437980713,0.0,0.2183498911007815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231769115252676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422787026677504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675611181058824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841181106313398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747552340637906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917004550890324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923811280753175
anxiety,Pennyjane-za,2020/01/05,"Intrusive thoughts, where do they come from? Last night I couldn’t sleep at all, my mind was racing on a loop of fear based thoughts, over and over, I don’t even know if the things I’m thinking are real or just scenarios I made up... i kept having triggering imaginary conversations/arguments with my friend about a situation that was causing me anxiety... I kept trying to stop myself in thoughts and tell myself I’m just imagining this situations I’m feeling triggered by and in reality it’s not this threating, I would stop and focus on breathing but my mind kept going back to the loop of intrusive thoughts... my cheats was tight and I can feel my whole body consumed by the anxiety? Does this happen, or has this happened to any of you",7.091010638297874,7.1241169219858165,7.0170833333333364,76.14562500000002,64.177304964539,10.737943262411349,35.355496453900706,10.411451182825502,3.581332624113476,590,25,111,13,8,188,91,141,0.085,0.875,0.039,-0.7299,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,2,1,5,0,11,3,3,4,1,39,30,9,0,3,7,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,6,9,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,11,3,17,1,19,17,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,5,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154976674175044,0.0,0.228474635996916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482583056747615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587236777653966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534034164516793,0.0,0.1286348840279899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068000588112022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863129556327252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680381732730502,0.15101183554550365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537226705290282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486788589825993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641046914370319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820680614877794,0.12172417567867895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129999893861406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015621921195852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013642857996586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699706442406336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357071665927425,0.14943820634465635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496937379767549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305213181657792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920845691880227,0.0956848661093821,0.0,0.4742065074436658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013855133213208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672201599174435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608000448505928,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vertigo222,2020/01/05,"European Discord for people with social problems  Hi, guys! We have a new server for people who have problems looking for friends/romance. The server is mostly targeted on the European citizens and we hope you will like it there! Join and have a nice stay =)

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anxiety,queen-of-sheep,2020/01/05,"Cried at work :( I already felt really low from anxiety before I went to work. I actually started at 9am that day but my work roster stuffed up and said I worked at 8am (but my work was closed until 9am my manager said to not worry and I will work at 9). I went in that morning and a co worker went straight up to me in a really rude tone ‘know it all’ saying I was an hour late, me being new in the workforce I thought I was in big trouble as she disregarded what my manager said (I didn’t know you could work before trading ours either and everyone else started at nine), I tried to explain this to her 3 times but she kept getting angrier saying I should checked the roster and someone higher than our manager is coming in and she had to do my job for an hour, but there was a god damn error. It made me more upset than I already was this morning and I almost cried infront of them but kept it in. My manager came in during the day and I found them and told them what happened as I started stuttering... and then tears fell from all my anxiety thinking I will get into trouble and that everyone hates me. In the end I was right and I did start at 9, he said that the co worker will apologise but I seen them out in the store and they said not one sorry. I really still feel like shit and embarrassed from crying. :(",3.8746364379084985,4.3987409816176495,5.313627450980395,83.88104575163399,71.16911764705881,8.544444444444443,27.97875816993464,8.680891452615391,1.9210998366013068,1025,35,217,17,18,346,134,272,0.21600000000000005,0.73,0.055,-0.9938,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,5,9,2,11,4,2,11,0,17,1,1,1,2,45,48,24,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,11,19,0,3,8,0,3,6,3,10,0,2,26,10,44,1,35,16,4,45,0,1,1,0,22,24,2,1,16,149,55,15,0.0,0.0,0.08667513544242708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889400181353214,0.0,0.196029315694406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589353035223298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115790723619082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158598194739456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651023686169511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091523819355462,0.0,0.2926925413983314,0.11456261236284936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419739431812893,0.0,0.07866781908620765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974190384952262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490986793283768,0.06345275332816548,0.08528076270386685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973861274260848,0.0,0.0,0.09280916972586327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854289546269345,0.0,0.0,0.08769098505876144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493886608961498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813976644259403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976258791797704,0.0,0.100192398575278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433927792321986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404327075848468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857825411860482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018647228373815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070036623788862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585146904599553,0.4224389842380309,0.14126585145706816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117206219730632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525657467246998,0.0,0.0,0.09942629133698097,0.2514679329999292,0.0,0.07093146220655032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691202526769834,0.0,0.07051285597998724,0.051791433917638255,0.0,0.0,0.08487095192476131,0.0,0.06030269080719141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470100290712327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452632181621862,0.09020063417099168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CthulhusIntern,2020/01/05,"I can talk to women, but I want more... I can talk to women just fine, but I am starved of affection. This is isolating in more than one way. The obvious way is that I feel I can't get what most people are able to. The other way is that it feels like I can't talk about this to anyone without being seen as creepy and misogynistic and entitled and objectifying and evil. I don't know how to flirt, and there's no way for me to practice. I try to flirt with a stranger? ""Ew, I don't know you. I'm trying to live my life."" I try to flirt with a friend or acquaintance? ""Ew, I don't see you like that. Also, I'm going to tell our mutual friends about that, and they will most likely take my side, so you will have the reputation of being the creepy guy."" And I cannot practice by just talking to others. Flirting and having a normal conversation are different, deal with it. And any time I complain about this, I almost never receive any validation. It's just ""women have worse problems, this doesn't matter"", or ""the fact that you get crippling anxiety about this is a good thing because you aren't scaring or raping women"". The best case scenario is that I just get platitudes or others are dismissive of this...",3.2529251848629817,4.739615301652896,4.541831230969991,85.18561765985214,73.66942148760329,7.57407568508047,24.720313179643327,8.20500826718156,1.3868314049586776,941,29,194,15,19,311,123,242,0.102,0.722,0.17600000000000002,0.9617,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,5,1,1,12,17,2,1,10,0,26,2,0,2,3,39,40,19,0,3,11,0,2,3,2,2,1,0,0,5,20,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,11,5,0,1,1,4,26,12,27,35,5,10,0,0,2,1,23,2,0,7,5,140,46,0,0.13333058161391215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351131792372192,0.0,0.0,0.1066244179456332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133873519584204,0.0,0.10199752999279264,0.0,0.0,0.09322784275488218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127708502212418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399222195606086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374579751177511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393020798188172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483189639945056,0.09525139414568874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602175322820127,0.0,0.20897917762935744,0.0,0.07577484213564532,0.11183136603115114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201823800195314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655000151812247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417533284765317,0.19541576216622647,0.0,0.11773334629457685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283276411027956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063566121870618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034825272416057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243463740523784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757935991614835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348717190354892,0.0,0.1062472111776938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002480041780462,0.4286642841143779,0.11653680511382973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857891394343484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777461343552069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715681385998317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864183151213808,0.4233264386295544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128525922762911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587525341483514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilahbunny,2020/01/05,"Overactive mind/anxiety advice? I suffer from anxiety and it feels like the voice in my head/my mind itself is in hyper speed constantly, creating negative and stressful thoughts. It’s like I have zero control over it. I also overthink constantly about the simplest things, even a bag of popcorn. I’ve tried meditations for overactive minds and overthinking, but I can’t listen for 30 seconds without my mind trailing off and me not listening. People tell me that I do have control over my thoughts, but because it is so incredibly difficult for me it’s  frustrating. Does anybody have any thoughts or advice for me? This is becoming torturous to live with. I’m open to hearing anything. 
Thanks!
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anxiety,oliviawg1,2020/01/05,"My Friends Think I Don’t Like Them so i play a sport (i don’t wanna day which one in case anyone sees this) and it’s very time consuming so i see my teammates almost every day. my anxiety has me constantly questioning myself so when they go together in a group and talk, i’m too nervous to go talk to them because i’m self conscious and i feel unwanted. it’s also hard for me to keep up a conversation. my teammates apparently think that i don’t like them because of this, when really i’m just super nervous. i’ve told them about my anxiety but they don’t seem to fully get it and i don’t know what to do. whenever i get home from practice i just cry or have a panic attack. i’m so lost.",0.8361224489795944,2.8595364217687127,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857143,82.74149659863944,6.913197278911565,22.72517006802721,8.021203637495839,1.263015782312925,542,19,118,11,15,189,83,147,0.18100000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.07,-0.9302,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,6,2,11,10,1,3,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,19,26,13,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,1,7,2,0,2,5,5,0,1,2,4,23,5,13,24,0,11,0,1,2,0,14,3,0,4,8,73,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707234345546384,0.0,0.0,0.13634264961317868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260852321844474,0.0,0.0,0.11921219682908475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395963120501575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786107606988075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842416333410809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872778118095304,0.2199068885322152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364713593552988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620604155065209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172194631537412,0.0,0.17815040457554426,0.0,0.193789433037038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272763387115534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710177016995889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515414108952557,0.0,0.0,0.09369812230995864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658787485562862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186112511249068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155300108706257,0.0,0.0,0.20003600716160808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099042147169887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109221748225592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717206164419861,0.15520980819281746,0.17786067654474058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27407054320564445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848919361313127,0.0,0.0,0.09941544497411453,0.0,0.0,0.16291272152060135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067402239888316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,evegee,2020/01/05,"Is this normal? Hey guys....

Do you guys ever get anxiety at night and feel like you need to go to the hospital because this doesn’t feel normal? I’m freaking out because I took a nap earlier so now I don’t feel sleepy and It freaks me out because I have work in the morning and for some reason, I started overthinking about work and now I’m not sleepy at all. Feel all weird. Felt like I wouldn’t be able to sleep and I also felt like throwing up. Not sure what to do with this feeling. Sometimes I wanna end my life, but I can’t or won’t.",0.19481605351170828,2.3287853913043506,2.02,96.33615384615385,86.3913043478261,4.929765886287626,20.150501672240807,6.297961479604792,0.013555183946488471,420,13,96,4,13,138,71,115,0.073,0.8640000000000001,0.063,0.1634,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,2,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,10,2,1,1,4,30,24,9,0,5,4,0,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,8,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,3,7,12,4,14,18,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,9,61,17,2,0.16227096137933802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129768029188173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413684130004055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29675661573670303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372390720901448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678337475547598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41024536885120705,0.11592640723267025,0.31161114081815106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477987983376215,0.0,0.09222232688765024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213475279394997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461677894468332,0.2378321853212472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203218617348934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228030471811768,0.31798217752877544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684157448841286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238815152697933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049013006190385,0.0,0.11485622166835005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293846070208045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028900881543708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362703850439609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dwigtus,2020/01/05,Stuttering So a few days ago I had a pretty major anxiety attack that caused me to stutter during it as they usually do for me. The problem is that the stutter never went away. This then causes me yesterday to have a breakdown and I punched a wall out of anger for not being able to talk which I now need to fix. It has caused me to also be even more anxious in social settings because I don't want to talk at all even when I am required to. I was wondering if anyone else has encountered this problem and if so if it will go away or not and how I may be able to deal with it until it goes away if it ever will.,6.721641025641028,4.453389061538463,7.655384615384616,78.76794871794873,66.07692307692308,10.512820512820516,33.97435897435898,8.841846274778883,2.6462051282051284,478,16,103,6,6,163,83,130,0.177,0.799,0.024,-0.9478,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,9,7,2,0,6,0,15,0,0,4,3,26,20,16,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,12,0,20,11,4,20,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,7,10,88,23,1,0.2946984193856894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306161838501342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783510975556473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272174210250364,0.16646266566786694,0.0,0.10302999345700983,0.15097667825431305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676309980481906,0.4153182988374083,0.0,0.0,0.08982271058283987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541046826872082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502805035590868,0.15191056511123727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309135726075375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946455266372603,0.13328579606863653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374195153231355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925757193218773,0.1136447943057602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499071192547242,0.0,0.28198658746122096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020396315832524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686742652449344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228433713712456,0.0,0.08691038156322184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659419361382866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979393241542658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GrayFox2003,2020/01/05,Weird feeling in chest when nervous Does anyone get this felling like this nervous feeling in your stomach or sometimes in your chest when your nervous or is it just me?,15.037096774193554,9.419588193548387,11.345161290322585,68.93774193548388,54.161290322580655,12.4,56.806451612903224,3.1291,5.229167741935483,138,8,23,0,1,39,20,31,0.213,0.64,0.147,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,1,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602527115650941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508711274526917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210198460890828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26918036921495725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25170970432098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095642096937227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdventurousGround9,2020/01/05,"Help With Therapist I’ve been going to a therapist for over a year now, at the beginning I told him I didn’t really want medication, and I just wanted to talk and cope different ways. Since then he has tried to push medication a hand full of times, and I tell him every time that I’m not interested. 
I’ve made a ton of progress but still have set backs and sometimes new issues arise, last week on the topic of motivation I was explaining to him that I sometimes just don’t feel like doing stuff that doesn’t stimulate me or give me any emotional gain.  I’m also struggling with jobs right now and he is always trying to push me into one when I feel I’m not too ready. I find alternative means to make money for now, and I’m not in a situation where I absolutely need one at this time. 

I tell him I’m scared a job will take away my creativity and pull me away from my side projects I am working on. He proceeds to tell me that it doesn’t really sound like those are going anywhere anyway. This made me very upset but I kept talking, he starts to tell me that maybe my s/o will realize she wants someone that can provide for her in that way and leave me for someone else. This shocks me but I’m too upset about the last thing for it to phase me until now. The last thing he tells me was that he doesn’t like pushing medicine but I haven’t made any progress and he thinks I should try it. 

I broke down because I have most definitely made progress. I told him this hurt me to hear, and he went back on himself. He tried to word it differently immediately by saying he meant that I haven’t made as much progress as I could with medication but it was near the end of the session by then and I left sobbing. I have another appointment coming up, but I feel a lot of resentment for him and am not sure if I should cancel and look for another counselor, or go and try to explain to him how it made me feel. 

I feel so stuck and this has caused me to have a mental breakdown the last few days since then. I thought I was coming along nicely, and now this has set me back. Sorry this is so long, any advice helps, thanks.",4.610176245210724,4.814313128735633,5.395862068965516,85.07256704980844,69.43678160919539,8.835249042145595,27.37547892720307,8.735056554316923,1.6774904214559383,1661,49,367,26,27,542,204,435,0.113,0.76,0.127,0.7681,4,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,7,24,16,1,4,15,0,31,4,1,11,1,74,76,36,0,8,15,0,6,3,0,4,3,3,0,0,26,23,0,1,14,0,1,10,11,9,0,2,19,10,54,7,51,52,6,63,0,3,1,0,36,19,1,5,33,237,80,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693169412820517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056726759548279326,0.05902367082004985,0.0,0.0,0.14471486494053482,0.1487632371063898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329168939558486,0.16363409878149182,0.0,0.043241367668576516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286986931139297,0.0,0.1222085844608085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056635891037701364,0.0,0.0,0.04574725965854875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822412611877506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592571589256094,0.07979241979107772,0.0628274281160774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059765866096430635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933454441903918,0.05067603684454306,0.0,0.0,0.06483337996609112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804739445028607,0.12094212561599135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994899296110011,0.0,0.09509258060383012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593747253049069,0.0,0.0,0.07403779622696134,0.14078424709528525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312862380489773,0.0,0.07511000975447378,0.07707117428349651,0.0,0.0,0.10396589417256714,0.0,0.0,0.06277531548493671,0.0595676035291591,0.0,0.0,0.060306470161255926,0.0,0.4027229390787427,0.047349718139258895,0.0,0.07126382431895249,0.07726909976746787,0.0,0.21437889747940506,0.07148587867395823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214544725800332,0.052597464581504785,0.0,0.0685095443420752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961348949262992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088566001341644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057817255317391,0.0,0.05641042443257133,0.07101839193357652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735646591561033,0.07973400437341882,0.0,0.0,0.12020612978517872,0.0,0.14031322005656902,0.07940601689970501,0.05020821622987378,0.0,0.056648848216660726,0.0,0.0,0.07415674949597813,0.08120369796492867,0.0,0.0,0.06685547542184284,0.0,0.05333435377909915,0.11402986407996378,0.3100019418435499,0.06530749319306922,0.0,0.16472219533927104,0.09425223319632192,0.0454523363934668,0.0,0.056314531682735786,0.12408845049803148,0.0,0.0,0.1355630216557222,0.0,0.24080132231345305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058528871676991175,0.1255180479081262,0.11260993287115828,0.05689984414353981,0.0,0.0,0.06575753179927638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164158462071208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045679867191327925
anxiety,unfittissues,2020/01/05,"Anxiety inception I'm worried about not being worried. It's like my anxiety is the only thing keeping me in check, stopping me from saying and doing the wrong thing all the time. I'm worried that if it goes away I'll be constantly making inappropriate comments with no internal repercussions. How fucked up is that? I've just started taking medication and for the first time have the self awareness to realise this isn't ok. Thank you for listening. Love to you all x",3.7440025252525264,6.496673375,4.8506060606060615,77.70146464646466,76.61363636363636,8.002020202020201,30.232323232323232,8.841846274778883,3.013594444444444,379,18,64,9,9,124,65,88,0.253,0.68,0.067,-0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,6,1,0,5,1,7,3,0,2,2,12,17,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,5,4,10,15,2,9,0,0,0,2,7,3,1,1,7,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902409475382871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782300000221542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499900425958129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135927125876146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537518899661986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861464900340006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267815272757084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121223802187602,0.0,0.1266266532186161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110344176126048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427588834105182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085756649131254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978991443324195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427109252407954,0.0,0.0,0.15859823299100995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263127608832435,0.0,0.0,0.17465086632224971,0.0,0.0,0.2520573578269159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212319426194804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779506381757528,0.0,0.0,0.20740787499770733,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ColumboBreadBoy,2020/01/05,"Does anyone feel so scared of people that it makes you irritable and antisocial when you do interact with them? Gah. I hate it. I hate seeming mean because I try to be as brief as possible with everyone, I feel like i’ve slowly grown more and more jaded with humanity.",2.196217948717948,4.870053365384617,4.355384615384615,79.27294871794875,82.65384615384616,8.082051282051282,24.051282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.2867589743589747,213,8,40,6,6,73,39,52,0.28600000000000003,0.6729999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,9,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,1,7,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764210387403496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358850295827024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348418324562545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564275017748208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713796647235399,0.19171495838882305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529895793951402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311061290256679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791310017126571,0.0,0.0,0.29232045694704106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860455988363421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025332438865864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686731027557235,0.0,0.0,0.24430298011319096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219741859023614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon-0991,2020/01/05,"Does anyone else experience anxiety around sex? I have this weird block when it comes to having sex and it seems to have gotten worse in the last few years. I'm not entirely sure what it is- I know that I don't like not feeling in control but I've been with my partner for 3 years now and have no reason to be afraid of him or anything but it's become quite a problem where I'll just avoid it completely and avoid talking about it. I just don't really understand it and it's so frustrating, I'm in therapy and have talked about it a bit but I honestly don't feel like it's gotten/is getting me anywhere and don't really know what to do",2.42991919191919,3.9140421333333317,4.055622895622896,87.8448484848485,75.81481481481481,7.872053872053872,24.124579124579125,8.575989854853784,1.4588518518518518,508,16,111,10,11,170,81,135,0.221,0.741,0.038,-0.9681,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,1,3,3,0,13,2,0,2,1,30,24,12,0,1,8,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,4,7,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,2,8,4,13,21,2,11,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,7,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898932381537332,0.0,0.0,0.12703910404676114,0.18615881932853906,0.14951213081681036,0.16173909587307503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065795757186608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835410013878765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650643645503493,0.1904943569200744,0.0,0.20377634368811695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899467855023594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177537353557918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777238105923326,0.0,0.0,0.18373184243410925,0.12979654375666136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492345743486673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969979290268194,0.14809837245821605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177525244309144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384900368466372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324546842848908,0.0,0.0,0.232785459979291,0.18680350957527686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654001477747666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123694316474652,0.0,0.0,0.29206471468999545,0.0,0.0,0.20777382160067784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914157583899927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515359731461054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339997067602628
anxiety,2serve,2020/01/05,"I have clinical depression and anxiety. I only feel any true emotion and enjoyment when drunk. Anyone else in the same boat? Ive been ill as long as I can remember.  I didnt always know it, I guess as a kid I always just assumed this is just how life felt.  Upon growing up and maturing somewhat I have come to the realization that no, this is in fact not normal and that most people do not feel this way all of the time.  

Now, I dont know if its due to emotional/physical abuse I experienced as a child or parental neglect or daily bullying or if its a result of chemical imbalance or whatever.  As long as I can remember, however, I have only been able to truly feel anything (except a constant nagging anxiety) when drunk.  

I feel no motivation or joy in doing anything at all, even the things I used to enjoy.  Hell, I dont even complete 99% of the games I start to play anymore.  

Anyone else gotten through anything similar to this?  Some days I wonder what is even the point.  Fuck, most days I wonder this.  Its like a constant, unending existential crisis and I weave in and out of giving a fuck and not giving a fuck.  Leaning more towards the latter day by day.  

All you others out there who feel the same, stay strong.  

Peace",3.1046607142857177,5.105213620833336,4.797142857142859,81.02500000000002,75.29166666666666,8.071428571428571,27.261904761904763,8.841846274778883,2.316440476190476,959,38,181,21,21,324,131,240,0.18899999999999997,0.674,0.13699999999999998,-0.9419,2,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,10,14,5,0,15,0,16,8,0,4,5,54,36,23,0,3,13,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,15,10,2,1,14,4,0,2,8,7,0,0,5,7,20,7,29,31,10,29,1,2,0,3,8,11,4,15,15,133,35,1,0.10364670871037697,0.12280440138656536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248472922350871,0.0,0.0,0.07048331612014237,0.0,0.15857889693984248,0.0,0.10278968433925677,0.144944377272616,0.2123966029502901,0.25587722999015805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928246204720314,0.10867160212167593,0.2240105418961404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673742105596698,0.0,0.08927075833723766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429463413763092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316705094468954,0.1165885968335725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537302076343994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26203445079555915,0.0,0.09951709433638573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874591361857898,0.0,0.19885473477084845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417853487774278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392304102323984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320873555947209,0.0506365464784107,0.0,0.0,0.1834481512739383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015517682562177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765598494762206,0.0,0.0,0.1150874042618634,0.0,0.0,0.0718555774820856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797964130820934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23482303250102746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336167389188689,0.11047360085185287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885826777507115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043722935377303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951747816814995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226993301711602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480086864764015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amendobobo2727,2020/01/05,"I just can't open myself to girls like there was this girl I met and I liked her and she liked me but I just couldn't open myself to approach her in a way to kiss her or smth, this has happened several times with girls in past years even when I knew they liked me back. this has been a problem for me so big that I turned 20 and haven't even kissed anyone",3.217307692307692,3.334350217948721,3.504256410256413,97.72407692307694,72.46153846153847,6.752820512820513,20.72820512820513,5.6839178017228535,-0.3300133333333335,279,4,71,1,5,86,51,78,0.08,0.757,0.163,0.6832,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,13,11,7,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,16,6,7,6,0,12,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,1,9,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932098091944424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124735081316008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650143400021552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434942044971586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399852090824148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26377930756194623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644015248894865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31216366023653874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112478140108386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005574978550858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933045434084067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794142612208738
anxiety,CodyDickPickle,2020/01/05,"So worried about war I’m so worried about this whole war stuff. Do you think this is going to cause WW3? I heard it probably won’t, but it’s still scary. I’m really worried my boyfriend might be drafted, if there is a world war, though they got rid of the draft in the 1970s. It’s still a scary thought. I don’t really know how to cope with this anxiety I feel.",1.3196103896103892,3.043443038961044,2.492207792207793,96.78688311688316,79.64935064935065,6.477922077922077,21.38961038961039,7.447530270364453,0.42913506493506537,282,8,68,4,7,90,52,77,0.33399999999999996,0.6659999999999999,0.0,-0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,9,3,3,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,16,6,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,7,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785220518172172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197160431965364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043334685506142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726976064276914,0.0,0.1650317389136327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134009858408088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889783486325587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247318216477344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643778470408541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295723555653124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621392898015464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221657670646322,0.20273143141431327,0.16381368239167607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303751378073701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6286554912117714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hopeless133769,2020/01/05,"Does exercising make your anxiety worse right after it? To give some background, I went through VERY stressful 4 months of my life (had GAD before already) and started getting mood swings after that. They are starting to get better and I can recognize when they are happening. 

I noticed that my mood gets considerably better when I meditate and considerably worse when I exercise. When I'm in a ""bad mood"", for example, I feel like my mouth wants to bite/eat something (sounds strange, but if you have it you know what I'm talking about), intrusive catastrophic thoughts (not too absurd, but they are there), yawning, increased heart rate and some tingling near the amygdala.",6.63987758945386,8.800502516949152,5.823333333333334,76.66451035781546,66.20338983050848,8.973258003766476,35.99246704331451,9.444778638647367,3.6500591337099815,539,27,88,11,9,163,85,118,0.133,0.7979999999999999,0.069,-0.7759,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,3,2,7,8,0,1,2,0,6,7,2,1,0,17,21,11,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,2,15,3,11,18,3,14,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,10,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019129130286206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997222036900495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277303989904195,0.0,0.0,0.1556947401935978,0.0,0.0,0.3236457441130121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011904779891564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722488627145664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251557325421668,0.13071443134708652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867841947323313,0.1755223380531157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618005425810648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168213706449999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005560090966033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292377417728406,0.08939032846331643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213448143162235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460456086667612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831355660002646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625612953169388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085992054194055,0.0,0.0,0.2590154574862429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959252182468965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470650604103336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452584385805016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097013608451376,0.10792096408037502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961583642182454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729259113435317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigGreenApples,2020/01/05,"What exactly is anxiety? Is my anxiety actually anxiety? And do I legitimately have it, or am I just stressed beyond relief? I feel like I’ve reached a point where if I was to tell my therapist that I’m experiencing life-threatening anxiety because of my surroundings, he’d tell me to just remove myself from the situation. But life just isn’t that simple right now.

I feel like everything frustrates me, and nothing goes right no matter how hard I try. And I feel selfish for even feeling the way I do. I get so upset and annoyed over the stupidest of things, but it always boils down to the same three big issues in my life. And I just can’t fix those things right now because life just sucks, and it really kills me.

I take medication, I go to therapy, I have recreational hobbies to keep myself occupied, and I don’t even work that as much, and it still doesn’t help me from not feeling like the world is constantly out to crush all my happiness and throw it into a pit of fire.

I feel so defeated right now. I feel like life hates me. And my brain hates me. And the whole world hates me. I feel so grossed out with myself, and I’d like to be out of this body. It all really hurts. And there’s nothing I can do.",3.7631056466302373,5.005781303278688,5.123715846994536,82.47201275045539,72.03278688524591,9.19271402550091,27.489981785063755,9.586721724236666,2.3558331511839703,954,34,199,23,18,319,124,244,0.209,0.677,0.114,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,18,20,7,2,8,0,17,8,2,1,3,43,34,22,1,1,10,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,14,18,1,1,8,0,0,3,6,13,0,1,1,11,35,7,24,31,5,27,0,2,0,0,4,18,1,2,10,139,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.09252768300387423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889531279001834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901388831878053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559908695213375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532027620573983,0.0,0.10584709385368164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246345778388316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525142590655228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852153767728712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38353846257056173,0.2709490428000013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953795221901632,0.0,0.053886667825490266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009344252753964,0.08493737914610741,0.2808363768824131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355381482136417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150352501866687,0.0,0.0,0.09896428010074793,0.0,0.0842776775053368,0.10490092650368743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348601419341809,0.23161390524280795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551811974884017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970138107028873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195887555185536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963268206831382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148435492510927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238926895212257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106578244416894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572095291859628,0.0,0.10861251619502953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129055962453218,0.0,0.16574841806654875,0.0,0.10843146599331673,0.11008980756527023,0.12598436044163486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437449714739328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526129562679659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585975837448552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902788178059711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taylorhiusk,2020/01/05,"Does anyone get anxiety out of nowhere? Like deer in headlights out of nowhere. Heart palpitations, dizziness, impending sense of doom all of a sudden",5.721466666666667,9.342395280000003,4.652000000000001,76.55266666666667,76.2,8.133333333333335,36.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,4.117533333333334,122,7,18,3,3,36,20,25,0.237,0.763,0.0,-0.6715,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947363806002409,0.0,0.0,0.3607971803124152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515525525470397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695871955724693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.611459065660023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520901263497409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gobonas13,2020/01/05,"Needed a vent to people who understand.. Editing to add: on mobile, and just feeling jumbled, apologies for formatting and spelling errors. 

Okay, just a little background, longtime sufferer of anxiety and depression. Talking like 20+ years..

I’ve actually been managing my anxiety really well lately. Been feeling stronger, independent and more sure of myself. However my depression has taken control. I’ve been back on meds for this and have since been a bit better. 

Now, the vent. My nanny passed away this past week. It wasn’t a surprise or unexpected, which doesn’t make it easier, but I was as prepared as I could be. We were very close despite her living in a different country. I took off from my job for 2 days, and haven’t left my house without my husband since the day before receiving the news. I was unable to go to the funeral and feel like I am lacking closure. So I haven’t been out of my house alone since Tuesday. I have class in a few hours (leaving around 6:30 so about 6.5 hours) and I am shaking at the thought of it. I am scared to go. Especially without my husband despite having one of my good friends with me and being friendly with the rest of my class. I know I’ll be fine once I get there, I always am, but just the THOUGHT of leaving has me shaking, nauseas and just outright scared. This has never really happened before. I tried to google it (stupid I know) and it comes up with agoraphobic which I genuinely don’t think I am, so I am turning to you good people. Even just a listening ear (reading eye?) helps. 

I’m sorry if this doesn’t make sense.",3.2870509193776516,5.566625379537957,4.402634370579914,82.77204207920795,75.73267326732673,7.364875058934464,28.97324375294672,8.306716005460428,2.2860590287600195,1242,55,229,23,28,405,169,303,0.09699999999999999,0.762,0.141,0.9149,3,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,0,2,15,20,1,4,14,1,30,2,2,4,2,50,52,20,1,4,11,2,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,12,20,0,1,9,1,0,8,9,8,1,1,13,6,33,12,36,35,5,33,0,3,1,0,13,13,0,2,14,159,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.10273965401875866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090399857704996,0.0,0.0,0.08760272468304255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108027083557264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372294451386456,0.0,0.0,0.09891552835013236,0.08095505133873286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917377356694664,0.0,0.0,0.09311301910312593,0.11494023891412075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069077566409073,0.0,0.0,0.11808226606946765,0.08405879032635805,0.0,0.0,0.1357958438433877,0.0,0.18135777468693348,0.0,0.0,0.10999686338855072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953750350830981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597006201338802,0.07521319568982504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268060515957192,0.0,0.055005290379598414,0.0,0.11966791837601365,0.1766104211492453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931001707038428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056803687655093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736233620793648,0.2429616607953109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447574224584028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572002742204066,0.0,0.1187622299335329,0.22295602472852932,0.11438876586209297,0.0,0.0,0.102870543033411,0.10551982112658068,0.09296558117068512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405525703279076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694412296139245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806497198060501,0.08119965990757258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212146740422098,0.07134153650268256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050319954498263,0.14597800975058692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531009015509486,0.0,0.13489217700582867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081049516412495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612700810677415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178541310629383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922666153363227,0.0,0.0,0.08462136164910078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674601978487136,0.0,0.1671636598034623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697173081146403,0.07147929516702396,0.11451614783914213,0.0,0.10960185799192697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686834553480341,0.0,0.0,0.08445054859789111,0.0,0.0946608017255128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029754097918304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779789825882042
anxiety,That_Panic_Chick,2020/01/05,"Suffocating in my sleep?!?!??? I had a horrible dream that I had an anxiety attack and couldn't breathe. It lasted for hours but in reality it was probably only a minute. When I woke up, I was gasping for air and my throat hurt so bad. Does anyone else get these? What is happening? And is it possible to actually suffocate in my sleep? Thinking about these is making me even more anxious. I was terrified. Any insight will help. TIA❣",1.4664622124863094,4.1516021084337345,3.702124863088717,81.95949616648413,88.1566265060241,7.837458926615554,25.61774370208105,8.575989854853784,2.5404554216867474,337,15,64,10,11,115,62,83,0.27699999999999997,0.6709999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,10,4,4,1,0,8,15,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,9,0,8,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.21363960851747352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887677821686726,0.0,0.16747733058803685,0.2473233856097758,0.0,0.15307772886433826,0.22431494211727285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490592458320055,0.0,0.0,0.18279356318460524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158309149462344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288407851027647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445981609407141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437948487681054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359500683589365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674107983077606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559741830862908,0.0,0.23436416696204945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845341931932932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613440344804096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650263067646284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468054926052654,0.0,0.0,0.23603860733835785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381670075063405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027855550573534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HaruomiSportsman,2020/01/05,"Terrified about my wisdom teeth So lately my wisdom teeth are coming in more and more, particularly one in the upper right of my mouth, and it's stressing me the hell out, I feel I can't function because the stress is so oppressive. Only the gums over where the tooth is coming in are hurting(when I touch them), but still it's driving me mad with fear. My dentist is open next on Monday for a few hours, which is making really nervous that either I will get an infection or the pain will get worse. Even when I do call the dentist, I still need to make an appointment, get them looked at, find an oral surgeon, get an evaluation, and then make the appointment for getting them removed. And getting them removed is a whole other major source of anxiety, but I can't leave them in. I'm terrified of it becoming an emergency, where either the pain or a possible infection gets bad.",7.384155161078238,6.873578408284023,7.513214990138067,74.64182774490469,63.73372781065088,10.824720578566732,34.162393162393165,10.25414643259724,3.366952136752137,697,26,129,14,9,226,99,169,0.266,0.705,0.028999999999999998,-0.9935,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,0,9,11,2,4,17,0,12,11,4,3,0,21,28,12,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,9,0,1,0,3,18,2,16,26,7,26,1,0,1,0,6,13,1,2,8,93,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725277314427914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170613150785038,0.08546474372783487,0.15484011154437555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316008471321764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415401250103033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926009131982318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776420869646815,0.07088943623519645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814044750573286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127417442435549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806896082686546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815193802563413,0.14845177387222536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773286194646496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807541766976348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039566755992979,0.0,0.0,0.14910450864328187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500328737461697,0.10662857362943888,0.2983658061172118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805466576409252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981584140811552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973020910066885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392812976783916,0.0,0.321197722472917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652852213810556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287598661901438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asalamalinka,2020/01/05,"i unintentionally make such a bad impression and my anxiety doesnt help, what do i do hi, i just had a reddit account i deleted because i was so frustrated that people were thinking im so full of myself. i was on a music forum and i was just trying to be confident in myself and my abilities which i know are good, but everyone who commented just made it seem like i was some self centered prick. it made me have an anxiety attack because thats not what i meant to come off as.. everything comes out wrong from what i think in my head and no matter how much i explained and apologized i was still getting comments like you think your better than you are, but i never used to believe myself and never had confidence (alot of bad things happened to me which made me very anxious and depressed) and so i just wanted to change myself and make myself feel good and proud of what i can do, and in real life too i speak what comes to mind but i always try to be so nice about it im a shy person and i never like to be yelled at or have someone angry with me so i always make sure to tell them its just pure truth but either way i mean no harm. i just dont know what to do because i feel like such a shitty person whos just full of themselves and i keep myself up at night crying because i realize how many people hate me because of that. (i also have a resting bitch face which does not help irl at all) i just dont know what to do, if im not confident in myself i get depressed and even more anxious but if i am people hate me for how i think of myself and i still get anxious, should i just abandon all hope and never speak again? someone help because i dont know what to do",3.8210099378882014,4.2791309171428615,5.145354037267083,85.27677639751556,71.25714285714288,7.686956521739131,26.360248447204967,7.586124646067393,1.2912621118012415,1311,39,278,14,23,439,155,350,0.231,0.633,0.136,-0.9917,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,2,26,26,6,0,8,0,29,4,3,10,9,86,63,34,0,5,21,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,0,3,20,21,0,2,15,0,1,3,13,13,0,0,12,5,54,13,35,47,10,26,0,3,0,0,20,14,2,7,12,213,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354601288037051,0.13223808220476455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157696106707665,0.2693095135713116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039989510101536,0.0,0.0,0.1326954868254535,0.2906370674489425,0.0,0.0,0.08952685769607366,0.0,0.0702779914611289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406063035774124,0.20534933629416025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728566061478177,0.0,0.0,0.13688161186935208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953803829440725,0.0,0.2793878484799377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248413299081993,0.0,0.0,0.07592968106088276,0.07141563674887046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035710384513449,0.05676791898026092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454739513922247,0.0,0.0,0.13329849884607986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026829400202161,0.0,0.0,0.15690523969447318,0.08155129636625214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978581537173192,0.0,0.0,0.07892404351342826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574989226158244,0.0,0.0,0.07062978808157643,0.0,0.0,0.17468171856914375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056126608045837814,0.15528516236589404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556759171249635,0.15912520771780236,0.08056235116413762,0.0,0.08655779473705343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023432170195029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841397057573106,0.0,0.2451450532094015,0.0,0.0,0.07457003289317267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526756550663596,0.1387669186712867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044555124126943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233953937790626,0.08289656152854337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465638320354498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691747129924918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489232482359526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945359666654051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279125471286355,0.20366506226705736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789943970846884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862995750437498,0.0,0.0655647610241902,0.04686895304558069,0.0630735150541958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687960591871688,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AndyDanny6,2020/01/05,Is this something that happens to you too? So I just came off a bad attack. Like I was borderline about to cry but I didn’t and I had the shakes real bad. But now that it’s passed I’m in like this weird manic phase where I have this burst of energy and I’m super happy- maybe that’s not the correct term. I don’t know what it is but I’m like flying high right now. I still have the shakes a little bit and I just took my heartbeat and it’s 113 beats per minute. Ugh anyone else experience this? I’m afraid I’m not going to get any sleep tonight and I have a 10 hr shift tomorrow. Help.,-1.4826744186046492,0.487770868217055,0.7379031007751955,101.26034302325584,100.00775193798452,3.82031007751938,12.6515503875969,5.6839178017228535,-1.2312886821705424,458,8,112,4,20,151,80,129,0.126,0.69,0.185,0.8778,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,9,13,1,3,6,0,9,1,1,0,1,16,20,9,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,8,0,0,5,0,11,5,7,15,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,9,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472707577068932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852875527349456,0.2029953668066927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253878965309156,0.0,0.0,0.33084061238472456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162936113395936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265942834265956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762338796183048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550221866579284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379748029989216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350851026049786,0.0,0.11259506014416265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751951477403176,0.2109003607590641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327943606640586,0.20932260971079367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088805055213567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903714329729137,0.1985663453895272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903622193906295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550172787335335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919174226452188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982611402784732,0.0,0.0,0.15252096313379535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821734005994068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201164563504848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sageypie5,2020/01/05,"Floaty head from Xanax? hi so I had a panic attack about 2 ish hours ago and I took a whole Xanax (.5mg) and now I feel super relaxed, the feeling of panic is gone from my throat and chest. Now I'm having wierd sensations in my head, like floatiness or tingly I don't know how to describe it.

I had like a big coffee (I don't usually drink caffiene) and when I crashed from it I felt weak and it triggered the attack. I hadn't had an attack in like 8 months so I didn't think the caffiene would be an issue. I know it's stupid lol

Anyway has anyone else felt like this from a Xanax before? I know my body wants to sleep and my head feels heavy but I'm super sleepy and want to sleep. I feel scared to. I want know if this is okay? Please don't mention anything about major health problems or side effects because that freaks me out and I don't want to panic again.

I just want to be told that this is common and I'll be okay if I sleep and that these sensations don't mean that's there's a big issue with my brain. I know it sounds stupid. Anyway thanks..",0.33999999999999986,2.4711741111111145,1.5555555555555536,99.94,85.66666666666667,4.311111111111112,16.11111111111111,5.414198509911553,-0.9233555555555562,825,16,194,4,25,260,112,225,0.151,0.701,0.14800000000000002,-0.7771,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,13,22,5,4,10,3,19,16,10,3,0,41,43,19,0,9,6,0,6,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,13,12,1,0,14,2,0,2,7,12,0,0,10,7,24,10,17,29,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,13,110,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029163495661036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712220054558938,0.1043663251985756,0.08382107128870812,0.0,0.0,0.3476370945091872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209214781580611,0.0,0.08667429293007113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131421074437408,0.0,0.11370805030938858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978279573877592,0.0,0.0,0.08508991434670728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060113755123286,0.0,0.19560074475879224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31360938738415745,0.10827108678537448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031034963069042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262813991065196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27989452236730983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905215820934602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110954038297971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130268145856034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35852788487402576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181031851307707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746506622380807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019783768954422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057969297434431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377785068927484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526697331934299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733039948596894,0.1131688177243431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121830212462273,0.0,0.3003946453928681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372165538739575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235753263768516,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Svmellisss,2020/01/05,Dreaming is the worst thing ever Okay so I’m not used to dreaming properly because I used to smoke weed but iv now quit exactly a month and 9 days ago and iv recently about 2 weeks ago having the worst dreams if I go to sleep feeling anxious. The dream that is sticking with me and keep happing is that my teeth are either falling out and I can’t do anything about it or that I can’t stop biting down and crushing all my teeth. These dreams are horrible and I literally can’t stop having them I’m even scared to sleep now help me please,2.9401801801801817,4.525056891891894,3.7839639639639664,89.90045045045046,74.67567567567569,6.7351351351351365,25.84684684684685,7.3871296695380915,1.1306468468468458,429,15,91,5,9,137,71,111,0.226,0.609,0.165,-0.8779,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,1,4,1,11,6,4,2,3,22,18,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,1,5,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,10,1,9,18,4,15,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,11,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561654112090296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269559637287096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532077604902454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224646965928562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956168077241606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269030297635415,0.18172246717748528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157935215752026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141741617454338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465674954058576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785661198088061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035374145124448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052412767671997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213678252286423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836114625321552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011325332565343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020833501755022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359170895426359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334667676338863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470203025399186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114712658090166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TottenhamHotspur13,2020/01/05,"25m— can’t commit to a career. I thought I wanted to be a teacher, but now I’m having second thoughts. The idea of working with all of those kids and having to help them meet performance standards makes me really anxious. I’m not sure what to do because I feel like I’m back to square one if I don’t stick with it. I’m 25 and live with my parents and feel like life is leaving me behind.",4.015714285714289,3.7175091428571454,5.290571428571429,87.05442857142859,70.66666666666667,7.672380952380951,28.704761904761906,6.742157984588678,1.2915790476190474,304,10,68,2,5,102,57,84,0.066,0.792,0.142,0.7405,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,3,20,17,5,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,8,3,11,14,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,4,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27226635373195696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531749429063424,0.0,0.14691403501554925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371811493300635,0.3443471588822458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154015783712533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720646133648236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551888434163919,0.0,0.0,0.17022852312942768,0.2354851359614613,0.0,0.21281128568170202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087229714851586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331080723057306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676068464859808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543935790833639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227143778901412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826611194601032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215062936024606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754540612446706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whyhellothere140,2020/01/05,hey! quick question... what happens when you bring up the idea to your family doctor that you might have anxiety? i’ve suspected that i’ve had anxiety from a pretty young age but it seemed particularly bad in the last year with work and school. i was wondering what the doctor said/recommended to you for the first steps of treatment or therapy for anxiety? i am pretty worried of bringing the subject up with my doctor. thank you in advance :),5.736747967479673,7.418020073170737,6.2887804878048765,74.3169918699187,67.78048780487805,9.856910569105693,31.959349593495933,10.125756701596842,3.473847154471545,354,15,61,9,6,115,58,82,0.155,0.7020000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.4788,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,11,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,8,1,13,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,5,7,43,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917963997956413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254239605659833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242113096147073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093773344598838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452126404837975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096536036727298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271983801297146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915795245252027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110481578586415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34736315303057097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124322656065584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239190855644095,0.0,0.0,0.1727757265048206,0.0,0.15541525215730956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717419435271246,0.1952309070468892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513638469917867,0.12428473458416618,0.17337241214195168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099367924398883
anxiety,thesniffinaccountant,2020/01/05,"Constantly picturing things going wrong. I posted in here before about my new, high intensity job. I’ve been having the worst anxiety of my life over the past week or two because of it. These first few weeks of the year are the most intense times and there is extreme pressure to get things right within a very short time frame. I made a mistake the other day which caused a big ripple in the company and meant other teams had to work over time. In my defence it wasn’t really my fault as nobody had informed me of what needed to be done. But it still felt horrible and no matter how I justify it, it was still on me. 

Now I’m just constantly having mini panic attacks thinking about what if I haven’t done something else or what if I made a mistake and I have to go through a similar thing? And if I do then I will damage my reputation. And then I play the scenarios of what will happen in my head. People pay lip service to the idea that we’re all human and we all make mistakes but I know in my line of work where everyone is a high performer, they don’t see it that way in reality. I feel that I’ve used up my one free pass this time around.

How do I take one day and one thing at a time and not constantly be worried that something will blow up in my face? It’s going to happen in life but I spend my whole life running around trying to insulate my life from it. I’m so exhausted from living like this.",4.6210038314176245,4.827830027586209,5.5857471264367815,83.7111877394636,69.41379310344827,8.78927203065134,27.83524904214559,8.680891452615391,1.8351570881226047,1108,34,234,17,18,366,159,290,0.10800000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.8855,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,5,14,15,2,2,15,0,22,8,3,7,2,45,42,23,0,7,10,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,26,12,0,1,7,2,3,5,5,12,0,5,11,3,28,4,36,26,6,51,0,1,1,0,5,23,0,6,22,169,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685428873084127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886759690703138,0.0,0.11429171412662713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061241606144117985,0.0,0.08548702367631912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320366992889304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256960011300093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958126947577964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056180444743408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839243479983352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599716229581017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050797355076845914,0.0,0.09646069747457477,0.0,0.0,0.08545418644681828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248802285504792,0.0,0.17128713596608608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776790506509036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031045162224181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122903690706749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341104269361885,0.0,0.0,0.09969450409140436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521210234686507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838413135105549,0.049081382686887366,0.0,0.08871109516094072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012195150173952,0.06706015433056609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449239891689463,0.0,0.09702825691980416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042299662064456,0.0,0.0,0.11787225003217693,0.0,0.0,0.0959037612258307,0.0696487288699516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621624506140487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435947906817319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579526468418991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800563880838501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468339325323546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604605329596811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755360356112012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669738935111127,0.06437294271248215,0.0,0.0,0.2929053212300369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820810966541181,0.0,0.09813822397547878,0.0,0.0,0.08676819231756489,0.0,0.0828928940170109,0.0,0.07974323580221376,0.16117149075433373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121638898681989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627722278534958,0.10202554255988497,0.0,0.0,0.10984104651891882,0.0,0.0646951885677721
anxiety,jmets012,2020/01/05,"First day of job Monday and they need me to bring my license, which I don’t have. They need license and ss card which I’m assuming is just to prove my identity and hope my permit will be fine. However some of the jobs there do require a valid driver license. I interned there for a few months and they offered me a job at the end. They still had me fill out an application anyways in which it asked if I had a license and I put down no.  I feel like it shouldn’t be an issue but can’t help but worry about it going in",2.650202702702704,3.4673181981982006,4.066295045045045,90.6221452702703,74.22522522522522,6.9914414414414425,24.68581081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.8046297297297289,404,12,93,4,8,134,71,111,0.051,0.867,0.08199999999999999,0.29600000000000004,4,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,2,6,3,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,1,1,20,19,8,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,1,15,3,11,13,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,7,68,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386112755979516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063373949211605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931406651367579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102601020913896,0.1557855184612478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548578577583424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393123664274487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461642217270281,0.0,0.0,0.21658752440921325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276029695520163,0.6491869221796834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653543393462024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405722253212413,0.0,0.0,0.3233845343791594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921532824913365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414681058697135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145536360238435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bro_im_scared,2020/01/05,"i’m terrified about everything this post is long and it might not make much sense i’m sorry (tw - suicidal thoughts) 


so i’m 17 and i live in the UK and i’m literally so scared about everything and the future and stuff. i’m ftm and i’ve been transitioning since i was 7 (if you’re transphobic just shut up already i don’t care and i don’t want to hear it) and i’ve waited so long on the nhs. (hormone blockers at 11/testosterone at 16) i’m so grateful for the nhs but a lot has changed and now there are so many ppl who are suddenly trans and the waiting times have sky rocketed. i’m on the waiting list for adult services and i need top surgery asap bc dysphoria is crippling and i can’t stand it but my fear is i’ll have to wait another 2-3 years and idk if i can do that.

also by the time i do get surgery i’m worried boris will have sold the nhs and that i’ll have to pay for it bc of whatever reason. there’s no way i’d be able to afford it and i don’t like the idea of asking ppl for money. 

i can’t get a job bc i’m currently still in school and have neurological problems so i’m unable to work even if i could get a job. i get £90 a month which is alright atm bc i can afford my medical stuff bc that’s all i have to worry abt as i still live with my parents. however that might change soon and i might have to live by myself (assisted tho) and i’m terrified about that bc i don’t know anything about living by myself. i have a mental age of 15 too. 

brexit scares the shit out of me i have no idea what to expect and i’m strongly against it anyway. i’m studying law atm and i can’t see how brexit will be any good so i’m just so scared. and now this shit about ww3? wtf i’m so scared bc i don’t wanna serve in the army, i don’t want to fight a war? 

also australia has been on fire since september and this scares me a lot since my cousin lives there and i have a few friends from there. i’m also just worried about the people and the animals in general and i wish there was a way i could help but i don’t think i can and i’m so worried and scared. 

i’m also extremely worried about climate change and not enough people  seem to care enough to do anything about it. 

i am terrified about another 5 years of a tory government bc i’m multiple minorities and i’m disabled and stuff and it’s just scary. the uk doesn’t feel like home anymore. 

i’m also terrified about growing up and tbh i would kill myself but i’m so petrified about death and the idea of non existence that i don’t think i could go through with it.

i’m constantly uncomfortable in my own skin and my heart is always beating fast and i’m sweaty and can’t sleep and  it’s just not ideal. tbh i rlly don’t know what i should do bc i saw camhs for 5 years but they discharged me so clearly i’m not that bad but having this many worries doesn’t seem normal to me.

anyone got any advice?",-0.38892413618315297,1.7403080561797744,1.945015417757876,95.71820235279213,89.62600321027288,5.333522007265356,19.112296189912986,6.8360192770164,0.1442998394863566,2241,68,526,32,76,757,250,623,0.201,0.706,0.09300000000000001,-0.9976,7,0,0,0,1,1,35.0,0,0,1,5,48,23,5,7,25,1,59,7,5,3,2,100,114,66,4,17,18,2,3,2,1,7,2,1,1,1,28,40,0,5,12,0,5,2,21,14,0,0,8,6,48,9,57,94,8,41,0,0,2,0,10,16,2,10,21,314,76,7,0.0616076722836055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020230433513521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798559833677792,0.24633816633480196,0.0512625186276873,0.0,0.0,0.08379065953990594,0.1292020321225241,0.0,0.0,0.061098256429961986,0.04307751691042638,0.0,0.10139572995106044,0.0,0.05759485716073109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051439833002620165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256262556585141,0.0,0.19551824517069047,0.0,0.0,0.0665760072120292,0.0,0.14756613976961971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731438847568588,0.0,0.04069128650752599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107380067257272,0.0,0.0,0.06932575927149376,0.03115069021002325,0.04401253338920275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759793478187487,0.0,0.1287498640211281,0.0,0.035013059908137925,0.05167359255527466,0.049273283493168674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943632417286129,0.07300538828544935,0.04129432409770427,0.0,0.06179751848301592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086426892896409,0.0,0.0,0.12227221704339425,0.0,0.06815976144576842,0.0,0.06771593101449655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601967935080828,0.0,0.2720035166565155,0.10904170258120847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475327972862393,0.0,0.0,0.04112359964072211,0.12492101997810405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620632483698839,0.06208604338270945,0.1960680135395528,0.0,0.0,0.049174656245295566,0.0,0.045288727798076016,0.045681308370312486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060362438290559366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840802929447806,0.0,0.0,0.08542200566417679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900312011413498,0.0,0.0,0.05895022207752897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334294785087588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700801650072928,0.062350253427656877,0.049093338437814125,0.1121706220492852,0.0,0.0,0.12647878054616266,0.15288750944735233,0.0,0.06165216460773661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896474522707673,0.0,0.0,0.09839993333512384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157813577481926,0.06738879414843016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895141758111457,0.0,0.04890961014940973,0.07184785828869393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267560262523877,0.09780260531524647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084578269480718,0.0,0.0,0.04485111916630039,0.37539349026947694,0.0,0.04376432277980279,0.0,0.0,0.11901996319129066
anxiety,penandpaper02,2020/01/05,"Separation from abusive husband I (F25)  separated from my physically and verbally abusive husband. I will be filing for divorce. This gives me so much anxiety, not only because of the trauma I went through but my future. I have always been the type of person who planned out what I will accomplish by a certain age. I wanted to be married by 24 and I was, by 26 I’d have my first kid..etc. Then this happened. I never in my life thought I’d become a divorcee. Even if I try to look into the future and I feel that no one will want me because I’m divorced, people will laugh at me because of my failure. Especially the culture I come from, divorce is looked down upon. I feel like my life is destroyed, like I have no purpose...",2.654086538461541,4.680035423611116,4.54527777777778,82.20442307692309,76.70833333333333,6.375213675213676,30.52136752136752,7.321109707123232,2.032547649572649,567,28,106,7,13,193,90,144,0.15,0.725,0.125,-0.4096,0,0,0,0,4,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,2,6,1,0,6,0,13,2,0,0,2,16,25,7,0,3,3,2,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,4,4,22,4,19,15,1,14,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,1,8,80,27,2,0.0,0.4300189288472727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099560289725775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388222381077321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318629436548413,0.20041673705280466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563182925892497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238437312665666,0.11985765630232614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351096960685445,0.1296405091291976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435627099183852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408028351767935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047122342514927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563519034505178,0.1773118327300721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047742061130789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333995859233263,0.0,0.1399590212194571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296716060847004,0.13801430772853976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580680379395995,0.15845053253661545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440650258645542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123204607019547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406861637095756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822230845890568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xeladra,2020/01/05,"taking a plane to dubai. hi guys, im flying to Dubai next week. 
I know the flight path goes over Baghdad and I’m extremely scared of a disaster happening like being shot down, especially after the news this week about what happened in Iraq to the Iranian military leader. I don’t know if I should postpone my flight or not. I have to take this flight to get back home (I live in Australia but I’m in the UK right now). And I really want to get home but this is eating me alive. I could do with some help or chat just to take my mind off of it.",1.2283971291866038,3.1616248859649123,2.8395374800637967,93.16327751196172,80.84210526315789,6.601594896331737,19.135566188197764,7.686295010490155,0.4013087719298243,423,10,97,7,11,139,76,114,0.055999999999999994,0.85,0.095,0.6554,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,18,19,7,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,18,16,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,7,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624486794566852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518517558529324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461251325521292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873352668800692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831864248071706,0.33636992244827096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748078178610905,0.0,0.38155345272230107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543853587865746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904761159614585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929175433319902,0.0,0.16794182595119056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203833643519366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226991098642155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184099872025315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242177354352655,0.0,0.0,0.19041401689586654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289990915785047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217937140127572,0.0,0.30511893015695696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ocpeach,2020/01/05,"Sometimes I just want to go off the radar. Like, I just wanna disappear to some slow small town, no iphones, no amazon, no instagram etc. since I can’t go back in time, I sometimes just want to live like it and escape the current.

My anxiety is bad enough, but I think being from this generation has made it extremely bad, and I also think it’s part of why so many more people seem to have anxiety/depression than ever before because technology is ruining us and exposing us to so much more than just the days of reading your local newspaper. Sure, I’m not dumb, even in the 60s thwre was mania and fear, but I think now we get SO much information and SO much news thrown at us that you either become desensitized, or depressed and anxious — hi, I’m the latter.

I don’t know what happened, but I turned 25 and am suddenly feeling like an 85 year old woman. I’m nostalgic to an agonizing fault, I’m hating this generation and how things are fleeting and modern and changing too rapidly. My 85 year old grandma tells me to enjoy my life, especially now that I’m young, but I sadly look at her and think, you’re kind of lucky you don’t have to deal with this shit as long as I’m going to have to. 

WW3... Australia on fire.... Malls/stores closing... lol my brain doesn’t discriminate, it all scares me and I am petrified of the future.",4.924933155080215,5.501548204545454,5.976319073083782,79.8749197860963,68.84848484848484,9.242067736185383,29.16577540106952,9.325443323948027,2.3673131016042785,1042,36,209,20,17,347,159,264,0.205,0.691,0.10400000000000001,-0.9874,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,4,3,0,0,16,18,3,2,8,1,15,3,2,2,3,45,39,25,0,3,11,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,15,0,0,8,1,0,4,8,11,0,0,2,3,25,7,27,36,11,31,0,3,1,0,13,10,2,4,20,134,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927337317140699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539942100552657,0.12611422607490594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583937034545511,0.18641883536944198,0.06805082439150074,0.12329057316338635,0.09499199649106532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462004996925513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118093577909881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199445580160509,0.11508937018844982,0.19229976300355905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153473808138197,0.1245010058991426,0.0737329594366189,0.10097900902003036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561886917319387,0.05644531728564343,0.07975108721344347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832396390062682,0.0,0.19033189271230064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871724988269696,0.0,0.0,0.11021509754013767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624924646858414,0.06135092329633403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885013390775868,0.16361565760983296,0.0,0.09857454006298473,0.09879224919360917,0.09374413312396483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563043941211964,0.0,0.11317897871234715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461906872165866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342814307050028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088834212039705,0.0,0.07739270270388801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166383913601934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176473776407922,0.0,0.0,0.10162706362221513,0.0,0.0,0.11459031645360268,0.09234449190461096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081702806117345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521337466502688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757271262606253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416442304634466,0.2861212888363805,0.0,0.0,0.06509446708975901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142533248195048,0.0,0.0,0.4028445335723008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316888140021691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073198711482416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437767946790969
anxiety,throwawayowowowoowow,2020/01/05,Is there any way to block a subreddit that makes you anxious/you don’t like? I don’t need more news posts popping up on my feed and making me think that Iran is going to nuke everything and make me literally sick to my stomach for the third night in a row.,3.02611111111111,4.1114299444444455,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,73.62962962962962,7.622222222222224,24.61111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.1127555555555553,203,6,46,3,4,66,43,54,0.115,0.838,0.047,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,3,0,9,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,7,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979810470241747,0.0,0.0,0.3485296912721434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277269853909151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533394888868498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072292373046448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.617800598100474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875704688429754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895167370557344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954683216350418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768143445867367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488172479803744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsabbeydabbey,2020/01/05,"I have lost the ability to cry So I have been taken Zoloft for a while and had no problems. Well my problem was still having severe anxiety and crying over a small thing and then remembering all the tough times in life. I was then prescribed buspirone (5mg) before I felt a large panic attack come on. These attacks began happening everyday and lasted about half an hour. So I have been told to take them with my Zoloft and I have completely lost the ability to cry. I feel like I’m going nuts. Has anyone else heard or experienced this? I know it’s good that I’m not crying, but sometimes you gotta let it all out you know.",2.392253333333329,4.595988272000003,3.6709,87.29728333333338,78.28,6.7266666666666675,21.61666666666667,7.793537801064563,0.9678666666666662,494,14,99,8,12,161,88,125,0.231,0.701,0.068,-0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,2,5,11,2,1,7,0,12,3,0,0,2,20,29,12,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,8,1,1,12,4,13,3,10,15,2,16,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,10,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311388323756132,0.0,0.0,0.09424821260863796,0.13810815271958368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30668587687402465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146962534330141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610953972254875,0.14132461643574276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5922413811268282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259964229967664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815380932760985,0.0962939115765598,0.12941941511216626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660419056100368,0.1130553496741336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919423876748345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274087268849533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815397731760674,0.10987173594437087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783177653843098,0.09520607289017263,0.06585152301959724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942781358937291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814687283533566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25795140770263963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526906493995005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227418908661813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331063009719726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764336599215507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134520902951323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954840171442133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859705838603187,0.0,0.0,0.1287974991060598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119228265095397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,markymark80,2020/01/05,"Do I have Anxiety? Hello. 39/M here.  I am fine when I am home or at work.  But when I go out into large public places, or go on road trips, my heart rate increases, I get light headed, and breath heavily.  I just retired from the military after 20 years, and I’ve had this issue for a while.  I did deployments in Kuwait, Turkey, and Afghanistan.  I don’t have nightmares about my deployments, but I did experience enemy attacks while in Afghanistan.  Is this something I talk to my Dr about? Or should I seek out someone in the mental health field?",2.66556603773585,4.871876877358492,3.6836226415094337,87.53260377358494,77.39622641509433,7.258867924528303,23.807547169811322,8.238735603445708,1.44854641509434,423,14,85,8,10,136,73,106,0.106,0.88,0.013999999999999999,-0.8776,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,3,0,11,5,3,0,0,13,14,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,1,14,1,14,10,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,3,6,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691417559200894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29283542969295506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517915526544108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448352615888096,0.0,0.29257846872977383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641718653184669,0.27360955481648525,0.0,0.30502624977108583,0.0,0.0,0.25819827482228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686640193135548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594037703368711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689335144460157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809848226176992,0.1981630001606675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689244660651596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739395815335155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576042706228494
anxiety,eugenedhartke,2020/01/05,World war 3 talk. Plain and simple I’m absolutely terrified of the news now.,1.4740000000000002,4.165619400000004,3.855,80.7825,88.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.0723333333333334,61,2,12,2,2,21,15,15,0.4270000000000001,0.573,0.0,-0.8479,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shakeydancer,2020/01/05,"I have never felt so out of touch before I have been in one of the worst experiences of anxiety I have ever felt. My heart pounds, my stomach is upset, the worrying never stops. Even my body feels foreign to me, like I can’t control it or give it what it needs. It feels like this will never end, to the point of where when I try and think back to when I didn’t feel like this (just two weeks ago) those memories and emotions seem unattainable. I can’t even remember what it was like to be happy again. All I want is for my mom to hold me while I cry.
My doctor has given me Ativan to help with the physical symptoms, but it every time it wares off it all is back with full force.",4.9582394366197216,4.395414929577466,5.625457746478876,86.34551056338032,68.71830985915493,8.790140845070423,26.200704225352112,8.07648339933343,1.2661098591549291,528,12,119,6,8,172,88,142,0.067,0.836,0.09699999999999999,0.2783,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,4,0,14,5,3,1,6,27,25,8,0,2,3,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,5,0,3,8,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,6,6,17,5,16,17,4,21,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,19,89,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280140337315038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047608703941586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209044600148872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122885424149605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041106760018956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197224696025378,0.0,0.0,0.1586316709142171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781354371364205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244597761927046,0.12790767604671466,0.0,0.0,0.19076777684163645,0.1306304616389483,0.12167477276309772,0.0,0.0,0.1412643117399172,0.0,0.0,0.2190597212015982,0.20633835566426745,0.2773196027460583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853478243752773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373107154038684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113093263959306,0.09679746059196316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822129614508029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913558283216898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708093045190364,0.33414225028254296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785846218549417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651762737841167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359257302240165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146881084312642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207363216032848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501011317869891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253446931236288,0.0,0.0,0.08420879119926611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804742434843652,0.0,0.14107120308899385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851789432909597,0.0,0.11583996114521893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665912477004456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SisterofAussie,2020/01/05,"My health plan was cancelled for 2020. Confusion. So I live in Maryland and I received a lot of emails demanding I make a plan for 2020. I made the plan and submitted it. Come to find out that it actually got cancelled. Why?  

My father and I are angry at the bureaucracy that decided to cancel my plan. It's been decided to call them on Monday and demand. 

However, my anxiety is really bad right now. I swear that we submitted a plan for 2020. How could this happen?",1.201666666666668,3.816980659340661,3.576291208791208,82.92912545787547,88.56043956043956,7.868498168498168,22.96794871794872,8.59863814320734,2.2119443223443227,364,14,70,11,12,125,60,91,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.9513,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,5,3,2,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,3,0,16,10,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,12,0,11,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.2723235217142241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134810899042688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23300448460170176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28495273380253217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038655426395056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280769807275974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550569238666229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319077171915605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467729388463463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29662905575405113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464161934785968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372478926230443,0.0,0.2640544990499035,0.18627554912095284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877378041013567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383167799203909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25180936994998804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ByteArrays,2020/01/05,"Honestly worrying so much. Uuh, hello fellow anxiety ridden introvert here.
Everytime I'm anxious I get that feeling where I really want to take a deep breath but I cant. It's like I cant take a full deep breath and it's really worrying me (eventhough its satisfying when I do) because I'm a MAJOR hypercondriac and it scares the living  shit out of me. I went to the doctors about it and they checked my heart, said it was fine but its persistently on and off with my anxiety and it's really fucking annoying. Anyone else get this? When I'm not worrying about it or doing something else it usually isnt a problem, but is there anyway I can help this? Its honestly killing me inside. I used to get this feeling on and off but now it's sort of persistent ever since my anxiety took a massive spike. I think caffeine may have a slight problem with this as everytime I seem to consume a caffeinated drink, e.g an energy drink this feeling increases tenfold. So I have completely cut caffeine out of my daily life, fuck that shit.

It's like a repeating cycle, I worry about it and it just continues and continues and it's always in the background of my mind. I fucking hate this.

Anything to do with breathing online (ANYTHING that even mentions breathing) it just triggers my full blown anxiety and I go fucking haywire.

Honestly at this point I need some fucking benzo's haha",3.048207070707072,5.628059022727271,4.761212121212122,78.34237373737376,78.0909090909091,8.305050505050506,30.232323232323232,9.049649993220411,3.1725717171717167,1098,54,191,29,27,370,135,264,0.214,0.6559999999999999,0.13,-0.9816,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,16,21,11,1,12,1,12,16,7,2,1,39,38,20,1,4,8,0,3,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,27,15,2,0,5,2,1,5,4,14,0,0,4,4,25,7,24,33,6,27,0,0,0,5,6,14,7,5,10,133,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284576209476402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30466672912485776,0.11247971093348492,0.0,0.06961791603557352,0.10201574665171884,0.16386644171660872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069368456334999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439163787262573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190863491463596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950708984132384,0.0,0.0,0.1663469730891438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576151019453852,0.09006192321377454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102863101424496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460229558014084,0.1560552557205012,0.0,0.05658488324435607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982994757820368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179845858425211,0.06673608401704137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015352995399147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032545451092473,0.09728451444336013,0.0,0.08791740723287009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053191057719438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319147145274009,0.07382592402278923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412077336344156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053984097576915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135098671479275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470877918104906,0.0,0.09968158063939303,0.0,0.0,0.09063991505967113,0.0,0.0,0.20440335831458498,0.08236090470523807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664972939481111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972044684012736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379700542490174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061998605273016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599188731695563,0.1096563920623288,0.0,0.058725808313407964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229742507867167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044509272315383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,runaway-jack,2020/01/05,Will medication affect school/work performance? I’ve had anxiety for maybe two years and it’s gotten increasingly worse to the point of me being legitimately uncomfortable all day. I’ve been getting pretty bad panic attacks every couple weeks lately too and it has caused me to consider getting prescribed a low dosage anxiety medication. I am also finishing school and will start a high pressure job after. Does anybody have any advice/experience with whether anxiety medication could make me slower/dumber (for lack of a better word) when on it? I dont want my performance in school/work to be affected.,6.498134171907758,9.200333509433964,7.25993710691824,63.98998951781971,67.67924528301887,10.37148846960168,32.532494758909856,10.504223727775694,4.334055765199162,496,22,71,15,9,164,80,106,0.265,0.682,0.053,-0.9594,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,1,2,4,0,11,3,0,4,1,14,17,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,0,6,1,11,9,3,14,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,8,45,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323192536609795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628814170947196,0.0,0.3249549285106293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108255594967824,0.0,0.0,0.118224297478144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252275622545623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545508449645336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305054330779205,0.15667003665783602,0.0,0.0913158151921516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239090480323346,0.0,0.16594602122838198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929826669389774,0.0,0.0,0.1385051901357626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479530680390148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960085039724658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050927187413415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972314812411506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451447241380398,0.0,0.14224926826145684,0.0,0.0,0.42792035915245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612895742981132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385121623458934,0.0,0.0,0.14405105383708502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298992324893535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022030234368327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831585321064988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351526008776082,0.0,0.11357741843019367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616287981628145,0.0,0.14429543298058747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118129351526838
anxiety,lissyrissy,2020/01/05,"Anxiety and creativity - Being too anxious to be creative Hello everyone.

So tell me, does anyone relate to being unable to pursue creative hobbies because of anxiety? And how do people cope with this so they can be creative?

I am a naturally highly creative person and I love writing, drawing, journaling, photography, etc. but my anxiety always gets in the way of just starting as well as finishing anything I do. I want to write a story, but I’m so anxious about messing it up that I don’t try. I want to finish an art journal page, but I get frustrated and anxious about how it turns out and give up. I can’t commit to any of my creative pursuits because of the anxiety. I also have a crap ton of social anxiety and don’t feel content doing anything just for me, I worry about what other people will think of my work. 
And it is really frustrating. I was born to be creative and I know it. Before I developed mental health issues I created frequently and without care. And now I feel trapped and without an outlet. 

Thank you for reading, any wisdom anyone can bestow upon me about anxiety & creativity would be appreciated.",5.101415094339623,6.81688475471698,6.832216981132077,69.6787028301887,69.37735849056604,9.073584905660377,34.00471698113208,9.516144504307137,3.698324528301887,896,44,140,20,16,310,122,212,0.18100000000000002,0.643,0.17600000000000002,-0.3413,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,15,9,3,0,7,0,20,3,1,2,1,32,35,22,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,13,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,2,23,5,29,26,3,13,0,0,0,1,10,6,1,0,6,114,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285996783806118,0.0966199412354833,0.12581440766731025,0.0,0.15792920085778747,0.0,0.5329822682561415,0.3935427517033242,0.0,0.16238558946684006,0.0,0.19111135643867946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156958877795062,0.0,0.09880833921327366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839060744865156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161613147463412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950288527132214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109562570753488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742606247643815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133430651492633,0.11139150042123452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342859582033508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226856305014682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211976046434526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381572199803043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480153099012356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702019377450333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100397304770972,0.10139024480624033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614998002748562,0.0,0.07438852080563457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183682453978681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821893120890231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149273668568552,0.10690636598643433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440408246957744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883687777497282,0.12630364540332176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697946653583487,0.09216950543210757,0.0,0.0,0.10440452774858974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386828991097613,0.0,0.08453569224070541,0.11792403085461435,0.0,0.0824872910733539,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fout99,2020/01/05,"Sertraline extreme fatigue I have been taking Sertraline for over a year now. I have noticed that when i run out of pills and spend 3-4 days without taking it (50mg), i feel actually better than when i take it. I don't know how to explain it, but i feel overall better and more motivated and 'normal' than when i take it. I started taking it for depression and anxiety/OCD but i don't seem to be noticing any rebound anxiety when i skip it a few days. Haven't taken it for 4 days now and i feel more motivated, better overall and kinda 'smarter' (memory working better and not so fatigued as always). 

Has this happened to anybody? Does anyone know why it may be happening?? Thank you! Great community here.",3.809170537491706,5.557572080291973,5.546104844061052,77.48268745852691,72.72262773722629,8.193497013934971,30.7027206370272,8.841846274778883,2.7409766423357658,553,25,100,11,11,189,79,137,0.057999999999999996,0.7020000000000001,0.239,0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,7,9,9,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,3,0,25,27,16,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,9,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,2,3,13,6,13,22,3,14,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,3,11,70,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.1328672638601128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329154693475445,0.0,0.0,0.09258980725180524,0.0,0.10415790792842623,0.0,0.0,0.09520247267473024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481670770498327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26342538897033463,0.0,0.117269770530919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914982125924604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065315932451714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501109438856579,0.0,0.0,0.24080215306293445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965403148599715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340261449810167,0.0,0.3100258635804737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395004803503268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637093739660836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118566297597232,0.0,0.0,0.12535287669299705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285836268930075,0.0,0.0,0.13124819032873894,0.0,0.0991221814325908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767910816081814
anxiety,lananotdelreythough,2020/01/05,depressed and anxious and cannot concentrate on anything I have no one to talk to about anything. My friends dont understand why I'm anxious all the time and I hate complaining to them because then they just ignore me...and I feel so tired of everything.,4.400102040816325,6.383284469387758,4.599744897959184,83.90329081632655,71.65306122448979,8.16530612244898,34.69897959183673,8.841846274778883,3.1285061224489805,205,11,38,4,4,64,39,49,0.37,0.5760000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9446,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,6,1,6,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385699968115082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923087473305121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530530542122425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530372736491814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793624158865273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422740741358764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052468344252265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416047873820207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353364349852007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615225306466706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915890398550069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899275293556326,0.2739659057863672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814673658966396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508765373949584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaizokukaiju,2020/01/05,"does anyone have experience with Religious Trauma Syndrome? I'm 31 and living in NJ outside Philadelphia

I'm currently on state insurance which isn't the greatest, since I've had trouble holding a job for years now

It's hard to find good therapy in general, but I've decided I want to focus on finding help for Religious Trauma Syndrome, which is not listed in the DSM

I have OCD and Depression which is complicated by some mental and emotional scars brought on by a number of years as a strict evangelical Christian. I've tried all sorts of things - medication, traditional CBT for 6 straight months, different ways of approaching the OCD itself, and literally nothing has worked so far. 

When bringing up RTS with my previous and current therapists, they'd never heard of it and didn't seem to know effective ways to deal with it.

Would anybody happen to somehow randomly know any therapists or mental health professionals in the area, or perhaps even online, that can handle this type of thing and also aren't insanely expensive?

I know it's a super long-shot but I have to try.

Thank you.",8.502659090909091,8.590236275000002,8.61090909090909,65.71045454545454,61.25,12.472727272727274,39.18181818181819,11.911945987284742,5.0497999999999985,885,42,144,26,11,290,134,200,0.077,0.797,0.125,0.8713,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,6,7,0,0,8,0,13,2,0,1,2,33,25,15,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,8,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,4,2,7,3,28,19,3,25,2,1,0,0,5,11,0,7,8,89,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181054273015389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004323832161312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326634758822598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225905285189115,0.12720279783711716,0.0,0.0,0.15430172542075096,0.0,0.0,0.12924209331485376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612825957083702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754602487965633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444664533573571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269966911745816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238730445174246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059933287211042,0.0,0.13229875252007914,0.0,0.0,0.15698462308334546,0.0,0.0,0.09899163952651736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655679077140635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24349512359117026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041053296864002,0.13069855423395593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877935030344328,0.29766798999432353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788254079076528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390549913281214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170988372538001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444891066742728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216840573949254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597056223518664,0.16889322261948578,0.3429525222577653,0.1962336711001773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005398742538864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710975678434722,0.23445450341344554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075180649613324,0.0,0.0,0.10491277335088386,0.0,0.0,0.19021147256323329
anxiety,jade-is-a-bot,2020/01/05,"is this part of my anxiety or is this burnout? (or maybe something else?) i notice that whenever i play fortnite (dont hate me pls) or do something a bit nerve wrecking i feel really anxious afterwards and shake uncontrollably. the next day i will still feel really anxious and stressed. however, a year ago i did not have this and id even drink soda and went to bed just fine after playing fortnite. at that time i was also suffering from panic disorder and GAD. has my anxiety gotten worse or am i just burnt out from chronic stress? does anyone have any advice for me? im already playing fortnite like once every 2 weeks so the frequency of playing is not the problem i dont think.",3.022150349650349,5.47286609848485,4.282121212121211,82.44702797202798,77.4090909090909,7.394871794871796,29.09324009324009,8.384062270229773,2.4639351981351982,543,25,98,11,13,178,89,132,0.237,0.665,0.098,-0.9645,1,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,14,1,5,5,0,13,3,0,0,0,18,19,11,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,3,5,0,2,4,8,0,0,4,2,12,6,9,14,2,13,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,10,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956423504690207,0.1266032938973167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760788778546406,0.1142148897025137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971240173603906,0.0,0.21851723765555625,0.3226969455586047,0.0,0.09986462747099337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559248899489476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210852616473646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368665480984435,0.0,0.12498470028130253,0.0,0.3347731913926352,0.1399114172745113,0.0,0.0,0.11930965076566047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433273920684114,0.0,0.12033389283181932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444304266542043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410073884508538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427252218246496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977572977492097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348413163704785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518930671698762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260406112883952,0.0,0.15210101902589565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675711199636679,0.0,0.15466256254360014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666159029885666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829911617838461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990306828069653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405802133530472,0.0,0.3272047752164886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151472125748857,0.0,0.0,0.08328079375499595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456338198577297,0.0,0.0,0.13239764268875293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455480590758252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919728367075614
anxiety,MikeyMaybe,2020/01/05,"Is there even anything to look forward to? And if so, For what?

Building expectations about being happy, living healthy and such but why?

Why should I expect such things if I won't be able to even enjoy them... I just feel anxious when I'm not even close to be able to handle, at work, with I'm with my girlfriend, when i'm just having a casual deathmatch on call of duty or whatever, doesn't matter.

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The thing is, I've already given up on a better future since this sickness, no matter how many pills and therapeutic sessions I've had, this thing just screws me over each time",5.829068322981364,6.173280826086959,6.003229813664597,81.28347826086956,66.82608695652175,7.962732919254659,28.60248447204969,7.447530270364453,1.6215962732919251,465,14,88,4,7,148,81,115,0.085,0.787,0.128,0.7946,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,14,5,1,0,3,0,10,3,0,1,0,23,16,11,0,5,8,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,2,6,4,15,9,1,11,0,0,1,1,3,7,1,3,5,63,12,3,0.3667755141434785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237295015412665,0.0,0.0,0.19870055816863386,0.2228361976324504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717596624134005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091249842046875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621915682819498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725940395067692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633776519242644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272636016103716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521967748435276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193474931380594,0.0,0.15399952855341428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859264018241018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517002477265343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655040311526431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693487591380753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309578532326489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350847128587146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228361976324504,0.0
anxiety,Agnus_the_pony,2020/01/05,"Im not sure what to title this My life is pretty good, had my ups and downs but other then that i live pretty good. But once in a while i have terrifying thoughts and i get really scared and i don't know why. Mostly its something apocalyptic or a thought that seems so bad to me that i wont be forgiven for it, or that ill never find a S/O, but at the same time i feel like a horrible person because i have a friend who has a crush on me but i don't like him back and i don't know how to tell him. I can't deal with anything that has anything to do with the end of the world like movies, memes, books etc.  In english class we read There Will Come Soft Rains by Ray Bradbury and i felt so shaky after that, but i didn't want to tell anyone because i figured  people would think im a wimp or something.",2.0414549450549444,2.8999541828571433,3.5502857142857174,93.58525274725277,75.74285714285712,6.527472527472527,22.032967032967033,6.67199483983844,0.21879780219780187,622,15,151,5,13,206,109,175,0.22399999999999998,0.642,0.134,-0.9623,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,2,10,0,16,2,0,1,2,36,27,18,0,2,9,0,3,3,1,3,2,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,10,2,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,3,20,7,17,18,3,15,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,6,10,100,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207678932782333,0.0,0.2402680402047531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225420498948888,0.12189219279711955,0.1779833929397338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575399253908912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505051318672615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930024451912528,0.0,0.16281295379212768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381489626239829,0.10429241100166677,0.14016943139486052,0.0,0.1334285380443857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278840354869525,0.0,0.07627164753366762,0.0,0.0,0.24489222217912385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153798125460485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046014998211658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311421273838403,0.21396412269695386,0.0,0.12890829210935312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125933850650326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547030083463004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120829497059323,0.12746932400792207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970404426413999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602548268752175,0.0,0.09352235492836956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461574302452894,0.0,0.0,0.1329001504369956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477427435405548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759005546933342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25519635664677104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354191928376712,0.0,0.2317931175888592,0.08512559706540569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610631148813437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317296374039016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370424938275696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dark-ember,2020/01/05,"Am I alone on this? TW: sexual abuse I (F 20) don’t know if this is the right place to put this, but I suffer from really bad anxiety. I’ve been on medication for about six months now, but I still have this really intense fear of being sexually abused. I even have nightmares about it. Every time a sexual abuse/rape scene comes on tv I immediately turn it off or else I start to cry terribly. However, I’ve never been assaulted. Is this a normal thing to fear to this extent? Or should I talk to my doctor about this?",1.8974285714285701,3.9487879333333353,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,79.19047619047619,8.390476190476189,19.07142857142857,9.120678840339163,1.3723142857142847,403,9,85,11,10,140,70,105,0.321,0.634,0.045,-0.9894,1,1,0,0,3,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,3,0,10,2,0,0,1,10,14,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,2,0,9,0,15,10,1,14,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,3,6,57,19,1,0.0,0.4355044414624802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034325333580634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059311628849647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534507183471766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831235821860382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018764562861816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881091854107065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352670374569774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138661384714422,0.0,0.15484469023921205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136128342264366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100206057427392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514154283574016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669344523205818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417444007109355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006783801964615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201360570770973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847521825335742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354715624677326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694925844660285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008220573653653,0.0,0.1467689490245811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771741911170894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209693263785948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716505889069128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990259522836146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dycast1200,2020/01/05,"Serve anxiety and depression I've been diagnosed with anxiety and ocd but generally the anxiety most times comes from ocd. Anyway, I absolutely love Christmas it is just one of those times a year that I do not get anxious or anything like that but when it ends I become very anxious and depressed over the fact that the best time of year is gone and we all just need to go back to normal and not have anything to look forward too. On top of that, this year we decided to move, not our of our town but just across it. We are still in the middle of organizing everything but all I've done was get high/ drink and sleep while my wife does the organizing because I'm having that much anxiety and depression due to the move. We moved because we were living with my grandparent and it was just getting stressful but now I'm just wishing we stayed so I dont feel this way. When I wake up it feels like I'm living through a dark cloud and cant wait to go to bed each night. I just feel so disconnected from people. Any similar experiences or someone to chat with would be nice .",4.964819759679571,5.673079794392525,5.53497997329773,82.60504672897198,68.81308411214954,9.29185580774366,29.771695594125504,9.424239791934726,2.40740694259012,852,31,176,17,14,275,120,214,0.099,0.77,0.131,0.8595,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,8,0,0,2,15,9,0,1,8,0,15,5,2,0,3,50,33,21,0,4,16,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,20,1,1,4,2,0,8,5,4,0,1,6,4,16,5,24,25,6,34,0,3,1,1,11,10,0,3,18,118,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640106266147559,0.0,0.3437862152012525,0.25384441694587856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849070423871668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638932178595475,0.0,0.13697361810781553,0.12408046512133478,0.0,0.0,0.11790317444133053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967785761642085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902976694485425,0.11403170596742185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831722551678376,0.11497186828194107,0.13167200177719268,0.11005908990133242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995077238470602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097189158452456,0.10989872192601503,0.0,0.0,0.17042084507407895,0.08026203254211886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609289298021166,0.0,0.12770086779124296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187027160613042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977593488545308,0.0,0.1984121651203271,0.0,0.09434472840841804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013992129727184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358227105290212,0.0825893231861104,0.08330524004519255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543177404159952,0.1100780076337768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613048045447819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788853845110838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124299753045381,0.0,0.09519280612034582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974891315746745,0.08972192740697288,0.0,0.12869521470517378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653453332443427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269955773382504,0.0,0.08917727844816653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919561948046035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980939129484528,0.0,0.0,0.21704690512463587
anxiety,christonabikee,2020/01/05,"Anybody else ever spend so much time in your head, that when you get up to do something your brain feels totally fried? I (20F) know it’s bad for my anxiety but all I’ve done today is lay around in my pajamas posting on here and worrying about my current situation or my future or the possible problems my relationship might encounter even though NOTHING is wrong between us right now. 

I think about having a possible nervous breakdown from worrying so much, then having to go to a mental institution, then becoming severely depressed while there because I’m so ashamed of myself for getting to that state, then having a suicide attempt because I can’t take it all. Or how I feel trapped physically and mentally. 

Meanwhile I’m just sitting on my toilet writing this. I’ve been running through these thoughts all day. But now my energy is so low that I don’t know what to do. 

I need to go do something productive because my mind is eating itself. 

Except now I have more anxiety because I feel like I’m in a dream or just floating around since my brain is so exhausted. And now I’m thinking “what if this is dissociation or depersonalization?” That gives me more anxiety. 

I want to sleep but then I think about how sleep is bad for me in this situation too. 

**Lmao**. I hate bad anxiety days man. Hopefully tomorrow is better. 

Love you all ❤️",3.4150588235294137,5.9477399960784325,4.722901960784316,79.3690588235294,76.49019607843138,8.00156862745098,30.9843137254902,8.841846274778883,2.9611066666666668,1069,53,192,25,25,353,143,255,0.23199999999999998,0.679,0.09,-0.9925,1,1,2,0,0,1,25.0,1,4,0,2,25,15,1,2,5,0,20,8,5,2,6,41,44,26,1,5,12,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,5,1,0,9,1,1,3,2,11,0,0,3,3,28,4,27,40,9,35,0,2,0,1,10,11,0,8,19,139,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31066471042600224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075715459526032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543068478660372,0.2475542504259857,0.1121261413692154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979041618973757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667045795583995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095016629232092,0.0,0.08744314288826302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389509697483523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388519401336688,0.08481092499568972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705615864405864,0.091834974485021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540019353437428,0.07252932198954813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608501288850816,0.09739181849943836,0.1153977424321438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023469995090672,0.10419371255919482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083701265661993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115907262356618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049599878521843534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916300763169149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462619553121605,0.10770174607694782,0.10251108474413542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926478746026828,0.07527933678335008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741576303333277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289078665827461,0.09723267368644416,0.0,0.0,0.09714550172804576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899961743644676,0.0,0.0867016060495402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469410173642912,0.0,0.08398234583793529,0.2282362093332667,0.20319619680352832,0.0,0.0,0.15631746896072596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110516294542118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633399845799711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515893586382535,0.09974757932914424,0.08059933363845083,0.0591999147379062,0.0,0.09623361896232248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212180802416073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988194472899295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620668123302194,0.0,0.0,0.1110014075766056,0.0,0.0
anxiety,romeo_the_wolf,2020/01/05,"Anyone feel like they need medication, but they can't handle medication either? I got off of SSRIs about 4 months ago, which I was on primarily for anxiety and panic attacks. I was doing ok until a few weeks ok when I got a new job. My anxiety has ramped up since then. My germaphobia is getting out of hand.
The medication definitely helped me manage the anxiety, but the side effects became unbearable, especially now that I know what it's like not to have them. I was chronically exhausted, always hungry, and had no libido (which I'm still recovering from).
I can feel my anxiety slipping. It's getting worse and I know how this generally goes, and the outcome isn't great. I've been to therapists but with little success. I don't know what to do at this point.
Anyone else find themselves in this situation? What have you done?",4.007142857142857,6.316136070063701,5.694399454049138,74.2104617834395,73.6496815286624,9.071701546860783,27.77479526842584,9.606745405546679,2.929519017288444,661,26,117,18,14,225,105,157,0.18,0.6890000000000001,0.131,-0.8234,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,2,5,9,1,1,6,2,16,6,1,2,0,21,27,11,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,3,17,6,16,19,2,18,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,11,82,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261568423559468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842046715872034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354933249260943,0.0,0.0,0.19902493334828605,0.1458222131172323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619079410481022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564132875937685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188889193941068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392110983774944,0.1016724285952882,0.0,0.0,0.1300766122539318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871117779773788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276503537441716,0.15690674707455038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539315042574917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122923970995332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464372409396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390593478337994,0.14264061486129911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43011301797682944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359734013912033,0.0,0.0,0.10552743061501073,0.0,0.13745218033887033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698020022932408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453706827259934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772740770557245,0.15997205722976302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136558092137777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524285132110314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415938776968584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503480106082836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Such-Plane,2020/01/05,"Familial Worries This is on an extra account as I don't like talking about my personal stuff anywhere\*

Im 23f and I've been thinking for a while that I want to get off facebook 100% after my mom passes, but am worried that it'll cause problems with family. I don't ever post anything and usually just share things I find funny with the few friends I have and 1 family member besides my husband. My mom is dying of cancer and she was really the reason I kept it all these years because that was her main source of communication with everyone. I have other socials but use them 99.999-% of the time to browse. It also has a lot of reminders of a lot of things that make me hurt and anxious that I don't want around me anymore. I've already saved all my info and everything and am just anxious about how people will take it/react. It's the only way my deceased fathers side can get a hold of me (They don't like me very much because I look a lot like my mom and have her same attitude towards crappy people) There are a lot of of other things that go into it as well, ie the world makes me anxious and scared and I'm a big ole introvert (probably more than what is healthy). I know I need therapy and I plan to after my mother passes which, at this point, doesn't seem far off. I'm just worried on how to bring it up to the people I care about and how to explain why without telling them this stuff. I don't expect anyone to read this I just needed to put this one thing out there to... I don't know, rationalize? Defend it somewhere to people I don't know? I'll be checking back regardless, if I don't end up panic deleting it because, personal stuff being out there worries me, but if anyone does any suggestions or anything would be helpful. Thanks for taking the time to read this anyways.",5.19289256198347,5.3423057961432505,5.993209366391183,81.48254132231406,68.17355371900827,8.4732782369146,30.82506887052341,8.150884317080207,2.125645730027548,1416,52,280,17,22,466,187,363,0.13,0.777,0.09300000000000001,-0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,1,19,13,0,2,15,0,29,1,0,8,3,65,54,25,1,10,11,6,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,2,32,19,0,2,9,2,2,5,10,4,1,1,4,1,38,9,46,44,12,34,0,1,1,0,22,17,0,8,13,206,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820166975593939,0.06391776531175149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054353247321301715,0.0,0.0,0.2708850092149587,0.0792663206346153,0.11177393487420163,0.0,0.1315465761366674,0.07115216729675228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061459095062027076,0.0,0.14616866602684706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149112301239632,0.08210726722332047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295183074847877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994484485295681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079178922685674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229874228638172,0.0,0.07637387956003179,0.07183342750232014,0.0,0.2260447961350309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305202691003919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061751568382160935,0.0,0.08351734238816322,0.0,0.04542447845887215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357352771712121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556373722423752,0.0,0.08633510825597505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317777219883404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714520055553053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711873078735978,0.0,0.0,0.2718050413767534,0.0,0.0,0.10670407390455404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28082936616509696,0.0,0.0,0.058755699892864235,0.11853003499177525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416074971583201,0.06078824900161501,0.0,0.09377736604012456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164586964900976,0.13957872317440184,0.0,0.0,0.07555705335146161,0.0,0.07654817847005217,0.0,0.08617505668579711,0.07647955077139829,0.0,0.08034892756385886,0.0,0.0,0.15989768976246624,0.0,0.05120342086521843,0.08217848933291348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800210860725257,0.0,0.0,0.07276273508177115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147573067114157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744926177856797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019063789480247,0.06424246818285892,0.06985990923059622,0.07358624141857975,0.09140373658338248,0.0,0.2124003616467358,0.05121413233547755,0.0,0.0,0.09321240416329107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690314516723231,0.08802853577699518,0.0659483233944925,0.09428628502041936,0.06344250331190575,0.0,0.0,0.07186416555470064,0.0,0.07212188005296398,0.0,0.0,0.07704698347638195,0.0,0.0,0.32467986816129635,0.0,0.05677800062588144,0.0,0.0,0.0514705062277057
anxiety,Jasx123,2020/01/05,Trouble sleeping HELP I fall asleep some nights easily but without a fail wake up after a few hours and then very rarely fall back to sleep. I lay there mind going crazy...anyone have any tips on how to fall back to sleep?!?!,1.7029545454545456,4.222776113636364,1.7874545454545439,97.92118181818184,83.31818181818181,4.42909090909091,15.618181818181819,5.6839178017228535,-0.8293218181818185,175,3,37,1,5,52,36,44,0.040999999999999995,0.769,0.19,0.7773,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,5,1,0,6,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,2,12,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,21,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621810335361248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675739880948282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667673984015343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553907498388065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985448015603246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348641107619844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24080640243000284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380623365643035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7159851824099802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677880853866972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298953609372147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,negatywy,2020/01/05,I'm afraid of falling asleep Is anyone out there also afraid of falling asleep? How do you deal with it?,0.6857142857142868,3.211852809523812,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,92.33333333333331,2.8000000000000003,16.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.116504761904762,83,2,17,0,3,25,17,21,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402262344786714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723507749014853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6964483907878329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,julyskyes,2020/01/05,"Tailspinning after a mistake led to a missed cat adoption So last night I stumbled upon a post from a local cat rescue. They had a cat in need of emergency foster or adoption because her elderly owner passed away. I offered to adopt and filled out an application and they contacted me saying they'd be in touch tomorrow (today) to do a home visit. So after a night of being very excited, I spent the day today cleaning my whole house and getting the bathroom ready for kitty to spend her first couple nights as I introduce her to my other cat. I hadn't heard from the rescue at about 4 so I sent them a message. They called me and told me that they had a man interested in adopting her and that they probably wouldn't need me to foster anymore. So I was like ""um... I was interested in adopting her..."" Apparently they misunderstood my intentions and thought I wanted to foster 😩 they said that since they already agreed to let this other man meet her that they couldn't tell him no now and so now I don't get her 😭 I am so sad about this, I had my hopes up and my house ready. After I got the news and digested it a bit, I got into a kind of sad stupor and went and got a bunch of comfort food which is my terribly unhealthy coping mechanism. I can feel myself spiralling, and the anxiety creeping in. I have to work on Monday but I just want time to wallow.

At least the kitty is getting a home, but I wish it was my home.",3.734587688734029,4.918571216027878,5.158118466898955,82.42326364692221,72.03135888501744,7.975377468060397,26.90708478513357,8.418075326091056,1.8115300813008133,1117,38,222,18,21,375,152,287,0.065,0.83,0.105,0.7642,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,11,2,11,12,0,0,20,0,20,2,0,2,0,32,41,22,0,9,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,4,2,11,14,2,0,2,0,2,6,5,5,1,1,17,5,49,7,36,18,4,37,0,3,0,0,34,14,0,2,17,164,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829802219508852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587242811233444,0.0,0.12428761723879768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774591427924735,0.0,0.0,0.07639627637565646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682122255378082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796969745258066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866849377245746,0.0,0.08082353729165617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336752123173707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066004315740016,0.15154213780059556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642967026418268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006988753885882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771302213343399,0.12447489428365012,0.0,0.2892138712931414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050553966227865,0.0,0.1021556920869312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815216218103312,0.0,0.061226919291158165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585214379088671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35282392593810946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002563799912636,0.0,0.13512034335827128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192117124140714,0.09966258256328343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366921177512348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953859835141357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994931649566294,0.07307736449606342,0.0,0.23758477628961694,0.11975234164778427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034053291482754,0.14783854743938482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161764958875065,0.0,0.13991964073533086,0.14411628149567327,0.0,0.0,0.09123728003699946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,studio-suspense,2020/01/05,"Social anxiety sucks I have anxiety about absolutely everything. I get scared to go to the grocery store, gym, class and literally just leaving my house. I don’t even know how this started, or what I’m afraid is going to happen. I’ve let my health go, I have two friends but we don’t hangout often, and I haven’t dated in years. How do I get over this? I just want to live again. Anyone else dealing with this?",1.3968942436412313,3.731083361445784,3.0765461847389592,89.43107095046857,82.855421686747,6.098527443105756,22.475234270415,7.3871296695380915,0.9118953145916996,321,11,67,5,9,106,57,83,0.091,0.862,0.046,-0.3382,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,8,4,1,2,1,0,8,1,0,2,0,13,19,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,1,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,10,1,8,18,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,4,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244958052218667,0.0,0.0,0.14829792400845754,0.21731077725584524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186549827390615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717357958262786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008312797711192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906123853471828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385983736990958,0.0,0.22161604150033065,0.0,0.3616060861881197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755006247583894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254412424591713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447228308868897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165588538056982,0.0,0.0,0.2245721788213349,0.0,0.21687590413967786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872789321958246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233860926187453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619855701065227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501180541759132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718064364303626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250958941969322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365786975259273
anxiety,ADeadStar,2020/01/05,"Anxiety ruined my life, so I wrote a poem. Dear anxiety,  
I applaud you with a standing ovation,  
For your outstanding rendition,  
Of a 1% chance of happening premonition.

Dear anxiety,  
I thank you for the relationships you've ruined,  
Those were fun.  
I thank you for the damage left,  
When you were done.

Dear anxiety,  
I thank you with the deepest part of my soul,  
Because without you,  
My life wouldn't have deep, black holes.  
Holes where my heart sinks  
And my appetite goes,  
Holes where my happiness slinks,  
And feel like it will never again show.

Dear anxiety,  
I am extremely grateful,  
Especially for the attack I got on the plane,  
It had the Japanese people thinking  
That I was insane.

Dear anxiety,  
I thank you for the vomit,  
Cause I don't think I ever what have known  
How my teddy looked  
With vomit on it  
Or have red koolaid all over my phone.

Dear anxiety,  
There is one more thing to be thankful for,  
I can now hold my liquor,  
Let the drinks forever pour!",4.195,6.232968500000003,4.757777777777778,82.32500000000002,72.33333333333334,8.577777777777778,27.555555555555557,9.21078282632365,2.414955555555556,750,28,141,17,15,239,108,180,0.129,0.622,0.249,0.9808,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,8,0,0,9,18,1,0,11,0,16,7,1,2,3,19,28,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,5,2,1,4,3,0,0,4,4,0,1,7,4,29,14,17,17,3,13,1,3,3,0,11,7,0,1,6,97,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6303193335079785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390883349971364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175316341236984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091762870715272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045524337637205,0.0,0.11530815892577218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647282233862763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951625290766765,0.08408998486512195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941411308127944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408801106805654,0.12530141027356048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394834953423023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278891224054803,0.12036349768421785,0.16628002949152462,0.05750574967203957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884432941322167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078298176345856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797613858810774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746533263010232,0.0,0.08160329127079027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637338843255325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418444748383681,0.0,0.0,0.07819937544934626,0.15084393008616373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346545629955168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,27back,2020/01/06,"The void I had a severe panic attack in the evening, now I've drifted asleep for an hour and a half, woke up, it's midnight, not a noise beside a light snoring.

I've calmed down, my mind is not that clear but it's calmer, going to regret one thing then go back to sleep. 

I'm in the void right now.",1.6636923076923082,2.638418753846153,2.913846153846155,97.32615384615387,76.84615384615384,5.2,19.15384615384616,3.1291,-0.7204769230769235,229,4,56,0,5,74,49,65,0.175,0.746,0.078,-0.6419,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,8,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,2,1,2,1,7,4,0,13,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447847993864603,0.0,0.2330413938326937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001742506890243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34448225322859444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984619678400512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060133474823571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053674332832727,0.0,0.0,0.3555862329227817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25881931466766817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34238176384973457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032879250801647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134561157615485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cpl_nobby_nobbs,2020/01/06,"My manager makes me feel like I'm not valid This year I found out I have a brain aneurysm, and had surgery to correct it by getting it coiled. Before surgery, I had migraines every couple of weeks which got progressively more severe and limiting as time went on. I had to take a good chunk of time off work, and again after surgery I took time off. I took only 3 weeks to recover and go back to work, not because I was ready, but because I needed the money. 


Since surgery in July, I've been off with headaches only a handful of times. A lot of those times are Mondays. I don't know what it is, maybe it's a subconscious stress thing because I work customer service and we are understaffed and Mondays are always hell. Sometimes I text my manager and he persuades me to try and come in. I do, because I'm too scared to lose my job. So I load up on around 120mg of codeine to numb the pain so I can work. (It doesn't numb it enough so I feel awful all day)


This morning, I woke up with a migraine which was making me super nauseous. I'm talking spinning room, can't stand up nausea. I text my manager to tell him that I woke up with a migraine and will not be in today. He text back ""On a Monday? You serious?"". The company treats my coworker (one of the only female employees) like she's made of porcelain and can do no wrong, and I know that he's worried about her coping by herself. I text back ""Yeah, I realise Monday is busy but I can't really help when I get sick. I've been up for about an hour and have taken 60mg codeine, which hasn't helped. Light and sound make it hurt worse, but the nausea is super bad. I did have brain surgery a few months ago, I'm surprised I'm as well as I am. I've come in before when it was manageable but I feel like I'm gonna throw up with how much it hurts.""


The response I got was ""Dude, don't start with that. We will discuss this when you come in. Let me know when you are back in."" Don't start with what, my chronic health condition?


Is it just me or is this super unprofessional? I understand that the fact I take some time off here and there is annoying, but that's not how you talk to staff. Throughout surgery and everything, my manager was wholely unsympathetic, and made me feel invalid. He continues to do so today. I think he thinks that I'm lying to get Mondays off. I spent all day in bed today because of how sick I am, but now I'm considering going in tomorrow even if I'm still as bad so that I don't get fired. I hate my job and hate the management. What can I do?",2.124125607217209,3.6856615305343534,3.5343164469118697,90.9346773074254,76.82442748091603,6.6720333102012495,24.69535045107564,7.435244526350478,0.9769251908396948,1958,67,436,25,44,643,229,524,0.163,0.758,0.078,-0.9941,3,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,2,4,0,10,28,26,4,2,18,2,45,13,3,8,4,70,96,41,0,2,13,0,6,3,0,3,10,1,2,0,29,30,0,1,11,0,2,9,13,16,1,1,23,8,59,10,59,68,9,73,1,3,0,0,21,25,1,4,41,275,88,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957654425323423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653098692063847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987263546863863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414154963174221,0.13107154526679402,0.23923351661318604,0.0,0.13357821642203807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524133211458595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283624915586226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684756111806928,0.0,0.10123896068610576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110102938784361,0.0,0.05184182655845334,0.0,0.06613111051097599,0.0,0.07054164454891587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874737002925216,0.11214637423366693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606010392495794,0.0,0.0,0.1640308943973369,0.0,0.08921521705649223,0.0658335887809119,0.12555105704735606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549850165911324,0.0,0.08343107381639965,0.0,0.0,0.10522022631679644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729672281924019,0.0,0.1680500832945513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557781926533294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940795876219496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026122181504937,0.0,0.1150385744566176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781010060563503,0.0,0.0667292905339336,0.0,0.14853804760145492,0.15717781640838144,0.0,0.0788536358507299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264987467694527,0.0,0.057699094156844086,0.05819925268420687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318677512406905,0.17908527559892984,0.0835187679984832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050282628018078604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858206417846328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886712249811284,0.0,0.06492764117331444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762849990946613,0.0,0.11111108440056754,0.0,0.06268212085625963,0.0,0.08990989421327407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802924559333845,0.12617438741465872,0.06860361612294047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214518969201799,0.10058629372721242,0.0,0.0,0.27460848705114577,0.0,0.2231976906022356,0.0,0.1744102930081564,0.0532894774130987,0.0,0.0,0.0817107348673038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591969720785048,0.0,0.07057182983786205,0.07276090662403492,0.0,0.08763114980047129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285662745356375,0.079710284781007,0.07998789495536288,0.0,0.08581636401029424,0.0,0.05054491037546977
anxiety,Zoramae,2020/01/06,People bouncing their legs triggers my anxiety I (25F)have this weird anxiety trigger and I was wondering if anyone else experienced it. People voicing their legs beside me triggers my anxiety. My boyfriend bounced his leg when he’s thinking deeply or anxious. It instantly makes me heart start racing as if I’m having a panic attack. This happens 100% of the time. Luckily he isn’t annoyed by me asking him to stop. I was wondering if anyone else had experienced anything similar where other people being anxious makes you anxious,5.199999999999996,8.457072709677423,5.800440860215051,70.04066129032257,74.59139784946238,8.021075268817205,36.18172043010753,8.841846274778883,4.207809462365591,434,25,58,10,10,140,66,93,0.243,0.725,0.032,-0.948,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,2,4,2,1,2,0,6,4,4,5,0,14,15,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,14,0,4,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,6,4,38,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34261020951026594,0.5059521587968656,0.0,0.20876852436653656,0.30592235596002393,0.1228496814415225,0.0,0.13956228449227331,0.1698344090219366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494186416533577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320131419563892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769046625279177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929916646508974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515498894452966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104884058432769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566541932607854,0.0,0.0,0.12480980439155065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956564591416022,0.0,0.0,0.08704988373062537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237886595325701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hortanhearsawho,2020/01/06,"How to deal with anxiety when your alone? Well idk my life is a mess. I have been having panic attacks, i want to cry as soon as i wake up and i am putting all my feelings off on my boyfriend and i don't know how to stop because im all alone if i don't talk to him about it. He's about to go to work now at 6:30 pm and i came to his house at around 10 am and he slept the entire time because he's depressed with his life but i just sat in his room awake with no one to talk to the entire time. Does anyone have any ideas for hobbies or any work out ideas because i can't afford a gym right now. Anything at all that will help with my anxiety.",0.7555977011494264,1.9042897034482773,2.387327586206897,99.46834770114944,79.55172413793103,5.3850574712643695,20.35919540229885,5.46131890053228,-0.4235632183908047,497,12,129,2,12,163,88,145,0.156,0.8,0.044000000000000004,-0.8689,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,11,5,1,1,4,0,11,4,2,2,3,26,18,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,11,0,1,4,1,0,3,4,4,1,1,4,1,18,1,27,13,3,21,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,2,7,82,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174385210930946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842851208916227,0.0,0.2344694131698667,0.0,0.0,0.1071549359252839,0.0,0.1261104832086261,0.13642368296704432,0.0,0.17434232743536238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802566458811517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752754933347634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683363150621983,0.0,0.15799250611095514,0.13199273500118655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410882200680949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748706176412642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709467165449741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271925983961293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682822897536465,0.0,0.3459978755445106,0.16553471081935972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842213847198685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164879387709332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038451705578245,0.0,0.0,0.1798041316265903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405710095937195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087340794803812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812263374475946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24635072817518566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872090137652435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038995398495188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778883357743013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313351117408314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,logan_kap,2020/01/06,"Hey all, parents are out of town for a week, I’m having some rough anxiety. (I already have a disorder). Hey all, I have had an anxiety disorder from the time I was in sixth grade, it used to be far worse than it is now but I still get anxious from time to time. I am on two medications which are Zoloft and Lorazepam,  but sometimes it can still be very difficult for me. I am 20 years old and I’ve lived at home my whole life I go to college very close by and all is pretty good in terms of that. Although, my parents left for one week vacation two days ago and I’m home all alone and have the house to myself. My anxiety has spiked very much since they are not here because I always have use them as a shoulder again to talk to you when I feel bad or whatever, even though I know I can call them it’s just the fact that they’re not here and I’m alone and I keep getting these anxieties about what if something terrible happens to me what if I don’t feel well what if I can’t get help or something like that. I get headaches a lot and sometimes when you have anxiety with a headache and feel like you have a brain tumor or something, that’s a main worry of mine that I always get and can spark anxiety with me. As well that I’ve been struggling with that lately too so I just wanted to know if you guys have had anything similar or even if you haven’t any advice you could give me about this situation or just in general. Thank you guys so much for reading this it really means a lot to me.",4.870514731984379,4.4766868306709275,5.4421458998935055,87.01658768193116,68.87220447284345,9.128079517216898,29.209975150869717,8.680891452615391,1.8271506567270148,1170,37,267,17,18,378,156,313,0.14,0.7709999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9116,2,2,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,7,3,0,21,10,0,1,12,0,29,5,2,2,5,52,51,30,0,7,17,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,19,15,0,1,6,1,0,1,5,4,2,3,4,4,37,6,33,44,12,28,0,0,0,0,20,10,0,13,19,188,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471644095246805,0.07684906142491026,0.0,0.0,0.17957782002198175,0.09566906102221248,0.0,0.14427282079509166,0.0,0.0,0.05895493984553351,0.0,0.3979243533571951,0.09793962158274357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134183204527428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238592647404682,0.0528478998502413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677925255127126,0.08852433751594019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921815980544703,0.0,0.0,0.05591050253979064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871782799146304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452123000158722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150537858727293,0.06193426027812113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647036466132664,0.08316485071752049,0.04927023732780728,0.0727148719780144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168151683671687,0.07666327898216606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810920707653981,0.0,0.1739224397933908,0.0,0.0,0.10003331595799377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705767195647842,0.0,0.0,0.09528958624899307,0.0,0.09779468605810818,0.0,0.09419335972656108,0.0,0.061234584844438625,0.08470868613876546,0.0,0.07655245131288745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740839465721434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443525647309554,0.0,0.08733515392660958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746023185291713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097084199479297,0.0,0.058746144873564526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252700833971625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819903534201906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671752973342141,0.0,0.05553844058570949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171422982064292,0.09744776599300968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022398961676213,0.17148530217750474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846799112051114,0.0,0.0,0.09063146431029376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069681408819243,0.0,0.07981625109988696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517648270824876,0.0,0.15165602657977795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693750167143448,0.0,0.0,0.1497516811363239,0.0,0.2145950590027957,0.051134408113451865,0.0,0.13908150583208045,0.0,0.15589675929689684,0.0,0.0,0.09679083211205744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804203538821127,0.08834866288128719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055828138115389336
anxiety,Truely_Ever,2020/01/06,"I am ready for a life of seclusion I have never wanted to smash my head through a wall as much as I do right now. I feel cursed. Am I not allowed to have a good day. Honestly after this week trapped with my mom the the train derailment I'm done. Where is the off switch to my string of bad luck. I’m about ready to give up and be like the characters in “welcome to the N H K” I can’t remember what it is called but I’m done with the world and just want to live in a little studio apartment with just me, Draco, and KitKat, and do what ever makes me happy and be alone. I’m done, I no longer need the world and people I just want my Animals, Internet, Tv, Food, Art supplies, and I studio apartment so everything I need is all in one room. I want to live in seclusion from the world. People are stupid, annoying, frustrating and a lot more. So this is my new plan. Because I can't handle this stress. I just want to scream and cry. And this is all just stress not even due to any of my medical issues which is never ending Either.",1.883611111111112,3.3474860648148166,3.2937037037037062,92.82166666666667,77.24074074074073,6.651851851851853,21.259259259259263,7.3871296695380915,0.4728814814814815,794,20,182,10,18,260,119,216,0.16699999999999998,0.727,0.105,-0.9688,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,12,13,3,2,13,0,20,4,1,2,5,40,34,15,0,7,9,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,8,13,1,0,2,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,2,21,6,28,29,6,26,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,2,11,124,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645381511835986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895948782651636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000618926158824,0.08031390017626569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453202164272587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447217705910794,0.08496819235031705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40447960475161227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669186388184047,0.0,0.0,0.08701998244466326,0.11917589717466905,0.0,0.0,0.11840888097071466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661702658907105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593132637508126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638711353958335,0.0,0.11050609363704968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025088899315574,0.0,0.0,0.13521405372881107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375133233763099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305929561000068,0.06436665394358493,0.1320486430879958,0.2326762634055215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200958909617896,0.0,0.0,0.08794450178258996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272479803771225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430462830251826,0.0,0.0,0.09685179890296176,0.19538269706457265,0.20322826167681435,0.12724548278821834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927756880568567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267845701830426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924766717079666,0.11251423268075296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018395737742332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885493804327072,0.0,0.1056823280340006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,confusing_rants,2020/01/06,"School starts next monday and im terrified Im just so scared... i hate myself so much. I hate everything about me. I cant do this i cant fucking talk to people, im uncomfortable and scared i cant sit still or enjoy anything im constantly worried, it makes me want to die",-0.5079310344827589,1.7114377758620698,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,93.65517241379312,5.658620689655173,19.31896551724137,7.1686216300943375,0.5872000000000002,213,7,47,4,8,74,37,58,0.36200000000000004,0.569,0.069,-0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,10,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,3,10,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358736535529805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542579758778665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847746017464096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458956759848491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007552118586914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205431898799391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7013959610836485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835946114460007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933444987788565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726444578762254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254222131001464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32505007352505483,0.16429106213163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490111175951848,0.0,0.12964044789381868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047822787198388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574902498359786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485844575122785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicrochelle,2020/01/06,"Today, at 22 years old and after years of panic disorder and anxiety, I applied to college for the first time. I dropped out of high school at 17 due to consistent and debilitating panic attacks and thought I would never be able to go back. After two years in an academic upgrading course I am finally able to apply to college with a 90% average. Feeling so fucking proud. Don’t give up. Ever.",4.3508,6.213995746666669,6.119666666666667,73.45150000000002,71.53333333333333,9.266666666666666,33.83333333333333,9.725611199111238,3.7351333333333336,311,16,53,8,6,107,57,75,0.171,0.765,0.064,-0.8284,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,2,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,11,9,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,1,1,4,1,16,6,0,22,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,14,37,4,4,0.3695960171825539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413699707579342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023441307929966,0.0,0.14209826170637802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117945279942392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716037865646702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343942570263243,0.0,0.0,0.20243718555644585,0.0,0.15718909170363374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084278114719698,0.0,0.1772750888177513,0.10502496695420188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524924219140485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252761666145267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939144236455061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336412922531865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702545058918932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467089766836045,0.10775720491579226,0.0,0.17516690428054527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805208021928064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127520318935348,0.0,0.0,0.3570115760762255
anxiety,toreramatadora,2020/01/06,"I have terrible neighbors upstairs and had a terrible time last year because of them, but I love the neighborhood. Should I stay or should I go? I live in a great apartment in a fantastic neighborhood, but I have a upstairs neighbor that screams a lot (some neighbors say it's schizophrenia, but I think it's tourettes) also when he is not screaming, his dog is barking and a pot smoking neighbor by my side, and she smokes in her balcony, which makes it impossible for me to open my window during the day (I hate the smell).

The dog barking is the worst, it can go on for hours and it it makes me very anxious and depressed. the landlord is a piece if garbage and won't do anything about it and the few times I leave the window open the smell of pot makes me anxious as well, I thing I feel like my neighbors are doing it just to make fun of me, since last year I made compalints about it and, again the landlord did nothing about it. So now it feels like they are doing it on purpose. 

The thing is, I also hate moving. It makes me crazy anxious just to thing about it. Moving to another place in this neighboorhood is out of question, it is rent controlled since I landlord is a friend of mine so I would have to go back to my parents. Also, I work from home.

I know it's weird to ask what should I do, but... what should I do?",5.171615168539329,5.218856318352064,5.237226123595509,87.23651334269665,68.21348314606742,8.023314606741573,31.668773408239694,7.413659706084162,1.816086329588016,1035,40,220,9,16,324,130,267,0.146,0.728,0.125,-0.4763,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,2,16,16,2,0,19,0,27,1,0,7,0,39,44,21,0,6,9,1,2,2,6,6,0,3,12,0,24,11,0,1,5,0,1,5,2,9,1,0,3,7,34,7,28,35,5,30,0,1,0,1,17,12,0,5,14,164,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26861920560832797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740685493481498,0.0,0.3794715268471625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213905974856937,0.0,0.1046737567292876,0.0,0.0,0.08609548645538131,0.0,0.06825386540112467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558018271727664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722092632947397,0.0,0.0964367607451966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132274626497914,0.1599780758259138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650520014782555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089977972918096,0.0,0.0,0.12344368983752782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210878854133595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231173641272996,0.0,0.11026465250232564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153397403111695,0.1825356205418912,0.0,0.11855657608592418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094025548490176,0.0,0.09886865368051352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519009039564924,0.10105432461559544,0.10594560548478714,0.3736932320721572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23800578014244175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743507520607706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432577785056675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698137800417124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254283367190007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904041948791082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524003426414806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193416121073375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315711499842608,0.07174374488207415,0.0,0.0,0.13057737462640515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238425944663374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067151632964412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151309627434143,0.0,0.0,0.07953793623084918,0.0,0.0,0.1442057767790666
anxiety,bitchpuddingx,2020/01/06,"I hate being part of a group chat that actually engages my attention I feel like everyone is talking over everybody else and I don't want to interrupt with my own stupid thoughts while everyone else seems to be having good conversation. I feel like I end up left out because by the time the fun topic everyone is talking about is dead and everyone is on to something new. Nobody thinks I have anything to say because I never feel like it's my ""turn"" to say anything.",7.142666666666668,6.989505711111118,7.5566666666666675,72.94500000000002,64.1111111111111,11.2,38.0,10.793553405168565,4.1929333333333325,374,18,68,9,5,123,61,90,0.127,0.6940000000000001,0.179,0.4791,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,18,3,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,10,6,13,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,8,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.14177005097127818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391022906110677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711984043468387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272170607461616,0.0,0.12867289638167367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552761639857617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037026767085546,0.3113591929571513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185201832495875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343162382203578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578446153210675,0.0,0.0,0.2129259963240718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112047096458444,0.14031008055903052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573215611878203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310612710247501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225533601956152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184184925863484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335373788987367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930880659360448,0.0,0.11533424361422913,0.08471257862938457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802038921822098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568853475201291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hazel247,2020/01/06,"Got a written warning at work and almost fired I work in the NHS and basically fucked up regarding confidentiality, this resulted in a written warning. If I get one more I lose my job instantly and my apprenticeship is terminated. I also have to declare that I was fired for misconduct to any other job I apply to.

This warning stays on my record for 6 months and I'm really struggling with anxiety regarding doing something wrong and being fired and it effecting my future. There is no way to get this reversed or reduced and I get so anxious going to work now despite loving my job.

This is now effecting my relationship with colleagues and J have been banned from doing overtime (which is almost double pay per hour) until my mental health improves making me anxious about money

Any advice is welcome... Mostly just needed to get it out",6.245064935064932,7.896073896103896,7.110259740259743,69.0211038961039,66.53246753246754,9.236363636363636,33.48051948051948,9.573946990214177,3.5432025974025976,676,30,104,14,11,225,97,154,0.272,0.7120000000000001,0.016,-0.9909,4,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,7,6,1,1,3,0,12,3,0,4,0,23,25,13,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,4,0,1,5,3,15,2,19,19,3,15,0,1,0,2,3,6,1,5,6,79,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338504472849697,0.0,0.0,0.2938622817967889,0.0,0.0,0.11734171769115286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956590696392806,0.0,0.1122497604227188,0.331531326468564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565158959083645,0.3066461527567024,0.0,0.08339131228370489,0.0,0.11735517494908584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596950745258367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445016974412476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368273150863653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641558416347581,0.0,0.0,0.1324315735763499,0.0,0.0979449082390095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478715840823671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712027243988934,0.0,0.0,0.10880009521680062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942956190816483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400042893682173,0.0,0.0,0.1575355105719157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129616454773142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563970423297846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339639410999195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164692206765399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32046845044251343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042866780681714,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A-Girl-Named-Sierra,2020/01/06,"Had A Nice Victory Today So, when I have a panic attack, I literally can't talk. No matter how hard I try, I CANNOT talk, and this has been prevalent since I was a kid (I only spoke to my parents for the first few years after I could talk). Today in one of my classes the teacher called on me, and usually a get a panic attack because I'm so scared of getting the question wrong and I never even answer the question because I can't talk, but this time, I actually managed to answer the question! Granted, I stumbled over my words quite a lot BUT - I got it right! God I was so proud of myself.

Sorry if this post is irrelevant but I really wanted to share this because of how proud I am.",1.7641407528641582,3.6562604822695057,4.205957446808512,84.22615384615386,78.92907801418441,6.040589198036008,24.321331151118393,7.010146845296331,1.0745052918712497,532,19,105,6,13,186,85,141,0.12,0.727,0.153,0.8652,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,7,10,2,3,11,0,12,0,0,2,1,20,18,13,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,2,20,4,12,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,5,9,80,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.1267594418518503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955501670199479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375495948605311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263800814412424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371112737605072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579486875510635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104891954325274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357302586622257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388943809008556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163610113577442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104326584061431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018355294991216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802067161217318,0.09879151472835136,0.0,0.3048091758028045,0.14423377579938926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244041508836965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365386545732241,0.13816004033091306,0.0,0.0,0.08321449605192291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093019734938714,0.0,0.0,0.13004823190585016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074510452821773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540757428232354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176208952163721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574321312099447,0.0,0.2462518246094882,0.0,0.0,0.08819063725561388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306173531165828,0.0,0.07661583503605131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202053006373247,0.0,0.08364855638357002
anxiety,a_rae_ofsunshine,2020/01/06,"need advice to get out of the cycle of anxiety hi all!! i have a fear of being sick (specifically throwing up) and my boyfriend was sick a week ago. i left when he got a fever and he was sick later. i’ve been very anxious, not leaving the house and hardly able to eat. it’s been a week so i know i’m fine health wise but i can’t break out of this. i start a new job in a couple days and i need any advice. thank you.",-1.5004838709677415,0.4235552150537636,1.1357258064516138,100.72358870967743,93.6236559139785,3.9602150537634415,14.201612903225806,5.46131890053228,-1.1743612903225809,317,6,81,2,12,108,64,93,0.139,0.782,0.079,-0.5104,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,8,0,7,6,0,0,1,12,15,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,8,3,10,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,8,44,10,1,0.19110041194563746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373482221680448,0.16939898485074711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299548332353872,0.0,0.1461912920735834,0.21588907092891613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114489710299212,0.0,0.12324395636230392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554342969053048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504109251587555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984207786296216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528404567877896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711884331570375,0.0,0.0,0.20313080164007827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205042177528192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963767157874795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502378869779408,0.0,0.0,0.20234774352921853,0.207631156731194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833970680663255,0.0,0.18456596867913666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352618551635445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759395841694754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767785350933114,0.0,0.0,0.3065784469272744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lucarnne1115,2020/01/06,"Is anyone else struggling very badly? I have had severe anxiety it for 4 years, the past entire month, 24/7 I am struggling. There is never a moment  where I'm not thinking about my throat hurting because of tight muscles. Not a single moment in like 36 or so days besides sleep. I wake up and it's my first thought until I sleep. The pain can spread to my whole body if I focus on it too much. The more I think about my throat the more it hurts. I want to sleep all day except I cant because my body wont sleep more than 5-6 hours usually or if it's bad, for 2 or 3 hours even if I stay up late. I feel totally alone. I am constantly worrying. I am not a young child but I cry when my mom goes to work and I'm home alone. I count down the hours and minutes until she comes home and I dont do anything for all those hours I just sit on the floor and rock myself. Theres school Tomorrow and I will try to refuse and if I cant then I know I will suffer in my own head the entire day way worse than at home, and   everyone tells me stop thinking about it but I cant. At some points in the day, i can get distracted enough to where it stops hurting but then i remember "" hey remember your throat??"" And it starts again. All I do is lay in my bed all day trying to escape but it doesn't do anything. I havent been eating. I feel like this will last forever. Anyone else who is struggling badly, what are you struggling with?",0.9013336378168546,2.7357697682119198,2.498531628225624,95.69745033112585,81.4503311258278,5.622470883763416,19.354190454441653,6.647476241863616,-0.041363461977620634,1098,27,256,11,29,359,157,302,0.212,0.7609999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9945,0,2,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,2,0,2,13,15,0,5,11,0,26,13,11,0,6,48,39,26,0,5,16,1,3,2,0,4,1,0,4,1,13,11,1,4,9,1,0,1,11,13,0,1,3,3,39,2,30,32,14,50,0,4,0,0,9,15,0,8,33,170,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665045782164654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149258541477005,0.0,0.0,0.11241097865888393,0.16472325764357393,0.1322963120104059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013487214884429,0.09800115930924334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857423339694822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924262344391682,0.0,0.08686519863095611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829667880706074,0.25920112634508313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420798691742632,0.0,0.0,0.08225162307539954,0.13429894994514566,0.0,0.0,0.08305687068539723,0.0,0.05309204971947813,0.0,0.0,0.07680916445306657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128786948629553,0.057425454232015026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837352795670243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04199667034809477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249589418048066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189136339303205,0.0,0.3166432761735049,0.0,0.25815419623313546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044176258417849015,0.06552267158499535,0.0906752457064227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854190486931853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094143307866012,0.06416074590884721,0.0,0.059090571824084476,0.0,0.061996133935156024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553291574488306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673443247169781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759876828294399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821159771202416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135163665545374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080962994382487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217632146441972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689532573402501,0.08567731857835842,0.0,0.1344071602790611,0.0,0.3361340222590718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025806843492152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451806568703153,0.0,0.063814926405251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914922456102796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853024515722352,0.06632418892679183,0.04741182989211425,0.06380408718622334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974447219632191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851960095464274,0.0816325867294681,0.08191689178116061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176385696393696
anxiety,FLOCKAPUEO,2020/01/06,"“Is this helpful for you?” How often does your therapist ask you this? It actually makes me feel anxious because then I feel like *I’m* doing therapy wrong! “Omgggg I can’t even do therapy right!!”

Plus it’s also like IDK?!? You’re the professional!! How should this be going??? 

Anyway. My little vent.",0.06848901098900839,1.4801083214285704,2.3150000000000013,86.13769230769232,117.57142857142857,5.294505494505495,18.593406593406595,6.67199483983844,0.9732818681318682,230,8,42,5,13,77,45,56,0.11800000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.162,0.5712,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,8,12,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,2,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,28,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2266994959656748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577695047824053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26244237783123725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717700277122756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161304971315256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032946539209962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534375129700835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349242230148451,0.16596117356729453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202622219338275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557114294766878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698830824495025,0.232834055090514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550676666878739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983901116878562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531329822372724,0.2697279676284545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539927764896209,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unlikely1879,2020/01/06,"Anyone else suffer existential fear relating to eternal suffering? Ahh I'm freaking out about this one. I've had all the classic fear of heart attack, death, stroke, social anxiety, general sense of unease and lack of safety etc etc, but I haven't heard many experiences of purely existential fear. My darkest times are ones where I obsess over thoughts like ""what if even when I die I don't stop being scared"", ""what if I go to hell"", ""what if I have to feel scared and alone for all eternity"", anything relating to eternity really. I know how ridiculous it is, I'd put my money on death being eternal nothingness, but the meer possibility (however likely or plausible) of eternal suffering makes me feel petrified and completely and utterly trapped, like not even death could save me. Has anyone else had a similar experience? I feel super alone on this one",7.996272401433692,8.466372870967746,8.255698924731181,66.54799283154121,62.225806451612904,12.308243727598565,36.577060931899645,11.855464076750405,4.7736523297491065,685,30,112,21,9,225,100,155,0.359,0.542,0.099,-0.9945,1,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,6,19,3,7,3,0,11,2,1,2,3,27,20,12,4,5,7,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,1,2,4,14,0,3,4,5,12,5,15,13,5,15,1,3,0,0,2,5,1,4,11,72,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629709267613537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971190242856318,0.0,0.0,0.17753757615989826,0.2601575775614096,0.10447185341431443,0.0,0.0,0.14442785097894018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331082529804365,0.0,0.0,0.10136198128769898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317576140241098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121065961576016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28317325979814145,0.16770308261722486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483696244177661,0.0,0.42857370210421575,0.19257440187749644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215055829422212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504404224338405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977028344462671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860690955257256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474239843449231,0.12871084900535934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580807834592321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431209140126471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762325906115354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081329616262836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542050555702113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294130313609439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613874969850913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078684032447187,0.07402756430563442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hyejinbae,2020/01/06,"Anxiety out of nowhere I've seen a lot of posts of people being anxious because of something happening or having panic attacks but don't you ever get a weight on your chest out of nowhere and you start getting more anxious because you don't know what's the reason for it? If so, could you write down some tips?",5.311935483870967,5.999415838709679,5.490483870967744,83.30572580645162,68.03225806451613,7.490322580645162,33.24193548387097,7.1686216300943375,2.163051612903226,250,11,47,2,4,79,48,62,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.7789,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,5,2,1,1,1,13,11,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,10,8,3,7,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,4,2,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744345767792747,0.5151951006740046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594055206584152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779975932493497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820553124115801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062570272093492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382619422779728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016372183950496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253137575665907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938543397920324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26753218835180753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580802677934232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838000538078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444240348223375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554083631823678,0.0,0.0,0.16139363791898456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776667733018937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kannay93,2020/01/06,"Just been diagnosed with GAD! I have been avoiding doing things that I know I should be doing but the mere thought of those things makes me so anxious, and not having done those things me anxious, too. At this point my brain has stopped working and I’m in a constant state of distress. How do you guys deal with this, and how do you avoid putting things off?",4.611857142857144,5.857216471428576,3.524285714285714,94.7307142857143,70.0,6.171428571428572,28.285714285714285,5.6839178017228535,0.7922285714285717,283,10,60,1,5,81,51,70,0.24,0.76,0.0,-0.9558,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,3,2,0,12,2,1,3,0,17,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,7,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689608731640839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170235930648256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429548178284844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139822493277754,0.0,0.21066608059484634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240296866682984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551415438608064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406795035709455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854597144411118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962085414919854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865220635877224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352702373901613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515668401892501,0.0,0.0,0.16477714767927704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110403587086302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jswissg,2020/01/06,"Anxiety or underlying medical condition? I've been dealing with anxiety for a few years and I'm concerned it might not be anxiety and maybe an underlying medical condition. I have a bunch of physical symptoms that come with my anxiety and it is rough, anyone on the same boat and or have any recommendations?",6.680892857142857,8.440151017857144,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,65.60714285714286,14.171428571428573,40.785714285714285,13.023866798666859,6.750621428571428,251,15,40,12,4,88,40,56,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,12,8,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,7,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279217360146935,0.0,0.6875276500742766,0.0,0.0,0.15710360744835564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354454630695808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316383510055435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257243156324041,0.0,0.0,0.4526890549028876,0.0,0.23835320171268046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23353171074519166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446885128391769
anxiety,berrycatbrown,2020/01/06,"Anxiety about losing loved ones I'm twenty and sorting my life out....
Although at times it's felt on all ends that I don't love, appreciate or support them all the time, my mother and my brother are everything to me and I don't see any point of living without them.
Often I have entire scenarios in my head of losing my mother or brother to illness, an accident, suicide, homicide, kidnapping, etc. And I get so upset by the thought that I'm making myself feel by imagining these things, I can make myself burst into tears.
I imagine the grief I would feel, the time and place and how I would react, how I would cope with the other ones grief. How if something happened to my brother, I would lose my mother as well. I think about the inevitability and how my mother will die some day and I will feel as I've lost my other half and my life will be meaningless..  How will I cope with that? I really don't think having my own family and children would help that loss...probably because I'm so young... Or how will I guide my brother through life, who feels so lost and depressed once she is gone.  Sometimes I wonder if I'm getting a morbid satisfaction of thinking these things and then I feel horrified and pray to not get punished for imagining such awful scenarios. I'm not even religious or anything...
I can't say I have an unhealthy dependancy on my mother, but is this normal?
Do you experience this exact thing ever?",5.834820971867008,6.279663615942027,6.475098039215691,77.55617647058827,66.82608695652175,9.247740835464619,31.45268542199489,9.168548406835145,2.680954219948849,1122,42,208,19,17,368,148,276,0.14800000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.048,-0.9642,0,0,1,0,0,1,38.0,0,1,2,5,16,14,1,1,9,1,23,7,1,10,4,64,52,33,4,8,10,9,6,0,0,10,4,1,0,1,15,17,0,0,14,0,0,1,7,10,1,3,5,8,39,4,24,36,5,17,1,8,1,2,19,8,0,11,8,156,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728239170134913,0.0,0.08192248227334646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812478937418669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528021372110422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906328473590627,0.0,0.09223525019454347,0.0,0.11114105478987453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948487098373006,0.0,0.11943209132678152,0.07073100720456739,0.09686776536679544,0.0,0.0,0.09624432432344178,0.1047531948723068,0.10095359698724997,0.0,0.27073605712428017,0.0,0.10282184520125978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678481133420515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469809113887782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990379381578266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177922808418093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269195254927311,0.0,0.0,0.09456119158454887,0.0,0.0,0.35941423774303005,0.2337997039219801,0.0,0.19330327651272367,0.0,0.14296493780936045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492408631084084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404585897747856,0.14513200727009526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188478941993732,0.0,0.10123333663073213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860369629532989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516114918660436,0.0,0.0,0.08533574562944969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244203252045726,0.10591335897829944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171375420518628,0.12152286886428194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343471281616594,0.205854143418682,0.0,0.08501638273861531,0.1873326632709353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628550797825604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322958438262267,0.11613301348542905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803633278181954,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lavenderliv,2020/01/06,"I’m so bored Winter break is kicking my ass. I don’t have a job right now so I’m so bored. My anxiety has been pretty bad because I just have nothing to do, which makes it even worse because I don’t want to do anything because I’m anxious. Fifteen more days of break and then I’ll be back",-0.15279017857142918,1.8181837656250008,1.9882142857142888,97.09250000000002,86.34375,4.2821428571428575,23.205357142857146,5.288315135182226,0.07196696428571414,227,9,53,1,7,76,43,64,0.276,0.6579999999999999,0.066,-0.9239,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,10,1,1,1,0,4,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,13,1,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208010085934511,0.3071804316062971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375841773838934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908168453468698,0.22703314324870924,0.4972606721305875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535918583254906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959371443073802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698283037382353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150175735716456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609045773129884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766297980917879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220929728767145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037931636229905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277099093881886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Newastro,2020/01/06,"I’m really anxious about tomorrow, can someone just try and calm me down a bit please? I go back to school tomorrow and haven’t been there in a few weeks. I know a few others  on here are struggling with something similar.",4.743333333333332,5.7012854545454585,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,69.45454545454545,9.503030303030306,30.57575757575757,9.725611199111238,2.798630303030304,176,7,35,4,3,57,37,44,0.11900000000000001,0.773,0.10800000000000001,-0.1263,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602884674399599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522955221091397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34817769680592353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812494066279556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526991853666024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500780446075975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043081167689152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227637477705523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702196143689145,0.2455199547025411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334040998985085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652553183885606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558181345592984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babyblueberrys,2020/01/06,"freaking out about going back to college whenever i go back to school after a break i panic, ever since i can remember its been like this. 2 days before i go back i shake and pass out a lot and throw up and complain of a tummy ache and i physically find myself hyperventilating just thinking about it but it’s always been high school i’ve worried about not college and im really panicking, i really really struggle to calm myself down and don’t want to go back to college:(",4.274604863221885,5.702946734042556,6.0918237082066895,75.30500000000002,71.02127659574468,8.77568389057751,27.258358662613983,9.23628265651192,2.4104699088145902,379,13,69,8,7,131,59,94,0.21,0.72,0.069,-0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,17,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,7,2,5,0,0,2,0,9,2,14,8,1,20,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,8,49,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398976979737988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171266242056379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306631757166455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842999471097954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208328602600174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536678502556933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822088037259738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776386640495727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816093412935136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213986615004551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293818448207055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726442717014914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231253098473982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904586094433387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34031324078957675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907894236186205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576606808031536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773096862041884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916747926464653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074426087824196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DontKnowWhatImDoing-,2020/01/06,"It was nice to feel loved My last ex- boyfriend (unlike one before him) told me he loved me. Even though the relationship didn't work and now that I think of it- those were only words. It gave me a feeling I can be loved by somebody, there's someone who cares and a sense of security.

I do not want to be in a relationship right now and probably in the nearest future. 
But regardless, thank you ex- I felt like I had someone who loved me, cared for me and I wasn't completely alone in this mess that is called life.

Now I'm alone, I can only count on myself but... It was nice while it lasted.",0.4342896174863391,2.7795411721311467,1.9934754098360656,95.25671584699457,88.09836065573771,5.220546448087432,17.969398907103823,6.742157984588678,-0.07527060109289653,461,12,104,6,15,149,79,122,0.027000000000000003,0.679,0.294,0.9873,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,6,12,0,0,5,0,12,5,0,0,0,14,27,8,0,2,3,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,9,3,16,11,10,16,0,13,0,0,0,4,16,6,0,0,8,69,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044670302562845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507454570967855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008948290821256,0.0,0.29972473094545765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411237655307072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708308853401844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864141565030795,0.0,0.14112993290247458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23962696336200315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382079587713312,0.07181009910473518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306436271527822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960174517359782,0.22357946366603612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847613043344036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31561663309487226,0.0,0.12552552765255806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908209066742254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532526976659925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418290893181723,0.14441332863202044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045174281687806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866963491388291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700780306040243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tossthatbrick,2020/01/06,"I think I'm slowly getting over my anxiety Over the pas 1.5 years I have been slowly getting less anxious when talking to people. And the past 4 months have been really amazing for me.

I started going out with friends a bit more. At the beginning I would join them when we would hang out at someone's house but would go home when others would go to a club/bar. But after going a like once a month I started enjoying it a bit more and went with them more often. Starting a conversation with someone I don't know was/is still kinda hard for me to do but my friends know quite a few regulars who go so slowly I started knowing more people to and join a conversation. Having a few drinks helps me a lot too.

I was always scared of what people would think of me (not how I look, but mostly how I act/am) but this is slowly getting less of an issue for me.

I also got a job which requires me to talk to customers a lot too (by phone or in person). At the beginning I found this very scary too but after doing it for a while it got better and I'm more often not even nervous anymore when I need to go to a new customer.

As I said having a few drinks helps me talk to people and be more relaxed but I think I am slowly able to do it without this. There is also a girl I like and I think she is also showing interest in me, it helps a lot that she's the one starting the conversation and not me because I find it hard to find a topic to aks someone questions about.

I still am a big introvert which I'm fine with but I think just doing things like this really helped me a lot and the issues I am having are just things I need to exercise.

I don't know if anyone cares about my little ramble at all, but I needed to tell someone that I am finally feeling like I am happy and have confidence. I'm still not completely over it but I am getting there.

Sorry for my poor English to, I am in bed and tired ;) 

Thx, bye :-)",4.0441,4.164238210000004,5.459,84.42200000000003,70.65,8.0,27.25,7.699297019823105,1.4418499999999996,1484,45,317,16,25,502,166,400,0.055999999999999994,0.745,0.19899999999999998,0.9959,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,2,3,25,16,0,2,28,0,32,4,0,2,1,70,73,34,0,9,19,0,3,4,2,5,2,1,2,2,20,17,2,1,14,5,1,8,7,2,0,1,8,5,48,14,46,59,19,45,0,0,1,0,25,14,0,11,28,242,68,2,0.07382946769234577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712419591915074,0.06143203147537616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647934070450498,0.08340628376987036,0.07321899338103907,0.05162328043111509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500575824490989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529616448582666,0.16120531411111091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527406278843289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740879221102036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464954233319013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048763667108501205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03733039719254572,0.05274378647123699,0.0,0.08087657310109407,0.1349575918744448,0.0,0.0,0.08095020059503225,0.1140809271943865,0.0,0.15429139868138336,0.0,0.2517539273418644,0.0,0.1180963395275934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785928412118754,0.13227340293401518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794534374316985,0.0,0.07405697578226944,0.0,0.0,0.08518929318288884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154117565545827,0.07326435461090314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229897854531644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442773945760806,0.07399652232482397,0.0,0.0,0.061998158434988,0.0,0.0,0.25106869306113266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178599534756448,0.0,0.0,0.16423084441225824,0.0,0.07130495995780031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862597355918499,0.05002875802997543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047858089074392,0.20473622760381394,0.06446504345363457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827059004828682,0.07852672673961937,0.0,0.0,0.0945940950305642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022873055340476,0.0,0.07391617681481212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502218735601851,0.0,0.0,0.08264604457403366,0.2612843861541356,0.0,0.1768809248055559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802398856172874,0.06453020892862386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809803551516978,0.2365347089700443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485611235890905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091704289354019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684406562165898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116897224472281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26223167788865426,0.0,0.0,0.047543756599689735
anxiety,RavikiranC,2020/01/06,"Medication for me! Hello guys.

I'm starting with Escitalopram and Etizalam for my Anxiety and Depression.

Wish me good luck!

Any other help is welcome, comment!",3.773333333333333,6.81269151851852,6.18266666666667,60.354000000000035,96.77777777777777,9.567407407407408,35.02962962962963,8.841846274778883,5.395287407407408,129,8,17,5,5,45,24,27,0.136,0.48,0.38299999999999995,0.8682,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615339993780179,0.0,0.2942098599825907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33124631105110863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225753657369129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38080399908162055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577821869928387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38743338815316375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722143768222627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422588624789262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dre239,2020/01/06,"How do I make my anxiety calm the fuck down? I’m 15 and I have HOCD and it gives me an incredible amount of distress and anxiety, what should I do to make my anxiety drop the f down??",-0.8272499999999994,1.2272607750000049,2.2800000000000007,92.965,91.25,7.2,20.5,8.238735603445708,1.1575999999999995,141,5,35,4,5,50,28,40,0.326,0.623,0.051,-0.8844,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,4,1,0,3,0,7,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7725815956132795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112164668589493,0.0,0.32293390703135466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494170452541112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myxxngi,2020/01/06,"I feel like all my friends hate me Lately I've been feeling alienated from my friends. They are not emotionally open people at all, and as someone who is very emotionally needy, I feel out of place from them. I try to tell them how I feel, but they never amend their ways. I'm worried I'm annoying them, even though they say I'm not. I don't know what to do, because even though I do have fun with them, it seems superficial. I want friends I can truly depend on, but I don't want to lose this friend group because they're all I have.",4.235328185328187,4.475473099099101,4.8393307593307595,88.61027027027029,70.26126126126127,8.144658944658946,27.56885456885457,7.957251820313856,1.3388368082368085,418,13,96,5,7,134,68,111,0.08800000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.254,0.9579,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,8,1,5,9,2,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,22,22,7,0,2,4,0,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,5,21,6,11,21,3,8,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,2,3,60,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936192789467783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572817331722408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097861792033372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211982141434094,0.11345452563993565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907875731091631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567928669901282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727830733553096,0.0,0.17914559190672366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775869749658644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766875440573215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248474237060004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110099469236854,0.0,0.16592357023485832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629278735387114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445754622075469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455994472916802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138807710505113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120617699459737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782216407471082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103560944838866,0.1873415453850175,0.12605668587931446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128015926061795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goggle9002,2020/01/06,"I feel strange (in a good way) Last year I went through a pretty horrible experience. It set off that anxiety that had always followed me and made it much much more worse. 

Today is not a good day. I am facing another one of those situations similar to last year. I feel anxious, but for some reason, I’m not feeling as I did a year ago. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still feeling pretty crappy and kinda just want to stay home. But there’s no overwhelming sense of panic like last time. I don’t know who needs to hear this but I just want to let someone out there know it gets better. It doesn’t get good, it still sucks, but it’s better",1.7897073791348568,3.6617840458015287,3.3499427480916033,90.48893447837152,78.77099236641222,6.504071246819338,21.603689567430024,7.492282038375204,0.6744651399491093,494,14,108,7,12,163,82,131,0.21,0.609,0.182,-0.4925,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,1,2,4,0,8,1,1,2,0,24,27,7,0,3,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,11,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,4,5,9,6,12,22,4,20,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,13,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544152730425435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836225239622577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365580895142009,0.09962601635674656,0.147123455894905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035668157432676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398793278494956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739046982180255,0.0,0.0,0.2633939217361834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412026614951345,0.0,0.0,0.3276936265673506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677929775814458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063186270563293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314261187851693,0.3184658462659091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316956352289855,0.0,0.06362406984860079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322729780522908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146888150393968,0.09656430467971616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824759290089404,0.0,0.0,0.15279749385019953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649825816439756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389869804076074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638459767804188,0.0,0.0,0.11034392468631626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880844144893467,0.20800457521947416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593848256416579,0.0,0.12344333649821344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362670827629646,0.10337095099786092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072502707448532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271605910594098,0.0,0.14238666543985048,0.0,0.25159261848203873
anxiety,amordawaa,2020/01/06,"It never leaves, it never will There's too much good to feel so down. You would think after years one would get used to whatever it is that makes them wake up in the morning. It doesn't matter what I do, what I say, I'm still me, and obviously that's not going to change. I feel like a balloon, and the verge of popping every second. Yet it's been that for 5+ years. I feel better yet at the same time I don't. Know one truly understands what another person feels. Looks do not matter . If you meet me in the ground maybe then you'll understand. Until then I just scream, searching for an answer to an unsolvable question. What are we doing here, what am I waiting for? If I understand that words are free, and nothing and everything matters why can't I follow that? Do I not even believe myself? I'm running out of ideas. Every day feels like the end and yet I wake up another day. A year goes by as quick as a week went last year. I'm not sure what's up or down . It just all feels settled. But I don't want this as the outcome. So I will continue again..",1.3635497835497823,3.2907639090909093,2.977532467532466,92.37439393939395,80.36363636363636,6.008658008658007,20.47619047619048,7.07126945348624,0.3628463203463208,820,22,181,10,21,270,125,220,0.055999999999999994,0.873,0.071,0.7979999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,3,1,1,14,7,0,0,11,0,18,2,2,2,5,47,41,17,0,5,10,0,6,2,0,5,0,2,0,1,18,7,0,1,14,0,1,4,10,1,0,3,2,9,21,7,24,34,3,38,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,4,25,128,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590413143676901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391638469625511,0.0,0.1092426999027906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066694173935384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931933858357086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094013539507148,0.0,0.0,0.08158327053421165,0.0,0.20814051655612664,0.0,0.11101109766403447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747301309229989,0.1764842906956624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453368699546977,0.0,0.07019881119236326,0.10360204954768117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139438148608335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788292523523326,0.10068463866600028,0.0,0.1307890042420514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069048957578862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372502381681532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245002905497034,0.0,0.12409164439765133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080082861025644,0.0,0.19053125255593426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852000935560915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739962118798687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078522062004788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836977926323984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822743019904936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864259735733637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641538973480095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914611962917757,0.0,0.0,0.07202504225303981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857635483220541,0.0,0.10668093518492934,0.0,0.0,0.07285482788944392,0.0,0.09907965637853257,0.0,0.0,0.11450354131967246,0.11145687110662744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548899980986582,0.0,0.0,0.31816927535451833
anxiety,tadowkw,2020/01/06,"Does anyone wake up shaking? I wake with anxiousness literally running through my body, I think it’s a mixture of stress and fear.",5.17625,7.457937458333337,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,70.25,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.5338999999999987,105,6,18,2,2,33,22,24,0.377,0.623,0.0,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434705690094625,0.0,0.2690556721922046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274174193307443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367342711781967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329982343181927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407781962934901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465593220238836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dreadfreak,2020/01/06,I'm freaking out I need to pay $500 to my school by the 11th or I'm gonna get kicked out of the school and I can't get kicked out. I have no where to go. My job is at the school. I really need to stay in the school. It's needed. I don't know if any of you can help but if you can I'd really appreciate it,-3.2521052631578926,-1.7448483157894719,0.5713684210526324,104.50257894736843,97.94736842105264,4.618947368421053,10.23157894736842,6.2581,-1.5540168421052631,232,2,71,3,10,85,46,76,0.069,0.846,0.085,0.4835,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,16,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,12,15,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,0,40,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914486060529254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984395794621958,0.0,0.10792985199138357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729222466253373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845571227958555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043692043915684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42244609846578696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433215668260976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7687935463770382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024180837101688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scrambleeggs,2020/01/06,"i am really scared because of a school project So I have to have at least 50 people doing my surveys. At least10 people to do it to test the surveys by friday, and then i need at least 40 people to do the surveys by next wednesday. I go to a high school and my two options are:
- find some teachers who are willing to help me. but I don't know how it would work since I have classes too.
- go out and find 50 random people and beg them to do my survey

THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY I CANT STOP PANICKING BECQUSE OF IT",3.5542857142857147,3.840955592592597,4.849365079365082,87.77500000000002,71.77777777777777,6.912169312169312,28.3915343915344,6.1826913282559595,1.140397883597883,396,14,86,2,7,132,66,108,0.057999999999999996,0.8590000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.3863,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,15,0,0,1,0,16,19,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,13,0,15,17,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,4,65,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216134343445798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36467902950133374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267610553829717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372073932255035,0.210782852430486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096400601902176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792682679698332,0.0,0.0,0.21217066338039986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532331138198164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278048989063032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973444436050972,0.4038095872724638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502857832722456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679105101665162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948826493878926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452384787839384,0.0,0.0,0.14171917632601014,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ultramarine0,2020/01/06,Dating with severe anxiety. How? I have severe anxiety and the idea of dating is terrifying to me. But deep down I really want to be better at it. How have y’all managed to get out there even though it’s really scary??,1.2747727272727258,3.6882442045454593,4.201090909090908,80.6166363636364,84.22727272727272,8.065454545454546,17.89090909090909,8.841846274778883,1.521814545454545,171,4,33,5,5,61,34,44,0.309,0.606,0.085,-0.8966,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216528519801122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437379193469875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202531273234468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439849675086961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111087903322997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35310141241551113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6226789651923686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707668421339039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255076247618747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,non-casualThrowAway,2020/01/06,"A woman looked at me like she was angry. I think she heard me and my mother shouting at each other. I have social anxiety which has been getting to me and this has all made it worse. I was at a supermarket less than an hour ago. It was quiet, but there were a few people walking around. 

I was walking around the store on my own and I eventually saw my mother who showed me a receipt. It was a piece of paper that had £4 worth of store credit. My mother said someone gave it to her as it expired today and that woman had to go so didn't have time to spend it. 

I suggested we getting something useful like a pack of batteries as my mother always uses then for various things around the house. My mother agreed so we went to the battery section. 

She didn't know whether to get the cheaper ones or the more longer lasting ones. I eventually said that we should just get the more expensive ones, even though get less batteries. She agreed and so I picked them up. She changed her mind again and said started to think about which ones to get again. She must have done this at least twice and I eventually raised my voices and said ""Just get these! Why are you taking so long"". 

She then shouted at me and said I that everytime I go out I always want to quickly go back. That's not true. She always take forever and it's always over something stupid/something she's already made a decision about. She doesn't even care a out the money or anything, she just takes forever to make basic decisions that aren't a big deal. 

When we got the batteries, I was reluctant to pay for them because I was worried about getting in trouble it something. It was weird that someone handed over a random store credit so I was worried about getting tricked into committing a crime like fraud or something. My mother then told me to go pay for them and when Insisted they she should do it she then doubled down on suggesting that I should go pay for it (with the store credit). 

I then said ""You're just scared"". I meant that she's putting me upfront so that if anything happens then I get in trouble rather than her. I didn't trust that store credit thing at all and I made it clear to get at the store that this is just strange. 

When I got in the line, this woman finished packing get things and then before she left she looked at me with an angry look and then walked off. The cashier lady also didn't look pleased, but she never looked at me. She did seem to have a harsh voice though. 

I just feel anxious about it like it's gonna ruin my future. Nobody knows the context of why I said what I said. I'm shaking right now and I feel upset. I just want to go running now, but it's cold. 

**Was I being an arsehole**?  

**My mother knows I have social anxiety**. I told her all about it in terms of the symptoms I have, but I didn't tell her my most serious stories.  I don't know if she even cares about my anxiety or anything. 

I don't really want to take responsibility for what I did. It wasn't my fault. I was really anxious when I was there and I just wanted to go. It was frustrating just standing there over a bunch of batteries. It's not like we have money issues or anything. My parents spend money on all sorts of crap they don't need.

I want to just stay in my bedroom because that's where I feel safe. I just feel depressed and I want to self harm for the first time because this anxiety is just too much. My chest feels heavy as well.",1.944268542199488,4.129551784057973,3.0232949701619773,91.46008312020464,79.71014492753623,5.797953964194374,22.61082693947144,6.923569853693429,0.6255302642796243,2681,86,560,30,68,857,257,690,0.141,0.772,0.086,-0.9909,2,0,5,0,0,0,69.0,5,1,5,1,51,29,3,3,31,0,49,4,3,7,9,104,125,53,0,14,27,8,6,5,0,5,1,14,1,4,47,31,0,1,15,1,20,14,14,14,1,6,46,27,102,15,75,73,20,81,0,2,6,0,66,34,1,11,36,410,149,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925070024921458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131198169717018,0.04443141346146943,0.1849219058590736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001338021724702,0.12553425782060795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828850018539165,0.1483808772923611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272230811496516,0.0,0.10160681312424184,0.0,0.04727757585143859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329450466058635,0.0,0.058775247320202485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057280051265061166,0.04785385594285064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685729995038405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009081958321623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046434794543586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725941561446091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483344781613645,0.0,0.22103270376924236,0.0,0.08887301809796246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049131636785985415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054715533326305736,0.0641089268734407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057990337578447536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213757103088313,0.04528891898873528,0.0,0.0,0.06036624051540546,0.0,0.0,0.1357193579261078,0.0,0.0,0.049168963989765065,0.2332825673798984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771700656897947,0.0370868161813284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056099889823947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04084308615022714,0.04119713014555086,0.04285139508943701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150595919758469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169294589812535,0.0,0.0,0.038518396365898586,0.0,0.0,0.060988335015785565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585327341097001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118648006568769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474480448536735,0.4228032310865214,0.0,0.055625379635582166,0.0,0.0,0.05057985289750348,0.057961329639087435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327310518032938,0.0941518305579,0.2138645008035746,0.0,0.0,0.039325743833009914,0.059219702835741975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774824551044176,0.16709720374156775,0.0,0.04856199988009702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073503870554613,0.07120137188055456,0.10917508530004193,0.0,0.06479511367327702,0.0,0.05266450388873525,0.10618016458608427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597222168637128,0.0,0.0,0.19662481438715096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995522664553082,0.0515047943306678,0.10026874552394882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112848011773635,0.05662051601289635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snickerdoodle2467,2020/01/06,"it's the last day of school holidays and i'm really anxious about going to school this happens every time a school holiday ends, i have to go back to school no matter what and i just feel so not in control and i feel stressed and anxious and dizzy as hell and i'm currently writing this the day before the first school day starts and it's 8pm. what makes it worse is that i have bad grades and had not so great test results",1.4018601747815254,3.5374445168539346,2.4531835205992536,95.08766541822723,81.35955056179775,5.7533083645443215,21.124843945068665,6.937597516519254,0.34977053682896386,338,10,75,4,9,107,56,89,0.265,0.6709999999999999,0.064,-0.9639,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,18,13,11,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,2,4,1,7,12,0,13,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,10,43,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228841374846592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988518868504336,0.11931977609212364,0.0,0.0,0.12160170113063225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028020330823795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764858710472328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657148805549628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040369681812554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445142086983742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155499155067492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243250511043958,0.0,0.0,0.15755335974324894,0.0,0.0,0.12637049393737854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648671684654548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539025332728357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154865618206252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7231378723465371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114895406964827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369729103532973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332910376350676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563248944272794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Codyqq,2020/01/06,"Struggling a bit  I just started back at my old company and for the past couple days I've been plagued with panic attacks and near constant nausea/fear of throwing up when trying to eat. Due to the nausea and the fear of throwing up I haven't been able to eat a whole lot  (maybe 1200-1500 calories at the most). I'm already naturally skinny/underweight so the prospect of not eating a whole lot sets off my anxiety more. Any advice or help would be greatly appreciated, its been a very rough 3 days or so.",4.599957142857143,5.706288910000001,5.321428571428573,82.355,69.9,7.7142857142857135,30.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,2.0056714285714285,401,16,78,5,7,130,70,100,0.13699999999999998,0.777,0.086,-0.6284,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,3,9,0,6,3,0,0,0,12,8,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,1,4,1,14,3,7,18,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,9,51,5,0,0.1524591030914918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489812710456554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824241139722182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367741814762646,0.0,0.11663079656607535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344423947731424,0.0,0.1172316395385501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664458540144006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475412835325906,0.0,0.0,0.16869309775224975,0.0,0.19664701773420487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680111717582256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431177542632537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680866993862849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021901231022605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592305549185326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316566095164522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998018231292208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887790832903214,0.0,0.0,0.14553946500792614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791133787085504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938335697143272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350972332076024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579472685942086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404302879463885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083025725708329,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skanqueror,2020/01/06,"Anxiety has been so rough lately I don't even know what to say. You all know how this feels. We all know there's no cure. Why do people get to live normal lives. I am stuck everyday doing my best and it isn't even equal to someone's worst day.   


Nothing has worked. It's been nearly 30 years. I think it's time to move away from society.",-0.2908333333333317,1.896910472222224,1.4605555555555585,98.84000000000002,90.11111111111113,4.866666666666667,14.944444444444445,6.42735559955562,-0.6462888888888889,262,5,62,3,9,85,54,72,0.139,0.8029999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,11,16,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,6,1,7,13,5,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227215717391686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157639428443106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363263365492455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523096362330246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974759272932596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138644320613683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765413579846652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37128082754285896,0.0,0.2540277022791821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976993862283471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934469914832054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064149164766786,0.2160789182328797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612058825850358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908264582162542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080544050540707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429468918189384,0.0,0.0,0.1313119472427526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320180760432727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394330837473062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450170169731974
anxiety,dat_laffytaff,2020/01/06,When days are dark When days feel dark ..close your eyes and put your hand on your chest.. feel the air move in and out your lungs .. and understand that you were given this life because we know how to live it. Dig deep. Walk your truth,2.5835106382978736,4.324811127659576,1.7967553191489394,103.10875,76.02127659574468,5.5510638297872354,16.00531914893617,5.985473137389443,-1.0080595744680854,181,2,44,1,4,51,37,47,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,4,1,1,12,7,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,4,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,4,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739865070934056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459994355388794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606462060228064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599480334967226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518986782757993,0.0,0.0,0.3149112769111909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790417960939266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35851216775387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712649414701914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeanFish69420,2020/01/06,"I need help. Sometimes, when I want to learn something new, I just suddenly feel extremely overwhelmed and demotivated. This may sound like a completely normal thing, but I feel like this is a bit different than usual. There is just a sudden attack of fear, pain and sadness merging together within me and I just want to cry in the corner of my room, then I feel bad for being such an idiot for doing that, but when I want to start again, then after a few minutes it begins again. I don't know what that is supposed to mean, but I need help. Please, anybody, help me.",5.395597402597407,5.996132663636367,5.878571428571429,80.90500000000003,67.81818181818181,8.467532467532468,28.441558441558442,8.418075326091056,1.9317922077922078,443,14,85,6,7,143,72,110,0.22899999999999998,0.602,0.16899999999999998,-0.9423,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,2,2,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,22,19,10,0,6,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,12,2,12,17,2,17,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,15,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622654062112106,0.0,0.0,0.15135709600918254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790540624214625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900634424331298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991221318819152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939384622767308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398483022739367,0.2749743379977905,0.1295029329013878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36451453740754736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962402746710194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712366706135554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197461673517087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688263072890721,0.0,0.17507657418541406,0.0,0.0,0.17761106198045354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288943547257634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198985570500632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955439082315474,0.1792856609713376,0.0,0.1283074143596113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204310892431558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964885871024715,0.0,0.3207621658738617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bostnfn,2020/01/06,"My mental disaster For history: 10 years ago (exactly) I had a rough transition from vacation back to work. It ended up in my not sleeping for close to three weeks. It was like a giant anxiety attack that wouldn't let up with massive depression. I was diagnosed then with OCD, GAD, and Depressive Disorder. Well it's been a great 10 years since, working on my anxiety and building a great life with two amazing kiddos.

Well here comes the 10th anniversary, and I guess I just got super triggered about it. We are 6 days in, and I am having massive feelings of depression and uncontrolled anxiety. The ruminations and projections are just constant. I have started to take my anxiety medicine, which I foolishly refrained from doing for a few days to prove to myself that everything is okay. Well it's not. I feel pretty awful. I walk around and interact with my kids and it feels like an act. I act and do what I think is appropriate so that they get the benefit of having a dad fully immersed in their lives, but I'm deriving no warm feeling from inside.

I can't say I know exactly what has caused this or what is triggering it, but generally I know what is happening. I don't know if I need advice or just some positive attention or I don't know what. I want these sad, negative, and generally destructive feelings to go away. I want my happy fun little life back.

Sorry for the rant. I am happy to provide details. I've reached out to my LCSW, my med doctor, and my primary care. I've started using my medication as I have in the past to help get through these moments. But right now I am at the doorstep of recovery so my thoughts are at the lowest and I feel like it'll be this way forever. I miss being a happy dad (this line brought me to tears so I hope this isn't the worst post of all time).",4.2918609718893,5.655964524079323,5.583186968838528,79.21589616474178,70.89801699716713,9.623403791675747,30.85737633471345,9.943994293440598,3.135599782087601,1419,61,273,37,26,475,193,353,0.14300000000000002,0.667,0.19,0.9767,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,2,3,15,28,2,1,16,2,30,6,1,4,4,64,61,24,0,6,12,2,8,3,0,2,5,1,0,1,23,21,0,1,14,0,0,6,9,9,3,2,7,9,41,19,40,49,4,41,0,5,0,0,9,16,0,7,20,192,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415511474218057,0.0854111919119816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948393702396456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577466934383438,0.0,0.10961553861593934,0.09052689051983598,0.1481791421793354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823838677595807,0.0989811549581235,0.0,0.08299964683645306,0.0,0.10412344954820027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427953116870405,0.0,0.24896630015295984,0.09779634810286192,0.0,0.0,0.11042897745403933,0.09862146032985296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534022987475763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659593552713955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923140743612141,0.1376693193763986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006810150693398,0.0,0.05475967588837916,0.0,0.0770623601913471,0.2124592219716009,0.10614378069173283,0.0,0.08520471053697345,0.3077089363899769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458343856700156,0.0,0.0,0.09570034931793964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181253192736896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852755254105117,0.13611405997220286,0.14121974389002814,0.0965710991401267,0.08508153501401458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702655076350352,0.09706559136023717,0.09710124227213901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144458802168281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919799175504247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922796163011783,0.09802572203708126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228500395606145,0.0,0.07662383663889577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970426355845425,0.0,0.09642266515963596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785938464868686,0.13639841206749953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244552495958742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173916317244035,0.0,0.07649358286980676,0.056184255867460314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941229586246758,0.0,0.0,0.08321812485097227,0.0,0.0,0.11366308615105447,0.0764805901305584,0.07728862894206183,0.0,0.25989897169610376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402923797703745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409644907169932
anxiety,Inolongerhavefingers,2020/01/06,"today wasn't a good day for a bit of context i am severely depressed and was living in a lot of stress on the past month or so until i had a mental breakdown last friday

today i was supposed to help a friend build a PC but halfway through to his home i had a panic attack

i felt horrible there alone on the bike lane surrounded by noise and movement and i had to go back home. it has been a long time since the last time i couldn't walk alone and i feel really useless

i eventually got home but i haven't said anything to my friend yet, he's aware of my problems and what happened on friday but i said i was fine and would be able to go to his house, now he might be worried and i can't help but feel ashamed

after years of self control i just lost all my progress for like, the 5th time...

will this ever end or am i cursed for the rest of my life because of something that happened to me forever ago?",3.3227403846153862,3.8778411458333366,4.366875,90.05985576923081,72.4375,7.157692307692307,26.74839743589744,7.010146845296331,1.0278008012820514,708,23,160,6,13,231,113,192,0.21,0.6890000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.971,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,7,13,1,3,13,0,19,1,0,1,2,25,30,15,0,3,7,0,3,1,2,3,1,2,3,1,4,7,0,1,3,1,0,4,4,8,0,0,13,5,22,5,24,11,4,29,0,3,0,0,11,5,0,4,21,105,26,1,0.12222173061596775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834218975381474,0.0,0.0,0.25316970554556983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005780703305826,0.0,0.0,0.1390448630775837,0.0,0.093980966546487,0.0,0.0745052325624044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334344746819388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370820636105067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882290509580173,0.0,0.10526939748627676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825217599414076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055655266827516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359795870307826,0.0,0.11735202831817294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888564117795703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389228522198836,0.10251378886994107,0.09775188314116624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161605454804726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384529941674672,0.0,0.3677950834758156,0.0,0.0,0.14102746732715768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992540463381919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632882286005078,0.05971136392088462,0.0,0.10792402733980692,0.1081623855015658,0.0,0.0,0.13341945683686535,0.10390854467924804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317075760306112,0.1296579416436101,0.0,0.0,0.0975562193143388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340086673485636,0.0,0.0,0.11667447155002647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694968979421334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829837029886576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325217086209469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275039206014449,0.13807576656355766,0.0,0.10110307857004318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409225944167264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000457947646833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138054220098767,0.0,0.2317038192241687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412210022450247,0.0,0.08682281071681931,0.0,0.0,0.07870678731983945
anxiety,zucchinishrimp,2020/01/06,"How does one cope w anxiety for funerals as a hypochondriac? I have to go at a funeral on wednesday. I was not very close to that person, I am close to his daughter but me and some other friends will go there to support her. The thing is, my anxiety right now is not at its best, but I feel very selfish to complain about it and stay at home in this situation. I was/still am a little but but I dont want to admit it, a hypochondriac. And funerals or cemeteries, pretty much anything related to death triggers it. I can’t look at dead people and I feel very weird for a week or two after I go to a funeral or I see people grieving and suffering. I know I also have to face this fear once and for all but I don’t know if I can do it right now... Steps need to be taken further because I’ll never feel fully ready to face this, so I am asking you for advice. What should I do? How should I approach this situation even after it, when I come home and try not to think about it?",2.299859756097561,3.516323678048781,4.31516768292683,86.94543445121954,75.6341463414634,7.66158536585366,25.007621951219512,8.278499904357787,1.4281280487804886,754,25,166,13,16,259,112,205,0.268,0.679,0.053,-0.9934,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,11,9,0,1,7,0,18,2,2,3,2,39,36,22,7,5,12,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,15,10,0,0,7,0,0,6,7,6,0,2,2,5,23,3,27,30,4,27,0,2,2,0,9,12,0,5,8,125,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589835780457318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121485344856337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277753386748424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114443403295969,0.0,0.13001240720887666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477625738666147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594620484179735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979716380060228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170177777435405,0.0,0.16298991977409566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918549393482406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649329278335847,0.21095509669139875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744574054403497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711138946148766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789986652832584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285932862053422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938545792718887,0.0,0.0,0.1167844303029381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022330258415852,0.10311922207048567,0.10725995987210746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810584315584066,0.09423796049395272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928283380235914,0.12143124189860173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148498128778753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375313744811774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082140702958666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126427697217499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823094876006904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781587439676678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092392447458659,0.08911094113514448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441993156164084,0.0,0.1358519454182229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34424387738169976,0.08202754992771567,0.0,0.111554192026148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kokofefe,2020/01/06,"Feedback and recommendations for Dr. Edmund J. Bourne - The Anxiety and Phobia workbook Hello all,

I've been dealing with anxiety for 10 years now. I am currently on no medication and seeing a therapist for one year. But there is this big thing ahead of me, moving from my home town ( from my parents ) to an other city because of work. 

Official diagnosis is that I have Generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder and depression.

I don't really feel depressed though, I am just pissed that normal people can go on about their routines and I am here struggling with this ""moving out of the nest"" problem (and a few others ofc like flying with a plane, drive on the autobahn or basically anything that is new).

Now with the help of this book I managed to get to the same conclusions as my doctor did. Although with the test in the book I am also Agoraphobic.

My question(s) would be:

- did the methods listed and explained in the book help to any of you who struggle with the same things as I do?
- what kind of medication would be the most helpful in a situation like this? I am looking for experience because I tried the following: 
Sertraline: didn't do anything other than lowering my libido.
Escitalopram + Buspirone: It was good but I switched doctors and the new one told me it is too strong.
Duloxetine: It made me feel good too but also extremely constipated.

My goal would be to do the all the moving and getting into the new line of work drug free but as an accessory it would be good to have in the beginning.

Any help or feedback is appreciated.",5.233095312991509,7.0328850069204165,6.355327146901544,72.8953625353885,69.17301038062283,9.545202893991824,32.16750550487575,9.910423181423305,3.4439605536332185,1233,55,214,31,22,412,155,289,0.08199999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.124,0.9636,3,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,6,11,15,1,3,23,0,30,7,1,1,2,41,42,22,0,6,7,1,2,2,0,4,6,0,1,0,18,17,0,0,4,3,1,6,3,7,0,2,7,4,22,9,40,27,6,27,0,2,2,0,12,11,1,3,12,168,40,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561490242332934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327832174941781,0.0,0.22405957879228355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068200604937874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902843422978696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006520321577062,0.16817679945646258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237844075771724,0.19985646506142185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321956726687467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550067359987433,0.0,0.0,0.09872911601277808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102015077160965,0.0,0.0554852626109808,0.2456617211267369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617567756620477,0.0,0.09793064504311223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166640824175187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953939731316842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198443945205057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237967300657196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967034954001924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112950656512594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828743943300145,0.0,0.0,0.09565647073343524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323129520974651,0.0,0.0,0.11454752939901068,0.10840633409539796,0.0,0.0,0.06768420739959265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341852901542892,0.0,0.0,0.10936771448744308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254414689338755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779830676949083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973998056883676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412771972731156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335571728675145,0.12972179587385674,0.0,0.0959207782967092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932894533471546,0.0,0.06628422249525974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421513076473595,0.0,0.0,0.2774136220941597,0.0,0.0,0.1257407746508349
anxiety,OMR95,2020/01/06,"Does being sick make your anxiety worse? I’ve had a nasty cold/sinus thing for about five days now, and I’ve noticed that I feel much more anxious than usual. Has anyone else felt like illness makes them more anxious, or is this just a coincidence?",3.998750000000001,5.987974708333336,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,72.75,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9701499999999994,198,6,38,2,4,61,42,48,0.34600000000000003,0.609,0.045,-0.9418,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,7,8,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,3,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643738442759272,0.5506455704657292,0.0,0.1704076085006698,0.2497095633751313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717270532865266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327215064509267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035883252449094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322703355611656,0.0,0.2339996951920806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190643328218184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253564629681945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791547969711319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27746530369334826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191000931314475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26841199208842914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483611795000157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kalley00,2020/01/06,"Anxiety Diarrhea...I can't take it anymore! Hey there everyone! As embarrassing of a topic this is I don't have anywhere else to turn. This panic, anxiety, nervousness, whatever is ruining my life! It's pretty simple (and absolutely ridiculous), basically anytime I think I have to get in a car to leave my house I get nervous that I'm going to have to go to the bathroom (#2) and won't have enough time to get to a bathroom. I will be fine before I leave and then get in the car, start getting nervous and within 5 minutes be sweating and in a full blown panic about to poop in my pants :-( I have had so many instances where I get in my car, get about a mile down the road and the panic is so intense that I have to turn around and come back home. I have gotten to the point now that I barely leave my house at all. 

I've been on Effexor 150mg daily for about 4 years and I don't feel like it's doing anything for me anymore. I do have xanax to take as a backup (I guess) but it takes about 2 hours before I feel anything and then I'm EXTREMELY sleepy. Sometimes I don't have that much notice to wait for it to work. Anyway, I feel so alone and so defective. I talk with my husband sometimes and just SOB uncontrollably because who I am on the inside is NOT who I am on the outside because I can't get my body to cooperate with me and...well it sucks. I have a great husband and 4 kids and I want to be the mom that volunteers at the school or the wife that goes to meet my husband for lunch but I can't because I am terrified to go anywhere. I don't have anywhere else to turn and I just need to find some peace. I would love to know if anyone else has beat this! I need some hope!",2.2678692493946717,3.5512908192090435,3.974047619047621,89.08894067796612,75.83615819209041,6.978046811945117,25.07223567393059,7.5804360353943165,1.092162550443907,1306,44,291,17,28,439,161,354,0.124,0.787,0.08900000000000001,0.3018,0,1,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,0,0,2,16,18,2,8,17,0,36,7,3,0,1,41,71,26,0,6,7,5,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,17,18,1,1,6,0,0,7,9,13,0,0,3,3,39,5,47,62,6,33,0,2,0,1,12,18,2,6,9,194,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405220893857896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138939446675982,0.0,0.18011907185245388,0.06349675765714166,0.093046007568606,0.14945847750600388,0.08084052742183738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982760818741622,0.0,0.16607156890772698,0.0,0.1545459591612609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086990574314117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822513659817923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758136207014265,0.0,0.0,0.0938314398218154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867732486508063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377494318833265,0.06487498275033238,0.0,0.0,0.08299907942384464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795575743670967,0.0,0.15482896456949086,0.0,0.0,0.10011880949939224,0.10003791654702912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109025627192203,0.09019523797059588,0.08942997210247773,0.2095660662803114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049907032363261765,0.0,0.0,0.28846537085053225,0.0,0.0,0.06414208578042996,0.0443653845817955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195995022989637,0.0,0.0,0.09206751341223156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063560672796867,0.0,0.0,0.06675610805456299,0.13466955270807776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338826594595686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196393877629812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584520015950185,0.0,0.0,0.09238684486929703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190499396679612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962765633662064,0.0,0.06427608322707205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483440479176526,0.07298997638572242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818765087203124,0.0,0.0,0.05295228663513858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963269828210701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356233899318128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066111067875058,0.0,0.0,0.06450911744417341,0.0,0.0,0.05847893364601161
anxiety,enitsof,2020/01/06,"(F18) Could it be because of anxiety? (This is my first post ever on reddit and I'm not sure if I'm doing things right but I'm gonna give it a try!) 

Soooo I've noticed that I'm constantly playing with my tongue, inside my mouth, pushing it towards my front teeth (it even makes a little sound that I'm pretty sure no one but me can genuinely hear it).
At some point I'd literally bite each sides of my tongue with my side's teeth.

I think if it's a sort of reflex due to my anxiety, what do you think? I also would like to stop doing this because sometimes I can feel my teeth moving, and this is a vicious circle because it stresses me out and I do nightmares about losing my teeth out.

English is not my native language does it show?

Thank for reading me:))",1.4842616033755291,3.4211111392405087,3.1559746835443043,91.1968312236287,80.01265822784809,5.479156118143461,22.558649789029538,6.42735559955562,0.4504771308016875,592,19,126,5,15,196,95,158,0.14800000000000002,0.772,0.079,-0.8558,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,5,8,1,1,4,0,12,5,5,1,3,26,25,8,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,15,8,0,1,3,3,0,3,3,3,0,2,0,3,18,5,14,21,2,19,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,4,6,80,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368248107805367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617747981229196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31289423173074915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184893184130652,0.0,0.13660563614647078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972660754646722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300679995404915,0.15476545033695416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865108999771628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553353349100284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413015557225405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283678322374387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358849751020953,0.1714823903019982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141182191752576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420740892844385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184717521732185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479307780315294,0.0,0.0,0.1159385703717378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174031550580448,0.0,0.1638619558064246,0.17406538059183468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711415522686622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461144099014578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692175785918852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430432913619009,0.19598903248119487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225104993508812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752152017581494,0.0,0.0,0.11366808253655075,0.2192618572290028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616244475660563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154115767725585,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elliecot,2020/01/06,"I have discovered a really good way to alleviate some of the stress and anxiety I feel while grocery shopping I love to cook and cooking really relaxes me and makes me happy, but grocery shopping gives me a near panic attack whenever it’s too loud or too crowded (which is often). 

However, I discovered that you can go to the Kroger website, find the store you want to shop at, then search for the item you want and it tells you the aisle number/section that the item is in. 

Now I make my grocery lists, look up items, and organize my list by aisle/section so I can quickly go through the aisles in order and pick up what i need easily and not waste time or get stressed searching for things. 

Of course, making lists this way takes longer, but I find the organization kind of relaxing, and for me, cutting down the time in the actual store is worth the extra prep work it takes to plan the grocery store trip in the comfort of my own home. 

This strategy might not be for everyone, but I figured some people are like me when it comes to grocery shopping, so I wanted to share. Hopefully it can help someone out there!",6.110192307692309,6.427871657407408,6.295555555555558,79.52038461538464,66.22222222222223,9.794301994301996,32.35612535612536,9.661875296680813,2.8939719373219384,882,34,170,17,13,282,125,216,0.07,0.7559999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9703,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,2,9,15,2,3,15,0,10,3,0,4,0,34,28,18,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,12,10,2,0,4,8,8,4,2,5,0,0,0,3,22,10,27,26,7,24,0,0,1,1,10,10,0,7,8,119,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.14736859662546387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552585846139678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180106156137753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008582191693566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443010503021033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635758719169629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760494627362827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889896581448003,0.14486709383676996,0.17165030737736142,0.12666399435920006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075799286371514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122199320636707,0.0,0.15148009158009051,0.14999170566704598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725860709178086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377817117315387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681434285326884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362966937941451,0.0,0.3024105235580754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602027685251934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197551204802976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718325286223208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469460229637534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934878116045929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795429438570685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34597373603209697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708857248854625,0.0,0.13199353409906106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032747925970947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611581210005842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672172089968724,0.2397369339999744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994052521134767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WillieHay,2020/01/06,"Impossible to function I am having a really hard time w anxiety / panic. Blood pressure at times spikes through the roof, constantly feeling lightheaded, dizzy, lethargic. Every test / doctor says I am fine. Blood pressure spikes, I get a warm rush throughout my whole body and my pressure goes up. 

I dont know what to do, this is absolutely crippling my life. Cant function at work, etc.",5.207826086956524,7.702250000000002,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,70.73913043478261,8.078260869565218,33.23913043478261,8.841846274778883,3.180408695652173,306,15,50,6,6,96,53,69,0.24600000000000002,0.682,0.07200000000000001,-0.8874,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,3,0,7,5,3,0,0,3,10,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,4,7,2,6,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,28,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971949407671858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863266777590937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785600505040218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26384065346919794,0.0,0.0,0.3021069658182816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874840156369172,0.0,0.0,0.21718410065808488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033731221675546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467527614674688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091315807947016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166479752421068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207204805778374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024400036358986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651353993672751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499070955253085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006179533982053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28779332922120604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766114916349505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigB3ar25,2020/01/06,"Recently started citalopram and looking for advice/ reassurance Today I visited my doctor and after discussing my symptoms and how I feel was prescribed citalopram for my anxiety.  I took this drug this morning and for the first two hours I felt completely drugged out, drowsy, and just a bit disoriented. I am starting to feel a bit more like myself now but what wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience? Will this feeling subside or should I request a different medication?  

Any advice or insight is greatly appreciated :)",7.6365934065934065,10.094845186813188,7.893186813186816,61.62681318681322,64.16483516483518,10.474725274725275,43.769230769230774,10.608840637214634,5.756841758241758,436,28,58,12,7,142,69,91,0.033,0.8029999999999999,0.163,0.9209,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,7,5,0,1,0,19,16,10,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,10,3,6,10,3,11,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,4,9,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317631284009345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052124611996557,0.0,0.12432968724291048,0.0,0.0,0.11363989434709627,0.1665240692542078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35486615168174057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040232420205906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980199439520074,0.0,0.16634922681165015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769502771702876,0.0,0.13576715250389096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589787271424868,0.0,0.0,0.24652960974981575,0.0,0.15604761355932212,0.0,0.0,0.13824202201310226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918223470719746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005246497883654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940055213160138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647842824843098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637248730528417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047190344844434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230069300432952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892367633572114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405284663883784,0.0,0.18056908686100345,0.0,0.0,0.15876140284347684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624931330868335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Whimsical_Wyvern,2020/01/06,"Does anyone understand? Trigger warning just to be safe.

I have an almost crippling fear of choking which probably causes my anxiety (or it's fueled by my anxiety - I'm not sure which). Most days I don't even eat 1,000 calories and I feel like I'm wasting away.

Does anyone else have this? Does anyone understand? I feel like I'm alone in this.",1.4134162520729667,4.095225134328364,2.9879601990049776,86.89978441127697,88.70149253731344,5.96285240464345,23.862354892205637,7.3871296695380915,1.5028454394693198,272,11,50,5,9,89,47,67,0.256,0.637,0.107,-0.8411,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,14,11,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,5,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744073456246717,0.18038888535624656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664810555833047,0.0,0.0,0.3653537583042085,0.1784590259130528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363962061642173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892184910486336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232604596297988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572552978436973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822066833530728,0.14549772831846072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503846648257515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959910761941081,0.17613243223322794,0.2488559483697119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018254783016726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877860634065772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415433976070906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36263682274775744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sabfry,2020/01/06,"Fitbit showing me that I have a REALLY high heartrate when nervous So I get nervous before public speaking or talking to important people at work, as many people do.  But I've always gotten anxious about my physiological symptoms; as in I'm confident about what I have to say but my face turns so red, and I sweat and shake, and I feel my heart racing.  

So until recently, I always assumed this fast heart beat was in my head.  But recently I got a fitbit that tracks my heart rate.  Today I went to talk to someone, not even like an important person or someone who has an impact over my position, and afterwards I notice my heart is 138bpm!!!  My resting heart rate is around 60-65.  

Is this normal?  I feel like going this high, like twice a week, is probably pretty bad for my heart?  Do you think this necessitates a trip to the doctor?",5.020728402032752,6.062316956521741,6.0225296442687775,77.9530039525692,68.87577639751552,8.587464709203841,28.300959909655557,8.841846274778883,2.2292807453416152,654,22,120,11,11,217,97,161,0.128,0.8109999999999999,0.061,-0.8693,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,8,7,0,3,7,0,10,11,9,0,0,16,20,16,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,4,0,1,4,5,21,3,16,16,1,19,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,3,11,79,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265726321911554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720840370348973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235983902983128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662723783809352,0.0,0.0,0.08828393607801449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619291535172624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852615081479582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491862403624072,0.07411929579105157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420529403552088,0.0,0.05896373473738119,0.0,0.08297866068128787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647782702085176,0.0,0.0,0.7376682347484123,0.0,0.21923595613734373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206159246423906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518660614692553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016533490304524,0.0,0.11812050100210655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438549071669944,0.0905908343635624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555144050553662,0.11186046281193318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646515332645586,0.0,0.2048819773418698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250647040617481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581472909526874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078363753522738,0.0,0.16678125897420798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647905746608353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834323378811677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285062623245798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322230073905038,0.0,0.0,0.096177646347356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553151595818508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ouchie-ouchie-ouchie,2020/01/06,"Anxious I’m currently sitting in bed. I have to get up in 1 minute to get ready for a practice I’m dreading. I’ve been so anxious all day. Trembling, my heart skipping beats, my stomach jumping randomly. I feel like I’m on the verge of tears. 

It’s so frustrating that no one ever understands my anxiety. I just feel so alone all the time. 

I have to get up now. I really don’t want to.",-0.3618855218855188,1.885805493827164,2.28675645342312,91.78313131313135,92.82716049382715,5.908417508417509,24.64758698092032,7.348242739294969,1.4071876543209876,299,14,65,6,11,103,55,81,0.264,0.659,0.077,-0.9301,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,2,3,0,4,2,2,0,3,9,14,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,2,8,1,11,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567600686361394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965052637992497,0.5601356327124268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598814872331166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424885307750064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507015623492668,0.17710700484049027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38856834123975387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937746287430231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111633866812875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799028062595547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158817540105848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445583565161945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580831277792512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622378348585746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ikeastol,2020/01/06,I just feel the need to write about this u guys don’t have to read it or anything if you don’t want to im sorry if this is boring I watched a instagram live and accidently sent a laughing emoji instead of a heart and i think the girl who had the live saw it and it was a pretty serious moment..And it may not seem like something big but stuff like this really gives me anxiety and i don’t know how instagram works and now im :( and i really look up to her and im scared that i will make the same mistake again and i want to talk to someone about things like this...But i can’t because it feels like everyone thinks im annoying and i just end up even more stressed and anxious and idk what to do anymore...Im so sorry if this is more of a rant i just feel like i need to write this somewhere im sorry if this is too long and im sorry if i offend anyone or if this post is stupid im sorry,-0.17084360647812247,1.7291648477157366,2.264510514865848,95.53566835871406,85.8020304568528,5.579792119893644,19.025622431713806,6.868970318607317,0.056388639110466425,693,19,167,9,21,237,99,197,0.284,0.6829999999999999,0.033,-0.9927,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,12,14,3,2,9,0,14,1,1,2,0,43,30,23,0,11,13,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,17,12,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,4,6,15,6,14,24,3,9,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,10,9,104,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294364228856726,0.0929524889055708,0.0,0.057531785192374285,0.0,0.06770907161499458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501568593499426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287527303690533,0.0,0.0,0.05434487692083577,0.0,0.0,0.07862165071134433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480906140554393,0.11756107586168438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893005648508476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146970567766748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750168110798793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7110083986336698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521869732334452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098819765877093,0.0,0.14530872728242553,0.07281482615348311,0.0690941122613093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492224878668864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201851030235783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880107943883513,0.08370789800514784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230183137530722,0.0,0.10542079291197626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237619870798032,0.0,0.0,0.0749042260961021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971520871919072,0.06334282922721449,0.0,0.46052618544625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425096412211592,0.0,0.09419041711952923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613319793892741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466288716951597,0.1054428463542832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970612388744624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990050352434845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexwizard2,2020/01/06,"Getting my parents to help me I'm a minor and I don't have an option for a school counselor. My parents know I have depression/anxiety because I had a major depressive episode when I was 12, which they tried to help when I reached out but from my memory they didn't do a very good job mostly due to lack of understanding. My parents usually try to be helpful but are a big cause of my anxiety. I was emotionally abused (not severely) by my mother when I was young (<10) and this has led to trust issues with my parents even thought generally they are good parents. They don't really understand mental health issues very well.

I'd really like to go to therapy and see if medication might also be helpful. My younger sister is currently in therapy for her social anxiety, so I feel my parents might be open to the idea. My mom is a Karen type (loves supplements and essential oils but dislikes conventional medicine) so it might be hard to get her to consider medication if it would be beneficial.

Generally just looking for help for how to approach them in a way that they take me seriously but don't get upset or worry too much.",7.141498470948014,6.899096192660551,8.058302752293582,69.64537461773702,64.13761467889908,12.03730886850153,37.432721712538225,11.538034831475384,4.494072171253823,902,42,165,26,12,306,127,218,0.131,0.728,0.141,0.5403,8,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,6,0,11,9,0,1,9,0,25,4,0,3,0,34,39,18,0,4,9,9,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,3,1,0,6,5,28,6,23,24,4,16,1,1,2,1,24,5,0,8,8,116,33,3,0.0,0.10576142058473577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138315822065612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048566162012936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441356803285249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169713644839207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768816273018027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100408254800944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058957013973648574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513378257680456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990785590168814,0.0,0.050729913930897465,0.14973823537314246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996163257954858,0.0,0.0,0.09488182248524406,0.0,0.0,0.2991537318942273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076645398168864,0.0,0.18633363740369646,0.08857921962584167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049056314431369735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043609129873154434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495798634378817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056285655279614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798450781700653,0.08995556644801457,0.28408009689983504,0.0,0.10454311609193087,0.0,0.0,0.06561817988099475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5946924000466336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436763707972553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033837654444794,0.07113062497436491,0.0,0.0,0.10084117395783536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090991838423556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711426220582282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041588080768268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086442372597704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212067040481308,0.0,0.0,0.1858507408853323,0.0,0.0,0.09830999044872188,0.14730175813548188,0.0,0.07085238712179517,0.0,0.0,0.08025767288900311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065036256734743,0.0,0.06340949159223266,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zeezerizer,2020/01/06,"had a really awkward conversation with someone but i did it! so i watched a girl do a presentation in front of about 100 or so people and in the middle of it she announced that she was gay and that her girlfriend was in the audience. it rlly sat with me. a couple hours later i saw here in the library on my campus and it took me about an hour to work up the courage and tell her about how i really liked what she did. i was so nervous and i hope i didnt come off the wrong way or anything. i meant to tell her that she really inspired me but i dont think i said it right. nevertheless, i'm proud of myself for going up to someone like that! i just had to share this experience so that i dont feel like i wasted my confidence.",1.7610223325062082,3.2265564967741973,3.9051612903225816,88.30081885856079,77.58064516129029,7.091811414392061,22.89081885856079,7.882392219407189,0.9642158808933003,567,17,128,9,13,195,84,155,0.054000000000000006,0.7140000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,0,2,10,0,11,1,0,1,0,19,22,14,0,1,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,13,4,26,8,21,9,0,19,0,0,2,1,14,10,0,3,7,96,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339484379201825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010297749961488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928069203604461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084449328238956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045224303059964,0.0,0.0,0.08810722816110307,0.12448591973807692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903163098941736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730719096754877,0.34320694533889384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553927016267306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080464497398125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348915685478657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881056207034138,0.16575389633328197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29528691579349464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046084836457744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165387533248804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936007818823437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831341140698114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685779233214306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051759943910895,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shutterdragon,2020/01/06,"DAE obsessed over very specific scenarios that you fear happening? I have one terrible scenario that I have no evidence to suggest would happen but my brain obsesses over for hours. It involves friends turning on me and it’s impacting my enjoyment of my friendships. 

I fear if I don’t worry about it, it’s more likely to happen which I rationally know doesn’t make sense. 

Anyone else suffer from “worst case scenario” fears that send you into a panic and ruin your day?

Advice on coping?",2.8870000000000005,5.9295747000000025,3.9861111111111134,79.84250000000002,85.33333333333334,7.0,26.38888888888889,8.07648339933343,2.474888888888889,393,17,63,9,12,127,68,90,0.35200000000000004,0.544,0.10400000000000001,-0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,1,13,0,6,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,8,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,10,0,1,0,0,12,3,11,10,2,8,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,45,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529245417346506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254298110732047,0.1838006156702331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025242446509647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568816033915462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985272897646915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6055722923406447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385920172599426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758873543321606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665759511161622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858502814189243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876382040848789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974054457018672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215555775518806,0.0,0.0,0.2104690564681993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511882098418284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480109965400354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217366405047256,0.0,0.12742959974763035,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happysad45,2020/01/06,"Hate waking up in the morning As soon as I wake, instant anxiety. I hate it. Makes me want to sleep forever.",0.006212121212122668,2.347641136363638,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,92.1818181818182,6.56969696969697,25.51515151515152,7.793537801064563,1.941587878787879,83,4,17,2,3,29,19,22,0.345,0.606,0.049,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052886151255277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.788000998081149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638333375749634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993597176574016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23538271794397586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DesperateSteak,2020/01/06,"Anxious thinking about finding a job and the future Sometimes I get the motivation to get my life together and so I take a look at things I need to complete. But as I’m doing that, I also think about finding a job and being productive (im a student so like part-time). Maybe something that will help me towards my future and stuff (currently studying nursing). But every time I start thinking about that I get a huge wave of anxiety and I get a huge wave of nauseousness and I feel like it’s hard to breathe and that I just want to crawl into bed and cry. Like it gets to the point where. Have to stop everything that I’m doing and try and calm myself. I start thinking to myself I can’t do it and no one will ever hire me or even look at my resume. On top of that when I think about trying to find a job in the healthcare field I feel like I can’t. I don’t know what I’m doing and I don’t know what to do. Bc when this anxiety washes over me I tend to avoid it. Idk I just really needed to get this off my chest.",1.1420046082949329,2.878166921658988,3.106016129032259,92.11902419354836,80.2442396313364,5.998986175115207,21.449078341013823,6.961326702584282,0.43405087557603705,790,23,178,9,20,266,106,217,0.086,0.782,0.132,0.8866,4,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,1,11,0,13,4,2,1,1,37,40,21,0,3,5,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,16,13,0,2,13,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,5,27,5,27,37,0,23,0,0,2,0,1,13,0,1,14,121,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240116578067778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678297072419655,0.13053277922494347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114656506732825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692057976833054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631627624646678,0.10451692169078736,0.09735151003120514,0.0,0.10384425066900542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684588438345653,0.1650905117397065,0.0,0.0,0.3168176679616194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622044557689574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350548017555336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744726981459929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480825341349085,0.0,0.3439812707110804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700084320590846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161273665609631,0.22579748721705764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405712763025154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608032077799801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135006769786024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829617304186781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512380057344766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922721998455627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402098237991757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895206185817096,0.11427679996980385,0.0,0.1635664631067193,0.0,0.0,0.09660065892687474,0.0,0.0,0.13227119647607402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868753389862429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676285666696969,0.3701823357843514,0.0,0.0,0.06737512464570068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689472185947706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815133954170208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,advanced-mistake,2020/01/06,"Firefighter struggling with PTSD related to work. Graduate School app triggering a 'lil existential crisis. Trying to keep it in perspective. I've struggled with GAD and PTSD through high school and college.  It's been a challenge, but with hard work and a LOT of therapy, my anxiety has felt manageable for about the past year. Recently my graduate school application/ post college life decisions  has me anxious beyond the capacity of my normal coping mechanisms. My single most helpful technique is exercise. I also practice meditative breathing and have a good network of people to talk to. 

I found a lab that's PERFECT for my research interests. I study in a pretty specialized field in geospatial analysis and emergency management with a specialization in wildland fire. Essentially, I want to do GIS modeling of wildland fire dynamics. It's perfect for me: I love fighting fire, and I love the intellectual challenge. There's not many places that offer what I want to study. This program has everything I want: no cost master's degree, nationally acclaimed research, fieldwork opportunities, and located in a known wildland fire hub with lots of job opportunities for my master's degree. I met the research team at the lab and I'm genuinely really excited to work with them. They tentatively offered me a position teaching and doing research. 

BUT.... my application hasn't been accepted by the university yet. My application is submitted, but they're on rolling admissions and I don't know when I'll hear my results. It's also winter break, and I don't know if that affects things (ex: admissions officials on vacation, etc.) I know on paper I'm well qualified, but I can't shake the feeling that something bad is going to happen. My PTSD is related to my work as an emergency responder, and it's been really tough to work through the aspects of my job that are emotionally draining. I struggled for about a year after a physical/sexual assault by another firefighter. I'm proud of how far I've come managing my PTSD and anxiety, but I was in a really dark place for about a year. The firefighters who worked with me during that time don't have very nice things to say about me. Trust in your crew is so essential, and I was SO CYNICAL, sad, and unwilling to get close to anyone.  No one really trusted me the way firefighters need to trust each other. I was fortunate to have great supervisors who mentored me and helped me back into the fire service. I'm so incredibly lucky that the right people believed I still had potential and were willing to invest in me. But fire is a really small world, and I'm so scared of my potential graduate school adviser asking around and finding out how disliked I am by rank and file firefighters. 

I'm proud of how far I've come. I have a 3.87 undergraduate GPA, my GRE scores are solid, and I have a few really good letters of recommendation. I know, rationally, that I will likely get into the program I want. But I also know that emergency services can be political and I don't want to be defined by my history of mental illness. 

 I'm trying to convince myself that not getting into graduate school wouldn't be the end of the world. I have a job in my field that I enjoy. I would be overqualified with a bachelor's degree, but that's totally okay for a few years. But, I also know this program is an amazing fit for me and I'd be devastated if I didn't get in. It's a lot to ruminate on and I'm going crazy in my own mind. I'm struggling to make my normal coping mechanisms work for this. Grad school and post college plans are naturally stressful but this is the worst I've felt in a while. Trying to keep perspective and stay out of my own mind as much as possible, but this is the worst I've felt in a while.",5.830099009900991,7.173304824611037,6.9777369165488,70.73455445544555,67.23196605374825,10.919943422913725,34.51343705799152,10.914260884657429,4.2372166902404516,3009,142,518,91,49,1015,296,707,0.158,0.677,0.165,0.7776,3,0,1,0,7,0,77.0,0,1,2,20,23,45,3,7,41,1,49,6,1,7,3,103,92,56,0,12,15,1,11,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,29,44,0,2,15,2,2,5,12,15,1,1,14,13,65,30,90,69,15,63,0,1,0,2,22,37,0,7,17,352,94,46,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782785736215447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484927194274206,0.09462163172133237,0.0698665969509814,0.0,0.04324305992483388,0.0,0.0,0.05505465004266257,0.05781618900510323,0.0,0.0,0.047554545407825916,0.05163751164397681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967748892335185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065469921411938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956665410958278,0.05477580416522919,0.0,0.06897288172692488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055581781451732704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03127039950452516,0.0,0.17814103954538327,0.0,0.05652468405727611,0.0,0.0,0.06780921991056603,0.0,0.0,0.12924463814283366,0.0,0.07029522388245847,0.1037443390270414,0.0,0.06818369690878698,0.0,0.0,0.05468882079621363,0.0,0.055400457330194525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970316170755142,0.0,0.08290602892574488,0.06534203052265773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411314722750535,0.10994033306562843,0.0,0.0,0.2039284717000746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368254634486839,0.03021406217964745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773375570997833,0.1116340162867886,0.0,0.04128163392719149,0.06270054009864533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232463445088963,0.0,0.12489047880221693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045462768296602514,0.045856857520590204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118881139947807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190738293630968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903750151915441,0.08575027473186203,0.0,0.1292285224511139,0.0,0.0,0.06972029690854648,0.11845972757218773,0.06291801371215375,0.0,0.0,0.2891712933070425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377147336888308,0.0,0.061063908735062525,0.0,0.0,0.05281480105041879,0.0,0.04918116902520925,0.061917058286961986,0.37553915898734064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047610859821607295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591792840316546,0.049389037704498234,0.0,0.07084257990392158,0.2586128835588735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970820620169107,0.0,0.0,0.07072448979947699,0.0,0.08217337590452962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036061981565805735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596491503106386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051028127509333734,0.18238722103756852,0.049089225955691436,0.0,0.0,0.05560556530514287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151643458201121,0.0,0.0,0.043932505127256466,0.0,0.0,0.1593031282415688
anxiety,CycloneArchitect,2020/01/06,"Hello Normal people, yes I am aware that my brain blows things out of proportion. No, I don't like it either. No, I can't just stop - I'm trying and I take meds for that. Just be patient with me. 

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anxiety,aplaceoncorneliast,2020/01/06,"Post Interview Anxiety I think most people can relate to this even people without anxiety, but I feel like having anxiety has entirely hindered my ability to perform well during interviews. Today I had an interview for graduate school over video chat and I tried so hard to be zen about it beforehand and not work myself up, but it's so hard not to psych myself out and then feel like I choked even if I haven't. I thought I did pretty well today, but my mind keeps perseverating on it and now I'm coming up with better answers to questions that I answered on the spot and beating myself up about it because I know if I hadn't been so anxious it would have been easier for me to be more eloquent during the interview. I don't know, I guess I'm wondering how some of you deal with anxiety for interviews and also how do you get yourself to stop obsessing over it after it's done?",8.501551724137933,6.628603264367823,8.964913793103452,69.52771551724142,62.33333333333333,12.608045977011495,37.8419540229885,11.45678717892309,4.296140229885059,704,28,130,17,8,237,99,174,0.142,0.713,0.145,-0.0917,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,5,13,6,0,1,3,0,16,0,0,2,0,37,29,18,0,3,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,10,2,0,1,6,1,2,0,7,4,21,5,25,19,3,16,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,7,8,102,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654242978088045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459406280864997,0.1646365295112682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888373334784848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888877702553622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553586249733684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150244069056966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491352034691481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925102176027305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737371721333242,0.20822301547127986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613934845254015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160541057290531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610958433993744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295339667247364,0.0,0.0,0.16018181942172272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239532356742174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714853661345229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206548268547456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957169295091396,0.14826260149151108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325403566922286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748932615737784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183910684086065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933796635784255,0.0,0.1156955272351261,0.0,0.0,0.27627521918564896,0.0,0.0,0.0989429730177845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26206249317607017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404811732361055,0.15804095389367726,0.10609517972396304,0.0,0.0,0.1035243663286208,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tofu_papi,2020/01/06,"Thumb has been twitching for about a week I've had this annoying twitch on my finger for almost a week now, and it's causing a little bit of anxiety. Is this twitch not going away because I'm constantly thinking about it and my brain has already made a connection so these twitches are not caused by my brain? Not sure If I'm making sense. I have no other symptoms, I'm vegan, I work out, I'm just an anxious person. Thanks for hearing me out!",3.3675714285714307,4.829382011111111,4.633174603174607,84.74500000000002,73.33333333333333,7.365079365079365,27.301587301587304,7.957251820313856,1.7161587301587304,351,13,69,5,7,116,63,90,0.128,0.838,0.034,-0.7282,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,5,0,7,8,3,4,1,16,17,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,6,2,11,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946328444740165,0.0,0.2087944143598556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474268802437815,0.2137498341940129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776602170435307,0.0,0.0,0.11533871223861468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656482704299056,0.0,0.0,0.4224347378916071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887350165142864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446533937075534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753058761433958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324982048633045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963492512752766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790320538205637,0.12629701162325138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520808417197322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832517464195066,0.19665831649702414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419620540574504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123608087605517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035405725551513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377448075594242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kolsen92,2020/01/06,Chest heart pain from anxiety? I recently stopped medication after a slow taper and since then have experienced intense chest/heart pain and rapid heartbeat. I’m a 27 healthy female with no history of heart problems within my family but unfortunately traveling in the US this week without health insurance (I’m sure that’s helping the anxiety a bunch..) curious if anyone has experienced similar? It seems to be getting worse over past few weeks.,7.3132900432900465,9.765714636363642,7.651363636363637,63.06371212121212,64.97402597402598,11.886580086580093,38.807359307359306,11.538034831475384,5.655668398268403,365,20,53,13,6,119,64,77,0.233,0.633,0.135,-0.7587,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,3,7,3,0,1,10,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,9,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,8,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627280798279245,0.0,0.0,0.11711931184343448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790330723598622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875114012806561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804378149245834,0.0,0.5954619567302676,0.11227116064789462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687377885536767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564618456850868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989690745515958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027408118936293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653852197775129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248495045315075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385570415085566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003680340229616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578659822588675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148087380360344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26871545612138825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614632193904997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069596062989886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RMels,2020/01/06,"Anxiety at the gym or at a party Sometimes when I am at the gym and then this other person is around who I know a little bit. I may have talked with this person sometimes at a party or something and i feel like maybe this conversation had been a little bit awkward. This was maybe also a long time ago and already forgotten by this person.

But the problem is when i am the gym and this person is around, it seems that i am in a bit of stress. Sometimes i catch my self looking to this person, not for long, but just at the moment this person also looks to me. And i feel myself like a creep. Most of the i just cant help it, I don’t know why i do it. But the more i do it, the more i try to resist myself to let this happen again. This results in avoiding this person and not even looking this person in the eye when walking past. This results again in awkwardness because it feels for this person i don’t like this person. And did is absolutely not the case. 

I have this with certain people at parties also. I feel like i even see those person in my eyeballs when they just walking by. Why is this happening.

Sorry I don’t know if this is the right place to post this issue, because i know anxiety is much more than this. But i do feel this is the beginning of worse if i can’t figure this out. If this exaggerates i may not want to go to the gym annymore only because i want to avoid this.

Please ask me if somethings not clear for you. Thanks for your advice.",3.2287025888019265,4.258764976821194,4.4550270921131885,87.57201685731488,73.0728476821192,6.815412402167366,23.99217338952439,6.980632752743323,0.782782781456953,1141,31,241,10,22,376,122,302,0.111,0.794,0.095,0.2317,0,2,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,0,16,12,0,5,20,0,28,1,1,2,2,53,50,25,0,7,18,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,12,33,12,0,2,11,4,0,4,10,6,0,0,4,10,32,6,34,43,8,37,0,0,5,0,20,18,0,10,18,189,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944300783278047,0.06299402942890506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842099218553995,0.17048978509930665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087276711043685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652421594744476,0.06643533268553481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996003191300454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23275074772010265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938743245420556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966069971417015,0.15230460368457194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403873609208579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256834829931579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047632762623218486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741724485849746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562198649960745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266784838601803,0.0,0.13887330225166786,0.1424497779514411,0.0,0.12577896959381518,0.17902781694984166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427868633221501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052240284054758064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540474439216305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783871648824162,0.04926689330201636,0.6825546607324495,0.07424685048630635,0.07800703241504844,0.0,0.0,0.0680597558099295,0.0,0.0,0.0679987382324308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060688345926695364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662888029494913,0.064694079999113,0.07413534602650383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941721916031694,0.2108526110474945,0.07955043242746071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140367681106049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711862495674044,0.0,0.0654262677704138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143804328598104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824785341729109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383088484888909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824857868768585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724203805011496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IIDE4N20,2020/01/06,"same medication different brand?? i take citalopram 20mg in a round white tablet. I ran out so borrowed aunts tablet until tomorrow, its citalopram 20mg but oval and differnt brand. will i be alright?",4.134166666666665,7.20772075,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,77.6111111111111,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.2095222222222226,161,8,27,4,4,50,29,36,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.466,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,3,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391909584446697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163146604998627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599903889164681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okayestemt,2020/01/06,"One panic episode leading to days of anxiety. Had myself a significant pair of panic attacks at work last week. I'm definitely prone to them but I feel like they were brought about by switching up my meds. I was on Lexapro 20mg for years. Doc suggested I quit cold turkey on it and jump right on Zoloft 50mg. IDK. Seemed kind of weird to do that. 

Two nights later I'm having full blown panic attacks at work. Which I haven't had in quite some time. Then the days after that I've just had a general heightened level of worry, anxiety, and obsessive thoughts. 

Definitely feeling better now thankfully. I've leveled out. Eating and sleeping okay. I'm able to relax and calm myself, and I've gone back to work with just a little anxiety here and there. The doc told me to just go back on Lexapro. Still kinda waiting to get back to where I was before the med switch and anxiety/panic. 

Had anyone had general anxiety and obsessive thoughts for days after a serious bout of panic? 

And had anyone has lots of anxiety and panic brought 
about by abruptly changing meds? 

Thanks for reading. I appreciate yalls wisdom on the matter.",3.1099915038232773,5.7210027009345845,4.139150382327955,82.71228547153783,78.06542056074767,7.068479184367035,26.549702633814782,8.150884317080207,2.0255588785046728,894,36,160,17,22,289,125,214,0.193,0.642,0.165,-0.5992,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,7,13,20,2,7,8,1,13,3,1,1,0,29,30,12,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,12,1,1,5,2,0,6,1,11,0,2,15,3,13,9,34,15,3,40,0,0,0,0,5,16,0,4,19,100,17,5,0.09453146240246392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615815499694703,0.0,0.0,0.13219719295556406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508637097562305,0.0,0.21806657852566308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043931193330013,0.0,0.0,0.08360539647717055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000175279720416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289491857047774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672928584318112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559589548664824,0.06753329562859953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938878746306096,0.0,0.0537244085617262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843997119880576,0.0,0.07705575880422356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618329756123992,0.09474535963351367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036726885748904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315009432409242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871137372782859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640569654173857,0.0,0.0,0.5545615159394492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109169274545613,0.0945570439587186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072935238056886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605789301777228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459973189406938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549294798587572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740637397553405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009484376147933,0.055122055928759885,0.0,0.0,0.0903288633823776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923435028084898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582743708934486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646009147983133,0.09600128873608416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087516245144781
anxiety,deerme25,2020/01/06,"Just watching someone ignore you for hours… it makes me feel worthless I messaged my best friend on snapchat four hours ago. I can see her being active every twenty minutes or so and she just completely ignores me. 

Rationally I know why this is, we’ve talked about it before. She says if she’s busy she doesn’t want to open it and ignore it or give me a few word answer but all I was asking is what she was up to today. Message back fours hours later and she says nothing much just chilling and watching TV. 

She has a twin sister and sometimes I feel like when her sister isn’t around (she goes to a different uni) she clings to me more than she does when she isn’t and it makes me feel like I’m just there no one else is. I feel so ignored and worthless right now.",2.297142857142859,4.1814130955414015,3.0638262056414938,93.07033439490448,77.28025477707007,5.250045495905368,22.042311191992717,5.773587663045528,0.10818143767061006,604,17,128,3,14,190,95,157,0.11,0.795,0.095,-0.5381,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,1,32,23,15,0,2,8,2,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,4,6,1,0,0,4,6,0,3,2,9,26,4,10,20,5,14,0,2,3,0,24,5,0,3,11,88,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519834273043003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263021075977154,0.1602861358002907,0.0,0.0,0.1318373703684807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589453502552482,0.0,0.1799301598287167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797660218657022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913270361906636,0.0,0.0,0.15004035459582707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322762920016366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445720083935273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467687225852436,0.24497322335739716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246476186180595,0.0,0.0,0.16447408477004732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33769486482975336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422651126768533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675273087673743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889345339339665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603825292606505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451452199935684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618151573032975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642058771264818,0.0,0.27269384830936994,0.0,0.0,0.13662646110525087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527222783387322,0.0,0.16957216831279734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780805042217228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251813188013056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112787917199097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471036471684976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oofertrooper3e65,2020/01/06,"Help me I'm worried about my future from horrible things I've watched! Hello, before I start what I will be talking about is quite explicit just for your notice. I live in the UK and I am a 14 year old boy, about 5 months ago I came across porn which i decided to watch. I didnt think anything of it what's weird what's not and what's legal and what's not so that was already a bad start. 

Id randomly come across videos about literally anything and then I was watching videos with people like 15 or 16 in them yet at the time I didnt know it was illegal. When I found out it was illegal searching it one day, my heart sank and I just had this feeling of worry, guilt and shame and I was scared I found out in november and I've been worried since I dont think I've watched lots of videos but its enough to make me worry about my future.

I have so many great ideas for my future I want to create a game, I want to create a YouTube channel I want to own a restaurant but I'm worried I'll be arrested for what I did. I compare it to the fact there is people out there that sell and share that stuff and I'm like viewing it cant be that bad which true it isnt as bad. But as well as the feeling I will be arrested I couldnt take the humiliation in front of my family,  I have a good relationship with them and I'm not the type of person to commit a crime on purpose as I grew up in a healthy background and I love my family and I like my life which I understand some people dont and I feel like I have taken that for granted as everything I see just makes me feel I've thrown my whole life away.

I have been so distraught that since I have had 2 panic attacks and I couldnt tell my parents or anyone in my family what I saw I have spoken to childline numerous times and they make me feel better but I'm constantly worrying I'm going to be arrested  my friends and a few counselors said to not worry but the only reason im still worrying is because I feel exceptionally ashamed.  I feel like a horrible and sick person from what I was watdhing and didnt think to stop I just wish I could go back in time and make everything ok and warm my past self to not watch porn. After the incident I have stopped watching any porn and I feel ashamed as well for the person its made me. I've said and talked about stuff I extremely regret to friends to do with porn which I will sort out with them myself but I cant deal with the shame, I feel like I'd grow up to be a peado or something and that is something I'd never like to be.

Theres something thatd make me feel better if I went to the police station and told them about the .mistake myself but I dont have access to do that, many people have said to report the content I've seen but I'm scared to go back, I have horrible thoughts and disgusting things I've seen stuck in my head and meditating and watching funny videos seems to get rid of them but I have a bright future for myself and I dont want it thrown away by a mistake. I feel like ive let me and my family down.

Thankyou for reading, I hope you guys can support me and make me feel better as ive seen bad things on the internet but it can also make you feel better which is why I am here for support. If anyone is good with this type of stuff please reassure me I'll be fine as I cant feel like this any longer.",2.3520384122919324,3.5384501014084506,3.853841229193344,90.42494878361076,75.45070422535211,7.079129321382843,23.75416133162612,7.62072044053348,0.8808788732394364,2612,77,594,34,55,867,255,710,0.171,0.6409999999999999,0.188,0.8385,1,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,6,5,26,50,2,9,27,1,63,10,2,9,5,125,131,60,0,14,25,1,15,9,2,3,3,3,0,6,42,43,0,2,26,7,1,9,19,19,2,1,30,32,93,31,84,85,6,57,0,1,14,5,33,22,0,11,35,385,135,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468425484678625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562723375413402,0.04031180454834022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855926429521382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049384461849008,0.0,0.08296409989242443,0.0,0.0,0.057347152674440814,0.09472123163072292,0.07752232937977246,0.16835657461073888,0.030728664491667564,0.0,0.04289407535718518,0.0,0.0,0.17832953020447204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765410284592669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04342261580022573,0.0,0.05447387691220812,0.0,0.04024723055068572,0.0,0.0,0.032509429494347424,0.05196913740136703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363143981418561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052085643292561885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060814549405112,0.0,0.19008327541950648,0.0,0.35683401714940083,0.18005986141541133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054103526404943,0.0778912448842284,0.0,0.02633645564990881,0.0,0.08594524644657828,0.08456082118301099,0.0,0.055575749539429904,0.0,0.049912520130844525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173385033564605,0.0,0.0,0.0597345305302564,0.03378787677829875,0.0,0.0,0.050067194967330704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056905265880540866,0.054450026415970326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027703293164844257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154629233732594,0.07121028530191306,0.22164422076732607,0.0,0.04451178947648747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285565855514482,0.04549580332623223,0.04769791346139576,0.235537305281294,0.10221298258939733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040235728811059926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038878282928520684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057390618229068616,0.05289543179774495,0.0,0.03415822731109755,0.03833807393980359,0.0,0.05914372682507772,0.055972875569516224,0.0,0.04812079054985065,0.139788131400693,0.13204474953723602,0.0,0.055333595070457896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053615837921884915,0.05042232301142891,0.0,0.0,0.05182852034811685,0.0,0.054120059230024886,0.0,0.0,0.14385059932383448,0.0,0.10093576850717878,0.0,0.04016919288586683,0.04589017060769706,0.05258724874460787,0.0,0.0,0.08339716483272194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642119776853385,0.0,0.0,0.07135904872750193,0.0,0.04025643832616711,0.0842878301155669,0.0,0.0,0.17311764114669673,0.0,0.11440634926071652,0.0,0.0,0.03790105520526407,0.08103317781713007,0.044059409663854736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046786471967516,0.09689954347204142,0.0,0.0400188625703831,0.08818112303639887,0.0,0.0,0.04816765558692703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247721541385785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892938605703865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064691738645744,0.0467293529646733,0.04548599467102133,0.05627949292723231,0.05796749621789676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095397053467605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032461538305281284
anxiety,POTUSDORITUSMAXIMUS,2020/01/06,"a message from the future So this is meant for my past self, but probably a lot of you are or were in the same situation. I used to suffer from a lot of panic attacks, some social anxiety and general anxiety, which hindered my life for too long. 

I wasnt able to make phonecalls, go to doctors appointments or just hang out with my friends. Sometimes it felt like I wasnt able to breathe, sometimes it felt like I was about to die.

But thats all in the past.

And im living in the future. My future.

It wasnt sudden, it wasnt easy and its still not 100% done, but im getting there and I can finally enjoy life, for what it is and not worry about fictional scenarios that im making up in my head.

So to everyone who feels like they will never be able to live a normal life again, dont worry. Everything you thought you werent able to do or achieve, your future self has already done it.",3.954016393442625,4.42897649180328,5.123620218579237,85.49067622950822,70.96721311475409,8.504371584699454,28.364754098360656,8.59863814320734,1.876439344262295,690,24,149,11,12,229,101,183,0.128,0.75,0.122,-0.2939,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,1,1,9,8,1,1,8,0,17,6,2,3,2,32,27,13,1,1,9,0,3,3,1,1,4,0,0,2,13,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,12,3,15,5,24,13,5,20,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,6,15,103,28,2,0.4256230229938038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174213974151487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280022380440798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105190839751745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043237516459124,0.0,0.0,0.10891079980646826,0.0,0.2177800628399685,0.12470675326846715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167525953613034,0.09563063218396972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053801947241649835,0.07601629316756865,0.2043324243385807,0.11656230435017682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220882294036366,0.0,0.055592615642954916,0.0,0.060472843113448166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092030034591873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448094265830636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254725962315352,0.1559534324890939,0.0,0.18791646353939515,0.09416574544351762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809247368629976,0.0,0.0,0.14205333643265106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206667853997238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425504855237668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484422796997942,0.0,0.0,0.20315266784824532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147234015679682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200881895735056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960452768765956,0.0,0.10846726799275257,0.0,0.0,0.2104760264466948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497577399063097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447428442601561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190040895359183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612042004169893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sm243,2020/01/06,"Going red in the face... So whenever I'm embarrassed I automatically go red in the face but then people make it EVEN WORSE when straight away mentioning and commenting on it, like its really not nice, it just adds to the anxiety and makes me feel really uncomfortable. It happened today and I just feel so sad, like people are extremely horrible to make fun at a natural reaction. Does it happen to anyone else??",5.2307017543859615,7.23955715789474,6.894736842105267,68.1914912280702,69.52631578947367,11.908771929824562,29.771929824561404,11.538034831475384,4.36181403508772,328,13,56,13,6,113,54,76,0.264,0.5770000000000001,0.159,-0.9173,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,3,0,13,11,8,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,4,8,11,0,11,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767590306493085,0.0,0.0,0.15325922819723994,0.22458090511957385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593149561045365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181024539584407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310091827197286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476960632303235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165301446351304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491357405536136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876490924006723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141654109771685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43892301091086605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039105221959372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28083101025990903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077617241119808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336821119216035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,x-xxviii-mmxvi,2020/01/06,"non-medicinal treatments my girlfriend suffers from GAD, mainly in the form of overanalyzing. can you guys give me some ideas on treatments? (no medication). 

i’m big on exercise as treatment for mental health, but other than that i’ve seen high fat diets & breathwork helping. would love to hear your guys’ input. 

thanks.",5.0204166666666685,8.223441160714287,4.696428571428573,78.01523809523812,74.89285714285714,6.590476190476192,28.97619047619048,7.793537801064563,2.2796404761904765,259,11,40,4,6,79,52,56,0.032,0.772,0.196,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,9,6,3,5,0,1,1,1,9,5,0,1,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27562531950037755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244028632828881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037609696186996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703986513883345,0.28670963239594066,0.0,0.1705084568217827,0.2687710154348125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871689492059528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22959179317256226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562654538153402,0.25635957673767995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342029170423165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070733215971008,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GwinnettShawty,2020/01/06,"College first day introductions Don’t you hate it when the first day of class the teacher makes you say your name your major and like something cool about yourself? It’s the most dreaded part of college!! 

My name is Bristol and when it was my turn my aniexty was so bad my teacher thought my name was BRUSTER!!! man sure did ruin my chances with the cute girl next to me. What’s your opinion on these ice breakers?",4.450740740740741,5.8899033950617286,3.8058641975308665,91.82138888888893,70.60493827160494,5.893827160493827,32.01851851851852,5.46131890053228,1.318125925925925,329,15,67,1,6,97,56,81,0.17800000000000002,0.701,0.121,-0.8629,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,2,4,8,1,1,4,1,6,0,0,1,1,11,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,2,12,4,6,5,3,8,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,2,8,42,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303004791659691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557657172472756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692293887229925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723178666416932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347530656685862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411383065348147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933406289116592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986891647588387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193453253623108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234183215524716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599596822070507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897245764106707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000159527663721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ocdandanxiety,2020/01/06,"A Video on what ""Just Right"" OCD looks like “Just Right” obsessions are thoughts and/or feelings that something is not quite right or that something is incomplete. ⠀  
🙃⁣🙃VIDEO LINK: [https://youtu.be/zMR4mMuwZjs](https://youtu.be/zMR4mMuwZjs) 🙃⁣🙃

Let us go through what ""Just Right"" OCD looks like to a person suffering from it. Additionally, see some examples of compulsions with Just Right and how exposure and response prevention works for it.⠀",7.1433333333333335,10.964292222222225,4.800555555555559,76.67500000000003,71.22222222222223,8.6,29.83333333333333,9.188382445141503,3.1164666666666663,368,15,58,9,8,103,49,72,0.07200000000000001,0.855,0.07200000000000001,0.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,17,10,4,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,1,2,7,8,1,7,0,1,3,0,2,6,0,3,2,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061100222716006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184584764979453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324838382640105,0.0,0.17510019052077733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30097270291859035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647415069876772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060567115841112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.765196820544935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280250513024434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27592021807769823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226807702487784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556052644720824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046275479830635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Agile-Season,2020/01/06,"I'm trying really hard to control the Iran-USA conflict anxiety, but it's not so effective Title says pretty much everything.

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I'm in a European country, so maybe things will happen without our involvement, but - as any anxious person could tell - rationality alone is not enough.

Our Christmas break ends today, and I'm trying very hard to enjoy my family last hours of vacation and funny things, but I have an OCD triggered by news, and I can't help but read them every few minutes. And when something new happens, worst case scenario pops up right away.

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I suppose many of you in these days are afraid of WWIII, nuclear weapons, escalation, terrorism and what not, so how are you doing?",8.576685267857144,8.627044101562504,8.227366071428571,68.64531250000002,61.109375,11.064285714285717,37.816964285714285,10.608840637214634,4.230418303571428,567,25,90,12,7,181,99,128,0.228,0.687,0.085,-0.9620000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,2,1,2,5,5,1,2,3,0,8,0,0,4,0,20,13,15,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,9,1,12,11,4,13,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,7,58,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455554206061974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024545891771677,0.3391929606535151,0.09491443080753664,0.0,0.10677296819772387,0.1576777698423163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113343438031216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654299529481686,0.11143768879575662,0.0,0.0,0.09001304281933893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236202565891751,0.14421622627309966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759627798968254,0.0,0.12543921882041986,0.0,0.13157700916092074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468478979877358,0.0,0.2500599983765711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935528444062166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745129688747845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137706291284708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150512207714233,0.14021984524909162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260221949690296,0.0,0.0,0.1348004797319972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186976598313573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419959253490065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961077726902127,0.0,0.0894140421471429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919458521986424,0.0,0.11099405708243916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745011957879147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199295989974007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545220775718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229889063261846,0.0,0.0,0.189521819651148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151623479034794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345433979108819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391929606535151,0.0
anxiety,LifesOptimist,2020/01/06,"Birthday Gift for Someone with Anxiety and Depression Hey Reddit
My mom deals with anxiety, depression and is getting past alcoholism. She doesn’t have any hobbies so it’s tough to buy gifts for her sometimes. I’m thinking a good book or crosswords, puzzles or 5 minute gratitude journal . What would you like to receive as a gift most? Trying to help her mind he focused and busy on other things if even for a moment",3.73423076923077,6.493192102564106,4.0971153846153845,83.05413461538461,76.69230769230771,6.976923076923077,31.544871794871803,8.07648339933343,2.6808410256410253,336,17,57,6,8,105,64,78,0.13699999999999998,0.644,0.21899999999999997,0.8169,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,7,8,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,10,6,1,4,0,2,0,0,10,1,0,5,3,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600208767172488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545690488439582,0.0,0.37225793154970144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508385325407396,0.4191194224172205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160701786052727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711771289422294,0.0,0.0,0.20407412318747106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308335778751742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188673677054536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456704162853897,0.2849578759704473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226378365686165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615298425521394,0.0,0.2406365556965697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164216567711048,0.1559011142881064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518928376193598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283810465912838,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,citronpress,2020/01/06,"Extreme Separation Anxiety I've (f18) never experienced this to such a level before, but I've been experiencing awful separation anxiety being away from my boyfriend (of 8 months) for just a week. But the worst part is, I've been with him everyday this week, and the second he left today I started panicking. Partly because I'm home alone and I'm used to having my parents around. I know this sounds stupid, I don't know why it's suddenly sparked up since it has never been this bad before. I can't work or do anything productive alone, I'm really struggling.
My mum said I had really bad separation anxiety as a kid so it might be linked.
I really don't want this to ruin my relationship, so I haven't really talked about it to my bf, but I feel like I need to. If anyone has any advice on how to pull myself together, or how to bring it up to my boyfriend without scaring him off that would be so helpful.",4.795534069981585,5.5621001878453065,6.460455801104974,75.60939456721916,69.22099447513813,10.011233885819523,29.447974217311234,10.125756701596842,2.9231211786372007,718,26,139,18,12,248,108,181,0.252,0.6920000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.991,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,2,5,1,18,0,0,3,2,25,30,14,0,4,8,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,1,1,11,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,5,5,18,1,21,20,3,19,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,4,10,94,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148759095636578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787210449165866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915034074627379,0.0,0.3088073225075853,0.0,0.0,0.09408541725251476,0.0,0.11072898630514867,0.1197843013412744,0.0,0.0,0.1264207768618586,0.0,0.22469903088958207,0.08202472814350531,0.0,0.22899627617036164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803608695013927,0.09612758267552593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019075358897294,0.0,0.1349716912359282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789807029474744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619662742301567,0.0,0.0,0.06573777739148917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274376509134112,0.0,0.0,0.10740215274496932,0.0,0.0,0.09977234685087848,0.20755738270128346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940967913671502,0.2914243431085627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448027644213939,0.0,0.0,0.14446391403235026,0.0,0.0,0.12799456683207905,0.0,0.13471507969378452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130698138863204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524017182783294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066824305915548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081518590379474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275443490882045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621408768416533,0.0,0.0,0.07936523374004596,0.0,0.21586709666786616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141680769234713,0.0,0.0,0.12970819353513044,0.0,0.0979591342225734,0.0,0.0,0.09558546696350714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imeanwhoevenknows,2020/01/06,"Anxiety rage The last few days have been a pretty bad spiral.

 I'm a stay at home mom and have been on sertraline for about 4 years now. As long as I take it things are okayish. But I'm terrible at remembering to take it for huge chunks of time. 

I tend to realise I've forgotten it when, like today, I get enraged about evrything and can't get it under control. I've spent the last 3 hours trying to get myself calm and able to go to town with the kids, but I can barely speak in a calm voice.

 Everyone I have to step away to calm down they make a bigger mess of their room. So I get in the room and try to help them but the rage comes back even stronger. It is taking all I have to just lay here in bed and breath. I want to scream. I want to throw things. I have already destroyed a plastic laundry basket (luckily the kids were downstairs and I was 2 stories up so they saw the after math but not the full thing). 

The thing is. I remember my mom being just like I want to be right now. I love her but my siblings and I put up with a lot of abuse due to her undiagnosed anxiety. 

So here I am, angry at myself for not taking the medication I know helps. Angry at myself for needing the medication. Angry at myself for being angry at my kids. Angry at myself after seeing my kids reflecting my impatience.",1.0975396825396828,3.2347697962962982,3.0299735449735468,90.5141666666667,82.51851851851852,5.931216931216931,20.01322751322752,7.1686216300943375,0.4454338624338621,1015,28,218,14,28,340,140,270,0.20199999999999999,0.677,0.12,-0.9835,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,4,1,14,14,4,0,17,0,18,4,1,2,1,31,41,18,0,4,9,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,4,9,10,0,1,4,0,1,5,3,8,0,0,6,5,33,6,45,32,4,44,0,0,2,1,16,23,0,1,17,152,42,1,0.11990645199820832,0.14206953836974712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231975144283528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345621516047547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265605873134972,0.0922006602030501,0.100116878922658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328879115360652,0.0,0.0,0.13448528176855268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732974192556799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919708068013474,0.0,0.0,0.11457575336240088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25058468885105817,0.0,0.06814559991585244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607415345097358,0.0,0.12027594792871282,0.0,0.11808370190280608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589745019358917,0.19547952415900272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716047147497527,0.0,0.0,0.1061134367824179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194017759357588,0.10822025438882772,0.0,0.08003848779766304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24158627117930265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28086597477226216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890911482753497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198796882979912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053910264246727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716612714962085,0.10239945484874696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955499179018982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278043237689968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606189174423233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31864207488625085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991841642229928,0.0,0.11365729620087145,0.0,0.0,0.16281722008111701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217179617277201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721582379939365
anxiety,AffablyBrusque,2020/01/06,"Catastrophic Thinking and Dread I've always had anxiety along with my depression, but when potential financial disaster reared its head last October, it feels like all the progress I made, significant progress, just evaporated and I became worse than I've ever been.
After ages of poor financial choices and procrastination with grad school due in large part to family tragedies and anxiety, I'm in a precarious situation that's giving me endless dread. 
Now, I think my roommates will want to move out to get their own place (which is fair), but I don't know how I'll afford rent with one roommate versus two (shared a two bedroom with a couple). Added to that, I work at home teaching English online early in the morning every day and I'm freaking out no one will want to room with me because of it.

I've been ruminating constantly and hitting that possible financial wall terrifies me. I'm in constant fear of my roommates wanting to talk telling me they're moving out. 

Anyway. Thank you for listening.",7.094016393442622,8.34887715846995,7.187008196721315,70.6972336065574,64.30054644808743,10.69016393442623,36.56147540983606,10.686352973137794,4.264963934426231,812,39,134,21,12,261,124,183,0.223,0.6729999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.9804,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,3,6,8,0,3,5,0,7,1,1,2,2,30,23,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,7,15,0,0,4,0,2,2,2,5,0,4,4,2,14,3,26,16,3,24,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,12,81,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124239643781334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844672401709246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101928160552014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227067121098725,0.0,0.0,0.1652110192180838,0.0,0.09629396418393564,0.0,0.1286023089213433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506135951217696,0.12580189966058733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075817693443154,0.16801764461313345,0.0754966934680747,0.10666860732892773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800941931402032,0.14323378958462962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323731018361833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497722290756411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820580355080184,0.1217093050444803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294635907904211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412827367917581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173903045521795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023555115203405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169047403421508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599938442443168,0.0,0.0,0.1683269791115391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111183537018236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678330771871927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200114250511526,0.13050537281419436,0.13746653804870826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134635322056065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917124878556974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642044682001844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108701000606039,0.0,0.15216180489765155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throw4weirdquestions,2020/01/06,"I choked while eating and now I'm too anxious to eat. I was eating earlier when I choked on my food. I couldn't breathe (obviously lol) but I couldn't cough. Which has never happened before,, normally I cough and it's fixed but this time I couldn't even cough no matter how hard I tried, there was multiple people in the room and no one even noticed. It must have only lasted a few seconds but it felt like ages.

I know this is super stupid lol. But now I'm too anxious and paranoid to eat anything in case I choke.  My brain says 'Ok but what if next time my airways don't unblock ' bc it seriously felt like it wouldn't 

Ugh this is so stupid lol.",0.8221890547263655,3.0902064925373165,2.335791044776119,94.227368159204,84.82089552238807,5.06587064676617,20.127363184079602,6.42735559955562,0.08380258706467636,506,15,111,5,15,164,81,134,0.183,0.617,0.2,0.5664,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,2,0,2,4,12,10,2,1,3,23,18,14,0,7,6,0,3,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,10,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,4,4,13,4,5,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,12,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451251797145977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569919205268895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997792113062295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051810283534422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252003496385785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017781948036366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933254753616661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847043740117764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507519994794545,0.0,0.13683286167328998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394670881827228,0.1245106043276516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925063041176764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780923939023258,0.0,0.16245001022138478,0.0,0.14966132650982025,0.0,0.17390544469601274,0.0,0.0,0.10350649450845464,0.11617229441018975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589673845920124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147192320178493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781380289281199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037063628759324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andyyysuave,2020/01/06,Im suspended from school So 3 months ago i was robbed and left me really traumatized. So I bought a pocket knife. Today out of nowhere they searched my bag but before I confessed tht i may have a knife. So they found it and now Im really anxious in ISS at school. Ughhhh i dont need more problems. Anxiety it’s killing me,0.6133208955223886,2.9571648656716434,2.646399253731346,91.00601679104479,86.91044776119404,6.932089552238806,21.807835820895523,8.07648339933343,1.3160462686567171,254,9,55,6,8,85,50,67,0.23,0.723,0.047,-0.907,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,6,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,10,0,5,3,1,8,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,31,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003645853922574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640014279862129,0.2421903207554788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824230526198516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25125377763761003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350584891352447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631380884805109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371816084029732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329263645963638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111744251338792,0.0,0.0,0.15896132796538087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051343518739505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746768370622754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43393148915496266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032088022931234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cynical_Muffin,2020/01/06,19M no friends no life no future Too much anxiety. Too much fear. Too much headache. I can’t do anything. No friends no anything. I CAN’T DO ANYTHING I CAN’T DO ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD!!!,-0.7866891891891896,0.6856907027027042,0.246182432432434,101.5352195945946,114.94594594594595,2.931081081081081,26.246621621621625,5.148860815047168,0.4858675675675674,144,8,31,1,8,44,20,37,0.365,0.5,0.135,-0.8213,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922163919044148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7281332741580807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891774094536095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418057162034059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624402078081115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48783459130848206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Midnight_CoffeeBreak,2020/01/06,"It feels as if it will never get better Have you ever felt like things will only get worser from now on? I feel like I'll never be able to seek help anyway and that I will only go down and down from now on, disappointing everyone on the way down. It feels like everyone are way ahead always. Why do we must go through this?",3.0555223880597002,4.194209477611942,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,73.62686567164178,7.151044776119402,19.370149253731345,7.554174236665415,0.32189791044776106,253,4,55,3,5,83,45,67,0.113,0.748,0.139,0.2392,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,4,12,16,4,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,4,4,4,12,10,0,16,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,9,40,10,0,0.1974133214201141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642636978729878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459604017269026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785716513504399,0.0,0.3772737771579021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994543207498941,0.2820642325351525,0.1895477471062021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062806250152928,0.0,0.2243890799096565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232198805368287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893385313415037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045146472488374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002834534499169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311526387846741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133950114190772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813481690375155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tx0217,2020/01/06,"26 year old with anxiety I’m a 26 year old female and I am currently working On finishing my bachelor degree. It has taken me more than double the time to finish my degree due to my anxiety. I wouldn’t show up to class I would drive to school and sit outside but unable to go inside. Eventually more online classes were offered and I took those instead. I hate myself for that and wish I could just be normal and I would have finished my degree a long time ago. Now I’m having trouble with going to job interviews as I am trying to get a job in my field. It is hard for me to accept that I’m the one jeopardizing myself and my career. I try and try but I get to anxious and I find an excuse to not go to an interview. It has been rough for me. I keep telling myself I will do it eventually but I don’t. I’ve never been to a doctor either, can’t really afford it and would probably even get anxious about that and not show up to the appointment. Anyone else feel this way? Any tips?",1.655956354300386,3.5422542926829266,4.044236200256741,85.28465982028244,79.24390243902441,6.85237483953787,21.521181001283693,7.85451343220497,1.027682926829268,770,22,158,13,19,268,112,205,0.09300000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.043,-0.8343,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,9,0,20,1,0,0,1,31,35,14,0,7,7,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,12,0,1,3,2,0,5,6,2,0,1,5,3,26,1,25,23,4,26,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,15,115,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292533150506445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430245978286264,0.0,0.212169075949686,0.31332225084630244,0.0,0.09696345221047843,0.14208697327460476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071918228394992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193778863376447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584357658196068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159227127365843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011728340293306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674469639352515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173529055727092,0.0,0.23643334653235096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422385478993375,0.1369109715584736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752232980050626,0.12325901832274302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272132513077992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695323965282176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587018984090915,0.0,0.0,0.29102817138323483,0.0,0.09396847794014414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495130506068845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883753547131415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034457536433678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120639713960255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172279354186306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407091079352112,0.2824497859319436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100722479694492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946721532083502,0.0,0.0,0.1009556646199224,0.0,0.0,0.2955281635109472,0.0,0.0,0.17860185298034753
anxiety,legendarygrape,2020/01/06,"Broke up with gf over anxiety I've been in a relationship with this girl for two years and to me she's the definition of normal. Recently i've had big life changes happen to me and i've realized i can't go on with this relationship when every time i try to explain to her how i feel she doesn't understand a word. I've been having feelings of existential dread, depersonalization and derealization all coupled with some depressive episodes and i've cut out many people from my life that i suddenly don't want around. 

It seems like i can only hang out with people who understand my issues. Is this okay or am i gonna be worse off in the long run?",5.535,5.89784430769231,6.7228846153846185,75.8058653846154,67.46153846153845,10.5,30.09615384615385,10.411451182825502,2.906538461538461,520,18,106,13,8,176,89,130,0.133,0.83,0.037000000000000005,-0.8719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,4,1,11,2,0,1,1,26,21,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,3,2,13,2,22,16,2,19,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,3,7,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920137898329174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198586023016978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249297829621592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133886180544827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672467022067574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331187599049328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401216099117396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034139014765202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090949038425367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899223448957132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25705203252530034,0.08889804674855642,0.0,0.0,0.1610317395444804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448216303082185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782853387461735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383912420452978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25230079578473874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966674527584198,0.3907208394541793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656524977765315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610422736344503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354109419346886,0.0,0.1777516431932796,0.378860295986984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073266322531031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854360850344688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717835934644512
anxiety,Mondayz925,2020/01/06,"Is there any hope? Since April I have been experiencing 24/7 , nonstop anxiety , brain fog, and mini panic attacks. I have tried three different medications and CBT. There is nothing I can link to these symptoms and I have never experienced any of them prior to April of last year ( I am 30 years old ). I have no idea how or why this all began as it started when I was driving home from a great evening . All doctors can tell me is that they think it’s stress. But I have nothing that I can cognitively say “I feel stressed about X” and I don’t feel overwhelmed or worried about anything in particular . 

How can I get help or fix this when 7 different doctors haven’t been able to? I’ve had every medical test you can imagine and everything comes back fine.

What can I do ?",3.3362307692307698,5.350364100000004,4.25,85.14346153846154,74.66666666666666,7.282051282051282,28.205128205128197,8.139509932561175,1.868097435897436,605,25,121,10,13,195,99,150,0.12,0.795,0.085,-0.6531,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,0,10,8,1,4,1,0,22,6,1,2,3,22,30,14,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,5,5,17,3,10,25,2,16,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,4,13,80,25,3,0.14214864994948048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333191290111065,0.0,0.10874332813338797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169762270584996,0.0,0.0,0.1617146105629327,0.0,0.10930353749863436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868490472469282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244847522982664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970301687986257,0.0,0.2909903331546608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388784265578516,0.0,0.11976636840343788,0.0,0.1277540407767324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143749257006993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426680262943815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567193883981203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527924369619488,0.0,0.14258668599180974,0.14118568330819506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046852339982434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158701220364034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28639962005530856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963380202733912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727909267936324,0.0,0.14916109614528306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678081307811302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304231186886657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758683216182747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061354606932836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256615964939491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774687504348247,0.0,0.0,0.12424418551121134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108311517670856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650960243325377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826704677127326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443588540833675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830781400818161
anxiety,T_igerlilly,2020/01/06,"Does anyone else experience muscle twitching in periods of extreme stress/anxiety? I’ve been going through about a week long period of the most intense health based anxiety. Wound up in urgent care last night. 

Does anyone else experiencing twitching or muscle spasms as a symptom of their anxiety?",7.899000000000001,10.643483500000002,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,64.0,10.6,36.5,10.686352973137794,4.943999999999999,245,12,32,7,4,78,39,50,0.066,0.7979999999999999,0.135,0.5504,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,9,2,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,6,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44930750674311815,0.0,0.0,0.2737842088933949,0.4011941477455021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960809889079806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34265222989224764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270937786025535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915078559851583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126480349156807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208102212594386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958470443457828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325683104983738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837238199458879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242623409244876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348767197758774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704081464799494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VeilOFMayaa,2020/01/06,Been off work 2 weeks for xmas. I go back today Idk why but i can never control it. I have to leave in 10 minutes and feel like im going to throw up. Every ounce of my body is telling me to call in sick but i know i cant. All i can think about is how busy it will be and what is going to go wrong.,-2.6258372456964025,-1.0007884507042242,0.4500469483568104,105.88693270735529,95.4788732394366,3.1555555555555563,12.114241001564945,3.1291,-1.95555524256651,224,3,64,0,9,78,53,71,0.156,0.799,0.046,-0.7814,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,1,2,2,11,17,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,11,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435821230173276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518702401092389,0.0,0.0,0.23153903930927056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543215336898852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910482530261664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465257230011786,0.1619916005871753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154733144595891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449309596764487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246169125654112,0.0,0.0,0.24009751862740145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077952323669517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488504184567466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819115254975456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529345981398034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149342850364633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188669438078545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460831812091507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650780816824674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247917603357094,0.0,0.0
anxiety,88457604,2020/01/06,"How to deal with phone anxiety I get this insane amount of anxiety when I am waiting for an email reply or when I’m expecting a phone call... do other people do this?? How do you all cope with it?? 

Literally couldn’t get the nervousness out of my body",3.0461764705882364,4.475699450980393,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941178,74.09803921568627,9.02156862745098,24.514705882352942,9.516144504307137,2.0509176470588235,196,6,41,5,4,67,39,51,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,2,1,10,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5681189597718245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124538228277087,0.0,0.0,0.3791601653912933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828155536793699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38799969965662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574271654091048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iRazor8,2020/01/06,"Does anyone ever feel the same as this? Whenever I come across a stranger on the street, some of them just straight up ask for money, whether it be a train ticket or just straight up them wanting money for no reason, I deny them sometimes, but every time I do, I always go into panic mode and would plan put fictional scenarios where they'd break into my house and kill me and my entire family or something along those lines.

It usually never happens, but my brain would still be in a state of over-cautiousness for about a few days or so.",15.223999999999995,7.265239209523813,13.231428571428573,62.53857142857144,56.904761904761905,16.285714285714292,47.38095238095239,11.20814326018867,5.1659523809523815,427,13,81,6,3,135,78,105,0.135,0.838,0.027000000000000003,-0.9246,0,0,1,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,4,1,7,2,1,1,6,0,6,1,1,1,2,24,12,11,1,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,12,0,15,7,3,22,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,4,6,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851843069300108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500146875898336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005703931754929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395029111357384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481131732445324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836362410680814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877495690018427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406802219920352,0.1807632171348882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225370975603013,0.0,0.10848027916235972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193073371905848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897212264964827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24755585263285765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736199421024906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547014846800998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517220546156824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567674575000603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058775004666836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165167041241687,0.2121902577556364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133572588252216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510277736747072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629074718428614,0.0,0.12654406062793844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048128898907683,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MidnightRaven1129,2020/01/06,"Do you prefer to walk on a certain side of someone? It makes me nervous to walk on someone else's right side. I like to walk next to a wall on my left, and have the person I'm walking with or someone walking past me to walk in my right. 

It makes me feel safer. Probably because I can punch or push someone away better with my right arm.",3.0505633802816874,3.8130630704225372,4.074760563380284,91.14030985915493,73.22535211267606,6.2433802816901425,28.284507042253523,5.6839178017228535,0.9272681690140848,262,10,58,1,5,85,44,71,0.028999999999999998,0.8290000000000001,0.142,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,2,1,10,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,13,7,0,21,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,2,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689601553862222,0.0,0.0,0.11477423208749818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665190728781317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728445417132544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520043297526964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456764717223036,0.0,0.0,0.09198449162850997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25135780073589997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023877371954013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797353342284069,0.0,0.16439953791279416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299855417150114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823723400247884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6381188654368113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jewsjew,2020/01/06,Am I the only one who has an extreme fear of abandonment? Since I got my first girlfriend (we got together a week ago) I can't really sleep and if I fall asleep I wake up in the middle of the night in cold sweats because I dreamt that she left me and I'm all alone again. Falling back to my depression and anxiety and eventually killing myself. I've told her this and that it's not her fault and we almost broke up because she doesn't want me to suffer and she wants me to sleep more than 3-4 hours a night. I talked her out of this but I don't know what to do,1.0637332339791392,2.6893149262295104,2.7600447093889717,95.02854694485843,80.0655737704918,6.403576751117736,20.10730253353204,7.348242739294969,0.2593180327868856,439,11,106,6,11,145,80,122,0.163,0.823,0.013999999999999999,-0.8998,0,1,0,0,0,1,7.0,2,0,0,1,2,7,1,1,6,0,6,5,5,0,1,19,13,9,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,3,1,22,0,13,10,2,17,0,4,0,0,12,7,0,2,8,70,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828800050177695,0.0,0.190104448502298,0.1966243419608724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523251278932395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459807022663192,0.0,0.2314580615979372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351503008428475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136307694942761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148384730361098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036761393966749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696115290298188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003768929788244,0.0,0.10433500189298764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626943094700367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563172877756951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864530905975774,0.14438727530627835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162091434634205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704348394460566,0.0,0.3799684130269391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525919086701583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140704092249607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395347812186256,0.0,0.15228389318799276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwableanxiousxx,2020/01/06,"I don't really know if this sub's really the place for it, but is it weird to get constantly conflicting feelings in your head? Like, to avoid saying what they actually are, say you think about idk eating apples; in my head I *think* ""hey apples are pretty good I shouldn't hate them"" but what I'm feeling is the same as if it's something I genuinely do hate, like garbage. I don't want to feel that way, I want to love ""apples"", but what my stomach and brain are sending me is ""feel as if you hate them"" juices, if that makes ANY sense.

If this is relatable at all, is there any way to make it stop?",3.0074372759856622,3.958918919354844,4.057526881720431,90.5118458781362,73.51612903225806,7.769175627240144,22.648745519713263,8.167268648758528,0.8762250896057346,462,11,106,7,9,150,72,124,0.106,0.657,0.237,0.9753,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,3,0,2,9,3,1,2,0,12,6,4,2,1,26,29,11,0,8,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,1,1,3,7,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,6,15,4,12,28,2,9,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,5,4,64,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.15182449214138136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116006615184584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367971127412174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681276558112512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919807693169066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146654623029065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128458633359761,0.0,0.0,0.13049385728398433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608117150541059,0.3193417276703138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550318064498344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201791461653247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041781485126706,0.0,0.20770288563852984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625489016934242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828168320211636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933818605244608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474483142704232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977375932019155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300725787663863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993798864899428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353126322426366,0.2469857153120827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spadesofmoonlight,2020/01/06,"I can't finish high school. 4 months until graduation. I've tried everything that people suggested - therapy, medication, meditation, exercise, etc. I talked to the school counselor and even managed to get an IEP. I went to a psych ward for 5 weeks for a therapy program. I changed schools. None of these things truly helped. I still feel absolutely miserable every single morning when I'm supposed to go to school. I'm constantly trembling, vomiting, fainting and getting asthma attacks. I simply can't do this any longer. People keep telling me that I shouldn't quit school under any circumstances, but how am I supposed to keep going there when  I fail 80% of the time. At this rate, they won't let me graduate anyway. I wish someone understood why I have to quit. Health should come first.",4.493366633366634,7.2890135664335665,4.897067932067934,78.14582167832168,74.17482517482517,8.28151848151848,30.494005994005995,9.04235418022936,3.0917796203796204,632,29,105,15,14,200,100,143,0.08199999999999999,0.877,0.042,-0.6365,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,7,4,1,2,5,0,9,6,0,1,0,12,22,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,1,0,4,5,4,0,1,2,1,14,0,14,16,3,17,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,10,62,20,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713533296472455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398021923857003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999860679267738,0.10585663986590772,0.0,0.13279765541820315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705196842733006,0.08116598862620666,0.0,0.1035379599814091,0.0,0.11044329837945503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213557703115636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452798529704012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284072205093805,0.0,0.13967951697703154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306235917598065,0.0,0.0,0.08236885406464721,0.12983731692731446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845598848335127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256607231926996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379615744918132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808757432048938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038934217240803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614118169258861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218431997246271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412212076987873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813806044717932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877226145060346,0.10740903042204382,0.0,0.28106497221365545,0.0,0.08164094813830555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165664874713244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343249851991921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857288399998744,0.0,0.0,0.11391787889302132,0.11088679178115916,0.0,0.14131447997737542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,curious-teenager-,2020/01/06,"My anxiety causes me physical pain. I am dreading going back to school tomorrow. I don’t know what I’m going to do. My panic attacks have been occurring even more than usual, nearly everyday now. And I don’t have anyone at school that could help me. Lately I’ve just having pains in my chest and difficulty breathing as well as dizziness. I’ve attempted In telling my family but it’s difficult when they don’t believe there is anything wrong with. All they say is I’m making up excuses so I don’t have to go back. 

I don’t expect anyone to actually see this but I thought it would make me feel better if wrote down my feelings.",2.1440109890109897,4.525947674603174,4.110634920634922,82.8544505494506,80.19047619047619,7.368986568986569,24.77167277167277,8.384062270229773,1.9251570207570208,501,19,95,11,13,170,84,126,0.165,0.777,0.057999999999999996,-0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,9,9,1,2,0,0,16,4,2,3,1,19,29,9,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,7,1,0,3,4,16,2,14,24,2,17,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,8,67,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.1603859355744058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573046983312267,0.0,0.0,0.2298404769591595,0.0,0.1352494561259937,0.0,0.0,0.1869765650359493,0.0,0.25275638257582683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517083799454628,0.0,0.14535788372701405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883697868971476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122340987525782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855436164552842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493845924002614,0.0,0.16620478637072625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802187416867429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101631178748984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032473897270056,0.0,0.1853986325018629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194153338818232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349768792782552,0.19283417518488674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070101151273422,0.0,0.3326703351109028,0.13096897327586646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365276552136336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304788313124199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810128691610628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777411304302868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675246791058505,0.1796954550467853,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lordrognoth,2020/01/06,"Focus your affirmations and meditations on letting go of the past, letting go of self doubt and letting go of negativity.  The past can be  the worst thing for people that know the troubles of anxiety. Accept the  past and move forward and 2020 will be an amazing decade for you. Description from this video  


 We welcome the beginning of a new decade with some peaceful yet powerful vibration music. Too often we hold on to many things from our past that can weigh heavy on us. The beginning of a new year is always a great time for purging those weights. But the beginning of a new decade, can be whole new start. A new possibility to be everything you always knew you could be. An opportunity to cleanse your soul of all the negativity that has grown into your life. You are not your past actions, you are who you are today. Be mindful of yourself, as a being with extraordinary abilities, who only needs to cleanse itself of the negativity and self doubt to achieve your hearts desires. That is why this video of the beach is the perfect backdrop for this music. This beach is rated the number 1 beach in Australia, and the 4th best beach in the world. Located on the Great Barrier Reef, the pristine white beach consists of the purest silica sand in the world - so pure, that it was used by the scientists at NASA to manufacture the glass for the Hubble Telescope. It is that kind of purity we aim all hope to aspire to be embracing positive vibes, and a positive way of life.    


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anxiety,xdino8,2020/01/06,"When you stop wanting something because the caused stress and anxiety don’t seem worth it anymore Title basically. Will delete this if no one can relate. Basically I’ve really wanted something for ages, but every day it’s causing me more and more anxiety and I’m starting to doubt if it’s all worth it. Can anyone relate? Maybe someone’s been through this already? If so, what did you do? Give up or push through? Also I won’t go into detail but it’s career related",2.0639460539460543,4.78825307692308,3.715484515484516,83.15906093906094,84.16483516483515,5.946453546453547,25.855144855144854,7.348242739294969,1.6928153846153844,374,16,66,6,11,124,65,91,0.14,0.818,0.042,-0.7851,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,18,15,12,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,6,11,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,6,5,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351516858187685,0.169223187990105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237597451889043,0.0,0.20985870536323792,0.14796153699488954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289945371143755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347603033027567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646993381742642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782892320020508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299409158912324,0.1202619493986743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125891137736548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433913511547971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355617811816439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192640370597452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929513919165224,0.3258130210534731,0.0,0.0,0.14977753852632128,0.0,0.0,0.1769141257844272,0.24239674587060986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496242735815044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tanialachalle,2020/01/06,New job today I start a new job today and I’m so nervous,-4.2938095238095215,-3.661403714285712,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,121.85714285714286,1.866666666666667,11.809523809523812,3.1291,-1.737590476190476,44,1,11,0,3,17,10,14,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.4101,2,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786236865944547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631488739970735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063559224250312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526981167941366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Just_A_Girl3,2020/01/06,"anyone up to talk? Im a 19 year old girl. Going through and failing my first exam phase in college. Anxiety is making me sick, and worried, but I don't want to pressure my friend with it anymore. But its so hard to deal with alone. If anyone is up to talking a little, maybe get our worries off of our chest, write me please",1.7982587064676598,3.577090343283583,3.206791044776121,91.96053482587065,78.40298507462687,5.063681592039801,24.59950248756219,5.46131890053228,0.4363950248756217,251,9,53,1,6,82,53,67,0.22,0.657,0.12300000000000001,-0.5424,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,10,7,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,7,1,12,7,0,9,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,33,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190842045975095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390807562825968,0.0,0.2124880381892833,0.2996307126654244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208923312446864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224918200636075,0.0,0.0,0.1655365042250574,0.0,0.111941844258466,0.0,0.12176871887354945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919345964495873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314372312641476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474449641509424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302000615934748,0.0,0.21525265605719965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248295012433831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519279754182365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444276440062719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637591584764082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351822291788139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797621493432086
anxiety,lovensic,2020/01/06,"Does anyone else dry heave? Hi, I’m new here. Tryna come to terms with the possibility of having anxiety. I have a huge post written out but as we all know I’m too fucking nervous to post it.

Anyway. 

For over 5 years (I’m 20 now) I’ve suffered from dry heaving during periods of stress. It started happening during the mornings of important days, and now it is more frequent. I dry heave all morning and then sometimes it comes in fits during the day when I’m overwhelmed. It’s gross, it can come mid conversation. I have to take prescribed antihistamines to relax myself. 

I’ve never actually thrown up but it’s annoying nonetheless. I’ve never heard of anyone doing this so I’m just worried that I’m just odd.",1.8370842149809548,4.523022661870506,3.7283199322894633,82.89559458315703,84.97122302158273,6.148286077020736,24.72323317816335,7.510576382923642,1.607213796022006,566,23,103,10,17,190,91,139,0.18,0.759,0.062,-0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,9,8,2,3,4,0,6,1,0,0,4,17,22,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,7,0,0,2,1,5,1,16,20,4,26,0,2,0,1,4,7,1,0,14,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.1801527660266176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412261731874563,0.0,0.0,0.25816726086846004,0.18915479935557974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477075601773069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381164032228313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155348765238006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421799747007428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066900466035936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325004624587494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014568484966392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847652831320404,0.1782975243427677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812007881845504,0.3536107694933568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258404729517164,0.0,0.13066793453996134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114701739243387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388037730006404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748045400001695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888281130368235
anxiety,btvshp,2020/01/06,"Does anyone ever get panic attacks in meetings at work? If so, how do you cope with this? This has started happening to me quite frequently. I find that I start to think ‘imagine if I had a panic attack in that meeting, how bad would that be’ etc. and then I do.",1.7324528301886808,3.7070007358490606,3.460981132075472,89.12883018867926,79.37735849056604,5.749433962264153,23.807547169811322,6.742157984588678,0.8109049056603777,201,7,41,2,5,67,41,53,0.27699999999999997,0.723,0.0,-0.9474,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,2,2,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,11,11,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519763331044418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945345242331188,0.0,0.0,0.18147836170545145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020464927310976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424029582255487,0.0,0.1966057248161422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986541708159411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355652336178768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220208886377546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100273238125255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311787217107716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30768322023345523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926924992363246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823355465678846,0.0,0.0,0.15439936593150735,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mopeyjae,2020/01/06,"Anxiety sucks I’ve suffered from terrible anxiety for about a year. It started last January after I had surgery. It’s like something broke in me and now I’m so anxious I cry a lot. I have a great support system in my husband but it’s not enough. I cry at the drop of a hat at least once a day. It’s gotten so bad that I never feel safe, not even in my own home. I don’t sleep well because I don’t feel safe to sleep. I’m seeing a shrink and he’s put me on a high dose of latuda and on depakote. I feel okay on the depression front, I guess. I don’t want to kill myself.

The last year has been hell. I want to be able to work again but going out in public brings me so much anxiety. I need to be normal and okay to work and right now that seems so far away.",0.09935650887574,1.6817797455621353,2.424049556213017,96.49631102071008,82.90532544378698,5.645118343195268,19.438239644970416,6.6274283507984215,-0.0764056213017752,583,15,145,6,16,199,97,169,0.292,0.62,0.08800000000000001,-0.9911,0,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,16,3,0,10,2,9,3,2,0,1,23,26,11,1,4,4,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,4,0,0,4,6,8,1,0,3,4,18,8,23,21,5,31,1,3,1,0,3,14,2,3,12,90,24,2,0.1438137749282278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300514325534466,0.16246863070534653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511777560504942,0.0,0.12007849495967834,0.0876675423650485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31594535756807035,0.0927479874119514,0.0,0.1238665936132939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485980733461312,0.0,0.09498764200008007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814969717247626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173268248145564,0.0,0.0,0.15855519456559686,0.1584270867917923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194714913582233,0.14425694211148551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910863417464233,0.0,0.0,0.2344548422707058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026014611556898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226532861472005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057196719972733,0.10663609185155554,0.11091804906264788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090696487404286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531569767246977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457256543403826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228161780035904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460095898558954,0.1309226594270145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878352710331029,0.0,0.0,0.11071487004509213,0.0,0.0,0.10179213009963696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319816751821542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965018107818916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930585500051875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939628192308515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852227118679089
anxiety,pmmeurcat_,2020/01/06,"Feeling like I picked the wrong job I’ve had social anxiety my whole life. It’s gotten a lot better but it still creeps up. My current job is in healthcare and it’s face to face counseling with patients the entire day. There is zero opportunity to “hide” at work if I start feeling overwhelmed. I feel like I’m trapped at this job - I’ve had 2 other jobs in the past 3 years and I feel like I really need to stay here for at least 2 years before I can move somewhere else for job consistency sake.

I’m only ~3 years out of grad school and feel as though I really picked the wrong career and can’t stop checking job boards to get other ideas as to what I would want to do. Ideally I want to get a job where I can work remote from home but I feel like that’s not even a possibility given how many people will be applying. I also feel bad giving up on something I spent so many years working towards. I almost feel like I’ll never be happy at any job because eventually the anxiety will creep back in. Just any words of encouragement, advice? Is anyone doing remote work from home full time that they can provide some info on?",4.059868421052631,5.049156785087722,5.235043859649124,82.91072368421052,71.06140350877193,7.805263157894737,24.77631578947368,8.07648339933343,1.3097052631578945,889,24,180,12,16,295,134,228,0.115,0.725,0.159,0.7693,9,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,7,11,14,0,1,8,0,16,3,2,3,1,35,36,13,0,6,5,0,8,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,9,6,0,1,10,0,2,1,3,4,0,1,5,8,17,10,29,26,5,30,0,1,0,0,4,15,0,4,18,105,26,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700969070985743,0.0,0.0,0.078914239191802,0.0,0.0,0.0630222587290733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718348486500054,0.0,0.1205749086144569,0.0,0.0,0.05510397468099073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059803516850525,0.06580089704949328,0.0480402667578546,0.0,0.06705930298563613,0.0,0.0,0.06969875150406203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050824261024347686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583348019696374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205155223106516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31877916235474435,0.2815001536146901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234723999938902,0.07559925038967462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389195525893006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810051916023773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896397542981771,0.0,0.0,0.6256335680775532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566400555309636,0.1925066034007732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699924331664196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979669246745468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375980686777186,0.0,0.05843469727065365,0.060781134288473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993658785756655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523059178964736,0.05463513655053492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884351575207036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097209193226096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975730804946607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033423185952544,0.0,0.060669795770936674,0.0,0.0,0.05578029167823921,0.0839982152989453,0.06293570084813148,0.06588652501137099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742788194792148,0.0,0.045953235562021764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929653065963421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798566087875917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294909374737637,0.0,0.0,0.05598252423424302,0.1723270667759125,0.0,0.2029975575383557
anxiety,Marcelw5,2020/01/06,"Anxiety Affecting my school life So I’m 15, and a sophomore in highschool. I have actually been diagnosed by a doctor for anxiety. However I need advice because anxiety is affecting my schooling. I’m the popular loner, I have a lot of friends, I get invited to parties, social gatherings, all of the coaches from different sports beg me to play for them, and deep down I would love to play, I always leave invitations I get un-noticed. Importantly I recently moved schools and I have found myself a group of friends that I enjoy hanging out with, all of which are a lot more social than me, and this is all over the place and I just realized that so I’m going to summarize it.
I am 15, a sophomore in highschool, and anxiety has stopped me from following through on the everything social about high school, and I really would love to be able to see the world for what others can, make new friends, and all around be happier",6.959318181818182,6.972935386363638,7.63309090909091,71.68463636363639,64.45454545454545,12.04,38.62272727272728,11.602472056035307,4.742038181818184,732,37,133,22,10,244,102,176,0.067,0.732,0.20199999999999999,0.9812,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,11,0,14,5,0,3,4,27,27,10,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,20,9,27,21,7,18,0,0,1,2,11,11,0,2,3,97,27,7,0.11986013205109065,0.0,0.11696619884995225,0.0,0.0,0.11712593383128801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973323166149177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366770691789904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670092934915036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306562399682072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165551099589833,0.0,0.12522832706471,0.0,0.12268192406295865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772255806159016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142044817815696,0.27781092209027897,0.0,0.12524394390436175,0.0,0.06811927522246188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663881028987364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269145734052722,0.0,0.0,0.0846607559529112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380159606190684,0.21635689765620508,0.0,0.08000756887328171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739235161816262,0.0,0.08887476917366514,0.0,0.11576166243070099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522832706471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678546978601818,0.0,0.11834742036637898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852194106510109,0.09551300690110917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665469308511996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020843737614883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029039770780724,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,davemoy1,2020/01/06,"Etizolam Anyone know of any vendors found thru Indiamart that are reliable for Etilozam ordering
to US?",6.647058823529411,10.46346811764706,6.466176470588237,63.8427941176471,73.70588235294119,12.811764705882355,43.79411764705883,11.20814326018867,7.560905882352942,86,6,11,4,2,27,17,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442382997675069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539518906015727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5550301396173655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27819827517293044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6089050138731675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LikMiVisi,2020/01/06,Tips to survive school? So tommrow im going back to school and i need few tips how to handle it..I get really anxious in class and got sick handful of times..There is this girl in class and we were flirting talking etc and i got friendzoned and now it is really weird for me to be in class like i just want to jump out of window and run..Also i dont like to socialize alot with people in my class(They are all really nice and stuff ) but i preffer to be on my own and i have one friend we sit together and screw around but i feel gigantic pressure to follow them and socialize..Any tip will be helpful!,1.162652307692305,3.3244362560000056,2.791999999999998,92.1713846153846,82.44,6.086153846153848,21.615384615384613,7.321109707123232,0.7043723076923079,472,15,102,7,13,155,81,125,0.077,0.7929999999999999,0.13,0.7714,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,1,1,6,8,1,1,1,0,10,3,1,1,1,24,18,14,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,15,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,3,2,13,5,19,11,5,13,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,1,4,68,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581130223492664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445332712356506,0.0,0.0,0.2233622494319352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600872250647615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203102335809268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172110584910025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050505799126888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099970902817357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527545129916451,0.0,0.10329819385239968,0.0,0.11236628099779564,0.0,0.3162623108750673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252453905344638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356667953930475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318762291105454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660354582412372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339771468621407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707104030666614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37998485654813935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40019730439540796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154606409809125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263369565512455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891623804471314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661773075099988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FidgetSp1nner,2020/01/06,Headache at back of head? Has anyone ever got a headache at the back of their head? It feels like tightness with occasional shooting pain,3.649066666666666,6.7552608400000045,2.764,90.08866666666668,80.6,4.933333333333334,28.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.2703333333333338,111,5,20,1,3,32,20,25,0.13,0.7809999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.2869,0,0,0,1,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414041692017385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709819424334043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770249223745165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485158540582025,0.21878842899126755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449398718174311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6286113824386507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962058381733767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258766084332071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,manuelbustamante,2020/01/06,"Is there some online test that can help me understand my anxiety level or just an insight of what's going on with my head? Something that doesn't follow up to a paid course, boook, program...etc

It's the first time for me experiencing something like this. I'm alone and don't know what to do.",2.9906779661016927,4.812569423728816,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864406,75.10169491525423,6.753898305084746,23.664406779661018,7.554174236665415,0.9603328813559324,232,7,48,3,5,75,50,59,0.065,0.8440000000000001,0.091,0.3612,0,1,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,8,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,7,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310798225423869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445452789931919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565145157198262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27190958645079977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167479067420414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32807177193939946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426683946407896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568126899854514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617372329827953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921923575560492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864010836132965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327858439990771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sjonnabeat,2020/01/06,Been having panic attacks multiple times a week for the past 4 years. tonight i went out of my comfort zone and- Been having panic attacks multiple times a week for the past 4 years. tonight i went out of my comfort zone and went to a Strip club and had so much fun. Didn’t have one panic attack. :) moral of the story is jump outside your comfort zone. It takes a lot but it feels so good once you get out there. !!!!!Anxiety is a bitch but it doesn’t own us!!!!! ❤️,0.8362499999999997,2.921635124999998,2.289416666666664,95.74725,83.16666666666666,5.09,21.058333333333334,6.2581,0.09595333333333399,356,11,80,3,10,115,58,96,0.17800000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.139,-0.627,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,0,3,12,4,3,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,16,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,7,0,1,7,1,7,5,9,9,3,17,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,10,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076987939191907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941850194062786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321409108341266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565084599944752,0.0,0.0,0.12144947949601817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231018656670072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064430039817646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420487384564052,0.09811870011198376,0.0,0.0,0.5096668696829189,0.0,0.0,0.2764516656037599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886988472041867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886546029737667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741738600101668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322960356161496,0.0,0.0,0.4026868837375124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864900021386518
anxiety,ifasongcouldgetmeyou,2020/01/06,"Anxiety for internship Two year ago I did a researchproject (internship for my master), in this is I worked long hours with rarely breaks. I did a lot of lab experiments and I felt a lot of time pressure, because I had to do for example 3 experiments at the same time. Sometimes I had to litteraly run to the other room, because otherwise it was not performed on the right time.  Together with failure aniety, I ended up with a burn-out. Since a few months I'm doing better. And I need to do a second internship for 6 month, after this I will have my diploma. 
I get very anxious about the internship, because the first internship ended in a burn-out. I'm afraid that this will happend again. I'm afraid that I will feel the same anxiety during the internship. This week, I have an appointment with my supervisor and I want to tell him that I had a burn-out before. My study advisor suggested to tell I had a burn-out, so they know. I myself do not really feel the need to tell, but I will obligated to tell them, because if I get another burn-out they are not able to finished the experiments and they lose money. 

I also have the feeling that I chose the wrong internship, I have this gut feeling that something is wrong and that I picked the wrong internship. But I maybe that is just my anxiety?

(I'm sorry if there are spelling mistakes, I have dyslexia).",4.553618421052633,5.834206215909095,5.6963716108452935,78.97047846889953,70.17424242424242,9.497288676236042,30.18261562998405,9.811843763644266,2.9272151515151505,1067,43,205,26,19,355,122,264,0.128,0.845,0.027000000000000003,-0.9727,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,4,6,6,9,0,3,22,0,25,1,1,1,0,32,40,11,0,6,8,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,8,0,3,8,5,35,1,26,28,5,25,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,4,16,147,49,1,0.1102213236938997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770455308052232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814395273614416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557666826730605,0.2529570328104107,0.1245187225216474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687595835458472,0.0,0.09379022827942364,0.0,0.0,0.09748180376639186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952467547413432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234528131593324,0.0,0.0,0.22292485215943147,0.0,0.105829755757878,0.0,0.0,0.09375420162744176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517218482538505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854580144359226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060574756965528075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754240300631872,0.0,0.12330946769076505,0.0,0.1874124557054368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073213440335078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595521799940872,0.0,0.0,0.16345542981941055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061060233660782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412840819550937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117621795532507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485375990622789,0.10901170748521596,0.1233837479226392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853531804398597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928128206669548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076702174642101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094413535830184,0.06501139245068772,0.0,0.08841289741949082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024243637878846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615291438780302,0.0,0.07097891871082353
anxiety,helpacnepls,2020/01/06,"Tips please I am back at university, I feel completely alone and depressed, my anxiety is nearly at its worst, I can't leave my room, I don't know what to do at this point. I dont have any friends because I barely usually go out of my room anyway because of my anxiety. Any help or tips to control this, please comment.",7.518717948717949,5.448440769230771,8.109230769230772,75.51410256410256,64.38461538461539,11.743589743589745,38.5897435897436,10.504223727775694,3.8150512820512814,250,11,52,5,3,84,43,65,0.226,0.654,0.12,-0.8158,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,10,1,9,10,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188267835248968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913740673193529,0.0,0.3277781235038539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647333635480082,0.0,0.26119113290584145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462114763676916,0.0,0.24028258327701674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452014874744685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510816301070066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832356919182468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551730144564689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175459330131645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359709346626262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773786213374833,0.0,0.0,0.22684375631574036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703310288061815,0.202521165106658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594940296656405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DustyCrossStitch,2020/01/06,"The electric blanket - my saviour! So iv been struggling to sleep FOR MONTHS. Like usually I go to bed at 9, having my overthinking time and can usually tire myself out by 11 or 12,but for months I just cannot sleep, don't feel tired, everything is too interesting and over stimulating.

That is until I went back home (from uni) and my mum had put my electric blanket on my bed for me. I went to bed, usual overthink routine and I was so tired come 1am and I slept through the night like a flipping log!! I thought it might of been a fluke but here I am, 2 weeks later, feeling actually pretty well rested, maybe a little too rested..

Has anyone else found this? I feel like it's the same kind of benefit of a weighted blanket like warm and comforting. What a god send though.",2.689579831932772,4.7806847973856215,3.711358543417365,87.9189705882353,76.84313725490195,6.7243697478991615,25.96125116713352,7.7094869923839395,1.4114074696545282,606,23,123,9,14,195,102,153,0.013000000000000001,0.742,0.245,0.986,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,8,0,13,8,3,1,0,19,23,12,0,0,3,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,4,0,5,8,1,0,5,0,0,6,2,1,1,0,9,5,16,10,17,13,3,22,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,15,79,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.12556233027952804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996831853177645,0.13183654025680624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893847697924084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083690358896857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748639368947496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563935176893665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951766550375423,0.09192112051360683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107885766894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312552701534868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906544355641894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398890683026862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514445901878776,0.12896008613104076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926525023213864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364974179972571,0.0,0.0,0.2054046497604205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074708926110865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090257509253894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293478290244995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575237377370672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451271906341242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641658585718082,0.10214877042093526,0.07502789696286567,0.4436580753287264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251319964131567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321046704517466,0.15668411224042705,0.11568883469875794,0.2385548034760933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pointsofellie,2020/01/06,"Giving myself physical symptoms? I have this ridiculous thing where when I hear about a medical condition or symptom I seem to develop it - usually short term but I'm absolutely panicking in the moment.

Could be shaking, stiffness, weakness but right now I'm convinced there's something wrong with my face! (After reading about someone with a serious condition...) 

Is this a thing? Drinking alcohol makes me feel loads better but obviously it's a terrible coping strategy...",6.833410714285716,9.760095662500003,7.3046428571428565,63.04750000000002,67.375,11.071428571428573,41.42857142857143,10.914260884657429,6.027482142857143,383,24,50,13,7,125,63,80,0.247,0.652,0.10099999999999999,-0.9228,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,1,5,0,4,8,1,1,1,12,11,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,2,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,6,2,7,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402179135061904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879670845103226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946588988536466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019557443552645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136538439200146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562627471105925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253339656255277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004018028120314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22643885884526024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248375092029584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195805779143565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462824876185773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904525527568031,0.17304407096812427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672580749421187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986632786089797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475597583965723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457580151208024,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tammak18,2020/01/06,"Work inducing anxiety Hi everyone, I’m new to reddit. 

I have been at my current part time job for a year now. I didn’t expect to get it but I did. My co-worker that works closely with me is very different from me. I’m outgoing, friendly, and a people pleaser. She is quite rude to people and patients always getting complaints etc. a month into the job there was a big blow up with her telling me I shouldn’t of gotten the job etc. I informed my manager and things got a bit better but since then I have had really bad anxiety and very scared of messing up. This was a job I didn’t have much experience in but was eager to learn and had the experience of customer service. I think my manager was hoping I could teach my colleague the people side of the job and she could teach me more technical. My colleague talks down to people and to me regularly. Lately I’ve been having even worse anxiety since being off work for two weeks over Xmas and having to go back to facing her. I love everyone else I work with and the patients but my manager is very absent and there one-two days a week and they have a very close relationship. I’ve informed HR but I haven’t really been able to manage my anxiety at all. Does anyone have any tips? I’ve been at my second job for 4 years as a casual and am going on holiday to Europe for 25 days in May and don’t want to have to leave this job. I want to face anxiety and try and manage it as best as I can. I am on medication lexapro and see a psychologist  every so often but she’s hard to get appointments with her.",2.2943596059113323,4.107829952978058,4.278292655620246,84.68128134796241,77.05642633228841,7.69193909538737,23.61856247201075,8.527137837955566,1.548819883564711,1221,39,252,25,28,417,157,319,0.10300000000000001,0.772,0.126,0.8917,9,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,7,7,11,1,1,16,0,34,4,2,1,1,44,49,27,0,7,6,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,23,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,4,0,2,15,2,36,7,43,29,8,33,0,0,1,1,15,17,0,3,14,174,42,21,0.07938622180439081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605569603888847,0.0,0.0,0.053985353096527335,0.0,0.30365121195357303,0.0,0.0,0.05550869210722545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104310434854642,0.06628417924196629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331094204303771,0.07021066193309733,0.08666919335921147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676687679029208,0.0,0.0,0.10239509121112468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294170528958134,0.0,0.0,0.06947141767533062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663170017000792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707324422383175,0.05243385079251078,0.0,0.06688631576987028,0.1517138739117832,0.0,0.15530991589269094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133359804003469,0.0,0.1244280730419636,0.0,0.0902340386152694,0.0,0.06349241364634779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111446169366016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884843067234358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514500295211775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955111601578519,0.08405854642531156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164916462349705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997326661380323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336532485553018,0.0,0.05835800732197916,0.0,0.0,0.07667170770553998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537941584262239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596754208331504,0.0,0.22014564216661228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443701873216285,0.0,0.0,0.10171369297655836,0.0,0.0,0.08523109275377191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947945706456176,0.0,0.06326054060931402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133820606234506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380763798973332,0.06938705694640297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274067827790701,0.0508674854571103,0.0,0.0,0.046290744341224856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389803355672222,0.0,0.15509760686740592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620077879453836,0.09364810089262672,0.0,0.12735767725680125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889705747946747,0.0,0.08090134217334279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022442481250136
anxiety,homunculus69,2020/01/06,"Absolutely freaking out right now making myself sick. Please help me. I'm so scared of everything happening in the world. A potential war and climate change mostly. I keep temporarily distracting myself only to fall back into panic mode.  I feel so helpless and such an indescribable amount of dread and terror. I feel like everything is falling apart. I'm scared to go to sleep because I have vivid nightmares. I just don't want to die. I'm in a relationship with someone I love so much. I want to be with him for a long time. I keep imagining the worst case scenario, thinking of the global political situation getting worse and worse and worse. All of the evil in the world. I'm shaking so badly and sick to my stomach. I have little brothers and sisters. I want them to live and have full lives. I want to live. Please please please help me.",2.7670069444444465,5.5292521312500025,3.732916666666663,84.13152777777779,80.8125,6.555555555555558,25.13888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.6562847222222223,671,26,123,12,18,215,94,160,0.33399999999999996,0.544,0.122,-0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,1,0,8,15,2,7,9,0,6,5,2,1,1,26,24,12,2,4,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,13,0,0,0,3,18,2,20,23,6,20,0,1,1,1,8,12,0,1,5,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089090180551246,0.09869466651533436,0.07205552385414896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504322609161514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226761750321613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246668207130076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195340965373716,0.08444433140210869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061756250709506764,0.0,0.06717755617789584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452662722814936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584581172956555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101287254759231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057748072979455986,0.1184705777088746,0.31312655738262896,0.10460604014760776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668292931265937,0.0,0.07890149939336813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868928926481389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989879797869903,0.0,0.13868589115622806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190061130858902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690591287800512,0.0,0.10094481726159672,0.0,0.0,0.2366838844355905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286525759662282,0.11828848327713525,0.0,0.1001531186355744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573978543713494,0.0,0.0,0.06892518890256172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788770470749214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613772280694909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doronelll,2020/01/06,"Bought my first car and I am super anxious now Hi, I bought a Mazda 2 - my first car - (2008, diesel, 1,4) yesterday for 2,2k euro. I only have half a year of driving practise so didn't want to buy a very good new-ish car therefore I have zero experience when it comes to buying cars.

I bought it without taking a deep deep look into it because I simply didn't know what to look at and it seemed ok except for a bit of a wobblier clutch and weird noise because of belts (they said its easy and cheap to fix). Now I am super anxious and keep on waiting until I can get it to the auto-service for them to run the diagnostic. I am terrified they will find something bad and it will cost me a fortune to fix it and there will be many big expenses throughout the years... 

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Any ideas how to calm myself down because I cant stop thinking about it, I am super anxious and it keeps triggering my BED?",8.075368852459016,5.461256994535521,8.226331967213117,76.8267110655738,63.754098360655746,10.680054644808743,35.989754098360656,8.472884824447931,2.817732786885245,702,24,144,7,8,231,113,183,0.09,0.779,0.131,0.8584,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,5,7,8,0,0,10,1,14,0,0,3,0,25,30,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,4,5,0,9,7,4,2,0,4,6,3,19,6,22,20,1,24,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,1,10,94,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075560207543838,0.1802821665161316,0.10089465999919382,0.0,0.0,0.5028374982281959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388026278138772,0.2713294713402462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197835699521476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278050487407358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513141305640942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356047666070496,0.2524018195284055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751564331086025,0.0,0.0,0.12444321551898747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674883040885171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637508453998473,0.0,0.0,0.08153863299026329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918185595560866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504208691834037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432937905708657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283980290466655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113100987551247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350677609617179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422017905536498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404147052922232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155353307409248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506759437198564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241832814644878,0.08751071130568898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302051091557286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802821665161316,0.19108699044723
anxiety,HonestScar0,2020/01/06,"Had a huge anxiety attack in public I lost my gym bag with expensive gym clothes and phone chargers and such.... I panicked went to the help desk of the shopping centre and was directed to the help desk upstairs where some kind stranger handed it in. I was also about to miss my bus and I had a lot of worries on my mind on top of it. In a panic I rushed to the help desk while shaking and asked for my bag but I didn't know there was other people as I assumed they were not waiting due to them being 1/2-1 metre away from the help desk. The lady at the help desk was initially very rude telling me to calm down and that other people are waiting with a harsh tone of voice. When she handed me the bag I had the biggest panic attack of all time I felt like I was going to collapse and die. I probably looked like a spectacle from the outside. She went from angry and mad at me to extremely apologetic but I had to continue the panic attack in a bathroom stall.

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I fucking hate this why can't I be normal",4.19820915926179,4.892679186602873,5.137406015037595,84.81934210526317,70.5311004784689,7.693916609706084,28.325700615174302,7.7094869923839395,1.6416313055365688,806,28,163,9,14,264,116,209,0.264,0.626,0.11,-0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,6,17,7,4,17,0,15,3,2,0,1,23,28,14,1,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,2,3,3,2,5,3,13,0,0,15,5,25,4,32,11,3,24,0,2,1,1,13,14,1,3,7,115,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173006716592752,0.0,0.2485670485238609,0.2787598407386938,0.0,0.0,0.08774950857662113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723429897958676,0.3914827102537448,0.10776973441000844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904635540654045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101354126117276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604352543298802,0.0,0.0,0.0651898645030303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324808216493143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844238977879048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944828348848673,0.06303922563628266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207877353777704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632385696194498,0.0,0.1252147673947381,0.09751864203919272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115820007977338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238718305564303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037470980195323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904491036873006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236720917770016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002577942872795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688578717429172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946441745100387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266657417579216,0.1035040081442745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648915590445605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787598407386938,0.0
anxiety,slayedoll,2020/01/06,"Hesitated sharing childhood memory with person involved because she probably didn't enjoy it as much as me or even considered it a horrible memory... It makes me feel so nervous and alone when I have such moments, especially recently when I am clearing out old things... have you encountered such feelings? do you live in the past?",7.421034482758618,9.12490713793104,7.968448275862072,63.75887931034484,63.82758620689656,12.006896551724141,40.36206896551725,11.698219412168324,5.707503448275862,266,15,39,9,4,88,48,58,0.214,0.743,0.043,-0.8748,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,8,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,5,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271507472607749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925541798542013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863214603928387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194313036979081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27892299448327873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108486996182176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220412237774804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314571803343575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015379780261795,0.0,0.2758094531800041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34056616541144136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31188798808452084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985300004436855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,indeedadilemma,2020/01/06,"I recently went for a promotion I really wanted, but its 10x more work and I'm scared my anxiety will take over I'm a full-time college student and I recently became an editor at my school's paper. We produce a full paper 5 days a week on top of all our classes. Being an editor is a boatload of work and we are on the clock 24/7 helping reporters and contacting sources and pitching stories. I went for the position because I love it and I wanted to challenge myself and not let my anxiety stop me from doing things I want to do, but I'll literally have a full-blown attack if I'm late for a dentist appointment. I go back to school this week and I've been feeling the pressure in my chest with all the things I know I'll have to do. I also recently got my syllabi for my classes and they're all quite challenging and a lot of work. I'm so scared I'm going to be too overwhelmed and have constant anxiety attacks and let people at the paper down and miss important things or mess everything up and I'm just so stressed.",3.8044285714285735,4.849242014285718,5.434761904761905,81.03357142857145,71.71428571428571,8.838095238095239,30.66666666666667,9.21078282632365,2.686895238095238,813,35,161,17,15,277,117,210,0.171,0.73,0.099,-0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,9,6,12,2,5,15,0,14,3,1,1,3,34,33,21,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,17,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,9,0,0,4,1,21,3,22,24,6,25,0,2,0,1,6,10,0,3,11,109,27,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001718677200954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874749502714524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850069083332428,0.0,0.09631864178484127,0.0,0.07635846991129684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536357534446186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078353989483265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257728680825026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333616234820688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237840842035462,0.0,0.10018335586504562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396038731334794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688406448039812,0.0,0.1413008390875286,0.0,0.0,0.2561774862390069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649315772246416,0.11305372318795033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684080484860161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323141159738194,0.0,0.0,0.08024595786023239,0.0,0.3710429382298424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508179567849088,0.25354338840782753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472452750937544,0.14348704247642538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418133301179804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496552503064295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216480791721656,0.0,0.2009550239156435,0.0,0.0,0.23223800652286275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735763874761464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vivi443,2020/01/06,"Didn't go in to my exam today. First semester in university, and I'm doing really bad. I already failed one class, but also passed another 2. Today was another exam, that is probably the hardest for me, and I knew I wouldn't be able to even get a few points, even tho i tried to practice for it. And to top it all of, today is the deadline for a long project, and tomorrow is another exam that i should learn for, and at least have a chance with. And today's exam would have taken 5 hours out of my day. My mom also told me not to go, since it wouldnt make any sense like this. So i didnt go. But there are only ""correction"" exams after this one (which turns out you can only apply to if you already have a passed exam). And i didnt know exactly how these things work, so beforehand i googled it, and it seemed fine. But  now i googled it again, and found out, that I cant apply to another exam, and I fail the class if i dont go in an exam. So i guess i just failed a whole class? I'm trying to calm myself and focus on the project and the next exam, but my anxiety is rising through the roof. I messed up. Even tho, even if i took the exam i would 99% surely fail. Im trying to justify myself, by the fact that my mom encouraged me to not go, and she must know it better, she has more experience.  But still. I swear I wanted do make good decisions this year, I thought whis would be the good decision, but now im so disappointed in myself. Dont know whats even gonna happen. I just wish I was talented, and had the capability to understand what im learning, and not be so dumb even at the end of the first semester. I shouldnt even be here..",2.9424807877041315,3.554115576368879,4.943274495677239,85.37362451969263,73.35158501440922,8.434630163304517,24.25660422670509,8.72156446121922,1.4195226705091255,1263,34,284,23,24,438,160,347,0.10400000000000001,0.785,0.11199999999999999,0.2329,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,0,9,25,17,1,0,18,0,33,0,0,3,6,64,60,34,0,13,14,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,19,19,0,0,12,0,0,9,12,8,0,4,12,0,38,9,33,35,5,40,0,5,0,0,8,13,1,5,19,202,57,22,0.08436182879245005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619075172446625,0.1349282480124661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057368936469241384,0.35384293252895865,0.06453656811774469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043860324575303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461118197562268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440640049116451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977428701012707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471954039271941,0.0,0.0,0.3900413459743976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252205632479373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435162569491956,0.0,0.09249839091038986,0.0,0.0,0.04407557363797699,0.0,0.239723857109284,0.14151739894250007,0.0,0.0,0.09293406545155976,0.0,0.07460088659194547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307940796423602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733757549750476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908916455572326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041214928267422506,0.0,0.0,0.07465756376938393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262435159859363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760710856256694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971976198485165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433151698210765,0.12832194457251278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974919636171011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095631992356132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404434773252837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679984052394241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978497654819904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737146544826739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951002525564994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056046250472048434,0.0,0.0,0.06697386875348614,0.0,0.0,0.3198605981020595,0.08061134265793532,0.09372909586265044,0.17182843228258174,0.09176144461721898,0.0,0.0878236389526273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049758792361402585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418696911217896,0.09701193972811248,0.0,0.0,0.06141641610543529,0.0,0.0,0.17978466814512664,0.0,0.0,0.054326251831133925
anxiety,naholliee,2020/01/06,oh my gosh I start school again today and i’ve been up all night panicking about all the possible outcomes of today and i woke up this morning feeling all sick and i’ve taken rescue remedy and i don’t think that’s working. Please can someone give me excercises to do when i’m in school/class that will keep me calm. (Also i keep overthinking about all the stuff that i have seen over the holidays and worried that that’s gonnna be brought back up again and make me throw up in class - that is my #1 fear) .,2.0569902912621387,4.218103291262138,2.9765145631067966,92.06787864077671,79.19417475728156,6.4500970873786425,21.9504854368932,7.554174236665415,0.7551211650485437,401,12,86,6,10,127,65,103,0.081,0.8029999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,4,15,20,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,2,10,1,11,13,4,17,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,8,55,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673779790723336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093959288037324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23552187744929226,0.10582890283789144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007806448830072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720727912121534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971008030255386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641486285715032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297497078453516,0.0,0.2359554928710064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236476859694264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734010576107506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814436488709887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395996345781433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411166564484495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967858568077179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237366172046532,0.21255538234656535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jamesrajiji,2020/01/06,"I have questions Okay so for about 3 years i have had really bad family problems involving domestic abuse, child abuse and divorce. It’s been a really hard time for me and i had to endure a lot of pain. It was only recently that I realised something was amiss with me. When i see someone cry/ in distress or when i witness a loud arguement, my body tenses up and i become breathless, i also get abit of nausea and feel like vomiting. I have never been diagnosed of anything and never sought mental health help or advice before. I just want to know of anyone has experienced this and what it might likely be. Thank you to whoever that can help me with this.",4.24212598425197,5.990767425196849,5.437015748031494,78.70198031496064,71.5984251968504,8.54456692913386,26.87322834645669,9.120678840339163,2.3681250393700783,521,18,93,11,10,173,87,127,0.18600000000000005,0.715,0.099,-0.9306,0,0,1,0,3,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,1,13,5,1,0,2,20,19,12,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,5,15,4,14,11,1,9,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,5,9,69,23,0,0.0,0.3893720907664477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056641886243514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314024027297366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489265569119385,0.0,0.13521699398375495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719590742130472,0.0,0.18147267177291115,0.13981970363161494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251658474795246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049197752543225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677595726688593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549012714061807,0.0,0.08308244721452351,0.1173864513894237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584764662751007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719369258874593,0.0,0.0,0.1746588377527074,0.0,0.0,0.22027335375079515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030305951750572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055172085752406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969447827517525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655905659657846,0.17431192562698405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25345924589845537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496873033008175,0.17484242119733734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722697253317405,0.0,0.0,0.18407006428985015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052840307715265,0.0,0.16224093886165886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093753852144213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922330838562907,0.12649748038538314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127889536016192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581322040540627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691706472931116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581327671655844
anxiety,ararlynn,2020/01/06,"i go back to school in five hours it's 2 am and i'm too scared to sleep. school is a living nightmare and my parents dont get why (i mean neither do i but whatever)

does anyone else stay up all night when they're scared for the next day? i made a habit of it and now i'm always tired

i'll try getting sleep soon ig. wish me luck tomorrow (today)",-1.5367532467532463,0.4373776623376635,0.7789610389610395,101.94558441558443,97.05194805194805,3.8389610389610387,14.792207792207792,5.565023196281405,-1.0366779220779219,268,6,67,2,11,89,61,77,0.125,0.777,0.098,-0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,0,4,3,2,1,1,9,12,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,6,1,6,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456614645938782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240393902244258,0.17936660479904684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460804315091174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128972961261006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319357834098413,0.0,0.20516552428673976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623767781390554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292013601386972,0.0,0.09948893894920703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239590265565682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457855630789893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564318551282567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068841506476736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861751272961351,0.1642791550653908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438010468008374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505252329590057,0.3543341012186124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503668892029593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658749179109574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012022931537883,0.16593358656792725,0.0,0.0,0.11885222588495885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579617326369083,0.0,0.2013069342646696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bellanzxo,2020/01/06,"Prophetic dreams are very unhelpful when you have an anxiety disorder Every so often I'll have a dream about something and the next day, or the next few days, that thing happens. A few years ago, before my gran passed away, I had a dream she was verbally abusing her nurses at the hospital. She never swore and was a  very kind person. I later found out from mum that in her final few days gran had been swearing at the doctors and nurses, due to her vascular dementia. I've always had these sorts of dreams. 
Does anyone else experience this? I find it wildly unhelpful as I also have anxiety fueled dreams and it makes the anxiety much harder to ignore because there is always the thought in the back of my mind ""maybe this is the thing that is going to happen"".",5.38746575342466,6.537805965753428,5.864273972602741,79.02284931506851,68.10958904109589,8.853698630136988,27.61369863013699,9.120678840339163,2.270572054794521,605,19,109,11,10,195,93,146,0.099,0.7979999999999999,0.102,0.3597,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,13,0,13,1,0,1,1,15,19,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,3,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,0,12,1,14,11,4,21,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,13,78,22,1,0.0,0.17281841553779562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929471775227386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664295195329501,0.24273183430161244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347439513255883,0.0,0.0,0.1019876215287928,0.14944922157934568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703881770921925,0.11215614684662656,0.0,0.08891395897676525,0.0,0.12411480029303648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821999063319775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716642341563326,0.14929230692396706,0.12764171490933104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184602111047747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289203725095342,0.0,0.0,0.14267755481551495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978080546405052,0.13331198334920352,0.0,0.0,0.15992626489481834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289471999747104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579642960935372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518891332178851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736164980866006,0.0,0.1465344204787345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727545768928552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722274544735304,0.0,0.1124950306360017,0.0,0.31024423841902193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735797490358072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228896291305053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380374968981995,0.0,0.0,0.11579531892265305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406969980751149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392806140277016
anxiety,BOS2281,2020/01/06,"I hate anxiety I’ve had anxiety/panic disorder diagnosed now for just a couple years, but its been around most my life. It usually comes and goes in waves throughout the year, I’ve been doing quite well the past few months actually having almost come off my ssri and it’s been amazing to feel good again, cause last year I was in constant worry about everything and it pretty much socially debilitated me for a while. Anyways, tonight at around 9:30ish, I started to feel kinda sick to my stomach, then by 10 I was having a full on anxiety attack. I hate this shit. And I hate now everyone and their sister throws the words associated with it (especially on social media) around and romanticizes it. It’s literally no joke, there’s nothing worse than that feeling of dread and nausea that hits out of nowhere. This is just me venting off on Reddit so I can blow off some steam cause it  for sure helps and I’m alone tonight so I can’t vent to anyone else",3.1866545893719795,5.655040684782605,4.301014492753623,82.4333574879227,76.93478260869566,7.349758454106277,25.439613526570053,8.344100000000001,1.843938164251208,762,28,143,15,18,248,121,184,0.19899999999999998,0.645,0.156,-0.8604,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,14,12,5,1,6,0,12,5,2,2,1,29,23,13,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,15,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,6,1,0,6,3,14,6,26,16,5,33,0,0,0,0,5,14,1,4,16,97,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.12327334047961673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649456019761773,0.1308328650719917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327399202295212,0.0,0.0,0.08832820431140519,0.1294331721827062,0.0,0.33736361758723715,0.0,0.14371101606158507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595376993004657,0.0,0.21763271394234487,0.0,0.13651063452634588,0.0,0.0,0.1397743537266511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282155133335365,0.0,0.0,0.14477747181597306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552692656078493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120707348192144,0.11353125695994275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161860246264056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059540096105653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741543847481635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846718603439416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297036805187856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892258985626532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008300708884706,0.0,0.09286217704400362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121063497425348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058990518439355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285162331179842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436040300884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296690753133321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575414381981341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941229790461831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905823655642997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912729299716012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113579837820478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828746595987606,0.128734257812278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440442342058891
anxiety,Sythizius,2020/01/06,"Q about eating.. So I guess we are all familiar with ""eating to cope"", ""stress eats"" and so on when people get worked up, have an anxiety episode or such...

I wish I could relate.. Because whenever I get worked up, stressed, having an anxiety episode, if I worry about something... I lose ALL my appetite.. I can't stomach food, even the thought of food.. I recently went 48(ish) hours without nothing but black coffee..

And this has happened so many times I can't count, my ""record"" is 3 1/2 days before I managed to calm down enough to eat at least something..

Anyone have any advice on this?",3.3418918918918936,5.5298239549549555,3.6218828828828817,88.8657972972973,75.2162162162162,6.241801801801803,27.316216216216226,7.1686216300943375,1.3928118918918928,453,18,87,5,10,140,80,111,0.09699999999999999,0.857,0.046,-0.3182,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,3,8,4,0,2,3,0,9,7,1,0,2,14,16,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,13,1,14,13,4,12,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,3,5,56,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289700841835642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248423386142388,0.0,0.20807828855657146,0.0,0.0,0.095093920252911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290395243622853,0.0,0.11572544534671715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858442898384817,0.0,0.0,0.08770834141715234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566452230001212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405237020732815,0.0,0.08982629992766519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32890195125552696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421081132329025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498186365634151,0.0,0.1202637919832834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393198249984306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214850550812747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378820132136598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049506152541632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942848378582708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342829688203518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093979156386372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31157363311494995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796830692029086,0.07930232516250069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260727766613321,0.0,0.0,0.1563925614339309,0.1310985376094419,0.0,0.19801831930668545,0.13811395977695962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamtinyhooman,2020/01/06,"I thought I was getting better I thought that I could control my anxiety and that I would be ok. It’s been hard for me to keep a job because of my anxiety. I got to work 15 minutes early, but couldn’t bring myself to get out of my car until 1 minute before my shift cause I was so panicked and anxious over going into the building. Social anxiety sucks. It sucks really bad.",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,78.0909090909091,6.477922077922077,26.584415584415584,7.447530270364453,1.527576623376624,294,12,58,4,7,100,56,77,0.306,0.652,0.042,-0.9694,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,0,13,17,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,6,1,13,2,10,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,40,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925969554068438,0.2424820647358127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792154046093866,0.13084252997456786,0.0,0.18264280057389848,0.0,0.0,0.1898316058240692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204943685568825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407369710833436,0.17137254601967455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428104473798227,0.0,0.12198483804817195,0.0,0.1716671871234776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922752483587961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129970450020946,0.19078186231254574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750385725201658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187984132778627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408003121537098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626045030439564,0.0,0.0,0.15247407226299986,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nixeve,2020/01/06,Anyone else feeling anxious about heading back to work after the holidays? You're not alone. I just want to stay under my covers and never emerge.,3.654444444444444,6.608847037037041,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,78.62962962962962,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,1.0879481481481483,118,4,18,1,3,37,26,27,0.111,0.688,0.201,0.3855,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434337625320655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746094338043643,0.0,0.2318598429200103,0.3397595955321134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549770864401513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27700615909674664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766505260654316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403134692791036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557475087815575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534375354504736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558408907183872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414060556533164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeatriceTheWasp,2020/01/06,"I don't know whether to be sad or angry anymore, all I know is that I'm miserable. I'm stuck in this mental loop of feeling goddamned frustrated that my friends and family don't reach out, never respond to my messages, and never EVER inviting me to anything, and then I just think ""It's probably because you expect them to you stupid piece of shit.""

I can never tell them, my dumbass can only ever internalize this shit because if I complain, I'll only be an asshole. I'm a boring, un-outgoing bitch, why would they want to hang out with me? Why should my problem be other people's problems? Why should they care if I don't care about myself. Fuck, I'm trying ever single day to better myself, but why is every waking moment like a kick in the fucking ribs. Can't afford therapy, don't apply for state assistance, but my dumbshit can't find a job, even with my fucking degree.

I'm stuck at home, just continuing to be a burden to my overworked mother who deserves better. I have no car, no job, no wear to go. My friend group used to be so tight. And I see them all doing different things, sometimes together, but it's like I'm the throwaway friend that is only consulted when someone needs a gooddamn shoulder to cry on. These friends are my family, why do I feel like I'm just a fucking backup?

Alone in the house 20+ hours a day, sure I walk sometimes, but where's there to walk to? I live in the middle of nowhere.

I wish shit still made sense. I want things to be better, I want to feel like I'm fucking valid for once in my cursed goddamned life.",5.150260635614593,5.30264663578275,6.027708088111655,81.18833193206659,68.26517571884985,8.37861106440222,30.211703379855386,8.032893268588372,2.0298153354632587,1219,43,239,14,19,403,163,313,0.19899999999999998,0.6559999999999999,0.145,-0.9278,4,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,5,3,13,32,11,1,12,0,24,13,7,2,9,49,56,15,0,13,11,1,4,4,4,3,1,0,1,0,12,8,0,1,7,0,0,5,12,18,0,0,3,5,35,14,32,44,4,31,0,2,1,5,19,11,9,3,18,150,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515764823325926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154256414609717,0.0,0.0,0.06766206023532377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024406944604804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815719263050345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766250968570826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903174866968697,0.10605334015627164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859049470064981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430714449324296,0.22312470605561024,0.06927594979642125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502399288172933,0.0,0.12472240468389433,0.11747945152036615,0.0,0.0,0.07514981826610674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409940492308064,0.38006659264963055,0.0,0.0,0.04672890603323975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247580879410844,0.0,0.0809725384630403,0.09487365344912382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631861641252517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037460266631232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807613919418408,0.1606789189360591,0.0,0.0726039186743507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780085839318347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286087805002045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096689555018401,0.19024503789710093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756421245965232,0.0,0.1876016063515312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057002685374042725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864969423756165,0.15735153655960296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552063729184239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532004514963872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966680444975155,0.0,0.16264018616796394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566294477771904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749367425658478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186603445283107,0.0,0.09402852300789913,0.0,0.10924986788569163,0.052684817936770566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582363782224148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101378657445151,0.0,0.0,0.14549077179603453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709648046908165,0.0,0.09455174529397564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058408460504488925,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jamesjane5,2020/01/06,"I hate my life. I always have to live in anxiety New semester about to start? I get nervous.


Traveling to a city on vacation? I'm worried I might do something stupid.


College presentations? Hell no. And it doesn't matter how many times I've practiced it, I still get nervous.


Ordering food in KFC? I'm worried I'll embarrass myself.


Even walking on the street, I get nervous when someone looks at me.


I always tell myself to get more confident, but I just can't.


My stomach always hurts. I hate my life. Sometimes I just want to die...",0.9672435897435888,3.5642779038461576,2.885153846153848,86.72651282051285,92.07692307692308,5.850256410256411,26.164102564102567,7.3011,1.8144456410256409,418,20,78,8,15,139,68,104,0.293,0.672,0.035,-0.9692,0,0,1,0,0,3,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,4,2,0,5,4,1,1,0,8,16,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,9,0,0,0,1,16,0,11,15,1,15,1,1,1,0,1,6,1,1,6,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423300430716694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972455722003814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599227613096013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200281457200313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505099446658406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543841540488511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348407883569238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153374955670976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395519451417068,0.0,0.0,0.1497380007062585,0.0,0.1424004521142557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192262813029166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989248025626586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377677647679034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368050932194346,0.13054726698040806,0.1677142002521697,0.0,0.1200261932223693,0.0,0.13542296684565333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821619155187082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098880657752315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000198413883732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444236763433608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eunbis,2020/01/06,back to school anxiety classes start tomorrow and my anxiety attacks have already been returning over the past week. last semester my mental health plummeted so bad i had panic attacks and puked every morning. i'm so so afraid the same will happen again on top of school-related worries i'm freaking out so bad my hands are shaking.,5.59475409836066,7.8959701147541,5.997508196721313,73.79298360655739,69.1639344262295,9.47016393442623,36.790163934426225,9.888512548439397,4.323200655737705,271,15,42,7,5,87,47,61,0.405,0.5720000000000001,0.023,-0.9818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,3,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,9,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,4,0,5,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080266035905247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061343444582861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552591606657866,0.0,0.15385572325904495,0.3341311175681628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858321015502714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693761985580986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268474311066135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309885149185938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164216959834885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347607699539025,0.0,0.0,0.1910071354428648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050005344570229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162368624480393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049894378777424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031996073697152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nnyleolhc,2020/01/06,"Fuck I have to be up for work in a couple hours, but of course I have not been able to sleep all night because my mind is racing and will not rest and now my anxiety is giving me the urge to throw up. Lovely :) I wish I wasn’t me",0.8303846153846166,1.5981374230769276,2.868461538461542,97.65153846153852,78.61538461538461,5.9692307692307685,16.846153846153847,5.985473137389443,-0.7231307692307696,174,2,46,1,4,59,40,52,0.07,0.67,0.259,0.9267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,8,3,1,0,1,8,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,8,8,2,7,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,3,34,8,1,0.2949551109779434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563985257048574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980189797779256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326362220161222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726812472557704,0.0,0.28294781905097205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29047137013068297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662085034739824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978205798372043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767953908456143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951681240315992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391838211460371,0.0,0.0,0.21473083369036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PapaNurgleLovesU,2020/01/06,"Constantly afraid everything is going to fall apart. Can barely sleep anymore. These days it's my health. I'm terrified I have some chronic problem. Type 2, hypothyroidism, hairs gonna fall out, ALS, cancer, kidney failure. What I'm afraid of depends on the day. I'm  terrified that the moment I let my guard down or stop checking that something is going to get worse. That my life is doomed to keep getting worse. I can barely function and cannot sleep. Every moment I'm afraid either my health is failing or my life is doomed to fail.

I'm just scared all the time and don't know how to calm myself.",2.2320512820512843,4.83316553846154,2.8464957264957285,90.6846153846154,81.64957264957266,5.309401709401709,21.820512820512814,6.67199483983844,0.5762102564102571,476,15,91,5,13,148,74,117,0.325,0.6579999999999999,0.017,-0.9921,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,2,10,0,4,3,0,11,10,4,2,1,16,23,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,9,0,0,0,1,9,1,9,21,3,15,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,4,7,47,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715662677909206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393611311162652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341380002156124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900227343337092,0.0,0.1696067368042274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971937634266474,0.0,0.2145045233208282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011948479102941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774040564554318,0.0,0.0,0.10371396802793152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297599327346565,0.2665928995919793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805767522115123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893871218734384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777067247357615,0.0,0.0,0.14528362279641505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777592334840335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004244297894564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846376401902844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chgybtfryn1,2020/01/06,"Am I the only one? Am I the only person that can't ask people what their name is. I can't even ask for pets names without becoming antisocial for ten minutes afterward. So tell me, am I the only one?",1.2021428571428563,3.080809928571433,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,80.66666666666667,7.057142857142857,22.404761904761905,8.07648339933343,1.3153619047619052,155,5,32,3,4,56,28,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806730813182352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839263680399206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979993555493494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34841021576502024,0.5865662974133308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782279733778855,0.22447368856853125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470060122932373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478174349311424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slipperysoup,2020/01/06,How to stop teeth grinding? Took adhd pills and heart beat starting to rise and have uncontrollably been grinding my teeth. Heart beat has been settling down but I can’t stop the teeth grinding. I never grinded my teeth before so this was strange to me,3.713404255319148,6.572668425531919,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,77.51063829787232,4.611063829787233,26.421276595744683,5.6839178017228535,0.7417863829787232,204,8,37,1,5,59,33,47,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.7747,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,6,7,6,1,1,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344616169070404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368121641462065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6595719027083814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464153829928076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698164163531315,0.0,0.0,0.4653412690363923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30920070684385426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Josechung21,2020/01/06,"Anxiety breaks my brain... I get so nervous talking in meetings at work that my brain literally stops working. 

When I was in 2nd grade I was asked to spell city in a spelling bee and I completing blanked. My teacher actually said “You really can’t spell city?” 

I’ve never thought about it until until I started working at this Fortune 500 company where I constantly feel inferior to my peers. I often find myself forgetting key words and not knowing what to say when I’m asked simple questions. I recently blurted out some absurd figure in a leadership meeting because i was so nervous. I also tend to mumble and stutter.

How do I overcome my anxiety so I can think in the moment and articulate my thoughts coherently?",5.618195488721803,7.439206345864665,6.809030075187973,69.93399624060154,68.24812030075189,9.530526315789476,38.11203007518797,9.888512548439397,4.366353984962407,576,33,91,14,10,194,90,133,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.9108,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,10,4,0,2,3,0,6,2,2,1,1,21,18,13,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,3,20,0,15,12,1,20,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,3,10,64,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.17516148017998456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354229368917268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27462676351041704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33560767397754365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941864380815984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40075214314799856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819736391210434,0.1939706080074743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907581961268314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405541480002736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377886437948443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864590008261127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843780919220194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107576938316712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498925908747627,0.0,0.17722991369028535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074109521066275,0.14274183428615475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704766810352092,0.0,0.0,0.15006607370259675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427148994093292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150133141995766,0.0,0.28499837149667306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920240587632172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pancake__pancake,2020/01/06,"Not sure if I have anxiety? Hey guys, I think I might have anxiety but I’m not sure. Like sometimes I get really nervous before a big test or something bad happens, but other than that I feel normal most of the time. Is it worth seeing a doctor to find out?",1.6435849056603793,3.596060150943398,3.6836226415094337,87.53260377358494,79.56603773584905,6.504150943396226,21.92075471698113,7.554174236665415,0.9312822641509432,200,6,41,3,5,68,42,53,0.308,0.6509999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9207,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,15,10,4,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,4,9,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,2,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369127507087946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014425834623258,0.0,0.0,0.2052950619875087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694052064581665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198864471861785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050788319149373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604874333241967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388859960003325,0.2133460152699373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786777767920335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25593944663935164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363842338429857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455776416794872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922535192756136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857342520579404,0.23861297339918475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547706558794831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459009679077404,0.0,0.0,0.14068103787557365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BallPro101,2020/01/06,"Going on a plane in a few days and I’m scared to death. Any advice?? I’m 14 and have been on plenty of flights in my life and while I’ve always had nerves the days leading up to it, I’ve never been straight up scared about it.

Ever since my last flight this time last year, where I had a panic attack of some sorts and had lots of trouble breathing to the point, then on the second flight I got on hours after that (we connected through somewhere), my breathing wasn’t as bad, but towards the end of the flight the captain said “sorry there’s been a technical issue with the plane we’ll resolve it shortly” and we circled the airport for 30ish minutes then had a smooth landing.

Now, I’m going on another flight in just days. It’s a 2 hour flight, then a 2 hour stop, then another 2 hour flight. 

I’m scared that I’m gonna have the same trouble breathing again. What can I do to calm myself?

I’ve downloaded hours worth of podcasts and movies to keep myself distracted, which would you say is better to watch/listen to?

Any advice you could provide would be great thanks!",4.688174603174602,5.256475277777779,4.794735449735452,88.16666666666669,69.37037037037037,7.282539682539682,27.46560846560846,6.868970318607317,1.1540552910052906,844,26,175,6,14,263,120,216,0.14800000000000002,0.754,0.098,-0.6292,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,2,0,3,7,14,1,5,16,0,18,4,3,1,2,24,30,13,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,9,9,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,9,0,1,10,3,13,5,29,14,4,43,0,0,0,0,8,16,0,3,24,108,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976885652339696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782458011926023,0.0,0.0,0.1598982318239049,0.2465570338971717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374863932748976,0.0,0.0,0.09816295023335657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039778389354498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386712455304096,0.0,0.0,0.2274616135625428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041288467836282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634544966878123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363127586767273,0.0,0.09402851045662644,0.12961726143061028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.578895620697997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270867311759187,0.0,0.10449832979721783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166445266920595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304055494544296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999506645390744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067437873679086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793872265146487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111381548309837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183247425977162,0.09349344098386744,0.3531131294507979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725205873314707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160584820010632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982906915520511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823925403980908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855385530904691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670314535745678,0.0,0.0,0.07570884300841002
anxiety,missatomicb,2020/01/06,"Another semester... I’m in post-secondary school and my last semester before graduation begins tomorrow. Even though I’ve made it this far, the same problem pops up: the crippling anxiety. And it’s not just restricted to new school semesters, it’s also when I start a new job or opportunity. 

Yes, I know it’s normal to have the heebie jeebies during times like this; some say it’s healthy even. However, EVERY start of the semester I get anxious with the thought of adjusting to a new routine, the stress that comes with schooling, every minor inconvenience, and most of all, meeting new people. (Unfortunately I’m the socially awkward type.) 

I’m so tired of this attitude because I KNOW I’ll get over it over time. But Jesus. It gets to the point where I need to cry cathartically and constantly groan about the mentioning of school leading up to the first day. 

Of course this doesn’t apply just to school, but how do I change my mindset to look forward to new opportunities? (Besides thinking about graduating, and looking at it as a period of growth.)",6.4496312450436175,7.706000386597939,6.895979381443301,72.20147898493259,65.75257731958763,10.299127676447265,35.02616970658208,10.389873798559362,3.8780250594766064,841,39,145,21,13,274,119,194,0.075,0.858,0.066,0.0699,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,12,6,0,2,13,1,3,1,0,3,1,30,21,14,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,8,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,2,3,8,3,27,19,4,30,1,0,2,0,4,10,0,3,19,88,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561783545897589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226435687798632,0.08190251265519362,0.120950140826265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526430086171849,0.0,0.09110229440839067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325791961323944,0.09222485612927307,0.0,0.11569651824167645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760311921557058,0.06904644970617714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414275312937251,0.0,0.18040953265283408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106730024411996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678071982887218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624300241195034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767749037456902,0.08727021969388836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052305325220374205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981105630771932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130511774974356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938548057316602,0.0,0.5170081053067244,0.0,0.0,0.10489850976725328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742236509099356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120865975302096,0.0,0.10253627167607332,0.0,0.0,0.10244434488572612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514039010334028,0.0,0.5417647839778122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913672698784284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515587645086421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263972183856145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860132130850585,0.10518835392829197,0.08499565894396319,0.1248579990784025,0.12305258400071464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pooltoy3000,2020/01/06,"seeing doctor tomorrow and am extremely nervous how do i say what’s been going on, related to my anxiety and depression? any tips?",5.17625,7.457937458333337,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,70.25,13.133333333333333,37.0,12.161744961471696,6.361399999999999,105,6,15,5,2,38,23,24,0.3,0.7,0.0,-0.7994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231837069892488,0.0,0.3635620355597765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093288482056111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864346147294524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270093362584394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37793484632929625,0.0,0.0,0.3787096841564821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KnKtheLoser,2020/01/06,"I always start panicking when my friends are all simultaneously offline and not talking to me I dont know where this with go but i’ve had people make plans without me, make group chats without me, make voice chats that I cant see, and a bunch of stuff like that so now i have severe trust issues and i dont know when my friends are talking to eachother without me to leave me out and it makes me really sad and lonely. I overthink my actions like if i was talking to much or being mean and it really makes me anxious.",3.4573584905660373,4.764483933962269,4.4944811320754745,86.43908018867926,72.86792452830188,6.809433962264151,27.400943396226417,7.1686216300943375,1.2837962264150948,411,15,85,4,8,134,64,106,0.153,0.6920000000000001,0.155,0.0634,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,5,1,24,20,12,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,2,0,0,2,2,17,5,10,17,3,8,0,2,1,0,8,2,0,2,6,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081312835939365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402801315643226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403328243291316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435321394211905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251715706087702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515449251925561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958976820954732,0.0,0.0,0.15373959503820106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186901337672378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845909696789139,0.0,0.0,0.15815894773611447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673437496197097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006593122157782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603012582367573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157009050092858,0.0,0.0,0.16402801315643226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276913631090913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621251523654515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501045702807384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41988581392368013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OMGBoobsLOL,2020/01/06,"I've been doing breathing exercises at least once a day since January 1, 2019. I challenge you to work on using techniques such as breathing control, meditation, or visualization to help combat anxiety attacks in 2020. Short story: I've been struggling with anxiety for a hot minute, and have frequent flare-ups in social situations as well as when I think too heavily about things that stress me out in my day-to-day life. 

Around this time last year, I was working to find a way to help combat these issues and stumbled upon practices that are very beneficial from r/meditation , and have since allowed myself to work towards forms of mindfulness and breathing meditation practice. 

I've found that trying different techniques of this sort have helped me slow down and relax in nearly any situation I find myself falling into fear with. 

I used to have problems being around my family, and though I still struggle with them and their ideologies, I can help myself stave off any attacks I might begin to encounter when in contact with my family.

I also have issues in big crowds, and as a student in college, I have massive lectures that literally drive me to madness. I've begun practicing these meditations prior to and before my courses that stress and scare me, and I've been able to combat the issues I had through my freshman and sophomore year this far.

Other days it was difficult, and I had to leave rooms to separate myself from the situations, but upon this, I eventually found myself calm and collected. 

Even if it's once a day, please try to slow down your breathing, eyes closed, world off. Slow in, slow out. I've come to most enjoy a pattern of 6 seconds in, 3 seconds held, and 6 seconds out, but some people prefer otherwise, and it's whatever works best for you. 

Along with breathing exercises, practicing meditation has helped me combat my anxiety problems to this point and I'm going to continue working to break the hold anxiety has had on me for years. 

I sincerely hope this helps anyone who struggles with crowds and breathing in certain situations similar to mine. 

Much love, and best of luck <3

I also linked a page that got me into the breathing exercises, but I'll let you all explore from here:
https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/324417.php",10.550747446010604,9.37120538083538,9.753891115996378,63.285260571576394,57.84520884520885,12.303064787275314,41.07707228759861,11.20814326018867,4.7326442260442265,1838,80,290,38,19,586,208,407,0.105,0.759,0.136,0.9781,2,0,0,1,0,0,55.0,0,4,2,9,14,25,3,7,11,0,22,13,8,4,2,65,35,33,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,20,35,0,3,8,4,0,5,0,13,1,3,12,2,40,12,69,20,9,62,0,0,1,1,18,35,0,8,20,208,60,9,0.07715802547179439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340649018673434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494020636450754,0.0,0.23610271318047954,0.0,0.0,0.05395068542332879,0.0,0.0,0.13737400224249066,0.0,0.17555678573677053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565579671939377,0.0,0.16194517492153415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646480690546916,0.0,0.0,0.08653928644669166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24880271652560526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061371436943256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096214812945095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547543905278654,0.0868242298637347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104207489145978,0.0,0.0,0.16919958479142358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385068398301551,0.0,0.061710321489561674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31030438831422097,0.0,0.0,0.0766353289518964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415987969245923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628940889039897,0.0,0.08169920823524411,0.0,0.07889930866107386,0.054498995224631495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963813043873572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818524718439153,0.07790761044592294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672002663796484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643415579238473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534916597607134,0.0,0.0,0.08469634184784154,0.07293927374868205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476596199151098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724864382363969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276518319986064,0.34691541369934664,0.0,0.07865289022922603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161849881085967,0.0,0.17676851497636886,0.24198696307957346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126036364337201,0.049439747217807084,0.07580736827334512,0.0,0.04499146514100764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477046901907576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327952130094786,0.0,0.06366345165635617,0.0,0.06124444920904588,0.0,0.0,0.06937433120548657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808598074555725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490617160358033
anxiety,SHOULDNT_BE_ON_THIS,2020/01/06,"Anyone else feel like they're being choked at the barber when they tie the paper around your neck? This has been happening to me for a solid couple of years at least now, I feel so trapped and when I swallow I feel like I'm gonna get sick sitting there. Then I try not to swallow which makes me want to swallow even more and it's just madness. I finally found a barber I like to go to but i went last night and the same shit happened. She thought the gown was too tight but it was just me being wacky..",1.9658700209643605,3.5423636792452835,2.807106918238997,95.9145178197065,77.30188679245283,5.4658280922431866,21.211740041928717,5.82211442006289,-0.0934914046121591,394,10,90,2,9,124,72,106,0.132,0.795,0.07400000000000001,-0.8415,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,10,5,2,0,6,0,6,6,2,1,0,18,20,9,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,1,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,4,13,3,10,11,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,11,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559648528956945,0.21335218004933867,0.0,0.18536531778722665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039814739666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739461334059625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375313324053901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158560196276661,0.2975134422665271,0.0,0.22810144352405076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283090999195481,0.0,0.0,0.10878950916533167,0.0,0.11833965435979348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682671904532393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973201022485934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051861686469735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899249537977318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540602839158347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374103281676105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530821285368805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413718095666778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228171104956968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930276207329344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340907396928102
anxiety,lousassle1,2020/01/06,"Thinking I’m going crazy I’ve been struggling with anxiety for a while now, and I just feel like I’m going crazy. Whenever I have a stressful day or something happens that makes me get nervous, I think I start to see things or get so scared that I’m losing my mind,

But I’ve seen a therapist and he says that is related to my anxiety. But I still feel like I’m actually seeing things and I’m so worried that I’m having hallucinations and I’m going crazy. Can anyone else relate?",3.815367965367969,4.795076020202021,5.539855699855703,80.5345454545455,71.62626262626263,8.485425685425685,28.284271284271284,8.841846274778883,2.1486756132756133,382,14,77,7,7,131,57,99,0.275,0.6759999999999999,0.049,-0.9638,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,4,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,27,11,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,6,8,2,4,25,0,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,7,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.17370576728581358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723444254055108,0.0,0.0,0.1244642064796462,0.1823856512588901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479755053843807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486991078219854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000786565046473,0.2543315138073882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859989944763212,0.0,0.30349052339429977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574079331004801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392706622765464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914041775508215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881873803246748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973282149783856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155555104343231,0.17821258580304622,0.0,0.2836915333260683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703581332612613,0.0,0.0,0.12599181422261846,0.0,0.14215384844108753,0.0,0.2039024414099993,0.18608793754141345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667581714622765,0.2365152707391405,0.22811494822484066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077122450817065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rlady1104,2020/01/06,"Feeling anxious and on edge all the time..help I can’t seem to relax, I’m always feeling like I need to do something or keep my mind busy. I feel like my heart is racing all the time and i never have an appetite anymore...I’ve lost weight. I can’t eat which means I have trouble pooping lol. I just always feel anxious and feel “on my feet” if that’s the right saying ....haha. 

I’m constantly moving or pacing around and like I said I just need to distract myself. I hate it and especially at night when I need to go to sleep. 

Does anyone know why somebody might be on edge and anxious like I am?

I’m not sure what to do. I’ve tried putting the phone away before bed, going on walks, reading books, drawing, working out, watching a movie or putting on my favourite show. I’ve tried the journaling and meditation but nothing helps. 

During the day, although I definitely don’t enjoy it I can live with it because I’ll be productive. I’ll just do school work or I’ll call someone to distract myself but at night I normally stay up until I just can’t physically stay up anymore and it’s not healthy.

I hate spending everyday feeling like my stomach is turning and feeling on edge like I need to be doing something. Why can’t I just relax?

Does anyone else feel this way? If so what do you guys do and how do you make it go away??

Thanks in advance!!",2.2612500000000004,4.2641995073529415,3.53334705882353,89.1087117647059,77.82352941176471,5.675529411764708,26.321176470588235,6.55674776486733,1.0143933529411764,1054,42,214,9,25,343,139,272,0.098,0.754,0.147,0.9259999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,4,9,18,2,2,8,2,22,7,5,2,4,53,51,23,0,7,15,0,9,6,0,1,0,2,1,1,10,13,2,1,11,5,1,8,8,6,0,0,2,12,28,12,25,45,2,36,0,1,1,0,8,16,0,8,15,125,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483678560357265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302158610230966,0.08841759590347567,0.12467820541089668,0.09134961903836464,0.0,0.0793666657583377,0.0,0.0,0.16752772157543522,0.0,0.0,0.05434793298945363,0.0,0.0758641604417598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103700954788513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634465607521664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749746449811561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560399165301827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122760854429993,0.07447738765151878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606347283918269,0.1910766011640104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200616661707822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827725982499039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604379635658374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105648856405561,0.11951715399156587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924487451122181,0.0,0.0,0.04899714144486853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613391645234848,0.0,0.0787253137006583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732298592029597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059511515182069936,0.0,0.0,0.09711570384415627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457914406340866,0.09002092357151724,0.0,0.0,0.09475743325498837,0.0,0.2644285909178677,0.06876167091209621,0.0,0.0,0.1673314633789358,0.08735276566592665,0.0855464263262162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792503790195229,0.0,0.0,0.08917891738968357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613770424139397,0.08480662232776652,0.0708994680849545,0.0,0.09022940807427712,0.0,0.08116317315833893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921917736081643,0.0,0.07554056495805468,0.13727142739079806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900542892199648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402733526036944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208175307890225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397375100191343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106050140845775,0.09697481098811472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076692315257258,0.0,0.10856651679911213,0.0,0.0,0.16089666317972545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981149911570555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrFredFuchs,2020/01/06,"My SO suffers from anxiety I have been with my SO for around 3.5 years. It has been amazing, and I wouldn't change her for the world. 

I am well-aware of certain events of her past that left her with heavy psychological trauma, and she has been very open about that from the get go. I will not elaborate on said events, but it is evident they affected her.

In addition to that, she is kind of insecure and socially awkward. 

In recent days she has had constant outbursts, she locks herself in her mind, starts crying suddenly and locks herself in the room. She scratches her head, harms herself, hyperventilates, she even berates me when the episodes kick in.

I try to help her, but she won't even aknowledge my presence while the episodes are going on. And when that passes, she doesn't want to talk about it.

I am aware that, while I have helped her to a degree (according to her own words), I cannot cure her magically. But I wish I could... It pains me to see her like that, but it also takes a toll on me... I need advice, what can I do? I don't want to leave her, I just couldn't, and she refuses my help to get a professional to help her.

Sorry for the long post, but I needed to vent.",4.279667721518987,5.051290054852323,4.824849683544304,86.85347705696205,70.39240506329114,8.287869198312237,27.04878691983123,8.472884824447931,1.5722407172995785,921,29,200,14,16,294,122,237,0.124,0.7829999999999999,0.092,-0.7058,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,2,9,0,24,2,1,1,1,31,37,18,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,12,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,5,3,48,4,31,27,1,31,0,1,1,0,34,13,0,0,15,147,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064899912262056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232863047814636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117936386541962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724021389709493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308693535055369,0.0,0.0,0.16659842115410686,0.0,0.12308881698241846,0.0,0.16934385132650093,0.09942416316554206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036500646634863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610904961708961,0.0,0.17523191145701464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821854941648078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133362444157205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605399182489014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323928298509058,0.16750155232282546,0.0,0.0,0.07531760447158778,0.0,0.0,0.13643184872990322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566347266983666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286239193200779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404324107222634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716866477509571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764818537217594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222009203034734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664694399021194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228501530119738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715258058260095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257594967410805,0.10911932036910443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591346743041435,0.12391260041203699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104668433208314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720289982267424,0.1818619223473105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861353528599452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772830188628261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992776966950452
anxiety,hathnoform,2020/01/06,"MDMA accidentally cured my social anxiety This New Year’s Eve I decided to go to a college party with some new friends who I have bailed on many times in the past out of anxiety. I finally decided that New Years would be the night I go out. I had bought some MDMA out of curiosity some weeks before. (I am a regular psychedelics user though I had never tried MDMA) I get to our first party to find myself not talking to anyone, feeling stressed and anti social. I felt like I couldn’t think, breathe, or function at this party. While my friends are talking to people and having what seems like a great time, I am playing out entire conversations in my head I could have with people that I know I’m not actually going to have. We leave and head to our next party while I get even more stressed and anxious about that fact that I was feeling like that at the last party. We get to the next party and I think to myself “fuck it I’m gonna take this MDMA, what do I have to lose?”. I take it and about 30-45 minutes go by and then it hits me. I felt like I was flowing and just and overall strange but pleasant feeling. Then something hit me and it was like this filter was removed from me. I felt like I was over thinking/analyzing every single thing. I felt like I had no reason to not go up to a stranger and start a conversation because I literally had NOTHING to lose... and I did it, I went up to a stranger and just started with “hey man love the docs” and we had great conversation, I added them on snapchat and just that made me feel like a human being for the first time in a while. I know talking to a stranger is probably nothing major but for me it’s a breakthrough and I don’t know if I would have ever felt that without the perspective MDMA gave me.",3.1385294117647082,4.590990647058824,4.388662464985998,86.3071953781513,73.90196078431373,6.8927170868347325,26.75560224089636,7.447530270364453,1.3300492997198874,1379,50,285,16,28,454,161,357,0.053,0.778,0.16899999999999998,0.9903,0,0,1,0,1,0,29.0,5,0,1,4,8,20,1,2,17,0,29,5,3,2,3,67,67,26,0,5,11,0,9,8,2,3,0,0,0,2,21,26,0,0,19,1,1,8,8,5,0,2,20,9,48,15,42,38,6,49,0,2,0,2,22,14,1,6,35,200,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.07969058906732464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494281582520432,0.0922551133010342,0.0,0.05710015324845335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049780557751968636,0.0,0.06948857136679862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520067233408364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393715474101726,0.0738681924165787,0.06880397890309678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651635760237525,0.1166790744509174,0.3920428956523575,0.08945701783606043,0.07463782922857702,0.13892375890836786,0.0,0.0,0.12618412412239668,0.07549544654178947,0.12799548628134666,0.0,0.23205273073296145,0.0,0.0,0.1800658671844804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761808343891182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463833278724524,0.06656564391463256,0.0,0.08646854574515811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31916845546360495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827183684915184,0.0,0.0,0.07370338094478006,0.07727080805471609,0.0,0.08279271759715086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298297178341095,0.2366097683233154,0.1736974869364378,0.07663450216287866,0.0,0.15671428817847105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779558706069634,0.11322866228239305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804573174400945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396240751328858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434225749718508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664887869461838,0.0,0.06286759995314671,0.0,0.0,0.11560194056816885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708769342692447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279971802990723,0.19691110181073876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054252779119323975,0.10465176190257927,0.08023275907998406,0.0,0.14285376733952193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055443316335650375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550454183538414,0.0,0.0,0.07570173622745062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871950770604713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602105770106155,0.0,0.0,0.1051756403381593
anxiety,b33fy5layer,2020/01/06,"A little disappointed I made a new reddit account because I post nsfw posts on my main and any of my anxiety posts would get down voted when I post a new nsfw post and... well that just feels shitty, man.",3.668943089430893,4.836622073170737,5.281463414634152,81.5389430894309,72.17073170731706,7.417886178861789,23.422764227642283,7.793537801064563,1.1468959349593488,159,4,31,2,3,54,30,41,0.19699999999999998,0.752,0.051,-0.7190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,1,3,2,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054845403337665,0.0,0.13560968694939976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806104870175624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963212767414767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926153174469444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766930531845346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773545595909928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424134622394947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8488696654210137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593853998604168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592624242109735,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catwaterbottle,2020/01/06,"So... I've always been fat, unhappy with my body, really ashamed of how I looked. Basically, I was 24/7, constantly, anxious about it, in every aspect possible. So, 5 months ago, I started my new, healthy lifestyle. Been doing pretty good with losing weight. Thought I would recover and be more confortable with everything in this process. But it's not being the case. I am now completely obssesed with how I look, exercise and eat, 200% more than before. My situation just got worse, literally can't eat a nut without thinking that it'll make me gain 1lb alone. People praising my appearence, my commitment doesn't really helps at all, since I've never received that kind of treatment before (which, btw, is a cookie that my anxiety monster loves to eat). In conclusion, I'm still 24/7 concerned about my body, just in a different way.

I have always had my worst anxiety attacks thinking about after death. It's so specific, hurtful, scaring, I've never felt like this about anything else. Till now. Just the thought of being fat again, and returning to my old eating habits, or binge eating like I was used to for any reason makes me feel the exact same way.

The first time I felt like this, I was so terrified. In that day, I realized that dieting, exercising and doing anything to keep looking better and being skinnier would be (one of) my lifetime prison.

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Just wanted to share my experience.",5.1243005952380924,7.312717218750002,5.6658482142857185,76.15385416666669,70.171875,8.938690476190477,31.721726190476193,9.48565724429506,3.298599181547618,1112,50,185,26,21,358,157,256,0.191,0.7140000000000001,0.095,-0.9752,1,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,6,18,15,1,2,7,0,21,14,4,6,5,43,41,14,1,3,8,0,4,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,13,9,9,1,10,2,0,2,6,6,0,2,11,7,24,9,28,22,5,28,1,2,3,1,5,6,0,2,21,123,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487939006063278,0.0,0.0,0.09917138576101807,0.0,0.0,0.15934858285002995,0.10374849801988473,0.11635055795469015,0.06511542551550459,0.0,0.14650179532438734,0.10817380444958592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759336750593392,0.0,0.0,0.10893303149869142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295775619472147,0.0,0.0,0.08468587987790634,0.0,0.21272032729530765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039535599520888,0.10347513822038712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175286028961974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000416617310238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898968862511236,0.07998947004925443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067615867459554,0.0,0.08605675702135224,0.0936649542890582,0.0,0.0,0.0484156697003033,0.0,0.1838760801984604,0.0,0.0,0.08144758047458132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031319924266815,0.07658254127181602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641813180553033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250572748887993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510979931159066,0.0,0.09971217083341022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034045723488914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122558985910075,0.10712328214292766,0.0,0.0,0.08642095632768139,0.0,0.12783194232094847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642925079175669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477014645490898,0.0924789889457586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047682351156627,0.0,0.06488481255107988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638317776412336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079472894499728,0.0,0.09741537742893147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268383957922148,0.09845018586473413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586560742219402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920799516584758,0.10763055249984914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777457240884212,0.0,0.07646858927948076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227095043546744,0.0,0.15203461073889676,0.05583443179150359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269997785090309,0.0,0.0,0.05647768874864088,0.152008787055655,0.0,0.1166015406513438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092302619640988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758064027058326,0.13604058093599525,0.0,0.11635055795469015,0.0
anxiety,spaghetti-tacos,2020/01/06,"Help I’m freaking out about my new lunch and don’t know what to do Since winter break is ending all of my classes are changing, and that includes my lunch. I have a pretty small friend group and no one in it has the same lunch as I do and it’s making me panic. Any advice on what to do or maybe how to calm down and not worry?",4.185833333333331,3.298265916666669,5.032777777777781,91.04,70.3888888888889,7.2,23.555555555555557,3.1291,0.08473888888888848,254,4,61,0,4,83,55,72,0.10400000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.172,0.6711,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,2,1,13,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,2,10,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28638015730897737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929454964447854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100243776775126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595689944538788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642163287527844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643558766847127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106110214902145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562345767798345,0.0,0.29442362633772684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830444292978349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858872753668544,0.0,0.0,0.34384915074775063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29815291260782845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424267613986628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297622181253165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_doobieman,2020/01/06,"Does anyone else go back and forth between feeling perfectly fine and so anxious you wanna just be by yourself? I don't know if I have anxiety and I don't want to self diagnose, but I feel like I'll have a couple days feeling like myself and then suddenly a day where I'm consumed by my anxious thoughts / feelings. I don't know if I have anxiety or its something else. Anyone else deal with this too?",1.6192592592592592,4.068170679012347,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,82.95061728395062,6.0691358024691375,27.51851851851852,7.3871296695380915,1.7231333333333327,319,15,62,5,9,105,54,81,0.114,0.713,0.17300000000000001,0.6968,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,20,17,10,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,9,4,6,15,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,7,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498581493108784,0.36897986845614,0.0,0.22837549356956416,0.3346537474857634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557266758950586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069560719332464,0.0,0.2106384478422724,0.16836189696637238,0.0,0.1657527251295006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291067487172684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40926503815078535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302908227760352,0.233332484249418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281088386000208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794980337436206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956667671095656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036436234271174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572137159038782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296471704879409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632244271713834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DownGoesFraizer,2020/01/06,"My head hurts from all of the noise... I have been struggling with Anxiety for a while now and lately my mind has been running more then ever. I am married with 3 children and like to believe I am a great husband / father and my wife reminds of this but yet I still struggle everyday and they don’t know or see it. I’ve been on and off different anxiety medications over the years and have been to couple different therapists but nothing ever seemed to help Xanax , Prozac and a couple others I can’t remember. In addition to my anxiety I have a gambling addiction and smoke marijuana almost every day I think I’m trying silence the noise in my head when I smoke but then I end up having worse anxiety and gamble online or sports and lose money which In return makes all worse.. so in addition to this anxiety , gambling addiction , marijuana addiction. I am claustrophobic.. I haven’t rode an elevator in over 7 years.. is my brained damaged from the marijuana? Do any of you think there is hope for me to become mentally tough and get of this mental nightmare I am stuck in... I’ve tried to stop gambling and never do.. I’ve tried to stop smoking week but still give in every day.. I’m a mess , I’m scared and I just want to be normal...",4.299880129091747,5.752738879668051,5.642455048409406,78.45606615952055,70.99170124481326,9.007007837713232,29.57146150299677,9.444778638647367,2.7458628861226373,974,39,183,22,18,327,127,241,0.18100000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.053,-0.9814,2,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,1,10,11,0,3,10,0,21,9,3,1,5,42,35,24,0,3,7,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,17,0,2,5,1,5,2,4,8,0,0,5,1,22,3,31,29,3,36,0,3,1,0,8,12,0,5,23,126,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319808455286929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164704931474754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902990565060799,0.0,0.38827224996322657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210921029149812,0.0,0.11436638706774005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331811532764632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246365472790891,0.0,0.1309303927817416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211153626810786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990724146213927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364221475799866,0.1710521762691933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303449701141389,0.09737711230846537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191452494733048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835595856075287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803964336890224,0.0,0.0,0.10082178624039603,0.0,0.0,0.10866796371497968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578693800288737,0.0,0.11450707895571673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495923889267521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356310737075664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775834487519324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226008967748827,0.20459529692026573,0.0,0.10249560554257288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829034427374333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945770669231893,0.0974010532267287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499041667183432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162866606648477,0.0,0.08088988770452826,0.09241038916926583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213115283845492,0.1697328878944298,0.0,0.21223943054502176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786029314441834,0.0,0.13008631120776612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067547561199429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059872902539119234,0.0,0.0814247563519511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689359972316795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073751298370315
anxiety,lemon-orange-soda,2020/01/06,"I need some support right now. I failed my first semester of college. It's a long story that I don't want to explain, but tomorrow I have to talk with my career director amd maybe some teachers. I have depressive anxiety and I'm going crazy.
In my school, you can repeat a class 3 times, and I did amazingly well in the second semester, so it's just the first one that I will probably have to repeat. 
The bad part (or the worse) is that my career changed it's classes and the ones that I had in the first semester don't exist anymore.
I don't know what will happen tomorrow. I feel like the director will slap me in the face, or yell at me and trow me out of the school. 
Maybe my parents will kill me or I will become the most shamed student in the school.
I try to tell my self that in 24 hours I will know what's the next step, but I can't take it.
I feel like my heart fell to my stomach.
I am ready to accept my responsabilities. Do again what I have to do. 
But it's the meeting that's killing me.
I'm going throught 100 scenarios right now, and I just need to hear or read from somebody else the typical words.
I'm scared of having an attack right now, or tomorrow at school.",3.3970945463205524,4.087289161943326,4.647320790664441,87.62206001428913,72.36032388663969,8.240914503453203,26.270302452964987,8.4952907291091,1.5117670397713745,921,29,207,15,17,305,119,247,0.165,0.757,0.078,-0.9789,1,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,1,0,4,8,14,3,2,17,0,22,3,3,0,0,30,39,14,2,3,10,1,2,2,0,6,0,2,0,1,14,7,0,0,6,1,0,4,4,8,1,6,2,4,33,6,22,31,4,32,0,2,0,0,8,12,0,8,18,139,47,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801280249333764,0.0,0.11409851324083135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308857869634431,0.0,0.0,0.09606179963062593,0.0,0.12706349454544064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170746154873005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909224712221758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610936730711653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634529844443828,0.16438323831473065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935839713635069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307709356357874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173818176178266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296695162179246,0.136334598541089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330090424205927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545711743092618,0.0,0.12645675184413058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241506783439728,0.0,0.0,0.10181547619142553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311660292650317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061597736175668,0.0,0.0,0.12235679586982602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592148012195176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277492172822065,0.12458775075419995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404317202532072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508096078181013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29475577005046233,0.0,0.0,0.11518494709598792,0.4657462672074569,0.0,0.0,0.12002206064622985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055717989706994,0.0,0.0,0.08650315152432736,0.09247269266317686,0.10055861953140274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708647913443426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781112802364242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785936860511457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344361110036908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724560235308755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YMCApoolboy,2020/01/06,Been up for almost 24 hours but can’t go to bed because of anxiety I know the anxiety I’m feeling now is probably because of the fact that I’ve been up for so long and was traveling all day but also genuinely everything is stressful and my life sucks. Everything is just so fucking hard and it feels like the world is collapsing. Would appreciate some kind words.,6.882042253521128,6.797044211267608,7.453626760563381,73.23846830985919,64.63380281690141,12.170422535211268,37.46830985915493,11.698219412168324,4.56998309859155,293,14,55,9,4,97,53,71,0.196,0.654,0.151,-0.4417,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,3,0,9,2,0,0,2,15,16,8,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,3,2,2,7,12,2,9,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,5,35,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684538983940025,0.0,0.0,0.18116260127920425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466023677047371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27619129709119505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460984661759915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071960439057736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908914822482296,0.16183901090744904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943101329586067,0.0,0.0,0.12874693974708604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029338253130296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309459851797195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359047848070031,0.12449952836334205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001070489983832,0.11067517330799734,0.0,0.0,0.20047927186277653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424660903643364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594988638678857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092631271834912,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itdoesntmatterbabes,2020/01/06,"Phobia of stairs? Whenever I see stairs going up, I get scared. My hearts starts to race and I want to faint. I have to scratch or pinch myself the whole way up the stairs. Is anyone else afraid of stairs? Or am I out of shape?",-0.07631205673758856,2.1900554468085147,0.7713829787234054,103.4841666666667,90.27659574468086,3.984397163120569,12.088652482269502,5.46131890053228,-1.5237773049645391,174,2,42,1,6,53,33,47,0.13,0.8420000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,9,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,2,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384391838204804,0.3494007398331678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848665886100027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816145576606632,0.0,0.19380145436222534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040935143377906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34140629428561525,0.0,0.2717374720663572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136566006400764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113405572628645,0.2706745311640704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807207971709913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eaternallyhungry,2020/01/06,Thanks fellow anxiety warriors I just read some posts and it definitely makes me feel less alone. I recently tried to go off effexor 37.5mg and it spiked my anxiety/panic so much that I had to get back on it until I can see my doctor. I'm not yet feeling 100% myself so I may be hanging out here until I do.,2.5332307692307694,3.7239297076923066,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,75.0,8.276923076923078,25.30769230769231,8.841846274778883,1.817676923076924,241,8,51,5,5,85,51,65,0.078,0.831,0.091,0.4259,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,13,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,7,10,3,11,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,5,38,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160669195426987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23345630798806086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346589970390188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123572268965942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086090097933617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944015918548346,0.0,0.1734366987574692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370517119678969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433707481813936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922711238559164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052553203935749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013212607998948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24318315999735415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809620543505851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719225589478046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lazyj423,2020/01/06,Acid reflux? Does anyone else ever have a burning sensation in the stomach that will not go away no matter what antacids you take?? This has been going on for a week straight now and it sucks!,4.085855855855858,5.955290918918923,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,72.24324324324324,6.014414414414415,25.84684684684685,6.42735559955562,0.8998360360360359,152,5,29,1,3,46,36,37,0.064,0.79,0.146,0.3004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,1,4,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26051152922314896,0.3817448105097056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500443625335677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260409238419921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112367247459065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370133821473408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234833590068437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28012834039993706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988553864355851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bumbumboleji,2020/01/06,"Bushfire smoke freak out I know this seems super lame when so many people and animals have had real horrible impact from the fires in Aus, but I’m sat here in Melbourne and can’t believe the amount of smoke outside. I’m finding it hard to calm myself and am worried about smoke inhalation for me and my loved ones. 
I don’t have a fancy air purifier or masks 
I’ve closed the house up, but honestly it’s really making my anxiety peak like a mofo, I’m used to thinking through imaginary scenarios, and calming myself down..but guys, this is really happening! What would you do to calm down? 

Also I don’t have a car to get to a library or mall, I’m basically stuck here at home.",5.632941176470588,5.632298176470589,6.744411764705883,76.9873529411765,67.23529411764707,10.329411764705883,31.70588235294117,10.125756701596842,3.0574735294117636,536,20,105,12,8,181,93,136,0.135,0.6990000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.8292,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,2,0,19,25,12,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,3,9,7,16,21,1,10,0,1,0,1,3,8,1,3,2,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477249572586965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675442959277968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26031689764926536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117767907195087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071532628046767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287781709569629,0.20431884652771606,0.0,0.2069775389927038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317643646062823,0.0,0.0,0.2666034117277249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698033926403474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288051641240845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085337835859142,0.0,0.15422925021940062,0.23425083669946276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565670646739361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018262020984944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629881793152392,0.2960361275718456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034139869134816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480490283398777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955506183395666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346448959045481,0.0,0.16413297346677255,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JordanLeigh7,2020/01/06,I drove over an hour today at around noon and I’m still feeling shaky and on edge I just constantly feel like I’m going to die soon. And under pressure. Gladly I’ve started seeing a therapist. I think I need medication.,1.7029545454545456,4.222776113636364,3.6647272727272733,84.46209090909093,83.31818181818181,6.247272727272727,22.43636363636364,7.554174236665415,1.2318145454545448,175,6,33,3,5,59,35,44,0.18,0.6759999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,10,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,2,6,9,0,14,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,8,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559448357088068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31069614598245004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983899647654617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29074736675403184,0.20539718543647406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339854593360978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831394134500515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404628523598467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896360548367402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318500535621607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291082280957957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035010419429132,0.0,0.229605839493999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33382124380989986,0.0,0.18422478449466995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27252584109466155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kawaiikora,2020/01/06,"Friend thinks he has a heart problem. I think he has anxiety. Advice? I have a friend (35m) who has gone to the ER repeatedly over the past year convinced he's having a heart attack and they always send him home. He can't work, can't drive because he is convinced he has an undiagnosed cardiac condition. He is waiting to get in with a superstar cardiologist. I know he is brarking up the wrong tree and he is having anxiety attacks. He dismisses my suggestions. He seems to really want a physical reason for what's happening to him and it is stopping him from addrrssing his problem. I'm trying to be compassionate, but I'm losing patience. Advice?",2.67421658986175,5.421300016129035,4.707834101382488,77.08532258064517,81.09677419354837,8.058986175115209,28.211981566820285,8.841846274778883,2.9275271889400933,518,24,90,14,14,177,78,124,0.14300000000000002,0.765,0.092,-0.6385,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,0,11,2,0,9,0,15,2,2,1,0,15,26,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,6,1,0,1,0,9,5,11,24,0,10,0,1,0,0,22,3,0,1,4,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249145218755346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833304982256284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25436109677582336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782660179115225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134426044645492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25688817716716417,0.0,0.08685859489092382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701404093378362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940133370486416,0.0,0.0,0.16676198189381594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913664750540583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859908643151298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870412889879298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181569780809602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650380059487656,0.1709323575106307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513474626682782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899217471710895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305216119270906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287261823644665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805836728252357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103174538284378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176792424301308,0.0,0.10705934172293967
anxiety,OfficialJacobCass,2020/01/06,"I cant do this anymore I dont know what to do. I was doing homework listening to music ( its the only thing that ease my anxiety ) and my dad comes in and takes my speaker and tells me to study in the table, nothing harsh right? I never can focus when im in the dining rooms. My sister always make so much noise and the tv is always on. I tell him no and he starts to take off the lid and wash about to grab my fish out of tank. I beg him i will and he leaves. I got on my clothes and i left the house


Now im in tears sitting at the front porch and my past is catching up. I dont have anywhere to go. My friends who asked to hangout earlier are up at the highschool and i cant go because I get really anxious going up. Theres nowhere i can. Its dark here and there are no streetlights and i cant keep calm i dont know what to do. I have people i know but i dont think they like to talk to me and i just dont know what to do.

Im always anxious and i hate it i dont know what to do.",-1.5424000000000009,0.2743584044444489,1.2431111111111122,100.99266666666668,91.62222222222222,4.044444444444443,16.77777777777778,5.3279370663704135,-0.8764222222222222,751,19,195,4,27,259,114,225,0.09699999999999999,0.8759999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9058,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,0,8,0,25,2,0,1,1,27,45,17,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,1,2,3,0,11,16,1,1,6,2,0,6,12,1,0,0,2,3,34,3,27,42,1,28,0,0,0,0,14,16,0,0,6,131,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431762115889424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452372850509782,0.22010693360622666,0.09661147449814117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107173263097187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059384491156820575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083916108514698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6850319002875842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752641225959474,0.0,0.05089635503254942,0.0,0.16609295626764228,0.0,0.07791326381133047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617910648027173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124061236819006,0.0,0.0,0.31568118878690304,0.0,0.0,0.08658869419280772,0.0,0.0,0.2676891422353553,0.0,0.0,0.10315052345799422,0.1058438415445878,0.0,0.0,0.04759301918494722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502659535817892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161269447570391,0.0,0.0751339860340222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934742264927095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409000848263843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299553716829123,0.06753667292670583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240781645385689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319357472345949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895224488631042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649090124183467,0.07830008415750206,0.17029348114151835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471951756540986,0.06242087182122466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Learninglifeliving,2020/01/06,Medications My doctor has given me lexapro what side affects has anyone felt off of this medication?,4.399215686274509,7.685419117647061,5.361176470588237,66.71862745098042,93.11764705882356,6.972549019607843,29.196078431372552,7.793537801064563,3.284819607843138,83,4,11,2,3,27,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27388253257203804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40091684168077785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376089012129057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7891838184887136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrmscoy258,2020/01/06,HELP I’m so scared i uploaded nude pictures of me and i’m only 17 and someone said they’re going to call the police for child porn and i’m sos scared i can’t stop shaking my life is going to be over,-1.9664596273291928,-0.1072062173913011,1.0815527950310546,99.01282608695654,100.30434782608695,3.4981366459627328,15.267080745341616,5.288315135182226,-0.9290832298136644,158,4,38,1,7,55,35,46,0.21600000000000005,0.713,0.07200000000000001,-0.7053,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198423443469718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35603109056015153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995113367730625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212432616988762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382251521597811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979529867706559,0.0,0.6271947528908725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26539834194323225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618738905092942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_anonym00se_,2020/01/06,"Remedy for the Sunday Scaries?? For my entire adult career, I've gotten super anxious on weekends knowing I have to go back to work on Monday. Even through changing companies, managers, cities...it's always all the same. 

It got to the point a couple years ago where I started getting panic attacks on Sundays. Recently I've barely been able to enjoy my Saturday because I know Sunday is coming and Monday is shortly after. Now, I get anxious like this on week nights and I can't seem to stop it. 

I've tried everything (at least that's what I feel like) ... from working out, yoga, meditation, breathing exercises, trying to change my mindset, etc. but nothing I do seems to help get rid of this anxious feeling. Counseling where I am located is extremely pricey with my health insurance and it's not something I'm able to afford. I also have tried a low dose Xanax but that only makes me more tired than I already am and I end up falling asleep in the middle of the day. 

I've also come to the realization recently that I am a hardcore introvert and because I'm in a client-facing, often very social position, it completely exhausts me at the end of the day, giving me a feeling of not wanting to go back. Since this realization, I've taken small steps to prep for a drastic career change, but even so, I still get anxious since a career change isn't something that can be rushed.

Anyway...do any of you wonderful people have any tips for a situation like this? Something I haven't tried? I am already taking Wellbutrin daily.",5.094348111658459,6.549289544827587,5.990197044334978,76.71212643678163,69.06896551724138,8.144499178981937,31.74055829228243,8.563005593585519,2.7045385878489334,1208,52,206,19,21,398,160,290,0.085,0.8190000000000001,0.096,0.628,1,0,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,3,12,9,1,1,16,0,17,8,2,1,1,28,43,11,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,13,9,0,1,8,3,0,7,5,4,0,0,4,3,23,5,35,38,5,48,0,1,0,0,5,17,0,4,27,131,36,6,0.17765969518737265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874230020549447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960518914274462,0.14207439405466193,0.07391354920867127,0.0,0.0,0.12081468493795047,0.0,0.0,0.40140977347999796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105677553098807,0.0,0.136609339320566,0.0,0.10829970120854908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758808013466469,0.15303809633943738,0.09313640514340536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828853679170983,0.0,0.11457580597597772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735375774474822,0.0,0.09906876117671964,0.1173425531227689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983453923556735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474511994494853,0.0634600608699723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856397162037904,0.08521368407528054,0.1009680989442661,0.0,0.0710453438816812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442197412114686,0.0,0.0,0.05954077438922326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763712227256176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019332969607836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059294613043856616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336079446777042,0.0,0.08523463452038002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755910192123472,0.0,0.10422268669132732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158343160057269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397291832018303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754175159722046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173471406707496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696193574362798,0.09984847052001984,0.0,0.0905508430152756,0.0,0.20515666953395464,0.0,0.0,0.06287422333152759,0.0,0.07093963103450984,0.07426573012559738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678899037951766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209684241047408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412385422871059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329392727901568,0.05239414561274716,0.0,0.07125394560584708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633218048774808,0.12933837401316478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720350944937945
anxiety,strugglingbitch,2020/01/06,Back to school anxiety tips please Fuck I'm so anxious about going back to school. Last time I ended up in the hospital 3 days in and the time before I was literally so anxious I was throwing up during class for like 3 weeks straight. I really don't think I can do this but I know that I need to. Fuck. Any tips would be greatly appreciated!,1.0448571428571434,3.4132199857142886,3.1625000000000014,87.97375000000002,84.85714285714286,6.357142857142858,21.607142857142854,7.645422480735847,0.975,269,9,57,5,8,91,48,70,0.16699999999999998,0.698,0.136,-0.2949,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,6,14,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,9,10,0,15,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,9,33,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391949089051985,0.0,0.15065129106556732,0.4449508147997839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028547925626173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757334820043715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700387881286493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442196813830765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641181420788106,0.0,0.0,0.1119201396232945,0.0,0.0,0.2171165679996678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822785088975233,0.1605246388936796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621029341587696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602146811486855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161705484198206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615871897382805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986083528534581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618511067468285,0.0,0.0,0.22966351276931146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796576590629996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989377474820505,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brief_Snek-1,2020/01/06,"Still shaken up from a bad morning... My mom had another TIA (she suffered from one last month) as I was helping her with the restroom. It shook me up really badly, but I acted fast and managed to call 911 just in time. She's in the hospital right now and is getting the help she needs, but I'm still pretty on edge.

There's also how chronic stress in general has been eating me alive these past several months, and I'm surprised that I haven't suffered a nervous breakdown (at least, not yet), and I'm now worried that it's going to affect me badly in the long run and there's nothing I can do about it.",6.8697043010752665,5.196339895161291,7.315161290322582,79.42607526881723,65.37096774193549,9.87956989247312,34.376344086021504,8.344100000000001,2.58086989247312,473,17,97,5,6,156,86,124,0.17600000000000002,0.68,0.14400000000000002,-0.5185,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,3,6,0,8,2,0,2,0,14,14,10,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,8,0,1,3,0,12,1,15,11,1,25,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,0,12,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475107837314321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342001791334512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462043510804429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835197065627676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874631243835116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963715531257731,0.0,0.10483158141368652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727626262482044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035767295971902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632392905907103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603466942128624,0.29446480788561896,0.0,0.0,0.13677307296392807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699217121877805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499333478098708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608577952079854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765982985933732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181683481066582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752589750400542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083847363118428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946163702797309,0.0,0.21129571178751935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755878842568138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873257832962968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not-epic-throwaway,2020/01/06,"Panic attacks and constant paranoia due to stalker. Hey all, yesterday night I made a post regarding a stalker I've had for up to a year (I'm really not sure beyond a few months), and while that post took me three attempts to actually finish without breaking down into paranoia and backing out, I did manage and an extraordinarily kind user helped me with some different steps I could take with it. 

**The original post is** [**here**](https://www.reddit.com/r/Advice/comments/ek909v/i_need_help_with_a_stalker_i_think/), while there is a loose explanation in the comment itself, the thread below contains more specific details.

Ever since she sent me images of myself in places I frequent, or just out and around I've found hardly any sleep and I absolutely cannot take this, it has broken me and I hate living looking over my shoulder. I don't know how I can calm myself because I often just break down about it, I don't feel like I can trust even close friends because of what some of them have said about the situation.  
I know I am probably completely at fault for opening the door in the first place but I didn't think she would obsess over me after a year or anything like this. God please anything I can do to myself at ease, because the stress and constant fear is awful.

Sorry.",5.842307692307693,7.854901948717952,5.566324786324788,78.3092307692308,67.97435897435898,7.764102564102564,29.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.2830871794871803,1032,39,173,15,18,319,147,234,0.159,0.7559999999999999,0.086,-0.9315,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,2,12,14,2,4,14,1,18,2,2,3,3,40,32,14,0,2,7,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,8,16,0,1,5,0,0,3,6,7,0,2,8,4,27,7,31,22,5,45,0,0,1,0,9,20,0,5,19,127,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.12206897416139482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506491712607728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058754379685301,0.111355871318234,0.0,0.14230697601019504,0.0,0.09618584143078636,0.0,0.22875956957092505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115360254448444,0.270353882744136,0.0,0.09987351429578313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069154654112305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262020930549296,0.11315030516125915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076007993047052,0.06324883693924697,0.08936371967517859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640077413822736,0.0,0.1371538055495673,0.09664357339649036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205531581168687,0.12349964652129612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384462603437655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026110911900066,0.1374914600623224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222448848446905,0.0,0.11045601850821306,0.0,0.10504338845264627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183623861017332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998449727255626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738770128162444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676517528656768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26138309308224605,0.13731033223135136,0.0,0.0,0.3594025074094441,0.0,0.1348672695115944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013531789046288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898843466121982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034750443718012,0.14060545494636364,0.12517949618245186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002707150355725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328920818713248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789505131737035,0.0,0.18810295898999252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801520817523257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389786574853676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058148477292698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888597490647464,0.0,0.0,0.16110663345706328
anxiety,Citric-9999,2020/01/06,"Stop what you are doing. You are not compromised.
Do not admit your location.",1.4254761904761892,3.4784153571428615,3.087142857142858,81.24119047619047,109.71428571428572,7.580952380952381,18.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,2.1866952380952385,61,2,10,2,3,20,11,14,0.24,0.76,0.0,-0.4199,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artichoker3,2020/01/06,Scared of family member dying in the military I’ve been having some serious anxiety about my brother having a career in the military. He is graduating from West Point this year and is branching infantry. His goal is to eventually be a green beret. I read recently that the Army lost 13 green berets this year. My brother is planning on being in the army for at least 20 years. I keep thinking that at some point during his career he might die. Especially if he becomes a green beret. I can’t stand the thought of losing my brother. It’s been on my mind at work all day today. Does anyone have any advice on how to deal with these thoughts?,3.5401539589442805,5.710357927419357,4.507976539589446,82.82060117302055,74.56451612903227,7.412316715542523,25.788856304985337,8.296473431620573,1.7917354838709685,509,18,95,9,11,165,83,124,0.11900000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,8,0,13,0,0,1,1,13,18,3,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,3,9,0,17,10,4,19,0,2,3,0,9,12,0,4,6,60,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501251387265185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217927961984007,0.0,0.13700949628590212,0.0,0.0,0.12522950091605425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779969380380893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550340750105575,0.18464219606782567,0.0,0.0,0.37175094091109584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567298855935386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883767541762104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919055062575246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036487463375005,0.1955066471207589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899946982569113,0.18083794667577244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338611039954544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914648803515829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683768975108535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793083634910297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114758780558971,0.0,0.2843676473620929,0.0,0.0,0.1697639830635064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038549274790776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34599976178954145
anxiety,PM_your_tongs,2020/01/06,"Anxiety and dread in the new job and rellocation This might get buried with other important posts, but I also feel like I need to get this off my chest.


I've been following this sub for years now. For a while I had GAD and social anxiety and depression, which a lot of people can relate to. For a long time I did all the wrong things of avoidance and self-loathing spirals. I think it was therapy and meds that knocked me out of my cycle and things were normalish. I was more receptive to new things and meeting people, though I don't always like it. I never really formed new friendships but I had healthy boundaries with the few friends I had. It got to the point where I've been off therapy and meds for a couple-ish years now.

I've been in school for over a decade now about to wrap up a phd and I got a job offer halfway across the country. I've been really excited for it. Yesterday I went apartment shopping and I'm thrilled to finally live like an adult with a real income. But it suddenly hit me how real it is. It's been so long since I've had an anxiety burst like this. I'm going to be alone and isolated. I don't feel ready to start. I feel like I can't leave the safety blanket I've formed by old life. I'm also away from everyone on business so I'm working around the clock for the next week and really can't take time for me (though that might make things worse).

I'm at a loss of what to do and how to process strong anxiety. I'm taking a crack and mindfulness again. I know these things don't have quick fixes and that I have to ride the storm. It just feels so defeating because the last time I felt this bad was so long ago and I undid my process. I'm holding onto knowing I'll see family and friends in a week when I return, but idk what I'll do afterwards when I actually live away from everyone and that wait time is way more than a week. I've also been on the verge of tears every time I think about this, which is odd because I don't often cry.

Does anyone else also get this feeling that you're a failure in the presence of opportunity? Or have major setbacks after so much progress? I'm sorry if this ends up being demotivational for people here in the early stages. But if it helps my progress has given me the confidence to confide in you all and ask for an internet hug. And being this vulnerable to is a huge silver lining milestone.

Tl;dr: got offered an awesom job opportunity, but as the move across the country becomes more real, I'm full of dread and need a hug.",4.288717624035918,4.956022232876716,5.304347300564063,83.80206486704272,70.31115459882582,8.594934960285482,27.553873604236216,8.757208317658263,1.869072245884656,1975,64,413,33,34,651,233,511,0.12,0.723,0.157,0.9768,4,2,0,0,1,0,42.0,0,1,0,8,27,22,0,3,35,0,37,4,1,3,3,66,76,48,0,4,10,0,6,5,2,2,1,0,0,1,34,27,0,3,10,1,1,5,7,8,0,0,21,7,32,14,62,49,12,74,0,3,1,2,10,27,0,7,44,268,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.07046881422638791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401187068657935,0.0,0.0,0.07479019249087948,0.0,0.2309926866847241,0.06008644072606659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096892946467736,0.0,0.0,0.05049253793524035,0.07399006248868029,0.0,0.06428428077528561,0.06750877763242412,0.0,0.13569171627028812,0.0,0.06029427658674021,0.0880399283620761,0.07975284154220706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932185018600765,0.0,0.0,0.06219637127934648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319349383355327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603241329776671,0.0,0.06395868781149294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084199984094075,0.13800394574232538,0.0,0.0,0.0680753549967165,0.0,0.18256361089812764,0.10317700142286852,0.0693351581556546,0.07910507432452647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158212914687356,0.0,0.11318388093425105,0.0,0.04103992946753621,0.0,0.17326438344712236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048402400499291086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497877548259609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937201261342951,0.058862684412047984,0.0,0.07646242746924191,0.0,0.0,0.05100570200767621,0.17639647650228354,0.0,0.12752961515266642,0.1917169105482583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061392337928119864,0.0,0.0,0.048202288892613084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604232319943294,0.0,0.0,0.15321173428076465,0.0729138646713782,0.0,0.0,0.07675027527875122,0.05308436907210986,0.10708905068115196,0.05569459819504408,0.20922934568896345,0.0767986288078094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577468958042942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501888051186214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682639899349952,0.0,0.06915944776611348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24658031164637445,0.1387831969963786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308272997754488,0.057543875116881416,0.0,0.07533320580022884,0.0,0.0,0.05973478297001843,0.0,0.0,0.07361137328383648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083578776866622,0.05111225660050022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858936567267198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516217817878345,0.0,0.23987330610613394,0.09254148644511484,0.14189648892421589,0.0,0.2105379424347455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057318783825376064,0.17377311839228354,0.0,0.0,0.06694155042975555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257143397219068,0.0,0.07359053030485016,0.0,0.0789528433005499,0.0,0.09300474180043554
anxiety,sabucoush,2020/01/06,"The thought memory of my ex never followed me on social media while we were dating enflames me. Why would she post pictures of the gifts I used to buy her but she would never follow me on social media? I dont understand. I feel disrespected. She followed her all friends and exs. Why not me? We broke up but the thought is there and it triggers me. 

What was wrong? 
How do I forgive and let go?",0.823417721518986,3.303518240506332,2.4277088607594948,91.7278924050633,88.11392405063292,4.678987341772152,21.8240506329114,6.2581,0.420310379746836,307,11,62,3,10,100,53,79,0.048,0.792,0.16,0.8698,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,3,3,21,17,7,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,4,1,17,2,6,10,1,12,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,0,4,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506145227796553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812204615378808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652093763127898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152808345013585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866207995375564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298474371172178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479604250134015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359583084758276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339524234633921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261110454817865,0.0,0.1846858853231267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859079577806523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038063102668943,0.2337963991103991,0.0,0.0
anxiety,willowmoon99,2020/01/06,"Anxiety and feeling disconnected from loved ones? The last three weeks have been so stressful for me. I had huge goals at work I needed to meet before Christmas, and then had my dad fly out for the holidays/host him, and then had a horrible thing happen to my mom. My anxiety lately has been off the charts. But what’s been freaking me out the most is how disconnected I’ve been feeling from my friends and loved ones. It’s fine if I’m in the moment talking to them, but if I’m alone I start to freak out that I don’t know them, or am forgetting them, or something like that. It’s hard to describe. On top of this, I’ve been feeling pretty dissociated/pressure in my head. I’m scared this feeling of disconnect is the start of something like schizophrenia, or some other mental illness and my brain than starts imagining the worst possibly scenario. This only makes me more anxious, to where I have to snap myself out of my head and almost like forget what I was doing or something. Please help",4.265120274914088,5.915859876288664,4.660185567010308,84.68704810996564,71.37113402061857,7.441374570446737,27.881786941580767,8.021203637495839,1.7445151890034365,792,29,153,11,15,250,111,194,0.16,0.665,0.175,0.1046,0,1,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,3,3,12,0,2,8,0,17,6,3,2,0,32,33,18,0,3,8,2,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,9,5,21,7,25,24,4,21,0,0,0,2,12,12,0,9,12,108,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165645515097974,0.14651475806066966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164402053343457,0.15981483636445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203760340735512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792138217410434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28611519655797985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929527061881968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509676051123414,0.0,0.12672457811209598,0.0,0.29036717443620363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482080153188653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774529545610677,0.11531260554630172,0.15957833507132405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207337509505448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25535481652408343,0.0,0.09442878083156356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256313733487833,0.0,0.0,0.1656817382773428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048942771033057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172027374190795,0.10759027339935576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528575147378176,0.0,0.1594801854960535,0.0,0.14392044989451994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163083605233776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32671929521196996,0.0,0.0,0.3003883127057223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204732746500208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137039613603539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398285587682913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347444342072155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298798108157417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Italianabanana,2020/01/06,"weird thing about anxiety! i know there are lots of ww3 threads flying around so bear with me 

its really weird that with all my anxiety the talk of war doesnt phase me. Ill even be the one who explains to someone else why its unlikely to happen.

but oh, when it comes to something reaaallly scary like the shadows lurking in the corners of my room, logic goes out the window 🤔

its like my brain has used all its worry on useless things to the point that even if I heard tommorow the entire nation would perish in fire and water (god forbid) I'd be like meh, come what come may",6.829507246376814,5.9703992695652195,6.558043478260871,82.18257246376811,65.0,9.405797101449275,30.471014492753625,8.344100000000001,2.021144927536232,456,13,92,5,6,143,85,115,0.198,0.716,0.086,-0.8974,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,7,0,7,3,1,1,2,20,15,5,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,11,8,1,1,3,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,1,2,7,3,15,10,3,13,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,3,4,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984328802608384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446081820417034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187748177727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064497388978499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371339104702332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588815326035869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733015542798871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077036726245392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28723295879902644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666123876200297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279888819924435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526133285322732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554769641438931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605042739625253,0.1508724431713772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751865316896008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26039643125138223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926095153709875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683849533333115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902385832324254,0.0,0.1392162294069756,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MuthafockingEntei,2020/01/06,"Crying over a phone makes me hate how my anxiety can have control over me. I can’t believe I cried over almost losing my phone a few minutes ago. Thought I had it on me, but when I checked my back pockets, it wasn’t. Searched my workplace for it, fearing some girls took it. My anxiety and fear took over and I was shaking and on the verge of crying until I found it in the back of my workplace. I made a beeline to the break room and cried for several minutes. Hating myself on how I let my anxiety take over.

I’ve done this before when a ex coworker thought it’d be funny to hide my phone. Turns out it wasn’t. I don’t know what to do to make sure this doesn’t happen again.",3.1107692307692285,3.84037451748252,4.262524475524476,89.97224825174825,73.05594405594404,7.118601398601397,27.58671328671329,7.1686216300943375,1.2174984615384612,528,19,118,5,10,173,79,143,0.254,0.701,0.045,-0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,2,3,7,0,14,0,0,6,1,19,28,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,1,4,0,1,3,5,6,0,0,11,0,21,1,19,14,2,23,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,2,7,84,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138508142736469,0.0,0.1286101575542854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294759693931317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975187983897136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928962391060068,0.14470345335998275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405195796606585,0.0,0.0,0.5643239065820709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143467735477404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28905254074335834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082350616135528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357558017199375,0.0,0.0,0.2536080302421009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058509749560965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133456908958796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368709401570612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215293016601443,0.1714641294314851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450961854328362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104946282066455,0.0,0.0965679300627322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392776406658475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285394368027425,0.0,0.13970154760796294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hahaokaywhat,2020/01/06,"Every single day I wake up and I immediately have a terrible feeling that something awful is going to happen.  Nothing awful happens but it doesn’t relent. Usually I don’t feel like this all the time, but it does usually happen very often. However, for the past few weeks I have felt like this all day as soon as I wake up. Rationally I know it’s just anxiety and nothing bad is going to happen but the feeling doesn’t stop. I CANT TAKE IT i want to cry",1.0798616600790538,3.5418761956521787,3.832687747035575,82.48069169960476,85.95652173913044,6.388932806324111,22.49407114624506,7.686295010490155,1.4114434782608698,358,13,68,7,11,126,55,92,0.16899999999999998,0.693,0.13699999999999998,-0.2751,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,2,8,2,2,0,2,16,21,7,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,4,8,2,8,20,4,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,11,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453049942442355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591913386142088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788122817603978,0.2099664243902373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424547309258624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715384591903376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469277942047055,0.11629402873455275,0.1562996552268728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502955778685146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758028935068454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894626805227117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905759325534086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31239424923975817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553972260931317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532026860564674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360960080217227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239447393947615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492156271094393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585705681175555,0.13431512621014902,0.09601513443070576,0.0,0.13057674833806468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway_478040,2020/01/06,"Anyone experiencing visual snow? Was it permanent for you? I have dealt with anxiety before and for a few months I was complete okay. But now I’ve started shaking, and experiencing what looks like visual snow. It doesn’t help that I feel alone too. This the first time this has happened to me, and it has completely destroyed my mood. I have no motivation to do anything anymore. Is this a normal symptom of anxiety? Does it go away over some weeks or is it permanent?",2.8804545454545485,5.6927388636363645,4.201090909090908,80.6166363636364,80.81818181818181,7.156363636363636,26.981818181818184,8.238735603445708,2.223973636363637,372,16,67,8,10,122,63,88,0.147,0.7509999999999999,0.102,-0.5028,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,1,1,3,1,10,1,0,1,0,10,15,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,4,7,2,8,13,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,7,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317504996564767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423554486655497,0.0,0.22191230472176995,0.15645996494583905,0.0,0.1841374978366139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102322644023078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040543364006185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692215145837981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958160994538207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314105937056175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033229520742292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271694034097844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978724678498276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998330832818133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931907033674612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790417064619827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786051180331711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923977184256904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838027168041433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257494764367956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047773172090427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794888058314459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,evjlmind,2020/01/06,"Anxiety Attacks i had no anxiety attacks nor anxiety when i was younger until 6th grade. anxiety in 6th grade wasn’t as bad, just bad thoughts and stress with a lil bit of depression but i got over it. during the summer of 6th, i got a few anxiety attacks where i couldn’t breathe. i felt like something heavy was on my chest. 7th was bad in the beginning but i didn’t get any anxiety attacks at all. my anxiety was getting a lil better until this year. i had a panic attack in history class which is also my first period. luckily my friends “S” and “C” distracted me with work instead but i couldn’t breathe. no one knew it happened until i told “S” through text like a week after. it’s just hard with it leaving and then returning. i don’t feel comfortable talking to the teacher or counselor about it. i don’t talk to anyone about it really except one of my close friends “CA” (another person not C) since she also has it but we don’t talk about it anymore. i was suppose to go to therapy a few years back but never got the chance to since my parents are busy. i just try to deal with it on my own.",2.253035714285716,4.131902517857147,4.054785714285714,85.9402142857143,77.39285714285714,7.694285714285716,28.164285714285718,8.548686976883017,2.183532857142857,860,38,176,18,20,290,121,224,0.22899999999999998,0.66,0.11199999999999999,-0.9578,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,3,12,18,5,3,10,0,17,3,3,0,2,28,30,18,0,2,11,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,12,12,0,3,16,3,24,6,30,12,5,26,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,1,18,123,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901266645425176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335736453152796,0.097694663013153,0.4989123010550143,0.0,0.09239751843772677,0.06514515954387745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299596625183421,0.0,0.07164036155198804,0.2333739060332204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239943330816643,0.10171521278178444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605201037600207,0.0802453727962719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047108487888323364,0.0,0.08945579138531755,0.0,0.0,0.07924856522837727,0.0,0.0,0.14396257155545594,0.0,0.09735276119036056,0.0,0.05294946267626936,0.0,0.22354463381125766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238806324595556,0.0,0.08346013528766633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865135008631468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103425634463023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185682545412389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626595584113254,0.0,0.0,0.10931245248123678,0.10345192346479902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813506136324259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596857402436649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413889362787558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172519855188547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672351074051764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465447837950825,0.0,0.0,0.10654560939153893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739649029222703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902591779600152,0.0,0.0632548860703004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473366682829842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782733832791797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999414152438286
anxiety,SuitableDescription7,2020/01/06,"What can I even do with my future? I'm very lucky and live in a Scandinavian country with a lot of help and support. Right now I'm doing some school stuff that's really great but I can only be there for 1.5 more years. I haven't even finished my exams yet and I just don't know what I can do next. I cant do normal school stuff. It's too many people and it's too stressful and I cant focus. And even after I get my exams, what will I do then? I can't work a normal job. It's the same issues.. I just don't know what to do.. sorry for rambling. I'm just so tired and stressed",-1.0102051282051292,0.8672317230769266,1.5869230769230782,99.12141025641027,89.46153846153845,4.082051282051282,14.051282051282053,5.2151,-1.221933333333333,444,7,111,2,15,152,71,130,0.126,0.8029999999999999,0.071,-0.8564,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,2,4,0,17,1,0,0,0,21,24,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,14,3,8,22,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,8,78,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176100312598237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374489120024381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672025273331238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743898504412726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730107924336315,0.1590630575179683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761823460847036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153897610172564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362727965647051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250886641671414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047019665920415,0.0,0.31410026663141377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190774163367238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112487962362692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268585629817037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688675464716255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244440049272529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794314931391714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36722322761843385,0.0,0.3669873227030878,0.0,0.1818951532206076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842297356276397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225600838306872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669300385978257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103221482408463
anxiety,camhga21,2020/01/06,How do y’all best overcome your anxiety? For me I’ve been pushing myself to just overcome every fear and every feeling of anxiousness and just do it. I’m really starting to see progress! How are y’all trying and have tried to overcome anxiety?,4.186914893617022,6.326462531914897,5.311648936170212,77.90875,72.61702127659575,8.104255319148937,33.026595744680854,8.841846274778883,3.2000255319148936,197,10,33,4,4,65,33,47,0.172,0.67,0.158,0.3720000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,5,8,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332665026331762,0.3199147548098022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29718175878366904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771856486458024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186581798246737,0.1431851933093788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141347000697994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565917824059425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043748876946246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38452361753617936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Paddington79,2020/01/06,"Tremors? Anyone else? My left hand shakes lightly when I hold a glass or reach out for one.  
A couple of fingers on this hand also quiver, when I hold them outstretched.  
I saw specialist about this last month who told me I have an inherited tremor. Does anyone else have this condition? Could anyone share some coping tips? It isn't outwardly visible but is very annoying. Would strength exercises help? Thanks! Of course my mind goes to worst case scenarios.",3.3199556541019923,6.474383634146342,3.0026385809312655,86.81253880266077,84.60975609756099,6.884257206208426,23.30820399113082,8.00094639256281,1.7233512195121945,366,13,65,8,11,109,66,82,0.10099999999999999,0.6890000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,1,3,0,6,4,3,0,0,9,9,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,2,5,8,3,7,5,2,9,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044153134528814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470804133607169,0.4367577081647307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016850732245825,0.23582643214401255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651319251073287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35608876624994285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285784334197593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373097329227874,0.0,0.0,0.2315684708956232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152024971743775,0.0,0.17011987704810266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442371499302234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622325048683895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365669737516853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585616728288558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514028115062989,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nannygal3,2020/01/06,"So easily exhausted Does anyone else get so easily exhausted throughout the day? I believe it’s a result of my constant, nagging anxiety - a 5 hour work shift can totally wipe me out. 

I’m usually ready for bed by 8pm these days. I’m wondering about my sleep, too, and would like to get in to do a test bc there are many days when I wake up exhausted as well. 

As far as any recent hospital tests are concerned, I am perfectly healthy. I’m thinking some on here will be able to relate. It sucks!",2.306155555555556,4.2325656600000015,4.319333333333333,83.88522222222225,77.4,8.844444444444445,27.11111111111111,9.444778638647367,2.6031777777777783,386,16,79,11,9,132,78,100,0.139,0.682,0.179,0.6644,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,2,0,4,0,8,5,2,1,2,9,16,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,3,14,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,9,45,9,3,0.2173001579403081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477715589393354,0.0,0.16623402604764814,0.0,0.0,0.15194132291219428,0.2226496911544577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448228655098929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23482427343808054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204218752338768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901608325734869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152639861187905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706072758107934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139968837877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106161880914688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030825354304195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455769067966896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174570895155884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923716701233702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393254240361753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537893868818945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356527518821248,0.15819710301293458,0.0,0.0,0.15436379755468355,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BTWPastyz,2020/01/06,I am really scared of the Iran situation I am scared of the Iran situation I am worried that a war will or maybe a world war. Sorry if this scares you too.,4.09,3.9654811818181837,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,70.51515151515152,10.236363636363636,25.59090909090909,10.125756701596842,2.047436363636364,121,3,28,3,2,43,22,33,0.489,0.511,0.0,-0.9589,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826070528047455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193179471929533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7123204084970371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331591532843085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654829960480445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24084911830802302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redditeererr,2020/01/06,"I hate being hyperaware of my anxiety. It makes me feel like I have no control over anything... my thoughts, my emotions, my actions. I just feel like an observer. It blows my mind how all this has to do with chemicals in my brain... and my OCD is just making it worse because I want control! I feel like I don’t know what I’m going to do next and that scares me. anyone in the same boat? any advice?",1.271341463414636,3.2545150975609762,2.941646341463418,92.22881097560978,80.95121951219512,6.051219512195122,23.664634146341466,7.1686216300943375,0.8507512195121949,306,11,67,4,8,101,56,82,0.157,0.742,0.10099999999999999,-0.7142,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,2,0,7,1,1,5,1,19,18,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,15,3,7,16,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,45,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247635615063146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698695175507388,0.0,0.14285260571982245,0.0,0.0,0.1305702232604442,0.0,0.1536678997177907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383259360832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845924543083852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41888083027979744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100529790065548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28325814952824385,0.4002129224046594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612642921696264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436323909332086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262527723263028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27368947881525296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492955941507661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188550228969162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859596129615548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695541291969808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824760512702695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014179020690013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030003966294054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Miyagi090,2020/01/06,"Things are bad here, need help Short story: My father was beating me because i did whatever i wanted. I used to be playful and laugh when i was little 4+ but then the bastard started to hit me cause i didnt do whatever he wanted. I became fearful of people generally and people that would bully me or joke on me would get no riposte from me, i was too fearful to do it because the bastard stressed me and beated me at least once a week. He wasnt a drunkard but he had traumas himself, as his father did before.

This stress and anxiety slowly seeped and at the 8th grade i was a mere shadow of former self, people knew me for a fool and weak. Then the bastard abandoned me and remarried with some ugly stupid woman (WOW!!). I stayed with my mother.

After the dog left i became even more anxious, emotive and panicked easily. From 9-12 grade i was a total loser, the butt of jokes and bullying and became self-isolated and people took me for a fool again. After a panic attack in my bed at night over a stupid thought i thought my head would explode and was a feeling of trying to leave the body somehow. My vision couldnt focus and i was seeing double, i became hyperaware of surrounding and reacted quickly and violently. In 9th grade i feel something is pinching my head from inside(i cant explain how) and became very stressed when learning class lessons or exams. I started to overrelax and eventually i realized i got depersonalized. Since 9th grade i lost the will to live, lost the ability to communicate, its hard to get new ideas or new things to say, lack of concentration and some innate inner relaxation, i got stucked in my head and cant get out. Cant make friends, dont know social norms, dont know how to react, dont know what to say. 3 years ago vision became like an old television screen, with sparks, flashes, sometimes flashy points appear. Bad sleeping, eating habits and lack of contact with outside world left me empty with no personality, no reason, no purpose no nothing. Every time i talk feels like it isnt me. Couldnt look people in the eye since early age( i was always a bit shy ) but when this abuse started i became even worse. I became very stressed by this dog-animal called father and started to eat without any limit, became fat and ugly, started to pull my eyebrows.

What hurts the most is the absolute lack of friends, no girlfriend, only relative i talk regularly is mother, others dont talk to me often, so on. I see no end to this nightmare, the heavy nightmare is almost 10 years long for now. I lost my youth ( i have 25, life passed by and couldnt make friends, couldnt make anything ).

At college i was very introverted, shy, always in the back of the class. People picked up and left me to my devices, many of them befriended each other and i was alone set aside.

I dont want to live like this anymore. If this doesnt change its a goodbye for me. I'll live a nice life with friends, girlfriend or dont live at all.",5.193374451754384,6.021863255208337,5.8295650584795355,80.26536184210528,68.3576388888889,8.07704678362573,30.08845029239766,8.119692808369301,2.100580555555556,2329,86,435,29,38,757,276,576,0.294,0.644,0.062,-0.9994,0,1,1,0,2,0,76.0,0,0,1,8,16,40,7,7,28,0,43,13,8,11,2,93,81,42,0,15,9,5,4,3,6,4,4,2,1,3,17,33,3,2,15,4,0,4,25,26,0,0,25,11,59,14,61,46,13,61,0,6,5,1,30,24,4,12,34,278,76,9,0.0,0.07102510551893593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313768757119472,0.0,0.0600263284386858,0.062085013909819825,0.0,0.0,0.09975820048128188,0.0,0.0,0.04076470312329773,0.0,0.04585781438229845,0.06772086628006524,0.059449401601435664,0.0,0.0,0.049329684861312006,0.0,0.0,0.06819617094121029,0.0,0.04609405855035612,0.10010325888723408,0.07308391641919626,0.0,0.05100883930593997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544449067336396,0.06658545898943087,0.0,0.0,0.0612106186093803,0.0,0.0,0.06158009939752345,0.06341393550176835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215310527195688,0.0,0.0,0.12267754358327802,0.0,0.06743013523060147,0.05309353927541508,0.0,0.0,0.07918630660231749,0.0,0.050506306784632304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490973867576367,0.09093008543936618,0.042824769900769145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525364916036985,0.0,0.0939564746143326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588709694079883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369900820194254,0.0,0.18456280755378107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017991675357193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417243712132209,0.06767068735696784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883272812319817,0.0,0.0,0.06347317361946063,0.1953914814687148,0.0,0.08468195128693845,0.08785839960465143,0.06008070815594204,0.211730379799004,0.053049500483581966,0.05033876114862715,0.0,0.1963113749895264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004139888052767,0.06077489210884751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444850975573774,0.0,0.11579064406540475,0.0,0.0562543872931702,0.0,0.05751891127855172,0.0,0.06290226699425787,0.06383954302811144,0.0,0.04559092687300712,0.0,0.07033262361883383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24935018200483786,0.05234172283119056,0.0,0.0,0.05666746699670301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163351567523378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534145117702623,0.0,0.0,0.09553691916201956,0.0,0.12507156284024504,0.0,0.0,0.09917436252208932,0.0,0.059988361493827864,0.06110644968329571,0.0,0.04614864344573903,0.05928720690404194,0.0,0.21214714498771445,0.06389346854809103,0.0,0.0,0.27466750006297075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454472947502042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964968159700839,0.0,0.0,0.09517937911288844,0.03495445231324959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666011783032551,0.04069876755165009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517732936352023,0.0,0.14838288182289236,0.10607146601753344,0.0,0.048084319227878064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778490822073513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061089147459605815,0.12774977320672656,0.0,0.0,0.07720531925443827
anxiety,modernjaneausten,2020/01/06,"Just came home from a longish trip and I’m so exhausted I went on a 5 day trip with my husband’s family this week and even though I slept great each night, I took a 3 hour nap as soon as we got home today. Does anyone else get absolutely exhausted after spending long periods of time with really extroverted people who don’t get anxiety? They just keep going and going and I can’t handle it after a certain period of time.",2.4016279069767457,4.487702360465121,4.655988372093024,80.82840116279074,77.72093023255816,8.486046511627908,22.377906976744185,9.188382445141503,1.9460046511627909,337,10,66,9,8,117,64,86,0.10099999999999999,0.823,0.076,-0.2459,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,2,3,1,0,1,13,13,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,9,0,1,0,1,1,7,2,2,0,0,5,0,7,2,10,8,1,21,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,13,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246352525350867,0.0,0.0,0.13935480162307354,0.2042058272731934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279454641276021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285316504606078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744082820383946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648910765722422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163539975702387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788177380100987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825146209065007,0.0,0.2265329279708037,0.0,0.15939796764019235,0.21972833497832744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998271742034662,0.0,0.19626980150373227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714649855220835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637373184071126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702902249531572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816913679505996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767632391444386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581068682273428,0.0,0.23242621109482464,0.0,0.1889125646074096,0.0,0.22142900979754068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598659883303822,0.0,0.0,0.18475257655782865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LrdSlothington,2020/01/06,"How can I help my girlfriend with her anxiety? So I don't know if this is the right place to ask, but  my girlfriend has anxiety and I really want to help her with managing it. She gets really nervous about meeting and going out in general, and she panics about pretty much everything. Is there anything I can do? Thank you all in advance:)",3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,4.612121212121213,81.58818181818184,75.81818181818181,8.642424242424243,27.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.700866666666668,267,11,50,7,6,89,47,66,0.133,0.6709999999999999,0.196,0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,13,13,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,1,9,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,0,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949787276705331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124411774237375,0.0,0.24134190413508103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201482494110906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487635386123328,0.0,0.1467165466570003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460743302096802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187631098476827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977506571707067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028915634651438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697190718862672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26263843215864713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307639114963817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046462887580612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376762395230901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152267660572465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BitOfANutcase,2020/01/06,"Somethings really wrong, but I'm not sure what So I get anxiety a fair bit, and up until now it's just taken the form of a nagging thought, a panic attack or endless scenarios playing in my head that I can't stop. This time though, I have this instinctual feeling that something is really wrong. I don't even know if it is anxiety, but my body is telling me that I need to brace myself for something bad to happen. Obviously there are bad things happening in the world right now, but this is like I'm sensing imminent danger or distress to myself specifically. I have no idea what's going on, is this just anxiety or should I trust my gut? Is my brain just malfunctioning? I haven't found any evidence that proves this feeling right but it's also incredibly overwhelming. I'm afraid for no apparent reason, and I have no sense of what is actually wrong, just that SOMETHING is about to really mess me up. Has anyone else ever had this?",5.433278388278384,6.317007181318687,6.404120879120878,76.16171245421246,67.84615384615384,10.022710622710623,30.551282051282055,10.125756701596842,3.0546029304029307,745,28,140,18,12,248,104,182,0.294,0.619,0.087,-0.9938,1,0,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,13,17,3,4,5,0,18,4,4,1,4,29,32,14,0,3,13,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,1,8,1,0,1,7,13,0,0,4,2,17,4,15,27,2,15,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,4,7,100,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.12398587390534314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160462624055376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640072681054609,0.0,0.2915867053359648,0.0,0.0,0.08883875101810919,0.13018131011114362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445416814933044,0.0,0.0,0.2121687062898842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387094993142004,0.14112777993991274,0.0,0.1418337086344213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613688376804636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391762872882047,0.1149271513458148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848411933143225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930758865904028,0.0,0.0,0.06638020209690865,0.0,0.07220742360867935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247059547883037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039353078413576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342791982875272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982527275034586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062071915167175376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420854941407736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906988972248475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441811480989837,0.1306321435513154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700596436722447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391247920827251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062224027362734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974640621926574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105034620584167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440869003013833,0.0,0.12482940415918604,0.10086627526584584,0.07408590897852768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167391227479178,0.0,0.0
anxiety,offdogdown,2020/01/06,"Help if you can! For a long time now I’ve struggled with randomized anxiety that can have a trigger but doesn’t always have to. I worry all the time that my girlfriend isn’t happy (she is) and constantly feel the need to over express care and support for her. This is not just with this girl. I have had a few relationships like this. I am currently 21 male and have seeked help from psychiatrists in the past and have been given Ativan to control stress. 

Well I really don’t like taking pharma drugs and never even finished the prescription. Rarely do I even feel the need to take Advil. So no abuse would play a part in this discussion. Recently I went back and they tried to give me antidepressants which I was WAY against and walked out once it was my ONLY option via this particular Nurse practitioner that my office assigned me that particular day.

I always feel the need to be with her as well and most of the time if I’m not with her or my friends I’m anxious like crazy and don’t even know what to do with myself. My dog that I got when I entered college has definitely been a huge help, however obviously lacks human interaction.

I also struggle to spend time with my family as my dad has been a huge pressure in my life to succeed and my mother abused me (terribly by my account but obviously others have seen worse). I’m not close with my family although I still live at home (parents divorced I don’t live with my mother) and have constant pressure on me all the time from my dad. It’s not like I don’t perform because I’m about to graduate college and I am of the top 5% in my class.  

I tend to allow my anxiety to manifest in a way that drives me nuts inside, can appear aggravated/irritated/or normal on the outside. I do this in a way that puts off my own wants and plans for others (mostly my gf) to keep everyone else happy. 

I really wasn’t expecting to write that much and truthfully there’s probably a lot more but I need this to be somewhat appealing to read. Anyone willing to offer advice is a blessing.

Currently try to treat my symptoms with marijuana (not excessively) and would like to experiment with microdosing.

Thank you",5.819408002923442,6.282416028503567,6.673218527315915,76.05919011511058,66.86223277909738,10.08737438333638,31.39420792983739,10.035473477838034,3.0107148912844885,1712,64,327,38,26,569,211,421,0.09300000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.19,0.9934,4,0,1,0,3,0,35.0,0,2,1,5,14,24,0,5,20,0,38,4,0,3,6,71,64,27,0,12,12,5,3,5,3,3,4,0,1,3,21,27,0,2,4,2,2,6,14,6,2,0,11,4,50,18,53,48,12,44,1,0,1,0,29,16,0,10,24,236,71,7,0.0,0.21699421993641285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894824915171855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322959851072762,0.15238944551743594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401037082193799,0.10344959324237156,0.0,0.06402883716975892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041273790273501,0.0,0.05582106255742695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336312355852877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791225822303413,0.10270508775197804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059055963789194574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619372737320992,0.0,0.07649613677149272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144609612267,0.0,0.0,0.08750037661062494,0.0,0.08957437959745795,0.17265069250227408,0.0,0.13890372153974553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074782007752695,0.0,0.0,0.08784361058125545,0.0,0.0,0.07323799679920406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949588709062668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413509482348114,0.0,0.09185355917036372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139284889279524,0.0,0.0,0.05032523496817904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467957290575037,0.22368575106622152,0.0,0.16171841022142566,0.08103778861956197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785071159845412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731549972664944,0.2715960682159321,0.07062549249632309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897205087403816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752052981314348,0.0,0.06964415991151655,0.0,0.0,0.10167917937117883,0.09916287963161144,0.08741524254412147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872943417156513,0.0,0.0,0.09205452783855607,0.0,0.0,0.09159615927581173,0.0,0.11732594010593116,0.0,0.0904156892722794,0.09831339115665316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312902136549143,0.0,0.1048947049824494,0.19146057471621614,0.0,0.0,0.10391411544717488,0.0,0.09517772458658852,0.1377005612579895,0.0,0.0,0.0843066225596805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669800367630545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243419105500544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054011171725397586,0.2180552944890992,0.0,0.0,0.16466733357186525,0.08488758552511885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299518011151582,0.09331905811842472,0.13009936032011776,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miamiamario,2020/01/06,How do you overcome relationship problems/struggles? I struggle with trust despite having no valid reason Anyone else have relationship problems due to their anxiety? How did you overcome it?,7.283000000000001,11.417435633333335,6.2150000000000025,63.86250000000001,76.0,7.0,40.833333333333336,8.07648339933343,4.7843333333333335,159,10,17,3,4,48,25,30,0.204,0.649,0.146,-0.2621,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610353942533705,0.0,0.0,0.18838287913567836,0.2760499188399529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506362952623796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577960234742467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770059127108358,0.0,0.5785068260596116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633070332104589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thewalkindude,2020/01/06,"OCD combining with anxiety to make anxiety worse I am currently terrified about the situation that's going on with Iran. I am convinced that it will end with Russia nuking us. Now, of course, I'm convinced every foreign policy kerfluffle will end with Russia nuking us, but this time it feels more realistic. And OCD makes me compelled to check the news constantly, so I can't just ignore it. I'm working on making the time between news checks longer, but it's incredibly difficult to feel like I'm white knuckling not checking the news. This whole thing is incredibly discouraging, because I thought I had made so much progress in battling back anxiety and OCD, but this time, they have come back with a vengeance.",10.34471794871795,8.97635136923077,9.38,66.40333333333334,58.384615384615394,12.974358974358973,42.43589743589744,11.855464076750405,5.085358974358975,578,27,97,14,6,182,83,130,0.14300000000000002,0.746,0.111,-0.5425,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,2,7,7,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,5,0,26,20,7,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,3,0,3,2,2,4,0,0,3,3,9,3,14,15,3,15,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,11,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862743160371797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25884284833817983,0.0,0.10260134217183224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498575630981472,0.0,0.1818853170794743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981486848112941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418099937207109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020705816887222,0.12024202000386225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565550368667404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222866865172254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926074305188695,0.33704840257004576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123728576714506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918957254426774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181891496534033,0.0,0.0,0.1336208090991001,0.2944319815853806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049168661873064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791417090872786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253303213199995,0.0,0.17152415548004815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gingerbreadgrl5,2020/01/06,"How do you deal with work anxiety? I have a lot of work anxiety and social anxiety. First of all, I have migraines that I can’t predict when they will happen, and I’m always anxious that if I get one, I have to leave for the day and that involves telling my boss and because of my social anxiety, I really hate doing that and is the reason I worry so much about it. I also get random lightheaded episodes because I have POTS, and every time this happens at work I suffer through it because I’m too afraid to leave for the day, so I sit there and literally suffer feeling dizzy and like im going to pass out. This makes me dread work and really despise it",6.343383458646617,5.454024240601505,7.168872180451128,77.50639097744363,65.9924812030075,10.006015037593986,33.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.8107473684210533,516,19,102,8,7,173,79,133,0.237,0.7340000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,5,8,7,2,2,4,0,9,1,0,4,1,20,19,15,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,2,0,1,16,1,13,18,3,10,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,3,6,73,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222507387900932,0.11676915570601007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294205983756621,0.15853751052148513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566389682688619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100768088377733,0.14467822390096738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823747366366805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095710263286358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936805506786324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466374782343482,0.0,0.07975506380892128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819384028308664,0.0,0.0,0.13855080215548252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515848349065752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29718695236151954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856011899453733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930697475270305,0.0,0.0,0.09367405539542722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031616598159962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509397127005448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798031474170036,0.14428675645448466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861057438199907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265812855542885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182990200489826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086593837150931,0.14251602044326084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uwu-safe,2020/01/06,"Don’t know who to talk to Homework and assignments make me cry, feel hopeless and worsens my anxiety. Although reluctant, I admit I’m not very smart, and I’m bad at math. Going to school and having classes isn’t a problem, but homework and assignments are. I can never figure out problems and just starting on an assignment makes my heart pound and my stomach hurt.

I’ve tried talking to my teachers, mentors, parents, therapist, and nothing they say can magically make me get better at math and doing my homework. I don’t want to have this feeling anymore and it just seems impossible to ever become better at the subjects, that makes this fear flare up. I just needed to vent my frustrations for a bit.",5.258863636363635,7.036190795454547,5.8276969696969685,76.79154545454547,69.07575757575758,8.007272727272726,34.41212121212121,8.548686976883017,3.0987066666666667,563,28,93,9,10,182,87,132,0.19399999999999998,0.701,0.105,-0.903,1,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,1,2,4,10,1,1,4,0,9,2,2,4,2,32,25,12,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,3,13,3,14,25,1,10,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,63,18,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239908313359692,0.0,0.16073990499279556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533011173837156,0.0,0.1790047342525557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28669335076009705,0.1769494886368104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803737695606622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466107279002002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238517119759745,0.16390513501998016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468016159476989,0.0,0.09211385482976296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920656965132414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351009712751014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907498309911792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327588959458329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201803389562813,0.12500616349739202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555202253537934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997076794071162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101775287780369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889259934704173,0.0,0.1640337122177437,0.0,0.1475516339149001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472112758488907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605476865720941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818748609849825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004174732379687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373305524964246,0.09559904114994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadnesssucks,2020/01/06,It’s difficult to figure out Anxiety makes it really hard to tell what’s reasonable and what’s just getting blown out of proportion.,5.5440000000000005,7.703558000000001,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,69.0,13.0,32.5,12.161744961471696,5.3246,110,5,18,5,2,37,19,25,0.237,0.763,0.0,-0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673079782192042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508548302766914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301136981932932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32049909137137633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30759181466844226,0.493666833846107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196660279666664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theCommonSlaw,2020/01/06,"Situational Advice Hello,  I don't really think I have a disorder I've just been struggling with situational anxiety at work recently.  I have this paranoia that everyone is out to fire me everyday.  I find myself wasting valuable work and off hours analyzing my workday in excruciating depth.  This is irritating to me because most of worklife probably isn't like some Le Carre novel with layers of interlocking conspiracies to decode but just people trying to get through their day.  I do my job and no one has told me that I need to do more.  I just have this constant sinking feeling that everyone is going to realize how lazy I am and I'm going to get fired.  This is because frankly I have been getting a bit more lazy at work. Everything still gets off my desk in a timely fashion but sometimes I take long breaks at the beginning of the day than pound out the work I'm supposed to do in a few hour session.  I think part of my anxiety just stems from the fact that I'm a single man living alone without pets so I just have more cognitive horsepower to think about work constantly.  I'm not saying some work anxiety isn't legitimate but I just get worried.  For example I had to amend a presentation.  I put it together, but took longer because I kept delaying because I got nervous about it.  My boss told me that my co-worker would be supplementing the presentation with some other material from an old slide deck.  Usually this project is reserved for me but this made me paranoid that my work was substandard and that she is trying to replace me with him.  I'm rationalizing this by saying that he probably just had the slide deck on hand so thats why she asked him to update the powerpoint with it.  The root of it is that I started the job in Aug and have had a big project assigned to me that is in addition to routine job responsibilities.  When it was presented to me the project was given a ""dream deadline"" of Jan 1 2020,  I got a rough draft to my boss barely before that date.  It is my first time doing a project,  my boss is a bit rough around the edges and I am afraid to go to her for input.   (She yells a lot and gets angry/swears at staff).  My boss isn't giving me much direction and its difficult for me to go to her.  I feel like I'm going to fail and get fired at my first job out of school.",5.617813186813186,6.001226303296704,6.619148351648352,76.54960164835165,67.28571428571428,10.104395604395606,32.51373626373626,10.041961382958581,3.1149670329670327,1828,74,359,41,28,612,211,455,0.14,0.833,0.027000000000000003,-0.9929,6,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,10,15,8,0,3,24,0,37,1,1,7,1,57,74,18,0,2,14,0,8,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,27,19,0,2,7,2,0,9,7,5,0,3,16,11,53,3,62,56,14,54,0,1,0,0,17,19,0,5,27,246,80,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715725301105691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177710925311497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812089227666489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028973287987632,0.07381546296547141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252927691501526,0.0,0.06718779882783704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240428653471426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706520004393433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184329610490532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049318856978207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089630568483092,0.07096273554009523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984749795037624,0.05640791016011664,0.0,0.0,0.07216656432157012,0.13432398137346213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887676045040432,0.07574411007231491,0.2243694449787728,0.0,0.12630052099016256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551627509149374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134161886602092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715019015388094,0.0,0.06972173037674095,0.06987571595249159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712762407536592,0.0,0.07471236499366611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804352288265596,0.05854666705419219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285357828428266,0.0,0.05350426803195125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550427310768154,0.0,0.054739825796802886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026106007678446,0.0,0.0,0.07937501934541857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050582784922650816,0.0,0.07796191294037172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558180756114826,0.0,0.07991013520413671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750514189573893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809189514471579,0.0,0.055887175216216674,0.0,0.06305629524033261,0.0,0.0,0.08254448302986915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936690443351556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517800996779897,0.0,0.0,0.0920825779263067,0.0,0.0,0.15089630568483092,0.08772570853253897,0.1072151667831713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696154313565167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712476917614386,0.0,0.0,0.0761130980756833,0.0,0.4598613541539987,0.08018610701396256,0.0,0.05608979528061152,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lostgone,2020/01/07,"Workmen I have workmen coming over tomorrow to fit new windows it will take 3 days and the whole thing is just setting me off. It should have been done before Christmas when my husband could have dealt with it but the guy have put it off a few times for various reasons and will hopefully now be tomorrow.

Husband is back at work so it's just going to be me in the house. I hate anyone coming round. I hate my house, I am embarrassed by it and everything in it. My mum offered to come in and be with me but it's likely I will go hide in my bedroom, something I can't do when they are there.

They said they would move furniture and take down curtains and stuff but I'm dreading what they will think of my house. Everyone says they have seen it all before or they have always been to a more messy house but I have convinced myself I am that house.",3.937697495183045,4.816613670520233,4.492615606936418,88.53040703275533,71.25433526011561,7.616377649325628,27.133429672447015,7.793537801064563,1.395582273603083,667,22,142,8,12,212,99,173,0.13,0.821,0.049,-0.9504,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,6,1,8,7,2,2,5,0,27,0,0,1,1,25,41,14,0,4,7,3,1,1,0,6,0,2,3,1,13,11,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,4,0,0,5,4,23,3,18,26,5,27,0,0,2,0,13,10,0,2,10,110,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005829856895228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408215522802125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246544244854718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046491475710656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31075624902123644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601047878648672,0.0,0.0,0.07755181780512971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305831843622778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490479249496245,0.10807366509211004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668260147517966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906719765891798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374455385109473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194361772111522,0.0,0.6937663892482656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058748466705966174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278075696661969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613897182880173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208852673466851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363784999196885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438604781689013,0.09562826255730283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257494064986252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765839608060815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082727218648184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988928813577413,0.07705185703172293,0.0,0.0,0.0701192084259696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425572363294458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754401447355896,0.0,0.0,0.08542271805202296,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,friendlygal98,2020/01/07,Kathryne from the netflix serie Spinning out reminds me of me before meds I see myself in her so much that i have to watch the serie in bits. It remind me why i am on them. Anybody relate ?,1.1980769230769222,3.3271184871794905,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,82.07692307692308,3.9,22.57051282051281,3.1291,-0.013517948717948869,147,5,29,0,4,49,32,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,7,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753488265928232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815736471453408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899694688194372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242637589772037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351504474437057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980296715573181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,voidempath,2020/01/07,"And here I am; I never thought I'd make a Reddit account let alone for this, but I need help. Panic and anxiety have been getting more frequent lately and I need to talk to someone. Currently trying to calm out as well.",2.4818181818181806,4.494315363636368,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,77.18181818181819,6.218181818181819,26.90909090909091,7.1686216300943375,1.4546545454545456,172,7,33,2,4,57,35,44,0.163,0.6509999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.2846,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,4,2,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920294472306651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570152508495954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473144409439402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899438270825386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180674329173828,0.0,0.0,0.2883270755695773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821301713161426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181451502305893,0.21746785484762785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33082375124412805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389070014951624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266318111807643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238477510085444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914349026053428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253519306766014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonanman,2020/01/07,"Give up on first line antidepressants? About 2.5 years ago I started experiencing some harrowing OCD symptoms which in my belief have cause me to develop anxiety, specially social anxiety. The OCD symptoms are now all but gone but my social anxiety symptoms are still well and truely present. I have tried numerous SSRI and SNRI’s in combination with a number of antipsychotics to no avail. In total I have tried 5-6 SSRI’s, 2 SNRI’s and 4-5 antipsychotics. I had little to no response on any of them. Interestingly enough, the only issues I had weening off with any of these was with Venlafaxine, which gave me symptoms similar to a moderate cold. 

I have read that Paxil and some MAOI’s can be effective at treating SA. 

Is it worth trying another SSRI or am I better off trying something different such as an MAOI?

Any suggestions welcomed.",5.722900432900435,7.780310402597401,6.731883116883117,69.65591991341992,68.35064935064935,10.32813852813853,32.963203463203456,10.504223727775694,4.101317748917748,678,31,108,20,12,226,101,154,0.066,0.7979999999999999,0.136,0.9203,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,5,6,0,0,5,0,13,4,0,2,2,17,17,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,5,2,12,6,21,11,5,18,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,7,75,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224581389857888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183215579896426,0.1448581796851151,0.3170440527556673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221789558197157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191404849292855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433322044227292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427417994851826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175069604374834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252228015627185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418858580853555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845863540575493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506629691074668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381834353172387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816450037732379,0.0,0.10635157929129396,0.0,0.0,0.09778048595560937,0.0,0.11032361480619296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743465688097221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751684020282424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420989055323227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896152756962764
anxiety,jenthehen6509,2020/01/07,"Episode of derealization? Has anyone ever experienced derealization, and if so, does this sound like it? 

I woke up this morning and my house felt “off”. Like I was in my house, but in some weird parallel universe where little details seemed out of place. For awhile I considered sleep paralysis but eventually ruled it out. I felt mentally fine at first and was aware of the weird feeling, brushing it off for awhile, but it eventually got to me after about a half hour and I had a full-blown panic attack. 

I haven’t had a panic attack in months, and I have never experienced this feeling. Thankfully my clonazepam helped, but the recovery took much longer than my usual panic attacks. Is that what derealization feels like?",6.0113846153846175,8.065973523076927,6.272307692307693,73.24769230769233,67.61538461538461,9.2,29.92307692307693,9.642632912329526,2.9634461538461534,578,22,98,13,10,185,82,130,0.20199999999999999,0.69,0.10800000000000001,-0.9583,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,13,3,3,5,0,8,1,1,0,2,21,18,11,0,1,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,8,0,2,9,9,12,5,18,9,2,20,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,3,10,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961594649702265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693577047968564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034753658901945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439766720395536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086076857872999,0.0982466485125007,0.26408780324827,0.0,0.0,0.1169772195720266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998991858982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217894614954653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543271478696245,0.3173667688394675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015607631945266,0.13783444091483507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859110603365832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976975865333424,0.0,0.10109542393775148,0.0,0.10606642056764913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840617638567255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368254234774475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519601610354278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762258338296607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661294624626754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279340835782915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514624480556252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mikephant,2020/01/07,Meditation to help with Anxiety Hello. For the past year and a half or so I have been using marijuana to cope with anxiety and to help counteract depressive symptoms and suicidal ideation. It’s worked well minus the money cost but I will be finishing up my bachelors degree in May and want to find a more professionally accepted way to cope. I have been thinking of trying meditation but I don’t really know anything about it. Has anyone tried it? Did it help? Thanks in advance for the help!,3.4434782608695684,6.292111173913046,5.184956521739132,74.27526086956524,78.56521739130434,9.332173913043476,27.67826086956521,9.642632912329526,3.3771530434782613,396,17,68,13,10,134,64,92,0.07200000000000001,0.716,0.212,0.9339,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,1,0,16,15,8,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,3,0,5,3,14,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,49,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32075935541250394,0.0,0.0,0.14659032797493893,0.0,0.17252193690378104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805689877657577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916139142104833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620888990025099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115216721488197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013215358850547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343054848434728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293202149184936,0.0,0.0,0.2179039082978391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301514751418808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433358080234092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28467362916863703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106803080022227,0.0,0.0,0.12365546100025468,0.1664083380174521,0.0,0.0,0.18849817911779265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526257950824391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500604407364356
anxiety,EvetheLioness,2020/01/07,"Reading makes me anxious Because I hate feeling like I’m in school again. I can’t read anymore without feeling like I need to do an essay or a report next, or like I’m going to have to read out-loud and experience the shame of it again. I had panic attacks while reading out-loud in school. So I stopped reading. Books bring me anxiety not comfort, and it really frustrates me, almost angers me, every time somebody says something like, “Books are life. You need them to breathe. You can’t live without ‘em...” because I have trouble reading without feeling so anxious.

I still love stories themselves. But I can’t bring myself to read.. and it’s horrible because I want to write (I shouldn’t then).

Tl;dr: I need a hug tbh. This is all very upsetting and stressful because no one will even try to understand and just guilts me for not enjoying them",4.7705555555555526,6.289152537037038,5.0441358024691345,82.94361111111114,69.92592592592592,7.128395061728394,34.48765432098766,7.492282038375204,2.4980024691358023,669,34,121,7,12,211,96,162,0.267,0.607,0.126,-0.9785,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,2,0,7,18,4,5,4,0,11,4,1,1,1,28,27,12,0,5,9,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,9,0,3,10,10,0,1,1,4,21,8,14,24,1,13,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,3,12,76,25,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743663517394828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443785495570912,0.2198533048088895,0.09650014928141827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069818196603996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372642500863396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426885891466448,0.0,0.08198343487199078,0.0,0.0,0.0951827008858698,0.0,0.0,0.14760059113629578,0.13902904241400507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530052255759032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606827948038632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687292110643718,0.19015271136097506,0.0,0.08592186257397859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878213212064679,0.0,0.06495166533709595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645068131325065,0.0,0.0,0.10348468820195644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593620583025925,0.0,0.0,0.11416613953616925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6813174602912958,0.0,0.06233590404668145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738062977464771,0.0,0.19695517073880248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490993789147267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770768603688423,0.08135111440165907,0.11146224370991208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673917273201524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606352694068382,0.0,0.0,0.10129765943102173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028659588935973,0.05739285302267125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28139487291555826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClausStauffenberg,2020/01/07,"How to avoid jealousy So I made a friend in class (University) and we started talking, practically every day. She has depression, I have social anxiety; and we found it very comfortable to talk to each other. And there came a point where we promised each other that our friendship was exclusive; neither of us would have to 'share' the other with more friends.

The problem is, she has gotten close to another girl in the class, and it makes me jealous. I am glad to see her stepping out of her shell and making new friends, but at the same time the sharing thing keeps ringing in my ears.

Now I want to clarify that I am not romantically interested in her, and neither is she. I just want to stop being jealous of her.

Any tips?",5.725144927536231,6.598539485507248,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,67.18840579710145,9.031884057971016,33.44927536231884,9.150863307647796,2.881414492753623,571,25,108,10,9,183,90,138,0.152,0.703,0.145,-0.4833,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,5,0,0,0,6,14,2,1,7,0,11,1,1,4,0,31,22,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,8,15,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,3,20,9,18,15,6,17,0,1,1,0,21,9,0,0,6,84,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767247822427702,0.19686613905741093,0.14362378134898834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472932260303346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107946232703358,0.0,0.16170378434590388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818256626685273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585179935519854,0.4351520557538005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687565063510654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776480795220151,0.2506413916999166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813244958303952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747893132641618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964582176191474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960780156346104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913815450331268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288629463025214,0.0,0.0,0.1569625384056597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301803315325942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472888872153776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947513927200332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258331283209327,0.0,0.0,0.15490860799426615,0.22147275948312514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333680765322897,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rockinej,2020/01/07,"I wish my pets could understand how much they help me. My resting bpm is usually 110-120 and my rats and cats put me in such a peaceful state of mind it's almost like im meditating... And they'll never know how much this helps. Does anyone else just watch their animals sleep, and completely let go of the world? They look so serene and they're so soft it's almost instantly calming. APPRECIATE YOUR ANIMALS, PEOPLE! :)",2.317037037037036,4.939259716049384,3.5076543209876583,85.94444444444447,81.46913580246914,7.550617283950618,22.58024691358025,8.515128840125781,1.678195061728395,331,11,65,8,9,107,62,81,0.0,0.71,0.29,0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,1,16,9,9,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,11,2,3,6,3,7,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,3,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069729641387175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208986959401199,0.2082137036516807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306288749647892,0.0,0.0,0.16224746348894942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783133241422489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975673116613674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154895052743978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27241612547985605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950277204221094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167946178622593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779703521360707,0.0,0.09927863945044288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170646076218486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051852005545708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987669619067481,0.0,0.15672886565485014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408809341369451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428320166802166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335777587917492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115498377245877,0.0,0.0,0.22380822833485145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336826434384012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,metalliceinchains,2020/01/07,"Sunlight ends, anxiety begins Does anyone else feel moderately happy/productive during the day and in sunlight, but once the sun starts to set  start to feel anxiety? I’ve always had anxiety but this is an all time high. I feel like I have to be worried about something. Whether I’ve done enough as a mom/wife that day, about family health, guilt about social interactions or other things, the list is endless. I’ve reduced my coffee intake to tops 1/2 a cup a day and reduced sugar intake. I also exercise regularly. Needing a new therapist, one that actually takes me seriously. Just looking for anyone that feels the same way or has some advice.

Xx",4.98,7.212943666666668,6.003333333333334,73.39500000000002,70.66666666666666,8.8,29.5,9.3871,3.0199000000000003,520,21,85,12,10,172,86,120,0.107,0.8290000000000001,0.064,-0.3071,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,9,0,7,3,0,0,1,16,17,9,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,5,1,10,14,4,14,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,10,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.15289414928059678,0.0,0.0,0.15310294929565935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252945388269187,0.13036781360613306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35957242425786645,0.0,0.0,0.2191044000776156,0.1605340998513468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30313110675579025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371090969220785,0.1603349662149496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088352761378325,0.0,0.13876931617759014,0.1618892215063003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477011299744571,0.0,0.3168823915576633,0.1119300787948068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654032250293666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655378507257101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654446724268048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156921834850538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349820664669256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617400889250568,0.0,0.1513196211441805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685588966194626,0.10616838878936376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971246882985224,0.0,0.12061760773318812,0.0,0.0,0.22179357142691108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780160392727128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819140707484464,0.10408923571325836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135961759320683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436290842960752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911309691929704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deepthroatingcactus,2020/01/07,"I’m overcoming some fears! I have spent years dealing with social anxiety and I’ve been on medication for it coming up on 4 months now. One of the biggest fears I’ve always fed into is that people are constantly watching and judging me from behind. So, I’ve always sat the back of lecture halls and classrooms. I have awful vision and can’t hear very well either but I’d still sit in the back which hurt my grade sometimes. 

Today was the start of my spring semester. I sat in the THIRD row today. The front! I didn’t want to go that far but I forced my legs to carry me. I heard and could see so clearly. I focused hard on the professor and ignored those behind me. I’m genuinely proud of myself :)",1.381994680851065,3.819064234042554,2.994392730496453,89.29031250000004,83.9645390070922,5.510815602836879,20.869237588652478,6.9077264865688965,0.5949748226950353,551,17,109,7,16,181,93,141,0.135,0.723,0.14300000000000002,0.5006,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,7,1,9,3,1,0,1,17,22,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,9,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,4,1,2,8,5,14,2,18,13,2,25,0,1,2,0,4,10,0,1,11,72,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029996578192856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928581308745555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28000673430111883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568402928847732,0.0,0.19675688928522336,0.0,0.14537096190639268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770989680812947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097668608498576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347662829857487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631021914181037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052101908746494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491356495387696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834200066895596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453294182043759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233777900563362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622691578259246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450890938065401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560111605124727,0.0,0.0,0.18007545563491364,0.0,0.12887263809590696,0.0,0.14540421992589944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34516898543475044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022979631972527,0.10739173238439056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370604131038916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724943514950875
anxiety,burntoastsmell,2020/01/07,Am I the only one that thinks they’re going to alone forever.. I have almost no experience in relationships or sex and i’m 20 years old. I don’t know one person in real life around my age that struggles with this. I feel like im alone in feeling this way.,1.5016666666666652,3.345745092592594,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,79.55555555555556,6.542222222222222,20.059259259259264,7.554174236665415,0.5422414814814821,201,5,44,3,5,69,43,54,0.16,0.763,0.076,-0.5279,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,9,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,5,1,6,9,0,9,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181156199584592,0.4588377890191165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719201326573094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166805485512401,0.0,0.0,0.22400553011027066,0.1582477114772249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588997214227768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392702072096633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217368132258272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645997661674735,0.10821922844889124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324388390558967,0.0,0.3002035688358791,0.16846931947319846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341511634514014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25212834562781394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378202296403155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315716979669862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193549187013108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582535332361587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426460097064521
anxiety,Titanium451,2020/01/07,Should i go on dinner for five year high school graduation anniversary I am felling bad and nervous about it. Not sure should i go or stay home. Maybe i will be sad after i dont go.. Any advice help..,1.5010975609756088,3.5413370975609766,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,80.46341463414635,6.051219512195122,20.006097560975608,7.1686216300943375,0.2566048780487806,155,4,35,2,4,50,34,41,0.256,0.7440000000000001,0.0,-0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,6,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,4,5,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665566155817546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854991671081706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277591853451149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196951169299752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650800091464722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283810554733346,0.2882061347813237,0.2736197153930196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404330705502905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27606704955712524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907462655492577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709110834886123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566082076817224
anxiety,zeelichien,2020/01/07,"Obsessed by self-help techniques Hello ! 
I face a problem these days and I would like to know if some persons have dealt with the same issues or have advices for me. 
I have struggled with anxiety for a very long time and several years ago I experienced à period of massive anxiety and fears which les me to be hospitalised for one week, after what I got better but not in the same way I was before. 
One type of problem I face is each time I feel anxious I start to repeat all day long all sort of anxiety reduction techniques (breathing exercises, visualisation, repeating instructions to myself, etc.) and chronically :
  - i Am under the impression that I just discovered the perfect techniques. 
  - then I start to use it and think about it all the time
  - then I start to feel anxiety again and I try to adapt the technique until I found out that it is not useful at all. 
And I repeat this pattern multiple times each year and each time it generates lot of mental fatigue. 
These days I tried to start to undoing these habits, but the longer I try this the more I experience very weird and paradoxal thoughts like :
  - to reduce anxiety and fatigue I try to avoid to doing things that reduces anxiety (which is the exact same thing I Am doing right now) 
  - I must try to avoid giving instructions to myself. 
  - i just need to avoid search new solution at this problem (which is one solution paradoxically]
The problem is I feel that I must give all My energy to solve one problem that is ""how can I stop thinking about the problem I Am talking to You right now"" Which is a problem which have clearly no solution because with each solution I Am thinking to the exact problem I must not think about. I Am very aware that this problem is absurd. 
Ten monthes ago my psychatrist changed my antidepressant and these thoughts disappeared but they gradually resurfaced. I know that I just have to stop thinking about it like I did before but the more I try the more I sink in this problem. I feel like there is no escape ! 

Have you experienced these types of problems?",6.0014679822794985,7.259426363874347,6.233717277486909,76.53853805879984,66.77486910994764,9.541844542891665,33.278695126862665,9.757249324022393,3.2826533225936365,1629,71,290,35,26,521,164,382,0.209,0.6829999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9891,0,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,2,12,27,0,6,17,0,30,7,3,3,12,85,54,21,0,18,12,0,4,4,0,4,4,0,0,1,30,19,0,5,14,1,0,1,5,20,0,5,6,6,46,7,43,43,18,44,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,5,38,221,76,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162765759710751,0.11180893793238317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894732772356061,0.07124696689604923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038444630582678135,0.0,0.10732955099559896,0.0,0.0,0.05577701654226224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671578217499344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201763676088585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033559434089925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061690942012329664,0.0,0.07096711998363947,0.12755286305919575,0.04505457669181023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691489417983905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099788155665192,0.0,0.0,0.050439880621479666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227201091889216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582483114125864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931917733911727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324403259078599,0.0,0.0,0.11162338027912397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361671223872065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355599616002951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033891826914458,0.0,0.0,0.04676286168651647,0.0,0.060909824680052536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709414258065634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506705981009825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6638052406379154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771654971833453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579190422981322,0.07124696689604923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855460446737206,0.0,0.0,0.10545249997074163,0.0,0.06593058900070015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506903023228488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837968936273544,0.202051689849334,0.0,0.10013519385292703,0.18387233090997207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25690726392695146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893806710835068,0.0,0.15610890483082895,0.0,0.0500590927460179,0.050587981052689975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044800489433573135,0.0,0.0,0.08122525784551404
anxiety,sleepyboi08,2020/01/07,"I’m seeing the psychiatrist again tomorrow I’m a 17 year old boy with GAD, and I’ve been on a few different medications for my anxiety but I feel worse than I did before starting medication. I’ve been to the psychiatrist a lot lately, and I’m quite nervous about going back. I’m fairly certain that my prescription will change, but I’m pretty nervous about how the appointment will go down. I hope that I’ll finally receive a medication that works well for me.",5.537999999999999,6.5300948000000005,7.042222222222224,71.29000000000002,67.66666666666666,10.888888888888893,32.77777777777778,10.864195022040775,3.8331111111111102,372,16,68,11,6,128,58,90,0.127,0.727,0.146,0.4159,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,2,7,0,5,3,0,1,1,10,16,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,2,6,3,9,11,2,13,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,8,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954230129368087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031269336391856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633979004185376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067928002404764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042358632858457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884098211392847,0.0,0.0,0.21413969623975304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219252317052168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415657359438326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051089284743994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619081275927428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907791173197972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512424958791506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887428259645226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791792686004287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557729139781202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836233890201768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576074411729736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231237373608946,0.0,0.1992116680271798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258832466062609
anxiety,beardingmesoftly,2020/01/07,"Physical signals of an impending panic attack My wife tells me that right before her anxiety starts, she often feels pressure and pain, only for an instant, beneath her left breast. Has anyone ever experienced this, or something similar?",11.628461538461535,11.779623769230776,10.773974358974359,52.55019230769233,54.89743589743589,12.928205128205128,45.141025641025635,12.161744961471696,6.347194871794872,193,10,22,5,2,62,37,39,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.9118,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,2,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043544448996486,0.0,0.0,0.21062274140932488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34268565074521923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563193365560552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724742457701325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230784500579456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272806280912807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290943351793539,0.3205234472619961,0.3534213220595065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572435485269381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23189686007217802,0.0,0.0,0.21320781337276964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632829489865425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rose2202,2020/01/07,"Book recommendation to help anxiety in children and adults Hi all, so I just got a book recommendation from a therapist who also happens to be an anxiety sufferer. She said she uses this book for herself and also for younger clients (aged 9-12). 

The book is called:

Outsmarting Worry: An Older Kid's Guide to Managing Anxiety

Book by Dawn Huebner

I'm also reading a book called:

Calm the f**k down 

Book by Sarah Knight --- she has generalized anxiety disorder and panic disorder.

And I'm sure everyone already knows this book but I thought I'd add it here anyway: 

The happiness trap 

Book by Dr Russ Harris.

I hope this helps people :) 

If you have any other book recommendations please let me know. 

Thank you",3.9679230769230784,6.704745792307693,5.283846153846152,74.99115384615384,75.69230769230771,9.230769230769232,29.23076923076923,9.661875296680813,3.3816923076923078,563,25,97,17,13,187,89,130,0.122,0.688,0.19,0.9428,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,8,0,5,1,0,1,2,16,16,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,6,5,0,0,3,11,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,10,5,11,11,1,4,0,1,0,0,16,2,0,2,2,54,16,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641602622472229,0.3568897440899186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011618414814898,0.0,0.4552037025951852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30380100539513666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409834946399549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214647106007164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897689125204927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154789905926212,0.15835769270172956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942126682832476,0.0,0.0,0.14775215845078826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350911465967174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211708900298473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745377048370903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313139249029092,0.0,0.0,0.1632937118174234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880016873129534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150474216636685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020445673441767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136958140616698,0.0,0.1727217237176183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809875363254856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848080134074738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107291180324578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheVoicesTalkToMe,2020/01/07,"DAE Have Doctor Anxiety? I feel guilty and wrong for taking care of my medical problems. I feel that I have too many. It is reassuring to hear the doctors name what my medical problems are. 

I don’t know if I’m over exaggerating my pain. I don’t want others to think I’m acting out for attention. Nothing is life threatening. 

My mother suspects an autoimmune disorder, yet is not going to the doctor. Now I’m worried about her having it, and I may possibly have it. 

How do I stop worrying about my health?",2.5027272727272702,4.908163161616162,4.719484848484849,78.8592272727273,79.0,8.404444444444445,27.07171717171717,9.120678840339163,2.713209292929293,399,17,74,11,10,138,65,99,0.272,0.638,0.09,-0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,12,8,0,1,0,18,24,4,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,3,13,2,10,23,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,52,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691790434458408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915258183685766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014305160115166,0.5094365406476261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777447190175634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428840253854544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635069289228014,0.18698851518789936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117779163716036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171845620852035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820299979670594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342663886277029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919161822229766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653605464139405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703448276975676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174999433677492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387051381598577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247409285882098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630609066171193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978558642552003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369719052808943,0.0,0.0,0.1813925503106344,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coxwilkie93,2020/01/07,"There is hope! After being offered a job in a team I previously worked in I found out that the day after I told my future supervisor that I was struggling from anxiety she told a co-worker that she was worried I would not be as good at my job as she expected me to be because of this. 

I recently found out that the week after she had been researching anxiety so that she did not make things worse and today gave me positive constructive feedback on a piece of work. She gave corrections but explained these fully and praised me on the attempt that I had made. 

Just goes to show that with a bit of understanding even the most stubborn people can get behind you! 

I hope that you all receive the same support, just wanted to share some positivity!",8.284464285714286,7.015310819444448,8.330079365079367,71.98000000000003,62.33333333333334,11.561904761904767,36.5436507936508,10.608840637214634,3.72801507936508,594,23,111,12,7,194,91,144,0.077,0.752,0.17,0.9544,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,5,5,8,1,1,10,0,12,0,0,2,2,27,27,6,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,13,0,21,6,21,10,6,16,1,0,0,0,18,7,0,4,8,90,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814699847511526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886839757037263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706746544812085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045979463541182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712375070845236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556618942971034,0.0,0.0,0.08473662005375254,0.0,0.0,0.13603573448280087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32217887885141777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32189344750021065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346635948520493,0.108261856880149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244084944442374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014124246335465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695542807038197,0.0,0.0,0.1840492030877324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077506074156996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373541246543546,0.3099554765155789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884359547517155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566277950898296,0.0,0.13009755971626796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542247385820959,0.16470995029761332,0.16528359218267108,0.11521381616972813,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laurence1193,2020/01/07,"CBD and anxiety Currently in the UK, not sure where the best place to buy it from is? Or even if it’s worth it, have you used medication such as beta blockers but not for a few years. Anxiety is quite bad at the minute and have seen mixed things about CBD oil, has anyone used CBD for anxiety and found it has helped? If so what sort of dose do you take?
Thanks.",3.7167999999999988,4.256552413333338,4.262666666666668,91.21800000000002,71.53333333333333,8.666666666666668,23.0,8.841846274778883,1.0394000000000003,281,6,67,5,5,89,56,75,0.14800000000000002,0.76,0.092,-0.5804,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,2,1,15,13,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,2,3,9,11,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,4,2,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262183142714992,0.0,0.0,0.16032479172488806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144744414253811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406255475386279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144378093802893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25140448150722283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368815069241026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098539754187386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395590874339525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438779752899699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161029665195785,0.0,0.172397428876893,0.0,0.0,0.21109928432830247,0.0,0.0,0.15232998543725576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960656167034998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765514339669364
anxiety,moldybritches,2020/01/07,"I've been struggling really hard for 3 days now (panic, pharmaphobia) So I used to have terrible panic attacks when I was younger, then was put on medication that helped. A few months ago, I stopped taking it because everything seemed great (I know that was stupid). Coincidentally, a few months ago I stopped having a period as well. Fast forward to 3 days ago, I started having like nonstop panic attacks. I will be sitting here playing Pokemon and just get a huge adrenaline dump. I went to the OB/GYN today (for the period issue) who prescribed me my old anxiety/depression medication (Effexor XR) as well as Provera, which is a hormone replacement to restart my periods. The thing is, I'm terrified to take the Provera because I have never taken it before, and it's a hormone. I know that my hormone levels are likely a huge part of what is making me have such horrible anxiety, but I just can't seem to make myself do it. Any insight on if you've personally used Provera, or just any kind words are appreciated. I feel like I'm crazy right now.",7.337727272727271,7.2330146919191955,7.938080808080809,70.21045454545455,63.6969696969697,11.240404040404039,38.2020202020202,10.832165505486646,4.281620202020202,831,40,147,20,11,277,120,198,0.139,0.738,0.12300000000000001,0.2508,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,11,17,4,4,11,0,18,2,0,4,1,22,35,11,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,2,0,2,6,1,0,3,2,9,2,0,6,2,18,8,14,27,3,31,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,25,93,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089571612284665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801147962289344,0.0,0.08887665734866756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643408892846288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164334442844428,0.0,0.09885981688864012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985175552581234,0.0,0.10006484788457327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044142413325234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587436198543817,0.0829983384898385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060698759942138365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808781579194553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040736113618533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778723701010849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126074679316085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209826053125177,0.12769793808039515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027765021176178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510083969574834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340763459549561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546602296561976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960444768311045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191037242850065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089332586389125,0.0,0.12581059254942398,0.0,0.0,0.1014430676160256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679203687156965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442727611875402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921627624685866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115300924655761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223213149839681,0.0,0.0,0.19426178048549408,0.0,0.12145557109871208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470437799522373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718420027841914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012415753573412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068279922228585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891784190992607,0.10769914583642837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moldyskeleton,2020/01/07,"trouble taking showers when i take showers, things run through my mind that make me very anxious. getting anxious makes me dizzy and short of breath, and im scared ill pass out in the shower. because of a recent encounter with blood (a trigger for me) in a shower, im terrified to take a shower.

i did take one earlier this afternoon since i knew i had to, i had put it off for over a week which is way too long and disgusting. i shave and wash my hair a lot, but its harder to take showers for me so i usually only do it once a week.

earlier, instead of staying in the shower the whole time, i washed off on a rug outside the shower door and just hopped in for a minute to wash the soap off.

i know its a stupid thing to fear but im so scared of showers and i dont know how to get over it. its something very mandatory that i cant just skip because of anxiety. does anyone have any advice or something i could do to make showers less haunting?",3.256530612244898,4.165259346938779,4.439387755102043,88.16989795918369,72.87755102040815,7.2326530612244895,28.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.4724326530612242,736,28,158,8,14,242,106,196,0.16899999999999998,0.821,0.01,-0.9782,10,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,3,15,0,10,7,3,5,0,24,23,13,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,12,0,12,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,4,1,18,0,29,18,3,25,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,2,8,105,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726212862157205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160377916398519,0.0,0.09179929377818503,0.27113057097446885,0.0,0.08390644485181763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630117035006093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580984123977644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105012376524612,0.0,0.14063852753875256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350328063063466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538957836904804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888601760942928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189718068178927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619578680919736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201928893526156,0.0,0.0,0.24030180656912356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116529323260615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779555772646822,0.08131477100236632,0.09126503183829153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063264780160612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184850355090738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028087954794344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926483155664506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476296501280295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790350715051796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511234726403408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594446795764669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997267706675056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216250265988425,0.19802431993461103,0.0,0.09525002249214587,0.1925127312054321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397516322576827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Open-Sky,2020/01/07,"I'M SO FUCKING ANXIOUS I RIPPED MY STRESS BALL INTO PIECES 😭 PLEASE I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE I'M SO ANXIOUS I FEEL LIKE EVERY SECOND I SPEND  ON ANYTHING ELSE BUT STUDYING FOR UNIVERSITY I WASTE.. I CANT STUDY TMRW TIL NOON AND I HAVE UNI LIKE 4HRS LATER AND ALSO NEED TO PREP FOR CLASS AND I JUST WON'T MAKE IT ALL IN TIME, I FEEL HELPLESS TIME IS RUNNING OUT I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE NON JUDGEMENTAL",-1.5874671669793619,-2.3797876829268247,0.3180487804878069,98.39969981238278,145.34146341463415,2.2371482176360225,16.568480300187616,4.713530739802397,-0.7279208255159473,318,11,65,2,26,102,56,82,0.11699999999999999,0.794,0.08900000000000001,-0.3169,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,14,13,8,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,11,2,12,12,2,10,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,7,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714068392667932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44397730329387614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170245346897644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641502274283291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655594140869328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871223518560432,0.14037937565722708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166074251742811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919995882651179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116502954493772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371059596721312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569758711909848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33298699938158416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508966342092773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158779202669142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291610301021683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,55GallonDrumsOfLube,2020/01/07,"Eating with Anxiety As is common with anxiety, I have difficulties eating. I'm currently switching medications and have seen my eating drastically decrease since switching. It's immensely frustrating, because I definitely get ""hangry"" and my poor SO doesn't know what to do.

Does anyone have any recommendations for snacks or meals that tend to be easy on your tummy? I find all of my favorite foods totally unappetizing, and that makes it difficult to even think of something to cook or eat. My go-to tends to be fruit or toast. Thank you so much in advance.",6.062100000000001,8.350341610000001,6.631,69.78550000000001,67.9,10.2,32.5,10.411451182825502,3.9047,451,20,74,13,8,147,72,100,0.13,0.767,0.10300000000000001,-0.25,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,2,14,17,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,9,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,1,13,14,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,2,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552397330729595,0.0,0.2824136876966369,0.0,0.0,0.1290659630202267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125211625612559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615313761550474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7555052055488292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191649974965595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870713577964785,0.0,0.22320063661865264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643792388941144,0.0,0.1049037785702765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144296230410006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232117673245784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594973651055072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356910445737606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269042922179593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210237397117706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994085650499874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827446743398826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artsthetical,2020/01/07,"How do I deal with dreading an inevitable conversation? It makes me feel sick to my stomach, and I just want to cry. It's a conversation I can't escape, even though I just want to forget about it completely.  
How do you deal with being so terrified of something important, and convince yourself not to look for escape routes?",6.193196721311478,7.2243154918032815,6.4132377049180365,76.24477459016396,66.21311475409836,9.378688524590164,33.2827868852459,9.516144504307137,3.133816393442624,259,11,46,5,4,83,44,61,0.29,0.618,0.092,-0.9414,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,4,2,1,3,0,14,9,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,9,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112221507645914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32605543367932865,0.0,0.6120404272727193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196054387663159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500869109479082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24926367742544214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813731238444626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285153688927078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29163541398282083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501577854538213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fabluous,2020/01/07,"Coffee exacerbating anxiety My sisters love starbucks/dutch bros. Whenever we're together, it's an unspoken tradition that we get coffee. I am not a coffee person, so i always just get what they get, because they'll feel bad if i don't get anything.

i always start to wonder if there's something wrong with me and why i feel like i'm dying, then remember i just had a huge sugar/coffee drink

also, i drink them very fast because it tastes good and my monkey brain wants that diabetic goodness. i don't understand people who only drink half and wind up not drinking the rest, or why they don't just get a smaller drink.",4.560404040404038,6.052425132231406,5.744242424242426,77.82525252525254,70.40495867768595,8.352984389348027,28.320477502295685,8.841846274778883,2.3363821854912765,495,18,89,9,9,165,80,121,0.07200000000000001,0.799,0.129,0.765,0,0,6,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,4,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,6,9,1,0,0,19,19,9,1,3,8,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,5,6,0,5,5,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,3,16,4,3,17,1,5,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,4,4,52,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561464008445268,0.21978212045824025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010315706969179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868061661146547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110271167667788,0.16101471402361198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743143736194006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706561401382875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6468812436645016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355498191224022,0.09434932357960192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450000955960423,0.0,0.0,0.22154455238489648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452169770511207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919642267294388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044357790602072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155924270432,0.11531658326610507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960716884285175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167231028469592,0.0,0.0,0.09347832889850556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374873261236103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896983656282268,0.0778970604554357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23834144910593186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432219878671403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439550010884755,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosevanillaq,2020/01/07,"How to support my brother with anxiety Hi all I just made an account to post. My brother has anxiety and I believe we have pretty open lines of communication but sometimes i struggle to understand him. He doesn’t seem to want to take initiative in anything he does in life, school, friends, new opportunities in general. Is there anyway I can help him feel more secure about new opportunities without isolating him. Am I wrong to even make suggestions about what he should do? I just want the best for him. If anyone can spare insight into a similar situation regarding their family’s support system I would greatly appreciate it.",5.477522123893807,8.118233256637172,6.464787610619473,68.83983628318586,70.4159292035398,9.829734513274339,35.193805309734515,10.125756701596842,4.3669263716814175,510,27,80,15,10,169,84,113,0.073,0.644,0.28300000000000003,0.9825,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,3,8,10,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,3,1,23,20,4,0,5,5,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,15,8,16,17,3,9,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,2,2,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623247672187779,0.0,0.0,0.11988511952549932,0.0,0.14109261717469093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317074467747167,0.17993113988919654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004117184971075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324421871262415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163224120343095,0.0,0.08669265284941594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246548338330186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890294227052608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492247778515195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211035319617898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622345918961693,0.11444735007586936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311840540125545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420621740962946,0.1744310788205059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352131972143964,0.0,0.15608592829979648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927222773457124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957309195439693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924168936114376,0.0,0.0,0.3891295454184805,0.0,0.0,0.12891260387389422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849039944703407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022568600096268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652762217513584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217965064773567,0.1874588096186452,0.0,0.0
anxiety,n0bodyAtAll,2020/01/07,"Barely getting sleep for few weeks So the holidays finished, I had to take valium to chill now to write this

It's been rough few months... I finally got diagnosed with anxiety, hypochondria, form of OCD, basically what I thought I had (actually posted about this before)

I started having these pressures on the right side of my head, thinking I had a tumor, bug my doctor said it's probably from anxiety since I don't have any physical symptoms... But I've kept stressing and stressing, drinking sometimes, but also tried to have a good time, anxiety always prevailed...

On early christmas morning I was out and got threatened with a knife randomly, which spiraled me through terrible anxiety on Christmas and I've felt really bad.. I was stressing a lot, I barely got any sleep, I fucked up my circadian rhythm, my hand tremors got worse (I have essential tremor) and started stressing even more thinking I have neurological problems and that I have tumor even more... Every time it's just random worrying. These mild pressures (keep in mind I don't have any problems going through my day ""normally"") also came on the left side of my head

I started having dark stools on and off and started worrying even more. I think I'm going to die, and I feel that everytime I write is my last thing I'll write and I keep imagining my funeral... What do I do?",5.669678714859438,7.256344502008037,6.154397590361447,75.57729919678718,67.83534136546184,9.388755020080325,34.71686746987952,9.725611199111238,3.6214674698795184,1067,52,182,24,18,345,135,249,0.24,0.723,0.038,-0.9941,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,1,6,7,0,19,11,5,0,0,36,44,14,2,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,13,13,1,3,7,2,0,3,2,11,0,0,15,5,30,1,24,29,7,32,0,0,0,1,4,13,1,3,15,119,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.09122810539181476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495202196670524,0.07778720569309637,0.0,0.0,0.19071949964444002,0.0,0.2860638000911819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805626757543227,0.0,0.0,0.07954905072694762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692220577588513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060290243685525075,0.0,0.0,0.09488554717304487,0.09702291604534843,0.0,0.0,0.09568610084049743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157994154396644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523835103381311,0.0,0.07876534371511626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726894447867126,0.0,0.08976048745848783,0.10240850703576752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642559471982211,0.048842177597183296,0.0,0.10625962851337584,0.07841098097796965,0.2990747345907596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188564622882154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618794713172086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620294503517569,0.0,0.0,0.10157198296386402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794778049870913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094393439194187,0.0,0.07461902385291919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159568295008706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953301483657032,0.0,0.10079289648688754,0.17890549169863662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988903631197837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798358811547337,0.08892586779117723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733195366164387,0.0,0.18710550078889104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245928928477826,0.0,0.26467732617063633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283480901124676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716695555494674,0.07028926344773981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062107437141858415,0.1797046942937372,0.0,0.0742168353586596,0.10902398635350104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347033903422797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498821775746202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898775910428351,0.09526944263490167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Adventurous_Driver,2020/01/07,"Health Anxiety, Heart Palpitations, Doctors Visits - Oh My! Hello,

I get extremely nervous at the doctor... fearful he will give me truly terrible news. This fear at my most recent visit made my heart beat so fast he recommend I visit a cardiologist.

I get in my head that it’s from stress and anxiety, but I can’t tell my body that. I went to a cardiologist who also felt my heart was fast (stress and anxiety again) and he ordered several tests. 

I completed one test, and due to a nationwide outage of a philips healthcare data center the other test had to be rescheduled (a heart monitor that I wear for 24 hours).

To compound the problem, I see a cardiologist in NJ and live in Florida. Over the past 3 days I’ve been from California to New York to Florida to New Jersey and I’m now heading back to Florida. The doctors office agreed to mail me the heart monitor in Florida, they receive the results wirelessly, and I simply mail it back when complete.

The doctor told me to see him again in 2 weeks “even if you don’t get the echo” (which was the first test that I got). The test administrator for that test told me to move my appointment with the doctor back until I finish the second test.

I don’t know what to do... do I reschedule an appointment now? Do I wait until the test arrives at an unknown date (they are waiting for the systems to go back up) to reschedule?

On top of all that... I now have anxiety that I have a heart issue. It’s terrible and I feel terrible - filled with worry, afraid of exercising, afraid I’m going to be on a plane away from help when I need it most, or alone in my apartment.

I can’t get these horrible thoughts out of the back of my head despite knowing its irrational. Any help would be greatly appreciated.",4.334676470588235,5.698707820588236,5.748117647058822,78.0745294117647,70.79411764705883,9.08705882352941,30.07058823529412,9.490545024520769,2.779596470588235,1369,56,262,31,25,462,171,340,0.11800000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.068,-0.9376,0,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,2,3,15,12,0,7,26,0,19,18,11,2,1,30,43,17,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,18,11,0,2,5,1,0,9,4,11,0,3,11,4,36,1,45,27,3,56,0,0,2,0,21,18,0,4,27,176,54,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966897107762577,0.0,0.061515250401556885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231023961491504,0.0,0.2353833659770582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227163789108644,0.29574497823522905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544404957571188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130448620299945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960893510382136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936694626491957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080687893222981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311939535459242,0.0388945516840154,0.0,0.0738580892199078,0.0,0.0,0.06543061673867047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075625312688646,0.07379149703096041,0.0874341633543908,0.0,0.06152230523770346,0.08480781715124193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368353979652071,0.0817654922284862,0.0,0.5469243529569746,0.10311965558681868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757536047405122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028756816621511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454967645715583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679243687090225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278634938535294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175691568287265,0.0,0.057037388174174836,0.0,0.14858531700590166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212497753097935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343165391281932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360486858942457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595212699409845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259525399511174,0.0,0.0,0.08690103129967935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622994455848467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723404343674795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061068225036925786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700633860896042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617029456322185,0.0,0.0,0.07130833960254873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811898340340821,0.0,0.054643852280591286,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kp10795,2020/01/07,"I’ve decided to go see someone again for my anxiety After a terrible last few months of struggling with emetophobia and anxiety about going to work everyday, I’ve decided I need to get help again. I’m sick of living in a constant state of panic or fear about things I shouldn’t be afraid of or worried about. I have no idea if it will be helpful but I’m willing to try anything right now.",6.986898734177212,5.848367405063293,7.796044303797469,74.34571202531647,64.82278481012658,11.444303797468354,37.471518987341774,10.686352973137794,3.915301265822784,311,14,61,7,4,105,57,79,0.20800000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.048,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,4,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,15,8,1,13,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,8,39,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444068701361407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852408645803749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325673560845226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533038342214359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760720169079487,0.0,0.2558628254707919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017640408255061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541142654366344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834892620901755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877036880616047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967533431078211,0.0,0.0,0.16691127055870467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264110262289082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223701806588928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937821369296292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907293251778137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353268808175539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954865335205986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283038823011158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638779087792546,0.22860336337281564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cchal00,2020/01/07,"This slow build up is killing me I’m having a lot of anxiety about my health. I got 2 hours of sleep last night because I just can’t seem to get comfortable. I’m making myself feel sick working myself up so much. 

I can feel a panic attack building up but I don’t know how to stop it. I feel so restless thinking about the inevitable panic attack that’s coming.",1.887942857142857,3.859548346666666,3.3779047619047624,89.92800000000004,78.86666666666667,5.352380952380952,22.714285714285715,6.1826913282559595,0.4600285714285711,286,9,58,2,7,94,55,75,0.319,0.654,0.027000000000000003,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,3,3,3,0,5,3,1,2,0,13,17,4,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,3,9,1,9,16,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501869743798293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466927487021094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967701067611665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911535013562567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978012492786687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025709491813377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570178732412821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086827475764907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333914522153464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720291452327256,0.0,0.10789428589555784,0.16002989193344305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669072571581112,0.0,0.0,0.13104749060426155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432039467479632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842363474351193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606867590089688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872558175235362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646532727558869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641352742053385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579620028457902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292587878703408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doctor_Steve_Gates,2020/01/07,"Deja vu every day For the past few days I've been getting deja vu every day. Sometimes multiple times a day. If it happene multiple times they're usually close together. It causes me extreme anxiety.

Could this be serious and should I tell a doctor? I'm constantly monitoring myself for deja vu after it happens and living in fear that it might happen again and last much longer.",3.940865191146884,6.623469887323942,5.6502213279678095,72.61887323943664,75.47887323943662,8.564185110663983,28.45271629778672,9.23628265651192,3.2113082494969816,306,13,47,8,7,104,53,71,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,5,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,12,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376173203687822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479921865621374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439995551110606,0.0,0.1436295757158618,0.0,0.0,0.464063290929546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412766368913586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031344906009177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242914951674926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398644078360233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772352052183025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663645098202324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884843129293852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083758401556772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224173448944546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172780922361236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791834731297712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723403150289506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209793603428454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812624608237925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weirdwormies,2020/01/07,"Job Help Hey guys, I am almost 17 and struggle with anxiety (I was previously on Busbar, Wellbutrin and then zoloft, just got switched to Prozac), now I’m not going to call it severe because there are people that have it way worse than me, but recently I’ve been searching for someplace to work. Now when it comes to my anxiety- atleast in a school setting- I can force myself to be very social and loud, but that usually results in me reflecting negativity on myself. However, when I’m out looking for jobs I find it immeasurably hard to talk to people about applying. I know right now isn’t the best time for retail, but I decided to apply to target anyways. Yesterday I went out to the shop to talk to the hiring manager (I wasn’t planning on it but my bf convinced me to) and the way she basically summed it up was that they wouldn’t be hiring until summer but I should try again later, she wasn’t rude- in fact she was very polite- but the second I got to the car I couldn’t stop crying. It was a stupid thing to cry about. I don’t even need a job that bad but here I was, crying in a target parking lot because one person told me ‘no’. This event has put me off from physically going and talking to the hiring manager, so I’ve decided I should just call, but I can’t work up the guts to call anywhere and ask if their hiring. The point is. . . Can someone please give me some sort of like- script or something for calling places and asking about jobs. That feels stupid just writing it out but I really don’t know what I’m doing and I feel like if I just call someplace with no game plan then I’ll wind up a stuttering idiot. Please help me out :( thank y’all.",3.380913461538462,4.8166236160714275,4.5160714285714265,85.70200549450551,73.25595238095238,7.431135531135531,25.12545787545788,8.012643519586192,1.354369413919414,1309,41,268,19,26,429,178,336,0.17,0.7490000000000001,0.081,-0.9856,5,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,2,5,18,12,4,1,14,0,26,3,1,1,1,53,46,26,0,7,17,0,3,2,1,3,2,1,0,2,16,15,0,1,8,2,2,6,12,7,0,2,12,5,35,5,45,28,3,44,0,0,1,0,27,18,0,7,19,182,51,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231826601958897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105523417266158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237656824823275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697754905015633,0.11240035186613992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675117352094144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706983018107188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941635888889742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038100111206264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060892800777317777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323139845598444,0.06586290720688044,0.0,0.0,0.08426299992073867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844020774745716,0.10479114643849888,0.0,0.1474707974563001,0.0,0.0,0.09128585504836996,0.0,0.0,0.0825870822540609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359044239362788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659504720573185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013340459499528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900819725580086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741914695919479,0.0,0.0,0.07837944116249522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836015885922357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247256157084296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278304428134898,0.0804996277123498,0.09632236923271828,0.2024011019946691,0.08715246174354291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926797237985254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906138447904614,0.0,0.0910297549242157,0.0,0.0,0.07873256880508649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330453485866998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415217973403257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939794524187398,0.07811507829653802,0.07097490139545458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707772140237437,0.0,0.09638044754368803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223044309803968,0.0,0.0848791979784085,0.0,0.0,0.06124912755207959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053758650764718696,0.0,0.0,0.08809464267485048,0.0,0.06259319447366335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153788768016138,0.15213824459124753,0.0,0.14635749007007828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546410660200636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342356311849782,0.0,0.09395284224065828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jaxipaxi,2020/01/07,"Having SAD and deal with being ghosted/left Have you ever been ghosted or left by someone you're dating without much closure?

It has happened to me and I'm devestated and can't let it go (it's been 2 months and we dated for 3 months). The biggest anxiety for me personally with my SAD is dating and this was my first dating experience and also the first guy I ever did anything physical with and it ended badly.

Everything seemed fine the last time we saw each other and then he completely turned on me and tried to ghost me (got a hold of him eventually and he said he wasn't ready for a relationship and then ignored all of my questions) and now I can't stop overanalyzing things. How can I let it go and not hate and blame myself for what happened? I haven't had anxiety this strong in a long time and today I had thoughts about hurting myself for the first time in years (I didn't)

(I also think he dated other girls on the side, didn't realise this until now, not sure though) but that's a sidenote.",3.4660148514851485,5.054863163366338,4.755532178217823,83.45428836633664,73.30693069306929,7.228217821782177,25.496287128712872,7.865858978985527,1.4012960396039604,797,26,158,11,16,264,113,202,0.094,0.86,0.046,-0.7454,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,2,1,0,4,9,9,1,0,9,0,20,0,0,1,4,38,33,24,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,13,21,0,3,4,0,0,2,9,6,0,3,13,2,20,3,20,17,3,35,0,3,1,0,15,7,0,3,26,117,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827051695483706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923277152656596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715828878714516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872656043243256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653105737737034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424900266248824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533446504679826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235579206465168,0.0,0.0,0.11703150921795002,0.12737815530928004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322900000539985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801173922289493,0.0,0.10414720116123828,0.0,0.0,0.12893625684387414,0.23030263039298,0.0,0.0,0.12856327998740996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940102330989534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614502032767073,0.0,0.0,0.2829643970175809,0.2663133807201903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523880010212335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787747245314306,0.0,0.09572518634721627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370130311049892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458739210591375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980536023818085,0.0,0.0,0.12386710303641355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854554345427155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033325801993037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886804837848288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272888966553848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651102887006544,0.0834384131303656,0.12793848812477196,0.10337851764343103,0.2277934253529349,0.0,0.12343140354502427,0.0,0.0,0.08840944958075334,0.14163975141206273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552547011125426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838560992212955
anxiety,diggledogthethird,2020/01/07,"Dealing with brain shivers? Hey reddit. 

So I'm currently going down on my dose of Effexor XR and I'm suffering some withdrawal symptoms, the worst of which is the odd dizzy/tingly/poundingish sensation that are apparently called ""brain shivers"" or ""brain zaps"". I used to get them when I was PMSing really bad and again when I went off of Paroxetine cold turkey, and now they're back again and driving me crazy. I feel it throughout my head and in my tounge and even down my neck and body when it gets bad.

It's making it difficult to do stuff, since it seems like the more I'm up and moving around the worse it gets, but just laying in bed all day just makes me feel bad mentally. I've tried to just ignore it since I know what it is and that it's not dangerous, but it starts to really get to me and make me feel sick and anxious after a while.

So, a question to anyone else who's felt this: is there anything I can do to make this more manageable, or is it just a matter of waiting it out. Thankfully I was on a pretty low dose for only about a month, so I've read that it shouldn't last too long? But really, even just a few hours feels like ages when you feel like crap.",6.6112932226832655,5.196272394190874,6.735446058091288,82.54336272475797,65.72199170124482,10.688934993084374,29.62690179806362,9.725611199111238,2.2509831258644537,921,23,203,16,12,296,137,241,0.151,0.763,0.086,-0.9389,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,0,22,14,2,0,10,0,11,11,7,5,1,45,36,24,0,1,11,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,22,14,0,2,9,1,0,4,2,10,0,0,4,7,17,4,25,31,6,33,0,2,0,0,7,11,1,5,21,129,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923542620977896,0.0,0.07998865729673152,0.1172126811958125,0.09413853067798644,0.1018370934551977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879638083461333,0.286548770812632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127068666491733,0.0,0.383112812249147,0.11681156516564085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377624610514001,0.1179377162389682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556355447337063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111555190990206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892114103219252,0.16344969267148254,0.10983853121901772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390696931673461,0.0,0.06501413848262251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174037604994802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265745928614025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628692968853165,0.09324837458239273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766498042212086,0.0,0.0,0.10123725790598358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30544207321044986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528471470108224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131015453533466,0.1215853216682366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870036546987636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638231534402348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815020422751594,0.0,0.1144274067415072,0.0,0.2198558843947574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414223113786086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925985023021172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097039570725538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095656549536122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890171258388935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532088099448092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766767998799966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880180270521728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604665471767594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657975513904766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,l4fashion,2020/01/07,"Yay after 3 months of no panic attacks I'm finally having another one. I fucking love panic attacks Yup, parked on the side of a road , heart beat is insanely high, hands are completely numb trying to breathe through this and trying to make sure I don't faint. I fucking love this so much . Man how much I missed these. I can't wait for the next couple of months for when my anxiety from this one panic attack snowballs into a chain of crippling anxiety! That's gonna be so awesome. Welp pretty sure I'm about to pass out see you guys soon",3.9419444444444447,5.254734305555552,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,71.68518518518519,7.622222222222224,27.38888888888889,8.07648339933343,1.7152555555555549,427,15,84,6,8,138,78,108,0.225,0.579,0.196,0.1754,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,15,5,3,4,2,6,9,3,2,2,8,17,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,2,0,2,7,5,16,15,2,14,0,1,1,4,5,6,2,0,7,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396630091917895,0.20378242384134596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545740305646698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964886192567222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473739756453733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590489100033133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462669819574711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188062756619068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783269113742301,0.0,0.14072424155438046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404212441512707,0.0,0.08890642941552272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126245339756544,0.0,0.19582230721414373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416507810764314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050815476865872,0.0,0.0,0.4688149460203958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550374374547078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613646341094587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510630196003239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085671135326112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hardyz1000,2020/01/07,"Family puts on horror movies on max volume (anxiety trigger) This is gonna sound like I’m complaining and being a baby. I live in a home where my siblings who are in their 30s don’t even go to work and are extremely lazy. They go to sleep 4am and wake up 1pm. My dad and me are the only one who actually work and I’m 20. I sleep next to the living room due to not being enough rooms In small house and they always watch horror movies on a really loud volume. I struggle sleeping from it and I almost get panic attacks from hearing the horror scares, I try explaining to them I need to sleep early ( I usually go 11pm) for work and also for my depression anxiety med I sleep early from it. They started a whole arguement at me and now I’m stressed. Is this normal behaviour at all? I tell them it’s not good to my anxiety and depression depriving me of sleep and hearing those scary movies especially with someone who struggles with intrusive thoughts.",3.1568128272251315,4.963023356020943,4.7577715968586425,82.21372545811522,74.6020942408377,8.33520942408377,26.073625654450264,9.017664075816787,2.159955235602095,755,27,147,17,16,254,111,191,0.249,0.738,0.012,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,6,3,4,12,1,5,7,0,8,7,7,1,1,22,22,12,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,9,13,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,10,0,1,1,5,22,2,24,18,3,24,0,3,1,0,15,13,0,1,8,91,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.10251215163501247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105190866780531,0.0,0.0,0.0840072221448572,0.08740874088118533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24108537215275436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950779797812715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095618363189012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085431489773433,0.0,0.06938352257505681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903034683699137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488348897001098,0.0,0.17910439612978016,0.08810967121745032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679451692369705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053721788313524,0.0,0.0,0.1212118283384322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132137540725835,0.0,0.18551944416838867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668516679696965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789210817857757,0.0,0.0,0.11172023778369654,0.0,0.10292519503024036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071183560794379,0.07989409380582163,0.0,0.12325174359066556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560272522101366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729673871139209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051718426196524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6307459982722612,0.0,0.0890072262936386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435384654274632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203326655135082,0.21963893506545712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181699149102243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339674980075047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132101441170795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569604669431305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728286335751713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294296081262512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fatrhino13,2020/01/07,"High School Senior It is my (17F) second semester of senior year. I go to a smaller, private, college-prep Christian school. I took a leave from school in 2018 due to mental health issues, then returned to the same school. Last semester, I missed the last two weeks due to anxiety and health issues. Second semester just started and I missed the first two days because of anxiety. Anxious because I am disconnected from the people at my school and because I disappeared at the end of last semester. Also anxious of judgment due to very judgmental and not understanding people at my school. I am super anxious about going since I have been gone so long. We are making a list of possible 504 plan accommodations that would help my success in school with my guidance counselor. Possibly spending the period of a stressful class in the guidance counselor’s office. What are some ideas of accommodations to include? 

The days I’ve spent at home I’ve done nothing. I haven’t talked to anyone or worked on schoolwork which makes my anxiety worse. I also have depression so I do not get pleasure from anything and it is hard for me to do anything. I am not close anymore with the people at my school, but I wish I could hangout with some outside of class as that would be the most helpful in lessening my anxiety about school. There are some very nice acquaintances I could reach out to, but I don’t know how to suggest hanging out. My mom suggested I express my fear of judgment with them, because they likely know the feeling but I do not know how. I know the more school I miss, the worse it gets, but what will help me get to school tomorrow?",5.295932587452203,7.015019508143324,5.413046310720862,80.02767313411701,68.90228013029316,8.205579946183263,31.914601331256193,8.716276077567194,2.6910236227163296,1307,57,231,22,23,411,149,307,0.12,0.8,0.08,-0.5102,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,2,5,10,11,0,2,17,0,23,2,0,4,0,44,44,18,0,5,10,1,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,8,13,0,0,7,1,2,6,6,6,0,5,5,2,35,5,43,33,6,40,1,4,0,0,11,14,0,5,21,160,43,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041318265278134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922620548119796,0.2206565784252404,0.06456848662936784,0.0455242135730282,0.0,0.10715475720857834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875409181648525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396502158327406,0.0,0.0,0.08397704619162105,0.0,0.056076422484839565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662689788619475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766533200441276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326329133014514,0.03291997254663258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537984148128117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020469039461546,0.0,0.07400343062566392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058322936811759415,0.0,0.0,0.1384110443689669,0.0,0.0,0.130919219426229,0.06878894689643603,0.06530746504153896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349769306513912,0.0,0.1359092430909248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312405760111266,0.1592122832145618,0.0,0.06893873868820766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031807911418986125,0.0,0.0,0.0576175011084735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691863724776651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561237744357219,0.0,0.0,0.07625233949379848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062471765127662324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541064719834794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467963503210302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7248075336381986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385704757311605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608295365673455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457966071818935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233040861103224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233609043879795,0.0,0.0,0.1271998368482236,0.06777851244026653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743991655560664,0.0,0.0,0.052224776692664336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486964833309898,0.0,0.0,0.04739855206050193,0.0,0.13269885632792586,0.09250005664205148,0.0,0.0,0.04192666780245512
anxiety,AMonsterMask,2020/01/07,"I need to quit my job over text today and I don't know how to do it. Basically, the store owners at this job were constantly yelling at me, one of them often got right in my face sometimes while yelling, and the other would tell me things that often made me feel self conscious, often right in front of the customers (like saying that I spend too long in the bathrooms, even when it's only been like 90 seconds, or that I need to shower/wash my clothes more because I have a *""bad smell""*).
  
  
They also watched me way too hard during my shifts, accused me of stealing on two occasions (I hadn't taken anything), and constantly told me that I wasn't doing my job right, even when I was doing it exactly how they showed me. They would sometimes ask me to do several things that *were not* my job, and then get mad and yell when my actual job wasn't getting done fast enough. 
  
  
They would also sometimes get mad on days where I wasn't saying much, if anything, because I was trying to focus on my tasks, and they would suggest that I didn't like them anymore, and that I was probably looking for another job. They would then start insisting that it was insensitive of me to consider leaving them, and that if I stay long enough, they might promote me to manager (they ended up choosing someone else, by my knowledge). All of this was prompted by me not speaking on some days or not laughing at their stupid jokes. 
  
  
They weren't acting this way with anyone else (I asked a few people, and they all said that the store owners were super nice to them). I was the only one, and since I was the first one to come in every morning (the other 5 morning shift people quit for one reason or another), I was the only one they interacted with for the first 5-7 hours of each day. I was being overworked and constantly harassed.
   
I often had bad mental breakdowns while there, and it often led to physical violence against myself (my family doesn't know this). I chipped a tooth hitting my head/face against a wall, I would accidentally cut my hands with knives almost daily because they would shake so much after a confrontation, and a few times, I did that thing where I kind of bit into my arm while nobody was looking to kind of keep myself from yelling or crying, but I did it way too hard and ended up leaving swollen bruises on my arms. They didn't necessarily hurt, but they were still hard to hide, or hard to explain if someone saw it. 

My dad and I decided that this wasn't really a good job to have, and that the store owners were being really unfair. 
  
  
Thankfully, I have a new job now, and I officially start tomorrow, but I have to resign from this other place now, and, since they kept accusing me of quitting and saying that I had better not quit, I didn't really get a chance to put in my notice of resignation or anything like that. I'm genuinely afraid to go back there and be yelled at more, or get into an argument and be convinced to stay. So now I'm basically left with the option of quitting over text or email, and then blocking the number so I don't have to see their reply. 
  
  
The only problem is that I have no idea what to say, or how I can make it seem like my resignation isn't personal. I'm genuinely nervous, and I didn't get much sleep at all because I'm worried about how I'll do this. I have until the end of the day, which is already halfway over, so that they can at least find someone to cover my shift for tomorrow.",10.308148861447833,6.3864853416789416,9.766428571428571,71.55645604395606,60.82621502209131,12.684740002265775,39.51744647105472,10.035473477838034,3.740962116234281,2693,91,534,38,26,873,269,679,0.113,0.836,0.051,-0.9855,10,0,0,0,3,0,81.0,0,0,22,10,33,32,6,3,26,0,63,7,6,8,4,95,100,58,0,13,19,1,6,5,0,8,1,11,0,2,40,31,0,3,12,2,4,7,19,17,0,9,38,23,89,15,73,49,16,82,0,4,5,0,42,31,0,22,44,396,129,10,0.0,0.0,0.05197903006627852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053337278945724986,0.0,0.05877933528652937,0.0851921231972401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170615176777024,0.0,0.0,0.052824642100359434,0.03724417923405005,0.05457636438083816,0.13149785586703347,0.0,0.09959131059081963,0.0,0.0,0.0409575551693488,0.08894822624539361,0.1298795824395108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710863070104999,0.05815166686517624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045883146093884886,0.0,0.1726818714120503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058509184253981626,0.13740626863941616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450866543145258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899227143782935,0.0,0.1415311408280406,0.11007412319799346,0.0,0.07036215996858299,0.0,0.04487812337617754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021357267030442,0.0,0.026932422587376808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868331398926391,0.09061449194606773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669728209474111,0.0,0.030271769876215764,0.044676218148732516,0.042600946700007206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086018112877876,0.0,0.054665334393265264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052455369892515404,0.0,0.05702136493094315,0.06012978674340125,0.0,0.0,0.4228589476387968,0.04734444644834132,0.0,0.11093475887511224,0.058546184937926474,0.0,0.0,0.11280004807789393,0.05787266033526463,0.0,0.0,0.1301131267264091,0.0,0.0,0.0942758312500958,0.08945849646323406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040070229282049,0.03555485147746902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367866798095234,0.05650582764953351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174678776565271,0.07899075706371714,0.0,0.05144374179182151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060642641446051235,0.0,0.0,0.1804689682024027,0.16204196040433147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385459324649704,0.046509009359096416,0.05565066695889278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742876029769325,0.05096748360653853,0.0,0.05354611274659106,0.0,0.2832698213799352,0.0,0.0,0.10236891380340148,0.05476536885532742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646425021390632,0.0506672843389142,0.16943410362716513,0.0,0.0,0.042445368886461415,0.048490524199496066,0.05556709038269786,0.06017437396517637,0.0,0.08812284168784892,0.0,0.05330354285722387,0.0,0.13539397674839956,0.0,0.15804156483353107,0.0,0.0754025891242508,0.11354696658618588,0.04253755806506227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655602370243346,0.04903932509199385,0.0,0.0,0.10616084797566604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031059293845220125,0.0,0.05048906341119902,0.05089706222358476,0.0,0.03616348982375156,0.0,0.052032239003069435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683801283714852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409326967461936,0.0,0.26486586948359986,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eva1588,2020/01/07,"Body tension in the winter I am noticing my muscles in my whole body tense up when it’s cold, triggering anxiety. I try to get warm but end up being cramped and stiff. Eating and drinking hot fluids/foods seen to help. Any one else find winter particularly difficult? What do you do to help?",2.665416666666669,5.283515660714286,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,79.89285714285714,6.590476190476192,25.404761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.6412476190476193,231,9,43,4,6,75,45,56,0.135,0.722,0.14300000000000002,0.3654,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,6,2,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,5,1,7,4,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348503013567112,0.0,0.18391072648242526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340760479260412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550737388233545,0.0,0.2459964181392504,0.20082923236714395,0.0,0.21292927958280414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972767791150985,0.0,0.2907011453068819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560275521780026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222795407800859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27370500681813986,0.0,0.0,0.16290603111754026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632205984560089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26840587313219405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laundryisdrying,2020/01/07,"Propranolol experiences Hi everyone, 

I've been taking propranolol 20mg as needed for the past year or so and benzos as well though I am very cautious with those. My anxiety is more physical than emotional and so propranolol has been great at helping with my most challenging symptom of heart pounding and unease in the chest when nervous/anxious. I'm going through a bit of a high-pressure moment career/studies wise so I was okay'ed to take 20mg two-three times a day as a consistent prescription rather than as needed only. 

Now, my question is: has anyone had experience with taking propranolol daily? If so, how was it? A more important question though is whether anyone has the experience of taking it daily backfiring and anxiety actually increased over time like it does with benzo use? I am experiencing more unease and heart flutters and am not sure if it is due to the propranolol or that I am a bit more stressed at the moment. 

Thank you!",8.031896551724138,8.417431155172416,8.15002298850575,67.62227586206897,62.16091954022989,11.557701149425288,38.089655172413785,11.20814326018867,4.611521379310344,767,36,124,20,10,250,102,174,0.084,0.775,0.141,0.8788,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,11,10,0,3,11,0,16,4,3,2,1,25,26,23,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,5,1,8,7,21,21,8,16,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,7,11,90,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.1242796989734939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485181025000026,0.0,0.0,0.17809856697289414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780764336539468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213316832674165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111448851196597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325676105659269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216927588628854,0.0,0.37373165004146003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237854270873914,0.0,0.0,0.1404088740653078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30183158100719665,0.08536309046326812,0.13455710603519647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622190148659537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888636147509785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685889691692244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157435709334642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853325521584536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458842411184857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003018448254635,0.1323701718310937,0.3830191787864308,0.0,0.0,0.11725098664836725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025045649616845,0.0,0.1485229595277676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440691932829168,0.0,0.0,0.10999346701658434,0.0,0.1050808661611771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450706210173067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201217404434058
anxiety,discussionfreak,2020/01/07,"I miss my mom at night I wake up in the middle of the night or cannot go to sleep sometimes because I miss her. She's alive, but whenever I'm away or not at home, I seem to miss her a lot at night. 

It's a weird feeling I don't know how to get rid of but it definitely gives me anxiety 

I'm 21 years old so I feel like I should have outgrown this by now. 

It scares me that when you're not with someone they're really just not there. I don't know what to do about this feeling.",-0.5738031693077552,1.0645637798165204,1.8066555462885745,99.75892410341952,85.5137614678899,5.431526271893245,18.16597164303586,6.574015621080383,-0.3771908256880736,368,9,98,4,11,125,70,109,0.113,0.765,0.121,0.4248,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,6,2,2,1,0,18,20,7,0,1,8,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,0,3,14,1,15,19,1,15,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,4,8,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270889085243095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875497296357299,0.0,0.0,0.12168660855144585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028018818516229,0.1426086960455189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429330471462517,0.191493865663162,0.11344874819880554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002353159673773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941206015318154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752433644747922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169709938036143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337927414895211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619900471601502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946779854611866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278817984870236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998546235958769,0.0,0.0,0.1817267141112535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997643427008433,0.0,0.16913753020910016,0.0,0.19742946169605585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285488507254734
anxiety,ctsom,2020/01/07,"Spiraling - but at least I know it? First day back at work after the holidays meeting with clients. I keep catching myself overthinking everything I say to them. “Was that insensitive?” “Was that bragging?” “Did I share too much?” “Omg they probably think I’m so entitled” “oh no I hope the manager is okay with me saying that”. 

I’ve been doing this freaking job for 8 years and am really good at it. “Perfect”, absolutely not! But my god, knowing that people can take things you say and twist them and use them out of context against me has me completely spiraling. 

I’m out of practice on controlling my anxiety. Just knowing it’s my anxiety and not reality makes it a bit better. Maybe? Deep breaths before walking into my next meeting. I’ve got this! 

Just needed a vent. Thanks!",1.504173913043477,4.201415441379311,3.144557721139428,83.74643178410793,94.58620689655173,6.935532233883059,26.30434782608696,7.893859768569023,2.4501214392803603,609,29,109,16,23,200,102,145,0.09699999999999999,0.696,0.20800000000000002,0.9707,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,4,5,5,8,0,0,4,1,9,1,1,3,1,26,23,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,11,9,0,2,4,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,5,3,18,7,15,18,3,16,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,6,74,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26990172822745817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356460859652423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501093550684377,0.0,0.0,0.15601764664316695,0.19259074351486108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495937219826755,0.0,0.19785543890534368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376791443580787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585432273664906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500516951438008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479618132124277,0.1410887845814201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752119444013802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750567170251586,0.15679863767148347,0.0,0.0,0.2908460039493568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775303530820748,0.0,0.17722453165502305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967943492451042,0.13080354746299794,0.0,0.0,0.18761083461772635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229839480188905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019657115783964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301083462729428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42085775550491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263610197678333,0.0,0.0,0.16241185489714433,0.0,0.0,0.11719696525755928,0.11303447586402444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235899940275766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842638934681674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360031750209812
anxiety,minus-one-plus-three,2020/01/07,"Please help me decide! (TL;DR at the end and sorry for my english) 

So some of my parent's friends invited us to go to Japan during the Easther break, they have a house there and said we could stay with them. When I heard this I got REALLY excited, it's my dream to go to Japan. 

So what's the problem?

It turns out I would have to miss the first week of school. I have no way of justifying this and would exceed the amount of abcenses that we are allowed. 

But let's pretend that problem doesn't exist: I have anxiety :) (woohoo!) and that's mostly sleep and school related (and social anxiety).

I have a math exam (possibly more, it's not decided yet) in the second week. So I would return from Japan, suffering from jet lag (which will most likely fuel my sleep anxiety and lead to another bout of insomnia) and would have to do the exam while sleep deprived and having missed an entire week of school. This thought  is making me extremely anxious, I don't want to relapse into my old ways especially now that I am finally sleeping better and feeling less anxious about going to bed. 

My mom is also a teacher and she just got into an argument with my dad (since he doesn't know how to speak without yelling) and she's probably not going to go cause she also doesn't know how to justify her absence. I don't want to go with just my dad, I don't trust him like I trust my mom and I don't think he even knows about my anxiety.

So, what I'm asking here is for some advice because I really really want to go, this is my dream but everything is going wrong and now my parents are yelling at each other and shit. My mom suggested we stay less time but my father refuses and says she is just making excuses cause she doesn't really want to go. 

I must sound like a spoiled brat, I'm sorry. I just don't want to go back to that dark place, I struggled so much to get out. But I also don't want to miss out, we aren't rich or anything like that so this may be a once in a lifetime chance.

TL;DR Should I go to Japan, potentially failing my math exam and triggering my anxiety about school and sleep now that I am finally getting better or not go and miss out on my dream vacation and possibly the best trip ever?",3.976925741502492,4.864289953020137,5.291713935195212,82.80606624810571,71.17002237136467,8.899732986938009,27.171032691058674,9.19923166143015,2.1152449880926607,1727,57,354,35,31,578,198,447,0.14800000000000002,0.772,0.079,-0.9741,3,0,0,0,2,0,48.0,5,0,2,6,28,24,1,1,16,0,40,7,6,9,2,87,80,39,0,15,14,8,1,4,1,8,1,7,1,0,19,34,0,1,8,4,1,14,16,12,0,2,5,8,53,12,48,64,11,49,0,7,0,0,35,12,1,7,22,244,72,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308577675541932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548821235934018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769517084806258,0.24693521351148134,0.14586536056550914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053126109160510894,0.0,0.060353442301403985,0.0,0.0,0.04964146827781032,0.0,0.03935423601914137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677501174090015,0.11419341739945145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263863703592008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154467453793756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717963070702159,0.0,0.0,0.04264025181186323,0.05839682016327799,0.0,0.0,0.058020978165134726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03264269549263491,0.0,0.0,0.14144126753379485,0.0,0.05491339032385582,0.0,0.0,0.04987770353361546,0.0,0.06745825818985439,0.0,0.44028070459086377,0.0,0.10326659076544284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327217271936429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449179129433754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643891842540493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601539598653408,0.0,0.12616000395940516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618654235797238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268302528355261,0.0,0.0,0.047457893895581915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677432404479315,0.06875264946864648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433690524643582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674498467268447,0.07086579896047493,0.0,0.14555991977732402,0.0,0.0,0.06960493542069099,0.12354744858146408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543120200717618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614098760981537,0.051339475986848015,0.0,0.2613464193320165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626832811427938,0.053403422544512746,0.0,0.3230254004299071,0.06580921660888332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453581368481222,0.0,0.13762145021898173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749051612902274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413664523231484,0.0,0.05125220340244513,0.03764455529080346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022106250624964,0.0,0.0,0.07765587458582546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846950262528096,0.10248699602375727,0.15535469967369828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062232048524042176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834419015836531,0.07058453788952752,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jello-vanitas,2020/01/07,"Am I having a panic attack? I don’t know how long panic attacks last, but yesterday morning I woke up breathing funny. It feels like I can’t take a full breath. Almost like I’m breathing and it just gets cut off. Every now and then I get in a full breath, but even my yawns get cut short. I don’t really have chest pain. It feels almost heavy or discomforting in a way that’s a little hard to describe, but not painful. 
I have been getting stressed at work and even had a stressful time yesterday with a customer where it was already difficult to breathe, and feeling like I wanted to cry. 
I’m on my second day now , and it’s still going on. It’s a little annoying and concerning. 

I saw my therapist today. She said it might be a panic attack. I see my psychiatrist tomorrow too. 

I kind of just want an idea on how long panic attacks can last. I’ve had one before that lasted about an hour, but it made my heart race, nauseous, and dizzy. Nothing like this.",2.5251752514477275,4.411758896373058,3.939201462968608,87.04129838463885,76.61658031088083,6.613715330691862,24.306309052118262,7.510576382923642,1.1474604693690948,749,25,151,10,17,247,114,193,0.272,0.623,0.105,-0.9889,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,12,22,7,7,11,0,14,10,7,3,0,29,33,15,0,2,8,0,4,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,17,0,2,8,7,17,5,14,23,2,32,0,0,2,0,2,14,0,4,20,96,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447190232343345,0.0,0.10715703328351436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418807359726491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262862541450529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066645373570943,0.0626242540434605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282729769042034,0.0,0.08181457882911469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729658762894873,0.1387426931779242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029320003306723,0.0,0.0551866236044343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869863987148608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150690883623184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562819637328396,0.0,0.0,0.10961895924790943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011192078911049,0.053365995527461504,0.23745894677259866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976106597026035,0.19464808046622012,0.0,0.17186853743500355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188245676439248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030123397047198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931742152723746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580040123978137,0.0,0.2066516886023967,0.4557239953306102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220751476776356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236844628854753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737957199287931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754763648070577,0.0,0.22246534409575308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301036488820495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274560142527976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662231068301045,0.0,0.09204354254831468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114549289260271,0.07707689046924833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069310246411664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hiyaaa333,2020/01/07,"In a relationship with a guy but I’m afraid my anxiety will sabatoge it! Started dating this guy I really like. And technically we’re in a good relationship. But I feel like I’m overthinking things a lot. He reaches out and he’s there but my anxiety makes me want to feel secure in this. And I’m afraid I can’t trust him.

My anxiety prevents me from seeing things that may be red flags. Is it me or him?

- he didn’t buy me a gift for Christmas us dating for 1.5 months

- my birthday is coming up and I’m afraid he won’t do anything for it which makes my anxiety bad

- I see him staring at other women briefly and subtly 

These things want me to break it off now! But we have  great chemistry. I don’t want to push my anxiety on him. He’s not from this country and says he’s not a birthday person. He also has a high stress high demanding job. 

What to do? Should I just get myself help?",0.5417889317889326,2.770894972972976,2.579768339768344,92.25765765765767,85.75675675675676,5.902187902187903,20.701415701415698,7.2636822038024595,0.5864929214929218,690,22,153,11,21,231,100,185,0.105,0.695,0.2,0.9638,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,0,5,11,0,4,7,0,14,0,0,2,0,29,30,12,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,4,0,1,0,4,15,10,0,2,2,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,1,7,24,6,18,24,1,18,0,0,4,0,21,10,0,3,7,96,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084758265845504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188429905986552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162486290934964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132585032874407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684676967870405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371730949973441,0.09690532349309353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086928575736108,0.0,0.0,0.1137731872496037,0.0,0.14954987594555166,0.0,0.2686211614078833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092046121794864,0.2866342836108257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460743831795238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325392859475518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532113329285333,0.0,0.0,0.18108913164095533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827111288897237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844060329793532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689811627832365,0.0,0.0,0.2912654606043179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787091430986034,0.0,0.0,0.21618414012220424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601073285767474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538170437527218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27035095036697565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316508947716535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002206553901745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reemhl,2020/01/07,"Feeling good book by David burns has anyone read it? So I was diagonsed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder 3 and a half years ago, I combined meds with therapy but couldn’t continue my CBT sessions for many reasons( doctor is in another city, not enought money...) 
Anyways, I did two daily exercises and I want to learn more about them, I am still using the techniques that the doctor taught me, but I want to know more, I got better by doing them so much.
I stopped my meds by my doctor’s approval, and wondered if this book is good to know more about CBT and if it had details on how to do the exercises and even learn newer ones. 
Has anyone read it? Is it good? Is there another way to learn about CBT and exercise it byself?",6.351338028169013,6.134525788732398,6.8719366197183085,77.40889084507046,65.76056338028171,9.916901408450704,33.24295774647887,9.516144504307137,2.9318140845070424,570,22,110,10,8,187,87,142,0.04,0.8029999999999999,0.156,0.9532,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,10,4,0,0,4,0,13,6,0,3,0,28,22,13,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,8,7,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,14,4,16,16,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,79,21,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278140018109582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023874736942402,0.1103034595295976,0.0,0.0,0.2016392667758029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752260821319827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525199108376876,0.4427477205395687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523484364944618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290580776243608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628142727974396,0.11532035116901147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848395703953755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461840461095243,0.0,0.0,0.3203208255705905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059948033379181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770555069944832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288454128049939,0.0,0.0,0.1482493244286455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514875874658365,0.1205476616760414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648915952183751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408507683220779,0.0,0.0,0.1245321757290056,0.0,0.0,0.17009168908591246,0.11444975847572796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636578381863725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285237339111888
anxiety,lunaandeleven,2020/01/07,"How to get over fear at dog parks? I love dogs and I used to bring my rotti to all the dog parks in town but last spring a dog ran straight into my legs and I fell in front of lots of people and I have a hip injury (not because of this incident) so any touch or hitting me the wrong way can cause pain. 

I’ve loved dogs since I was little and never ever was afraid of them and I’m still not afraid of dogs just afraid of them running into my legs 

My dog tends to lean towards me and my boyfriend every time she gets playing with another dog and I hid behind my boyfriend because I’m afraid of falling. Or if a big dog starts running my way I think I’m going to get taken down again

How can I get rid of this? I’ve been twice in the past week and it’s helping a bit I just can’t stop thinking about it",0.7958522727272737,2.3895959715909108,2.243181818181821,98.57227272727276,80.76136363636364,4.854545454545455,19.522727272727273,5.148860815047168,-0.534606818181818,625,15,152,2,16,202,100,176,0.11699999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.085,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,5,7,0,7,6,3,4,3,30,26,15,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,2,1,0,8,4,7,0,1,5,1,21,3,25,20,3,34,0,0,0,2,6,13,0,4,11,90,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095750562596007,0.1865119049445213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685545469825554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418766094943984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827211937934152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089334046886933,0.1498629063621749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200152880121728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717183391845797,0.0,0.10108745805500373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922232064516555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498755769584518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782721825007156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512184710287223,0.3210687246055807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718408954346084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926591752853625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979676936426938,0.12331246450906093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713566631938466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258970997814884,0.0,0.14204698417857448,0.14870704623525818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279434626408935,0.0,0.0,0.10371726121846483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362232461777486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823694012581049,0.14267635645315135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447261091861615,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bot_bot_bot,2020/01/07,"As anyone had any success taking lions mane to help with anxiety?? I started taking it a few weeks ago, I think it might actually be helping a little. Could be a placebo effect, but who cares!  
Seriously though, I think I am beginning to see a difference, I still have anxiety, but it's less visceral. I'm hoping it'll continue to dissipate.",4.489692307692309,6.166329353846152,6.907692307692312,68.69230769230772,70.84615384615384,10.73846153846154,33.0,10.793553405168565,4.307984615384616,268,13,45,9,5,96,47,65,0.085,0.701,0.214,0.8521,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,18,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,5,12,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,6,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.21821655387783365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822172377732736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520662658032449,0.0,0.3421306206951881,0.0,0.0,0.15635721624854582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279909919522212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853884873710088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336306920172983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997696258216557,0.0,0.0,0.2221007315697377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412156194183444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372207978481585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781926695182016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582762619000354,0.0,0.17857969491735687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362621810088178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865676751408043,0.21970117675693532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793709338826424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jnewland1207,2020/01/07,Having bad health anxiety that led to panic attack I burned my throat when I was eating and it felt like it was closing up which left to a panic attack. Took half a Xanax to try and calm down.,3.0169166666666705,4.176587525000002,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,73.75,6.333333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.1294166666666663,151,2,32,1,3,49,31,40,0.354,0.551,0.094,-0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,2,2,0,3,4,1,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,4,1,3,2,5,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794214905725265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336433411154424,0.0,0.0,0.1958300473173885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399916789098465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519396650935986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493037081381731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548270221953963,0.0,0.0,0.11458377907683395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503613434502788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605811647593333,0.15923640576731382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beep_boop_doot,2020/01/07,I can't keep eye contact for more than 3 seconds :/ Any advice?,-0.7892307692307696,1.3575258461538446,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,98.23076923076924,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.3081999999999998,48,2,10,0,2,16,13,13,0.21,0.79,0.0,-0.3947,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6577164185127301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577108227503753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5982557275580083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SandsRealm,2020/01/07,"Can't stop worrying about Iran situation... The day it happened I had a panic attack about the thought of going to war and all the memes had me worrying I'd actually get drafted. A friend of mine helped calm me down and I stopped worrying as much and tried to resume my normal life.

Then yesterday my dad suggested I go to the gym and get strong, saying it's for my own wellbeing but also in case they do draft. It sent me on a spiral and almost had a panic attack about it but a friend calmed me down. It's all my dad talked about yesterday. I want to stop thinking about it but I can't.

I'm 22 years old and I just wanna go back to school. Certain circumstances has made it difficult to attend but it's a work in progress. My part time job has cut hours for everyone because holiday season is over. I just don't want to have to put my life on hold because of these politicians. I am terrified of getting a letter telling me to enlist. I am terrified of all of it and I want to stop hearing news about it but I know it's important to be informed. I just want my life before this all happened back.",2.172048458149781,3.9720843876651983,3.859407488986786,87.6081420704846,77.37004405286343,7.359383259911894,25.00638766519824,8.238735603445708,1.5216627312775333,864,31,183,16,20,289,115,227,0.13699999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.172,-0.1124,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,12,13,4,2,11,0,14,3,0,1,5,38,33,15,1,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,13,7,0,5,4,2,0,6,3,7,0,0,6,2,26,6,34,26,7,28,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,15,124,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.11095261593934842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385188639666778,0.0,0.0,0.09092406028073642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586952395270104,0.0,0.17485312375875153,0.0,0.1386182024789532,0.0,0.09674842238298502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332565138560884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864308530062634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568521986413488,0.0,0.1782071659596676,0.0,0.1938511772495975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108511329238474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814564260792038,0.0,0.0762092141338937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196939423878356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282748628163165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248531728900051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409242781094813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758357278768514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358093830156865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139966777140996,0.0,0.0,0.11930667662338044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667996555015143,0.0,0.12312359795220265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429765570927525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041702491755707,0.0,0.11506820655371885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780104976564166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802256848695612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913859553936507,0.09937685660799657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285293584631068,0.0,0.09026332394404896,0.06629808014812777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719331800391395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26824754654766225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277332585955549,0.3463967931370837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321763187593036
anxiety,ussurathonkachi,2020/01/07,"I don't like to live my life getting too attached to people but I am so dumb when I do things on my own I like to be independent and emotionally detached with everyone because I make everything very awkward. But I mess everything in my life. If it's not for my friends or family members who did not help me, I would be very messed up. But I don't want to be dependent. It exhausts me to know that I owe something to them but I can never be what they want me to be. Also, it always reminds me how stupid I am and I become anxious about how I'm gonna live the rest of my life with this level of dumbness. What do I do?",1.6139507860560514,2.972642616541353,3.853274094326729,88.97174982911827,77.7218045112782,6.941626794258375,25.62474367737525,7.686295010490155,1.2404345864661654,480,18,109,7,11,166,79,133,0.305,0.695,0.0,-0.9911,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,10,3,1,1,0,15,4,0,5,1,22,23,13,0,4,8,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,24,3,16,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,3,4,84,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151686270582826,0.15765190007767266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404402229491956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549745517679025,0.2092516523493796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312511433269868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810440425626279,0.34056183032910425,0.0,0.17861282735355327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638189966114534,0.0,0.0989887994242537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699587984953456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412622590297424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40147888970317996,0.18512822095336653,0.0,0.33460604259539994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647083668440162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612879583832858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135271014687894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586111798584248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587359819813634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126605885767965,0.22350534366781047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459207285460986,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mgsduhh,2020/01/07,How do you quit thinking so much about self image? I always feel like someone has something they could use to expose me but idk why. I don’t do anything bad really. How do I combat this?,0.4663157894736827,2.897139315789474,2.27926315789474,92.2578421052632,90.05263157894737,4.092631578947368,18.12631578947369,5.6839178017228535,-0.2253326315789473,146,4,29,1,5,48,32,38,0.272,0.6859999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.8675,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,7,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610390938941702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581637635032925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619420144881241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504788582777954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862560335087694,0.22412070540949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326711263263304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306193449817008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336784589778997,0.0,0.0,0.20097623553613975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272770286375739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26581284054082466,0.2415159858819068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010182786444587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709522343676573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830823352796679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mr_Genetix,2020/01/07,"Not sure if its a good or bad thing... Started having anxiety and panic attacks in august. In september, panic attacks went away. In october, DP/DR started and continued through november and december. I felt no anxiety during that time, but a constant brain fog and attention/focus/ short term memory problems. At the end of december, i started to feel like its going away. Now my memory/attention is working again for a few days as it used to, but i started to feel anxiety (sometimes massive one) again. Im not sure if its good or bad to feel it all back again. I mean if i think about it, its not that bad, never really was even if it feels that way. What do you guys think?",4.06786259541985,5.594682083969467,5.55258778625954,78.58582824427482,71.67175572519083,9.514809160305344,30.657251908396944,9.888512548439397,3.214174961832061,527,23,98,14,10,178,81,131,0.233,0.7040000000000001,0.062,-0.9624,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,7,13,2,2,4,0,4,1,1,1,4,29,19,13,0,5,11,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,3,5,7,5,15,16,3,27,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,18,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897266108531955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28723923786460703,0.23721887761074498,0.09707306191358353,0.3162228545278602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092892081634292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642381668555653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141628063367999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118138126123812,0.0,0.0,0.08338230007580212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553289828455151,0.0901880127450876,0.12121306184885615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174679687977985,0.21177325025797572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250004017084832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636408574825154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061675945032651065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751561859518718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736637162502099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554551291627259,0.0,0.0,0.29623788148909164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079748586701912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087448796342046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248575388559495,0.0,0.3574217343900741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379650361341677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387022879116678,0.16178281291108548,0.0,0.0,0.07361329898630213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903340466384913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020580429526144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702851061916175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190639564488412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catticcusmaximus,2020/01/07,"Facing a situation I know will fill me with anxiety. I have severe noise anxiety especially involving neighbors. I just moved to a new city and took a top floor apartment thinking it would be quiet. 

Sadly my new neighbors, a lovely Japanese couple have a small child that likes to run around,  and they just came upstairs to tell me that they will be having a 2nd child coming in March and that the baby will cry and be loud. Sadly they didn't speak much English so there wasn't much to say to them. Except thank you for letting me know, and good luck with your little one. 

I've already been struggling with the noises coming from the apartment, but this is the first time I got to meet them. I have this apartment for the next 6 months, and I can't afford to break my lease. 

I'm shaking thinking ""how the heck will I survive this?"" Unfortunately neighbors are just the luck of the draw. 

Does anyone have any advice?  I can't wear noise cancelling headphones every moment of every hour, can I?  Should I use this experience to expose myself?  Wishing nothing but kindness upon them,  and knowing that it will be hard on them too helps a bit. 

Any help is much appreciated :)",4.686940121340015,6.3595469686098705,4.9770034291743634,82.74390662094436,70.34529147982063,6.861408599314166,26.57056185702981,7.285733465282438,1.3512302294908998,926,30,170,9,17,292,132,223,0.102,0.745,0.152,0.9421,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,7,3,8,11,0,2,15,0,26,3,2,2,0,32,41,11,0,3,6,0,1,1,3,7,0,4,3,2,10,14,0,0,5,0,0,8,4,4,0,2,6,5,25,7,21,23,4,29,0,2,0,1,22,11,1,2,10,118,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922024268599694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592656565645762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985107846191334,0.0,0.2023215365414739,0.0,0.0,0.09246302531025756,0.0,0.0,0.11771876248328735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436830548470533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124363834980445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278205392543312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631747251181754,0.14525588416276486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572128989177588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228303666745687,0.0,0.0,0.12935293680114096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248053030828307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091393002631184,0.10576182624968423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845817333985295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727104104702282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022658288563793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770424840345455,0.21802161402386672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522105820246266,0.0,0.06460420703110477,0.13253598491713378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934884917201764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555012942102686,0.14054676068709732,0.2916277272924239,0.0,0.0,0.255430195921882,0.14063530671318294,0.0,0.0,0.12688474872628694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960705870172166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515998831420456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938991212576574,0.0,0.0,0.14863967170068065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824258528205133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558076688685692,0.12174585265215145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169463967416293,0.0,0.0,0.07710832489775403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469199187891155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421011294566225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206576117319026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939372084349588,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SausageSlam,2020/01/07,All I have to do is make a phone call. Something went wrong setting up a medication delivery service I'm using online and I have to call them to sort it out. For whatever reason this is making me so anxious. I'm putting it off until tomorrow or the next day but it's like ruining my day today. Why am I so weak?,0.6970129870129895,2.7987821212121244,3.6416883116883128,85.7468181818182,83.84848484848484,6.8017316017316025,24.58008658008658,7.957251820313856,1.6056995670995675,244,10,51,5,7,87,51,66,0.16899999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.048,-0.8031,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,4,1,10,12,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,11,1,12,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,7,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630004167750548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754345031190122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002765424745841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373548007912646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107947832531178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345238986083537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475879646258624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234030685174844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23935961248431245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922264032534274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206694286077994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106650360265266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581013199180132,0.210067931416737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453284879768656,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LayneFlyerBAMF,2020/01/07,"On the verge of a panic attack at work I've been working my job for 5 years and been through lots of dramatic management changes. My current supervisor is known for being very strict, unrelenting, and has a bit of an anger issue. I was the target of her aggression last week and I'm still reeling from the experience. Over the weekend there was an equipment malfunction that was promptly fixed on Monday morning. Today in a meeting, my supervisor alluded that she suspects the malfunction was intentionally caused by an employee and she wants to discuss it later. I'm on break currently ready to cry because I was there when the machine malfunctioned. It was completely unintentional (the machinery is old and this happens occasionally) but being that there were no witnesses to prove it wasn't my fault, I'm terrified she's gonna pin it all on me. I already struggle with having regular panic attacks over much more minor issues and I feel like my heart is going to explode. I don't even know what to do with myself at the moment",8.686178010471206,8.324446963350788,8.910308900523566,65.19928534031416,61.04188481675392,12.037905759162307,40.04240837696335,11.407655852321104,4.816739895287958,834,40,137,21,10,276,123,191,0.158,0.8029999999999999,0.04,-0.9704,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,4,3,14,0,19,1,1,2,2,19,28,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,10,1,16,1,25,15,5,25,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,14,101,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817120289864238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673600315981154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984223508245604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626862204928714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658602451447828,0.17079951138145996,0.0,0.16928401166888954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773523243897462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664045977245136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579353851346632,0.0,0.0,0.08163723026087362,0.11534451719797227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175941895947752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427754018745448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913266657515665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33703716359659663,0.16022060939868402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887322402054051,0.13160855269785807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887946397740428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372644965509577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868906513936278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942138005463778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788687030136448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893932624243004,0.0,0.0,0.16878933318767692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304183208857638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332184769388016,0.0952311949729338,0.0,0.12951062198312374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350844310768428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397265758990752
anxiety,Jjfish67,2020/01/07,"Does anyone else experience this!!! Am I seeing things??? Help!!! Im a 26 yr old male and have been struggling with my mental health for a year and a half . I have been diagnosed with pure O, anxiety and depression. I have a fear of developing schizophrenia and am constantly looking out for symptoms. For the past year I’ve been experiencing this weird visual thing and mostly chose to ignore it because my fears. Sometimes I see actual objects out of the corner and it’s almost as if my brain perceives them as people and when I turn to look it’s almost as if I see “them” for a quick second then my brain processes what is actually there instantly. For example I saw a brownish pole, in my peripheral it looked like someone who was wearing a brown suit and when I turned to look I realized it was the pole. It’s not limited to people, the other day I thought I saw my cat laying down on the floor in my peripheral but when I looked I realized it was my jacket thrown on the floor. Has anyone else experienced similar issues???",3.983775125628142,5.782928065326632,5.448564698492465,78.15164101758796,72.36683417085428,8.794095477386936,27.512876884422113,9.354420925462401,2.5096253768844226,811,30,152,19,16,273,112,199,0.081,0.892,0.027000000000000003,-0.8394,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,5,7,0,3,13,0,13,6,3,0,1,26,26,18,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,14,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,9,13,23,1,23,17,1,21,0,1,11,0,5,10,0,5,12,107,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.2211627652418552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269419049772831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866874588593554,0.0,0.0,0.1584682449453702,0.2322140226149363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907720181617717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252999266916845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245579335849595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308031309719812,0.0,0.0976000633128182,0.11501471999307762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916477235322388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893242025798466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084610742848028,0.0,0.25502703473142463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045103891262535,0.0,0.0,0.07595422781187101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240217809179665,0.11827386754261675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055361130949123184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757901510224371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419723136454453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890749168215407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817422804910316,0.15711995825413028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27089775846155484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601341879788099,0.0,0.1120737518481497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846389296071975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778011002403532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056601780102874,0.0,0.0,0.08996131436098727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465134632079401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594531001407635
anxiety,trepagnier,2020/01/07,Getting anxious when I try to relax I know this sounds strange but when I try to eliminate all thoughts and relax I get an anxiety and feeling of emptiness in my chest. Does anyone know how to deal with this?,2.7647560975609764,5.1188580975609765,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,77.78048780487805,6.051219512195122,29.76219512195122,7.1686216300943375,1.7612390243902434,166,8,32,2,4,52,30,41,0.19,0.647,0.163,-0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,10,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520918794416626,0.3722785459341269,0.0,0.23041716890625424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397341023270637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883765906379542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666218102263008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443348327910842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622054898534557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616124305950401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44746261640481577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProfiteroleVision,2020/01/07,"Struggling Hi guys,

Around 3 years ago I started getting symptoms of anxiety but didn’t acknowledge it was anxiety until very recently. My symptoms were mainly loose stools. I went to the doctor, I had blood tests, a colonoscopy and an ultrasound which all came back clear and it was resulted that I had IBS.

However, I soon realised that I was fine on days I was indoors and then only struggling with loose stools when I had to leave the house. My boyfriend mentioned that it could be anxiety.

Recently, I started university and symptoms arrived when I had to leave the house for lectures. I then thought that it could be anxiety as it only happened on these occasions. 

I went to the doctors again, told her I didn’t think I had IBS, explained my symptoms and it’s link to leaving the house and she said she thinks it may be anxiety too. I got given a number to call for therapy. I called the number and had a chat with a woman about my symptoms - she said my loose stools were panic attacks and believed I had anxiety too. I am now on a 6 month waiting list for therapy.

I usually get these loose stools when leaving the house early, going out for more than 30 minutes, and going places that are far from home.

I have a couple uni trips coming up that will mean I’m 1hr+ from away from home for the day and it’s been worrying me too much and been on my mind constantly. I also have a uni internship for feb that has been worrying me as it involves early mornings.

I have been crying and having panic attacks because of these upcoming events and just feel like I cannot handle them. I’m not sure what to do about it. Any advice?",5.2628436657681945,6.116034871069182,5.640871518418693,81.59141509433964,68.21383647798743,8.824438454627133,31.809523809523807,8.976282227363876,2.627608984725966,1291,53,246,22,21,413,160,318,0.188,0.7759999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9929,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,0,15,9,2,4,16,0,35,8,1,1,3,39,60,23,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,7,2,2,2,22,19,0,1,8,1,0,7,4,6,0,0,28,3,36,3,34,25,4,41,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,1,25,176,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436969810572892,0.0674631917207883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060861773530306876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175454762805405,0.0,0.34932433061837503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775028931446822,0.0,0.17316264839964626,0.07150389585149644,0.05852065551414059,0.0,0.046393383777647235,0.0,0.0,0.08574516466101653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542504340483218,0.08704475003826855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555840004030969,0.0,0.0822433229445971,0.0,0.12152856258570732,0.08420961013623257,0.08359863771124297,0.09816387818172814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557950038414966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848137462991535,0.05436999226478149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952426924642436,0.0,0.08650534971653323,0.0,0.06086875342288708,0.0,0.0,0.07535669838068358,0.0673000995981154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268062722917616,0.0,0.0,0.3512634584111035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322340175249766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718144520853717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290151752694225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684515354212436,0.0,0.06074691624854089,0.0,0.055946513196335486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157637669588551,0.0,0.17858749555355366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951435325589798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029057419371036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478807049760492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773614110435982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591245940895568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172880729988071,0.3955152859448139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406720928457978,0.0,0.0,0.09753103565339866,0.0,0.06041949691878564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272234469935375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381977659157915,0.06279524798094129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110166137282582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457824995525668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490096341485352
anxiety,dany357,2020/01/07,"Any advice, help to overcome state I am in I want to apologise for wall of text and for any grammar errors, it is my second language. Thanks everyone and sorry for posting from this acc I made it cause some of my friends use reddit and I plan to use this acc from now to get help. 

So I have and have always had a problem with anxiety. 

Earlier at my life any situation where I was in spotlight like teacher calling me up to the board or where I needed to do something in front of people, I would just start shaking mostly my hands and sometimes even my thigs  and my heart rate would go up like crazy. 
With age (I am now 18) I kinda learned to control that aspect of anxiety, not completely but like 80 % od situations that would make me flip out before I can control now  so I can actually function like adult. 

Main problem for me now is talking to someone I like. Now I am not quiet nerd type or that wierd kid that doesn't have any friends type. I am average looking I would say and I actually don't have problem to get some1 to like me and even girls I like sometimes give me compliments on how I look.

My biggest problem that my anxiety literally blocks me from being straight with a girl about my feelings amd telling them I like them. 

Worst case of this was 3 years back, when girl I had a crush for like 6 months and went to school with for 4 years told me she likes me and would like to be with me. For normal person this is great first relationship, for me this was 2 nights of texting, me literally texting about anything else except that I like her and then on a first date just shutting out and telling her I can't be with her with some bullshit excuse and never really talking to her again. Moronic thing I know. 


Fast forward 3 years there are probably 3-4 girls right now that are hot and I could be in relationship that tried to flirt with me. Trick is I need to tell them I like them or text them that which could be even worse for my anxiety because I live in a small town where almost everyone knows or is in some way connected with eachother.It's like a literall mental block that I get where I just can't do any of those things. 

So any advice how to overcome this part of my anxiety would be really helpful, this is a first time I tried to look for help so thank you in advance.",5.5458037994891445,5.426682209051728,5.887653256704983,83.45970945083016,67.42672413793103,9.115453384418904,31.19380587484036,8.735056554316923,2.214483652618136,1811,65,381,26,27,581,208,464,0.11199999999999999,0.72,0.168,0.9825,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,5,7,28,30,2,1,8,0,43,3,2,9,1,74,66,27,1,16,11,0,3,14,2,6,1,2,0,7,23,25,0,4,4,0,0,6,7,9,0,4,8,8,65,21,64,44,7,58,0,0,3,0,36,26,0,10,39,263,88,4,0.0,0.0,0.1278024045602329,0.0,0.0,0.1279769380144087,0.0,0.0,0.06557098596560616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448645397655669,0.0,0.0,0.2671809366904912,0.0,0.25046860115278585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388628886460812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050351786373049774,0.0,0.03991735445496765,0.0,0.05572054752054526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686466952383238,0.0,0.0,0.06726827940976172,0.0,0.0,0.06865686341297694,0.0,0.1468877590033907,0.10456445109472058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054701993585342286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297511692105025,0.0,0.0,0.1251421376838254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0331097787214397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709743252150944,0.0,0.0,0.1011828038223246,0.0,0.1026352741965092,0.06281651368726204,0.03721505552855912,0.0,0.0,0.07219438039904025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759674778654639,0.17556541111714682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197463287939722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046252029599376535,0.44787828120291656,0.0,0.05782200129262525,0.0,0.1649657218752374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196086129669556,0.04370989134280148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599067770992036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052267284480929765,0.0,0.0,0.09710847507065676,0.05050392608761434,0.0,0.0,0.06145062900976915,0.06415867389814371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709108647109347,0.0,0.04539712742179319,0.05717655006478329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271386725886864,0.0,0.0706009100939339,0.2506305697122153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389917574844953,0.0,0.0,0.14060679975171364,0.0,0.05592145938983522,0.0,0.052074090817124316,0.0,0.06627150410783356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472095211734303,0.0,0.0,0.05548287379658615,0.05041141329847039,0.12952718291993656,0.07330198588390348,0.0463486534274439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526425847162707,0.17170304356431945,0.120574463524546,0.0,0.0,0.08700695661399978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038183209962753456,0.0,0.0,0.0625710688419127,0.0,0.08891626009318998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311122964366276,0.0,0.0,0.03862311083872355,0.05197673949654832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060702675387925134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673197803221091,0.2791001483492044,0.0,0.0,0.12650521122095512
anxiety,barista_anom,2020/01/07,work i just got my new schedule and i only have 9 hours next next week and i’m worried because does that mean they are trying to get rid of me? i hope not because i love my job and it would break my heart over and over if they were trying to and yesterday i called out of work because i was really sick and i don’t know if i’m gonna be yelled at or not i dont really know what to expect and i’m worrying way too much about what’s gonna happen when i go into work today ugh :(,-0.4441701417848201,1.2263945412844102,2.2396830692243554,96.65433694745623,85.23853211009174,5.431526271893245,16.33110925771476,6.574015621080383,-0.4651724770642201,371,7,93,4,11,129,69,109,0.16399999999999998,0.8079999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.924,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,0,21,22,11,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,1,15,2,11,15,1,17,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,4,9,54,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297718424114138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662338291315181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246465778585832,0.0,0.1907967456828244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505465719115861,0.0,0.09252122572219483,0.0,0.1302035467938513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439607544839128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291510157113145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169404725817613,0.16032214627727398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161550795935943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893782933620794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693055158933108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733354158920334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967444771380666,0.0,0.0,0.15723025332770602,0.3462726843477179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381437273358295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085837161084288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431241884670754,0.0,0.0,0.22105680761761126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922059577671294,0.13058584748900934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555542301500343,0.33065629357530346,0.0,0.1156462416341968,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotSchofield,2020/01/07,Signing up for a property salesman job. I want crush my anxiety! How do I survive the first week? I will have to communicate with many people.,1.4827777777777769,4.206388296296296,3.649907407407409,80.91708333333334,91.96296296296295,7.1444444444444475,28.972222222222207,8.07648339933343,2.8636,112,6,20,3,4,38,25,27,0.14400000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.3164,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34941511367727274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885142230134463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532572879842208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630762743706797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31665530860356045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694049993126731,0.0,0.3663800400306208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Androgynewitch,2020/01/07,"I don't want to be a nurse Hey everyone,

To give some background, I have OCD, complex PTSD, and Hypochondria. When I was married to my ex-wife, she got to a point where she felt that my retail work wasn't good enough and that I needed to go back to school to train for a career. I looked into a bunch of things and I was deciding between being an x-ray tech, an ultrasound tech, a mortician, or a esthetician. I knew that I had multiple anxiety disorders and that I wanted to pick something that wouldn't trigger me and wouldn't be too stressful for me. I ended up choosing an ultrasound tech, but that wasn't ""good enough"" for my ex-wife and she pushed and pushed until I agreed to go to nursing school. This was a horrible idea for a hypochondriac, but I ended up going like she wanted me to. 

Nursing school itself was horrible, my school was known for being particularly hard and that they had a tendency to treat it like bootcamp in the way they tear you down first to then build you up into the nurse they want you to be. Well, throughout the whole time being in Nursing school I had anxiety attacks multiple times a week (which left me feeling ""off"" for a few days, so I felt ""off"" for most of the three years I was in nursing school) and was traumatized by some of the things that happened (including being harassed and threatened by one of the instructors). Once I got into nursing I went into psych mostly because 1. I couldn't catch mental illness (which I already had) and 2. I was interested in it due to my own mental health issues. That was also a big mistake for me because although I was good at it, I got hit, kicked, spit on, had my hair pulled, had obscenities yelled in my face, ect. on pretty much a daily basis. There was no security there either, so nurses and the psych techs had to handle all escalations, so often I could barely do my job while trying to deal with patient's escalations. 

I left that job and have had multiple jobs since, but I still wake up in a panic every morning. I teach a nursing assistant class now, but I still have to deal with the fact that my students are practicing under my license and that I am liable essentially if any of them mess up and it goes to court. That is a constant source of anxiety for me and this is by far the least stressful nursing job that I have ever had. I hate being a nurse and the amount of liability that comes with it. The problem is, I can't afford to pay my loan payments (and the rest of my bills) if I work a job other than a nursing job.  I just don't have skills elsewhere to be able to make enough to pay my loans, bills, and other living expenses. So I feel stuck.  I know this probably doesn't have much of a solution, I am just really frustrated and spent and needed to vent somewhere.",7.3879234972677565,6.02786542440802,7.643460837887067,76.47863387978144,64.15482695810564,10.683424408014574,33.81238615664845,9.633347757342033,2.939414571948998,2174,74,431,35,27,712,247,549,0.136,0.789,0.075,-0.9879,7,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,3,4,4,21,19,4,3,35,0,52,6,4,3,3,73,80,38,1,14,10,0,6,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,30,29,0,1,11,0,9,9,10,10,1,3,31,8,66,9,73,35,18,57,0,0,1,0,15,28,0,8,21,327,96,22,0.07343444665755787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103673794980938,0.05872550046091421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993794190161466,0.0,0.16853145208233708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354228441390013,0.0,0.05646655664178665,0.0,0.08952991417711174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325727346520511,0.0,0.07935654877170156,0.0,0.0586314302407514,0.0,0.0,0.047359143013928,0.15141538001642008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416223793165788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300822464801155,0.2276322409866141,0.0,0.0,0.06642566120317456,0.061871688510706326,0.0701697607453722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426132537660578,0.0,0.1410171697006102,0.0,0.0,0.062463302812914276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044501265321257,0.1252034649989324,0.18477998934790896,0.17619670606925564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493783865829404,0.0,0.0657828402098762,0.07250131289388861,0.0,0.07805738284744618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289855180481473,0.0,0.07664648344228177,0.4372341431197305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040357651406302215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957348231945534,0.0,0.0,0.07175272263941193,0.0,0.06484396178005403,0.0,0.061666440254356025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490180633717434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480093005292677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796553553806293,0.10890142342416842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782052890492278,0.049761081553578425,0.0,0.0,0.08615950081721885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941928820219248,0.0,0.0,0.07470923241085953,0.07917475378618509,0.0702668479126338,0.08584093840382756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704398692530529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459174829726767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074573312576501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653342471944915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172896879197351,0.0,0.16823782107427215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757316666928643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564043278039743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049857168916804015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325415703813812,0.05828884566463233,0.05890468361115383,0.0,0.06602638666764964,0.06807446775979502,0.0,0.08198693719788534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692230353348137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047289376004559694
anxiety,ana36837,2020/01/07,Weighted blanket making me sleep to much? I finally got one and it really has helped but when I use it I will easily sleep 12 hours. Has anyone else experienced this?,1.1987500000000004,3.830568875000005,3.499749999999999,81.37025000000001,94.625,7.56,18.9,8.238735603445708,1.7825799999999998,132,4,24,4,5,45,27,32,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,2,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897046095347941,0.27798673799824497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266427191029818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29720425731425903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698950348055834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818517916259507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26718337383483604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109995589416547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944233185785426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384507780847706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738066208908953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430071486341741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343226907034591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33037961382347913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,billythebutcher,2020/01/07,"Setback today after seeing a post online Hello everyone, I had a pretty back setback today, one severe enough where I was about to ask my boss if I can leave work so I can go to my doctor, I saw a post online about how ADHD can “turn” into anxiety and depression and although they’re not related but there’s some parallels or correlations(?).  It just sent me into a downward spiral about what ifs and how long have I been dealing with these issues that Im finally acknowledging. My family always told me I was a “bad” kid; hyperactive and “out of control” but those are dismissed by saying “oh you’re just a boy” so no I cannot stop thinking about if I’ve been ignoring the big answer all along. I’ve been in therapy a little over a month and it’s helped a lot don’t get me wrong, but I feel like I’m trying to find a solution or a root to where this all began. I’m trying to focus and do some breathing exercises but I’ve been spiking up and down all day. I know the tag says venting but if anyone has any advice or a comment it would be greatly appreciated.",3.883655913978494,4.725033248847931,5.8759631336405524,78.7015637480799,71.35023041474653,8.551643625192012,26.90906298003072,8.841846274778883,2.023826666666666,833,27,164,15,15,291,136,217,0.109,0.8140000000000001,0.076,-0.7125,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,0,14,0,18,3,1,5,3,47,32,24,0,5,15,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,8,12,0,3,6,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,11,5,16,2,21,19,7,26,0,1,2,0,11,12,0,10,11,117,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173286594990113,0.14089936437340428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997640905259402,0.0,0.0,0.09805314597161384,0.0,0.11030383206683662,0.0,0.0,0.10081997389460924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479681309122096,0.0,0.0,0.11087208062798612,0.12039140118617132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171969886856782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298967450809324,0.14865204485547068,0.12418937104658108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758307195634535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898529724005555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777832107527713,0.0,0.0,0.13592811520858528,0.0,0.07290605399341057,0.10300831583588872,0.0,0.1579514885656721,0.13178570575166124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533255663584243,0.0,0.08194566537456241,0.0,0.0,0.15896836519734928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664653341517006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574835708078294,0.15049536570777136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924224615043074,0.0,0.0,0.15267483585900532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704432333303217,0.14451478842061405,0.0,0.12760231318022328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258393339587255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508991034084208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770588068870023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761855118983319,0.14669157342209924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293290153771193,0.0,0.0,0.11489959158954327,0.0,0.0,0.16289199915424785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054806881189407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489215212075947,0.0,0.0,0.09239018901695062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733477370029733,0.13777832107527713,0.0,0.19578909644142645,0.1568357176787194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497096833350543,0.0,0.0,0.1024273959278981,0.15764752428716913,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rynniik,2020/01/07,Anxiety...... What sucks is not being able to do the things you want to do because of your anxiety.,1.6642105263157916,3.985217789473687,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,81.63157894736842,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.2165578947368423,74,3,15,2,2,25,16,19,0.195,0.7440000000000001,0.06,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,0.4713130418809819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7211063739968521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873080557611508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131194424553371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779926434012493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qazu7,2020/01/07,"Anxious about my dog's surgery Hi all, first time poster here.

My dog is currently under anesthesia while getting dental surgery. I keep telling myself that the chances of something going wrong are very slim, but of course anxiety has to come in and convince me that something will still happen. My dog is my world and best friend, and I just cannot stop worrying. I feel so irrational being so anxious, but I can't help myself :(",4.478410714285714,6.820170162500002,4.059642857142858,86.31250000000004,72.375,7.071428571428572,30.17857142857143,7.957251820313856,2.1428571428571423,343,15,62,5,7,103,61,80,0.153,0.623,0.225,0.8414,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,14,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,11,3,6,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734788025142018,0.5123722072556949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798163638098715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534269565948786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114661972352411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289086112731615,0.0,0.0,0.1752023163915354,0.0,0.11847822029973125,0.0,0.12887889417835227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053239349289306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199947789532245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015640290838262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34915800111537776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109920453577386,0.18959028196060687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820740170283185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223169511068142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710940181061103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302964381224953,0.0,0.0,0.24793792944650656,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leona_K,2020/01/07,"Please answer! I need help! Should I drink the pills or no?? I have a work presidentation in front of hundreds of people in 2 hours and I suffer from OCD, depression, social phobia and sever anxiety for couple years and it got horrible worse in past 4 months to the point I don't communicate to anyone, I have suicidal taughts, I went numb completely and I feel like I will lose control every second. I also have at least 3 panic attacks every single day. 

Now the problem is that I have this presidentation to do and I am freaking out I can't even swallow normally. I was thinking about drinking 3 or 4 pills to calm down that I used before but I would only drink 1 or 2 and it wasn't really helpful. But I am afraid it might make me fat because antidepressants do that sometimes. [I had anorexia and bulimia so thats why I'm afraid of gaining weight]

*should I risk and drink it 3-4 or should I just not show up at presentation?*

Please answer I need help",2.261263157894738,4.574192494736845,4.022631578947369,84.03342105263158,79.31578947368422,6.7368421052631575,23.684210526315788,7.85451343220497,1.3658421052631582,754,26,147,13,19,253,116,190,0.18899999999999997,0.718,0.09300000000000001,-0.9129999999999999,0,0,4,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,6,13,1,4,4,0,20,10,1,3,0,33,30,16,1,8,8,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,9,9,7,1,4,5,0,2,5,11,0,1,6,2,22,2,18,18,2,18,0,3,0,0,4,9,0,5,8,97,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121416548684647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682205144795264,0.0,0.0,0.08849734879102142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398621609781764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715298701946799,0.0,0.10769768533684157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270123143242485,0.0,0.14195366299252574,0.0,0.14004201523419674,0.0,0.08162410027509738,0.0,0.10901044367592833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959429502897802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359513809256533,0.0,0.21327332319768735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399518111338134,0.09041822272671472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122577316703246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545020092752493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464125296379035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183337635573535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159411373697384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448327113456376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426570382451486,0.0,0.0,0.10102315587194848,0.0,0.0,0.1876930227192028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240070491152937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625855760282516,0.0,0.14849702268237286,0.0,0.0,0.12082082934863303,0.08774439164414266,0.0,0.0,0.2778612225968471,0.1196450480443708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110582825261584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108092464853499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429826799944354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290173091485492,0.0,0.0,0.12517624475544945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844181485113688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810978863260612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931171856966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412234836927802,0.0,0.11732723248318193,0.11420543048242493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214099189563672,0.0,0.12898077804006022,0.08990830520014567,0.0,0.0,0.0815038559250909
anxiety,theschmiller,2020/01/07,"Feeling little relief on lexapro Hey everyone. I have anxiety / panic attacks since I was 16 (33 now). I have been in a relatively tough season the past year , a few panic attacks have just been devastating and have made me absolutely obsessed with thinking something is wrong with me or avoiding situations to not have another one. This has obviously led to not wanting to leave the house at all.

I started lexapro about 6 months ago and am on 20 mg. At first it was helping but now I seem to have actually backslid. I am scared to leave home, it seems like a battle to do my job, run errands, etc. I just constantly feel like I'm in fight or flight.

I am in counseling and have a primary care that im talking to. Is anyone on a certain medication that has worked well for anxiety and panic attacks in particular? 

Thankful for this thread as it has provided a lot of encouragement.",4.572431318681319,6.304085922619048,5.955952380952379,75.3787912087912,70.72619047619048,9.216849816849816,33.75641025641025,9.661875296680813,3.473893223443224,697,35,127,17,13,235,106,168,0.204,0.632,0.16399999999999998,-0.7001,1,1,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,21,5,6,8,0,20,1,0,2,3,26,31,8,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,13,1,2,5,2,11,8,23,26,4,22,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,5,12,89,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.12112585777357042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100272912169906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301534814539926,0.1899070632629868,0.0,0.0,0.08678948320206499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236224967437087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265513728180324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134132551595388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384296294120301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860456634388053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552034093966924,0.08867328716289112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557871173902764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831968345592104,0.0,0.12450519614357974,0.0,0.0,0.1432209396215702,0.0,0.0,0.13407382385103547,0.0,0.1231726349180356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628560510442995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128017057834205,0.1244035612942317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055246873940422,0.0,0.11744790716225305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504056960998847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907356106534128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410875904053698,0.0,0.0,0.4368937611707083,0.0,0.0,0.1184891692515495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426848376267426,0.0,0.0,0.2259933026862866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267558643625016,0.13951912396268476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555572445395424,0.0,0.0,0.08785469134742617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997651307434166,0.0,0.11427551281412368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953281922195568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321078889433924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160122073647556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036280948067564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357086957319672,0.0,0.079930954218957
anxiety,EasternKanyeWest,2020/01/07,"Things have been going well with my anxiety until now. So, like I said in the title things have been going well with my anxiety recently, even if it’s popped up a few times over the last few months it’s been very manageable. However yesterday my dad was diagnosed with prostate cancer, we don’t know how far along it is or anything until he can see an oncologist but the wait time is anywhere from 6-12 weeks and I’m just worried about it. I’ve pretty much just been constantly spiralling since I heard the news. I don’t even know why I’m posting this, to vent maybe, I’m just scared, confused and angry about all of this and of course anxious on top of all of that.",6.669079365079366,5.705345770370375,6.703280423280425,81.35333333333334,65.37037037037038,10.380952380952381,31.87830687830688,9.606745405546679,2.5841640211640207,529,17,111,9,7,169,91,135,0.154,0.765,0.081,-0.8874,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,12,5,0,2,6,0,12,3,1,1,2,22,23,10,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,7,3,7,3,18,16,5,20,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,3,12,73,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281647419565201,0.2079624541140683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148539715966206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989293414759483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684132355650712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431714116760281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092382899563649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233543776879745,0.15005297996869946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993411435285711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493705969241914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693404416742006,0.0,0.13532287642997778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763015284462776,0.187279545742614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176068210751334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510598116922196,0.0,0.18430013704423814,0.0,0.14669106627538409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227613694424308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445943793131001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146816508582192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188852883634804,0.0,0.0,0.14766103241619918,0.0,0.3310271382294702,0.0,0.16610712288511473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869461761097522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway-1929,2020/01/07,What careers are there for people with bad anxiety? I’ve been suffering from anxiety for as long as I can remember. This makes it hard for me to keep a job because theres days where I can’t even get out of bed or show up to work. I’m being treated for my anxiety but it’s something that I’ve always had and it’s very hard to manage. I was just wondering what are some careers for people that have anxiety? I will be graduating this year with a degree in mathematics if that helps.,2.8122000000000007,4.2932444200000015,4.743000000000002,83.32150000000003,74.8,8.6,26.5,9.188382445141503,2.1563000000000003,382,14,80,9,8,131,69,100,0.14300000000000002,0.821,0.036000000000000004,-0.6322,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,1,0,13,16,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,6,1,17,10,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,3,56,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647363348769221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058207329610786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530614925649992,0.12068758729873788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768158574529387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076480789720812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343707879818828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547047863748763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270271896865762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646593097871196,0.17597491173043334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520725583570598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215408183435376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745106660317643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242742641221088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241570806440938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335533982535644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470231796678527,0.14413277350351944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749349191964687
anxiety,warvictims,2020/01/07,"Fear of being hurt or worse Hi! I've had this feeling for quite a while and I just wanted to hear if anyone has a similar experience. Around where I live I can get... paranoid, I guess that's the right word for it. If I'm inside my appartment and hear stuff from neighbours I get paranoid. The intensity can vary, but it can be quite exhausting feeling this way and really knowing there is no 'real' danger. I mean it could be, but the likelyhood is not that high. It's like everything I hear must be about me, or someone trying to get into my appartment etc. It's like I'm listening for sounds, what they are and where they come from. 

I was diagnosed with ADHD at age 4. I'm pretty calm these days, more hyper with thoughts I guess hehe.   


Would be interesting to hear your thoughts and if you experience something similar.

Thanks for reading,

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:-)",3.28109090909091,5.492108260606064,4.290303030303033,83.89545454545456,75.48484848484848,7.793939393939394,26.15151515151515,8.648137234880735,1.9948060606060607,673,25,130,14,15,218,102,165,0.114,0.732,0.154,0.8482,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,2,6,9,1,1,5,0,17,2,0,0,1,33,39,13,0,7,9,0,2,2,1,2,2,6,0,0,12,10,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,8,16,5,16,27,2,12,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,7,5,87,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447487747114446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049966460289253,0.14635111909317786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421636819926644,0.0,0.0,0.10721957898293764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375076065713447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616373189463627,0.0,0.0,0.07767560697139055,0.0,0.0,0.12224685154570515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343254990136195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824617360674116,0.2356322328141004,0.0,0.1355315739447536,0.12179894221125087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877909055009445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653625263608882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429909114868181,0.0,0.0,0.12725437355610514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289364502858679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619218316518932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768448346345815,0.0,0.10635315103176718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119745902527355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253357228557853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562113712014685,0.12047533917816827,0.13709021283458211,0.07715870698299128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285744670623374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205074754680626,0.09272270990974617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378781281070378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088749821113404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123617293866435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177271823413207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104025195460252,0.09560184535709357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274144753985684,0.08555907084615046,0.0,0.14635111909317786,0.0
anxiety,wisconsix,2020/01/07,"confronting neighbors with social anxiety I have some neighbors who talk so loud at 8am it almost sounds like they’re shouting. sometimes it’s brief, sometimes it goes on for hours. I’ve had family over who have been woken up by the noise as well. I fall apart in any kind of confrontation and even just regular conversation is a fear for me. Idk how to approach this and I feel like i’m screwed tbh idk how else to put it",3.370605042016805,5.143651035294121,3.861008403361346,89.0088235294118,73.94117647058823,7.210084033613445,26.26050420168067,7.957251820313856,1.4316386554621854,338,12,70,5,7,106,68,85,0.172,0.753,0.075,-0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,1,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,3,4,4,4,13,5,1,11,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,2,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24628357548061544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672545547886817,0.0,0.18815121270219276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545981378383327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244777272229574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318599384772231,0.2767623280687696,0.12435979979263055,0.1757068560518305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422113820885565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25611926218287523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403176667467462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724786042681302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507152328715356,0.0,0.0,0.4865020292387604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768543636286254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211387471305866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m_l_sws,2020/01/07,"I’m anxious about my upcoming operation I’m having an operation on Friday, and understandably my anxiety is going crazy, I have a therapy session tomorrow so I’ll talk about it then, but I wondered if anyone else had had a planned surgery and could explain it to me. Im going to ask the nurse to explain every single detail about what happens from me being in the day bed, to being put to sleep in the operating theatre as that’s my main worry, strangely the actual operation isn’t worrying me much, I think it’s been  away from my mum and going through new people and new rooms very quickly, that’s scaring me.

Anyway I wondered if anyone has any tips or an idea of what happens, as at the moment I’m questioning if I should have the operation at all.


(It’s a collar bone reattachment if that helps)",7.493670886075949,6.481009601265825,8.617563291139241,68.45583860759497,63.74683544303798,11.444303797468354,37.471518987341774,10.686352973137794,4.060174683544304,639,28,115,14,8,221,94,158,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,11,0,13,2,2,0,1,21,28,14,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,0,8,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,13,0,20,21,4,18,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,8,7,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1516564006454579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568319461330386,0.0,0.11888717323039726,0.17556751164875614,0.0,0.21733064893393206,0.15923450229369546,0.0,0.0,0.14528608633624834,0.0,0.14601151951305813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408114184596244,0.0,0.0,0.1002257068927867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298239651097347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093846980744858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649669100062435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27485466878922044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416712588266668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754374219267938,0.16786798392818372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424322137943126,0.0,0.0,0.3001892380805844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077407732369793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622859290273933,0.17409322763391358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559114550376305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552085987502628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491156650261873,0.0,0.0,0.17772330739729258,0.0,0.0,0.09957957217471636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617858600543406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282283918478918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370680504026252,0.0,0.3156500060711585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sundaydishcloth,2020/01/07,"Anxiety causing chest tightness and shallow breathing My anxiety tends to manifest in panic attacks, dissociating, and shallow breathing that will leave me feeling dizzy and unable to focus for days or sometimes even weeks on end. This makes it really hard to work or socialize and is incredibly frustrating.

The most common advice I get from my therapist or find online involves techniques like four square breathing or just deep breathing while counting to certain numbers, etc. The problem is that my body physically feels so tight that I have a really hard time doing these exercises. It feels like my chest or abdomen literally cannot expand enough to accommodate a deep breath.

Sometimes exercise helps a little, but the benefits tend to be pretty short lived.

Has anyone else struggled with this? Is there anything you guys have used to help get your body to relax so that you can breathe, or breathing exercises that combat or work around this?

Any tips are appreciated.",9.454670658682637,10.559244796407183,8.446353293413171,64.25096706586827,59.11976047904192,10.991377245508986,40.05329341317365,10.793553405168565,4.799575329341316,799,39,114,18,10,248,113,167,0.125,0.7290000000000001,0.146,0.8733,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,2,6,10,2,2,6,0,12,15,12,3,1,27,21,15,0,1,9,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,11,6,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,8,10,5,14,19,3,13,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,8,8,75,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827827228223813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622910420561234,0.0,0.2165037917969677,0.0,0.0,0.0989444619830976,0.1449898781960165,0.11644758875322818,0.12597056585745062,0.0,0.16098379080736933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143630926143307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536590108341926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912598263892093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821031633877,0.0,0.12533253849845222,0.14621378591328296,0.15781687710714482,0.0934635452470277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146494392637722,0.10109209511223614,0.0,0.0,0.1293341512495486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786235302810774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011343762832834,0.0,0.0,0.2535236152891052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969731655141348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983468958460766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826561450024671,0.1418264401042797,0.12495261353643823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445652240634868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602709816872965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396273128255332,0.0,0.13540237287524498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813050577455333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424780419529715,0.0,0.0,0.27990660419985525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793305949040395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429966583039016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082513433838291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221596838864975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350778028825954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603647440854608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HamsterHaggler,2020/01/07,"Down a Rabbit Hole Recently moved across country for a fresh start and new beginning. I was seeing a therapist and was on a good role,  but now I feel like an invisible blob. Recently went through a horrible divorce and an alcoholic mother and family that all ran away and left me to pick up the pieces. I feel nonexistent, important and people that come into my life leave me. I’m sitting in the bathroom at work crying now. I feel so pathetic even writing or typing this.",5.747333333333334,6.791421511111111,6.6488888888888935,74.11000000000001,67.22222222222223,10.888888888888893,32.77777777777778,10.864195022040775,3.869444444444444,376,16,67,11,6,125,68,90,0.172,0.736,0.092,-0.8948,0,0,1,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,16,12,9,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,7,2,11,8,2,21,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,8,46,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269784235470669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199545730895373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295365163800467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332984946525589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028042101831106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002207185842228,0.0,0.32216960775114545,0.15173019198539994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814116832707916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488846621988307,0.23076043034794644,0.0,0.15001608597358385,0.10376215969117077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573507356061054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051258733539796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724325460418866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194155034077292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924591912269116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032948040457433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465991016597769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968860144884168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546211589704194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sheriff436,2020/01/07,"Daily Nausea I wake up every morning and feel super nauseous as of late, I do know that with the new year, I have more things to be worried about, but is there a correlation here possibly? I feel so gross and uneasy every morning. 

I don't think it's my medication, I've been on it for a few months now with no side effects and have been fine. Is this something others experience? Is it possibly how my anxiety is manifesting itself in the morning?

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Thanks!",3.5583333333333336,5.741936333333335,5.055277777777778,78.85625000000002,74.55555555555556,7.6111111111111125,27.91666666666667,8.472884824447931,2.2383333333333337,370,15,67,7,8,124,66,90,0.171,0.742,0.08800000000000001,-0.8428,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,0,11,2,1,2,0,12,16,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,7,3,10,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835895310543985,0.2560971205836101,0.0,0.0,0.16123123344847098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551496838434801,0.0,0.0,0.20616424634907668,0.0,0.0,0.21313371967160386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582847892645938,0.0,0.2377470651116609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231906726290933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822704936020874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355383936117674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752016748163632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225375772819958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403998532126984,0.0,0.0,0.1400199353223077,0.13504684157042024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403755524678394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560971205836101,0.13572287536866431
anxiety,afterlife_xx,2020/01/07,"Meeting someone new for the first time tonight, hello anxiety! I've been single for going on 3 years now, and while it's not the end of the world, it's pretty nerve-wracking getting yourself back out there when you're nearing 30 years old. I've been on several different dating apps the past few months but recently matched with this guy who's practically a male version of me. We've been texting almost every day for about 2 weeks now and are finally meeting tonight for some dinner (wanted to wait until after the holidays when things died down). Quite obviously, I'm anxious as all hell. Pictures are so deceiving online; I'm worried that I won't find him attractive at all or even that he won't find me attractive. But I guess that's the point of online dating? I figured it would be easier on my social anxiety too because I'm talking with someone first before meeting, but it's still scary. This is the 1st guy I've matched with where we're actually going to meet. Previous times I've flaked out or only talked to them through the apps and never committed to meeting because of anxiety. But I kind of have a good feeling about this guy, and I'm trying to get out of my comfort zone of doing something different. Worst case, we don't see each other again and move on with our lives. Best case, things go awesome and we make plans for a 2nd meetup (which I guess is considered a date at that point). But until then, how the heck do I make myself feel more at ease about this?",7.368969072164947,6.5167732508591065,7.384934707903781,76.66977319587629,63.91408934707904,10.37168384879725,35.207560137457044,9.558583805096642,3.165209209621993,1180,46,224,19,15,380,168,291,0.145,0.75,0.105,-0.9099,2,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,1,5,16,8,1,0,13,0,15,1,0,3,5,44,33,22,1,2,8,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,17,16,1,1,5,1,0,4,5,2,0,2,3,3,16,6,41,26,10,53,1,0,1,0,20,16,2,6,33,143,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.10863910474247042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114779215132408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549457873475195,0.1257678357537583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560360053592217,0.0,0.13572782661164182,0.0,0.09473108771657504,0.0,0.11683083091912555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179671298192386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155398623417674,0.23262606589720644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860268915581992,0.0,0.0,0.07353044157409602,0.0,0.09379780922986217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258056468955534,0.0,0.0,0.12195330018743307,0.203501744489896,0.18938939932434568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632753798933596,0.0,0.18980911960816174,0.0933758159159338,0.0,0.0,0.24527851000003356,0.33069373450510703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159299516905826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983037913326304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862329015522105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888601589753669,0.11832299559113905,0.0,0.0,0.08586225486160473,0.10752032205564456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681897203080575,0.0,0.0,0.08466920932631107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627423000983836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104800211015847,0.0,0.0,0.11325959413845064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840998093283185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099219939059298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871321512558615,0.0,0.0,0.1257678357537583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134838691442774,0.1886540322474072,0.0857049728977104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890589570884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789608707455564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792144021761391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983135210393582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558373355190028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566355614867292,0.0,0.08929981400375589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305798477867625,0.0,0.07908351530234825,0.0,0.0,0.14338189164846746
anxiety,Mikae1300,2020/01/07,"Scared of my car I had a tire tear up on the interstate about a month ago, and even though things worked out fine and I was safe, it still really spooked me. It's made me terrified to drive, which used to be a relaxing thing for me.

I'm not listening to music like I used to when I drove. So, I'm listening to the engine of the car... trying hear anything wrong with it.

Last weekend I convinced myself that my engine was too loud and there's something bad wrong with my car. I got super panicked and barely slept that night. I still managed to drive to my car maintenance place the next day, and turns out my car is perfectly fine. I did need a new battery, but that was it.

I'm trying to get back used to my car and trusting it, but I'm still scared. It's only a 10 minute drive between work and home, but it's spooking me so much. I have no reason to be this way. It's irrational. But here I am....",1.4486647992530344,3.1595805767195806,2.918369125427952,93.94106442577034,79.21164021164022,6.351820728291317,21.170557111733576,7.285733465282438,0.44090762527233096,695,19,160,9,17,227,103,189,0.121,0.778,0.10099999999999999,-0.7092,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,13,14,0,2,9,0,10,2,1,5,1,24,27,15,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,15,11,0,1,1,2,0,10,2,5,0,0,9,4,21,9,21,16,1,29,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,14,102,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785838579444364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869567846108192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109102068671484,0.12043280089048555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302165141832923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526791437462408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753584616883564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536039667646215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625668381009608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468258943632392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757331463256432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046745706226668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648159159972528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512948699009375,0.0,0.1060316105071972,0.10695073436763464,0.0,0.13930606991945133,0.15339887126048138,0.13535769962747154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969958579859504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069813027620985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240262966344644,0.14830080466926032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28881503058515695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104154748303548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455662340033957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916507884237599,0.0,0.14171321529237202,0.0,0.0,0.1657804944895683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585642359785765,0.15688964970603894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737262602511408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448950166597414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100141306444506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154034709504724,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrfrx,2020/01/07,"Daily anxiety I had this really bad insomnia (after taking some supplements that didn't sit well) and for 2 whole weeks didn't know what was wrong until it occurred to me that it was the supplements. The 2 weeks was torture as i couldn't understand why i couldn't sleep and thought I had melted my mind thinking that I made myself unable to sleep (like some self fulfilling prophecy). Once i stopped the meds, sleep came back naturally but i suddenly had this daily anxiety since then. Like i had fried my brain from all that worrying in those 2 weeks. 

I have spent so much on treatments over the last year (psychiatrists, psychologists, hypnosis, EMDR etc) but i still have it. I know it's all in my mind but it has now gelled into me. I am still functional and can go to work etc, but i find myself thinking about my heart/blood pressure/etc a lot. I tend to notice my pulse and touch it at the wrists etc and think ""Oh, it's beating hard, must be bad"". I've always had some form of anxiety in general but since the insomnia episode, it kinda exacerbated. 

I did take Lexapro (10mg) for a few months, (Jan-May 2019) but i stopped after it gave me horrible breakouts. I did feel better when on it, but thought I should resort to  non-drug treatments. It just gets frustrating, like i want to go back to the ""old me"", before this episode, when i didn't  think about my thoughts all the time.",5.450108530497068,5.9493588339483425,5.6927414803559815,82.64142174951162,67.67158671586715,9.476101584545258,29.963316691990446,9.478462496947786,2.42973739960929,1088,38,222,21,17,346,146,271,0.128,0.8270000000000001,0.045,-0.9562,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,3,12,10,2,0,10,0,23,7,5,1,4,46,45,18,0,5,8,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,20,7,0,2,12,0,1,3,5,5,1,0,20,3,32,5,25,20,14,34,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,5,25,147,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173238950472106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254292115643657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510603651274971,0.16403019514367675,0.0,0.0,0.08358359116790752,0.0,0.0,0.08687343427767119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965335704818192,0.0,0.11234504815171896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391165653440576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381944400145737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966631398035514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977732138096903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131933777621267,0.0,0.11164886653144017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799172866398884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639897904015535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796552720221553,0.08006777887863617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396564699653308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835087320119756,0.0,0.09294437204022198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910759502916133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983617040917618,0.0,0.07840352494562138,0.0,0.07220784385272865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118316208237929,0.10307228001109148,0.10460810983766768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292646713940801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247175310606353,0.0,0.0,0.16250809632554947,0.0,0.2948925764724588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568877592027078,0.16424365076398525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477083385865983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517585240224338,0.0,0.23394281519538135,0.05727671304429292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225734165516573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793658622586804,0.0,0.2363743304856241,0.0,0.08831749863319519,0.0,0.08863421698193606,0.10966647698535724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151012551776575,0.09975386756120784,0.0,0.0,0.10739535348024568,0.0,0.06325470181595846
anxiety,Yatsumegai,2020/01/07,"Stressing out has become a habit. This started happening a while ago, but I've realised that my anxiety has broken into my subconscious. Every day, most of the day I feel that burning sensation in my chest and my heart rate going up suddenly, it once went to 106 bpm while I was ""resting"". And the problem is that most of the time I don't even know whily I'm stressing out. And as a result, I can't try to think about something else (because I was already doing that) or go through the normal steps of trying to calm down your anxiety, because I don't know what's causing it at that moment.

This has been going on for years now, and I just want it to stop. It makes me irritated and sometimes I feel like it affects my breathing. If it gets real bad sometimes it makes me wanna puke. Does anybody have any advice on how to make it stop?",5.3614285714285685,5.397466571428573,5.9929523809523815,82.01871428571431,67.80952380952381,8.386666666666667,31.68095238095239,7.908726449838941,2.139912380952381,656,25,130,7,10,214,107,168,0.198,0.759,0.042,-0.9819,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,7,0,12,3,3,7,0,33,29,12,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,2,5,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,4,2,16,2,22,25,3,27,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,4,14,90,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042857522117985,0.12738736521096358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858397474033656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772551952936406,0.0,0.2198705444480481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998913559787992,0.17520460481962166,0.15871281753181551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762642053569866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185357933437458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575874742588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004855156142062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491695461287793,0.0,0.12107913689715473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532490381092972,0.10266413261050576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508084683834823,0.0,0.2450155772939773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707940652617514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029319348514335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795494569784554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020786030186969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28777611933414665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080210549469832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304300119810826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375079540018232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356974561446747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063247885479492,0.2842593053415909,0.0,0.10171637898546064,0.0,0.0,0.2402905594954463,0.32923119862174066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920814842974185,0.0,0.0,0.08379656296882064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951349034069982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476196586420909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332175991877593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925424369184028
anxiety,sydneysider001,2020/01/07,"A word of caution (supplements) Dear all,
I’m a big fan of being able to enhance certain traits using supplements (vitamin c, zinc and magnesium are my big ones). 

There have been two supplements I had trouble with, with their effects resembling anxiety symptoms (adrenaline rushes, fast heartbeat, cold hands, being restless). 

Obviously this has been my own experience and there might be people who use them and experience no side effects (as my brother). 

-NAC (n-acetyl-cysteine). Caused me to get shortness of breath (listed as a side effect) which resolved two to three days after discontinuation. 

-VERY SURPRISINGLY. Vitamin D3. Caused a lot of anxiety which is gradually resolving as I stop my supplementation. Not listed as a side effect but looking it up on reddit it doesn’t seem too uncommon either. 

I’m only posting in case someone else has experienced this (which would be comforting to know) and for people who might supplement with vitamin d3 and still struggle with anxiety despite proper treatment.",7.6227125506072895,10.008106970760238,7.757543859649125,62.873319838056716,64.08771929824562,10.87557354925776,38.30004498425551,10.891193690592663,5.140697345928924,816,43,113,24,13,264,116,171,0.073,0.818,0.109,0.7443,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,6,4,9,0,2,5,0,16,6,2,8,3,33,24,10,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,4,3,4,9,6,21,14,4,16,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,4,5,80,18,0,0.16042870697606634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681825651720294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32960894837123056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034632440637736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401759891645146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138601185558364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381737794429915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816742178089977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471970885757314,0.0,0.0,0.13639074968619966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403790115265328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087106437745528,0.12201326084970475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244213111834976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536463546924684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604826955015987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359307228099893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281185726252956,0.13412558255396476,0.0,0.16771491733810884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667468536029312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134310710255263,0.0,0.0,0.2771177870086428,0.0,0.13237048470863372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396395051132854,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flowerboy00,2020/01/07,"Mental anxiety? My anxiety has usually been in physical symptoms like heart palpitations, cold hands, panic. 

This past month, I’ve had very minimal physical symptoms, but now I’m having mental symptoms or mental anxiety

I think I’m having recurring thoughts based around the idea that Im losing my mind or my identity, or that anxiety is taking me over. It doesn’t really induce any panic at all though, rather a constant thought of panicking. I guess it could be labeled as ‘on-edge’ ?

I’m just curious if anyone has had that type of anxiety where everything is calm and remains calm, yet you just get this feeling of on-edge or thoughts of a panic attack without actually having one. 

These feelings all go away when I’m present and focused on something stimulating but once it’s me and my mind again, they all come back 

I think meditation and mindfulness would be good to practice being present, which is where I think this anxiety is finding room (in my lack of presence and just daydreaming about these thoughts all day long). 

Any insight is appreciated! Thank you",5.842307692307693,7.854901948717952,6.2420512820512855,73.4646153846154,67.97435897435898,9.917948717948716,35.05128205128205,10.203070172399654,4.059728205128205,860,43,142,23,15,277,118,195,0.165,0.696,0.14,-0.5595,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,14,10,1,3,3,0,19,5,2,2,4,44,38,15,0,5,12,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,12,7,0,0,13,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,7,4,14,5,16,26,5,26,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,6,15,94,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.09467697781428593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319530917147123,0.0,0.4453176343800269,0.0,0.0,0.06783824797340822,0.0,0.0,0.08636787054790508,0.0,0.1103736187110217,0.09115295717643687,0.07460196038962867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357365651573799,0.0,0.10484354740595347,0.0,0.07746212796639579,0.0,0.0,0.06256951231549412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719481645102177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981118875261309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867401012697375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068865285439585,0.0,0.055138383331030966,0.08137530286925923,0.0,0.0,0.10687785077317556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496850304072564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952313804670293,0.1047976433731454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047398797540916006,0.0,0.0,0.08585915101058493,0.0,0.10853993628607253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29331832766326016,0.0,0.2938859305480228,0.0,0.0774399910587244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033225367879516,0.06574288314683538,0.0,0.0,0.3414942250471693,0.0,0.0,0.09261603306399804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215313732402559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469030453486768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30252103743183084,0.07294654435102678,0.0,0.0,0.08932246499871382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864984182418166,0.09532110679941316,0.3080903914213601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685320590165888,0.08005119835677714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352327761488263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891982625874045,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LDRISLIT,2020/01/07,The Irony of Anxiety Isn't it ironic how we are too scared to speak to other people for fear of being judged or embarrassing ourselves but then we also fear by not speaking to others and being anxious people will also judge us and we will embarrass ourselves. Its like whichever we we go we fail...,3.0689473684210533,5.738857561403513,4.262368421052631,81.42407894736844,78.64912280701755,5.905263157894738,23.535087719298247,7.1686216300943375,1.2574350877192986,239,8,40,3,6,78,42,57,0.262,0.6729999999999999,0.065,-0.8876,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,7,0,0,1,4,7,0,5,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,2,7,1,7,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212154124422986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146854018896626,0.2975201555842901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5927030861456142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967271098816393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286636657976778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651592634105081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636678129290184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167878624402078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,One__of_many,2020/01/07,"Unresponsive during a panic attack Just wondering if this is common! 

Background: I have GAD/OCD/PTSD/Depression and am on zoloft/been in therapy. My anxiety is fairly under control but will flair up every now and then. 

Recently on a long flight I began to feel some anxiety which turned into a panic attack. My whole body tensed up, I was holding onto my seat and couldn't move. My husband kept asking me what was wrong and I could hear him but literally could not respond, only blink. I tried to talk and even opened my mouth but no sound would come out. This lasted about 5-7 minutes and afterwards I was totally exhausted. I hate my anxiety and try very very hard to remain calm and not be dramatic but this attack scared me. Usually I just get chest pain and lose my breath but this was another level. Anyone else ever experience this?",4.036495956873317,6.296796930817614,5.166329739442948,78.2508962264151,73.40251572327044,8.568014375561546,25.19362084456425,9.23628265651192,2.359448876909254,668,22,117,16,14,220,109,159,0.305,0.679,0.016,-0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,12,4,3,3,0,14,6,4,1,2,35,24,16,0,5,10,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,13,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,11,0,0,6,4,18,1,13,12,3,23,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,3,10,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362713936859416,0.29246322103216904,0.0,0.0,0.08910580214998035,0.13057263783485915,0.0,0.0,0.11913490644532335,0.4349285303755268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141552012979431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109774322375791,0.0,0.0,0.14292964910108458,0.20349361178654696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975993246313308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645593344646603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416988686481572,0.11527262475125888,0.10736982971997236,0.0,0.0,0.12465628455748475,0.0,0.0,0.06443517263219588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657974236397297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415709708016705,0.1258160849860147,0.0,0.0,0.14362896953030604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387686826048848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277632827005478,0.0,0.14256762780591525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354436739289322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692037226170593,0.13560026180008986,0.2990359938181361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896517553140207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258270940980789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758507735153135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242775591591824,0.0,0.0,0.14573349818872025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730405575076824,0.1386131327919078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403521008958919,0.21029511981040172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227708501402467,0.0,0.0,0.13819826682331585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052645942786736,0.13933061640395658,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yydubs,2020/01/07,"fuck anxiety ever since i dropped outta college back in september due to my anxiety (bad idea i know) my life really is at an all time low, i spend most of my time in my room not because i want to but because i feel safe here, my family are aware of my condition and have been supportive during my months ‘doing nothing’ but they recently have started encouraging me to start doing something again, which is what any parent would do but i just can’t, any suggestions would be a great help:) much love",4.678468335787926,6.007754608247424,5.628718703976437,79.38855670103094,69.9278350515464,9.666568483063331,29.32106038291605,9.957137785484203,2.9140792341678936,395,15,75,10,7,130,72,97,0.07,0.723,0.20800000000000002,0.9686,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,2,0,13,3,0,0,2,16,21,4,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,15,5,8,17,3,16,0,1,0,2,6,5,1,1,10,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26006997183999697,0.0,0.2925629179483001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470350522721104,0.15965927460058024,0.2331297743983112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296787953934695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802635741274156,0.0,0.09668570661935036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767782163880146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081882611035066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281695807648695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158621602381015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050885645772485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350631244629586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258196119116265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526286048490257,0.0,0.14056743589069667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834790945396452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232526811382316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249932505237808,0.0,0.18880498038199567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817773522327389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720917217385707,0.0,0.0,0.27069056215625065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699223537779794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300183080675745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278549442136228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716719561687944,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zero-J,2020/01/07,"Nothing feels right I'm 17 year old guy living with depression, autism and anxiety, have been suffering from HOCD for 3 months,  and have recently found out that the reason my meds don't work is because It's most likely being caused by deeply repressed trauma.

After speaking to my psychiatrist yesterday, having a breakdown about potential traumatising things in my childhood, going home and then going to sleep feeling ok. I woke up feeling like nothing feels right, I had to skip college because of it, even tho I would probably feel better if I did go, it's like something in my head is afraid of feeling better.

Any ideas?",8.934473684210527,8.68867911403509,8.174385964912283,70.29736842105265,60.49122807017544,10.757894736842106,38.29824561403509,10.125756701596842,4.0089929824561406,505,22,81,9,6,158,87,114,0.13699999999999998,0.722,0.14,-0.376,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,11,0,2,2,1,11,2,2,2,0,19,23,6,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,5,0,1,9,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,5,7,8,6,15,16,1,17,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,2,11,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113454177685638,0.0,0.1137702151396584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813163799073327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26306109769282343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527761680565868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809211790091887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822800388125552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511830981241674,0.10624543167930788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630635489440252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535626135031465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725595159904525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262938719758942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917805275777984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678865153726699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179708989512089,0.0,0.13132227945120242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651941353167639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187066996180844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854012559868433,0.0,0.15605637872422004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603450630832335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152908690321089,0.1468428288050813,0.0,0.0,0.25401173785548803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882717122390526,0.0,0.0,0.11449174287843507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880280529238283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826976204675097,0.0,0.0,0.10564625591476186,0.0,0.0,0.09577065435650192
anxiety,WeirdBeardBob,2020/01/07,"Poem: Anxiety (Possible triggers!) POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING: I feel like some of the lines might get a bit too close to comfort for those who struggle with anxiety disorder and/or any other disorders that include panic/anxiety attacks.

The last few days I've been feeling extremely anxious. After trying to open up how I felt about a friend's behaviour towards me on 4 different moments throughout the past 2 weeks, the person I consider my best friend once again decided to ignore me and just disappear on me. I went into full panic/anxiety mode the next few days and I'm only managing to snap out of it for little moments. This is the 5th day she's been ignoring me and the anxiety just won't stop. I decided to write a poem about it. Warning: I'm not the best poet!

 

>**Anxiety**  
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>My chest is in pain, my heart rate increases  
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>My mouth won’t speak words, it’s just sprouting pieces  
>  
>Sweating, trembling and hyperventilating  
>  
>I feel weak and tired, my brain’s self-deprecating  
>  
>I’m feeling cold, my limbs are numb  
>  
>It won’t stop, until I succumb  
>  
>Many more symptoms, too many to name  
>  
>It’s no one’s fault, my brain is to blame  
>  
>But during these moments, irrationality wins  
>  
>I just can’t think straight, the panic, it stings  
>  
>Searching for answers, someone who knows  
>  
>Just what I’m feeling, anxiety blows  
>  
>Reaching out to people, no one seems to relate  
>  
>Am I just crazy? Am I a disgrace?  
>  
>So who do I turn to? When there’s nobody there?  
>  
>Who can I run to? Does ANYONE care?  
>  
>Doctors keep saying, you’re not your disorder  
>  
>But then why does it feel like I’m stuck in a corner?  
>  
>“The right people will like you, you deserve love  
>  
>You’ll find someone out there who fits like a glove”  
>  
>But negativity overshines all good you do  
>  
>And my scared tantrums? Well, they’re not too good  
>  
>The panic keeps coming, I just can’t control it  
>  
>And the people around me, just see me throwing fit  
>  
>I freak out, I say things, I meant not to say  
>  
>I’m scared, will I die? My thoughts drift away  
>  
>Everybody hates me, I simply can tell  
>  
>Anxiety shows me, it hurts me like hell  
>  
>My head sees things, things not quite real  
>  
>But at that moment, unreal is not how they feel  
>  
>Then when I calm down, when the panic is gone  
>  
>I find a heart broken, I destroyed a safe home  
>  
>People I love, I tear them apart  
>  
>I don’t mean to do it, it breaks my heart  
>  
>I wish I could fix things, I would fix myself  
>  
>Just so I can fit in with everyone else  
>  
>Kindness and love is what I want to bring  
>  
>But that’s not what I give when panic is king  
>  
>Even then, when anxiety takes over  
>  
>I’ll work so hard to stay above it  
>  
>Insulting or blaming, I’ll never do  
>  
>Cause the fault is on my brain, definitely not you  
>  
>So what do I do now? ‘Bout this disorder of mine  
>  
>Do I just isolate and live in decline?  
>  
>I guess that’s how it works, that’s how it’ll be  
>  
>I believe we all deserve love, it’s just not for me",4.072922625858126,5.5477843371710565,4.450637871853548,86.69533466819227,71.58223684210526,7.5895881006864965,27.19765446224256,8.112205042999317,1.6105892734553775,2439,85,493,35,46,767,289,608,0.192,0.6829999999999999,0.126,-0.9905,1,0,0,0,0,0,259.0,1,5,2,8,32,43,5,8,20,0,34,18,9,7,3,85,74,22,1,4,19,0,9,5,2,8,5,4,1,1,35,19,0,8,19,1,0,9,19,22,1,2,8,16,56,21,47,56,12,66,1,1,2,4,28,30,1,5,30,255,91,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03916387756577673,0.0,0.3965128459842558,0.06506147506137554,0.0,0.04026898958383613,0.0,0.0,0.05126822969890097,0.0,0.06551811455901213,0.05410867162301483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488537306470668,0.12087647285474296,0.0,0.06287449248272363,0.0,0.0,0.1928719191855401,0.0,0.0,0.058717896752129274,0.05916185544142066,0.0,0.04960957578141697,0.0,0.0,0.06459324097868746,0.04598175391326894,0.0,0.0,0.11142435639048326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059770400176573174,0.060170372235035935,0.2640172547367752,0.05894686298543447,0.10079660278567676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810991845264746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03803833438059317,0.0,0.0,0.05503070038540669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383829818779156,0.08228609147984907,0.055296423506076525,0.0,0.10527432228378894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889893790270679,0.0,0.030088937948581307,0.055246566951146325,0.0,0.0966092527893178,0.0,0.0,0.06344301611702677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159025385916725,0.05685922233496201,0.05910501524132901,0.0,0.0,0.20473695546637571,0.0,0.0,0.05776850214635217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165239233842484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023791131977873,0.0,0.059972198897903964,0.0316505257992543,0.04694437876158047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406803493222357,0.057721345134479865,0.05085393757390369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791262444741312,0.0,0.0,0.11677653711472168,0.0,0.06273351871947057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109498535988187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044417755302152695,0.0,0.061248717334846964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061332570960861026,0.07805034934537275,0.043800576021962405,0.061280919965260375,0.40542401380280696,0.0,0.0,0.05497715790378753,0.15970548457905895,0.0502862689406172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985047380423118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061255152999237124,0.0,0.06555120424594314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918242781774795,0.0,0.13739610378910833,0.11531734246158462,0.0,0.09178519450407713,0.05242871380339242,0.06008000793260102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975933913526522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138437883140443,0.0,0.09629736529017853,0.0,0.06020665242226213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985913487432131,0.04330128979450936,0.0,0.05033710158456493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304369413820412,0.0369020087533584,0.0,0.04572084750733075,0.0,0.06619242086456315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910053127701739,0.0626425066146095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03396868360820505,0.0,0.046196053124156734,0.0,0.051781255396087,0.0533874649049929,0.051966949895575626,0.0,0.06622684616033199,0.0,0.0,0.08385391638458142,0.0,0.0,0.040911017731780325,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sAd_biOtch666,2020/01/07,"Chest Pain for Daayysss After an Anxiety Attack I had a bad anxiety attack on Thursday, and my chest has hurt since then, it's Tuesday rn. If I'm up and moving around or at work it hurts worse and I get light-headed and pale. When I take a deep breath I feel pressure under the top right section of my sternum. The pain in my chest goes from feeling like pressure, to sharp pain, to dull pain that radiates into my right shoulder. I've never had pain like this for days after an anxiety attack. I don't have insurance and can't afford to go to the doctor so I'm not on medication, but I definitely need to be. I'm not looking for medical advice, just curious if anyone has dealt with this before.",2.817340425531913,4.616718624113479,4.4747695035460975,83.90875000000003,75.52482269503545,7.253191489361702,25.22517730496454,8.07648339933343,1.567756028368794,550,19,108,9,12,185,91,141,0.233,0.682,0.085,-0.9313,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,16,3,2,7,0,8,13,5,0,1,19,18,12,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,14,0,0,2,4,10,2,21,15,1,23,0,3,1,0,0,13,0,3,10,68,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529291032549085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707730416441878,0.0,0.0,0.08249737861446013,0.0,0.0,0.10503105739859564,0.0,0.4026725844432397,0.0,0.0,0.09851197755678053,0.0,0.0,0.100395964901898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609012469244217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076194918474124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193128327104687,0.08428802055468078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061641936678924814,0.0,0.06705320702905479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210859490334611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25260930586010266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528235658845053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907711224658436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771357617756936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253986584424802,0.0,0.08748387703185917,0.0909967797611936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277181658222913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151592631406615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759784729875563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870952401810417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589398889537639,0.0,0.12023610001114568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weallhomos_sapiens,2020/01/07,"How do you cope with fearing for your health? Hello everyone. I’m 22, female and I suffer with anxiety and sometimes panic attacks. For long periods of time I’m fine but then something happens and I start panicking. For example during the holiday I got the flu and in the meantime I wanted to see a NET doctor for my tinnitus. I went to the hospital and the doctor told me I have otosclerosis and I’ll keep losing my hearing. She didn’t explain anything. I went searching on reddit and almost had a panic attack with what I read. The next day I visited another doctor, in a bigger city, more “qualified” meaning he has a PhD, he has been a lecturer etc. After he examined me he told me that the first diagnosis was wrong and my hearing is perfectly healthy, my ears are good and it was all because of my cold. Meaning the first doctor thought I had hearing loss but actually me ear was affected by me nose which was affected by my cold. To calm me down he suggested a revisit during Easter. Lastly he told me my tinnitus is because I have suffered many otitis. Since then I calmed down but even now as I’m more stressed I hear my ears ring a little bit louder (I’m sure it’s because of stress because I don’t remember complaining during summer when I was more relaxed).  I have a general anxiety over my health. I feel like I’ll die or something like that. Does anyone deal with the same situation? Do you have any tips?


Ps - I am in fact healthy (thank god) but my brain can’t seem to comprehend it.",3.1309752281616703,5.170702620338981,4.915000000000003,80.03323011734032,75.33898305084746,8.335071707953063,29.312255541069106,9.057496981413335,2.7502464146023464,1183,53,220,28,26,402,161,295,0.188,0.6970000000000001,0.115,-0.9682,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,5,4,23,2,5,17,0,23,12,5,3,4,38,49,19,1,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,7,8,0,0,7,13,0,1,8,3,0,3,3,13,0,2,16,13,39,10,26,33,7,27,0,4,1,0,23,9,0,3,17,140,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.08773509589828497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002767610880498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611390299042616,0.09427407480744644,0.1375553883654341,0.0,0.0,0.0628642287589004,0.0,0.07398481644233726,0.0,0.0,0.20456166315843372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219222975227316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815385286250754,0.0,0.0,0.10036461119877704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057981806031840576,0.09268893645064012,0.0,0.0,0.09330803053522196,0.0,0.0,0.3680896012174439,0.07867717518025652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100268737285909,0.0593819357977881,0.0,0.0,0.08590884880755324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116902510397056,0.04545907600552916,0.0642287245337465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294766236548618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540872306877926,0.07190588472537951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950340579652887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911313315058385,0.40532150226360025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991240975639535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328523004701942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878468692964167,0.09010923497971,0.0,0.07956380760732687,0.0,0.10058159796283032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115037425471896,0.0,0.1958675552770536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561584279910937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109701800437984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993013405639183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184575014757907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164328585861188,0.08184686758056482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743710103521979,0.10105789090380148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842776105280244,0.08891913930742575,0.0,0.06363579100417756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597359006008933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473515653196938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277318534507414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713751660137343,0.05242479747253387,0.0,0.0,0.2577265464226597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302877273687698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666871625699988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829788331846424,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fiumarily,2020/01/07,"Holiday Anxiety Does anybody else find that Christmas ending/the holiday season ending triggers major anxiety and depression? Seeing the Christmas tree and Christmas lights come down is absolutely panic attack-inducing for me. This year, for some reason, my anxiety and depression is worse than in the past. I want to rewind time and go back so that I can have Christmas over again. I feel like I didn’t get to do everything I wanted to over the holidays and I felt too rushed, which is most likely a contributing factor to my anxiety. Thoughts? 
Brand new to this subreddit but have had anxiety for a very long time
Thanks everyone:)",5.51920353982301,8.170267336283189,5.838238938053099,73.33187168141593,70.3274336283186,10.183716814159293,31.653982300884948,10.355215969177356,4.0790502654867264,511,23,80,16,10,163,76,113,0.145,0.747,0.109,-0.2984,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,17,19,7,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,4,9,3,13,15,3,17,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,2,12,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6023205499803205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791448447386862,0.0,0.12108470092108238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564645153073265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712573402714132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378030478880996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131545969074363,0.0,0.13947167001972985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504693219998772,0.14152387171461564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962155750236823,0.112496591068975,0.15119588331068842,0.0,0.14392471645008326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227156952594446,0.0,0.0894938232191288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386376428409876,0.0,0.0,0.1393559843086916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208549590835188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475710240567986,0.0,0.0,0.1503229218841054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190537450933287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548319292623222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497720841940126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501358110121735,0.18364403297601847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992923189659422,0.18575975795177707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047537106304824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140550957589864
anxiety,nopethisisntme5,2020/01/07,"Fear of death Hello, just a warning this may be triggering, I am in a very dark place.
So I know fear of death to an extent is normal, but for over a week now I have been having terrible panic/anxiety attacks to the point where all I do is sob and I have been missing work over this. This is the lowest I've ever been. I went to my doctor and had my medication adjusted, and I have my first therapy appointment later today. I realize that my thoughts cannot control anything, that anything can happen at any time, our whole lives/loved ones lives could end unexpectedly at any time. I've been reading a book that is really helping me see through letting go of my illusion of control, but what I'm having a hard time with is what happens after death. I really do believe that there will be peace, but what I'm afraid of is never seeing my loved ones again, or there being ""nothingness."" It terrifies me to think about. I have researched different religions but it seems to act as a trigger for me and make things worse because nothing is ever certain, and my brain likes to hold onto facts. I see people around me in my life who believe in God and it gives them so much comfort. I just wish I could have that comfort, I really really do.",5.504726775956283,5.851514336065577,6.326131147540983,78.68007103825141,67.52459016393442,9.457486338797814,31.020765027322412,9.3871,2.6797456830601085,974,36,187,18,15,322,137,244,0.18600000000000005,0.72,0.094,-0.9714,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,4,13,12,1,3,9,0,33,5,1,5,6,38,51,14,3,4,7,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,16,8,0,3,6,2,0,3,3,7,0,3,7,4,28,5,27,36,4,29,0,2,3,1,7,12,1,3,15,143,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193616217363096,0.0,0.0854594758343173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385913363315795,0.09944748255333656,0.0,0.12708867836477178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809867928981013,0.0,0.0,0.25172263773162723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470768564262008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505893120561246,0.17838609590842391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671540207677145,0.0,0.1143421015850598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894379175683456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210003954387776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514144144781988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502228310470984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716445711648284,0.06348857948616968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975733402275561,0.0,0.10007212850362417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748782878355455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139406667074258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423322453242955,0.07890558312786111,0.05457690529587464,0.0,0.09864385993725204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082456139886847,0.0,0.07456871611328578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253822109919152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212127138214947,0.0,0.08615928366186387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094541714275724,0.10719080432937238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139806465703204,0.0,0.0,0.13107011813537298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744712702498772,0.0,0.11671540207677145,0.0,0.10560407406302534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174236370518467,0.0,0.2862626113370623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26706031930612434,0.10169853010096257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277525596834575,0.0,0.0742165771672505,0.07158062396996229,0.0,0.0886869550891964,0.19542072902970928,0.0,0.10589003975227376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217420901379833,0.0,0.0,0.08960873457263277,0.0,0.0,0.10355826631595128,0.0,0.12472260681826812,0.1284634395759779,0.0,0.0,0.08132776317477729,0.0,0.1138442071735204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ttournesol,2020/01/07,"Driving anxiety means I keep putting off learning Where I live we need a certain amount of lessons before we can do a driving test and get a full licence.

I've been taking lessons on and off for about 2 years now and I still have maybe 3 to go. But everytime I take a class I get nervous and if I do something wrong I feel like crying, which is then embarrassing for me and puts me off going again. 

I've also been told by my instructor that I'd do better with more practice at home in between real lessons. This has been awkward to do for a while as although I'm insured on my Dad's car, he has only recently been able to drive himself due to an injury, so I haven't practice really at all. Which then means I wont book a lesson because I'll have to say I haven't practiced.

Adding to that, whenever I drive with my dad I'm even more anxious. Sometimes I'll mess up and just totally freak out. I've had a few breakdowns (mental - kind of like panic attacks but more hysterical crying and freezing) in the car with him and I dont know where it comes from. 

I'm desperate to drive, I really need it for my independence as I live in a rural area, but I'm finding it so hard to do.",4.441997300944671,4.422082538461538,5.641716599190283,83.9431956815115,69.76923076923077,8.529986504723345,31.04156545209177,8.238735603445708,2.0741375978407555,925,36,199,12,15,310,139,247,0.14300000000000002,0.826,0.031,-0.9617,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,5,11,13,1,4,10,0,20,0,0,1,3,38,39,21,0,3,5,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,15,0,1,10,1,0,12,4,8,0,0,6,4,24,5,35,32,8,37,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,1,11,130,32,4,0.1378812623180319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026359566060208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054787882756834,0.15576658007840374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685984107207898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405113774146435,0.0,0.11732679879781766,0.0,0.0,0.12194477171836655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877249864565785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029121845021324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159581255067515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106927337190464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971690909638438,0.09850240134998088,0.0,0.0,0.12602097582900088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407453744387091,0.0,0.1567221977005491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351452839700275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830614825594706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225552012095892,0.0,0.14358211696393122,0.07577593586346361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472364023402794,0.0,0.2435033614572999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852026049972932,0.30038623188294683,0.0,0.0,0.13895188239757789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044744178433792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048649131605006,0.0,0.16177395315263765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772175033796271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693906256781429,0.17666053458486822,0.0,0.13614111241962884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964871394394082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614773200142068,0.13636809404728195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011215419566768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733909945668574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175145491656592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075151538158935,0.0,0.0887910123180545
anxiety,AdiDassler,2020/01/07,"Work thing next week keeps me on edge for weeks now. How can I snap out of it? Hey reddit!
I‘m struggling with anxiety for over half my life. Sometimes more and sometimes less. Last few years are on the „more“ side. 
Next week I have to leave town for a day for work, couple of hours by train, spend the night and the next day there and go back. When I first heard about it I thought I could handle it but for the last 2 weeks I‘m in constant fear. I can function on a normal level but my head is only thinking about the fact that I have to go there.
Every moment of that trip, like going there by train, staying there, participate in the activities the next day, on it’s own is enough for me to feel anxious about it but the fact that the whole thing is bundled with anxiety inducing things is driving me crazy.
Last night had some weird dreams and woke but totally drenched by my own sweat. 
By now I feel like my head is so much into fear mode that I can’t shake it off and can’t calm down. Any idea on how to reset my fear level to look at it fresh again and maybe see that it isn’t that bad?
I really don’t want to go but the only thing I could to is call in sick and even then I’m not sure if they will only reschedule it. 
I feel like I have to go and not be beaten by fear but right now I feel like will have a breakdown even before entering the train.

Would appreciate every single advice. Thanks",2.5480658129839213,3.877859366438362,3.262674210839787,94.28315961882072,75.1986301369863,6.311137581893983,20.229898749255508,6.7026698264267655,-0.0007458606313286432,1093,22,252,9,23,344,146,292,0.141,0.7509999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,18,16,1,6,14,0,24,5,3,3,4,42,45,20,0,6,9,0,4,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,19,12,0,1,8,1,1,9,6,9,0,2,4,7,23,7,41,35,11,57,0,0,2,0,4,19,0,2,32,167,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213137797678002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715597106786599,0.0,0.12859398995952678,0.09495106249362296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462823165757299,0.07017712052817472,0.0,0.0,0.07151921932946677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582307923848062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082674281164993,0.0,0.13421203209015856,0.09299824384850396,0.0,0.16261329791499524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868447335800446,0.0,0.11102669472273316,0.0,0.1416292423666585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37831243844473866,0.1699901118491799,0.18013313886033047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149174740545014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883395238748545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251634674964955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277099995544157,0.0,0.0,0.09488070689534724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747063109629356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553262759460536,0.0,0.08899539545293868,0.0,0.0,0.05936605429318706,0.16424771959159332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057970634793614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443817604984624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178543598870919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575468144138537,0.1577479479168035,0.08234984174764573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176838031391424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053843723894694086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177709655223355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697590033982939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625254805623016,0.0,0.0,0.08958468871255378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786590853166534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921486753643693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738071399213355,0.0,0.0,0.22335278062268246,0.053854987701631066,0.0,0.0667252478495864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957407739474317,0.0,0.2696750618096297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383732753058782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237685123887032,0.0,0.0,0.05970575671184088,0.0,0.0,0.05412458150676524
anxiety,aghostyliveshere,2020/01/07,"Anxiety with chatting at work Hey everyone, so basicly been bad with anxiety for my whole life but after smoking weed for a couple years its now at its worst. I was 340lbs and lost 120lbs and i thought it would help my anxiety but now more people wanna talk. Suddenly im not invisible (funny now im smaller). But i find myself cutting conversations short to end it or keep it work related because i dont want to have to have a chat where i seem dumb. Also my eye contact is terrible.  

Sounds so silly typing it but daily at work it is a struggle. I have stopped smoking weed now that i know the damage it has had on me. But i just dont know how to have basic conversations. I get stressed and say something stupid. Or i get shaky when im the focus of attention for one or two people. I lose my knowledge and feel like i sound dumb. I know what im talking about but then a conversation starts and im so stressed about what to say my brain feels like its on pause and no matter how much i pull for the info it doesnt come. Even gaming i find i dont chat for fear of judgment and inability to jab back some times. If anyone takes the piss with me my self esteem is so low i panic and stay quiet. (Maybe they atre right...) Then others see me as stupid (i think anyways)  

Sorry if its a bit all over the place i tend to rant. But just wondering if anyone has any good ideas for being better at conversations (small talk each day etc.) Or how to get better at just not feeling tense knowing certain people are working that day because i know im more awkward around them. Just want to be friendlier with coworkers.",1.882492331288344,4.0387639478527655,3.332204754601228,89.31738688650307,79.76687116564419,6.038190184049081,22.76418711656441,7.1686216300943375,0.7912334355828223,1261,41,261,16,32,413,176,326,0.24100000000000002,0.662,0.098,-0.9942,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,8,24,27,6,7,10,0,20,4,3,3,2,67,44,34,0,7,20,0,3,2,0,1,1,5,0,1,16,15,0,2,18,4,0,2,7,20,0,2,5,10,32,7,35,36,10,35,0,4,2,0,19,15,3,11,19,172,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487080877312018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055163679393059335,0.0,0.1861673636577359,0.0,0.0,0.11344053597115394,0.0,0.0,0.0722130790397339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237547861212175,0.06773094928170646,0.09889873898857296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348626887469584,0.08856090256877752,0.0,0.0,0.0905555950633832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987680749015464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975659431426694,0.0,0.10463004609590844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852124762948596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184732756603644,0.0,0.09046909127357998,0.05357831279328308,0.0,0.0,0.07751264944942066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128139053045066,0.12304856152610948,0.11590281277124916,0.0,0.0,0.1482825328781859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271439369213754,0.0,0.0,0.06803874103531013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054372333808733256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157344014935984,0.5257344280511282,0.0,0.0,0.07210226525071688,0.0,0.0,0.2229043146812307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729672551572654,0.07926125980637681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075137488363087,0.08855093517528709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149490569616405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963177456987957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496831155920592,0.0,0.0,0.0951756299671096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871303410590285,0.0,0.08475205544598714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927515477377942,0.0,0.12901811721014758,0.0,0.0,0.06464131436102967,0.07384766113578377,0.08462477419300793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244934407508119,0.0,0.09080604248779377,0.057416422510712675,0.08646202582751165,0.0,0.06781908885735194,0.18584300574125096,0.08480315734755715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099136796448345,0.1956010593429162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197775875004219,0.0,0.06439939889091338,0.04730112212361661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924144392059831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569213716492377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056642996848864,0.0,0.0,0.0879700596395167,0.2362222970145124,0.0,0.0,0.05762458689156452,0.0,0.0,0.052237955295651006
anxiety,kar_1505,2020/01/07,"I have an exam in 19 hours, it's the most important test in my entire life (decides what university I get) and a life changing one. I need some help calm myself down as I'm constantly shaking and my heart's racing. All I can think about is how it all could go wrong. I literally can't even sit without having to shake my legs in nervousness, and can't even imagine what my friends would score, and me scoring less could potentially mean that within myself I feel inferior. 
I'm indian btw, idk if there are more Indians on this sub like me but they'll know it's a nation wide test and it's making me really nervous.",3.2078400000000014,4.787151904000003,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,73.96000000000002,8.200000000000001,25.3,8.841846274778883,1.83332,488,16,99,10,10,165,90,125,0.095,0.8190000000000001,0.086,-0.2579,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,4,4,0,11,4,2,2,2,24,21,9,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,0,1,16,3,10,17,6,14,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,3,3,66,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23967492518821945,0.0,0.0,0.2448354556467571,0.0,0.3617862208073851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992870882506986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455768753137212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750429702557971,0.0,0.11837046460926585,0.0,0.12876167909701938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684797159524883,0.1518612346920606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312013908120595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451378145641505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32005804684560923,0.11068784374592404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512333898878183,0.0,0.0,0.2467948775755289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799451360556564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352579294615634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514285402497898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517321710107706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839984295607406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094473606294507,0.24771243042472446,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KhajitCaravan,2020/01/07,"Anxiety, Work, and reddit Ever had work go so sideways so fast that you nearly get fired and your manager informs you of this then proceeds to apply pressure underwhich you have a melt down midshift and then you go home medicate accidentally sleep for 24hrs missing an entire work day then get scared that you HAVE lost your job because of a no call no show but when the next work day rolls around you're too stressed out and anxious to even call and ask if you still have a job and you dont want to go in anyways because what if they just send you home and the thought of dealing with the situation AT ALL makes you nauseaus and want to cry because if you go in and they send you home you know you'll breakdown on the spot and that shits embarrassing but at the same time you think what if i do still have a job then i have to work under the new pressure management is applying on top of pressures that aren't directly work related and instead of actually solving the problem you just stall by posting to this subreddit take another pill and sleep for another day or forever that sounds even better but you cant do that because you're down to you last few pills and you dont have insurance so these are your final lifelines and once those are gone thats it you're f*cked but you're f**ked anyways because you need that job that you're about the lose if you haven't already because everything went wrong at work when all you tried to do is what you were told and *back to the beginning*

*This was intentionally not punctuated. If you have severe anxiety, like i do, you'll be able to figure out why.",4.89684829366217,6.0176441924290245,5.142479208488673,83.85772225408662,69.22082018927445,8.665844565529106,30.18196157155148,8.97023862654752,2.3121810725552048,1287,50,259,23,22,406,155,317,0.17600000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9903,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,27,2,11,19,14,1,6,14,0,26,6,3,2,3,48,47,35,0,10,14,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,3,0,18,19,0,0,5,1,0,8,8,12,0,0,8,2,32,2,34,36,4,45,0,3,0,0,37,15,1,7,22,176,50,13,0.0858668949451555,0.0,0.08379370301796382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475625378758433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800778524449733,0.1313758792100343,0.09700515024810057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643974134008627,0.08027395559493951,0.0,0.0,0.06602634196571491,0.0,0.3140619730251741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594229067978707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535940046679496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943207520984909,0.1661311309459299,0.08852499828575082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127072274491667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134285485626036,0.07767152245040372,0.0,0.0,0.07717162844735752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940629862717514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972381716690192,0.0,0.19520054080280966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583944903659921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408385750152849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719019984855435,0.06999297988210376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195022756580652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606309154253047,0.09373385916001838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731681914325791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650186300172986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636692145863576,0.0,0.08293078220852093,0.09132041691285712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144544072430116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223674955538045,0.0,0.0,0.08216302188504837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859677414410375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700515024810057,0.08814113372076532,0.0,0.09651798760022168,0.171857813979533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714682644398232,0.0,0.09836023804572104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456121873182931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055020039127600014,0.0,0.06816872316121361,0.050069676965797616,0.0,0.0,0.0820494978650384,0.0,0.05829798521674396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012930387463753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959947187776747,0.07748151694686227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375848553289936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388197001153402,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riddim-pup,2020/01/07,"My crush makes me so anxious This dude I somewhat knew of messaged me like a week ago and we hit it off. We seemed to really click and I got all of his attention and curiosity, didn’t take long for us to be crushing on each other. It’s pretty obvious he wants me around. But, as soon as I started to actually like him I froze up. Before, I was pretty damn smooth, calm and “cool” but now that I like him I’m convinced I seem needy, nervous and uninteresting.. I know it’s probably not true but I can’t stop feeling so much fear, so much that I don’t answer him sometimes in fear of being awkward. He has depression so sometimes he gets into those moods, and when he does I convince myself it’s just him losing interest. How do I stop obsessing? This dude told me he likes me but I keep convincing myself he’s not going to anymore and I’m scared I’m gonna manifest that into existence or something. Help.",1.2712162162162173,3.5664857837837864,3.389391891891893,87.23760135135137,83.05405405405406,6.5108108108108125,23.304054054054056,7.734863291789972,1.2734918918918918,710,26,146,13,20,241,114,185,0.223,0.606,0.172,-0.9176,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,1,10,21,1,6,1,1,8,0,0,2,3,38,27,20,0,1,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,3,7,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,5,5,29,11,17,18,5,17,0,2,1,0,17,7,1,4,13,94,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.14494207118118094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316612634872529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677945583713744,0.14730003668148242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222156357036327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638653541406464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792709757001228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997800490845424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342709753221351,0.07510030692692184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759984000029442,0.0,0.08441198342070047,0.0,0.1187915480743833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995553033710793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201866441907625,0.0,0.0,0.08162719940944706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902534510788407,0.0,0.0,0.1314427589962022,0.0,0.16616503329918236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914370866698614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837059371936066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022130971068177,0.1601384914705313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515095076042142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870261189627754,0.0,0.0,0.27042894033129605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434424383161247,0.29379632145858703,0.0,0.10512900515993574,0.0,0.0,0.2483524061812257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167470136707637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419250341208221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786611040558797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760576453452464,0.0,0.11914034111824437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chinana243,2020/01/07,"Is it good/healthy to cry when anxious? I've recently been feeling anxious more frequently and all of this has been building up. I almost always feel like crying throughout the day, i know it sometimes feels better afterwards but I'm worried it'll only make it worse. Not sure what to do...",3.937636363636365,6.311723854545457,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,74.0909090909091,6.581818181818183,31.0,7.554174236665415,2.2354727272727275,232,11,40,3,5,73,46,55,0.273,0.647,0.08,-0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,11,12,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,3,4,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964008904554876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742012095016077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730260472851069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851586307023925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599361212059072,0.1350174913417316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31757050121597324,0.14956417973361116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559812828939467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505674517211008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022809112578677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974695329551085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922489710642654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671408542333047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705873002578967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731583140257475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126114810410852,0.2133519514895855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yaydabear,2020/01/07,cat i just had a massive anxiety attack like the worst i’ve ever had and so i just hugged my cat and it took about half an hour but i’ve calmed down now and it’s all because of him i love him so much,-1.880141843971632,-0.0618023829787191,0.7713829787234054,103.4841666666667,94.10638297872343,3.984397163120569,14.21631205673759,5.46131890053228,-1.2478198581560282,156,3,42,1,6,53,34,47,0.115,0.636,0.249,0.8397,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,8,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,6,4,3,1,3,5,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919249503222805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341280560869317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262140768604844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451814057364371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758017004950654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864317585814653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444112521201673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805218243453085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239745380252595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElDepresso15,2020/01/07,"Tips for panic attacks in class So recently in my classes I've been having minor panic attacks, I'm a sophmore in high school and midterms are coming up. I'm on medication for a couple different things including anxiety but it still happens. Most of my teachers won't let me leave and it just makes it worse. Any tips on how to stop them or at least make them not completely unbearable?",5.6008,6.608492813333335,6.3080000000000025,76.55400000000003,67.53333333333333,9.733333333333334,33.66666666666667,9.888512548439397,3.4184666666666663,311,14,56,7,5,102,59,75,0.21,0.775,0.016,-0.9228,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,2,2,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,12,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,11,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,3,38,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952154663969007,0.0,0.14570387097745227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43335890407415256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164067231916866,0.19969710219962414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074397220425015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989935664740697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684260299519662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012348891364904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167308939933354,0.0,0.19476158548971306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427140724777303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187169458959027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469351911032201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188059489523823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275898534921168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210420379538578,0.15923581198979989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653532540885126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409833153785894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BestSpaghettiWestern,2020/01/07,"A moment of weakness. I’m tired. I don’t want to participate or talk to anyone anymore. Can I live my life as a recluse? Or at least just as someone who doesn’t have to interact by the spoken word?

I’m on my meds, but my depression is really feeding into my anxiety.",0.730952380952381,2.8685768571428567,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,84.0,7.3047619047619055,25.404761904761905,8.344100000000001,1.9867833333333345,208,9,43,5,6,75,43,56,0.204,0.775,0.021,-0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,10,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25853952055130125,0.0,0.3351668629246733,0.23631044565081644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910856299942104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387121080668517,0.0,0.0,0.2984260786124045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753988905642423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165067055592912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863535693527426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716405448745408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884368749964852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933837040819613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosebloss0m,2020/01/07,"Waiting for a relationship to end is tough Especially tough if it’s a really great relationship but only outside factors are contributing to the stress of ending it (families, cultures, religion)

More difficult having anxiety and just really hoping for the best but always thinking the worst is to come 

Things will be ok though. Just need somewhere to vent.",8.741229508196719,10.405218491803279,8.734549180327871,59.6021516393443,60.80327868852458,12.657377049180331,38.200819672131146,12.161744961471696,5.6793901639344275,292,14,40,10,4,95,47,61,0.221,0.59,0.19,-0.1404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,1,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,9,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,31,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867159969866564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716628305384576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549045027555945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193297852970682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974976722327475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154120005844054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473981096079505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228765152236465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638727991431487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170663771470828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28750849253230176,0.0,0.0,0.4818360690170844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570456156319345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490791698056506,0.14378431885324533,0.22046857891931426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starker_kaiser,2020/01/07,"Fear evolving many times in a short period Welp hello everyone! I made two posts before about having some anxiety of being ill and... well... it kinda faded away after Christmas, which gave me a chance to enjoy New Year's Eve.

Now everything went down quickly and I started feeling palpitations and weakness, so I thought I was having a heart attack or something really bad. Days went by and nothing happened despite having symptoms almost all the time.

Now, the reason why Im writing this is because I was chilling and playing some videogames yesterday, and then a damn flickering screen appeared at... well... the screen.

As soon as I realised it could actually be threatening as those flickers can cause epilepsy, I started to worry about it. Got a headache (which I still have by the time Im writing this).I read that it was ""normal"" to feel uneasy, so I tried to move on.

Bad stuff started when I felt asleep. I really dont know if it was a panic attack (first one I would have had) or a seizure (which I highly doubt, I was conscious all the time), but I woke up confused, extremely fearful of something and shaking. It took some minutes so the shaking would stop, and few secs for confusion to fade as well.

Tried to sleep again and I think I got at least 1 hour or a bit more, despite having a sleep paralysis episode.

My mind is just overthinking and making crazy theories about what if that flicker actually kills me or does something bad to my brain, sigh.

Is this vicious circle of constant fear gonna end at some point? Why does it start over meaningless things?",5.527521534210955,7.022820276450517,5.4773671379814735,80.64329920364052,68.07849829351537,8.038290264911426,32.72371201040143,8.418075326091056,2.6370872419957747,1243,55,219,18,21,388,178,293,0.231,0.737,0.032,-0.9954,0,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,1,17,24,5,9,15,0,22,8,5,4,2,49,44,26,1,6,8,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,18,10,0,1,8,2,0,7,1,18,4,3,16,5,21,5,30,22,10,50,0,0,2,0,4,12,1,16,30,150,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.17617919462094567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039144089403486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905559653713023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053882126450068,0.0848107689609786,0.0,0.2261127253080697,0.0550271912604005,0.0,0.07681233557214617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855045218339707,0.0,0.0,0.1007701432841913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273120745050686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975488031494636,0.0,0.07207251241961908,0.0,0.0,0.05821608664564785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579901545258311,0.0,0.10579468550988004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995160860406396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625597110690103,0.08112802548258054,0.0,0.0,0.30473342248467616,0.0912855148429038,0.0,0.08667246963696536,0.0,0.0,0.07678283045916867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439285362052653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982464633704517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696929042360324,0.0,0.0953742355654647,0.0,0.0,0.0888968571501167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950121860022861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986935880387723,0.0,0.04960952377016578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541478291300196,0.060255309594855526,0.0915186754010722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114603456527104,0.0,0.0,0.09594174269845214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718243670201571,0.0,0.0,0.0884445291480848,0.08661561358754784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061168662499917134,0.0,0.0,0.10591131185473196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533345495017748,0.0,0.08645282272466998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029350471433464,0.0,0.11565736390942967,0.09281164505905333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806685357355518,0.0,0.0,0.20848063599090605,0.0,0.0,0.25557166817667953,0.0,0.07208900119421695,0.07546899003617823,0.0,0.0,0.10333649604277244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382413402052132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059970763443068134,0.05784077939266751,0.0,0.07166356368273949,0.21054649800770892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029226555512387,0.12257355521461867,0.0,0.08817977124810218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434882222855577,0.16736067678822178,0.16290760238607555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167262907307244,0.0,0.1282491241693209,0.0,0.0,0.058130325755481424
anxiety,justagalinlove,2020/01/07,"My crush keeps having panic attacks around me. Bless him, he won’t tell me what causes them, just that he “gets nervous” and they only seem to happen when I’m with him. It makes me feel really bad :(

I don’t know what to do - if I admit my feelings he might not be ready, but the uneasiness of knowing how I feel about him could be making him anxious.

Hell, he might not even like me in a romantic way. I feel selfish for thinking such thoughts when he’s clearly suffering.

Any advice? I don’t wanna lose him",3.024393203883496,4.393012058252428,4.095327669902915,88.63289441747574,74.04854368932037,6.703398058252428,24.52548543689321,7.1686216300943375,0.9369233009708732,394,12,82,4,8,128,74,103,0.318,0.599,0.083,-0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,8,10,2,2,2,0,10,0,0,4,1,28,26,6,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,10,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,4,18,2,9,19,0,5,2,2,0,0,14,2,1,4,3,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416784422032975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816407364873858,0.0,0.0,0.21291414945971332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777565387734286,0.0,0.2144085055307568,0.0,0.0,0.1573621351503214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360760142443476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047562349107488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244807254042134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811784632042477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846626787088457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666081178892952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751819558643236,0.0,0.0,0.207153150897482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207549288848206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084644864666813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516064717473479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998675662327621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433377030072591,0.0,0.2211255047320952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073683406704774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157334653396075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647285303635451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076209153979932,0.0,0.14962180538356168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959639152490473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Craphex,2020/01/07,"Worth asking my dr about temporary medication until these ww3 posts blow over? I just can't handle this news, it's everywhere. The tv if it's been left on a news station, reddit/fb/twitter posts about it, opening a new tab and seeing headlines about it. I'm trying to not go on these things but sometimes they will flash open, or I see an article on the work tvs or my colleagues talk about it. It's always about, Iran, war, certain targets around my country, being drafted, etc. Is it worth getting any meds, anxiety, anti depression, anything just so I stop with this feeling of dread and a burning stomach whenever i see or overhear it?",5.691311475409838,6.5977739918032805,6.026352459016392,79.01854508196723,67.27868852459017,8.395081967213113,34.10245901639344,8.472884824447931,2.8179147540983607,505,23,90,7,8,162,88,122,0.182,0.755,0.063,-0.9605,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,9,4,1,1,6,0,5,3,1,0,1,19,13,9,1,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,8,1,14,10,1,14,0,1,3,0,4,8,0,4,3,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837269177859815,0.0,0.0,0.1376059865015895,0.0,0.1547983746575234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651807640109784,0.18013577210424614,0.18917137496085729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428508536405354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256754569233765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231501888379736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572032818368676,0.0,0.11500104368563799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198555408763513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247669446576984,0.2038478886387968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543237879203607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875936814227127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837439378197834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013084771594825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917494859904245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264250335112387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443337214480844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373834133270793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731433151304305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,symphony64,2020/01/07,"I haven’t had a good night’s sleep since Friday and I feel like I’m going crazy. I just can’t sleep. I’ve been trying so hard. So I suffer from dpdr and got sick with the flu last Monday. I noticed that I felt really out of it etc and tried to shake it off but something didn’t feel right and I couldn’t put my finger on it. Then on Thursday I realized it’s depersonalization... suddenly it became more visual and the anxiety set in which made it worse. I felt so disconnected from everything. I slept fine on Friday, called my bf to sleep over on Saturday..... and that’s when it all started. 

I didn’t sleep a WINK. My thoughts weren’t making sense and started freaking me out. I spent all night panicking and it made him upset with me etc and it seems to have already hurt our relationship.... 

I could not fucking sleep, even the next day. I meditated, took melatonin, drank tea. I was so depersonalized that I can’t fall asleep. I did somehow manage to find myself waking up the other night after 2-3 hours of probably being asleep. But I’m so dissociated it didn’t feel like I slept at all and I couldn’t go back to sleep. I just could not. I spent 13 hours trying to sleep yesterday. I could not. 

Right now it’s 4:35am and I’m at my best friend’s house. I’m still trying to deal with being depersonalized.... and now I have to deal with sleeping problems... time is going by so fucking slow. I feel restless but often catch my eyes being heavy. I was excited to sleep next to her bc she calms me down. Well... still no sleep. It’s probably anxiety but I feel like I’m also so on edge that I’m scared TO sleep? Like I want to catch myself falling asleep but at the same time that’s freaking me out? 

I already feel like I’m losing my mind. I refuse to take sleeping pills. I don’t want to believe I need them. I have yet to take a Benadryl or Nyquil. I’ve been trying my best to have a natural remedy because I’m also a hypochondriac... and going through a dissociative episode so forgetfulness and hallucinations are not side effects that I want.

I feel trapped. I feel like I’m in hell. I haven’t been eating. It’s been almost a week. I had cereal and half a hot chocolate today. If sleeping next to my bff won’t work.... then what the fuck will? Xanax? Would that help?

This just feels like it’s gonna last forever because I’ve been trying and even caught myself not thinking and “losing myself”... but I still never fell asleep.

I can’t think straight. I can’t deal. I don’t know what the fuck to do.",1.098684210526315,3.431811186274512,2.7998658410732737,90.92518575851395,84.19607843137254,5.696594427244582,19.731682146542827,7.0608816371341465,0.3576078431372549,1955,55,419,27,57,644,218,510,0.156,0.726,0.11900000000000001,-0.9648,1,1,1,0,0,0,80.0,1,0,1,6,26,31,5,4,15,0,40,33,22,4,4,84,93,38,0,12,16,0,14,7,2,4,4,0,0,0,26,24,3,1,19,0,2,13,22,16,1,1,27,15,62,15,46,54,9,70,1,4,1,4,14,21,5,6,42,259,88,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051130758493117816,0.0,0.11269536265544412,0.08166779338605824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812387974382203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926317396062765,0.0,0.0622532841397778,0.0,0.0,0.057528872272366485,0.10717187617400224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213954340931349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230545912548782,0.0,0.0,0.03293047037697434,0.1579266231057844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224870499861321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389423368830626,0.06745133384229557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589082148647415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236424878665754,0.21887025486386802,0.09805417568694197,0.0,0.04666932433434887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039450020689100765,0.18882229115400231,0.0,0.0,0.11607780413958185,0.04282799883498331,0.040838579701689824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045741112127123625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03422547527455344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005706666202678,0.05891816381941544,0.05466243679582522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028062088111025216,0.08324394365390603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462263143725582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424960893301045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663133132232213,0.03408397578742345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051557601415221935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378614863979406,0.03938180903814032,0.0,0.162913587607279,0.14375339450271934,0.0,0.0,0.05813390400582678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010595708598134,0.04885899968649855,0.0,0.051330953007130205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032711331313637376,0.0,0.0,0.054820986864266896,0.0,0.0872125557527577,0.0,0.0,0.051121511304600506,0.0,0.0,0.04648451010356313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04223863520159758,0.0,0.6642794345140342,0.0,0.0,0.03930966967635423,0.0,0.0,0.07228324448630072,0.0,0.12233344021120147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678384980025751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543634868365854,0.0,0.04053716072204057,0.05954879153781865,0.0,0.04840037135093935,0.0,0.05673125196486481,0.2080046115207497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035226129969504,0.0,0.040958489011333615,0.0,0.04591045850678186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0371734107193585,0.0,0.05203607361223361,0.03627265441283705,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redditguy123,2020/01/07,"Anyone taking a Lithium Orotate Supplement for anxiety? Hi all. I recently started seeing an integrative medicine doctor for some health issues.

We talked about childhood and my level of anxiety. The doctor suggested that I take a magnesium supplement along with Lithium Orotate supplement.

Many years ago, I was prescribed lithium with not much effect. I know the supplement and the prescription med are different.

Has anyone try the Lithium Orotate for anxiety? How about an increase in magnesium?

Thanks.",6.8096296296296295,10.74419866666667,6.507271604938271,62.83572222222225,74.67901234567901,10.15358024691358,40.198765432098774,9.888512548439397,6.0895669135802475,416,26,47,14,10,130,55,81,0.063,0.866,0.071,0.3899,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,0,3,3,0,2,1,12,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,10,8,4,8,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,5,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604098442266425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557700093656968,0.0,0.0,0.2777221158756742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748773762191328,0.0,0.4065373301325528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110953989410912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727981658444192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914168798855113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013424430765491,0.0,0.0,0.22059239467335376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598893125098933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608693241203115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582531538981334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056536500974898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29863490358605804,0.15962177776866687,0.0,0.18283803544276106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348318196003986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278875787171539
anxiety,MissFahrenhe1t,2020/01/07,Dealing with anxiety + frustration? Recently (last couple months) I've been just easily annoyed and frustrated. Simple things like my boyfriend taking too long to get ready or one of the snakes at my job not cooperating with me just tick me off and it's frustrating and not fair. It feels like when I get anxious and then if I talk during it my voice quivers. I guess it's just my anxiety acting up. I've tried taking deep breathing but it never really works for me. Are there other ways I can address this?,2.4893413729128007,5.1775590102040825,3.778423005565866,83.84125231910949,81.34693877551021,7.237105751391463,23.19480519480519,8.296473431620573,1.7419469387755109,405,14,75,9,11,132,71,98,0.14300000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.071,-0.6238,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,4,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,17,9,9,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,2,11,2,8,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,9,49,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33867225628969866,0.2500683786383838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24492532726502494,0.0,0.0,0.2282074996396068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119238440789878,0.15813620473132678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129792002578015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384771727581425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966088814227264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043403830024407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162859469638909,0.0,0.0,0.1958923933229509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766836150701194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072278242520014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999601757064865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418058142856828,0.0,0.2185615632805604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33286313664573164,0.17791693129981098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705856429579195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502856560064046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570146077052626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611492276573014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ODMAN03,2020/01/07,"Oh god I started tearing up cause I’m so anxious over going to the dentist I’m at the dentist now and I seriously started tearing up cause I feel so bad right now oh my god. It’ll probably go fine, but still I’m freaking out",-1.8702040816326533,-0.4795656734693878,1.4924285714285723,93.09007142857143,113.89795918367346,3.5926530612244907,25.30816326530612,5.6839178017228535,0.8450963265306126,178,10,38,2,10,63,32,49,0.196,0.713,0.092,-0.7273,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224379019460957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383097451831321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864000017145192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431448573814776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244160370569273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077258268190638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437429957314999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040366527551568,0.0,0.22793292347912664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuddenRecording,2020/01/07,"My coworker never shuts up? So basically I work in an office, and throughout the day my coworkers pretty average. Talks occasionally. At the end of the day, however, we all sit around and BS before we leave for the day. In this instance this guy NEVER stops talking. It’s a 10-15 minute BS session but this guy overtakes every conversation. No matter what you’re talking about he will butt in as soon as he gets a chance and talk about himself or his perspective on this. 

Someone will literally say anything and before I even get a chance to continue talking he’s already going. He also seems to be impatient and will start talking right over anyone else who is talking. 

This gets me annoyed because I, myself, am a talker. And now I feel like this guy is purposely trying to do this. Or possibly he is anxious. 

Have you dealt with someone of this nature and how do you respond? I feel the best thing is to try and not care so much, but anxiety makes me over care, every single thing.",4.258253968253971,6.054830275132277,5.369502645502648,79.0079047619048,71.64550264550266,8.002962962962963,29.53121693121693,8.648137234880735,2.438809947089947,778,32,140,14,15,257,118,189,0.11,0.799,0.091,-0.5814,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,2,0,3,10,5,1,0,10,0,12,1,1,2,3,27,23,18,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,13,12,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,16,4,21,19,4,24,0,0,0,1,26,11,1,3,12,99,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900975582644,0.08624369202728169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250121063945373,0.12183427249892215,0.0,0.07540780539612965,0.11050005528638347,0.08874733295383433,0.096005008521262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657413754239429,0.0,0.18353648348656754,0.0,0.11317678486847052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991054542535127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865351402944576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009074739131576,0.0,0.09551875348525024,0.0,0.0,0.07123067517234256,0.0,0.18172830566771436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905945160195647,0.07704456502692157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903384968320034,0.0,0.06129085883399309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203508299392633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419239528247385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268767115531935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198744545429801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792785614717968,0.0,0.16635358783882154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157915259879125,0.0,0.10971724346436462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209913097195292,0.0,0.08576275660079542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817813380752248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275361609825755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633332085685378,0.0,0.0,0.09016333731001497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6067726757667794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432949922998675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464394951993592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851252134433957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wooes09,2020/01/07,"SSRI worked immediately? Is it normal to feel an immediate relief in anxiety/obsessive thinking after just 1 pill (10 mg citalopram) ? 

Basically, I suffer from health anxiety caused by an incident that happened 3 years ago. I was already on 10 mg Citalopram for about 6 months when it first happened and it seemed to be cured (did not do therapy back then), but in November I relapsed again into crippling anxiety and obsessing about that same incident again due to a lot of stress (uni, work, moving etc.). 

Yesterday I took 10 mg citalopram again and only hours later, I stopped having these unhealthy obsessive thoughts. They are not supposed to work that fast, right? Or is it just placebo? Its actually great to have some relief again after 2-3 months of worrying, but weird at the same time. I will do CBT this time to finally treat the actual problem and not just masking the symptoms, so I can eventually get off them, but I just needed it for the time being.",8.82022095959596,8.243516994318181,8.730984848484848,67.29633838383839,60.875,12.140404040404045,39.441919191919204,11.429527900616536,4.684688888888889,765,35,128,19,9,249,116,176,0.162,0.758,0.079,-0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,4,13,10,0,3,7,0,13,3,0,1,0,29,22,11,0,3,11,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,4,1,10,4,22,15,5,33,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,4,24,92,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.2914215062197972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235951233336105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477377898314896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845246851144996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481468972499652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533885326638584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652666841837882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549859189901742,0.0,0.0,0.16356824052142244,0.0,0.12700800541388094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801138092967058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646212772669523,0.0,0.0,0.2640790669869331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871579082161705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470460576496084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694301575652134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836501076585725,0.15869914280565733,0.0,0.1107158279579198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629785291441744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356144995305208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287512504476493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751493981253229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135931562993634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124834755866316,0.17104082819491065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519636421801275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075571394168584,0.0,0.0,0.0956755823966866,0.0,0.11854012452739067,0.2612018591811721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658954291007713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32611120196570925,0.15163751713749402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615452678823773
anxiety,Olivuvu,2020/01/07,"Should I notify family living abroad if I happen to be travelling in their direction? I live in Belgium, my mother is Mexican and compared to Belgian culture, Mexican families are much larger and people are still considered close relations when Belgians would consider them very distant relatives. From my father's side of the family there are 5 people who I could contact if I wanted to, but most of my father's side of the family is very distant, and I haven't even a clue on how to reach them now that my father died.  


Not so for my mother's Mexican side of the family. I have like 100+ cousins 100+ nephews 100+ uncles. My Mexican family is so big, that it extends to various cities in the USA, and even Europe. I have cousins living in Paris, Vienna and Cologne (Germany), and probably some more.   


I have a friend who lives in Paris, I met her 1,5 years ago while travelling abroad. It just so happens that next month there will be a music concert in Paris by one of my favorite artists, and I have arranged with my Parisian friend that we will go to this concert together, and that I can stay in her apartment for a few nights. Obviously I am looking forward to spend this time together. I have social anxiety and terrible social skills, but this never was an issue when I was with her, everything always went very naturally. (no misunderstandings, our friendship and my motivations are purely platonic).   


Now here is what's troubling me. I have a Mexican 2nd or 3rd cousin who also lives in Paris. Last time I saw her was around 5 to 8 years ago. I have seen her some times throughout my life, whenever I traveled to Mexico at family parties, family field trips, or when she first moved to Paris and made a tour of the surrounding touristic places. She is a nice person and we did have some shared experiences from the past. I know for sure that if I tell her I'm coming to Paris, she would gladly invite me over to meet her. My time in Paris is of course limited, and it's been some time since I last saw my cousin, or even since I last had any real contact with her apart from facebook likes. And if I may express myself so boldly, I don't really have any need to see her again this time, and given my social anxiety I would probably like to simply avoid this interaction.  


I not only have anxiety, but also autism, it wouldn't be the first time I broke a social rule and made people upset. Is it expected of me that I contact her, tell her I am coming and arrange to meet her? Would it be considered rude if I didn't say anything and she afterwards saw some facebook pictures of my weekend in Paris and this concert? Could I simply get away with it, if I said ""oh well, I didn't really think of it, didn't cross my mind."" I don't really want to deal with having obligatory family visits every time I visit an interesting European city.",7.964993961352657,6.686820342391307,8.287681159420291,72.0578019323672,62.96739130434783,12.018357487922707,34.75603864734299,11.132987735899905,3.7634379227053136,2247,79,421,53,27,744,246,552,0.068,0.825,0.107,0.9717,0,1,0,0,0,0,63.0,3,0,3,5,23,18,1,2,17,0,52,1,0,4,4,78,76,42,1,18,15,10,0,3,2,9,1,5,0,1,25,30,0,2,3,8,1,13,11,6,1,3,19,11,77,12,53,42,10,70,0,1,6,0,59,25,0,16,36,295,102,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508694382046565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038254392126244,0.054014706600836696,0.0,0.0,0.08828922206904846,0.0,0.14898001631536553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341973775871112,0.05778835496269484,0.0,0.0,0.060990034972432536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183751776265016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365912505866104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692479506502666,0.0,0.0,0.06737180358970289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286277748784362,0.0,0.05469391647608249,0.0,0.05834166075894864,0.06349959233042916,0.5507670706096989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043379448998264,0.0,0.0,0.10030675631532936,0.0,0.033915550367840955,0.0,0.03689284507987723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480872137825897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775467850456668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03567573583845527,0.15874383254365967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585157642261781,0.09514296878189504,0.0,0.2866068726217856,0.0,0.05451247919418671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284880000141465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554591950807709,0.0,0.051814750823656,0.06899466086891617,0.04772019420475744,0.048133851687733466,0.05006665970566848,0.0,0.06903812827443448,0.060918585339168475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043988268362516,0.049370989589326966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196897248925885,0.13501222813640992,0.05668151165656921,0.06782264278242231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997928535105916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388779135624955,0.12475915658012116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174928916866242,0.05162322984355917,0.0,0.0,0.05172906721641005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739716771376216,0.0,0.0,0.2646917795339602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691910427550763,0.05184142011477278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061181875667814314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347761805882775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041595085166774584,0.0,0.0,0.3028209373439737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068569375916164,0.07657741870531205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836662558502932,0.06017710754998588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445578702085785,0.0,0.0,0.08360661374068974
anxiety,JanitorPenguin,2020/01/07,"Anxiety is ruining the bit of life I have. It's starting to tear on me. Please can I get some advice Hey...for over a month now I've suffered with pretty bad anxiety to the point I avoid going on busses or public places. Let alone out of the house at times. My anxiety came from no where and I am shaking a bit and am incredibly tense and can't relax for shit. I end up having to use the rest room a lot because of it. I really don't know what to do, I am not seeing my doctor until next month because I am going away on vacation. I could really use some advice on how to maybe manage it or calm myself down from it. It's making me miserable and I sometimes just want to cry and never do anything again. Any advice is helpful. I suffer from some other stuff too but I don't know if that has anything to do with it.",1.5975915221579946,3.1819493757225468,3.8455722543352633,88.03386897880544,78.364161849711,6.694258188824662,20.781888246628128,7.554174236665415,0.6700207321772642,634,16,137,9,15,219,104,173,0.156,0.782,0.063,-0.8586,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,3,7,0,18,3,1,4,1,29,30,11,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,10,9,0,1,2,1,0,4,6,8,0,0,1,1,17,2,27,27,7,28,0,4,1,0,2,14,1,7,10,102,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866365383696396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365955768062799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968795826560802,0.0,0.302680512356362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170641941738266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391255881601305,0.0,0.110120474546011,0.1607946763617152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879737762580232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084405654124056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105301361414644,0.0,0.14487212184699685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499234794733506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681309490477725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890572585557793,0.0,0.14990930364006694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840134775445999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218035825865808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496373767895934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348638076391861,0.09315597478903924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212595571003824,0.0,0.0,0.08803586720909103,0.0,0.13249862556950562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054253737927509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017196976244416,0.0,0.14026375184437972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377942678116677,0.14477276605524295,0.12467622785441912,0.0,0.0,0.13417690564264384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898089810417946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509718656249607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538052634263778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044001626630822,0.0,0.09335058434389404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097952536702236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690460668352597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278167455203807,0.0,0.0,0.07779060877395315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reilly1504,2020/01/07,"On Sunday, I went to a movie theatre! I know that this sounds kinda lame, but I cannot go to movie theaters without getting an anxiety attack. But on Sunday, I went with my boyfriend and we saw a movie and I didn’t get an attack once.",2.1892857142857167,3.623354408163269,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,76.34693877551021,5.716326530612244,24.494897959183675,5.985473137389443,0.5536081632653067,182,6,39,1,4,60,34,49,0.215,0.748,0.037000000000000005,-0.8614,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,2,7,0,6,5,0,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233703764618386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6315422185519157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900332946669654,0.0,0.15774701121024304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254287624220278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955984630725842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146124587970764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26756347631307514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BenSwoloIsInMyHead,2020/01/07,"What do I do? I made a guy's pizza where I work at, he complained it was 'too runny' and 'soup' despite it literally being extra sauce and that I 'refused to remake his wife's pizza' when it's store policy to only remake food when the fault lies on the store, which it didn't.

who is in the right or wrong is irrelevant, but he said some things which made my anxiety flare up. he asked my name, which I initially refused, being cautious since I overheard him talking about getting out of prison (plus panic since I'm a very new manager). I then grudgingly gave him my alias that I use and he said I was lying and threatened to come into the store every day until he gets my name. my questions seeking advice are:

1) does that count as harassment, or a threat? he didn't exactly say anything harming, only that he would come to the store every day until I gave him my real name

2) how do I ease my anxiety? I'm worried he will come in when everyone else is gone like he did tonight and try something. a prison background by no means defines someone but coupled with what he said to me, it was utterly terrifying. Am I being paranoid, and if so, what are some good ways to alleviate it throughout the work day later today?

sorry for the long post. thanks.",4.93209677419355,5.525234306451615,5.8711290322580645,80.57669354838713,68.83870967741936,8.458064516129033,29.612903225806452,8.472884824447931,2.134140322580646,980,35,190,14,16,324,143,248,0.247,0.703,0.05,-0.9948,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,2,1,11,0,20,3,0,4,1,34,39,21,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,1,18,13,3,2,2,0,4,4,3,7,0,0,14,4,24,3,22,20,3,29,0,0,0,0,32,9,0,6,15,118,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213583631401656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001210640302585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219891042510637,0.0,0.11610216033273492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32093958917256665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741538162862918,0.0,0.2402794662153021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086806991677038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374594837194116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927316026840292,0.11867016999156832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017268978819248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129769723307784,0.0,0.0,0.10416582354008153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229689752690074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067362709041614,0.0,0.0,0.10990544868187983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350257420559697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352808028695016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994479281770686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889062565386965,0.0,0.1457118066209504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894099663283128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912274972302688,0.0,0.0,0.14135696068809173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060587459155424,0.35440327886295403,0.09876195698426572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054647586003748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522693933352256,0.09560857911440176,0.0,0.1390220638157867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982031374935453,0.0,0.11433872193593997,0.0,0.0,0.08250722356940278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771889134586808,0.0,0.0,0.08431778372631367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072614636301174,0.0,0.10247088131396856,0.0,0.09857732376678233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082558357654266,0.1261223580938285,0.0,0.08822198145320875,0.1357837601728856,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxious_Possum,2020/01/07,"Anxiety is affecting the quality of my life, urgent urination, possible agoraphobia Hi everyone, I've had this issue for a few months now and it is taken control over my life in such a way that I'm hyper aware of it every single second of the day.

It started pretty much out of nowhere during the last summer where I started feeling extreme urge to urinate whenever I was outside.

This discomfort manifests when I'm outside of my home and don't have instant access to a bathroom or when accessing a bathroom would be a major inconvenience. It happens when I'm walking down the street, when I'm in social situations, at work and when I'm on public transport. I've developed certain safety behaviours to help myself feel less stressed about it, but so far, nothing is helping. I feel like I can't participate in social situations without feeling awful about myself and the fact that I am always on the edge and thinking if I will lose control of my bladder (which I never did). 

I haven't talked to a psychotherapist yet, but my local doctor said that I need to put myself in uncomfortable situations as much as I can and exercise outside. Urine and blood tests aren't showing anything, everything is clear on that front. 

Did anybody on this subreddit successfully overcome this issue and how?",9.988155192088248,8.49720651464435,10.06522632179536,61.59855458349182,59.1673640167364,12.707645492582731,43.903004944845954,11.567385478589935,5.346921338912134,1043,53,163,24,11,348,142,239,0.067,0.823,0.11,0.8456,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,13,6,0,2,12,1,18,9,5,4,4,29,34,21,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,14,9,0,2,5,2,0,4,6,3,0,1,6,5,18,3,29,25,6,35,0,1,0,0,8,16,0,2,15,121,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818593047781692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994639096273366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699426876489987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916539382507896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838512716035477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330795953008782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954631836043943,0.12423838972098315,0.11685237691784905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629653396372443,0.09288534790846466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497506078356612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429751777938435,0.0,0.13041930473338484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714113766241708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059825512476544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836720319824454,0.06352054377928595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545760931400914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377964415799723,0.0,0.19115733241967992,0.09640717982235636,0.10027839651525693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475639910743415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465764896408847,0.0,0.13227570727648547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070465234773507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367750795025233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43843922280739056,0.0,0.26507527542755444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405573611376194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893592167344644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450406401662916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331069953459384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320275068839296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533333667357968,0.0,0.09465512405309152,0.0,0.0,0.09236151692139534,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,betinaloevera,2020/01/07,Anxiety Preventing me from Sleeping I have a huge interview today and have yet to sleep. It’s 7:30 in the morning where I am. Does anyone have any advice on what I can do to tune the anxiety out and at least try and nap a bit?,1.938125,3.4155398958333367,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,77.125,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.708275,177,6,39,4,4,61,38,48,0.1,0.848,0.051,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,2,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872833319948884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992307710242227,0.0,0.4498026311032365,0.0,0.0,0.20556443360044094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209606093596703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572723673305589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884040310022169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27866785996054977,0.0,0.0,0.19959970807568286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lulu_Altair,2020/01/07,"Keeping my anxiety under control I'm so proud of myself. I'm going through something huge, and I'm handling it pretty well. The huge thing is : I fell in love with an old friend, and so I have a lot to deal with in my relationships with him and with my boyfriend. I'm very lucky that we are all communicating and being honest about our fears and feelings. It's only been a few days, so we still have a long way to go, but the thing I'm most proud of is that I haven't taken a xanax all week. I don't want to dismiss the anxiety at a time when it's normal and healthy to feel it. And believe me, I'm feeling it! But I know in this instance it's here to help me identify issues in the relationships and in myself. So I accept it. I always saw my anxiety as an ennemy. Not this time. Anyway, I just wanted to share :)",2.9575818882466263,3.593060861271674,4.765447976878612,86.57433766859344,73.33526011560694,7.385163776493258,25.399325626204238,7.492282038375204,1.0777210019267822,631,19,141,7,12,216,95,173,0.048,0.7120000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.9872,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,3,11,10,0,1,11,0,9,2,0,1,2,33,27,16,0,3,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,13,14,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,3,4,20,9,22,23,5,21,0,0,1,1,11,9,0,3,8,101,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136483179040045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764394462126709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848016841155551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396965527869066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578351606772976,0.16910410815666385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457540261449326,0.2488101644030003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267264587983451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864400677964816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099434982915681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120103947757478,0.0,0.14579428030983513,0.0,0.0,0.09014466889189428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515828147570115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944945561562538,0.14804031067390985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071113345676358,0.0,0.0,0.17211820836348934,0.0,0.0,0.12474953647901392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687390827189796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522061287566588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627560512264493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309917662887967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794382219087488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129033003000526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135339031970019,0.19349414641492654,0.13019659245355591,0.13157215584353993,0.0,0.14747951272888024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SamX1962,2020/01/07,"Memantine HCL for anxiety? If yes, read below Has it been effective for you?

What's you dosage like? Do you take it a  specific time for most effectiveness?

How long did it take before it became effective you for?

Is there certain foods/drinks you take or avoid to make it more effective?  


Apart for the expected side effects that comes with any medication of this kind, have you noticed anything else? Is it bad long term? any sort of toxicity.

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PS:Gonna post this on the mem sub too.

TIA!",2.3991935483870956,5.2918189462365595,3.2927150537634415,85.25907258064517,85.34408602150538,7.401075268817205,23.87903225806452,8.344100000000001,1.9562838709677424,394,15,75,10,12,125,69,93,0.066,0.701,0.233,0.9611,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,0,5,3,5,0,1,3,1,7,1,0,7,1,16,12,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,11,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,5,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407049650581614,0.2400730823622668,0.2687131232997689,0.0,0.15114296911592004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258592207066394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496538234753352,0.0,0.0,0.1681202544801743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701918308703192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354653433262792,0.0,0.0,0.16504706955274753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205742100612288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965242933103086,0.0,0.0,0.3496921569947329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318816555623939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990342289125692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249384154128717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922052621807567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762668167045574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456514094160629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520653083032052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400730823622668,0.0
anxiety,Thomas_Rar,2020/01/07,Anxiety when planning or going on trips Title is pretty much my issue. I just get really anxious thinking about the possibility of having a Panic Attack when not home. Anyone else experience this?,4.984705882352942,8.388226588235298,7.160294117647062,58.866323529411794,77.23529411764707,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,3.2841411764705883,160,6,19,4,4,56,33,34,0.256,0.665,0.079,-0.7346,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383918907474716,0.30102102884555315,0.0,0.18631321628755174,0.27301710469106244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031337705450061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225909747147596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26064647582959194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392129989307448,0.0,0.1514338864312534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26727850751242754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781123078914569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587685509302669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31263035879652684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30039069344615177,0.0,0.2710829788065855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069943966920084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073514904057424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lildanibb,2020/01/07,"Can’t sleep worst anxiety I’m just thinking of everything and anything. Embarrassing things I’ve done in the past, thinking that my friends secretly hate me, thinking about how I’m going to have to go back to school soon. I just feel so anxious it’s 4 am here and I’m wide awake",1.8294736842105264,4.1915283508771966,3.0202631578947354,90.32934210526315,81.28070175438596,6.60701754385965,27.043859649122812,7.793537801064563,1.6504175438596491,224,10,47,4,6,72,45,57,0.242,0.7070000000000001,0.051,-0.8914,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,10,14,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963618465058745,0.2899788079491223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112282963633604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973734372607089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262675899775168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069019291679815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978667300451158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983127036856963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917578086743445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534213910467372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450330352690581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597769711940418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568684441345051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052882657694632,0.4934164418712785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pandagirl877,2020/01/07,"Want to start medication but nervous after a bad doctor experience Hey guys, 

Hoping someone might be able to provide some insight. 

I'm thinking about starting anxiety medication more and more but I'm a bit nervous about it. I live in Australia if that's relevant.

Firstly I'm wondering how hard it is to get prescribed I've been an anxious person all my life and I'm sick of my anxiety impacting my life and preventing me from doing things. (like driving).

I've been to a GP once and she wouldn't give me medication and wanted me to do therapy. I'm not against therapy but I'm not in a place where I can afford it and if I were to do it I think I would want to trial it alongside medication & I was also too anxious to call the therapist and make an appointment. I'm very put off after this experience and wondering if I should try again with a different doctor? 

I'm also hestiant because of the possible side effects so if anyone has any stories about that as well I'd love to hear them. 

Thanks in advance!",3.3511764705882365,5.228581386138616,5.283721607454861,78.34470879440886,74.24752475247523,8.515317414094351,31.189283634245786,9.168548406835145,2.9914818870122306,808,39,151,19,17,278,118,202,0.129,0.7809999999999999,0.09,-0.722,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,11,8,0,2,9,0,15,10,0,3,1,37,39,20,0,11,9,0,1,1,0,4,9,1,0,2,9,9,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,3,1,1,4,2,15,5,24,30,5,16,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,9,7,102,24,2,0.1111607012026322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779034518097958,0.0,0.12044257331060156,0.0,0.07559308868065763,0.0,0.17007526431958922,0.2511599034466756,0.0,0.07772614689592036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281454231860672,0.06776253169679831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135869534407792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135075044393572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613927340754215,0.0,0.2275553759262268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747299168479226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945532356564884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807687838962839,0.10663547366641006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006657085115296,0.0,0.0,0.0995781540906858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252861891690484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040765819365476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703218134381974,0.05430750366370545,0.0,0.09815693572037867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032687283891174,0.0,0.07420063122974806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479308470510295,0.0,0.11792393739604508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838251888797985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706123662201484,0.11613927340754215,0.0,0.0,0.12531698840369895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117472075003348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418610139888033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736023290442447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234183875617167,0.2542438991527627,0.12906614180655265,0.0738502305062503,0.14245457771651582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547081933652199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171922018257744,0.19669638493131048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994682024470153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24109807731242144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896537277802337,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honeypowerr,2020/01/07,"currently in a relationship but have unresolved anxiety from previous relationship I’m a 21 year old female that’s in a relationship with a 20 year old male. He’s an angel. He’s so empathetic and I just feel very cared for. I’m his first girlfriend, kiss, hand holding, I even was his first ever date. I know he loves me so much, but I have pretty severe separation anxiety. I know it’s severe because he wanted some alone time (we’ve been having a few problems but nothing bad) and I reacted with an anxiety attack. Normally I take it well when we’re not together because generally I feel very secure in our relationship, but I just reacted the way I did like in my ex relationship. He was being supportive throughout my episode and reassuring me he loves me but I just kept thinking of my ex bf and events that happened while I was with him that caused me the worst anxiety. FYI, I seriously don’t have any feelings for my ex. It’s just the anxiety I experienced in that relationship is now surfacing in my current one. With my ex, whenever I used to have anxiety attacks he would just sit there on his phone and it was obvious he was annoyed. He would tell me it was all in my head and that I was choosing to have an anxiety attack. He was obviously unhappy during our time together but I know he guilted himself to stay because of my emotional state. I hate myself for still having these thoughts with my current bf. I told him about my ex and he’s completely understanding of it and told me it’s not my fault this happens. I know he is actually with me out of love because there is a huge difference between this relationship and my last one but I just feel so guilty for harboring these emotions. I don’t know how to help it. (Also sorry I’m new to reddit.)",3.1968030119921917,5.312583383285308,5.200267732639215,77.71619968392676,75.39769452449569,9.088370363484245,29.637352421678905,9.618343705623,3.103160713953705,1402,64,267,40,31,483,159,347,0.16399999999999998,0.667,0.16899999999999998,0.7832,3,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,2,20,21,5,1,12,0,25,6,2,5,4,63,54,23,0,5,15,5,5,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,17,16,0,3,13,0,0,0,4,11,1,4,14,6,50,10,31,37,5,35,1,0,0,4,46,11,0,2,21,182,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.07195762057724746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637029731859392,0.0,0.05896822689246482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014434726796533,0.0,0.3948654093386887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516627535109302,0.0,0.0,0.0615681237897659,0.17979992512358886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518077342158365,0.07574920586678954,0.0,0.0,0.07731285721101608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704048291768123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589057975485202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870323285716306,0.06670021422665995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913653011973582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544295693746138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041248431615135,0.0,0.0,0.07280097802783125,0.07567642924431672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942500605965552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026222957910561,0.06010628612925245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036024646836079706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965418690044814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420589136070735,0.0,0.0,0.07121658961719082,0.0,0.0,0.07224755322856441,0.07075356964831142,0.0,0.15475118808357832,0.0,0.09993351182826782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501802340020228,0.0,0.07055727747247204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541688786960544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660583180326244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825436188926595,0.0,0.07859486343711933,0.05888723701895601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367697299502656,0.0,0.0,0.05544177562499785,0.0,0.06445023473684254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724831290533121,0.0,0.05853971050090045,0.08599440501532239,0.0,0.0,0.14091957804181018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676382587880287,0.0,0.06368592964844101,0.0,0.12168309321005318,0.0434925643975032,0.058529767298272514,0.0,0.0,0.06629928939471429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047626745734156,0.0,0.0,0.09496966843887317
anxiety,throwaway28474820-94,2020/01/07,"Constant Worry Anyone else suffer from constant, persistent worry? My anxiety doesn’t manifest as panic, but rather incessant worry at all times. I worry about EVERYTHING. When I get a cold, I worry that it’ll turn into pneumonia. When I take a road trip I worry that my car will break down. When my dog pants too hard I worry that she’s dying. 

My big trigger recently has been worrying over making mistakes, specifically on government forms. 
I’m a graduate student who gets insurance through the state because I barely have an income. I’m constantly terrified that I’m going to make a mistake on the FAFSA, or my taxes, or Medicaid application, or whatever and the authorities will catch me and think I’m lying. I’m an honest person and would never intentionally lie about these things, but my mind worried that others won’t believe me. I actually did make a minor error on the FAFSA recently. I caught it before they did and made the correction. And of course, I’m still worried about it. 

And the cherry on the top is that when I open up like this I worry that others won’t understand me or think I’m being dishonest or that I’m crazy. It’s a really dark, vicious place that my brain puts me in and I’m exhausted from it all. 😔",5.0036974789915964,6.346380546218492,6.627983193277313,72.47878151260505,69.16806722689076,9.969747899159664,29.546218487394967,10.194018383442646,3.2602957983193277,982,37,170,26,17,338,137,238,0.294,0.669,0.037000000000000005,-0.9967,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,10,8,1,1,15,0,14,2,1,6,4,34,36,19,1,4,8,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,20,9,0,0,3,0,1,6,4,6,0,0,5,2,24,2,19,24,3,35,0,1,0,0,4,15,0,5,13,116,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.07517764924158782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893360366195907,0.0,0.0,0.05386652731261145,0.07893419275180967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696144618238977,0.0,0.06555337971085735,0.08679506877376307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599951319045049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497510465824961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995293467431434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435508472199837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923648682256987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049800179070328,0.0,0.04378228094626599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901061703531962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763671230606543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289490230325545,0.15426972087407134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778608173402271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594161972742593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038710240970592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726631850793606,0.08048796438412642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744413231991545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935230152968394,0.0,0.15213080264947018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152237961599735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792273740892415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051180402187367136,0.09872525151219083,0.0,0.0,0.04492128259049948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379485873270473,0.0,0.08019892723056067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8605903830098799,0.0,0.05472534763872619,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MediocreJedi32,2020/01/07,Anxiety induced psychosis? I woke up experiencing an insane amount of fear. I'm still experiencing it. I had derealization all day yesterday. I got bad yesterday I couldn't hardly drive. I don't know if I should take this antidepressant or antipsychotic that I have. I took ativan to calm me... But I worry its making the derealization worse.,3.6161065573770483,6.826421983606558,5.954241803278693,65.95464139344264,83.2622950819672,8.951639344262295,25.6577868852459,9.188382445141503,3.1813754098360656,275,11,45,9,8,96,48,61,0.27899999999999997,0.684,0.037000000000000005,-0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,9,12,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,3,10,1,3,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,29,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461130608497725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686207332123135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748121793940527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620217096167563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25730693058507725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881957513936518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680756310330534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147489764839969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25692406737768153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418915747673805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35744005834571146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267198093812501,0.32785768943646554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jack_123321,2020/01/07,"Anxiety and not knowing what to do, turning 19 this month I honestly don’t know what I wanna do with my life and that scares me. That scares me because I can’t picture myself in 10 years doing something I enjoy. It doesn’t help when I told my friends I am dropping out of college they didn’t really show support for me they said “got to push through it and you’ll regret this decision, etc. I just don’t know what to do, I feel like I’m just chasing thoughts in my head during the day and night. If anyone could just talk to me or anything that would be amazing. Thank you.",2.410084033613444,4.046421647058826,3.4291512605042023,91.67246638655465,76.22689075630252,6.104537815126051,26.185714285714287,6.742157984588678,0.9524951260504202,452,17,97,4,10,145,79,119,0.07400000000000001,0.736,0.19,0.938,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,14,2,1,0,0,22,26,7,0,5,6,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,2,20,7,12,17,1,10,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,2,6,68,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226013253394574,0.0,0.0,0.13916889648911354,0.0,0.16378766533061026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213290139311792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589121062355201,0.0,0.0,0.12836018386298306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197503724979886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063735081150617,0.1421896186867514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377283868353672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591853240844486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426585899264094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340800324891405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32815092662894896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058329316234786,0.09723774634135472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886669278360552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677951795671047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750599835820625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893264986519091,0.0,0.3985346407320286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532257623255234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258609310377412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997564038177242,0.0,0.18324336575483552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801041843613378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018510086317672,0.0,0.0,0.2164913649178459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138773410554606,0.0,0.0,0.12817109036212615
anxiety,Skyler97,2020/01/07,"Extremely afraid of flying during a thunderstorm I guess this is just a vent more than anything Bc it’s currently 2:30 in the morning so all my family is asleep. I started having really bad anxiety and OCD in my junior year of college. Luckily I was able to hold it off and still graduate. I landed a great job with a super well respected firm and flew out to do orientation. The initial flight wasn’t that bad but there is supposed to be thunder storms all day when I go back, including my departure time. I am scared as hell to get on the plane and am trying anything I can to figure out how to get back without flying. I am contemplating a bus to get me back but that would be like 15 hours instead of the 3 of the flight. My company also paid for the flight so I am worried about getting in trouble for not using it. I am afraid of going to someone doing our training out of fear of being ridiculed so I really just feel trapped honestly. I have been crying and breathing super heavily the past two nights and just wanted to vent I guess so thanks guys",3.2209047619047624,5.154548138095244,4.637142857142859,82.59619047619049,74.76190476190476,7.904761904761902,26.904761904761905,8.680891452615391,2.127047619047619,839,32,160,17,18,279,129,210,0.168,0.7120000000000001,0.12,-0.9265,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,18,17,2,4,12,0,20,2,2,2,2,28,35,16,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,9,1,1,5,2,19,8,31,26,3,25,1,0,0,0,2,9,1,2,14,118,25,4,0.14799484371718935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118351423051572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321565036394925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357429280266446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341396698925992,0.2471390255102025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256538652084412,0.09544443088964076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951636745277354,0.16653534419755173,0.07483063973091841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092847903212665,0.0,0.16821776045398107,0.0,0.0,0.1631648376658964,0.32606601088139336,0.14653816299620118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574510977035735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686204641030434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230280513191348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388831353829238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127782429367708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961857301957347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816865647013694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253955508201542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475151210830687,0.0,0.1181888733652805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136253768360457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629698351449983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047878424729048,0.0,0.14456945781983455,0.0,0.0,0.12782002782617904,0.0,0.0,0.08729119323858107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306513796797068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266174813505672,0.0,0.0,0.15029594763547452,0.0,0.10513129079718724,0.0,0.0,0.09530382715232076
anxiety,secret_worries,2020/01/07,"I really enjoy my job but my irrational anxiety makes me fear it. I have such bad anxiety leading up to my shifts, it’s 3am right now and I work at 10am and I just can’t sleep knowing it would make work closer. My shifts are short too- today’s my longest at 6 hours. But that still seems crazy long somehow in my head.

When I’m actually working the anxiety isn’t as bad, it’s like I’m on a stage and can “act” normal. after I feel such a sense of relief and before work such a feeling of fear. This is definitely the best job I’ve ever had, Easy and coworkers are amazing. Does anyone else have irrational anxiety like this?",0.5901781170483495,2.849559671755728,3.038900763358779,88.83020865139952,85.87022900763358,6.54676844783715,20.9470737913486,7.793537801064563,1.0254423409669209,491,16,105,10,15,169,84,131,0.222,0.573,0.20600000000000002,-0.1415,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,6,10,10,0,2,5,0,10,2,2,3,1,19,18,9,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,2,12,6,10,16,1,19,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,2,10,62,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.13930393897387414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368151018744272,0.0,0.0,0.09981449951137183,0.14626480185240054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23838148316586694,0.0,0.0,0.12147019890748052,0.0,0.14980788896599287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492196307226595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192497621994334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912603971111458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212680981273163,0.14435792848564566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650324172259144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405805309764629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28331577638771155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845196575760167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948141042327336,0.0,0.0,0.12632973938171518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057419325166386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986522435326262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144965385148192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190818463826547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995473396261073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285363678017604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400076887231758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531082437116526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156963848606248,0.0,0.0,0.10140589077600357,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Global_Yogurt,2020/01/07,Finished cleaning my room in 40 mins even tho I've been putting it off for months I was so anxious and afraid to do it for some reason. But now it's done. I feel good.,-1.1813513513513527,0.8598508648648641,0.3716756756756752,105.57805405405406,94.4054054054054,2.9600000000000004,18.210810810810813,3.1291,-1.1520443243243244,130,4,33,0,5,41,32,37,0.07200000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0.079,0.0731,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,5,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457337485377242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037657589027949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605992156740801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994983725800088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309332008580255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149292624649843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966357766841736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056672557002925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bankstouch,2020/01/07,"just wondering if this happens to anyone else cause idk what this is- helloo. my title isn’t very clear to anything but i just wanted to know if anyone relates !! if not i’ll delete. basically sometimes i’ll get ill and skip a day of school but i get really scared and anxious because i feel like i’m missing out on work and everyone is ahead of me. i hate falling behind, i hate wasting time. i feel like i won’t understand the material when i get back and everyone will be ahead of me. i hate being the only one who hasn’t accomplished a certain thing that everyone else has. if that makes sense. can anyone relate ??",1.3951219512195152,3.9669841219512207,3.24539837398374,86.39980487804878,85.82926829268294,6.206829268292682,22.83414634146341,7.554174236665415,1.310918048780488,489,18,94,9,15,163,78,123,0.252,0.644,0.10400000000000001,-0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,4,8,3,1,4,0,10,1,0,2,2,24,26,11,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,0,2,12,3,11,22,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,8,60,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535508499646145,0.0,0.3070334105893878,0.1499721355840597,0.12044905331478352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254857458416233,0.0,0.08922506367086921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150361079668667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439576904890644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24454470629218966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195849908594745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801692922218196,0.20913180400292905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22941497501773944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294334489693093,0.0,0.0,0.43352666996072703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804404661711299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301680739679415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770231247434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991832888651292,0.1113200701978127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376760309271004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465407058963338,0.14813304274100875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447624886586316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724092878513103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853488260082041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523750857392791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076959133183646,0.0863321122054791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873072301504168,0.10655823171837478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyqueen101,2020/01/07,"I keep getting worked up over nothing and I can't stop I'm disappointed in a particular show adaptation of books.

And for some reason it's giving me a lot of anxiety and unease.

I can't stop thinking about it. How the actors feel about it, especially since one of them was a big fan. I wonder if he regrets it. I wonder if as actors that's just part of your job since you have no control other than your acting. I wonder if he disagrees with some of the casting choices too. I wonder how no one else thought about this. I wonder if it was different while filming and the final product was just bad.

WHy do I care? It has nothing to do with my life. I have nothing to do with the actors. Why a I like this?

I just can't stop my brain. Why?",0.20867053998632912,2.5028064220779243,2.512611073137389,91.48478127136022,88.67532467532467,4.800546821599453,20.442925495557073,6.339386263674448,0.2437714285714283,575,19,122,6,19,195,83,154,0.14800000000000002,0.767,0.085,-0.7689,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,2,9,6,0,1,8,0,12,2,1,4,0,34,25,12,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,5,9,6,0,1,5,4,0,2,4,1,19,2,19,21,4,10,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,12,6,91,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004321923770205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827790320804088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139656391896204,0.0,0.0,0.1200070477811152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201501731557402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229756025884152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983265682499613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951466672079581,0.0,0.0,0.12893895205039074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061495469248861775,0.11291237879034514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680303385715872,0.10462070176985287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313779895438649,0.057504217067738575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006771100297067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388204175230676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951852026926056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746193551036855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121019290585241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947318900305656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952173823516991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541995494794054,0.0,0.09344380904117372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31862859115084097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382247036358225,0.08568989615447344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,superhj,2020/01/07,"The Success Story Your Here For So, I want to share my experience and how I got here.

Two months ago I began spiraling with anxiety. It affected my work, my relationships and even just being at home. It was crippling anxiety to the point that I was scared to leave the house for a few days. I have a history of GAD, panic disorder and Seasonal Affective Disorder, mind you, and this was not my first rodeo.

I tried Lexapro and had AWFUL anxiety, nausea that I stopped taking it IMMEDIATLY. 

I went to my GP and got bloodwork, finding I’m vitamin D deficient. Before asking for another prescription for anxiety, I decided to begin my own experiment with the vitamin D. I take 5,000 units vitamin D every day currently.

I began taking it January 1st, 2020 and today January 6th, I can’t explain how back to normal I feel. 

BUT LET ME PREFACE BY SAYING: anxiety is still there because it became a habit, like OCD, and my brain still wants to go back to it because it’s been cowering for so long.

Hence why I also began meditating daily, to rewire and implement better neural pathways so my brain can fix its infrastructure. The brain is a POWERFUL thing and you can think yourself into oblivion... BUT you can think yourself into the most content state within seconds, trust me. You have the opportunity to make it a controlled weapon and the best way is through meditation.

There are many studies that allude and reference to vitamin D supplementation improving depression and anxiety- but mostly it says depression. Anxiety was a depression for me and it’s almost like I’m taking happy pills as my vitamin D each morning. 

My anxiety always flared HORRIBLY around wintertime and I KNEW I had Seasonal Affective Disorder but didn’t know that vitamin D can improve disorders.

There still isn’t much research into supplementation with mental health and I am not suggesting in any way, shape or form to listen to someone on Reddit but GO GET YOUR BLOODWORK DONE AND SEE YOUR GP before treating a disease, illness or underlying issue with anxiety medication. I cannot stress this enough to see a family doctor before a psychiatrist. I did the opposite and that’s how I realized Lexapro was not for me. I was dizzy all the time, fatigued, tired and something felt OFF, and little did I know, it was due to lacking the sun, vitamin D, in the winter. 

Also, realize that you are looking at anxiety the wrong way. I call anxiety ‘energy’ and panic attacks as ‘energy bursts’ because that’s what it really is to me. Dont let your mind translate good things into the bad. I’m an energetic person and notice that during times I sit around a lot I get pent up energy that I need to work out. Embrace this part of yourself because it makes you stronger than most. 

Last pro tip, MEDITATE DAILY until you are fine. I was TERRIFIED to be alone but now I love to be by myself and recharge. I used Headspace and it has opened my eyes and gave me mental clarity. Mindfulness and meditation can transform you. The first time I meditated was AWFUL. I couldn’t sit still and hated being with my thoughts. GIVE IT A CHANCE. Because after a few sessions you’re brain will adapt and soon you’ll be able to meditate whenever, wherever. Strengthen your mind and the anxiety will pass. 

I hope this helped someone, because I know I was searching and it was hard to hear a relatable success story for someone like me who didn’t believe there was a way out. There SO is, just hang in there.",4.91145365504061,6.963871380434785,6.188757763975158,72.75064022933589,70.44409937888199,9.922790253225036,32.10511227902532,10.214889679676881,3.806235642618252,2755,127,463,80,52,925,305,644,0.154,0.7090000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.8903,3,1,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,14,0,11,30,29,3,4,31,2,52,21,6,10,1,101,97,50,0,7,13,0,3,3,0,3,14,4,1,1,34,45,0,2,15,0,0,5,10,13,0,4,30,11,68,16,62,56,15,66,0,4,4,1,30,22,0,8,35,334,102,7,0.055615103717960114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492994338226309,0.0,0.05569049278844941,0.0576004748141031,0.0,0.08895075670013831,0.04627622152641152,0.0,0.0,0.03782017765138189,0.05831728541850425,0.5105448254280781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901846679138103,0.05199261448914618,0.06327020933623648,0.0,0.08552916368726594,0.04643628856006246,0.2034147061544315,0.0,0.14197307105412652,0.06265917699701415,0.05836462017276955,0.04918703972507067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483393950733941,0.05678923903740352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062377067867948485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173428195069627,0.0,0.14370362201600778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25495890850962394,0.05692441526905749,0.0,0.05691356025505717,0.06518048735776992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057465268994980064,0.0,0.03673325148717738,0.0,0.046858123542136136,0.0,0.0,0.1088044862757523,0.05242897016781548,0.0,0.02812066748669405,0.0,0.0533992211821579,0.0,0.050831197245659716,0.09461235762301594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811319252775739,0.05335107518942828,0.06321469018696972,0.04664731035790117,0.08896095795933072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920331206642,0.049820209011648166,0.05490840089099934,0.0,0.05911625457269577,0.06268226387276159,0.0,0.03727763170607617,0.0,0.055786483607498334,0.05523834678322271,0.0,0.06417236266376691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804771902398063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169381962832997,0.04533373237915034,0.0,0.05888836465027612,0.0,0.11374042318034773,0.0,0.08151219134759177,0.05574094453738138,0.0,0.04921761668514349,0.04670268010129314,0.0,0.0,0.047281972366080095,0.05019480246407936,0.0,0.07424702718019256,0.056384986034315986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056026365990184235,0.11209388747141542,0.0,0.2246216026848605,0.0,0.0443914451886364,0.0,0.04088350038855024,0.041237894710447004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449099343900676,0.0,0.0633181641973231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050468253903907,0.0,0.06022573767425756,0.0,0.0,0.04856096339197078,0.0,0.0,0.05257424940362848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035628459547845416,0.0,0.0,0.05970980802154675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845472540666906,0.05568042095496573,0.0,0.08863607430292482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413674907071835,0.04281522395021768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776571746804845,0.04649671698771098,0.06370691340510212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726254644339728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389640735917051,0.07127182564601019,0.0,0.04415218008469165,0.09728884266827786,0.0639213804115355,0.052716615421235465,0.0,0.0,0.037759004753207794,0.0,0.05432787514181143,0.0,0.0,0.04803359310524296,0.0,0.0,0.06560645822100784,0.17657872264528354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051555758330430336,0.050183980729441136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097691575872677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060806385310343186,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Time-Astronaut,2020/01/07,"Deleting messages / posts - right after you've wrote/published/sent them? Any of you does it?

Sometimes, I write a message and minutes later I just delete all of the messages. It just makes me feel weird, maybe I'm scared of the reaction? maybe i think it doesn't make sense, I don't know.... Just delete all of it or so at least I don't see it.

On tope of that, if I say something, weird and I'm little anixous about the answer, I sent another message with just emoji or dot, so I and the person don't have to see the message I've just sent as in the ""preview"".

Anyone?? :'(",1.0773076923076914,3.1763530769230783,2.2313034188034173,96.43105769230768,82.33333333333333,4.583760683760684,21.71581196581197,5.46131890053228,-0.0730905982905985,438,14,97,2,12,139,67,117,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.8577,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,1,7,0,5,0,0,2,2,21,16,9,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,4,11,0,13,14,3,10,0,0,2,0,12,5,0,3,2,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699072999408184,0.24207377589591225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142063717446745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020245853550873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672827550813045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687301306098106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137944126403096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081977854348596,0.0,0.4638539298612985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157549661437996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210972666764843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715068389286944,0.0,0.18358681496716395,0.2311282091975697,0.0,0.3679264052351011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772505789800733,0.2283235539094676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479238944792375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geekysugar,2020/01/07,"Med options for severe anxiety? So I have severe anxiety caused by a bunch of medical issues I have. I take .5 mg of clonazepam about every 2-3 days but every now and then when things get bad I will take it for 2 days in a row. 

I really dont want to become dependent on it but I'm so scared of all the side effects of most meds and antidepressants and everything. 

Because of my illnesses, I cant exercise the anxiety away. So I'm left with meds. Have you all found something that works without the crazy side effects?

Thanks!",2.310094339622644,4.428114537735851,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,78.15094339622641,8.013584905660379,25.69433962264151,8.841846274778883,2.1200558490566035,415,16,83,10,10,140,70,106,0.222,0.721,0.057,-0.9478,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,1,5,0,6,3,0,4,2,17,14,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,15,12,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,5,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439948258722352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408259777329585,0.0,0.1251513457920402,0.09137115611709452,0.16554101010545308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397765066348895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333246053769512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566920107438916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525764829375989,0.0,0.1347108822393225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434593493634447,0.0,0.0,0.07831099856003425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644553820473586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285521659627425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49947983084718706,0.15099775027109782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602295530450808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006538706830502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386646008278478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153921440303438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539627344376464,0.0,0.0,0.13799797457600751,0.0,0.0,0.09957982342015764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840862172251679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448798392150622,0.0,0.10912123147164468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gman1cus,2020/01/07,"Early bird gets the anxiety? Hello,

I'm young and working part-time. I got a job working in IT, fixing phones, laptops, and other things. I also run the front desk when I'm there, so anytime a customer comes in, I greet them and do intake for them.

My previous job had me working in the evening mostly. This job is the usual 9am-6pm shift. I have been having a lot of issues it there. The job's not all that stressful, except when customers get irate. For some reason though, I just wake up in the morning some days and am practically in the fetal position with my gut clenched and just lying there fearing going into work. Most of those days I've ended up calling off. I hate to do it because I know it slows things down and makes me unreliable, but I can't shake off the feeling.

I didn't have so much of an issue with my previous job. I think I may just fare a lot better if I enjoy my day *before* going into work. I know I am for sure a night owl.

I guess I'm looking for validation. Like, is it normal for people who feel the same way to do this, or do you guys just tough it out somehow?",2.571466666666666,3.992718702222224,4.074333333333335,88.11550000000004,75.3111111111111,6.2444444444444445,23.61111111111111,6.691623216298621,0.6711777777777774,848,25,178,7,18,282,134,225,0.057,0.843,0.1,0.8831,5,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,6,15,9,1,3,15,0,16,2,2,2,2,41,34,15,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,14,12,0,0,6,0,0,6,3,5,0,0,4,3,24,4,26,29,9,31,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,11,12,129,38,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903608488768868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643970650507013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887977949462586,0.0,0.09614913310111273,0.0,0.0,0.09993355488321838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537898128941362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733388192677342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861434970666568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007868918527962,0.0,0.0,0.07463113096562002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714908432607494,0.11426580185926152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806886422464688,0.0,0.1284336025614745,0.0,0.09037121185157568,0.0,0.1244750623754818,0.1118813146456752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115576730102262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587168275841075,0.5606429918315875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419652829278527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520290909432416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488606899668962,0.0,0.0,0.1921260399830127,0.0,0.0,0.07542402843411737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306321243835324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603673098561783,0.11070962420010226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236093277605932,0.0,0.07833545507205839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161761212915403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294336549382586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064950220899548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013570082235153,0.07240166250737401,0.11101552500094664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444635977810467,0.0,0.0,0.08968896872689207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411303012972532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lonelyjokers4,2020/01/07,Haven't had anxiety like this in a while. An acquaintance asked my mom to watch her kid while she went out of town for the next week.y  Mom first said that the last needed to ask me because my mom would be working. So thankfully we are not caring for her the whole week but just for two days and two nights and a couple hours during the day after she gets out of school for the rest of the week. Last night I had horrible anxiety about her sleeping here. She did cry during the night but my poor mom took care of it. Today I found out that she has bugs in her hair that they failed to warn us about. No I have general anxiety about her sleeping over AND anxiety about getting lice from the little girl especially since she wants to hang out with me the whole day.,6.637402597402597,5.685247383116884,6.1694480519480575,85.11702922077924,65.42857142857143,10.037662337662338,28.34090909090909,9.188382445141503,1.8506779220779224,603,14,132,9,8,186,94,154,0.147,0.778,0.075,-0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,1,3,7,5,0,0,12,0,9,3,3,0,0,18,22,8,0,3,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,7,3,21,4,26,13,3,29,0,1,1,0,22,9,0,0,18,91,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209724252105885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196122198104284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394199716268084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389147064468364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606246869614538,0.11522039179025728,0.20294255050214804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892222084192751,0.0,0.11501011645218555,0.0,0.0,0.10960486570434434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032987956947493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100411913938973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051245580090110536,0.10513066783131626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913991766533036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777707117896762,0.0,0.0,0.11155524082507164,0.2953058387339059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977757213528037,0.0,0.0,0.10615764460067643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676884214339227,0.0,0.20993815484276407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657168053654436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994266069769314,0.0,0.11654034328623825,0.0,0.0,0.20493107330410226,0.0,0.12617375445980486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061868800610262537,0.0,0.2524172940598602,0.0,0.0,0.09723716289366477,0.0,0.23421930217930645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636358966725107,0.0,0.0,0.07451320834225815,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,podplant,2020/01/07,"Anyone else do this? Back when I first got a smart phone, I turned off read receipts because they gave me too much anxiety. I want to have the option to see a person’s message and reply when I have the time and mental energy, without them expecting a reply right when I read it. Alternatively, I don’t want to see when someone else reads my message, because I just don’t want to know that much. It’s something that, if it’s there, I can worry about it and get consumed by it. So I just decided it was best to not have them.",3.156944444444445,4.274759138888893,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,73.35185185185185,7.251851851851853,25.537037037037038,7.645422480735847,1.2050703703703705,409,13,87,5,8,136,64,108,0.046,0.826,0.128,0.743,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,2,11,2,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,18,9,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,14,2,9,15,3,9,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,7,64,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086606716605806,0.0,0.0,0.11961428019452247,0.175278732819535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154024550580373,0.0,0.20856215769770708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952464715896968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28580966770720745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550981458348278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937563846851178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681820031807582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401415084861227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239566999162906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25150839533099284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936942608101808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513340979376729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609059632329016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726370859209812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494482452914048,0.1316960163527499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975075711293027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860721715574104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30269989495205923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490283678496148,0.0,0.0,0.17372721452221898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wiliamcocknord,2020/01/07,"Not sure you get anxiety or.... You just can't dealing with yourself , that your'e such a loser who still got a chance for living . Your'e maybe scared to be alone than still hopin for people who doesn't really fckin care about you. Cause i felt that , i felt that when you in bunch of group who doesnt really knows about you , and still can't recognize you . When you just smile and laugh to give a contribute to your group , and some of it who talk bad about you . Cause you didn't freakin dunno what your doing . And anxious , anxious is fckin hell duude . Im 20 years old grown boy who still believing we gonna still be as*hole later.... Be strong brother  , you don't need survive in a jungle to be tough right.... Relax.... Enjoy your last breath in this happy society  :)",4.1195057962172035,5.4553799865771815,4.026955460646737,90.31723611958513,71.28187919463087,7.297376449054301,22.27028676021965,7.686295010490155,0.7091288590604017,594,13,124,7,11,181,93,149,0.16899999999999998,0.701,0.131,-0.5301,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,13,0,3,13,12,1,1,4,0,12,1,1,2,1,19,21,7,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,2,16,7,16,12,2,16,1,1,0,0,26,4,1,3,11,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791642570206456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925541554667267,0.3226874846205149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924710427894522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609070329497018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561251790923588,0.2934269519691234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723913601393385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27425544522090806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461653530273636,0.13700408503316966,0.0,0.0,0.11422463938746903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203246742064405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426799916853068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848906397713445,0.11641577051055918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611095262819833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143479924920793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589777269603184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986351643348736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901205177545858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298579678713192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196583235369085,0.0,0.0,0.1429857805135371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.570273386718474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346043197336358,0.0,0.0,0.11479173685441868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197014021685702
anxiety,DerPickle99,2020/01/07,"At an airport Yeah basically right now I’m waiting for my friend at the airport and I’m just having a panic attack worrying I’m not at the right one, or that I’m net at the right part or something. It’s all unfounded but it happens every time I encounter a new environment. I don’t think I’ve stopped shaking my leg since I got here. I even spent 5-10 minutes going in circles because I didn’t know where to park despite clear signage",1.1318681318681314,3.4334305934065945,3.260098901098903,87.8974010989011,83.72527472527472,5.398241758241759,27.78131868131868,6.742157984588678,1.404651868131868,348,17,70,4,10,118,66,91,0.156,0.8,0.044000000000000004,-0.8114,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,6,1,3,1,1,0,2,12,14,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,3,0,7,1,7,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,4,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619519299629784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372785877383235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148741130349779,0.0,0.18973899612888528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398738721278087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798519178738055,0.0,0.18011138285007286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914181452591445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376291076372085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174975954960524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259996757046282,0.0,0.0,0.2642212874018484,0.0,0.2438674480244516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5769534885857562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628608172543068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733683937224382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827558036129988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429776128558172,0.0,0.0,0.13131474293758846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286994623050467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sinistuh23,2020/01/07,Weed Anxiety Holy shit I had the worst feeling of Anxiety right now. Every time I smoke weed with my friends I get Extremely anxious and then have like PTSD anxiousness that persists days after :( I Turned on the Calm App right now and It calmed me down crazy. I Highly recommend it.,3.8652830188679235,6.369574773584912,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,74.84905660377359,8.013584905660379,27.581132075471697,8.841846274778883,2.333923773584906,225,9,42,5,5,69,42,53,0.294,0.4970000000000001,0.21,-0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,4,5,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,7,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615008950917063,0.5338491183321482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237843481536167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907267012564686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946821466842825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825462052993345,0.0,0.1234444268305315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963850328238404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543248962844273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761939301395358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40355672390106057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425338572502645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377744008179087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570003746055401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alittlekindness,2020/01/07,"Asking for a raise... I’ve been working my butt off since July after my coworker went on maternity leave and wasn’t replaced, and in late February I’ll be asking for a raise (if I get it I’ll be 20% up from where I started a year ago). I’m already worried and anxious about it! It’s a pretty big raise for where I work and though I know I have been busting my butt and doing things well outside of what is asked of me to make our practice (a vet hospital) more efficient and well managed, I’m so scared my bosses won’t see that.

As someone with anxiety this job means the world to me, and I love my job, but asking for things really makes me nervous!",4.628602941176472,4.378506419117649,5.876764705882355,83.20794117647061,69.36764705882354,8.858823529411765,30.235294117647058,8.472884824447931,2.059164705882353,507,18,109,7,8,171,89,136,0.09,0.833,0.077,-0.1788,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,2,7,5,0,2,6,0,9,3,2,3,0,15,24,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,4,1,15,3,17,17,1,14,0,0,1,3,6,8,2,1,5,71,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376444987318314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652277959210202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543869508841673,0.17047494606820082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642874926013083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883943715071055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994915091883529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293113049724331,0.0,0.17022266945791484,0.1597821534769752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361938589854248,0.0,0.20145490476035915,0.0,0.0,0.16437520376354206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535203582596571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667091326835384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107802058224082,0.0,0.12024839636806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482669693253876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785775385327128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680835933414336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005035658942296,0.0,0.14825926485431892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713558741994201,0.13988654871121536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971515185881973,0.1532470821511163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971751644585276
anxiety,guitarist597,2020/01/07,farewell all I was going back and forth thinking about whether I should make a post like this or not... and I finally decided I will because someone made a post like this a long time ago and it gave me hope. After being subscribed to this sub for the past few years I am finally saying goodbye. I don't feel like my anxiety has been in charge of my life like it once was. I cut out a lot of bad shit in my life and have gotten help. It was the best thing I could evert do. I hope everyone here stays supportive of each other and continues making progress on not just their anxiety but any and all aspects of their life. Take care guys.,4.815290697674417,5.063285596899224,5.1514631782945735,86.84952034883725,69.0,8.93062015503876,29.30329457364341,8.841846274778883,1.9926503875968988,498,17,108,8,8,158,87,129,0.067,0.7559999999999999,0.177,0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,4,12,2,0,6,0,13,4,1,3,2,27,26,9,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,2,3,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,2,15,9,12,15,6,18,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,4,14,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315418868151094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091267063723684,0.0,0.2270412471744289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410544398561312,0.12390237656395707,0.0904593020606926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557298261962797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129706616785002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848013721774482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179635133426474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503221381828508,0.10601234815915836,0.0,0.3251156581330565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433544745710042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693289831553774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946503702776847,0.0,0.0,0.2947764628110968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144441589562367,0.28999027958746804,0.0,0.0,0.1313235804410925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615884960769974,0.0,0.14041352049774772,0.198107631029464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803423760360172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416583896423036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842399121496979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800846962632222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232379830803985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257333334959044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816772976274202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839518860708275,0.0,0.0,0.11157344642041464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858604956656766,0.09508456482445428,0.0,0.0,0.08652944492010828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556055062882526
anxiety,sweetiepie430,2020/01/07,"Ladies.... anyone get more anxious before their period? Hey, just wondering if any of you experience an increase in anxiety or panic attacks a week or so before your period is due? I’ve been getting terrible insomnia which is contributing to my anxiety. But I’ve notice I get more anxious/ panicky before my period. Anyone else?",4.76074712643678,7.8005258793103485,6.897241379310348,62.830229885057484,74.6896551724138,10.763218390804601,32.08045977011494,10.504223727775694,5.011266666666668,263,13,35,10,6,92,44,58,0.275,0.691,0.035,-0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,3,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008392291145995,0.0,0.29267302023282205,0.4322070454936575,0.0,0.2675091672395402,0.195999456649754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176202637056146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883217154807154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979844980262226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711856056814172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29982376576607944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778520625322306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244378810099616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534414921843128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074461055276026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TemitoMoon,2020/01/07,Normal? I got diagnosed with Panic Disorder and Anxiety a while back. But have been experiencing hot flashed in my chest and neck. Sometimes all throughout my body. No accelerated heart. No freaking out. Just hot flashes.,3.871776061776061,6.8884532432432435,4.649806949806951,71.14027027027026,97.64864864864865,7.519691119691122,32.31274131274132,7.957251820313856,3.8312038610038615,178,10,26,5,7,57,33,37,0.33899999999999997,0.6609999999999999,0.0,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,8,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056210155666524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418013972866073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34929571248375313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191716900639103,0.0,0.0,0.3603999949871721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515034990541356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726382595578784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308105394348639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689526850252952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311010354077549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paris42069,2020/01/07,"How to help my struggling bf 
I’m 23f and he’s 25m. We’ve been together almost 6 years. He has OCD and generalized anxiety and depression. Right now he’s going through a depressive anxious state and it’s really straining us. We’ve made it through lots of these but this one is scaring me because it’s starting to threaten our household. He’s called in sick to work the last 3 days after a 2 week break. He cries every morning in my arms and can’t get up to go to work. I try everything possible to console him and make it easier for him but nothing works. We absolutely can’t live without his income. He’s quit jobs before on the spot so I’m so worried that he’s going to do it again. I want to be supportive but I also need him to know how serious this is. I say that because I take care of all the financials for us so he doesn’t really understand our income or bills or things like that. He gets too overwhelmed and can’t handle it. Just looking for suggestions on how to help and hopefully get him back to work??",2.114385133449737,3.9954120473933656,4.008351209778002,86.10439012222501,77.81516587677724,7.6648540783237715,26.27113993514592,8.532816995589336,1.9042170616113747,806,32,168,17,19,273,126,211,0.145,0.7390000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.6486,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,5,0,0,5,12,11,0,4,5,0,10,2,1,5,1,30,30,20,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,13,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,5,7,0,1,2,2,18,4,25,27,2,20,0,3,1,0,25,6,0,5,10,99,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295060364157936,0.0,0.0,0.10342573175083992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893764842553927,0.14610690346542926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944734219870993,0.0,0.15767761559598173,0.0,0.1100509188635468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206112732276934,0.0,0.13186129063878946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206372534236386,0.08340761650159514,0.0,0.2227847228979388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896671137164483,0.0,0.11623411374540725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270989313185026,0.0,0.22050488941978216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337531372043935,0.0,0.0,0.1284545887792898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283407856430484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107678258476847,0.10542180006666717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318445807912243,0.0,0.11420139707773515,0.0,0.10860523380334823,0.0,0.0,0.10995235503324777,0.0,0.1223758563528809,0.08632926128242792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589709170592002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409631593985936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876378444116873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580095688852604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755914260438873,0.0,0.0,0.16570514458076022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104477300366208,0.0,0.10284898118230544,0.12948261476573086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154095077578962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520455146671442,0.0,0.0,0.14676297081965978,0.0,0.0,0.0972406076248158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592158502535231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780707082569171,0.0,0.0,0.13463784281639588,0.3111378692692179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628261074790939,0.0,0.1037413041731352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124670200942939,0.0,0.3766172240897604,0.13134162617217807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832847447688836
anxiety,Juniper02,2020/01/07,"I finally got a (kind of) diagnosis I went to the doctor's today and he told me I have social phobia (unfamiliar situations). I'm pretty sure I also have generalized anxiety disorder. I'm getting some medication soon for the anxiety, but theres not much I can do about mild seasonal depression.",5.655181818181816,7.277299927272729,8.867045454545455,55.98056818181817,67.9090909090909,13.5,35.56818181818181,12.602617957971056,5.9239999999999995,236,12,37,11,4,89,45,55,0.214,0.715,0.071,-0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,6,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,4,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189907603967794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36333340720211177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453571954463298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27216539364881753,0.24306435857442465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601407922003887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407018850968758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899293833968012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472922784884887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23922973381972465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457046772023416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415960904558381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669303490256015,0.0,0.2420744955305417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22381611871702667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250972671921726,0.22691626345553584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201404664443835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Magnolia2987,2020/01/07,Random panic attacks? I don't know if this is normal or if other people experience this but i feel like whenever i have a panic attack its so random? I never see it coming more than maybe a minute in advance and i can almost never pinpoint the trigger when its over. Its really scary to me because I'll feel so normal and even calm before they hit me. Is this normal?,1.7167567567567552,4.122687905405407,4.122905405405408,81.97868243243248,82.10810810810811,5.321621621621622,18.70945945945946,6.6274283507984215,0.4293027027027029,291,7,51,3,8,101,53,74,0.21899999999999997,0.706,0.075,-0.9149,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,2,2,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,19,11,9,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,3,8,2,4,10,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,6,4,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811829343920324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41168542827170296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029792074670763,0.0,0.1539646256196073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586177646759564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950762079784776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769917548884317,0.0,0.0,0.1829750392641016,0.12926190351972852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943860836345056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839700325621005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177620345138065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791005623027219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318414828929612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245827276864736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543939424006578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591330091597475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441838923584185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emmypadge,2020/01/07,"Seeing the doctor soon Hi all, I’m new here and want to share. 

I didn’t until very recently think that I had an actual problem with anxiety, I always thought I was pretty good at managing it. It wasn’t until in the last few weeks that I’ve decided something bigger is going on. I’m fortunate that I’m in a situation where I can seek medical attention, and in this new year I will be graduating college and moving 2500 miles away from home, and with all the implications of that I can foresee it being a difficult year. 

What I’m worried about is that the doctor won’t think that I need medication? I can’t really reliably do therapy, and while exercise does help I can’t do it every day (it only has benefits for me when I work out every day). I’ve never been diagnosed with any mental thing before, or even seen someone about it seriously. 

What have your experiences been? What should I be thinking about? Thanks in advance.",4.617032967032966,5.863677846153853,6.402967032967035,74.09203296703296,69.98901098901099,10.215384615384616,29.384615384615394,10.389873798559362,3.25036043956044,736,28,136,21,13,255,115,182,0.061,0.818,0.121,0.887,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,8,7,0,0,7,0,22,6,0,0,3,23,36,10,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,17,9,0,0,6,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,8,2,14,4,20,22,3,29,0,0,2,0,4,11,0,1,15,96,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.13891755846745915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845043419985934,0.0,0.0,0.0968060121711797,0.0,0.10890088231010177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374683635210816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113328297162168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361388557243355,0.0,0.0,0.14448692637555288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914119382605448,0.12457547314735955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402387327032474,0.0,0.23987978690908815,0.0,0.0,0.13925011828050704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090340193594445,0.11940028774811373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954172902601188,0.0,0.1427932745550569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603800196059312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868145738471734,0.14345995852925614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513004152329983,0.0,0.10555413499247528,0.10979264637866552,0.2749739269485331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826709097855083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482580952803176,0.0,0.1362141304834375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119600442974347,0.0,0.14055799752294107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343818856256765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600125391610973,0.0,0.0,0.12061659389119506,0.10959152886700188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106099328874093,0.16279489583899098,0.0,0.09457407334464138,0.2736452463767484,0.0,0.11301365430013008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745745676347275,0.08396443363637691,0.0,0.11418827651798905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363584704416998,0.14456801027526325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334339521176304
anxiety,AnonymousHoot,2020/01/07,"I can feel an anxiety attack building up right now. Texted some people to get relief or distractions, but I haven't gotten responses. I feel like a burden. New to this sub, but not new to anxiety. I've been dealing with it since I was about 13 or 14. I'm 21 now. Title's pretty self explanatory. I just feel like I'm a waste right now, like no one cares. All I do is mess things up. Little things, but they pile up and build into a big thing until I break and then I feel like people don't wanna deal with me. So. Yeah. Hoping this helps, somehow.",-0.19473684210526448,2.0718970701754387,1.968736842105265,94.48415789473688,91.4561403508772,4.794385964912281,14.61754385964912,6.42735559955562,-0.5130519298245613,422,8,93,5,15,141,76,114,0.154,0.591,0.255,0.9482,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,7,11,1,1,4,1,7,0,0,0,1,21,17,10,0,2,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,4,10,7,12,14,2,16,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,11,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420582630148413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998510073633806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130419248311814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32621220040221793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199800489654431,0.3390727258534101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265745380763417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604387701918937,0.0,0.0,0.15713681864796722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091708852101325,0.158566561150183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055976669775687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720622902525953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936381963660864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609550039927535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702185276489284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504605409927453,0.0,0.0,0.13087177317028678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153202540846434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ron-old-mikie,2020/01/07,Can Buspar/buspirone mixed with grapefruit make you infertile? I’m on buspar. A friend of mine who’s on it told me this. However I can’t find any other mention of it on google. I’ve read grapefruit can increase buspar’s side affects but nothing about infertility,3.7288,6.406230280000003,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,76.2,6.4,30.0,7.554174236665415,2.1976000000000004,214,10,36,3,5,69,39,50,0.0,0.914,0.086,0.4118,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,7,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989463962200925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017909004080903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396376433529254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934396740566715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218127429805563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43972384792245817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200613060863221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowRA-SPQR,2020/01/07,"My girlfriend came off her anxiety medicine and suddenly broke up with me. I'm very worried about her. Hi all

My girlfriend and I had been together for about 1 1/2 years. It's been wonderful. I've never felt so close to someone else, or so loved. Last December, we put a deposit down on a shared apartment (at her suggestion).

My girlfriend has struggled with anxiety for years. She hates the idea of 'depending' on medicine, so she avoids it. Last November, however, she reached a low-point and decided to see a doctor, with some encouragement with me. 

We went to the clinic and she was proscribed anti-depressants and sleeping pills (to help adjust her unhealthy sleeping pattern). She was hesitant, but the medicine was having a good effect after 2-3 weeks. She was the healthiest I'd seen her.

At Christmas we returned to our home countries. My girlfriend has a difficult relationship with her family, which was adding to her anxiety. But she was much better able to handle them, no doubt because the medicine had reduced her anxiety. In fact, she felt so good that she decided she didn't need her medicine...so she stopped taking it, cold turkey, without her doctor's supervision.

We returned after Christmas on 3rd January. Everything seemed fine at first...until we had a disagreement over how we'd spend that evening. It was silly, but I ended up staying at her apartment while she went out. I told her that I was a bit upset but that we could talk about it later...to which she said that she didn't want me in her apartment, because 'dealing' with me would make her uncomfortable. This was very uncharacteristic for her; she's normally very open about us discussing our feelings and repairing disagreements.

On 4th January, she told that she no longer wanted to move into our new apartment. She said that the idea of living with someone else was making her very anxious. I was very upset that we wouldn't be moving in together. I said that I'd probably still move into the new apartment, and she could join me when she felt ready. It seemed that our relationship was intact.

Then, on 5th January, she broke up with me. She now said that being around me at all made her anxious and uncomfortable, and that being with me was stopping her from being strong and independent. I was shocked. She was unusually unkind and angry.

Does it seem likely that her change in feelings and behaviour were caused by her coming off her medicine? I very worried about her health, especially as I can't be there to help her at the moment.",5.4075263409961725,7.361865351293105,5.4073563218390825,79.25105363984676,68.97844827586206,8.603831417624523,31.42337164750958,9.150863307647796,2.8713584291187755,2009,86,352,40,36,628,210,464,0.162,0.753,0.085,-0.987,1,1,0,0,0,0,70.0,13,0,1,3,16,21,1,5,16,0,37,8,2,8,4,81,68,26,0,8,6,0,5,1,4,2,5,4,1,0,23,36,0,3,15,0,2,8,8,11,0,0,37,12,81,10,60,21,5,64,0,2,2,1,82,33,0,8,23,252,104,3,0.07602558160359772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263744734233846,0.1717745347812255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676788859865079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926889778032334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067238448775025,0.08300024465812632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086953011908482,0.0,0.07809921451717307,0.08042498470422996,0.06548930678645057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140048130518945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837903636122344,0.06548072203380273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563080850201635,0.06653049878866192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270192360804968,0.0,0.06733609971265096,0.0,0.0,0.05021417963483954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832689058751289,0.0,0.07167015223238075,0.0,0.07688163674382917,0.0,0.21898944222817396,0.0,0.0,0.06466732087433386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753330167961938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505952220877816,0.0,0.08081163812815391,0.0,0.0,0.10191668959682036,0.0,0.07625985709543852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164725552972818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394199201227953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03714225897105941,0.0,0.06713198140920006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686160556341277,0.07193724353498482,0.10149533213743518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424094849026001,0.05588755009417879,0.056372005442421075,0.05863561536113353,0.14685196091627886,0.0,0.0,0.07448892821214836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186874825502995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196843550800917,0.0,0.0,0.07642670791815498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324604572521176,0.0,0.0,0.28927095115212303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060582545472835515,0.20763250251227885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216097273881973,0.0,0.12883245716078207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810331544639289,0.06071412767488042,0.12712158084161052,0.0,0.07947844481556066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571617758655349,0.06110648269512412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529140245392386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144941388616104,0.0,0.0,0.3763744011958665,0.08968371556940075,0.0,0.060983135770016426,0.0,0.0,0.14095295162848825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328594768666201,0.08244650021491579,0.0,0.15441533697600934,0.0,0.05400639189069792,0.0,0.0,0.0979159639122262
anxiety,aeoniumkombi,2020/01/07,Feel like I'm constantly in a dreaming state when I sleep Does anyone else feel like even when they do manage to get some sleep it's like their mind never actually rests? Like either I'm constantly jumping from bizarre dream to bizarre dream or like my mind is still racing while I'm asleep and I'll wake up like mid thought? Leaves me feeling constantly exhausted even though I've had plenty of sleep...,4.876153846153844,6.648778666666665,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,70.02564102564102,7.764102564102564,27.102564102564106,8.344100000000001,1.6850102564102567,328,11,64,5,6,98,55,78,0.10800000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.215,0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,3,6,5,0,1,11,11,6,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,6,6,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,14,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.1431708450948204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258522733115084,0.15032493297093347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475634297736876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838964321974086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255998902264514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380526902009987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254769071501665,0.2096237697516136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665155176496134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534801428052786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43005972880054943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962768634248289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315420556367213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44045723444737817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171652900925511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441448991180871,0.1164738321915848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meesearedogs,2020/01/07,"What should I do about this temporary job that's stressing me out? So, I have interned with this company every summer during college (i'm graduating college this spring.) I'm here for winter break, so I came back to work there for a couple weeks to make some money before I go back to school.

The job has always been a bit stressful, but overall i've enjoyed it and it's been great work experience. However, now that i'm back and have just started this short term position, it hasn't been as enjoyable this time. When I initially reached out to work for them, I asked if I could do as many hours as possible, since I wanted to make as much money as I can. They went ahead and loaded me up with a bunch of projects, which is great, exactly what I asked for. But, soon before starting work, I went through some personal things that are causing a lot of stress. The work on top of that is giving me the worst anxiety I have ever had. It's so bad that the other night I woke up shaking uncontrollably because I was so stressed about work, and I've barely been sleeping and eating.

I feel really shitty, not just because of the anxiety, but because all this work is what I asked for, and it would suck for me to go back on my word and ask to have less projects. I'm also realizing that this type of work is not really what I want to do, although it is in the general industry that I want to work in. So it's not helping that the work is not only too much, but it's becoming work that I dislike doing.

What do ya'll think would be a good course of action? I don't want to harm this company in any way, they've been good to me, but I would rather be able to do a good job on a few projects rather than barely scrape together a bunch of projects. The worst part though is that i've already done some of the planning on these projects, so if they were to be cancelled, that time and money spent planning would be wasted. Do you think it would be bad for me to tell my boss about this anxiety i'm having and ask if I could work less? I don't think i'll ever want to come back and work here again either way, but I don't want to leave on a bad note and I do still need the good reference.

TL:DR - Working a two week internship that is a lot of responsibility and very stressful, am having terrible anxiety because of it and other personal things. Would it be bad to ask my boss to work less even though I went into this asking for as many hours as possible?",7.038997005988027,5.29192952894212,7.271808882235527,80.10795284431141,65.0878243512974,10.745209580838326,33.050648702594806,9.516144504307137,2.651008582834331,1918,61,414,30,24,625,197,501,0.19,0.731,0.078,-0.9961,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,3,19,33,24,1,7,21,0,54,3,1,5,4,76,92,40,0,21,18,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,44,20,1,0,6,0,4,9,8,16,0,1,15,1,39,8,64,62,20,53,0,0,0,0,16,15,1,8,26,298,83,30,0.05139727550735413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671817159658469,0.04110238265390692,0.04276665057201415,0.0,0.0,0.03495190983267756,0.0,0.15727510033038572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33634660134029865,0.0,0.0,0.19760666150337425,0.1716583127320341,0.125325208388077,0.05676425271901873,0.08747059173708636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056112513076383236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878479078998591,0.0,0.05279915997718773,0.0,0.04427420182379178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207308451650096,0.05687010775708325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259725759693083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052592244187920315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03394741573335738,0.09298355649191367,0.04330442136126154,0.0,0.0,0.050276397810124315,0.0,0.0,0.025988006811853932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049304950037144114,0.05842051224301645,0.17243838467339564,0.0,0.11333135539036004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03445051036450987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123192636402063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530115956340076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442229358156075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739225130477411,0.0,0.0,0.06861616101508798,0.10421754048615303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556582268844178,0.03811042853618987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823286131672306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03908994407327927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055658240746529884,0.0,0.0,0.08975623697537563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588541110397928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658528215849347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052016786783022496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042516357424473336,0.0,0.05143439400504386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275851228886097,0.0,0.04104593061274038,0.0,0.29437702720203485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492348422004753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829213206728993,0.09879989644226236,0.10099512445550828,0.0,0.05994032934855794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020766985445867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04240813505170641,0.18189266851036665,0.08159352990296999,0.08245558835226564,0.0,0.0,0.14293736796775794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612674306192604,0.0,0.0,0.2190668991632927,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyauIsHere,2020/01/07,"Wim Hof breathing method and birnual beats. I've tried this in combination by accident and oh boy I've never felt so calm.
Lay down on your back, get your earphones and try this out.
Look up the Wim Hof method, the first guided session video on youtube is good, right after, play some birnual beats, the ones without music are far better than any others. 
If anyone tries this I'd love to hear your experience afterwards.",5.126118143459912,6.8856061898734175,5.079177215189876,82.09868143459916,69.37974683544303,8.30464135021097,27.090717299578056,8.841846274778883,2.0357071729957803,335,11,62,6,6,104,62,79,0.035,0.7909999999999999,0.174,0.9059999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,4,2,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,7,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,3,5,11,6,1,13,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,2,5,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172424683632343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729010048929647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496654836015645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424695731425032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480234135440492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434505703124497,0.0,0.0,0.21567198839245205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324709382492534,0.0,0.0,0.2126681636691609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28577257402769113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129205979801567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288414140894603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555564672495704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181402391357975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653281247503944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164373770681722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24441597154646985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrmseeks,2020/01/07,Does anyone else get like a burning chest pain? It comes and goes throughout the day. It’s like if someone is getting a hot knife and poking me right in the middle of chest. I’ve been to cardiologist and they said everything was fine. My headaches have been non existent for the past week which is a little relief.,4.050491803278689,5.968150114754102,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,72.44262295081967,6.847213114754098,25.31475409836065,7.554174236665415,1.190741639344263,251,8,49,3,5,78,50,61,0.052000000000000005,0.7979999999999999,0.15,0.6494,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,6,0,6,3,2,0,0,5,10,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,4,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349692913225688,0.2835438752598577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383794743414993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846876728150235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421693877541583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117345574340514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487082099487165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28916132011608725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703938277510923,0.27735741930282154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944615683239574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26417129748574825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363269813410733,0.2632347961124522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23447349592700925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197712209652606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,conejosiniestro,2020/01/07,"Clonazepam, Diazepam, Pregabalin, or an SSRI for the maintenance of anxiety and low grade depression? Just started a doctoral program and my anxiety and depression that’s usually just a buzz in the background has become much harder to manage. I tried SSRIs to mixed results 15 years ago and have taken Lorazepam or Alprazolam as needed (like  once or twice a week) prescribed from a GP. I recently decided that it was time for me to see a psychiatrist.

Well after getting my whole spiel my psych wanted to put me on clonazepam or diazepam twice a day. I’m afraid of the possible dependence issues with benzos, and have had a pretty nasty withdrawal experience from SSRI’s about a decade ago, but unfortunately  I need a maintenance medication to get through this and my therapist agrees. I asked him if I could try pregabalin(lyrica) instead are first as I’ve heard that it had a bit of a better safety profile than the benzos but I don’t know. Today was my first day on pregabalin (100mgs a day twice a day) and I wasn’t too impressed. 

I’m meeting with my psych again in about a week and a half. Should I give in and trust my psych with a clonazepam or diazepam prescription? Or should I give pregabalin more of a chance or consider going down the SSRI road again? Any advice or experience with using these medications for moderate anxiety and low grade depression 

TLDR: Clonazepam, Diazepam, or Pregabalin for the maintenance of anxiety and low grade depression?",8.376163522012583,8.706422339622641,8.443396226415096,65.9938993710692,61.45283018867924,12.198742138364782,38.04402515723271,11.729898335038438,4.859923270440253,1180,54,190,34,15,385,138,265,0.129,0.7759999999999999,0.096,-0.7809,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,9,13,0,1,24,0,13,3,0,3,0,40,30,25,0,7,14,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,15,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,8,1,6,7,2,19,5,33,20,4,31,0,7,1,0,6,10,0,11,20,135,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151348974252452,0.2023150861056021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760324921374688,0.0,0.3491957625344152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668368236308516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260328969511037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009269215246972,0.1245858483019156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911128756907046,0.0,0.0,0.2943832475194979,0.0,0.3931540845743529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680324786391047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325600217592825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413516337755166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924250075999393,0.218942217665404,0.06485513370360868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910815563138767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271553773551747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055751640983937915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992107982961826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838888833000248,0.16923213051846378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153052978989715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286493997208089,0.0,0.11609767965147574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471877315693943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267644504837253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909362117077038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807723667834462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249825007128638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654234831026777,0.0,0.10816926038658917,0.0,0.0,0.15495545700162364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856016359144956,0.1256833903490826,0.0,0.06730896896210267,0.0,0.18307501943669327,0.0,0.10260459170198916,0.0,0.0,0.1274071873481352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348739438390371
anxiety,Crissy323,2020/01/07,"Is this anxiety related? My mind is constantly going. I have this new thing in the past few months where I feel that the people I was just with are talking or whispering about me. I’ll leave a room and be convinced they’re making fun of me. And if I focus on it too much I’ll be ready to cry. It prevents me from socializing a lot, but I still push myself to try. I’ll spend too much time wondering what people might say about me. 

I also notice that my new coping mechanism is saying: ‘It’s so cold’ every time I enter a new place in front of people and they look at me. It’s like me trying to lighten the pressure of everyone looking at me/judging or seeing what I’m going to say to them. It’s getting ridiculous. I’m tired of saying it. Tonight, walking into the gas station, was the night I realized it’s a habit I have. The worker looked at me when I walked in and it was like an automatic reaction to put my hands in my pockets and say ‘Ahh it’s cold’ which isn’t a big deal to them. But me knowing that I’m using this as my coping mechanism is insane to me. Why do I do this?! 

I guess I’m wondering if anyone else thinks this is anxiety related? I have never been diagnosed. Am I just crazy and insecure? I also have a lot of other issues. Chest pains, heart racing, sweating, and a lot of other things I’ve dealt with all my life. I feel like I’m always masking this and hiding it from everyone. 

I guess I just wanted to get it out. I feel guilty because I read about so many people
struggling with real stuff here and my social issues feel petty in comparison.",2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,4.729230769230772,84.31076923076924,74.38461538461539,7.538461538461537,24.384615384615394,8.109356740369918,1.3709076923076928,1225,37,252,19,25,420,161,325,0.139,0.809,0.052000000000000005,-0.9816,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,1,17,10,1,3,14,0,21,8,4,2,2,46,47,21,0,3,9,0,5,3,0,1,4,6,1,0,28,14,0,1,9,1,1,8,2,5,0,0,4,17,40,5,35,40,7,36,0,0,4,0,12,15,0,12,16,174,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547849773167978,0.07568451846964783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916556565175728,0.0,0.0,0.06360009635720118,0.09319743661510607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544728148039045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829351312349974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991332425262353,0.0,0.09377392208398937,0.0,0.09232067000651116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598391419668657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766362161753799,0.17382893801343394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396481887016847,0.064980564462394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504382268303828,0.0,0.1033872954445548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004014493501969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778591856174624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898734822195441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998825427188417,0.0,0.0,0.09631161263841398,0.0,0.0,0.06424647472890897,0.13331276297109276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914596772065826,0.0,0.0,0.2319882561357941,0.0,0.0,0.0607153124713149,0.09221734999451983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649228838336614,0.09184186433296793,0.0,0.07260197661894635,0.0,0.1337295024614352,0.0,0.0701525800965573,0.2635440223590909,0.0,0.08535811980464772,0.0,0.0,0.10355652664773872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678595005554667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682990500286747,0.2522358845596356,0.0,0.09503197153804507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143812537351548,0.0,0.0,0.09098282607328984,0.10353035796175056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36166810285860257,0.0,0.0,0.07248191815777437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544088395170186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263934519100981,0.0,0.0,0.0950892717938322,0.10412539059401656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310876495942888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208571880576667,0.05828234919085092,0.0,0.0,0.10607692917215174,0.1045430836137108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350930989508906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855869050290666,0.0,0.0,0.053649509782492916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207563822448417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728060068562048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mangoyikes,2020/01/07,"Starting college with generalized anxiety disorder, please help! Hello everyone! I’m an 18 yo female. I was diagnosed with GAD in July and started on Lexapro, then I started college in August. Though I did feel a positive change in my baseline/everyday anxiety levels after starting medication, I am still extremely anxious (from my perspective). I have high aspirations for my education, but am disappointed to say that I am hindered by the anxiety. My first semester I did not do well in my classes and just barely achieved a high enough GPA to not be put on academic probation. I feel like I am academically prepared enough for my classes, but I get so overwhelmed while trying to just begin assignments that I end up procrastinating them and never completing most things. Also, with two of my (small) classes, I missed one class due to unrelated anxiety attacks and felt too anxious of the judgement of the profs and other students to go back, so I missed a lot of information and received failing grades for participation/attendance. Previously I was not able to go to a counselor, but I am going to my first appointment next week. For my scholarships, and to not get kicked out, I really need a better semester this time. 

If anyone relates to my situation or just has any advice I would love to hear it. I’m willing to put in the work but don’t really know where to start. I’m scared that my classes will just crumble around me again. I’ve been too embarrassed to tell anyone in my life about this situation, so I just really needed to get it off my chest.",8.596354166666664,8.157962315972224,9.147305555555556,63.67825000000002,61.256944444444436,12.818888888888884,40.38055555555556,12.10132525352546,5.206628888888888,1249,61,208,37,15,421,164,288,0.13699999999999998,0.784,0.078,-0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,6,19,12,1,3,10,0,18,5,1,0,1,39,43,20,0,4,15,0,3,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,9,12,0,0,5,0,1,6,6,8,1,4,6,5,33,4,42,33,4,44,0,5,0,1,9,17,0,4,22,157,42,19,0.10339033262485037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103183644626136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826812116461945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703089715904737,0.0,0.3163732858649023,0.23360329395585175,0.0,0.14458584903253374,0.0,0.0,0.09203931605954653,0.0,0.11762142927380548,0.0,0.07950078388414489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144034728041883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937326284821666,0.0,0.1084027966737604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493901126481878,0.0,0.0,0.11849427850642545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915731468290618,0.21365970315897528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879389351841092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455451741406024,0.07386207428555837,0.0992709330891411,0.0,0.0,0.17588752822744366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205154455361998,0.0,0.1762773259855584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652841904870168,0.0,0.06930036058376064,0.21847512588263027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056820622919828374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302764954832303,0.05051129407307868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789876352436493,0.09331381182201944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415488290487747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332524317435747,0.07974099833211265,0.0,0.10995679168427873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005996514943814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134915376879035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787168177892365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870348362075524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222014228737247,0.10351175954683177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324301315109125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36590104789495337,0.0,0.08256765318894271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903677078274967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868794289579642,0.0,0.10158047686252444,0.0,0.06028773439658059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701952491325975,0.0,0.10099733177157233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829334884229289,0.0,0.09296032570952448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526939352380957,0.0,0.0,0.07344552588313304,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,i-amveryconfusion,2020/01/07,"i can’t breathe with the thought of school i have school again tomorrow, i’ve been on winter break. whenever i think about it i can’t breathe.  the thing is i have friends and there’s nothing i should be anxious about but i just feel so horrible. every single day before school, on my way to school, and walking into every class, i get a huge rush of anxiety.  i stopped drinking coffee and i try to do breathing exercises but i still feel so anxious. i’ve been in bed all day on and off crying just trying to distract myself on my phone",1.5611111111111102,3.9955799259259273,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,83.07407407407408,5.4518518518518535,24.74074074074073,6.816661863887847,0.9633185185185179,424,17,86,5,12,136,68,108,0.163,0.759,0.078,-0.9023,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,0,10,5,3,0,1,17,15,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,1,1,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,14,1,15,10,2,19,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,7,59,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124794153387155,0.368581376496116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881178163831978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791908602362658,0.21041096191387126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980548770703035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27488845165429804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496705716249213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603398472133345,0.0,0.08522879442813425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652782265018994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6603858695873478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302759852015866,0.13638414829252146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083764535700592,0.1045272426497688,0.0,0.12950715375668811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215093897919967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948515645160147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bojho,2020/01/07,"Called the fire department today So I accidentally left the oven on before leaving for work so it was on for 5 hours. Nothing caught on fire thank goodness. I live alone so I got paranoid about carbon monoxide poisoning. Even though I figured I wasn’t going to get it, I wouldn’t have been able to sleep not knowing for sure. I called the fire department and they sent someone to check and everything was fine. When they left I just started sobbing. I feel so stupid for leaving it on and not realizing that my fire alarm is also a carbon monoxide detector. The firemen were so nice and I feel bad for wasting their time.",2.7785197155785366,5.4745863865546225,3.4489075630252124,86.63964447317392,80.0924369747899,6.01447963800905,26.80090497737557,7.321109707123232,1.5545146735617328,496,21,92,7,13,156,74,119,0.275,0.644,0.081,-0.9729,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,11,10,2,1,5,0,8,2,1,0,1,14,18,12,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,1,5,4,5,0,0,8,6,14,5,13,9,0,16,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,5,60,18,1,0.1785178624108374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489066728724454,0.0,0.1427606700732194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490549584169548,0.0,0.0,0.1519055524497738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645733940300634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790936448029952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044034383664282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805279901930456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326821505660957,0.0,0.10145581515383252,0.1497323132675957,0.14277704248703496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175804134789698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810874853556624,0.0,0.0,0.37804928069718985,0.3879203596911813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763454310762345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129270363657245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864678587610014,0.0,0.1512576055083427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635586184078598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825097265009276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435526307667575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753928934339535,0.0,0.1040952011743802,0.0,0.16921406001970718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299631299725694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elderberry_goose,2020/01/07,"Director said they want everyone in the department to hang out and become friends and I have nothing in common with anyone. Please help! My coworkers are not bad people to work wirh. They are competent and professional and what more could you ask for? But I don’t relate to them at all and my social anxiety makes me shut down around them.

It’s been like two years so this is an issue that’s not just going to go away overnight.


Is it possible to build a friendship with people who don’t really have anything in common with you and may not even like you? I suspect several of them flat out don’t like me and most of the rest think I’m very awkward and get uncomfortable around me.
I don’t know how it got to this point.

I’m freaking out this could affect my job though and also a little pissed cuz like you can’t force people to be friends?? Be professional and have a food working relationship sure. But it struck me as weird that they wanted us to be friends outside of work too. 

For context I work at a business thata somewhat stuffy so that’s also got me confused",2.7349999999999994,4.940451643192489,3.632044600938968,87.9914471830986,77.16901408450704,6.701314553990611,23.795539906103286,7.734863291789972,1.1664311737089204,852,28,171,13,20,272,122,213,0.092,0.746,0.162,0.9442,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,4,6,5,11,14,1,2,7,0,19,2,1,4,2,41,33,20,0,4,6,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,12,18,1,0,3,0,0,4,8,6,0,1,4,1,24,8,29,23,5,22,0,0,0,0,20,15,1,4,7,122,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128819921799027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962767231582952,0.0,0.0,0.08799890750482986,0.0,0.10356578212135108,0.22407059376632,0.1176549827275292,0.0,0.11824245004831585,0.0,0.10508147709335228,0.0,0.13899406156056635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096576305196368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312430739854516,0.0,0.0,0.12025733854234158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218119260262158,0.0,0.2916997004957827,0.0,0.06575267208886187,0.0,0.14304961108710287,0.0,0.2013112838230996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843561947710318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135718305846372,0.12488906382865173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916517451944677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459404554361853,0.12613714334621196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400743823220844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207587490185595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617505736559599,0.0,0.0,0.13814811607644248,0.1189711743922401,0.14187964426035066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062425469266035,0.0,0.0,0.1351183528750168,0.0,0.0,0.11971442946941745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217736241268686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282906483571075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861437496770907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064112083737708,0.12364932042153595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293948427555125,0.0,0.15138491252012526,0.0,0.0,0.10384139051778203,0.14846198416158554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664881144575056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104480390452919
anxiety,paxton_phill_1744,2020/01/07,Read if you want I don’t even get anxiety about death anymore like I used to all my life... it’s completely shifted to just the shear fear that I will never be able to fully live my life with the happiness I knew I once had.,1.7418750000000005,3.170546104166668,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,77.54166666666666,7.300000000000002,22.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,0.8986916666666658,175,5,41,3,4,58,39,48,0.172,0.684,0.145,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,8,8,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,26,10,1,0.2710225106294812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733147881032,0.0,0.2687815046233889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841619459759644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900781219659825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30497567320126123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159807576229494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28850850220819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828624286909253,0.1324079088177673,0.0,0.2393178422484052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902926820525566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28863012860252224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710958531698984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340764311787815,0.0,0.0,0.15985609872038814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blanc-oh,2020/01/07,"Work hard... It takes a lot of effort to exercise...

It takes a lot of effort to eat healthy...

It even takes a lot of effort to think positive sometimes...

but if you just work hard at it...

you'll receive the unexpected...

​

work hard on changing your mental and physical health!",3.4209433962264164,5.814871849056607,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,75.79245283018868,7.258867924528303,27.581132075471697,8.238735603445708,2.030527547169812,220,9,41,4,5,70,33,53,0.067,0.888,0.044000000000000004,0.1007,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,8,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,27,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623380262853206,0.2088551377553468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818280991481057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758779389845967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352627379242985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619168567715911,0.0,0.0,0.1827022610439363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383831479348991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321637541370255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699954442168596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877010516489519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101348841226281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37539587990872986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088551377553468,0.0
anxiety,unamanhanalinda,2020/01/07,"Feeling lonely and like the progress i've made is in serious danger I had a very successful 2019. Now i find myself unable to concentrate on work and homework, I have two things to turn in this friday and i'm feeling like i'm back on square one. I haven't found someone to speak about this because my best friend is always busy with other things/people, and my other friend is going through some things too. I wonder if anyone out there would like to chat with me for a while? I just don't wanna feel so alone.",3.5731310679611634,5.078043242718451,3.980764563106799,89.45425364077671,72.88349514563106,6.315048543689321,22.583737864077676,6.6274283507984215,0.4972145631067954,406,10,82,3,8,127,71,103,0.087,0.665,0.248,0.953,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,7,10,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,19,18,7,0,3,2,0,3,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,3,5,10,7,15,14,2,9,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,3,6,58,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142273367283416,0.0,0.0,0.1721102425535319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446296842709744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904977353449853,0.0,0.12608979032285256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170693415136972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31375864810871723,0.1477689352727157,0.0,0.0,0.18905108063422574,0.0,0.0,0.2267930642136192,0.3196133283990093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175538462535903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031596478959939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572018526271406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016241156931894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339913944776386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525770480138167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748350702566031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249861753981045,0.20205590386714176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706674315703461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243127968682616,0.15058442708548556,0.0,0.0,0.14693558589130012,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,academicgirl,2020/01/07,"I feel like I'm getting the flu and panicking about the effect on work/my relationship and catastrophizing. I feel like im coming down with the flu (which I/my anxiety is terrified of). One of my fears is having a fever, and I have a huge work meeting on Wednesday. If I get the flu as bad as I've gotten other years, I probably won't be able to go into work and im freaking out about getting fired. this was supposed to be a huge day professionally for me, and im just so upset. secondly (and this may be more irrational), im worried my boyfriend wont like me anymore because I won't be able to hang out if im sick. we've been travelling so I was looking forward to spending time with him this week but I don't want to give him the flu. im really freaking out",2.157991452991453,3.493247895061732,4.42061728395062,85.56431623931627,76.2222222222222,7.7006647673314355,27.276353276353284,8.384062270229773,1.7996803418803409,597,24,131,11,13,208,88,162,0.21600000000000005,0.73,0.054000000000000006,-0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,2,8,0,16,6,0,1,0,22,28,13,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,4,6,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,3,1,1,5,4,5,0,2,4,4,14,3,21,16,1,19,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,3,9,79,19,3,0.2366659224499707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905243914455558,0.0,0.11735450051997615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880307985177032,0.07213467483591407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193336817886964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631497054848302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315747989961615,0.11966540140602387,0.16907418228634633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547226468157665,0.1135157590232658,0.06725134884832072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7669194249664842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343452287733954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936988451114802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018547700715734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275829463721321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580712504937119,0.0,0.0,0.127045315481148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900090129875536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979584643180356,0.0,0.09491956376049447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584434153316666,0.12017286614260154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762025473303595
anxiety,blueberriesandlilies,2020/01/07,"Nonsupportive parents My mom is a single mother. Her and I are very close and we work together with most things but with my anxiety, she doesn’t like to acknowledge it.  I have panic attacks a lot and am clinically diagnosed with GAD but she just won’t take it seriously. Saying my anxiety is purely PMS or hormones. I’ve gotten to a point where I don’t even care what she thinks of it because I know I do and that’s all that matters to recover. This has become a problem though because I’m trying to advocate for myself through my therapist, seeking medication as a possible option. I understand this wouldn’t solve all my problems but at least it would be a step in a direction of recovering if a psychologist believed that’s what I needed. My mom is very against the idea and won’t even hear me out on what I have to say about it. This upsets me a lot and doesn’t help my anxiety because then I feel like nobody cares (which I know isn’t true but it feels that way in the moment.) So does anybody know what to do in this situation? Should I try to convince her? Should I let it go?",2.8290483056957463,4.7220888767123315,4.5847152126892565,82.72209084354724,75.7579908675799,8.080845950492671,27.051429944724827,8.841846274778883,2.1614237442922377,860,34,173,19,19,291,123,219,0.12,0.753,0.127,0.3798,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,7,12,1,2,11,0,22,4,0,0,4,44,37,16,0,8,7,4,2,2,0,6,4,3,0,0,21,12,0,0,9,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,1,5,28,6,23,28,7,14,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,6,4,131,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28941640597637475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346584808581914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306224654361885,0.13927617679986146,0.0,0.14208032599455295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571506494672489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799678036005102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035780104593564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658604840554353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752780343362335,0.0900914501224762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166997892293828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421326757219129,0.0,0.0845274119281294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236037622386505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791667571854108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895378760713924,0.0,0.12321981949798133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144247138055524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704035906112898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953919037612854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350734887674253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796035255814075,0.14002780763972736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921264932257915,0.1421676163459362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241336300505232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057199637552028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417504707423995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481738455681192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464208960439922,0.08378043050196414,0.08080479753583908,0.1239002905509626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123786049156958,0.0,0.0,0.13128268559856185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810431327090906,0.0,0.10009851581013886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180799318176174,0.0,0.0,0.08958337544431844,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veganburritokiller,2020/01/07,"I’m going to keep it real with yu’all - my penis and my bladder feel really weird. Hey, so this is awkward. A few months back I had some frequent urination. It got pretty bad, so I had a urinalysis done as I thought I had a UTI. The results showed nothing even a sliver off. My doctor was sure it was anxiety. The symptoms went away for a bit, but now they’re back. Basically, I feel a strong urge in my penis that I’m holding pee, but I’m not. I’m also having some discomfort in my urethra. I notice that my entire pelvis region is very sore, which is further proof that I’m most likely tensing the living shit out of my muscles, due to my anxiety. The symptoms down “there” are very discomforting. I’m struggling to get anything done at work because of it. I’m going back to my doctor this week and I already know they’re going to find nothing, and I’ll be back at war with my body over my anxiety. 

Anyone else deal with this?",2.5187896825396834,4.21832639153439,4.3131712962962965,85.17864583333333,76.08994708994709,6.629761904761906,25.56911375661376,7.413659706084162,1.2969812169312167,724,26,145,9,16,245,109,189,0.198,0.76,0.042,-0.9833,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,2,4,10,0,13,11,6,1,2,24,31,9,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,5,1,0,4,1,8,0,0,10,2,18,3,21,20,5,23,0,0,0,0,2,10,1,3,10,93,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139428254804262,0.10104051876870264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899678200030957,0.0,0.0,0.08834551950795541,0.1294585452878648,0.10397370926742816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870818597195185,0.3886155166930108,0.10549537429161827,0.07702062053769655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379393861030695,0.14034424046837946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302593287953494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586452398052138,0.0,0.25859591830255224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554761326543363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345171922117778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777077728775918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547986166435208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601166013802973,0.0,0.21541958699102234,0.0,0.10105210653432864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230398422826117,0.0,0.0,0.06943760380711038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617272927574141,0.0,0.1115676747895115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084983685687468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424687923901759,0.143848133401421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854142647330802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143811783045197,0.08094181925353851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969449466316538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208645265374822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908157583727427,0.2626480784554571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003062671083379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850080647236247,0.0,0.0,0.10134881343307713,0.0,0.0,0.11712594159893062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198291144541283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pineconeface13,2020/01/07,"I’ve got gym class tomorrow. we’re playing this game called tchoukball. every time i walk in that class i feel like a loser piece of shit. all the boys and some girls are really competitive, if i let them down they will yell at me. i cant handle that. i cant laugh at myself. i hate embarrassing myself. it’s so hard to just say “fuck it” these days. i know that i will most likely start shaking uncontrollably and crying, and i don’t know what to do. last time i got out of it by going to the nurse, but i know i won’t get to this time. i could tell the gym teacher, but i’ve never been vulnerable to a male teacher for some reason. it’s not easy for me to open up to them. this involves any game like kickball, baseball, basically anything including teams. i cant do it. anyone else struggle with this?",1.2141601700921356,3.342587361445787,3.0037774627923466,90.91900425230335,82.01204819277108,5.833593196314671,20.005669737774628,7.048011613610866,0.3197070163004958,626,17,137,8,17,208,103,166,0.162,0.7759999999999999,0.062,-0.9143,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,2,13,3,4,5,0,13,2,1,1,2,22,24,7,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,3,0,2,0,3,14,6,0,0,5,6,0,3,7,8,0,0,3,4,21,5,19,16,5,18,0,1,0,1,13,7,2,4,11,87,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481533671838248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283373303824151,0.18806119642478805,0.1510400114420915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874176281711686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465439188943251,0.0,0.2016130483859316,0.11836986381263595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332638248283276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464264927083407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280470899557353,0.13112294866675686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968227778730227,0.09589349050647836,0.0,0.10431155181190112,0.0,0.2935917441963159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441821665906034,0.1812104271178008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026108200072524,0.14961180573402044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768485632996093,0.0,0.2690090909536262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155945296789346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758215987806472,0.1887124748308405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596052982265748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840395419111428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991247479661766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187869184173892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604244184747208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210756905616795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway774823,2020/01/07,"Advice needed to help get through job interview this week Hi guys. I hope you are all doing well...

I was diagnosed with GAD around 2013. To cut a painful story short, I have had my ups and downs, but have managed (please do not ask me how lol) to move country, attend university, and graduate (last week) with a BSc in Statistics.

I applied for a job and they want to interview me this Friday. I am very VERY bad with interview anxiety. During actually interviewing, most times, I am totally fine for most of the interview and can manage. Where my anxiety kills and eats me away is before the interview.

I got the email this morning, asking for my availability out of this Thursday and Friday. Immediately my anxiety shot straight through the roof. I also emailed back the recruiter asking if I could delay the interview until early next week (you know, to buy me some more time), which I know is a bad idea, and the wrong thing to do.

Basically, I just want to know how you cope with it. I haven't eaten hardly anything today, due to the anxiety, I have been physically sick once today, and this will keep happening every day leading up to the interview. 

I have tried to talk myself out of the anxiety. I know that the worst thing that can happen is not the end of the world -- I just won't get the job. I try and keep telling myself this, but it just doesn't sink in.

Thank you in advance!",4.753843879361328,6.0095325767790255,5.623859649122809,79.77157894736844,69.67415730337079,9.216558249556478,28.65937315198107,9.549672527348893,2.5365101123595486,1086,39,210,24,19,356,146,267,0.182,0.778,0.040999999999999995,-0.9925,3,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,1,2,10,11,2,0,18,1,23,5,0,3,2,45,43,16,1,6,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,13,16,2,3,5,0,1,4,5,7,1,0,5,1,32,4,34,35,7,35,0,0,0,0,23,14,0,5,17,150,45,16,0.0,0.0,0.10106510764298794,0.0,0.0,0.1012031272866267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282139057120923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39613708715104295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522568262033077,0.09219536085046623,0.2904596289792232,0.0,0.09730331112896166,0.07963557066581901,0.1729459370188507,0.0,0.0,0.08812671643335268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268872203055698,0.0,0.0,0.06679125848037472,0.0,0.0,0.10511692638602138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059734865878907,0.0,0.0,0.09172840126990918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725850336270824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108217526061221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828308888880672,0.0,0.0,0.10254624843680488,0.18316547517371345,0.0,0.0927744550347726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941785341987597,0.0,0.0,0.10286403091237722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169129812930895,0.0,0.0,0.30831869847144977,0.18410776693978706,0.11458001632333563,0.0,0.2276678297110613,0.08441980472592081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007386626028012,0.0,0.07679259650734424,0.0,0.0,0.11014321402315697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102940075136752,0.0,0.0,0.1102011238271181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368395288640636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324212404298216,0.09052091854958323,0.0953493103438488,0.0,0.0,0.1376087948601684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077989419116936,0.0,0.19633620026922532,0.0,0.0,0.14062851835146695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090496899357285,0.12217137440737168,0.0,0.24922228518494596,0.0,0.09311793199355843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323274975587795,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mufinman263,2020/01/07,Toilet anxiety So yes embarrassing but I need help with this because it’s annoying so at school I’m worried if I have to go to the bathroom that they won’t be open and I kinda help it along because of my anxiety any sort of help would be appreciated!,1.97596153846154,4.08215082692308,4.577538461538462,80.76746153846155,79.19230769230771,8.006153846153849,27.707692307692305,8.841846274778883,2.3909953846153846,201,9,41,5,5,71,40,52,0.18,0.5529999999999999,0.267,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824968437950696,0.0,0.4460377008083176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554266866485111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568262176390322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862171342715842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616502402977847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950428635098228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29606180200631016,0.0,0.20709380319525075,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kylo365,2020/01/07,"Does anyone else get randomly anxious with hot flashes? (male) I tend to get random bursts of anxiety for no apparent reason, and one of the symptoms is hot flashes where I feel like I have to cool down right now and even begin to sweat. I'm a male and I know hot flashes are more common in females, but was wondering if anyone else shares my experiences?",6.3763043478260855,6.429471521739131,6.870833333333337,76.52625000000002,65.66666666666666,9.798550724637682,33.19202898550725,9.516144504307137,3.0147072463768128,281,11,52,5,4,92,52,69,0.065,0.838,0.096,0.4784,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,1,0,12,12,5,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,3,9,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,4,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162860995335874,0.2534538180906285,0.0,0.3137441673754525,0.4597501234606577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633188305748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748344933264869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818233176352968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945923420775887,0.0,0.0,0.1134390752307834,0.1602770613611842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442924397781714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329795168076756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960701899982457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520266718993896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306711465508081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915953196821267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318755480392386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433000944440823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluddinggirl,2020/01/07,"I wish my body reflected how terrible I feel I know this is a horrid thing to want, but it would make it so much easier for me to communicate to people just how bad I feel and how badly I need support. I feel so guilty for saying this, but the one time I passed out hyperventilating from anxiety was the only time people gave me serious care and concern instead of brushing things off or thinking I was exaggerating. But all that's happened lately is a tight chest, constant exhaustion, trembling fingers- things that are subtle and that I've gotten used to hiding and accepting as a level of normal. 

But I'm a uncomfortable, sweaty, itchy chaotic mess on the inside, I desperately want someone to see my mental state for what it is. But I hide it well enough by using deodorant and reusing dirty dishes because I can't bear to shower or do the dishes, and wearing jeans with my pajamas and skipping wearing a bra so I can go to class (which takes up all the energy I have) looking relatively normal. I look like I'm doing alright.  And then I crash into bed with a spiral of worries in my head and stay awake feeling nauseous and hopelessness about everything until 3 in the morning.

I nearly, kind of wish I'd get bad enough again to just physically crash so someone would see it for what it is.",9.414196363636364,7.216419416000003,9.557636363636368,67.0188181818182,60.84,12.290909090909093,38.72727272727273,10.832165505486646,4.128399999999999,1034,40,185,20,11,345,151,250,0.256,0.622,0.122,-0.9918,1,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,1,12,1,14,9,6,6,2,49,42,27,0,9,9,0,6,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,17,14,2,1,8,0,0,2,1,9,1,1,4,12,22,7,31,36,5,20,0,1,4,0,2,9,0,2,8,132,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442148211547538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091697084577028,0.07524008503300769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370998118817487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584227231905826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338097176541866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550666158234066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092842276800133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963403516488986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448562589189312,0.0,0.07014653101912739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914627914965347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266719319804604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853045157836107,0.06783236980515152,0.0,0.13923127533240576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030030300329875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729555036731148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238862485553905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438560295576676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073320519941697,0.09151971644293984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186493046011934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363747562672921,0.09387195932367126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113778075264846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981542758680843,0.0,0.0,0.19671102135007848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915895851967026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155698933916107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006374160885568,0.0,0.0,0.09280190544102733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459986728887239,0.0790871759978699,0.0,0.0,0.14394280400880766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132029703065186,0.0,0.0,0.14560113932516353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097588985662686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838704132923037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534632876348525,0.0,0.1753583053557118,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Frozenteacher,2020/01/07,"Fear of loss So like many people, I have a significant fear of death - not the actual act but the nothingness and emptiness I assume will follow (I’m not religious and kind of wish I was, because if I thought an afterlife was plausible, I probably wouldn’t be so freaked out). 
But even more than my own death, I fear the death of my loved ones. Just the thought of losing my parents or best friends practically causes me to hyperventilate. I don’t know if I could stand the pain of losing someone I love so deeply. Especially since I’m single by choice and wouldn’t have a partner to “lean on”, I just picture myself dealing with extreme grief by myself. 
Cue not being able to sleep for 2 days...",5.18911111111111,6.094550281481483,5.81851851851852,80.06333333333335,68.4074074074074,8.962962962962962,30.555555555555557,9.150863307647796,2.492111111111112,548,21,107,10,9,178,87,135,0.272,0.5670000000000001,0.161,-0.9583,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,6,15,0,3,8,0,11,4,1,1,0,24,20,11,4,6,10,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,4,0,16,6,16,10,4,6,0,4,0,2,6,2,0,4,2,74,16,0,0.15682857314720278,0.0,0.15304206459801814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560124256034597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645819119639255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161106145040868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521485440090044,0.0,0.0,0.10114145557579728,0.16168337259522794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358379347822767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294272371878621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116536658343274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331282550176707,0.08618888238018982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661851912250926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509021163126186,0.0,0.0,0.2830878205232986,0.0,0.0,0.1589995579533745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627109991991902,0.0,0.16687665906517393,0.0,0.1741395710696243,0.0,0.0,0.10872518606136423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908772695559698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973021632912396,0.0,0.1569418328671507,0.0,0.13288034109966906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490087383145317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803451193931907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,addwood5,2020/01/07,"How do I overcome the fear of public restrooms? I have a fear of public bathrooms, specifically I can’t use the urinal or go when anyone else is in there. It just so happens that I have an even this Friday. Last time an event that caused me to leave school early, I had to use the bathroom and had a panic attack over people being in there. That went smoothly but I know it’s going to be the same this Friday and I’m scared it won’t go as good and I’ll get embarrassed or the stalls will be taken. What do I do, and how do I overcome this?",1.5626956521739146,3.1517566173913067,3.260217391304348,92.17119565217394,78.47826086956522,5.2956521739130435,19.32608695652174,5.6839178017228535,-0.2450695652173911,421,9,93,2,10,140,71,115,0.15,0.816,0.034,-0.8782,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,5,9,0,15,1,1,5,0,15,26,12,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,6,0,0,4,1,9,1,9,17,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010448960510305,0.205304394762681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795163462118875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583683987040616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738477025152101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234355961989258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509475390336623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468589695475572,0.0,0.3416274130755606,0.16806220112623366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771879542769866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101189974882712,0.1633296065829253,0.0,0.21216460515977734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23509291357327144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891244624788254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006069381820591,0.2027867681276764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683829798835076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461134767827685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574649126102646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrLosingStreak,2020/01/07,Highest heart rate you’ve noticed with anxiety? Today my heart rate hit 160 at work and really scared me. Every time I’ve had tests done on my heart everything seems normal and I don’t know what to do,2.1903658536585344,4.4018030975609745,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,79.0,7.0268292682926825,20.006097560975608,8.07648339933343,0.8880682926829273,161,4,33,3,4,52,33,41,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,15,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617926543654694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643222356432168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819317267847531,0.0,0.19007754974933166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7518657270849833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162318035767928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721962958177706,0.0,0.2407878018493801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548874271007288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117428124734099,0.0,0.0,0.19253657911501007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332409858231055,0.0,0.2004719831841724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397045850320604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tr0405,2020/01/07,"Starting College I’ve been out of school for about a year and a half after graduating HS early. During that gap I was living in a different state and have had almost no contact with people my age (18) or anyone other than some family.  People I met during the gap and I have lost touch quickly. I have been accepted into a local college back where I am from and am completely terrified. 

I have no connections and am going in completely blind. I don’t know what to expect and have only had experience with small schools up to this point. I’m extremely introverted and that can cause me to make quick decisions that end up being poorly thought out. 

The idea of trying to navigate this in a few days seems impossible. Not from an academic POV but in general navigation. 

Does anyone have advice on what might help me function better or what maybe I could prepare myself for? 

If there’s a better sub for support or things like this please let me know. I usually don’t post!",5.298200992555831,6.567422790322581,6.357741935483869,74.96430521091813,68.40860215053763,9.594044665012408,28.82382133995037,9.851270322608157,2.8640203473945407,773,27,137,18,13,258,121,186,0.049,0.826,0.125,0.9526,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,9,0,21,1,0,2,0,33,32,12,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,7,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,8,2,14,5,26,20,2,28,0,1,1,0,3,14,0,8,12,104,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883153783004413,0.0,0.0,0.1525123327641212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299161746327835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711381620252752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694043379622569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646008768562253,0.0,0.0,0.3193796233252648,0.0,0.0,0.12160384753876165,0.0,0.0,0.09822468909566727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912722218950412,0.0,0.0,0.13328389713770233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348977980198838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898437045755958,0.14358042359381845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655893836313445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208741720085143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193479356487268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740665095436946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574307570511395,0.0,0.07440895700911593,0.0,0.1344888775479737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625985367052784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166535389682232,0.0,0.15301172222649845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157246413652038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583548071548533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111794325471748,0.0,0.0,0.16718611359471272,0.14397828100262602,0.0,0.14586692652946265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082833524136502,0.0,0.13865354792743814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780288187832048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283490146540598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118525537246068,0.0,0.0,0.120913851614086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340569115879072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774340313927494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807998962755564
anxiety,100zzzs,2020/01/07,"For some reason I had trouble??? I walked to my friends house to give her my hair dye and she didnt answer any of my texts for an hour. In the texts I was asking her if it's ok if I come a little earlier than I said I would, and that I didn't have much with me. Literally nothing important.

Except she wasnt answering me and I was like hhh ok what now? Bc I need people to acknowledge and respond with ""yep"" or ""that's okay"" before I do smth like going to their house (idfk bruh) and she wasnt doing that. My mind immediately went to ""shes probably doing homework"" which she was. But when I got near her house I kept walking around and delaying ringing the doorbell bc she hadnt responded yet. For some reason it was extremely hard for me to just go up and do it because I was like ""what if someone is asleep?"" ""What if her dad gets mad at me?"" ""What if she is in the middle of something?"" 

It's odd bc like,, this is my best friend. I'm never anxious to go over to her house & possibly encounter her family. But today I was just 100% not feeling it.",0.4518787878787869,2.5665818545454577,2.7349999999999994,91.78083333333332,85.0,5.848484848484849,20.53030303030303,7.1686216300943375,0.5115303030303031,808,25,180,12,24,275,121,220,0.059000000000000004,0.818,0.12300000000000001,0.9342,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,1,0,5,4,22,2,2,2,1,37,36,16,0,7,12,1,3,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,14,11,0,2,6,0,0,7,7,2,0,0,16,5,37,10,25,19,4,23,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,8,11,128,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113886206960835,0.0,0.08858265166089649,0.0,0.0,0.14715902357283936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596082959510452,0.12177741999747145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940652837081195,0.0,0.11084339876578972,0.0,0.13670197072424567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220921021186807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227994549397744,0.0,0.0658643995648894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128025246311956,0.0,0.06805653767732703,0.12495921496727135,0.2220927516113568,0.0,0.1041824502117736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668919858684572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828186661321847,0.6012196029854957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25455780487751484,0.1305567815867674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315275232810697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575758493204077,0.09658764948267712,0.1004661129093052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498993715938472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030729455376947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685087386564102,0.0,0.0,0.14044450708033898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678621371622524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390902636921475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037060076696828,0.10028207968575807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347317941353245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075421282773915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092534413292975,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamthehighwayy,2020/01/07,"Not sure if this issue of mine relates to anxiety. My anxiety is mild, mostly social oriented. But anyways, I cry easy. Not always when I’m upset tho? Like maybe I’m slightly upset over something and I know it’s nothing to cry over and I don’t want to cry about it but I do anyways. For example, got cursed out by someone with road rage today and I started crying a lot. Like, I didn’t care he cursed me out. If anything, I was mad at the dude. Maybe a little scared too. But nothing worthy of my crying that came next. I didn’t want to cry. I knew it wasn’t logical. But it happened anyways. Could someone please tell me what the heck is going on?",0.19125109745390745,2.5169668432835834,2.3662071992976297,92.13739683933277,89.52238805970148,4.645478489903423,21.315188762071994,6.2272716619740125,0.3692726953467953,503,18,104,5,17,169,82,134,0.27699999999999997,0.613,0.11,-0.9768,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,3,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,24,21,11,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,7,0,14,4,16,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,4,6,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547364293670484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755529901329668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442200632945014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123305311322836,0.11698602212004967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161129362524888,0.0,0.7562251226958419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520991299841303,0.0,0.09176880107496296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146502277509123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975971712000424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305861272404137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211324225144756,0.1150005523393754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754863292902748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305453667249897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220282775319136,0.0,0.0,0.2201940280006096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595108175098954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487568460587855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696392537247838,0.19443923013366488,0.0883331713101322,0.0,0.0,0.08121421867227385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814196575893817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028862757618376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876098245588356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535434311462602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chbrayne,2020/01/07,"Anxiety is ruining my marriage So just had another fight with my husband over my anxiety ... I am in an episode because a close family member has suddenly stopped communication with me for an unknown reason.  

So I’ve been struggling to come to terms with it ... I came home from work and had been doing relatively well, was thinking things over but was in generally decent spirits.  So he notices this and comments, so I opened up to him that I am still processing and coming to terms and that I’m just feeling tired and worn down by my family.  

Just background - It’s a very toxic dynamic in my family - this silent treatment is pervasive and it’s how my family operates - I’ve had it done to me and witnessed other family fights amongst themselves so many times -  so it’s where everyone constantly is fighting, except no one fights, they just silently stew and cut off people for months or years on end ... a reconciliation happens and inevitably someone say something to set it off & again, either a huge blow up followed by no communication or there will be no blow up, a family member will take offense, cut you off and you are left wondering ... and usually when you do find out, it’s so insane, u wish you didn’t know ... for example, my sister flipped out on me because I was traveling to  my own wedding shower and got stuck in traffic on the highway, so I was 45 minutes late ... I got screamed at and told I have no respect and so forth ... for hitting traffic ... on the way to my own party

So no big surprise I have major anxiety after a lifetime of this 

So I was thinking I was opening up and telling him how I can’t take being treated like this and I need to do something different bc I can’t keep getting hurt like this.  I mentioned that it makes me wonder if I should cut them out and that we should t have moved from where we used to live to be closer with family ... maybe we should have stayed where we were - on our own, happy, successful and two hours away from all family.  

So not the happiest conversation but my therapist says to talk about it 

U can imagine, he says something like ‘well, it was a nice night until now’  or ‘I was in a good mood until now’

So that upset me ... I tell him I was talking it out and when he responds like that, it makes me feel like I can’t share my feelings with him.  

He said I’m having mood swings and taking out my anger at my family on him and it’s a defense mechanism... so I tell him fine, I won’t talk to you about it then ... and I leave the room to stuck my face back in my phone.  He left.

Last night, I was texting w a cousin and sister about it, opening up to her, eventually talking about stuff in her life etc   ...  he said I was dwelling.

I understand it’s frustrating to deal with an unhappy and anxiety ridden partner sometimes, and I do recognize that I’m not the most rational and probably do project on him but why does it have to be so hard to talk to your partner about all this???  I just feel like a) he doesn’t get it and b) doesn’t want to hear it and c) just wants me to get over it and go back to how things were.

He says things like I ‘hid’ my anxiety from him all this time, which is so not true 

I’ll be talking it through w my therapist on Wednesday but I just had to vent and get it out there ... thanks in advance for listening.",3.431954545454545,4.755521316666666,4.683454545454548,84.99518181818183,72.95454545454545,8.128484848484849,28.35151515151515,8.66781300935515,2.0393278787878786,2559,100,532,47,50,846,284,660,0.141,0.7509999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9605,3,0,3,0,5,0,88.0,5,6,2,3,46,40,11,3,19,0,57,3,1,7,4,108,103,62,0,8,20,4,5,7,2,6,2,9,3,2,42,53,0,3,13,1,0,9,15,17,2,2,30,14,76,21,88,61,12,91,1,2,0,0,68,50,0,7,36,381,118,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745594593481577,0.0,0.0,0.06528238872138734,0.2381339820182561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058492945231017925,0.09574430755440454,0.0,0.0759031553196335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120596347939456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725860059304014,0.0,0.0672782108908624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418472089916187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065045808409329,0.0,0.0,0.05448193412779585,0.0637110101649179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055141642040305035,0.0,0.0694335393635106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059489683392985125,0.0,0.0,0.5282172425509005,0.0,0.12591699581330235,0.0889535022360093,0.0,0.0,0.05690220239078101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301078401442227,0.0,0.035382356603813885,0.052218614528059565,0.09958597689948824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055054077724804584,0.06627423763259181,0.05577046715290333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016869675452653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062449321536980025,0.0,0.06131107004682206,0.0,0.06664791243699324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553373025196501,0.0,0.0,0.034215078961968966,0.05074814985177584,0.07022914123681577,0.06592167458889127,0.1352858530549655,0.0,0.04397429431965856,0.2129109957724465,0.0,0.0549744892282058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311469326805747,0.0631193058786347,0.06254599955545985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496933209409844,0.06616984104472648,0.0,0.04616312733385272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684884186099212,0.0,0.0,0.07088054559793837,0.0,0.0,0.042187274909728505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316149279944001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712408572332687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401105116424169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844222719430925,0.1980385653002109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275055480083062,0.1437865329148779,0.0615742326710169,0.0,0.0,0.06635818254865775,0.049718898322360684,0.05205003509468799,0.0,0.06508502827817328,0.07126991156248379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404296148700138,0.30024119093582474,0.16324732641311634,0.05731831654080315,0.0,0.14457144918792167,0.12408329594859653,0.07978414964475411,0.0,0.0,0.07260566628168348,0.07155580671643279,0.0,0.059489683392985125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081650471147215,0.06481222497287517,0.0,0.05377046743994087,0.0685678107893584,0.05136893531711695,0.07344214116760484,0.04941708418409055,0.0,0.0,0.11195389001523257,0.0,0.05617768581056864,0.0,0.07159302139717745,0.0,0.1350311473853506,0.045324181793472654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040091771390977984
anxiety,spicy_cockroach,2020/01/07,"The First Rough Day in a While So today I went back to school for the last semester of high school. My school has a block schedule and every semester there's new classes. My classes are really easy this semester and I should be happy about that. But, for the first time since I started taking Prozac I feel really defeated by anxiety. Nothing particularly bad or good happened today, but I began shaking and my jaw would not unclench. I was shivering for absolutely no reason. I really don't deal well with change and every time a new semester starts it feels like the my first day. And now that I'm back home, I keep overthinking every social interaction I had. I just feel pathetic for struggling with simple things, even if I know its my anxiety. 

Also, I have a job interview Wednesday and I replay what's going to happen over and over again in my mind. Its overwhelming and I feel out of control. 

Sorry if the grammar is bad and this post seems jumbled up. This is my first post and I just needed to vent. I feel like everyone in my life thinks I'm being ridiculous and I'm hoping that this community will be more understanding.",3.336344086021509,5.803677903225813,4.644608294930876,80.16786482334871,76.41935483870971,8.004301075268819,25.079877112135183,8.841846274778883,2.1816734254992323,903,32,163,21,21,298,126,217,0.131,0.767,0.102,-0.6776,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,12,13,1,3,9,0,14,3,1,2,0,40,37,19,0,6,8,0,6,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,14,0,3,10,0,0,3,3,7,1,4,4,6,24,6,20,27,1,36,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,5,25,114,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249794970228128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783602407832795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864914264274668,0.17227053439929627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913083828328084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570402317977806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306083958898135,0.10635463560723796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813697929082814,0.0,0.2607532029539049,0.09857491800254144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080693385582576,0.14739671971405166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509953511339013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862886978095615,0.08652669423883272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182450162377838,0.1098169828398185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899543915364457,0.10347906391023158,0.10246231788497852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237154235696756,0.09169438711451544,0.0,0.0,0.05669468067003156,0.08409012159929179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286578461251503,0.10079867275456836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416337290311448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649269977812652,0.0,0.19926740001598292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898592407649837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975997673392555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982630596605151,0.10606686335996963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132138320909855,0.0,0.0939140539363122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853359851632595,0.0,0.0,0.10515982056132163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548048293989085,0.14603601299129834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078464526921747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756436063877474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853569686930676,0.06610151172918764,0.0,0.0,0.12030821466904602,0.0,0.19556945208039256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739441526455992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275428022885067,0.09563143733436497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328273472928942,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CullertonA1,2020/01/07,"Does anyone's anxiety flair during/after getting a cold? It's so strange. I caught a nasty cold for the first time in a few years, and I was fine anxiety-wise for the most of it. But I'm starting to come out of it now and my anxiety has been absolutely through the roof for no apparent reason. That and I feel like I might be slightly depressed. Does this happen to anyone else? Can a cold virus cause this nonsense?",2.21142857142857,4.340778000000004,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,78.52380952380952,6.5809523809523816,24.785714285714285,7.645422480735847,1.2381000000000006,328,12,68,5,8,106,59,84,0.218,0.731,0.051,-0.9217,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,13,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,4,5,2,10,8,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619526350926389,0.0,0.0,0.33083216183290143,0.2423951471668587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430237850018865,0.0,0.20378513805530446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037584246101733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414050095987298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762487824728936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961750495273595,0.1690065098131091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122733860987072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359868588285668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091991274848828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557673677604433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509646541003888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24323459053998864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744631027449045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794656694197371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234409404223204
anxiety,rushtoolzepfloyd,2020/01/07,"Nothing is worse than living in an apartment building Awkwardly passing your neighbors in the halls
Being afraid you're too loud
Man I just want a woodland cabin",3.958448275862069,7.287158551724138,3.5133620689655167,82.78659482758623,84.17241379310346,4.279310344827587,31.38793103448276,5.985473137389443,1.9927172413793104,134,7,19,1,4,40,28,29,0.079,0.789,0.132,0.1416,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025883736700365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.54613487402613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357117711003099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800338203664198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PHANTOMpp1,2020/01/07,"Anxity I want to be somebody, i don't wanna die knowing that me being here meant nothing.
Ive been fighting anxiety, worrying about small things all the time. Tired of praying all the time to something i dont even understand. The steps ive been taking lately may seem small to some, but it beats standing still and lettting life pass me by. 2020 i will beat my anxiety, and move on with my life.",3.9703846153846167,5.51803808974359,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,71.94871794871794,7.764102564102564,28.384615384615394,8.344100000000001,1.9770615384615389,313,12,61,5,6,100,58,78,0.09300000000000001,0.82,0.086,-0.1336,0,0,1,0,2,1,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,3,0,10,3,0,0,2,14,16,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,10,0,9,9,3,11,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504685116107126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377335193597085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684627157411848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512954083654301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588824678458718,0.0,0.2583955300327362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235910588804719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434600629855179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979424332359854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085323606862626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763455868878566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293176961012492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722285275864375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218074463196632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26713952772073224,0.2632767577360029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384649581289163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510859352352464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262683604076656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VendablesteamF,2020/01/07,"Could this be an anxiety disorder? Lately I've been feeling this minor sense of mental unsettlement lately. Nothing is wrong in my life, I eat very well, run and gym everyday and am happy (do have mild ocd but that's manageable) (18M). In terms of my background I've been a bit of a worried kid, I've had 4 panic attacks in my life, used to bite finger nails (and other subconscious rituals) and have kinda always had trouble sleeping. 

Over the past 3 years this has improved greatly, but recently it's sort of manifested itself in a different manner. Instead of being scared or intimidated like I was, I just feel like pent up? It's kind of like being half irritated, having a lingering feeling that something bad is gonna happen even though nothing is happening, a feeling that something is wrong for no reason. It's not debilitating, but unpleasant and kind of lurks in my subconscious mind. I don't feel and physical symptoms (thank God), it's just all mental.

Should I maybe get this checked out? Or does it sound like a mild, temporary timeframe of worrying that everyone goes through at some point in life for no particular reason. I have tried drugs like MDMA and Xanax once each with friends but besides that no drug abuse.

Thanks for reading!",6.045627682403435,7.377628055793991,6.497958690987126,74.41286078326182,66.72532188841201,9.601824034334763,33.44662017167382,9.827888789773867,3.422253433476396,999,44,172,22,16,324,146,233,0.198,0.637,0.165,-0.9215,1,0,4,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,6,20,1,2,8,0,22,10,2,3,1,35,34,14,0,2,9,0,6,5,1,2,7,1,0,1,16,10,1,0,7,2,1,1,5,7,1,1,5,7,10,13,24,23,5,19,1,0,0,0,2,11,0,6,12,107,26,2,0.0,0.12305788809896193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642038179377637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945311378967725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815648440288105,0.0,0.0,0.08671930538140804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338893129598032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292427866154083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085122747557247,0.11903330419139127,0.0,0.09088915565619712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408907633343141,0.10627537488488277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859898049880478,0.0,0.0,0.09924330294809336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625753292226907,0.07419806987696248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024248137943027,0.0,0.05426290349394339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450673446531502,0.0,0.0,0.18368726147279948,0.11056159434529472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163097711642547,0.0,0.0,0.23431867651766994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007954812594133,0.2537053395441181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434198382043766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093342159860544,0.0,0.10486965023752276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993141916784069,0.0,0.0,0.11060820374491008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185809600360767,0.0,0.0,0.0991467435242316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818188599061964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388875723750177,0.0,0.0,0.21357209453455694,0.1025498630896168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398263035844416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393565799039084,0.0,0.0,0.1599140067324669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795098399507944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191241866773976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204256234724264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070514564484545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970225567601342,0.0,0.08569591430030697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338319847495936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095106535573466,0.0,0.0,0.22711063525444344,0.0,0.06688285408406973
anxiety,hxxrahoop,2020/01/07,"Anxious about tonight's yoga class :( I'm starting my first yoga class tonight. I'm so anxious because I have no basic knowledge of yoga and I'm fat lol also the social setting is stressing me out. I hope there are teens there too. Hoping yoga can reduce my anxiety! 

But there's a first for everything and I've told the yoga instructor yesterday that I'm super anxious so hopefully she guides me.",1.2911904761904758,3.9475740389610396,3.1566558441558463,83.85974567099571,94.32467532467531,5.164069264069265,25.89718614718615,6.816661863887847,1.7302043290043296,319,15,53,5,12,106,51,77,0.191,0.635,0.174,0.2852,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,3,1,4,1,1,0,0,8,13,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,7,4,4,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,32,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741597830733733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101897068724215,0.6247524212939505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237145518219238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567217171587847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31359763033784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492712080176879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879105830219511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047622274799375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111599116849188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761439893518756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goodgirl0122,2020/01/07,"I need motivation to face my fears I have fears over doing the simpliest things such has daily social interactions to doctors appointments. I need motivation to face my fears, so please give me some motivation. Thanks :)",7.395585585585586,10.08707810810811,7.398378378378378,63.98693693693693,65.21621621621622,11.41981981981982,31.25225225225225,11.20814326018867,4.3925387387387405,178,7,27,6,3,57,26,37,0.166,0.515,0.319,0.7712,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,3,1,0,3,3,2,3,0,6,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,18,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23422323084440436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7725119919559738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952023821109212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33935782692361044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511930899740272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326937269098544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068134318038634,0.0,0.0,0.15202839763614942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ben6456,2020/01/07,Can anyone help me? Can anyone help me figure out if I have anxiety?,-0.09928571428571333,2.231877642857146,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,94.0,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.26825714285714275,53,1,10,1,2,19,10,14,0.09699999999999999,0.573,0.33,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672963996289906,0.0,0.0,0.6714329453167254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436389941286095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glamoroususer,2020/01/07,"Parents make me feel guilty. I’m currently trying to switch my meds to try to get better. But they aren’t working, and I keep trying to tell my dad that. But he is just saying I’m not letting myself get better because I want a dog (as I had mentioned a service dog might be beneficial). It just stunned me into silence because I was like this before I even knew how a service dog would work, and I don’t want to be like this. Yes I love dogs, but I would rather be better than just keep feeling awful and have one. He just keeps putting me down, and telling me that I’m just wanting too much. I know meds won’t do everything, but they aren’t doing enough. This just puts me into the whole “I’m faking it” spiral, which just makes things worse. And I don’t know how to speak to him about it because I don’t need to be put down anymore.",3.3559523809523815,4.009800514285715,4.190071428571431,90.99634523809523,72.42857142857143,6.519047619047619,25.440476190476193,5.985473137389443,0.5937904761904771,650,19,145,3,12,209,94,175,0.087,0.7959999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.0032,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,5,13,7,0,0,4,2,20,1,0,4,0,39,41,12,0,7,13,2,2,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,3,5,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,3,4,22,6,15,29,3,8,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,1,3,97,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281597148659695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647508519712545,0.0,0.10537869154281684,0.0,0.0,0.3285791639038903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795979147774428,0.0,0.08179513091654307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129937801171028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523441761411366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940254397151496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302239610446111,0.0,0.0,0.13611841546081171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266347577179103,0.0,0.1210039059551255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117704061757936,0.0,0.16532828057673915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751165735020764,0.0,0.0,0.13137463580438438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103662570614893,0.09182576711841256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391716733585236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750962901725045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734801180749706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848251314413277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648318103904374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227377198443049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522376276555686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913206516844616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382629017173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031394329508327,0.0,0.12620350735974908,0.17594472028235028,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Garrity33,2020/01/07,"Lorazepam (ATIVAN) Advice. Hi guys, 


So I recently was diagnosed with GAD and Panic Disorder and my doctor originally tried me on Zoloft. However that made my symptoms worse. I am now on Ativan, which helped tremendously for emergency panic attacks. 

However I’ve been having them more frequent and have been using it a few times per week. However when I use it, it’s not as strong and honestly goes off and I’m afraid to use it again during the day so I hold off , but I still have an attack in this time frame. 

It could be something as little as driving someone somewhere or going to work in the morning, it’s getting crazy because my attacks are worse when I’m on meds but the meds help me calm down unlike anything else. I am being very careful to make sure I don’t overuse the drug and become addicted, because it has tendency to do so. 

I even get dizzy or lightheaded when I use the drug, it’s getting annoying because no matter what I do I can’t feel normal. As time goes by I feel more and more anxious taking over my daily routine. It used to be sporadic attacks but they seem to becoming more and more frequent. I want my life back. I’m actually a very genuinely happy person but this anxiety is depressing me because I’m being held back. 


I honestly don’t know what to do because I don’t think anyone really understands what it’s like for me, everyone else thinks you’re crazy but it’s legit things happening.",3.7584422896465455,5.651441287769785,5.083625273694089,80.14371754770099,73.1726618705036,8.288020018767595,29.35314357209884,8.964715089967882,2.6327736628088823,1130,48,206,24,23,376,155,278,0.18100000000000002,0.721,0.098,-0.9716,3,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,12,17,5,3,8,0,23,8,0,8,1,39,50,25,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,0,2,19,9,0,2,7,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,5,2,26,8,24,40,6,29,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,3,18,135,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.08778060336102418,0.09806143452787328,0.0,0.08790048101095536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688133685992463,0.10162065061236852,0.0,0.06289683591021862,0.0,0.07402319174976749,0.0,0.0,0.40933553517510707,0.0,0.13833574425584813,0.0,0.2741708554459565,0.19869080038271944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917125052100702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181970197503576,0.0,0.0,0.05801188071119815,0.0,0.0774759027479546,0.09129983074095624,0.0,0.0,0.10309328667207786,0.09207013155614964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863253935343726,0.0,0.1502874384404609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941273671278149,0.0,0.0,0.08595340901115309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096531049846407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098930808219085,0.0,0.05112204327691385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906705558549671,0.07954464355024514,0.09575604254784507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058644569497234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049435507278456976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353606692887755,0.0439462173675428,0.09015597388859606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511517147283877,0.0600439506301716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998337598295304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813429019589307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110796085171947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854299893744249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576258349287985,0.0,0.08881718024630626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188932086836953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621640852261935,0.06924978118915018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183613291157173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477910795117169,0.09349502490196762,0.06763303840132337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976040258760399,0.11527577986456787,0.0,0.0,0.15735596933365212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061071800538052015,0.0,0.0,0.09364365994715157,0.0,0.3884501242051586,0.0,0.14844036330172386,0.053056278319161036,0.0,0.07215441964345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548644594483742,0.0,0.18333843765455396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,C-Ron,2020/01/07,"Does anyone here take CBD for severe anxiety/panic disorder? I'm in desperate need of help. I have what would best be described as a combination of severe anxiety, panic disorder, and some form of OCD. I've been prescribed two different SSRIs which have made my life considerably worse, now giving me physical symptoms such as shaking and losing sleep. I've been told I would benefit most from a benzodiazepine but my psychiatrist is essentially pretending like they don't exist, and truth be told, I'm afraid of becoming dependent on them, as so many people are. I cannot afford healthcare so I don't have the luxury of being able to try out different doctors. I'm now starting [Abilify](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aripiprazole) and to be perfectly honest, I'm not too optimistic about it, as most of its side effects are the symptoms I'm trying to get rid of. Not to sound dramatic, but I'm in Hell 24/7 and I'm so, so desperate for just *something* to work.

The only thing that has ever worked for me was vaping a 1:1 CBD/THC strain, in a [510 thread cartridge-compatible Apex One](https://stickyguide.imgix.net/product_photos/1679127/original-1551914131.?auto=format&fm=jpg&q=85&dpr=3&w=200&h=200) pen. I don't know if I have a low tolerance, but when I had access to it, I would take a single hit each night and even though it'd sometimes get me ridiculously high, I would feel some semblance of peace, quiet and calmness. I don't live in a legal state, and unfortunately getting access to medicinal marijuana in my state is borderline impossible, as there are barely any doctors that have clearance to do so, and my state has the highest cost of such. It's becoming impossible to find this strain as well, as I have to travel to a nearby legal state to do so, and dispensaries never have them in stock these days.

I've heard good things about CBD, and I'm willing to give them a try, as I have nothing to lose at this point. I have no idea what I'm getting into and unfortunately no one seems to want to answer any questions of mine. I previously tried CBD gummies (from the dispensary I'd go to) some time last year, but they had no effect whatsoever.

* What form of CBD would work best for me? I would ideally like to take it whichever way in the morning, and have it last for as long as possible.

* I'm only used to the 1:1, so knowing I won't be getting any THC, how will I notice CBD's effects? When I vaped the 1:1 it legitimately felt like my anxiety and panic disappeared within minutes.",7.435506912442392,8.086623290322581,7.4829147465437815,70.99294354838713,63.40860215053763,10.943932411674345,33.166282642089094,10.7630783206399,3.654725038402457,2030,77,352,50,28,654,228,465,0.14,0.7340000000000001,0.126,0.7458,3,0,1,0,0,0,100.0,0,0,5,12,24,24,2,6,17,0,44,6,1,7,4,60,79,40,0,10,8,0,2,3,0,9,5,3,0,0,19,17,0,0,13,2,1,4,12,11,1,2,10,5,33,13,61,53,11,39,1,3,0,0,12,16,1,9,17,233,52,9,0.07614924876340486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125383961016453,0.0,0.15535230128436472,0.0,0.11650793374869035,0.0,0.0,0.05324532529359608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682017250331041,0.0,0.0,0.15982787708377869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910996578222468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911951483268624,0.17454727268876566,0.15588396565859405,0.06663872075358743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050295860627559384,0.06888135513326693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03850334820369547,0.0,0.07311522060973992,0.0,0.06959903380979285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892419767270691,0.14609859641717854,0.043277372932369385,0.06387037698610727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051041236288837055,0.08045586220241006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596323293546793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369927129093413,0.12414360249403705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378646640242443,0.11160802949601496,0.0,0.06724118177699716,0.06738968887850103,0.0,0.17038306228555658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205426039174116,0.0,0.0772033861488899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056463703074437176,0.05873099509861535,0.0,0.0,0.07146091147287406,0.0,0.07306725794508327,0.08669642443095893,0.0,0.0,0.10320140344026214,0.11582987020227607,0.0,0.17868947230327978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279230100794917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198565369380627,0.08584683634586525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530458618929307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932341610843434,0.0,0.17205395216147454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620424284016084,0.0,0.0,0.05862341201376079,0.07531355415825647,0.0,0.05389883021277038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829645298355444,0.17176427453742585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118035444566054,0.0,0.07481625027919153,0.0,0.04440323932997831,0.0,0.0,0.1455277409955947,0.0,0.20680136536953453,0.0,0.07438675112323855,0.0,0.0,0.06576850146536911,0.0,0.0,0.04491479987966025,0.06044372921261704,0.0,0.0,0.06846731979543204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631268009880296,0.0,0.07760259010223458,0.3245654489570445,0.0,0.0,0.0490376195524418
anxiety,atallplant,2020/01/07,"I relapsed somewhat today I had a severe mental break down nearly two and a half years ago. While I still carried life as normal, I suffered debilitating OCD and anxiety for the better part of my last year of high school over things that occured to me when I was between 12 and 14. After seven or eight months of suffering to no end, and some treatment with a therapist, I finally started to pull myself together. 

After I pulled myself together somewhat, I found a new light in life and my triggers and compulsions calmed down a lot. I was actually able to have days with minimal anxiety. However, I still deal with it on a constant basis, no where near it once was and I called that progress. 

It still is progress but today, I relapsed some. My big mental breakdown happened because a bunch of memories flooded back to me in a dream and caused a several months long downward spiral. Today I napped and I had a dream that triggered me a some. It caused maybe 30 minutes of anxiety and OCD checking, but that is nothing compared to the hours I used to spend on OCD checking and overall worrying. 

Every once in a while I get a flare up, and it occured today. It just serves as a constant reminder that my battle is not over, but I must keep fighting every day for my own sake. Because one day I want to be mostly cured of my anxiety, little at a time.",6.5476666666666645,6.599626638461538,6.9638461538461565,76.00782051282053,65.30769230769229,9.548717948717947,35.794871794871796,9.21078282632365,3.2680179487179486,1066,48,192,17,15,348,141,260,0.10300000000000001,0.84,0.057,-0.8614,1,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,2,0,17,0,11,2,0,5,1,38,18,21,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,15,0,1,1,3,3,2,3,4,0,5,6,1,29,2,37,10,10,52,0,2,0,0,3,18,0,8,31,149,41,1,0.10257298705907228,0.0,0.10009643903838712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092476412797357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138722173823141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887229559579237,0.0,0.12505508172633018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071747154837098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473848813478052,0.0,0.0,0.2107414254786736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216899185792293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984532730048056,0.10574824569315593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084922125879924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284433106784938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236369359521596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124659859754669,0.0,0.0,0.05359015219444843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070495370384574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837399247568506,0.0,0.0,0.10101373049837932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911715838421737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361067468735793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490066840686774,0.0,0.1028050799237635,0.0,0.0907738657636144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720388555289442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304835224735172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067388910630323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374555933434584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906563007439087,0.0,0.0,0.10049974901063154,0.0984215474919389,0.0,0.0,0.2184737671955168,0.06950611064099739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107654932035584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038093390142063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23175655827352476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726016881806784,0.0,0.2457447598929121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190951437878698,0.06814493482025412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981113362425645,0.0,0.38890879274971213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019890391876288,0.0,0.0,0.08859012740443277,0.0,0.0,0.060500205341897276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416784736976584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210728135712255
anxiety,risingsun1999,2020/01/07,"Coming off topamax - advice? Along with my SNRI and a low dose of Klonopin, I've been taking a low does of Topamax for about two and a half years. I don't feel like it does much and I just got my medical marijuana card, so my psychiatrist is letting me taper off of it. I've been taking 75mg a day - 25 in the morning, 50 (2 pills) at night. He said to do one pill in the morning and one at night for a week, then switch to just one pill in the morning for a week, I think. I'm going to call him again tomorrow to confirm.

For those who have been on low doses of topamax and discontinued, how bad is withdrawl? I'm scared of the physical/psychological side effects.",3.013043478260869,3.955504797101451,4.670260869565219,86.1584347826087,73.4927536231884,7.548985507246377,26.84347826086957,7.908726449838941,1.4043165217391316,514,18,114,7,10,174,83,138,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.9212,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,10,0,9,6,0,2,0,14,19,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,5,5,2,8,1,24,13,1,23,0,3,0,0,5,12,0,0,10,72,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857992358042099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587560769863268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415067577926215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378580172154694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262234494896825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327795518913596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613875248988014,0.13583358909317694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805898289016773,0.0,0.15206956809545133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442750420849292,0.0,0.09289111401287432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915425704381454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977224141761754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35686054337126416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386524340537716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808633995916998,0.0,0.1903598558339593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859180451701168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183182366716296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857357811307684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050321426108786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244170413191835
anxiety,snootfloots,2020/01/07,I need some advice. I'm in bed right now. Tomorrow I'm heading back to school after the holidays. I'm shaking and terrified. I don't want to be pushed in getting on the school bus and then have a breakdown. I don't know what to do and I'm scared. Any advice?,-0.9403571428571418,1.1819042500000023,1.6792857142857152,95.4907142857143,95.78571428571428,4.942857142857143,19.5,6.6274283507984215,0.2671857142857146,202,7,46,3,8,69,36,56,0.184,0.767,0.049,-0.7369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,13,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,26,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373563780744892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869755893237412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114197602692773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365015046359064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821782658822645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110545945770115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038721165466152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348059997417522,0.0,0.0,0.2752731522790272,0.5565286366349013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217277325332893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cnandle,2020/01/07,"Phone calls I’ve been texting a guy for 3 weeks and he says he wants to talk on the phone which is normal, however phone calls make me so anxious. I feel like I’ll say something stupid and I won’t be able to see their reaction it’s just so nerving.",1.0655555555555551,2.8013144444444467,2.388666666666669,97.17300000000004,80.48148148148148,5.801481481481483,21.91111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.2424266666666668,196,6,47,2,5,63,44,54,0.11599999999999999,0.83,0.053,-0.5028,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,2,21,6,0,0.2562228364503884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894588742581136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232643268926859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955396474415207,0.18304564555590092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537008913828466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251775355742806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103073293356605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25104397846215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075173671539504,0.0,0.0,0.20417642736849487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725285741471507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059422103902768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112686744322318,0.0,0.2055265042772566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,St33zr3b,2020/01/08,"Tomorrow, I start 5mg of Lexapro. Could use some encouragement. After months of believing that maybe, just maybe, I can push through this rut on my own; I've finally come to the conclusion that maybe it's okay to admit that I might need some help.

I'm starting lexapro tomorrow. I've read many good experiences, and some not so great... I'd be lying if I said I wasnt a little bit hesitant.

I'm seeking some support through this community, if everyone would be so kind. What is your experience with lexapro?

Thank you guys. Much love.",3.017281553398057,5.416907864077672,4.007582524271847,84.675645631068,77.15533980582525,8.391844660194176,28.74660194174757,9.120678840339163,2.607645436893204,422,19,85,11,10,136,75,103,0.031,0.7170000000000001,0.252,0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,1,8,1,0,1,0,18,20,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,8,8,9,13,7,11,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,7,7,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701691626637154,0.0,0.0,0.1812210231758384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298800240650836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253165413417656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861312650224044,0.0,0.32474540002668056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183687565328926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922679092434873,0.0,0.1830075241309207,0.0,0.16435885809870976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126139955071697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285584053611835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636828086096098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981488138408067,0.0,0.0,0.16829053168640715,0.5002858970099532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609200998120014,0.0,0.0,0.13249377961319286,0.0,0.12202372478026666,0.12308147460080138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660376076206459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789705789048902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23498095734530006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836653483374588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282376495978986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336438635579668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179164427379715,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheFlyingPotato262,2020/01/08,"Intense anxiety when alone at night, how do I just get a good night's sleep for once? I live alone and am extremely happy in my life, but once it gets dark outside I start to get really scared. I worry about really stupid stuff, like what is a nuclear bomb went off just far enough away that I don't instantly die and am in intense pain, or what if Yellowstone blows up and I die an agonizing death or some stupid stuff like that.

I'm not really scared of the dark, more like something really bad happening in my sleep that I can't control and I'm not really scared of being dead, it's the dying process especially if it's an agonizing one and it's really messing up my life. It all started when I watched a video on nuclear bombs lol.

I sound so fucking stupid but I need to get it off my chest and see if anyone has advice.",5.134235294117649,5.009725717647061,6.241176470588236,80.5952941176471,68.29411764705883,10.564705882352943,28.764705882352942,10.355215969177356,2.621517647058824,652,20,140,16,10,219,95,170,0.321,0.544,0.134,-0.9939,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,15,4,3,7,1,8,7,3,2,1,22,21,17,5,4,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,13,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,10,0,1,1,3,14,5,16,19,4,18,0,0,2,1,0,11,1,6,9,84,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854332159093308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008489084404585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497372837689582,0.0,0.0,0.07766773752243894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436065440765438,0.0,0.09274479437041558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458248736566464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458416861585673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477240584131805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268905059910413,0.2321329399193475,0.0,0.0,0.09316625727916876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098225171539554,0.11824370926082213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569141753484757,0.16280007855141554,0.0,0.09808317308904743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236231154094867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084767924615145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365871144120585,0.07526876275192593,0.0,0.11819393672857148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269532631005532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336228638458308,0.0,0.08851412052874218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231477029656355,0.0,0.0,0.08551262954725873,0.0,0.0,0.15724198038603907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431356143415124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296964622359926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128042544424728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smrnnm,2020/01/08,as soon as i speak i regret it and want to run away and start over somewhere new where people don't already have perceptions of me based off all the annoying stupid things i've said and done,16.668461538461536,6.6584209743589735,13.840512820512824,65.29615384615386,57.20512820512821,17.65128205128205,49.256410256410255,11.20814326018867,5.201441025641025,154,4,33,2,1,47,34,39,0.21600000000000005,0.752,0.032,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,7,4,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245511361105421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614597004801148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39370495981257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715676422169483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667183230036289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659594485862041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723087520667609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555927090069047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22691945365561456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,potsandpanstoday,2020/01/08,"Stop over thinking. You know, I really want to. Is your SO telling you to ""Stop over thinking"" and then just leave (messages) a sign they're getting tired of your baggage?
It's not that simple though.
To me, every single tiny thing triggers me. And I'm anxious 24/7. I'm constantly freaking out about just about everything.
From my health issues, upcoming surgeries, the past, the future, to every noise, to the silence. To every possible interpretable thing said by me or other people.

Basically I'm a lot to deal with, I know that. I'm getting better slowly but I'm coming down from like 15/10. Lately I've been especially sensitive. Christmas is always hell for me, and went very badly again this year. I have operations coming up. One that will determine if I have [another] serious medical issue. I'm 18. I'm pretty well on my own. I don't know what he expects from me. Especially knowing a lot of what I have been through. 

Lately he seems so upset with me when I become overwhelmed or upset. He's short with me, and tells me to ""just stop over reacting"" or ""get over it"" like that is going to help.. 

Like yes I blow issues out of proportion, but I'm not doing it on purpose. I don't want to feel like this. I truly feel in those moments that it is as severe as I say.  I'm trying to stop, I am.  

It is not like he didn't know that before starting our relationship. He knew me for four years prior, we dated at one point in the past too. Actually when I was worse. He kept in touch when I was in the psyche ward. Kept up with my safety when I was kicked out. We talked about it in the beginning. I reminded him what he was getting into and he said he knew. 

But I guess he didn't really know, did he.

What I'm like aside I don't think that's an okay way to talk to me when I'm in distress.. Even over something small.",1.360013935340021,3.6243201630434783,3.2568478260869576,88.51897714604239,82.42391304347827,6.165663322185061,21.120680044593087,7.419758726546812,0.7892037904124867,1412,43,291,22,39,473,178,368,0.115,0.763,0.122,0.40399999999999997,0,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,3,4,0,1,18,17,1,4,10,2,23,3,0,2,0,60,65,23,0,4,13,0,3,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,23,17,0,6,15,0,0,4,8,8,1,3,16,6,39,9,53,48,4,53,1,1,0,0,30,24,1,8,30,186,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.08901472084397975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589992546995793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956490713994119,0.0,0.10304934689318866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761624593485584,0.0,0.10074210846782404,0.07761902446017649,0.0,0.0,0.08067410272660222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571508908797582,0.0,0.09857326796953693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404081364479816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024802713321663,0.0,0.2305629954563409,0.0,0.08198003806854298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224420214115336,0.0651655067564368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062865705925047,0.0,0.05184077389571549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048590766849777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695950032501728,0.0,0.0,0.06114089212259687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28562082656899473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007831601754236,0.0,0.2057936995273852,0.0965857267636401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673843734041316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509901458181455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189162085285144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362212072871855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415406615618878,0.06323844435438586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622963327066205,0.10283356246284146,0.0,0.09280057286034823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687200618777807,0.0,0.0,0.09793301676703088,0.0,0.0,0.17353668068065595,0.0725394905243076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304061214094566,0.0,0.10304934689318866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022337173631113,0.0,0.0,0.06456392523340745,0.0,0.0,0.3050462840360297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663368212738642,0.15945551304799574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120116176420295,0.17534468274011727,0.08962032701268413,0.0,0.0,0.10484062546903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061930415925435536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526365162322869,0.1076044051366728,0.07240387960752268,0.0,0.0,0.08201511793027204,0.08455915556099346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929580067971926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748162956078365
anxiety,lefreshh,2020/01/08,"My final exam results are coming out in a couple hours and I’m literally shitting myself Okay well not ‘literally literally’ but like low key ‘literally’

Don’t want to disappoint my parents and just the idea of it is stressing me out.",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,6.668181818181817,66.84727272727275,73.54545454545455,8.945454545454545,31.45454545454545,9.516144504307137,3.586472727272727,188,9,30,5,4,67,38,44,0.218,0.634,0.14800000000000002,-0.6858,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,2,1,3,1,1,1,0,11,6,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,4,3,5,6,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705699250400505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430340766261753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396145712997375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30530978184269064,0.0,0.0,0.34997774509058965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146136770023408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442433749308625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182337126313436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551298061102447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828593440044173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278747522355165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GlidingMelon,2020/01/08,"Obsessive relationship doubts I am with someone I really love, but I get waves of being overcome with doubt. And not just “oh what might have been oh well” doubt, but so stressful I get light headed “oh my god what if he’s not the *right one* will I ever be happy should I date this other friend will my parents disown me if I marry him what if I’m actually gay” runaway thoughts that make me feel insane. I have always avoided commitment (hate making choices or decisions and always feel some form of buyer’s remorse) but we’ve been talking about marriage lately and I can’t tell if I’m just anxious and panicking or if my gut is telling me something is really wrong. Does anyone else get this way? Can anyone help?",1.3633533834586515,4.0391749142857165,2.876541353383459,87.56319548872183,89.14285714285714,5.2330827067669174,21.654135338345867,6.8360192770164,0.8630714285714292,568,20,105,8,19,185,94,140,0.19699999999999998,0.6559999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.7931,1,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,1,6,1,0,15,4,2,2,2,35,27,15,0,6,14,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,3,3,16,4,5,18,2,5,0,0,0,2,11,1,0,12,3,68,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.15878346342326752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27077887624477953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381827239435602,0.0,0.22754406011804235,0.166717696470864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239038824284775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359250168653037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471823406752799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645441760398321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571090571471835,0.0,0.2550309497289281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320997461044574,0.0,0.16064443681056506,0.16698947850865833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906243951526012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354624972042166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685395389071285,0.0,0.2172230783026847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726117437426345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025787812917016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067244640291694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847497743937515,0.0,0.0,0.17469181994081126,0.0,0.1389551790070867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786536947270014,0.12526366506383527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638607314786448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078176104996214,0.2844349606855747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917517153238747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915323061580186,0.0,0.0,0.14629765003545556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779000547121655,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrh0930,2020/01/08,Online counseling? Has anyone done online counseling? Was it as beneficial as in person counseling? Do any of them take State insurance? I'm in Washington state if that helps. Thanks in advance!,3.72818181818182,6.793527121212122,4.791363636363638,70.50704545454549,95.96969696969695,9.472727272727274,26.71212121212121,8.841846274778883,4.1339939393939416,157,7,22,6,6,51,26,33,0.0,0.75,0.25,0.8642,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31627018211097224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251945787981402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759380622791186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31173315675622376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40608970367704456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34968209636414355,0.0,0.0,0.42818295357295344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glitterbalm,2020/01/08,"Does anyone have a habit/psychogenic cough? I have bad health anxiety and I feel like I have one. I cough not because I have the urge to, but to “check”... does my chest hurt, do my lungs rattle, does it feel like I have mucus in my chest, does coughing make my chest feel less tight? But I feel like I can “control” it - there are times when I feel calm and I don’t feel the urge to cough at all. Unfortunately now I’m stuck in chicken/egg scenario and I don’t know where my real symptoms begin and end. Any advice? Going to ask my therapist about this this week.",1.5314466403162044,3.5080255913043485,2.544664031620556,95.43928853754942,80.04347826086956,5.225296442687747,19.1501976284585,6.1124844417494595,-0.2810000000000001,433,10,98,3,11,137,66,115,0.125,0.777,0.098,-0.4836,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,10,10,4,2,1,19,23,7,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,7,17,4,8,22,2,11,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,9,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869526242762846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347838215553913,0.0,0.11640689316727147,0.0,0.0,0.1063982974151394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142255059745255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705260291995113,0.0927592359715593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066757660631265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326474308126633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477428084080886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461639477764428,0.3261231579765025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647968194792774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174578656570734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289729750288146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083626683761798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230224766353877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157226551504504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311190284170772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319869699635992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815917164028984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667693936438944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872946194573937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205872187273728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hashtagrahamcrackers,2020/01/08,"Hi I need a grownup that is not my biased parents to give me some reassurance. So I applied for a part-time job at like my favourite place in the world. Miraculously, I got an interview with the manager-- we hit it off. She told me that even though I had little to no retail experience, she loved my ""bubbly"" personality. (I have never heard this before. I was very pleased.) 

She sent me to do a second interview with the store head. She definitely seemed to like me. In fact, now that I think about it, nothing about our conversation seemed to let on that she didnt. But something's telling me that we didn't hit off as well as I did with the manager. Maybe it's just my anxiety? But I don't know.

I'm worried I didn't get the job. I tried my best to look confident during the interview, but I'm worried that my lack of actual experience will be my demise. I want this job so badly, I don't know what I'll do if I don't get it. I mean, probably nothing, but I'll be beyond dissapointed.

When should I expect them to call me back, if at all? They did mention that January is a slow month and that I'd be working minimal shifts, but I told them that I would take whatever I can get. They didn't give me any contact information, and I didn't think to ask for any. Please give me an honest opinion. Do you think I'll get the job with just a positive attitude?",2.713886363636365,4.070918667857144,4.502922077922079,85.4475324675325,74.82142857142857,8.233766233766234,25.941558441558442,8.841846274778883,1.7544642857142851,1057,37,234,22,22,359,143,280,0.042,0.825,0.132,0.9585,5,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,3,1,4,2,13,8,0,0,14,0,26,2,1,0,3,38,56,15,0,8,10,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,16,8,0,0,9,0,2,1,11,1,1,1,14,2,48,7,27,33,4,18,0,0,1,1,36,11,0,6,8,158,64,10,0.0,0.0,0.10436950150850206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454617450061035,0.0,0.08181781285195702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998546940649404,0.0,0.0,0.08223931094099307,0.08930026225441119,0.0,0.0,0.09100808061493504,0.0,0.1122392863302598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920971715276462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064063673002914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923871093431104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235115464259164,0.3077936558048868,0.0,0.0,0.08553910231107839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976337367483993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245325231847942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175557937384467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936543309006326,0.0,0.10450246692816086,0.1071937727981517,0.0,0.0,0.08981255200089873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652814991992596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107447430284748,0.11650183371119255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536788404331981,0.0,0.0,0.07930338376848436,0.08248779994592828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524621950816094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875728593429087,0.11581834671864953,0.0,0.0,0.09338616200174676,0.11174183823186433,0.2348018573172417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531209945392948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947297528304842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233669928832578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804144222433736,0.0,0.09348056283168876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559113095269788,0.10507957298138723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439400295654947,0.0,0.07261323269980298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824641280844063,0.06308292615958358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961624874333628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077862163816715,0.21722943208852385,0.0,0.07597547024353721,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,isweedglutenfree,2020/01/08,Unclench your jaw Whoever needs this reminder :) I usually do,3.3156666666666688,4.134281900000005,4.590000000000003,68.0916666666667,130.0,9.333333333333334,43.33333333333334,7.793537801064563,6.778333333333332,49,4,6,2,3,16,10,10,0.0,0.75,0.25,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5584739131081538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8295220843218499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hummingb1rd,2020/01/08,"Tips for coping with situational anxiety? I am having trouble dealing with it. I have been having really bad anxiety related to someone who purchased something from me threatening to sue. Basically, someone purchased a trailer from my husband and I and the roof caved in because of rain after the trailer was in the buyers possession. We were completely honest with them about all of the issues we knew about the trailer and also have an as-is contract that they signed. I have been assured that we didn’t do anything wrong and that with the contract there is pretty much nothing they can do. I don’t know if the backstory is relevant but there it is. 

They are now saying they are going to file with small claims court in our county for several thousand dollars for the cost of repairing the damages. I have received strange texts from the guy who bought it and I blocked his number because it makes me extremely anxious to get these texts.

I am just having trouble with coping with my anxiety with this situation and I could use some tips. I’m not naturally an anxious person but I feel like if there is a situation going on in my life that gives me anxiety it will usually be a disproportionate amount to what is really going on.

I’m not worried about not winning in court because I am pretty sure we are in the right. Also, even if the worst case happens and we do have to pay them we can figure it out. I feel like I’m anxious about not knowing what will happen. I’m also anxious that he will contact me again somehow. I feel scared to look at my phone or open my computer or check the mail.

I can’t stop obsessing about what I want to say to a judge if this does go to court. I can’t stop thinking about the situation. I’m also worried that I did the wrong thing by blocking him, but I feel like I can’t handle the way I will feel if I receive more texts from him. I feel like I am driving myself crazy in my head. I am also having panic attacks which are not normal for me.

I was just wondering if anyone has any basic coping tips. Also I feel like it is just helpful to talk to people who are experiencing similar things. Thank you for listening ❤️",4.670650980392153,5.851445214117646,5.760882352941178,78.99230392156862,69.8,8.39607843137255,30.637254901960784,8.745826893841286,2.48813725490196,1716,70,320,29,30,570,193,425,0.17600000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.095,-0.9887,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,7,1,6,1,22,21,1,3,22,0,48,2,1,2,3,70,80,24,0,9,19,1,7,5,0,4,1,3,0,2,25,23,0,4,13,0,7,7,10,11,0,1,9,12,55,10,51,65,6,28,0,1,1,0,36,14,0,11,11,246,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36654317148826254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519490722614822,0.0,0.23375820065650385,0.3452041503015548,0.0,0.05341495224200199,0.0,0.06286397709669211,0.0,0.0,0.08690674874942475,0.0,0.0,0.0637839973201073,0.13970327382476774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009539309653273,0.0,0.0,0.060992669909617665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875663491969484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685101587592494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045609128271378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038207502386075,0.27287173653975977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991158457527222,0.07328201590671568,0.1736609774169112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563993405369547,0.13510610748077762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840006911039152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120384153365057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973323599871569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839659172714891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395781729775792,0.1866059769091314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064149907643237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050992147838881535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561567937507964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484778579985024,0.07330003285866057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962936724114808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529604847286782,0.06670241000955496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543593369378012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787714043425122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523821581272601,0.0,0.12149971807053946,0.07648156067383184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630103757538869,0.0,0.0,0.3434705251539253,0.0,0.0,0.12945311993448655,0.058810172267927785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773400130382667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719984071821273,0.0,0.0,0.0614008690623231,0.0,0.07033134469973971,0.0,0.0,0.10150269100137896,0.048948807893252455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597802427593108,0.08413482158883595,0.0,0.04505788775450821,0.060636288564636674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284369417234963,0.0,0.15515924773780154,0.0,0.0,0.1670449744347581,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dumpaccount-,2020/01/08,"Achieving my dreams! This is gonna be poorly structured, so I apologize in advance. 
I’ve suffered from anxiety for probably 10 years give or take, and it’s been the hardest thing I’ve ever had to deal with, but I’m here to say that I’m finally achieving my dreams. I’m also writing this so I can look back at this post when I have hard times so I can see all the progress I’ve made. With that being said, this will be a long post. 


My first anxiety experience I had was when I was around 11-12. I ate some bad Taco Bell for dinner and got food poisoning and threw up. I’m sure that doesn’t sound like a big deal for most people, but for me that was the start of a massive phobia for me. I absolutely hated the feeling of throwing up, and ever since that night I made a subconscious vow to do anything in my power to never throw up again. I obsessed over everything I ate, making sure that if I ate leftovers they were never more than a day old. I wouldn’t eat beef if there was ANY tinge of red/pink color because that meant it was undercooked and I could get sick. I avoided any kind of seafood as seafood is a common food people get sick from. I had my mother purposefully over cook my chicken so there was no chance of getting salmonella. I monitored and watched EVERYTHING I consumed for years, and of course, never ate at Taco Bell. That phobia lasted for about 5 or 6 years, until one day I just decided not to care anymore. Granted, I still have a slight phobia of throwing up, but I don’t obsess over my food anymore or watch what I eat to purposely avoid the possibility of throwing up. Moving on. 

When I was around 16  I noticed that I was getting increasingly more aware of my health. I don’t know exactly what triggered this, or what happened to make me so aware of my health, but I started obsessing over every little ache/pain or difference in my body. I also became terrified at the idea of getting pregnant. I’m sure most people at that age are scared of the possibility of getting pregnant, but even though I was safe and used condoms every time I had sex, I thought I was pregnant every month. All that stress made my period become extremely irregular, and one time I didn’t get my period for about 4 months. Again, I stopped caring and realized that if I’m safe every time I have sex, my chances of getting pregnant is low. Although I stopped worrying so much about getting pregnant, I was still hyper aware of every new sensation/ache/pain in my body. The first time I had a panic attack was because I noticed my fingers were numb (looking back now, numbness in the hands and feet is a common anxiety symptom) and I instantly thought I was having a heart attack. Obviously, this made things worse, and got increasingly more anxious, and got that lump in your throat feeling that just wouldn’t go away. I truly thought that I was going to have a heart attack and die right there in my living room. This is when the crippling hypochondria kicks in, so strap in, it’s gonna be a fun ride. 

I was around 18 at this point, and everyday I woke up and thought I was gonna die. If I had a headache, I was obviously suffering from a brain aneurysm or tumor. If my leg was sore/hurt, I had a blood clot and it was gonna get dislodged and travel to my heart and I was gonna have a heart attack. If my heart rate increased for any reason, even if I was just walking to the bathroom, I was going to have a heart attack/stroke. My hypochondria started rubbing off on other people, too. I was living with my long term boyfriend at the time, and every time he had an ache or pain I would instantly look it up on the internet and try diagnose him. One time, he had a sore spot in his side after a long day of cast-fishing, (which requires you to twist your whole body to throw the net) and I was 110% convinced that he had appendicitis. It took me an embarrassing amount of time to put two-and-two together and realize he was just sore from the fishing. These few examples are just a small snippet of what I worried about, I believe it would be impossible for me to write down everything I thought I was dying from in this post.",5.9426735517937574,5.762205052311437,6.361264689133923,80.60592560956674,66.60340632603406,9.331511104208728,32.57451985297924,8.902300299844763,2.5340144639436764,3251,124,654,48,47,1054,328,822,0.187,0.743,0.07,-0.9987,1,2,0,0,0,0,88.0,0,3,1,8,42,33,6,9,37,0,71,43,16,9,13,107,135,60,3,12,25,1,6,1,0,10,13,3,1,0,41,30,11,7,14,4,1,19,11,22,0,5,61,16,91,11,96,58,16,124,0,3,7,3,19,45,0,17,58,436,132,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584267924584405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096740613875974,0.0,0.10882731320122364,0.053570513002640964,0.0940547608566671,0.0,0.0,0.03902219019689347,0.12664016746238022,0.0,0.2697325110275385,0.044552160767980326,0.07292530348635602,0.03959328362434041,0.05781294761687013,0.05237108816597216,0.0,0.05342551361101264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580170511328855,0.0,0.05293582028805014,0.0,0.0,0.09669463683325123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03786059482314682,0.0,0.0,0.09174492166364796,0.0977747997832402,0.0,0.048129772249775576,0.14764179555466433,0.04954326204793228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097043929067319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264023631840752,0.08578726578377205,0.2397177336567507,0.0,0.1278527082716959,0.046385348811247895,0.0,0.0,0.047953425996409914,0.0,0.0,0.051945720575148166,0.0,0.08066996794738147,0.17201946397231846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477472021791037,0.04548908444537634,0.08084874681231849,0.0,0.11377706582065615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193288800967585,0.0,0.042478538375665835,0.04681691748522028,0.0,0.10080937588618977,0.0,0.3371538602402145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076353221770442,0.05353081902351891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938008948961585,0.02606050511873421,0.03865320376575826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02316676182171873,0.047526774748645015,0.08374453611659945,0.12589423813717046,0.11946125648321095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947782749396232,0.06330573989795023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756995502590476,0.05039940089481205,0.034858772667544204,0.0,0.1097184748294172,0.04579802758161025,0.0,0.04449996805240913,0.0,0.0,0.10797478055958562,0.049758765606685885,0.0,0.0963979970602259,0.0,0.1513730045337543,0.055636540626942496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149878219276068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044826734274473035,0.10691667363469068,0.13624425662196318,0.0,0.05112621781546954,0.0,0.0,0.0476696729872448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875512134212772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040495975328359135,0.04510678276531952,0.03770987238148352,0.04747517012134055,0.0,0.03778718474329221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039225882426301234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069125231243188,0.0,0.07573851316654354,0.07928961423839734,0.054318852119651616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407689118744234,0.049286994493848366,0.035653546215784884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300678857241339,0.0,0.046589396617042166,0.18822884460986294,0.2488561119349571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268478512266159,0.03219471303424433,0.0,0.09264387985767998,0.0,0.0,0.040955204093285284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052942154016950016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963135639146509,0.04832449949430728,0.06737087363248838,0.0,0.0,0.09160976784958252
anxiety,Jasonwj322a,2020/01/08,"On boarding for a internship in 2 hours I've never worked before but a program I'm in got me an internship for a month. I decided to take it since it'll get me the experience I so desperately need. Thing is, it's not something I would've applied for myself. It's a desk job at the front desk. Apparently, I may need to even give tours around the whole place. I'm just freaking out thinking about this.

It's currently raining and the place is 5 miles away. I don't drive so I'll need to be walking and taking public transport. Please help me, I have no idea what to do once I arrive. Do I wait for them in the waiting area or do I try to find them?",1.6241304347826069,3.2284503260869606,3.516739130434786,90.33206521739132,78.34782608695652,6.6289855072463775,23.818840579710145,7.492282038375204,0.9020753623188408,507,17,115,7,12,171,87,138,0.08800000000000001,0.86,0.052000000000000005,-0.6756,3,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,0,10,0,10,0,0,0,1,19,23,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,4,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,15,0,18,19,1,20,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,4,72,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210701575210024,0.0,0.0,0.17108831989385653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549531221230654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202748935711868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812809208370653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643549349155398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951393868413443,0.1746862755276866,0.0,0.0,0.1456414735608736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220573459879887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933116419042713,0.0,0.0,0.2055679843896183,0.0,0.0,0.18070549193483132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453499521380018,0.0,0.0,0.4050730493430608,0.14044623348079752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392984905586164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38051009512129896,0.19989038679731472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063445195441785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018896491198307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738320752649379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097870690156337,0.11668190123586518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363349538037245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330740476299414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325704849188701,0.0,0.0,0.1293581431391288,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saraxxxxx,2020/01/08,"Severe anxiety in class There’s this one class in specific that scares me so much. I don’t know why but everyone in that’s class intimidates me and I feel like they purposely leave me out of things. I literally cry everyday because of how much I hate that class. I’m talking to my school counselor and trying to change it but she’s making it so difficult. I don’t know how to survive that class. My heart starts racing reallly fast and my stomach is in knots all through the day. Even the night before, I can’t sleep cause I know I have to go back to that class the next day. It’s always on my mind and I’m always so sad cause of it. I don’t know what to do or how to manage it.",0.4470431034482765,2.588464648275864,2.511271551724139,93.19932112068966,85.27586206896551,6.107758620689657,19.407327586206893,7.413659706084162,0.40914655172413816,534,15,123,9,16,179,79,145,0.191,0.787,0.022000000000000002,-0.9747,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,1,1,3,0,7,3,3,6,1,21,18,13,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,1,18,1,17,18,3,15,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,9,78,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716576219524697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487820292398362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255215337838534,0.0,0.09950962848982613,0.0,0.13890527212354195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33538502661877545,0.172686343919065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931154624917586,0.21055267483400836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781852338455644,0.0,0.0,0.15598287761515714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253908168357559,0.11661873505915465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277309081324413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116576850109166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344026300563175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588498825291825,0.0,0.0,0.1728476588395787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975085018909553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896401097321587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482593114720714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24000046084807616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360766105496087,0.15318974282543585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061569273601356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343178253334156,0.1652076607599883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844148090226989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335795503143755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554215820519327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312061808302663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108449445697322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082928878164876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472987683025047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SilverySloth11,2020/01/08,"Itching scalp help When I'm extra anxious/far away from body I try to come back to the present by stretching my scalp. 

I have to fix this and fight this but it's so strong lately. 

Piece of silk in pocket, holding stuffed animals, do yall have more tips and helpful hints like these I can try to replace my bad dental flossing, scratching and deep qtipping",4.67914285714286,5.941214342857144,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,69.85714285714286,6.171428571428572,31.142857142857146,5.6839178017228535,1.3496571428571422,284,12,56,1,5,85,57,70,0.083,0.725,0.192,0.8593,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,6,6,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,9,6,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34739404036826765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28891183355967315,0.236452988810826,0.2567545091275924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34156963575232785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26488902926662045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412229328696371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468799508028568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023180739559922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175525233036951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carlitosmatador,2020/01/08,"Appetite/Eating Struggles after anxiety Hey guys, 

So October 2018 I had a huge panic attack that triggered pretty bad anxiety in me for the next couple of months. Eventually, I decided to go to therapy and take medication (citalopram). I stopped taking my meds in November and even though I have small surges of anxiety/stress, my anxiety is gone for the most part. One issue that I had on and off throughout all of this is my lack of appetite and struggle to swallow food. I did almost choke while eating twice and not sure if this left some trauma in my head but swallowing does not come naturally. I struggle to eat or even drink liquids. I have to chew a lot and overthink swallowing. It takes forever to finish a meal and it only gets worse when eating in front of other people. I have started to split my food into small meals/snacks throughout the day but want to get back to eating/drinking liquids like normal.

Any suggestions on how to improve?

Thanks",4.744934823091249,6.947332134078213,5.346681564245814,77.98411918063317,71.23463687150839,8.125288640595903,29.81042830540037,8.841846274778883,2.703828752327746,768,32,129,15,15,247,116,179,0.158,0.7559999999999999,0.086,-0.7532,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,4,6,0,8,13,1,2,2,28,19,16,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,9,11,1,1,1,0,4,2,7,0,2,4,0,15,3,26,15,6,26,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,6,11,91,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727275496158532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964153671906526,0.0,0.268775670727008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332340833118934,0.0,0.09005343778576153,0.0977852990153312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088334191570264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958441460953993,0.0,0.07552884207278987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024872515295499,0.0,0.0,0.22945427051144054,0.0,0.3595105818264322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470538632014086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832294298630197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237446368505868,0.0,0.06655858568562184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596127366901288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019275245964425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222365899155796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724470480353434,0.0,0.0,0.05721598525263676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956613564995796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008725369649105,0.11798003503243755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934792782993176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245520687379904,0.0,0.1147468553647165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935947804051527,0.08907047515176618,0.0,0.1374080466021168,0.0,0.12682305045285586,0.0,0.08119210229488277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914704230352488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289389272028194,0.0,0.0,0.0979125488892955,0.13415369250718914,0.3672989461959951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037855999521172,0.0,0.2641654612999178,0.0,0.0,0.10782283739759206,0.1339300667784073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506391140391865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690768721339587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934917239125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thomasgromis,2020/01/08,"Trapped to go to the other side of the world I was forced to run a university club a few months back, as a result I have to go on a trip to Japan tomorrow (I live in Ireland). I have been trying every which way to get about it apart from braking a bone (the thought has lingered in mind). My girlfriend keeps saying it's going to be okay but she's long distance and as much as I want to believe her I can't see it right now (she's the only one who knows about my anxiety). I'm now crouched in the bathroom on the floor crying and struggling to breath at the thought of it. Please help",2.7415501792114725,3.626991846774196,3.7720430107526894,92.55862007168459,74.08064516129029,6.478853046594982,25.87455197132617,6.42735559955562,0.6967896057347679,455,15,105,3,9,147,81,124,0.098,0.825,0.077,-0.5647,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,12,1,7,2,2,1,0,11,18,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,4,2,11,1,23,13,2,23,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,6,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625977722921782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634354217955532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394675355254041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334727541213067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907990340369406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104696600785656,0.0,0.36238584977257865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246568535847684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892142226185205,0.0,0.0,0.11681020009967807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768277852762189,0.18809728976470524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461174642970995,0.0,0.1696528822624079,0.0,0.15624640397310927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402725854711665,0.16165147088100304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333126344927478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151386397866628,0.0,0.16902580048027732,0.0,0.0,0.16937233530037793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220013535894886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374769430329022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430537146336228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536564967557576,0.16870981061602874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LxRPR,2020/01/08,"I want to post on social media but my anxiety makes it a living hell Whenever I post anything on social media (specifically Instagram) I get really bad anxiety for hours and feel like everybody hates it and people just like my stuff out of pity or something. I don't have a lot of followers but I legitimately think that I post good content so I don't want my anxiety to stop me

Can anyone relate to this? I feel horrible after posting but at the same time I feel like I'm caving in once I stop...",3.377400000000001,4.99882654,5.687000000000001,76.55350000000001,73.6,9.4,26.5,9.827888789773867,2.7068,394,14,75,11,8,139,65,100,0.27,0.593,0.13699999999999998,-0.9568,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,19,15,7,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,3,14,4,12,15,2,15,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,2,8,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376867748118818,0.0,0.0,0.10288422195057076,0.0,0.12108428634381305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285636627446644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319632759792105,0.21023473861027714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687496016541193,0.0,0.0,0.12341466608892375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452710115427188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490398310581792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565658984742644,0.0,0.12992796329099146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509378969150167,0.0,0.0,0.09821758207744816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670007886339513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200885775856908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636805963743524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426212153763093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999828955610803,0.0,0.11327612517842825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460324832125104,0.0,0.0,0.16844093657338774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428184064808,0.0,0.0,0.08579894489064659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357483362920553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Glittering-Sector,2020/01/08,"Advice on medication I’m looking for some advice or anything really about medication. I’ve suffered with terrible anxiety and ocd my entire life, I eat healthy I workout but nothing seems to squash it, and I’m tired of it. It’s a lot more manageable for me now but it still is debilitating in several parts of my life. My counselor suggests medication all the time, and I’ve always been super afraid of taking it, I have a benzo I can take when I need it but I don’t want to get a dependence on that, all of my doctors and people I know recommend an ssri. I shouldn’t read the negatives about them on the internet, but I do and I get terrified of becoming a feeling less zombie or it causing me to have suicidal ideation even though I’m not suicidal right now, I’m scared it will push me to feel like that. I’m also scared of the sexual side effects that people seem to say are pretty common. Most of all I’m afraid of permanent side effects even if I stop taking it. I appreciate any replies, I’m in need of some direction, thank you.",2.594497607655501,4.634981655502396,4.73444976076555,80.71114832535888,76.94258373205741,8.419138755980862,27.267942583732058,9.134995656068208,2.4994153110047845,822,34,161,21,19,284,115,209,0.166,0.711,0.12300000000000001,-0.9161,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,11,9,0,4,9,0,10,8,0,4,3,35,32,15,2,5,8,0,2,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,12,6,1,1,7,2,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,4,21,3,24,29,10,16,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,10,8,108,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474695867709113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126058279998316,0.10536070372829713,0.0,0.0,0.08610816529617839,0.0,0.09686645451603088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042001617232094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984545277904956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300769776695993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296042817291527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956721614097547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726695046649992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804905923516444,0.09045968896750603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231086416871798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958883738352571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887551975942706,0.06186173344566241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063316554196501,0.0,0.0,0.10765057556198453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826788674630167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777909966077733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149844204799598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712066142422688,0.0,0.17556926330574815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882138687771785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665753546566344,0.0,0.08111810875859231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081355802189198,0.0,0.10069590612125573,0.25354396457605216,0.0,0.0,0.2305461376681233,0.0,0.14304825255336032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112150651730377,0.10586272304199904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770106098940334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856148204095265,0.0,0.0,0.11657769410057402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244067192945262,0.0,0.0738350466707187,0.14553482115214986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468568499419716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayfor-news,2020/01/08,"Does anyone else worry that their anxiety causes them to be annoying? Feeling like I’m annoying to people is hard on me. With that said, I worry that my anxiety is causing me to be annoying to people which makes my anxiety even worse and I keep spiraling.",2.2623129251700687,5.055643428571429,4.6929591836734685,75.96215986394559,84.10204081632655,8.980952380952381,26.534013605442176,9.2995712137729,3.368017687074832,204,9,34,7,6,71,32,49,0.382,0.5529999999999999,0.065,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,7,9,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,8,1,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688457121840773,0.0,0.0,0.14284487848181718,0.20932006821707175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41972585548462665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877625717829568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065875072010914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493214774943313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329556754462103,0.14594538948775634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300443143765655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158305106424005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998061665385348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636569641719645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832590384479442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943273344517423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149344510881798,0.208189779889676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Washfloorking,2020/01/08,"1st shift for couple weeks Started 1st shift only temporary for couple weeks, but getting anxiety after work due to having nothing to do and nobody to talk to... I try to occupy myself but it only works for a little then back to feeling weird.. Anyone feel the same way or have any tips?",7.090484848484849,6.746186654545454,7.650909090909089,72.86303030303033,64.27272727272727,9.515151515151514,29.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,2.4014242424242407,226,6,38,3,3,75,42,55,0.037000000000000005,0.9309999999999999,0.032,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,10,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,25,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403168509041076,0.0,0.1732762876379629,0.0,0.0,0.15837809502056793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416894929156654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5012486339677485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22905623758667595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833991174690946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270182783054766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733838713368825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34453567684978553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032194386766746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205675127518528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378254388662066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978973056973135,0.3633785186509722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32979778420700195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BiblicalZealot,2020/01/08,"Air Hunger I made a post yesterday but I decided to delete it because I have better terminology. I've been dealing with air hunger for the past week. I've been obsessively trying to take a deep breath worried that something is off. I'm now starting to be scared that I collapsed my lung from all of this breathing. When I don't get a deep breath I feel a slight tightness in my chest whenever I breathe, and when I do sometimes I get this weird feeling after I get the full breath.

I don't really have a cough or any sharp pains. I'm not even sure if I have shortness of breath. It feels like whenever I can manage to not think about it I'm fine, but that's few and far between. 

This all started following the passing of my grandfather a few weeks ago. Before he passed he was saying something was wrong with his breathing. Whenever I feel something off breath related I flashback to those events. Especially because at first I thought he was having an anxiety attack. 

 I wish I knew of a way to just not breathe deeply but whenever I try I can only hold it off for a little bit. I'm used to Pure O OCD symptoms but this one has a physical compulsion so it's way harder to deal with. I've been a mess mentally through all of this. I can only half enjoy things because it's constantly in the back of my head.",3.071022727272726,4.829822238636363,4.197575757575759,86.34136363636364,74.71969696969697,7.527272727272727,27.90909090909091,8.296473431620573,1.8882181818181816,1037,42,212,18,22,338,142,264,0.14400000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9438,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,8,12,1,2,15,0,19,17,12,2,5,33,40,11,0,2,10,0,6,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,16,5,2,2,8,0,0,3,5,7,0,3,9,7,26,5,30,30,7,35,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,2,16,133,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545410966004599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857089421421767,0.0,0.09963687492742887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817220240705162,0.0,0.10015017088237482,0.0,0.23818796657294425,0.0,0.11082868668248387,0.0,0.0,0.11519089445738168,0.14219353058457787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074830116770434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26855323017239296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602542699838862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263422629915242,0.0930468732510272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078611522703526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041425138958224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366868598946022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363100444746173,0.13053945297479558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324072875802775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125607104238962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825721129938169,0.19811399822948508,0.13858959370090576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433334847185305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473846461248883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343812000873686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357585042247278,0.1303977130849142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080630817297666,0.1288153850911581,0.0,0.18437580452601215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275413262478192,0.13537416191243146,0.09792784055376792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652882251573296,0.08345557479839444,0.0,0.10339978060535167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685526738969784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248964330282042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676443548283602,0.20894895953558607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977503122759794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322698627664608,0.0,0.0,0.1424021846358139,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jfred82,2020/01/08,Saw a Therapist for the first time Yesterday I saw a Therapist for the first time to deal with some anxiety issues I have been dealing with in the last 6 months. After meeting with him it feels kind of pointless and not helpful. We talked about breathing exercise and how anxiety works and what we can try to do to deal with it. But all methods seem self explanatory like taking deep breathes. I am going to see him again next week but not sure what I will do after that. Any advice for me?,4.5124553571428585,5.867436406250004,4.877321428571428,84.52125000000002,70.35416666666666,8.402380952380952,28.29761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.097611904761905,389,14,77,7,7,123,66,96,0.07400000000000001,0.9079999999999999,0.019,-0.4694,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,0,7,3,2,1,2,19,14,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,9,3,16,10,2,15,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,2,13,55,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648698156001102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473440045129195,0.0,0.2581384597967365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218242537762688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530916893400932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870238269957815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588664079227467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308848846415835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609833304255046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569440801003525,0.0,0.13752813782859338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242736183441499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466953793376718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943409331779603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344468412766785,0.15359503242654216,0.1760102450958403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901523784505164,0.0,0.12685535325240838,0.13560958054446914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917904839500315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967622880575774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454882131783127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353358448614851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282911473358482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tomatoetomaatoe,2020/01/08,"Anxiety in my sleep I have been having the worst anxiety in my sleep. Before if was only uncomfortable feelings before but now I feel as time progresses it only get worse and worse. I feel like my mind and subconscious has developed horrifying, fear-provoking nightmares that only increase my anxiety. It’s as if my body doesn’t understand why I gets anxious in my sleep so it creates a scenario or a situation that makes anxiety “reasonable.” Does anyone understand this?",5.295357142857141,8.190680440476196,6.48595238095238,67.2632142857143,71.97619047619048,10.866666666666667,34.3095238095238,10.686352973137794,4.9747666666666674,383,20,57,14,8,128,55,84,0.275,0.631,0.094,-0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,4,4,2,0,14,14,9,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,10,1,5,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367817917035728,0.16125518468310834,0.0,0.09980688796585016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429218719303844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855158205072906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249124369091009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062179960708856,0.21652038029365994,0.10197324043081477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915116022930466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973538700080527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952798303260744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441263644094693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256798267631568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676014201851265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604453565187944,0.4285282296088324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323264265343856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29719403660937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288003399081207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909278128544012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fortheloveofcoffee1,2020/01/08,"Does anyone else get a choking feeling? Hello!!! 


For some reason, I always feel like I’m going to choke on food. I had bad acid reflux early last year that has been treated. But I am still scared to swallow big pills and eat sometimes. It’s insane. I don’t know if it’s ptsd or what. I never actually choked on something but I’m always afraid that I will.
So sometimes I just get anxiety when eating. It’s crazy.

Is anyone else like this?",0.09217804667243,2.4719420898876443,2.0620224719101152,92.47267070008644,94.3932584269663,3.6373379429559214,16.958513396715645,5.369823440869387,-0.4823455488331896,342,9,68,2,13,113,66,89,0.188,0.721,0.09,-0.8252,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,1,1,12,15,7,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,7,3,5,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,8,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.16538912663375452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28204373986737924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965259405370289,0.0,0.0,0.2370102815637848,0.3473068746485989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150965721743128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483140715336917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34684299659618845,0.2831594593336818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138949473192294,0.12107734706019728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493724484863787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709378181197338,0.0,0.09632002703977692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931423920595984,0.13814973436265726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559983028100791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307142890769254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981143614894444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742548199381303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968016883752604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304748474255477,0.33524232555988515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353478425538648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914028558615868
anxiety,DarkKitarist,2020/01/08,"Lost the love of my life, Hi, 

I'm sorry if what i write doesn't make sense. I'm drunk, high and dangerously apathetic towards everything happening right. 

So the the my story begins over two decades ago, with a family full off hate, distrust, suicide attempts, loss, hunger, mental health issues, drugs, alcohol, blood and hope. And the hope part is what I lost over 30 days ago. I don't want up votes, don't want anything anymore, because the only thing I deserve now, WANT now is to just continue to feel nothing or just end everything, but even with my apathy I still can't pull the trigge on the gun i had since I was 12, and the bullet with my name etched on it.

At the start of December I sent an email to my gf (29y) with the hope of changing our relationship, hoping that she would give me a bit more, that she would move into the apartment I bought for us. But no... What I got after sending 9 pages of text of pleads, hope and a spark of what the future could be, was ""I don't feel anything towards you anymore, I think we should stop seeing eachother..."".

I went through suicide attempts of my father, I was literally covered in blood, I saw my father die in front of me with the weight of his death looming over me for years, becasue it was my fault, I slept on the streets, because my remaining family disowned me, went through working 2-3 jobs while working on my diploma and master's degree, I went through drugs, not sleeping for 3 days straight and hallucinating, not knowing how the fuck I actually got into class. I went through psychological breakdowns which ended up with me in an sanatorium,  and yet through out everything she was at my side... I know I hurt her, but I gave her everything, every payvheck I bought her a gift, took her to ever concert of ever Band her group she missed because her parents didn't allow her to visit when she was younger, I was sick, and having a massivr panic attack and yet I waited for Benji Madden for 3 hours so she could take a picture with her hero after being at a concert in Vienna. I gave her everything, I changed for thd better for her, I gave up sex for 4 and a half years, because she also has psychological problems,  and I was ready to give up physical contact for ever for her. And yet she left me. 

It hurt so much. So damn much... I can't describe it with words... After all the sadness subsided I did over 20k€ of damage in my apartment... I destroyed everything in my apartment. My guitars, my Jackson King Kelly Custom, my Gibson Flying V, my Yamaha el-acoustic she made custom for me, my PCs I destroyed everything... And now I feel nothing, Like when my father died in front of me, I went totally apathetic,  and once my apathy lets go I hope I can end it all because I have nothing to live for. She was everything, now I have nothing again, I'm alone again. 

I'm 30 now, when I was with her I thought that life made sense, I thought I had a reason to live, to make her happy, to be a better person bevause of her, now I have nothing. 

She was the best person I knew... She made me a better person, she gave me a reason to live. Now all I habe is looming depression,  anxiety and a bullet in my brain. 

I deserve this, I deserve to die alone, not loved by anyone. Hated and forgotten by the people who should have loved me. The only explanation is that I am a really bad person who deserves nothing but negativity. I deserve to die so can someone please tell me why I cant fucking pull this fucking trigger. PLEASE!",4.992066418208439,5.5887076925329415,5.909251630507121,80.34385348728873,68.70717423133236,8.434566750964995,31.188905896446162,8.438071523408619,2.310546412884334,2706,107,526,38,44,894,292,683,0.213,0.685,0.10099999999999999,-0.9979,2,2,3,1,0,2,112.0,3,1,0,14,29,40,11,1,35,0,45,22,5,10,7,88,109,34,7,17,11,4,4,1,1,4,7,2,0,4,19,30,4,2,11,5,2,15,13,24,0,2,40,8,116,16,86,59,12,92,0,9,2,7,64,39,4,8,39,371,135,4,0.0,0.0,0.0509690182347953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925976189633653,0.055818065243300345,0.0,0.10818921041029926,0.0,0.0417683715448746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995586387698479,0.0,0.1035963981254228,0.03652048235797701,0.0,0.08596180171089741,0.0,0.0,0.05941924969085305,0.0,0.0,0.043609930386093794,0.15919484254626498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481224063488898,0.1385797688504249,0.0570217136613668,0.0,0.0,0.05830603643779232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050498629043268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340292865219721,0.0,0.0,0.06736815407028046,0.0,0.044985686458280584,0.0,0.21682628421885752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114060846611295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878102935852368,0.0,0.0,0.03449747147941591,0.14173527728868496,0.04400609025961292,0.0,0.3755281837060213,0.0,0.098475731378733,0.0,0.07922728470767147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448575861893173,0.0,0.10020769304268848,0.02968355486535602,0.0,0.0835463234463416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618688220811328,0.055599885303135234,0.0,0.10313277028464528,0.0,0.05551812658902114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055183941124542994,0.0,0.3112574926926085,0.05143610223498672,0.0,0.11182674956544217,0.0,0.0,0.054514627766451336,0.051830289506812434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740856579805196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056748128546512615,0.05340878966418781,0.07378329220514372,0.02551697605841602,0.0,0.13836033750995036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403059191024173,0.0,0.14141904375309228,0.148264077509739,0.06972796033245808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263563024650654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551230318195671,0.07679022855491173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30069698964353314,0.0,0.0,0.055623324520776826,0.0,0.07944665015987347,0.0,0.06128073858901774,0.057995316493933725,0.056560080679755036,0.0,0.03620975713767879,0.18242114507203386,0.0,0.11466587436169175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997712727634361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033459923021961845,0.10740243056722057,0.0,0.05607555323502314,0.0,0.04460419806911466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162060696396437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320525718893552,0.0,0.05226779423172776,0.0,0.04425437245860677,0.0,0.0,0.0584672920360048,0.03696871541392994,0.0,0.041711004801691744,0.043666680819963735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426244799302328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03927051575818016,0.0,0.045651387069038936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03469934054427713,0.0334669226513668,0.0,0.08292968967135257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802953433731167,0.0,0.0,0.05102119326126449,0.0,0.06282634845951564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241995316429122,0.0,0.0,0.06360215962945617,0.0,0.2420890107188745,0.04712951818441058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604823229037808,0.0,0.0,0.07420549245268833,0.0,0.0,0.06726891083366268
anxiety,tasteonmytongue,2020/01/08,"Do you ever feel like your anxiety is going to kill you? Like, you’re going to have a heart attack or aneurysm because there is so much tension in your body you feel like you might explode. Or you wake up in the middle of the night and you cant breathe but you need to throw up, but you haven’t even had a bad dream?

Not sure where to go from here",0.9459428571428604,2.683578146666669,1.9619047619047656,100.08000000000004,80.86666666666667,4.819047619047621,18.714285714285715,5.288315135182226,-0.6655714285714289,271,6,66,1,7,85,51,75,0.187,0.72,0.09300000000000001,-0.8335,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,10,0,0,6,8,2,1,4,0,8,4,4,0,2,12,14,6,1,1,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,2,10,4,10,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,5,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703427820396266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533205221193417,0.0,0.0,0.18592106754074408,0.13573823581530078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733739451881456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707216150371552,0.2014187581314324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251783973786823,0.3181525566957581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796473528009384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638663256462342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463525807067498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263575557578817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236218848701744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368887938169582,0.16510779921143634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896174321714248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986487656700167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IamStereotype,2020/01/08,"I brute forced through a make up work test and feel like an absolute god So my anxiety has kept me from going to school, which has led me to doing online school instead, the only problem is that I still need to make up some work I missed, and that includes tests, and tests can only be done at the school. Somehow i managed to go in and ignore my nausea for long enough to finish a math quiz, i feel like i could climb a mountain without getting anxious right now",6.3554838709677455,5.685316591397855,6.12851612903226,84.2527741935484,65.88172043010752,8.300215053763441,31.50322580645161,6.742157984588678,1.7226619354838713,365,12,74,2,5,114,65,93,0.129,0.779,0.092,-0.5482,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,3,0,17,18,5,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,2,10,2,13,14,2,13,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,6,51,13,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925920180457982,0.20565205539575232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453431880240176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628891908945944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809476684088894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408859775047573,0.26009714392964906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510777196434153,0.0,0.20691371709537792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778699481659034,0.0,0.0,0.161098630473043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302465663751496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497948110620078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768974566880665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741865693210164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546016072540075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526990242670892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537643968940586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547892989589847,0.0,0.2650528633297195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,supertiredyo,2020/01/08,"CBD? Does CBD work for you? 

I’d love to try it but I can’t afford the cost. If I felt like I knew more people who use it regularly I might splurge. 

What is the difference between CBD and Hemp oil?",-1.3068992248062017,0.7185871860465127,1.2003488372093043,99.22129844961245,95.74418604651164,4.7271317829457375,16.468992248062015,6.42735559955562,-0.4599891472868216,151,4,38,2,6,51,35,43,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.7499,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900344473728469,0.0,0.0,0.3266902447520509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584406940286328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823827251384944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369311280866825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960279447667849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588094360497219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534562034790956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32242407413771346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717775769223608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dinowlsaur,2020/01/08,"How do I know when I've reached my therapeutic dosage of sertraline (Zoloft)? Or, cutting through the bs and in anxiety terms, how do I know if I'm taking too much?

I started sertraline for anxiety about 6 months ago, and have since steadily increased it to 75 mg a day. Every time I increase it, I feel much better for a couple to a few (1-6 usually) weeks, and then it feels like I slide back a couple steps. It's always an improvement from a couple months prior, but it still isn't optimal. 

And so my first thought is ""maybe I need to increase it"". But I'm scared that it's become my go-to solution, and I'm also scared that I'll take too much.... ya dig? I'm just wondering if anyone has any advice in this field",4.422897897897896,4.409682040540545,5.732792792792793,83.25064564564569,69.81081081081078,9.280480480480481,29.28228228228228,9.150863307647796,2.19565975975976,554,19,120,10,9,187,93,148,0.102,0.7809999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.2156,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,11,5,1,2,7,0,6,1,0,2,0,20,20,16,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,6,0,0,5,1,3,0,1,1,2,11,2,11,19,8,22,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,16,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377206693043654,0.1304203561729247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765844423711995,0.12242252751878915,0.0,0.0,0.10005228574353807,0.0,0.2251054857077878,0.0,0.0,0.10287552466373423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313257705350176,0.0,0.0,0.1624916423809219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012302054249378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883839794863881,0.0,0.09488557855936393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396193400409668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878497317555212,0.10510848323986036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514725244054908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361640053725171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171572622663066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718794531274341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781014756570415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348728025300417,0.0,0.32446867654429057,0.10909376637687017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946021797707322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217060458833854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413816436139182,0.0,0.11749684632213794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212443347729109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168034317224396,0.08579169190258057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620410306504987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118017443488301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955435969407844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,free4romall,2020/01/08,"Relationship anxiety sucks... I feel like my mind is congested with worries and insecurities that it’s harder to differentiate everything from intuition. 
I’m in a great relationship with an understanding, supportive man. He does have a past I’m not proud of and often times I get triggered. My previous relationship, I was with an abusive narcissist who always threatened to discard me along with lying to meet up with other women. Growing up, my mother made me feel inadequate and always threatened to kick me out the house. I don’t identify as a victim but I feel my past has led me to be on constant guard of being replaced. I can’t get a break from wondering if my current partner will leave me and I hate to question everything.
Last month I found out his female coworker, a direct report of his gave him a ride back home to our place. This really triggered me as I felt like this was the beginning to something. In addition, he has told me that he had simultaneous affairs with two of his direct reports as a manager in the past. He was single at that time but that doesn’t matter to me, I still feel insecure about it. I will admit that I’m not innocent either... I have a past I’m not proud of where I had affairs with married men and cheated on multiple partners. I often feel suicidal about this and will get told that I deserve this anxiety. I told my partner about my anxiety about his work because of his past, he told me that there’s nothing to worry about. I trust him but there’s always a bit of doubt within me I’m constantly working on. A few days later, I see a car that’s the same color and model as his coworker’s car parked right outside our place which triggers me again. My partner usually takes a lyft/uber, bikes, or takes the train. My anxious mind spirals out of control again until the evening when he came back home. He walked home alone and 20 minutes later the parked car is gone. I ask him the next day if his coworker parked her car out in front and he says he doesn’t know and asked where this was coming from. He told me that he would never take a ride from that coworker again because it upset me. I’m grateful of how understanding he is but in my mind I still feel like I’m being toyed with.",4.668077772867875,5.866160817351599,5.680596553247899,79.50088157313301,69.82191780821917,8.847959935189277,29.88245691559876,9.19923166143015,2.553401590808661,1770,69,338,35,31,585,195,438,0.142,0.794,0.064,-0.9839,2,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,0,5,21,16,4,4,23,0,24,1,0,7,1,69,67,24,1,3,11,1,7,3,4,4,1,1,3,7,21,26,0,2,14,2,0,13,8,8,0,1,17,10,56,8,58,43,5,64,0,0,2,0,51,21,1,8,32,224,77,5,0.0,0.08972553031095762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843157369103225,0.0,0.0,0.1890357791583316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379559034612888,0.08555130746657333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415912833307569,0.0,0.0,0.11646061818274635,0.0,0.09232641204828344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267557772276117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866128831773755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523313630621738,0.0,0.16367055610333395,0.08493561226543338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767684449038212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627025554192209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001775992690892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611924101164552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22974271076845135,0.10820047817505346,0.07271094491336898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303205930736021,0.0,0.0,0.11869457214211995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834906045666411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476591650742302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278846683545276,0.0,0.0,0.08738017190716889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04161823662276908,0.06172858788508285,0.0,0.08018522636347522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099091566569604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165585105845271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293916739458269,0.0,0.06044552437806443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058406254042730636,0.0,0.0805377966562191,0.0,0.0,0.07266324744848185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614556644333972,0.0,0.0,0.15823969593685674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483291188266151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851342214700997,0.0,0.0,0.2439112293622637,0.0,0.06467146648949257,0.0,0.06022210178339146,0.0,0.0,0.06034556846805315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829926581659611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095327193623565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283435636414824,0.08593546056686703,0.0,0.0,0.17081453902242394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831544135331786,0.0,0.0,0.3618076876009633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397544475829389,0.15767144760749882,0.0,0.0,0.08340391022650318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212399932751945,0.11026205870872532,0.15381132003080786,0.0,0.053795138420090635,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3698642,2020/01/08,"Advice please. Missed work today, not sure I can cope tomorrow either. I haven't been to work for the last 2 days. Coming back to work after Christmas just really set off my anxiety. I sent my boss a message saying I'm ill and can't work each morning. Which is true, but I just feel so bad about it. It feels like because it's 'just' anxiety/depression it isn't really a good reason to take a sick day. But then I spent 16hrs in bed and still felt tired and like I couldn't get up so I really don't think I would have managed if I had gone in. 

No one at work is aware of my mental health issues so I worry they are just going to think I'm skiving. I don't know if I'm going to be able to cope tomorrow either but after a few days you have to get a sick note which I don't want to do so I need to be back at work. Not sure what to do. Thinking of asking if I can work from home instead of going in. That way I am working but the stress isn't so bad. 

I really need advice for talking to my boss about my anxiety so that he can be understanding and maybe I can get some adjustments made that will help me.",1.0373898439043645,2.5055012946058106,3.231772377000592,92.33272475795296,79.62240663900414,6.58217743528947,18.94507014424027,7.447530270364453,0.2351883422248564,856,18,202,12,21,293,121,241,0.21,0.736,0.054000000000000006,-0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,8,16,10,0,1,7,0,27,5,0,4,3,43,55,18,0,8,15,0,3,2,0,2,5,1,2,0,10,6,0,0,10,0,1,6,11,4,0,1,7,4,25,6,28,42,5,28,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,4,15,132,35,11,0.10096833973743533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973301860555433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448100707327825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943917679305222,0.0,0.0,0.1552768417088431,0.16860869246078028,0.061549362749693165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697528433601036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534867868492045,0.0,0.0869638830654955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210525266081867,0.072131802082852,0.09694544009801817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825537059480674,0.0,0.17214790286726048,0.08468745296132846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073246236484694,0.0,0.0,0.06767694980474527,0.0,0.10127947721186692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538471428767184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554895589694911,0.08230267295079875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865606137574784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553868437188316,0.0,0.0,0.10143626833350816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175233844838404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973348910024184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684187600872571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083291680833557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587316155116053,0.10381226950332016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029407633162365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806334465404373,0.0,0.1156588920328216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903229305826284,0.0,0.07591562581763052,0.08115452686821711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940893055426336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604825348538406,0.09570618015300277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511160250642074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955374277661728,0.08014396839420877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880492308478027,0.10253825012320893,0.0,0.07172501162628413,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CountVP,2020/01/08,"Had an Panic attack AFTER taking kinopin, which must 100% be caused by the medication. How in the bloody hell is this possible? So i take Rivotril/Clonazepan/Kinopin every day because i have panic disorder.

Today like any other day i took it, and was kinda feeling good prior. 

Less than a minute after taking it i get chest pains, dizziness, spasms. A head rush unlike anything ive ever experienced. Complete and utter fear overtook me.

What gives? How is it possible that a medication created to nullify anxiety causes super duper anxiety ? Im baffled...",4.713061224489799,7.699413775510209,5.932000000000002,69.98800000000001,74.51020408163265,8.001632653061224,31.228571428571428,8.841846274778883,3.4485600000000005,442,21,62,10,10,147,77,98,0.262,0.631,0.107,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,3,6,0,8,5,2,4,2,10,15,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,2,6,3,6,10,1,10,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,8,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269200698665187,0.0,0.23104453775590825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426839776326044,0.0,0.0,0.17179572341237587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205432004290336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102578217455504,0.0,0.0,0.15833115606120907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477796881776932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307059114926432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365972285723856,0.12723247348349298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992828065931642,0.0763552146325623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788965142904221,0.14486259257161302,0.0,0.12666005869507266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497986959832194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311675892713906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377587876082993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042534607179717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068533179973346,0.35435549495892193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34048226559610584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406222746948731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431398627751382,0.0,0.1677777131591148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DangeDanB,2020/01/08,"My anxiety poem. Where do I begin 
Here's my brain come on in.
Things get kind of messy in here
Throw your logic in the bin. 
Make sure you have a flash light 
I see your getting scared. 
Didn't realise how dark it was
You thought you were prepared. 
I've always been so well composed 
Always in control 
But now I'm on a constant spiral
Down the rabbit hole 
Have you ever been afraid to lose
Everything you hold so dearly 
To you this shits all in my head 
To me its happening clearly
My will to live my sanity
Seem to be slipping away
I'm getting kinda use to this
I take it day by day 
Mind is always racing
Muscles always tense
Don't you dare relax
Keep up that defense
Sometimes I'm able to rationalise 
I see my fears are unfounded
Thank god I've got my lovely girl
And son to keep me grounded 
I used to dream of fancy things 
The money cars and wealth
Now my biggest fantasy
Is simply to regain health
I used to love the ganja
The best way to relax 
But now the slightest puff
Causes major panic attacks
My firm grip with reality 
Seems to be slipping away 
I don't feel real is this a dream? 
I hope this feeling doesn't stay
But people Do not understand 
Because it's too hard to explain
Maybe I am dying 
Or I have a fucked up brain
Doctor what is wrong with me
I need to know the answer 
Vitamin deficiencies? 
Lyme disease or cancer? 
What's this feeling in my brain? 
Why do my muscles jerk? 
Please just run the blood tests
I can't afford this time off work 
I walk on out the office
Did I give him enough detail? 
Is he not taking me serious? 
Does he think my problem ain't real? 
Lie down in bed at night
Ears pick up distant noises
Am I going crazy
I think I'm hearing voices? 
I try to find some respite
Fall asleep so I can't be scared
But damn I keep on waking
Having crazy ass nightmares 
So many crazy twist and turns
So many crazy thoughts
No matter what you try
A cure cannot be bought
Sometimes it feels the only way out
Is committing suicide
Why would I do that? I love my life
The thought leaves me petried
That's not the only thought I have
That really isn't me 
Imagine hurting loved ones 
Intrusive OCD
I've tried exercise and diet
Get deep in meditation
Keep attending therapy
Take the medication
Sometimes I start to feel
Like I'm regaining my life
Then pow straight outta nowhere
Anxietys like a knife
But if your reading this
Just know your not alone
Just know that we're not crazy
We're fighters to the bone
So whatever helps you, keep on fighting 
Don't slip down the slope
Well be ourselves again some day
Just don't you dare lose hope.",1.2328054552248129,3.734573843629345,2.4753369037240027,92.19653755137631,85.66023166023166,5.1179972599327455,20.90310125793997,6.6085693004685675,0.4014464067754395,2033,65,413,23,62,650,269,518,0.149,0.7120000000000001,0.139,-0.9021,1,1,0,0,3,1,17.0,0,14,0,5,22,36,7,5,21,0,41,25,11,8,5,80,101,20,2,6,17,1,7,2,0,2,8,3,1,1,22,9,1,8,22,7,3,8,17,18,2,1,12,13,58,18,48,82,6,55,0,3,2,6,28,30,4,10,16,237,80,4,0.06885080023051238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130866472389155,0.0,0.0,0.22915752525758376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534134744682906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832772488645277,0.12937518649263224,0.0,0.0,0.04197080877049693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225466708511033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058079015201324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072873766252588,0.0,0.0593088679320971,0.0,0.07440325535429096,0.07722202696089403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320921079227455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145626049978934,0.0,0.0,0.07047171149413725,0.06025179925907648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114128161714323,0.0,0.0,0.06227949059120155,0.0,0.0,0.06187865972195738,0.0,0.0,0.07747629192119945,0.17406516665811692,0.04918702544171842,0.0,0.0,0.06292838407327266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365145536609446,0.14388680563383785,0.06604796133400256,0.039129496438314135,0.0,0.055066274584640376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088453526058249,0.0,0.06167679333115472,0.0,0.0706607844928531,0.07318518103646685,0.07759985578353007,0.0,0.04614924008193154,0.0,0.0,0.1367687597499613,0.0,0.0,0.07370620565288442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30598877374029393,0.0,0.07169751339348486,0.11351579760812396,0.0,0.0,0.07290305617336072,0.0,0.0,0.09726271272575343,0.06727404640875123,0.0,0.06079651800867743,0.0,0.0,0.1540528682106105,0.0,0.0,0.24856214129100385,0.0,0.04595844378909271,0.13960780974666184,0.06916988300808538,0.0,0.0,0.06935993776068489,0.0,0.0,0.06951968107594543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105199596560296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461181193521713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046655084108910484,0.10472827222237333,0.0,0.08078157933687467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773247575561326,0.0,0.0,0.07557750314583457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588091731692275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886943223486854,0.15673456804155406,0.044107585653165284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786332429991174,0.0,0.10973034728112464,0.12535836534929154,0.0,0.0,0.07067435702403578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428560581514016,0.0,0.048732950776280634,0.07338579215525791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531160051510959,0.0,0.06489106440150658,0.0,0.15530169955660125,0.0,0.0,0.06338856645551309,0.07873689047032972,0.0,0.0914828246413172,0.08823362542849435,0.0,0.21863937869604405,0.04014745529788034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023552161388106,0.0748898996458074,0.0,0.07167611119384765,0.0,0.17839495580270592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930112096404623,0.0,0.0,0.123810276111859,0.0,0.12425427630224213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050124202576886094,0.0,0.0,0.048909633057792265,0.07527754167237143,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hanabi141,2020/01/08,"Highschool making me very anxious Since i started Highschool i started to have anxiety from people in my class or other people in the Highschool. Even if they did anything to me, their looks on me make me anxious. I have friends in this highschool but my middleschool friends miss me so much but they just forgot me. 

Exams making me anxious too, even empty. I have important exams next week and i didn't start to revise anything, i don't have the motivation for revise or starting to work outside school.

The pressure on me came from other things. For exemple, yesterday my mom registered me for my drive license and she want me do have it this month, but i can't, i don't feel ready to drive, i don't have the motivation for it, i don't have anything to have this license.

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I also have the feeling that everyday since 3 months are the same. Same jokes at school, same peoples to talks with, same class, etc..

If you have any tips for me, it will really help me.

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I apologise for my English, it's not my mothertongue. I hope you can understand my feelings.

Thanks you",4.652373188405797,6.397433111111116,4.846929347826087,83.35561141304348,70.54589371980677,7.493840579710145,30.811896135265695,8.07648339933343,2.2322562801932366,862,37,158,12,16,270,101,207,0.105,0.768,0.127,0.7828,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,3,3,6,7,0,1,6,0,21,0,0,5,0,29,39,11,0,4,9,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,6,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,4,4,39,5,22,34,6,19,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,5,10,121,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886854089869145,0.0,0.2403167362685309,0.2695073845342283,0.07541471365505205,0.0,0.08483697109303995,0.3758508720303447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737797977277787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268382238888178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368102867859518,0.1464946922280402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822068678626184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135965473275067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433285868633416,0.0,0.0,0.11014713214291301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312672402621112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207662584823284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988286366820484,0.17703608684728794,0.0,0.08152308282206255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794170461770255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306489577374447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104435361300297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447019915518135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834726019935417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139778281930689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913593172942492,0.0,0.1021003454076756,0.0,0.0,0.07367596805729575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544914358501515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091502792748084,0.06541074854626787,0.0,0.08895600576068131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073535469485714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695073845342283,0.0
anxiety,wagalow,2020/01/08,"I’m sorry to the void I feel so fucking dumb and insecure!
I want to talk but I want to prove to myself that I can do it alone, plus I don’t even know if I want to explain my dumb fricking intrusive thoughts again.
I hate feeling this way, I know we all do. It’s just so hard to deal with when everyday you just get punched in the face over and over.
People say that it never really goes away you just learn to deal with it better. I dread l living for the rest of my life with this. 
My insecurities are seeping back in.. it just makes it even more difficult. 
But I know I’ve got to fight this. I just feel as though at this point I’m in a war with my hands tied behind my back.",0.2593877551020398,2.139554666666669,2.119074829931975,97.32473469387756,83.96598639455782,5.552653061224492,17.963265306122448,6.742157984588678,-0.25746040816326504,524,12,129,6,15,173,86,147,0.253,0.688,0.059000000000000004,-0.9878,0,1,0,0,1,0,13.0,1,2,0,1,14,11,6,3,4,0,5,4,2,1,3,32,23,11,1,4,8,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,2,6,20,1,24,21,3,15,0,0,0,1,9,8,3,1,6,88,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840830342924365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669907646141511,0.2733392046308525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571948764255097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664802850041203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347886337746349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26960912113932073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431597879849927,0.09286080407718167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215336876620568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921839661123954,0.17547954381941788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930405799174692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554165297721173,0.0,0.0,0.1569459693683258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864153980182493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708255438294314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322119626564125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680199232228837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386355688732767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134444466746932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989632142435006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285912556069394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462674828519895,0.14110417156884475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145035506429395,0.14108020446416394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laloo_00,2020/01/08,"I still have anxiety and I have trouble sleeping I know this is a long post but I'm looking for some advice on what to do for getting better sleep, getting out of brain fog, and feeling confident at work. 

I work a corporate job so I'm expected to be ""100%"" focused all of the time. I've been struggling with anxiety for a long time but it's getting to the point where it feels like it's preventing me from being a careered adult. I have good days and bad days. A good day is usually when I happened to get a good night of sleep which is rare. A bad day is usually me waking up from a night of light sleep (I can't remember the last time I easily fell into a deep sleep the whole night) and I go to work and just feel disassociated or really out of it. I don't feel normal until later in the day around 1 or 2pm. The strange thing is that I actually feel the most productive and ""aware"" on mondays, which is when most people actually feel the least productive I think. Tuesday is the worst day for me for some reason I don't know why. 

Below is my current daily routine (I added any supplements and activities I take) to try and combat any anxiety attacks, improve my sleep, and keep a clear mind:

**Morning** (meditation, stretching, oatmeal, nutritional shake) : 

\- wake up, shower, meditate for 10-15 minutes, 10 min of stretching, have breakfast (oatmeal with fruit), drink a nutritional shake. No Caffeine. 

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**Work day** (4/4/4 breathing technique throughout the day, occasional tea with caffeine but usually no caffeine)

\- I try to maintain mindfulness and perform any breathing techniques to calm myself down for a meeting when I need to perform well. On some days I will find myself frequently visiting the bathroom to relax and breath in the stall. Some days when I experience ""brain fog"" I will drink some caffeine but I only will drink tea. 

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**After work**

\- I go to the gym 3 days a week but I'm thinking of just going every day to expel any energy and hopefully improve my sleep. 

Evening/Bed time (chamomile tea, magensium glycinate, occasional melatonin but I'm no longer taking it)

\- I'll drink some chamomile tea and on a very rare occasion I'll have a sleep aid like a melatonin. However, I'm done taking a melatonin pill because every time it makes me depressed and groggy the next day.   


**These are what I believe triggers my anxiety:**

\- brain fog - a sense of disassociation and not being able to compile my thoughts properly or on the spot. It's as if my thoughts become scattered and I can't put the sentences together. I feel I'm not able to speak for a long period of time without running out of steam and getting nervous. 

\- everything mostly builds off of the brain fog but I become susceptible to an anxiety attack when I'm put on the spot and asked questions.   
\- telling a story - i have a fear of forgetting what i'm going to say when i'm about to tell a story. This usually stems from getting anxious with everyone watching and listening 

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Other than that I combat a lot of this by being very task oriented and basically operating with a script for certain situations. I also saw a therapist for over a month and it did help a bit but it didn't make any of my issues go a way. 

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Should I see a psychiatrist instead?",2.9059529054682542,5.570786956381261,4.2903443971214585,81.00761430949234,79.27463651050081,7.241014343760709,28.9264453909042,8.296473431620573,2.4758958535271938,2582,121,462,54,66,851,276,619,0.12,0.775,0.105,-0.716,4,0,4,0,0,0,116.0,0,0,0,8,16,23,2,5,48,0,32,28,17,4,3,91,79,43,0,6,17,0,7,2,0,4,1,3,1,1,22,31,10,2,17,6,0,12,11,12,1,0,7,16,43,11,76,64,15,88,0,1,4,0,11,25,0,16,51,287,65,8,0.0937978545428156,0.0,0.09153317553060407,0.0,0.0,0.045829088941833136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037505055194829086,0.0,0.20325987241762206,0.227949319912629,0.15946439388650122,0.0,0.17938775497309026,0.05298243856777923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041749988421541116,0.043844166108951525,0.10670860064039232,0.0,0.0,0.07831729060424936,0.02858915076454518,0.10359236101937566,0.0,0.0528390309181468,0.0,0.04147828997066099,0.05120148186470845,0.0,0.0,0.20941885296549997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931970671019089,0.0,0.040393977337192216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047993885558408785,0.0,0.18377237647157046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790287379206164,0.044813934817204734,0.042149731771253716,0.04587615007001699,0.0,0.05277433185824357,0.1659945474846263,0.033504603013542494,0.0,0.0,0.042864769880361184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701652290482753,0.0,0.13326870577272076,0.11800978527217085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147256650002008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031435362363066294,0.0,0.0,0.0465812168851995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489502953475142,0.04653994869367865,0.04168592143437026,0.0,0.0,0.05154884783091633,0.038228885242636734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045824893816980065,0.0,0.0,0.1245122244360656,0.03938328711132194,0.0,0.0,0.03987179084464069,0.0,0.0,0.0626107962596066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947090943255974,0.0,0.03743427630617222,0.0,0.0,0.034774960317599204,0.0,0.0,0.049877541209871784,0.13203439867126193,0.04595099114087335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566874753650726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03251381104434381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433464534443316,0.0,0.044916208265108136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429275095679264,0.0525375318677052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03004465372573048,0.048219908240314184,0.0,0.0,0.053127342199022064,0.0,0.0,0.037295909351330064,0.0,0.0,0.037372373010728974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271635924108633,0.3754623769263934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03745354390076034,0.0,0.0,0.04902894163289355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578646999375428,0.0,0.08198345917821215,0.0,0.0,0.054453269296608105,0.03115756334764216,0.0601018777996678,0.0,0.074465019184972,0.16408284985884244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368258618169441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661017023567294,0.077393053303825,0.0,0.037226185502666334,0.03761949055743947,0.0,0.04216776795173484,0.0,0.04231898720094874,0.052360977441277774,0.0,0.04520889229751463,0.0,0.17071488808556426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227949319912629,0.0
anxiety,shelbidanielle11,2020/01/08,"Medical/Dental Anxiety--Please help!! I've never posted on Reddit before, but I desperately need advice and don't know where else to turn. Sorry if this story is too long.

A bit of background: I have been diagnosed and am medicated for depression, anxiety, bipolar disorder, and PTSD due to a variety of issues and circumstances. I'm doing very well and my medication works for my daily life. I have a therapist and a psychiatrist that I trust and see regularly.

My current problem: I desperately need to see the dentist, and I am terrified. I have experienced **severe** medical and dental anxiety since I got my kindergarten vaccinations, and it has really only gotten worse. This is largely due to the fact that I pass out when I come into contact with a needle about 95% of the time. The other 5% of the time I begin to hyperventilate and then vomit. Sometimes I still vomit when I regain consciousness as well. With the help of an excellent doctor, I have begun to overcome my fear of blood draws and can now handle them (sort of) with a lot of help (and still lots of vomiting). 

However, I have yet to find a dentist who is helpful and understanding about this problem. The last time I saw the dentist was in 2015 (shameful, I know). It was a new dentist (my childhood dentist was GARBAGE and I refuse to ever go back), a family friend, and he was so condescending about my concerns that I left and never scheduled another appointment. He told me at the time that I needed to get a special x-ray so I could see an oral surgeon and get my wisdom teeth removed. He also said I had a tiny hole in one back molar that he could likely fill without even needing novacaine, but that he'd decide when he got in there. When I told him that last time I'd had Novacaine I passed out *with the needle still in my gums* he said, ""Nah, you'll be fine."" Again, left and never going back.

Obviously, that was almost 5 years ago now, and I haven't had so much as a cleaning since then. I had to go to the orthodontist a year or two ago to fix a broken permanent retainer and she laughed at me because the tool they use to scrape off the glue so they can reapply hurt me like hell and made me so anxious I almost passed out. Now my retainer is broken AGAIN. One of my wisdom teeth is partially erupted and is starting to cause quite a bit of pain. My teeth are growing more sensitive. And I've seen small spots on a few that I'm sure are cavaties. And I am literally terrified about going to the dentist. I made 3 appointments last summer and cancelled them all. The thought of even calling and making an appointment makes my heart rate rise and I start seeing black. I'm scared of the needles, of passing out, of vomiting and having to continue a procedure, of the pain, of getting an IV, of using gas and it not working well enough, of having to go through multiple appointments to take care of these different issues.

Based on Reddit advice I've looked into sedation dentistry and I did see someone in my area who looks like she might be helpful. But I think that would only be for cleaning and cavaties...I haven't found anyone who could help with the wisdom teeth or retainer all in one go. I know that's a lot to ask for because they all have different specialties, but I desperately just want to go through this once without having to remember it. 

Does anyone have advice or a potential solution to this? Experience with oral sedation vs. general anesthesia vs. nitrous oxide? Or anyone who passes out from needles and has made it through major dental procedures anyway? Is it possible to take some sort of anxiety medication before general anesthesia so I don't have to worry about the IV needle...cuz that scares me too. 

I'm honestly looking for anyone who's felt these feelings and can help me through this. The fact that I even started looking into options today feels terrifying but like a huge victory. I know y'all aren't doctors/dentists so you can't offer medical advice, but any and all relevant experiences are much appreciated.",5.326535151339328,6.661402759791121,6.363632143893247,74.70387776810755,68.39947780678851,9.590523160235957,31.939754375785714,9.861636050157227,3.2907055217096994,3198,136,563,75,54,1066,329,766,0.12300000000000001,0.748,0.128,-0.3308,4,0,0,1,0,0,98.0,0,3,5,4,42,30,1,4,44,0,57,31,6,8,12,129,122,62,0,12,17,0,3,4,1,3,25,2,2,0,33,50,0,4,15,0,0,17,12,11,3,4,26,18,69,19,90,86,16,93,1,2,12,0,40,26,1,15,53,397,102,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219789662601046,0.09624583498024036,0.0,0.10872291146728892,0.0,0.0,0.043413986667322685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03691761035486089,0.05692556073847225,0.12459020623582122,0.06132983592838285,0.0,0.15183735209499344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050751826200654035,0.0,0.0,0.1252320534327883,0.0,0.0661867582209646,0.0,0.0923899506126498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853657804124965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543398073000101,0.0,0.05535009728062068,0.055768592458412695,0.0,0.04676418941133445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003333019454774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675805926553548,0.05510104103732683,0.0,0.11343853035742893,0.06221859748796689,0.05556593102107155,0.047507677201848834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535054580987187,0.0,0.0,0.056093877433609225,0.0,0.10756987008133573,0.04910648265589631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620789955602616,0.05117776838077109,0.06108894195112489,0.05489915223359318,0.0,0.05212486464309109,0.0,0.04961812583441889,0.0,0.0,0.05952384276658587,0.04194267045091001,0.0,0.08508950769583594,0.0,0.2159713163931116,0.0,0.0868379311438198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433138235996204,0.2547160847507681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811628314822196,0.0,0.0,0.11332485493163524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934076517534616,0.1327555689980104,0.0,0.0,0.1179678500736823,0.0,0.03834512509811208,0.10608923617721484,0.0,0.0,0.04804305289429642,0.18235253809753135,0.0,0.0,0.13846080645444556,0.0,0.15410547373950848,0.07247514394858913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27344656710633897,0.0,0.0575908465744719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981565561113398,0.16101505844930214,0.1256104465392898,0.05243155907962352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781480531369895,0.1103605885431213,0.08257673649303275,0.11553223358260332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059591774309264975,0.0,0.061201411788802326,0.05199276888511136,0.0,0.0,0.10389231167009744,0.06345960998416024,0.0,0.0,0.05774182770475564,0.0,0.0,0.03477819695231444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149756916546632,0.0,0.10328038434568937,0.0,0.10870324852294544,0.0,0.21630200184823264,0.0,0.0,0.06132983592838285,0.0,0.08981496717167865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045997932522328484,0.0,0.053692087414234965,0.06077082115108338,0.11527569249598953,0.0,0.13006307926530736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051165671046856834,0.0,0.0816354377480501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303239643174853,0.0,0.03478547235727813,0.0,0.043098501432468496,0.15827845559981624,0.0,0.05145854906572898,0.10374876445629827,0.0,0.0,0.05904960883829389,0.05303135655206643,0.0565155828631653,0.0,0.0937745713702907,0.0,0.04479317477099588,0.03202038979947957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643393319680587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466313073013844,0.0,0.0790444257368484,0.055131962916540975,0.0553239731932561,0.038564542270004325,0.0,0.0,0.06991921135638131
anxiety,graffster44,2020/01/08,"So I have GAD.... (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
I honestly feel so conflicted. I was able to live my whole life care free up until the last few months. Granted I had anxiety/panic episodes occasionally, but those were few and far between. Now anxiety is an everyday battle. Some days I have very little, and then the next day it seems to be the only thing on my mind. 

I feel like this is a life sentence to anxiety an  prison. Is there any hope to get my old life back?",1.5463636363636368,4.142115604395607,3.4561438561438567,85.01840159840161,85.26373626373626,7.7046953046953055,23.657342657342657,8.575989854853784,2.006771428571429,364,14,73,10,11,122,66,91,0.132,0.706,0.162,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,6,0,9,3,0,0,0,11,15,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,9,6,8,11,4,15,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,12,49,13,0,0.1857850488813942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634020408013574,0.0,0.4263751616346774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285723476311712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894202392590189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396319738297639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212925761679874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787700586111614,0.13272487604247604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706502004541513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452647340715686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143961123849556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39367642302470507,0.0907651905181496,0.18620542646274368,0.16405160190215326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758993800611834,0.0,0.14829185352437285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758450717078896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495015639193575,0.0,0.0,0.14129790146923313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913173090316952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342733120669674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532921223114776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742237230948415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justanothergenzer1,2020/01/08,Dose romance make y’all feel uncomfortable and or nervous Like I’m not ace or anything but romance makes me feel incredibly uncomfortable I can barely watch it on tv dose anyone else with anxiety have this problem,9.696153846153843,9.367377205128207,9.261153846153846,63.39634615384618,59.0,11.902564102564106,42.57692307692308,11.20814326018867,5.0154,177,9,28,4,2,57,33,39,0.251,0.568,0.182,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,11,7,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,3,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801192779454877,0.0,0.0,0.25603478828122994,0.3751847452885228,0.3013269579189349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058883004652088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702934126552255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889231304927528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888430384354821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35037552559345564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,davidc5731,2020/01/08,"WHATS WORKED BEST FOR YOU? (m24) Hi guys, so I’m turning 25 pretty soon and as it’s the start of a new decade I’m finally gonna make a serious conscious effort to take big steps in terms of my social anxiety and OCD. I’ve struggled since I was about 17. I’ve tried sertraline, citalopram, propranolol, counselling, private therapy, and CBT twice and I still struggle. I’m currently seeking TMS (Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation) which I have a consultation for in 2 weeks but I’m just wondering if anybody has any tips or advice/insight into things they’ve tried which I maybe don’t know about and what works best?

TSDR; tried everything, seeking advice for social anxiety and OCD",4.666191839656406,7.007843779527563,5.265483178239087,77.87541875447391,71.83464566929132,9.027630637079458,31.23049391553329,9.573946990214177,3.321305511811022,548,25,94,14,11,176,92,127,0.066,0.8390000000000001,0.094,0.8088,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,5,6,5,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,16,15,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,6,2,12,13,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,8,48,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105606657411858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120803779040104,0.0,0.2521672315519703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459279723901044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812579003803222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054762398002566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319352828286154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057843893223033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001580877425167,0.0,0.16557959744844336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918010129187288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676768942145158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633731118125567,0.0,0.0,0.33601785113759125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665745294188418,0.0,0.13162208979483694,0.0,0.0,0.3446024640685351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239209502621022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848120108711805,0.0,0.1094962765499054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356972746951829,0.17927223376765905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322052721448022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787356760302669,0.2399756924306169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crawlerplie,2020/01/08,Some Basic Ideas of how not to be Anxious about the future. My problem is that I stress about things in future. Example will I be able to pass my classes or what will I do If I fail. It's causing me to lose sleep and be worried about stuff that I know is in my power to change. And I will give it everything I have. But it's hard to be at war with your own mind. I'm scheduled to see a counselor next week. But i wanted to hear from people who dead with this everyday.,1.810519801980199,2.9881828613861394,3.3535519801980196,93.5057735148515,76.82178217821783,6.238118811881187,22.525990099009906,6.6274283507984215,0.34283069306930697,363,10,85,3,8,120,68,101,0.223,0.76,0.017,-0.9673,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,4,5,1,1,2,0,11,1,1,2,0,17,17,7,2,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,13,0,17,10,2,10,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,3,6,63,23,2,0.21642557666896547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244499298544733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232868440788814,0.22894956310839984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450935310832265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761513405310006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387480637984195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439273542377253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431813264752925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894183691946016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421248607740503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852813643894645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301710560820799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004224434079805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709004795962604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246316389129435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658187663211112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479147668486052,0.0,0.24775550592040696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378353637151026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765341251269371,0.0,0.17360354301430353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197906786548277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DiegoBarbosa7,2020/01/08,"For the Entrepreneurs.. ## Hey everyone, I’m trying to find out how one could really improve the lives of Entrepreneurs ;)

## I just have 2 simple questions:

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1. ***As someone who is currently self-employed, do you sometimes find yourself held back by fears, doubts or anxieties? If so, what are the*** ***2 biggest issues*** ***you’re dealing with?***
2. ***Regarding fears, doubts or anxieties, what would you wish for more than anything else?***

​

## Thanks so much -

## please DM me if you’d prefer, looking forward to reading your answers!",1.7733699633699622,1.5183077472527486,1.6721208791208788,88.47704578754579,141.85714285714286,3.8506959706959702,27.20915750915751,5.6839178017228535,1.7438216849816852,419,22,64,6,30,124,71,91,0.124,0.743,0.133,0.4383,2,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,4,0,0,5,5,0,4,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,19,12,8,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,1,6,1,10,8,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,7,3,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223234792066619,0.36147527302423454,0.0,0.0,0.22757422652002304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240187444610286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437330652434145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875826934917955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533463230366521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425473514436433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421292182801714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347518829964845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718947246969365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524785405932942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134178455348675,0.0,0.12490569804387645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093423791404118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079133157729056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327389232807502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662492069006613,0.0,0.14878210837044994,0.0,0.09528784216236932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517019594378134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602849250617246,0.0,0.14710949960720374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694151756135245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098595703527684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104579458387706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566194739556913,0.0,0.36147527302423454,0.0
anxiety,Admirable_Fun,2020/01/08,"Who else is extremely afraid of getting the flu? I just keep worrying and reading stories about people suffering. I live in Illinois but right on the border of Missouri in the st louis area. I did get a flu shot this year. I wash my hands very often. I don't touch my face. I try to avoid talking too close to people. I take vitamin D and exercise by walking a d light jogging in the woods.

How is everyone else's thoughts and what do you guys do about it?",1.8169892473118312,3.9069517741935513,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,79.64516129032258,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,1.5559591397849468,357,15,75,6,9,117,68,93,0.136,0.8320000000000001,0.031,-0.8079,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,6,0,6,7,2,1,0,11,11,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,1,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,3,10,0,11,9,0,10,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42535510711302826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327197186977895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266025880643158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520844547085675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22629158425639184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248079269263105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530017597438136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546592271469072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741875194704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914202450457724,0.20463006465896916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211628510574736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728501232638944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006368625118185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585488396328415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639478263416961
anxiety,swagswagdab,2020/01/08,"Talked to a group of people on the phone today! We were all in a connected call on discord, first it was me, my friend and these boys, but then she had to leave so I was left alone with all of them, and it wasn’t as bad as I would have thought! I was extremely nervous in the beginning because I hate calling people, especially if I don’t know them all that well, but it wasn’t awkward at all! I’m so proud of myself honestly, feels like a huge improvement (:

We’re maybe planning on doing it again tomorrow, hope it goes as well that time, kinda excited actually!",3.0822807017543847,4.557519859649126,4.462280701754388,85.63096491228073,74.08771929824562,8.224561403508767,26.701754385964907,8.841846274778883,1.9232175438596493,440,16,93,9,9,146,77,114,0.145,0.584,0.271,0.9649,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,3,5,12,1,2,5,0,11,0,0,0,4,17,18,11,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,8,1,12,8,15,9,4,15,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,3,8,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.201995222119616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438223007457585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728304346452238,0.12618095735058746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227258107982073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466183527895212,0.14787577702878388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606806441523673,0.0,0.0,0.1599222096259027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043626458085918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055906658276468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375789059273678,0.0,0.0,0.21917560540802972,0.22489840353251947,0.0,0.0,0.10112628073385076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795220090978025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870056433980733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637306116734174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432925005842003,0.1206992310388227,0.0,0.19620507665018647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722229718055053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704182510860622,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kevinvenkatesh,2020/01/08,"My anxiety and obsessive thinking come back when things start to go well? Things have started going well in my life. I’ve been doing well at my job, started dating a lot more, starting getting back into the gym, and just started generally being more productive and motivated. 

Why is it that after realizing how well things are going, I start to feel really bad almost immediately. This morning I felt productive and ready to go. Halfway through the day I’m feeling on edge and crazy. I generally suffer from ocd thoughts and fears about developing a more severe mental illness like schizophrenia so this feeling doesn’t help, especially when it feels like it comes out of nowhere. 

It’s almost like my mind feels that things are going well and has to flood my system with adrenaline and “bad” feelings, making me feel so anxious and obsessive. This process doesn’t feel conscious it feels like it’s automatic and I have no control over it. It’s like my mind and body wants to feel bad. 

Can anyone relate or provide insight as to why this happens? I want to break this cycle if I can.",5.633134328358207,7.412038383084577,5.897691542288557,76.64594029850748,68.15422885572139,8.345074626865673,31.80796019900497,8.841846274778883,2.7729924378109456,869,37,149,15,15,277,116,201,0.16,0.684,0.156,-0.7048,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,14,17,0,3,4,0,13,3,1,4,0,48,45,19,0,3,3,0,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,19,16,0,1,17,1,0,7,3,7,5,0,3,11,13,10,20,41,4,28,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,5,18,100,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779587596633386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797683600356579,0.10038529491968937,0.0,0.062132227891819075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366540599905176,0.2225804774319995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870223618188573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530881951557442,0.0,0.0,0.09966284255540234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730665685514383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999099722452423,0.4492974344693873,0.1269616705308456,0.08531850494359475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046425121885711934,0.0,0.25250288009007793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857765576144653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059560265760262514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817877397593643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276368807184354,0.2170599166833427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554468218360816,0.0,0.0,0.05931402383109145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954889866045641,0.0,0.1794443710492708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692530405445655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038529491968937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773688356771204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361356910086868,0.056937212510787524,0.0,0.07054406246817893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482259490202182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994742348943335,0.0,0.16036272114712755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uncl3joey,2020/01/08,Constant breathing problems I've had anxiety for pretty much my whole like I am 17 years old in 6 days and for the last 3 weeks I've had troubles breathing almost like my throat is closing but I've gotten it checked out several times and they all said its anxiety/athsma and also I'm a hypochondriac so I always thinkits from some weird disease that's gonna kill me and it's not constant it's mostly just when I think about it   which is often like almost all day I was curious if anybody has had any similar problems or can help put me at ease about this.,3.4128070175438587,4.970140982456144,4.358771929824563,86.37307017543861,73.3859649122807,7.171929824561403,28.456140350877188,7.793537801064563,1.7562877192982458,448,18,89,6,9,145,82,114,0.14300000000000002,0.703,0.154,0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,0,2,0,9,3,3,0,2,21,14,10,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,6,1,9,3,8,7,6,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,7,13,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668876958194726,0.0,0.0,0.1465013888954174,0.15243334577367926,0.0,0.0,0.12457923371865495,0.0,0.1401440692080992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395938545325433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362919063773661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279209356436008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267869707639927,0.0,0.0,0.1493287972748264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26850022838114096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346697838674965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922328784686352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186375700940788,0.0,0.35058673767643384,0.0,0.18416209369883008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742608881815128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069587898731036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738429029279167,0.0,0.0,0.10682277928208857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146948393691813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045312526330164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179719067575532
anxiety,drpepperboys,2020/01/08,"new meds my doctor just put me on anxiety medication. i've been on plenty of different SSRIs, but it's the first i've ever taken specifically for anxiety. i take it twice a day and just started last night. this is the best i've ever felt. i can breathe again. i feel so much better already.",1.065472154963679,3.5106353050847474,3.6971428571428575,83.56813559322033,85.77966101694916,6.761259079903147,21.987893462469735,7.957251820313856,1.43866392251816,229,8,45,5,7,80,46,59,0.055999999999999994,0.777,0.166,0.8647,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,2,8,8,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,5,2,4,5,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436381215726635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33779482779514275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23169679728778625,0.19526349248278155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238594661042486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23066990968912496,0.0,0.2259794489586021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994194171484828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116338729691868,0.0,0.21198507741408293,0.0,0.0,0.1877968209182919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799665717048788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523872273421685,0.22241435865037087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229996998011054,0.0,0.0,0.2132323639886566,0.0,0.2071886910047856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194661207894367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627043999728535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660003791784111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DamnFineCalamity,2020/01/08,"Advice for my (27F) SO (31M) who has social anxiety I’ve posted on some other subreddits about my SO’s anger and anxiety issues. He’s always had social anxiety, but it’s been worse the last 6-7 months. In June, he had an anger episode at work from stress/heat and lost the job. Since then, he’s been more depressed, has an even lower frustration tolerance, and his social anxiety is sky-high. 

He’s had episodes in grocery stores and now he won’t go with me whenever we need to get food. He barely leaves the house, and doesn’t even come downstairs some days (we live with my parents). He’s stuck in a rough place, and it’s been bringing me down too. 

He finally got approved for medical assistance, so I’m going to schedule a general wellness checkup and suggest he does a mental health screening as well. I’m worried that he will have a hard time voicing his problems because... social anxiety.

Does anyone have any tips or recommendations  to make this a little easier for him? What can I do or say to help him on the right path?",5.217692307692307,5.823848078817741,5.9039408866995045,80.54696097006442,68.21182266009852,9.201818870784386,30.886320575975752,9.265573868473778,2.6012125047366426,812,31,158,15,13,265,132,203,0.20199999999999999,0.7090000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9701,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,3,10,8,3,0,11,0,16,4,0,1,0,21,28,15,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,7,12,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,2,0,9,5,12,2,19,17,3,24,0,2,1,0,25,10,0,4,9,88,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297281401731335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619683244591158,0.0,0.0,0.0786188062162368,0.0,0.4422069028097,0.0,0.0,0.0808372430257464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047482039922708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958783111499553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455892544619791,0.0,0.09957477651205633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234228769489696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271871047158714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266451713309197,0.0,0.0,0.1397961451929485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040148547239418,0.0,0.13140772430103134,0.0,0.09246392731261883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356390691877322,0.0,0.0,0.1228880891391232,0.0,0.0,0.07749098722684511,0.12214837734279772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339848879626875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066686770505285,0.11472514705276955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423763034188007,0.0,0.1224143622884856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158716534144643,0.1020858023248711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620203890330725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717061373716133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646497410414235,0.11650775015354617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227884805603456,0.0,0.0,0.08572339566701506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837129169930528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078790785616393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072248128557287,0.0,0.0,0.11062321531697963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873036078599266,0.0,0.09193776110413454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956338375034903,0.0,0.0,0.4713995940735911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243093477238854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674131565363832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078946588871909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416550163654847,0.11740762923691195,0.11781652944988592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HonestPoster23,2020/01/08,"Just found out I was permanently banned from 4chan 4 years ago for something disgusting which I absolutely didn't do and I have Earth shattering anxiety over it So I never really go on 4chan, not really for me at all, but when I first went to college I was just getting into discovering new music so I visited /mu/ to get recommendations. Since then I've been on 4chan maybe 100 times tops in like 4 years, only ever went on /mu/ and sometimes the fashion one which I think is /fa/, I've probably made 5 posts in my life which were all on /mu/ and they were music related, and I've commented on threads quite a few times. I don't have an account or anything so I'm an anon.

Fast forward to today, I'm at college and I'm bored of essays and I've exhausted all procrastinating options so I decide to go on /mu/, I go to comment on something and it says I can't because I'm banned, I thought it was a bug so I clicked the banned link and it says I was banned in Feb 2016 for sharing CP. Something that I absolutely have not done, it also said that I appealed the ban which I also don't remember doing as I wasnt aware I was banned. It's banned my IP address on my college wifi, so I can still post at home or on my phone or whatever so long as I'm not connected to the college wifi, I haven't lived on college campus since 2016. 

I literally have no idea how this has happened, I don't care about being unbanned from 4chan because I rarely visit it, but they have my IP address and they're saying I shared CP which is a terrifying accusation, what if this information gets passed onto the police? I can't see what post they're referring to so I don't know what I could have done to be banned for this. Im so anxious and depressed about it that I just feel like I want to die, I don't know if I'll ever be happy again because I'll always be scared that one day I'll get a knock on the door about this. I don't know what to do, is it common for people to get banned for things they didn't actually do? How could this have happened?",2.3569114688128785,3.866066072769957,4.114603621730385,87.24156338028169,76.06572769953051,7.215989268947017,24.84748490945674,7.957251820313856,1.2530910261569421,1601,54,350,25,35,540,185,426,0.177,0.767,0.055999999999999994,-0.9948,0,0,3,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,3,3,24,11,1,1,12,0,44,2,0,3,6,60,73,34,1,5,13,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,28,12,0,9,13,0,1,9,17,5,0,3,19,7,42,6,46,48,4,53,0,1,2,0,15,23,0,6,22,223,70,7,0.0,0.0,0.09911834219559734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003628871786562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624520890187148,0.08451495116788231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770130023371814,0.11474596933573028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358402391115857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574965058090412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035580883129758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621918629898184,0.0,0.0,0.06550469264939922,0.0,0.08748268690864676,0.0,0.10541434081190952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788416197727885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375300920742654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135719298278885,0.07256212159958546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639597746570246,0.0,0.11136701955008133,0.0,0.0,0.2653324680954141,0.0,0.17317489235358208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796372523623087,0.10812388875385316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018836841556886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466094636589373,0.10971377537554053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746178561406522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174238251380119,0.09924461770496966,0.0,0.08968878058715386,0.08988686486364067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610864324302072,0.0,0.0,0.10204141065226492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833757816057464,0.0980976058276184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376538571278717,0.07724908708820721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041632786133915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918299343473236,0.0,0.1095103834719022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803293194744433,0.0,0.0,0.13013757042175367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505979233211715,0.0,0.09661698613503364,0.24231926954255745,0.1016899803569804,0.0,0.08093868993981124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804064959517667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345822395631005,0.10045601007639292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111448465047896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747905353376557,0.06508239723807747,0.0,0.08063578271366748,0.11845337289975134,0.0,0.09627713826028172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990902487232685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883140954035165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308163891331206
anxiety,StoogiesSama,2020/01/08,"Skipped / Ectopic Heartbeat in row ? Hello guys.

I'm posting here because i'm kinda hopeless, it's been like 4 years that i'm kinda depressed + going through some phazes of agoraphobia. So i'm posting here because i don't know how to do, i'm so fucking lost and destroyed. My anxiety is mostly about my health (+ the fact that i do panic attack when i'm outside etc..) and especially my heart. There last 4-5 years i have some ""skipped heart beat"" or what we could call ""premature contraction / extrasystoles / ectopic"" (i don't know how to write them in english as i'm actually french... 

So i did some EKG, never showed any cause it never happenned while doing the exam and i normally have to do an Holter for a year and a half now. The problem is that i'm completely agoraphobic, i can't go out at all, i can't go in car to the hospital or anything so i'm not able at all to do any medical exams to know about that.

And i'm getting scared af because some strange things happenned to me few days / weeks ago. 

I was taking my shower, a hot shower, i wasn't really anxious or anything, and when i left the hot shower, i suddenly started ot have an ectopic heartbeat, then 3-4 seconds after another, then another, and i started to have the heart beating hard af, i went to lay on the floor cause i was feeling bad because of the tachycardia + those extrasystoles, and my heart was beating god damn hard + i had some strange electric feelings in my heart, i'm not 100% sure it was ectopic heartbeat but it might be, i was having it every 2 -3 beats maybe while my heart was beating probably 180-200 bpm easily.

It finally stopped like 30-40 seconds after, maybe a minute.

And the same thing happenned to me like 2-3 weeks after that (still a few weeks ago) , but it did last longer and it stopped suddenly.

So i'm not sure if that was ectopic heartbeat while heart was beating fast, no idea what it was. But as i can't do any exams for now (i'm fighting with some doctors to have the possibility of a nurse coming to my place to put the Holter and so i can do it but it's a huge fail for now..) i'd like to know if some of you experienced the same thing ? Many ectopic / extrasystole while your heart was running fast / maybe after shower or some exercice or idk ? 

I'm sorry if this story is a bit weird, i'm really really anxious about that, it's really killing me, i feel hopeless and depressed and i don't know what to do.",4.195886115250872,4.958741694672135,5.362518628912071,82.95481122702435,70.577868852459,8.292200695479384,30.97640337804272,8.484438967287268,2.2672669398907104,1889,79,385,29,33,628,202,488,0.161,0.789,0.05,-0.9926,5,0,0,0,2,2,72.0,1,2,1,8,20,23,6,2,22,0,42,12,8,4,7,72,79,43,1,6,15,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,4,1,27,17,0,2,9,1,0,8,13,17,0,3,17,8,36,6,41,59,17,60,0,6,0,1,9,12,2,20,42,241,63,5,0.06554120186371915,0.0,0.06395875858695815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619664184471032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371079431272118,0.13745132959354678,0.050138840031586786,0.14808580508919084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107869649323045,0.0,0.0,0.07456257895509219,0.0,0.0,0.05472416589837472,0.15981323329872485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155401741272445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692489504852771,0.0,0.0,0.13465773693800234,0.0,0.0564579419909715,0.06871870318056165,0.0,0.0,0.052329316552045625,0.0,0.0,0.04226865311375146,0.0,0.11290108225351485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708419732603381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730957651123277,0.0,0.0,0.05522128933904072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994188028652052,0.0,0.0,0.0717971830130667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605917850061517,0.03424257286044512,0.0,0.11174572625022376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489609421816013,0.17387360506483107,0.0,0.11742408653175405,0.0,0.0,0.06966723273636245,0.0,0.6213331182167242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739880392016292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251162912527115,0.0,0.18009865246896567,0.10684965437323088,0.0,0.0,0.07121070759589933,0.0,0.0,0.12808048246652487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154596411802344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644849159140677,0.19753483982515896,0.0,0.0,0.06602586559354814,0.0,0.06952885778715973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109883072846047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421646211166199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689847874624689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847660621386173,0.0,0.0,0.07388785735480496,0.1255407082477575,0.0,0.07066450087939137,0.06271407865092421,0.0,0.06588701047446187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794948876915178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561817682069263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336800954920396,0.09278080003571017,0.0,0.052341288471387984,0.1095907589976373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354361421658355,0.0,0.04927882709830399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062798667856176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577195962521684,0.0,0.0,0.06075735075687085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266191554425707
anxiety,Kaithala,2020/01/08,"Tired but can’t sleep because of bad anxiety Hi. For the last couple of years I wake up at 4.30 every morning because of school. I’m in my last year but it doesn’t matter. I’m just so tired. Like so so much tired and every night I have really bad anxiety and panic attacks. It’s weird because I only have it on school days and not on weekends. Rn I cant stop crying from the frustration because my heart is beating so fast and I don’t want to not sleep another night and be angry, frustrated and tired again the next day. I have no idea what to do. I can’t meditate to calm myself down because I’m going into a full hyperventilation. I just need some small advice thank you.",1.8862582417582416,3.8372384500000014,3.78142857142857,87.1328021978022,78.78571428571429,6.593406593406595,22.1978021978022,7.61054688173877,0.9209725274725272,533,16,111,8,13,180,85,140,0.34299999999999997,0.555,0.102,-0.9936,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,7,10,3,1,4,0,11,8,4,0,0,19,18,12,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,0,0,12,3,15,17,3,23,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,14,67,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556321249605905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240068968953393,0.18093857613846764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453888104358966,0.0,0.0,0.19748587425994027,0.3604538275982638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308534701397972,0.12990407894988104,0.15253703326353066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992798688450263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721041207620249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140139771940006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350219566294416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927968847205093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577763170079853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693539112838812,0.0876889814201921,0.0,0.0,0.1257718411320179,0.22195974394927012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994276661841041,0.0,0.1387537210952084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576098026482443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239372750449296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669267407917985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887143319667112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887877586441888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436941704824881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975336079085942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231232369423836
anxiety,ats1018,2020/01/08,"I had a bad day Monday and now today its coming back I have pretty bad social anxiety and I work in retail sales which can be tough.  On Monday I had very suicidal thoughts and just had a bad, bad night.  Today while not feeling suicidal I have extremely bad anxiety and just don't want to be at work. My boss is extremely micromanaging and quite honestly just a bitch. Now she's also changing our lunch from letting us decide to needing to adhere to a schedule when we get into work. Now I'm upset and anxious because I will not be hungry at 2PM and used to take my lunch at 4/430. So my choices now are to force myself to eat and feel sick all day, not eat until I get home around 730/8pm or work late all the time and I won't get home until around 9PM. I eat dinner late because my wife takes medication and the setup we have now works best for her health.  I just need someone to talk to this is tough for me :/",4.4208645276292335,4.84521635828877,5.379478609625669,84.25000222816399,69.9090909090909,8.158467023172907,26.813279857397504,8.07648339933343,1.5128327985739751,717,21,149,9,12,236,107,187,0.24,0.7090000000000001,0.051,-0.988,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,0,7,15,11,1,1,6,0,17,9,0,2,2,35,31,17,2,3,8,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,16,6,0,4,0,2,1,5,9,0,0,4,2,22,2,22,21,3,30,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,1,21,101,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314921152270402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590820256667371,0.11746277851281064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851205710963352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995078160792526,0.4340762150935081,0.12676506310026112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911592724382856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999234755303987,0.08956573158893079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411125896219522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191788422527923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514632660824184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296880376317055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105211498642025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859191299405894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345779034579688,0.0,0.0,0.10632204667562876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474443005067806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419310896203425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757401223523088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578051646514157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059079836001487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598998150982096,0.08809814795896106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746475636634456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635335066268774,0.08357161032810746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254497425865827,0.06062898063246515,0.0,0.19711333187183705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506978711504035,0.08980149335361717,0.0,0.08579071975922442,0.06132747459657693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784772016935573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dzedzezdzd,2020/01/08,"I dont know how to deal with health anxiety So at first I want to give you guys disclaimer. This might sound very crazy, I realize it, I KNOW IT. But I do not know how to deal with this and I want some understanding from you guys.

I am 18 years old female who has got a boyfriend. When I first started dating him I got some kind of obsession about getting pregnant from holding his hand or sitting on his lap. I tracked my period like crazy, I wrote notes about how my flow was, how many pads I did use etc.. I was obsessed and scared about being pregnant. I love this boy so much but I dont know why I had this kind of behaviour. I was stressed and anxious like everyday. This, I think is the reason for my health problems. Since I was controling and checking everything about my body, I noticed blood from my ass. Like not much, but just a little. I didnt overthink it, didnt happen again, just two months later. My obsession about being pregnant ended, but I found a new thing to be scared about, to this day. I dont really know how I got rid of fear about being pregnant from unrealistic scenarios, but I replaced it with my ass. I was really scared about what is going down there, and since I didnt experience any pain or discomfort I wanted to know the anwer. I went to the doctor, was misdiagnosed with polyp, but it was just very small hemorrhoid. I was like okay this is really common, nothing to worry about. But then I started my obssesive behaviour again and I was like wiping my ass nonstop to check if it was bleeding. I was wiping it so much that I myself made there small tear which was bleeding. I had huge panic attacks because of that. Then it started to cause me pain, those little tears were so deep that I felt sharp pain everytime I tried to sit down. walk and I was unable to do something. My boyfriend knew all about it and told me that I need to stop doing that. I was affraid of it happening for no reason , so I did it because the reason was me. I realized this is not normal and stopped wiping my ass, just using wet wipes/shower. I thought this is end of my problem, but no. To this day there are random little tears on my ass, always on right side. They are very small and normal person wouldnt notice if there was something or not. They are quite itchy if I dont shower, but nothing serious. But everytime they itch I got huge panic attack. My boyfriend always takes photo of it so I can see the tear. But the problem is that I always do some kind of moves after my bowel movement to feel if it itch or if it does give me some kind of discomfort. Sometimes I do the moves like all day and I cant stop. I often feel there something only if I do the moves. I am like obsessed with doing that. There is no day that I wouldnt do that, because I am scared if it would do something. It really gives me anxiety and I want to just die because I cant stop it. I would really appreciate if you guys, would give me some tips about overcoming this. I cant afford therapist.

Edit: I also developed some kind of ""eating disorder"" like I am scared to eat anything because I dont want to poop or I just eat the same ""safe"" meals. I eat fiber, drink lot of water have physical activity. I lost 12kg because of my ass.

Edit2: Also I want to know if this problem is some kind of psychosomatic problem. I cant get over it and I dont see any reason for those tears to be there.

Edit3: My boyfriend says that I am overreacting about something this small, like it is no problem but he doesnt understand that it is very uncomfortable with this kind of ass",2.4597633368200817,4.388762616457466,3.7555088476290095,88.09144318776156,76.94979079497908,6.768558228730823,23.476486227336125,7.701528016792611,1.06955720013947,2784,88,576,41,64,910,252,717,0.21100000000000002,0.701,0.08900000000000001,-0.9986,4,0,6,0,0,0,80.0,0,3,3,5,42,47,2,15,12,1,76,30,14,14,2,128,126,55,1,29,36,0,6,9,0,6,10,2,1,5,51,19,7,7,22,1,2,8,24,28,0,3,37,10,101,19,67,78,15,59,0,1,2,8,26,19,7,25,39,404,152,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184622614531531,0.11213300483138333,0.0,0.0,0.06109531019634279,0.0,0.0687285121674691,0.05074766912482462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036965955441574716,0.0,0.0,0.10220769191557913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429965884294073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049896834268862544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614599134003165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038244856567184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588068802552465,0.09262265582375953,0.0,0.0,0.04662065360119375,0.0,0.05148307917237964,0.045978298154311086,0.03931045708884175,0.0,0.31588075528721765,0.044005240262447516,0.0,0.18386059519864856,0.0,0.0,0.07957291487299767,0.0,0.05009851822208266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040371879804877546,0.04394111987683856,0.0,0.05054834023918525,0.045426568824300864,0.0,0.04313097115036755,0.0,0.0,0.07641914576218642,0.0,0.049253291355355416,0.0,0.0,0.04693848290071954,0.172368333012705,0.025529501352021717,0.0,0.14370893156527867,0.0,0.0,0.13343583532100556,0.07944655396742041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549732801513824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274463901166676,0.17281091253471606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975141151266964,0.13506719859461144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903631259040977,0.03819002114463922,0.04054273693602057,0.04250510632806958,0.0,0.04554259691661075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047653824314688696,0.0,0.0,0.03585531959769355,0.1432309666648081,0.09906577493533453,0.033308172060990134,0.0,0.04338474694402445,0.0,0.0,0.08802560838688593,0.08620535555208418,0.10228515895289758,0.04713677789390056,0.0,0.0,0.03416425983798285,0.14339655750787444,0.10540965903562466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922307226070496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578985861010902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047778754380581566,0.0,0.0,0.14388693569594674,0.18474407858584424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03836208095952559,0.0,0.035722788883140726,0.2248675707887824,0.0,0.07159205469683214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431782863087658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291096650023646,0.044427777206196124,0.0,0.09538542884335673,0.0,0.0,0.15022305678524325,0.05145657527066176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03377481874022928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215646104122057,0.02984335485953798,0.028783407208186063,0.0,0.035662063290446536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292370826562896,0.0,0.030498245266943124,0.0,0.04388105226121105,0.0935281843207809,0.0,0.07759422226041565,0.0,0.14825731573672446,0.1589725576982882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04164199169871213,0.04053399613579642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561920914899952,0.0,0.0957312506112274,0.0,0.0,0.028927494666101238
anxiety,fallout76_is_a_joke,2020/01/08,"fear of germs I get visible uncomfortable to the point where I'll have a breakdown If something is ""unclean."" For example, if someone passes me in the hall and brushes against me slightly and they dont look like they have decent hygiene/look grungy I have to hold myself back from having a mental breakdown and feel nauseous like I have to clean myself before interacting with anything. INCLUDING ELECTRONICS. Im fucking terrified because I have no idea how to stop these thoughts. And talking to my parents/therapy is not a possible option.",5.3238373424971375,8.125473525773202,5.5226116838487975,74.66462772050403,71.4742268041237,8.02245131729668,36.55097365406644,8.841846274778883,3.8402403207331055,440,25,66,9,9,139,70,97,0.19,0.782,0.027000000000000003,-0.9327,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,1,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,15,14,7,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,11,2,11,13,0,7,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,3,4,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822965640384016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033939138145432,0.0,0.1350398536616037,0.0,0.18850183550133684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25962616884846623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492777106224581,0.1120099198546679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047967020360977,0.11573790061372112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500752604841198,0.2392854919248743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164522831079612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720511582891327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324554276338554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941314657293209,0.2497366516804444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769778860642414,0.17054110843893552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520518923539112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780537594975402,0.0,0.0,0.25333364970458144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586645676299276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lesyeuxsansvisages,2020/01/08,"The fear of wasting time by trying not to waste time. As I was going home, I saw a girl swinging unpretentiously in a playground and then, it suddenly unleashed a thought like ""how can she look so free in something so simple?"". My mind always seems like it's constantly racing against time, making everything seem worth, but the more I try, the more I think I'm still wasting time and missing a lot of things. In part, I have this feeling because I'm a 19 year old girl and I've never experienced anything that girls my age have experienced during their teenage years. I've never had boyfriends, best friends, dates, a busy social life or all of what is considered to bloom during those years, when you seem to live life to the fullest. People also tell me how easy it is to earn a life through social media, but the more I try to be *someone* on it, the more I feel like I'm socially distorted. I've started therapy after an attempt and college will start in February, but I'm afraid of keeping missing things and making time miserable again. What is normal when you feel abnormal? Does anybody else relate?",6.982946287519745,7.01124182464455,6.7584952606635085,77.92535742496052,64.40284360189574,9.49778830963665,35.11887835703001,9.075114841892004,3.020857503949446,879,37,162,13,12,277,129,211,0.11800000000000001,0.78,0.102,-0.7662,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,3,9,11,0,3,14,0,10,3,0,4,3,29,32,18,0,1,5,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,1,3,11,5,0,1,8,0,2,1,3,5,0,0,4,7,14,7,20,26,8,29,0,3,2,0,12,5,0,5,26,99,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329231050087412,0.0970697897939862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600057172221377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111435821723514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242662051272088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606713829905591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208924157675164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974537821992563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484575595224052,0.0,0.0,0.1312740196919971,0.17695917201723488,0.08334134722134418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013059926807783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630010495605114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701867737915635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369204646595204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24719950353284684,0.17098135973011622,0.0,0.10301220030500936,0.0,0.0979643365580511,0.0,0.0,0.09917946987095694,0.0,0.0,0.15574182773535855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779252409017113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994951520262434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430123515531618,0.0,0.0,0.12241419362498406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263305322559958,0.0,0.08087679220197172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31860643004489114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567580528035256,0.09884495142440608,0.0898099423795449,0.0,0.0,0.16514394742487953,0.0,0.09316417823668734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196527227940212,0.0,0.1334099484343089,0.0,0.15500636163199935,0.07475049718291386,0.0,0.09261436431928992,0.3401245533742062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376117928382794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537407676310614
anxiety,Dragonborn12255,2020/01/08,What does a blood pressure spike look and feel like? I don’t have anxiety but I may have just had one of these,-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,0.8049999999999997,103.54,90.25,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.6478166666666665,87,2,22,1,3,27,22,24,0.136,0.7829999999999999,0.081,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077393287048179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664270731025815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694980306375766,0.3807713726980007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603941869625921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475811364986527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36117086284349786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolzme24,2020/01/08,"anxiety when you overeat ? hey guys how you doing ! 

so i got a question for you to check if im the only one lol, soo the deal is i am a weight lifter, i eat a lot even when im not hungry (which is probably 80% of the time) i eat by force because i know i NEED to eat.

and im taking 10mg Lexparo in the morning to help with GAD.

any way i find that sometimes when i force feed my self and overeat i get a whole body like anxiety rush which passes when im done eating but still its soo weird, does any one get this when force feeding him self ? i know its a random question but i though i should ask any way",0.4274378109452712,1.865790425373138,2.326194029850747,98.27396766169157,81.31343283582089,5.362189054726368,20.12189054726368,5.985473137389443,-0.26838109452736303,463,12,117,3,12,154,81,134,0.040999999999999995,0.907,0.053,0.3404,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,10,2,0,0,9,1,6,10,1,1,0,17,14,13,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,9,0,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,1,17,1,8,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,5,8,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383447603701035,0.0,0.17536638605959048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715325805650157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698706560384117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273158289855495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816711803301742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030382699429018,0.1172949940841596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691352555426581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757047441167163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475965575691812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976735497142348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167125541609107,0.0,0.0,0.11349079381624905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682667488803177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952325953539982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598316912711832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599703573310898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744494359714506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498850879172115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533755148927786,0.0871728863501235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357862820636373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567989408617134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239145151917502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336108528476195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153485197450947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617919572970513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126125492731874,0.0,0.06683523911284624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195839563758975,0.0,0.139575018502198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796797899892973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reinyii,2020/01/08,I want to know you're opinion on this? I don't know if I'm posting in the right place but I tend to worry a lot about thing and recently it is about that some people are saying ww3 is going to happen and it's annoying me.,-0.03920000000000101,1.7023494800000023,2.7059999999999995,93.473,84.2,5.6000000000000005,18.0,6.742157984588678,-0.07279999999999998,174,4,41,2,5,61,40,50,0.156,0.82,0.024,-0.8047,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826418565242117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28418624224149897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532328619435662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27321710151629885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222797346810879,0.0,0.3357630284501023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077834221470587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31731389536921106,0.0,0.0,0.2744480430686129,0.0,0.2555661543041698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350380727374565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955222740192948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263666194357437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Allenhrnndz,2020/01/08,"Does anyone else suffers from sleeping disorder because your brain can’t stop thinking random things? Its like an fast internet connection with jumping thoughts to thoughts, I wanna sleep.",10.719,12.9979309,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,56.66666666666666,10.0,48.33333333333334,10.125756701596842,5.820333333333334,157,10,19,3,2,44,29,30,0.23199999999999998,0.696,0.07200000000000001,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522792121167295,0.2714267498828744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148379127869578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957218860803287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036043849392689,0.0,0.2318203832792947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129435768668929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941933199510572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301931544585816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147266389346645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599128766787742,0.16974059792806928,0.0,0.4206103817026549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bimmergirl86,2020/01/08,"DAE have a habit when they are dealing with high Anxiety? I know that there are other people who have ""nervous habits"". Such as pulling hair out strand by strand, chewing fingernails, or biting on their lips. 
I deal with something more intense, than I end up with scaring myself. I have a habit of picking at my skin until I have a hole in my skin. My family always makes a joke when I go to pop a pimple or something and they'll say something like ""get out the needle and thread"". Because I used to be so consumed by picking. 

I have finally got that habit under control for the most part I  have the urge to do it often but refrain and try to do something else.  Now I have been picking the skin on my lips and I have been doing this for long enough time that I'll do it without thinking about doing it. 

I just want to know if anyone else has had any similar experiences or some kind of habit that causes it to be problematic?",5.4626584766584765,5.514394627027029,5.830712530712532,83.21427518427521,67.5945945945946,8.24078624078624,30.33169533169533,7.686295010490155,1.841216216216216,726,25,146,7,11,233,110,185,0.052000000000000005,0.912,0.035,-0.6077,0,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,9,5,0,2,9,0,22,7,6,7,0,31,31,14,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,9,1,2,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,5,20,3,28,24,5,19,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,7,9,111,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152824120756668,0.0,0.0,0.10749411435427796,0.0,0.12092434791781373,0.0,0.0,0.11052734408093227,0.16196304304894946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963589854347999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238308486054034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729075014635254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259297751306657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640970913586456,0.0,0.14000452708026787,0.16333022688802806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154624364774194,0.14901584457497286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315972074187322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258589132833803,0.0,0.0898357379289054,0.0,0.12642430551350153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701133321920708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460725564217854,0.17374404431348298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722580345649316,0.0,0.0,0.13988839938737105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551402618651087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711761481477558,0.0,0.10958695033142246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257048876883491,0.1582572560234584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486764987920733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128590413893056,0.0,0.0,0.09217282615273578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732024614635144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652311730781055,0.0,0.0,0.09323473024630938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237538989168198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Golden_Bearclaw,2020/01/08,"Does anyone else really want a hug right now? It's been a stressful time recently although right now I'm not feeling too bad! I just have the strongest need to be hugged/hug someone else.
Does anyone else feel that way and if you really want a hug - *hugs*",0.3204411764705881,2.7315844509803964,1.7040931372549046,94.19966911764706,96.64705882352942,4.9029411764705895,18.139705882352946,6.6274283507984215,0.2261941176470588,201,6,41,3,8,64,38,51,0.08199999999999999,0.635,0.282,0.8838,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,7,0,7,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,4,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657378458865757,0.3894032787175927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158661772953456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33258187471013895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476221016252556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216328860143864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090009538907616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434679744980049,0.0,0.18762538540145068,0.0,0.0,0.3245582409399827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610063839373642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767139760043305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080429225355558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241616912402084,0.15083189284453646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sepseven,2020/01/08,"Need help with sensory issues please I've had these problems my whole life but lately I can't function because of them. They include mostly sound and touch sensations, generally it's scraping or dry sounds and feelings like paper, cardboard, my clothes, dirty and crunchy snow, salt and other particles. I don't know what to do, nothing helps and it's getting worse this winter. Winter is always hard for me but my anxiety is horrible and it's contributing to my depression and I'm on meds but idk if they're helping yet. Does anyone else know what to do about this? Whenever I hear or feel or even think about these things I freak out",4.549917355371903,6.633996925619838,4.6347851239669415,83.38490495867771,71.47933884297521,7.815206611570248,29.45537190082645,8.548686976883017,2.3250621487603307,512,21,93,9,10,159,86,121,0.23199999999999998,0.698,0.07,-0.9718,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,25,16,14,0,3,7,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,11,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,11,1,10,15,2,6,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,5,5,57,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311760396208194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996695547614602,0.0,0.0,0.1370728854369953,0.2008619842400227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950168785072662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884546555978347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155236981194702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376287084913535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294798877411631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824332026010386,0.14004811279152268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242068616497546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560969445684005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094674881803614,0.0,0.3941962695769559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461058682701236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154724487372429,0.0,0.22113707602181076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846598000082172,0.09577325681707012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177517332243656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453581635607306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810176897738612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518859069066965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875799167839867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302375659922268,0.12561191305069322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188671231712979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977736794815049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elias-Thicc,2020/01/08,"I'm Desperate Hello everyone, I am 14 year olds and am really scares right now. Recently I've been having what the doctors and my family call ""panic attacks"" but I'm not sure if that's the case. It could be just because I'm really paranoid, but it think its more than that. For the past couple of weeks my life has been hell, it started with me laying in my bed watching YouTube, when suddenly it felt like I was having a heart attack. My heart was racing and beating harder than I've ever experienced, it hurt and it felt like somone was squeezing my heart. I rushed to the bathroom and could see my heart beating in my neck and in my chest. I told my mom and she tried to calm me down and see if it was anxiety. I kept pleading with her to take me to the hospital but eventually it stopped and I was able to fall asleep. After this incident though I've had chest pain, chest pressure, and well as neck pain right where the two arteries are, its almost constant through the day but there are times where it stops. I went to the clinic and they ran tests on my heart and told me I was fine and that they were sure it was anxiety. They didnt give me anything to help cope, and it feels like I'm going insane. I start to cry on my walks to school as well as in class, I'm starting to seriously consider killing myself and or running away. I feel hopeless and scared and for some reason no matter how much my family reassures me I just dont believe them. I've tried breathing techniques that a school  counselor recommended but they dont work. I've tired herbal stuff like teas and lavender but they dont work. It's like I'm constantly suffering but nobody will help me. Any advice at all would be appreciated. Thanks.",3.5339168819982767,5.0886759360465135,4.334702842377261,86.67756675279932,73.06976744186046,7.654435831180017,25.531438415159343,8.285830014693849,1.4900774332472009,1358,44,280,22,27,436,182,344,0.217,0.654,0.129,-0.9899,0,0,0,0,0,2,30.0,0,0,6,4,12,27,4,4,10,0,28,19,12,2,4,53,53,34,1,5,13,1,5,5,0,2,6,0,1,0,21,20,1,3,6,0,0,7,6,14,2,1,19,9,39,13,31,28,4,39,1,3,3,0,17,13,1,5,24,176,60,7,0.08056671531437651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872886176108643,0.0,0.0,0.08067592754943283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054788129164164964,0.0,0.12326663338940165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629954197469637,0.0,0.0,0.18331253931753125,0.07569508113194738,0.0,0.0,0.04911272186242822,0.0,0.0,0.09077109881072304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226762423476397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412799480972452,0.0,0.12865193281047693,0.08914553809194134,0.0884987536513422,0.05195886625971167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246344702830158,0.0,0.0,0.2832707709565905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287720653335368,0.0,0.07698494909362091,0.0,0.0,0.15190225788870507,0.0,0.08147390404377088,0.057556877518581476,0.15471336249987086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728693464819489,0.04578792097384318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773597278057306,0.1080043420035097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624833506448028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891351335433974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690665366738212,0.1968041376031105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943587632436569,0.0,0.0,0.05922580588114279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454121494216332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714573309405632,0.09452768135286592,0.0,0.0,0.07691004608143083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322620171807984,0.08283600171066627,0.07954991173198976,0.0,0.0,0.13760706933884792,0.0,0.0,0.16132267401363065,0.16307563429959454,0.12840248219552533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107660732237104,0.0,0.0,0.1347147630830471,0.0,0.0,0.09222961361720172,0.0,0.0,0.15186635143177754,0.0,0.06057614326497718,0.0,0.0,0.07417500698190149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162389803207037,0.07915638873681842,0.0,0.04697909960017485,0.09259958741127088,0.0,0.15396989818724185,0.0,0.10939902232074672,0.0,0.07870197406054315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462575931584033,0.0,0.14487830548232195,0.07468615225980788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730705658762874,0.0,0.0,0.0572322829873439,0.0,0.0,0.05188232317893755
anxiety,naughtynatass,2020/01/08,"Money is a big source of my anxiety. Anyone else? So I just dropped out of a postgraduate course that led pretty directly to a well paid but super high pressure and stress job. My parents think I should do what makes me happy as they saw the stress the course was putting me under. My other family are less supportive and are basically saying my passion that I’ve decided to follow will leave me with no money. 

As it is with anxiety I had finally got myself feeling that I would be fine and happy with the amount of money I will be making but now I’m absolutely paranoid that I will have no money ever despite actually knowing that I will be fine. Then feeling guilty about worrying about money.

Does anyone else have money worries? That pretty quickly spiral out into big anxieties?",5.9875000000000025,7.1894222094594635,6.9252432432432425,71.77245945945947,66.77027027027027,9.433513513513516,31.016216216216225,9.642632912329526,3.126722162162164,629,24,103,13,10,210,91,148,0.19399999999999998,0.6,0.20600000000000002,0.6554,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,11,0,3,6,0,18,1,0,3,1,23,30,9,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,7,3,2,3,1,0,5,4,16,8,16,16,2,16,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,5,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.13836502648737353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254032168049917,0.0,0.0,0.19828349392625652,0.2905579459066607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407998550988902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368920308625601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825572655335182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366548594102612,0.0,0.14338495196697046,0.0,0.0,0.15532226310826905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340113717046328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187277954713904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980723074164426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070311002307148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792319729073048,0.0,0.0,0.15013344439260942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892897178020333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743924016469688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28849955603121885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253650556831962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275582771717718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248362693693799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089979757475426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085228241547756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274848009092492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879860082719398,0.0,0.10072241220565124,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doglover33510,2020/01/08,"For those of us having anxiety about Iran. Escalation is looking over!!! We can no breathe. No deaths in the attack. Trump isn’t escalating (for now). 

https://www.vox.com/policy-and-politics/2020/1/8/21056711/trump-iran-speech-statement-iraq-strike",16.732976190476197,22.587931107142854,7.722857142857144,48.00547619047621,77.21428571428572,7.580952380952381,26.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,2.996338095238095,213,6,21,4,6,51,25,28,0.305,0.695,0.0,-0.8433,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809992432211423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665924089310793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182281724643219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990808080415753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HELPtHrOwAwAY143,2020/01/08,"My head is just racing with thoughts, why can’t it just stop! The worst part is that it’s not only my brain that hurts, my anxiety affects my metabolism and physical health too. It’s hard to explain this to others so I’m just asked ""why do you feel ill, are you sick?"" And I have to explain to them that I’m not sick but that I have anxiety which they clearly don’t get. I’m so sick of this, so fucking much!!",1.8224188311688287,3.0264892613636363,3.3924025974025973,93.1318181818182,76.8409090909091,6.846753246753247,23.935064935064936,7.447530270364453,0.7562610389610387,317,10,76,4,7,105,53,88,0.14800000000000002,0.754,0.098,0.2801,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,0,7,3,1,0,1,0,8,8,2,1,1,16,18,6,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,10,0,6,17,3,1,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726864567450615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277207677655899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719234177209971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316480048310782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251920631547821,0.1272640446124618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820591939539885,0.0,0.2499903223353017,0.25892136817875605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607646977248076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790643188249166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852587309806784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378075727070754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364946435288928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338070312870087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395983827136665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goodmeowtoyou,2020/01/08,"Getting screened for plasma donation. I survived, 3 hours.

""Be aware that you could die. Also, do you have any of these terrible diseases? No? Okay. Have you ever had sex with someone that XYZ? And could I check your urine and mouth and liver and get your heart rate and BP?!!""

They get your BP after they tell you that you could die. Probably could rearrange the process around a bit.",1.6641666666666666,4.425901527777782,1.8041111111111119,94.95200000000004,89.27777777777777,5.102222222222223,21.088888888888885,6.742157984588678,0.5256455555555553,298,10,59,4,10,89,51,72,0.179,0.758,0.064,-0.8871,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,8,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,9,5,4,0,1,13,12,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,12,1,5,6,1,4,0,0,1,1,11,1,0,0,3,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571740049461854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365482228066675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749634243326006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457219358965887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6276889347444704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079576747643111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778285617932155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805414867647196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23290238435647376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935535882314363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190476105836395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652880393544855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178575729916912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PJM02659,2020/01/08,"I feel helpless and don’t know what to do. First time long time. I have intense anxiety around school, stemming from a traumatic experience when I was in middle school. I dropped out of high school, got my GED, did a post graduate year to secure my full HS diploma, did 3 years at a college far from home, transferred back home, lost a bunch of credits and now have a longer road than I wish ahead of me. I’ve taken 2 consecutive semesters off for medical leave due to the anxiety. New semester starts next week and I’m afraid I’ll once again fail at completing a course/finishing a semester. Not to mention if that ends up being the case, I lose my enrollment. The pressure is really starting to mount, to the point where I’ve even cancelled other non-school plans because they overwhelm me in the moment. Today I have a dentist appointment that I had to reschedule earlier in the week, and can’t shake this anxious feeling. Any tips on what to do/how to reframe my perspective so I can just go get shit done? TIA",4.8521609862219,6.123348969543152,5.231867295141409,82.61544416243656,69.45685279187818,8.877302393038434,31.837926033357505,9.23628265651192,2.764189557650472,805,35,156,16,14,256,135,197,0.16899999999999998,0.758,0.073,-0.9415,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,6,9,11,1,4,14,0,14,3,1,0,0,13,26,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,9,0,1,8,2,16,2,27,17,2,42,0,5,0,0,2,17,1,1,21,94,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037080430080408,0.0,0.2033233288450864,0.1501296142195874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183016453155476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021853914177864,0.0,0.08100944937926992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933425140855848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359941844610522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177024602137576,0.0,0.0,0.08777360889415692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299934260874137,0.0,0.0,0.13438791121887594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303747610602315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943034479676782,0.0,0.07552532471530929,0.0,0.1062855044767484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040720834841394,0.2666021000321261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303371501501714,0.0,0.0,0.14071295292316122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176048311196279,0.0,0.14867164101220906,0.1450668142775465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338742457334588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834747751073824,0.14133166049879475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152515307658414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562545971920824,0.0,0.12727336078389134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851337234588534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379733332145717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641125619136568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881226321179999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498025141447053,0.0,0.12596564139775138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319515511920786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528187126967422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115558958496144
anxiety,compiledexploit,2020/01/08,"The well dried up and I cannot cry. I'm a fairly emotional person. I've been mentally ill for a very very long time (almost my entire life). 

I've made a lot of good changes in the last year: taking therapy seriously, starting on medication and ramping up to 5 separate medications I take. 

I've made some absolutely terrible decisions. Things that I wish I could take back and that the ones that it effected.. probably won't ever forgive me for. 

It's only in the immediate moments after that, that I am able to cry and it is because the pain of not releasing that out is worse than what people will think of me or the trauma from my childhood that forced me into the mindset of: ""You have to do this, you have to be strong, you have to endure"".

I can feel emotional, and tear up at something, what I mean is that I can't actually have a full on crying session. Which is what I need to let go of this grief I have.

It's easier for me to scream than it is to cry but screaming is really hard on my throat and vocal cords.

I use music as a way to tap into those deeper emotions but it still isn't the same as thing.

I don't know what to do.

Does anyone have any ideas?",3.846810165975104,4.388026821576761,5.5607235477178465,82.02291104771787,71.24066390041493,9.012551867219917,26.68075726141079,9.188382445141503,1.9632840248962653,908,28,194,18,16,312,136,241,0.114,0.8109999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8533,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,2,4,11,0,0,13,0,26,6,1,4,1,32,41,11,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,24,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,6,7,1,1,3,4,22,4,36,33,4,26,0,1,0,0,5,13,0,4,11,140,46,1,0.11181455751049983,0.0,0.10911487868641588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196612776739692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760377333916958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818333842929781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597849282484019,0.0,0.0681611164331996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182849757648764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927482573878193,0.0,0.4912921640726139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978496727824446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773289821139528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011426687724747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056536799928850766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354678980070606,0.0937847458340582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001638809120678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622502531463706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145035660446758,0.09114378806124857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433796072253423,0.0789779287189851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895236479786547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506073826901136,0.0,0.21160327575866245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217988326897032,0.0,0.22528280640752324,0.11268277490598733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290907759692187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576843795260788,0.08504000954366757,0.1189785727036424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751813541201652,0.09763215872963137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055500468176968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163126871660536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608030913660837,0.0,0.0,0.0791429193123009,0.0,0.08929525006463729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25221189526355525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786969124857026,0.0,0.14856924716680828,0.07164625357877892,0.0,0.0,0.06519996767322475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657187705590298,0.0,0.1845174402278808,0.0,0.08875319121258597,0.0,0.0,0.1005347155904603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858122292039453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394858668809373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200490905249145
anxiety,Plzspeaksoftly,2020/01/08,"How do you get rid of that heavy feeling in your chest? No matter what I'm doing, I'm anxious.  Literally laying in bed feeding my 7 month old just anxious.  No rhyme or reason.  Just this heaviness in my chest.  No amount if exercise or meditation and breathing has helped.",2.2867948717948714,4.98312742307693,3.9015384615384616,82.5267948717949,82.46153846153845,6.5435897435897425,25.974358974358967,7.793537801064563,1.8548358974358967,214,9,39,4,6,71,41,52,0.192,0.7609999999999999,0.047,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,2,0,10,7,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7582897060275413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696949836005794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534287295351916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249529497841488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678814635838957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521672430346809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34506395923478034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BornDefinition9,2020/01/08,"Feeling as if I don't belong anywhere anymore So I have battled anxiety for majority of my life, but especially the last 2 and a half years. I feel better than before but nowhere near my old self.

The biggest problem I am facing right now is the feeling that I don't belong anywhere. I'm working abroad for a year and a half almost, and I just can't seem to make any valuable connections with new people and coworkers, while others don't seem to have that problem.

It's similar when I go home on a vacation to see my friend and family, it's all great, but they are occupied with their own problems and life continued here for them, and I feel that our relationships just aren't like before. It's affecting my general wellbeing because i think everybody should feel they have somewhere to come back, no matter where they are. And I feel I am losing that.

Has anyone been in the similar situation? What are your experiences?",6.188886618998977,6.7490272247191,6.962482124616956,73.96663432073547,66.07865168539325,10.517671092951993,34.15934627170583,10.436869588844218,3.657341573033709,738,32,134,18,11,245,109,178,0.126,0.753,0.121,0.1837,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,5,3,8,10,1,0,8,0,17,3,1,2,1,36,31,16,0,5,6,0,6,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,9,11,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,5,0,2,1,7,22,5,15,29,3,18,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,4,11,97,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271472840347071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691952991314626,0.0,0.10902858287312203,0.0,0.14134306435157173,0.09965436987151853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959026177566716,0.0,0.08687980386041334,0.0,0.2425506552565314,0.0,0.0,0.12604871431107398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276968121581296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941340730193502,0.13435661750016606,0.0,0.4323790171654099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011178308481624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099827178234346,0.0,0.0,0.1571304936044457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296071839177682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617407173218525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133434765939434,0.06962882212788306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944514016227618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513423017316164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376481849655086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955237449209968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880648605310437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091215782333319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301478956540732,0.0,0.12171261071066115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357120971207672,0.2594925023571219,0.1486810420195507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020017484326735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913220437690175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375737366301717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355838938167174
anxiety,throwaway123098888,2020/01/08,"Anyone have tips on overcoming phone anxiety? Please send them over :( I feel like being afraid to pick up the phone is holding me back when it comes to the work I do; I simply cannot continue to rely on email communication. I have this fear that the other person is just gonna yell at me and be mean.

For example, I'm in a current situation where I didn't get a reply from someone at a company I wanna purchase wholesale items from. I emailed someone else from the company and didn't get a reply from them either and an associate suggested I give them a call but I'm terrified of them being rude/yelling at me...I keep trying to remind myself that:

1. It's OK if they do yell, life goes on
2. They don't even know whose on the other line (what I look like, what I'm doing, etc.)
3. They're gonna refuse to sell to me (but like, who cares, right? I can find other suppliers...)
4. I'll never know if I don't try. a few minutes of embarrassment is better than a lifetime of regret.

Anymore reminders????

I figured this would be a better sub to post to. I one time posted to the small business sub and they were all like ""rise and grind!!!"" ""You can't run a business if you're like this!!"" ""You'll get no where in life if you keep this up!!"" like lol ok I get that I was looking for TIPS :(",0.8902871410736566,2.8988090149812784,2.9835205992509373,91.28541822721596,82.44569288389512,5.903121098626717,20.75031210986268,7.093109894594671,0.4593960049937573,985,29,218,13,27,333,143,267,0.102,0.74,0.158,0.9494,1,0,0,0,1,0,53.0,0,3,7,3,6,15,0,3,16,3,23,2,0,1,2,30,43,12,0,7,8,0,1,6,0,4,2,2,0,1,16,6,0,4,6,0,2,4,8,4,0,1,4,5,29,11,32,31,5,28,0,1,2,0,22,16,0,4,12,140,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520756389314848,0.0,0.13638955108612402,0.09616187984108772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574955818005684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326241459019698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140430156888841,0.0,0.14021765607613132,0.0,0.0,0.11846709129187688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488592699293887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337864564734746,0.09083510110047466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475579399851647,0.0695376415305446,0.09824911579919762,0.0,0.0,0.1256969300003141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874081386654734,0.13192816079301906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448013429953264,0.0,0.0,0.15116217666592865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427837808284407,0.4031316500563168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309756145679042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980691473649035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606908423376313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931916642666064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008302670363645,0.0,0.1509630393728055,0.0,0.0,0.2634251625256249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744706691130012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458579471889625,0.0,0.0,0.23305188606731295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019293602696767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867432299266076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001210896388548,0.0,0.0,0.09769503560822393,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trippy_lil_hippy,2020/01/08,"Tips for helping a friend with flight anxiety? My friend is flying across the country to see me in a couple days. This was already a huge source of anxiety for them, and we recently found out there is going to be a layover. This sent them into a full blown panic attack. I don’t have anxiety, so I have trouble knowing how to help them best. Their dad is going to print out a map of the airport to help them find the next terminal. Any other tips or ways I can support my friend? 
Also, they said they may be a mess in the days following. My non-anxious brain has trouble understanding this, because it seems like if the stressful thing were over, that would be a huge relief. Any insight would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!",4.143707792207792,5.855873435714287,4.7979220779220775,83.33253246753249,71.78571428571429,7.376623376623378,28.441558441558442,8.00094639256281,1.8742857142857143,571,22,108,8,11,183,93,140,0.138,0.615,0.247,0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,7,1,4,15,1,2,13,0,17,1,1,1,0,18,29,6,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,5,2,15,9,17,17,2,20,0,0,1,0,17,11,0,4,5,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666485627171006,0.12076646338744687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539045508244652,0.0,0.3465776754185532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180111114914934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205720698581092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584806926146376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685824358071207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709497948370464,0.0,0.19478407730757585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802477120688753,0.0,0.0,0.16557990937887634,0.3500209285682225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716503569216203,0.0,0.0,0.16649432584778254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036660672676825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299377259809677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377819246810448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060592960301345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771833040034918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491088746929552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364963589157434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033922609783206,0.13747818215114666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298691794608534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136978044133047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390341180852091,0.0,0.0,0.10032750821771537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572117096954362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986850159820292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455313089731207,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woah_itsan_alien,2020/01/08,"Anxiety from staying home alone, but anxiety when I go out..? Hi everyone, it's my first post. So, I work from home, or I work out of state. But its few and far between when I'm out of state. And I'm still sorta new in this town I moved to, about 1 and a half years.. and I have one friend. One friend I knew before I moved. I haven't made any friends since being here, and I find myself alone and cooped up in my apartment by myself more often than I'd like. It feels like its driving me crazy. I'm always anxious, and having self degrading thoughts which just adds to the anxiety. I cant relax, I cant find a way to fix this. I don't know how to make friends either. Im not in school, or any group thing. And when I feel like I should get out of my apartment, I have such a hard time doing so. I have my anxiety pulling hard on myself to stay home. So I do. Sometimes I go out to the store, but it feels like everyone is watching and judging so i hurry and leave.  And so i wake up alone, procrastinate my work, eat, go to sleep. Every day. I have social interactions through text, but very rarely in person. And I'm also going through a break up which doesnt add anything positive to my situation. I think if I could get out of this anxious rhythm, I could feel more motivated to complete my work and do a better job. But it's hard to because I dont know how to or have anyone to lean on. So.. any advice would be appreciated, thank you.",1.6268976057055509,3.185440788079472,3.31880794701987,91.95664289353032,78.20529801324504,6.368008150789608,22.21141110545085,7.1686216300943375,0.5132512480896585,1106,32,255,13,26,368,148,302,0.152,0.728,0.12,-0.2175,1,3,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,7,18,12,0,0,7,0,22,3,2,5,0,55,44,34,0,5,12,0,7,4,4,2,0,0,3,2,12,21,1,0,12,1,1,8,7,1,0,4,3,8,37,11,39,35,4,44,0,0,1,0,11,19,0,6,14,165,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845584998979412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688645363038979,0.0,0.06919996183841619,0.07200192291672301,0.0,0.0,0.17653508169832205,0.0,0.26478832219137216,0.19551405579597952,0.0,0.06050549475641876,0.0,0.07120882593620707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527493728944576,0.0,0.07363273391177368,0.0,0.0,0.07653091211790128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072761808452616,0.0,0.0,0.13817822592732645,0.0,0.0,0.055806265822206914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141537644187427,0.0,0.0,0.08854429003411597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290731369192657,0.1653709113648977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501360880020428,0.18545637951238775,0.0,0.0,0.1581781668910834,0.07360445014567378,0.0,0.0,0.26741899718588824,0.0,0.09041925789987333,0.0,0.1967135215414668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325482114116255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603972813689833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346988536738776,0.0,0.0858700955600363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511193315629483,0.0,0.0,0.09162536076591933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910151908384335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187908798135325,0.0577610763313179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839405808592209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357357077666333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172732430552142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555678980650828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287415874274921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757545008160345,0.0,0.0,0.09027220803153048,0.0,0.0,0.07158052943196858,0.0972660892989798,0.08659493373659152,0.08820892635561974,0.0,0.0,0.08558279681986868,0.0,0.0,0.1844641372874372,0.06910491919509018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966744571187298,0.0,0.0,0.057488308800893034,0.055446494193235885,0.0,0.0686970924203232,0.05045776224736741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139832627044886,0.0,0.06868542394598258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519865907014964,0.0,0.0,0.06147016337960427,0.0,0.0,0.05572405495387926
anxiety,thunde-r,2020/01/08,Finally I went to the hospital to treat a chronic ear infection It was hard but it was getting worse I couldn't let the fear of going to hospitals stop me,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,87.75,8.200000000000001,26.75,8.841846274778883,2.758537500000001,124,6,25,4,4,43,26,32,0.22399999999999998,0.631,0.145,-0.4325,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,1,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106968845955252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998108518542275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068369607932126,0.0,0.20742296623272008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269447497398396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732103390343847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051343581420355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383342791887771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37193938392475695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,123grimey,2020/01/08,"Eating at team meeting Hi guys, I’ve got a team meeting coming up next week which is for the whole day so food is provided, but I can’t eat in front of people. I start getting anxious and struggle to eat and get symptoms such as dry mouth, gagging. What can I do? Please help!",2.035789473684212,3.7822059122807055,3.1402105263157907,92.85347368421054,77.59649122807018,5.261754385964913,25.43508771929825,5.6839178017228535,0.5519571929824556,215,8,46,1,5,69,49,57,0.092,0.7929999999999999,0.115,0.3274,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,5,6,1,0,0,4,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312695198646741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634372354508215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202414782505434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6284232208138625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475420189853041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213910128107054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372917306614407,0.0,0.0,0.2026998947250488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372160541681748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177165740093462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419235065893893,0.0,0.0,0.22471543945562167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448982302118385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401241802803814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127771214661172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420991094327686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285568282591964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prettygemst0nes,2020/01/08,My anxiety made me dumb I answered an easy question wrong cause I was real nervous and on top of that tired now I feel like a moron,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,1.8900000000000008,93.98000000000002,94.71428571428572,4.228571428571429,21.285714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.27004285714285725,104,4,22,1,4,35,26,28,0.423,0.39,0.187,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26074925889161443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35014676335238365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234396295474982,0.2435032537909145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652205585822874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32252043946906084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818299220187492,0.0,0.0,0.38796183502551856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917568465568905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726658843463336,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AviationChic,2020/01/08,Constant Worrying I worry about everything.  Especially in the middle of the night.  Anyone have any tips on how to not worry about everything?  lol.  That's a big questions I know... Some of the things I have tried are to limit caffeine intake and distractions like reading or cleaning.  Any tips would be greatly appreciated.,3.4648611111111123,6.638408303571433,4.325952380952383,75.13015873015874,90.96428571428572,6.7746031746031745,27.65079365079365,7.793537801064563,2.7989269841269846,259,12,38,6,9,83,44,56,0.162,0.6970000000000001,0.141,-0.079,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,9,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878896799089417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480066229662309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287432216326961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804759323423226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337013473061635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632989769709882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341269366863652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864069048069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371221070730796,0.0,0.2117301954921781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062607834071772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371201389219296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6448923564213627,0.0,0.15036636476776413,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsmeee66,2020/01/08,"Everyone thinks I’m stuck up but I just have social anxiety I developed pretty bad social anxiety after high school and it’s followed me to university and my jobs. I have an office job and I’ve worked here for about 10 months now, the office culture is amazing and everyone is so friendly and like a family... except for me. I don’t really speak to anyone unless they come talk to me, in which case I try to be as talkative and friendly as I can be but I really just try to avoid everyone because I feel so disconnected and anxious. I feel like I never know what to say and can’t hold a conversation and I panic and now I’m starting to feel like everyone thinks I’m arrogant and stuck up but really I wish I could be friends with them all I’m just scared and anxious literally all the time.",3.679513457556936,4.9655246894409935,5.6934316770186335,78.14006469979297,72.29192546583852,9.590269151138717,27.702380952380953,9.928628108626363,2.7457821946169774,629,23,124,17,12,219,88,161,0.177,0.615,0.20800000000000002,0.8975,3,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,9,11,0,3,5,0,11,0,0,0,3,35,27,20,0,2,8,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,14,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,5,19,7,19,21,2,13,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,10,83,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911313279188657,0.28225460097202426,0.0,0.08734898475488058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043053897020685,0.07615183029800257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761000271947416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974075741858184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774766746017146,0.0,0.0,0.11776617672531668,0.0,0.1894942902524227,0.17848986588670532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289545329755496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198788517504514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24793337194149745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865434976378791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309303235944704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971225378724594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634822901767348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465700876650864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270914831212976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400863940374352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934369100793254,0.12506959937099482,0.12642862743087094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546862956661973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842105992593903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040828177402976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009107918195287,0.0,0.0,0.07284353798037689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962887550547592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365515090909267,0.0,0.0,0.09094534702273596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,left_shoulder,2020/01/08,"How can I cope with anxiety about the news, when I feel anxious and guilty for the privilege of self-care? CONTENT WARNINGS: international news, politics, etc. 




Hi all! I’m new to this sub but I have known I have generalized anxiety for around 8 years and am finally in bi-weekly therapy, which has helped a ton. 

Like many people, I’ve been very distressed by international news lately. I’m particularly sensitive to tensions with Iran, Iraq, and the US. I am a white American with no loved ones in Iran or Iraq, but I’ve found myself in an emotional catch 22 with the situation. 

My routine is listening to NPR while I make breakfast. I heavily regulate my social media intake, spending around 30mins per day on all social media. This has been a great plan for making me feel present without being uninformed about what’s happening in the US and world. 

My dilemma: Consuming the news this week has been emotionally exhausting and made me extremely anxious. This has triggered my anxiety to about its peak. However, consuming less news makes me feel horribly, horribly guilty because I have the privilege to do so. I am minimally affected by these tensions. I also have a good job, a social support system, my therapist, and two active outdoor hobbies to enjoy. I have the ability to blow off a lot of steam but the problem is that I don’t really want to. I feel dirty for being able to when others’ lives literally depend on staying alert and paying attention to the news. 

Furthermore, I feel guilty for being so anxious about this in general. If I’m this upset, how do people who are directly affected feel? Do I even have a right to be so distressed? I know the last question is easier to talk myself out of — my feelings are valid and will happen regardless. But contextualizing my grief is making me even more anxious! This is just the most horrible cycle. 

Can anyone relate? How do you cope when even the act of self-care makes you anxious? I’ll talk to my therapist about this this week, but was curious if anyone else feels this way.",5.2978762999452655,7.1597441534391555,6.319374201787998,72.97166666666669,69.1058201058201,10.081517971173145,31.55300127713921,10.324001499409627,3.6647094325852936,1622,70,277,46,29,539,196,378,0.20199999999999999,0.6829999999999999,0.115,-0.9882,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,2,0,1,21,16,0,5,21,0,36,3,0,13,2,66,61,27,1,5,10,0,8,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,17,15,1,0,13,0,2,2,3,8,0,2,6,10,34,8,45,50,8,31,0,1,1,1,15,13,0,7,14,195,51,2,0.08202104557548204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559220051332541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823762609130876,0.4633021756893534,0.0,0.11470204430135307,0.0840402539908107,0.0,0.14603224006732296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049999268090992685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528967889643841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851805886762412,0.18452527308299452,0.0,0.0,0.09147514710089193,0.16252238113110518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33177844079708324,0.0,0.0,0.0898500462709062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899318429331966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879536156656478,0.0,0.09042849230669656,0.0,0.0,0.14506187944747193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054976977919807685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139323167871311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507662161263181,0.06685809934714222,0.09252331199442147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04007133982513927,0.0,0.0724260859383658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973135984792841,0.07402719594729508,0.07761029650943597,0.2737484241274555,0.08315646650138406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921643692228601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055579583203290484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372613117855147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784830634315733,0.0,0.0,0.09188234244264913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254478206455879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004552476608254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113167732117615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921950917739367,0.0,0.2508303804311196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742352133609277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307651052569202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185081906317173,0.0,0.0,0.09379821382056563,0.19046551136934015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012264340319122,0.0,0.19732243768465904,0.0,0.0,0.06767595253856422,0.04837813777243294,0.06510448821239935,0.1973770059823504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906536100692774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281886418499891
anxiety,fullmetalheartbeat,2020/01/08,"Does anyone else who grew up with intense social anxiety catch themselves subconsciously acting almost childlike/helpless in certain settings and realize that they use that as a sort of coping mechanism? Crossposted w/ r/DoesAnybodyElse.

Let me preface this by saying that I am NOT talking about intentionally acting ""disabled"" or anything like that. It wasn't that I decided to do that, not at all.


It's more that sometimes when you have social anxiety you can get into this dynamic where people see you as incompetent and helpless, and you feel incompetent and helpless. And in some cases it can feel safer psychologically to lean into that helplessness and have people patronize you, rather than to try and prove competence and potentially prove ""just enough"" to get your patronize pass revoked, but not seem competent enough to prove yourself, in which case instead of patronizing you people might act towards you with hostility.


I was very, very school smart, but seemed ""incompetent"" and felt ""stupid"" in almost every other area of my life. So I kind of convinced myself that I was one of those ""socially akward smart people,"" which I suppose isn't entirely untrue, but I had a moment of self-awareness in college where I realized I was sort of wearing that like a shield, and leaning into my awkwardness MORE around people who ""just don't GET anxiety."" 

Eventually I realized it was kind of counterproductive and that it was keeping me from gaining confidence in certain settings, and perpetuating dynamics between myself and others that I wasn't happy with. I'm generally a lot more confident and happy now, but of course I still have chronic anxiety and I still sometimes catch myself falling back into this.",13.068975225225225,10.670767226351355,11.849594594594596,54.04090090090093,54.10135135135135,14.731531531531534,47.30180180180179,13.023866798666859,6.3400099099099085,1393,67,199,36,12,447,159,296,0.107,0.762,0.131,0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,8,1,3,14,19,2,1,4,0,19,3,1,2,6,60,31,24,0,1,11,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,27,23,0,1,12,0,0,8,7,6,0,1,9,5,29,13,38,20,8,33,0,3,1,0,16,17,0,10,8,161,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199083010856935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33918497254382474,0.0,0.0,0.07750551235742954,0.1135739643330744,0.09121612112710233,0.0986756919291237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523308510463498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970013454959896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259690689242722,0.0,0.0,0.2290653597745448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339182705711448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209328569405322,0.0,0.10642873535352304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373606162681926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359934655404436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852427022751582,0.0,0.23085635129268225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334668492977605,0.07829321378785828,0.10830669123338207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423659020748992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175891968416312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511154834286764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842303822529993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881485193291587,0.0,0.11218121851300301,0.08832924044511299,0.20181853915719072,0.11563567512813368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389780412116606,0.0,0.0,0.21925739284371468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770421741098493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909313995650654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525658680269866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573462787477544,0.0,0.18291772941719506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spacegirlapollo,2020/01/08,"Panicking from a terrible night mare It’s 6 am and I just woke up shaking because  I had this really fucking terrible dream that my brother hung himself In a closet. And he was still alive so I had to stand under him to push him up but I was screaming for my parents but they couldn’t hear me.
And then for some reason I was in the middle of some dark street and I was walking and crying, and some guy started running at me and he grabbed me and said 
“ I’m sorry about this “ and was trying to kidnap me or whatever and I had a knife in my pocket so I like stabbed his hand that was holding me. And he let me go and that’s when I woke up and I can’t stop shaking.

I just I’m so shaken about the dream of my brother because I have been dealing with suicidal ideation for the last few months, and I’d even had a plan and my stomach feels so twisted and I’ll never do that to anyone. The feeling I have is so horrible and it didn’t even happen. 

And I think the kidnapping thing happened becuase last week some man tried to follow me into my apartment. He even put his foot in the door as I ran into my apartment and was going to force his way in but my parents were in the house so he moved away.

So maybe this is my brains dumb way of coping ??? Idk  I feel a little better having typed this out. Has anyone else experienced dreams like that?",1.7393594306049809,3.475074992882565,3.2811444839857664,91.55807259786478,78.4306049822064,5.777138790035588,23.33964412811388,6.55674776486733,0.5518013096085403,1047,34,227,9,25,345,146,281,0.156,0.75,0.095,-0.9553,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,17,10,2,2,12,0,25,5,4,1,1,42,43,33,1,1,6,4,5,2,0,0,0,3,2,2,12,23,0,2,5,3,0,11,4,7,0,0,18,9,39,3,32,23,5,45,0,0,0,1,21,20,2,5,13,164,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060513665675596,0.13965317003855693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805623949849546,0.0,0.0,0.16617170836438208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205442995005942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215338524563246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971669788080286,0.0,0.14051701378935882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385929565132505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270070170535838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674874007176086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600509006033506,0.0,0.0,0.15492232485077456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495621882888978,0.2410553318747177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361749013332382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726932435535496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222017443593667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937370203423508,0.0,0.1331764093641333,0.13660617004636091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692942742263364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879157790330936,0.144862957044391,0.0,0.0,0.10512124102005643,0.0,0.0,0.12790622201853372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026850827824165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701690233746894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873158401580166,0.1401368056620241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296503890548385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257419219216556,0.0964722615712894,0.0,0.10884757342998924,0.11395103689283767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908763595292834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905501806015524,0.08733410614511666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850744750347344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163736478853001,0.1093298479764568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mismashful,2020/01/08,"Scared to go to sleep after not being able to sleep last night I’m currently having law schools exams. I’ve suffered from anxiety for years but lately it’s been under control. Last night however, I could’ve sleep. It gave me a major anxiety attack (will I be able to study tomorrow? Will I fail all my exams?). Finally I fell asleep at about 5am.

The thing is, I woke up anxious and keep thinking how I dread going to bed tonight (“what if I can’t sleep?”). Anyone any tips?",0.7733859649122792,3.2385413473684244,2.6511842105263166,90.15537280701756,88.15789473684212,5.692982456140351,20.54824561403509,7.1686216300943375,0.7619298245614039,368,12,74,6,12,122,72,95,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.9713,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,2,2,0,8,5,5,2,1,10,15,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,0,9,0,12,8,2,17,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,11,41,13,4,0.30930928718482203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517046097654333,0.0,0.2366207580796399,0.17471572656529002,0.0,0.10813812269938528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759419837556277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345833334015476,0.12347914854565704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694166025962291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578759594245472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746415317657346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521283520162568,0.17445717425436033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902658128372064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548362779567156,0.15651875593288442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6190653333057335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274567319741854,0.09909645093320753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959251992184766
anxiety,Just_Kingsley,2020/01/08,"You don't need to have it all figured out Take your time not to think, but to rest: taking slow breaths. 

Make known to yourself it's okay

if today you take your time as you heal.",-0.40131578947368496,1.814008868421056,0.4161052631578954,105.61573684210528,91.89473684210527,3.04,15.494736842105262,3.1291,-1.5061221052631582,139,3,34,0,5,42,29,38,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,10,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562868452139845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25063500289025203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7624391795269955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165873688776833,0.0,0.0,0.3942003592337572,0.0,0.3204001841325433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WeTheSummerKid,2020/01/08,"Waiting for your message to be read is like holding yourself against an attack from The Flood from Halo. I'm also autistic, so I'm not only anxious as hell, but also oftentimes don't know what to say.",7.41,6.239236000000003,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,64.0,9.0,40.0,7.1686216300943375,3.25775,160,8,28,1,2,53,35,40,0.11800000000000001,0.805,0.076,-0.4078,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,19,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697385953276737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024276190213837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052520915008605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957693969611561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740312772418318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27092163993600643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563167638804272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832807323561102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaytowawatstow,2020/01/08,"I spent almost all my money this weekend and I hate myself for it This weekend I was gonna grab a few beers with my friends. We were originally not gonna do anything crazy but then people wanted to go clubbing and since I have extreme FOMO and want to be the fun person, I was up for it. Coming to the club, my friend had some trouble with their card in the entrance. ""I'll take it"", I said, and waved for the other people we were with to come along. Ended up paying for all their entrances. Two of them I don't know and have no way of getting that money back. Then inside of the club I paid for drinks for everyone. On the way home, I ended up buying a cab for us to get home, which was extremely overpriced.

I spent almost all of my money. I have a birthday party coming up in a week that I need to help arrange, also money-wise. There's two weeks before the paycheck arrives and due to recent bullshit in my life, my savings have been drained. I'm so mad at myself, so fucking angry that I didn't just take one second to look at my balance and say ""maybe this isn't a good idea"". I hate that I do these things only for FOMO. Cause the day after I always regret even going out and always feel like shit. I love just sitting in a bar with friends but I hate going out clubbing, I don't wanna do it anymore. Needed to vent about it. Sorry.",2.2336221457616503,3.7478924028776963,3.725351892399125,89.88184704410385,76.41007194244605,5.2664372849546455,21.79918673756648,5.192301501255418,0.07370891460744433,1040,27,216,3,23,344,150,278,0.171,0.722,0.107,-0.9666,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,3,0,9,16,6,0,14,0,19,7,1,2,3,43,48,15,0,6,5,0,2,1,3,2,1,2,2,1,16,20,3,0,3,9,8,6,6,8,0,4,12,5,34,8,42,33,5,36,0,1,1,2,14,13,2,3,15,156,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243956988241879,0.0,0.0,0.08960311810532104,0.1864624381724952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111949009725254,0.0,0.0,0.0922042826468883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615643126178722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534286403972587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510207101942782,0.0,0.2895530340739711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226037839674325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976238981610628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847893680396944,0.0,0.0,0.07400530346231213,0.0,0.0,0.107064721631013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665380674623965,0.08004566011965908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969930494041954,0.10358468959244398,0.1170787848628568,0.0,0.1910349128307816,0.09397883985146772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318665818614365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510204882700024,0.0,0.22478247807218288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648625673391584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157753236720528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914137900437451,0.05473999906834922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409039149735954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011258584032972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256523231603552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616132733356415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592524597489632,0.08521600572456119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553571291084034,0.0978342152341052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106318735756996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658137142995136,0.08910344893755337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501357341123584,0.09268558048789936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542628500543715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848924348207558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443836074923885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189052546974137,0.0,0.13477750060463686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217522689022018,0.17787374415947454,0.1797530299832755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jayzval,2020/01/08,"A friend triggers my anxiety So my anxiety started June last year, and to this day, it has only been triggered by this one friend I talk to. No, he is not a bad friend/person. I have mentioned this to him and he has been supportive all the way. However, it has gotten to the point that my anxiety has gotten worse and I can’t control it or calm myself, no matter how hard I try. Yesterday, I have went a bit out of control, overthinking, and over worrying, and I have sent him probably over 99+ messages. Then I, for some reason, wrote, “I don’t get the purpose of this friendship anymore,” and that’s when we sort of started arguing a bit. He was annoyed because I kept calling and texting him, because he was triggering my anxiety when he wasn’t answering or reading my messages. He decided that we should talk this afternoon about our friendship (I’m pretty sure he was mad and frustrated with me). I’m wondering whether it is best I end this friendship when we talk. He said he doesn’t want me to end it, but thinks it would be best. If he causes me anxiety, even when he isn’t a bad person, and has not done harm to me, would it be the right choice to end this friendship?

Thank you for reading.",5.571279139270772,5.518018037656907,6.225179318589362,80.83720711297076,67.36820083682008,9.841123729826661,34.226240286909736,9.606745405546679,3.075744530783025,937,41,189,18,14,307,120,239,0.094,0.725,0.18100000000000002,0.9771,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,1,0,4,8,15,4,0,9,0,26,0,0,8,2,44,43,21,0,5,7,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,17,14,0,3,5,2,0,2,9,7,0,1,14,2,28,8,18,24,6,24,0,0,0,0,33,5,0,6,16,129,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139900328989598,0.0,0.1073381278908141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074019443899206,0.13195575659378567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271678707642628,0.0,0.2363249728480728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105180713612236,0.0,0.0,0.11118518280427554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427851950399725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980137985694396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076001405031846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875871390831378,0.0,0.0,0.07148692565709112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508618171524485,0.0,0.0565473148405905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695557658650658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822440228244029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334153311414847,0.08231613115576612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900989372260388,0.0,0.0,0.10231524045472823,0.0,0.0,0.110111948368607,0.1166935614203198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652472999578395,0.0,0.0,0.11128162790033827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243045517882564,0.10295444001150383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321585595110487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282161156014733,0.10200839285822856,0.0,0.0,0.2609809390908686,0.0,0.09964647443144396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935138457835707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734831537202897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383867220558193,0.08591037756876684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100333145413195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173741535640218,0.0,0.10991594202068586,0.11029875063707316,0.15377134308172147,0.0,0.0,0.06969855211952125
anxiety,SardonicPotatoe,2020/01/08,"Doing great and want to prepare Hope you're all doing as well as you can be. For those of you who need it *hugs*, you don't deserve anxiety and I hope it gets better soon. Those of you who don't need it *hugs anyway* because there can never be enough hugs in the world and you're all awesome.

I have had a seriously rough patch, work has been bad, really bad. But my boss is on extended leave and I'm not having anxiety attacks every morning anymore, I'm humming to myself, I'm starting to clean my house which I haven't done in an embarrassing amount of time. I'm feeling a little bit good about myself. And my work is going super well, I'm out performing people.

My boss will come back though and I need to prepare myself for that. Is there any way I can armour myself from the toxic negativity? I don't want to slide back, I was in a very dark place and going back is scary.

Thank you all for being you and taking the time to read, any advice is gratefully recieved.",0.7737878787878785,3.181984080808085,2.7052777777777766,90.36125,86.979797979798,5.118181818181818,18.3510101010101,6.6274283507984215,0.1176828282828284,760,20,156,9,24,253,108,198,0.099,0.6920000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,6,0,5,11,17,1,1,7,0,25,3,0,2,4,26,45,12,0,7,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,0,1,1,0,4,7,5,2,0,4,2,21,12,21,37,6,21,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,2,8,109,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371077707642706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610108570692133,0.0,0.20935241497723006,0.0,0.13570070839459794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556663054165687,0.0,0.3156463932135364,0.2284982317345555,0.08341159846171622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101690240488144,0.14938525040905845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786876693804695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002677952155818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138417128793312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152869738709696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918643796859414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148914213862663,0.0,0.1555297093639099,0.11476830149945012,0.0,0.1508579100809556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718103654554769,0.0,0.15788591045485165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488547221989376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714174471040502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043778792615541,0.105533376674867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486217249426804,0.0,0.14296045611830493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368691620710271,0.0,0.08765816841260783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685048825799823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028807353119454,0.0,0.0,0.12597664441405215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443687628410692,0.0,0.15957583466537748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290084023605572,0.16141427489922466,0.10861097844363213,0.0,0.0,0.24605704152491906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992308454868711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KittenWhiskers24,2020/01/08,"Does anybody else get extreme anxiety over things that you know aren’t an issue, but you will freak out until you check? I woke up and had an anxiety attack because I couldn’t remember if I put my gas cap on when I filled my tank two days ago. In my head I knew I had done it because I’ve never just forgotten, but my anxiety kept telling me, “but what if you didn’t?” I had to put shoes on and go out to my car to check, just for some peace of mind. I do this all the time with other things too, like locking doors and things of that nature. Even though I know I’ve done the thing, I can’t do anything else until I double, or sometimes even triple check, because it freaks me out too bad.",7.963652968036528,4.4890367808219205,7.8013698630137025,82.47091324200915,64.75342465753424,11.103196347031963,33.922374429223744,8.344100000000001,2.300245662100456,534,14,125,5,6,172,88,146,0.135,0.7979999999999999,0.067,-0.8466,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,0,8,5,1,0,4,0,12,2,2,0,2,25,19,13,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,1,4,0,3,5,5,4,0,1,9,0,22,1,17,8,4,20,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,8,89,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339085886404742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453488583533402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383167826652307,0.0,0.0,0.1711919774623137,0.0,0.0,0.12564396653663062,0.2751924338232638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704672789778172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168548781132342,0.3079852280148418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514123652945228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878037473502785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861924632338126,0.0,0.08552087887258589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443522001827073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706133915382292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539902394218156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351660636958879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194124038701484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605894668662672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30254660636125946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704637623169224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488279187532366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315255791163134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39988715813942544,0.0,0.14784519124639728,0.0,0.08774571548563759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699645337708314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YGGMTP,2020/01/08,"Should I see an escort? Hi everyone! 

A little bit of backstory for you. 23, and have real anxiety over going on dates and meeting new people. I put an insane amount of pressure on myself to impress that person. It gets so bad I decide not to talk to new people. But I’m sure some of you know what I’m talking about! 

Anyway, has anyone with similar anxiety’s decided to see a escort to fulfil their needs? How did it go? Would you recommend it as a good thing? Or was it a negative experience for you? Thank you for your replies in advance 😁",0.9973535638673248,3.4346316146788998,3.5937614678899084,84.23103740296402,86.06422018348623,6.6565984474241375,22.14608327452364,7.882392219407189,1.4794764996471423,422,15,81,9,13,147,78,109,0.139,0.7490000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.6411,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,1,1,4,6,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,16,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,2,11,4,18,12,3,12,0,0,2,0,12,5,0,2,3,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931379249729791,0.0,0.0,0.13396704987270006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997307104851805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091711353377179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830763736376593,0.0,0.18741579434018635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010000977010293,0.0,0.2177746852337279,0.16070004140091332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052951070306432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202762230354314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206459786020356,0.0,0.3700855523733782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656544507157753,0.1672925784505844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260498967456308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807603168560166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30535138469525536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057517232297546,0.0,0.0,0.3079921610949686,0.0,0.17639410628537805,0.0,0.0,0.12728660699711736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610295191057592,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lonelymoon212,2020/01/08,WWIII anxiety Is any one else like super freaked out about the war coming. Like I'm dreaming about it. I'm freaking out about it. I'm having really scary dreams about war and then waking up panicing. I really don't think I could physically handle there being an actual war. I stress and freak out about little things. A war. That's too much. I'm freaking myself out as a type this even. I can't handle it!!,1.107926829268294,3.60845662195122,3.0055609756097565,88.11931707317076,86.43902439024393,5.719024390243902,16.736585365853657,7.1686216300943375,0.2707960975609756,321,7,63,5,10,107,53,82,0.34600000000000003,0.536,0.11800000000000001,-0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,13,4,2,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,9,12,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,10,0,1,0,0,5,3,11,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2743215524946491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116356378977487,0.0,0.21504739525307745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421502643232076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444243250944268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348302577955203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566965307785388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27467103466924714,0.2817447793343369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664724810435545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904865384031397,0.0,0.0,0.3298205052786733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36017087821675553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220090798309861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867561373224252,0.18012311197852032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squatsntacos,2020/01/08,"Struggling The last few days have been absolutely miserable. My heart wont stop pounding, I want to throw up constantly and find myself just wanting to isolate.
I would never hurt myself because I love my kids way too much to do that to them, but I understand why people are driven to that.
Idk what to do anymore.",5.695,6.726089833333332,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.632166666666667,250,10,45,4,4,80,48,60,0.135,0.768,0.09699999999999999,-0.0837,0,0,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,1,0,7,2,1,0,1,10,12,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,7,8,2,9,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25080658484204105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541641041811355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27329259420698865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309810915456024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114393652194684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996850185394413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707322422401091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614539745557506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282500681307382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590892464987027,0.0,0.1950503140610412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532743782589635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114338198241844,0.0,0.26438360929412025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632754477953833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983312578922433,0.2007384405141713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820085862004766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796512859071436,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carrotcake_1,2020/01/08,"Is there some way to stop being anxious for an interview, could you please advice? I got anxiety for almost everything....one of being interviews (which relates to anything that has to do with public speaking ands speaking to higher authority like teachers etc.....) 

I got the notice today and the interview will be held in like 2 days (more specifically less than 2 days).... and im hating myself why I applied. I feel that myb if i had a couple of days more i could calm down ... myb. 

Once i got contacted for the interview today, i started ironing my clothes for the interview, preparing all the documents asked to upload online. I also printed out some. Got my transportation in check. Packed my bag like 80%.  So i got those out of the way. But the big part is the speaking part. I had interviews before but the last one i had was like 2 months ago. I have all the possible interview questions n answers written out, i just have tweak some stuff like company related stuff. But i feel like ny head is empty and filled with being scared. 
Its quite a big company n i feel why they even picked me for an interview and im even thinking did they even read my application, myb i got selected by mistake?

Idk, what do you do to calm ur anxiety for interviews???",3.1380306905370863,5.551072218487398,4.459937888198759,81.5176708074534,76.81512605042016,8.172743880160759,27.57471684325904,8.964715089967882,2.5676355133357696,980,41,180,24,23,323,127,238,0.08199999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.6722,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,2,1,7,11,1,1,14,0,21,1,1,1,2,33,36,11,0,4,5,0,3,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,10,0,2,6,1,1,2,0,3,0,1,13,6,27,8,25,16,11,22,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,6,16,123,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002258299183604,0.09091813670595772,0.0,0.1027045433174549,0.0,0.0,0.0820216017780017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692466976325006,0.11586983287610195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440267608321407,0.0,0.0958849070930788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727569522132687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378042877922658,0.11348678666150624,0.0,0.198438807929166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438765629717243,0.2032306573163374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558061173784032,0.0732728212725229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921860502296389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101262207522995,0.1052618040352106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215767035750959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360458038256102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30064996619659123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818668120359377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677151362780673,0.0,0.10922892142228023,0.06950104440483704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221369061066871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258613080374157,0.0,0.11562720246033124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489684510172675,0.1090910455707643,0.10259326629265164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268596881745468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259639631073239,0.0,0.0,0.08574935944855311,0.0,0.0,0.2348259421274324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571983778434935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944402227736379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282345657951147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509884055966586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Infernodred,2020/01/08,"How do I stop having irrational thoughts on my coworkers disliking me? I want to talk to some of them and become friends, but my inner thoughts keep telling me that I will be a nuiscance if I keep on starting a conversation with them and that they will come to hate me. I will distance myself away from them which results in me rarely talking to them.  Or sometimes, I would talk to them, but after talking to them, I would reflect on my behaviour and tell myself to not talk to them too much because they find me annoying already. Any ideas how one can make friends properly without having these thoughts to stop you?",10.076153846153849,7.660309606837607,8.664205128205131,74.62246153846154,59.769230769230774,11.753162393162393,43.91282051282053,9.888512548439397,4.284403076923076,492,24,92,7,5,150,69,117,0.136,0.804,0.06,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,9,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,10,0,0,4,0,29,20,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,27,2,19,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,3,4,76,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024548298579366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987494045515139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643182023720896,0.0,0.0,0.08852012495785361,0.16037567568265088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508761575613336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327214934556513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438146415846733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336717143008668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392711267589494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25814288817070624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693039772773504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674781479254658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983996733973594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361876649975047,0.0,0.10278207684464916,0.0,0.0,0.2428081199649761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835810915285129,0.2538440582128947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458472511581556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565002977744582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997956176946294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630943061368492,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,msszenzy,2020/01/08,"How to fight the anxiety about taking medications (for anxiety) This is a conundrum for me.

So during this period I had a bunch of panic attacks, continuous anxiety and I could barely get out of the house. Cyclothymia seems to be my approved diagnosis, but part of me still does not believe in (but it does make sense, I don't know), and my doctor prescribed me some seroquel (25mg) for the anxiety and, honestly, I am terrified.

I am generally scared of medications since I had a bad reaction to one, six months ago, and I don't live with my family so I can't ask my housemates to keep checking if I am alive in the night (I am terrified of taking it and dying). I guess I was wondering if anyone has any experiences with seroquel or with this anxiety about taking medication (and how to fight it) and if they could share them!",6.593263888888887,6.4218061875,7.937083333333334,69.82180555555556,65.25,12.111111111111116,34.65277777777778,11.645159339076185,4.2115069444444435,650,27,122,20,9,225,91,160,0.207,0.7240000000000001,0.07,-0.9716,0,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,7,8,3,2,7,0,15,4,0,3,0,30,26,17,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,21,2,21,20,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,8,6,94,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609738215319655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906438223391239,0.0,0.5009600948403065,0.0,0.0,0.09157756849904722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243967050833165,0.14899776939932802,0.0,0.0,0.10935483677418792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755882275239732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091384592569446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592662674065936,0.0,0.0,0.1340537827902045,0.2292262083422563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281142098769861,0.1234672634856354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842664304534289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427869222165135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112228953081475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641253416879165,0.0,0.0,0.07197792207767521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564928744797155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742377771811885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958167823845095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453934613001538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290687453455296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874895158059158,0.0,0.0,0.15366557814870116,0.0,0.14182821059126946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112424644300988,0.0,0.0,0.1192305587814982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083400914849764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459315301339857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954203872434998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203184238395414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sheepieweepie,2020/01/08,"Sitting here with physically crippling anxiety about the stupid possibility of a life changing event that may occur has never made me more thankful for the people standing by me in my life right now. Perhaps this is a fleeting feeling out of desperation for something good in my panic driven state, however if there is someone close to you that you may not have been recognising for who they are, make sure to let them know how grateful you are for them before it's too late.

If you don't have anyone, that's okay, as much as I want to believe there aren't any people that care (to reaffirm my own identifying with bad experiences), I have found that I simply cannot escape that people care, even if they are unable to show it.",21.491558752997605,8.22215494244605,18.26992805755396,46.60091127098322,53.53237410071942,20.835491606714626,61.44124700239809,12.45797560212912,7.451429736211032,583,21,106,8,3,186,93,139,0.107,0.742,0.152,0.7073,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,4,1,8,9,1,1,4,1,16,2,0,3,2,19,26,6,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,1,16,6,20,19,3,13,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,5,4,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165297258704225,0.0,0.1368522032180109,0.0,0.0,0.12508573181300994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936768915560214,0.0,0.0,0.15222426399165598,0.20155048481814491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36478546701400333,0.0,0.1892444484116486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815674895538834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499110274231713,0.0,0.0,0.09045337709467703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961462928600805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004646515777684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831458953356556,0.0,0.20179842933190212,0.0,0.0,0.1829296085113954,0.25271399787625354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692723228123489,0.11941207211504624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150650422312085,0.0,0.1379728541709214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989169741277355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720644151909943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016743120441742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277313981558027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515749575991355,0.13772011632350414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686039783569396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470009523367635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551537775763964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_sheepherder,2020/01/08,"I don't want anxiety to get the best of me. I've had a difficult childhood growning up. I developed depression and anxiety in life.

I've had a lot of therapy to overcome my problems and start to feel good again. I used medication, also after therapy, but slowly reduced and now I'm almost a year without. 

When the side effect were gone I felt great. I was happy and started to build up my life again.

I decided that I want to change my career field. So I picked up a study about 6 months ago. Got a new job in that career field 3 months ago, but it's hard.

I have made some mistakes, nothing big, but every time I can't stop thinking about it and feel bad about myself. I worry about what my colleagues will think of me. Even when I have a day off I keep checking my email. Scared that I did something wrong. I'm scared to fail my study.

I don't want anxiety to get the best of me.",1.608418514946962,3.492059530054646,3.3098746383799416,90.50554484088718,79.38251366120218,6.491674702667954,23.33301189328191,7.510576382923642,0.9498861459337832,686,23,149,10,17,228,103,183,0.20199999999999999,0.657,0.141,-0.8779,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,12,14,0,2,9,0,11,3,0,4,0,29,30,12,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,7,0,1,2,4,9,0,0,9,4,25,5,23,20,4,28,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,3,18,94,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292688740314089,0.0,0.12949536724700578,0.0,0.0,0.10341721117049024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29678849276846303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079768545686207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714268646253518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680348407061788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340074508491628,0.0,0.11138318454927527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541468486512023,0.0,0.10895773430564816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307762234122537,0.0,0.12416754479001192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512879544565126,0.0,0.0,0.10846753697849004,0.10342907150552554,0.14257583083846692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766361643454955,0.11584537933239565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833021247177176,0.1149456177952541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268517609395926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099432967664138,0.0,0.12236577459373582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302763627352716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064440880120951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248981269305266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408609244312248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374183943655136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589438950530041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955690588441292,0.0,0.0,0.18306681861209856,0.0,0.0,0.10811736690813673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957775348343605,0.0,0.0,0.1657261549373269,0.0,0.0,0.07540757126009734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169101704639214,0.0,0.0,0.22882897894378554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465993016751045,0.0,0.0,0.13133080578096484,0.0,0.0,0.14139119268772174,0.0,0.08327788347481592
anxiety,nojox,2020/01/08,"Tracing back your thoughts and fixing the bad links - share your thought trains in the comments. Whenever my thoughts spin out of control and fears start piling up into a panic attack, I stop that downward spiral by saying ""stop"" or ""pause"" several times till I go blank. That's one thing for immediate first aid.

But the other thing I do which I find useful after slowing down, is to examine the exact sequence of thoughts in which I went from a random argument I heard outside my apartment to ""people will mob and kill me"".

Neighbours A and B are fighting (a) -> what if my enemy starts a fight with me tomorrow (b) -> he could stalk me on my way home (c) -> he is stronger than me (d) -> I have no fight training (e) -> I cannot take him slapping me and will fight back (f) -> he will call more of his goons (g) -> they will all beat me up (h) -> nobody will come to my aid (i) -> oh God I'm going to be killed by a mob! (j)

This happens very fast and I go from a to j in 1-2 seconds.

When I realise that I'm at j (victim of a mob) very foolishly, I use the ""tracing back thoughts"" technique to think back to where it all started - I heard someone arguing outside my apartment. Someone unconnected with me. There was no rational reason whatsoever to think about j.

And yet I went through the whole series.

There are many flaws here.

The biggest one is at b. It's a what-if, an imagination, a hypothetical conjecture, not a even a remotely real threat.

c is where I assume that my ""enemy"" has fresh motive or enough violence to actually stalk me. Which is wrong because it has never actually happened. The guy is a coward in many senses.

d and e are right, but it assumes that there will be an assault, and there is no importance given to a mere verbal argument, where I most likely will say that I don't want to talk to him and get the hell out of there.

f assumes that I will not just step back and walk away protesting, which is most likely what I will do

g and h are  a classic anxiety / panic response where I am being hunted by a pack of wolves.

b, g and h are the real motivations of the entire anxiety exercise. It is an overblown safety / danger prevention response.

i is wrong because I live in an apartment and there are always people who are willing to intervene in the event of an loud altercation. There are also friends who will help me.

j is the ultimate conclusion of all panic and anxiety - ""what if I'm going to die from being hunted?""

Writing this down helps identify the links, going back and forth in the mind helps realise how many wrong links and how many wrong assumptions we make while worrying ourselves sick.

**What are your personal repetitive thoughts** that have such crazy linking and wrong assumptions? 

Maybe sharing yours will help others identify their own.",3.897434151355519,5.592161657458568,4.872636943766331,82.61988436335605,72.38858195211786,7.924090967493254,28.650006424258,8.569652575389874,2.174949582423229,2192,87,420,39,43,715,257,543,0.205,0.732,0.063,-0.9975,0,0,0,0,5,1,110.0,1,4,2,6,27,29,14,4,36,0,47,2,0,9,5,79,80,30,3,4,9,0,0,2,2,12,2,5,1,2,29,25,0,4,22,1,0,10,8,24,0,4,12,5,48,5,55,51,9,63,1,0,0,0,41,28,1,10,26,285,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.13789342103903846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056500829749359965,0.058788592945233004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214705378039632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803774910642779,0.06638040943564656,0.32596476266458835,0.05899193961820814,0.08613829424514795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721441670758278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086092771308195,0.0,0.0,0.07924285801754735,0.056410323147420637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332620662906421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300298503208785,0.0,0.04666535205347401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950377686339068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457516333930613,0.060097034680260016,0.0,0.0,0.054585995535031136,0.0,0.03691304851145233,0.0,0.20076740099879092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699571461479132,0.12495565767943255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942769690736785,0.0,0.0708702821550662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633318760562198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903454775324955,0.0,0.06238750825541797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047161134966462175,0.2865224413624329,0.07097999669285827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133894866183835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054491612799363966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575201147494768,0.0,0.0,0.2486866820421681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796318351093154,0.061691093518721624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160836170851202,0.0,0.0726426027601575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033690345102834,0.0,0.11237150904913712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981728664771423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972737607268917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002474492530032,0.0,0.0,0.11813741390792447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053121935161840564,0.05678785451548076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387684795903152,0.09054262012242167,0.0,0.33654146216265285,0.04119807812797833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220422609978828,0.0,0.11659152894955455,0.0416727126774167,0.0560807165428257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309912689712852,0.0,0.07888106434056387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175110810176162,0.0,0.0,0.3862374364813405,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZergyBoii,2020/01/08,"Is it normal that more I get out, more I fear of being outside ? Hello
It's been one year that i'm seeing a psychologist for huge anxiety. 
I had anxiety about eating and a lot of things. But not for going out. 
It's been 3-4 weeks that i'm noticing that i'm more and more afraid of being outside and I fear that I may have a panic attack outside now. 
Is this normal in the therapy ? Wtf is happening ?",1.060147058823528,2.8586732941176467,3.8243382352941175,86.56827205882351,80.76470588235293,6.602941176470589,21.213235294117645,7.645422480735847,0.8739705882352942,310,9,66,5,8,110,49,85,0.244,0.7290000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9573,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,11,17,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,1,5,0,9,11,5,8,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,3,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242702847134655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411147594510155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686970106153727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769876187982473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073101056768414,0.0,0.1204515915002054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741971753837108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018561204424013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41531655776483023,0.0,0.2412975093568039,0.0,0.0,0.14361746620873014,0.0,0.0,0.2486684133634581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889043009687082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237428615723786,0.0,0.1408049275608774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000718521264674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364837770468112
anxiety,23Aceboogie,2020/01/08,Help I’m new to these feelings So 2 months ago I had a panick/aniextyattack and ever since then my heart been racing my chest feels very tight and hurts also my throat had been feeling tight those are most of the symptoms I get. Does it ever go away what should I do I’m not a sad person I’m actually out going can anyone give me some advice on what should I do so my aniexty can get better will it ever go away.,0.01840909090909193,2.282961295454548,2.0118181818181817,94.88772727272728,89.45454545454545,4.1090909090909085,14.818181818181818,5.565023196281405,-0.8516045454545459,326,6,71,2,11,108,61,88,0.04,0.847,0.114,0.6475,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,12,4,3,0,3,16,24,6,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,5,9,1,6,17,2,14,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.174534285793422,0.0,0.0,0.17477263867791154,0.15854199130825478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302831698183008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505785918453027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360757101891188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818054326196276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651506888702735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853471039868972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712996645943946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186886147572779,0.1715716600194618,0.3049380718519294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194112898610226,0.11988109200605128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914653503633716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275839642659166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273690410783032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561671451179244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794867484506607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589627744286594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757208198506155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tubonjics1,2020/01/08,"Anxiety caused by having conversations in my head Does anyone else have this?  I would make up a conversation in my head between me and someone else and it always ends terribly for me, which then causes me anxiety and makes me upset.

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I wish I could find a way to stop doing it.",7.347393939393939,7.0669058000000025,7.865454545454547,71.32484848484852,63.72727272727274,10.969696969696967,32.878787878787875,10.504223727775694,3.398333333333333,229,8,41,5,3,76,41,55,0.20199999999999999,0.752,0.046,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,4,0,12,8,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,7,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557952574679898,0.20258908902964676,0.2271970582129685,0.0,0.0,0.2860732041661645,0.0,0.0,0.13073839972533186,0.19157964247616135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841529864607009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492856161853594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362449967255846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31238994642865625,0.0,0.1656057872102061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708932427879442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837839085733813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961669072768394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842468287725922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632082609861606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484133374547957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501388476191116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328228258186683,0.0,0.2271970582129685,0.0
anxiety,south_london_massive,2020/01/08,"Anyone find jet lag makes their anxiety much worse? Got back from NZ to the UK yesterday morning, slept ok ish but feeling really off kilter and anxious today, shaky hands, shortness of breath, headache and feeling really overwhelmed. Any tips??",8.034308943089433,10.286240073170733,6.432682926829269,73.28528455284554,62.90243902439025,9.369105691056909,35.61788617886179,9.725611199111238,3.911773983739837,197,9,28,4,3,58,38,41,0.213,0.649,0.139,-0.5648,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102001049762726,0.0,0.2364623475359623,0.34919751918954417,0.0,0.21613145489984645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376805227002841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125827335974964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825138235890039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472172774307135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063281279547665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272256929273504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960375863980824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929927563450407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150015632416397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soph20ja,2020/01/08,"Am I not important or something? Crisis team rang me, left a voicemail saying to ring them back and talk on the phone, maybe make a plan or? Give me recommendations, maybe come and see me. What’s that going to do? Maybe come and see me, make plans or recommendations isn’t going to fücking stop me feeling like shît now isit.",2.9590476190476203,5.274087682539687,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,76.93650793650794,6.104761904761905,21.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.5440920634920636,256,7,52,3,6,81,45,63,0.129,0.81,0.061,-0.6632,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,13,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,4,13,0,9,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,3,4,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717921901474546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521634550283612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335619718891248,0.14603105257341387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608937981746696,0.2323426350847465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209283528255955,0.0,0.0,0.09986474806840256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728914733463424,0.0,0.616074100721085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255560160065022,0.0,0.0,0.3257777425816432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736535170724664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089650705812198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429758632746705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skeletonche,2020/01/08,"I'M PANICKING So I'm currently in some bar with three of my classmates. Usually I go with my old friend from elementary school but today she didn't come so I stayed with those 3. I got my period early, while on a train so That's where panick started. I had one pad and now I don't have any and school didn't even start. I'm afraid, panicking and I just wanna go home. I'm super embarrassed writing this but I'm just afraidddd.",-0.11950734658599772,2.207679123595508,2.0620224719101152,92.47267070008644,94.84269662921349,5.884528954191875,18.082108902333623,7.321109707123232,0.5667555747623165,338,10,73,7,13,113,61,89,0.11,0.804,0.087,-0.2421,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,16,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,2,4,0,10,2,8,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,10,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695629186315332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478834539407415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468979575944226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264306515225055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28341663191788513,0.0,0.19942370201016335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501130234731188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164527551754896,0.0,0.16896239414731845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047002139217737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35297486626762764,0.2657682303177277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363495817919345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746179149328915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kirby49,2020/01/08,"Stress at work Hope this is the correct place to post, but I really need a place to vent. I’ve talked to my wife  and she’s done an amazing job supporting me. But I could use some extra advice or insight. 

I work for a very large engineering firm. I’ve been here for over four years. It’s an extremely rewarding job, but can be overwhelming stressful at times. 

Early in the year, my boss decided to take on a job as one of the package design teams for another department. This is one of the biggest jobs our firm has ever had. When he was considering taking on the project (let’s call project syrup), I stressed to him over and over that this was not something we’d be capable of taking on (technical stand point as well as man power).

Well as our package progressed, my boss realized that he was waaaay over his head. He did not review the project requirements and did not discuss with the project managers what was expected of us. Once he got fed up, he pretty much dumped it off on me. Our department only has four people, and the other three are buried in work as well. I have no one else helping me. I also am responsible for six other large projects which are ongoing. 

Project Syrup has completely taken over my work schedule as well as my personal time. I’ve sacrificed weekend after weekend trying to get our package up to the project requirements.  To make work matters work, my boss has been harassing me about getting back to our departments projects, saying our department needs to come first. When I’ve asked him to tell the project syrup team to take over, he says we can’t because “you can’t quit something you started”. This rubs me the wrong way because he was the one who quit project in the first place. 

I had a three hour conference call with the contractor and project managers last night, and was absolutely raked over the coal last night. I feel defeated, beat down, and steps away from I think my first full on break down. 

To add to all of this, I’ve recently had my first child. I am doing my best to be there for my wife and daughter, but it is getting harder and harder to not break down. Last night I even had a thought that it if I dropped dead, that I would no longer have to worry about Project Syrup. I instantly thought of my wife and daughter and snapped back to reality. 

I just need some advice on how to look forward. Thank you for letting me vent.",4.783091434956943,6.085311709327552,4.755361861565766,85.85055150200488,69.65075921908894,8.364451455991588,30.45559718661671,8.754623652393294,2.2679567606652205,1882,76,377,32,33,582,217,461,0.084,0.815,0.10099999999999999,0.7808,5,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,9,3,0,22,17,18,2,4,22,0,40,2,1,6,3,55,66,28,1,8,11,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,18,16,1,2,7,4,0,7,8,8,4,13,20,5,48,10,69,38,7,71,0,2,1,0,43,32,0,5,28,254,66,32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402629992320734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893325017853645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727482707961006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889415831400761,0.0,0.06923815621077592,0.11333263005585655,0.0,0.08984663884089589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733754921978611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505000994166835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348105496722392,0.07726699946978559,0.0,0.0,0.05883884717173885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541478475263556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061562074048316776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048674344773990096,0.06666065132245018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03726201762999054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507371021283145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550658277558384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589400088996809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563154214229098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493956898602553,0.0,0.0,0.07319499982217366,0.07257397329858843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925206135986664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021190314324545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071468896654405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188459396014075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919147166531165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417373940269081,0.16393001628977527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747113178862656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784819512588135,0.19974847351388167,0.056047783724201966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051090301042888704,0.06434696028809192,0.23098436020177202,0.0,0.06966486869803076,0.0,0.07057870265776386,0.07497352682836664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676577246713227,0.0,0.0,0.04721041164579042,0.0,0.07276416291108669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720922126471052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346683932164099,0.0,0.0,0.05216115624540302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532494790434584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362734040980102,0.0,0.0,0.22163556243321933,0.059232631664158326,0.06441200639690757,0.06784774708670907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722028780077615,0.0,0.1170099759187268,0.08594339785668513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003354566425811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864508657204004,0.06364815465231237,0.0,0.060805458740718826,0.0,0.05849505065449721,0.0,0.0,0.26503985718839146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219016686625598,0.07484006913006852,0.0,0.05235026755397183,0.08057307325731533,0.0,0.09491333764685332
anxiety,DeadRockGirl,2020/01/08,"Help on medication increases and effectiveness? About a year ago my citalophram was increased from 20mg to 30mg to help battle some increased stress and anxiety in my life. In total I have been on them for 7 years.

Recently I have a lot to be happy about and a lot to smile about but I cant seem to find the drive or passion in anything or a reason to smile. I feel like my old ways are coming back and the tablets are no longer helping (just giving me sleepless nights and sexual issues) I wanted to see if anyone else had a similar experience and what they did to help?

I am meeting with my doc later but my anxiety is flaring up about it.",4.1612222222222215,5.0822647461538475,5.383333333333333,82.1938888888889,70.76923076923076,8.547008547008549,28.290598290598286,8.841846274778883,2.084726495726496,507,18,103,9,9,169,87,130,0.071,0.7040000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.9653,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,6,5,1,1,7,0,12,3,0,2,1,24,18,11,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,4,2,14,3,21,13,7,20,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,7,9,74,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128368865216418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26111558972096216,0.0,0.0,0.11933251295925665,0.1748658406141299,0.14044225533656046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312303850841042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470122644253148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256820264305284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694252600263598,0.0,0.0,0.08629304588068455,0.12192267771510155,0.0,0.0,0.1559841649621353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371683855952535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167542171086196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575709854195738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812928812502846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205453091629792,0.08337800268694599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901855308125958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192642291320562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015697335673273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908357345668846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547142192549706,0.16851050071701665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599742662803446,0.1553664552808101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549548757989216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066228178995854,0.13546545278478994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198045495436822
anxiety,Chloe-Juliana,2020/01/08,"How to calm whatever is happening to me? I have never had anxiety this extreme before. Last month I had a panic attack, which only lasted an hour or two. I’ve just gotten back from holidays and around 3 nights ago at 12am something inside me was triggered and 4 days later I haven’t had a break. I am experiencing heart palpitations 24/7 and a bad feeling in my stomach. All I can think is, when will I feel normal again? Will this ever end? 

I was prescribed 2mg Diazepam, didn’t work at all. I’m still yet to have a blood test to see if it’s a Thyroid issue. Now trying Propranolol and seems to slow my heart which makes me feel better again. I just want to get better and lead a normal life again, before this gets any worse. 

(The trigger for the anxiety attack was thinking about manually swallowing and breathing.)",4.206097308488611,5.622899335403726,5.3269720496894415,80.76739389233957,71.17391304347827,7.8511387163561075,26.46014492753623,8.344100000000001,1.7839809523809531,647,21,122,10,12,214,108,161,0.102,0.79,0.10800000000000001,-0.6254,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,14,7,2,1,9,0,16,8,5,5,4,29,30,10,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,6,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,8,5,13,3,13,20,2,26,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,20,81,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546251219317409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624886396882536,0.0,0.21654824886321547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599643275680195,0.0,0.3220336947021201,0.0,0.10883191661584213,0.11817607156774601,0.0,0.0,0.24087224777355,0.0,0.0,0.25035295916197564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127856575683824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535827438474215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802679056697186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146935155557493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789271520499878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251592068364672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354400466429545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393837698219759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772609117650634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307403355521016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997057485465974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447591818616068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297213378331443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091607561252644,0.0,0.0,0.1328213001785734,0.2773491051989009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764398076297693,0.0,0.16606119030929192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278531709912787,0.12884843014964406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089607961063801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303028106137822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138022287058256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609318458494699,0.0,0.13825943157748438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348119264531649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303939105362647,0.0,0.14423657216457755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peakgemsdc,2020/01/08,"Has anyone overcome their anxiety or depression by using religion? Is it possible that the belief in the afterlife can cure some forms of anxiety and depression? There is a book out there by Mr.FOG called ""Why God is my only best friend"". He claims that he overcame anxiety, depression and even psychosis by believing that God is his only best friend.",5.9528571428571455,8.170332222222225,6.368444444444448,71.84600000000003,68.04761904761905,11.38920634920635,33.234920634920634,11.20814326018867,4.643783492063493,282,13,45,10,5,91,44,63,0.201,0.607,0.192,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,3,7,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,7,4,2,1,3,0,0,7,2,0,2,0,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407061315693123,0.0,0.0,0.13427149310367126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635149061410705,0.4030462313319753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608359230713432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49618418753395094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683367537260182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967230346680744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29209417976707513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648441118214348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658518347338973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327675778891244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saffire_playz,2020/01/08,"I need a hug So, I scroll through reddit if I'm sad usually. I stumbled across this subreddit (I like making people feel better and like helping people through things) and I keep comparing my problems to other people's. Not to mention when I talk to people about it, it feels like I'm being over-dramatic.

(Short because i couldn't think of how to word this)",2.6791428571428604,5.095863485714286,3.818571428571431,85.49642857142858,78.42857142857143,6.285714285714287,25.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,1.5117142857142851,284,11,52,4,7,92,49,70,0.081,0.6990000000000001,0.22,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,14,10,6,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,8,5,9,8,0,4,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216470480917293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625827252557452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358393727490488,0.16660767703096094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631800495651418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729075740035896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418088153119528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567173438311546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292475768231666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6467231415733729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315369746940808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744807160827506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549365992845056,0.1494337097704743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25685157722972585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZebraShark,2020/01/08,"Everything is going wrong at the moment   

Just needed to vent but everything has been going wrong for me over the past few weeks and feel like I am just about coping. 

Over the Christmas period, my brother-in-law was hit by a car and killed. He spent two weeks unconscious before passing away which meant most of Christmas was spent with stuff up in the air. I know this will sound selfish but it has been really difficult trying to support my wife and her family while managing my anxiety at the same time: I’m particularly triggered by travelling and spent a lot of Christmas and New Year going up and down the country to meet up with various family. 

At the same time, I have been having mild to severe chest pains over the same period. I don’t know what is causing them: whether it is psychosomatic, muscular, something wrong with my heart or lungs but the uncertainty is only making it feel worse and I am struggling to focus. Additionally, all the news of the tension between the US and Iran has been triggering me as well: woke up to the news at 4am this morning and wasn’t able to go back to sleep, then had to go for a 7am X-Ray and will hear back in a week about whether there is anything seriously wrong with me.

During all this I am trying to put on a brave face for my wife and family: I know what she and they are going through is a magnitude worse than what I am currently experiencing. But right now I am in a place where I feel I need a lot of support while the person who provides that is in a darker place and really needs me. 

I don’t know if there’s any point to this: I don’t have anyone else I can really speak to about this. My wife is perceptive enough to probably know what is wrong with me but we haven’t said anything as she isn’t in a place to help me right now.",9.911444400474867,6.082540581717456,9.665874554808074,71.69020083102495,61.46537396121885,13.416778789077961,37.4200633161852,11.20814326018867,3.77401685793431,1414,42,295,28,14,465,172,361,0.161,0.784,0.055,-0.9917,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,2,0,13,17,1,2,24,0,37,7,6,4,2,58,66,27,1,4,11,3,3,1,0,2,1,4,0,1,16,20,0,0,10,1,3,10,6,12,1,1,14,8,33,5,55,49,11,56,0,0,0,0,18,27,0,5,20,212,49,1,0.08421973236227015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727230602402485,0.0,0.06442786473759211,0.0,0.0,0.058888395074012924,0.08629306843265865,0.1386113274957767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912721089841131,0.12951955122550904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166478916389983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651686452903871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703547795486593,0.0,0.0,0.08702149688377127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513825298550333,0.0,0.2381846049207452,0.0,0.12775208160654486,0.060166593627504025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871840884758323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492175927598552,0.09980078835149142,0.05645071132666341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317665566738803,0.0,0.23142481185011785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114550712920454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320120945654424,0.0,0.0,0.05621732532875487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734359320680827,0.0,0.08133994232185053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640529015479942,0.08961573316609256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039726420114011,0.0,0.07353742179222149,0.2639750851868531,0.0,0.07961486930556491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908031159384363,0.0,0.0,0.08466409267024677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185995136230424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384638253715815,0.08011225160117105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514432537562906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428055484576291,0.0,0.0,0.06483646457632193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804475032939724,0.09641144416036848,0.0,0.1911431084714439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821840643517313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435933989111285,0.0,0.08227044091219778,0.0,0.10130596832967187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266796773520712,0.0,0.0757236537769282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716542047403626,0.0,0.4604052815153156,0.0,0.054234746388912534
anxiety,NonceXx,2020/01/08,"Anyone get the feeling they are being watched constantly? Whenever I leave the house, it feels like people are watching every little thing I do. Sometimes I’ll look up and people in cars WILL be watching me as they drive by, it makes me feel like absolute shit. I feel like a freak that everyone gets to watch and laugh at.

I’ve had experiences in the past where people make fun of my facial expression for being to ‘chill’ or ‘sad’ (I’ve got very heavy eyelids) so this is probably where I got my anxiety from.

It’s ruining my life. I’m not as outgoing as I used to be. I don’t laugh as much because I’m always conscious of my facial expressions. I feel unloveable and have never had a boyfriend. Anyone else feel the same way.",3.344583333333333,5.171328736111113,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,74.1388888888889,7.855555555555558,26.583333333333336,8.59863814320734,1.95765,574,21,112,11,12,188,93,144,0.09,0.778,0.132,0.8027,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,3,11,1,0,6,0,13,4,3,3,1,17,29,9,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,11,15,6,16,20,2,13,0,2,5,0,4,7,1,1,6,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110884269681566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134496816605342,0.0,0.0,0.203543187456906,0.14913266172515624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872562350340751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572873007544512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158792971148133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263173020497425,0.13907878345335695,0.0,0.14237533854786766,0.0,0.0,0.44156519908157416,0.3119417729921503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208721153772414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281846071865495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794457972100166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411590349986926,0.0,0.0,0.10280591538530776,0.21332439931713112,0.14587883498432916,0.0,0.0,0.12222492138168772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431084126736867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699562872967523,0.0,0.11225674628685063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389434658369262,0.30271708815068843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692697708860173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940446887618453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395217596617402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669661955453496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570803491865856,0.0,0.1200935796548759,0.0,0.11553041734536901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kritikal1991,2020/01/08,"Anxiety Symptoms and Support Hi everyone I hope you’re all ok today! 

I wanted to share this video with you in the hope that it offers someone out there some kind of encouragement or inspiration. 

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anxiety,Skysq,2020/01/08,"Does anyone else experience uncontrollable vomiting? feeling alone. I have experienced anxiety to the point of vomiting since I was around 15, (21 now) it started before my first sexual experience and I would have to leave the room and vomit outside repeatedly. This happened a few times until our relationship ended. 

It disappeared for a few years but for the past few years it has resurfaced and mostly happens when I am eating food around friends, to the point of not being able to touch the food I ordered. It has manifested to the point that I am not anxious about anything else other than vomiting, which becomes a really viscous cycle that I’m unable to get out of. I would say I actually vomit every few months but sometimes it happens weekly and I’m unable to have fun out for dinner with friends because of the constant worry that I’ll have to throw up or look stupid because I can’t touch my food.

It isn’t always related to food but food coming out at a restaurant etc and trying to eat it seems like a huge trigger. It also used to happen frequently when drinking at a friends house or any parties I attended. 

Just wondering if anyone else experiences this because I struggle to find anything on the internet.",6.595080763582968,7.783882722466962,7.154290748898681,70.72400587371514,65.38766519823788,9.753773861967694,34.95712187958884,9.888512548439397,3.711680998531572,986,45,160,21,15,324,129,227,0.078,0.795,0.127,0.9378,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,8,8,1,2,14,0,14,14,0,2,0,30,28,15,0,3,9,0,3,1,3,2,5,1,1,0,15,12,9,0,4,1,0,4,4,3,0,1,1,6,14,5,32,24,6,35,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,6,17,114,29,0,0.08660508561123313,0.0,0.0845140706227718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969674996600092,0.0,0.0692580556737475,0.07206236901730366,0.0,0.0,0.058894428030567963,0.0,0.06625265344404982,0.09783909558314896,0.0,0.12111257905582674,0.17747428944845325,0.14253721245303222,0.15419377507680992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838096904779564,0.09564851284159756,0.07369454908919898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460261271572388,0.0,0.09358933052541596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578869403976306,0.0,0.0,0.08484001299856582,0.0,0.17723724712723354,0.21704230831897287,0.0,0.07670640010026178,0.0,0.09658756347701347,0.0,0.0,0.0729685198741779,0.0,0.0,0.2541491758223963,0.0,0.0,0.04379013347670307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791554792652521,0.0736662415786864,0.523616066451831,0.0,0.2007326229301054,0.0,0.045247582738780365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063383647533038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993064097398903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170228087510866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231087023780124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727264598652605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912735307417367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267435378562135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456093974204264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055481435492514525,0.0,0.0,0.09298145089795799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887184015166009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884201728092857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164062176987274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565464415581456,0.0,0.06129952534956014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053843946092964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050012187955955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879916822290272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479898741519933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946937573909719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391952101976997,0.0,0.08795166834910376,0.0,0.1230435359938466,0.0,0.0,0.1115416713487328
anxiety,blackemo24,2020/01/08,"Got told my social anxiety is nothing to worry about and that I need to grow up and distract myself in social gatherings My partners brothers wife told my partner that I was snippy towards everyone and that at a funeral I didn't know anyone I was meant to be more sociable.. my partner said I should of tried more to talk to people or be on my phone. I later told him my coping skill is to just go to the toilet if I feel overwhelmed but he's annoyed as it didn't work at this funeral I was at. Just some information it was my partners side that I never met and I also didn't have a lot of things to do on my phone as I found Facebook boring and Reddit wasn't helping either and another thing my partner said is that I need to stop relying on my friends and do things for myself. I feel like my mental health is just not taken seriously and I have no1 to talk to about this as I "" rely on my friends to much"" if that's the case what's the reason for friends. Any advice on what to do? 

Any skills you want to share to help ?",3.3498759689922517,4.122875088372094,4.8734883720930275,85.65131782945741,72.53488372093022,7.593798449612403,26.426356589147293,7.793537801064563,1.3892077519379846,804,26,171,10,15,271,108,215,0.08800000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.129,0.8752,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,6,10,1,2,5,0,20,1,0,1,1,32,37,16,2,6,9,2,2,1,8,1,1,2,0,5,15,8,0,1,7,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,18,4,31,5,35,16,6,17,0,1,0,0,30,12,0,5,4,130,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352272984105818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106656799827195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821180761696296,0.14510774916375885,0.10586342444528682,0.0,0.0,0.09676134989127623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322318962999684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994227387963798,0.0988615976108724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173097521372916,0.32074553631593383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864684836826208,0.0,0.11067837160364652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709578092456535,0.0,0.0,0.18551183211651706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605225839423121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760745995504097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764917617183734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139458580670077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172820419785487,0.20522004886689466,0.10673031547585346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278323444613582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593808059634716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228185790950212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632698547147084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821302369641221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156952676581581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224557254324788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758086543181681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966956888999051,0.0,0.09395369059244846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816225019283554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074524127492844,0.14053572669319986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spicygirlnextdoor,2020/01/08,"Is anyone else concerned about the ever looming ‘war’ I’ve been suffering with bad anxiety for a few years to the extent where I had to drop out of school. Ever since I have, I’ve felt calm, up until the start of this year. I’m nervous about Iran or America escalating things, I’m concerned I’ll be forcefully put into fight. I feel like all this work I’ve gone through to try and feel calmer and less on edge has seemingly been shattered by this. I’ve started crying myself to sleep because I just can’t handle it. Does anyone else feel this way?",4.07090909090909,5.299531863636368,4.790681818181817,85.20602272727272,71.27272727272727,7.6818181818181825,26.47727272727273,8.07648339933343,1.5439090909090902,435,14,87,6,8,140,78,110,0.198,0.738,0.063,-0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,1,4,0,8,1,1,0,3,15,18,4,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,4,5,2,17,12,4,16,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,8,50,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945508188143632,0.0,0.0,0.2549296330201417,0.3735652880346117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522086077668205,0.11112526497108027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002423623895955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952747525694005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045679561993619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297923055071608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765213013581316,0.1302314964964996,0.17503166949821866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906006879362688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325670148832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449214770290331,0.0,0.16595440943198886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507962059722134,0.0,0.1824265281008289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580585043023311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110861604024413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376625527926954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446971881716961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271284151989007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347838479294416
anxiety,newjobthrowaway11111,2020/01/08,"New job, having a hard time coping and not sure why After 3 months of job searching and another 3 months of waiting to start my current job, I finally started last Monday. It's a really fun place - I like my colleagues and my boss, the work is mostly enjoyable, it's a nice office and it's all pretty relaxed. Day 1 felt great though I was exhausted. Then in the evening I almost had a panic attack when I realised I'd have to do this basically every workday from here on out. Day 2 started with me almost panicking in the morning, and as I was travelling home at the end of the day I was already considering if I should quit the job. What doesn't help is that for some reason I've not been sleeping well either.

I am also autistic, which is probably why I'm so tired with all the new experiences.

Does anybody have advice for how I should improve this situation? I'm really hoping that as I get used to the job and the office that I will start having a much easier time and be able to enjoy myself more, but currently it's hard to think more than a few days ahead.",6.7266540404040445,5.585745124999999,7.692255892255893,74.88742424242425,65.3425925925926,10.632323232323234,32.5993265993266,9.800150414767053,2.93532962962963,841,28,165,15,11,286,132,216,0.084,0.804,0.11199999999999999,0.7653,7,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,8,13,1,1,15,0,19,3,1,4,3,32,31,17,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,11,10,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,3,1,0,6,3,17,10,23,21,9,31,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,6,25,114,28,7,0.10471826190617764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232947357109844,0.0,0.0,0.20972042555488904,0.0,0.1155592059980075,0.0837431562127043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980622816208307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913214053741072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701384632152991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163965667801008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274929802202517,0.0,0.0,0.06916542436758077,0.0,0.08822965211755644,0.0,0.0,0.1024345540032848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054595344633517,0.1147137373300138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471096975910696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545225343950108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761398781020344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019044358948642,0.0,0.1050409548970804,0.10400886232352327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195835832449751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535936001376848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511600532436363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717023516603308,0.0,0.07697997153868384,0.0,0.0,0.2022750997795579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286431753693153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940829554605393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653611925330274,0.112903997792779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113807615628636,0.0,0.0,0.1341704000828852,0.10766781404144254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117707713905724,0.10479388818255647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964804990365145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869572255684787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709923389138718,0.10288516063916328,0.0,0.12212412127889385,0.12035823738251772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904429560825441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415429361133322,0.0,0.18898388697324686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623614185617725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Axolotlofanxiety,2020/01/08,"Thought I was doing better, but I guess not I don’t know what happened. I’ve been feeling stressed for a long time about work and applying to grad school, but the past three days have been really good... and somehow tonight I I just scratched so much hair off the top of my head. It was itchy and flaky and I kept scratching it with a fine-tooth comb and couldn’t stop and now so much of my hair is gone. I didn’t realize I had lost so much hair until it was too late. I’ve never engaged in this kind of subconscious self-destructive behavior before... I’m so confused because I felt so in control the past three days? But now I feel so sick to my stomach and can’t sleep. Need any support I can get.",3.6205517241379326,4.380475641379316,4.062241379310347,91.76439655172415,71.89655172413794,7.455172413793104,27.603448275862068,7.554174236665415,1.2531931034482755,548,19,124,6,10,172,93,145,0.166,0.769,0.065,-0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,12,8,0,2,5,0,14,7,6,1,1,28,28,17,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,12,8,14,5,12,15,3,18,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,13,78,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168962057387545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047871304752579,0.0,0.14627212556822025,0.0,0.0,0.1520293841129555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927976813352048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217193546451791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383309842361802,0.0,0.16504857283161675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980935748740948,0.0,0.0,0.14417948109658096,0.0,0.0,0.18936449416295167,0.0,0.15200840601291465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641644421542582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900481098176596,0.09447037948056687,0.0,0.1939078857778125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212389267524956,0.0,0.0,0.18764644509756656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37909335990909576,0.12745983027209218,0.1325779617591121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281912599414839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012195066481012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396946372218625,0.0,0.0,0.17932659901409953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720216586860304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371402073447184,0.19690802420415732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950672644825062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364674268473742,0.10023482415010802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514343919635249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elizium_,2020/01/08,What's your go to coping mechanism for when you embarrass yourself in public? Hi! I have high functioning depression and anxiety and i just humiliated myself infront of all regional offices in a concall because of a newbie tech error. What's your go to mechanism for similar instances?,5.612800000000004,8.758170680000003,7.4259999999999975,59.63300000000001,72.2,11.2,40.0,10.793553405168565,6.209000000000001,234,15,30,9,5,81,38,50,0.255,0.745,0.0,-0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,8,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774863582830279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008013119438253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250060268570508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608757233489342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213548888579492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erikag02,2020/01/08,"I know it's not much, but for someone struggling with severe social anxiety, I managed to have a conversation with someone in my Xbox chat. I was watching one of my favorite streamers on the streaming app, Mixer, and wanted to join him to play a game together. He invited me to his game and party, and I (awkwardly) greeted him and asked if my mic was good (I haven't tested it). 

But my social anxiety was so bad that beforehand, I was shaking, my heart raced, I had heat flashes, and I almost cried. That's how severe it is. Not sure why, but it's way worse with people I hardly know versus people I already know. It's like this with every person I talk to. Unlike real life, though, it's easier to show how I'm feeling behind a microphone for my Xbox before I conversate with someone, whereas in real life, I have to try so hard to hide it. 

Anyways, I managed to say a few things to him as we played a casino heist on Grand Theft Auto Online. My voice was quiet sometimes, and that's not only because I was nervous, but I was hiding my anxiety. I think I did a good job, though.

I know it's not much, but it felt like an accomplishment to me. I almost never talk on Xbox, but today, I actually got lots of words out. Sure my voice was quiet, but that's something I gotta work on, I admit. 

But as of today, I am proud of myself.",4.389924028652054,4.625849937269376,6.041080963750813,80.14400477534187,69.92250922509226,8.295289776427177,28.118298241805945,8.124751697461798,1.8364163663989583,1027,33,204,13,17,354,137,271,0.14800000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.8888,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,0,3,7,15,0,4,8,0,15,3,1,2,3,47,28,23,0,2,14,0,4,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,15,13,0,0,8,10,1,1,6,5,0,1,12,10,41,10,32,15,4,12,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,4,5,143,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.10665704233699604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888813282589412,0.0,0.12061075484098005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25083321669101005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217692227555712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125751981480633,0.06662577247641427,0.0,0.09300276964880552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005642533388675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208651832930592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055263296226900495,0.0,0.1049412137841932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334444811572426,0.08741392384554146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581533546453436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951617995547673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845932634607784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026469588339106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543978674306629,0.1067929220546236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291947448598754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069013965149442,0.0,0.08429574390945849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740617374257817,0.08312446485235082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154404513953307,0.09543297314204856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24880534770314386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691649469435435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469465376103565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282683320300856,0.2778182103785879,0.08414133147093839,0.10809644998480873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425981614129024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060202040045621,0.0,0.0,0.17569582530177655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261134629762744,0.07003240615058585,0.21476535390592646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719948667518784,0.0,0.0,0.0742047487278469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644655596596503,0.08675400629742684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862255916252477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956872441297418,0.0,0.11138187001573327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicolesjk,2020/01/08,"has any of you guys had to repeat a year of school? i might have to repeat my school year next year as i missed so much school due to anxiety, next year would be my gcse exams and because i missed 3/4 of the year they are thinking about holding me back. what was it like if you did? i’m pretty scared tbh, i don’t know what to think about it and i’m already so anxious i can’t go to school rn, idk how the reactions of people seeing i had to repeat a year would be",0.9063725490196076,2.398614539215689,2.4809803921568623,97.46107843137257,80.07843137254902,5.31764705882353,18.196078431372552,5.82211442006289,-0.5317333333333334,361,7,88,2,9,118,61,102,0.132,0.8109999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.6884,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,14,0,0,1,0,11,23,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,12,1,13,14,1,14,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,14,55,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502754027123056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553390838621673,0.0,0.10746984283780613,0.15870688461698804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080234916314631,0.0,0.08563771646489786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984027040608542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391012046154112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720630897702023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863336543384417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903127823401593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327187293063662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988125647575676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739388743445512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292268950140402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064894891426605,0.5687090596037911,0.11194752547467372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003289473008496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959154521462025,0.0,0.0,0.5428023754477018
anxiety,ColdestGoose,2020/01/08,"Longterm Anxiety, relatively recent diagnosis (hi I'm new) Hi, I'm new here. I hope this kind of post is allowed, if not, my apologies. Basic info - 29, male, east coast Australian, diagnosed with GAD and MDD.

I'm 29, turning 30 in April. My last proper job was (unfortunately) whilst I was 21. That job caused my first full fledged breakdown and caused me to seek professional help/diagnoses. 


Now that has been a while (somewhat) but the more I reflect upon how anxiety messes with me, the more I realise that what I thought was merely *shyness* in childhood was quite probably an anxiety disorder.

Just thought I'd say hello and maybe see if it's a common feeling that upon reflection, you've been struggling with anxiety for a lot longer than you thought?


I have lots more I could discuss but I don't want to overstep my welcome. Hope you're all coping and it's great you're still here.

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anxiety,BeanieYi,2020/01/08,"How do I calm myself So something insanely big happened to me and my family... some massive changes are coming and it was just discussed 10 minutes ago. Everyone was quite upset at each other. 

Now, I’m just anxious and my chest feels like it’s going to blow up. There’s nothing in my control, but I can’t feel super anxious and I can’t fall asleep. 

How do I calm myself?? I’m doing breathing things but my chest keeps aching..",1.382941176470588,3.8918699411764734,2.856764705882356,89.72044117647059,84.88235294117645,4.811764705882354,23.794117647058826,6.2581,0.7506705882352946,335,13,64,3,10,109,59,85,0.069,0.7909999999999999,0.14,0.7972,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,0,0,8,4,4,3,0,17,16,9,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,2,11,4,5,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151096433569552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391166378233586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524148728212912,0.2055390511350265,0.0,0.0,0.2676183630150833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279994892588731,0.0,0.0,0.22493771590195266,0.0,0.2412940286200102,0.17046109443565868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356060206465335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099963702872693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208512118139336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657146854244077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289501283955149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25378822185595523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369154782873395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852007994366296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicelewk,2020/01/08,"Anxiety ruins my life It keeps me up at night, it makes me overthink, it makes me overreact, it makes me over emotional. It keeps me from doing things that are important. No doctor will give me the proper medicine and I feel like my anxiety just gets worse and worse. It’s so constant. It’s so draining yet I can’t sleep. It makes me hate myself and my actions. I remember I took lsd once and I felt peace for the first time. True peace. No anxiety. And it was the best feeling in the world and I want to cry just thinking about it. I’m crying right now",-0.2847394296951826,1.9649003539823011,1.3733775811209448,96.39756882989184,98.55752212389379,4.988987217305802,18.66715830875123,6.691623216298621,0.26004267453294005,432,14,94,7,18,139,70,113,0.226,0.607,0.168,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,1,0,4,0,5,3,1,4,1,21,21,8,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,3,17,3,8,17,1,14,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,62,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34995902474727464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600268931393559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478550485571236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350021187684017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607807079556488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152863099225754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420516873337206,0.1089375563094484,0.14641252588548312,0.0,0.0,0.1297063323481099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966875842845869,0.1462805169113679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055046663246208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710769270558092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770688153246956,0.07449800179014182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40714806501980605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309978775374999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623948903755683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727393346531513,0.13022403673513566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259826318478473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130634319938166,0.09770824167739683,0.0,0.0,0.08891705958873501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941993216771856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994145466814099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31079688024931945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notyourmomslover,2020/01/08,"STRUGGLING I have been having a hard time this winter. Constant hypochondria. I have struggled with severe GAD for close to 7 years now. I get better, I'm able to deal with the issues that I encounter every day, but I feel like for all my improvements I take a giant step backwards and I feel like I've been just losing. There has been a net worsening of my symptoms. I'm just so tired of it.",2.635515370705246,4.5759428227848105,3.4494032549728786,90.43316455696205,76.46835443037975,5.5269439421338165,22.678119349005428,6.1826913282559595,0.4131106690777577,309,9,62,2,7,98,56,79,0.22899999999999998,0.636,0.134,-0.7951,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,2,4,0,7,2,0,0,1,10,13,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,9,3,8,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,39,12,0,0.21347693192625505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880299826991048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069272434281396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376749605864914,0.22008534307534405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986352233244646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158807020920549,0.305015925645649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153288599603144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912333998632253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281445388287427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858809160565409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882608154107215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411681692838276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463448801210657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188427112873674,0.16050808527656407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448011574221016,0.24536032952391884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374721450443648
anxiety,Poseidonaskwhy,2020/01/08,"Overworked and burnt out, but whenever I have a little free time I feel even worse I work and go to school full time, which takes a major mental toll on me, but I feel better when I am busy. It's like a mini vacation, I can think about other things and focus on short-term objectives. I always daydream about stuff I can do with all my free time, however, whenever I get it I absolutely hate it. It makes me feel exhausted, conjures up major anxiety over every aspect of my life, and I end up pacing around my house aggressively cleaning and chain smoking. Anyone else have similar problems? I don't think I've truly felt ""relaxed"" in years, and even if I force myself to relax I feel extremely guilty and worthless",9.353695652173917,6.9860955289855085,9.284347826086961,69.46391304347829,61.10144927536231,12.38840579710145,36.76811594202898,10.864195022040775,3.858063768115942,565,19,103,11,6,186,92,138,0.213,0.665,0.122,-0.932,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,2,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,1,23,19,11,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,10,0,0,7,2,2,1,1,5,0,0,1,5,20,8,14,18,4,17,0,1,0,0,0,10,0,1,7,67,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509415924874593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877258205268495,0.0,0.0,0.12684099761249992,0.18586852083989508,0.0,0.161486877819394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160435961730556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153869304034573,0.0,0.16066896416260695,0.0,0.0,0.23962956757618584,0.0,0.15283961298325555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36689065720971936,0.0,0.1741750561511327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094775432558422,0.0,0.10309534454943307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909762720573524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931437992670693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813010379627185,0.08862420456494348,0.18181317872777344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108772227267647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281127245219084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357790128294054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835892343238108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766271084809226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639226740489552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051590469123748,0.23247107278102655,0.0,0.0,0.3173321494113455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206333853736388,0.0,0.18486486638227384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681740228417832
anxiety,koolcat1996,2020/01/08,Brain just doesn’t stop I’m sitting here. After not sleeping last night. (Fell asleep around 4:30am) waking up early for therapy (7:30am) staying awake ALLLL day so I could try to sleep tonight. It’s now 1:30am. The things going through my head? The news has been terrifying and it’s getting harder to ignore. I’m supposed to be going on a Disney Cruise this month. What happens if we get attacked at sea?! What happens if the base my family lives near gets attacked? What happens if the plane I’m getting on I’m a couple weeks gets attacked?! This world is getting scary and I’m not sure my anxiety can handle it!,2.0953781512605048,4.781259168067232,2.896428571428572,89.43607142857144,83.36974789915969,5.080672268907564,23.62605042016807,6.5431188927421005,0.8204857142857143,487,18,91,5,14,153,83,119,0.174,0.8140000000000001,0.012,-0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,6,0,7,6,6,0,1,15,23,6,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,12,20,0,23,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,10,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907106014211483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692381090174207,0.0,0.486605964264746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916315128448416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383618027956395,0.1577588042972108,0.0,0.09195040816643857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440896250944825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44694377311434863,0.0,0.16205965702150318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782412681108116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463251963622189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621933286614584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589815552725267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380364849818035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379891175275102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853600535679206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196817477169672,0.0,0.11920080578370948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437719109478927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304929306561572,0.0,0.0947218628797216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680046428574446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436671688437475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carlosterraptor,2020/01/08,Gym anxiety Does anyone else get anxious when working out? I tend to get really nervous when my heart rate gets too high but that’s the whole point of working out right? I was at the gym earlier and everything was going fine and then I started getting worried that I would pass out and I got this weird metal taste in my mouth. Anyone else experience this?,2.952919254658384,5.483928971014496,3.8166045548654246,85.25608695652177,78.1304347826087,6.8414078674948255,25.799171842650104,7.957251820313856,1.7312302277432725,285,11,53,5,7,91,50,69,0.147,0.821,0.032,-0.7183,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,8,11,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,7,1,7,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,4,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429821802876836,0.21114999138362955,0.0,0.2613773141673588,0.3830135025727983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356224470485292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31227108998560915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797859330194967,0.18282942336838925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39060159534299893,0.0,0.10622269127767303,0.0,0.14948538615202886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148389320436154,0.0,0.1974759009878216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766860913828586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973643620039273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961625831795132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229266043634064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867329315959116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721388303198674,0.18981158711045595,0.0,0.13277229010581088,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HaroldBearLee,2020/01/08,"I can’t sleep. I haven’t eaten. I need to resign from my job but I can’t. My job is so stressful, in part due to my lack of ability I feel. 
I feel like I’m stuck. I’m in education for 14 years. I have worked my way into administration and it is terrible.

The biggest problem is, once you’re here you’re stuck. They have you until you retire if you don’t want to be penniless in your 70s. I spent 7 expensive years in college... where can I go from here without feeling like I wasted my life?

I feel like I can’t go anywhere and still have insurance or put years towards my pension. 

It’s 1:15 am, I’ve been up for an hour (since my 3 yo crawled into bed and woke me up). I haven’t spoken to my husband because he’s heard my cries for years. I just feel so defeated. My health and mental state are suffering. I don’t even know when I would find time to go to a therapist.",-0.11806484295846074,1.911573617021276,2.40036474164134,93.79833333333336,86.76595744680851,5.708611955420466,20.65450861195542,7.07126945348624,0.4206678824721375,672,22,158,10,21,231,108,188,0.196,0.713,0.091,-0.9697,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,1,2,9,9,0,1,3,0,19,4,1,0,0,23,38,11,0,6,5,1,5,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,6,1,0,7,0,2,4,8,6,0,0,7,6,32,3,23,29,2,27,0,3,0,0,8,11,0,2,13,97,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946362880270298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120913983027374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969336987839091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710317221318112,0.314536453902237,0.0,0.0,0.13413612362510913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502215359062696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599918281078112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452919088981805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29127361835396903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065554352302369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366103826139964,0.2150987969595328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789971869852728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882079594125764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629477620334556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589269470684638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404296487173211,0.0,0.14753449201516386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140151746288246,0.0,0.14686614423844793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172028500069603,0.0,0.1681132626285044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703998524323733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557702706618947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656294232072295,0.11649138055829505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414715530515889,0.0,0.10684314133403656,0.0,0.0,0.10425420393219956,0.0,0.0,0.37803491448134974
anxiety,mysacrifice13,2020/01/08,"Just between 12-2 A.M. That's usually the time I'm woken up from fear.. the stuff I usually try to not think about and ignore all just come running back to me making me feel hopeless, worthless, doomed, alone, desperate. This are horrible, HORRIBLE, feelings. Can anyone relate? How long have you been struggling with it? Any progress?",3.658214285714287,6.716688583333338,3.682857142857145,83.92500000000003,79.83333333333334,6.761904761904763,28.57142857142857,7.957251820313856,2.3666428571428577,265,12,44,5,7,81,53,60,0.364,0.599,0.036000000000000004,-0.9755,0,1,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,13,11,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,7,9,1,8,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644201891694384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361694606294506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851600574646814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631468069212366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992365358057295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872904133778622,0.2581809348065284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259379207611692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041884668152146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669014350959111,0.29226447584666354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635898808177445,0.0,0.0,0.14887107710741254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733361263412424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623673396236957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClearBlue_Grace,2020/01/08,"Anxiety no longer has complete control over my life, and I still have a job bby!! It feels like only yesterday I posted [about getting my first job ](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/bmbb10/update_oh_my_god_you_guys_i_got_my_first_job/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf) and how terrified I was at the thought of working. I’m actually still working that very same job, and it still kind of blows my mind. Of course most people don’t exactly love working, and for many valid reasons, but I never thought I’d actually feel thankful for being able to work but here I am. 

I still have horrible days where I cry a lot, and I feel scared or my anxiety is so bad I feel physically ill, but I’m better at taking things one day at a time now. A very long while before I got my job I genuinely was questioning whether or not I was going to be alive for much longer for it to really matter, but then by some miracle I got my first job. Despite all the time spent crying in the employee bathroom and just wanting to quit in the beginning, I still have a job lol. For a long time I thought that maybe I could just survive by doing my simple little courtesy job, but for the first time in my whole life I actually really want to challenge myself and my anxiety by getting a higher education and actually getting a full career. I think anxiety makes it easy to think of certain things as being only for other people. Like at some point it occurred to me that I can actually have a career that I enjoy doing. That isn’t something I hear about or just see on tv, like I can literally do that if I set my mind to it. It’s such an obvious thing, but a simple truth my anxiety so ruthlessly hid from me for so long. 

I can’t imagine my life without anxiety to some degree, but being brave is the most wonderful thing I’ve ever done. Life doesn’t feel like various shades of red anymore. 

Sometimes I just like to post because I like this community and self reflection helps us grow, and I’ve found great comfort in this community and the similar stories I’ve heard but never thought I could ever relate to.",8.828969465648854,8.202759244274809,8.557469465648861,68.70857061068705,60.882951653944026,11.32055979643766,35.68053435114504,10.577609850970193,3.6508616793893123,1705,63,302,34,20,549,187,393,0.10400000000000001,0.698,0.19899999999999998,0.993,9,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,1,0,0,12,21,19,0,1,18,1,27,6,0,4,9,73,59,31,0,5,19,0,5,6,0,0,5,2,0,1,20,11,0,1,17,1,1,2,9,2,0,4,13,9,43,17,42,40,12,45,0,0,2,1,7,14,0,12,32,215,63,14,0.062394191538315276,0.0,0.30443865235530515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520816092749344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863883144783933,0.0,0.06187827218660578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520965437273716,0.038034920039808816,0.0,0.0530928614497537,0.0,0.0,0.05518259200544647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541912272875272,0.0,0.06998039129601431,0.09963336976354284,0.0,0.1370741791986324,0.08047818359906896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385092074429981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287823676257118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577418898873195,0.08914884580384277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921740234521034,0.0,0.0684120105272698,0.0,0.0,0.09779516956044834,0.0,0.03546005692593282,0.0,0.09980466958212274,0.06878981644183868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032278853539747,0.0,0.04182151137502188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334162526405925,0.0,0.0,0.06497394901027613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628345079589589,0.18289590199962288,0.06253537146364865,0.0,0.1656506882421145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530453104084715,0.056313193895209376,0.0,0.04164860735066298,0.0632579170642493,0.06268335174958098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600069373813436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586690994835303,0.0,0.0962444939884923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227991896073139,0.09490718850968036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651255250258869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898267858869096,0.0,0.11951277629228775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989577410446261,0.06636390295384345,0.0,0.0,0.07994263358805875,0.06415162063931439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246747048457329,0.0,0.049720092452826624,0.0,0.06509074944200914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048034096950592346,0.06170945084674035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491404098018074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691266698386762,0.0,0.0,0.057444188644473475,0.0,0.0,0.1658077136075714,0.07995935714143945,0.0,0.198136074330384,0.14553021938715408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505253002641657,0.0,0.0,0.1029634849349284,0.07360342149411682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966088662749112,0.0,0.060145774101018575,0.0676638391652866,0.18169485820451284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatredgirl19,2020/01/08,Only got one New years resolution this year: beat this bullshit anxiety disorder💪 Ive been suffering from an anxiety disorder for a few years now. I'm not working or attending school because of it. But im done. I'm confident this year I'm gonna beat anxieties ass💪😎,1.6507878787878774,4.063271200000003,4.7195454545454565,77.55265151515152,82.45454545454545,10.212121212121213,30.984848484848484,10.125756701596842,4.1567575757575765,216,12,42,9,6,78,41,55,0.271,0.6729999999999999,0.057,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,4,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136186929681587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364262781012937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564939547462888,0.0,0.0,0.22902489242433802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899314096056196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417421833761197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614723707726205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516525334140257,0.17020982928164252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264973411453416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292891656561903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764789229460945
anxiety,roblocksdabber21,2020/01/08,"I'm a teenager and I get anxiety whenever my mom isn't home. Backstory: I didnt know my dad until I was 12, and I don't have a good relationship with him. My mom is everything to me. And whenever she is out past when she says she will be home I spiral down and get super anxious and cant sleep until she's home, any help is greatly appreciated I don't know what to do",0.3791666666666664,2.183132395061733,3.655046296296295,86.89145833333335,83.07407407407408,7.50679012345679,22.47067901234568,8.472884824447931,1.3865419753086416,288,10,67,7,8,105,49,81,0.08,0.7859999999999999,0.134,0.7259,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,13,1,1,0,0,9,18,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,15,3,7,14,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,4,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332632017462784,0.0,0.1499130056506898,0.221385138957514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612107855820186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047676817209209,0.0,0.0,0.16436649209972998,0.0,0.21605256121719252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135148651235326,0.0,0.589707866120761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153949336542495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590246498467172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707116201312068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210393517078474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558395630229131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610693829907505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LegosAndVideoGames,2020/01/08,"Please Help Me Hello, I’m a 20 year old student who had to travel for my work term. This is the first time I have travelled alone and I was raised by somewhat helicopter parents. I’m having a bit of a panic attack in my room and idk why. Not usually like this. Any advice to help me get to sleep? I just don’t think I have faith in myself to take care of myself alone and I’m really stressed right now",0.06697674418604649,2.2271077906976764,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,87.3720930232558,4.835348837209303,16.73953488372093,6.2581,-0.4060334883720929,314,7,71,3,10,104,62,86,0.17800000000000002,0.675,0.147,-0.2271,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,2,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,7,14,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,10,3,10,12,3,13,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,8,42,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957407150897864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149217142524873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362177394812273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278816607296203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868675344114047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422950074934731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038367192764614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465376171863676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26852728038573265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786139864174248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019175810716084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350207475365145,0.22242066512011224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988034193049374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283237817003888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106373413307313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004547653188179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294545470769947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506082691256269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835062632029887,0.0,0.0,0.1168024323521685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061327969056205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074871239755189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582814121726498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899313939509055
anxiety,boopifypremium,2020/01/08,"Physical pain Hi,

Does anyone else get bad physical sensations from stress, if so, what? Does anyone else get “numb” in places like blood circulation cut? I don’t want to waste money on yet another physical exam that just has results telling me it’s anxiety. ugh.

It’d really really help me sleep better to hear what symptoms y’all have from anxiety I guess. Because my symptoms get so much worse at night. 

Thank you so much.",2.9141944444444485,5.7129974750000025,4.10166666666667,81.4877777777778,80.5,8.555555555555555,25.13888888888889,9.150863307647796,2.6442222222222225,338,13,61,10,9,110,61,80,0.273,0.6,0.127,-0.9241,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,5,9,1,1,0,0,4,6,2,1,0,5,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,7,3,7,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,30,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690555559776776,0.2435320481001003,0.0,0.0,0.22259330679532008,0.32618072596135017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329018401044477,0.09702967797574384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077455997150146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785847045042841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26593530030677826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494821548225153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753457300084121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793982350641021,0.0,0.10668953101334508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776332229931783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340192379725328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493719918475904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937006316148054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630069769962752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393911661871908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928679477581398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233080811274446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308809809057281,0.0,0.0,0.13912320636793174,0.14654404741530674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388367686868153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220970621824451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsjaredlawl,2020/01/08,Flying home from the states After hearing the Boeing crash in Iran and everything happening around the world I’m now kinda nervous for me and my family’s flight on the 15th from the states to London. I know there’s no reason for me to be worried but I can’t help it,0.8247532467532429,3.3115078909090947,2.4924675324675327,91.18727272727274,88.27272727272728,5.324675324675325,16.948051948051948,6.868970318607317,0.1167142857142851,214,5,43,3,7,70,42,55,0.12,0.815,0.066,0.0249,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,10,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30738801427921025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310331160352661,0.0,0.3255157861521556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053454706331411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891754184190381,0.0,0.2314456597536389,0.0,0.3463615823472085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976649541956486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35502337612789125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506664088470153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missatomicbombshell,2020/01/08,Pre-Op Anxiety Hi everyone! I have a non-invasive back procedure coming up and I’m absolutely terrified. I have anxiety meds for pre-op because I’m terrified but I’m scared of the side effects of the medication. Then for after the procedure I have more meds and an antibiotic which I’m scared to take because antibiotics have AWFUL side effects. I’ve been having bad anxiety about the twilight anesthesia and side effects of that. I don’t know what to do to calm down about anything and any advice would be super appreciated. I’m scared I’m going to die during the procedure and if that won’t do it the antibiotics will. Thank you in advance!,3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,5.473870967741939,74.22247311827957,76.09677419354837,9.617204301075267,30.494623655913976,9.928628108626363,3.7207172043010734,520,25,91,17,12,179,70,124,0.26,0.631,0.11,-0.9679,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,5,3,7,0,3,8,1,13,1,0,3,0,13,24,8,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,15,19,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,56,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728301070667268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337285554419256,0.0,0.4163609011635079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492944537343378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950195122918874,0.1514793921207216,0.22118575071472105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627857625205613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882868961179354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335603804147656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031060312909839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970452340350884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030368227336306,0.18276309597716828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449037755272803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640640566611045,0.0,0.0,0.16702856186140927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288766433382841,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Exocraze,2020/01/08,"Anyone else ever experienced basically constant dizziness and lightheadness? I honestly don't know where else to post or talk about this. My friends and family think I'm full of shit, I think, and my doctors are getting fed up as well. This is going to be kind of long, so thank you in advance if you actually read this. Around October, I randomly felt like I was going to pass out at work. Got like a head rush and then felt really hot and thought I was going to pass out. After that, I became like debilitatingly (is that a word?) dizzy to the point that I actually got into a car accident on the way home from work that day. After that, I ended up going to Urgent Care, the ER, and later my primary care doctor as well as many specialists. I had multiple neurological tests, a CT scan, auditory tests, multiple tests to check my heart and heart function, auto immune tests, and multiple blood tests. Everything came back clean for the most part, with the exception of a few vitamin deficiencies on the blood tests. That said, the symptoms haven't gone away. I've since had to leave my job as I can barely get out of bed most days, and I'm starting to freak out a bit. I'm convinced that I have something serious going on despite the doctors saying I don't and that it's just anxiety and health anxiety causing the issues I'm experiencing. Has anyone else experienced this sort of thing? I can't talk to my friends or family anymore because they're tired of hearing about it and think I'm just being dramatic, so I don't really know where else to go or who else to go to. 

Thank you if you actually read this, and I hope you're having an awesome evening.",6.644699002407982,6.397442965944276,7.555701754385967,72.85296783625732,65.1609907120743,11.1406260749914,33.11472308221533,10.746095033038511,3.468840522875817,1310,49,251,32,18,442,166,323,0.061,0.782,0.157,0.9847,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,0,3,14,18,1,0,16,0,18,16,6,1,1,45,53,25,0,3,8,0,3,3,2,0,9,3,3,0,17,21,1,0,8,2,1,14,5,3,3,0,13,10,25,15,45,38,6,46,0,0,1,0,12,18,1,10,15,156,42,14,0.0,0.0,0.2450774911686443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280815054005015,0.0,0.08302149758809793,0.11706913340088045,0.17154916053014124,0.0,0.07452294288825137,0.0,0.0,0.0786517784757355,0.06437066930328228,0.0,0.051031095581107785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139368064659832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574617321137736,0.17070339630903913,0.08599703169228973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046477174867737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797682432721302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570535629670444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34966027950073103,0.0,0.07414549220275089,0.0,0.0,0.05529211047967825,0.07572383592799373,0.0,0.0,0.07523647723752606,0.0,0.15783565535256475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075656347292366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935399661434574,0.0,0.08747390801201517,0.0,0.33303498119185954,0.0,0.13390698935492726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591440939364467,0.08898375032548599,0.09435142599284768,0.1984022792665593,0.0,0.0,0.08397166844800802,0.08314659469006948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737535511898907,0.08307293174557334,0.0,0.0,0.08717493815564999,0.09201372235294944,0.0,0.0,0.08864072284336857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226948583902241,0.0,0.0,0.0740839917275322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487255418412397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065378114887512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913650680845177,0.0,0.08017458566696052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747271172266193,0.0,0.10725828189905172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963090060405757,0.06657249564937663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593091184275993,0.06924883915677589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644468974845306,0.0,0.0,0.05925298896698754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701058951670437,0.0,0.13457180488752385,0.0,0.154144658552044,0.0,0.0,0.05561566366076852,0.16092107960072005,0.0,0.06645932827410073,0.0,0.09621658537257204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644803989289945,0.0,0.0,0.15053734295987495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188914379109775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maxcjs0101,2020/01/08,"Nausea and Loss of Appetite - Is this really Anxiety? I didnt really realise i had lost my appetite until recently when i had on and off nausea.
Apart from that i have shortness of breath every day and all these can come randomly even without me feeing anxious.

Everything started few months ago with ectopic beats and tachycardia (stopped now, only abobe symptoms) where i did numerous tests and seen many docs and they say its anxiety.

Im worried this nausea and appetite loss is something else and its making me very worried. I saw a doc yday who reviewed the results of all tests i did and you can guess what she said.

Any help/advice would be welcome. Thank you.",5.015403225806448,7.087000701612903,5.137935483870969,80.31190322580649,70.20967741935485,7.863225806451613,31.754838709677426,8.548686976883017,2.739650967741936,533,24,90,9,10,167,88,124,0.122,0.821,0.057999999999999996,-0.7199,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,4,4,5,0,0,2,0,12,2,1,2,2,20,21,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,8,11,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,9,4,14,2,9,10,3,15,0,3,2,0,8,5,0,2,9,61,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770732288833071,0.16062893211950988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322686647007478,0.0,0.2772454764311712,0.2047121530872148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609364931208342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168634222814414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137506461390648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196854101994598,0.0,0.15267457984968238,0.0,0.1628570253878294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961976600456188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214591265780961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573448470978494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780867383581874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095697419072415,0.18371529634297773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446375725438685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781596890414227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321714862212653,0.0,0.17891989560971794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236920277897305,0.1441029539417892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950188000788105,0.0,0.0,0.12825913549934795,0.0,0.0,0.15149703389434416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834329179442416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683091429144895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951462224177947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467692939562893,0.0,0.0,0.3680486882681012,0.0,0.12872414154400064,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NagsTA,2020/01/08,"My anxiety disorder was the best thing thats ever happened to me. Okay, well its not that simple but hear me out.
Over a year ago now, I had my first series of bad panic attacks. They came out of nowhere and instantly took over my life. It was as if all the colour was drained from my world, and I was left in a grey wasteland. I started believing that the only way out of this agony was suicide, my life was terrifying all of a sudden. I couldnt imagine a future where I was myself again, I thought my happiness was gone forever. 

Fuck, it was a nightmare, as Im sure you all understand.

But after a long year and a half, Im finally learning how to live with it. Colour has come back into my world, and Ive come to learn that Im a lot tougher than I thought. Every now and then I think back to when I was imagining my future, and the endless suffering that I thought it would be, and realize that I was wrong. Happiness is a possibility, and my life isnt constant stress and suffering. If you told me that back then, I wouldnt have believed you in a million years.

So to all the people who cant see the light at the end of the tunnel, please trust me. I know you can't see it now, but it IS possible for you to get through this and bring the colour back into your life. Its going to take a lot of hard work and patience, but once youre on the other side, youll see that you can take on ANYTHING, and youll be a better person for it.

Anxiety and depression are terrifying and awful, but looking back on it now, I consider it a blessing. I now know more about myself as a person.

If anyone ever wants to talk more about this, please hit me up!",3.9168914956011736,4.257876392961877,5.161744868035193,85.66261730205281,70.99413489736071,8.546041055718478,28.109970674486803,8.575989854853784,1.7923771260997063,1274,43,281,20,22,425,163,341,0.185,0.701,0.113,-0.9864,0,0,0,0,1,1,40.0,0,10,1,4,20,18,2,2,24,2,29,5,0,1,7,58,57,30,1,7,9,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,25,23,0,0,12,0,0,7,6,9,1,3,19,11,43,9,40,30,9,57,1,3,8,1,17,19,1,5,30,213,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972253748031713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376010697100802,0.0,0.0,0.06288510560374065,0.0,0.07400938636968538,0.0,0.0,0.10231479844866184,0.0,0.34577486134273616,0.0750925207071443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265338561909288,0.09438192811683256,0.07954078402068207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286243758094184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494321780665793,0.0,0.09718849981324088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746145343471428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307405969776373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965630173830691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270390941550786,0.07577467367648406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852012111313813,0.0,0.07649922769741388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314406981929741,0.04698767115727278,0.0,0.051112508977982266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952980841531311,0.19147636794998804,0.08056468750732594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136402679442952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914378422535329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885257503947628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771535932856096,0.0,0.2540968696213647,0.0,0.0,0.0794148367701935,0.07959023028520126,0.07552330475441367,0.0,0.0,0.15292016649358672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577854427643287,0.0,0.06840012319930143,0.0,0.10552012100694147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235006370312536,0.15705670121994508,0.0,0.19744469822987495,0.0,0.20277789043786965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500123453180464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365692408035314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302099634584674,0.0,0.0,0.09837501649281634,0.0,0.08476329658475229,0.0,0.13524084957914645,0.07228687798225619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059749257228263485,0.05762714042312558,0.0,0.21419660787404748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593737863671633,0.09992182904836856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362619533521994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530463832839616,0.07138674190946265,0.0,0.0,0.08086296049464957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547423267417014,0.0,0.0,0.0638877135236635,0.09833052747395106,0.0,0.1737468519785105
anxiety,rosedamask,2020/01/08,"How to deal with working full time? I suffer a lot from anxiety, I'm 21 and I just got my first full time job.
I don't think I can take this anymore.
I have been employed for nearly 4 months and it has not gotten any easier.
We had 2 weeks off for the Christmas holidays and I will be returning back today since I was sick for two days.
I'm waiting for the bus and I have to stop myself from crying.
I arrive there at 7:30, and rarely take my break so I spend 10 hours daily there.
I miss being around my mum, I miss being comfortable at home.
I don't have any degrees, I work as a receptionist but I'm a beauty therapist as well. Opening my own salon is out of the question because it costs a lot of money and where I live there are a lot that are already established. 

What shall I do?
I was thinking about getting a part time job instead but then again I need the money of a full time job.

What occupations can be done from home without a degree?
Where I work I can't go part time nor work from home.

I haven't felt this anxious in ages and all I wanna do is cry",1.2070585756426482,2.9920444424778765,3.0699747155499395,92.22051622418884,80.23893805309734,5.897682258744206,20.93889591234724,6.868970318607317,0.3236825115887068,828,23,186,9,21,277,129,226,0.10300000000000001,0.84,0.057,-0.6631,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,5,14,5,0,0,12,0,27,1,0,1,1,30,43,15,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,7,12,0,2,4,1,4,1,7,3,1,2,8,1,28,2,26,29,10,32,0,3,0,0,4,13,0,4,17,136,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411236337096007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296558445207434,0.0,0.0860384945950216,0.12705798272097102,0.11153904928222667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012127510285826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864817362289792,0.0,0.06856007239458915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470838807982509,0.07253321537106275,0.11595062400086492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509485872741627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079878993788375,0.0,0.0,0.09566609333248667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587604224213601,0.0,0.06391873750263385,0.0,0.08995175176793642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33844680007347544,0.0,0.11075933229122427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348244525999828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931220765380824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868514237436431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977170097591916,0.0,0.0,0.08339435531083694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358598331606496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599104527266666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303553787678158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402913908401524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912541639476966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305852040112848,0.0,0.14413121701068932,0.0,0.0,0.3279079582111921,0.0,0.10660748294964552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986589288010473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021586605728073,0.0,0.10112315847711294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841612450554708,0.0,0.327515152370191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swissfinity,2020/01/08,Need someone to talk to As the title says. Girl I was talking to and felt really close to gave up on me after one message I sent over Christmas and told me she’d already been talking to someone else. And Im too hurt to sleep and have way too many questions because I’m overthinking everything,7.163502824858752,6.114503542372884,7.280000000000001,77.89706214689267,64.42372881355932,9.900564971751416,38.31073446327685,8.841846274778883,3.3212327683615808,235,11,45,3,3,76,44,59,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,10,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,2,5,0,11,3,0,7,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,1,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583734316433894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027731389150138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852958659492674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207124694365044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519776266996725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878392794618255,0.0,0.2308464523317446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667119344214067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846530238592238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481729600034496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394071998354679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369098654389752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995296325688206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386709916699376,0.0,0.36215625328350776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153226596442566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042116990804272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696352400830495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,serotonin-sausage,2020/01/08,"I’m so sick and tired of being scared of everything I would kill to not feel like this everyday of my life . I don’t want this fear of nothing anymore. It makes me feel so weak . Our ancestors used to hunt and kill predators in the wild without thinking and I can’t talk to a cashier and I avoid confrontation at all costs ? 

What went wrong ?",1.7924844720496864,4.035270028985508,2.4484886128364387,95.06478260869568,80.59420289855072,6.2616977225672885,24.349896480331264,7.447530270364453,0.9784766045548654,268,10,59,4,7,83,52,69,0.42100000000000004,0.564,0.015,-0.9885,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,3,2,0,4,4,0,2,1,15,12,6,2,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,1,2,7,1,10,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427933065643807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324840247400894,0.0,0.0,0.2544808280164804,0.2286957552642692,0.1615611001983329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004013720844225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973593376637954,0.1104851213809427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509564092418444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169963460377218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264148944855889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177023543435528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490733552902085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25992534454717114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953203788362772,0.0,0.0,0.13338871241380176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964266042367044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799984842029432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064996929884698,0.24725875052608765,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TBiddo,2020/01/08,Advice on overcoming anxiety so I can land a job Going to start job hunting tomorrow but in the meantime I'm lying in bed anxious as hell because I'm not sure if I'll be able to stay once I get one. I quit my last two jobs because of panic attacks and I can't let that happen again when I get a new one. Any tips?,2.055,2.6652973571428578,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,75.42857142857143,7.314285714285713,26.857142857142854,7.554174236665415,1.346657142857143,245,9,56,3,5,87,55,70,0.33,0.67,0.0,-0.9790000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,6,1,7,9,0,12,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,6,31,7,3,0.1834314513887462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924709134124395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473967707683807,0.0,0.1403245582384297,0.20722532838246505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086797569788177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236362204348043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916707249933214,0.0,0.10424832100368056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622078266713971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460822346981795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952111515151464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757108690605373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771592387849731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953485091740642,0.24859579740857835,0.0,0.0,0.2152172856906212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510192757558245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298337254094535,0.1955135208491918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288197211183484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918587437446165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItsYaBoiFaith,2020/01/08,"World War 3 Anxiety I have really bad anxiety about wars and stuff an this recent stuff with world war 3 is really triggering my anxiety to the point where I can barely sleep

If anyone can tell me a way to calm down momentarily or just give me support that would be pretty nice!",6.833575757575757,6.425467509090911,7.865454545454547,71.32484848484852,64.81818181818181,12.424242424242426,29.24242424242424,11.855464076750405,3.5114242424242423,223,6,43,7,3,76,44,55,0.297,0.5479999999999999,0.155,-0.8791,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,3,0,6,1,1,1,0,7,8,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,5,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967072917235074,0.0,0.0,0.15133356429080422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807108169906165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762030480405871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045972203422227,0.0,0.0,0.22018810162159216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773024387890321,0.0,0.2136994693360818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658727070394185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955233527717927,0.0,0.2456032963561987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917020460623188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179282745172167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537463491410707,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Poluhh,2020/01/08,"Never post here, but I need your guys help... The last week I’ve been getting fasciculations (twitches) constantly. I mean. Literally non-stop. It’s localized to my left hand, but I do get them everywhere else almost half as much. It triggered my health anxiety.

In 2017 I was bit by a dog and obsessively began to seek treatment for rabies. I was more convinced I had rabies than I was convinced the sky is blue. What made it worse was the dog ended up going to the pound and was put down because it was aggressive with the staff. Well once I heard that I went into a full blown panic and made another trip to the ER. The doctors explain to me that rarity of rabies and say they can give me the vaccine just in case.

I get the vaccine and live my life with a lot less anxiety. Fast forward to now I get all these twitches and other weird little symptoms and the prices starts over. I convince myself I have rabies. If the dog never had rabies then I somehow got rabies from the shots. There’s no other way I could have all these weird symptoms. 

I haven’t eaten, haven’t slept much at all, I’ve literally driven myself crazy. I know you guys may think I’m crazy, but this is debilitating. This is the darkest time of my life. I have a daughter about to turn a year old and I haven’t even really got to experience the last 2 weeks with her at all because of this. I stay in my room and don’t do anything. I’m constantly checking my temperature and blood pressure praying they’re normal.

At this point if anyone has any advice or any way they can help me I’d appreciate it more than I could put into words. I need help. Bad.",2.8657560439560466,4.735337649230772,4.222324175824177,85.46421153846156,75.58461538461538,6.858241758241759,23.91483516483517,7.7094869923839395,1.137837362637363,1276,40,258,18,28,421,174,325,0.12300000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.094,-0.7796,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,3,1,8,11,1,3,19,0,27,12,3,3,6,45,53,18,0,7,7,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,1,2,16,15,1,0,4,0,2,7,7,7,2,1,19,4,39,4,32,31,12,46,1,0,1,0,16,19,0,7,18,172,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038021300589817,0.0,0.0,0.10636928995021264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444736880978999,0.11138648503891073,0.1625241217109007,0.0,0.0,0.07427519697687697,0.0,0.08741436780570802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869368530855397,0.1295079092540412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597051135968905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958361596791985,0.0,0.1696245107983156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872609183046296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873760445795299,0.0,0.09408408311093557,0.0,0.0,0.0701608063174483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390872273758944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199333194622525,0.10190098348630357,0.06037028380367706,0.0,0.1699161465022511,0.0,0.0,0.21035948794646525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291252256108365,0.0,0.0,0.2136017307656109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837864476999356,0.17317558823840487,0.0,0.0,0.11541409515202365,0.0,0.1500601363481852,0.0,0.10646565319718597,0.09379888269825512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903089481921165,0.0,0.20102588740361915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571048859422105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617563031912302,0.15752942233980938,0.16385499405042828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407823652785146,0.0,0.0,0.11146557936276794,0.11312647365368216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246324975933294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004172399761783,0.0,0.10173447039299947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357152464581927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805064481150032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447461912385774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518681140179377,0.11322203204313595,0.0,0.08880910409226267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081751142026645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806488062710983,0.0,0.0,0.06194082446599709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155426189236458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863339151480786,0.17041505043018504,0.0,0.0955092984453262,0.09847191381991226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825265192722107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840560803133704
anxiety,Andmau00,2020/01/08,"Everytime i start studying piano or whatever it is i start panicking thinking i wont do it or i dont have the capacity i keep myself distracting from it but i get exhausted Is there any way to avoid this kind of stuff cause i sincerely wanna progress in my life but im struggling, i need some advices",1.0680737704918035,3.6455189836065567,3.4394877049180335,83.98414959016395,88.67213114754101,7.64016393442623,27.297131147540984,8.472884824447931,2.652359016393444,242,12,47,7,8,83,45,61,0.207,0.67,0.122,-0.5346,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,3,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,11,12,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,5,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442351407222314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840147224152048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779768777577523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317136778113192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137536700949238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922903738666525,0.0,0.0,0.2405183713559087,0.0,0.2817843436031684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911301268711813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064368332899887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830588230020149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828859429055249,0.309767955342624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338714446514816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478670018103446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dardanny,2020/01/08,"Long term Anxiety that’s developed into crippling symptoms. Started having intense anxiety that could all be rooted to actual substantial problems back in 2014/2015. Saw a counselor and it helped and I could relax after a while. I just coped with it for the past few years. As of a few months ago I had my first Panic attack. I didn’t know there was a difference between anxiety and panic attacks. It only happened in my sleep but now it is happening at literally random times. If the volume on a video I’m watching changed drastically it freaks me out. If I feel my muscle twitch I go into a panic. I feel like I can’t breathe at nearly all times of the day. My chest hurts. Panic attacks are so intense that I will just start walking trying to physically run away from it. Sometimes I feel like there is something actually wrong and it’s not just in my head. 

I am in general a healthy person. Not overweight, workout decently, decent diet. No crazy traumatic experiences but instead I had very long term stressors that lasted more than a year at a time. I think this is the cause but I feel like it has developed into purely GAD at this point. It is perpetual and almost never goes away. I have an appointment tomorrow to talk about medication but I can’t sleep and haven’t slept more than a couple hours a day for a couple weeks. If anyone can help me get through tonight it would be appreciated.",3.3547043628013737,5.835480652985075,4.632985074626866,80.20552812858784,76.42537313432835,7.406659012629162,27.471871412169925,8.384062270229773,2.2349760045924234,1117,46,199,22,26,368,158,268,0.183,0.713,0.105,-0.9699,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,10,15,3,4,17,0,23,11,6,2,4,42,38,16,0,7,12,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,16,11,2,0,6,3,0,3,8,11,0,1,6,6,23,4,32,26,8,47,0,1,2,0,4,17,0,5,30,145,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.18520030058971146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841153482048019,0.0,0.09501985782333766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777458905283034,0.0,0.0,0.06635015294213817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238574123460934,0.178306864651207,0.07296549703900783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747943013833593,0.1003823370864869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152584836237248,0.20999067782371594,0.0,0.1223939837973224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991411366820717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282182917411327,0.0,0.0,0.1919194241382054,0.2033709367104508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807144300537986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957675013420816,0.0,0.05392887163639914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678239990584062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973857760385356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720717980203472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344874518869498,0.0,0.1015830221512479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052149737283762265,0.07734901577602005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390771825657698,0.0,0.0,0.16795150143817136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559292913726454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574127286716295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318596488517977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216905484952837,0.0,0.44533764236007145,0.0,0.0,0.0905844142835056,0.0,0.08285536015631012,0.0,0.0,0.08970288200677573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079808984696522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899195146016931,0.0,0.0,0.0730519032732969,0.09384985084535358,0.0,0.1343289991487673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862831908475578,0.0,0.076269974643202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060802467356674265,0.0,0.0,0.16599551440949314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064424914981982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829520090577237,0.0,0.0,0.07611601934361098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740800580235383,0.1037486615334504,0.0,0.12221367938996225
anxiety,bcast22,2020/01/08,Take Zoloft while pregnant help So just found out I’m 5 weeks pregnant and I take 50 mg of Zoloft daily my doctor said it’s safe but idk I can’t fully trust doctors I’m thinking of lowering the dose.... any women pregnant with anxiety or on antidepressants help 😣😫,1.5611111111111102,3.9955799259259273,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,83.07407407407408,5.822222222222222,23.814814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.082948148148148,212,8,42,3,6,70,44,54,0.107,0.68,0.213,0.7958,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,17,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266961334946428,0.0,0.2167416095087261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799869678630611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31064946134582017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798113775983809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695054139094347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260478420825009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815421812201016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22726492489804784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Strovvbe,2020/01/08,"Visiting New York this week, worried about an attack. All this news about Iran is absolutely fucking nuts. It's 7, almost 8 days into the year and somehow we've escalated this shit with Iran into almost all-out war. Iran has said if we retaliate to the base strike they'll attack inside the US. I'm going to New York this week, which seems like the prime target for any attack. I love travelling but now I can't get my mind off this shit. I just wanted to have a good time.",2.8703125000000007,4.579260406250004,4.208749999999998,86.26125,75.14583333333334,6.883333333333333,20.333333333333336,7.645422480735847,0.597233333333334,373,8,77,5,8,123,71,96,0.21100000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.08,-0.8897,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,0,5,10,7,0,6,0,5,4,2,0,1,16,13,3,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,7,0,0,1,1,7,3,10,11,1,14,0,0,0,2,6,3,3,5,9,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310459728807274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240893084465972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641541389383942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660412562462554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281618373864514,0.08636186085942925,0.0,0.0939431829629974,0.1386448877222315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075670051621528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918872489061116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690478317661034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31929344516108776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723712165995932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504819244290044,0.0,0.0,0.33935392259227576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638712689526313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198834242562966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749758307730827,0.0,0.2651856385879073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786907243577331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644708200943667
anxiety,AverageAndSad,2020/01/08,"I become frozen when I'm at home So I've been living away at college for almost 4 years and being at home for break reminded me how debilitating being at home is for me. Being in the same house as my Dad makes me feel frozen. I'm too anxious to leave my room and to anxious to do anything he asks me to, which only makes him angry. 

I end up spending my entire day staring at YouTube videos as a distraction.
I was extremely surprised that when he left for church, my anxiety left too. It was gone, I felt completely fine.

I completely forgot that's how I lived my life before college, I always knew something was wrong with me, but I had been like that for so long it wasn't until I could contrast how I felt away from home to realize the difference.

He's never been physically abusive, except for one instance when I was in 3rd grade, but I forgot about that until recently. He's just angry all the time and even when he's ""talking normally"" it still sounds like he's telling.

This is my last semester in college and I have some loose arrangements for moving somewhere else after college.
 
Has anyone else felt this way? Is there anyway to overcome this type of anxiety? Even in public or just being around him in general I shut down and space out. Is there anyway I overcome having to be around him? I don't want to let those feelings (or him) control me",4.12757462686567,5.53253377238806,5.002417910447762,83.0645970149254,71.3507462686567,7.748059701492537,27.579104477611946,8.238735603445708,1.846226268656717,1073,38,206,16,20,349,143,268,0.087,0.858,0.054000000000000006,-0.5541,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,23,6,0,1,4,0,25,1,0,6,2,40,40,22,0,3,7,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,12,9,0,3,7,1,1,2,3,2,0,1,16,7,32,4,42,17,3,42,1,0,1,0,15,22,0,4,18,149,44,6,0.0,0.12694982745715613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729068239322924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915359045231347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393193873799966,0.2420877019946517,0.0,0.07491858385320281,0.10978316653386344,0.08817156885447833,0.1907643179228972,0.10016652409844673,0.0,0.20133333833642628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833372199025302,0.09117287896112228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467991347334115,0.0,0.12017272324494553,0.08554691642055369,0.0,0.0,0.06909994575478781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119441814745314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901253530394945,0.0,0.09489905859142564,0.0,0.0,0.14153710700864125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083519090219386,0.0,0.3086292790583271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299024551500179,0.0,0.0,0.12363145370495544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733783521843562,0.0,0.11345155181783335,0.23282767107787686,0.10956347311443816,0.07567999389839693,0.10469170104458086,0.0,0.18922277542942528,0.09482034393153477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304082820907818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387864760536028,0.0,0.0,0.08263716968232815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049797833997366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726045240100862,0.08148893631135835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579319721879464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248579541013769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556648787401143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611944716648068,0.0936498383735002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062477368496740376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319715735568733,0.08504706414030246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714672015194424,0.0,0.06899815133335148
anxiety,PowderedxSugar,2020/01/08,"medical office visits yesterday, i filed a resignation letter. they didn't grant me an immediate resignation though. i have to render 15 calendar days.

so that means, i have 15 days to utilize the healthcare benefits that our company is providing. my best friend at work suggested that i should get a pap smear, which is covered at 100% under out plan.

last december, my period was delayed for 10 days. when i finally had it, it lasted for like.. 10 or 11 days. it never happened before. i already planned an office visit regarding that but i was too nervous, i didn't show up.

i dont know. I REALLY AM nervous. scared, even. im almost 22 years old, sexually active, and i've never went to an obgyn before. i know. shame on me.

how did you guys feel when you had to do something like this? how did you overcome these things? everyone please convince my stupid ass that this is for my own good

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(unfortunately, mental health services are not even covered under our health plan. which is really sad bc i am also planning to see a mental health professional.)",2.2501515151515186,5.081592358585858,4.066476767676768,80.0143818181818,85.01010101010101,7.20840404040404,24.081616161616157,8.238735603445708,2.105234101010101,829,32,145,20,25,278,125,198,0.16899999999999998,0.728,0.10300000000000001,-0.9365,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,2,3,1,6,10,15,1,4,7,0,20,6,1,2,2,16,28,10,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,5,0,0,1,14,2,0,1,4,1,0,3,6,8,0,0,9,2,24,7,15,18,2,26,0,3,1,1,12,7,1,2,18,98,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319112543880907,0.0,0.14678075023895532,0.10636870676050428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263648266085504,0.0,0.13958665218046165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431239074091917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588769344903408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570478771625125,0.0,0.0,0.127097541027291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672542684237144,0.0,0.0,0.14570685461705404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276383157650344,0.0,0.06949266497799388,0.0,0.0,0.1115631673230748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170162628440715,0.11762103113114088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424152853603276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367451315648255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619853911119096,0.21684314623889075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299647385513416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144887779246739,0.0,0.13399441029954345,0.2680872493594743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517229245923232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957248346740772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600594079076915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704202777610487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331670373266421,0.0,0.10599240462577676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239822954173797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883664802486178,0.0,0.13068245785049964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330236510863644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683346298836684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565460880940667
anxiety,4thclasslever,2020/01/08,"Anxiety about shots I have to get a shot on Thursday and I’m having a ton of anxiety. I really shouldn’t be because I’ve done them before and it wasn’t too bad but for some reason this time it’s to the point where I’m having panic attacks. I really can’t wait any longer to get it, I just really want it done now. I don’t know what exactly about it is scaring me so much but now the anxiety is building off itself and is getting worse.",0.3751578947368408,2.3759954105263184,3.1444736842105283,89.43881578947371,84.36842105263158,6.747368421052633,20.026315789473685,7.908726449838941,0.8884526315789469,344,10,76,7,10,121,62,95,0.242,0.738,0.02,-0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,2,4,0,13,0,0,1,1,13,21,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,9,16,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322660797008695,0.0,0.44961551962711216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287773085370796,0.0,0.0,0.16357800506923925,0.1194258946551012,0.0,0.16670634437511078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009711773527523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070671794624489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766789334437923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401756990454706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298600543228005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519978883184496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37651796798887865,0.20142975666587706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614169141549734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423763104716254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555373920086195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965066040616716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnny-cobra-kai,2020/01/08,"I have a small fever and I’m anxious about it Fevers can cause things like seizures and hallucinations, things that scare me worse than anything. I know it’s stupid bc that isn’t gonna happen but I’m so scared. I like being sick bc I can be lazy but I don’t want my brain to melt",-0.4761885245901638,1.71769898360656,0.7312909836065593,103.4005430327869,91.95081967213116,3.705737704918033,14.182377049180328,5.148860815047168,-1.4343622950819668,222,4,56,1,8,69,45,61,0.313,0.59,0.098,-0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,7,4,1,1,0,7,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079836162020208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243434788158519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043346879678051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800563953227517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107744658666336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498251212588417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663772542626988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458814468719302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622339511449404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607986601196514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778236248115781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raised_on_reddit,2020/01/08,"How do I stop being anxious at all times? Please no therapy suggestions.

I’ve always had some anxiety but it has recently gotten out of control - more so than usual, at least. I feel anxious about something practically 24/7. The future, social relations, work, life. Even seemingly positive things stress me out anymore. I have to find a way to chill out and live in the moment or I’m going to lose it and likely have a panic attack. 

I don’t like therapy because I’m different from most people I’ve ever met and I don’t trust that a therapist in my area would be able to relate to anything at all that I’ve been through in life. If they won’t understand me and my choices, why would I want them to help me fit some mold? 

I’m open to medication but I know certain things work while others have negative effects. I can’t exactly ask a doctor for specific medication, however, or I’ll be considered a druggie. That being said, I don’t want to go through some trial and error nonsense until we find something that helps.",4.327353433835846,5.842966894472362,5.771939698492464,77.31003685092129,71.01005025125626,9.1257621440536,30.352093802345056,9.558583805096642,2.9911263651591296,808,34,147,19,15,273,124,199,0.16899999999999998,0.693,0.138,-0.7851,2,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,2,5,5,8,1,2,7,0,18,5,0,3,5,38,33,14,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,9,10,0,2,7,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,5,2,17,4,25,21,8,24,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,8,11,101,26,3,0.127607221202189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617943044157807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761917494335076,0.28831967601407554,0.1265520743493661,0.0,0.0,0.105009870209506,0.0,0.11929552611540045,0.1451716360940748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777881776374485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312234924051334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333223863437343,0.0,0.13061139808138286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428336611167991,0.11542803722866712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452204520781914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332613767581377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504424903754126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106486105409613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012959155558382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026550825795412,0.12468488517935065,0.0,0.11267951419420172,0.0,0.0,0.14275983986218915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571017008013041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971957956901782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846677993403095,0.0,0.0,0.14007440915066727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599673628728955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138368912290493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161688215904185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300794920593362,0.0,0.1964765464124206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066853507981562,0.14617364074731146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29185995704861023,0.14816181914145635,0.1695531352013562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440879687308591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284361758184238,0.0,0.0,0.14054132594179286,0.0,0.15053209050829744,0.10128867256306158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514566910139838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579915365972607,0.0,0.0,0.1812970174239948,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Manuel9bravo,2020/01/08,"I don't know what the hell I'm doing This is gonna be long so bear with me... I'm a 24 year old guy and I don't know what to do with my life. Every single day I have high stress and anxiety because I truly feel like I'm not good enough for anything. The biggest thing is that I don't know what job or career I will be happy with, I stress about not making enough money to support a family in the future. A couple of my cousin's are 30 years old and they still live at home with their parents with jobs that pay very little. That's completely fine if they are happy in their lives but I don't want to live at home when I'm 30 with a job that doesn't pay enough to support others. I was a lazy little shit in school and never got good grades. I was told I had to get a GED in 12th grade because I never finished my work. I attended college in 2014 and was still in the wrong mindset and flunked my classes. I started working when I was 20 which is so late...at UPS loading trailers and took a couple classes in between up until early 2018 when I found out my father was seeing another woman which led me to getting a second job as a server so I could save enough money to move me, my mom, and my brothers out of the house because I didn't want anything to do with my father after I found that out. I saved 5,000 and my sister and her husband offered to live with us so it would be easier for us. Sunmer of 2018 I got laid off from UPS and started working full time as a server. I got used to the quick money and didn't have any future goals for myself. I was paying 1500 for rent and about 800 for other bills like car payment and insurance, I ended up having about 400 for myself at the end of each month. My sister also pushed me to take a class in early 2019 and so I did. I had to quit my serving job because of issues with my asshole manager at that time. I started working at another restaurant, got a guard card and started doing security part time. I wasn't making as much money and realized that with the amount of responsibility that I have, I need a stable career that can support my family. I worked at 2 other restaurant's, a security company, I tried being a car salesman, and even fire escape inspector. Moving from job to job like that really made me feel like a loser and that I'll never find a job that suits me, I literally feel like I'm not good enough to make it anywhere. I came back to school and it's my 3rd semester back, I've gotten straight A's because I don't want to fuck around anymore and I just want to try my best. Even though I'm doing school and plan to get my degree in criminal justice, I feel hopeless that I'll never find my way and be happy in life because I stress so much about not finding a job that makes enough money. I just got laid off from my current security job with no notice. I'm working weekends at a restaurant but I'm stressing about paying bills now because I'm not making money since I lost my main job. I'm currently looking for another job asap because I can't afford to waste any time. I'm taking 3 classes this semester and the amount of stress of having to find a new job within a couple weeks is hurting me. I really don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life because it just seems so meaningless I hate to say and I feel that I'm running out of time because I'm getting older. I want to do well and succeed and I'm trying my best. I know life is tough and you can't let it beat you down, I'm hanging in there and I'm trying to be positive and get back up. If you read this far thank you it means a lot and if you have any advice I'd appreciate it, take care.",3.741303780964799,4.118637134289443,5.223369230769233,84.93582568448501,71.39895697522816,7.596234680573662,26.42213820078227,7.404127859558343,1.2499914159061278,2850,85,606,28,50,964,289,767,0.113,0.747,0.14,0.9807,22,0,0,0,0,1,50.0,2,5,4,15,33,42,4,5,32,0,52,6,1,8,4,107,128,53,0,11,14,9,6,5,0,3,4,1,3,2,35,50,0,4,19,2,13,11,22,16,1,1,25,9,88,26,98,92,18,96,1,5,2,1,26,39,3,6,50,395,123,39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039911120902791176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03266198012896405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332353338516825,0.12848174123591344,0.031244637598178294,0.0,0.040505092392332166,0.0,0.0,0.06722030463444797,0.03635875977585185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421679865696016,0.0,0.24897397679454006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572401787401858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046713293602343615,0.04164196647889532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04282290886148928,0.0,0.0,0.03260966010380344,0.13557537613824952,0.0,0.026340233389329937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234921314110149,0.2532092420996834,0.0,0.05395258116537467,0.0,0.03441182867444709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700593206086016,0.0,0.1032567587659632,0.08753433414554991,0.0,0.0,0.14931835239725247,0.0,0.0,0.08956406535708293,0.0,0.037758519398360085,0.10669341161261436,0.0,0.0,0.10277103290636884,0.16332862973366638,0.0,0.0,0.040440802860741316,0.0,0.13043379105594013,0.0,0.040323818826202826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431526708315953,0.08193733641616366,0.0,0.0,0.047127118686993034,0.043723072472061794,0.0,0.0,0.04262928198990792,0.5268924237016377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223070028680526,0.0,0.04607246828399668,0.0,0.0,0.04176454006231858,0.11539393731282167,0.0997686687492496,0.08187045014072633,0.14425979681879805,0.036144601300792015,0.034297673589896036,0.0,0.04458475144362377,0.0347230962201974,0.0,0.038646454038071584,0.13631446298816774,0.0,0.0,0.044489793199628105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783460504590775,0.03260034100744158,0.08681888598381751,0.06004832906795252,0.0302844258454934,0.12600197075641642,0.0394462400772391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649980950217671,0.08571531647605456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453511067067274,0.0442287827589834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344135551417445,0.04085386230429385,0.0,0.05232989941615717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03247984155193931,0.0,0.12400531160824185,0.0325464313625902,0.037181759965768765,0.0,0.0,0.04192455718899644,0.03378559420866285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563500357641072,0.0,0.06523424110649367,0.0,0.2339265023601361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904380917876938,0.0,0.0,0.0921261297417216,0.0,0.0,0.03760257173034985,0.0,0.0,0.027134147907291576,0.0,0.040127853120633016,0.0,0.11907885380946813,0.0,0.0,0.039027054910241464,0.04537786433406907,0.11091834706668116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825774235681813,0.035275074023597384,0.0,0.033699595374517714,0.12045073669075017,0.032419121231765415,0.03276163830891378,0.0,0.036722590908550894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840431120776856,0.0,0.0,0.029013560144974214,0.0446552007514844,0.0,0.05260286067379027
anxiety,TimReddition,2020/01/08,"May have found the combo that works best! Adderall + Haloperidol Male, 23. Maining suffering from Social Anxiety.

I've been taking 15 mg Adderall to combat my ADD. Doctor today tried a new route, prescribed me Haldol, after trying a number of SSRI's. 

Tried: Paxil, Zoloft, Prozac, Lexapro, Effexor. All of these lessened my anxiety but gave me loss of libido.

Wellbutrin made me more anxious in combination with Vyvanse.

Never heard of Haldol but it really negates the post adderall side effects that increase anxiety.

So far I'm just on day 1 but it is working so far.

Will keep track of my progress on this post.",3.546257796257798,6.584174810810815,4.1111711711711685,80.79548856548855,80.17117117117118,5.937907137907138,28.35828135828136,7.321109707123232,2.1046127512127506,488,22,76,7,13,154,86,111,0.124,0.7879999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.3141,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,2,2,13,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,1,6,1,12,5,5,14,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,45,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468808538484741,0.21997820112912425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043466508585611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557830604376674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993041945253844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350045467880735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307610327923673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424879388750084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018008583948933,0.1880618115822034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729759128794942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474263281933827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849254176885267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640522408355142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845718137810176,0.0,0.0,0.3966063415591502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835169916838069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vin_NYC,2020/01/08,"Does anyone have trouble urinating / urinary retention from chronic stress / anxiety??? As the title suggests.  I have trouble urinating and suffer from urinary retention due to stress and anxiety.  

It is a rare condition called ‘psychogenic urinary retention’.

So I drink 3-4 herbal teas a day that have bladder relaxing and diuretic properties (Chamomile, Lemon Balm, Mullein).  So I am urinating with these teas but due to diuretic properties, I am peeing out potassium and sodium etc.  I intake extra salt and potassium but my joints are sore, the skin on my fingers and feet are ‘pruney’ / ‘wrinkly’.  I am clearly mildly dehydrated (not good). 

What to do?! 

I am already on Luvox and Klonopin to help cope and try to relax. =/",5.857170087976537,8.602865274193551,6.030557184750737,71.90447214076252,69.64516129032258,9.992961876832846,37.88563049853373,10.230975488527342,4.872783870967743,570,33,85,17,11,181,80,124,0.149,0.737,0.114,-0.4023,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,4,0,11,13,8,0,1,14,11,13,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,10,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,9,3,12,11,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817736671042514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906682859902906,0.0,0.0,0.17853942903419204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26073034420239016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467295865505124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344945944663835,0.0,0.0,0.2501356605251588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28477121979279857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141667944823261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114879351303866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5849814416158652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335886997111055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VelmaDinkleysTwin,2020/01/08,"Anxiety about new medication I have bad anxiety and was previously on Sertraline and it eventually stopped working due to hormonal changes. I went to my psychiatrist and am going to start taking Prozac. I’m really nervous about starting a new medication. I’m afraid it won’t work or that I’ll have an allergic reaction to it. I’ve heard that it can make people even more anxious and I’m throwing myself into a constant loop of anxiety. I’m just looking for advice on starting a new medication, what to look out for, and other people’s experiences with Prozac. Thanks so much!",3.8454797979798014,6.61058800925926,5.82983164983165,70.7528787878788,76.31481481481481,9.482828282828283,32.04040404040404,9.800150414767053,4.004933333333334,467,24,77,15,11,161,71,108,0.166,0.807,0.027000000000000003,-0.8952,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,4,0,6,6,0,1,0,12,21,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,3,4,1,15,17,2,16,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,9,48,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492117252254574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403569792087712,0.1675415614325583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382783342651787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688620589422822,0.0,0.0,0.16026418147263208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795354209855207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506998966105125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428470889158515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490763957018144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899422196706524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482027136827876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090206696742856,0.0,0.0,0.4296994347156662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056309531137857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500748425291676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149114818854333,0.0,0.0,0.12398897294703334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150632071240378,0.0,0.0,0.13653860532502182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747950261918504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593448457869827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throw-away-acc20,2020/01/08,"19 years old and anxious about finding a job I’m 19, almost 20, and I’ve never had a first job. Crippling anxiety and insecurities have really prevented me from even trying to look for jobs online, and as time goes on, I get more and more anxious and feel so much pressure to try and find a job. All of my friends have a job and numerous job experience, and I honestly feel like a failure for not having had a job yet and feel like I’m behind in life. If anyone is in the same situation or was in the same situation, how did you overcome this barrier and what was your experience with your first job like? Also, what are some tips you can give me about job hunting, if you have any?",6.6869254658385096,5.4934664710144965,7.660890269151139,75.25108695652177,65.44927536231884,11.074120082815735,33.4824016563147,10.290406445055957,3.1191271221532086,535,19,111,11,7,182,84,138,0.11199999999999999,0.785,0.10300000000000001,0.1153,9,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,2,7,7,0,2,8,0,12,1,0,1,2,30,20,18,0,2,4,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,4,10,5,15,15,7,11,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,5,10,78,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205296873646428,0.0,0.0,0.07351507246225121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251443391199908,0.0,0.07032494012970024,0.20770575008107586,0.0,0.06427844341545796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071781163048257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798471421607931,0.0,0.0,0.13944521562240764,0.1313472706846798,0.0,0.0,0.16804170250984934,0.15638842398896932,0.0,0.0,0.07102361921025402,0.0,0.048028771403180175,0.08818605493625291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8210223700641982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493171594129574,0.13473465265002693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719666564281323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757791850398216,0.0,0.07090081475441617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646334479693727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889165831849904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066626458445444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053604163201127535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482663772686005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059198846776685764
anxiety,gimmechoclate,2020/01/08,"Hi, I'm a mess Hi, it's a bit of a long ramble, sorry.
I'm 17 living with my boyfriend on the other side of the world from my family. I dropped out of school at 16. Since I'm so young and can only have a tourist visa where I am, me and my boyfriend agreed that I can just volunteer to have something to do. It's been 2 months since I came here and I haven't been able to get any volunteer work because of my anxiety. It takes me hours  or even days to reply to emails and when it comes to actually going to places I freak out. I have a complete meltdown and just can't do it.
It's making things difficult in our relationship and just making me feel worthless. We're living with my bf's mum as well and that's just making everything more complicated, I feel like I have the need to impress her, but I can't.
I've struggled with depression before (hence I dropped out of school) and I thought I was over it, I thought I was done being depressed, but I think it's back. 
What can I do to start getting better again?",1.9018276220145367,3.416538289719629,3.3831152647975067,91.98273104880579,77.3177570093458,6.6247144340602295,23.571131879543096,7.3871296695380915,0.766467082035307,790,25,181,10,18,260,116,214,0.099,0.833,0.068,-0.7239,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,12,11,0,1,8,0,20,0,0,3,0,32,39,14,0,1,7,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,7,1,0,8,2,27,4,26,30,2,25,0,3,0,0,8,11,0,1,10,118,40,3,0.14433420870860192,0.0,0.14084936723968194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815221135276117,0.0,0.11041527460197847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098409727790767,0.0,0.08798479396707286,0.0,0.12281778089423336,0.0,0.0,0.12765187840769954,0.15757557367748062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650798836907086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433114057821175,0.15133167175773282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308362414588026,0.0,0.24862968493146206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477040072758191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533138360368927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971828006378847,0.0,0.13606544655485006,0.0,0.1459594253616027,0.10311238754076377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508173337509358,0.0,0.08202845699224343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214012166566828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051440377253411,0.0,0.25489950122996324,0.12773123277444148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890326152594708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520618836253275,0.0,0.0,0.10702198690531044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977266967143004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079852813012518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496092458332258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29214784969749485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387894979046276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111552539531816,0.0,0.16157032983356706,0.10216049580804368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508894532587354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085213623349645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958892348442211,0.09248353298055877,0.0,0.22917047885413536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977378747065946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507702295199133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nine_Blue,2020/01/08,"I recorded what I say to myself in a day... I recorded what I say to myself in a day with a phone voice recording app after seeing that YouTube video of the 4-year-old who was mic’d while playing hockey. It’s a cute video, you should check it out. Anyway, I knew already that I talk to myself a little and that most people do it without thinking so I thought it’d be cool to see what I say in a day just to myself. 

I went to a drive thru for Dunkin’ with my sister in the morning and I said the following while waiting in line and at the window. 

“Oh god what did I want?”
“*clicks tongue and laughs nervously*”

Sister: “Hurry.”
Me: “AHHHH”

“Thank you” 11x after finishing saying order and the window lady gives me a price. 

A lot of humming hungrily after receiving the drink. 

(This excludes conversation with other people.)

I went to target later to pick up some popsicles for my sore throat (I’m a little sick). 

I spent 15 minutes trying to decide what type I wanted. Mind you, I was alone in target. 

“What do I want.”
“But the cheap ones get the syrup sucked out.”
“It’s like ice.”
Gives a tight smile to onlooking or passing by individuals. 
A lot of humming. 
“Fruit one - AH what flavor?”
“Strawberry - No, pineapple.... coconut?” 

A lot of humming in line to check out. 

A full conversation with myself about how long that took to find a popsicle. 

That afternoon I was eating the popsicle and LITERALLY swaying side to side happily like a child and humming. 

The rest of the day was filled with groaning from my sore throat and “I don’t want to” yells when it was time for some medicine. I’m 20 years old. 

I might honestly do a week of this and post it on YouTube just for the heck of it because I thought today was funny as heck.",2.06008527671424,4.3422565295858,3.4385381134702406,88.11630351548905,79.85798816568047,6.106648103028194,22.663069961712488,7.285733465282438,0.9039102680125302,1329,43,265,18,34,434,173,338,0.038,0.85,0.113,0.9645,0,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,0,0,7,10,1,1,29,2,15,8,2,2,0,45,39,17,0,5,5,2,1,2,0,2,3,7,2,1,24,17,3,2,6,5,5,8,3,2,1,2,15,14,33,8,52,20,8,47,0,0,3,0,19,18,3,8,21,182,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142150591310576,0.1293732316962966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146619313427259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024309979443523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484699438806892,0.0,0.11996205803576593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071519034669996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061251156113828475,0.22492758653432585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455152126950326,0.2350032512263464,0.0,0.10375048390922152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990104667935293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436924468537555,0.11837529702069945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24603966409301256,0.0,0.15888477488510644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255385259697736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112280019828861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151861932849576,0.3729242162906032,0.0,0.0,0.1868443906898487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423014035857638,0.0,0.10793548338765396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512032172516059,0.0,0.18614513899518365,0.0683614606965774,0.0,0.1111263553251342,0.0,0.1302539027681434,0.07959578864082664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765961558660485,0.0,0.09403993143878488,0.0,0.0,0.21735854904585908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301166148410105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099273621799536
anxiety,justme4068,2020/01/08,Anxiety and being a business owner Any tips on dealing with anxiety caused from owning a business? It seems like I worry about everything under the sun that could cause my business to fail.,5.570196078431376,8.220819941176472,5.835882352941179,73.40813725490199,70.17647058823529,8.062745098039215,31.92156862745098,8.841846274778883,3.2816980392156867,154,7,22,3,3,49,30,34,0.256,0.679,0.065,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939562350349066,0.0,0.4486159245957993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6024232423642291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341075772163137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022908329489632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26352190110275986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432495846239107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669310785367369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977731227738463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strictdescript,2020/01/08,"Everything Happens for a Reason : Mental Illness, Tough Times, etc. What's your Reason? :) If you're a believer in the ""everything happens for a reason"" philosophy or general thought that you wouldn't be where you are now without enduring some hardships or mental illness in your life, what's the reason? What great thing is happening/has happened in your life that wouldn't have otherwise?",5.9857843137254925,8.739630323529411,5.835882352941179,73.40813725490199,69.29411764705881,9.239215686274509,34.86274509803922,9.725611199111238,4.088021568627451,314,16,47,8,6,98,43,68,0.099,0.7909999999999999,0.11,0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,6,4,0,4,0,13,10,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796962079346915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787904656395526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28668758049298176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584376197821175,0.0,0.0,0.4231226124255141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253120212107283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32146682220596723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6559495514719891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596136766265653,0.0,0.0,0.12662118644882248,0.09300279671551502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537474546680461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Allmighty_Sideburn,2020/01/08,"any tips how to do mundain things online? Hi.

Not sure if this is the right r/ but I could need some advice. I struggle with anxiety,  especially  regarding communication with local and national  authority online. I hate it and avoid it as much as possible, but I hate it even more the way it makes me feel about myself. It should be so simple, but ...

I live in northern Europe btw.",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,4.145000000000003,81.37500000000003,81.22222222222223,7.488888888888887,22.88888888888889,8.472884824447931,1.769105555555556,296,10,56,7,8,99,56,72,0.237,0.745,0.018000000000000002,-0.958,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,18,10,10,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557485595737142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797774287649534,0.0,0.2002141478210896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896114694570994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728627836829746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323328772697975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167862163746731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311024747379626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746993157280641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923934146242337,0.1940611566978125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950485967624872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235064052962432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736052906474093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666684972695715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387432589157414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774018293958207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dottielane,2020/01/08,"Dreading next big life step(s) because I feel lost I'm sorry if this is the wrong sub for this, but it feels like a good community to vent to.

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I am about to finish up being home for my ""last winter break"" and go back for spring semester, and it has been a bit of a shitshow. I don't want to go into unnecessary detail about my family, but there is a history of GAD, manic depression, and autism spectrum disorder that has made the home life situation tense, uptight, and at times frightening. the rest of my siblings live with significant others or by themselves in the same town as my school. since I have been home my parents have been increasingly open about their anxieties and struggles. for me personally, I think this is sort of inappropriate. I know as an adult you have to be patient and aware of difficult or uncomfortable situations, but these in particular feel more suited for a therapist or counselor. and since developing my social skills rather late in life, I have also developed a sense of what boundaries are. at home they feel crossed.

my dad keeps pulling me aside to tell me my mom is insane and making it too difficult for him to be happy. my mom is at home helping with my disabled sibling but threatens to hurt herself or threatens suicide frequently, and then around twenty minutes later her episode is over and she's back to watching TV and laughing at her phone. In these situations I usually blank out and stare off for awhile. I suppose this is depersonalization?? I've found crying makes everyone feel worse; my sibling will freak out and won't know how to help/brings a whole box or two of tissues, my dad yells at me to stop crying over nothing, and my mom does nothing. I would like to cry soon but I don't want to raise alarm.

I don't know what is going to happen when I finish undergrad in about 17 weeks. My family has been struggling to support my academics up to this point, and I'm well aware of the debt I've accrued. I understand if I would have to take out another loan and come home to work again for a few months; this is how I've covered living expenses other than tuition up to this point. I mostly feel guilty I cannot help my family more. and just now my dad told me he is always anxious when i go back, because he is afraid ""I'm not truly happy when I'm away"" or that he thinks I feel like I'm poor, which I don't. Everyone has financial struggles, it is never easy.

I would feel far less lost and scared if I wasn't having thoughts like suicidal ideation. Since around 2017 I've had twinges of dread to keep moving forward, and think about jumping from parking garages, or forcing myself into a bad situation so I can get mugged or taken away. I have dreams about it. I am not medicated but I exercise vigorously/run about 2 mi a day, have a strong support system at school, pursue an active social life (which I would have *never* even considered doing, but therapy for social anxiety and depression helped tremendously) and meditate fairly often. 

**TL;DR** I feel like once I graduate I'm going to come home and do something I'll regret for myself: give up, end my life, etc",6.160091434718304,6.65395516915423,6.5188481018331785,77.35294473578054,66.13101160862354,9.636663529200844,31.886020348706914,9.567723090172098,2.847486880910761,2489,94,467,47,37,805,297,603,0.222,0.69,0.08800000000000001,-0.9982,2,0,1,0,0,2,74.0,0,1,2,5,29,33,0,9,18,0,51,7,0,5,2,96,99,50,2,11,22,7,9,5,0,6,7,1,7,2,22,34,0,4,18,3,5,13,11,20,1,1,13,12,62,13,81,77,11,76,0,6,2,0,30,34,0,14,34,309,84,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045048442544384455,0.046872489542306835,0.061035376675346115,0.06844918496834633,0.0,0.05906870225682685,0.08618719723079397,0.06363879021863303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029431738555702,0.0,0.0,0.10585097860685183,0.12994680739671755,0.047034619035886814,0.06867856660490522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149962990289561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704954838514616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563319186788504,0.036329288235426464,0.0,0.09703682651636547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456101199843366,0.0,0.04929625291601058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498931687308835,0.0,0.06282473946847505,0.037206558560641485,0.0,0.0,0.10765471253480377,0.0,0.0,0.15931354861171693,0.0,0.2563470145777628,0.1207301396561662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061764804772233124,0.0,0.0,0.02943098981701367,0.054038502526833634,0.16007302492370706,0.04724835984458158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981393893274155,0.11993229067413826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510318124229547,0.0,0.3955370378719236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060304253151356776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014041183999438,0.0,0.0,0.0928752923176774,0.045917856444755344,0.06354461463066931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894373880891766,0.13760412333037708,0.0,0.09948385160355433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298541642811603,0.0,0.0,0.05330241943091528,0.07520369836298549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056748264386053175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979250292115322,0.04496342790615898,0.05987168539027452,0.0,0.0,0.08689296420008061,0.0,0.05990940521953592,0.0,0.0,0.1081035766235444,0.0,0.0,0.05999142523691099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254968978413422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049186670252570217,0.0,0.0,0.10650333471844713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056397861857267674,0.11402138170283176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979450053493522,0.2532767775527631,0.0,0.1722692315977694,0.0,0.04336689709449847,0.0,0.06305872957436162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047095826082391185,0.0,0.1766703807277078,0.0,0.1232354801734198,0.1278490980279465,0.0,0.0,0.04235443009598985,0.0,0.049236391350368836,0.0,0.06442021174763322,0.06540544895932722,0.0,0.1082852421414876,0.0,0.04472107987702941,0.032847469032228085,0.0,0.0,0.053827356267401885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502788852341666,0.05864328947679909,0.0,0.0,0.06204141238159306,0.0,0.06645179587786544,0.0,0.045185894278045945,0.0,0.05064896617084739,0.0,0.0,0.06289233468869612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101015069805236,0.0,0.05740681791841438,0.16006570232891368,0.06158987414168762,0.06844918496834633,0.0
anxiety,CautiousMoment,2020/01/08,"Help with travel anxiety? Hey there,

I recently got invited to travel up to a big city for a job interview. I'm thrilled about the opportunity, but **terrified** of traveling. I haven't been to the city in years, and I've never gone there by myself, and I may need to travel there by myself. I just get so anxious about traveling on my own: I'm always afraid I'm going to miss my train, or that I'll get lost, or that I'll lose something, or whatever. When I got the email that they wanted to interview me, my flight response nearly kicked in and I almost emailed them saying I could no longer be considered for the job, that's how scared I am of traveling alone (and this would likely just be a day trip!). Any advice of dealing with travel anxiety?",3.8666198901769375,5.139683288590606,5.214874923733984,81.8004575960952,71.81879194630872,8.90811470408786,26.297132397803537,9.339509955726095,2.1642295302013426,586,19,117,13,11,196,90,149,0.168,0.7929999999999999,0.038,-0.9603,2,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,3,10,8,0,2,7,0,8,0,0,1,1,20,21,11,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,7,0,10,3,5,0,0,5,1,16,3,22,11,1,21,0,3,0,0,10,6,0,5,6,77,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955290755622636,0.0,0.0,0.19424079422356208,0.2009025493462003,0.0,0.0,0.16140510835666366,0.0,0.0,0.13191158807997272,0.0,0.29678504478490325,0.21913975406948125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487552710312202,0.0,0.0,0.1250996642469119,0.1999826432279614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269083835077084,0.0,0.11024208095228183,0.0,0.3102836097096501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001926229791727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38498616473048825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476777808619104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701159373438933,0.2117497348519599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383211603267052,0.1496076743426104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152972273876984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425897002820252,0.19420566505092954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933362390132862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441316024489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377962973636427,0.0,0.0,0.1249153739728054
anxiety,_satchi_,2020/01/08,"Feeling trapped I realized tonight that a lot of my generalized anxiety and depression in life is due to feeling trapped. 

Trapped by my own ideas of what I should do and what my life should look like. But...I don’t actually like living the reality of these ideas. It’s like I’m forcing myself into the wrong life and I don’t know why I’m doing it. 

Trapped by my mothers sadness as well. I would never tell her this but it suffocates me and the relationship seems a little unhealthy. 

I’m sick of feeling like this but actually doing what I like and enjoy feels too scary for some reason. A part of me wants the safe path but it’s killing me.",1.7615614617940203,4.1885156821705465,3.3710132890365467,87.30575581395351,82.10077519379846,6.476411960132888,26.268549280177183,7.7094869923839395,1.5912874861572543,509,22,104,9,14,168,72,129,0.233,0.597,0.17,-0.9084,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,0,7,0,9,4,0,1,1,28,20,9,1,4,3,1,4,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,10,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,5,14,8,12,17,4,6,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,3,8,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.3114452176267428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207477357428065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374420912381135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227445453770668,0.11400072505472593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602824926565433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765465794859464,0.0,0.08769848766876727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33813855397690923,0.3898024935991627,0.15993651121650893,0.1409080356364357,0.0,0.13400317812792487,0.0,0.0,0.13566533122873214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230744155830718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280464923951444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407012789395686,0.0,0.1713243013664644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527148585583582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947596670572404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412172800644636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347748333248905,0.0,0.14399201275537607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133578129735774,0.17447069128333684,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gibbler,2020/01/08,"Fear of numbness from the dentist. I have an extreme fear of the novocaine making my mouth/face numb when going to the dentist. I’m not anxious about the needles or any pain, honestly throughout my entire life I have been a perfect dental patient, but now that I have anxiety I find myself obsessing over being numb and it somehow inhibiting me being able to drive or function, and I just know myself and I know that weird numb feeling all day after the dentist will freak me out. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow and I’m so afraid of cancelling it and feeling like a failure. I’m already so afraid of even driving there, as I’ve been dealing with horrible agoraphobia recently as well. Does anybody have any tips?",4.907030303030304,7.006408214814815,5.3667340067340055,78.44484848484848,70.55555555555556,7.575757575757577,35.235690235690235,8.296473431620573,3.1441851851851856,579,31,95,9,11,185,85,135,0.262,0.639,0.099,-0.9754,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,10,16,0,5,9,0,10,10,0,1,2,21,19,13,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,10,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,12,1,0,2,2,13,4,14,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,7,69,17,0,0.21480254488781084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370399496873471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921461928336726,0.0,0.1643233588987553,0.2426657346096576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852987128147073,0.2214519918312382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879751545601292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187505504734987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834251633220482,0.2172212415792059,0.15345498098742993,0.0,0.0,0.19632563455124796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207723638633235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360997221969711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517213899202085,0.10494167333654617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338236668171042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285650524661059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120915991046117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931332846027252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkabstractwhite,2020/01/08,"Overthinking Hello! This is my first time ever posting on the subreddit but I was genuinely curious, how do you guys \~stop overthinking? I know you can't completely stop overthinking, it's in human nature to think. However, I tend to overthink quite a lot, even the smallest things. For instance, I'll overthink if I gave a reaction, comment, acted a certain way etc. I would love to know how those of you handle this as I continuously find myself stuck in my thoughts thinking about what I did. 

Sending much love to everyone and thank you for taking the time to read this. :)",3.738936535162949,6.534211830188682,4.532332761578047,79.73144939965697,76.9245283018868,8.00548885077187,29.447684391080607,8.841846274778883,2.9075207547169817,458,21,78,11,11,147,76,106,0.021,0.737,0.24100000000000002,0.9811,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,2,2,17,18,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,2,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,14,4,13,12,3,14,0,0,0,2,12,3,0,2,7,57,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086716032401109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196301428992304,0.13145267229669236,0.1800275030729661,0.0,0.1901747997596608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819032196568472,0.16928867903481434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706384721700276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875543520275995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920205446961872,0.3592516672046363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630464664403034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906088128083943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168522977705906,0.1990766431388858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327839193974539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964036543844553,0.0,0.0,0.18323344064045652,0.0,0.0,0.13222189470320628,0.2550515285558753,0.0,0.15800186002819586,0.23210357256942624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579750227839319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138007604149008,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunny_thinks,2020/01/08,"Sending everyone hugs tonight. You know who you are. You’re me, obsessively refreshing the worldnews and politics thread because you can’t sleep and you can’t stop thinking about it.  
  
And then you’re thinking about Australia and the fires, or the flu going around, or how your stomach has been in knots today and you didn’t eat dinner and now taking a shower seems impossible because there’s so much happening and you need to know what’s going to happen next.  
  
I want you to know you’re not alone, no matter what happens. I may not know you, but I am right there with you, and we can share this together. No matter what happens.  
  
Sending you all so many hugs.",3.7761130994989247,5.8966908346456695,4.057609162491056,86.53526127415894,73.7244094488189,6.822906227630638,26.50608446671439,7.686295010490155,1.4875259842519686,524,19,100,7,11,163,78,127,0.076,0.8190000000000001,0.105,0.6824,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,11,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,0,9,7,2,1,1,31,25,15,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,11,2,1,7,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,2,1,16,3,8,22,2,13,0,0,0,2,16,3,0,4,6,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785791274856105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287389456350228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093669955311485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572011721327305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640929975129352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951934057486024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074322890236504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775077994564212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410474408042187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262394809839686,0.12733377464362894,0.0,0.0,0.18263415785932374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665435745967725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563342778393549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185153215872634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435718899850115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911771772473327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007211204576801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277760237653244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128933623961328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vegenthusiast,2020/01/08,"To those who have opened up to others you didn't know very well about your anxiety, how did it go? Been dealing with anxiety all my life and am finally taking steps toward living my best life in spite of it. One of my biggest roadblocks seems to be opening up to my peers about having anxiety. There's a part of me that feels like opening up to others could give them insight into a lot of my antisocial habits and even lead to us bonding on a deeper level if they have experience with anxiety too.

But the anxious part of me worries that people won't understand and will think lesser of me.",9.271025641025641,6.6552068717948725,9.168478632478637,71.00707692307692,61.47863247863248,12.095042735042734,37.929914529914534,10.355215969177356,3.75765094017094,472,17,89,8,5,155,81,117,0.13699999999999998,0.81,0.054000000000000006,-0.7454,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,2,2,7,4,1,0,4,0,11,2,0,2,1,22,19,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,3,1,13,3,23,12,5,16,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,3,2,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204466457410473,0.19214335755468806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784897385262831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579600792657034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534626104535336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233703626885726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637206109075614,0.0,0.0,0.08599817101570621,0.12150605163866487,0.0,0.18631565393847466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315739625253267,0.09666107214518008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347218595494633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402667794777538,0.08309308891395817,0.0,0.1501848259835592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459696404511205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525143079978613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683627560056012,0.0,0.11791289698693032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483554734894225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787990434764782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898117289369776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706053963961912,0.20458675615538094,0.0,0.0,0.14033481201683748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529234352712601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272572644307835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jakeman2k,2020/01/08,"What medication has worked the best for you? I've been seriously considering taking medication for anxiety. I used to be pretty depressed but now I realize it was because I'm anxious all the time and it stops me from making real and new connections with people. Has anyone taken anything like Prozac or Xanax that has helped them? I used to blame myself but I realize it is what it is and finding something to fix it is probably the move. Also, let's say I took Xanax for a month and then got off it, would I feel less anxiety afterward or would I need to take it constantly to not feel anxious. I'm not suicidal but I seriously don't want to live like this it's so frustrating and I feel like I'm wasting the best years of my life because of it.",2.6101428571428578,4.761125500000002,4.557904761904762,81.46800000000002,77.33333333333334,8.285714285714286,26.714285714285715,9.04235418022936,2.376028571428571,595,24,117,15,14,203,89,150,0.174,0.677,0.149,0.3716,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,3,3,9,1,0,5,0,13,6,0,3,1,29,29,13,1,4,7,0,3,3,0,2,6,1,0,0,13,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,4,14,5,14,20,4,12,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,12,79,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171795326223094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137400702043314,0.3156422282215578,0.0,0.0976814127598724,0.0,0.1149611080187497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031951518688532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29321283597890696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096595409398902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032331238521245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119093889153844,0.09980163084928904,0.0,0.0,0.127683170527655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173076556242888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363789294576287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285260465770386,0.09867416522633456,0.20475093233823213,0.0,0.12335756416930825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325076278258852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814658882889218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150712108150636,0.14847887679072438,0.0,0.10358569988168197,0.0,0.1349230263419278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685031534441826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212501331152766,0.150620111767643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590090614397952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109496136293533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754780207901103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167953651657288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280900777754985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100738660276752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814601305363548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521172037937234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24131170587513204,0.0,0.0,0.0823986158762342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170318528655062,0.0,0.0,0.1984775903634084,0.0,0.0,0.08996215028927182
anxiety,anee_suh,2020/01/08,"Sugar/caffeine intake question I was wondering if sugar or caffeine could rise anxiety or cause a panic attack. The last time i had a attack was when i was eating candy. After that i never really ate anything with sugar in it besides fruit. Does anyone else relate to this, or have any advice?",4.108909090909093,6.525536618181821,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,73.72727272727272,6.581818181818183,23.72727272727273,7.554174236665415,1.7083818181818184,234,7,33,3,5,80,43,55,0.203,0.797,0.0,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,3,0,6,5,0,1,1,10,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,3,4,0,4,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,5,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217667851728188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543295177725474,0.0,0.17361133131074755,0.0,0.0,0.1586843318367398,0.2325306690591283,0.18675535189086265,0.0,0.0,0.5163625081952901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331337239390772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119610081642845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859998636368412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322200910609301,0.1895823645757128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498942869583154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503299423830387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662695679137481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542289146965849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538596385458252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323327132590906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461107930428771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArnoCatalan,2020/01/08,I don’t know how to keep from freaking out over the news How dont know how to deal with this. I know you guys all know what I’m talking about that’s going on right now. I just wish it would end. It’s so senseless and I hate thinking about the civilians as well. But I’m just so anxious right now. I couldn’t stay away from reading about it and now my hands are shaking and I have the chills. Please don’t let it escalate. I’m just looking for optimism..,0.13434137291280024,2.2376335102040805,1.3702597402597445,101.10655844155848,86.3469387755102,4.3799628942486075,20.133580705009283,5.565023196281405,-0.4042775510204084,356,11,86,2,11,112,61,98,0.11800000000000001,0.807,0.075,-0.6098,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,15,4,1,1,3,0,8,1,1,3,1,23,21,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,2,8,1,14,18,1,13,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602341716951274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797340280403865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062645392156634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448186212089506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720362771238746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370502791023675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810186354200213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752880975455533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783240381438575,0.0,0.0,0.4398154200845157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045862750255066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800935126610808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961800909271734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001252616877599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34171928593914275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324919318557792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080958737629147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819749492284258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988796409718866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300719137307765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212478304398313,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaptainPick1e,2020/01/08,"Just woke up from a nap to news about the escalations in Iran. What do you do to help with war/WW3 anxiety? Just woke up and almost had a panic attack hearing about the missile strikes. Things are extremely tense and I even called my family who were fortunately very understanding, but not as worried as I am. Makes me wonder how other people cope with this kind of stuff. 

Older people of reddit, especially those who have lived through multiple situations like this, or anyone really, can you please just tell me we're going to be okay?",5.0259,7.056774390000001,5.687000000000001,76.55350000000001,70.1,9.0,25.5,9.516144504307137,2.3509,429,13,76,10,8,139,80,100,0.083,0.79,0.127,0.7658,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,7,5,1,1,4,1,9,0,0,2,0,16,16,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,1,7,3,16,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,2,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881841814423371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159529268371709,0.0,0.0,0.14581303633146814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723950656058276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129383036428245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377358878468684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658893407467148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851566530812492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350349320364484,0.0,0.13977710907669802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715788022374954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188002777740747,0.0,0.1841408767315647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919922406302898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446717563780451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28914484651743594,0.0,0.0,0.22890961762761186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359333328147502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440290621319795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23872352765696014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822694261272736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854187778424884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170930571066655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206382303608114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614811173952865,0.0,0.21177816395916496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theis216,2020/01/08,"Death Anxiety Attacks Advice I wish I could just reset my memory and completely forget about the pending end that is life. 

Since I turned 27 six months ago I have had the most debilitating anxiety attacks at the immediate thought of the idea of death. All I gain from therapy for a solution is to distract myself from the thought, but distracting does not get rid of it, it saves it again for later. Sometimes the triggers will be words associated, music lyrics either about the subject or by artist who have passed, or the thought will consume me if I sit in silence too long.

Does anyone any have experience coping with similar anxiety attacks??? I need help and have no idea where to turn for a solution.",8.362329670329673,8.206001430769234,8.263626373626376,68.89423076923079,61.615384615384606,11.736263736263735,38.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,4.468065934065934,566,26,97,14,7,183,90,130,0.193,0.722,0.085,-0.9122,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,2,10,0,11,1,0,1,1,24,19,6,2,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,4,0,10,1,16,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,6,68,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940699488162078,0.12646065618751318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701459250281587,0.0,0.3274065675331149,0.0,0.0,0.09975211490268376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868935545123142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957768414998965,0.0,0.0,0.11390345889444548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496877723227733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635558909278172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955014960294146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453465375131668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562287842143144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220945403902452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076591225989333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262507826029348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387090788636975,0.0,0.0,0.10578156421911636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801092157725365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109569744759287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314565724937458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397714679061637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31034910893919604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640534822477775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Smallsmalm,2020/01/08,"What to do when doctor blames everything on anxiety? I have actual health problems besides anxiety. I have hypothyroidism and when that problem is worse I have worse symptoms. I have been having classic hypothyroidism symptoms I have getting worse, cold feet, fatigue, constipation, lightheadedness, etc, etc, etc and I told my doctor that. They blamed my symptoms on my non compliance of taking the anti anxiety meds that the psychiatrist prescribed. I told my doctor that with lightheadedness I don't want to take a medication that can cause potentially further lightheadedness or possibly disassociation until I am medicated for my hypothyroidism. I got told that ""you need to be medicated, you are too anxious about every bodily sensation."" Well I have actual medical problems and if those were dealt with properly I would feel more human. I have not much anxiety right now anyways so whats the point in medicating me? I have sensory processing disorder and thats why I can't tolerate anti anxiety pills, they actually cause more anxiety from sise effects then if I werent to take them at all. I know this has turned into a rant, but how do I get it through a person's head that my symptoms are my thyroid? Not anxiety, and how do I explain that anti anxiety meds cause anxiety that is 100 times worse because I have sensory processing disorder and everything, including the side effects is overwhelming? I am a person who has very hypersensative senses and I get very overwhelmed easily when my senses are overloaded with sensory information or enrichment.",8.241888888888887,9.905564818518515,8.659259259259263,59.69666666666669,61.925925925925924,13.25925925925926,39.81481481481481,12.554650470220118,6.134703703703704,1271,67,184,49,18,421,142,270,0.196,0.778,0.025,-0.9843,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,3,2,11,7,0,2,8,0,30,18,2,7,1,36,46,20,0,8,7,0,1,0,0,1,16,0,0,3,16,11,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,6,2,36,1,18,38,7,16,0,3,0,0,14,9,0,4,7,140,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.20583873915163528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840861131128249,0.07943086055047721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286063286290789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668477782167994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161163866359728,0.2158973516632013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23524440530829255,0.0,0.0,0.05923963515969785,0.0,0.12638110125034982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03555110526056271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020301485869173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623373595219863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215886542749064,0.07473678176090852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038640816224013504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619824725236542,0.35415219706756895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168631315104242,0.052134350518841716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122784846548836,0.0,0.0,0.06646615609063572,0.07926453302378615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183298052934687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004478936021921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923181554300223,0.15859425449909673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099862243093207,0.0,0.0,0.20155410944117852,0.0,0.0,0.07647764214911416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602706464119328,0.04147095909247852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321759032692109,0.0,0.06344429705129151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866096563469308,0.04994656732522043,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleeping__forever,2020/01/08,I'm falling into my anxiety I've been okay the past week and noticed improvement. Yesterday my dizziness was a little stronger than usual and I just had to stop myself from googling my symptoms because it was obviously making me more upset. I'm so scared that my dizziness will come back again really bad and I really dont like the place it puts me in. Dizziness causes my anxiety and my anxiety causes my dizziness. I dont know how to stop this.,3.497155172413791,5.808944505747127,4.927112068965517,79.1072198275862,75.20689655172413,8.02816091954023,29.26580459770115,8.841846274778883,2.7399666666666667,360,16,63,8,8,120,57,87,0.244,0.68,0.075,-0.9211,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,1,7,1,0,4,1,15,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,4,0,13,2,6,7,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053116933990748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579990802972464,0.14745949671052647,0.1076580088661151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362848145624199,0.0,0.15213132214314867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41396425765990025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705860734592367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628127616430281,0.17700664464215682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788656673199514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106827902697444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859139768554102,0.0,0.0,0.18451676189076185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753884860242122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627797683276216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681445062151313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953027771300603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835623302021201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450769736265275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416635100960818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Puzzleheaded_Spirit,2020/01/08,"First time away. End of this month, I will be having my FIRST girls weekend away from my kids 6 and 4. I have never had a single night away from my kids, besides the days I was in the hospital giving birth to my second child. I'm going to visit my childhood friend about 2.5 hours away. Doing an small opera Friday night, then hanging at her brewery Saturday night. Two nights away. I'm so excited, but right now I'm already feeling dizzy thinking about it.",3.8385714285714254,5.417367111111113,4.239841269841271,87.565,72.33333333333333,6.476190476190476,25.079365079365076,6.868970318607317,0.9616031746031748,360,11,70,3,7,113,67,90,0.027000000000000003,0.885,0.087,0.5037,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,14,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,1,9,2,14,10,1,30,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,18,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589451934124395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6766238165083514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289006858664993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757144691036532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282796064890514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450306366706803,0.0,0.0,0.1112803760652515,0.0,0.0,0.13817061797380706,0.08185788924725476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418445593582215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496663174427778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108796505916536,0.0,0.0,0.5406649230761561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300432081218016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229122523459482,0.0,0.0,0.08398743271623334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070037117143913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nakogaokoru,2020/01/08,"The official good news thread I, like many of you, suffer from anxiety. Anxiety is crippling, it is a constant challenge to deal with it, it's constantly nagging in my mind, making me worry, making me think about awful things. So instead of this, I challenge you to spread good news, positive impacts. From you ""had a good day"" to some huge project somewhere around the world which creates happiness, which creates good news. Post something to this thread each day. Post something positive. Let's start this.",5.512724719101123,8.230224808988767,4.658862359550561,81.47570926966293,70.57303370786515,7.596067415730338,33.59691011235955,8.472884824447931,3.033414606741573,404,20,65,7,8,120,57,89,0.135,0.568,0.297,0.9477,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,2,4,10,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,11,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,8,12,6,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,41,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253391495307966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743330720666425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35794400939327875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361717204466066,0.17074277121981948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556432016141611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630125729840693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935352864930306,0.0,0.08091158708376718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109986393753595,0.1679085778081222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672248966632805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172285972798723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549984975660733,0.0,0.0,0.11722382110409355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002787743227024,0.10612001282333204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681910353721179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paigiepoo527,2020/01/08,Does anyone have a whole conversation in there head with someone they are about to see before it happens? I have to mentally prepare myself for socializing. Like what will my answer be if I’m asked something. What topics can I talk about. Then when it finally happens anxiety makes me forget it all. In my head how can I have so many thoughts and things to say but when it comes down to it I have absolutely 0 thoughts in my head. All I can think about is how uncomfortable I am. Sometimes I say nothing when someone tries to talk to me. Which of course they take that for me being rude but I literally can not think in social situations. Should I just start telling people I have social anxiety when they ask me why I am so quiet?!,3.631829836829837,5.564694041958043,4.570786713286714,83.51720571095572,73.61538461538461,7.563869463869463,26.601981351981355,8.344100000000001,1.7684456876456878,580,21,114,10,12,188,84,143,0.094,0.894,0.013000000000000001,-0.8793,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,13,2,1,0,1,0,17,3,3,3,2,20,31,13,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,10,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,22,1,18,25,3,13,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,1,8,87,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398577585163846,0.0,0.0,0.09322359981007863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492808453298333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344934120028813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484726304756755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667318024884304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605048772225238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357968540086337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41048824501705017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651356228298432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889951480636219,0.13517013061037114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435975137879874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279284665148149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243043056044926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205000882765607,0.0,0.0,0.10624237570108902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986233928675605,0.0,0.4077226547782573,0.22593085532049104,0.10263972416240437,0.13186135298094265,0.0,0.09436777689460384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024344173472646,0.2143223874664841,0.11653150134172617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857488257864604,0.1708579297252577,0.0,0.21168954250155286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051859303649536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030463616003267,0.14885205806426716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,billkirk,2020/01/08,"I feel so on edge at the moment all this shit in the news makes me feel like the world is going to end, constantly feeling like I'm shit at what my degree is supposed to be in, don't know how I feel about where I am going in life. it feels like I'm constantly on the verge of a panic attack and I can't sleep.",1.7185714285714295,2.2453080000000014,3.6928571428571435,93.52214285714285,76.14285714285714,6.742857142857144,19.714285714285715,6.742157984588678,-0.04305714285714268,240,4,60,2,5,82,47,70,0.19399999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,1,5,0,6,4,3,2,1,11,17,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,5,6,3,11,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,7,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112040943503276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012441874597856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644311216268205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693520198021843,0.3978859788381807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110187642911576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020285867830073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113034487518824,0.2720981759454817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392306188258224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782070561562575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811348686736809,0.0,0.0,0.1857844419415599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fireman1988,2020/01/08,"Girlfriend has awful anxiety. What can I do to help? Hello everyone. My girlfriend has anxiety (not sure what kind), and at times this can make it difficult to interact with her. She will go quiet and get this look on her face like she’s thinking, which she is, about every bad thing a situation could possibly procure. 

I can always tell when she gets anxious, but I struggle to find ways to help. What I usually do is ask her if she is OK, which she will always say yes to no matter what, and then I try to get her to calm her breathing, and otherwise try to just distract her from her own brain. Are there any other subtle techniques I can use to help? Is there anything I specifically should not do? 

I do not have anxiety - In fact I am quite the opposite. I have very bad depression which can often times make it very hard to be worried about anything at all, which sucks a lot more than it sounds. Because of this I struggle to understand exactly how she is feeling. I have had a panic attack before however, and that shit sucked. I just want to help her and allow her to feel comfortable existing in general.",4.356249999999998,5.771943421296296,5.244444444444444,81.50750000000002,70.80555555555556,8.91851851851852,29.24074074074073,9.354420925462401,2.5825240740740742,873,34,168,19,16,285,124,216,0.22899999999999998,0.628,0.14300000000000002,-0.9740000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,9,18,4,4,4,3,27,4,4,5,4,35,43,11,0,4,7,0,3,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,17,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,1,7,30,6,24,37,4,12,0,1,1,0,27,5,3,3,6,126,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071643453054732,0.0,0.0,0.08465462481647841,0.0,0.28569392935565197,0.1406335404883492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488244212738224,0.0,0.11637743517171578,0.14162058895626167,0.0,0.0,0.20788091595747346,0.07588539901631236,0.0,0.1059282620238315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896734245192816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939179590666816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721945234869153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048846704166338,0.11895153350661958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258875395889658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377778210004008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511610531046752,0.0,0.0707481589589031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151484112622913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33376087814430805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963282271002038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060817482492243585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453673428883337,0.0,0.0,0.10583339052843822,0.0,0.0,0.16619049988646525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605728506846802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033905508560868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240599035468764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899611870639358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778290292943462,0.0,0.13992727481287054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26027921079584443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732640992524875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880609157848062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270284579226007,0.07976548544620601,0.0,0.0,0.14517736274411766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903539746908813,0.0,0.0,0.12959412642308016,0.0,0.10751577743483054,0.13710354094013688,0.20542767357521136,0.07342496057834429,0.09881104772893166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642139052971654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,depressedvenezuelan,2020/01/08,"Living inside my head is exahusting First i would like to say that i have never been to medical profesional, i cannot afford it on my own and family is not supporting.

Day after day i hear this voice inside my head that keeps telling me every single thing that could go wrong, it almost never shuts up, sometimes it's more managable than others but there are days that this is crippiling. I get so physically tired of the constant rumination of ideas and sometimes i break into crying and screaming because i can't make it stop.

I have a very destructive personality, i have self harmed on and of since i was 12, i'm almost 21 now; i'm also very unstable and i can handle emotions very well, i get overwhelmed very easy and this results in explotions of anger or sadness, i can't manage happiness very well either; i feel like there is something wrong and i don't know what to do.

My boyfriend is my only support system but he doesn't fully understands how my mind works, and that's a relief in someway because i would never want him to feel the way i feel.

I feel trapped inside my head and i don't know how to fix it.",6.744864864864862,6.225230828828829,7.198873873873875,76.40074324324327,65.03603603603604,9.922522522522524,32.013513513513516,9.2995712137729,2.6871189189189195,892,30,170,14,12,293,124,222,0.21100000000000002,0.679,0.11,-0.9818,1,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,16,2,1,4,0,22,5,3,4,3,39,40,16,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,2,2,4,0,2,16,10,0,2,8,0,0,1,10,8,2,1,2,8,28,8,17,35,4,22,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,3,13,117,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071249473923296,0.0,0.0,0.08270675962596842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260905234193502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117627428032886,0.0,0.08257427470841297,0.0,0.11360451779800985,0.20009644327944626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633614428510412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713773112437972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749732085415394,0.0,0.20917364821834505,0.07388489720677997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797093818945301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806774498149677,0.0,0.058777264860700625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100949397574036,0.0,0.0,0.31842328857582297,0.0,0.11656442560489105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675116505861052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919264740699491,0.0,0.0,0.11367636027729484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105380349710932,0.0,0.09132376766559654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903517471623019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418706611541384,0.0,0.0,0.10442702001222916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929691341281906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865730401772585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903043453582882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822455477995843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789199317772467,0.0,0.0,0.08555197841659505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961952358696807,0.2045745580388308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646565668380234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347247545478651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039563088674832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870916704262345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188686963614944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766624044005514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266710596123671,0.061001140083472724,0.08209179163093791,0.0,0.0,0.18597809974312932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529265129791635,0.0,0.0,0.14693644018698196,0.22615205446942546,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alienfreespirit,2020/01/08,"forced to stay in hospital? So I was involuntarily (and unjustly) sent to a psych ward against my will a few years ago... 

I learned recently that after 72 hours, you are free to go and legally not obligated to stay... I do recall that I was there for longer than 3 days, I had to stay over the weekend to have more tests done...

they also told me that if I refuse to take the medication, that I could stay longer...

I didn't refuse, yet still had to stay five days... why is this?",2.3796875,3.966775927083337,3.59416666666667,90.6675,76.1875,7.300000000000002,22.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,0.7965041666666659,363,10,85,6,8,118,67,96,0.085,0.8640000000000001,0.051,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,0,0,8,16,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,8,0,12,2,14,6,2,19,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,10,59,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050460403605453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267559267904123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655288113143065,0.0,0.0,0.20444447531700685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220505242898128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008171418294038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609492465554806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967652686137512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650399187184946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8447231060640029,0.12658183394383632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917559714095292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145776512983475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302558456779518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207164921119403
anxiety,briiidgette98,2020/01/08,"Work stress Woke up to a missed call from work which already kickstarts my anxiety. They’ve texted and messaged on Facebook too. Anxiety gets worse. They want me to come in an hour earlier for work. That should be fine, right? Nope full panic attack ensues. Hands shaking, hop in the shower to try and calm down. 

Anxiety brain tries to make it better but makes it WORSE by telling them I can’t because I’m too many suburbs away. Coworker calls me out because my Snapchat map is near work. Fuck. 

Got away with it somehow but why did this have to be a whole ordeal far out.",2.3320270270270282,4.89077654954955,2.4751576576576566,93.792195945946,80.8018018018018,5.501801801801802,23.664414414414416,6.816661863887847,0.7319603603603606,451,16,91,5,12,136,86,111,0.174,0.745,0.081,-0.9036,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,5,3,9,2,3,4,0,7,3,2,2,0,13,17,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,1,7,3,19,11,2,17,0,1,0,1,6,14,1,1,1,53,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208469983338694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370862464894504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709613979043805,0.27599543174432023,0.0,0.0,0.17907222862911634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990259637201845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639656115808461,0.2999598934265525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652330833253098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578732816682754,0.07673824888647351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174726053778838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446462918002089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960858319085796,0.14891231761858426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233093509270786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254339183778773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824947190208692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837877615425025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994424865282144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663307762895693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253550995293967,0.16398522993618667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277188325238944,0.0,0.29936462950064324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bahabox,2020/01/08,"Missing important schoolwork My EOC/final for History is on Friday and I'm really.sick. pretty sure I got the flu. I was absent yesterday and today and in class they were reviewing material for the tests today. I also have finals for my other classes coming up too. Since I've been absent I've been missing the review stuff, it's stressing me out a ton.",5.041176470588237,6.580685470588236,6.7198823529411795,71.10747058823532,69.29411764705883,8.969411764705884,29.776470588235288,9.3871,3.040390588235294,284,11,45,6,5,98,51,68,0.138,0.7559999999999999,0.106,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,6,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,0,7,1,7,6,1,9,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,33,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304181413312553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481992194725793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156332688680501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23044456668467064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931326653206192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383448214282846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300529218934018,0.0,0.3298408952547168,0.0,0.0,0.27155992175805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462287221944131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mstrashpie,2020/01/08,"Every time I exercise, I think I'm having a heart attack. I just got done with my one hour High Intensity Interval Training (HIIT) class. Somedays, I leave the class feeling so zen. Today was a Power day, so it was high, intense but short intervals. I feel a bit out of breath still 30 minutes after, but my HR has obviously gone done. I am convinced my heart has done itself in somehow. 

I told my doctor about this and she said my feelings were normal. WTF? I weigh 120lbs, am 5'2"", and have no significant health issues. I'm still, of course, convinced I did something bad. Does anybody else go through this?",2.6493678160919534,5.164730603448277,3.7437931034482763,85.43885057471266,79.17241379310346,5.935632183908046,25.18390804597701,7.1686216300943375,1.2740252873563225,474,18,88,6,12,153,84,116,0.14300000000000002,0.76,0.09699999999999999,-0.8253,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,4,0,13,7,3,0,1,14,24,6,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,11,4,15,2,8,13,1,14,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,56,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756857696715673,0.0,0.0,0.1289421227138751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859693962327327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959420609287767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806506434175113,0.13514223402087375,0.4741047679337556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900597199842787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011345443977726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23425247819981065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776580334219633,0.0,0.12351132178769113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415126160735025,0.0,0.3659992338854219,0.0,0.32632634105671776,0.0,0.0,0.15208188014952584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611842018762876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351846748764187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130805197158334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464537777201928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689775098568447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888731920231625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466550830071395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989521425318384,0.0,0.0,0.09004904195274112,0.0,0.14638104175602015,0.1475639373606749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Snowpistol,2020/01/08,"School Going back tomorrow, Already have explosive diarrhea.",12.596250000000005,17.984836125,11.130000000000004,29.51500000000001,62.75,18.2,58.0,13.023866798666859,12.9776,51,4,3,3,1,16,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6211473172587061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432816658965294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198952243271373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696602456176163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ehdiduc,2020/01/08,"I know I need to get my wisdom teeth out at some point, but they’ve been causing me pain for the past few weeks and I’m scared of an infection. I am scared I’ll get an infection if I don’t get them out fast enough. Also I’m terrified of going under anesthesia and being loopy when I wake up. I hate IV’s too. 

Also what if I lose weight after the procedure. That’ll probably make my depression and anxiety worse tbh because I have self image issues to begin with.",2.404252577319585,3.9448375051546383,4.344935567010307,85.507506443299,76.01030927835052,8.148969072164949,22.434278350515466,8.841846274778883,1.4895164948453612,366,10,77,8,8,125,71,97,0.336,0.645,0.02,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,2,4,0,6,7,2,2,0,14,17,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,12,1,12,14,3,13,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,3,6,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128591395347155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496414239957797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924228696318573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094576873694436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684789547228974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211783775497072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30659508841178584,0.0,0.11116990069303263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931247770482266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041664410682554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750236263223796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188380073769776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057146391071436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504263632996822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814326189480825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673226482708294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491505907646946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090110044192212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916802787327887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406431288640328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690686741287035,0.2382007748715191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993437135999284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joanofarc689,2020/01/08,"Does anybody else base their worth on how well they do their job and how often they don’t mess up? I feel like i have a hard time feeling deserving of vacations when they come, or enjoying a weekend. It’s like my mind runs the same thoughts over and over about work and im a zombie or depressed on vacations .",4.761666666666667,5.186725761904763,4.974722222222223,87.44875,69.15873015873018,8.839682539682537,30.035714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.0888761904761908,245,9,53,4,4,77,47,63,0.107,0.6859999999999999,0.207,0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,5,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,7,8,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,2,1,0,1,3,8,4,7,6,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,5,34,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516482384189396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516152507758096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556491073557074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24404111582067975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954242364549238,0.20870113925707395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616953743053056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155556839892733,0.0,0.2898986837543054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28544458628781705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949728411312397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192237694059395,0.1703461346502467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626642437129567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267759308892695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheBigBingding,2020/01/08,"American here! Worried about the whole middle eastern thing. I already know the draft isn’t coming back, but I’m just worried what is going to happen to us entirely. Are our stocks going to be screwed? Are other countries going to be involved? And it’s not even the united states citizens fault, it’s our leader! Are we screwed or no?",1.345937499999998,4.014314218750002,2.5778750000000024,87.97962500000001,94.3125,4.4350000000000005,23.5875,6.2581,0.9810175000000004,266,11,46,3,10,85,47,64,0.311,0.6890000000000001,0.0,-0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,8,14,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,12,1,7,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,1,1,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29245022818514765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377988789415374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828663304200836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750396600957118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518417551701938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23435155725580475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564510691557886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606394074533074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187799629306211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958793640801942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538270430671188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GenericOnlineName,2020/01/08,"do we wanna just talk about Iran? I don't want people to tell me ""it'll be okay"" or ""nothing will happen"". Things are escalating whether we want them to or not, and this isn't a perfect world where we'll ""just be fine"". Things may turn out fine but things might get worse. 

This shit is complicated and terrifying and I hate it.",2.1963636363636354,4.137960757575762,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,77.78787878787878,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.14920000000000044,254,6,58,3,6,80,47,66,0.307,0.6559999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,1,1,4,6,2,0,1,1,12,1,1,0,1,19,18,7,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,5,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,4,0,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367074602302347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313866138345905,0.0,0.0,0.25833679770825524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775817576421513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510714980008255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814033052525163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685920174431515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031379622647145,0.2287038952566837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215093026623402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846128366635394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30866974908704425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26665566895032417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoSteam97,2020/01/08,Finally getting around to watching the Joker and it’s stressing me out It’s terrifying that people can really end up like this. It gives me horrible anxiety that I’ll end up that far gone one day even though overall I’m much better than where I used to be,2.519423076923076,4.760595173076926,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,78.03846153846155,8.006153846153849,25.784615384615392,8.841846274778883,2.204456923076924,207,8,40,5,5,70,41,52,0.195,0.6829999999999999,0.122,-0.6412,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,2,7,5,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,5,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671193977410096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054654938564876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898113278785826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426480690972687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786564140017081,0.0,0.0,0.17847290872665575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960047532331683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117495846292674,0.2592125985927373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320122531812598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986373908614916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310308668387973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733143049348894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731051445629207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30952768080916304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654825594142879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333769740225107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TinyNinjaTurtle,2020/01/08,"I don’t know how to manage my anxiety Sometimes I feel like I’m going crazy. I’m fine one minute and the next all I feel is my anxiety. It gets so intense I can’t breathe. I feel like I have no real reason to be depressed or anxious. I have a lot of good friends, and I don’t have anything majorly bad happening in my life. I’m afraid to really open up to anyone about it because I almost feel like I’m faking it. Or that it would be brushed off. Is there anything you think would help me?",0.3619554030874781,2.3184696037735857,2.6398799313893657,93.29937392795885,84.09433962264151,5.741337907375644,22.84391080617496,6.980632752743323,0.6780867924528304,382,14,87,5,11,130,66,106,0.177,0.648,0.175,-0.0392,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,12,2,1,2,1,19,25,6,0,2,2,0,4,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,5,14,6,9,21,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,4,4,53,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465260903903554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685579928071923,0.19704063683119366,0.0,0.1219558478294977,0.0,0.28705930841337274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456302242092306,0.10632248392837812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502243995146253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527602431622901,0.3738088596725829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475350734182395,0.0,0.09112525483582824,0.0,0.09912473402496516,0.14629201593904415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423565119098867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690748833906578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585457067556594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319530542241608,0.2556328050718688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482823983191655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549358521870654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181889169082131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985237964169699,0.11173547053553007,0.17932888112460987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250206097487492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175884497320056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478004988260044,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tarynofwinterfell,2020/01/08,"What is the weirdest thing that gives you anxiety? For me, it is hearing a pen being clicked repeatedly.

I work in an office and every time I hear someone clicking their god damn pen, I want to run into the bathroom and scream.",2.1311363636363647,4.757308022727276,3.396545454545457,86.38481818181822,82.4090909090909,5.3381818181818215,26.981818181818184,6.742157984588678,1.3815872727272729,179,8,33,2,5,58,38,44,0.19399999999999998,0.733,0.073,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,2,23,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459594650147202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708917632457577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084282027667038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7247455809646007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724201335752097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136014694341292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747902634819172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963893349054672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406805302776615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AA1723,2020/01/08,"Relationship problems triggering my anxiety- help! So I got married 2 years ago and my husband just seems like a completely different person... pretty much since 2 months in, things have been deteriorating and it all went to pot lately when I had to get signed off work because I couldn't handle it anymore...I still haven't told him this time that he's caused my breakdown. I've spoken to him about his behaviour repeatedly but nothing seems to change 

I'm currently sat downstairs because I can't bear to go up and sleep in the same bed as him :( 

Please help me get my mind off things and any advice would be appreciated! 

Message or add me on discord: aa1723#0930",5.597884444444446,7.140596504000001,5.780266666666666,78.35857777777778,67.96000000000001,8.755555555555556,31.488888888888887,9.150863307647796,2.7142622222222217,533,22,98,10,9,169,94,125,0.08199999999999999,0.785,0.134,0.7761,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,2,1,19,18,9,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,0,14,1,13,9,3,17,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,3,10,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697037561450655,0.1539438417549597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809838353226935,0.0,0.13285350648799685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172955351125172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784021381097126,0.18371489799709326,0.0,0.18208480038816224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814433130518789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814659402895993,0.0,0.09869801241271477,0.0,0.13889603361097982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280842765888016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590206302930066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484411086112291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535248266172818,0.0,0.13861801411310246,0.0,0.12766400394875652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663657340977225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516378725722858,0.0,0.1906323879063686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766800802492395,0.0,0.16617427227455586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864515781329004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31619679846345283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365776032118613,0.0,0.17379075475522282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386893614440004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075106464078865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126565384187257,0.0,0.0,0.16594467055132284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609895060971953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126430432753202,0.0,0.0,0.1233668717983452,0.0,0.0,0.11183478236630356
anxiety,Jason-Ruland,2020/01/08,"I am thriving I feel like with the relationship that I am currently in is getting pretty tricky, and I am starting to give up hope that I could keep it up. I dont think I have what it takes to keep this because I also feel like she dont likes me. But I am still gunna keep goin because I cant just stop here, im going good and I love her and would do anything to make her happy and satisfied.",6.078837209302325,3.744373744186049,7.0647674418604645,82.70552325581397,67.37209302325581,9.995348837209304,31.965116279069772,8.07648339933343,2.0144511627906976,306,9,72,3,4,104,54,86,0.043,0.6629999999999999,0.294,0.9707,1,0,0,1,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,1,0,18,26,6,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,15,7,7,24,0,8,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,7,50,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810572249529934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211491007647314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105489674047416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378844960158499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047991780210025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746415767273138,0.2467495318733156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022705076708906,0.16566669151057542,0.09814768063209056,0.14485004374179505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838391597861448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152708026217398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865423868348096,0.0,0.0,0.4605030656003192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531130817961158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586577825705522,0.0,0.11527658349681785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756949270451627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541193988197996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222358201463186,0.0,0.13791604127907192,0.144382418575587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298466459416473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106572595844588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267898854145727,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andthisistatum,2020/01/08,"“I want you to have a panic attack to prove the medicine isn’t working”        So I’ve posted on this subreddit before about how I have night anxiety. A few months ago, I went on a new medication that really helped up until a little while ago. I’m basically having anxiety for no reason at night that can result in crying or panic attacks. I’m not worried about anything, in fact, I could be having a great day until my body decides I’m not. The only thing that helps is going to bed at 7:00 or earlier before the sun sets. 
       I haven’t been able to get ahold of my psychiatrist because he got surgery and is on break. His nurse has been raising another one of my meds that she feels more comfortable raising without him. Although it helps a little, I still can’t stand staying up past 7 or 8. I’ve been trying to get them to raise the one medication that actually took it away completely. Today they told me that they wanted me to try “fighting through” the anxiety and seeing how late I can stay up before I can’t take it.
       Are you kidding me? I don’t think they realize the severity of my problem. I think they want to see if raising that one medication is really necessary or if I really need it. 
       So basically I need to cry or have a panic attack tonight for them to believe me? I don’t know. Tonight is not going to be a good night.",4.778976601793133,5.171168249070631,6.329131860922807,77.86928493330419,69.11152416356877,9.452088344631534,30.32167067570523,9.478462496947786,2.6453781325169468,1045,39,207,21,17,359,140,269,0.14,0.7809999999999999,0.079,-0.9467,0,0,0,0,2,0,21.0,0,2,6,1,7,11,4,3,14,0,25,4,1,4,2,32,48,17,0,9,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,13,2,0,0,8,0,0,4,11,8,0,3,7,3,32,3,33,38,2,40,0,0,2,0,18,13,0,7,17,142,45,1,0.0892464360627408,0.0,0.08709164764406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822316149560275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358266975189317,0.20481983792927727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344221259046288,0.0,0.0,0.3045921151656048,0.08384996449397075,0.0,0.0,0.054403799068375766,0.0,0.22782643133633626,0.10055017180165916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913267129688423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357319022728168,0.0,0.0,0.07125601714750203,0.0,0.196066038650266,0.057556568087024834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512567962868642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325515866394717,0.0,0.1014416125987635,0.07485567630094768,0.07137852773646497,0.09839451082676852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794600145761673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049047507264143565,0.0,0.10067386717990674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889674962974805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913267129688423,0.2697191853958171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123565380461389,0.0,0.0,0.13235020300607414,0.0,0.08619476407913848,0.0,0.2512552035765037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142708437609772,0.06787593622414602,0.0,0.3141343905022885,0.0,0.0,0.08519582166661878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547341575457731,0.0,0.0,0.08539678631758009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152065668218236,0.09176020024543403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223570953395084,0.0,0.0,0.10082306976283772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024965245343148,0.07127231912402601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710221306317198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059291366497233565,0.1143710252317185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459518607561363,0.08527879422994403,0.09915607426795328,0.12118494359335835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791958085569166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273234035194266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603037959798436,0.0,0.06497246837359877,0.09063408794681184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnuggleTheBug,2020/01/08,"Tips for flight anxiety Long time lurker, first time poster. 

I have GAD mostly triggered by lack of control so of course planes are a rough one for me. I’m about to take my first flight in probably 5 years. I have actually traveled quite a bit before but it was always with the help of xanx or lorazepam. I’m attempting to not do that this time because it’s a short flight and a short trip and I’d like to be able to have a drink once we get off the plane and I know mixing of any kind is a big no-no. I’m traveling with someone who is relatively new in my life but someone that I trust very much when I’m anxious but I’d like to have some good tips or tricks to get through the hourish flight. Thanks in advance! 

TL;DR: would like some tips on gettin through a flight without having to take the normal anti-anxiety meds",2.6225462184873933,4.209792347058826,3.5139495798319333,91.49705882352943,75.52941176470588,6.504201680672269,23.907563025210084,7.1686216300943375,0.746521008403362,649,20,142,7,14,207,104,170,0.042,0.785,0.174,0.98,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,6,3,8,1,0,11,0,12,2,0,2,0,22,22,10,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,1,3,0,4,2,1,0,3,1,1,8,7,25,19,6,21,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,5,12,81,14,0,0.15750700516339036,0.0,0.15370411638082232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105844591905114,0.0,0.0,0.10711016465645533,0.0,0.2409848556687244,0.1779380832480545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960148084204356,0.0,0.13402686045495515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195685568173955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766574993832354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542969015169933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679507562589779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458181867194244,0.0,0.0,0.13210940306180732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557362545584516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401930804669498,0.08656173087375649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125185578243636,0.2308499002100811,0.0,0.0,0.13938874311319904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495477532393813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578577178338208,0.0,0.0,0.15212124707507502,0.0,0.0,0.1543234231564373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677398200264562,0.1067308230120463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981919141522314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752808791175494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669103486907794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685133178843865,0.0,0.0,0.14501128862092405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275530804045667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995977472780895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518311323269217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188845737132376,0.0,0.0,0.1014293472552108
anxiety,eamonnbowers,2020/01/08,"Cupping my balls cures my anxiety. This isn't a troll post, and I hope this doesn't offend anyone, I realize it sounds stupid and I think it's probably not common, but when I'm anxious or feeling stressed, I lie down and watch tv and hold my balls. Not in a sexual way, just in a comforting way I guess. And I've always done this, even as a kid. I never thought anything of it, it's kind of an absent minded thing. Women might laugh at this, but I'm just being honest. There's something about holding my balls that just cures my anxiety. I notice when I'm really high I do it even more. I don't do it in front of other people, just to clarify. Anyone else do this?",0.7218225419664286,2.8759856906474823,2.880115107913668,90.91854196642687,84.17985611510792,6.008824940047963,19.33860911270984,7.3011,0.48309170263789,517,14,111,8,15,175,81,139,0.083,0.782,0.134,0.8336,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,1,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,25,17,11,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,14,5,0,2,4,4,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,3,14,5,11,13,1,14,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,4,4,74,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437359256711933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838557840585682,0.20959306340680744,0.0,0.25945003181102466,0.19009466399776465,0.1526731764507611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985886212304373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498426955782718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507809028922595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380818749060424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437925957244613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601979979178846,0.0,0.18427049052670832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931981541211049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681516793604908,0.187329705358806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430901066206986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112240835461636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286212836560223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776838881218897,0.0,0.2000298300637831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885355192394173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282799502091087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125209182883479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325610762460053,0.11887841542456555,0.0,0.14728796851865208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945259021429356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beckyx378,2020/01/08,"Never met my boyfriend's friends Ok, so, I've been with my boyfriend now for over 5 years. He has been a great support to me and I adore him. 

He has had the same 3 friends that he met through work for almost the entire time, but I am yet to meet any of them. 

I am always invited out whenever they meet, but I just get so anxious, I've never been. I always say I'm going to go, and then just before, I always find an excuse. Like, I'm tired or it'll be cheaper if he goes alone. 
It's not that I don't want to meet his friends. I really do, but I feel so scared. 

Here's where I need the support. 
He has invited me out the end of the month for leaving drinks for his friend who is leaving the country, and I feel this is time for me to go meet everyone while they're all together. 
They have plans to meet in a couple of months in France and, again, I have been invited to go. So I feel it's better for me to meet now, where I can leave the situation and easily go home. Rather than being in a different country, and in the same holiday home. 

Right now, I'm ready to go and push through my fear, but I know closer to the time, I'm going to have completely different thoughts.  

Any thoughts or coping mechanisms that can help me get through.",3.0159075487701443,3.598763423664124,4.273689567430028,90.34737065309588,73.16030534351145,7.959626802374894,26.005937234944874,8.167268648758528,1.2820476675148438,955,30,224,14,18,315,125,262,0.075,0.75,0.175,0.9737,2,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,3,16,13,0,2,13,1,22,2,0,0,3,36,47,20,0,4,11,0,3,1,4,1,1,1,2,0,8,10,1,0,7,2,1,8,4,2,0,0,9,4,29,11,32,35,3,35,0,0,0,0,27,11,0,4,17,140,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420638462155536,0.10778028586788814,0.0,0.0,0.259772045339867,0.0,0.0,0.14153597073620672,0.0,0.0,0.11756418928227055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855192156627373,0.0,0.0,0.09203731774213214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911050688600284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514629595070162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745221804305293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194439438983892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217098427575744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943887178000127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710241558419016,0.1578556560667254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951138161243562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216024287854116,0.0,0.1087396679203024,0.0,0.4139990322105272,0.0,0.0,0.11473238141215925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975278962066836,0.0,0.20877199954290165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719157769535284,0.0,0.0,0.3305704404408057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050841058246568434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612788932595599,0.0,0.0,0.0771631153185149,0.16052317863711998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666690799845729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887121369247794,0.0,0.08275691842354466,0.10418753850794976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697377855046917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618418119652185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523247791191467,0.1820439728732166,0.11960777538831123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061380421295664185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576079153290716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701465342225511
anxiety,Bete_Eats,2020/01/08,"How do I stop feeling FOMO My girlfriend is going out and hanging with some of her friends today, I didnt think she was doing anything today and it kinda surprised me and now I feel FOMO and I hate it. How do you guys deal with it?",0.05149659863945644,2.295713367346938,2.2847959183673474,93.22746598639458,88.79591836734693,3.2666666666666666,20.41156462585034,3.1291,-0.3905537414965985,181,6,37,0,6,61,36,49,0.115,0.763,0.121,-0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,15,11,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,9,2,4,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25589903374008144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205929326674871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31446813505574833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025204068424005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672949744729116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30790584577129265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070151594953464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998202006156185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925485502366166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895199943533039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jibjib69,2020/01/09,"Guess I’m not sleeping tonight, can’t not overthink I had an essay due and I accidentally gave it in without checking it over, I don’t know if I did it right, or even really finished it because I was focused on other things.

It counts towards my mock grades and I’m honestly so stressed about it all and I’m really scared I’m gonna burnout because things just haven’t been going great recently and I’ve been so tired. 

I don’t wanna miss any more school, it’s so frustrating. I missed the whole year last year though this year I’ve been in a whole lot more than not at all.

I swear that teacher doesn’t even like me and if she didn’t she’s gonna be so disappointed, how did I forget to check??",1.1244897959183715,3.219527299319733,2.6007074829932013,93.87167346938776,82.12925170068027,5.824761904761906,22.044897959183675,7.0316486544052195,0.492539591836735,551,18,125,7,15,179,89,147,0.19699999999999998,0.713,0.09,-0.943,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,2,2,3,0,14,2,1,1,2,21,26,14,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,10,7,0,0,9,0,13,3,11,14,7,16,0,3,0,0,3,7,0,5,9,80,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465823410271383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234902075595032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421512826011332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418025690804583,0.0,0.0,0.20210178355148092,0.2019384914585058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074330990160156,0.14942349228926516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955683149611036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558450421460011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348683230403653,0.0,0.18099817735741705,0.0,0.0,0.15654718025168696,0.0,0.0,0.1835269790195752,0.1855212151527865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344407385766007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099829196578183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243568280742658,0.0,0.18010280307825735,0.0,0.0,0.21068981951803886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40932190720691386,0.0,0.17670592607523206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35414015156021394
anxiety,Wet_Walrus,2020/01/09,"Has anyone experienced anxiety after taking Azythromicin? I do not have a history of anxiety but I recently took azythromiciin back to back for pneumonia and 3 days into the second z-pack I got nausea, vomiting, loss of appetite and bizarre doom/gloom anxiety. 

Has anyone dealt with this? It’s been 5 days since my last dose and the symptoms are persisting. Doctor obviously ordered me to stop taking it but he hasn’t seen this type of reaction before. Ask A Patient is the opposite. Lots of similar experience with this antibiotic.

Phil",4.2758238636363615,7.4520616770833366,5.636553030303031,70.1955681818182,78.0625,9.740909090909092,31.643939393939394,9.800150414767053,4.331804166666667,435,22,66,15,11,145,72,96,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.8959,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,8,4,0,0,1,12,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,2,5,0,11,10,1,11,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,8,44,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702796270604643,0.0,0.0,0.28656350877984105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156842756247772,0.0,0.0,0.3151349005871541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743680857065614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643072238363212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973980304997586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044678030127036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388972739847826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703356645442335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742119181198967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023294371090776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950830463350214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131861991692687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129857726675692,0.3081420633208064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766877514869496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tooptoop,2020/01/09,"Sudden Driving Anxiety I live in a city that is fairly sprawled out and requires a lot of driving on the highway. Since late November, I’ve had anxiety while driving over 40 mph. I feel completely out of control, sick to my stomach, and struggle to maintain a safe speed. Prior to November, I did not experience this and enjoyed longer car rides. I’m not sure where this has come from, but it’s starting to effect other areas of my life when I anticipate having to drive. My nerves are a mess. Can anyone advise on tips to overcome anxiety while driving.",4.9145,6.64030124761905,5.8239880952380965,76.68455357142858,69.85714285714286,8.29761904761905,34.07738095238095,8.841846274778883,3.175595238095237,441,22,75,8,8,145,75,105,0.145,0.816,0.04,-0.777,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,5,0,7,3,1,2,1,16,11,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,0,8,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,3,16,9,1,24,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,8,51,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648502028947231,0.0,0.0,0.17209490562909902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201314834652668,0.25805525489985465,0.0,0.27604784290308765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407554952581635,0.0,0.0,0.12444717050712165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776374343309557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738439348169635,0.0,0.0,0.21733109467345454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092449505239798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035954669417647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420710734395975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573011707999783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23196798966171356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,metaphysicalmindfuck,2020/01/09,"Feeling okay then overwhelmed again... I’ve been struggling with anxiety for a while now and I always get these moments of okay. Sometimes hours or days or even weeks and then all of a sudden...boom. I can’t do this. I can’t finish school, I can’t do what I want in life. I can’t get up or even find the motivation to leave my house. I’m crippled by fears of never seeing my boyfriend again. That even though we’re working so hard to move in together after being long distance for a while our efforts won’t work. I spiral and spiral and can’t get out of my own thought. My heart pounds I feel like I’m going to pass out, I shake constantly. This feeling is unbearable and I never know how long it’s going to last. I just want to feel like I did just 2 years ago. Confidant in everything working its way out the way it’s supposed to. Not fearing I’m dying or fucking up or a failure. I just want to be okay again.",1.2033314962799686,3.236134712041885,2.7870708184072757,92.98550564893914,81.46073298429319,5.487021217966381,22.61807660512538,6.5966054737557815,0.4739151832460737,714,24,156,7,19,234,107,191,0.087,0.777,0.135,0.5526,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,5,13,11,1,5,6,3,13,3,1,2,3,33,32,17,1,3,9,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,8,0,0,5,9,6,0,0,3,6,18,5,24,26,2,37,0,1,1,1,1,8,1,5,24,101,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680882029523007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964569823800856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080598995086233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239980773630911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498268843748648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675957736355676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611044857388719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842908224148088,0.0,0.0,0.2965625367106923,0.2665135674257829,0.1882773255731667,0.0,0.0,0.1204381414565868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182202194121307,0.20653787284391173,0.0,0.14977927358424856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804273173703266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615164818241312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976986859739206,0.15204835830936644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241899868251032,0.10741258850638934,0.0,0.13952858827267967,0.0,0.0,0.09307517208828947,0.1287552705675697,0.0,0.0,0.2332299297155556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005385276960364,0.0,0.0,0.20326293364658407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336131847216362,0.10500602615614876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130326873704878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775775827865974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946631068187078,0.1046130486550922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331694015832593,0.2091905594255107,0.10570035807791554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28779695629834084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485749639128289
anxiety,sixthdimensi0n,2020/01/09,"Anxiety Questions TRIGGER WARNING!!




I just wanna know if this is normal. So when you have anxiety do you also get : dizzy sometimes. 
2. More anxiety when something doesn’t go as planned or that something isn’t exactly the way you want it to be in the moment of anxiety.
Afraid of death (not of dying but there just being nothingness after death). 
A feeling of just running out the door and just run and run until you can’t run no more . Just wanting to get away . 

Thank you for reading , hope you can answer the questions . Sorry if it’s unclear , writing this during anxiety",3.147702020202022,5.7394989722222265,4.1909427609427645,82.5028787878788,77.7962962962963,6.519865319865321,29.26262626262627,7.686295010490155,2.2113222222222224,451,21,77,7,11,146,73,108,0.17600000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.085,-0.6957,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,0,1,10,3,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,1,1,27,18,12,3,7,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,14,16,2,14,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,7,5,61,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587396269269916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.649889061624451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596325100922488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633585751061434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590970255287159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753800071850032,0.0,0.09656163449008076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687552382568615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933760287865838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647204552916875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806677584062465,0.0,0.16995222398239676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160425644506696,0.16804162073661966,0.1901961307806383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564268427163834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043021076868445,0.13486366874826386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Goblingnarr,2020/01/09,"Physical anxiety I do pretty well managing my mental anxiety but I have a hard time controlling my physical reactions to things. I flinch at the slightest things, things that I have no reason to be flinching at. I’ve had times where close friends of mine have like reached out to touch my arm or something and just out of pure reaction I slap there hand away(which makes me feel like a bad person) I get rushes of adrenaline that seem to come from nowhere and just linger for hours and hours in my chest. I often feel a lump in my throat that makes it hard for me to get words out like a normal person. All of these things feel kinda separate from my mind, like my body works on a separate set of rules or something. 
Are things like these stuff you can get over with time or do you still struggle with them after getting control back over your mental state?",5.522924424972619,6.466412891566267,4.938828039430452,86.5321851040526,67.67469879518072,8.68696604600219,28.343921139101862,8.841846274778883,1.9506096385542169,684,22,137,11,11,206,98,166,0.08900000000000001,0.737,0.174,0.9473,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,3,8,9,0,1,6,0,9,6,5,5,2,32,20,7,0,1,6,0,7,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,12,10,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,7,21,7,27,18,1,24,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,6,13,92,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693146395060967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479012560646185,0.09394723625957642,0.10201341353743593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571206450172893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524541195370866,0.0,0.0,0.27406572820457875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533039807165352,0.08728389085622125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943943150862091,0.0,0.25533156611544544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889473694061815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406411714761523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29844966591624106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310934664516696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462531018784962,0.0,0.1233648142147166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970836645502199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133619974332737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429881199592388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561919346554826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122613921863138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811697842225705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975714004637302,0.0,0.0,0.12772683169986473,0.13986442412683706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058477215029469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137286860654356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098525732139554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894694053333269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tangerineglitch,2020/01/09,"Dealing with an anxiety relapse Long post ahead, please bear with me.

Exactly one year ago I started having severe anxiety and panic attacks to the point that I would break down crying if I had to leave the house. I worked hard in CBT with my wonderful therapist, and eventually I was prescribed an antidepressant to help me during my healing process. 

And it worked! 

All the work I put in battling anxiety paid off and in only a few weeks I started feeling better. I went to the gym, had healthy habits, and eventually around June I made the risky decision of moving to another country by myself. I was confident and ready. 

Even though it was a challenge, I passed it with flying colors. In only a few months, I started a new wonderful relationship, found a stable job and made a few friends. In August I stopped taking the antidepressant, guided by my psychiatrist from my home country.

Everything was going well until December. Regular life ups and downs. My boyfriend and i moved in together which makes me very happy, but the process of finding a flat was extremely stressful. At the same time I didn't know if my company would extend my contract and I didn't have another job opportunity in sight expect for a few interview processes that were going very slow. I was going to spend holidays away from my friends and family for the first time ever. I started feeling alone and out of place.

Then Christmas...stress, dinner invitations, fights with my parents over the phone, the usual stuff. I started having increasing anxiety. Every day a hit heavier, stronger. 

Fast forward to last week, I had a full panic attack at the office, in the bathroom. My first one in a year. Started feeling like all was lost again, all my hard work, poof, gone.

This week as I was stressing over the fact that my contract would end and I would be jobless, I got promoted at my job. Sounds great right? I was incredibly happy for the news but all of a sudden I just got scared. While dealing with anxiety, I have to gather strength to be a good professional and make a good impression in my new position. Everything spinning, feeling out of control with my emotions. 

Today I took a day off to recover sleep and just relax but mid day I had an even stronger attack which sent me to the ER, just like old days. Except that here people in public service often don't speak English and I haven't yet learned the language of the country I moved to (Germany) even though I am trying. 

With the help of my boyfriend who translated everything, I managed to speak to a doctor who referred me to a psychiatrist (also psychiatrists are hard to find here, and usually if you do find one, you have to wait at least a month to get an appointment).

I'm finally feeling better now because I feel l like I am doing something about my anxiety relapse, and soon I will probably start medication again to help me through my recovery. I am still doing therapy via Skype and I try to maintain a healthy lifestyle. My boyfriend is incredible. I see how hard it is on him but he is extremely supportive and warm. But it feels so heavy, so scary.

My question is, has any of you gone through an anxiety relapse? Did it get better? Have the tools you got from your previous experiences helped go through a relapse easier? I'm scared but I am not hopeless. Right now I'm just trying to gather strength to fight this without putting my job or my relationship at risk. 

Thank you for taking the time to read this!

*TL&DR* I'm going through an anxiety & panic attacks relapse and I am looking for reassurance that it can get better again.",4.9405016449680845,6.8800436378539525,5.5615561116891135,77.73851727919471,70.14754098360656,8.760127098388775,32.77960239574839,9.307881616479976,3.2025453476928263,2855,135,500,62,53,922,306,671,0.122,0.688,0.19,0.995,6,1,1,0,2,1,83.0,0,6,0,18,28,42,7,8,47,0,47,6,1,6,7,90,99,41,0,8,17,1,12,3,2,5,4,3,1,0,20,32,1,3,18,4,2,18,6,17,2,5,30,19,76,25,87,61,12,107,0,2,4,0,33,35,0,8,57,353,96,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516544525071254,0.0,0.0,0.05277040505153182,0.0,0.040745909437861695,0.0,0.11041189395478623,0.0,0.03464877850791012,0.106854215454723,0.3118221660701403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045357652146327976,0.0,0.2318588230492105,0.04787062709187335,0.0,0.0,0.031059571620578187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024990369990804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057146458391912236,0.0,0.0,0.05596784851520479,0.13143805244092152,0.10505755273647643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215103626774748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057313598318057185,0.04512792051963958,0.0,0.0,0.10095898858963168,0.046088563817962544,0.042928850278640636,0.0,0.1373758133131705,0.04984036009013485,0.04803255530652142,0.0,0.1803383240966388,0.07279954731699904,0.0,0.055814895973771615,0.1397062893959517,0.08667866802765482,0.0,0.05586570810338337,0.07873003070972055,0.0,0.07986019347300309,0.0,0.14478460538474244,0.08547142953579452,0.12225174706728525,0.05617422695526865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847767377682413,0.1825702039978981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660691033121966,0.0,0.051108525509021285,0.0,0.0,0.05879120930530314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224607321487784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028001621040597984,0.041532286458856975,0.0,0.05395029928913907,0.0,0.0,0.03598856300859285,0.07467701208944215,0.0,0.0,0.045090488863646264,0.04278644149881092,0.0,0.05561959922388473,0.0,0.0,0.09642311397607807,0.06802106598627458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051328292629690284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133802893074961,0.1624601961588819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984185845135601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346504573177798,0.0,0.10357819890500387,0.07750184871530891,0.0,0.17934187993066195,0.056575629508158864,0.0,0.0,0.03532336623451321,0.0,0.05323349039708185,0.055929464802513235,0.048165652197548287,0.0,0.048797468628030666,0.0,0.05493435257625514,0.0,0.0,0.10244069422572216,0.05707735942394855,0.0,0.050965304830415566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940572156793213,0.0,0.08702463360918887,0.0,0.0,0.10202271341394996,0.0,0.04060176203615072,0.0,0.0,0.05756071101522986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098831320236387,0.0,0.0,0.03922496676488922,0.0,0.0,0.2524462199993139,0.0,0.04068994699460573,0.04259774935756586,0.17509437044503198,0.0,0.05832729649368488,0.0,0.05781917726485732,0.0,0.0,0.07661839901715196,0.0,0.0,0.04690931095744712,0.05826749973100105,0.05915863789105935,0.0,0.0,0.10011921278092996,0.0,0.0891307172583021,0.0,0.04829608015736877,0.0,0.05660900972136487,0.10377820573181937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223179437587652,0.0840806745825568,0.0,0.0,0.12261069986879455,0.0,0.045811532478294864,0.04723256637408081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911544381874541,0.11050949267030807,0.14837324373463395,0.0,0.0,0.14477798216388396,0.0,0.0,0.06562221239262922
anxiety,brbyeah,2020/01/09,"Does anyone else’s parents see anxiety as a competition? My mum has anxiety and so do I. You would think that would make things easier to talk about but no. Any time I say something about my anxiety it’s “well it can’t be as bad as mine” or “but mine is worse than yours and I’m fine”. It’s really hurtful because I thought she would understand but I had a panic attack which hospitalised me and all she could say was “get over it I’ve had them worse”. 

Maybe she doesn’t want to admit that she’s part of the reason I’m so anxious.",0.41403159340659096,2.6569033839285723,2.4146428571428578,93.0957417582418,86.58928571428572,6.303296703296704,19.32967032967033,7.61054688173877,0.5928137362637367,417,12,94,8,13,139,75,112,0.29,0.63,0.08,-0.9838,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,5,6,1,1,3,0,13,0,0,2,1,19,23,12,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,4,3,16,2,10,14,2,2,0,1,1,0,13,1,0,1,1,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989248603342824,0.0,0.37086711103632375,0.1825602489816856,0.0,0.11299339213768204,0.16557670671650015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384156361995305,0.0,0.0,0.13492795404266042,0.09850891395029802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902321127982586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141589076870964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499476737836846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442851930894044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299448075841772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786821882002393,0.0,0.16234736124468988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960096030503876,0.17943595252970893,0.17499537144504765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352410370317516,0.16615011864665802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570191437476745,0.0,0.0,0.12877304077174498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440638019571765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298867111987801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073588282489394,0.10354576036867097,0.0,0.12829111692776785,0.09422935452324156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822968336149915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953149514554352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529641187471154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32936524834702097,0.34438470275208355,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bobert_Hummus,2020/01/09,"Job Hunting Anxiety I've been job hunting for a few days now and I still haven't applied to a single place, I've just been obsessively editing my resume and scrolling through job search websites. 

Although I am anxious about the actual working part, the main anxiety comes from the job searching. Every time I even think about it I panic. I don't know if it's because of the attention on me, fear of disproval or just an overall fear of growing up. 

Also I should probably disclose that I haven't been diagnosed with anxiety since  I was younger and it seemingly went away for a while for the most part but it's been really prevelent lately so I'm not sure if it's back or its just a series of stressors.

It's been a really rough last 6 months for me as I went though a surgery, car accident, and finished high school so just dealing with the overall ""what do I do now"" anxiety. I don't actually need the money from a job, I'm just looking for something productive to fill up my time. So I'm also open to something else that fits that description. 

Has anyone else been through this or have any ideas on how to get through it?",5.388973214285714,5.843145665178572,6.0321428571428575,80.31285714285715,67.79464285714286,9.435714285714287,34.30357142857143,9.424239791934726,3.073414285714285,895,41,176,17,14,292,121,224,0.127,0.866,0.006999999999999999,-0.9635,5,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,19,5,0,4,15,0,17,1,0,1,1,30,29,20,0,4,12,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,5,0,1,6,5,4,0,0,9,2,15,1,28,19,6,27,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,7,12,124,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.2085025605995004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086482574687642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264848893757897,0.0,0.32690054538382723,0.1206881990507818,0.0,0.07469845751088823,0.10946060081446644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037088960942686,0.08214615699653763,0.0,0.06512295793539694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202512471603824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889691577836778,0.11013768430599398,0.0,0.10843083644286453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848655933646276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056062081215543,0.0,0.09000940982259513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404283094645292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055814592720797564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287242158987112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205987730851734,0.0,0.0,0.5300645594643956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058711318089835325,0.08708121853905497,0.12050959914234792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971081971028534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527118630792467,0.0,0.0,0.07921355540146413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253427214585442,0.0,0.231374314394632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161526624490463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518148336796448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687686891285944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811829674731452,0.0,0.09725458947113086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837139763762618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644868700606806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531507578062056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006866005492134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845275139547155,0.10496054746192574,0.0,0.1245875940525096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980661208554588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777739679454173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frashiona,2020/01/09,"Anyone else scared of driving? I dread driving and the thought that I could hit someone or be hit by someone (especially pedestrians or cyclists). With great difficulty I  pushed through my anxiety and got my license last year, but never drove after. Fortunately I can Uber in my area and live close to work. Anyone else like this?",5.545254237288134,8.001641152542376,5.412000000000003,77.27833898305086,69.67796610169492,8.109830508474579,33.83389830508475,8.841846274778883,3.1569430508474587,264,13,44,5,5,82,46,59,0.11800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,7,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213382712336325,0.0,0.0,0.3146677251691672,0.4611034739093221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965404710557475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759378805880277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996292660798813,0.24807690340607186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834150921968463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992966536960393,0.0,0.1986900219952168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354339111179698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252766098674724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813044574231142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863466685681395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381166617260445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449005720896009
anxiety,drk-prncss,2020/01/09,"Anxiety making me not eat Hello, I'm a 24 yo Female. I have dealt with anxiety since I was 5 yo. I have been diagnosed with GAD, SAD, and Panic Disorder. I have not been to a doctor since 2015, due to the fact that I have not had insurance. This has obviously made my anxiety so much worse, of course. I have had insurance since July 2019, but due to my extreme fear of being on the phone, I was unable to make an appointment. Well, due to how severe my anxiety has been the past few days, I was finally able to talk myself into making an appointment, and it has been scheduled for this coming up Monday, January 13. Yay! 

To the point ... So on Friday, January 3rd my husband made some bad choices. On Monday, January 6th, he told me what he did. (He hung out with a girl and did drugs with her. He has been in recovery for 5 years.) Well because of this, my anxiety has been HORRIBLE. Non stop crying, shaking, stomach pain, my head is running at 1000 mph. .... I am MISERABLE! 


I have not eaten anything since Monday morning. I was hospitalized back in 2009 for my anxiety being so bad that it caused Anorexia. I spent 3 weeks in the Behavioral Health Unit where I went from 90 lbs almost back to my normal weight, 110 lbs. I am so scared that I will have to be hospitalized again! I don't have any self-esteem issues, at least not bad enough to cause an eating disorder. But I just don't feel like eating. My stomach hurts because it is constantly turning from my anxiety! 

I need help, but I don't want to be hospitalized. I am so scared that the doctor on Monday will want me to go into a Behavioral Health Unit. 

Sorry for the long post, I just needed to express my fears. I could really use some healing and positive vibes. Thank you.",2.434254032258064,4.562735829912028,4.206993218475073,83.88048982771264,77.79765395894428,7.781561583577713,23.852730938416425,8.660442795831766,1.7890417155425218,1342,45,264,30,32,452,173,341,0.248,0.696,0.055,-0.9971,0,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,0,0,14,18,0,7,14,1,42,16,3,9,2,44,62,13,0,6,10,1,2,1,0,2,8,0,0,1,11,12,5,1,1,0,1,5,8,13,2,0,20,2,39,5,39,35,6,40,0,3,0,0,14,15,0,3,20,177,50,2,0.08485375340489239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496877693571532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057703462074515925,0.0,0.4543902236986435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982740904387255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049459731749533,0.2125480192483128,0.1034521209831155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433635757789165,0.0,0.07309399509351272,0.0,0.09169676258252636,0.0,0.06774881748105108,0.0,0.09320786368997357,0.054723651170282016,0.0,0.0,0.08612477354848867,0.0,0.0,0.19449950557288706,0.17370282434260512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840341466591823,0.2604797204878967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767661010530788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096812665638324,0.04290460729153223,0.06061953838703674,0.0,0.09295313923636042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822434351551492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708443130186957,0.1803911438580109,0.0,0.0,0.0568756822669431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083769800700828,0.0,0.0,0.08856527285746463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041455257784989874,0.0,0.0,0.0750929015714306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058134629926796,0.16992161789387786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062377272150596776,0.1258359659434447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313866217906392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029037625724984,0.09955759685812883,0.0,0.0,0.08100250902729937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021422412455459,0.0,0.0812664400179972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435948723570853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699068200305268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852097071728507,0.09586058868687736,0.0,0.2807676066840801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498682985766464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094153734605338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820223278380041,0.0,0.07812193567391619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108139770609013,0.0,0.0,0.0922965173358478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732863986943711,0.0,0.0,0.10009788448629657,0.0,0.06806456268190086,0.1033290119128972,0.15258742967422356,0.07866027951971283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864732239785464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054643035153164835
anxiety,urdyslexic-peridot,2020/01/09,"People on anxiety meds.. what’s it like ? So I’m most likely going to see a therapist soon because I strongly strongly feel i have anxiety and i want to talk to a professional about it because every day is a little difficult, some days more than most. 

Im scared though. I don’t know if i will be put on anxiety meds, but if i do, will it be scary? Is it gonna change who i am? Will i become dependent on it forever? 

How did your meds effect you?",1.0288179669030733,2.8841239148936166,3.7982269503546138,86.43388888888893,81.12765957446808,7.582033096926714,23.21040189125296,8.515128840125781,1.5648217494089833,344,12,75,8,9,122,62,94,0.149,0.782,0.069,-0.7907,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,5,6,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,3,0,13,19,7,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,4,8,12,4,9,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,6,5,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994296447263097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219126382812825,0.19221796922786927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184115517855599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448801615207006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663961091591646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800189651718805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891323928978714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799743027902605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565005323357684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005825415901388,0.1744378519916007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799710820573478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066022377139372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749623323908401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424844716900495,0.0,0.13869056703911106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398900074040704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207854592781405,0.0,0.0,0.17099738651407825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265568464824344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dom2355,2020/01/09,"Saying everything I read/write in my head So I've been going through anxiety for a long time now (18+ months) 
One thing that really pisses me of is the fact I vocalise everything I read or write in my head, even when writing this every word is being read out loud in my head. It drives me crazy sometimes. If I end up reading fast it mostly goes away but then I don't understand what I'm reading. Sometimes I focus on my breathing while reading and I get this irregular breathing pattern because I'm so concentrated on breathing and so focused on it.

Here are some other points as well:

 -Keep talking to myself in my head ( asking/answering questions,) but I do it sometimes without knowing

-i verbalise everything I read in my head (subvocilisation)

-never bieng able to listen or pay attention even if I'm doing something I enjoy

-worried about future events or cringing at past events 

-Heavy breathing or not breathing properly such as holding my breath or irregular breathing patterns 

-Excessive sweating 

-Bad stomach 

-Nervousness

-Had these issues for a while  (over a year) but they were gone during around end of October begining of November and towards the end of November I had these issues once again.
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-during the period this was gone I wasn't talking much to my freinds and family but when anxiety came back I was talking and communicating again. I was also not showing signs of happiness on my outside but inside i was happy, and when my anxiety returned it was the opposite, I was happy on the outside but sad inside


It's straining my mind and I feel very tired all the time and never feel like I'm fully aware or concentrating.",4.165449561403509,6.907038680921057,5.130421052631579,76.32861403508772,75.01973684210526,7.737543859649122,31.185964912280703,8.648137234880735,3.0409051754385965,1325,64,213,28,30,432,168,304,0.111,0.805,0.084,-0.3615,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,0,18,11,1,2,9,0,18,16,15,0,4,47,34,34,0,2,17,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,15,11,0,2,6,7,1,5,7,5,1,1,14,5,33,6,32,19,4,51,0,1,0,0,9,18,1,11,29,157,48,7,0.07982540552801103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383634796062575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319865021155604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710615348886901,0.0,0.0,0.07499859618523108,0.06138080952281697,0.06665087930647279,0.0486608262972485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129899819336704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210484758656234,0.0,0.0,0.1054478549998432,0.0,0.06725634699885899,0.0,0.21522578195014355,0.0,0.07525228805264861,0.0,0.0807242470400644,0.05702728565908127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170547971627305,0.0,0.04536661753876095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492688559585625,0.0,0.0,0.4096194785089585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663396815958512,0.0,0.07095248818912966,0.0,0.0,0.04386995526348963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03899866100400759,0.0,0.0,0.07064297193327045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060090391812197,0.0,0.0637158771136667,0.0,0.05868085789196693,0.0,0.123132547646711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501145166792679,0.05409176068351307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620238200939422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546081007523413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942272309365086,0.0,0.5589290519149483,0.0,0.051138198827572263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348036643304855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061453497091924415,0.2368481015926112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924819116923865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303245242896083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309367180457953,0.0917475608629187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310106234878717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586431955337298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177262621549209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694884235276349,0.0,0.0,0.08106657413108903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140494398131424
anxiety,ArJayKay32,2020/01/09,"My New Decade's Anxiety **NOTE: There may or may not be any potential triggers in the following story. You have been warned.**

For the past two months, I've been feeling worried and depressed about the future and the new decade.

I'm not exactly sure what's triggering my state of thinking, but it feels like a combination of several factors...

One such factor is that I feel old, even though I'm only 20.

I've been looking over my life in brief, and realized just how much it's changed in such a relatively short time.

Another factor is that, for the past 2 years, I haven't been really doing anything too productive since I graduated high school in 2017.

I've drawn fanart, but I feel like I wasted time web browsing instead of drawing more often, or better yet, doing something way more productive.

Because of this, I feel like a part of me doesn't want to grow up, even though I have to. That, and that every little thing I do now won't be relevant in 10, 5... heck, even a single year's time...

Because of how I've been looking back on the past, certain events in my life feel like they only happened yesterday.

For example, I still remember when my family first moved into my current house. That was back in 2016, but it still feels like yesterday.

That's also the same year I got my current Xbox One console. I still remember installing Battlefield 1 for the first time.

It's the same deal with certain events. It still feels like Donald Trump was first elected president only last year.

I guess I've already become a bit nostalgic for these ""transition years"" in my life, around 2014-2019.

Because of all of these factors, I've been fearing just how much the world is going to change in the coming decade, and every decade after that. Not just for me personally, but all the little changes that I shouldn't even be concerned about.

And not only do I fear the world changing, but I fear that all the future years, and all their possible changes, are going to simply whiz by like they're mere days. Heck, I fear that the next six months are going to just pass by like nothing!

All too quickly is the future going to become now, the present becomes the past, and the past just fades farther away.

I feel like this fear is exemplified by the fact that I'm still only 20, and I have so many years ahead of me. Seeing as just how much the world has changed in the past 20 years alone, I fear how much it's going to do so by the time I'm elderly.

And the worst part about this is that, like I said at the beginning, I've only been feeling like this for about two months.

Before then, I felt okay with my life at that point, but now I'm fearing every little change that might happen to me, whether I have to do so on my own accord or if something beyond my control forces me to.

I've been seeing a therapist and taking medication to help tone my anxiety down, but I fear that part of me doesn't want me to get better by following my therapist's advice, or that the medication isn't working.

I'm also sorry if all of this sounds too confusing, in which case, I understand. I can barely make sense of it either. I've just been going though a tough time right now, and I'm trying to get out of this hole I'm in.",5.600685203574977,5.728925371069187,5.965670307845084,82.10182224428998,67.30188679245283,9.084673949023502,29.31545845746441,8.841846274778883,2.104233333333333,2520,80,507,38,38,810,250,636,0.066,0.812,0.122,0.9903,2,1,2,0,0,0,85.0,0,1,2,8,52,29,0,9,33,1,43,6,0,9,11,91,89,42,0,5,26,0,11,11,0,5,6,2,0,1,34,18,0,1,16,1,0,13,10,12,0,8,14,17,48,17,71,67,22,111,0,1,4,0,7,35,2,12,72,335,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292796137132196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549830962194862,0.04847793072771352,0.0702617310449428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0298739577806112,0.046064514517387335,0.06721277506299002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615070906858783,0.03910708093036264,0.0,0.0,0.04127375204143277,0.06755903286749919,0.0,0.08033809887975081,0.14555195100587742,0.03738125866523809,0.0,0.0,0.07770516371682443,0.047960264678888635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325305364865928,0.03784187022643423,0.0,0.0,0.04927131514669987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028331264466433036,0.04528997889878475,0.03783690967468056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606160226827116,0.0,0.11103894994464343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141336552439528,0.3954683859909848,0.22212366134388292,0.2510692378375347,0.04217976165574718,0.0,0.0,0.11210069938886677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045903302625214436,0.0,0.14979884572469335,0.0,0.03513489448274272,0.0,0.04839393090664987,0.0,0.07769444140345289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029445403615331836,0.04641453671621995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068940898614198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03580887481851318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411644602803235,0.23608217496192296,0.132088429550273,0.0,0.0,0.07378039873043503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029323666532749888,0.04453820148007583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850985881768747,0.0,0.04660286791528204,0.0,0.0,0.10519370148996522,0.04669071801932127,0.12917464066819634,0.0,0.0,0.08485588136719999,0.04672013369219403,0.0,0.0,0.042152092262880414,0.0,0.046097224424951885,0.0,0.05953631218434681,0.2004648119914433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271597250320134,0.25161736725746564,0.0,0.038358047482744566,0.0,0.0,0.04152812082240268,0.04952455953454602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02814273127248671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952842381725063,0.0375160444648944,0.0417875617063358,0.0,0.0,0.04445958174183197,0.07001316508802659,0.0,0.0,0.049628481139627235,0.0,0.03633941243166657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763903673040951,0.0,0.049176122937260994,0.0,0.0,0.17541307528844796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140357628724968,0.0,0.0330299496262744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201240717980913,0.029185190164039924,0.028148618575013405,0.1294832284619808,0.0,0.15369588187486807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029825637632720413,0.0,0.08582660098834781,0.04573275789445922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518221934623358,0.03486964917169494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031981618183804635,0.04461312410796675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263162266502595
anxiety,anxious-unicorn,2020/01/09,"Irrational traveling anxiety with current news Hi! I am flying from the US to Europe next week. I usually do not have any flight anxiety, however, my anxiety always revolves around what is happening in the news. Sometimes it causes me to stay in my room for days because it just is too overwhelming, other times it causes me an immense boost to do things to prevent feeling anxious again. Anyways, with all the craziness in the news, I am having an intense irrational reaction to flying right now because I am worried my flight will be shot down or whatever (idk anxiety!!!). Am I being irrational or is there truth to worrying about flying to Milan?",7.7799633699633715,8.461177692307693,8.17472527472528,66.22384615384617,62.67521367521368,11.813919413919413,40.64590964590965,11.491704259439757,5.324329426129427,518,28,78,15,7,171,76,117,0.17600000000000002,0.754,0.069,-0.9147,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,0,14,0,0,2,2,16,16,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,1,17,13,1,17,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,8,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472468497922775,0.0,0.0,0.12034046501769607,0.0,0.541502847771953,0.19991708304350805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753400802149192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574920981514628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635781560787889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412607480628655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947748033206612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564872200135775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882014648175128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112487838689007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750202872041816,0.0,0.0,0.1886183175041065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756592085197085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031881682810855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286391598666696,0.0,0.1948990253996989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194852145593356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594277089411529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jallucinegenics,2020/01/09,"Tonsillectomy tomorrow I get anxiety about pretty much everything, even nothing sometimes. There’s a constant feeling of worry and nervousness in the pit of my stomach. I’m perpetually hearing the voice inside my head tell me that somethings wrong, or that everybody hates me or is annoyed by me. I feel like there’s a big ball of chaotic energy inside me that wants to get out but doesn’t know how. Anyways, I have tonsil removal surgery tomorrow, and that voice in my head and that feeling in my stomach, are now working over time. I can’t settle the feeling down. Even when I tell myself that nothing will go wrong, that it’ll be quick, and worth it, I still feel like there’s a million butterflies frantically flapping in my belly. I feel almost out of breath from unneeded nervousness. Just kind of wanted to vent. My friends don’t really understand and kinda act like I’m over reacting, as if I’m choosing to feel this way.",6.602602597402594,7.404388948571434,6.932259740259743,73.69755844155846,65.22857142857143,10.020779220779222,35.90909090909091,10.018931242160765,3.737685714285714,746,35,129,16,11,242,105,175,0.126,0.746,0.128,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,13,12,2,3,6,0,9,5,5,2,0,29,28,12,0,4,5,0,7,3,1,2,0,3,0,0,10,7,0,0,10,1,1,3,3,7,0,1,0,10,18,5,21,25,1,22,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,5,11,86,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806471102230425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547614780860183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899693139299347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213398724094787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391568585783867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880061470343069,0.1969998710477789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652405453749993,0.0,0.1440709308033356,0.0,0.07835913722457358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361257931494725,0.2830048230853261,0.0,0.1553983133295526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357852265023516,0.07577403895255391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208040151395776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135605529955327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645949559317963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027130146458058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832805610697299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614507478856572,0.13636468032335514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010939774080897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24102256755035345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803976602117392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353566347618665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626478101008832,0.10944098846152207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037668831712067,0.14002160952900444,0.0,0.0,0.30149548319043223,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the-willow-witch,2020/01/09,"I want a break from my brain. I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I can’t function. All I can do is lay on the couch. My brain doesn’t stop. It’s just constantly reminding me of all the awful stuff that’s happening, all the things I can’t control, and all the mistakes I’ve made. I just want a break.",-1.2481818181818165,0.6578056212121233,1.215378787878791,101.0430681818182,91.27272727272728,5.118181818181818,17.340909090909093,6.6274283507984215,-0.3601454545454543,225,6,59,3,8,76,39,66,0.142,0.81,0.048,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,1,8,4,3,2,4,13,12,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,3,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768799826482492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27921937011400605,0.2897976120033317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643894994535042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284865293083363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448748845079102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585688041205759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601909178480524,0.0,0.0,0.2957858057022205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716576549706404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048010362509161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jamesballjr007,2020/01/09,Question So I’m going to the doctor to really see if I have clinical anxiety. Which I guarantee because my dad has it and I have all the panic attacks and so forth. So I think I would get therapy and am wondering what it is like? Any help is appreciated.,1.0187179487179492,3.4000906153846167,4.582307692307693,77.64602564102567,85.15384615384616,8.851282051282054,25.974358974358967,9.2995712137729,2.971182051282052,200,9,39,7,6,74,38,52,0.138,0.679,0.183,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,9,13,7,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,12,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532666175284494,0.0,0.2197306275353869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267662804751315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509311154319426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29399269641800346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006613671779614,0.0,0.16323977271838597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252462075449348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403263655963859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370032290492678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32176401472282684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184007281272584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228885605245628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32847323055105576,0.0,0.0,0.18404577457024865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114893399541333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040403815745514,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,messybangs99,2020/01/09,"I think I just had my first panic attack Is it normal to feel like you can’t breathe, no matter how much air you get in your lungs? Not like hyperventilating, I tried to stay calm, but I felt like I was suffocating",3.8869696969696967,4.632221636363635,5.148181818181818,84.2756060606061,71.27272727272728,7.684848484848485,21.484848484848484,7.793537801064563,0.5170393939393949,168,3,38,2,3,56,36,44,0.128,0.6629999999999999,0.209,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,2,6,1,1,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,9,8,2,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,2,9,4,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428359333007304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237463861714684,0.2152887728839788,0.2893490004786858,0.0,0.0,0.2563332433048544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574460619488433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44168193039365145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215313203378621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952648772326173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535763126736036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212053788238232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309674426351667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046009294244376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Green_Right,2020/01/09,"I'm anxious about growing up Hi, I'm not entirely sure if this topic is fit for this subreddit, but hopefully I can get some advice.

The title basically says it all, I (22m) feel anxious growing up. I came to this realization a couple of months ago and since then, it seems to get worse.

I'm in college now. I'm not getting bad grades, I have a lot of different directions I could take after studying and a lot of them really interest on a professional level. I'm in a relationship for over a year now and I've had my little successes with girls in the past so I'm not nervous about ending up alone. So on a rational level, I have nothing more to fear of than the next.

I do however keep increasingly missing my childhood and stuff that came along with it. I have siblings who are a lot younger than me - being 14, 13 and 11 years old - and more and more I start playing with them, like genuine blanket-as-cape wearing, toy sword wielding, dressing up fun that I used to have as a kid, even to the point that my sisters, who are entering their puberty, think my games and playing is 'not cool' and lame.

My gf is supportive, but at the same time she wants us to not waste too much time after graduating with buying our own house, getting married, starting a family, ... and while I want that too, I can't imagine myself buying a house or filling in taxes or basically doing anything mature and grown up.

it currently it has gotten to the point where I'm stuck every evening in some sort of vivid childhood memory I desperately try to recreate. (I have this stupid little memory of playing on my nintendo ds while 'When the Levee Breaks' from Led Zeppelin plays in the background and this electronic heath fan zooms. I bought myself one of these electric heating fans again and now I sit every evening listening Led Zeppelin in front of it.)

I'm not sure what to do about it. I'm not sure who to talk about this topic, because my friends and family, while probably being supportive, still end up saying I'll just have to deal with it and I need a little more than that at this point.

hopefully someone of you has some advice, or at least a comment. I don't want to dissapoint my gf or family by becoming a grown up man that can't even live outside his house.",7.510077980710037,6.289072670428894,7.925484301251798,74.10584598809771,63.830699774266364,11.214816334906633,36.163451672481024,10.33465798735191,3.5748248306997734,1775,71,342,35,22,588,224,443,0.07400000000000001,0.767,0.159,0.99,3,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,2,1,3,1,20,23,1,2,22,1,24,1,1,3,4,65,60,30,0,8,15,1,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,27,23,0,1,4,7,4,12,10,6,0,1,6,6,37,17,62,51,16,73,0,2,1,0,27,31,0,15,29,237,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879239113239414,0.07655855633423499,0.0,0.0,0.0894494896594507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513877976564728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107214540235407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211229294171667,0.05264812403446256,0.0953848457564997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756018739773665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895650107575252,0.09556272119737466,0.0,0.0,0.08903991231422109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902344513778186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298989863474005,0.0,0.0,0.2281766328951008,0.0,0.14553474605099345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442555190743014,0.09718615262102903,0.04366942049845771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672642611877165,0.0,0.18049140847764533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715625416400647,0.0,0.29896550900182983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676637827554239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04219423503363418,0.2596853094403861,0.07626306746879466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202767413925512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893679488205852,0.0,0.06348920311942252,0.06403955259716869,0.0,0.0,0.09185159075826517,0.0,0.0,0.08287084008883337,0.0,0.09062695369983538,0.0,0.0585240724913274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244645159219045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449323444065679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311753051582296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532849397843597,0.0,0.0,0.09272513590258497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137363972625728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862467940225057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144313543835032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317792627581256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222610910866469,0.0,0.06897227696818539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886880533664068,0.0,0.1960150161371813,0.24419778227435626,0.0,0.064936745169151,0.06941799891400695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534006839099899,0.0,0.0,0.10072182395859128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058637080963718814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388808247251066,0.07459279465386807,0.0,0.0,0.15282332893538156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801468695698206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112341927850026
anxiety,emilieisthepizza,2020/01/09,"Bro anxiety ruins EVERYTHING Like I'll be having THE BEST time ever, then I'll think about how much time there is till this is gonna end.

Or I'll have a great social interaction with someone, and then think back on it and think about how they might've been faking it or it may have been awkward and I just didn't realise. 

Or I'll genuinely be doing good and getting better, but still in the back of my head I'm waiting for it to all fall apart again.",8.194263157894738,5.111170084210528,8.080921052631584,79.4276973684211,63.94736842105264,11.18421052631579,33.223684210526315,8.841846274778883,2.420210526315789,358,9,79,4,4,116,67,95,0.069,0.8109999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.6875,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,11,8,0,1,3,0,12,1,1,2,2,19,19,13,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,5,9,12,3,15,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,4,12,54,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172986715039648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452291243226279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558241241949535,0.19853811168314567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882645017270872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030588919668001,0.0,0.0,0.20175200471704616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728377610067152,0.0,0.0,0.1882867715829393,0.0,0.24749472185077664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038564491165955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967168478906916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814235637253664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502178239449347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22883346333652274,0.1902048101509904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792734437017163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315214056099285,0.0,0.0,0.2617971891127165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boomba1330,2020/01/09,"My very small, but very exciting Win against anxiety... Today i had a very small victory against my anxiety. 
Now real quick, I (30f), have anxiety (gad) since a kid, really bad panic attacks, and thats caused insomnia issues too. Three years ago i was in a freak accident that has caused deformation, the trauma from the accident gave me PTSD and its been had to manage and control but we are working on it, but this makes public places and being around anyone other than my close friend extremely stressful and hard, I usually break down. 
So i had to see surgeons and have been sent to multiple different specialists due to my accident, I ALWAYS cry, as soon as i get into the office or see the surgeon i start sobbing shaking and cant get my head straight. 
Today i met my newest surgeon, she was confident and kind. I went in with the most positive attitude i could. 
For some reason i was able to keep myself together. I still cant believe it. Im kinda crying now at home about it but this was such a win! 
Finally, a lil hope for this new year. 

Thank you for listening:)",4.6424919093851145,6.020873864077673,5.804834951456312,77.90537540453073,70.06796116504854,9.765177993527507,30.23818770226537,10.047579312681364,3.1679609061488665,840,34,155,22,15,280,133,206,0.226,0.607,0.16699999999999998,-0.9238,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,4,10,15,1,3,10,0,17,5,1,5,0,30,31,16,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,10,13,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,8,0,1,13,4,24,7,23,16,2,32,0,1,2,0,10,12,1,5,16,108,34,2,0.12532281893022368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109111743544063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427862475165238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876148403739437,0.0,0.0,0.08762862889669086,0.0,0.0,0.1115638788284522,0.0,0.1425727987226946,0.0,0.0,0.10463931906909292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119590125978218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25748211360122514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056019784583634,0.10006007330519576,0.0,0.27532246377726016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309356721797694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728502240706555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682409902879713,0.0,0.13095200076488314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226462985119626,0.0,0.12861736785654618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570900558508993,0.12447383658628615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537014994834248,0.13080446307260166,0.0,0.1113926797008868,0.0,0.13050443072086454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365395478356179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210375594587242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703932570483216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309356721797694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649566885891646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264480459933446,0.08028500688088265,0.12885273034628825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997321221746475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366833086935813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887041362718214,0.0,0.10008296508376137,0.0,0.14355686566296474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538041401921408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23758275746651975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802537957714506,0.3102133514543795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617550870391287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123650476877253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614075730420922
anxiety,bxo1988,2020/01/09,"Please can someone help me :( This is really embarrassing for me to write but I'm at breaking point. I often read reddits as its comforting to find people who feel like me but I'm legit at breaking point.

Long story hopefully short I suffer from anxiety. It's mainly health related. I'm always convinced something is wrong even when doctors tell me til they're blue in the face that theres not. 

I was on 20mg of amitriptyline to help with my panic attacks. Ive had several ecgs in the past. 

Last week I woke up to a really painful uti.  My heart felt like it was racing, I checked and it was 121bpm I was instantly freaked out. I went to see a gp who confirmed it was because of the infection, gave me some antibiotics and said itll go down when the infection goes. However the heart rate hasnt settled. Since saturday its been between 95-130. And 140 when walking. Usually it feels fast I check, it is and i have a panic attack.

I went back to the GP on tuesday and requested blood tests for a possible thyroid problem.  I've lost 2 stone since september. I'm constantly exhausted. I get pins and needles in my hand. And I keep having huge hot flushes. They agreed to a blood test which funnily enough came back normal today.

I rang the GP in tears again and said why is my heart rate tachycardic.  As soon as she heard me cry she blamed my anxiety. I've had anxiety for over 10 years and my HR only ever went this high when i was having a full blown panic attack. It's never consistently stayed so high.

She told me to stop my amitriptyline and take propranolol 40mg 3 times a day. I get nervous about taking new medication. I spoke to my pharmacist and he said take one today, one tomorrow and hed check my HR and blood pressure for me.

Since taking the tablet my heart rate went down to 77-85ish. But i had a massive headache and felt rubbish. I know it's probably just me subconsciously thinking about it.

anyway i know i said long story short. Ive had another panic attack. This time my heart reached 100 which although is still considerably lower than it has been, scared me. I've got alot of arm and back chest pain but I've got fibromyalgia.  They told me at the ER multiple times it's that causing the arm and chest pain and not to worry.. 

But how can I not. All of a sudden my HR is so high and I dont know why I dont think it's my anxiety because like I said, I've had it years and never suffered with a HR so high. I'm worried theres something wrong, and it's just been blanketed under anxiety again.

I'm sat here crying. I feel like taking myself to the ER again but I dont want to waste anyones time. I'm also feeling like I cant take it anymore. And would do anything to end the worry and pain.

Does anyone have any advice. Or comforting words because I really am so alone. I know i shouldnt check my HR constantly. And give time for the new meds to work, but i keep thinking they havent found what's wrong, or the meds are too high, just the worst basically I'm a paranoid mess. Ive lost everyone because of it and feel so so scared and alone. My own mum cant deal with me anymore. 

:(",1.9270525523967628,4.034848704113927,3.4247063706163097,88.96260531230548,79.36392405063293,6.802490143183234,23.81002282631251,7.869387291563388,1.2488364494708448,2439,85,510,42,61,802,279,632,0.23199999999999998,0.682,0.086,-0.9987,2,2,2,0,0,1,65.0,0,0,3,3,33,38,4,9,27,0,44,25,14,2,4,82,103,51,0,6,15,1,9,5,0,3,11,8,0,0,29,30,0,3,17,1,4,7,13,29,2,2,38,19,69,9,52,61,8,79,0,4,2,0,28,26,0,6,48,296,98,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907732097160658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403173473192798,0.0,0.04016330401397727,0.04178954789668552,0.0,0.0,0.034153352916281986,0.05266318017797431,0.19210223533712945,0.0,0.09961541421824832,0.07023415955322361,0.0,0.04132923846450103,0.0,0.0,0.22854358945281886,0.0,0.11585512919737352,0.0,0.12246186522782865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744171679234355,0.0,0.051592841507567516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854641233544447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033518436261272,0.03238967133155032,0.05177769361062255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140535462730898,0.04395047377420271,0.0,0.1765828977725995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044482658906238544,0.0518937703176791,0.0,0.03317180879921832,0.04542956644546955,0.0,0.04799021568628721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697125457307135,0.10763793438326054,0.09644388576383127,0.0,0.04590289962915404,0.0,0.0,0.0550669122242581,0.0,0.0,0.05247887494837878,0.04817846484497047,0.028542880514075518,0.0,0.08033582023231277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053384685924030194,0.0,0.2975724030093903,0.06732681814858071,0.2653167123948376,0.0,0.04988275754782032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928099569373335,0.0,0.0,0.1104049593447228,0.040938437022408576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268207127137815,0.0,0.0,0.0888915249336263,0.0,0.0,0.10964864466560242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157283167647833,0.050594374989923536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747012639571302,0.09701134629162102,0.0,0.0,0.04920786324263087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806479062126919,0.03819684422978949,0.2137631937075493,0.2357034131922058,0.0,0.0,0.047943523290528346,0.034818295049650644,0.0,0.0,0.05512975729816633,0.09495391114986704,0.056618870931943975,0.0,0.0,0.05414887368499824,0.048056615144511976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502365773720334,0.0,0.09652239320641427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23886780468600474,0.0,0.10056394155158624,0.0,0.040021217704023344,0.0,0.0,0.05673767913539765,0.0,0.12463491981847892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042553773328060505,0.07732821708244958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353102103474329,0.040108141749768095,0.041988665398872166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265686123032513,0.0,0.043897103710248714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654258515309867,0.0,0.0,0.1464271360248762,0.0,0.0952110372208991,0.09598043137257442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531352397995547,0.0,0.029622818563459608,0.0,0.04028585022100442,0.0,0.0,0.1862288459199129,0.09063686693358897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03656293219287378,0.15301164146514734,0.0,0.035676968512912174,0.16473285420897768,0.0,0.06468391312787614
anxiety,faerie-jas,2020/01/09,"Anxiety disorder is ruining my life. No matter what I do, I can't seem to treat my anxiety-- social anxiety specifically-- and it's making existing so difficult for me. To make things exponentially worse, I am slightly on the spectrum (recently diagnosed), so social skills don't come naturally to me anyways. 
I become painfully aware of myself every single time I talk to another human. I stress about how I appear so much that it's virtually impossible for me to enjoy myself during face to face exchanges. Being alone can be nice, but it's gotten to a point I feel fucking empty most of the time. I have one friend I feel comfortable around, and a loving family, and I'm infinitely thankful for them-- but I would really love to have a group I feel I really connect with. I did have a group of friends for a month or so, that I met through theatre-- but I didn't really connect with them because they were nothing like me. It was nice to say I had friends for once, but it wasn't worth it to stick around because I felt so out of place, and I'd have to put so much energy into putting on a mask that wasn't me so I'd feel like I'd pleased them. 
I know the logical thing to do would be to join a group of people with shared interests, but I'm sort of... very embarrassed about my interests. I never talk about them to anyone. Even if I know deep down that those close to me wouldn't judge me, I remember being laughed at and belittled in school for being unabashedly myself and now the notion of being open like that is fucking terrifying to me. My worst fear is that people will think I'm stupid. 
I'm also homeschooled-- I teach myself. Needless to say, public school was not for me-- I will spare the details. This just makes socializing so much harder-- I've been dropped out for two years now, and I've lost most of what little social skills I've learned, and now, as I've said, the littlest face to face exchanges are grueling. I can't talk, and I can't breathe, and I'm so grateful when I am able to get away from it, and then I isolate myself, and then I become sick with loneliness. It's a brutal cycle.
I just feel like I have to choose between being myself and having no friends or giving myself up and masking all the time and making friends I don't even have fun with. I feel like it's hopeless, like I'm on an entirely different wavelength than other people my age-- other people in general. Not to say I'm better or more special than them, I just-- genuinely feel like I'm really, really different. I feel so fucking broken.",6.099655172413794,6.016157301587302,6.851026272578,76.89857142857146,66.26190476190476,10.12632731253421,31.665024630541872,9.83838024301492,2.9020111658456487,2016,72,388,40,29,669,223,504,0.184,0.659,0.157,-0.764,2,1,0,0,0,1,68.0,0,0,6,4,27,41,5,3,16,0,42,14,5,5,2,75,81,40,0,4,14,0,9,7,5,5,4,4,0,1,23,28,0,0,17,0,3,4,14,14,0,3,14,13,62,27,65,55,9,40,0,3,0,5,32,20,3,9,22,273,85,4,0.07222118628193157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747993682179117,0.0,0.05775525657686476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573021089784006,0.16574702948279374,0.0,0.0,0.050498732674548116,0.0,0.0,0.12858433514315634,0.0,0.0,0.06785418188794884,0.0,0.0,0.0880507296492995,0.15952525223592087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387377027391783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221215708101852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330298383213238,0.0,0.15091153633737012,0.08277173642924063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540282480997173,0.0,0.060849464316750236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808370690562687,0.08126891325214472,0.2921376143039266,0.20637931964114908,0.06934366462506969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789895468451089,0.2003019688828627,0.03773258901277171,0.06928114274742853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938175046671593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051011959705151266,0.2469853650902659,0.07238460184090248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883795620703246,0.0,0.13036488064562754,0.0,0.19283281059956653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057646261859929465,0.0,0.15927264538025435,0.0,0.05570143115553245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929817605367869,0.0,0.0,0.07691320634572092,0.048938944923628734,0.0,0.0768484341762136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027630828994789,0.0,0.07545576816868506,0.07927717492235703,0.06827236498681569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520447967768374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313337063068581,0.0,0.07130970862457467,0.0,0.0818125253785644,0.0,0.06869888663936367,0.1722995582326624,0.0,0.14618339244486445,0.0,0.06574745555301041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944816175439201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272912487603508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741459615305072,0.0,0.06649156510601302,0.0,0.0,0.09596109410344733,0.04627642000577256,0.0,0.0,0.1263382635251686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054960484864123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595900422970935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735995588498471,0.10260771721524103,0.0,0.0,0.046508076100960284
anxiety,Max2713ger,2020/01/09,"Weighted Blankets? Does you sleep improve / helps you when having an anxiety attack? Well, the question is above",5.119999999999997,8.667237666666665,3.7944444444444434,78.54500000000002,89.0,4.622222222222223,33.77777777777778,6.42735559955562,2.8076444444444446,90,5,11,1,3,26,17,18,0.18600000000000005,0.505,0.309,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767267550044392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115264833810704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165572739718168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24246375736250625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052266753623535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619968556684669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44049652636022396,0.32524376016674644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babsgil3,2020/01/09,"Maybe it's just me... But does anyone get extremely anal of picky about things?? I'm not sure if it's an ADHD thing or maybe an anxiety thing. But I have to have things a certain way or it makes me panic. Like I can't relax in my home unless it's clean and tidy, because it makes me panicky.

 I know what you're thinking like maybe it's a form OCD, but the thing is I'm also messy too! My car is a diaster most if the time!  But I've got 2 spare rooms that I have yet to organize! It's like overwhelming and I've tried to start on it but they're mostly storage rooms. But when it comes to my space it has to be clean and no clutter whatsoever! Like as long as I close those doors and my living room, kitchen and bedroom is clean I'm fine! 

For example we have a storage ottoman we use as a footrest and keep out coasters on. If it's cluttered it makes me so anxious and tense, I always have to clear it off make it organized.",0.8007114519968255,2.5890186030150737,2.488706691351496,95.87456228510977,81.56281407035176,5.596508860089923,21.528960592435865,6.5966054737557815,0.1972552763819091,718,22,170,7,19,236,112,199,0.105,0.759,0.136,0.8033,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,9,0,11,2,1,5,3,41,26,25,0,3,14,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,0,22,12,1,3,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,16,8,18,24,3,18,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,7,9,105,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346753508220247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542791695250992,0.12010168442374307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041900765519147,0.1630620855555029,0.0,0.10092524675407068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798776866345429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433534411586072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631210906021667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541121638292674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544115472746044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447838744897121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829521386969578,0.0,0.0,0.07932498826511454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820671512352944,0.0,0.12745405959037245,0.12773555126652172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853898496318329,0.0,0.435024044774076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935082080090333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216394977370642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360378827605202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794623839175228,0.0924866597757525,0.0,0.0,0.08416528326848449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799676644810193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466262911227187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456965004688027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stuckophobia,2020/01/09,"Daily Panic Attacks Hello everybody. I'm new to this subreddit, this is my first post. I have severe depression and anxiety. I never leave the house. I have severe panic attacks almost every day and they are getting harder to control. Last night I ripped two fistfuls of hair out of my head in a panicked rage and wept in my mother's arms. This is not okay, I NEED to be able to control myself better. When I am having a panic attack I just lay down, jealous, sad and angry that everyone else in the house can walk around like I'm not going through misery. When you have a panic attack, how do you muster the courage to stand? Or go to a room where you would be more comfortable? 

How does r/Anxiety help theirselves out of a panic attack?",3.4841494252873564,5.310548213793107,4.665948275862071,83.13179597701152,73.75862068965517,6.764367816091952,24.49712643678161,7.492282038375204,1.2990574712643683,581,18,106,7,12,191,93,145,0.34600000000000003,0.551,0.10400000000000001,-0.992,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,4,7,20,7,5,8,1,13,3,3,4,1,19,19,9,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,15,0,2,0,1,15,5,17,16,1,22,0,3,0,0,7,9,0,2,9,74,19,0,0.09827311104696686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840632519205764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503573219311922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748390394125387,0.0,0.5589992549143507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691458064138151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204433007428339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337802669366105,0.0,0.08464248654375232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599946172800953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209457414955743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279933454159416,0.0939041690070302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359105805370796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134364444896102,0.0,0.11170174742544813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085656372741143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587039482650675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22678795149548656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010570184068562,0.0,0.10405703508167673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048011278090970784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728682666272573,0.07579428158454526,0.0949127830276761,0.0,0.09222265751446418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5765116084448864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411847518603517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204128630826028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599854985135704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981039849446426,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LYDIO005,2020/01/09,"friendships and anxiety I have one friend who asks me to hangout a lot but i never want to go, 

I think it may be anxiety over meeting new people. I know someone who i used to consider a friend who never texts me and asks me to hang out for their benefit only like once a month. 

i wish I could say yes to this other person more, but I cant seem to bring myself out of my shell.",2.2992592592592587,3.2040455308641964,4.242901234567904,88.68805555555558,75.17283950617283,7.375308641975309,23.37654320987655,7.793537801064563,0.9542987654320988,292,8,66,4,6,100,56,81,0.055,0.684,0.261,0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,2,17,15,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,14,4,11,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,5,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202935913611892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39141482720989496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714332363265855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234757118366106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189744316561783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504941909756047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022743986663655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797590317059073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709555788673494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229164012972356,0.20218474066684688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294342613964466,0.14185621132332593,0.1592147586876436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513205360357734,0.1827902028198853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647792864974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905779735025654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737561540206792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413851945255847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808051079012763,0.0,0.0,0.12347590499507252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407340790398248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Strong-Doubt,2020/01/09,"So tired, this is hard to deal with. A couple of years ago, for a few short months, I managed to overcome my anxiety. It was really hard, but I kept pushing myself to do things that were way out of my comfort zone and slowly but surely I become less anxious and more confident. Eventually, I ended up getting too comfortable and stopped pushing myself which led to boredom. With boredom came a slowly but steady relapse back into my old ways which I've been trying to change for a year and a half now. This past week with it being 2020 I told myself this was the year I was going to give it my all again and up until today, I was doing well and feeling good. But after a week of slowly coming out of my shell again, I'm having a terrible day. It's just so mentally exhausting when I'm constantly redlining trying to help myself. A friend invited me over for dinner and I accepted because that's what I'm supposed to be doing but my anxiety is through the roof right now. I'm contemplating spending $100 on a uber just to avoid driving. I'm tempted to take some percs right now to calm me down but I've been off them for a month and don't want to go down that road again. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up, knowing I have a few more weeks of this if I can even push myself through before it gets better is so overwhelming.",4.786617647058826,5.091179426470589,5.7470588235294136,82.35676470588236,69.07352941176471,8.458823529411765,28.5,8.313332769828598,1.8687294117647064,1052,34,212,14,17,348,148,272,0.111,0.743,0.146,0.9513,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,20,13,0,2,13,0,19,5,2,1,3,40,39,21,0,3,10,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,16,17,1,3,3,0,1,10,2,4,1,1,10,3,25,9,41,27,7,54,0,1,0,0,6,15,0,2,27,156,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530422128391872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901504257403,0.14694846742499582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002015085513953,0.0,0.07929291296129469,0.14365834321932944,0.1106848032648726,0.0,0.0,0.11504134780056967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877189863110485,0.0,0.0,0.13760279729492286,0.11204866049849573,0.0,0.14056557459030647,0.0,0.0,0.14392623997937387,0.0,0.08388803763390462,0.13410229037964078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152084232712735,0.0,0.0,0.08591374442947522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577016032684806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049612964349244,0.0,0.1359183238258521,0.1247804224589884,0.2217749797676199,0.1091012893810965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330444777502965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718697075999099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148617910996036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310856677591863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076502962512249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032236530070186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649252054953465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417193261791948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332979641287659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216780007648795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016959571070247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874907334261677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259476698889232,0.0,0.09780070566838812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641648641324794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950283239078202,0.1232965131351887,0.12429286417701255,0.0,0.17662566491892698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534439848454544,0.20649600341431412,0.31301653711084804,0.0,0.11695363676613828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512933745098195
anxiety,addsupport,2020/01/09,"For Members Who Live in NYC   

The Manhattan Adult ADD Support Group will have its next meeting this Thursday January 9, 2020 at 6:00 PM. We meet in the Parlor of the West End Collegiate Church located at 245 West 77th Street (side entrance of the Church located between Broadway & West End Ave - north side of the street). 

Brian Robinson, author of the book Adderall Blues will be our guest speaker.

About the lecture: ADHD: The Ongoing Enigma

 Brian Robinson, author of Adderall Blues, will dig deeply into the misconceptions about ADHD, in addition to the need for a paradigm shift regarding how ADHD is not only perceived by society, but also the necessity to destigmatize the diagnosis. He will do it with humor and philosophical inquiry. Is ADHD a gift, a curse, or just a misunderstood cognitive style? Let's talk about it.  People with ADD/ADHD typical have anxiety issues as well the two go hand in hand.

Perhaps it's all of the above?  
 

About the Author: Brian is an author and mental health philosopher, whose book, Adderall Blues has been critically very well received by renowned professionals, His media appearances include a recent interview on Fox 5 NY and the Huffington Post. He was also a guest of Peter Shankman (another ADHD activist), on his podcast, Faster Than Normal.  

Brian has graciously offered to bring copies of his book which will be handed out (free of charge) to the first 40 people to arrive at the meeting.

We request a $5.00 donation at our meetings to help the group with its expenses. We look forward to seeing everyone at our meeting.",8.073593119558296,9.044355191335743,7.974814185602042,66.90874495646638,62.06859205776173,10.705372690592485,37.5937566362285,10.59048541779884,4.418401741346359,1256,59,188,29,17,404,168,277,0.034,0.862,0.10400000000000001,0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,6,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,27,0,18,4,3,1,1,23,25,9,0,2,4,0,3,0,2,5,1,1,0,1,9,13,0,0,1,3,3,5,1,0,2,2,2,9,9,6,43,15,1,34,2,0,5,0,29,22,0,2,8,121,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7905566626761009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534944653551054,0.0,0.11878900706238155,0.0,0.0,0.1149614022515923,0.08387014333501369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194207369416678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476052663373643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325510630866753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230785070534243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165364175092895,0.0,0.0,0.07348573896735486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443000353349443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210877227623246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680933087041133,0.0,0.09206542373881817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048585676672458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129264192932152,0.0,0.0,0.1165976053130695,0.0,0.10741859760575947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338202819127867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201360834610653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499960897066382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825090806484718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736455511273966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441200690332868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812011171695619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709704100304908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045999927224492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714928383824865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sslyth_erin,2020/01/09,"I hate how anxious I get about doing the simplest of things. I graduated from college in May of 2018, and by November 2018 I had gotten a job in my field at a very prestigious institute. That’s like fantastic news, right? I should be so proud of it! I should want everyone who helped me get there to know about it! But I was so fucking anxious about emailing my professors and mentors from college for no real reason other than thinking that they’re either too busy or would be for whatever reason annoyed by me. But I want to go to grad school soon and these are people I want to use as references. How can I ask them to do that when I was too scared to even tell them I actually got a really good job already?

I finally just did it last month. After a year I finally emailed the people I wanted to tell about this but I didn’t mention I’ve been there a whole year already. Now I’m getting emails from them all thinking I’m just starting and I’m overwhelmed and now I’m afraid to reply. 

Look there’s no point to this post other than me trying to talk through what’s making me anxious. I’m afraid they’ll be offended by my lack of communication and will see it as disrespectful when I come to them at some point to ask them to be references. I wasn’t a great student in college until my last year because of my mental health but during my last year these three people helped me figured it out and got me to where I am now. So what happens when I ask for references and I’m just the student who fucked around for three years and then didn’t speak to them until I needed something. That’s not really what I’m doing, but how would they know?

Thanks for letting me rant here.",3.732756598240472,4.928697841642233,4.678573607038125,85.8138604105572,72.04985337243401,7.684739002932551,26.836480938416425,8.109356740369918,1.5678367390029324,1328,45,274,19,25,432,160,341,0.096,0.8340000000000001,0.069,-0.8715,2,0,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,8,1,29,14,5,4,9,0,26,3,0,7,1,53,63,29,0,10,11,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,21,12,0,0,10,0,0,2,6,9,0,2,11,3,42,5,50,40,5,37,0,1,2,2,23,11,2,3,24,197,63,12,0.0,0.0,0.09198721449564834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080434096603651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194715082996742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391416812233461,0.26436989794362536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746192740242824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119933742687363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062259906477229135,0.0,0.0,0.0900724575658565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065212965328878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428948426061586,0.14774578013333692,0.0,0.053571907463754107,0.07906343878409483,0.15078166779235594,0.10392543047994186,0.0,0.0,0.08335657204522222,0.0,0.0,0.0930653227221436,0.0,0.10019729623621533,0.0,0.0,0.1263651743175014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870832173486872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360909899472692,0.2305110893198404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639043405075197,0.0,0.04605220251944028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915728604524608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629213693493035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499506126044333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523992878219123,0.0,0.0,0.06989491439075271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605055062950646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821824741667866,0.0,0.09027801909117153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729207554115107,0.12077474601729288,0.1938363884591424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050019555583683,0.0,0.0,0.09437383462988666,0.09539931716141438,0.07511550806406543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256836057305438,0.0,0.0,0.0667199265786174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576513099322303,0.16478025591934053,0.08678482284504152,0.0,0.0,0.06262423315277707,0.12080001142101315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399847575237373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141307652935745,0.0,0.07777695194625693,0.22239533870656866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524141515186948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339236419967128,0.0,0.0,0.30351181678836303
anxiety,LordWafflefairy,2020/01/09,"I can’t do this. Everything puts me on edge now. I don’t know what happened. I wasn’t like this before. Before I was just depressed, but now I have this feeling of dread and terror that follows me around everywhere. It’s so bad, that it’s gotten to the point where I wonder if a life like this is even worth living. I just want the fear to stop. I can’t make it stop.",-0.04933895921237763,2.0406139113924056,1.724472573839666,98.33315049226444,87.10126582278481,4.5237693389592115,16.372714486638532,5.82211442006289,-0.7057099859353024,285,6,67,2,9,93,51,79,0.3,0.58,0.12,-0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,13,16,4,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,3,0,1,2,4,5,0,0,3,1,10,2,5,13,0,10,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,46,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052425453575035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974574107092735,0.0,0.0,0.402467349998364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036865706592327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561979423960419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253995978228032,0.0,0.0,0.2661144899227474,0.1195753226952467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912535490899112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299674942685876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703830645277915,0.2310719589330974,0.0,0.20882303447632325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785742352017718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355738322619476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377355282458204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954287316050287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948661454037742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564608997891443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,conchadad,2020/01/09,"Body heat Like the past 7 days I've been getting scared, and it's been increasing my body heat. It goes down when I'm most calm and an hour after I wake up. Wanted to know if this happens to anyone else",1.0902272727272724,2.7570866590909127,2.3772727272727288,97.61090909090912,80.13636363636364,5.3090909090909095,17.81818181818182,5.985473137389443,-0.5357999999999996,159,3,38,1,4,51,36,44,0.066,0.818,0.11599999999999999,0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,6,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,5,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844754393754813,0.2907983392614629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6305010142415337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303488688633587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708802367854484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827975316227013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509735015679743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794970794251898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597533422381135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865592403381324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27093011449814663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841447429077331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739932892544598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,keyfobman,2020/01/09,"How would you feel in this situation? I posted this in AITA and got very mixed responses so I took it down. I’m gonna shorten it a bit and use it as a what would you do?

You’re in an unfamiliar place, not home state, very crowded outdoor stadium. You’re with your spouse and a few friends. You just got there and you desperately have to pee. You wanna stay with the group, they had agreed to stick together anyway. You suggest getting in line to get into the stadium to use the bathroom. The group doesn’t want to, they wanna walk around outside. You and the group walk far away, you’re trying to be patient but you can’t hold it anymore. They aren’t ready to go inside yet so you leave the group and walk far away and find a porta potty because you are on the verge of messing yourself. Right after you left the group and your spouse decide they want to go into the stadium. When you call after you pee and he tells you that, you’re really upset. Now you have to wait in the crowded line alone and try to find them in the stadium. It’s hot and you’re panicking from all the people. You get in a line. Your husband texts you where he’s at. You don’t immediately see it inside and there’s so many people. You see a sign that has your section number and you follow it. It takes you upstairs where there’s no people. Calm and peaceful. You find the seats and start to calm down but still upset about what happened. Your spouse and friends find you. Your spouse is mad that you’re upset at them (mostly him). You don’t yell or tell anyone off though. They want you to go with them to walk around more. You say no you want to stay there and cool off. They insist repeatedly and won’t leave. You decide to go with. You become faint while walking around. You stand up for yourself and you and the group go back to your seats. Your husband is mad at you for the rest of the night, won’t hardly talk to you.

I know I put that in a weird format but this happened to me and I wanna know how other people would have felt. Does anyone else feel like their anxiety keeps them from standing up for themselves because they feel they are inconveniencing other people?",1.6030342489312588,3.9910330300231,2.500900201464301,93.54131737998136,82.44110854503464,5.070787676281264,18.6815881283475,6.356417079543762,-0.13224677902805793,1694,41,357,15,47,532,183,433,0.09300000000000001,0.831,0.076,-0.8908,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,41,13,0,23,13,2,3,24,1,21,3,2,4,1,68,55,34,0,10,6,6,6,1,2,6,1,2,1,0,19,30,0,3,12,0,0,13,10,7,0,0,5,11,61,6,61,43,7,64,0,0,2,0,79,34,0,2,12,240,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413534696026574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953113152213285,0.0,0.09013914460033927,0.12710577200393933,0.09312825615247668,0.0,0.24273596069206316,0.0,0.0,0.1707895964072455,0.06988933272604576,0.0,0.110812245920234,0.10038162972448947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922909649538758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280955994978267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953905812421046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592751133275129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787119633080205,0.06493232938560757,0.08726931903970413,0.0,0.3322897878580891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044384821027228,0.0,0.1424599074718846,0.0,0.2582763776228065,0.0,0.14538718075582258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074867965797704,0.0,0.0814202083590495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117077605754807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078782429462064,0.0,0.0,0.09990229597565133,0.0,0.0,0.1924802410454821,0.0987530041084981,0.0,0.0,0.04440460163312401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214889705024598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529475846734348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150608123097885,0.0,0.09496142930003547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704815958104925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137025084772324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582269054555613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762015537772718,0.0,0.07227992732095571,0.0,0.0,0.1448562296514056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216494733182382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433290046147389,0.19375477112740264,0.0725854250008423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833848980291576,0.07305449631893991,0.1588849440591636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929964459546944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098290445172642,0.12341762892715785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700075276473852,0.0,0.14998868147312858,0.21443874299302226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936984220117631,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_bristopher,2020/01/09,"Insomnia/ Anxiety Attacks Hey guys, I’ve had terrible insomnia for the past 3 years now. I frequently wake up in the middle of the night, usually around 3 or 4 am with anxiety attacks. Sometimes I feel my hands/feet going numb and I feel like my body is buzzing or tingling. I’ve tried supplements such as melatonin and magnesium as well as CBD oil to help with sleep but so far no good. Medications such as SSRI’s have only made it worse. If anyone else has experienced these anxiety symptoms please comment below. Any advice or tips would be greatly appreciated 😄",3.605634648370497,6.3678009528301915,5.088936535162952,75.74088336192114,77.20754716981132,8.760205831903946,30.391080617495714,9.339509955726095,3.3949735849056615,455,22,78,13,11,152,85,106,0.16899999999999998,0.684,0.147,0.1198,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,3,0,7,9,3,1,0,14,11,12,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,4,5,4,13,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,7,43,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662394607190772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156875489156347,0.0,0.3904243920386297,0.0,0.0,0.11895197799142727,0.17430821750386094,0.0,0.1514430184076685,0.0,0.3870725042573066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889651574454203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211357225724353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203573845657755,0.12153388306818225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966832127363704,0.14268872686311415,0.0,0.18755808742873867,0.0,0.16844571404021852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402796362322555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311212170628664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609718176956619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137817320162338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964625480071976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938405479802892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623989512671446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674085996101933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024302823193407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825319757726356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681999393931258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550042809576283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736333228579094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529584629736083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733669864728761,0.12084848741253255,0.0,0.0,0.10955181153631907
anxiety,skele_jeans,2020/01/09,"What strategies help you be more reliable? I know a lot of us have issues showing up to things that we say we will show up to - work, school, appointments. Has anyone found a way to get better at showing up? Or committing to things? Thanks a lot for sharing.",2.41,4.759871999999998,3.1780000000000013,90.089,79.0,6.4,24.0,7.554174236665415,1.1578000000000004,200,7,40,3,5,63,39,50,0.0,0.757,0.243,0.903,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,10,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,0,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455135253072066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334314164131359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893940269328918,0.0,0.0,0.1378965365660068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691185357595904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754823495591056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450532383585177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487807293104981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209893825238576,0.0,0.2671190083828205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24299834119171745,0.0,0.0,0.3506969139454238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174845137344521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095014335376919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921497639213702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,azacitidine,2020/01/09,"Why do i still worry about things even after they're over? Ie i had to message this person about something quite simple (ive decided to leave a sports club because of health reasons)  and spent 3 hours worrying about sending the message. Ive sent it, they replied, outcome is all good. But im still worrying about it? Like was it a mistake? What did the person think? Did i make the right decision?  Idek why im worrying",1.3095898004434579,3.9646911341463418,2.4270288248337017,90.93936807095345,88.8780487804878,5.420842572062083,24.52771618625277,6.980632752743323,1.213473170731707,331,14,64,5,11,105,57,82,0.17600000000000002,0.758,0.065,-0.8053,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,1,9,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,6,2,9,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966206574759713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046883279095883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294300736086406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684790099687586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609142659572592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34241627086147136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782953261623273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743551751201562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058005596164744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767936871016583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685851824944218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296528973459634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535887453055628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202171120047688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315799453437804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530093323834706,0.10156095569907654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286044758779174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6438612977119367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WoollyNinja,2020/01/09,"Please tell me I'm not going to get fired on Monday TLDR - I have a meeting with my boss on Monday. I'm scared she'll fire me because I missed a day in a five week block despite committing to no absences in that period.

The detailed version - I missed a three week block of work due to severe anxiety and depression, severe enough to lead to a suicide attempt. At my back to work meeting, I had my probation period extended and committed to no further absences during the extension. I missed one day because of a panic attack, but have attended every single day since. I've done my best, I'm good at my job. The kids and parents like me (I work in a nursery) and I'm creative and contribute a lot to planning. 

I'm having a meeting on Monday to discuss next steps. I'm petrified that I'll be fired because of that one day, and then what will I do? I'm trying so hard to get better, and this job is a big part of that. I'm passionate about what I do and I always do the very best I can, what if that's not enough again?

Thanks for reading, I'm grateful for any support or advice I get here.",3.0019137254901977,4.20261573777778,4.780653594771241,84.36117647058823,73.84444444444446,7.605228758169935,27.901960784313715,8.124751697461798,1.8439411764705882,851,33,173,13,17,290,116,225,0.182,0.638,0.179,0.8729,3,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,9,5,15,1,2,14,0,13,1,0,2,2,21,31,13,1,1,5,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,7,0,4,2,4,20,8,26,26,8,30,0,4,0,1,8,10,0,3,17,112,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220999007976992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396858572451466,0.0,0.0,0.08497042871185741,0.0,0.09558656998107094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214890425805662,0.0,0.09607900011553852,0.0,0.2285054680012457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622550768216049,0.1105083083171003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32233019880937586,0.0,0.10761943428453408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786744840194156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258213940058912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527594245351214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584398552069596,0.0,0.07101208481338005,0.10480230938896988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193084700064623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479876100456853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061044361979570264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062282017636484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288596771993566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933899443046713,0.0,0.0,0.1466021514555449,0.13874242328207906,0.1353089030104687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715781065151705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498402504672047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509695969731274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28231634721592497,0.0,0.10336010635523286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667525140890294,0.14179201956109982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921199246854943,0.11503736738431206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483299182746959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309701053431082,0.0,0.0,0.20045504596232586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728957269003561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kraftdamus02,2020/01/09,"Anxiety: My Story [ESSAY] This personal essay is about the story of my anxiety. Throughout I will refrain from naming any names of people close to me and I will not disclose which parents houses I am referring to, when mentioning this subject I will instead explain it as “moving to my other parent’s house”. These experiences that I will be explaining in this essay happened to me because of my use of marijuana. I have officially been diagnosed with situational social anxiety and my purpose of this essay is to make my friends and family, new and old, aware of my condition. I also wish to spread awareness on anxiety. In writing this essay I found strength in something that destroyed me. If anyone else suffers from anxiety I know you can get through it too. Thanks in advance for reading. 

The use of marijuana in my life severely affected my life style and mental health. Due to my excessive use and lack of understanding about the potential effects it might have on my life, I lost touch with reality. I started using marijuana shortly after I experienced family trauma. My first experience getting high was while I was skiing with my friends. After this first experience I stayed inside, in one corner of the chalet, I did not move but instead looked around in a paranoid manner. My first experience with marijuana was a bad one, showered in fear of the people around me. I should have taken this experience as a learning lesson but instead I thought nothing of it and figured the next time would be better. This mindset: “it will be better the next time”; was the same mindset that I kept throughout my one and a half years of using marijuana. 

My marijuana use grew exponentially over time to the point that I was using it every single day and quite often I would smoke multiple times a day. The experiences that gave me crippling anxiety started happening after I moved to my other parent’s house. I had easy access to significantly stronger strains of marijuana and I could get ounces at a time. As I continued using marijuana I became more and more paranoid to the point of believing people were literally plotting against me. The effect of marijuana on my brain unfortunately caused me to believe that I was being watched through my computer monitor and phone. I believed that an unnamed person (we’ll call them Fredrick) was ultimately behind this. My thought process as to what was going on was that Fredrick had some sort of spy device that allowed them to watch my every move through cameras in my monitor and phone camera. The first time this happened, I was sitting at my computer and felt completely out of the ordinary. I believed my face “looked like a troll” and that was the reasoning behind why I was being watched; I believed it was some sort of entertainment for Fredrick. The following day, after this experience happened, I went and talked to Fredrick about it. They told me that it was just a bad weed trip. This was factual however, as this experience escalated to the point of me believing I was being watched through anything with electricity. As these hallucinations got worse, I didn’t mention what was going on to anyone again, not even my parents or best friends. I kept everything inside and tried to solve this “thing” that I thought was a real-life mystery. In doing so, I got so caught up in my thoughts that I failed to see the possibility that this all could have been in my head. Every day that this went on, I strayed further and further away from reality. 

These thoughts of being watched didn’t stop at my house. Instead, they made their way to school. During this time I was already so caught up in my own thoughts that I kept making up false reasons for what was happening that I came up with the thought that I had been betrayed by my own friend who had discovered this “device”, that “allowed access into electronic devices” in order for people to watch me. I truly believed that this was really happening to me and I was being laughed at constantly for looking out of the ordinary. I became extremely self conscious and I did actually screw up my face because of my anxiety which made it worse. My face was constantly flush and felt like a million degrees. During the first semester of my grade 11 year I started experiencing terrifying panic attacks. I was not getting sleep, I was not drinking water and I was still using marijuana on a regular basis. In every class I was frightened of the people around me. I did not talk and I did not get any work done. I constantly looked around and had the constant feeling of being crushed, I couldn’t escape, I couldn’t even get out of my chair to walk to the front of the class to ask to get out. Instead I suffered in my seat with the constant feeling of being watched during the middle of class. I believe that these experiences that my mind created gave me a form of ptsd and contributed to my sober-life anxiety.

These experiences happened so often, felt so real and were so severe that they took a toll on my brain and completely shattered my mental health. These paranoid thoughts carried over into my sober life. Even when I was sober, I was constantly worried about what people were thinking of me. I don’t know how but I eventually managed to quit. The February of my grade 11 year I finally gave up using marijuana. Unfortunately, my brain was already fried beyond belief and I suffered from traumatizing social anxiety for the rest of the school year and up until the middle of the summer. 

Today, I am approaching the end of my first semester in grade 12. I have been doing so much better and I have learned so much about anxiety. Since quitting, I realized that I was never being watched and it was all a made up reality in my head caused by weed. Marijuana took a toll on my mind and made me believe things were happening that weren’t. At the time, I thought I knew what reality was but I did not. I do now and I have found strength in something that destroyed me. I am not cured of anxiety but instead I have learned to cope. I have been clean from using marijuana for almost a year. I am proud of who I have become and what I have accomplished. I am a better version of myself than I ever have been but I've been shaped by the trauma I experienced as a result of marijuana. 

If anyone experiences anxiety, I would love to hear your stories. It takes time to heal but I managed and I know anyone who is dealing with anxiety in life can learn to cope and eventually overcome it. This took a lot of strength to write about as it has taken me a year to start but I am doing this in hopes of getting my story out there and hopefully to spread awareness on this subject.

Thank you for reading, much love and respect. Let me know your thoughts and your own stories down in the comments.",6.0484306659022025,7.403043000791764,6.5991984055478214,73.60641330166273,66.73555027711797,9.480689109127146,34.548912004805196,9.725611199111238,3.5145709613126925,5422,253,932,116,87,1769,408,1263,0.10800000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.091,-0.9165,9,0,4,0,0,0,104.0,1,5,6,26,41,40,4,3,57,0,114,23,9,28,5,184,215,72,0,14,21,4,6,2,4,11,9,1,2,3,83,60,2,5,40,5,0,21,16,16,0,11,98,23,166,24,188,90,20,157,1,5,13,3,51,73,1,14,61,728,249,21,0.0,0.0,0.02984227994752148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030622079863894775,0.0,0.0674929630858125,0.02445531579306168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159174905873733,0.0,0.3041232402849084,0.0,0.0,0.08553073973877348,0.03133346548202566,0.025165249795793262,0.10889296345802746,0.02858875749703446,0.03478987716376281,0.028731505049089244,0.0,0.05106709119169523,0.037283331890619234,0.03377389913596192,0.0,0.31008504387768737,0.03209248061326403,0.10818431536968386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241427766912377,0.03122623855779317,0.03497608970027728,0.0,0.06282945403544747,0.0,0.0,0.06412640968185143,0.19828075829692987,0.0,0.04883228344357034,0.0,0.0,0.07888789633152493,0.03152728291087559,0.0,0.031038691963955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031294598058044465,0.0,0.029957371595025005,0.0,0.0,0.025546189242346345,0.0,0.02708535807931867,0.0,0.0,0.06059464574898744,0.027661927250287925,0.10306198631283414,0.0,0.027483895056391525,0.3290509251764862,0.057657385714266485,0.034411706492812236,0.030924966991212374,0.0,0.08808659075372581,0.033499581327963206,0.0,0.15607119058448726,0.0,0.06706015659092097,0.09450606404257013,0.0,0.12781692052830748,0.0,0.03475934929917235,0.0,0.04891624086982802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633877465063964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627690901622664,0.0650115514565849,0.03446658835742141,0.0,0.0,0.03231011066487278,0.0,0.06074692400984436,0.0,0.141143747605858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722524981898169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031270762279052663,0.10800000361457428,0.02988029863324332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272009661342747,0.0,0.03338236603549009,0.02599855489547525,0.055200418342365935,0.1157445120046444,0.04082561101776033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163615731401916,0.03244121187397346,0.061755429986053774,0.0,0.0,0.13000946453049078,0.06744083691822271,0.0,0.02358566422817504,0.029534959427715637,0.0650456859712626,0.0,0.0,0.029342935686216882,0.0,0.0320892230729341,0.0,0.0621666714142522,0.0,0.0,0.035879775983518984,0.13582466607336496,0.0,0.0,0.1272045348438775,0.053403646647745995,0.0,0.0,0.08672572911885659,0.03447506131481172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574711565098645,0.0,0.0,0.09757878089905256,0.061177803677113014,0.0696148953309402,0.01959073226100005,0.06288395403785052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189845284787916,0.02436879986353096,0.0,0.0319022626038859,0.06909480654971402,0.0,0.025296610075896567,0.034373905224354816,0.030602711249357314,0.062346194780588726,0.0,0.04708492029957527,0.0,0.0,0.08658049873360918,0.03259487873990863,0.024421727655227547,0.025566772885549142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02299282516175922,0.049159098071555565,0.0,0.05630906409630015,0.0,0.0,0.040632818538764194,0.01959483053299872,0.0,0.24277601382599234,0.16048628199633036,0.0,0.028986858021089638,0.02922109892096688,0.10192860303533292,0.02076223788369363,0.0,0.0,0.031835510448248026,0.0,0.2905302674886749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02427347773545779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669709388405837,0.027594258711674258,0.0,0.035166211029869214,0.0,0.0,0.022263060150276792,0.03105611041314953,0.06232854152444476,0.06517079853928964,0.0,0.0,0.11815752422081653
anxiety,bryxny,2020/01/09,Best cbd oil products? So my main issue is going to university 3x a week. The morning before I set off I feel very anxious and overthink which often results in me skipping class. I heard some people say cbd oil helps them relax and I'm interested in trying something that I can take in the morning to get me through the first few hours. Curious if anyone has ny experience or any products they can recommend? I am a student so I need something that wont break the bank,3.467173913043478,5.529261586956526,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,74.43478260869566,6.773913043478261,29.97826086956522,7.645422480735847,2.079104347826088,374,17,68,5,8,124,69,92,0.024,0.7909999999999999,0.185,0.9356,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,3,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,13,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,11,3,7,11,4,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,3,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285435168029503,0.0,0.0,0.2871564255150563,0.0,0.17773189275356924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162925073077124,0.0,0.2667512213724921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486414673731117,0.0,0.0,0.1285234509482016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162094251462761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280104486884445,0.0,0.14445905555575972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037468517801016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503207848264761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653028478845201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847477715573693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762197062225003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021379216428619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39136768981787706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111530419273606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725747654300199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097290455779235,0.0,0.0,0.20389168053018367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MarieKateT,2020/01/09,"DEA have any experience with Ketamine for anxiety? Within the last year or so, my psychiatrist opened a new office which offers Ketamine, or the nasal spray form of Ketamine. This is typically only given for treatment resistant depression. He would be giving it to me off label. Has anyone used Ketamine for anxiety, and if so, what were the effects?",6.366885245901643,8.859880114754098,6.964721311475412,66.85855737704918,67.52459016393442,9.47016393442623,33.511475409836066,9.888512548439397,4.00516786885246,281,13,40,7,5,92,51,61,0.113,0.85,0.036000000000000004,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,2,0,9,9,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,8,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177619047149171,0.0,0.4899378256600235,0.0,0.0,0.22390663074649506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27580669356881377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31323850976239603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30718607032810064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26102362611084623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092723516663961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243543220308908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765689474363648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274764834032476,0.0,0.0,0.20621243486207527
anxiety,ArcadiusOfArcadia,2020/01/09,"I think I realized something about the source of my daily anxiety... I didn't sleep well last night (it wasn't one of those nights where I'm painfully aware of each passing minute, but rather one where I seemingly slept but I don't feel like I spent much time in deep, restful sleep). In the early morning, still lying in bed but awake, I started thinking about the anxiety symptoms I was feeling (upset rumbling stomach/stomach butterflies, feeling like pooping) and connecting them to what I've read on this subreddit and in other places before: my body/mind is in fight or flight mode because it perceives impending danger. So I wondered, not for the first time, what is it that I actually fear? What am I so scared of? What threat do I see?

What I came up with is that, for as long as I can remember, I've felt anxiety about doing things (like things all across the spectrum of activities, from cooking to working out to sports to doing homework to having conversations), and I think I experience fear about all of these varied things because (this is the big realization), for whatever reason, my sense of self worth is tied to the outcomes of all these things that I do. So if I go to cook something, for example, and it doesn't turn out the way that I hoped or expected, it's not just some small disappointment; my sense of my value as a person suffers. 

If my sense of my self worth was not impacted at all by the outcome of an activity, then I think it makes sense that I wouldn't feel anxiety about doing it in the first place because then the stakes really aren't that high (with the cooking example, the stakes are just the cost of the ingredients, the time you spent that could have been spent on something else, and maybe some other potential consequences that I'm not thinking of; none of these seem like survival-threatening concerns that would trigger intense anxiety symptoms). But if my sense of my self worth is at stake, then I think I can understand why I feel those symptoms of anxiety (upset stomach, stomach butterflies, other symptoms). It IS a big deal and it IS scary to potentially lose your sense that you matter and that you are valuable and that you should exist. Believing that you are bad or don't have value can lead to worrying that others will treat you as such, that you won't belong anywhere, then maybe depression sets in. So lots of painful stuff. 

I want to figure out how to make my sense of self worth an unconditional thing, as opposed to it being tied to the outcomes of moment to moment decisions and actions, because then maybe I won't feel such uncomfortable anxiety symptoms in response to non life threatening, daily choices. If you read this, thank you. If you can relate, if you have thoughts or advice, anything on the subject of anxiety and one's sense of self worth, I'm open to hearing it and hopefully learning from what you think. Thanks ♥️",11.466465705548275,7.927129348623854,10.228676277850592,67.95204892966363,58.26605504587156,13.536915683704677,43.567059851463526,11.303756567709739,4.755559196155527,2305,96,420,43,21,725,233,545,0.16,0.75,0.09,-0.9935,0,0,3,0,1,0,68.0,0,13,1,5,19,26,3,5,22,0,42,17,6,6,4,88,81,40,0,15,21,0,7,4,0,6,8,1,2,6,50,19,3,1,26,6,9,5,14,15,1,5,12,9,50,11,74,61,11,54,0,4,1,0,24,28,0,18,23,302,100,6,0.0,0.0,0.06267956276295167,0.0,0.0,0.06276516115707337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930883763290882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285611075275051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053629664909987614,0.15661691702909689,0.0,0.054655302731084765,0.07236561685025741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734624168604529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128271332388135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621867737426962,0.05532151207635652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365622113275823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282961365575694,0.0,0.1445540166964111,0.19486078941118848,0.09177235926805423,0.06167121506167132,0.0,0.0,0.10926861713126176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03650359188085064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239228007956681,0.0,0.0,0.06786289830596566,0.0,0.12759047374486987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235631339201966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045367800428538926,0.12551883146003828,0.0,0.0,0.056841844435487114,0.0,0.07185733961718316,0.0,0.054606352335768125,0.0,0.0,0.08574852365916802,0.0,0.1935840792447049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485435021336919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721670258701545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055167728946414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305724559090547,0.0,0.1366912561330241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608346995796309,0.13421410395701058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284954766198291,0.0,0.0411476111907301,0.0660395042005727,0.0,0.0,0.0727604731396876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430579209618573,0.0,0.05118327832826513,0.11694580876539035,0.33503135060002504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855348611726233,0.0,0.0,0.14834299971193654,0.0,0.0,0.0454625770380493,0.0,0.05129444580097112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352839140117641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337996696869728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826936558981807,0.0,0.0,0.21335897460874326,0.28809353329156456,0.0,0.05099172859012521,0.11235971249148488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986418383834933,0.0,0.06686606649158841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03788472851111747,0.05098306744224145,0.0,0.0,0.05775080439595676,0.0,0.05795790649565176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965508191767134,0.04676046463067041,0.06522904500719406,0.0,0.04562740251458067,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hxllygolightly,2020/01/09,"Irrational fears of EVERYTHING Hi everyone, I’ve been noticing lately that I’m having panic attacks over things that could only potentially happen in the future instead of focusing on the present.

For example, in August last year I bought tickets to a sold out gig in a very big and well known arena. Since then I’ve had an irrational fear of something happening at said gig and just this week alone thinking about it (it’s happening next week) I’ve had 3 panic/anxiety attacks thinking about it and I’ve decided to not go.

Not only that, but all this talk of WW3 (which is my biggest fear EVER since I was young literally as long as I can remember) I’ve been really stressed and on edge, some days I’ve been too scared to even leave the house and one night I nearly threw up with how much anxiety I was feeling.

I have what I assume is a wart on my foot, my family and friends all think it looks normal but I for some reason am freaking out in case it’s something more than that or in case I start getting warts on my face, so much so that I am constantly washing my hands and face now and have made 2 appointments at the doctors.

Whenever I have sex, I start going into panic mode in case I am pregnant, I’ll do 2 pregnancy tests and think ‘what if they’re wrong’ and do more and still not believe them and just freak out completely.

I am a nervous wreck and I’ve never felt this amount of immense anxiety over literally everything ever before. Is it worth talking to someone about meds? Please help.",6.25630421865716,6.1636343333333325,6.7184789067142,78.01144385026741,65.93602693602692,10.22055852644088,32.958803723509604,9.916854025145753,3.0752069320657562,1195,46,231,24,17,390,167,297,0.168,0.778,0.054000000000000006,-0.9847,0,1,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,16,15,2,8,9,0,22,9,4,3,5,49,43,23,0,3,9,0,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,18,18,0,0,11,1,3,3,4,13,1,1,13,5,20,2,38,29,9,47,0,0,1,1,7,22,0,5,22,151,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987740013626225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188721336293818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169930634551191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811523884077572,0.10744872597071924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999306709062496,0.103060508483845,0.0,0.07614475562855758,0.0,0.0,0.06150541367941977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761468615490827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299063061819847,0.17253427791244902,0.0,0.09112960851425826,0.17142384711197886,0.0,0.08990584170547061,0.32195147925262657,0.048221665838915934,0.0,0.09156964005647447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736822102559881,0.0,0.04982660799627327,0.0,0.1084013268087976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25300470253132595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392414050083105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004355532919433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773884083841963,0.10758090785129708,0.10098249066490017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439897332813492,0.0800863291986924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024089148037508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593397347878564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140215056772369,0.0,0.07355480892336058,0.0,0.10142650545304008,0.08949778017638868,0.09344182452602436,0.0,0.10857876531208473,0.0,0.0,0.06462481606113714,0.1450655476897741,0.0,0.3356865477031671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468703105878148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109611983728613,0.09805569134818004,0.0,0.0,0.1080350099974082,0.0,0.09071819835106897,0.0,0.09548146943279356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778121002151674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080623620324169,0.146840143330358,0.0,0.0,0.13500599303097616,0.0,0.07616217605238103,0.0,0.1092453972261932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330872306655385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335923327667163,0.2444356032201301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786897945702485,0.0,0.0,0.15299926065359196,0.0,0.08574860031898826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427153604000214,0.0,0.0614148071249238
anxiety,bbwayy,2020/01/09,"Anxiety medication and alcohol? So I have been prescribed daily anxiety medication. I definitely am not a heavy drinker but I’m in college and I like to go out with my friends on the weekends. Do any of you drink on anxiety medication? Can I not take a pill the days I plan to drink or do I have to detox a few days? Anyone have this issue?

I want to be on anti-anxiety medication but I also don’t want to alter my life so much in this way.",0.36312252964427216,2.6471162608695664,3.832687747035575,82.48069169960476,87.47826086956522,7.693280632411067,24.66798418972332,8.575989854853784,2.1466608695652183,344,15,73,10,11,126,55,92,0.054000000000000006,0.797,0.149,0.8541,0,0,4,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,10,10,0,0,0,11,15,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,11,2,13,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,53,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959041526787302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269036367434521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791404737395176,0.0,0.4855869882088236,0.0,0.0,0.11095912661744828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468271651497666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109098598319684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260282511578087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018668730813163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563021883306264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208682270121346,0.07752749127481724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6394503980796812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665476662777605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931447365981016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719791603729666,0.1259600418619317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Smartpickles,2020/01/09,"Paralyzing anxiety I recently quit a new job to take care of my mental health and figure out what I need to do next. I have a history of severe depression and I don’t want the same thing to happen at my next job so I decided to take a break and be more mindful of my next steps.

The problem is, that the initial sense of relief has been replaced with this paralyzing anxiety. I’m constantly worried that I’ll run out of savings before I find something else. And I’m afraid that no one will hire me now after I quit. I also can’t ask anyone for help as I was just looking for a job a couple of months ago and turned down some offers for this one that didn’t work out.

Ironically, when I was still working, I was fantasizing about what I could do with some extra  free time. I thought I’d start working out, read more, watch good movies, find a hobby, sleep in, etc. And now that I have the time, I am wasting it. I can’t find peace and joy or get excited about new opportunities. 

The new job that I just walked out of was supposed to be a fresh start after the one that I hated. But it turns out, this whole industry might not be for me. It’s very fake and competitive and was contributing to my depression. I couldn’t get excited enough to ignore unfair treatment, and in my current fragile state, I chose to leave.

I keep telling myself that it’s no different than to still be looking for a job after I left the previous one. But I hate the fact that I posted this job on Facebook (and some people were jealous) and that the company had my pictures on their website so it’s kind of embarrassing and I haven’t told many people that I already quit.. I should’ve waited to announce it after I absolutely loved it there so that’s my own fault..

But that’s not the main issue. I can’t seem to snap out of this unproductive state. I’m not looking for another job yet which I should be. But what I really should be doing is taking care of my mental health. I need to move on but I feel stuck, numb and disinterested in my future..
I really need your advice, please!

TL;DR: Quit a job that was contributing to depression. Have some savings to work on myself and look for something more suitable but instead feeling overwhelmed by anxiety, can’t relax and think clearly.",4.211991150442478,5.298712311946908,5.295298672566375,82.25608960176993,70.79203539823007,8.393362831858408,27.620575221238926,8.751876143730069,1.9742221238938047,1783,61,358,31,32,589,206,452,0.102,0.8,0.09699999999999999,-0.2999,10,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,9,16,28,3,3,19,0,38,5,1,0,2,70,74,29,0,9,12,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,31,25,0,3,10,2,1,4,13,14,0,4,13,8,49,15,58,49,14,51,0,4,5,1,8,17,0,7,26,255,80,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400439187041178,0.05806048255819704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227924122751564,0.052379139652066704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868090503968738,0.15031855659129958,0.0,0.0,0.045798085365481515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123227089306639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055734412997712916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356020479912767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078062711760992,0.0,0.05229523543396153,0.07247286225031532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924132779350656,0.0,0.0,0.06843200866403414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471560560598518,0.0,0.0,0.06767747597647945,0.07304815918956042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623603548917709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795933712978533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844054260943934,0.0,0.0,0.05493704773904422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792012146495053,0.0,0.0,0.1293324488755854,0.0,0.13924371950690978,0.0,0.0,0.043902274684703986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836343374774871,0.5199773650486045,0.058218090574547424,0.0,0.06820662532303333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693534712986617,0.07116432937630203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200090291663703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059114968002735975,0.0,0.0,0.06640521491520207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201419760376676,0.06948357492530276,0.06613482972137018,0.0,0.052280290649602434,0.06961455697767993,0.0,0.14569895925297066,0.0,0.1897766249562828,0.20897524477397256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753395846613712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081684804705452,0.0,0.0,0.0718977018300154,0.0,0.0,0.06272947295072319,0.0,0.0,0.06267323412894557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786629369276016,0.06551624091722766,0.0,0.0839200531833903,0.0,0.06467188283760447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962738909480795,0.0,0.07399467976869882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065545818333564,0.0,0.0,0.10084791530590656,0.0,0.0,0.09272037361300296,0.0,0.10461439911242754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477401981231045,0.0,0.05724859002536727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435143036938997,0.04196880439539096,0.0,0.05199850551908045,0.07638542291271665,0.0,0.0,0.06258663899987038,0.0,0.0,0.14248715426399464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054043135332591065,0.038632721797073895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312675412602873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907347991841601,0.06651692246157287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,colorfullysarah,2020/01/09,"Having health anxiety is exhausting. I developed a health anxiety after my grandma passed away from her breast cancer returning about five years ago. (It was very abrupt as well.) And for the first three and a half years it was manageable but lately it’s been bad. 

And it’s just freaking exhausting which sucks because dealing with my GAD/depression is already taxing enough that I just want to cry some days and never get out of bed and ignore reality. 

These past few days I’ve been super anxious about my health. I’ve had some abdominal cramping and pain in my left side that’s new and naturally my mind goes to cancer. Any time my body hurts or aches or behaves differently my thoughts become obsessive over it and I know most of it’s amplified because I’m anxious and obsessive over it but I can’t stop. 

Thankfully I got bloodwork done last week and got the call today to say everything is good and came back negative so that’s relieved some of it. But they said there was a trace of blood in my urine when it was tested. And it’s most likely just remnants of my period that I had started that week and had just finished a couple days prior. 

But naturally my brain is going down that obsessive path thinking I could have a kidney infection because of the pain in my side/abdomen and I just wish I could turn it off. I make myself feel worse because I obsess over a mild pain or ache and it turns into a massive thing instead. 

And it’s like, I’m getting older and so my body will of course hurt and ache in new ways or more often but lmao when has logic ever gotten ride of anxiety right? 

I just needed to vent about how frustrating my anxiety is lately so if you read this far, thank you 🙏🏻",4.903504218040233,5.950511417910447,5.553718364698251,81.18742375081119,69.14925373134328,8.811161583387412,28.595068137573005,9.085049710711278,2.276334198572356,1355,47,261,25,23,439,185,335,0.256,0.6579999999999999,0.086,-0.9964,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,2,21,24,2,4,10,0,22,19,7,2,2,61,46,35,0,6,16,0,1,2,0,1,12,2,1,0,23,22,0,2,5,1,1,4,3,16,1,4,16,3,30,8,32,27,8,52,0,2,0,1,8,16,1,11,33,177,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072603604359853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049548979700333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192917012485528,0.0,0.27866621570584416,0.2057611966988103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855611175002701,0.07002545278144341,0.07603773944985433,0.22205613908805366,0.10057713814424453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231140676412,0.0,0.10166168961426028,0.09299032061738437,0.10415720706006916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542032289583307,0.10076469626888647,0.10003361046130296,0.17619343006497035,0.09388681703213424,0.07843649085434755,0.0,0.0,0.0951463810589488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319389210531258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940972951704435,0.0,0.0,0.08237596337894708,0.0,0.0,0.08184579158896339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604657378557638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746215320772447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515824647160162,0.0,0.051755881993270136,0.076383279995403,0.1456703442991943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29040217264365203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497974822937647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050048435410184264,0.07423234366537887,0.20545670188342088,0.0,0.09894534053332313,0.0,0.0,0.08898217263363073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078840797484851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195243326600362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752555793509947,0.07023703717925388,0.17590753631895745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907074136029296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693444001009418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109236080537048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777133238053828,0.08662625277237745,0.07242070342121744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445819852389828,0.0,0.0,0.07613668880992128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167685836201139,0.0,0.0,0.060501344350433875,0.05835251563631293,0.0,0.07229759460815778,0.053102317889596296,0.0,0.08632154705674616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811104978908056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514040356786339,0.05371409872673552,0.07228531457420218,0.14609805825369712,0.0,0.0818808140056357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472337974725453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280578333578332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728924742050433
anxiety,cleverusername82,2020/01/09,Whenever I have a bad day I can’t keep my tongue still and have to be constantly pressing it against my teeth I tried looking it up a while ago but I can’t find anyone with the same problem. Any advice? I have no other fidgeting problems or visible nervousness,4.000576923076924,5.555729442307693,5.1376923076923084,81.38230769230772,71.88461538461539,9.046153846153846,32.230769230769226,9.516144504307137,3.1380230769230764,209,10,40,5,4,69,41,52,0.282,0.718,0.0,-0.9319,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,9,8,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813341820117845,0.2552074614003321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578300965574175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013075432400125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038587061473876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31111942869063325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856727610491237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26313691259978217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25590023452203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24176489474756346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509660366244652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299186473057869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954663370524482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,manifestcontent,2020/01/09,"Can't Focus on Schoolwork! I (27 with GAD, on Buspirone) am in my semester of university (bachelors)..hopefully. I took 15 credit hours in order to graduate in May, and I'm working 19 hours a week. All classes require lots of reading. I'm having a hard time keeping the negativity out (surrounding how much I have to read and how I'll never get it all done) and focus on the readings. I'll read something, but can barely tell you what I read afterwards because of it.

I just wanted to vent..but also ask: has anyone else has had this issue and found a way to overcome it? Should I drop a class? I won't graduate and I've been an undergrad longer than I'd care to admit because of my anxiety/depression. Any advice, comments welcome.",3.922746212121215,5.417628256944448,5.740454545454547,77.2227272727273,71.9861111111111,8.56969696969697,31.146464646464647,9.095868883498916,2.8837305555555566,575,26,105,12,11,198,97,144,0.045,0.8590000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.8382,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,2,3,22,23,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,2,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,1,10,3,18,15,4,18,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,6,69,15,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892973521753407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369563541073062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668246317265766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099410613668181,0.14567296115676528,0.0,0.0,0.13291249136724753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333458890503314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495477065004614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245333052467862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549226193767878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876723420007458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588527211967185,0.0,0.0,0.07427948446198239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735901368371244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800233818249364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483915942575623,0.0,0.12636982669514826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208703352520378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451345726401996,0.0,0.10965252314457152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7110569866445675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945166230980834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426540150408386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290217491035128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795934902516126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385727374563684,0.11285024892396145,0.1140425433461504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350358144592747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nugey6,2020/01/09,Developing health anxiety Hey guys. I just want some input on my situation I know everyone’s situation is not the same. Here lately I have developed health anxiety. I freak out about the smallest sensation I feel. Or I’ll over think something that isn’t that serious. And I’m constantly anxious. My feet stay cold and sweaty as do my hands (is that common with anxiety)? Also I get real shaky. I’ve been to the doctor because I’ve had a couple panic attacks and I’ve had blood work done EKG all is well. I’m just curious how do you all handle your anxiety?,1.2051212121212167,3.844330481818183,3.6827272727272735,81.72075757575759,89.63636363636363,7.660606060606061,23.696969696969692,8.447377352677275,2.292951515151516,443,18,83,13,15,153,76,110,0.182,0.765,0.053,-0.9013,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,7,6,1,2,4,0,11,6,3,1,2,20,18,7,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,3,11,1,7,14,4,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,51,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059066190190813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996951058962956,0.18448211009958504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577691348360525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954594393105014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646889594827694,0.0,0.0,0.18068794398040594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714409959266244,0.0,0.16711222659875338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603980262944928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256920382567433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531732116699417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616923160376772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471597589589944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974521065960507,0.0,0.18420910504829904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159694089533252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587073944223606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671112712987759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571603980809445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405568692205378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463581459397958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631835772913637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682598650067696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188840817100181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rhapsodypenguin,2020/01/09,"Full-time anxiety, no relief, no idea what to do Hello all, I’m posting here because my family is at our wits end attempting to help my step-mother. 

She is 74, and prior to this incident in remarkably good health. For almost a year (since last March), she’s rapidly deteriorated to a state of literal constant anxiety. 

She has no moments of clarity, and is essentially panicked all the time about something or other, almost all relating to her health but almost all unfounded or exaggerated. For example, she’s started to believe she can’t swallow without choking so we are now pureeing all her food. However she’s had swallow studies done and discussed with doctors and there are no actual issues. Yet she panics at every mealtime that she will choke, and even with the puréed food, she worries about it. 

That’s one example, I could give ten others about debilitating fears that don’t have a basis in reality, and she is constantly focusing on them. 

There was a doc that suspected dementia but that’s since been ruled out based on a dementia test she took.

She’s been on multiple medications - none with ANY relief whatsoever. 

This just doesn’t feel right, we have no idea what caused this state to where she has such overwhelming anxiety. She’s not sleeping and can barely function at all anymore. She can’t make decisions, can’t go shopping, can’t even decide whether she wants cheese on her salad or not. Literally every decision sends her into a panic spiral. 

Has anyone had any experience with something so debilitating? Any advice?

Thanks for reading.",6.178554602052834,8.057854212014135,6.9279050984351365,69.39553592461722,66.95053003533569,10.19612990072354,33.97089012283359,10.398101306919678,4.038607740198553,1254,58,201,34,21,414,164,283,0.141,0.795,0.064,-0.963,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,1,1,15,8,0,4,8,0,27,10,1,2,7,46,36,15,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,13,15,5,0,7,2,1,3,15,4,0,2,7,1,27,4,31,27,7,31,0,1,0,0,29,13,0,6,12,147,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.10769090712389703,0.0,0.0,0.1078379752958014,0.0,0.0,0.3315148404574704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251362760929188,0.0,0.2532646326054188,0.0,0.10944285838018136,0.07716302981578546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727159987378198,0.0,0.0,0.12433269441679813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336534794048955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385098676973351,0.0,0.08810977093937009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295338157473572,0.0,0.11293184230142775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774208895790673,0.0,0.0,0.14577734183480434,0.0,0.18595829165092956,0.0,0.0,0.10794871231666876,0.10403320692790227,0.1241804545232152,0.05579898308568799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668842656155333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586291180701107,0.06271749115092592,0.09256083565174884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460516295012546,0.0,0.0,0.0739688679874358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24915552565357724,0.0,0.1151823189657384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995434291992689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366305610900763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117140977247768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477964428597092,0.0,0.0,0.2589564624326426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568992465509087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103852183114308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424286984436607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257417938732745,0.0,0.110435051902517,0.0,0.0,0.16991388686904899,0.0,0.0,0.07811008797131284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016003837925906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434909471289604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260885944426947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509044734301013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063786237801419,0.0,0.0,0.11207121935768012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106523021045955
anxiety,nemis123,2020/01/09,"Super anxious being in a UK and not a native speaker or used to a culture I usually work from home and avoid people, now I'm put into the freaking war. I leave the office every half an hour for a smoke cause I couldn't handle it. When I'm in the shop I'm shaking. I keep thinking how to say something, did I say it right, did I understood.",4.728424657534248,3.8420938630136985,6.39873287671233,81.69207191780822,69.27397260273972,8.395890410958902,30.578767123287676,7.1686216300943375,1.7970849315068491,264,9,56,2,4,92,52,73,0.198,0.746,0.055999999999999994,-0.7845,0,1,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,2,8,0,4,0,0,3,0,13,11,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,1,2,2,4,0,1,3,3,6,1,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900429719886503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637425660024648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631441132786366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575310202244048,0.0,0.25283705301518944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282021905700464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27185044919543844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779910974447652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580944786970016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192544438997122,0.0,0.4083396945741027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976508930481124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645085402856062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217408131415988,0.28276269193222303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690968117559897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,platoee,2020/01/09,"I had a panic attack while getting my braces removed. I was very embarrassed by the whole situation as I did it in front of my girlfriend (who is very understanding and the most supportive person in my life) and in front of an orthodontist who I had never had before. She was a very lovely lady however but I found it hard to see past my own struggles at the time.

So, for some reason I had an overwhelming feeling of being “trapped” and unable to escape the position I was in. Having my jaw open felt like a major stress and I had to tap the orthodontist on her wrist and get her to stop halfway through about every five minutes. she would sit me up and let me rest but every time I sat up I would go very pale in the face and start to feel sick. 

As I laid back down my chest started feeling as if there was a weight pushing down on it and my heart felt as if it stopped beating and I was trying so hard to not completely freak out and jump out of my seat. So I quickly tapped the orthodontist on the wrist and asked if I could get some fresh air, which of course she allowed. Luckily when I came back I just had to take a mould for my retainer and then I was free to go home.

I was very embarrassed by it all and I just wanted to get this whole story off my chest, thank you for reading.",4.767023584905662,4.77841610566038,5.563714622641512,84.67311910377363,69.0754716981132,8.738207547169813,28.260613207547173,8.472884824447931,1.7313820754716982,1008,31,219,14,16,330,139,265,0.133,0.757,0.11,-0.7586,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,12,13,1,6,15,0,21,11,7,2,2,46,45,28,0,7,8,0,8,1,1,2,2,0,1,1,9,17,1,3,8,1,1,8,2,8,0,1,19,9,37,6,41,21,9,41,0,1,1,1,12,18,0,6,15,164,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055305711468591,0.12842095735016806,0.0,0.1736004542628762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605530466859724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910832948710388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835590686348002,0.0,0.0,0.0901280645501968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021796033373187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123144104560692,0.0,0.21677118435069184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377062254230164,0.0,0.0,0.2359072902518441,0.0,0.12830826889260008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202242382435016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376715738804848,0.0,0.0,0.11323107205165035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543073894863738,0.0797327555525358,0.055149038588542615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018815119163486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870624971069674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324441348161033,0.0,0.0,0.10775980502364146,0.0,0.0985652722516234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291376626329165,0.0,0.0,0.11606274925161718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995331007402765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268854671718577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597986460671728,0.0,0.0,0.18875085041900866,0.12930734535474073,0.11801004951007392,0.0,0.0,0.12809853858312914,0.0,0.0,0.08487413179296162,0.0,0.0,0.10392770122038453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316462249350636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664029548609881,0.0,0.0,0.11751541145864455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657023865875548,0.0665814469517669,0.0,0.0,0.13746134916965005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520601642396245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037799923417534,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,subversivesenior,2020/01/09,"Super anxious today, can't take meds I woke up super anxious today but don't want to take lorazepam because I'll just veg all day. I'm an artist and work at home so the temptation to do that is strong. But, in the end,  I'll just be more anxious because I won't have gotten anything done. So I need some tools to get through today. Go!",1.0219919517102625,2.9796185633802814,2.6586720321931594,94.06676056338031,81.67605633802819,4.620523138832998,22.818913480885314,5.288315135182226,0.11229416498993937,262,9,57,1,7,86,49,71,0.096,0.769,0.135,0.7012,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,17,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,7,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,32,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6135893700898004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898495310443058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207272130566877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167593172214818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852723204392412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603525033929352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458875863237952,0.0,0.10289228335304257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160331598985685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011006458457537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342428835728079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722472462034297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148296620888789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067852783759578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180322068587474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notaverywickedwitch,2020/01/09,"First week at new job and and already had to take 2 days off because of anxiety; don't know if I can make it I'm a 22 years old Brazilian about to start my final year at college (law). When I was 20 I got my first internship and it was awful, I could not handle more than two weeks. 
After about a year I was able to get a new one, the people were great and the job was pretty easy still, on my first week I had breakdown and had to take a day off (it took about four days to get better. I went back to work and everything was fine). 
The day I had that breakdown my dad said something really hurtful to me: 'if this happens every time you get a new job you're never going to be able to work anywhere'. That really crushed me and even though I've forgiven him for saying that I still can't get it off my mind.
By the beginning of December I got an internship offer at the place I dream I'll work once college is done so quit my job. My first day at the new internship was this Tuesday, yesterday (wed) I couldn't make it, my anxiety was so bad I couldn't leave the house. I got a doctor's note that gave me 2 days off. I didn't go to work today as well... The doctor said if still felt bad she could give me Friday off too, I don't want to miss so many days (specially in my first week) but I don't know if I can do it. The thing my dad told me before keeps echoing in my head, my chest hurts and I can't stop crying...
Luckily my mom is really supportive of me so I'm not dealing with this alone, but I don't know what to do....",1.3450156180276664,2.5495839879518094,3.2802543507362785,93.44582552431952,78.09638554216869,6.8462293618920125,20.73003123605533,7.526774132740827,0.4100973672467645,1172,28,284,16,27,396,156,332,0.08199999999999999,0.855,0.064,-0.7734,4,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,11,16,11,0,0,16,1,31,4,2,2,1,33,64,21,0,9,8,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,15,9,0,2,4,1,0,4,12,5,1,8,24,4,42,6,36,35,1,56,0,3,0,0,15,13,0,4,39,179,57,12,0.14719078440406885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076222631112317,0.08121434536030372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260054719021916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659031383091352,0.12289815681422556,0.04486306799862623,0.0,0.0626242582071671,0.0,0.0,0.06508914373658921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751986432351555,0.0,0.08084108256054895,0.33224057702795873,0.0758736177974702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506560048451321,0.0,0.07531363799708979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048609062454769085,0.0,0.062007292073452215,0.0,0.06614279305290499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066311781263436,0.08062015484297756,0.0,0.3130010150541347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380221955107093,0.0705994062849914,0.08365191478978999,0.0,0.17658287463297515,0.08113917971730114,0.0,0.0,0.06508016227174382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553010467045163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491920149464645,0.15757077897676794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921282832208392,0.06541496609318034,0.0,0.0,0.12133830860537073,0.0,0.0,0.07792689400620348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825099154488824,0.07461417643929771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431036643604859,0.08619403387017156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676130347822349,0.2843155535625636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722598403853212,0.07837669080140097,0.04987014241981915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102177842882443,0.0,0.07689152087037192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487297189055986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827775864275162,0.0,0.0,0.1414412782870295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001214231874148,0.0585260097818068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056657328462675065,0.0,0.0,0.0520911973940048,0.0,0.17632012583876505,0.06152904326442023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351517892601347,0.0,0.0,0.11066915175272396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889350840285487,0.0,0.07230709917428305,0.0,0.04291406503147276,0.0,0.06975982652418836,0.07032355111028933,0.08176718866212132,0.0,0.0,0.07189200435265178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043408469111622064,0.0,0.2361351376753893,0.0,0.0661710960409169,0.06822366589196918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431328815988715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217905897518687
anxiety,Throw-me-away999,2020/01/09,"Maybe i should start smoking pot again I used to be a massive wake and bake gravity bong pot head.

Somewhere along the years i've stopped though and focused on ""cleaner""/""healthier"" activities like strength training and yoga.

I've had my share of depression, panic attacks, and burn out. My life is steady now though, in a sense that i have my daily routines, staying fit, mildly entertained, and productive. It's become pretty mundane and suburban i guess.

My anxiety is still high though, to the point that my sleep is severely disrupted (sometimes waking literally every hour). I look like shit when i look at the mirror so maybe i'm just deluding myself.

I'm thinking of starting smoking pot again, to help ease out the anxiety and maybe get to be a little bit more chill of a person.",6.376250000000002,7.86887190277778,6.251000000000001,75.89399999999998,66.08333333333333,9.371111111111107,33.84444444444444,9.642632912329526,3.394416111111111,630,28,106,13,10,198,96,144,0.13699999999999998,0.696,0.16699999999999998,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,1,8,0,8,7,5,1,0,16,18,12,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,10,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,12,5,13,14,2,20,0,1,2,0,3,9,1,1,12,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162679810137523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080845108938938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611231915933216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431991316037474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217463801408894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190952637397166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738506524341146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557153044297261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506806272656236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474535137189094,0.1493462832906131,0.0,0.0,0.1392033721987065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998411878096423,0.13811501887983546,0.1416719661172698,0.0,0.0,0.23740037302234496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260216327496684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658462654002631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342322537565778,0.0,0.0,0.13362344936865422,0.0,0.0,0.14380593049797674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968766959536393,0.14509592741585356,0.0,0.0,0.1414542101422216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398008682903031,0.0,0.200099526514003,0.1506625602309042,0.11288399147481455,0.11817670777411506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057273564198436,0.4166332422425837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208285366124498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091026135586636
anxiety,livinlarger14,2020/01/09,"Hanging out with a friend for the first time in years. I have GAD and made the mistake of isolating myself for the past almost 2 years. I have my boyfriend and family that I mainly socialize with. I haven’t had any one on one time with a girlfriend since the anxiety started. I was just so scared. I still am honestly but I made plans to go see a friend a few towns over in her new apartment. She also suffers from gad and we have a lot of similarities. She can socialize and drive normal though. I get a lot of my anxiety from driving and leading up to events. I’m really nervous but she assures me not to worry/no judgement because she completely understands how I feel. This will be the first time hanging with a friend where my boyfriend isn’t involved. He’s my support but I’m trying to become independent. 
We are catching up and having a movie night so I’m really excited but terrified of driving there/leading up to hanging. Can anyone give me tips or advice on how to cope with this??",2.4061224489795947,4.8194867551020435,3.824857142857145,85.09514285714287,79.40816326530611,6.98122448979592,26.636734693877553,8.07648339933343,1.9089171428571423,788,33,151,15,20,259,112,196,0.10300000000000001,0.78,0.11699999999999999,0.598,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,4,9,11,0,2,13,0,14,0,0,6,1,35,27,17,0,2,7,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,14,0,0,2,0,0,9,3,4,0,4,4,2,23,7,28,21,4,34,0,1,1,0,16,12,0,4,13,110,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920704059264336,0.0,0.0,0.14264980935840307,0.0,0.0,0.11392257322772488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687544249903876,0.0,0.21795797442150303,0.0,0.0,0.09960903841483393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684028338508906,0.15733223525144735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936314183447313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429550044935987,0.0,0.0720303889435136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423471961209065,0.0,0.0,0.3301850840669269,0.0,0.0744277471810425,0.1366574494815073,0.08096142673828205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422231877075262,0.0,0.26959195203476816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375855706241353,0.0,0.1336859646703421,0.13957732166874462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306469634776025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599104149796953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252282239771625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142624010607945,0.0,0.1135195476687532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784165611151723,0.0,0.0,0.2904333356585295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083158699049537,0.0,0.11376610634239122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165817739244914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399629865536783,0.0,0.2492029458609486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671874964491757,0.0,0.0,0.14830245092608893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834748910946616
anxiety,ShasLa40,2020/01/09,"DAE experience 'burnout' for several days after one very rough day? After a day where I'm an absolute mess and have to push through some very tricky anxiety I'll end up feeling burned out for about 2 weeks afterwards. I struggle to eat and I wake up exhausted every morning and fell dizzy and in general have a much higher baseline of anxiety that usual. 

Anyone else have this? Could it be something like Adrenal Fatigue?",5.5403846153846175,7.477988423076923,5.667179487179487,77.58615384615388,68.61538461538461,9.302564102564103,34.7948717948718,9.725611199111238,3.678471794871795,339,17,58,8,6,107,62,78,0.213,0.7390000000000001,0.048,-0.8907,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,5,4,1,0,0,9,7,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,2,2,1,13,5,2,16,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,10,34,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300299358362793,0.0,0.0,0.15082707867887896,0.22101691522712386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222417763502254,0.0,0.0,0.41733875971888496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072171549550595,0.18019519562528488,0.0,0.19105203329478834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817421241285092,0.0,0.0,0.2110024575854472,0.0,0.0,0.10906774438689568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538335495914224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856917948799973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616838295781104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368707334005066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660614885432446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255033859982784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23757035853781736,0.35596109137809656,0.0,0.0,0.1730268330846733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brock2845,2020/01/09,"Urge to flee (career related) I just don't know what to do with that sort of behavior. Whenever I feel anxiety related to my career (not even started), I feel the job i am applying for is pointless and the urge to take on another career.


For example, I just applied to some university online classes to get a paper that'll allow me to start my career. A well paying job with a lot of stability.


What was I just doing? Looking for other jobs that I feel, for the moment, are more interesting. I was just looking for a job in a field 100% unrelated.


I know my mind is playing tricks on itself, I just want to stop spinning around and don't know how.",4.138527131782946,5.1074082790697695,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,70.86046511627906,9.454263565891472,29.837209302325586,9.725611199111238,2.8735488372093023,504,20,97,12,9,177,73,129,0.046,0.8690000000000001,0.085,0.5709,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,0,8,0,11,0,0,2,0,25,24,3,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,2,5,14,3,21,21,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,4,74,21,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826761339739116,0.13327145668202667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155085328266447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506517016033475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642599763193966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101841133095567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6915128356719508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28722654627695643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29258786604691644,0.0,0.0,0.1481085386007387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590413241557715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466158444250629,0.0,0.0,0.14564876332702242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098550079808965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275456123796076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663722032756347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuiveringSpirit,2020/01/09,"Impossible to sleep while home alone. This is going to be a lifelong issue. Grew up in a really messed up area where I was constantly feeling the need to check (sometimes more than twice) every window and door before going to sleep (I lived with my mother) we had a few very bad break ins and we were mixed up in scary crowds. 

Anyway the point is, I have recently moved out into a house with another family member due to circumstances that I had no control over, and I've been left for a week without anyone here.  

I am absolutely not coping with this situation, I am uber paranoid and losing sleep over it.  To the point where I am on the verge of a total breakdown.  This is a worse area than before, so many sketchy folks around.  But like I am irrationally jumping out of bed at every little bump I hear

Our dog isn't allowed inside after we go to bed but I have been letting him in recently.  I don't know if this was better of worse given than when he is outside at night time he tends to carry out his own paranoia parade , essentially the dog equivalent of me being loud around the house to let invisible intruders know I'm up and angry.  He is asleep next to me now but he seriously pays less attention to his surroundings and doesn't seem to bat an eye even when I'm up and looking around.  He is just that comfortable.  However, he's not a big dog, in fact he's a Jack Russell Terrier, his only superpower is loudness.  

So yeah I'm up at almost. 4AM losing my mind here and it gets worse the longer I stay up.  I have had this horrible feeling before and I didn't sleep until it was well and truly daylight and I had informed friends and family that I was going to be asleep alone in case someone broke in while I was asleep.  

I guess I have a severe fear of burglars or something?  My friend suggested I might have some kind of PTSD from all the shit I dealt with at the old house for years but I'm not sure, I seem to function well enough in the day time and my anxiety is nowhere near how bad it was in highschool.  

TLDR; need advice, I am so paranoid that I can't sleep and I am sweating and shaking and on my way to huddling in a corner",3.637770737327191,4.846099168202767,4.8436146313364095,84.49256480414748,72.29493087557604,7.8213133640553,25.774481566820285,8.278499904357787,1.5363366359447004,1685,53,345,26,32,557,220,434,0.156,0.758,0.085,-0.9815,3,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,4,0,0,4,19,19,1,2,22,1,43,11,11,3,4,63,65,31,0,3,11,1,2,1,2,1,0,3,5,0,13,30,0,1,8,0,2,8,10,10,2,1,15,7,40,9,67,44,8,75,0,3,2,0,22,45,1,8,20,238,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941959197412521,0.0,0.0,0.08138374040709137,0.16834981537704913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852224245128277,0.06217405859060182,0.0,0.0,0.05682836984510351,0.0,0.0,0.21705212487891665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572007229301208,0.0,0.0,0.20747346595329488,0.0,0.0,0.07187986803393304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782785619984858,0.0911552195812772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241472905206012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397732359949818,0.0,0.05368042647237785,0.0,0.13695297604217171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323497725750454,0.09145536164178283,0.08218871797399173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558351714059962,0.0,0.04246208587947039,0.0,0.184758571113168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953200021275043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916012201674696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152401734679485,0.0,0.0,0.28133636332740064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482849153834815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463391643584241,0.0893316571635056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830397160278178,0.16621546354536884,0.0,0.039706161012946765,0.08145746846788914,0.07176605130637849,0.0,0.06824932952411211,0.18184867170056448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239864358366744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862184142088873,0.08206313720445754,0.0,0.0,0.08638094276125273,0.0,0.12052664467519535,0.0,0.0,0.08643536371819012,0.07626973981764955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528294002368128,0.0,0.0,0.061812212308495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365958716924868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500445408583473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206593006747105,0.0,0.1604956909069663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797681140319482,0.0,0.09181600049234732,0.08342615166724414,0.0,0.0913548979034322,0.40666132397613375,0.0,0.06886283211402734,0.06256836484949722,0.08038163888482038,0.0,0.0,0.08662681182204825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659937788705838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478254449759717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705920690265904,0.0,0.06451117688870638,0.06519275550378835,0.0,0.14614939997768228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834482122103399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484741336606028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233751441809309
anxiety,krazykakes262,2020/01/09,"Is this normal or just me? For reference,  I have moderate to severe anxiety and depression. 

I never used to be afraid of the dark, but now I am. I'll go into a dark room,think 'wow, this isn't so bad.' Then my brain will go, oh yeah,aren't you afraid of the dark? And then I get scared.  I get random anxiety attacks everyday that make it hard to function.  
I always have nightmares of varying degrees every night.  Sometimes I will be falling asleep and think someone is about to attack me and wake myself up with my fists ready to defend.  I don't have any recollection of being attacked in the past, but is it possible that i have been and my brain has blocked it out? Or is it just my anxiety's paranoia? Wondering if anyone else has had this experience before.",2.672942857142857,4.839523513333333,4.0859047619047635,84.85200000000003,77.2,7.219047619047619,25.380952380952376,8.192908349453996,1.7088952380952382,597,22,116,11,14,197,94,150,0.21,0.769,0.021,-0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,5,9,3,3,4,0,20,4,4,2,1,25,28,13,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,2,1,17,1,16,21,0,14,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,5,7,83,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416396827814767,0.0,0.0,0.10147551341243297,0.0,0.3424613625425568,0.0,0.0,0.10433891245208324,0.1528947240131203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092818734450429,0.0,0.0,0.12459344496040595,0.0,0.0,0.12697622601314346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33316035487587026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852397607892407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465514087600943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257252725730583,0.0,0.0,0.14596693870903274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592380612665566,0.0,0.16961166076638606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336728593496439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960629048210744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508856640519345,0.0,0.0,0.1400339606303625,0.14620506509901832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244849261601944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682244496092289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939642419207647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685774493124388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643461409736514,0.0,0.1475835538696327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122980240697074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887918101094198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182399479258575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,medusalive,2020/01/09,"Why do I feel guilty when I get a gift/present? Not sure if this is the right r/ to post in, but I couldn't find a more suitable one.

Essentially, when I am given a gift, present, or someone wants to do me a favour out of pure kindness, I feel extremely guilty and bad about myself. I have always been someone who does everything for himself so I find it hard to accept kind gestures, and when it comes to receiving presents or someone asking me ""Hey what would you like for your birthday?"" I always get really anxious, guilty, and sad... eventually, I'll simply reply with something like ""Oh you don't have to get me anything, I'm fine :)"" or ""It's cool, I just get myself what I want anyway haha"". It's not something I noticed until my (ex) girlfriend pointed it out to me. And that reminds me of when we had an argument a few years ago and she said ""you never let me do anything for you and it makes me so upset"", but that's something that belongs in r/relationship_advice lol. 

So now I sit here feeling anxious/sad once again as I was asked once more what I wanted for my birthday... and it has me questioning, why do I feel like this? Why do I feel like I'm not worth people's time money or effort? I sometimes also say to myself ""Oh I'll just do it cause no-one else will do it right"", but I feel like this is me disguising another feeling/thought that I can't see.",3.1480404248030136,4.383761395683454,4.344080164439879,87.49617505995205,73.53237410071942,6.877971908187735,26.907159986296676,7.2636822038024595,1.2538771497088042,1060,38,223,11,21,348,143,278,0.105,0.728,0.16699999999999998,0.9652,0,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,1,5,0,1,15,16,0,1,7,3,22,0,0,2,3,45,44,25,0,6,13,1,7,5,1,2,0,2,0,0,20,12,0,0,10,0,2,2,7,3,0,1,5,11,41,13,21,35,3,24,0,1,1,0,18,7,0,6,18,148,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898112141891446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102299400663061,0.1686073579800416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623947996024387,0.0,0.2289182500990271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667501577680222,0.0,0.18943502892703765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459528101319143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040802441651197,0.0,0.08727543654154701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886629987402564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463717072351687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091056990769453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073728554216994,0.21714218803776608,0.0,0.0,0.18520340658455764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173534771628705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075993607941003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110116749327928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360327407578553,0.0,0.24749131002475916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676297387610816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814174830422763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534982789556382,0.0,0.21579813253834146,0.06865487362108512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024029970609921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577710752238422,0.0,0.09703347066574056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349798333924678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649061249505047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304795658321095,0.09637546104631156,0.08057117164998281,0.0,0.0,0.08073635777182744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575361419557823,0.2339958261539313,0.10020488811826793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548986805432144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043420775927103,0.05907863038570155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792777892544465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742679109685901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719725350531533,0.0,0.0,0.06524468584384191
anxiety,vbritv,2020/01/09,"Toxic Ex is in my Next Semester History Class Every time I see him I get anxiety. First semester I was also in a class with him but immediately switched classes after telling my counselor that I had a panic attack sitting dead next to him. But this time I don’t think I can switch anymore. He isn’t hurting me in any way anymore but his presence gives me major anxiety from all the toxic memories.

How to handle a living walking  anxiety trigger??",4.2648338870431886,6.199147709302328,6.078172757475084,73.36732558139536,71.90697674418605,8.635215946843855,34.37873754152824,9.23628265651192,3.6012644518272428,357,19,59,8,7,123,60,86,0.26,0.74,0.0,-0.9748,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,2,1,8,10,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,1,14,0,8,8,2,12,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,6,41,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728805855991576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375180915504728,0.0,0.4513879779016464,0.0,0.3901151932016689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375635149960715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571468423925875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672992405951897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275922958388224,0.18867713665253646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055420266166264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367550344685986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183511572980996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307662004353885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567316182871529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191041395860898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602711322257165,0.0,0.0,0.22937594912835216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611853961790578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caspermola,2020/01/09,"What can I do with disfunctional parents? I have been doing this year many advances with my therapist, but this month I had more problems that I could not face.
My parents are alcoholics, made me feel terrible because my brother addiction and etc. I feel bad for my mother because I thought I could help her, but I can not.
She said terrible things to me like she didn't go to the therapist because she could not afford it, that I should take again my antidepressants (I am reducing them, as I am doing my therapy) and that I didn't have advance on my therapy. Furthermore, right now I have some exams. 
I tried to get a job the last year in order to leave my house, but I could not. I am currently studying again, so I can not do it now.
I had a panic attack today and one yesterday.
My boyfriend says that I should not try to help them and reduce my relationships with them.
How do you think that I can feel less guilty?

Ps: I made a call to my therapist but he is not available. Sorry for my English, I am no native.",4.776854869268661,5.273517197044338,5.7295566502463045,81.79720727548316,69.14778325123153,9.398863205759758,30.393709738537325,9.466822959209583,2.5520992042440316,793,30,163,16,13,262,105,203,0.16,0.785,0.055999999999999994,-0.9741,5,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,3,2,6,7,1,1,5,0,29,3,1,3,0,34,40,11,0,7,11,4,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,11,7,1,0,5,0,0,3,10,6,0,1,9,5,44,1,14,25,4,18,0,0,0,0,19,3,0,1,12,130,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974151434957665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271884845873469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539423644576926,0.0,0.0,0.09937071330921332,0.2176472870135284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215253709205269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800881330867271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273072690744175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805293364436078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621792737234977,0.0,0.06763771449321508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595435366596814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732478736727596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181018358368518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701131298765213,0.0,0.12601736664079188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058143640450008034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522556995372325,0.0,0.12066029512485382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499487814397607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064615049647136,0.0,0.0,0.13963587310948636,0.2642992509996521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387917253312638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277752033731721,0.0,0.10163627732198202,0.11320842244359824,0.0946437520287848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322508115556495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948281110201978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722030080868149,0.414549086436019,0.07906681323994141,0.07625859401030033,0.0,0.09448286599170773,0.0,0.0,0.1128102145992995,0.0,0.0,0.161603752260221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532806769901765
anxiety,PDX1995,2020/01/09,"TMJ is real. I’ve always had issues with my teeth/jaw on my right side since I was 16 (24 now). Over Christmas I had the worst pain. I couldn’t attend any Christmas activities with family because the pain was so bad. My jaw, neck, teeth, and part of my back hurt. I thought this was a tooth ache gone wrong. I ended up in the ER and they did a nerve blocker which relaxed my jaw, but they also thought it was tooth pain. I went to the dentist the day after Christmas, cause there is nothing open on Christmas, and after many x-rays they said there was nothing wrong with my teeth, but I had been grinding them. They could tell by the indents in my teeth. 

Long story short. I wear a mouth guard at night now to stop the grinding. I’m still in pain once in a while but it’s a lot better! Make sure you unclench your jaw, and sleep with a guard if you grind cause it will affect you in the long run.",2.3800720720720747,3.8258313675675697,2.933513513513514,95.99774774774772,75.86486486486487,5.365765765765767,21.52252252252252,5.2151,-0.20459639639639607,693,17,158,2,15,215,106,185,0.16399999999999998,0.789,0.047,-0.9663,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,5,1,8,12,0,0,14,0,15,17,12,4,1,28,22,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,9,0,4,2,1,0,4,1,9,1,0,15,1,24,3,20,4,3,31,0,1,0,0,11,14,0,2,13,98,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036726585797463,0.1078704463603716,0.0,0.0,0.08815930320401577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968477070355683,0.10824356460118677,0.07902703384652603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146555996854772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26635094766663525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035065891594618,0.0,0.0,0.0836067504878936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482211493110428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221257975846285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878176235965206,0.0,0.0,0.13530995303375154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945374991733025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021486404236512,0.0,0.0,0.08653537063615872,0.13143410181130735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165788552254585,0.0,0.24878518673536754,0.0,0.0,0.13806183288514026,0.0,0.0,0.5517822585125596,0.0,0.0,0.14038694152237513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475581288088897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071142174347334,0.12331684839617542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723913123082446,0.0,0.12973312067674514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353026943312996,0.1083844240155532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218369130879732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331063410541513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583855882879046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017711213472575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834808767281867,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Over_the_Void,2020/01/09,"If you have trouble speaking in public, feel like you can't form thoughts into words quick enough, or trip over sentences: SLOW DOWN. Record yourself speaking and listen back. You'll likely see that you talk faster than necessary & pauses between words/sentences aren't as long as you think they are. This is something that I struggled with until I found myself talking on record. Awkward silences that killed me in the moment were just normal pauses on the playback recording, and I was talking way faster then I needed to be, essentially handicapping myself. Allow yourself to experience this and consciously slow down your talking speed if you find yourself slipping in the moment.

Not only will the knowledge that pauses aren't as long as you think keep you from panicking, remembering to slow down will allow you to formulate what you want to say better, which in turn will boost your confidence, and in turn reduce your need to take pauses.

There is very wide range of speech speeds that are acceptable to a listener, and pauses convey thought not inadequacy. If you think you aren't a good public speaker, even if you get anxiety talking in a small group or social gathering, remember: just SLOW DOWN. It really does help.",10.019778982485406,9.597138050458717,8.4858798999166,69.52138031693079,58.403669724770644,10.86305254378649,37.70809007506253,10.018931242160765,3.839104587155964,997,39,156,16,11,302,128,218,0.079,0.8109999999999999,0.11,0.6162,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,16,1,1,6,9,1,2,7,0,16,0,0,2,0,38,34,17,1,8,10,0,1,2,0,4,0,8,0,0,10,7,0,1,13,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,10,24,5,31,24,2,34,0,0,1,0,33,16,0,6,18,109,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071816612920804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935307192945174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998649058259884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148627878080063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136534037347005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419431288799552,0.0,0.0857803944830454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704145939159706,0.0,0.0,0.06566807599314213,0.09278184103679653,0.0,0.0,0.11870226498463538,0.0,0.0,0.1423998758147734,0.0,0.0,0.06785367994772147,0.0,0.0,0.108931949176092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705164459119892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154377663998232,0.14368607450164805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689951920745304,0.0,0.0,0.2298683837580065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259949678820296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724871128281962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877484781945296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832004571091196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29424330839704405,0.0,0.0,0.10328082775250907,0.0,0.0,0.10349257295923706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238994427700873,0.0,0.09998316652179977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577225394811598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764890552339056,0.5219380490906516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496535865430696,0.0,0.20621051889585051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825307162528913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715945456935272,0.07660290933948483,0.10308774660958142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4_am_,2020/01/09,"Does anyone else suddenly get really tired when very anxious/stressed? I've never really thought about it before, but I've noticed that I get extremely tired when I'm particularly anxious or stressed about something. Like sometimes feeling stressed makes me wired, but that's a different kind of stress. This is like an 'I just want to melt into the floor and not exist anymore' feeling of anxiety. I got it really badly once when having a long chat about ending a relationship, for example. It's like my body starts shutting down or something. Now I think of it, it seems to be whenever I'm in the process of making important decisions. Is this common?",6.715500000000002,8.000057550000001,6.878333333333334,72.46500000000002,65.16666666666666,10.333333333333336,35.83333333333333,10.411451182825502,4.060583333333334,526,25,87,13,8,169,79,120,0.201,0.675,0.124,-0.9268,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,6,0,4,3,1,2,1,18,18,8,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,6,4,13,15,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,13,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588143721408904,0.2831872419468042,0.12429929650688952,0.08763760801206498,0.12842119565246782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465004123296127,0.0,0.0,0.10665141566720493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392196638994383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094908887385548,0.0,0.0,0.1096820811146542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047018616165606,0.0,0.1110101935968962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674695171534045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309654191321239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024237732227556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051780322657452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836980182962115,0.0,0.0,0.11091811544814427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732505324541594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666658806627683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269548018409425,0.0,0.13347838790565594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408797005337522,0.0,0.0,0.13456359380196478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141008780295485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297902957913413,0.12396017304660055,0.0,0.08871322559210147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742863024933933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031003040818127,0.0,0.09950251429788036,0.0,0.2881098082196083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341504611435842,0.07392621989047038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fromtheblockd,2020/01/09,"First Panic Attack in years I had my first panic attack in FOREVER two days ago on the freeway while in traffic. It scared me so much that I keep thinking about it and crying. I haven’t had a bad panic attack like that in about 2 years and It feels like everything I worked so hard to get past is slowly returning itself into my life. It came out of nowhere and I felt so trapped and thought I was going to pass out now it’s all I keep thinking about, I can’t sleep. I’m scared to go into traffic alone and it’s so weird because when I have anxiety i usually drive and traffic is always good for me because it gives me time to listen to music and calm my nerves, but that night was horrible. I don’t think I’ll be able to drive on the freeway for a while without thinking about it. I’m feeling stuck and not knowing what to do... again I haven’t felt like this in a long time so any advice would be helpful. Thank u",3.5640613790354716,4.1414658445595895,4.5678756476683935,88.75579115185336,71.9015544041451,7.181984854523716,26.7632522917497,7.010146845296331,1.0944271821442806,720,23,157,6,13,235,103,193,0.191,0.701,0.10800000000000001,-0.9079,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,12,16,3,5,5,0,15,2,1,0,1,30,37,17,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,14,13,0,2,10,0,0,6,6,10,0,3,9,6,18,6,26,25,2,35,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,21,103,32,1,0.1135920290779741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100081615025614,0.10069248002677914,0.0,0.0,0.11764708456123513,0.0,0.0,0.0945176678605988,0.0,0.0,0.07724647500967552,0.0,0.08689759132959413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387681995261856,0.0,0.0,0.09484459953788403,0.13848929320567455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991902000337086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477551007138915,0.0732574615211916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020891912789659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487108592082128,0.0811501682700653,0.21813232304756128,0.0,0.0,0.19324264381041964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934714685513715,0.10896782490943452,0.12911393570870006,0.0952756046532883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017561463055284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613834267375752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019316293659435,0.0,0.0,0.062427208493054075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023340945317146,0.16648598295744846,0.0,0.0,0.10052537120131193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350321143869119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659842435459754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998273140592655,0.0,0.0,0.10843644496092894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745087479348836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367406388287925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458027880458454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911407423522409,0.0,0.0901793827351366,0.1324728512765334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096290684180247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510557186839918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949866249015654,0.0,0.08269635004330199,0.0,0.0,0.08069251834246162,0.0,0.0,0.14629908493050078
anxiety,snowieroses,2020/01/09,"To anyone with anxiety Just over three years ago, i developed very bad anxiety. It started out small, feeling lightheaded, the occasional headache, and feeling nervous to go to school. It quickly got to the point where I couldn’t go to school, I couldn’t enjoy my hobbies, and I couldn’t go anywhere without having a panic attack. I’ve been miserable through and missed out on countless family vacations, dinners, events... I lost all my friends and started home schooling because of this disorder. I remember crying myself to sleep one night after having severe chest pain for 3 days straight, simply for being at my grandparents house away from home. I thought it was going to be that way forever... that I’d never be able to step outside my house without having anxiety. I never thought I’d have a day without chest pain, a tension headache, or a pit in my stomach. Now, I’m 18 years old, going to graduate high school this summer, and am going to my dream university. When I step outside, I’m no longer plagued by the worries of whats going to happen, or what to do when I inevitably have a panic attack. I feel like myself again. It took over a year of therapy and self reflection to conquer this disorder, but I did it. Yes I still get the occasional panic attack, but now, I know how to handle it. I can break myself out of it, something I never thought I’d be able to do three years ago. I don’t know if anyone is going to read this.. or if it’ll help anyone. But to anyone with anxiety...

I know it feels like it’s going to last forever, but it won’t. I know it feels like you’re going to die, or something terrible is going to happen, but it won’t. You are safe.. and the horrible mind tricks anxiety plays on you won’t rule your life forever. Whatever is giving you anxiety today.. you can get through it.

You are not alone.
You ARE loved.
And everything is going to be okay.",5.879246965568491,6.10518950953679,6.670677483279665,76.94927607134011,66.71117166212534,9.724498389893487,33.30307158781274,9.573946990214177,3.095998365122617,1478,61,275,28,22,490,172,367,0.128,0.726,0.146,0.8298,1,1,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,7,0,2,10,25,4,6,11,2,33,9,4,1,4,53,71,22,1,5,16,0,5,3,1,4,3,0,2,1,22,13,1,1,14,3,0,15,15,16,0,3,9,5,35,9,47,50,1,59,0,3,0,1,12,15,0,6,30,185,57,6,0.1328407819007421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775533800087623,0.0,0.0,0.06879149368275342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304868503658575,0.0,0.0,0.18577072681404624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266883503950489,0.062404143723442176,0.0,0.05545825206197639,0.04048925383156615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729596805976999,0.08567131468228707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893387937914232,0.0,0.15224704484386642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059694364574661415,0.0,0.0626152333245954,0.0,0.1679207268697795,0.14235222169910014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513162292853531,0.0,0.06940382574205878,0.0637164912911978,0.4529788660272719,0.0,0.05312245426119831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747066472140688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044520187972281695,0.07017678977158062,0.1332501354217528,0.0,0.0,0.1532804267686703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460116392921442,0.054141483636041016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469146864125714,0.09734894398443963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250570286339082,0.0,0.05994699605790981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706566053480778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368250056443247,0.0,0.0,0.062331037466244375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969702719003415,0.0,0.045008175881200166,0.0,0.1413519579139056,0.23379005312268555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278873841574126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643836525145952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524135506537498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688839266288421,0.0,0.0,0.06929095351024771,0.07503613596128801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646835896236597,0.0,0.0,0.10226732392059827,0.0,0.0,0.0940253891570974,0.0,0.053043410011683036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595750564621907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819111355478946,0.0,0.0,0.06295876428848722,0.0,0.07379549826898966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480377864012344,0.0,0.05272141472168713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208065997693788,0.0,0.0,0.06745313113260337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710902163759237
anxiety,tomornlovearthur,2020/01/09,"My First ever job is ruining my life. Hi guys, my first time posting here. I have struggled with mental health issues my whole life, I dropped out of middle school years ago due to that. It was a very similar situation to the one I’m in now. In the past I have been diagnosed with General anxiety disorder, social anxiety, eating issues, and most recently been suffering with what I think is becoming depression. I was doing really well, mental health wise, for a couple years. But it’s all gone down hill since I started my first job in September. Please read what I’ve come up with and let me know if I’m not the only one. 

I am currently working as a cashier at a drug store, everyone is so nice and accommodating, and the work is really easy. However I am absolutely miserable. 
I feel as though I’ll never be able to work a normal job. Every day I wake up on days I have to work with this terrible, over consuming wave of dread that just comes over my whole body, and my mind is completely doing it’s own thing and can never shut up.  That’s not to say I’m caught up with worry, because I’m not- I know nothing bad will happen there. So that’s why I don’t really understand if this is anxiety or not. Some days the dread isn’t as bad, but it’s always there. On days it’s at its worst I feel like I’d rather hurt myself in some way to avoid going. 
It’s like having to present a speech in front of a huge crowd, you worry about it throughout the whole lead up, and on the day it comes you wish you could just disappear from the earth. The whole way through the speech time moves really slowly and you can’t wait to be done with all this stress. You finally finish, feeling a moment of pure relief, only to then realize you have to do it all over again. And again. And again. That is every time. I’ve tried so many things to make this more bearable, but at this point the money isn’t worth my mental health, and I think the only way I’ll leave this awful dread behind is to leave the job. Still though, I go through everything each time because I’ve told my boss everything’s okay and that I like the job. (Its not and I don’t) They’ve lowered my hours, they’ve let me take days off when I am at my worst, they’ve been nothing but nice. But still this job is ruining me mentally and ever since I’ve started it I’ve been breaking down. I hardly have fun doing what I love now, no motivation and on my days off the dread of the next time I have to work still looms over me. Please let me know I’m not alone. I have to work today and I can’t stop crying.",3.0019886363636346,4.218762191287883,4.263303030303032,88.00745454545456,73.86742424242425,8.007272727272726,22.85909090909091,8.548686976883017,1.1853354545454542,1999,51,439,36,40,658,223,528,0.157,0.737,0.106,-0.97,9,2,1,0,0,2,55.0,0,6,0,11,24,29,0,8,24,2,45,11,2,4,8,78,75,34,0,6,17,0,4,3,0,1,7,3,0,1,30,28,1,3,11,1,3,11,15,18,1,5,10,7,48,11,62,58,15,94,0,6,0,1,13,31,0,6,49,286,78,17,0.058312303982032326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169033911697938,0.0,0.0,0.0603939608546427,0.0,0.0,0.0485205082143278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382625881537996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737667623686493,0.07109327854441852,0.06440135838310551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477182415610376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069265966878295,0.06113934128715071,0.0,0.0,0.0465576298142929,0.06452145523837102,0.06405332778941276,0.2632462840830489,0.0,0.0502243019738684,0.05918576107740696,0.0,0.0,0.06683095230450498,0.0,0.0,0.05967373257313301,0.0,0.0,0.06762375968790275,0.059668044656267336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549363478830956,0.09826126218782097,0.055719905373720124,0.1048146776399687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845335894602742,0.04165832161611315,0.0,0.06387827872941572,0.0,0.1488012479347872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628045232112315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773834878958421,0.05156537783196991,0.0,0.05223637066413386,0.0,0.0,0.18594975697990213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742587330315641,0.0,0.062424527456522785,0.0,0.0,0.12172579069008747,0.3471957837963376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614075181009003,0.0,0.0,0.12348862056990945,0.0,0.1788848448032896,0.08237540960442967,0.08546533877212549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052629131008133614,0.0,0.03892391571046778,0.059119523759763974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350603488544802,0.0,0.058878804052562586,0.0,0.0,0.06197675077963216,0.0,0.0,0.08994808734090994,0.0,0.062015796823556686,0.0,0.057133677027957484,0.1119044567245906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902785262502758,0.13304740449416744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055665692325577915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801879783206446,0.055123975465347065,0.0,0.05584706820516232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058328084119636726,0.0,0.14942542041108015,0.0,0.05757636533348754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637228461101638,0.0,0.059015164775147726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964730808733194,0.06554547286556668,0.0,0.059442050468083166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254749778052789,0.0,0.13970484385537446,0.04875169718110844,0.0667965471947084,0.06096068108060136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384359553871711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748020737245319,0.0747283396880985,0.11458308518921642,0.0,0.17001186693524872,0.0,0.05527324589622696,0.055719905373720124,0.0,0.03959022668363758,0.0,0.0,0.06070516493914816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481137577436833,0.0,0.13885677805980934,0.0,0.0,0.05242976430602592,0.0,0.052617784445102136,0.2604144197740388,0.06705627177938282,0.0,0.0,0.2547123107706484,0.11843795048069593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510242384088836
anxiety,smooch1234,2020/01/09,First psychiatrist appointment My doctor recently referred me to a psychiatrist after trying different medications for anxiety and depression without much success.  I am extremely anxious for the appointment and was wondering if anyone has any idea about what I should expect for my first appointment/any tips? Any information would be greatly appreciated,11.399444444444445,14.564498388888893,11.08981481481482,39.59916666666669,55.85185185185186,15.770370370370367,48.685185185185176,13.816669648895859,9.14571851851852,299,19,30,14,4,98,43,54,0.18,0.759,0.061,-0.7268,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,11,7,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,5,2,7,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,27,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519253133981224,0.0,0.16946284038743029,0.2502555018790236,0.0,0.15489252570676382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907955795291862,0.0,0.0,0.2314421351148541,0.0,0.2267359718896305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37685103583461016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422751407009854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500700708254461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315894654667914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284330987035728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187251103400608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039811300367353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213538189957712,0.2402299073693416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736205281528182,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ayteaa,2020/01/09,"does anyone just ever want to stop talking or texting for good because you know you’ll end up thinking about what you said and torture yourself with it it’s an anxiety thing right? sometimes i’m so afraid to speak because i know after i’m home by myself, i would end up thinking and thinking of what i said and how i said and also how people reacted to it. i’ve then started to have second thoughts before saying anything and by then, it was already too late to speak up as the subject changed or i just didn’t want to risk talking. i’ve also started to stutter in my sentences a lot which always makes me cringe when i think about it. 

i hate feeling like this. i never want to talk, text or anything anymore that i know would end up having me think about for hours. this also implies to not only speaking but also my actions/behaviours infront of people. the cringe is real.",6.164137931034483,6.085766103448282,6.318988505747125,80.74986206896553,66.1264367816092,7.649655172413794,34.64137931034483,6.2581,2.1985903448275863,698,30,128,3,10,223,102,174,0.066,0.8759999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,15,7,2,2,4,0,8,0,0,4,2,37,30,20,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,12,6,0,1,10,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,8,17,2,26,21,1,20,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,4,15,93,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448899724076964,0.3608574999338932,0.0938672262378961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629958873819778,0.0,0.11187752792065596,0.0788796011948938,0.0,0.18566656843372886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375362523336494,0.0,0.09599327646575903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933836419787335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872107435153694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29974938835456244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204339616137953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704028915644376,0.08059171768271027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461994714186868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137683930946912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315795250943415,0.0,0.11109544478481753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599281073017024,0.0,0.1272549586331062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511342581563325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590730294450972,0.0,0.0,0.07530176695429519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870062760554723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579733448553772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564169484064984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284028455196331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633939992419943,0.3219253529927154,0.08971129715960018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157229454071543,0.0,0.15969545527655776,0.0,0.0,0.09431448179739363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27201799466447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494616629181906,0.3614215012392297,0.0,0.08955879586108166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961535492856716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027443432329816,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pastel_Blood,2020/01/09,"A small victory in the morning today! So I've been needing to get my hair cut for a long time, like a really long time. I have a speech impediment, I stutter, which exacerbates my anxiety & speech 10x when making a phone call. Making phone calls is extremely hard for me. 

I decided I was gonna make an appt with my salon today to get it cut. I was shaking the whole time, my heart was pounding (still is tbh), and I'm pretty sure the receptionist could hear my voice shaking. But I did it! Barely stuttered too! Idk it's such a small thing but feels like a monumental victory...it feels great. I've been real down lately too.",1.4598057142857144,3.8873977519999983,3.4681428571428583,86.10050000000004,83.48,6.771428571428572,21.728571428571424,7.957251820313856,1.236177142857143,489,16,99,10,14,165,79,125,0.10300000000000001,0.769,0.128,0.8723,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,2,11,0,10,2,2,3,1,14,21,5,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,6,8,12,4,7,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,12,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795551666193399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677366309660254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384328034837876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231217839234374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758379747066232,0.11838882913890678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316142107141402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827044590829364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845059813933406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186776004140477,0.1963763904139618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693689609652714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192269230034334,0.0,0.0,0.29331007560380795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318537541379038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287764859319315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859457880715747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886231361766164,0.1061630658639773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234244881879104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561870649237488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100955424559934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898941448240949,0.0,0.3141621942747747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501800511816185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mrs-Beaver,2020/01/09,I have anxiety problems and my mother is just making it worse and knows it. I am 13 so I live with my mother. My mother and father divorced so I never see my father. Lately my mother as been rude and selfish for no reason. She often takes my headphones so I can't listen to music (Which always makes me happy or calms me down.) This seemed to have started after I came out as bi. She tells me I have no rights because I am a child. She calls me selfish for wanting to get myself a treat for myself with my own money. I just want some tips to stand up for myself.,1.4399766899766888,3.3287255384615406,3.3838228438228453,89.74678321678324,79.94017094017093,4.596425796425796,18.32867132867133,4.851557810540192,-0.3930102564102565,436,9,88,1,11,147,71,117,0.17,0.7490000000000001,0.081,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,3,1,22,20,10,0,3,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,2,2,26,3,16,18,2,10,0,0,1,1,14,4,0,4,4,72,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931228021934194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755311489679282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148381452403153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369963799027079,0.2654564566518805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126079242404035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470709394212964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755411459233876,0.0,0.2618148547603655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049453782194728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098523057978296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900705617594298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208491471559968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863376040883125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820906210481526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495078552421695,0.21129185059429284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642790303742439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450761214763286,0.0,0.20286248843028912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737929466949943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365260657086481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FreeHongKongpls,2020/01/09,"Most of you lot don’t even have anxiety What, you think other people don’t get stressed or feel nervous? That every time you’re not running at 100% you need to run for cover and whimper? 

The more you cry wolf about your feeble-mindedness the less seriously you’re taken. And you know what? You deserve it.",1.931214285714284,4.5607432166666655,2.8961904761904758,89.56500000000004,83.5,5.428571428571429,21.904761904761905,6.868970318607317,0.6934761904761908,243,8,47,3,7,77,47,60,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.8599,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,9,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,5,8,4,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777758876640071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988560274052796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982877186340185,0.0,0.3059333373975057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183597826880834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970843893112205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995541301918516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087006160561268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26923926530411096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517326984090193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159378814175256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266432620471755,0.0,0.0,0.211730631952448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trucescreen,2020/01/09,"Getting more anxious from opening up to someone So a few weeks ago I opened up about my struggles with panic attacks and anxiety to my closest friend. She was lovely about it and actually told me that she has also struggled with the same things (which I didn't expect). I hoped that by talking about it to her it would feel like a relief, but I feel like the opposite happened. Ever since I told her about my struggles I've been really anxious around her. I don't know why I feel like this and I was wondering if anybody has had the same experience. If yes, how did you deal with it?",4.538189655172413,5.526032818965518,5.2218965517241385,83.45025862068967,69.94827586206897,7.868965517241381,30.017241379310345,8.07648339933343,1.9975896551724133,461,18,91,6,8,149,73,116,0.14800000000000002,0.703,0.14800000000000002,0.4628,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,9,12,1,4,5,1,10,1,0,1,1,24,21,9,0,5,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,8,3,18,7,15,12,4,9,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,4,6,71,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.14281023371686738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972476284383289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170309162091015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195244594168223,0.3306532037544916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302768219193552,0.0,0.1664869606972076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087381556897048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323761556630226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143152112347259,0.0,0.0,0.2219871490114606,0.3136436702355027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306469476623895,0.0,0.07645848576967512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941115350523236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535220550645586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042660995746848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144882582118704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320808037892035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717026716097394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375145122282644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210569300849714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399644907212355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589702852258053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117625434404725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722417862007088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796751437025221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738800074779747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205232786462082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870338097045372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395828767414962,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheSundered,2020/01/09,I fake yawn unintentionally only to realise that I’ve done so afterwards. I wonder if anyone else has this kind of thing. I only began having these recently and it weirds me the hell out.,2.6950000000000003,5.411099611111113,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,80.66666666666667,6.933333333333335,20.11111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.3217444444444442,150,4,26,3,4,52,32,36,0.243,0.757,0.0,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296019027161533,0.3364508860948229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360335374537605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743085667260129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419437914716757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994759341437672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242228847178361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815250231002464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561000995344832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowAway7193856,2020/01/09,"Cutting off friends - how to know when it’s selfish vs necessary? I’ve found that over the years I’ve cut off many friends. It’s not one instance that causes me to do so, it’s generally a long string of issues that never get resolved that drive me to wanting to end our friendship. 

However I’ve been left with a lot of guilt over those burned bridges. I keep having doubts over my decision, and can’t help but beat myself up over them. Especially when I think about how I’ve hurt the other person, and how they probably resent me and must be talking badly about me to everyone they know. 

Is my idea of friendship too ideal? Am I being selfish? Or is it necessary to cut people off when you feel like the friendship has changed for the worse (after failed attempts at fixing them)?

Looking for reassurance, similar stories, and advice for living with myself. Hopefully my post may help others going through the same thing.

TLDR; cutting people off - when is it necesssry to do so vs selfish/hurtful?",5.106984126984127,6.7091418941798935,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000005,69.2116402116402,7.728042328042327,30.96031746031746,8.192908349453996,2.3507714285714285,794,33,140,11,14,252,116,189,0.172,0.6759999999999999,0.152,-0.3333,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,4,5,12,19,5,2,7,0,14,0,0,4,2,34,25,15,0,4,5,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,12,0,1,2,2,18,7,29,19,2,23,0,2,1,0,13,11,0,5,10,102,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117021137368406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771181767241364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943119564236944,0.174476803668245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608131406622016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760015120838408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339486969862549,0.11782787034099006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084006435507047,0.2548530091818576,0.0,0.08617046734250927,0.0,0.09373498786392223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110166768072312,0.0,0.0,0.16381526983788927,0.0,0.0,0.3531274829084685,0.18618881068732315,0.0,0.17214676595418169,0.0,0.1465996580776782,0.0,0.0,0.18128526865379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919973415366938,0.0,0.0,0.08057772904926401,0.0,0.1456384926061071,0.1459601459416486,0.13850183049413134,0.0,0.0,0.14021978412955588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721575209818768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720617587873964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176258681563064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286869723826243,0.14401276984016653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795982305866738,0.0,0.1778252203804513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256656278224235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957387952882952,0.10568213958193873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097281510784161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680803927911537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621117600661424
anxiety,ThreatLevelNoon1,2020/01/09,"Anxious over whether to go on a trip with a friend Posting this on my throwaway because I’m embarrassed about how anxious this has made me. 

One of my closest friends, N, moved away from my city about 3 years ago. I’ve seen her a couple times since then but it’s still a bummer not seeing each other the amount we used to. 

She texted me a week or so ago, asking if I was free at the end of February. Her, her dad, and her brother are going to Orlando for 3 days (an extra 2 to get there) and wondered if I wanted to go with them. Her dad would cover my flight there and back with his points and we would be staying at her grandmothers timeshare so lodging is free. All I have to pay for are the tickets to get into Disney for one day and universal for one day. 

This is such a cool opportunity and I can see like no cons to it but it has made me SO anxious. The traveling, being away from home, the money. I have massive anxiety related to money, and I know it’s ridiculous but even though my flight and lodging is free I’m still anxious over the money I’ll spend on tickets. 

Another thing that’s making me anxious is that the day I get back, my boyfriend will be leaving for his work outage which lasts about 2 months. Idk if I’ll be able to see him when he leaves. I’ll have to say goodbye before I leave. He has heavily encouraged me to go and have fun. 

I know this seems like a really dumb post but I would love any feedback. I’m nervous about going but I feel like I’ll regret it if I don’t. Idk SOS",2.4091428571428573,3.746444326984129,3.783682539682541,90.37742857142858,75.57142857142857,6.690793650793651,24.663492063492065,7.24861992348623,0.9062596825396824,1173,38,259,13,25,386,162,315,0.121,0.7390000000000001,0.14,0.9361,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,1,2,18,18,2,2,15,1,24,1,0,5,1,44,51,27,0,9,12,3,1,3,2,4,0,1,1,0,14,16,0,0,5,3,8,8,3,5,0,3,4,7,36,16,38,39,4,41,0,1,4,1,24,12,1,7,21,170,50,3,0.0907695476124354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609234544746269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172640499687247,0.0951797850142904,0.06943845547633581,0.5127187613876322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485727402938398,0.0,0.17056195586535014,0.13959235848832866,0.0,0.0553322737320593,0.0,0.07723819952510247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004347779687717,0.0,0.2341553961308127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039487735551808,0.0,0.0,0.05995243013002165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045895810592593504,0.06484578295093703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025665464353876,0.0,0.14227002675773426,0.0,0.25793212846596314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104925715181056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099769139078095,0.07398929615427176,0.0,0.2883355345006136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303624804946346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192306059996961,0.17177668133346216,0.06058937786838911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245138691224833,0.09647366415995623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452338378962715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580656180435411,0.0,0.17386427118453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814929648762869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218358748428168,0.0,0.0,0.2169947324224948,0.08263318708056876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508550777163013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674826048225,0.14497735595019104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030325413211486,0.0,0.08918061966705225,0.0,0.05292845316217688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839574548801395,0.0,0.0,0.053538230939699935,0.0,0.07280985595998607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843570241601833,0.06608131172194744,0.0,0.0,0.19344024695497636,0.0,0.0,0.05845261266589068
anxiety,robgoblin17,2020/01/09,"I haven’t slept well all week I went back to work on Monday (I teach 2nd grade) and between that, financial stresses (those have since been resolved), and all the awful news right now it’s keeping me awake and/or waking me up.  Last night I couldn’t shake the images of watching koalas cry on burning trees.  

Just wanting someone to talk to",3.478820512820516,5.80159967692308,2.976538461538464,93.01762820512822,75.30769230769229,4.94871794871795,24.679487179487186,5.46131890053228,0.4138717948717949,269,9,52,1,6,79,53,65,0.161,0.807,0.031,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,2,1,4,2,2,0,2,10,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,1,6,2,8,4,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,6,31,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276221882000488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32516561339232114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311742620214656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24129695459547554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777960356330022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528006625097117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448719652876875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508179759033473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390915193737448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379307923163562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460109436968882,0.0,0.2374505154238522,0.0,0.2661587939136181,0.27441480822599584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550710850031005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,comeonsyd,2020/01/09,"Lost a pet Hi everyone! I just found this sub and I don’t really know if this is the right place to post this but I’m needing some advice or maybe more so words of wisdom. Late October I found a kitten outside my house I ended up fostering, she was a stray of some sort or dumped. A few weeks into having her my best friend passed away from cystic fibrosis. I had a lot going on and I got really attached to said kitten. She slept in my bed every night and was great for my emotional support. I wanted to keep her but I live in an apartment with too many cats already so it wasn’t an option. Kitten just went to the rescue a few days ago. She’s gonna get adopted quickly- she the cutest. I’m feeling extremely depressed and down without her, I have a long history of depression and anxiety and have been on antidepressants for years but her being gone is really bringing me down. This was my first foster. I’m just looking for some kind words and advice I can remember as I’m feeling sad. Thanks all.",1.7560919540229882,4.0495864482758614,3.46768472906404,87.41840722495895,81.06896551724137,6.625287356321839,21.981937602627255,7.793537801064563,1.127916912972085,791,25,158,14,21,263,126,203,0.09300000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.21,0.983,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,7,12,1,0,12,0,14,1,1,0,1,37,39,16,0,3,10,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,9,0,1,6,0,0,5,3,5,0,1,14,4,24,7,23,23,9,28,0,4,1,0,11,12,0,9,10,108,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725167018072149,0.12360441799158516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538746002643952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667058948501967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100769775960233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633281456557962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899267342750886,0.0,0.2401975193261761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685030721567372,0.12350172394044018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748352140191873,0.13324011008475936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141009276120008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118606893548504,0.0,0.305775722899468,0.10773036300556686,0.0,0.07285121534934355,0.0,0.07924649821730735,0.0,0.11152224863370801,0.15373218597515448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089408991465254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393994822270706,0.0,0.14520444637664146,0.0766321255626155,0.0,0.15729346629292768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312734879142558,0.1233992846081623,0.11709379084020205,0.0,0.1522143344946884,0.11854620271766154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136944061690154,0.14008539616994264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033923836371364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085422265561325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568426286217415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354418794609824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26798492385484085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795740659645813,0.11908029610341365,0.13263858949966045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823392673101647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283768608301291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224483991106582,0.0,0.11184969772574968,0.0,0.0,0.12926151495927235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441439166413732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979425891946853
anxiety,xopezzo22,2020/01/09,"Podcast and Audio books anxiety Any suggestions for podcast and audio books about anxiety. Something that is not dry and ‘lecture like’ please :)

Ok go!",7.616399999999999,10.29069244,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,64.6,9.8,40.5,10.125756701596842,5.075799999999999,121,7,16,3,2,37,19,25,0.106,0.652,0.242,0.6588,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992926197089496,0.0,0.6733720277119265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012693494654303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150174748121217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831130204443483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388212677794705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okStevie,2020/01/09,Anyone randomly get very hard blinking whether anxious and/or tired? It only happens when I’m anxious and tired and I enter a room with very bright light. The light doesn’t hurt but it’s as if my anxiety makes me freak out and blink really hard. It usually calms down when I calm myself down..,2.738421052631576,5.326236438596492,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,79.35087719298245,6.60701754385965,23.535087719298247,7.793537801064563,1.3100666666666665,235,8,45,4,6,73,44,57,0.281,0.596,0.122,-0.7498,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,10,5,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,3,5,5,0,8,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219876878138675,0.4790564609060624,0.0,0.14825301467648416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077446455426804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749326634687305,0.0,0.3798660329742526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697746133311694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152852945918526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612547895273974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358288318928907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873837681710842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335159054959322,0.3498861435663689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Petruskic,2020/01/09,"Bite the bullet I headed to the gym just as I do every other day, but today was different. On my way there, I got hit by a hard anxiety attack out of nowhere. I couldn't get past the thought that I felt extremely uncomfortable by simply existing -- for no apparent reason. 

I was about bike around the neighbor in order to turn back home, but I decided to sit down for a minute and try to relax. The 10 minute sit that I had on a concrete block helped me calm down and get a few points through my head:

• is anything ACTUALLY wrong?
• what's the worst that could happen?
• what's the BEST that could happen?
• why do you think anybody cares?
• why are you giving up your progress because of a completely irrational 'fear'?

After a few more minutes of sitting, I mentally slapped myself and went into the gym feeling like a god. Nothing but my workout on my mind. I ended up having an amazing workout and I feel reborn.

In my experience, the only way to overcome anxiety is to relax, then force yourself to push through what makes you uncomfortable. At the end of the day, you will lay down in bed and feel guilty for not getting it done. The temporary burden of going out of your comfort zone is much less painful than the regret that comes afterwards. It's easy to give in and go back home. There is no strength without difficulty. Bite the bullet.",2.9716279069767464,5.352998147286827,3.9394511627907,85.19973488372095,77.2170542635659,6.763658914728682,26.59906976744185,7.839951260653429,1.7146900465116288,1054,42,199,17,25,339,153,258,0.17300000000000001,0.65,0.177,0.4827,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,6,0,3,8,16,1,1,22,0,16,3,2,2,0,32,38,11,0,4,6,0,5,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,11,11,0,1,8,7,0,5,5,7,0,0,8,5,24,9,43,25,7,40,0,1,0,0,10,18,0,0,12,141,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.11604452842420865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194030577662726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785745426842914,0.1058601472091184,0.0,0.13528372820389367,0.0,0.182877601562598,0.0,0.07248988138537828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247946465644824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212424386505288,0.0,0.0,0.10243530986043184,0.1246808049544838,0.0,0.0,0.18988895332566766,0.0,0.0,0.15338152353419618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424155270890698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169200477500855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064795391254365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019157066054192,0.0,0.0,0.11632233165587877,0.0,0.13381317577788945,0.18038198911109904,0.08495336984013843,0.1141776801514272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186385569736444,0.2281494697435257,0.13516501771473438,0.0,0.09510771485969602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103134472998744,0.0,0.10652507215797832,0.0,0.24408354456516002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797066589271006,0.0,0.2385642015407529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809618383995545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793771251143908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983901400904425,0.0,0.12007091554278244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741669124557075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410278103003076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044071645853063,0.12653464429593386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351845115413953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241373375337824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226510180530042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619635204658605,0.0,0.09440574944906753,0.0,0.0,0.11271813934699755,0.0,0.0,0.08073592595744593,0.1293460884199965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877942851418594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102360063367927,0.2146057704064802,0.0,0.0,0.11463045080287515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300156043371014,0.0,0.0
anxiety,edibleled,2020/01/09,"The biggest strength is being able to acknowledge when you're weak Nothing wrong with having limited control. Being an adult is about doing your best, not being a perfectionist. I've recently started living by that idea, and it's paid off a lot. I'm 18 years old and for the majority of my teens I've struggled with anxiety, various forms of emotional trauma and mistreatment. It's only now that I'm beginning to make sufficient progress, and it feels great. I feel like that even if things are challenging, if I was able to go from having mental breakdowns last year, to where I'm at now, I can do anything! Keep fighting, it is always worth it.",6.0548170731707325,6.989315731707318,6.5233231707317065,75.67815548780489,66.47967479674797,10.052439024390246,33.26117886178862,10.125756701596842,3.4574886178861792,517,22,92,12,8,168,88,123,0.121,0.696,0.183,0.8568,0,0,0,0,2,0,15.0,0,1,0,6,6,10,1,1,5,0,13,1,0,2,0,18,24,7,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,2,2,5,5,14,19,5,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,11,62,14,1,0.3815037551696693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872084296489586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459246642415498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569725421390138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001823270696556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394445067276516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457018778212952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598981612097965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289976151904412,0.13627317946063322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840868791020553,0.0,0.0,0.21030461845056486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533565139493854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954903331675586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548823954559587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319173213844212,0.0,0.16843740264381135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217042497093193,0.0,0.0,0.12732835950048155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223302728509176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303157114923674,0.0,0.20016200760567812,0.0,0.0,0.14507539851207282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834446663704532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350151607490718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941527912459173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672707149859638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855723340760693,0.0,0.2456759102373272
anxiety,an_another_wolf,2020/01/09,"Spoke to my Bf for the first time since NYE. Scared I’ve been too clingy and pushed him away. So context.

Long distance relationship between Me (M19) and him (M19). I’m in the UK, he’s in the US.

Due to his family situation, he’s not out to them and they aren’t the most LGBTQ+ friendly so I’m a secret atm. This is the reason we hadn’t spoken since NYE. To protect us we had radio silence and he finally got back to college yesterday and gave me a call. 

We FaceTimed for about 4-5 hours just being together and it made me very happy.

Here’s my issue tho.

In lieu of a better term, I’m quite well, pervy. Not in a sense that I’m gawking at people or baby dirty thoughts 24/7, but more in the sense that I enjoy doing things quietly over a call for example like flashing skin or roleplay stuff at any point in time. Through stuff like that is how we met for clarity.

It’s hard now to basically put the rest of my thoughts into words since I’m really trying not to ruminate about this but I’m scared that I was so relieved and glad to have him there that I wanted to do some stuff and made him feel pressurised (something I heavily regret). 

He’s probably asleep right now but after we ended the call and he went to go watch a movie with his roommate he hasn’t messaged back. I know this is massively unhealthy thoughts but I simply can’t get it off my mind.

What can I do from here?",1.5125624375624405,3.5678491223776234,3.0816833166833177,91.1612062937063,80.5034965034965,6.183616383616385,22.1023976023976,7.310402129719878,0.7141222777222782,1083,34,234,15,28,356,164,286,0.054000000000000006,0.83,0.11599999999999999,0.9579,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,7,0,2,3,18,12,0,2,14,0,16,2,2,4,0,43,37,20,0,2,10,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,16,17,0,1,7,1,1,4,7,3,1,1,14,6,29,9,36,22,5,34,0,1,1,0,32,15,0,4,17,149,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677155784620775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606730670401524,0.17361650698948505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984526514774332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458311372825752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999027122591468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064260922610573,0.0,0.057082424903676376,0.0,0.0,0.12366948271934708,0.0,0.09602728671947504,0.0,0.0,0.08722135912360028,0.0,0.05898227611325778,0.0,0.06416006673942372,0.0,0.09029137029687206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017739680892747,0.10113054183150184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117751115666408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178316469046811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062043401299560534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030827637204653,0.0,0.0,0.0999073336255974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364541525283492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399041090568868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826624692055499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067209960385826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171845612361587,0.0,0.0,0.11348930642331705,0.0,0.12007630025808892,0.0,0.0,0.07232256729097478,0.11607348150223895,0.0,0.12120553802699133,0.0,0.09641056598355467,0.0,0.0,0.2260524896338852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28016039830573264,0.12689720019251013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869110524146989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38770868206123615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500152913737307,0.0,0.0,0.2688748592341079,0.1316583981800412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664738236680935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715943375677937,0.0,0.0,0.0931490899598277,0.06658760369697632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150495535875594,0.10465355079645217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,russc058,2020/01/09,"Advice for my anxiety? I’m 18, I’ve always been worry some and anxious natured but I’ve never been diagnosed, I did make steps to call a local mental health helpline but it fizzled out. As I’m sure a lot of you will be too, I am strong willed and know who I am but recently I’ve had issues seeing things about other people’s opinions on things. For example the show I watch and absolutely love has comics as well and I’ve seen a lot of people hate on the show but I love it and it got me through a tough time in my life but I keep having this thought about judging myself for it, it’s completely irrational so essentially I guess I’m asking how you deal with irrational anxious thoughts and your head getting too worked up? Another example is that different things happen in the comics and I haven’t read them but I want to, but I’ll think that because the two don’t align perfectly that I’ll have issues with thinking about that. Thanks in advance, it’s hard explaining stuff to do with anxiety for me :)",2.543287529167745,4.688664142857141,3.748270676691732,87.21909774436092,77.52216748768474,7.229349235156858,24.969924812030076,8.20500826718156,1.5845034482758624,803,29,162,15,19,261,117,203,0.11199999999999999,0.716,0.172,0.9646,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,4,8,9,1,0,8,0,16,6,1,2,3,36,39,18,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,17,11,0,1,6,5,0,2,3,2,1,1,8,4,18,7,25,28,3,13,0,0,3,2,11,8,0,5,3,108,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288517787563098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097178385720198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382663989507879,0.20174462856742248,0.29792787113747904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327102549203643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038045298739059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464350277123524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825239315532095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359415670934397,0.0,0.13383482611040562,0.0,0.13776532801187716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889125415118592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054602526161666,0.0,0.14525833231152496,0.0,0.11660310266912285,0.0,0.11812039681858125,0.13018416081719314,0.13532610002913387,0.14016070159244973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525454997280296,0.0,0.1172029654076632,0.0,0.0,0.07246664606711062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313641000378003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420481363058056,0.2380170658818843,0.0,0.08801737775802837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288357005854073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169833427072048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282983510876985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318953892524094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019555214299686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507511386247766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509478163757415,0.0,0.0,0.1242762125445046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213987015064882,0.0,0.0,0.2628051889151634,0.1689807508700564,0.0,0.20936375561129766,0.0768884550398057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880777293729795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777427105048138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185577115368904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599543651381802,0.1339099322109388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GreyRainyClouds,2020/01/09,I heard taking magnesium supplements can help you with anxiety if that's true what brands can you recommend to me? I am a 17-year-old who has been suffering from anxiety for about five years now. My neck gets stiff when I'm around people and I start to spasm making people around me uncomfortable and just holding it in just makes it worse. At one point I did take a supplement but I built a resistance to it and it was a no go. From browsing the internet for a little while I heard that taking magnesium supplements can lower your levels and make you feel more relaxed. I will take any and all suggestions I'm starting school next and I'm a senior I've failed one class and got D's for the rest of my classes because of it,3.451666666666668,5.269997517241382,4.340431034482759,85.4655890804598,73.82758620689657,8.419540229885056,25.8764367816092,9.075114841892004,2.0305747126436784,580,20,117,13,12,187,93,145,0.131,0.7959999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.7514,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,1,7,4,0,0,8,0,9,2,1,3,2,22,27,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,10,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,3,6,3,15,2,16,20,3,16,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,1,8,78,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501971485969092,0.0,0.2587803825474741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011375546981937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310502203266644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552131049721684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836768160824264,0.0,0.09612508575806876,0.0,0.13527519770591695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336970992046068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952082049422088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33870300560844024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988029891943075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748199445546212,0.0,0.22922472146243394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345181381358428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989018431135454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117679727208915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394336497531245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086832371852282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236618406303886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783879498491293
anxiety,lifeaintover,2020/01/09,I in 5th grade sent a nude but upper body So what happened was in 5th grade I was a  weird child I used to call this kid baby and all then one day he ask for a nude idk but my anxiety and he kinda pressure me I think but like I sent him I think two boobs and that it with my face 🤦🏽‍♀️ I know it was dumb but I regret it so bad. But then in 6th grade he asked one of my friends that if she knew me and lucky she asked me and I told her not to tell him she didn’t know me so my anxiety got up again and still I regret it I really do I just hope god has his eyes on me and then 7th which I’m in now I think their still friends are going to my school and my anxiety went up again and please I need help I’m slowly getting scared I know this is to much but I need advice,-1.9633249623304887,-0.2306828397790035,0.6573103967855367,105.00365519839278,92.86740331491713,4.174886991461577,12.647162230035155,5.565023196281405,-1.4975215469613263,590,8,166,4,22,200,98,181,0.166,0.6890000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.3409,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,9,12,1,2,3,0,8,6,6,1,1,35,32,22,0,6,9,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,10,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,7,0,3,10,1,35,5,14,22,2,21,0,2,1,3,24,8,2,4,10,104,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570920534795753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422077265309596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181949990968099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450116773468832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656283220044406,0.0,0.0,0.1522586493056192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961640362140416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040504279246435,0.0,0.07790416240025652,0.0,0.0847430209251599,0.0,0.11925741152210526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318580588876209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099945728259207,0.0,0.0,0.14810052421286016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458419475754419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284793367484754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961348758250636,0.22112732113506675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208247633032086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636787210041269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552410314957553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928577721894748,0.1509079424869368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381599217986261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032928391502285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866322587786322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248161989468694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565944233357936,0.0,0.0,0.12878372965489165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822707013467936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,122719,2020/01/09,"Am I a bad person for joking about myself dying? I don't know how else to cope Hi everyone. I have severe anxiety about flying, and since that crash yesterday in Iran, ive been shaken up even more.

I have no idea how to cope with my fear, except to ask people if they think my plane will crash. I have 4 flights (round-trip, a stop each way) and at work yesterday I was talking to my co workers about it. I guess because it's such an irrational fear, that we laughed at my fear?

Like I don't know. I don't think it's funny that people died. Not one bit. But when we talk about ""will my plane crash"" somehow we start laughing, I guess because I'm being so illogical??? 

Please please help me I don't want to be a bad person, I just don't know how else to cope with my anxiety. Please help me...

I can't handle my mortality and the only thing that I seem to be able to do is make jokes about how easy it is to die. You know how people joke about how Google will tell you that you have cancer if you have a headache? Kind of like that. No one thinks cancer is actually funny. It's just the absurdity of the notion that people joke about...

I'm sorry

I want to be a better person

I just am SO STRESSED OUT, severe depression, anxiety, aspergers, don't fit in, I don't know how else to cope but to joke around.

Please forgive me... I wish I was normal.",1.5549822064056968,3.2449028896797145,3.2391516014234902,91.85914021352312,78.8220640569395,6.346533807829182,19.780925266903914,7.24861992348623,0.27258422775800684,1036,24,235,13,25,344,129,281,0.196,0.6679999999999999,0.136,-0.8436,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,3,4,1,3,24,19,0,4,9,0,30,2,0,8,0,47,49,17,4,6,9,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,13,11,0,1,11,5,0,0,11,7,0,2,3,0,39,12,32,39,3,14,0,1,0,0,19,8,0,6,7,152,52,2,0.09071962057899492,0.0,0.08852926322250271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820078429723046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075969599178312,0.08481059899277123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514941876447553,0.1106036773517599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802341321503523,0.09904232949653152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813667627192608,0.0,0.2824579301401593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735380631888155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059919453795307276,0.0,0.0,0.08668648516716032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30625438412161604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998757797764457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161489877314145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241140920351624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447052452168643,0.2492856547358667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864204837972131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055605118587783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888596656815714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294792549312265,0.06899635943299402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25157424897590525,0.2376386204120687,0.0,0.3983316032198792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258773538445277,0.0,0.2049746978818075,0.0,0.07504420761363645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015531879134535,0.06421181437713719,0.0,0.0,0.07584566495974818,0.10391901886363564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583398924648922,0.07929294701517878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027008482958094,0.17438840930787386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070175653636238,0.07200901216484895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432308651604673,0.0,0.0,0.06604496424697467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonunderwater9,2020/01/09,"I have a lot of fear of bad things happening to me in the future I feel like I am preemptively mourning people or something... I am scared that my family and dog might die or my boyfriend might break up with me. I am scared of the feelings I will feel (selfish I know), but I don't know how I will cope with the negative feelings and I don't want them. Someone on facebook posted about putting their dog down and it's like a piece of their heart is now missing, I don't want a piece of my heart missing, I want it always to be whole. 

I am scared of how I have felt in the past and feeling like that again, even though objectively it didn't look that bad and people feel a lot worse.",6.306803196803196,4.625558041958044,6.405114885114888,85.52657342657346,66.4825174825175,9.570029970029973,31.617382617382606,7.957251820313856,1.8557620379620376,532,16,123,5,7,170,74,143,0.265,0.669,0.066,-0.98,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,7,13,0,4,8,0,16,2,2,2,0,28,32,11,2,3,3,0,7,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,2,8,22,3,16,25,5,12,0,3,1,0,3,5,0,6,7,89,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082491074093434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172470708379055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135017628755017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592623932056434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264158645316292,0.14639256444104948,0.3946783537785901,0.1858791796324996,0.12491119280392415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504220233802052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083253936611721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299315144755353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906729128980518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924667718827724,0.0,0.0,0.22120350955015847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760195691427497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418999160003802,0.1803823946580087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459464064006595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078097945270234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907420919258615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022871056299284,0.1001531590797016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642905442076766,0.0,0.12781725864403407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019945152585114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524594617053874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257748541967507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mouseyboy16,2020/01/09,"how long will the starting side effects of sirtraline(zoloft) last Hey everyone. my partner has started on sertraline to help with his anxiety when starting a new job, but 5 days in it's given him terrible headaches and nausea.

How long do these things tend to last before they pass?",4.818823529411767,7.700166176470593,4.584078431372549,80.36435294117645,73.50980392156862,8.00156862745098,31.768627450980397,8.841846274778883,3.0884792156862746,229,11,38,5,5,70,46,51,0.105,0.86,0.035,-0.5647,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,6,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,10,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278695125304748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444193861416855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625255941748775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408063434529772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689169830019738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500810275894661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41084355154765856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460418186730963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339281705511254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535121900380065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742423826996153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Student_0range,2020/01/09,"I tend to cry uncontrollably when a person who is aggressive towards me says that I should speak louder because I speak soft It has been like this for 3 years in my school, teachers or even people same age as me will speak aggressively at me to speak louder but once I try to speak louder my throat just shut and everytime I try, they will get annoyed and I instantly cry or want to cry, is this a panic attack or an anxiety attack? And what should I do to control over my crying?",3.213750000000001,5.007999541666671,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,74.41666666666666,7.300000000000002,23.458333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.2381708333333332,380,11,76,6,8,124,63,96,0.33399999999999996,0.637,0.027999999999999997,-0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,5,2,3,0,9,1,1,1,0,13,12,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,6,0,1,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,14,1,11,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,4,54,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810226471357974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810074274161512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207873329273756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878145054952288,0.0,0.0,0.7357637962742224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060214433133146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748808568924438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180982976088665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833361991490546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647182252755327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609189350395305,0.14621484525599682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316657129619727,0.0,0.16947293439408334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227381281233954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876902625622908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783523351089087
anxiety,t_ghosh,2020/01/09,I have been experiencing intense anxiety attacks on account of a flight next week and reading about world news and the recent disaster. I am a nervous flier and every year during this time I generally travel back home on the other side of the world. Naturally these are long haul flights and unfortunately my airlines passes over the volatile regions of the planet right now. Yes you guess it right. And just yesterday along with the news of the missile attack came the other tragic news from the very same place. I panicked like anything. Have not been able to sleep properly for two nights now. Horror images and imagination is ripping my mind apart. I don't know how to stop this cycle. Yesterday I had a panic attack on the bus while going to work. Today after lot of deliberation I am probably going to cancel my trip home. Apart from the monetary loss and the thought that I won't be going home what hurts is that my fears and anxiety have now started controlling my life. What next?,5.5929274004683815,7.511433573770492,6.0149609679937575,75.21995901639345,68.45355191256832,8.507259953161592,29.46487119437939,9.04235418022936,2.628411709601874,796,30,134,15,14,256,117,183,0.23,0.738,0.032,-0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,7,10,3,3,15,1,14,2,1,2,0,27,22,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,10,11,0,2,3,2,1,7,3,9,0,1,5,1,14,1,20,15,2,38,0,3,0,0,1,12,0,2,20,92,24,2,0.12919820972298232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767255361406116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631911820111148,0.0,0.0,0.4409448456571125,0.0,0.0993454483474258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477683331272984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490677815108288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885506396470623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538390517875374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027895987844692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232639394482333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887890155908342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830935564938399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100395723866748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912565163723338,0.06311971921700063,0.0,0.0,0.1143363499742792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983969773477807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045336155068246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748075235242485,0.1212437676982677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158626180054205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498463072331818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392975219400014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923317259339642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756764551328767,0.0,0.0,0.22066913035280455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929151512490844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144715782146293,0.0,0.0,0.10801548844128954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256894693997894,0.07533651507395127,0.0,0.12246479606724354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620787766523653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106602053752576,0.0,0.0,0.10363501072390137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940578354215824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319941113190454
anxiety,ScrambulousBram,2020/01/09,Could I talk to someone? Feeling really anxious about something Just need somebody to talk it out with who’d like to listen n give an honest opinion. It’s got me really screwed up and without my anxiety medication I’m kinda freakin out!,3.1660000000000004,5.999084711111107,4.7022222222222245,77.38000000000002,79.66666666666667,7.155555555555559,33.44444444444444,8.238735603445708,3.2675777777777784,192,11,31,4,5,64,38,45,0.11800000000000001,0.695,0.18600000000000005,0.3235,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,8,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,9,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,2,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565574870735651,0.3184712206078377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225077363841409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253910643576814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270427954403532,0.0,0.0,0.2254643397279416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772402953337587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839885699321649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902820553959908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611897754586219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388563004298448,0.21702343184417752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45316743033542795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717453462225803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princess_potatoes,2020/01/09,"Feeling “lost” in life is making me very anxious Warning: discussion of somewhat major life choices, relationships, in this post

Hi, I’m new to this sub. 19F with GAD and a history of depression here. I need a bit of advice. I’ll try my best to keep this short!

I am about to start my second year of university and I’m unsure whether I want to take a gap year or not. I’m doing well in my studies, but i’m unsure if I totally have my heart in what I’m studying and REALLY want to do it long term. 

Taking a year away from uni being able to save money, and have a bit of disposable income sounds quite appealing. Also, I am in a LDR, and having the money and time to visit my partner where he’s studying more regularly over the coming year until we can live together again sounds great.

This sounds like a pretty simple choice to make, but of course anxiety is really getting in the way of that. I’m just so terrified I’ll do the “wrong” thing. 
The fact that I’m so motivated by my relationship and that I am, in a way, prioritising my partner over my education, makes me feel guilty and anxious for some reason. I’m getting panicky if we don’t work out in the future I’m making the wrong choice here and I’ll really regret it. I’m quite lonely and have next to no friends and I’m worried not continuing at uni will just make me more lonely. My anxiety about messing up my life keeps getting worse until I’m in some existential anxious spiral

Basically, I’m trying to weigh up the pros and cons of a life decision, and I’m getting anxious that every potential choice and all of my motivations are wrong and will lead to regret uptrack. I don’t need help with the choice itself but more how to manage being terrified I’m always doing the “wrong” thing and wasting my life and messing everything up /:",4.097576923076922,5.2877483388888935,5.7072222222222235,78.80615384615385,71.16666666666667,8.64957264957265,27.73504273504273,9.057496981413335,2.257632478632478,1422,50,274,28,26,485,170,360,0.23,0.6809999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9956,1,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,8,13,18,0,0,19,0,21,7,1,10,3,62,58,30,0,8,11,0,2,1,3,2,5,3,0,2,14,23,1,2,6,0,2,3,5,12,1,1,1,5,24,6,47,53,13,40,0,6,0,0,12,19,0,6,16,173,38,5,0.08600333253991349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404146119283794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687768339600206,0.07156166225653228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315846279831218,0.388637143579039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080296197783476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025519151667877,0.0,0.18778672893149476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408425572764035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407454429470982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246151695819397,0.0,0.07729424975997913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697173808637422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644596137984664,0.0,0.17973276638183186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481897774369023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191436314969883,0.057646220929059584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288742715181666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037334859682573,0.04201688408287616,0.0,0.07594251828683811,0.07611024293077857,0.0,0.0,0.09388279691186496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870394614860708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754076266815234,0.0,0.08306255448773467,0.09146551984273303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236741905632396,0.08749630794925517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295026103130294,0.0,0.0,0.16528781119877745,0.08842574968583858,0.0,0.18467078659832206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087360142847405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293276056464383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427358524485295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014923482450307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167812347751714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096175634304985,0.1014539876031042,0.13653088448912895,0.0,0.0,0.07732732453839976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261145038380396,0.0873405588953895,0.08764474332842599,0.0,0.37612457241227776,0.0,0.22153330570274396
anxiety,Mtaskofa,2020/01/09,"I have to make a presentation today. Today, for a uni assignment, I have to present something in front of the class and the module leaders. 
It's not for another 6 hours but I am bricking it. Didn't get any sleep, been up since 5am. I have sort of accepted that I probably won't do too well but I can't get it into my head that it isn't a big deal if my presentation isn't very good.
If I ask the lecturers I can probably get to do it in front of just them rather than the whole class, but I'm too anxious to send them that email. Fuck",1.8166666666666664,2.8293882735042715,3.9022222222222247,90.24000000000002,76.52136752136751,7.935042735042735,24.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,1.239967521367522,416,13,101,8,9,143,69,117,0.12,0.8590000000000001,0.021,-0.8932,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,7,0,13,3,2,1,0,13,20,6,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,1,0,2,0,12,3,14,17,1,14,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,3,6,67,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734168830616822,0.21177569578437475,0.0,0.2281605751016691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888080357319572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821486764458333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867114340245344,0.3165518171884621,0.0,0.0,0.1693968869884953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072721876676344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889276070862424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481179489209802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355003006588964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670657865982006,0.0,0.20210874151011227,0.0,0.0,0.15548089690992573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828744026787995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664053248592275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158888957731895,0.0,0.0,0.2254843500758143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LukeDonlan,2020/01/09,"Sertraline... Asking for your experiences...
What's the side of anxiety that this treats well? 
And.
What did it not help with?
Thanks... responses.",2.5500000000000007,4.241680666666666,2.6866666666666674,82.92500000000003,117.33333333333334,8.266666666666667,20.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,2.591716666666668,112,4,19,4,6,34,23,24,0.163,0.757,0.079,-0.3,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35976997507918673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396569473415681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600331101165438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152249587956015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329791392789289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228464988431431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cancel_noise,2020/01/09,"I'm so anxied I wanna vomit Couldn't sleep because of anxiety and now I'm even more anxied. Fuck my life.

I just wanted to scream this into the void.",-0.8618750000000013,1.2581340625000053,2.024750000000001,91.94525,99.0,3.8100000000000014,12.65,5.6839178017228535,-0.8421075000000001,118,2,24,1,5,41,27,32,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.8008,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,5,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779905318023604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012030643588061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263530387050964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567939948929993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34900241357083955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944638764065695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914371330098404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puppersrlyf,2020/01/09,"Anxiety is making me feel like a failure Ive (22F) been suffering from anxiety for quite a few years now. Recently I've been trying to pass my driving test, and I failed 3x. I know this sounds stupid to some, but it really pushes me on the edge every time. I just failed it now and it's triggered suicidal thoughts intensely. 

Every time I've failed an exam in the past I've gotten like this, cause I feel like a failure every time. The other times I thought I drove well but was failed for stupid reasons and this time it was all me. I get so nervous it makes me blank out and it just drives me crazy cause I know I can drive well  but the nerves pretty much made me forget how to start the car. 

I tried meditating last night and do it now and again, had a good night's sleep, took a Kalms pill before the test too. But still it just makes me forget common sense and freak out. Doesn't help that where Im from the roads are insane and often aren't mapped out logically with most roads not even having lanes in between...but public transport is horrible and it takes double the time to get absolutely anywhere, despite being a tiny island...

Does anyone have any tips on how to help this or ignore the bad thoughts that block out common sense?",3.7084125636672343,5.167323661290325,4.107784380305607,88.85996604414262,72.46774193548387,6.995246179966045,22.326825127334466,7.475848149327749,0.6918758064516126,980,23,203,11,19,307,138,248,0.281,0.645,0.07400000000000001,-0.996,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,18,17,2,1,16,0,16,2,1,10,1,49,34,17,1,0,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,16,14,0,2,9,0,0,9,3,11,2,0,12,3,19,6,18,21,6,41,0,5,0,0,3,12,0,4,23,122,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047906901004963,0.0,0.18106812637199385,0.0,0.0,0.08274999803682596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881363609774836,0.0,0.0,0.1007033924964147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24314707035001645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356503563701913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816615534306036,0.0,0.2991338268944817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967818660881507,0.1690922463857593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366138718189765,0.0,0.0,0.09926267782323757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864912757726826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278335606012568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007929798189402,0.09646746269293248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345305284105444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119814720463103,0.2369898290525647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699763600984313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211866493381488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129742701673049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040002535000335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125875117374859,0.0,0.0,0.07581522437846203,0.12167899141461598,0.1168520066972748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843107184809595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837656276809411,0.0,0.09451095228209973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945088258178966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898116596712331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818595708936501,0.4140496406537693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148632061924553,0.16069779350564042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281382158595466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762106889068668
anxiety,Pensive_Nights,2020/01/09,"Can’t sleep I haven’t been able to sleep until like 2-3AM due to anxiety and endless thoughts in my head and I have to wake up every weekday at 7AM.... that only gives me 4-5 hours of sleep which is definitely not enough for me. And then throughout the day I just feel more overwhelmed Bc I don’t have enough energy to stay focused during work/school and end up being unproductive and work just piles up. 

Help...",2.1435240963855406,4.300081349397594,3.0996234939759044,91.31883283132534,78.87951807228916,6.077710843373494,21.218373493975907,7.1686216300943375,0.4801819277108432,324,9,69,4,8,103,61,83,0.021,0.8370000000000001,0.142,0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,8,5,5,0,0,10,11,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,12,8,3,12,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,42,9,1,0.19553405901893287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958301994922873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610329193810854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318513870724764,0.4040779050304871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474587803826468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886789538107693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757408666747385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067435613081785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310623580793224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925616607968883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955280644298279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487124629860531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789090679235427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5870258141336465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084132902797861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523220149469333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847022475303729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,usedtortellini,2020/01/09,"Does anyone else just have random periods of realization that one day your parents are going to die, life will never be the same, and you just feel this big impending doom looming over you? It’s like my mind goes 0-100. I’m minding my own business, and bam. My parents are getting older -> one day they’ll die -> maybe soon, who knows? -> this part of your life will only be a distant memory -> then ill get older and die -> panicking

Sometimes I feel like my anxiety tortures me. It’s like I’m mourning my current life when I’m being shown no real reason to.",4.369736842105265,5.4359890877193,5.286798245614037,82.5396710526316,70.40350877192985,7.805263157894737,28.285087719298247,8.07648339933343,1.8508456140350875,452,16,87,6,8,148,77,114,0.247,0.696,0.057,-0.9743,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,1,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,1,15,18,5,4,0,2,2,2,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,2,12,3,5,12,3,13,1,2,0,0,8,2,0,1,13,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753043455875935,0.0,0.0,0.10742523738301546,0.15741732049644475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816386520082974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783469483940204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444711542997365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834241593009027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536505028434336,0.10975694947771307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605360022753891,0.0,0.08731437050929658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443383562439635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255510538857933,0.22517505520624556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154347112607843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102553185534813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849286402929145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082142460713616,0.1168464201684568,0.0,0.0,0.3411872045059731,0.16637184673159286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487038412529615,0.0,0.15796247549666287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194904696323386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xollee,2020/01/09,"Sometimes I'm proud of myself. It's really hard to be. I often have to ask my loved ones whether or not they care about me. I genuinely feel awful for seeking attention and I find myself annoying them when I ask. It often leads into spiraling fears where I can't help but isolate myself.

But sometimes, and this has become more and more often, I slow myself down and think logically.

My girlfriend doesn't need to tell me she loves me every single day for it to still be true. And my friend doesn't have to tell me he understands me, because it was true the last time he said it. Why should it have changed? Have I gotten unbearably annoying as a person since the last time I talked to my best friend? Have I very suddenly become a disappointment to my parents since I saw them last? Probably not.

Doing that is very hard but I'm getting better at it and I want to be truly proud of myself when I do remind myself that yes, people care. It doesn't fix everything, but it helps.",3.3753865979381423,5.157177917525775,4.466585051546391,84.63534149484539,73.94845360824742,7.530412371134021,23.465206185567013,8.278499904357787,1.3745680412371128,772,22,151,13,16,252,106,194,0.10800000000000001,0.654,0.239,0.9878,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,5,8,16,2,1,4,2,18,2,0,1,2,30,35,15,0,3,8,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,12,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,5,32,12,17,27,4,16,0,1,1,2,21,4,0,4,11,109,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397966302809857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818123395136617,0.28328853414121485,0.0,0.0,0.13459257033497962,0.11342847917401028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615229403005511,0.0,0.13567361931737926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271193541822205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805784857232027,0.0,0.11526463544633885,0.0,0.0,0.14431916567291633,0.06484806900765691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722001223079374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981743671518263,0.0,0.06700638100213002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977721659643766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192923563862678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31362751333219546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315048898150459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509723918107264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690688010528443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240867776787594,0.0,0.0,0.08891379421667815,0.11198470685700772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382773569190356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216152068539727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199702943843135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218277339829344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536890314800089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242221960802242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308410628228877,0.22419581662085972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217870841759163,0.0,0.0,0.14956955499041893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351486383339456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116426771955972,0.07564635747136816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572748929098454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Protos478,2020/01/09,Question about risperdal My psychiatrist just prescribed me risperdal because he believes a lot of my anxiety is paranoia (I think it is part of it) but looking up online it seems to have an encyclopedia of scary side effects including male breast growth and lactation... He said once the paranoia is taken care of he's willing to prescribe something like klonopin or xanax which seems to tie into anxiety a whole lot more. Has risperdal helped any of yall?,8.07987804878049,8.997834060975613,6.779170731707321,75.66948780487809,62.04878048780488,9.486829268292682,42.00975609756098,9.3871,4.13208,371,21,62,6,5,111,62,82,0.126,0.7559999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.3071,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,1,0,12,13,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,11,10,5,4,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,6,1,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282863073538153,0.0,0.3438458491585847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699737787053054,0.0,0.0,0.2532012491250075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291339958669245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506362414056324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979497687471153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872218732934448,0.0,0.0,0.3821261318116596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23933720106458295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433678950064043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175648500168224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377602138456608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091836171396605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301325528547315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400217291275197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25091044750755737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plutoniumriver,2020/01/09,I feel so bad right now I can’t stop crying I really need help please. It’s 3 am and I can’t sleep. I’m crying controllably. My thoughts are running wild and I have a nervous feeling in my stomach. I feel like something bad is just about to happen. I went on the birth control pill almost 2 weeks ago and I know it’s making me anxious. But please someone tell me what I can do to calm myself right now. I’m breathing so heavy and can’t stop crying. I need help,-0.13015151515151402,2.0535278282828315,1.8113383838383856,96.77034090909092,88.89898989898991,4.108080808080809,19.36111111111111,5.46131890053228,-0.3390343434343435,361,11,81,2,12,119,64,99,0.24,0.596,0.16399999999999998,-0.8402,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,2,0,9,4,3,3,0,19,21,7,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,3,15,2,5,19,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,8,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003190788341196,0.0,0.14688892887295682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571804021610936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449601842574405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290508029858573,0.0,0.0,0.4833965047060208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251274065776214,0.10479542466736523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297175560223307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664654119784675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061703338748341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166536499397247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979167695276867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753767581132544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220433220484724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397342343973536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505450589104776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679602091060395,0.0,0.12429003137224127,0.11292919258936132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527895561557825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821359824510795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164555405297362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766593644292142,0.0,0.0,0.13598317664663614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,constantheadpain,2020/01/09,"Wellbutrin XL actually did wonders for my anxiety. Hi there! I wanted to put my experience with Wellbutrin XL out into the world because these really meant a lot to me when I was searching for the right medicine. I've had BAD anxiety my entire life and about 3 years ago it slowly developed its way to a sucky depression. I had a breaking point when I felt so hopless and emotionless overall. At this point anxiety was something I've lived with and honestly could live with because it was all too familiar so I went on a search to help the depression. 

I found a doctor and I brought up my interest in Wellbutrin especially that it was an antidepressant and it could also help with my binge eating. She quickly dismissed Wellbutrin because of my history with anxiety and it's known to heighten. I fought for it because it honestly it felt like a good fit. She gave in and wrote me a prescription. 

I think the most important thing I could of done for myself is going into it with a ""if I convince myself it will make me panic...then I will panic"" mindset. I was honestly scared shitless as silly as it seems. I took it and surprise surprise I sent myself into a panic attack but it only got better from that point forward. 

The first month was rough. I was confused, I felt foggy, I was definitely not myself. I almost quit but I told myself to keep going past the first month mark. I'm so happy I did. I'm not lying when I say that I was able to cut my anxiety attacks down by 70%. Of course it's still there but the improvement is out of this world. 
I took 150XL for a month and a half and been on 300XL since then. I've been on it for about 5 months now.  

I have never been so happy to be alive. 

Anyway I wanted to share my experience please feel free to ask any questions or message me! 

Tldr: started Wellbutrin and not only did it help my depression, it cut my anxiety down drastically and even my binge eating.",2.8691147416413365,5.073930204787235,4.385352583586627,82.75600000000003,76.73936170212768,7.38224924012158,26.168389057750765,8.329178653251315,1.9357269908814592,1511,58,285,29,35,503,180,376,0.115,0.71,0.17600000000000002,0.9808,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,18,28,5,4,19,0,27,4,0,1,2,56,56,28,0,6,8,0,5,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,25,23,2,1,11,0,1,9,4,13,0,3,33,6,48,16,46,17,3,50,0,3,0,0,16,22,0,9,20,209,73,1,0.0821265495496249,0.0,0.08014366546323584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280023094329409,0.0,0.08223787621844562,0.0,0.0,0.06567657200332992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584886993312895,0.0,0.3769595136912707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677723755963224,0.18686161257268447,0.0,0.0,0.06857223844567037,0.2002543293375108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263425913338475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671410135165215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220643035764009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406000346391418,0.0,0.08404397391824113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807192620967612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054243811423591415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067104861770462,0.0,0.0,0.04152565107900176,0.0,0.23656310019134086,0.0,0.0,0.1397136021850873,0.0,0.09004752259522568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933488214322578,0.06888385329447366,0.06568410407791513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485047826511851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514308502924194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299785072672117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800841071751678,0.04012288373769389,0.0,0.1450384957609127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982105555388686,0.0,0.0,0.05482010954748324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221051327009737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633410579538532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124921883393095,0.0,0.289073432228607,0.0,0.0,0.07839908435789808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015028926552134,0.23290840491341624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825598658025661,0.09200053103940793,0.08735169460282884,0.0,0.0,0.05261237061197836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013562458353663,0.0,0.06531032852019396,0.08222300319158142,0.0,0.0,0.07476492625249156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793593045979572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632250301834879,0.0,0.0,0.058129594474255225,0.0,0.0655863685575193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456123026668321,0.05262337682667162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847543755062839,0.18249123675456416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688073349979222,0.06518823235626818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613213422319362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906273970251374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288680528526325
anxiety,Millysim,2020/01/09,My anxiety is killing me. My anxiety is killing me. I have a job interview today and tomorrow which now I don't want to go because I feel I'm never good enough to go for an interview. I blank and I feel stupid. I'm in bed feeling depressed and want to sleep (I just woke up) . My head is hurting. I'm not prepared. I'm fed up!!!!!!,-0.9010485133020368,1.1523964225352152,2.1120187793427263,93.97143974960878,91.8169014084507,5.972456964006258,24.790297339593113,7.3871296695380915,1.281487010954616,250,12,59,5,9,88,43,71,0.3720000000000001,0.609,0.019,-0.9771,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,1,11,18,3,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,3,11,1,7,16,1,9,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,34,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355959197853747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337103854740466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889211164426765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266415269755904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33272154452007824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493170946874927,0.18397577934843634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225110761722547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234812848700791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766559388295706,0.0,0.4853444327012922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917201846995858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950293121372347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791296073281185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875016563427905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Privateski,2020/01/09,"What do you do about THIS kind of anxiety? Like everyone, I have the daily anxieties. 

But late at night, like right now, I just find myself anxious for something to happen. I can’t sleep because something might happen when I’m sleeping. Perhaps a phone call, a knock on my door, an amber alert, an email, an emergency or something. Anything! It keeps me up for hours! I lose sleep over something that never really happens. My phone is on loud too. I just can’t help but feel like I’ll miss something because I’m sleeping.",2.881,5.347857099999999,3.532,87.551,78.0,6.0,27.0,7.1686216300943375,1.4842000000000004,410,17,76,5,10,129,70,100,0.10099999999999999,0.789,0.11,0.4474,0,0,5,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,6,0,7,4,4,0,1,10,15,4,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,10,4,10,14,0,12,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,2,9,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932041976162346,0.14717395143425968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720543080505723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882916679213402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302559617625212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244835844603107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587108087199083,0.09306866482619768,0.0,0.0,0.11906921861557153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34560592073087154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732075417445613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829487956941407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579462822999174,0.0,0.13566162586506952,0.0,0.0,0.14695615669992154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093772048088886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574468193849385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820145331395994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047630422598113,0.0,0.0,0.12225449729496712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834576612141608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125435192239223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214773340081927,0.0,0.0,0.5014612616702058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alynzhara,2020/01/09,"Not being able to stop dwelling on the guilt after upsetting someone I'm 3 days into a new job and accidentally upset someone with a few comments, not malicious but he felt threatened by some suggestions and ideas I gave which he took as criticism of his work and felt that I was overstepping.

I apologised, we talked it out, my boss spoke to me and just explained the sensitivities but told me she likes the enthusiasm and that I'm doing a great job. Yet, I can't stop feeling bad about upsetting someone even if it's all fine now. Any advice on getting over it?",8.958165137614678,7.170539128440367,8.934018348623852,69.83827522935779,61.38532110091744,12.389724770642204,39.23119266055046,11.20814326018867,4.25601504587156,451,19,85,10,5,148,80,109,0.19699999999999998,0.631,0.172,-0.0593,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,5,9,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,25,15,9,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,4,10,3,13,7,3,13,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,8,56,16,4,0.18776627524817732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834830310473141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276875059486953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567769968296714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210937140186892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401785393550376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494027051079526,0.0,0.36057013984456254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810012904995664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701298133429807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119652697656179,0.0,0.0,0.372658110744502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173311764535053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134583868040893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772812670795604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139620274494516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091941958439026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941872254658411,0.2086152406179732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366960846662182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,olivialikesfries,2020/01/09,"Today I felt a panic attack beginning as I was on my way to class. Usually when this happens, I freak out and immediately leave for home. Today, I went to the closest quiet place I could find, meditated for 20 minutes, and managed to sit through my entire 1 hour class. I’m just really happy. My journey with guided meditation is all thanks to the app Headspace. It has truly changed my life and I recommend it to everyone I know. Back in high school, I missed months of my senior year because I suffered from panic attacks while sitting in the classroom. Now I’m in my senior year of college, and thanks to meditation/ mindfulness (and of course proper medication) I now have the skills to effectively deal with my anxiety. I never thought this would be possible. Today was a good day. :)",5.245287569573288,6.944549360544222,6.318416821273964,73.56478664192952,69.0,9.154978354978354,32.41125541125541,9.573946990214177,3.2925292517006803,624,28,107,14,11,208,97,147,0.146,0.706,0.147,0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,2,2,6,0,8,2,0,1,2,19,19,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,5,2,18,4,22,11,1,31,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,0,18,71,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839685269031853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223987185229495,0.0,0.1089552771296171,0.0,0.08637640747637942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989530394522949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313251790635047,0.0,0.0,0.09138202962220557,0.14608208533090167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353963510938295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360501305421736,0.0,0.1295073386425655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884766337667547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530107426414022,0.15083774925647692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970932815680876,0.14213237963524675,0.0,0.1395417607311852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787227262978028,0.0,0.0,0.15003532861940194,0.0,0.0,0.10008389107530463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274355014966034,0.0,0.0,0.14307230373089394,0.0,0.11310018721560815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928448937722217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324988399219139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804188911871013,0.0,0.0,0.15974065583181352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077391889229497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434036528986055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609087985625743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249058939928744,0.0,0.0,0.4029329782920337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560578381640197,0.0,0.0,0.112471482425328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313533698764772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065658771602562,0.0,0.0,0.18249482080338306
anxiety,Eden987,2020/01/09,"My Anxiety makes me feel so stupid. So often im berated by myself and others for not remembering something, or not thinking of something i should have. Theres just constantly this fog in my brain, and i feel like i cant do anything because of it. 

I like to think im pretty smart, ive been told i am, but sometimes my anxiety wont even let me read, and it makes me want to cry, except i can't do that either because im too high strung for my body to let me cry. Everybody wants so much from me because apparently im ""so smart"", and i have ""so much potential"", but then i try and go out and do something out in the world, and i disassociate and become a stupid fucking drone for the rest of the day.

 I spend weeks in therapy trying to retain something, anything, to help mitigate my anxiety, and then i can barely remember to use what ive managed to learn. No matter how many appointments i go to, how many tools i learn, or how many panic attacks i unpack, im still to dumb for any of it to matter. I can't express myself, i can't learn anything, i cant process emotions, i cant even read; Im practically mentally handicapped. Sometimes i feel like im so incompetent that i need a handler to follow me around and remind me how to be a person, itd be nice honestly, itd be like being able to hear the voice in my head for once. 

Does anybody else struggle with this?",6.4020545179202415,4.8628687738515906,7.596044926804647,76.6065459363958,66.20848056537103,10.771226653205453,34.701918223119634,9.784248007369934,3.0947225643614336,1065,41,224,19,14,367,136,283,0.157,0.743,0.1,-0.9706,1,0,4,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,18,15,5,2,7,0,26,4,3,7,0,48,43,26,0,4,9,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,11,14,0,1,10,2,1,3,10,7,0,0,2,5,37,8,33,31,4,18,0,0,0,1,5,9,2,3,10,150,48,6,0.07900562264723329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372653261835901,0.0,0.1813172552317044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950446871700594,0.07033175432073425,0.0,0.0898803013832355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448328278622796,0.08725550305734185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775743621838165,0.0,0.08819640360247451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537701082001073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356793331949952,0.05095209063537842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913835278808962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599905994169125,0.08887069161204768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436493727744876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984284999137433,0.1128832652105066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303942505772452,0.0,0.0,0.08980143207142212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108256195874691,0.0,0.0890450786771876,0.0,0.05295580349338989,0.08347377803648331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5973774092434813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615772039029972,0.0,0.15439262598916942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547373321148457,0.2402979028244496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961908530764948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161564462983362,0.058581668116313886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841384096547174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269607546417856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689846623066385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037712126628163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805400538150682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899593846724565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24328955271733535,0.1562771619333078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309399230180374,0.0,0.0,0.08259383075064816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903498149053992,0.0,0.0,0.10124722577024832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549325815100902,0.0,0.10727926342439416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823549139652248,0.0,0.0,0.09319912640487543,0.0,0.06337354494191612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slowerlife,2020/01/09,"Weird physical symptoms? Anyone else get weird and random physical symptoms that seem like something is really wrong but you have a hunch it’s just anxiety? For instance, I have been getting pain in my kidney area and frequent urge to urinate lately but part of me thinks it’s just my anxiety playing tricks on me again. Ive been tested (negative) and treated for uti but it’s still there. I’ve felt pain in other places that turned out to be nothing and eventually went away.",3.1660000000000004,5.999084711111107,3.7844444444444463,83.96000000000005,79.66666666666667,6.711111111111113,26.777777777777786,7.908726449838941,2.006244444444445,384,16,67,7,10,121,65,90,0.20600000000000002,0.753,0.040999999999999995,-0.9332,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,9,1,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,0,14,14,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,1,7,3,10,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,5,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29369605457741416,0.0,0.0,0.13422212084845211,0.19668456993937186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035169833138026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035702299201504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843106398999136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058119695941615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653799179353914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378141861950733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418973443945744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40851559129177134,0.0,0.0,0.2078727742361836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055618621404656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297378187428855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747521661897501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777933364989634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329861945211054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990375779485635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299950730405358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087961525722272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779478164296126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987691465235644,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmyDreamCatcherAmy,2020/01/09,"I'm done! I'm done with all this shit. It's impossible for me to live like this. I've been suffering from anxiety and possibly depression, and there's no one who really understands. I've been flunking in school and lost all my friends. The worst part is that no one in my family understands. And it's fine, I don't expect them to, but I would be glad if they could at least go easy one me. My mom shouts and abuses me everyday, just because she feels like I don't study enough. I do the best I can but I can't deal with this pressure anymore. She doesn't realise how much she hurts me, and then after her rant, she just pretends that everything is normal. It's like everyone seems to have either a problem or an opinion about me l. They want me to do this or that...no one really cares what I want to do. 
I'm sick of crying and hurting myself. I've started to cut and eat whatever meds I can find. I do know the consequences of all this ..but to be honest , I'm totally indifferent. 
Schools the same. I barely go 'cause it's overwhelming. I stay at home all day studying, otherwise my mom shouts. 
I don't know how long I'll survive if this goes on like this. And getting a professional help is out of question. Is there something I can do?",1.7989705882352922,3.7810028627451007,3.454142156862748,89.22238970588236,79.19607843137254,7.387254901960786,23.958333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.4427156862745094,970,34,211,20,24,322,136,255,0.195,0.652,0.153,-0.8346,1,0,1,0,1,1,34.0,0,0,3,3,7,22,2,2,7,0,26,3,1,3,5,47,44,19,0,9,10,2,1,4,1,1,1,2,1,0,15,12,1,0,8,1,0,2,7,12,0,4,5,3,32,10,22,35,13,15,0,7,0,0,15,6,1,7,10,144,47,3,0.0,0.13832803854767178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931238425116238,0.0,0.11578327207366065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116888270552521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252048691331675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190330116472199,0.1199330053928472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932142830698251,0.0,0.1282428906269978,0.0752932095416685,0.1203627136164062,0.10055542603544038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894877046328625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946299730027912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063254617314485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115583214361854,0.10492614282960244,0.0,0.11006022028944,0.0,0.059031616458710176,0.08340524633292397,0.0,0.0,0.1067061349579506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019970380515817,0.0,0.06099634182070865,0.0,0.1327018765624646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825414735988709,0.0,0.11710839742535277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499636513302931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832399028211625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814993840938494,0.0,0.1030911813666412,0.10331886583218412,0.0,0.0,0.12744492363411694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968141153058585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27346917453840425,0.0,0.0,0.08582367810324529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438887169614988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164475792420285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642739184665158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316165412564405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117126739848851,0.0,0.0,0.13078518749733098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149584326903923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23631169785512585,0.0,0.10628357018904397,0.0,0.0,0.11984079346280516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898788010639845,0.0,0.0,0.08263528293334307,0.12443850826674847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24307888743516004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772273651574807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293487879383275,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,detrashedpanda,2020/01/09,DAE get anxiety triggered reading r/relationship_advice posts? seriously it’s like a new medical condition or shitty new reason to irrationally be worried about my relationship with my loving partners. or if I’m the shitty one personality and health wise,9.456428571428573,11.905063214285715,10.379523809523814,45.582142857142884,59.71428571428571,13.219047619047622,42.57142857142857,12.45797560212912,6.832942857142857,213,12,26,8,3,73,38,42,0.28600000000000003,0.5379999999999999,0.17600000000000002,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,7,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323988260023654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880369956110966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823990382207004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979489654865842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397811573482379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26763860439048603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131792088883917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002757790401805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319762890272335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25444225265034803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26574589487237393,0.0,0.0,0.27315711964915745,0.0,0.2852344499750423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698048428333881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OkText00,2020/01/09,"The one anxiety symptom that was just a bridge too far. Chest tightness. I fucking hate it. It drives me up the goddamn well.

I know it's probably just muscle tightness, or indigestion, heartburn or whatever. But it doesn't make me think I'm not dying.

It scares the absolute shit out of me and always will, which is why I'm being more proactive about handling my anxiety issues. Can't deal with these bullshit physical symptoms.",3.2674444444444437,6.1539863,4.10166666666667,81.4877777777778,79.75,7.055555555555558,30.13888888888889,8.167268648758528,2.6897222222222217,344,17,58,7,9,110,63,80,0.203,0.715,0.08199999999999999,-0.8925,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,1,4,0,6,6,2,1,0,14,13,4,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,1,2,6,1,5,10,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915397194557866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35219532266078074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731974638167624,0.0,0.0,0.2389048681531144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128105003764572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22726876472456514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402625679055468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650851710394415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536561789990099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598530681219427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24818789856527745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046419645146116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629067388270586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785190891365093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749892103385304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697191179344995,0.0,0.2077141407192398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dbailyn,2020/01/09,Anxiety about graduating college So I just graduated college (one semester early) and I'm 21. I live in an apartment with my friends I've known since freshman year. After this semester they are all planning on moving back to their parents house or moving in with their gf. I don't have a gf and I don't want to move back to my parents house. However I feel like living alone somewhere else with no friends will be lonely af. Idk what to do,2.351609195402297,4.793015885057471,3.7777011494252872,85.1957471264368,79.80459770114942,6.625287356321839,28.05747126436781,7.793537801064563,1.9427609195402296,350,16,67,6,9,115,61,87,0.126,0.775,0.099,0.1724,3,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,10,4,0,1,2,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,10,3,12,8,1,12,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,43,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877560829865255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320489139834985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26545837191123656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419649433963408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727861101705661,0.12331517393843892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26672164289353545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983457847596671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433027470087179,0.0,0.30484190193508753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503827451060932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696742708745092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833338997615558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278773467998945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181196001104044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115748426546444
anxiety,sexysneks,2020/01/09,"Recognize anxiety attacks? Hi guys.
I’ve had what I think is an anxiety attack, but si’m not sure. Inm usually very nervous before school, but a few days ago it was really extreme. I just started crying and my heart was pounding super fast and I felt like I couldn’t breath and I couldn’t move. 

Is this unusual? What could I do about it?",0.9213266998341644,3.4809123432835847,2.8118407960199012,88.16247097844116,89.74626865671641,6.559867330016584,22.369817578772803,7.793537801064563,1.5004573797678282,265,10,52,6,9,88,50,67,0.23,0.653,0.11699999999999999,-0.6511,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,1,2,0,9,2,2,0,1,13,12,5,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,1,7,3,1,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302009847974447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33315261738771523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954386324537587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528715938153176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738537306052685,0.0,0.23918550059979365,0.14042918034629726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907183170509952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156043461855052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580319400004641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063804725615969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314312257047976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949468051395406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203721838798226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412286341162895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522452459940946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395238620236341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398182048548317,0.17966456433762745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClosetedAspie,2020/01/09,Does anyone else underestimate how anxious getting out of your comfort zone will make you? I often do this. When I try to do something that I imagine will give me 1 or 2/10 anxiety it might give me  6/10 anxiety instead. 6/10 anxiety isn’t a huge deal for me. But sometimes something I imagine will give me 4/10 anxiety ends up giving me 10/10 anxiety.,5.023880597014927,6.6514606417910445,6.0151044776119456,75.80414925373138,69.44776119402985,8.942089552238807,35.78805970149253,9.3871,3.610554626865672,281,15,49,6,5,93,48,67,0.182,0.715,0.10300000000000001,-0.3612,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,9,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,5,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,2,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5963882023686176,0.17614413703590615,0.0,0.1090222195678996,0.15975748434014847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074568607200293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644580450324234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302503526198141,0.0,0.13809799211920196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146126420097383,0.5982870109001394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407717136472308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540546403668016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400681923208144,0.15420791952355434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058587948234888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,finaticholy,2020/01/09,"Anxiety symptoms? I feel like I have very intense anxiety symptoms but I don’t actually have bad nerves, I’m trying to figure out what the problem sorta is... 

I guess a lot of my friends tend to say anxiety for them is things like not being able to order food, getting out of the house etc but I’m very capable of that sorta stuff. I just constantly feel extremely panicky, racing heart, always shaking etc. Just physically pretty shit/sick as well as mentally. Is this also anxiety? 

Thanks heaps",2.8021114369501454,5.673185946236561,4.455659824046922,78.17621700879765,82.01075268817203,7.682893450635388,27.80938416422288,8.575989854853784,2.8089225806451616,395,18,66,10,11,132,65,93,0.204,0.575,0.222,0.6165,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,7,4,1,0,0,15,15,5,0,1,5,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,3,7,5,11,14,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,3,43,12,0,0.14983019146126786,0.0,0.14621265360124056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981914997941867,0.12467072194216157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584787454584064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251019514588803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191320881895369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33420053860350285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151729339270786,0.10703871871741756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117526224925976,0.0,0.11575843425311574,0.0,0.07828009102541304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650548478997334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775494982858476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288392435972566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639892666534954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273802708020194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099359255583175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243116964225648,0.0,0.1433672582190848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915098199354042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379853841728508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151972266391047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31146187576788725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794350997645838,0.0,0.0,0.09954052157371812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172486489012976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24725119888517494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471533600630034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrOreo3,2020/01/09,Went on a date! I went on a real date out in the world. Went to the movies. I was have not been able to do any of this in so long!!! I'm so happy and I did not know who else to tell so posting on here.,-3.216666666666665,-1.7841832448979569,0.11744897959183832,108.76624149659864,95.73469387755102,3.2666666666666666,10.207482993197278,3.1291,-2.3146353741496606,147,1,46,0,6,52,33,49,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.7851,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,0,3,1,10,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,31,5,0,0.2574315910843921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506230964279346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215051061450735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404071563032056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147767004225614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781885720994455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465483035944421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930135096017453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500655736444025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.715924992095936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThetrueBobo_theclown,2020/01/09,"Anxiety and tics, also questions Doctors say I somesort of anxiety issue because I have this tic where I swallow air pretty much all the time when I'm not asleep. 

It's worse when I'm not relaxed and curtain foods can make it worse for a short time (mostly dairy and peppermint.) 

The air swallowing started 3 months ago and eventually got worse, to the point where small mounts food was coming back up because of burping the air out. Buscopan stops flare ups but only that, I have medicine for sleeping. The air swallowing is very hard to notice and only the doctors could tell that I was swallowing air. 

I had alot of dead ends with the doctors and I worried alot about dying because when I first had it, the doctors and i though I had a heart problem. 
Before I was swallowing air I had episodes where my heart would go fast and I went shaky, so I was nervous/fearful that I could die at anytime. 

The fear was not like normal fear, I felt like I was in a hyper real state and I felt that I could pass out at anytime and the fear of imminent death was constantly on my mind.

Until I found out that i could have ibs, which was my second dead end.

Then the doctors said it is probably functional problem and that's where I am currently.

Also the pressure from the air sometimes makes you feel like your choking and are going to pass out. Also my right foot gets jumpy sometimes. 


[Anywon had something similar to this?] 
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Sad I always thought I wouldn't be a person to have one of these types problems and for 16 years I thought i was the lucky few like the rest of my family.

I am a mentally strong person for my age and I am really surprised that I ended up like this, I thought somebody else who was more emotional would get something like this. 

Now I have to reapply for college which I really enjoyed and all the years of horrible secondary school was paying off but I had to get yeeted by anxiety problems and now I can't eat food like I used to.",4.372262215591199,5.7090821671018315,4.841248601268184,84.71626305483029,70.67101827676241,7.769078701976875,29.605464378963074,8.192908349453996,2.036443565833644,1542,61,299,22,28,490,185,383,0.24,0.6990000000000001,0.06,-0.9974,1,0,2,0,0,0,97.0,0,2,0,2,16,22,0,5,23,0,38,20,5,3,2,60,60,28,5,12,5,0,4,7,0,3,6,2,1,2,19,22,9,1,8,1,1,6,5,10,0,3,26,6,43,12,37,26,9,58,0,1,0,0,9,27,0,6,31,207,62,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176045434688275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715118376606122,0.057973089046231364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598977814650557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053573840505340684,0.0,0.12741510093335293,0.0,0.0592861532979041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600166767902352,0.0,0.0752912049147913,0.0,0.2225112405733998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446180795750376,0.0,0.0,0.3565637044733918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129234613109088,0.058202421220031726,0.07837216820799754,0.18512742603676535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656810183693636,0.3136036638881179,0.035228501949216826,0.04977403735961529,0.13379302382437622,0.0,0.0,0.05926338033262416,0.25274473704155115,0.07639228387371769,0.0,0.0,0.1092029936989234,0.0,0.07919295790274314,0.0,0.05572345112998092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062412861682877865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512446088207325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727199730856851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382691988840141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930138497949455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021347795443622,0.0,0.07034934867534771,0.0,0.05561191298522335,0.0,0.051217293252741714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826424264250239,0.0,0.07932258620467278,0.0,0.0,0.04721187912053122,0.10597812913856608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167065339536205,0.0,0.0,0.06586301866663395,0.0,0.0,0.07088196517536359,0.07511872307531035,0.2666686355086633,0.0,0.0,0.0780491287393603,0.0,0.0,0.07930254142413258,0.08926795619078119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059499921690572916,0.06627448827910333,0.0554063566926487,0.0,0.07051227467517272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972280185169817,0.0,0.0,0.107274566018043,0.13781573879914882,0.0,0.04931454363828151,0.0,0.0,0.05824931736804687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060896823017981085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845286297830656,0.1659365123084343,0.08125317284160485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060174657274284823,0.0,0.057487096996228323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645870918141011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075579071988136,0.21300664416647733,0.09898666899254467,0.0,0.0,0.08973359235404599
anxiety,lunapark3333,2020/01/09,"Panic attack, fighting through it I’m just struggling through panic coming in waves over the last few hours. Severely triggered by a work event social situation. A minefield of more social interactions over the next week and a half. I can’t shut my brain off tonight, I also have CPTSD and what I’m experiencing is likely also a flashback. I can’t imagine getting to sleep, let alone getting through the day tomorrow. Sorry, I know this is something people struggle with every day. It’s just one of those nights where it feels like it will never end",4.692843137254903,7.1255535784313775,4.910392156862745,80.04343137254905,72.0392156862745,6.494117647058824,29.96078431372549,7.3871296695380915,2.0120901960784323,443,19,74,5,9,139,74,102,0.225,0.752,0.024,-0.9590000000000001,0,1,1,0,2,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,4,7,0,7,2,2,1,1,11,14,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,0,2,5,2,12,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,14,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374401832192628,0.0,0.2528651783143022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986168256807855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649199328734352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618923303260566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039229644539161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002975791416247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332061491607011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994015860158543,0.11294673973093372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520154899280245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569674711245246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688767774736299,0.1288726790751279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166805913747834,0.0,0.15447944131891625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193654012046763,0.0,0.16814124504544226,0.1483662295220114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713271629360466,0.0,0.0,0.3709927947249741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960669947952854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786081063788861,0.0,0.0,0.17771113134391495,0.15821427338029556,0.322326274455319,0.0,0.1217131774970245,0.0,0.17698011293491428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305610938088273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681836006485428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509875240128695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maximum-Pie54,2020/01/09,"Just a little vent Hi everyone!

First off, I just wanted to say how much this group has helped me in the past few weeks. I'm in-between therapists and it's just nice to know that there are other people who have to deal with what I deal with from day-to-day. I've had anxiety since I was a kid, but it's still hard to find people who understand what it actually feels like. 

I recently just started a new job and I've been struggling. I obsess over every little detail and my heart is constantly racing. Most of the people I work with are a lot older than me so it's been hard to find a confidant and someone I feel comfortable asking questions. I just feel like I'm constantly making mistakes, which I know is normal in a new job and I (so far) haven't made the same mistake twice, but I just keep doing dumb shit. Does anyone feel like this? I'm at the point where most people say they really started to ""get into the grove"" at their new place, but I just don't feel there yet. It's hard for me to gauge how well I'm actually doing because I'm just so in my head. I can't eat in the mornings before work, which I know is just making everything else worse, and I'm having trouble sleeping at night, which again, is making things worse. I think I wouldn't actually mind this new job if I wasn't so in my head, and I think in a weird way the anxiety is also beneficial in what I do? The detail is everything where I work, I wish I could just tone it down a notch. 

A few days ago was actually the first day where I didn't panic over anything the whole day, I even wrote it down. The next day, I wanted to cry/throw up the entire day, but baby steps. 

I guess I just wanted to know how other people with anxiety felt when they started a new job, maybe if someone had a success story or two to share. :)",4.318733913043482,4.351632829333333,5.495095652173916,84.70528695652177,70.03999999999999,8.54840579710145,25.371014492753623,8.321376580360154,1.3391136231884055,1401,34,306,19,23,468,169,375,0.124,0.765,0.11,-0.2844,4,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,6,30,17,2,3,23,0,27,6,5,7,0,70,62,23,0,11,18,0,9,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,22,12,1,1,16,0,0,1,6,9,1,4,11,11,36,8,35,49,8,55,0,0,0,0,17,25,2,8,31,199,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.2673065279830392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060703415726418825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547634561339459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716110907294928,0.0,0.0,0.04788282998902401,0.0,0.05635323072306073,0.0,0.0640195849589909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04174479135326787,0.0,0.05827146267819702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800517129667942,0.0,0.05467573256692708,0.0,0.0,0.3091476839601375,0.14119981024347125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599273366992434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007216787947397,0.0572062788230128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045230414694653484,0.0,0.057697379725939975,0.06543560436860428,0.12309087267952533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312780660835614,0.14676644371426315,0.06575156896425664,0.0,0.1251790156201924,0.11649815895066305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03577798984359226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754384747697241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403397106497024,0.0,0.1405605368074709,0.0,0.0,0.08114916657855838,0.04590072135293973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27182345692041604,0.06086819811397037,0.0,0.0,0.15053933675229206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036765241455682,0.13726996303485522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821927357684285,0.0,0.06479746120994337,0.13713285755731094,0.0,0.06879739558729225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914530995411901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034070227593802,0.0,0.0,0.33069220383906617,0.0728292899697555,0.06426387022801915,0.06709589079611596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034656165538936,0.0,0.0,0.06537193836727033,0.23737715564271705,0.0,0.07154705727364448,0.0,0.0647357640969065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671330722956878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043870061457621415,0.0,0.0676157692242106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891613864462646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029376784534629,0.05664738938361751,0.0,0.06852948656502206,0.0,0.11604581625924584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541155544385925,0.0,0.05468824130014596,0.0,0.0,0.07159019712033235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951059421146732,0.045495089788975776,0.0877584776599309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689503985241428,0.07129012745887506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117388980741962,0.054356261208501615,0.054930550301063655,0.0,0.06157177208499675,0.0,0.0,0.07645550916643606,0.07874865617878099,0.0,0.0,0.14956283471419993,0.0,0.1395740042185497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flymilkman,2020/01/09,Relationship Anxiety I feel like my girlfriend is going to break up with me and it’s giving me a ton of anxiety it started a while ago but I feel like it’s been getting worse she hasn’t talked to me about it or anything she just seems annoyed with me all the time. Like I’ll say something and she’ll almost laugh like I can’t believe you just said that. Sometimes I feel like I wanna leave just because I can’t take this feeling like she’s gonna leave me but I have no one all of my friends hate me or moved away and I can barely talk to people with all this anxiety. Idk what I’d do with out her but I’m always anxious around her like she’s some stranger anyone else dealt with anything like this?,1.5302205177372985,3.439027798657719,2.6573585810163003,94.96672818791949,79.73825503355704,5.330968360498561,22.72339405560882,6.1826913282559595,0.2475058485139021,558,18,125,4,14,178,86,149,0.16,0.621,0.21899999999999997,0.9169,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,12,2,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,3,29,23,9,0,1,8,0,4,8,2,2,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,6,24,10,16,19,5,11,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,5,12,79,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030786280111086,0.0,0.12460790645053095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354340200852236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28558699456749737,0.14058090157546269,0.0,0.08701079795513804,0.1275026893309983,0.2048057549517222,0.11077729096136224,0.0,0.0,0.1169147461326134,0.0,0.0,0.07585699523088317,0.0,0.0,0.14020039102851314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395300297779904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516808401620196,0.35559762260064604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614143486959303,0.0,0.0650143578864362,0.11937344155838307,0.0707216780343428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228579698076038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635263387322119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486357748834053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225920043563086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432323789847647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627048874733731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336011552347267,0.0,0.0,0.11837019720166855,0.09895906461495428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132847948493313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957993932808904,0.12307357327640467,0.0,0.08807872240055037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356280891187972,0.20003906726516404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256151154285574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126814199198686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,callmeannaa,2020/01/09,"Scared to go to school I doubt anybody will respond to this but I’ll try anyways, so I knew this girl since I was in like kindergarten that’s the only reason we’re really friends since I’m too shy and with my social anxiety to make any friends in high school but anyways I hanged out with her and her friends (I sort of became friends with) for lunch everyday until now in grade 10, I went to go find them during the break and I realized they all just ditched me and left because I saw them in the morning so I knew they were at school. But I didn’t know what to do or where to go and felt as if they all just secretly hated me the whole entire time and finally just left me but I managed to stay calm (probably from my meds) so I sat with these two girls I know In my classes so then like a few minutes later I saw them all walk in hanging out with these boys and I know I was overreacting over this now I look back but I was upset because they all basically just ditched me to see these boys which I found dumb and rude so I avoided her in my last class and i didn’t go to school the next day and then I avoided her all day today and she never tried to talk to me once anyways. and I regret it now and don’t at the same. So now I don’t wanna go to school because I’ve probably lost all my “friends”.  I knew they never really cared for me I’ve always been an outcast to everyone even when I was a kid so I know they’re mostly fake but now I don’t know what to do because they probably all hate me now any ideas?",2.2251533742331304,3.321347184049081,3.5759680981595103,92.65032024539879,75.62576687116564,6.811092024539878,24.082944785276073,7.24861992348623,0.7206560981595085,1186,36,278,13,25,389,148,326,0.154,0.753,0.09300000000000001,-0.9639,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,9,1,25,21,4,5,9,0,14,1,0,2,9,65,41,33,0,3,12,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,5,11,20,1,2,15,0,0,9,7,12,0,1,18,5,54,9,39,22,11,49,0,2,4,0,28,16,1,5,24,189,65,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534546898455331,0.0,0.0,0.12315521571250722,0.0,0.06927106773320721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962792917519985,0.0,0.22079556091693767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232251362940072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167954715741138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980790931794858,0.0,0.0,0.08652511188904159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694291000148502,0.09919390884229473,0.08276173527552813,0.0,0.0,0.09928421186382433,0.3497963828975388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573103594970524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880021660640627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567182767447167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222076282088736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882159112531504,0.07381093819377307,0.0,0.0,0.19676728644290656,0.0,0.0,0.08847703467662088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603981524418907,0.0,0.098846828593062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060443321635580013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058145818401684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967662488257207,0.0,0.09630173854489547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643358212170547,0.0,0.06886791762711747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928870366964501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601824458798955,0.09310124122755496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065708676571296,0.4582109123365659,0.07215721559604885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980901458568308,0.0,0.0,0.09230507541548552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651503995822408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278125426613785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052800864288528565,0.0,0.08583151305739993,0.0,0.0,0.12295601618626928,0.0,0.08845491478075428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839414425407127,0.0,0.10109666669990336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awkextrovert,2020/01/09,"How to Not Be Terrified Of Speaking Up In Class I can talk with other classmates pretty well, but I find myself almost going mute when the professor asks a question because I'm afraid of the spotlight shifting to me even for a split second. I hate the feeling. It's like no words can come out of my mouth even though I might be thinking them. Pure fear. The professor is actually really nice and told us she wants us to get rid of fear and feel like we're in a space where we can be free to say things out loud, make mistakes, just for the sake of participating. Despite that reassurance, I still feel this way. So please, I need help. How do I speak up in class when I feel paralyzed? I think I make it a much bigger deal in my own head, so how do I get rid of this toxic mentality",5.4746388888888875,5.025341574999999,6.167083333333334,82.51180555555557,67.625,9.361111111111112,29.027777777777786,8.841846274778883,1.9268194444444449,612,18,133,9,9,201,103,160,0.125,0.7070000000000001,0.168,0.6777,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,1,0,14,11,1,3,9,0,10,2,2,5,1,30,28,11,0,3,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,7,7,0,0,8,0,1,2,2,5,1,1,1,8,20,7,21,23,2,17,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,3,5,89,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.14388098613634626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764069823455506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783727745734167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987856437752698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270072238479316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520050265393045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947665616317624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318238602095516,0.2982020646381038,0.2106635236350345,0.0,0.0,0.13475825186097345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406350153929246,0.0,0.08379402417337763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556729956197112,0.15131683315265934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988264836248168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144064288685712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683580420744973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858568299056174,0.1564114258057256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838597831352252,0.10932551076359363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184576092230527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500003348948074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516747835909487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445437418999643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725086964839256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774644110190567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850735802604485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795313915588012,0.18894826703725767,0.1448598715604343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088603605789934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547063406267367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696442440580042,0.1170316718319767,0.0,0.0,0.13256701738782525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CamiBfroggie,2020/01/09,prn is there a prn that works instantly/very soon after taking it? i don’t like having to feel like guessing when one is going to happen or by the time it kicks in i’m at a level where i can deal.,5.9479545454545475,3.3001651590909087,7.203636363636368,82.60045454545455,67.86363636363636,9.70909090909091,26.54545454545455,7.1686216300943375,1.1572636363636364,153,2,36,1,2,53,36,44,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,11,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,6,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720759515776101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248379591240144,0.2578297336730837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510993610309985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975762040630144,0.0,0.31914602214858045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526387154521337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445577426622173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27135472871872623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044589735091104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29778341670555697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26274225133388623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thepinklemur,2020/01/09,"This sub feels like a guardian angel right now. Thank you I had no idea this sub existed. I'm crying right now because of how supportive and beautiful this community seems. 

I love the top posts, I relate to the resent posts, I think I've upvoted almost everything!!

I was diagnosed with anxiety when I was 12 and I've been getting pretty good at dealing with it. I don't have social anxiety like a lot of you guys seem to but I have chronic panic attacks that can be triggered by issues or by things that are as simple as being in a room with too many people or being in a room where things are too loud. Been on lexapro, Xanax, some other less common SSRIs...

I'm sure this is not unfamiliar to most of you. I decided a few years ago to deal with this issue medication free and it's hard but I've gotten okay at calming myself down. 
Anyway. I had a panic attack today and I'm overseas and I felt so alone- I couldn't handle it by myself. I felt Like no one could help me. 

Hadn't been on Reddit for a while and just decided I should since I couldn't sleep... I'm so glad I did. Now I'm crying again but in a good way! 

Lil cheesy but Thank you for helping me feel a little less alone",1.4245121951219524,3.4457297642276465,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,80.62601626016259,6.213821138211383,20.006097560975608,7.333567415737692,0.5213609756097561,926,24,196,13,24,312,138,246,0.149,0.652,0.19899999999999998,0.9105,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,1,13,19,3,2,11,1,23,6,1,2,1,39,41,19,0,4,8,0,5,3,0,1,4,1,2,1,13,10,0,0,10,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,12,6,24,15,26,22,6,28,1,0,0,1,11,15,0,8,13,133,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937616785053648,0.0,0.11225905309451073,0.2322182633573879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152322833801387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507598994169856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833943926820124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950838617401362,0.0,0.2462887403149267,0.0,0.2311549667395776,0.0,0.11378633275899945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075462045989847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336942254878415,0.08008932485286452,0.2152807671738432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857132554246412,0.0,0.0,0.1880602102077233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100364088812424,0.0,0.0,0.10042592924906228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502860336620317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655525471139756,0.0,0.2340213435238204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430957885574854,0.11236075206103953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530943578502243,0.10118102233874043,0.0,0.0,0.113658989605356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293609518371978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596666303116269,0.0,0.0,0.2630670219041559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772093804193324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473519882919606,0.1140532099922666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147767831518847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411616183986772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273614027012801,0.0,0.11218804869711538,0.1142790565046981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721779300430425,0.10565960210499864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642628600619106,0.0,0.0,0.14895793342570793,0.07183369421537612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106264409474983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898538694969632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219328800207718
anxiety,seanybc21,2020/01/09,Itching my hair Anyone just run your fingers through and itch your hair when your anxious?,8.353750000000002,9.544301875000002,5.400000000000002,84.845,61.5,6.4,41.0,3.1291,2.5902,74,4,12,0,1,20,13,16,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.850307032749587,0.0,0.5262869465002843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,looksdumb,2020/01/09,"sometimes i predict my reaction to a particular event and when the even finally occurs i just pretend. 

Like this one time I was in my hm’s room and we were having this strict af discussion .. I kinda imagined/predicted my reaction to what this sir would say and then when he actually said it.. I ended up pretending my reaction the same way anyway and then I ended up judging myself for doing that too.. still judging myself.. the thought keeps coming back. :(",1.9537013574660664,4.784505094117649,3.757647058823533,79.76787330316746,92.1764705882353,6.850678733031675,25.36199095022625,7.882392219407189,2.4002307692307685,363,16,60,9,13,121,61,85,0.052000000000000005,0.9,0.047,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,12,9,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,6,6,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,13,1,6,4,1,17,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,12,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.26263672322370857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694803399016534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318357831211336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767470652914286,0.0,0.0,0.17776098466561965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948239975234572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239219359464338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314856595370935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823726929563932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560088080991213,0.2140267802335067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661811802958463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493138386577929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136629535702351,0.15693465520132865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362666206788128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118562666046185,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daddydrumheller,2020/01/09,"Hypochondriac I’m starting to think that my anxiety may be the sole reason that I’ve become a hypochondriac, I constantly worry that I’m gonna die from the smallest things like my eye twitching or random little pains I get sometimes. Just wondering if anyone else has dealt with this or noticed it?",6.092142857142857,7.705169642857148,6.095000000000002,76.3,66.85714285714286,9.171428571428573,31.857142857142854,9.516144504307137,3.1738357142857136,244,10,40,5,4,77,45,56,0.191,0.765,0.043,-0.818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,10,10,3,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229348096261295,0.0,0.0,0.17576020132289655,0.2575530724081088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27761281287760753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716361868116099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608771085828629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099831418730108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132779953231202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228042062866982,0.2519336925587227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861806351626009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26747000462782466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844500948848864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24860633995957734,0.0,0.17791738893563508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699568806494058,0.16106449540300832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725945405716403,0.0,0.25527328467834154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,niklt0,2020/01/09,"Anyone have anxiety about having cancer/fatal disease and dying soon? I am a perfectly healthy young person, yet anytime i have a small regular pain (headache for example) i assume the worst and think “brain tumor” even though its very improbable and unrealistic. Its hard for me to snap out and convince myself that i’m fine and healthy.",5.921999999999998,8.38891386666667,6.200000000000002,71.985,68.66666666666666,8.8,32.0,9.3871,3.3713999999999995,272,12,42,6,5,87,48,60,0.188,0.619,0.193,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,1,9,6,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610519884084732,0.0,0.0,0.2386068930092149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809430023879439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541591092162425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538953362371186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056890751446536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631094314699765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297962539337284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865643378278446,0.3352721187687954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815633995893029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChingchongIgotnodong,2020/01/09,"Any conflict with a friend makes me so anxious But I did it! I told them they hurt my feelings. No response yet, but I hope I didn't make them feel bad or anything. It's been weighing on me for a good while, and I've been told I need to be honest with friends, so I'm gonna take a leap of faith. I'm kind of anxious about it, almost couldn't go through with it.

But maybe this will clear things up c':",-0.13285892634207386,1.6215380112359554,1.2599250936329582,103.64272159800251,84.61797752808988,3.9555555555555566,20.001248439450688,3.1291,-0.8493305867665422,309,9,80,0,9,98,63,89,0.151,0.597,0.252,0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,1,18,20,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,2,11,7,11,10,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,3,2,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613228621857144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399872634290786,0.0,0.0,0.465111138865372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693996781643992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187885840321154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817116849886247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31808340793961964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699114120194493,0.17265993257678158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445871708503874,0.0,0.0,0.22037015289961406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143644737792315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748172747496285,0.0,0.20680724993939065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526375704340729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477601907784014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367597468579412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934031883640856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_XskrrrX_,2020/01/09,Easy bruising on venlafaxine Does anyone else experience easy bruising on venlafaxine. I was removing blackheads today and now my face is bruised from it and a while ago I scraped my knee and the bruising is still there. I am covered in bruises and this never happened until I started venlafaxine. I am considering going to the doctor about it but does anyone else have any experiences of it?,5.034142857142856,8.035788985714287,5.504285714285714,73.41071428571429,73.42857142857143,8.0,34.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,3.6395714285714287,319,17,48,7,7,102,48,70,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,4,2,0,1,6,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,8,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189550428015495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454140606813753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29903460325586284,0.4381952242043443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188675699116945,0.3742541399108316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572607737576328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183402393174642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215264624023584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890921902584297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492151866192806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135239779039722,0.0,0.1707676482749529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268908264898552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beataxx13,2020/01/09,Hmm I constantly change my lockscreen wallpaper am i the only one?!!! Can we start a thread of your wallpaper i cant ever just stick with one :(,4.241785714285712,5.395228178571434,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,70.78571428571428,9.885714285714286,28.285714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.7058000000000013,111,4,23,3,2,36,24,28,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.5826,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311107206929437,0.0,0.0,0.4403931268661841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686325211240983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523032097746229,0.3099435035179816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884505049085105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rattadoor,2020/01/09,Does anyone here take Vistaril for anxiety? Does it help? I’m just out of detox and this was their goto anxiety med unless you were having a total meltdown. I can’t tell if it helped or not because there were other medications,2.452272727272728,5.158206954545456,4.201090909090908,80.6166363636364,81.72727272727272,7.156363636363636,22.43636363636364,8.238735603445708,1.7459054545454546,182,6,32,4,5,61,39,44,0.087,0.851,0.062,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,8,7,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484556157424944,0.0,0.0,0.20494883371165665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786767052688793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130038373576103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929299629936296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255783492172745,0.2952767773549619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038171141888732,0.0,0.2561904425414934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-ravioli-formuoli-,2020/01/09,"Free meditation apps? Hey everyone, would love to improve my calmness through some guided meditation. Unfortunately, the ones I’ve tried like Calm and Headspace, while useful, have asked me for money that I just don’t have right now. 

Any recommendations for free meditation apps I could try? 

Thanks!",5.627266666666667,9.22479826,5.124000000000001,73.16866666666667,76.4,8.133333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.8837333333333337,243,10,39,6,6,74,42,50,0.036000000000000004,0.545,0.419,0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,4,7,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579301882213546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104049243282936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26510038515405165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172706264094612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221397234771062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996716747873639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499334966533047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835533542693741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056902837001949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508556120245845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867688801485742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358658736288332,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pulpolicia,2020/01/09,"Im [18F] dating a guy [24M] with anxiety/depression, any advice? We started dating about a month ago, but we’ve been friends for a year now. I knew he had anxiety and depression issues before dating him, I don’t want to hurt him and I really want to make the relationship work, he’s really special, sweet and patient with me.

I try to talk with him during his anxiety attacks, telling him it will be ok and that i love him, sometimes he doesn’t reply my texts, I don’t know if he sleeps through them [anxiety attacks] or tries to get busy doing something else. 
I don’t want to blow his phone and make things worse, but i also worry about him. I also don’t want to pressure him into talking to me about it if he doesn’t feel comfortable.
Any advice would be great:(",5.32220788530466,5.12813488387097,6.2763440860215045,80.73896057347673,67.90322580645162,9.469534050179213,30.125448028673834,9.150863307647796,2.35268458781362,597,20,122,10,9,199,88,155,0.163,0.6559999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.2516,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,1,6,12,2,1,4,1,13,2,1,2,0,25,25,12,0,7,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,2,23,7,16,18,0,9,0,2,0,1,24,1,0,3,8,73,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642682496841169,0.11986319729852013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626865206121265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839066725188914,0.0,0.3103257501911333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307661528611984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506113361641199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329272943267173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295785258905493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837062525404503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044696133503622,0.0,0.07064617706019068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907906722174935,0.0,0.1338877479018777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447543888976004,0.0,0.14605937329794105,0.14113316641998594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431264784032297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204013402584578,0.0,0.18051903191721244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793025680894146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173249092133198,0.0,0.0,0.14517425342637494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531632891845036,0.0,0.0,0.10409794266986967,0.13373472770895714,0.0,0.09570847456209113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173672989227277,0.11818708248582935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983327969659212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360920950178886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31902191307486805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098440806289324,0.13732112875069874,0.13779938249925786,0.09605546753863498,0.0,0.0,0.0870763937731691
anxiety,Endlessnesss,2020/01/09,Why does literally every phrase or remark make me feel like I need to change I can't engage in normal conversation or watch movies or do anything that involves dialogue without feeling like I'm inferior and I am doing everything wrong. I literally cannot remember a response someone had to me in the past 6 months that didn't make me wonder about my own defects or their lack of interest/care about me,11.466709956709956,8.093082857142857,11.27714285714286,59.9261904761905,58.09090909090909,14.422510822510825,45.14718614718615,12.45797560212912,5.5752978354978335,328,15,56,8,3,110,59,77,0.184,0.7509999999999999,0.065,-0.8023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,14,5,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,10,3,8,12,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,5,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851677183528315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423407010155036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004731213148424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301331316285456,0.0,0.205886101490506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316637026694881,0.3273155869119849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383793069897845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058309557713072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828528174893999,0.0,0.0,0.1698630266055567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244538702396063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868678390731228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595077336973371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941022935640774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671285267281775,0.0,0.0,0.22082898743824186,0.24843203554015345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25046760311801075,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anti_Climacticjuice,2020/01/09,"I'm really worried I'm super stressed about the climate stuff going on, like global warming, deforestation, Australia, and extinction. What if Earth becomes inhabitable? Not to mention, I've been having anxiety about myself. I feel like I could be better in every way. I wanna get better at drawing, coding and animating, I wanna be stronger, I wanna look better, I'm super insecure about my body proportions, and I feel like I'm overreacting. But every time I try to get better at these things, I always give up halfway through or don't even start. I feel like I'm not having actual anxiety, and I'm just stressed about certain things like everyone else. I think that if a regular person who had anxiety had the anxiety I have, they would be so relieved. I think that I'm actually spoiled, but I just think I have anxiety. I keep trying to make a game, and I want to, but every time I boot up the engine, I 70% of the time just don't even work on anything. Sorry for the wall of text and bad format, I'm just really worried that if I bring this up to someone else they'll just roll their eyes and think I'm overreacting.",4.925068493150687,5.9605603196347055,6.268383561643834,76.1255890410959,69.09132420091325,9.310319634703195,30.12511415525114,9.558583805096642,2.824658812785388,886,34,163,19,15,300,110,219,0.113,0.7440000000000001,0.142,0.4697,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,7,12,18,0,3,7,0,15,2,2,1,1,37,41,15,0,9,14,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,7,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,6,24,14,24,32,0,17,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,4,9,103,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.19929983241885552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849682068501892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905900707244441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403228700856666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526210744052559,0.0,0.11277845475890973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612511504054393,0.0,0.1134272074943919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153085089383333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706086546970703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348925390920756,0.0,0.25810992789034765,0.09757565655648216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548978684708159,0.2188538219225234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670218095929017,0.09795841239518893,0.0580345444659036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076487413372646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494421723433597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575123146214671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816283347439737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916324294062129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130835501290318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652206105061705,0.0,0.0,0.11430984849542533,0.07227781740660193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339457292511394,0.0,0.1168977210299256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568189058815613,0.2617257426959341,0.0,0.0,0.17863296171092488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865932958665328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023031838985971,0.08105446456180285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434123942412749,0.20740632457729616,0.0,0.07253986206999002,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NAR5,2020/01/09,"Basically had a mini panic attack while reading a paragraph from the textbook in front of the class today. I’m so embarrassed and upset at myselfZ. Since probably around 7th grade, I’ve been fearful of public speaking. I watched videos and looked at countless articles on how to treat this. Today my teacher told us that it would help us “focus” more if she had us read pages from the book aloud. We were doing pop corn reading and I got called on. Right away, my voice was shaky and I started coughing as to cover up my anxiety. My voice got all high and I had awkward pauses. This really sucks guys. I feel absolutely terrible. I even heard some people start laughing when I was finished.",4.369783216783219,6.526719992307693,4.812937062937063,81.60569930069931,72.15384615384616,7.18881118881119,28.74125874125874,8.00094639256281,2.0719230769230768,549,22,96,8,11,174,97,130,0.191,0.748,0.061,-0.9476,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,0,0,0,5,11,2,6,5,0,9,1,0,1,1,14,19,11,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,9,0,0,11,7,16,2,15,7,4,18,0,0,2,0,12,10,1,3,7,63,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248544438115364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089706154161845,0.0,0.16727959447575122,0.13814922342685895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014460954727155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711874635811543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654612426551496,0.07434800521305553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352031568684611,0.0,0.0,0.14559303709723118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985580288136874,0.15535617398259266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347683799744735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252013705456531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193924564127876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585343374195169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412403416309323,0.0,0.09419779588979314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255716321518308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163327439151833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081517944069102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27875406584905577,0.14050332959285627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306142107505194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044532264370714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,p_pnk,2020/01/09,"please help year or two I've been getting more and more nervous and self conscious about literally everything. I think I might have anxiety. I have many more examples than what I listed here.  I've brought it up to my psychiatrist before, but that was only a couple months into when it started getting kinda bad, and I didn't have enough of the symptoms. Now when I try to bring it up she kinda dismisses it. I'm notorious for being paranoid about my mental and physical health. (also if you see this somewhere else, I'm posting it in multiple subs so I can get maximum feedback)

examples:
•I'm very self aware of the way I walk, nearly every day unless I'm at school. Then it is daily lol.
•I pay way too much attention to my hand writing compared to the words. I've fine-tuned it to the point where I'll make a mistake and absolutely have to fix it. Sometimes I force myself to move on but half the time I go back and fix it anyway.
•One time I had growing pains so bad they made me cry and I literally started looking up bone cancer. (I have many examples of me doing something almost identical, with different mental and physical things)
•I consider myself to be a pretty nice, empathetic person. When I'm at school I totally flip and I shut down to the point where I always look pissed and/or depressed and a lot of people are afraid of me.
•I dissect people's psyches. I pick apart their speech and mannerisms and come up with their insecurities or why they do certain things. (friends, family, teachers)
•I'm constantly afraid that I've hurt someone's feelings. I care a lot about my interactions with people in general because I'm so bad at them.
•I tried going on betterhelp today only to find that it's $180, and proceeded to take every self-administered anxiety test I could find 
•I went through and fixed all of my punctuation and capitalization in fear that some people might get annoyed and not read it all. In fact, I'm still worried that this is too long and no one will read it.

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anxiety,DeathPandas16,2020/01/09,I did it I over came my anxiety a few days ago and talked to someone I didn't know at all. Still kinda awkward around them but I can hold a full conversation with them so I'm making progress. Yay me,-0.7592248062015514,1.4022907906976771,1.4747674418604682,97.25385658914728,94.58139534883722,4.7271317829457375,18.794573643410853,6.42735559955562,-0.08231472868217038,156,5,37,2,6,52,36,43,0.059000000000000004,0.735,0.20600000000000002,0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,10,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,5,4,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440875610721468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969475005054218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34555186639597224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44396084710550815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503362838859433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332701219797814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591051916661393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32889353433774243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099915110724594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119947800027735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a-single-dult,2020/01/09,"Anxiety about taking my antibiotics I have a staph infection, which is already making me extremely nervous because I am compulsive about germs so it’s wild to me that I ended up with this. So I have to take Bactrim in order to get better, but I’m really terrified of it. I managed to take my first dose tonight, about an hour ago maybe more. I took it with food and water as recommended, but I have a massive phobia about side effects, particularly throwing up. I think it’s already upsetting my stomach and making my heart race. I’ve been having shivers for a few days when I get particularly anxious and waking up to panic attacks every night for about a week. I’m already anxious and on edge and now I have a bad infection that I’m terrified will become sepsis (even though the doctor said it won’t as long as I take the antibiotic) and I have to take a new medication that can cause nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, etc. and more severe side effects are racing heart, fatal stuff. I want to feel okay to take my medicine because I know I need it. Please if you have any experience with Bactrim, preferably positive, or with having a staph infection, or taking medicine, or being an emetophobe, I could really use some encouragement.",6.7717056650246334,7.2764025129310355,7.453891625615762,71.13741379310346,64.81896551724138,10.59408866995074,35.105911330049274,10.451354775682146,3.8218635467980304,981,43,170,23,14,326,132,232,0.198,0.723,0.079,-0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,4,11,9,1,3,11,1,17,13,4,6,0,31,39,20,1,5,6,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,12,11,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,3,2,24,3,28,32,5,22,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,12,117,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946005677758614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35330350131060434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257305006943665,0.0,0.0816402722025331,0.2411257505996631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140905609666415,0.0,0.0,0.08910648505600255,0.13011066729760068,0.11786351516849045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438489500602583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096305208783236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520699012562136,0.0,0.0,0.06882537257876617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923212676510967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452197094491173,0.0,0.11902066655039036,0.07048735000573766,0.0,0.08991594321236722,0.0,0.0,0.104392336586248,0.0,0.0,0.05396068279502805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077571541644648,0.1290458750632466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151326865482482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529266974849511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050973994813431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865035170982369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444356906289544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247244607689089,0.0,0.10721427461990272,0.0,0.0,0.10750886211306993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913129930710616,0.0,0.10307054345415208,0.0,0.10014920146246503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521256440813625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714617438946508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673473469621358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151486556501173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056287529983155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216851476841245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616794881801824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838166942030566,0.1048515554509986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856950443294678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217154899626374,0.0,0.0,0.06294603929732781,0.0,0.08560409961345182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squidneyboi,2020/01/09,"Does being high/drunk trigger anxiety for anyone else? Hi everyone! If this counts as a medical diagnosis related post, then definitely flag it -- I don't want to go against any rules set here.  I'm just really curious to see how other people react to alcohol and weed.

I started experimenting as I've been at college. For most of my freshman year, I felt fine when I was high. However, there were two separate and equally frightening situations when I had a horrible high. My friends said I greened out, but I truly believe it was something worse than that. I can't describe it more than my entire body went numb, I felt like I had to control my breathing, I was completely panicked (believed I was going to die if I fell asleep, had to call the ER). This feeling lasted for 2 days and I believed it to be two horrible, horrible anxiety attacks. I would not wish upon my worst enemy.

And then a few weeks ago I had another experience like this when I got pretty drunk. I was not blacked out, but I was definitely drunk. Around midnight I got an intense feeling that I was about to disassociate out of my body as I did when I was high, making me spiral into anxiety. I laid myself down in a bed and fell asleep, hoping the feeling would go away. I even had tremors.

I'm more worried about getting anxious when I'm drunk, as I'm going to Europe and will be legal to drink there. Do drugs/alcohol trigger or heighten anyone else's anxiety? My friends have always told me it calms them (weed mostly) but it just makes me feel worse.",4.439603808353809,5.896968273648652,5.8025429975429965,77.425257985258,70.6554054054054,9.03046683046683,32.035626535626534,9.457814108942452,3.0860527027027027,1203,55,223,27,22,405,162,296,0.226,0.642,0.132,-0.9890000000000001,1,0,5,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,1,15,10,1,0,7,0,26,12,5,7,0,41,53,24,1,7,10,0,6,2,2,3,3,1,1,0,12,11,5,1,6,4,0,7,4,3,1,2,23,10,37,7,34,24,7,35,0,0,3,0,7,13,0,6,15,153,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025121761847724,0.19350250043274586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532993457162439,0.0,0.0,0.06156491204321394,0.09493076897955907,0.2770271428594518,0.10227547011472486,0.0,0.1266042565695474,0.18552160849842875,0.0,0.0805927361692672,0.0,0.10299329920251726,0.08505785985188075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059959228177025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112144144126015,0.0,0.0,0.09244336551155924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949211528982556,0.0,0.10153941454750197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058385695586709675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395799543796897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922522449842474,0.0,0.0,0.0886869626323708,0.0,0.0,0.15125585524410234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059795578373934524,0.0,0.0,0.08650727250420638,0.0,0.17711547230738656,0.0,0.0,0.18310293900499736,0.0,0.17384996895357294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398897053382974,0.0,0.047299269975679466,0.0,0.20580584666067053,0.0,0.14481353320259016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826084098324842,0.0,0.08991877279025415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379572016396949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845879285252824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086171936983625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120153601818354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276353825291624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670469763689807,0.09210366200618048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057997162216348375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611673015821956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214233852383765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176183976925647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969601044455552,0.0,0.0,0.06407906507688074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650727250420638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687335503449808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053398160461781405,0.0,0.0726193657039113,0.0,0.0,0.08392413584599237,0.0,0.0,0.10410741254903716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193971156585624,0.18451982730109034,0.12862277000152647,0.0,0.0,0.058299684837533415
anxiety,jwthomas00,2020/01/09,"Navigating Anxiety in College Hello everyone, 

This is my first real reddit post so excuse me if it doesn’t fall along normal guidelines. I am currently a sophomore at D1 University who runs track and field and I am pursuing a BS degree in Organismal Biology with a goal of going on to PA school. Recently, after taking some difficult classes and doing subpar in them, I have developed a severe anxiety concerning school and my future. I constantly worry just thinking about studying and about failing to do well enough to get into a PA program. I know I’m intelligent enough to do what’s required to get there, but feel as if i’m fighting inside my own head to stay positive. I have a decent gpa of around 3.4, but definitely need to improve it, which I think about constantly. 

I’ve spoken to a psychologist and am planning on getting medication as well as beginning some cognitive behavioral therapy. It’s just really upsetting because I feel that the constant anxiety I carry around regarding school interferes with me enjoying other things as much as I’d like. Just wanted to hear y’alls thoughts on this and if you’ve gone through similar experiences. I know there’s a light at the end of the tunnel and I’ve been proactive to help resolve this, but sometimes it seems I’ll be stuck in a cycle of worry and fear, and unable to achieve real happiness. Thanks guys.",6.5494858730893935,7.821760748031501,7.565405280222329,67.43427281148682,65.53543307086615,11.173320981936081,35.807318202871706,11.088447113337141,4.5647788791107,1106,53,177,33,17,373,155,254,0.11199999999999999,0.7170000000000001,0.171,0.9649,1,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,1,1,7,13,12,1,2,12,0,12,2,1,0,0,43,34,22,0,6,9,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,13,16,0,2,9,0,0,4,1,5,2,1,4,4,17,7,40,29,6,28,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,6,11,125,30,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641277783077781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490680811911816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015704496551041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37311021762873264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193448859412817,0.23783492572706325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997225017089812,0.0,0.11257889924097186,0.0,0.12950686096612582,0.11638467860783122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789444755795904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803873940337217,0.0,0.0654075992700505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139559748882394,0.0,0.1225141339662325,0.0,0.0,0.11811427942861252,0.0,0.12971340631751624,0.0,0.07714157545203464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649955449809547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622655885330837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593982615131194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460348701423998,0.08533686344056259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276255731520357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022322659697073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619924290205896,0.07372881201575616,0.0,0.11363627432453725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494279335723869,0.0,0.10477249226604553,0.0,0.13001754951013894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382573470170175,0.0,0.0,0.12266931400390718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653243081869144,0.0,0.0,0.10595827522496472,0.13161403668385846,0.0,0.07645986377136955,0.14748847134459422,0.0,0.09136762652279484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788233741484853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695724868847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337564615846355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ptrav97,2020/01/09,"Do you ever just sit here... Do you ever just sit here feeling your anxiety grow, and grow. Until its grown so much it just feels like the monster in your room that you were scared of when you were a little kid, just sitting there. Staring at you from the corner of your dark room, waiting to show itself in it's most terrifying form/forms. 

You sit here, unable to move or speak because the anxiety makes you lightheaded. 

So you just sit here. 

Present in all your anxiety.

Hoping and praying that this anxiety attack passes faster than the last one, frantically trying to rack your brain for the tools and tips your therapist gave you to help with your attacks. Just sitting here waiting for it. The shaking. The breathlessness. The restlessness. The uncontrolled urge to dive head first into panic mode. Then it hits and minutes feel like hours. The anxiety that is ""just in my head"" has slowly torn it's way through my body. 

Then it ends and for a few seconds, relief. Until something else sets you off. Sometimes something as simple as a mismatching sock, or a missed phone call. Sometimes I wish it wouldn't come back at all. 

And Sometimes your depression wins, and instead you sit here wondering why everything in your life seems to feel off. Wondering if you should be here. Living and trying to love. Wondering if being here is better than being there. 

Intrusive thoughts start to make there way into your mind and slowly the depression eats away at everything you worked hard for. Your mind races with what ifs and suddenly nothing feels right. Your bed is your bestfriend and your bestfriend stops coming around. Getting out of bed is a chore and combing your hair is a once a month type of thing. Maybe if I just ""got over it"" none of this would be happening. 

Sometimes I can't help but sit here and wonder.",4.648071024189393,6.982699653731345,4.202336592897584,85.50880597014928,71.86567164179105,7.366958311888831,26.77560473494596,8.216663640201805,1.8118214101904264,1444,51,261,23,29,434,175,335,0.098,0.836,0.066,-0.5989,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,28,0,4,28,18,2,6,18,0,18,8,5,2,4,64,45,29,0,9,15,0,7,2,0,3,1,1,5,1,17,21,1,3,11,1,0,8,3,11,0,3,5,9,33,7,43,32,6,58,1,3,1,1,36,21,0,13,20,187,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358911214064373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817395580718907,0.0,0.199804448961356,0.0825050704712346,0.06752430409169051,0.0,0.05353120067644135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766521931419819,0.0,0.09754265348483576,0.0,0.0980305670484358,0.08966891947917552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128967032903126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126983832191918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985665418341514,0.0733581530139192,0.0,0.07777801313417959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886736551084468,0.0,0.0,0.15784489497346946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220094784950588,0.12547008774578255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469538262209707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587970599515498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023366672329924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765450251264057,0.0,0.07866497924648765,0.0,0.1802470214631944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772106872659142,0.0,0.0,0.08722009581084954,0.0864800726805841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158093447456032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062026321933987924,0.08580393335556996,0.08801368625706744,0.07754224188882264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925645380562651,0.0,0.11723437071244901,0.0,0.08822195703492394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733620617073348,0.0,0.0700930843880888,0.09333343323547573,0.06455411916953492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426084789111908,0.0,0.0,0.09352009460819008,0.059505707494632264,0.0,0.0,0.10303196581434156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499351862343154,0.0,0.0,0.08791812089415342,0.0,0.0,0.0799434655724425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520853365710006,0.3474050681271217,0.0,0.06215589939724981,0.0,0.0,0.07341726077489795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019599676189054,0.05834037498658455,0.0,0.0,0.06971529021962551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924122295772177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394068976006791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923936653225662,0.0,0.10098290062662894,0.0,0.3809264275149627,0.06393035601391674,0.0,0.0,0.06238124684574165,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mystik-Palace,2020/01/09,"Anxiety and impending doom way later after caffeine consumption? Either I'm having a heart attack and something is extremely wrong or I'm just super anxious/nervous.

I've been abusing caffeine for like 4 years year and am trying to quit it. Anyways, I can barely type this. If I drink it around 10 or 11 am I feel extreme anxiety and impending doom right before I try to go to bed at night.

My fear is sudden death, strokes, and heart attacks. I cannot handle it during the night at all.

Idk what's going on but I currently feel terrible.

I actually had one of those energy drink packets today with taurine and I literally feel like I'm gonna explode right now.",2.809677996422181,5.283899007751942,4.653643410852716,79.37237924865833,78.30232558139534,7.380083482409062,27.752534287418012,8.384062270229773,2.414526058437687,528,23,92,11,13,179,91,129,0.18899999999999997,0.733,0.078,-0.8554,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,2,1,2,0,9,5,2,0,1,18,18,10,1,1,6,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,7,0,1,2,4,9,3,11,15,2,19,2,2,0,0,0,6,0,3,12,53,15,1,0.0,0.18006700027977696,0.14830689334908267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325228245667521,0.1716898997657686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352910798574601,0.0,0.3457898398666006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293205918451608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29775772641870235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101552876536524,0.23053126919868036,0.10857186057467064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274320589650569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601851667130801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849583444803816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852388236088528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298303752834524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164544484512175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25957376755754635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699873912950033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405571117952695,0.0,0.0,0.20636379022782905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063167023613625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616216747119347,0.0,0.19573543949305047
anxiety,isaacpk24,2020/01/09,"Is it normal to not know what you’re anxious about? I feel like I shouldn’t have anything to worry about. Life is good for me at the moment. I just got a new car, I’ve been working in a job that I enjoy and I still get free time to do what I like, but I always feel depressed and anxious and I have no idea why.",-0.9737142857142836,0.8932838428571479,1.3082142857142856,101.26803571428572,89.14285714285714,3.5,15.892857142857142,3.1291,-1.2884285714285708,239,5,60,0,8,80,50,70,0.18899999999999997,0.672,0.139,-0.6705,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,12,4,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,9,6,8,9,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782109793393464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510009498823934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575225949720456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944164207437523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282664603017143,0.16125782667941768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793188018580993,0.0,0.0,0.1893272345514549,0.1805327255126028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548157993229753,0.0,0.0,0.2239970125024536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405243490993792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943608634846107,0.2205554497020729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800639740812505,0.0,0.0,0.2211623567707196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026409948619732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162193342462622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036815031218466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433032693072586,0.22923446924820584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,that-one-guy-youknow,2020/01/09,"I’m in this place again. High school student with way too many APs. I’m doing the thing where I have like 5 assignments due Friday that I’ll have to do all of them on Thursday, and all my grades are riding on them. It never works out. I’m fucked I hate work. I hate school. It makes me feel worthless. I’ve spent 3 and 1/2 years and it’s gotten worse and worse. Finally got in all the college apps a few days ago, so I’m almost done I guess. But I have literally zero motivation left. And I don’t want my last term grades being as low as they are right now, because I have a clear downward trend on my transcript. Anyway yeah, I’m really sad",1.1169457013574655,2.9880993823529463,2.7194117647058853,94.19889140271496,80.91176470588233,5.6552036199095035,18.54977375565611,6.67199483983844,-0.13046312217194567,500,11,115,5,13,164,93,136,0.188,0.7340000000000001,0.078,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,3,6,7,3,0,4,1,11,1,0,2,5,19,26,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,6,0,1,4,1,14,1,11,21,5,26,0,3,0,1,3,13,1,2,12,64,20,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821600091536053,0.0,0.17872673933122218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880267391750288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510792659006262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265191307890796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024727482312299,0.0,0.0,0.19552136779472326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500631618611689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427505948299925,0.0,0.1966211233814569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524335649324796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857898458335445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548892933337934,0.0,0.0,0.19392425115406509,0.0,0.0,0.0871986548382595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913998609565833,0.18095556703782556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765847653715266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647862140271196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434192953849168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524250390352692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612722811879498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857736638968612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527495600957193,0.141672921864544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25987811186432963,0.0,0.3637825073753121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493835562062142
anxiety,ComprehensivePanic9,2020/01/09,"Inner tremor I have had it for a year:( it comes and goes all day long. It's impossible to sleep through. If I eat or drink it gets worse and comes with some serious anxiety and borderline panic attack. It was slowly getting better where I would have it a couple of times a day but then I needed surgery for biliary dyskenisa. Now it's so much worse:(

I think my panic disorder may have broke my body.",2.8299107142857167,4.762222312500004,3.7646428571428596,88.42750000000004,75.875,7.071428571428572,23.92857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.2096071428571429,315,10,65,5,7,101,57,80,0.245,0.731,0.023,-0.9477,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,2,3,0,7,4,2,0,1,15,13,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,6,9,3,11,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,7,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362790995027794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135922444371625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604924058755524,0.0,0.2085474512152833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234592664349136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077413321915107,0.0,0.2421658857411464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151772772649524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392310516934926,0.0,0.1921146855780136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618280631013604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615246454711752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801753937673128,0.13921392989643774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405673435492826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788516414829592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030234580041735,0.0,0.0,0.10947828623831303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826657108915511,0.13337191032365486,0.0,0.0,0.12090456982004925
anxiety,thomas_basic,2020/01/09,"Job Gives Extreme Anxiety I hate my job. Im overworked and Im spinning plates every single day—putting out fires, and solving everyone’s problems at the expense of myself. The speed of every single day is way too high and I’m drowning.

I just want to breathe. I want to be able to have my head above water and say “Im treading, inhale, exhale.”

Is it too much to ask to just have one normal day where the world isn’t falling apart? I feel my heart racing when I go to work. 

I’m sorry, this is just my stream of consciousness...venting.",1.1738685015290535,3.4903002018348666,2.6754357798165143,92.05945336391441,83.6788990825688,4.734250764525996,22.844801223241593,5.985473137389443,0.4111645259938843,418,15,85,3,12,136,69,109,0.107,0.845,0.049,-0.7184,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,3,0,7,4,3,0,0,13,16,5,1,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,4,10,0,11,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,48,12,3,0.16061220616017982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286789809759728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015073170565313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107447575710542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27064542167520345,0.15347184587093626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812103572914173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407386329164618,0.09127961807057362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857130193543142,0.16483446014294353,0.0,0.0,0.19032623761743506,0.0,0.16969561403025346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204662315378425,0.0,0.31876566348801805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806845180502827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736586083669302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088349875707043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536841901430521,0.0,0.16145962857998933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772527284049734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797922152813283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894664810240909,0.1274864933671193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692759896675403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ghooosst,2020/01/09,Can you have anxiety but not anxiety attacks? I always feel anxious for no reason and like idk if this makes sense but I get like a “rush” of anxiety through my body for a few seconds randomly too. And I’ve only had like 4 panic attacks which were really bad but I’ve never had them sense then. Can you still have anxiety ?,2.3918974358974374,4.444710984615387,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,77.61538461538461,8.025641025641027,26.21794871794872,8.841846274778883,2.2024871794871794,254,10,50,6,6,86,45,65,0.289,0.522,0.18899999999999997,-0.753,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,2,7,2,1,2,0,7,1,1,2,1,12,10,7,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,1,6,3,4,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250591459649827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5976183236376762,0.2206343189635641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443657194020832,0.0,0.0,0.16306801406880175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693516642645136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987499549067785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203660962742736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28624232421709456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130364803564418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506280203720531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853506244211453,0.0,0.2291434142157453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251146963496683,0.20080175436766806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596747478402403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MegSmithMar,2020/01/09,"Lexapro above 20 mg? I struggle with depression and anxiety (particularly social). I am on 20 mg Lexapro and still struggling; before switching to another SSRI, my psychiatrist wants me to try 30 mg Lexapro. Wondering about people's experiences on Lexapro over 20 mg; if the higher dosage was more effective for you. Just curious about others' experiences.",7.461186440677968,10.393444949152547,7.612000000000003,61.505457627118645,65.61016949152543,11.499661016949155,40.61355932203389,11.20814326018867,5.897790508474578,288,17,40,10,5,93,45,59,0.159,0.755,0.086,-0.5868,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,9,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664092899133263,0.1943590187070845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161905901192875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882579995804613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970486146618531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761366713674015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589872578337197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289662582450144,0.0,0.0,0.5312077730971981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249344807370162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985411120354666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755226393801333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scruffyturtle63,2020/01/09,"Problems I have a thing where sometimes it’s like a block where I just can’t say what I want to say. I can’t really explain it but I know a few others have it too. Recently it’s started to give me a stutter and for some reason make it kinda hard to write a 5, which is problematic because I’m in algebra. So is this like a thing? Or am I weird",1.3187445887445897,2.282267909090912,3.9734415584415568,89.4325432900433,77.70129870129871,7.2112554112554115,24.52164502164502,7.793537801064563,1.0739800865800873,267,9,64,4,6,95,51,77,0.18899999999999997,0.723,0.087,-0.736,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,14,14,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,7,2,5,14,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672982419537911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632712625632773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458475163076378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082699881297082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681585135717787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319320199166855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626054147703705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581556688485614,0.2821736798765671,0.27097989839822634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364970556791382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27143169034634945,0.0,0.1942525585979043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646562022464005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187391750609192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wsdpii,2020/01/09,"My journey to eat at a sit down restaurant I just got my first paycheck after two years of unemployment and decided that I wanted to celebrate, so I went out to a nice dining place in town. Now, for context, I've never actually eaten out before. 

I walked in and saw a sign saying ""please sit and wait to be served"" so I did what the sign told me to. I sat. For ten minutes. It wasn't until a group of guys walked up to the counter and asked for a table did I realize I should probably do that. I got a small booth to myself. 

Things went pretty smoothly until my meal came out. The waitress said that my meal had been paid for. It slowly started to dawn on me that if my meal had been paid for then I wouldn't get a bill, and if I didn't get a bill then I couldn't tip the waitress (as I had neglected to bring cash). Tipping is customary where I live, and most waiting jobs are $3.50 plus tips. I couldn't not tip the waitress. I started to feel sick, but the food helped. When the she came to ask if there was anything I needed before I left I started trying to explain my predicament.

Eventually I just decided to buy a dessert and tip on that receipt. 

I'm thoroughly exhausted, but satisfied that I tried a new experience.",2.485473344716376,4.118736541832671,3.974217416050085,87.85791500664013,76.01195219123504,7.012028078163536,25.49819768544868,7.793537801064563,1.3149520394612022,956,34,203,14,21,317,138,251,0.044000000000000004,0.902,0.054000000000000006,0.2746,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,17,0,18,10,0,0,1,39,46,21,0,9,8,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,10,13,8,3,5,0,6,8,7,2,0,3,23,5,31,1,35,18,1,39,0,1,1,0,10,15,0,4,14,139,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.14280788790337856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042632728524635,0.0,0.2736185092501591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490511420848467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334750662884962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149743567748762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314976091804169,0.0,0.0,0.07399450087699372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447773834712995,0.17695634341416522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291445971169498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234084830484718,0.0,0.0,0.14490078221067718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808941246763342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452210466325113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590001271530169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922194863797778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851013539281652,0.11286734455768993,0.1413372296822233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289539259736348,0.16063867717397415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888159711963228,0.15778055020583326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920398000913126,0.11637638508714288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107431347280853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722258160714184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398352748669781,0.0,0.19871211888179185,0.0,0.1429540748535969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631582327602721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713194917439413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423892602229804
anxiety,Klimintina,2020/01/09,"I don't want to but might make a big mistake I know it's stupid and even dangerous but please hear me out...I want honest opinions and not attacks, please...I just need someone to talk this out with.

I've been taking my driving lessons and test but I end up failing the practical part 3 times now. I got the written one first try and I'm always determined to succeed on my own merit but...I have severe anxiety for the practical part and I always make stupid mistakes. My instructor told me he pitties me for failing but in spite of that, he trusts me that I can drive well so..he suggested I cheat and pay the person who will examine me. It's painful for me to always fail and make my parents pay ..literally.. so...should I cheat?",1.7653061224489757,4.019507027210889,3.1626122448979617,89.84310204081635,80.76870748299321,6.3689795918367365,25.44625850340136,7.554174236665415,1.3526756462585046,571,23,118,9,15,186,90,147,0.32,0.531,0.149,-0.9855,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,6,4,18,7,0,5,0,6,1,0,3,0,28,19,11,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,9,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,13,1,2,4,1,18,5,13,13,3,11,0,3,0,0,9,5,0,2,4,69,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246549295760769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013965664361068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935335643498076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067388327089,0.0,0.0,0.112361207036496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470211964222135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605875073327822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917351321589973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349229770582068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406648712713373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046810962405585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261401982595308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527622863713714,0.0,0.181017340736048,0.0,0.18889569247445406,0.3684420140212824,0.0,0.0,0.14854030723312386,0.0,0.1867382665547323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921846996855029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414026573103242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790741936456754,0.1367342492361489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919706125304799,0.0,0.0,0.16255485472893724,0.0,0.11549882405722275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006797802169821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295633872806494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,freddie5050,2020/01/09,"Any one else’s anxiety worse with what’s happening overseas now? I’m not in either country but I’m very anxious about what’s going on. I was all set to book a trip for a vacation to Europe for the fall and now I’m not sure if I should because of the proximity. 

Anyone else? I was just getting over my fear of travel and now it’s starting to creep back in.",1.2584415584415574,2.9670813376623397,3.5649350649350686,89.09597402597406,79.77922077922078,6.477922077922077,23.98701298701299,7.447530270364453,1.020823376623377,281,10,62,4,7,97,53,77,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,10,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,13,7,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,41,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286771386751485,0.0,0.2057150680991729,0.3037912470576918,0.0,0.18802780834413105,0.2755296100749591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677484353275252,0.0,0.16392476446645332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44927884308759575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025980026823874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049413994100374,0.0,0.15282749308968402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377958251130048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222006908505825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033556206742794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534440664739298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187853949657205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740418028867985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beans662,2020/01/09,"Amitriptyline users I am a 20 year old female that is 5”1 and 89 pounds. I was prescribed Amitriptyline by my psychiatrist and gastro about a month or two ago and have been procrastinating taking it. The last time I took an anxiety med (10mg sertraline) , my body had severe episodes of dizziness, heat sweats, stomach pain and nausea. I have had chronic stomach pain for about a year and a half, along with anxiety that keeps getting worse day by day. Does anyone else have experience with 10mg Amitriptyline? I’m extremely nervous about trying it due to side effects, but I can’t handle my anxiety and stomach pain any longer.",7.385416149068327,8.116188113043481,6.7214906832298125,76.13391304347827,63.52173913043478,9.354037267080745,34.68944099378882,9.23628265651192,3.112552795031055,503,21,87,8,7,155,79,115,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,6,0,10,9,5,1,0,13,15,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,5,0,8,0,11,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817240259194053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367081028193872,0.0,0.3836182667265983,0.0,0.0,0.11687833176226554,0.1712695662427207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567099712294224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560168303521335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462780529465094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963615844538432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350920177159642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873313412696136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857462381748718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362532492613581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567099712294224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342114864429244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754005575897769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335926057557342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883703678073305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567940161002042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974691488710403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857148298263001,0.11348695147072844,0.0,0.1632856843029678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034474334728034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528406992646865
anxiety,CrickKick,2020/01/09,"Social Anxiety Tip I learned- Cognitive Behavorial Therapy A major issue for me is being in a college classroom. My heart beat hastens, and I lose my breath. To fix this I used cognitive behavioral therapy. Here's some steps to follow:

1. Ask yourself what makes you anxious. (Ex: college classroom)
2. Why does it make you anxious? (Ex: people you don't know who might be judging you)
3. You then need to realize why you shouldn't be worrying about it. (Example: Who cares what they think? I accept me. If they dont like me then oh well)
4. Instead of worrying about that thing replace it with something else to think about. Think of things that make you happy like puppies! Make observations about your environment. Look at what clothes people are wearing. See that cabinet? I wonder what's in there. Just dont focus on yourself too much. You'll notice things you never noticed before. 

This helped me immensely. I had two moments of weakness but I was happy with the experience overall. Just dont give up and have confidence in yourself, and don't worry about what other people think. Most likely they're not paying you any attention.

 It helps to also prepare yourself mentally before entering a situation that makes you anxious. I like to read notes from my phone. 

I hope this wasnt too long... I hope it helps you like it helped me.",2.107912186379928,4.988471314516133,3.2740860215053798,83.85890681003588,89.88709677419355,6.1426523297491045,25.43727598566308,7.492282038375204,1.921298028673836,1058,46,182,21,36,340,143,248,0.07400000000000001,0.782,0.14400000000000002,0.9722,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,13,2,2,14,14,0,0,4,0,17,4,3,6,1,34,38,8,0,5,5,2,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,24,5,0,0,10,1,1,3,9,2,1,1,3,2,33,12,24,29,4,14,0,1,2,0,27,6,0,7,10,123,57,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244339306052243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160311832880865,0.0,0.06929976546496047,0.3070168223349102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846877878819793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541678620386235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923607611520335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927439051609672,0.0,0.318506272956394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567486120980056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861269379184816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690050660678031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286575924118096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734751577047212,0.2428775854175028,0.0,0.0,0.17994915013575036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455060038886562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049784934668580326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128422271978732,0.0,0.0,0.08016775310959065,0.07607131714378226,0.10134508334050298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023418109708796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129165226945272,0.09609982071107497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659278904893591,0.06717004163479379,0.06986724517210895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627065252656784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884074651653119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061276729900118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218710900588067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182499168134136,0.0,0.0923433157137864,0.0,0.06973926277110783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719112391412184,0.0,0.18054842980574268,0.2321811784837536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849156002818158,0.0,0.0,0.07823916500593199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144971850710933,0.0,0.16348361615765478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823909595934867,0.0,0.2759903040257299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Galaxy-Creator,2020/01/09,"Work I quit my job about 2 months ago cause I had a really big anxiety attack and it came up that I also had the beginnings of depression. 

So I took some time off over the holidays to sort myself out. But my financial status is not going to support me for much longer. 

Now I’m freaking out and getting anxious about looking for a job. My partner said I had a good chance of getting a job where he works, but I feel like that puts pressure on me to not mess up or embarrass him. 

But at the same time I don’t want to go back to a retail job. Not that good pay, and inconsistent hours. 

I honestly don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to talk to the people around me, to help me get answers.",3.0938775510204053,3.625912571428572,4.752523809523812,87.17164285714287,72.94557823129252,8.328979591836735,26.264625850340128,8.548686976883017,1.5535882993197276,536,17,122,9,10,182,91,147,0.109,0.723,0.16699999999999998,0.8692,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,9,11,1,2,9,0,8,0,0,2,0,24,24,10,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,1,2,5,6,6,0,0,6,3,18,5,24,18,3,24,0,1,1,0,6,11,0,3,9,83,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816412638618938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562299138038383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060561697218714,0.16333766224342625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870954398863327,0.0,0.16448406152136474,0.0,0.11117542022853652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536446113208822,0.0,0.14852659200654886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452914598353995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310552074077208,0.1032901406307518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661598646230616,0.0,0.1643397279517526,0.2425387602541355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691095274125004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238515377519406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739053638182209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891809670618767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706359619427809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214133252850505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540478967955775,0.0,0.10628515795454524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023566355507994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534587236940066,0.0,0.1537818422010929,0.0,0.0,0.09262358689277972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753156419924792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407110128958055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621035730414735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861504701472374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063705862418287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527881307358576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051632566419246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,numeroduophab,2020/01/09,"Sleepless I'm turning 25 this year, I live in Singapore and I'm doing a degree in web communication from Murdoch University. 

I'm worried that the degree i graduate with won't be of much use and i would be at an age disadvantage when looking for a job. 

I also can't quit because i have a bank loan for the course fees but I feel like I'm wasting my time . All that's really pushing me forward is completing the course for the sake of my mother",4.30873188405797,4.830323423913043,6.294347826086959,77.24557971014494,70.19565217391305,9.1768115942029,31.63768115942029,9.2995712137729,2.7521028985507248,353,15,71,7,6,124,64,92,0.086,0.875,0.039,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,1,1,8,16,5,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,10,12,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,6,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319518203180453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681097992618242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30411051695325464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665732488562438,0.20721083111740404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878285543356707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417031315047249,0.0,0.2561182936453283,0.0,0.2435678360723704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132191492887658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085024682768892,0.0,0.0,0.1858126080952774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912971469233812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31548966843489995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050892809684416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29455850839480785,0.0,0.20604225656135405,0.0,0.0,0.1867818368489278
anxiety,Existence1290,2020/01/09,Why does social anxiety make you a bad person? People with social anxiety or people who have experienced others with the specific anxiety please respond. It’s so annoying to be seen as the bad guy just because you have anxiety. Other people with social anxiety have also said having it isn’t an excuse to do bad things and make me feel worse about it what do I do? How can I beat this,4.162400000000002,5.978801706666669,5.962333333333337,74.57950000000002,71.93333333333334,9.266666666666666,25.833333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.697533333333334,308,10,53,8,6,106,52,75,0.29600000000000004,0.662,0.040999999999999995,-0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,0,10,15,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,7,12,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,1,0,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982044180624912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731046106677989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753099007262636,0.09133607876800454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111882387430698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757594634860946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835704530590985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002778907258975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116235278604765,0.13082735446035795,0.0,0.16447033027558516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252435945411965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582039749616349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954159476708084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519990083656205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526914116708515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joandrikaylon,2020/01/09,"Health Anxiety (the absolute worst of them all) Hi everyone, I will make this post as short as possible but I would like to know how other suffers of health anxiety cope. I have been suffering with anxiety on and off for probably the last 6-7 years. It first started with intrusive thoughts about certain topics, and that lasted for a few years but throughtout that time I went to counseling and managed to learn coping strategies... So when it comes to anxious thoughts and being anxious about something in general, I have a good grasp on it and know how to using my coping techniques learned through counseling

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Since October, I seem to be suffering of hypochondria (health anxiety), I have absolutely no idea why and it's driving me crazy. Before it started, I was super depressed because nothing seemed to be going my way in terms of finding a job in my field... until, out of a complete miracle, I actually found an amazing job overall (yes it has some downsides but all jobs do). So, now that i've got this job, I thought everything would turn towards the right direction. WRONG... Up until October, I never suffered from a full blown panic attack, and since October I have had one pretty much everyday, sometimes several a day. I have been to the ER 3 times, and everytime all my results were negative. The first ER visit was because I thought I was having a heart attack. The panic attacks started with shortness of breath, chest tightness, and right hand numbesses and tingling... then for the month of october and some of november(after the first and second ER visit) I just had shortness of breath. I was convinced I had some lung disease (COPD or pneumonia, etc) and/or sleep apnea. In november I was out of the country working, and I felt relatively ok, until around the end of november when I went to the doctor because I had really bad headaches and brain fog. They told me I had some tropical disease that doesn't exist in Canada and a heart murmur...needless to say i absolutely freaked out. Upon returning to Canada, I went straight to the ER to confirm I didn't have this tropical disease and to see if my heart was fine, and the doctor was really nice and did the works on me (he even did a heart and lung ultrasound, along with all the other usual tests), and everything came back sparkling clean (no malaria). So I have the cleanest bill of health. I still head daily persistent headaches since the last ER visit. I smoke cigarettes from time to time, but usually only on vacations on random gatherings... so since my last ER visit in December, I am more or less convinced now I am going to have a heart attack. My headaches have subsided, and so has my shortness of breath more or less, but in the last 2 weeks, my newest daily symptoms are chest pain in the middle, with random stabbing pains in my left and right pectorials going into my back... some hand numbess here and there (mostly right hand) and this very weird pain that shots up the left side of my neck randomly... The panic attacks feel like heart attacks all the time now.... I know that either medication and/or CBT counselling will help, but I just want to know how others cope with such physical anxieties... the mental ones are easy because you know it's in your head, but the physical ones are so hard to cope with...",7.864558823529414,7.890698560457523,7.413986928104577,73.96794117647059,62.57843137254902,10.664052287581699,37.444444444444436,10.261626798366184,3.906495424836601,2637,119,454,53,34,829,280,612,0.151,0.735,0.114,-0.9789,5,0,3,0,0,0,108.0,0,2,2,7,26,33,6,3,35,2,44,33,21,6,7,99,76,52,0,4,14,0,7,2,0,4,12,1,1,0,20,39,0,1,19,0,1,13,6,22,6,7,30,9,52,11,78,39,22,95,0,5,1,0,14,39,0,15,43,320,72,12,0.0,0.0,0.05100877456300672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327081082628275,0.12702952130538034,0.0,0.0,0.19993514919029184,0.11810228363807175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653210674834493,0.0,0.35679358368899555,0.0,0.08038605936360448,0.04364394655445945,0.12745521285308534,0.0,0.04447861300861922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835151571131196,0.0,0.05978388641063333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045026678111541804,0.054804954258668166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03371035094169143,0.0,0.04502077572971628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700278660010368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629642663549322,0.0,0.05829577506661455,0.03452437984151701,0.0,0.0,0.04994700304279912,0.09395527483222643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026429694252536315,0.03734228015217087,0.050188178848734485,0.0,0.04777457726879485,0.13338458372322454,0.0,0.05731224986364215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089120124977526,0.04384227903003587,0.041805745194177533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682438254349254,0.0,0.10728987112387199,0.22224572506335397,0.0,0.3716469994397628,0.03503602497758754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059007386875147574,0.0,0.0,0.2074828705398536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363336258943601,0.21303845057628606,0.0,0.0,0.11358478527355582,0.0,0.0,0.05107375909410078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03489117440865803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265734619926515,0.05267668654823978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172206525037273,0.0,0.03842506283871513,0.0,0.04031447435147035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015525603496499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626016956742182,0.03975430965849487,0.16685949521998447,0.18398561447713785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892748924497367,0.05006099107430015,0.05317820980024484,0.05635677856479316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697204417242057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855595910363778,0.0,0.04156784949710952,0.0,0.0,0.04165307144078037,0.0951707722972217,0.0,0.059051141819035875,0.0,0.17295583083314128,0.0,0.052308563617804435,0.0,0.0,0.040240626538952634,0.05169717186526414,0.0,0.11099265411075328,0.0,0.0417435397896973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543293901543709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598875126609033,0.15239766073134464,0.0,0.0,0.04994700304279912,0.0,0.0,0.056855635973664186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045145200775301916,0.11513783428667558,0.0431288960077393,0.030830680541162437,0.04149013935414689,0.04192849427316105,0.0,0.0,0.14536670549612735,0.047166279665370514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610755064861889,0.0,0.0,0.07426337345599601,0.057149929784373714,0.12702952130538034,0.06732138123607866
anxiety,Tiffenery,2020/01/09,"Anxiety and Food DAE find the food can impact their anxiety like almost immediately? I have been having a problem for a number of years where if I go too long without eating I will get the shakes and rapid heartrate. I also have the inverse that sometimes when I do eat, particularly breakfast, I will also get a racing heart and sometimes shakes and sweats. This affects my anxiety greatly and have gotten to the point where I am scared to eat at all and especially around people. I feel like this is a blood sugar thing but because I'm not diabetic doctors tell me it's not possible to be blood sugar related. I am seeing my doctor again tomorrow but am sure that I will just be recommended antidepressants again. I want to know if anyone else has this problem and if it did 'go away' with medication? Because we all know anxiety manifests in various ways.",7.641649413388543,7.671568472049687,8.170517598343688,68.34610075914425,63.03726708074535,11.130710835058663,35.901311249137336,10.746095033038511,3.9785688060731537,688,29,118,16,9,229,100,161,0.08800000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,10,9,0,3,8,0,18,16,4,1,3,31,29,15,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,8,10,8,0,4,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,3,4,16,4,12,21,3,18,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,4,8,88,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456365906048796,0.0,0.0,0.19895732962640472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380647446182589,0.0,0.0,0.08697990103354822,0.12745741402394067,0.0,0.11073795472547884,0.0,0.0,0.11687323052962108,0.0,0.0,0.15166011789218262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546471794648287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38186152920117256,0.10391608999851933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289786751702824,0.08886783809727952,0.0,0.0,0.11369480868838736,0.0,0.3008379409941394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299825434916145,0.0,0.14139313052904506,0.0,0.0,0.13714596560781014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740871580848258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672851641571535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154626165564088,0.0,0.0,0.1100856917863286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253149110766513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623985470433365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175935164185316,0.14023671164057355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380584977946171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454113125781725,0.0,0.09912673768097408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460597414345329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724084864668645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872674381426664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264253404121241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733714148037018,0.09873898893513447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991237501393358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010632430308716
anxiety,deadhead829,2020/01/09,"Special EducationTeacher Life I can't sleep. There's barely any time to eat, if any at all. I have meetings at least 3 nights a week even though my contracted time ends way before the meetings even begin. I can't breathe half the time. I cry on my way to work. I'm up to my neck in paperwork because I rely on the collaboration of others and they don't do their part on time but it's my name behind the paperwork as the case manager. When I reach out to my boss she just says ""oh keep reminding them"" as if I am their boss. My students regularly physically hurt me, I was once even hospitalized. I have bruises all over my arms. I keep getting new students but can't keep staff hired, and the ones who stay are there because they can't get a job anywhere else. The pay is wretched and the school allows me a budget of $4/student each year so a portion of each check also goes towards necessary items in the classroom. I'm broke. I'm tired. I'm sad. I'm sore. I'm so anxious all the time. 
Thanks for letting me get this out",2.0114001986097314,3.8465633773584926,3.678560079443893,88.56256703078449,77.9622641509434,6.538629592850048,24.837140019860968,7.475848149327749,1.0695150943396228,804,29,175,11,19,268,124,212,0.128,0.838,0.034,-0.9652,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,5,1,11,5,0,0,14,0,13,8,4,3,3,22,27,14,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,7,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,2,1,1,26,2,23,25,9,27,0,3,0,0,11,12,0,2,12,108,30,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198379213707704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190453552946249,0.0,0.0,0.1581966579349992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072479962827974,0.0,0.11915718664866665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381892319876075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328801789310994,0.1169790310710682,0.0,0.12402706776631615,0.0,0.0,0.2774700711940757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948331573126026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499074899921268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896046582279634,0.3734014684179949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319253010909389,0.0989089657064201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524408293548512,0.0,0.13141084207572012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491298458790932,0.09488952106795406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164135166948392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135931779507,0.0,0.14172017928490965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013344519359305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925581646256006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289229422051144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758103902534746,0.0,0.40826984647803743,0.16094654711597947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223022681999204,0.112325476899121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019451934826852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017622006152676
anxiety,hairlessknee,2020/01/09,"Owning up to my problem How can I tell those around me how I really feel? People like my mom and dad. I am not sure how I can go about getting help. I've usually been able to hide my anxiety, but it is getting to be a big issue to the point where I break out in tears randomly. I get really sad and can go to dark places and think things I would rather not think. I say 'i hate myself' under my breath constantly throughout the day. I have had sex about twice in the last year and a half. I have a seemingly good social life, but I constantly make excuses to not attend. I have a fear of actually attempting to do the stuff I love and work my way to my dreams, but I keep thinking I'm too pathetic. That I am no good. I can't keep pretending and I feel completely and totally lost. Utterly hopeless. At home I dread about going to work and my manipulative and abusive boss. At work I dread of going home, knowing I am not going to actually attempt to start working towards my real goals. I clam up before writing emails to try to network. I can hardly even call my mom without tearing up anymore. I feel like I am failing at every corner, so now I just ball up with my hood over my head and avoid everything. I take too much solace in weed and have abused it to the point that I feel it is the only thing that can distract me, but it makes it worse. Mentally I feel small and I don't want other people to know how I feel cus it'll just make me feel even worse somehow. But I am just clueless on where I can now turn in order to right my ship. I feel nothing like how I used to. I have always had anxiety and issues with sadness. But it wasn't constant. And never this dark. How can I stop this spiral? How can I gain the courage to actually ask for help? My mom thinks it is just work, but it is everything. I have so many regrets and moments I look back to. Moments where if I literally said yes instead of no things could have just been slightly different. And I feel like I constantly remind myself of those things as an excuse to tear myself down even further. It is hard explaining how I feel because I can actually speak about it. To anybody. And some of my friends think things like depression and anxiety aren't a thing. All I know is now I feel sick to my stomach and I have no clue how I am going to pull myself together for work in the morning. I work in news media and I cannot stand it. The constant politics and breaking news bullshit that goes on. I was screwed over and put on a team with a boss with several HR investigations under his belt. I can hardly stomach my professional misgivings and not taking the risk into doing more comedy stuff. Hell, I am frankly embarrassed and for some reason feel ashamed even posting here, But I know I need to do something. Here I am hoping someone can make sense of my rambling nonsense and point me in the right direction. How can I figure out what is wrong with me?",3.3789509306260577,4.719587436548223,4.706280879864637,84.71278849407787,73.11167512690355,7.892927241962775,27.177326565143822,8.447377352677275,1.8132621996615896,2289,83,471,39,45,760,258,591,0.21,0.685,0.105,-0.9971,1,1,1,0,1,1,50.0,0,0,0,14,40,32,3,8,19,1,52,9,4,19,4,121,105,47,0,9,21,4,15,5,1,2,2,3,2,0,30,34,0,4,25,4,0,9,15,20,0,2,8,19,85,12,71,93,7,73,1,7,1,3,22,40,2,7,23,343,115,13,0.05783874512137285,0.13705891021446764,0.2257690875966841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812646930624975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327394451187293,0.0,0.05736049342596649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148874568408223,0.05407141903181231,0.0,0.0,0.044474424825664965,0.0,0.035257962186165684,0.0,0.04921651207341828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905982552830121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064282383158363,0.3125156794277995,0.0,0.04617953159789152,0.0,0.0,0.03730120572328585,0.0,0.04981642642109499,0.0,0.0,0.060429178302459335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280778264987982,0.0,0.048731637329378685,0.0,0.10396346930255043,0.0,0.0,0.06508466838985913,0.3509400887184962,0.08264002214287297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468607100556198,0.0,0.09065507135924246,0.0,0.19722655048128346,0.09702479053426394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155436464824268,0.05710378641496775,0.05935923897290005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753618333286925,0.0,0.11603395447951845,0.057446924431232727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073724585793966,0.0,0.1028194683873732,0.0,0.0,0.1271466468193828,0.047146296908396335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085321617413172,0.14128544659219472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048569978841761716,0.0,0.0631378227041018,0.0,0.05220172564741609,0.0,0.15443124597493108,0.058639409403057535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828785126430802,0.0,0.0,0.20322011773430107,0.0,0.0,0.04251813267551769,0.042886696635419636,0.04460880588313666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549783586353944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043988971978478085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019620657996468,0.0,0.060429178302459335,0.0,0.16402892782281894,0.0,0.055393529720410326,0.0,0.0,0.05534386778800374,0.0,0.05814391401557643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583315446090098,0.07410596234092785,0.059467863014168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878794461623634,0.055017891549786535,0.045995691597759084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265422128715072,0.0,0.06534131884289024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058959316846314384,0.04900658104751703,0.044527091739854606,0.0,0.0,0.040938561491295086,0.0,0.0,0.04835578076903501,0.0,0.0,0.13242305073088012,0.0,0.0,0.05451233278346168,0.0,0.08697507642125712,0.0,0.05055361258196588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305529533294003,0.1853036622380369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926871130246982,0.06291194587829138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995410532662009,0.0637012063548305,0.0,0.034114790422798934,0.0459097037053622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055754486316570574,0.0,0.2947510671314241,0.0,0.11788524516182833,0.041086985059555735,0.06323758811189947,0.0,0.03724625554041661
anxiety,milanxyy,2020/01/09,People like me so much more when I’m not anxious... I feel like people around me are much more happy and comfortable when I don’t feel anxious 😟it’s like my anxiety puts bad karma into a room.....,2.8647967479674783,3.8327450731707344,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,73.87804878048779,7.417886178861789,23.422764227642283,7.793537801064563,1.0671398373983734,152,4,32,2,3,52,30,41,0.149,0.539,0.312,0.8341,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,2,5,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505589011161808,0.5465653065849061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534583758676895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197972718474733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446278513352325,0.17281625868046555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575112953771533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545462111883165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556545327327848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354115360122872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431803241252441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,terrifiedoftrying,2020/01/09,"Shopping Anxiety? Take me to Walmart or a thrift store, and I am fine. I grew up in those environments. But I want to wear nicer things. I think it will increase my self esteem and decrease my cost per wear. 

Try to take me to the mall? I may jump out of the car and roll. My husband had me go into Burlington by myself not thirty minutes ago. I almost had a panic attack. He had to come in and help me find clothes. 

I don't even feel comfortable at Target. I feel like I can't breathe and my whole body feels overwhelmed. I don't know how to get over this. He's trying to help me start small, with Ross and Burlington and Target, but I can't picture myself shopping at the mall. 

I'm 23 years old and I can barely get myself to walk into a store to buy clothes. My friend is taking me to Marshalls next week, and I just want to have fun like all the other women my age. Stop and get smoothies or frozen yogurt, but I just feel so out of place and just dumb. 

Do y'all have any tips to get me on the other side of this?",1.1638837209302328,2.9425322139534913,2.542965116279074,95.97770348837211,80.34883720930233,4.858139534883722,19.587209302325586,5.341637118332708,-0.3990883720930234,786,19,180,3,20,254,121,215,0.067,0.8079999999999999,0.125,0.8523,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,6,10,2,2,8,0,15,4,4,1,1,40,34,18,0,2,9,1,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,17,0,1,7,4,7,7,5,4,0,0,3,4,31,6,28,29,3,29,0,1,0,0,9,14,1,4,10,114,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423306812443429,0.0,0.1607820853669627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918931988691936,0.0,0.1228313511509928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266522146477152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835088751717526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831204099629282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605129315074796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247448053725511,0.11470726244799702,0.0,0.0,0.14675298216344146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405168202261638,0.0,0.3355531550937379,0.0,0.0912524670296642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524590870517998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824201281601139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688734230312426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170762095211485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848536175216505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838776565047854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775565725462016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750372058904478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136483315337649,0.0,0.0,0.13423905492091806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621734115791792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667187415154504,0.10288320484796296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802541947917425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941012438844776,0.0,0.12879510241586647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792644544680208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339823002693113
anxiety,lepandas,2020/01/09,Experiences with fluvoxamine? Was just prescribed it alongside some beta blockers to deal with a tough period of anxiety in my life. First time trying psychiatric medication. Would appreciate advice and experiences.,9.06375,13.574947875000005,9.286250000000004,42.733750000000015,70.25,13.2,39.25,11.20814326018867,7.5138500000000015,180,10,18,8,4,59,30,32,0.094,0.826,0.08,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094277009512176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223715496755585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32645328590288386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.619490894208057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693431862656408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365997194981208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31899257792113617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464174963120628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149852494104728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493979144147255,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MysteriousMandrill,2020/01/09,"My back, neck and shoulders ache like hell today because of the tension I've been holding in them And it's making it hard to sleep. I imagine a lot of y'all can relate",1.9708333333333317,3.4563721944444485,3.5122222222222237,91.255,77.05555555555556,4.800000000000002,25.88888888888889,3.1291,0.3894555555555561,133,5,28,0,3,44,32,36,0.27699999999999997,0.66,0.063,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,2,3,3,1,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414205597804505,0.0,0.2706677654293567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977507300628137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692357553099328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774861527180892,0.0,0.0,0.2963838355135214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443362247904398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208748354575264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Munikblast,2020/01/09,"Sharing one moment I wish I could relive when I had anxiety I have had anxiety for most of my life, and really have a difficult time making friends and participation in conversations with multiple people. I would just feel on edge most of the time and not really be able to lock on to what the speaker was saying and make other people really uncomfortable. This has gotten even worse over the years and has always been one of the things that had limited me to going into social situations and being able to meet new people. However, there was this one 2-hour period in my life where everything changed. Words cannot explain how good it felt, and I would give a lot to relive that feeling. Me and my close friend at the time went to this festivle where there were lots of people, there was music, camping sights, swimming, and a ton of other stuff. I and my friend went to a tent where we had conversations with intercessors. After I left that tent I had zero anxiety and felt the calmest I have ever felt in my life. It was like everything was zoomed out. The whole world was a blur. I did not even notice anybody walking by me I just saw it as a crowd of people. Usually I lock onto every person who walks by. Then for literally the first time in 13 years I was able to sit down, have a conversation, and make a new friend. It was so easy and actually enjoyable. I could understand how and why people liked to socialize in the first place. I was so happy. Eventually it wore off. It was like I was on LSD, but was able to fully function without any hallucinations. I know this is probably stupid but it is literally one of the best moments in my life, and I wish I could just live like that every day. Can anybody else relate?",5.065719864618586,6.174074215568867,6.042340536318671,77.60681202811769,68.82035928143713,9.4015100234314,27.096589429835984,9.653516015845867,2.376507836500912,1364,42,260,30,23,452,162,334,0.052000000000000005,0.828,0.12,0.9668,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,4,17,15,1,0,18,0,37,4,0,5,1,57,57,24,0,7,8,0,5,4,4,2,4,2,0,1,21,21,0,1,8,1,0,6,4,2,0,7,28,9,30,13,42,22,7,49,0,0,2,0,18,23,0,5,23,199,51,0,0.320031986103157,0.0,0.07807626331691997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665730624164264,0.0,0.0,0.05440818122864198,0.0,0.1836176950521364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396345625269347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463785164253422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163962474773935,0.0,0.0,0.051598538862725016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683641469541797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568905426379477,0.07237181340182218,0.13482037557914456,0.0,0.14381205666396413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090889402950897,0.0,0.2304606707822559,0.0,0.0,0.13610952194546472,0.0,0.0,0.2472559185896329,0.0,0.0,0.07675096067517433,0.0454703882106095,0.06710691153214772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851700000443528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879176019429887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043970302500701414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692892232550838,0.0,0.2260480562549013,0.1563514629699779,0.0,0.0706485267467188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360398750663897,0.0,0.0,0.1602178768597173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545444432119802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108963433404152,0.0,0.0,0.21686195627639895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328048250683931,0.06985989651403067,0.08359132753543921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626215235739584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376551388877605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636255701231478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993234029863313,0.0,0.16311615362691195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915900142765683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315375777454071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661322472580852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329114601689168,0.0,0.0,0.08811750472854811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833642869044694,0.07219477241673784,0.08932607087076615,0.1840104949792538,0.07712485355884674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153498373414833,0.11367077038071335,0.0,0.0,0.10304505319480478
anxiety,simplenotsosimple,2020/01/09,"Did anyone else have terrible anxiety as a kid? I didn't know then to identify it as anxiety, but in hindsight woooh boy. I've been having panic attacks since I was about 8 years old.",3.1947747747747783,4.842886675675679,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,74.13513513513513,9.257657657657658,28.54954954954956,9.725611199111238,2.9076738738738745,145,6,28,4,3,50,32,37,0.33399999999999996,0.6659999999999999,0.0,-0.9011,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899799629182575,0.0,0.0,0.22392588790735493,0.3281334453884693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643300248718328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675273533802249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600074314200118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360479654828245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757437721018215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649136855166645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623017022800086
anxiety,tomxct,2020/01/09,"I feel like an absolute disappointment and I don’t know how to fix it anymore Hi. I’ll give a little bit of background about me and stuff before I explain why I’m making this post. 

I’m a 17 year old guy in England. I’m supposed to be in my second year of college (technically. I’ll explain why I say technically in a minute). I’d say I’m really ambitious which is why I’m even more disappointed in myself since I used to have big dreams about what I wanted to do in life.

In secondary school, I got 4 passable GCSEs and had to retake Maths in college which meant I had to do a 1 year Level 2 course at college before moving on to a 2 year Level 3 course. I really enjoyed media at GCSE and wanted to do something to do with marketing or copywriting as a career. Anyway, I passed Maths in my first retake (still only a 5 though) but I only got a Merit in my media course. For some bullshit reason, this meant I couldn’t progress onto A Levels and I had to pick a Level 3 BTEC. There were only 2 options for courses I could do at college because of their bullshit rules and I didn’t want to do either of them. I then tried to get a Level 3 apprenticeship over the summer so I wouldn’t have to go to college but I found no luck in obtaining one. I can’t afford a car right now so I couldn’t get an apprenticeship that was too far away which limited my options. There was also only like 4 marketing apprenticeships I found that were close enough for me to be able to get to. 

6 months goes by after my college term finished and I haven’t been able to get an apprenticeship. I haven’t seen any of my friends in 6 months because I can’t bring myself to leave the house now. I want to go back to college or something but every time I plan on looking at colleges and courses, I can’t bring myself to properly look. My mind just kind of blanks and I read words off the screen without actually reading them. My ambitions have gone out of the window, all my friends probably don’t even like me now because I’ve been neglecting them without actually meaning to but I don’t want to burden them with the knowledge of how I’ve actually been over the last 6 months, I’ve considered suicide many times (I don’t actually plan on following through with it because I still have a tiny bit of hope that I can turn myself around), I feel exhausted and drained 24/7. 

I want to get better and see my friends again and get a job or go back to college so I can go to university or something but I can’t bring myself to put action to those thoughts. I really don’t know how to get out of the hole that I’ve been digging for 6 months",4.49758376077704,4.804994775510206,5.785968023573066,81.8158788060679,69.70500927643785,8.567521554076178,29.58206919131289,8.4952907291091,2.04275462184874,2060,74,427,30,34,694,223,539,0.081,0.818,0.102,0.7647,6,0,3,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,5,8,26,17,0,0,24,0,42,2,0,7,1,72,92,31,1,11,13,0,2,3,3,1,2,2,1,1,14,19,0,2,14,3,0,14,18,5,0,3,21,9,60,12,81,65,8,77,0,3,5,0,15,36,0,9,29,275,74,19,0.1480820924924664,0.0,0.28901352234799643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921059793281948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050350450423100115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342882245364203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591222877252467,0.0,0.0,0.06956400023053692,0.11386598856463988,0.0,0.1805389382702341,0.0,0.1260069539496179,0.0,0.0,0.06548328852299129,0.16166729207607106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059115750652850886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650419319159746,0.0,0.097806825495798,0.0,0.06238277482659101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487475533323087,0.052894938232409566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297927611315995,0.0,0.1623643711173614,0.17161178598925014,0.0,0.2707837351251848,0.07102691825262339,0.16831693143325865,0.0,0.11843477692281842,0.0,0.0,0.0733122765004792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353946527697085,0.0,0.08543342642699453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347431367852998,0.0,0.0,0.07710235592228253,0.08138204535257687,0.060353334817481924,0.0,0.07839877729164585,0.0,0.0,0.05229738061759062,0.10851814571461196,0.07420857961949967,0.0,0.0,0.124351662265666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942297330750718,0.07506599969194716,0.0,0.0806524052386354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476034997900202,0.0,0.2363954268838328,0.07869391461671556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769362299083941,0.0,0.05017212913378557,0.22524620835034084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091085546832562,0.0,0.07982877073962022,0.0,0.0,0.07443170175165995,0.0,0.0,0.14812216560974534,0.0,0.14229777046404268,0.07612652705996642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632306489408796,0.0,0.11776082352999452,0.0,0.07493349166399199,0.059001127731674874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061247518573944434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100124415575788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182585503499206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475928378682343,0.08098888724529167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727449520099992,0.05878032025438747,0.08634785897699994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050269010219271784,0.08053539689424935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394769137739709,0.0,0.0,0.2620279644803319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004315836675516,0.0,0.0,0.14274585284094402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072002500607144
anxiety,akashi1337,2020/01/09,"Really starting to question the reality of life. Lately I’ve had a hard time imagining how people go through life okay with what they have, okay with loving themselves in their current situation, okay with finding love. As someone who is anxious everyday, overthinking about where I’m going to be by the end of the year. 

Will I find love? What is love? Where will I be career wise?

I go around looking at people everyday thinking “what are their problems?” and “how do they live day to day?” And it just bugs me how anxiety doesn’t effect literally everyone. 

Why are people so strong against the harsh realities of life? Why can’t I love myself the way they can?",3.2807630272952863,5.991834185483874,4.212258064516128,81.85184863523575,78.11290322580646,7.363771712158807,27.28039702233251,8.384062270229773,2.2586210918114147,525,22,94,11,13,169,82,124,0.07400000000000001,0.688,0.239,0.9799,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,2,9,11,0,0,6,3,14,8,0,4,0,17,26,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,2,11,10,17,21,0,19,0,0,1,5,12,5,0,1,10,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304073224374656,0.15216616281591355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990643895311776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373329598586765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929912574426285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287061276557309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621620782280654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296495381759613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065959096443493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194098037919312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854155955523563,0.0,0.0,0.1189374900799756,0.0,0.11310924602197815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078340952403869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801400991845765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888420597907946,0.0,0.0,0.1508883857412561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628858531546588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514019799802046,0.0,0.0,0.11412600055805495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533728311043302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630663640657835,0.0,0.0,0.07854130010449564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691402580437244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24308121976628916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673868059617297
anxiety,amls1997,2020/01/09,"How do you deal with the anxiety nausea? Pepto, tums, and mylanta offer relief for maybe 20 minutes. Zofran does little. I’m so miserable being sick all the time. Not to mention I’m a young women so the content nausea has me running to the store for pregnancy tests 24/7",2.3773717948717947,5.096201480769236,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,82.26923076923076,6.5435897435897425,24.051282051282055,7.793537801064563,1.7940666666666667,215,8,36,4,6,72,43,52,0.158,0.787,0.054000000000000006,-0.7141,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,21,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35035123233499194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721542862869302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007788514661424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590133748310199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600995589995066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670501332978683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Luxeru,2020/01/10,"Dear Anxiety subreddit, I'm looking for cbd recommendations. My son's Dr. recommended cbds for his anxiety and IBS.  He's in college and not taking any other meds, only some fiber supplements and probiotics.  I've been doing some reading and I'd love some  personal recommendations for brand, dose, any advice is welcome.  Thank you",6.133448275862068,8.817535103448275,7.244344827586207,63.7851379310345,68.65517241379311,10.846896551724136,34.01379310344828,10.793553405168565,4.7190027586206895,268,13,40,9,5,90,45,58,0.054000000000000006,0.7240000000000001,0.222,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,4,7,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,3,0,19,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862534948612746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984128081959639,0.0,0.4481902039251936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459923126346565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26438601625427377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253856604911082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227908927582813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557802606327731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29301509450634194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202512817654852,0.0,0.0,0.26969594764830673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luccaarale,2020/01/10,"I want to give up I'm just so exhausted of my life being this way. In a couple weeks, it'll be a year since my anxiety became severe and started to dominate my life. I've been leaning on people so hard that I've managed to push a bunch away. I lost my temper with a friend the other day and they mocked and dismissed my anxiety disorder, and I've been hating myself and dealing with suicidal ideation ever since. I apologized but they won't speak to me.

I just don't know why I should keep going. I feel like I'll never get better. I feel like a burden on everyone around me. I have nothing to offer the world, I just make it worse with my presence. I'm such a pathetic human being who can't even deal with being alone in her own apartment.",2.8479653679653687,4.191310441558444,4.5864285714285735,85.0377380952381,74.45454545454545,7.470995670995673,24.52164502164502,8.07648339933343,1.3907333333333345,584,18,119,9,12,198,96,154,0.252,0.6759999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9736,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,10,10,3,0,8,0,12,3,0,1,2,23,26,8,1,2,4,0,3,2,1,3,3,1,0,1,6,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,4,21,4,17,16,2,18,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,8,80,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484667914979448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435211957903393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416903721518179,0.0,0.0,0.14954052176039598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076828675553993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761127682212606,0.0,0.10264809620867928,0.3281837361547754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241659258500253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512681608230123,0.1439736284903494,0.0,0.15208873922850927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609569596645796,0.2274146580284258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297029082101042,0.0,0.08315701245441744,0.15268533119617456,0.09045699522821997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258035262077454,0.1571422383846507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147294274409614,0.0,0.0,0.08747278393724586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484553959918696,0.15551971399818104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737471262300598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624370638349794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275766719218928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152722870068991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034479675615937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981086275717725,0.0,0.2633254514899682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265762907980377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410040272724722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387949321092136,0.12633756983137145,0.1276723615687326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362143014383874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220247780624758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249688040885528
anxiety,fuocofiori,2020/01/10,"Waking up anxious Recently, I have been waking up already anxious. This is really upsetting because I have really physical anxiety symptoms. I sweat and shake, and my chest feels tingly. I have been feeling better as the day goes on because I am in therapy every day. I am on medication and my psychiatrist put me on anti-anxiety medication (buspar). I really hope it works because I've been suffering.",5.634166666666665,8.02958963888889,7.937222222222222,59.53,69.27777777777777,12.022222222222226,37.0,11.538034831475384,5.823899999999999,322,18,45,13,6,115,45,72,0.187,0.713,0.1,-0.6786,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,2,1,0,9,7,4,0,0,6,12,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,2,10,2,7,9,0,11,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,3,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204988259745044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801343437450491,0.413690462329039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348390330009784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161932646160004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361622525281455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426543214803282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851566641683849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185464533154208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688978946580161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406104358376413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518860312859972,0.0,0.1807842212062356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030580814079331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093850864359299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329533877196054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PaloPintoTourismBrd,2020/01/10,"Does anyone else have one (and only one) activity that COMPLETELY silences the negative string of thoughts in your head? Very very frequently, like the majority of the time I'm awake, I have this constant stream of anxious and/or negative thoughts going through my head. Sometimes I'm not even fully aware of it (although I've started to be more aware recently). Just perpetually going, there's always something my brain finds to worry about at any given time. It could be trying to identify all the ways in which there's something wrong with me compared to other people, worrying I might have cavities, thinking I will fail the bar exam, thinking nobody really likes me but is only nice to me out of pity, thinking about catastrophic ways I could die suddenly, the list goes on. I've always called this ""the voice in the back of my head."" I'm not really hearing voices, but it's this constant negative mental voice.

I love to draw and make crafts, and recently I noticed something that might partly explain why I enjoy it so much. When I'm doing something artistic, that's on of the extremely rare times that ""voice"" is COMPLETELY SILENT. I put on my headphones and listen to my music, and then I get completely immersed in the world of what I'm drawing/making. It's amazingly peaceful.  It's pretty much the most amazing feeling in the world. I only wish I could feel that way all the time, I can't really replicate that feeling outside of doing art. And I don't have that much time for art, unfortunately, so I can only feel that way so often. I was just curious if",6.738037664783428,7.328425020338982,7.041666666666668,73.76773540489644,64.89830508474577,9.809792843691149,34.01600753295668,9.725611199111238,3.3424764595103578,1251,52,215,24,18,406,152,295,0.11599999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.135,0.8527,0,0,4,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,0,13,0,20,6,4,1,2,37,45,15,1,5,7,0,4,2,0,3,0,6,0,0,20,8,1,0,11,4,0,3,7,3,0,2,4,10,24,7,31,33,9,34,0,2,0,1,6,12,0,5,17,145,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477912646219193,0.0,0.0,0.05916183411697599,0.0,0.0,0.0982833272451665,0.0,0.06083124118177183,0.08914004960645781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689633032494267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097118886057807,0.08883500153091968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736482185510266,0.18802853284489568,0.0,0.20838321431698173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029051054540448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613280737518131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267592464756296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057461563271693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595583822390068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951487925665854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045453026265854284,0.0,0.09888628892944616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678560952997526,0.0,0.09805341824409276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500595964883008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851937143943416,0.0,0.05807204749542817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767383428549999,0.1845829174177035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918613040692861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990481525857297,0.0,0.0,0.11790461281540847,0.26466454027562963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942106918349377,0.0,0.06031367406335472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850855775365797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745733067078308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720003536546074,0.0,0.1718006711930694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679021976441089,0.08604355315692568,0.0,0.06157785161437908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723501268095795,0.0,0.13813388071052254,0.25364707099072914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906614178872754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356543394339413,0.0,0.27622083624311244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850244307713437,0.0,0.10004376303259292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670201366011246,0.0,0.0,0.09511899479012642,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ann-onymouse,2020/01/10,"Increase in Sertraline dose making me shake I saw my doc today and he’s increased my dose from 50mg to 100mg as it’s not made a difference to my anxiety and depression. Took the first one earlier in the evening and the increase in dose has made me so shaky and wired. This just sucks. 

I barely sleep as it is, and I’m sure I’m in for another night of no rest. How long does it usually take for someone to get used to their higher dose?",1.7537903225806453,3.33995570967742,3.5351478494623656,90.42272177419355,77.92473118279571,7.660752688172043,24.528225806451612,8.472884824447931,1.4561193548387092,343,12,78,7,8,115,63,93,0.147,0.7609999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,2,4,0,2,5,1,5,1,14,13,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,2,4,1,8,1,14,9,4,14,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,1,5,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973474395600974,0.1748985915635424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691560733853766,0.0,0.0,0.23886595649821016,0.0,0.0,0.2000725277394194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100559939910954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194469522775756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944787236862395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232719423517606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326637080647713,0.15260991593489448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455041500284364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492318444181202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287915391694964,0.0,0.19371443043675807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154777026107664,0.0,0.17189862086891056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167111210602962,0.0,0.2540123736513724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974598279349733,0.251799710230665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItsNancyDrewBitch,2020/01/10,"To much to do I often get crazy anxiety and obsessive tendencies over things that SHOULD be fun. It’s like this overwhelming feeling that there’s so much music to listen to and good shows to watch and things to try and it makes me feel this absurd pressure that I need to try it all and won’t be fulfilled until I do. And sometimes it presents itself in like a need to get everything in my apartment in the perfect place, or know every entry i have ever written in a notebook. Can anyone relate to this, and do you have any tips for how to stop the cycle of debilitating thoughts?",9.032869565217393,6.585583939130441,8.668695652173913,73.87782608695653,61.78260869565217,11.286956521739132,36.91304347826087,9.3871,3.253991304347826,463,16,89,6,5,149,74,115,0.084,0.7609999999999999,0.155,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,3,4,0,10,0,0,2,3,22,21,11,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,7,5,18,15,3,11,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,2,6,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529740289230578,0.0,0.17208648870686158,0.0,0.0,0.15729059429710454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034805727105688,0.1895304673629168,0.0,0.20217097152308894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274834264977626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350546651709757,0.0,0.0,0.1886777759123428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362689166600885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979886736170529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015618102072611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307289473128857,0.3335958363977403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350253558814329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248176017067334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806865993252264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988941844978027,0.0,0.0,0.17858554064842933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054531968869287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wallywoo34,2020/01/10,Hacks Does anyone have any quick hacks (or even long ones) in the moment to try to stop thinking so much about what others are thinking and just the hell on with being me?,14.271470588235294,6.675449088235299,11.552352941176471,72.79558823529412,58.117647058823536,13.6,39.882352941176464,3.1291,2.8797999999999986,135,2,28,0,1,40,30,34,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26197102397440913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693632268146721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371191884735664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544421550503673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409182674771464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28318990352641354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610432266982057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220712676973341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936823226246434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26154729442660346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unique19username,2020/01/10,"Is this anxiety? (Please answer) I’m a 19 year old female. I’ve never had anxiety or anything like that, but out of the blue this past Saturday afternoon, my stomach dropped and I honestly felt like I was going to die. 

It’s hard to explain. It started by either my stomach hurting, or a rush of heat washing over me which set off my stomach. Then I woke up Sunday morning and my stomach had an icky feeling, but I was able to get ready for and make it to church. Fast forward to about 10:30 Sunday morning and I had to leave and come home, after the heat washed over me during Sunday school. 

I laid under cold air coming from the ceiling fan all day Sunday afternoon which helped a lot, and Monday was no different. The stomach ache and heat seemed to subside by evening with it being worse in the morning and early afternoon. 

Tuesday was good. What I did feel went away even earlier. 

Wednesday was a little rough but eventually that went away, too. That’s when I started feeling some of the anxiety symptoms: restlessness and nausea along with the heat rush and stomach ache. By nightfall it was gone. 

Yesterday (Thursday) was good, I felt perfectly normal by 3 in the afternoon. 

Then today. Oh Lord, today... Just as me and mom got ready to leave for town, the heat hit, my stomach started hurting even worse, and I felt the restless, nausea, trembling a little, irritable, difficulty concentrating, basically everything was in one ear and out the other and I don’t care. I kind of felt like I was stuck in a dream, and if I’m not careful, I still feel it. 

Now, I don’t have anything to be anxious about. I’ve never felt anything like today although the caffeine withdrawal I experienced almost a month ago came close. To the best of my knowledge I’ve never had any past trauma, I’ve always been an easy going type and ready to joke about any and everything. Talkative, outgoing. 

In 2016, I went through this phase that lasted about a month where I was *mortified* of the apocalypse, I couldn’t go outside because I was scared of the world ending around me. It lasted from mid-August and came to a head in early September, and it just randomly went away one night. Come to find out the next morning, a friend had committed suicide. I had no clue, but after hearing the news, I never felt that feeling again for a while. 

In the spring of 2017, someone from church got killed in a freak farming accident. I had the same feeling as I did in 2016 about two weeks before the news was broken one Wednesday night service, but the feeling wasn’t as strong and went away that afternoon before we went to church. Then it subsided until spring of 2018. 

In May 2018, I had that feeling about a week before a lady on a road near us died from an unexpected infection. This was the slightest feeling, I didn’t have the fear of the apocalypse but more like a scaled down feeling of what I felt today. After we got the news, I never felt it again. 

All of 2019 passed without this feeling, but within this last week, I’ve started feeling it again. It’s almost like a sixth sense and I can predict when someone is about to die unexpectedly, and the worse it gets the more of a shock the death. 

So, is it anxiety?",4.7128566249773405,6.160497004893966,5.2378379554105505,81.77255537429764,69.97879282218597,7.928497371760013,29.93543592532173,8.378751543991594,2.2267954250498465,2516,100,467,38,45,806,260,613,0.179,0.6779999999999999,0.142,-0.9862,1,0,0,0,0,1,84.0,3,0,0,3,23,28,1,5,49,0,38,13,9,1,9,99,93,44,6,3,15,1,22,6,1,1,4,2,1,0,32,37,0,0,25,2,0,19,14,11,0,4,48,27,42,17,85,40,9,123,4,2,1,0,8,36,0,10,74,319,74,3,0.05381208783107802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047701169026663416,0.0,0.10777006564568453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477596787193438,0.0,0.0,0.07318813004050563,0.0,0.16466439960245288,0.060792342247286725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284828959382838,0.047904166994799185,0.0,0.0,0.2022329116116307,0.0,0.0,0.032803349276083686,0.0,0.13737036989010146,0.0,0.056472466236727185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309338554996542,0.10973001986287333,0.0,0.0,0.13906304645575207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03470434488809194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675453540069816,0.0562221784644181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476615375444616,0.0,0.0,0.10662712949561874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967256694382383,0.0,0.0,0.06055355946091375,0.3265081017566479,0.0,0.4133443454408201,0.0,0.04918327338943638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041575085571635466,0.0,0.05622918975943842,0.0,0.09174794884335706,0.09027005235098763,0.12911532739886974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048205060925413816,0.0,0.05522672690240118,0.0,0.06065013392904224,0.0,0.03606910816304285,0.0,0.05397791166402599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521390598248388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953510226097381,0.05603700864888826,0.0,0.13159210135805002,0.0,0.11395846232202048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773920776430164,0.10786769789891296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045749112735511216,0.0,0.0,0.03591998648495468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302406689271464,0.08590459021900412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751599772656704,0.0,0.05722976589317767,0.10099799819732977,0.05272442068638256,0.0,0.0,0.056466734011209524,0.0,0.10939339014635326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273945359884112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059069512971831425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387528751353218,0.054460705775308135,0.0,0.04898850372073768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118961478489404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523538909445323,0.0,0.04297440285380652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058861690031921036,0.0,0.0,0.055931363536922886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040302687263412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256659060878269,0.0,0.06472931595316894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949443288897056,0.0,0.0,0.2993060672378847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187293238032685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451734438544213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03465322026461181
anxiety,whatevenisfalafel,2020/01/10,"Worried about starting a new job... So a month ago I lost my job (due to anxiety) and I have managed to get another, which I start on Monday.

Going to the interview was ok because I knew at the end I could leave and to be honest I didnt think I would walk out with a job!

Everyone seems really nice and it is a small office which I think is good for me and it is a starting position so not much is expected of me..

But every time I think of waking up in the morning and getting in my car, I feel my heart start to race and feel the panic rest in my stomach waiting to claw its way to the surface.

I am super worried, I think mainly about being there all day, actually walking in to a place I am unfamilar with and having to be normal. I am excited to start something new and not be inside all day but part of me says I can't do it.

I dont know how I can walk through that door without breaking down. I just want to be able to be normal and start a job without being instantly known as the one who cries and has panic attacks over nothing.

Has anyone had the same struggle and if so how did you overcome it? Any techniques I could use to calm my mind? I know I need to do it and I think that makes it harder. 

Here's to hoping I can take the step out my front door and into a new adventure!",3.2676525252525264,3.5583252945454547,5.000333333333334,86.42405555555555,72.41818181818181,7.856565656565657,27.277777777777786,7.793537801064563,1.4404262626262625,996,33,222,12,18,341,146,275,0.08900000000000001,0.825,0.086,-0.4641,4,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,10,14,1,3,16,1,31,3,3,4,2,56,59,22,0,10,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,12,18,0,1,12,0,0,7,7,5,0,1,6,3,33,9,39,43,7,41,0,1,0,0,4,15,0,3,17,165,45,6,0.09602040509197622,0.0,0.09370206425981374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511629557431526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529716814253554,0.10068576691228663,0.07345534707595561,0.0,0.0,0.06713969982593093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923707274787753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058533147714890287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533289604289399,0.0,0.10547390622266738,0.12385043542881193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125351996451345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504557854532058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090133261610337,0.09175161192944377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710160380972732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003333971289758,0.0,0.054570609004873774,0.08053736013388657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378464235421705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536992795400023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38114174344889395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055406069760334,0.0,0.0,0.10167174474040387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481761490418258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409436600955916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695323680230808,0.0,0.07664257125631534,0.0,0.07058604599201401,0.07119791370556525,0.0,0.2782113167365404,0.0,0.0,0.1881592198555216,0.09213416837039733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650659115179389,0.0,0.0,0.2253185132468169,0.0,0.10398074159444208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032088641966856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061513130244912624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763592801059997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741337052152773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392119897235669,0.0,0.0,0.4077824216304811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038137566723024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219539474230964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30762999224456045,0.0,0.0,0.05599027038477443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293080044187957,0.0,0.0,0.05663532272615932,0.07621652818004372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851204880250376,0.0,0.0,0.195026764624564,0.0,0.06821014081733026,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weary_salad,2020/01/10,"I couldn't get out of bed I woke up at 10am and I just couldn't leave my bed. Many thoughts surrounded me. All I could do was cry and scream, and feel sorry for me. I called myself abnormal and kept asking inside my head why wasn't I normal like my classmates. Why can't I get up, leave home and go to class. Why do I have such negative thoughts, etc...

I managed to get up around 17:30pm, drank water, took a bath and ate. Whenever this happens I spend an entire day without eating or drinking water. My head felt really heavy and I felt and still feel disappointed with myself. I have yet to accept my condition and I have yet to lose the shame I feel for being so anxious. 

My therapist has been on vacations since December, but they're back and that makes me feel relieved. I've been getting worse again. I desperately want to be cured.",2.2674999999999983,4.410776226190481,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,78.40476190476191,6.8190476190476215,23.0,7.865858978985527,1.1022071428571432,658,21,137,11,16,212,105,168,0.15,0.7959999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9255,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,3,0,16,8,2,1,1,34,38,13,0,5,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,13,6,1,9,2,1,2,6,4,0,0,13,7,26,3,17,20,2,16,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,1,7,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527505675385266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036694796444565,0.12640454908145035,0.0,0.0,0.10396933752446068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380661123456339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795542216100812,0.0,0.14852354103732004,0.08720026539108068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245584557242085,0.0,0.1383551734932118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079662225351104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27346809376297143,0.0,0.2596485882140199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825698214767855,0.0,0.07684384106203766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956712906019196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775321221650579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562821132446864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863390215283792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660575346015998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126714112701753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025476102292998,0.13708329163018845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247861301715874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661998262372922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184839321067623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135826274588648,0.0,0.0,0.10798012024024628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569910335241437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146857383266818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502250095632861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975127669323805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660221851244727,0.0,0.0,0.13033911127739428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779212312950553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wormonastring2001,2020/01/10,"[Vent] Anyone else get hives from their anxiety? :/ When I'm extremely stressed I get hives. It's been happening since I was like 12 (22yr old now) and I'm really sick of it. The only thing that helps is taking 2 benadryl, but then that knocks me out for like 4 hours. No one really knows why it happens. I've had to go to the ER before because it gets so bad. I felt like i couldn't breathe and calm myself down. 

I'm on 100mg of Zoloft and it helps a lot but I wish I could get rid of the hives for good. I'm dealing with them right now as I type this. I know I'm not allergic to anything that would give me hives and it's just fucking annoying. I'll tell my parents (I'm living at home during my winter break) and my mom doesn't know what to do and my dad just tells me to take benadryl. Sometimes there's this vibe from them like *""again?""* they've always been understanding and helpful but it must be frustrating that this is almost a daily occurrence for me :/ The only reason I have is my anxiety and stress....I'm about to start my 2nd semester at a new college and I'm going to be in a play there. the pressure of learning my lines, plus being at school again is really stressing me out. I wish I could be CALM for once in my life tbh",1.3857758620689644,3.1731492298850554,2.9830507662835264,93.04515086206898,79.6896551724138,6.342337164750957,20.836685823754788,7.333567415737692,0.4553306513409962,963,26,219,13,24,317,146,261,0.135,0.7190000000000001,0.146,0.6174,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,0,11,15,3,3,9,0,20,6,1,1,1,35,47,17,0,7,6,3,1,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,16,13,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,7,1,1,5,1,28,8,30,33,1,24,0,0,0,1,13,10,1,2,15,130,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086935635373088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212730285231084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939987824001598,0.0,0.0,0.07741748850375274,0.11344497714604895,0.09111252598586862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244596638186056,0.0674934398285143,0.0,0.09421394460227743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680065687030685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414670654138186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249174357777633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063078630807928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235818176009848,0.2313849969217447,0.10621201341314446,0.12584862625930052,0.09286607131775793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195817371047936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226383800917612,0.0,0.1110604561230263,0.0,0.10903617905214093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254524703930333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820429533309642,0.21636737229145225,0.0,0.09776714459899298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412956468665766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967307181870594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069333616866842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618124973223146,0.1179124099297982,0.0750262433401695,0.16841398930948762,0.0,0.0,0.12294064749558048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278880003538975,0.11383785066432354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455365231452206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120538130825591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158812495792508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950418991852487,0.0,0.0783676697504322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804856519049237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664942249362865,0.0,0.19354704568001005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735569637701571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152626656411839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999069206278447,0.0,0.254643394544735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865179329451677,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,L1tt3n,2020/01/10,"Need help getting therapy I'm a young teenager who has dealt with anxiousness for a few years now. Most recently, I've been getting distracted thinking of how much I hate myself.
I want to get help for it, but I'm worried my family will brush it off if I tell them.
How can I get help?",2.352033898305088,4.015301491525428,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864406,76.45762711864407,8.109830508474579,27.0542372881356,8.841846274778883,2.055926101694916,224,9,48,5,5,75,44,59,0.142,0.715,0.14300000000000002,0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,14,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,6,12,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670793318971101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286908125895916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940640178981394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334088352452093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753878344310729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379071420021638,0.17529720072229973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334292588979105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663533140249607,0.0,0.27035880247124244,0.0,0.0,0.15148386713044654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944247828604198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400888180937006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224218337744666
anxiety,charlesunit,2020/01/10,For those of you with health anxiety... Stop worrying about the trip to the doc - go get a script for lexipro. Its night and day difference! Thank me later.,1.6846551724137946,4.448609793103447,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,89.0,7.037931034482759,21.04310344827585,8.07648339933343,1.4216827586206895,120,4,24,3,4,37,27,29,0.151,0.772,0.077,-0.3382,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28358269193533303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23906932084840815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873001511899575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193674225100526,0.0,0.21067602044205996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940342733620631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478746380884632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099198388734917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412885965304265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764614634145266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tammywynette,2020/01/10,"Does anyone have any hot tips for dealing with a difficult workmate and not letting the fact that they seem to not like you completely eat you up/just caring less? I started a new job about a month ago and am in a team of people, everyone is pritty nice and friendly except for one guy and this guy is the person I need to get the most help from and ask the most questions as we are the only two developers on the team. Idk if he thinks I'm dumb or annoying or what but when I've asked him questions he can be really blunt and seem annoyed which I find confusing as I was told he is meant to be like a mentor for me as a junior. Anyway my point is its getting to me so much that I find it hard to focus at work, I get stuck on things and wait whole days before asking him because I'm afraid of what his response will be and because he's the only person I can ask.  A couple of days ago I had to force myself not to cry multiple times because of the way he responded to me and it just about all I can think about, when I go home, before I got to sleep and on the weekend- I just want to care less!! But idk how 😭",4.828667524943676,3.89508020920502,5.897991631799165,85.52189571934342,69.0836820083682,8.860122304473768,27.589636305117477,7.882392219407189,1.4124223366591568,866,22,198,9,13,290,138,239,0.09699999999999999,0.831,0.073,-0.3836,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,1,3,10,12,3,2,16,0,17,2,1,1,2,41,41,22,0,3,11,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,10,12,1,1,9,3,0,1,3,6,0,2,6,2,24,6,31,30,7,19,0,0,0,0,29,6,1,10,13,132,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968267049476008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754980368987241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762841297745998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151583171655747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303197849242854,0.0,0.18894126226961247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263864668743409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640332887914608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228425432095986,0.12195127431053546,0.1431986257584187,0.11445770001931532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715516069109813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360212392668954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608525269956028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029422305010732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857744921975127,0.0,0.17401155518909794,0.0,0.06309575084852714,0.0,0.0887935766519858,0.0,0.0,0.2198563432840032,0.0,0.0,0.09945294315998876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441498662393388,0.0,0.11136304109071483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017113846244997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352641895684785,0.0,0.1084784333340554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861584410661548,0.0,0.08161315500248546,0.08232061005036738,0.0,0.1072247023575252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523065285017304,0.16887283436822806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696793140201458,0.193878380995423,0.0,0.0,0.10495066041163442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24873769139580104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112284818920328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213856315086065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111011042042058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858118299940528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375737021798406,0.14227545338527248,0.0,0.0,0.06473719488495869,0.0,0.0,0.10608525269956028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084513129444776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548301873700045,0.08812324363391827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395089933770745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082455654030814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,achoo12345678,2020/01/10,"severe weather expected tonight and i'll be home alone so im alone for a few days, and i've gotten used to being alone at night no problem. unfortunately ive always had anxiety about severe storms, and there's a squall line that's going to head through my area, and we're expecting hail and possibly a tornado

i know what i should do if there's a warning, but i havent been able to stop checking the weather (idk why i already read and watched basically everything i could find on it) and i've been watching youtube videos of tornadoes and looking up pictures of damage. being alone has really ramped up my fears and i remember once there was a bad storm and my mom and i hid in a closet and there was a very loud noise. it was part of the tree in our front yard cracking and falling and if something similar happens im worried ill start panicking completely and do something stupid. i really wish we had a basement

does anyone with something similar have something that always works to distract them? because i cant stop thinking about anything else. im worried ill die or lose everything and theres nothing i can do to prevent it",4.448600953895067,6.088566954954955,5.183121356650768,81.16137519872817,70.89189189189189,8.286592474827769,32.878643349231574,8.841846274778883,2.8714983571807102,912,44,169,17,17,295,134,222,0.307,0.6659999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.9961,0,4,4,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,1,2,8,7,1,2,10,0,21,3,1,1,0,36,30,21,1,8,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,6,18,0,3,4,3,1,3,3,7,0,0,8,4,17,0,19,17,2,16,0,2,3,0,4,7,0,3,6,101,23,2,0.10598444450584177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390716850878769,0.11695646998236177,0.0,0.1763750961313822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107780995478757,0.0,0.0,0.07410678785956161,0.0,0.0872161673683881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884925841891734,0.06460713365871255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112267362593599,0.0,0.0,0.08461995490517532,0.0,0.0,0.06835119883193519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099951206112298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274770160363012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853640375775024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905039696108367,0.0,0.0,0.11926196549857665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686786220823612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023340222515197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937216942575128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877061657597388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631103928276234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34344416126489324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824627896773465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900024052047446,0.11856948363105252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412770047301028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945922158556368,0.0,0.1016949329196304,0.0,0.0,0.11286997444064135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477082529110592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948153672492805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014127998802112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106013125401708,0.0,0.1357926980744918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005971519241745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394645100377116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263680132482883,0.0,0.0,0.07501633532017699,0.0,0.0,0.17721548255232258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791055257503939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153653131163364,0.0,0.08744826630626977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563447634071537,0.0,0.12187688068988815,0.0,0.0,0.07715793786889473,0.21526469600609094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TytoCwtch,2020/01/10,"What jobs would you recommend for someone with social anxiety? I’ve been running my own dog walking and pet care business for 9 years now but my passion has faded and I’ve sustained a couple of injuries that make work harder these days.

I’m debating whether to stay self employed or go back to employment. The thought of having to apply for jobs/go to interviews/work with others terrifies me but so does the thought of starting a new business. I’m debating starting a new business I can run alongside the dog walking initially to see if it’s viable. But also like the thought of being employed and getting holiday/sick pay and not having to do a tax return every year!

I’m just wondering what jobs other people with anxiety do? I’ve worked with others before and I’m fine once I get to know them but I hate phones with a passion which really limits my options! I am fortunate enough to have really good savings at the moment so can afford to invest in a new business or pay to go back to school to retrain in a new field. Thoughts and suggestions?",4.833382352941174,6.321280279411766,5.67870588235294,78.57217647058825,69.73529411764707,8.381176470588235,32.71764705882353,8.841846274778883,2.9449494117647057,843,39,147,15,15,276,118,204,0.079,0.795,0.126,0.9004,7,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,3,7,8,1,0,12,0,12,2,0,1,0,32,32,17,0,2,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,11,0,1,6,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,5,1,10,7,27,25,2,25,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,5,16,94,19,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850039496260296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845208598696006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942292829317134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481007763301327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558179660250618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628718614214033,0.0,0.07943558173790465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077884186033575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272693319904935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377750223455214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870429952200713,0.0,0.21000401284429154,0.10331061060415332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216065916732098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24445788995925324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769196638740631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017548989921503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221809204729018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758401311930436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117388185802695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539177486796129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781393964764054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465637542124824,0.09815192866998,0.0,0.12849498625468495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255580762536236,0.1043630145195308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436318127078174,0.13128468496612286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911384085433273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335744964993653,0.2690114782938866,0.0,0.0,0.08749766922480333,0.0,0.0,0.15863712279759618
anxiety,270426LWabc,2020/01/10,I need help I dont know what's going on with me. My anxiety in the last two weeks has just skyrocketed. I'm laying on my couch right now barely able to breath because my pants dont fit right but if I move i feel like it's going to get worse. I'm freaking out over nothing and I dont know why.,-0.5459275053304928,1.2047918059701497,2.0562899786780378,97.36776119402988,86.16417910447761,5.0226012793177,17.03411513859275,6.1826913282559595,-0.5598810234541576,229,5,58,2,7,79,48,67,0.166,0.7559999999999999,0.079,-0.6863,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,10,13,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,9,1,8,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,4,30,11,0,0.18838376159807224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411306199349502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148369925553258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6623530967516822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525249016269098,0.1345813969265182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842274018196748,0.0,0.2141256660433482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626966443992038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070615774266332,0.1535579089481541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203479028546888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002221254555623,0.0,0.1396841722229947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807592999914968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217574061867355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840235618501554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111009042064327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998704362254574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919791471434421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princessshinyeevee,2020/01/10,"Anyone have a lot of experience with doctors? I need some advice. I’ve always been prone to anxiety, starting with deep pits in my stomach and ending in anxiety attacks. I have a few things on my bucket list this year that might help: meditation, buying a weighted blanket for attacks, etc.

Though I’ve been having a lot of problems lately. Firstly, when I get stuck on an idea or thought, it’s hard to change the subject or let it go. I try, but having little experience building up that resilience to my head, I feel like I fail quickly. My mind wraps around these thoughts that can drive me insane.  Lately it’s been death - what happens when I die, when will I die, will I have time to do things I want to do? Is that a headache or a brain tumor now?  I’ve just gotten home from a wonderful three day hiking trip I’ve been anxious about at the beginning of the year, but a haughty Christian sign on the road said, “If you die today, where will you spend eternity?” Which sunk me back into my anxiety-riddled state.

I’ve been researching doctors near me that help treat anxiety, but I don’t know how their therapies work or if they’ll work with my fear of death.  A combination of medication and therapy WILL do me good.  Yet I worry about the price as well, I would rather feel better than obsess over death even more.  Also, if anyone has tips on how to create a mind barrier against these thoughts, or change what you’re thinking of, or any soothing words...those would be great right now. Until I can get myself to a doctor, I’m reading support stories to make myself feel better.

Can anyone tell me about therapy? Does it help you? How will medication help me?",5.020728402032752,6.062316956521741,5.362902315076231,82.68219649915305,68.87577639751552,8.090570299265952,29.232636928289104,8.296473431620573,1.987883229813665,1308,47,252,18,22,416,180,322,0.195,0.6579999999999999,0.147,-0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,2,6,22,14,2,2,17,0,30,9,3,4,0,48,53,24,6,9,14,0,5,1,0,9,5,1,1,0,17,7,1,1,10,1,3,3,1,6,1,2,11,6,33,8,38,31,6,42,1,1,0,0,11,17,0,14,22,174,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385397396348833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862340043019399,0.07140201608196918,0.0,0.0,0.05835474124320333,0.0,0.19693661578968907,0.09694253424552084,0.0,0.18000412216665573,0.0,0.0,0.07639040013471005,0.0,0.19524586733846205,0.0,0.06598372252140416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178654114919454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579397850522824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815543111513046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534129823616683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671762695444532,0.0,0.0,0.2634950227415282,0.07509419443814283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600349097923373,0.0,0.09570247071738552,0.056677665697782036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678801644256476,0.0,0.0965617591743607,0.1301665705987688,0.0613037303080681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299119134754753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966590120313282,0.0,0.048768635126904235,0.07197458855741944,0.0,0.09460744706377812,0.0,0.0,0.07588279827917997,0.0,0.07687022076827314,0.0,0.0880673233846818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300704742763708,0.0,0.08607589963726207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687070303251397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715973897438533,0.0,0.19359814851252227,0.0,0.0,0.0877480405401946,0.0,0.04192314904934877,0.08600563501086013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590768389952713,0.0,0.0,0.057279821622135005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289205356415085,0.0,0.09103240750217824,0.17329024235598384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362811664779876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821099863505726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583469039409049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328252531167076,0.0816263572595746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073779913862369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737783764629347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500300584299077,0.0,0.2943986786357917,0.0,0.1140186534816338,0.05498452415851704,0.08430933220301821,0.20437416248397947,0.05003735741354665,0.0,0.08133923855355704,0.0,0.0,0.058260354361233835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506138274740502,0.0,0.0,0.10449525100082263,0.07715481580729314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305887721584888,0.124943542289271,0.08714571174298731,0.0,0.1219160104728918,0.0,0.0,0.11051954466747473
anxiety,ariadnefrommaze,2020/01/10,"Anxious feeling when someone doesn't answer? I get terribly anxious when someone doesn't answer a message I send... My bf still hasn't texted me today and I'm not feeling well, even though I know everything is alright. Anyone who deals with the same thing has any tip for dealing with those situations? I always end up sending multiple messages and I get even more anxious because maybe the person will think I'm spamming them and get upset?",5.909065040650408,7.633136573170731,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,67.41463414634146,7.417886178861789,35.61788617886179,7.793537801064563,2.92799349593496,357,18,57,4,6,112,58,82,0.16899999999999998,0.735,0.095,-0.7294,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,13,15,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,2,8,2,4,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,5,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076718635752014,0.0,0.0,0.11504482907032686,0.0,0.0,0.5733589273632104,0.0,0.11829112211185926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312753470576867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488240774304797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983887242362634,0.0,0.0,0.2234770379713032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520436182899664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107996763902078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651609292814584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297417816827874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995906725353832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771712032705242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901598341262722,0.0,0.0,0.2866829263190888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510340619385447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239237996065292,0.10840053521900607,0.16621361873418178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035815765346076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210867887339696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Milkyweed,2020/01/10,"Will online school hurt or help my anxiety and depression? So, I’m 12 and I have anxiety and probably mild depression. I haven’t gotten a therapist yet since it’s probably too expensive, plus I don’t really know if my mom believes that it’s that much of a problem. But to me it is, it eats me alive. I think I had depression before I had anxiety, although I don’t know the roots of my depression, other than maybe puberty. But at the same time how could puberty change my mindset completely? Anxiety came because of school. I’ve been homeschooled up until 6th grade, so I lack socially. For the earlier weeks of 6th grade I think I was okay, but as it progressed I started to have anxiety. I’d have stomach pains on the bus and what not, I’d worry a lot too. In my opinion, my anxiety and depression has gotten increasingly worse over the few years that I’ve had them. It probably started to develop at 10, given that I was unaware at the time, but slowly became what it is today. I’ve checked, I have pretty much all the symptoms of anxiety and depression. And might I add, it affects my physical health too; sometimes my heart burns, hurts, and I have jaw pain. One time it even felt like I was having a heart attack. It’s the type of pain that distracts you from focusing, all of your attention is geared towards that pain you have, and it swallows you whole.
This is why I’ve turned to online school, I feel like I can never live decently because of my anxiety, which roots from school. But I know that by eliminating school my depression will increase, seeing as it doesn’t have a defiant cause. And I also know that anxiety must be overcome, but I’d like to add the fact that the school’s environment isn’t the best for me. In one of my classes, math, the learning pace is way too fast for me. I excel in everything but math. The few copping mechanisms that I’ve created for my anxiety and depression won’t last forever, and since thoughts of suicide are emerging frequently, I’ve become worried. As I stated before, my anxiety and depression has gotten predominantly worse, so I don’t know if by making an adjustment to my education system will help or not. I need advice",5.621914893617023,6.302662349881799,6.64387706855792,75.33333333333334,67.3451536643026,10.805673758865249,33.63356973995272,10.746095033038511,3.781298817966904,1726,76,322,48,27,578,191,423,0.233,0.68,0.086,-0.9966,0,0,0,0,0,1,51.0,0,4,1,3,11,24,1,1,19,1,38,12,4,6,5,62,60,35,1,7,13,1,2,3,0,6,6,0,0,0,27,17,2,0,13,0,2,3,10,18,0,2,14,3,47,6,40,38,13,30,0,11,1,0,9,10,0,7,17,223,74,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805479978684633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751018448335165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999336658702444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675874928866164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243161328466269,0.06561371737129278,0.1011071300972838,0.06693476636154343,0.06234716768192972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794925439637474,0.0,0.06103047242308093,0.06284794080789274,0.0,0.06229029263044986,0.0,0.0,0.04743407966552555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605279941072663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060791298762434776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923976859943756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053393909753588285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030039499373606688,0.04244254173059663,0.057042951487959084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631500903400227,0.0,0.14080235788579865,0.07964258990751738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719934499528432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325101093896796,0.048427108853341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707422830862377,0.0,0.0524601504052267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050508288252610375,0.0,0.0,0.03965666048871159,0.0,0.0596853666125777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302465991599514,0.0,0.06958031636312255,0.0,0.0,0.08734642482393543,0.04405178905904286,0.045820682428517334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051555614328479,0.0,0.252865868935029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060441365107002015,0.19216220190286168,0.056847381140919674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380595904694116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607567702974988,0.0473421070065554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828919173885617,0.0,0.0,0.06056105022166858,0.0,0.0,0.058758044910595615,0.0,0.08410145880556186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649849369616381,0.0,0.0,0.06174977530638825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897963105411364,0.0,0.07613510464721998,0.0,0.04716493257583728,0.10392740960987164,0.0,0.05631376768258348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462105936216027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047156921424474856,0.047655147479960906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053608317028763515,0.06632918376045219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066755118187332,0.12108780485446688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825811547701602
anxiety,chocol8ncoffee,2020/01/10,"Little glimmer of hope So I've been having a really rough time with my job for a while-high stress, way outside my comfort zone, emergencies, short deadlines, constant phone calls.. basically a nice cocktail of all the things that spike my anxiety. After some time off around the holidays, I had a full on melt down because so much had piled up and digging myself out felt impossible.

My boss called me today to check in, and I opened up more than I ever have with work about my anxiety and how I've been struggling with things and some of the tasks in particular seem so insurmountable... I was terrified. He's in his early 60s, white, conservative, upper middle class, just generally not the kind of guy you'd expect to be conscientious about mental health issues.

His response blew me away. He told me about how he started having panic attacks a few years ago, and how he understands what I'm going through. He encouraged me to take some time to find a good therapist. He was just so wonderful and understanding and helpful with breaking my workload down into reasonable chunks. I know everyone won't have the same luck, but I just wanted to share one little success story about how opening up wasn't nearly as awful or scary as I made it out to be in my head.",8.415112044817931,7.5855934663865545,8.208865546218487,71.53441876750702,61.81512605042016,11.29467787114846,35.37955182072829,10.504223727775694,3.610419047619047,1007,37,180,20,12,324,153,238,0.07200000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.8701,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,17,13,1,3,11,1,15,2,1,7,2,49,29,19,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,17,1,1,8,2,1,1,3,4,0,1,10,3,22,9,41,15,9,39,0,0,1,0,17,25,0,8,11,125,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953919373619737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063246034340332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004790691736646,0.0,0.1534149426296701,0.12669898712264835,0.0,0.0,0.08220523740451822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27540031684125044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572836333732778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198240776053468,0.0,0.1288579776649944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294801856999375,0.0,0.12325334926265308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664016106575444,0.11310843629984912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352583441842925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383982518942466,0.14334260782280775,0.0,0.0,0.09038923356749916,0.1424797722244566,0.0,0.13393962010889748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407516677639132,0.1338209575606754,0.0,0.0,0.14042881904072646,0.07411177248267725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703165960106387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760132484304465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590027199194674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913259229596563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137999427823132,0.0,0.0,0.15822113277854474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863903902778103,0.13865151284713834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276525621093995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544976390359462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447384428929833,0.14097780727445128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139279700474237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657491776674834,0.1791809006873791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590189400420705,0.0,0.12782503195935044,0.1288579776649944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807738001496285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953989033467032,0.10704016506521803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462425044265055,0.09817470983407736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684101658974172
anxiety,KodokuTamashi,2020/01/10,"How do I help my anxious depressed girlfriend? 
My gf and I have been in LDR for 3 years now and she has social anxiety and depression. 
She’s too anxious and doesn’t want to face new people much especially for job interviews and all. 
She’s starting to teach somewhere in a few days times and I got her that job. Now she’s feeling too anxious and hyperventilating and crying constantly and I have no idea what to say or talk about right now with her to make her feel better. 
What should I do? 

P.S. We can’t talk on calls or FaceTime, so just wanted to let you know if it in advance. Thank you.",2.393545454545457,4.418447566666668,3.5128787878787904,89.30727272727276,77.5,6.363636363636362,24.24242424242424,7.348242739294969,0.948083333333333,468,16,99,6,11,151,80,120,0.161,0.752,0.086,-0.8577,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,2,9,4,0,0,1,0,10,1,1,2,1,25,19,14,0,4,4,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,3,17,2,13,15,3,15,0,2,0,0,19,5,0,3,9,69,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217547854047266,0.5412706224483371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124793319828835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630787843052142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258661576296574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754307273636918,0.10299785392283613,0.0,0.27511094679036385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150539592759094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773234084964272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704828878584596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028985293707472,0.0,0.0,0.3169692660322433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777083409200595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331130908793193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660571559029997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740307943051034,0.0,0.0,0.15424609240275036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072077980219727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638897311258316,0.0,0.1270054796461547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280125497755518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130414927488306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567330015177033,0.0,0.14703682131284504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312648228040896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839874649854013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284612287826383
anxiety,Mountain-_-King,2020/01/10,"My sister is suffering from anxiety. What can I say to help her start studying? My sister is suffering from anxiety. She’s been seeing a doctor and is on meds but at the moment she can’t study and keeps coming to my room to procrastinate. She needs to write a a make up exam in order to stay in university so She I particularly worried. I need some advice because to be honest I’m barely coping as I have been struggling with my masters and having to do another year. At the moment I’m at basically trying to keep it together so that I don’t trigger my sister and all I want to do I get her to study a little bit.

Last year she nearly failed and she locked herself in her room for weeks. My parents didn’t take it well and basically turn the house into a living hell. I don’t think I can survive that again especially since this is her last chance and she will basically spiral if she get kicked out of university.

I just want to know if there is anything I can do?",3.4267681895093065,4.779281355329951,5.405096446700507,79.70263620981389,73.01015228426397,8.095972927241963,25.3160744500846,8.648137234880735,1.7530760744500844,765,24,152,14,15,265,110,197,0.127,0.8009999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9185,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,1,1,8,0,21,1,0,2,1,28,39,13,0,6,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,6,11,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,3,2,30,2,28,34,3,26,1,3,1,0,20,14,1,3,9,111,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603259975524394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204029741563107,0.2510241545604931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501452919032195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001473346590707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912048538737904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133062459742404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793122764236376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143820832021914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997176565472913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893132075560413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29166353039837223,0.0,0.0,0.09016784581578878,0.26747571480736065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443990161099736,0.14487563433772493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951710583440248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224329674220416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330966778946295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217883282638406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047398517929534,0.0,0.0,0.13074148149555856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571929256506982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612864335182956,0.17487536355868208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152018854685885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335921515427392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512857374534053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139185168243226,0.17845959064837133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354389532587846,0.0,0.13160598410959387,0.0,0.1475174309051244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666196902450364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113096781265195
anxiety,ishavocado,2020/01/10,"seeing the psychiatrist today i’m seeing the psychiatrist for the first time since 3 years. i’m seeing him because of my panic attacks, social anxiety and general anxiety as well as dealing with severe mood swings (which presumably is bipolar). however, my mum is very adamant that i don’t take medication since i have addiction tendencies which she recently discovered with my alcohol abuse. i need the medication if i’m being honest though. the whole situation with my parents sitting there is making me uncomfortable and extremely anxious. i will talk to him by myself as well. what if he doesn’t prescribe me medication because of my mum ?? any tips with addressing my issues to the psychiatrist and in general ?",8.312259999999998,9.682196336000004,9.006150000000002,58.322825000000016,61.64,12.97,40.425,12.38480682065935,6.0335800000000015,582,31,83,21,8,196,79,125,0.163,0.782,0.055999999999999994,-0.9236,2,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,6,0,8,6,0,1,0,14,17,9,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,16,3,14,15,1,7,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,5,59,20,0,0.0,0.17065135052896846,0.0,0.1570133638626476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539236836394843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794496736155554,0.0,0.22036427540567569,0.16271228610288666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385429612518068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755980360431423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484880422481556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251137957105185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150329329428964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614077861940948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43528356520778977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679601478091988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898753080486,0.15992766337696526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422117094901741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443184806539048,0.0,0.0,0.16271228610288666,0.0,0.23828530459179545,0.16189514033343447,0.0,0.14681988978819188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829222434661556,0.11576541898592113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150820678792653,0.0,0.08398473259101516,0.0,0.13652308099763574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883938312350653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899955188002216,0.0,0.0,0.16080374124631555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275024586396033
anxiety,justthisgirl,2020/01/10,"Anxiety triggered by illness. I have had episodes of anxiety several times in my life, some idiopathic and some from a determinable life event. However, I've never had an episode like this before.

It started on Dec 21 with gastroenteritis. I legitimately had a virus that made it impossible to consume anything other than juice, water, and crackers. No vomiting but plenty of other symptoms. Ok, usually only lasts a couple days, no big deal. I wasn't worried.

A few days later, I'm overcome with anxiety out of nowhere. My sleep is disturbed to the point that I wake up overheated or in a sweat with my heart racing barely a few hours after I've managed to sleep at all. I go to the Dr on the 26. She does a metabolic panel and blood count and says it looks like I'm recovering from the gut virus. Tells me to use Benadryl to calm myself down.

I try this advice for a bit, but the anxiety just gets worse. I start wondering if I have an issue with my thyroid hormones (normally hypothyroid, on synthroid) or maybe a blood sugar issue. It was a little off on the blood work and my dad had hypoglycemia. Having something with simple sugars seems to help when I wake up.

What is odd to me is how time-limited the anxiety is. It lasts from when I'm forced awake to around 1 or 2 pm, then I start to feel normal and functional. I go in to see my Dr's PA on Jan 6, and she actually listens. She does a thyroid test and a1c to rule that out. She gives me trazodone at bedtime to help me sleep.

The trazodone seems to be working for purpose. I still wake up, but can get back to sleep almost immediately to get at least 6 hours. However, I still have (more mild) anxiety until early afternoon. Using breathing and distraction techniques. There's no one particular thought racing around.

I follow up with the PA on the 20th. Has anyone ever experienced an episode like this?",4.045727595812121,5.885407281337049,5.278042455095573,79.27055710306409,72.28690807799444,8.405763135145518,29.370953798866573,9.035553425615538,2.5919794640284306,1470,61,272,31,29,488,196,359,0.105,0.826,0.069,-0.8741,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,2,24,1,17,26,14,5,3,45,41,21,0,3,8,3,1,3,0,0,9,2,0,0,14,19,3,0,5,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,8,8,29,5,56,32,8,53,0,0,2,0,14,25,0,10,28,178,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.09092366215350828,0.0,0.0,0.09104783212414827,0.0,0.0,0.0932995618591723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276637369941431,0.0,0.0,0.06514891034987574,0.0,0.07667365477654757,0.1658879120121371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164448632656394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792835824208428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172106914982303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309444091091527,0.0,0.12017809039158694,0.09605754067877803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307309684998866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428054867935769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047111200212618505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603754957799647,0.08938028181574667,0.1059050226025448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041076268059972,0.12490414543596405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835137871623564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944973542408665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189728647159506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162205915228398,0.13655924661684207,0.09338408483310724,0.0,0.0,0.07824207280140061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816279222079867,0.0,0.0,0.0936050638287012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186096269185298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182580026089653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313661287293929,0.07086246339970641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807884773199116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409511670300127,0.0,0.0,0.07424702568887236,0.16964287461076746,0.0,0.1052592640095849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729621977290016,0.0,0.0,0.07172932821104729,0.0,0.0,0.19784554070048746,0.0,0.1488165728914638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684269339386736,0.0,0.0,0.08143753673227885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396916153493603,0.10866015532449977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325852804167258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094356385980568,0.10261718337143316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101042426851464,0.13566248712676673,0.09462196909796704,0.09495151278748402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawayuser626,2020/01/10,Lip chewing? How to stop? My lips look SO bad and ugly but I can’t stop chewing on them. They’re all red from where I keep ripping the skin off. And they’re sore. Does anyone else here pick/chew their lips?,-1.1598701298701286,0.8734050909090953,0.0023376623376645256,106.24136363636366,100.36363636363636,2.5142857142857142,13.103896103896105,3.1291,-1.8381194805194805,160,3,39,0,7,49,37,44,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.9112,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,4,1,1,8,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,3,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473569405643649,0.3624685198600923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953744929432152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095774135633451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29552075585290377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314437790468705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970689708796591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5915177388048705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RemosWardrobe,2020/01/10,Serious Need quick help! The defacts department is visiting my house about something for my sister. They’ll inspect every room and every family member. I recently cut myself and I don’t know what to do about the scars. I was thinking I could wear my sweater or pretend to be asleep but I have to show them around the house. I’m very scared I’m very scared,2.12142857142857,4.757185928571432,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,82.57142857142857,6.357142857142858,23.035714285714285,7.645422480735847,1.2537142857142858,285,10,55,5,8,90,50,70,0.183,0.79,0.027000000000000003,-0.8727,0,0,1,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,2,3,0,8,2,2,0,0,9,13,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,11,0,7,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663579011324128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763598736416305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722127576604261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823210675423887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805554562904513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097466622022729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139342794918688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378451963066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180987424716572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422917834664186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004919714752134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153513180771926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645089438592968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KotaBearV,2020/01/10,"Would this be helpful?? My spouse suffers from anxiety and PTSD (not combat related). Like so many others, we have and are still trying everything from meds to meditation. I know there is already alot of info on the internet about anxiety, but what about those that live with someone with anxiety?

Today I had an idea of sort of documenting our experiences with anxiety, things we've tried, etc. from the perspective of the spouse (or support system in general) . My hope would be that by sharing my family's story, we can 1) offer some connection to those that support our loved ones with anxiety, 2) shed more light on anxiety, 3) And also help others explore and manage their anxiety. Sort of a 'I'm married to anxiety' vlog.

Would any of you, or your own support system, find it useful?",6.081875,7.501381215277783,6.906555555555558,71.194,66.70833333333333,10.76,33.15,10.793553405168565,4.044346666666667,621,27,103,18,10,206,98,144,0.109,0.685,0.20600000000000002,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,2,1,0,6,8,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,0,29,18,9,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,12,7,22,12,5,8,0,1,0,1,14,3,0,7,3,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264140757813369,0.09160943608269226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790119557656215,0.0,0.7010728975219623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775888864700596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295447209830154,0.11205658052567412,0.10799207493335247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470101633381036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535673420116781,0.0,0.0,0.11377876898810825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931843106156993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295632490035426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596569128235255,0.0,0.1011539914588226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339018393104443,0.0,0.0,0.11614059207044684,0.0,0.0,0.12724456370016596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762530049483743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390843668020644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706191443855497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148361516129874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899863051585458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610512218048388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858456049357093,0.0,0.0,0.1555503858902949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893857097204346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412933996693334,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,penaltyboxer,2020/01/10,"Here I am and I need help. As per the rules things I've put in here may trigger other peoples anxiety. 


Hello everyone. I'm making this post because I'm currently having a panic attack and need support. 

Im 32 years old. Male. National Guard soldier Doctors say I'm perfectly healthy. I suffered from my first panic attack when I was in my mid twenties. That spiraled out of control for months of anxiety. After having test and test done, one doctor finally told ""You're fine, you had an anxiety attack"". This made me almost instantly feel better. I thought oh good it's not my heart or anything major. Years and years went by without another attack. I'd almost completely forgotten about it. Then at around age 29 I had another more severe panic attack. During a National Guard drill formation. The attack lasted for hours. Since then, going on three years, I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks weekly. As soon as I wake up and get in the shower before work I instantly check in with my anxiety. It's so automatic. I cant turn it off. That sets me up for failure first thing in the morning. Besides my girlfriend im practically living in silence about this day to day. People at work know but they dont understand as they've never dealt with this. I know some of the biggest factors are my poor sleep cycles and my alcohol use. But even if I'm getting adequate sleep and havent drank in weeks it still happens. What seems like my biggest trigger is situation I cant get away from like formation or a work meeting. Going to the movies. The eye doctor. Driving in the car for long trips. I've been a hypochondriac my whole life and a little OCD. I always pay to much  attention to physical sensations, sure that I'm going to die at any moment from a stroke or heart attack. 

I would like to discuss my symptoms with the Hope's that maybe some of you can relate and talk with me. When I'm having an anxiety/panic attack I get the normal heart racing, i hyperventilate, feet and hands sweat, chest hurts, the normal stuff. What I cant grasp are some of the other feelings I get. Like when my brain almost feels like mush. Like it's not even there. Or that's it's almost going to shut off. That makes me panic even more, to the point I can literally feel the adrenaline rush through my body. The past few day I've been having this strange dizziness, but it almost seems like it just in my eyes. Its very hard to describe. I also get very weak arms when my anxiety is bad. Each time I swear I'm getting ALS or some other nerve disease. (More hypochindris) Sometimes the dont neven feel like my arms. I get what are almost like brain shocks, maybe shock isnt the right word, but I have to twitch my head and blink my eyes cuz it feels like my brain is shutting down. This is usually accompanied by tension headaches that exacerbate my panic. ""Oh no I have a brain tumor"" pops right in my head. Then I spiral put even more. 

Theres a ton more symptoms that I'm sure I'll continue to add to this thread. Sorry its seems kind of jumbled and messy but I'm doingnmy best in my current state. Haha. I know it was a lot to read and I'm sure a majority didnt get very far in it. I'm just asking for some support and reassurance.  

Thank you for your time, 

Josh",2.3889427570093456,4.723295989096577,3.7246797118380113,86.22524386682247,78.98442367601245,6.567017133956388,23.582651869158877,7.701528016792611,1.2641408878504667,2563,87,497,41,64,838,294,642,0.155,0.733,0.11199999999999999,-0.9675,3,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,0,4,1,9,21,48,9,7,29,1,33,33,22,8,5,90,87,40,1,7,16,0,9,10,1,2,10,1,1,1,38,23,2,3,16,1,3,11,13,23,0,4,13,13,56,25,68,72,19,87,0,3,3,0,16,36,0,23,47,297,94,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048660042609500256,0.2735633474231982,0.0,0.0,0.03641205997097839,0.03788641302131513,0.0,0.0,0.0309634370261188,0.09548890072567257,0.20899191295278732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746909639208375,0.04053328476110076,0.04256643264337305,0.4661947504380107,0.042778972627322207,0.0,0.03801746014547446,0.027755988272788502,0.0,0.03874452314414688,0.0,0.04778320339822259,0.04026950431240985,0.0,0.05057597647745786,0.0,0.20331584085455812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047739614054003926,0.0,0.05106820043539883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809344877758969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725520395126735,0.0,0.0,0.13981231635232907,0.0,0.046595218434287065,0.10672672848009744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029427568236115,0.0,0.0,0.04350793975966608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813459971807351,0.09758457423103324,0.0,0.04987826673914944,0.0,0.07745928123756038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409811641098525,0.0,0.1035079262065988,0.03819022401265525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026394763864583,0.0,0.040787880971359734,0.0,0.09345828508829304,0.0,0.0,0.16186752235795085,0.03051925383464625,0.0,0.0,0.04522371861430784,0.044840015781834684,0.0,0.048743129800521486,0.0,0.09836511411451072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741474847004956,0.07506986973770476,0.03711479572147002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03216071828109837,0.2224471838742482,0.04563519616086538,0.040205740377855625,0.04029453771617628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038709822765052984,0.0,0.043083640261358365,0.06078615419688343,0.0,0.09148636959086358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03634334376392135,0.0,0.033471384015086064,0.06752305437200869,0.035117216542970335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922371858703787,0.0,0.0,0.04777835317445713,0.0,0.030853776835083564,0.0,0.0,0.3205331468819937,0.0,0.0,0.043465608423728964,0.06313254741163173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304261803342519,0.0,0.043607232692289485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915448140212478,0.0,0.0,0.04554449174227768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776844894731351,0.0,0.0362090091833817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435233274477865,0.0,0.05143839198521268,0.0,0.037664681615247504,0.051180066904760166,0.09113010575821544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503248047398691,0.050969536642540066,0.0,0.0,0.03636204985050075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212344127726376,0.0,0.1033387340759328,0.12874059437732788,0.09465071736097083,0.0,0.036597033590720036,0.0,0.04191990477926797,0.0,0.0,0.06049910121557811,0.0,0.0,0.03614745705902984,0.053100349079457286,0.0,0.0,0.04350793975966608,0.0,0.0,0.049525926166581385,0.0,0.04740059484233677,0.0,0.03932517580858221,0.05014725261804577,0.1127064265175858,0.0,0.0,0.07304632077672553,0.0,0.0,0.04220877784109911,0.0,0.050835041858403034,0.0,0.04389138714787344,0.0,0.09944388633403406,0.0,0.0,0.0323447472504447,0.0,0.0,0.11728489882954456
anxiety,jc77654321,2020/01/10,"Had a panic attack at work and I’m really embarrassed So I had a panic attack at work yesterday. It was after a long very stressful week and I’m under a lot of pressure doing 3 peoples jobs at once with no support. A handful of people saw me basically collapsed and fetal hyperventilating and now I’m massively embarrassed. I’ve never had an attack that bad or public and I’m ashamed to go back there. 

I know it’s an illness and I’ve nothing to be ashamed of but I can’t stop feeling like a giant loser. My boss thinks I’m crazy. And nobody seems to understand the pressure I’m under and why I feel this way. 

Any suggestions on how to redeem myself?",1.1058740601503736,3.5845056917293263,3.88796522556391,81.99330122180453,86.06766917293234,6.031766917293233,23.35009398496241,7.413659706084162,1.4143236842105258,519,20,96,9,16,183,85,133,0.306,0.645,0.049,-0.9817,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,16,3,9,9,0,7,2,1,2,1,22,22,12,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,14,0,0,5,4,7,2,15,16,1,17,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,3,9,60,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084957415097886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445147567013378,0.0,0.12267988427366555,0.13321300620866874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134100155965805,0.11397863370467134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067282482603882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832331344582426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768149323307907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794539133637668,0.0,0.0,0.14119187558612845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356390416562667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305056591022015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308726549846075,0.0,0.0,0.1699097019676931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37438222615158057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121615694824087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220830195793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524333477832774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338635883346156,0.18275770338519007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104922542664773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222968336503442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660914672065081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316409340865385,0.0,0.12663901016572393,0.12797698670447186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439641096174152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323006148041649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maxipadsforeveryone,2020/01/10,How do I drink alcohol without freaking out? Like i’ve only ever had sips of it before and it gives me a legit panic attack everytime. I take Pristiq and i’m starting another medication soon. I know you’re not supposed to drink with those but a sip shouldn’t hurt. Yet I freak out just thinking about the medication mixing with alcohol. Or just alcohol in general. I wish any of the medications I took worked lol i’ve been on so many throughout the years.,2.33629213483146,4.988778191011242,4.321449438202247,79.93183707865171,81.69662921348315,7.604943820224719,26.877528089887644,8.548686976883017,2.4765631460674165,365,16,66,9,10,124,67,89,0.156,0.746,0.098,-0.6473,0,0,5,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,5,1,4,8,0,1,1,19,12,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,2,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,7,1,11,8,0,10,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124188664279511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086877339926494,0.1675923805320414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818261073595155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360008716606914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31313891901403745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445725298283278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332047146527736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109794113810387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783665312555505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808332236483898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203933307153745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830261893093037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215555162382566,0.0,0.1875223637411968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312626215863107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016989530262613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241058752272944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757350345780246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379298185060905,0.1540673732981388,0.0,0.11635584529318165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292324681678107
anxiety,localsxonly,2020/01/10,"I signed up with university disability services because of my anxiety, and now I feel weirdly unworthy of the accommodations they offerin comparison do those with more limiting disabilities. Basically, it allows me to take my exams in a separate area and have some extra time. It makes me feel like I don’t deserve to be here, which blows because I worked hard to get here. I feel like I’m also screwing the other students because anxiety exists in everyone, just in varying degrees. To be fair I was evaluated, which is what enabled me to have these accommodations, but I just feel weird about it. Has anyone else felt like this before?",9.164028985507244,8.884760200000006,9.63630434782609,60.11300724637681,60.04347826086956,12.536231884057973,41.77536231884058,11.855464076750405,5.314449275362319,513,26,81,14,6,173,78,115,0.09699999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,0,17,18,4,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,13,3,14,14,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,5,61,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691299458816426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235813533169912,0.0,0.0,0.14788001007269527,0.2166983802663812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867703830716905,0.0,0.1799639764353474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667429202717805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208951382698626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277465102371939,0.30217962165525003,0.2030653301602815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049575598735524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945514499347876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099726865233257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117244366105872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901554116826036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332259110392248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396857641250955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway_233-94,2020/01/10,"Ive been seeing a psychologist for a few weeks now, but its barely helping. Id say i have relatively moderate SAD, but when I talk to him, I can never think of what to say in ways that make sense. It just makes me feel worse and want to go less.",4.199371069182392,3.4922148490566016,5.771698113207545,85.14861635220126,70.32075471698113,9.330817610062894,25.213836477987428,8.841846274778883,1.3149044025157235,189,4,46,3,3,65,44,53,0.17,0.7609999999999999,0.069,-0.8219,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,11,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,6,10,2,7,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,4,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765432376890398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720186120054154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899147650419475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162548725944489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047766619055594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959082114516318,0.0,0.0,0.2484624584812932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506112412589673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997874246995326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390640639309047,0.24749056120192936,0.250105368156093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177485708660788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Portugalslegend,2020/01/10,"One bad day of work caused first Panic/Anxiety attack On December 30th I got my first anxiety attack. Before that I always considered my mental health strong and never thought I would have this issue. Since that I have had anxiety in me that I've never experienced before and can't stop thinking about my work.

Before that day I enjoyed what I did (hospitality) and planned on it being my career but since then I can't stop thinking about getting out and starting a new career path.

Now I don't know what to do. I've started looking at other jobs but I find it weird that one day would cause me to all of a sudden change my whole entire opinion on a career I once enjoyed.",5.899567669172933,6.159961015037595,6.5975093984962365,77.37265507518799,66.66917293233082,8.755263157894738,30.158834586466163,8.472884824447931,2.2443992481203003,537,18,99,7,8,177,76,133,0.08800000000000001,0.813,0.099,0.5308,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,3,7,2,0,3,0,11,1,0,2,3,22,20,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,4,2,17,3,12,13,2,21,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,15,70,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728112549941253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958961518636793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29335581187417825,0.0,0.0,0.1076522053101448,0.0,0.0,0.32913298343949404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648958116669957,0.13639216305336951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944996320099266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784082345367496,0.21933770470341946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736125482050903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031180958663178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704788586183408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457072388704175,0.12794436766748052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085724119641748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826977483989647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993237145209147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887945121734674,0.1245226012268467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730756959091375,0.17473429870034013,0.0,0.0,0.1512730379006953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330651877692694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825163996621171,0.0,0.0,0.2155845903547821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522787339795986,0.0,0.10235700790815568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439471322426584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772696593452792,0.0,0.0,0.1831781164962491,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Everilda,2020/01/10,"Constantly feeling rushed? Does anyone else feel like they're always being rushed? 
I feel like I can't relax until ""everything is done,"" but nothing ever feels complete. 

Once we had taken our kids to Disney and there was a dance party going on. So we stopped. We didn't have a fast pass or reservation to get to. There was NO where we had to be. The kids could've danced the entire time. But after a few minutes I just couldn't take it anymore. I felt like we had to go. Like we had to get somewhere. Like we were going to be late. Late to wait around apparently. So I was on the verge of a full on panic mode so I made my kids, who were having a great time, stop and leave that area. 

I don't want to ruin their childhoods. Does anyone have any tips in how to deal with that rushed feeling? How do you cope?",0.9429183400267752,3.1643507349397595,2.223534136546185,95.54673360107095,83.81927710843374,4.6527443105756365,17.053547523427042,5.82211442006289,-0.5497914323962521,626,13,137,4,18,200,101,166,0.102,0.7290000000000001,0.17,0.9226,1,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,8,1,1,0,11,9,0,1,8,0,22,0,0,3,1,30,38,11,0,2,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,11,0,3,6,3,0,9,5,2,0,0,14,6,18,7,19,20,2,30,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,1,17,89,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148584253689384,0.0,0.0,0.09387037033116412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689630775462444,0.19303834043234214,0.14143593742127614,0.0,0.12288281976104615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472990343210362,0.14916971620654346,0.0,0.11021187217904137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231080872313376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415954450813347,0.1412604939948513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531278674250847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486300354386098,0.0,0.0,0.12405938511712335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34898004648043296,0.19722832263849374,0.13253784035521984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442380031630419,0.0,0.2353500200178397,0.0,0.0,0.1521870528900207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114250789076171,0.1461619945012626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371912412660483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130614610488392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324508971997693,0.0,0.0,0.14700564671587682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195750047518606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081139824631586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378717229929214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098178728020712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141821260187856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fml2120,2020/01/10,"Anxiety increases in winter and from perfume 1)My anxiety increases in winter, I don’t know why and how. I don’t know if cold environment reminds me of something, i feel like I’m anxious of uncertainty or how I’m destroying my future (I know it’s weird and stupid) but this doesn’t happen in the summer(at least to this extent). 

2) I don’t know if I’m traumatized. If I remember correctly, my anxiety over perfume started because a teacher who was REALLY scary to me as a kid used to wear this perfume. I could smell him(from perfume) from miles away and become anxious. Now whenever someone near me has a strong scent of a perfume, I become anxious.",4.375919999999997,6.245354952000003,5.805,75.70750000000002,71.47999999999998,9.16,34.9,9.642632912329526,3.778279999999999,519,28,90,13,10,175,73,125,0.20800000000000002,0.743,0.05,-0.9412,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,5,0,7,1,1,3,1,20,18,12,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,9,13,2,15,16,4,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,6,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386773232855462,0.5711702298883191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583387730896795,0.0,0.0,0.10273386337001343,0.3722546203205121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455688858644554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521344988473938,0.12039732612584213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902985455939755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37047706198468616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823348762457355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796414962722184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091078149320154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279428218181495,0.12974204620541482,0.0,0.0,0.11928586685199415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455551572804711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207143034312445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,majorbrock,2020/01/10,"I moved to a new country and cant smoke I cant smoke here or else ill get kicked out of my program. I am enjoying my time but today i started getting very anxious and it brought down my mood a TON. I dont know what to do, any advice?",-0.13377358490566138,1.377248452830191,2.347773584905664,97.10996226415094,83.33962264150944,4.994716981132076,23.807547169811322,5.6839178017228535,0.19901811320754706,180,7,45,1,5,62,39,53,0.10300000000000001,0.85,0.047,-0.3898,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,5,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995538894404722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846226935297305,0.0,0.0,0.3463105183077705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592704518043695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25608043437939026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32031599918304193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847005057775402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258106310354545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960647150883009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169753335238592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787498471697644,0.0,0.2905704300126984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25293313338891826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shyrdz,2020/01/10,"Has anyone else experienced this issue? I’ve been having panic attacks to the point of uncontrollable vomiting and dry heaving. Today I had to be picked up from school because i couldn’t handle to intensity of the pain from my body trying to force myself to throw up even though I hadn’t even eaten that morning. I know I have anxiety, but i’ve never experienced it to the point of throwing up. Is this a normal occurrence, how do I keep it under control, and why is my mind forcing my body to throw up?",5.8978787878787875,6.2223936868686875,7.055101010101013,73.8693181818182,66.67676767676768,9.42828282828283,30.641414141414145,9.2995712137729,2.674911111111111,401,14,73,7,6,136,64,99,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.7724,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,4,0,11,5,2,3,1,12,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,2,10,0,17,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606979516240504,0.0,0.0,0.1335108006595925,0.19564222532023856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172236259931337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639622215771273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241861277686738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415723139286744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595071989305369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522302412548641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992934137456376,0.0,0.1697176601041689,0.0,0.0,0.10493650534633008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279657647524706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147265926837972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870822193093315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317531614953704,0.22402881741357572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610030442172976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932430848733564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875991445642401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809903028932744,0.0,0.0,0.1296368071550885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229508761203646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImRoxi,2020/01/10,"Hydroxyzine With Heart Murmur? so I was reading about it, I’m starting Hydroxyzine HCL for my “anxiety” (I don’t think I have it but my doctor and parents do cause I was picking at my skin), but a side affect my dad is worried about is Irregular Heartbeat. I have a heart murmur (albeit functioning) so my heartbeat is already irregular. He worries I might be in danger if that happens. It’s under serious side affects in webmd (I know, not super credible but it was the first website to show up), and my dad is thinking of just not letting me have it. I would be fine with it because I think I’m perfectly fine, but my mom wants me to have it.

Any ways to convince my dad it’s fine?",1.426593673965936,3.7924188613138727,3.6479124087591215,85.17634549878349,83.01459854014598,6.281070559610707,27.381508515815085,7.554174236665415,1.8315823844282244,532,25,103,9,15,182,77,137,0.127,0.77,0.102,-0.5543,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,1,0,3,0,18,4,3,4,1,24,27,9,0,3,8,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,19,6,14,19,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,2,76,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095038490221244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910429646256644,0.0,0.1452344898779348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573060624887538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502792366144986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943191978789162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148604562593713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678834500287571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499455831627893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043364222329652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413416628301894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140051477361706,0.0,0.222349657297992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080560871460924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899010616674092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437658465137994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649440383033725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197826342989817,0.15069384369050562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856031425936071,0.0,0.1348637696295057,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fantahsmic,2020/01/10,"Vet bills and the lack of help from my family are giving me anxiety The thought of finances and money make me nauseous. My family has had 8 years of financial instability due to my Dad getting sick and needing surgery and my mom taking time off work to take care of him. My dog just happened to come into the picture 4 years into this. We’ve been trying to figure out when to take her to the vet in the 4 years since, but every time we said “okay, once the new year rolls around, we’ll take her”, my Dad ends up needing a surgery. Just recently, I talked about taking her to the vet, but this time, no one was willing to help and my parents were telling me that she’s fine. Booked an appointment anyway and prayed I’d still have some money left over for school in 2 months. 

Yesterday, I took my dog to the vet for the first time (presumably the first time in her 10 year life). She has a giant hematoma on her ear that was getting bigger and more painful as well as rotting teeth (her teeth were already terrible when she was dropped off at my house by a family friend). 

The bill ended up being $370 for the exam, bloodwork, vaccines and antibiotics, which was a lot more than I was expecting to spend. I asked for an estimate for the surgery the vet was recommending. It was $2600, not including the teeth extractions since he didn’t know how many she’d need. They asked if I wanted to book her appointment for Monday, but I knew I couldn’t afford it by then so I told them I’d figure it out. I cried in my room for a bit because that’s more than what I have to my name. 

I made a Go Fund Me, but I was scared of posting it anywhere because I didn’t want people to judge me (especially on my facebook). I still posted about it on my dog’s instagram as well as my twitter, but doing that made me even more anxious. I tried asking my Mom again, but she would say yes and ask if we could finance it, then say that she didn’t have money to fix her own dental problems and that she was already paying for my brother’s tuition. 

Now I don’t know what to do because I want the best for my dog, but I can’t afford it. I tried looking for a job a few months ago but everyone passed on me because I mentioned starting full time school in March (applied from August to October and only got a few interviews). I feel like I’m just stuck in a hole.",6.514030967292976,5.143649146137786,6.7528314196242185,82.19608081071678,65.8893528183716,9.904001391788446,32.48442936673625,8.72156446121922,2.3260625608907444,1827,60,394,23,24,591,229,479,0.069,0.855,0.075,0.1808,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,3,0,2,4,18,12,0,1,28,2,33,7,4,4,0,60,71,31,0,14,14,6,1,1,1,3,3,4,1,0,18,19,0,0,8,2,11,4,8,4,2,3,25,6,66,8,64,39,13,67,1,0,1,0,45,26,0,4,35,262,84,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699955324707556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427426550342653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040613136078715,0.08920520089066851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029340674008856,0.295277284425438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925393399159852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286632015175538,0.0,0.08620664882757742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050757795930738,0.0,0.0,0.06801924133302276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304516753223023,0.0,0.086736648699429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398747563999838,0.0,0.0,0.05215401674748775,0.0,0.0665293504122688,0.07545209631972655,0.0,0.0,0.2233165819100129,0.0,0.039925835684965966,0.05641085845381904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343310021361041,0.0,0.0,0.06100626696333623,0.0,0.08250934218008513,0.07574806901853512,0.04487623443638429,0.0,0.06315356119377395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982631841969912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585385990042502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111217606914687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783581425258476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679150017900238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579303698734493,0.0,0.05577358125577327,0.03857711129611189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663086511959241,0.0,0.0,0.06713113266043415,0.0,0.14943254002654752,0.052708112435386416,0.08005562771831135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495995845142696,0.12605430132540815,0.0,0.0,0.17564918140534475,0.0,0.07626251872205357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409253415394542,0.053507064559885735,0.06005457422353664,0.08402171594033415,0.0,0.08767856245653413,0.0,0.0,0.054742686904105185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512485831096778,0.0,0.0,0.07555649214804086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796598780533827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511146323937025,0.1255883713932653,0.07905528341279963,0.1598286237951552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306372676244277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589009629246762,0.0,0.12611918205541514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968500369304874,0.06346710321740295,0.06901674539148035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268744111527727,0.2762621725243281,0.0,0.0,0.07545209631972655,0.08773029372552467,0.16083115595863012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972246597865987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199362328079673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748567373779551,0.0,0.0,0.05609272694728246,0.0,0.0,0.25424645283767217
anxiety,DisastrousShall,2020/01/10,"Would you date an unpopular girl? There's this girl(17F) in my biology class I sit next to that I think is cute. She's intelligent, well-spoken and we have a lot of the same interests. I want to ask her, but she's unpopular and bullied a lot. I told my friend I liked her; they said:” she's so gross and weird.” why would you ever want her? She's a loser.”

She doesn't party or drinks at all, but she's bullied and rumored to be a sl\*t. Honestly, because she's unpopular, I lost a lot of respect for her and told her I don't want to be seen talking to her because of my reputation. Would you date an unpopular girl? Are my friends right that sl\*ts are weird and gross? Should I have no respect for this girl?",1.0924489795918362,3.179528312925175,3.0020680272108846,90.99412244897958,82.19727891156462,6.3689795918367365,22.72517006802721,7.554174236665415,0.8217912925170072,550,19,126,9,15,184,76,147,0.233,0.575,0.192,-0.924,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,3,1,2,3,14,0,0,8,0,13,1,0,0,2,24,23,10,0,7,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,3,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,2,30,8,12,12,5,8,0,2,1,0,29,3,0,4,5,85,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672856692975506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181615318403368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529404550684058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618623689611057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649872817450105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742152848355332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533522733760128,0.4563876891372245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030577166128468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281462674332336,0.17021385745085033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382598865685475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465816032140586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419715663481312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166320942381403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608894389064355,0.0,0.1614664099281345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813436331897875,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KAJem,2020/01/10,"Scared of flying :( 
Tomorrow I’ll be going on 2 flights. One from Warsaw Poland to Amsterdam which will take about 1.5 hour and another from Amsterdam to Las Vegas which will probably take about 11 hours. I’m very scared of flying and always was. Can anyone help me? :( Thanks!",2.9529411764705884,5.851820274509804,3.9210784313725497,82.08985294117647,81.54901960784316,7.321568627450981,20.264705882352946,8.344100000000001,1.4685529411764713,218,6,39,5,6,70,39,51,0.215,0.695,0.09,-0.7707,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,9,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576196019763354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25930118244999256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290828771625505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053846810649104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575075315926469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870542659909405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675675550893511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666163898079163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951533285311232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718569525409343,0.0,0.0,0.2276679445432733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403704474989284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TenaciousPuffin,2020/01/10,"Over-Eating and Smoking Pot to Cope w/Anxiety I'm having lots of issues with anxiety. It's not so bad I can't function,  but it does interfere with my quality of life. I have a stressful job  (that I love) but lately have been developing light sensitivity and  migraines when things get too stressful. Please note: I'm open to taking  medication, but want to try living a more healthy lifestyle first so I can assess what actually might be needed. I'd love to hear from others living with anxiety on what's worked for them.

**Where I'm at:**

\-Mid 30s. Obese. (Doctor wants me to lose 50lbs which would put me at a normal weight)

\-Last month quit a decade long pot habit. Used to drink 5-6 glasses of wine per week but now at 1-2. Also cut back on caffeine.

\-Totally out of shape. Have hypertension; doctor is keeping an eye on it to see if I need meds.

\-Lots of watching tv/couch time to recuperate from job and stress.

\-I feel like my cognitive function and focus is down. I used to love to read and write but my comprehension is slower/not where it used to be. I literally feel more stupid. (Which sucks because my job requires me to be articulate and think quickly.) 

**What I'm trying to do:**

\-Joined Weight Watchers and have been following it. (Lost 3lbs already)

\-Not smoking even though I want to. The last few months it made me even more anxious.

\-Joined a yoga gym. I wanted to go 5x a week....but this week only went twice.

\-Still lots of tv/couch time. I want to read more books/novels. I used to read  at least 15+ novels per year and over the last few years it's been more  like 2-3.

Any other suggestions and/or stories about what you do to manage stress and anxiety? I know I was self-medicating with my  smoking and over-eating.....I don't want to live like this anymore. I know stress is a part of life (and a huge part of my work which is my passion in life) but I feel like I harbor all the stress in my body and it's making me physically and mentally sick.",1.3344409937888173,3.8266339081632665,2.7242945874001765,90.7089041703638,84.91836734693878,5.653593611357588,20.76663708961845,7.079830092131019,0.5462378438331861,1540,48,321,22,46,498,207,392,0.125,0.762,0.113,-0.7809999999999999,4,0,2,0,0,0,92.0,0,1,1,7,15,20,3,6,12,0,24,19,2,6,2,60,61,25,0,11,9,0,5,4,0,2,9,1,0,0,21,19,5,3,6,8,0,4,4,12,0,2,7,10,32,8,47,49,15,41,0,2,3,4,8,18,1,5,23,189,53,12,0.0,0.0,0.06682620297686867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755689320422954,0.054763104559184095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046568470466228716,0.0,0.20954680015686147,0.07736244642263254,0.06791335372510539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265657884907047,0.057177598484694864,0.041744523356758656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760653885065937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018352720072874,0.05992695197299321,0.0,0.0,0.06708392918983022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904602486417284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387601708927208,0.09784366766096922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824870552328965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035777760153226736,0.0,0.038918529946357035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718147653408491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147490194037771,0.2038662838850357,0.06086780734750375,0.0,0.0,0.07526918515398298,0.1674600206970664,0.07724796194149874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510748191643136,0.1338226774218309,0.0,0.18140620162222226,0.060602283525670465,0.0,0.0766111464560819,0.07475356348304298,0.1746566994484537,0.1854165147757779,0.06479704521808312,0.04571065906031969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521307770131874,0.06898598398965175,0.06901132163199455,0.07264602481171374,0.0,0.0,0.10931951315911874,0.0,0.0,0.10155349874950856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670954600486159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208181512305034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831344855346154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517002740091439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688409036194657,0.0,0.0728364748500286,0.2054943690660601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456936832060852,0.0,0.07143914874928013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054687890208254285,0.0,0.4706588439769039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051488130396651864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045494797716004405,0.04387895713056172,0.06728085093138864,0.0,0.07986200097125015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298629498212836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23657752034135396,0.0,0.0,0.2423462237714191,0.0,0.16479059296073253,0.16677938780714716,0.0,0.0634812673622369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997079163592658,0.0,0.0,0.048645937006263004,0.0,0.0,0.08819722343277102
anxiety,Dog_zz,2020/01/10,"First night going out with friends!! Getting anxious!! (F19)
I'm going out drinking with two friends in 3 days. I'm close to one of them and just friendly with the other. They told me last night were going out and I was coming whether I like it or not (I always refuse anything social). I was excited at first but I couldnt sleep last night. I had cold sweats!. 
Today I'm feeling sick and nauseous.
I feel stupid for being so nervous, does anyone have any advise or anything??",0.8856327543424314,3.4562952473118287,1.791397849462367,94.9609429280397,91.1505376344086,3.291645988420182,21.13234077750207,4.713530739802397,-0.18941455748552505,370,13,72,1,13,115,66,93,0.158,0.713,0.129,-0.8336,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,2,7,1,1,1,0,7,4,2,0,0,21,18,8,0,1,6,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,1,1,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,4,5,3,10,5,11,11,0,19,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,10,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666613388393836,0.0,0.0,0.11169316102154332,0.0,0.0,0.18555164253397435,0.0,0.11484487791608833,0.0,0.2703215287839332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414837008071513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592531820631408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373310158648808,0.0,0.0,0.16089890928222084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609579524330098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27941574976259365,0.0,0.0,0.3806890044601862,0.0,0.08581194713454221,0.0,0.2800349843037635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677654196659745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024247794680185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624022639708624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129758822500202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643649826047508,0.16742848594500073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556863499962879,0.15694444118696474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044483349884334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arendells,2020/01/10,"I(F21) feel severely anxious about going to my ballet class right now I really feel bad and anxious, my heart rate is very fast (122, and doesn’t help that I suffer from that) I’ve severe stomachache and I don’t know what to do, I want to go and I don’t want anxiety to control my life.",1.1540000000000001,3.1919117333333347,2.8633333333333333,92.345,81.66666666666666,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.391,224,6,49,3,6,74,39,60,0.28600000000000003,0.632,0.08199999999999999,-0.9228,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,0,10,12,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,6,12,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720893390738484,0.4938540576563224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250062093725128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451499456814115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210357217008704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484419097481468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901189634851624,0.14650591475736827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012285748342352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154385669995557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002445484223647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186661473016644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938540576563224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034689626266884,0.2578418675157716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,666Gold666,2020/01/10,"PSA! Posting this again because it helped me A LOT.  I have been supplementing with L-Theanine at 200 - 400 mg daily since Christmas Eve and I have had a reduction in anxiety of probably 80%.  I’m sure the effectiveness varies per person but for me it was huge, even better than CBD, which I still take.  

I hope this information can help more people.",2.7665584415584408,5.382353015151516,3.999264069264069,83.18318181818184,79.45454545454545,7.40779220779221,24.58008658008658,8.418075326091056,1.8493359307359307,273,10,52,6,7,89,57,66,0.019,0.748,0.23199999999999998,0.9412,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,8,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,6,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288825908797472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776092811816782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576826897380388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243937221973328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905825786132692,0.0,0.0,0.28938447719853955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477023598799966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199112088437315,0.2544027803473487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790406587825528,0.0,0.3141334656008343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410145501531014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267906992781565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746016967766217,0.0,0.2190651394192351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rivethart,2020/01/10,"Panic attacks while driving are the worst. I was merging onto the local highway, on a tricky merge lane that I HATE because it turns into an off ramp halfway through so people never move out of your way, and without any warning my heart began racing, a ton of adrenaline was dumped into my system, and I felt like I was going to puke and cry at the same time. I was suddenly, absolutely certain there was something wrong with my car, and something bad was going to happen while I was on the highway. Just last week I had the oil changed and the serpentine belt replaced (RIP my savings), and the thought of something being wrong in the engine because of that cemented itself in my head. 

Luckily the place that did my repairs was off the next exit, and they had forgotten to rotate my tires and told me to come in and do it anytime, so I went straight there while trying to talk myself out of panicking and without pulling over on the side of the road to cry/vomit/freak out. I dropped my car off, and explained that I needed my tires rotated, and asked if they could take a look at the belt and engine make sure everything was in place, because something felt 'off.' They agreed, and now I'm at home waiting for the call back, with my cat and a playlist of Broadway music to calm me down. 

This isn't the first time it's happened, but it was the absolute worst. Has anybody else panicked while driving? What helped you? 

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Cat Tax: [Papyrus](https://imgur.com/gallery/XAqBblJ)",10.001845238095235,7.605544446428574,8.681428571428572,74.38023809523811,59.89285714285714,11.047619047619047,41.19047619047619,8.841846274778883,3.672476190476192,1175,50,214,12,12,360,159,280,0.128,0.825,0.047,-0.9718,0,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,3,1,7,14,3,1,21,0,19,4,2,1,3,41,40,23,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,11,23,0,1,4,0,1,10,4,9,0,1,19,4,28,5,42,19,4,57,0,0,1,0,11,29,0,1,16,155,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250363757821524,0.14022421880360544,0.07847628610884473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788387425906286,0.13128470986586105,0.0,0.08873584865256247,0.0963545835364204,0.21104119110792274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783679631764014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122078410105738,0.09940729837647476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213789594310867,0.0,0.1267620124609296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640229619301928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371451360628707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160512296416404,0.0,0.0,0.09815959240985804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311695084862552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409653308814105,0.0,0.0,0.11393408613308735,0.1184341892284785,0.0,0.0,0.13675012871446976,0.0773505116287915,0.0,0.11575609424532815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406679644293027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056378847190306475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690734188143127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703071891190692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265245110206766,0.0,0.08556799636569684,0.08900396717740731,0.0,0.12272972351362425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353976030980301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800041650621052,0.0,0.24113788727184826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553637209748829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876359009773996,0.0,0.0867668019104768,0.0927545374364516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161509363055298,0.13458190004307025,0.2652717596351468,0.0,0.11027010747242996,0.0,0.0783493532873369,0.1255225880891602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159953244256704,0.09256730710542999,0.0,0.0,0.10697740445831767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248389625641887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523446259213851,0.14022421880360544,0.0
anxiety,cnh25,2020/01/10,I love the option to make appointments online bc I hate the phone And now the stupid optometrist office called me and left a voicemail saying I need to call and confirm my appointment or they will give the slot to someone else. I’m so irrationally mad about this lol the whole point of making the appointment online was so I didn’t have to call. I’m tempted to cancel the entire thing.,2.7883,5.425001613333336,3.327583333333333,87.90337500000004,79.53333333333333,5.883333333333333,21.375,7.1686216300943375,0.7521,311,9,58,4,8,97,53,75,0.192,0.723,0.084,-0.8379,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,8,1,4,1,0,2,0,8,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,7,1,7,9,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,2,1,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6809798858635164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857032401592192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132505483375338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194753630881458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24152975010645936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063455349593726,0.0,0.2967741362735508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483273538657522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014548392793464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678199201274894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835418532409626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768633372021975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481901650019317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ForThe_LoveOf_Coffee,2020/01/10,"Anyone here have success with Yoga? I'm beginning to incorporate yoga into my life with hopes that the extra physical activity and emphasis on mindfulness will have a positive influence on my anxiety.

I keep getting caught in thought loops that I'm wasting my time and that nothing will help or ever be better. Plus, I'm an amateur powerlifter and the philosophical differences between PL and yoga sometimes makes it feel incompatible on the best days and like total woo-woo on the worst.

Any advice? Successes? Mistakes to be avoided? 



Halp.",6.371815789473686,9.002522852631579,7.424407894736844,62.98398026315792,67.84210526315789,11.065789473684212,37.13815789473684,10.9516,5.30828947368421,441,24,62,15,8,148,68,95,0.135,0.6559999999999999,0.209,0.8909999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,2,9,0,1,6,0,6,1,0,2,2,21,17,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,6,12,11,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,5,44,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563839221961932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841989748978188,0.0,0.20071154489823848,0.0,0.0,0.18345448510551848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27534004848533833,0.2320440339140575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920628123594622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741197326047818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23732775543515505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326616351876621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707695861692473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586039095236594,0.0,0.0,0.2605915884746647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332055968049254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531896359151007,0.12818022660163628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513332566177114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649178680124403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517501040790813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594896213589529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829165630249855,0.1529894570721687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sullock,2020/01/10,"Anxiety and Depression getting worse I’m 19 and I’ve dealt with depression and anxiety for the past 10 years or so. I’m a freshman in college, and I feel like my depression and anxiety has gotten so much worse since I’ve started college. Last year, which was my senior year of high school, my mental health was the best it had been in years. I had a job, I did extracurriculars, I was very social and just felt motivated in general. Now, things that I would’ve been doing last year seem so much harder to do. Either I have no motivation to do them because of my depression or I end up overthinking due to my anxiety. It’s gotten even worse since coming home for winter break for some reason. All I’ve had the motivation to do is go out and smoke weed with my friends, who are lowkey kind of toxic as well. One thing I wanted to do this break is get on some type of antidepressant medication, but it’s almost the end of break and I still haven’t built up the motivation to even tell my mom that my mental health is worse. At this point, I’m just so lost on what to do to make my life better, because there’s so much going on in my head at all times that I don’t know where to begin. I’m scared that this worsening of my already pretty bad mental health is going to impact other areas of my life such as my academics or relationships with other people. It’s already held me back from making new friends at school and I’m worried it’s going to get to a point where I just don’t care about meeting other people.",4.949451469583046,5.1870649123376635,5.941845522898157,81.3352118933698,68.70779220779221,8.951742993848256,26.92481203007519,8.841846274778883,1.796341558441558,1195,33,247,19,19,397,146,308,0.141,0.757,0.10099999999999999,-0.8761,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,7,19,15,0,1,8,0,25,7,1,7,2,41,52,20,0,1,8,1,2,1,2,0,6,0,1,0,20,14,0,1,9,0,0,5,4,7,1,1,14,2,26,8,42,38,9,47,0,5,0,0,9,19,0,7,21,163,46,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309610786226661,0.0,0.18314897503534008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539289667954045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380928103944321,0.06928785596435956,0.10117208831071013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708618886961217,0.0733922677600689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460733053862718,0.0,0.0,0.07148304023452973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28589467914152994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699771187657776,0.0,0.0,0.109619795942741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041959011343457066,0.05928351427467336,0.07967728818578428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822587698523594,0.0,0.13006654832946885,0.0,0.1886460130353053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516513427113484,0.26462312077465355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767675000467974,0.08323933632109487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823484376641938,0.0,0.0,0.08641466973353833,0.04560562700880033,0.1352854509615084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722756898773776,0.0405416047704887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058642329691632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078442064526943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359726621806393,0.2508839111751607,0.0,0.0,0.09718941208876272,0.0,0.0,0.18300752541259271,0.0,0.0,0.08014609671261487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056231848133080575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921725450207609,0.11506078614883355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568926860035873,0.0,0.0,0.08442417407152134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532098163743787,0.0,0.0890933514745763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830810796210063,0.1679677062177381,0.0,0.07554517044784735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728981498051945,0.0,0.0,0.0845913495967017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873623292011891,0.0,0.06627082564089354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725313409998341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026125877315288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048388415804160666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847017674621232,0.04894588874893978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461223976560326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427389361348582,0.33826959059823203,0.05894918229983871,0.0,0.0,0.2671936508186003
anxiety,SonOfYossarian,2020/01/10,"How to get rid of feeling that everyone is out to get me (after some people actually DID try to get me)? Hey y'all,

I've struggled with anxiety for a long time; a recurring fear of mine has been convincing myself that the whole world is out to get me. I know that's an irrational fear, and I've been trying to treat it as such, but something that happened recently is making that difficult.

Recently, a fellow student at my college attempted to have me removed from my officer position in one of my organizations. They attempted to do this by making up a fake story about something I had supposedly done and presenting it to our organization's executive board. While I was able to keep my position (mostly because a friend's snapchat story placed me far away from where the supposed ""incident"" occurred), the whole situation brought my issues back with a vengeance- I find myself seeing enemies everywhere, and constantly worry that someone else will try something similar in the future whenever they have a problem with me.

Anyone ever dealt with anything similar, or have any advice about how to get back to something resembling peace of mind?",12.531847826086953,9.302017661835752,11.887723429951697,55.91970108695652,55.95652173913044,15.760628019323676,48.580314009661826,13.816669648895859,6.72299082125604,924,47,145,28,8,305,128,207,0.133,0.8220000000000001,0.045,-0.9566,0,0,4,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,2,2,9,9,0,3,12,0,15,0,0,4,1,24,28,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,7,2,22,3,34,20,4,26,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,3,13,110,31,2,0.12494687537488887,0.0,0.1219301265624333,0.0,0.0,0.12209664053554875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496815986584833,0.0,0.0955840176671529,0.0,0.0,0.08736576042167772,0.0,0.10282063226979296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173917024143325,0.19215286930590048,0.0,0.07616645551356356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502318408956918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278640341370685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043770815428552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302160212020115,0.0,0.11939209390141756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28119994419168937,0.06317689442308794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419918048914487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653364597051377,0.0,0.32639792695638586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049010925062147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041207567403415,0.0,0.11105852379534226,0.0,0.0,0.06866753506295363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057405285790653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668060190822525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261607257782998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466723640457552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662243110615958,0.0,0.13054289117995144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955728528966215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467399314586853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995664827472981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044552299023544,0.0,0.0,0.10586708203720724,0.38476083606246825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306216030169758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285752782725277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544921799537337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27899744849180275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688961700886142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kulusion,2020/01/10,"Chest pains feel like I'm having a heart attack Okay, I've never had a heart attack but, I honestly keep feeling like I'm going to collapse, I've taken my meds today but don't know what else I can do. This happens so often and deep breathing only does so much for me throughout the day. Does anyone have any tips or strategies?",2.4309452736318384,4.366921074626866,3.735149253731347,88.17247512437812,77.05970149253731,5.063681592039801,21.61442786069652,5.46131890053228,0.1956487562189051,260,7,50,1,6,85,52,67,0.14400000000000002,0.685,0.171,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,3,1,6,5,4,0,1,10,15,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,4,4,2,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059155798397076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134276542953674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369389952291349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384780059937887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361052637131007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042204183334444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941990760851112,0.27438214892580715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913889610839476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981744139968538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551288866693296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069106442615828,0.0,0.0,0.1055383616751051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763888703169726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330950950892466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411690886487406,0.0,0.1481105607409958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605258260489046,0.20434061462666744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820283607062701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boo420boo420,2020/01/10,I don’t want to go back to school or anywhere for that matter So I (19F) go back to school in a few days. I have loved my college so far (I’m in my second year) but I just don’t want to go back. I’m anxious about going back and I feel sick to my stomach over it. I don’t want to see anyone. I don’t want to do anything. But I also don’t want to stay home. I just feel so empty and alone and need to get away but I don’t know how. I wish I could just run away. I know this is a lot but I don’t know who else to turn to. I feel like I can’t talk to any of my friends about this. I always used to talk to my boyfriend about this but we broke up about a month ago.,-1.937498138495904,-0.4515505949367071,0.7309084139985131,106.37615413253911,89.75949367088606,3.71764705882353,13.724497393894268,3.1291,-1.7680488458674608,498,7,146,0,17,170,74,158,0.11,0.748,0.142,-0.0503,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,16,4,0,0,3,0,12,3,1,2,0,31,36,14,0,8,9,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,4,23,3,26,35,2,21,0,1,1,1,6,7,0,2,9,94,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721692301823483,0.0,0.0,0.1369539140427026,0.0,0.10574699537165423,0.110028774686376,0.0,0.0,0.08992324066535125,0.0,0.0,0.1493860936052793,0.0,0.09246066188456592,0.0,0.1088168141520086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24847524825737086,0.4067172629938833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557760314752518,0.0,0.0,0.0852795980926987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046403074215208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058352766494048,0.09446756127666422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021631902187324,0.0,0.06908648930307816,0.0,0.30060513473345857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264087328070628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801604122455384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460255569812955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242010070389387,0.1193457985240916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055474314789382,0.0,0.0,0.0980493842403844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26765450351184217,0.10537289267442984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094320107805186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125683822787662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383195812839505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420719364776695,0.0,0.0,0.3899734016448652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206187425595422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851539686547397
anxiety,random0968,2020/01/10,Co worker being rude? Today my co worker and I were on break at the same time and she brought up if I was interested in having babies and then I said I was thinking of adoption later down the road. Than she went on a 10 minute ramble of why I shouldn't adopt and why I should have babies of my own and about God put us on earth to reproduce.,3.0969863013698635,3.6784263698630153,4.4903013698630145,88.87353424657536,72.97260273972603,6.935890410958903,21.44931506849315,6.742157984588678,0.29694191780821955,267,5,60,2,5,89,51,73,0.064,0.867,0.068,0.0726,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,12,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,1,11,1,13,3,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327406986909314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148513818638629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208778626961688,0.0,0.0,0.1930054415679957,0.0,0.3137438998643769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981453957685004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30683503767843884,0.5973417564448262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigmallpretzel,2020/01/10,"instagram makes me anxious & sad I’m a girl in my late teen years, every time I check my instagram or post something it makes me so anxious, and it makes me feel so bad about myself when i check my feed and see other girls lives.

Now I avoid opening the app and feel like i’m missing out but I’d rather avoid it than check it and feel like crap after. I feel bad that i don’t have anything good to post and the amount of likes i get, it messes me up a lot and i feel jealous of other girls how they look and the pics they post. it’s just a mess. 

how can i help myself? i just feel insecure and get an anxiety attack even though i want to be happy about it. instagram used to be so fun...",2.2228615009151937,3.087654751677853,3.5517876754118376,93.7239475289811,75.30872483221476,6.760463697376449,21.59914582062233,6.980632752743323,0.27456510067114026,534,12,128,5,11,175,83,149,0.23399999999999999,0.635,0.13,-0.9431,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,14,18,3,3,7,0,5,2,1,6,0,31,23,17,0,2,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,10,1,2,6,0,3,0,1,12,0,0,0,8,21,6,12,21,2,13,0,2,2,0,6,4,1,2,9,78,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426936748824552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892080238238208,0.3216991996941745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716713778749538,0.0,0.0,0.16197853644743224,0.0,0.0,0.23776377976045984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940410720506458,0.0,0.11996183277492632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43195158775719705,0.20343351999057346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877601911999494,0.0,0.0,0.11942212836420225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156684230957762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543474392328898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606115672637008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867997112100814,0.0,0.12572471653455045,0.0,0.11956388085865725,0.0,0.0,0.12104693132126683,0.0,0.0,0.28512055494336275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090838957996589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345893859569485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961157527186134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398882590987888,0.0,0.08302329808080643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297116120086372,0.0,0.0,0.08397979235112313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916884661278956
anxiety,AFboi16,2020/01/10,"I went against my instincts So today I went to the barbers, a place I’ve been going for year so had no problems. As I walk in I see a girl that looks similar to one I know at uni. ( I’m home for Christmas) This takes my mind to think about uni which sets off my anxiety. Normally I just suck on a polo to distract myself until goes away. However this time my mind was telling me to run away and get fresh air. In the past I would have done exactly that. This time I went against it and rode out the storm until it passed. This is the first time I’ve been able to do that when its got really bad. 

I know it’s only small but I’m proud because I didn’t want to make a scene in front of other people if I suddenly just left as I was next in line.",1.4892877492877474,2.658454234567902,3.1823456790123466,94.44209401709404,77.64197530864197,6.7130104463437785,21.72079772079772,7.321109707123232,0.41968034188034187,574,15,140,7,13,191,103,162,0.07400000000000001,0.878,0.049,-0.1944,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,1,8,0,11,0,0,1,1,18,28,11,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,13,3,0,0,3,0,0,9,2,4,0,2,11,2,18,1,27,16,0,36,0,0,2,0,2,14,1,1,12,89,31,0,0.15794061515601718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082413829187898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967808140524021,0.0,0.13187381647137195,0.09627913304731847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162808511494192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434420656770754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251745266052626,0.0,0.08976129133606914,0.0,0.12631953809004454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842731469210553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360006317164645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160294049501562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263033837066934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542658704561757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189499949985762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679716360156371,0.0,0.15474826888509294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702464836496504,0.12012095490284595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077218851953414,0.10949613597112916,0.0,0.16501432689168505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511278383583146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011808023695326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585822163896765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875168664524527,0.0,0.13804705916076662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120196882944994,0.0,0.0,0.2762893284667667,0.0,0.14970923565650596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931574669192542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43923759776682064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121964814692074,0.0,0.0,0.10170857787400042
anxiety,smth_in_my_head,2020/01/10,"Phobia, opinions Hello guys! I need some honest opinions as I desperately try to work out my vomiting phobia. I am firstly scared of doing it at home( figuring out why with my therapist) but also in public! I avoid going to places or I leave as soon as my stomach feels upset (due to the anxiety that I might get sick, vicious cycle, I know). So I wanted to ask, as I see rhis as the most gross and horrible thing that could happen that might lead to being rejected and hated (as I feel when it happenes to me), how would you react if someone vomited beside you in the bus/at the office/at school etc. Not being able to reach a bathroom. It would also help if you had any stories about this happening to you and how to managed that shameful moment! It terrifies me, but I want to change my view on that! 
Thank you!",5.1381987577639725,5.479151795031059,6.3001801242236075,78.56927639751555,68.3167701863354,8.924472049689443,29.143478260869564,8.841846274778883,2.2732554037267074,633,21,120,10,10,213,104,161,0.285,0.655,0.06,-0.9929,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,0,3,8,10,2,4,5,0,10,4,1,4,0,33,25,20,0,8,6,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,11,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,8,0,1,1,4,22,2,25,17,3,14,0,1,2,0,10,7,0,9,5,93,33,4,0.15797837576421905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526705000452617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743071282900547,0.0,0.12085302505379808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768845582639836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712017437345272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613287823029745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618764867478934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597572270109417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437632572175404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253718101980012,0.0,0.08978275155990383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642342933143308,0.4190992678701027,0.0,0.0,0.15597093970301126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588957523351482,0.0,0.1584651916609438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682078382856576,0.0,0.0,0.16727628965757688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33518018314025394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713896389243755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505377869032026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581639136904609,0.15988255033634602,0.1258883119548221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385456512581642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544526333952962,0.0,0.1834250704445066,0.10495381316391283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725694717096873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635947820863055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255091216272872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501013906972594,0.0,0.0,0.22444661104373848,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,broken1_,2020/01/10,"Random unexplained anxiety I am busy sitting in the airport heading home after a work trip with that sickly anxious feeling in my chest and throat. I’m not afraid of flying, I travel a lot. Nothing was wrong this morning until someone left a massive door ding and scrape on my rental car when I went for breakfast. That doesn’t matter as we have corporate damage waiver with Avis so they don’t even check the cars for damage, but it was a brand new mustang convertible with 300mi on it so felt a little bummed someone did that to my rental car. 

I feel the pain, chest tightening, cold sweat but all for no reason. Maybe some work stress is playing on my mind but it’s Friday so that’s next weeks problems. 

I wish I could get this feeling to go away or at least better understand it. 

(Not on any medication and I’ve never seen a professional...)",3.3074593495934934,5.550237591463418,3.9996097560975614,85.860837398374,75.52439024390246,6.324552845528456,24.95772357723577,7.3011,1.2235411382113828,671,23,125,8,15,213,114,164,0.128,0.78,0.092,-0.7977,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,3,5,9,0,2,9,0,9,10,5,1,2,29,20,13,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,10,7,1,0,6,2,1,7,6,7,0,0,6,6,12,2,20,13,4,25,0,2,1,0,2,10,0,4,7,80,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497184157640584,0.0,0.12933633673854966,0.1909983910791391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884468056827986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495266519108108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498681067630866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116676291026285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564571449482478,0.0,0.162331516648341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833090138269575,0.0,0.09608507676076848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351224830289247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958869983498626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369256351386207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945026286614695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373532262068406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985124070897972,0.0,0.0,0.17031793277390472,0.0,0.0,0.1707101930917196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039544200396588,0.16328664954644662,0.1798054294892806,0.0,0.0,0.1622250292161582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989996547377335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177496706213926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382976587802165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865010470594032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366649260214625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600545043638055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561592036757353,0.0,0.0,0.15672746261944442,0.0,0.0,0.19441952477924104,0.0,0.0,0.24616661549759064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848490021167108,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cashewl8r,2020/01/10,"My anxiety is destroying my chances of getting a good job. I don’t know what to do anymore. Today I went in for an interview and felt like I couldn’t present myself the right way. I tripped over and repeated words, gave answers that were not good enough, and my heart was pounding out of my chest. It was a painfully awkward experience and it almost always continues to be. I can’t just talk like a human being talking to another human being. 

I’m so sick and tired of fucking up interviews because of my anxiety and yes I am medicated but that doesn’t make a difference.

Can anyone else relate/give any advice for this ?",3.8492561983471054,5.759308347107442,5.219909090909095,79.18986363636367,72.96694214876031,8.476363636363638,31.10826446280992,9.120678840339163,2.9403514049586783,494,23,90,11,10,165,85,121,0.114,0.794,0.092,-0.3721,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,1,6,1,14,7,2,1,0,17,22,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,1,12,4,13,12,1,12,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,1,6,62,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442861727941122,0.0,0.0,0.17874246083838385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485267107503232,0.0,0.0,0.12138645726178475,0.187173332164872,0.27310477933810184,0.0,0.1770245259705345,0.12481169605547544,0.18289485076600834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881224462876632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649502479591906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911425842121973,0.0,0.0,0.18443872694609725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460773512151226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713884672776983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502083079087798,0.09325914100853973,0.0,0.0,0.2994354916748883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152394535744568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713419765329494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809920355285437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441265035001485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191504661175714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982046894356982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899371113044792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243844694139322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869438719041897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516005987496014,0.16919759721387587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416853839721393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547174666555334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatWeirdPCGamer,2020/01/10,"How can I deal with worrying about other people problems As the title said,
since when I knew my sister is getting a divorce, my mind went to overdrive, worrying about it 24/7.

I'm the type of person when he gets stressed or anxiety is to work toward a solution and try to get rid of the cause as soon as possible even if it means I crash and burn even though the result could be better If I waited a little bit more.

I'm always thinking about the worst-case scenario, even the far-out one (like her husband might do murder-suicide, even though he wasn't abusive or violent)


My sister divorce is something out of my control, I can't do anything to fix it, I can't control my sister or her husband, I can't bring happiness to my sister or guarantee total safety, it is impossible to prevent something bad from ever happening to her, she is an adult and she can live her life and look after her own happiness.

I have never been in this position before (I'm 29 Male) , this been going on for a month and this been affecting my work, my free time... all I have is constant headache and worry.

And I can't find anything on how to deal with my feelings and worry, all I found is ""to cut people out"" who cause me useless anxiety, I can't cut my sister out because I can't regulate and fix my feelings.",8.79341258741259,5.924074984615388,9.058951048951052,72.21332167832169,62.615384615384606,11.762237762237765,39.02097902097902,9.800150414767053,3.723653846153846,1016,40,196,15,11,340,134,260,0.145,0.7879999999999999,0.067,-0.9544,0,0,2,0,2,1,32.0,0,0,0,5,15,12,3,1,11,0,26,1,0,8,5,46,45,24,0,4,6,7,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,9,14,0,4,7,0,1,3,8,7,0,1,8,4,32,6,30,34,6,20,0,1,1,0,25,8,0,7,10,142,41,3,0.0,0.12536842827266814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804301458104617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618898577094193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414645182328964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834755077075285,0.06450124689390922,0.0,0.09003714904856923,0.0,0.0,0.09358100365305924,0.11551792672293165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739356014850045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434382333587978,0.2373514913133644,0.08448126846676987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181724600037871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795479915704849,0.09571187491325593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700218193685976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670910227010254,0.0,0.0,0.11601601835654413,0.0,0.0,0.1658452382770384,0.0,0.06013468371322402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935680906779261,0.2252750071453053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747372570469162,0.05169378437154897,0.10605016206573843,0.09343282469991993,0.0,0.08885437508732877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115258918718091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122484772959506,0.10683868727870342,0.0,0.08445712564899419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160776810406974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170009792807015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671169290092734,0.09238985956424244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928571448888264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124659109364458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006502471043982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752774011031428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291655896704252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120584872379052,0.0,0.0,0.11573977917278598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779925172788895,0.20791703573039744,0.0,0.0616990952090272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183854896526287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808761892611152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406296235323996,0.42982378317471626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JERRRRidk,2020/01/10,"Trying to read myself (severe anxiety) So I’ve been seeing this girl who’s I really hit it off with in the beginning, she’s super chill and very nice! And I was totally like crazy into her the first few weeks. A little back story, my last GF burned me pretty bad and it fucked me up real good. About a week ago, Simone mentioned dating (not her) and it really like sketched me out, and now there’s like a constant anxiety about will it work, will I like her, is this what I want. Even though she knows that I don’t know what I want. Part of me really wants to stop talking to her to run away from my problems (which I have done in the past) since it’s easier, but I don’t want to hurt her because she is super cool and I feel like if I did do that I would really regret it. I can’t tell if it’s me getting in my own head because I’m worried about how my past one ended or what the deal is???? I literally think about a million outcomes...Anyone else out there get all fucked up like this with anxiety. Like an overwhelming fear of emotionally hurting people.

The way I look at it now is I need to push through the anxiety, since I like spending time with her. And just go along with it. (Yes we’ve slept together)",3.56950280112045,4.159338980158733,4.84752567693744,86.71054621848741,71.89682539682539,8.310364145658264,24.347338935574232,8.4952907291091,1.2914703081232497,941,24,208,15,17,313,142,252,0.15,0.684,0.166,-0.4873,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,15,22,2,2,11,2,16,4,2,1,2,38,36,14,0,10,6,0,1,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,19,15,0,1,4,1,1,3,4,9,0,3,5,4,35,13,30,27,5,32,0,4,2,2,16,12,2,3,24,141,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233399208034107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318736871213961,0.0,0.0,0.07283301593631243,0.10672704563352332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978643314207616,0.08009472432230022,0.08697154445163216,0.1269932898530657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256292706778903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073872203462535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065946566599743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701461083500485,0.1171690725912163,0.09225727838467232,0.0,0.0,0.06879851326700717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721205148190812,0.05266781558490017,0.0744138886277686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860078100385528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259356580609924,0.10884147428399286,0.0,0.059198090632082125,0.0873667718102367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690103132648852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301675408804844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449024540983566,0.08490654277143561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40710926119587293,0.10439843893506692,0.0,0.0,0.08747047501839603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723535846889276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058337440863041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279810647429535,0.1988702601739468,0.07221333477493119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597096281678137,0.0,0.09966968321200126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104190936820434,0.11856001237750542,0.2669172967431011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300422487774968,0.0,0.0,0.11767425751072805,0.0,0.1723290045585547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708472218060974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372207195203889,0.09104283369871294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674328358847434,0.10233937193233504,0.0,0.06073813653896799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071966908155039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594517664910054,0.2457515522629381,0.08267954170095311,0.16710614833688228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583172177247648,0.10578232768939383,0.0,0.07399422824419588,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miketyty,2020/01/10,Klonopin question I took a quarter of .5 mg klonopin an hour ago. I’m so relaxed but I want to fall asleep.  I also take propanolol. Is there any way to combat the drowsiness?,-0.07704761904761881,2.1425076285714297,0.5078571428571443,101.81130952380954,101.28571428571428,2.333333333333333,25.83333333333333,3.1291,-0.015095238095237828,137,7,29,0,6,41,30,35,0.09,0.7829999999999999,0.128,0.0782,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377031585704263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30465817926976724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590697795134379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751745322129413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267688374005972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864388384646033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232669750144286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470347472512534,0.3023928864385347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unicorngoddessof,2020/01/10,"My boyfriend broke up with me because of my anxiety I was best friends with my boyfriend for two years before we started to have feelings for one another. We started dating and everything was almost perfect for about a year. This past July he told me he wasn't happy anymore and that I was making him feel like he couldn't go be with his friends (I never told him he couldn't, but he said I would look sad when he left and he'd feel guilty for going out) and when he would go out late all I'd ask was for him to let me know when he was coming home as I'd start to get really anxious that something bad had happened when he was running really late without letting me know anything (we lived together). He asked for some space and to do more of the things he wanted to do, so I did my best to feel less anxious all the time and to facilitate more alone time for him. It was a difficult process and I back slid a few times but by October it seemed like things were a whole lot better. At the beginning of November though, we got into a small argument and I overreacted and took a drive to cool off. When I got back we slept in separate rooms and the next morning he texted me that he wanted to split. I asked for us to make it through the holidays and did everything thing I could to not be anxious around him. January 2nd he broke up with me because he no longer loves me and the drastic change in my anxiety over the last couple of months is too little too late. I don't know what to do now",7.5458166589111215,5.33510203908795,7.491133085155891,80.41202768729644,64.43973941368078,11.11670544439274,34.95788738948348,9.606745405546679,2.889111865984179,1174,40,256,18,14,378,155,307,0.142,0.7559999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.9053,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,6,0,0,4,14,16,0,0,13,1,28,2,1,2,4,54,62,22,0,7,4,0,4,2,2,2,0,1,2,0,11,26,0,0,8,1,0,8,8,5,0,2,19,7,36,11,44,33,11,50,0,3,1,1,37,16,0,4,28,173,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906266122596696,0.0937347765404094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490126140085862,0.1384705168947845,0.3067310386902006,0.08975557906237733,0.0,0.0,0.07447702265155726,0.08056768531872882,0.2538268712169637,0.0,0.0,0.1391838708237705,0.07556700089002905,0.1103407109516294,0.0,0.07701217818639626,0.0,0.18995658099752108,0.08004337103458876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574115715654256,0.07796112161131467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226002343839262,0.10014087672419668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267819245013546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304602464054995,0.06465602541176423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984622305606134,0.0,0.047284567820137235,0.0,0.1543064066191348,0.0,0.14476852043408742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800323260786747,0.09634311600569072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078282065903644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921577852850804,0.07377278204765693,0.3062771240916337,0.0,0.09833278435475873,0.1850927997526005,0.0,0.08843129697505983,0.09070871372545568,0.07991662797282785,0.0,0.07600050689271565,0.0,0.0,0.07694320452093205,0.08168333000110066,0.0,0.12082415160614368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223937317342853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980220992153455,0.0,0.09625195590702257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061327804977920335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639624156566833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595826961407688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608996227021144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239137844597677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696743466517157,0.0,0.0,0.19217744164149086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803803680431198,0.0,0.08891965134868482,0.0,0.15832070754307845,0.0,0.0,0.17296076644580302,0.1005531958912256,0.0,0.0,0.08840918851394804,0.0,0.10886508389087897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676312514438137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104440535109983,0.0,0.08724255852380451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858278985020896,0.0,0.0,0.11656312678865505
anxiety,Rumblet4,2020/01/10,"My addiction to my phone I’m 24 years old. I got my first phone when I was 18. Ever since than it’s been downhill. I’ve always wondered what the hell went wrong. I guess you can say I have adhd or anxiety. But being on my phone gave me peace at mind. It rested my overactive brain and helped me calm down. Little did I know this would ruin my life for the next 6 years.

I had friends before. Not many but I had some. When I finally got my phone at 18 I could escape reality and keep my mind busy. This became my curse. Before you knew it. Every resting second of my life, wether it was in the restroom, or going outside I was on my phone. It became part of my mind. It would put my mind at ease so that became my standard on how I should feel.

So here’s where the curse part comes in. Since now I thought my brain should always be calm, I expected that. So when I would put my phone away and looked up, my mind would go back to it’s excitatory state. This would scare me and I didn’t realize it was normal to feel this way anymore. So everytime I looked up I got nervous and went right back to my phone. So this caused me to have eye contact anxiety. I could no longer talk to people or look them in the eye because I didn’t recognize that this excitatory state of mind was normal. I became a recluse in my room. I wasn’t going out anymore. I worked in my parents office until I was 23. So it was like being on my phone and I could do it. 

My parents sold the business and I could no longer have that job. I now had to look for another job. But because of me not knowing that being away from my phone was normal I became a recluse like I stated above. I haven’t worked for almost 2 years and no friends no Interactions.

This new year I woke up and for the first time I didn’t use my phone right away and meditated to myself. Something I hadn’t done In years was talk to myself since I was constantly on my phone. I realized I was addicted and put my phone away for the day. I realized having an excited state of mind is normal. This is day 3 and I was able to go out. I didn’t use my phone at all. I hope I can get better. I’m now realizing this state of mind can be normal. I’m limiting phone usage to messages and only after 8pm. 

The things I have accomplished is amazing. I had so much time to think to myself and do other stuff. I took down the Christmas lights, washed my car, and cleaned my room. That’s more than I had done the last month entirely. I have so much time to think and finally talk to myself, my most important person Is myself. I’m now thinking about my plans for my future and what to do. 

I’m sure not everyone is like me and can be stuck on their phone all day. But if there is anyone out there that was like me, you can be helped. And you can be better.",0.8088242009132429,2.8463916404109604,2.6327123287671235,93.52347488584476,82.93835616438356,5.742648401826483,18.979908675799088,6.961326702584282,0.10823525114155252,2154,54,489,27,60,714,213,584,0.069,0.816,0.115,0.9813,4,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,4,2,9,24,19,1,2,14,0,69,9,4,4,4,89,109,40,0,19,11,2,2,4,2,7,5,1,3,1,31,23,0,2,14,0,1,12,14,5,0,3,40,10,95,14,62,50,11,86,1,1,6,0,36,34,1,10,38,342,126,5,0.05753948947051379,0.0,0.0,0.1254530733409905,0.06915128472613681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057617487142685886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575492926372928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060335171670341525,0.08803510390486928,0.0,0.11412742446541288,0.040232948897550816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624097776686574,0.08848863140420654,0.0,0.07015107743798503,0.0,0.09792373511151477,0.0,0.0,0.10177800507930997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846619940155565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059108905668057675,0.0,0.049565175284261145,0.0,0.062179746839498916,0.0,0.18376240124533794,0.0,0.0,0.11132463175585218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776575002476425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520477624240205,0.048479501536739536,0.05498144798972585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058187389489014876,0.0,0.0,0.12606339641384412,0.0,0.0978861206991144,0.0,0.0,0.08890973366408801,0.0,0.030062008393495127,0.0,0.13080407145659273,0.0,0.13805875818589988,0.0,0.06338623471117336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713501382340437,0.0,0.0,0.057149696046964626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419812962121895,0.05114374202123647,0.0,0.0,0.06324439725068988,0.046902363611826536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812836861157779,0.112443552493664,0.05766968461571699,0.0,0.0,0.1932747178580067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833601114311812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647878536046546,0.0,0.045927471536613744,0.0,0.08459629067867955,0.0,0.0,0.055571997481875635,0.06119389982316725,0.0,0.2818824144536331,0.0,0.0,0.060378015015352435,0.0,0.0,0.04376137457102368,0.0,0.0,0.1277815874350337,0.1246193198285012,0.0,0.03989063710147708,0.050241262804081935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352923829449302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827681923477924,0.0,0.04575771149295362,0.05760706680508081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279178086006028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044296710119514984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586894924149361,0.0,0.0,0.054230287874072164,0.0,0.0,0.13874418623782708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822668006441817,0.11060694452985137,0.0,0.04567992741624479,0.10065521709172086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392848995412496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993912890543628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045672168498914256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667936640528687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623991218604813,0.08377886725309233,0.0,0.0,0.20437201215624765,0.06291039903562418,0.0,0.18526772356372645
anxiety,DookieDelivery,2020/01/10,"PROPRANOLOL (subjective) SIDE EFFECTS I take 30mg Lexapro and 40mg Propranolol daily for my panic disorder, anxiety, and depression. I am 135 lbs

PROPRANOLOL SIDE EFFECTS-
  20mg - slight sedation, lowered heart rate
  40mg - sleepiness, trouble staying awake
  60mg - slight heavy feeling in arms, much lower heart rate than normal
  80mg - heavy upper body, slowed breathing and heart rate, walking requires more focus
  100mg - (from my subjective experience) heavy upper body, dilated pupils, glassy eyes, extremely low heart rate (45ish), general discomfort, extreme sedation",8.215999999999998,11.55645565555556,7.153055555555554,63.81625000000002,64.66666666666667,11.611111111111116,41.25,11.20814326018867,6.266,459,27,57,16,8,140,63,90,0.24100000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.016,-0.9612,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,9,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,3,2,9,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779359683104252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711121175539441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388082550578132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145497715254856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340798253168418,0.0,0.0,0.08446603074434174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7918251993578241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280174367801135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367456175379594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195998415273018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805419359286945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560160064612508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Quiet-Trade,2020/01/10,Exhausted Anxiety is just exhausting. All I want to do at the end of a day is crawl back into bed.,0.8657142857142865,2.6608205714285766,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,81.38095238095238,9.914285714285716,24.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.8506000000000005,76,3,17,3,2,28,20,21,0.29100000000000004,0.652,0.057,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634415462964418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658290426048228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906961139620312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365661724525467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573213194686661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,immeunfortunately,2020/01/10,"How do I prevent freaking out in the dentist chair? Next week I have to go to the dentist because I have two cavities and now I am having anxiety because last time at the dentist I had a panic attack. The thought of going to the dentist makes me tremble. Laying back in the chair makes my heart race and palpitatate, then the drill makes my head vibrate and I get dizzy and anxious. 

I really have to go, but I am so so anxious. My heart pounds hard and fast that I feel like it will stop from the excessive pounding especially since I am laying down. How can I calm my pre-appointment nerves and my thoughts and anxiety while I am in the chair for 30+ minutes?",4.493560606060607,5.389475174242424,5.237575757575758,83.63469696969699,69.98484848484848,8.290909090909091,32.09090909090909,8.515128840125781,2.4335545454545464,521,23,104,8,9,169,78,132,0.17300000000000001,0.772,0.055,-0.8628,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,10,0,12,7,3,5,0,19,22,14,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,3,2,18,2,13,18,0,19,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,11,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553196725772027,0.3770452133005507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984576860307026,0.0,0.12831749719600868,0.0,0.20345236534006825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437762082107185,0.1192163906690574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718592697220366,0.0,0.28451877047948043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948829743107905,0.0,0.17126312505039634,0.0,0.0,0.3954982011064831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136026375721766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152728210874494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341734780726542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747473193712024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957932652890232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690516687021998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804171714388802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951597547498326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649621251965358,0.09730685424008448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301379940214264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385802187400486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,someonesomewhere20,2020/01/10,"A blog post about my anxiety It only took two posts for me to begin doubting the purpose of this blog entirely; two posts for me to begin wondering why I believe that this would matter to anyone other than myself; two posts for me to begin wanting to let this end.

And that’s okay.

The incredible thing is that the reason for why I am filled with so much uncertainty is the exact same reason why I have decided to begin writing, and is now the reason for why I must continue to do so.

My anxiety makes me doubt if I will be able to write 100 posts this year. Even if I manage to carve out 100 posts, my anxiety makes me believe that it is unlikely they will be read. And even if they are read, my anxiety tells me they won’t be enjoyed.

But these doubts, these concerns, these uncertainties, they are simply periscopes stretching from the greatest depths of my anxiety to peer off into the distance to show me what danger lies ahead… at least in that particular direction.

You see, as humans we explicitly remember when a particular situation put us in danger, made us feel fearful, or caused us pain in the past, and our brains actively try to steer us away from these situations. Subconsciously, our brains pickup on patterns all day long and if one of those patterns reminds the brain of a negative experience, the brain will actively encourage you to avoid that situation. It’s what we consider our “gut feeling“.

And my gut told me not to make a blog.

What’s unfair is that, as amazing as the brain is, the brain doesn’t react the same when—or if—it recognizes patterns of joyous, exciting, loving situations; it doesn’t alert you to a recurring pattern of joy, it unfairly expects you to recognize happiness on your own and in the moment.

Every single day I am happy. But at work, I don’t daydream about the daily joy I get to experience, I daydream about how difficult life would become if I lost my job tomorrow. If I lost the job where for the last year my roles have expanded, my responsibilities have grown, my ideas have been implemented, my input has been valued, and my coworkers appreciate me at an organization that wants me around… Sounds like I’m at risk of losing my job right? This is Anxiety.

For a long time, I believed that this thought process was my “gut feeling,” my subconscious telling me not to unpack my belongings just yet there’s something looming on the horizon. I never once stepped back to examine previous gut feelings and the result of whatever situation they were representing. I obsessively worry about the future and past mistakes but forget to analyze my successes and the paths that lead me there.

Anxiety is an excellent motivator for me but often times for the wrong reasons. Whenever I feel anxious about something I typically have a “bite the bullet” mentality. Let’s just get it over with, pick up whatever pieces, and rebuild. But honestly, there’s been less wreckage than my brain would have me believe. I have such an amazing support system in my family and friends that I’m not even sure I could pinpoint a real failure in my life. There have been setbacks for sure, but here I am the happiest I’ve ever been in spite of those setbacks. Without knowing it, I’ve been challenging myself over and over again to face my fears and doubts and conquer them, and most of the decisions that caused me the greatest anxiety gave me the greatest rewards afterwards. I thought moving to Austin was one of the worst decisions I could make at the time that I made it; I thought adopting Pixie was a bad move the moment I got home with her; I figured putting myself out there in a blog would be the end of me. Yet, after all of the hours of worrying, every one of these decisions proved to be incredibly rewarding. And this is the way it’s always been. If I re-examine the decisions that caused me the greatest anxieties in my life, most of them have proven to be the best decisions I could have made in the moment. So, while the periscopes peer off at danger in the distance, the destination is actually in the opposite direction—and it’s an oasis.

I do honestly doubt if I will be able to write 100 posts. But if I fail to write 100 posts—if I fail to write 4 posts—I’ve lost nothing. This was a blog that didn’t exist two weeks ago and could cease to exist tomorrow and by next week it would be forgotten. So what? Even if I write 100 posts, I am fairly certain that 98 of them will not be read, for me though, that’s probably more of a reason not to fear writing them. Let’s say I write 100 posts, and every one of them gets read, and everyone silently hates them, what impact would that have on me? What did I lose in my risk? And in what ways did I fail?

In all reality, this blog can’t fail. It can only exist or not exist. The success or failure of it is being measured by me with a metric that I have created. Failure in this situation can only exist If I decide to label the result a failure. So then it stands to ask; if I fear failing when the stakes are non-existent, how can I expect myself to take a real risk with real consequences in the future? The real risk, then, becomes not trying at all and allowing anxiety to be in control.

So I’m shooting for change this year. I will do my best to begin leaning into my anxiety and understanding what it is that I fear in the moment. Do I fear failing at writing a blog or do I fear being ridiculed by my friends and family for writing a blog? It was always the latter, but I know the people in my life and I know they’ve always been support; they’ve always been comfort; they’ve always been champions for me. So, it would be unfair to myself—and especially to those in my life who take their time to lift me up—to avoid doing something that brings me joy because I fear a result that is likely a far off mirage. Imagine if we spent as much time daydreaming and reflecting about those things that bring us joy and happiness as we do worrying about the inconsequential things. This is where I want to be now. I no longer want to stress about the traffic when I’d much rather be eagerly anticipating the destination.

Boyd Varty says it best: “I would love my older self to not be in the story of how it should have been but to live in deep acceptance with how it is.”

This is where I want to be now.",7.807375030283453,6.753345465517246,8.114618697676923,72.44857425502707,63.14614121510672,11.533683275458289,35.73075991278365,10.730470411389485,3.7028530081563438,4979,192,939,108,61,1643,418,1218,0.141,0.7140000000000001,0.145,0.9706,3,2,3,1,0,0,114.0,12,5,12,25,49,82,6,21,76,1,112,20,12,28,13,198,167,78,0,36,38,0,5,2,2,17,6,3,1,2,78,43,0,3,34,13,1,11,18,44,0,8,34,9,139,38,152,92,25,134,0,11,1,2,56,55,0,26,57,700,217,21,0.06965105345431301,0.0,0.03398469044307922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03087072819158069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144888140258868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930557588707794,0.03934293250961038,0.0,0.024350818021456225,0.0,0.0,0.03100210222759771,0.03255716638934855,0.0,0.032719728746401035,0.02677868040170828,0.02907786015395248,0.021229317854021955,0.07692411633493677,0.0,0.15694577172973642,0.10964172520768298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27213763724488954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732622724489743,0.0368407895772779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03905978949914962,0.11122139725093444,0.0,0.0,0.0449191673901455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061690159832580076,0.0,0.0,0.09200772782368756,0.031501682723745456,0.08802602484084251,0.03327728320295896,0.0,0.06813209526762214,0.06566081441171208,0.3135071971264589,0.08804416351623992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538122311218938,0.0,0.05458470103299228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02785315509611849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121726233728872,0.0,0.03438299769199925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034932842807224924,0.0,0.0342961287581022,0.0,0.0,0.03931378069727736,0.0,0.0,0.10367688482932408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057417596169118464,0.02838745238376708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683438174042599,0.1229914972028664,0.034027986507172904,0.0,0.030751578133306045,0.061638990516235864,0.0,0.0779217127658911,0.1140485289296319,0.0,0.06286279510120289,0.09885826630573354,0.0929852380600955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03509593988967063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402804702772345,0.0768023076627677,0.0,0.02685959313760502,0.0,0.03703734276131768,0.0,0.0,0.03341603214435649,0.0,0.0,0.037088049382184254,0.09439471280814797,0.07945914712301758,0.03705681581989483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664898117031156,0.02414363528985941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300179051458907,0.0,0.037547808005618605,0.0,0.0,0.07001854647163491,0.0,0.0,0.1393398040371133,0.15855629477437808,0.0,0.1790322082940136,0.0,0.0,0.03945053295116218,0.029740809541546426,0.0,0.055389313295453664,0.0,0.0,0.02775143592539863,0.0,0.03633061954158536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348721070421694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043117568758462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989252320278519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790391900576281,0.06564529359433077,0.0,0.052368924017089286,0.0,0.060878090713520634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940959750552171,0.0,0.034215903190574215,0.08294273451683427,0.10153522347036108,0.0,0.0,0.03327728320295896,0.03869244159117936,0.04728849328025308,0.0,0.136077917061928,0.036254601511134917,0.2094541034938026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270498980980718,0.05528576424235456,0.05586987379427081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569848442834924,0.0,0.0,0.03357056501315951,0.03776679817809101,0.025353398227391417,0.10610103858816933,0.0,0.19791243995037425,0.038076246473370864,0.0,0.06727949223763299
anxiety,Yatzzuo,2020/01/10,"Posting my experience I just want to describe my battle, since it's the truth that i've never been told. I started out by me first seeking help going to the hospital a few times in the meantime i'm waiting for a psychiatrist appointment. 

Yay my appointment is today this is the day I recover, anxiety doesn't have shit on me right? wrong, first psychiatrist tells me she doesn't trust me and thinks im going to drink on my medication, because I tried to be honest about how much I USED to drink, she tells me I need a therapist. 

I go to a therapist, i'm on xanax. She tells me to breathe and tells me all about breathing patterns and such. I tell her I don't even think I could count to 3 when i'm having a panic attack, she tells me to just breathe. I go home and I try to just breathe, for some reason I feel even less normal than before, i'm already super insecure that Tinnitus plays a big role in my anxiety attacks, I feel like a freak. Now i'm thinking anxiety disorder is just a complaint, if im supposed to be able to breathe through what i'm feeling right now, this isn't anxiety I am a fucking freak. There was no chance I could do anything other than take xanax to stop it. 

I've been scared of suicide my whole life, that says a lot about how anxiety works. I want to live, I want to be normal, but I am scared that I am going to commit suicide. 

My first goal was 2 xanax a day instead of 3 (starting out anxiety meds doesn't work right away). Then trying to take my earbuds out for a minute in class to pay attention. 

Then I decided to do nothing at all, lay in my bed and order uber eats for a week or two. My friends would check on me since I was missing class, but I just lied, and pretended I was skipping for fun. Then I started watching motivational stuff on youtube, Steve-O's story on rehab and his life. I decided for the first time in a month I wouldn't take xanax (prescribed from the hospital and psychiatrist), I was very anxious, but I wasn't necessarily having full blown panic attacks. I joined the wrestling team at my university and went to wrestling practice that night. Met some new people, wrestled, panicked, wrestled some more. I wasn't recovered, not even close, but I didn't take xanax that day, HUGE accomplishment for me. 

The next day I didn't want to lose momentum on what I had going so I didn't take xanax again, tried to go on a run, elevated heart rate gave me a panic attack on the side walk so I anxiously scurried home, but I still tried to run so I wasn't feeling too bad about myself. 

The next day I went on a run, this time feeling super good about myself, i'm off xanax and trying to better myself for 2 days at this point, elevated heart rate, panic attack again. Very frustrated now, but still more motivated than i've ever been in my life. This cycle continues, i'm walking/jogging the most I can. Progressively taking less breaks and running further.

Few weeks pass i'm outside for an hour a day running, pull ups, flips. New hobbies, new goals, I am not numb, I can feel happy and sad now. I went a few years without crying before the anxiety outbreak, so crying was also a step in my recovery. 

Now i'm still anxious, but don't really have panic attacks much ever. I can also appreciate anxiety that is aimed at, say a presentation or something. I enjoy that, because i've never felt it before, going from being completely numb, to feeling normal anxiety, gave me a little bit of anxiety it's a lot to handle. 

Life is still hard, but at least now i'm living it.

TLDR, me neither that was really long",3.9251343445287112,5.162414708450708,5.207957746478876,82.04310671722645,71.63380281690141,8.165763813651138,28.72426868905742,8.617729084823388,2.119204767063922,2793,107,554,48,52,931,286,710,0.165,0.71,0.126,-0.9774,0,0,3,0,0,3,89.0,0,0,0,17,40,41,10,8,36,1,49,27,8,6,8,83,104,35,2,13,19,0,9,1,1,2,15,2,3,0,23,16,3,2,17,5,2,20,20,27,0,5,25,12,80,14,79,71,22,115,0,3,1,1,22,39,2,9,54,359,103,11,0.045884589061812885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063478502229756,0.07338777859017268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510158504064371,0.15550957533248844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377591071775085,0.0,0.0,0.313202065032981,0.043110081851881324,0.0,0.03831171526604825,0.055941639213446,0.0,0.11713321719578905,0.0,0.0,0.04058119025359457,0.05009408725112381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810911864047165,0.0,0.0,0.0732702214057289,0.0,0.10080413302017402,0.2071423480526824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258771431920623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898988576701582,0.0,0.04695138971045175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091901498238453,0.08301047549741918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488393266479079,0.0,0.0,0.16240438835105642,0.03277995959393353,0.044056401163788735,0.0,0.0,0.15611763206329946,0.0,0.0,0.03545031968751218,0.042419563213228234,0.0,0.0,0.20861815499678515,0.0384858163254658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884499827676647,0.04110357914759905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874691792786197,0.030755472842506636,0.0,0.09205196805942448,0.0,0.045187077479273835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912646004354604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296385688914786,0.022416892495483974,0.045988412554,0.08103386557244406,0.04060641741589235,0.0,0.0513331183368359,0.0,0.07801887354384145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050967434507519935,0.04622389617617753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662464122462456,0.0,0.06746090501783214,0.03402284138781736,0.07077804755931824,0.13294686612261294,0.09759756203310302,0.0430595785272039,0.13487146517959284,0.04402750071901985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691783943851734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03181059664690206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337576787328224,0.0,0.043944752649294976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058789685390099385,0.04717699962306035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755556504895892,0.0,0.0729785337890111,0.0918769565643118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709987129268835,0.07591241246038351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03532419837798128,0.0,0.0,0.09743204491390492,0.0,0.14657396838521505,0.038361571031567725,0.0,0.0,0.0525268766840235,0.10038058612692184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069970034015027,0.0,0.2406309197109226,0.0,0.0,0.10655108891031548,0.0,0.0882029757969218,0.0,0.0,0.08026701862810143,0.0,0.043493225286422944,0.043844691189427784,0.0,0.18691574417664614,0.0,0.044822576221834484,0.0,0.0,0.03962955264766774,0.0,0.07571918279781141,0.108255677829467,0.0,0.07361169925928009,0.0,0.0,0.1276064212749813,0.0,0.05122850505437085,0.0,0.04423110646020855,0.0,0.06680905463963596,0.0,0.0,0.032595095576337295,0.050167595055627616,0.0,0.029548170970461786
anxiety,Jaysquared2,2020/01/10,DAE get extreme anxiety around storms? I get a lot of anxiety around storms. I live in AR so storms are very common here and it really interfers with my life. Severe weather is common here. Tonight we have the possibility of severe thunderstorms and possibly tornados. My house was destroyed a few months ago when a tree fell on it during a storm. Since then my anxiety has ramped up drastically. Does anyone else experience intense anxiety/panic attacks around storms? What do you do to combat this? Thanks for reading.,3.8543115942028976,7.11887218478261,4.586956521739129,75.83159420289856,82.58695652173913,8.284057971014493,27.231884057971016,8.841846274778883,3.12251884057971,419,18,66,12,12,134,70,92,0.195,0.757,0.047,-0.9129999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,0,7,3,2,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,11,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511790111017794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757101641133569,0.0,0.0,0.11446894221799968,0.1677389280488464,0.0,0.4372064025200881,0.0,0.18624230076779086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432626025545431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675762745433553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013853968907227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106209691537155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889788090775347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563230914226387,0.0,0.0,0.14455779749789302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917929797735784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067073703522386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36911396428090987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375302015457585,0.0,0.10487599691253999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698885075779423,0.0,0.1354215434559784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072099280504725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507683752056046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shamefulstorm,2020/01/10,"My world is changing so fast I’m going to throw up. How do you calm down and be a little productive? I feel like I’m dying sometimes. I’m utterly paralyzed by my anxiety. It’s so bad that I think I’m starting to dissociate a little, and I don’t think that’s happened before. 

I took my newly prescribed Celexa for the first time this morning, and I know it’s supposed to fuck people up a bit for the first few weeks, but I’m out of options. I’m taking the GRE in two weeks and I haven’t studied in a month. My grad school applications are due at the end of the month and I’m trying to work enough to afford the fees, but my job is S H I T T E (anxiety SPIKES) and I had an interview for another job that I’d actually enjoy, but it’s a pay cut and I’m not sure of the work environment. Spring semester starts in ten days (9-14 credits of hard science) and I’m FREAKING THE FUCK OUT. I can’t solve any of my problems. I’m always commuting (by bike) or working, and then when I’m home I’m useless and can barely make myself food. I’m losing it. I’m absolutely losing it. I want to drop out of the world. 

What do you do when the entire world feels like it’s going to fall in on you? How do you calm down and be a little productive?",0.29915699281371033,2.1489023208955267,3.119170812603649,90.37884190160312,83.62686567164178,6.209176340519623,21.119955776672192,7.3871296695380915,0.6473760088446654,954,30,219,15,27,337,136,268,0.16,0.762,0.078,-0.9702,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,7,6,16,3,0,17,0,14,3,0,3,1,31,44,22,1,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,14,1,0,5,1,3,5,4,9,0,4,2,3,21,7,31,40,3,42,0,3,0,2,5,19,2,2,19,123,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.11768140992073133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034306862388104,0.0,0.0,0.08200740156095168,0.1264523156750737,0.1845066889059442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069015005819587,0.0,0.0,0.10261579375343367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165636483036766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275714447747733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777253348520867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515653488362138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680963829128688,0.12460484542719345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195092746525245,0.17230338174598858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515275405998884,0.14582158095836814,0.0,0.0,0.2229726419546782,0.0,0.0,0.1370716058105179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664002577124272,0.0,0.10802767570076424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120964650273302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393399660030108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627478023531684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783133454267535,0.3625977168219421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698255273823074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080496789687217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925124257750527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360402888710687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539125149663725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220465932204238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926959873352498,0.0,0.17071274682311016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365751172252322,0.0,0.09067095703997716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545422996055369,0.0,0.0,0.07031877059243262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339833030803081,0.08187475727589694,0.0,0.11780187586043728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112889862543262,0.0,0.19346492301335752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633795050755382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tortieframes99,2020/01/10,"Rx recommendations? So I'm considering seeing a psych to get on anti-anxiety medication. Wondering what if any advice people might have. 

I borrowed (she gave) my sister's Rx a couple years ago when I was finishing school and really nervous about exams. It didn't have a good effect on me. And it made me sweat sooo much. I can't remember which one it was unfortunately.  Maybe buspar.

Anyway I'm thinking about getting on another one, please tell me what you advise if anyone feels like it. I'm starting a new job soon and I want to give myself some good tools to stay mentally strong and present as happy and likeable. I've become very sensitive to passive aggression lately, it makes me spiral out quickly. And I feel like society is more passive aggressive than ever right now. (Yes I go to therapy as well)",3.237916666666667,5.931138915032682,4.952446895424838,76.58788602941178,78.15032679738563,8.008006535947713,25.90236928104575,8.841846274778883,2.515680065359476,646,25,110,16,16,218,109,153,0.087,0.767,0.145,0.8420000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,11,10,2,1,4,1,8,4,1,3,1,21,25,12,0,3,2,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,3,1,2,5,3,14,7,14,19,3,19,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,5,14,70,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019747994877214,0.13624905900999898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452378895731472,0.1611717345654643,0.11758291230630012,0.0,0.0,0.10747320312489377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697536643899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007022419197354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903379932295953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543442131931048,0.2196119126742924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060768215839336,0.1474465978226804,0.08735335667921475,0.2578387477826917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636204502539777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252720863833252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338447216580388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018373110070313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543816044686572,0.10259841547051672,0.0,0.15441602913009944,0.0,0.0,0.1548403106083591,0.15489718141288414,0.16305533958891785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298990728810022,0.0,0.0,0.14844799441955098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830721445594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655879475564492,0.0,0.0,0.16872050984939793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846652813163477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741163330738905,0.1312621227812966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555635357193212,0.12248195143135812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879227229264253,0.16382769677168774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434381143468954,0.0,0.1757735801151881,0.0,0.0,0.09848712678050976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682165236286,0.09065842652221058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819808832450756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668510964988567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898014554067718
anxiety,RazvanClaudiu,2020/01/10,"My Paranoia... And My Invitation To REVERSE PARANOIA. I’m paranoid. I admit it. 

I’m not paranoid with everything but with the risk of getting HIV. Since an event two months ago for which I took post exposure treatment, I’ve been paranoid. 

Loco type. 

Tested five times. All negative. Today got a small rash. Of course I started searching online again. In my mind I know I’ve been gokarts yesterday and it is likely from there. 

Doctor told me that my last test can be considered conclusive. Well, he told me that the test before too. 

So I admit it. It’s so irrational. 

BUT I realized something. 

I fear. So I search online which means I fear more. I feed the fire. I add gasoline over it. 

And I’ve asked myself...

How would it be...

TO BE A REVERSE PARANOID?

Instead of constantly expecting the world to end... shit to happen... to have a fatal disease that has been disapproved five times (and I’m sure the doctor won’t run another test if I ask), to expect to lose my income, my life, freedom...

HOW WOULD IT BE IF...

I did the opposite?

Constantly look for reasons why all will GO RIGHT?

Instead of reading horror stories of what’s bad, to look for people who made it. Instead of finding all the reasons something can fail...

... to find all the reasons it can SUCCEED. 

Today I almost had a panic attack seeing my bus is not coming and I’ll lose my flight. 

But it’s irrational. 

All of it. 

And if we are irrational... I suggest we become irrationally optimistic. That we have OCD behavior towards what’s possible and what’s right and what’s good, not our infinite worries and anxieties. 

That instead of creating disaster movies in our minds based on the smallest triggers...

To create HERO STORIES based on the smallest hope. 

If a small rash can trigger a deadly fear for me...
... then a small hope should trigger the confidence all will be well too. 

And even if it doesn’t...
... we should try. 

Because the mind can make hell out of heaven and heaven out of hell...

And that perception, actually creates our lives. Life isn’t good or bad. We simply make it so. And good behavior leads to even more. We can either spiral ourselves down to our fears and anxieties as I did tonight...

... or we can spiral ourselves up to our hopes. 

RATIONALLY those fears aren’t stronger or more factual than our hopes. 

They’re made of the same cloth. 

And I invite you to use all your obsessive power and ocd to convince yourself all will be well. 

Because even if you’re wrong, you’ll deal with it better. And if you’re right, you’ll convince yourself life isn’t that bad, and it isn’t. 

But if you focus on what’s wrong...

If it’s false, you create suffering. 
If it’s true, you put yourself in a position where you’re too demoralized to do anything. 

Better to have your hopes up and broken than to live a life WHERE YOU HAVE GIVEN UP. 

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anxiety,bitzor,2020/01/10,"I just felt dizzy and I feel so scared. I am taking pills to reduce my blood pressure which gets high by anxiety. Im taking metoprolol and I know it causes dizzyness sometimes but this one was particularly strong. Panic attack came with it. 

I just hate all of this.",0.8898039215686246,3.304353666666663,2.3533333333333357,88.28333333333336,100.56862745098042,4.6196078431372545,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,0.23599607843137305,211,6,39,3,9,68,41,51,0.336,0.586,0.077,-0.9365,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,12,10,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,3,2,6,1,4,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537866667093245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905519403842298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921071172982921,0.0,0.2623639585927556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913683373067675,0.0,0.24522200087927734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334348426218326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215251521442195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698418653080585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758735192825685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035998665485894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306420218746738,0.0,0.0,0.29965436450064725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255697816074878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525950176994641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840548176825997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Uncanny_Mind,2020/01/10,"Does anyone else have Free Floating Anxiety ? I’m reaching out to I guess to feel less alone about my mental states. I get anxiety and panic attacks with no triggers. I try to let it pass but damn this can see saw for days back and forth till I finally stop having that fear, that angst of something bad is happening. What do you do to help your anxiety? I try to multitask, or search for distractions but that gets frustrating. Sometimes hearing other people’s stories helps you feel less alone in this vicious circle.",3.5710309278350536,6.305024505154643,3.8857835051546417,84.48022164948456,77.14432989690721,7.178969072164946,27.22577319587629,8.238735603445708,2.154881237113402,415,17,73,8,10,129,74,97,0.325,0.588,0.087,-0.9769,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,2,9,4,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,17,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,8,0,0,1,5,9,2,13,15,2,9,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,2,5,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559257530303544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943458192677684,0.0,0.0,0.12014673307068816,0.17605897131002846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954801325428864,0.0,0.1321257858103326,0.14346991953639526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081539867420492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036859199198738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435409626643075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933552370586836,0.17376366745621305,0.0,0.0,0.18823011553896427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795469731646698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928885977490287,0.0,0.15194769208226006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366361165045065,0.0,0.2303465236874189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570664955935578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316307477119444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201604142833046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912449520056465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369253534529835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228225005806127,0.1699431346913972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365661967805773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333210315337829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,usedtoiletpaperer,2020/01/10,"I’m having the worst physical symptoms I’ve ever had and I don’t know what to do anymore I recently started Lexapro to treat my anxiety. I’ve been having lots of gastrointestinal issues, but every test is coming back normal, so my doctor thought anxiety medication might help. I was hesitant. 

I haven’t slept in a week. I’m not exaggerating. I’ve gotten maybe 2 hours of sleep a night at most. I’ve never been a good sleeper, but this is next level for me. I only started the meds a few days ago, so I know it’s not just side effects. But ever since starting the Lexapro, I’m losing weight rapidly, my heart is pounding at all hours of the night, and I have a lump in my throat that just won’t go away. It’s making me feel even more nauseous and dizzy. I keep having panic attacks. I didn’t take the medication today and I’m just waiting for it to leave my system so I can get out of this time-releases circle of hell. 

My poor husband has tried everything to make me feel better; rubbing my back to try to help me relax at night, taking care of everything in our house, checking up on me all day. Nothing works. This is debilitating, and I feel so isolated because I don’t want to complain constantly, but I don’t have anything positive to talk about right now.",4.113232720909885,5.1820322480315015,5.4763254593175885,80.93348206474192,71.00787401574803,8.164129483814524,29.071741032370948,8.515128840125781,2.120362029746281,997,38,196,16,18,335,144,254,0.168,0.7240000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9434,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,4,14,11,2,1,10,0,23,10,4,3,5,37,49,13,0,2,9,1,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,8,7,1,2,7,1,2,2,9,6,0,0,8,5,26,5,27,39,7,38,1,1,0,0,6,13,1,3,22,126,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712974144065133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764589719935702,0.0,0.10866684777376476,0.0,0.0,0.0901691389846139,0.0,0.0,0.12465496248566404,0.10294732192332684,0.16850955295891784,0.0,0.06679460689511431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690830259665248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171684756405983,0.0,0.0,0.09438732859737962,0.0,0.11840935018150313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133087782244402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215247941053852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237184978757545,0.19822987516940446,0.09231987207837868,0.0,0.19695406747701566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621001198196095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724730414571973,0.0,0.062272789330621775,0.09190452795595544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984438311383822,0.14688877532175193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158144179830689,0.12643238491526262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436561239838455,0.0,0.09739340486890036,0.0,0.0,0.12043677180618413,0.0,0.0,0.11602185235884868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258401820964895,0.0,0.09315493900486138,0.0,0.0,0.14628148831678134,0.0,0.11008067940196158,0.0,0.1217107614381102,0.22076628555469646,0.0,0.1162395035229338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450935528524975,0.0,0.11653199444244673,0.3084801583829084,0.1073581518728384,0.10513812767912063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333510812418783,0.0,0.12856015869691678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081899939808506,0.0,0.0,0.09357463559262244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063981356363884,0.0,0.10965200609336227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266873229010315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388817065946005,0.1647703292821013,0.08807052547345144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698862244739501,0.0638928239178018,0.0,0.1038622724129614,0.0,0.0,0.148785577616586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646289199463196,0.0,0.0878927500880808,0.13343024127478265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977035718710411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RM_STAX,2020/01/10,"What gets you heart racing? Does anybody regularly get anticipatory anxiety?

You get anxious hours or days before an event or meeting/appointment. Heart races and palms get sweaty?

Just me?",5.068064516129034,8.636636451612908,5.0989677419354855,69.54845161290325,87.70967741935482,7.6412903225806454,28.780645161290327,8.238735603445708,3.2664787096774197,154,7,22,4,5,48,26,31,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993812591108222,0.2944377478270537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177695870577085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680848075749076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280790950776619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446737330028769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6176956794336469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566680790318714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,needs-more-sleep,2020/01/10,"I have a job interview today I don't know what I'm doing. I'm supposedly helping start a new division at my work. I'm so worried about getting it and not getting it. I can't tell if I want the position or not because my anxiety is not helping. Right now my anxiety is telling me to not show up, because I can't do good or bad if I'm not there",1.3799134199134215,2.358629610389613,4.5864285714285735,85.0377380952381,77.57142857142857,8.25021645021645,31.01515151515152,8.841846274778883,2.5037203463203457,268,14,62,6,6,99,47,77,0.138,0.759,0.10300000000000001,-0.5512,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,17,6,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,4,17,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,4,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36646935308579537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999919589514129,0.2920223731972897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25028208702584515,0.0,0.0,0.20090078831826946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210948515114251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376899261181036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163574709814949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313331053584636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455159800355027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695358316349604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187078607076894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704009115079374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127705407068106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743758223860249,0.24324754803920395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yolo1986,2020/01/10,"I need your advice because I think my anxiety is back! I have been suffering from anxiety since high school . My heart starts beating really fast when I have to present in front of others and when i want to talk in a small group. I am from a third world country and I was raised in a dysfunctional family. My mom and dad would always argue with each other and I guess I have developed this since childhood. I went to Japan for my masters and I thought it was an excellent opportunity to get rid of this mental disorder which made my life difficult. In Japan I was prescribed Zoloft( anti-depressant) and depas tablets for anxiety. My main difficulty was making presentations in  seminars which was required for master students. My doctor suggested me to take one tablet (depas) before my presentation. After taking these two tablets I felt great and I became a completely different person. I was more outgoing and I also found a girlfriend. One day one girl praised me for my presentation skills and I laughed deep inside because I was not believing it. I became very popular in the university and made many friends. After two years, my doctor advised me to slowly reduce the dosage. After leaving Japan I went back to my country and at that time I had fully stopped taking tablets as per my doctor's advice. During my time in my country, I stopped socializing and mainly stayed with my parents and I was jobless.I guess in this time I lost all my social skills. 

 Now, I have got an opportunity to study in Germany and these days I go to a language school to learn German. Unfortunately, my problem is back this time more severe. In the class, I can ask my teacher any questions but when she asks us to read sentences one after the other my heart really beats fast. i do not know if it is related to performance anxiety. The other day the teacher asked one student to read a passage and my heard started to pound again because I was thinking that she might ask me to read the passage too. Sometimes when I am nervous and if I read, my voice shakes so I become more anxious because I think others know that I am nervous now. 

What do you suggest? shall I go to a psychiatrist again or solve it by myself. I have been doing mindfulness meditation for two years with little effect. This shit really fuks up the quality of my life. I hope I can get rid of it.",4.771235521235521,6.65758850450451,5.595716859716859,77.53872972972974,70.48648648648648,8.407619047619049,30.25328185328185,9.002800196639251,2.714024401544401,1872,78,329,37,35,611,214,444,0.095,0.8420000000000001,0.063,-0.8683,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,2,0,14,14,18,2,3,18,0,31,9,3,4,1,53,65,27,0,7,6,3,1,0,2,3,6,2,0,2,23,20,0,3,11,4,0,6,2,9,0,9,22,3,70,9,48,40,7,59,2,2,0,0,27,17,1,8,35,242,93,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293250514199995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058485686910444125,0.06085381853953021,0.0,0.0,0.04973401353903621,0.0,0.22379097470295425,0.08262124392911714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734837912998122,0.0,0.0,0.16870790338485514,0.0,0.17832861324584362,0.08077138350309941,0.06223213001157056,0.08239761287849222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668020219161717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149723657968916,0.0,0.06299069550326429,0.0,0.0,0.07641005675089557,0.0838185500118362,0.22456898530112387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894476107963461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702206534757087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018827799505876,0.056503585145895964,0.0,0.07641958561414904,0.0,0.08312811977259069,0.0,0.058492394303088724,0.08063111844766539,0.16113194191367472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332962835466945,0.0,0.07727068553838429,0.0,0.07263912697909805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803856909201074,0.0,0.0,0.07743894679197845,0.0,0.0,0.10331421521894056,0.0,0.07330004940364154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983501929815352,0.0,0.0,0.1384033914750418,0.04881789145797369,0.07414697214481689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370244223248486,0.07758421836429114,0.07384506447896526,0.08565432111443898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422835484157975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24778937712115995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120728190449514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385828308547545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997990370362726,0.0,0.0,0.08192745281669994,0.0,0.29261743352693786,0.0,0.14055562926178936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803217280592407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262124392911714,0.07507158218617242,0.12099533936210513,0.0,0.0,0.14910296227005188,0.0,0.0,0.07233195693683568,0.0,0.10353004607122313,0.07795171769595557,0.0,0.1222875457383294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649642783159754,0.058782794770299476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058503271603418,0.0,0.058060677090177176,0.1705814169026253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432553565103574,0.0,0.08797187943470558,0.0,0.0,0.0603436771530853,0.04313666254410888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559295286531867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519526981553559,0.0,0.0,0.09419252684049044
anxiety,bc-zerogravity,2020/01/10,"Please help :( I need help

I’m supposed to go on a day trip about 1.5 hours away from my house and my agoraphobic tendencies are flaring hard. I’m not fully house bound, but even going to the store for 30-40 mins can take all my energy. I’m deeply petrified to be far from my house, and I’ll be using public transportation since I’m going to a city. I’ll be there for at least 5-6 hours and all morning I’ve been crying and I feel paralyzed with fear. My chest is burning/feels tight and we’re supposed to get dinner and drinks there and then see a show, but idk how I’m going to sit and act normal through everything. I’m constantly terrified I’ll be unable to breathe or have a medical emergency when I’m in places with lots of people/far from my house. What do I do? My panic is at a level 10 already I just can’t even fathom going. Help :(",2.9331201382886785,3.9060876966292137,4.466853932584272,87.42494814174593,73.71910112359551,7.948833189282628,23.80466724286949,8.384062270229773,1.2395785652549698,662,18,146,11,13,222,108,178,0.191,0.747,0.062,-0.9799,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,6,0,13,5,2,2,2,25,31,14,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,2,1,2,1,8,2,2,0,0,1,4,11,0,22,26,4,24,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,2,7,77,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413330227963106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271402862914545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114488960629307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347086266125922,0.08423376666467629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794978019024375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253564407224065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173854094669979,0.0,0.0,0.14697451903483105,0.1320824397549375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823924302869545,0.0,0.3711483072102685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170024637301563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626388872003657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25725250712865605,0.6028336439367685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104143010638737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131577586379984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968469497797368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797177310068966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324473429868032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646146836722378,0.14337246787714486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040806459321227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080433805249719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820377318710967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280660692955514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ultralighted,2020/01/10,"Anxious walking down corridors at school This probably sounds a bit trivial, but I get really anxious walking down corridors at school, between classes and when I leave. I never know whether to look up and smile/acknowledge teachers or other pupils I know or not and I feel like I always do the wrong thing. Also my school has one main corridor which is extremely long, like down the length of the entire school and I always forget how to walk when I go down it lol. I never know where to look as well, whether I should look down or at the walls or at people?

I'm also usually walking alone and I feel like people are making judgements about me as most people go round in groups. I feel like there's certain people I always seem to walk past when I'm alone and I think some of them feel bad for me, which makes me even more self conscious.

I know it sounds stupid but it really affects me and makes school so much worse. Anyone else have this issue?",4.306082949308757,5.807721451612906,4.436589861751155,86.91774193548392,71.04301075268819,7.249769585253457,25.1136712749616,7.7094869923839395,1.2323929339477728,754,22,147,9,14,234,102,186,0.21600000000000005,0.7390000000000001,0.045,-0.9852,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,12,9,1,0,5,1,6,0,0,5,3,39,27,24,0,1,9,0,5,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,9,7,0,0,11,0,0,7,3,3,1,1,0,10,21,6,22,26,6,28,0,0,4,0,3,13,0,7,12,98,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468532421102328,0.0,0.15804482977565507,0.2466662845305792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326591551579048,0.0,0.06909382870469552,0.10124776674920488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250649677583753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788051695341616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254735216645166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526645408951591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998555727229895,0.21178062207089976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162682118450717,0.0,0.11231781853863494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313731116349016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722482044744645,0.0,0.0,0.10463094314413092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310430301114734,0.0,0.0,0.0874482707009377,0.24893943797099605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787957754423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264048220886357,0.0,0.15242462291757658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695968192576013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943302121590862,0.2740238458611631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065394112136633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660699095321548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000308790990431,0.0,0.08995757301527042,0.10308571979511867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564837419811634,0.06331673821503495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883089297958852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884665911477035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070104817651247,0.0,0.1080388202659454,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dtshockney,2020/01/10,"Really struggling Ive had a lot of health related anxiety and even tho I've cried it out many a times im still feeling unwell which is still causing anxiety. Ive lost 13 lbs in less than a month due to loss of appetite. Im to the point now that I'm so weak and my heart rate is nuts (even sitting down im sitting at 100bpm) im trying so hard to eat because i know it will help. I know it will but i cant manage more than a bite every so often. Im was on steroids but had to stop due to extremely nausea and worse feelings of no appetite. I still have antibiotics to take and no food makes that hard.

Its just so hard to get my stress levels down right now even tho ive done things to do so. Been to the dr, had my apartment maintenance guys check out vents (asthma is what kicked all this off), i have a therapy intake appt for next week. I have an appt scheduled with a lung specialist for early feb. I just cant get my mind to stop spinning and i cant focus on anything long enough for it to help. I also miss my family so it doesnt help as much. All the hugs are what i need right now. Im trying to get better so i can go back to work next week since i wasnt able to this week.",0.8520969899665545,2.3422566846153856,2.751772575250836,95.46801003344484,80.23076923076924,6.0602006688963215,19.765886287625424,6.895973343053719,0.052125418060200435,918,22,223,10,23,307,139,260,0.158,0.772,0.07,-0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,23,8,0,2,10,0,25,9,2,2,2,26,39,18,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,14,8,2,2,4,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,8,5,20,2,33,29,7,38,0,3,0,1,4,14,0,2,21,138,34,2,0.09138083746806397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730772227082235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398121810854355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751986430842579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026622341047176,0.0,0.05570491035426317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081892475551332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938732920898763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037755904511173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351432347894224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350540998091282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442083274211427,0.0,0.18106854394335714,0.0,0.0769922967900465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614572087862409,0.0,0.09240979422160872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049807139246233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322814791625693,0.0,0.05193383580532659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048139596818404,0.0,0.0,0.2455778440370792,0.0,0.0,0.09713355706794584,0.0,0.10828673238123383,0.1837519473883796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5922419129756892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044103691418026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086916557198022,0.0,0.0,0.09975297877752468,0.07768872020567605,0.0,0.0,0.0609974185937647,0.0926458264030344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922685960942147,0.0,0.07293931264296563,0.0,0.06717542995294569,0.06775773310018221,0.0,0.0,0.19436911468056867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638442830426582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854090442211569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560774718026269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559117305710115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893056453030732,0.15279694377268455,0.10467644057604557,0.09553109222858673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870701729044264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450195156368497,0.0,0.060709367949821076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532849011928567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240831804902114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199005874292069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652633801727208,0.0,0.09312488026331002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,silverhairwitch,2020/01/10,"I applied for college! This will be my 3rd time trying to go back to school. I had no issues getting in to college before, but would lost motivation throughout the semesters, or get really depressed and couldn’t go to classes or get myself to complete assignments.

I’m finally in a good enough spot to feel confident about my decision to go back. I made this all on my own, versus pressure from family like before. I’m going back for social work to help victims of child abuse. Currently a medical assistant at a child abuse evaluation clinic.

It’s been a week since I requested my transcripts he transferred to the new school. I want to do online classes so there’s no excuse about missing a class. I’ll be home anyway for it. 

I’m SO anxious waiting to see if I got in or not. I keep checking the webpage but it still says “application incomplete, waiting for transcripts”. I called the other school and they sent them out Monday so hopefully they’ll get where they need to go soon. Fingers crossed!!",3.654567251461991,6.1225113105263205,4.549824561403511,81.24321637426905,75.36842105263158,7.380116959064328,29.50292397660819,8.344100000000001,2.465520467836257,799,36,140,15,18,258,119,190,0.174,0.7040000000000001,0.122,-0.922,1,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,0,4,3,13,8,1,1,9,0,9,3,1,2,1,25,34,11,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,1,2,6,3,0,3,3,0,1,7,4,5,0,0,6,4,17,3,26,22,3,25,0,3,1,0,14,7,0,6,12,91,23,14,0.0,0.30486052327199004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533888108810275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967737683750049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894485518447826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136693766743354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488800528953993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080681877968482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293075480609573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128060478970015,0.0,0.0650497530079259,0.0,0.0,0.14093075616683154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688591102769076,0.0,0.3655763136739795,0.10790625858014677,0.10289386525659723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623197640483038,0.0,0.12904732725727688,0.1277793571761773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342780994430562,0.0,0.11435081778365715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285232402828002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043763836810955,0.0,0.0,0.12173257808269468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960223192844286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539300113522292,0.0,0.12425182645581832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241705125729537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230834746028608,0.0,0.3906046920410408,0.10251809889871263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642134155502747,0.0,0.0,0.1311433759206202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274076298615348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501736565574019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734550608314975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588162523205973,0.0,0.10319597988545118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365937654113744,0.0,0.0,0.09138989756539302,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vetdhfuu,2020/01/10,"I can’t sit in class Every time I’m sitting in class my neck goes stiff and twitchy and it becomes so hard to breathe in. When my neck goes stiff I can’t even look at the board or the teacher because I know my neck will start twitching if I look up and I think oh people are going to look at my twitching head. So I can only look at the floor or something in front of me to stop twitching. I feel like I have this problem because I think I’m being watched and judged but I can’t fix it even the I tell myself no one cares or no one is looking at you. I can only sit in class looking down and hoping for it to be over soon. 

Does anyone feel like this? Does anyone know how to get over this?",2.1837688139674896,2.9542947218543065,3.2828416616496088,95.97599036724866,75.29139072847683,5.490909090909091,23.66104756170981,3.1291,-0.08496556291390744,537,15,129,0,11,173,79,151,0.071,0.8420000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.6785,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,11,10,5,1,0,22,30,14,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,6,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,10,19,4,20,27,0,24,0,0,7,0,2,14,0,5,7,81,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795834463089373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638642052176291,0.14843987536444533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370349590068679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352376208070818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754660438668035,0.0,0.11324209518645464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591851587361614,0.1920380632906031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702211183712828,0.0,0.07638551677061807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040057144057235,0.0,0.13793841041150912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349459285844326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477310580028345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313270874386035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6771986087839079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215275094346808,0.2044422730256994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317957446964284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860753070279787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347161387374017,0.0,0.0,0.09513262289668427,0.0,0.0,0.1123686834417351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747598319613285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722427245013395,0.0,0.0,0.07837269576899272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,n1coolest98,2020/01/10,"What are some little things I can accomplish that would boost my assurance in myself? I have confidence about myself (for the most part) physically, but I do not have confidence in my decisions and judgment. It seems that my anxiety is not only not helping this but I believe the root. I am a college student so it has been getting in the way of doing well. And while I know my anxiety will never go away, I want to learn to not let it not control me so much and have confidence in my answers on something like a test in school. I heard something recently that says if I can do little ""obstacles"" to accomplish, it will help boost that mental confidence. When I say obstacles I mean something I can physically or mentally accomplish. I have a list of a few things but am looking for more, like a crossword puzzle, climbing a rock wall, ect.",6.087062500000003,6.714623581249999,6.80125,74.79875000000001,66.3125,10.65,35.375,10.577609850970193,3.916575,663,31,120,17,10,219,91,160,0.05,0.691,0.259,0.9889,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,9,0,20,0,0,2,2,28,28,12,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,12,3,0,1,6,1,0,2,6,0,1,0,2,4,21,4,15,22,6,17,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,6,6,102,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480251550165105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230629502495024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264079446729067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181849455962534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469501325245626,0.0,0.0921300102481554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173158537010868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890906055440034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576694945813336,0.0,0.15839607327541078,0.3249506579108005,0.0,0.0,0.13613033247880627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658370688917227,0.0,0.0,0.32673452866580066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916841793061568,0.0,0.12502808774403948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329083774856985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554773463955967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006261099504393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578304104350097,0.0,0.16406248132371848,0.0,0.14757751230621038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37439718612656014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153954008843842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561580781886887,0.12867420119279085,0.0,0.0,0.1457550319487828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515724466200312,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,harrison_wheels,2020/01/10,"Social Anxiety is one of the most misunderstood mental illnesses When it comes to Social Anxiety, few people actually understand what it is and often assume things that are not true at all.

First of all, many tend to confuse Social Anxiety with plain old shyness. However, it's much MUCH worse. It's literally being unable to buy groceries because you feel like your legs turn to mush the moment you think about approaching the cashier. Trust me, if you can form friendships in real life, you probably don't have social anxiety.

Second, it's something you can control. When I say ""I can't just talk to people"" I really mean it. It's like there's an invisible chain holding me back. I'm not a ""pussy"" I have a very real mental illness that I have been dealing with my whole life.

Honestly, I don't think I've ever met a SINGLE person who gets it.",4.886851851851851,6.4343340432098755,6.06388888888889,75.63250000000002,69.67901234567901,9.103703703703703,28.93209876543209,9.516144504307137,2.793558024691358,673,25,118,15,12,225,105,162,0.14300000000000002,0.765,0.092,-0.7532,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,0,2,8,6,0,1,7,0,13,5,1,1,4,25,24,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,13,4,0,2,6,0,1,2,5,1,0,3,2,2,15,5,12,21,9,11,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,5,9,83,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.12092411902031965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791815346933063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528373787976377,0.0,0.07553802978431219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674264241192856,0.0,0.0,0.13898230564185307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775193174939187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112089096041841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626556415213746,0.08852559914046794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540286722434217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474098384052711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505103918668122,0.12107817481248127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563135188115498,0.0,0.13498082679479045,0.0,0.0,0.2497563200969377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218500294817355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002897355580068,0.0,0.0839686733767638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181547275024234,0.10819865195801633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336023822794057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820870222847992,0.07938374828566477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854295899224824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052669361302001,0.0,0.09539657352555916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995989689224477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232426935463852,0.1588007098467104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347850002348709,0.0,0.12900090278914186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224365903189496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834776366984758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628096758892032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,binarystar45,2020/01/10,"Phone call anxiety So, I’ve been thinking about volunteering at my local hospital this semester, and I put in an application, but I’ve hit a roadblock: I have to call the volunteer coordinator to set up an appointment to interview. 

It’s been a week since I got her number from the email and I’m spiraling. 

How do you make phone calls without losing it?",3.769313725490196,5.972641617647064,5.835882352941179,73.40813725490199,74.0,10.415686274509804,30.450980392156865,10.504223727775694,3.8444921568627457,282,13,52,10,6,98,52,68,0.022000000000000002,0.909,0.069,0.4359,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,9,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913441054908422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7662134287547312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004693899381634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798246745508587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695965126160547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25144361287096706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690508193668694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026930109614318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006343122699273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111052223707816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flaminhotyeeto,2020/01/10,"i’m terrified of having a miscarriage i’m not sure what sub is the best to put this in, but the thought always gives me anxiety so i felt like this was the most appropriate. 

i’m an 18 year old female with a planned/unplanned bundle of cells inside me. it’s very, very early in the pregnancy. i took two tests as soon as i could because being a mother is one of those things that i’ve always wanted to be. 

after many nights of research just to freak me out even more, i grew absolutely terrified of losing what i already have. i’ve grown attached to it even before it has a heartbeat. and i wake up every morning in panic that overnight i had a miscarriage. i typically wake up with lower abdominal pain (which i think is because i eat and then pass out) and i’m convinced that it’s the end. 

is this fear irrational or typical? the chances of a miscarriage lower to 10% after 6 weeks and i’m not even there yet.",2.6566013513513522,4.492257562162166,4.3550506756756775,84.43311655405407,76.08108108108108,7.435810810810811,25.616554054054056,8.278499904357787,1.6778175675675682,719,26,145,13,16,242,110,185,0.214,0.725,0.061,-0.9847,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,2,13,0,12,4,2,0,1,20,23,10,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,8,1,0,3,0,0,5,2,5,0,2,5,1,13,4,24,15,3,23,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,12,99,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582880161792328,0.0,0.2802373631341956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128822221327098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530486642728107,0.0,0.14329230634342374,0.0,0.176720859202073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344502344792289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231080334096868,0.0,0.0,0.14914857499655834,0.0,0.0,0.3336712418353997,0.0,0.1418806089793874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894919377315416,0.0,0.0,0.16168624451076732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154046439299855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822696149810687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839167302960969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072677160555175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802792235336885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670292118933634,0.0,0.11410925940825062,0.0,0.17918485828037375,0.1975760277366881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928415257662138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871091955988612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187459596072034,0.10790114137451076,0.0,0.1336873464971461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709377774749106,0.0,0.0,0.1644980939696617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27788811570167704,0.09932412505813493,0.0,0.13507684344257825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108441285946498
anxiety,_insert_random_,2020/01/10,"I just want to quit school and become homeschooled. I had the flu for about 6 days, started on Saturday although today. School started on Tuesday, so I missed 3 days of school. 

I’m going back to school today, and one of my friends told me that in one of my worst classes (I hate this class it spikes my anxiety and it’s right after lunch so I dread it for all of lunch) we created all new notebooks. This teacher is a hypocritical one and takes at least 15 minutes to start class, and before that no ones allowed to ask her questions as she’s taking attendance. I do not want to go to her class as she just doesn’t know how to teach. 

I really want to go to school to make up other assignments from other classes but I’m dreading hers and I just want to skip today and never go back. 

Sorry I’m on phone weird formatting.",2.3279840319361256,4.251260041916169,3.5903233532934133,89.15143313373255,77.32335329341319,6.369500998003992,23.70818363273453,7.3011,0.920565189620758,645,21,134,8,15,210,98,167,0.136,0.805,0.059000000000000004,-0.9311,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,9,7,1,2,2,0,4,3,0,3,3,25,26,14,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,8,2,0,2,0,0,5,4,6,0,4,2,0,18,1,28,24,4,27,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,15,89,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803283354143236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075805362916558,0.0,0.0,0.17697269868922852,0.0,0.0,0.1270924132356564,0.0979212097272312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842901436248748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889074407445645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616013962231025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361373673570666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324276622214853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768141310125279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875371399842037,0.1111411286382606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31191393334279016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891146885363455,0.12239750282834058,0.0,0.0,0.07372063942279583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827428474470436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5823153344185525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288181730539107,0.2443541789231368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730456779745619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272358092137146,0.10996006011367344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714992515364096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suprem3k,2020/01/10,"Got a new job! A little background; been working in a hospital kitchen for the last 10 years (since leaving school). Never particularly liked it, always felt like I was considerably underachieving but struggled building up the confidence to pursue a career elsewhere. 

A month ago, I applied for a maintenance job within the same hospital which is something I know I’d enjoy doing. Received an invite for a interview, had that this morning at 9am and was later offered the job! The nerves & anxiety of pressure and change was completely worth it! What a start to the new year!",5.510086299892127,8.101772155339805,5.943236245954694,72.83636461704424,70.16504854368932,8.461272923408847,33.774541531823076,9.150863307647796,3.5592878101402365,464,23,71,10,9,149,77,103,0.10800000000000001,0.74,0.151,0.7675,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,15,0,7,1,0,0,1,8,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,7,1,3,3,10,4,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,12,46,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927638725651214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950900667799036,0.19468431542795486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745549225314174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007869950882866,0.0,0.18839213605123165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172521961668071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370732980036996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349170759803413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874799222979036,0.14646401701453254,0.0,0.19025626149553088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755661454709056,0.1800875908660878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341967983201806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858108340004402,0.3470741070569268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818467899284039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863400058406864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383272314019699,0.0,0.0,0.1271791542496245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784162017666395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308099261304725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23141737794586695
anxiety,SCBorn,2020/01/10,"Does anyone else chew their inner lip skin? Or is it just me? I’m constantly biting off little pieces of skin from my inner lip/cheek. Like all day every day. I don’t know why it’s just a habit I guess, like an alternative to biting nails. Anyone else?",0.12793956043956098,2.4918822884615395,2.057142857142857,93.54500000000002,91.5,4.509890109890111,11.274725274725276,6.1826913282559595,-1.0310197802197805,197,2,42,2,7,65,40,52,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.6747,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,1,6,5,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,4,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33388629335420417,0.4892657156801284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580094892721983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079546298452404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893623377822806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988985696371989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116150462869464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26301570649574746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121358210172807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332874048661507,0.2392953755922658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154393797419996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,forgetmenot_flower1,2020/01/10,"Do you get affected by people eyes? Especially when you are suffering from anxiety I get really affected by them. I go into a spiral. I feel ppls eye speak more. I get scared looking at them. I can still remember all the eyes of ppl who looked at me so disgusted, anger and just annoyance. Everytime i think about it, i get anxious and tear up.",2.2660127931769734,4.7151506119403015,4.521961620469085,79.69014925373135,80.19402985074628,9.798720682302774,25.989339019189767,9.957137785484203,3.204895095948828,269,11,52,10,7,93,51,67,0.32299999999999995,0.677,0.0,-0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,0,5,5,3,1,2,0,3,3,3,2,1,10,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,7,12,0,9,12,2,7,0,1,5,0,6,4,0,0,2,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553445168344886,0.3035245204310091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584936761634758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614831482075191,0.0,0.15269331160127386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512360569500218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862643391167065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211909002549916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043546408703585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689889910658514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456296195912372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721550963798146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyiseverything,2020/01/10,"I’m so fucking tired hearing from people about anxiety! I’m having pains in my stomach. I decide to go to the doctor. I tell him I got pains in my stomach. He says it sounds like you got anxiety.

....yeah, no FUCKING SHIT. I have anxiety because my stomach hurts - I don’t want a SSRI, my stomach fucking hurts! In my opinion, it sounds pretty fucking NORMAL to have anxiety about it.

So I go home and do some research. I start to track symptoms. I ask some questions online - then people say, “why are you questioning your doctor? Just listen to him.” What the FUCK kind of attitude is this? My stomach fucking HURTS and the best idea is to take a pill to help me “accept it hurts”? “Try some acceptance therapy bro”, shut UP. It hurts, what the FUCK.

I go back to my doctor with research and he starts to look at me like I’m a hypochondriac. It’s more concerning that I’m tracking my diet than it is my stomach pain. I offer up some ideas I read about but silly me, those are RARE. He probably thinks that I’m freaking out over a “sMoL TuMmY aChE” when I’m really not.

The pain is real, I’m fucking skinny, I can’t eat. Imagine breaking your arm and someone tells you, “damn, just accept it. Do some deep breathing and wait a couple months and see if your arm still hurts and take these antidepressants” and next thing you know your arm is permanently FUCKED UP.

I personally feel there are situations where ANXIETY IS A TOTALLY NORMAL FUCKING RESPONSE. I DON’T NEED A FUCKING PILL WHEN I HAVE NORMAL ANXIETY. It’s like the equivalent of going up to present to a class of people and I start to get nervous. Completely NORMAL time to get anxious, there’s nothing WEIRD about it. I don’t need to get prescribed pills because I’m nervous in a NORMAL CONTEXT.

FUCK THE MODERN WORLD AND IT’S ANXIETY IS EVERYTHING FUCKING ATTITUDE",2.6667191283292984,5.042450183615824,4.021238095238093,84.24696610169494,78.23728813559322,6.757578692493948,27.06343825665861,7.859703344183488,1.8691594188861984,1431,60,266,24,35,470,164,354,0.226,0.708,0.067,-0.9957,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,8,0,1,15,38,15,2,16,1,20,39,12,0,1,46,67,17,0,9,5,1,1,3,0,0,12,6,1,1,19,12,3,1,12,1,0,4,6,29,0,0,2,9,39,9,35,65,8,33,0,6,2,13,26,15,15,9,16,163,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28998309616572154,0.06117638289270355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062484034329983,0.0,0.0,0.04163957034001139,0.0,0.0660211527074811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682921712968692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677737572662112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991819390548887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628069945780438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055411048254680656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048668355012845735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02738089468761176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6508148581416006,0.08487660571977929,0.0,0.12310339187634332,0.0,0.08662065444734061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103327620844285,0.0,0.03629696586791953,0.0,0.05431890382302824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478252243486949,0.12226210643087805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056391008645815636,0.029760540830407002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936784317445285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547406871077311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322363565217911,0.0,0.0,0.08030609179101783,0.0,0.0,0.05759130084014957,0.0,0.26528747112471057,0.05196033561348493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048632206849504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262660274905292,0.047283465984357335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509208499740766,0.05838504993933385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132533921271588,0.0,0.05416668674790875,0.061636868304086816,0.03469117862237765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612773939763814,0.0,0.0,0.0431521587665029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555862831128815,0.0,0.06086915334250506,0.0,0.0,0.04588284135546533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149872618376359,0.0,0.043245883056711766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056284696146882036,0.08143117818087832,0.0,0.0946625263980344,0.0,0.06192756849026886,0.0,0.0359762041326313,0.034698435823591715,0.0,0.0,0.031576485594212986,0.062239795202698574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036765675393225165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03194027176322553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886378646624034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alooxchooootmon,2020/01/10,"Performance anxiety Idk if this is actually anxiety or anything because I’ve lived with this for so long I thought I was just me being shy but recently it has gotten much worse.
—For some background, when I was five (I’m 17 now) my mother put me in some karate class, I didn’t know what I was doing and no one told me what to do so I got increasingly scared until I started crying on the floor (kinda cringe I know) but now anytime I have to do anything by myself I get shaky and don’t want to do it. I could usually get ahold of myself until about 3 weeks ago when I had what everyone who was there said was an anxiety attack, I have the opening part to a play and I when up there at practice, started to feel shaky and sweating, I forced myself to go out there but when I did I stopped, it was hard to breath everything was blurry and eventually I had to go sit down for the rest of the time. This was super scary to me and since then even when I’m practicing something alone I’m scared someone will hear me and think that I’m not doing something right. (That’s what I’m scared of btw, I’m scared of not being right, that turns to me mad at myself for not doing it right which turns into shame.) I need help.",2.5885714285714307,3.970438650793653,3.886698412698411,89.63885714285715,75.19047619047619,6.944761904761903,23.314285714285717,7.554174236665415,0.8437438095238092,948,27,208,12,20,311,133,252,0.23800000000000002,0.713,0.049,-0.9934,0,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,15,11,2,7,6,0,27,2,2,0,0,34,53,22,0,4,9,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,16,11,0,1,5,1,0,4,6,9,0,2,17,4,30,2,30,32,6,37,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,7,19,147,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.11665008246654288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596162396657803,0.0,0.0,0.12380344720605205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27433458467660177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673620575456355,0.0,0.0,0.13598967797669506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286815463356433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543992450877027,0.0,0.1313048966010796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895252905251958,0.0,0.0,0.11422195639502053,0.1074314238210929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060441091567798415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249054558370376,0.0,0.13587034802173625,0.0,0.0956040145299392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708095091358323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347259787557725,0.0,0.08012259141585887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313879326413439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555264969191423,0.1057857704915127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787285692154065,0.08863457353694483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100081897110857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944604985747266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016689152699014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180275710519626,0.0,0.0,0.3062497707419575,0.1137062944220743,0.0,0.4787063355540981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988815752907108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128262963631944,0.18404960497437545,0.0,0.0,0.16921666734295107,0.0,0.0,0.09993761102527214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659396673483969,0.0,0.09489838605998546,0.06970251626045611,0.0,0.0,0.11422195639502053,0.0,0.0,0.26004210772887604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165223022531058,0.0,0.07050554455457292,0.0,0.0958847248647549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181759439344846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scopesofcolors,2020/01/10,"Waking up anxious sucks -spiraling I woke up really thinking that my girlfriend doesn’t want to spend time with me anymore and she’s mad at me.  I’m just overwhelmed.  She laughed it off and now I feel stupid for even going down that route and I’m mad that my anxiety brought me to feeling so bad. 

Waking up like this sucks",1.3275769230769257,3.8961701230769283,2.101826923076924,94.46504807692308,86.23076923076924,5.096153846153847,23.509615384615394,6.6274283507984215,0.705653846153846,258,10,53,3,8,80,47,65,0.293,0.586,0.121,-0.9381,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,5,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,9,12,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,7,0,0,2,2,9,2,10,10,0,10,0,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,3,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876739988571555,0.4248247037341824,0.3729363755929792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139825258859226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483746966777671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802800990716586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371548753652267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371697741454965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409045612632801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24095495715479784,0.0,0.0,0.21927532330663735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218015490193344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ENCLAVE_NAVARRO,2020/01/10,"Doctors appointment in 1 hour. anxiety levels are high Ended up getting some sort of hernia and it's gotten pretty bad due to not going to get it checked, I scheduled an appointment today to get it checked out. I'm mostly afraid of having to remove clothing or something similar. And of hearing bad news. I havent felt like this since I was a kid, I really need some tips on how to deal with it. I'm afraid I'll chicken out at the last second",2.5639999999999996,4.500634455555557,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,76.66666666666667,6.722222222222222,25.69444444444445,7.645422480735847,1.5201111111111107,351,13,67,5,8,118,66,90,0.12300000000000001,0.841,0.036000000000000004,-0.7657,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,15,14,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,4,0,1,3,2,4,1,15,11,3,16,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,5,7,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783380683531766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892950866995181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403390529552133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238610748884722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064773335570482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383415088080136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653906409997229,0.0,0.1324888845562513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627459913953551,0.0,0.0,0.24630671219037825,0.0,0.0,0.2295786957440268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002594548579427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389187415600875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285737398935952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23716938348917704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934423786591808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284133446593413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946908373394835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209728641897238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hannahrobinson666,2020/01/10,"i’m in the wrong class but i’m too anxious to the teacher ok so i don’t know what happened this morning but i went to the wrong study hall. Nope, i’m not new to this school and i pretty much know my schedule and I know where to go but as the teacher called attendance my name wasn’t there. Anyway, i figured out i was in the wrong study hall but no one has noticed so i’m just gonna wait it out and i guess i’ll be marked absent in my other one. So why don’t i tell the teacher right now? cause i’m too anxious🤡",-1.8862594268476616,0.002244205128207001,0.5077928607340391,103.68018099547513,98.40170940170941,3.0948215183509302,16.284062342885875,4.514644488427479,-1.1902534942182,400,11,102,1,17,133,64,117,0.138,0.8,0.062,-0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,19,20,11,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,3,0,2,3,0,11,1,10,15,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,3,61,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943299827227368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821081968195485,0.0,0.0,0.17928653947710874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991872927434438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922603462779265,0.0,0.1543329910202163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877451966731112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829687876099732,0.0,0.0,0.1685585447361824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869929820558965,0.0,0.0,0.23652701448768615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775559447776567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904446827665244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662988769283522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254363953037678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178758699934925,0.1574827994227343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724511871474,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_am_better_than_him,2020/01/10,"Time running down until school/class ends Holy shit it makes me anxious. Seeing that there's only 10 minutes left of the class induced an anxiety attack today. I almost felt like crying. I still do, now on the bus. At least the week is over now.",2.3081250000000004,4.7590885625000015,3.1498333333333366,89.57850000000002,80.04166666666666,4.673333333333334,20.016666666666666,5.6839178017228535,0.03178666666666663,193,5,36,1,5,61,43,48,0.248,0.711,0.042,-0.8754,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,6,4,1,14,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,9,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607557309106426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992073847967405,0.2941809776487957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962457118670265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860401844019315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306395376911191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500274688231995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28292834099807035,0.0,0.0,0.1272196262397941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382085227596444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804801940881292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635414770375726,0.2075072708344112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26729967246822245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079579660540263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184293290289652,0.0,0.2468313512239301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887937229766232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mmc1533,2020/01/10,Support for spouses of those with anxiety Anyone have any good resources for me? My husband has lived with me and my anxiety for years but he still doesn’t seem to quite get it. I want to give him some resources to help him understand what I’m going through.,6.187058823529411,6.324045352941178,5.847843137254902,83.41529411764708,66.05882352941177,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.7656352941176467,207,9,41,3,3,64,40,51,0.05,0.779,0.171,0.7576,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,10,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925520260652709,0.0,0.43321866191588576,0.0,0.0,0.19798538893259754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479344315286683,0.2716237272912352,0.16092093465014,0.23749317633311484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978978835277044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25002704844039003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011653735545361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25776954924558243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261243273701884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32131579256780096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29476962024247977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700948062521906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823396162176631
anxiety,sleepylillingenberry,2020/01/10,"Can anyone walk me through what it's like to get a doctor's note for something? I've had a really bad cold that's kept me out of work for enough days that I need to come back with a doctor's note.  I've never had to do that before so my anxiety is telling me all sorts of cool stuff like ""They won't believe you"" and ""The local clinics only open at noon and what if you're all better by then?"" or stuff like that. So please walk me through your experience to help me not freak out at mine.",8.793773584905663,4.272346584905662,8.548773584905664,80.97146226415093,64.28301886792453,11.732075471698112,34.04716981132077,8.07648339933343,2.2441962264150943,382,8,92,3,4,124,71,106,0.052000000000000005,0.76,0.188,0.9184,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,2,3,7,0,0,4,1,6,3,0,0,3,16,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,2,11,5,16,6,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,8,59,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046731423242982,0.0,0.0,0.1375302236436671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512424716608753,0.16422793708731465,0.0,0.0,0.16736870598527853,0.22160227909899766,0.0,0.17395632415867834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694310218010632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684878043133166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026411058862785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323335205841234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240056517221155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276240869301193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183716322787292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882784013878875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584314526689396,0.1516994561717732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495916107723724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590655882746745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600465270977335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514215740170725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450325992430917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191573242945307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319266503768868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,litlife_,2020/01/10,"How do I (21F) start therapy again? Hi! First time poster, so be gentle please. (also English isn't my first language so excuse any mistakes! I'll do my best) 

I'm 21 and was in therapy from the age of 13 till 17 for depression, anxiety, self harm and attempts of suicide. Since then I have been doing better most of the time and wasn't in need of therapy anymore.

Lately things have been going worse. I'm struggling with strong feelings of anxiety that pop up quite often now. I feel like everyone hates me, I'm not good enough for anything, I got no friends, etc.
I've also been feeling like because of this I don't treat my SO like he deserves to. I get mad over nothing just because I'm too damn insecure and get sensitive over everything.
I just feel like.. There is so much going on in my head where therapy would be really helpful, but I just don't know how to address this. My head is full of negative things but I can't seem to pinpoint what is really going on, what I'm feeling, why I'm feeling this way. I'm scared of going to therapy and getting the question why I'm there and honestly I don't think I would be able to answer.. I feel like I'm being so overdramatic.

Does anyone has any tips on how to approach this? I'm kinda lost.

(PS, the therapist I went to before only specialized in children till the age of 18. So I can't go back to her.
Also my parents are fully supportive of me going to therapy and support me financially, so that's not a problem)",2.6811371237458204,4.359819749163879,4.544634113712377,83.78188762541808,75.5886287625418,7.7271438127090315,27.679063545150505,8.488131031819089,2.0718357458193983,1151,47,230,22,25,392,154,299,0.133,0.745,0.122,-0.5409,1,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,0,0,8,24,26,3,3,6,0,27,2,2,3,0,38,64,25,1,5,7,1,7,5,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,8,0,0,12,0,0,8,11,11,0,2,8,7,24,15,35,50,6,35,0,2,0,0,10,12,1,5,19,148,34,0,0.07940838588870486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050857251721295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800085086779944,0.0,0.12149439570909815,0.0,0.07875178113178867,0.05552418975031847,0.0,0.065346335553432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106014716127665,0.0,0.09681322999152762,0.0,0.06757068768730813,0.0,0.08333420188210998,0.07023026426452791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839432640769383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949081361487497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205008982259572,0.08856134092473714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587811568827467,0.07136713695448771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810588610225257,0.226917466981746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508946494227925,0.0,0.0,0.061350721956595335,0.0,0.12446281249975935,0.0,0.2707776940051314,0.06660398657809534,0.06351014028930138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839934109618715,0.16299182648338945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053225767204263516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043640772175732714,0.0,0.08957611806829101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397463136359105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668363359092432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837430047418224,0.05888031195647056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619448791622298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039365574727223,0.0,0.0,0.08817361518051223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716656181505902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598310095872547,0.0,0.0,0.08895556565820001,0.0844605929640619,0.0,0.0,0.10174209073646916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795016471795159,0.0,0.0,0.07229041214267752,0.08284026480737419,0.0,0.0,0.06568743739075444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620566424474445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301488633990944,0.0,0.08685988565968045,0.18022339054911066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448624586391189,0.09219925641759402,0.10551080622134948,0.05088168730739225,0.0,0.0,0.09260733679405446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303068056233398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361236927740435,0.14330743416047542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092392926878951,0.11281887799488315,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idk_idc13,2020/01/10,"I forget how to talk?? Long time suffered with anxiety, I recently lost my job because I was having panic attacks that made it very difficult to even leave my house and I would often pass out or he in hysterics crying (feels shameful for me to even say, I objectively know nothing bad will happen) 
I've not left the house much because of this, and recently went out to the shops with my husband and felt like I couldn't think straight at all. The checkout girl asked me how my day was and I said ""uuuuuuuuuuhhh yeah thanks?"" It's like I've completely forgotten how to think while I'm out and about. There's so many notices and people and distractions I can't seem to focus on anything to help me. Does anyone else feel this way?",2.7477022977023005,5.1097680909090935,4.071893106893107,84.06190559440559,77.88111888111888,6.882917082917084,24.899600399600395,7.957251820313856,1.4838075924075929,579,21,114,10,14,190,97,143,0.22399999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.081,-0.961,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,1,3,3,1,7,0,0,4,1,30,22,13,0,2,2,1,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,12,0,0,7,1,1,2,3,8,0,0,7,5,15,3,18,12,2,17,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,3,8,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151873008411732,0.0,0.0,0.10193041569968302,0.14936539408634109,0.1199617531991828,0.0,0.13628147937970542,0.16584197224407654,0.0,0.0,0.12171740475157873,0.17772817257921045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284403282755998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012879316737105,0.09401387257148423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757011945469715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177767651574264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256819085889004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741809789278718,0.0,0.13996843459272032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890980073041025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771100850749502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364133388958469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466082083689533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011502859079686,0.0,0.0,0.1543564125721459,0.15838674517565962,0.0,0.0,0.1424382050345558,0.0,0.0,0.12900773848937436,0.0,0.0,0.1591324222111903,0.0,0.0,0.1379373808717574,0.0,0.1477946317387972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716260318733366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398766170609547,0.16596767008552096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103747692965002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106316672517827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878736894397206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866696652340094,0.1159274346461552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270957746415862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716974077762135,0.0,0.13421154379175898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681556856807724,0.0,0.0,0.08500353070171887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028099441722845,0.0,0.11571071096117673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513640513847142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355554204844836,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Original_AiNE,2020/01/10,"Recommendation for weighted blanket needed Hey everyone,

I have PTSD and have been getting progressively worse. I am starting to really crumble under the weight of everything. I am waiting to be admitted to a treatment program, but so many people have suggested I try a weighted blanket but there are SO many out there. 

Any recommendations would be greatly appreciated.",8.065573770491802,10.980482114754105,8.512262295081968,55.76347540983608,63.91803278688525,10.781639344262297,43.34754098360656,10.793553405168565,6.022544918032787,303,19,38,9,5,100,45,61,0.034,0.865,0.10099999999999999,0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,0,0,8,15,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,7,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,31,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322478292220121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858266116350178,0.17477915894521956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160374749953033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144063915951016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943287666433951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419874246527356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348226028880651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273277057483137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245839318143622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764849122248707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203392269134173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7104445918768065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818388266242584,0.13814753856290912,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LimasolPhotography,2020/01/10,"So for the last few years I've been getting pretty anxious and insecure around most people. I'm struggling to look people in the eye and have a confident conversation with them because I fear they may judge me.   


I know it's dumb, but I feel as if people with judge me in the gym for instance, because I can't afford decent clothing, or because I have a silly haircut.   


I feel as if every woman is out of my league and look down on me because I'm short and look a certain way.",8.794897959183672,5.430983285714286,9.016020408163268,74.05933673469387,63.08163265306123,11.024489795918367,38.785714285714285,8.07648339933343,3.1640530612244886,374,14,75,3,4,125,65,98,0.10400000000000001,0.809,0.086,-0.1734,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,3,6,0,6,1,1,0,1,18,15,11,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,12,2,14,13,2,10,0,0,4,0,4,7,1,5,2,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211412852693807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425861000546913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773084603679552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649274471825683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027267698210784,0.19795371863236466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227106600431317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107578839060997,0.15956201801012534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493140989657688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071242938820446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914767608710268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463994223718468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537688959342053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605629894744236
anxiety,Ravenclawed12,2020/01/10,"Fear of the night time I’ve been scared of the night for around 8 years now. It started in our old house where we’d get a lot of creepers walking around and shaking our gate for whatever reason. Our house was small and with no security so I was awake almost every night to “guard” the place (as much as a 12 yr old can lol) and I developed an ever increasing fear of the night time. There are other reasons contributing but I’m honestly too traumatized to write about them but they’ve made my fear 10x worse.

I’m not necessarily scared of the dark. I don’t like it but it doesn’t make me scared. I’m scared of the night because that’s when the bad things mostly happen and I get the worst anxiety. It’s like the chest-pounding kind where you can’t catch your breath. I’m scared to sleep at night because everyone else is asleep and there’s no one to be awake and alert us if something were to happen. So I wait until around 5 AM to settle in because everyone is getting up and I feel safe. The rest of the time is spent being scared, shaking, pacing the house, watching YT to distract myself, and such and such. I have spring semester coming up and more classes than before and I don’t want this disrupting my grades so I thought I’d ask here for some sort of advice or just comfort that I’ll be okay and reassuring words.

I’m wondering if anyone can relate to this at all. Is there something I can do to relax myself and calm my fear? Lavender oil and scented lotion hasn’t helped me so far. Watching YT videos sometimes does but sometimes it doesn’t and even then, seeing some of the things in my recommended about all the bad that’s happening in the world adds to my panic. When I went to therapy, I brought this up to her and she told me to do breathing exercises but they seem to make things worse, or maybe I’m doing them wrong but they haven’t helped so far. What else can I try?",2.566433823529412,4.486408437500003,3.4110600490196066,90.7230330882353,76.60416666666666,6.496813725490195,22.75245098039216,7.39963492309942,0.7489754289215691,1496,44,318,19,34,475,193,384,0.191,0.7090000000000001,0.1,-0.9915,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,5,2,4,0,25,29,0,14,18,2,29,5,4,5,3,58,58,37,0,3,12,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,16,22,0,4,6,3,1,8,10,18,0,1,10,6,36,11,45,44,11,47,0,0,3,0,19,19,0,12,22,204,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143484270850146,0.0,0.0,0.07320151804486938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592315429441888,0.0,0.0,0.05111491459926041,0.0,0.0,0.1952299680074277,0.06834089836814207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220749411530146,0.13368767753338825,0.0,0.062204778603369724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297126537266097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397242389902832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213538996128913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048283461627817416,0.06612532772978902,0.061591945128735136,0.13970499779645013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32904220287902514,0.03696278207270502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457899809645525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939326964413554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799802779149752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305114724112826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612492532533505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714283036720305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062149066744664985,0.0,0.06917128116183541,0.09759287138209753,0.0,0.0734412105738543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053738692936303074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116100371606428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341739374070465,0.0,0.04953609442975146,0.0,0.0,0.08576994380450881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637647405571138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032293419304596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391296756626525,0.0,0.058253167350834176,0.06654970130378364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315521772846792,0.0,0.0,0.11255563496241944,0.14460033318376808,0.0,0.05174227198602819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359899282012748,0.0,0.14569800676665773,0.0,0.0,0.05803515906148021,0.12787983398170766,0.0,0.0,0.06985249889822506,0.0,0.04963174734865202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793321524654159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311770371262673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776667945959827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927646052217432,0.0,0.0,0.148995230807021,0.0,0.07992602486831575,0.0,0.04707556431955075
anxiety,Ashley_James07,2020/01/10,"Citalopram 40mg anxiety/stress Anyone else feel lightheaded, spaced out like you had a couple of drinks, ringing in the ears? don’t always feel like it but sometimes it’s very noticeable and i think it does increase my anxiety when i feel that way out i had it for about 4/5 days. Also when i look at something it feels whoaaa if you get me like my head is spinning inside. I do suffer with tension headaches too like above my eyes and back of my head. So basically wondered what your thoughts were? i have been on citalopram at the highest dosage for about 4/5 months. Tbh if i remember rightly i had felt this once before when i wasn’t on medication.. it could be just my mental health just wanted reassurance.",4.359243530192433,6.244270007299273,4.4263968148639705,85.51042468480428,71.55474452554746,7.317584605175848,27.783012607830127,8.00094639256281,1.7237503649635029,569,21,109,8,11,176,94,137,0.07,0.8109999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.7013,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,11,7,0,1,3,0,12,7,4,0,0,21,23,10,0,4,5,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,9,5,1,0,9,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,9,18,5,14,13,1,17,0,1,2,0,4,9,0,3,10,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804770915942856,0.13323246197864025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224911732897492,0.0,0.0,0.11195945473507736,0.16406160971095407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312220696891675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625011699521164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784259424176195,0.17716946190836388,0.0,0.10326399473978752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401218754637238,0.0,0.0,0.15685640036874968,0.0,0.0,0.133759508072423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32384543406134736,0.11438958401457575,0.15374007365273645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365596259293638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286581236288992,0.17019981061290998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129056947260466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344602658915192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130380636907285,0.16136305113036994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278060597470418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822974008187423,0.0,0.17052231191404768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138446742645334,0.13674139475385874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326800911778525,0.15836253063014444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341663683966689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259827279881502,0.0,0.12711719886314402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211556587409914,0.09444277927374564,0.12709560750140034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364304260263694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chrissatrocious,2020/01/10,"(May contain triggers, Idk) I kept ruining my relationship. I talked it out with my girlfriend, she found out a new solution that's pretty harsh but I need it. And my anxiety keeps overthinking it and I'm scared to talk about it with my friends or with my girlfriend, so I came here. You guys may have worse problems than this and I'm sorry but I can't take this.

So my girlfriend is very supportive, she understands my anxiety and can support me when I have attacks, she's smart, usually calm and acts and thinks like an adult. So she doesn't work by the same patterns I've learned from other people and my exes for self defence and to just survive and have a normal day without anxiety attacks. 

Most people around me are childish, not very smart, and not calm at all, and doesn't understand my anxiety. I lived in a very toxic community for a long time. And my exes were not ready for my anxiety issues to say the least. So when my girlfriend needed support or she was angry I used the wrong methods to help her based on wrong patterns, and I only made things worse, so on top of her having her problems, she had to explain ""no, you misunderstand"" ""no, that's not what I need you to do when I do that"", she felt like she's more like my therapist than my girlfriend.

We talked about her patterns, I freaking wrote them down for freak's sake, and I kept doing the same mistakes over and over again, and I only noticed it when it was too late. We had these talks many times, I said ""I'm working on it"" and I do, and I still made the same mistakes, I just couldn't get over those freaking patterns. (And there are other anxiety related things that kept ruining our relationship, so I need to work on my anxiety to solve them) Obviously she's got tired of it, these talks were worthless bc I would do the same mistake again, and she is right.

I thought and told her ""maybe I didn't learn my mistakes bc you were not harsh enought with me, you just kept forgiving."" Because in the past when my coworker were harsh with me I was able learn my mistakes and find a way to not do them again, because I was scared of loosing my job. Same with my friends and exes bc I was scared of loosing them.

So my girlfriend came up with a harsh solution. (You need to know that I am a messy person, like my house kept looking like a homeless person's place until christmas.) ""You have like hundreds of things to work on, so I just ask you one simple thing. You need to keep your surroundings clean and tidy. If you can't keep physical things in their place and clean, you won't be able to put your mental things to their place and clean them and make your head tidy either. I will ask you weekly randomly for pictures of your home, if I see once that you live in a mess, I will break up with you. It's not a mental thing, all you need is you two hands. You can do it.""

And she's right. Seems like it could work. Just cleaning up, it's simple, I can do that. Just need to keep doing the habits I've already started to learn.

Well... my brain got triggered and my anxiety keeps going 

""She finally said it. She finally gave you a chance to make her break up with you, and you will take it. You always did. Because you are broken. Why would you keep your house clean THIS time? What makes this one different? None of your exes could bare you for more than 10 months, you guys are over 10 months, it was about time for her to get sick of you. She's not ""just angry"", she doesn't love you anymore, and it's your fault. She won't get over it this time, no matter how hard you will work, just like everyone else. No matter how hard you work, you always ruin everything. You will see, the moment you will start to be confident and think that you can do it, you will ruin it. You will forget one spot, and you will only realise it when you have already sent her the pictures, and it's gonna be over. What's even the point of this, she should just break up with you right now. You don't deserve her love, patience and support anyway, you exploited her enough in the past. You are just a burden for her. And don't even try to talk with her, text her, send her memes like you guys usually do, don't even try to interact with her, you will only make things worse. You don't deserve her to talk to you anyway. Don't even try to talk about it with your friends, you need to be autonomus, remember? She already decided to break up with you anyway. She doesn't even want to see you, don't even hope that she will come to your place next week like you guys agreed. Even if she does, don't even try to touch her, or talk to her, you don't deserve it. Just take it like she already broke up with you, it will make you easier when she finally does.""

And I can't shut it. Not even with reasoning and logic and common sence. I couldn't sleep last night, my apetite is lost, I puked, my nose bleeded I... I didn't go to work today. And all I need to do is to clean up the floor and wash my clothes and clean the bathroom, it will only take like an hour or so, but these anxiety thoughts just won't stop and I'm already tired. I don't know how to stop it. I know these are unlogical, all she asked for is to keep my home clean, I know I can do it, I... I just needed some people to tell this to... maybe some support...",3.2312686567164164,4.413606902985073,3.780589552238808,91.82448507462688,73.25373134328359,7.076417910447764,24.31417910447761,7.461004344511776,0.8324762686567158,4088,117,911,46,80,1285,320,1072,0.16899999999999998,0.715,0.115,-0.9967,2,0,1,0,0,0,158.0,3,61,7,11,58,57,3,3,28,0,97,12,5,14,5,204,186,73,0,31,34,0,5,12,9,22,5,3,10,8,63,67,0,18,24,0,0,9,38,28,1,4,37,13,188,29,111,119,18,99,0,7,4,2,159,41,0,15,56,628,251,13,0.07436190627083206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051505317395043,0.0,0.061875063025441976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559899464186433,0.0,0.03687351469019177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033098931110346605,0.1042775163656353,0.08459740361641654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799549179065836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150624017859921,0.0,0.0850502105359638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03202809889957717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937193127387525,0.0,0.0,0.0239786388688352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038846182464031126,0.0,0.0,0.06507460529364846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031059915388939343,0.0,0.0,0.03841786368414954,0.0,0.22101901995619608,0.0,0.0,0.03552799407563212,0.03341584323641392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03569954576206895,0.12218975030765054,0.03398271757601036,0.0,0.0,0.04076699600718455,0.08617773648324112,0.0,0.05827654027801951,0.0,0.04226158500451635,0.0,0.05947400953420199,0.0,0.0,0.14725995674074654,0.0,0.0,0.06661366185173642,0.0,0.03815838462217611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02492160914581414,0.0,0.07459105508887932,0.036929075839547736,0.03661574930571937,0.08580365581589007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038807255158483836,0.036896358871715176,0.2313369765585261,0.0,0.0,0.08173471790918681,0.0303074392810735,0.04194173462507514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797682743374275,0.0,0.06566292561042293,0.03290397350848113,0.031222636371416937,0.0,0.0405874024774778,0.0,0.06711452369208502,0.07036303370913527,0.1240928746636146,0.03769565069795909,0.07470652976858487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493931141398512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059354964131409824,0.0,0.0,0.3032612619494091,0.0,0.035909596227368584,0.03954236546823168,0.03489180581074773,0.03642943980887868,0.0,0.042330761578369264,0.0,0.039596501634178764,0.07558432828556469,0.14138895148699773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098685376059002,0.0773297741565101,0.06492994828325546,0.1553847298561245,0.0,0.03514801865908815,0.0,0.0,0.03782639613265453,0.0,0.07115430150638045,0.0,0.037377127349257626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822821230220784,0.0,0.07983685816832806,0.04211877190878346,0.09525699247310647,0.07073520156875286,0.02956778626746833,0.11167386107480687,0.0,0.0888852174440891,0.03384814331554273,0.03878784298481185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03720780477510774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041621032985630295,0.05263373999712603,0.0,0.029692757202538368,0.06216988334816305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096252501920595,0.0,0.0,0.11182179812448986,0.2689617756669689,0.032497791857200586,0.0,0.0,0.04316995231193056,0.1976109851619068,0.04764810693617536,0.0,0.059035047273506426,0.10840256387282883,0.08546807218000002,0.035243196117635475,0.03552799407563212,0.0,0.1009737062283385,0.0,0.03632038860950836,0.07741336694141382,0.0,0.032112405709583146,0.08189913398633572,0.09203454072340536,0.021930289484546815,0.029512509967978905,0.059648635769420914,0.0,0.033430142121702484,0.0,0.03355002707740002,0.0,0.0,0.03584111201713431,0.0,0.2165454136447799,0.0,0.11367170310804277,0.0528245646674784,0.0813030709795409,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EmmePhoenix12,2020/01/10,Irrational thoughts of eating out I am so scared when I eat out that I might accidentally throw the tray away when I am clearing the tray after I finish my meal. Is there any way to combat the bad thoughts.,4.243333333333332,5.553677073170731,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,70.95121951219512,7.417886178861789,25.861788617886177,7.793537801064563,1.2239691056910569,164,5,34,2,3,52,30,41,0.318,0.682,0.0,-0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,6,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045015097755026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27694120373580794,0.0,0.2461162699578569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032358940146199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126988388417678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951109561091293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680206024172947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339705536283803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gnataral,2020/01/10,"I confuse anxiety with excitement For example right now I’m thinking “what drink should I order when I go out. There’s gonna be loads to choose from” but I know it’s actually just by brain trying to pretend to be excited and like reassure myself because I’m so anxious. I think it’s just a self-reassurance thing.


Also I always lie to myself if I’m  anxious about going somewhere  like I’ll say to my mum as we get in the car “aw I’m so excited to go to the cinema! It’s literally only 15 minutes away, like a super short 15 minutes in the car we’re actually so LUCKY to live so CLOSE” and she’ll be like “yeah isnt that great!” but whole time I secretly am anxious and dreading the journey because 15 minutes is too far away but I’m trying to trick myself I guess",0.2648136645962751,2.5823289440993804,3.233972049689445,86.21456055900623,88.75155279503107,6.20136645962733,23.57795031055901,7.554174236665415,1.408661863354038,604,25,124,12,20,214,95,161,0.139,0.643,0.21899999999999997,0.9547,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,12,14,1,2,6,2,8,2,1,0,0,22,22,14,0,2,6,1,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,5,3,0,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,14,11,20,16,1,19,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,4,7,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.2959594506390117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126723963527475,0.12617744589124286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600493723819365,0.5139334450423052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849433912326355,0.0,0.0,0.1848778719947647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692814881539823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855043340260451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922615507354594,0.0,0.25854319629506833,0.0,0.0,0.1671847195336123,0.16704963936615222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833379187200331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29633649922109195,0.0,0.13390176653013053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532980107695195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950057126779052,0.0,0.12059099641977845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819461735147586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074353127337113,0.19433083833102,0.0,0.0,0.08842307688259947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059085475003995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930174254973746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brookiemboyd,2020/01/10,"I did it!! I’ve been struggling this entire week with going back to school because of how bad my anxiety has been and today I did it!!! I went to my last 2 periods and although it was very stressful dealing with fake people and being in a classroom, I did it!! Although now I can’t get to sleep because I’m so anxious for tomorrow :(",4.94029411764706,4.7676142058823565,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,68.70588235294119,8.564705882352943,34.64705882352941,8.07648339933343,2.6573999999999995,258,12,51,3,4,88,48,68,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,9,1,1,1,0,6,13,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,7,0,7,0,8,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783155252893203,0.2921492071798563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988507147191125,0.21592375678627526,0.31528551556275963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666096387525224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511005334984288,0.0,0.1469707615800963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079698890639725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928363389406834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26172131927392256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879102281358984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29623030828347197,0.2703493235516752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451266024864917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337559930368216,0.0,0.0,0.20743674013430186,0.0,0.0,0.23972874163431745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_found_BACON,2020/01/10,"School starting soon. Driving. Calculus. Anxiety. Second semester of associate in Electrical Engineering. Try to fix sleep schedule but anxiety keeping me up. Haven't taken calculus 1 since senior year of highschool, very nervous about calculus 2 and how I'll perform. Also terrified of the drive to the school, a new campus requiring driving on some new roads. I'm incredibly anxious. What should I do?

Currently taking Propranolol (have been few weeks), starting venlafaxine hcl er tomorrow.",5.815238636363637,9.6036981375,6.421363636363638,61.97818181818184,80.125,10.90909090909091,39.77272727272727,10.018931242160765,6.46425,401,26,48,16,11,130,66,80,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.9316,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,1,0,7,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,9,8,2,18,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,11,28,3,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189229158026946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34799841956232,0.25695461890515764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021686873127992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393467250634847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603846267635723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814962010111533,0.0,0.2276150234500001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219816389630678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101466584878114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544241366153678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876706985858206,0.0,0.0,0.18244728104062066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647083296625624
anxiety,carson-ist,2020/01/10,"Love it when its 3am and everyone asleep and I'm freaking out Bedtime is really hard for me. I freak out and have anxiety most nights and it's horrible because I live alone and no one is awake to talk to. Tonight is particularly bad. I have to work in the morning and it's not good that I'm still awake. I'm having paranoia blah. 

I know this is super vague and I'm sorry for that. I just dont wanr to be super specific because then I get paranoid itll become worse. I know that doesn't really make sense.",0.12467948717948828,2.360547009259264,2.509259259259263,91.869358974359,88.16666666666669,5.915669515669517,20.344729344729345,7.321109707123232,0.6346943019943025,399,13,89,7,13,136,69,108,0.287,0.612,0.10099999999999999,-0.9348,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,1,0,11,2,1,1,0,15,20,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,8,4,9,18,1,8,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347706764325707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734085155862168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189267170304552,0.2763623524188716,0.25034871462012737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656656417603273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166011251825602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184302174889134,0.0,0.0,0.19012726269754876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030595096207944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491532709097091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001613648622984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458629492071267,0.0,0.15130973182475746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272251909777667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360329207787804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904322429734608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537481445407941,0.0,0.0,0.18102583011444476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219567963644606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502472722190875,0.0,0.23100486846331025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovemkh,2020/01/10,"i don’t know hello i am new here, first i wanna say that english is not my first language so you will find a lot of mistakes.
i am a 32 female i have been diagonised with depression from about one year i take medicine and i feel better a little bit, i can’t see therapist so i wanna ask : i overthink a lot , always stressful i don’t sleep maybe 2 hrs at night always worry about little details, terrified from illness ( maybe cancerphobia), never ever stop thinking, always feel tired , eat my nails could it be anxiety?",3.2076457645764584,5.314975089108913,4.675775577557758,81.52761276127616,75.33663366336634,6.865126512651265,26.073707370737075,7.793537801064563,1.6812565456545654,408,15,74,6,9,136,72,101,0.23399999999999999,0.718,0.048,-0.9561,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,6,4,0,1,4,0,11,4,1,0,2,17,18,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,4,14,1,9,14,3,11,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,8,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389145159700801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925734035053175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457384491161294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787425303725992,0.17019424068568928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446748090754575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426998693795553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595169521873852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410136966406582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764787010188522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248292620185504,0.2652041718363177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567444432552754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31249049077314645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650684675694739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31322995119519936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202339110520826,0.15056195366831102,0.0,0.1462945563803814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056367965573523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397197779361695,0.0,0.0,0.12422614376650487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600508964730975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033311537343825,0.17857433885294136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172117634080705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810032148147153,0.0,0.09988962314535144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917550286847095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831640698834787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038966269129598
anxiety,blacktangled,2020/01/10,"PSA don’t quit your meds cold turkey Too many posts about this, please, read up, talk to your dr. Might feel good initially but the crash is not worth it.",0.6772580645161312,3.142196000000002,0.37443548387096826,106.18165322580644,89.0,4.390322580645162,10.975806451612904,5.985473137389443,-1.5956516129032257,120,1,29,1,4,34,30,31,0.157,0.736,0.107,-0.4189,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628340283767312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275835326569225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33341624451756546,0.0,0.0,0.3652935102866678,0.0,0.0,0.3488724889578776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609936623835785,0.0,0.0,0.314960584323149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497870989322187,0.3289527641680645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643282403532385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrokenMountain001,2020/01/10,"Anxiety and overthinking about health Very often, especially at night my anxiety acts up in the form of ""Oh god I feel pain here, does this look normal?"" And it makes me think I have a terminal illness like cancer. In the past 14 years of suffering from this anxiety not once have I ever been diagnosed with any life threatening conditions.

Just the thought I have to live with this shit every damn day until I die makes me lose hope in living a full life so I just play video games to get it off my mind for a while. I'm 25 and still live with my parents and I feel like a burden because of this anxiety also keeping me chained in that I have difficulty being alone. I've tried meds and therapy and none worked.

I just wish I had someone to be by my side, always there and comforting and hugging me when I'm not well mentally. I've no such person so like a lonely loser I cling to my character I made in-game for dear life for comfort. Unfortunately and unsurprisingly he has very little effect. I see it as an unhealthy attachment.

There I go again, rambling and changing subjects..
I hate anxiety disorder.",5.45136904761905,6.209228912037037,6.3243650793650845,77.20000000000002,67.75,10.060317460317462,31.16931216931217,10.125756701596842,3.0841478835978844,879,34,168,21,14,291,136,216,0.281,0.608,0.111,-0.9907,1,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,17,19,3,0,9,0,9,10,1,4,1,33,26,17,1,3,5,1,2,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,13,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,9,1,0,4,4,24,10,25,20,3,22,0,4,2,1,4,10,2,2,13,108,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175519520296728,0.0,0.09401152317259442,0.09781812395449996,0.0,0.0,0.0799438394807719,0.0,0.4496598124153012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716625957653942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243613492109563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581553389828352,0.0,0.0,0.11931944504451066,0.12200720598700245,0.0,0.1347322733645425,0.0,0.10287627188819007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633843114906227,0.09904814148026182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888226165253298,0.08398384554385352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141948588896276,0.0,0.06681122827762791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606472152082913,0.0,0.12495923233960166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676215720419325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449143318254778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491052234622737,0.1722994958110606,0.11782454232972665,0.3114190377762244,0.0,0.09871956699291703,0.1315179376390394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123673442311924,0.15694247862955096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058103794118742,0.0,0.11847135977774967,0.0,0.11870061475171367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032072757287296,0.115182410637793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519601001211236,0.0,0.0,0.12509057665979972,0.0,0.13053484823112385,0.0,0.11222292989727033,0.0,0.10264758400196212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367893722757124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206721534980956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960697072930198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388240310622367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344384375448515,0.0,0.0,0.07532676659357275,0.0,0.0933283505422073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981453293976931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399621694393654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056992470305087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518652104524706,0.0,0.0,0.0855840183345504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570384642407839
anxiety,BigMcSlaps,2020/01/10,"Im finally able to drink caffeine again! For the longest time i loved coffee and caffeinated tea, but around a year ago my anxiety went through the roof. Whenever i would take the littlest of caffiene i would have anx8ety attacks. I recently got put on a new med and starting noticing the effects a week after taking it. This night was one of the first times i was able to crack open a soda and actually enjoy it without the anxiety attacks.",6.763214285714284,7.147422226190474,6.976285714285716,74.9687142857143,64.83333333333333,10.053333333333336,39.41904761904762,9.888512548439397,4.066579047619047,353,19,62,7,5,114,61,84,0.139,0.7829999999999999,0.078,-0.6533,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,0,10,0,5,4,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,2,4,0,6,2,10,5,0,18,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,13,41,9,0,0.33648763917082386,0.0,0.16418169845261502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491379948112752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574121229585106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977266919214016,0.0,0.382803266489618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481489210263334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843028806628867,0.0,0.1431081069919563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455995188786848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181732195936637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184661585311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186880955705255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249092934918885,0.0,0.1578854275320068,0.0,0.0,0.1915467037105195,0.0,0.0,0.1140063663353494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691315079381195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612047475496494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908384144874165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529968282530759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620864836242166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495504376066214,0.0,0.0,0.15596370631837722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218103828563435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903116456494564,0.0,0.0,0.10834350372270424
anxiety,trikudicru,2020/01/10,"Anxiety related to waiting/impatience Okay so I have mild GAD and OCD and the most incapacitating way it manifests itself is when I'm waiting on someone. For example, I have huge problems lending people money as it's constantly in the back of my mind until I am repaid. A more specific example would be when I've worked part time jobs and been paid incorrectly. I will let my manager know of course and they would assure me they'd get it sorted, but I would experience extreme 'background anxiety' until the next month's paycheck came through and I knew the issue had been resolved. Basically any situation where I am relying on someone else and there is a level of uncertainty over an extended or unclear amount of time.

I'm currently waiting on a work reference from a former line manager who agreed to do it and said they'd do it last night. They haven't done and it's literally all I can think about. I'm obsessively checking my emails to see if they've done it yet and basically just can't get it out of my head. There are plaguing thoughts of 'what if he doesn't fill it in, how long is it going to be until I get a reference'. Also I'm basically constantly resisting the urge to send a pestering email. I don't want to annoy him, especially since I want a good reference from him! And obviously if a week goes by and he still hasn't done it I'll have to contact him to remind him, but it drives me mad thinking about what I would say and worrying I'd just annoy him. This happens to me in ANY situation like this and of course 95% of the time it resolves itself fine and I feel like an idiot (but a very relieved idiot) but as we all know anxiety is not a rational thing!

I think I've given a good idea of what a nightmare it is being in my head in times like this. Anyone experience anything similar and/or have some advice?",6.535,6.097379178082197,7.756541095890412,71.95727739726028,65.43835616438356,11.464383561643837,34.96232876712329,11.00357731598739,3.8320986301369855,1460,61,282,38,20,502,185,365,0.08,0.8029999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.9394,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,4,4,15,18,5,1,20,1,37,2,2,1,4,61,63,32,0,10,11,0,1,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,24,17,0,2,14,0,3,5,6,7,0,0,12,4,32,11,40,40,7,41,0,0,1,0,19,13,0,8,25,193,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111987495611886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275325953646932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074047677641918,0.0,0.2374867286743693,0.0,0.0,0.07235592011816351,0.0,0.08515557375228001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957006036957616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183540402025418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365115749993128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31768921126607397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644461786665737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244742654326503,0.0,0.0,0.0523228127830312,0.07392643723474165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219275525516152,0.0,0.058810310981330535,0.17358894399240682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150739923968493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240154300276035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681680562717653,0.0,0.10800668001251634,0.10268835582444223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374027210992943,0.08435035879403233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581574691895264,0.0,0.15166592789565606,0.0,0.0,0.0915769209483478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448573162306247,0.0,0.08259708902259329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005260734426373,0.09710937013890887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205921760360707,0.0,0.07174029820500752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901679264519768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984335822033389,0.08229178840469413,0.0,0.0,0.08246050211591187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560007798375904,0.2326326696725849,0.0,0.0,0.17535725881753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263960212508872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874779713927481,0.19891823647565776,0.0,0.08215189961714489,0.24136107500381976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538218905560019,0.12207087305021548,0.08213794579029512,0.0830057561456078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066996560433554,0.10508939598080164,0.0,0.29403810341858355,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wolfmeetsthesky,2020/01/10,"I need to go to the dentist tomorrow, and I’m absolutely terrified. I’m terrified of the dentist. I had a bad experience in middle school, where a creepy dentist I had was fascinated by how sharp my teeth were and he filed one of my teeth down despite me telling him not to, I practically bit his hand to make him stop. Later, he was trying to put me under laughing gas when I told him not to and I physically pushed him away when he tried to put the mask on me. Now, I’m more afraid than ever, but it’s been years, even after I changed dentists. I didn’t take care of myself in middle school, and it really shows through my teeth, even now, in college. I’m afraid it’s going to hurt, and they’re going to tell me I have things wrong. I don’t know why I’m being such a baby, I’ve done so many more things that are actually scary, or tough, but this is sending me into a panic, and I’m not even there yet. 
Please send help.",4.795759137769451,4.252768613402065,6.0077694470477985,83.40213214620431,69.05154639175258,9.116401124648547,27.94564198687911,8.575989854853784,1.677717525773196,717,20,162,10,11,242,115,194,0.14300000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.086,-0.907,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,3,7,0,13,8,4,2,1,19,28,13,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,1,1,0,8,5,7,0,1,9,2,24,2,24,18,3,30,0,1,0,0,14,11,0,1,11,104,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.15001467109268213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443089762298253,0.0,0.12835502016357211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782927975276105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673418474454712,0.0,0.16262201771372992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731535401822205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046042684405187,0.1390542185630255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037379668863554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26209855756735184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030394830778695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456715899592525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448394156254396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102613483617155,0.15585431660836474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398608655419144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041689037783058,0.0,0.0,0.18036466391012976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874528903698716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090747357820653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848098944741678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111583988036309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128522050998503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558302885029165,0.0,0.2687270837565939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042578154008506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689204549063453,0.0,0.2087401024819492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387140544206978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807555156971693,0.0,0.09899468228903187
anxiety,macabrasive,2020/01/10,"I’m afraid of falling asleep Like currently. Reoccurring. I get jolts of anxiety every time I drift off that keep me awake. 

I have a hiatal hernia and am supposed to sleep at a 45 degree angle ... and falling asleep on my back tends to induce hellishnightmare fucking sleep paralysis with audio/visual hallucinations. A lot of nights random phantom crashes, bangs, knocks and voices keep me awake or wake me up. Nobody else hears them. I wake up so many times throughout the night choking and gagging and end up moving to the couch to watch The Simpsons and try again to fall asleep. I take Seroquel as a sleep aid. 

Fuck.",5.313333333333329,7.342712438596497,5.083333333333336,81.17833333333336,69.35087719298245,7.171929824561403,27.578947368421048,7.793537801064563,1.7572526315789476,494,17,85,6,9,152,81,114,0.102,0.8759999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,1,7,0,2,10,8,1,0,13,11,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,3,10,1,16,11,1,19,0,0,1,2,2,6,2,3,9,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077172329805368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414969322750744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372174135612332,0.0,0.16298354207387036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550414021963799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402396221231925,0.09614075612214493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073993866813176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271237213746198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990091427274806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644380824715715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656332428084946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557986800704333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345373068865337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524466313361288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835711812169607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460239897412908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493477331017835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thejewfro69,2020/01/10,"My Cat Died and I Feel Lost Hey everyone. I’m a 22 year old guy with a panic disorder and depression. My cat, Tai, has been my best buddy for 17 of my 22 years of life and we had to put him down tonight. I still remember Christmas morning 2002 when my dad brought him home. 

I was hanging at a buddies house when my sister called me, sobbing and told me something was wrong with Tai, and there was a lot of blood. I sped home, crying, called my dad, got there, wrapped him in a towel, and my dad drove us to the vet. Our mom and my brother met us there and we were all with him, sobbing during his final moments as he was euthanized.

It was kind of a beautiful moment, as this little kitty brought together a broken family (my parents divorced about 10 years ago) for at least a short while. 

We had all made our peace with his death quite some time ago, after all he was 17. It was really hard to come home and see him in such bad shape though, especially because I had wanted to put him down several weeks ago to avoid just such a traumatic experience.

This cat meant so much to me. My depression has been up and down since I was around 13 and whenever I was down he was there. When I isolated and pushed friends away in high school, he was there. He slept on a spare pillow on my bed every night during high school. He has been a constant source of grounding and comfort for essentially my whole life. Feeling his fur and hearing his purr were as calming as any medication has been for me. 

I start my next semester at college on Monday and I’ve already been feeling a lot of anxiety about my schedule and whatnot. This really has me shook. I feel weak, and I can kinda feel a future panic attack brewing, if any of you know what I mean. I just feel really overwhelmed by the loss and grief I’m processing, and I’m combination with my regular anxiety and the upcoming semester it just feels like too much. Not in a self-harm type of way but in a coping with the demands of a busy schedule type of way. 

Thanks for anyone who got this far for reading. I’m not really looking for any particular advice on what to do, as I have a pretty good support structure with my family and friends, but I will never ignore any recommendations people might have to help. I really just wrote this out because it was grounding and cathartic to lay out my feelings into words and share it. Thanks again. Love you Tai. 

tldr: beloved pet died, I feel overwhelmed, and I’m venting.",4.4116884531590435,5.4672311008230485,5.232442507867346,83.0079520697168,70.29629629629629,8.43369644153958,28.69740982812879,8.757208317658263,2.0998118615347368,1929,70,386,33,34,628,236,486,0.10300000000000001,0.774,0.12300000000000001,0.9637,2,1,1,0,1,0,52.0,7,2,0,4,23,31,1,6,21,0,33,7,2,1,4,76,71,38,4,2,9,7,10,1,2,2,4,1,6,1,13,39,0,2,13,1,0,9,3,18,0,0,34,13,59,13,64,35,11,71,0,9,2,1,47,30,2,6,31,251,72,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741427588004039,0.2017719829068864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372835350827347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638647402632032,0.0,0.11608612220589155,0.0,0.0,0.05305255307554815,0.0,0.0,0.06754354915033932,0.0,0.08631712108930227,0.07128570154836103,0.0,0.06335124831460086,0.09250362852005978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962461385280686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495076352634915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535834843135711,0.0,0.08199235725491345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334353627542249,0.0,0.0,0.13069956169111788,0.0,0.15748954023853734,0.0,0.08695766621249898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392674160930224,0.07250043229674838,0.0,0.0742188947646217,0.14305366819675958,0.0,0.3452755376381728,0.05420408210796528,0.0,0.0831157696911506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723943915117838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363913726372268,0.1213660245628112,0.0,0.0,0.07512674724174273,0.0,0.0,0.06796780126172068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551500963278777,0.0,0.05085644387228118,0.16032915100795586,0.2283220829144759,0.0,0.0,0.0875478942893676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901063071037417,0.04169812099054872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718347001643756,0.03706798594271348,0.07604523376390382,0.0,0.0,0.06371467608199413,0.0,0.08282494697435014,0.12900996462253042,0.06847884474856819,0.07179339130100074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264854335497226,0.0,0.07643462331012993,0.0,0.08048985055130359,0.0,0.0888621893849965,0.0,0.0,0.11155158456451984,0.0,0.05851836226876798,0.0,0.08069238540120997,0.0712021905742338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961653157353384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804253539890785,0.08424860264080222,0.0,0.0,0.05260116894320845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719068141047901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254775628835332,0.0,0.0807008640948689,0.07589408641941545,0.0,0.24303270759492746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594994596920856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357617460276698,0.060461399122510424,0.0,0.07915266418562147,0.08571551942422148,0.0,0.06276338788986577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841116868345685,0.0,0.0,0.05370369201062752,0.0,0.06059271820085493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861004098894311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970834910242974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454538153282134,0.0,0.04424247947196346,0.0,0.0,0.07250043229674838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825330866947491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475218794052309,0.12044979101750747,0.06086118836301569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471011339346869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295582042320886,0.0,0.14658024341062778
anxiety,NZthrowawayhelp,2020/01/10,"Can my mental health records affect university enterance/career aspects I'm not sure if this is the right sub.

I'm currently in New Zealand and in high school

I've been going to a professional therapist and consuelling through my GP and I am pretty sure that this will be on my medical records.   I've stumbled across a thread on this subreddit saying that this will affect  career aspects (some I understand such as military and police), but will having this as a record affect my career aspects in other fields (such as med, engineering, law, etc.)? Will this also affect university enrolment as well?

I am pretty sure that universities won't be able to see my records, but I may be wrong. My main concerns are university enrolment and career aspects. I'm not on meds, just therapy and everything is getting better.

Thank you!",6.206381818181818,8.018403553333332,6.798848484848487,70.60609090909094,66.8,9.987878787878788,33.63636363636364,10.230975488527342,3.8812,663,30,106,17,11,217,85,150,0.062,0.828,0.11,0.8499,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,0,17,2,0,4,3,23,25,14,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,2,11,6,14,15,3,12,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,3,2,75,21,5,0.16448664021624773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131539906753547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454750664062366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834460839208135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782998606657555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593748057727592,0.0,0.09348154823100488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748416068078094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737891663316798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654151528431439,0.16570298514565585,0.1657638456673146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886222210198353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346840942290217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404706920049425,0.0,0.13080637831027875,0.0,0.1664692614214552,0.13107455609524982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650801353531578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143719883405196,0.1881048082401184,0.19098166709775072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123639339804442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147893243605762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798403195310953,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ng19833,2020/01/10,"PTSD causing anxiety for days Hey all

I have suffered from depression and anxiety pretty much all my life however it has been manageable for the last year or so. Even with my dad nearly dying I coped. 

That was up until Christmas eve, my neighbours had loud music on and it triggered ptsd to something awful that happened when I was young. My chest got tight, I got irritated upset and have been on edge ever since waiting on more music.

The night before last it happened again and was worse than ever. We live in a semi detached house with no escape from the noise. I decided to go next door and ask them to turn it down, twice they ignored the noise so I eventually put a note through the door and said I have ptsd and not coping. I actually feel embarrassed that they know that now! 

I then spent an hour in bathroom as it was the only room that I couldnt here the noise in tears until the music stopped.

Yesterday I spent the day depressed, anxious and upset and couldn't leave the house. They came to the door but I was too anxious to answer. 

Last night they had the surround sound on loud and it was rumbling like a cinema all over the house. (Triggerd me but not as much as the music) We bought the house 2 years ago and it has been quiet until the neighbour got married and the husband moved in. 

I haven't slept in a few days with thoughts coming and going constantly. Loud bass music is triggering me more than ever before and I just can't relax. 

Has anyone had similar? Any suggestions on how to manage these panic attacks? 

I have arranged cbt to try and help but my appointment isn't for a week and I don't know how I'm going to be by then.

 Thanks",3.969999999999999,5.463471951219512,4.636556097560977,85.18893170731708,71.8658536585366,7.321170731707316,25.924878048780485,7.839951260653429,1.430157902439024,1312,42,256,17,25,420,171,328,0.133,0.821,0.046,-0.9637,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,5,0,14,12,1,4,23,1,27,3,2,5,6,53,51,33,1,2,7,2,2,1,2,0,1,6,4,0,13,23,0,4,6,2,3,7,9,9,0,1,22,8,30,3,40,26,8,53,0,3,0,0,16,16,0,1,31,181,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.09170197820112608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329947416819031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390338928925919,0.0,0.14377486108818455,0.2123205886137108,0.0,0.06570659182914253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785004434649682,0.10690538936373056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992451633961774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747759959680436,0.0,0.0965339316312154,0.0,0.08094755245596988,0.0,0.10154908744139014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181024110207994,0.0,0.16187388267736788,0.0,0.0975268892627744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206684937556305,0.2550059969447192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751447700855431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021737099125855,0.0,0.2254711802423071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619619573268368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298666898535778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254234217687178,0.4337189011341814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032878252651322,0.2297963146707288,0.0,0.09950154453378,0.0,0.0,0.06637437886516295,0.04590940267847048,0.0,0.0829779677515035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987612460643544,0.13815875033266245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999390476783832,0.17637052327113326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146905349002419,0.0,0.11025452615845503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956021209616276,0.0,0.0,0.32954062752019897,0.09446664275154468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938778191961022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773364467532642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234333875471903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856382467916936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651571825887905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460234528587507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638000276508765,0.10221328262312968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537773453259794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576430765735316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102827185065952
anxiety,Adiozatwozerofive,2020/01/10,What causes bleeding like feeling from nose and mouth ? Iam 14 year old boy iam experiencing symptoms of brain tumor from last 3 months like short term memory loss and head pressure when bending down today when I bend down for some work I suddenly experienced blood like smell and taste in mouth and nose iam very scared it's brain tumor or anything else or it's health anxiety because iam experiencing severe health anxiety since 1 year please help me iam very scared will I die?,8.350909090909093,8.710164090909098,7.230818181818182,74.5687272727273,61.5,10.221818181818184,32.372727272727275,9.888512548439397,2.9589699999999994,392,13,69,7,5,119,61,88,0.252,0.615,0.133,-0.912,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,3,0,0,1,13,8,1,0,9,2,8,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,4,3,7,1,2,16,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,3,13,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546498610102108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696463255845415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014593118365784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716006271483113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097809788583673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273679562306102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903793728411934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415626260824505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081382938508388,0.3538325003550994,0.0,0.0,0.1115601599696878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566952096414098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394020462235855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328495534688887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464911665631033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269939713178476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332677739773388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802803205953114,0.0,0.13767957529270558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299323940299746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776415454243944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746582433947521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116914705210477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143617623540812
anxiety,ruthimon,2020/01/10,"Let me make you a spotify playlist? Howdy y’all, I’ve had the lovely depression/anxiety cocktail for a long time and I understand and know the struggle intimately. Music is basically what helps me stay alive from one day to the next. If you’ll let me, I want to make you a spotify playlist so you have something to listen to on the especially hard days, or maybe just days that you need a reminder that somebody cares and you’re not alone (cheesy I know!!).  Drop a descriptor for your music taste/what you’d want and maybe a few of your favorite songs and I’ll give you a link to the playlist I make for you :)


PS. I understand that for many people listening to music while Especially Anxious can give a whole lotta sensory overload, so don’t hesitate to request something else like asmr tracks, podcasts of a certain genre (I like Philosophy and climbing pods), or soothing noises like the ocean. If spotify has it, I will curate it for you and your taste!",4.2049180327868845,6.160932114754098,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,72.11475409836065,8.377267759562839,30.2327868852459,9.029198982220553,2.622380983606558,759,33,144,16,15,243,104,183,0.07,0.743,0.18600000000000005,0.9631,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,13,0,1,3,7,0,1,15,0,11,2,0,3,1,26,27,14,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,7,2,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,5,23,6,16,21,3,11,0,0,0,1,20,1,0,5,10,89,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255194154356685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267934366779035,0.16640005346607809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501758321610883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849769213395353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304505846535507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825952435236304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194630143868852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872792040796816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618976262145032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012357527285627,0.0,0.21588091226118272,0.0,0.0,0.13035036616794252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293839323380502,0.0,0.29495923913989497,0.14933278104394634,0.2959528127495399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092164764882734,0.0,0.0,0.15664861317135595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981008186383958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211496568327062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267879062562562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569955785646114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398344677287415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588819153239878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066760531066447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375538329696474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644482526907204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,C-elegant,2020/01/10,"Anyone else felt/experienced this?/coping tips Sudden anxiety, not fast and dramatic enough to be a panic attack, not slow enough to call it general. 
For the last couple of hours I’ve been variously fixated/feeling traumatized by imagined danger. 
ie. driving home I couldn’t stop thinking about how uncontrollable a car accident is for me or my family members. 
Or
I saw a video of someone getting hurt in a bizarre scenario and now that part of my body hurts, I feel like I need to start a crusade warning people of the dangers of this unlikely scenario. 
Or
(And this one is kinda funny but at the time it sent me SPIRALLING) an episode of South Park where Butters gets hit in the eye with a throwing star. It felt so REAL and I was devastated that he experienced that traumatic event. 

I have an appointment with the school counsel or to talk about anxiety. But it’s a 5 week waitlist. Any tips will help. Breathing just calms me down but the doom is still there.",4.640349907918967,6.760942243093924,5.283955801104971,78.67131123388582,71.32044198895028,8.583572744014733,31.95616942909761,9.21078282632365,3.082601915285452,770,36,136,17,15,248,125,181,0.213,0.735,0.052000000000000005,-0.9771,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,3,2,15,0,9,3,3,1,0,27,19,13,0,2,10,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,4,1,0,4,3,8,0,1,5,6,11,2,21,10,4,22,1,3,2,0,5,6,0,5,13,90,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072904079962162,0.0,0.2413903812820669,0.0,0.0,0.11031788961112976,0.1616561155316775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794884898813474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524918653236682,0.0,0.0,0.16110290867169014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457177857393252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179830752917596,0.0,0.0,0.32604141698728634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487334526024057,0.0,0.15954858359387414,0.11271238799655718,0.3029718305463631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648587744282565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575128313104212,0.0,0.15825823564591393,0.0,0.1553736939388105,0.0,0.33779649713299303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860528281449252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707945695868706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698598005467604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691042800151508,0.0,0.0,0.1851115132786608,0.0,0.170851761366808,0.0,0.10937927795161627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795791398943685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967374324664002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367975066276852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116718729540106,0.0,0.12599696735049432,0.13190450298992265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681120193754414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109396262865276,0.0,0.0,0.09199815435009223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655522628425306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheAnswerToErthang,2020/01/10,"Hello friends. Genuine question: how many people work overnight or at night? So, look this is my first time even looking into this sub. I went through my first panic attack at 19. I literally thought my lungs were collapsing at work. Fast forward about 6 years; I decided to go to college. At 25, I thought I had sleep apnea.. I'd wake up unable to breath. Fast forward a few years later, I was working overnights for a big (not walmart) company. It progressively got worse. I was a drinker in college. Long story short, I started taking an anti-anxiety med Venlafaxine.

Went back to my Doc in dark times cause it seemed to get worse. He prescribed an antidepressant, escitalopram(lexapro)....

I live in MN, so the winters are especially tough.

Long story short, I deliver pizza, yes even after college. I was working 10 hour shifts waking up around 4pm working until 2 or 3 am...

I never saw the sun. I'd get off work and drink to take the edge off, like ""fuck, finally"".

I quit that shithole, and started delivering pizzas during the day and at night. I'm fortunate to have a gf whose uncle owns a pizza joint that is better and closes at 10 on weekends. 

Just like that.... Anxiety and depression is gone. It's not as much money either.. But I can't put a price on the way I feel. 

We are all humans. Some of us experience weird feelings that seem unstoppable. Maybe when we're anxious we're hyper-aware, and rightfully terrified. Maybe we think we can't change our brain chemistry. But maybe we can. Maybe we just need a change.

I love all of you.",2.313116883116884,4.957564585034022,3.5376066790352527,85.56778293135439,81.72108843537416,6.2847247990105135,25.23562152133581,7.5764669431780325,1.5348040816326531,1204,48,226,20,33,390,185,294,0.10800000000000001,0.82,0.07200000000000001,-0.8268,0,0,2,0,0,0,64.0,7,1,0,11,11,11,2,1,14,1,15,12,6,2,3,39,40,16,0,1,9,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,10,14,4,0,9,2,2,7,5,6,0,2,12,5,28,5,32,28,7,55,0,1,3,2,16,24,1,6,29,130,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611091628579098,0.10788518769515676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501317528762779,0.0,0.10864238906301807,0.0,0.07343181550234483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445993087000461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066069855872359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810241579475892,0.20204775012190684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061588098495355466,0.0,0.08225200546784787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355136279475433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261506241716822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934150483599082,0.0,0.0,0.096572985291245,0.0,0.0,0.10461303243322964,0.0,0.16246054304046856,0.0,0.0,0.07378126495098628,0.08828605948066537,0.09978718481461953,0.0,0.05427352807775169,0.0,0.07637821264881647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404597096012866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331067810763367,0.0,0.08432619449563386,0.16902487021168794,0.16038798654470118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619037799074601,0.0,0.0,0.09681965105407983,0.3837609915059631,0.0,0.10607638583851846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702017774568522,0.07081031417903406,0.07365369234635019,0.0,0.0,0.17923619307233302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204594266160936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620606189570714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960015375873312,0.10697924897014102,0.10157352984057176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155449060163159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738749889687811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556663986726986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351874883663651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360472991170614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119105256880138,0.0,0.15162896968618875,0.11137092171859636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487194180774335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580160745134648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705459848275326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171406581048373,0.0,0.19464057392770653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299474026783745
anxiety,ThatdepressedZ,2020/01/10,"Is screaming normal? I've had anxiety attacks (or panic attacks... still unsure) for a few years now but yesterday I started screaming during my first one in front of my family. I was shaky and uncontrollably screaming and sobbing. This is weird to me as up until now, they were all silent. Any help is appreciated.",3.2166917293233084,6.251335280701755,4.5611528822055165,76.86473684210529,82.15789473684211,6.76591478696742,27.441102756892228,7.957251820313856,2.392099749373433,249,11,40,5,7,82,47,57,0.33899999999999997,0.5529999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,3,10,2,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,2,3,3,6,0,7,4,2,11,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,2,8,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131010764501966,0.0,0.21521224818705686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6400937970420166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652074249618395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929422659318095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856568576113636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756379918834025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906325632582764,0.0,0.0,0.3300733419983081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912272154381366,0.0,0.22466587495518875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116356560552616
anxiety,kngtpson,2020/01/10,"I mindlessly went off of antidepressants after 4 years, and I feel better than when I was taking them. (**Trigger warning, mentions of self harm and suicide**)
I stopped taking my 20mg dose of escitalopram about a week and a half ago, didn’t really think much of it, forgot to take one and then decided to stop taking them entirely. I started on escitalopram in September after a few months of being off Paxil (which I took for a year). A week before I stopped using it, my doctor upped the dosage from 15mg to 20mg. I’ve switched around on and off between a few different types of antidepressants over the past 4 or so years (Zoloft, Paxil, abilifi and escitalopram) to treat my anxiety and depression. 

Before I started, I was a wreck and had a suicide attempt along with multiple trips to the hospital for stitches from self harm and just generally consistent anxiety. While I was on medication, I had three more attempts and much more self harming as I grew into my teenage years. I haven’t self harmed in over a year now, I’m at university pursuing a double major in Environmental Studies and Geography. Over the past 5 months, I’ve been doing more spiritual work, formulating an educated opinion about the world, seeing things in a different light and started the path to healing/self-enlightenment, planning my future, making new connections in healthy relationships.
I’ve made some real progress in self love and confidence and I can say I am very proud of myself.

In regards to my lack of taking an antidepressant, I feel really happy, honestly a lot better than when I was actually taking medication. I feel like it numbed me to emotion way too much and I was never able to be truly happy while taking it. I am aware that I may start feeling negative side effects over the next few weeks, but so far the only thing I can say is I have feelings of shakiness at times. I’m not sure why medication had such a negative effect on me over the years but now I feel like I am on the right path to healing. Does anyone else have experiences similar to mine or success stories? I would love to hear how you perceive this.",6.849581239530983,7.367471424623119,7.717701005025128,69.26723827470687,64.65326633165829,10.954941373534341,34.925041876046905,10.775791032727817,3.9434871021775546,1689,73,295,43,24,568,207,398,0.102,0.789,0.109,0.7715,2,0,0,0,0,2,46.0,0,1,2,11,13,20,0,1,25,0,24,10,0,7,2,56,54,28,2,2,6,0,6,2,0,2,8,3,0,5,9,19,0,4,11,0,0,4,6,7,0,3,14,11,39,13,60,36,14,70,0,1,1,2,15,30,0,7,37,209,48,4,0.07169089157886628,0.0,0.06995996864553543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635496498037882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096866716624668,0.0,0.0,0.050127938288198864,0.07345579046015697,0.0,0.06382009285684416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220073368999,0.0,0.0,0.126809535405997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061747259867185024,0.0,0.0,0.1498034461429118,0.0,0.07337866533415223,0.06273718233705883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059888540739860587,0.08064260369602043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012744836768332,0.0,0.0,0.2174944131152879,0.10243197453691903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263257434483046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080084514467686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004909675725217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094903232980841,0.12940765729841966,0.06783565502516381,0.04785422681778968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166630930041625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144459713744986,0.0,0.15810316251052367,0.0,0.055292435188897024,0.06923950982109056,0.07624407650955672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857960350869689,0.05452415356102742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687413601099313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159992975032898,0.09185404179123212,0.0,0.0,0.07696918798850054,0.0,0.061223629695975175,0.0,0.11402294889041148,0.0,0.0,0.057128358737333934,0.0,0.4487354107154662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029727282020619,0.0,0.0,0.1798103863966766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568363989694599,0.0,0.06756781688622962,0.0,0.3773183989803656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525648562879893,0.04593662857240993,0.0,0.0,0.04180353540251512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796512183941157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191791231595418,0.0,0.05915249363011055,0.0,0.05690489279897563,0.17251832668994554,0.0,0.0,0.06645817473391705,0.06468987884505988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219182290381243,0.0,0.0,0.050927152465461256,0.0,0.0,0.2769995021914861
anxiety,alrightitsathrowaway,2020/01/10,"When I lay around for awhile, I feel weak and pretty much unable to move. Is this normal or should I be scared? So the only thing I can think of as to why this happens is because I had a small case of mono about 3 months back and maybe it’s still lasting fatigue. 

But when I sit around for awhile, I feel almost unable to move when I get back up. Like I just want to keep sitting. I am also exhausted and I feel almost car sick when I lay around for awhile. Weak, nauseous, etc. 

I am a healthy 20 year old girl so is this just from lack of motion and staring at my screen?",1.7861983471074403,3.183836421487605,2.6843719008264486,97.36837603305788,77.34710743801655,5.170578512396695,19.53801652892562,4.935628992294339,-0.5378304132231411,441,9,104,1,10,139,76,121,0.155,0.765,0.08,-0.8474,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,1,3,0,9,6,0,0,0,22,17,14,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,5,14,1,18,14,3,23,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,3,12,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33726506868516043,0.0,0.0,0.13467282100568584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497464692540058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589849525586613,0.0,0.10265767010920153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878152587590728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554507522693218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798427203652402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891932556530818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968543857954486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372719435495816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227381203093892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918470811855216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344186687973088,0.3579741413669933,0.12379650346256248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500041321901307,0.0,0.0,0.17671193582946346,0.0,0.0,0.12807902368167493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132766864432847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860203651932912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344878547058136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188030333225192,0.10790664603709496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099329192157407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195864554389574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844681816498733
anxiety,andresfr96,2020/01/10,"Someome on this sub with a serious illness? In this moment, I'm thinking about the question of the title and it relation with anxiety. In my case, I have essential tremor, and it's so fucking awful because many times, the anxiety and the ET come to me together and it's like a bomb. Someone with a similar situation?",4.050491803278689,5.968150114754102,5.997508196721313,73.79298360655739,72.44262295081967,10.125901639344264,36.790163934426225,10.355215969177356,4.533200655737705,251,15,44,8,5,87,44,61,0.22699999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.039,-0.8759,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,7,1,1,2,0,0,0,10,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,3,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947676678584855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971286648293041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27856213140715713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29895841367680376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798650698797045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32785526347122035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622581725425556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634912277542994,0.0,0.0,0.2739977381204602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720802485458145,0.0,0.0,0.18856473084522885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bansheey,2020/01/10,I'm just so tired I just want the thoughts to stop. I want the impending doom to stop. My anxious mind is controlling my life. I wouldn't say I'm suicidal but I'm sick of living like this. I just want it to end. I have been going to therapy and nothing is working. I feel as though I'm beyond help and I will never have a peaceful mind. I'm so goddamn tired.,-0.6826923076923102,1.4377297051282056,1.823794871794874,95.87953846153849,91.69230769230772,5.171282051282052,20.620512820512825,6.742157984588678,0.3592882051282058,279,10,65,4,10,95,47,78,0.305,0.545,0.15,-0.9424,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,1,1,18,18,7,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,9,1,7,14,0,6,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137605900885268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222219899424952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758950245061996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956734597375775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753599855494574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268277148055281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364908684188204,0.09244153919539312,0.0,0.1670814824574457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821090994875704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593529542389092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155816798480845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047241701851105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163866421562158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069719495861828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638535914169546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590407958640198,0.1502166271713782,0.0,0.4349526637706693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348140744935731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775173887998188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ASingularFrenchFry,2020/01/10,"Just got prescribed Zoloft What are your guys’ experiences? 
I have never been in medication for my anxiety before but I was getting to an unbearable point, even with therapy. Anything I should expect? My doctor said the plan would be to be on it for 6 months if it works for me then wean me off, wouldn’t I just go back to my anxiety point around then?",3.2965217391304336,5.316223507246381,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304352,74.79710144927536,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,1.7682347826086948,278,9,56,6,6,90,52,69,0.061,0.9390000000000001,0.0,-0.4479,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,1,11,13,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,10,0,11,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35238677995905343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953289683363814,0.2050327234626688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710107957166393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959844889533968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235741236404414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521235146959614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252961580699398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203321614561058,0.0,0.1308955845498047,0.0,0.1842071290669312,0.0,0.0,0.2280520017919234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320221424734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383841318500715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763619678668155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43545176525273466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190860933540637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633898271600603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676749611827361,0.0,0.0,0.16361199585864125,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,multiplestoriesgirl,2020/01/10,"Is anyone on medication? Which one and would you recommend or not? I don't have an official diagnosis of anxiety or any mental health problems cause I've never been to a therapist or doctor. I want to go but I fear they might say I'm just exagerating, that I have nothing at all and should just feel ok. But I don't feel ok. As soon as I wake up I feel a crushing weight on my chest and I just want to quit. I want nothing. It takes me a couple hours to get out of bed.


I was prescribed valproic acid for migraines, had to take it for a month as a trial period. They also use it for epilepsy, bipolar and other mood disorders. I was so happy that I wasn't getting any migraines but I never expected to feel what I felt: calmness. After a couple days I woke and felt nothing, no soul crushing, no weight on my chest. I wasn't euphoric or abnormally happy either. I was just calm. 

The trial month is over, I've been off the meds for a couple weeks. Migraines haven't come back but the soul crushing angst has. I cry remembering how I felt calm once. But I'm also ashamed. I don't even know if what I felt was real or I made it up cause I read about the medication's other uses.  I told a friend about it and she scolded me for ""wanting to depend"" on pills. 

People who take medication, what do you think?",0.9937866700977837,3.222546533582093,3.1604065877509018,88.86395522388064,83.66417910447761,5.7861039629439,21.55481214616573,7.0983637204850245,0.679113844570252,1013,33,213,14,29,344,134,268,0.109,0.733,0.158,0.9095,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,2,1,13,12,0,2,13,2,22,15,3,7,3,56,50,24,0,9,17,0,10,0,1,3,10,1,1,0,14,8,2,0,11,1,0,2,11,3,0,1,16,12,33,8,30,31,2,23,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,8,11,148,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988415019622406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745580583776606,0.0,0.07169001903897243,0.0,0.0,0.06552615364834916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205934211147451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253767575693176,0.0,0.08072526076957694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110742208491367,0.10293908675428376,0.060436989459021234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074029630398366,0.0959189997313016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189640636403044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545292950051337,0.1895359862267331,0.0,0.3599158538924716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240226019402574,0.0,0.09792211781374233,0.0,0.05325913162567175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951799056170189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996123013240018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228820980744112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150209225526357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867329688405991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409377086478937,0.2832172957222859,0.0944404392335998,0.09941444866652886,0.0,0.0,0.14960129143163722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455414395656505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697598152160558,0.0,0.0,0.09980105063383138,0.06350220400818184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649686410632715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967047282434074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967507525424188,0.09373813849520043,0.10666565825575416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615830981075697,0.0,0.0,0.07452416280792765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113810401678635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880775873452804,0.0,0.06004736449796313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954657581668861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187550394249434,0.0,0.0,0.2210968990626821,0.0,0.0751707382341633,0.22823383565394026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657086908579939,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guyastronomer,2020/01/10,"Suffering with very severe panic attacks that are worsening lately. I need advice. I did not believe that I’m actually a sufferer of anxiety attacks. It started off when I fainted in a plane 6 years ago, ever since then I kept having dizzy and fainting spells, till lately things have gotten worse. In the past 3 months I’ve been taken to the hospital through ambulance because I felt sudden pressure and tightness on my left chest at my heart area. It felt like a heart Attack/stroke as though I was dying, my whole body feels numb, and I start to sweat and feel tingling sensations all over my body.. This sudden chest pain has affected my life a lot, as I’m really worried about it lately, I’ve experience it 4 times already, and every time it feels really horrible, like my arteries in my heart is clogged and stucked... I’ve taken tons of tests for my heart after the incident, including the 24 hour ekg monitoring, ultrasound for my heart and X-ray scans, but so far my doctor told me that they couldn’t find anything wrong in my body. 

I don’t know what to do, I kept convincing myself that it’s just a panic attack, but last night it came again out of nowhere.. my heart started beating and I could feel sudden pressure on my left chest. I took anarex and manage to sleep in the end but I was close to calling the ambulance again. 

Have anyone experienced this before? It’s really scaring me because of how random it hits me, like before I was gonna sleep and after brushing my teeth or in a taxi, I also notice that all these episodes happen mainly at night, but without any warnings, it just comes even though there’s nothing around me that will trigger a panic attack. I also feel pain on my left/right chest especially when I breathe and hold my breath.

Anyone have advice on this? Will I die, and have any of you experienced this before? 

I’ve also setup a psychiatrist appointment that will happen at end of January. It’s my first appointment for my mental health. I’m also curious if anxiety meds will help to stop these random and unpredictable triggers?

Thank you very much. I really hope I can be living normally again, I feel that this anxiety and my health is taking over my life :(",6.9225714285714295,6.979874161904764,7.136904761904763,75.06392857142859,64.52380952380952,10.23809523809524,32.02380952380953,9.928628108626363,3.048666666666666,1748,61,315,34,24,566,212,420,0.191,0.7490000000000001,0.061,-0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,1,2,20,22,4,6,14,0,24,30,19,4,3,60,57,34,2,6,10,0,9,3,0,5,11,0,0,0,28,20,0,5,10,0,0,3,4,16,0,1,16,13,48,6,42,32,7,59,0,2,1,0,6,23,0,6,36,204,76,3,0.0,0.0,0.05995162738575501,0.0,0.0,0.12006700074557212,0.05445835667587971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779497044456237,0.1965179580923236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355571512217322,0.0,0.1409926547139364,0.0,0.0,0.08591345982720087,0.0,0.0505557109403147,0.05469011065547375,0.0,0.34945549672911685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490032347181581,0.0,0.15682979584821188,0.06921612573071885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472106564000747,0.0,0.0,0.06273193006591961,0.07026519089054792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292075043338128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049050790800044916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751951135339507,0.0,0.0,0.06288125176936954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882622226160882,0.0,0.0,0.04057719036998751,0.05557140936273737,0.05176157629316778,0.0,0.0,0.0600951477745041,0.0,0.0,0.18638007229014555,0.0,0.11797432983975625,0.0,0.05615041097278072,0.052256518157160516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086534074286034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060491073567335,0.0,0.43680411106377337,0.04117853707580858,0.0,0.0,0.061018745207693764,0.06050102870654025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033763029627337626,0.05007766572400967,0.2079038232455949,0.0,0.20024768625836856,0.0,0.08678661262808654,0.09004200749668606,0.0,0.05424816674024864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222977863630295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824035521333582,0.0,0.0619119575192973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049036773203889814,0.0,0.04516174068709253,0.04555322048491733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530503594797885,0.060193185321374326,0.05894847008197016,0.06994407242739653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074218921357314,0.21624195244776653,0.0,0.0,0.05864659004104539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574271513826626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246509262080385,0.0,0.0,0.061507080084085876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694039815966427,0.0,0.050819607082965006,0.0,0.122958590633267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304518741885188,0.0,0.0,0.05136235047007424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046191419994305344,0.0,0.0,0.05656102742616283,0.0,0.0,0.04081463616306752,0.0,0.1207190091776226,0.0,0.07164640083121991,0.0,0.0,0.05870370619780989,0.06825646521055376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013804987540384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858990286126025,0.0,0.059221078037156566,0.0,0.0,0.062390151248971265,0.0626074399064375,0.0,0.06716944927431473,0.0,0.039562079245546215
anxiety,pamelaxisley,2020/01/10,"Starting Bispirone (Buspar) for Anixety symptoms So I have been diagnosed with bipolar depressive disorder as well as generalised anxiety. My bipolar and mood are now stable after a lengthy hospital admission. Anxiety has become a big problem lately and it is fucking with my day to day functioning.

I've been on and off a heap of drugs that I couldn't even list. Many different anti depressants, mood stabilisers, amphetamines, benzos, anti psychotics, anti convulsants.. At the moment I'm taking a tricyclic anti depressant, mood stabiliser and an anti convulsant. This combo really works great for me. All other classes of anti-depressants have been complete busts and caused pretty worrying effects.

Now that my depression is at a good point, my anxiety comes back to kick me in the ass. My psychiatrist will no way put me back on benzo's again because a few years back I abused them. They are the best for anxiety! My physical symptoms were controlled and my performance was amazing. Coming off benzo's was absolute HELL.

My psychiatrist has suggested me to try Bispirone. I have been looking it up but wanted to see if anyone has any personal experience.

I live in Australia and this medication is not apart of the Australian Register of Therapeutic Goods meaning it cannot be prescribed. Apparently its not a very popular drug in Australia..

However my psychiatrist is able to contact the US company to authorise the use of the medication in my case.

So I'm waiting for the approval to give this medication a shot. I don't have high expectations for meds any more because I've had so many duds that didn't do shit and made me feel even worse.

If anyone had any personal experience with this drug I would love to know :)",6.902629870129871,8.716962185064936,7.493376623376622,66.27435064935065,65.13636363636364,11.574025974025972,37.701298701298704,11.389717465364855,5.157780519480519,1395,73,214,46,22,460,175,308,0.134,0.7659999999999999,0.1,0.1475,3,0,3,0,1,0,34.0,1,0,2,6,12,19,3,0,17,0,30,15,2,5,1,33,48,16,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,0,2,12,13,0,2,4,0,0,3,7,8,1,0,11,3,25,8,35,33,4,32,1,4,2,3,9,15,4,2,13,149,37,2,0.08931486593316766,0.10582351125584624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822115147154303,0.0,0.2733025118933394,0.0,0.0,0.12490206186908147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060328564748463,0.0,0.10889102656448978,0.09864125231054678,0.0,0.0,0.09373044150752444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175097022548688,0.0,0.15387369704544618,0.09364493764449146,0.0,0.10017421674124792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520139938477646,0.0,0.3846338157694111,0.09065270885900707,0.0,0.09331502519997156,0.10236257423651107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31073066666768057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798325320058994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473415412345536,0.0,0.0,0.045160279827261784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825701543546377,0.0,0.08567895786186101,0.0,0.14982614405925698,0.0,0.0984699550004928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436605958480583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908511453133444,0.0,0.1007510590543436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886666294318577,0.0,0.0750019928600721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061015358986581,0.08451188568907643,0.0,0.1811025110674082,0.0,0.09729007255138164,0.09920868145651847,0.2699259930816198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559725917957316,0.0,0.0,0.08443141742277467,0.0,0.0,0.09086532792793957,0.0,0.08546226446192272,0.0,0.08978610919433401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721739015463654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117238451406044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168042639128532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321752180858818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856646875118822,0.06715366380953051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063893118684435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743478666821164,0.0771393675761081,0.0,0.07369411820431745,0.052680221995765115,0.0708939833129379,0.0,0.0,0.08030479075810783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502228613426535,0.09070358180189528,0.09101947876836462,0.06344671819023,0.0,0.0,0.05751584535805455
anxiety,Nomerss,2020/01/10,"Relationships and Anxiety Help Hello all!

I typically do not post much on the internet, but I figured I would come here for some help.  Long back story short, I struggle with severe anxiety and clinical depression.  However, a majority of my friends, family, and acquaintances really do not know.  I try to hide it because it makes me feel weak and I do not like attention.  I have attended therapy through my university's sports team (each team has a sports therapist) which has helped a lot, but there is still a lot that is hard to discuss with the therapist.  One thing that I struggle with personally is lacking emotion.  Obviously, I am not a psychopath or anything, it is just that I try and convince myself to be emotionless to mask the anxiety.  The problem with this is I struggle with romantic relationships.  In high school, this was not an issue.  For some reason, girls were attracted to my ""IDGAF"" attitude which did not give me a lot of interpersonal communication skills, in other words being able to talk to girls effectively.  At university, I really did not care for relationships, I just did not want to be a burden on someone else.  Being a fourth-year university student I am trying to put myself out there more.  I am at this point where I am interested in this girl and I told her that I liked her.  We discussed it and she told me that she would like to get to know me better, but I am not the only one she is talking to.  From here, I really do not know where to continue.  I always worry that she is going to abandon me and admitting that I liked has left me vulnerable.

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I am sorry that this sounds high schoolish, I just needed somewhere to turn.",5.915735584968811,7.048493578274763,6.999214970333181,71.42871139510119,66.89137380191693,10.818134793853645,32.79613570667884,10.813802987103665,3.821229545108779,1322,56,236,38,21,445,157,313,0.174,0.716,0.11,-0.9516,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,0,5,11,18,0,3,14,0,32,2,0,3,2,59,48,12,0,6,17,0,2,4,1,2,2,1,0,4,21,17,0,1,9,4,0,4,10,8,0,2,7,3,42,10,35,35,11,24,0,2,0,0,29,15,0,6,8,189,63,4,0.09644788096827717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025236324426059,0.10450123873362924,0.11719473212309693,0.0,0.0,0.22134709485381865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936838814484684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416246709220634,0.0,0.058793733041395714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853003129625295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833504256146866,0.0,0.0,0.08308130937515468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830704185515127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056982862722037,0.10849088455943462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092247853530196,0.0,0.048766946552134365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451539358677779,0.0,0.050390037066439,0.09252159585091063,0.05481355339656103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863983570531112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394094473687956,0.20380496319820005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066652978473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901569915051514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479090487472416,0.0,0.0,0.1884782514818217,0.0,0.0,0.08535333961910882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598961817110104,0.0,0.0,0.06437970947639461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709002899470999,0.07151488165131523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307111604697661,0.07335295958434221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842145694933076,0.0,0.0,0.09117442222516564,0.0,0.09237040931084513,0.0,0.0,0.09228759651579996,0.0,0.09695675945659156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853609467122492,0.09916448500728073,0.0,0.3106467886442727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976104046465141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895865269629727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171997655921756,0.0,0.0,0.10796550643966946,0.0,0.0,0.07702340232807295,0.0,0.0,0.30248479880431034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504230668300525,0.0,0.0,0.11029655740339857,0.22396684704789194,0.06407568649969976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843201668966511,0.0,0.19644534051683893,0.10490759878726977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688745907351965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979475048148384,0.0,0.13702761482994474,0.0,0.11719473212309693,0.06210927317558074
anxiety,CannibalYoshi,2020/01/10,Tense and muscles Does anybody else’s anxiety make them feel tense all time I get so tense that my thighs and legs start to hurt when I’m laying down I usually have to take one of my Ativan to really relax,2.018255813953488,4.0091098372093015,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,78.53488372093022,7.090697674418602,20.05232558139535,8.07648339933343,0.8172837209302328,165,4,35,3,4,54,35,43,0.254,0.6809999999999999,0.066,-0.7968,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,5,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,5,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27644131655635595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162307510918353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018719922455471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827157332000496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879698688391874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868460205398717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121226879788701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486857606648105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314980649784783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25577423108378194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716996211485161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071337452818145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979897309772488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,menemerus,2020/01/10,"Job process and Social anxiety TLDR: Thought I had more time to find a job to support family, but found out hubbs is getting laid off soon. So now, not only do I need to get employed, but I also need to find something that will at least quasi float our bills if hubbs goes back to old job. I have a neat opportunity lined up, if they're interested in me, but I keep talking myself out of every job I come across because blind panic. Does anyone have tips to shut that part of my brain up? People usually like me when I'm not a hot mess, but this jump in timeline and need for more cash has really put me in a tailspin. I have no monies currently, and have not found any wonder cures. 

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Generally speaking I've been really happy and relaxed as of late, mostly because of perceived time and focus on healing after a bad deal. But like today, I can go from being totally content, to an absolute defcon 5 in a matter of seconds with no discernible triggers. Thats new, but thankfully not frequent. I've always been able to feel it coming and been able to hide, or been able to look normal for a few minutes as I waddle to a stall or something. Hubbs current job was a dream. It really looked like he could do what he does for a 40 hour week, and I could go back to greenhouse work and be seasonal again, while watching daughter fulltime. None of this is his fault, and I feel really bad. I really wish I could just get my isht together. Sorry if this is also venting, I'm hoping it helps me organize my thoughts. Does anyone have job advice? Has anyone gone to an interview and had serious panic attack? Were you able to play it off? Feel free to tell me a story, if thats allowed. I think I need more practice interacting with people again that aren't immediate family. Thanks.",5.3604351204351195,5.830623185185188,6.2647513597513615,78.5642132867133,67.86039886039886,9.116860916860915,29.62975912975913,9.095868883498916,2.401916239316239,1402,48,267,24,22,465,197,351,0.11900000000000001,0.72,0.16,0.9595,10,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,0,2,11,22,1,2,13,0,28,3,1,2,1,63,59,29,0,14,17,1,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,13,16,0,1,13,3,3,7,8,8,0,1,13,9,27,15,43,40,9,43,0,0,4,0,14,14,0,9,25,174,40,9,0.3039612057154276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425684307758057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153883319623428,0.06323001824493496,0.08233545984975386,0.0923365337890363,0.05167601079009262,0.0,0.05813237259847396,0.0,0.0,0.1594025568647116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644993819142757,0.0,0.11686370239483156,0.12689745515216866,0.09264596486910688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483030789616668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091783207966307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201621691151434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834266405021294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199498874609992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402510638863812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327378644698052,0.0,0.11526893896654496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890751765117956,0.0,0.0,0.16663888651009948,0.0,0.0,0.11910538833764815,0.0,0.08637407899840603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089308890493156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050934697240955576,0.0,0.0,0.07547551549622072,0.07483513982686768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524518920336509,0.06754367145341221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857203699163029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137506857925453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762542910754868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253833825595369,0.0,0.07339190664553005,0.0,0.0,0.07445436113159272,0.0,0.0,0.07973903840498761,0.0,0.0,0.05779404849077311,0.0,0.17831649140332853,0.0,0.08229009124663658,0.0,0.10536421387901893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639124159809081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340666469100605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746254262240755,0.0,0.11700209318032323,0.0,0.0850649210319942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623289353565329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061078125827056726,0.06641887285693683,0.13992331987342307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869151680172303,0.0,0.12065562227094785,0.08862111172196557,0.0,0.07202992044183032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369258119496499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095483614190667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738509640745389,0.0,0.08240824037036086,0.05532184448032978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923365337890363,0.0
anxiety,jgbnebula,2020/01/10,Ways to increase appetite? I've lost about 20kgs last 2 years because I get anxious and cannot eat. This has left me used to eating 500 and under calories a day. I try to eat more to gain weight but simply cannot. I have no appetite in morning and usually I get hungry at 12am! Wtf any tips.,0.3192165898617532,2.481374516129037,2.13847926267281,95.50629032258064,86.09677419354837,4.188018433179724,21.76036866359447,5.288315135182226,-0.04553732718893988,228,8,50,1,7,75,48,62,0.142,0.755,0.10400000000000001,-0.514,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,8,7,2,10,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830568482109954,0.0,0.0,0.24637464965624176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329429560810706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406471686610274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6694680343283405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278814471579977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776886951615603,0.0,0.0,0.23695063986917386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23806619187138706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806580523513285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835593490742936,0.24019047482172176,0.0,0.0,0.1731061963017176,0.0,0.2655695052376687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043997461761504
anxiety,meowmeansgetout,2020/01/10,"Have you ever postponed crying and then couldn't cry later? So I had a crappy day, was condemned in public and I controlled myself from crying. It was a success! But I still felt like crying and the feeling of sadness/anger/misunderstood was(and still) stuck inside me. I waited until I could get back home to cry. However, when I get back I'm too tired to cry? Does that make sense 😂",2.285899999999998,4.797817506666668,3.327583333333333,87.90337500000004,80.6,4.816666666666666,21.375,5.985473137389443,0.3232999999999997,303,9,56,2,8,97,56,75,0.27,0.5529999999999999,0.177,-0.8429,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,8,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,12,14,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,9,2,6,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027564186978061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478717941872994,0.10526495261752568,0.0,0.8689321868370691,0.08502705673215492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537565135352525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925846001757663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666317762490663,0.0,0.126588807622801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377638022874587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224807937277053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441124596314607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800542809619362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057807034040146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153275925685988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omglol9312,2020/01/10,"I swear it’s like I have one terrible week out of the month every month. The other days are good, sometimes great. I’m on meds and can control things better but I’ve gotten sucked back into this depersonalization/ existential crisis hole this week. 

Literally just thinking of the past triggered it. It’s like I have PTSD from a severe episode I went through. 

Sometimes I think therapy started this crap up again. I only go once a month, I’m not even sure it it’s helping.",1.9262820512820509,4.721573120879121,3.0576098901098945,86.64780677655679,87.02197802197801,5.231135531135532,22.96794871794872,6.816661863887847,0.9001860805860806,378,14,71,5,12,121,64,91,0.22399999999999998,0.634,0.141,-0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,2,0,5,0,4,1,1,2,1,11,13,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,6,6,8,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,12,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455099500067058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475809304870167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962581226105548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284944919392287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557450872036168,0.0,0.14743058097731546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944677460446467,0.1467672955557067,0.0,0.19291918749772485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728730227413332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097554374327698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943664767513741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190088757202269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635100281821795,0.1185728940019822,0.1330823270219178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704091067703866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454556397510168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768079068879785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461249857629575,0.0,0.12385374749964592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649192461639166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010811567695852,0.0,0.11625081677995658,0.2242438635609563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807213423818105,0.0,0.0,0.1622108362181101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,solough,2020/01/10,I had a bad day and just really need some kind words right now. TW: s*xual *ssault mention. So today was a stressful one for me. I wanted to get over my apprehension of driving long distances and meeting new people. I had been talking to this guy and we got along well on the phone I felt somewhat at ease about seeing him. Just to make a long story short we had sex but I kept telling him over and and over again that I would be more comfortable using protection but he didn’t listen to me. He was on top of me trying to get inside me while I was telling him that. I blame myself for being to anxious to be assertive. I just feel really gross now and haven’t eaten anything because I’m disgusted with myself. I’m going to go to the doctor to make sure I didn’t get anything just to be safe.  Should I explain the whole situation to my doctor as well. I’m not sure if I needed to vent or get advice but some good vibes are really needed.,1.8925618883131816,3.8624047875647705,3.5709412780656287,88.55816206102476,78.84455958549222,6.1541738629821525,21.08491652274036,7.1686216300943375,0.588791824985607,736,20,152,9,18,245,112,193,0.10400000000000001,0.755,0.141,0.7551,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,11,13,1,2,6,0,17,4,0,3,2,40,41,14,0,7,10,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,10,1,3,3,0,0,3,4,5,2,1,13,4,25,8,27,22,5,21,0,0,1,1,16,9,0,5,9,107,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185709372913726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524383427542446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220803076484304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266523692979533,0.08225523175425978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702202655053302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27622374363890345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822728007029415,0.0,0.12955893101949215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819922439071772,0.0,0.15337354186148094,0.11317722489412407,0.1079199879747676,0.0,0.0,0.13360704016001235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405142229360813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388267717726526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014055748167004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001581729790304,0.0,0.13032123522150474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143556839415837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354706212481853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25932878967338163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523390427430695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752586631626936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516727930230758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456778987769582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434961572046555,0.0,0.0,0.10845578438561136,0.2358785852108195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790277067229955,0.0,0.0,0.0916121281150834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165406692826422,0.0,0.0,0.07958826371356137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426458591929411,0.0,0.0,0.15065030681684854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958540785855072,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,floofbush,2020/01/10,"I need some hep understanding better  Loud noises, especially repetitive loud noises and arguing, give me major anxiety. It’s happened since I was pretty young, and is most likely due to my parents arguing when I was really young.
 Music, no matter how loud it is, doesn’t give me anxiety. It actually calms me. Even if it’s the loudest, bass x1000, drum solo every two seconds type of rock song, no anxiety.

 Anyone know why?",5.298846153846154,7.176457602564103,7.028717948717951,67.8246153846154,69.12820512820512,10.328205128205127,29.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.719112820512821,335,13,53,10,6,116,58,78,0.209,0.6829999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.7796,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,4,7,3,2,9,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.21603245241608365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508059418879813,0.0,0.0,0.15479225695240187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957903602151626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621771468151276,0.0,0.1865200454957496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247308350976137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576334366314807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166325435101916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815383750866243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414857053814633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24581345461895315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522044837704355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182006007628226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312571030496044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625359654075735,0.2304617277281484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975871121676744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vsharp75,2020/01/10,To anyone interested in talking Like everyone else here i suffer from a type of anxiety and it is honestly exhausting I dont really know what i expect from this or if anyone will even respond but if you want to talk at anytime maybe we could help each other out. Anyway hmu on here or my Insta (shutthefuckupvan) keep fighting people we'll get through it eventually,4.5252173913043485,6.850097681159426,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,72.18840579710145,9.817391304347826,28.89130434782609,10.125756701596842,3.5051913043478264,296,12,49,9,6,102,59,69,0.11699999999999999,0.738,0.145,0.25,0,0,0,0,2,0,3.0,2,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,9,6,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,10,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,4,1,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083261809977108,0.0,0.0,0.3808288386032896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742758038758214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191602695123583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274907386424089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986662757462826,0.0,0.0,0.2602160860240733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227741262179786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253221883397652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205299896572335,0.0,0.0,0.1496614778006708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330431545473816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735848347564807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879432672440266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744569458216084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377654696440997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062303103562234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clementine42311,2020/01/10,"I am having a breakdown Someone break checked me on the road (literally just stopped when no cars were in front of him) and I honked my horn because I was taken back by what he just did. He sped up and I started to get nervous for whatever reason because it seemed like he had it out for me. He slowed down again and was about to stop so I sped up to pass him and he sped up and then I felt like I was out of control and started to panic because I just wanted to be done with whatever game he was trying to play and when I finally managed to get passed, he freaking slowed down, sped up and put his brights on to blind me from behind. 

I was shaking because I'm a nervous bean and that situation was awful. I might be overreacting but I had a bad day so that might be why I feel so panicked and nervous right now. It has gotten better since I returned home but I'm just like..what the hell was that drivers problem??

Thanks to anyone who read this. I just needed a place to let this out and maybe see if anyone else has had this happen to them before. I wouldnt be surprised since there are a lot of aggressive drivers out there.",4.206366237482119,4.602539708154509,4.952120171673823,87.22488984263235,70.37339055793991,7.415050071530759,28.83805436337625,7.0316486544052195,1.362602517882689,884,31,190,7,15,286,124,233,0.18100000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9795,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,16,17,2,5,7,1,26,1,0,2,0,38,42,20,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,16,0,3,4,3,1,6,2,10,0,0,16,5,24,7,34,18,1,42,1,0,3,0,13,16,1,5,21,134,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957571399673832,0.14342795600182248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076374083802861,0.11687900453885584,0.3413265659412388,0.0,0.11911425116492437,0.0,0.0,0.1238025780601206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700155685415232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027671811952104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432500415869654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693688043435048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077903348287208,0.0,0.134404535944946,0.15334328338315545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462694867276883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378549489634265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041321718323893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314093405583495,0.0,0.20516419545814046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190075700307798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063059138797893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969972607706116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037947741409399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423854980456876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625124818417906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394373332073445,0.0,0.14072043072519413,0.0,0.0,0.14001973926443953,0.0,0.0,0.14392466416035846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954374204262608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115474174616506,0.1274342263412567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315888792474794,0.1573454736105637,0.0,0.0,0.1186061741823619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981597594128796,0.0,0.0,0.2340622028317096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887648786153064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503849305752778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256492676275502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631185422727326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DarkBlocklandGuard2,2020/01/10,"Been very anxious about ""Meme Magic"" and something called ""Virus 23"", can anyone help alleviate my fears? Recently, I've been pretty paranoid about something called ""Virus 23"", which is apparently something about Meme Wars and cultural stuff. I've read about it on several 4chan threads, and apparently it's a mind controlling tool used by the government to brainwash people. There's also two Reddit threads about it, one of which is on the Sorcery of the Spectacle board, which apparently deals with meme magic. I decided to look into meme magic, and what I saw horrified me. Apparently, people can just think up of whatever they want and they can just manipulate reality, possibly maybe even destroy it. I thought the ability to manipulate reality in supernatural ways was crap that literally only existed in fiction, but now that I found out that it's probably real, reality got a little bit more scarier to me. Not helping to ease my fears is that there doesn't seem to be any attempts to debunk meme magic.

This is my second time I've posted something on Reddit, and if you've looked at my posting history, you'll know that I have a phobia of SCP-like Memetic Hazards possibly existing IRL. I still have bad impulses to search ""4plebs /x/ paranormal memetic hazard"" because I want to know if there are any that exist, despite knowing the consequences. The reason why I do this is because I might think up of something scary, like a mind virus, and then me constantly thinking of it will put it in reality. Honestly, just typing this up is putting me at unease, and I also might have another anxiety that you guys might try to say that this isn't real just to make me feel better and not being sincere. 

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Please, I just want some re-assurance that nothing is wrong and life is good. I just want to be re-assured that Virus 23, meme magic, and memetic hazards aren't real. I just want to be me again, before I got paranoid over memetic hazards back in September of last year.",11.205737704918027,8.498087224043719,10.658786885245906,62.10342622950823,57.907103825136616,13.913005464480875,44.61857923497267,12.221763196225846,5.468423169398909,1588,74,265,38,15,519,184,366,0.12,0.792,0.08800000000000001,-0.9186,4,0,5,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,2,3,22,13,3,3,10,0,31,2,1,6,0,57,53,17,1,7,12,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,26,14,0,1,12,1,0,2,5,8,0,3,8,5,28,5,42,36,3,31,0,0,3,0,12,16,1,7,11,175,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371620337215021,0.0,0.09291926558282304,0.10420592684849657,0.11663739972127693,0.08992523240790941,0.06560499423084687,0.09688266005382508,0.0,0.05996431567039446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594296928463568,0.07160473967465175,0.1045551337243812,0.0,0.07297414090629104,0.0,0.0,0.0758463969471832,0.09362603715200347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513797091407254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267443898490624,0.09618541543378092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841321613593173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664266012002129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930042403181999,0.04336205879713534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402973506380513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193013520837048,0.1371777640593796,0.0,0.0,0.08491436746651332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496418842985748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413918357357242,0.06990459845408939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060573742997452475,0.08379451247782006,0.08595251572820847,0.0,0.0,0.14403103066414122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572444441374551,0.0,0.08615590906475333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729285506683246,0.17318321386461447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228756414633219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811215819789445,0.06522318027518434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890824913367135,0.0,0.0,0.09413704643121193,0.0,0.1933595772234783,0.16426581538667293,0.08724719393465283,0.09246213453676956,0.0,0.0,0.1724218964516008,0.0,0.0,0.08578167669121177,0.29283573871116125,0.0,0.0881739894228657,0.0846761423872923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819857682580502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807128952550935,0.0,0.09688266005382508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330105296970694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848682430700871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817292973606903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485169292498889,0.0,0.06808264525584291,0.050006453060230084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058224371274424376,0.0,0.08377356324622595,0.0,0.0,0.07406778268875593,0.0,0.07075971846945063,0.2529128353903088,0.06807108114779671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738367960483143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937634235146082,0.10420592684849657,0.055225642483228254
anxiety,picklepepper1,2020/01/10,I wish somebody cared about me That is all,-1.3866666666666667,-0.16298466666666656,-0.7238888888888884,108.2675,117.88888888888887,1.8,15.611111111111107,3.1291,-1.5881555555555549,34,1,8,0,2,10,9,9,0.0,0.522,0.478,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.663413987389809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7482525518403224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wonderful_Remote,2020/01/10,"Trying to control anxiety and stress when dealing with life problems? I'm in my late 30s, I'm mostly highly sensitive to conflict and can be triggered easily, even if I act normal I'd be fuming with anger as soon as things go wrong.

I wasn't always like this, I used to have more stress and anxiety tolerance, but not anymore, and I suspect underlying depression symptoms.

I thought as I grow up nearing 40, I'd be wise and relaxed in conflict resolution and stress handling, but I'm getting worse.

I'm logical and wise in my approach to resolve problems, but I can't shut down my anxiety and reptilian brain kicking in thinking that I'm escaping from a tiger, it consumes my body and mind inside out.

I feel like I need to re-learn how to deal with life all over again.

Do you guys struggle with this? what do you think? thanks.",6.729814814814818,6.474111364197532,7.090493827160492,76.28722222222223,64.98765432098766,10.162962962962963,37.753086419753096,9.725611199111238,3.647130864197532,659,32,123,12,9,215,101,162,0.247,0.611,0.142,-0.9398,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,5,17,2,4,1,0,9,5,2,4,1,39,23,18,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,14,0,3,7,1,0,4,3,10,0,0,2,1,15,7,24,18,3,20,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,2,6,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655035655869997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214619705331849,0.0,0.13891286972741193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558738929535953,0.0,0.15636564572831713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710162284849316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888142588680083,0.12064301299378458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251562502672007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082414497415829,0.100066805082665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731813562826088,0.0,0.07960562074881224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386923877386236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799278282239073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800627542740067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978726875377236,0.1368633054886248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143185755110438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386092843577564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723991512421352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268058206513468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813528348493917,0.14643270191278054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558748080415335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895862815468073,0.0,0.0,0.09305699927556436,0.17950378007614595,0.0,0.11120078869831156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509906647793843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097643711071805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274439362245736,0.0,0.1531457334934181,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolzpenguin,2020/01/10,Anxiety attack at bar I became legal recently so I was looking forward to going out with my friends to the bar but as soon as I got in the huge line and saw how many people were inside I completely freaked out and got my friend to call me an Uber home. I feel like absolute shit since all my friends saw plus 2 girls I used to have crushes on saw.,3.4841095890410965,4.16170179452055,4.651945205479453,87.71463013698633,72.15068493150685,8.031780821917808,28.298630136986297,8.238735603445708,1.7154350684931503,273,10,60,4,5,90,54,73,0.17300000000000001,0.62,0.207,0.4508,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,3,0,3,3,1,2,1,11,12,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,7,5,10,4,13,5,1,10,0,0,4,0,5,7,1,0,4,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712357779833177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546485161558232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285640525960897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346903237832197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131794303183492,0.15991021137163985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188110221592276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721253196599153,0.0,0.35804806365908043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452818508480094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935614508541296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796789694645588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269370241972944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551813759589103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221013434850614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976692062136345,0.1851614534100522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332452568443295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,12madelinee,2020/01/10,"morning nausea? hello! i am currently a college student and the general stress of academics is a big source of anxiety for me. i really try to push through and i’m usually relatively fine during the day once i get going. however, every morning i wake up feeling on the verge of throwing up and i usually end up gagging or having to sit in the bathroom a while before i can actually leave for the day. this also completely messes with my eating and i end up under eating everyday to the point i become significantly underweight during a semester. does anyone have any home remedies or tips that can help with this? i cant afford to visit a doctor atm but knowing i will wake up feeling sick is starting to become a source of anxiety in itself for me",4.707746212121215,6.397603423611113,6.805732323232324,69.5852272727273,70.31944444444444,9.403030303030304,32.535353535353536,9.800150414767053,3.671369444444444,599,28,96,15,11,211,90,144,0.085,0.868,0.046,-0.7393,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,12,0,9,6,2,0,0,13,16,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,3,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,2,13,1,24,15,0,27,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,2,10,71,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.16008181445201494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118472623521765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115545237707037,0.0,0.25098412364784034,0.0,0.0,0.11470232864985146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623441013429112,0.13958808333914738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199543791922348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115876803860259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790444758879805,0.14355469530022713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357128570371208,0.0,0.0,0.29058592534113586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821287950351024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658896316410003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570543450358863,0.0,0.0932291318687436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995422841751423,0.0,0.16454800051552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015346671682813,0.0,0.0,0.17369731931856924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746999064043277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507318365570089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508982464809903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161101242751031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791012700459794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113740879835853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361339271185973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imeowumeow,2020/01/10,"Weighted Blanket for Anxiety I just wanted to share how helpful having a weighted blanket is for my anxiety. This might not work for you. I used to wake up with anxiety and sometimes anxiety attack, but since I got this weighted blanket, I’ve been waking up most days feeling okay. There is still anxiety here and there, but whenever I feel anxious and I’m at home, I would get under the weighted blanket and about half an hour later, I would feel better and more relaxed. Just thought I would share!",4.4374468085106376,6.6392205638297925,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,72.08510638297872,7.253191489361702,33.026595744680854,8.07648339933343,2.7187489361702126,399,20,68,6,8,126,59,94,0.11800000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9021,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,8,6,1,0,3,1,8,6,2,2,0,23,17,8,0,4,5,0,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,7,9,5,11,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502309349205199,0.14835780870482432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493990706063341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161446769007878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469258412828445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992028301194056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861093905565346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503114008002228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802315639097061,0.0,0.1317278525042336,0.0,0.129326874868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931313641897886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863188786323992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988197853432304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487485762359552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042559324379943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342105934358172,0.0,0.0,0.07745781139986099,0.0,0.0,0.639664996554758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560483584485648,0.0,0.0,0.2798646481736939,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pedro_mw_,2020/01/10,"anxiety about living I really don’t mind if this post goes by completely unnoticed, as it is with most posts.

I just need to say I’m quite tired of feeling anxious all the time about everything. It seriously hinders my capacity to...live.

I basically survive each day, always worrying about the next. There’s no space for projects, for trying to meet someone new, making friends.

All the space my mind still has is always filled by the next worry, the next problem, in an endless cycle that is, honestly, killing me.

I don’t really know how much longer I can go like this.",5.032222222222224,6.615810925925927,5.7361111111111125,77.98250000000003,69.37037037037037,9.474074074074073,31.092592592592588,9.827888789773867,3.1217370370370374,452,19,83,11,8,147,79,108,0.196,0.7170000000000001,0.087,-0.8963,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,6,0,7,1,0,2,2,15,13,3,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,8,3,13,13,5,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,8,50,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538031119176725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667066907601445,0.17229427275872075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990511693252735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835712267408976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370672543358493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711425740811245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782979350110867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667564333881238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687310731661827,0.0,0.08381618031053532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745092805075574,0.0,0.13467020510905514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180242642657124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079857207703049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211329795777793,0.11308514028604598,0.0,0.14729629069574846,0.486592251435598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29212718958626155,0.0,0.0,0.14593264447441498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221445992074013,0.0,0.0,0.19540519099890488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128304684092853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922226535211712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179566065769334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893052129729669,0.17528921691739408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354511013619334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097651025043809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,serialacquaintance,2020/01/10,"I don't trust myself anymore At this point, I don't think I can distinguish my anxious thoughts from my rational ones because I'm so good at rationalization and am prone to overthinking. I can argue either side of a decision or point of view well enough to believe it.

I no longer trust myself to think rationally.

There was no point. Maybe if you felt the same way you could help. I don't know. I'll just visit a counselor once uni starts. 

But right now I'm just going to try not to think.",2.5769696969696985,4.613100232323237,3.598989898989899,88.8518181818182,76.97979797979798,6.824242424242425,23.12121212121212,7.793537801064563,1.0005636363636363,389,12,82,6,9,125,68,99,0.14400000000000002,0.77,0.086,-0.5665,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,2,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,18,18,5,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,1,1,1,3,2,12,4,10,14,3,12,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,2,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984543852764704,0.19299339307360724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862788042350947,0.0,0.0,0.21925038253411566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553742647826042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010764075336582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868489219347691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059708784500294,0.16322334780498013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043795662864435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069484471018164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195504371985304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724531600611165,0.13186769330761886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518868031288777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166189475434536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377406542005253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37408028126998455,0.0,0.1544926511522024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321223264174504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446640996102134,0.0,0.0,0.17497102224205488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RubShit,2020/01/10,I am worried about the war between Iran and USA and it gave me anxiety  I don't know where this war will lead  I am  really scared what do you guys think about it .,4.276,3.6759578857142863,5.057857142857143,89.96964285714287,70.14285714285714,9.285714285714286,26.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,1.3721428571428558,126,3,31,2,2,41,27,35,0.364,0.636,0.0,-0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520317749805558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45564451077312396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528995415941606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947991846302905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607143532364112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29486085497663106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673289341925498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,User7482848,2020/01/10,"Panic attacks when dating or being with a pretty girl who seems to like you? Sexual? (Lengthy post) Hey everyone, I wanted to make this post because I recently noticed something about myself that I wish I had noticed awhile ago instead of saying that it was me being stupid or anxious. Now, I'm 20 years old and still a virgin and the thought of sex always seemed to scare the hell out of me. I had no problems watching ""videos"", but the thought of actually doing it made me feel uneasy. When I say uneasy, I mean I would shake and feel like I was going to throw up. My heart rate would raise, but not for the reason that I'm in the mood for sex. It's more like ""God damnit, this is happening so fast"". I'll give some examples of it: One time I was hanging out with a group of friends at one of their houses. I remember not being too familiar with these people because it was our first time hanging out together. Anyways, there was one girl there that drove me nuts. She came and looked like a million dollars. Her and I had a thing going on that the others didn't know about. I'm not saying sexually, but she was into me. I remember throwing up in the nearest bathroom and having a panic attack because I liked her soo much but didn't know how to express myself without looking like an idiot. I remember she would ask me to visit her at work, and even on a date but that never happened because stuff got in the way and I was too nervous. I could have been with one of the sweetest girls I've ever met and my panic attacks messed it all up.


Another time, my friend felt kind of bad for me still being a virgin so he decided to find us a hooker to take turns with. We were at work and talking about it and I felt like it was a bad idea but I didn't want to say anything because it would have made me look I was a scared little wimp or gay. Needless to say, we never got in contact with the girl and we kind of forgot all about it. But I can almost assure you, that I would have NOT been comfortable being with a prostitute (I'll explain at the end of this post more about why I can't).


I also went out on a date a few days ago with a girl I met on Tinder. When we were out, she was giving me a ton reasons why I shouldn't trust her. I felt uneasy as hell, when our food came I took a few bites and then went to the bathroom to throw up. Fun! I didn't get a second date either!!


Lastly, I got this girl on snapchat who says she will do ""meet-ups"" for a price and I had a really bad panic attack because of it. I was thinking ""Damn, what if I met her and then started to vommit"". My heart started pounding and I felt sick. I am trying to lose my virginity because I feel shame in it but I can't seem to lose it due to the overwhelming amount of pure FEAR I have! I feel like, ""what if I don't last long"", ""what if she cheats on me"", ""how can I trust her"". 

I have a few more stories about a few girls wanting something to do with me but I fucked it all up because of me being so fucking scared of something others would make fun of. I left all my friends because they know I'm a virgin and usually give me shit for it. All I have now that makes me feel relaxed is the gym, boxing, and music. The reason I go to the gym is because it makes me feel like I'm still worth something even though I feel like a complete failure and a loser. I am guilty enough of being a virgin and some people might make fun of me and say I'm scared of girls. But when I am at the gym, lifting weights and punching that heavy bag, I feel like I'm sort of still a person of worth. Almost.

Am I alone on this?

tl;dr: Do you get panic attacks when you date or are ready to get sexual? Because I certainly do and I don't know what the hell to do about it.",2.905685476495336,3.7525933738796446,4.202500228644595,89.77284491037135,73.64788732394365,6.7053319919517085,24.57382933967441,6.7097532225279775,0.7132064935064939,2879,83,637,22,56,950,285,781,0.213,0.6859999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.9987,0,1,4,0,0,0,87.0,7,4,2,6,35,64,15,14,46,0,67,16,3,12,11,140,143,56,0,16,23,0,13,11,3,9,1,7,0,9,42,44,2,1,33,5,4,16,17,38,0,7,44,24,102,25,92,82,19,92,3,4,4,10,61,31,7,16,52,451,144,2,0.0,0.0,0.04433894219537622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055247318543167,0.0,0.09099510033248592,0.04705795120918048,0.0,0.036335120346871835,0.03780635805109568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047643565104847074,0.0,0.05132970133307319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037389923222691065,0.0,0.04247648867069618,0.25844981604303224,0.0,0.0,0.11381138480788082,0.3046707306716924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039332666383413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763873901526032,0.0,0.0,0.036276916453438064,0.0,0.0,0.02930243501425922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04024277395466627,0.04694749189682198,0.0,0.060020045383893786,0.041099426569285454,0.0,0.043416006358111006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112808631619907,0.18379029031676453,0.162297292504595,0.17450258548097705,0.0,0.04152764378436713,0.0386478038868467,0.0549413425052146,0.0,0.10531112865868836,0.08400962470995314,0.07121524051859071,0.13075893738674876,0.07746690846184306,0.0,0.1090178622489536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803577377526236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768366139888527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242699684256761,0.0,0.05129166772131823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462911976136767,0.0998816602161496,0.07407274239710865,0.0,0.0,0.04936630287302428,0.0,0.0,0.2441748619459937,0.04553876781153704,0.0,0.04020939431621756,0.11446428776693952,0.1016624330852229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598520683122589,0.1516442787037902,0.0,0.0,0.04949307983573253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820037277840522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033400658115301775,0.0,0.07008602591300743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345828193495958,0.047677396278950464,0.0,0.1231543280277822,0.0,0.0,0.26654654337970995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299914670673858,0.039672927234458304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054526844660205,0.04622470527054474,0.0,0.04347607692164643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029107439070107544,0.14014720095133962,0.04486252850986711,0.0,0.15441025449633702,0.0,0.0,0.2529274902758727,0.18195728705790928,0.0,0.0,0.12408957305071625,0.0,0.0,0.04663935943064981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399152855015125,0.0,0.0,0.06431961189539034,0.0,0.14514086359628686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201330309825908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034162186922326816,0.036519703112572716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030185632525290825,0.029113528184128643,0.04464059945670057,0.07214215309543441,0.07948222000351479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048102274118671,0.030848033963577905,0.04942127660416106,0.0,0.0,0.054653864821577636,0.0,0.050041290176769886,0.0,0.08039791824464487,0.03606494973191895,0.0,0.055328758076536144,0.0,0.08423917920453232,0.08199777256246794,0.0,0.052249111020529565,0.043798643512073535,0.0,0.06615583922080934,0.0,0.0,0.1936584117796312,0.0,0.0,0.029259268201516163
anxiety,RFTP1984,2020/01/10,"I gave one unprotected blowjob and I think I might be HIV+ Hey guys please help me calm down a little if you can :-) ? The title says it all really. I met a guy on a online hook-up site. I met him and gave him a BJ. And now (16) days later I have had cold like symptoms. 

I'm not stupid in saying that no one gets HIV from a blowjob?. I don't know I'm just awake at 03:00 losing my fuck mind.

Thanks :-)",-0.5378156565656553,1.1513542840909103,1.6324242424242428,100.7741919191919,85.70454545454545,4.8202020202020215,14.323232323232324,5.82211442006289,-1.146405555555555,299,4,79,2,9,100,68,88,0.11599999999999999,0.665,0.21899999999999997,0.8242,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,2,0,6,0,6,4,0,0,1,11,17,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,3,12,3,5,10,1,9,0,1,0,3,13,6,1,2,4,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727206681307894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111336066789813,0.1193076690800574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522207934037715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306360412233305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254996259662032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156422065602058,0.22887478301589603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554742742441266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225183049744106,0.2305765582277816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30948268321048106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066859175862355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629203031777027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631990137986478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373514767190638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024143462825076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632263379514374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FarRoutine,2020/01/10,"Hopeless against anxiety? Any ideas? As most of you know, anxiety is an endless struggle. Life is so challenging almost all the time. Of course there are peaceful moments, but usually this is the result of me taking my prescribed bandaid (clonazepam), and not due to any change in my mental health. I suffer most of the time, opting to only take my benzo once every couple days, as a know it's only a temporary solution to a long term problem. I suffer from anxiety attacks, hyper vigilance, and just an overall state of self doubt in almost every situation. In the rare occasions my anxiety is minimal, I feel confident, social, and basically just normal. I wish everyday somehow I could keep how I'm feeling in these moments as my baseline state. I feel like I've tried everything to do away with this unrelenting uncertainty in nearly every situation, but nothing seems to work. Is there any hope that this seemingly futile fight could ever be won? 

For example, one of my close ""friends"" has proven recently to be unresponsive, unreliable, and overall has shown behavior atypical of what I'd like my friendships to entail. Instead of turning the blame outwards, I keep trying to figure out what I could be doing to cause her to act this way. I'm trying to justify neglectful behavior by trying to find a way in which I've messed up that resulted in her lack of contribution to the friendship. I always turn everything inwards. I feel there must be something I'm missing, something I'm doing wrong. If I wasn't somehow lacking in some area, why would I get this kind of reaction from my ""friend?""

I just want to live confidently and without self doubt in any given situation. I've never experienced this for a prolonged period of time, so naturally it seems out of reach and unlikely. How do I start enjoying life without encountering uncertainty, danger, and insecurity at every turn?

Thanks in advance for the responses :)",7.748648277754906,8.520572112391934,8.367254013997531,64.50425552353506,62.74639769452449,11.6815699190339,38.71401125291615,11.398264407604922,4.967204583504873,1541,77,239,44,21,515,191,347,0.175,0.674,0.15,-0.8533,0,0,2,0,1,1,48.0,0,1,0,4,14,25,3,4,14,0,22,4,0,5,4,64,51,17,0,13,9,0,4,2,2,2,4,0,0,2,14,11,0,3,12,0,0,2,5,15,0,1,3,5,26,10,55,39,7,41,0,5,0,0,9,19,0,14,18,164,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669575145197664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936698294954068,0.0,0.0,0.2267662770863603,0.0,0.2550982846934548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484057659581607,0.07832486710126985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563959021575444,0.08818991043327434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996823054222717,0.09224261760881558,0.0,0.053764012583995366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540909437017035,0.2809569623085759,0.0,0.14984752271342294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686089138427955,0.059556509022675265,0.0,0.0,0.07619478592546708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288163445275736,0.0,0.04355516399405693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861389473305349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280100088305016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410978532948304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819861945662302,0.0,0.0868126007819285,0.09163127286449466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776739040430236,0.08145658973995255,0.0,0.07361348528020557,0.07377606608324405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401306896393411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429680634588067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168073555075801,0.07999168627112689,0.0,0.0,0.08878180382911756,0.0564907902588737,0.1268068201630015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976976471684674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823136215874421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276791455657113,0.1739373189403025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281119790332868,0.0,0.0849808844353298,0.0,0.1283580556826771,0.0,0.0,0.05900670749135159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715198337229628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536133919894396,0.0,0.0,0.07675198278691284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583371908830728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263994900631636,0.2720339933493821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181559667222199,0.0,0.0491712797489206,0.1323437052439152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522462337622843,0.0,0.09586649918490876,0.16072321769840325,0.0,0.060691259457474236,0.0,0.0,0.05922063748200455,0.09114736151564226,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tukitukiyumyum,2020/01/10,CBD oil. Anyone here tried CBD oil for their anxiety? Has it helped? Or anything you think about it would be helpful. Thanks!,0.9386956521739124,2.820456782608701,0.569217391304349,99.17469565217392,111.6086956521739,3.5791304347826087,17.643478260869568,5.6839178017228535,-0.2741408695652172,98,3,19,1,5,28,20,23,0.061,0.713,0.226,0.6859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184119567949927,0.0,0.0,0.2910350852756484,0.0,0.3425187549024097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579753893505776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383205227058958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667009869223863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825903150819972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29567519963454725,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Birdenti2016,2020/01/10,"Help for resources for dealing with physical anxiety rather than thoughts So, for the last 8 months or so, ive had a massive come on of anxiety expressed physically. Ill feel mentally calm for the most part but things like my shoulder and chest get so uncomfortably tense. The only real irrational thoughts i get is when im feeling my heart beating through my chest (probably due to the tenseness) and then dont and ill have a rush and a feeling like my heart stopped and ill have to check my pulse. Everyone ive talked to that I know who has said thever dealt with anxiety always talks about thoughts of going in public or irrational thoughts about people or themselves and no one seems to understand what I mean. Sorry for the rambling, I just need some help from someone who knows what I mean.",9.411685714285717,7.945019540000002,8.185809523809526,74.54100000000003,60.26666666666666,11.771428571428574,41.42857142857143,10.608840637214634,4.277457142857142,641,30,118,12,7,196,95,150,0.18600000000000005,0.679,0.135,-0.8252,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,8,0,8,8,5,0,0,33,27,15,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,13,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,6,4,12,3,20,21,3,11,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,6,8,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081627314891568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056465770282964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472261627068225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730253919858038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560857488525855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272590185257491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202019145030463,0.09514368494956063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916191089706864,0.0,0.0756891568036209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156374390552645,0.17853524255983272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385705170749755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463842844386229,0.10855932279001107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012985882589145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901437185060292,0.0,0.0,0.13421392718144246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630285605084312,0.0,0.0,0.0987511437534059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024608794473893,0.1012892490260862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422075909755033,0.0,0.0923301133656833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359036359564986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158778385695068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668449994246345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124189978429632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128428232891558,0.0,0.0,0.14908389695471153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134428698542807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408977770197452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847874991223804,0.0,0.0,0.4229195804668554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864488207195128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Derantasaurus,2020/01/10,"Difficulty swallowing? I am not sure if what I am dealing with is anxiety related or not. I feel like this bout of anxiety started because of this issue, not the other way around, but I can't be certain. Anyways, to the point.

I've had anxiety off and on for a few years now. And occasionally, for months at a time, it makes me fixate on swallowing, or the sensation that i need to swallow even if I already just did. The problem is, sometimes when I swallow, I feel like it either doesn't go all the way down, or it makes my saliva extremely thick to the point where it makes me gag and vomit. This is the case even when I just drink water. It constantly feels like I have phlem back there. But when i try to cough anything up or blow my nose, nothing comes out. Sometimes I can hock up some phlem from the back of my throat, but it doesn't really help as the sensation comes back shortly after.

I have found a few (albeit very temporary) methods of relief, such as chewing on a saltine, or chewing peppermint gum, or sucking on a peppermint candy. However, those seem to just dry out my mouth and make things more difficult as well. Its gotten difficult to eat even. I can get food down no problem. But afterwards I feel like I'm so fixated on my thick saliva, that I make myself gag and vomit. This is extremely concerning, as I have 3 business lunches this week. I am not sure what to do and I am so worried I will do something embarrassing and lose my job. Of course, worrying about it probably just makes the sensation worse. I've tried focusing on breathing  to calm down. However, when i focus on it, I can feel the air come in through my nose and down my throat, and it makes me want to excessively swallow, dry my mouth out, or gag. Oddly enough, I had this issue a couple years ago. It just randomly went away. I went to an ENT and he scoped out my nasal passages and the back of my throat, and everything was fine. I am sure this time is no different, and its all psychological.

Is any of this familiar to anybody? What helped you? I'm so worried at this point I'd almost try anything.",4.110863599677156,5.341612067796613,5.179000000000002,82.45166384180794,71.17917675544794,8.896497175141244,29.50516545601291,9.2995712137729,2.502985213882164,1636,65,329,35,30,539,190,413,0.184,0.785,0.032,-0.9959,4,0,3,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,0,1,27,19,1,1,19,0,28,24,9,7,6,72,56,37,0,6,23,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,29,22,12,0,7,1,0,6,9,7,1,0,8,10,41,12,52,46,8,59,0,1,0,0,5,31,1,13,24,234,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251596964384945,0.0,0.08191676397395795,0.0,0.09027481398352603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055630798202668766,0.0,0.1877438045017248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463852468742776,0.07282456993175578,0.0,0.0,0.07685930962833938,0.2516146639705414,0.0,0.04986810027635636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114055454223721,0.0,0.08840308556320439,0.0,0.0,0.09051664139509946,0.0,0.0,0.0843382619478909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546972474737284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801386107389537,0.0,0.08370782991401247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452733386367386,0.0,0.16209602077871632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735218428802407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681753437235184,0.2337685252086472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891998514133833,0.08969591621358346,0.0,0.0,0.04274019170698403,0.0,0.04649216227448159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966550321523184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076815306975646,0.08117970510656296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986486753936985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915198456359896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822423835495793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652966665566054,0.0,0.0,0.060658017529326876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849494050026735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319989731029068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820056620080358,0.15655434275872532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052406936362069535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447299345483367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297815693865735,0.16181619835684033,0.0,0.05790261725389019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231303198680928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434818635165791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540332365682584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662245162795225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749841180373266,0.04825122282247332,0.12986738688687602,0.06561973606401658,0.0,0.07355330341798952,0.15166972584333874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492335019016156,0.08336717243884795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536059891385813
anxiety,tarankino,2020/01/10,"What the hell is happening to me? I (m21) found out my father has lung cancer about a month ago, and since then I've been feeling like nothing is real and that everything is a god damn dream. I've had trouble before and I've been depressed for years, but these feelings I'm begining to have are unreal.

1. Every day just seems to end without anything happening in between. I have no feeling of the day even existing. It's like all that happens during the day vanishes at night where I spend time on the phone trying to figure out what's happening.

2. People around me aren't the same. It's like everyone suddenly became strangers. I can't see them like I did before. I can't look at my god damn girlfriend with whom I've been for the last 7 years and feel the same. It's something I can't explain.

3. I feel like I have no control over my emotions, I'm cold as a fucking rock and feel no pleasure in anything. I cry at night every 2-3 days for an hour then I go back to sleep and that's it. Other than that, I can't seem to find true pleasure in anything.

4. I feel like I'm looking at my life from out of my body, like everything is a bad dream and I'm gonna wake up soon. Everything is so dark and cloudy and I hate how it feels in my mind, I feel like I'm going insane",0.5182071510370285,2.5997154612546147,2.4670288840819445,94.01937269372696,84.42435424354244,5.509148746659881,21.521949357424607,6.8039241337230125,0.43284262628833226,994,33,223,12,29,331,140,271,0.141,0.6890000000000001,0.171,0.7717,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,9,19,5,0,12,0,20,7,4,2,2,40,51,15,0,0,3,1,9,8,1,1,2,0,0,0,14,14,0,1,15,3,1,2,9,8,0,0,6,13,24,11,33,44,3,38,1,1,3,1,6,16,4,2,28,128,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067588639513452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468324650636565,0.0810192121741445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998195068456572,0.07599050232425897,0.0,0.0,0.15488755770488122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010928621574271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207673497998918,0.0,0.0,0.09997146631741724,0.2347786306070841,0.0,0.0783877635460852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237528537883746,0.0806088585838455,0.0,0.0,0.060112001175620815,0.0,0.15336162541644435,0.0869650467122062,0.2453848389354184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141617133589493,0.2600735131187832,0.0,0.0,0.08318253530199819,0.0,0.0,0.09978902001992776,0.0,0.08413833456852596,0.0,0.0,0.1034474591001588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219234104446166,0.0,0.0,0.08985466097558456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896276424161631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418622811057242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428386136101631,0.35570757601455666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285287566408667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189530941315882,0.0,0.07264422552679027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708155836631436,0.0,0.0873276456688672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309566673394769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359060486901496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252409720059398,0.16570625171189038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528535743507964,0.0,0.09107686950852213,0.0,0.0,0.07006482378311563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306932899647948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061790591527336375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773149348517062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172163835117207
anxiety,Vikk773,2020/01/10,"Is anxiety while running a thing? Whenever I run long distances or do sprints, my body feels all weird, not from being tired or anything, but I just get so anxious that my body feels all tingly and i feel light on my feet. is this common or am i just supposed to get over this?",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857141,3.9878571428571448,91.40714285714287,71.85714285714286,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2652642857142853,216,8,47,2,4,67,42,56,0.11699999999999999,0.852,0.031,-0.5833,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,2,13,10,7,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888544237681508,0.3084731207013873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470004694644968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6066025275831484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141926818408391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28531872598441643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416440583932312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140484015289068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138352244797649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmartDoggo153,2020/01/10,"The Dentist I have GAD and depression secondary to my anxiety.  One of my major fears, and triggers for panic attacks, are dentists due to a traumatic experience with one when I was about 12.  I'll be 26 this year, and I haven't been back to one since.  My teeth are....not good.  A combination of genetics, and bad ppd which led me to neglect my teeth altogether for a year after my son was born, and not seeing a dentist in almost 14 years.  My mom has similar issues, and she recently found a dentist that will put you under, and get all your work done at once, even for general cleaning, this dentist specializes in people with bad anxiety.  I think I could do this, I think I could do that so long as I don't remember a thing.  Only problem is, I need a dentist from my town to refer me to this dentist out by my mom.  I don't think I could do that, let a dentist even look in my mouth.  Please someone talk me into this, tell me that I can sit in the chair and let the dentist even just look.  I need it done, but I can't.  Even thinking about it makes me shake, and have to fight down a panic attacks.  I can't, but I need to.  Please help.  Mental health care where I am is a joke, the wait list is 3 years long for non emergent cases to see a therapist.",4.732093023255814,4.403100891472871,5.845131782945738,83.79095348837211,69.15503875968992,9.050542635658914,29.990697674418605,8.648137234880735,2.0354911627906978,962,33,211,14,15,322,135,258,0.14,0.792,0.068,-0.9231,0,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,2,0,1,11,16,3,4,15,0,29,13,3,3,1,39,45,14,0,7,4,3,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,0,13,13,0,2,7,1,0,3,6,12,0,3,6,4,34,4,32,32,2,27,0,2,4,0,10,11,0,1,12,148,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994406230519264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193764978090624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259498424954175,0.0,0.07636019094390141,0.16583273860307393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124909433143063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378633021790092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553211983221534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032490505467412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623627288401823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714033189835264,0.0,0.11174686857112916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088839128988016,0.0,0.0,0.051883290873799864,0.0,0.0,0.08329316860791643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055576435557132,0.0,0.0,0.0665627243923634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364967263649368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030942442942327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576538555308502,0.1667840730053881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662875319724499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000770998095924,0.0,0.0,0.2326119944913957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220902441585529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575765833404438,0.20187696479057365,0.07552669456366135,0.0,0.23302840921471465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884628268299481,0.0,0.0,0.21801635317192467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502243881583046,0.0,0.09982996730950568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805270328634014,0.0,0.11249434937791956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826806358208015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214695664792933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841416589638881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981840819816359,0.08679782874752925,0.0,0.0,0.11530193018267212,0.06597449960632205,0.2545251224552811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229595710761308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557992550694249
anxiety,Deezy402,2020/01/10,"New Year’s Day Disaster Soooo I started my night off at 6pm at a nearby bar with a friend of mine, whose girlfriend is bartender. The beers were going down easy as always especially when they’re virtually free. I’d tried pacing myself knowing I’d want to stay out at least til 1am. My friend was taking shots like they were running out of style and I had a few myself. At around 11:30p my friend texts me and says he’s in the truck, he’s virtually passed out. I get him an Uber and tell him I’m going to stay for awhile longer. 

I forgot to include a small bit on history with my anxiety and panic issues. Dealt with it since I was 12 or so and I’m 35 now. Been on medication, Zoloft and Xanax for 16 years. 
Anyway, I go back in and continue drinking and to shorten things up I got into an argument and wound up being asked to leave. Fast forward, I uber’d to another bar and ended up seeing a few ladies I had met a few times before. Ended up at one of their houses continued to drink and went back to the other girls house. 
Continued drinking this whole time and felt decent. She so happened to live in an area of town that can trigger some anxiety but I thought nothing of it. Anyways about 2 hours later the sun comes up and I look outside and I absolutely lose it. Full blown panic, can’t breathe, can’t think and have zero control. I only had like half a .5mg Xanax and I know it won’t do anything. I call my brother and mother but no answer. I can’t calm down so I call 911. Ambulance ends up coming and I feel like an absolute idiot. I’m virtually bawling my eyes out knowing it wasn’t this serious if I just went through some breathing exercises and grounding techniques. I apologize to the workers and ask if they can just take me home. They advised they drop me off at the hospital which is literally 5 blocks away. 

Needless to say I felt soo embarrassed and still do. I feel so stupid and can’t believe I drank myself to that point. I think if I was sober I’d definitely have used the tools I’ve learned but instead thought I was doomed. Going to the hospital was a joke anyway, drank a Gatorade and drunk cried to my brother when he got there.

Just curious if anyone has ever gone to that extreme before as to call an ambulance or go to the hospital for a panic attack. I blame myself with the alcohol abuse for sure. There have been numerous times sober where I’ve thought about going to the hospital but was able to ground myself.",3.3428879892037777,4.8828557449392775,4.518016194331982,85.23136977058032,73.53441295546557,7.576788124156545,26.43184885290148,8.222332236545338,1.6410448043184886,1934,68,393,31,39,635,254,494,0.142,0.7859999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9906,0,0,5,0,1,0,40.0,0,0,5,3,24,20,3,4,26,0,30,19,3,3,2,72,73,42,0,5,13,3,4,3,4,1,7,2,1,1,14,35,10,3,14,9,1,14,7,10,0,3,28,9,51,11,66,43,9,79,1,2,3,0,31,37,0,8,30,253,65,3,0.08221102338330379,0.09740661946318764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785858202802915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840615724268047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620542612857153,0.1257824157335222,0.0,0.0,0.05748385905110956,0.0,0.06765266741129616,0.07318524056025705,0.15371241838198532,0.09352690746719057,0.07723996269001626,0.12643040479627002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991105154241298,0.09262367092586342,0.0,0.0,0.08975314506618984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518399398534064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163503436644442,0.0,0.0,0.09220665326958292,0.0,0.0,0.0903049488543002,0.05301930893395722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24160651455646945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844369557924925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436457732011194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313672717492904,0.058731571531571415,0.1578709497160896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054809819803872,0.0,0.042951866582917636,0.0,0.2803345148550533,0.0,0.1315033310390794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726989364717814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246435953057964,0.0,0.08096129788298398,0.18972096624209253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580694931774112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554308534238524,0.0,0.0,0.08704960342823115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049246015767373,0.0,0.07259383982322719,0.0,0.06903655426665081,0.09197310640054757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281895702035946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939991867290691,0.0,0.07714947631777487,0.0,0.07888369417984188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055708317082534806,0.06252518785359704,0.0,0.2893707677573608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771599004832133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075501100653367,0.0,0.0,0.06551154173941437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800580808794343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818938548851759,0.17525202480375826,0.06565382947021457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748291661126606,0.0,0.12362491659229286,0.0,0.07185605803454245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461735092822493,0.1053550084967783,0.0,0.19579910851775867,0.1438137265750247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055815888403958604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100392846492147,0.0,0.0,0.04849019160564148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242088462664216,0.0,0.09178567168255644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588240732913803
anxiety,wheredidmysockgo7,2020/01/10,"My awful teacher (context) I was homeschooled for five years. November 6th 2019, I started public school. Im LGBT and a year younger than all of my peers aswell, I also have social anxiety along with a few other things. Needless to say I've had a LOT of anxiety about the whole ordeal. I get along with most of my teachers other than one, I'll call him TT (terrible teacher) and my friend I'll call bff (best frickin friend). The office lady we'll call SH (sweet human) 
I have TT three times a day. (Second, fourth, and seventh) 
It was my first day in TT's classroom. He seemed decent the first few minutes, till class officially started. He instantly started yelling and screaming orders, that started to trigger my anxiety. I was silently tapping my hands together as a way to keep myself from a panic attack. 
He storms over to my desk and practically right in my face shouts ""GOT SOMETHING TO SAY?"" 
I look straight forward and say quietly ""no"". 
sOMEhOw this translates into AdItUde. He sends me to the office. 
Now I've never been to the office for misbehavior. I was panicking and crying. SH instantly stands up and tries to console me. Once I calm down I hand her the note. I explain what happened and she lets me go back to class without being in trouble. I sit in my desk and the class goes by with TT screaming and yelling, going way to fast through the material. 
This happened again in fourth and seventh. He got pissed off the second day because I forgot one question on the homework. (I fell asleep while doing homework.) 
He was so loud one of the other teachers called to have him quiet down.  TT got upset when I said I was missing a course book that he had forgotten to give me. 
Here's a list of things he got pissed off about in the month I was with him. 
-I got up to sharpen my pencil cause it snapped while we were working
-i asked him for help on the material and he said ""we're almost done with the unit. I don't have time"" 
-I was having a conversation with the principal and it came up that I spent 10 hours on homework. He came up to me during passing and yelled at me. 
-i had an anxiety attack and asked to exit the room for a few minutes. 
-I couldn't understand the material he refused to help me with 
-i was doing our assignments while he was whining about his wife. 
-i didn't even do anything. He just looked at me from the bench I was sitting on during passing and shook his head with a frown. 
TT's probably gonna get mad when he gets told im possibly leaving 2 of his classes. 

All things listed have either caused me some kind of stress or to get in trouble.",2.9131958233481647,5.016287830708663,3.8386100650462174,87.21130263608353,76.20472440944881,6.3071550838753865,26.791509756932555,7.255503002510835,1.379107360492982,2030,80,396,24,46,651,246,508,0.11199999999999999,0.84,0.048,-0.9817,0,0,1,0,2,0,68.0,3,0,0,4,14,22,5,4,30,1,32,7,7,3,3,54,67,27,0,1,4,1,2,0,2,2,0,14,4,1,15,31,0,3,4,1,1,10,6,16,0,9,30,19,60,6,73,32,11,69,0,2,2,0,52,28,2,8,27,263,75,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145299143101943,0.0,0.0,0.06504974961167685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489078548751841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693813369590967,0.0,0.15208893907791307,0.18507819058021172,0.0,0.06254753628581693,0.0,0.049585771549552266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536417382525492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322400768302869,0.18606882010037992,0.0,0.16712277558909175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089351166348869,0.1573779893249284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324185159168625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372610420210016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838016452844953,0.0,0.0,0.12569037862308946,0.0,0.16999287081095335,0.07803135602961449,0.0924578929059456,0.0,0.3252860489977359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386221017756948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834811055591978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904463091960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010620111899176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757282078732392,0.0,0.0,0.07230115347255058,0.0,0.08470593309842027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613020321918471,0.0,0.0831784497747424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661480843944918,0.0,0.0,0.06915467788381281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492698885420015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273652589279409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662734980601793,0.16535981149897128,0.0,0.0,0.095438164184866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170170303063377,0.0,0.0,0.08770121785144046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112247070312013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946624464179263,0.15475112186694645,0.1940610047558316,0.0,0.08232318268094284,0.0,0.07405136388990394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291866672334618,0.0,0.06262160550063536,0.0,0.0,0.23029920412940535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317781926251402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212148072403218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486319682721646,0.0,0.0,0.0777264617750807,0.0,0.05522637234132632,0.0,0.0,0.08468064779625534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913214143357105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081625008373223,0.0,0.07841148636891092,0.0,0.05921847424174679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476409887511956
anxiety,Kwopp,2020/01/10,"Anyone else’s anxiety directly tied to school? Any time I’m at school my anxiety is terrible, whereas where I’m at home or even out in public it’s virtually non-existent. I don’t know what it is specifically about school but I just hate it there. Even though I know I’m not there’s always that sense of a hierarchy and a feeling of thinking you’re being judged, teachers talk so loud and the lights in the classroom are so bright, it just drains the energy out of me so fast.

If you have any tips or magic cures im all ears..",2.038990825688071,3.9792424862385367,3.816963302752296,87.11094954128441,78.26605504587154,7.662752293577981,22.82660550458716,8.548686976883017,1.3920671559633029,417,13,90,9,10,140,74,109,0.092,0.818,0.08900000000000001,0.1808,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,12,3,1,0,5,0,6,1,1,0,1,16,14,10,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,6,1,11,13,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,3,2,53,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622900629113738,0.0,0.0,0.27170803239220304,0.0,0.3056550290071931,0.0,0.0,0.13968749529295024,0.20469334535864467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668865813831084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26389932847352066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101236571116244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723669340498987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039085795409303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579154463329894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958249855751968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065496358785273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057177341032944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280079094933205,0.19627816246936708,0.0,0.11649055106146725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okhiibyee,2020/01/10,"Psychiatrist or psychologist? (Ontario help?) I want to get help, but I don’t know where to start. Would you recommend a psychiatrist or psychologist? 

If anyone has experience getting a referral in Ontario how would I go about this? A walk in clinic? How do I find a “good” doctor?

Any advise would be appreciated.",2.455575396825396,5.378440232142861,4.95809523809524,70.59801587301591,93.10714285714286,8.203174603174602,25.865079365079364,8.515128840125781,3.0832126984127,247,11,41,8,9,86,39,56,0.0,0.73,0.27,0.9383,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,2,0,12,13,6,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,29,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577657379088525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910187494162531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27961853937374753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672293723698056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496880303692149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854579346340636,0.0,0.15525850598111124,0.2291363508318769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662230654350331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150136467763949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336321236599974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113281036383975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5821927636054466,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fmybbaby,2020/01/10,Positivity today! Accept that growth and healing starts outside your comfort zone. You got this!,5.875999999999998,9.248955266666666,5.240000000000002,66.40000000000003,96.33333333333334,4.666666666666667,31.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,2.7476666666666683,79,4,9,1,3,24,15,15,0.0,0.48700000000000004,0.513,0.8906,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600844796888137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495667622062942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6637913708765572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frankiefing,2020/01/10,"Caffeine suddenly causes panic attacks I use to drink 2 energy drinks or a whole pot of coffee a day but one night, 4 months ago, i had a bad panic attack after smoking weed. After that i’ve had terrible anxiety, this feeling where i get all hot and i’m going to pass out and I have just been out of it since. I only mention the caffeine because caffeine use to be my life and kept me going but now if i take a little sip i feel this flushed feeling and i get all dizzy. I cant smoke anymore either or even take CBD oil. I havent drank caffeine since. Has this happened to anyone else?",1.8358643815201208,3.653224926229512,3.72725782414307,88.09412071535023,78.42622950819671,5.747839046199702,24.205663189269746,6.574015621080383,0.8221049180327875,459,16,93,4,11,155,81,122,0.213,0.746,0.040999999999999995,-0.9718,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,2,5,0,8,4,0,3,2,22,23,9,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,3,1,3,2,0,3,2,6,0,1,5,5,12,0,10,17,4,15,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,8,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870363630612526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970121205131537,0.0,0.15517890512819915,0.10940937271203913,0.1603248055028183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560206446329297,0.0,0.0,0.1306481957381933,0.09538432538350236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074059863981194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009119677739886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306567416049349,0.0,0.0,0.1307128898323374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334876406389906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735194504218005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635010890785874,0.0,0.17785411955122366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836832056000345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052131838875616,0.0,0.15682678479207435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248950422169236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468390596651694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602997306468866,0.11900456397129128,0.0,0.3671740752290696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25887172247993284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352960430842863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702844033672304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746962178341754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joeycc1997,2020/01/10,"I (m23) and scared that the antidepressants my gf(20) is taking, will damage her and our relationship. What do i do? Since August of 2018, my gf has been on an antidepressant called Lexapro. Its an SSRI (selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor) im unsure of her current dose, but it is not a significant amount, but she has very low emotional and sexual drive in the last 2 weeks. Around the time her doctor increased the dosage. We dated for well over 3 years and she never had any anxiety or depression issues. (Sure she had her moments but never anything significant) She was an impenetrable force, at least emotionally. She was easily the stronger of the 2 of us emotionally. We then took a year off and this is when her anxiety came into play. We since have been back together for almost a year and its been better than ever, except with her periodical dosage increases. I just am convinced she doesnt need this stupid fucking medication, i think it is making her think differently and chemically wiring her brain and possibly causing damage. For months ive researched all SSRI drugs and i keep finding lots of shady shit. Im going to talk to her, and maybe her parents about getting her off of these medications, do you think this is a smart move? I know that cutting “cold turkey” can cause some serious issues, but i think she would live a perfectly happy life without these antidepressants. She tells me that i make her happier than anything else in the world, then she says “i just dont have feelings of being close to anyone right now” or “i just dont have mushy feelings”. If this continues it will ruin our relationship. This cannot continue. I am an incredibly patient human being, especially when it comes to her, but this is getting out of hand and im getting worried. 

Give me advice.",5.5667975830815735,7.402412410876138,6.186288821752262,74.29186827794562,68.39577039274924,9.283915407854986,29.856314199395772,9.692545771848811,2.9729878187311183,1432,55,248,33,25,466,188,331,0.11199999999999999,0.747,0.14,0.9072,3,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,6,1,0,2,11,19,4,1,16,0,34,10,3,4,6,59,55,23,0,3,14,1,3,0,1,3,6,1,0,1,18,21,0,1,8,1,0,8,8,11,1,0,9,5,45,8,31,41,7,45,0,5,0,1,39,14,2,6,23,180,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189707243156037,0.0,0.0,0.0941698049692626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395200643784175,0.0,0.14388424376509265,0.0,0.0,0.06575658083869804,0.0,0.15477764252497872,0.08371760815190461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231274370483287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317279496018343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104982337331268,0.0960277292718498,0.1075593676295646,0.0,0.1932147476311496,0.0,0.08100913665719794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099851746706531,0.0,0.0,0.09825421464152806,0.0,0.09625630543869552,0.0,0.0,0.22043381104919046,0.0,0.10905924154245313,0.0,0.07856029601359857,0.31735487654569106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506666777082296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951012512274519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859529821214062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694061488553452,0.1473997014338278,0.09021396820052828,0.05344642099606247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001098045946092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047455490392024,0.19631151048218293,0.0,0.08358914021382306,0.0,0.0,0.05168320287682023,0.07665704724305772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642487592134813,0.0,0.0,0.0830410966752135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995142246612176,0.0,0.0,0.12554796553275294,0.0,0.09447815648040564,0.0,0.0,0.18947549911163486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506368729034896,0.0999521095024456,0.0,0.06973119302386953,0.14506247846714773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442287371558358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601859229513064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193252724484376,0.0,0.08031163245127268,0.0,0.07478623211144714,0.09415277400854828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965330960772104,0.1555855675263514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863377918376675,0.0,0.07070812533959041,0.07558765927133282,0.08219713789043824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410341006097224,0.0,0.0,0.05483683648098485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448448430336696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312133889096845,0.0,0.0,0.07759476774879931,0.0,0.0,0.07543508126428691,0.0,0.08455534498309851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065344622687874,0.0,0.0,0.09550454684034672,0.0,0.06680497008926811,0.0,0.0,0.18168052367736864
anxiety,emiyadrago,2020/01/10,"Voice gets deeper when anxious Every time I feel anxious, so basically when I'm talking with strangers, my voice gets deeper and it's the worst thing ever. Why is that?",6.440312500000001,7.15561240625,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,65.5625,7.65,31.625,7.1686216300943375,1.97895,135,5,24,1,2,42,26,32,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7066835866159398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829189477197195,0.26352275144917525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814623182717316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268194975123016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513931905650252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077909134793531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237907373162487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822268516280377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veggie-berger,2020/01/10,"Struggling with symptoms, any advice? TW: medical anxiety

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20/F

Hello! So, I have been suffering over the last three days with shortness of breath. I have been diagnosed with anxiety about 5 years ago but never followed up with much treatment(the therapist I saw was way too expensive for my family to afford, much less the psychiatrist who was going to prescribe meds). Now, I do not FEEL anxious right now.. besides worrying about why I am short of breath..but overall I do not feel anxious. Though, I have had a lot going on in my personal life as well as starting school again. I called the doctor and the nurse told me it sounds like anxiety.. but I do not feel anxious at all! So, I guess my question is: do I have to feel anxious to be having anxiety symptoms? If so, then any tips to help me cope with this before my appointment with my doctor on Monday?  Thanks",4.187766233766233,6.312863400000001,4.88279220779221,81.04704545454547,72.57575757575758,8.350649350649352,29.361471861471863,9.04235418022936,2.6767835497835497,691,29,124,15,14,222,104,165,0.07,0.7959999999999999,0.134,0.9175,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,0,17,8,1,0,2,22,29,11,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,5,0,1,3,4,2,1,1,7,6,18,3,24,21,5,24,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,4,12,91,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110532720827088,0.1007400645231276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231350788128277,0.13809197624163513,0.1545659591379476,0.0,0.3477546269639815,0.5135492152890823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967041284219494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604497579891365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732920809824396,0.0,0.0,0.11534800296618393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326423986035193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071350607511906,0.0,0.2298507416726188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917495140322496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519356159592301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617432356019485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263642137109812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802713255555272,0.05552155321784115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661751824730093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623476371473796,0.11448609623294695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708534551904802,0.0,0.08765057723792992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923105005653604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273092037344104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705281500300184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150155253158031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043901814818527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880717074685067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23624281276740186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462970056769508,0.0,0.1319514280256462,0.0,0.0,0.11165633261853546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085933456514562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020667446555687,0.0,0.0,0.10218114118323612,0.0,0.10254757640625374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541273453836776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809197624163513,0.07318411092692105
anxiety,micbro,2020/01/10,"Medications Hello everyone.  

I have a quick question about finding the right medication.  This may seem like a silly question, but is it possible that if I have found medication that is actually addressing my anxiety, would I feel less internal desire to consume alcohol, marijuana, or any other substance?",10.264933333333332,11.58802016,11.206000000000005,44.40633333333335,57.4,15.466666666666667,48.66666666666667,14.06817628641468,8.357066666666668,248,16,30,11,3,86,42,50,0.042,0.8370000000000001,0.121,0.4372,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,6,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.19888974949461707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781155293933796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385981996999241,0.0,0.15591455422442158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474976625675747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305276521813422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862791997377823,0.0,0.0,0.22346780756853346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995715662550055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6159532247743048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229765832931406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566290415102957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405314223451665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554151931275026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478120548694878,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,siriuslycharmed,2020/01/10,"Closeted hypochondriac My anxiety affects most areas of my life. One thing I struggle with is worrying about unexplained pain or changes in my body. I don’t tell anyone, but deep down I’m wondering if maybe it’s something serious. 

For example, I’ve had a headache for a few hours now and I never get headaches. My dumb ass is over here worrying that maybe it’s an aneurysm. Or a tumor. Or something awful and devastating. I wish I could just ignore those feelings, get off of Google, and experience this shitty headache like a normal person would do.",4.45833872707659,6.7887957184465995,5.026731391585763,79.40723840345201,72.39805825242719,8.849622437971954,31.832793959007553,9.444778638647367,3.273074217907228,441,21,78,11,9,141,76,103,0.348,0.597,0.055,-0.9885,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,5,1,7,4,2,1,1,20,13,8,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,9,1,10,10,2,9,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,6,4,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503934652897033,0.0,0.0,0.13256894938955074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105968544346173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005659425748184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137585696507636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545989464047802,0.0,0.0,0.09586472410861324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981107017242829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867124855347455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339162697012082,0.09262634251389207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809465086267992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622704009966336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576244873655226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847420458193912,0.0,0.201742016906246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554668768877911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919183645678561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982054365000732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571403308960708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259582246306309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180244279181699,0.0,0.20560725113485587,0.0,0.3850850295153693,0.0,0.13468256082929855,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scarysituation22,2020/01/10,The older I get the more stressed I get ! I can't denied that I have been through some crazy stressful things but these days are really out doing their self. Physical health is everything and with out it will affect your mental health no matter how big and bad you are. I'm not old but my health is going down and everyone I knew is dead or gone or unhealthy ' I truly feel like anxiety is just apart of today's living. I don't even know where to start with all my thoughts. All I know is we can only fight stress and that is stressful in its self. Stay healthy it is the true state of mind,3.3926354453627177,4.594610834710746,3.793829201101929,91.8087235996327,72.88429752066115,7.03067033976125,22.535353535353536,7.3871296695380915,0.5950598714416895,465,11,102,5,9,145,85,121,0.257,0.626,0.11699999999999999,-0.9701,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,1,2,1,0,4,8,1,4,3,0,16,3,0,2,3,28,27,9,1,0,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,1,14,2,10,22,4,16,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,6,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658778317417324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633551006542599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985692589446806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202676787131674,0.0,0.0,0.1331366783701119,0.12522165940361674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044990667618492,0.09953804711698208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558932472612462,0.0,0.07918498069690595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44430680242522497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314527505805456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807005649405226,0.0,0.12303176741733793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041281052572172,0.0,0.1406845245946889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620437728789698,0.0,0.0,0.1059674538288824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925896411774771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907051023002298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861915224507062,0.14850823711473282,0.0,0.0,0.6384124567656027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256528147175462,0.0,0.0,0.11061319821047813,0.0,0.0,0.13206943393031756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sydddkat,2020/01/10,"Confusing Reaction Hi, I have never posted here and just found it today because I’m genuinely curious. I recently started attending college again after a break (I’m 23) and my anxiety has been so weird since starting again. It’s a new university for me and I’m overall pretty comfortable. I’ve dealt with anxiety most of my life and up until now, I thought I’ve managed it well on my own. I’ll just explain what it is I guess because I don’t want this to be long lol. I can function and communicate well to other students, but as soon as I have to speak in a situation where all eyes are on me in the room a few things have happened. My heart rate increases, difficulty breathing, blurry vision, sweating, and as soon as people actually start to look at me I start to physically “twitch” I guess. Especially feeling the “twitch” in the back of my neck. There have been times where my head will jerk to the side and that has never happened to me before. It makes me feel like I’m crazy and I’m just genuinely curious if anyone gets that type of effect? Also, how did you overcome it if so?",4.106843023255813,5.4894077627907025,5.621787790697677,78.69082122093025,71.37209302325581,8.909883720930234,30.18168604651164,9.354420925462401,2.7439360465116285,859,36,165,19,16,291,130,215,0.078,0.812,0.109,0.6837,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,19,7,1,1,8,1,15,9,6,3,3,31,37,20,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,12,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,3,2,0,5,5,21,4,25,30,5,34,0,0,2,0,4,11,0,6,20,117,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.14401071104559998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801468997666195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22578705914478914,0.0,0.0,0.10318701074195176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347511939153823,0.0,0.17991920004634576,0.0,0.1255744083359873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492354636876894,0.10542673026060506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180702095266505,0.0,0.0,0.07710120356634012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251382889526093,0.0,0.2609979936097342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145326231523604,0.0,0.0,0.17487562713735946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423571751764872,0.07209708943142644,0.0,0.0,0.13059814193752353,0.123924798792066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098506636923816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763597700680105,0.1425276659614452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230907034865616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133487781307805,0.15013557708597375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571129373228936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207454693406285,0.16587909976980614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178138938189703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980414549398439,0.0,0.0,0.11715708865870796,0.08605145162426106,0.0,0.13988267792996406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704283262614478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26537308296071604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WatIsThis52,2020/01/10,"DAE experience relationship anxiety and worry about being a good SO? Relationship anxiety always gets me. This morning I was feeling a little irritable and I told my boyfriend I was feeling frustrated. Since then, I’ve been worried that I was being/came across as too bitchy, rude, etc. and wondering how I could have handled things differently.

We’ve talked since then and I know things are OK. But my mind can’t let go of it. I know it’s irrational.

Does anyone else do this?",2.778488253319715,5.713388707865168,4.138488253319714,79.80250255362616,83.26966292134833,7.7307456588355485,26.068437180796728,8.575989854853784,2.4852157303370794,381,16,68,10,11,125,64,89,0.251,0.655,0.09300000000000001,-0.9317,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,1,11,0,0,1,0,13,19,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,10,2,4,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586882881977722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26821757585475864,0.0,0.0,0.12257819374474095,0.17962195179325693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996776174801515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315770079515364,0.0,0.0,0.15341166531322448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644586233917922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551278920021012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148313388468042,0.0,0.0,0.17728019689651328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159027091444928,0.0,0.09963057178853234,0.1470385503625484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268744131097854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792624999570673,0.0,0.0,0.17570289943260387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770093205025479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764265740747984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900302539591136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090450909546334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23293134227303536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751261761131508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901121309400563,0.0,0.35606397707376586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yanezowens07,2020/01/10,"Can a corrected/amended private medical record be used to subtantiate a VA claim? Can it hurt your chances? Back in 2010 I deployed to Iraq for a period of 7 months. Shortly after I returned home, I began experiencing anxiety issues. In 2013 I received a diagnosis of Generalized Anxiety Disorder from my private doctor who prescribed me some medication to help me deal with it. I was also diagnosed with Depression and Insomnia. Last month I decided to pursue a claim with the VA as my symptoms never seem to go away and probably have gotten worse over time. My VSO asked if I had ever been treated and diagnosed with anxiety and I remembered about my treatment with my private doctor back in 2013. I called his office and requested a copy of my medical records and upon reviewing them, I saw that he wrote that I had experienced the symptoms of anxiety for 5 years which I don't remember ever telling him. On another portion of my records though, he wrote that I had began experiencing anxiety symptoms for a period of 6 weeks which makes more sense that I would have said that. I spoke to my VSO about this and she advised me to get the doctor to correct my records as she believes the VA will deny my claim being that the diagnosis of anxiety would have started in 2008 as per the doctor's notes which is prior to my deployment. Another option is to not these records as I can choose what I can submit to subtantiate my VA claim. Does anyone have any advice on this? I will really appreciate it.",7.475159574468088,7.603679237588652,8.356090425531917,66.54562500000002,63.361702127659576,12.156382978723405,38.19237588652482,11.698219412168324,4.844169503546098,1203,58,204,36,16,408,148,282,0.096,0.8759999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,13,0,22,13,0,2,4,32,37,14,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,13,2,1,0,17,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,13,6,39,1,43,18,3,31,0,2,1,0,21,10,0,4,19,152,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502376411080092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776439811664856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612789954421742,0.20393344671163371,0.4463392165940076,0.0,0.0,0.06799387250342202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090815013276007,0.0,0.09136206688288907,0.1495462024675549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955844259051208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929496177606548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025223965879523,0.08375439840966775,0.19739718099161246,0.0,0.0,0.11144776503457077,0.3981252599312429,0.08509713590303715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592192565147424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080493530586171,0.0,0.05526487369963505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517926772921091,0.0,0.09754166196485303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409958003695388,0.0,0.0,0.10149539136943993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926521467895206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490979497883399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293883275973276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523528499076328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499903082035718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484333085103993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229571990942381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031247618127928,0.0,0.09249941715147678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885254713045291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882839327890203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032150366973789,0.0,0.0,0.08499380050763776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553977846162748,0.0,0.05670259646445616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398587253847185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800167272004344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909791307033808,0.13815586397312912,0.0,0.0,0.06262066450594228
anxiety,simonedebeaver,2020/01/10,"My therapist asks the same questions everytime, seems to forget i answered them. Like the title said, my therapist that ive been seeing for around 8 sessions now has asked me the same questions multiple times. Is this a sign i need to move on? Is this a bad sign? I have severe social anxiety so confronting this and telling her is literally a nightmare for me. I understand if she asked the same question maybe twice, but ive had 3+ sessions where i feel like she asked me the same exact questions.",6.0968750000000025,6.726873270833334,6.137500000000002,79.55750000000002,66.29166666666666,9.316666666666668,33.70833333333333,9.2995712137729,2.987283333333333,398,17,74,7,6,126,62,96,0.1,0.845,0.055,-0.2688,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,8,0,9,0,0,0,1,21,19,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,3,16,2,6,16,4,6,0,0,1,0,15,3,0,6,4,52,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105268719259279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249910287590825,0.5145746111793156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489581436317688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957806257795117,0.09830622633789238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445532787423467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824438688237975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462541037052499,0.0,0.10203359575671866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6166038137426397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089544651806168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965469307282537,0.12527193631558134,0.0,0.1554563591060105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027266199422614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202742872476217,0.0,0.0,0.31954387963629066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023955081569895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325338738752075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,feelingalotto,2020/01/10,"Work Fuck Up In a strange state of calm before the inevitable storm, as I fucked up at work yet again. Vendor ditched us, I can only imagine because of me or the way I’ve been handling things. 

On the way to face the consequences of this. Basically telling my boss. Half of me knows we just need to solve the problem, the other half is screaming and feels like throwing up. 

Somebody take the wheel, I can’t handle this.",4.300772357723574,5.625382573170731,4.130243902439022,89.79260162601628,70.82926829268294,6.442276422764228,29.52032520325203,6.42735559955562,1.2664081300813006,329,13,67,2,6,100,62,82,0.16699999999999998,0.759,0.07400000000000001,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,2,3,6,2,0,8,0,4,3,1,1,0,10,10,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,2,8,2,13,9,0,12,0,0,0,2,3,6,2,1,3,44,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373592860150956,0.0,0.21459964549803756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751753333937618,0.18016838972005172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663010260799513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859995448783854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320989633514708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699963704891848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918059081131642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413168651626265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896194974089532,0.0,0.22042982896779492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675473669595841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30335992255084104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003618186267946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672023987293073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,like_it_or_lump_it,2020/01/10,"I ended it with my girlfriend. Does anyone have a similar story? I've spent so much of our relationship questioning whether she's the girl for me and finally had enough of the anxiety that I was associating with our relationship. We ended on amicable terms and neither of us are angry but I'm totally cut up about it. I went to live abroad with her and instead of sitting myself and getting hired somewhere, I sat at our flat feeling sorry for myself and fighting the invasive thoughts that I should break up with her and move home. 

Now that I've done that I feel awful despite everyone around me assuring me it was the right thing to do. Has anyone been through a similar situation and what was the outcome of it?",6.866368613138686,7.106759751824818,7.539844890510952,71.50713959854015,64.62043795620438,10.937591240875912,36.833029197080286,10.686352973137794,4.063336496350365,574,27,103,14,8,191,89,137,0.122,0.841,0.037000000000000005,-0.8657,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,5,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,7,1,11,0,0,0,2,22,19,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,13,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,10,2,20,1,20,8,5,15,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,5,84,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427822925445308,0.0,0.0,0.261011911140666,0.0,0.0,0.1661528977111477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333358622522084,0.19100180525636812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306227023315406,0.19285333878947944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834651958550662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887458184271774,0.0,0.0,0.2044595842741213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751388449667632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872193380661012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481023701325584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837323345453767,0.1372049533435866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908420549182896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007720154042977,0.0,0.1593931162901722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979588679763786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893288708444088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399810470745745,0.0,0.0,0.14817463649062484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245099766299469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302103168986407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not_so_plausible,2020/01/10,"Just got out of the ER from what I'm assuming was one of the worst attacks I've had and I'm still scared. I hadn't really slept much at all in the last 48 hours, hadn't eaten a healthy meal, and sat at my pc for like ten hours. Got hit with a random wave of exhaustion but it felt different then 'I'm sleepy' exhaustion. 
 
Tried to hurry and get into bed because I could feel myself freaking tf out about why I felt so light headed and dizzy. Made a quick healthy meal and drank water and got into bed but just still felt dizzy. I could literally hear my heart beat thumping and felt it increasing in speed.
 
At this point I kept thinking I was going to die. I have a big fear of death and this uncomfortable feeling had me thinking I was having a heart attack, stroke, or just going insane. I could barely think, barely breathe or stand up, it was horrifying. I ended up sitting down on my steps and calling 911 and all I could muster out was a few words about how I just like I'm about to faint or pass out and can feel my heart rate sky rocketing.

They end up staying on the phone with me until an ambulance gets there and they put me in to talk with me first and decide on whether or not to take me to hospital. They said I looked flushed, afraid, and could basically tell I was freaking the fuck out. As far as vital signs go, pulse was +130 bpm but everything else was normal.
 
EMT said that I'm feeling so bad and panicky and dizzy because my heart rate is sky high for no reason (not sure how true never heard of that one.) They get me a fluid IV drip going for hydration and I'm trembling hard af still thinking I'm gonna die any moment. At that point they dedcided to take me to the ER since the pulse was high.

Pulse slowed down about 3/4 of the way there and eventually I started to calm down a bit. Was still extremely light headed and just felt so out of it. Not sure if it was the lack of sleep, the lack of healthy food, lack of movement, or lack of hydration. Regardless I'm just an already extremely depressed dude which is why I live such the shit life style, but now I'm just more anxious about my depression and anxiety. 

I honestly considered committing myself voluntarily because maybe then I could actually get some help from a psychologists. Right now all I have is a psychiatrist who sees me for five minutes and throws pills at me that don't work. Idk I'm gonna go to bed now because I should've slept ten hours ago. Any advice on what I can do to get better would be appreciated.",4.601943346508566,5.1963615790513815,5.1516600790513865,85.43806982872202,69.57312252964427,8.583926218708829,27.19104084321476,8.666027191798058,1.6849981554677211,1973,60,422,31,33,633,236,506,0.207,0.7090000000000001,0.084,-0.9972,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,5,4,28,25,4,4,23,0,33,25,11,4,8,98,89,42,3,14,21,0,11,2,0,3,7,4,3,0,15,32,6,1,16,0,0,11,8,16,2,6,33,19,43,9,65,45,14,74,0,2,2,1,15,35,2,9,26,259,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.06763897042611776,0.0,0.0,0.06773134163921024,0.061441320899489574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764880321168538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426971027353072,0.0,0.05302384838325923,0.07830335994825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157705877482961,0.0,0.0,0.05787301568340479,0.16900894888536652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061301245420321775,0.07567126339809975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707757795330544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320421946467712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939745442744322,0.0,0.14387079772974962,0.0724167767622174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057901673119535986,0.0,0.12278054741993685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229357703844565,0.0,0.0,0.07799579663057501,0.1401858659208114,0.0,0.3327541951333403,0.0,0.0,0.05895714996126876,0.08381291155991878,0.0,0.0,0.06407825987623968,0.18106451908950225,0.0,0.1969593646507799,0.0,0.16630653767253195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062090357065300736,0.0,0.1422691778451892,0.0,0.07812018903034333,0.32854243372070496,0.0464586863262233,0.14646485614162538,0.0,0.0,0.2047764574479453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649891251692906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048957446035308785,0.06772514161557454,0.0,0.06120417919942296,0.0,0.05820501641648724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558513322570209,0.0,0.0,0.06963369043973436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050952639251492134,0.0,0.053458048380193295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791150231183987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939358444165617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104537225639692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967817467702021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044403341914826734,0.07126476118653233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919246904422276,0.13186405912544502,0.0,0.06939387223027839,0.0,0.055233063163669216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114825246218373,0.057335989871199824,0.0,0.06936252473987724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905972167357391,0.07387786868190285,0.22141210625079366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065236181796602,0.0,0.1042286999427666,0.05571073635264805,0.06058215219389895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776505233858806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470586160529538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501701095140416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250874431988293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504603022874772,0.0,0.0,0.049237588669467605,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_dubujigae_,2020/01/10,"Not sure this is the right place to post this, but I would like some advice on letters of recommendation. I'm applying to a summer program at a college near me, and this program needs letters of recommendation. Not sure if this is ok to post here, but I am really really REALLY scared about asking one of my teachers, and I have to tomorrow.  Like really really freaking out. I have these pangs in my chest of fear.  I was not at the top of her class, but I do try very hard, and I try to be as serious as I can in my work. I don't know how to approach this topic with her. What if she denies it because I don't have an A in her class? Am I not as studious as I think I am?  Could someone please tell me how to approach the topic, and maybe something to tell themselves to feel better? Also, this situation is leading to me overthinking, and it's really messing up my train of thought.  

(I know I will get comments saying, ""oh, that's just every student."" I do have generalized anxiety disorder, diagnosed.)

My apologies mods if this is the incorrect place to post here.",4.508551307847085,5.1389826619718315,6.076904761904764,78.59250000000003,69.7981220657277,9.465995975855133,30.237759892689468,9.606745405546679,2.7041337357478197,829,32,166,18,14,284,111,213,0.152,0.7759999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9524,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,7,11,0,2,8,1,21,2,1,3,2,33,30,18,0,6,11,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,2,3,28,6,32,24,1,21,0,0,0,0,12,13,0,4,4,124,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676350502744174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037391831807606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923749786191248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127319785977304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790777438598314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114729171812667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035730071971635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316657931791447,0.0,0.0,0.14867343401366212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929695579839427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597408406532347,0.06559168654183865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777474805727493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162060443439738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258438869397727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675190128966993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032387155648129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618772615453937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790344763422178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710651885228332,0.14239655156545478,0.0,0.0,0.3727154165853625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986220369918234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078246297324508,0.0,0.10316068465949374,0.12987503655536792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581373149632973,0.0,0.0,0.10991360882002987,0.09986685948653684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24452418811339505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267666863920133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312105765714284,0.0,0.10298532058757932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614637384237752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703479960097226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944396586262488,0.0,0.0,0.09215127248015256,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,totoscreams,2020/01/10,just a little help please is it normal to feel like a burden to everyone? and that you feel like everyone hates you and wants you gone after every social interaction? bc I get this feeling a lot and I dont know if it's something everyone feels or if it's me. sorry if this is the wrong subreddit to post this but I just need some clarity. thanks,1.1841197183098586,3.556673943661973,3.3275880281690178,87.01279049295776,84.2112676056338,6.930281690140845,20.142605633802816,8.07648339933343,1.1263647887323949,274,8,56,6,8,93,48,71,0.096,0.69,0.214,0.8265,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,6,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,20,14,8,0,6,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,7,3,4,13,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,6,3,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389758414925855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377055050871188,0.5231815875049233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691253676612126,0.2607669759394833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535270441182338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018850082568005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233101788529345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030142094654364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832801926606628,0.18292059261999996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516146124229527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353270957541348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881872822645034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003385726968605,0.0,0.0,0.17479186061727156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604354595755845,0.0,0.14050329077003035,0.0,0.2043023506539789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802850584377232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764772930460463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995434438429515,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaptainTomBunnLCSW,2020/01/11,"How Eugene is “Calmer in every aspect of my life”  

This videos is from the regular Wednesday night group phone/video counseling sponsored by SOAR Inc. Program graduates share how they overcame panic, anxiety, and claustrophobia by finding a source of profound calming and linking it to situations they had been unable to tolerate.",11.20722222222222,12.063599351851854,9.785555555555558,56.965,55.48148148148147,12.385185185185184,45.77777777777778,11.855464076750405,6.2473777777777775,271,15,33,7,3,84,47,54,0.084,0.7909999999999999,0.125,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,8,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,23,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084745130583109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397438059712044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36855049047758265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848175827820238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784097642113696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731106816836873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453254271718281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deltafox11,2020/01/11,"Is there an app that can track my mood AND other daily activities/events to correlate and draw insights? Hi /r/Anxiety! Just joined this sub. 

I suffer from frequent anxiety and possibly some mild depression. Some days are better than others, and I have streaks of days where I’m doing great, and others when it’s the complete opposite. 

Is there an app that can help me draw insights/correlations between how I feel and other activities or events that happen in my daily life? For example, I would find it useful if I could track the following on a daily basis:

Mood
Weather
Did I drink alcohol today?
Did I smoke marijuana?
Did I go to work?
Did I exercise?
Did I have a good night’s sleep?
Did I eat healthy? Did I overeat?
How did my stock portfolio do today?
Did I spend time outdoors?

These are just some examples. I feel like if I am able to track things like these on a daily basis, I can draw conclusions about my mood that may not be obviously apparent. 

If there isn’t such an app, would you find it useful if it existed?

Thanks!",2.3558045454545464,4.963786535000004,3.8854545454545466,83.3977272727273,81.15,7.636363636363638,24.09090909090909,8.575989854853784,1.99125,817,30,155,20,22,270,112,200,0.044000000000000004,0.8029999999999999,0.152,0.9668,1,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,11,11,0,0,8,0,27,7,1,4,1,32,36,14,0,7,8,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,16,6,4,0,6,2,2,2,2,2,0,0,9,2,22,6,12,22,3,15,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,9,11,110,38,2,0.16873278439360892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803240316002972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581602364383409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923043587186605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691311416113467,0.0,0.0,0.13471939842667058,0.0,0.0,0.2176373740378083,0.0,0.14532929995164434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529389146381973,0.0,0.17265576262046528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063273128462852,0.12054273488519868,0.0,0.0,0.30843741616726045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958947298194302,0.14152505407662652,0.0,0.1860284904730109,0.0,0.0,0.14920984399069046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309802864459025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918095563847265,0.16486863086513445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834428788111518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022086183707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688546411925515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553464779051043,0.0,0.0,0.1120985643902576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838944349302133,0.0,0.319877900397032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29146190035639385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283947663631035,0.0,0.0,0.2397258577062605,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tothepoint2020,2020/01/11,"I was skeptical of the weighted blanket fad but after using it last month .... TOTALLY WORTH IT! Weighted blankets have always been one of those things that I assumed could not possibly work. I was curious but the bad reviews online solidify the mindset that it is a waste of money. So last month I finally caved in and got this 15 lb weighted blanket on Amazon. I figured with amazon prime I could always return the darn thing if it was unbearable. 

Yeah, the first night it was as if someone is massaging my legs all night, slept like a baby throughout the night! woke up refreshed, got my coffee and went to work. I am thinking okay maybe it was the excitement of a new blanket or maybe it was just a fluke or something. I couldn't wait to get home the second day to try it again and see if the results are any different. Got home, dinner, green tea and I am in my bed under the 15 lb weight. I woke up to my morning alarm with the same good feeling as if someone was massaging my legs. No idea when I passed out, no tossing all night. This thing is brilliant! 

I am sure there are other skeptics out there just like myself so if you are on the fence, I would say give it a shot. It definitely worked for me. Make sure you don't get a crazy heavy one. I weight 160 lbs and 15 lbs is just right for me.

I am curious to see if anyone else here had a similar weighted blanket experience.",2.7845652173913042,4.677109268115945,3.9015217391304375,87.57336956521742,75.88405797101449,6.773913043478261,25.99275362318841,7.645422480735847,1.384466666666667,1082,40,219,15,24,351,146,276,0.067,0.7490000000000001,0.184,0.9879,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,4,10,11,2,1,19,2,26,11,3,3,5,43,43,20,0,10,14,0,7,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,19,9,8,2,5,0,2,2,5,4,0,4,16,11,25,7,25,23,4,28,0,0,3,0,4,10,1,9,18,150,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488418122768446,0.0,0.0,0.05920476318251978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087538160403524,0.08920473149283349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269266402224837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902294769356033,0.0,0.0,0.056147424981805936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096067244098263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272865982014874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516279196954363,0.0,0.0,0.04402087886605348,0.0,0.0,0.09537154960397014,0.0,0.07405441453559458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097201586678272,0.08351726428253559,0.0,0.07302300344271731,0.20889295511862155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465944138138018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828176614581728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193338351964385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506764175297446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811418578898181,0.0,0.17492983228853431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898321810907702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408447916214272,0.0,0.3268050467676716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799016687111033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814868992231034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434999220392928,0.0,0.06923474974588474,0.0,0.0,0.13875338812273266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753374748219092,0.06702414827198905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410874963389982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351925226528564,0.055785453969221285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910900141791438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519312920248843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361042606719362,0.0,0.08070682509173305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014529089227186,0.0,0.0,0.06184594751369798,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mistyrosee1,2020/01/11,I need help... How can you tell if you actually have something wrong with you or if it’s your anxiety giving you those physical symptoms? I am freaking out and I feel horrible all the time. I can’t sleep at all without feeling pain in every sleep position I put myself in.. what can I do?,1.6748850574712648,3.948209706896552,3.845517241379312,84.70954022988506,81.24137931034483,7.314942528735633,26.90804597701149,8.344100000000001,2.1085080459770125,225,10,45,5,6,77,45,58,0.21100000000000002,0.706,0.084,-0.7736,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,1,2,13,10,5,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,12,0,6,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,1,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.24215795253817546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983356013986089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907651521533785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25094351711973056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380474513360897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632926680426546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399958575217468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264048385597622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494586184574633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966570859393633,0.0,0.0,0.19103747962989173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579221711389937,0.0,0.0,0.2168934542203784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144697871338686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392071012902786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713123399424138,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Utumultuousfuk,2020/01/11,"I'm afraid to sleep in the dark. This is super embarrassing, but it's at the point where it's actually screwing up my quality of life so hopefully I can get some helpful feedback.


I'm 21. I don't usually watch scary movies because they scare the hell out of me. I learned at a young age that my ruminative nature will quickly get the best of me, and that it takes me a lot longer than others to get over them.  
About a year ago I decided to watch the movie Hereditary with my boyfriend. Wanted to see if I could handle scary stuff since I'm an adult now. 


Big mistake. I have not slept normally sense. I don't think a lot about the narrative anymore, and some of the imagery from that film sticks in my head, but it's mostly this strong paranoia and anxiety after getting over those aspects of the film that overwhelms me. 


I consistently keep a lamp on and avoid putting myself to sleep a lot of the time. The only time I sleep well (and in the dark) is if I'm sleeping with my boyfriend. Most of the time at home, I usually just stay awake until my body gives up and passes out. I've put myself to bed so few times in the past year, it almost feels unnatural to do it. It's so nice when I can though. Turning the lights completely off though fills me with such urgent anxiety - my heart starts racing, breathing gets heavy, flight responses kick in and I feel on the verge of a panic attack. Even dim lights like night lights are not very helpful,  I still feel overwhelming paranoia. 


I get migraines and struggle with stress management- I'm not getting proper sleep so I feel that could be a large factor to those issues. 


I also saw Peele's 'Us' about 6 months ago, which also horrified me (I know, I'm a baby.) I spent a few weeks having thoughts of it torture me, before eventually reading a bunch of stuff about the film and letting my rationality dispel the fears from the movie for me. I actually admire the film a lot now and don't think of it or the imagery very often. 



Not sure if this was the place to post but I'm struggling with this, seriously. I just want to sleep like a normal person, and not feel avoidant of that part of the day.


Tl;dr- am a little bitch, can't sleep without lights on because of horror movie intolerance, and it's ruining my cognition",4.599485595229544,5.610348474387532,5.170068252029601,83.79311372943461,69.82405345211579,8.198893598678067,27.846899920971328,8.460557738077197,1.807081844960127,1791,60,362,27,31,575,223,449,0.166,0.7240000000000001,0.11,-0.9789,0,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,0,2,3,24,30,5,12,37,0,19,15,12,0,1,67,54,29,0,11,15,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,26,19,0,3,11,5,1,4,10,20,1,0,5,13,42,10,58,44,13,55,1,3,4,1,8,24,3,15,27,239,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.14507339786909795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317805569230362,0.0,0.07443213426531546,0.0,0.0,0.11888554642273345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137265958454774,0.0,0.07371674991767327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845626691471137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906234317680318,0.0,0.06325052480622366,0.0,0.07800619149746041,0.0,0.0,0.0825654000924179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793503179089925,0.0,0.0,0.11869510803671054,0.0,0.0,0.04793758717365522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909517172134386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364346149431852,0.18792088139270532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27184552627953323,0.07130542742336958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628543468365305,0.0,0.0,0.0880830364946709,0.0996455067754446,0.0,0.07456042908143116,0.07382782659117795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758264292257004,0.0,0.06606914084135942,0.0,0.0,0.040850579408597716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600886637610554,0.05250244794229417,0.07262910976793513,0.07449956464997178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25277550542421745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059330593842352924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975495948074302,0.14565792963296573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056532359692098785,0.0,0.0872118522087564,0.0,0.08049363487995129,0.07095770758603326,0.0,0.06490328898640864,0.07766046556768831,0.0,0.0702671747828506,0.0,0.07118890953626565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944712336733967,0.0,0.0,0.07435148947411865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441867293601816,0.0,0.059232481640332325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061487680980366465,0.0,0.5206953890471603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261212934540303,0.07922735495151904,0.059361131572519724,0.0,0.0851463381767898,0.15541458308154918,0.17018328000722166,0.0,0.0,0.07005644064784676,0.0,0.05588794285644956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952570866264315,0.14606039579294047,0.059010808337680326,0.17337288855892066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085119049978008,0.0,0.0,0.08941149116060178,0.0,0.1637310147749663,0.12266233689768735,0.08768514090057901,0.0,0.05962414490304061,0.0,0.06683283237855621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165279235074358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573393606128593
anxiety,Skateboy10,2020/01/11,"Low Point Well guys and gals, it finally happened. I hit my low point...

So, I was over my mom’s house and she needed help moving something. And out of the blue, my ribs started to hurt and it was hard for me to do any deep breathing. It didn’t floor me, but it still felt sharp. So I was able to get home, still felt that sharp pain and then my thoughts started racing. Then I just got frustrated and started to cry because I was so sick and tired of over thinking things. 

Long story short: I’m just having a rough Saturday, my sister isn’t here to comfort me, and I’m basically on the couch trying to cope with what happened...",2.3082599431818167,4.0275347265625046,3.1450568181818177,93.23971590909092,76.734375,5.904545454545455,23.35511363636364,6.574015621080383,0.4616937500000002,487,15,107,4,11,154,81,128,0.21100000000000002,0.742,0.047,-0.9755,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,3,0,8,5,2,0,0,18,23,14,0,1,3,2,6,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,7,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,9,7,14,2,14,13,0,22,0,3,1,0,5,11,0,0,10,66,21,0,0.16232647112745802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038756677855124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895271013946544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830800626964585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117177369447234,0.17782071466490573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848088813860745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982730776597368,0.0,0.0,0.16072872734761884,0.2870895246532153,0.0,0.14541263396190704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880401190157726,0.0,0.1628266858322985,0.0,0.0,0.18730295331188496,0.17377384465787474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365381883164954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011480110026194,0.0,0.1725273494441848,0.0,0.12036302150976295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272681014679478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30690196753548005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496684802776407,0.0,0.0,0.3446865352613295,0.0,0.2592682590560777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784249451770367,0.10401224824284694,0.0,0.12886908603242472,0.0,0.18657039937245595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020901850613232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595099216906168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gabyleiench,2020/01/11,"Anxiety over first physical contact So it’s very common to shake people’s hands or kiss them on the cheeks(at least in europe) and for the past year it’s been giving me strong anxiety; I’ve missed a few handshakes with friends or new people I’ve met and it always feels so awkward. It’s gotten to the point where everytime I get a handshake wrong with someone, I’ll think about it for days, and be scared to talk to this person again just because I want to avoid this first physical contact. Does anyone have some advice regarding this situation ? Thanks :)",7.309748427672957,7.3751353207547155,6.773584905660377,77.96559748427673,63.716981132075475,9.708176100628927,32.76100628930818,9.2995712137729,2.8156591194968565,448,16,81,7,6,139,74,106,0.152,0.688,0.16,0.4442,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,6,10,0,4,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,13,12,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,3,2,4,4,13,8,3,14,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,3,8,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980265731861646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013281394744462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128331892395731,0.0,0.0,0.14296798842577887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464110513932895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186421494898712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893033435093791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338459216816416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478388274941313,0.0,0.0,0.15797059526750487,0.0,0.10682549964212323,0.1961432513222517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747537554399505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518676172659385,0.28350316343667736,0.17853258276844225,0.0,0.0,0.19328728010148932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470700472898287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982932682559545,0.0,0.0,0.17324411401346754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643427236939894,0.0,0.18824562136545653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101411321370304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870657987257642,0.12059985649320006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235524227689352,0.0,0.1316699594930346
anxiety,maybe-her,2020/01/11,"Help with malaise I’ve been dealing with malaise nearly every day for the past week and I don’t know how to deal with it. I just feel.. off? Uncomfortable? I’m not even sure how to describe it other than being physically uncomfortable in my bones or something. My doctor and therapist call it malaise so that’s what I refer to it as. Apparently it can be a side effect of anxiety and depression. I’ve tried moving around, sleeping more, and drinking water. Nothing is really helping. Stretching helps for a few seconds.

Does anyone else deal with this or know how to make it go away?",3.808648648648649,6.112511891891893,4.6849459459459455,81.24417567567569,74.22522522522524,7.322882882882882,28.21711711711712,8.238735603445708,2.12101009009009,464,19,84,8,10,150,80,111,0.134,0.8170000000000001,0.049,-0.8245,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,6,5,2,5,1,23,12,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,9,2,0,5,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,5,1,18,9,2,12,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,3,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974405488710794,0.0,0.0,0.1185887378669936,0.1737759376739242,0.0,0.15098056135752194,0.0,0.0,0.15934542042764785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318125531065093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937840696234262,0.5245525573886476,0.1460768159323762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735934811105173,0.1484186967337286,0.0,0.0,0.16614409734403568,0.0,0.0,0.14167960425988782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201964865212023,0.0,0.14289588651089147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575519901422762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638797407940967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34103927944593704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641619500017895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320976991504395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802586807564499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273642524166596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190303841002146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086505375642858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972316214981314,0.0,0.0,0.13056688830117413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984663240882738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691945978869635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514772786679585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604343419208415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DanceForDonuts,2020/01/11,Help I have Work experience at coming up at school and im going insane thinking about what im going to do (I have GAD) any tips on how to calm down and get my thoughts in order?,0.11115384615384727,1.9702297948717948,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,84.38461538461539,4.925641025641027,17.442307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.4340307692307692,138,3,32,1,4,48,30,39,0.066,0.8109999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,9,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,19,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107652633947976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470718915788404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892375116815519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448365943294173,0.0,0.3360901800512254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198192001177614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6387829439751181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29924987926962343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946356173777967,0.0,0.2347415467896557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526282986476825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shiivaya,2020/01/11,"Extreme fear of hallucinations I'm really afraid that I'm going to see the things that are inside my head in real life. I always have the feeling when I'm laying in my bed that something is watching me or is going to jump at me. Also when I'm walking in a not so crowded area I turn around every few seconds to see if something is behind me. (I'm afraid of everything I have to admit, it's not very easy lol) 

The hallucinations I had since were just shadow creatures or little bugs that appeared and faded very quickly.",4.640857142857144,5.410123180952382,6.1057142857142885,78.00428571428574,69.57142857142857,7.523809523809526,28.333333333333336,7.447530270364453,1.7014761904761908,414,14,77,4,7,141,67,105,0.059000000000000004,0.9079999999999999,0.033,-0.5458,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,4,1,8,2,1,0,0,12,21,8,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,2,4,9,0,12,19,1,16,0,0,3,0,2,7,0,4,4,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593410232551232,0.18305781300347498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584684509562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853596800718584,0.0,0.19772201864294425,0.0,0.0,0.2475614194693649,0.1112387252138586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500623982170709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257837033251602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553926667548741,0.0,0.22049802393519413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25040842290019194,0.14093777906627444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35062339534022746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198646148106798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387338465007396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615837544410493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929707269794365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630464556979577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cryinalldamnday,2020/01/11,"I Can't Stop Crying I have anxiety and very frequent panic attacks (2-4 times a week at this point, sometimes more sometimes less). The previous month was mostly smooth sailing- only 2-3 panic attacks the entire month! But this week, with the stress of starting school again AND a new job I think my anxiety has gotten the best of me. I have had panic attacks every day this whole week, and have generally been overall anxious. 

This morning, my boyfriend told me for the millionth time to stop picking at my acne, which is a problem I have. Since I have been so sensitive this week, this small comment set me off and I couldn't stop crying. This is not the first time this has happened around him. He acts very frustrated when this happens, and says it makes him feel like shit because even if he says something passive like that, i'll start crying for no reason. This makes me feel even worse. I never want to make him feel this way, it is not my intention, and i've explained that but it doesn't change anything. 

I honestly feel like a burden right now and have hardly stopped crying all day. I cannot help it but it's hurting me and it's hurting him. I don't know what to do. If anyone has any advice, it would be much appreciated.",3.914660722053069,5.565710070247938,4.2980295780774265,86.93355154414965,72.26446280991736,6.582340147890387,27.199652022618533,7.0608816371341465,1.2826991735537194,975,35,190,9,19,306,134,242,0.204,0.698,0.098,-0.9667,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,7,18,5,4,10,0,24,1,1,6,2,42,41,15,0,6,7,0,6,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,22,10,0,4,8,0,0,1,9,13,0,1,6,8,24,5,12,32,7,34,0,2,0,0,12,7,1,3,27,123,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842379530529429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862195577519056,0.0,0.13189227742122828,0.09738644768539216,0.0,0.060276128749776725,0.0,0.07093888542735896,0.07674020247442466,0.0,0.29420988826003425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052549409022376536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046621129445903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119283688321196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787659919661386,0.11118942758126144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387440133198765,0.0,0.07263093450580743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743501620716036,0.12316889734790305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332542823421004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246055247782994,0.0,0.07722222027386158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778099979912685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845672104876604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554457667967898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047375690023266866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634536305893848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262634183994585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761507736069314,0.0,0.06337016112945222,0.0,0.06648615634605612,0.08325675762990654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556233933105515,0.0,0.30342690873026473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149103242884254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248597947652449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863249216497134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361809625735258,0.0,0.13710641575230445,0.0,0.08724346649323746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848758943287703,0.07130917985859134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636436740330415,0.1705167340800278,0.0,0.1220318520528616,0.0,0.0,0.2882829913778103,0.0987468619167455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055236305994517725,0.0,0.0,0.1507994564407042,0.0,0.0,0.0823720092284762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225533479633568,0.050845595277872566,0.06842504922351436,0.2765919159750555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624414670566066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878496597875236,0.061237140478811986,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fpsegreto,2020/01/11,Celexa decrease I was on celexa 30 mg for 7 years for anxiety and depression. Last year with the consent of my doctor I tried coking down to 20 mg. All was fine for a few months and now my anxiety is back with a vengeance. Physical upset. Obsessive thoughts and paranoia. Has anyone gone through something similar when tapering down celexa or another drug?,4.710666666666668,7.339406861538464,4.79192307692308,80.0022435897436,72.69230769230771,9.256410256410255,33.91025641025641,9.725611199111238,3.845871794871796,286,15,49,8,6,89,51,65,0.196,0.75,0.053,-0.836,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,8,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,11,2,2,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,31,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989972534271472,0.4362671646406942,0.0,0.0,0.1993785860653436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192573337981454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455932118123231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918558999489021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306753042624229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324295682094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759838857061224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195169798133522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263716577924725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359335113649556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367245432212694
anxiety,drifting-out,2020/01/11,"does anyone else feel overly paranoid about their online data? I feel very anxious about all of the data on me that is being stored online. It makes me very uncomfortable and scared that anyone who knew my name, email or phone number could find information about me with just a few Google searches.

 I've deactivated all of my personal social medias and don't share my account names with any of my family/friends. I end up deleting and making new accounts every few months because I get so paranoid of having any paper trail of me online.

  I'm scared of storing photos online but am also scared of storing them in a hard drive where anyone irl could find, which ends up in me deleting a lot of photos that I really would of liked to keep for the memories but I'm terrified of the possibility of anyone being able to gain access to them. I end up only storing ""normal"" photos that I wouldn't care if people saw online. 

These thoughts consume me all the time and I feel like there's no safe place to keep documentation of my life.",8.047424242424242,7.144875661616164,8.103717171717173,72.22890909090908,62.5858585858586,9.940202020202019,31.41616161616161,8.841846274778883,2.508236767676767,823,23,146,10,10,268,116,198,0.141,0.778,0.08,-0.8335,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,8,8,0,3,7,0,10,1,0,2,3,35,24,10,0,6,5,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,3,8,0,6,1,3,3,0,0,3,5,21,5,29,15,6,16,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,3,8,95,29,1,0.12582910825029728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062549240695806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113621694836084,0.0,0.0,0.14215107649112968,0.0,0.3519305526443975,0.12892679119849235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670425648582302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829116193163842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092860826027525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101139005772322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511407390460896,0.0,0.3343417255552445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601645066581407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086893361907906,0.08989234007585703,0.0,0.0,0.23001105070854405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721525690158103,0.0,0.06574051565585896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271816563662512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368538582231465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887682036600868,0.12294749283467095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697540814291008,0.0,0.0,0.16798381367222387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004355937256705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152653683893976,0.0,0.0,0.1232858100359668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569870690112636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723406029848922,0.1098691238692009,0.13146463676105755,0.0,0.0,0.14185341338128316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060934878360078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779306652718844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826692982792673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989425670295342,0.07337196491163228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076443843935218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893853882875264,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scary-Buddy,2020/01/11,I’ve seen some stuff recently regarding sleep I’ve been quite lucky in my life to the point were I’ve never had anything trigger any mental health problems but recently I’ve developed severe anxiety when I’m about to go to bed causing me minimal sleep. At night I panic because I feel my body going numb and my heart rate going up. This has caused me to have a lot of sleep deprivation and is affecting me at school. Any help would be accepted!,3.231136363636363,5.4297462045454585,4.522727272727273,82.22909090909094,75.5909090909091,8.49090909090909,26.90909090909091,9.188382445141503,2.4797681818181827,358,14,68,9,8,118,65,88,0.192,0.7240000000000001,0.084,-0.8909,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,0,8,8,5,4,1,15,14,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,4,2,8,2,10,8,2,13,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,3,5,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466253227604692,0.0,0.12074115356825844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988240140839738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096213006382901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531592461500325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242741651889574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980467130045177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690989238138509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776818213579495,0.0,0.18703184346802915,0.10579155514606343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148150672377884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418323960117592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905767259399092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217298748721181,0.0,0.0,0.1481147696754342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518200711497806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492023862701631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102404037494113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787390671018898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31168039053784696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973454991674516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830539081367847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738383674624293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068003700753532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211942241347944,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,r4ndomn4me,2020/01/11,"Fear of using a phone in public I don't know if anyone reading this actually has this problem, I couldn't find any information about this online. 

The thing is - I'm afraid to use my own phone in public. I'm totally okay with answering the phone calls when anybody is around me, but I'm afraid to look through social media and other stuff. I am uncomfortable if I'm using my phone and somebody is sitting near me, I instantly start to think that they'll look on my screen and ask what is that. The thing I'm afraid of the most are the pictures, if any picture appears on my feed I am starting to scroll down as fast as I can.

Does anyone has this too, and how should I deal with this?",5.453500000000003,5.145920635714283,5.900714285714287,83.92678571428574,67.64285714285714,8.714285714285714,28.92857142857143,8.07648339933343,1.6765,539,16,115,6,8,174,82,140,0.059000000000000004,0.929,0.012,-0.7154,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,6,1,14,1,0,4,1,26,30,12,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,7,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,14,1,19,27,3,13,0,0,3,0,12,7,0,5,4,78,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.17912670178358292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496522666298768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566968632667924,0.0,0.0,0.16340605866892471,0.17160249979357842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743383990100915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892408426552576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063335602923776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655444214188176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776922262058205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087899867090852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082859645042376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564077715584284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360826006450887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711486286307072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598474245969462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101306655401572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389633707005545,0.1176169304609658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756070491116389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Twiggarn,2020/01/11,"Gabapentin for GAD Hello!

During the years I have probably tried 30 different antidepressants, tried all different groups of meds, but I'm very sensitive to side effects and none has worked except benzos, but that's not a long term solution.

Could Gabapentin work for anxiety? I was considering Lyrica but I think that's a little bit too potent and hard to quit. 

Thank you in advance",4.727701863354035,7.699525000000001,4.671677018633542,79.12565217391305,74.3623188405797,8.580538302277432,27.248447204968944,9.23628265651192,2.8078968944099385,311,12,52,8,7,96,55,69,0.096,0.855,0.049,-0.2812,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,7,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,7,5,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,29,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451259838910538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490499879137041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213674264642712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766775805631007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435237872688994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286380333337083,0.0,0.2018806673919373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533919599025249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595394816798544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426356780264107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002395941243604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461712766356027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097595370534833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822442523101796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321508617796816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690299847514401
anxiety,ClassifiedRain,2020/01/11,"My anxiety is straining my relationship I’m so skittish that even the slightest hint of uncertainty makes me start to think too much about “what-if” scenarios. Nothing works to stop it, not meditating, none of that frilly “just slow down!” I can’t take listening to that anymore. I don’t want to burden my boyfriend anymore because we’re long-distance (until August, I’m moving to TX for grad school) but when he goes away to work in surrounding states it’s like paranoia sets in and I miss him terribly and am only fine whenever he comes back.

The case worker assigned to help me get therapy fell off the face of the earth and she left me all by myself in a conservative town that values religion over mental health, and I’m a minority (out of 11,000 students only 420 are Black) so I’m even more isolated because of the blatant racism by non-student members of the public. I was the victim of a hate crime in October that the police refused to look into and I’ve been afraid of going out too far by myself ever since, and this place is only 20,000 residents deep. 

My university’s clinic is under investigation for denial of care as well as mistreating (medically) students, and I’m scared shitless to try anything with them because I know that. One of my closest coworkers was due to graduate last year and was attempting to get meds, but they refused, she had a mental breakdown and is now a fifth-year senior. The non-university clinics all have 1 and 2 stars because there’s no funding, so the old specialists can’t even do their jobs right and the new ones refuse to come out this way because there’s no money to update resources. 

I want to get better and can’t and I’m scared that I’m going to have to leave my best friend just because I can’t not be anxious and it’s gotten to the point where I’ve contemplated just ending it all.",6.416811248176148,6.561112270194986,6.887170712296058,76.13347260909939,65.57381615598885,9.735031171242872,32.972675421143386,9.48565724429506,2.9482541716408006,1471,57,274,26,21,481,205,359,0.156,0.736,0.107,-0.9584,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,6,20,16,2,4,17,0,20,5,1,1,5,43,47,23,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,13,21,0,5,2,0,2,6,10,9,1,2,6,3,24,7,50,40,7,49,0,1,2,0,16,23,0,0,18,172,37,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337572598486684,0.12312571949796287,0.21617414979981744,0.0,0.0,0.08968805738601011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239806457474217,0.08380524992286555,0.0,0.3986294160338311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437646223495836,0.09639126537464762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112080195219852,0.0,0.0,0.1877674831784405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965312551812876,0.0,0.0,0.2159571674956556,0.09858612724941783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420406477142214,0.0,0.1708256136378922,0.0,0.12388108760858295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760334980850997,0.0,0.115849431360829,0.0,0.0,0.07305253803447109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815403788892924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598971012852968,0.08883998412196897,0.0,0.11540283815028125,0.1184160710531754,0.0,0.0,0.05324616207420742,0.0,0.0,0.09645118668500098,0.09152269493169936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275051456854405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106139505467473,0.10979421291304843,0.21966907775964084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158372796828376,0.08011891663788459,0.0,0.0,0.10526154747286666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457718167134394,0.0,0.114364852476803,0.0,0.14770654079316228,0.24867146488956304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138695421047593,0.0,0.10302914049033636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701261109927275,0.0,0.09307538456520224,0.0,0.0,0.2182325369626412,0.11030194486791564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901562207635148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714245638272373,0.0,0.0,0.09111907143149173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194561306993589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246375818017371,0.0,0.0,0.06983528077700668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399587915419734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856820739810873,0.08650981340386699,0.0,0.0,0.09799354104923966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158689512923492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036974132846966
anxiety,Mastengwe,2020/01/11,"I need to vent. The thing I hate the most about depression and anxiety- aside from their near limitless ability to steal joy from everything I once loved and turn those once loved things into pointless exercises in futility... is their lair-dwelling, supervillain-like ability to remove all memories of having previously done those things and felt joy to begin with. 

I wake in the morning, and lie there trying so hard to remember what my life was like before this emotion-numbing plague, and I can’t. Then, the questions arrive: “How did I get out of bed before all of this?” And “What the hell ever gave me reason and purpose to look forward to the day ahead?”I vaguely remember being happy, but now- I can barely understand even the base concept of it. It’s not unlike those sad movie scenes where the protagonist is trying to remember a thing he or she once loved, and despite the best efforts of their willpower to keep that memory alive, their waning resolve just isn’t enough to save it from extinction, and it ultimately ends up gradually fading away into nothing. So long happiness! Bon voyage joy! I barely knew you, but from what I remember, we got along fairly well. I think. 

I know I USED to not feel this way. I recall wanting to do things. I had plans. I had optimism. Only now, I can’t remember what any of that was like. It’s almost as if... they WANT me to believe that I’ve always been this way. Like I never had ambition. Or that I was never happy to begin with. It appears to me that depression and anxiety is a living breathing thing that has their own fail-safe protection mode. They overwrites all good memories, and then feed on those overwritten memories in order to sustain themselves through the cold moments of my futile attempts at happiness. 

“Oh no, he’s trying to do something that will make him happy! I’d better devour the memory of how happy and lucky he was to have meet his lovely girlfriend!”

OM-NOM-NOM-NOM! 

“Now all he can think about is how he’s wasted twelve years of her life!”

“Wait! Is that him remembering playing with the cat he adored? The one that brought him so much peace? The one that recently died and devastated him?

OM-NOM-NOM-NOM!

“Now all he can think about is how she died and gone where he cannot follow. There! That should do it. Hopeful he’s learned not to make any more futile attempts to get out of this.”

I’m not sure if anyone else feels the same way, but yeah... this is the worst part of the one-two punch of depression/anxiety for me:

The loss of my ability to remember that I wasn’t always like this.",4.261246540289314,6.063055067209781,4.965213849287171,81.88818215050395,71.64765784114053,8.294553240378088,27.050028722126484,8.914623046629139,2.1577851689383256,2022,71,379,40,39,651,240,491,0.128,0.6759999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9912,1,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,1,1,7,8,22,36,2,0,20,1,34,10,2,8,9,84,70,31,2,7,12,0,4,4,1,2,3,0,1,0,40,23,1,3,20,2,0,6,12,8,1,2,17,6,43,28,60,50,14,42,1,4,1,4,34,15,1,10,23,262,83,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620717804216343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003020028413828,0.0,0.0,0.08992440576394509,0.0,0.15173923978381787,0.0,0.0,0.046230929929743536,0.06774524581827679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211961691234475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125223345653093,0.07449184016337475,0.0693862920879603,0.05847560208912619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264035151275895,0.0,0.11389390195389446,0.0,0.1372391614983577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766121160273686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523273098967439,0.0,0.05856052667433416,0.06831710593842262,0.0,0.043670019773707804,0.05980711142382378,0.0,0.0,0.05942219278959236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686204218118097,0.0,0.06348321889608527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908738442842,0.0,0.0,0.05545626600549977,0.05288024658704783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223001837197104,0.05922834011653974,0.06527739461042929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566964803353499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058768318468264136,0.0,0.0,0.0363364776615156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340156514051977,0.12920678545396086,0.0,0.05838301007618004,0.058511953253178914,0.05552209186329612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23869468967743035,0.0,0.08826795924204686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860400857815732,0.0490253273130459,0.10198786481767476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344157470334615,0.0,0.0,0.21123910630531967,0.13440889387349975,0.050285377951637386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159886611287465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406679037187315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679798557035319,0.06528310648862518,0.0,0.5242880859544135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050900522029050765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062315010643643635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635533833731619,0.12709637355500608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466843397598866,0.07191691085007912,0.0645872414135354,0.0688307037823208,0.0,0.057104336691796036,0.0,0.0,0.07799569087409691,0.15744310666782474,0.0,0.0,0.059447619983282525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257753597991487
anxiety,FlynnLives84,2020/01/11,"Partner of Anxiety Sufferer Hello all. First post EVER to reddit. So my S/O suffers with anxiety. I've been reading up, doing research and listening to podcasts to learn things to help as best I can.

My god its hard. It kills me to see my wife when she is having a rough time. She has specific triggers and early mornings are the most likely time for a serious attack. It used to be every once in a while but it has got more regular and I see things every day that are tell tale signs she is struggling.

I need to talk about it. There is so much I don't understand and so many thoughts I have that make me feel guilty and I need to know I'm not alone. I am relatively emotionally intelligent so I can deal with prety much any daily situation and am open with my feelings and completely the opposite to her.

I feel guilty as it is affecting our relationship. She is so distant a lot of the time. She doesn't really talk to me about it. I need to be strong for her but sometimes I need to be sad, angry etc but I feel selfish when I act this way as she has all this other shit to deal with

Theres so much to this and I will have so much more to ask/talk about but Ill leave this one for now or ill go on all night.

Help/advice welcome?!",0.6681161948208754,2.9157144591439703,2.7424714879914127,91.18474708171208,85.34241245136188,6.190741983094058,20.53522071649,7.503015589744147,0.7032748960150266,964,30,212,17,29,324,138,257,0.187,0.753,0.06,-0.9858,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,3,16,13,3,1,7,0,25,3,1,4,4,42,44,26,1,4,6,1,6,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,16,13,0,0,8,1,0,2,3,9,0,2,3,9,30,4,33,37,13,20,0,3,2,0,21,4,1,3,13,154,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042378787794482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703550622964032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684491579990686,0.0,0.17289172323011426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564117703158044,0.12855555449533754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858813473093632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847995489665528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287663885770537,0.23299923234915065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711151234192342,0.0,0.0,0.12602657723166755,0.0,0.1022163538931516,0.19041732650378052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285478767626282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611904420689156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422137396487604,0.0,0.09037764691216413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122717566066164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148508799078544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501945104626616,0.0,0.062102685975911474,0.0,0.0,0.11965230477914834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520683992647082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960698603485325,0.0,0.0,0.07542939915099559,0.1145658157432695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322765084736517,0.3351568124296145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060442815404296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034294212475295,0.07657276164145227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108224229812706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130321104253581,0.0,0.07239167407598181,0.0,0.0,0.12132135422892998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009517907152606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599444729177595,0.0,0.12701845498005682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176140321132308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813373505247385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724790496384141,0.09876831849401514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014639153138906,0.0,0.0,0.08971059290797606,0.19767630369237651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176385785742161,0.0,0.0975970407057174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969535520701162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beige-king,2020/01/11,"My anxiety is making me physically ill I lost my job, I might lose my boyfriend too.  I have no certainty in my life right now and it's making me physically ill.  When I'm awake my stomach is turning where I just have to spend the whole day in the bathroom and I can't eat anything because it'll just be more to throw up/shit out.",0.9970000000000034,2.9959167000000018,2.975714285714286,91.53928571428571,82.0,6.285714285714287,24.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,0.9994285714285716,259,10,59,4,7,87,49,70,0.209,0.763,0.028999999999999998,-0.8885,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,8,5,1,2,0,8,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,12,0,5,9,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341009272172628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188101615118904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620880368541291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148124375582136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720784979754793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638612451687587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878105596085924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974701669027438,0.2902574368681874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549759534718006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28207416446834555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270741559474333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729389335476977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28921903507193103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968639436378541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dreavok,2020/01/11,Anyone else have numbness or sort of a feeling of not being in their body associated with their anxiety? I had a severe panic attack a month ago or so and ever since then I've become hypersensitive to caffeine(it will put my anxiety through the roof) even went to the ER because I thought I was having a stroke I just felt so out of it and numb. And like my body didn't feel right. They told me everything was fine. My blood pressure was just through the roof (which they attributed to anxiety and stress). Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my grip on reality and I feel like I'm going to die.,4.705169491525421,5.6130242203389855,5.662500000000001,80.73663135593222,69.50847457627118,8.611864406779661,29.15677966101695,8.841846274778883,2.1667084745762706,470,17,94,8,8,155,76,118,0.217,0.6990000000000001,0.084,-0.9412,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,6,11,1,3,7,0,9,6,3,1,1,21,20,10,1,0,5,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,7,1,0,9,7,15,4,13,9,0,11,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,7,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940534030961518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609203474231509,0.0,0.0,0.10996287654867913,0.16113589136095527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891087949837112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586687627239232,0.1736860975409858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34937043723089656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321554634983587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137416851648565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387160718056633,0.142254590600391,0.0,0.0,0.14133903990042454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180702833075184,0.2246993384384288,0.15099841973742714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937694325037099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23049422464111974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593855930809718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255268883132021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184515807491906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809408897463192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430287907343458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766393009077985,0.0,0.13009067941522173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553844422362226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801457593867252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485031191762652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027280732409573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578561005044768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nert7,2020/01/11,"Gatherings and social anxiety Ive been at a family friends house for 5 hrs and im drained and i feal like im gonna cry if we are here much longer, but my parents are having fun, and i don't  want to ruin it for everyone. Im kinda stuck.",0.018888888888888292,1.4946808888888905,3.2627407407407425,90.90633333333336,82.7037037037037,7.282962962962964,21.91111111111111,8.238735603445708,1.080204444444445,184,6,45,4,5,67,42,54,0.153,0.626,0.221,0.7792,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,9,6,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,4,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173585840709612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492504278232669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682261846459824,0.0,0.0,0.21391093774745912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753104180126352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618241447607738,0.0,0.0,0.7353065345896621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108569634510789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680525820974332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519571545697042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313065850157258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338376374304629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itssobadpleasehelp,2020/01/11,"having anxiety attack for too long please help I feel so bad guys I dont have anyone to share to or to speak to, I am having a massive anxiety attack, I am alone, I cant make it stop........ I have been taking ice cold showers for the past days, but I lost the cold shock response and it doesnt help anymore, what do I do, I feel so bad, can someone please help me, I dont have a phone, I cant call any hotline. I just want to speak to someone, but I dont have anyone to speak to right now. I Feel so bad. How do I deal with this???? The cold showers dont work anymore",1.5661244444444478,2.1074440480000014,3.514666666666667,94.60177777777778,76.52000000000002,6.195555555555559,22.68888888888889,5.82211442006289,0.09906222222222236,426,11,107,2,9,145,61,125,0.22,0.6509999999999999,0.129,-0.915,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,2,0,5,0,20,0,0,2,0,13,27,8,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,9,16,1,11,25,0,6,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,1,5,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659208727472104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311971811761776,0.0,0.18700926600239307,0.0,0.2424360843951924,0.17093032003626946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781056193731807,0.0,0.0,0.3061676164865704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480918477998007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788274099354175,0.12601243890299246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730045782319404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540753374974145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102564537307445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457819951082281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816856713365043,0.0,0.0,0.1334270819460128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158861689089948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668113965977135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26834085061860524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438265541212928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071279884314469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218867941441233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919007826996692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209366339169203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898396080978638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hosscatt,2020/01/11,"Near delusional thoughts about reality.... will this last forever?TW I keep having weird thoughts, 'what if nothing exists' and I somehow created the world with my mind? It's like, im aware how crazy that is, but im so terrified and these thoughts make me so depressed. I can't logic my way out of them and they are always there... This lasted several years and nearly went away for a few, but came back with a vengeance. 

I don't know what to do.... im trying erp with a therapist for OCD, but im scared even if the anxiety leaves, ill still feel like I believe this idea. I don't want to! It's like im being forced to somehow... The future is feeling very bleak and hopeless...",1.0705277777777766,3.5150881777777805,2.2102546296296306,94.24427083333336,85.74074074074073,5.449074074074074,22.511574074074076,6.9077264865688965,0.651601851851852,524,19,112,7,16,166,88,135,0.218,0.703,0.079,-0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,1,6,0,10,1,0,2,0,30,21,13,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,2,11,3,14,14,1,14,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,4,9,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634600137424499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777231681790093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007926639174027,0.0982760071912178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399518161244854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617762575560345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110080332694378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844155871910655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924653070380235,0.09130563736609217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427900615569988,0.6902696591330939,0.0,0.0,0.11360109607087647,0.0,0.0,0.07023960864104364,0.2083601904767105,0.0,0.13532959047771534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873207303262928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531243686384274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904904765277653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226346543615065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795751096523242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438599140200406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206716062552934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839425071786794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043944156903147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677284010931959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054544961591912,0.07538412024573604,0.10144757102943364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184787470845904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230378001928862
anxiety,xStillSane,2020/01/11,"It's crazy how powerful our Thoughts are. Thinking leads to thoughts, and those thousand of thoughts we get in mere second, it's just crazy and overwhelming. I've noticed ever since I got severe depression(and anxiety too), how i was stuck in loop of thoughts, it was so crazy back then.. that even in my sleep, my mind wouldn't stop thinking. Sometimes, i considered myself as a psycho for that. I just couldn't get out of it.

However, over years, I've considerably got better to an extent of not thinking for the whole day but the issue hasn't been exactly been solved either. I hate how- once i start thinking, it leads to infinite conclusions resulting into anxiety mode.

I hate to say it but I've come to love unexpected moments since i don't get enough time to ponder upon it, and somehow i manage to successfully do the thing in whatever that situation might be. 

I just read this somehow ""***A lot of pain that we are dealing with- are only THOUGHTS.***"" It's so Relatable.

Well yeah, I'm just ranting.. I apologize.",1.975683539258668,4.799043031088086,3.140233160621765,85.77000697489042,87.60103626943004,6.699800717417299,25.55779194898366,7.882392219407189,1.9983664408130728,807,35,149,18,26,259,113,193,0.13,0.742,0.128,0.1769,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,0,6,16,8,2,1,6,1,14,3,1,6,2,45,35,12,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,15,9,0,1,12,1,0,3,5,4,1,3,12,1,17,4,24,19,5,21,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,4,10,106,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470202483148924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785253236926876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254819267132816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962036234320338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207003136652727,0.13119604997568945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314901690141798,0.0,0.08405183741350379,0.11511095327218195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994590900138979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035575853435505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512792523110453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282291232322593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818907918594713,0.11485412276085792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349992280121785,0.12849297070134813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488257442423008,0.0,0.13552421173269275,0.0,0.09678444007511737,0.1354100805238697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272911181612911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119962019878308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376382701266405,0.0,0.21053608261230805,0.14304184094844413,0.12734858394908766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586011115344664,0.0,0.09007293358331493,0.0,0.0,0.10639228323898882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454368406460272,0.3261637703622928,0.0,0.5051379488180731,0.07420439388507462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441903885885002,0.0,0.0,0.14207753939924747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194913009418958
anxiety,Rhazgar,2020/01/11,"Toxins driving anxiety - gluten, pastuerised dairy, metals Some things I found were driving my anxiety: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ibDTvcq\_CCg&t=78s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ibDTvcq_CCg&t=78s) 

What other toxins do you find make your anxiety worse?",24.753461538461536,33.244410115384625,10.545000000000002,31.037500000000023,43.99999999999999,8.753846153846155,33.42307692307692,8.841846274778883,4.668338461538463,237,7,16,4,4,52,22,26,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806935934773001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6149919439905229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449209178313592,0.0,0.0,0.2938167042401444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887292675144842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802822769823146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730856529685869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thehiveisalive,2020/01/11,"Obsessiveness Have any of you guys noticed obsessiveness over clips of media? For example, a verse of a song, a short clip of a TV show, or something of that nature. It happens to me very often and it’s very stressful. It’s hard to get it off my mind. Any tips on how to handle this?",2.2355172413793127,3.9514515172413813,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,76.93103448275863,6.708965517241379,23.66896551724138,7.554174236665415,0.9808993103448272,220,7,47,3,5,74,42,58,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.8409,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,12,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987913946048877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531923072037707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903281375003549,0.25928833122707184,0.0,0.2626623123561164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960627360703563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338262876080002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257306010936205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358758527918391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838648131339277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okayedokieartichoke,2020/01/11,"I’m worried I’ve ruined my job and constantly fear being fired Warning: work anxiety 

So, I’ve been working in a fairly high pressure tech job for the last few years and have been at my current job for just under one. Overall my work has been very well received and even used as an example of what our team should be producing. Many people outside of my team have also complimented my work. 

While all of this might sound fantastic, my issue has been that I really struggle to control my anxiety response when getting feedback on work or performance and my response has been distracting to others and has caused delays in our ability to get work done quickly. My manager also mentioned to me that she feels like she can’t give me feedback because she is scared I will cry. The issue? I literally am incapable of not tearing up in some of these situations even if my anxiety is otherwise under control. 

During a meeting with my manager yesterday discussing these points I decided for the first time to mention that I have an anxiety disorder and I also explained to her how some of the circumstances around the scenarios she mentioned were pretty triggering and difficult for me. 

Following the meeting I then sent her an email with some information about GAD at work, some examples of how I’ve seen this impact my work, and some things I would like to implement to help manage this better (including some management steps like being able to take a walk or work from home on certain days). 

She responded to my email last night with the following:

“Thank you for this recap and the additional information. I’m looking forward to continuing this conversation, building goals for 2020, and being able to approach that with a separate plan around medical management that will be helpful in accomplishing some of those goals. I know we have our monthly development convo schedule for two weeks from now but we can definitely continue the conversation in our 1:1 this week if you’d like to too. 

I will also work on being more direct in my approach to giving feedback - I appreciate the candid discussion today and helping me understand how my approach impacts you so I can do better too. We all have our growth opportunities. :) 

You are such an impact on our organization - and you’ve already grown so much this year!  

Can’t wait for an amazing 2020 with you!”

I feel like this means things are ok, but my anxiety is also THROUGH THE ROOF right now and I have an intense fear that I am going to be fired or never able to be promoted because of this. 

Am I just magnifying it all? Has anyone else dealt with GAD at work?",8.724033264033267,8.295590068607071,8.693641580041582,67.0020340956341,60.995841995842,12.186644490644493,39.40632016632016,11.525088041916213,4.750431118503119,2097,97,350,54,25,684,230,481,0.079,0.782,0.139,0.9878,4,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,9,5,0,26,26,22,0,6,21,1,46,1,0,9,5,70,68,35,0,4,10,0,4,5,0,6,1,1,1,0,23,25,0,4,9,2,0,13,4,8,1,3,9,7,57,14,62,44,13,60,0,1,2,0,45,22,0,13,32,271,80,29,0.2122535403041345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807568658141532,0.28289846582687395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706222956152921,0.0,0.0,0.049470870173759035,0.07249294500150574,0.0,0.12596710082295412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625852540217695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514733853200702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268095127363282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645689087237928,0.1587069291573007,0.0,0.0,0.07771684912188936,0.04562865806629579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108698199096354,0.0,0.0,0.07240302152876904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059103532381562386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346097437337764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922949522595375,0.07154784498871868,0.1010893144023576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018091765097518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392914291140039,0.13574195774125433,0.04020952611319848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226907395325333,0.0747525062864436,0.07096920234030024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769170058433495,0.21062888749330555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03888299828050865,0.1153433096336798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282726408692786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941317214511594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173059178597367,0.0,0.07706877654957953,0.0,0.07127437055047976,0.0,0.07505582137128215,0.0,0.0,0.05647291695128875,0.0,0.05201025810963241,0.0,0.054567671766083216,0.0,0.0,0.06639518970876172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794283069162677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049049959877930815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688273399820473,0.0,0.0,0.07197938567148489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453250176604496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060421121228696625,0.0,0.0,0.07083427392464146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952729079219069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396449517009779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531960823432318,0.0,0.0,0.06513818091651846,0.0,0.0,0.094007880528776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125558208303229,0.0,0.06706384601775807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911362241049275,0.0736544736599147,0.0,0.061106303315368725,0.0,0.05837713324663552,0.0,0.0,0.1135046580638602,0.0,0.06361380778628539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665847193192056,0.07185125773695915,0.0,0.05025960839349315,0.0,0.0,0.0911228806334594
anxiety,lisawe10,2020/01/11,"Is anyone else just constantly nauseous? I feel like for the past year I’m just always at least a little nauseous. It’s definitely worse when I’m experiencing anxiety attacks or in high stress situations but I’m still nauseous like every other day as well. I have a hard time eating a lot of food because of it and I’ll just randomly gag a few times a day (either after coughing or yawning or sometimes just out of nowhere), which is probably the most annoying part. I never actually throw up though I just have the nauseous feeling and gagging. I feel like I am not eating enough and it’s causing a decrease in energy for me. I just wanted to see if anyone else was like this and if it’s anxiety related or if it might be something else. And if anyone does experience this I’d love to know what remedies you have tried!

Thanks!",3.1322903885480566,5.356571226993869,4.791558282208591,80.06422903885483,75.99386503067484,7.536850715746423,28.044580777096115,8.447377352677275,2.2656489979550107,662,28,122,13,15,223,99,163,0.10400000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.177,0.9383,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,10,10,2,1,9,0,9,6,0,1,1,34,20,17,0,5,17,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,6,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,6,9,7,14,17,7,19,0,0,1,1,2,7,0,12,15,84,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1228271846420472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473070152470908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257448700868127,0.0,0.0,0.2640255699532537,0.25792944486841196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319089136560892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076726823457404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929918500432586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601656974115156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234647999037438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014629691843728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575849431689685,0.3154349977771346,0.0,0.0,0.13005335648926025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604764150630848,0.0,0.0,0.12312122512197204,0.0,0.0,0.1909250887009221,0.17983757416247115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219782173950194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275132817227985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298447489327686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917273233348915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24596732983129235,0.12615092659883687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700688111593692,0.11359909477390895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335240714805792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707571741012327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630075119396226,0.12015346134389528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357049744070698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029900817251752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147880159574466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689789469273337,0.12448481910348712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051685250796524,0.0,0.1441792245091196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588062012921965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366283182487882,0.0,0.14678710299572875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545483892675389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423910344663874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316876509804955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826833760280967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810536598289343
anxiety,YesterdayWas34c,2020/01/11,"I fear I’m dying of cancer or something I fear I may have cancer

Few months ago I had posterior nosebleed and visited my ENT he checked my nose said it was my blood vessels due to dry air and gave me some nasal spray. This past week I started bleeding from behind my nose again on and off and it’s gotten worse. I’m out of my home country so I can’t visit my doctor and the country I’m currently in is on holidays and every clinic/hospital I’ve called said ENTs will only be back by Monday. My flight is Monday... I’m sacred something might happen to me before I’m able to get medical help.",0.7750230414746541,3.0503923548387126,3.0900921658986182,88.68370967741936,85.12903225806451,5.478341013824887,20.953917050691246,6.868970318607317,0.6059142857142863,468,15,95,6,14,160,84,124,0.146,0.812,0.042,-0.9325,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,10,9,4,0,0,11,22,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,6,5,15,0,13,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,4,11,54,18,1,0.1924720722473079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706148789469312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799914296618594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377955724449195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653550543225848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975562357142929,0.0,0.0,0.1970033216851412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162166022120764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331691833990364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055871375739378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020241783951434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900997289021315,0.0,0.19306518167758446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938953637001754,0.0,0.20418245254502904,0.0,0.0,0.1536293717771209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638368406782393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837363716289852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36617003273648185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29634880910128497,0.0,0.0,0.13623272338496367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438948662036328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961454849691634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apathetic666johnson,2020/01/11,I’m not an artist but I tried to create a comic of what my anxiety feels like. Anyone else feel this way out in public? Here it is: (warning it’s really badly drawn) https://imgur.com/a/wM1j2cg,2.4491666666666667,5.405876694444443,2.951333333333338,86.72700000000002,87.61111111111109,6.213333333333335,15.533333333333335,7.554174236665415,0.5696733333333337,155,3,27,3,5,48,34,36,0.16399999999999998,0.691,0.146,-0.1875,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935342591760167,0.0,0.0,0.2682963573683228,0.39315243517028026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32037872208222457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205373665326208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880268554121537,0.2741198479807619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874595099928179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458120727054417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26051138161660786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30456819042953365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tastyf,2020/01/11,"Can you imagine flipping a switch to ""turn off"" anxiety? There are some things that limit my potential in life and out of those anxiety is somewhere near the top. I feel anxious about ANYTHING and EVERYTHING and i mean it. And honestly i am so tired of it. The cause of my anxiety is the fact that i simply give a shit/care too much about things and people and never care or think about myself.. But i'm in a pretty good mood now because i am so fucking tired i might as well just stop caring and do my thing, have all these worries done something good???????? Fuck no. I just wan't to flip my anxiety switch to ""off"" position and finally be released from this cage. Anxiety makes me afraid to live and afraid to die - what a way to live lol. I think i have the power to eliminate anxiety now by just not giving a fuck. I don't care anymore",2.497205588822357,4.462512173652693,3.6609820359281433,88.64484630738525,76.96407185628745,7.327584830339322,24.90578842315369,8.238735603445708,1.5197867465069856,651,23,135,12,15,211,102,167,0.221,0.662,0.11699999999999999,-0.9391,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,13,13,3,2,9,1,13,6,0,2,3,30,28,14,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,17,7,22,25,3,13,0,0,0,3,3,7,3,3,5,99,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154834977345307,0.1268740107870458,0.11137754778373607,0.0,0.0,0.09241841271392608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846080174005513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435108899188607,0.11536937762901305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165560785333394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492820864143599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093354832235464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567853763771534,0.0,0.0,0.12302592495739792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114757466394589,0.0,0.21546863254159965,0.0,0.18839418210173609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932517251488387,0.0,0.0,0.19833681969948255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496524371811125,0.0,0.0,0.12233434798727072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913910381330632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255796055615801,0.0,0.08661744542412372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785896090627888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425575452051785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528067449892745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864587801066827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389299082955573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238336966998823,0.14392252411186782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581588539414129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215686859930723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914341409529092,0.0,0.0,0.10097673853063452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405237193121362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrPureinstinct,2020/01/11,"You know what I hate about anxiety? Never being able to tell if your anxiety is acting up or if something actually physically wrong with you. I've been feeling bad lately and have this terrible fear something is wrong with my heart. Of course my dad is about to have heart surgery next week and that's got it in my mind. 

Anxiety having symptoms similar to heart problems gets me so often and it seems logical that me a 26 year old male would just be having anxiety issues, but then my mind is like ""nah you probably gonna die when you go to sleep or if you try to do even the smallest physical activity""",6.107899159663862,6.225224327731095,6.905546218487397,75.83210084033617,66.22689075630252,10.833613445378154,32.966386554621856,10.608840637214634,3.43395462184874,481,19,93,12,7,160,84,119,0.209,0.757,0.034,-0.9502,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,0,7,8,1,1,2,0,13,5,4,0,1,22,21,12,1,5,7,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,1,13,1,12,15,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,7,9,62,19,0,0.13529221414888135,0.0,0.13202568487279073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139926940512789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296334765475564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041195840061493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935923147407555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224135439196998,0.06840780854986855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068459791257678,0.0,0.07688968311110783,0.0,0.10820554283383133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357305183841134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480965775519114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120992155068726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435306269915758,0.0,0.15261551047399546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609694195944148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732131376309132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434569605205768,0.0,0.14388480460404074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419664201492001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586788941675854,0.1294563773278533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231649505409376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353899205679231,0.0,0.0,0.20830911246271888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062041296428016,0.0,0.0,0.1182513584118467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185453259291324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852325348967712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961077072081083,0.2958415952884278,0.0,0.08712375018240014
anxiety,thebottomofawhale,2020/01/11,"DAE get extreme fatigue and headaches after an anxiety episode? So I have been diagnosed with GAD and am currently in an SSRI. 

I’ve had really bad panic attacks and anxiety but after the SSIRs that’s more in control. Sometimes I do get very anxious and upset by something and it takes a long time to come down and when I do I feel completely exhausted and have a headache. 

This feels really new to me. Is this normal for others with anxiety? How do you cope with this fatigue?",3.7743478260869563,5.912730130434787,4.927608695652175,80.21684782608699,73.78260869565217,8.513043478260869,31.06521739130435,9.188382445141503,3.0613869565217398,380,18,68,9,8,125,65,92,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9701,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,2,5,0,9,4,0,2,0,17,15,11,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,2,6,0,12,13,1,11,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721194473549132,0.23240196095406004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340330938879462,0.0,0.0,0.1717653283337675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720721337510656,0.21569064453900516,0.0,0.23072941173965045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087986995862578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803366649637375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495756669146399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820533111468333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986830220810026,0.0,0.0,0.20155924750915488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136489306653144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635755027814734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837120552777945,0.2034596410359912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546737858400969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995539496023352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973829289700929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShrekBox,2020/01/11,"Not quite sure if I have Anxiety 

Im not quite sure if i have it or not. I overthink alot of things and think of all the different scenarios that might happen. When I get really stressed I get tunnel vision and if I don’t sit or lay down I might puke or faint. I have trouble falling asleep because my mind wanders a lot I also get stomach pain regularly. Any insight or tips would be greatly appreciated thank u",3.054836488812392,4.869079337349401,4.6728399311531845,82.67951807228917,74.90361445783131,7.634423407917385,28.72461273666093,8.418075326091056,2.1331769363166955,327,14,65,6,7,110,58,83,0.22699999999999998,0.677,0.096,-0.8548,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,3,0,8,4,2,0,3,23,14,11,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,10,4,3,10,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,1,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507192411493458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281659355628812,0.0,0.14417889087525793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148894485277433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691084054989294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954030950431186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778863389368812,0.0,0.0,0.1666632329676082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357973933257667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023029504028602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998733753417858,0.1903007841548772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054516885644008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009216900961349,0.0,0.0,0.12073858808135525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158915337112393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552611361021955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735176818455167,0.0,0.0,0.1252109690126986,0.1207638459210368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338835475015676,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xdulcet,2020/01/11,"I’m having an awful day. I woke up, and I think I have an ulcer on my eye, and then I went to drive to work and I got into an accident, and now I just heard the song that gives me bad luck or is an omen of bad luck and I’m freaking out. I took my medication and everything today. I even have been doing good deeds since the first of January and just so much crap is happening and I don’t know how to calm down or what.",0.5291489361702126,1.7601952659574494,3.052074468085109,94.10875,80.38297872340425,6.827659574468084,18.132978723404253,7.645422480735847,0.09417446808510643,321,6,82,5,8,112,62,94,0.184,0.706,0.11,-0.8214,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,1,0,6,1,8,4,2,1,0,19,19,13,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,10,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,4,0,1,6,3,12,4,10,13,1,13,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,4,5,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43566991215662215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825455524753602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231752305038384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344740196772196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191565482906256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502725665852428,0.0,0.21882486990409636,0.20866015535124005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307070286084828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433801005690808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262822489762794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178654857285332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158135823373167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167169852400439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24729628402642084,0.0,0.2898619867470371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418506452548887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993338437075571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wawatertermemelonlon,2020/01/11,"Not a panic attack, how would you name it? A sudden (usually caused by something, even something really small) breakdown when I just cry and lose all point of living, I want to die, can't stop crying, nothing's ever going to be okay. Usually have a huge urge to hurt myself (have cut a couple times during it). It passes after several minutes to \~an hour, but it's awful. I don't get the typical panic attack symptoms during it. What is it?",3.5528571428571425,5.310333023255817,5.392126245847177,78.28593023255816,73.4186046511628,7.239867109634551,23.913621262458467,7.957251820313856,1.5689388704318934,344,10,59,5,7,118,65,86,0.153,0.649,0.198,0.3056,0,0,2,0,0,3,18.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,3,2,6,2,7,1,0,2,2,12,10,4,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,7,8,1,14,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,9,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664131663859517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543274274196196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818802250547322,0.35379040263501943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713440040408756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636559551700034,0.14567016584170633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841369070304969,0.0,0.09152291037327363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859225069762434,0.0,0.1723969656639326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220153018036213,0.0,0.0,0.18016289670648392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452250557304334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778921743659838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223513084945112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316653614186046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192969415738547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479533723960344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463689686467595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673825269091697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390389060425183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547262649367788,0.0,0.09498573793385312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439840453338793,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emma9919,2020/01/11,"Distinguishing real and anxiety symptoms Hi, so im new here, I have general anxiety and I have trouble distinguishing between my anxiety symptoms and my real symptoms. So I have this thing with swallowing. Basically I can’t swallow few things. Not everything. I can’t swallow pills or skin from fruits or certain types of meats. Basically, I need to chew everything a lot of times before I can swallow it. If something is harder to chew that I can’t swallow it. So I’m wondering whether this can be a real problem or is it anxiety?",4.190155555555556,6.5845060600000025,6.089333333333332,71.19522222222223,73.4,9.644444444444446,37.111111111111114,9.994966539143718,4.581477777777779,426,26,70,13,9,147,56,100,0.132,0.845,0.023,-0.7964,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,11,13,1,0,1,21,14,11,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,10,1,7,13,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673881749244491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997200493172986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745489262781141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649873331675362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985559937355726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325609458649355,0.0,0.14751896304925766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461532553618002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215607556768461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175880846366125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762715800319632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294970342780516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906496031393814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656419450289621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whraspberry,2020/01/11,"Triggered by children . Before we moved in my boyfriend and I made sure to ask the roommate to message us before she has people over just so I can have the most control over my really bad panic attacks as possible.

She said that this was fine but that her boyfriend (who is also the landlord btw) would be coming over often. I said that there wasn't need to warn us if it's just him coming over.

The first week, people come over....she doesn't message. 

Panic attack.

Which is fine. It's hard to start remembering things right away so I forgive her. Move on. It's fine.

Few weeks pass. I'm sitting in my room and all of a sudden I hear the front door open and shrieking.

SHE DIDNT TELL US HER LANDLORD BOYFRIEND HAD KIDS THAT HE WOULD JUST POP IN HERE WITH. Didn't even mention it.

Kids are one of my biggest anxiety triggers. And these ones are so out of control and loud. They spend the whole time screaming at the dog which is very stressful even to just listen to.

We told her that I have severe anxiety and that if the kids come over they have to be quiet and listen when they're told to.

It hasn't happened.

The boyfriend is useless. They run reckless and he doesn't do anything. He encourages them to abuse the dog (just a 4 month old puppy) by holding his little mouth shut when he barks after the kids have got him hyper.

I fucking can't deal with kids and I don't know how to let them know that this is actually serious. 

I feel like I can't say anything. The boyfriend is the landlord so I can't be like ""yo. Quiet ya kids""

They continue to come over without letting us know, which I can forgive if it's just the bf and kids...but it's everyone. She hasn't told us once about anyone.

TLDR: My roommate failed to let me know her landlord boyfriend had kids he would bring over even when she isn't here. I have major anxiety that is triggered by children.",1.3970057142857153,3.8089997386666674,2.2724095238095248,94.6733,83.61333333333334,4.744761904761905,21.995238095238093,6.052691113681939,0.2118838095238096,1462,49,306,11,42,457,172,375,0.11599999999999999,0.799,0.085,-0.9154,0,0,0,0,1,0,45.0,7,1,6,4,23,20,3,3,16,0,42,2,1,7,2,56,69,24,0,7,11,0,2,2,1,3,0,10,6,9,23,21,0,3,8,0,1,11,13,11,0,3,13,12,46,9,38,47,5,45,0,2,0,1,61,20,1,5,15,208,69,1,0.0,0.0938321800845379,0.07728211778331248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333157516352778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817500445496391,0.0,0.0,0.05537442777671151,0.0,0.13034016182309158,0.0,0.07403588894848749,0.18018967648349488,0.07440556020519364,0.0,0.06612385118140962,0.0,0.0,0.13477686687511228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410939657949662,0.0,0.0,0.17764606434891902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164574541860573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692107164889302,0.0,0.0,0.07567345432517952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004296832652728,0.05657635412222715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736254822879192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321376413489998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333883830368843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003117176808075,0.0,0.07094245015408515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925762192805965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409225044665666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294431302234604,0.0,0.07738057422005555,0.07937339601406028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493546928422498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321205691502292,0.1683418084754153,0.0,0.05872149772136245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310099367268516,0.08433924109174773,0.10732808241375104,0.0,0.0,0.18583466668587956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980657712998107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927956422242063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073383403407455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971159349686057,0.0676314162640524,0.15066364382127442,0.06297840848669206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946690714282507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605406417200076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907166914465452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463959867420725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692192236505068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261310921455823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617877636716485,0.0,0.0,0.22702036297553854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763043736860805,0.0,0.0,0.06534351098784512,0.0,0.0,0.12704962472262046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841749895398805,0.0,0.07634038520211613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877186788686416,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SlothMovement,2020/01/11,"What to do when your family exclude you? I've not been able to calm myself down, I just keep thinking and upsetting myself constantly because I'm trying to rationalise why this happened. 

My brother, his girlfriend, my dad and his girlfriend have all gone out for dinner for my brother's birthday today. I asked my dad earlier if we were going out tonight since he mentioned it in passing a few days ago, and he emphasised that him and his girlfriend were going out for dinner with my brother and his girlfriend. Since then, I've been so depressed and obsessed thinking about what the reason could be that I was not invited.

I really don't know what to do. I feel so left out. It doesn't help that I don't have any friends so my family is basically all of my social interaction, and now I'm just home alone obsessing over the situation.",8.203866459627326,7.161444937888203,8.163097826086958,72.3820380434783,62.35403726708075,11.279813664596276,38.13742236024845,10.411451182825502,3.9309559006211168,669,29,121,13,8,217,95,161,0.128,0.858,0.013999999999999999,-0.9443,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,0,0,8,6,0,3,3,0,15,2,0,1,2,27,27,13,0,2,5,5,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,9,13,2,1,5,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,6,1,23,2,17,19,3,20,0,1,0,0,25,8,0,1,8,88,32,0,0.18877332264078064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673361605905257,0.0,0.0,0.1955122312004863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837233270879206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647757414372606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507446535118596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399689882319666,0.0,0.15072013750359842,0.0,0.0,0.12174317627596615,0.0,0.16259018617824506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35591737638050064,0.0,0.095449463930884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584580079979367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145684590793661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693162577777046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653077899525347,0.0,0.1893550342446285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779040277337232,0.0,0.0,0.10374488127448772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510276739249567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093302430086908,0.19409041582721093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123104864362886,0.21218912394040704,0.0,0.1924306296471935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419166456310481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893503717820347,0.0,0.0,0.12816469466675132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033856187124596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tmdjeon,2020/01/11,"Anxious over photoshoot (Long rant) I developed anxiety being in front of the camera since I was a teenager. I already had low self-esteem from having a huge ugly birthmark on my thigh but my sister always managed to make things worse by commenting on my appearance all the time, especially when I put on weight. She’s not a bad person though, she’s just very direct and speaks what’s on her mind and she just about does this to everyone. I’m just very sensitive to such comments so it really makes me view myself as an ugly person.

I also have a smaller than average mouth/lips so it’s actually really hard for me to smile without looking like I’m forcing the smile. My sisters have really pretty smiles and are slim, so my constant comparison of my appearance and theirs has just added on to my negative self image.

A few years ago my second sister wanted to have a family photoshoot because she had just graduated from university at the time. So we went to a studio and had a photoshoot with my two sisters in graduation robes and I was in normal attire. I developed a slight trauma from that photoshoot as the photographers  and helpers would not stop forcing me to smile with my teeth showing. The Me in the end product was, as expected, ugly. It’s been hung on the living room wall for a few years and I avoid looking at it all the time even though my room is just right beside it.

Fast forward and now I’ve graduated as well. My mum is forcing me to go through another family photoshoot so that the picture has all of us in graduation robes. She wants me to take a solo shot as well and she’s already booked the studio without asking me. She simply told me one day that she was going to book an appointment for a photoshoot. I already told her at the time that I did not like having my photo taken, but she ignored me and went ahead anyway. I didn’t really tell her anything more besides that, so I think she has no clue how this has been triggering my anxiety severely. As the date to the photoshoot gets nearer my crying has been getting worse. Just yesterday I couldn’t control my tears and started crying at the dining table as I ate my dinner, while my parents were on the sofa (I end work at a late timing). They saw me crying but simply looked away and pretended they didn’t see anything. I know it’s an Asian thing to do that but it really increased my feelings of being ignored and neglected and it’s making me slip into another depressive episode even though I had been coping well recently thanks to work. Right now I’m just crying in bed again, wondering if I could manage to pull off killing myself just so I can avoid the photoshoot.",5.274335548172758,6.327044096899228,6.281807308970102,76.28379069767446,68.30232558139535,9.540553709856036,30.052934662236986,9.749128247673873,2.9110716057585826,2118,79,383,47,35,705,239,516,0.165,0.7559999999999999,0.079,-0.9939,1,2,0,8,0,1,37.0,2,0,3,4,33,17,1,2,33,0,36,6,2,6,3,67,69,41,1,8,19,6,3,2,0,1,0,1,6,3,19,19,4,7,4,4,0,11,10,10,3,3,23,10,69,7,63,41,7,67,0,3,6,0,35,31,0,4,29,287,88,10,0.0,0.0,0.07514575779480404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826027347576345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549307492164997,0.061580859123784484,0.06407431671898435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614928830766364,0.11781720634878998,0.08699371507462321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673708371651965,0.0,0.07198926658098613,0.0,0.07234871877402811,0.0,0.06429594643446503,0.0469415244572903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321503285804116,0.08636763916197032,0.061482215009556036,0.0,0.3383454430076904,0.04966184521671187,0.0,0.06632428121833385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738758178288487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640712181463627,0.0,0.0,0.10172213340988476,0.0,0.0,0.07358156366988175,0.0,0.0,0.14518689421803754,0.0,0.03893603443538105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046385337337167,0.0,0.08752741573813752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898134173284742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519460727409083,0.0,0.04231992620433108,0.0,0.08686497780230619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524149253604884,0.0,0.06799681303803075,0.06814698900681827,0.19399438098426655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542042774258758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775308375242622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544853613319115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052180571113865315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550492352844613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344755663242855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834175409711944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741127939820917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466568278457278,0.0,0.07603313328067005,0.0,0.0,0.13152367382446278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136300361484414,0.0,0.16066598818546046,0.08699371507462321,0.0,0.06369931979512856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450452511529282,0.0,0.0,0.06437961597541429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789816574545392,0.0,0.06730575150346775,0.07089584474902197,0.0,0.0,0.10231738144014677,0.04934168541587077,0.22697102198377905,0.0,0.2245111316616053,0.0,0.0,0.1471631273397635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522268162103765,0.0,0.0926275162437349,0.0,0.0,0.12707435538768333,0.09083907121640157,0.0,0.0,0.09377132713689933,0.2077101898112845,0.14276878617092967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846011628317404,0.08350862201700644,0.11212109321176722,0.0,0.15694931799231762,0.05470213235426929,0.0,0.0,0.09917737197409422
anxiety,mozzzarelle,2020/01/11,new places i get so anxious in new places and i never know what to do. i feel like it’s noticeable that i’m not supposed to be there and everyone knows it so they stare. it’s making me feel so nauseous and worried like what if i trip. i’m a clumsy person ! i can’t trip it would result in a panic attack because then people definitely stare.,0.6670833333333341,2.879497097222224,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,84.97222222222223,5.266666666666668,20.11111111111111,6.6274283507984215,0.3338277777777781,269,8,56,3,8,92,47,72,0.162,0.731,0.106,-0.6214,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,13,12,8,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,4,10,0,10,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,6,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862330006293356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402980979946179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876035316315673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183383973930247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360267279917372,0.15089865915028094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035596198681552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216666722727705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063870158345496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099383896724946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290917692211718,0.4080034282053013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048022892210505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478261675006173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643631170540847,0.1844328833790289,0.4413688062004362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450849706258415,0.0,0.1500476595540042,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NewToo34U,2020/01/11,I went through the fire Had a panic attack- I usually prevent panic attacks by shutting off my mind by distraction or rest but this time I could not. I went through the fire. I can now suddenly feel things again that I thought were dead long ago. I can feel again.,1.2148626373626392,3.8487709807692334,1.8302197802197813,95.17192307692308,89.19230769230771,5.279120879120879,26.659340659340657,6.868970318607317,1.273595604395604,209,10,43,3,7,64,37,52,0.366,0.615,0.018000000000000002,-0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,4,8,0,5,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934649250611296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965804009788826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425438712371025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070690903086235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931438514676748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203696785184412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121372938760115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499520383402334,0.0,0.0,0.1732656452425466,0.12726298050277793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037088052466954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046387614815869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marieshive,2020/01/11,"My Anxiety turns into anger My (F 17) anxiety has been getting a lot worse and when I get anxiety, I start to overthink and my anger issues rise up and I can’t control it. 

How do I control my anger issues that’s related to my insecurities?",2.766020408163264,4.34333616326531,5.5630102040816345,76.99716836734696,75.12244897959185,8.981632653061224,30.617346938775512,9.516144504307137,3.0607510204081643,188,9,37,5,4,68,33,49,0.39399999999999996,0.606,0.0,-0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,8,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,4,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238444843220993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120158908422933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385081493793531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764788660849902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405465846077932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615604134408885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482764322002076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23261184874528645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idkmarcus,2020/01/11,"Acne ruining my life and mental health Not a single second of the day goes by where I’m not thinking about each and every red spot on my face. 

I do everything I can to try and reduce my acne, but nothing is helping and every day I feel like it gets worse and worse. I can’t even open my front camera on Snapchat anymore without getting a small panic attack because it just reminds me how bad my acne actually is. 

I’ve noticed my acne is so bad that I’ve tried to just at least make other parts of my body look good (at least better than my face) by comparison. This has led to me starving myself to look skinnier and being extremely picky with clothing selection to ensure my outfit looks nicer than my face. 

I don’t feel like I’m that ugly behind the acne but I genuinely feel ugly/repulsive with it right now. 

Another thing that makes it worse for me to deal with is seeing all the other people with clear skin around me. It makes me even more anxious (and kind of annoyed) when I see people with clear skin that have obvious health problems that would probably cause them to have bad skin. Problems like being overweight, having an unhealthy food choice lifestyle, not washing daily, etc. I do understand some people can just have naturally nice skin even with those problems. 

I understand I should be thankful for the things that aren’t wrong with me, and I really am, but this acne just destroys me mentally and it makes me want to just give up and lose my mind.

I’ve had my acne ever since I was around 14 or 15 but it was relatively small scale (at least compared to rn) and I remember even then I still felt insecure about those few small spots. I’m 17 right now going on 18 in a few months and I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to survive the rest of this year and college if my acne doesn’t get any better.",7.327017704517704,6.013191195054944,7.500512820512822,77.30559829059833,64.24725274725274,10.176800976800976,32.584859584859586,8.998388855275968,2.5862654456654446,1441,45,282,19,18,469,189,364,0.204,0.6990000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9937,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,21,23,3,2,9,0,28,14,8,7,5,69,57,24,0,8,16,0,8,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,22,24,2,0,9,0,0,3,9,14,0,1,4,14,38,9,41,46,13,30,0,2,6,0,4,17,0,4,13,193,60,1,0.08866414750737397,0.0,0.0865234180101559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060294660728184776,0.09297208943091663,0.0,0.10016524943712098,0.08793100956016958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785977834488582,0.0,0.10086826776156664,0.0,0.0,0.2220925789942252,0.054048841369631125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156832466509502,0.0,0.09848587997943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910825031535568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436208028068705,0.09140884285045024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888396177964168,0.2342473328685195,0.08020179753866181,0.14940673665657592,0.0,0.07968561868239307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449377111783842,0.12668336939040464,0.08513148600215173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721303910839708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897007278460471,0.08505472945373428,0.05038987829452176,0.07436728028719937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884916853557644,0.0,0.0,0.05942970911417601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233006562231144,0.04872749670227525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262610949481599,0.1299504716190657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336665981008635,0.09919250165015812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23673602779824346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787052133147599,0.0,0.08952551367517128,0.0,0.07077087663507696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507564081860729,0.10094471959915816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402827334211782,0.0,0.09601463149238627,0.0,0.1844056680729309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559494716824198,0.25451884442964345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056800523268475525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043919508326586,0.15143739503725195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130769235500296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334389904811897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080730273153728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163003462088833,0.0,0.0,0.11780903970952455,0.05681240562136156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039427218001945,0.0,0.0,0.1846050089285637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052296411408698944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854690742096263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710690233001514,0.06298446649056988,0.0969403265682561,0.0,0.05709680402648504
anxiety,NothingToSeeHereBruv,2020/01/11,"Need some help Hey, r/anxiety. It's the time in my life in which I need to apply to colleges, and it's been making me very very anxious, especially with the amount of documents I need to translate as an international student. However, in the past few days this anxiety has been making me very angry at everything around me. Even things that are usually fun to me are a source of anger and frustration. Very few things bring me joy and now not even those things are being enjoyable anymore. Any advice?",6.268666666666667,7.025899884210531,6.608157894736844,75.88627192982459,65.94736842105263,10.543859649122806,31.62280701754386,10.504223727775694,3.3099122807017567,399,15,74,10,6,129,64,95,0.138,0.7440000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.2822,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,0,12,13,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,3,13,10,4,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,52,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567949051280256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152978605687796,0.0,0.25940617659582244,0.1915399941547344,0.16814519158910074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093288935714236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093438708113882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396855706211866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237802553692378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364386551538168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975615010174726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263480480281521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37715113966166736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185191764560555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379187328560871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988642933785477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673220726063414,0.5595765456687258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LetsTalk-89,2020/01/11,"CBT for the rest of my life? Off and on for a year now I've been dealing with Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts. I have a month or two were I feel great and then weeks were I don't, and the anxiety and low mood creep back in.

When I feel better for a substantial period of time I tend to stop my CBT and try and get on with my life as before.

However I've noticed after a few weeks of no CBT my anxiety and low moods come back.

Will I have to continue CBT for the rest of my life to feel ok again, or will I eventually be able to stop? What have other peoples experience been in the first year of this?",1.9979069767441864,3.1004201472868225,3.893713178294576,90.12289534883722,76.2093023255814,8.26077519379845,22.97751937984497,8.841846274778883,1.2498644961240304,465,13,112,10,10,158,69,129,0.096,0.792,0.11199999999999999,0.4724,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,8,1,11,3,0,0,0,19,18,13,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,3,12,3,22,10,3,26,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,2,18,78,15,0,0.17218125842563795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951545742443525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647935192290239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465135691713054,0.0,0.0,0.15228033091592602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483189081631455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751131698314626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842630973341308,0.0,0.0,0.26118005318387805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645729045801098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995760100802754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898304452675057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648501444923637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374334377703197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602950392728571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936880495007696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28790248362044984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366926863567564,0.10040027643299099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689977219636885,0.0,0.16819607056647826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762268393912838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175817048361307
anxiety,SullySadass,2020/01/11,"Never i had anxiety before, but am i having ot now? Been dealing with shit insurance over my car, a stint of unemployment, and the bills aren't stopping. Been stressed af the last few days. I had a busy day planned today but woke up. And i just have this overbearing ""tenseness"" in my arms and legs and what feels like my brain. I have not been able to do anything but just lie in front of my heater all day,haven't eaten, haven't even had anything to drink. I never experienced this before. And i am just not able to bring myself to do anything.
Is this what anxiety is? Or am i way of the mark? Either way it can suck on a putrid pickle for all i care",2.066328320802004,3.943835827067673,3.282875939849625,91.26661967418549,77.94736842105263,6.237844611528822,22.36152882205514,7.1686216300943375,0.6093363408521304,507,15,110,6,12,164,80,133,0.092,0.7959999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.3257,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,1,6,0,19,6,4,0,4,22,25,9,0,0,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,1,1,1,1,3,6,3,0,0,8,2,14,2,14,17,4,18,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,9,81,20,1,0.3412371656409122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610454977081026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212136680474616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903676946555849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904667653808072,0.0,0.0,0.1739570163179161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301046129880276,0.17590026705105935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714125599117075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269196481073282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626988198883104,0.12188994965813868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907691715757098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833556212885669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26318313874624905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513752341028085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426447750323112,0.19544301016081472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172646660654474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708581788031025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wow_WoWc,2020/01/11,"My anxiety won’t let me travel and sleep away from home Hi, I’m just curious if anyone has ever experienced the same.

Every time I travel I get very excited and happy but when it comes to sleep I start having panic attacks. They go away after the 3rd night but usually I can’t enjoy the rest of the days because I have a discomfort to eat. 
Also, I can’t sleep on my friends house or any house that isn’t mine. 
My physiologist says that every time time i need to experience vacation or sleep at another house i need to calm down but i just start to shake, throwing up, always at the bathroom, can’t breath and think properly. 
That’s sad because my family starts to think twice before going to vacations.
This problem also stoped me from going to university. I went 2 weeks to a uni that was very away and so got a apartment but I was having attacks every night.So I changed to another Uni one where i can come sleep in my house.

Any advice? I would appreciate it.
Sorry for my English.",2.9889399820842044,4.8967603096446695,4.8025082114063915,81.27091071961782,75.34517766497461,7.8840250821140625,24.78620483726485,8.671277953709913,1.839456494475964,779,26,151,16,17,265,113,197,0.139,0.759,0.102,-0.8162,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,8,12,2,3,8,0,14,7,6,0,1,23,30,15,0,5,9,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,7,6,1,0,2,2,0,10,5,7,0,2,4,2,24,5,24,23,2,34,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,3,13,100,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886621109098443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545050878724225,0.07566995735020231,0.0,0.0,0.1236856050671198,0.19071853123873603,0.06956939563345715,0.0,0.0,0.06358786018765779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069163766656661,0.2563253770453598,0.0,0.0,0.11087322769949123,0.0,0.07738384766649915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620321480694034,0.15667474159937658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864923579227989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305505157459257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822610803032764,0.2298644158698391,0.0,0.0,0.08895746632315092,0.0857308095962274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026056837084194,0.0,0.04751276849115402,0.0,0.15505110678572234,0.0,0.07273359484172327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968080787775612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122094881683188,0.0,0.0,0.4197334860675699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299303926681546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486277103115227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068339511736358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061623779899403874,0.0,0.0,0.10669933106027894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701797940888295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231970413926682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455031940617073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180068146674864,0.1931049117053751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654227222995266,0.0,0.0,0.15908478117984326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015834607257372,0.15007122268135625,0.0,0.0,0.07294715356999171,0.0,0.0,0.08430295096142264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460167246678196,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BetrayedUchiha,2020/01/11,"Parent is making me paranoid by constantly walking thru room & looking at me every time they pass I used to smoke pot almost 3 years ago. There are video cameras outside the garage door where I live and in the living room for ""safety"" but my brother told me in secret that my parents were disabling the system when I wasn't home. My family bought this house and budgeted to help me have a room then told my siblings they couldn't afford building an additional room on the house so I've been living in the basement paying rent since I was around 19 while going to college. My father looks at me every time he passes through the room whether he's leaving it or entering it, even if he sees I am on my work laptop doing work. It's starting to make me really uncomfortable like I'm living in some kind of halfway house. They will not let me put up any kind of privacy barriers or move into the room next to mine that has sliding doors because the furnace is in there even though there are cracks in the doorway that any exhaust will just filter right to my bed 3ft from the door anyways. They will not let me setup a desk in the living room that is used for about 1 hour a week for the past 3 years. It seems they truly want to just watch me like I'm a prisoner and make me feel discomfort here like I'm some violent criminal. How do I calm down and let it go that my father set up an office attached to my room and is basically constantly monitoring me whenever he is home? I was considering setting up a security camera that faces the garage door I have for reasons I cannot explain here related to personal stuff in my life, and I could make an excuse that I need it for those easons and see what he says.",11.510571705426354,6.39591154941861,10.85453488372093,68.29937984496125,59.9593023255814,13.908527131782947,42.03875968992249,10.686352973137794,4.2671073643410855,1359,46,270,21,12,445,186,344,0.086,0.8370000000000001,0.077,-0.7459,4,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,2,17,10,1,1,21,0,27,3,1,8,0,39,51,18,0,5,9,5,1,3,0,3,2,1,16,1,17,10,0,2,5,1,4,9,5,3,0,0,8,7,38,7,39,35,2,55,0,0,5,0,23,28,0,7,18,175,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246629753195732,0.0,0.09315702822301716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079896309445413,0.0,0.12652843171106018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281724261737672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671078543031367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010667496443421,0.0,0.07427761973004772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289209070255913,0.0,0.15676512520276226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877012719600124,0.0,0.047039228484819035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574323161813033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235666475643815,0.0,0.18663519633873588,0.0,0.09161671667762354,0.32203557378358083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375477466629812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985063118146964,0.0,0.2853912566160806,0.06571049013996799,0.13635062520873426,0.0,0.41074003440742907,0.0,0.15624508494882874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483954463385491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887714526868407,0.0,0.0689812484869176,0.0,0.0,0.09893943897251216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659965467755492,0.0,0.08880853993344352,0.0,0.08123101108886202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352177004460496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595979896290243,0.09565128017293786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944789747989614,0.0,0.07398192167620189,0.0,0.0,0.1482671971817708,0.08469185569061374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695613848768892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584776409651656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649814609780746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914024066853106,0.0,0.10849415532691176,0.0,0.0,0.17779006187608196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606976905575566,0.0,0.0,0.054872047041521536,0.0,0.07462379259080458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545523569712747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981772485217522
anxiety,EddieTYOS,2020/01/11,I Wrote an Article About SSRI Withdrawals Check it out. [https://www.healthcentral.com/article/ssri-discontinuation-syndrome?preview=true](https://www.healthcentral.com/article/ssri-discontinuation-syndrome?preview=true),69.03696969696969,86.77804300000004,31.96727272727273,-127.59575757575756,-17.363636363636374,8.73939393939394,30.93939393939394,7.793537801064563,4.712612121212123,207,3,7,2,3,43,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkcandy828,2020/01/11,"Does medication work/not work for you all? I've had anxiety most of my life (SA mainly), to the point that I don't really know what it feels like *not* to be nervous. I'm a point now where I can cope with it for the most part but after being hired for a new job my anxiety has spiked a ton. I'm extremely nervous throughout my typical 6-hour shift and I can tell it's hurting my performance a little. The only relief I get is during my breaks. I do like my job a lot so I'm looking for any way I can to make it less of me panicing all shift.

I've been wanting to try out medication for a while now but I've been a little scared to honestly. I was wondering if you all tried medication and what your experiences were with it? What do you recommend for anxiety (or SA)?",2.7062962962962978,3.7121808024691374,4.898456790123458,83.98805555555559,74.30864197530863,8.85679012345679,25.84567901234568,9.2995712137729,1.971027160493828,598,20,133,14,12,209,90,162,0.107,0.795,0.098,0.3692,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,2,4,9,0,4,10,0,15,4,0,1,3,21,25,8,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,2,18,4,17,18,10,13,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,6,7,91,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892376195250824,0.0,0.33384966645500874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730071381268326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229638473570466,0.0,0.0,0.07355338840661735,0.1039229288760221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600143601792551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325745050225572,0.0,0.15572734270874342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887106452824976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994583974936029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274890467674427,0.14213740061233945,0.29159587663768705,0.0,0.0,0.12215714192224734,0.0,0.0,0.12367235876313445,0.0,0.0,0.09710154338984724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396334895646304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049465876408276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106355658604566,0.0,0.17067627587819978,0.0,0.15752851803129422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750300424697403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319102843814513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563963074782713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271461296488702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752751201756846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580125819907436,0.11546635030283735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775469175506854,0.2118060156143108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OCDThoughts16,2020/01/11,"How can i recover from a friend telling me to kms? He just told me that, i m trying not to burst into tears it affected me so much and it still is what should i do?

Should i stay friends with him?  

Jesus christ i m feeling so bad like my mind collaped from inside out, i feel fragmentated 

He broke so much right now omg",-0.34404643449419936,1.9012508805970183,1.4028855721393043,98.26396351575457,92.43283582089552,4.768822553897182,17.892205638474298,6.42735559955562,-0.2395426202321725,247,7,58,3,9,80,51,67,0.158,0.695,0.147,-0.1908,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,8,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,11,3,7,5,2,6,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393588073388341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28989954365026305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429635259741555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005326085509304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894565898157632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42147321400084703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24481597557268456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305553777138073,0.2289363058791067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505636093767539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739269938284707,0.0,0.19463119522007355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,newsoberliving,2020/01/11,"Managing GAD while also having Bipolar II Hi everybody,

I have suffered from generalized anxiety disorder for much of my life as a result of trauma and an unstable childhood. I also have a family history of bipolar II and was diagnosed with it in 2017. My bipolar is in remission at this point thanks to medication and therapy, but I have been absolutely struggling to manage my anxiety.

I have tried a variety of medications, but since I have bipolar II SSRIs can make me extremely depressed and I am a recovering addict so benzos are not an option (not that I didn't try). I have tried to use beta blockers in the past, but they ultimately caused me too much fatigue and cognitive difficulty that I couldn't function while taking them.

I usually end up either overeating like crazy to stamp out my anxiety or starving myself for days at a time (did I mention I also have a history of anorexia?). I eat a vegan diet and mostly focus on eating healthy foods. I can fall off the wagon easily with this because eating manages my anxiety well.

I have experience with a variety of therapeutic processes to manage my anxiety, but even if I am able to identify and avoid anxiety triggers I still have a difficult time handling the symptoms. Basically I am at my wit's end.

I have tried to exercise, but a mixture of my eating disorder behavior which causes me to work myself to the bone in pursuit of an unattainable body image and my addictive behavior which causes me to become injured from excessive working out has made it feel impossible for me to do consistently. Does anyone have any experience coping with GAD while also having Bipolar II? I am pretty much willing to try whatever to manage it because overeating isn't working.",10.588684091933306,8.73045947949527,11.331566020730062,54.15029179810728,58.30599369085174,14.861559260928345,45.986705723298776,13.484332010920856,6.611169625957639,1393,74,207,46,14,486,166,317,0.16399999999999998,0.779,0.057,-0.9839,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,3,9,10,0,2,17,0,30,23,2,8,0,39,36,24,0,2,10,0,1,1,0,1,15,0,0,0,9,14,6,2,1,1,0,1,5,7,1,0,5,1,38,3,45,29,5,28,0,3,0,0,4,15,0,4,13,173,47,8,0.08877408938235118,0.0,0.0,0.19355372194900888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28397042882348456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603694249732368,0.0,0.4074716123527845,0.0,0.0,0.062072907396528765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823172183234726,0.0980440070968258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860800061790813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735863312321249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057251943554439425,0.0,0.07646099310307163,0.09010383204318533,0.0,0.0,0.2034855949171844,0.0,0.07768680385652695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633522236554225,0.0,0.0,0.1572549872940902,0.0,0.0,0.05863444878866581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367618765628934,0.08368831077805261,0.0,0.04488684695465167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734598126002158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270376469247993,0.04337053591975715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400018984126388,0.0592573940048208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788611110896752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957775105210036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474491331304594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392020878782469,0.0,0.0,0.09031516376307984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343484410320811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089510245491178,0.0,0.0,0.09280595314371076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922702698599996,0.06674706714378865,0.0,0.0,0.08173125432821059,0.10152090794732406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352977084232952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013588970317252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667231026494126,0.09777211754578073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981856769427091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388578309395996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crayonbreaka,2020/01/11,"I was at a wedding yesterday and during the dancing part I got really anxious just sitting on the side I've never been much of a dancer, but I'd never say I'm too scared to do it. I honestly don't care that much what people think of me and so this was really strange to me. I was just sitting on the side and I felt it a bit but then one of my friends date came to grab me and my friend who was also with me and dreg me to the dance floor and on the way he said ""your girls going crazy (she likes to like twerk but it's not really a showcase, she just messes around with her friends) all you gotta do is get behind her and let her do her thing"" and that really sent me over  for some weird reason (note: I'm 18 and the guy who dragged us out was ~30) I got to my girlfriend on stage and started shaking really bad and I told her I had to get away. When I got to the bathroom I almost broke down in tears, I held it back, but I can't describe what caused it. I'm not shy, I wouldn't say I'm an extrovert, but I was fine at prom and stuff so I just don't get it. What do you guys think?",1.1299220272904478,2.0660166337448587,2.994602555772147,96.37220272904484,78.1358024691358,6.43266190166775,20.196881091617925,6.8360192770164,-0.018575308641975763,834,18,214,8,19,280,126,243,0.124,0.78,0.095,-0.6331,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,0,0,11,14,0,2,12,0,18,0,0,2,3,40,40,22,0,1,11,0,2,2,4,2,0,3,0,3,16,17,0,1,4,2,0,6,8,6,0,1,17,5,35,8,27,20,6,33,0,1,0,0,27,15,0,2,10,146,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871549990945344,0.0,0.0,0.10279439579996982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452150312082404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114428969965621,0.0,0.0,0.12076874111692495,0.09884029131025426,0.10732657939754772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033375940935747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470169528215866,0.1310563770848883,0.13204727799606195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123419763501581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29793196604658384,0.0,0.20147250238812825,0.0,0.07305295788947155,0.0,0.30841855412349856,0.0,0.0,0.2545521048828981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144214296311374,0.0,0.12559752940088176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898522627733053,0.0,0.19827788153642026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710288158476577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391976537468435,0.0,0.08911432189862528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117340996716604,0.13216181944924796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222721698902954,0.20444233171580534,0.12869222123086854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098216243343772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714898463261994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539709866529517,0.16472809286019305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282667840437995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546193038260013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203006572862662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TameProgramming,2020/01/11,"Handling anxiety nausea/weight loss Hi reddit,

Recently I’ve been under a ton of stress. Problems with work, friends, my boyfriends mom on her deathbed, myself having a potential tumor on the inner ear and waiting for an MRI. This coupled with borderline personality disorder/depression + Wellbutrin has led me to lose 10 pounds in 6 weeks - so now I’m 5 foot 6 and 100lbs from anxiety. I have been prescribed Ativan because of the anxiety that is coming with depression/bpd but got hooked earlier and am afraid to take it. Sorry if this is the wrong sub, please tell me where to go. 

Food has no appeal to me, and every time I try to eat I feel like I’m going to vomit. There’s no relaxation ahead that I can easily see... I can’t keep being unable to eat like this. I’ve read that nuts or dried fruits help, but even those are hard to stomach. Soylent has been what I’ve mainly been having given it’s one of the few things that only gives me “moderate” pain.  

What have you guys done in the past with anxiety related stomach problems? Has anyone else had this?My doctor is telling me to relax and keep drinking smoothies but it’s just hard to  keep down. I feel like I’m wasting away... and now I’m stressing about the fact that eating is super painful and i look/feel sickly, which is probably compounding the whole thing",4.962673611111111,6.189480406250002,5.398072916666668,81.69241319444446,69.15625,8.501388888888886,29.065972222222207,8.841846274778883,2.2723696180555546,1048,38,197,18,18,335,163,256,0.182,0.6940000000000001,0.124,-0.8079,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,5,8,17,0,3,10,0,24,16,4,1,1,28,42,13,0,3,6,1,4,3,1,0,6,1,0,2,17,12,6,4,2,4,0,4,3,10,0,1,8,7,16,7,28,33,4,20,0,2,1,0,11,9,0,2,10,121,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32091366430051993,0.0,0.0,0.07333042436276642,0.1074559311691034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985326896161786,0.0,0.0,0.06393029120400723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320852850341208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033976968640817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604122096347512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032792737786836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073431074940812,0.0,0.10732263805352256,0.0,0.10273671330638118,0.0,0.3219372251681049,0.08760887155725466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926836831538853,0.0,0.08836097074656411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908252119387084,0.14984418704642175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681420428963433,0.0,0.08102548630191267,0.0,0.0,0.1006048138029197,0.11920476041557908,0.0,0.08387741558581836,0.0,0.0,0.10384186880480988,0.0,0.0,0.18789322739769576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029491314819362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27965081422197896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370859545146334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806784903594497,0.11732731646143435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282730386465912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106541905208041,0.07976149538932979,0.2231869194054499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011421595146727,0.0,0.09157203791663593,0.0,0.1151202925587028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307204105084236,0.2007007418841372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104902502162997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035505431062202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357109692547011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739799311291245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402659042323871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885228780016514,0.0,0.18332920982300896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934741289988467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115294375974839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120264454075641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412369454730692,0.127708427021849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708821164770948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634960966874492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466338870313635,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmirRouatbi044,2020/01/11,"How do I get over trichotillomania trauma ?  Last year, I had a brief beard plucking episode that went away with  time. But, I still feel like something is missing from my beard every  once in a while even though there is practically no damage done. I think  it's mainly related to my excessive perfectionism and untreated ocd.  How do I cope with these feelings ? I've also become obsessed with  minoxidil even though as I said my beard is still intact.",6.023943089430894,7.776547573170731,6.0009756097561,76.38040650406505,67.17073170731706,8.881300813008131,29.52032520325203,9.2995712137729,2.60579837398374,359,13,63,7,6,113,62,82,0.15,0.7709999999999999,0.079,-0.7059,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,14,9,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,3,9,1,9,10,1,11,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872121781991376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997191840103266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24682209934163185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287031876196517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29522003786453643,0.0,0.18829611382481964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600189703042745,0.1596580360179991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167619132794602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821704538486789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918369253017486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23800468943025802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125858218068674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205000270904594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569515065552216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320043975166874,0.4391466010267043,0.0,0.13031615159520107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071732328372502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439172898169482
anxiety,maricdepression,2020/01/11,"Panicking again. I don’t want to be excluded. But I couldn’t join them either. I felt like they intentionally left me behind. They did not want me to go with them from the beginning. 

I hope they would stop pretending like they wanted me to come. They’re already there. I’ll deal with my feelings now.",1.2571610169491514,3.90608240677966,2.4862500000000023,90.37310381355934,89.33898305084746,6.339830508474578,19.239406779661017,7.645422480735847,0.8209813559322039,238,7,49,5,8,76,42,59,0.12,0.655,0.225,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,14,1,0,6,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,14,3,7,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,6,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188315893057098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488799221724435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29786494050305484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608717596971926,0.0,0.27740953962686193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420050437253694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28696381729257875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139135919468376,0.0,0.0,0.2823044852854829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24155095464259635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112394048656966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052412412059961,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-AutisticArtist-,2020/01/11,"I’m unloved. My mother picked me up from being forced to see my grandparents (who are assholes. My dad and stepmother were there too). She started getting pissy for some reason. Then I was anxious about eating in a crowded place so she got mad. She got more and more condescending as usual and I got angry at this and called her out on it. She’s currently angry at me and playing the victim (IDK whether that’s acceptable or not in this situation). I just don’t want to keep making up. I’ve had enough. Please, I just need a friend. I have nobody to love me anymore.",1.2417857142857116,3.810195321428576,2.701428571428572,89.94357142857143,86.85714285714286,5.342857142857143,21.392857142857142,6.868970318607317,0.6669750000000003,444,15,88,6,14,144,82,112,0.191,0.688,0.121,-0.8678,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,0,7,2,0,3,0,19,19,10,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,1,16,4,15,12,4,13,0,0,1,1,12,9,0,2,4,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410863841407033,0.21163995764829213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179098928020524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183661183204783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205039338225608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487581626702788,0.0,0.1114950628742184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120373104414461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968375823866895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260592692505688,0.0,0.14244918586645114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823676048585927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296232080291065,0.2342540979487726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941540698210865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700557867752351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987564140214626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104882999973446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350349484437735,0.0,0.12587152531350235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,borgusmaxiums,2020/01/11,"Weighted blanket Bought a weighted blanket to try and help with my anxiety, and it increases my anxiety so much to use it that I’m getting rid of this thing. Which charity would be best to give this to?",7.527749999999997,6.386232275000001,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,63.75,12.0,42.5,11.20814326018867,4.788,161,9,31,4,2,53,30,40,0.07400000000000001,0.716,0.21,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,6,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132188300268963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834308628144563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110493866222054,0.2590840346130371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102801469206126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985388709067322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942824295522494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833656633854009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326122396748394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6577660307929521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185611195439567,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foreverspaghetti,2020/01/11,"Need help coping at a new job I started a new position this past week, and I am ""choking""- I'm not as nervous as other jobs I've started. Because I happen to know a lot of people. Actually, that is part of my anxiety. I came well recommended and so feel a lot of pressure to perform. The people I work with have only ever seen me perform at a lesser capacity, and though they like me I know they're half doubtful and half expecting something big from me. 

It's sales and while I'm typically good at what I do, I'm finding myself frustrated and nervous- I am messing up my sales. Any advice on ""breaking through"" the anxiety? If I dont get past this soon, I could lose this opportunity. Any tips for coping? What do you guys do in the moment to ease the racing thoughts and pressure that jumble you up?",2.337846790890272,4.414208913043482,4.42705590062112,82.44004554865427,77.88198757763976,6.777805383022777,27.50351966873705,7.793537801064563,1.8186816563147008,629,27,122,10,15,216,99,161,0.10099999999999999,0.763,0.136,0.6826,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,5,5,12,1,5,9,0,9,0,0,0,1,23,23,13,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,2,8,1,2,3,2,19,4,19,19,3,21,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,4,12,85,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.15024150072511558,0.0,0.0,0.15044667814859475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093944164908251,0.0,0.2355559969388819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385180598013294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760877592230467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292350921742427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043847179508352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392644754469371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784615416122549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071547977506718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043707615506215,0.0,0.0,0.12913326879761816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244333695562085,0.1361451865679427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319528389323274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055605443545575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692233709553325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521645324465144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224042520891866,0.0,0.26178039419571336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415843917762013,0.0,0.29738857996631995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709254328401104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672228928001714,0.2939420357510054,0.21347118079441169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852494346562452,0.0,0.0,0.21794554715895256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126365951831125,0.12222602536207325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234963975651489,0.0,0.1384273778894266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208378091731244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItzButterflyEffect,2020/01/11,"I want to go to the doctor for anxiety but I’m worried he won’t say I have anxiety or maybe he’ll say there’s something else wrong with me. How do I do it? I want to go to the doctor and get treated for anxiety. I’m getting so panicky about everything at the moment that I’m finding it hard to function. My boyfriend really wants me to go to the doctor for it and I think he might be right. But I’m worried if I go and the doctor says I don’t actually have it and then I’ve just wasted everyone’s time. Or if maybe I wont explain it properly to them because I’m nervous about it. (This happened before I went for a checkup then tried to mention it at the end and the doctor started asking what makes me anxious and he seemed kinda awkward about it so I said it didn’t matter) 

Also I’m scared because I don’t want to go on medicine for everyday. Because I don’t feel this bad everyday. But maybe a week out of every month I just feel so anxious that I can’t even do anything because I overwhelm myself. 

How do I go to the doctor and express myself properly?",2.249768928220256,3.566915225663717,4.396047197640119,85.9079252704032,75.94690265486727,6.969124877089479,28.484759095378564,7.594959193182576,1.7000411012782704,835,36,175,11,18,289,104,226,0.209,0.773,0.018000000000000002,-0.9915,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,4,10,0,15,7,0,3,0,34,45,22,0,6,9,0,3,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,14,9,0,0,6,0,0,7,7,6,0,0,3,7,23,1,25,37,0,22,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,7,10,113,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.09113300950459104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468218013255275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432420607110556,0.21100323678640195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685019217226098,0.0,0.0873049751320384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797490197010074,0.2277133145004775,0.0,0.07946612904920157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5735181477178879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801351341529084,0.0,0.08271386099247449,0.0,0.0,0.06168175305506932,0.0,0.07868323897106948,0.08923603325154933,0.0839309219604495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944393429622455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535474615131126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975825293328606,0.0,0.3184465914426187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258251229932327,0.0,0.08365711460313074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233707349865704,0.0,0.2814617549338249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906968486490668,0.0,0.0,0.07454124121952367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982660817079755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975266048586102,0.0888331717491141,0.2227971514171304,0.09349746718025727,0.0,0.0,0.0850167345777806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189448153307887,0.0,0.0,0.06610035684168264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983912356377906,0.0,0.0,0.054455170048250685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340417775446748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033014726281627,0.0,0.07491005027751338,0.0,0.0,0.086571414866841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967966324518368,0.0,0.0,0.10210488565634424,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karlyct,2020/01/11,"First anxiety attack Always struggled with anxiety disorder but recently had my first full on hyperventilating anxiety attack. Before it happened, I felt trapped in a car halfway through a 16 hour drive, empathically absorbing a lot of tension from the other passengers, including a large elephant created by circumstances. We pulled over and I made it to a public restroom before I broke down in tears from the stress. 

Normally, I can keep it together and manage my breathing but this time I could not. I could breathe out but couldn’t get anything but shallow breaths in. I tried to do the 5 senses awareness and could not focus on do any of them. I couldn’t get it together and spiralled out in panic. I couldn’t feel my arms & I was terrified I was going to pass out on the floor of a Tim Hortons in Quebec. I was so mad at myself for letting it overwhelm me. 

My friend found me and quickly shifted gears to try to help. My panic & a bit of codependency helped her get over her simultaneous state of panic. She offered me a much needed Xanax (I’ve only ever taken Ativan) and we got it together eventually. 

Anyway (ramble ramble), perhaps others with more experience have some insight on maintaining breathing/mindfulness and not sliding into the sneaky-hate spiral in the midst of panic? Looking for coping skills that are not chemical dependant because I’m too anxious to ask for meds. 
Thanks!",6.801508354314487,8.049344513618681,7.294209201190203,69.69292286564433,64.95330739299611,9.938109407187001,35.74021515220875,10.056822442137396,3.9321647516594194,1128,53,179,25,17,370,157,257,0.23,0.72,0.05,-0.9941,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,1,3,5,14,3,8,14,0,16,5,4,2,1,41,33,12,0,8,8,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,15,0,1,4,0,0,6,7,12,0,2,9,3,27,2,39,17,6,34,0,2,1,0,12,20,0,3,7,133,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914845739228593,0.2382546983908488,0.0,0.07476761766620879,0.0,0.25232708225838485,0.12420862781062646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904768766780798,0.0,0.10278544848265757,0.250160793263216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702256979343335,0.0,0.1871133163064271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003346724311935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26335080256812216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600859763111766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945320633855538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754910123930192,0.0,0.0,0.05559242303260063,0.0,0.1055662030417517,0.0,0.0,0.18704144244012566,0.0,0.120551029040525,0.08494465156411529,0.0,0.17232804934164772,0.0,0.06248531974590683,0.0,0.08793452734720145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972256226025265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473900911091996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082754848337721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097725798214458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124280873549824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232765012337683,0.0,0.0,0.09347286691664064,0.0,0.10403435316345758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212614733861585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101496047903328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082357396847747,0.08152418461623538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077245538414515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361952199624716,0.0,0.5159956834508579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855923493821894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259437273952865,0.11494030338823374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012242733420172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641108833390506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149293366988785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peakysliders1,2020/01/11,"Advice for ridding myself of horrible anxiety I have super horrible anxiety, and for some reason, it's been amped up over the last year or so. Probably because I've had a few things happen to me, like my dog dying and getting hit by a car all in the same month. Now, I get anxious about things that didn't worry me before. I'm wary of crossing the street, but I'd cross it previously with no thought in the world. Whenever my boss tells me he wants to talk, I instantly get a panic attack because I think I'm getting fired. Everything around me causes panic, as I twist almost every scenario and turn it into something negative.   


How do some of you who suffer from anxiety (or have suffered) deal with it?",6.205652173913041,6.216433442028986,7.127355072463767,74.68711956521742,66.02898550724638,10.088405797101453,33.19202898550725,9.827888789773867,3.226011594202898,557,22,101,11,8,187,98,138,0.266,0.696,0.038,-0.9886,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,2,7,0,6,0,0,4,1,22,18,9,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,4,1,13,2,19,13,5,15,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,5,5,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282288480023315,0.0,0.0,0.15660239086719385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169448928531034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589146742273658,0.17667663251948734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922060896855865,0.0,0.17791665249508298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066826745658733,0.0,0.13307670814532965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065601622364944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123163101049984,0.0,0.0,0.16230854000124262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176565354025438,0.0,0.14055360365148425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32683010816021696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829551053582564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274790457408364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640444781330559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482932189158688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36698086660164175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686152976853082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079537368592048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039696724517193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570067619667732,0.13669209913182467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779765969932995,0.10020865087361837,0.0,0.1241565053038226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010784201877469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224310738968194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882203832500216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071028744711556
anxiety,Arthur-I-Have-a-Plan,2020/01/11,"Never gave up on life and so should you I’m acctualy gonna turn 30 on 6th February this year yet I still haven hugged anyone except my family members. I think as a guy with anxiety, depression and sudden panic attacks I will never find somebody for me. I have given up on love yet here I am still making my way through everyday life.",1.984818763326228,4.364114731343285,4.1697228144989325,82.2155223880597,80.7910447761194,7.410660980810236,23.004264392324096,8.418075326091056,1.7601189765458425,265,9,50,6,7,91,53,67,0.162,0.741,0.09699999999999999,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,10,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,9,2,10,7,0,15,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,9,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023203650739733,0.0,0.0,0.16473579272057992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680270513608563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292045015023225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210108718445035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533255631404025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23327933424360006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328200600366284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263664273009816,0.0,0.15726367887974574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634158297086237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27642381475170835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376298175573124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509618624105335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562632708644886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187006945528533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171756554322893
anxiety,gamerbot09,2020/01/11,Help So basically when I’m in stressful situations or like I’m talking to someone new my hands shake I want to know why it happens and if there is a way to stop it and if it’s normal,0.3523170731707346,2.1072270975609757,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,82.90243902439025,6.051219512195122,24.88414634146341,7.1686216300943375,0.9690439024390244,145,6,34,2,4,52,32,41,0.165,0.6859999999999999,0.149,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,6,7,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783141297027197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095645281471045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296702292625735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537608655276516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039675727924074,0.0,0.0,0.30836794506902193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35376898228065445,0.0,0.0,0.2666691616216864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631278338869953,0.3605214134224005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529675342545476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563552825948987,0.2498175129894979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839942903636524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Billmichaelx,2020/01/11,"So tired of having anxiety and depression I just upped my dose of lexapro to now 20mg 

But, I just feel so depressed more so than before I started lexapro a few months back. 

My anxiety hasn’t changed at all. 

I just feel like I can barely get through a day at work anymore.
I absolutely hate feeling like this and some days I feel like I was better off never starting meds to begin with. 

I never had  this many depressed days",2.4454411764705877,4.588041235294121,3.4078676470588256,89.5541544117647,77.82352941176471,6.132352941176473,27.095588235294123,7.1686216300943375,1.3323235294117644,335,14,68,4,8,107,57,85,0.24,0.632,0.128,-0.9116,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,3,15,14,6,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,4,11,4,11,12,4,15,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,14,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476325624233424,0.0,0.16051362075795472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244541414049851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377240689914594,0.0,0.0,0.14314487674916834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121787805605826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31314330988154704,0.0,0.4182084829025753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273487897614178,0.34688114714678964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845609517098721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597952696882844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372180283510422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409245039952736,0.0,0.0,0.17978100408609915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918866404163726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966036804521685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911925407584585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602498080367666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783013056488713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheTroubledChild,2020/01/11,"Anyone else lost the energy to deal with people, like ANY people, even friends? My anxiety takes so much energy from me, I avoid people as much as I can, even my friends, even family. The moment they start talking it feels like sensory overload immediatly. I have to force myself out of the house so much. I am working from home, which makes it even worse. I DO feel lonely sometimes but then imaging someone being around is such an unbearable thought. 
It is NOT social anxiety, I am not scared of people or what they think of me, I just think they're unbearable and I lack the energy to deal with their bullshit. I used to be super extrovert some years ago, it all changed when I developed anxiety. 
I'm in therapy already, but it doesn't help, like at all. I don't wanna live and die like a hermit, but I don't know how to help it.",4.749667405764967,5.590676317073172,5.6940576496674025,80.79373614190689,69.36585365853658,9.378270509977828,28.323725055432373,9.573946990214177,2.437373170731707,652,22,129,14,11,215,99,164,0.182,0.664,0.154,-0.6387,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,11,11,0,2,6,0,12,0,0,3,2,28,24,13,1,2,7,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,20,7,19,20,7,10,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,2,10,91,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081830829448416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795722813039862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501452819523138,0.0,0.2869085376618989,0.0,0.0,0.0874134371556735,0.128092703238523,0.0,0.11128990871592144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224935776864666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777007628705273,0.0,0.0,0.12974589562837036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443404159594644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302850740728937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178530731310786,0.0,0.12642274189999356,0.08931078431189397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317265149924265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675899199067812,0.0,0.12540029894304822,0.0,0.0,0.14425059515377733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870500791029724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443041755277331,0.0,0.11039058894140501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646870654753196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834485237457889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757013619983745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466788087792405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251618847703992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274371108210533,0.10592485520469112,0.0,0.12364309161568715,0.0,0.08848630338135954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939957672971086,0.10048237026902472,0.0,0.0,0.14296561703079808,0.0,0.0,0.16020920596302268,0.0,0.09924799384314374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079728734488042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101245307981276,0.0,0.12740102714397422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050560028274911
anxiety,_shriked,2020/01/11,"please help me my apologies for a clickbaity title but i’m running out of options and i need help. i’m a 15 y/o girl and i was diagnosed with severe generalized anxiety disorder, clinical depression, and  minor panic disorder about a year ago (though i’ve been having symptoms for 2 years prior to diagnoses). i am currently taking an as needed medication for anxiety. it affects every part of my life. recently it has gotten progressively worse, and i’m not quite sure how to deal with it. it’s hard for me to open up to people, i constantly feel like a burden. i’ve had friends leave me in the past because they claim i’m a burden so i try not to dump my issues on others. it makes it difficult to even talk to my best friend and my boyfriend of many months. i don’t have a good relationship with my dad, and my mom doesn’t really know enough about me to help. 

much of my anxiety is about my boyfriend leaving or cheating on me, because it has happened a lot in the past. i have nightmares every night. it’s terrifying. nothing anyone says to me has been able to fully shake the fear of being hurt again. i’m constantly living in fear of my friends leaving and it causes panic attacks often.

every time i try to open up about this, i feel like i’m being a burden, and now they’re even more likely to leave me, so i just suppress it, which makes everything worse. i feel like i’m trapped inside my own head, stuck in a huge cycle of worrying and crying and nightmares. 

it should also be mentioned that i has a suicide attempt in april 2019, and while my parents don’t know abt this, i do see a therapist. she’s a lovely person but she can only tell me wats to cope, and it’s difficult for me to deal with the core issues at the root of my anxiety.

if anyone has any advice, please share. i feel like i’m running out of options and i’m slowly going insane. thank you for reading",3.0879428036428638,4.755538087071244,4.683077708741173,83.26274576559709,74.46174142480211,7.528845008085796,26.209975317048265,8.259297600419973,1.7571759468890968,1481,53,290,25,31,498,190,379,0.259,0.6,0.141,-0.9953,2,1,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,1,1,4,15,29,3,5,18,0,23,8,1,6,1,50,50,24,1,4,7,3,5,5,3,1,6,1,0,2,17,21,0,1,6,1,0,4,5,15,0,0,6,7,40,14,50,40,7,36,0,2,1,1,25,15,0,6,22,186,57,1,0.07731172028858424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554811829377896,0.0685321753135554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182615478282561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257462092809071,0.0,0.23657301763713165,0.0,0.0,0.10811630482562147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795324291058787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942570142129536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113388068877136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942043322986024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670930082802973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492329445830084,0.0,0.15940997774256882,0.06658847139858412,0.15693953738797156,0.0,0.0,0.17721185884809648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798836737836278,0.0,0.1021273242128206,0.0,0.1954153763108596,0.0,0.06948278910687762,0.0,0.0,0.17399435852465167,0.15636451494074946,0.2209260336871069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919252994483814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393803228929563,0.06484540294833978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836649892531785,0.0,0.06925611580912146,0.0,0.07934412944793068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546124934495012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276379556796126,0.0,0.0,0.16138669953151805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497699918889776,0.0,0.0,0.3274477954177797,0.0,0.0,0.0546075544190259,0.18885300683584744,0.0,0.06826766543119618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572765989607385,0.06977684601153486,0.0,0.10321234725595332,0.07838194981830121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788342458525664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054655240944896,0.0617094775375123,0.0,0.05683301001265765,0.11465132196146895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255181225127415,0.0,0.0741826807255233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879904707901009,0.0,0.18141729203591145,0.0858455161552234,0.08372105910039346,0.14760557003789573,0.053598212394693305,0.06750561210392593,0.0,0.1697301052059791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223053101466359,0.07733264193806945,0.0,0.04952786769660626,0.0,0.07633599682954573,0.08300385448631514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148138303871847,0.0,0.0,0.061607431487832875,0.0,0.0,0.08734023801982556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456647379574572,0.0,0.0728653814253634,0.08035647950883595,0.05812879209471052,0.062140232252048774,0.06757385118423243,0.07117824488452561,0.0,0.08976486605536696,0.0,0.0,0.07595837265048995,0.0,0.04508108582465877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049791664026909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851380475326593,0.15757449579822633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957242620306253
anxiety,eternalflair,2020/01/11,anxiety texting people i get anxious when i work up the courage to text people. i feel pathetic. maybe im just scared they wont be interested. i care too much.,1.1156250000000014,3.6526993125000047,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,87.125,6.95,26.75,8.07648339933343,2.1538500000000003,126,6,25,3,4,43,27,32,0.406,0.508,0.086,-0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688970212474795,0.3645961921370834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32904758992828365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631833964083614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686145632442689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486067960249439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242284672785229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724573584972586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474845635301335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231118254635284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349533159274287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andrefilis,2020/01/11,"My first flight In March I'll be going to France. A 2 hour flight from my country. The last time I went to the airport was to help my uncle to go to Florida and I had a massive panic attack. I hadn't eating anything that morning cause I felt so sick. This was last year. 

It's not that Im afrais but having general anxiety can be so random. I'll try my best to do things slowly and calm. Any tips? It's my first time. What can I expect? Im going with friends.",-0.8633461538461518,1.2263206500000052,1.6880000000000024,96.66130769230772,92.5,4.276923076923079,16.692307692307693,5.8734145424116955,-0.522446153846154,355,9,82,3,13,121,65,100,0.08800000000000001,0.763,0.15,0.8496,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,1,4,0,10,2,0,1,0,10,15,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,2,0,2,6,1,10,3,9,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039176096511065,0.0,0.14668280922427948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778808587089468,0.0,0.0,0.21813525277509155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012223652817552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697279719082786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196200876163816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410327281613376,0.0,0.0,0.3261928601510705,0.0,0.0,0.14814010460331364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269157610120998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852123772577018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882815284894924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142305144001264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125921433011821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496900367992145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738547625787444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361367759309167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018085656403178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774760813030865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347615414996532
anxiety,Mginty03,2020/01/11,"Thinking about meeting my friends, friends is terrifying me My friends bd is coming up shortly and he has invited me along. The problem is there’s gonna be him, one of my other friends and me as well as a bunch of his friends that I know of but have never spoken to. Any tips on how to not be a totally socially anxious deck the whole time? Also it’s at top golf which is like this golfing thing (kinda like bowling in a sense) so it’s not like we’re gonna be spread out and it’s not like I can avoid interacting with them. Thanks!",3.1483928571428565,4.030262767857145,4.303928571428571,89.14107142857144,73.10714285714286,7.385714285714287,29.17857142857143,7.645422480735847,1.5538357142857135,418,17,94,5,8,137,77,112,0.057,0.674,0.26899999999999996,0.9731,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,13,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,19,16,9,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,11,11,15,11,3,10,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,6,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782138037958606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257017044942069,0.0,0.0,0.2088235083052364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159228570370365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.714058293053088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158659684353526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612259213903455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256472796672773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252565190027945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768727788072436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842734749096776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701814781913228,0.0,0.0,0.12280355273141595,0.11844193394197425,0.0,0.0,0.10778526270992993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619886662667574,0.0,0.0,0.20637409872312856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lesser_futhark,2020/01/11,"Amounting to anything [x-post from r/hownottogiveafuck] I'm in my mid-forties. My career is okay, I'm married to my soulmate, and we're financially sound. I have several hobby groups that make me happy. I shouldn't be anxious about whether or not I'll be remembered, or if I'll ever do anything worth a damn that someone, somewhere, will remember me or tell a story about me after I'm gone.

Anyone else out there have anxious feelings or thoughts about whether we'll be remembered fondly? I don't think I've done anything remotely noteworthy.",5.910346740638005,7.134962281553397,6.3019694868238565,76.08834951456312,66.96116504854369,8.992510402219137,37.044382801664355,9.23628265651192,3.603286823855755,437,23,75,8,7,141,68,103,0.027999999999999997,0.79,0.182,0.9198,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,12,0,0,1,1,19,20,8,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,2,10,3,9,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,5,2,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909445690804378,0.0,0.12098513571438704,0.1772875382732799,0.4271616737275036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706762292683975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454261389111225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651364796885728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748810871557701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419142450441567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549747154513125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571290563066585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880206667672132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954722845402189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466059841537141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123401728266864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086929628228473,0.0,0.13736483079951806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Katt_YT,2020/01/11,"Nobody wants to talk to me Nobody ever seems to want to talk to me, 98% of the time when people message me they only ever send me one or 2 messages and then stop, and leave me on read, including the people I consider my friends, hell even my own family doesn't like talking to me, they'll talk to me for about 2-5 minutes max and then ask me to go away, and it's making me EXTREMELY anxious about whether or not people actually like me, and if so, why they don't, and for the most part I don't care what people think, but when it's my one family and the people who are my friends, that I hang out with everyday at school, then that's a problem, and I'm really probably overthinking it, but it's seriously getting to me (sorry if this isn't the right place for this)",12.164285714285715,5.119782944099384,11.919552795031054,66.9569689440994,61.17391304347826,15.612919254658387,43.38012422360249,11.602472056035307,4.620268571428572,598,18,131,11,5,204,90,161,0.115,0.8390000000000001,0.046,-0.7795,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,0,8,8,1,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,2,28,16,21,0,5,8,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,2,1,0,3,5,3,0,2,0,0,21,5,20,15,3,19,1,0,0,0,14,6,1,6,12,92,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.13063163395397814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122784675292242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514446319513967,0.0,0.12576932650989436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648293530554315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884156929583629,0.2421747106035914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523895130872849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684548208364326,0.0,0.06993824368036151,0.0,0.07607780977379833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417423004210894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307980569969012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935504063024018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141897733919196,0.10180935480006342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496131202153034,0.0,0.4640210763116634,0.0,0.13985904596909907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443276795290946,0.12808945556612245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338998975633012,0.0,0.08575649615611558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143188445995526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547718285869936,0.0,0.12186445955971276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498494213944593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111916023937941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303781960415871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577443593714153,0.0,0.0,0.07805698373525519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791252424738786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207911429553555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hen1234567,2020/01/11,Symptom My stomach burns when i'm very anxious. Why is this?,-0.5899999999999999,0.32177999999999685,0.7199999999999989,97.025,124.0,1.6,29.0,3.1291,0.5838000000000001,48,3,9,0,3,15,12,12,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756368897783583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529608746057057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42042512291381545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597819736016985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JamesJ5555,2020/01/11,"Anxiety leading to nausea and trouble eating I've never really had the courage to post or ask about or really talk about my anxiety, But I can't just live with it anymore and I decided that its best that i seek help on how to manage it better or places to look for advice. I'm hoping that my fellow redditors can help me out. I'm 21 Male if that helps

Even since probably end of middle school start of high school when I would have to experience something new that I didn't really know too much about I would always not eat food as fear of throwing up from my anxiety. These experiences include first days of school, Traveling, the first couple of days spending time with my girlfriend, and more commonly going out to eat is something i almost never do because of this. It makes me hesitant to try new things even though I want to. Usually it persists through most of the day then late at night when I'm at home or in my hotel room I force myself to eat. 

What usually happens is I'll wake up with the feeling of wanting to throw up ( i often don't, but sometimes i do), eventually it will lead to random occurrences of me needing to spit a lot and every once in a while it leads me to dry heave uncontrollably for about a minute. The thought of eating food is repulsive and sometimes triggers me dry heave. 

Eventually the feeling goes away after a few days or gets better as the trip goes on to where i can kinda eat some food but not to the extent of being able to actually enjoy myself. 

If this is the wrong place to post I'm sorry and I would appreciate it if you could send me in the right direction or if u have any advice on what I should do or know anyone whos anxiety leads them to a similar condition as me. I've looked a lot over the years and I havent really ever found anyone similar to me but I'm hoping reddit can help me out. Thanks",6.8868913594145775,5.759578612299472,7.609836757669576,75.56354770616383,65.01604278074865,10.975288488601183,32.25105544610189,10.186864033877496,2.9934727272727266,1467,47,292,29,19,492,189,374,0.054000000000000006,0.836,0.11,0.9671,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,10,15,12,0,2,17,0,24,11,2,7,3,66,50,31,0,14,18,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,19,13,9,0,7,2,1,10,8,4,0,2,4,4,33,8,61,39,9,60,0,0,2,0,13,23,0,21,25,203,52,8,0.07358942828906266,0.0,0.07181266660747418,0.0,0.0,0.1438214752640703,0.0,0.0,0.07368918246060366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061232299462688926,0.0,0.0,0.05004333472558452,0.0,0.2251828448720405,0.0,0.07298093879349399,0.10291087859829083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687961816076649,0.0,0.06913969029342114,0.0,0.0,0.044859432452633685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722756488244019,0.1301677382804359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875517046253784,0.08142530270855178,0.0,0.18983637337975245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518021405637424,0.0,0.0,0.06517839096458564,0.0,0.0,0.0972102466929965,0.06656585096173649,0.062002267219552064,0.0,0.0,0.1439691631417757,0.0,0.08280856590408815,0.0744180521157374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519026021899968,0.26695388637657697,0.0806870097790365,0.0,0.0,0.038447438989391416,0.0,0.04182256796571473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507488840319901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730177033434104,0.077751271327371,0.07381619668915983,0.14618181348810905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088565051571486,0.0,0.08301208043994185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498081340006788,0.0,0.12359317158339744,0.0,0.0,0.1251262006970043,0.0,0.0,0.049121514814224936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409669710060255,0.054565628628079885,0.1135134074817522,0.14214625681265858,0.0,0.06905869336469847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837033942872712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377057970134125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095666060818024,0.0,0.07934185019766883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857308850791493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284496967305456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342929054181013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060873935532881764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330547430219795,0.145563652509384,0.08237734011437363,0.0520869761057073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059148394940748285,0.0,0.06775125851706823,0.0,0.0,0.04888954624408008,0.0,0.07230123966006874,0.05842178604260941,0.04291058742585842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996239127133428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209671724856792,0.0,0.08680990288246332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682745541811638,0.08045848757210121,0.0,0.04738917909397639
anxiety,mujinaorless,2020/01/11,"Advice on how to stop self destructive behaviour coming from my anxiety?! I've been suffering with anxiety and depression for the last few years. Last year, my life hit a point where I would just stay in bed all day and not do anything. Days off just became a useless void of time really. Eventually I realised enough is enough and I decided to go back to school to learn. At the time I just thought ""Even if it doesn't help me feel any better at least I'm learning something at the same time."".

It helped a lot though! Until last night I have been doing really well. I've been proud of my achievements at school and felt more confident. I met a girl at New Years that was super cool too, and that's where everything seems to have fallen apart. 

She is super sweet and beautiful and I felt myself getting stressed and sick to death that I'm going to totally fuck it up before it's even become anything. I somehow managed to bring back my childhood eczema through being so worried about somehow making a mistake. Before every date I'd have a bit of a meltdown but always managed to calm myself down. All in all the dates were really fun but I could just *feel* there was a moment that I was going to do something stupid. I felt like I was driving a car towards a cliff and I know the cliff is coming but my body can't stop the car and do anything. It's almost like part of my subconscious wants it to go wrong.

We went for a meal last night. I had a really good time. She had a really good time too! We went for a beer afterwards and I just felt this crushing sense of shite come all over me as if there was absolutely nothing I could do at this point. Almost like I'd set the wheels in motion of ruining it and I needed to keep it going. I explained to her that I don't really have time for a relationship and I know at some point I'm not gona be emotionally there for her or be able to help her because I've got all my own stress of life and that I feel like it's unfair on her to have to deal with my underlining mental health issues that I'm struggling to understand and deal with on my own.

She got upset because it basically came out of the blue. She said it wasn't like she was upset, but more confused as to why I was telling her all this and then at that point it was basically over. We left the pub, walked back to my bike. She walked home on her own and I had a cry on the phone to my friend while trying to explain why I did what I did and I've still got no idea really. I think I hate myself.

I don't really know what I'm expecting from typing this all out but hopefully some advice on how to deal with stopping myself pushing people away when they could potentially be helping you. I'm considering seeing a therapist but unsure even how you do that.",4.168971588262694,4.885706953982299,5.162312529110388,84.53364112715417,70.61061946902655,8.42524452724732,25.841872380065197,8.611707548084741,1.5822035398230088,2179,62,458,35,38,716,242,565,0.147,0.7490000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9697,0,0,3,0,0,0,39.0,3,2,1,5,30,34,4,6,27,1,44,8,1,4,8,101,93,38,1,11,16,0,7,5,1,1,4,1,2,2,27,31,2,4,20,3,0,20,8,16,1,0,31,12,63,18,72,53,23,90,0,4,2,1,35,34,1,13,39,315,90,8,0.0629680161796628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230632332926676,0.0,0.0,0.12610674498568025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239443372408439,0.0,0.0,0.0428204102674518,0.0,0.09634072005280524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545193627952072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059160523981133785,0.1452555529754479,0.0,0.076769436430253,0.06954322672465799,0.10716228791071712,0.0,0.0,0.05569009326935349,0.0687447650949841,0.06994327085248653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201863563862039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272411110876564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082451149605414,0.0,0.06916740902310711,0.08121832244375095,0.1947517792947608,0.054234260067605615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083054293884751,0.0,0.13012558625063014,0.0,0.12476934246348895,0.0,0.053053269419634716,0.0,0.05659159274115912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955155628728916,0.04498436334035565,0.2418366809441844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048648933101489794,0.058212916305003325,0.0328981895448482,0.0,0.17893087346702333,0.10562916894841703,0.15108382432987674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216787966876191,0.0,0.06693205668179784,0.0,0.0,0.16882453574565126,0.0,0.06316205432642304,0.06254144794232472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108322577356753,0.0,0.06572224928736675,0.0,0.055968865986063855,0.0,0.0,0.10381672480936513,0.20530934966236494,0.0,0.0,0.06841493382113241,0.0,0.08895234402633695,0.15381496034015332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535331555983818,0.0,0.0,0.04203163975458382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634569500736362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668998613238405,0.0,0.060814902404862786,0.0,0.11818243522843093,0.0,0.06041950978117407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818822533419297,0.0,0.04365409400634429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23810051340511856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227113884231704,0.0,0.0,0.06760408425474422,0.0,0.0,0.059897002917473775,0.0,0.0,0.12745398815152267,0.05017735639865383,0.05732371701666951,0.06568937368943875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695171038807432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671155270863765,0.050286339060181116,0.1579322431419593,0.1442592995741691,0.06582784233305793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503682156868472,0.0,0.0,0.07311072004401155,0.0,0.040347362230871715,0.06186575619043819,0.0499895712509915,0.22030293965840275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042751149656853685,0.0,0.0,0.06555192552939076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037140167387809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661580870025306,0.1167439636962128,0.11363768110751048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394707697068977,0.0,0.04473067205338878,0.0688456408076791,0.0,0.12164801379659357
anxiety,Shhitsbatman,2020/01/11,"How can I control this embarrassing anxiety? I’ve been dealing with this situation for a while now and I don’t know how to handle it. It’s getting worse day by day. I’m a very shy and an anxious person by nature so this doesn’t help at all. 

Every time I think about stepping out of the house, I feel like I’m gonna have to use the toilet or throw up. Every time I’m in a car going somewhere, I fear that I might need to poop or throw up and there’s literally no toilet in sight and I feel like I can’t control it. Every time I go over someone else’s house I feel the need to vomit but nothing ever comes. And my dad being a strict person doesn’t help at all. 

It’s really getting worse and I’m scared that someday it might make it so hard to go outside. How do I deal with this? What medication can I take",0.08799940191387634,2.085716801136364,2.571495215311007,93.12494019138758,85.5340909090909,5.068899521531102,18.92224880382775,6.339386263674448,-0.10779090909090973,631,17,145,6,19,217,96,176,0.139,0.8029999999999999,0.057,-0.888,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,3,8,0,12,3,1,7,3,32,33,15,0,2,3,1,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,13,10,0,2,5,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,5,13,2,20,28,2,24,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,4,10,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460474238615364,0.1397082524514248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652797420808674,0.0,0.0,0.2774056016649861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950967498717356,0.2549900242850207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330771975672802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186367568148776,0.3125837683237204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915950034603708,0.1875889076707239,0.17669513380787988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922156883009894,0.0,0.2108480299503549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078113743025927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578246149629294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853897030346488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796402393907032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083467667786385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254853085736785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245812627768274,0.0,0.2623818052118421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339468949977653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866160341780065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596211119924946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792241010605853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381201300348953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900663359901652,0.0,0.0,0.10478245493070112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298202231622936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924067430096605,0.0,0.0,0.21633326844424675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680838528431212,0.0,0.1020380386524229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520540124230881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spongeybi,2020/01/11,"Scared about my new job Hi everyone, I’m a 20 year old college student who recently moved a few hours away from home. I recently got hired for a position that I’m excited but also extremely nervous about. The woman who interviewed me seems extremely sweet (and genuine), she said she’s available for us even if we need to speak about something personal or just need to vent. I appreciate that but my nerves are still getting to me a bit. I’m worried that I’m not going to do well in this position, it’s simply a serving position. I’m a really friendly person and have experience in the food industry/customer service but never waiting tables. I’m afraid I’m not going to be able to remember important things or I’ll mess up or something. I’m pretty much afraid of anything you can think of. I want to do well and I know that things take time and practice and eventually I’ll be comfortable doing what I’m doing. I’m also afraid that I’ll never be able to go home anymore for the weekends. Part time jobs come with working weekends and I’m terrified that I’m not going to be able to come home and visit my family and my dogs. My family can always come visit me but as silly as it sounds I get really sad thinking about not being able to see my dogs and just be home every once in a while. I know it’s very possible that I won’t work every single weekend but I’m afraid that I’m going to be scheduled for every weekend and I’m afraid of bringing it up.",2.8742424242424285,4.6341638720538745,4.8162639730639745,81.69195151515153,75.26262626262627,7.9843232323232325,27.03151515151515,8.726425361277474,2.1738612525252528,1158,45,224,24,25,397,143,297,0.076,0.812,0.11199999999999999,0.8591,2,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,0,2,12,16,0,7,10,0,16,1,0,0,2,42,55,24,0,4,15,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,3,18,15,1,1,6,4,0,12,7,9,2,0,2,5,21,7,33,45,5,35,0,1,1,0,17,6,0,5,17,136,39,9,0.3655258171847645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461554319709079,0.07603669039010644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062584773256076,0.0,0.0,0.07519915068124941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585588440479988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976488050227987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23615109422768585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035658872361292,0.0,0.2309784494830417,0.08731889564620217,0.0,0.08938859702798105,0.17229260473857216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049881726348212,0.0,0.07060108490773889,0.0,0.09548607647864688,0.0,0.2596709318148303,0.0,0.07308609685538259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36665219778975583,0.0,0.08999232508954202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813639859985144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044171489939477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971240241260314,0.06717588339259231,0.1355163809408454,0.14095802208236974,0.08825677799314549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588946426866696,0.09731826645740656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895720994506177,0.0,0.0,0.15958152228885758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301885940314456,0.0,0.092967791245062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708259915601747,0.0,0.1804563235533991,0.0,0.10351737396769477,0.0,0.08692468917815074,0.0,0.09148877737408112,0.0,0.07281918787729283,0.08319024394385217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069981602226206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297734744317493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870748106842907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141955548604062,0.11710709218319278,0.0,0.0,0.1065705217405961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992063801661504,0.0,0.0,0.07539927003445375,0.05389914935573457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432580376750186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330535741509901,0.09280230259913196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884666050808069
anxiety,DisneyDork1997,2020/01/11,"Do i have Anxiety? OK so I've been dealing with lots of stress the past half year from graduating college and not being able to find a job. Then randomly I'm starting to just have problems I've never had before, random moments ehere:

1. My heart will start beating super fast and I can feel it through my chest
2. I have small bursts where I can't create that well
3. Muscle spasms in like my arm and legs
4. Just thinking overall this I it my time is now

These have definitely slowed down recently and my family just tells me its anxiety. I'm really scared about it not being that though, I haven't had those major problems but my arms, legs, fingers still randomly hurt sometimes and I swear I see like flashes of light like a spark in the corner of my eyes sometimes. I don't know if this is Anxiety, but any response would help. Thank you for reading this",3.0273684210526284,5.020069280701757,3.8992748538011694,87.41136842105264,75.49122807017544,6.899181286549709,25.43508771929825,7.793537801064563,1.3823080701754384,681,24,136,10,15,218,114,171,0.13,0.738,0.132,0.6711,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,10,12,0,2,4,1,18,8,8,0,1,26,27,11,0,4,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,5,1,1,3,5,18,7,13,20,2,19,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,5,16,87,29,4,0.15857682658456485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783767990859368,0.0,0.3639325148799921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493719968830375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634857451235974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949211912777755,0.0,0.08018120822167289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493634663685284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791430302036072,0.10629070420359073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975977262271458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736303157943185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714967674858676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324178823329368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481634720121458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223042246132807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137952431690654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303473213546409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861973972593454,0.0,0.1015883757017849,0.0,0.15657548540135374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876306736221674,0.0,0.12636519977694882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136730725821822,0.0,0.22448298809400435,0.0,0.12663965855247108,0.0,0.18164921907744871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860313599147112,0.14599623645050058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160962742377172,0.1558009269808097,0.0,0.09246742282251848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257961141079425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264842781425005,0.0,0.0,0.10211827717497407
anxiety,ladymeringue,2020/01/11,"How to chose a psychologist I am about 2 years into treating my social anxiety and bipolar disorder. Currently I have a Rx for Lexapro from my GP. I have a really difficult time going to medical appointments, especially when it has to do with my mental health, or something my anxiety deems ""manageable"". I think it boils down to a fear of performing at my best, if that makes sense.
I know it's time to find a psychologist, and I'm ready. I have thought through this for a long time, and I know it's the right thing for me and my mental health moving forward.
 But I'm having a hard time starting. How do you even begin to ""shop"" for the person who will know your darkest thoughts, fears, secrets and habits?
I had a therapist as a preteen, but it was my parents' choice, and more a religious based choice than anything else.

How did you find your Dr? What was your experience finding a Dr that worked best for you? All feedback appreciated.",4.856410256410257,6.23505766666667,5.608888888888887,79.51115384615385,69.55555555555556,9.316239316239317,31.62393162393163,9.661875296680813,2.9936880341880348,740,32,142,17,13,241,109,180,0.08,0.833,0.08800000000000001,0.8123,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,0,4,6,6,0,2,13,0,13,8,0,4,1,27,25,15,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,11,8,1,0,10,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,6,1,22,3,21,18,4,17,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,11,99,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521826570433704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037761514957467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815224568061461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372467535934276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204845839445106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859164314387999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120494144058306,0.0,0.30186722776252256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677773492391996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622920715921197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015419271158555,0.0,0.0,0.2851479744958161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114312831380964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870088699565738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953286014903512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351219296278042,0.2703431162619618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255903237793038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893556433295865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711719941389465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592715445107538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454634292301046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672871021297409,0.0,0.10325987729801296,0.0,0.0,0.09493795060872064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573534392937605,0.08911005540393925,0.08594512993286547,0.0,0.21296857880673786,0.3128492789721348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764828504622533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637536444967049
anxiety,MrsMcGeeee,2020/01/11,"Managing my panic attack. I've suffered with anxiety for a couple of years now and fortunately have had the opportunity to attend a few courses about breathing techniques and thinking strategies. 
Last night out of nowhere I started to panic, I felt my chest getting tighter and I started to cry because I was worked up maybe not being able to control it. I took a deep breath, in through my nose for 6 seconds held it and slowly blew out through my mouth for 7 seconds.  I could still feel my heart racing so I thought of a happy place ... Orlando Florida,  I went onto spotify and searched for some piano Disney music. I sat upright on the bed feet firmly on the floor and my hands just relaxed on my knees with my eyes closed and continued to use the breathing techniques above I tried very hard to think of the happy things that the music reminded me of, for example being in a Disney park or maybe a movie I had watched .

This is the first time I've ever been able to manage my panic attack using a breathing technique and I feel very proud of myself .",5.323790664780766,6.541241633663365,5.6925884016973125,79.94841584158416,68.30693069306929,7.751626591230551,32.25035360678925,7.957251820313856,2.3948333804809057,838,36,149,10,14,268,122,202,0.12300000000000001,0.794,0.083,-0.7559999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,6,11,2,3,14,0,9,12,12,3,1,29,24,10,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,13,0,2,6,1,0,3,1,6,0,3,10,8,23,5,32,11,2,27,0,1,2,0,0,13,0,2,11,103,28,3,0.2605455709677893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965832432288532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296408200555738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794130808827031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611200623997767,0.10401221881585776,0.14414435930994873,0.1430985377153149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783919272790505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317396691997896,0.0,0.12508230356538574,0.0,0.0,0.11080996478271753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680621536043994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773556051204176,0.11669882761076852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437387803742206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618970744643534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26175304574208985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225218425612555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585411347770727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610733368167952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844154961516956,0.0,0.10403601476765552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654745006636491,0.1669470815071022,0.0,0.10342204006286608,0.07596310884164861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447378580300197,0.08844667001333824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250277191733165,0.0,0.2149773825880128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207641772907587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484013937366212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389140269058187
anxiety,cutelittleflower,2020/01/11,"Anti depression , anxiety mental support group for ptsd lonely Cbt therapy on group hello if you're suffering from depression,anxiety, loneliness , ptsd, stress or any mental issue need someone to listen, to have a caring support circle you can join  [https://t.me/depressionsupportgroup](https://t.me/depressionsupportgroup)  you all are welcomed there will be mindful exercise , CBT and certain therapy in the group and you can make new friends",16.53994791666667,16.897053515625004,12.826875,41.09729166666668,45.09375,14.783333333333333,47.89583333333333,13.5591,7.167870833333334,371,17,39,10,3,109,49,64,0.22399999999999998,0.5579999999999999,0.218,-0.128,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,0,1,10,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,2,9,12,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,6,6,10,1,3,0,3,0,0,10,2,0,2,1,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218257828736046,0.0,0.2740932085828477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182651825741856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429864286771836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840816386478086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698243248111984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958169916124473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610751309110247,0.0,0.18088692529189532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283488124958406,0.0,0.17302083398032705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41882541111743465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179027261611666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521174362474004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065867161112702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097393372292305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,horhamos,2020/01/11,"anxiety makes it impossible to travel i’ve been struggling for a while with anxiety and i just can’t travel comfortably. i try to calm myself by having a drink or smoke a bit but my anxiety just shoots through the roof whenever it gets night time and we all have to go to sleep and i’m in an unknown location. airbnbs, hotels, anywhere where i feel unsafe and that just seems to be about everywhere. i just get so anxious that something’s gonna happen and it’s impossible to travel comfortably and i don’t want to be homebound and never travel but i just have so much anxiety help",2.9649249011857712,5.297545460869569,4.391620553359683,82.19754940711464,77.0,8.007905138339922,26.976284584980235,8.841846274778883,2.3644782608695656,468,19,88,11,11,155,73,115,0.10800000000000001,0.78,0.11199999999999999,0.3656,0,0,3,1,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,5,0,8,2,1,1,2,23,18,13,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,2,6,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,1,9,3,13,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6405746301239408,0.2364933297266498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854382056486605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050723900143938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584801927445037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187418319884646,0.0,0.11897210029784767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511766557049888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403154274768777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973531687607138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388815145237544,0.0,0.16145503680142906,0.0,0.0,0.19645034231658295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057423904012694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094900454440499,0.0,0.0,0.16115928443259486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188464323872771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206717471901525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421273468986019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347348542831575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,umbrellabear88,2020/01/11,"Can't stop worrying, need help I've become increasingly anxious  the last few months.  I've always been an anxious child but this is on another level I have never felt before.

I'm hyperaware of my bodily sensations, and I spend hours each week Googling the every ailment.  I'm scared to go to the doctor because I'm scared they might tell me I have some horrible illness.  Once I get started on Googling symptoms, I can't stop.  It's incredibly frustrating because I am trying to study but suddenly feel the unrelenting urge to check my symptoms.  It seems like nobody around me understands the level of fear I feel.  They tell me to ""stop worrying"" but they don't understand how hard that is for me, because almost all my thoughts are worry thoughts. 

I catastrophize about everything.  Any comment/news article/conversation triggers an intense anxiety within me.   My parents have started to notice this.  I ask for reassurance a lot.

I can't fall asleep easily anymore.  All my worries seem to swirl around inside my head and I feel panicked when I try to fall asleep.  I'm scared because there's so many things going on in the world I can't control, and it terrifies me.  Sometimes the anxiety gets so bad I feel like I can't breathe.  

I just really want to stop worrying so much.  It's beginning to become unbearable, and it's so tiring.

I also wish I had just one person who understands how worried I feel every single day.",4.66009193054137,6.756165007490638,5.583631256384066,76.6469279877426,71.20973782771536,9.049302008852573,31.61201906707525,9.573946990214177,3.3212037453183525,1135,52,195,28,22,372,147,267,0.213,0.667,0.12,-0.9874,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,1,14,9,1,4,10,0,16,9,4,4,3,43,44,15,0,3,5,1,7,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,10,7,0,5,13,0,2,5,7,6,0,1,5,7,34,3,22,38,9,30,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,6,17,120,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122587885583002,0.0,0.0,0.06486837363161545,0.06749494528425974,0.0,0.0,0.055161608640932405,0.0850571169947835,0.12410691683115255,0.1832758065852769,0.08044519826766071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444207365634029,0.07583243735938297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677284067753177,0.19779005299112745,0.17917232610585626,0.06902367527397435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097840411056166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231305922961507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302558348958294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366873258135175,0.0,0.07290176043753767,0.0,0.0,0.0912779639799437,0.20507323748202064,0.0579492309868957,0.07788400593282657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475944276729708,0.0,0.09220009574238484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266393344954519,0.0,0.0832483380631229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437029276239407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988284375291907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612030294469243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925828447144387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896185627340103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223881340588396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605117475115008,0.0,0.0,0.06474595516373761,0.0,0.05962953609294362,0.060146428453133886,0.06256159979488624,0.07834226307129613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923510149928504,0.0,0.08638580974529543,0.054966248140860235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006963211793988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082729442855122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051964936816888026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24363356655739826,0.0,0.0,0.1476897780365546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022572112847473,0.0,0.11482853438876475,0.0,0.0,0.2712661721694046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686210036775052,0.0,0.0,0.14179778256446302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388981432466304,0.0,0.0,0.1287939628906921,0.0,0.0932308198695214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014477309264838,0.0,0.0,0.25333360697342383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047844272521188,0.0,0.0650662999063514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327930727195903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942629383824468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xkreezy,2020/01/11,no health insurance and out of antidepressants ahhh I’m kinda freaking out. I lost my state health insurance because I got a job and I make “too much” money. I just tried to refill my prescription online at Walmart and it says no refills. The pharmacist told me my doctor left a 3 month supply. I’m so scared to have no more of Celexa and get depressed and bad withdrawals. I’d have to miss work and I can’t afford it. I would have no other choice than to go to ER for an emergency refill. Being an adult sucks,1.680264783759931,4.045020009708736,3.298711385701676,88.09013239187998,81.9126213592233,6.0755516328331876,21.014121800529566,7.348242739294969,0.7890466019417479,403,12,80,6,11,133,70,103,0.282,0.718,0.0,-0.9790000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,1,5,0,6,3,0,1,0,12,16,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,7,1,0,3,1,10,0,12,11,2,7,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,51,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988183656813688,0.1451543634201442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509045947805185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437235955350507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440669055571825,0.0,0.1353277983636778,0.0,0.19044450815708455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062160428323134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362951135510781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25871561988761216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25993364034929484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894543963793262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006330730379287,0.0,0.17504393616797334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893607832094639,0.23839739647577984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275317036982535,0.0,0.1616663141602657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335254978704828,0.0,0.0,0.16915200968457822,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,voldemort996,2020/01/11,"Panic attack trigger Is it normal that my panic attack triggers when I’m walking in the streets and I realize that there are no rooms/stores to go into.

Walks during the winter, rooms with a heater.
Walks during the summer, rooms with an AC.

When my brain knows that neither of those are nearby, my panic attack starts to go off and my heart starts palpitating fast.

Is this anxiety/panic attack? Or something worse?",4.378051948051946,6.8615281038961085,4.637662337662338,81.40506493506496,73.15584415584415,5.9584415584415575,22.688311688311693,6.868970318607317,0.9408233766233765,332,9,54,3,7,104,51,77,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.9798,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,4,3,5,0,4,2,2,2,0,11,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,10,1,18,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,7,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7026991644908908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238354280296153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552063776914492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182988181353836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486507199013299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129859677869972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543535016386908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188798899708918,0.0,0.0,0.21859822842620896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736694702526646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietythrowaway001,2020/01/11,"advice for dealing with my SO’s security blanket hi there. i’m in need of some advice about dealing with something my SO does and I believe it’s related to anxiety, but if this isn’t the correct sub for this question please feel free to direct me to the proper sub! I wasn’t sure where to ask this question but I figured this might be the right place. anyways, onto the question:

i’ve been with my SO (25m) for quite a while now, and living together for a while as well. upon moving in with him I found out he has a sort of security blanket of his, or more so a security pillow. it’s a pillow he’s had for years, that’s fairly dirty and smelly as if it hasn’t been washed in years. according to his sister who he’s lived with for a while (he shares a 2 bedroom apartment with her and i now live with them as well) she say’s the pillow used to be white and light blue striped, but now it’s all a very dark gray. as far as the smell i mentioned, it’s something i can’t tolerate. you can smell it from a distance and it’s quite nauseating. i wouldn’t have a problem with him having his security item if it weren’t for the smell and gross-ness. the reason I bring this issue to this sub is i believe it’s sort of a coping mechanism of his to cope with his anxiety. he has a more mild level of anxiety, usually related to social anxiety, but the way he carries his pillow around with him makes me feel like it’s something that he uses to soothe himself from the smell somehow. he’ll come home from work and immediately lay down on the bed and hug it in tight to his chest, so it lays right under his nose where he can smell it. if we do into another room in our apartment, like the living room, he’ll bring it with him there too and stay cuddled up to it. he brings it pretty much everywhere except the bathroom, and it never leaves the apartment. like i said, i wouldn’t mind him having a comforting object but it’s so gross to be around, especially being the person who sleeps next to it in bed at night. not only that but with how often he lays with it the scent will linger on his clothes and hair even when the pillow is nowhere near. we’re going to be moving to a new place in the fall of this upcoming year and i’d like to find a way to help him let go of it before we move, because i’d rather the pillow not enter into our new place. i know that because it’s a comforting object i can’t just throw it out on my own or lay down ultimatums about him getting rid of it, i don’t want to do anything hurtful or even potentially harmful but i really want him to learn that he’s capable of moving on from it. any tips on how to sort of wean him off of it?
side note: although i’m fairly certain it’s the smell that comforts him, because i think he’s the only person i’ve met who doesn’t gag at the scent of the pillow, i’ve noticed that when we’re away from it, for example staying in a hotel, he’ll pick up other pillows and hug them in close and hold them the same way he does this pillow, so i don’t know if it’s just a comforting scent to him or if it’s the scent combined with the cuddling he does with it. any tips on dealing with this will be very helpful",3.3299902515110134,3.9967072167414095,4.721717358809387,87.11372830961203,72.49775784753362,7.551322545005525,25.75424059270813,7.665016162671287,1.1758175472801708,2484,75,547,29,46,830,256,669,0.042,0.8270000000000001,0.131,0.9956,1,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,4,1,3,3,33,24,0,0,44,0,35,9,4,7,5,105,62,52,0,13,23,1,4,4,0,8,1,2,15,2,51,41,0,6,13,1,1,13,14,4,2,0,8,21,55,21,105,39,8,84,0,1,3,4,70,49,0,20,21,366,106,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414140314931528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030931016904468,0.07733658373029495,0.2256837594344944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060692538889932174,0.13131183821233286,0.06894921728508553,0.0,0.06929349009878022,0.0,0.0,0.13487766398583012,0.0,0.06275847842956851,0.16618903481276764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353178788355487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281087046251464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362557389458632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742648886817604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458359352736403,0.05268924826830323,0.0,0.0,0.06740902141944945,0.0,0.0,0.08086649635680906,0.0,0.0,0.03853296451905504,0.0,0.08383120279940197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887033201272076,0.0,0.07398039928588769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895424725695235,0.0,0.0,0.07697910234392137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106557896568138,0.0,0.0,0.07809391179362322,0.0,0.07541756871638483,0.0,0.14412820866527318,0.0,0.2605014474805501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049230784603911705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824041204736225,0.0744696330556512,0.0,0.0,0.3135516057303392,0.05421703407997477,0.05468700873589753,0.056882957849784074,0.14246245820924466,0.07843728668437658,0.06921231299407153,0.0,0.0,0.08396842328914488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218515220794152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879677044073426,0.23116895874421786,0.08095878518752372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503344432131921,0.0,0.07057178142979871,0.0,0.0,0.24786114244026644,0.1568910568503587,0.0,0.0,0.04724814135688631,0.07583049755049417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596953400620936,0.07015611254444193,0.05865144638216053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380639007006666,0.07518202445963221,0.0,0.17033627996546066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722203924756775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951144884125329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725802540471731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739804222340698,0.0812286490150593,0.12170810673742438,0.08700300970880145,0.17562539653782153,0.0,0.0,0.13262583613547754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053693154446869285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424837860164772
anxiety,BlooGo0ber,2020/01/11,"A full week. I made it through the whole week for the first time in months.  I don't know if it was new diet, exercise regimen, focusing on music practice, and writing more. 

I'm happy, but also I feel like I'm being stalked now, like I got skipped, but the beast will realize it soon. Nonsense, I know. 

I'm just going to try to be happy in the moment, and not worry about it.",1.4718131868131863,3.1787636538461537,3.5813553113553134,89.23269230769232,79.12820512820512,6.508424908424907,23.96336996336997,7.447530270364453,1.0439831501831502,287,10,62,4,7,98,55,78,0.043,0.746,0.21100000000000002,0.9327,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,13,14,6,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,5,4,8,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,11,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898979815768688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949351460349013,0.1688313249504519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101875502503586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430949867363567,0.0,0.18901147232873672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031467932495673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25975715263497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309138698258077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236173532445636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886331398935782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282451009045276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378035774771863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044982531177912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791328870368239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26384951326056505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24000050084036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yes11237,2020/01/11,Back to College DAMNNN (vent) I’m just coming back to college after winter break. I didn’t think I was nervous (I’m a whole junior!) until the last hour of my plane flight and I started getting a headache and a terrible stomach ache and feeling a little dizzy. This always happens when my body knows I’m anxious but my mind doesn’t seem to think so. It’s annoying because I’m trying to teach my mind this stuff I’m doing is fine and there’s nothing to worry about... but my body turns to shit because of the anxiety. I even had my first anxious poop in months! This is really just me venting. Anyone feel me with the body showing anxious symptoms even when your thoughts aren’t necessarily racing like they normally do when you’re feeling anxious? I might just be weird lol,2.786535087719301,5.185634934210532,3.655421052631581,86.90361403508774,77.94736842105263,5.632280701754388,27.23859649122807,6.742157984588678,1.3276485964912277,618,26,115,6,15,197,96,152,0.185,0.7190000000000001,0.096,-0.9,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,13,7,2,1,7,1,11,7,6,0,0,23,29,11,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,3,15,2,13,23,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,14,71,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243072143246963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417268931944058,0.5562808595690701,0.0,0.08607577724968002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931567122441756,0.0,0.15008366726368985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102156956497589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604146859762303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626154135442738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673220259657788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047104941597405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431571160109564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088586877312808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123066818156165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765363712094254,0.10034455622468283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014141669215624,0.12338053916162076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059176317203958,0.2485958452679227,0.0,0.09825883804075912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061381818616802,0.11811968439382095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886229027861523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120674329668176,0.0,0.0,0.1263624289642801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713222574622406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409223325145433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795010783853406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775757566039392,0.0,0.09772923349651844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357817405718179,0.13389962105940378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743898132231427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501605155424142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Snoopy728,2020/01/11,"Struggling to Eat I've had issues with food for the past few years, not relating to fear of weight gain but initially as an allergy phobia then just a risidual discomfort surrounding food; having anxiety eating in public, or home alone, wary of new foods, eating being more of an obligation than an enjoyable experience. A few weeks back a seed lodged itself in my throat and it was extremely uncomfortable. I could feel something in my throat everytime I swallowed. Even now weeks later and after seeing an ENT who confirmed it was not in fact in my throat, at least not anymore, the sensation persists. Worst still is that anytime I go to eat anything my mind has recently, like as of this week, decided it doesn't remember how to eat. So I'll chew and chew and have to think about when to swallow making the experience even more uncomfortable is that it'll feel like I'm aspirating because I'm taking such small bites and letting my mouth fill with saliva. I know it's not rational and that I'm my own worst enemy here but I feel powerless. I'm SO HUNGRY and every bite is a struggle. My sister/main support system has also been incredibly unsupportive and unsympathetic. I feel like an idiot who can't even do the basic thing they need to to survive. I'm so uncomfortable and anxious all the time because of this and desperately trying to find a therapist to no avail. I'm really starting to feel hopeless, I really thought I was beginning to rebuild my relationship with food and now it's falling apart all over again.",6.6951142082849415,7.501934634146345,7.3621312427409995,70.67856658923735,65.02787456445994,10.97708091366628,33.714479287650015,10.864195022040775,3.905127138985677,1228,51,212,33,18,407,166,287,0.21,0.725,0.066,-0.9938,2,1,1,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,1,3,18,13,1,4,15,0,19,18,4,2,3,41,41,23,0,2,8,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,15,14,14,0,11,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,6,7,17,5,33,31,10,33,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,1,22,145,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819141913449764,0.0,0.07581709232139433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252706553540869,0.10710488000720902,0.09402302975111933,0.0,0.0,0.0780180506849117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290070079234083,0.0,0.1155868867087884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756956437085975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850559475541564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785731044358786,0.0,0.07987895348833861,0.0,0.0,0.1854787994386509,0.0,0.10668418883564283,0.2396862401255547,0.1354602235177963,0.0,0.0,0.08665184462394111,0.0,0.4585638134359797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538809806658606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509911179764197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895383548278804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521034262548817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694654081481777,0.0,0.13895367652808094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328438254085117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572800400983628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029816015937361,0.0,0.09156515354731427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905039717416154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147153355487345,0.0,0.0936104362207406,0.1017871954147255,0.107397805105721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554887308137279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298703029447706,0.0,0.0,0.0671048548428558,0.0,0.07571296138443884,0.0,0.0,0.19822564051119415,0.0,0.0,0.10758581563437557,0.0,0.0,0.07128303567085248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007818876725417,0.06298553207204904,0.060748472361331476,0.0,0.0752661368571964,0.05528270127622916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436770310990443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281452759256664,0.11544933714463332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105257440496601
anxiety,OMGimnotdave,2020/01/11,"Anxiety causing low alcohol tolerance? So for the past 6 months I've had vertigo and headaches on and off that turned into severe weakness and balance problems this last month. After some pretty intense medical testing, I am apparently very healthy. When I saw my neurologist today, he told me he had absolutely no idea what could be wrong.

I've pretty much come to the realization it's severe anxiety at this point and have been taking cymbalta for it the last couple days that'll hopefully ease the anxiety and pain.

The only odd symptom I've had that I can't seem to find anything about is whenever I feel my symptoms and have even 1 alcoholic drink, it feels like I've had about 10. I don't black out or anything, but I just get the incredibly drunk feeling really quick. I'm not sure if maybe this is just the alcohol feeling on top of anxiety or what is happening, but I was wondering if anyone else gets this feeling?",7.217966101694912,7.2429041581920925,7.846333333333337,70.33390677966104,63.91525423728814,11.825762711864407,37.47401129943503,11.407655852321104,4.506247909604518,744,35,132,21,10,248,117,177,0.157,0.718,0.125,-0.6046,1,0,4,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,7,0,17,11,0,1,1,33,34,14,0,5,9,0,5,1,0,1,9,0,0,0,12,9,5,0,9,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,8,7,10,3,14,23,2,20,0,1,2,0,3,9,0,8,11,81,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661353351085148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494508703441891,0.0,0.0,0.07985132285386433,0.11701143593413395,0.18795380395673844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173148983450728,0.0,0.09837322200791616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117943894448224,0.12636017151178391,0.0,0.07364957789994568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118725622340481,0.0,0.0,0.09539947911624437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542804899845815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28871485631977395,0.08158453098830032,0.0,0.0,0.10437676713247927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193296143405828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098671771808852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342640684049353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891794404188892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617654842622228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557923707995562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472928913777992,0.0,0.0,0.1150445252740106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823067638850136,0.0,0.08395016900729604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685427603872263,0.12151689365685027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901685964142868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795594997786476,0.0,0.0,0.2323649915147559,0.0,0.10927401468399013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315946951912396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396342684515712,0.0,0.2580270776180537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763218566248693,0.2373951347674764,0.08586421728242236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824828432119192,0.1091230316122269,0.0,0.0,0.12421684953491707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422699252686192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384507131621747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485981569610635,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Actual-Ice,2020/01/11,please help me i cant stop crying WHY WONT ANYONE HELP ME????,1.7361538461538473,2.7288780000000017,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,76.69230769230771,5.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.4683230769230768,46,0,11,0,1,15,11,13,0.146,0.312,0.542,0.7651,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28057171449913154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407674562224496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379149097784434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404651703234511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354729924991666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36207653532346573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Underpaidartist,2020/01/11,"Ever get crippling “lie awake at night to worry” anxiety about a social event that isn’t occurring for another week?? ... cool yeah me neither totally yes.
😬",1.092142857142857,2.4217267857142915,3.248571428571428,78.8964285714286,120.42857142857143,7.314285714285713,25.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,3.1184428571428566,122,6,19,4,7,41,28,28,0.226,0.638,0.13699999999999998,-0.4469,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154494473616029,0.3030913334060976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583848945290474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206997749867954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718061465487447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038752296352772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178071311729958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023595591946037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ceomg,2020/01/11,I got social anxiety in a twitch stream. I was in a twitch stream playing community games. Everyone in the game got on voice chat except me. I never was offered to get on video chat before so I froze up. I then got on the voice chat (I think) and was to nervous to say anything. I hope next time I can get on the voice chat and talk.,1.6284761904761886,3.1665985142857167,3.2885714285714305,92.26476190476193,78.14285714285714,6.3809523809523805,21.666666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.4458095238095239,256,7,59,3,6,85,40,70,0.057999999999999996,0.87,0.07200000000000001,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,6,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,5,9,2,12,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941283205547996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882567136301544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593397856602034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248182114830635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26516182491201484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6088733624593936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25204433281076344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571799234890344,0.0,0.2698802744347767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180285569167866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25867984795768184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039654233853257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260135204308573,0.0,0.0,0.1479714900259899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,onesadnugget,2020/01/11,Anyone else? Does anyone else have their teeth chatter when having a panic attack? I'll be sobbing and freaking out but my teeth will be chattering and it will sound like a fucking woodpecker,5.396476190476188,7.870479314285718,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,70.14285714285714,6.9523809523809526,28.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,2.16252380952381,156,6,24,2,3,48,28,35,0.214,0.701,0.084,-0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,2,0,6,3,2,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809420493203991,0.5582196337591974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098985731409695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383823435013793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551167316933438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518328628195661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308270488970353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196070894292153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dyslexia96,2020/01/11,Cant breath. Have to 'think' and 'perform' every breath. Anyone else? breathing has become an impossibly tiring chore for the past week.  anyone ever get this?,2.90111111111111,5.723830222222228,3.1234074074074094,82.28733333333334,98.62962962962965,3.641481481481482,16.511111111111113,5.6839178017228535,0.005657777777777985,124,3,18,1,5,38,25,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,3,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419966696483989,0.3238435078171114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490663353252596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640297652472229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28589673743090405,0.2662963915473485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512967551423904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017175368855305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252016676956186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632674904493472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535263715677352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JcWing89,2020/01/11,"I am in Houston and there is very bad storms atm. I’ve lived in Houston for 6 years now and I lived through hurricane Harvey. Every night during the hurricane  I stayed up all night and had to hear the storm outside for hours on end., every 30 minutes was a new flood/tornado warning. Long story short I’m now afraid of storms and there’s a very bad one outside. Any ways I can calm myself down? My parents called me out for getting pillows ready in the bathroom (used for safety in a tornado) and just being worried in general.",2.6552884615384613,4.930206259615389,3.556384615384616,88.08861538461541,77.75,6.083076923076924,26.746153846153845,7.1686216300943375,1.39888,417,17,80,5,10,133,72,104,0.11599999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.073,-0.6794,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,10,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,7,1,16,7,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,9,47,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304825929529569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204177089954673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592734940934214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994561821662005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233284368490804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024754663624803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625874943452414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895969211460265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33886091209258695,0.1698046556851006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531550973950373,0.0,0.3601261756667942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002047545424625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305613513864824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451480840414565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657196810388427,0.0,0.3166363984306447,0.0,0.1523026266789346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194859889542914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235621686684444
anxiety,hahuju,2020/01/11,"Can’t tell if it’s anxiety or something worse I’m unable to afford going to the doctor and certainly not therapy. I’m not asking for medical advice but I want to know if anyone else experiences this or if i should be really worried?

I’ve been diagnosed with general anxiety disorder a year ago and I’ve had general anxiety with frequent panic attacks. Lately it’s started to progress worse I think, where I’m paranoid of things that I don’t think are real but i can’t tell. Like people being out to get me. I get migraines daily, feel dizzy and nauseous and sometimes have panic attacks that last an entire day and I can’t get out of bed

Am i getting really sick or is this just new manifestations of my anxiety? I’m scared and out of resources",2.5031096196868035,4.897863114093962,4.835677852348994,78.08555257270696,78.93288590604027,8.000178970917226,27.382997762863532,8.841846274778883,2.648806353467561,600,26,107,15,15,209,90,149,0.302,0.639,0.06,-0.9912,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,3,3,0,13,5,0,0,1,32,29,14,0,5,11,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,1,10,2,15,24,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,6,9,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283987904683001,0.11647475300713883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020707597762211,0.0,0.0,0.09187523847734903,0.13463087644396302,0.0,0.0,0.12283765676916887,0.29896416383448193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847396422686333,0.0,0.0,0.13336431953811775,0.0,0.0,0.150591363799781,0.13448952035420034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976461730584426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853064104784248,0.0,0.0,0.06643783804277731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459624670251964,0.0,0.07467545623789856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722118840276837,0.1071053939635586,0.14822057280632733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419351851949748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236779075541166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690321393818524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30833012646144936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109354141661484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955757730238334,0.16835146792112488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315504616421385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115517051349393,0.12995414547122267,0.0,0.09300286648908893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969204145101296,0.0,0.15026294110108007,0.0,0.08729375905452312,0.16838668610989516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750084964928372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343916159740735,0.2678077909295928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461480826531773
anxiety,constantthought,2020/01/11,"Really need some help My suffering has been at a point where it's unmanagable for way too long so I need a good recommendation for something I can do more than just be on my own with my own willpower. When I went to the kaiser psych ward in 2018 it was an absolutely terrible experioence with very uneducated nurses and it ultimately made me worse off. I need a different recommendation with a program that specializes specifically in anxiety. I don't want it to be an environment with severe level people who need to be tied up and act absolutely insane because that isn't the case with me at all. I'm not lashing out, not hurting myself, not suicidal I'm simply miserable with anxiety and can't lead a normal life (work, social, friends, school). Anything at all that isn't me being on my own in my house getting worse and worse.

\^\^\^ this above message I sent to my psychiatrist at kaiser and he was very unhelpful so I decided to go on reddit and post it cause I have seen a lot of valuable info on here. Thanks",6.9861698200276905,6.842539319796956,7.926525149976928,70.13138440239963,64.43147208121827,11.427595754499304,34.152745731425945,11.022393298168332,3.7492477157360407,814,32,153,21,11,276,120,197,0.14,0.759,0.10099999999999999,-0.7284,2,0,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,10,0,15,1,0,3,2,32,29,9,1,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,2,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,7,1,18,5,29,18,8,26,0,3,1,0,7,17,0,2,2,106,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526182737866235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211581396273658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975033364723796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512462587597762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382451447526416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137499030986824,0.0,0.07692184872876423,0.0,0.08367447432310995,0.1234899407476301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868548680032507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988420558832332,0.15761327320116808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039932416635734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302943411218234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517008850284814,0.0,0.13931303941302656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366781394492592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442546097392015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207107631164823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391803920503108,0.0,0.14100610092138968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943196151018283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490051053281202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632853413748908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008293249138008,0.0,0.11334521600800795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161046247898133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555004431559964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429611293180107,0.08684035131086447,0.11686470146646305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648412936514775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071855424487215,0.0,0.4501213100247731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emptypiggybanks,2020/01/11,"How does exposure therapy work? So I have social anxiety, and I am about to start exposure practices soon. I know that exposure allows me to gradually get comfortable with more and more difficult situations. But how does it work really? How does exposure work?

When I am with people, I get this anxious feeling that I can't describe. I can be with people that I'm not scared of, but the feeling will be there anyway. How can exposure reduce such feelings? Anybody with experience?",4.1922988505747085,7.090888689655171,5.67655172413793,71.58195402298853,75.89655172413794,9.84367816091954,31.50574712643678,9.994966539143718,4.172416091954023,384,19,61,13,9,129,54,87,0.061,0.846,0.09300000000000001,0.3975,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,11,3,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,5,0,18,17,10,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,8,1,8,14,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,48,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113053476555174,0.22318313407547327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186502848109338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932486164985572,0.0,0.0,0.29967220688200497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643071698057627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857213944735383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27392224464456344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656004823452455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778898249349788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206230197243512,0.0,0.2013844432547919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983183412838154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259236026682475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314714624643624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rufusdes,2020/01/11,"My best friend of 3 years dropped our friendship and I struggle with anxiety just even thinking about her. So the post says it all. I met her through work so we were very close. We would talk after work for hours and even on our days off. She was like a sister to me or so I thought.

The last month of our friendship she became very distant to me and one day I just messaged her asking her if everything was ok and if I did something to hurt her I wanted to fix it and this was her response “Hey X, Im sorry you feel this way but I don’t need to explain myself. At this point, I just want to us to be respectful and civil coworkers and that’s all. If you are truly a friend to me you will respect my wishes and let me be. Thank you. I wish you the best.”

So I left her alone after that but a month went by and my anxiety kept building up so I decided to quit and work somewhere else because the stress of not knowing if I was allowed to communicate with her or not was giving me hella anxiety. 

It’s been 7 months since I spoke/saw her last and just the thought of her gives me so much anxiety. I just want this feeling to go away but I don’t know how. She already blocked me on everything so it’s not like she randomly comes up or anything. I just want to get over it and move on.",0.6740546218487395,2.6840774558823526,2.3412184873949577,95.57941176470592,83.26470588235293,5.503361344537815,22.214285714285715,6.7097532225279775,0.3879418067226888,996,34,230,11,28,326,138,272,0.084,0.736,0.18,0.9817,1,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,6,5,0,6,17,13,0,2,8,1,16,0,0,2,2,61,41,30,0,12,19,1,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,11,18,0,2,9,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,13,3,52,10,33,23,5,30,0,1,0,0,37,12,0,8,13,167,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008520366527802,0.1172945307589434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252486561895652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746826428338114,0.0,0.09936754121558998,0.0,0.09986369685522206,0.0,0.0,0.06479387952904081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309125469197666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156010466249093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370975337236522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879231679458012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040812976992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910546182403502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748763504006124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424000264522498,0.0,0.05553255121337405,0.20392762375464887,0.06040750589582072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046750183093588,0.0,0.1137864899323253,0.0,0.11481229367798065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168292777818154,0.17328236192400498,0.0,0.0,0.1154852552296936,0.1086895350358967,0.0,0.10385662287984823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545208854801256,0.11297028933917813,0.07813596122858811,0.07881327458806535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202539068761005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004791535456318,0.0,0.10179719611818358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305333963020744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452670306083332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879248405458721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182784367222222,0.0,0.11898383816891507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175574176638147,0.1111182127710402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543251143833784,0.0,0.0978582795698765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810684692408282,0.0,0.16876603023068312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785473411779516,0.0,0.0,0.17540206819894488,0.2507722493026696,0.08436868232465178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853262797294966,0.0,0.0,0.2444583276673803,0.0,0.0,0.23214288490473195,0.0,0.0,0.07550592816748007,0.0,0.0,0.06844778440827053
anxiety,ClaudiaK200,2020/01/11,"Will I ever find love? I'm only 15. I know I shouldn't be worrying about love, but I am. I'm scared. I've had crushes, yes, but I don't think anyone will ever love me. I'm such an emotional and anxious mess. I'll cry whenever something bad happens. No matter how small it is. I've gone through trauma that makes me have a mental breakdown every time I think about it. Who could love someone so fucking complicated?",0.4424598930481274,2.8520371176470576,2.5554010695187195,90.50475935828878,89.58823529411768,4.973262032085562,21.844919786096245,6.574015621080383,0.6195882352941178,325,12,66,4,11,109,60,85,0.27,0.499,0.23,-0.7424,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,1,2,1,10,5,0,2,2,14,24,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,8,4,3,17,0,5,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,0,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974739403047384,0.0,0.12222403561722235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595047328585647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956336094148292,0.0,0.19200929560706634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966261690185722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31623272678863784,0.1472763117021319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976378659321475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159953383858422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457482408689616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606536028270897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6310543243908727,0.0,0.11668017721744445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615701465615374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294307155678084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500502393988135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810724410974613,0.13456937221181314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240092179530602,0.0,0.0,0.1019271283528068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751761094840313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheFakeZzig,2020/01/11,"Reddit dark mode and large blocks of text I use Reddit's dark mode, and I've noticed that when I read a large block of text, the words almost seem 3D.  They aren't moving around or anything; they just sort of stand out in an uncomfortable way. 

Anyone else notice this?  What can I point to as a cause, or anything along those lines?",5.44590909090909,5.6581655606060615,4.790454545454548,90.10568181818184,67.63636363636364,7.206060606060608,22.560606060606066,5.985473137389443,0.1884969696969696,261,4,56,1,4,78,51,66,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,16,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,1,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346621453864233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385910895664765,0.2401136129578494,0.3856910786277997,0.208616270809504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073633376548434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576474232649013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490710951286179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336054866282449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215312801055904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344078966012276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133384129165076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239838874316168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601174011397256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Epsilon2678,2020/01/11,"Possibly an unpopular opinion but.. Recognizing that you have social anxiety and realizing it’s mostly in your head doesn’t suddenly make it go away. I’ve seen so many people just say “well no one is worried about you they’re worried about themselves so just be yourself” but I don’t think that has ever helped anyone. Clearly social anxiety isn’t a rational mindset in the first place. Unfortunately, fear can always beat out reason and even a good argument can’t change a deeply emotional feeling.",4.185604395604397,7.2456416813186815,5.334824175824178,73.02267582417582,77.24175824175825,8.475164835164836,29.979120879120877,9.120678840339163,3.393772747252747,407,19,64,11,10,134,72,91,0.19,0.675,0.136,-0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,9,3,0,1,5,0,9,1,1,2,2,16,14,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,1,1,2,1,3,4,2,6,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,2,3,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550911340519222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851751696955561,0.0,0.0,0.13032798872606416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511922742896907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717555297140876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966328766426992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310861696669236,0.168600124531949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097401944394396,0.09424421586190362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854295527028767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059295429321356,0.1563348092226983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912895714452632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493306465752768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441654985582495,0.1889698670098396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630246195241246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921912623594195,0.0,0.19473753067393976,0.0,0.0,0.2101263436322331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163962051365385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822454408623234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800015851748362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943097233081018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758669485443276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785755081891822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redpanda_cupcakes,2020/01/11,"Go karting wasn't a good idea. *Venting* Howdy all. 

I have had a bad fear of driving since I was 15, I am 19 now. I only have my learners cause I am so terrified of driving. 

But today my boyfriend was going go karting with some friends, he invited me cause he wanted to take my go karting anyway as a means of getting over my fear. 

So I went, as it seemed like a good idea. 

It was not. 

I started driving and I was terrified. I couldn't focus, everything felt like a blur. 

Then I hit the boards, and the fear truly rose up. And I kept hitting the boards cause I was so out of it. But I kinda got better, started actually racing. 

Then the guys that weren't part of our group hit my kart from behind and hit me into the boards. That just, set something off in my head. It made the panic rise up with a vengeance and I just checked out. 

I kept either hitting the boards or someone would hit me into the boards. 

Finally the race was over and I got out of the kart. My boyfriend came over and when I went to stand up I truly realized I wasn't okay. 

Now, me as a person, I hate crying in public. I hate breaking down in front of people. 

But I walked away from everyone, my boyfriend came with me and I actually broke down. Every fear that had been built about driving was hitting my brain all at once. 

Then I remembered that, my boyfriend's friends were around and I was breaking down and I was keeping him from having a good time. So I felt even worse. Even tho I know very well that he loves me and was perfect fine to help me calm down. 

His friends didn't even notice honestly, there was so many people that us being gone for a few minutes wasn't even noticed. My brain is just, not letting it go. 

I am now just, upset that I might never drive and have that independence. And that I had that bad of a panic attack in front of strangers. Just, a lot right now.",1.3688421052631592,3.4601154631578943,2.594210526315788,94.27447368421049,81.21052631578948,5.2631578947368425,22.105263157894736,6.339386263674448,0.267447368421053,1436,46,315,12,38,460,166,380,0.174,0.7290000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9862,0,0,1,0,2,0,47.0,2,0,0,2,25,29,3,7,21,1,34,4,3,5,4,65,70,30,0,3,12,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,15,24,0,3,9,0,1,19,9,13,1,0,33,2,53,16,47,25,7,61,0,1,0,1,16,24,0,7,16,223,68,0,0.0,0.0,0.1634686174853767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456108506819954,0.0,0.09528516474691673,0.07869203386785498,0.0,0.13986643799981174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407586023162165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700001486454348,0.0,0.19159035564317567,0.0,0.2581231395505852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920026349856851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212816398975309,0.0,0.07056850401294096,0.08003297084562427,0.075274984617163,0.0,0.0,0.3769976084658891,0.0,0.0,0.160838841567886,0.09175120425870643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941303034678131,0.0,0.04375933936419967,0.0,0.2380038817668705,0.2107530557785361,0.1339755253558733,0.0,0.0,0.0829321506265645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538450179876818,0.08595838193064104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614024855855865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891018954393905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444666817226465,0.0,0.0,0.04603040831390425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564674492799873,0.0,0.08183843721418065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120682187913706,0.07559355457181173,0.07925247079056638,0.0,0.08491599348092152,0.0,0.09123543475834517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885246140566874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645982131833445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071476988329925,0.0,0.08919799001685008,0.0,0.0637006289078027,0.0,0.1965405252556114,0.0,0.09070017938141332,0.0,0.11613248878976322,0.07313298700313997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487984143020296,0.07152763428572803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624881555047784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928428195575767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096665125239521,0.0644798825635638,0.0,0.0,0.1185666314208089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297450040488495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883911664450294,0.0,0.07939141403212344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074881447608867,0.0,0.0,0.06910792372934974,0.04940178202058002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753071953371656,0.15528631808568286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535507785261474,0.059498248549652626,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,antagonistalex,2020/01/11,"Random development of phobias? In the last few days, I have felt overwhelmingly terrified of the water heater in my kitchen. It started off when I was grabbing a vacuum out the closet (where the water heater is) and for some reason, my mind just said, ""what if that thing exploded?"" I often have pretty intrusive thoughts so it was nothing out of the ordinary.

  
That then led to curiosity, which led to a rabbit hole of googling articles about water heaters exploding, what could lead to something like that happening, etc. Now, I'm terrified of going anywhere near it. It's in my kitchen, so it means I've barely been able to cook/eat anything over the last few days. 

My partner is doing a night shift tonight and I went to cook for him before he left and I just *couldn't*. I felt so bad and frustrated in myself that I just burst into tears. I've talked to him about it but he's never dealt with anxiety so he doesn't understand how **real** it feels to me. He just keeps trying to comfort me and reassure me but it's not helping.

I have no idea what brought this on all of a sudden. The only thing I could compare it to is when for a month or so it freaked me out to go out in the rain because I was convinced I'd get struck by lightning. That seems to have passed for the most part and it didn't feel as debilitating as this.

I know I'm being ridiculous and irrational but I can't stop imagining it every time I walk into my kitchen. 

Has anyone else dealt with a sudden onset of a phobia? I know therapy is probably a good idea for me but it's not something I can access for the moment (I am working towards it). I just want to live normally.",1.7246493506493508,4.081658703030307,3.3198701298701287,88.05409090909096,81.66666666666667,6.438095238095237,23.97402597402597,7.6583078777640585,1.2917298701298696,1292,48,261,22,35,426,173,330,0.10099999999999999,0.821,0.078,-0.7668,0,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,18,10,2,1,18,0,23,7,0,5,2,61,45,24,0,6,13,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,27,15,7,2,14,1,0,9,8,5,0,0,11,6,30,5,48,30,7,45,0,1,0,0,11,18,0,7,19,187,57,2,0.12970099431961316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922090564727118,0.0,0.0,0.09068995092660022,0.13289399603483326,0.1067328670841146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829491264272496,0.07906452229613077,0.0,0.11036599323637056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711138019649888,0.0,0.0,0.16729282288120936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271649707769326,0.10834853788595354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465089357584468,0.0,0.0,0.10927868167228956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116143961366375,0.0,0.2490665887576937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677634163208723,0.0,0.14742412806484634,0.10878704041329593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469416093272225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693584251281435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928332706551097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528420315198395,0.0,0.0,0.14256054900804524,0.2114472426631916,0.0,0.0,0.14092050982824725,0.0,0.0,0.06336535437428349,0.0,0.114528354216589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128240596345665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096103066550244,0.0,0.1035260962462506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003340263195708,0.0,0.0,0.12171559698264305,0.1270794363046442,0.12445160210482968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986434507307095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404535375785127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195253957219366,0.1398396087733286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762812669703473,0.0,0.13335422383066206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233753468267947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807491399990265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997003240890056,0.0,0.0,0.09180303134677632,0.0,0.0,0.10843583887727684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424874624776004,0.0,0.0,0.14832439055821614,0.0,0.17233515484816825,0.0,0.0,0.10296810174811938,0.0756296928155333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805846134614885,0.0,0.0,0.13502330923795586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650100688659638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023412115293915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442386859606527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gthesub,2020/01/11,"Anxiety I have had social anxiety that greatly effects my daily life, professionally and personally for many years. Recently I started getting anxious feelings at night when time for bed that kept me from falling asleep. I already take Wellbutrin for depression/adhd and yesterday was put on buspirone. My provider told me to take it as needed as did my husband who is a pharmacist and filled my medication but everything else I've seen says it takes time to work like the Wellbutrin did. Last night I took my first dose and had no problem falling asleep however, I woke up around 6am to a nightmare of me killing myself, it was like the med had worn off and my anxiety was just waiting for me so today I've been popping them every 4-5 hours. I've probably taken about 20-25 mg today which is no where near the max but I also know you need to gradually increase it. anyway do you find this medication works on the spot or did you have to give it time?",7.275543478260867,6.941444163043477,7.554478260869567,73.67313043478264,63.89130434782609,10.62086956521739,37.42173913043478,10.125756701596842,3.7580017391304334,762,35,140,15,10,249,120,184,0.14300000000000002,0.8079999999999999,0.049,-0.9331,1,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,3,1,4,8,5,1,0,6,0,15,6,2,1,0,19,33,13,1,3,4,1,1,2,0,0,4,1,1,1,10,6,0,2,4,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,17,3,21,3,21,16,1,29,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,1,17,90,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896642802010974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459665323352608,0.10577866136765654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035654231926395,0.14943082735328111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775100354884052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104971092569939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144569796514672,0.0,0.11887843333673352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688119750425585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208951154510602,0.11251133671564437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910717729034811,0.1268883037181434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583143713488506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302622496196998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634046425175495,0.0,0.07269377541605565,0.10782014012610763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342832377812038,0.1292438019380241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410404959342362,0.0,0.0,0.14692547176434378,0.26650224081688434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615749036498825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482584791726096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154956718275665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261265385367952,0.1265673864400713,0.0,0.13297088780525912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060361892404246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051887897559228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348356545681761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936235022896701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29835847804036497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313883304703349,0.0,0.25075865424686944,0.1263925092485905,0.1469601575295917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259262244424036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517946805755039
anxiety,GammaRVE,2020/01/11,"Crippling anxiety over my fear of choking. I've written this entire post out before and deleted it immediately mostly because to me it's embarrassing. I was just curious if there was even possibly someone like me out there suffering from this.

So about five years ago I choked on something. I just can't go much into detail over other than that I choked on something for a few minutes and someone had to do the heimlich manoever on me to dislodge it. Ever since then I have been struggling with just over all anxiety and panic attacks as well as a fear of eating. After the incident I started to have intense flashbacks every time I ate and every time I was in public or would hear someone cough or make a strange sound while eating. Even now if I am somewhere public I am at the edge of my seat if someone coughs or something while they eat. 

Right after the incident I started to get extremely paranoid about food and things that didn't even involve choking. I used to be afraid that I would be allergic to foods right after eating them (even though i'd eaten them before and don't have any food allergies and have never had an allergic reaction before) I was afraid that I would have anaphylactic shock and my face and throat would swell shut so after I ate trigger foods I would stand and stare at myself in the mirror for sometimes hours and i'd take pictures of the inside of my mouth to like make sure it didn't look swollen? Luckily I don't do that part anymore. 

I'm a little better now that time has passed and I don't fear being allergic to foods as much now, but I still am terrified of eating certain foods and I still follow rules like never eating alone and chewing my food a million times and all that.

I've never looked into taking medication for my fear as--- big surprise I am afraid to take pills haha, but tonight again I was thinking about it and it really made me wonder if anyone else out there was suffering with something so specific like me? And if not it actually felt good to write this whole thing out, I hope I don't delete it this time.",6.343451199338298,6.6277276079404475,6.506640818858564,78.32098686931349,65.72456575682382,9.098800661703887,31.928143093465675,8.841846274778883,2.5733110835401165,1658,61,305,24,24,531,190,403,0.128,0.782,0.09,-0.8703,0,1,4,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,1,25,26,1,10,12,1,36,28,3,5,8,63,60,38,0,11,14,0,1,4,0,5,8,2,0,0,22,25,17,0,3,0,0,3,11,14,1,2,17,6,40,12,51,35,8,54,0,2,3,0,8,21,0,11,32,227,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.061314439903815326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556962968857983,0.0,0.0,0.06507444198145215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272754633092839,0.0,0.09613178747939637,0.0,0.06231192346938948,0.04393321665489448,0.06437825426389708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147985463476014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03830147389276866,0.0,0.16039483016515474,0.0,0.0,0.05556931905784904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857536073326585,0.052487621181284125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659983429238776,0.056834651340115075,0.10587642729138967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828114357819376,0.0,0.0,0.060328053403862776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318323427516385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032826843769164435,0.0,0.03570856579067844,0.052700046332479135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081562012845385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624058153078982,0.0618763301432514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278510744338862,0.06297362778685019,0.0,0.0,0.10552520118760562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059452645189854374,0.08388097282402543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329608418726397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237670288724738,0.0,0.14537848258776692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371917870124217,0.0,0.0680403466242617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083302880626363,0.060175168979195386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025144117678543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731544442814364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197483171514952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294756340760054,0.1934829055394622,0.062141919006789566,0.0,0.08894485937032341,0.0,0.10035456776741082,0.0,0.0,0.0656850825478595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059217906012699564,0.0,0.14172431185674614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348485822125029,0.040259861553935364,0.06173158891786985,0.0,0.18318764350733455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054266206620270624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056493026904550415,0.0,0.0,0.07014907952264438,0.0,0.0,0.06813803648229648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316832681393967,0.0,0.0,0.04046139923379954
anxiety,Throwaway991511,2020/01/11,"I lost my girlfriend, my college, and I'm losing my job. My girlfriend left me almost a week ago. We still talk, but I know that's eventually going to end. She wants to be alone, and I can't make her stay with me. I've tried so hard to get her to love me again and nothing is working. She's always been the one to help me with my anxiety and depression and I don't know what I'm going to do without her. She's the absolute love of my life, I feel complete when I'm with her. Now she's leaving, and I feel like a part of myself is leaving with her.  


I lost my college education. My college keeps asking for more things for financial aid, and I feel like it's never going to stop. I've been dealing with them almost a year now, and last semester I couldn't even get in because I was still waiting on a tax return to give them. Now I'm waiting on two more that they also wanted and I don't know if I'll get them in time to register for classes.

If I can't register for classes, I'm going to lose my job. I'm in a student position at a place that I absolutely love to work at. I love the people there, I love the work I do, and I don't want to lose it. But my boss had a meeting with me today to tell me that if I can't give them verification that I'm going to school this next semester, they're going to have to let me go. School starts on the 21st. I have a week to get the tax returns in, filed at my college, and register for classes that are already full.  


I'm not okay. I have so much anxiety right now and there's nothing that can help. No exercises that I've learned in therapy, I don't have anyone to talk to anymore, I'm too young to drink my feelings away. I'm in such a low spot I just want it to end.",2.1438844444444456,2.8287057706666694,4.301333333333332,88.96177777777778,75.29333333333334,7.36888888888889,25.62222222222222,7.662118739084242,1.1168755555555552,1324,44,313,17,27,460,152,375,0.10099999999999999,0.779,0.121,0.9543,2,1,1,0,0,1,38.0,1,0,5,8,17,15,0,0,15,1,24,8,0,2,1,49,71,21,0,8,8,0,5,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,14,19,1,4,8,2,2,7,12,7,0,2,6,5,57,8,48,62,5,50,0,7,0,5,32,18,0,5,26,202,71,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276824839455708,0.0,0.16440349505940482,0.08502096949018069,0.09058887469875858,0.06564771901567097,0.06830584697809734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559796936333106,0.0,0.08141168764344454,0.05739956516086485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674350783501012,0.0,0.07712669860084458,0.0,0.0,0.05004158843489123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607029571608213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463166975124188,0.07070440132355763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041740820522165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541558094575213,0.0,0.0,0.05421998106865905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602963223104186,0.1172908960106205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155552918010758,0.1574973175338519,0.3265773402167471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735369367013736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004702298643178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629242489565829,0.07296578135979316,0.0,0.0,0.1353443260011044,0.06691468933065206,0.0,0.17384390911416212,0.08919153559731678,0.08394306713812774,0.057982926501342034,0.08021051395852435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27551471322714643,0.17922288995326607,0.0,0.37044926996150745,0.0,0.054796026013644784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060345940730607575,0.0,0.06331323100266344,0.0,0.08730414589523533,0.0,0.0,0.1575360394708285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562662683342162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889597910177242,0.0,0.056911195583628525,0.0,0.08576706884259065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010481264788232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615987601416296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058104057019713586,0.0874975182890288,0.13111511039595558,0.0686313084946624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319624201369295,0.07175068886188486,0.0,0.09387760643604816,0.0,0.054537260463517145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786761307628085,0.0,0.07781216675417156,0.0,0.0,0.055734040413084315,0.0,0.08019046075237146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936763438415756,0.0,0.13169604645551716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913228345191604,0.0,0.17928851905347382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286357108935942
anxiety,INF35T3D_R4YN0R,2020/01/11,Why did my post get removed I posted my experience and it got removed. I'm trying to get help and provide help using my experiences if y'all don't want me then I'll go elsewhere and get help screw that thought this was about helping eachother.,5.6727891156462595,6.027130836734695,6.192244897959185,79.75870748299323,67.16326530612244,8.165986394557821,34.70068027210884,7.793537801064563,2.492055782312925,197,9,38,2,3,64,38,49,0.051,0.746,0.20199999999999999,0.8261,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,2,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258712387370146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34119094904831226,0.0,0.12371419294270848,0.0,0.17410087884314912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836329635016827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41696003749305577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281588534826592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779238134511602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800810974720167,0.0,0.0,0.12839499816633654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642493402190184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lastar777,2020/01/11,"I feel stuck and lost... :( I'm 22F. I feel like I can literally hardly do anything. Like I am seriously not my own or something. It's stressing me out and I can hardly do it justice with this post. I have social anxiety, I took basically all of my college classes online when I was in college from 2015-2017 with an elementary education degree. I was too scared to drive there myself and take actual classes on campus. After college, I was too scared to get any job. So I stayed home as that felt natural for me. This was for about a year and then I got an opportunity to have a job doing in home activities with my disabled brother. So I did that and I'm still doing that. And now my mom recently got a different job position with him that requires a co-signer (me -eye roll-) and that position basically requires that I stay around close enough where I can check on him regularly to ""make sure she's doing her job"". I actually really appreciated the job doing in home stuff for him for a long time but now I have a bf (24M) who lives 2 hours away and we plan to marry in about 1.5-2.5 years. We're thinking it would probably be best for me to move to his location. I had to talk to a lawyer on the phone not long ago and answer questions from him as my mom's co-signer. One of the things he asked was if I had a bf...he also apparently knew that he lived 2 hours away and questioned me about if I had plans to marry anytime soon and/or move away. I basically said not anytime soon. So she must have told him that. :/ My mom does not want me to drive 2 hours in my own car to see my bf and says that my car could break down in the middle of nowhere with my cell phone possibly not working, also that I have driving anxiety and that it's not safe for a female to drive alone that far. Then she said I can take public transportation. My bf has always had to pick me up and drop me off. I feel willing to drive to his location but will probably public transportation. I do feel too scared to get another job though besides the one I have and I have no idea really what one I should do. I could become a teacher's assistant with my degree but just the thought of that makes me burst into tears. My dad passed away almost a year ago - he could be a good person I guess but he was also very damaging and abusive at times. I have been threatened as a child (up until the last one when I was 19) for basically nothing or otherwise going against his wishes in some way. I have been humiliated and screamed at in public as a child, teenager, and adult. And just otherwise treated like crap and patronized and like my feelings didn't matter. It's hard to know how to get out of this ugly web I'm caught up in.

Tldr: I have social anxiety, my life is in shambles right now since idk what job I can handle with that condition.",3.3365474060822926,4.589788937062941,4.863641242478451,83.88558708733129,73.0909090909091,8.118133029760939,25.714912993982765,8.638961771785754,1.671054431614897,2200,71,462,40,43,740,253,572,0.126,0.8170000000000001,0.057,-0.9884,9,1,1,0,0,0,64.0,1,0,0,8,27,19,1,4,23,0,51,3,2,4,3,84,86,45,0,10,16,5,9,4,3,5,1,4,3,4,27,33,0,3,14,0,1,15,8,9,0,4,27,15,73,10,78,49,6,80,0,2,2,0,46,33,1,9,30,322,100,17,0.0,0.07631839732801954,0.12571481054844535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141957656668149,0.0,0.06449991380448504,0.06671202703700306,0.0,0.15453219713273753,0.05359644259190086,0.0,0.0,0.043802776316793364,0.06754222658962049,0.14782638644682108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053006080903433235,0.057340869628837075,0.06021708527088651,0.0,0.24207102945014394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113865527074771,0.0,0.0,0.0675970490093406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428465768748076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729745673121529,0.0,0.0,0.05636789970423992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655543363582006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162844727905922,0.046016373800339495,0.06184619655924783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095877378520572,0.0,0.03660716456330623,0.054026232246228614,0.10303327970427556,0.0,0.0709577400544538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310311110979518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938332668992968,0.0,0.1903003061006809,0.0,0.0,0.07271398426563905,0.0,0.0,0.4474369603513629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03539948003272075,0.052504865453394785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549652378274557,0.12587496962078254,0.0,0.1137550105265578,0.11400624684407028,0.0,0.0,0.07031396108458267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599182039119851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263177733724043,0.0,0.13692079854234562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180562623256178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745905771501273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562425971869745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261552752435646,0.06168946482922615,0.0,0.13889535283076287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443137054329154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252872096327504,0.0,0.06359967100128873,0.0,0.0,0.05500800784599028,0.12254226451607295,0.05122348428485148,0.19346474626298926,0.0,0.051328502103794735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053282767751016896,0.0,0.0,0.13132106660485152,0.0,0.04958796584542943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731052094019008,0.051439984995141935,0.0,0.0737844148549379,0.0,0.07373701560338976,0.0,0.0,0.0607081125354855,0.0,0.09686051683273478,0.05177240740038806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042792868822631225,0.04127299275586045,0.0632850517581064,0.051136408876119116,0.07511900927242325,0.0,0.0,0.06154899895930763,0.07156476785390979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314714024426615,0.037992219931929035,0.05112772315371342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407131032047423,0.0,0.0,0.046893139430741484,0.0,0.0,0.04575686244519081,0.0,0.0,0.12443880627095813
anxiety,Naandemonai,2020/01/11,are skipthedishes drivers trustable I’m worried that they might poison my food. Can I entrust them???,3.4138235294117654,5.599117294117646,1.3380882352941192,93.03889705882357,111.35294117647058,1.7000000000000002,33.661764705882355,3.1291,1.342070588235294,82,5,12,0,4,22,16,17,0.29,0.557,0.153,-0.4479,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6356401871468567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55765098878874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338416686498438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youcantforgetthis,2020/01/11,"how to go about asking parents for anxiety meds? i’m a young adult and have yet to have a real job because i didn’t really need to, now i’m graduated and have to get one but whenever i’m in any social situations i get hella anxiety. it used to not be like this, 3-4 years ago before i even knew what anxiety was i was completely normal, hell up until 1 year ago i never even had an anxiety attack. now every single time i’m talking to a minimart clerk, store cashier, bank teller, doctor and or just strangers in general. it’s happened 8 times in the past 3 months because i never leave my house but i get all shaky and feel my heart rate spike up. i’ve yet to ask my mom to schedule a doctor appoint for me because idk how she’ll react with me wanting to take pills daily but to me i really need them, as well as we can’t really afford too much extra cash a month to spare. and idk what to say to my doctor because i know imma just get anxious when talking to her so it’ll be hard to explain symptoms. it sucks",3.1787538940809945,3.9412170000000017,5.247831775700939,82.84872585669783,72.92523364485982,8.136573208722742,26.41619937694704,8.447377352677275,1.7251062928348913,794,26,166,13,15,277,130,214,0.16399999999999998,0.8170000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9809,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,0,15,6,3,1,7,0,12,6,1,4,3,32,34,16,0,4,7,2,2,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,4,0,3,1,5,4,1,1,5,3,20,2,27,25,4,25,1,0,0,0,14,5,2,2,20,102,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636671778572973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532159677730292,0.0,0.3389288810512954,0.12512893244748066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070940427645578,0.12600716050484825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700766526758647,0.0,0.09424985175678717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613129243522087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401071692366599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631381070391894,0.0,0.09332131434482736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056004326501728915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314731831968315,0.0,0.06294829506824233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794600083131236,0.0,0.09922052003896932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125287351123344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780386357149992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991366674734432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060871606444921615,0.0,0.0,0.1172804024864439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411245874897274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303102215816725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297224932822187,0.17681749491930504,0.0,0.08142242375211509,0.16425645093243876,0.17085214552632624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085227222791102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505483760955581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298750307352906,0.0,0.10573435463933152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607079996578566,0.21286989886161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808196541991575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245005313584512,0.0,0.11290736865215302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512357561810292,0.08327883990448512,0.17805174567929116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291718060473422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566234630063812,0.0,0.0,0.0653299838734254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958786213178313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265350856001302
anxiety,scrake1,2020/01/11,"Not sure if I have super crippling social anxiety or aspergers When I was a kid, like, below puberty age, I had quite a lot of friends. I grew up in a neighborhood with a lot of kids, most of which were the same age, so we always hung out on the weekends and I actually connected with them. Around puberty I had some traumatizing experiences at school and home, my dad was addicted to drugs and alcohol, my mom moved out and I had to care for my dad who was self-destructing every day because of his depression. I had a couple occurrences in late Elementary school that lead to me slowly becoming a recluse. One was in 5th grade where the teacher shamed me in her office, I was having a panic attack and she even asked me if I was on meds. I sat in the back of the classroom and cried and nobody helped at all. Another time I had a complete panic attack during a presentation and couldn't even finish it. The list of things go on, I slowly began to shut down and I would just play on my computer at home as a way to escape. I lost my old neighborhood friends, and at one point, the little friends I did have in late highschool, I hardly even spoke to. I just didn't want to. I would sleep in almost all my classes as a way to escape, I wouldn't dare talk to anyone but the teacher. Anyways, I'm 21 now, I graduated HS barely, and I've been working a shitty part time job for the last 3 years. I cannot connect at all with anyone, I shut down around people and can hardly think at all, almost like a ptsd coping mechanism. I even got approached by a girl I really liked and I ended up ghosting her because I was too afraid of hanging out with her, even though she showed a lot of interest. I feel like it's impossible for me to truly create bonds with others. My personlity at home is toxic and I'm very scatterbrained. I don't know what's wrong with me.",6.194680000000003,5.403670408000004,7.172633333333334,77.03415000000003,66.25333333333333,10.38,31.016666666666666,9.766711354998122,2.6630666666666665,1453,46,296,27,20,491,194,375,0.077,0.807,0.11599999999999999,0.9453,2,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,1,5,17,21,2,4,24,0,27,4,1,1,5,55,41,23,1,7,7,3,3,4,3,3,3,1,3,3,8,26,1,0,3,3,0,6,6,9,0,2,21,4,49,12,58,16,11,59,0,2,0,0,23,33,0,10,22,213,57,11,0.0,0.0,0.08862976382736022,0.09901004834783984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706174674631264,0.1818914446893638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557168528009346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523542317562107,0.06947904632225721,0.0,0.0,0.12701055811348128,0.0,0.0,0.16170275278427426,0.08490687807820403,0.20664765574409547,0.0,0.06983697920058858,0.0,0.11072923737641953,0.10030643466964734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259970159185776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952257762341492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049348798139676,0.09976436989204417,0.0585730684200038,0.0,0.07822537895554774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532539069905654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044187287201136,0.0,0.0,0.29993737919150704,0.0,0.07652196416081614,0.0,0.0,0.08884193785355295,0.0,0.0,0.045922639383116304,0.06488368911066304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050796431462085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161658098167915,0.0,0.07263913620606588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271843429861407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087647950407925,0.0,0.2733074423327411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012742401533018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499137299928929,0.07403254723322257,0.20490371495114848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748535404214655,0.09102811290221567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914360507732277,0.2316423997386307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088344269850807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637034048957182,0.0,0.09653005866946143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530304880722892,0.0,0.12308749901297653,0.0,0.0,0.2131215226979996,0.0,0.09835203357479898,0.0,0.06296496056829395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585672076750142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061667681969252,0.0,0.0,0.09660102289830842,0.0,0.0,0.058183288158641176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838346556239635,0.0,0.0,0.09474778753878917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088819873270798,0.0925822110216668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559923294561135,0.0,0.0,0.07299977179541657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060338504917580124,0.0581954597782353,0.08923275096472078,0.0,0.10591878588870828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493816309151098,0.05356952717271765,0.14418151714584326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066119940120635,0.0,0.0,0.12903554940920747,0.09930026398267376,0.0,0.05848678164298195
anxiety,spacenooodle,2020/01/11,"Low Cholesterol? I did a health screening for an insurance discount and my results said I have low cholesterol, which is a health risk. 

Articles online suggest low cholesterol is linked to Anxiety. However, my doctor says there’s now such thing as “low cholesterol” in terms of medical concerns and insurance companies use it to con people out of advertised discounts.

Has anyone heard of low cholesterol being the cause or byproduct of anxiety? Is this just insurance BS?",7.844666666666665,10.203434800000002,6.8675,69.57416666666668,63.5,10.333333333333336,40.833333333333336,10.504223727775694,5.1734583333333335,384,22,53,10,6,117,58,80,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.9107,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,7,4,0,3,0,9,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,4,0,10,6,1,9,0,5,1,0,4,7,0,1,2,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41378059589438976,0.0,0.0,0.18910199262565214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27782233592208416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27681273766181913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5749424808751978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724456927257378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749306649643294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572558887446122,0.21506935629652485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967217342313224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357833970450434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ev_is_always_right,2020/01/11,"I have been learning to drive for 3 years amd it still isn't working. Hi, I really hope you guys can help because this really feels like the final straw for me. I (21F) really struggle with anxiety. It has stopped me from doing a lot of things in my life. I can't ride a bike, can't swim, haven't had any real relationship. But the real reason I am writing here is because it has now prevented me from driving, which is a skill everyone needs in life. I have tried medication, been learning for 3 years on and off. 

Basically, when I drive, I have a panic attack and my vision gets impaired. If I had to describe, it would be like being extremely intoxicated and behind the wheel. It is really dangerous to drive, for me and for other people. No-one believes me and it feels like my therapist doesn't either. 

I really need some help because I am running out of options, it feels like.",3.4889408866995097,5.1690530172413816,5.261740558292281,79.47517241379313,73.42528735632183,8.419704433497538,26.79638752052545,9.04235418022936,2.2539766830870294,691,25,132,15,14,236,100,174,0.09300000000000001,0.777,0.13,0.6764,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,4,9,2,2,7,0,24,4,0,1,0,28,31,8,0,5,3,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,11,7,0,2,6,2,0,7,5,4,0,0,4,3,20,5,19,24,3,19,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,11,95,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036333512381392,0.0,0.10165326205221394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117081633791046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24300826176411955,0.0,0.0,0.14971088348012235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697306625659902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015652060200695,0.2847896884546501,0.0,0.14556415455244132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942460635571057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157264243783534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813407210979565,0.0,0.0,0.13198037534536594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877149336752258,0.2596749115005721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297029732685278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386318098258548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705849791980126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590670239846485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212264669075793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024943292245355,0.42563343564167105,0.13662334336091295,0.0,0.14266398857680868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611858411125147,0.11109409527493692,0.0,0.13891560917017068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542845679248907,0.0882799372889594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021717539000318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673862776965712,0.0,0.0,0.09439453484513108,0.0,0.0,0.1711414435186366
anxiety,MrTaNK3r,2020/01/11,"College roommate I was a mid year grad at my high school, and i’m starting college now. I just moved 5 hours away from home and im staying in a dorm with one other roommate. He’s a transfer student, who transferred to my college because his soccer scholarship wasn’t working out. He seemed mostly interested in setting up his play station before going out to eat with his family. He goes home on the weekends but I stay. I have a lot of fear he’ll get mad at me for small things like watching videos when I try to sleep at low volumes. He’s experienced with the whole college thing and I am not. I clicked really well with his family, but barely interacted with him. He seems like the jock type I had a hard time liking in high school, and I’m scared these next 3 months are going to be awful. What do I do?",3.172021575984989,4.692064579268294,4.295853658536586,86.73282363977488,73.9390243902439,6.7534709193245765,26.63977485928705,7.321109707123232,1.2870971857410884,637,23,130,7,13,208,108,164,0.14,0.778,0.08199999999999999,-0.8921,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,2,8,1,9,2,1,0,0,19,18,7,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,11,1,0,2,4,1,3,2,4,1,1,3,4,17,6,23,13,3,31,0,1,2,0,13,16,0,4,12,78,23,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363133508389009,0.0,0.0,0.08844325926828296,0.0,0.12345775160249806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484595014216024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735488946330633,0.1632624191494866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580160133168601,0.0,0.16491177081933542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996882317069147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065832745746905,0.2910667685718633,0.0,0.14288077593960882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671809638125872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264550658616851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334718034145173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580649709166,0.1542037714404749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543009215355872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831422888682784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294599622686056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525669258982096,0.2936701542443416,0.0,0.26416222924513016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519107537276246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026928269117562,0.30928537392199285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277777615842412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460098582537251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850407112349872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045000407445326,0.0,0.0,0.16198366791372995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562455130099188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343081764454156
anxiety,vvomit,2020/01/11,"Do you drink coffee? Try to stop drinking coffee. Avoid caffeine in general. Try a decaf, or ween yourself off caffeine bit by bit. I just switched from coffee to tea in the morning and the effect is honestly insane. I don’t feel panic for as long, I’m able to just chill. I don’t know how to describe it. I haven’t been able to feel this calm for so long lol. Just wanted to let y’all know, give it a shot.",0.12174418604651295,2.295478151162793,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,87.25581395348837,4.370232558139535,19.06511627906977,5.6839178017228535,-0.2913823255813952,315,9,70,2,10,104,57,86,0.11900000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.1,-0.177,0,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,2,4,1,7,3,0,2,0,15,14,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,5,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,6,2,14,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,41,9,0,0.4065341857349712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438300393916093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398248732839342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555589929314905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499231737668485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342055669249472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785437422389166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597699614906811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849013713821385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994039133513467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27601002650923884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198921978420213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Strong-Web,2020/01/11,"What is wrong with me?? Apologies for the format, I'm on my phone and also from a throwaway for obvious reasons. Sorry also if this is really really long.  
So a few years ago, I went through a really bad breakup. We were together together for 4 years and planning to get married, live together etc. But he said something that changed everything and we broke up. A few months pass, stil sad, an old crush of mine gets in touch. He heard we broke up and wondered if I still had feelings for him like when we were teens. We joked about it and went to meet up. I've know him for a really long time. Maybe around 10 years at the time.  
He lives in another city so we agreed I would come over to his city for a meetup. At the time I really liked him and didn't mind if we had sex right on the first 'date', I was so sad still from my breakup so I just said fuck it and went to meet up. Also I trusted him because we had many mutual friends, we grew up in the same city and knew him for a long time. So I get there everything is great, I'm enjoying myself after months of crying in my room by myself. Then we go to his place for more drinks as it was late, but then he throws a joint on the table and we laugh and start smoking. Previously I've smoked before, but this time... shit I really got the meaning of being stoned. I literally felt his angled ceiling was on my neck and just couldnt move for god knows how long.   
Since this never happened to me before I really thought something was wrong with me and was in a really dark place tripping. I thought I was dying and I couldn't stop shaking. But I used every last atom of energy to seem normal to him as I found it so cringey at that time. He then starts to act strangely, and I go to the bathroom. He starts moving around and, in my view at the time, act suspiciously. I then trip that he is preparing his apartment in case I die to hide my body so that no one blames him, and that was it... I just lost myself to panic. So he oblivious to my state(was he?), recommends we go to his bedroom. I just worried that if I denied he would kill me or something (heavily tripping by this point), so I go with him. We have sex, and after that he asks if I want anything to eat/drink etc behaves sweetly but I just say I'm tired and we should sleep. The whole night I tried to remember where my phone was without getting up and looking for it to call my mom. Can't remember so I just start praying that I don't die. The next day I go back home. He stays in touch but I just couldn't. Because was it really rape if he had no idea the state I was in and what my thoughts were? And I did go to his house, I did want to have sex but not in that state. And I didn't say no so I just kind of accepted that I was semi pressured into having sex.   
While I'm sure about 99.9% that it's not his fault, I cried myself to sleep for around 6 months. I would get panic attacks constantly for this period, it affected my studies and I felt that I was raped unitentionally. It's just such a strange situation, I wanted to have sex with him but not in that state and was worried to decline as again I was in another mindset very panicked and worried.  
After about a year of depression and anxiety, I finally got myself together and go back to school. I start to slowly forget and stop getting panic attacks. I finally get to my last year of uni and graduate. At this time I met my husband. We hit off straight away and it's really a dream come true to me. I love this guy with every piece of my body. We were together for about 2 years, then we got married and had our daughter which also obviously I love more than life itself.  
Pregnancy was great, married life perfect... I get my dream job as a teacher too. Then about one year of my daughter being born, I take her to the dr and they say she might have a heart murmur, which can be dangerous. And they schedule a cardiologist to check it. I literally died inside and my life went to being panic 24/7. For a whole week I would experience the same feelings I had after what happened when I smoked and with that guy. We went to the dr and everything was fine.  
While I was panicking I kept wishing that instead of any harm being on her, just let me have it instead. I kept saying this in my mind, begging the universe or god to just make sure she is ok and if it must happen let it be me not her. Stupid as it sounds, I was very worried.   
I noticed the same happen when I started work, and things got busy and serious. I would then find something that is wrong with me and panic about it. I dealt with being a hypchondriac for about 3 years without letting anyone know. That finally passed, even though I still worry too much over stupid symptoms thinking that's it that's what will be the end of me I am genereally fine with my health.  
What my anxiety has turned into is basically just a numb feeling of knowing I am having anxiety but just living with it now at this point 8 years on. Now, I fear so many things that it's not normal. I'm highly functioning though, no one knows I go through all this.   
Which makes it worse for me to tell people. At work I'm the happy teacher, at home the mom that plays with my kid no matter how tired I am, I have friends and family that I am close to. But if I tell them all of this I worry they will think I'm crazy, that I will lose my job or that my husband thinks I am not a good mother and leaves or something like that.   
I was never like this, I don't know why my anxiety came back after having a kid, or why it's stayed for so fucking long. I eat a healthy diet, exercise and enough friends to have fun with. We're not rich but have a nice house/car and things. I am very greatful for my life and it saddens me that my anxiety is just always there and ruining it all for me.  
For example, my job had work training in London. I made an excuse not to go because I thought my plane would crash. Another time, I didn't want to get too happy about our new car because I kept having intrusive thoughts of us dying in a car crash. Also avoided driving it for months until I really had to. I am going on vacation next year with some extended relatives but my husband can't go due to work and I worried that something will happen. I mean, you get my point it's just constant and really dumb.  
Does anyone have an idea of what is wrong with me?   
I went to a therapist but she just gave me anti-anxiety medications which I think is good, but I want to know what is truly wrong with me and to fix the culprit not the symptoms of it all. I feel that I could be so much more to all my family and friends and it really hurts my soul.",2.92140931648996,4.156523773460414,4.197140762463345,88.33109575907964,74.09530791788856,7.504218362282879,24.99221745995939,8.044667098905899,1.256022806226032,5153,162,1124,77,104,1696,441,1364,0.184,0.7140000000000001,0.102,-0.9992,3,1,10,0,0,1,140.0,21,1,4,9,72,75,12,9,49,1,102,35,7,8,14,237,210,119,6,28,54,8,8,4,4,13,14,8,4,4,83,93,3,6,35,6,2,35,28,40,0,4,66,19,192,35,167,114,22,185,2,9,2,11,98,57,4,17,92,783,275,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028522742326487282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865865367907342,0.02677362882482777,0.0,0.0,0.02188128946416308,0.10122036560237176,0.1476907275872381,0.0,0.0,0.04499745542475428,0.0,0.02647871886522871,0.08593237269262251,0.030080912314119683,0.07321138349511687,0.030231110397994445,0.07422579048358083,0.02686623740877656,0.07845857851613695,0.0,0.05476007882154103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148221822418767,0.0,0.0,0.03285605343478795,0.03680162341696597,0.0,0.0,0.0340387289116043,0.05543483206147593,0.0,0.06954325903024179,0.0,0.0256905120223684,0.0,0.07068928526689884,0.02075133811289385,0.0,0.027713782656492037,0.0,0.16697190229132555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02815808571116798,0.0,0.0,0.06304191906240929,0.0,0.0658496845611526,0.0,0.0,0.028499044824352112,0.03324717817578022,0.07177115070993845,0.0212524360979954,0.0,0.05422058957121435,0.0,0.0867551488371825,0.031475030090350534,0.06066674160680596,0.03620778292644874,0.06507811474326583,0.02298707250732709,0.06178944089676811,0.1057441515523063,0.029408961295601145,0.027369522204775853,0.0,0.035280139236409234,0.09943869109778622,0.059493763103483574,0.1681102081417691,0.0,0.20115463785370752,0.05397665289013223,0.10293872704991028,0.10642492232329756,0.0,0.06372007121699055,0.1422689432875194,0.06850548511451435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034202374464389826,0.0,0.03812959683786089,0.0,0.03399649690513338,0.06455179598866098,0.0,0.0,0.03712764270936282,0.034445870193764334,0.07264725533842713,0.0,0.0,0.0957913610863966,0.0,0.035598800109524376,0.03350712762502665,0.12378447994080707,0.052456682241038936,0.036296769012080295,0.03407052618476527,0.0,0.09870870304973264,0.09090954411688892,0.06287972768313127,0.0,0.0852379639818484,0.14237703050351713,0.027020361233318142,0.035997546301259835,0.035124717317833336,0.0,0.05808153586358819,0.030446413391815294,0.04295645326044672,0.0652443366195865,0.0323258644276872,0.07009981480514847,0.0,0.0324146846468229,0.0,0.03413444077959669,0.06497867822775917,0.07537002790616666,0.10273268104224162,0.06839757381818737,0.04730721862579114,0.0,0.0496333775674999,0.031076500083585475,0.06844066505220725,0.030195694747682418,0.06305275515199238,0.0,0.0366334365721947,0.03376408035869643,0.0,0.06541138389336403,0.0,0.0,0.18876238243695054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022307303019342355,0.0,0.067235698499465,0.0,0.09125227122140696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679722017250199,0.033083052097908267,0.0,0.0,0.07289995746297155,0.027478763761912654,0.06121490432656044,0.10235295396745266,0.0,0.032564582995428665,0.0,0.029292499473246164,0.0,0.0,0.03302896556013968,0.026616935332585,0.036168008667565726,0.0643999637802889,0.0,0.0,0.14862737833175405,0.0,0.03601923081694409,0.1366491910739006,0.06859225619485293,0.07708916852008152,0.053802397911486194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065240128181861,0.0668879150211605,0.024192907215939988,0.0,0.05624778540934563,0.0,0.0,0.037359680073696,0.06413039732490416,0.082470233851095,0.063226975671986,0.1277237037081573,0.16886266487277266,0.07396486820482116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02184589719539461,0.03499905793783819,0.0,0.0,0.03870466149100081,0.027790375931807557,0.0,0.0796475514337256,0.09489338708856787,0.0,0.02581024335023557,0.0,0.0,0.1789689855988338,0.058069013790830834,0.07184837167064281,0.037001667894068266,0.0620344664163822,0.03489430654972127,0.09370021209126224,0.2287393196352561,0.03279085130681658,0.1371446154317748,0.1759010931293759,0.0,0.20720768328299116
anxiety,DampedBone,2020/01/11,Went my (22) life without knowing I had anxiety. I think Im having a bad anxiety attack. The feeling im having is a dull pain in the center of my chest and I have a increased sense if dread/panic. It got brought on by feeling of emotional loneliness and sadness from the same reason. Experiences and or psychology on why this happens (to learn and get my mind off it) would be appreciated.,3.929254385964912,5.614861486842109,5.963157894736844,74.87043859649127,72.28947368421053,8.750877192982456,32.40350877192982,9.2995712137729,3.175498245614035,307,15,56,7,6,107,56,76,0.214,0.633,0.153,-0.8506,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,6,0,7,3,1,1,0,16,16,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,4,2,6,0,10,10,2,8,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302235148818597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455413496372772,0.0,0.0,0.18021165228946945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278322642218655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112622106845064,0.0,0.0,0.21826343613595126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276390480364785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262147471550054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086052839647133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662736456982471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861624641958468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244932612740034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792993914333725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966167290621844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191240964002726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829715788699976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000794783964305,0.19475583355500012,0.0,0.0,0.20805544002488074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533216664812306,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,agitatedpistachio,2020/01/11,"Intrusive thoughts about therapy  Is it common for CPTSD/GAD patients to have intrusive thoughts ABOUT therapy?

Here's the thing : since September, I've been waking up a lot during the night. Sometimes, I can't go back to sleep for 3-4 hours. At first, I thought it was because of university (I have huge perfomance anxiety) but it never really go away, except during my 4 weeks off therapy. I slept so good, no wake ups. The moment therapy (and school the day before) started again, my maintenance insomnia came back. I've been able to sleep about 5 hours per night segmented in 2 for the past week. I am exhausted.

When I wake up, I have instrusive thoughts about therapy : what we're talking about atm, what I am planning to say, I am trying to find feelings, because I still don't feel anything. The obssessive thoughts are also in my mind everytime I walk alone outside or when I am home alone. I literally have conversations in my head. When I have breaks from therapy this stops.

Ironically, my therapist told me this week I seemed great and maybe it would be time for a break. I agree that I'm doing way better and I am starting to use the tools learned with her. I'm seriously thinking about not going before a few months. Even though it helped me a lot the past year, I think it's doing more harm than good rn. Also, I don't have anything to talk about really. It's kind of tiring, trying to find subjects to cover.",4.380743830378869,6.008903817518249,5.174483837330552,81.20334549878345,71.04379562043796,9.014668057003822,29.106013208202988,9.48565724429506,2.6595911018421967,1122,44,215,26,21,364,157,274,0.078,0.831,0.092,0.7777,0,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,20,8,0,0,12,0,23,10,7,1,1,29,44,12,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,13,5,0,1,13,0,1,5,6,3,0,1,11,3,27,5,35,31,5,46,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,4,27,136,40,2,0.08165237395072329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691344686907966,0.0,0.13059474789640646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246384257992775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343858930565979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767150931584921,0.12557127093570428,0.0,0.09954905858085214,0.0,0.13896031250111088,0.0,0.0,0.07221488934962761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338856335900864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265902626585725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393062291257348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082571787297629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492575810669662,0.06945346757035066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921477738767646,0.13697227459844782,0.0,0.09002203053887486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379889238389719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472986510099622,0.0,0.08190398860021084,0.0,0.16082228144650176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502838246384534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883585683276115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203078445849367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244562121490791,0.0,0.06517414587838018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297534449998185,0.0,0.0,0.15325044333849702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589286018931822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046172031627237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493324505193245,0.0,0.0826365616503286,0.0,0.07433325459604156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754368750438887,0.0,0.1634226846373507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075628568306109,0.0,0.11558794108956852,0.0,0.0652076913117189,0.06826504077408523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125817048927546,0.0,0.0,0.56025963412562,0.09480469951296218,0.05424620906853973,0.10463908849853397,0.08022304283483916,0.32411432129098905,0.04761215588166414,0.09384739230691437,0.0,0.07802234244552902,0.0,0.1108732042198966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052143472240993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481185383691747,0.1964898275639948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058003503733536674,0.0,0.0,0.0525814517460283
anxiety,SamPt8,2020/01/11,"Shamed for not talking to family I’m shy. I’ve always been shy. Even around my family. And my mom in particular is always shaming me for not talking to the family. Making me feel like a bad, mean, person for shutting people out. But I can’t help that I’m shy.",0.04603174603174765,2.3588060370370383,3.1519047619047638,86.205,90.48148148148148,6.048677248677249,16.973544973544975,7.447530270364453,0.5663100529100529,202,5,41,4,7,72,38,54,0.221,0.691,0.08800000000000001,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,8,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36333460953915603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943591912980569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822956824898556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420431428892594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6174637462651695,0.0,0.11039375519700856,0.15597435574652033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634139644203067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666457213904547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573637248323035,0.0,0.0,0.23782439996868454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557044082389018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136191073375213,0.1906365525413192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509693277770763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImJustVenting2,2020/01/11,"My heart hurts. I don’t know if it’s anxiety or something more serious, this happens almost every day. It’s this sudden, sharp, spreading pain on the left side of my chest. It’s often on the evening or night.. Does anyone else experience this or have before and does anyone know if it’s anxiety-related or not?",3.6644262295082015,5.486195114754096,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,73.2622950819672,8.158688524590165,26.95409836065573,8.841846274778883,2.198610491803279,246,9,46,5,5,82,42,61,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.8268,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,12,5,7,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,8,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433702541543066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713848895670192,0.0,0.0,0.3132986364718036,0.2295486287488465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906358689167031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444829685226699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921061658127429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187151105698891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797190615234562,0.0,0.18875774886610167,0.0,0.0,0.21914759217231136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811193999091603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654805829742459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398323207817264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24624572602890185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341287611807266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102401103010674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383872660485169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247180806917708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brooklyn11239,2020/01/11,"I don’t know if I have anxiety or not I’m not sure if I have anxiety but sometimes I’m scared to leave my house I still fight through it to live my life but it’s scary just know how crazy the world can be I get scared when my parents or girlfriend go out but I know we have to I learn what happens happens but is there anything that can help motivate me to go out more and continue my photography 


Another problem I have that I feel might be anxiety is that I will never go to interviews and it stump my growth in. A bad way where now I’m stuck at a job idk how I even got but I can never go to interviews I’ll skip them because I get nervous at last minute, I’m good in one on one in person conversation but interviews I just get way to scared in",1.85880132137801,3.086297834355829,3.706134969325156,90.82379896177444,76.79141104294479,7.7147711184520995,25.421897121283628,8.384062270229773,1.3896516281264757,589,21,140,11,13,199,87,163,0.243,0.67,0.087,-0.9774,2,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,1,0,1,1,10,9,1,4,3,0,14,1,0,3,3,32,33,15,0,3,14,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,5,5,7,0,2,2,1,22,2,17,27,1,25,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,5,7,92,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576944173821094,0.3190384876924032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439757337243747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607179262920485,0.08474230794718812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181815518484557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029020592135768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788893905824155,0.0,0.3160219146717917,0.1165992611052286,0.11118306592262417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24586116815078124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317888382700937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604047481529575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795102542664822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291971720244843,0.11331585161063375,0.0,0.14719690702926955,0.0,0.0,0.0981904685069892,0.0,0.0,0.12275287043860104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747304102914366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144340132503959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840044405522394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435980497908658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138261363021513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301866575033372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175350663241887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748947760197858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101762962780526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102007618206254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068741401569134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Abbyrose81,2020/01/11,"I need help coping I’m about to start my second semester of college, there are a lot of things going on in my life on top of that...and it’s like my anxiety has gone out the window. I’m getting to the point where it is making me sick, and I’m just crying all the time. What are some good ways to over come this... I just want to be happy and live life again... help..",2.937249999999999,2.7824732250000004,4.367500000000003,92.2475,73.0,7.4,21.0,6.742157984588678,0.11207500000000037,278,4,69,2,5,93,57,80,0.094,0.733,0.17300000000000001,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,1,12,16,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,3,13,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,4,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986897680857227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250588783335297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28699015872771416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650152250428024,0.0,0.14848438159779656,0.2191388429242406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27812418773937964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502442913149374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36908202420582586,0.12764213812887065,0.0,0.23070405196879926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221203459745392,0.0,0.0,0.17439813251822509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372659349797544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698230387832304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849265315964197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357456497171955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523472217954201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410238267332402,0.2073820369740439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheRealGuy01,2020/01/11,"How are you supposed to reach out for help with anxiety when it refuses to let you? I mean, it seems impossible. Atleast with my specific situation where I just can't do anything. I'm 21 and live with my dad (and his recently moved in girlfriend/fiance who I avoid like the plague) in the UK. By some stroke of luck I managed to get set up with some counselling funded by a charity early last year but that didn't last very long once they realized I wasn't willing to compromise when they couldn't afford the transportation arrangement I had with them. Not long after that stopped, my dad's new gf/fiance moved in and now my only safe space isn't safe anymore.

The reason being is that I am pretty much anxious all the time, with varying severity depending on the situation. I don't leave the house unless absolutely neccessary, never answer the phone or door unless it's pre-planned or someone I know, I stay in my bedroom all day and don't come out unless I have the house to myself and when I'm not alone I always feel like I have to be quiet so I don't disturb anyone etc.

What makes this worse is that I have severe trust issues and depression due to bullying back in high school that caused me to drop out early, which means that I don't trust this ""intruder"" in my home even if there's no reason not to. (For the record, I haven't been formally diagnosed with any anxiety/depression/etc but I've been living like this for 7 years now, I don't need that to know how messed up I am...)

Also because I dropped out of highschool, I kinda don't really know how to do a lot of basic life skills etc; my anxiety stops me from trying to learn or practice anything on my own over the fear that I'll screw up. That crosses over to general interactions outside of the house that I'm not familiar with, like how I'm supposed to act at a shop or getting on a bus, things like that. It makes my anxiety spike just thinking about it so I just... don't do anything.

Thanks to my trust issues, if I actually do try something and get burned even once (like when I tried counselling), I have a hard time wanting to ever go down that route again, so it seems like my options are incredibly limited right now since my dad doesn't understand what I'm going through no matter how many times I tried to explain it to him in the past so he pretends nothing is wrong.

As it stands, I feel like I'd need someone to help me with doing simple everyday things until I'm confident enough to do them myself, same thing with leaving the house. But my anxiety doesn't want that to happen with my dad or his gf/fiance in the house, so then I start thinking I'd need some sort of assisted living/support housing or whatever it is. Though that comes with it's own problems of obviously living in a completely new area I don't know my way around, the anxiety of living on my own in the first place, and then just generally feeling like a massive burden and that nobody would actually be willing to help me with what I need because my situation is so specific, time-demanding and probably ridiculous to anyone but me. In other words, my anxiety wins out and nothing changes.

This wasn't supposed to be this long but it's hard trying to explain how crappy my situation is without going off on a frustrated rant...",9.049470046082947,6.464092875576039,8.975195852534565,72.125650921659,61.87250384024577,12.372196620583718,38.4573732718894,10.7630783206399,3.9142433179723497,2606,99,509,50,28,855,282,651,0.129,0.746,0.125,0.1106,1,2,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,2,4,4,34,28,3,3,25,0,48,4,0,12,5,122,89,49,0,11,25,4,6,9,0,3,3,1,3,0,40,32,0,7,21,2,2,10,25,11,0,1,6,7,65,17,90,74,14,90,0,1,0,1,23,36,1,19,47,348,105,4,0.0,0.0,0.11031710328259503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058541054508420835,0.0,0.04520163343578125,0.04703188325381858,0.0,0.0,0.03843775747601329,0.0,0.25944085140648426,0.06385519909872696,0.05605588918281917,0.0790447602042441,0.0,0.13954148941049996,0.0503176881829733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043462900693398115,0.0,0.06891211365434416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058064961710416974,0.0597941181135072,0.0973795732647439,0.05926356642702117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03645282893371171,0.0,0.04868340406710707,0.057369922692998884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058403640862913886,0.1891151403084276,0.07466616497598279,0.05112852789451648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360438589098491,0.08573958114744583,0.12114069231165847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807865909660058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885932168720467,0.0,0.09637041975552213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049983335282050935,0.0,0.10126748367212143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365905628520585,0.059719931277986686,0.056697441961017926,0.0,0.0,0.3913215430349808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799120387251827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425482973352366,0.09214800769761072,0.0,0.11969994955873202,0.0,0.05779886654320863,0.039924052633448864,0.2485297032106332,0.0,0.1996443090583196,0.15006392866230814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805405737507274,0.0,0.0,0.07545943465347346,0.05730571755778741,0.0,0.1231408087264112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201505678482536,0.041551102355759824,0.1676451348602924,0.04359422539470365,0.10918104030135163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847119162488048,0.0,0.0,0.12039086191169368,0.0,0.04298848896190709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053957850794449584,0.0,0.0,0.05905478004131037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057504479505489585,0.06094163812862394,0.05408512957924681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03621024998791865,0.11623065772137288,0.055809903733534255,0.0,0.0,0.0482705582297117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057204560340734414,0.0,0.10291331253242007,0.0,0.12771039819745392,0.0,0.046756627699854926,0.25413806582671816,0.0,0.0,0.0957839555538019,0.04351436975388006,0.0,0.0,0.04000745686091348,0.060246278279632665,0.0,0.09451195853593032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414192964008347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052039026932438906,0.0,0.0,0.11265463414540687,0.07243564994079148,0.0555338194488472,0.0,0.1318366780849372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918779283135392,0.0,0.0,0.05884271075047664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046637612019801725,0.06667777061240633,0.044865535660801086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054486409020182286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057602034470030136,0.040152504690832785,0.061799315516081116,0.0,0.07279825707020157
anxiety,Anonymousperson2001,2020/01/11,When your whole body is shaking but you are used to your anxiety attacks I can legit hear my heart beat so damn fast,2.8212499999999987,4.518011958333336,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,75.25,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8338999999999999,93,3,20,1,2,29,23,24,0.387,0.613,0.0,-0.8998,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27426059962172505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078590091171404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982258673797221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040689338721951,0.4248382926778938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096391476141374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002657001861323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oscarmanxz,2020/01/11,"First anxiety attack Anxiety and IBS is a terrible combination. Not sure what’s causing what. I had beet juice this morning. Went to the bathroom and I immediately started to over think as everything was red. 

Saw a doctor a few days ago and he prescribed antidepressants and anxiety pills. I don’t want to take the antidepressants as I’m scared of the side effects.

It also seems that my anxiety is worse in the cold. Not sure if that’s a normal thing. I’m seeing the doctor again on Monday. I’m burping way too much I’m starting to think this is some other thing. I feel like I’m going to die and I cry way too much lately. Haven’t cried in years and now it’s like Niagara Falls on my face. 

I’m starting therapy in 2 weeks. And doing meditation with the Headspace app in the meantime. 

Not sure why I’m posting, I guess I just want to vent to feel better. I don’t want to live with this for ever.",1.0028614008941898,3.4547919016393465,3.0650198708395457,87.90352086438155,86.26775956284149,6.168802781917536,21.979384003974165,7.520522993642371,1.0533956284153003,710,25,146,13,22,239,103,183,0.188,0.747,0.064,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,1,1,11,0,9,5,1,2,4,31,33,11,1,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,4,6,10,6,21,29,4,27,0,0,3,0,1,8,0,4,15,86,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864733971264456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801596419612776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750505349708772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943648830077732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839964275646337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590901645498012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26926593181416064,0.07904491285011687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720412913358392,0.0,0.0,0.2509029335278841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086793946571527,0.0,0.0,0.11015439328661998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123946077123939,0.08756115548481119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425455388255676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965706689739379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502023729025353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825975595848486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197590865637691,0.0,0.10822799952805902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802001853140069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008863016048553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738432161394716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227099206169824,0.0,0.09766921168133573,0.11157945841507676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26025847925353723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465509366713623,0.0,0.09215435805013053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401648716699106,0.0,0.16285477238503732,0.15707065279414612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168777590628993,0.19457432852362885,0.09831503034457424,0.0,0.0,0.11361988475611964,0.1105967265681152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124905197425218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892846802395713
anxiety,alicia--san,2020/01/11,"How do I stop worrying about this one specific thing I look for comfort whenever I have a big event coming up from people around. But I don’t have that now and When I can’t rationalize things with the help
Of others I get anxious",4.842482269503545,5.329637361702133,5.83489361702128,81.13333333333334,69.0,9.670921985815603,28.43262411347518,9.725611199111238,2.403190070921985,184,6,38,4,3,61,39,47,0.147,0.737,0.11599999999999999,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,7,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38358813792751467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022661989524489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29248714049929103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739775603035365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275892246541173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851314921862397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300838410268174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23539709708664824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28387403608771106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511559690326874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448234725450761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Roggstein,2020/01/11,"Help with an issue I’ve been having problems with my anxiety lately well the last few months because when I was in school I didn’t go, and because I missed school I missed the needles that you have in year 10? Im in the uk just to clarify. I’m now a bit older I’m in my early twenties and I’ve suddenly got this massive anxiety constantly looming over me because I don’t know if I should of had them when I was younger, I’m scared, I just need someone to tell me that I’m going to be okay? I never went to school because of personal problems. And it’s obviously only recently this anxiety is getting to me",2.669296875000001,3.983067335937502,4.7973125,83.46643750000003,74.859375,7.932500000000001,29.9875,8.548686976883017,2.325785,481,22,99,9,10,167,78,128,0.161,0.785,0.055,-0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,1,5,1,11,0,0,0,2,15,24,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,5,1,0,7,0,16,2,14,15,2,21,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,13,63,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530084148339611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750613039095168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792816537674568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662213737700789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803629571917162,0.0,0.17483532466252175,0.0,0.12302138886630615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310019431725644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614859645966032,0.1605448317702653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453371980916695,0.1253812649437991,0.1735121100947989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277514465132315,0.0,0.0,0.1140532475722872,0.1186330396240299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169846480404418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430694314009473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943639100065352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187558583935865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399750352670313,0.4670126017012823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032852048268107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444270936742034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829982360428475,0.14258976385494151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990530103170359
anxiety,flying_ice_cube,2020/01/11,I feel like I'm going to have a crisis I tried to keep me calm but it isn't working,-1.6014285714285703,-0.419101380952382,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,86.61904761904762,4.2,15.261904761904766,3.1291,-1.304638095238095,65,1,18,0,2,24,18,21,0.135,0.6859999999999999,0.179,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867763741418923,0.40518379069794336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223337364395803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041235575508147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770888551878944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850687569722557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129038953550672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheLegendOfMyStory,2020/01/11,"Please save my life I am in a very low place right now, I have wasted many years of my life with this fear of leaving in a car and anxiety based nausea everytime I do anything. In a disappointing result, I have ended up staying home without leaving for a couple years now. I have tried alot of things and been to specialists. I have nothing left to give and really just feeling my life slip away from me(I am a young person) I really do hate myself, please, someone have some miracle answer for me. Disclaimer, I am not interested in killing myself.",3.871333333333333,5.966527561904763,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761907,73.38095238095238,7.7142857142857135,26.904761904761905,8.515128840125781,2.0660476190476182,434,16,79,8,9,141,68,105,0.17600000000000002,0.679,0.145,-0.5551,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,1,6,0,11,3,0,1,0,13,14,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,14,2,16,13,2,18,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,2,6,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580788733930298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353327348699562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451120838360166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819667091522396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456586210568435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505798229719933,0.08315356280277221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776055043710108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623656040188212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649621180008231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194547105665704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482689257370089,0.17868121147064792,0.0,0.3484790170666716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673190561911286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779933709192842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359606225876556,0.17182083100654222,0.3610451634276369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070860782231654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044396444076088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934247853294318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752875142675442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092568224624745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165438283432302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356928812163471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852908214815434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118076981555103
anxiety,DepressedNobody13,2020/01/11,"I’m having really bad anxiety about tornadoes and I can’t stop worrying about it. I don’t know if this really belongs here, but I have a really bad fear of tornadoes. I live in the south which I think tornadoes happen more here and spring is coming up and I’m pretty sure that’s when most tornadoes happen. It used to keep me up at night before I had anxiety medicine, but it’s been keeping me up again lately. I’m not on the medicine anymore cause it made my depression worse. I know this is probably an irrational fear. I get nervous when it storms or even when it’s just really windy. Does anyone know how to get rid of this anxiety?",2.0064221824686896,4.281133720930235,3.9218604651162816,84.61889087656532,80.00775193798451,8.620393559928441,23.10137149672033,9.265573868473778,2.1577818723911752,506,17,102,15,13,171,78,129,0.28600000000000003,0.665,0.05,-0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,3,4,0,8,0,0,4,1,23,24,11,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,11,1,12,21,2,16,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,3,8,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33632860325856984,0.0,0.14533716499207835,0.10247042302813518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24472447932574876,0.0,0.0,0.12470235014245758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505461253650418,0.0,0.12623893147318094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622238327540014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824596089931584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679418966175424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298165905926315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531315402706819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591854790867654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605188545091679,0.0,0.0,0.2416183868453201,0.0,0.16531358229542314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294053948136802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386681460317633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752624832742322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909295254270036,0.15800453876846182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755320023368053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252147197828248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812063723054624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390264038466001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657122723773562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882755750100293,0.1493458851459276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dinorawr26,2020/01/11,"I'm struggling right now. I feel like I'm on the verge of an attack, I haven't had a full blown one in over a year now and I suppose I just need to let this out, to hope that typing this out loud helps in some way.

I've had to deal with a pretty major fear of mine the past few months, Dentists, sounds silly I know  but it's a full blown phobia that stopped me going for quite some time and that eventually had its consequences, I thought I'd been doing really well , I'd been going to my appointments and fighting through the phobia and the anxiety and the difficulty leaving the house , the headaches, the knotted stomach, it'd been hard but I was doing it and as stupid as it sounds I'd been proud of myself 

The appointments had all been leading up to three extractions which happened yesterday.

This evening I realised another tooth is potentially broken, most likely as a result of yesterday's extraction.

This wasn't something I was prepared for , not something I'd got my head around first , if this tooth comes out it will be a lot more visible and I'm terrified.

I feel like a broken human all over again, I'm already scared of leaving the house again, I'm scared of being seen, I just want to hide in a corner in the dark. I feel like a failure to my own body.

I really don't know what I want out of this post but I'm just hoping I can get past this again.",3.800899280575538,4.892050780575541,4.6446690647482,86.52002517985613,71.76978417266187,7.8621582733812945,26.48992805755396,8.238735603445708,1.5373174100719431,1079,35,226,16,20,349,141,278,0.203,0.6990000000000001,0.098,-0.987,0,0,2,0,2,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,11,16,3,4,21,0,23,6,5,2,2,42,47,14,0,6,8,0,4,4,0,1,1,3,0,1,18,14,0,1,6,0,0,4,4,7,1,3,15,8,21,9,34,27,12,38,0,0,1,0,4,18,0,7,18,152,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355021167546406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875630479030667,0.09393422076060452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093093737008422,0.0,0.13969165915356685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639230932413854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577294535191263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265913770748067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110181553343132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817319192185934,0.18625935043993574,0.2631641811150344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444534127074756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415284829999565,0.0,0.13956908073700666,0.0,0.09820659633974292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858303058941024,0.0,0.10999596380707324,0.0,0.12601824241937706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230372993811151,0.0,0.0,0.2439168889118604,0.0,0.28336697179763864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349646427324562,0.0,0.0,0.26003433366628564,0.0,0.12556137077447432,0.0,0.2399564949559229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439189686840554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801002234196343,0.0,0.0,0.09104742962819948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320586505698603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443441420190664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759913667287016,0.12492184889100265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306025671184705,0.0,0.0,0.15732518287951394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486222000289107,0.0,0.0,0.2458689632029867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905989828018502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265816423476276,0.0,0.12836705124309855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974817588875157,0.07159999412065833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448497657306297,0.09746520122310544,0.0,0.0,0.11040319960396372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907290829737823
anxiety,__PIVOT_,2020/01/11,"I feel like everyone's out to get me and I seriously think I might be losing it. I've recently been through hell. 

A horrible person decided to share private pictures and blog posts I made with everyone I work with. NO ONE did anything to stop it. NO ONE.. they all laughed. They didn't care. I wasn't a real person to them. I had to come forward and say ""THIS IS HAPPENING.. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!"" before they even started looking for the guy responsible. And by the time they fired him... I'd overheard so much shit that suicide was a daily thought. 

THEN, somehow.. ANOTHER account.. this one an old Reddit account that I only used for PMing an old friend was hacked. ONCE again it was passed around at work. 

People who don't understand anxiety punched me, scowled at me, talked shit until ONCE AGAIN.. I figured out what was happening and put an end to things. 

I recently found out the manager at our store goes through our phones to a ridiculous degree. 

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I'm so done. 

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This was the LAST job... if I couldn't make this work I swore I would end it all. I haven't been close to following through (yet) but I bough the rope. I tested it. 

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I can't quit. This was my LAST chance to prove I can function as a normal human being despite my anxiety. If I quit I'll just lock myself in the house and die. I WANT to be part of society. I WANT my life to mean something... even if its just to fulfill some shitty job. 

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WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS?",1.058543619322279,3.6265628356164403,2.2376640230713782,92.70607426099495,88.45205479452055,5.402451333813986,23.437635183850034,6.950104931194217,0.9366835616438354,1156,46,236,17,38,367,164,292,0.135,0.7709999999999999,0.095,-0.893,2,0,2,0,0,1,66.0,2,0,5,6,12,12,4,0,14,0,27,4,2,3,3,44,47,15,2,8,6,0,2,2,1,2,2,1,0,4,18,14,0,1,9,1,3,5,8,6,0,3,16,4,36,6,33,24,5,31,1,1,1,0,18,10,3,6,19,159,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413518276403838,0.38281494539997785,0.0,0.08258820773304898,0.12050452908000718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481393110366132,0.07011435499859328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702016049256784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030250862626905,0.0,0.0,0.06784598235781192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174191075058848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892464233574498,0.08060026977319858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951846667259513,0.0,0.0,0.10404233951433972,0.0,0.0,0.15051980867310272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03982413638283255,0.05626716841354615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635782287786511,0.060850871473937036,0.0,0.04114958697126027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798618065320713,0.13929691289614193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088009464710216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631709649247605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284021257222554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126302898277332,0.0769576949439063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613974944505671,0.08811387355052687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745259523308007,0.05257385404956965,0.0,0.0,0.08579426728093455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355341148532859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789870016604722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716946105130154,0.0,0.0,0.16529370543079955,0.16775666640263992,0.16011231323683678,0.059901602890972815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852909338667443,0.0,0.054603246039323185,0.13754285384005566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543166095504011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917697302842101,0.0,0.16754491302334654,0.0,0.08964772983343088,0.0,0.0,0.15553478484865915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263423601107633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169491500974892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126876566225073,0.0,0.0,0.05574773274035657,0.0,0.0,0.06584806706842004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615220114699691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330543947273973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052325582354427386,0.050467132512469655,0.0,0.06252776333008933,0.045926412673557834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199340748000691,0.0,0.0680245717384131,0.0,0.0,0.09291104277749776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106992370463314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720177377668533,0.0,0.0,0.05594984725328404,0.0,0.38281494539997785,0.0
anxiety,goodlycheese254,2020/01/12,"I'm a bilingual person but.. I got anxiety from a medical issue, the problem is that my anxiety keeps me away from using one of the language I know, everytime someone's talks to me in it I got so panicked, I end running away. I know that its not complicated talk in the language and if i misspell something they will help me but the help is going to make me nervous. Idk. I just needed to say it and if someone can help me with a tip would be really nice.",1.057765957446808,3.257433287234047,3.5164255319148943,86.59400000000002,83.14893617021276,6.313191489361702,26.421276595744683,7.554174236665415,1.6347651063829782,355,16,72,6,10,123,60,94,0.11699999999999999,0.747,0.136,0.7056,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,2,0,17,16,7,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,1,14,1,11,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833413248540997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479862146492041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640243212866274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524835338091587,0.0,0.2962284340148016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723890136992361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932913639763862,0.0,0.1646063329232002,0.0,0.0,0.20355233891668406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361647792674195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656052094672465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731683260119076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549026249422698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170170004722634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720284434943587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186381421729168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727137268691334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138235869862181,0.14256913407524446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976991359182535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599456254975937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315544234491362,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brittadactyl,2020/01/12,"Anxious about my first day back to college I haven’t been in school for two years, and when I was, I took online classes because of my social anxiety. I decided to challenge myself and take classes in person, and they start tomorrow. I’m pretty anxious but also proud of myself for getting out of my comfort zone. 

To combat my anxiety, I did some self care today by cutting my hair and getting it the color I want, planning my outfit, and packing my book bag. It helped a lot :) 

I wanted to wish you guys that are going through school some extra good vibes and tell you that I’m proud of you!",3.7892307692307696,5.291889974358977,4.809914529914535,83.7323076923077,72.33333333333333,6.567521367521367,28.384615384615394,6.937597516519254,1.5519333333333338,465,18,86,4,9,152,77,117,0.084,0.677,0.24,0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,5,4,7,1,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,15,17,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,2,20,6,16,13,4,13,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,3,8,63,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233682437211065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723204457796113,0.4021512307635733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686167495446327,0.0,0.10849974517253616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814704817593016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147874427408873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139637963751693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859826174702614,0.0,0.10115460046295596,0.1492877692817557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623596094077526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930150825007507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131891051416468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541213080321534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107763763915935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36026642577290263,0.0,0.0,0.1856801518224749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814362049512316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598072078251246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382471707016302,0.0,0.1555692315322356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871167619179622,0.0,0.1977510573638547,0.0,0.0,0.17386827295102586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996369829567255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467725076816187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146183438914695
anxiety,Grugisor,2020/01/12,"List of 10 albums to boost your mood! Hey guys! i have a small youtube channel and recently put together a list for people out there like myself (who deal with anxiety) of 10 albums that boost your mood! Check it out if this sounds up your alley! No rap or explicit lyrics in the list! 

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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enorhp3S-os&t=10s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enorhp3S-os&t=10s)",11.094885057471268,15.707911706896553,5.066206896551726,75.95781609195404,61.24137931034482,7.314942528735633,23.459770114942533,8.344100000000001,1.6048873563218389,341,8,46,5,6,83,47,58,0.035,0.8140000000000001,0.151,0.8035,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,9,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7486363152201323,0.27985707309327684,0.0,0.0,0.17618980245182675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374439212707997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804735835510914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125199291083275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596709303184685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315294759975221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274075773424117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27985707309327684,0.0
anxiety,nadzaghlar,2020/01/12,"Anxiety spike up after lack of sleep. When i get lack of sleep, for example i sleep 3 hrs, i have the feeling throughout the day that i might die. I might have a heart attack or something.
I feel that if i didn't get 7-8 hrs sleep, it means possoblr l death or a heart attack next day. 

Anyone else has the same?",2.2259090909090915,3.24992310606061,3.5034545454545487,93.45518181818184,75.51515151515152,6.492121212121212,22.29090909090909,6.742157984588678,0.32294909090909085,239,6,56,2,5,78,43,66,0.304,0.674,0.022000000000000002,-0.9571,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,0,6,6,6,0,0,11,11,4,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,5,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181740414925749,0.0,0.0,0.10801350737372943,0.15827935150445166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514784663419185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924902784958332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032213936637912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904523021904749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621584288126525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614151114574437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661106122847929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827011198476718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277501481843164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428742935567678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6183519398586639,0.0,0.0,0.11892349818328757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,houls99,2020/01/12,I need help! I been on a little dose sertraline for 1 year for my anxiety. Last Wednesday I went out drinking with some friends then slept all day on Thursday (like usual when I have a hangover) didn’t think anything of it till I couldn’t get out of my bed till Saturday and had some stomach pains And been dizzy not feeling like my self since. Today same thing but I just got a pain in my jaw and feel like my throat is closing and I am started to think that I am going to have a heart attack because heart attacks can come on in days. I got all the paperwork done in the summer to check my heart and they said everything was fine so I don’t know if this is anxiety or not ? (I also chew tobacco and don’t go more then 2 hours without having one and I have had 1 chew in 4 days),2.82918181818182,3.7493893272727306,4.004015151515151,90.84602272727274,73.9090909090909,7.196969696969697,25.87121212121212,7.492282038375204,1.082121212121212,609,20,138,7,12,199,104,165,0.156,0.8059999999999999,0.038,-0.9501,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,6,0,19,13,7,0,2,31,35,17,0,3,7,0,2,3,1,0,3,1,1,1,4,12,3,0,5,1,1,4,7,4,0,1,12,3,19,5,20,22,6,33,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,4,21,93,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538633676420477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016263488616352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844568568144336,0.0,0.0,0.2998430068775337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033332719079364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351886781495332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25496623555478104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485914791503933,0.0,0.12909658080880074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843752272570113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332662809728455,0.18829074416736208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181475446613833,0.0,0.06885086429134094,0.0,0.14978994840812865,0.0,0.2107968458542346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684883315033189,0.08833096410842407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977911734362418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724241600111642,0.10742024384105196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314667050454104,0.1320805841455467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771497895296104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929916402920741,0.0,0.2804515274940507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535523919050567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374777826940628,0.0,0.0,0.10901176214651744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932762602000591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755037012075574,0.16888168011095595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491430521675938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513969427758847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216360402330875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703352984424932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486354421624027
anxiety,Meek_Sheep,2020/01/12,"What the hell is happening? I’ve never posted here before so I really don’t know what I’m doing but here I go. As the title says what the absolute hell is happening? Everything feels like it’s falling apart at the fabric seams of the world. It fills me with so much dread and paranoia that I just want to shut down and fall into the void. Fires rage, floods swallow towns, the earth rattles while the war drums bang on, and now there is a “mystery” virus out there? It makes me think just what’s the point of doing anything when it feels like the world is ending. I’m not afraid of dying because I’ll be no more, I’m afraid of dying because I’m needed here on this plane of existence by so many people. My limbs are cold and my hands can’t stop shaking so I believe I’m having an anxiety attack of some sort. I’ve had treatment for anxiety and depression before and a year ago I went into a full blown delusional episode thinking that God was getting me ready for The End. Sorry again if this isn’t allowed but I just needed to vent it out to faceless strangers instead of my friends and family because they would either get bummed out or preach religion to me and just weird me out more.",3.4314144736842067,5.008782979166671,4.135482456140352,87.91144736842108,73.375,7.052631578947369,25.13157894736842,7.669130373188453,1.2233749999999994,945,30,191,12,19,301,142,240,0.19899999999999998,0.733,0.067,-0.9884,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,17,14,5,4,15,0,15,2,1,2,1,40,35,19,3,5,10,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,13,15,1,1,5,1,0,6,6,11,0,0,3,6,15,3,26,30,6,34,3,1,0,0,3,17,2,4,12,123,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095996524378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260368507611553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121574989620475,0.0,0.0,0.16807220231881426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701773710414232,0.0,0.2514266663817966,0.16644904424776458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724568948959292,0.0,0.3066554298385769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617023199913137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277651854541014,0.0,0.13927332584887442,0.0,0.14940056512368358,0.21108673087301635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414126472299167,0.0,0.1543730035728444,0.0,0.08396236009085349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26128673961200305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811924093273133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435370304969147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861561629647447,0.1497821625678658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860371762465973,0.2190902750500836,0.11394390705439054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242225641055054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965924840817126,0.0,0.1414912387121994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464412595207893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748641786214425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537951231688666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351477427850815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932784995144472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713912941984557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695370911076252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494814900528256,0.0,0.0,0.09513780509030956
anxiety,Appxiety,2020/01/12,"On a scale of ""I actually feel pretty good today"" to ""holy f*ck anxiety is kicking my ass"". How is your anxiety today? If you're like me, then anxiety kicks your ass OFTEN and it's pretty crappy to have to face it alone. Something I love about  Reddit is that I can be getting my ass kicked by anxiety but I can come on here and talk with others about it - you all join my #AssKickingTeam.

This is why a few others and I got together and made ""Appxiety"" - because we don't want anybody to get their ass kicked alone haha.

Apple store -- [https://apps.apple.com/us/app/appxiety/id1438270914?ls=1](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/appxiety/id1438270914?ls=1)

Google store -- [https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.appxiety](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.appxiety)

Let us know your thoughts you awesome people and let us know how you're feeling today! :)

It's Monday tomorrow too - ugh, mood killer :(",9.906984126984126,14.232268888888893,7.487751322751325,58.554166666666696,63.814814814814824,7.116402116402117,23.716931216931208,8.192908349453996,1.6444708994709,760,19,103,11,14,221,88,135,0.218,0.613,0.16899999999999998,-0.7457,0,2,1,0,0,0,79.0,3,5,1,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,11,6,5,3,1,21,23,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,18,4,11,17,2,9,0,0,0,5,11,2,4,2,7,65,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.1206638897306269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561267885297413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783655341945037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753754715784322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065129317285692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504161255483584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920332185960318,0.0,0.0,0.10371117455262767,0.0988936486209046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590885390687382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528795935208457,0.0,0.0604088069969889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159832967958128,0.11699996664140255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572286251044367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515916015776033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519127963738533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938463145903012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816374021373557,0.0,0.0,0.3516152632484697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949395805722356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293156655907956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157426966837344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,picklesoiree,2020/01/12,"My heart stopped for a noticeably long amount of time today. Driving home from a long weekend, I felt it. That sensation of an anxiety induced palpation or PVC or PAC or whatever. But this time it wouldn't start back up. It just stopped. I was terrified. Driving my 5yo daughter home, was I going to crash and kill her? WTF, just pump again.

It finally did and I was panicking. I pulled off at a park and walked around with my daughter while panickedly calling my PA sister--a levelheaded family member in medicine is handy. She listened to my explanation of the event, asked a couple of questions and reminded me that we have no family history of cardiac stuff, I have had an EKG recently that came back clear, I had a Holter monitor in 2016 and explained how the heart works. I then pointed out that I had been driving a lot, dealing with anxiety alone, drank too much coffee, not enough water and have not slept well in two days. She chuckled and said ""that won't help."" Her final statement, ""I'm a worrier, and phone consults err on the side of caution, but I'm not worried. You are most likely fine.""

Anxiety--especially my somaticism--make me wait, expectantly, for the event to happen again. I've been battling that for a couple of hours now and have been trying calming games, listening to Furiously Happy on Audible, drinking water and green tea, taking my meds and praying. I need to pray a bit more. I'm a Christian.

Anyone else dealing with this? I come here looking for support of people who understand the issue and have felt it. There's power in numbers. Thanks.",4.561697740112995,6.5671962474576295,5.243749999999999,79.36031426553674,71.27118644067797,8.57768361581921,31.274717514124287,9.188382445141503,2.963556497175142,1243,56,221,27,24,401,179,295,0.10300000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.094,0.7067,1,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,0,2,13,11,3,0,17,0,19,8,3,2,1,47,43,20,1,3,10,3,2,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,15,20,5,3,7,3,0,8,6,3,1,1,16,8,26,8,32,25,7,44,3,0,2,0,23,13,0,6,24,150,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153793872684174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704452070376856,0.0,0.0,0.07789521452703574,0.1141450207517103,0.0,0.09917183897805662,0.10414629430748966,0.0,0.0,0.17132328390808213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162267121264313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137544026281363,0.12741477596667458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596338492783664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24652948293910704,0.0,0.07184539297916295,0.22970216072469274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913203342740377,0.0,0.0,0.09306248946090814,0.0,0.0,0.11510855678280273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004071485867584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139277303005687,0.2440719752526246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331260500607536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851285814548057,0.11859002712269233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26402498518888423,0.07467074392955712,0.0,0.22349157076451065,0.0,0.10970901694987284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162752611837203,0.0,0.0,0.12325035472610202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544256317501074,0.0,0.0,0.19717540434417735,0.0935500381076853,0.0,0.0,0.0947104171978953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374305771028805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189365173538597,0.08260353823968687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268324785798372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772324629385753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531136595426807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479628971586315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999652381318617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596928336854801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788512591298786,0.0,0.0,0.18627494767531255,0.0,0.0,0.12752920361124498,0.0,0.12641823079941658,0.0,0.0,0.08376081179833103,0.0,0.0,0.1025644497170066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991938106235845,0.0,0.1055965390180727,0.0,0.0,0.07563498124539222,0.0,0.1088240499004104,0.1159739257964018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001642216316365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110234293451138,0.11313464096749465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,penguin2241,2020/01/12,"Lost the love of my life because of my foot fetish , thinking of quitting college Hello , 

Me and my ex had a a lovely relationship for 1.5 years before dumping me 4 months ago.

We were good together and she was the best girl i met so far , very loyal , supportive and a good girl , i was good also never mistreated her once , giving love and trying to make her happy all the time .

One day we were making out she started to tease me with her feet and ended giving me a footjob and I really liked it , later on I started asking for it sometimes she was ok with it sometimes no .

Last time before dumping me while making out i asked her to suck her toes and she didn't mind but said it is disgusting after doing it .

Relationship continued for 1 week after that then she dumped me out of blue, saying im the sweetest guy she ever met , ans I asked her if I did something wrong she denied and said im a good guy but we have different personalities.

I tried my best to get her back but she hated me and was enjoying her life to the fullest im the only one who was in hurt and said she is happy more without the relationship.

Found out from a foot that is close to her that the reason of dumping me was my foot fetish and she said it like im not a straight guy and have like Paraphilia and can't get enough of feet and she is not satisfied.

Im really hurt i have lost the best girl and the love of my life because of my foot fetish and im really ashamed and scared if someone knows about it because me and my ex are studying the same major in the same school . 

My foot fetish is something that i can control and i can have a normal sex without feet including if she get back to me but she thinks im not straight and I can't make out without feet included .

Tl;DR ; lost the love of my life because of my foot fetish and im really ashamed and scared if someone knows about it or if i can get a girl to get in a relationship with me after my ex reason thinking of quitting college for a year but it would a bad step for my future any advice please ?",3.200788105794224,4.2771968696682485,4.4830133007185475,87.16766625898182,73.19431279620855,7.340895887478979,25.22427763338939,7.717688229018142,1.1740395046628955,1597,49,342,20,31,528,158,422,0.163,0.6829999999999999,0.154,-0.7713,2,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,9,7,40,8,4,26,1,28,21,11,7,3,72,67,37,0,7,17,3,0,3,0,1,4,5,0,8,14,34,0,1,8,0,0,1,11,19,0,2,21,6,62,21,45,45,9,38,0,5,1,6,60,13,1,6,27,230,76,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056440614916853024,0.05119913246873222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046189187403950935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03927753597598521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198827553696216,0.0,0.0,0.0888249345280315,0.04822565909979118,0.14083537651377154,0.0,0.0982958965687779,0.0,0.18184090696439972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478069854254898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03724924121194592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603449940874917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115659477943473,0.05967962898338016,0.0,0.0,0.052245571168641515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332885181951192,0.0,0.0,0.15088129881543175,0.11081379862496203,0.0,0.19377924954812745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156900604852535,0.0,0.12296929120856873,0.0,0.057024234821415325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236626303925588,0.0,0.4991098766142205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348475906917793,0.047080617147304785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631852133513235,0.08465317264366276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891495951859267,0.0,0.2606450157060952,0.0,0.15421610697132254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058319286346052525,0.0,0.046102019971842566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454666111450984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659074303924006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151056565757365,0.07827686109993312,0.0439276907038146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043220590443053,0.0,0.0634011258260317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286584603892492,0.0,0.0,0.1480054498483616,0.118770036025451,0.0,0.2480426352624265,0.0,0.0,0.21976498331058786,0.045931614751145836,0.11565200763337813,0.05845435125021903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787661942906947,0.08893012161528505,0.1142486133185314,0.0,0.08176305951994307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554328645680381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102730882266328,0.0,0.0,0.06735850640697393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842801169694275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047656538888485526,0.0,0.0,0.046330119776448235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703044332083827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041029746558556866,0.0631494914860443,0.0,0.07438873516094698
anxiety,bmarex,2020/01/12,"My GF has fear of intimacy. What can I do to help her overcome this? My GF(24f) and I(27m) dated for about 3 months about a year ago and it's been a month since we got back together.

She has anxiety and fear of intimacy. I've always been physically intimate with other partners in the past. However, cuddling and kissing is a no go for her.

Her fear is that everytime we get close, like when hugging, she thinks I'm going to try to kiss her, and if I do, I'll turn it into a makeout session. And just thinking about it makes her pretty anxious.

I've told her many times that I'd never do such thig. That we can as slow as she needs. I even got a couple reusable dust masks that I put on everytime we hug, so that way she can know for sure that I won't kiss her unless she wants me to. She thinks that's cute, and she appreciates my patience and efforts to hold myself back.

It's been a couple weeks, and I feel like I created a comfort zone for her. My concern is that she won't want to get out it. And I really love her and want to kiss her every time I see her. We're talking marriage and we haven't even kissed yet!

What else can I do to help my GF overcome her fear of intimacy?",2.4014782973369684,3.464315115537853,4.229834346823235,88.2661564269239,75.13545816733068,7.515286223526946,24.76431117634724,8.032893268588372,1.1887800796812753,918,29,209,14,19,312,130,251,0.08800000000000001,0.725,0.187,0.9809,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,5,0,0,1,12,17,0,4,8,0,19,10,0,1,2,37,40,18,0,5,3,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,17,21,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,6,2,42,13,26,32,0,24,0,0,1,10,34,5,0,1,17,136,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796558938904004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134476492716392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931742833416402,0.1375958114862924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730857235947385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26953187237887755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174566844337124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089138716105822,0.0,0.10261912832696303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482214268708987,0.061584164437613366,0.08701171869008767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726769043862535,0.0,0.13843995265009984,0.0,0.19482418993387526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632757687503722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693638250912652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900761122865855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099264436139028,0.0,0.08130036623477171,0.12348292420131585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443422254566686,0.0,0.0,0.09031084664369456,0.09393726593861908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626890794968316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391121840245665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243950954217635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802620305835843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705634792557276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075164155039422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479212232287797,0.0,0.0,0.09789572225262876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412757711546106,0.0,0.0,0.14204148574266745,0.0,0.0,0.1163821427203432,0.0,0.08269208968181391,0.13248003558237192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551687454594004,0.09667669781235068,0.09769811414644296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843320041078539
anxiety,small-banana,2020/01/12,Anyone else get nauseous during anxiety attacks? Some people have told me in the past I’m dramatic for throwing up/dry heaving while having an anxiety attack in the past. Even people with anxiety have said “well I have anxiety and that doesn’t happen to me so you’re faking and being dramatic” and it’s made me feel like there’s something wrong with me. So does anyone else get this feeling sometimes? Also I’ve been diagnosed by a psychiatrist with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Major depression.,4.7946764346764335,7.700004120879125,5.988498168498173,70.13705738705741,73.72527472527473,9.31916971916972,30.990231990231987,9.725611199111238,3.919204151404152,409,19,60,12,9,136,64,91,0.27,0.669,0.061,-0.9596,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,16,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,4,3,5,2,8,11,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403116133090214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454143160665204,0.0,0.0,0.1994079664403802,0.2922057100117948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244390813934072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281470118111534,0.14472837401862962,0.0,0.0,0.1634233451606289,0.0,0.12478364737551373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382354537176111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418099366289964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419809296137803,0.10186810209232397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899737963839446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609406643460638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966348713087568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349244601179179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224132940912976,0.19771135455847624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563810967060375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097746638883486,0.1410276169530851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625323318328994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820777160011412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590250135020972,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jewdiful,2020/01/12,"The importance of mindfulness I was in the grocery store, with earbuds in and music playing through them. I got in there and it was packed. As I began walking into the store and saw all of the people, I felt a twinge of anxiety, but before it became full-bore a sudden thought occurred to me: “just slow down.” 

So I did. I lifted up head a little bit more to really take in everything around me as I moved through the store. And despite it still being packed, it seemed to become less busy the longer I was there. Time also seemed to slow way down. I just patiently navigated around, picking up the few things I needed. Looking people in the eyes and giving genuine smiles when crossing paths, got many smiles back. 

When I reached the front to pay, I quickly dismissed the self-checkout (despite only buying four items) and decided I’d much rather wait in line for a cashier. In my older years I’ve really grown to dislike the impersonality of self-checkouts — I much, *much* prefer having a short interaction with a real person. The customer in front of me barely acknowledged the cashier, they weren’t exactly unfriendly but it was an interaction devoid of humanity. Purely transactional. 

When my turn came, the cashier began scanning my first item without greeting me at all. So I leaned on the counter a little bit and softly asked her how her night was going. Without looking up she (also quietly) said she didn’t hear me. “Oh, just wondering how your night is going.” She began talking about her crappy night and that she was sick, almost called in, was taken out of her department to cashier. She didn’t feel good and wanted an easy night, yet she was stuck up there. I commiserated, telling her I hate cashiering at my job too (stocker), and so on. I said how much working sucks when you’re sick, that “it’s like work-work instead of just work” and she smiled. I told her that I hope she felt better. When my items were all bagged up and my receipt printed, I genuinely wished her a good night. At that point she looked into my eyes for the first time and said, “Thank you, you too.” 

And as she began scanning for the customer behind me, she greeted them, sounding a little more present herself. 

I just wanted to share this experience because you can practice mindfulness anywhere and it truly makes everything better. I could have had a negative, anxiety-filled experience in a busy grocery store on a weekend evening, and instead I was able to have a moment of connection with another human being. Hopefully making their night a little better too. All it took was that spark, that reminder to “just slow down.” 

Be as present as you can, and you’ll be able to access so much peace in whatever moment you’re in. The key for me in managing my lifelong battle with anxiety has been to put my attention on the things and the people around me, instead of spending so much time in my head. Finding that balance between looking within and looking without. The longer I’ve been using it as my main coping strategy, the less anxiety I’ve been feeling in my daily life.",5.49105095134721,6.966316759162304,5.676194611160773,79.25918018133062,68.14485165794065,8.173140935597837,31.25309666709233,8.556025622055003,2.5152821606435967,2425,99,427,37,41,768,255,573,0.08199999999999999,0.792,0.126,0.9789,2,0,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,6,4,7,40,14,3,0,38,0,32,7,4,7,6,80,80,42,0,9,12,0,5,1,0,1,3,6,0,3,19,30,0,1,13,2,7,13,7,3,0,3,37,21,72,11,81,37,21,92,0,0,10,0,46,43,1,6,36,321,91,6,0.1319336359500817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605623931488938,0.0,0.0,0.10550728100297056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917196039964657,0.15139330557535613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617336132608696,0.06167006994080956,0.0,0.0,0.05072441113414048,0.0,0.040212759955717006,0.07285516770376163,0.05613290341103655,0.0,0.0,0.17502686928696706,0.14403735994536274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673594966849212,0.07544846600261916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266913638423782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357046112463688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185734448619778,0.12905641203906476,0.0,0.0,0.06670961049857181,0.0,0.1266769804690588,0.0,0.06029247653951551,0.11222268334081033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328138276324373,0.07498092572226503,0.11065967428596823,0.10551938103629377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512857559784442,0.13540197333967693,0.0,0.07434939818016773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103986952789914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546188799323217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659431440634918,0.032228055149922816,0.2644643268635555,0.0,0.0,0.276977564656924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806672647815247,0.0668799995251968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332153622576902,0.0,0.0,0.0701122877707631,0.2909592087060762,0.048913559665977296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714323397286378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017073764868291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371992567607006,0.05759968099702136,0.0,0.0,0.06235996534631235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631487222229893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508468082998275,0.08452006554344804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882486504307388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010742708812586,0.13763555595277607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268118604768023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959883744543931,0.053021629509684406,0.057657906515384674,0.06073338306991082,0.0,0.0,0.08765084531700068,0.0,0.0,0.05237028490711061,0.11539734615703187,0.0,0.0,0.0630341215210305,0.07329156200428368,0.0,0.07175295510820656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697415056761779,0.0,0.0,0.07781787676599675,0.0523613896059542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585858510955798,0.190768975489651,0.07153820013787493,0.1920985165873597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424804679688424
anxiety,Alexapro_,2020/01/12,"Came back to school to start a new semester, and I’m overcome with anxiety and homesickness. Need support and advice. I am a senior in college, tomorrow I begin my last semester ever, which is crazy.

I have always felt at home here, I love my apartment - my bedroom is so small and cozy it’s my safe place with its little string lights, candles, rock salt lamps. Sometimes I even felt more comfortable here than at home.

However I just got back today after a month gone and I feel out of place and uncomfortable. It does not help that right before the semester ended my grandmother passed unexpectedly (and my dog who was my everything, passed two weeks prior to her). So it’s been a difficult time for me emotionally, but I never had to be away from my family. During the break I grew super close to them as we all grieved and coped together. I spent as much time at happy hour with my parents and uncles, as I did with my actual friends. This was the first time I ever felt hesitant to come back to school. 

It’s not school anxiety, it’s my last semester I’d genuinely have to try to fail at this point, and I actually signed up for relaxing classes like painting and yoga. It might just be that now I have to deal with these difficult situations on my own rather than with the comfort of my family? It’s just hard, because if this place no longer feels like home it’s making my anxiety worse.

I’m hoping I’ll adjust overtime, but in the meantime support and advice is appreciated.

TL;DR: first time back at school and my apartment since losing my grandmother, struggling to cope without my family around.",4.271074918566775,6.209385006514663,5.227213029315962,79.45809641693812,71.89902280130293,8.820794788273616,27.263713355048857,9.3871,2.509388638436482,1275,46,235,30,25,417,170,307,0.131,0.725,0.14300000000000002,0.8776,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,1,5,17,20,0,1,9,0,15,1,0,1,4,51,35,21,1,4,10,1,6,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,17,25,0,1,6,3,1,6,5,7,0,3,12,8,35,13,41,20,4,57,0,4,0,1,9,22,0,3,30,160,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.16972445180970322,0.0,0.0,0.1699562361406348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235922957824556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957674273412268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774144877726691,0.0,0.0,0.08170352521154138,0.2674731940830577,0.0,0.05301113954683055,0.0,0.0739981334076069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946119501032966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490993779760126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965385383602706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610090517759416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782038192556898,0.0770223917235198,0.0,0.0,0.05743748495107982,0.1573239526876344,0.0,0.0,0.07815570777843478,0.0,0.24593969194905424,0.0,0.08794105341560232,0.06212556645840321,0.25049105419814754,0.0,0.0,0.14793941856889886,0.0,0.0,0.06718651331485359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955133941527564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925725115038102,0.0779007408686673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828869820786379,0.0,0.2616894924587219,0.08637274359421758,0.08563990986490337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177103664306254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497033930309084,0.08715862422749103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728807156133196,0.0,0.0,0.0784864691915276,0.0,0.05804771336146724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225278549486099,0.0,0.0,0.06941212285193521,0.0,0.06392696925113019,0.0644811134585331,0.06707034346461198,0.08398830127768434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656084853468312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725698881952613,0.0,0.08220706135936097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426494886381554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520401589942056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193574494518387,0.09774876837530068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600749802473563,0.0,0.06155204843100881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091141209965486,0.0,0.0,0.19736656460770766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028326274943858,0.0,0.08242967018550043,0.0,0.0,0.05904139109594449,0.0,0.0849490961063223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697555544774792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382812480436781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862155941953519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrniceguyz5543,2020/01/12,"WELL FUCK I didnt got to rugby today it was meant to be a good day of training really planned out but I didnt go as I was freaking out about life and everything.
I've got to go tuesday and I'm really worried I let them down and will be punished and dissapointed",0.5073684210526324,2.5410438596491254,3.434298245614034,87.36092105263157,84.08771929824562,6.60701754385965,23.535087719298247,7.793537801064563,1.2526982456140343,208,8,46,4,6,74,39,57,0.228,0.7070000000000001,0.065,-0.8931,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,2,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,0,8,15,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,7,0,5,2,9,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199684394188584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536248216569253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26089105820921593,0.0,0.0,0.3207636235266147,0.2366975184710341,0.4514051898860007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885705061028616,0.19932750870640265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36157145598394463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674943519071463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537333495849966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865896718325988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,workinmylifeaway,2020/01/12,"About to breakdown Does anyone else's anxiety and depression hit them so hard to the point they can't even eat? Cause I'm at the part right now. I have been at work since 7 am and I don't get off until 6:30. We have been so crazy that it's now 5 and I'm just now being able to sit down to eat. However, I can't. I took one bite and feel so sick. I know it's because my anxiety has been so high today. I just want to go home and crawl into bed and never get up again.. I don't know if I can continue to do this.",-0.4594992295839759,0.9242948220339002,2.1936363636363647,98.44173343605551,83.83050847457628,5.985824345146379,16.65947611710323,6.980632752743323,-0.4018237288135595,391,7,105,5,11,136,74,118,0.149,0.8390000000000001,0.012,-0.9328,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,1,12,1,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,1,1,17,25,12,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,8,2,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,2,12,0,14,19,1,20,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,8,67,16,1,0.19431323696366706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29729818883697456,0.0,0.0,0.13586833329279266,0.1990968741452452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845154570279183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961322040624244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736170626683114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004482312070146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976619035332397,0.16232377575317067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283420604027182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825061106833607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030412926608404,0.0,0.11043269051675507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406649331004587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530260338912398,0.1949120200074878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135789466101403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986634737746218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167167823267975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210422299944942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368881651937152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594244265748276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073791759393094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841862281911205,0.0,0.21588915597784453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114610981643542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414623507690324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MarinelordGG,2020/01/12,"I went to groceries, i cleaned my appartment and I cooked myself a burger with potatoes for the first time in 3 months. I just needed to tell anyone, I feel like I finally got my shit together for the first time in a long time.",8.295652173913044,5.665259434782609,8.25826086956522,76.8204347826087,63.34782608695652,11.808695652173913,36.04347826086956,10.125756701596842,3.294078260869564,178,6,37,3,2,58,32,46,0.08800000000000001,0.852,0.061,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,9,1,7,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,9,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873135018896876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354522100624604,0.19137922395366705,0.0,0.2934581840187023,0.0,0.4557307519574814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425448685680545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087653378414973,0.0,0.0,0.2370724292787212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382562705926256,0.0,0.0,0.19863554019463173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27498315824588365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23414589912051095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686229002235705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483348380904266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ginx_minx,2020/01/12,"How have meds been working out for you? I have struggled with anxiety for years and it going better even though I put a lot of effort in it. I have been adviced to start taking medication like antidepressants to help me get over this bump and start making progress with my anxiety. I am scared to death by them, since my father has tried a lot of these and has had pretty extreme reactions to them in the first weeks (depressed feelings, suicidal etc). But I do think they might give me that push to get over or at least get a functional relationship with my anxiety. 

What has your experience been treating anxiety with medication? And which one? I'd like to know the good, the bad and the ugly.",6.5163636363636375,6.994495333333332,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,65.36363636363636,10.236363636363636,31.65151515151515,10.125756701596842,3.00690606060606,552,20,105,12,8,176,86,132,0.182,0.691,0.127,-0.8095,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,3,5,4,9,0,2,7,0,13,2,0,2,0,20,25,9,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,4,1,15,5,21,20,4,14,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,4,7,79,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463287647959408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529065291244143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235814989968224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090210886639184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748010640457555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506938159050816,0.09775868017404124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478139757169442,0.0,0.0,0.07483789830235697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589654924243598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319860932075383,0.14198391063217344,0.08411703878768093,0.12414309405333042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920744633434092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134198511405201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461963700683345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516642566284652,0.0,0.0,0.0987972897868226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644048540432623,0.29820739370486177,0.0,0.1570143706681746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029486389681792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057856587009938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879012562702507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589064890612634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818302882859616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243473907618277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952334600824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473135126285747,0.0,0.161898041076982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112844978381755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483831850796667,0.14541828674578575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048853068853623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872405183365535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775245981016664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531307162277083
anxiety,allecmc,2020/01/12,"Celexa- just started, anxiety is worse? I've read that initially it can cause anxiety to skyrocket before things get better...please let me know if this is your experience because I am close to panic, and I don't have panic attacks, just generalized anxiety.",7.534057971014493,8.856743130434785,8.346521739130434,62.53253623188408,63.34782608695652,12.220289855072465,39.2463768115942,11.855464076750405,5.53112463768116,208,11,31,7,3,70,38,46,0.289,0.664,0.047,-0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,10,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919322184664615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438544307290945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066596399686028,0.0,0.1823963325129336,0.0,0.0,0.18957543680097988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220196821545442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096757410785848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198919389057847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780132873179627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191877222827902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029878263704759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352922803805501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440832370166868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517182579543334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240482636727506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844128595328294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Evry1HasToCatchDaBus,2020/01/12,"Uncomfortable encounters Be me, studying in library, go for a smoking break, four girls stand in a circle at the smoking area. One looks at me and looks back to her friends giggles a bit. Over a course of 5 minutes they've all looked at me and each other.

Thank you for increasing my anxiety even further.

Why do people do this?",4.233333333333333,6.023719952380954,4.682730158730159,83.93171428571429,71.69841269841271,7.5796825396825405,31.647619047619052,8.238735603445708,2.3874342857142863,259,12,49,4,5,82,50,63,0.068,0.816,0.11599999999999999,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,3,10,7,4,13,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,0,1,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489382239498894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600088370997464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066787404704807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553705989182664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170287949661808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964646858660522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7076758199382812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035050531101355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474621155149527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586223106485244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534757436721554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aaanonymoussss,2020/01/12,"I feel like I am going to be alone forever I am at a new highschool since 4 months (after spending a year homeschooled, isolated and with depression) and I've barely talked to anyone because I feel like every word coming out of my mouth is going to be a disaster. 
I just feel like I don't look like the other kids at all, when it comes to having fun, like going out or shit like that, they are way more advanced than me.
I don't know what to do I'm so fucking sad all the time and so awkward I feel like I'm never gonna be really fully happy",2.230306513409964,3.395500344827589,4.288390804597704,87.27346743295023,75.72413793103449,6.879693486590037,22.371647509578548,7.3871296695380915,0.7787291187739465,424,11,91,5,9,146,75,116,0.14,0.645,0.215,0.8214,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,14,2,1,5,0,11,3,2,0,3,19,26,7,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,5,0,1,6,3,5,0,0,0,5,11,9,13,22,3,18,0,2,1,1,3,4,2,1,14,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877419367628304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719202251437672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345121446713088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641114574290117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203841801414304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916318496674473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100555209135555,0.4380746903105081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172483163448635,0.0,0.0,0.261374446009116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631923724005427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425053395000859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242678264046998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873470921091518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236385096993938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823562189148082,0.14805961204620335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098208911556614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736185908865308,0.12681264327069405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123217995386607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939137856188002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168365104139928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872118519574496
anxiety,Norco-10mg,2020/01/12,Anxiety about College I had an incident that caused me tremendous anxiety and sent me into DP/DR I’m so scared to go back to college. Just the idea of sitting in a room for an hour with no escape around a bunch of people freaks me the duck out. What if I dissociate? How can I distract myself without being weird. I’m so depersonalized I forgot what acting normal is like,2.6957142857142853,4.919803243243244,4.638262548262549,80.63743243243248,77.37837837837839,6.93127413127413,25.43629343629344,7.957251820313856,1.697542857142857,296,11,55,5,7,101,57,74,0.17300000000000001,0.75,0.077,-0.737,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,9,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,3,0,8,1,12,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,42,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621943840244391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689231796286252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322877276843353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103285284371149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716840912123484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974967286693013,0.0,0.0,0.3410216130092908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758538406022764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29598299572975795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943041611426846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302443702300854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912029325944162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoLightOnlyDarkness,2020/01/12,"In what way has your life improved or declined after starting anxiety medication? I booked an appointment with a doctor with the intention of asking for medication for anxiety (I think I also have depression but it's more manageable at the time and I'm actually anxious about talking about my issues, so focusing on just the anxiety for now is easier)

Now I'm working on not chickening out before the appointment comes.

Also I've taken 5htp in the past and it did nothing for the anxiety part of my issues, so I'm just wondering in what ways the SSRI that I'm likely to be prescribed is different.",8.160471976401174,7.812684530973453,9.402787610619471,61.19350294985252,62.09734513274336,13.551032448377581,40.07227138643068,12.745084868956482,5.711455457227138,484,24,77,17,6,169,73,113,0.105,0.8759999999999999,0.019,-0.765,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,10,2,0,0,9,0,6,4,0,1,0,14,16,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,19,13,2,16,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,7,60,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.15902969051063112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606450518358169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986691042131128,0.18410332120762707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523496617829456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867065268085718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403793513203392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403609495068663,0.0,0.0,0.17026305284839174,0.0,0.1668009100647031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340184868465157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510653462252815,0.07961614615850725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283388609477971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636868191902298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764745023010329,0.1555679048330116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534700048115393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098456562047198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442097054082028,0.0,0.0,0.0950258187077738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587070196161171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767278779807858,0.11863998232521558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SureNarwhal,2020/01/12,"DAE not remember much from their past? I don't really remember much at all and most of the things are bad, even going back to when I was a kid.  Most of the memories I do have, and there aren't many, are just flashes of things, usually negative things, that happened.  A lot of the memories aren't even really memories, like I can say that I did x and sometimes a couple things about it, but I don't actually have any specific memories about it.  I can't envision it.  It's like I'm just saying what someone told me.  And, even with more recent memories, it seems they fade quickly.  Is this normal?  When other people talk, it seems like their memories aren't like this and they remember everything.",5.069452614379081,5.890320830882356,6.181274509803924,77.66045751633989,68.63235294117646,11.044444444444444,29.816993464052292,10.980518767755715,3.404960130718953,547,20,107,17,9,183,75,136,0.036000000000000004,0.861,0.10300000000000001,0.8642,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,0,12,5,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,0,1,20,21,8,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,16,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,3,2,12,4,10,18,7,10,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,5,12,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.1361277851812412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486193231777723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726366506902248,0.11647317215371318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434945726237154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640699484613784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253698366465118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927868183594411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335568149368704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27260242050207745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859434674755473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414268536290353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050909375689178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366762731573428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316453212105253,0.0967088284572419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872917199747124,0.0,0.13773528057499207,0.0,0.4740646689593357,0.0,0.0,0.22186532945617765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539834873077837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819434464333575,0.0,0.13796492008369396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212144570984893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706992631313775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332942216100198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536349236605347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FreedomAndFear,2020/01/12,"Vomiting from anxiety- Need advice This is something that I've been dealing with on and off my whole life. It started when I was 10 years old and dealing with bullying and a death in the family. I missed so much school because I would vomit every single morning... I even got testing and procedures done to make sure it wasn't a medical issue & it wasn't. It has always been caused by my anxiety. Since then, I've gone through periods of doing this (usually when starting a new job or school) and then it would subside for a while. I've been at my current job for a few months now and I'm back to doing it everyday. It's like I can't function or relax until I make myself puke. My doctor has tried to put me on numerous medications and none have worked. I do smoke weed which sometimes helps my nausea depending on the strain, but I wouldn't smoke or consume THC in any other form before work due to the nature of my job. I'm thinking of trying CBD if anyone wants to give me some insight on that. Aromatherapy was also helping for a while but it has lost its affect. Does anyone else struggle with this? I have never met anyone else who has to this extent. It ruins my mornings and it has caused some medical and dental issues... I'm getting desperate for a cure.",3.2978571428571435,5.112996880952379,4.636031746031748,83.19785714285716,74.23809523809524,7.339682539682538,25.88888888888889,8.11559375814309,1.6958841269841276,1002,35,190,16,21,332,148,252,0.11,0.857,0.033,-0.9423,4,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,2,10,0,23,7,0,6,2,35,40,24,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,20,12,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,12,0,19,3,28,25,9,31,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,7,22,135,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433215631879213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538208748374297,0.08883927560290207,0.11568275342178792,0.0,0.07260569413179524,0.0,0.16335398957883804,0.0,0.0,0.22396336541063344,0.2187922424386915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209776743075373,0.0,0.06508459616934148,0.0,0.09085144502250377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193596675015079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014561172706792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928126043600082,0.09343312979019323,0.10926042140574646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838141884760314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051905589996255,0.0,0.08995638827640197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065108119634493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055781714202740064,0.1024213022612416,0.0,0.0,0.08539187947244689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312827139828016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287546988027088,0.317851389649503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541318079793796,0.05216130295622212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165495519000905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425365315660589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226716619283807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522095589143068,0.0,0.07848654101019938,0.07916689333363014,0.08234582875693515,0.10311690558506198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203473612374844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733102337075956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610921571764752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831934098986867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219498816130585,0.10559598085097252,0.0,0.15114144875112293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161677704482367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006272894254923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841242815896421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144976513600921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758953252070825,0.0,0.06297435303679559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192023190847578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545630778123656,0.0,0.0,0.15168941507721126,0.0,0.0,0.06875489535862314
anxiety,lxrnzzz,2020/01/12,"I'm afraid I'm in a simulation I have this weird thought about how nothing is real.

My conspiracy is that I'm the only Human and every single animal and human on earth is just my imagination. 

Like I'm the only one in this simulation and everyone including you is programmed and actually not real. 

sounds weird but it gives me mixed emotions.

just feeling lonely.",2.8829347826086966,5.736849666666673,5.388242753623189,71.79366847826088,81.31884057971014,8.08768115942029,26.01630434782609,8.841846274778883,2.791447826086957,293,12,48,8,8,103,46,69,0.121,0.828,0.051,-0.5893,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,12,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,5,1,4,11,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.25399519848397056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927793497995231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929666328874692,0.2487081695300278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160511098441724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496837663887237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715939257082948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497451530790977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637209213145474,0.3959085023628704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925099954868409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066328106542729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Idkwhattocallthis027,2020/01/12,Relationships are so much harder with anxiety Everything feels like the end of the world and super important and I get so worked up over the smallest things. It’s fucking exhausting. And trusting someone in that way? Feels like a death wish,3.6221705426356574,6.8719196279069825,3.67011627906977,81.51432170542634,85.27906976744184,7.517829457364342,28.096899224806204,8.344100000000001,2.8544294573643416,196,9,32,5,6,60,36,43,0.151,0.556,0.293,0.7888,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,6,5,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501356516364728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489397133407593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25260264002379124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28422930187299583,0.4015850549227905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598395915341162,0.14684459525712815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746278249123664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066147394804977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30175807627904266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814502986846756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867267578601917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309590929359308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232102919747149,0.0,0.0,0.20461829582123064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bombzombie,2020/01/12,"I decided to draw anxiety from my point of view https://m.imgur.com/a/ZEZjhvb

I dont know why it gives a potential NSFW warning.
It's just how the disorder makes me feel personally I guess.",5.8472549019607865,8.566693529411769,5.835882352941179,73.40813725490199,69.58823529411765,11.5921568627451,31.92156862745098,11.20814326018867,4.604345098039216,156,7,26,6,3,49,31,34,0.214,0.7859999999999999,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567217048194241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846096310736824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933032713768216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968192421007078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219238341729213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696848533221651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442881035295705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240056791819347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29301999014579994,0.0,0.0,0.31723641719845297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30281338160702986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CorpsWimps,2020/01/12,"I feel like an alien This is the best way I've come up with to explain it. I genuinely feel like an alien. I don't feel like I'm a human. Either that or I am a human, except when everyone else was born they were given a handbook on how to go through life and what to say and how to act, only I wasn't, and nobody is telling me. Like it's some elaborate joke or something.

I don't know how to talk to people. I never know what to say. And somehow I'm so incredibly slow like I have to ask for clarification a million times and I hardly ever understand peoples' tone or what they're trying to say to me. In situations like ordering food, going to the doctor, etc. I somehow always stumble over my words and don't get what people are saying and I have to repeat myself and nothing ever goes smoothly, and then I get anxious because I don't know how to act like a normal person. And people don't understand me either, I'm so bad at articulating what I mean or making jokes. And sometimes I just say things!! I blurt stuff out or talk at inappropriate volumes and I annoy people. I don't know when to stop, I don't get the social cues that I have to be quiet or nobody cares about what I'm saying. I have a few interests that I'm comfortable talking about because I know what I'm saying but I annoy people because I'm so obsessed with them. I just don't understand how to act and I don't get how every other fucking person in the world seems to have at least some idea of how to act and what to say and how the world works because I'm (almost) an adult and I have no idea how anything works or what to do. I don't know if I even got THIS point across but I really do feel like an alien and I don't know if it's my social anxiety or if I genuinely am an idiot or maybe I was actually born on a different planet I don't know.",2.1506676089125385,3.4603859407216504,4.406238776188894,85.76463418689727,76.19072164948453,6.9652144995011644,23.083139341536413,7.601502580125103,0.9484441968739604,1427,41,307,19,31,497,155,388,0.068,0.8540000000000001,0.078,-0.5486,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,3,23,20,4,1,17,0,30,4,0,10,3,82,69,46,0,4,19,0,6,8,0,0,2,9,0,5,20,21,1,1,21,2,0,7,15,6,0,1,6,15,41,14,39,62,8,35,0,0,0,1,23,14,1,18,20,211,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.07177456666591868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365008694058392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061199812895331815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562658437390742,0.08309100054841971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052570052653348,0.0,0.06875968205093877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141149985219708,0.17934252979441498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718659208686669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498952009050983,0.0,0.0,0.0633571446785061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684449864783448,0.0,0.07528193635373141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144190946735111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202812221438104,0.04857933608018042,0.1330610693971779,0.06196937214868264,0.07028054546242983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875713979329894,0.2101776409412658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893741833035483,0.0,0.0,0.06799614639827986,0.15370816337800244,0.0,0.08360075831754958,0.0,0.05882496239449031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588669881310477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605886572791598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32337094774598674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195081255845886,0.2874640262098879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049095453578346174,0.0,0.07389124827261981,0.08011793205436163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056726591684082124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206376175385568,0.07057357873754064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593838262702666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059434594948684,0.12844271963342924,0.0,0.0,0.06952888806572527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711826044035538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679217503967102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695750877583187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267371515956619,0.0,0.14995071159157106,0.0,0.056622680253390185,0.07274321212911211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061491415807814524,0.0,0.0,0.08419759484316118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773510419434128,0.06428627896037307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048863608078258215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042887821374265125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993588391159765,0.0,0.0,0.22970563620100734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838087267464315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709111353109688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amstpierre,2020/01/12,"taking an anti psychotic for anxiety i have depression and anxiety taking prozac 40mg and buspirone 7.5mg twice a day. my depression is under control but not my anxiety. i get very paranoid and think people are talking about me/following me. my psych NP is trying for the second time to get me on olanzipine. i just don't like the idea of being on an anti psychotic, i don't think i'm psychotic. have any of you taken an anti psychotic and it worked really well for your anxiety??",4.525136778115503,6.015704765957447,6.468419452887537,72.60500000000002,70.48936170212765,10.477811550151976,30.44984802431611,10.608840637214634,3.7521720364741635,384,16,66,12,7,134,59,94,0.245,0.684,0.071,-0.914,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,16,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,1,0,11,2,10,14,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351102786413018,0.0,0.6079634197588353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283827162715547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813317419911893,0.0,0.342248285052458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076058369565599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242873055396534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706577784265408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774078221557753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272804993525422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987676243159498,0.15969271763067788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546142514471998,0.0,0.0,0.1158528194725927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489174219248382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393310039204426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786385894300549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464254706211085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aleksandar27697,2020/01/12,"Anxiety about possibly getting HIV from oral sex is killing me (Male/22) I am 22 years old male. I lost my virginity to a foreign Chinese girl who was in my country for couple of weeks. She assured me she was 100% healthy. I first gave her oral sex, then we had protected intercourse. This happened on thursday 9th of january, and its 12th of january now and the thought of maybe having HIV has crippled me. I can't work (I am a programmer), play video games, can't sleep, can't stop googling when I should be programming or enjoying my free time. Basically I wake up thinking about hiv and fall asleep thinking about hiv.",4.723945386064031,6.408698720338986,4.9233333333333364,83.11705273069681,70.27118644067797,8.973258003766476,35.14500941619586,9.444778638647367,3.346160828625236,491,26,95,11,9,154,86,118,0.081,0.7809999999999999,0.138,0.7988,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,3,5,6,1,0,3,0,13,10,3,0,1,11,20,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,3,3,1,1,3,2,0,1,6,0,17,5,13,12,0,14,0,1,0,7,9,3,0,1,10,57,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195664670631704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830065504254361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175592998300316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363017046465714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261780929722641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829735195474452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792050533151859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569570772434224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26838940144015844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883441911281228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559564416998523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138366159851557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32777638935787445,0.0,0.2030541807967428,0.14914255053602465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516465101974427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620486305880168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647086060076864
anxiety,IanxietyI,2020/01/12,"Best SSRI/SNRI for Crippling Anxiety? Title says it all.. Id like to know which SSRI/SNRI has worked the best for you guys for reducing anxiety.

Ive had severe anxiety since i was 5, now 27 and still struggling to function in day to day life. Ive tried Paxil which worked for 3-4 months than pooped out. Cymbalta which worked really well (felt like cocaine in a sense), but ended up pooping out after 6 months. After a one year break, i started using Effexor which made me even more depressed, then back to Cymbalta/Paxil for any hope of them working again but they did not.

 Now just feeling depressed, full of anxiety and stuck in my room.",3.3502346041055735,5.4732671612903285,4.222492668621701,84.86737536656894,74.96774193548387,7.412316715542523,25.788856304985337,8.296473431620573,1.7917354838709685,504,18,95,9,11,162,86,124,0.177,0.7170000000000001,0.106,-0.812,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,6,8,9,0,1,3,0,6,3,2,2,1,15,14,5,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,6,3,9,6,20,8,5,24,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,1,17,61,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067971458455452,0.0,0.4530342487241243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384203252645148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107406504007084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909612138604055,0.0,0.2550321115657995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311291870411688,0.0,0.0,0.09778624811289201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485900258282031,0.0,0.14215211777199882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659370495374668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704798691114304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136492354640022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457275575201597,0.14466041973121685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008937706489805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634569212154444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032314703924612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484522181331843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773604806524735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672554186859533,0.0,0.1224692656613827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479121578630712,0.0,0.1182336701694207,0.0,0.0,0.15477498548973445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051686844498192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786847510034866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311557328183493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43113138397583595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533994990023427
anxiety,Lolastic_,2020/01/12,"Tomorrow an exam Im not fully prepared , i studied but i feel i haven't done enough. I don't feel confident.
I just hope i don't get a panic attack tomorrow, when i don't know the answers to any of the questions.",3.2336231884057973,3.4881835217391317,5.78130434782609,80.92384057971016,72.47826086956522,8.742028985507247,30.55072463768116,8.841846274778883,2.4363420289855084,166,7,35,3,3,60,31,46,0.11199999999999999,0.642,0.24600000000000002,0.7815,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,2,7,1,2,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236579234779954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552714178541162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195779097155517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226758344471308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31580326709240536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315700960974325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101713426820191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33732342731669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162470642224326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664013766403927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34983278433378995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bleezbot,2020/01/12,"How to stop replaying the worst case scenario and bring myself back to earth Hi all!

(TW: alcoholism/domestic violence)

Having a really hard time today and decided to seek out this sub. Happy know it exists and hoping for a little advice on how to chill out/reassurance that the worst case scenario rarely reflects real life.

Backstory: My dad died unexpectedly in September 2018.  He was in a motorcycle accident on a Thursday. I was supposed to go see him Wednesday evening, but rescheduled so I could finish an assignment for work. Obviously, I regret that decision every day, and since then I've made it a point to stick to my plans - especially with my mom. 

Which brings us to today: I was supposed to go home to visit my mom for a couple of days (she lives 2.5 hours away). However, I was given a time sensitive assignment for work Friday afternoon that's due tomorrow morning at 8am. I work remotely - and while I could technically work from her house, I hate working while I'm there because I want to be present and attentive for her. So I decided to reschedule and go down tomorrow instead, which she supported! That said, she just called me to let me know my stepdad asked if she'd go out to dinner with him tonight. He rarely does this, as they have a pretty shitty relationship (and have for 10+ years), and he's a functioning alcoholic/drug addict actively having an affair with his ex wife. My mom is in talks with a divorce lawyer, but these things take time. He has spurts of kindness and normalcy, but that's not enough. 

Anyway, now I can't stop worrying about their little date tonight. What if there's an accident? What if he's planning to kill her or something so he can be with his ex without the stress of a divorce? I know I sound insane, but this is where my brain automatically goes. He's threatened violence before, usually when drunk, and one time even said the only reason he hasn't divorced my mom is because he can't afford it. And of course, I regret not being there today. If something terrible were to happen I don't know that I could forgive myself. BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I know this isn't healthy, and I can't live my life in fear. I know all of this. But I can't think myself into feeling better right now.

Do you guys have any advice on how to calm down? I took a xanax (I'm prescribed .5 once a day). I just need someone to tell me I'm overthinking and everything will probably be alright. Sorry for the scattered rant. Thank you in advance <3",3.703780742400326,5.750739177453027,4.806424970721526,81.41148480065179,73.71816283924844,8.096970314170784,27.54931513824533,8.841846274778883,2.2871118794235956,1962,76,367,41,41,643,248,479,0.152,0.763,0.084,-0.99,2,0,5,0,4,0,68.0,1,2,2,9,21,18,2,2,22,1,33,7,1,5,3,72,65,36,2,12,16,8,2,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,20,22,2,2,15,1,0,9,10,9,0,1,10,6,53,9,55,45,6,64,0,2,1,0,48,21,0,6,34,239,73,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660582688829466,0.0,0.1552637666068158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054024731903170836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426953634678145,0.0,0.07464037423670535,0.061087631326053875,0.0,0.09685680720005732,0.0,0.0676011023522057,0.0,0.0,0.07026187604807464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868592159657351,0.08112133798685921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902890174827353,0.0879034175697143,0.0,0.15370467266345186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245046318157027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952209255966442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092129967675382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820870219017588,0.0,0.1049441957581074,0.0,0.06693510499036659,0.0,0.07139926046291219,0.0,0.0,0.08939673178828436,0.04016933859778815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805997169644844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866217779319833,0.07025218081268712,0.08456975246522233,0.07116633507182597,0.07843462991400513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968893875900689,0.0789059454782584,0.07823646415945766,0.09166785837073883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789315799425088,0.08272883505115823,0.2619624935800495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123700429851052,0.11222747535967156,0.0,0.15924777574658025,0.1403012425946054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751719556381658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721760143828799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058906814941988614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460540449621343,0.05383339776878092,0.060420839913430086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510038041658135,0.0,0.0,0.0808232397650706,0.0856542076809118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042481121460008,0.05089394325266969,0.08168179590400063,0.0,0.08529326329687394,0.0,0.06784485200011854,0.1511391182012852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330668506246531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657170043740811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731275260593184,0.12231994342312208,0.0,0.08893119811018696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283769805596946,0.0910029812343678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015225601337468,0.0,0.0,0.059732097984447376,0.06385418151486844,0.06943767029506752,0.07314148023024815,0.0,0.0,0.052779149175160175,0.050904589981937164,0.0,0.0,0.2316225521542217,0.0,0.2259112350999821,0.0,0.08826535032981148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556150536187226,0.0,0.08749648419473592,0.0,0.04685820554807762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658130528345186,0.0,0.2891813600491521,0.08067936920162844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051159414329647664
anxiety,Mr_Chaos_Theory,2020/01/12,"Anyone's hands shake when playing multiplayer online games? Literally just clicked in my mind that my hands only shake when i play Multiplayer games like shooters which i mainly play, Campaign games i am fine no issues as i am relaxed playing them.

It really messes my aim with a mouse and cause's me to play REALLY badly when i feel this way.

For the longest time (years) i though but never got tested for low blood sugar so i always just drank a lot of coke or ate food which did seem to help maybe it was placebo idk but i gained/stayed overweight which im working to loose atm through fasting which is how i came to the realization that it was the anxiety causing my hands to shake not me being hungry or low blood sugar as ive gone days without food while fasting and only times my hand shakes it when multiplayer gaming.

Just 10 minutes ago i was playing a multiplayer game and my hands started shaking after a few intense matches and right now im fine.

Feel free to delete if needed, this is just me thinking out loud at this realization.",5.8209435392194,6.5769324433497545,6.0783251231527125,79.2967146646457,66.93103448275862,8.216597195907541,30.393709738537325,8.139509932561175,2.109045017051914,838,30,155,10,13,268,122,203,0.122,0.732,0.146,0.6354,0,0,0,1,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,12,20,0,5,7,0,10,15,7,3,1,29,21,19,0,2,11,0,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,7,8,0,4,12,2,7,4,9,0,0,9,11,21,12,18,11,3,30,0,2,1,0,7,6,0,5,17,96,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115590590121066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324997360973167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181752025076628,0.0,0.0,0.11134372198552854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295804576515605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212717531136494,0.0,0.32716496005957385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269608358336957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103220608626412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851052446223261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735810167483494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673465119811117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440112331041333,0.16620430964396934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779620926992165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537943794937227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997713772046898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607861559122427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807381817516475,0.12281505567175426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422171109728054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040253647307454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359893711291621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449653491213241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271029585160032,0.16972775531476747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203402284994864,0.15645166453866938,0.0,0.1857072675564485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263966318941362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153500866148677,0.0,0.11592800377924407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254479709105818
anxiety,rand0mised,2020/01/12,"need a little help please It's midnight here, I was studying for an exam and out of nowhere, I am stressing out about everything, not just my exam. I've studied a decent amount, but I can't help but worry over the possibility of me doing bad. Besides that, I deeply miss my best friend right now. We haven't been talking lately because of a fight and it sucks because the only quality conversations I have are with her. I feel like everyone has their friends to be with and I'm just here. Like everything I'm doing feels wrong and I have an urge to cry right now but I don't want to because that would be messy. I know I'm not sleeping anytime soon either because even if I try to, I end up thinking about all the things I have to do. What should I do? I can't focus on my studies either rn.

*posted again because flair was wrong the first time",1.7631485889153349,3.893514815028905,3.1117715062903777,90.8781366882013,80.04046242774568,5.457871472288336,23.47126827609657,6.522977012572876,0.5945983679020745,665,23,139,6,17,216,103,173,0.161,0.67,0.168,0.09300000000000001,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,11,12,2,1,9,0,21,1,1,0,1,28,32,8,0,5,10,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,2,21,5,18,25,5,17,0,1,0,0,10,8,1,1,10,99,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264038174064325,0.4476896910443405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414365618126127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613430417925516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009390497533788,0.0,0.0,0.09701421290669196,0.0,0.0,0.14035209928429493,0.2640162423806729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853596195178845,0.1049325703672034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249378020517379,0.0,0.0,0.2269614246771772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690389239041012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072253684336328,0.0,0.16568935723538622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351830681522446,0.14721440771060795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891118360865984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171042257303344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123238996073672,0.0,0.16558744904069153,0.1406724079823112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25087294705592234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469881327617191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825289922587466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805823305835245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758191156974927,0.09411609083781068,0.0,0.0,0.08564810822115458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972327463446053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663484238699395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491658579945755,0.0,0.10434079854151844,0.3211849412591857,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-stonedbaloney,2020/01/12,"Yall ever get anxiety like Literally out of no where and it hits you and you're like AHHHHHH PANICCCCCCC I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok PANICCCCX AHHHHH

The worst bro",-1.4081932773109251,0.07067002941176526,6.086638655462185,60.075588235294134,113.41176470588236,9.001680672268911,19.56302521008403,8.418075326091056,2.6624084033613444,127,5,27,6,7,57,25,34,0.192,0.529,0.27899999999999997,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716161999497183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576540911867907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32209265469186377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.602375627263562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,truetiger1234,2020/01/12,"Constant panic attacks Hi! Just wondering if anyone could give me some advice on how to stop having like 2+ panic attacks every day. I’m 20M and been dating my gf (19F) for 2 years.

I’ve never had anxiety or panic attacks before, but for the past month is has been constant and I don’t know how to fix it.
I have my finals going on for the next couple weeks, so I’m busy af revising for those - and stressed af about them as I can’t focus.
A month ago, my long term girlfriend out-of-the-blue told me she was breaking up with me, until she realised how much I meant to her after sobbing and begging to give it time before she jumps to her decision. So over the past month she has been thinking about whether our relationship makes her happy or if see could be happier elsewhere. This has been causing a lot of panic attacks for me etc etc. I don’t know if she will want to stay with me but she’s everything to me so I’m very anxious about what she’s thinking. I usually would have her by my side to help calm me down when I am upset, but to not push her away I haven’t been able to lean on her for it.

Any advice would be great, thank you for reading.",2.409181286549707,3.663013201646095,3.86867662984622,90.10553606237819,75.41975308641976,6.43266190166775,23.900584795321635,6.8360192770164,0.6905604938271597,900,27,197,8,19,298,137,243,0.13699999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.113,-0.4970000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,1,0,12,16,4,6,5,0,26,0,0,5,1,38,43,22,0,8,11,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,7,1,0,3,6,11,0,0,9,1,35,5,34,27,6,36,0,1,1,0,24,8,1,8,24,134,41,1,0.09510515888951246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587132112217306,0.08430498503862699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467476933973057,0.0,0.07275518623620984,0.10744175893793784,0.0,0.06649973840063407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327833922533727,0.08935442744708481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185497077807115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769919610125508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554978006576324,0.0,0.15186746119212788,0.10523204938221302,0.0,0.06133495963024601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213478415038411,0.0,0.0,0.08013019821628264,0.0,0.08547438439384768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418305286002033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246706896559606,0.054050453496156614,0.0,0.0,0.1048537734263928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012412101111296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374698327293056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453461622179727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646357668628296,0.0,0.0,0.08416507283240178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085500509519719,0.0,0.0,0.06348343206241136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773609140840065,0.0,0.06991323472362536,0.0,0.07335096158266081,0.0,0.10114541542350014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463416496225116,0.0,0.0,0.18157727106615654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513089569618413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210734853520788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578649832851099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013694452321778,0.0,0.07951217135874726,0.10894263818114623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756005252439067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187909127679045,0.0,0.0,0.055456582963902816,0.0,0.0,0.09087705496097533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474489616115612,0.07847171630183684,0.05609548680273476,0.0,0.07628762180641656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313748790121363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511995234959284,0.0,0.0,0.061244604179728886
anxiety,StunningTrade,2020/01/12,"I'm too scared to tell them So I quit college 2 years ago because I decided the study didn't fit me. Last year I started an online study, hoping it will be better with my anxiety. My parents paid for this and it was quite expensive. Now that it's a year later I'm panicking because it is too difficult for me. I cannot finish it but it's too late to quit and get the money back. I'm scared to tell my parents this and I don't know what to do. I feel like a failure and useless.",0.5517142857142865,2.268830504761908,3.0021428571428608,92.24035714285715,82.04761904761905,6.104761904761905,22.880952380952376,7.1686216300943375,0.7295523809523807,373,13,86,5,10,129,65,105,0.196,0.736,0.068,-0.9092,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,4,6,7,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,17,6,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,12,3,7,12,0,12,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,12,53,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495243862651056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903951723125656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970428579481524,0.0,0.20565117241485747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918349678312945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528953014837383,0.12050481925427345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812818700800176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753701332101167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270195781934483,0.13749647785990052,0.1902780611981219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240838646154718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745977143726262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382349075875302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377556342828473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939236764746995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29486700457597803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258726105399624
anxiety,saturdaywork,2020/01/12,"Is this what a panic and/or anxiety attack looks like? I’ve been dealing with depression for years and the only anxiety I experienced in the past was the type that kind of comes along with clinical depression. For example, In the past I might be having a good couple of weeks but be anxious thinking about when the depression is going to come back. 

In the last year or so I’ve been dealing with many more anxiety specific symptoms that I’ve never had before. I’ve never considered myself an “anxious person” but now, I do. I am much more high strung in general, to be honest. There are some triggers that have been doing on in my life that I believe to be the blame, and I am in cognitive behavioral therapy as well as EDMR so I am getting help. 

There’s been two times in the recent past where I really lose my cool and this had never happened to me before. 

The first time, I was feeling extremely overwhelmed. I don’t remember exactly why I felt that way in the moment. I think it was a combination of financial struggles from being laid off, my unfruitful job search, and the strain this put on my marriage. My puppy peed on my sofa and it just SENT me. I did not touch the dog or specifically try to yell AT her (she ran away into the other room afraid which made me so guilty)  but I just started wailing and fell to the floor. I was shaking and doing a thing I’d call “scream crying” and I couldn’t make myself stop. In the moment it felt like my life was over. 

The second time it happened, I was having a bad couple of weeks for maybe similar reasons as I mentioned above. I got into a disagreement with my husband and I just felt like he wasn’t listening to me or empathizing with me, I felt like I didn’t matter to him. I felt my heart race and one again I lost it. I fled from our bedroom and threw my phone against the wall, leaving a hole in the dry wall. I collapsed and couldn’t stop sobbing and heavily breathing. He came in to the room and tried to “bring me back” but I responded like a rabid animal and just screamed at him to get away from me. Basically I thought my life 
Was over, again. In the moment I thought this was the beginning of the end. 

I am not a person who has a temper. In fact when I’m in a normal mental state I have never once lost my cool on someone out of anger or strong emotion of any kind. These two instances happening to me made me feel like a monster and I don’t know what happened. I don’t know if you’d call it panic or an anxiety attack or what. I really pray it doesn’t happen to me again because I just see it escalating. Any input is appreciated.",3.4476526717557263,4.820426895038168,4.809458015267178,83.91369083969467,72.98854961832059,8.06442748091603,26.4587786259542,8.623443432112703,1.8369612213740447,2039,70,413,37,40,679,242,524,0.166,0.736,0.098,-0.9886,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,0,5,21,35,4,7,36,2,46,7,2,5,6,80,87,35,0,4,18,1,8,6,0,1,5,4,4,2,25,28,0,2,15,0,0,12,14,21,1,5,34,17,65,14,65,44,4,82,1,8,2,0,23,35,1,9,39,298,90,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936489663627487,0.0,0.2106987951595133,0.15557550141199178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566674213037913,0.1293850732794832,0.10589212254652293,0.057491935461774425,0.0419740161586486,0.0,0.11718287416239592,0.07757720247906462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061947528122146,0.07875299120544338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862680057206458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237584537969118,0.07563515062730512,0.0,0.1419751524591971,0.17791687533084002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745380172334923,0.060986033169967466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696313874523334,0.0491907842895281,0.3305630868779223,0.0,0.0,0.05856893096993707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194890069567192,0.0,0.039132486694802716,0.057753197762414124,0.05507048272172025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044459401311225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159476473135217,0.046152766783707916,0.07275020972448662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832901664619354,0.0,0.0,0.14340598496298296,0.07568298161895479,0.05612688044205657,0.0,0.07290862738834182,0.0,0.0,0.14590521824020242,0.20183756237288966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782175004797217,0.07703232042675942,0.15032905057931625,0.0,0.0,0.13030654104120495,0.04596195591031211,0.06980923925272435,0.06917516893584592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939071514975262,0.0730454003091347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061712808399341,0.0,0.2124241587270728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746432101246155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733294585706922,0.04665864946703365,0.052368137752199916,0.0,0.16157550524928738,0.0,0.0,0.19719270656758364,0.0,0.12024491447811002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921936025487266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822191266546882,0.07079549946469699,0.06798705414476333,0.0,0.07800049530303989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486936640960893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834151769485184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048736674923932174,0.0,0.0,0.11513350162704195,0.0,0.07198330602015181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156781269849444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874290750400126,0.0,0.045744907856442064,0.08824036819788737,0.0,0.109328043503842,0.12045157003882295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934974922280626,0.0,0.1345247343524631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465473685043981,0.11046435884316924,0.0,0.06190986881552515,0.0,0.062131885875852624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886820924957501
anxiety,mustardcommunity,2020/01/12,"Relationship anxiety and ptsd So about going on 3 years ago i experienced something very awful when i was drunk at my then friends dorm. In short he took advantage of me being so drunk and so i believe i was sexually assaulted. For a long time i didnt tell anyone about it and tried to shove it down and pretend it didnt happen. Fast forward 2.5 years and I’ve been in a relationship with this guy who is very loving, understanding, and caring of me. However a few months ago i have some sort of flash back while we were having sex and had a massive panic attack. I have intrusive thoughts that my boyfriend assaulted me when all the things that happened point to it being consensual. I initiated, i took his clothes off, etc. i may have wanted to stop at some point but i didnt tell him, hes not a mind reader and had no way of knowing. But for some reason i’m absolutely terrified of him and get anxiety around him. I love him and i dont want to feel this way about him. I want to go back to being loving and caring and just how i was before, but its like all of the sudden all the trauma i had pushed down for so long came out and was projected onto him. I just dont want to feel this way anymore.",3.496626016260162,4.621505573170737,4.945691056910572,83.94626016260165,72.53658536585365,8.23089430894309,25.45528455284553,8.680891452615391,1.617708943089431,945,29,200,17,18,317,131,246,0.145,0.748,0.10800000000000001,-0.1025,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,16,13,3,1,8,1,24,6,0,2,3,45,47,25,0,4,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,12,18,2,1,6,3,0,7,7,5,0,0,16,3,31,8,31,27,8,41,0,0,0,4,20,15,0,5,19,144,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183880519574206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555685281188573,0.0,0.10731274443906742,0.07566118631515044,0.0,0.0,0.09632759896348383,0.0,0.12310163040834245,0.0,0.16640974651137014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207659604835454,0.1219127758434594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237605308907874,0.22064947604147955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536367225185197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067994411368535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094259068240604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360083101438373,0.0,0.05653394246242568,0.0,0.12299360962154054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714241805129147,0.1913750352917048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946800141295545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052864709201557,0.0,0.0,0.1915204303041239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929844275612637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925870882018976,0.0,0.08637017857587458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695816376316166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458208964308974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648875413724098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125531188488688,0.0,0.23234867707674176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330340502843077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046629890861316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915621479030956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188824189667233,0.0,0.0,0.0859046526244921,0.06309665206131758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404449846110941,0.07346577633423589,0.0,0.0,0.11264780334272614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785650076339636,0.2552943022332435,0.2576701841328606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393641394413643
anxiety,cemzuv,2020/01/12,"Oi guys having lowered anxiety is really amazing. (New meds!) To start off with I've been having really bad crippling anxiety now for 2 years. Didn't hardly leave the house and if I did it would be frozen in fear when talking to people, worrying about work, or worrying about forgetting something. A lot of mundane things. (Long story to get into)

Regardless now a week into buspurone I can safely say my anxiety has decreased to around 40%. Huge leap. Talked to people when I went out was hard as usual, but I wasn't panicking, I wasn't clenching my whole body. I'm still anxious but its decrease hugely.

We will see what happens week 2, 3, 4 etc.

Also my meds for ADHD really also cause my already bad anxiety to skyrocket, these meds have really helped in that situation as well.

And I don't feel like the world sucks as bad anymore!",3.302645833333333,5.6430248062500015,4.721250000000001,80.21208333333338,75.9375,8.016666666666666,26.291666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.3579041666666667,659,25,117,15,15,219,111,160,0.214,0.715,0.07,-0.9628,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,1,11,9,1,1,4,0,16,1,1,1,0,19,24,13,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,7,5,11,4,22,14,3,23,0,0,1,0,6,10,1,3,13,76,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482445060600676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379882830653965,0.17942845017476258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432845699114116,0.12673700637570165,0.11125727716821436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986834679187764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28100912001079503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246121351367981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524479645142476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511581975731262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262392032906378,0.05672405690742713,0.08014491594815003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861198070025464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108069003280094,0.09920473777751347,0.0,0.20099127251896373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519517462628214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944631393781714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878761232065932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480787612690555,0.0,0.0,0.09928010745182453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537559136738084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738364054103943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834887680315763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554977041510984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28747408188261925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921393633477738,0.0,0.0,0.08939684175685136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610052949326486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636541792635463,0.0,0.0,0.07940505059608037,0.0,0.08959100714231709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803399484514301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453066358185499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355581948604165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997592196627715,0.0,0.10086769918888107,0.10399652749440114,0.0,0.12525043601614927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167194430678779,0.22785842583429985,0.0,0.07969293518503677,0.0,0.0,0.07224339835023741
anxiety,Osamaaa3,2020/01/12,"Advice me please What you do when you have an exams in May, and your anxiety build up from now?
I mean full mark exams 100% of the subject marks.",3.654,4.1781544,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,71.66666666666666,7.333333333333332,21.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,0.4176666666666673,112,2,25,1,2,36,28,30,0.055,0.871,0.07400000000000001,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928246495223579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858104514598697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493623392420316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.553602005587064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gwupppy,2020/01/12,"We can all do this! I had really really bad anxiety the past couple of years. I had barely any friends from the internet, was into really dark subjects and feared speaking to almost anyone. I started getting in trouble and my grades were plummeting from ignoring everyone, because my mindset was that ""everyone doesn't like me, they're all looking at me, they all think I'm disgusting, this is gonna be forever."" I know how you feel, like absolute shit searching methods everywhere to try to get rid of anxiety. The thing is though if you want to get rid of it you need to start talking to people. That's the MAJOR thing you have to do. Even if you feel really uncomfortable, you start with small things. Like asking your classmate/coworker what time it is, talk about whatever your doing, ask for small favors like borrowing a pencil. When you feel more comfortable you can strike up a conversation about what your opinions are and ask about theirs. Sports, for instance. Or videogames, politics, YouTube videos and shows. It took me a while to get rid of all that built up anxiety, and I even have some to this day. That's because everyone in this world has some sort of worry about their life. The next time you go somewhere look around the room. Guaranteed at least 5-10 people have some sort of anxiety.",6.3411574074074055,7.440053658436216,6.163577674897122,77.92339120370372,65.91358024691358,10.354835390946503,32.0599279835391,10.411451182825502,3.393197736625515,1041,41,188,26,16,326,142,243,0.16399999999999998,0.789,0.047,-0.9811,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,12,3,0,10,13,2,1,9,0,20,2,1,1,4,32,43,12,0,4,3,0,3,4,1,1,1,1,1,0,16,9,0,1,5,3,1,2,1,6,0,0,6,6,26,7,32,35,10,25,0,0,2,0,24,12,1,10,15,126,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195993444538342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603352742175237,0.0,0.3421323959398976,0.0,0.0,0.07817901377682802,0.0,0.0,0.0995331563410472,0.31357720600326056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335532085917922,0.13631469230477958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371383762221587,0.0,0.07210715063336957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769675118849568,0.0,0.0,0.32051307430664583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581550372192815,0.16960101791505544,0.07987592370614956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638287129683875,0.0,0.2336610397948975,0.0,0.06354327475789796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614469575242825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897356011435201,0.21849569271947594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778174660537345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290449154374993,0.0,0.0,0.11890947266916485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673374300149527,0.1550276951095011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28650922594774425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147696877161644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23741562474401226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973466929576187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284154375622747,0.07164229052023327,0.10985115837034816,0.0,0.13039272237225594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422321589157966,0.07591054568238399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594747499829351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354682965491332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200092615518844
anxiety,Dorkyflowerpot,2020/01/12,"Unsure I know this is a stupid question...but here goes. I enlisted into USMC and didn’t pass boot camp. I was honorably discharged from USMC Bootcamp. I received my dd214. When applying to jobs they ask in their applications whether you are a veteran, I put no and make the employers aware of my dd214 afterwards...is this a good way to go about it?",3.4854228855721385,5.683305626865669,4.263507462686569,84.38441542288558,74.82089552238807,8.645771144278607,29.07711442786069,9.2995712137729,2.701171144278607,275,12,54,7,6,88,54,67,0.11599999999999999,0.78,0.10400000000000001,0.0451,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,1,3,3,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,10,2,7,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,34,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658870371789998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243001170413512,0.3282705889465265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883838022070653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150919595092297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612488818001297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39344453706002064,0.4384346557761828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106588613226139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,belldawg25,2020/01/12,"Anxiety with new people is keeping me from the things I want The situation I get most anxious is in dealing with people I don’t know well. This just kills my chances for everything with people. I’m trying to get a new job, but I’m always so reserved in the interviews and I get turned down all the time.  If I try to ask someone on a date, I’m just so awkward it never goes well and I get called “creepy” all the time even by girls I’ve talked to a multiple times. Like I definitely could see how my behavior is considered creepy if you didn’t know I’m nervous as hell. Making friends is a nightmare process. I’m always worried what they’re going to find out (there’s nothing bad) and don’t really share anything about myself and then the relationship fizzles out. I just wish people could see my normal personality that isn’t hidden by 20 layers of anxiety before they dismiss me. I’m getting tired of all the rejection.",4.461325250836119,5.596238635869565,5.577826086956524,80.28188963210705,70.25,8.487625418060201,29.914715719063548,8.841846274778883,2.3792404682274246,735,29,142,13,13,244,111,184,0.156,0.718,0.126,-0.7864,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,11,11,2,2,11,0,10,1,0,2,4,31,32,12,1,7,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,1,2,16,5,21,29,4,15,1,1,2,0,12,6,1,3,9,86,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081774594147503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913940557540702,0.14132129312211564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294219842192408,0.0,0.11694656602963485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444876718777414,0.0,0.0,0.10644629236669433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773557471796013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975572078302897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896704143417725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262380460642453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242696183271528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433419964475723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664777893811732,0.0,0.3267838314112384,0.0,0.07109414493414877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241370897417956,0.11118982971226893,0.1383986424384516,0.0,0.1374974431405378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111490360258354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350161798888865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964806686439306,0.24163429160950564,0.0,0.0,0.1225661495358252,0.12003164412050607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468993836693001,0.1092277810527749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013880505886255,0.0,0.0,0.13430478684364594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936840295343347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061157353317674,0.0,0.0,0.10599225004596688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054630232144253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310729482921167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883100465024052,0.14377784245805875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986204621451134,0.13606700479563538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378403715315424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495014031447413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143852618311351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270396402303165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smishmortion,2020/01/12,"Worked out in a packed gym today! I went to the gym today with a lot of coaxing from my best friend. Usually I look up my gym and see how busy it is (planet fitness tells you how busy it is during each hour of the day) but today it was absolutely packed. I walked in and there must have been a hundred people. I worked out on multiple machines and even ran on the treadmill in front of other people. All without taking my anxiety meds. And I'm so happy I did it. I feel great emotionally and the endorphins help. 

I just wanted to share my progress and hopefully coax someone else to get out and do something for yourself today!",2.3545733333333345,4.548949464000002,3.7653,86.62048333333334,78.36,6.406666666666666,24.016666666666666,7.492282038375204,1.1766666666666667,493,17,97,7,12,162,81,125,0.0,0.7509999999999999,0.249,0.9877,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,2,2,23,18,11,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,3,12,6,19,12,4,21,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,2,7,69,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395867651084393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004895267972045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450114710623017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536201136859116,0.1822710138440237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702461397717834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193131456371608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251902073727477,0.0,0.08465820129529998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864753914456682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249253370044934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861069961963207,0.0,0.0,0.16094036062327885,0.15957485433315996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360711646036925,0.0,0.0,0.1377589686642841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998776178881715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467358410194216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291233589821803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729432697728994,0.12474481920605485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183245929232063,0.0,0.14162841127361858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143725575298511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784620364691006,0.0,0.09557424923252802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502109100127197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619891270064265,0.0,0.23593128294579316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tori_117,2020/01/12,"Had a panic attack yesterday Hello, 
I been trying to fight the anxiety for as long as I could remember. I didn’t know what it was when I was younger I just thought I was scared a lot. Lately I been doing everything I can to ease the anxiety. I been running, reading books, breathing exercises, and meditation. Yesterday my chest started feeling tight so I went for a run which usually does a good job calming me down. However after the run I started thinking about work after that I noticed it was harder to breathe, my chest started feeling tighter and I had some chest pain. I got scared and went into urgent care then ER. Who stated I have a panic disorder and want me to see a therapist. I just have to ask will it get better? I’m always freaked out about work because I feel like I’m not doing good enough and I still have questions about the job but my co workers are sick of me asking questions.",3.1009110169491514,5.243360598870055,4.391041666666666,83.28452860169492,75.77966101694916,7.1368644067796625,29.14159604519774,8.07648339933343,2.174254519774012,714,32,133,12,16,235,105,177,0.146,0.746,0.10800000000000001,-0.8151,3,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,8,14,2,4,10,0,19,8,5,0,0,25,39,11,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,9,3,0,5,2,8,1,0,14,5,24,6,18,23,3,22,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,4,14,94,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449898962920484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921484247484184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348150087921773,0.14287408805603266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655706886356943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107207513015868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280449843145676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002715234068278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439343331056884,0.0,0.10990260326538058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976561937578635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287008643134094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905026756591096,0.08971984587017988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561436633079641,0.0,0.0,0.2106739332008126,0.1004439204040295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24925273831271336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901969082137419,0.0,0.14166834512360582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135578458600136,0.0,0.0,0.11114112271719467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677013327700906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298237767791766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363411957444632,0.2947001076876217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813738315099524,0.0,0.12562164086544794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422663313354861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147030332205783,0.0,0.10007710119622013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666747659478436,0.0,0.10029446356102163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458169471951168,0.0,0.08047149835673342,0.0,0.09970256984234724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852657739971825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831705916097234,0.0,0.07407485281974784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328420289034434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285861725436267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idontlikesand37,2020/01/12,Tips for someone struggling with existential anxiety? Title. Looking for some help from someone who's gone through the same thing.,6.2928571428571445,10.211675428571429,4.559047619047622,74.84428571428573,80.42857142857143,6.609523809523811,40.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,4.281590476190477,108,7,14,2,3,31,19,21,0.18600000000000005,0.7020000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308587479079894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703796373123901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387407710572442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6835715166769515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217042992349024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679902518754222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnnyblaze9875,2020/01/12,A video my roommate made about anxiety and meditation [link to YouTube video ](https://youtu.be/5UE2R-bJiEM),12.685000000000002,18.19147321428572,6.52571428571429,60.744285714285716,66.85714285714286,11.371428571428574,42.714285714285715,10.125756701596842,6.738257142857144,91,5,10,3,2,23,13,14,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6287047293594143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7776441109409276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brownr20,2020/01/12,"Is my anxiety treatable/ worth getting checked out? So I’m a 22 year old male in my last semester at college. I’ve felt like I’ve had social anxiety for awhile now but was never able to find the courage to talk to my parents about it. I feel like I just focus on negative thoughts all the time. For example, Whenever I stumble on a word when talking my brain shuts down and it takes me a little while to regain my train of thought. This makes me feel like such an idiot. I go to a small school so I kind of know most people at the school so walking to class also causes a ton of anxiety when passing people I kind of know. I wanna say hey but I get scared and end up letting out a awkwardly quiet greeting every time which also just makes me feel dumb. But the other day I had a paper I had to write and plans to eat lunch with my parents. So before lunch I took one of my friends vyvanses so when I got back I could crank out that paper. When I was with my parents I felt so much more comfortable around them. My step mom even commented on how I seemed to be out of the slump she noticed I was in over Christmas vacation. I also noticed that I was more sociable in general. Do you think I felt so good because I was abusing the drug or do you think the drug was helping a prexisting problem? I want to go to a doctor and see if there’s something that can make me feel that good about myself even if it’s not vyvanse but I don’t want to waste money just be told I was speeding and my anxiety is actually normal.",4.19347619047619,4.4774104031746065,5.349325396825396,84.7630357142857,70.36507936507937,8.45873015873016,29.718253968253972,8.395991825355821,1.9879873015873013,1187,44,253,17,20,395,167,315,0.115,0.7440000000000001,0.141,0.8627,3,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,1,27,15,2,2,17,0,20,7,1,5,2,55,49,28,0,8,11,4,7,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,10,12,3,0,15,0,3,6,4,5,0,1,18,10,43,10,41,27,6,41,0,0,1,0,19,19,1,5,19,178,53,7,0.09237489982857867,0.10944915104146276,0.0901445769931941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216165220563469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826661821105728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223324546349295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103059600589999,0.0,0.056310881542679686,0.0,0.07860423602126268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031209384222831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489446796120453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375384089911009,0.0,0.0,0.05957416840464035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454962423420743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142511134228787,0.09452258394365977,0.0,0.0,0.08181674292523881,0.0,0.0,0.1220255002566939,0.0,0.07782983720233821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868300996340504,0.13198529378982868,0.26608317046254065,0.0,0.08442898493090803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136861846171333,0.0,0.0965241450540874,0.0,0.1049975687059664,0.15495936655754894,0.07388064600060944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061916948175777635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238848627778848,0.1015336582669048,0.0752978724739346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445959366566606,0.0,0.13538913005946845,0.09258391738516436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498288881528704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818836623250057,0.0,0.0,0.06790618016620517,0.0,0.07124521747973656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050778878368716,0.0,0.210338871423101,0.0969319182393816,0.0,0.06259562280504298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077141832818196,0.0,0.0,0.1280822489130864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839030363322656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346022800067871,0.09248338965997543,0.1869766605741082,0.07361083534477902,0.08409463944533299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941645773297934,0.0,0.07111471091732034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945442847296254,0.14849489076639294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838021175035575,0.0,0.14667070417490374,0.10772909389862116,0.0,0.0,0.08826817542557149,0.10263191262290952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089702185400459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948640685954708
anxiety,blaswot,2020/01/12,"Self-medicating 
I started a new job Monday that turned out to be something not accurately described to me. I wasn’t expecting to be thrown into it. Everyone there says how easy it is and how lucky I am. I absolutely hate it. I saw a video (that was linked here) to a guy saying to confront the panic attack and don’t talk it down. I had it a full 10 hours of panic and accepted the feeling. At the end of the day, I didn’t see any improvement. I was ready to quit, sell my place, move across the country, and live in my friend’s basement. I had today off, I decided to nurse myself and do whatever I need to do to prepare myself for tomorrow.  Tonight I understand why people drink and smoke weed. It’s a slippery slope and I don’t want to be an advocate for abusing drugs and alcohol, but when it numbs everythingI feel normal. I’m so thankful for everything, and I’m so happy, and I realize life is worth living. My drunk self tells my hurting self, “you’re amazing and you care about things that don’t care about you.”",2.259450689831376,4.276101966019418,3.9898773633111912,85.76812723556462,77.88349514563106,7.443638221768013,25.405212059274398,8.371475516178862,1.7262466019417475,799,30,164,16,19,268,124,206,0.09699999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.19,0.972,1,0,5,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,1,9,15,3,2,11,0,17,6,0,2,0,29,32,17,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,11,13,3,0,7,3,2,1,6,7,0,0,7,6,23,8,24,22,1,20,0,1,2,0,10,9,0,1,10,107,34,1,0.0,0.15398129503029293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888766815600173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837722566673706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784821002251308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26500567024924904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381341941907018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731127926824434,0.15071228781865625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510594564608563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418230596271718,0.11679962735730992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314233158436806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040673856935034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868078736099114,0.0,0.1383447883016774,0.0,0.1283085495069378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798437687355108,0.0,0.13912481932964904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896520182264262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179455932929613,0.0,0.0,0.22951404183422355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435621222196576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812686465044335,0.0,0.09636365964328446,0.0,0.12551613401566292,0.0,0.0,0.12733316242864948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30496001064915984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900978690577415,0.0,0.1357804920244719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822840883852405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066987442685589,0.0,0.0,0.10356125786993814,0.0,0.4067297276834539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004952234490667,0.0,0.0,0.09198632478899553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044568887378986,0.11359072856554962,0.11964966555490555,0.0,0.0,0.08633961914909087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318684117283325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135911169958268,0.0,0.1352928960562447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665374838848113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726864507784646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatJammyDude,2020/01/12,"Anxiety for GF talking to friends on the phone. First of all, I know this is irrational. 

But one of the triggers for my anxiety is my gf being on the phone to her friends as I fear they’ll always be talking about me or exchanging secrets. 

I know that in relationships, it’s healthy to moan about their SO to their friends but for some reason, the very idea of my gf talking to this particular friend feels me with dread and that all they’ll do is moan and groan about me. 

Of course, the last thing I’d ever want to do is stop the phone call. 

Anyone else had this and got tips and advice on what to do while they’re on the phone!",7.301333333333332,5.177063030769233,6.92923076923077,83.97410256410257,64.84615384615384,10.512820512820516,33.205128205128204,8.841846274778883,2.294897435897436,494,15,113,6,6,155,72,130,0.121,0.78,0.099,-0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,5,6,0,2,7,0,12,0,0,2,3,21,17,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,14,4,24,11,3,10,0,0,0,0,22,5,0,2,5,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680213624444498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203272965713615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26116391520315163,0.0,0.0,0.11935459820217835,0.17489820358439598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429968069088134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259458818803306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440428657765046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208043397941016,0.08630901640567787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519391351803132,0.0,0.0,0.5275171633459812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652116870287276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269498440658492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876200932130669,0.1391400063136512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156680137983386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550389697259813,0.0,0.18326360149701454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270948266791292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115968889944364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134028244191068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084206035540975,0.10068091167456633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JunkieJonathon,2020/01/12,"10 Steps to get rid of anxiety! Step 1) Take some Xanax and morphine

Step 2) take some more Xanax and morphine 

Step 3) take some more Xanax and morphine 

Step 4) take even more Xanax and morphine 

Step 5) take a lot more Xanax and morphine 

Step 6) take some more Xanax and morphine 

Step 7) take some more Xanax and morphine 

Step 8) take some more Xanax and morphine 

Step 9) take some more Xanax and morphine 

Step 10) XANAX AND MORPHINE",3.634285714285717,5.5329862380952415,2.5757142857142874,97.96928571428572,73.52380952380952,5.276190476190476,25.095238095238088,5.288315135182226,0.21842380952380933,340,11,73,1,7,96,26,84,0.02,0.943,0.037000000000000005,0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,0,18,10,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,16,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,30,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110639488930406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552496789019148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755617951782507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295695886413302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.978675577183328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yayihavoredditaccoun,2020/01/12,"Today I discovered I have a phobia of awkward public situations I had a social experiment to do and I couldn't do it because I couldn't find a way to make my experiment less awkward. I tried to do with strangers but telling each stranger that it wasn't real bugs me and if I did with my class, and I screwed up, Idk what would happen. I'm fine with 1 or 2 people but doing with 10  people in person bugs me. No wonder why I hate talking in big groups",2.0584473684210534,3.617817200000001,4.0707236842105265,87.02819078947371,77.0,6.434210526315789,24.50657894736842,7.1686216300943375,0.9475526315789468,354,12,76,4,8,121,63,95,0.203,0.772,0.025,-0.9319,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,3,0,11,1,0,1,0,19,16,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,13,1,11,10,2,6,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,3,1,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383500880738887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444012447585465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743339797170385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069617580399174,0.0,0.0,0.22407176677281704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149469195907891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146850117129951,0.1981689629794452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583252733029853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551077156507863,0.0,0.231352754744984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241839457336348,0.19836928510611804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512746618078352,0.0,0.0,0.15408802240353278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801468705861624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479221837221895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461237751554873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612228174636393,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DezziDrowned,2020/01/12,"How do you all cope with dying? Its my main source of anxiety. I mainly suffer from health anxiety and I'm so scared. I don't wanna die. I know it'll happen but, I'm fucking terrified. How do you all approach and accept it? Its crippling to me. This fear stops me from doing daily things. I don't want to die but, Even if I do better in life I don't know how to overcome that fear. I need help. I'm currently so scared.",-1.0124615384615367,1.0929413777777803,1.663333333333334,95.46807692307694,96.33333333333334,4.547008547008548,15.811965811965814,6.297961479604792,-0.35690598290598263,324,8,73,4,13,111,54,90,0.281,0.561,0.157,-0.9095,1,0,0,0,0,2,13.0,0,2,0,1,6,8,1,4,0,0,8,3,0,3,2,18,17,10,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,12,2,9,16,4,4,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28270943358629624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342118593173724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753113878371517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204417169068925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158533972895019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082434703595253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339863590953416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964104464125392,0.0,0.0,0.12385284449286388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309838838345826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051421445716518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701059662418386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699901631201808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544827392446449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275833831665957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108986892351984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lesla002,2020/01/12,"Tips for dealing with random anxious nausea that doesn't seem to have an obvious trigger. I've been an anxious human for as long as I can remember,  but recently I've been suffering from random periods of that anxious sicky feeling that seem to have no trigger. They can last for minutes or hours and generally fade away after a while. Does anyone have any ideas / tips for things to do to get rid of them? Despite my mental health improving recently, this is one bit that I cant shake and it can really fuck up entire days that I am meant to be enjoying.
So yeah, hope this makes sense and if anyone has something that could help that would be wonderful. 
Thanks 👍💜",7.135448504983388,6.751212046511629,7.2390033222591414,75.9858139534884,64.1937984496124,10.782281284606864,33.932447397563685,10.290406445055957,3.3575749723145085,530,20,99,11,7,171,90,129,0.114,0.68,0.20600000000000002,0.9446,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,1,3,1,18,2,0,3,1,24,28,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,1,6,3,18,21,1,13,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,8,10,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634253074431073,0.0,0.0,0.5299885258065341,0.0,0.2186865310090493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692245592740885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707244804513361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485525905821153,0.0,0.0,0.10085099485888116,0.16121904599393408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684760673474086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906951083940866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445691155973409,0.08170114931767496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622270200139316,0.0,0.0,0.1048170035667099,0.0,0.0,0.15531882597714675,0.15400101587019588,0.0,0.0,0.17653194061001753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746909529939773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838977605411468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104383655245665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759243365482647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596590775420936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017987196579826,0.0,0.3088091914479687,0.0,0.17714600367729086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28472165965476204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203875695989548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439720260715083,0.0,0.0,0.10389071997391278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958547498503496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110865785344155,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sunfoxstellar,2020/01/12,"Work mistakes Recently I got a promotion. I don't start my new job until tomorrow, however. I'm not the best at spotting scams or fraud and one of my worst fears is falling victim to it. Well, I did. The guy didn't seem shady, wasn't in a rush, and the product was in excellent condition. If we capture a serial number on product, normally POS prompts us on it but it didn't for this item so I took it without checking (if the serial # doesn't match, POS requires a manager override to take it). Well, apparently the item was different.

Manager said it's no biggie and that it happens but I feel ashamed and terrible because I rarely make mistakes, and now I'm just doubting my capabilities in everything.",2.9886468276249296,5.297315467153286,4.884963503649633,78.80999438517688,76.81021897810221,8.886917462099943,32.43627175743964,9.466822959209583,3.528563615946097,557,30,103,16,13,190,89,137,0.23399999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9744,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,5,5,12,1,3,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,22,20,12,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,2,0,1,3,8,8,2,1,9,2,11,4,12,11,4,15,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,5,6,72,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929840057534756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259311082840397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216065710586151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062800947070094,0.0,0.0,0.2386792373408248,0.10724762426115793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964126825313525,0.0,0.0,0.21001918333785724,0.1875654355867553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048337456788094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158300611635666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485417055884209,0.0,0.0,0.20781973232779968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372912818946887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942997990760945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017622386357477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309416012251365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013035905849725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947799552067854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565857586642802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551384906657396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814191611982604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446348735552533,0.0,0.15441635301204493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohmygodewdavid,2020/01/12,"Anxiety about taking medication. This is my first time posting in this sub. Recently, my anxiety/OCD and binge eating has spiraled out of control. I quit smoking cigarettes 7 months ago, and my doctor believes I used smoking as a coping mechanism. I have put in a call for a psychologist to hopefully use therapy to help.

However, it’s gotten so bad that my doctor now wants me to take Prozac 10mg to start. I had a very bad experience when I was a teenager with Zoloft and have avoided antidepressants ever since. I’m now anxious about taking this medication and cannot stop obsessing over potential side effects and what time of day to take it. All I keep finding are the bad things associated with the medication.

Is anyone else on Prozac for anxiety or the other disorders I have? What were/are your experiences, and what time of day do you take it?",5.948539772727273,7.264684456250002,7.045227272727272,70.45886363636366,66.9375,10.81818181818182,33.92045454545455,10.832165505486646,4.056625,683,31,119,20,11,230,103,160,0.134,0.8079999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9233,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,4,7,6,0,2,8,0,11,9,0,4,2,22,24,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,12,9,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,0,14,1,20,21,1,23,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,15,79,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463322096620123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059690003865156,0.13334890337504607,0.0,0.08253464275072295,0.12094348242980282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295669426503122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298796768897692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052959914471413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238921868621334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224898933329034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352813295349794,0.24163299492031504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078194509444765,0.09860527848579333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067717777431556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092686815763624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788423884373606,0.10040273238146064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911812312960118,0.0,0.0,0.11723798219612395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049172529561921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567314274039283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421649567300708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113047403589306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866040216532504,0.0,0.12554752979106898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654790158632597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976419323295988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354762923812785,0.0,0.0,0.0986847289216689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437479709287135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349862962860024,0.0,0.07841894440044385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648604219432107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389319598531952,0.0,0.09739339171515342,0.06962164174690139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kcleo2016,2020/01/12,"I’ve been isolated for a month and now I’m too anxious to go back to college In early/mid December, I (21F) had surgery to remove a major abscess. I was on complete bed rest for two weeks and I’ve been able to slowly regain activity since then. I live by myself in my apartment. For the first week, I had people over for around 6 hours of the day. From then, it decreased to about 2-3 hours a day. Last week, I was trying to be more social and go out with family and friends a little more. My incision ended up ripping open because I did too much so I’ve had another week of almost complete isolation. My incision is almost completely healed now so I am able to do more activities as well as go to class. Tomorrow will be five weeks since I’ve had surgery. It’ll also be my first time with a large group of people. 

I have had to be very careful about infection. Since it is flu season, I’ve had to be very careful about who I am around. My very close friends were the only people that I saw and that was it. I’ve had to go to campus to check on some things before classes. I saw some people that I haven’t seen in over a month a couple days ago. Normally I would be really excited, but I found myself extremely anxious around them. I felt like I didn’t know how to properly communicate around them and I didn’t want to talk to them. It made me really sad because I didn’t understand why. Yesterday, I was with three friends celebrating one of their birthdays. My friend’s downstairs neighbors came up to say hello and I felt myself get really uncomfortable and anxious. They didn’t stay to hang out, but just the five minutes they were up gave me anxiety. It was then I realized there was something else happening. 

I wasn’t able to find much about isolation causing social anxiety other than a few articles about pregnant women on bed rest and how that impacts their mental wellbeing. I know that being isolated like this after surgery isn’t good for me. I’ve had generalized anxiety for as long as I can remember, but I’ve had it under control the last year or so. I’m a very social, extroverted person. I love that I’m able to strike up a conversation with anyone about anything. But now I’m too anxious to leave my apartment for: 1. Fear of my health and wellbeing and 2. Having to interact with people and them judging me. I’m the president of an on campus organization, I give campus tours, I’m an ambassador for one of our departments, and I sing opera. I have to be around people constantly but I don’t know if I can do it. I want to so badly because I miss it all, but I’m so afraid. 

Does anyone have any tips on how I can readjust myself to being around people again?",3.473330677996106,4.982577789962825,5.000138077535848,82.02924411400251,73.14498141263941,8.39518498849354,26.93591786156843,8.976282227363876,2.134763533368739,2113,76,419,44,42,711,228,538,0.094,0.8320000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.8067,0,2,1,0,0,0,53.0,1,0,8,3,32,17,0,2,18,0,53,5,0,6,1,64,86,37,0,5,9,0,2,2,5,3,4,1,3,2,19,29,0,1,10,2,1,8,8,5,1,8,34,6,58,12,82,40,12,71,0,2,3,1,29,28,0,6,36,292,77,6,0.2543741127420531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056371825722530834,0.0,0.1273594648233547,0.0,0.0,0.050855721514246055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04324577988115078,0.06668335912437816,0.1459466249963298,0.2873703426859771,0.0,0.08893214706097974,0.0,0.052332055176911536,0.3396703361761686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889949778042979,0.05309793973145671,0.11629807358430125,0.0,0.05411340860120117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273405473501363,0.12967568054321993,0.06532807109007717,0.0,0.0,0.2000298131550157,0.06872201195375753,0.07132554932751194,0.0,0.07036502936903294,0.0,0.12303769415499573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565112506436664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053124232655690634,0.0,0.056324990413179024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059950318694230786,0.07156039926194457,0.0,0.0,0.12211951971008825,0.0,0.05812333266765705,0.10818524517565732,0.0,0.06972702125680967,0.19652880850224105,0.0,0.03322499375084911,0.06100470694062005,0.1445666703250373,0.0533392342674998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056235546953597344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759694669375682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525363064396322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484801992895484,0.10367442637266937,0.0,0.06733636416786454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213717127651475,0.06373742186118345,0.056154250475254366,0.056278271272551764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057395642044534574,0.060173733996317126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640873190535396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151949496005584,0.0,0.09349712076297373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062308155437297764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861852410238983,0.04836574381921342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086142169032611,0.05552741589486048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221892768298327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203907061675317,0.0,0.0,0.05057212607044266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781567101733265,0.0,0.0,0.1944767803898564,0.0,0.048957404895892516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778223965759246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051114069075481584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042248714378338895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03708189769057951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04317583124913973,0.0,0.062121636536193674,0.06620310558734682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098852832243891,0.0750182211506337,0.0,0.2550544620396564,0.0,0.0571782191144846,0.0,0.05738326784686657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517501783552876,0.0,0.0,0.04095214715574888
anxiety,Wasteofskin50,2020/01/12,"So, now that I know... why I have been feeling so fucked up these past two years or so, I guess I am completely screwed. I take Gabapentin for neuropathy pain. It is very intense if I don't take them. I learned a while back that taking Gabapentin basically kills your brains development, and is making me stupid. So, the thing that I take to try and have a normal life is making me not have a normal life. Between this bit of knowledge and everything else that is going on, I may well be done with this joke of an existence. My options are writhing in pain or being brain dead? Fucking wonderful...",3.446695652173915,5.503697017391306,3.670652173913045,89.22858695652175,74.47826086956522,7.034782608695654,27.15217391304348,7.908726449838941,1.5544086956521743,467,18,95,7,10,144,81,115,0.214,0.725,0.061,-0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,7,9,5,0,5,0,15,9,2,2,0,20,28,11,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,7,1,1,2,1,14,2,9,23,1,9,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,7,5,68,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146126817875868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272744948467993,0.0,0.0,0.3327852493325201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627940547303207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253313582634032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245147915407258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395937183464865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536575772193269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27559449462922103,0.0,0.0,0.08471034742245179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419886336539374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649052407144938,0.0,0.08191572026727566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105613140009954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989882873400452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920809053693205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172061487657084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228810973000033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44827771450202414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902429834191724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119731352031698,0.0,0.14560328190725055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298446952415208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401669403590627,0.0,0.13449729580447595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164179701123094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598535002457076
anxiety,dampgrandpa,2020/01/12,"I've found out that aggressive music, such as metal can help calm me down when I'm feeling particularly fidgety and restless, might be worth trying for other people too. Never really listened to metal music that much before but somehow it just calms me down when I feel physically uneasy and fidgety. Sometimes I get the urge to start like running around the house and so on but then I just pop on some aggressive music, such as metal, which I've actually grown to like, and after a few songs I no longer feel extra fidgety. Figured it might help someone in a similar situation to try it. 

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To be more specific, I tend to go for something with screaming, medolic metal and other subgenres similar to it really don't work on me. Hope this works for other people too.",6.797348659003832,7.544726696551727,7.457471264367817,70.29187739463602,64.79310344827586,9.754789272030653,33.35249042145594,9.725611199111238,3.3786398467432965,621,25,101,12,9,206,90,145,0.14400000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.142,-0.0919,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,11,9,2,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,23,17,13,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,0,5,1,1,3,3,4,0,0,1,6,8,5,22,12,5,17,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,5,8,76,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.16991960113935067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886629424174731,0.2115793388299403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500699804277746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816643305791696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641265043573265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091763565501432,0.0,0.0,0.09097243991252883,0.0,0.09895850416196628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342287442512066,0.0,0.0,0.17294411010731922,0.0,0.20091535682491027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701360765535971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694354313273953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800094507747956,0.0,0.1342949220135242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143088108323835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230961855240831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957223199968444,0.0,0.0,0.14753443517782386,0.13404892138019153,0.1722127790489768,0.0,0.12324564206498236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364371077653231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535282362828041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115793388299403,0.0
anxiety,jerkjess,2020/01/12,"Considering Medication I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember, and now it just sort of feels normal. Recently though I’ve realized it’s impacting me physically, in addition to other ways, but I have an extremely rapid resting heart rate. My PCP asked if I had ever considered medication, so I have been thinking. I’m considering a low does SSRI (Lexapro specifically but open to others of course). I have also looked into beta blockers either instead of or in addition to. 

Any thoughts or feedback are welcome! I have a follow up with my primary on 1/20/20 and am expecting to start something around then.",7.302410714285719,8.231835133928572,8.455357142857142,62.93964285714286,63.73214285714285,12.471428571428573,40.10714285714286,12.031772070788634,5.58662857142857,493,27,78,17,7,169,83,112,0.038,0.924,0.038,0.3164,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,10,3,1,0,1,25,18,13,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,9,1,17,14,2,16,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,4,6,60,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830150189496592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562904209754455,0.0,0.17507321722466562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037292008350348,0.2139482490981129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002722880526201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701217611476752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571581139672027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711939184918973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252920569645008,0.1921803074155241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610940620973117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422901314812696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259664045964779,0.0,0.2592477597697176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618352700468498,0.0,0.0,0.16198453283619052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664084944384828,0.2248485783863811,0.1816850665387548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816542066076822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,courtneydn89,2020/01/12,"Apparently I'm fat. Reading through some medical notes in preparation for an appointment I scheduled for this week, for no reason at all a doctor listed me as morbidly obese. It doesn't even pertain to anything to do with my visit at that time. I know that I'm a bit overweight than normal, but I'm beyond destroyed. I didn't look at myself that way. I know I'm big, but I still felt like I could lose it, that this is just a rough spot in my life. I don't feel morbidly obese. I'm 250. I know I'm big, I can feel it. I thought I was pretty though despite my ""crazy"" and my anxiety. I know it's science, I know it's probably factual, and I know they probably had to make note of it for whatever reason, but it still hurts bad.",2.307352941176472,3.5533698823529463,4.2674673202614395,87.1761029411765,75.66666666666667,7.975816993464052,26.47549019607843,8.59863814320734,1.756603921568627,564,21,125,11,12,193,87,153,0.152,0.7959999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9274,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,1,0,4,0,9,7,1,3,2,25,27,7,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,13,3,4,0,12,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,5,21,1,18,21,3,15,0,2,1,0,2,8,0,1,6,78,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943577358516624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847819180840694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035848224166638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044888588230733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246537095720444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980132364305152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311958729165578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788374337654348,0.0,0.14990520651084055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713584748140778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148157843075534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027623641567376,0.07627515661966634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110631110727292,0.17466478200342958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421515235489608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728027072081552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529700891440056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883601885633106,0.3366599355797927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616800268279285,0.0,0.0,0.3210465532472706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24936445578263294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339275946840136,0.12394640833658803,0.0910381820091776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392535554622483,0.12523466156543533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tanduayece,2020/01/12,"For a minute, it feels right to jump Trigger warning. 

Lately, I've been living alone at my 21st floor apartment. I am doing well, but I noticed my anxiety acting up for some reason.

One time, I was laying on my bed, thinking and I thought I should jump on my window and for some reason, it felt right. I was not scared, like it was fine. 

Then I snapped out, it felt like... ""what am I thinking? Brain????!!!"" 

Those thoughts are scary. I am scared that one day I'll just do i

T.",0.4489488636363639,2.674682739583332,1.580303030303032,99.2768181818182,86.1875,3.907575757575757,19.14393939393939,4.851557810540192,-0.6222583333333334,357,10,81,1,11,112,62,96,0.14300000000000002,0.755,0.102,-0.6228,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,11,1,1,3,0,19,18,4,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,9,0,0,3,1,2,1,2,8,3,14,4,9,9,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,2,6,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950285195384464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997237114963565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425623126711687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800120620871847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251567291368087,0.0,0.3513618503594497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063993416522584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878084951241982,0.0,0.16156681093549582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208313780999192,0.0,0.0,0.24797187076826066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762494766728703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125125957072975,0.0,0.0,0.36637193019711467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448095293424884,0.0,0.2905171901110861,0.1066919049332413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645129698840743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arminlegout1,2020/01/12,Cardiophobia Always sure I'm just about to die. Got a stag party and a festival coming up and I find the concept so scary my thoughts head towards ending it. I won't I'm over 13 years like this as well as a busted knee and psoriasis but man days like today where I can't enjoy a can of coke in case the caffeine gives me a panic attack just feels like too much. Anyone else here have panic disorder specifically around their heart?,3.4618719211822686,5.135260770114948,4.7192118226601,83.3648275862069,73.48275862068967,7.270279146141214,22.773399014778327,7.957251820313856,1.1009881773399022,345,9,68,5,7,114,69,87,0.247,0.601,0.152,-0.9279999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,9,10,1,2,7,0,4,4,3,0,1,12,11,7,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,1,6,7,10,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,7,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072260777067998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506029433344774,0.1979128011011867,0.0,0.17195122759841405,0.0,0.2197446702279476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638818048429835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457068102559893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004671069153484,0.0,0.2213753591930876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135840043974958,0.0,0.17108031313617933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976662930039378,0.1379918375115921,0.0,0.0,0.17654255917945846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529438335670145,0.0,0.0,0.15448578861220394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823543718318332,0.0,0.0,0.2288927017372699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831011592208425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419930707499779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532576820687026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820487645762813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334556901803734,0.0,0.0,0.18309083204879426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367189162248434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438717002187205
anxiety,theDramaIloveIt,2020/01/12,"Social Anxiety Disorder I need advice on how to deal with SAD. When I meet someone new or someone I don’t talk to often, I sweat a lot. Mostly armpits and my back. Then when it could be someone I know but don’t talk to often and they mention something that’s relevant to me I get a hot flush face rush. 

Does anybody else get this and know how to deal with this sort of thing? I’ve never told anyone I have this either...",1.0143434343434343,3.0890324545454533,2.705151515151517,93.08328282828285,82.4090909090909,5.2747474747474765,21.141414141414145,6.42735559955562,0.2550717171717167,328,10,71,3,9,108,60,88,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.5598,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,3,2,1,20,11,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,10,0,9,8,3,8,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,6,6,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662037806018505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460967757615077,0.0,0.0,0.13353546148275905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684941763314055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247948339532436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39377751537371614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887602790037447,0.0,0.16712513782916574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953666155683513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955505494494435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991177640433706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236169762849836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416069224010786,0.14729312837494327,0.18444664218268947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467685927065,0.48544222315830104,0.14702331770509428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30699993322216146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687654032902887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248657459819695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arisyyy,2020/01/12,Anxiety?? I don't know if it is anxiety but every morning I'm always anxious about my stomach hurting at the morning. It's actually weird but I'm having a hard time. Everytime I go to our school since 20 minutes is the travelling time. My mind is saying that my stomach will hurt and I should just poop. I've had this habit on my mind since I was 6 yrs old? And now I'm 15 and everyday I go poop in school which is really embarrassing but sometimes I can forget about it. Some said that I may be acidic but I knew that my mind is controlling it. I'm always anxious everytime that I always avoid to think about it. But my mind won't worry if my stomach will hurt. I know this is a weird thing but I really can't focus in school and kind of embarassed. Help me pleasee. I think I can prove that this is all on my mind because I go to the bathroom 3 or 4 times in the morning but in the end I would still think of it on our car and also while at school.,1.4479529282977557,3.096527295566503,3.3984811165845663,90.78411466885605,79.0,6.678598795840178,23.100437876299942,7.594959193182576,0.8863587301587303,743,24,168,11,18,251,98,203,0.177,0.79,0.033,-0.9777,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,7,9,0,2,7,0,21,5,5,1,2,36,35,17,0,4,11,0,1,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,16,5,0,2,7,1,0,5,3,7,0,0,4,4,26,2,17,24,2,23,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,5,9,109,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.10043841019628506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230782109887749,0.2569215892362597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747226785246882,0.2325483352772286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274116100544895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543736631842864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911596000663419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671741967382822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548125290052696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219916732721947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898739831515767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33054494669774265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071789027490238,0.11312803895580707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196165657998245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800081480192444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187075560822495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790374082538207,0.08184883394152317,0.0,0.4166559799441224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027863178325267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179389327178501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821947754746341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837774632173448,0.1978475133529608,0.0,0.0,0.1800464201614825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104523728155566,0.0,0.07311384393796708,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eindouchee,2020/01/12,"Nausea and throwing up everyday I am suffering from anxiety for 5 years, but this last year I have problem with constant nausea.. Ive done all tests. Can anyone tell me, how can I eliminate nausea and throwing up because of anxiety ? Every little thing makes me nauseated. Is there any drug to cut off this connection anxiety-nausea ? Ive tried everything, from anti depressants, benzos, anti psychotics..nothing really works. Please I need help, I cant live like this, I cant even go to college",4.1370000000000005,6.915817366666667,5.4855555555555595,73.54500000000002,75.33333333333334,8.888888888888891,30.0,9.444778638647367,3.5396666666666667,393,18,61,11,9,131,65,90,0.247,0.6809999999999999,0.071,-0.9332,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,1,9,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,10,1,10,12,1,12,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,39,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460461127424119,0.0,0.32858600780880465,0.0,0.0,0.1501671887035811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309174491560909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208236117527897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497494094201647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977697498410412,0.0,0.0,0.24905674071996425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184884686536256,0.0,0.18094697642126567,0.0,0.19301501508569788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205468539999685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395102141242275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750603990047044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492228775483173,0.2152488109737232,0.189639544446028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335588005826194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592439431579877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607076116806475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574513370812866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054990574605681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375825906458419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877122100792628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267890463018856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580988794024766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634992354404875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27660048758464845
anxiety,Bleeper2000,2020/01/12,"Tell me im freaking out over nothing I live in a appartments. Dog ate my 100 dollar headphones i use for work.

Got mad and said some....racist things (idk y, i also suffer from a bit of bipolar).

Now im paranoid someone is goijg to come break in when we r at work in retaliation and its obsessing my thoughts",0.93809523809524,3.2178218571428587,3.0914285714285725,88.92857142857146,84.39682539682539,5.504761904761906,24.87301587301588,6.868970318607317,1.0147206349206352,239,10,50,3,7,81,52,63,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,4,1,7,0,10,3,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052181797616148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737501431007183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599583444845225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054481468934074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416983143330871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141367887647534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405979484520556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23851726160249784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245662424880732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191634193442817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658477673799066,0.0,0.0,0.19906464535291524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656439519362866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36509275388811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aj_frosty,2020/01/12,"Constant Anxiety for the past month Hi, I'm a 20m University student that's been feeling strong, constant anxiety for pretty much a month now and it's just terrifying and exhausting.

I've dealt with some level of anxiety for as long as I can recall. I remember having panic attacks while sitting in school assembly when I was 10 or 11. I've dealt with years of panic attacks, depersonalisation and moderate social anxiety.

When I started university and moved away from my parents back in September last year, I was of course filled with nerves. But I soon got over that initial hump of anxiety and found myself settling in much better than I expected myself to. I even came out of my introvert shell a little and really found myself enjoying uni.

This was the case until about the beginning of December. I woke up one night and felt myself panicking, although the reason wasn't clear. It took me hours to go back to sleep. 

The next night, the same thing happened. Obviously, I began to fear night times due to this unexplainable overwhelming sense of dread that would just take hold. I was so scared that I was going to have to rush into the corridor and knock on the door of one of my flatmates to talk me down. 

Since then, that feeling has slowly crept over every waking hour, to the point now where I wake up and instantly check myself for this anxiety - and sure enough I find it. I've spent each day this month feeling constantly foggy, depersonalised, full of fear and exhausted. I find I can't relax at all, my mind is constantly checking itself to see if the anxiety has disappeared. 

How do I break out of this rut? I've tried exercising and focusing on my studies (which I did neglect in the first term of uni) etc. But since my mind is just so fixated on wanting to feel better, it never quits focusing on this feeling.

I'd love to tell my parents but there's something stopping me. I think I'm just embarassed, or ashamed - they think I'm doing really well at university and this may disappoint them.",6.063552631578951,7.08729825,6.640631578947371,74.5254210526316,66.5,10.290526315789474,32.04210526315789,10.355215969177356,3.4179926315789486,1605,64,287,40,25,525,209,380,0.136,0.804,0.06,-0.9625,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,5,19,22,2,8,14,0,20,8,3,2,5,62,48,30,0,4,10,2,6,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,19,21,0,3,14,2,3,8,3,14,1,3,17,7,36,8,56,29,10,72,0,3,1,2,10,24,0,5,38,198,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426390742959899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811700322979656,0.07481037764534701,0.12245353310981848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084381368608315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910698717162475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344185668488427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513515851860625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227398604376975,0.08880300488413104,0.05259161008125312,0.0,0.06708755862048991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792006895392156,0.2013041481232658,0.0,0.07645255743382702,0.0,0.1455517492885257,0.06772904683804888,0.0,0.17460956643069872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050552845507966,0.0,0.06368344516255321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041218952546223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568293162851653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490506231511814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980524189899252,0.0,0.0704656843878141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186473759933502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079725134531078,0.0,0.19066792198771512,0.08462885186816611,0.11706718159387272,0.0,0.061411765409137786,0.0,0.0846821689883081,0.22416821257292652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791202102612736,0.0,0.0,0.18684573513092675,0.1768284422472967,0.0,0.07601114241549474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527143155065813,0.0,0.0,0.0810073254746887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469106690557322,0.0,0.0,0.10201972199439334,0.08186783708974837,0.0,0.0,0.09019968628900306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971858927451045,0.0805848253563614,0.06345087448220607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173336723513554,0.0,0.07968257777044299,0.08116773500582862,0.0,0.06129927170529392,0.0,0.0,0.056359036847506774,0.0,0.0,0.06657012681629007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504568944465559,0.0,0.05986814580530195,0.06399961793081038,0.06959582385149078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289936072764422,0.10204106395162044,0.0,0.0,0.04643002068260065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884663864389477,0.054060198175761284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046964931361653285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159250365857701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565633676556232,0.0,0.0,0.10255187343992757
anxiety,Leandie1984_sa,2020/01/12,"Severe Generalized Anxiety Disorder Along with Severe Depression with suicidal tendencies, I was diagnosed with GAD.

Do you sometimes fear something that is so important to you and yet so irrelevant & silly to others?

I experienced something this week and i know if I told someone that didn't have anxiety, they would tell me to act my age, but i feel that people who deal with the same thing are way more understanding.",9.485399999999998,9.51172630666667,9.343833333333336,61.46775000000002,59.26666666666666,13.9,40.08333333333333,13.023866798666859,5.768533333333332,343,16,54,12,4,112,58,75,0.182,0.765,0.053,-0.8349,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,15,11,6,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,10,1,8,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534182492042975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040811632109247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048989861292605,0.17118012900673885,0.20172358436885607,0.0,0.0,0.22778078713927474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364514542173405,0.10049223716000023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922591687598314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778584670212565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490541049431845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839732330420287,0.3060096380215491,0.1965654390832336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173964890611464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371326177409496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203838950699767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991086416849293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069021879301663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775577590642273,0.1594225097725399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118386059130147,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Irishtara,2020/01/12,"Neurofeedback / Myndlift for anxiety and depression I suffer from anxiety and low grade depression and so far no medication has worked for me (too many side effects). I've come across neurofeedback, and especially Myndlift (I need something I can do at home) and I am wondering whether anyone had had any experience with them?

TIA",8.026607142857141,10.120108446428574,8.20214285714286,61.19285714285715,62.75,12.742857142857144,40.785714285714285,12.161744961471696,6.0595500000000015,267,15,40,10,4,87,42,56,0.282,0.6579999999999999,0.06,-0.9159999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,11,9,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,6,7,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,27,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268952429347274,0.0,0.4110292313083203,0.0,0.0,0.18784459068165624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314160487476313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627714265358425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627888216435517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694753643466056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723664169654399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706341108438651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991987302904858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681798398950588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913367731165844,0.195578592399524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SlipperyCorruptor,2020/01/12,"Tapering off Pregabalin tips Hi guys,

I've been treated for GAD with 300mg/day dose of Pregabalin(2x150). It's done wonders for me. I've never tolerated any SSRIs, SNRIs or other antidepressants so this was a miracle drug for me. It allowed me to sleep better after many years of battling insomnia, made me socialize a bit more, alleviated most of my panic attacks etc.

It also played a big role in my battle with substance abuse but that's a whole another story.

It's been three+ years now. Last month I was sick and at the same time lost my prescription - I've had 3 days till my next visit with my psychiatrist so I've decided to endure it. Worst idea ever.. good thing I was on sick leave cause I was a messed up pretty bad. It also was a trigger for my decision to stop taking it, as my doctor already advised me to do so. I've, for sure, developed tolerance for it so I guess therapeutic values are minimal at this point.

I started on Wednesday, tapering off 75mg/day per week. I can extend this period if I'll feel that withdrawal becomes hard to manage but I'm determined. After all the hard work I've put in therapies I do feel that I'm ready. My doctor also prescribed Depakine Chrono(Valporic Acid) as a support for the time of taper. It makes me a bit groggy in the morning(I take it in the evening for now, one more in the morning after next dose cut) but if it'll make this easier I can live with it. I don't tolerate many meds well, especially those that cause tiredness, fatigue etc. cause I don't sleep well, never could. I'm taking Mirzatrapine as well, it's the only substance, so far, that allows me to sleep through my terrible nightmares that I have almost every night since I can remember(6-7 years old, I'm 29 now) and doesn't make me half-dead throughout the day. I case of severe insomnia I also got prescribed Preazinum but I don't know how it works for me.

I've started to feel it last evening, anxiety starts to creep back again more and more.. I'm not giving to it just yet. My mind starts to find a excuses, or culprits if you wish, but I've learned how to rationalize such states by pointing out that there's nothing really serious going on, so that's a start. I don't know how it's going to develop in the coming days but also I don't want to induce it further by means of autosuggestion. I've already read some horror stories :D I'm just glad that tomorrow is Monday and I can go back to work but I would like to take a certain precautions.

Have any one of you came off Pregabalin(Lyrica) and has any suggestions on how can I make this time easier? Please don't suggest any more medications as there aren't many that I tolerate well and frankly I'm a little tired of popping pills :/

Thank you!",3.180847517730496,5.176076653703706,4.646036249014973,82.21663120567378,75.05555555555556,7.929078014184397,26.304176516942483,8.718977153904607,2.0427249802994485,2163,80,419,45,47,721,257,540,0.12300000000000001,0.731,0.147,0.9397,1,0,1,0,1,0,68.0,0,3,0,5,34,26,4,1,21,0,32,16,3,16,6,73,73,38,0,7,15,0,5,1,0,2,13,0,0,1,36,13,0,1,13,2,0,7,11,12,4,3,13,6,43,14,64,57,15,72,0,2,0,0,13,23,0,10,42,266,79,9,0.0,0.0801755011100407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775971576817197,0.0,0.1493466157548159,0.27057032940348164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406621020174735,0.07095578592453736,0.05176582591534167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698210568007961,0.0,0.10406501237749163,0.05649994382544332,0.0,0.07473397679084416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059846836764566015,0.14775183496853606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739415177893286,0.0,0.20854099229544626,0.0,0.058289980278799725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402738254804956,0.0,0.0,0.21820127244507126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852210694392453,0.0,0.06924784596334649,0.0,0.0,0.07847338338675655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509353885957345,0.08938813630064206,0.061209569578888935,0.05701319872866286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026449044012518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061847315494327273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491330045317571,0.1153718316620066,0.05675669818918645,0.054120271916850315,0.0,0.07454391818593856,0.06700194726815599,0.0,0.0,0.1212344525290451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763889223347834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743771135145748,0.11031688415437092,0.0,0.07165062923599741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03305916109316732,0.06782110140145453,0.059752073497724476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386760286328209,0.0,0.0,0.06402908677349194,0.1806756308468164,0.20581415799951527,0.0,0.07371027692495236,0.07516388046331571,0.06816837928584188,0.0,0.0,0.06832537831517535,0.0,0.05401194275559109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437944851610187,0.0,0.14393134669324664,0.06350182316400446,0.0,0.06492925989152329,0.0,0.07100617085148336,0.0,0.0917071604107408,0.05146455441928259,0.0,0.07939380451213117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427913095450397,0.12793624254133806,0.0,0.0,0.06884267129010295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802501837207629,0.0,0.0,0.06768630032491461,0.0,0.04334984611090629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644556597191847,0.0,0.05597565927133645,0.0,0.20315057225457991,0.0689789925494379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394787523957949,0.0,0.0,0.05657346827956039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767888313414547,0.06377627825512934,0.0,0.20351162358570368,0.0,0.0,0.06229959224350005,0.0773842420661974,0.0,0.04495560470228927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837324463367276,0.0777743983097449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991233277912351,0.0,0.05427917862934343,0.0,0.24336659270366315,0.0,0.0,0.07554889249238103,0.07781484715011193,0.0,0.07338304690343428,0.14778930444477684,0.0,0.0,0.048069397474355666,0.0,0.0,0.13072789785440644
anxiety,flufluf123,2020/01/12,Im freaking out Last night I was texting my gf and I think I pissed her off. Im not a confrontational guy and im scared that i mightve messed something up. Ive bwen looking over our messages for hours and I'm scared that if I ask her if she was mad I'll just embarass myself or make her even more mad.,-1.1672222222222215,0.8627109705882354,0.8919607843137278,102.1249346405229,93.70588235294115,3.610457516339869,17.84967320261438,5.033348758259628,-0.8772993464052283,238,7,60,1,9,78,46,68,0.305,0.664,0.031,-0.9608,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,2,8,4,2,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,11,8,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,1,13,0,5,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,9,4,1,3,3,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175955474445775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254494676193394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136925413493961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253605381201449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6993574652733273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759194791335446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812317390689558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440593754724769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252942676317426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321404895767667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614629991887567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828667734304376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatslikesupermean,2020/01/12,"Working with people who don't understand anxiety sucks. First time poster on this sub, and I'm very happy this community exists. 

Today I've had a tough day at work. This week my name was added on a programme for a summit with over 350 attendees which is happening tomorrow without asking me, which I found very intrusive, or giving me information about what it is that I have to speak about. I was allocated 15 minutes to speak (according to the programme) but have been given 0 information. 

I don't have troubles speaking in front of crowds, it's a large part of my job, but I always need to be familiar with the environment and the content that I'm expected to deliver. My difficulty is with the spotlight and the attention, not with the actual speaking part - it's the same reason why I panic when I receive compliments or when I am put on the spot to do something (like speaking a language or coming up with an example). This time I didn't have any of the things that help me cope with these situations: I was not asked whether I wanted to do this, I wasn't given any information, and I was just informed that I will be speaking in front of 350 people including mayors of 10 cities. 

I sent an email to my boss to inform her that my colleague, whose name is also on the programme, has agreed to take over the speech. She didn't get it and she made me feel bad about it. She said that I should just try because I need to get over it. She said that people will question my capacity to carry on with my job because of it. She said that it looks unprofessional because my name is already on the printed programmes. She called it a crisis. 

I understand that not everyone knows how it is to live with crippling anxiety, and I don't expect them to. But, for crying out loud, can we just be a bit sympathetic to people's requests? It's not a crisis. Nobody will even remember that a name they don't know was on a paper. Nobody cares about it.  She made me feel small and like it's my fault. She made me feel like an inconvenience.",5.769718045112783,5.997859859649122,6.538361528822057,77.79671522556393,66.94486215538848,9.757769423558898,31.161340852130326,9.621722640351123,2.728258897243108,1600,58,313,31,24,529,182,399,0.099,0.8109999999999999,0.09,-0.8559,2,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,2,3,12,12,1,1,25,0,36,0,0,6,0,67,69,18,0,6,15,0,3,3,0,4,0,11,0,0,35,19,0,0,17,0,0,6,12,6,0,1,20,15,46,6,52,42,4,31,0,0,1,0,43,16,1,4,12,224,81,6,0.0,0.0,0.1004537467385204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359589536016022,0.0823203891729053,0.08565360671068581,0.0,0.0,0.1400042836440685,0.0,0.15749631323592414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246839117026615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594987806334711,0.18825222398697075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238287456015728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511236625342693,0.0,0.10495330879917678,0.0,0.0,0.0886729500609098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307380629135505,0.06638722621694182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799032791153181,0.0,0.0,0.09836275497683122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614735909062274,0.07353973870537807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755997575544687,0.0,0.11286744843685086,0.0,0.0,0.1075628988990382,0.0987485983327186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102873723410887,0.10958062349176342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899793241407359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430241569562527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314531315343784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087258530448558,0.0,0.09089714225253527,0.0,0.08644294762587833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922104958736703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265612872431075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207768955998488,0.0,0.22294610400149534,0.0,0.2854601402142409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348226278596707,0.11531539007386107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583857540280936,0.0,0.0,0.11660997331763932,0.0,0.29375607100132395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157079008672736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924757537451133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739741868463611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683881873292372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004927501827888,0.0,0.09757426374648788,0.0,0.0,0.06988891565125523,0.0,0.0,0.214326540028684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987113428188386,0.060716168960942875,0.0,0.08257156500870376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288655829696277,0.0,0.0,0.09922965287411367,0.0,0.14988183274824446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaidorke,2020/01/12,"Anxiety Book Recommendations Howdy folks
I’m after a self help book something to help me get my mental health and anxiety on track. If anyone has had some content that’s really helped them let me know.
I just feel like my brain need re-wiring and I’m at a stage where I want to start doing the right things and being mentally healthier but I don’t know how to or where to start.",1.9166558441558443,4.262788376623379,3.18193181818182,89.39289772727275,80.81818181818181,6.966883116883117,18.715909090909093,8.07648339933343,0.7032610389610396,303,7,64,6,8,98,58,77,0.038,0.868,0.094,0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,1,1,0,14,16,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,7,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,4,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189785829935911,0.0,0.0,0.1457764966445902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327365132206871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541551167678888,0.14894063971403412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892401342151577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160819003121965,0.0,0.0,0.41922624584793106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229154136503416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131884834092968,0.0,0.10185449738309046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420204623849376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458785867839922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355985576334695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804375271994932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749373811726594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605007684260737,0.0,0.0,0.29513136029630965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385071601968432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296895807935306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cek72398,2020/01/12,"Anxious for no reason lately, any advice? Hello! So I’m (21F) in college (technically still on winter break until Tuesday) and for some reason I’ve been feeling really anxious. Work has been really stressful for me lately, so I’m thinking that that’s the trigger for my anxiety, but at the moment, I can’t do anything about my job. I’m trying to pay for college, but starting in the fall, I won’t be able to work because I will be starting my student teaching and that takes up all of my time. 

I have anxiety over money caused by my dad ever since I started college. I still live with my parents and their “rules” (I don’t really know what else to call them) are that I am employed and going to school, which I am doing.y dad has threatened to kick me out once because I didn’t have a job for two days. I’m terrified that when I start student teaching and not working, he’s going to kick me out (my mom won’t let him of course, but I still have that fear).

I just need some advice. At this point, I can just be relaxing and then all of a sudden get this tightness in my chest and this overwhelming sense of fear. 

Thank you.",3.3928560371517062,4.6099221710526335,4.5976057791537706,85.98784829721363,72.90350877192982,6.943653250773995,27.4468524251806,7.285733465282438,1.4130610939112485,877,32,177,9,17,289,124,228,0.11699999999999999,0.843,0.039,-0.9364,4,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,3,10,6,0,4,5,0,22,1,1,4,3,30,39,15,0,1,6,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,5,1,2,3,7,4,0,1,3,2,29,2,30,29,4,34,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,2,19,124,40,15,0.11532187200369222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253823972736365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842282751800532,0.0,0.17644183286596038,0.2605617805967148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490007459873476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059828558906698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775652507402608,0.0,0.0,0.11846732941944535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437306710194509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963366262796774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431523552911144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259538334786055,0.05831020351961806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025091838719105,0.0,0.13108015490656302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288783270137984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337788492572799,0.0,0.2601761893746902,0.0,0.0,0.11792442741965055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183132577389784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506358270597085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550970685260346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281402998518527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280512914366668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090164443666674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163443257259427,0.2371401825009108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116711891208645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539544422479736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265016582505244,0.0,0.2762885878484507,0.0,0.13210081474829555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670769576272483,0.0,0.0,0.1061728857588591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389359908686442,0.0,0.0,0.06724511095928126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829598116401662,0.0,0.11265271202422113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518670888866638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DemoticPedestrian,2020/01/12,"Having to take frequent breaks when working/studying due to my anxiety is very frustrating. I am a full time student. I am on an SSRI and see a therapist. 

I had a child over 2 years ago. My therapist thinks that a combination of undiagnosed post partum anxiety and genetics take a huge role in my clinical level anxiety. I have always been able to self-manage my anxiety without any assistance, but due to many life changes the past 3 years have thrown me into needing extra help to cope.

Since starting program specific courses, I have noticed that when I am working on assignments, I have to take frequent breaks because I can feel my anxiety building up as I work. To the point that I cannot concentrate at all. It is a physical manifestation of increased heart rate, clenching my teeth, increased breaths, muscles tightening, etc. (I do not have panic attacks, but it is still very distracting and uncomfortable.)

 I walk away, do something not school related to get my body out of the ""fight, flight, freeze"" condition, and then come back but then I have to reorient myself to the task (re-read the assignment requirements, find my spot in my thought process on where I left off, and so on.)

This is making the tasks take much longer to complete and it can be frustrating because I do not want to spend all of this time on work and would rather knock it out and then go do other things. 

This is the first time I have ever felt like my anxiety has been outside of my control. I have always had a higher level of anxiety than normal, but it never interfered with my life to this degree.

I thought I was doing well with my therapist/meds combo, but maybe I need to do something different :/",7.807092330603126,7.503806373417723,7.753715562174237,72.57996649292629,62.79746835443038,11.485927029039464,38.20848845867461,10.966923227221727,4.2743453462397625,1338,62,238,32,17,431,172,316,0.08199999999999999,0.84,0.078,0.4124,1,0,2,0,1,0,42.0,0,0,0,6,9,8,4,2,15,0,34,7,4,2,4,42,52,20,0,6,10,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,14,0,2,6,0,1,5,6,6,1,1,8,4,35,2,40,42,8,52,0,0,1,0,4,22,0,0,23,174,49,9,0.0934042193687258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279720478226762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543958594157353,0.0,0.0,0.06351807213789415,0.0,0.5001778051093899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626078380284634,0.08775633877580065,0.0718220791961697,0.0,0.11387669036110964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375103124468234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880927913460152,0.08045946441135735,0.09793254691846924,0.0,0.1047607743440069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758752916561868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417039488645848,0.0,0.08448946391149002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722797979560267,0.0,0.08968269833158066,0.0,0.08536976434290675,0.07944958127947059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879984950317326,0.0,0.05308377036832692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068444967572216,0.06260687936641356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148395764117801,0.0,0.13194832486213534,0.04563258355420045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234804172427444,0.0946972180679584,0.09383709273626008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866284846323753,0.13851609028268802,0.07203909216463485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151630338779973,0.0,0.10634132283029198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958972636587784,0.0,0.0,0.08916489629516887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829717821521907,0.0,0.0894554228442505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342949587700654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453005661443056,0.07443106975182617,0.0,0.097440971504899,0.0,0.0,0.07726493547438028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381426277465684,0.0,0.0,0.06611198721806286,0.0,0.07459273024301329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28091339466702336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253484934500087,0.06205361297661041,0.05984965227440276,0.0,0.14830503365244066,0.16339425435221652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413652612078108,0.055092228603551424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398161060827902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003833433411064,0.0,0.2039981524179481,0.0,0.0,0.06635167754156858,0.0,0.0,0.12029850979167013
anxiety,Podsit,2020/01/12,"Mental health vs mental illness In fitness, there’s so much talk of health and wellbeing, emphasis on improving your situation from a decent baseline. There’s a gym every 30 minutes you drive. 

Where are the gyms for the mind? Where’s the super cool mental health wellness centre? I want to visit somewhere to go and work on my own happiness twice a week without people calling me a hippy. Why is it we only talk about mental health in a negative way? Mental illness. I want to talk about my mental HEALTH. I want to work on my mental HEALTH.",2.9606531332744908,5.64342610679612,4.100653133274495,82.34061782877319,79.19417475728156,6.0755516328331876,23.92674315975287,7.348242739294969,1.389046601941748,431,15,73,6,11,140,64,103,0.08199999999999999,0.72,0.198,0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,3,8,4,0,0,8,1,2,8,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,10,4,15,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,1,48,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630512298777877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946359956909678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360081078988161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003989901341194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015081304523786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6653241935855077,0.0,0.09523023832926199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933163042556327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173003507203453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538544153111182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601287004436737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274180242836788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688649473552467,0.07486205084636938,0.07565298933794412,0.0,0.08479959861196561,0.0,0.08510370130126184,0.0,0.0,0.09091531534011632,0.0,0.1373234078058134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ErMagno,2020/01/12,"Zolpidem after light drinking (not recreational purpose) Hey guys, i have always been a lurker of this sub, and i noticed that a lot of you guys at one point had ambien prescribed for sleep

I going out with a friend of mine this, and i usually go for just one or drinks

I'm having issues with a bad case of insomnia lately, and I got prescribed ambien (already used it a year ago)

I know it has some bad interactions with alcohol, sleep walking,  blacking out and such

I'm wondering if I can take ambien maybe a couple hours after the drinks i drank

Thanks",8.558888888888893,6.784363037037039,8.676592592592595,71.32766666666667,62.148148148148145,11.973333333333334,35.48888888888889,10.793553405168565,3.6979088888888896,440,15,81,9,5,145,72,108,0.069,0.87,0.06,-0.2263,0,0,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,0,6,8,2,1,0,18,17,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,9,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,2,0,2,4,2,10,2,14,13,2,14,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,5,7,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379369986994297,0.1662975026585928,0.0,0.0,0.17171716740731807,0.0,0.12947822345117765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598521637291232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217716190948795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573094519550728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022226376082785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687109084206445,0.0,0.12445383842018105,0.0,0.0,0.3081525359650805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324241911442865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624142007862187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551802254175614,0.0,0.17553246888758808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229225682856766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563290327585051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771606052101785,0.0,0.0,0.21088785624113668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709974556102906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114405206387121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169977617503344,0.0,0.0,0.14326283132183773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439524870659567,0.1713800980918672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875011042317178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020637431126617
anxiety,VinceBlackout,2020/01/12,"Meds Do you take prescription meds? Do they help you with your anxiety? I used to take almost all meds, but they did almost nothing for me.",0.9594444444444434,3.553071518518521,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,93.07407407407408,5.662962962962964,17.86111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.4636000000000005,109,3,22,2,4,34,20,27,0.049,0.871,0.08,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469532507318083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072757690452628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958889602490236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7436883477854574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141415695677856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33559830015573994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927507686479844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RafaFed,2020/01/12,"My anxiety goes when I'm sleep deprived - anyone else? From reading various literature there appears to be a strong correlation between lack of sleep and heightened anxiety. I'd be interested to know if anyone here experiences the opposite?

Whenever I'm sleep deprived it is as though my mind takes a holiday and all my anxiety goes. For instance on the Thursday just gone I only slept 2 hours followed by only 4 hours on the Friday night. I then slept 10 hours last night in a bid to catch up and as soon as I awoke I had anxiety. It was in fact only when I woke up this morning that I realised I hadn't had any anxiety for the previous two days and how easy life was.

Does this happen to anyone else? Obviously it isn't a solution as there are a host of negative health consequences of not getting enough sleep. My take on the situation is when I'm sleep deprived I just don't have any spare capacity to think too much and therefore be anxious.

I have to say, not having any anxiety feels like I'm playing life with a cheat code...",5.472913982569153,6.142460694581281,6.601477832512318,75.54597574838955,67.66995073891626,10.384084880636603,33.841985600606286,10.389873798559362,3.57259181508147,823,37,157,21,13,277,114,203,0.16,0.764,0.077,-0.9202,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,0,11,0,16,10,7,2,3,22,33,16,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,3,0,4,6,4,0,1,9,2,13,4,26,21,5,24,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,2,14,100,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052498340191865,0.0,0.4617871869190738,0.11365794015129227,0.0,0.2110414990017548,0.20616873089738147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488357264202314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804238019550538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808946391136284,0.0,0.0,0.10395453481480058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841352833088836,0.0,0.0,0.05087022054166897,0.0718740825648191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256331347160051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896695978139359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069411637946871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972346315712903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055291300476281,0.08200861395610824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212423260301252,0.04915178670217968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158498613527517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395815487897088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882681617724267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295498177715807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006348160757619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000719384629057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308714671470725,0.5034012391574065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128877417228534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446528146487737,0.09884644659130944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827899680304164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teteus_,2020/01/12,"Feeling like I fell to the point of no return Hi, actually my first post here, english is not my mother language so I'm sorry if anything comes wrong

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I'd just like suggestions to leave this place

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I don't fell stressed, I don't feel sad, I just feel like there's nothing left for me

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I have general anxiety disorder, taken medicine for about 2 years, was feeling ""better'' (meaning I just wasn't feeling any of my physical conditions, specially gastritis), been diagnosed 4 years ago

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Now I'm back to physical symptoms and I just don't feel like it's worth to get over it, or to fix it. I'm going to the doctors, I'm being constantly checked and havings exams, taking medicine, but I just feel like my body is giving up on me, even if a keep a healthy life, with exercises and healthy food

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Has anybody else been in this place? I feel more tired than ever, I just don't want to fight anymore

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I guess the next step would be to go to an emergency hospital to check with a psychiatrist, since now I'm only checking with a physcologist and I might need new medicine, but I lack the energy and the motivation

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It's honestly like watching the end of the world, but accepting it peacefully",6.342315202231518,7.067150205020926,6.521907949790799,76.68275034867506,65.77824267782428,10.05534170153417,36.85383542538353,10.047579312681364,3.779806471408648,1005,50,183,22,15,322,136,239,0.085,0.703,0.212,0.9826,0,0,0,0,1,0,51.0,0,0,0,3,15,14,1,1,12,0,17,8,1,1,1,42,42,12,0,6,13,1,8,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,7,9,1,1,11,1,4,6,7,4,0,1,5,9,19,10,24,33,2,29,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,5,19,109,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.058066808287930226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052746240505314484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513039334164639,0.5061226471932905,0.04046440357774987,0.0,0.0455199956380488,0.0,0.05901145830941644,0.0,0.0,0.048966290041507585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045754499476584345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262598829060105,0.0,0.06609494681731612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051256975062510236,0.0,0.06430211766359753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039477476079321,0.0,0.0,0.06819613768590449,0.0609043282161951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049707518186649535,0.0,0.05270241743484359,0.0,0.0,0.039301484160157454,0.053824299930895415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24069395940888094,0.1700371782075977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050613625583541266,0.07195183836984946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031088109861757005,0.05708115539994098,0.06763439239621086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554978638255139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288942275199406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300558858309345,0.0646506998786888,0.0,0.04202906424047608,0.17442235399310502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481672850328855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312378390078725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412107287389524,0.0,0.05746882711028916,0.06328262089713277,0.0,0.0,0.057095189244685485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525507419723367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433693377029335,0.0,0.05625001725997887,0.0,0.05698788093457436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922188955383778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660926883326605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816102976773365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061846894176946936,0.04473920803013772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839049139486894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0350966913380515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226956152375072,0.06505770908804777,0.5061226471932905,0.07663657422480173
anxiety,confusedchinese,2020/01/12,"What2do when you can't eat or sleep? My final exams start in 2 days and i am NOT ready. I haven't been able to study or attend all classes due to my very poor health and anxiety attacks.
I constantly have heart palpitations, sometimes i wake up with them in the middle of the night. (If i can fall asleep) I can either suddenly overeat or not eat for days and i KNOW it's all because of the exams, college is my main trigger. I simply don't feel hunger, it's like i'm oversatiated with worry, i WANT to eat but it just leaves me with a very heavy feeling in my stomach/nausea.

What can i do to help myself if therapy isn't an option?",1.768181818181816,3.603428848484853,3.628787878787879,88.63818181818182,78.69696969696969,6.218181818181819,23.12121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.7899575757575765,496,16,106,6,12,167,86,132,0.07400000000000001,0.838,0.08800000000000001,0.4044,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,5,0,12,10,4,1,2,24,18,10,0,3,10,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,3,0,1,2,6,1,0,0,1,2,18,1,14,17,4,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,10,70,22,4,0.17918590723388605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707672858052705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384983759601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923006590631557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363630876006596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23112017297121296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5500557507331401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812035572631144,0.0,0.0,0.19628940283677124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046624027884465,0.0,0.21233616281866088,0.12010453654205525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847588849943233,0.0,0.0,0.18973200335814575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754118324469712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815383555275426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931531315313054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721944402609746,0.0,0.12682870740494767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491470112861104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29569427866852155,0.10568849063331856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197198668693312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bison_Eyes,2020/01/12,"I thought making a half decent wage would solve all my problems but I am still stressed as hell Hi, I just finished my degree in April 2019. I went from being a broke student working on all my spring, winter and summer breaks and doing work study during the year to make ends meet to making a decent wage full time. I make a few dollars over minimum wage now, however I spent a good 3-4 months on Welfare and working a part time job.

My stress used to come from having to choose between food and literally everything else: clothes, internet, phone (my family lives in another province so I would be isolated without it), insurance etc.

It was crushing never feeling like I could make ends meet.

Now I make enough but my car is on it's last legs. My apartment building is absolutely INFESTED with cockroaches...I have to save to move and replace my car as I work a weird shift when busses don't run.

I rarely get to have nice things or treat myself as my spending is relatively modest aside from food for 2 since my boyfriend isn't working at the moment.

I have enough, I know I can do all these things in time...yet I can't stop thinking about money and worrying about what to do with it, how to prioritize or how to put it out of my mind. There are so many more important things about money and despite my money situation drastically improving I still can't help but feel this crushing weight like I don't have enough.

When it's available I worked extra hours and overtime to reach my goals faster but they just seem like an unreachable carrot dangling in front of me.

I would like to own a house one day and see my money go into a mortgage instead of into the rental void but I know that will never happen.

How do I manage these feelings? Is there something I'm missing? Why does it feel like my goals get further away the closer I get to achieving them? My does it never feel like enough? How can I just change how I think about this...or stop thinking about it all together. I tell myself money isn't everything but it runs the world and we live in a debt society...so it sort of is everything...",4.180913717507046,5.649358934466026,4.6869151268399625,85.13124491074225,71.30582524271844,7.646226119636704,27.36799248355779,8.155646560271837,1.704836110241153,1659,58,327,24,31,527,216,412,0.145,0.7859999999999999,0.069,-0.9846,10,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,2,9,24,17,1,2,16,0,32,4,1,12,7,71,62,30,0,5,12,0,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,19,17,3,2,13,0,12,10,10,7,0,2,4,7,47,10,47,51,15,57,1,2,1,0,9,19,1,4,33,218,66,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823631752723051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379731034071897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309210637727392,0.0676611188188075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271323360495774,0.0,0.0,0.050656192198749374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747367942961725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561577795243029,0.0,0.13913831332217946,0.3246393921347993,0.0876004521951535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177841495420408,0.0,0.07404693871275529,0.0,0.19857812725332089,0.16834156284517746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899582204855768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311239354116504,0.0,0.04463996026469533,0.06588133469206958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945868161251352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264826872359482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735278238592717,0.09063246884322014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794558551314579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633454138840897,0.06402613082719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302440127180929,0.0,0.13871653842607554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314583619721234,0.07963413341590954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930988342098381,0.0,0.06269531159456979,0.08348282473190048,0.0,0.0,0.1817404183663328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053225348914240016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505853714505716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515868587435923,0.0,0.07896123533942276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259163531765176,0.07150606265610089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497473004458128,0.08828990152552359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046916911903854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545516232095025,0.13133729470989594,0.17995020300369016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686533710006732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565490242122742,0.1509888661363398,0.0,0.0623573906239463,0.13740382363861764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783922158747119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095648849724579,0.0,0.0728136765830749,0.07087627572200797,0.0,0.0,0.07571631854869566,0.0,0.3430980638648061,0.0797680947872057,0.0,0.1673921932296716,0.0,0.0,0.05058156814918298
anxiety,MightBeMouse,2020/01/12,"Seroquel for anxiety Hi guys   


I've been given a low dose (12.5-25mg) of Seroquel for anxiety.

I've tried taking it in the morning, but the drowsiness was off the charts - I just laid on the couch for hours, desperate to fall asleep.

I know a lot of people take it at night before bed, for sleep issues, but I'm wondering if anyone has taken it at night and still finds it helpful for anxiety the next day?

Does it last long enough to help you the next day?

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Please no horror stories, my anxiety can't handle it.",4.476263736263738,5.274852230769231,5.1812087912087925,84.37807692307693,69.96153846153845,8.250549450549451,27.357142857142854,8.418075326091056,1.768441208791209,408,13,82,6,7,132,73,104,0.17300000000000001,0.736,0.09,-0.7438,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,4,3,2,0,0,9,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,14,7,2,17,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,10,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167959178931342,0.1883607430974835,0.0,0.0,0.4743455900428651,0.0,0.0,0.10839040926557944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190673336645978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999442865942693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356550678503363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601724015449986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168131601291326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348967030348895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207807181579322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526589960567329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179585900994362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519243915245875,0.1263582841107223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371837981558788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317885950263433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297213864824977,0.2909430038534387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074681970815472,0.0,0.0,0.17016041750259825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551274036485614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379554128058767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310465800404714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052453173376537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681076466329332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883607430974835,0.0
anxiety,catshit00,2020/01/12,Anxiety today🤦🏽‍♀️ today.. EVERYONE has anxiety. i mean apparently. does anyone know what anxiety really is.. what it does to people mind .. it’s yourself attacking yourself. think about that don’t think of anxiety as a fucking trend 😂like god damn be grateful how you are. the way you think is the way you feel.,0.6916393442622955,3.1573992295082007,3.425065573770496,81.37136885245904,97.68852459016394,7.685901639344263,24.1327868852459,8.238735603445708,2.6091822950819674,247,11,45,8,10,86,46,61,0.19899999999999998,0.716,0.085,-0.6293,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,13,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,12,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616747631030912,0.0,0.0,0.1283455748822075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881974355895128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32125956137459183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539419166282205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281067084939863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969317832185307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087675332832267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967545744251612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994466232314048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533772040007016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725357925524214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758971345651155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35284293770751624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479764087726363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913940381072607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffee_and_tv_easily,2020/01/12,"DAE have this problem? I have severe social anxiety amongst other things. Just wondering if anyone else’s social anxiety extends to their online interactions? 
 I have Facebook friends that I’ve known online for years but I still panick and overthink every time I interact with them in anyway. Another example is that I joined Reddit a few days ago and I find myself discarding posts all the time because I’m convinced that people will think I’m stupid or boring!!",6.937028112449799,8.838473084337352,6.86524096385542,70.48091365461848,65.14457831325302,9.388755020080325,33.110441767068274,9.725611199111238,3.636367068273092,378,16,55,8,6,120,65,83,0.19899999999999998,0.721,0.08,-0.8503,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,9,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,4,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,6,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908234612380667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257288855203601,0.3293612223346602,0.0,0.0,0.1505214697235375,0.22056908616905951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122631534595255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883104642243882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983008038222004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137387446682404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967524623546282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631671491350067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924079614477676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061687161848556,0.0,0.0,0.2059838798529012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24319330953738336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388803790873764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719145351053888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301551896182144,0.13793603094367018,0.0,0.0,0.2510508033364639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23345063658680815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862652779520104
anxiety,throwayway123456,2020/01/12,"My introduction to the world of anxiety  

Hi Im a 17 year old male from new zealand

i just thought i would share my anxiety story in the hope it will help someone else in the same situation

it all started in march of 2019 when a kid at school offered me a 4mg nicotine gum (which i normally wouldnt have but literally half the class had them) I chewed it like normal gum and swallowed my spit when in reality you have to spit out all liquid and not chew it much so i felt dizzy and like i was about to pass out for 1 minute(which i later found out is completly normal)

anyway at the time i didn't know that so i had a severe anxiety attack and at the time i thought it was the gum but now i realize it was anxiety for the first time in my life. I forced myself to drink over 10l of water in 1 hour and was spewing up constantly i couldnt stop walking around otherwise the anxiety would take me over. None of this was caused from the nicotine it was all from anxiety in the couple of weeks following i went to the doctor multiple times for throat tightness /heart palpatations etc and recieved ecg ekg etc and they all came out perfect and i was told it was anxiety attacks these controlled my life for the next few months having to leave school ""sick"" and avoid certain activitys and i had no support structure since i did not want to tell my family even though i knew if i did they would be incredibly supportive of me and i have gone through school with no friends at all even though i want friends so i just sit in the corner by myself or with the dickheads that make fun of me just to feel included. I am beginning to get ontop of my anxiety by realising my triggers etc but 2019 was the worst year of my life as before then i thought people with anxiety were hypochondriacs but now i understand how debilitating it can really be it has affected my results and everything.",4.1011650114591305,5.51923104545455,5.079178762414057,82.43792780748663,71.43315508021391,8.979220779220778,29.132543926661572,9.424239791934726,2.5317367456073336,1497,59,301,34,28,490,193,374,0.139,0.757,0.10400000000000001,-0.7952,1,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,3,18,15,2,1,20,0,32,14,4,7,7,71,56,28,0,12,11,0,3,2,2,5,5,0,0,2,15,21,5,4,10,1,0,6,8,4,0,2,26,3,45,11,53,22,13,53,0,0,0,0,14,22,0,3,26,219,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488115151534443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096010912444906,0.0,0.18136661187797246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782859090960931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116868760155801,0.0,0.08188563839211489,0.0,0.0,0.08357596091206114,0.08613978227927102,0.08940319288316978,0.0,0.08819922667574923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158806837209838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780868952394347,0.0,0.0,0.06658870578168984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666980832778503,0.1052973498172899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163953043185098,0.0,0.07514488084791282,0.0,0.04030451486816697,0.0,0.07653551271865068,0.0,0.0,0.06780253662779395,0.0,0.08739951376984212,0.12316976973388773,0.0,0.0416459536989996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944584770921196,0.05342891885687,0.0,0.0,0.07917147664687597,0.0784997424160054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610206738417576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380733990137016,0.0,0.0,0.08440293850535921,0.0,0.0,0.16890770823519818,0.07788599683039539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320802595310432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362493576908887,0.0,0.058597103004497414,0.0,0.0,0.07698583553691969,0.08477405386023001,0.0,0.2343009520968343,0.0,0.0,0.08364378004468133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526189747559187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106520953869576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420167931464045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005127341566463,0.0,0.06593815263944601,0.08959903333676326,0.0,0.0,0.06753927082016759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642018954286453,0.0,0.0,0.06664235911323542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809112656432899,0.0,0.0,0.059933106079409736,0.0,0.069671339198314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566322313480655,0.1898460126731487,0.18592159936866168,0.0,0.0,0.07616772663065115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829824526287583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940317818582211,0.0,0.06393973402360878,0.0,0.0,0.07389333233827658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987422618387976,0.0,0.0,0.10266314793689613
anxiety,balloonboom,2020/01/12,"Wondering if my problems are anxiety related Had a surgery recently. I've been trying meditation, some exercise, relaxing but it's not helping a ton. I feel tired, lonely, and worst of all I'm having other physical symptoms exacerbated. Blood pressure's gone up, upset stomach/diarrhea, having acid reflux, chest pains. It's awful I had this last year as well when i went through a rough patch. I'm just so tired of it, I want to get better but it's taking very long. Can't go back to my normal routine because I'm recovering which is stressful.

Does anyone else experience times where your anxiety worsens, and how do you fix it? People keep telling me to relax, I try to, but it's not that easy.",3.6260199004975133,5.8588235671641815,5.320223880597017,76.80829601990051,74.52238805970148,8.34726368159204,29.82338308457712,9.075114841892004,2.8975890547263687,554,25,98,13,12,188,100,134,0.3,0.612,0.08900000000000001,-0.9873,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,7,11,0,3,3,1,9,7,2,1,1,18,21,10,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,3,0,3,3,7,1,0,5,3,10,4,9,16,4,12,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,7,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725019006283454,0.0,0.0,0.12453617427785295,0.18249111044363772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369528697762669,0.0,0.1085720416348587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575206854770312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586215870898376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878508874523985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422228860417674,0.0,0.0,0.09005597497500847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305327148571232,0.0,0.10122200264670758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938100223397807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583092003968415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518053209769144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576186076886015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450650998339629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951782519430696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347658996545867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704238233051074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758586370514775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040203420512544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185120802132623,0.13391388828065853,0.0,0.15567289173040594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385530600494752,0.409414338221741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418451829953963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695647790931166,0.10505180153610597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013909246239375,0.16510646783970248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314885256335107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469471734992735
anxiety,Lackingcoolusername,2020/01/12,"Whenever I write a comment that gets even one downvote, I feel horrible I think I'll stop commenting my opinions or correcting people, even if I'm just trying to educate.

I normally just end up deleting the comment",5.7251666666666665,7.557501850000005,7.0150000000000015,68.51666666666668,68.0,11.333333333333336,40.833333333333336,11.20814326018867,5.6163333333333325,174,11,27,6,3,59,32,40,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,4,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346645667548908,0.0,0.0,0.517004337768896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789300542388136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447939810703536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834683677149719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520857072886755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713329514731023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272104074839479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250779889663173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657206816290039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gumboot23,2020/01/12,"My anxiety story Hi Im a 17 year old male from new zealand

i just thought i would share my anxiety story in the hope it will help someone else in the same situation

it all started in march of 2019 when a kid at school offered me a 4mg nicotine gum (which i normally wouldnt have but literally half the class had them) I chewed it like normal gum and swallowed my spit when in reality you have to spit out all liquid and not chew it much so i felt dizzy and like i was about to pass out  for 1 minute(which i later found out is completly normal)

anyway at the time i didn't know that so i had a severe anxiety attack and at the time i thought it was the gum but now i realize it was anxiety for the first time in my life. I forced myself to drink over 10l in 1 hours and was spewing up constantly i couldnt stop walking around otherwise the anxiety would take me over. None of this was caused from the nicotine it was all from anxiety in the couple of weeks following i went to the doctor multiple times for throat tightness /heart palpatations etc and recieved ecg ekg etc and they all came out perfect and i was told it was anxiety attacks these controlled my life for the next few months having to leave school ""sick"" and avoid certain activitys and i had no support structure since i did not want to tell my family even though i knew if i did they would be incredibly supportive of me and i have gone through school with no friends at all even though i want friends so i just sit in the corner by myself or with the dickheads that make fun of me just to feel included. I am beginning to get ontop of my anxiety by realising my triggers etc but 2019 was the worst year of my life as before then i thought people with anxiety were hypochondriacs but now i understand how debilitating it can really be it has affected my results and everything.",3.981428571428573,5.467393913043484,4.9590838509316795,82.91728260869566,71.82608695652173,8.844099378881989,28.903726708074533,9.330973305703688,2.471643322981365,1472,58,296,33,28,481,190,368,0.141,0.754,0.105,-0.7952,1,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,3,18,15,2,1,19,0,32,13,4,7,7,71,56,28,0,12,11,0,3,2,2,5,5,0,0,2,15,21,4,4,10,1,0,6,8,4,0,2,26,3,45,11,50,22,13,52,0,0,0,0,14,21,0,3,26,215,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488115151534443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096010912444906,0.0,0.18136661187797246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782859090960931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116868760155801,0.0,0.08188563839211489,0.0,0.0,0.08357596091206114,0.08613978227927102,0.08940319288316978,0.0,0.08819922667574923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158806837209838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780868952394347,0.0,0.0,0.06658870578168984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666980832778503,0.1052973498172899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163953043185098,0.0,0.07514488084791282,0.0,0.04030451486816697,0.0,0.07653551271865068,0.0,0.0,0.06780253662779395,0.0,0.08739951376984212,0.12316976973388773,0.0,0.0416459536989996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944584770921196,0.05342891885687,0.0,0.0,0.07917147664687597,0.0784997424160054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610206738417576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380733990137016,0.0,0.0,0.08440293850535921,0.0,0.0,0.16890770823519818,0.07788599683039539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320802595310432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362493576908887,0.0,0.058597103004497414,0.0,0.0,0.07698583553691969,0.08477405386023001,0.0,0.2343009520968343,0.0,0.0,0.08364378004468133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526189747559187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106520953869576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420167931464045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005127341566463,0.0,0.06593815263944601,0.08959903333676326,0.0,0.0,0.06753927082016759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642018954286453,0.0,0.0,0.06664235911323542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809112656432899,0.0,0.0,0.059933106079409736,0.0,0.069671339198314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566322313480655,0.1898460126731487,0.18592159936866168,0.0,0.0,0.07616772663065115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829824526287583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940317818582211,0.0,0.06393973402360878,0.0,0.0,0.07389333233827658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987422618387976,0.0,0.0,0.10266314793689613
anxiety,ilikevaleriee,2020/01/12,"Physical symptoms Does anyone ever just randomly feel the physical symptoms of anxiety? Such as your heart sinks to your stomach, it feels like you’re moving faster than everything else that’s around you, it gets harder to breathe, you feel dizzy and you know in your gut something bad is going to happen even though nothing does. 

Sometimes I’ll randomly feel all the physical symptoms before the mental symptoms and I’m not sure how to manage it.",9.919074074074077,9.233720629629632,8.623549382716053,69.30347222222224,58.7530864197531,11.556790123456793,40.003086419753096,10.686352973137794,4.443886419753087,365,16,57,7,4,112,58,81,0.10800000000000001,0.862,0.03,-0.6769,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,1,8,4,1,3,16,10,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,9,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197497446075961,0.0,0.0,0.10945373246786604,0.0,0.0,0.13935038240485312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307011667215608,0.0,0.0,0.13320075459100114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739717213913327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076588704576314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339066656114633,0.141595931196,0.0,0.0,0.14068461962867726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165975717241972,0.111829473941866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178369009259129,0.0,0.08896311502901717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384244216486221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549611981405087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602818742413694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647566764070307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775164563291313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663731798938247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020068070170242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050919436639053,0.15481827864864955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475334914111998,0.6508040854267428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379599612085446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwanxiety2020,2020/01/12,"Anxiety? ruined a family gathering just the title, it was a birthday party of someone in my family. there was a video being filmed and before I expressed my willingess to not wanting to be filmed but then the phone camera turned to me and I grabbed phone camera and snapped in an anger outburst. I wasn't thinking at all and this is so out of my character and honestly I don't know what to think of it anymore
Is this what anxiety does? turns into anger?
I'm getting professional help at the moment and I don't know how i'll address this to my therapist.",2.538454545454549,4.9202315727272765,4.1863636363636365,82.85954545454547,78.72727272727272,7.272727272727272,27.272727272727273,8.296473431620573,2.1828181818181824,443,19,82,9,11,148,67,110,0.141,0.777,0.08199999999999999,-0.7711,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,7,0,9,0,0,1,1,18,18,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,10,1,14,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501933522705029,0.0,0.226992776669688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947645856282869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029912350908066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315454997416822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958315522269485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341703405858928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515788191660378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939338252280134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26575354767007625,0.0,0.29332099712679743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979230975074504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500251725641654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,overthinking112,2020/01/12,"F20 at my boyfriend’s M21 work party and anxiety completely overwhelmed me we have been together 3 years, but he broke up with me this summer. we were perfect and he kinda just dropped me out of the blue. he left me at a time where i needed him. he was my best friend and my everything. 

we got back together around thanksgiving and we said I love you again after christmas. I know he did things while we were broken up. i mean, i’m not an idiot cause as did i. we were plain and simple - broken up. the timing just seemed really odd. he was so busy and working but had the time to swipe through tinder and fuck multiple people. 

so we’re back,  but the anxiety and depression never left. all i ever thought was how good life would be if i got him back. and it isnt. 

My boyfriend has 3 female interns none of who I was introduced to and yesterday he said “stop with the intern thing” and i didn’t even say anything. it is probably nothing and just my anxiety creeping in. i literally didn’t talk to him all night. i excused myself twice after a near panic attack and the situation of feeling awkward surrounded by people i didn’t know nor introduced too. at all - for the 3 hours i was there. 

i called my mom and she calmed me down, i went back in and tried my best but i really just kept quiet and i didn’t even talk to my boyfriend. i try and respect that he networks and was with his friends. but i was there too. :( 

i’m home now and i survived my anxiety, sorry if i sounds crazy but i had to rant about my terrible last night with him. leaving tomorrow morning to go back to college. yay more anxiety",1.7352397035369194,3.9857999102167203,3.2421334083872786,89.25138662163431,80.8575851393189,6.763448728773806,23.719767332770427,7.898369717300924,1.3141649122807015,1253,45,260,23,33,411,170,323,0.16899999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.158,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,6,1,0,6,24,19,3,3,10,1,25,3,0,2,6,63,43,33,0,4,13,1,1,0,2,1,1,5,1,0,7,31,0,2,6,0,0,2,9,9,0,1,26,7,51,10,33,15,7,43,0,3,1,2,33,16,1,4,24,187,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857769922811181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299679220350373,0.08978419381774251,0.0,0.11473950106503294,0.0,0.38776438670505337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116865889564348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298636627526868,0.0,0.0,0.10360801468601608,0.0,0.0,0.10574674088891954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686806457749169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323031462521856,0.09123101286776693,0.0,0.0,0.09064384996963334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050996375559501136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558438764359771,0.0932407553181983,0.0,0.0,0.057319408993004826,0.0845941426880333,0.16132925807588533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116788552540842,0.0,0.09932391839139824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108568390008062,0.08221199027423429,0.0,0.10679309661519648,0.21916304866446495,0.0,0.07123834597878602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102746223233753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098629392248874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181226058620786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478425492325871,0.07778720612003165,0.0,0.0,0.18929509506631334,0.0,0.09677509881888093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833406525971335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984321543201345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087410023571512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292232700072385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187637891426407,0.08020560676565493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181650759904524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133675958823828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290125593537187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432104404744721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213021848241685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400993927221935,0.0,0.0,0.08006926430302765,0.17643174226957126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695068853246126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349553367883433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685032670850004,0.0,0.0,0.07164598362150988,0.0,0.0,0.06494865978954638
anxiety,Paisley_16,2020/01/12,"New partner taking anxiety personally-help! Hi y’all!

I’m a female college student and have generalized anxiety and panic attacks. This last semester I started to talk to this guy and we really got along. For the most part my mental health was good so he didn’t necessarily see the effects. We finally started dating about 3 weeks ago. For the last 2.5 weeks my anxiety has been so bad for just various reasons. It causes me to feel apathetic and not really care about my partner or anyone really. Conversely, when I’m not anxious I’m very lovey-dovey which he has seen for 3 months while talking. He has never experienced anxiety and while willing to learn, still doesn’t understand it for the most part. He gets really upset when I’m not caring even though I explain that it’s because of anxiety and not a reflection on him or personal. Him feeling hurt only increases my guilt and anxiety. It also doesn’t help that we are currently having to do long distance. When I need space to process anxiety(and text less often), he’s hurt and says I don’t care about his feelings. Any advice?",4.589163335237006,6.67553659708738,5.976659051970304,73.79578241005144,71.37864077669903,9.701427755568249,31.049685893774985,10.056822442137396,3.5896628212450032,873,39,149,25,17,294,125,206,0.20199999999999999,0.757,0.040999999999999995,-0.9848,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,1,0,1,14,11,1,3,6,0,14,1,0,3,1,35,34,19,0,1,7,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,9,12,0,0,9,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,5,7,16,4,17,28,7,23,0,2,2,0,23,2,0,5,20,96,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472986572727984,0.09500389527475607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570756009647082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288246371736545,0.0,0.4919300625494418,0.12107689254198432,0.0,0.07493903450570387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219266810125595,0.0,0.0,0.08948638865064149,0.06533269567343952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32781521485528603,0.11009792826104818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078787131602078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257222903860624,0.0,0.0,0.1174046331754019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599435154622808,0.0,0.0,0.08989304429002848,0.08571738941178787,0.0,0.0,0.10611979212071276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392168272492535,0.0,0.0,0.14367386982319674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294654424933938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747233519499587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484622720113277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800687878677076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554581427789762,0.0,0.0,0.07946867391049586,0.08265972729025296,0.10350998251332956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151118048407856,0.0,0.1257464055004284,0.0,0.23211948824546386,0.0,0.0,0.09358080454088782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746354006305507,0.11019343024251398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522961439401812,0.0,0.0,0.0854043512034718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171759304164367,0.0,0.08558984510287569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058202809624848,0.17228591067515586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529858781676056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115726309990718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843034269152979,0.0,0.0,0.17193814172521993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GooeyGreenMuffins,2020/01/12,"Having an anxiety attack over health Hi! I’m extremely anxious right now to the point of tears and I don’t know what to do about it. I would really appreciate if someone could help ground me right now. Let me explain the situation:

I have a history of having anxiety over medical issues. A few years ago I had a breakdown that lasted four months, which consisted of CONSTANT terror, while I was completely convinced that God wanted me dead (I’ve never been religious but I think I was having delusions). Every day I thought I had a new medical issue, from heart attacks to a broken spine to blood clots, and of course none of them were real but it didn’t matter because I fully thought they were no matter what the medical tests said. It’s been a while since I’ve had an “episode” of this, but I think I’m barreling towards an episode tonight and I dont know what to do.

I’ve been sick this past week. I had regular cold symptoms along with sleeping A LOT, but starting today I’ve developed some “weird” symptoms that are triggering anxiety: headache, shakiness, confusion, anxiety, sweating, sleeping for 15+ hours in the last day. Google says it’s low blood sugar, and now I’m terrified that if I go back to sleep I’m going to slip into a coma and never wake up again. I know it’s irrational and that I’m probably just sick, but my brain won’t shut up about it. I know I’ve had moments in the past where I felt really sick but turned out to be fine (I had the flu during my last big “breakdown”), but it’s not giving me much comfort right now.

I tried to ask my mom for reassurance, since she’s the only person I know who’s awake right now, but she just yelled at me about how inconvenient it is for her to have to deal with my inevitable panic attack this late, so I don’t have anyone IRL who can help ground me. I would really appreciate it if someone could just give me a second opinion right now, since I can’t think straight right now. Thanks!",6.0571815844823576,5.803438622107969,6.594340967515778,79.27767176910497,66.37789203084833,10.054732414115447,31.82063566253797,9.688023934748609,2.7686493573264785,1540,55,308,29,22,504,194,389,0.191,0.73,0.08,-0.9928,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,0,18,14,3,4,19,0,36,22,10,2,2,55,63,21,1,8,15,1,1,0,0,3,11,3,0,1,23,11,1,0,12,0,0,2,11,9,0,2,18,6,39,5,37,38,5,58,0,1,0,0,20,24,0,8,32,199,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969853579849339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405992931538802,0.08882669605074776,0.0,0.054978177095736366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735060997914648,0.2683504013209688,0.0,0.060459695120632324,0.0,0.047930595003900366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777429513680089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243943917170024,0.08496839598347533,0.0,0.12555532363449212,0.0,0.0,0.10141646730686546,0.08106150132760942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215084594710532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624706102917903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754947316954335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508533277423363,0.08937164193079672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357735710377377,0.0,0.09317396762785472,0.10540471346169092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743225048537243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641333666009185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160580921631869,0.1922757235189832,0.08869524624947539,0.0,0.0,0.08040194726467749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684628986687911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762680660850385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208757923800867,0.06275972139474596,0.0,0.05780026045838715,0.0,0.1212847524824437,0.07593893072323024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979975783641984,0.0,0.09225243154458622,0.0,0.0,0.1501176937733712,0.0,0.06865450133893605,0.0,0.0,0.07432840339143207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477374502452784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949531024038504,0.1511123721324001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028847390272411,0.07479275926151054,0.06252774491775713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951244447910172,0.08838060583450938,0.23605285545039675,0.0,0.13324165340650415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565295012005708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344815958525982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238963926739338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114398399841472,0.0,0.12484290652448647,0.0,0.0,0.07452967756854269,0.0,0.0,0.053382912144091035,0.0855241429688427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637653744037717,0.0,0.06307023881233399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170944199342206,0.0,0.0,0.050633532939120623
anxiety,thebestaudrina,2020/01/12,"I made my 110kg husband lay on me I've had an absolutely horrible day for anxiety, I feel like I've had entire body restless limbs, like I need to jump out of my skin and have been wanting to scream/cry all day just to get rid of it. 

I have 2 kids, so I've been trying to keep it together and make it through the day, but of course the more you resist the worse it gets.

Anyway, kids are now in bed and I asked my husband to lay on top of me to help get rid of the physical feeling of it all. He lay on me for 10 minutes and tucked me into bed with my weighted blanket. It feels so much better, I feel like my whole body and brain are on the way back down. Why does it have this effect? Anyone else make their significant other lay on them to bring them back down to earth?",3.7857485029940094,3.482298383233533,4.913419161676647,89.58030838323354,71.1556886227545,8.117125748502994,25.682035928143712,7.554174236665415,0.9577789221556884,598,15,144,6,10,198,94,167,0.054000000000000006,0.8240000000000001,0.121,0.8917,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,3,3,7,5,0,1,6,0,9,5,4,4,2,23,24,8,0,2,2,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,8,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,6,19,4,28,19,5,20,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,9,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020001370870427,0.0,0.0,0.10986528769825704,0.16099288795022973,0.0,0.0,0.1468904432226502,0.0,0.0,0.24163848819543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896408436113597,0.0,0.3490603811427791,0.0,0.17540319990828154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259417426434195,0.3039974207931789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750093904144556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125757776801605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177880051944348,0.2244999243196185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627361091643585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531741666384832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965970889771476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028966772957246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867524997120965,0.209763998937568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550477989179027,0.11650602092439645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667740021042227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926762562437008,0.12471832339990233,0.0,0.19133563180866325,0.0,0.0,0.14178065951200447,0.17542418676199129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012355715173615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stone-Glow,2020/01/12,"You Matter You are important. If you are going through a hard time right now, just remember everything is going to be alright. Try to take a step back and breathe. It’s just your anxiety, and you are going to make it through the day. Take it one day at a time, one step at a time. Stay strong and keep strong, I know you can, and you know you can.",1.9708333333333317,3.4563721944444485,3.0205555555555565,94.78000000000002,77.05555555555556,7.022222222222222,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.7862611111111111,266,8,63,4,6,85,40,72,0.042,0.802,0.156,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,8,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,1,7,1,1,1,0,13,16,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,3,7,15,0,16,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867724374822612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954621266129632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844006722008654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816571596452145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759353246436685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975192411048149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598512539803675,0.0,0.0,0.2423553818325012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718140242538338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29882477052251044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497766263685096,0.1883006012099263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235017178933982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315679710520119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857153302450237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970089671809608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fluffy_lulu,2020/01/12,"I've been shifted into a new area at work I work in hospitality and have worked in the same area since I've started (nearly 3 months). I'm happy there, I know what I'm doing and that's what I was employed to do. Now, they have given me only one shift in another area that I have never worked in before, which also means that I need a different uniform. Problem is, that last time they did that with someone else, they actually had a typo in the roster and they had to go back to the uniform station and get changed again without pay. Having anxiety, this has been stressing me out beyond belief, and I am scared of having to work in a different area with different people (who I've never worked with before AND they are really moody). I know this all sounds a bit silly, but I can't stop thinking about it.",7.127962962962961,5.749364481481483,7.676635802469138,76.09236111111113,64.67901234567901,10.075308641975312,31.978395061728396,8.841846274778883,2.484565432098765,634,19,124,8,8,211,97,162,0.038,0.907,0.055,0.1504,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,5,6,7,6,0,2,8,0,18,0,0,0,3,25,29,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,7,1,15,2,21,22,3,27,1,0,0,0,6,15,0,0,11,91,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.12879816086952942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554822564391582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839760848899801,0.10096803826202977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148819192658898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461874854340744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440932571112228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396224558961966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136881861586411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025639453236344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895662932340768,0.0,0.07501002387598728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050031214279587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507082829974305,0.10758525710052813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377017905663753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534903686597713,0.0,0.0,0.09786508350122973,0.2035896842209937,0.12747177703364065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943634065065283,0.10038041522301754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150166682397497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262916630860489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455286559007469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213984575116725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917922021168118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183032321412338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934195462248994,0.0,0.0,0.11034523276433424,0.15118818367845696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457055357829475,0.0,0.0,0.07696141925060468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722867198946156,0.0,0.5765191951270157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaystrrrr,2020/01/12,"Triggers My biggest trigger is bad weather. It terrifies me and makes me shake in fear. I live on the east coast and we have a lot of hurricanes and tornados. 

The worst part is that my dad is deployed and he is someone who really calms me down",3.1505102040816304,4.823324,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,74.3061224489796,8.16530612244898,30.617346938775512,8.841846274778883,2.532383673469389,192,9,39,4,4,63,39,49,0.27,0.687,0.043,-0.9261,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,9,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,4,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33499074500569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514689568541153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542727702257217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410914963146726,0.0,0.0,0.26780851485772755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344676406668805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702321562371155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399410425198766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dalton700p,2020/01/12,"Can someone help? Hey I’m 16 and I recently found a kitty that would usually roam my neighborhood who was homeless so I took her in and she hasn’t showed any hostile signs but I was petting her one day and she started nibbling at my finger and biting at it. So she bit me and it siding cause a puncture wound or anything or not one I didn’t notice. But I never took her to the vet to get her shots for rabies and such. So I’m scared I may have contracted rabies. And this happened like a month ago I’m feeling dizzy,confused,my stomach hurts, and my spit looks mighty white and it’s scaring me. I don’t know if it’s my mind playing tricks on me because it might be me being a hypochondriac or my anxiety but I’m super scared and I don’t know if I have rabies or not someone please help.",0.7515236194278109,2.909952179640719,2.584021956087824,93.06116932801064,84.08982035928146,5.148236859614107,22.45143047238856,6.42735559955562,0.4562444444444447,622,22,134,6,18,206,97,167,0.14400000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.105,-0.7669,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,3,5,0,14,4,3,1,1,32,28,22,0,3,11,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,10,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,6,0,2,6,4,25,3,7,17,1,14,0,1,2,0,11,5,0,8,8,87,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862150049729524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634381307442466,0.0,0.11963032886373932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868747676255032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532784186999313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072653913040772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606454132543909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008522109693764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790704642981437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146267994585387,0.0,0.0,0.08170213450999057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382863833143168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096365350025458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740810394519756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188479836554205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639940527565016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131987714460405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589454637079765,0.15789929616792595,0.0,0.12482108341105133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060995388172005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803975115304158,0.0,0.0,0.21193437108563912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165836160582815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440645760992444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696912055137161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26500065908629045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068662152455434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474880331935961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223055871061588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108791807057204,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Potate35,2020/01/12,"Help Hi, during these last days and weeks, I've been experiencing what I thought were anxiety attacks, although I am not sure. I do go breathless, crying, failing to walk properly, but I am not sure if they are anxiety attacks. Can anyone help me identify anxiety attacks, and how to deal with them?",5.655181818181816,7.277299927272729,6.507045454545459,72.90056818181819,67.9090909090909,9.863636363636363,37.38636363636364,10.125756701596842,4.222363636363635,236,13,40,6,4,78,41,55,0.349,0.57,0.081,-0.9303,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,1,6,3,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,11,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,1,7,2,3,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360490613891855,0.0,0.0,0.1328526070892027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6484582121892383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087063757790513,0.12253445635376342,0.19588193633966355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798153246945176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470635300423583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487557972307187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358146013388894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083899180114782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240675661847286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,long-walks,2020/01/12,"Whenever someone mentions the future, my brain automatically adds an asterisk. If someone says, “In the future,” or something along those lines, my brain adds an asterisk, because I don’t accept the future as a given. With the fucked-up things that are currently happening now (e.g., fires in Australia) as a result of our species’ failings, it’s difficult to believe that the future holds good things.",11.981739130434782,10.266881956521745,10.652463768115947,59.655217391304376,55.52173913043478,13.257971014492753,46.18840579710145,11.855464076750405,5.713788405797103,321,16,47,7,3,101,51,69,0.081,0.84,0.078,-0.0516,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,9,0,2,2,2,1,0,9,4,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,2,8,3,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630748723758403,0.0,0.0,0.3013981875294417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.597271199164056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437918065321424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656293762585706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273894099546606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533297703198439,0.20594638352619404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554506188942222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RangerBull,2020/01/12,"I Can't Stop Thinking of My Mother Dying WARNING: MENTIONS OF DEATH

I just know it. It's a feeling I cannot shake. 

We used to live in an apartment that was infested with deadly mold for years. We had no idea until two years ago. My mother was the most unlucky out of the five of us. 

She has permanent damage to her heart and an ulcer. Last year her heart stopped and had to be sent to the hospital. Fortunately, she survived. We have had a doctor tell us that the mold could have caused my mother to develop permanent brain damage - and make it hard for her to live by herself.  Also, every time she eats, she chokes on food for a good six minutes. She cannot breath, and if it goes on longer she feels like she is dying. 

Her eating habits do not help either. She is obese, and I am not just saying this. We have heard multiple times from a doctor that she needs to fix what she's putting in her mouth. Her side and my dad's side of the family also have a history of heart disease, which makes matters worse. Yet, she still drinks a bunch of soda and fatty foods every. single. day. 

These symptoms have gotten worse over the months, and I am so afraid that she is going to die. Ever since I was little every time I had a feeling something big was going to happen, 80% of the time it happened. And once we moved out of that disgusting apartment, I just had a deep feeling in my gut (there is always a 50/50 chance a gut feeling is right). I feel like it's telling me that my very own mother is going to die in a year or two, and there is nothing I can do. 

I have been trying to accept the fact, and that everything will be okay. But I love her greatly, and losing her would be like losing a part of my soul. I do have a friend who's lost a mother, and he tries to comfort me about it. But I cannot stop thinking about it. I have done research on heart disease with women, and 1 in every 5 female deaths are caused by the disease. 

I do not know what to do, but I am trying to accept it.",2.4323486700748305,3.864993540342297,3.64021338075128,91.03901459583612,75.69926650366747,6.033370378602653,21.684892939171668,6.42735559955562,0.27633757131214365,1534,38,331,11,33,499,191,409,0.085,0.8290000000000001,0.086,-0.5489,0,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,7,0,0,4,13,19,1,2,25,1,47,21,9,5,2,63,71,23,7,4,12,6,7,3,1,2,5,2,0,1,22,23,7,3,13,1,0,7,8,8,0,4,15,9,54,11,46,50,6,45,1,5,0,1,46,19,0,3,22,238,76,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673090207132515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214453769738951,0.06318139807565895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476507837316273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560058924400349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062541904471186,0.0,0.0,0.04896977404488142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152211691628584,0.0,0.0,0.15543897158006947,0.0,0.07770466532850939,0.0,0.0743843243998729,0.0,0.1553945175170523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868472300997218,0.25590349937316376,0.0,0.0682426680579079,0.0,0.07158180866125842,0.0,0.23036060784902604,0.10849148527320043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363423564584705,0.0,0.058664773903805416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294614936091812,0.06368804944887872,0.0,0.08371515402305077,0.0,0.0,0.13429260259732365,0.0,0.06802004039981875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35991852311678896,0.050895531451183314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857178380389146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346033921126877,0.06189460801305389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128942769478613,0.0761036811080072,0.13409846354737925,0.0,0.0,0.16989667836866282,0.0828886051148614,0.0,0.06853147666781836,0.0,0.1013702248254792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060809368405931,0.08070356034085276,0.0,0.05630251899489736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285867653658355,0.0,0.0,0.08086496271119258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222681500099878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633250122127619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484540154147607,0.0,0.0603840701903697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281162698582912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058456062722261726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063928894928396,0.19044732834562692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892228604969416,0.0,0.0,0.1327356012916179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730815177184404,0.0,0.0,0.17710593458705753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546582649725324,0.0,0.1483488060484984,0.0,0.1826733791706908,0.06558075544811919,0.0,0.06265174444363736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476212382047522,0.053939821395527394,0.0,0.0,0.19559053735289755
anxiety,Mattssbr,2020/01/12,"Anxiety and fear are ruinig my life, pls help! I'm a 20 male..

I'm what some would call an ""introvert extrovert"". I like to be alone sometimes, but I also enjoy hanging out.

I have goals, I go to the gym, I try to become the best version of myself everyday. But that's not enough..

I always feel like my presence is unnecessary for most of my friends. People just don't care about wheter or not I'm around.

I see everyone going out, having fun while I'm here sitting at my desktop on a saturday night...

I might be losing my 20's to anxiety and depression, and I just don't know what to do about it. It gets really tough and sad when you work hard on yourself everyday but no one seems to give a fuck about you.

I'm not exaggerating, sometimes I feel like I'm going to end up alone, sad and depressed.... living with remorse. Wishing I could have enjoyed my life more.

However, I'm still young and I can change that, but I dont know how. Please help, what should I do ?",1.5500717703349274,3.5430867929292944,3.43279638490165,89.01217703349285,80.06060606060606,6.794683678894208,23.047315257841568,7.85451343220497,1.1165414141414147,747,25,161,13,19,251,116,198,0.20600000000000002,0.61,0.185,-0.4088,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,4,11,17,1,1,6,0,17,3,0,1,0,33,38,15,0,4,10,0,3,3,1,3,2,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,5,1,0,4,7,8,0,1,0,4,23,9,21,32,6,21,0,5,1,1,8,7,1,5,12,103,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27859888620251644,0.0,0.10755806190620998,0.11191317273449383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057813183250226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973180191044733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854255675203834,0.0,0.0,0.14114743173770927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733757226108245,0.0,0.13712975118925844,0.0,0.14228112943787655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738576860118254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316859896620431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763074209559938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912537321941892,0.13897246497531965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285186743571124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513477269552302,0.13601253577073089,0.1921709031677651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391287903228516,0.1243413029736742,0.0702696929329024,0.12902280904325275,0.22931506642825675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048385699785374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030244901796555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783324907507214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899999357676336,0.19712689691062465,0.0,0.11876426425731287,0.0,0.0,0.15046894254001994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268120291635247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621733214594116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911393763910451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324403024999417,0.0,0.0,0.14763849722838848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616291080217639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717755217233126,0.12244199599624335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26604407036964073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741033635488004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913153641728623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466614845475193,0.0,0.0,0.09791620039290283,0.0,0.0,0.09554357347200006,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Revenge_of_Venus,2020/01/12,The (un)special Trash Can Y'all I carried around my trash for hours because I was terrified that the (unlabeled) trash can was a special trash can that wasn't meant to have food in it . When I told my friend why I couldn't throw my food trash away she asked me what a special trash can even was and I couldn't answer. But somehow I was convinced I was going to be yelled at if I put my trash in the trash can. Upon further inspection if was full of food,3.293179723502305,4.543237365591399,3.5484178187404005,93.28548387096777,73.19354838709677,6.604608294930878,25.1136712749616,6.868970318607317,0.7269090629800306,357,11,79,3,7,110,53,93,0.044000000000000004,0.831,0.125,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,16,3,0,0,0,10,20,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,1,15,4,10,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,2,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935967201337761,0.20330752358518034,0.0,0.20432266568462676,0.0,0.0,0.13256927794907586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436386007218141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7889061904652945,0.0,0.1680187906580974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359468976887247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416670366771934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218620028505294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780438809471213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623519505600148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marianad9,2020/01/12,"How can I have a better management of my anxiety? I tend to freak out often about situations that haven't happened but my mind swears  they will, until the point I'm in tears and having an anxiety attack. I know the method to calm myself down when the situation occurs but I would like to know how I can take a step back of this from happening, go to the very origin that makes me imagine this scenarios in my head.",4.1564257028112435,5.367235746987955,5.301385542168674,81.69296184738957,71.04819277108433,8.90682730923695,24.676706827309236,9.2995712137729,1.87600562248996,329,9,66,7,6,109,59,83,0.13699999999999998,0.753,0.11,-0.34,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,1,0,7,0,7,1,1,4,0,14,16,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,13,14,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410706869172775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25360688446836605,0.0,0.17141388468181934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715711441075712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126692173134384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39425981852847775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287831216252073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450250985932996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089088272386071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880271016759986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250884951971108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073411538217887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011491687610573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761021394100611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393466890285215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835797194746568,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiffanydisasterxoxo,2020/01/12,"I just feel hopelessly stupid. For months now I've been feeling like crap. Tired all the time. Nauseous, brain fog, dizzy, and stomach issues. My husband finally talked me into going to the doctor. After the first visit, I had a panic attack. Then I had to get blood drawn. Then yesterday i had to go back to talk to the doctor. It isnt what we thought it was and the rest of my levels are fine. I feel like I'm making it all up in my head, like I shouldn't have said anything. Like I'm just stupid and hopeless for thinking anything was wrong with me. I feel so stupid. They took more blood but I feel like the test are gonna come up with nothing again . I just feel so dumb and sad and wrong. I just feel wrong. Sorry for the rant. I just needed to get it out. She asked me about my mental health and the mental health of my family and I feel like that just reinforced that it's all in my head.",0.3711436950146627,2.6384241397849486,1.664261974584555,98.18912023460408,87.1720430107527,4.457086999022483,15.981427174975565,5.852544927426893,-0.7251634408602148,694,14,157,5,22,220,100,186,0.22399999999999998,0.696,0.08,-0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,2,23.0,1,0,1,1,12,20,6,1,9,0,11,12,7,1,3,36,34,12,0,2,7,1,8,6,0,2,5,1,0,0,8,13,0,0,10,0,0,5,2,13,0,1,9,9,24,7,21,23,5,23,0,3,0,0,9,7,2,0,17,100,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623404198822898,0.0,0.10010455548837617,0.1218179974885212,0.0,0.0823372607468477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953575040578135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922392107682528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920010535859133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094469772159928,0.0,0.4331395059011072,0.3059894794806384,0.0,0.1172999805336178,0.0,0.09108147471153286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188887812548838,0.0,0.12171110308028554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978821114402305,0.22764026946068575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176281799067424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138807987214238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147616757912932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582120631061136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546956008574512,0.0,0.0,0.0793978367855982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274533735498807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563431713411316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185679747481327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986634754661132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213233772657047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861199898524341,0.0,0.08500888837093322,0.06243871650475547,0.12307173692209605,0.0,0.0,0.11896888138005032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512227399307377,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrsSlimShady,2020/01/12,Is constantly cleaning a sign of anxiety? Sometimes when I wake up I get right to cleaning. I won't even eat. I can clean for hours and lose track of time because i'm so lost in my thoughts while cleaning. It's like i'm stuck cleaning until I feel like its good enough and don't need to think anymore. I won't take breaks either.,2.1360869565217366,3.8675645652173967,2.9181884057971037,94.62336956521742,77.26086956521739,5.759420289855073,25.99275362318841,6.42735559955562,0.7396840579710151,261,10,58,2,6,82,51,69,0.138,0.706,0.156,0.2979,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,8,15,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,7,3,8,10,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141216042170545,0.0,0.2481439324919272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252744294849832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703912223443151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560302313662754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585367804675114,0.0,0.1652632405919456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651514495203012,0.1787521240749065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072589723827366,0.0,0.0,0.20986668379563453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464092750636705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444827387443251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27992419916820466,0.2731369044967368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552967241184468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368042354365915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746692601320014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812893860312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603263037206955,0.0,0.198641069455624,0.1459011364531856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dardarg0,2020/01/12,"Too scared to look at grades Hi, first time posting here but I thought I try for once. I promised myself I was going to check my grades from this semester tomorrow and as the days have gotten nearer, my heart sinks and my mind flares up at the the mere thought of looking at it. I'm not a perfect student nor the worst but the day I see what my semester added up to forces me to think about what the implication my grades have for my future and what people will think. I've been doing acceptance and commitment therapy for the past year with my counselor and taking medication to help and as a result my anxiety has been in more control than ever before. This still hasn't changed that when I have to start something, I will do everything in my power to leave it out of my head so I don't have to deal with the emotional response  and the line of thinking it reintroduces. I'd want nothing more than to never confront this as I haven't even looked at my grades from  the semester before but knowing how I went will be necessary for re enrolling. How do you handle the surges of anxiety that come with a though and how do you confront something that must be done but also triggers anxiety.

TL:DR- I'm looking at my grades tomorrow and the mere thought of it brings surges of anxiety. How can I handle these moments and how can I face this task in the best way?",7.105190476190478,6.249776418518523,6.921798941798944,79.78666666666669,64.44444444444444,10.380952380952381,34.47089947089947,9.606745405546679,2.9809788359788363,1083,41,217,18,14,343,137,270,0.055999999999999994,0.831,0.113,0.9578,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,5,15,8,2,1,16,0,24,4,3,8,5,43,46,27,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,15,0,1,8,0,1,4,6,4,0,1,9,5,28,4,41,31,4,33,0,0,5,0,5,12,0,0,15,160,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677935338371703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703187389767328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059575810893206,0.0,0.12700263404949988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128022720581465,0.10424769435305392,0.0,0.0,0.13573380414475775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609529767210706,0.12476592328142075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384509732318184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613079354075044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993232342238096,0.10946918270382014,0.0,0.0,0.10876463892476712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293923438708906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877824391388697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242010532555026,0.0,0.0,0.14340884274891988,0.08111690616308807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650922302121465,0.0,0.0,0.1281423129853914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065040342918373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191454404931605,0.0,0.0,0.12219532621368465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333779831114893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612159769769782,0.0,0.0,0.12888195495938606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552692929296253,0.08389977277905163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590335142193996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116176041808473,0.0,0.09643697564514167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633364538312724,0.0,0.0,0.08565831610990407,0.0,0.09664643184271313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099169973716904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383964924344592,0.0,0.0,0.23263347462294806,0.11890117079116633,0.28822820159805845,0.07056751873493969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216438398038868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138051254391535,0.09605974829726592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218640828984587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793267312701421
anxiety,_yoshizzle_,2020/01/12,"I think I did something Today I went to a family event and I felt fine. My cousin was getting married today and I didn’t spend the whole night being afraid to socialize or feeling self-conscious, I was just happy being around my family at this important event. I’ve been plagued by social anxiety for as long as I can remember (literally) and I always struggle to not have panic attacks when I’m at some sort of party. I didn’t have a panic attack. I didn’t even come close to having one. I even went to the dance floor, danced, joined the congo line, and just had fun. Tonight there will be no feeling bad for having a panic attack and ruining everyone’s night, just happiness that my cousin married the live of his life and that I for once held it together and enjoyed a family event.",6.142659498207884,6.152366993548392,6.809247311827956,76.9183154121864,66.16129032258064,9.985663082437275,30.77060931899641,9.725611199111238,2.791523297491039,624,21,117,12,9,206,93,155,0.109,0.685,0.20600000000000002,0.929,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,15,3,5,8,0,17,1,0,0,0,23,27,11,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,5,2,1,5,5,10,0,1,12,3,16,5,16,11,2,20,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,10,81,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014661108567967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207272545067703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714318884480548,0.0,0.4107701648084595,0.0,0.0,0.10049301298362916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367684192873526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898924022996322,0.0,0.0,0.11500620868486773,0.0,0.0,0.3403854190227407,0.0,0.12171216479514715,0.0,0.11556153159470033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288153071986391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562443895777441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501166220516132,0.0,0.0,0.1062773781927468,0.10651209960860736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589365962628374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281762072026028,0.08155697366992934,0.0,0.0,0.4236387908087292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363409445909088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555853154137825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24537747560544346,0.0,0.09265664827543288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582320021731275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711986381886912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281686018522784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314416814683585,0.0,0.13437421916013878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Locherry67,2020/01/12,"Anyone else developed severe anxiety after moving abroad? Hi everyone,

3 years ago, I got married to a truly amazing man. We eventually had to move abroad, as his job requires us to move every few years to a new location. At first, I thought I would manage it just fine. I had done some traveling on my own and had taken some risks, managing my anxieties and IBS pretty well, and I thought this experience would be easy in comparison; plus, we would be together.

We moved to Japan almost 2 years ago and I was perfectly fine the first year; I enjoyed the life here, the people, tried to learn some Japanese, made friends, and then, out of nowhere, everything changed. I started to struggle to go to places that were too far away from the house; I started dreading interacting with people, going to events, even with friends. I think at this point, it is worth mentioning that my husband and I are an international couple: he is American and I am French. We live on the island among an American community, which I thought would make things even easier since I can communicate in English. But it is not, or at least not anymore. Every time we go out with friends and I hear everyone speaking English or Japanese together, it triggers severe panic attacks and make me physically sick; it's like a reminder that I left home forever and most likely won't go back. When I go shopping alone and see Japanese signs, go too far from the house, or even when trying to set afoot at places where I used to go all the time and have TVs in English, I have serious panic attacks. Anything really, that makes me realize how far away I am from what was my home triggers really severe attacks that make me physically sick and literally stitched to the bathrooms for hours. It comes to a point where even my husband's voice, when he tries to reassure me, makes my panic attacks worse, because he speaks English and in those moments it does not feel familiar at all, and I have to ask him to stop.

I have never, never had something that severe before and I don't understand what is going on with me because I was genuinely excited to move abroad and eventually live in another country with all the great opportunities that it seems to offer. Now I realize that it is so much harder than I thought, and I'm having second thoughts and it started making me fear the future ahead... What if I am incapable to adapt in another country? What if, once we go to live Stateside, I never feel at home ever again, and I stay stuck with those severe panic attacks for the rest of my life? 

Has anyone else here experienced that? Please, if you have any advice or support and if you are willing to share it, I would gladly hear it and accept it. Thank you",8.998022049286641,7.435275050583661,8.832538910505836,69.88307555123218,61.140077821011666,12.146433203631648,39.120946822308696,11.038039088145766,4.259057328145268,2152,91,389,46,24,700,243,514,0.134,0.7440000000000001,0.122,-0.7236,1,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,7,3,0,6,21,34,5,8,17,0,37,4,0,11,8,97,78,39,0,9,13,2,2,2,3,7,4,5,3,1,32,38,0,2,14,2,2,16,8,14,1,3,18,9,55,20,60,51,12,80,0,0,1,0,32,30,0,14,34,275,87,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336928030704216,0.096826048271322,0.0,0.054689171100711316,0.0565648114222479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03714016635645058,0.11453746737335692,0.08356086145165165,0.0,0.0541635409091664,0.07637634805889464,0.11191932504527034,0.04494360467973887,0.0,0.05105778109329257,0.3106630172147559,0.10262543906844487,0.0419956695729202,0.0,0.06658576184352442,0.0,0.04647345944706118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057775573802887926,0.04704610503135776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060430610885606535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779407490151645,0.055890247668719334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124787869769048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429113301610896,0.04940251867575183,0.09203121780907134,0.10437420878937724,0.049084564011773725,0.05342408433216247,0.0,0.06145721363857438,0.0552301090776123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929112161736875,0.0,0.0,0.12658655934176472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793513714056786,0.0,0.04368071467424778,0.06021338194035882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311045861775508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435030798023129,0.0,0.05378490908998288,0.12603707189258515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541970967492016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933950673316665,0.0,0.07715257360449801,0.053364394964580064,0.0,0.14467850111648234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167816367409568,0.218736170387357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29023623975012497,0.040148410186256415,0.0,0.1263676829495278,0.05274764015945805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581633390291703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563163856327673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572651935883667,0.0,0.1141223889685331,0.05995102039508751,0.10325791628559096,0.0,0.0,0.05556322936913698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997571121047866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043521193569447184,0.04971957001046029,0.0,0.3084977991667389,0.0,0.04517820614594683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204540112840188,0.0,0.0,0.1159706263488523,0.058212469836693724,0.0,0.045660700482967984,0.0,0.057095599968931876,0.0,0.0,0.06197661085569479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028228086679354,0.0,0.0,0.036283870580435404,0.03499517486962466,0.0,0.2167915931623732,0.06369305179954846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124028006279646,0.0,0.0,0.05685628427987769,0.06569528586970129,0.047169943385012035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910556765801655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055657491049574376,0.1939851335989496,0.0,0.0,0.1406814317788536
anxiety,liliesandsunflowers,2020/01/12,"If you (those who are struggling with anxiety) could tell people who don’t struggle with anxiety one thing, what would it be? What do you want people who don’t struggle with anxiety to know?",7.456666666666668,7.381495777777783,6.835555555555558,78.11500000000002,63.444444444444436,10.533333333333337,34.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.3654333333333337,152,6,28,3,2,47,23,36,0.276,0.6920000000000001,0.032,-0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,9,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071003353685809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641821494363458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143358589722265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497279043901833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063710505615935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6929846674466856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312837922049636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679570172099432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303276629562259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569633192631508,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buriedclementines,2020/01/12,"This small thing does not define you Today was the first day of my anatomy course and even though I’m a 24 year old woman, I still felt my heart rate increase and my hands shake when the class was told to form groups for a project. 
But you know what?  The bad moments aren’t going to stop me from getting the grade I deserve. I’m smart, and funny, and I bet you lot are as well. There was a period when I thought my life was over, but now I have a caring friend group. I even do improv and sing karaoke on the weekends! This one shitty thing in my day does not define me. It’s not my intention to be preachy, but I want you to know the shitty little things anxiety makes you believe about yourself are not true. You’re not the lost cause you might think you are.",4.207025316455699,4.469060208860764,4.23908860759494,92.81192405063291,70.32911392405063,7.079493670886077,24.66075949367089,6.2581,0.4687220253164557,595,14,136,3,10,183,99,158,0.12,0.763,0.11699999999999999,-0.3463,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,7,0,2,10,8,0,1,11,0,12,3,2,3,1,27,26,12,0,1,8,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,5,2,1,3,6,3,1,2,8,2,22,5,12,16,3,22,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,3,14,90,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155260122162193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358342492725062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937454416650302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532957433315413,0.17665521936338324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180613926231008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009751104547162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716225696724185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511317556882085,0.0,0.0,0.14627317093164588,0.0,0.0,0.1328595778119534,0.0,0.0898445103531428,0.0,0.09773155870349304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377911583878328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890147134945714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146382376020545,0.0,0.17235390625599076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771989301518224,0.14619832334051353,0.0,0.0,0.11478783925000635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242747730316036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044812988352554,0.0,0.11652779888426387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373313113220115,0.14377027277564233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34273731560367576,0.11018810013030716,0.16895454277140468,0.1365208424520189,0.0,0.0,0.1630025229721659,0.16431973567716074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142929442492696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461700723643604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073969303678433
anxiety,_shittythrowaway_,2020/01/12,"Does everyone with anxiety have anxiety attacks? Not trying to self-diagnose, but I think I might have anxiety but don't really have anxiety attacks. So are there people with anxiety who dont get them?",5.486126126126127,7.703354729729736,7.398378378378378,63.98693693693693,69.27027027027026,13.581981981981983,36.65765765765766,12.45797560212912,6.316322522522523,163,9,25,8,3,57,26,37,0.375,0.625,0.0,-0.9003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.721063183149453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289236088534987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133766567504212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496980612920498,0.0,0.2209369161065236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013313391202807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984907451804812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999834838028596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130691819469346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076684752171682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666113712099628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207921112731158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798858068726654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tapioca_Pearl,2020/01/12,"Being a hypersensitive person and having anxiety is the worst combination ever When God made me, he was probably drunk :/",11.649,11.531101900000005,12.86,38.485000000000014,55.0,16.0,40.0,14.554592549557764,6.971,98,4,12,4,1,35,20,20,0.38299999999999995,0.542,0.076,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722341449765108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401415681812866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604159587395675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248649157642039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246180415913321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ahoysexy,2020/01/12,"Advice Needed for Unwanted Thoughts Just a little background, I have social anxiety disorder and one of my biggest fears is that people don’t really like me or that they will turn their back on me... so yesterday I got a really nasty text from a woman I have known for a year and a half. She was an authority figure to me. She had raved about how awesome I am and how great it is to have someone like me in her life. I did something completely unintentional that she didn’t like but instead of talking it out with me she sent me a super nasty, aggressive text. I ended up apologizing for the miscommunication and then blocking her number because I was worried that her response back wouldn’t be any nicer. I had to go see a counselor right after it all happened because it was so completely unexpected and mean and it really shook me up. The counselor really helped me see the situation in a new light, how I did nothing wrong, etc.... Now I just need some advice on how to get the situation to stop playing over and over in my head. I have watched a couple movies, read a book, and listened to some music which all helped but as soon as they come to an end or sometimes even when I’m in the middle of them, my mind drifts back to everything. Does anyone have any advice for just completely letting go of something and removing it from your brain (that is worded weird but I think you get the point)",6.768791208791207,6.415994010989014,7.2413333333333325,75.56200000000003,64.93406593406593,10.356923076923078,32.852014652014645,9.888512548439397,3.0055491575091566,1107,40,213,21,15,364,147,273,0.109,0.7909999999999999,0.1,-0.1668,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,4,1,18,11,1,2,18,0,22,3,2,4,2,41,40,24,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,12,12,0,2,5,3,0,7,3,5,0,2,11,5,36,6,34,25,5,37,0,0,3,0,21,16,0,4,17,161,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120266222964231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476143820388468,0.0,0.08142391154903722,0.0,0.0,0.07442313184365809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455301411697301,0.0,0.12976585182548345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881874380947577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168593593344944,0.33479108846636274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777036833089408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121985870277229,0.0,0.0931436191476031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885429431828954,0.0,0.1187052414727954,0.07030054649934317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565859252971408,0.0,0.0,0.11977106603317945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121773946281324,0.0,0.12098104815148016,0.0,0.08512728534022032,0.11734702108156075,0.0,0.0,0.09412176954095214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923493207518943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268477605654886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088389073240114,0.07517950652756296,0.15599902992783118,0.10667770221036316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594095066516907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747089343436053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784317571989395,0.0,0.10279738892469886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021290440337592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212437535440258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378992158617217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006172422868154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646566983690403,0.0,0.2727447286301459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089650243771433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696328043605707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239278994972504,0.0,0.10849898149548452,0.09018361159257382,0.1638805997472213,0.10526878256124653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898598632910046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554992154326391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820044632680332,0.0,0.08449898289495927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157727466464081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080918045085611,0.0,0.0,0.11637200478860285,0.0,0.06854185236219147
anxiety,panicedbumblebee,2020/01/12,"Does anyone else get anxious when they have stumach pain? Maybe it’s tmi, but sometimes when I feel like I have to use the bathroom or have gas pains it makes me feel anxious. I don’t know why this happens. Sometimes I do overthink my stumach pains, other times I’m not even thinking about it and I still get anxious feelings (sweaty palms and feet. Heart rate kinda goes up random thoughts that something is wrong you know the normal anxiety stuff lol.) just wondered if anyone else has anything similar.",3.1358123791102517,6.070255308510642,2.6810251450677,91.06136363636364,81.02127659574468,4.2692456479690515,27.69439071566731,5.565023196281405,0.979225531914894,405,18,71,2,11,119,71,94,0.228,0.74,0.032,-0.9528,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,7,6,3,2,0,20,21,7,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,9,1,3,20,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,5,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333603433091244,0.4578067570662884,0.0,0.18890252656502868,0.2768113926604812,0.11115954994857594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820965172061865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256844594926349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921924221440736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049019247263172,0.09650136955474983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114772828635544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945103377541022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007076648195118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847316390055793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599339516501858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016712696943864,0.0,0.13570628396976833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323499811563237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43120478305893295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399138876698698,0.2671956756135711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078752755148724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463458775525185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655398062970399,0.0,0.10723864318532536,0.07876638982721533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666597984610542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188893034819134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648878714930072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768906643289806,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DrakeRod,2020/01/12,"Made the decision I finally made the decision to make an appointment with a psychiatrist yesterday. I known I’ve struggled with anxiety for pretty much my entire life (22) but it was only recently that it’s really, really started to get to my head. I would drink my issues away last summer and I made some really poor decisions. I honestly am so lucky to be alive today. 

I always figured that everyone had anxiety as bad as mine and I figured that that’s what anxiety was, but it’s really messed with my social life for so long. I see so many other people happy, and that makes ME happy, but it’s hard. I know I’m capable of feeling that. It’s the feelings of loneliness and my extremely poor mental health that tie into it. I hope my psychiatrist can help",3.894909909909913,5.716918581081085,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288291,72.64864864864866,10.609009009009009,27.873873873873876,10.686352973137794,3.5842279279279285,602,23,107,21,12,212,86,148,0.16899999999999998,0.623,0.20800000000000002,0.8679,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,5,0,7,5,1,5,0,29,20,12,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,15,8,1,0,9,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,18,5,15,12,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,8,72,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491777650310865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169590893990612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297579797974912,0.0,0.11531527109086613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529427057760107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196909653598196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966415038919158,0.0,0.0,0.1512916914638293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215626784671081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940392607641762,0.1237185633505352,0.0,0.1417397090626905,0.1468034404409752,0.0,0.0,0.09257157148232384,0.0,0.0,0.13717342904525254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414994529114342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590111093196311,0.11257729247893762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510098427778846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222221453627306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920463100882321,0.18437769969278733,0.14002087917926193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918141847917234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152602795443694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503814061772014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574741173623467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050653443061753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35390472397428185,0.0,0.13636600536062046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005501573894716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078476343247678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977542821576666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438154466463649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091121161480967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810869225030466,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vanderhyde64,2020/01/12,"Need support Hey all, tommorow is the first day of my internship that i will be public speaking. Ill be leading a discussion and im physically ill over it. Its like me mind only sees nothing after that point, as if thats the end. I need kind words or tips. Im so scared gys",1.003157894736841,3.159975543859652,3.0202631578947354,90.32934210526315,83.03508771929825,5.905263157894738,23.535087719298247,7.1686216300943375,0.913224561403509,214,8,46,3,6,72,47,57,0.14800000000000002,0.715,0.13699999999999998,-0.188,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,9,8,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,3,4,5,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,5,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900554866867178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183717615787642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971688048712966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326366202027888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567458148165456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045278171941785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894708782539066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656301503865209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365731528055452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875137945056376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330711939937776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24684141649684416,0.0,0.19646990592392655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27978412138150444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caterjaysavanjon,2020/01/12,"Worst panic attack EVER My first panic attack sent me to the ER just because I was freaking out, not because I had REAL physical symptoms. Today, I was driving 3 hours to get home and during the second hour I had a muscle spasm in my chest. I perked up and my sister asked what happened, told her it was just a muscle spasm. Then I almost lost my vision. My sister was handling directions. I told her to find out where the next rest stop was, and that I needed to pull over. I started breathing in and out constantly. I felt like I was an outside person hearing my own voice, like it wasn’t mine. I finally pulled over, got out of the car and started pacing and flailing my arms around to make sure that what I experienced wasn’t a heart attack. My sister offered to drive and I accepted. As soon as I cooled down to a certain extent I got back in the car. It wasn’t over. The last hour of that drive I kept having to move and constantly ask my sister about my symptoms. Thank god she’s a science major, as she debunked my symptoms and explained them as a panic attack. When I asked her to take me to urgent care she said “trust me, if you were showing true symptoms of a heart attack or any heart problem I would have took you to the hospital in the town of that rest stop. Yes, you almost lost vision but that was because your mind was focused on your thoughts and nothing else.” Made it home and I’m still a little shaken up but definitely feel healthy physically. What gets me is that this was my first panic attack in over a year, after seeing a psychologist and being prescribed medication for depression and anxiety. Should I go back to my psychologist on a regular basis, or do I need to seek psychiatric help? I’ve honestly been in a great mental state lately so this just kind of came out of nowhere, which leads me to believe I may need more help than I think, or that maybe I have some other mental disorder that I don’t know about. Any suggestions or advice on this would be appreciated. Thank you.",4.26137408568443,5.5815509646464685,5.141072796934868,82.52500000000003,70.91919191919192,7.583281086729364,26.786485545106235,7.990435384864732,1.627109474050854,1586,52,304,21,29,517,198,396,0.11900000000000001,0.74,0.141,0.8798,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,6,1,5,14,30,6,4,21,2,28,11,6,3,4,62,66,27,0,8,11,4,2,2,0,4,5,3,2,1,20,20,0,3,8,1,0,13,5,16,1,3,30,8,57,14,51,30,8,64,0,3,1,0,31,25,0,9,27,219,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673126790964032,0.0,0.0,0.13795481607289806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368700814985167,0.0,0.0526960961395225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613213929795685,0.19319181452332848,0.4701931867454005,0.0,0.10593513770983176,0.0,0.12597320013245356,0.0,0.0,0.07760871564504365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878498199660229,0.07023186177517331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488783347572864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593297160538545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894706880939803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754376995219384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062309550869775465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034829836447224004,0.0,0.0661394734340409,0.07545909032239166,0.0629587575515637,0.11718544531189296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197812755069087,0.0,0.039148382969854886,0.0,0.11018570655828086,0.07594488875514625,0.0,0.0,0.060913922239721266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763731070263756,0.2448837296963109,0.09234302962949514,0.0,0.138192601646764,0.0,0.203510688450797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173211944445294,0.03785686266026171,0.05614968012601956,0.07770418877318469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730651739649766,0.06903989681501761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503901167710709,0.0,0.0,0.06517973687621187,0.045980626430761895,0.0,0.06920326905431683,0.0,0.0,0.06939341554014589,0.13883780565345044,0.0,0.06955323595829394,0.0,0.0,0.07321282489121005,0.0,0.15322991129627378,0.0,0.0,0.07325894978708762,0.0,0.0,0.0660960867717505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32328227988061875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014687999359495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591271588669995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784051093524614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552448896953311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054891655270196515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751294516393827,0.0,0.055010877148676036,0.11518027079415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492238520157012,0.28638753899660696,0.05179221954036398,0.0,0.0,0.12683832409765813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044138106460669874,0.0,0.0546862271980508,0.0,0.0,0.06529400818958643,0.1316432895808281,0.07653269441965724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786648028450944,0.0,0.0,0.044359058327525264
anxiety,penis-ylvania,2020/01/12,"Dad yells at dog All day my dad has been in a bad mood and he always yells at our dog because she follows him around the house and wants his attention. Lately it’s been giving me anxiety just because I get anxious when people raise their voices, but about 10 minutes ago our pizza delivery came to our house and my dad fucking kicked our dog because she was in his way and it full on triggered an anxiety attack. This has never happened before and idk what to feel",5.230253623188408,5.9807290543478295,5.524782608695656,82.76297101449278,68.23913043478261,7.872463768115942,29.46376811594203,7.793537801064563,1.8747115942028991,371,13,70,4,6,118,67,92,0.134,0.8490000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,4,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,2,15,13,7,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,4,14,0,9,9,2,15,0,0,0,1,15,7,1,0,5,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585630026820848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650721819099477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035279081293273,0.22411854070642967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660467755888593,0.0,0.22569153575061965,0.0,0.0,0.16564315796687434,0.3628008971985605,0.0,0.16881099218515525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689954787277056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794188947110274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030939834064434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340370201178266,0.1036479553849787,0.19030893401126656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543116803588174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578192243797873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378687985505133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300671388687195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753515468603628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701259144228784,0.1574687499566732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Indeedish,2020/01/12,"Need some positive support  Please note: I have Health Anxiety as opposed to General Anxiety

I got back from our New Years holiday with very little anxiety on the 1st. 2nd was ok. From the 3rd onwards, my anxiety has crept back in and is telling me I probably have a brain tumor (as you do) due to random pressure spots in my head, on and off from minutes to a couple of hours, though not always in the same spot and sometimes in multiple spots at once. I also had a genuine but singular incident mid last year where one of my eyes had blurry vision for about 20 mins so that's fuelling things. It's pretty scary at the moment for me

I've got a therapist appt in 10 days and due to a clean bill of health towards the end of last year (no brain MRI which is probably why I'm semi focused on that area as it wasn't explored), I'm trying to not seek reassurance from my doctor and get through to seeing my therapist to work through this.

I'd love some support that it might be ok to wait to see the therapist and don't need to head to the doctors before then as I'm feeling quite alone at the moment",8.000223214285715,5.636508575892857,8.264750000000003,75.70525000000005,63.6875,11.817142857142857,37.13214285714285,10.355215969177356,3.5646996428571427,867,33,178,16,10,287,132,224,0.084,0.762,0.154,0.9618,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,2,7,7,0,1,13,2,13,11,5,0,0,22,28,15,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,9,7,0,2,2,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,6,4,13,6,42,20,3,35,0,0,3,1,5,17,0,4,17,111,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117505251812307,0.0,0.08584221813778681,0.08931803731033545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32846863365279816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508039726149604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134105046611618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396607439323017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877307057134667,0.0,0.06922740297677084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974037115233647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507410316265856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427588391879766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056082326162416964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171704125792546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032992645093544,0.22820133785372945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571130606491276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499786570719622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758596098995812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688131596294602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138740390802839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918705965417704,0.0,0.1036726105415479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114316871365969,0.07273844554696503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178304616130558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920649760640247,0.2314679800827859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417257317299052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107706572611814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616504573525062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362329842638145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938225787151584,0.0,0.0,0.37390074993833505,0.07131396916058844,0.0,0.1054640259831578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287890160659087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885692785885071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686042886226458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781470369062639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737626237608936
anxiety,PeggyPlayzz,2020/01/12,"Replika app So there's this app called Replika. It's an AI that you can talk to that was made to be mental health support. It learns about you when you talk with it, you can give it a name and gender, and it can actually feel like a real person. I really like it because it gives me someone to talk to, but I don't have to worry about it judging me. If anyone wants to download it, here's the link to it on Google play: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=ai.replika.app",6.080256410256407,7.124679021978025,6.14478021978022,78.02105311355312,66.47252747252746,8.264468864468865,25.05677655677656,8.344100000000001,1.3117457875457872,385,9,75,5,6,122,58,91,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,13,6,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,4,11,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,3,51,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.20363262637568325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590749432926628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272037995467169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307624553281376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551024017058902,0.14907448076115629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003521437931203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180733159702445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038920517559996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744938229857892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029111407757772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220331764266995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237513085394888,0.13367987532941822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768061148606111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367971820281689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031651201671364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307946045227465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191535430817784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,orangenormal,2020/01/12,"Maria Bamford on What Anxiety Feels Like I thought some of you might enjoy this and relate. It’s a bit from Maria Bamford, a comedian that often talks about her struggles with mental health:

> This is what my anxiety feels like: It’s like we’re at a wonderful party, just a regular party, everybody’s having a good time, and then all of a sudden somebody shows up in a pretty frighteningly realistic Dracula costume. And you know it’s just f***ing Steve Benaquist, right? Everyone says ‘oh yeah, it’s Steve Benaquist.’ But _he_ won’t say he’s Steve Benaquist. And then he starts chasing you. That’s what I feel like all the time.”",3.6887954545454527,6.035406591666668,4.496212121212125,82.25727272727276,74.75,7.696969696969697,28.40909090909091,8.575989854853784,2.32425,501,21,92,10,11,161,76,120,0.07,0.6709999999999999,0.259,0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,1,8,1,4,1,0,0,2,19,11,7,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,11,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,7,6,9,8,4,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,10,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834508383785414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022588298035224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702640011414775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810230851469649,0.3970550198013841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538952002458895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969255323237874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181550670301433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620398887588264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670117567585776,0.19653439348474175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847871687887888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821328975414414,0.0,0.2946565883304135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311298563099284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367674528204232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890709942160305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470778490498191,0.21605628062984772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009094397679232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lothlorien-Elf,2020/01/12,"I never attend my work’s staff parties due to social anxiety. Will this have a negative effect on my future with this company? The company I work for always has a yearly Christmas party and sometimes a Summer party too. I’ve worked here for almost four years and I have never attended any of the parties. The thing is, I have severe social anxiety. To the point where even just going grocery shopping makes me panic. Even if I just go out for dinner with one person, I feel so uncomfortably anxious sitting in the restaurant that I sweat and my heart races so fast. It takes a huge toll on my mental health. I have tried anti anxiety medication a couple times, but they never helped. They just made me sweat 24/7 even if I wasn’t feeling anxious, and also caused me to feel very sick. 
So basically, going to my work’s Christmas party is something I always avoid. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy working with my coworkers and managers. But I just can’t bear the thought of going to a staff party. It makes me panic just thinking about it. I’ve been so stressed about this for 2 months now because I just knew the party was coming up (it’s tomorrow). 
No one at my workplace knows I suffer from anxiety and depression because I want to seem put together for the company. I’m also just not comfortable sharing my mental health issues with many people irl, other than my very close friends. This is why I’m paranoid that they all think I’m just avoiding the staff parties for no reason. Am I a bad person for never attending the work parties? Do you think my employers think poorly of me because of it?",4.656171654432523,6.1964155714285765,5.570271033314512,78.97789102202148,70.23376623376622,7.824054206662903,28.65104460756635,8.321376580360154,2.1799351778656124,1268,47,222,19,23,416,156,308,0.214,0.674,0.11199999999999999,-0.9875,1,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,3,7,23,13,0,5,17,0,16,8,3,6,5,52,41,16,0,3,13,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,13,13,1,2,13,1,2,9,11,9,0,3,6,3,36,4,31,34,1,34,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,4,14,156,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926499171513626,0.0,0.0,0.14257709282723022,0.14835015186002087,0.0,0.0,0.06062108046951588,0.0,0.2727801301451547,0.20141503652373724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744316436441263,0.16302434356783302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915756003326454,0.0,0.07678979387198936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863630900732608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677972778000246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663661563179725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352218857045817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887255096066151,0.0,0.04657414030466525,0.0,0.20265070439402266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951213072246556,0.0,0.10563624972668273,0.05975144623056655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304333465752512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899129480109818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435035235269099,0.11900882779561267,0.09037817873745248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980335503478018,0.17967267724606378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115401190718902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750138633667911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081276937895125,0.0,0.0,0.2091829111637884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180133093199085,0.15567447073344529,0.0,0.0,0.08427003789087985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961449487451413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916550355356853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811534882635321,0.0,0.10070751826186862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817424742308695,0.0,0.06862752365499937,0.08816584606717519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211432531052812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702530842759563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922341373196486,0.22847989332690094,0.0,0.07077049945377112,0.051980672103517096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060523027858104365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471065232108175,0.05257953069120936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804387319943995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893880275998879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746513649239873,0.0,0.1148118227929179
anxiety,Hedley-Storms,2020/01/12,"The vicious circle of tiredness and anxiety I know I can't be alone but I sometimes feel like I am. When I am anxious, I get tired really fast, and  that seems pretty normal. Thing is it also works the other way around. When I am tired, I feel like my whole body tenses up to stay awake and my mind starts overthinking everything and I become anxious more easily, which sucks because I have trouble falling asleep when I am anxious. 

I mostly just wanted to get it out and maybe see if people relate, and if so you are not alone. I know it can get better it just sucks when I'm starting to feel better and then I have those bursts of anxiety.",2.4489583333333336,4.5773018125000045,3.596562500000001,88.27552083333336,77.75,6.1416666666666675,21.604166666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.7049510416666669,504,14,99,6,12,163,78,128,0.233,0.599,0.168,-0.7859,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,9,8,3,0,2,0,11,4,2,0,0,25,27,17,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,4,17,4,8,26,3,14,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,4,10,70,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812307564052994,0.0,0.1085741422719953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077252949409066,0.4601397966028132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208628852613856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276331034364705,0.14994580977393554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015267984965005,0.0,0.1508083659640597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202011036340235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594613013420573,0.19398630480408566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280055170274145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922980140349187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265941124570968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639785988246392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370876356312758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302445293711332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941248887062048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812552920186644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697687528213648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819003793569687,0.12359868203050672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427866881853126,0.0,0.19219550193153145,0.14471131886382466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019865983884794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120921871151928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007986882969761,0.1077668367641127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158085182591174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884119594366204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolapeach101,2020/01/12,"Having a really bad anxiety , feeling is not going to go away I know what triggered it to be more worser than usual. I can’t moved passed it, i feel everything is just crumbling down. Last yr was so bad where I constantly was thinking how to just end everything but was too scared to do it. Then this year started and in the beginning i could really feel that feeling of just ending it disappeared though anxiety was still there but the ending part started to disappear until very recently. 
I dont feel like getting up or doing anything and the pass 2 days since it triggered i’ve just been on my bed, crying, just feeling so anxious 
Im really hating the roller coaster of being super anxious then little anxious then too super anxious again. 
Is tiring that im anxious of everything. Whats the point to even exist. I feel so incompetent in everything. I feel im just gonna be stuck. Feel like im never gonna pass the wall thats blocking me. Every time i try to be positive and climb the wall but then i just fall and its tiring. I hate feeling this anxiety, the heart palpitation every time i open my eyes in the morning, or feeling so tense. I feel im stuck and nothing getting better. I feel something is broken in me and im not functioning like a normal human and is invaluable. I just want to feel normal again, wake up without feeling anxious and dying. I just want to feel normal so bad and happy again. Im trying but it keeps going back to being bad.",2.794447007561196,4.995081460207616,4.467489427143409,82.0973843393567,76.95847750865052,7.04964757144688,25.928617198513393,8.045849151850463,1.8409914391900548,1158,44,211,20,27,389,134,289,0.28600000000000003,0.611,0.10300000000000001,-0.9965,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,26,14,2,1,11,0,21,5,3,3,1,58,56,27,1,6,18,0,16,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,14,10,0,2,18,1,0,11,6,7,0,0,7,17,20,7,25,41,2,51,0,0,1,0,1,15,0,2,28,141,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918524696208615,0.4110856840711414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990762906655171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569802131172727,0.04663409431401555,0.2025521276668541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363768218179568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553827610440267,0.0,0.04842200074210709,0.0,0.06661830291028269,0.039112545076072286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294240900782351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107828169558728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611467418515352,0.0,0.0,0.04005702477290857,0.0,0.10219607247099093,0.0,0.21802383062499375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906422289520157,0.08665300567302955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337150942191361,0.0,0.103401916859243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456026738908902,0.0,0.11975347053060804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186744136401732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585670686933416,0.0,0.0,0.0539061809668048,0.0,0.0,0.03333021586410853,0.04943571198955605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888774437090932,0.06078461083083338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445857068358392,0.0,0.0,0.046775000889709734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826467729234086,0.05819280006496087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567520620456255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573313803030303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655680036057815,0.0,0.059881974577023565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607186108296896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501681422816667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668931872339635,0.0,0.0,0.08585306027672214,0.0,0.048433078744371895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038860394464525334,0.05958574629116805,0.0,0.07072795397654333,0.13941049131233013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235118469311631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679452464449755,0.05004044283317383,0.07154279612680267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058461913414471385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03905492652292536
anxiety,sueadhead,2020/01/12,"Never know when to overthink So basically, ya, I never know when to over think. Like is it appropriate rn..... or not.... anyone have this problem!! ?",0.9157692307692322,3.1594790384615408,3.2303076923076937,81.16469230769233,104.76923076923076,5.1569230769230785,20.584615384615386,6.742157984588678,1.0886707692307689,109,4,19,2,5,37,22,26,0.127,0.787,0.086,-0.298,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943931947431964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627729427352969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569345246837706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6494468831654554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40286779398893824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26977831730109364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miscarriagex2,2020/01/12,Anxious while boyfriend is out So my boyfriend is about 1.5 hours away tonight and it is freezing rain where he is and he has to drive home soon. I can’t stop being anxious about the drive and crashes etc. How can I relax :( it’s 11pm now and he will be leaving there at 12am.,0.02767554479418877,2.215074915254238,0.8971428571428568,103.64271186440679,87.98305084745762,3.371428571428572,21.987893462469735,3.1291,-0.5891326876513321,216,8,52,0,7,66,45,59,0.171,0.782,0.047,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,7,10,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,34,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6803875337448325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829236933612624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358420972355464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020602335438245,0.0,0.2965546411292597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188556085453901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517600731235427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,newprofilewhodis1352,2020/01/12,"Anybody fine in the morning but get horrible anxiety at night? This happens no matter what I do. Work all day, see friends, or be alone. It’s 8:45 pm here and I just made myself vomit because I’m so sick from anxiety. Mornings I’m 100% fine. I get hit by a HUGE wave of anxiety after 7 at night usually and it’s always been that way. 

It’s so bad I often have full blown panic attacks where my BP and heart rate absolutely skyrocket and I feel like I’m genuinely gonna die. No amount of panic attacks make me any wiser because I literally feel like... I’m gonna die.

It sucks because if I work a late shift I ALWAYS have to bring Xanax or else I’m 100% fucked at work.

What’s up with this?",0.7604337899543374,2.7859822123287685,3.1580547945205484,89.75703652968036,83.04109589041096,6.359086757990867,22.74703196347032,7.554174236665415,0.9902215525114147,537,19,118,9,15,185,93,146,0.364,0.534,0.102,-0.9951,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,6,12,4,2,3,0,5,5,1,2,1,17,24,10,2,1,5,0,2,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,3,11,5,12,18,3,16,0,0,1,1,1,8,2,4,8,58,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383146799561286,0.0,0.0,0.2311084030787981,0.0,0.0,0.09443900747361968,0.0,0.3187144374932519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159781970058512,0.0,0.0,0.11595389748812206,0.2539687033180898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956217038035277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28825834518026394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601131529108585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043762308144736,0.19842306970725251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729362301900768,0.12838667363652426,0.14511175156376488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228057223994858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456622844985422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665579698189908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569353584787774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140583266647698,0.09269940003187756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606474766140195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32587717602104793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066451036647072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294997001729005,0.0,0.0,0.1102316299337296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30330553797317955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,auburnskyline,2020/01/12,"Feeling scared about my future Trigger Warning?, & Long

In 2018 at the end of summer I was so depressed and thinking about suicide. Then I had a manic episode and decided to go to college for the first time. It was going well, I had financial aid, it paid for everything. I was a good student. I loved school. But then the thoughts of suicide came crawling back after a month or two. So I quit. Didn’t think I’d be going back so I didn’t care what happened. I didn’t WITHDRAW from the classes. So I have three big fat Fs. Super. But after finding a new therapist, getting new medications, I wanted to change my life. So next summer I was ready to take school on again. I didn’t know I had these three Fs though, so my financial aid was cut and I didn’t think much of it. Until this semester, I no longer qualify for financial aid. Now I have to make an appeal basically saying I was suicidal in 2018 and need the Fs removed. I’m just so insanely terrified I will be denied and then my life is just over because I can’t pay for school and I’ll be forever stuck where I’m at.",1.8131406926406937,3.8520224136363663,3.5675324675324696,88.14439393939396,79.4090909090909,6.7359307359307365,25.47619047619048,7.793537801064563,1.45234632034632,841,33,175,14,21,281,121,220,0.158,0.752,0.09,-0.9455,0,0,0,0,0,2,27.0,0,0,0,3,18,8,1,1,10,0,22,5,1,2,0,24,44,21,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,8,0,2,5,7,3,1,4,18,2,23,5,24,22,1,34,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,1,21,119,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924942761827272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976451421723749,0.0,0.07834350839059717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469905954190427,0.13103288111642697,0.0,0.13595522603270505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110692546571565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138289884699566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550388089099188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498266887902726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746331629226756,0.1093175243829063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714546070645884,0.0,0.2191195825625695,0.10779497764478828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136482292997419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063024756886756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155242592986814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373457225291375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599270285866592,0.0,0.08578690361431753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946857649655855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258200965960704,0.0,0.09447567237235142,0.09529462479883,0.0,0.2482473775176059,0.1366805751055723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669493671750982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220283950597307,0.12866914911153707,0.3902018715183233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217341895264316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966297001710326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921954818346045,0.0,0.2470478402699676,0.12626848950753097,0.10202910368640053,0.07494000218555649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255436174447831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580337047331398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555330585182735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Johnypope,2020/01/12,"Anxiety causes time jumps? Okay.I don't know if you guys can help me figure out what is the problem I am having here but i hope someone knows. 
So I've had some ""episodes"" 4 or 5 times in my life not counting the first ones (which were caused by marijuana use) where it feels like time jumps.(Had one recently only for 30 seconds)
Usually there is stressed involved in these situations but sometimes not. 
Best way to describe this feeling is: 
Like my consciousness and my senses are temporarily out of sync with time for a few seconds, then they are syncronized again for some seconds and then it happens again. Usually lasts 15-30 minutes no more than an hour.
It's kind of a scary feeling. Also, i remember my feet getting numb, my heartbeats are increased, I have difficulty paying attention to people talking to me when this happens.And after sometime passes I feel like a lot more time has passed.
It was suggested to me that this was some kind of an anxiety attack but i can't seem to find a description on the internet that quite describes this feeling. 
  Has this ever happened to you? Is this some kind of an anxiety attack?",4.780339685169841,6.737420610328642,5.140602043634356,80.52328086164043,70.59624413145539,8.016459541563105,32.247721623860805,8.671277953709913,2.774565534382768,902,42,160,16,17,286,135,213,0.16,0.738,0.102,-0.9395,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,3,9,13,2,1,10,0,19,3,1,3,1,36,32,12,0,3,7,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,15,5,0,0,13,0,1,4,5,5,0,6,4,5,17,8,22,28,10,29,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,9,21,119,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822228554835071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531818336632472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25100820642065197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157732745132476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266565715882041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979010147908134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789037045726995,0.23643633949263526,0.0,0.0,0.100829820105716,0.09383752022210068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057637268703551375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923342809277617,0.19510994372258286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394468559781436,0.0,0.0,0.10957193359369627,0.10864226521241986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446416502166004,0.12125717851642008,0.08992493445352995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792176751044952,0.1616892781470371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937895038134748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951039366404134,0.0839027809443573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764814958228537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556064865308096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173381300106888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892697651293902,0.0,0.124970234800595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004305260103141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400348896640913,0.0,0.0,0.09347316496674288,0.0,0.21821717060188892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637035848443168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867045561927686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216402864146378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528043434480292,0.2430021945180069,0.0,0.0,0.08756630673469586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ezeke984,2020/01/12,"How do your medications impact your personality? Years of searching for the right doctor has brought me to someone whom has found me a combination of drugs that have seemed to ""satiate"" my depression, panic, and anxiety disorder in the best way possible so far.  The only ""hiccup"" I can see if that it has brought out my dormant kleptomania, as well as make me an all around too nice of a human-being if I'm to be truthful.  

The kleptomania is manageable, I can stot myself from pocketing things while in stores or pick-pocketing strangers, either by committing the act and then informing the salesperson this was left out unsecured, or by ""finding"" a persons belongings and asking them if they dropped this.  

That all leads me to the latter part of my problem.  I've often been finding myself either offering or agreeing to help with things I normally wouldn't towards people I don't necessarily care about.  I'll also catch myself making small talk or trying to make someone feel better/relieved if I find myself upon someone while I'm out and about.  

Once this is all said and done and I find myself alone to contemplate on what has transpired, I constantly kick myself(metaphorically) for getting involved.  

Basically, I just want to know if anyone else has experienced strange ""side-effects"" when taking their meds?  

Thanks for your time, CHEERS ALL!!

P.S. I take Paxil40MG-1xday, Buspar15MG-3xday, & Xanax2MG-2xdayasneeded",9.339647194910356,9.921813736842108,8.489094852515906,65.62385627530367,59.40485829959515,11.7534991324465,38.29063042220937,11.35114627814755,4.694723770965876,1151,51,176,29,14,360,159,247,0.09,0.8029999999999999,0.107,0.6541,0,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,3,2,11,10,0,1,11,0,17,4,0,5,6,48,37,24,0,9,12,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,11,11,0,0,9,0,1,5,2,3,1,0,7,4,27,7,32,28,8,27,0,1,1,0,16,13,0,11,7,132,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124442278672575,0.0,0.09608631603419353,0.0,0.13018573254147747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191672123914264,0.0,0.0,0.08401377596920873,0.12311095437199772,0.0,0.1069616498644484,0.1123268417848169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609316766223036,0.10626557028046556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250399809129195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984271508653406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348760859401766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770575522687298,0.12298169365873025,0.0,0.12295824206945807,0.0,0.0,0.13933934169714796,0.0,0.10037241938645593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075297037275802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43927068541151976,0.0,0.0,0.13174157009507662,0.0,0.0,0.06277498685932313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053602766283689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603295020030897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305465933238748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060919489257965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346290386823104,0.12104151349556452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772443565034735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795903074731454,0.0,0.091381775884154,0.0,0.14097366493082014,0.0,0.1301139974125065,0.0,0.08329896615946326,0.20982594183590803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545446171392414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497020037749432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261001120228334,0.11429302411706935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095746390064019,0.1093827846527349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30541575795341663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806802155986521,0.09657443545667747,0.0,0.1106207454880178,0.0,0.0,0.1596486373970042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006218444165704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157600448715907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708693563986069,0.09537186404274027,0.0,0.0,0.10803198280389556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737459693269327
anxiety,Mcbooden,2020/01/12,I got in trouble at school and I can’t stop thinking about it I said “persons name I am your father” in my maths class and then someone that was sitting next to them said something that was inappropriate. I ended up having to sit in the office for the rest of the day. My parents were not called in but now I feel really scared if the school will they’ll them.,1.2712162162162173,3.5664857837837864,2.528310810810812,93.4111148648649,83.05405405405406,4.781081081081081,20.06081081081081,5.985473137389443,-0.09880540540540572,284,8,61,2,8,91,55,74,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.7743,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,13,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,3,12,0,11,5,1,14,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,6,45,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419313877620797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279984973048993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098491067386992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979861370163805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949406948004205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519770840448633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630820383203766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068775962422228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517830280585049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507481942358633,0.0,0.23720764252430365,0.4795703642017969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074949521513868,0.18239981241513026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198083571076002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181478022200132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawayHelp172,2020/01/12,"Did my crush block me on Instagram? Day long panic attack. Thought I’d post this here to get some opinions from people similar to myself, as this caused me to have a day long panic attack which gave me diarrhea, trouble breathing and feeling ill.

I got home after a party after getting kissed by a girl I had a crush on, and decided to check her Instagram out. 

Next morning I was trying to find a friends pictures from the night and noticed that I was no longer following her yet she was still following me.

Thing is, I could’ve unfollowed her by mistake which might cause her to unfollow me?

I immediately freaked out that she had thought I was weirs or had somehow seen I’d had a small creep on her insta and had a panic attack.

Fast forward to a couple days later where I had calmed down and I noticed that since that morning big she was no longer following me either. 

Does this mean she blocked me or something? Our friend groups are pretty close and they haven’t mentioned anything but I’m not sure if I unfollowed her by mistake or something or if she thinks I’m really weird idk.

Is there anyway she could’ve seen I’d looked at her insta or anything? I checked my liked photos and there wasn’t anything there but I just want some closure so I can stop feeling guilty about something that may have not even happened...

Please note she hasn’t unfollowed me or anything on any other social media, and although I may have creeped her out, I don’t want everyone else to be effected by it.

I don’t wanna draw light to it to other members of the group as I feel this would make it more weird",5.454999999999997,6.077493194267517,5.640006369426754,82.58994585987264,67.69426751592357,8.572993630573249,31.305095541401272,8.548686976883017,2.3214094267515932,1269,49,246,18,20,402,162,314,0.16399999999999998,0.768,0.068,-0.9764,3,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,1,13,18,3,3,10,0,29,3,1,4,1,56,52,22,0,8,14,0,3,1,2,4,1,0,1,1,17,12,0,3,10,0,2,4,9,12,0,0,19,7,45,6,32,28,4,32,0,0,3,1,25,14,0,15,16,172,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089019190992397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431390942401726,0.0,0.0,0.35578129669597025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141767131686881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664623403947609,0.11534513770885535,0.0,0.2016882520045348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122552412416228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708334219845608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885285604432792,0.0,0.0,0.09961058898488663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812825099414066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527806455516087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107889589274108,0.0,0.10892744631622736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337426968692739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921835315874982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456625998346906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050928853735990605,0.0,0.0,0.18450713396008675,0.08753956646122439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958436385547859,0.0,0.0,0.113553393014747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105874981255862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086576702757793,0.09782689448089907,0.0,0.0,0.2373673044430189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669272289892913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722703748617719,0.0,0.0,0.11442973357240716,0.0,0.0,0.09983791823916273,0.1060546674807538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667820325457789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623256215641661,0.0,0.0,0.10626467539529856,0.0,0.24075874025301444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325021185360736,0.08715350892382225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824970264453048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925576272318368,0.0667960029747731,0.0,0.1655178115923499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077552934722474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297283362040795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405267502854555,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FilthMonger85,2020/01/12,"Possible dumb question I suffer from a range of physical symptoms like light headidness, tingling extremities, all the usual stuff... if Diazepam completely eliminates these symptoms and has me feeling normal i can rest assured its anxiety causing them and not something sinister right?",11.273106060606061,13.852897068181822,9.707272727272727,51.58924242424246,55.59090909090909,13.13939393939394,53.3030303030303,12.45797560212912,8.322948484848485,237,17,24,8,3,73,41,44,0.163,0.652,0.185,0.0377,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,2,10,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,2,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827171076638125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662488786518311,0.0,0.0,0.2717449153724652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104901053429224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662207760701602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539410124809937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29218609511848104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903405063633184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133799148364866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952914478772887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966986729886171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387737561117323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28544975046168314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ENTEAY,2020/01/12,Having Anxiety Be Like: Bro last night was a movie. I still can't believe it was real.,0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,85.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.6025777777777783,67,2,14,1,2,23,17,18,0.099,0.7559999999999999,0.145,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240913747035621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773088935427913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34533159672825536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697417216433867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975671748976261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822068717679506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383277340233868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jfrtohbo,2020/01/12,"Cancelled on work buddy I said yes to DnD night with friends from work, but I just couldnt bring myself to go, Even though ID like to.

I just texted him that I cant make it there by seven and he texted me back; we could pick you up?

I feel so bad about it. Sometimes Even work gives me anxiety and im a fairly social and carefree person other areas in my life.

We talked about dnd at work, and i say i would like to join them. But I kind of need to know a few days ahead or Else I will usually cancel last minute. Mind you I dont know these people outside of work.

Sometimes I feel like people will hate me for being like this.",0.8063834672789874,2.654217985074628,2.079253731343286,98.51448335246843,81.83582089552239,4.720091848450059,16.277841561423653,5.369823440869387,-0.8947628013777269,486,8,115,2,13,155,88,134,0.12,0.7190000000000001,0.161,0.6011,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,2,1,6,10,8,1,0,2,1,8,1,0,2,0,23,19,9,0,4,5,0,2,4,1,3,1,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,4,22,6,18,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,10,73,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020981404232298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077757825396124,0.12028878497152255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502468430720655,0.0,0.0,0.09291041429261752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688438475864981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034834931479922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030798224671888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456878243052281,0.10292051618122668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130474979912676,0.0,0.0,0.1382008814757016,0.08187581857566513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223498545463195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561560418743736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002218615783966,0.15834940724893742,0.11743271814367474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175781630444518,0.2815327627482805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616492794962683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546521967604045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106822840569767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351958362201902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997539391438335,0.12579255286329227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370394065896344,0.11456677282030803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685676906098208,0.0,0.0,0.2849691873019307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579449777403772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154375183408965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866794004656268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244074790107148,0.0,0.0,0.10234009142323336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,azalak,2020/01/12,"Opposite of anxiety I was wondering if anyone else experiences this?
Anxiety is obviously the constant worry of negative thoughts. But I also have this thing where I play really good scenarios over and over in my head (I.e. getting back with my ex, or something along those lines) and I think about it so hard so many times again and again that it just makes me feel like shit knowing it’s never gonna happen and the only place where it will is in my own head. Ultimately having the same effect as anxiety. Disanxiety?
Anyone else get this or just me?",5.970782967032968,7.140574182692305,6.65620879120879,73.80307692307693,66.78846153846155,10.558241758241758,30.241758241758237,10.608840637214634,3.3532489010989015,441,16,79,12,7,145,74,104,0.157,0.772,0.071,-0.8311,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,0,3,0,6,3,3,2,2,22,16,12,0,1,6,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,9,3,10,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,4,7,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274401154109036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809510492829983,0.0,0.0,0.2321314024131913,0.34015752965647106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763786068595168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937874591674213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773305949767377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237235654554485,0.0,0.0,0.08393071285454451,0.11858495837442545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344828949796307,0.0,0.0,0.1392264964172121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678647498367958,0.0,0.1486965293013966,0.0,0.34071205211292355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122504707499406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109547102531818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080117357656842,0.16829017570059238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802352302469214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624465182216713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342666199214904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633894124934656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038874806050408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778901030244358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027793259138842,0.1063611867631683,0.0,0.1317793736704096,0.0967914662979449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001160819343898,0.0,0.16857327519254992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BornOuttaWedlock,2020/01/12,"Cipralex/Trintellix - side effects? 
Hello! I am new to this community and am looking for anyone’s feedback on their experience with the drugs Cipralex (escitalopram) and Trintellix (Vortioxetine) and any side effects they have had. 

1 month ago my doctor prescribed me 10mg a day of Cipralex. The first week I felt great, no side effects whatsoever and was looking forward to waking up each morning. After a week, I started having some pretty awful side effects. I was sweating uncontrollably, unable to sleep for even 1 hour a night, constant jitters, and worst of them all is I lost my ability to take a full breath or yawn. I constantly feel like I’m being suffocated and need to take a full breath. When I try to take a full breath, my lungs fill up 75% but I just can’t breathe in anymore. I get the urge to yawn but it’s as if someone stuck their finger in my mouth mid yawn. The entire satisfying feeling of yawning or just even taking a full breathe has completely gone. It almost feels like the beginning of a panic attack, without any feelings of anxiety whatsoever.

I dealt with that side effect for about a week and ended up going to my doctor. He switched me to Trintellix about 4 days ago however I am still unable to take a breath. All other side effects are gone, except my ability to breathe. This is coming in the way of my life as I am gasping for a breathe every 2 minutes. I can’t properly communicate with friends, coworkers, family or my partner because of my inability to breathe properly. 

Has anyone else had side effects like this? I’d love to hear your stories and hear how long this took to go away! 

TLDR; cipralex gave me bad side effects including inability to take a deep breath or yawn. This has not gone away with switching to Trintellix. Any advice?",5.2181437125748475,6.9123307784431125,5.871897005988027,76.75962994011978,69.05988023952095,8.697293413173654,33.41988023952096,9.174902378510234,3.144899784431137,1416,67,249,28,25,460,173,334,0.10400000000000001,0.799,0.09699999999999999,-0.3557,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,4,10,9,12,1,2,18,1,19,26,16,9,2,45,50,19,0,2,12,0,6,3,2,0,9,2,0,1,9,14,0,0,13,0,0,9,5,6,0,1,12,10,30,6,47,37,9,54,0,1,2,1,13,24,0,7,25,157,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658808348061168,0.17523643526244334,0.0,0.09897683074178444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164957075769135,0.0,0.07561450534062175,0.0,0.09802554167570028,0.13822642988279826,0.101276174686769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244800480143692,0.18573221184452485,0.0,0.08252964631764274,0.06025368045588798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851443582162529,0.10363484167909924,0.21362800023747092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749091501108253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023396789309476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462631885558312,0.0,0.08257051317139748,0.0,0.08754542193452362,0.0,0.0,0.1305695328950594,0.0,0.08327935937513482,0.0,0.0,0.09668726817493284,0.09318023681309973,0.0,0.199911647882117,0.14122669542762034,0.09490463115071872,0.0,0.0,0.08407567286311278,0.0,0.0,0.07636573631174635,0.0,0.0516413065559868,0.0,0.11234933249374557,0.0,0.0,0.10897458478071173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280613839829286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734029125543388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981562405547359,0.14486886293230752,0.0,0.0,0.08747280679782089,0.16600619000204392,0.0,0.10789864070437297,0.0,0.08920952605818762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889541530022437,0.0,0.0,0.07329071661132781,0.0,0.0954630349484914,0.0,0.09275731357259734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597078089921163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055870729158826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891422741466564,0.0,0.08374922121367752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996147393305915,0.0,0.07893602313419006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459051065948271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981803691122123,0.06710780306134438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845684904537073,0.2378573027540554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952809746848889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_am_catcus,2020/01/12,"Conversations I hop between feeling like I fit in and being convinced people don't understand. I'm getting slightly better at conversations now, but I'm still usually the one on the sides, listening and laughing occasionally because I never know what to say. I want to get over this, to join in with the fun, but I don't know how. I'm afraid I'll never figure it out.",6.802500000000002,6.5648498055555615,7.98277777777778,69.89000000000001,64.83333333333333,10.533333333333337,36.05555555555557,10.125756701596842,3.6818222222222223,294,13,53,6,4,101,50,72,0.0,0.708,0.292,0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,15,14,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,5,5,11,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,6,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782727736140871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586453112489557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478698217107214,0.2089239571072004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055826260947177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214420797285327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287466928635145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511057962118725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816942991912506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027456962040237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325653272907547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335482857765028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044472936957333,0.0,0.0,0.3220886867901521,0.0,0.1724926210375817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dreamwave01,2020/01/12,"Forgot my meds at home I forgot my meds at home today and don’t have a normal job to where I could have just gone back home and gotten them. Anyway, I feeling like I’ve acted super weird today and everyone has noticed and then this cute boy texted me and I word vomited all over him and cleaned up that word vomit with a word vomit soaked rag and now he won’t text back and I’m really upset. And idk who else to talk to about this so...",3.6406451612903226,3.9130170967741975,4.792634408602151,88.30895161290327,71.58064516129029,7.490322580645162,20.876344086021504,7.1686216300943375,0.3658473118279564,342,5,76,3,6,113,63,93,0.067,0.8109999999999999,0.122,0.7305,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,1,20,12,11,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,4,1,4,10,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,1,9,3,9,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932600397306279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225167412760318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929830863725108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822139337680836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641936982516623,0.13623007083260547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738374734606252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923192447685447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931622518861143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236306145051255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868372168271733,0.0,0.21710357669429664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216188037037748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532706327085108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615065567441639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrunkenDarley,2020/01/12,"Girlfriend has “Scrupulosity”, is there a way to help her feel more comfortable when we’re attempting to get intimate? I know that she really wants to get intimate but her scrupulosity gets in the way. 

 We are getting more and more intimate but sometimes but she stops herself and says “I won’t because then I’ll be a thot”

I try to convince her that every couple shares intimate moments but she really has a hard time with it.

I just found out that this was the reason for our lack of truly intimate moments. I’m not sure if she’s always known or if she just found out but I don’t know what to do.

I love her so much and I just want to be able to make sure she is comfortable.",3.0683794466403187,4.593256536231888,4.437509881422923,85.59266798418977,74.21739130434783,8.496442687747034,25.58893280632411,9.095868883498916,1.9193391304347829,534,18,113,12,11,177,80,138,0.08,0.746,0.174,0.9401,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,2,33,25,14,0,5,12,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,20,7,13,19,5,11,0,0,0,1,18,3,0,3,6,79,26,0,0.1797080959029162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495315319066348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954838727217636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884359001396432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141182154482832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908658129126328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39408130294295896,0.0,0.0,0.3755602517245799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098315566167545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045454859964146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752573947103566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219357282488886,0.0,0.11995654947143078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210612796717408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302512158483921,0.18476985292930515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429110908168135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773590197209796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024401497070153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387455072610845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478923589521554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201000076885267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199298207950884,0.28528784360879883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InternetPatron,2020/01/12,"I think all my anxiety is rooted in guilt I just had a thought a moment ago after reflecting about a possible root cause of all my anxiety. I'm no expert by any means and I probably should still be advised by a proper therapist. Still, there's something I've always kept separate from the rest of my life, like dividing my mind into two parts that cannot coexist. But I've noticed when talking with most people, making eye contact with someone as I walk by, and even sometimes when I'm alone, all I can think about is the segment of my own mind that's not supposed to cross with the rest of the real world.

The reason that part can't exist in the rest of my life is because it would expose things about me that I don't want anybody to know, and things that even I wish I would reject but yet still indulge in nonetheless. That part of my mind occupies more of my time and thought than I want it to, and I'd call it an addiction because I can't seem to stop. Some people would tell me to accept myself as I am, that this is just my quirk. But I know the difference between being different and being broken. The years of being the latter has been a fantastic teacher.

My brokenness, and struggling to find a way to repair it bourdons me with shame and a sense of unworthiness in the eyes of anybody else. I can't say exactly all of the things that are in the segment of my mind that I've tried and failed so desperately to rope off from invading my real life. 

I can't bare anybody knowing the full truth. But I do have some hope now that I believe I've isolated all of what makes me feel this way, and I deeply hope I'm right about the cause.",8.000218905472636,5.674172862686572,8.090149253731344,76.83830845771145,63.65671641791045,11.440796019900498,35.76616915422885,9.888512548439397,3.1983572139303487,1299,45,268,21,15,425,163,335,0.111,0.815,0.075,-0.7912,1,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,17,10,0,3,22,0,26,6,2,7,7,69,47,19,0,9,7,0,1,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,20,15,0,2,14,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,5,4,34,5,46,34,19,29,0,2,2,0,6,12,0,6,14,195,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373775977728897,0.0,0.0,0.08435304026415241,0.0,0.0,0.09855640916098952,0.0,0.0,0.0791802192239033,0.0,0.0,0.06471163502003406,0.0,0.1455933157736046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160165379065592,0.0,0.0,0.10721202395881232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716835662509513,0.0,0.0,0.19550977249396376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884257683900836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794934433783403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257037333483013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811543688907538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697394058042729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902945243121416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689130400381707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016416325131828,0.04649006168779684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703923732181668,0.0,0.0,0.10365645128163503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843353488326803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833957390271666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091449747629467,0.0,0.1319430514945842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727789215821547,0.0,0.0,0.10259789600273872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662439308583567,0.0,0.09783968153316032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126558237232491,0.0,0.07567455075273231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662951686836284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062822572883975,0.07325833239353577,0.09411505053593627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279831883509256,0.07955749460179047,0.0,0.09948123524755502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648549734775545,0.08317348404115156,0.0,0.0,0.11048736343229597,0.18965897198041096,0.12194856435973392,0.0,0.15109182137197005,0.0554881941266351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460696607066399,0.0,0.09295687767512184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122549243022884,0.15106615782525154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109428579692026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027954594110889,0.0,0.0,0.0612795146095774
anxiety,oioi54,2020/01/12,"Anyone else feel like people are just looking at you? For a couple of years now I've noticed people staring at me in public, I had very long hair before so I was used to it, but then I got it cut and it still happens, maybe I just look weird, don't really know. 

Probably just paranoid but I tested this with a friend, I told them to count how many people were looking at me when walking through a part of time, in the span of about 5 mins he said he saw 8 people staring at me.

Feels like people are just looking down at me and I don't really know how to stop thinking like this",2.75933515482696,3.752698303278688,4.011420765027324,90.4466029143898,74.1639344262295,6.405828779599272,23.39162112932605,6.42735559955562,0.4895216757741343,451,12,99,3,9,148,77,122,0.08199999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,11,6,1,0,4,0,7,1,1,3,0,18,22,9,0,0,6,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,11,13,4,18,15,1,19,0,0,7,0,8,9,0,0,12,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912091695920353,0.14524844936796394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206261370629281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685320693173854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842112953767946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433548263215818,0.20254476024264215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095223513173732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337731122221552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535667166386535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558136507463942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776829069321825,0.0,0.0,0.12545190997332198,0.4761661221477898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372098179957624,0.14241557853996145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139311834976228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351076158607455,0.0,0.491387859444965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283975906048308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162839246271875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484490158704834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320860997144964,0.11851654644134955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083319405505164,0.0,0.0,0.08266058614681374,0.0,0.0,0.13545642787367593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243392516308213,0.0,0.11696570035118185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128789783390052
anxiety,Gay-boiii,2020/01/12,"Skatepark Anxiety So I've had a skateboard for a while, but I've only recently started going to skateparks. I felt like I was moving forward in trying to overcome my anxiety. A couple days ago I asked for advice on dropping in even though the other person didn't talk to me first! I can talk to people I don't know, but I'm to anxious to initiate conversations, so this felt like a step forward for me.

So today I decided to do some skating. The park was usually pretty empty with at most 4 people there besides me. But today it's pretty busy and I want to leave. I'm still a beginner and I'm scared of getting judged by more advanced skaters. I was waiting to get picked up and a skater walked up to me and said ""I'm thinking of a new trick, what do you think?"" and I said ""How about a tre-flip?"". He did a tre-flip and I asked him for some advice on doing ollies because I don't have them down yet. He was really nice and gave me some good advice and I felt a little less anxious. I still left, but now I feel not as bad for leaving. I feel a little accomplished because it's a lot harder for me to talk to people at the skatepark than just skate there. So in a way skating is helping me with my anxiety.",2.457738095238096,3.8071094563492096,4.167650793650797,87.62457142857146,75.46825396825399,6.786031746031746,25.69523809523809,7.365786028017652,1.1925533333333336,941,33,199,11,20,317,131,252,0.077,0.769,0.154,0.9751,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,3,15,7,1,1,16,0,15,0,0,2,0,34,38,20,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,10,0,1,9,0,0,7,4,3,0,1,13,7,27,4,36,25,7,37,0,0,0,0,16,15,0,5,19,135,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313617511683334,0.09483090943666428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551717103748236,0.2417128644739377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000228616715785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932344924806464,0.13042747202613575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837082872652092,0.0,0.0689929545605438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065897871418668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818414188379913,0.0,0.3081514116043888,0.0,0.0,0.09099674399525093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178479082543552,0.0,0.060798939210488914,0.08972936443711126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170613214445191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058793158668990375,0.0,0.0,0.2265517772522597,0.1162335856826645,0.0,0.0,0.10452960120499567,0.2144432117559946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095018120423767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370232311808172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332150854577113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813627625710118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224984338661247,0.093410409907531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767330863481466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853383413905664,0.0,0.10562939187293376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035240855145727,0.0,0.10710518453361656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572067063182708,0.0,0.17086800127879842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579583112650043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709634207036073,0.10510685710497564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280819454456994,0.0,0.0,0.07263208687249252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782285184274993,0.0,0.06309930576891032,0.08491538115763259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LynetteMagdalenaLott,2020/01/12,"How Anxiety Is Triggered Ever wondered why sometimes you become nervous, become more alert, and feel the tension of fear?
 
This is where anxiety is analyzed within indecision!”
 
There are plenty of theories about the cause of anxiety existing but out of the experience, I’ve become to understand a deeper as well as different sense.
 
Anxiety is triggered throughout provocation. The ones with anxiety are actually very easy going and chill but as soon as someone wants to provoke a certain outcome, they are withdrawn. Not only because of that but because others want to manipulate and take control over your mindset to play with you like a puppet.
 
Mostly the ones with anxiety notice immediately the intention behind the manipulator and therefore are judged as being stressed and not positive or very defensive. (After being very direct towards the manipulator causing the suffer)  
 
Sure, people suffering from anxiety get very defensive because they don’t tolerate the behavior of the manipulator. There are so many out there wanting to become the most powerful with mind games. What they do not know is that no matter how clever they think they are, they already exposed themselves with their bad intentions. 
 
 
The sad thing is, they justify it with;
 
I just let them go through the things they made me suffer with because they are all the same!’’
 
 
Making others suffer for something others have done in the past is wrong on so many levels. Not everyone is the same and to even try and take control over someone is even worse.
 
 
For example:
 
Did you ever wonder why people say keep your enemy close?
 
 
The enemy in this scenario is the manipulator. Yes, I know a few just to learn from them but keep my distance as well. Well, let’s say, I had to. It was messing with me because they tried to suck me in within their word of unhappiness where I have been able to break free from. 

They pretend to be something they are not. (Just to irritate your spirit). They even copy your good behavior to get what they want until their ugly curtain falls and the true faces are revealed.
 
People don’t want to see you happy. They try to hurt you and laugh it off as well as define it as humor or a joke and mostly they are the ones very close to you.  There are just certain things not laughable and most definitely not a joke. Certain wanted outcomes are just too serious than being laughable. It’s tolerated bullying because people accept it the way it is and are influenced to accept and tolerate exact those behaviors.
 
As soon as someone tells you that they find you to difficult, it mostly just means that they cannot break through to you and that is fine. Just make sure to keep your distance or stay away for good.
 
Playing with people’s emotions is not a game at all.
 
It is a serious responsibility or injury!’’
 
Emotional injuries are caused by bullying manipulators.
 
If you had to suffer from certain triggering events then question yourself how to prevent yourself from those impulsive influences.
 
You have already been through it, so why not prevent yourself from the cause?
 
With Love 💜",6.950889292196012,8.537989161524504,6.940499092558987,71.12875226860257,64.82577132486391,9.79274047186933,34.82667876588022,10.001912283498694,3.796804718693284,2472,112,391,55,38,788,242,551,0.175,0.652,0.17300000000000001,-0.6625,2,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,16,23,3,32,48,3,5,31,1,48,2,1,28,12,130,77,42,0,7,25,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,27,28,0,9,14,7,1,3,13,21,4,3,8,4,47,28,82,63,10,35,1,7,1,1,46,19,1,14,10,313,74,1,0.06328063566442706,0.0,0.06175277206704366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966351005676866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33886659153599097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945424027787397,0.0,0.052836687545879064,0.23145172890845786,0.2795539615372584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600265771228398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419492275186453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661147956725909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475806085213913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236439556355002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538878912739562,0.11448191568647535,0.0,0.06046735920942505,0.0,0.06190060428177852,0.0,0.07120830818642368,0.03199659076229187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057837354571910214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612304064548825,0.0,0.07192768710183013,0.1061535897317956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736341336342143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774322928000634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874020964435998,0.0,0.0,0.0695547648591513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941747472223067,0.0,0.03091572215726637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711324432811464,0.05987766752744069,0.0844806313763881,0.12831326455043895,0.0,0.0689311635925926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389540273962517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204542312517938,0.0,0.0,0.12864178932581713,0.04812777495745037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060408527094871614,0.2193541249730789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088879439797646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064660275817736,0.0,0.0,0.05042647365302982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085243173513367,0.0974330498932297,0.06258616675378252,0.0,0.0,0.0674487378617892,0.0,0.0,0.07248775435065105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928250043632214,0.0,0.09515832529474204,0.0,0.055310064777630265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261225274716778,0.04054767617368713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288901932983801,0.0,0.0,0.06587737343814865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610657585372273,0.2239473507576871,0.05022922311928377,0.0,0.0,0.22758756464458774,0.0,0.17130279304171406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372503000137601,0.0,0.0,0.06448837395800207,0.0,0.06918744113843994,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CadenHasAnOpinion,2020/01/12,"I’ve had bad anxiety my entire life. What causes this? I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety since I was about 4. I was on an SSRI, Lexapro, from 4-14, I 14 am now. What cause something like this? I don’t have many genetic dispositions to low serotonin, even if that is the cause of GAD. The only thing that really made me feel happy and not afraid was DXM with Wellbutrin, like AXS-05. Any thoughts on supplements or just the cause in general!",2.785,4.966294883720934,3.832732558139536,86.73072674418606,76.90697674418605,8.020930232558143,24.703488372093023,8.841846274778883,1.8705395348837208,344,12,70,8,8,111,65,86,0.10800000000000001,0.795,0.09699999999999999,0.3296,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,9,2,0,5,0,15,12,3,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,1,6,3,9,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425047354363156,0.0,0.27954846796959104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255694715081974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7507825078832286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544890570723216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067959950241886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238471283217453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450039678317865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905493897718914,0.17852777720708438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288657909461588,0.0,0.18524136190192725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389607630927831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705003110391694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114131298204994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066067853324332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213857810529686,0.0,0.0,0.1450529750038387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrettB1997,2020/01/12,"Question about anxiety and chest pain at my age (22) So about two years ago I was just going about a normal day (no history of anxiety or chest pain) when I started having chest pain/ dizzy spells It freaked me out to the point I went to the ER and nothing was wrong. Now I was 19 when that happened, however between then and now (2 years later) I went from around 220 pounds to almost 280. It’s been hard for me to keep a job in that time as well anytime I have chest pain I worry it’s a heart issue even though this has been going on long enough it’s not. I just recently went to see a doctor and without actually doing tests he figures the chest discomfort I’m having is due to my gluten allergy and the fact I don’t eat gluten free and have stomach issues. But I still always think whenever I eat and I get some pain from eating it’s a heart issue even though it’s obviously not to the point I now am having dreams I’m having chest pain. I just dont know what to do anymore it makes it hard for me to want to do anything in my life, some advice?",3.037516968325793,3.9801948416289616,4.319951923076925,88.69223557692308,73.43438914027148,7.334954751131222,23.76725113122172,7.645422480735847,0.9082056561085974,824,22,182,10,16,272,122,221,0.134,0.81,0.055,-0.9354,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,19,11,0,1,10,0,19,20,9,1,2,30,35,16,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,12,9,3,1,4,1,1,5,6,9,2,1,8,3,20,3,27,27,3,31,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,5,18,120,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.08963418210083926,0.0,0.0,0.08975659109203245,0.08142114688212952,0.0,0.091976386779213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764281197144759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053286889881894,0.0,0.09109238058882224,0.0,0.0,0.07558626843444594,0.08176764420531081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923686191007095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094014288145306,0.0,0.0,0.10764971569652312,0.0,0.0,0.2819622028673183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490754243334763,0.0,0.1213345968862919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047988814654702464,0.0,0.1044030767846027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122431143250497,0.0,0.16456248038182136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768983284674184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28760848697543245,0.09114881488577099,0.08164216856303276,0.0,0.0,0.05047938943208555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487769706539499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128602068184079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131184109892189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999533740109303,0.08813435318269043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864212386176018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173659425717198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289512346229107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069264738518873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319405381853386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501323125710404,0.0,0.07335302757414068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885497392687539,0.1804880054720743,0.0,0.05355956809690539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972593717059775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417661681924674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258586833596747,0.2554428304436982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885419316282277,0.0,0.0,0.0932800396287152,0.0,0.0,0.1004256082846147,0.0,0.11829919453448258
anxiety,brokenjumper3123,2020/01/12,New Anxiety Attacks I’ve recently started getting these “attacks”. Idk what else to call them.. I start to feel a feeling of falling for a split second then my heart rate skyrockets. I was afraid I was having a heart attack but then I went to the ER and they said my heart was fine. The doctor said that he thought I was having ocular migraines. I was given a anti-nausea medicine but it hasn’t helped at all. I take a high dose of Wellbutrin and recently have been reading studies about this medicine lowering the threshold of seizures. I am really scared of having a seizure more then a heart attack really and I can’t help but think every small symptom I have when this happens is a warning sign for a seizure. Sometimes I can get the attack to go away pretty fast but last night I had a horrible one for more than an hour. I was just wondering if anyone could shed some light on this and maybe give me some ideas on how to deal with them. I’m trying to avoid taking any anxiety meds. Any help would be greatly appreciated.,2.957234878240378,5.2435753283582125,3.7407645980623196,87.08542812254518,76.81094527363183,6.61963864886096,26.001832940560355,7.669130373188453,1.4951930348258706,815,31,157,12,19,259,127,201,0.17800000000000002,0.725,0.09699999999999999,-0.9195,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,4,10,5,3,15,0,21,8,4,1,1,25,40,14,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,8,1,2,13,5,19,2,20,24,5,22,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,4,13,104,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320469007150144,0.0,0.14854474088604774,0.0,0.0,0.06788647600764322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522604314191351,0.09121776026423258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913812512960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751719787564437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000938909894679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937410501585567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110491121128835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180117560651183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818163790459476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144937756082847,0.0931360528434786,0.05517758269007092,0.0,0.0,0.10704031843159552,0.0,0.0,0.08585496325472439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602009489613156,0.19522895072664692,0.1025792391906951,0.0,0.0,0.09561253014335963,0.0,0.0,0.10960100098993976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914001506933659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753836074425083,0.0,0.10784334017651696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376859457547286,0.0,0.0911108989462977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578962152988375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877382025562342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711468681812192,0.0,0.12439464732052498,0.0,0.1917261906294973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470662817031566,0.0,0.09720243893859556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602292331247607,0.0,0.13743935731084164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091203592341992,0.14599680802097426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062210334993711036,0.0,0.07707735529081644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591665958981036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000193182985837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528824272529123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896882321605544,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Short-Boat,2020/01/12,"I don’t know what to do I’ve tried everything anyone has suggested, I workout I eat healthy, I push myself to do things that make me anxious constantly, but it’s still there. It’s still unbearable and the thought loops I get stuck in all day after one bad thought don’t go away. Everyone around me especially my counselor has made me feel like medication is the only thing that will ever fix me, and I’m terrified of even taking that so I refuse it. It literally feels like there is no other options, I just want to be happy I have ocd and anxiety which causes me to also feel depressed some of the time along with a bunch of irrational anger. I’m so lost I really just don’t know how to go about this, I want to keep improving but my therapist has made me feel like I’m down to one option and it’s that or I’m stagnant.",2.6779579831932807,4.278967064705885,4.2774789915966425,86.02294117647061,75.41176470588233,8.151260504201678,25.084033613445378,8.841846274778883,1.7535798319327731,651,22,139,14,14,218,101,170,0.203,0.675,0.122,-0.9561,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,15,8,1,0,4,0,13,2,0,5,2,34,37,11,0,2,5,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,7,1,2,8,1,0,3,4,4,0,2,6,4,19,4,18,29,3,14,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,4,10,94,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507220928903167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007873566334073,0.16255958637691426,0.0,0.10061423114661044,0.0,0.0,0.1280964227489153,0.0,0.0,0.13519341930295922,0.0,0.12014571913767805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781907020668775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549860481462016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279991100757096,0.0,0.12393593850256875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723977880141145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504081943335592,0.13016062065271705,0.0,0.13749715763813597,0.12932290675649966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910291000927344,0.308394322052765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517882591545726,0.0,0.16355687864148244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531781441652501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789985378726612,0.0,0.0,0.15816107389772585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210898440672694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707761222567546,0.0,0.0,0.27231250706715604,0.09605055389882096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495835565874038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501298570603307,0.10943808935293853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218236484612373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982832687356985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819059592396398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670723578040543,0.19119394075550988,0.0,0.0,0.2284719813862923,0.08390591588970962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976947753722687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974515723502978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EastCoastCSNerd,2020/01/12,"Does anyone have experience with Viibryd? I am currently on 150mg of Zoloft, but the sexual side effects are really a nag. I was told that Viibryd is a newer SSRI that doesn’t have the sexual side effects, but because it is newer I haven’t met anyone who has taken it. Any advice on it would be much appreciated!",5.16,5.809743225806455,7.3937096774193565,69.66056451612907,68.35483870967742,10.070967741935485,28.403225806451612,10.125756701596842,2.9420838709677417,248,8,44,6,4,89,42,62,0.061,0.86,0.078,0.2622,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,12,1,0,2,0,6,15,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,4,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490904242632589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429351933544917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995805001335149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776995790573855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31262280076950594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34944889940608503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626122268237941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288568496150958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34135776816553665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25377277789480235,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lettingitaaaaaallout,2020/01/12,"Work is killing me and I feel beyond pathetic. I have a huge fear of making phone calls and I keep putting them off. I have quite a bit of responsibility on my shoulders that I really wasn't expecting when I took the job.

I was working 20 hours, now I've agreed to work close to full time hours because I feel obligated to work more, like working part time at 25 is embarrassing even though I know the part time hours has been so good for my mental health.

Next week will be my first full time week since October when I finished at my old job and I'm dreading it. I want to take it back, I don't want to do the extra hours but now I feel like I've promised it. It's not contractual, I'm not even going to be paid extra, it's just base rate but I'd just feel pathetic, like I'd broken a promise or something, like this is something I need to do even though I don't want to. 

I just can't get my brain to shut up, I can't. It's late and I haven't been sleeping well for over a month and I'm just so, so tired and scared. I've been off since Thursday and it's been so nice and I feel physically sick at the thought of going in on Monday.

I just hate it. I wanted to love this job, I thought it would save me from the shit position I was in before. This job could be so good for me but my anxiety just doesn't allow for it.

I'm so scared that I won't ever be able to deal with it and I'll be so ashamed if I ever have to leave.

I've been told I do a fantastic job and than I'm worth more than what I'm getting paid now and whatever else, I now this would be a great place for me to progress, but my anxiety is killing me and its going to ruin this for me and I don't know what to do.

I'm literally lying here at midnight crying at the thought of making phone calls on Monday to book some rooms. It's embarrassing that that's what's going to ruin my life.

I just wish I had some sort of support network, I've lost everyone. Work is killing me, home life is beyond shit, I hate myself.

I'm just so, so, so tired. I wish I could just take a break for a little while.",2.283886589403973,2.876830966887418,3.94506553532009,91.99223406456957,74.8719646799117,7.251903973509933,23.427773178807946,7.413659706084162,0.6119912251655624,1600,42,395,18,32,538,173,453,0.20600000000000002,0.628,0.166,-0.9777,5,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,10,37,31,7,7,14,0,42,12,5,3,2,64,87,34,3,13,17,0,5,4,0,4,6,0,2,0,25,15,0,1,10,1,3,6,11,17,1,1,17,5,50,14,49,58,11,60,0,3,0,1,8,24,2,5,33,248,75,12,0.06983847001544831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685247681103888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537014725703957,0.0,0.04257288310417437,0.0,0.05942739413677633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624552125171931,0.0,0.0,0.07796282950600217,0.1426257725896516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115206709986188,0.0,0.0767142799500593,0.0,0.07200039598899957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583410802211682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838295234871792,0.12634578891367684,0.0,0.06673365096164299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785876950177975,0.17656214425521782,0.0498926169334224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594045669181414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297543621304285,0.0,0.15876324775180942,0.11715439037038206,0.0,0.07699715974348953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790206087429824,0.0,0.07423502783233242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005367970628093,0.0,0.27510730030692543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34651952618813203,0.06207564103359525,0.23179775892574064,0.0,0.07676279337342487,0.0,0.07878083612706249,0.07394885586734896,0.0,0.0,0.09865795348168524,0.13647819508866982,0.0699964941798631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623693993547077,0.0,0.0630319458648586,0.0,0.09323544207983804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038075159212004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574440046846168,0.0,0.0,0.05178434059641456,0.0,0.0,0.07427400516159728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328372618604548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125651463501993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072966336805516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020695188037744,0.0,0.07428180944862456,0.0,0.0,0.04474031220812548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984098381012766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337637173015266,0.1155422081752294,0.0,0.06988890652326578,0.0,0.0,0.10753013243365957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925186815021773,0.0,0.0,0.10501967589356846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723188440179604,0.16633183247839378,0.16289349396842598,0.16053809525758184,0.0,0.06673365096164299,0.07759310987772966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477015626990454,0.0,0.11204041610964173,0.0,0.06279317180695965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062158776834398,0.0,0.0,0.3050594276604589,0.0,0.0,0.0992224906707605,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icopywhatiwant,2020/01/12,"Medicine Interactions Does anybody have a good place they checking for medicine interactions? I use drugs.com, but idk how well that can be trusted.

I'm taking Prozac, Xanax, (nightly) and took an Advil Allergy Sinus, an hour or so ago. My anxiety tried flairing up when I started to feel a bit dizzy. Does anybody have any experience with these medicines? Thanks in advance. Also I hope you are all doing well tonight, friends.",4.6723,7.776942013333336,3.956916666666668,83.39137500000002,75.53333333333333,6.416666666666668,34.70833333333333,7.645422480735847,2.783033333333333,341,19,57,5,8,101,64,75,0.07200000000000001,0.6629999999999999,0.265,0.9596,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,6,7,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,2,1,9,14,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,7,5,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945589591726532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552094719244446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925636724452387,0.0,0.16790434518248107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961923393701454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841431364172685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146970660889012,0.0,0.0,0.11097749757401766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957247676278134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840924215091249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179967278169516,0.21614712401398653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597048048036545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293136362830449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535161429431266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502434420279458,0.0,0.0,0.20207100062283265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385434373658926,0.14901494996088638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895633510417479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946842116846233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noahkirkwood,2020/01/13,"Newbie here - sometimes I think so deeply about abstract concepts and potentialities that I feel nauseous. Is this anxiety? It's a weird one really. I've always been an overthinker, but recently ive been aware of just how often I do it. Especially about my work. I'm a video shooter, and I find that in the run up to shoot days my mind dives deep into questions of ""how is the perfect way to shoot this...what is the RIGHT way to shoot this...what if this happens...what if I fail...is this what I want to do with my life...what is my life...am I happy...will I be happy doing this..."" And so on and so on, to the point where I realise I've been sat on my couch for an hour just thinking and feeling kind of sick. My head feels like a knot, too. 

Now, I do have a certain degree of social anxiety that I've come to terms with. I'm a shy guy and I often get a bit frazzled after brief encounters with people. But this is something else and I'm wondering if it's an extension of anxiety in a more existential way haha.",1.5681729323308282,3.3336989000000017,3.5548120300751904,89.26229323308272,79.04761904761905,6.516290726817044,22.957393483709275,7.475848149327749,0.8679047619047622,779,25,171,11,19,264,112,210,0.114,0.772,0.114,0.4466,0,0,1,4,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,15,7,0,0,14,1,15,2,1,2,2,35,28,17,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,12,12,0,0,8,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,3,18,6,25,23,3,23,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,7,7,110,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339606848113562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694820589565924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576477413261365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386828829581642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382841573486776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344906116370093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442116328611644,0.11501481532582815,0.0,0.0,0.14714645595953285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411320988198501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941029944623789,0.0,0.17138210437063428,0.0,0.0,0.16522725263907953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854758321161547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676514525572144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274309707037813,0.07865399416246335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255899210523575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909433604915812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161361832260924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219225384538965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035117512052065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313747930087716,0.0,0.1589630779412411,0.0,0.0,0.13748879673351405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411406393604558,0.0,0.12394176818107867,0.15922810955091854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631811017340576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495898521358123,0.3833708624283885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459214184232358,0.11720623174430254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,francey96,2020/01/13,"rasing money for mental health charity mind. with a ironman 70.3 I have been battling mental health my entire life, with anxiety getting so bad lately i've been unable to leave the house but i am trying to turn my life around by putting my body through one of the most challenging events and have decided to do a ironman 70.3 for mental health charity mind. this is for all of you who struggle with depression and anxiety. 

any donation helps thank you.  

Things will always get better :)

 [https://www.justgiving.com/fundraising/ryan-ironman](https://www.justgiving.com/fundraising/ryan-ironman)",9.422666666666665,13.514316822222225,6.141111111111113,68.84500000000001,64.1111111111111,8.0,27.777777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.676111111111112,494,16,65,9,9,136,63,90,0.14800000000000002,0.649,0.20199999999999999,0.8399,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,2,2,7,1,1,4,0,8,6,1,0,1,12,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,7,3,14,9,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256008702932996,0.0,0.0,0.10264985063548517,0.0,0.23094969108814326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437576787689445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260353171445913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350128409023207,0.0,0.1676692554116502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300113347932448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772825257227546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813521574080824,0.0,0.0,0.1011772964671288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741737837162478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027597590822582,0.15983219040479466,0.0,0.0,0.21323814440237385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563603949255081,0.0,0.3048290013024535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228630565109176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151744482981776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780367681999746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897268447995026,0.0,0.0,0.10028317751226452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248381786540163,0.1641881332261418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gratefuloffer96,2020/01/13,"Withdrawal Symptoms? Just curious, but has anyone experienced phantom smells while withdrawing from Zoloft? I’m almost certain that is what is causing it for me. 

I have currently returned home from vacation, so I have been able to return to my normal medication schedule (ran out on vacation.) I think I have underestimated the withdrawal symptoms, even though I have done it before as well. I have always been bad about taking meds, but I will be way more careful in the future!",7.157499999999999,9.035135940476193,7.429523809523811,66.73214285714286,64.59523809523809,10.361904761904762,35.42857142857143,10.504223727775694,4.290800000000001,385,18,58,10,6,125,63,84,0.085,0.7809999999999999,0.134,-0.2505,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,13,4,0,1,1,9,18,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,9,3,10,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,47,13,0,0.2230540401428772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335640111374824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559882988547768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559645711326555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624080654582145,0.0,0.0,0.18980255945525384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274184596981631,0.2291379422898928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282617257747913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732508984161605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374138897808926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24776275466485895,0.22470347896876053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185456004830639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636771071500992,0.1677088787696404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292402239616284,0.21914946193315749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704991475445062,0.0,0.0,0.20055236980177213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenlight144000,2020/01/13,Some days I wake up and feel like I’m in a different world. I do have major anxiety and I’m not sure if it’s a depersonalization/derealization episode or what it just feels weird on certain days it’s hard to explain.,1.2819999999999998,3.6471443111111133,3.915555555555557,83.02000000000002,83.66666666666667,7.155555555555559,24.555555555555557,8.238735603445708,1.6060222222222218,174,7,38,4,5,61,35,45,0.163,0.725,0.111,-0.0418,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,12,7,4,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,4,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933001482577489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945228975025536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005716674350734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877173810642936,0.27390122120272803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434513240343927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730999995557168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361350206179424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadxtortion,2020/01/13,Making phone calls I got emails requesting job interviews (4) and they all want to talk on the phone!! I have pretty severe phone anxiety to the point I will have a breakdown or put it off for weeks instead of making a phone call. Any help would be nice because I need a job and I need to schedule things. If it involves anyone else I have no issue making a phone call but for me? It just sounds exhausting and I’m exhausted of feeling this way so any help is greatly needed!!,3.0500263157894736,4.855680568421054,3.9465131578947386,87.91871710526317,74.89473684210526,6.855263157894738,24.50657894736842,7.645422480735847,1.1856578947368424,374,12,75,5,8,120,64,95,0.115,0.747,0.138,0.3,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,3,1,17,17,7,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,2,9,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,2,2,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571877947251997,0.0,0.12133526053048972,0.0,0.0,0.1109029266704642,0.16251340911105489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668642257332168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858718054649697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249725939032858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019735026232183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685390751325434,0.17486670812704774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262420518976705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655463283969972,0.31478942365214463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176177191130065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528191378536087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149936536755271,0.0,0.0,0.1613621208374064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944560297879964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918274266062673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748370621526126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537260658757083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355155086397103,0.12589624406637806,0.12722637307367887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267110613927338,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kage2xx,2020/01/13,"Anxiety from work and want to talk to boss Hey guys, I have been experiencing lots of stress and anxiety from work. I work in snow removal and this is my second year. I tried to get out of it after my first year because I knew how bad it was for me but I was convinced to stay and I agreed because I have really bad anxiety and looking for other work would be stressful aswell. We have a crew of 5-6 and I do 105 residential places and have to get up even earlier to do a few commercial properties aswell with one other person. I was really thinking about asking my boss to give one of the other guys one of my streets that cause my anxiety to flare up the most. It is really busy and there are constant cars driving by and stopping and looking at me (one of them are on a busy intersection). I have the biggest list out of everyone and I feel if I were to not do the three houses on that busy street, my stress and anxiety would be helped. Just thinking about the next time it snows and being on that road causes me to feel like its hard to breath. I am asking for advice because should I just suck it up and do them and feel even worse, or if I ask, I would look bad? This is probably stupid.

Thx",4.7101219512195085,4.791111394308945,5.579983739837399,84.26704878048783,69.20325203252034,9.161626016260163,27.78211382113821,9.029198982220553,1.8901694308943089,937,28,204,16,15,308,122,246,0.17600000000000002,0.772,0.052000000000000005,-0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,5,8,10,2,3,8,0,27,1,1,5,0,45,44,20,0,7,7,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,14,19,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,8,0,7,6,8,28,2,38,31,3,28,0,0,3,0,13,16,1,5,9,151,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938280594998325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36726902794247934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692926995524096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405140350490432,0.17559575812580813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727467216631991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037617685060248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126838482138453,0.0,0.0,0.0917496864881406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456493491453169,0.06859555705030315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167319354123125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033129159575564,0.09210958904418977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014660431515296,0.0,0.0,0.08601361756750242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064359102882105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079233046320204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690973531123754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418937944241158,0.0,0.0,0.08163140158609884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211664714271328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602581843434729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383955460584044,0.10031878114899023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352406450434268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453551810778876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234282815968176,0.0,0.08027567351614888,0.3299662242335002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717594482507129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304941460643674,0.0,0.0,0.05598909540836902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519018404384004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056634134213093414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796101261734375,0.0,0.09785094256033612,0.20462612820735585,0.0,0.0,0.1236653902350465
anxiety,thanks4thesupport,2020/01/13,"Does your anxiety creep up after leaving work and/or at night? Who else in r/anxiety suffers from anxiety? How about right when you leave work? And the worst right before bed? 

My anxiety intensifies as soon as I leave my work. I panic returning home not knowing what I’ll do next in the evening. Perhaps work is a HUGE distraction for me...and at night it just gets out of hand until I fall asleep; especially if I’m alone. 

Does anyone else suffer like this? If so, any suggestions. It wasn’t pretty last night as I took sleeping pills to help me just zzzzz out. I need healthier alternatives into dealing with this. 

Thanks for your support.",3.3858815426997246,5.950575735537188,4.043326446280993,84.03347451790638,76.76859504132231,7.669696969696971,25.78581267217631,8.59863814320734,2.0392804407713503,508,19,95,11,12,161,88,121,0.195,0.657,0.14800000000000002,-0.5597,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,4,8,8,0,2,3,0,3,4,3,1,0,13,10,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,1,11,3,20,8,1,23,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,2,11,55,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225443662433742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683758778827269,0.0,0.39074804201630703,0.0,0.0,0.08928793917962641,0.13083953529646628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865980178513623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316488611062024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349507728033524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334707014655416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843419346193873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671583492154139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559186700956728,0.0,0.12808939482832296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017832460592376,0.10408919813999573,0.0,0.4056345463654362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238576435051332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468488845110287,0.0,0.0,0.13580603349479364,0.35950184258211604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498236196988142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991263318087834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181031940001863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778811590357786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449077888975656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756522405038725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187483839189188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37185653096820215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Indigo_Rhea,2020/01/13,"I don’t know why I have anxiety.. I feel like life is good.... yet I have chronic chest aches, hyperventilating, crying fits, throwing up, chills, feeling like I can’t breathe. I get paranoid I’ll jump off my balcony. I stare at my knives longingly at times 

I keep trying therapists.. no improvements. Life should be good so why isn’t it?",1.4071180555555571,4.109124781250003,2.6708333333333343,88.57972222222223,90.25,5.969444444444445,24.29861111111111,7.3871296695380915,1.3980402777777785,262,11,52,5,9,84,46,64,0.14400000000000002,0.649,0.207,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,0,5,13,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,10,4,4,11,0,10,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,5,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944403061156625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576621527275735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372094593528705,0.3351511372497179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255220281756556,0.0,0.0,0.3934893535332702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084949935145404,0.0,0.0,0.12891254798229568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33136491269078483,0.2291963476018602,0.0,0.0,0.20758547516775605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723517590157196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367786035029721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592564100309675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42332263068215975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,floormodelvcr,2020/01/13,"I released my first ever song! 
Howdy, I made a tight song that I would love to hear your feedback. It’s called ‘Lift off’  

It’s about 3 different perspectives of myself talking to myself and how I struggle with self consciousness

Thank you - Louis Tanner

https://open.spotify.com/track/2cTNuOAr1f0dSIEJDqcxeA?si=OIbbtVCJRD632feSD7k6HQ

https://music.apple.com/au/album/lift-off-single/1494178754",15.334965986394565,21.375229877551018,7.582755102040818,55.24379251700682,56.3469387755102,7.348299319727893,26.534013605442176,8.344100000000001,2.444752380952381,340,9,36,5,6,83,41,49,0.049,0.804,0.14800000000000002,0.69,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,8,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,9,2,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,24,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102023029881985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173946097779228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747943375328439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25840257523500404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423920260146105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27418122845667603,0.2874522824421742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169179442456381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175859852911463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417390852881746,0.0,0.2796878869905239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580282830683967,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaknicht,2020/01/13,"Im changing my life I feel like im not important and life’s not about me bc a former careworker said it wasnt all about me. I feel a bit traumatized by events in my life, everytime i go to some other place i cant handle the stress (autism). I don’t want to be an outcast. This causes me anxiety, i have taken a lorezepam but i just feel like my mind is racing. I dont want to lose this opportunity bc im afraid i might be forced to kms :/ its my first night here and its very quiet(which i love) and structured here for me. I have not yet a direction like a study or work, but i will be making wood work, paintings, etc 4 hours 3 days a week. I feel like i dont deserve this and everything i will say or do is wrong and im just not doing well enough. I want to be doing well in a study and get a good job, but these small steps are so important. Mental illness started for me as feeling a bit down all the time and suicidal and avoidance has wrecked my life. Im afraid i dont want to hurt my family but i also feel in constant distress.",0.7878422619047605,2.5036043616071417,2.8458928571428608,93.65744047619049,81.27678571428572,6.230952380952381,21.38095238095238,7.2636822038024595,0.4746720238095237,803,24,190,11,21,271,116,224,0.174,0.675,0.151,-0.8493,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,11,17,0,5,12,0,22,6,0,2,2,38,39,17,1,4,12,0,6,4,0,3,5,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,10,8,2,1,3,8,29,9,16,29,7,19,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,4,15,120,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755703630155729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722910428657848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063356286959824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707592185082532,0.0999668124483494,0.0,0.0,0.10211923527721854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094367185599388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33225438032620863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976421426830074,0.10539073272763518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849290986086012,0.0,0.08908471282534458,0.0,0.2866874835981761,0.20252909901930907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038031914032502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049371531150894384,0.0,0.05370563739497505,0.07926080245343667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930619215984504,0.0,0.10116252737352677,0.0,0.5103726201996374,0.0,0.09377511376099336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26698815252762764,0.1846686449551856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571957516521754,0.0,0.0,0.08528852557135251,0.0,0.06307843805926315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523219455679427,0.10024790432993884,0.09541647921702448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868037820766284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987307498935188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988965004757721,0.07514894709619042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688647751202334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824763613546078,0.0,0.0,0.10336594837799433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510279642770245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797110419744166,0.22295049745967466,0.0,0.07580094318268267,0.0,0.16993088079008567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759196991202066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331920226509528,0.0,0.0
anxiety,victomis,2020/01/13,"I opened up.... I opened up to my work and a few new friends. Work I reached out to my boss as it was effecting my work and she was understanding in the process I almost broke down in front of her and I could see the concern and fear in her face. As i have always been the light hearted happy person in our department. She was great about it got some resources for me opened up to a few other close co workers and now its just not the same. I know it was the right thing today as they have built a great support system but I miss being treated the way I was in the past.    
I truly opened up to my best friend and how bad things are and he is a doctor so it was easy to talk to him but there was that doctor disconnect and I know he is there for me and really cares but it just does not feel right and I feel like I just put a ton of strain on our relationship. The small things are adding up and I just cant shake them. I just want to go back to everything being fine and just put the happy face on and see how long I can last again. Yeah it hurts a ton being alone but at least I dont have to fell like a plague with the people around me.   
Im just at a loss right now and wanted to vent as change is so hard and I just hope these people dont walk out on me like every one else has in the past who I have opened up to.",0.4964885300525417,2.126365228373708,2.017662437524032,99.66139818018713,81.83737024221453,5.2503396129693725,15.894015122388822,6.037888025583468,-0.8627109829552735,1017,15,258,7,27,329,140,289,0.075,0.728,0.19699999999999998,0.9901,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,2,7,20,23,0,3,19,1,26,5,3,4,0,55,41,27,0,4,14,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,14,25,0,0,6,0,0,8,5,8,0,1,9,6,36,15,42,28,8,51,0,4,2,0,17,31,0,3,13,185,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901215118657978,0.11275087280527935,0.0,0.0,0.0905840513306991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691255662909262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371014203587518,0.09089737683382634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424666006081514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099469452236477,0.0,0.11516429047157192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691950855717191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228550207695486,0.09526812738471116,0.0,0.2551769534254827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094238720248174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172310374948296,0.0,0.0978404646712452,0.0,0.0,0.12250291839927087,0.11009040509560136,0.07777287754192261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821700856453373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061870249470157485,0.0,0.08706894941300397,0.2400471670506739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177673899374865,0.09752128029384616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900505119338718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812709152536586,0.0,0.0,0.11654178423767025,0.0,0.11759242741040064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965825197691755,0.08873916247681098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955720414411695,0.0,0.0,0.09634172733046452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051420895227896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376945669157803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078471193543705,0.15094598457118674,0.09505635195509424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188779425408946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974143743939397,0.0,0.0,0.11687981724443527,0.0,0.2789092689002641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173501950668668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353823502263588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750122550445734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169743683661685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319089242349852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333186685918832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842229946810402,0.08641163619463076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23776413193664905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raeemon,2020/01/13,"Anxious Life (Possible triggers) So back in about august I was driving home when I had my first panic attack, I felt like my heart was going to stop my breathing was going to stop I got tunnel vision I called my wife that I was having a heart attack and drove myself to the hospital. I waited there for 4 hours and I just got tired of waiting and said if it was anything I would of been out already. I went home and had a good next day until about night time I had another panic attack and I drove to the hospital and the doctors all told me everything is fine your ECG is fine you’re okay. I left home food and for a whole month everything was fine. One day I was driving and I was pretty far from home so I think my subconscious started freaking out and I had another panic attack but not like any of the ones I had before this time it hit me harder than ever before I couldn’t do a thing for a whole week after that I woke up in constant panic I couldn’t get out of bed I couldn’t sleep I tried going to work but it only made it worse I had no option but to take a whole month off of work. Ever since then I’ve had bad anxiety I have been taking Prozac for about 4 months now but i don’t feel it’s been helping at all. I constantly get triggered when I drive, when I’m far from home, my heart starts racing and all I can do is look at my watch to see my heart monitor to try to calm myself down I just feel like sometimes just life will always be like this for me but I know inside it shouldn’t be like this so I know to keep going I’m at the point now where I don’t get panic attacks anymore but I do get lump in throat feelings, chest compression feelings, elevated heart rate, when this happens I just want to lay down and not do anything until it goes away as I currently am as I write this. I hope many of you that are going to through mental problems get through it and persevere because it is a real thing that we go through.",2.3335093582887723,3.754668629901964,3.692602495543672,90.60943850267384,75.93627450980392,6.416042780748662,22.412655971479502,6.980632752743323,0.5460725490196072,1523,41,332,15,33,500,186,408,0.131,0.775,0.09300000000000001,-0.948,1,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,1,2,0,4,21,25,5,5,12,1,41,16,9,3,5,61,84,31,0,9,13,1,5,5,0,3,6,1,6,0,20,16,1,5,8,0,0,12,9,13,0,3,28,9,54,12,51,47,6,64,0,0,3,0,9,19,0,3,38,228,74,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866235928367483,0.0,0.051772810093755436,0.0,0.0,0.04231237578762895,0.13048817053623787,0.047598852101886205,0.07029195659880193,0.0617064575032314,0.0,0.0,0.10240507122173748,0.0,0.0,0.3539265333803859,0.058458625380931724,0.0478440655157128,0.0519518895402213,0.03792931014617599,0.0,0.10589088166179733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353454087374727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447747283830186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025472335777584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368577304309403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256481271526207,0.0,0.0,0.11184034545808544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258431159222736,0.04445065505762228,0.05974186409839945,0.0,0.0,0.052925103456677135,0.07523781285608422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253937667341029,0.0,0.21216957925039293,0.05218797604652585,0.09952754633518034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055021775578166426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686605930323919,0.041705387419371215,0.0,0.31206340171496044,0.061799437023365864,0.061275096704663926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530483419515133,0.0,0.0,0.06839000756474417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760323806439293,0.0,0.0878969861363918,0.15199005247782066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522499224871603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887496195916079,0.0,0.06308227158147724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270407735662001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899249241169704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661726801701309,0.05839014128600579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432504432970166,0.047321831941773584,0.0,0.3650143595660289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058818903973011184,0.07014476585698788,0.0,0.06330106921109191,0.0,0.05953704059628856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082105653934767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059186366505303366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958203685365983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051469808118569715,0.0,0.062265879546178286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153810492217306,0.0,0.08808060928438438,0.0,0.0,0.10403899104916936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935648132796406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267366130213527,0.039868668751403456,0.0,0.0,0.0725630660061741,0.07151382243012942,0.0,0.05945477872187206,0.0,0.08448787381231243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03669952505155979,0.0,0.049909888427459234,0.0,0.0,0.05767943875360521,0.0,0.2084023869002194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905951770319415,0.0,0.06340845795046267,0.044199973641887484,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Baumer22,2020/01/13,"It’s a stumble and fall but we do it again About 3.5 years ago I went to the emergency room stage with the “OMG it’s a heart attack!”

Then that one smart ER doc said, “you had a panic anxiety attack.”

Opened a new door in my life.  Saw a doctor, got some Ativan, some time off, a whole battery of tests and some psych work.

In a year with a new job and I was BACK!!!   I could live more positive.

Nope...

As I got into that new job and that sweet energy Ativan would give me to function at the end of the day (which I kicked a year ago) I could do no wrong and always happy.

Except around me.  Everything fell.  Relations first... the distant ones.  Then the family.... then the immediate family....  then we’ll look at the dead garden you were proud of.  Look at it now....  the house.

My kids...

My wife...

For three four months I was like, leave it for the job!  Go earn more money....  they can come wit and deal or move on... fuck it.

Then it happened....  the rush of pain under your armpit.  You knew what it was from but you ignore it.  Then the light headed ness like you sat up real fast (but didn’t).  Oh! Then the shaking hand and leg and oh man, where is that from?  Where that script of Ativan.

Oh fuck -BOOM!

It was on.  It’s back.... why?

Because I left my support team behind....

Had a blisteringly odd panic attack today.  Same as Sunday afternoon.   Same as that one Friday.  And Wednesday and after New Years.

The cycle is back.  Square one at docs tomorrow",-0.7981484358449222,1.2575406885813152,0.9600310712520292,98.684557587741,102.32179930795849,4.020083327448627,12.126332886095614,5.956176228190532,-1.0270965186074426,1085,18,243,12,49,349,166,289,0.18899999999999997,0.6970000000000001,0.114,-0.9791,4,0,0,0,0,0,85.0,2,6,1,5,9,18,5,3,24,0,17,10,5,0,0,33,33,24,1,3,5,1,1,2,0,2,3,2,3,2,19,17,0,1,1,2,1,8,3,11,1,7,15,9,23,7,33,14,8,61,0,0,4,2,16,18,2,4,36,160,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859748558649507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912925146226615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274979917962111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465748606626597,0.0,0.3245635105567038,0.0,0.219373745658048,0.0,0.05797092943017682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191860719853766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185621637715654,0.0,0.0,0.06133041816845493,0.09804198284174503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973369523610932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842287050102578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546805556191918,0.0,0.17930008230896413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089040970551804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583335347827386,0.0,0.09122677922261006,0.054046451405492114,0.0,0.1521173030228996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409495076162075,0.1012337138465168,0.0,0.0,0.09759810380865387,0.0,0.0,0.112691726477512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973045885457187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28311062160872297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069517477683032,0.10332438233067837,0.0,0.06717061239448513,0.09292027271072248,0.0,0.08397337955419591,0.0,0.15971693434771095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590640966873692,0.10107424834860944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36738541581645145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577637808435866,0.0,0.10119110136151632,0.22315430043788245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082424767281724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904600864788848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791621616285292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545247675833729,0.0,0.09014189534739207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815690716944312,0.08581125899077696,0.10617365143660587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923256176018995,0.0,0.0,0.06755497379031203,0.10397486214356244,0.0,0.2449602776327259
anxiety,olaf3377,2020/01/13,"Hydroxizine/ Atarax I have had really bad anxiety for over ten years. I’ve tried a bunch of medication/therapy but nothing seems to work. Recently I was prescribed hydroxizine/ Atarax 10 mg. I tried 10 mg one day, 20 the next, and thirty yesterday and I didn’t really feel any difference (you can take up to 50). Does anyone have any experience with this medication? I’ll be talking to my psychiatrist soon but just wanted to ask. Thanks in advance.",3.0921686746987973,6.066590084337353,4.707240963855423,76.09724698795179,81.89156626506025,9.585060240963855,26.37228915662651,9.642632912329526,3.4054106024096398,359,15,63,13,10,120,64,83,0.049,0.902,0.049,0.2416,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,13,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,6,1,10,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936267221984183,0.0,0.16515611169215472,0.0,0.0,0.15095608699477284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018290489232561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026006285103807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392319086427566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255602645978949,0.0,0.0,0.188927769185942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111829362630229,0.0,0.0,0.10916103430635143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748758498739693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960264952932116,0.0,0.0,0.2071533470029169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629340650853873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766107523461235,0.0,0.21316643029595644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653916236094954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232325014257615,0.1735251000456442,0.0,0.1987635323692155,0.246890304557276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931517905959333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733817289312852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717130262543608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902679948628832
anxiety,sophiejean-1999,2020/01/13,"I need to kill myself because I’m an ugly 20 year old female with no friends, I have no qualifications, I hate my shitty Job packing parcels in a warehouse. My mental health is declining, I want to die. People kill them selves with reasons to live, I have no reason to be alive. I need courage to Jump off a bridge so how do I do it?",1.9313043478260887,3.611918869565223,3.602246376811596,89.71902173913048,77.69565217391305,5.759420289855073,24.54347826086957,6.42735559955562,0.646495652173912,258,9,56,2,6,86,49,69,0.35200000000000004,0.531,0.11800000000000001,-0.9694,1,0,0,0,0,3,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,3,0,6,1,0,3,0,8,11,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,11,2,9,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431411827282844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286728539491309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023020770451905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175351111294732,0.0,0.2342057098613777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864840354076767,0.0,0.4875358731917904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455976545617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204576961215172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32675109320304724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312044275305601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275248635668473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530819758750206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995924073849252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188846041245232
anxiety,caffienated_squirrel,2020/01/13,"Getting panic attacks around police cars after having two tickets on record Getting panic attacks recently, I havent had them in a really long time. They actually started a few months ago due to just general anxiety about (graduating college senior here, felt like I was drowning). 

I live in Virginia, USA, so the police are really tough on speeding and cracking down on a lot of areas. I had two speeding tickets ever/this year. One was for 19 over and the other for 14 over - MPH for our imperial friends. The first was my fault, but I was in a bad situation and floored it. The second I just wasnt paying attention to speed because my dog was in the backseat choking on his blanket.

Today I was going about 5 over, just with the flow of traffic and saw an officer so I slowed down and then saw another one about a quarter of a mile behind me and started freaking out. Because I knew the officer in front of me (parked facing forward) wouldn't scan my speed until I got in front of him, so I had time to slow down. Then I saw the officer behind me and I started freaking out because I thought he was going to pull me over thinking I was speeding because I was in the left lane and hit the brakes when I saw the other officer. Cue panic while driving! 

Does anyone else have experience with this, or have any advice?",6.810435267857143,6.422099976562502,7.4898660714285725,73.93281250000003,64.859375,9.814285714285717,36.645089285714285,9.23628265651192,3.3843245535714286,1038,47,187,16,14,346,137,256,0.134,0.851,0.015,-0.9816,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,2,1,12,12,2,3,18,0,19,1,1,0,0,27,36,18,1,1,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,1,5,2,1,9,3,10,0,7,21,6,29,2,42,13,2,61,0,0,5,0,7,26,0,2,29,142,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.12395017919367946,0.0,0.0,0.12411945185325753,0.11259282463068687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637585261372112,0.1331883021960628,0.09716758648510818,0.0,0.0,0.08881317493026733,0.1301438317744424,0.0,0.1130719767163291,0.0,0.2890001378016457,0.0,0.0,0.1060538121625038,0.3097133112420584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115335160004013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610632766238973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489406458035994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242469080512454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195614999574272,0.0,0.0,0.10804051653077967,0.0,0.0,0.09813294756269796,0.0,0.13272218335301672,0.0,0.1443732711396249,0.0,0.1015870240470675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800424151478544,0.0,0.0,0.062054045074038826,0.0,0.11215825627412596,0.11240596604228917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798523248685338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013836836587053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213988732812685,0.0,0.0,0.4470809204665632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627405666427998,0.0,0.12541387260383194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277232569488035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697096623879178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138730553114773,0.0,0.10083723653345804,0.14812916027233633,0.0,0.12039717649905005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481541244634681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179472393980691
anxiety,brentt45,2020/01/13,Is this what it’s like to feel relaxed? Just tried some indica medical marijuana drops and man it feels weird being relaxed for the first time in a long time.It almost feels foreign and weird like i’ve become so used to being tense and anxious. The human body is a mystery,3.071666666666665,5.305695425925926,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,76.22222222222223,6.542222222222222,23.76296296296297,7.554174236665415,1.2042785185185183,219,7,41,3,5,71,40,54,0.13,0.6809999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,1,0,10,8,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,4,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769103668454743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124064125271484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054117434579688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071686100903437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194739870192948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522096273260515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702025627507901,0.0,0.0,0.24472522344729086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27858043236023383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225001583374036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774945837971455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883789174222916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Niya90,2020/01/13,"Best OTC Medicine for Flight Anxiety? Hi all. I wanted to know what you guys take or have taken otc that worked for severe flight induced anxiety attacks. I have GAD, which is pretty controlled, but the panic attacks from claustrophobia are still pretty bad. I had a doctor a few years back that prescribed Xanax for flying and it worked like a charm for every flight (I fly about 3 times a year). However, I have recently changed doctors and she is not super on board with prescribing Xanax, even though it's the only thing that has worked. I will be flying in a month or so (10+ hours) and I do plan to try other doctors, but in the event that I can't get a prescription, have any of you had any success with sleep meds like Sominex or Unisom? I tried Benadryl on a recent 3 hour flight and it took 4 pills before it did anything, which still didn't work enough. So, I don't want to go that route again if possible.  
Any and all suggestions are very welcome :)",4.199445288753799,5.6091193244680895,4.33437689969605,87.90500000000004,71.18085106382979,7.286322188449849,25.662613981762924,7.7094869923839395,1.2395124620060791,755,23,152,9,14,234,118,188,0.124,0.7140000000000001,0.162,0.8967,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,9,9,11,2,1,10,0,18,7,1,2,2,21,26,14,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,14,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,0,13,7,16,18,5,19,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,15,96,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408140448235768,0.0,0.18060077995692475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713698396866033,0.0,0.0,0.2685754179076739,0.0,0.09076558747627377,0.09855859287442946,0.0,0.0,0.1004434717118377,0.0,0.123875852619841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487082480950396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323920629174745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362457279194135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196702679996,0.0,0.07796440436009462,0.0,0.09945391555304138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167110529912765,0.0,0.06708493623216857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687830456961278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324915364158492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487177821544217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533690755580465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311159939615761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942185198068827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977485149622083,0.0,0.13849468027505205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307253078867706,0.0,0.24017853302763675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310081096993945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335176822403744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812539498508312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853402902675606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875150086947951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784206291419609,0.0,0.11597384589293143,0.0,0.06883015943708831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114694746835875,0.1602830239975599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739548410101456,0.13924627497682346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437385338050189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202797017248595
anxiety,daddysmcchicken,2020/01/13,"i had an amazing day!! i had such an amazing day today and i haven’t been able to tell anyone about it so here seems like the place! i went into the day with confidence and picked out a cute but comfy outfit and did my hair and makeup, i smiled at everyone and tried to talk to some people i normally wouldn’t, i ended up opening up to 4 new people and reconnecting with a teacher i had stopped getting personal with, i did all my school work and i even joked around in my last period, i didn’t barely feel anxious today, maybe twice at most, i’m so excited because i haven’t had a normal day like this and felt like myself in months",3.7889228159457176,4.563777137404582,5.0393384223918565,84.85805767599663,71.51908396946564,7.959626802374894,25.242578456318913,8.167268648758528,1.382734690415606,499,14,104,7,9,166,80,131,0.033,0.732,0.23399999999999999,0.9797,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,7,0,11,1,1,1,1,27,17,11,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,15,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,3,16,8,17,6,3,24,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,3,15,71,18,2,0.16533412362445427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678049920836312,0.0,0.11560546344806875,0.0,0.0,0.14718242289552075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078614718561316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265073279479589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643695976346435,0.0,0.0,0.10920162935069526,0.0,0.0,0.15798384036137791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359790063909958,0.0,0.1587466865323738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638025567947613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476937760545604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423217043612343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610034959738507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196812009749134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596807268586328,0.0,0.0,0.3239846747873517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292437276272192,0.14436337951443778,0.17273896961314048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732695987554,0.0,0.15051397663228755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382267305220345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328893058240429,0.14450931144425774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134348343686607,0.0,0.0,0.11225101712409777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326638901157305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036521111851138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katiecat007,2020/01/13,"I'm trying to be more open to my partner about when my mind goes on anxiety tangents, and I think you should be too. If your anxiety is anything like mine, it can take a tiny trigger and roll with it into a huge made up scenario in your mind of all your worst fears culminating into one clusterf\*ck of a situation. It sucks, but it also really hurts. I break my own heart like a hundred times a day because of these stories I make up in my head. By the time I get home, I'm exhausted and angry and super short with my partner, who a lot of the fears wrap around (I have insane relationship anxiety).

My partner has never experienced an anxiety disorder. He doesn't fear losing me or getting hurt by me. He doesn't know how good my mind is at convincing me he'll leave me and hurt me. He doesn't know how strong of a fear I have of rejection and abandonment. But I want him to. When he says things or reacts/behaves in ways that kickstart my anxiety response, even if I rationally know he doesn't mean to, I want to just tell him what I'm feeling (like, ""I can't read your response tone correctly and it is triggering my mind into an anxiety tangent. Please help me understand"") instead of stewing on it, letting myself get lost in thinking the worst, and then reacting angrily towards him later without telling him why. That was my normal response. I am working so hard at being better and feeling better. And I think this is a good step to take.

So, I recommend, if your mind behaves this way, to do the same. I'm shaking from anxiety right now because something he said triggered a story in my head, even though I know it shouldn't have. But I told him I was having an anxiety tangent, and I'm explaining to him later what that means. I don't know if this will help, but I think its a healthier response than how I've been dealing with things.",6.3924931880108975,5.865893283378747,7.064047683923707,77.10021321525888,65.7574931880109,10.391771117166217,35.24373297002725,9.888512548439397,3.321158147138964,1453,62,285,28,20,482,179,367,0.21,0.6629999999999999,0.126,-0.9877,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,6,0,7,17,26,1,5,17,0,28,4,3,9,3,71,62,31,0,9,12,0,3,3,3,4,1,2,1,3,20,19,0,1,15,1,0,2,9,16,0,1,7,6,49,10,40,47,7,35,0,7,0,0,33,20,1,7,13,200,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602028885110309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607234286380917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195056897356518,0.06701682973727258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178226493266252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316140204354093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855058168032325,0.07761230785977714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627955125577448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944593732396034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388521574599925,0.07612955627861821,0.053781386785127235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179950181614322,0.0,0.0,0.1262857306220899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743777343762265,0.0,0.15452184584138118,0.0,0.0,0.08920938474633147,0.10091970833352942,0.0,0.0755138590752304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24177241370565505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068647494794665,0.0,0.0,0.07971263614066579,0.0,0.0769808180385418,0.0,0.11033676497057288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422116214783268,0.0821790598688249,0.06400195830896935,0.0,0.0712335306865701,0.05025123636298042,0.0,0.0,0.16400806376713595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800661682168892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806202324282742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376025397788975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101294704082224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263689240075127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530224768489625,0.0,0.04822749704557324,0.0,0.0,0.08082456066010392,0.0,0.0642903102074221,0.07161030282459664,0.059867168863817766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461998206940742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057955665576609236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320520262181555,0.0,0.13159935446075674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000278657236639,0.19295034387662324,0.07396406029486849,0.0,0.08779493382344587,0.0,0.0,0.07193505802153179,0.0,0.051111451723969865,0.0,0.0,0.07837108718716278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880640112366353,0.11951049712450312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793018314794326,0.0,0.0,0.07256904138804532,0.0,0.0548061018505331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drewyaboi,2020/01/13,"Questioning my future I haven’t had friends for 2 years. The people I use to be good friends with are all at different schools now. The few that still go here are not what they used to be. I’m in 10th grade right now. In this stage of my life I’m okay with not having friends. I’m not necessarily depressed about it, I’m just worried that things will always be this way since nothing has changed the past 2(almost 3) years. I get really anxious about it all the time and I feel like this is affecting my social and mental health. Should I be concerned with the way things are going or should I just relax and continue on with things?",2.479146981627298,4.645163259842518,2.939074803149605,92.84094816272966,77.81889763779527,6.1230971128608935,23.181758530183732,7.1686216300943375,0.6876829396325466,502,16,107,6,12,155,80,127,0.045,0.787,0.168,0.9461,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,5,1,15,2,0,3,2,22,25,4,0,2,6,0,1,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,10,7,14,17,3,19,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,10,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628435181361031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531542534616411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837177852304414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720336496427895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006701566867222,0.0,0.0,0.16990650016901626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222711268266167,0.11617795682995505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769265515836176,0.0,0.08496384434313604,0.0,0.18484488163956428,0.13640051918956647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728607234670388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486548676953423,0.07944941973278265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388580961869034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604122583518135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524212567913706,0.11274236361971747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217506134340816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418050564897004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388792169622487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458323330308733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452348762675626,0.0,0.0,0.16577374472268314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987099726782564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241186336157305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482682245049256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809082447766796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581652539219501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651516259437156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944785618623796
anxiety,winkingelephant,2020/01/13,"Love seeing musicals live, but anxious when going with others I absolutely love going to see musicals and plays live, and tonight I get to see one. I usually don't feel anxious at all when I go alone, but I get super anxious when attending with others. Tonight I'm going with a parent. Maybe it's the worry about something going wrong, or that they won't approve of something in it. What if I go to the bathroom during intermission and get locked out? What if I have a panic attack during the performance and can't leave? What if I start getting emotional, connecting with and feeling the music too much? What if there's a sex scene or too much explicit language? What if the crowd overwhelms me? What if I get nauseous and can't dig meds out of my bag?

They're among the few thoughts I panic over before and during musicals, but only when I go with others. I feel fine going alone though, maybe because I don't owe anyone an explanation if something happens then. I'm on high alert constantly, wound up, unable to relax and enjoy the performance, all of which tend to enhance the uncomfortable feelings of anxiety.",4.990330188679245,6.678209023584911,5.719009433962263,77.65983490566039,69.61320754716981,8.318867924528304,30.23113207547169,8.841846274778883,2.6278528301886794,891,36,154,16,16,290,112,212,0.17600000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.145,-0.8151,2,2,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,9,12,1,3,12,0,6,4,0,0,3,35,35,26,0,7,12,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,15,0,0,5,2,1,9,5,5,0,1,1,7,16,7,23,33,5,28,0,1,3,3,5,9,0,9,10,105,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313678139695846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871454271991649,0.34872684799537346,0.0,0.07194671294229749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705813901498835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272395597791783,0.0,0.08755623255762157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119315186360823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574324532718595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810760946646176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687924633443157,0.0,0.4678216853920014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098988133164693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871442310632362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895115486285176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817166850436092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573386199640446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674410733998846,0.0,0.11429336584719516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127961554447789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972444724130357,0.0782564326129587,0.0,0.24145068320506474,0.11425293748551335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459824461546136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376412448940016,0.0,0.0,0.07282974878754694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109400689309854,0.08168729151348922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332452063007815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449506541500216,0.0,0.0,0.1124997432335111,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ananasmouse,2020/01/13,"Worrying coping mechanism My SO (33M) was diagnosed with mild anxiety and depression a few years ago. It’s escalated lately, thanks to troubles at work. 

One of his coping mechanisms is to talk to himself, which is usually harmless mumbling. 
But sometimes, he’ll randomly say “He died” or “I died” or “I want to die”, which is obviously very scary to me. He has no suicidal tendencies and claims that saying this makes him feel better whenever he thinks of embarrassing events that have happened or faux pas that he’s committed. 

When he started saying, “I want to die”, I voiced my concern and we worked out that he’ll add, “But I won’t, because...” whatever x, y, z reason at the end, but this isn’t much of a solution.  

Has anyone had similar experiences? Is this kind of self talk harmful or helpful? 

tldr; SO randomly says worrying things like, “He died” or “I died” or “I want to die” apropos of nothing, to help him cope.",4.616618037135279,6.150108787356322,6.041494252873566,75.58754641909817,70.32183908045978,10.181432360742708,32.92484526967286,10.389873798559362,3.7707237842617154,715,34,131,21,13,242,110,174,0.242,0.654,0.10400000000000001,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,3,28.0,1,0,0,3,3,9,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,2,2,27,22,15,8,3,9,0,1,1,0,3,1,5,0,1,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,6,15,5,17,17,2,11,0,1,0,0,22,3,0,8,9,76,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953933300682436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727242754853364,0.0,0.0,0.07062858997950015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061574801509133525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933519896817284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869998258145748,0.10252309543528428,0.7338275410996233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946494119306315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880723138050364,0.0,0.0,0.05107372671913797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932287185948884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540984227303174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051864447035768,0.0,0.0,0.1139437593497586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493484182897966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742500649573611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425402427430307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692188701775742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844703801413257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385517580214884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213090496215472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537553313580213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990154266523256,0.0,0.07149544788169987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048862266177686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623761371437765,0.0,0.09299650189706186,0.0,0.0,0.06710660258641094,0.06472317464620601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124832219401744,0.08334388689290309,0.17873507019930038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470730688728073,0.20516125972277274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504717373483092
anxiety,samoF1,2020/01/13,"After years of making progress I’ve fallen So after making so much progress over the last few years I’m fallen back to square one Over my 20s I’ve been making so much progress became a lot more confident more comfortable around people. 

But now I’m 27 years old I’ve spilt up with a girl a few weeks ago and my confidence is crushed and my anxiety is back with a vengeance I’m  mumbling my words have trouble sleeping my mind is racing all the time. Now I just go to work and go home I don’t want to go out or do anything.  

Maybe I’ll go back to therapy but I don’t know if I’ve got it in me to start again :(",1.6615909090909111,3.0703213712121236,3.0354545454545487,94.67318181818185,77.71212121212122,6.315151515151516,22.60606060606061,6.980632752743323,0.4406424242424243,479,14,113,5,11,156,76,132,0.096,0.7979999999999999,0.106,0.057999999999999996,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,11,2,0,0,6,0,8,1,1,3,1,21,22,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,2,1,9,1,16,20,8,29,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,17,66,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917603015911118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873888597728586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848563783945406,0.14981086640389868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882063173666156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825649018103478,0.0,0.13459426933045798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688053090232999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924859843995526,0.13717614390761598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430713577977602,0.0,0.0,0.3369980922815093,0.0,0.16906663712717024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992162170188416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742021617995674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765886117200659,0.0,0.11403544190260888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166688276285274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840826224154276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911421194780113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245053932089126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812934417761864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925987208515218,0.0,0.13498946196534672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251474196312567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251134051923031
anxiety,Just-Stranger,2020/01/13,"Not sure what to do I just feel always anxious, especially during  night. This has been happening for more than 2 years, and it's getting more and more unbearable. I've been taking Zoloft for more than 3 months and I don't feel any difference yet...
I'm currently in high school, and I'm doing really well, but not having any friends or something else to think about is just awful.

Please help me :(",4.193679653679657,5.87126787012987,4.5864285714285735,85.0377380952381,71.59740259740259,8.25021645021645,24.52164502164502,8.841846274778883,1.6615125541125542,314,9,62,6,6,99,57,77,0.17,0.732,0.098,-0.7154,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,14,16,6,0,0,6,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,3,3,8,14,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,38,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786087136554575,0.0,0.0,0.3234115949173277,0.0,0.0,0.2686357521919713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24844062004099365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986435770051247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24046819678752265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371646776745704,0.0,0.12423580115344215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102774881305623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938606153483165,0.2512388793105278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980222966532606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231504183969321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610227285577168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523347805638237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240656834726721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306286120758766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241148752481552,0.0,0.17878897679244565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152366648150869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213802353537945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531293835297741
anxiety,printwhistle,2020/01/13,"Work is giving me so much anxiety, even with amazing bosses! Help! I started a new job about 2 months ago and it is my first time being back to full time in many years, I haven't had a full time Monday to Friday 8-5 job in almost 6 years! When I accepted the job offer it was actually for a position above what I had applied for and I was thrilled! Turns out they underestimated the amount of phones sales I would need to do, it is a new office and they were not sure how much was expected themselves. 

Well this gives me SO much anxiety, I try my best to push through, but sometimes its too hard. They feel horrible for putting me in this position, they know if I had known how much selling there would be I wouldn't have taken it so they have decided to move me to a different position without sales which is wonderful!

I thought this would solve my anxiety, but its almost as if I have residual anxiety or just really associate my job with being anxious now and I cant seem to get over it. 

I have missed a fair bit of work due to an injury and they have been super understanding and told me they just want me to be happy to come to work and are so sweet, but all I can do is stress.

Does anyone have any advice on how to handle this and maybe get over this residual anxiety?",5.388282051282054,5.1522787,6.23769230769231,81.21397435897437,67.76923076923077,10.164102564102564,29.64102564102564,9.888512548439397,2.4908641025641027,1002,32,214,21,15,332,140,260,0.115,0.735,0.149,0.9104,5,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,7,6,18,11,0,1,9,0,33,0,0,4,2,46,51,23,0,9,10,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,0,9,0,3,4,5,2,1,1,11,3,31,9,30,32,10,29,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,7,16,157,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.09862621373524363,0.0,0.0,0.09876090270150156,0.08958925319284397,0.0,0.20240677314100605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687286081945347,0.0,0.3865775432984097,0.11417624877775776,0.0,0.07066796700221945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771381237884724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060629368072402,0.0,0.1103383175482978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705974251021441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559286248700836,0.0,0.0,0.08844387546358028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675339477368314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110220146708299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596701630241903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056060306482422,0.19390417344152272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758704721957,0.09053563039533433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774266814829359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011711732260694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055543442631657065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246545240818612,0.1015347689832838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067022507620286,0.10741757381588493,0.29718169023176005,0.07493944461200144,0.0,0.1952210907680036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159963265383888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474571482477491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200704202705233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995724001550337,0.0,0.07153530819713842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577120369614212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952538727341233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023542125969982,0.17679786729408672,0.0,0.0,0.09657326292850277,0.0,0.06861744192267089,0.10993120602545367,0.0,0.10521367212427972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596115730029894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087081859965512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742438954229214,0.10960218441438672,0.2207325981101,0.0,0.0,0.21538398263589506,0.0,0.0,0.13016687798566748
anxiety,winterwist,2020/01/13,"How do I (24M) explain that I'm breaking up with my girlfriend (21F) because she needs to learn to love herself?  Trigger Warning, Sorry if this isn't the right kind of post here

 I am meeting up with my girlfriend of 9 months for closure on our recent break-up. A lot of things worked in this relationship. She's beautiful, funny, we got on like a house on fire and had incredible sex. But I wasn't able to deal with her anxiety and insecurities, which resulted in a lot of clingyness and arguments from nothing. I tried for a long time to accept her anxiety, talk her down and play a part in showing her that she deserves love, but no matter what I do I can't seem to help and it's clear it's not working between us and that we're causing each other pain.

I think it is for the best to break up, even though I still love her and it's incredibly painful, because I don't think it's possible for her to be in a healthy, loving relationship until she is able to accept herself. How do I explain this to her without making it seem accusatory and blaming, because the last thing I want is to fuel her narrative that she doesn't deserve love.",6.542811594202902,5.612495295652177,7.173695652173915,77.76865942028984,65.6086956521739,10.10144927536232,36.1231884057971,9.2995712137729,3.119188405797102,898,39,182,14,12,298,125,230,0.11900000000000001,0.679,0.20199999999999999,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,3,6,14,0,1,9,0,14,8,0,6,1,39,30,15,0,3,5,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,18,13,0,0,9,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,1,31,11,36,26,5,22,0,0,0,6,33,12,0,5,8,132,49,3,0.2318452993465416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736101941161406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199611385707565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216536689729586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190844935779281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195111616666763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656581681664808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271393267929627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770050853141122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375917365008178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071560097676635,0.0,0.09449243147366393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566339511511513,0.0,0.0,0.10258789708779643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710658263806655,0.5231235862627215,0.0,0.07737926881103521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252835300261572,0.0,0.0,0.08595517588216978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123090881265413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466997448137281,0.0,0.0,0.12553293301640794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306853698084386,0.1110218544069378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445963153969535,0.2489150858170475,0.0,0.0989973094303764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110632530246144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976591558211226,0.0,0.0,0.09257597777246517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317423473544917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540277149504637,0.1485571063183826,0.11389341473254838,0.0,0.06759542924973856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870386976557851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944067437755353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837418222958339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174529757563266,0.0,0.16878613918847066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RC_Darcie,2020/01/13,"Random anxiety that debilitates my life Ok, so a little background on me. I’m training to join the military and love every second of it, and actually did half my training this past summer until I got hurt. I came home and healed and got back into training. I used to have anxiety as a young teen (maybe 6-8years ago) but now it’s back and worse than ever. I never have panic attacks but my heart always feels so clenched. I lose motivation to do anything and I thin some of it is wrapped about my boyfriend going to boot camp. 

I’m supposed to receive a letter from him today, and I’ve been waiting since 7:30am to see what it says. The anxiety is killing me because we had a lot of issues before he left, and I want things to be ok but I know that takes a lot of time. 

Do you guys have anything that helps you get out of an anxiety funk?",3.2156950067476373,4.5064920000000015,4.514269005847954,86.12595141700409,73.44444444444444,7.132883490778228,26.604138551506967,7.61054688173877,1.3733874044084575,656,23,136,8,13,217,111,171,0.127,0.7440000000000001,0.129,-0.1556,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,0,2,7,8,2,1,8,2,11,4,1,2,2,27,26,15,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,10,12,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,6,4,18,3,20,19,3,21,0,2,1,1,11,6,0,4,12,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1366897463373143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416508582954187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655085205169495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286177828950089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305341024312604,0.0,0.0,0.1593517483578201,0.0,0.2154129393932984,0.0,0.08538639118225128,0.0,0.11919067614678562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020467730379034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670284662205022,0.11801642494218245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082444607034319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318166740005598,0.0,0.07960595917787076,0.0,0.22405622385521134,0.0,0.0,0.13869297736450384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598560579577645,0.09388708918969876,0.0,0.14050330781027434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499496219586939,0.0,0.0,0.14619843385530085,0.0,0.0,0.15496855177642238,0.0,0.0769797277669327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218828152441585,0.0,0.0989367643790318,0.0,0.14038861354076185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670437207568788,0.0,0.2381678531297609,0.12642015278658866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072082148463694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803190862815004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434392702070344,0.0,0.0,0.13371426040994702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113906156778811,0.0,0.0,0.11161898748180184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586873457888845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531646524548184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930573948907528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816769183977812,0.0,0.13277156695085435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097695142040285,0.0,0.0,0.08261790130583871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427450004747159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deathIsMyDestiny,2020/01/13,"im even to scared to just talk. idk what is wrong with me, i can't even just start talking to someone without freaking out and stuttering all the time, even with the few friends i have it's sometimes hard to talk, if i have to call someone or someone calls me i instantly start sweating like i just ran a fucking marathon, i want to message a girl i talked with several times a week for a year, but i can't even type a message without deleting it before i send it because im thinking she'll think im weird or some shit. 

sorry if i spelled stuff wrong, i'm not english.",2.2913445378151245,3.8981901092437,3.2308319327731105,93.09431512605043,76.47899159663866,5.7684033613445385,30.387394957983194,6.2581,1.3073690756302518,449,22,98,3,10,143,72,119,0.187,0.752,0.061,-0.9159999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,1,7,0,6,3,2,0,1,21,14,6,0,3,11,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,1,1,13,2,13,12,3,9,0,0,0,1,12,1,2,5,7,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630468452014211,0.0,0.1065135417388782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556325479593322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307040147628439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967088379220617,0.11572100617636585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213098806559034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056270088383413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061153514049288385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532064279635105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141057540736365,0.12848893491358587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31817763770608554,0.0,0.12379992317174353,0.1401216334083756,0.17719708262251252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143293861622827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024392970724348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041241876478465,0.0,0.0,0.14597950339926208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383065155432708,0.0,0.10040673759200244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413258296951596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737154339899152,0.0,0.08060771531722949
anxiety,Electric_Nautilus,2020/01/13,"Back ache/ pain when stressed? Recently, I’ve been having aches and pains all throughout my upper back whenever I feel stressed or my heart rate is over 110. It consistently happens throughout the day and it tends to go away when I lay down. Has anyone else had this issue? Should it be something to worry about?",4.671724137931037,6.992753758620694,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,71.75862068965517,6.708965517241379,27.11724137931035,7.554174236665415,1.4845200000000005,250,9,46,3,5,74,47,58,0.25,0.75,0.0,-0.9365,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,7,3,1,0,1,6,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,6,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863260444910698,0.21780120668819328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971478971099754,0.3269035979250554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708888204494613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757342693101535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748085192399794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080738763797146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797332758877247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518943007380798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186593884709302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523750325799082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098854199705384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364535968655836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869922329879749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587329135061398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XPEC7ER,2020/01/13,Anxiety caused symptom Does anyone else get like a shake or contraction around your upper abs/middle of lower chest area. Im going through one of those weeks where my anxiety is at its peek and wondering if this could be related to my anxiety.,10.24108695652174,8.093893543478263,9.79739130434783,65.78565217391306,59.21739130434782,14.417391304347825,40.39130434782609,13.023866798666859,5.333208695652172,197,8,34,6,2,64,42,46,0.18600000000000005,0.763,0.052000000000000005,-0.5423,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,7,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5716967335593373,0.0,0.0,0.17418086229969104,0.255238762258604,0.0,0.22175735099938187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559007092686693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889104815980355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799453340562452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080962837124077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301477194170643,0.0,0.14157280651137327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690774664001525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170071713646648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880082282007522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589167455323461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981798528259545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27014507139604105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eternalplatoon,2020/01/13,"My cat is very ill and it makes me feel depressed My cat has been very ill since a couple of weeks. The vet thinks she might have tumours or kidney failure. I had her since I was 7 years old so I am very attached to her (I am 22yo now). A couple of minutes ago she was breathing so extremely quick and panting like she was hyperventilating, I was so scared that I almost started to hyperventilate myself. 

For the last week I’ve been crying everytime I went to bed because of the thought that I could lose her in the coming weeks. I am on antidepressants and using xanax sometimes but the love for my cat still cracks me up. I really hope it get’s better.",3.6723664122137407,5.100954137404585,4.651824427480918,85.04384351145039,72.51145038167941,7.07206106870229,25.31374045801527,7.554174236665415,1.1397474809160295,516,16,106,6,10,168,84,131,0.10800000000000001,0.777,0.115,0.7207,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,7,0,15,6,2,2,0,15,26,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,9,1,22,4,11,15,0,16,0,2,0,1,7,3,0,4,12,70,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091876564731798,0.0,0.15918713245823538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690763525102844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059749547713274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693999017610622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692591762741606,0.3517981884151836,0.17462288005617105,0.0,0.0,0.13692203921585105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038083694146814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305611975484033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578947067241357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295831029630027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776655125576561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784860000628291,0.0,0.0,0.14347811032876365,0.0,0.10611480307115267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864378626929305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681399259936885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184130226446976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591583428711697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630059641144117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722701527801722,0.0,0.11252094388645284,0.0,0.12695495578324173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186260689728377,0.0,0.12620572359021076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373004540853191,0.0,0.3935047516258284,0.0,0.0,0.3825523779241769,0.0,0.0,0.14736830147125538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237252304370402
anxiety,threethree5,2020/01/13,"stressful going back to school Moved back to college yesterday. When I did my schedule last semester I was in a better place, and now I worry that I won’t be able to handle it. I have four classes in a row. Over the break I got used to living at home and adjusting back will be hard. I have no privacy here, stuck in a room with a happy go lucky, ditzy, talkative roommate who seems like she has it all. It depresses me to be around her. But still, her and my own brother are the only friends I have here. Today I went to talk to an advisor for a quick question and felt tears coming in as I walked out. I don’t know what my problem is? If this is any indication for how my semester’s going to go I can’t do it. Anyone have any ways to cope? I want to make good grades, get back in shape, make new friends, etc but I really don’t have the gumption to do anything to pull myself out of this depressive streak?",2.355122807017544,3.649753389473692,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,75.63157894736842,7.382456140350878,24.24561403508772,8.021203637495839,1.162866666666667,704,22,157,11,15,235,119,190,0.1,0.816,0.083,-0.4922,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,0,1,9,0,21,0,0,4,1,25,37,10,0,3,3,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,0,9,5,4,0,1,6,2,23,7,27,26,3,37,0,2,0,0,9,13,0,4,14,112,32,4,0.13856603337000406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884593086467081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968885923530582,0.0,0.11402803887230635,0.12335314740436475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261949059629633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255039606650665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936236827315913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386934429975736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453775548427254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330451220909908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411154730751528,0.0,0.07239503333370799,0.0,0.3150010800786616,0.11622261456983485,0.11082391513404057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750611914729006,0.12412794875682777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899302945389394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615226812531738,0.11294981135866493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769636466388569,0.0,0.1223563461131286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498780651472127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472737643729718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382793848835658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538571240249077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477201259482916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258898018352427,0.0,0.0,0.1552256697009002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876894916289238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023622345790224,0.0,0.12614531260379674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065901324232746,0.0,0.1587269230595822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137412883475332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134439753375166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967656302244542,0.0,0.0,0.08172983660375874,0.10998726757115404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845210116767722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140720533042562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MKoutbi,2020/01/13,Parkway Drive is playing a major role in helping me thrive after anxiety changed life as I know it. Parkway Drive - Carrion has helped me tons cope with my anxiety. The high pace of the song just puts my mind back on track. Anyone else feels like music helps? Either same gendre or else?,3.7694444444444457,6.176784462962964,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,74.74074074074073,5.801481481481483,25.61481481481481,6.742157984588678,1.0861303703703706,227,8,41,2,5,69,47,54,0.057999999999999996,0.782,0.161,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,4,4,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670319137308347,0.0,0.0,0.1677373635505665,0.2457966764655523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844613698803846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25377286748103395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007962933899412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212960965107314,0.1713781769092474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823816378382089,0.2534580103249564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183781881349002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694421063125497,0.11719862426424756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222152275145986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411567113360676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ap_101,2020/01/13,"vent: fear and anxiety ​

I just came back across the country (Canada) for school. I miss my family and a big part of me was screaming internally of not coming back. I have 4 months left of my degree and I want to ""push through"". The things is I do love my degree, I love learning about international relations. I think it is more of the environment - I feel very along where I am and my home situation is very tense with some conflict in roommates relations.

I woke up today and have two classes. I feel sick and a bit shitty. Mentally though, I keep repeating this ""what ifs"" - What if I have a panic attack, What if I faint, What if I fail, etc. I am also a bit hyperaware - or maybe disassociating - of my body because I am sick, runny nose, dry lips, scratchy throat, etc. I have had 3 pretty bad panic attacks over the past year and I have never had panic attacks before so it is definitely new territory I am navigating. My first panic attack I ended up rescheduling my exams and going home.

I am trying to be mindful of it. I used to try to get the feeling out of body as fast as I can and really fight the feeling. Now I am able to sit with it. As much as I think anyone can say they do not mind it or I am okay with it - which I try to do, I try to tell myself that if I have a panic attack I can deal with and I know I can - but I also know it will suck.",1.77288256227758,3.5169244661921724,4.079009252669039,85.83778790035588,78.35943060498221,6.773580071174378,21.916156583629885,7.699297019823105,0.8724774661921706,1049,30,225,16,25,364,147,281,0.17600000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.053,-0.9785,0,1,0,0,1,0,42.0,0,0,1,2,11,20,7,6,11,1,29,10,5,1,1,46,49,26,0,6,11,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,15,18,0,2,9,0,0,4,3,17,0,2,5,7,44,3,32,42,8,27,0,2,0,2,7,9,1,8,13,169,59,5,0.08197262275564833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110695360359814,0.0,0.08881730250794492,0.09960570899878726,0.0,0.0,0.06270883203913588,0.0,0.0,0.05731716378916218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662784616830022,0.0,0.12606377406212094,0.06844371600222643,0.04996974998946643,0.0,0.06975266439610762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789857466520226,0.18210620895307086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937548426765878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061215615193124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451017465528694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260341299803554,0.0,0.18284228571356595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727649335742556,0.09224199034579186,0.16579128426793815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972587104022072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428273120945907,0.0,0.046586930571867656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445044852608431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286103351972584,0.0,0.0,0.09010001939443467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906349447266905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796698492368407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235251742740589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260912357105875,0.0,0.1655379624304201,0.0,0.06542976541911953,0.0,0.060259309616261074,0.0,0.06322234012105261,0.07916966986114893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48088605407759005,0.0,0.08876836227059418,0.07825214381586766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339562703233293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251376116623615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518791975545468,0.0,0.08296067053818043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214066249560698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164768537803858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445896814442891,0.10504949350476593,0.08053768565968603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770046156515607,0.0,0.0,0.22261612010723494,0.0,0.0800753413443246,0.0,0.0,0.07079802686662709,0.0,0.13527199728190695,0.04834957673870301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960570899878726,0.052787681476630516
anxiety,Advi0001,2020/01/13,"I get bad bathroom anxiety in short car rides. I am a 26 year old Male and lately I feel like I need to go pee really bad when I am taking a short car ride. For example:

One time my dad was taking me to a friends BBQ party. He lived 25 minutes away from my house. I went pee before I left and 10 minutes later I felt like I had to go to the bathroom. I did go pee at a nearby olive garden and didn't have to go for another 3 1/2 hours after that.

Another situation is sometimes my supervisor would take me to work and my work is the same distance as my dad's friends house. But half way through the trip I will feel like I need to pee. This would also happen when he would take me to other posts that is 15 minutes away.

The last time I felt like I was going go pee my pants while traveling was back in November. I was visiting my grandma and we were visiting a friend who lived an hour away. Half way to his house I felt like I needed to pee badly. However, on the way home I fared much better.

When I do feel like I have to go I get really anxious, then I start doing the leg tap thing, and then I feel like I am going to burst. How do I fix this issue?",2.321606425702812,3.076691381526107,4.258815261044177,89.16766064257031,74.94377510040161,7.621686746987952,23.070281124497992,7.984000788550335,0.9146401606425704,890,23,208,13,18,305,125,249,0.057,0.81,0.132,0.9469,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,3,6,14,0,0,12,0,23,7,7,1,0,23,50,16,0,6,1,2,7,7,3,4,0,0,2,1,7,7,0,0,7,2,0,17,1,3,0,3,12,7,37,11,25,34,2,49,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,0,25,125,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655417531309794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453516896370902,0.06366610597681864,0.0940193924962304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345749660597836,0.06399409252485985,0.2084656053102152,0.0,0.0,0.07081746508747841,0.0,0.0,0.07360483454975658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832215066049994,0.2378208709386456,0.2397241750368181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928958883928389,0.0,0.08696217428558796,0.0,0.37838478089621136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359467802908341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348042327803908,0.0,0.16391768407307258,0.2880878477095678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686419793978999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783863981124165,0.09388025830562266,0.0,0.09042308225775857,0.0,0.0,0.2846131808991331,0.0,0.1469765729175143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117919067165056,0.18512854814856655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732955223841701,0.0,0.05639471302063155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970555392457537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066308070150115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354722440945068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231063012194784,0.0,0.058906351283418375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25029625946491224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529030480279982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705712735389467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981779306799112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714945000165098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211760764641564,0.0,0.0,0.17735975229193526,0.0,0.0,0.05359350531459868
anxiety,thebluemonkey,2020/01/13,"I got married It was unconventional, I stood up in front of 100 people, I said words, I did a speech, I'm married.

So many people commented to my wife about how amazing I did.

Over the last year of prepping for this I've been through a lot of therapy and been doing a lot of meditation, I've avoided drugs as a choice but if others need their help then that's your own path.

If I can so it, so can you.

I was obviously still anxious but who isn't on their wedding day.",2.9590043290043297,3.7260122020202036,4.7055122655122625,86.51636363636366,73.44444444444444,7.6773448773448765,27.274170274170274,7.957251820313856,1.428574603174603,364,13,83,5,7,124,70,99,0.047,0.8859999999999999,0.067,0.4118,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,0,6,2,0,1,5,0,10,1,0,1,1,12,15,11,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,2,12,1,13,6,3,10,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,5,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972233231441278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967500072986555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051075558410132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042171464201112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634754304178935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445816045964344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473492158874954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667378075409357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950821733993895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647949482097677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502643174088627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101086149039265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008729321770443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942504440438882
anxiety,ZeroSixtyFive,2020/01/13,"Do you want to cry? Dear Anxiety, 

I am writing this post in hopes of gaining insight into something i am struggling a lot with. 

Many years ago i developed anxiety/social anxiety as a reaction to trauma. 

I have spend a lot of years just pushing myself, learning on the way that what i percieved was not necessarily what was going on. As such i am today to a degree free of the thoughts that comes with social anxiety and i understand that no one really notices or care about my performance socially. 

I now know that people wish me the best, and that everyone is just as focused on themselves as i am. I have no problem making mistakes in front of other people or coming of as wierd. I can very quickly get those thoughts under control. 

I am however still struggling massively with some symptoms that i cannot figure out. 

It occurs whenever i am in a meeting or social situation where i cannot blend into the masses and i know people will notice me. 

My problem is that i want to cry. I can feel the tears behind my eyelids and i spend enourmous amounts of energy keeping them back. 

Its not that i am unhappy or depressed because it happens when i am places that i want to be. It happens at work, with family or in social functions. 

I will tense up my body, have sweaty palms, retreat into my mind. 

I will drink water, avoid eye contact and chew gum like a maniac.

I wont be nervous about my appearence, what i say or what i do. I will only be focused on keeping the tears back, and that tates all my energy. 

And i wish i could just let it out when i feel it, but i am afraid of the stigma (im male). And thats the worst... The situations where i experience this, are the situation where i cant cry. 

So do any do any of you guys experience the same issue? Have you learned how to deal with it? Any input would be appreciated. 



Best Regards 
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anxiety,GlassAxolotyl,2020/01/13,"I really need some supportive comments regarding a situation I have to confront very soon. Hey all! My heart is racing even typing this out and I need someone to tell me it’s no big deal at all. 

There’s a huge tree growing in my neighbors yard, it’s leaning over the fence into our yard and we’ve had multiple people tell us we HAVE to ask our neighbors to cut the overhanging part down. I am about to have a nervous breakdown over this.

I want the tree gone. It’s dangerous and people are saying it looks like it’s gonna snap. Friends tell me they wouldn’t ever dare let this tree get to the point is has; they’d never do something like that to a neighbor...and I don’t know what to say. 

My dad is visiting for a couple days and he has no issues talking to people but I’d feel just as bad forcing him to go talk to them. My husband is sort of like me where he really hates confrontation so he’s never go do it and the responsibility is sort of placed on me.  So I’ll be going over to talk to them and I’ll ask my dad to be with me as sort of a moral support. 

My worries are that: 

-they’ll pretend they can’t even understand English. Very heavy Spanish speaking community and it’ll be so weird if they play dumb. 

-They’ll pretend to care and never get anything done, meaning I’ll have to go over there and ask them to keep doing it until it eventually ever gets done:/

-Worried that they’ll tell me “not our problem, fuck off” kind of thing. 

-Worried they’ll start antagonizing us for even bringing up such a thing. 

And like 1000 other unlikely possibilities may happen on top of things I can’t imagine. 
I’m as scared of this as a stupid life or death situation but my worries are so not proportional to the situation.",2.5572470046082927,4.476428094285719,4.0183686635944715,86.36217972350231,76.62857142857143,6.801843317972351,25.57603686635945,7.717688229018142,1.3366276497695857,1363,50,282,20,31,451,177,350,0.171,0.731,0.099,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,6,0,11,1,16,23,8,2,14,0,36,3,1,0,7,45,66,23,1,6,7,3,1,4,3,8,1,3,4,0,21,14,0,2,5,5,0,8,11,13,0,0,4,5,38,10,46,49,4,36,1,0,1,1,44,19,2,7,13,189,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041731830849292,0.0,0.23999089852660815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144788239168529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724493661497805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468224884566953,0.0,0.0551859623065712,0.08821953821845838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513688047380632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955573626811735,0.1548070257212798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043267069907326434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661116385469074,0.07910864712056545,0.13412133076994742,0.0,0.1945269912802592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566980499230926,0.0,0.0,0.08448325847793275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140158106486108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931348155799687,0.0,0.07605908705606622,0.0,0.0891086190228493,0.04702736763279136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750174303937815,0.060441050206600073,0.16722190457745034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185775820429187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321147668860053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689904136252336,0.19799198167509596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266462837005544,0.0,0.1779716532335487,0.0,0.08940307133114372,0.0,0.08089188229078671,0.09646800194749997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187951414508836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096374437538792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360983621606646,0.08567110532023471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885548419345297,0.0,0.0,0.07250369745484905,0.06587643371653441,0.0,0.0,0.060567315922806675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942090210790104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063352371675135,0.29916992808280896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054792660713172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908201948873079,0.2058618078998764,0.0,0.0,0.14120942457846195,0.05047176094883926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34760441960755295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,davidvanbeveren,2020/01/13,"Having massive anxiety from betrayal, loss, hurting someone and feeling absolutely alone Could someone talk to me, therapist won't be available for another 2 days and I could really use someone to talk to about this. I can chat on reddit or if someone wants to pm me that'd be really appreciated thank you",5.028571428571425,7.596814714285718,6.688714285714287,67.05628571428575,71.5,10.194285714285718,36.2,10.355215969177356,4.7854971428571424,248,14,38,8,5,85,43,56,0.201,0.675,0.124,-0.6022,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,12,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,8,6,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262368322222024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514523890913527,0.14966380241387922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124046941638364,0.0,0.0,0.1261713941513595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892128909024528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943629955138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066354832723536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6630593873266504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31449549182276576,0.0,0.1801187115075684,0.0,0.2271527211547922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896984937698414,0.0,0.0,0.11539333877722233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sharing12,2020/01/13,"Anxiety sucks. So tomorrow I have to go to the garage and get them to sort out a flat tyre under guarantee. Should be no problem, but I’m anxious about it. I hate returning stuff and the garage manager is a bit of a dick. 

How would you deal with this?",1.432500000000001,3.4037064807692365,3.216000000000001,90.529,80.34615384615384,8.006153846153849,23.861538461538462,8.841846274778883,1.7034953846153849,195,7,44,5,5,65,43,52,0.32,0.655,0.026000000000000002,-0.9437,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,5,0,5,1,1,1,0,10,10,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,7,1,5,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,1,2,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636723710900164,0.3893801225561105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762914622744271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553406658679968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007637138490187,0.0,0.19588447187190805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402912543920513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298035975343172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945658324315769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448443888379164,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChokeOnAGoat,2020/01/13,Has therapy helped you? I’m seeing 3 different therapist for the free consultations to see which one I like. Has therapy helped you with overthinking/anxiety? what was it like for you?,3.1363636363636367,6.264692939393939,4.505212121212125,74.51781818181819,89.30303030303033,11.124848484848485,27.81212121212121,9.888512548439397,4.6070048484848485,149,7,25,7,5,49,25,33,0.0,0.746,0.254,0.8334,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,4,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440249577636746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791606108875087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581886915084653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610747502326133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105740744072288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258376675500664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6111187036003812,0.3102325504067709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Idiotnationbillie,2020/01/13,"School won't take my anxiety seriously! At school I've recently been having issues with migraines and nausea/vomiting as a result of anxiety. During a panic attack they give me nowhere quiet to go and calm down, I've not been sleeping as I've not been able to stop worrying about school. I have told them about my concerns and my mother has even written to school to tell them that these are very real problems - only for them to tell me I'm being stupid/making a fuss over nothing/just misbehaving for the sake of it. What can I do to make school take me more seriously and give me the care I need when having a panic attack?",6.419078341013826,6.2380229354838725,7.0201843317972354,76.28241935483874,65.61290322580646,9.66635944700461,29.81105990783411,9.23628265651192,2.4252963133640555,500,15,94,8,7,165,78,124,0.205,0.7290000000000001,0.066,-0.9534,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,4,9,2,2,6,0,12,2,1,2,0,13,23,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,5,1,14,2,18,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,63,18,5,0.12845645934516794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965376795965253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922755341634246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096992147663047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484427989576182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464542817665777,0.07300476612612622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340751695204642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574568409365371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524883693855583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769692580175016,0.0,0.3014319551024477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291548316955095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621157343273564,0.0,0.0,0.12683525650062832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6500239741018498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285492290638421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739535191205342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931665416479026,0.0,0.224553214830624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274565178493616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599003200849533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304537698899398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nooraahmed02,2020/01/13,"Liking someone makes me want to throw up. So basically, I recently started liking a guy and well whenever I think of him, I immediately feel like throwing up. I don’t know why and I feel like it’s linked to my anxiety but why do I feel this way when supposedly “liking someone” should be a good thing? I’ve never not understood my feelings and this is tripping me up. Please help.",2.0975,4.562623466666668,4.271583333333337,81.13537500000002,81.0,7.483333333333332,26.70833333333333,8.472884824447931,2.217833333333333,300,13,58,7,8,103,52,75,0.017,0.6779999999999999,0.305,0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,17,15,6,0,2,2,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,4,11,7,6,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,9,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559462953168342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38492696846128494,0.2719299466172928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596317705779548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884471756784521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756779129465734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459514647269594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649048118984474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704038365757714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678687018610248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891471085466265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791849196220486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225158131034365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470979983125178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264404555759788,0.12194966475991904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225593723212593,0.15106752096740012,0.0,0.0,0.17112094841790595,0.0,0.3434692219991521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EarlTreeMan,2020/01/13,"awesome anxiety podcast! It's called ""Panic Attacking"". Two comedians talk out what gave them anxiety that week and they talk each other through it and make jokes while giving anxiety coping tips that their therapist gives them. One has general anxiety disorder and the other has a social anxiety disorder. Really cool to hear them talk discuss things that I only thought made me anxious and make light of it. I listen on Spotify but its available all over i think",4.78006775067751,7.9847851097561025,5.5194308943089485,71.71892953929543,75.95121951219512,9.985907859078592,32.281842818428196,9.994966539143718,4.488133875338754,377,19,56,13,9,122,61,82,0.166,0.728,0.106,-0.3061,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,14,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,4,9,2,6,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,0,2,40,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687273536780815,0.16797446449220993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915340756119418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518264819535272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34081733421565896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28526904715571105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758153069133272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069163366065446,0.19850001731581493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075444510250636,0.11308348442452168,0.0,0.17445265303972404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525296979257164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156810192183326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35852795249733943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263755684341714,0.0987813162187123,0.09527289618295308,0.0,0.11804120439828687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452460060146078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926808111657115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway212q,2020/01/13,"Lived like an ass, now living with an anxiety again. I have always been very sensitive man, currently in my mid 20s. There's lot of moments when I cry easily because I really relate to other peoples feelings. And that is what has gave me the first feelings of anxiety. People see things differently, and they won't assume that some things hurt me while it wouldn't hurt them. Everyone save me as that emotional boy who gets hurt too easily. And what's a man that is a ""pussy and can't handle life?""

My solution to problem; I started drinking. I wasn't no more that emotional boy, I was an regular outgoing Chad that everybody liked. But not me, and soon not others either. Because my drinking evolved to the point where I had to drink before or during any social situation. Every morning feeling even more shitty because of my drinking, few days later drink again and forget that that I will feel shitty again soon.

And few years later, it evolved so that i drank too much every time. I lost my control completely, and started hurting my friends and so. Did very stupid things under alcohol, cheat and slept with friends girlfriend and many other things. Every time I got sober, I felt my old self and couldn't eat or sleep, cried and apologized everybody every time. Until I just drowned it again with booze. And the circle is complete. 

Now I have stopped drinking completely. But all these things I have done, it feels too much. I'm too afraid to go outside and face the world and people I have hurt, even when I have apologized for everything. I know, it doesn't make the awful things I have done to disappear and I will have to live with them. I just hope I would have realized all of this sooner, and would have not hurt those people around me.",5.2022985901309164,6.692424450151059,5.225003776435049,82.16636769889227,68.84894259818728,8.537814702920443,28.595292044310174,8.959647251330699,2.2834137965760317,1387,49,256,25,24,433,170,331,0.171,0.7170000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.9759,2,0,7,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,3,3,23,17,2,1,10,1,29,15,4,2,2,57,49,29,1,6,10,0,6,2,3,6,2,0,0,5,29,23,10,2,9,6,0,2,10,11,0,1,13,7,37,6,21,29,11,35,0,7,1,1,16,7,1,6,28,187,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600156325263205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917435458826855,0.0,0.0,0.04836143766960063,0.0,0.10880735842504684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330847324425276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005528058919924,0.0,0.06051462696126043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369186930016646,0.0,0.07976283738048533,0.0,0.0,0.15623555773268055,0.04586404957309075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430126655651152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455530760432289,0.0,0.41800066366774224,0.0,0.07276960118558645,0.0,0.15999224977275728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394312573431204,0.0,0.23967377857249825,0.06795455281805242,0.06391463248205485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979237438029708,0.0,0.0682826804942781,0.0,0.0,0.06049138211533842,0.0,0.0,0.1098883607693317,0.0,0.037155266219511686,0.0,0.04041696111875015,0.0,0.056878101724370626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063440816045455,0.0,0.0,0.4567880171081874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03908358992492336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023145754939733,0.06948754176506948,0.0,0.18839065627019674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763170584671529,0.06046042883657402,0.0,0.0,0.04747059903084337,0.07210063931310591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455714269674893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462446262194898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721200550153808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722777214312517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804857501458766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555884273124392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667038402346539,0.0,0.07418968037425919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993756033778407,0.07116753423937447,0.0724939845294825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100672789379334,0.0,0.0,0.059456306661745235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834785598933349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440524061043345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735658450741605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103778057790384,0.0,0.0,0.04579648505708392
anxiety,dragonash200,2020/01/13,"Should you avoid crying when you have GAD? So I'm slowly recovering from GAD and I've noticed in the past that whenever I had ""panic"" episodes with crying (of \~ 40+ minutes), I would become overall more vulnerable to anxiety and depression over the following days.

This makes sense biologically speaking, since your brain is focusing alot of blood flow to your amygdala for a prolonged period of time. It therefores makes sense that you feel more anxious/depressed the following days (your brain is still giving more attention to your amygdala, adapating itself to the increased demand it had during your episode)

**My question is thus**, if you have the choice to start crying due to anxiety build-up, should you avoid doing so? Or do people generally think that the release provided from crying will outweigh the consequences or risks of entering a more ""panicked"" state of mind.",6.832647058823527,9.20263849019608,6.581192810457518,70.58786764705884,66.05882352941177,9.805882352941175,34.318627450980394,10.125756701596842,4.022486274509804,711,33,108,18,12,223,99,153,0.185,0.787,0.027000000000000003,-0.9722,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,10,0,0,4,5,0,4,10,0,13,3,3,4,0,22,22,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,2,13,0,17,16,6,17,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,5,9,73,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252579682796285,0.16632568466098052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260171141569002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287101824866418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6468919899777095,0.18989970482607346,0.0,0.2536144472925205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444287877455401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123447193058214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655160910961295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865826661766887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762000488782752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274028552775794,0.0,0.0,0.1405457441663631,0.10206932766920596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649290065634746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217884874588384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420870575703428,0.0,0.11757643665843755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433773005419574,0.0,0.0,0.08584980571434639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458651649070087,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AshleyIsSleeping,2020/01/13,"Anxiety is destroying me I just wanna vent this somewhere really  


I try so hard to function but as time has gone on, I've done worse and worse with anxiety. Everything feels like too much. I've lost jobs because of this. When I think of dealing with anyone I just start getting so anxious I get physically ill. I've had too many days where I get so depressed because of everything that I just can't even get out of bed. I just think about having to be seen and acknowledged publicly and it makes my body heat up. My heart feels like it's beating faster and slower at the same time. It feels like my stomach is swimming in adrenaline. In semi-rare situations it makes me vomit. I start forgetting things and stuttering. I start to sweat a lot and it's like I just want to throw a tantrum and get away from everyone. I have intense responses to things like being touched, bright lights, loud noises, and I have such a hard time communicating. ASD/Autism has been said but at the moment I'm no longer sure I got any official diagnosis.   


Social interaction, big decisions, lights, sound, touch, all make me ridiculously anxious. Even with friends, even online. This post makes me anxious. I've spent a lot of time dissociated and trying to perform properly but eventually I end up having a break down when I just can't do it anymore. My last run at therapy didn't go well, I believe we became fairly incompatible, and my former psychiatrist stopped filling prescriptions or returning calls. The medications didn't help much but I still had to feel the impacts of coming off them.  


I know it sounds lazy or stupid but I had too many days where I struggled too hard, and I was let go. I took medical leave when the anxiety started making me physically ill. I got on meds. But the meds weren't doing much to help the problem. I'd like to find a new therapist but I get so panicky about having to tell my whole story all over again to someone new I don't know, having to justify my life and go through the whole process, having to try so damn hard to find the right words to communicate what I'm feeling all over again, and being scared of being judged (I know I know)... It's a process beyond just getting new insurance or finding a new in-network therapist, which I can't do right now anyway because I'm now unemployed.   


I'm so stressed and so depressed. I usually try to wait for the anxiety to pass, but that typically means letting it run its course, and afterward I usually just feel emptied out and STILL uncomfortable. I feel like I'm just dumb or crazy, like it's my own fault for not trying hard enough. Things are bad, and it's hard to see the point because there's not much that makes me happy anyway. It's just a snowball. I dunno what else to say and I'm not looking for any specific responses, but I hope that maybe someone out there can relate I guess.",4.256321315040992,5.906262329136696,5.030488539401039,82.02664129161789,71.39208633093527,8.481445541241426,29.117282917851767,9.037768484169169,2.393643516814456,2269,90,441,46,43,734,254,556,0.237,0.682,0.081,-0.9984,4,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,1,0,1,3,44,30,6,3,20,0,35,10,4,6,4,94,90,42,0,4,26,0,15,8,1,0,6,5,1,0,26,26,0,2,19,1,1,12,11,16,1,0,17,26,51,14,56,67,14,71,0,3,4,0,13,24,2,9,41,278,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786458535425547,0.0,0.17694361432161196,0.19597709255214935,0.057346780097938775,0.04043252678182846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432841343019111,0.0,0.04828139072769588,0.14099813187981936,0.0,0.0,0.06514888034937788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423044759957684,0.0,0.0,0.05904570593635985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981104622059922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745845760466523,0.05961495081396519,0.09960903334706786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917496694044538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04830529860349544,0.0,0.05121571352158026,0.05974859730725749,0.0,0.11457843786054342,0.0,0.0,0.05525418666200791,0.10393861447525916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466610997233495,0.16524053033932828,0.0,0.0,0.15855278090538513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467538778592127,0.0,0.2114779291486822,0.0,0.0985896994986895,0.0,0.0924957377932789,0.0,0.06370066581708594,0.0,0.0,0.061555699882331234,0.3107986084179366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852280560198146,0.07751764654818429,0.0,0.0,0.05743319043991123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057382308044361764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271162495272516,0.047135025515906814,0.0,0.061228238327391236,0.0,0.11825979171442336,0.04084344928544367,0.2260026705584469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855836708578865,0.0,0.06312272817436568,0.09832135396566506,0.0,0.0,0.2315914885200234,0.1172507806422686,0.0580929017821392,0.06298828706547595,0.12846089519915369,0.11650504169497468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003187100298656,0.0,0.0,0.2233906624371172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466323766139729,0.0,0.055380286639706185,0.0,0.0,0.05533063658011186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03704412281421824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876432711560493,0.05500473827391402,0.04598469528358762,0.05789283001228877,0.0,0.04607897259546664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499762999008474,0.0,0.058945221283254995,0.09798972982375176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637150967954866,0.0,0.09235810755237772,0.0483442202219735,0.06623824757632793,0.060451158861072475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054499300372888346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054152659331905,0.0,0.06612783260294437,0.134278372044057,0.11524891720619546,0.07410374447648588,0.0,0.0,0.13487269753802894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642456109487256,0.1962966161281968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737195427088788,0.0,0.03410663450774795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199154528673279,0.0,0.0,0.1291189105864821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785706201799576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChloriNed16,2020/01/13,"Exercise anxiety? I have multiple anxiety disorders. You know how exercise is supposed to help with anxiety? For some reason, exercise seems to make it worse. Last night, my family wanted to do Just Dance on the Xbox. I was really anxious about doing it I don’t know why, but I agreed to do one song. Halfway through, I thought I was going to have a panic attack. Running gives me anxiety, dancing gives me anxiety, pretty much anything of physical movement gives me anxiety. Does this happen to anyone else?",3.801847826086956,6.739491141304349,5.4414782608695695,72.43613043478264,77.80434782608697,9.76695652173913,32.02608695652174,9.888512548439397,4.36465304347826,403,21,62,14,10,136,65,92,0.22399999999999998,0.69,0.086,-0.8817,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,9,3,0,3,0,12,20,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,7,0,5,1,2,0,1,3,1,11,0,12,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.64213575824127,0.1580464543984436,0.0,0.097820884324085,0.14334342538138772,0.11512525189326965,0.0,0.0,0.15915571688398775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603367852165778,0.0,0.1224268714370253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686796257948892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188466452202566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026126374822299,0.07950802944905204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371254074586813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937715910878119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377005755555798,0.11403664934135495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338390817209348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284212556476986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312860709618472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479942598103806,0.0,0.0,0.16414175426413655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232794237817645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962311141843925,0.14383984080027942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273591217764457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106446378304367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251626634340611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623741114306752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256939830458834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoldPlanet,2020/01/13,"I feed off of validation My entire life I've always wanted to please other people, never myself. I didn't care who I was as a person as long as other people liked it. But more recently I've realized I wasn't happy with how I was before, and I've tried to change that and other people don't like it. I've realized that I needed more time alone because too much social interaction stresses me out. I've realized that I want to talk to more people, but everyone around me hates that because I talk to them less. I've realized that sometimes I need people to talk to who get me, but whenever I do that people bitch at me because I'm not talking to them. I found someone who makes me happy but everyone else hates it because I don't talk to them as much. But I don't know how to manage everything. But whenever I actually try to talk to them, they don't listen. The worst is when people say they're there for you but never are. I want to please other people, but I need to please myself.",4.4056233421750655,4.810080665024637,6.020197044334978,79.71346343311863,69.935960591133,8.807730200833651,25.96021220159151,8.841846274778883,1.8199809776430464,777,21,155,13,13,267,90,203,0.122,0.787,0.091,-0.84,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,5,0,6,10,3,1,2,0,11,2,0,3,2,31,26,17,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,16,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,2,30,5,25,21,7,10,0,0,0,0,20,4,1,0,8,109,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.09042278513567817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596780618633448,0.0,0.0,0.0771005355913348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248703730803797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593868260844044,0.0,0.07884682785789092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447303658597438,0.0,0.09802198450959616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740553285332705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708118507067588,0.08327682542171252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159689777807007,0.0,0.0,0.04841102104949552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972765674698281,0.0,0.1829651158854264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092350794546889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544849213040235,0.0905379826157706,0.0,0.0,0.08200117645274482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061851263703434266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623151038840658,0.2061186283555952,0.14293019518193015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139101678423479,0.08090713033291341,0.0,0.30513853549342057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149056281532088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368694417441002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944551921734206,0.07851050992791297,0.0,0.0916431006967414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614170695852508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468595466101963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403078607375225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582010345017158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395979080325146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowAwayMyBeing,2020/01/13,"How on Earth do I even fight this impending feeling of doom in my chest? I recently may have lost my closest friend but she said that we should take a break while she decides what to do. I truly don't want to lose her, and this crushing feeling inside of me makes it feel like it's the end of the world when I know it very much isn't. How do I even begin to tackle this? It's making me lose sleep and making me lose all enjoyment and focus in everything I do.",2.8720408163265283,3.6852715102040814,4.078163265306124,90.75969387755104,73.6938775510204,7.2326530612244895,23.18367346938776,7.447530270364453,0.7105959183673463,360,9,82,4,7,118,64,98,0.095,0.6659999999999999,0.23800000000000002,0.9491,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,1,0,0,4,5,9,1,0,3,0,9,2,2,5,1,19,21,8,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,15,3,9,17,2,11,1,5,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,57,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513350111706473,0.0,0.0,0.2462881967980801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675632938543778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828141346461213,0.13319519257442486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404569792322008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024644093089743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108682102856354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6257473773932861,0.20352498065074626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733572247520253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705734153433866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840903514788516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735035567496224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865780336919244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018222348823198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538353198000745,0.10996913994396176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,likaachikaa,2020/01/13,"anybody else experience severe anxiety/panic attacks after exercise? i should probably begin this by saying that my anxiety is very severe, and most people probably do not reach this level. but if you’ve experienced something similar, please let me know. 

i (19 f) experience awful panic attacks after most moderate to intense workouts. it’s happened so frequently that my anticipation about exercising will trigger anxiety before i even begin. 

my mile time has dropped significantly (from a 7:00 to a now 20:00) in the last few years because of this. my heart also beats ridiculously high when i work out. any type of cardio (even light jogging) will make it beat about 180-205 within 5 minutes. i’ve had many tests done for this— all have been negative. it seems like my anxiety enhances the normal effects of exercising to abnormal levels. thus, i can’t even do so for more than 15 minutes at a time. 

after the workout, though, is probably when it’s the worst. i go into a full blown panic attack and am convinced i’m dying. my heart rate stays elevated (~ 150 bpm) and i struggle to breathe. i have screamed for an ambulance on multiple occasions, convinced i’m having a heart attack. i’ve hyperventilated to just before passing out more times than i can count. after about 10-30 minutes i calm down, the endorphins seem to release, and i (finally) feel good. but during that time frame, it’s hell.

naturally, i’ve started to avoid exercise because of this. i used to be very athletic and played many sports. but for about 4 years now, i’ve lived a pretty sedentary life. i’ve tried to get back into a good exercise routine, but i haven’t been able to get past these debilitating attacks. working out has become a trigger now. i want to be healthy, but i feel stuck. has anyone experienced something similar to this? i’d love to hear your thoughts. thank you.",5.286079257099665,7.2923810524781345,6.2559896339488175,72.83695065327721,69.37900874635568,9.163114134542708,32.820321779505456,9.633347757342033,3.4778930785012414,1483,69,247,35,27,491,196,343,0.188,0.684,0.128,-0.9734,0,1,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,0,5,18,22,7,4,14,1,24,12,4,6,1,37,46,17,1,4,8,0,2,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,14,10,0,1,7,10,0,3,4,13,0,0,6,8,24,9,43,34,8,43,1,0,0,1,5,15,1,5,24,154,38,4,0.08488114076498435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787941760304649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772208641853105,0.0,0.19480152106594215,0.0,0.0,0.05935086720770204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828227572975653,0.0,0.06526835784813753,0.0,0.10348551114413904,0.09374455120238356,0.1444551979991578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809322311019525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686287710519651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090730139905448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818957882650354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606008616417414,0.0,0.0,0.08583691032738562,0.0,0.0,0.09298314075065756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869378541962986,0.0,0.048239908383397145,0.1423885474304443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506011245420344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566721461554294,0.3017536814797951,0.0,0.0896815855162167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664845513083122,0.06918945865840646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679671730543073,0.059954059955865474,0.04146863786574181,0.0,0.07495160239006929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660854352139247,0.0,0.05665882057348701,0.17211230822769727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316549597706692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917946004852072,0.0,0.0,0.08102865336145154,0.05884589547410785,0.0,0.0,0.09317400323176883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635463547892673,0.2745486781903797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750089001584354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454520527948798,0.0,0.1917830572165583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069129815644456,0.0,0.0,0.06007930831428983,0.09047200226032832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873619799907452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078147150275481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339528983650613,0.06738614445196814,0.19797950310445872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762872283501155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331005258014922,0.0,0.14007166120660638,0.050065096017712564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123588962812832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932134343026838
anxiety,deliriousnotions,2020/01/13,"I GOT ACCEPTED TO COLLEGE!! I got my first acceptance letter today!!! High school was a pretty shit experience for me. Anxiety held me back and lead to me missing things like football games and prom. It got so bad that I had to get home tutors for two years because I couldn’t even manage to leave my house. For awhile I considered dropping out because I literally believed it was impossible to continue. But I couldn’t be more proud right now. I’m IN school for senior year, I WILL be attending my graduation ceremony, and I AM GOING TO COLLEGE!!! Hell yeah!!! So if anyone feels like giving up, trust me if I can get into college with my attendance record looking the way it is, you can do pretty much anything.",3.6307843137254916,5.799704823529414,5.054999999999996,79.00666666666669,74.29411764705881,8.062745098039215,28.245098039215684,8.841846274778883,2.468242156862745,560,23,102,12,12,187,92,136,0.11599999999999999,0.691,0.193,0.898,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,5,10,2,0,2,1,13,1,1,1,0,16,25,8,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,3,1,0,4,2,4,0,2,7,2,19,6,15,13,2,20,1,1,1,0,4,6,2,2,10,69,24,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385703927205538,0.0,0.0,0.11320788436892908,0.0,0.13323418914408813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449510943730528,0.1351840840461295,0.19739182139439565,0.0,0.0,0.1824117239358948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693686145711898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583743584316879,0.0,0.0,0.08186413675239244,0.1156651113635226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771648533203795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691775752642255,0.1553142263518862,0.09201445955496768,0.0,0.3884711501666419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106173912526354,0.16240412234667911,0.0,0.0,0.18681686966771016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171434235660873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581974107981584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595959599197172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190189553042589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294316005125097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382661611060072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277134239231497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619336709873755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756262454339106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346720400606875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815786030614645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851281628571054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085232885106648
anxiety,springtimecool,2020/01/13,"How come I don't internalize good moments the same way I do bad moments? Bad moments keep repeating in my head. ""Was it something I did?"" ""Did I look a certain way?"" ""should I have said something?"" But good moments don't linger around for too long. I know I've had them, but I can't recall most of them. However I can recall almost all of the bad ones. Even the ones that are more than a decade old.",0.7018970189701932,2.8936946097561003,2.2096747967479686,95.44819783197832,84.60975609756099,5.107859078590786,21.30623306233063,6.42735559955562,0.18642655826558266,306,10,69,3,9,99,53,82,0.17600000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.02,-0.9015,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,12,1,1,1,2,13,17,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,5,2,11,3,6,11,4,12,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,7,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259785607909864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011089577154893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067952554636197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742838632290261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336328271754858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33939886674255604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076423801295216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983450857037847,0.0,0.0,0.11119175728953276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790500159445721,0.1699008643649931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230457979066603,0.0,0.2741994100135423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924560716878651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311517178086802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32119010665802644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lucyvlt,2020/01/13,"I’m proud of myself today I always get really inspired by a lot of posts on here. Today I managed to get out of bed, strip the bed, tidy my room, do my laundry and have a bath. I’ve been really anxious and depressed this last week but today I made progress and I’m proud :)",0.5379885057471263,2.528935327586204,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,83.65517241379311,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.15678390804597653,211,6,46,2,6,72,40,58,0.061,0.687,0.252,0.9219,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,7,6,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996281733182728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710352184742361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663810063448595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506909615208791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556242679372854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039668206043691,0.0,0.22701300332754515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977187629055826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073908829665804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6822329887536425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244502740434055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zeeman1997,2020/01/13,"Anxiety whenever I sit to work on the computer For the past couple of months, whenever I sit on my computer chair to freelance or work - be it office or home (symptoms are worse at home btw) I will get shortness of breath, increased reflux/stomache pain, neckpain and bad mood.

I thought it was my chair but changed it several times and found its anxiety, and the work chair is the trigger.

I don't know what to do, this is really messing with my worklife as Im an entrepreneur and need to be able to focus. After work, I feel like shit as I've stomache pain and shortness breath from the work done.

What would you recommend? Some friend suggested sunlight, meditation etc. But do these really help? I'm also trying to avoid the doctor due to the side effects of the meds or should I just go for them?",4.82009970674487,6.074071819354838,5.435777126099712,81.18821114369503,69.51612903225806,8.991202346041055,30.865102639296193,9.339509955726095,2.7268064516129042,632,26,121,13,11,204,96,155,0.133,0.7609999999999999,0.106,-0.5574,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,6,2,9,1,1,9,0,13,8,4,2,0,23,21,13,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,3,4,0,2,0,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,4,1,12,2,20,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,4,6,76,20,8,0.14309176393768033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443043192333255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892961550588871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947564594099044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137211295526126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583283151481956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464604837074144,0.0,0.14643255490755547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958514139007893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235149527333502,0.10222478474816517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568927334343102,0.11055234186378426,0.0,0.0747595407626782,0.0,0.0813223469967777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959113931224956,0.0,0.2870654124375771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456365972266786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863949128723287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699074080157713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894269200568667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421448079999767,0.0,0.0,0.1061007298506326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045194510983604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365972798490945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333649610500025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616529637982856,0.14688163939812798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872713158911866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135988770613836,0.083437958265545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714991492361336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208625418065731,0.0,0.1458227321238909,0.10164828359805536,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chicago2498,2020/01/13,"This is driving me crazy! Need some help. So, a little background. I’ve been dealing with anxiety for about 7 or 8 months and just recently decided it was time to start medication. I was always anxious and having panic attacks, sweating, DP, and the most annoying: dizziness. It is the main symptom I deal with anxiety. I started 5mg of Lexapro about 8 days ago and so far so good except the fact that I’m still dizzy. I know that the medication can cause this but will it go away? It is so annoying and the only thing that really helps is taking half a Xanax which I try not to do. Does anyone have any input or experience with this? Thank you.",2.627493438320208,4.830355417322835,4.146948818897639,84.18110564304463,77.50393700787401,7.382939632545932,25.543963254593177,8.344100000000001,1.8094939632545937,506,19,99,10,12,168,89,127,0.138,0.77,0.092,-0.2618,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,3,1,7,0,12,5,1,1,1,21,20,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,0,7,2,11,16,3,13,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,8,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034542705829798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112572393963155,0.0,0.0,0.11533785115819135,0.0,0.2594961505627976,0.19160642901505515,0.0,0.11859241259016368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295123503746456,0.15935035808293474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742320143270951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938179628390554,0.3497125411736316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842329580134306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590714828328765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639096086490076,0.14225741054373334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736656484680426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321098575037096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998970294986404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417202701201016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353778383871996,0.0,0.0,0.12576065099516834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899295554632992,0.0,0.1989960199140514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865390433127406,0.0,0.16746539841686411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400959060903257,0.0,0.1354475179847141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628550638268872,0.12752255465227658,0.0,0.0,0.15615035675523692,0.0,0.0,0.11267864619358375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889858405267192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151512959629843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ricky_Rollin,2020/01/13,"I'm trying to better my life but every morning I feel this panic of anxiety, that I can't make it and idk what to do anymore. I'm so sick of being 35 and living at home. Job folded. Gf dumped me... I'm in a bad place and idk how to get out of this rut.",-0.3622033898305084,0.6269127796610228,3.0120000000000005,94.4851186440678,82.22033898305084,5.397966101694917,16.884745762711866,5.6839178017228535,-0.6303450847457629,190,3,49,1,5,70,45,59,0.35,0.623,0.027999999999999997,-0.9744,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,8,9,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,9,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138380267719494,0.0,0.2999625864143606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254444649949115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267504447653035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548386023281622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529346686791679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580247312644092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033956214348594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014842169021794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363896394569865,0.0,0.0,0.2670808731297237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189678121240864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354875829221192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160100538865761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053529093617488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,milkytaboo,2020/01/13,"Quitting My Job I only started last April but it’s been a noxious ride of anxiety and me accidentally over medicating my Xanax just to get through a day. I feel like they really need me in this position but I’ve just gone through the first steps and applied to two different new jobs. They might be more extensive but I will feel more appreciation. 

Has your anxiety made you hold back on something that you know is better for your mental health? I’m so scared.",3.7133988764044936,5.983989595505619,4.658862359550561,81.47570926966293,74.39325842696628,8.49494382022472,27.97893258426966,9.188382445141503,2.4824033707865167,370,15,72,9,8,120,70,89,0.125,0.753,0.122,0.1723,3,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,2,3,4,3,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,14,15,6,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,3,2,13,2,9,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076680048477751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546265039072474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778485761428517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129687006748838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100972100600353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335522123914265,0.14365939252570092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104783275049484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506170531857734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375024318232005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991034160177176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051430995609704,0.16391593801819102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824286540033317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902770894841165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257794479007432,0.20265234899821608,0.21332568664575785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910636822983353,0.0,0.19421486239318875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293870520346273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388494484743545,0.0,0.0,0.12882399177029136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013270902503176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480961365728127,0.0,0.0,0.14233318729144875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643660795290746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Free2nd,2020/01/13,"Do I really have anxiety? Sometimes I wonder if I really have anxiety or if I’m just lazy and weak and want to make excuses for being lazy and weak. I was on anxiety meds from a psychiatrist for a while so at least one qualified person thought I had anxiety. It’s just that it’s so vague a disease. An x ray will show a fractured bone. Lab work confirms a lot of diseases. Talking to a person about their feelings and behaviors is so flawed and subjective that it doesn’t feel like science to me. It would be nice if most of my problems in life were connected to anxiety and that all I have to do is work on my anxiety and my life will improve, but that just seems like wishful thinking. It just seems like a very convenient condition to have.",4.638724832214767,5.4566418993288615,5.901536912751678,79.29002348993289,69.60402684563758,10.25530201342282,33.020805369127515,10.355215969177356,3.476682684563759,589,27,117,16,10,198,86,149,0.135,0.774,0.091,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,0,0,8,0,17,5,1,1,1,31,28,16,0,7,9,0,2,3,0,3,4,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,11,4,16,19,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,9,4,86,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6670761181684229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696947083226433,0.1038259296758238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053060025658491,0.21300709939410864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355692591288275,0.0,0.0,0.09701091110928407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143220847393125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848140720465066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537983529800611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906406063181148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862080922792196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26461142360506723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437380606821315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681316640080695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312352298714023,0.0,0.11537817418822655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991495178248078,0.08572117333703927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712578634940026,0.0,0.15760744726250786,0.21160832089636952,0.0,0.0,0.10324039879877876,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenthunder101,2020/01/13,"Wondering whether I have Anxiety I’ve recently wondered whether I have a form of  anxiety. Any little health symptoms I get I jump to conclusions, thinking they’re the worst possible scenario and dwell continuously on that. I’ll constantly ask my family for reassurance that it’s not cancer, appendicitis, multiple sclerosis, etc. but after a few hours I crave the reassurance again. 

Could someone please explain what this is, how to help it and share any experiences they have had with it? Is it a low self esteem thing? 

Any response would be much appreciated, thanks :)",6.689924242424244,9.18821691919192,7.115037878787877,66.09255681818183,66.67676767676767,11.414646464646466,36.61742424242424,11.20814326018867,5.087433333333333,461,24,72,16,8,150,75,99,0.07,0.659,0.271,0.9737,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,0,1,5,0,9,3,0,1,0,15,16,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,4,7,12,5,10,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,2,6,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731918522779468,0.0,0.2798787738661329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171012946976191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768013590977251,0.0,0.14605308922795746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401302764041704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893864373882626,0.17244819833395084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557230781730744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444386492204369,0.0,0.0,0.12261275408029335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014719028854972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833418704990103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447309685893505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079996530324146,0.0,0.20622378685895648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061928962053295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083375497045596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499426492270735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901321898985836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841548628999356,0.0,0.0,0.1215292067691936,0.1172128489772512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967551338499405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994677267980428,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raduniversity,2020/01/13,"It feels kinda ridiculous how anxious I get about school I always get to school about an hour early just in case it’s hard to find parking that day. It’s only the first week and I’ve already started on the final assignment for one of my classes. I had to have my bf knock on the door for a meeting with a school rep because I had a panic attack. I quit my job because I was scared I wouldn’t have enough time to study. I don’t spend much time with my friends anymore because I freak out about not studying. Whenever I’m not studying, all I think about it studying. 

It feels like it rules my life and therapy doesn’t really help and my meds barely do anything. I’m worried I won’t get the grades I need to get into the uni I want to attend. I dropped out of my original uni after the 3rd semester with an F (teacher made fun of me in class and I couldn’t bring myself to go back to class so I failed). Now all I do is worry about is getting as high of a grade as a can in all my classes so maybe I won’t have a bad gpa.",1.350314360562038,2.8335990588235336,3.0956370564420084,93.5855084543939,78.77375565610859,5.738604429626102,23.396284829721363,6.339386263674448,0.41328416289592784,796,26,183,6,19,265,121,221,0.124,0.802,0.07400000000000001,-0.8641,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,11,10,2,2,14,0,17,1,0,3,3,28,33,9,0,4,3,0,3,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,7,10,0,0,4,0,1,3,8,7,0,2,4,3,28,3,33,25,5,26,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,1,14,118,35,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686917029876345,0.0,0.1107423301767202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035488806451922,0.13199045751010582,0.0,0.0,0.10952250987025368,0.0,0.0,0.15141016663741078,0.0,0.10233872356441323,0.11112538211368234,0.2433930192301657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583265092462235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751852642299353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345895641814177,0.0950801996269551,0.0,0.1457946277669986,0.12164271504846327,0.1132070921207992,0.0,0.0,0.10282573604367176,0.0,0.34767263522472297,0.0,0.07563865265781274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922334740947428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920805680395362,0.14061789344106015,0.0,0.0,0.1310677743508617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207222931830073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400607232471772,0.06502151436089809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593387271458206,0.0,0.0,0.13370774559999746,0.0,0.14783403968397776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978371601973785,0.098685251327417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018587057970733,0.10122166303071192,0.0,0.1561535510747978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155860536342071,0.0,0.0,0.08526146908263743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324725654738953,0.40408543336525105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942024577946802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220109768164716,0.0,0.0,0.0852793053067587,0.0,0.0,0.15521280378134447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850048921873858,0.0,0.106757530319638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703206355475511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Woof_03,2020/01/13,"Normalizing Panic Symptoms NOTE \*I have been living with anxiety since 2015, and I wanted to share something that has helped me manage my panic attacks in recent months. I want to preface this post by saying that this kind of strategy may not be right for everyone, but it has done well for me\*

One of the worst feelings I have ever encountered is the increased heart rate, hyperventilation, and queasiness that accompany a panic attack. To normalize those physical symptoms, I have taken up running. Exercise in any capacity is a healthy way to induce those physical symptoms, and in doing so it helps my body and mind get comfortable with them. In other words:

**By directly inducing the physical symptoms that accompany my panic attacks I have been able to normalize them.** 

This strategy doesn't mean I don't still feel panic symptoms. However, when those feelings do arise, I remind myself that I have dealt with these same symptoms before in a different context. I also remind myself that my body is strong enough to handle them. 

This time last year I was in a really tricky situation. Pretty much every time I felt the onset of a panic attack, I would take a Xanax to cut it off. Now it has been months since my last panic attack, about a year since I last needed medication to stop an episode, and I am in better physical/mental shape as a result of my new running habits.

Everyone's panic symptoms are different, so simply taking up exercise may not be a practical solution to your specific situation. What I would then say is try and **take constructive steps to confront your anxiety however it presents itself**. For me, I became afraid of the physical symptoms I mentioned earlier. By slowly adopting exercise practices to normalize those symptoms I have been able to work towards beating my condition.",6.3197832817337485,8.486813523219821,6.947871207430342,68.26175727554183,67.01857585139321,10.12156037151703,33.97263157894737,10.355215969177356,4.215162080495357,1460,68,217,40,25,479,169,323,0.203,0.708,0.08900000000000001,-0.9916,4,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,3,4,9,23,7,9,15,0,31,17,3,3,1,36,44,13,0,9,3,0,4,0,0,4,14,2,0,0,23,9,0,1,7,3,0,4,4,17,1,1,8,6,36,6,39,30,5,37,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,2,18,167,59,2,0.1144546421764521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576466799859273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038916540748452064,0.0,0.08755748798885392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255216967108524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048696235254718286,0.0,0.0,0.05061291497361598,0.0,0.12713330550593954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958074064558542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058563418374754414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591311205113334,0.0,0.0,0.05176538825026407,0.04821648621095019,0.10936631544553556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680755909243705,0.0,0.0549472026870588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02989891329802461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781465102835599,0.0767165340505636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059593448535954816,0.0,0.13994371414710918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050532772974028924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062337329429133025,0.0,0.05765050537685739,0.0,0.0,0.057783280623673786,0.0,0.09135660342426352,0.0,0.04206866565980386,0.04243333346216708,0.0,0.05527050331301783,0.0,0.0,0.2242824966228319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03877871382409266,0.0,0.0,0.53715144785511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054807954509869056,0.05822075914003143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03666128727842293,0.0,0.056505075619165436,0.0,0.0,0.048871819524574964,0.0,0.09101892533167401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201709412499786,0.12865181326785435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04405638764766261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570181254460158,0.047844602899568385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353298870450268,0.12908347029108586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673942227294001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03885359451889076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750831337319697,0.04542438376729641,0.0,0.0,0.05145423438328678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416621713263332,0.0,0.0,0.08130529393804152,0.0,0.0,0.07370503701878886
anxiety,alakazamSam,2020/01/13,"What is this feeling? It's hard to explain but i'll try. I've gotten this feeling of sudden out of the blue hyper awareness or overwhelm where my mind blanks and it's flooded with the thoughts that anything and everything could go wrong and it takes just one mistake and I don't dare move a muscle unless I need to or on auto pilot, it's hard to unstick myself from the feeling but it eventually subsides and isn't very long lasting, but I don't want it to happen again, especially if I'm driving or something, feels like everything is out of my control.
I've had this feeling happen two times so far (that I can remember) first time while riding on the back of a motorcycle, and second time in a moving car. This isn't like anything else I've had and it isn't a panic attack I don't think.",4.2793771043771045,5.092565759259259,5.377093153759823,82.74237373737377,70.41975308641976,7.372390572390572,29.54208754208755,7.348242739294969,1.7225851851851846,631,24,124,6,11,209,93,162,0.085,0.7859999999999999,0.129,0.795,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,2,8,0,12,0,0,1,0,34,28,17,0,5,9,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,1,9,0,0,6,6,5,0,4,4,8,8,2,16,23,0,23,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,4,12,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447696769194365,0.0,0.0,0.16919178356148476,0.0,0.11435738796017295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680342101965542,0.11874174048253555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423744127541238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26732196850933715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759894219512496,0.1062464226381202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650213821899844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452165949998336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26302725189536824,0.0,0.26644988561019683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122759063379007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453152879876808,0.0,0.0,0.13161354193332356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016597061788448,0.0,0.0,0.3161341024609731,0.0,0.11027485177586216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077730336277008,0.0,0.0,0.17449223128505925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847207682585594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449281075118732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118197997631179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529451083881084,0.0,0.11806798452266982,0.26016150387938225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097190173263644,0.0,0.14527895811914646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227105279720691,0.08771959027806674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260323603341809,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paolinamm,2020/01/13,"What is your highest heart rate during a panic attack? Hey guys, Have any of you measured your heart rate during a panic attack? What has been your highest? I am terrified because each time I have a panic attack my heart rate shoots up to 175 bpm and that makes me panic even more. How can you be calm and calm down with such a high heart rate? How can you overcome this? If you have such high heart rates - for how long do you sustain it? Thank you in advance.",2.6992391304347843,4.570590228260869,3.003695652173913,94.01032608695654,76.06521739130434,5.034782608695653,20.195652173913047,5.148860815047168,-0.2798086956521741,359,8,75,1,8,110,57,92,0.251,0.685,0.065,-0.9697,0,0,0,1,0,0,10.0,0,9,0,1,6,10,3,4,4,0,11,5,5,4,0,9,13,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,3,7,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,2,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704225033893015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866570393939496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906157721162466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482810850135165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217660838393397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6712561318006666,0.0,0.2393978316041741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002596016521827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562309870229737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316936644377653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043037888676308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606130939877966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mileychilliheatwave,2020/01/13,about to go to the gym wish me luck 🥴 i could puke any minute,-2.921999999999997,-1.322241533333333,-0.8649999999999984,114.6225,97.66666666666669,3.0,7.5,3.1291,-2.891,47,0,15,0,2,15,14,15,0.17800000000000002,0.524,0.298,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410427245595577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818768155574058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34300514679982924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6940401140927729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Manda_1122,2020/01/13,"I don’t know... How much longer I can take. I’m not suicidal that is not an option for my life but i am so fed up with being anxious. I have a lot of trauma and I feel like I’ll never get over it. Sorry for the rant. Just sitting at work thinking. Have a good day guys. I’m okay, really hope you all are too.",-2.90304761904762,-1.3854029714285725,0.5078571428571443,101.81130952380954,107.28571428571428,3.4761904761904763,11.547619047619047,5.46131890053228,-1.4085238095238088,232,4,60,2,12,82,58,70,0.14,0.6509999999999999,0.209,0.7418,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,1,8,2,0,1,2,15,17,4,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,7,4,7,15,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31744245326358056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121743583046432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207865799178995,0.20074167334965468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680740437383125,0.0,0.0,0.23568385272906897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782275498104566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790897543366971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442657190479495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847388139204755,0.13727913537988526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23889045962924674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065624107948557,0.0,0.21671935962526975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001150652870795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145489998631221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073610687834193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112719954301584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800491639325669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456647276879236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thtguy42,2020/01/13,"Constant state of hyper vigilance I’m constantly fearing that I’m about to die and that every symptom whether it be my heartbeat racing, tightness in my chest or trouble breathing is something much more than anxiety I.e heartattack or that I’m going to stop breathing. I find myself manually breathing all the time because I think that if I stop I won’t breath automatically. I’ve been to the hospital at least once a week for the past couple weeks and everyone says that I’m perfectly fine. My anxiety has never been this bad before and I get panic attacks multiple times a day. I’m wondering if anyone has any tips or ideas to help get me back to my normal self.",6.36671875,7.063739734375003,7.0593749999999975,72.948125,65.71875,9.8375,35.53125,9.827888789773867,3.620434375,538,25,93,11,8,178,88,128,0.209,0.728,0.063,-0.96,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,2,5,0,7,6,5,0,3,20,17,9,1,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,2,11,2,11,13,4,16,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,6,12,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966960919436262,0.0,0.24674329488444197,0.0,0.0,0.11276422624123225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346870804021814,0.0,0.12400721703062123,0.13465430188513736,0.09830912453653999,0.0,0.1372294912885884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485526779598616,0.0,0.0,0.17844296699144974,0.0,0.10400626274006454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737352979786435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587752399834285,0.1541010691503503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147437836519786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473985021487432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851457368347506,0.0,0.09165385779056974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809635371311846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820549953204759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855252377287685,0.0,0.1243819092503412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801104929104148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717480368706117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892164238891118,0.0,0.0,0.15395113550231945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824893706428164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824051651413344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415406721438076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696590601909468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762201131269072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333575554848157,0.0,0.0,0.188076489270748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25872326272797164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489119956498822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KetoTeacher12,2020/01/13,Does anyone else’s anxiety make them feel sick for days? I have some big interviews this week and I haven’t felt nervous or anxious at all. Yesterday I woke up feeling so nauseous and today the same thing. My interviews aren’t until Wednesday and Thursday but I hate that my anxiety is making me feel this sick. Does anyone else suffer like this? My anxiety literally makes me feel like I have stomach flu which is my phobia which makes me even more anxious. What are some strategies you use if you suffer like this too?,4.644166666666667,6.634342242424246,4.850391414141416,82.3289204545455,71.02020202020202,7.77828282828283,28.536616161616163,8.472884824447931,2.1811707070707067,418,16,75,7,8,131,63,99,0.317,0.594,0.08800000000000001,-0.9808,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,7,4,1,5,1,20,19,8,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,15,3,4,17,5,10,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,4,10,50,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552352917714223,0.3497308948839134,0.0,0.21646158114215136,0.3171955019501651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982492157237176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709105969411125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586096429163985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223546814969124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31306018267264263,0.11057998755253996,0.1486199602638639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282028797265054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686358285591035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132865605507068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283372006399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672014152459598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368641977529558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416093382431966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Negative-Army,2020/01/13,"Abdominal pain in the same spot due to anxiety? I spent the morning dropping off my blood and poop at a lab and should hear back within 48 hours, but I'd love to hear what you other folks have been experiencing when it comes to digestive disorders and abdominal pain thanks to our lovely anxiety. I'm 30, otherwise healthy and have no family history of IBD/IBS whatsoever, but I have been plagued by varying degrees of anxiety and depression since my teens, with the last three years being extremely stressful. 

I'm a European immigrant to Canada and have had to struggle extremely hard here throughout my time as a student and now in my first job. I just recently managed to stabilize with somewhere to live, my own car, etc, but for the past 2 months I have had varying degrees of abdominal issues. This coincided with me quitting HEAVY daily marijuana use cold turkey. I went from smoking all day every day for 6 months, and before that I was pretty much smoking every day too, just not as much.

I know that quitting weed is known to have some side effects for a while, but my symptoms have lingered longer than that. It's not chronic diharrea, more like a gamble on what my BM's are gonna look like. Sorry for TMI, but sometimes they are mushy and light colored, sometimes darker with lighter brown streaks in them. Recently noticed they always float, which is a sign that my body is not absorbing the nutrients.

I also have a pain on my lower left abdomen, just next to the hip bone that radiates out to the hip. Again, not cripplingly painful but it is there, and it is a bit sore. Kind of like a pulled muscle. Sort of feels tender when palpated, but again, I can't tell if it is me being tense as hell from all the stress, that has been extra intense for the past 6 months.   


I admittedly have health anxiety and have already diagnosed myself qwith Crohns/Ulcerative colitis even though i lack many of the strong symptoms that supposedly comes with those horrible conditions. I am just asking to hear wether you also have experienced pain in one persistent spot due to your anxiety?  
I sometimes also get sensations under my left rib and up in my sternum, similar to the one down in my abdomen which makes me think it is some kind of nerve/tension issue, but i guess i will find out through the test results coming back in a couple of days.

Stay strong, fellow anxiety warriors.",8.792507134121486,7.814793403587448,8.428919690175299,70.73934773746436,61.152466367713004,11.965593151243374,38.65837749694253,11.115808304768276,4.2866403587443935,1902,82,338,43,22,609,248,446,0.154,0.7509999999999999,0.095,-0.9748,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,3,3,7,19,21,1,3,22,0,33,24,9,4,2,59,57,31,0,3,17,0,2,3,1,3,13,3,0,0,20,22,1,0,7,0,2,6,6,10,0,4,8,12,38,11,57,44,13,55,1,1,3,2,16,20,1,5,30,232,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202422856320664,0.17832333806222966,0.061847930260377264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411702567359633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948785983194661,0.0,0.0,0.11430928404427605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324875791336101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114834220273644,0.08256309364173514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208432576131806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224395437602712,0.0,0.19174499218060687,0.0,0.06401971537756232,0.07544267276330566,0.0,0.0,0.08518781499784597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828968152366969,0.049093800255909065,0.0,0.1252512785777957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007104693523368,0.0,0.03758312637084437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067935631704649,0.06322446283452997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03883399033144147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188210161144187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658445116897105,0.0,0.0,0.07900856788793917,0.25132356251379634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319938594843678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516095132875574,0.07376035898085108,0.0,0.0,0.1548050513538513,0.04084943825447429,0.06058829839916961,0.0,0.0,0.16151799933635666,0.0,0.0,0.10894062132879834,0.0,0.06563413183394927,0.0,0.062417889935740226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341701867539023,0.0,0.0496153835340689,0.07535824164019951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779868093563242,0.0,0.1092811728108796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079050051579065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462439832638663,0.0,0.0,0.1007349118477858,0.0,0.3954580679284106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191145078860987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756196178435201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811671541138608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678242907356875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148596333225211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205407286965904,0.08320556358550026,0.0,0.07922514174857062,0.0,0.0,0.1702879192560641,0.07770512080054406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545132014250738,0.0,0.0,0.06496708257328007,0.06843243106311422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762721281780095,0.0730281578100707,0.0,0.043342011354047714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419664826854703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689040038396709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786563087487344
anxiety,deepinthoughts2131,2020/01/13,"Question about a “hit and run” Okay so I’ve been super anxious since this took place last night. I went to the gas station to get cigarettes like after midnight and as I was pulling out of the parking lot I SWEAR this guy purposely pulled in front of me causing me to hit his front bumper with the back of my car. I of course get out of the car immediately and this guy already appears to be a drug addict and he’s looking at his car saying I “really messed it up” when in reality there were like three scratches on his bumper of an already crappy car. I asked the man what I could do to help and he said “just give me $100, that’ll cover it” so I immediately go in the gas station to get cash because I only had my card and they asked why and I told them what happened and the attendant got pissed and said the guy was scamming me and he’s a drug addict and the attendant went outside to tell him to leave. The guy I hit claims the cops were on their way, but they told me they weren’t and to not believe him and to go and they’ll have another guy follow me so I get home okay. Well I leave and the guy I hit follows me so I try losing him and he’s still on my tail so I turn back around to go to the gas station and notice there’s a cop on the side of the road just sitting in his car and the guy I hit turns around and I lose him and go back to the gas station rattled. It’s obvious that guy turned around because the cop was right by the gas station and he might be worried about warrants but I’m worried that he got my license plate and can somehow find me? I did try to pay him but it was impossible for me to because the attendants were forcing him to go. This has been worrying me ever since and I live with my mom and there’s no way I’m telling her all of this because it would worry her, but do you think anything will come of this? I just need some peace of mind and don’t want any trouble.",2.559191176470588,3.4822345759803923,3.798803921568632,92.05011764705885,74.56372549019608,6.714509803921567,25.364705882352943,6.88968998030894,0.7522288235294123,1489,48,348,13,30,487,178,408,0.1,0.8490000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9543,1,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,6,3,24,11,1,0,25,2,26,5,1,1,3,58,66,36,0,4,8,1,1,2,0,5,4,3,1,9,16,33,0,0,3,0,2,25,4,5,1,1,21,5,55,6,49,32,3,56,0,2,1,0,47,19,1,6,11,223,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276023333993408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463476253783104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047645931851100325,0.07346822726227188,0.0,0.07915239244888292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765671335884344,0.1871154796348583,0.13100078955445502,0.0,0.0,0.16162470501415718,0.0,0.1708414895400245,0.0,0.0,0.07893815054400427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197504199660247,0.0,0.060353943831876825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594041370561687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250402386717588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337691154926033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403723912143097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464222212994408,0.06721178615525487,0.1990949677973504,0.0,0.1120731843041462,0.0,0.0,0.5549951113665984,0.061957375843932926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046962431435676376,0.0,0.07027991831969282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711152241015705,0.0,0.14837534793268128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845947595805478,0.0,0.06186780764843479,0.0,0.058836125358301884,0.1567674190943532,0.0,0.059565918857008536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432684631423248,0.07074468073933514,0.08205812594166736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195157831272158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575033050501862,0.0,0.0,0.07976834387429711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328683955454425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320198185562382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848773014417708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488480120913186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059834284798290886,0.13329384287849058,0.055717715784975363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591535215678345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595321177302896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247807218026313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448941908593762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389833506029686,0.0778436971083028,0.09513773223489748,0.2286285822538107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132557052222078,0.11122710558188137,0.0,0.0,0.06299596258370264,0.12990008511256834,0.06322187452137785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846136272298603,0.0,0.04977146503263774,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lukemorley05,2020/01/13,so i might sound like a twat in this post but haha i always do so i don't tend to get anxiety much but whenever im alone with my thoughts my anxiety flares up and makes me feel sick any suggestions,1.1419767441860458,2.9151840697674416,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,80.3953488372093,8.020930232558143,22.377906976744185,8.841846274778883,1.4168186046511626,157,5,37,4,4,53,35,43,0.27699999999999997,0.604,0.11900000000000001,-0.7826,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249071202141373,0.0,0.0,0.2610303807227731,0.0,0.0,0.2133323561369136,0.0,0.4799718795878508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862030861877635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389960405344084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33885872453409777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326199676051605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094026816917028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327948605978477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061164718498264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004457705069847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490492956662361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gamergirlsriseup,2020/01/13,"Anxious about job interview So I applied for this job, the first interview was with the general manager and the CFO. It went generally well, but even though I went in prepared, I couldn't keep my voice from trembling quite obviously when answering questions. I haven't been officially diagnosed but I've had pretty severe anxiety for a while now, specially since I started college, so I don't have any medication to calm my anxiety. The next interview I have is with the CEO of the company, who is quite literally a royal prince, and I just don't know how I'm going to react to that? I feel crazy just thinking about it right now and I don't wanna make a fool of myself... 😭 I'd appreciate any advice for preparation or how to curb my anxiety in the interview!",5.368775510204082,6.465840605442178,6.919870748299321,71.6328673469388,68.1156462585034,11.3221768707483,33.747619047619054,11.20814326018867,4.216785578231292,607,28,111,20,10,209,90,147,0.11800000000000001,0.759,0.12300000000000001,0.4021,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,14,5,0,1,10,0,12,2,0,4,1,26,22,13,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,2,1,1,5,2,14,3,17,16,0,13,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,78,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643164731665203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286986488631568,0.0,0.3859081283136552,0.18996422678768346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706710363301017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110630026768404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502285101114603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303025327903854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556482235042324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337304060485297,0.1494614828474133,0.0,0.0,0.09241210186530703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224296032355953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939574320322742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788318696936349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107133233112568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836904997897344,0.3577013206443375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360113820238393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996422678768346,0.0,0.1390973131955922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901905742357236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774519872368613,0.16520877267732756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118910436835187,0.3117577177973421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,venom12181,2020/01/13,"Can’t go anywhere due to anxiety shits... I have really bad anxiety whenever I go anywhere. Even a short car ride or public transportation. Before a job interview or anything like that. 
The extreme anxiety affects my stomach to where I need the bathroom NOW. This is pretty bad especially when there’s no bathroom on site. So many times I’ve been very close to an accident. 
I’ve been on meds for anxiety in the past and they never helped. I’ve been practicing yoga/meditation and cut certain foods from my diet. 
Is there anything else I can do?",3.6117475728155313,6.159024980582522,5.038650485436894,77.28341262135923,75.89320388349516,8.780194174757282,30.688349514563107,9.3871,3.3648299029126205,435,21,75,12,10,145,74,103,0.203,0.726,0.07200000000000001,-0.9052,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,6,0,9,4,2,1,2,9,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,3,0,7,2,8,9,0,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,2,7,45,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5683878085930036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057100720409353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101841677276712,0.0,0.0,0.15805813459770654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551688820302228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268500986834713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460759915524095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113009536115052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450317977772865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843265406688361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090747243936562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831963651411102,0.0,0.0,0.20632450340770592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137730021565532,0.1432605511337706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773177840142503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889728135327281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899512660204475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066797552066264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831133591140844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326181256867766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotThatSerious26,2020/01/13,"When the anxiety gets you to the point of exhaustion. Do you ever feel like you’re just on autopilot? You’ve managed the anxiety to the point where you can just make it through one day at a time. Yet you have this impending sense of doom. It’s almost like you have a ticking time bomb in the back of your head. 24h16m45s until my next panic attack. Life keeps throwing all of these obstacles at you and you know the routine: duck, dodge, jump, climb, repeat. But you know you’re going to slip soon. Then suddenly it happens, you can see it coming, it’s like you know you’re going to trip but you’re not sure you can avoid it this time. Then the sense of dread sets in, the weird breathing, the shaking, the fidgeting, the imagining of the worst possible scenario. You haven’t completely lost it yet, you just know you’re losing control. You thought you had it under control this time, but anxiety wins another battle, and you’re tired of fighting. So you just lay there on the floor and let it beat the crap out of you. Even if it doesn’t start swinging, it’s torture enough to just lay there waiting for it to happen, because you know you’ve given up and it feels like shit. 

We usually get back up and try again because we have to. It’s harder to deal when you’re not trying anyway. But I don’t think anyone realizes just how exhausting and tiring it is. Maybe some of you can understand this feeling.",3.431739130434781,5.261894440433217,3.888905980222884,88.63180819337627,73.90974729241877,7.272264950557213,25.400878982891225,8.04050195162591,1.4143374352534923,1108,37,224,17,23,347,143,277,0.222,0.728,0.049,-0.9943,0,1,0,0,2,0,34.0,2,20,0,7,22,23,6,4,16,0,14,9,4,4,3,48,39,18,0,1,13,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,20,10,0,5,13,0,0,8,5,17,0,1,4,4,24,6,30,34,4,45,1,3,1,0,24,14,2,3,26,146,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267300028909152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798752691556336,0.2582335618826802,0.0,0.0,0.07867693104245696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800828216609395,0.0,0.1730425967223586,0.0,0.13718287208319427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969264243562444,0.11797557528319155,0.0,0.2524025568463183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256639658111398,0.11600366703764275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162637273597088,0.0,0.07431871129523265,0.10178120986299673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706811962264526,0.16076929697069045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757460619630387,0.0,0.12789595582800342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900296556516245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154784675866809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001336651967314,0.0,0.0,0.30919154683297323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150598072687438,0.07947653779607834,0.2198872781669612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258816278079501,0.12282938829384075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510828954877835,0.0,0.11304193903666038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966679968863615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624678464431169,0.0,0.0,0.1320185313255006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273643387412852,0.12684992694014144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966424900830414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550064870331435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964257001974323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604921429810228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209857580289313,0.0,0.08932868700487208,0.26244637098660656,0.2586514628608873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527880304322387,0.0,0.0,0.11713778077393468,0.0,0.0,0.12392540437786165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luchins,2020/01/13,"Testogel buproprion and Buspirone I am very shy  and  when I am  with a girl  I have anxiety and I  can't  get  hard.

I  was trying at  these  3   medications. Viagra doesn't   work  for  me I  have  already tried.   I  don't know  if I am  low testosterone...  maybe  I am  normal  with the testosterone  (I am  29 years old and I  fap once a   day)

Does  anyone   has   experience   how to overcome anxiety  and  delayed  ejacultation?   My libido   goes  away because of anxiety  ... but  when I mastrubate    I  have  a bone",0.5166109422492404,2.9992257978723416,2.971124620060792,85.72000000000003,94.2127659574468,6.515501519756839,23.7355623100304,7.7094869923839395,1.7684796352583585,371,16,73,9,14,127,62,94,0.11,0.875,0.015,-0.5497,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,13,3,1,1,0,13,15,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,15,0,7,14,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441288679151465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077128429137798,0.0,0.0,0.1546866644291769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784951439202426,0.0,0.0,0.1348575790781194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267274648422545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359674071593247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640189968634813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558167949043276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981754290088355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158026098776176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222516849411834,0.0,0.0,0.2228623551803015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167549317058868,0.0,0.0,0.2321399251981795,0.2355989291226116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30039645012986915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825349744029679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610554766695781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246256846564007
anxiety,Creepaface,2020/01/13,"OMFG PLEASE OPEN A WINDOW THIS MORNING I decided to open my window this morning and omfg this relieved my anxiety so much!!

I've been told a lot of my life to trust no one and everyone's out to get you and all that jazz but my gosh just the brisk morning air was enough to calm me from my usual anxiety rush. Nature is beautiful FUCKING BASK IN IT IT WORKS!!!",1.1439189189189207,3.4075708918918965,3.1661486486486474,88.83814189189192,83.32432432432431,6.402702702702705,22.763513513513516,7.645422480735847,1.1687621621621629,282,10,58,5,8,95,54,74,0.061,0.727,0.212,0.9265,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,8,3,8,3,4,7,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,1,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505546934824337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042778463521951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28138944974722896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224316621407296,0.15385429648420487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800081250878727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503574241354658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647759885460385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954811315374035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232519764494827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28138944974722896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32432948786990523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438585394476198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ryebread272,2020/01/13,"Believer turned to hopelessness Hi, I’m a 23 year old female who has recently been diagnosed with anxiety/depression. I’m currently taking 10 mg of Ciprelex as I’ve experienced 2 panic attacks in the last 3 months. 

My anxiety started young, however I never realized I had anxiety until now. When I was in high school, I had an eating disorder in the form of excessive exercise. I was convinced my boyfriend at the time stopped liking me because of someone else who was “prettier, thinner” in my mind. 

Since then, I became a born again Christian and started attending church regularly. The church community was very supportive and helpful, and I found peace in knowing that someone bigger than me was able to understand my problems (Jesus). 

I started school in 2016 to become a practical nurse and graduated in 2018. I started working full time as a nurse in feb 2019 which is where I met my current boyfriend. My parents don’t like my boyfriend because he’s not a born again Christian, however this guy is very sweet, treats me good and still believes in God (just doesn’t make God the centre of his life like I was doing). 

I left home a few months ago because my parents started becoming controlling. They said I was not allowed to hang out with my boyfriend, that he was the devil and taking me down the beaten path. Told the pastor I lost my virginity to this guy etc. 

I’ve been living with my bf and his family ever since and things have been good, they treat me very good and I am thankful. I have my own vehicle and plan to go back to school in September, I’m just worried about my future. I’m worried my parents will never end up accepting my boyfriend, I’m worried that all my friends will be married and have children before I do. I’m worried that I messed up my life. I’m always worrying that people are judging me for my choices and think I’m a hypocrite. I don’t know what to do anymore, but I just feel alone and helpless sometimes.",5.900592046470063,6.7133903136729245,6.415485924932977,76.74814399016981,66.77479892761393,9.648302055406614,36.18509830205541,9.725611199111238,3.6151484361036634,1549,77,279,32,24,504,196,373,0.106,0.804,0.09,-0.6146,8,1,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,2,5,12,23,2,1,16,0,30,6,0,3,4,41,60,19,0,1,6,3,1,3,2,2,4,1,1,3,12,17,1,2,8,1,0,3,7,9,0,0,18,4,48,14,36,39,6,56,7,3,0,1,21,20,0,0,36,178,60,6,0.08096868687024708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177385553946206,0.0,0.0,0.08385914071926016,0.0,0.0,0.06737243374231422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388164766939455,0.0,0.08029918044009783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211357033406634,0.0,0.062259922304450835,0.0,0.14807327997576544,0.17884710652307495,0.06889838890100304,0.18244796620527504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081326723217194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697382113567647,0.08218151279583175,0.0,0.0,0.09279712995136033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285118052309974,0.06763894820511998,0.0,0.07171422378752787,0.0,0.09030148896609426,0.0,0.07324081281894447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633007195267498,0.0,0.04094020091842745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877798593070961,0.06255620662444092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046016370672482564,0.2037380790403028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034345976072056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054271604062458144,0.08554786316780215,0.08121819471405597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899654557958482,0.06600028654593036,0.0,0.0,0.08797271519570382,0.0,0.1143811561300094,0.11867163155535868,0.0,0.07149683392153808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838688642828998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404722721804748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817552921609053,0.0,0.12925686674699852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489608575109402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496301647115559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499930836407,0.2697184343140285,0.0,0.0,0.056133492567384036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747609827481099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799468101492021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701976285633047,0.0,0.0,0.2458339014737263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339562689727832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720901126368024,0.0,0.08008010167863673,0.0,0.2865502665515255,0.0,0.06466169792609598,0.06769344776132613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188230633800623,0.0,0.0,0.12175675169802892,0.0,0.0,0.07454508838396534,0.0,0.0,0.0537919977515809,0.05188146517417218,0.0,0.0,0.0944269848939452,0.0,0.0,0.07736905014136781,0.0,0.0,0.0880706805710932,0.0,0.08429125854603696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042293918447796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894616837394626,0.4111381591516336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214117968176305
anxiety,BlondeGirl12,2020/01/13,Why do our dreams do this to us? Like don't we deserve a break when we sleep? Had the worst nightmare and it was like I couldn't get out of it. I had to force myself awake to make it stop and now I'm scared to go back to sleep. I'm exhausted and feel like I haven't slept in days. I just wish I could get a break from anxiety. Just so I could sleep.,-0.6514999999999986,0.9379688500000009,1.1425000000000018,104.6825,85.5,5.0,15.0,5.985473137389443,-1.136375,268,4,75,2,8,87,48,80,0.16399999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.154,-0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,10,5,4,1,0,15,19,5,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,1,11,3,9,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877358660668014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959153518060756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314202430056358,0.0,0.0,0.1338512349243821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494246175291602,0.14827227168016904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687043833755695,0.0,0.11795426282657573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041922823111716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853984465005822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779166956892545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6230934097489186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351935000930754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496545865965928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872797109385965,0.0,0.23866985902010465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FuckAUsername420,2020/01/13,Sleeping 8 hours Does anyone else feel like absolute shit if you get literally anything less than 8 hours of sleep?  Idk if it's all in my head or not but 8 hours of sleep is the difference between me feeling like myself or just feeling like a complete mess,10.34470588235294,6.78889690196079,9.625588235294119,71.47014705882357,60.37254901960785,12.55294117647059,43.147058823529406,10.125756701596842,4.25095294117647,206,9,40,3,2,66,40,51,0.11900000000000001,0.6729999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,11,5,5,0,2,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,3,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,6,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813252075686118,0.17310741250431605,0.139029986315223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713898993370095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765149267578497,0.0,0.0,0.1478477222033358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113455537259262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562758827634826,0.3620899174601875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826846969583386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338961101307454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499139881727169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476186930659261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342291570844576,0.0,0.0,0.5072106846622403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrettyHateMachine109,2020/01/13,"Stressed and anxious as hell over crappy therapist and awful living situation [rant/vent]. I think I may have posted about this in some other sub, but I forgot. 

I finally reached out for some proper help a month ago. I live in a crappy small European country, so real therapists are hard to find. I've been visiting a psychologist until now, which obviously didn't do anything for me. It's not really their job to ""do"" things.

I contacted some organization that provides psychotherapy as one of their services. Shit hits the fan quickly. 

Not only do they claim that I don't have to pay for the sessions despite being a fully grown human (""because you're unemployed and have no way of paying""), which is bullshit, but the therapist starts pushing to move me to group therapy 3 sessions in. 

All of that with some interrupting, treating me like a child, and not-so-subtly telling me that she can't really help me and that she doesn't have enough time for me to ""get out of my comfort zone"", sprinkled on top.

Today I tried calling them to see if they can change my therapist and actually give me the full, proper and *paid* service instead of some freebie pity party crap. They didn't even pick up. How fun.

Now I'm here feeling sick and anxious, worrying over having to talk to these idiots over the phone when they eventually do pick up, or just throwing it all away and looking for another therapist (which there is like, 2 in the area). Worrying about whether my parents are going to be willing to pay.

I'm skipping today's appointment, because even thinking about seeing her face makes me sick. She's done the opposite of helping me.",7.498011113240082,7.401746446254072,7.6347001341253105,72.490310404292,63.36482084690554,10.61115156160184,36.62559877371144,10.194018383442646,3.7627740563326313,1297,57,228,26,17,421,183,307,0.16399999999999998,0.711,0.125,-0.9389,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,7,1,16,11,4,1,12,1,25,5,3,4,3,39,41,20,0,1,8,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,14,12,0,1,4,0,4,6,8,6,0,1,6,5,31,5,42,30,9,37,1,1,3,0,25,17,3,8,14,163,45,9,0.0,0.0,0.10060419594138367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138599608670096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810232093570213,0.0,0.2329321844337419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483700728704281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685955525960063,0.0,0.0,0.12568944576176794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526979265341044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905904879361716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105500245975671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652294438898316,0.0,0.13618431354552424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212707346985311,0.0,0.0,0.11293367831812184,0.09422541462214072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053861997726325266,0.0988964937411566,0.05859030197824022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235135320534066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730381108245907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230419933186577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073236440956106,0.0,0.1820665571288093,0.0,0.08657241290702228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881558274837167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228809383262073,0.10957186973365092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985869268904484,0.07840710530023584,0.0,0.0,0.114472916809199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987348901871342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734275301064083,0.13208842424149486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643040357933944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582379782689133,0.0,0.1158811961600393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296997309367921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809303449772905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286249481255244,0.0901080940686867,0.0,0.11789618087104113,0.5984963749163548,0.06849061206303762,0.13211605640364202,0.0,0.0,0.060114536185481626,0.0,0.19544080071676784,0.0,0.0,0.06999358802028174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183066825226365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939251442423606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hagpo99,2020/01/13,"Advice For Men Struggling With Acne Hi everyone

Long-term male acne sufferer here. After going through my own struggles with acne, I've become a sort of advocate in trying to give people advice who are also dealing with acne because **I know how horrible it can be for your anxiety.**

I also love writing. I want to get into it for a career but have a pretty empty portfolio.  
I've put together my first ever blog which is all about some advice for men dealing with acne.  
**However, the blog really does appeal to anyone.**  
I had no idea how it all worked or what I was doing when I was making this blog other than writing about something that is important to me - **So I'm sorry if it's the worst blog you've ever seen but I would really appreciate it if you could give it a read and maybe let me know what you think! Thank-you**

 [https://everythingmen.home.blog/2020/01/10/5-pieces-of-advice-for-dealing-with-acne/](https://everythingmen.home.blog/2020/01/10/5-pieces-of-advice-for-dealing-with-acne/)",4.975737373737374,8.50744786666667,4.4575757575757615,73.98858585858588,88.51515151515152,5.595959595959597,18.232323232323235,7.093109894594671,0.9247171717171714,818,20,117,13,27,247,106,165,0.12,0.7959999999999999,0.084,-0.619,1,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,3,0,2,11,5,0,2,6,0,13,1,0,3,4,29,25,12,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,6,0,0,4,5,1,2,1,4,0,1,4,1,14,1,20,17,5,9,0,1,1,1,15,2,0,5,5,88,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998561588077785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181529628501814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434318798660903,0.0,0.0,0.0953718224632114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314623071819853,0.1506395629044309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089017558196602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812382483964784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936176950450605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675745097139845,0.0,0.1303329991992119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601905876574616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126170479555677,0.26168850171903,0.07751745163019108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736342474745898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397539867919974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992024178353952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947498162535435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070688662586587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310344828355432,0.0,0.09104593127172224,0.0,0.1370289308168834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456037560841236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876459353070356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711646929768187,0.0,0.0,0.13643372309892038,0.0,0.1747585810506821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500492976491464,0.0,0.15268506426899953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851831260362735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557585916978625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873975697859043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260448215134244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045037374593379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929850374846964,0.0,0.0,0.09689238196010766,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charcoalandblusher,2020/01/13,"Anxiety related to changes in a professional field Hello, I'm new to this subreddit. As many of you here I suffer from anxiety, social anxiety to be precise. Right now there is a lot going on in my life and it's making me feel more anxious than ever. Could you maybe share your tips and experiences with managing your anxiety in such situation as switching jobs or schools where you had to deal with big amounts of new information and lots of new people? I am currently going through such changes and it all involves memorising new things, managing a lot of  tasks (completely new to me) and a lot of meetings. I have never really been in such stressful period in my life and none of my coping mechanisms really work. I would really appreciate any tips or stories you'd share. Thank you.",6.105714285714285,7.385817292517011,7.160687074829934,69.9063367346939,66.55102040816327,11.594285714285714,34.427891156462586,11.407655852321104,4.481139319727892,630,29,109,21,10,212,91,147,0.105,0.8290000000000001,0.066,-0.6124,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,7,0,1,8,5,0,1,4,0,9,2,0,1,4,23,15,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,16,3,24,9,8,21,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,6,10,80,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878186953805652,0.0,0.3544992675687504,0.13087735328633182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510755682358054,0.0,0.12146636185857378,0.0,0.0,0.09249667711891003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943610669829348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479282036087346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332338152856852,0.0,0.0,0.058577164223839975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316802771553492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149630985617664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365634795222686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939655929469609,0.0,0.0,0.0773306733619315,0.11745356287342333,0.1163867439447706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935054496354009,0.5594425272089593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031569798909663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226491380722843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893513749743173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724623145764873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022008346291236,0.0,0.1180943310766291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327056098682719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665897544197812,0.0,0.0,0.07696549151043633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434006936327955,0.0,0.0,0.08229640837276764,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZoeSpooner,2020/01/13,"What do you search for when you are feeling anxious? Hey All! 

I am doing some research on people who experience anxiety (I am an anxiety coach) 

Just wondering what do you search for on Google in relation to anxiety?

Really keen to hear!

Thank you, 

Zoe",1.7692705167173273,4.563015957446815,3.8498480243161097,79.42000000000002,91.55319148936172,8.643161094224924,25.863221884498486,8.841846274778883,3.1780541033434666,198,9,35,7,7,67,34,47,0.149,0.7240000000000001,0.126,0.3893,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,7,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641484001253464,0.3269286859890796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830792592047567,0.0,0.0,0.14632443923869076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261639189657715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200626807836076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853908470253652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664317226365324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138314537016787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dvan1231,2020/01/13,"How do I say no to people who don’t take no for an answer? My in laws live in the same town as my husband and I. They are very sweet, well meaning people, but they want to spend more time with us than I have energy to give. All 3 of their kids live in town so they want to get together for each persons birthday (plus mine and my sister in law’s husband), Father’s Day, Mother’s Day, holidays, random get togethers. We see them about every other week. Meanwhile, I see my own mother once or twice a year and have gone years without seeing others in my family. Not to mention I could count my entire extended family on one hand and their immediate family is twice that size. It’s exhausting, especially for an introvert. 

I wanted to skip the holidays this and said as much.  Then his mom had a heart to heart with me about why I didn’t like the holidays and wanted to do anything she could to change that. I felt touched that she cared enough to change their own traditions for me so I made suggestions and went anyway. But, I still just wanted to be left alone. When they want to hang out with us they ask in such a way that its damn near impossible to say no without hurting their feelings. If we aren’t free they keep asking for a day until we are free, they’ll rearrange their whole schedule to make time for us. One time I was adamant about not spending time with them so when they dropped by to pick something up they say “we’d invite you to dinner but we don’t think you’d want to come”. Which made me feel really guilty about saying no. 

I have a lot of anxiety revolving around a fear of disappointing other people and bending over backwards and sacrificing myself to make others happy. So when I receive pushback I cave. I already feel like I’m a huge disappointment because we don’t want kids, we eloped, and I didn’t take his last name. I don’t want them to feel like I don’t like them, but I need to spend less time with them.

I feel trapped into saying yes and I feel like the only way out is it say “I don’t want to spend time with you”. How can I say no without hurting their feelings?",3.5075897058823533,4.812939625882354,4.388275735294118,87.25617830882355,72.74117647058823,7.5713235294117665,24.340073529411764,8.07648339933343,1.202801470588235,1651,47,347,24,32,533,202,425,0.09699999999999999,0.73,0.17300000000000001,0.9832,1,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,10,3,20,0,19,18,1,1,13,1,27,5,3,7,1,82,69,31,0,14,12,7,10,5,0,1,1,8,0,3,14,30,1,1,12,3,6,5,19,7,1,4,10,22,71,13,63,53,11,48,0,4,3,0,63,20,1,4,25,239,85,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098899212230521,0.07563796262169625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243455415278922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564043460649301,0.06101704180132059,0.128155308174104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178265607289281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988328603605172,0.0,0.14501700440361448,0.059042989722451665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945065265961827,0.0,0.0,0.1326120416385102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082235938430102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774971428159575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384630572415087,0.0771289702051694,0.2425987796785804,0.14689956859191705,0.0658112090928337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716208847213339,0.06575187216011509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729643890516757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624455462747626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467515700291765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092340876854418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587099726390175,0.0,0.0,0.07447124228129956,0.0,0.0,0.1674311519167445,0.0,0.12104794150031466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058272081517649135,0.0,0.12971247182528964,0.09150482951068953,0.0,0.0,0.07466249091358661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027573310061925,0.0,0.0,0.050386363938521736,0.05082313283333578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729951486150407,0.09289186415415424,0.052129390730869966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255548151884254,0.059848358174299586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390985390892304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519927692765053,0.381552259572353,0.0,0.0,0.1638576487628655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052767092728418896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473784640910642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030703273727165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391903960562611,0.0,0.0,0.2398048595278444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473432871328829,0.0,0.0,0.056554448840695125,0.40427933631227225,0.10881113038814397,0.05498037519702234,0.0,0.0616276209181381,0.06353925612228269,0.061848625799799065,0.07652485833131438,0.0,0.19821654870344213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827778968229409
anxiety,young_gadnuk,2020/01/13,"Shortness of Breath over a couple days Hi friends,

shortness of breath has been a common symptom of mine when i have anxiety/panic attacks which usually passes after about 10-20 minutes, but over the last three days it seems to be staying for a couple hours and then goes away. This is starting to freak me out a little bit, my rational mind is telling me that if it goes away for a couple hours, then it has to be anxiety but my anxiety mind is in full freak-out mode saying something is seriously wrong this time. Has anyone experienced shortness of breath similar to this because of anxiety?",12.5875,8.13187417857143,11.344285714285714,63.60071428571432,57.214285714285715,14.414285714285715,46.75,11.698219412168324,5.370082142857144,476,21,83,9,4,152,69,112,0.158,0.825,0.018000000000000002,-0.9337,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,6,0,11,4,3,0,0,8,13,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,6,1,19,10,2,26,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,2,13,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486325774837426,0.0,0.0,0.10621911829688528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281974126626776,0.2854491980756981,0.0,0.0,0.09260302559493587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584655398355871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042571190857366,0.0,0.19593897628438373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736541536960547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992018218420585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382705830422995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225389190186364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067719205140936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208050591181165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382933073610428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694786540078905,0.0,0.0,0.1075227954917304,0.16191602183360854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789282507641825,0.0,0.0,0.132776178473557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858003787467017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730758321645844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660899163589772,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hotwaterbag,2020/01/13,"Feeling like I'm not fully ""there""? Hi. For the last few days, ive been feeling like im not fully awake, that i cant fully focus on what im looking at etc. Its not tiredness or anything, i sleep more than enough. My blood sugar is normal, and im almost sure there is no underlying medical cause. As ive slowly become a bit of a hypochondriac, i was wondering, did this ever happen to you? I feel like theres something wrong with me like a terminal illness, and whenever i start thinking about it, this state happens again, more strongly.  Im starting to think im going crazy, im really scared. Can anyone help?",2.4265188470066508,4.355528089430893,4.3123725055432365,84.06106430155212,77.04878048780488,6.749150036954916,25.00295639320029,7.686295010490155,1.4425674796747967,477,17,92,7,11,162,87,123,0.109,0.7240000000000001,0.166,0.6183,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,1,4,0,9,5,2,1,2,18,22,4,0,1,4,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,5,10,6,11,19,6,11,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,10,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262158775486655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864103086761864,0.0,0.09255251115688252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242133180460252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278716092008525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553677775470868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253328463470057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621067638168685,0.12543281003573772,0.0,0.10173476723768174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060331463263653,0.24104390724419755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391879854010836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989121607871612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538568722003124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7289157624405403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916773521611402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978694390599904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444574328683528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133008163156081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019586813054352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205060473752195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126012197203648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255035405253423,0.0,0.0,0.08658423116618215,0.0,0.0,0.1592124584503498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600082418826544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441313546449078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196797408109272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296733816486158,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RyanTheSlytherin,2020/01/13,"Can't feel anymore. Help This is my first time ever posting on something like this but recently (the last year or so) I was diagnosed with bipolar depression and anxiety. I was put on medication but I'm still struggling. I would describe the feeling like drowning or gasping for air in my head. Anyways I was wondering if anyone else is numb to the point where it ruins relationships for you or to the point where you can't be happy because you're so consumed with anxiety or a void. Being in a relationship but not being able to feeling anything at all in certain moments just anxiety or that emptiness. I'm pushing my partner away because I don't want to hurt them but I feel like I need to find myself again (5 year relationship). The only feeling I get anymore is panic attacks about dying. What are some coping mechanisms you use to not be numb or help alleviate this? I've struggled with this since in my teens, someone very close to me committed suicide and since then I've sheltered myself and hid my emotions. Am I too far gone now to feel anything?",5.495270935960591,6.720830128078822,6.166477832512318,76.67809113300494,67.91625615763547,8.558620689655173,35.682266009852206,8.841846274778883,3.2471832512315286,848,43,148,14,14,277,120,203,0.23199999999999998,0.659,0.109,-0.9853,0,0,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,3,1,1,13,14,1,3,7,0,16,6,1,1,4,38,30,17,3,4,14,0,6,3,1,1,5,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,9,0,1,4,6,21,5,22,21,2,31,0,3,0,0,10,15,0,9,15,104,28,0,0.1112207306874174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552506636540421,0.0,0.2206021578801282,0.07776812090743722,0.11395878204713047,0.18305036947065456,0.0,0.0,0.12652963750294313,0.1044955376434001,0.0,0.0,0.1355982502270997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579425236773946,0.11288670046974002,0.11542955896473345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291064895688936,0.12510835212225516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006055184137694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374192594676039,0.15891222445208755,0.0,0.0,0.10165373291487363,0.09460429670558064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810824131780304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839653595783932,0.0,0.0,0.1141445568668704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909782269478433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906409252274648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906597399434261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630104931132953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204318515325637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246876253195863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458837748585189,0.0,0.13049356361655054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027908043353194,0.0,0.10651871574894524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180755371279888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981705378489813,0.3582283246853267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400587549589967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423696418653578,0.08562315223644583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882101919664627,0.0,0.0,0.2325441126482069,0.0,0.1216574275169762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485370247725658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605900134250736,0.0,0.09176875079432148,0.0656008685892068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206141380717739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900801600168472,0.0,0.0,0.14324500809560706
anxiety,Dofosz,2020/01/13,"I'm taking Zoloft and I feel like it's too much. Like I've been on it for about 3 months now and after upping my dose from 25 mgs to 50 I started being unintentionally rude much more often and saying tasteless jokes and stuff I shouldn't have said.  Also, concerning my mood swings, the highs are too high (that's when I do most stuff mentioned and hardly pay attention to what I'm saying). After ruining a friendship and hearing from an another person that I don't respect people's limits enough anymore I talked with my doctor and we reduced it to 25 mgs but just today I also went ""high"" and I did some stuff I hardly even noticed. Idk if it's hypomania but I surely don't have bipolar because it doesn't last for days. I'm asking here because I don't really trust my doctor that much. Should I stop taking Zoloft altogether? I'm doing much better than I did before, maybe because I actually have some confidence now I feel too good sometimes.",3.8019326241134728,5.514291781914898,5.115021276595748,80.7136666666667,72.67021276595744,7.14099290780142,24.767375886524825,7.793537801064563,1.4014775886524826,757,23,140,10,15,252,108,188,0.079,0.7929999999999999,0.128,0.8942,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,13,11,1,0,3,0,16,6,0,0,1,26,29,14,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,2,6,4,0,1,12,10,0,2,3,1,1,1,5,2,0,0,5,8,20,8,14,21,9,17,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,5,13,97,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.1149947546738252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884730687494015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356542149509485,0.0,0.0,0.11686552733511528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016440970938632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155023482651489,0.0,0.1002730850716733,0.0,0.0,0.10421982525606073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759969940410946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122828473943425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176012881492315,0.0,0.07783214994191356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916679954428105,0.08418485607326108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883852659845564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111228285514364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281414421335386,0.0,0.0,0.37351300797978493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605525547315873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514125653109927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838602951381355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405869282402796,0.0,0.3465035741257693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416151988541108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169535696497973,0.10289326512157536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549126454801591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209274057467106,0.18742205419321234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116546685289085,0.0,0.08340769563281754,0.0,0.0,0.09851944224587683,0.0,0.0,0.40469551595549946,0.0,0.0,0.1110627216836777,0.0,0.17720189565839498,0.09471525688831547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169845711393282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923877822642084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheWildDern,2020/01/13,"(Possible trigger warning - first post) It scares me to do to the most basic tasks or ask for the most simple things and I can’t talk to anybody about it... For years, I’ve always struggled the most with communication. Specifically speaking my thoughts/opinions or needs. I get so worked up when I don’t know how to do something but whenever I start thinking about asking for help, my heart starts pounding and my legs start shaking and I can’t speak and my mind starts going crazy. It happens all the time for so many reasons and I just want it to stop...(I’m not suicidal, I could never do that). Whenever I’m faced with a decision even when it’s just two choices I can’t choose and then I look at the person who wants me to choose and see them getting upset with my indecisiveness and it makes me more upset. I’m physically shaking even typing this out because I’ve never been able to say this to anybody, the only time&place im fully able to communicate my thoughts is online with a keyboard. Sorry for the really long post I just really need to get this out...",3.2686361336032377,5.4964805144230775,4.223704453441297,84.27919028340081,75.58653846153845,6.878947368421053,25.85121457489879,7.85451343220497,1.5509769230769233,849,31,162,13,19,274,117,208,0.115,0.8370000000000001,0.048,-0.863,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,12,7,0,7,9,0,10,3,3,4,3,44,33,17,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,12,14,0,0,7,0,0,3,7,7,0,2,2,5,20,0,25,30,5,22,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,6,13,108,32,3,0.26002200605120623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081795694816056,0.14086686746021765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430854752671973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925350072590549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380320682434444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174208267087726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058729275742632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377614922384374,0.0,0.07388824912419073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149683006076097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406366456391313,0.08714363481373638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043419326778214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145064718140665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505564646998495,0.10917649843368313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867833540715737,0.13181075103414236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127405108500426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280302276009406,0.2005450009148941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988792263211422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113520593083797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656787139920435,0.2490292050758159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657675532039476,0.1336729644122968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338996786552383,0.13016369463148464,0.0,0.10360193683010016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008882189202893,0.0,0.14553667372957085,0.3680898284179284,0.0,0.0,0.10869502003675542,0.0,0.13591572877749747,0.0,0.14221093567034146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449791950271373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637353343325478,0.08330580112459024,0.0,0.10321421403236693,0.15162092277004008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700185861841098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336771610687575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464955862621184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372282337031714
anxiety,PinePinePineapples,2020/01/13,Barely eating cause of anxiety? I’m a graduate student and I think recently started developing anxiety symptoms. I lost a few pounds over the last couple of months for not eating properly because whenever I sit down to eat I get anxious for some reason and stressed so I stop. I started to get nauseous a lot also. Anyone went through something like this?,3.4289615384615395,6.519488261538463,4.824903846153845,74.94197115384618,81.76923076923076,7.5576923076923075,34.278846153846146,8.472884824447931,3.796269230769232,287,17,43,7,8,95,49,65,0.209,0.752,0.039,-0.8328,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,9,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,9,6,3,10,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,28,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514428539689514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27769171242934004,0.2050416442412133,0.0,0.12690797170542178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063980138859036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644895623141744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082463881352802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571548319485893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896509510314356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479455023126438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886709995746279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981270536058039,0.15430353480556214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487037162282065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186610687201687,0.17920787325046222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972641301549968,0.0,0.0,0.2569311458566779,0.0,0.0,0.1517408735090051,0.20790591927614374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864643671095865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629691062882402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682509284590201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MotorEsp1,2020/01/13,"My (24M) GF(26F) shares the same group of friends with her ex. How I overcome trust issues and anxiety even if she is trustworthy? Hi everyone, hope you are ok.

As the title says, my 3 month GF shares the same group of friends with her ex. Their relationship was a very long one (10 years wtf) and it ended because he is possesive, manipulative, and, in her words, ""Was absorbing her life"" because he was with her 24/7 and didnt let her go out with her friends. She was the one who ended it.

I met her at work and talk to talk, she likes that I'm the opposite of every bad attitude he has. We are now in a relationship (Long distance for the moment but she is only 3 - 4 hours away) and this is the first time I feel bad about it. I don´t know how to react or anything like that. I was just talking with her and she says that I must remain calm, that she loves me and if she is with me, is because who I am.

How I overcome this feelings? Sometimes I feel so bad that I want to end this even though she makes me feel secure about her and her feelings . I think I can't let anxiety destroy something that is really worth for.

Sometimes I feel my brain is going to explode. 

TL;DR: Gf' ex is in her same group of friends. Anxiety and trust issues are killing me.",2.7796875000000014,4.120876343750002,3.8754375,90.07581250000004,74.625,7.151250000000001,25.3,7.734863291789972,1.1227381249999997,968,32,215,13,20,314,126,256,0.083,0.737,0.18100000000000002,0.9708,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,1,2,11,20,2,0,9,1,24,3,1,6,1,44,40,20,1,5,5,3,6,2,6,1,1,2,0,0,14,18,0,1,8,0,1,2,2,5,0,3,7,8,43,15,25,30,3,20,0,0,0,1,52,6,0,4,14,144,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400919359455149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608972245674175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828979706190108,0.0,0.26204896095057306,0.1913180906669888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678560464248347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779751020090968,0.0,0.0,0.13819523025403446,0.0,0.08814315245735796,0.0999646860810243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173807349652161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898597331598776,0.0,0.0,0.3233030027488133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891090921906584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390689284917212,0.10302528978066418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183830064441951,0.0,0.0,0.11574165792614945,0.0,0.057493996145119824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395307159354446,0.07389308997091737,0.10221979265592224,0.0,0.0,0.185163022465694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441966070578638,0.0,0.0698317233122282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350317138811432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178047192169688,0.07956487563375854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670194302365226,0.0,0.0,0.22463599964305545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663890433018039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053819758160807,0.20693500077910876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522581621608673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703345032779055,0.10278429283314612,0.0,0.06100219587324233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631882370881054,0.06170498957306263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616140053954351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736901447359006
anxiety,myquarterlifecrisiss,2020/01/13,"How do I get out of my group presentation? TL;DR: can’t attend seminars let alone do group presentations every week for uni due to anxiety, need advice on how to get out of them

Hey so I really need advice on what’s the best way to get out of my groups presentations. Basically they’re every week as part of a seminar for one of my uni modules, there’s 4 presentations and it’s worth 5% of my module grade (which tbh is really not that much: 5% of 25% of 35% = 0.004% of my degree).

However, my anxiety is really bad right now. Last year and this last term at uni I already struggled so much with my attendance due to anxiety and if I did manage to go I’d be so anxious the whole time. I’m only starting to tackle the idea of actually attending uni, let alone standing up infront of everyone and doing a group presentation every week!!! 

I KNOW that the right thing to do would be to tackle my fears and just do the presentations, but as described above, I really struggle to attend uni in the first place so it’s too much to ask of me right now mentally. I also do not need the stress of worrying about these group presentations every week when I need to focus on actually doing well in my other modules and coursework and just generally functioning, I can’t afford to waste all my energy on this.

So these are my current options:

1. Emailing my tutor explaining the situation, but I still might be made to go to seminars and not presenting whilst everyone else is would be humiliating 
2. Just not showing up and if they ask I’ll say why
3. Getting a part time job on that day so I can not attend
4. Dropping the module altogether 

How do you think I should go about this?",4.799400328587076,5.5631827680722905,6.573767798466598,74.81049835706466,69.21084337349397,10.253231106243156,29.247535596933194,10.33465798735191,3.0027783132530117,1317,47,256,35,22,458,161,332,0.08900000000000001,0.8740000000000001,0.038,-0.9141,4,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,2,2,22,7,0,4,12,0,26,0,0,4,1,44,45,26,0,9,12,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,14,13,0,0,4,1,1,8,7,5,1,2,2,1,28,2,47,33,9,57,3,0,0,0,14,17,0,4,29,175,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.17439920238844064,0.0,0.0,0.17463737079617206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850939321184587,0.09860773833046034,0.07145880904487689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507372023884265,0.10094804395512127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707357861152494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746094131194984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377472216368957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762791173510269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464635804911733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30114870983608394,0.17076900135284742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055153587000007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600707006304967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674150426076028,0.0,0.15235103024912314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087324479183964,0.0,0.0,0.08867309458375283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910830359397439,0.14567586136648208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827472970944455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455181126386167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005090003810319,0.09479372027346186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970631631971503,0.2650285126599256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055065681339535,0.06796007113815981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352997760590954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335910960285562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897768444851446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893132443502115,0.0,0.07106032108597403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044107998191376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324738738162715,0.0,0.07136066398929994,0.0,0.10235821096385618,0.1868308023874284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593648604967201,0.05725639632596944,0.0,0.0,0.1042096412043036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092747544258933,0.28670737618114484,0.0,0.08034272879372123,0.0,0.08063084855244047,0.0997639669890486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074643249217387,0.0,0.12695338408299506,0.0,0.0,0.057543017313412735
anxiety,leo_macross_,2020/01/13,"What can I say to myself to stop 'Spotlight Effect' feelings? I can't help but often feel self conscious that people are watching and making judgements of me, either when I'm dressed down having a lazy day, or dressed up because I felt like putting in an effort.  When I'm strolling through my college campus, or down the street past cars, when I think about that possibility, I feel like I can't walk right, which makes me feel like people are judging the way i walk too. It's so stupid but i can't help it sometimes. How do I deal?",6.065597484276728,5.821967132075473,5.660377358490568,85.94672955974843,66.35849056603774,7.444025157232705,31.817610062893078,5.46131890053228,1.4437723270440252,420,15,86,1,6,129,72,106,0.147,0.763,0.091,-0.7206,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,4,0,19,18,10,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,8,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,7,13,3,9,17,1,17,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,3,9,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221261461842237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292035109390767,0.20654299743707916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051941549206178,0.2862476104432386,0.1923589857047463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685689890492943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936297965228176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674586356092137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912483603960412,0.27778274865947594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258546199784315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139825737221506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109030439336212,0.0,0.1593193766064129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899958178630226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814258600174156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749422782490286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283705622206045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902153267937352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,topiarymoogle,2020/01/13,"Can anxiety medication cause short-term memory loss? I feel so weird. My memory used to be great. It still is, but only my long-term memory. It feels like my short-term memory has gone to shit. 

I never used to be like this. Now, when I meet someone, it takes 3-4 times for me to remember their name. It's so frustrating and I know people get frustrated with me because of it. 

I'm taking fluoxetine for my anxiety, but does it have any impact on memory? Or am I just making things up? I can barely remember my mental to-do list in the mornings, and I'm not sure what to do anymore.",1.2996778711484571,3.4009248991596657,4.0438865546218485,83.73260854341737,81.52100840336134,8.336414565826331,20.00070028011204,9.075114841892004,1.6218061624649858,449,12,94,13,12,159,78,119,0.19,0.7390000000000001,0.071,-0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,3,0,1,0,9,2,1,4,2,20,21,8,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,2,14,4,12,18,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,7,58,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493387282921566,0.0,0.28108603332325105,0.0,0.1821979165893136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199218956851133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887279856711067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077200135370398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857856897468554,0.1312474750653917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959845597750291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025486619999273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009660690145052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950971113393893,0.0,0.0,0.16258378055699393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226325367530177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507556860841493,0.1851435444245531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416938908298394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972507153776045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736624882851216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162311380163661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885828798951389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566283399474606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671664867178658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315111618398193,0.0,0.27626466881081185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205342402997935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071268711784778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173450356503784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,korrrro,2020/01/13,"Constant thoughts about losing loved ones I've been going to therapy since last year for my anxiety and depression. I've been prescribed medication. And I suppose these have helped make me feel better. I'm actually much more productive now and to a certain extent, more sociable. However, while I'm no longer paralyzed by my fears, doubts, and melancholy, unpleasant thoughts still linger.

Not a day goes by when I don't worry about my parents, my partner, my pets, and my siblings. As morbid as it sounds, thoughts of them dying or getting into an accident haunt me every day. At night, almost every week, I'd have recurring dreams of losing them. Just the other night, I dreamt of my partner leaving me. This was followed by a dream where my pets fought and left the house for good. I hate myself for feeling and thinking like this -- especially since I know that I'm in a relatively good place in my life right now and shouldn't really have a reason to worry. But I just can't help it. 

I'm not really sure why I'm posting this. Forgive me if you found this triggering. I just wanted to get this out of my system and maybe find advice from someone who've found a way to overcome this feeling.",5.774342105263159,6.72625476754386,6.071333333333335,78.60700000000001,67.11403508771929,9.062456140350877,31.428070175438595,9.21078282632365,2.7327996491228066,949,37,173,17,15,304,137,228,0.16,0.6990000000000001,0.141,-0.6963,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,3,10,15,2,2,9,0,9,3,0,3,2,40,33,16,1,3,8,1,3,1,2,1,2,1,2,2,11,11,0,0,13,2,0,2,6,7,0,1,9,4,25,8,25,23,4,28,0,3,0,1,11,9,0,4,15,107,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.11488889346814972,0.0,0.0,0.1150457915757591,0.0,0.0,0.11789102164589722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006422229371068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412388317254404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722585180499876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185406633637175,0.0,0.10140190880837242,0.0,0.12218663774314666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838761627686094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248059090197958,0.17858564649252934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760439483878717,0.0,0.0,0.2581728741932684,0.0,0.0,0.12301962678310127,0.0,0.06690948522829754,0.19749507679942116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623541387166525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782579274573416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584626418374265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470211540811077,0.0959668294820368,0.0,0.12466058610846223,0.12791554400877772,0.0,0.08315719128467693,0.057517630229795974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634227129951485,0.0,0.0,0.10625721281158512,0.0,0.07858664423830566,0.0,0.11827704638797434,0.0,0.0,0.11860203052575058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654614796776018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096594486301088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977786440291383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307268212942446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300428729661116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127541667040245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508435384732736,0.12104751897333955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054199860370028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477731227143613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975345923821896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402047269255764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096048020617393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463615148106378,0.0,0.0,0.07543754705039256,0.0,0.2803968159080926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944104818414948,0.09344972979794501,0.09443705231300856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623430431700012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391239655325175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581518143909538
anxiety,chirpy-chirp-chirp,2020/01/13,"Does anyone else get anxious about Mondays? I don’t know what it is about Mondays but ever since I started teaching at the beginning of the school year, I have dreaded Mondays. Like I can’t sleep on Sundays until like 3am because my heart is racing or i’m stressed about not existent things. I do deal with an anxiety in general, but it’s almost debilitating for me now. Any advice? Or just does anyone else experience this too with their job? My heart is still thumping inside my chest as i sit here at work right now ☹️",2.6099999999999994,4.8736692307692335,4.01023076923077,84.83476923076924,77.84615384615384,6.467692307692308,26.746153846153845,7.554174236665415,1.5849376923076919,416,17,80,6,10,137,76,104,0.11699999999999999,0.821,0.062,-0.6946,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,10,4,0,2,3,0,7,4,4,0,1,12,12,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,13,12,0,18,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,14,51,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653915290087999,0.0,0.0,0.16948187377705748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150974655456243,0.0,0.12947765607172285,0.19120708544875792,0.0,0.2366904877280509,0.3468382595451197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317471865985764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449183747752758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962279078917941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827773972179491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530985251002203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556136681546205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884274161317351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011299211138236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795693416921592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301671665585792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537638932067053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454066203470245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129250885614256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000737033298447,0.0,0.16937467566710332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979775070100265,0.0,0.13516522007249807,0.0,0.19387810227258132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124438028605714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321779471057599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899302450393723
anxiety,looniepie,2020/01/13,"Saying random things without thinking during an anxiety attack? Does anyone accidentally say the wrong thing without really thinking during an attack? 

Currently going through one right now and whenever my husband asks me something and I say the wrong word, it makes me feel like I’m going crazy or that I’m sick or something which ends up making me more anxious.",6.827343749999998,9.173873296875,6.733250000000003,69.58675000000002,66.03125,8.245000000000001,33.1125,8.841846274778883,3.31656625,297,13,41,5,5,94,47,64,0.317,0.6509999999999999,0.032,-0.9655,1,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,13,10,4,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,4,5,1,4,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821741634399936,0.1893460171176224,0.0,0.11719335880192674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668811121166526,0.3813499164936632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466723222802031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844834020437184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847461570800829,0.11973709227455945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905076423555236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188336893915474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375536537740653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357353002866967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073720967253631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431338101492568,0.0,0.3998588257552657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580611357124399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226987161196396,0.21478911673910414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231306042617566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664996560569341,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lizten182,2020/01/13,Panic attack? I’m not entirely sure what it was. Last night around 5pm I started feeling anxious while walking home with my cousin. I’m generally pretty good at managing my anxiety but this time I couldn’t make it stop we went to dinner then a store when we finally got home I went to sleep but I’m not sure what exactly that was.,0.6336601307189547,3.110889294117648,2.80078431372549,88.4396405228758,89.88235294117645,6.551633986928103,22.26143790849673,7.793537801064563,1.4062300653594768,264,10,54,6,9,89,50,68,0.207,0.715,0.077,-0.785,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,3,2,1,1,3,16,12,5,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,5,1,7,3,5,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,29,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390724859373436,0.2272836667412635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909878652931358,0.0,0.2288788764917929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172602316439047,0.0,0.0,0.22039015835548806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687458299583283,0.1609073553175666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036132589243476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399398457777792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429366159948386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880005700751865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604920411845545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204679166935932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133196031089634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240095748949935,0.0,0.0,0.16820106107360608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792321029649152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731356267405907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730041094266813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ellarose1977,2020/01/13,Dreams pointing out anxiety Last night I dreamt I could not go to work because I forgot where I parked my car. (It was safe in the garage actually. ) Then in the dream I forgot where my office was. (My real office is in a local landmark. You literally can’t miss it when you go downtown.) Sunday night anxiety I guess. Still feeling effects of it.,1.2728192371475942,3.9197071940298542,3.16407960199005,85.6370978441128,89.0,5.365837479270317,22.369817578772803,6.937597516519254,1.0204573797678278,270,10,50,4,9,90,47,67,0.075,0.768,0.157,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,12,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,1,11,1,6,7,0,18,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,7,34,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2553281243151072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40031596183015017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594965802979819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089025262077206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229575337839855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29739817046748196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882318574033231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132758861926813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910728838643465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733943233914826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297809696184385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895031900072766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048093509211564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mindlesschildhood,2020/01/13,"School Today I have to go back to school and idk if my body is making me feel ten times worse then it already is because i feel like i can’t breathe.
i would love to get through the day as good as possible but i don’t really see that happening considering i can’t even really sleep rn.
i just want someone to tell me i’ll be okay and i’ll get through the day.",2.025864978902952,3.0153245189873417,3.73487341772152,91.73665611814349,75.96202531645571,7.79831223628692,24.55907172995781,8.344100000000001,1.1726691983122368,283,9,69,5,6,95,53,79,0.044000000000000004,0.818,0.138,0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,8,4,3,1,0,10,18,7,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,10,4,8,16,0,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,7,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220235303105695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470642781618404,0.0,0.12264651883147165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348213259420802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595080796798083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288730708121818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034603322244745,0.1437336477142746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023201998880434,0.0,0.11434367510118572,0.16875270239028947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791594965955232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829364552941533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815862157275572,0.0,0.1342991309142064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268169738245445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257781157566082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072398778692031,0.16032625410900597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134015986284493,0.0,0.17047175141814347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585317508695408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731834044828793,0.0,0.19070920155841886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866994081873615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503475022679926,0.142923055513754,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ntyler274,2020/01/13,"Appetite problems Anxiety takes away all my appetite, then I get nausea from not eating anything. Does anyone have any tips for preventing this?",7.727499999999999,10.642856750000004,6.298333333333333,71.28,64.83333333333334,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.94265,118,6,15,2,2,35,23,24,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634443840911604,0.0,0.29635892672077085,0.0,0.0,0.2708781616700129,0.0,0.31879610177443324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639738084099304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33901519192979984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964055596499911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239981887666628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37068821351991904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912755919305542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kalalatuganged,2020/01/13,"I think I was just taken advantaged off. I payed more than the amount of an hour rate in an internet cafe in my country, forgot to get my change and the guy didn't give me the change because he said he isn't the person I gave the money to. Pardon my English.

So the guy isn't the guy that I gave my money with. It's different and he said he couldn't give me my money because blah blah blah I actually never understood what he said. I just felt like he's talking hogwash and I didn't receive my money. Told me to return this Saturday when the guy that was in charge at the time is on Saturday. I felt decieved and depressed this day. I feel like I'm doomed to be manipulated and taken advantaged off and being lied to and used for the rest of my life. 😢😢",2.1802836538461534,3.5874272687500017,4.107500000000004,87.53519230769234,76.3125,7.1730769230769225,23.55769230769231,7.882392219407189,1.073533653846154,593,18,130,9,13,202,81,160,0.107,0.816,0.077,-0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,12,0,10,1,0,2,1,20,29,9,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,0,5,6,8,0,1,5,0,5,1,6,2,0,0,16,6,20,4,17,10,3,16,1,2,0,0,21,7,0,0,10,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.14050421211166214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553836976936946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046245851082093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285552024425643,0.0,0.1240102056313106,0.0,0.0,0.1504289923182008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280087394998673,0.10285970788717684,0.276487744976125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522387592766824,0.2762384571276367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702533813160076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179180350952933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169769496571407,0.14068321269379805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104664842423276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257182311359282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108753197279343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572608317477942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225689961832784,0.0,0.0,0.0839561955062024,0.0,0.0,0.13757955116523818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243529357428794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Municuhh98,2020/01/13,My husband isn’t supportive when I have anxiety/panic attacks. I’ve tried informing him about differences about anxiety and panic attacks. I’ve given him advice on what to do when I say that I’m feeling anxious or I just straight up have a panic attack. However all he does is say” just breath” “OH”” it’s all in your head” I’m sadly getting used to him just saying those things. But what lead me to writing this out was that I woke up with a panic attack & I was freaking out because I felt like I couldn’t breath and all he said was “seriously it’s night just go to bed” LIKE THANKS! I understand he can’t cure my anxiety but he’s just not supportive at all it feels like :( idk what to do.,1.6278421578421565,3.7117615594405606,3.494270729270731,88.20316433566435,80.25874125874124,6.882917082917084,24.200299700299702,7.957251820313856,1.393108291708292,545,20,114,10,14,183,80,143,0.20199999999999999,0.685,0.113,-0.8405,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,9,16,4,3,2,0,11,3,3,2,4,27,26,7,0,1,9,1,3,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,7,7,15,6,15,18,4,13,0,1,0,0,15,8,0,1,6,71,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225974680935994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593520130334796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195218647797246,0.14173340495768072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709126916717561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764788822908517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310783643684336,0.0,0.0,0.10979036140437896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687207877815687,0.08962821635304341,0.1204606931844816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554735537412572,0.0,0.07130146499129986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287575335838392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387936856273485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773514269435922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415987024093357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934061388771827,0.29931103774666723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847396677720564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550615426655307,0.0,0.0,0.08334964684187915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517869335606178,0.0,0.0,0.13060765402532815,0.0,0.1083566350501796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,restoringhealth,2020/01/13,"Fear of Starting Zoloft I’ve been prescribed Zoloft.

Okay, more like I’ve been given a Zoloft prescription multiple times. And while the skeptic in me can’t help but notice how it’s handed out like candy. The anxiety ridden side of me needs help.

The thing is, I cannot seem to convince myself to take the darn thing. I have read about people having increased symptoms while adjusting to it. And if I had even worse anxiety or OCD thoughts than I do now, I’m not sure I could handle it. I’m hardly functioning or sleeping as it is.

Any thoughts here?",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,4.058518518518522,87.33833333333334,73.44444444444444,7.022222222222222,25.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.4341777777777769,438,15,85,6,9,137,75,108,0.14400000000000002,0.723,0.133,-0.0688,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,5,1,11,6,2,1,1,16,20,10,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,2,8,5,10,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,7,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318916310564742,0.0,0.32215821827009256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681163681995651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907400401663694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694043002540405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862190706461895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822701117776775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205739602275376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612881796212186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397258686718355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597695696659366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061866133103066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168744564694065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071374547729999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490366411067137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984518918346954,0.2188542085110604,0.1583161788987157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797756484331853,0.0,0.0,0.33432490845985385,0.12278020910423285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458034106420876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gye-normus69,2020/01/13,"I can’t fucking SEE!!! Anxiety gives me really crazy brain fog sometimes. It makes me feel like I’m going insane. At times it also makes me feel like I can’t see/focus. It’s a crazy feeling, I can clearly still see (not blind at all)but you get the jist of it. Temporary illusion of insanity.",0.4588559322033881,2.909497491525425,3.08625,86.0714088983051,91.03389830508476,6.339830508474578,22.62923728813559,7.645422480735847,1.4823372881355934,228,9,45,5,8,79,41,59,0.261,0.601,0.138,-0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,3,3,1,2,1,7,15,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,4,15,0,5,0,0,3,1,2,2,1,0,4,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788067007217121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710475158614646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496029800060732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391649916372391,0.3194688018839785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670750061997764,0.11681776085753967,0.2144901311348333,0.12707267041675058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184718308444641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984992249866914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323896816354606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534522400898447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211385256776551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856111877297232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037848220667206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sssshaz22,2020/01/13,"I can’t overcome this crippling anxiety that makes me afraid of living my own life Hi, 
I don’t know why I’m posting this, to be honest. This isn’t something that I would normally do, but I think I just really need validation from anyone outside of my own life. I’ll try to keep it short. I’m 18 years old and a senior in high school. For as long as I’ve known I have always had anxiety, I’m worried all the time. I get panic attacks a lot. Right now, I live with my mom, my younger brother and my older brother stays with us on the weekends. We have had a lot of bad things happen to us, a lot of medical issues, emergencies, and other stuff. I’m usually the strong person in the family and I hold it together when something bad happens. But I realized this has made me have terrible anxiety and I’m constantly on edge, worried that something bad is going to happen. I can’t sleep most nights and when my family members aren’t home I’m always worried that something bad is happening to them and I can’t help them. It helps when I’m with my mom and I know she’s okay. But, I’m starting to plan for college now. I’ve applied and gotten into a couple schools and it’s really just come down to where I wanna go and where I wanna live. I want to stay in the same city that I’m living in now, because it’ll be easiest for me and my family. But I don’t want to live in this house while I’m in college. I feel like my teen years were taken away from me and I didn’t get to experience it and I really want to experience college, I want to live on or near campus, on my own with other college students. For the most part my family is okay with that. But I’m so unbelievably terrified of not being here with them. What if something happens and I’m not there to help? What if they need me and I’m not available? What if I just can’t handle living away from home? I don’t know if I’m ready. But also, I recently moved here and I haven’t made any friends in my high school so I really want to make friends in college and I really wanna be social and overcome my social anxiety. But honestly, I’m so terrified. And I’m even more terrified that I’ll never get over this irrational fear that something bad is going to happen every second of every day. So what do I do? Do I stay with my family so I can be at ease and believe that they’re safe? Or should I risk it and live on my own, still relatively close where I can see them whenever I want to? Should I see a therapist? Am I being irrational? 
Thank you if you read all this and if you reply. I really appreciate it.",1.3625581310591135,3.2635650910780685,3.7456789853487886,86.99689007945187,80.24535315985129,7.193585538304541,22.63080399446024,8.188393138257906,1.2930525840075813,2001,65,428,40,51,694,201,538,0.152,0.73,0.11800000000000001,-0.9817,1,0,6,0,0,0,50.0,3,3,5,2,23,21,1,4,12,2,39,4,1,4,3,93,92,50,0,21,21,4,1,1,2,4,3,0,2,1,32,34,0,3,7,2,0,5,15,11,0,1,8,3,68,10,61,74,14,60,0,0,2,0,25,28,0,13,24,292,100,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517935528193128,0.09401740607986762,0.0,0.0,0.038418812977560265,0.0,0.17287532196512398,0.0,0.0,0.03950290103471882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427167957660665,0.10615858616437797,0.0,0.2358565184444441,0.034439074756465515,0.0,0.0,0.06365097553390721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866578930141136,0.0,0.0610514628698798,0.0,0.0,0.06251109150809181,0.0,0.036434862730512316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731468244152975,0.0,0.09519963134170864,0.0,0.0,0.1105266941863483,0.2662942012132235,0.06357303772529473,0.028565774463938407,0.04036032890141171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729642012816714,0.0,0.08854955266866471,0.0,0.09632292246671396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29975220246303125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360303808962532,0.11938099522239305,0.11333899592689507,0.0,0.0,0.06518811260574155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896652526365893,0.0,0.05021571212079564,0.0,0.0,0.09314519196527987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980875119407882,0.027600801382096904,0.0,0.3990918240499473,0.04999665596649274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440911201121419,0.0,0.10691463717011593,0.07542224358830919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691317731582849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323334719822129,0.0,0.06004567511762773,0.0,0.08378125449715318,0.043572739470711705,0.0,0.0,0.053017110858054314,0.05535350217526469,0.0,0.0,0.059282424410342614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628518561414029,0.0,0.061179018604064224,0.0,0.0,0.049329608860208735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410698159447906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651069385251426,0.0,0.21715442005554367,0.0,0.055782397169562535,0.0,0.0,0.048246767520373886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715290992118135,0.09003904722760553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653620569959419,0.11517990232895965,0.0,0.2609575391260495,0.0,0.0,0.0399877387177548,0.18064975558969507,0.045117303725316464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467372276820695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201337888921387,0.0,0.06559552004481056,0.037533036997009536,0.03619997459164896,0.0,0.0,0.03294292520894845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835667180636035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591403318510173,0.0,0.06222170743015426,0.0,0.19993472307930255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050978316069423366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212147958792418,0.0,0.040132715059154216,0.0,0.0,0.07276237759754219
anxiety,xcsowo,2020/01/13,"Scared of appearing ""too smart"" at work I now work as an intern. I happen to know a lot of academic stuff about certain topics more than most of my coworkers. I am scared of appearing too smart by asking too tough questions. Am I worrying too much? Don't want to appear as a know-it-all and others disliking me because of this. I hence avoid asking ""super smart questions"" (or whatever you call it).",4.071341991341991,5.718544467532468,5.199415584415586,80.64293290043291,71.85714285714286,8.769696969696971,27.119047619047624,9.2995712137729,2.4195645021645023,312,11,58,7,6,103,53,77,0.182,0.6509999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.1724,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,6,9,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,5,13,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,8,1,42,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986077761476569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995865607167725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769084421156276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852322863923368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432731672664145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124652935709348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671919301551834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776432214500937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268807981652389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440515650766864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574499604102113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104097440283609,0.2165048115306468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Always_Searching_,2020/01/13,"Dad is dying..am I a bad son, for not going to see him? Dad is likely dying.. He is in the hospital in Southern California. HE has family around him. My anxiety is preventing me from traveling from Seattle to So. Cal... I never had the best relationship with my dad. We were never really that close. 

I don't want to fly. and I don't want to be around other family members because they judge me, and are nasty people. 

am I in the wrong?",0.059734848484851,2.4144576250000007,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,92.0681818181818,7.024242424242424,18.696969696969692,8.07648339933343,1.3143151515151517,333,10,67,9,12,120,58,88,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.9448,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,2,13,16,3,1,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,1,13,2,13,13,1,10,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,3,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660323335996125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110193000124869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275405323480602,0.14072689813168884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422677921225348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23959075811981825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352585798799062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312000607214822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127839581033495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560987925590123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004559954906875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789144872068755,0.0,0.0,0.2478515805400488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396132760063127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723281970332861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524034024804986,0.0,0.0
anxiety,corgocorgi,2020/01/13,"Problems with attention and memory in the workplace related to anxiety, stress and inattention issues.. vent and ways to cope? So I've had anxiety and depression for over a decade now but I started developing issues with inattention, memory and concentration a couple years ago. I know all of these interact and it's mostly affected my school work the past two years but today I realized it has started to affect my performance at work. My manager has mentioned issues with not being observant enough and I got into quite a bit of shit for forgetting an important part of an order for a regular customer. On top of that, they told me a bunch of things I've been doing wrong and how customers and my coworkers have complained about me and issues related to this. It just felt like one thing after another was wrong and it felt overwhelming in the moment. I try my best to take criticism constructively and not take things too personally, especially at work but today it really made me feel low, embarassed and ashamed. I felt belittled and misunderstood.

A part of me feels like some of the things  mentioned were unfair too. There was an issue with a certain aspect of pricing that I was never trained on and it just never came up and today it was mentioned and my manager was really upset with me for not knowing it and was being a bit condescending about it.. even though I'm certain they never trained me on it even despite my issues with memory. But because I made a few other mistakes they layed it into me and made it seem like I don't know anything. Some other issues have come up like getting irritated that I didn't know where something that I haven't used in almost a year was after things had been moved around a lot in the store by my coworkers. I didn't remember we had this one tool since I barely used it when it was around when I first started and after it was moved out of my sight.. it was out of mind basically. They got mad that I forgot about it and how I should have looked for it when they mentioned me to use it a couple weeks earlier (I thought they meant another took that's similar but couldn't use it). There was also a tool that they took out of the store and didn't return it and got mad that I wasn't using it but I had to tell them they hadn't brought it back.... made it seem like I was being unobservant but they didn't even realize they didn't return it themselves and they're at work more often than I am.

I don't know if I'm just being defensive and feeling embarassed by the change in my cognitive/psychological issues or im in the right to think it's kind of normal or expected for me to forget things I haven't done in months or seen in months. It's a part time job that pays minimum wage. I'm a full time student and have another part time job I started recently and still training for. My attention and memory is stretched between so many things that I feel like my brain is always in hyper drive. I also don't know if I'm being ignorant or entitled too but sometimes I feel like my manager expects too much from me when I'm only there a couple times a week and don't remember things that happened weeks ago or duties I haven't done regularly in months. On top of being paid min. wage and having no benefits..  no regular training to improve on certain things.... just feel like I'm given more than compensated for at times. Don't get me wrong, I still try my hardest to be on top of everything but I do make mistakes here and there still.

I was just upset too because I wasn't told about the customers and coworkers complaining earlier either and what their complaints were specifically.

Has anyone dealt with this before and how did you get better at managing attention and memory issues related to anxiety and depression when it affects your work? I just feel really depressed right now and feel ashamed that I'm not a better worker and that I have these issues. I've discussed ADHD with a couple people but they think my issues are just related to anxiety but idk.. sometimes I wonder if it might be worse than just being a symptom of anxiety and just another illness itself.",6.489890827954419,6.679878008739076,7.0845607883762325,74.6244489600765,65.41697877652933,10.6622147847106,32.39835843493505,10.441187326053331,3.352342608972826,3299,123,606,77,47,1088,285,801,0.14800000000000002,0.774,0.078,-0.9961,4,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,1,2,13,15,49,39,4,6,32,0,67,4,2,16,7,166,133,71,0,11,33,0,11,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,60,57,0,4,31,0,7,8,26,23,0,4,54,14,77,16,89,67,20,97,0,5,3,0,28,40,1,18,55,457,137,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215928889746548,0.0,0.07694432407710305,0.0,0.04345959976482491,0.0,0.0,0.06941515672434695,0.03611291560672534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820379570557448,0.1660073430261559,0.0,0.0,0.030346825992535024,0.0,0.03571513394805426,0.07727176975120177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03337251150020097,0.0,0.05291341048900782,0.0,0.03693085681508584,0.0,0.04554642823452765,0.07676890445873298,0.0947647955640808,0.0,0.0,0.04844961040624391,0.0,0.04963891631361362,0.0,0.0,0.045912257639318166,0.037385918528396386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192088496481028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214305323702753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882810785215532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044844594936279986,0.0,0.08599739350974976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039005811637815614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555785814054398,0.12402206886994435,0.1250146298298481,0.0,0.0,0.03691667095425283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802532968885057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413467633410332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038379155668549776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688027687742192,0.498290383277608,0.08613713046768627,0.0,0.0,0.04519522101629592,0.14311156186363566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696273832771638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364457142237359,0.0,0.0,0.03689778079226377,0.0,0.1642674236712357,0.02897034954634568,0.0440015665708898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046041356112819294,0.04382240335123349,0.0,0.1039262364695992,0.09225629544510787,0.031904558119478045,0.0,0.10042004319431597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042523537628636435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588189670195087,0.03300823965657276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879952087913601,0.04143094380346822,0.03008862775464065,0.037895876433097116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152867342209955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046162058905002086,0.0,0.0,0.08341092965733812,0.0,0.04285302233533144,0.0,0.0983292189795678,0.07412803719687615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043923894111491744,0.0,0.07902085804718627,0.0,0.0,0.044550264502982814,0.03590156364922606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033412031453665544,0.0858489382989968,0.0,0.12287714744151305,0.0,0.10397972778261373,0.0,0.049715432925965065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511001564399486,0.06526395224844515,0.0,0.03793418405930191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595018749500715,0.05561891917261715,0.04264103404603755,0.03445536175293375,0.12653668373905164,0.0,0.12341655958402302,0.0829425871422214,0.09643969998537454,0.058932544925617364,0.0,0.04239624380242882,0.0,0.0,0.1874216430037838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03444950937271872,0.10444043420424502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04706628137074705,0.15798137944445162,0.0,0.0442290902612961,0.0,0.1423557794023332,0.0,0.08384601461858655
anxiety,throwaway982370lkj,2020/01/13,I've fucked up badly and feel super anxious I've fucked up something big and important I had to do today and I'm waiting on someone to explain and see how it can be solved. Now I'm also worried they will tell me how I should have emailed/called but even emailing/calling about it (or in general) gives me anxiety. Kind of dying inside.,3.8636764705882345,5.110722720588235,4.984588235294119,83.54864705882355,71.79411764705883,7.2047058823529415,31.24705882352941,7.554174236665415,2.0889200000000003,267,12,51,3,5,88,52,68,0.183,0.7390000000000001,0.078,-0.7351,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,0,13,16,9,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,2,8,12,0,7,0,0,1,2,4,5,2,1,2,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627636722674592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732515645470872,0.29140138303496066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153710494887266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26770338759728457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036845900580472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304233791445081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769270070339346,0.0,0.24744176184617275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26860721626755385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554662029557336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185536770293582,0.19857658745328546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545294286482495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24449914368328235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261952930415019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chakraattack,2020/01/13,"I'm about to have a breakdown I can feel it coming just like last time, a total shutdown. The feeling in my stomach won't go away, I don't have any confidence in myself or anything else, I can feel the walls crumbling down. I just want it to stop. I need it to stop.",2.717105263157894,3.372883473684212,4.044692982456141,91.44493421052631,73.91228070175438,6.401754385964912,26.530701754385966,5.985473137389443,0.7435649122807018,206,7,47,1,4,68,39,57,0.133,0.768,0.099,-0.4218,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,1,12,14,1,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,8,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482496469646927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478602856408785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28298543054995023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945540226371666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516122754204637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568842678341683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711777613156085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455165657789918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715012595480942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233344963654713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036300201070921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563097269200922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776543808551799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,statutory2019,2020/01/13,"How to help a friend with his chronic anxiety My friend is having extreme anxiety. He pass out  as well. He dont want to hang out and do things together anymore. May I know how to help him to be at peace? And enjoy life as how we did before? 

Thanks!!",-0.3249450549450543,1.9265119999999991,1.8302197802197813,95.17192307692308,92.46153846153848,5.279120879120879,18.96703296703297,6.868970318607317,0.27590329670329705,192,6,43,3,7,64,39,52,0.069,0.5670000000000001,0.364,0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,0,12,10,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,10,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,0,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267635597855724,0.0,0.2766250266862279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735010200503684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269055576857943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310034606090203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37392371478265096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532934188182654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701751744819496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25680258441647075,0.0,0.0,0.18530964739592867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452098382455327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507928531966109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mirrorsouth,2020/01/13,"Doctor is refusing to refer me for a sleep study. What now? I sleep for 3-4 hours most nights, wake up at 3AM and can't go back to sleep until 6. This is problematic as you can see because my alarm is set for 645. I believe this is caused by anxiety. I've already gotten all sorts of funky sleeping pills, alprozolam, lexapro, other anxiety stuff I can't remember off the top of my head and none of it's done any help for me for stopping this sleeping problem.

Now I've spoken to my doctor about doing a sleep study and she's refusing to refer me saying that simple anxiety/insomnia is not enough for the sleep clinic to accept me? I'm on a shitty insurance so that may be why but I really want to get this done. I've been suffering like this for years and I'm tired. What are my options here? Is it even possible to directly pay out of pocket? Gonna be really expensive though... :(",2.3285000000000022,4.206641905555556,4.334166666666668,84.02625000000003,77.16666666666667,8.055555555555555,24.027777777777786,8.841846274778883,1.8217777777777784,693,23,141,16,16,237,112,180,0.171,0.774,0.055,-0.9539,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,5,0,17,14,9,1,1,22,25,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,13,5,0,3,4,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,4,2,14,2,27,17,4,16,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,4,9,93,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213457564502261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477790307122215,0.0,0.1682411957504379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845539591448135,0.0,0.06703178975117546,0.0,0.0,0.12388947263007034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296122260320088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510144963425605,0.0,0.2250585246542502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362009862773123,0.0,0.07262883703293795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574505852148097,0.0,0.062493915536986376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285269425419195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370518341126378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829037974749668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372185891438136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319184976317257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396558700778501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521874435040232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088889371192032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456546406897978,0.0,0.0,0.08744616357466775,0.0,0.0,0.08762544472864976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7702896074904138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193312173429356,0.0,0.0,0.12588013521502572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803706669183552,0.0,0.0,0.12638509614239926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485841260343017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992235647676053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081189653619276
anxiety,MitchKramer1989,2020/01/13,"Took a 5 hour flight from Ohio to Vegas - first flight in 15 years. Holy fuck, I thought I was going to lose my mind and have to have them take the plane down.

I'm hoping I feel better tomorrow.. but that was brutal. Any tips on how to relax and enjoy myself? I just had to get it off my chest.

Night y'all.",-0.08798701298701063,1.8188069545454584,1.6750216450216475,99.8468181818182,85.51515151515152,4.377489177489178,12.458874458874455,5.288315135182226,-1.4364216450216447,233,2,57,1,7,76,53,66,0.134,0.701,0.165,0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,3,2,7,2,0,2,0,5,2,1,1,0,9,14,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,5,1,9,4,10,9,0,11,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,1,5,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943114065802114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593702104834989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828425304161447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494521651250528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27111996889392714,0.15321953772824734,0.0,0.16666999672158006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912796076366109,0.28880823168796266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280899752963788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961153623655557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752105563227625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204997603002609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282068418593715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258296501758484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885388220795812
anxiety,cmartin2273,2020/01/13,"Recently acknowledged my anxiety, does anyone else struggle to talk about your feelings? I’ve had anxiety for years but only recently acknowledged it to others. I told my girlfriend of three years after we got into a big argument. I’ve been engaging in a lot of self destructive behavior and I hurt her in the process. I feel so terrible about everything. I never felt like I could tell anyone because I didn’t want to be a burden. And on top of that I have a really good life so I always felt like I had no right or reason to feel the way I do. I’m just now starting to deal with my feelings, and for the first time in my life I’m talking about them with people (I’ve never told anyone). Is this normal or at least unheard of? It’s so hard for me to even talk about it, and hard to come up with the right words because I don’t even quite understand my own feelings.",4.119745762711865,4.882195282485878,5.429166666666667,82.40951271186442,70.75141242937853,9.063841807909602,28.309322033898304,9.2995712137729,2.3123864406779657,683,24,139,14,12,229,101,177,0.213,0.728,0.059000000000000004,-0.9819,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,3,11,9,1,1,8,0,10,2,0,1,2,32,26,10,0,3,4,0,9,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,11,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,9,9,21,4,29,15,3,24,0,1,0,0,13,11,0,3,13,96,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135974843054447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863761177302523,0.0,0.0,0.2555274142165377,0.12481375214756947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851445488852075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493274312576917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972592789971156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558580465290856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660103277905424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176071121907036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609151744444484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947937015093594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079663473090093,0.0,0.23392279865897864,0.0,0.0,0.1036156848027913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021725518393904,0.09742649703748656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182444324801116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040536119158672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208292125642818,0.11902520612807385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035626649334494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187902308533344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935273029056374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926457144629514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445110810334883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295651320043408,0.0,0.0,0.07803773898602216,0.12524599709281847,0.24055501974417104,0.0,0.0,0.20805850415816732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707949907016378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622120744949778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273473738401569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937305874778329,0.1064715847106168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710312430638367,0.0,0.0,0.232798698905065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681359847854615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718495793450322,0.0966909911567532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568895930234442
anxiety,shru4i97,2020/01/13,"I have only a part time job rn because that’s all i can handle and people make fun of me I’m a 22 year old girl who just started working in the healthcare field and landed a decent job. I’m only working part time right now and my parents don’t know because I didn’t want them being disappointed. My boyfriend knows however and today he sort of made fun of me and called me lazy for only having a part time job in a joking way. I know he wasn’t serious but apparently his parents were saying too that I’m only doing a part time job and seeing that as lazy. My anxiety is always so high that it’s all I can handle. Why is working full time an expectation of our society? I really hate that Im supposed to slave my life away working. It’s not that I don’t have motivation, I enjoy what I do. But I also want the time for the luxuries and comforts that life has to offer. I’m someone who wants to travel the world and have money. But that comes with having to study and work forever. It’s awful. I hate life. I’m just crying in bed everything sucks",1.4705952380952392,3.4243968863636383,3.835714285714285,86.22166666666668,80.13636363636364,6.372294372294372,21.83982683982684,7.447530270364453,0.8791190476190476,825,25,170,12,21,286,115,220,0.146,0.765,0.08900000000000001,-0.9406,8,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,6,6,10,3,0,11,1,18,3,0,3,2,30,37,15,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,14,11,0,0,4,2,1,2,5,5,0,0,4,2,21,5,16,32,7,23,0,1,1,0,13,9,1,1,11,106,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691235633535501,0.08002659835467492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357480137553253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036103941923164,0.0,0.0,0.11725667057442687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820701590167903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284758613163318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564542963237153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643728618954973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899088732598269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161581088216794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388718344654292,0.0,0.3817615624520788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585683582834078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379703535655305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100458185136852,0.06419859732699587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009211158994899,0.0,0.0,0.2925864160244614,0.0,0.0,0.2135853653365846,0.4165993471805876,0.0,0.06667671352228143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061613163914082975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821342525230786,0.0,0.07648345682946991,0.0,0.0,0.07664026236375973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149008299921508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807426069081254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364879361277089,0.0,0.0911641285692543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018227207234846,0.07634047275797236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678438163715732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500883877114637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193454818763176
anxiety,pang84,2020/01/13,Curious I just wanted to know does anxiety have the ability to make you pass out(faint)?,3.470625000000002,6.592624812500002,5.967500000000001,66.5275,82.125,13.2,33.0,11.20814326018867,6.294475,71,4,11,4,2,25,15,16,0.09300000000000001,0.6559999999999999,0.251,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890857732624973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594820750884409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35135910065261305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42675780333785795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37709345489651497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PeachyB246,2020/01/13,How do you get a therapist? Help! I feel that my anxiety is getting to the point where I cant even be happy. I dont know who I am supposed to go to. I have insurance I just dont know where to call or where to look. I feel it is way over due. Im honestly afraid to speak to one. Please help me.,-1.8032352941176484,-0.0856763235294089,1.4338235294117645,99.92220588235297,91.64705882352942,5.752941176470588,17.323529411764707,7.1686216300943375,-0.1045352941176465,222,6,61,4,8,79,45,68,0.07200000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.7426,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,7,17,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,10,2,8,16,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,1,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878613699433098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252942927454185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171681131489898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572817058866508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312064751461355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054668158339264,0.0,0.12539267261015624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487140427089326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957756720393133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23832502499958635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24251183959557754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527889193595784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950884166093206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24219236052778065,0.2085725841159866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561757064372989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751307954930358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dr_wonderwoman,2020/01/13,"Seeking Advise.. please be kind. I have severe anxiety. I was diagnosed with ptsd, anxiety and depression. I am now being tested for adhd. I am such a broken soul, if you only knew. I hurt my hands by cracking my fingers, pulling the skin, rubbing and bending my fingers, I bite my lips, until they bleed. My hands hurt, my lips hurt, people notice and I can’t stop. My anxiety is a huge issue and I don’t know who to turn to for help. 

Can anyone help me? Please 

Please no insults or malice. If you don’t have any kind or neutral advice, I’d rather you don’t comment.",1.80681818181818,3.8837118508771935,3.667607655502394,87.22643540669857,79.6140350877193,5.899840510366826,23.52153110047847,6.980632752743323,0.9462210526315786,437,15,86,5,11,147,72,114,0.24100000000000002,0.597,0.162,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,13,9,7,0,0,13,16,9,0,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,6,20,2,7,12,0,6,1,4,0,0,10,2,0,4,3,56,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728447925434948,0.1441500448527656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003153240088773,0.0,0.3385459347650765,0.0,0.0,0.1031459852469414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705453630833072,0.14972471760101586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977525191631136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737538847856051,0.0,0.0,0.15396743493758075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072285451747634,0.08107043908691054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794691488895416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121918780396299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226839390861857,0.0,0.0,0.4857818334369003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724372535450367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665007034392035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332922581607357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604540647748336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PennywiseBaby,2020/01/13,Untreated horrible anxiety So I have horrible anxiety. I worry about everything constantly whether it is realistic or not. I obsess over the things I worry about until I have a panic attack. I've told my GP that my anxiety is bad but he just ignores me. I'm home alone right now and have nobody to talk to. I iust need some help :/,1.5449615384615392,4.167547861538466,4.280288461538461,78.84658653846157,85.76923076923076,8.788461538461537,25.04807692307693,9.188382445141503,2.9428846153846164,261,11,48,9,8,92,48,65,0.3670000000000001,0.5670000000000001,0.066,-0.9454,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,9,0,6,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850498323129245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063414717924434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509972039306391,0.0,0.0,0.1842159005283497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842144125003603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828701262167006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478828887329523,0.0,0.2213087573046019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359352018739473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588604555034571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841585945908745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733313782097265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465760254490616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082035128835805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481186778538567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jokawhims,2020/01/13,"Major school anxiety... I’m a senior in high school and I have missed weeks on end of school, even an entire month before when I was in a particularly bad spot. I’ve missed a week again now into the new semester, and my parents are expecting me to return tomorrow, but I’m already wide awake and panicking about it. I don’t know what to do, I’m waiting to get back in with my doctor because my medication isn’t working, and therapy can only do so much, and it’s not available 24/7. I’m already considering staying home again. I feel like such a loser.",3.965608108108107,5.109438747747749,5.7671959459459465,78.42755067567569,71.43243243243244,8.793243243243245,29.190315315315317,9.188382445141503,2.4961612612612614,435,17,85,9,8,150,78,111,0.132,0.8370000000000001,0.031,-0.8688,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,0,0,13,18,8,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,8,1,11,17,2,21,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,14,52,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812445581534837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214520683176706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282597487253156,0.14423022584449285,0.10530036572150968,0.0,0.1469885495226247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680614719461146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299588136691786,0.0,0.0,0.11409277791754292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873422564177966,0.12340509795958422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024923333377258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825087135181494,0.17327175317580454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493308447359708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439177011269497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401682327730833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787898136689158,0.0,0.1269833717810388,0.0,0.0,0.1668328377105651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137613605089415,0.0,0.0,0.19180671745603625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244646381068687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841172705288295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754261605099885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27712233543277665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575637728847727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nayirg,2020/01/13,"Insomnia again I need to wake up in 3 hours. I'm a teacher so I really shouldn't go to work tired. I hadn't been insomniac in YEARS. On the verge of an anxiety attack, have been focused on my breathing all this time. Just wanted to share to someone who may understand.",0.5678441558441527,2.9907887454545445,2.9215584415584424,88.1109090909091,88.81818181818181,6.779220779220778,22.402597402597397,7.957251820313856,1.4683506493506493,211,8,44,5,7,72,45,55,0.141,0.7709999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,6,4,2,0,1,7,11,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,10,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25660414209260896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381601700257331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063342376814527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303324119641713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24871817086792386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488597688613365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28420998013081944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559277669414432,0.3855291092559635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491959703802964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784616067849525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441980914817919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600685705508052
anxiety,starcallerm,2020/01/13,"Stop talking to people because of anxiety or fear of rejection? This happens to me all the time and I feel so sad and guilty. Sometimes I forget to reply to someone, and then when the days pass this anxiety grows over me and I feel more self conscious about replying so I never do because I feel like people are mad at me. I feel so sad about this, I know my anxiety is not an excuse. Does this happen to anyone else? If yes, how do you cope with this? I know people are more understanding than what we probably think. I think I will just apologize. 

Thanks!",1.4694965034965008,4.00810869090909,3.0500000000000007,88.26653846153849,84.81818181818181,6.293706293706293,22.097902097902107,7.61054688173877,1.159132867132867,436,15,86,8,13,143,69,110,0.256,0.6679999999999999,0.076,-0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,8,7,1,1,3,1,6,0,0,1,2,25,18,12,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,10,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,4,16,2,13,17,3,10,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,2,7,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893750972924463,0.0,0.0,0.11863228565636905,0.17383975113604933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206849929865114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941857256250237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484731985882975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141731631405771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909179977653247,0.3431467590922439,0.12120725167017755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30006478830053857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648465017848725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288875166479104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085453321964638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528687992287629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829253654299481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699546814947087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375487441791834,0.0,0.16780100452824706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184583056493838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363686595683796,0.0,0.1562028575297545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742634662377874,0.0,0.0,0.09893183567226056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662512360106658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilkiddo3,2020/01/13,"I'm broken. I will always have this weight of this anxiety disorder diagnosis, and it makes me feel broken. I'm always anxious, I always have this small pit of anxiety in my stomach and I'm always worrying about something in the back of my mind, and it just magnifies x20 when I'm actually worried/anxious about something. 

~last weekend~ I had to go see my mom just to calm down enough to stop crying and eat something, she lives 2 hours away and I made that drive on a whim because I had so much anxiety I started having suicidal thoughts. 

So many people glorify anxiety, they think its quirky and cute, or funny in a flirty way. It's not cute. Its ruined my life. My hair falls out now when I'm overly anxious about something for more than a day, goodbye hair. You don't wanna do anything ever and yea that means not always keeping up good personal hygiene. *sigh* you don't want this.",2.5422607578676946,5.048005618497111,3.9144026974951833,84.11671644187544,79.52023121387282,6.619010918432884,26.37411689145793,7.793537801064563,1.8100124598587024,704,29,129,12,18,231,107,173,0.18,0.7020000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.8227,0,0,4,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,0,12,6,0,0,4,1,9,6,3,2,1,25,25,12,1,2,5,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,8,2,2,4,1,0,3,4,1,1,0,4,5,16,4,21,20,3,25,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,1,11,83,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.11590775485834083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941536563686931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36345173093761374,0.26836501479217184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977421165342956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159349251455583,0.09133102826490924,0.0,0.07240444263440013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304693099664362,0.07660037173235502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612701373198258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153698928717392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272684264800175,0.0,0.0,0.1074392401744734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060056461827364974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750285408301257,0.09962325450432924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696994243164355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557312219641192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681788561415462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389464857022544,0.0,0.0,0.10488094295730767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238825038858027,0.07928356885113859,0.12041971489505728,0.0,0.12938134021119269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992939635614948,0.13910843059086994,0.0,0.0,0.08731365930825857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234397677546293,0.1037101856003213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946486959354694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36575673234115297,0.0,0.0,0.08406991054617409,0.0,0.0,0.09930163678339284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992111943847462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610654473798607,0.0,0.09429447999788433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005686752711185,0.09427846370546857,0.0,0.1446365612308262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062228619766925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigLow6,2020/01/13,"hiv health anxiety  When in south africa last month, we rented a house in cape town. The house had cleaners who gave us rough but clean towels. I showered and rubbed too hard on my back, i later found blood on my tshirt as i had scratched a spot too hard and it bled slightly. my worry is that there may have been hiv blood on the towel (from the cleaners, as there is a large stereotype alot of them have aids) and it went into me when i scratched myself. I found some blood on the towel but i think that was from me. Can anyone help my anxiety?",4.624870129870132,5.03397522727273,4.2694805194805205,92.44136363636366,69.45454545454545,7.012987012987013,23.89610389610389,6.1826913282559595,0.3710649350649344,425,9,94,2,7,128,69,110,0.115,0.8220000000000001,0.063,-0.4372,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,8,0,10,6,3,0,0,13,15,9,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,16,0,12,6,2,16,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,3,6,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163266092102487,0.0,0.0,0.1445645173207723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897810920968292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533817525081968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704150625423338,0.0,0.0,0.2197657493738525,0.0,0.0,0.1385802724814731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771238459483566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852897295728214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650260032233991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247715273535238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486949830248527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916594673651293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996482085620527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TefiWefi,2020/01/13,"Anxiety about getting fat, help ): I have very bad health anxiety so I obsess about the amount of sugar I eat because of fears of diabetes and stuff. I am a sugar lover but I really try to stay at 23g a day and always fail. I’m 17 so I’m sure this isn’t normal to obsess about sugar. Thing is I had lost weight (I’m already a skinny person) so I was worried about being too skinny for health purposes. Around October I randomly jumped 5 pounds and ever since then I’ve worried about gaining fat and not just health issues. This is causing me a lot of stress because I really fear that I’m on the road to anorexic which I don’t want to happen. I fear that I can’t stop feeling hungry so I never know if I should eat or not (when it comes to snacking, I know to eat 3 meals a day). I’m so scared, I really don’t want to become anorexic but I also don’t wanna be fat. I just want to be strong and fit. I don’t workout at the gym which I want to start doing. Anyone have any insight or opinion on my issue? It’s causing me lots of distress",0.23942077727951985,2.2667528878923773,2.8498934977578467,91.17974308669659,85.14349775784754,5.3310164424514195,19.605568011958148,6.6274283507984215,0.2310778774289992,806,23,175,9,24,280,118,223,0.23,0.6579999999999999,0.113,-0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,17,14,0,8,8,0,18,19,5,2,3,37,35,18,0,8,9,0,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,10,7,14,1,4,2,0,2,9,11,0,0,3,5,23,3,26,28,3,18,0,2,0,1,3,7,0,7,8,112,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887068709129375,0.08614291204431905,0.08963090655049802,0.0,0.0,0.0732526705288488,0.0,0.16480960785899934,0.0,0.0,0.07531968767801679,0.0,0.0,0.0958928219613448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994093517560509,0.1313291068064626,0.11896726451139528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131434239355394,0.0,0.09279045221425383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893979477819565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306705431245409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743807793207733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636417493998916,0.054466005142597335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056278775113842286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952556296665832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34350104531740683,0.0,0.0,0.07220183095467797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224861473460555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839918223335515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175881041798835,0.18315782520180984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307959775726789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554183076481073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405614867029977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070228093135393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784559418833622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910633889281618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624412162854383,0.11481421038054278,0.0,0.0900579770293456,0.12339184604288428,0.0,0.12331257888109848,0.0,0.0,0.10152396126282223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156377253755615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313418673439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887952502616059,0.2541420250812901,0.0,0.0,0.1311728238411846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878791591950014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IOwnMyShit,2020/01/13,"Missing first day of work After being unemployed for nearly a year, a couple of weeks ago I mustered the courage to contact a few grocery stores and actually got offered a job at one of them. Today was the day I was supposed to start.

However over the weekend I got sick and I now have a really bad fever. So I called the boss and told her I wasn’t able to make it, she said alright and to let her know when I’m feeling better.

For some reason after that call I’m super anxious. My head is racing, this is exactly the excuse I used for so many years and I’ve even started question myself if I’m actually that sick. I definitely am and it would be irresponsible to go work today. I’m also overthinking what my to be colleagues and boss is thinking of me, the ""first impression"" they get of me is that I’m not able to go to work the first day.

Anyone been in a similar situation able to calm me down a bit? A few years ago I had a similar situation, but I got sick after 3 days at the new job. And for some reason I wasn’t able to go back because of fear of what the people there would think of me. I just never showed up again. Really scared of this happening again.",3.8825826446280978,4.401789520661161,5.668254132231407,81.3632902892562,71.14876033057851,8.694628099173555,27.521694214876035,8.841846274778883,1.9467099173553717,912,30,192,16,16,315,127,242,0.106,0.8290000000000001,0.066,-0.9251,6,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,8,11,10,0,2,18,1,18,5,1,6,2,29,42,14,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,7,2,1,3,4,4,0,4,11,2,24,6,33,25,5,38,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,4,28,133,33,8,0.3928755028537633,0.0,0.1916949089063269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413021426423367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854559942253624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095937266471967,0.0,0.06867692160144702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552425273425557,0.08200865861554378,0.05987331500026857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686661389626538,0.1072295738132954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058490726411635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867731782404927,0.0,0.25337219756125584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487264108444918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052354165048926,0.04966241470772728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25063477652015065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131530872567452,0.0,0.16746015156848246,0.0,0.235663822119272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685462742057742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080090262831967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949341574488905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397852544659988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004354549494176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556186222079095,0.09957852391130467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575245195182775,0.09486040220459492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655565210791023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809260150992029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002761924473713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584305364016093,0.2019707251281346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342864269970502,0.0,0.0983342290105584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080426302296244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903965151950476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258693793055873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620001948929205,0.09385234482164194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848295731893115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878525762606839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451353390164668,0.0,0.0,0.13954374253923024,0.0,0.0,0.18974920718136792
anxiety,ColourEmerald,2020/01/13,"Slamming gear, panicked in traffic. How to stay chill? Long story short going to driving school, second time out on the road and I panicked in traffic and ran a light. No prescriptions. Other than just getting better at shifting, what should I do to keep it together? Also in life in general I guess.

Instructor was chill the whole time but also clearly irritated. The worst part is I knew exactly what to do but just couldn't do it.",3.014814814814816,5.810348753086423,3.944691358024688,82.81111111111113,79.98765432098766,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,2.083133333333333,343,15,59,6,9,110,58,81,0.175,0.763,0.062,-0.8782,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,2,16,13,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,1,4,1,12,8,3,16,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,3,46,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408643608467245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24378446721299235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401246504782445,0.0,0.1566546762460469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30365262996970194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450048002062961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946953086514296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24393601501830875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29849528358472943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789661569195888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937995261264068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214601354099641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30774636556382595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dogwizard92,2020/01/13,"Vacation with extreme crippiling anxiety and without my parents im gonna segment this so its easier to read 

BACKROUND 
Im 22 and i have extreme health anxiety which has led to extreme agoraphobia, this has been affexting me for years , the main issue is panic attacks

MY PANIC ATTACKS
they start off with a sensation, my body begins to feel awkward and i begin to assume the worst such as seizures and passing out. all i want to do is to be secluded and not talk to anyone. and this happens alot. i take xanax to help (perscription ofcourse) 

TRIP 
go to miami in 3 months 

ISSUES
traveling flares uo my anxiety 
trying to hide my initial anxiety causes panic 
being away from home flares my anxiety 
etc

what steps should i take to train myself to be able to get there",2.9806982758620686,5.751418979310343,4.464375,79.1965625,79.89655172413794,7.762931034482759,28.372844827586214,8.660442795831766,2.823698275862069,612,28,103,15,16,203,98,145,0.20800000000000002,0.748,0.044000000000000004,-0.9719,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,4,4,0,11,3,1,2,1,19,22,8,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,2,2,0,6,2,7,0,0,1,1,14,0,23,16,6,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,72,20,1,0.1293404406336678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947254153220091,0.0,0.0,0.09043784340609648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942868468261263,0.12151960160227955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436680718288595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328682609948819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424878090795304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653984130297918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757504190127045,0.0,0.07350715306373748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143753244989876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374828401619135,0.0,0.0,0.0866941709772707,0.0,0.1297390077304952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794197416308157,0.2699956326402181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323830573401184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552594173866094,0.14361725291450722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937544199378628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154782959210456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449582948014887,0.10395894685252806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878136690607575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628834298100193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467956924646835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832910031751624
anxiety,nathr33s,2020/01/13,Cbd/Hemp oil pills Are they good for anxiety?,1.91,4.431124444444446,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,82.33333333333334,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.314244444444444,36,1,8,1,1,11,9,9,0.16,0.5660000000000001,0.27399999999999997,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6738752013629821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7388451887831445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SeraBee19,2020/01/13,"Giving my anxiety a face... Tried something different today, was having a full blown panic attack. Deep breathing wasn't working because my thoughts were to strong to let them go. So I laid down and visulized my anxiety as a dinosaur looking monster, I took her to the pool and created a story with her, when I felt the wave of anxiety/panic I would visulize her stomping her feet and breathing fire, I would be like chill out dude come over here, look at this ect and it worked! Panic easied and I was able to get some zzz :) Giving my anxiety a face really helped.",4.726944444444441,6.234709472222222,5.299074074074074,81.11583333333336,70.01851851851852,7.992592592592592,30.16666666666667,8.472884824447931,2.3758111111111107,445,18,80,7,8,143,74,108,0.168,0.6990000000000001,0.133,-0.4753,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,3,5,1,2,7,0,9,5,5,0,0,13,19,8,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,7,4,15,2,11,8,2,11,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,1,3,54,17,2,0.17305385026424958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971571653487995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968737375405616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549202089332023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907056876754768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080444089166675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615883472137566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041349422880213,0.33201804402232915,0.09835049113271736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599434801352128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695928665226834,0.0,0.08454536995149439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29064329899211666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060828135001932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086272777636856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322530857959256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738542680715982,0.0,0.0,0.16403481539491274,0.0,0.1922691951205096,0.11749220477635353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25197052810756576,0.0,0.0,0.2458649801403938,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AceSignifica,2020/01/13,"Dry conversation and anxiety I text her. 

She texts me back after 1-3 hours with a one-word reply. 

I immediately start to think that something's up, and try to initiate more conversation with her.

Same thing happens. Few hours later, I get a one-word reply. At this point I'm starting to dread reading her texts, because now I feel pressured to talk to her, and i don't know what to say, a part of me doesn't want to talk anymore because an ""ok"" isn't enough to start a conversation, but at the same time if I don't text her back I'm gonna feel like a POS and she might end up hating me for real if I don't answer her texts.",3.169866332497911,3.6828205563909786,4.812431077694239,86.88066833751047,72.75939849624059,7.7156223893066,25.304093567251464,7.793537801064563,1.0803557226399327,486,14,112,6,9,165,77,133,0.08900000000000001,0.883,0.027999999999999997,-0.6262,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,19,20,7,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,3,18,2,17,18,6,17,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,3,13,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337429026826098,0.0,0.17290448426877006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812278027408604,0.0,0.21255953022911267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441889706418233,0.1801461282664953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630925463656952,0.1245528895860647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108864204564532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417368156965866,0.0,0.0,0.17213068002313184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34339158081418336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581605771567857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517669852068457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849536617656728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362828606715061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879983777608114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481341934391924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743932818049439,0.1984440324687909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864701747310554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422014654048536,0.0,0.0,0.3702092035083521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802655841820252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158278027004556,0.1117139419092864,0.0,0.0,0.10166261370701137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836955838631474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283384768306388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eye-oh-dine,2020/01/13,"My therapist is late She used to call me in on time, but now she’s usually 10 minutes late. She seems the same in sessions but I wonder if she feels I’m wasting her time. I’ve been with her for a year and have obvious treatment-resistance. I kinda feel like I’m wasting her time. 

Am I over analyzing this? What do I do?",0.0669117647058819,2.248970397058823,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,87.6764705882353,6.341176470588236,23.20588235294117,7.645422480735847,1.1834058823529403,249,10,56,5,8,86,49,68,0.114,0.8420000000000001,0.043,-0.6836,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,13,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,13,1,7,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,4,9,36,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993818546982885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24752677531725814,0.17486419064748518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522238757800102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958256848431058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228299932841984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28419757308606786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281831772204849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140323951890394,0.2695802736656582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544331258699105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762426390603426
anxiety,grunpyruby,2020/01/13,"I have a job interview tomorrow and I'm freaking out I don't know what has happened to me. My anxiety is almost unmanageable now. 

Tomorrow I have a job interview. I need a job so bad. My last interview was last month and I cancelled the morning of. I said I got another job, which was a lie. 

Now I really need this job. I have a massive amount of debt. I struggle to pay my phone each month and all I use it for is dodging calls from bill collectors. Tomorrow I need to convince these people to hire me. I need this job. 

I tried going grocery shopping today but I was afraid of having a panic attack out in public. I just bought a frozen dinner and ran home. My arms were hurting, I was sweating, and I had to constantly remind myself to calm down. Once I got home I felt better but now I can't stop thinking about how I need to go out tomorrow and I NEED to be normal. How do I do this?",0.36312252964427216,2.6471162608695664,2.8707312252964456,89.37743083003954,87.47826086956522,6.171541501976285,21.95059288537549,7.520522993642371,1.0758456521739133,688,25,145,13,22,237,100,184,0.149,0.789,0.062,-0.8959999999999999,7,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,3,8,0,18,3,2,3,1,29,37,11,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,10,1,1,3,1,5,3,2,7,0,0,12,2,31,3,19,24,3,22,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,14,100,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106308855234085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132319975603508,0.0812158910485254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207779494878392,0.0,0.0,0.0886432931540473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938942649580982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084062770752378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472658793470948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193499446721216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067196771417205,0.0,0.16981960703974108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388130875693323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129841886074401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365176757258308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6321139483143821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834547639191901,0.1730771968933059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694796897602372,0.0,0.0,0.4723197615346596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040191034953515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306219977985092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456168646338905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360140428051758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801198119530613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098717261844067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875864636148457,0.0,0.11098664963165734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680262089227026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063195272011334,0.0,0.0,0.0720790276598962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169242432807703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheRedHare_,2020/01/13,"How long do Buspar side effects last? Hi all, 26yo male here and I just started taking Buspar. So far it’s not too bad @ 7.5mg a day.

 I am getting some side effects:
Dizziness - comes and goes
Dry mouth
Fatigue/feeling tired
Pounding, fast heart beat (most annoying)

Did anyone experience any one of these, and if so, how long till they went away for you?",1.3955718954248368,4.062041661764706,2.106666666666669,93.41611111111116,88.26470588235294,4.1986928104575165,22.26143790849673,5.82211442006289,0.26799477124183024,275,10,54,2,9,85,59,68,0.049,0.9079999999999999,0.043,-0.1053,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,3,7,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,4,1,14,8,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,4,6,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,7,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812177333666561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633126929507948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250369765111612,0.0,0.2225023646473281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295517051724661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185963666824325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260671731433483,0.0,0.0,0.1347419271709825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922648811507501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31578390864296585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721939813521834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716585426755512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057593215953568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861820059672693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036222346049695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628326970386355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470326224471955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,need_toclean_my_room,2020/01/13,"Anyone else doubts if they really have anxiety. Everyone says I do. Went to psychologist and they said I have it. I match almost all of the signs from DSM. Every time I think about something, I realize that I make up crazy scenarios and freak out over nothing. So why can’t I believe I have it? I’m worried that I played myself up or lied to everyone and myself.  Can’t stop doubting and trying to re-diagnose myself. 

Does anyone else doubt if they actually have anxiety? Is this anxiety itself at play? Do you think that I doubt it because I secretly don’t want to “fix” myself? It sucks how much of mental health relies on you being sure of what’s real. Leave it to the crazy people to have the fucking answers. Identifying yourself and your problems seems harder than fixing them!",3.4265428571428567,5.780299673333335,4.793904761904766,79.77600000000002,75.6,7.7523809523809515,25.380952380952376,8.634040054169528,2.0976952380952376,621,22,110,13,14,206,95,150,0.23800000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.053,-0.9763,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,4,0,3,11,2,4,3,0,12,2,0,2,2,29,22,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,11,6,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,2,22,3,18,19,2,9,0,0,0,1,10,6,2,9,2,78,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.14857564081480756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245802756562676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349416270045764,0.0,0.0,0.21291577735346973,0.3119996006422602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281118830567052,0.0,0.0,0.17153546423334226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453221257583716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323643862494475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437342212006064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827857562327458,0.2909659386032345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075419042354162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618363766946226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121250632942108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162915382615713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343384597954052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192247576070426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608955752154065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555211885180983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568426013151695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329570163939886,0.09753630100742863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448261775835635,0.1210766172925382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386041774384705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172107529740628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728919076280562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349537152014982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511341011594785,0.0,0.0,0.08877915729525612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336887140472847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980196363082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113879822478026,0.13738342640395668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546189337397572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goingtothecircus,2020/01/13,"How can I stop being so self-conscious? Social anxiety is KILLING me I probably have the worst case of social anxiety ever. I know being self-aware is a good thing, but I am a little too self-aware. I feel like people can hear me swallow my spit, or when I try to hold in a burp (I have GERD) or can smell my breath. I feel too embarrassed to sneeze or blow my nose in front of anyone and can't even clear my throat unless I know I am the only one in the room. I don't want to draw attention to myself.

At work I stutter as I answer the phone. I have have a stuttering problem since I was a kid so this isn't just like a nervous thing, but it does get worse when I am nervous of course. I feel like my co-workers listen to me and judge me and it makes me super anxious which in turn makes me stutter more. I can't relax. I can't even breathe loud. When there are people nearby I can't eat my lunch because I feel like they are looking at me and how I am eating. What if a piece of food falls from my mouth. What if I burp accidentally. What if my coworker can hear me crap in the bathroom, his desk if five feet away from the door. How do I hide my period supply bag when I walk to the restroom. It's pure hell. And it's driving me insane.

I KNOW all of these fears are ridiculous and irrational. But the thing is, it doesn't matter how much I prep myself and say no one really cares--when I am in public, it's all I can think about. Work is becoming a place I dread and have nightmares about. All of my insecurities come out when I am at work. 

Please, what can I do to train myself to STOP being this way? I don't have health insurance so seeing a therapist is out of the question. Is there anything I can do at home to make this go away?",1.828670260557054,3.1231345309973086,3.5138625336927234,91.89631042228214,77.00539083557952,6.5639173405211135,21.26154537286613,7.1686216300943375,0.3787444025157232,1345,33,312,15,30,449,170,371,0.21600000000000005,0.7120000000000001,0.071,-0.9946,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,4,22,22,4,6,18,0,43,16,8,7,6,53,64,32,1,6,12,0,4,4,0,0,3,5,3,1,18,11,5,3,11,1,0,6,9,15,0,3,1,13,58,7,36,60,7,33,1,0,2,0,12,17,2,8,13,222,76,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372136225744956,0.1135045788602239,0.0,0.07025224527307894,0.0,0.08267976198554601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887931984161996,0.0,0.0,0.0612466999485102,0.11096325148943932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654759212256087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792358257276522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056155463582076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272140296052864,0.09088252966587336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305875067521852,0.20320632069956435,0.21533130360163394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149094541977415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249238857531868,0.0,0.05710046095605295,0.08427101092857234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067968656055234,0.2264781271769264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007814455685508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115720269576876,0.0,0.16565008393185324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634186023192765,0.10069917665645152,0.0,0.0,0.08437103950931357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119719628774546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385836142765391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616463543107055,0.07641336029529233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393090438828334,0.0,0.10497168645435677,0.11028790708661176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832563469337812,0.09613798002573977,0.0,0.0,0.1125514527114644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436483220336671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989923828659372,0.0,0.0,0.08006304681811463,0.0,0.3144421176376238,0.0,0.0,0.08311134270822619,0.0,0.0,0.20483677241404774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799791093423405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665554787870025,0.20024707440904255,0.06437829696752173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821378291257944,0.1092845086179286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926089323594856,0.07974986848986443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925787789481795,0.0,0.10238938655416732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raspberryslug2,2020/01/13,"(Long Post) My Anxiety based out of fear of causing Racism / thoughts of racial slurs Recently I have had great anxiety in regards to randomly having racial thoughts wrapped up in my head, particularly racial slurs such as the n-word and its variations filling up whenever I have introspective thoughts. At first I did not know why it happened as I don't recall any particularly event that caused this beforehand. It got really bad and soon enough I had to consult a psychologist to analyse my problem. They explained to me how my racial-related anxiety was born out of an unknown threat caused by the unconscious, and suggested that I practice mindfulness and self-conversation to cope with my problem. The following day I had long hours of self thought and realized this particular anxiety is born out of my fear of causing harm towards other races and others to cause the same thing. As a POC myself (I am Asian), I have experienced numerous cases of prejudice and ignorance from others and of course, the following anxiety came about as I have witnessed through incidents many cases of anti-blackness and ignorance in general towards other races in South-East Asia (I currently live here). Even before this problem came about I have already educated myself greatly in terms of racism and anti-blackness and how to not inflict it to others, and to make myself realize that thoughts =/= actions. Yet one day I still want to purge these racial thoughts from my head and to live my life normally without an anxiety attack coming up here and there. I want to clarify that I never have any intrusive thoughts on phsyically violating POC, just the mere fact of thinking these racial slurs make me guilt-trip and cause anxiety. 

If anyone has any advice on getting rid of these racial slurs/thoughts or similar experiences with intrusive thoughts on racism and anti-blackness, I would appreciate it very much.",13.16468406593406,10.108764470238096,11.663214285714286,57.47793956043961,54.5952380952381,15.814652014652015,49.9532967032967,13.875232112747142,6.847637637362636,1546,81,244,46,13,489,174,336,0.172,0.794,0.034,-0.9929,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,1,13,15,4,2,10,0,17,3,2,10,2,68,40,24,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,21,24,0,2,13,0,0,7,5,13,0,2,16,1,30,2,55,23,4,41,0,0,0,0,5,17,0,3,16,170,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107505342804632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026403785517712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838532351894593,0.0,0.38949043912535497,0.0,0.0,0.05085746882564487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274569347618993,0.0,0.0,0.06073004878082789,0.0,0.0,0.06189147753506745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637717826433646,0.0,0.4483085743954837,0.0,0.06265410381117716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381512987388473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515390866680931,0.0,0.04804027677210429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114803921670768,0.0,0.16369247318945598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186770381404446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038000636209928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817221276708411,0.1603795034848785,0.0,0.0,0.0643186445082586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492926195139363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716285710656047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03997283383035168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051374341751498194,0.0,0.0,0.1284513255263913,0.1287350197377976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710133437241444,0.07374109901012517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344084395674284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346803222045255,0.0,0.05609712657133816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126410814219908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928660055399442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965929229532969,0.0,0.0,0.20879052205865156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659541391917595,0.0,0.0718162831275959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517553413708314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808565466345796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832139435353183,0.04660516142006501,0.0,0.5196857285804698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060013361879292175,0.08580107350624566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563133472161772,0.0,0.0,0.07011320778265763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051668314264199516,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShelingtonBelington,2020/01/13,"Sleeping and waking up anxiety New here, so I have really bad anxiety about waking up. I am a horrible sleeper ever since I was in elementary school. I was prescribed sleeping pills, but stopped them about a year ago because they made me feel horrible throughout the day. School was always difficult for me, especially in the morning. I skated by through high school and got lucky with college because I attended “zoo” school, so I worked during the morning at the zoo and wore out my anxiety before the first class started and was very comfortable with my fellow classmates. However, because of were I am located, there are no jobs for what my degrees are for. And because of my marriage I ended up not working for over a year, but had random jobs that only lasted a week at most because I would freak out every morning and end up calling out and making excuses that I have to quit for x reason. I am going through a divorce now (no anxiety from this ironically, it was 100%mutual and no hard feelings) and have to be able to support myself. And animal jobs in my area pay no more than $12/hr and in no way could support me and my pets (I have a cat with cancer that needs chemo and a dog who was multiple health issues that requires surgeries for the next year or so). I decided to go to cosmetology school because I learned to do my own acrylic nails and hair over the years and really enjoy it. A part of me is hoping I can get a good start and savings and hopefully eventually go back to animal care. But cosmo school has already triggered my anxiety. I made it through orientation, and everything was great, I felt fine. But the day after I already called out. I didn’t sleep well and I was just so anxious. I even woke up before I was supposed to be awake, and felt well rested, but my anxiety just made me call out. And when I did go throughout my day I regretted not going. 
So i guess I’m looking for coping mechanisms to get me through the mornings and to school. Any advice is greatly appreciated, and welcome. Thank you.",6.802297140199954,6.685437805626599,7.366427574982562,73.90412171588005,64.80562659846547,10.382748198093466,36.44280399906998,10.018931242160765,3.6513314578005116,1606,73,293,32,22,531,199,391,0.133,0.726,0.142,0.9172,4,0,0,0,1,0,40.0,0,1,2,5,18,21,0,0,18,0,31,9,6,6,1,67,61,35,0,6,10,0,6,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,10,31,0,2,7,0,1,6,8,4,2,1,21,7,46,17,51,36,5,50,0,1,1,0,12,20,0,7,23,214,56,17,0.06909608647111061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751989601151633,0.06124951163734415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524984992078095,0.0,0.05749347911604472,0.0,0.0,0.0469877082061207,0.0,0.3171499021565653,0.0780589102932735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313062544940142,0.05769234605791735,0.2527219979166063,0.0,0.11759136083935325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116644890778024,0.0,0.07044806517006211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516760264745454,0.0,0.0,0.13368377879175894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239724761678067,0.0,0.0,0.04563731345345688,0.06250136603872494,0.05821643294168395,0.0,0.06209910717885898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698741148497935,0.0,0.13268615745117507,0.0,0.0,0.05877309585457456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721997066907116,0.0,0.19634449130734874,0.05795451909034925,0.055262452398571305,0.15235735853002616,0.07611712920959708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061896521623603075,0.0,0.0,0.07344590884012106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300380899511999,0.0,0.1372560089147936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211836254899304,0.205701612364594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056322532605767674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802331034167365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614116307732796,0.046122174259370916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051233872604995886,0.0,0.06673343087876607,0.07348447184003645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255068735018294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482432828374051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349219316742467,0.0,0.0,0.08852944459961133,0.07104228482925286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895024986093564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057156996748158675,0.0,0.2074379605152325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781313127971486,0.0,0.0,0.05776742220779365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681884020349268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361439307061023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701150766623754,0.0,0.05484525728267528,0.05542471275543824,0.0,0.12425135968784115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060554776277326,0.0,0.0,0.0490838773655072,0.0,0.0,0.1779824571328544
anxiety,InvisibleLenny,2020/01/13,"I need help with friends I’m constantly having trust issues and feel like all my friends just want to leave me. Some of my friends invite others to hang out, play games, and generally just be around each other. The last time I tried to hang out with a group, I was ignored by everyone (after a day I deleted the message asking them to hang out, several of them were online at the time but I’m not full sure if they saw it.), I asked one of the guys personally and nothing. I even tried to get a conversation started twice by sending him a video I couldn’t send a week before because it was so low quality (we laugh about that low quality stuff, it’s funny to us). I messaged a server I’m in and when somebody replied, it was about something totally different. I even tried to @ one of them on discord, trying to see how their day was. I’m constantly in a feeling where I want to make everybody as happy as they can be but I feel like they keep hiding it from me specifically. One time, two of my friends were visible upset over some drama about a “mean girl” that isn’t that mean to my knowledge (we used to hang out but not anymore), I asked them what happened and they just ended up ignoring me, but they told everybody else at the table we sit at. I had to ask one of the people they told for the story. I want to make people feel happy around me and be able to tell me what’s wrong so I can help them in anyway that I can. I honestly don’t know what else to say in this, I want to say so much more but I can’t. This past weekend has just been a nightmare for me because of these things.",3.4778128313891834,4.317330445121954,4.61381230116649,87.38399787910923,72.29268292682926,7.777518557794273,26.45599151643691,8.04050195162591,1.4022527571580063,1238,40,270,17,23,407,161,328,0.087,0.7509999999999999,0.162,0.9686,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,4,0,12,0,18,19,0,1,16,0,20,0,0,4,3,57,51,19,0,7,12,0,4,2,4,0,0,2,0,3,19,18,0,3,8,5,0,6,6,6,0,6,11,8,46,13,52,36,8,42,0,2,2,0,42,20,0,3,17,194,65,0,0.09243488109861088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167056405633534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457328302117866,0.3456565441418485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126948911363306,0.0,0.07865527566423079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977853674896312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192257027233689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965747769864825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544349643460208,0.0,0.08186986852710318,0.0,0.0,0.12210473438301275,0.0,0.0,0.0883254900995281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869514129635055,0.13207099505242031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856598393686009,0.0,0.0482934102649999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152506487892904,0.08173986008461884,0.1967972994982022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391430471345866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647800053089654,0.0,0.08216036944668445,0.0,0.0,0.05079979327081637,0.07534676521460433,0.0,0.09787519254022473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031802767717914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234020018038754,0.0,0.0,0.2013773674606744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795027330121221,0.0685392930964944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869376139664642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250545070663777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823955323343269,0.12816541583367458,0.08071057279573578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701585502816042,0.0,0.0,0.07365863265119348,0.0,0.0,0.1044251050985738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116088742941082,0.0,0.0,0.06542588460131883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058158240063636,0.0,0.0,0.08711878151355691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079216031249087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614096277020301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169856753066886,0.0,0.0,0.1766509801990562,0.0,0.251028866724024,0.0,0.09029544751980388,0.0,0.11118778075490487,0.07983405892648475,0.0,0.0,0.21808195110859624,0.0,0.07414568603122869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106303181059767,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PharmDCouchPotato,2020/01/13,"Help needed Hi guys, it’s 6am here and I have a flight at 9pm tonight and I’ve been freaking out since last night because it’s my first time flying alone and I have an exam (which I couldn’t study for because I was panicking) before I leave to the airport. I’m really nervous and I keep shaking also whenever I’m nervous about something my right tonsil swells up and gives me a major headache in the right side of my face and I feel nauseous ... I wanna cry",2.3306250000000013,3.905527479166668,3.7170833333333313,89.78625000000002,76.29166666666666,6.0500000000000025,25.541666666666664,6.6274283507984215,0.9036916666666658,362,13,76,3,8,119,70,96,0.175,0.795,0.03,-0.8716,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,3,5,0,5,1,1,0,0,12,11,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,1,12,0,9,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822489585305385,0.0,0.1916632839330004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922001043285412,0.0,0.2039407423294375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26326524034143123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118389268023742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386240472131345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299124291125079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373100788921029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606451383908325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302889848795656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536229579290887,0.0,0.25377495983231785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771159270363554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249132044555429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353815553102534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093521850589628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825674714429706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450897393237825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975297319993946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Idohaveaname,2020/01/13,"Early twenties and anxious I'm not ready to enter the work world. I'm 21 and about to finish my degree. What lies at the heart of my anxieties about working are being viewed as a kid more or less. I'm kind of a short guy, and on top of that I have a young looking face. I get ""honey"" ""sweetie"" ""buddy"" and ""little guy"" more often than most and it reinforces how I feel others see me. 

Besides my physical appearance I'm also insecure about being an adult emotionally and intellectually. I don't feel ready for the 40 hour+ grind (I'm going into accounting on top of it) and there are times when I've felt kind of bad at dealing with on the fly situations. I've had a stocking position and a store and a McDonald's job and the latter made me feel like an absolute idiot. I have a problem understanding people in hectic environments and so I was basically relegated to only doing fries because I couldn't understand people over headsets and again felt like I was treated like a kid basically because I looked like one. I also admit I didn't step up as much as I could because the stress of messing up in front of a customer or coworker and screwing up orders or interrupting the workflow of vets kept me from doing so. The stocking job wasn't so bad and I was quite good at planning out my routes and figuring out what I needed to do, so that givers me some hope. 

As far as the intellectual stuff goes I don't think I'm dumb I definitely feel dumber than when coming out of highschool when I felt quite advantaged because all the tests and people said I was smart. This was until I entered college and I realized that work ethic is something that works out better unless you're *so* smart that you can breeze through even college without trying (not me). Good luck with that 99% of people. Extra good luck if you try it with engineering. Point is I kind of view myself as a ""booksmart"" person but maybe someone who is not so good with on the fly learning. Probably a bit of a simplification but it's something that makes me afraid of trying new things. 

Finally I just don't give a fuck about most workplace drama that pops up. Maybe it's because I'm fresh enough that the grind of working at the same place hasn't gotten to me yet, but the competitiveness of work already seems so tedious to me and I know that if I have to do it I'm going to get steamrolled by people more charismatic. 

Any thoughts for me? I'm sure most people have been in this situation before in some form.",4.501665205959682,5.733167609406955,5.664583114227287,79.33498159509203,70.24744376278119,8.206158340636867,28.49085597429156,8.591530228387361,2.102781548349401,1967,71,375,32,35,655,234,489,0.054000000000000006,0.831,0.11599999999999999,0.9753,2,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,13,23,32,4,3,29,0,31,4,2,3,2,80,72,47,0,7,14,0,7,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,24,28,0,1,17,1,2,8,11,11,0,1,17,14,40,21,69,51,16,52,0,0,5,2,15,30,3,16,17,257,64,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618204972446973,0.12490838424299593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310868009973691,0.0,0.0597440385309884,0.08822745041137182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041556900594412,0.23803622007274736,0.0,0.06645484748813991,0.0,0.0,0.06907050468908578,0.08526176454540389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727370357120245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623541490472483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051464150560181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878486829699819,0.0,0.08069514152026239,0.0,0.05158237278095936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795288404070615,0.05579255656850228,0.2249562798048912,0.08555151386922362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721994752129954,0.08160498292684039,0.07491781797880659,0.08876871995922749,0.2620164406573482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465673920808126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254539427899967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756800392610838,0.0769098744372538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499856656338987,0.0,0.0,0.24397821595656966,0.04292010276147765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526171182804979,0.0782737727776062,0.0,0.0,0.13116372536178708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389732820172765,0.05213039519825262,0.0,0.1569179911128394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741032640055961,0.05790798177500736,0.0,0.07542662895903124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052920590256853715,0.05939633470224474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248560159717611,0.0681913420368341,0.08159480748926293,0.0,0.0738269666207945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420184153944839,0.07472834092284195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166131676805144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428818983771086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223324700959657,0.0710966319601149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556873924785665,0.0,0.0,0.0661713870452608,0.12024586733201775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945992045200206,0.0,0.08940245122518338,0.0,0.0,0.07360555652427546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051884217667267286,0.050041443792899216,0.0,0.06200034355835943,0.04553902478698355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590683356493398,0.0,0.0,0.16260359119017684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528278069401076,0.0,0.3411335468174166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wavy1000,2020/01/13,"Does anyone else experience bizzare dream-like thoughts before they fall asleep? Usually right before I fall asleep every night, my mind starts producing bizarre dream-like thoughts and images that race through my head. The only way I can describe it is I’m dreaming but I’m not quite asleep. It can prove difficult for me to fall asleep when this happens. I’ll usually roll over or go on my phone to make it stop. Is anyone familiar with what this is called, and does this happen to anyone else?",4.58991935483871,6.880511150537636,4.042674731182796,86.78401209677419,71.90322580645163,7.230645161290322,26.678763440860216,8.07648339933343,1.6676247311827959,399,14,74,6,8,119,62,93,0.08900000000000001,0.9109999999999999,0.0,-0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,5,2,1,13,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,8,12,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,35,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378425050890769,0.3300420099689871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27409375386987234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445628306414314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818825531466411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690834069863322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569670873780498,0.0,0.0,0.15754376794720226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915318919518641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848427508795817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529002108754048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750619594122983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262074690388334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114023760034007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249041988663895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130298485879825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754102757506034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399633501499296,0.0,0.0,0.13465010942386396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557211031169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547610759126715,0.0,0.0,0.1278388339352949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Intrepid_Rewards,2020/01/13,"Anxious Parenting and how it affected you? How have your parents anxieties effected your life? Can you be an anxious parent and not pass those anxieties on to your children? 

Is it possible to have pretty debilitating anxiety and be a good parent?  

Any advice or information is helpful. Thanks!",5.0620666666666665,8.519216140000001,6.539999999999999,63.01666666666665,77.6,10.533333333333337,36.333333333333336,10.125756701596842,5.5401333333333325,237,14,32,9,6,80,36,50,0.168,0.623,0.209,0.7616,4,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,4,0,10,8,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,0,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214175304143508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128359169664654,0.0,0.3808006539569778,0.3749001199082638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139171531312486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121723950282922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719900909213678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7369683213566385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705754116944054,0.0,0.16880721199019907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276310866024426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bighoss1356,2020/01/13,"Weird anxiety sleep loop? Hey everyone! 

I’ve struggled with anxiety for a good portion of my life. Luckily I’ve been able to tame it with mindfulness and exercise, till now.

Recently I was out late with my friends and didn’t end up sleeping. The next day I had small naps but didn’t sleep more then a half hour at a time. Later in the day I felt my anxiety start to creep in. I went to bed early and had a very mediocre sleep. The next day I felt exhausted still but ok. I drank a lot of coffee through out that day. That night I tried to sleep but wasn’t able to due to the amount of coffee I drank I think and maybe some of the anxiety. The next day I felt hour horrendous. Full of anxiety so tired and had zero motivation for anything. I tried smoking weed that night (smoked weed every day before this for years) and had a really bad anxiety trip. As you can probably guess I had a awful sleep. I woke up shaking with heat flashes and feeling like I was emotionally fried. My anxiety was through the roof. 

Since then I’ve been better but I still can’t seem to shake this horribly groggy feeling and annoying/steady anxiety feeling. The anxiety feels like what it usually does but the tiredness is making it really hard to cope and make it better. 

I’ve considered taking meds like a SSRI but I just feel like this is so mild that it wouldn’t worth it?

I work out 3-5 times a week. I try to sleep atleast 6-8 hours a night. I am a healthy eater. I’m starting to meditate again. I also take omega 3, magnesium and D3.

Any advice would be awesome!",1.901613933834895,4.093168156549524,3.389914459445535,88.74204575904362,79.89456869009584,7.489188910646192,24.15428218076884,8.460557738077197,1.631103967844996,1215,44,256,27,31,399,162,313,0.165,0.688,0.147,-0.5974,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,5,8,15,0,3,20,2,21,13,7,3,0,43,43,23,0,2,7,0,9,4,1,2,4,0,1,0,14,17,2,0,11,2,1,4,5,6,0,2,20,9,25,9,34,20,6,49,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,4,39,146,39,2,0.13695840655015928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691708489189267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476279411822649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046568206478993485,0.0,0.4714776276265267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635254948912825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571772743564598,0.0,0.0,0.058270758255448564,0.0,0.0,0.12112858078676172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649805258157191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599266122592296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702988663568804,0.060652248397340076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057696682243073776,0.06543481334112428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731257137285868,0.14676466950752606,0.19725232235158294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290686258031817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743710673334348,0.0,0.0,0.07543756282114247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061343915448167474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231466342270707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724752403843478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836888644382702,0.13382191880815364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821856978498964,0.0,0.0,0.09142079987168744,0.0,0.06879656392032768,0.0,0.07606495730729923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691444740813428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184852286880108,0.19278928009563487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383216331787443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773906225646243,0.0,0.06761495184150201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234089476262542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664670459370681,0.0,0.4797006069569928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693986507725263,0.0,0.10937516038734324,0.0,0.0,0.07158933169219478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297567704172007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043878708389633314,0.0,0.0,0.07986154824972792,0.07870677046695232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394786517924589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542016773853359,0.05650251442427734,0.0,0.0,0.054929886265402975,0.0,0.0,0.06348090749977862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985367556763269,0.0,0.0,0.04864566124229035,0.0,0.0,0.044098361730279714
anxiety,how-to-username,2020/01/13,"I’m getting that feeling my friends aren’t as close to me as I think they are. Idk, maybe it’s just because it’s been that way for all my life, I can’t trust myself and no matter what happens, I’m always the background character in every friend group. When I hang out with them it’s fine, they’ve all been good to me, and socially things are going in a way that’s supposed to be great, but I’ll hear about two of my friends talking without me and I feel alone. Rationally, I know everything’s probably fine, but anxiety tells me otherwise and it won’t shut up.

I feel like I’m being really needy, but I just wish someone would check in on me every few days. I’ve thought about going without talking to anyone for a few days to see who’s still there, but I’m afraid of what I’ll find out.",3.703543821448012,4.150137568862276,4.745280348394122,88.08174197060427,71.51497005988024,7.988894937397933,27.75666848121938,8.00094639256281,1.4995676646706593,622,21,139,8,11,204,96,167,0.067,0.763,0.17,0.9295,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,0,2,28,27,11,0,2,8,0,3,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,7,0,1,3,6,1,0,1,3,5,18,9,23,20,4,18,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,0,5,84,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689350601846355,0.0,0.0,0.12604824290073607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588615067773618,0.0,0.0,0.10592232805653228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234428051528913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539149691533625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552664821496235,0.0,0.13614558495930787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978717421023456,0.10822141884231624,0.0,0.0,0.13845519115469118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511124427108448,0.0,0.07914502919491087,0.0,0.17218563574889648,0.1270590232459434,0.0,0.1670135259769651,0.0,0.0,0.1339583097835947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073540063534584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325258248386834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699883431765723,0.0740082642550272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218775303177792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332721282178025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704562246299098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071449499313867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544206005184886,0.12835334735037082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209766807257778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435169450797139,0.1324051843008114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064037206434773,0.0970659238663196,0.0,0.12026272967718278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797952331193556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404846051485781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420108618667562,0.29205363016830416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761109941163402,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mr_Meme_Seeks,2020/01/13,"Problems with food? Hi, it's my first post! I've noticed something about myself and I really wanna know if anyone else experiences the same thing. 
I can eat a shit tonne of food and I do every day. I work out a lot and cook and eat maybe 4-5 full meals plus snacks every day, coming in at around 3500kcal per day, no problems at all. 
I have noticed that for the last year or so, whenever I eat out in a restaurant, with people I'm not so familiar with I can barely eat anything at all. I'm known as someone who eats a lot and have never had problems with food before, but I genuinely feel sick after the first bite and have actually thrown up a few times because I've felt so full when I'd normally eat 10x more at home. I'm sure I'm not allergic to any of the ingredients or anything, I have no known allergies and have never had any problems with anything I've made myself. 
I've also noticed the same with drinks - I'm a uni student and I can drink about the same amount as my housemates and be relatively okay but the second I'm with people I don't know so well I feel sick after just one sip of beer and often throw up after barely anything to drink. 
I honestly don't know what to do or how I can make things better, it'd be nice just to know that anyone else has experienced something similar.",5.483692688971502,4.953984382899627,6.450096654275093,80.75980421313506,67.62453531598514,9.255117719950434,29.82924411400248,8.648137234880735,2.0720035192069384,1025,32,214,14,15,343,132,269,0.094,0.82,0.086,0.0991,0,0,6,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,14,11,1,0,13,1,19,20,1,3,5,61,35,26,0,7,10,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,8,22,16,0,9,5,0,2,8,5,1,4,4,4,18,6,35,28,12,30,0,0,0,0,2,13,1,7,14,140,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.07902221794095518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475756201646067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013475727875914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324249970468195,0.16594174054530803,0.2665498557615288,0.07208701467974962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049363044368702334,0.0,0.0689057653509591,0.0,0.0,0.07161789047259283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697548216237281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667108581622444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379809402582386,0.0,0.4971603047825305,0.135292379631821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645382923426613,0.0,0.0,0.07921139211242054,0.0,0.0,0.0818891681766223,0.0,0.07775096032047389,0.0,0.0,0.13775859461095474,0.2937544194639234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122689015611764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801214758632866,0.06600735271712185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768810390579853,0.0,0.0766227318186203,0.05405301366201515,0.0,0.08135263779587258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249094574676312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934061536678406,0.0,0.2765797681923631,0.0,0.0,0.054872351864531856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227900474525207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755392245557949,0.0,0.0,0.3099375723111722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187616754061795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312209184683009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861185061784962,0.12468064907200785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632019932471662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759551373996763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721854725260508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280836767323774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058952479311952924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214676205906835
anxiety,PanPan0422,2020/01/13,"Something to try I have really really bad anxiety and derealization so it makes it ridiculously hard to do anything without having a panic attack. I noticed my mind tends to spiral a lot so little thing I've been doing is keeping a notepad and writing down my small victories of the day so far (no traffic, woke up, spoke in class etc.) and positive things I'm looking forward to in the week (going on a date, relaxing, my day off etc.) I know it helps me calm my mind and my anxiety so I figured I'd share it in case anyone wanted to try it to :)",6.020030303030302,5.409856881818183,7.543636363636362,73.63212121212123,66.54545454545455,10.606060606060607,34.69696969696969,10.125756701596842,3.458242424242425,427,18,82,9,6,149,73,110,0.10099999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.184,0.8769,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,16,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,3,10,3,15,13,3,16,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,1,5,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696379950574185,0.0,0.0,0.12322733994505065,0.0,0.14502607136846926,0.0,0.0,0.20049231576853105,0.0,0.0,0.14714854157706295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731349333549303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39309636081846705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015819260864238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787159836528106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812634706800546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664542264006232,0.0,0.0,0.09685393506048733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766333819765675,0.0,0.0,0.14799269015129402,0.0,0.0,0.14982836682902892,0.0,0.0,0.11763797349853485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35589344310999393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064427640296675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677334795779986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258008132722218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567401609672036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341648936181013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393034694686823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394774156822527,0.0,0.1413647772462382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988387919366665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nishishit,2020/01/13,"How do I explain to my teacher that I cannot film myself for a project? One of my upcoming projects requires a 60-90 second clip of myself explaining different aspects of my topic, but I have a severe aversion to seeing or hearing myself on video. I don’t know what it is, I don’t know if it’s just a self consciousness thing or what but all I know is that seeing a video of myself actually makes my stomach churn. I get really anxious around people taking pictures because even seeing myself in pictures makes me feel sick to my stomach so videos are even worse. I’ve been trying to think of a way to tell him that I’m not going to make the video and that I’ll take the points off for not including it. But I feel like any way I try to explain it, he’ll think I’m just making excuses. I’m not sure what to do in this situation and I’d really like some advice on the matter. Any help is appreciated.",5.8784491978609585,5.035885641711231,7.099791443850268,77.46733422459894,66.9144385026738,9.83294117647059,31.53422459893048,9.120678840339163,2.518912727272727,713,24,145,11,10,244,102,187,0.114,0.802,0.084,-0.7638,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,9,0,11,3,2,5,2,35,37,10,0,1,11,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,13,3,0,1,11,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,6,21,3,21,35,2,10,0,0,3,0,10,7,0,4,2,96,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.14099624419120568,0.0,0.0,0.1411887958228372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650912788626024,0.0,0.0,0.16322660724581664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286220330134934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807654403007695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095578001233154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086158930055025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461116310538497,0.1032199125757932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548730262177049,0.0,0.0821139958195547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284477985685442,0.0,0.09684506196335348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382150699266321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117587161596318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857786891911651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790658531779216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016751227126937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658476164249694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185121222280197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454068451452615,0.0,0.15072907352452644,0.16322660724581664,0.0,0.0,0.16240687854082747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617513834842845,0.0,0.21726905563878368,0.0,0.1262860133817391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598922761503632,0.1851599486081118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619128081052006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293704904703604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472422729817633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaynavy163,2020/01/13,"How can I get better? I have bad health anxiety and just a general hum of anxiety in general. The list of things I've been paranoid in the past include facial symmetry, golden ratio, my face, my intelligence, what others think about me, and a myriad of severe health problems. Currently I'm most paranoid about is my hair and my lymph nodes/cancer despite many people telling me my hair is fine, and my lymph nodes are of normal size but I still constantly post medical and hairloss questions on reddit looking for reassurance, I'm constantly feeling the nodes in my neck and checking my hairline and pulling on my hair. I'm so tired of this constant feeling of anxiety, the constant checking, it's exhausting. How can I get better? Sorry for any typos I'm pretty drunk right now.",6.9597624521072765,7.747480179310348,7.294712643678165,71.45877394636017,64.44827586206897,10.306513409961687,36.8007662835249,10.25414643259724,4.070226053639848,626,30,102,14,9,204,86,145,0.16899999999999998,0.703,0.127,-0.5606,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,6,0,7,14,6,2,0,20,17,11,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,4,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,6,15,4,15,16,1,16,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,8,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528933108203763,0.0,0.32158412468918995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699793997818912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478571177804259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6056983657302093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417021156847777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146418329761847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29789116308404234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766912328155092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420640498256276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116049341103531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729206569734165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376450257370148,0.0971445483795099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420034830377114,0.14255679170977426,0.0,0.13408003373526395,0.0,0.0,0.15697128827197854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966538910435015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830057755125632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685768502159864,0.0,0.0,0.11190344935231633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247481701845725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309236053210122,0.08978599536741963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105227313846646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,One-shit-username,2020/01/13,"Anyone else take benzos to help sleep, then panic because they are worried theyll die in their sleep Literally the opposite effect. Now im here trying to stay awake so i dont accidentally die. Then in about a day i will lie to myself that anxiety isnt a real disease either and im just faking it to be lazy. For fucks sake. I just want to go to sleep.",0.8256756756756758,3.0102836621621663,3.485067567567569,86.55165540540544,84.0,5.8621621621621625,18.70945945945946,7.1686216300943375,0.3814648648648653,277,7,58,4,8,97,55,74,0.28300000000000003,0.6409999999999999,0.076,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,6,3,1,1,3,0,6,4,3,1,0,7,10,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,10,7,1,8,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,4,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781585107827135,0.0,0.0,0.12596652580080347,0.18458709933410755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981903822844112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618319049930208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739388414646889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113690061691984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049394947998726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654769862473345,0.0,0.0,0.10238458088135603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075214438883307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891903297090264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136965451059267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050525117778167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408465627128204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201815142975814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545194688216264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223114394682642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625836665814524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295318598102425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thef0urthkardashian,2020/01/13,"I just wrote down a list of my symptoms for an upcoming doctor’s appointment and I’m shocked at how long it is - list attached I’ve had anxiety for probably my whole life but it got really bad a few years ago when I started having panic attacks and it’s only gone downhill from there. I made an appointment today for an online doctor hoping for a prescription (doctors offices make me very anxious... too bad I work at one!) and wrote down a list of symptoms so I wouldn’t forget anything to tell her. I ended up shocking myself at how long it was, and I’m sure I could write more down but I don’t feel like writing a novel. Anyways, I’m proud of myself for finally seeking help. I’m so sick of living like this.

[my list](https://imgur.com/a/1BGKTWV)",1.890238473767884,4.478975972972972,3.3525914149443565,86.5323131955485,83.18918918918921,5.914785373608903,24.92209856915739,7.285733465282438,1.4301505564387915,596,24,110,9,17,195,93,148,0.2,0.657,0.14300000000000002,-0.8854,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,1,1,8,0,7,7,0,4,1,21,20,11,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,7,1,15,5,18,11,3,17,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,11,72,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480758024942655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163389164069718,0.17180435455304705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514687323776452,0.0,0.0,0.1730101780312402,0.0,0.0,0.25395681902020195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142155622561435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669734772499034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469557829378606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689498326732805,0.10864423856093224,0.0,0.16659353243016922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163031650946805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193438216360537,0.0,0.0,0.15104733035304374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741687741395367,0.14859482722027856,0.0,0.13428727081769232,0.2691677082880511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438994634401914,0.10151295155727028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305168980008446,0.11566183652316694,0.0,0.17843024858666204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396533018252435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742477848609306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764127902367072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433312996262332,0.31613362658885696,0.0,0.0,0.1329224896860877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415174400266795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254799130540524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697891636595248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071427421225767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793296195972648
anxiety,meowing-on-mars,2020/01/13,"Flying with Anxiety: Tips? Hey y’all:

So within the last 6-8 months, my anxiety has progressed from something that used to be light flushing symptoms (nervousness, blushing, racing heart) to full-fledged panic attacks that resemble heart attack symptoms.

The last time I flew (I absolutely HATE flying) was March 2018 (before my anxiety took over entirely). 

I have a trip coming up on the 22nd and the flight is about 5hrs. We have recently suffered a great loss in our family, and the travel is related to this incident, so I have an obligation to go and have already received slack for suggesting that i might not be able to bear the stress of getting on a plane.

Basically, I’m worried that the grief and anxiety will fuse together to make me that much more on edge about the flight.

Let’s just say, my brain is telling me not to get on the plane (my gut isn’t saying the same thing), but I’m worried that I might not react well on the plane because now I am 10x more terrified about doing things that bring me great stress thanks to how much my anxiety has progressed in the last 6-8 months alone.

I’m currently taking the lowest dosage of Xanax (.5mg) twice daily. It helps here and there.

Any tips or advice for keeping cool during the flight? 

I believe it will be a morning flight, not red-eye.

Thanks!",7.665944615384617,6.979721176000003,7.2500000000000036,77.33576923076923,63.24,10.732307692307693,34.43076923076923,10.035473477838034,3.218744615384616,1034,38,196,19,13,325,149,250,0.185,0.747,0.068,-0.971,2,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,1,0,3,11,16,3,4,19,1,21,7,4,4,0,23,38,10,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,12,8,0,1,0,1,0,8,5,10,1,1,3,4,19,6,27,27,5,28,0,3,0,0,10,10,0,3,10,123,31,0,0.10580324501944954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338970651226508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095802532509727,0.11675651184331727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194983476109279,0.0,0.4046959642183116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407329309240107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449667613364066,0.0,0.09003076873433681,0.11920402576523878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811141267568573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114012712469448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974188315666876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105556573095299,0.0,0.06013042238129146,0.0,0.0,0.2332969023044204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445879994323327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507547095416214,0.0709176848998501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404278553874493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587312981855565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819098642155338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706244876261446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244810460349372,0.0,0.0,0.16890228150537495,0.0,0.15555511793339144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413731144768494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446794025812063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682779741415396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145250709484138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24239451939585824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199401658283664,0.0795508728783187,0.0,0.09247669961379523,0.1948188257992714,0.0,0.0,0.14058194934831172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169472301799884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755129822286388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138003313364976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512982373139828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489666225796356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BuckieTom_,2020/01/13,"Gradual Decline Into Anxiety and Depression Okay, so I just want to start off by saying, I’ve never been an anxious person. I guess I have suffered from having confidence and self-esteem issues but anxiety was never an issue. Throughout my teenage years, I was happy enough. I was always incredible ambitious and no matter what, I made sure I had goals and ambitions. I guess that kept me sane a lot of the time. Everything in my life was going pretty well, I had a job, a good relationship and a healthy family until one day something happened which is the only thing I can put my finger on which could have contributed to this ‘new me’. My cousin who I was very close to took her own life. Honestly, at first I didn’t really feel all that much. I felt numb. I didn’t change anything about my life, went about my day, still working and still doing everything I would normally do. Until I realised something was not right with me. I started to experience death anxiety. I guess seeing my cousin in the hospital bed, obviously dead had a huge effect on me and I didn’t even realise it. I realised I wasn’t invincible. I could die and people around me could just die and leave me to live without them. This happened nine months ago and I still don’t feel myself. Is there a chance I could have PTSD? Has anybody had a similar experience? I would just like to feel better. My ambition is all but gone and I can’t seem to be consistently happy. I don’t wish to take any medication as I’d rather get through this without any medical help. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",4.014059405940594,5.956595990099013,5.220628382838285,79.22032871287131,72.5973597359736,8.544369636963697,27.631551155115513,9.174902378510234,2.4584606996699665,1247,47,231,28,25,413,173,303,0.125,0.67,0.204,0.9790000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,6,14,13,0,0,12,1,38,7,1,2,6,53,61,17,4,11,9,2,5,1,0,3,6,1,1,1,11,15,0,1,6,0,0,5,13,3,1,3,21,7,44,10,28,31,6,33,0,2,1,0,9,11,0,5,18,170,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588973276536961,0.07791339290042168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313547337493215,0.0,0.0,0.17931433278833206,0.0,0.20171773026830805,0.09929604962516077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232989040224752,0.07824496256154484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773576397440997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298099141953664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807072243054277,0.0,0.0,0.1133696852211834,0.0,0.07570361966447288,0.0,0.18244174809900934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081877283708258,0.0,0.05805365363682216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798826821802334,0.17195586300302926,0.08285934817722618,0.0,0.13332668012348284,0.0,0.08439274405281515,0.0,0.0,0.07476322972834352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592137932458898,0.0,0.049952612146986326,0.07372194643733758,0.0,0.0969042725328664,0.29047793048574844,0.0,0.15545007487719276,0.18713119224179744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058913998403353915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347856713975247,0.08722197731854324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930678495977789,0.0,0.0,0.18624798454073727,0.04294093527516263,0.0,0.07761267484651478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472497358325006,0.0,0.08316813796695373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708942791842774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015675114735398,0.0,0.06461275479101773,0.0,0.1355796999855956,0.08488929757409387,0.0,0.0,0.08611819349938864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595597575565897,0.066847918313942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060935152896598475,0.07674630572825716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942055981718754,0.0,0.0,0.10274425957275957,0.08835850077305205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630762773412961,0.0,0.0,0.09436606816072464,0.0,0.07506163653175771,0.0,0.06989743329815923,0.0,0.0,0.07004073624010446,0.08001607960308271,0.09169339372536316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533134590367318,0.0,0.0,0.12442471334857814,0.0,0.21057858345178385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283976199294084,0.0,0.06608591361036636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839336655689618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125213574738996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765430168221156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252237410390519,0.05184260101818852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902793628045779,0.08147931413431479,0.0,0.0,0.10107462513954232,0.16945480557033266,0.0,0.06398842506055105,0.0,0.0,0.18731372642928235,0.0,0.0,0.05660133746894901
anxiety,throwaway_njk34g3fc,2020/01/13,"Stuck in Hell of My Own Making I've never been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, but I feel like I'm drowning. I have things I should be doing, but I can't bring myself to do them. Then I feel like a failure for not doing them -- and it snowballs. I have way too much time off ""sick"", because I can't function. I do feel sick during those times, but I don't think there's an infection.

Some days, I have tons of energy, and I make plans. I strategize on how to make the best use of my time. I think I'm gonna change my life. Then the time comes to do it, and I feel like I'm drowning again.",2.350095486111112,2.9280005546875043,3.876979166666669,92.59788194444445,74.703125,7.251388888888887,22.815972222222207,7.3871296695380915,0.563268055555556,453,11,110,5,9,151,74,128,0.128,0.731,0.142,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,4,5,1,0,5,0,14,5,0,5,1,23,31,9,2,1,4,0,4,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,4,20,4,11,26,5,15,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,12,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511758313366112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766891407188504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535696045838415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684574957196973,0.15214673226813147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390846392631328,0.0,0.0,0.17927057955952844,0.0,0.0,0.2024274645463208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572274734909616,0.3785426421988842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475540697977827,0.25887004804909125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35369552411511423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298396415926036,0.0,0.13622402968500005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734175101580595,0.2263482385211842,0.0,0.0,0.4119656533958324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525472245262133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401966431644161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flcuban,2020/01/13,"So nervous I am going to be alone the rest of my life I don't have anyone I hang out with regularly. I just work and come home. Everything I do is alone. Haven't been in a relationship in many years, don't really talk to anyone unless they do to me first. 

When I think about my long term future, it just seems lonely and isolated. Yeah I could have a good job, nice car, a house, some money, but what's the point if there is no one to share anything with? It seems pointless to be alive with no one to spend it with.",2.623692660550457,3.5511437889908284,3.905401376146792,91.33039564220186,74.41284403669725,7.2848623853211025,20.04701834862385,7.645422480735847,0.30365045871559593,399,7,94,5,8,131,72,109,0.126,0.7659999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.012,1,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,1,5,1,14,1,0,0,0,18,19,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,2,4,5,2,0,3,1,0,11,3,16,15,3,14,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,4,6,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054335833737289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737173138204569,0.0,0.16106874783880154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860368192740086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627412428228954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590910475309549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648746085138227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123761760245092,0.1641686657461351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633270407755415,0.0,0.0,0.2258456291575505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423138335469636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824957423385814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321449833679695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843904941885285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652628261392861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502769636612693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538936589661714,0.0,0.0,0.21014029404151596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35636967447244816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732000348738653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541559665309626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424934483290699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604341720171847
anxiety,bloodofgore,2020/01/13,"You ever get mania/energy from anxiety attacks Hey whatsup. 

Just saw a picture of my ex. We've been broken up for 2 years, still not over it. For some fucking reason my mind loves running down every single thing we've done, replay all those intimate moments we had, tempt myself with trying to reach out to her again (I haven't, I've come close). 

Just seeing her hit me like a fucking truck, and now I'm super energized and laughy. Everything is fucking funny, I could run 5 miles, I could type for hours (114 wpm, I usually type at 90-100wpm). I could do a lot of shit right now. I know this feeling all stems from not wanting to sit and feel out an anxiety a ttack again, and my mind is trying to do anything but that. 

I can't sit still, I'm literally just posting this so I have a reason to type. Yee haw",2.3608571428571423,4.032193921212127,3.9530952380952407,87.71250000000002,76.45454545454545,6.653679653679656,23.300865800865804,7.447530270364453,0.9509047619047628,627,19,130,8,14,209,108,165,0.059000000000000004,0.8540000000000001,0.086,0.4869,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,1,1,0,1,11,9,5,0,6,0,13,5,1,2,3,32,28,6,0,4,6,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,4,4,17,4,19,20,5,26,0,0,2,4,7,9,4,2,12,84,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289348537623035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313369424584153,0.0,0.0,0.17022704452746004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889399401024215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35840491397816376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531246262244497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534994963002694,0.12607070478131124,0.0,0.13447883720686238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513160195491178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41499478540512813,0.07817610464574333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735655046182675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223337165318483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310222600085739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721106030381302,0.13504796275750958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30216963056708324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330528820476382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30769150444755833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277841919971545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923666070804202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535942341938355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23899127331982115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940829308070924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317946948076948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479758162633465,0.0,0.0882563342372273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635756038129836
anxiety,depressionhavinbitch,2020/01/13,"After 6 years, my panic attacks are back I’ve been suffering for a long time. The past couple of years I was able to push through my daily anxiety and even my depression some days. 2 weeks ago I had a panic attack for the first time in 6 years. I ended up at the ER. They treated me and did x-rays on my heart to be sure I didn’t have a heart problem based off the symptoms I told them I was having. I have high blood pressure so I’m prescribed medication for it. During my panic attack I though my throat was closing up and that I couldn’t breathe so now I have this fixation on my throat and I’m scared to death to take my medicine and even eat due to being terrified of choking or having an allergic reaction. This shit has taken over my life and I hate my life now. I feel like a completely different person. I can’t live like this forever. I bought an oximeter to check my oxygen levels in my blood and I’m pretty sure I have GERD due to the indigestion I’ve been having on a daily basis now. I freak over every little thing I feel and have become a hypochondriac essentially. I don’t want to carry this burden anymore...",3.042375478927198,4.409267758620693,4.6444252873563245,84.72088122605366,74.0,7.569348659003833,24.526819923371647,8.167268648758528,1.3918756704980844,888,27,182,14,18,299,128,232,0.253,0.69,0.057999999999999996,-0.9935,1,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,2,1,10,20,5,5,13,0,23,14,8,0,2,18,34,12,1,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,2,0,2,1,4,15,1,1,11,2,33,5,26,20,1,35,0,2,0,0,4,15,1,2,21,122,40,0,0.11637199457073112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315675170258856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902425732245307,0.0,0.1154097485264146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971698314924365,0.0,0.08948288061035692,0.0,0.0,0.1285237251201005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201382223756214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876339856180202,0.0,0.07505030928321275,0.0,0.10023102840221663,0.0,0.0,0.12158396580995225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907760274615167,0.0,0.0,0.10307104615170752,0.0,0.0,0.15372520976709592,0.0,0.09804842450881114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768235408433128,0.08313617617355429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989859591332029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489325207014595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758027477512489,0.0,0.1229534015298369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643939625881052,0.11370695674152585,0.11663531057979107,0.10275860323973048,0.1029855531819895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723254157524847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096123856454372,0.0,0.0,0.1110902365834177,0.0,0.1016115369820832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839215496567293,0.0,0.11135228242303126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650866782389525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945418011635793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935845535385692,0.1209550603998928,0.0874972572437721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731238225867812,0.0,0.11433489381285447,0.0,0.13571489174596724,0.0,0.0,0.1111984278246009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863921749223033,0.0,0.09334659459413693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481924729351105
anxiety,YungSLife,2020/01/13,"Can’t function at all I don’t know where to start. My life is a living hell right now and it’s been like this for years and I feel like my life is just a total failure. I feel like my brain has just shut off and gone autopilot, brainfog, pressure in the chest area, no feelings are some of my symptoms. My memory is just gone, I can’t even remember 90% of my childhood or even what I did last week. I can barely string two sentences together without stuttering and my pupils are dialating making eyecontact super awkward. I don’t know if this is anxiety or something else but I’m just so lost...

My decisionmaking is non-existent and it’s fucking up so much for me. It’s like I’m trapped inside a bubble and I’m JUST getting by. I’ve talked to several doctors and psychatrist about this but to no avail. Only reason I haven’t committed suicide yet is cause of my family. I definetly have a lot of PTSD from my childhood since it was a lot of physical abuse in my household. I just don’t know how to fix this or where to start...fuck man.",2.9787846836847933,4.5139807075471765,4.4131520532741435,85.63395671476141,74.47169811320755,8.00710321864595,27.56492785793563,8.671277953709913,2.006025749167592,818,32,170,16,17,272,121,212,0.149,0.78,0.07200000000000001,-0.9531,0,1,1,0,1,1,23.0,0,0,0,2,16,11,2,2,6,0,20,7,2,4,3,37,36,16,1,1,13,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,9,6,0,1,6,3,22,5,21,30,6,20,1,1,0,1,2,10,2,7,12,115,31,1,0.0,0.17248598040472854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136667823520488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625130573857526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954858201753218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900512683518016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161163695578248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230563093339828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372378673152521,0.0,0.22082564778609545,0.2080017303169433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26916880487166106,0.07605843276973118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400173837384708,0.1186654006218526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565192101571514,0.2844879911476454,0.0,0.12854793341827575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891545077508376,0.24753021198813616,0.0,0.0,0.09717436402138416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070164907635586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071853623863127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017274903600654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967830458482892,0.0,0.0,0.16491135710622098,0.12432271242078573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446156508785958,0.0,0.12042352507365077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207296280558628,0.0,0.0,0.20608154272161786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592385703282926,0.0,0.0,0.15131115605585882,0.0,0.11700998397525827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220843355051074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116773792640171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033187947032955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374738049851587
anxiety,lewis4838,2020/01/13,Manually breathing I'm 14 years old and I cant stop thinking about breathing I cant get my mind off it it is not that bad in the day but at night I struggle to sleep. What can I do to help get my mind off it.,-1.8709523809523816,-0.1042258163265295,1.0807142857142864,101.86011904761908,92.87755102040815,4.082993197278912,18.37074829931973,5.46131890053228,-0.7274925170068034,161,5,44,1,6,56,35,49,0.062,0.794,0.145,0.4532,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,7,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,7,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775897782825026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836437631076056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29754602881030345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086563300231849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750438321897614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672237801217945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988030333853932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284961182461223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380683781191649,0.0,0.29768831267524004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824598491719539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337322873291487
anxiety,RatherBeStoned,2020/01/13,"Driving Anxiety? DAE have a hard time driving? People have told me I’m a good driver, and that they feel safe with me. When I drive, I panic on the insides and always have a feeling that I’ll be in an accident, but it won’t be caused by me, it would be because of someone else. I also am extra cautious of right on reds and pedestrians. 

If you have anxiety while driving, what helped you overcome your fears?",3.7263821138211375,4.90832757317073,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,72.04878048780488,7.417886178861789,29.52032520325203,7.793537801064563,1.8978715447154468,319,13,63,4,6,105,59,82,0.177,0.7609999999999999,0.062,-0.8171,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,11,14,8,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,4,10,2,7,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,3,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577087704158475,0.21410270227966605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936832032863979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685391198959311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643284586941616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494965797821736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895455158069368,0.26020754072900715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158195909751355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304994017595797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246960576290524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018980836174259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783864969616525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974150815426144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801810070447664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003964908883236,0.0,0.0,0.2458709265489097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827857862125112,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Careful_Macaroon,2020/01/13,"Anxiety as despair? Does anyone else’s anxiety feel like a kind of despair or hopelessness with out any apparent cause? It’s hard to describe, but it’s almost a physical sensation, like sinking into a black hole. Maybe it’s straight up clinical depression, but  I don’t know. Would love to know if others have experienced this. Thanks.",3.774683840749415,6.829504360655742,4.831522248243561,75.94409836065577,79.1639344262295,9.38735362997658,31.66510538641685,9.606745405546679,4.0549793911007015,270,14,44,9,7,88,48,61,0.203,0.5489999999999999,0.248,0.8059,1,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,13,8,5,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,5,8,7,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,4,0,3,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579194054470446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669206787591337,0.0,0.3755512449067181,0.0,0.0,0.17163078561332695,0.2515019658706506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521542217147882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141365638351306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480300725256168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504967184812048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411155091090287,0.17535610741280494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988323748242275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556079931029005,0.2697959230733399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398379410465701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215365188052898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659676663857266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598586046410746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436717896603632,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deepseathree,2020/01/13,Scared to take medication I’m on losartan for high blood pressure. Been on it for awhile. The past couple months my insomnia has went fucking nuts and my GP gave me Trazodone to try. I’m terrified to take it with my BP medication. I worry that my blood pressure will drop while I’m sleeping or something along those lines.,3.412311827956992,5.8985142096774235,3.856129032258069,85.82086021505377,76.25806451612901,6.713978494623658,28.075268817204304,7.793537801064563,1.8178946236559141,259,11,49,4,6,81,45,62,0.27,0.73,0.0,-0.9509,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,4,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,9,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,3,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765129586009289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310313319857832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26403628054866235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035020398241452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994702209236279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856072713562654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501965372339522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500835152437206,0.0,0.0,0.19238756800895365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757919679066196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966775891105051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316626201367427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537886659333381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yayayayayayagirl,2020/01/13,"physiological manifestations of anxiety in sleep, drugs to try? Hello, this is my first time here. I never would have described as someone with Anxiety in a proper clinical way. I usually keep a busy schedule, and I am high energy and enthusiastic. My mood is generally happy, I am very driven and ambitious. I have excelled in school and have worked through university and I channel a lot fo energy into my hobbies such as music. 

Compared to my family members and friends, I can tell that I have a lot more trouble winding down than they do. I am worried that I have been living with anxiety that I have not really acknowledged. I have a lot of trouble sleeping and when I sleep in the same room as someone else, I have been told that I look disturbed. Recently I have begun to pick out my eyelashes in my sleep and scratch my skin so much that there are marks the next day. The worst thing is bruxism or teeth grinding at night. I have been given a mouth guard for this and I was prescribed muscle relaxants for a time. I think it is concerning that I seem to have all this subconscious anxiety in my sleep. 

I have seen three different therapists. Frankly I haven't found them to be helpful. I eat healthy and exercise 3-4 times a week. I have tried CBD and various sleep aids. Does anyone recommend any drugs I could try in order to help my anxiety? Something I could ask my doctor for? Should I try smoking weed?",4.012231884057972,6.1128455629629626,5.158631239935588,78.98644927536233,73.0,8.843800322061194,30.25764895330113,9.43228470229965,2.9893011272141705,1122,50,207,28,23,370,154,270,0.087,0.7859999999999999,0.127,0.9142,1,0,3,1,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,5,5,9,0,1,11,0,33,15,9,1,2,35,43,17,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,11,15,1,2,4,3,0,1,3,4,0,2,9,4,39,4,29,29,9,30,0,0,2,0,9,13,0,5,14,153,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450643954627558,0.0,0.3628291272266672,0.0,0.0,0.06632665873844018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867907692851294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147219393975128,0.0,0.0,0.0611753223993516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910603138152943,0.0,0.0970908012677295,0.083010549110515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200094653279916,0.09706303422479254,0.07924137596002115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894233291492776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806858495430241,0.0,0.1040064925133818,0.07328676774700145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097770840619703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716213647867233,0.10022229156045807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843138178185063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376102300625275,0.0,0.07965651664497236,0.0,0.0,0.2419336884275405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973127071384312,0.0,0.07316005016018512,0.0,0.10088216304454348,0.08901745763152022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060768225182200875,0.0,0.0936604635043367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960009832960106,0.0,0.0863548215257128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5695567956147095,0.0,0.16074512001097402,0.0730260360187402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290974750510692,0.0,0.0,0.11013701674615836,0.06301919279624425,0.060780937556213,0.0,0.0,0.16593673636218567,0.0,0.0,0.09064052816625227,0.0,0.2576084099754444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044722753707571,0.07826747702998478,0.0,0.07529356949662794,0.07608906710335465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905748261131317,0.09633252528424002,0.0,0.06738413701910358,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HappyPotato135,2020/01/13,I’m lonely I really hate anxiety :(,0.23714285714285666,2.6518669999999998,7.368571428571433,54.701428571428615,93.28571428571428,14.228571428571426,21.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,5.808257142857144,27,1,4,2,1,12,6,7,0.853,0.147,0.0,-0.8918,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544986890473793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7033511771441435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45638406065687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reanov7,2020/01/13,"New here to this sub How’s it going everyone. I am a 19 year old male and my entire life I have lived without any anxiety until recently. Only a couple months when I was high on marijuana did I have a sudden realization that I have anxiety problems. When I get anxiety I feel nauseous and I want to vomit, I also feel very uncomfortable. I am starting to figure out what triggers my anxiety and what I can do to decrease it when I do feel it. In realizing that I have it, I have connected the dots and realized that my mother has it and it has affected her very seriously at some points. She would fall to the floor because of how ill she felt when she has a panic attack. I had always thought it was a side effect of her headaches. I feel that she has transferred her anxiety to me and now I feel like I will transfer it to my kids. Sometimes I don’t understand why I start feeling panicked. I have lived a very good life and I don’t understand why all of a sudden this is happening to me. Any comments are appreciated. Hope everyone is doing good.",4.063854660347552,5.141506791469197,5.946236966824646,77.4852954186414,71.13270142180096,9.418135860979463,30.65434439178515,9.725611199111238,2.9518755766192726,827,35,162,20,15,287,110,211,0.10400000000000001,0.772,0.124,0.0232,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,1,9,0,27,4,0,5,1,33,44,15,0,4,1,1,7,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,16,8,0,0,14,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,7,35,4,17,36,2,25,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,16,122,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323024231226128,0.0970052084154225,0.0,0.0,0.15855893564199974,0.0,0.44592292364629255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262837026670626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106704521388889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289952938047816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279737919436066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536828790704965,0.08328589949547256,0.1119365931170516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060909060494743275,0.0,0.06625599491742773,0.1955661855713306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030927005445742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317483331279225,0.0,0.11579180766026165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469002636340585,0.05695586811294339,0.0,0.2058873307777115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305429981848827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259521027775715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233275039329634,0.0,0.0,0.08866554011262798,0.0,0.13678335775169892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020726957521026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155282127861628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511023945392615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530215730332835,0.0,0.16503407571496045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255274717419014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427310592379889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885760229648785,0.06876283265147645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039347419480128,0.0,0.0,0.11238047675629928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281620501809747,0.0,0.0,0.07507471114077759
anxiety,AKBullWorm,2020/01/13,"marijuana & anxiety does anyone else’s anxiety get triggered when they smoke weed? i can’t smoke anymore because of how it makes me feel. it’s like a wave just hits my body and i start feeling super panicky & depersonalized.  

whenever i explain this to people they always say “oh yeah i get that. it makes me super paranoid too” but that’s not it. it legit starts to trigger anxiety sensations and i feel like i’m about to have a panic attack",2.7305747126436763,5.266107344827585,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,79.0,7.085057471264367,26.90804597701149,8.167268648758528,2.1288528735632197,357,15,64,7,9,120,60,87,0.182,0.679,0.14,-0.5927,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,5,6,1,1,2,1,2,1,1,5,0,14,14,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,10,4,5,13,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,35,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139823558615925,0.39428877907769183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175772308535353,0.0,0.18044701018437406,0.12722472926152684,0.1864308282589993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699611469372148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091595419936214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021071141632298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922699616278474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199714254536625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760004577228085,0.2599723960969507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012431271986568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778463815364942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290809711383185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348089818510413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261422700639819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446951470333924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757243639780897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Name2522,2020/01/13,"As I’ve worked through individual fears, I’m suddenly getting unexplained, generalized anxiety, instead. I’m trying to remind myself this is probably a good thing because it gets to the root of the matter. Instead of being anxious of a social situation or an activity, I get spells where I’m just anxious period. And I’ve conquered so many fears, that’s mostly what’s left. 

The good: Underneath it all was just a nervous system that was wired to be very reactive. It wasn’t my fear of this, that or the other thing. The world was never as dangerous as I thought. It’s just simple biology. My body is hyper reactive to triggers.

Obviously, it’s annoying to just to be anxious, of course.",4.3335524475524485,6.481490369230772,6.356013986013987,70.54262237762241,72.23076923076924,9.650349650349654,32.587412587412594,10.018931242160765,3.8621538461538463,548,27,92,16,11,191,77,130,0.16,0.768,0.071,-0.8704,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,2,4,9,0,9,1,1,2,3,16,16,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,5,2,16,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,67,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994201801345508,0.5313757844324407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557621244841508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415558131412634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292886236860793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457450125451919,0.0,0.0,0.2630118537169563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035009122343925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895792903071668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092419538159475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904345677020513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762357333321507,0.0,0.15982512440630606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832531322212386,0.0,0.0,0.12447177169082682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064484292711896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129366118034034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414317652280825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lostthelyrics,2020/01/13,"post-interview anxiety, pls send help lol Welp :(

I'm fresh out of university trying to find a job and obviously like many of us on here I really struggle with interviews. The main problem I'm having is the fact that even when it's over I can't get out of my anxious state. You know when you finish an exam and you leave the hall just feeling that sense of euphoria like thank fuck that is over !! I wanna get that after job interviews but the sense of dread just doesn't die down :(

I had an interview last week and I spent the rest of the week feeling so sick. Contantly felt that tightness in my chest and the sinking feeling in my stomach so strong to the point I wanted to rip my insides out just to stop the sensation :/ Then I got to this weekend and I think the built up stress finally took its toll on me and I've never slept so much in my life. I managed to have a 5 hour nap on friday, then sleep completely through the night, then on saturday I napped for 7 hours and STILL slept through the night for another 8 hours. I'm constantly exhausted and I cant stay up for longer than 4 hours without feeling like I've been awake for 3 days.

In terms of the actual interviews. I know I experience more dread than what is considered just normal nerves, but thats fine with me. If anything the nerves beforehand help me out because I'm so nervous that I end up being ridiculously prepared. I just wish that after the interview I could just switch it off and chill. Why does that euphoric 'ITS OVER' feeling never come? And why does one stupid 30 minute interview leave me completely crippled for a whole week? :(((

If anyone has any advice on how I can just relax afterward I'd really appreciate it. I just don't know why the anxiety lingers so much when I should be ecstatic that the interview is over and I did it?",3.370749999999997,5.203994575000007,4.331666666666667,85.38,74.08333333333334,8.355555555555558,26.722222222222207,9.029198982220553,2.1176222222222223,1437,53,291,32,30,465,186,360,0.149,0.685,0.166,0.77,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,3,0,1,20,17,3,5,22,1,19,9,5,1,4,56,45,27,1,9,13,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,18,18,0,2,11,4,1,3,7,10,0,1,9,7,33,7,50,32,7,60,0,0,0,1,14,24,1,2,34,189,51,11,0.0,0.0,0.09362522446780648,0.0,0.0,0.09375308382914306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524362160801285,0.1006032001785786,0.14679022095560068,0.10838677179077127,0.0,0.06708464233482006,0.0,0.07895181484333103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848514797303327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264524841751618,0.2011860190084606,0.10367885505532433,0.0,0.0766016119867467,0.0,0.0,0.06187443632675173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957230016180864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679183936901229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849758374503065,0.0,0.0,0.06336856432967622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384935730953703,0.0,0.0,0.2425549406164119,0.06854074404528547,0.09211904325478484,0.1050994034947583,0.08768894291158652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869652253167387,0.10025111935390572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673331326582015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861535024467186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377932852880584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041459527246465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818108859162255,0.07820526145297295,0.0,0.20317673892348373,0.0,0.0,0.06776643472764039,0.14061675272241614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726978881765208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105632469254972,0.0,0.14799225203090444,0.0,0.0,0.18006950509341973,0.09400246053178883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501255462396549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069588371672548,0.0,0.09188559353886848,0.0,0.0,0.09180321539545536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229253735740231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960109520815118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226104854895092,0.07661913693032757,0.08021152722031794,0.10990085214116,0.10029905854765983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833019418856536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061475544438520775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659471903235708,0.06513809218776724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540600899781885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658887928381982,0.0,0.2308758476292897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597172873969168,0.10711544175924056,0.11032817891741573,0.0924843405630671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pumpkinblumpkin1,2020/01/13,"So much anxiety every Sunday Without fail I end up being anxious out of my mind on Sunday nights before the work week. Any tips? I have prepared all my clothes, lunches, etc in advanced, and that basically stole away my sunday to relax.",4.087499999999999,6.498810022727278,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,73.77272727272728,6.218181818181819,29.181818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.9723818181818191,187,8,30,2,4,61,39,44,0.08,0.725,0.19399999999999998,0.688,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,1,3,12,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308929290978425,0.0,0.2284631159736437,0.3373845948652623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805874326858893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541254642639997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26451141608730105,0.0,0.3330688594215455,0.0,0.0,0.2516218528895257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015469869154884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195389260759905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802587253950512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395555380963144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878837634585601,0.0,0.21741760066605728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nevets2575,2020/01/13,Sitting here on my rack. Sudden rush of hot and cold flashes. Rambling thoughts. Fear and adrenaline. I need to chat. 9374o9669three. I just wanna text for awhile.,2.2696428571428577,3.891689535714292,0.7199999999999989,97.025,117.92857142857143,3.0285714285714285,25.42857142857143,5.288315135182226,0.6948714285714286,129,6,22,1,7,35,26,28,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7194553545271707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740757584798973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075787309018114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Warrocs,2020/01/13,"Getting anxiety from new things starting to limit me a lot Hello
I've always struggled with anxiety regarding different things.
-First it was scary movies when I was a kid
-Then it was scary faces on the internet
-Then it was sexual intercourse (Performance anxiety)
-Then it was weed
-Then it was fear of living in a dream or going crazy (Derealization)
- Then it was peeing when others are watching
- Then it was existential crisis
- Just recently it was fucking presenting myself infront of others

The last one made me realize that this has to stop or else I am going to have to live in protective suit the rest of my life, ending up getting scared of my own thoughts.

I have been thinking about it and I think it is happens in a certain pattern that goes like this: 1. I encounter a situation 2. I have a shockingly bad experience that may be totally random 3. I start thinking ""what if it happens again - that I get a knot in my stomach and get scared/can't function"" 4. I end up avoiding, or having severe anxiety when I encounter the same situations or the moments before the situations and it seemingly never goes away.

Now this was okay as a kid because scary movies are easy to avoid, but everyday situations and thought patterns are impossible.

The funny thing is, I am not scared of the concept or the act behind the situations, I don't give a shit about the idea of a guy talking in front of people or having sex and failing or peeing in front of others.

My anxiety comes from the ""what if?"" question, what if I FEEL the same way again. It's the idea of the anxiety itself that makes me anxious. If I think about presenting myself to a new class right now, I get a knot in my stomach, thinking about the classmates taking turns, me having a minor seizure waiting for my turn, and getting paralyzed of fear when I need to talk.

I don't like being this fragile, I am not willing to accept that I can't handle simple things.

How can I eliminate this anxiety spirale??",5.204883145177263,6.6674052379679125,6.092436125965537,76.05451475539714,68.81283422459893,9.070152505446623,32.301049712814425,9.444778638647367,3.1368317686670637,1565,69,275,33,27,516,183,374,0.147,0.802,0.051,-0.9799,1,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,4,14,17,2,7,29,1,34,9,6,3,3,54,65,30,0,5,15,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,35,8,0,6,14,1,0,6,6,12,0,2,14,3,32,5,39,47,6,48,0,1,1,2,8,12,2,16,31,214,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668181283874096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43001844859383737,0.09071898883053812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544685963502896,0.0,0.06704924880416567,0.048951670006004686,0.0,0.06833152878046474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917350931494466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389904043168707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708245010778811,0.0,0.1422483928832423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855127204962106,0.0,0.18072531773947692,0.040603366231903394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830528131042525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423838448100749,0.2517285096692111,0.0770334930992365,0.09127554380109748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795121185717556,0.14202250401426816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130353811787325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545727050471717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672004372461301,0.07846350871572311,0.0,0.14181719029283607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827032968029963,0.0,0.07598418474614631,0.05360255473405653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059543300042690366,0.06193425284828415,0.15511334574794733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441506485829718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567165537684096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995719894230914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928904936319961,0.0,0.0,0.06857791213076582,0.0,0.0,0.16079366004030862,0.0,0.0,0.07310439699442127,0.0,0.09071898883053812,0.08242938137897114,0.0,0.4513169773283238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367707197943115,0.0,0.0,0.06713650126998258,0.0,0.0839496280013147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037750022590616,0.12908824531302593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339770065173952,0.25727305727101074,0.0,0.12750245980213354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469216160644244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374040150114366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Plants_on_Plants_,2020/01/13,"Stress Eating I've been so anxious about work tomorrow that I have shoving food in my mouth for the past 4 hours. 
Not even the xanax is working.",2.080919540229882,4.455093413793102,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,80.3793103448276,5.2459770114942526,23.459770114942533,6.42735559955562,0.4912666666666663,115,4,24,1,3,35,27,29,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.6615,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658547195907298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33137613835391466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138977658496405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915968520010106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31892387703377384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30914842723457026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709654303617693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715286740198438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eternalgnome,2020/01/13,"Does anyone else burp a lot because of anxiety? I have a lot of small burping because of being anxious, especially when my anxiety is temporarily relieved.",7.300000000000002,9.4468502962963,8.904629629629632,55.26583333333339,64.55555555555556,11.325925925925928,46.83333333333334,11.20814326018867,6.634422222222222,126,9,16,4,2,44,21,27,0.193,0.7140000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613720822248476,0.3406673159914578,0.0,0.2108517918825585,0.3089751059305007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676459415877342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638897143022108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190755014961397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127365345194551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Coolbeanery,2020/01/13,"Does anyone get Sunday scaries even though they like their job? Title pretty much says it, I work a 9-5 with longer hours at some points in the year. Though I genuinely enjoy my job and have supportive team members which I didn’t have in past jobs, I’ll feel anxious about work all day Sunday even if I am out doing things. I want to reframe my mindset so that I can let myself unwind properly and relax like I do fridays and saturdays. Rather than feeling doom that I have a work week ahead I want to feel positive about it but I just don’t know how. I’ve always been anxious for sometimes no reason, thinking people don’t like me when they do , taking any slightly constructive criticism to heart and being overly harsh on myself so it’s like I’m nervous because I think I’m going to fail at the week ahead, which is a terrible outlook. I really am my own worst critic and I know nobody is perfect but any mistake that I make feels detrimental to me even though I am still new at this job and learning. I don’t know how to make this feeling  go away or ease it I workout eat healthy and I’m starting therapy but maybe there’s other things I can do or think to be less harsh on my self and view the week ahead as positive instead of dreadful",4.911190476190473,5.373387698412703,5.442976190476191,84.09160714285714,68.84126984126982,8.204761904761906,29.24206349206349,8.07648339933343,1.8604634920634928,988,34,198,12,16,318,145,252,0.168,0.679,0.152,-0.8881,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,9,18,15,0,2,6,0,22,2,1,5,2,41,46,23,0,5,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,14,10,1,0,13,4,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,7,29,8,27,41,6,30,1,2,1,0,6,11,0,4,21,135,43,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685354262927662,0.0,0.0,0.1419656274234208,0.0,0.0,0.2358421510400368,0.0,0.07298578086879882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980695987406731,0.0,0.0,0.06362982711802408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673172561401696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134471511780533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680805397311094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682844787571614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26389142325776754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453488290581632,0.0,0.11864451348554696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369225651336732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279448255008826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143290458467165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209557758264798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067368766022538,0.0,0.20398157995601027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935055904707902,0.0,0.10486497226310927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673221206714946,0.0,0.0,0.10081203943021244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996436921070852,0.07236479994590743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986739984632094,0.0,0.0,0.10619323353799356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686928681910928,0.10732128597479126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300814122739415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889238440997874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323570247595112,0.0,0.07388156968339499,0.0,0.08335898267807883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845057937089387,0.0,0.0,0.07848169226344293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936902993300502,0.0,0.13869249811281648,0.20064982650363336,0.3076620765218066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313350416049025,0.0,0.251184972245477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797232918499585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721808788371701
anxiety,breadteen,2020/01/13,"How do you calm yourself down in public? First of all, just want to say- I’m so glad to have found this subreddit. I haven’t been diagnosed but I get anxious a lot so it’s sort of relieving to see that other people feel the same way and I’m not just ‘exaggerating’ when I’m having an off day.
I know that a lot of people get panic attacks in different ways but when I get them it’s more like strong nausea, heart burn, clammy palms (and sometimes crying)... does anyone else get that and how do you usually go about calming yourself down? I find it quite difficult because I start to panic more, especially in public because I don’t want to worry people or draw attention to myself.",2.86887254901961,4.8485524558823565,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,75.91176470588233,7.180392156862746,23.833333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.4211098039215684,538,17,104,9,12,180,85,136,0.154,0.703,0.14300000000000002,-0.6756,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,3,9,10,1,2,4,0,7,3,2,2,1,23,22,12,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,3,11,6,16,20,6,15,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,4,7,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185527167008469,0.0,0.1063676797718096,0.15586761123368478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730614525143954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854650863294101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709956568857812,0.09810651141906852,0.0,0.0,0.15440126707386054,0.0,0.15893577047227184,0.0,0.0,0.13312353845968788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707893723445116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691777239204386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903732768814125,0.12939543118180344,0.0,0.1667946117032561,0.0,0.0,0.31791118172711386,0.0,0.08645479617323505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026604873512966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360261897844641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074319432901293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586584397701018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569662587982139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163880323991124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618011419191752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097402095896652,0.0,0.0,0.12122204055402686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504531706212668,0.0,0.10767318033150652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754158498306312,0.0,0.17945173681525844,0.2414957255928299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544879147531255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,typical_weirdo_,2020/01/13,Do other people scratch themselves to help with anxiety? (self harm warning?) I was replying to a question on a SH sub about scratching themselves and I do that when I'm having a panic attack but I read other comments and there were more people who did the same thing so is it common/normal?,2.7495238095238115,5.388513,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,79.71428571428572,5.161904761904762,25.404761904761905,6.42735559955562,1.1837476190476202,232,9,39,2,6,75,45,56,0.157,0.8079999999999999,0.035,-0.6694,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,8,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,5,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934265970817476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708029890530173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184702311947936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824195215928876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519305191294604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651265921790954,0.0,0.3260274872542639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400257573601542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653957697091536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hodlthedoor8,2020/01/13,"Anxious muscle twitches, weird tingling, nervous tension, and uneasy sleep. Hey y'all, 

For the last 6+ months, I have been struggling with some form of anxiety and also depression. It came on due to my unwillingness to take on what I was responsible for at the right time in my teenage and early adult life (being schoolwork, university, studies and tasks around the home, etc.), the gradual disposition that I built with unhealthy habits like drinking and partying on weekends, which I think was in effort to mask my inability of genuinely connecting with people and be really interested in hobby or schoolwork and a career, leading to me having a nervous breakdown at the start of last year and having to be on medication for \~2-3 months. 

Since then I was successfully off the medication for around 4 months and have been having a strange tingling sensation in my scalp, which feels like it could be between the scalp and skull or skull and bran. It is at times accompanied by feelings of anxiety when I feel stuck with my thoughts and get stressed because I don't know how to solve a problem I get a wave of anxiety and tingling sensation under my.. testicles (>.<). It's a really strange sensation. - Has anyone experienced this before? Also, I sometimes have a muscle twitch in random parts of my body when I am maybe feeling slightly stressed or I have to think about something distressing, that triggers an emotional response. 

Lastly, I experience interrupted sleep and will wake up every 3 hours or so, and at times I wake up early in the morning and am not really able to get back to sleep for the rest of the morning, usually sleeping for 6 hours on average and feeling mentally tired for consecutive days. Some nights when I have sleep anxiety or frustration due to inability of sleep I will get angry and emotionally riled up and not be able to sleep. 

Currently I spend a lot of time at home by myself, reading forums and doing online courses, I am looking for a new job. My relationships with friends are not amazing as I feel that I am not able to be emotionally available most of the time since I am experiencing these thoughts/ feelings of anxiety and depression. 

Anyone out there that has experienced something similar in the past or present? Any suggestions welcomed. I am meditating at least 2x week, and making an effort to eat a clean diet. No medication at the moment, except using Kava as a natural sleep supplement some nights.",13.407002262443434,9.374647454751132,12.296419683257922,56.106484728506786,55.22171945701358,15.665384615384614,49.570701357466056,13.328392162939545,6.477723529411764,1973,97,317,51,16,641,219,442,0.158,0.7709999999999999,0.071,-0.9873,2,0,3,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,0,4,12,19,1,7,26,0,34,28,15,5,0,67,57,38,0,2,11,0,7,2,1,2,10,0,3,1,13,31,3,0,12,3,1,2,6,12,0,0,9,11,32,7,71,39,10,65,0,2,1,0,7,28,0,12,37,229,45,5,0.20221406906599154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780701198276167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045837500393589824,0.0,0.2578220155853951,0.07614811336606192,0.0,0.09426185253482293,0.0,0.0,0.1200089288939855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051830045727392485,0.0,0.041089273206498834,0.0,0.0573564263350739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487141494453968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709300818960868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053817159946879585,0.0,0.0,0.043470448598339435,0.0,0.11611112091957368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603093466151834,0.0,0.06897182515073147,0.0,0.2274636104296353,0.0,0.0,0.07517404662790123,0.0,0.0,0.05679135820312749,0.0,0.0,0.0659347204614057,0.0,0.0,0.2385728547363328,0.04815392378167528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207669604889952,0.0,0.1408646733454205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522479920039532,0.0,0.13276008340512416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688875380175789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03704385466796591,0.16483145544105662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760992572059955,0.06586105327898671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660296303358335,0.0,0.0,0.0573050567587884,0.0,0.0,0.044993153773176434,0.0,0.06771707059833079,0.0,0.0,0.2037094005849528,0.06792807345396328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140534069372314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509986932651853,0.0,0.12650947030781398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299271039376387,0.06434540330744525,0.04672992478819354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449718482986834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742293035496982,0.0,0.12954351063084116,0.0,0.0,0.07236741122470157,0.0,0.057563236701151564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151571170261328,0.0,0.5396269483954873,0.0,0.0,0.10378284643504476,0.06666496163554105,0.0,0.04770938629167014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544236886033804,0.07046601678976097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050679938028741135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638040694083014,0.0,0.1070235888717966,0.19652108305807767,0.07747177516670142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821601006643234,0.07423674282923264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406797628004061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340641020993969
anxiety,I-Concentrate-E,2020/01/13,"Classes start tomorrow Tomorrow is the first day of my new semester of classes but I feel so scared to even leave my room. Last semester after failing and hiding in my room for 2 months avoiding and ghosting everyone I know, I've reached a point where even looking at people I know gives me anxiety. 

I went for a smoke earlier and saw a lot of people moving in and I got scared and ran back to my room took the stairs to avoid the elevator. I don't feel like a person or that this is my body, or even my mind. I feel like I am nothing and that all of this is just some dream or maybe a nightmare and I just want out of it. I'm scared to even go to classes tomorrow even though I don't want to repeat my mistakes. To be honest, I can't even feel anything right now. These words feel pointless.",2.218129870129868,3.85401661818182,3.595519480519485,90.27613636363638,76.75757575757575,6.896103896103897,25.119047619047624,7.7094869923839395,1.185086580086581,622,22,136,9,14,204,91,165,0.22699999999999998,0.708,0.064,-0.9848,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,13,10,0,5,8,0,8,1,1,0,1,31,27,13,1,3,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,8,0,2,7,1,0,5,3,7,0,1,5,7,19,3,19,21,3,29,0,1,2,0,2,11,0,5,15,88,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837867806064364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582687489958786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988854922048873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284565284406572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293638652420124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509634678558596,0.0,0.0,0.12288284857218384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251202193113133,0.18374378752403792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938712772202276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336487584648352,0.07308636591577762,0.0,0.10285319925484604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135043682094034,0.1048261960373722,0.0,0.13616887322494495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565496671331133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799164425341744,0.0,0.0,0.10933115462074428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919602448372994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984937992939874,0.0,0.10264732444281212,0.13668148985481746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420271930079367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233952060579592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783101499729414,0.1122885939705146,0.0,0.0,0.12156860433219305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982373089228163,0.0,0.0,0.3862532213530952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102376970799267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634888566125407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287937545677368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170327016700702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192135248075589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpaceAesthetic-,2020/01/14,Alternatives to Coffee ? Due to my anxiety I am unable to intake caffeine especially in a high concentration. I begin to have a lot of physical symptoms and issues afterwards. Does anyone know of any alternatives to coffee? I’ve been having issues with energy levels and since I can’t sleep well I am always fatigued. If anyone has any suggestion it would be greatly appreciated. (:,4.409440298507462,7.696149253731344,6.8732649253731335,60.70153917910452,78.8507462686567,9.320149253731344,27.777985074626866,9.516144504307137,3.928882089552241,308,13,41,10,8,109,50,67,0.059000000000000004,0.774,0.16699999999999998,0.8192,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,3,1,0,0,7,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,5,2,9,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981024113035741,0.0,0.0,0.32380640171290503,0.0,0.18213126464625068,0.0,0.0,0.3329434526971057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834623179291706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262485072817748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25154558079688105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969892843459481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084305625975293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024078982240052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969430108034788,0.0,0.23825287554796246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474572524228173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406335414340805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691258663023285,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jebeebelle,2020/01/14,"how to curb anxiety about other people? I have the constant anxiety that my own friends are plotting against me, even my closest and best ones. what can I do to get rid of that anxiety? I feel like I trust and love my friends, bit for some reason my anxiety just gets in my head and makes me paranoid.",4.596,5.354124600000002,5.010000000000002,85.86000000000001,69.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,33.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.630333333333333,236,11,49,4,4,75,44,60,0.11800000000000001,0.604,0.278,0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,3,0,10,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,6,7,9,4,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6515730653910258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234601894817064,0.0,0.2324678355007817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301050743191624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064032822119746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766539157330954,0.15211947502714218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290232256056057,0.0,0.22249755031727697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853082892347628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040283746653547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218046885968013,0.0,0.1421345218475354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428900382284787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762102583928902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893072794829685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aromatize,2020/01/14,"The only notifications that don't give me mini heart attacks are ads. Anyone else have this problem? I'm not sure what it is, but whether I'm on a computer or phone every notifications terrifies me for like 2 secs for no reason. Sound or no sound. Only the visual popup, rings and vibrations don't do the same.  
It's almost like getting contacted by people I know scares me lol.",3.0139575289575298,5.317090472972975,4.957181467181467,78.350945945946,76.70270270270271,7.4718146718146725,24.08494208494209,8.418075326091056,1.7837590733590738,301,10,55,6,7,103,56,74,0.22399999999999998,0.657,0.12,-0.7841,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,4,1,6,1,1,1,1,12,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,3,4,3,4,11,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252275310148189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615797155767338,0.25813595149739177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28661106921916885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104583634704676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226509333396196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162501294729168,0.2416778585759595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985427674461052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384562285061266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461642592053253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832140167819694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465917633413247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410666233535486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590299071577413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522296852167396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374446261250014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,legendwolfA,2020/01/14,"May sound weird, but I'm living in fear of being drafted. Is this a normal feeling? I don't know where my anxiety started or how to fully express it, but ever since I watched a documentary about military life, I've been anxious about getting drafted in there and serving for years. 

What seems to scare me the most are no communication and harsh environment. I'm afraid I'm not gonna make it through because I'm very sensitive,  and military life seems so horrible. 

so if anyone talk to me about military stuff I would get chills down my spine. Can someone give me advice on how I can beat this? It follows me everywhere. When I'm working, playing, or just going to bed, which is annoying. I tried telling myself to just stay strong and I can do this, but it doesn't seem to be effective.",4.654675324675324,5.910669662337664,5.501168831168833,80.55746753246754,69.9090909090909,8.716883116883116,32.18181818181819,9.095868883498916,2.7837220779220777,624,28,120,12,11,204,102,154,0.188,0.737,0.075,-0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,13,7,1,3,3,0,14,3,1,4,1,27,32,15,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,10,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,3,13,2,16,26,1,12,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,8,4,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946840650125462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049781601253128,0.20748118808075114,0.0,0.12841789697795808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195617127473748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612911496795554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666623451294208,0.09286296920273107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190737952898973,0.17618142437738113,0.10437703569395047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093359687918073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594460589052193,0.0,0.0,0.1621733195637574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259309637104088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994578001916406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838736302679408,0.0,0.0,0.501585853343096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519237400045733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561277059562784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999403022387904,0.1957549200586697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102443934517413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761728966598758,0.1605251284489735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246916808493985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153702889809784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337051625426911,0.0,0.0,0.1304653261638332,0.0,0.0,0.11826968735764608
anxiety,jajsjsjsjjsjskso,2020/01/14,Anxiety poops Okay this gonna sound weird.... so prepare yourselves. So I have generalized anxiety disorder and for some reason at home Mu stomach doesn’t feel too right and I poop a lot. I went to the doctor but they said my bowel movements were normal .... but I don’t believe them. Here’s the weird part....whenever I go out while I do have social anxiety ‘my stomach is fine and I don’t have to use the bathroom but as soon as I get home I legit have to poop like every 30 min or right after I eat wtf is wrong w me ? Is there a demon in my house ???,-0.5116413043478261,1.7103307217391333,1.9887771739130429,93.60577445652176,93.95652173913044,4.961956521739131,18.49184782608696,6.6274283507984215,0.15805434782608696,423,13,93,6,16,144,77,115,0.17,0.769,0.06,-0.9116,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,5,1,12,8,6,2,0,15,19,12,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,3,16,3,10,15,2,12,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,5,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285756719032821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039640435008225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140246655729401,0.19114027451894766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910856102238728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733977336355973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442331691344473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756596989557376,0.0,0.10613085069786854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37463867624408026,0.0,0.0,0.21547736517109706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123362712454408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876296902012044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296935322941224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222542432370105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200381111396853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189565068768989,0.17763619409860465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190361868770554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128675417871507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311344795960587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417511757984794,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AxIodide,2020/01/14,I have classes in like 10 minutes But I'm still in my dorm. I feel so anxious to go there.,-2.4542857142857137,-0.7080478571428549,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,99.0,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.6545999999999994,69,3,18,0,3,24,18,21,0.124,0.758,0.11800000000000001,-0.03,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,11,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6835653162110452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059453509715589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438794720104367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956102897403361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483215651672875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vitruvius702,2020/01/14,"An absence of anxiety feels almost like I'm high I've been struggling with pretty severe anxiety over the past 18 months. It hit me suddenly with a brief stay in a locked mental ward in the first few days being the worst of it. I had no idea what was happening during my first week long panic attack, so I went to the VA emergency room and was freaking locked up for ""drug withdrawal"" (which I wasn't experiencing AT ALL) and that was the absolute worst experience of my entire life. It wasn't until I threatened personal lawsuits against individual doctors did they listen and 'believe' I wasn't a street addict going through withdrawal of some sort. Even then it wasn't until I grabbed a magazine from the mental Ward's ""library"" that just happened to have a long article about me and my company did anyone even take my threat seriously or that I had the resources to back up such a threat.

Anyways, I get off track when I think of that experience. It still gets my blood boiling 18 months later. 

Anxiety has been a daily thing ever since with sleep being a major challenge. Work too. But I've had a good therapist and have been actively working on it every hour of every day.

There were other, professional and personal, matters happening in my life that would add to anyone's stress levels but my particular flavor of anxiety seems to be generic with my mom, her mom, and her mom's mom all going through the same thing at the same age. 

These last two days have felt like a miracle. I still have anxiety, but it feels more ""natural"". Like... When something stressful happens I'm more attuned to identify and fear the anxiety that comes with it, which itself can cause elevated anxiety, but to me I think it's what normal people would feel instead of the crippling icy feeling that comes with diagnosed panic disorder. 

I'm sitting in my office alone and it's absolutely quiet. And I can't help but feel like I'm missing something. A lack of something.

It's anxiety that I'm lacking. And just knowing that makes me feel high. Like I took some strong happy drug or something.

It's amazing. But I'm afraid of WHEN it comes back. Not IF it comes back.",5.104918699186989,6.629259573170736,5.828292682926833,77.61845528455288,69.12195121951221,8.978861788617886,30.98373983739837,9.3871,2.8986276422764226,1715,71,308,36,30,559,203,410,0.161,0.738,0.10099999999999999,-0.9557,0,1,6,0,1,0,43.0,0,0,1,6,20,25,3,7,23,0,28,10,2,2,3,63,64,27,0,6,12,4,8,5,0,2,7,2,1,2,32,22,1,0,12,0,0,9,7,15,0,3,19,12,29,10,42,39,14,55,0,1,0,0,11,16,0,8,33,212,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462930097205417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855077639329543,0.07090181952830886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189613273205237,0.0,0.0,0.09573482011420888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788083307219196,0.0,0.15791987863987916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077128698566681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032520118881616,0.0,0.23588194600653944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244919757890075,0.0,0.0,0.06948340680380005,0.0,0.0,0.07845877389303185,0.07006964146019545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877904139313712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904316978648985,0.0619241605393982,0.11535759833723755,0.0,0.0,0.13393007739416965,0.0,0.07703425788141267,0.2076864641402915,0.048906393276420525,0.06573039467866686,0.0,0.0,0.11646064250311415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715329361800345,0.0,0.07781249320668944,0.0574193041142628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24214865600558355,0.07287479072279628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045885939728744086,0.14465922506079024,0.0,0.0,0.06741731867852688,0.0,0.0,0.07728072460947719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03762271446622036,0.05580238916544803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670778903541324,0.1672255509159128,0.0,0.0,0.1211663128502238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045696232007054034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797908099498732,0.0,0.0,0.3207086265429273,0.10928501008102398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707428359227281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064137455194466,0.0,0.0,0.06535088633589907,0.04746014239318624,0.11954973196489395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964637487664453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062321572215482526,0.0,0.07733802953260636,0.0,0.0566291469596021,0.0,0.06850741769362162,0.0,0.0,0.2108091845686796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296709609527692,0.10934125957952046,0.0,0.15683676537500374,0.07156714259398214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051471879876203205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948498904256009,0.09096087758442352,0.08773021638650175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605933263201256,0.0,0.0,0.06687349732954087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491286075877592,0.0,0.0,0.06346123160592901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967644686287497,0.0,0.0,0.09726116705975944,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,barger01,2020/01/14,"New to Anxiety Meds - Acid Reflux Hey guys, I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember and recently saw a psychiatrist using Dr on Demand. I was given 10mg of Lexapro and 10mg of Buspar. I take Buspar twice and Lexapro at night.

I’ve been waking up with stomach pains/heartburn so my pharmacist recommended I take the Lexapro in the morning. Well, that doesn’t help. Last night I woke up at 3am choking on acid and it took everything in me not to puke. This is awful. It’s 6pm the same day and I still feel uneasy in my stomach.

I have a follow up with my dr on Friday but I am really considering stopping one of the medications now. Does anyone have experiences like this? Do you think it’s the Lexapro or Buspar causing my issues? Overall I feel that my anxiety is getting overall better but these side effects are not worth it.

Thank you for sharing your experiences.",2.162126436781609,4.556470155172416,4.116781609195403,82.76471264367817,80.20689655172413,7.085057471264367,26.333333333333336,8.167268648758528,1.9603471264367816,693,29,133,14,18,235,107,174,0.111,0.787,0.102,0.4936,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,4,5,0,0,7,1,12,6,3,3,0,21,25,11,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,7,5,18,5,22,18,1,24,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,1,11,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38045370668937534,0.0,0.0,0.11591417408263205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661507199717488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702972357032025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691156625457876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507136984294589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489884458273267,0.3243207494921495,0.0,0.0,0.16764227777134602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661092387412013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414393564887428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111159095367306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730266865325258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512926319251542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098959854651355,0.0,0.0,0.14670621477030352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413935207751653,0.16700150546372672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010713523974013,0.0,0.3111383952260889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123338563337244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620011269133728,0.0,0.16368343404896515,0.0,0.18779147132241425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238863124404304,0.1385958485586767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492852835452303,0.0,0.0,0.15262392627547314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622232916299848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841828231942832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431769171467064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905219907997194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leon385,2020/01/14,"Struggling with intrusive thoughts of suffering. I'm 23 living with parents as a neet incel. I was bullied mercilessly throughout Primary, High school and college. I'm mixed race living in a chav town so have always been an outsider, add to that i'm not tough, good at sports/ uncoordinated and pretty shy/awkward so a natural target for bullies. In highschool i made some friends but they turned on me for reasons i still don't know and excluded me, called me racial slurs, isolated me from other people, would make fun of everything i said regardless of the logic, threw my bag away when i wasn't looking, when i moved to a safe area they would come and sit next to me and just talk amongst themselves just to get in my head. The ringleader was an exfriend who would put so much effort into just mental abuse, trying to make me as miserable as possible by making fun of my hobbies. Another just went along with it for whatever reason. It got so bad i changed schools but i was left out there with the new ""friends"" i made. Never invited to anything and always treated with indifference. Treated like shit by other students. I lost a testicle at 14 and have felt traumatized ever since. Also had to be treated for congenital curvature, lichen sclerosis and eventually circumcised. It anger me that i can't get it back no matter what, feel like pathetic, lame, unsexy, less of a man and contributes to my self hate and embarrassment as if i haven't suffered enough whilst the bullies get off unpunished. College was much the same but i really struggled with studying and social interactions. i have extreme ptsd, social anxiety and depression, i developed a stutter and mumble most of my sentences, speaking extremely fast just wanting to get to the end. I was extremely nervous and would make obvious mistakes brought on by poor working memory and fear of bullying by my peers. Iwas harassed every interaction with 3 students who made my life hell. And met my old bully (the ringleader) in the same class. i ended up skipping mos of the last few classes. So i left with no qualifications. I have been on welfare for a long time and after becoming suicidal was admitted to a clinic. The doctors and nurses were awful. Extremely unempathetic, condescending and disconnected, just dishing out mandatory cookie cutter advice never anything else. Managed to get out just by ticking the boxes which was humiliating to go through. I have been living with my parents all this time feeling like a parasite/leech. Desperately trying to get my life on track. It angers me to see my bullies successful whilst i have crippling social anxiety/ depression/ ptsd. My bullies are a sous Chef, Architect and have girlfriends. Sorry for the long post just really needed someone to talk to. i read journaling helps and have been posting in subreddits that are in a similar situation to me makes me feel like i'm not alone. Thanks for listening",6.783337451737451,8.47812913142857,7.003212355212359,70.12554440154442,65.30476190476189,10.247104247104248,36.66537966537966,10.403877232588213,4.313222908622911,2354,118,371,60,37,759,284,525,0.23,0.6779999999999999,0.092,-0.9984,2,1,0,0,1,0,59.0,0,0,2,4,20,37,6,6,26,1,32,7,2,10,5,88,74,37,1,9,14,2,4,4,3,4,4,3,0,2,15,37,1,1,10,2,1,7,10,22,0,0,26,9,46,15,74,43,10,55,1,7,2,0,25,24,2,3,25,254,61,14,0.0,0.08819181128132936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273578998721081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770909073647733,0.0,0.05952463557746478,0.1238696701163597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805026716311382,0.11388321586371045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250525292627418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993294963397463,0.05723495210830424,0.06214906441832251,0.0,0.08220621868512362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600517148647765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874102814092,0.06411807683352946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821934366075766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618608767485953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217983925912096,0.0,0.1318524023814898,0.07690995157732829,0.0,0.0,0.06732957991124718,0.06271363687421311,0.0,0.06689624666164153,0.0,0.0,0.08375865214402474,0.1129078074051678,0.15952643777127762,0.07146806387951603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501464690941655,0.0,0.2333313443832072,0.0,0.04230241018866858,0.06243149024765176,0.05953146212125584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734879089156303,0.07639049213377938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989136742198574,0.0786433337875671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040906837300115885,0.060673433241991585,0.0,0.0,0.1617449542080025,0.0,0.1051495047035347,0.14545826372802315,0.0,0.1971790702878251,0.1317430365230366,0.06250559560481103,0.0,0.08125322076355465,0.0,0.0,0.21129301566173134,0.2484254996564977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501170366307826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911128671659186,0.1094347277994908,0.05519167561207275,0.1148157791062245,0.07188857063251529,0.07916112770917705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810568980353545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652997209044771,0.0,0.0,0.051602983747000286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391285880909115,0.14257389648479665,0.07572587374522828,0.0,0.0,0.17401811942041273,0.0748264681806623,0.0,0.0,0.07445388356716716,0.0,0.09536832060558048,0.15306056480509986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080353259868892,0.0,0.0,0.15066183891292192,0.059314054400736616,0.0,0.07765062498729441,0.0,0.07640516522782986,0.061572359517032924,0.08366664324304242,0.0,0.2276274750667347,0.06306746698223162,0.0,0.0,0.08332247877811877,0.0,0.0,0.059442881504803424,0.0,0.0,0.15562861423806942,0.0,0.08141843128438096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965404261336075,0.0,0.06852858798477098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909207581789536,0.0868058256113526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107124800654828,0.08096253573821002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390294880007005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900082338555165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418864976016309,0.0,0.0,0.21150237525286528,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kess02,2020/01/14,"CBT Therapy HELP Helo!
Im a 24 year old guy whos having serious anxiety problems, whom i want to treat by myself using CBT method. 


You know that feeling when you’re just driving along and all the sudden you notice red and blue lights flashing behind you... that anxious feeling you get: Was I speeding, was my seatbelt on, what do I need to hide, do I have my paperwork, is my insurance current, do I have money to pay this ticket etc.

That wonderfully terrible shitty feeling is constant for people who deal with anxiety.

I copied this text, couse i feel it explains well how im feeling constantly every day. Its hard, i all ways want to have everything correct and right, so  idont get into any problems. Its stressfull and i feel like its just going worse. i have tried to read some books about cbt and im using app called PocketCoach witch is ment to help you get better on CBT, but i cant find my negative thoughts, i just cant find them, like my memory is wiped, and i cant find any dissorted thinking errors. could someone of you please help me get this CBT thing going, so i could finally get some results, and start feeling better. i feel that the longer it takes, the worse im getting. And this has been going for some years, and i dont think i can make it for more couple of years going like this. I am from Latvia, so my native is not English, and maybe thats why its so. hard for me to get going on CBT. 2 days ago i flown to Netherlands couse i felt like i was diging pit for myself living alone and unemolyed in Latvia. This is first time i have been out of my country, and i have been having pretty big anxiety attacks since i have made this big step. But i think this choice was just for me to get better. 
Sorry for my english and this long post, i hope someone reads it till the end, and could help me out. 
Than you.",3.0441757246376824,4.6834570951087,3.9439999999999986,88.63433333333332,74.51630434782608,6.6457971014492765,24.22318840579711,7.3011,0.9644921014492759,1433,44,293,16,30,460,180,368,0.10300000000000001,0.735,0.162,0.9775,1,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,7,1,4,12,16,1,0,5,0,35,0,0,6,3,66,75,23,0,9,7,0,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,26,19,0,0,19,4,2,7,6,6,1,1,10,14,48,10,34,62,7,39,0,0,2,0,19,10,0,5,24,185,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716699459769128,0.0,0.0,0.07847657631490527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305463860430716,0.0,0.1738953111245739,0.08560039526540969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620118892178802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104159674793248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737132489909647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376446731955435,0.0,0.18149248720196803,0.08383988786808516,0.0,0.0977328897038955,0.07811724248402331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880380772698668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671111903563013,0.0,0.08450541741086172,0.0,0.0,0.06384088186765001,0.0,0.0680986718898308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064993773287851,0.05413128082998478,0.07275266514351862,0.08300413724542824,0.20776174203603906,0.06445132550815183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167004718642161,0.0,0.2153138700111108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750258448189543,0.0,0.0,0.13575302797920233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315255517335065,0.0,0.0,0.07525834380416259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273855314508986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04164211641710256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807280033782486,0.0,0.0669077538285464,0.06705552452987293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169696589475816,0.050578163751825625,0.0,0.0761228053223999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618371726543578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626652403105371,0.07950959894002142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525305205312548,0.0,0.0,0.08317451625660452,0.0,0.0,0.07256829404705664,0.07708700692626443,0.0,0.14500646886423152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158430677311688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470857381177084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267909064377153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840214377553066,0.0,0.0,0.0848201569821715,0.05363156280451243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697084977577646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665148362710723,0.0,0.05033931638788672,0.14565423850574638,0.0,0.06015422513561267,0.04418305758118835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144397555147345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088475215415296,0.0,0.0,0.08938416292483363,0.06014400770125345,0.0,0.0,0.0681278118127939,0.0,0.06837212724738624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217112059869583,0.0,0.0,0.15443556635389566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463833720933397
anxiety,knuckledusting,2020/01/14,"Worrying after posting something it could be a post or a comment but whenever i post on reddit i just get so nervous? like i have to read my post a dozen times to confirm that i don’t have a spelling or grammar mistake, said something that comes across the wrong way, formatting has got to be the best i can do etc. cos i’m so scared i’m gonna get downvoted (and why am i even so worried to get downvoted??? it doesn’t *mean* anything but WHAT IF someone thinks i’m an arsehole?) (obviously i don’t care about the format and grammar in this post).   


i just......????? why???? everyone on here is a stranger but god forbid my mind rest if a stranger doesn’t like the way i do something.",-0.1297826086956526,2.1949675434782634,1.893753623188406,93.77497826086956,94.57971014492752,5.078840579710144,24.291304347826085,6.742157984588678,1.0021582608695647,523,24,112,8,20,173,80,138,0.171,0.6940000000000001,0.135,-0.6483,0,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,11,0,15,0,0,1,1,20,28,12,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,1,11,4,10,22,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,4,73,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920222111764652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926228400598994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529826310461482,0.0,0.0,0.11431079462734813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595153748833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799751282504006,0.08764824453457938,0.0,0.0,0.12680219475514487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079935386799064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061337001432024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966272955312388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455109243805506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339909235011788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6354579006872113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273764613607866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622973853057087,0.0,0.1328575869019582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124377495692909,0.3064808368435411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502991363054288,0.0,0.0,0.07737944893200338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106649212283867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23948535109820546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695301071048951,0.0,0.0,0.14508851553218016,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alaf7,2020/01/14,"Getting shaky whenever I (22F) have to stay still I’m not sure when this started happening for me, but I would say it’s been a couple of years now. I’m not sure if it’s nerves or anxiety, but I’ve noticed that whenever i’m forced to stay still I get little bursts of shakes - my vision and head shakes a little for a second and then it doesn’t happen again for a few seconds.

This tends to occur when I’m at the dentist, getting my photo taken, optometrist, etc. Just literally whenever I’m forced to stay still for someone else. When this happens to me I try and distract myself by moving my fingers, and I notice I tend to blink a lot as a distraction as well. 

I’m convinced this is anxiety related as this is pretty recent for me, and I’ve noticed my anxiety has gotten worse in the last couple years. Does anyone else experience this?",5.497692307692309,5.515577142011836,6.5714142011834324,78.04954733727811,67.52071005917159,9.363550295857989,31.101183431952663,9.120678840339163,2.5753545562130173,663,24,128,11,10,223,92,169,0.18,0.745,0.075,-0.9379,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,5,8,0,7,3,2,0,2,17,24,16,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,1,2,3,2,14,4,19,20,3,24,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,14,85,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26668010984308177,0.0,0.0,0.08125037063172784,0.11906155337211136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571481699109832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168819008613317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414188166811366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959471909693968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366677676973252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213052168698587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082682146102713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925564669443653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947192420985317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329276564426576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878984924476596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350316635863495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968864822565864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182180896174004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473436952819645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240761912653332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098456644933961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822475946434094,0.3715640930597352,0.2783945649736728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190359449143877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889278303199201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044785636835796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841864375926645,0.08254578493229939,0.0,0.0,0.14965913877185993
anxiety,Anxious-Spades13,2020/01/14,"New here, but not to anxiety. Hello everyone. I'm new here. I just wanted to share a little bit. 

I'm a 44 year old man and I've dealt with anxiety my entire life. As a teenager if my parents went somewhere and weren't home when they said I started to call hospitals and police stations to see if they had been in an accident. Of course that was before cell phones.

In my 20s I began to have panic attacks. They scared me so bad and I got to where I didn't want to go anywhere, I only wanted to stay home and I didn't want to be there alone. When I was alone I carried the cordless phone with me everywhere.

Eventually the panic attacks went away, but I still dealt with a lot of ""what if"" thinking. I still deal with that today. At times it's completely overwhelming. You brain comes up with all kinds of scenarios that you know make no sense, but yet they are there. That is the hard thing to explain to those you love. If it is something that involves them, they may feel like you aren't trusting them or something, when in reality you know the scenarios are false but your mind tries to convince you they are real.

I think a lot of men have trouble with this but don't say anything. I'm definitely trying to be more vocal and realize it doesn't show weakness to admit I suffer from anxiety. 

If anyone would like to talk to me or just needs someone to listen, I'm here. Just inbox me.

Thanks for your time everyone!",2.2122403522403538,4.3086276573426625,3.4767754467754486,89.00239963739965,78.37062937062937,6.4747992747992775,23.529655529655532,7.526774132740827,1.0382493136493136,1114,37,229,16,27,362,158,286,0.168,0.72,0.11199999999999999,-0.9628,1,2,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,8,8,0,16,18,2,4,10,0,21,4,1,1,1,50,50,23,0,11,16,1,2,2,0,2,2,3,2,2,12,13,0,0,8,1,0,4,8,10,0,0,12,6,36,8,36,34,5,28,0,2,1,1,34,8,0,10,17,155,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223730859226914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463769367759319,0.0,0.0,0.07506453120907006,0.0,0.0883433340784739,0.0,0.0,0.24426173121803396,0.10086277584072914,0.0,0.08963624709018339,0.0,0.0,0.09135049097574943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172029482735842,0.0,0.0,0.1198427569756852,0.10962060966255102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247611097268932,0.11255880390116163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106774345330613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051630184530609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428149357625587,0.07669383992243083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101184833063871,0.0,0.08586093609427838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961682490898594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536996965062616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179284711070264,0.11799808766968688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582742454154902,0.10489564879910114,0.1075970804843798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825373512543044,0.0968913290840122,0.0,0.07165974155564976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839710765219084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960175617746705,0.0,0.2073666511470928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265014165386032,0.0,0.0,0.08164768323602503,0.0,0.2519139736020177,0.11920410038034154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221925473612288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211839876068783,0.0853723442237547,0.10748025144923468,0.0,0.0855473736563211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096083918046342,0.16529296859111806,0.0,0.0,0.0759858335042509,0.11442526043387224,0.171466356386411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628721469432564,0.0,0.09883729550614692,0.0,0.0,0.07132133978102044,0.13757643369605346,0.0,0.0,0.12519815875253346,0.0,0.10175919980220052,0.0,0.0,0.14577286793970212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532810817644787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903678075610687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626132165369058,0.0,0.0,0.06913256521611467
anxiety,blondenboozy,2020/01/14,"I cancel everything Every type of appointment you can think of. Medical, therapy, dentist, hair, nails. Then the more important shit like interviews - I have probably blown off over 100 interviews in the past year alone. Dates, meeting people for the first time, anyone at all. Family celebrations, its endless. 

Yes I'm on medication and yup I've tried therapy for this. I'm lost 

It's out of control, can anyone relate?",3.465,6.6602444189189205,4.836540540540541,73.56724324324324,84.54054054054055,9.446486486486489,27.670270270270272,9.3871,3.8313340540540537,333,15,52,12,10,110,60,74,0.129,0.775,0.096,-0.3862,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,3,2,3,5,2,1,1,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,11,6,2,12,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,7,28,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423604176147573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28927112246852965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320018395654661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428153056786186,0.0,0.18590502542246945,0.0,0.19500143147488705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594800272300268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101057322218094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580313284403766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167627757498281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746341218531294,0.14340496640840933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302118471847127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233036071412886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731060333350676,0.0,0.0,0.13254225650737814,0.0,0.0,0.12061692563052508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404387680012555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320575255106604
anxiety,Purplexed142,2020/01/14,"My old doctor a former GP swore at me in a pub because I didn't realise he was behind me trying to say hello. If I bump into him again should I ignore him, say hello or let him know it upset me? Just a quick explanation, I was standing by myself outside the pub looking towards the car park drinking my drink. I heard some people talking behind me but didn't register someone talking to me behind me. I just continued drinking my drink until I heard them behind me by the door shout who they were and then in a slurred tone say ""you fucking bitch!"" I then just muttered fuck off back to him quietly, then heard people laughing and by that time he had walked back inside the pub. A few minutes later I left the pub from the carpark without trying to confront him.",5.736504782928628,5.87724091390729,6.269889624724063,79.99363502575426,67.01324503311257,7.770713760117734,32.009565857247985,6.937597516519254,2.0146153053715974,602,23,111,4,9,196,90,151,0.059000000000000004,0.899,0.042,-0.3643,0,0,4,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,0,7,7,4,1,11,0,8,7,0,0,0,14,15,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,3,3,4,1,1,8,0,2,3,6,0,0,9,9,28,1,20,4,2,23,0,0,1,2,21,7,3,3,13,87,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404072147533487,0.0,0.09529373927016543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000437203309878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6125525403943953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890382801527969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591165413295064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984662565967282,0.15985201516547592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127289874740306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403587886756174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675093869395776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729456699333244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245292885068424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25129482998626396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115385787385992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226764703952444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506908837822167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sarasinorum,2020/01/14,"Diagnosed in my 20’s Hi guys, 

I’m an early-20’s female who was diagnosed with severe generalized anxiety disorder a few months ago. 

I was told by my psychiatrist that the “spirals” I have been known to get myself into while stressed are actually anxiety attacks, and not just me getting “worked up,” as I have been told my entire life. I guess I always thought of anxiety attacks more like panic attacks, like with hyperventilating? For me, it turns into a pounding heartbeat, shaking, irritability/fear, and then crying. I can’t calm down from them until I have fully worked it out of my system, often hours later. 

I guess I just want to know if other people experience this too? This diagnosis has changed my worldview pretty majorly, in that now I’m able to recognize what is versus isn’t a major concern. I’m able to ‘blame’ a lot of the paranoia and dread I feel on a daily basis on this disorder, rather than treating it as a legitimate issue, if that makes sense.",6.080256410256407,7.124679021978025,7.31181318681319,69.65402014652015,66.47252747252746,9.802930402930404,33.298534798534796,9.928628108626363,3.4842732600732607,770,33,130,17,12,262,119,182,0.201,0.733,0.066,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,6,11,3,4,9,0,12,3,0,1,0,26,27,10,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,7,1,19,4,25,20,5,19,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,6,10,94,31,2,0.2510104739363009,0.0,0.12247500693282845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112528200195881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443041117241178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880334882730853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42834097672667787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276789931175734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378616095376015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25477034731637804,0.0,0.0,0.2876797496586149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276820432168235,0.0,0.14122828412202718,0.0634592188215297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311426125564629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765163362118924,0.12426991650371645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359737730885037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099486011050304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897439599219299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864806050141665,0.12263103853649775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670006436057546,0.0,0.0,0.08377572024037719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017708275817314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725335396817724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700952873064602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768394594376006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178519412859908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376582490908368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963713908170208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398512646636788,0.0,0.0,0.13651365808530874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402624049237916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827386145459431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anonabee32,2020/01/14,"I have anxiety over a mistake that's not even my fault My coworker made a pretty big mistake at work and my manager texted us \[coworker and I\] today saying she reported it to our boss and that we have one week to fix it. I'm being held accountable by proxy simply because I had the shift with her. I was doing so well with my anxiety and the medicine/therapy seemed to be helping a lot, but this whole mess has caused my anxiety attacks to come back full swing. I feel dizzy and like I can't breathe. I couldn't get anything done today because I feel sick. It wasn't my fault, but I'm still so anxious. I feel like my boss is going to get so angry with me even if I try to explain myself (he has a temper.) I'm so upset right now because things feel so out of my control. I'm paranoid now that I'm going to be blamed for someone else's mistake again.",3.6579422718808168,4.224072033519556,4.993980446927377,85.82642690875238,71.68156424581005,7.977839851024211,28.883147113594042,8.07648339933343,1.791077839851024,670,25,143,9,12,224,106,179,0.23399999999999999,0.6809999999999999,0.085,-0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,2,13,12,2,1,6,0,15,2,1,5,0,32,33,13,0,5,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,11,0,2,6,0,1,3,4,9,1,1,6,5,25,3,16,23,3,17,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,10,96,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439479450455917,0.16930922321152495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233293530327535,0.0,0.0,0.17049753439813148,0.0,0.11523995005546207,0.0,0.27407611120221065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395666604684707,0.0,0.1290988058829204,0.0,0.0,0.16809073948138675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336794044316882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519625345572882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797401888484975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30311291980284955,0.10706638772348162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566006521225764,0.0,0.17034792404973575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045397922284888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643677010030665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741319800376005,0.0,0.14180959754481345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155506009191477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247057238369174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798724040032164,0.0,0.1191817819627742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643503778016028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698345115068901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119685514592619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138817335531706,0.0,0.09956625233103704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841164284243161,0.0,0.0,0.10175116028993683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802738601264132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021580916373335,0.0,0.13475015928794593,0.0,0.0,0.16732329913123714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910636004582376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leudo,2020/01/14,"New job and couldn't do it. I tried to keep a job but my heart was pounding the whole time. I just can't do it. I managed two days. It has been a year since I last worked and will now be another however long. I am guessing I need more support than I have now. I don't know.  It has made me feel defeated, cause I was so pumped and now I cant bare to go.",-1.4044444444444435,0.2934515185185198,1.17679012345679,102.65555555555555,89.37037037037037,5.0814814814814815,17.641975308641978,6.42735559955562,-0.5200765432098766,267,7,74,3,9,91,55,81,0.057999999999999996,0.8859999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.0414,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,0,15,1,1,2,0,13,23,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,1,12,1,3,16,2,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,49,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313560247687572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266538913407201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422919310514434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111560162598056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253924914687926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430553669087368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614546558277645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378942592481219,0.19611136453678935,0.0,0.0,0.12125574463234888,0.1798477421557583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952558673325043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877106486063474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359875672495391,0.0,0.2130915694764834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251233277297066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503750544697155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865459318827074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497973229761287,0.0,0.21552925752189875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463321519869903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062559491177072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208231403021093
anxiety,wellfuckmylife666,2020/01/14,"I'm always so anxious. I can never fucking relax and I want to scream. I honestly just want to cry. Nothing in my life can ever be good. Whenever something's going good, something bad happens. And I overreact and handle it poorly, making it even worse. Even the slightest inconvenience (losing a notebook) can make me lose my mind. 

I feel like I'm just cursed with endless unluckiness. I never win at anything, I am a string of failures. I don't know how to cope with this. I can't even think about actually solving anything because I get overwhelmed with anxiety. All I can do is quick fixes and distractions. 

I'm probably hopeless at this point. I don't know what to do.",2.2941860465116264,5.007502449612407,3.954697674418604,82.02693023255817,82.64341085271317,6.2306976744186064,27.97984496124031,7.554174236665415,2.069044031007752,532,25,93,9,15,177,83,129,0.266,0.607,0.127,-0.9617,0,0,2,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,3,10,14,1,2,3,0,12,2,0,3,4,23,27,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,1,1,1,5,8,0,0,0,2,15,6,12,26,1,9,0,4,0,1,0,4,1,0,5,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.15552850815747365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261404479711247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192261330802324,0.18005012021540892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623066176600867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307274985277506,0.09715445666827427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750676403335977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31580009544322146,0.14416520070059746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805855650007372,0.1138586286971414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734103876942276,0.08326766169511908,0.0,0.09057735787164274,0.2673549525618417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093614385864126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517835154093284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257236023999943,0.07786332475099819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35660315222974714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277014984697706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092486755778132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458420186233672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529260840747872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066234095210493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183486115543944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539168668695155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212204850819104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800881970311736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241830543736915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Agnezs,2020/01/14,"Help! So, I go my first year in high school, I'm pretty shy so I don't have that many friends. For some weeks ago I joined a book circle/club at school because I thought it would be a good opportunity to get to know people that share the same interests as me. They have a meeting tomorrow and at first I felt excited, but of course anxiety kicked in. Now I'm just unmotivated and anxious to go there, but still it would be good if I did. What should I do? :/",2.0584473684210534,3.617817200000001,3.573881578947372,90.59029605263159,77.0,7.276315789473685,23.453947368421048,8.07648339933343,0.9774473684210524,354,11,83,6,8,117,67,95,0.124,0.687,0.19,0.5487,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,6,7,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,18,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,10,7,10,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,8,54,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849328567165104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403967197199414,0.2274792239437225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274704609545516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333695545881094,0.0,0.0,0.3425530329218733,0.0,0.0,0.155570057866155,0.0,0.10520216837041056,0.0,0.2288747938725426,0.3377820412089545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349672085325414,0.21274765113620464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066206290947436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414720087911398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959751011381538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048552749944719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075736721839315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608061714559964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985716430814947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151866068257534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28608040489687914,0.0,0.0,0.12966908925600085
anxiety,lmmazzed--12-,2020/01/14,"Friends are becoming angry I have really bad anxiety at college ( I’m 17f /in the uk) and my teacher often makes us go up to the board to write answers . She often lets the table decide who goes up . But every time I am asked to go I literally refuse as I don’t think I can handle it . I say I don’t want to and I’m nervous and they get really annoyed about it . I feel so bad which make my anxiety worse . If I’m late to class I panic about going in as I know everyone will look at me , if I need the toilet I won’t go because I don’t want to get up in front of the class . I worry about everything from the way I walk and talk , the way I sit and just general things like the future . I can tell my teacher because I literally can’t talk about it because I’m my mind it’s stupid and weird  and I can’t get out of that mind set , but yeah my friends on my table are beginning to get annoyed and now I panic every time before class . I’m ok in other classes , except when I’m asked a question and I think about how I answered it for the next few days over and over again .",0.06077610872675265,1.920323266094421,2.781657725321889,92.4110845851216,84.5793991416309,5.771745350500716,20.00876251788269,6.996647511020387,0.31716037195994273,823,24,191,11,24,288,118,233,0.147,0.782,0.071,-0.9209999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,0,13,13,3,3,10,2,14,0,0,3,0,38,41,19,0,5,6,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,1,8,0,0,6,6,9,0,0,0,3,32,4,32,38,1,33,0,0,1,0,15,13,0,5,11,121,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891488603540269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311493907130078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064470100820298,0.2260858866766449,0.1365364725642586,0.10519759775582062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972928332734656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832240911794705,0.1181310382629722,0.11110810949661136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250960083330061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102805643433945,0.0,0.25836033015771953,0.0,0.281040629797141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794224765539056,0.0,0.13945680826400622,0.0,0.0,0.12641713527921106,0.0,0.060397980081097986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103815668399711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504416313336542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965635557923194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166796409706313,0.0,0.0,0.13147887488925158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900996434829294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849069965896652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583974338941299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983132704728008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873363801172134,0.10805557682689873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213238411254684,0.15843056975446124,0.0,0.0,0.14417596888137948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487082377684175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583699044207654,0.19625895212895636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255493702491277,0.12598662602685934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlockaLock2259,2020/01/14,"Stop telling me ""don't panic"". You'll know if I'm panicking. Just a pet peeve post, also hello! I'm new to this subreddit. Got diagnosed with GAD 3 years ago, probably suffered with it for longer. 

I'm not sure if anyone else has something like this, but I get really, really tired of people micro-managing my anxiety. Yes, it gets worse, and yes, I am grateful for the help when I have panic attacks (ie; people taking me into a different room). But I am a functioning adult. I've managed this for years. Sometimes it spirals, true, but I'm always able to smoothe OVER the cracks it causes. 

But I am so, so fucking tired of people telling me *""don't panic""* or *""don't work yourself up into a frenzy""* WHEN I AM JUST ASKING HOW THINGS ARE GOING, OR IF THEY'RE OKAY CASUALLY. 

NOT EVERYTHING INCITES ME INTO A FUCKING PANIC. TRUST ME! IF I WAS PANICKING, I WOULDN'T BE WASTING ENERGY ON ASKING IF YOU ARE OKAY. I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO FUCKING TALK.

It's gotten to the point where I'm considering grey-rocking whenever someone approaches me like this. Because it's almost like they treat my anxiety as something ""cute"". Like, *oh-ho, tee-hee, look at the person with the anxiety disorder work themself up into a frenzy again! Let's temper them like a fucking* ***child****.* 

***It's honestly infuriating. Especially when it's my own family who does this.***",0.1667375578703698,1.9598646523437533,2.714357638888892,84.04580439814815,111.4609375,5.646296296296296,22.318865740740733,6.937597516519254,1.6612846643518524,1045,45,184,24,54,357,144,256,0.212,0.5920000000000001,0.196,-0.5965,1,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,0,2,2,2,11,25,6,4,12,4,18,7,0,2,2,32,37,20,0,7,15,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,2,3,15,8,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,11,0,0,3,2,22,14,22,28,1,24,0,1,1,4,15,12,4,8,14,114,37,3,0.1960576123913979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868966219727771,0.0,0.09816168917327547,0.0,0.0,0.07839360089786827,0.081567819678755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249753052692038,0.0,0.0,0.06854402057530548,0.1004420964558532,0.0,0.0,0.18328740175371716,0.11152191894555942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059757450386414585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070258724042408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949717479847482,0.0,0.10241923810667412,0.11234950471775182,0.0,0.08578566890632364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818904887948369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810197007478153,0.0,0.09241283414097314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625042068511407,0.10243201049496883,0.0,0.055712029635741005,0.0,0.07840259141657159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570664243442711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387406821039625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002410959899227,0.0,0.2394596154047799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231950801866299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467683187996166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600627303377406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038824937149067,0.08559497242276365,0.0,0.0,0.0926689075652716,0.0,0.09388449867061888,0.0,0.10569163311996327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559952684001371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305948937411578,0.15093472852720527,0.09695299591763024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195647141897959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923909897161782,0.0,0.0737054624237078,0.078791841154921,0.17136299481915016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651259829731398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22533938420402155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273227685583156,0.0,0.0998997283486277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625467437874158
anxiety,rae2176,2020/01/14,"Fear I once was fearless...
Memories lost in a chemical haze.
Can someone have no fear?
One has to know fear to be fearless...
What do you fear? Car accident,  cancer, death?

I fear FEAR. 

That uncontrollable chained and shackled fear that breaks through and entrenches my veins with terror, leaving my soul scarred. 

I fear the darkness that envelops me, dragging me down to the depths of insanity where death and despair reside.

I once was fearless...now I know fear.

That dark foreboding fear, wrapping around the thoughts in my head , around the physical symptoms of my worry.

My mind searches for the light as the sun shines on fleeting glimpses of peace and serenity, snatched away by dark ominous clouds of fear.

The blackness dissipates, leaving my tired body trembling. 

A shimmer of light grows as the chemicals take hold, masking my internal pain, giving me hope.

The serenity I so desperately seek...",5.1532692307692285,8.264685673076926,4.2483974358974415,81.96951923076925,73.6794871794872,7.489743589743591,35.391025641025635,8.472884824447931,3.3648794871794885,719,40,117,14,16,212,99,156,0.41200000000000003,0.546,0.040999999999999995,-0.9974,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,1,4,20,0,14,11,0,7,7,3,0,0,13,14,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,17,0,1,4,4,17,3,21,9,0,12,1,2,2,0,2,9,0,1,0,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239605419570213,0.0,0.0,0.0698656327976514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259951990291428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9204582949015911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133489409667733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631695932438788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385833563552134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173492148355516,0.0,0.0,0.15747743568198486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117500713476446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508451414736225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838640102429705,0.050389677694220134,0.0,0.07912650825406814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300675879854446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729068578603933,0.055911038317952313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590351943104421,0.0,0.08546828505292911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551831352173463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Anty_,2020/01/14,"I've wanted this thing for a really long time now and if I don't ask soon I'll have to wait months before I get another chance So this is probably going to sound really stupid.. 

But ever since the Nintendo Switch came out I wanted one, because.. well I'm a sucker for Nintendo and I really love TloZ and Animal Crossing. It's been pretty much three years now and I had at least five chances to ask for one, but I never did. (I'm a poor af teen btw and I don't have the money to buy it myself)

My birthday is in less than a month and if I don't ask for it soon I'll have to wait until next Christmas and I will have the same problem then. It's not even a question of money, if it's the only thing I get and everyone (including me) pays for it together.. it's 300€ split between 6+ people and I'm more than willing to spend my savings (around a 100€) on it.

It's just.. I'm too scared to ask for it. Because there's so much other shit going on with my family and especially me and I feel like me asking for something like that is just.. greedy. 
I've been such a burden the last few years and asking for something as materialistic as this just doesn't feel right? Idk. On the other hand I really want it and wanted it for years now, and every time I see something about the console I get a little sad because.. I could have had it by now, if I just wasn't so damn anxious to ask.

Idk why I'm posting this, I guess I just want some opinions. So, should I ask or no? Because I really want to but I'm so fucking scared.

It's such a stupid thing to be anxious about.",1.097942631058359,2.676944694362021,3.392186943620178,90.7500806132542,79.80118694362018,6.3924431256182,20.43214638971316,7.3011,0.4271895944609296,1210,31,277,16,30,417,154,337,0.11,0.767,0.12300000000000001,-0.6629,0,0,3,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,0,26,16,6,2,16,0,23,4,2,0,2,53,57,31,0,13,14,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,24,18,0,2,3,2,6,4,8,11,1,4,7,5,27,5,37,45,8,34,0,1,1,2,10,9,3,9,22,188,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636329992952395,0.0,0.18609028865768434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331926961874848,0.6159756891319874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008274236545872,0.0,0.07008364003555285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419970839282417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657590213765891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543990481176807,0.07450076617741468,0.06939318503189658,0.07870002109615838,0.0,0.0,0.07764316948405803,0.0,0.0832889810608767,0.058839130612826564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614195537032029,0.12909158168422874,0.0,0.09361597010887113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073056806193187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713568195585175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804754174083591,0.08254794229344119,0.0,0.07288740827169336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433454333477924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148045789918592,0.0,0.12109047877954993,0.0,0.06352232944232014,0.0,0.08759247679216092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162067894873244,0.06263969443984126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709915064463361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887962867894274,0.08379133838218497,0.08879971553368676,0.07880891076644497,0.0,0.0,0.09226382113496352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263814691979914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033634098255981,0.0,0.0,0.1649166232833611,0.0,0.06563151743659645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454298031992351,0.06813035170302481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021790885978584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415212608085447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605140155684394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914739697498084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405295341540462,0.0,0.07431851719934424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911447536587744
anxiety,fixationed,2020/01/14,"I'm so proud of myself for doing something that was really scary for me! I got my wisdom teeth taken out. I wanted to put it off but made the appointment for the procedure. For the last 2 months it has been all I could think about but today it's finally over! I was sedated for the first time ever which was much less scary than I thought it would be. Now I'm just home glad that it's over. I still have to recover for the next week or so but I am glad that I went through with it. Sometimes people say that I'm brave or strong and it doesn't feel true, but little things like this that are really scary for me make me feel like I *am* brave and strong.",1.6429616306954458,3.218452474820148,2.849802158273381,95.2620893285372,78.2086330935252,6.647721822541968,18.058153477218227,7.492282038375204,0.02943117505995163,510,9,121,7,12,164,84,139,0.092,0.679,0.22899999999999998,0.972,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,7,11,0,0,5,0,14,1,1,2,3,23,27,10,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,15,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,3,14,11,18,15,3,18,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,13,84,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338186477254465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510120513111408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693600293716888,0.14618901984665694,0.0,0.22416416683798535,0.0,0.1740597295941945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366276748477052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526240959817216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680225284843622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999455510329039,0.2050948518196818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362758481650424,0.1365933351502627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333517396568714,0.0,0.15042793988602773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762827211786887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186594499062746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571150828808127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621847796866258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273144409909646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753557971748194,0.20238611174866306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341924333270824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594829476895612,0.13111981364061542,0.0,0.16245481498636882,0.11932246535804253,0.0,0.19396704734708406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069715483766245,0.0,0.1641433103833444,0.0,0.0,0.18969575601898608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536458046747264,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LachrymoseAuthor,2020/01/14,"How do you handle anxiety related to unfounded guilt issues? I just left work because I feel like I'm getting sick and like a zombie. But my entire drive home I had massive anxiety about my boss thinking I'm a bad employee for leaving, or my direct reports feeling like I'm flaky. This is unfounded since I didn't have much to do today anyway and I told everyone to call me if something comes up anyway, but I'm still very anxious. How do you handle guilt anxiety?",3.313586956521738,5.337527315217397,5.0558695652173915,79.29728260869571,74.76086956521739,8.078260869565218,29.97826086956522,8.841846274778883,2.781169565217392,371,17,66,8,8,126,62,92,0.183,0.746,0.071,-0.8462,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,2,2,0,7,1,0,3,0,14,17,8,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,2,11,3,6,14,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493922116093553,0.22121442317326145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349676169914626,0.11936658006599098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999482941011711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867668124652466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710895550853104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801918772841576,0.27977955072069016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230489004303164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964177090641331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437925550762387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073390708136661,0.2127528103736729,0.0,0.0,0.2869949286988085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439460415060518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619796128136503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507474151003704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637755327554378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546989708745526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560906085255147,0.18710895550853104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156730519605386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255514285785312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsleanne09,2020/01/14,Anxiety symptoms mental and physical What are some of your mental and physical symptoms of anxiety? I’m always curious about other people’s experience with anxiety.,6.0183333333333335,9.868467037037039,8.457314814814819,46.450416666666676,82.33333333333333,13.07037037037037,40.083333333333336,10.686352973137794,8.019155555555558,138,9,13,7,4,49,20,27,0.18,0.7390000000000001,0.081,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094620332340395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5777251991622123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462431910878561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507375338962576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451997549418238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232939759785459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZealousidealBlood0,2020/01/14,"Anxiety when in school I don't know why, but when I'm in school I just start to get Panic, sometimes Panic Attacks just because I'm in school. Or Its triggered by something else. It starts with hard stomach pain, so hard I can't eat anything and that turns progressively worse until I have a full on panic attack. Thats everyday in school. I don't know why it just happens.",4.721599999999999,5.510920626666668,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,69.4,7.6,29.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,1.7368666666666668,297,11,59,3,5,95,49,75,0.39399999999999996,0.606,0.0,-0.9877,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,3,1,0,4,3,1,1,0,10,13,7,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,5,0,9,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,34,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508862810243308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304483165254617,0.0,0.0,0.3125592504826044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374023725617068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056508064980486,0.11475604993787415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177080687017838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214769402189078,0.0,0.24611531004764814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099128977963705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617269240840502,0.4835266808834931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561081442482854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575509744252187,0.1358636760494164,0.0,0.19446415162090813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942046980136076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247912367725392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999303684554365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GloryWaves,2020/01/14,"anxiety and riding with Uber anyone else overthink it? and it ends up being awkward? I always feel like a bad person when the ride is over, thinking about little things I might’ve done or said that seem wrong that logically weren’t bad at all. damn I really can’t get over this huh :/",3.0941071428571405,5.1818759107142895,3.949428571428573,86.69557142857144,75.60714285714286,6.622857142857143,20.128571428571426,7.554174236665415,0.6229971428571424,225,5,44,3,5,72,48,56,0.298,0.6629999999999999,0.039,-0.9367,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,2,3,1,6,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048697399462282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835300680402095,0.0,0.0,0.17215852679937768,0.2522753000093272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111567473562366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25196236650852843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568017153751905,0.0,0.21807248991465306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449317695104628,0.17589530345375165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863663289592228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028770495229665,0.24677107237921006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26119410452276953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498453446492588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577309685512221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342058600324297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414394360670206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635736157714751,0.15776396499071832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691963158333979,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedMerleMedia,2020/01/14,"Help. I have gone through so many therapists and I feel like I get no where. I have such terrible anxiety throughout the day and frequent panic attacks. I have terrible coping methods such as complaining to friends or smoking weed when I can no longer take the burning feeling in my chest from pressure. I want to be high all the time just to stay at work and be happy. Because all I care about in the world is making my way up in my career. I have friends and family that love me. But I know the best way to make them proud would be to love staying at work. And I love working. I hate not being able to find relief through out the day. I normally go home and swim laps after work with my brother then we get toasted play games and relax before going to bed. It’s great way to handle relax and rid myself of anxiety at night. But through the day it just builds and I feel like I want to explode but I never do because I am very extroverted and I would never want my problems to be others problems. I just have no idea how to get real anxiety medication or real help. It would be nice to turn off my anxious mind and just work. 

TLDR: need medication more than likely. no idea what I should get or how to get it.",2.647374149659864,4.438566281632654,3.938775510204081,87.60312925170071,75.9795918367347,6.6258503401360525,25.544217687074827,7.447530270364453,1.2340340136054415,949,34,194,12,21,311,132,245,0.11,0.6859999999999999,0.204,0.9681,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,7,12,27,2,2,7,0,19,6,1,4,4,54,44,23,0,11,11,1,3,3,2,4,2,0,2,0,7,14,0,0,7,5,0,4,7,9,0,0,1,3,30,18,32,33,4,32,0,0,0,3,12,12,0,3,14,135,37,6,0.093757804406569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517339123388848,0.10591963188141784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666303782858637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430777467553267,0.0,0.07978098596139745,0.0,0.09839303132783817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559233022260256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139808235780835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883865137636065,0.0,0.14222028904433354,0.13396118840349602,0.0,0.0,0.08569293466176234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144874094216451,0.0,0.2449229154588103,0.0,0.10656944178740717,0.0,0.0,0.10336831035236843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980692621008147,0.0,0.09256642111328638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568775992805425,0.09906026801620338,0.09404672236389278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168229787168172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051526837323436735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741598203026148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538602370780296,0.0,0.12516812496533514,0.0950556977989652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890224823664906,0.0,0.0,0.09466865510499878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952022396664496,0.1446235974872913,0.0,0.0,0.08798534810771112,0.0918627416516741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000458222363448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942711309804105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134338152205779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998666892491568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049420061101301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886003729816993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054670929729760745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019815679630618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736000774703196,0.1659023466598313,0.2232617432140815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34128399129021675,0.0,0.0,0.19980856262280605,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jazamiin,2020/01/14,"Am I normal? Does anybody else get this? This has been on for quite awhile and sometimes my brain just “tells me” to do something , if not something bad will happen or untrue things will become true etc  … 

Does anyone get this?",3.5571428571428565,6.0207354285714345,2.833571428571432,93.44892857142858,75.66666666666667,4.2,20.02380952380953,3.1291,-0.4534476190476195,176,4,33,0,4,51,36,42,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.7343,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,7,9,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871451293297493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146579916471624,0.0,0.2664841651071613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26935773854875583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223063434179165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015655605682652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691004329103689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521265402051742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133706028100272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23641147647425245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25663999543334576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37151131483688504,0.238640472886541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089676359067286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030134217940908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jade_pat,2020/01/14,Haven’t posted on social media in years My anxiety is so bad I can bairly use my phone. When I get on social media I passively consume but I can’t bring myself to share my life how can I post without feeling like s***???,-1.1484782608695632,0.7834662173913074,2.043804347826089,90.65092391304348,104.2173913043478,4.039130434782609,16.619565217391305,5.985473137389443,-0.07946956521739112,170,5,34,2,8,60,35,46,0.21600000000000005,0.723,0.061,-0.6195,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,5,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,5,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238255447295115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180548528000236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037566686061465,0.19833553231338796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504773327914827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960949226901704,0.13563367255420972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317764888698086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660079553865877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397790759074403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26762083154669625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878155711327076
anxiety,myhusbandlovesme,2020/01/14,Anyone have experience switching from Zoloft/Sertraline to Effexor/Venlafaxine? Hello! Today I am going to start tapering off  50mg Sertraline and also start 37.5 mg venlafaxine. I know everyone is different but want to know anyone’s experience. I assume I am going to feel pretty awful the next week or so because I can be quite sensitive to medication. Sertraline hasn’t been working like it has so my doctor switched me today. I hope this one works. I hate taking any medication and switching to something different sounds like the least bit of fun.  So any and all advice and encouragement is welcome :).,5.046813933729824,8.13888535514019,6.28961767204758,67.29452846219203,73.95327102803739,9.872217502124043,31.222599830076465,10.018931242160765,4.262988785046728,491,23,71,16,11,164,72,107,0.073,0.696,0.231,0.9612,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,0,2,1,10,3,0,0,1,13,21,10,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,9,6,9,19,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,8,45,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360221673451013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257031232715025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378635235171145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981889769618493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582029740030007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716084979235124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328455842457588,0.0,0.16088849730298935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150199794223602,0.0,0.3075198965854807,0.0,0.0,0.079478935597438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786670352885292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519052882507148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612307241889153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727727406274286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535881562220324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167005858875394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671711367604756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065146030184275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991662527443376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718870214598452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210109407445396,0.0,0.0,0.22251683841078895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818575397373254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979915383560373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271350813757838,0.0,0.12608666843409738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886935651553544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Cat_That_Died,2020/01/14,"I didn't enroll (First post here & reuse of this account that i had only used for these moments) 

Not sure what to say here but you see, last week Monday should've been my enrollment to this semester though I chose not to because my parent that works in the institution told me that ""you're going to be interviewed for your bad grade"". I only had 1 bad grade, but that sent my heart into a frenzy on that day & opted not to. 

I chose to come during the last day (though even with the anxiety of being confronted, I had to just try). It was a jarring process but I did get my schedule for the semester.  The problem came when it was time to pay. Due to reasons, I came up short & decided to pay this week Monday. 

Little did I know, I had to renew my schedule because the deadline of payment was Saturday. 

Came Monday... I didn't know what to do.  I asked some help with my school mates & they did tell me what room I can go to... But there was a lot of people that are from other years & at those moments, I just couldn't go in. 

I tried for 6 times to go.
You see... I'm terrified of ""faculty"" rooms during to having a traumatic mental experience of being late in passing a homework. 

& now, it's only a matter of time until my parents realize that I haven't enrolled. 

I'm actually thinking & planning to just..... Leave existence. 
My mind is already peaking it's limit break & kinda tired fighting it off. 

Thanks for reading.",2.404073974805684,4.382626090592336,3.968658536585366,86.26998592870544,77.29268292682926,6.6453497721790376,24.62731171267757,7.61054688173877,1.2824426159206648,1116,39,222,16,26,371,153,287,0.15,0.821,0.03,-0.9867,2,0,0,0,2,0,60.0,0,3,1,4,11,7,2,0,12,0,24,2,1,2,1,33,45,8,0,2,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,21,7,0,1,6,1,3,10,7,5,0,1,19,3,30,2,40,22,2,48,0,0,2,0,15,12,0,3,24,148,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.07875706056393182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906067818437624,0.0,0.0,0.6995561986969148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617395920154424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544887688209309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477167297139458,0.09839481543964752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769172482456084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952076079857762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409691953947198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330531261345926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894559996547533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864817428361561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042165364747789806,0.0,0.18346749529404785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563656937470126,0.05409528781505863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870741579948742,0.1315717328888817,0.09103947472779174,0.08545561745532157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088825120672502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861304719607086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133230073313154,0.0,0.0814896875861396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841408228451368,0.0,0.0,0.1792281198156956,0.0,0.0,0.05595112746257675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729369191292931,0.0,0.0,0.07722439583949603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807274778910934,0.0,0.0,0.08297883716270528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641803624651375,0.0,0.08167841412128735,0.12862388866383112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606410851387703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054028468159355,0.07430290814122184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171291395098425,0.15858575874587374,0.0,0.14118031925500815,0.0927592583714014,0.0,0.07711769548138593,0.0,0.10958766081709026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970375865900308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294743891071892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875466551741905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197178470449478
anxiety,SooJotThatDown,2020/01/14,"Oh sorry, were you talking to me about something super important? My brain turns to concrete when you talk to me in person, please email. You know how sometimes its said that if you could transfer your brain to another persons body you may scream in agony over what they've grown used to?

Sometimes I have moments of realization for how much my anxiety really messes with my life.

 I am nearly incapable of having an important discussion in person because I simply cannot think straight... I just say ""ok, ok"" and smile or laugh and then the conversation ends and it's like, ""wait a minute, we only got through item 1 of 10 I needed to talk about"".  

I try to stick to emails and text as much as possible because it is so FREEING to convey myself how I actually want to in person, but cant.

People try to have conversations with me but if there is even a .1 second silence it's like my brain takes that as a cue to peace out and end the conversation so I can ""get out on a high note"".  And forget making eye contact.  It makes me feel like I'm shooting laser beams into their eyes or something, or that they see me as staring too intensely.

It's really messing with my life more than I've realized.  Relationships beyong passing hellos are nonexistant for me because I always withdraw myself as soon as I can.  

It feels like I've run a marathon if I have to ride in the car with only 1 other person for 10 minutes.",4.4030144404332106,5.667241891696751,5.402835740072202,80.99530054151627,70.5162454873646,8.283682310469315,28.290433212996394,8.697196308434329,2.126423971119133,1112,40,213,19,20,366,161,277,0.038,0.84,0.122,0.9677,0,0,2,1,0,0,29.0,1,6,2,1,13,12,0,0,9,2,15,8,6,6,0,40,32,27,0,6,9,0,2,4,0,1,2,3,0,5,12,14,0,1,5,1,1,5,2,3,0,1,3,9,33,10,44,27,4,24,0,0,4,0,28,13,0,7,10,144,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.10475366913643452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932000914877601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256105825622932,0.08211897128072845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631036000140686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923658962207034,0.0,0.35949905223945045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570660271299428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901524041509067,0.0,0.0,0.07090065374128221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855416429138064,0.15337521410277044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608356426940959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585395821778828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341635586495373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899424901126427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164252416731944,0.20977424796154645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433078356066569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578225061722089,0.0795952869814826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328209553708845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441981521475713,0.4686495084704201,0.0,0.1178330629088374,0.0,0.12101585980631553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753648106097316,0.0,0.0,0.11524883455993305,0.0,0.0,0.10211009964811893,0.08536540605488813,0.0,0.0,0.08554042126289774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527953531200446,0.21233477899666114,0.12016443669817015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071041501327564,0.2588406065231435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878262646312093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457610210496685,0.11676101867473908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271199838906942,0.0,0.0,0.06331512443355725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pige2015,2020/01/14,"Anxiety led to my academic dismissal. Last fall semester was really difficult for me. As soon as the semester started, anxiety hit me like a ton of bricks. I’ve dealt with anxiety before,  but in small intervals. This time, my anxiety wouldn’t go away. 

I suddenly lost my appetite. I began having severe, unyielding chest pains. I felt as if I was trapped inside of my own head as I could not shake the intrusive, catastrophic thoughts that kept replaying over and over. I felt a sense of impending doom 24/7, despite the nonexistent threat. 

Feeling as if I was literally going to die, I lost all my motivation. I wouldn’t attend lectures. I would complete assignments minutes before the deadline, or not complete them at all. I was careless. My once 3.7 GPA plummeted to a regretful 1.3. As a result, I was academically dismissed for an academic year.

What the school didn’t yet know was that by early November, I acknowledged that there was something severely wrong with me. I didn’t feel like myself, and I was constantly wishing that I could be the person I was before. I started seeing a therapist on campus once every few weeks. She gave me the advice I needed to get my grades back on track. I spoke to all my professors individually and told them what was going on. Some professors offered to allow me to make-up assignments, one professor even expunged all my absences. Although it was too late to earn a high grade, I did manage to earn credit for my classes with a D. 

When I received the letter of my dismissal, I felt as if my life was over. I didn’t know what other options I had. Community college wouldn’t be an option as I had already graduated from community college the previous semester. I couldn’t attend another school because my GPA was so low. My only option was to appeal the decision.

I explained to them that since I came to this school, I had been suffering. It made it difficult for me to do well. I explained that despite this, I sought help, and that I wouldn’t hesitate to do it again if necessary. I noted that these feelings were all new to me and that I was unequipped to deal with my symptoms alone, but ever since I received help, I now have the necessary tools to manage my anxiety to the best of my ability. 

I had to wait weeks to hear the decision. Yesterday I finally heard that I have been readmitted for this semester. This was the best possible outcome for me.

I’m still dealing with anxiety, but I now know how to manage it better. I feel that I’m ready to succeed this semester, despite everything.",4.725429073728159,6.6357357265135715,5.979079771453687,74.64692094275354,70.64926931106473,9.802021755851008,32.64701681133941,10.125756701596842,3.7452722338204594,2019,96,350,57,38,676,223,479,0.158,0.7390000000000001,0.102,-0.9788,0,2,1,0,1,0,61.0,0,0,3,9,15,21,1,1,23,0,42,5,2,6,6,66,79,25,1,15,10,0,7,2,0,5,3,3,0,1,27,11,0,2,17,0,1,11,10,13,1,1,41,11,72,8,57,27,11,47,1,6,1,0,20,12,0,9,26,264,99,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444425369837262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950042531322333,0.09536168386225677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061421567988233,0.3966458537429494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119023305865278,0.0664482068194718,0.0,0.05267810370933615,0.0,0.22059974823779854,0.0,0.18137553016936694,0.07642751191721725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988363425234444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121007369397107,0.09338448594825956,0.0,0.13799153461664354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818122948078624,0.0,0.0,0.08968567467623463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707664115357278,0.07816779234033082,0.07280880930123718,0.0,0.07766470434373282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477714954770646,0.06173527037663326,0.2489173755575283,0.09466398682344143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451485466424493,0.0,0.1473358078046305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868726247453478,0.0,0.09739658039822724,0.0,0.11584501353959775,0.09130274973587013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247514246740509,0.07044018894053239,0.09748047943228667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103784294502582,0.08443652380027583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886655136123201,0.0,0.0,0.08176846191020366,0.05768303588048435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407601894808096,0.0,0.08346065530563282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184059433766643,0.058557398135835076,0.06572290297760268,0.09195221440091447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754547057333824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742052350124396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535999994927802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623713831264459,0.06886198745590813,0.0,0.0,0.19524989858098765,0.0,0.14296763529420542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652689523467528,0.0,0.0,0.12233071080867285,0.0,0.06901155218409705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981882137110743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033508833275644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068604276420277,0.05038958923599122,0.0,0.0,0.08257374013542854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386346479053041,0.0,0.07769793764239669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937359231361784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138711161589683,0.09448181398850143,0.0,0.05564876670360619
anxiety,john990924,2020/01/14,"How I should handle anxiety? I have anxiety because of almost everything... I am so tired of it. For example, I just lay in bed and get hit by “omg I hope I dont have some kind of subscription that I did forgot to unsubscribe from, or “I hope I did not post/like something by accident”, or, one of the worst of all, “I hope I did not hit anyone with my car”. The last one is usually hits me after I get home after a night drive. I know that i would feel and hear if I would hit someone/something but still it is in my head for at least that night...I am so tired of this...
Also I often make decisions with a question in my mind, “what would other people think about me?” Often, I dont buy things in the supermarket because of this. 
This question is 0-24 in my head. “What would other people think about me?”
I am on antidepressants since early 2019 because I had panic attacks, but the anxiety did not disappeared. 
I have prescribed Xanax 0.25mg but I do not take it daily, my doctor said only take it when I get a panic attack, which I did not had since like 8months, which is good. My doctor does not know about my anxiety, maybe Xanax on a daily basis would reduce this?
Sorry for my bad english I’m from Europe
Thank you for reading this
(Im a 20 years old guy)",2.114317304317304,3.729756467181472,3.899433134433135,88.07409880659884,76.99227799227799,6.87125307125307,22.1974376974377,7.686295010490155,0.8779559845559848,971,27,207,14,22,327,129,259,0.175,0.768,0.057,-0.9845,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,0,12,13,2,2,9,0,26,8,2,2,1,43,49,13,0,10,13,0,1,1,0,6,6,2,2,1,19,4,0,1,8,1,1,3,8,6,0,2,9,3,35,7,31,30,4,21,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,12,11,149,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436626031388043,0.0,0.0,0.07536250661102839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883688249462641,0.0,0.0,0.06589376102882133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214419831658424,0.0,0.0,0.07868522390195445,0.17234077264819833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291422720574108,0.08246875977169342,0.0,0.22089367608054766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469550098681455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047649824869206915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770720402609927,0.0,0.0,0.0790427954893059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331094627190868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343180895108827,0.0,0.10621365575179814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452891455097834,0.2808003278937655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179376789802354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981349118364188,0.10358204688054803,0.07681696778912274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604017838784535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290494071432409,0.0,0.09467525510237128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515403603807268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768729253706582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888746914741843,0.0,0.1277169137127894,0.07167263741016287,0.0,0.22113718568519386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306662414999949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025444769344687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111374091913313,0.0,0.0942640175469068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964240842111043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591014732447167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509882625859316,0.0,0.10549230241974873,0.0,0.0,0.07525900002452604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171127070466358,0.0,0.0,0.0867621635133865,0.0,0.0,0.06260788209942318,0.1207684707963626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166266205059912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037904106486848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33472168705045985,0.0,0.0,0.060686514100412266
anxiety,Hezirok,2020/01/14,"ocd and anxiety if anyone read “Hope and Help for your Nerves” by Claire Weekes and even if you didn’t 

she explains talks about the following, do you guys analyze the thoughts? understand it?

do you question it? like “does this actually have any meaning in my life?” 

or do you just have the thought and instead of repeating you just accept it and bring attention back to the present moment?

do you examine and describe it?",3.6738461538461538,6.4178093974358985,3.794551282051284,85.22336538461539,76.8205128205128,8.002564102564103,30.262820512820515,8.841846274778883,2.8010974358974368,335,16,62,8,8,103,56,78,0.036000000000000004,0.828,0.136,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,7,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,21,15,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,9,3,6,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,5,6,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.24571919517679666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123174105129038,0.0,0.1926253056164203,0.0,0.0,0.1760634958894368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361764695857048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035072699401229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631065735870393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493202869115015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877535156334672,0.0,0.0,0.2500929101833706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785285852107546,0.12301611915567935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742825864105834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28207215519998097,0.0,0.2518668263393326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023862458733333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998000610573876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213131232406744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197771767777148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babyboy02,2020/01/14,"Meds for anxiety and depression are going to destroy my life (16M) I’ve suffered from anxiety and depression for as long as I can remember and I started taking meds years ago but I stoped after 2 years taking them cuz I was apparently ‘cured’. Now I had a relapse and had to take them again, I’m taking them but for some reason they make me feel disconnected/drugged and I can’t care ab anything, what’s worrying me is school, I can’t care ab studying and getting good grades and so cuz of that I’m not an A student anymore, I’m probably not gonna accomplish anything in life and go thru dark paths. Help me pls",1.3467657142857163,3.7462813280000002,3.279342857142858,87.45410000000004,83.72,6.771428571428572,25.728571428571428,7.957251820313856,1.7549771428571437,486,21,99,10,14,163,81,125,0.14,0.723,0.13699999999999998,0.5577,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,1,3,7,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,4,0,19,24,15,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,1,15,3,12,20,1,11,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,8,58,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489021684137556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328204635405707,0.0,0.1509125262999731,0.0,0.0,0.2504471756978073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31029650793333524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621289432297975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764697961699757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769421196326825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950295301175808,0.0,0.17296432444963258,0.12763363230260402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199686759601832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496544719492214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466635359262666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157517865414313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380548688549154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406584037682506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564569079711965,0.0,0.0,0.1723798321589776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400495546051232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770726276460788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576539609027597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545368157329548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959859890701047
anxiety,anonymous_girl98,2020/01/14,"Tips on weaning myself off of Fluoxetine (Prozac)? I’ve been on Fluoxetine for 6 or 7 years due to severe anxiety, depression, and OCD. I’m tired of relying on this drug and I seriously think that it has ruined my ability to concentrate and remember things. I just want to see how life is without taking the meds. I want to see if my concentration and memory will improve. I’m not happy with myself right now, I feel cognitively dull. I know I’m not supposed to quit all at once so I plan on cutting my dosage back over the next few weeks. Any tips? Is it possible to experience withdrawals? Thanks!",2.2369694960212168,4.858979474137931,4.369310344827589,79.62980106100797,81.84482758620689,8.39681697612732,25.30238726790451,9.057496981413335,2.5396108753315647,473,19,90,14,13,162,82,116,0.192,0.722,0.086,-0.9231,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,1,19,17,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,11,2,18,15,2,14,0,3,2,0,0,8,0,2,6,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344898321746086,0.0,0.15129289035947596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520723008808333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033831504763888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293494748501845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345621844977987,0.0,0.0,0.09999804564073142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105289821054788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086887756665728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969022885254131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196769881451649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032977905312886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061773470999465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295504831453364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035187930156088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403394143632446,0.16889380914950114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151928810990379,0.0,0.0,0.2234228938986149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869781950540525,0.0,0.0,0.18207930062103989,0.0,0.0,0.13138906320920235,0.12672251249406338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273065928764248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332987866171862,0.0,0.15863851635636486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906424434228319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735687535992662
anxiety,JJ246_gnc,2020/01/14,"Hello guys.. idk what to do I keep thinking people judge me.. like a couple months ago a police incident happened.. I don’t wanna get into details but it’s given me a bit of PTSD.. to this day I swear that police officer judged me..
I’m ftm transgender and in the closet to family.. I wanna come out to my mum (not dad because he’s transphobic) but every time I’m about to.. I have horrid chest pains and feel weak and I give up trying.
I find it hard making friends and keeping a convo.. I feel so lonely and I swear I can’t do anything right.. 
I just want people to talk to.. I’m a nice guy really 🥺😢",-1.3034375000000011,0.7068980312499988,1.9325624999999995,92.6061875,99.9375,4.4350000000000005,14.99375,6.2581,-0.3124199999999999,460,11,99,6,20,163,86,128,0.17600000000000002,0.735,0.08800000000000001,-0.8753,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,5,3,1,1,0,22,20,8,0,3,4,2,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,5,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,3,15,3,15,19,1,10,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630985668207698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543916040468445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143686921749891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048275783536128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161417562535055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759302718692613,0.0,0.12099650265086295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807418476084728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686723433719476,0.0,0.18972810910333712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147720518087112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495130127940653,0.0,0.09802137642595662,0.17997792227211076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37153776416612,0.16590780295684027,0.0,0.16806667294411864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335226258256516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165947631794112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252348302196906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975293456297978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963616309451465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601379857269416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193125270040613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019131948905493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602226465721174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079826479672653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021646284319723,0.0,0.0,0.1094001304973673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737863667069454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106605068063256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artis_hard,2020/01/14,"Scared of the laundry mat I have never been to a laundry mat. I have always had the good fortune of having a dryer growing up and in the home I live in now. That being said, the dryer broke a few weeks ago. My washing machine works fine so I have been washing all my laundry and hanging it up to dry. Obviously this has also been a huge pain in the a** and my clothes aren’t shrinking back down so everything is baggy. I want to go to the laundry mat but I am terrified. I drive by it on my way to work with big plans of finally just doing it but I always chicken out. It’s the unknown that causes me so much anxiety. I don’t know how things work at a laundry mat and I’m terrified of who will be in there. I don’t want other “seasoned” laundry mat goers to sense that I have no idea what I am doing. 
I do not have anyone to go with me or I may have already tackled this. 
Can someone out there reassure me that the laundry mat is not as scary as my brain is making it out to be?",0.5484285714285697,2.4359308904761936,2.975714285714286,91.53928571428571,82.95238095238095,5.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.5709047619047629,757,28,167,7,21,261,110,210,0.107,0.8190000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.8951,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,10,6,0,1,14,0,29,4,1,3,3,26,37,14,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,15,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,5,1,22,3,29,27,3,27,0,1,0,0,3,14,0,2,7,133,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619504555681253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161141501332505,0.14610325569402358,0.3040381836893836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397632127032506,0.0,0.0,0.12774645442626414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048322616998246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039510144900815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187680827058902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164196879765132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013636044686686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076625851568716,0.15323813232155026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832606529982248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624342433768264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040585804031907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132538426761056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195210922373105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430380431886266,0.0,0.1409077012377042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440319537304665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737873155702732,0.0,0.1829122332788784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547991376190434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213762097118824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551963122598775,0.14501690160848188,0.14654904570705113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990182253860108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xo-o-xo,2020/01/14,"Anyone else have an anxious preoccupied attachment style? What worked for you?

I'm not currently in a relationship, but I am this way with friends. I'm so insecure and constantly seeking reassurance. One friend in particular... I want to message them right now and get that attention and reassurance, but I shouldn't.",5.076242424242422,8.339526472727275,6.006818181818183,68.32356060606062,75.18181818181819,10.93939393939394,34.62121212121212,10.504223727775694,5.039666666666667,256,14,41,10,6,84,45,55,0.08800000000000001,0.625,0.287,0.9139,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,5,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377127248394829,0.0,0.209023084491416,0.30629537978328897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32304374482673404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497227681530741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461914606833835,0.0,0.15618178365239604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256685025381066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32094551728139903,0.0,0.2552898116263779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763202677116597,0.2372815763359541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762905439805166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,junimo_,2020/01/14,I have to leave to go out to do errands by myself I don’t want to :( I really don’t I’m so scared,-4.5518,-3.3656038799999983,0.5355000000000025,102.35525000000004,107.8,4.1000000000000005,10.25,5.985473137389443,-1.4148,73,1,22,1,4,29,16,25,0.312,0.636,0.052000000000000005,-0.7609,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174636202028161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5914737025335841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578516233127106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592531722768382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294750583119857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IntellectualKermit,2020/01/14,"I don't know how to deal with my anxiety Maybe i'm overreacting or overthinking everything but I've been feel socially anxious for so long ever since i joined this permanent program at my school. I already feel constant pressure and that I might not be doing enough in school and this program is straining me. The classroom's interconnection is horrible and I hate the way i  push myself to interact with my classmates when the whole time they separate themselves into their own groups. This was a class that was the hardest program to get into, yet i find myself everyday questioning why people don't realize the importance of it. Every time I interact I don't want to ever leave a wrong impression yet everything i say and do will negatively impact my relationship with everyone there.  I feel tightened up but not sad. This environment is so toxic to me and I see myself drifting away from the importance of my program and the love I use to have for it. I just want to go home.",7.20711462450593,7.739315086956522,7.671679841897234,69.85355731225299,63.89130434782609,11.473517786561267,36.83596837944664,11.20814326018867,4.4443,792,37,135,22,11,261,110,184,0.179,0.7609999999999999,0.06,-0.9582,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,11,7,1,2,9,0,15,1,0,2,2,31,28,13,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,8,11,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,3,5,26,2,21,22,3,20,0,1,1,1,11,6,0,3,10,104,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709412249562347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583476750200546,0.17105984893195827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226270131457064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362964769758248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610586442815094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564558269975791,0.0,0.0,0.2739334738969991,0.12757664931456364,0.14468690243600058,0.2721704377607864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296852880514135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138393801011207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910993679672909,0.0,0.08605464487134021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949445849224793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518851400288493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321566882291068,0.0,0.0,0.1603303691608718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400064170928436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666114277101335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212027395846014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063114087565294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497454922412816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962341688087176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256684354325135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041409931060375,0.0,0.3064872896246346,0.12066097096051524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525497976349514,0.0,0.0,0.1543521314149203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765867349503744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307770008629472,0.0,0.0,0.17862115425312933,0.12018898790875472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663167934950704,0.1690533907678927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555240176974115,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crispcarrot,2020/01/14,"Panic attacks Lately I’ve been having panic attacks, I’ll be fine and then all of a sudden my heart will start racing to the point where I hear it and can feel it bulging out of my chest, I’ll get an impending fear for doom for no reason, my eye sight will get blurry and I’ll start freaking out because I feel as if I’m In someone else’s body, I feel like this isn’t my mind, I feel like I’m living someone else’s life. I feel like I’m not me and I can’t remember what I was like. I have no idea why this is happening and I’m scared because I think I need help and it scares me that I have panic attacks I don’t know what to do",0.7333682983682976,1.9463241958041948,2.8379195804195803,95.94098193473197,79.76923076923076,5.605827505827506,20.30827505827505,5.985473137389443,-0.1779878787878788,492,12,122,3,12,167,78,143,0.256,0.647,0.09699999999999999,-0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,16,3,6,3,0,14,5,4,1,1,23,32,9,0,2,2,0,5,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,10,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,2,8,18,5,10,27,1,10,1,1,2,0,2,5,0,1,9,66,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089255805543158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607801062939724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308908255861568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018256493985698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348268347255065,0.3029140253685794,0.2567907208290868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251983160352197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595330480280353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350418646918534,0.14198308859317624,0.08031045124827105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525820551720344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584799600550126,0.0,0.1351581919998441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462991302531195,0.2341450916544673,0.0,0.10580013423692684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098047438989135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888423910305672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217364193369973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326528806700802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231912820091988,0.0,0.0,0.13572869866573375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991436837217886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304020491514774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696134220435498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677355315984567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811572391705954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wannabeCuredJeremy,2020/01/14,"Are there any solutions to stop embarrassing neck shaking caused by anxiety? Hey everyone. I get pretty bad anxiety but I could deal with it if it wasn't for the shaking. When I get nervous it's as though my neck suddenly struggles to hold my head up. It's definitely noticeable by other people when I'm nervous. It's gotten to the point where I've been on a date and I would wait until my date went to the bathroom to take a drink in order to avoid them seeing my neck shaking when I lift a glass to my face. I have a business function next week and I'm thinking about taking beta blockers (propranolol). But ultimately I know I need a long term solution.

TL/DR: Any ideas what might work or where to start? I was thinking about therapy but is that helpful for someone without negative thoughts? I think pretty well of myself for the most part, even when I'm anxious, but for some reason my body just instantly goes into fight or flight mode when other people are around even though I know nothing is wrong.",3.948788071065991,5.793123532994926,4.785479060913706,82.68299016497463,72.5532994923858,7.76763959390863,28.556154822335024,8.472884824447931,2.1591322335025382,804,32,151,14,16,260,122,197,0.151,0.715,0.134,0.5296,0,1,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,17,12,1,8,9,0,11,7,6,2,0,34,30,18,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,5,8,1,0,4,3,11,1,0,6,1,19,1,26,21,4,28,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,6,15,101,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255571117170746,0.0,0.20536408402189807,0.15163646436389525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948903830421445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207257882813096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490941290893764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378864308852828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716803733824527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838046447574046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148976419918149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730918428527864,0.0,0.0,0.12825809482554784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025443360094156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775395545389266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996843734618303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152410675682315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475335080531051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878523018789375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423919079854407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952641240190707,0.0,0.0,0.14275020562811472,0.0,0.0,0.12879286428897346,0.15281647539679016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535299745694166,0.0,0.1861099444659524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268863617943295,0.0,0.0,0.2731109159589906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800603738083433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696024308103376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372872192059745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500540899105786,0.0,0.0,0.11221842101171416,0.0,0.140321502023824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184155003069806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534984104729953,0.0,0.0,0.2580185953364617,0.2637514925237777,0.10655995206367938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076674968820743,0.0,0.12068472903787406,0.12442826437469814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938846854006927,0.0,0.09771766926302153,0.0,0.0,0.09534985298940188,0.14675437297562471,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yoitsyoboi123,2020/01/14,"Hopefully someone sees this I need help!

Im worried something is wrong with my heart I’ve always had a fast heartbeat cause of anxiety but now that everytime i feel my pulse it’s weaker and i feel like it’s a disease and I tend to breathe more and when I googled it the most similar symptoms were congestive heart failure and I’m really worried I have that ,over a year ago I went to the hospital because I thought I was having a heart attack but they told me everything is fine and that I had generalized anxiety and to seek  a psychiatrist but never went and they referred to a cardiologist they said everything was fine just had a little sleep apnea? I dont remember that much, now I have to use a sleep apnea machine,anyways I worry something could have changed over a year ago and that I should go and see a doctor again sorry if this Is long but I’m freaking out right now",2.9367613636363643,5.0622555170454575,4.321590909090912,83.67113636363638,76.2159090909091,7.581818181818183,28.613636363636363,8.472884824447931,2.242495454545455,705,31,137,14,16,233,99,176,0.185,0.7490000000000001,0.066,-0.965,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,6,7,1,0,12,0,16,9,6,2,1,31,32,15,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,11,5,20,4,10,19,3,20,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,3,13,92,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148808276847267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925944995231603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825141756624382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571043550948522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271852648837239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254444776906387,0.1261937831045424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524394728177284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209912482243268,0.0,0.0,0.13980785615920682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442164627617027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206339625385433,0.08522132685186991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779567529388188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240802956288074,0.07995806694283203,0.0,0.0,0.1184826188726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885446711476792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827942883475733,0.11956065798166456,0.0,0.10556854900832924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769241798137528,0.08845257048081001,0.09200437095880584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642070118773832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513315148022972,0.10187363820655457,0.11347280886152207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011854665402214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875377609824885,0.0,0.10107465494437266,0.18367167580690705,0.0,0.13353621438420685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239887520831864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470352083306613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398741196938593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302889634450008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116741795059333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634366039489057,0.0,0.0,0.130425695106687,0.0,0.15363864796310978
anxiety,Southerngrace91,2020/01/14,I think PMS is making me hormonal. I am due to start my period very soon. I feel my anxiety racing through the roof. I keep feeling like a failure and my anxiety hurts so much that I want to cry. Please tell me I am not alone.,0.4437500000000014,2.431647541666667,2.904,91.341,84.0,7.173333333333334,22.1,8.238735603445708,1.2388700000000004,174,6,40,4,5,60,37,48,0.24100000000000002,0.579,0.179,-0.6481,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,10,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,1,3,10,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28481833709359977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207503747711124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30207593686727635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780977683732995,0.19646093286328314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29439450323208594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24443372777620045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343517095845888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183565455700272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215754527741095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018687679965881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946472852283557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24036319521529945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620968340656276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22690481428867465,0.1622028498325248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayyy6754,2020/01/14,"Is it my anxiety or did I hit a car at the gas station... So earlier today I was getting gas at the gas station. I fueled up, got in my car and proceeded to leave the gas station. Before I started my car another car pulled up at the pump across from me (her car was parked right across from my passenger side door). She started pumping her gas when I started to pull out, I had to go around the front of her car to get out of the gas station. The gas station was kinda crowded, so I started pulling slowly forward and when I turned right to go around her car and get i think completely around her I here a clunk in the back of my car, it sounded like in the trunk area. At this point though my car is going straight. I look back immediately and she wasn't looking at her car or anything or freaking out so I keep going. I keep alot of junk in my trunk and occasionally when I turn the stuff goes falling around in my trunk making noise so when I saw that she wasnt running to look at her car or anything then I just thought it was the shit in my trunk and I kept going. Then about a mile down the road my anxiety sunk in and I panic worrying that I hit her and it looks like a just drove off. So I circle back and drive passed the gas station and her car was gone and no cops were there... that kind of made me relieved because I thought well if I hit her or bumped her car then surely she would have sat there and reported a hit and run. But now my anxiety is kinda killing me. I checked my car and there's nothing that I can see thats wrong damage wise or anything. Help ? My anxiety is killing me. Am I just letting my anxiety get the best of me or do you think I bumped her car ??",1.8789990557129383,3.4384793031161465,3.2057988668555244,93.03630925401323,77.4985835694051,6.293068932955619,25.08111425873465,7.0316486544052195,0.8169192445703497,1306,47,299,14,30,425,146,353,0.10300000000000001,0.818,0.079,-0.6761,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,27,15,3,1,20,0,20,1,1,2,1,47,58,36,2,2,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,11,21,0,3,4,0,1,32,3,7,1,0,19,7,62,8,41,33,2,83,0,1,6,0,19,35,1,11,20,204,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827390083943842,0.3584788454239849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137145168049975,0.3337237293161712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619536533885325,0.0,0.0571310218987008,0.0,0.07974906814516372,0.0,0.0983536674285988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826394611316117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585994371829604,0.0,0.2663170169208049,0.0,0.07495668135388453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281873814122392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660580861240676,0.2073752410088754,0.09759526508445407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923626017067033,0.0,0.09583535129289927,0.0,0.09157400419918267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148057746703131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868040910870892,0.06255902460451389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992715061945514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099605729149255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859597176930131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007323955359914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468294103825714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620253593147474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653428284608234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728731529139783,0.0,0.0,0.08833026882146931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010436144133875,0.09207971390819708,0.14880689100495187,0.0,0.0,0.08883588115117345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038815368105888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426580048182213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517750877563252,0.0,0.06657620853964465,0.10246843002910506,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clickclackthtswack,2020/01/14,"I need help coping with anxiety I’m going through right now and maybe some dissociation? I had an anxiety attack on Saturday, then one on Sunday, and a huge one last night. Ever since last night I’m having trouble thinking straight. I kind of feel like a stranger in my own home. I’m worried this will last forever and I really just need some reassurance that someone else has gone through this and gotten through it? I have an appointment with a therapist soon but I couldn’t get in until two weeks from now. Please just some reassurance :(",3.664411764705882,6.259026225490199,4.352705882352943,82.02317647058824,75.96078431372548,8.00156862745098,27.84705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.451616470588235,433,18,80,10,10,138,69,102,0.11599999999999999,0.74,0.14400000000000002,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,17,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,3,1,7,4,12,12,4,23,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,15,53,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705771468208882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119063245745328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773417986939374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996953976814654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941988553740186,0.12634056168062832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239601134119407,0.0,0.1005070445691916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853778228557378,0.0,0.17739340579582732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416043726755568,0.0,0.4324652495085636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639921537724671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766802916308955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622617565217057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319205639206985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396741611692295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194126481772682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329363985224634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102760244318836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629085800568406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984311027618724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533467074656087,0.0,0.11331734025025332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727552299023382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185715214249506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959817639707526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hiddenmorning,2020/01/14,"Alone in public For some reason, over the last several months I've become terrified of being alone in public. Going to the grocery store by myself is a challenge, and you can forget about the laundromat.  Does anyone else have this problem? How do you deal with it?",4.976836734693876,7.103266224489797,5.322193877551023,78.72369897959184,70.42857142857143,7.348979591836735,24.494897959183675,8.07648339933343,1.6770775510204083,211,6,34,3,4,67,43,49,0.24,0.736,0.023,-0.9019,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449302860770836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394733470677935,0.26955022159980885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905443702551979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712175612985208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021767644954266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976442328906232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951091687626744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444027878276967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998301666860555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517261209387304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704837062421062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971985404479953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wegonbeaite,2020/01/14,"Derealization/Brain Fog... What does it feel like to you? Going through one of those 'is this really anxiety' phases right now.

To me it feel likes I'm high from weed or 2 beers in, is this something others can relate to?",1.6004651162790715,4.141477883720935,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,84.11627906976744,6.2306976744186064,17.902325581395353,7.554174236665415,0.4578037209302326,171,4,35,3,5,56,37,43,0.045,0.8290000000000001,0.127,0.5672,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898093059669434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34873556707991993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27337852431263443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159120821644865,0.4463493736598861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754098840112822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300619314486383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052403373496532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168659197267736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012791028873705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667831884675223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049654142904184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JSTM25,2020/01/14,"Have I had an anxiety attack? Well, first, I've never felt something like that before, of course sometimes I feel nervous but not like this way.
Today I was in my math class and I started to feel really nervous, for no reason, I felt like something really bad was going to happen. Do you know that feel in the stomach when you're much under pressure? That with some pain and very nervous. I've been searching on the internet and I read this can be anxiety but I'm not sure about that. Now I feel better but I still have this strange feeling in the stomach.
I don't know if this the right place to ask, anyway sorry for my bad english it isn't my first language.",1.1767011278195485,3.6729245037594014,2.5571381578947374,91.5346546052632,85.91729323308272,4.828759398496241,21.846334586466163,6.322622252153567,0.4652259398496237,521,18,103,5,16,168,80,133,0.308,0.645,0.047,-0.9888,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,6,14,1,4,5,0,11,3,2,1,2,23,25,8,0,1,6,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,10,1,0,1,6,8,1,2,6,7,13,6,13,18,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,11,71,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315178065168249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146318358834564,0.17214762763802807,0.0,0.0,0.25269070533488325,0.0,0.0,0.12876163799074325,0.0,0.0,0.13382968521899366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825580985283464,0.0,0.2905806489551793,0.0,0.0,0.2574243562793895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859982846723981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381121844336774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663223359375005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178100106313955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123714739152096,0.0,0.11670682606998575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101447763722862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809653412765556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136031836999095,0.0,0.19387812532639465,0.1555815137426015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922591450152265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329860864107986,0.14965872536471486,0.1693896451197935,0.10710462835603796,0.0,0.12084384371004575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261671467950313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434330686918474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485432703606995,0.0,0.12011027193381445,0.0,0.0,0.13605428563617109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Regulus1,2020/01/14,If I get enough up votes I will tell my CRUSH that I like her I just need a motivation,-0.6514999999999986,0.9379688500000009,1.8800000000000023,99.395,85.5,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.6934999999999998,67,1,19,1,2,23,17,20,0.121,0.624,0.255,0.3751,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074847146550965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071670662805503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872309435346595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359396752034903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138732329210005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pickleface32,2020/01/14,"Moving anxiety. I'm not always comfortable with change but I'm going to be moving to save money. That's the only reason, and now being closer to the city, I'll be 20 minutes away from those who support me. I gotta be brave and push forward and not think about my anxiety. I used to let my anxiety control my life now, I'm taking charge more. Being an adult on your own, even for so long gets scary. You never know what can go wrong. I just need the strength to take hard times if they come.",1.9222549019607875,3.6668176960784318,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,77.92156862745098,6.101960784313726,20.15686274509804,6.937597516519254,0.2943450980392157,383,9,82,4,9,126,76,102,0.152,0.7040000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.4595,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,2,7,6,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,3,1,18,22,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,1,7,3,1,0,0,0,1,10,5,11,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468900940296804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42665363925729305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746651733769081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666431065890852,0.16014189399043416,0.0,0.0,0.2085098246936085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278941748644095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971284159428632,0.0,0.2113097716752189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665356099970741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216929025190938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901018796532536,0.13131118139350156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452130530697234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39517814371469856,0.0,0.13784723281658132,0.1433824689860554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139018710691165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114273192233716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210964368653339,0.0,0.0,0.2795569383811944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912130835087753,0.0,0.0,0.10840351121959978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056343172431534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032594537491308,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psoass,2020/01/14,"Bad anxiety after sexual assault and chronic nerve pain as a result of it Hi, I am a male who was sexually assaulted December 2018 and as a result of that I developed a condition called pudendal neuralgia and ever since then... I have a bad anxiety.. I am on neuropathic meds for pain (which doesn’t all that help) but don’t have a choice. 

I often experience bad anxiety and catastrophic thinking... medically or herbally what has worked for your anxiety? 

For example, I am home alone right now and I have bad anxiety. I don’t have the motivation to start a new day..",3.596355140186916,5.997519336448603,6.2278598130841125,69.46982710280375,75.26168224299063,11.382803738317756,31.260747663551413,11.00357731598739,4.602451214953272,447,22,79,19,10,160,68,107,0.325,0.647,0.027000000000000003,-0.9836,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,3,8,2,0,8,0,12,4,0,3,2,14,14,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,9,0,10,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,7,57,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595983790724584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894202467161647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146593953084803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735062129919888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938004122541283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938987339478184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507367751868766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328820404954638,0.0,0.15457220425080692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711674147314315,0.15523686612327012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882817882135996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279408856248392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315982931137077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274709185622518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907089596233066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873935834165236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218470454531307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heatyos,2020/01/14,"First therapy session today! Hey guys, I went to my first cbt therapy session today!! Hope u are all getting help too x",1.4481159420289842,4.115035260869568,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,87.69565217391305,6.544927536231885,29.40579710144928,7.793537801064563,2.634257971014493,93,5,16,2,3,32,19,23,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.7562,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,8,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353803059130997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371054361173074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534065437066428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715415100485681,0.0,0.0,0.2541918299556561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5853463703337219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851750178396855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372455607006687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Babysharkdududud00,2020/01/14,"Worried I’m currently doing a criminal background check for work, and I can’t sleep because I’m worried that it will come up unclean (even tho I have no criminal record that I am aware of, not even speeding or anything, never spoke to a cop even etc) 
I’m worried about being falsely accused or something and I have been losing sleep for many days...ugh

I know my thinking is irrational but I can’t help it...",2.414351851851851,4.723808753086424,3.655046296296295,86.89145833333335,78.75308641975309,6.025308641975308,29.878086419753085,7.1686216300943375,1.8728382716049383,323,16,61,4,8,105,56,81,0.20800000000000002,0.746,0.046,-0.7469,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,0,10,2,2,0,1,10,17,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,6,13,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325762329219404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093637460920525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089495485076045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125669193982755,0.3931031056511038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297627446249807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090296599450563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194706184262472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113577594150625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530101833641743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970654728571412,0.0,0.0,0.1527299002272576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711995659051425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442989109342852,0.6044223859361371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zoe_Tabby_Cat,2020/01/14,"I applied to a new job. I applied but it seems that I did not get it and now I’m so depressed not only anxiety I’m fucked up and today I took clonazepam but it makes feel peaceful but so sad, I feel like I can’t I only want to closed my eyes and never wake up.",-2.3181666666666665,-0.5413951499999996,0.9733333333333364,99.95833333333334,100.5,3.333333333333334,16.666666666666668,5.033348758259628,-0.8658333333333328,201,6,50,1,9,71,38,60,0.237,0.602,0.16,-0.8548,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,1,1,15,12,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,3,8,1,4,10,0,8,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,1,5,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375993325423776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406689882697587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28257210911799,0.199621811002622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583246024541147,0.14598842104226614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27728693990035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651330667984565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651885731353088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551036377170504,0.26987112971132343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250317472232037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437870750087443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648629377696842,0.0,0.31045228867804225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481254650199384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aaronhstn30,2020/01/14,"I’m supposed to start college classes in a few hours and my heart is beating out of my chest Apart from my mind racing, I also feel like I’m about to throw up and my entire body is tense. I’m fantasizing about driving to the school but then just driving past it and continuing on until I run out of gas. It’s a comforting thought but my parents would kill me. I really don’t want to do this",2.033390705679864,3.5939309277108467,3.8198278829604138,88.7951807228916,77.07228915662652,6.670567986230638,25.110154905335627,7.447530270364453,1.0799239242685028,309,11,68,4,7,104,58,83,0.121,0.794,0.085,-0.6227,1,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,0,5,3,3,0,0,13,12,8,1,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,15,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,44,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213010304967211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307384853308496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992309731641345,0.19769610082597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279266038991517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27252349106088264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061609508341183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519639114540868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794186018763086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072761237603464,0.0,0.2641702760844848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772804438196909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800657230783896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587105062147506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969285734932653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322263407486606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658118500805774,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itiswhatitis19,2020/01/14,"Winter Driving It's a bit if a rant... I live in the lower mainland of BC and It's been snowing for a few days now, I haven't been able to go to work due to crippling anxiety about driving in the snow. I take the main  hwy to work and this province does not clear roads properly so the hwy is a giant sheet of compacted snow and ice. I used to live in southern ontario and the roads were well tended and people knew how to handle snow. But not here, today I made it halfway to work and then started having a major anxiety attack so I turned around and went home.

I feel completely useless and unable to function as a normal human being. It's so difficult having this anxiety disorder in normal circumstances of everyday life but in this it is so much worse. I'm on medication but in extreme anxiety inducing situations it doesnt help. Anyone else have this issue? I am terrified of sliding into the ditch or having one of the drivers who still speed in these conditions smash into me. Deep breathing doesn't seem to help either when I'm in the middle of a anxiety induced attack crying and shaking. Anyone have any advice on what helps you in winter weather?",4.026789035731767,5.761008480176213,5.4428707782672525,78.50168257464513,72.12775330396475,8.040039158100832,28.470141948115522,8.680891452615391,2.3915513460597158,923,36,163,17,18,310,131,227,0.196,0.7829999999999999,0.021,-0.9882,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,12,6,2,1,15,0,15,3,1,5,1,31,28,22,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,13,12,0,0,5,0,0,6,5,5,1,1,6,1,10,1,32,21,6,37,0,1,0,0,6,19,0,3,12,117,23,3,0.12463091879048742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178789141801576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847532985538424,0.0,0.476711558724485,0.0,0.0,0.17428967246301547,0.12769910450143773,0.0,0.11094794101273883,0.0,0.2835713248555946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360646841942477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306731471493678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690121207425746,0.08037663216120201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283783045033108,0.0,0.10906535690649632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041131403592512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301713728058142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083062326928463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506124332747402,0.0,0.12501497333084535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008229908801675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803050371587287,0.0,0.0,0.2201027692725626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792878880910705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255525388437573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161806552831787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442236775301272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445313604596444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640338659317967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345930765690634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009037455130627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821440579172561,0.0,0.09953041273840416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370694042122782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813553830254975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355626509747963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764109821450546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205816356428204,0.1155341103425265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721983796796609,0.0,0.12700955376477746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PudgeLover,2020/01/14,I did it! Left the house and got an oil change. To most people this isn’t an accomplishment but I felt that you guys would understand. I’m currently waiting on my car to get an oil change. I’ve been putting it off for weeks (which has also given me anxiety ironically) but today I made it out of the house and did it. For some reason getting an oil change this time around seemed like such a huge weight/obstacle (can’t think of the right word.,2.5116666666666667,4.435302777777778,3.3508333333333336,91.07625000000004,76.7777777777778,7.166666666666668,21.25,8.07648339933343,0.7953333333333332,350,9,77,6,8,111,65,90,0.024,0.9009999999999999,0.075,0.6643,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,2,0,17,18,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,4,6,1,10,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,5,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956324598876935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335070018941566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535942751811135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538557291394951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756616622335305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235855623545266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957925170810084,0.0,0.0,0.1728018232621459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027443303856635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896160355504954,0.0,0.0,0.0852614520224754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651346473855112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098990350078855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544038168160048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943519561135576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903876873829244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588760721765386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118251008053238,0.0,0.0,0.10176377121443443,0.0,0.16542415688562198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816810387346312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998908113496072,0.21251783398464824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397370323338755,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GrandTheories,2020/01/14,"Enlarged heart I am a 33 m who developed pretty intense health anxiety over the past few months after being hospitalized for a stomach ulcer. I've always been pretty health anxious but it wasn't debilitating until after this incident. Since I've been experiencing a whole range of somatic symptoms from nausea to dizziness to palpiations to you name it. Was convinced I was dying and visited a whole range of doctors to finally come to the conclusion that anxiety was producing my symptoms. It got so bad that even thinking of potential ailments (diabetes, stomach ulcer, heart issues) would cause me to feel the associated symptoms some minutes later.

I've gotten a lot better over the past several months and finally started making peace with the situation. Today I went in for a routine echocardiogram (genetic heart issues) to find out I have hypertrophic cardiomyopathy. This is a genetic condition involving an enlarged heart muscle. This can cause the heart to have trouble pumping blood during periods of intense exercise or stress. The prognosis is weird; it can lead to sudden death, but is harmless in most people. I haven't really had any of the symptoms associated but my dad had it so I wasn't shocked, but was a bit surprised.

Well, low and behold, minutes after I found out, I started to feel all the associated symptoms: lightheadedness, palpitations, tenseness in the chest. I'm going to undergo more tests to figure out the next steps, but I have to say this is just really disappointing information. I feel like I'd come so far with health anxiety, and this seems like a huge step back and my subconscious seems to be stepping in to take advantage of that. Just wanted to vent.",8.036536842105264,9.255052513333336,8.425228070175443,62.780684210526346,62.2,11.782456140350876,38.45614035087719,11.520995432342351,5.125766666666667,1374,68,204,41,19,454,162,300,0.11800000000000001,0.754,0.127,-0.0556,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,5,8,15,0,1,21,0,24,22,9,5,1,43,43,15,2,2,8,1,3,2,0,1,13,3,0,0,14,12,0,0,11,1,0,9,3,7,1,0,14,7,15,8,40,26,9,39,0,2,0,0,8,12,0,6,20,141,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945080825505075,0.0,0.0,0.056760077197291474,0.0,0.19155491528287802,0.09429337891405208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418058077698655,0.06969103497398678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381932992584035,0.09112379235345347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148615973227552,0.0,0.14379798559776558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662504172211714,0.0,0.0,0.08543149201638726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055128831211175656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266094997302953,0.059628479034223414,0.0,0.18286692579981254,0.07628686216890297,0.0,0.0,0.09151670105500208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047435931265174286,0.0,0.06675577899000318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661629358876117,0.0,0.4945409783923268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423466612444313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155502451728354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096022727013418,0.0,0.0,0.0557145319789785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332443162500201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876756185140651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935642335035344,0.057865156599429576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983085956346414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694154496032048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637590506352772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196952027220625,0.0,0.09429337891405208,0.0,0.06904434524789665,0.09381983485962066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815602620989765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561058533903097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433768223118764,0.06275641494769585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348195826773997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911647556155572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923069991355818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750464008247972,0.07737427491150893,0.0,0.18637471659083304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059292201615520936,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wattvar,2020/01/14,"Anxiety about Car Accidents Anyone else get a lot of anxiety driving in heavy traffic?  I live in a big city and drive a manual transmission car (I have lots of experience with it though).   I have had many close calls, even though I pay very good attention driving and have no accidents in my driving history or speeding tickets.  

Some background...I have had GAD, OCD and depression before and been treated, and I have had a TBI 6 years ago.  I just have this inner self doubt that never goes away, even though meds help. 

Anyone have a different mindset or outlook that helps them?",4.675005192107997,6.8785066355140225,5.037320872274144,80.12291796469367,71.42990654205606,8.867705088265836,30.580477673935622,9.444778638647367,3.050953063343718,458,20,81,11,9,145,71,107,0.16399999999999998,0.759,0.077,-0.7695,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,1,16,12,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,1,1,6,2,2,0,0,4,0,8,2,8,8,3,17,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,6,4,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160649203160134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616727482324753,0.0,0.0,0.23917428027108986,0.17523896269226846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606869544729521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553270086162595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463927367970256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473066411841907,0.0,0.0,0.17868843521634925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287240925001413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259254911089513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729874161348968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935535945086233,0.0,0.0,0.14345063498121474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927366649025785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102134476042986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908047176584787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339610768489944,0.0,0.0,0.18997416558965824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190776283984584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842007962535442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041040517953089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111646691793614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013678006464732
anxiety,plagolltr199,2020/01/14,"Contraceptive pill making anxiety worse? I was suffering really bad with anxiety a while ago, I stopped taking the pill due to other problems and it got better(not completely, but much better than it was) , I recently got put on a new pill and my anxiety is back bad again, anyone else have this problem?",13.044000000000004,8.99463930909091,12.298636363636366,55.867954545454566,55.90909090909091,16.81818181818182,47.5,14.554592549557764,6.812818181818183,242,11,39,8,2,80,43,55,0.36,0.578,0.063,-0.9436,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,4,1,4,4,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536257409954808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42812361106283203,0.0,0.0,0.1304379321559335,0.19113934743169128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434430537153086,0.31151774422189665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299711526318033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559087881226547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583600045611365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298397199761828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452150645307905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713343822109147,0.0,0.0,0.1801681615674924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570003853246623,0.0,0.18753116232639025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950672300274562,0.0,0.18419256173372653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596156410089487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402600551653219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901072315187343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Redditor6732,2020/01/14,"i will RUIN the friendship and cry so badly that i would rather die So i said i wanna confess to my female friend, and all of you came at me saying i should ask her out instead

Alright then!

Explain to me how i can «ASK HER OUT» if i cant go outside after school?

1. because of parents

2. we live in different cities

3. i cant go home late from school

4. its actually so much weirder (i know how she would find it cringe) if i suddenly said i wanna go somewhere even though we are friends",2.2470145631067986,3.4225512135922362,3.980764563106799,89.45425364077671,75.6990291262136,6.315048543689321,26.46723300970873,6.6274283507984215,0.9691563106796116,377,14,83,3,8,127,73,103,0.159,0.74,0.10099999999999999,-0.8123,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,2,1,21,17,11,1,8,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,3,20,3,11,10,2,11,1,1,0,0,15,3,0,2,4,59,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.16927854263421374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243360234761745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483750552404812,0.10574373168019133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839977045715676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054509921792792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800311182583417,0.18123585198514325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457316422497367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854548328813114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680399892259343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29575548530263185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400131186663015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533279911580032,0.0,0.19567806992485287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317433415575776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751803378321291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261431739725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33001323961560364,0.1379477363177467,0.0,0.3511152602223287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704302187690887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464516298897409,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yashkawitcher,2020/01/14,"Anxious from asking her out There is this girl at a place I work at every Friday and Saturday. I think she is very pretty and after consultation with almost everyone important in my life (my dad and friends) I have been convinced to at least try to ask her out. Friday is still several days away, but I am anxious since Sunday, I can't sleep properly and constantly go through every possible scenario, my heart is beating like crazy and I felt at ease only for few minutes and that's only because I fell asleep and now I am awake again writing this post that makes absolutely zero sense, so sorry for that. I don't care about denial or approval I am anxious from being humiliated.",4.779538461538461,6.5281663384615385,5.727692307692312,77.15230769230772,70.23076923076923,8.276923076923078,29.92307692307693,8.841846274778883,2.59236923076923,544,22,95,10,10,179,91,130,0.159,0.727,0.114,-0.7389,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,1,0,12,4,3,1,0,17,19,10,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,16,4,18,16,2,20,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,9,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523892596577413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254151713207451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28986195766332445,0.0,0.1456546389084343,0.0,0.0,0.09450410332757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806216993241326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675310325888256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998073573575722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612368613466997,0.14813663971202184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885193735341365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197748482829153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810642641610546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370984677794847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095014097013972,0.07573922947066776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348291223951343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358127410301001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619720754178057,0.0,0.0,0.1747716521837483,0.14847471412940946,0.15771999971567666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513839044024834,0.0,0.12824140607729745,0.0,0.15514073658962446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354202307929742,0.0,0.0,0.12380618130044843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993361802968398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525436299677143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791497667239587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286279579315354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BananaBread04,2020/01/14,"Anyone know how to stop mentally beating yourself up during/after a panic attack? I’ve been suffering for 2 and a half years now, and every panic attack I have, I end up beating myself up about what’s happened. Sometimes during them as well. Mostly stuff like ‘I’m a failure’, ‘all you do is mess up everyone else’s life’ ‘you’re such a baby’... you get the idea. This often ends up leaving me more upset than i need to be and sometimes brings the attacks back. I do try distraction methods, breathing, etc but I’ve never really found they effect the thoughts. Anyone know how to make them go away?",2.8451410658307235,5.115663137931037,4.188244514106581,83.81757053291534,77.10344827586206,5.942319749216303,24.33855799373041,6.980632752743323,1.1714758620689658,468,16,83,5,11,154,83,116,0.21100000000000002,0.76,0.028999999999999998,-0.9388,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,3,8,11,3,4,7,0,6,2,1,4,2,19,17,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,9,1,1,3,0,11,2,13,13,4,15,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,8,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740917368558665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061857080060779,0.13934587118444852,0.11404429965381055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389730330296005,0.0,0.26272433772313225,0.0,0.16540929840026974,0.0,0.0,0.12496092916316627,0.14172036860415535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626186293749974,0.0,0.0,0.07748793577250754,0.0,0.08429025562048056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311535671955038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742843631975526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301897491296116,0.0,0.0,0.15704309535529465,0.0,0.0,0.10475855383060408,0.07245872148338364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900073672067458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946561314329704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997294066025592,0.11438888856409266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480290109260942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501373664157796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29337264725411283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399713259103053,0.0,0.0,0.16978402911136972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774473732396065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006954602865038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333520843842541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550934372921738
anxiety,MajinRV,2020/01/14,"Only 2 hours of sleep per day I most of the time get panic attacks when I cant sleep, stressed and worrying about something. I have been like this since 2015. Something happened then that triggered this. Somebody suggested that I should visit a medical professional but I'm too scared to go. There are times that I only get 1-2 hrs of sleep. There's times that I sleep well but most of the times my sleeps are fragmented,(waking up after a few hours and takes long to get back to sleep). I have been to so many trips to the ER bc of panic attacks. Been through all test but all seems fine. I'm now ashamed and burdened by this. My family is so supportive but I know they're getting tired. Since October 2019, I only get 1-2 hrs of sleep. 5-6 hrs at most, most are fragmented sleeps. Who has also been through this? What did you do to overcome it?",1.96670588235294,4.20647425882353,2.7476470588235284,93.17441176470592,79.94117647058823,6.117647058823527,22.94117647058824,7.285733465282438,0.7492352941176468,664,22,143,9,17,208,98,170,0.168,0.765,0.067,-0.9635,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,11,12,2,5,5,0,15,10,8,1,2,17,28,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,8,2,0,5,0,12,4,19,22,7,18,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,14,87,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412346744995653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108945432851688,0.0,0.07127222314664361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977682383459896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737906697679099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24213123612120915,0.0,0.052677371213702674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196469561399893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825602535483824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093952434450085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045283229255305125,0.0,0.0,0.08202696736181893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397223434692548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933745517154508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114827907812971,0.0,0.21750145692092426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279799348236152,0.0,0.0,0.08438070697712385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334681992427565,0.0,0.7420485886559607,0.0,0.0,0.1427132483891112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617509051753676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051825315253003,0.0,0.0,0.06969069391218974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161911190803041,0.1065325250973019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333866352071584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413031542142064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meterea,2020/01/14,"Scared to leave home and move on with my life because of my mother Im 21 and me and my girlfriend of 3 years are moving to edinburgh in the summer. 

Ive always known i would have to leave at some point and I’ve always been scared of what would happen if i did because my mothers an alcoholic.
Shes the most down to earth person too  but she suffers from anxiety and depression real bad. 

Shes done rehab and all that we’ve had our ups and downs as I’m sure most people can relate to so i wont go too far into that.

Recently my step dad left for the better they weren’t happy together but at the end of the day its still someone who was there for me and we still get on the best me and him.

Im scared now because if i move away i know ill be constantly anxious that she’ll be all alone and she wont look after herself and end up doing some serious damage to herself (again)",3.0123117839607185,3.6397438563829816,4.548936170212767,88.20653846153849,73.20212765957447,7.486743044189852,24.036006546644845,7.61054688173877,0.946958592471359,687,18,153,8,13,231,117,188,0.192,0.7240000000000001,0.084,-0.9568,1,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,2,8,12,0,3,7,0,20,4,0,0,3,30,26,17,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,6,14,1,0,2,0,0,5,3,8,0,0,6,1,25,4,27,13,7,31,0,3,1,0,17,14,0,6,12,111,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184206213090394,0.0,0.12777125594227007,0.0,0.0,0.20530285431760398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437560160499564,0.13936986710949054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590758381141453,0.0,0.1030064930847434,0.2256105749680028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946630815346058,0.10910829922908627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331616037996089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956166445274898,0.0,0.10625602380128846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624751961513758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853351617167144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445429156660785,0.0,0.07011244599335324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909324368683128,0.1313267219251554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374740135627668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26651558015830445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779940925757293,0.0,0.0,0.2612561905448008,0.13403886818774774,0.0,0.08713793063886953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359741150868504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933595598437679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552731144445735,0.10771951624328496,0.0,0.0,0.11662191845125247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041892865180022,0.0,0.0,0.1218102672377573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705363891411028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104528662858878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970424758592697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627216454150352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527309668935406,0.0,0.0,0.07944445837518968
anxiety,robothelicopter,2020/01/14,"StoP OvErtHInkInG Sometimes when I’m talking to my friends on Instagram or whatever, they sometimes tell me to ‘stop overthinking’ or ‘you don’t need to overthink so much’. Like, do you think this is something I can control? If I could control it, I’m pretty sure I would stop being anxious over everything and never had anxiety (a teacher from when I was 7 said I could get anxious unnecessarily).",6.323013698630137,7.705721575342466,6.753315068493155,72.6488767123288,66.12328767123286,9.675616438356164,39.25753424657536,9.888512548439397,4.24557205479452,317,18,53,7,5,103,53,73,0.11,0.721,0.16899999999999998,0.6701,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,2,2,16,16,7,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,10,3,6,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,7,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335281456035568,0.3943773515963332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391539098739578,0.27872350439276905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687178653713313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348547492498064,0.0,0.09119371832035604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527495500987699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283122904184901,0.12942455200866004,0.1346215766195896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757727367850873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603437720617742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437497762230713,0.34526332763765377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377878750791385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450868924280074,0.0,0.0,0.1402944437681817,0.1525619638290491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184281071867316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399333713960403,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brandtorange,2020/01/14,"Starting a new job So a little backstory, I got a job over the summer and quit literally after two weeks lmao. I don’t know if it’s because I’m lazy/spoiled and would rather do nothing or if it’s because I was so anxious. I felt like I would mess up or something. 

And now, I got a job and I started my first day yesterday and I was a little nervous but it went well. Today I have another shift and I’m feeling the same thing I felt when starting my first job. It’s like I complain about not having a job but once I have one, I don’t want to work, like I want to quit. 

I don’t know why I feel like this because I really need the money especially being in college. Any advice or tips to help?",-0.15643529411764945,1.8958375133333327,2.4831764705882367,92.9751176470588,87.2,5.129411764705883,21.490196078431374,6.522977012572876,0.35756078431372584,537,19,122,6,17,186,81,150,0.059000000000000004,0.752,0.18899999999999997,0.951,5,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,7,8,0,1,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,27,29,16,0,8,9,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,1,1,4,3,1,4,7,4,19,5,8,19,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,18,79,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228836905660088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814249475847593,0.12049277536848127,0.0,0.12981518404104475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014354765846527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410721074614655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620353198439007,0.08209146887154062,0.2206625468445416,0.0,0.0,0.19548416001090452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380747058156666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702150865211542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701504279764135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630266460298006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224556180701365,0.23033929171327786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520404110645273,0.0,0.11098044513649673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025889749528647,0.0,0.0,0.12237501500671145,0.0778657450909259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444109060106525,0.0,0.0,0.07361405700240957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846305387438104,0.0,0.0,0.2440009011975902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763408580197824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892090148836113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225002001948603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555336426268627,0.0,0.09217358094978764,0.0,0.1033175653146229,0.10652238633674696,0.10368807590639452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365558556548251,0.0,0.0,0.16325702087594893,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joshuawilson61,2020/01/14,"Does anyone else hate when they start talking about something they’re passionate about, but then start to feel like they’re being annoying and then stop talking about it? To explain, 

I used to live in a decent sized city, and I found backroads in the country that takes me on a nice drive away from all of the light pollution and it’s nice to just be away from people and enjoy the country. Anytime I was feeling down or negative I would just hop in my car and go. The drive took about an hour and it was really peaceful, by the time I got home I was usually in a much better headspace. I just really loved that drive. 

When explaining the drive to a girl I was really into at the time, she was talking about how it’s impossible to remember that drive and every turn because there are many. I have driven on those roads enough to remember exactly when to take each turn, I proceeded to go over every turn. about halfway through is when i began to overthink everything. 

“does she actually give a shit about this?

“you look stupid just stop”

the usual. 

I then stopped halfway through everything, gave like a half smile and said that I had forgot. 

This is just something that always goes through my head, there are probably better explanations on this but this is the first one that came to mind. Thanks for letting me vent guys.",5.201058410188846,6.566437355731227,5.09640974967062,83.55833443126923,68.72332015810277,8.626174791392183,29.075318401405358,8.998388855275968,2.265484145805885,1053,38,202,19,18,326,136,253,0.1,0.733,0.168,0.9659,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,4,19,14,4,0,16,0,16,4,2,2,2,36,44,19,0,1,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,15,11,0,4,7,0,0,11,1,4,0,3,15,5,21,10,39,25,4,45,0,0,1,2,15,14,1,1,22,141,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.10150547003314783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655037658111159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273102084303132,0.10657758546309004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954545651268032,0.0,0.0,0.06340772445359813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398895461615195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896760003563504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205174487552744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689275588728859,0.0,0.0,0.1074772422595428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527741482270592,0.0,0.18696732896726487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518811953117227,0.07430967968606231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847670478914559,0.0,0.11404913979810175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978246918921004,0.1182303796782087,0.0,0.08319180086907126,0.0,0.0,0.10299306447566056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269513408458167,0.10675132750711727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433741142001576,0.0,0.1024356739614634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636430691662677,0.0,0.10163478671307394,0.0,0.09184881050808474,0.0,0.08734798168011869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387929507600533,0.0,0.0,0.10545678998458187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502739668109988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646437496119912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704845297052448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211220748091729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214778921433016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999076300413356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23566169578463156,0.0,0.09894387228016344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677183231373358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015455169264434,0.0,0.0,0.14724736573602976,0.0,0.0,0.2608883071476526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641549704235638,0.2508144835917585,0.0,0.09576476777700604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130615814249435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556658069376625,0.0,0.33942148794880705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983718710547546,0.2291197953291665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389060699337976,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Supergarl,2020/01/14,"Worst feeling ever I started feeling something weird few days ago. I have depression issues since long but now i have this strange feeling that I don’t have any feelings and affection for anyone in my life. I feel like dying as I can’t see any moment of relief in coming future. I love my family and friends a lot but a part in me is so anxious and worried that maybe i’m so selfish, I don’t feel for my family or friends. I don’t miss them, i’m always lost in my thoughts. I can’t differentiate between what’s real and what’s my illusion. I’m so scared of living everyday of my life. I don’t feel like talking to anyone at work but i appear as a most happy and smiling person at my work but when i get back to my place, i feel so drained. I think i just wanna die!!!!",1.7866432953549491,3.3737259509202486,3.9359903593339176,87.58069018404909,77.83435582822086,6.374934268185803,25.13978965819457,7.1686216300943375,1.0853666958808064,602,22,128,7,14,207,89,163,0.185,0.579,0.235,0.9095,1,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,1,3,9,14,0,1,3,0,10,3,0,1,1,29,31,17,2,1,6,0,8,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,10,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,2,9,26,7,17,29,5,20,0,3,1,1,6,7,0,4,13,85,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127174873315673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580526000405352,0.0,0.0,0.1729429758010866,0.0,0.0,0.1436518267148672,0.0,0.17782301763748912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777629961313486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953496177004003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200609408728081,0.0,0.10952060323428467,0.0,0.26393890272987697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502127521258895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23974562474529,0.0,0.5143573847262494,0.18168274456052705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648320059452595,0.0,0.06643456663327317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536156625738305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132719435627846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963026258169698,0.12424550254331435,0.0,0.11228243782120977,0.11253042185346422,0.0,0.0,0.13880747629308873,0.10810479366476296,0.11476464478701907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277468404826603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376992248583627,0.0,0.0,0.11102905959602488,0.13285256563154374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447331193214728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730688076840785,0.0,0.10132809656906748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051860314416438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978920869673658,0.0,0.0,0.09000276158251061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220441434412687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147741750194312,0.0,0.1009488834549809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851444077232728,0.1291346546660533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smellawhorus,2020/01/14,I’ve started to notice the relationships of my thoughts to physical feelings of anxiety!! If I feel something in my stomach or any other symptoms of anxiety and retrace my thought and linger on that thought I will notice that particular feeling will get more intense. I found this a great exercise to explore the feelings I get when I get quite anxious. This has been something I’ve been trying to work through with my psychologist and I’m so glad I can finally recognise the feelings and thoughts. Anyone else had moments like this??,6.572179675994108,8.371818412371137,6.358615611192932,74.1555670103093,65.90721649484536,8.841826215022092,42.72312223858616,9.23628265651192,4.455625625920471,434,28,69,8,7,136,61,97,0.057,0.7959999999999999,0.146,0.8693,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,0,0,18,22,8,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,11,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,10,3,11,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554065341942054,0.0,0.23745364609454075,0.1753307133308296,0.0,0.108518761097644,0.15901973327438815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964886382661095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923664304928911,0.0,0.0,0.17001293682731175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701677112693497,0.0,0.0,0.24325524201142934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110746391352294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582240019928745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533902185390431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507325818257104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662566242366508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389595709283872,0.0,0.0,0.10985066289012944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131120308877922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928427337368702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536994487055104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298673263573533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eksxy,2020/01/14,"What can I do if my meds don’t work? Right now, I’m experiencing a different type of anxiety, not the usual adrenalin pumped one but the slow one that grows deep inside you while you feel really tired and a bit of slowness when it comes to thinking. i think I know what triggered it, (a bit of a family crisis) and I’ve done everything I can about it. 

I just want to sleep, but I really need to study for a test I have soon. 

My meds usually don’t work when I have this type of “deep” anxiety, is there anything else I can try to cope right now?",4.1068045112781935,4.096619780701758,5.356165413533837,85.66815789473686,70.49122807017544,9.67218045112782,25.93483709273183,9.606745405546679,1.816041604010025,421,11,98,9,7,141,69,114,0.079,0.907,0.013999999999999999,-0.7649,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,8,0,0,0,7,0,10,2,1,1,0,15,18,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,2,13,0,10,17,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,10,63,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507020047783402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348412594058174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577812251741987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411492491038772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119684507476599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676837324877643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688242153007174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726509980443975,0.0,0.15447083909054452,0.0,0.0828515816456445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005212965318439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640188326153628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214987091651984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220689862565076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099433967229693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798678539872201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397644210095308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099873157114294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883307880431556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124889786662943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609331075401959,0.0,0.09664775618059876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385813050337862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phph1313,2020/01/14,"I have a fear of speaking english! Hello guys. In this post I want to talk about a personal problem of mine. Please read the full post, because I really need some advice on how to cope with my situation. If you don’t want to read the whole post, just begin reading from the third paragraph after this one. I am 16 years old and love english. 3 years ago, I began watching english YouTube videos, using the english internet and reading books in english. That way, and perhaps because I am kind of a natural talent, I got a good understanding of the english language and am quite fluent in english. Before that I got along in english rather “ok”. I make some grammatical errors every now and then, but I am the best in my class and got straight A’s and B’s (at least in english).

However, as I started to develop my english skills by watching videos and so on, I realised that the english I have been taught in school sounds completely different than the “real” english. It was because of the accent. You see, the english teachers in a foreign country don’t have a 100% perfect and accurate British, American or other kind of english pronunciation, they have an accent. And in my case, it was an Austrian one. Although I think that my current english teacher has rather good pronunciation skills, compared to some other english teachers at my school, her accent is still very present and a native could tell immediately, that she wasn’t a native at all. Realising that my english pronunciation wasn’t perfect, I wanted to learn a particular english accent. I chose British, because I thought it sounded stylish and had some kind of “nobleness” in it. I began watching tutorials on how to sound more British and in a matter of 6 months I had developed a quite good english accent (in my opinion), with some touch of a Yorkshire-accent. Of course, I didn’t leave out my pronunciation skills in school and I started to talk British inside my english class. As my accent was a development and didn’t sound perfect and fully “British” from the beginning on, nobody really noticed in the first few months. After three months or so, the first people in my class started to not understand me clearly when I was speaking in english. That means they sometimes asked what I said, after I repeated what I said they understood it. To be honest, I don’t think this was the case because I had a too-thick accent, but because of the lack of skill by my classmates. You see, we don’t really learn the correct pronunciation of certain words in school and we don’t really learn pronunciation at all, although we get some exercises in exams where we have to listen to an audio file and answer questions afterwards, but that’s the only kind of “real” english we ever hear. But about a few weeks later my teacher had some problems understanding me when I was talking about certain things in class. That means she sometimes asked me about a word or phrase I said, after I repeated it, she understood what I meant. Sometimes I had to even “lower” my accent and try to pronounce the word or phrase in a typical Austrian accent, so they would clearly get what I meant.

This was the moment when I started losing confidence in myself when speaking english. I started to stutter, sometimes I don’t know what to say and lose the words in my head, and sometimes my brain lowers my accent and turns it off while speaking, which sounds extremely bad and makes me sad. By now I am so afraid of speaking english that I start to get nervous even days before the next english lesson, because I have the fear of somebody not understanding me. I already start to get nervous on the weekends such as on Saturday, even though I have the next english lesson on Tuesday. That’s three days ahead! Right now, I am good at english. My homework essays are always best of class and I was the best one with the highest score in the last important exam we had. Still, I am very afraid of speaking english. Some people even find my accent funny, which makes it way harder for me to cope with the fear. A close friend of mine, which was on an exchange year in Hong Kong started to laugh at me as we had our first conversation in english. She is also very good in english, although not as good as me, and she speaks in a quite good American accent. My brother also makes fun of me when we are on holidays and I speak in english with the hotel personal for example. However, there are some times that I get rid of the fear without any problems. I like to play videogames, especially CS:GO and Arma3. These games are very multiplayer based games, which require the players to communicate with one another. Through playing these games, especially CS:GO, I met some nice english, Scottish and American people, who I like to play with. They understand me without any problem and most of the people I met, didn’t even realise that I wasn’t British at all, after I told them. So, my accent must be quite good, when even British people don’t think that I am a foreigner. Sometimes they even say that I am bluffing, when I tell them that I am from Austria and not a brit. Some still don’t know, that I am Austrian.

I really don’t know what to do and I need your help. May somebody please tell me what to do and give me some bit of advice? That would mean a lot to me. Thank you!",6.945494595985585,7.099286612935328,6.995022302281697,75.77406716417913,64.46268656716418,9.398696174300907,36.13355635615028,9.035553425615538,3.2049783839423576,4206,189,753,62,58,1348,335,1005,0.07,0.799,0.131,0.9967,6,0,0,0,0,0,115.0,9,5,8,23,41,51,0,8,59,1,66,4,2,7,13,152,132,69,0,17,18,1,1,2,1,4,1,21,1,3,47,50,0,1,27,17,1,0,21,17,0,10,40,27,125,34,131,85,28,118,0,3,5,1,69,51,0,22,64,552,172,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612864804796068,0.03906506039362468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863192311445278,0.07048492067984727,0.0366694553779674,0.0,0.0,0.05993770757548238,0.04621084057602957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239829416087807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036796293109189616,0.188051025312808,0.0,0.07500000392096245,0.0,0.13874504645042593,0.0,0.04811261267550655,0.0,0.0,0.04919627222070113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620615961531623,0.0,0.0,0.035186006738383666,0.0,0.0,0.0568425200739497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460433746591402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037529852927926,0.039863495621704916,0.03713055676645878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983623047952795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027883560338981,0.11245679243976434,0.0,0.0,0.03404808020151908,0.0,0.11512279146708215,0.04227559654819184,0.05009156289305352,0.29570806072747163,0.10573950629512023,0.0,0.0,0.043635853836996086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522814567874808,0.0,0.04966966624015225,0.0,0.02953893830035572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356691643538195,0.07265853426208133,0.03592262336381976,0.0,0.046663365949018175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306038198148801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860526762709793,0.0,0.03746641619974778,0.03977455393828858,0.0,0.11766725805722572,0.0,0.0,0.1440142115859246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552785414291904,0.0,0.0,0.06535413178031414,0.0,0.0,0.09373708471087204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017355609561582,0.04624365438812677,0.0,0.11945086406140724,0.033516932954771886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276163310220126,0.07695978718559242,0.0,0.0967504209541172,0.0,0.0,0.1266195460995671,0.0,0.0,0.16867470392495934,0.0,0.0,0.04936806181424717,0.18749386813363106,0.1763261892030847,0.10032175452277986,0.14116063979313662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763521591345754,0.12576090548030844,0.07009186358093167,0.0,0.1784032386294455,0.07023556514168464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953610093807563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26151589474110576,0.0,0.2495416390162281,0.0,0.10558216981593352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626447714640093,0.11555637474503347,0.040573386477288885,0.0,0.0,0.029277898269013364,0.0847141018873275,0.04329817930652954,0.03498635679517478,0.02569735065745293,0.0,0.0,0.04211041184360155,0.0,0.02992038014866813,0.047935093211284516,0.0,0.22939015056430434,0.0,0.038062003355457064,0.0,0.14544821211310724,0.07798021358124536,0.06996082844668038,0.03534999207684098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920215851564159,0.0,0.08496308487111394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261158929690855,0.0,0.0,0.08513817397518794
anxiety,KappaCuppa,2020/01/14,"Need help with impatience and anxiety. Anything that requires prolonged attention sitting at one place leaves me vibrating, heart racing fast. My legs below the knees shake, I curl my toes and hold it tight, also hold my breath while heart beats fast. I also ""vibrate"" the muscles of my thighs and my hand near elbow starts to hurt. Racing thoughts too. I don't realize when it happens but I have caught my body doing these things 

This is absolutely due to stress. When I was young, I avoided stressful activities because this would happen often. Stressful for me was studying, so I avoided it like a plague. Now I want to study for a good whole semester and I just have a lot to do but due to my stupid act, I keep taking a lot of breaks, get up walk around sit down again etc. Please what to do what to do what to do?",3.4105786618444824,5.5435132405063285,3.6734538878842713,88.82683544303802,74.82278481012659,6.53960216998192,25.20976491862568,7.447530270364453,1.169249909584087,644,22,127,8,14,199,104,158,0.17600000000000002,0.732,0.091,-0.9408,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,11,10,1,6,6,0,12,10,10,0,0,25,22,12,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,8,0,1,4,2,19,2,19,17,4,25,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,3,12,89,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342042571421066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642868796387362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524344135098855,0.13548573522078264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927766032307135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905423278533468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973755320989348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951555776195322,0.0,0.0,0.12765386790380787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26917090884024764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607033972909112,0.10201303863103063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292779667152615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527782707066333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611524322508838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435474433574299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587813363017937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285059574944792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031312084248098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590112857153476,0.16706430559560734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772433915095483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230162583423261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443162984703248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111153409722508,0.0,0.0,0.12082575653242783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976849991054922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992017947123694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811489588335746,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scarypalmtrees,2020/01/14,"My boss is taking advantage of me, and I'm scared to stand up for myself I have a lot of anxiety when it comes to people but even more so when it comes to confrontation. Right now, I'm working a campus job at my college. I get paid like 10 dollars an hour. It sucks, but I can do my homework when we arent busy and they're supposed to be flexible with my classes, so I've put up with it. My boss gets paid at least 25 dollars an hour. She doesnt do anything, always leaves during her shifts, makes me come in when I'm not scheduled, and she doesnt respect others. 

Recently, the semester started. My classes are in the morning at 9am, but I've been scheduled to work at 3:30 until 7:30. I find this unfair. The gaps are so large, and because my classes are in a different campus building far from my campus job, I'm paying 7 dollars each entry for parking. I pay a total of 112 dollars in parking A MONTH. The school and my job forces people to use the parking ramp because there is literally no where else to park in this city.

My boss is acting extremely reluctant about changing my schedule. I confronted her today, and she insists that we are short staffed so it's very complicated to rearrange. I explained everything to her a second time, and she's basically putting it off and keeps saying, ""I'll see what I can do. If I can't rearrange it, then you won't get your hours in."" 

Part of me feels so angered because it feels unfair. She makes me work the hours she doesn't want to, but she's getting paid more than twice what I get paid. And honestly another part of me feels guilty, and I don't know why. 

I'm scared that I'll have to quit because that means real confrontation. I've seen how she gets when she is angry, and I'm scared. I really dont care about losing my job, it's the confrontation and anxiety that is eating at me.",4.1940800000000005,4.852377314666668,5.2696000000000005,83.99880000000002,70.52000000000002,8.346666666666668,29.4,8.488131031819089,2.03732,1443,54,298,22,25,477,178,375,0.174,0.79,0.036000000000000004,-0.9946,6,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,2,0,6,17,15,6,3,15,0,26,1,0,7,1,47,62,30,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,18,20,1,1,9,0,10,6,10,10,0,2,6,6,47,5,39,54,8,45,0,1,2,0,18,18,1,2,21,190,65,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810689094137993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843028885970613,0.1436197240723203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724654809422092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288877490485276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570614664252744,0.0,0.09930141723696566,0.24258062348449316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807358211366768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001428054478657,0.0,0.0,0.09605186813101532,0.07841586918254438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199987754388577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436379684357295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238962275658862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579496442726076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942574377056929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36976994581261535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726037259749829,0.0834354682542681,0.0,0.0,0.051588187435318615,0.0,0.0,0.09939417963997296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045859865174641634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501588863824336,0.0,0.0798044381601683,0.0,0.0,0.12531715562332926,0.0,0.0,0.1022513351817165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492568869522258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330290456849948,0.0,0.13015449609224172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887294213095264,0.0,0.09984170039848804,0.0,0.10684396943984548,0.060135164724385876,0.0,0.09268474410941537,0.0,0.0,0.08016398592802486,0.0,0.07464874359551192,0.2819390449553549,0.09500088124837232,0.07480178762109325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644127034023499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057813409731184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473602333592471,0.0,0.08897724999339199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107305424779697,0.0,0.07745211596436095,0.05536662575610051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470256603818976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501420338498325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MoyamoyaWarrior,2020/01/14,"Who's with me?! So I am a single mom and my anxiety tends to manifest with things involving my daughter. Like we will be walking down the sidewalk from my driveway to my porch and suddenly I am **terrified** she is going to run into the road (something she has never done) and be run over. Or when she gets a fever I am immediately thinking its cancer (she has a neuro condition that causes sporadic tumors, she currently has two one on the optic nerve and one on the brain stem which are currently non cancerous but could change). 

But then of course is the normal anxiety, while driving am I gonna get hit and die, what will happen to my daughter if I do her father hasnt been in her life for 3 years. How am I going to pay bills? Am I a good mom?    


I also have moyamoya which is brain condition that can cause strokes so any time I feel even a **little**  off I panic and have to be talked down from running to the ER.   

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I have a 3 bedroom house which is so hard to keep up on by myself, I feel like I am drowning in bills and I am behind on taxes so I could lose the house potentially if I dont figure that out and its freaking me out which is just like the cherry on my shit sundae. How do you all cope ? I am on Effexor which helps...when I remember to take it but **fucks me up**  on days I forget (thanks Hashimotos brain fog!) . What are some things you all do to calm down when your anxiety flairs up ?",0.6006574394463655,2.9152856920415253,2.5464532871972345,91.94521626297579,86.54325259515569,5.614532871972319,19.918685121107266,7.048011613610866,0.450802076124567,1091,33,234,16,34,363,154,289,0.131,0.818,0.051,-0.9728,2,0,1,0,1,0,43.0,1,3,0,1,11,11,2,1,14,0,37,10,4,4,3,39,52,25,2,5,7,5,4,3,0,3,5,0,3,0,16,14,0,1,5,0,4,7,3,5,1,3,2,4,40,6,38,41,4,40,0,1,0,1,19,22,2,4,14,180,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480107140585836,0.0,0.1284443762241506,0.14404618018622056,0.08061524140143325,0.0,0.2720617465597315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970091137831304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435584806512881,0.12540578802273436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929842610981296,0.0,0.0,0.07645226457579267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303187371582602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131356021826645,0.13893485037127262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829841423259845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988068478712953,0.08468917713123908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959372577932423,0.12387062502499785,0.0,0.134744674033893,0.09943063250239327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048297014290137,0.0,0.10619379457084938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735719834595155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053689960990536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373243789722831,0.1737465393001884,0.11881408229346895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262248048443914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776789276536716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142986570159896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161497608705426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065946849557394,0.0,0.0,0.13908800989618886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428933607081747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168560889572448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126238502153387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913172409741596,0.09528266177309673,0.0,0.10914108922905258,0.0,0.0,0.15751318708415726,0.07595939239809517,0.0,0.0,0.06912503699007796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580206760937907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404618018622056,0.07633963910329795
anxiety,iAntiz,2020/01/14,"Tomorrow I will remove a wisdom tooth. And I a phobia for dentist. And I am so anxious I also don't want to do a full anesthesia because I am afraid of it so I will go for the local. Yesterday I did not slept.

Any suggestions on how you guys behaved in this situations?",0.8991666666666696,3.078571535714285,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,83.64285714285714,7.3047619047619055,25.404761904761905,8.344100000000001,2.045176190476192,210,9,42,5,6,76,42,56,0.127,0.8059999999999999,0.067,-0.2589,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,7,3,2,1,0,5,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,6,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33600258709814634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857238770483905,0.0,0.0,0.4746623178412723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256126236048055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387871698161349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160254317675437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722785500617631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478218343540051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nxtnoxx,2020/01/14,"I asked my crush out on a date I'm usually not the type of guy who would ask a crush out on a date just because i'm scared of being rejected and stuff but today, i couldnt let it pass I like her too much so I asked her out and she was shocked,  she's considering it but theres no concrete answer yet. I hope she says yes.

I've always looked down at myself because I think im a shit person, always felt like that since childhood but I think I want to change for the better because of the things currently happening in my life.

Wish me luck!",1.5452586206896548,3.0897492155172412,3.1753793103448267,92.95755172413791,78.39655172413794,6.364137931034484,21.082758620689653,7.1686216300943375,0.36589931034482737,423,11,98,5,10,140,78,116,0.13699999999999998,0.649,0.214,0.9134,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,1,7,1,5,2,1,0,0,20,18,6,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,3,17,5,13,12,1,16,0,1,1,0,12,8,1,2,9,61,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762918255766621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656322588538622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036214856072019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683542164948887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563219787702353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594098201856202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439062965281934,0.1468151602494781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490006283100295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933524702156842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977158098584536,0.11726820853616078,0.1622226376839251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941899661302942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204731269891828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449664296778368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320295648465084,0.1662197630563278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042204572316502,0.137337409553469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005864632435512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029948329494232,0.2127639440990108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573720739564173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828528338866344,0.0,0.09792571386341366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092029770639907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793923669434353,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WildN0Chill,2020/01/14,"These work extremely well! Afobazole (Afobazol) 120 Anti Stress Happy Pills, for Use When Anxiety and Sleep Disorders. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00HTNYCWS/ref=cm_sw_r_other_apa_i_gFEhEbJSMWAKQ",23.08710526315789,30.57948810526317,10.483552631578947,28.36111842105268,62.68421052631579,10.321052631578947,36.328947368421055,8.841846274778883,5.851305263157897,170,6,13,4,4,39,19,19,0.261,0.515,0.22399999999999998,0.1494,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28065212336838313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42046117489241736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905365659820396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671317802082548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202447181102147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31685515300317385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298573421339409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670834240553189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pbhoir341,2020/01/14,"I get anxious about my family or loved one's when they are not around or just in general I have weird,absurd and worse thoughts and imaginations about something bad happening to my family and friends that I am closed to or sometime just people in general I know . I don't know when it started but I know it's been a long time and I can't help it. Each time someone goes out of the house I have thoughts and imaginations about something happening to them. It feels so bad to think things like that I literally wanna bash my head sometimes to think like that but I just go like, ""WHY DO YOU THINK LIKE THAT? "" and then I just feel bad about myself.
When someone doesn't pick up their phone or worse if it's switched off I go MAD ,my breathing gets abnormal with cold sweating , my stomach starts crumbling and i feel burning sensation inside and ofcourse I am out of my mind thinking each worse possible thing. I tried meditation NO IT DIDN'T HELP EVEN A BIT rather i got more worse thoughts .",3.501341054556537,5.630380865284977,3.755781773849439,88.35632429137459,74.5440414507772,7.235476988722953,27.415117342273692,8.124751697461798,1.7159060652240172,789,31,159,13,17,244,106,193,0.20600000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9799,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,0,15,10,1,0,3,0,11,5,4,1,0,48,34,20,0,3,13,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,15,0,0,15,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,6,4,27,6,20,28,4,19,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,5,13,105,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434741231894315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798535448539432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757107644453958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016758663584208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269998789125898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075278033953454,0.0,0.1669636176767865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503956446919493,0.0,0.11501373338989992,0.0,0.12511027543387024,0.0,0.08803278098993993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466851530080267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296325042427607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755477742516576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700563657529415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147425852050827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509795018748415,0.0,0.0,0.09740820624865146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934218680904228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111139003043366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458606619763154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630845950623992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408702992602798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865233713604595,0.16947403982622755,0.21772346300612894,0.0,0.1558157770810402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462508137101491,0.28211283519301705,0.0,0.2621491015014215,0.1283650352670679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473008996501254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932076915758728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486816442044488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nerdforeverrrrrr,2020/01/14,"My mom didn't want to buy my anxiety medication I already posted this on another subreddit.

I'm not 18 yet, so I cannot buy anything at the pharmacy. Yesterday, my doctor has written up some tea and pills to ease my anxiety. These are all were made with herbs. When my mom got home, I asked if she could buy these. She freaked out and said that ""Today these, tomorrow Xanax!"" Which means that I'll get hooked on them. I tried to explain it that these are not for sedating and that these are made of herbs. But she didn't believe me. At last, she bought me the teas but she didn't buy the pills.

I start to believe that this is some sort of power-play.

She doesn't believe in psychologists either, nor my dad... I feel lost...",1.914559686888456,3.995458616438357,3.0250880626223093,91.94863013698631,79.27397260273972,6.911154598825831,22.757338551859107,7.957251820313856,1.015780430528376,562,18,124,10,14,180,88,146,0.042,0.9359999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.203,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,12,7,0,2,1,22,27,9,0,3,6,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,14,5,2,0,3,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,11,2,21,0,15,15,4,15,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,4,7,81,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750578231445885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866886774253706,0.24610489845560515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323686840200397,0.0,0.1503762624396079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436802671071586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842839132476064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464032235786075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133233759265597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403928881650874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286491984718706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134912587046965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111703084362455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559054241264702,0.0,0.0,0.3044068479534343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752165632150544,0.0,0.16204292856702274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37677923389239387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405314141638962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530084663340726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385290005230107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247026281331685,0.0,0.0,0.10920893407682182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487553257429447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zerlon,2020/01/14,"I wrote a poem at work today to distract myself from a panic attack. Title pretty much sums it up, I have been struggling with chronic depression. I have a lot of anxiety, recently I’ve been getting panic attacks at work. This is new to me, it sucks. I feel like I’m the only one in the office with these issues. I was sent home last week because of a panic attack I don’t want to be that guy. 😰I finally talked about this with my GP, I have to get a heart screening. This scares me, ever since I was a kid I’ve been afraid that there’s something wrong with my heart, I’m still convinced there is. I made the call for an appointment today at work. It took me five days to collect the courage to do so. Right after the call anxiety kicked in big time, I have my screening in seven days, the next seven days will be brutal.

anyways I wrote this today, 

here’s my poem:

I’m sitting at my desk, drowning in anxiety. Perhaps it is my fault, seeing signs that no one else can see. 
Every night I lay awake, wondering why can’t I be free? 
From these demons disguised under the label which we call anxiety, that keeps on haunting me. 
As far as my memory can stretch, throughout my short lived history, these demons have always been a part of me. 
I remember when I was six, playing with the blocks in my grandma’s living room. 
Suddenly I felt a stinging pain in my chest, I was caught with fear of dead, impending doom. 
I remember, she came in, saw me in my pain. Asking me “Is something wrong with your heart?”. 
I was only six years old, I didn’t know where to start. 
I loved my grandmother and I wanted to explain, but something deep inside of me took control and screamed refrain. 
And so I did, explanations in the ditch, “it’s just a little itch”.

I remember one day when I was twelve, family vacation at the beach, in oceans and waves we delve. 
Yet at night I found no sleep, there was a hurting in my chest. 
I went to talk to my mom because fear and panic wouldn’t let me rest. 
I told her I thought I was dying, but before I even explained a thing, she told me I was lying. 
She told me that it’s just a muscle and thought I was pulling up excuses to stay out of my bed. 
Yet I was laying there attempting to breath, fearing that any instant in that moment could have been my death.

A decade went by and anxiety faithfully stood by me. 
Even now, after years and years of therapy. 
I thought I was better, thinking I was doing well. Underestimating yet again, the power of anxiety’s evil spell. 
Will I be cured someday? Oh how I wish I could tell. 
Every time I tried to climb that stairs, for some reason I fell. 
Falling down is most of what I ever did, even now, at the age of twenty-three. 
I’m looking for the finish line, but it is nowhere near my sight to see. 
Even now I am still wishing to one day just be free. 
To no longer have this feeling, that anxiety is controlling me. 
To no longer have these panic attacks interrupt the could be beauty of reality.

I never ever chose this life, it just runs in the family.",3.030767326732676,4.511510595709575,4.229789603960395,87.2235952970297,74.23102310231023,7.162211221122112,25.00123762376238,7.793537801064563,1.2511970297029702,2335,75,484,32,48,765,278,606,0.184,0.748,0.068,-0.9961,1,0,3,0,0,0,84.0,2,1,0,9,34,38,7,12,29,0,56,13,8,5,4,67,102,18,4,8,7,1,3,1,0,3,5,1,3,2,30,19,0,5,16,2,2,12,9,28,1,9,41,12,83,12,74,48,6,95,4,3,8,1,27,37,1,4,45,336,113,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047339354442081566,0.0,0.0,0.03868904452104895,0.0,0.3046597719198235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318707371705888,0.2588950235432116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936262696584958,0.0,0.048411569413507216,0.0,0.0,0.050317044708866665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428168246753198,0.06507018926639534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276201914269629,0.1362727774836789,0.0,0.0,0.18345569748894086,0.0,0.04900167208151802,0.0,0.05904572828848512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752662127983538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030859085754353,0.1543883427570714,0.09586924972195504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107266908141625,0.19206059971156692,0.05753340274511204,0.04064421674513842,0.054625995275576385,0.062323264722708216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238000186697176,0.0,0.0,0.05944826366738507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056332801506879776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022546713317387,0.0,0.0,0.05706810179101336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090490268754337,0.0,0.0,0.05938128599938155,0.0,0.050568921091663936,0.0,0.0,0.031266786586831984,0.04637521289533605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817672694229972,0.04018505634102383,0.0277949408304803,0.057021516523026464,0.10047474239816798,0.0,0.04777561031962038,0.0,0.0,0.04836821103211923,0.051347959418880915,0.05383332847688997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663214181207568,0.0,0.0,0.04182274290959465,0.0,0.04387922287633066,0.0549474059680699,0.060506121944772735,0.10678004880383517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059699407128145865,0.0,0.1542080931917376,0.08653905287673135,0.12107586828422738,0.33375712295033044,0.0,0.06160934165012385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057880415347747426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849525813387025,0.05617476127762162,0.0,0.19334530338032047,0.04858612726225308,0.0,0.0,0.056959602494059264,0.0,0.13600855037568402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047062299403462016,0.0,0.05693387197153544,0.0,0.0,0.13139653553648453,0.0,0.0,0.040269005824071495,0.06064013864603754,0.09086930267824762,0.0,0.0,0.059476691298404674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914565305353746,0.04972680146379607,0.0,0.06506185754018022,0.0,0.037797038139508236,0.036454599194805384,0.0,0.13549954815737816,0.06634928053644044,0.0,0.16178312274188952,0.1630904815535427,0.12641995427933367,0.03862646625918156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711367689432751,0.0,0.04563596015270597,0.0,0.05115344597863961,0.10548036277082788,0.05133688906968602,0.0,0.1308477892814558,0.0,0.06169779810483084,0.12425587451671335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244066577434475,0.0,0.10991126409760253
anxiety,OscarMJr,2020/01/14,"Why do many people label me as “Arrogant, Scary yet Handsome”, makes no sense!.....am I the anxious one or are they??.......pic included. Growing up I’ve always been socially anxious.....yet I’m an extrovert. People tell me when they first meet me I come across as “Arrogant, Scary yet attractive”. People say when they first see me I come across as confident, sometimes overly confident.

Even tho many times I’m actually shy and a bit nervous.....but I’ve never b en told this. It’s weird....even people that know me and have seen me around (in the gym, store, apartment building). Every time I see them I’m ready to say hello and give them a smile. But they avoid all eye contact and seem a bit awkward and nervous....

I used to think I was the guy coming across as socially awkward or nervous, intimidated. But I never, ever avoid talking to people and I’m always ready for a chat......I’m starting to thinks it’s them, even tho it happens a lot.

Suggestions???

[Oscar](https://imgur.com/gallery/zWSzRA7)",2.078869369369372,4.897305470270271,3.107060810810811,86.51590653153154,86.18918918918921,5.894144144144144,24.46509009009009,7.333567415737692,1.4546441441441451,772,31,141,13,24,246,107,185,0.17300000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.114,-0.8463,0,2,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,0,6,2,10,8,0,6,9,0,5,1,1,2,4,27,25,18,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,10,0,2,4,1,1,4,3,6,0,3,4,6,19,2,16,21,4,24,0,0,4,0,19,8,0,4,12,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.11585200579043176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756639175336135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26823593715235083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568452088162616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25921942898116085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30679609643585004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352370952395644,0.10738756427492804,0.1000253487341164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196357323803504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388548020630693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754985320605887,0.10498226433098998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524451252541386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093011450834584,0.0,0.0,0.0792454352071097,0.2407235913482177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312585456197053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044664135717261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115218557143685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881922892252534,0.0,0.0,0.1892063440099279,0.10807674716473012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24203685949712586,0.0,0.0,0.117415505579056,0.0,0.08402947477759347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954213304823458,0.10376508989637556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213987834465295,0.0,0.0,0.13845127490124345,0.0,0.0,0.1134404920585097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253455619032988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071248653142224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throw0OO0away,2020/01/14,"I conquered my worst fear! I got my wisdom teeth removed and successfully got through the entire surgery! I know it’s a common surgery. Though I’m just really glad that I didn’t have major anxiety going into the whole thing. That was my 15th surgery (I know, it’s crazy), so past experiences really did me over until now. Generally speaking, my anxiety has improved a lot since beginning medication. I don’t feel great about relying on meds but I don’t think I would’ve been as stable if I wasn’t on them.",3.2430303030303023,5.444594313131317,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,75.56565656565657,8.44040404040404,27.161616161616163,9.150863307647796,2.471573737373737,403,16,77,10,9,135,69,99,0.079,0.765,0.156,0.7953,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,0,1,4,0,9,2,1,0,0,11,18,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,7,2,15,4,8,11,4,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,51,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429591503300401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192686653945056,0.0,0.25223906748894115,0.1133405696927443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739365098875527,0.0,0.3585578350973985,0.2471340044850084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463817702500879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905703584989165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24898801596796,0.2258147052215725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398332485163515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872015683367714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854250772918888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489200231875458,0.1436308246520646,0.22023322190210567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026340756096804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923477915375192,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KittyKat980,2020/01/14,"Celexa for anxiety So my dr wants to start me in Celexa. I'm hesitant. For those that are on it please tell me:
What were the side effects initially?
Has it helped? 
How long until you felt different?
How long are you on it?
Did you gain weight?

Any other info would be appreciated. Thank you!",0.17736842105263406,2.424693842105264,1.7452807017543892,92.70213157894736,101.80701754385963,5.788771929824562,16.226315789473688,7.1686216300943375,0.3869873684210523,227,6,48,5,10,73,45,57,0.055999999999999994,0.752,0.192,0.8765,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,0,7,12,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,1,7,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939317309221123,0.0,0.21816141509887285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979517137487226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27381688920676506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911497007781035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047494849756297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130412783879973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185140518851655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492593135983897,0.2625548219041687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682061639126702,0.0,0.0,0.3472716092643185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258322146943,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GameVideosYT,2020/01/14,"Do you ever have the feeling that there's clay in your head? This is the best way I could describe it. I think it is some sort of brainfog. It's not a headache, but more like lightheadedness. I can't properly focus and concentrate because of it. 

Does anyone else have this feeling?",2.2502424242424226,4.811615872727277,3.003181818181819,89.85810606060606,81.18181818181819,5.848484848484849,25.53030303030303,7.1686216300943375,1.2194848484848475,223,9,44,3,6,70,43,55,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,1,10,10,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,3,9,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294540961751679,0.3362342953736796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004066952978108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443791626554775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620056250170513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871712653922471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741319802085198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968356188693514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33185076485425435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367824222006897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603202997489536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026892288722207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604747211039332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeyItsDayton,2020/01/14,"Super Anxious, loss of appetite, dry heaving Almost every single day for 2 years I wake up very anxious and start to vomit. Usually nothing comes out of my stomach and I start to puke up acid. Ill either have to only do it once or I'll do it till my throat starts tearing. I've also noticed ever since this started happening I basically don't have an appetite anymore. I don't ever feel truly hungry anymore and I honestly barely eat 1-2 times a day. The first time blood started showing up in my vomit I did go to the ER, but they didn't really tell me much. They just said I'm stressing out to much. After that I started trying to keep a cool head. Still continued though and I feel with my vomiting it started making me more anxious throughout my day. I've visited a doctor again and he basically told me the same thing. Like I said this has been happening for 2 years now and I just woke up in a panic attack (no reason, or none I can think of) I'm just curious if someone else deals with something like this and how they did it. Sorry if this post is somewhat hard to follow my mind feels everywhere right now",3.262266666666669,4.855096848888888,4.808555555555556,82.85150000000002,73.84444444444443,7.133333333333333,27.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.7076666666666664,881,33,168,12,18,296,133,225,0.124,0.8009999999999999,0.075,-0.7992,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,3,12,9,1,2,8,1,13,11,5,3,2,35,37,16,0,2,9,0,4,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,10,12,1,1,5,1,0,4,5,4,1,1,8,8,23,5,24,29,8,39,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,6,27,112,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027171620637524,0.0,0.0,0.08203167932423598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476522075088686,0.20345984762753752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166974113675946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836196083636451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846318902168586,0.10575352956362816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499304451816324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496301750904237,0.08569085026818392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557555051730348,0.08642648374767488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559972707787215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725288989732795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582975051182489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814189718271231,0.0,0.09188984020196823,0.0,0.10527473697816553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117613936776764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022896847196074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847168647429751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357465166292264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508134306189939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842646527289324,0.11678586070591687,0.0,0.10924234178328136,0.0,0.07801527673035674,0.0,0.12035331306335052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982414763482856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571416538474087,0.10546738377707808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876011474038257,0.1951505498458732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485367448515738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691410165032397,0.07896964234086483,0.0,0.11482779849583433,0.5082372108341389,0.0,0.08191901296673633,0.0,0.11750288103341296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965779143988452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814833978462558,0.06572791242187682,0.1007824744906614,0.0,0.11962824435538208,0.0,0.0,0.09801778216524244,0.0,0.06964380482920897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297529854212335,0.08463768547417283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321138822965382
anxiety,prxjectzero,2020/01/14,"My Mind Day #2 Yesterday was a bit better in the morning. spent my time in the company of a good friend. although i ended up having a bad trip towards the night. mainly because i ended up arguing with a girl who im into and it left me feeling helpless. as well as confused. i say the wrong things sometimes. but it’s not on purpose. so much regret. i couldn’t sleep properly. i woke up in the middle of the night cause of a dream. my teeth were hurting falling out in that dream. but i gave her a call. and we worked things out. hopefully i can stay positive.🖤 Thanks for reading what went through my mind yesterday. i plan to do these daily, mainly so people who also go through this pain can see it’s possible and there is hope. hopefully you’ll join me in my journey to create a better environment where we all understand each other more and know that we can get through it together. nobody deserves this pain. i hope i can help somebody 🖤 and my dms are open for everybody.",1.5519720279720275,4.018710912820513,3.176561771561772,88.07533216783216,83.46153846153845,6.212121212121213,24.761072261072265,7.520522993642371,1.4267435897435896,768,31,151,13,22,253,124,195,0.13699999999999998,0.6579999999999999,0.205,0.9209999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,1,0,4,6,19,1,1,13,0,12,4,2,1,1,31,27,13,0,6,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,15,14,0,0,3,3,1,5,2,9,1,0,6,3,23,10,26,19,7,31,0,3,1,0,14,17,0,5,8,109,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231006926479888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682089900586064,0.07798836662812499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262973190061493,0.13967256224064692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063657230029924,0.0,0.0,0.13142512345025345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250789118947356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22662597241481336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468809361644412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884274282078663,0.0,0.06684108121481787,0.0,0.07270876124622801,0.107306328372719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575254946359291,0.0,0.0,0.5082757512241114,0.0,0.0,0.13695772746856866,0.0,0.13819242369583826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031007106515018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900242569916174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583570121447036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940474013198249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401178259520833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722650400832678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869445046085489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442281891132756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797024141167493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173954015549147,0.0,0.0,0.10194812543149503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280280137907966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653159969887598,0.0,0.0,0.13636234877424472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177859304021529,0.0,0.0,0.16998948262628488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460028897890307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318549253674195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502948702442554,0.1185976016722825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313865522306722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987751703597562,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gohgie,2020/01/14,"I dropped out of classes this college semester and I'm just so anxious My family is a little dissappointed, my boyfriend is a little dissappointed, his parents are dissappointed, my grandparents are dissappointed. 

I don't make enough at my job and i need a second one, to be able to save up for a car. Last semester went horribly on my part, and i'm slowly having the realization that i'm a really bad student. The only classes available were online and out of my grade level so I decided to think about dropping out

I live in a shitty little town, so dropping out makes me feel like i'm condemning myself to laziness. It feels like there are no career options in a small town. 

I only make 300 every pay period, whereas my partner makes like 500. Last semester I was a shitty student AND i worked very few hours. At the root of it all i want to feel like i'm doing something well, and i enjoy work 100% more than school, but i know everybody does. 

I myself dont even know if im doing the right thing, my boyfriend who has been the most supportive to me just says that he wishes i could graduate with him. 
I had a whole lot of extra credits than he did, untill he told me he's taking 18 hours this semester... 

I don't know if what im doing is going to screw me over or if this is okay. Im regretting it so much because today is the first day of class. I'm terrified i feel so under prepared for the world, like that theres no direction for me to go into",3.821132561132561,4.824927972972977,5.653764478764478,79.63306306306306,71.63513513513513,8.611068211068211,27.60875160875161,8.976282227363876,2.1538184041184034,1144,40,228,22,21,395,159,296,0.094,0.8,0.106,0.1033,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,12,14,1,0,16,1,23,1,0,5,1,43,50,17,0,8,7,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,12,12,0,0,9,0,2,4,5,3,1,3,7,5,33,11,34,41,10,38,0,1,0,1,11,22,1,7,14,155,45,15,0.10765785872059266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216227367631054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988981515993194,0.0656272314319555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595603998869995,0.0,0.0,0.0694304125623456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094212117659898,0.0,0.12617420862664092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112393468180218,0.0,0.07110700033950405,0.0,0.0907063892174721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149024789771398,0.0,0.21774019250339816,0.2307323873431461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915737196306935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236888417448122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212042609631162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34886688479864897,0.0,0.10683381290007243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749783096979774,0.1755110475205542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262980958811945,0.32370437151697024,0.09506386163368856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152686160278768,0.0,0.0,0.2874498266918761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914091343162337,0.07982693811354484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295175127635656,0.16375730561184398,0.0,0.0,0.11954131166060795,0.11658296981265635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896838103343522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193922311483982,0.0,0.08561385032466214,0.0,0.1089555006040068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288027933020882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221688622727828,0.0,0.0,0.0809453115720554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152309760831946,0.06898280883434726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204706196411187,0.1028716975837058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882900828755333,0.06349939439234396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679734417887746,0.09979991361192177,0.0,0.12019615457775927,0.1238012244513419,0.0,0.0,0.1567524066950009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babyboi1998,2020/01/14,"my OCD is centred around people i am attracted to and it is causing me severe impairment.  

I have diagnosed OCD

I have lately been triggered by goth or egirls because i am severely attracted to them, whenever i see them on all my instagram feeds, on all of my facebooks, i get these severe butterflies in my stomach because i am so deeply attracted to them, this leads to feelings that they are the ''one', that i need to message them and tell them how we need to be together, and how we are matches made in heaven, although i have never even spoken to them. I have been so obsessed with these girls to the point it is in my head constantly. I am no longer functioning in my day to day life, i am under bad dissociation, i can't go to any place revolving those girls including social media, because it will trigger deep anxiety and all these thoughts about love. I have also intentionally searched these girls up as the impulse is so strong which makes the OCD worse, i am DESPERATE for some cbt tips.

I also imagine/daydream how one is standing next to me, and i fantasize how i can make this a reality.

I usually feel this way to people i have well established romantic relationships with and with people i am infatuated with, however now this feeling is centered around people i do not even know or have never talked to.

I deleted facebook and deactivated instagram to avoid all of these Goth/Egirls, because if i am exposed to them i will get the sudden urge to message all of them and tell them i ''love them'' and this will make the OCD worse.

I am infatuated with just the sight of these girls to the point it is causing severe emotional dysregulation. I take zoloft 200mg, risperdal 1mg. Meds have saved my life many times but in the last week it has not been working, i lowered my dose from 2mg risperdal to 1mg a few months ago",8.991398305084749,7.029102002824862,8.905416666666667,70.62219279661018,61.45762711864407,12.352824858757064,39.92161016949153,11.080906280650957,4.268283050847458,1455,63,277,31,16,476,170,354,0.069,0.858,0.073,0.1658,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,11,3,17,12,0,2,11,0,37,10,2,14,7,56,55,24,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,20,18,1,1,5,0,0,2,6,3,1,2,5,5,52,9,43,46,7,35,1,0,2,2,26,16,0,4,15,205,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788724912269841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857458610749614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742291173303233,0.0,0.07584667946717935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765225274178885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278305336517404,0.24175475685089004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370120658711194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714197220649796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278823755080254,0.0,0.0,0.100631449071262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152628885946593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097044627957982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039410702715586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103599742085837,0.0,0.05634715040201976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101752749556085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054488236096722716,0.08081750077704042,0.1118413911256831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400599854666208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896688731545182,0.09381466508478872,0.19854285744585595,0.10051882811082036,0.0,0.0,0.11012923387591357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913766345161033,0.0,0.0,0.1470315111022202,0.1529355406694176,0.0,0.10544325841314156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436825313854836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749423565623765,0.0,0.10358682409148387,0.0,0.18745067829377324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644606572031674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900679723367504,0.0,0.0,0.4480285776521021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106720882657894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454570949565156,0.0796900732756679,0.17331654412067368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871111997704598,0.05781302873381657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091956872897706,0.0,0.0,0.07869775058030129,0.07952921431166562,0.0,0.08914446752960928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217971705395122,0.0,0.2020771835162085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mediocresteven,2020/01/14,First Job I'm afraid of applying for my first job. I officially graduated 2 months ago (finished uni 4 months ago) and I haven't applied for a job since because yeah well anxiety. I lied to my parents saying I already applied. All my friends are starting to get hired now I just feel more anxious. I shouldn't be since I never send in my resume but still.. I've never worked ever in my life. Now I'm just at a standstill.,0.9980232558139548,3.3894039186046534,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,85.3953488372093,5.300465116279073,24.879069767441862,6.742157984588678,0.9887339534883728,331,14,68,4,10,110,57,86,0.065,0.865,0.07,0.1036,4,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,4,10,9,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,2,12,2,8,7,2,18,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,14,41,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095540328900932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926812319703544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357253608887745,0.19725422977541127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643773798329803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579404423090201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828565921655168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297038267912114,0.0,0.0,0.13489958075510391,0.0,0.0912240350254682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198062970401814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233288496923806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787364847515524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693326612165987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938784637274227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885310060726658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888705293854268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235864925606318,0.0,0.13943997585261952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699108635830328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711469940151898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blue_bunny21,2020/01/14,"My boyfriend started the treatment one week and a half ago My boyfriend has anxiety attacks quite often, especially during the weekend and on Monday nights. One week and a half ago he finally went to the psychiatrist and on the same day he started taking Escitalopram but without any improvement until now.

He's even more anxious since he's awaiting that the medication starts to take effect, so right now he's pretty down...

I'm nervous because next week he has to take a flight for business purposes and he hates to fly. We hoped that he could be better by that time but until this day everything stays the same :\\

I don't want my boyfriend to travel like this, it's not safe. I know how his attacks are, he just feels like he's dying and having to go thru this alone is a no go for me.",6.301984126984133,6.409462603896108,6.484632034632039,79.04774170274172,65.81818181818181,9.182106782106784,32.69552669552669,8.841846274778883,2.5688349206349206,627,24,121,9,9,201,95,154,0.172,0.7240000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.835,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,7,9,3,1,10,0,8,1,0,2,0,23,23,12,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,2,0,4,4,4,0,4,1,1,8,5,16,20,3,29,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,22,73,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24725607806486904,0.0,0.0,0.14444453407365074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948415435301064,0.0,0.10669097443883112,0.1575566849529344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173250198999191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501707248372489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334618869861155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135211287573757,0.0,0.0,0.17988783889224547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474350760180954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211586212092224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534289075876465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051811163127876,0.09963441329195724,0.0,0.1527779943213966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852328474957908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376936285512654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385210328534961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664677010847963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627191487019222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049714620252662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832348716032615,0.13087922914800956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890113049339059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188688295875224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483390721427728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910305257591128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536757169260092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961438864198324,0.14865201299920675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145828311350148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132364414898517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226055705738433,0.0,0.3356132172511753,0.0,0.0,0.12928621708217955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444007851164513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crash-Bash,2020/01/14,"Been sick for almost 6 months without relief. Starting in early August I began to have terrible left abdominal/upper back pains, particularly after eating. By November it's been constant, everyday. I've lost 20 pounds, can't eat, can't sleep. Doctors can't figure it out. Of course I'm paranoid they're never going to figure it out or that when they do it's going to be something like cancer that's too advanced to do anything. Of course this all increases my anxiety to the worst it's ever been, which causes it's own issues. It's affecting my relationship, my work, my everyday life. Someone tell me I'm not alone when it comes to dealing with debilitating medical issues with seemingly no end! I just don't know how to deal with this anymore.",5.482237762237767,6.800858937062942,6.820566433566438,71.63238811188812,68.020979020979,9.356363636363636,31.08321678321679,9.642632912329526,3.142253706293708,600,24,101,13,10,204,95,143,0.19399999999999998,0.763,0.043,-0.9692,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,0,0,1,0,11,9,1,3,3,21,21,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,13,6,2,0,4,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,5,0,8,2,19,15,4,24,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,16,66,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153917335326784,0.16707938142281628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340973735668105,0.0,0.1599865832349184,0.0,0.0,0.1327530222411187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240455031716192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657205864564752,0.0,0.13896332241462148,0.0,0.1743301452715852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326286942058607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511836268198546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301422808109049,0.0,0.0,0.14288207638270786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592362377835574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336431023113486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367533694412357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886575253256166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527519016907786,0.0,0.11394543664957517,0.07881304539431416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761003771761244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625134272455051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287644802672051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244203110742768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165638094786909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319783945031852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686012015393696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614369990399852,0.0,0.1366863321693131,0.12419239869408542,0.0,0.0,0.11418347689073335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100122338747514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550720074120145,0.0,0.1174432419017399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InitialTennis6,2020/01/14,"Advice: Whistleblower fear/anxiety Throwaway account. I left an anonymous letter in the mailboxes of several higher-ups at my company about what I perceived to be a manager’s unfair practices toward my coworkers. This person is doing nothing illegal, but definitely things I would consider unethical and a bit emotionally abusive, plus not good for the stability of the corporation. 

Myself and others have attempted to report the problems through proper channels, but it became pretty clear that no one was willing or able to address the problem.

Since the anonymous tip, I’ve felt almost constant anxiety burn in my chest. Some of my feelings are around guilt (maybe I should have let it lie, maybe I shouldn’t have gone so many levels over my head), but mostly I feel that what I said was very reasonable (I made no value judgements or pleas, I simply stated a handful of facts that are easily verifiable, but that I did not think the higher-ups were aware of). What I’m mostly feeling is fear. Fear that those involved will retaliate, start a witch hunt, or just be able to figure out it was me. I fear losing my job (which I mostly like), I fear disappointing my boss and coworkers, and mostly, I just fear getting reprimanded by someone in authority. 

Is there anything I can do to talk myself down from this? I don’t expect to be worry free, but this feeling is almost constant and is impairing my ability to focus at work and enjoy much of anything. I feel like I’m hiding a murder or something (which is ridiculous and heck, I bet a lot of murderers don’t even feel this bad about what they did).",8.788322072072074,8.106358935810809,8.84924324324324,66.76512612612612,60.99324324324325,11.541981981981984,37.976576576576576,10.793553405168565,4.246710630630632,1279,54,209,27,15,420,171,296,0.268,0.632,0.1,-0.9966,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,3,8,20,3,6,14,0,31,3,3,3,2,53,46,18,2,6,13,0,8,2,0,5,0,1,2,1,21,10,0,0,11,1,3,1,7,15,0,1,10,9,30,6,31,27,8,17,0,2,0,0,6,12,1,13,5,160,51,5,0.18882756073919152,0.11186489108235467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922600534731382,0.0,0.0,0.1890835259956636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445256712171958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553889933374708,0.08404828141277497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883156294237181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307539520887027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040555109391413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062027951683737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062359411496548375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6374505090551255,0.2864306650293392,0.06744922356080453,0.09065203521272228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932730345803412,0.0,0.0,0.07918979954254751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689577703550133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936911087315224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025808486225588,0.096544487157239,0.0,0.09225160812865923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562487012385607,0.0,0.08026721980149384,0.0,0.08933660181541801,0.0,0.09572075446597572,0.18970266491171053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694049919604545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059256861836487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397722102627929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243847130945663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605275700261603,0.0,0.18068247390829648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707309081285992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980912566964228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066606980035036,0.0,0.07810005476681542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999648972286076,0.07268434076848604,0.0,0.0,0.06682655969066056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588622033064375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272432044622649,0.06049653819947366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790125661588945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873435657176284,0.09588177691928472,0.0,0.06706884071086641,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hurtstobealive,2020/01/14,Don’t know how much longer I’m gonna make it Haven’t felt calm in almost a year. It’s weighing down so hard on me I don’t know what to do. If I could even just get a second of relief I’d be thankful :(. Just one minute a day.... I’m not really religious but I’ll still pray.  I feel up in the clouds all the time. Can’t even escape anything in my sleep I have the worst vivid dreams that are utterly exhausting. None of my family understands they think I’m just lazy.,-0.4641176470588242,1.5860460196078416,1.7230392156862775,97.84867647058826,88.80392156862746,5.752941176470588,15.362745098039214,7.1686216300943375,-0.2787019607843133,362,7,89,6,12,121,73,102,0.135,0.7240000000000001,0.141,-0.3448,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,9,3,1,2,1,17,22,4,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,4,8,3,9,18,4,10,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,4,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550075225477487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956538658521645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332713644275788,0.0,0.0,0.16423612546828456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364041145210101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400729661885383,0.0,0.12876491819548394,0.0,0.24451575875560674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305054877263886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281274134371896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799114966257493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998907272807628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872061033248113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725657753365079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631431999713449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548462290487332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337365369614455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445884466375305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317732861948878,0.0,0.0,0.14849564379937205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651124510331725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639941814090183
anxiety,renvlovee,2020/01/14,"SNRI + SSRI combo? lexapro hasnt worked too well in my favour so were doing a low dose of lexapro while getting onto Pristiq .   


Psych said at such a low dose hes not concerned about serotonin syndrome.. but i am, given the nature of my anxiety.  
Ill be on 3.75 liquid lexapro and 25mg pristiq for 4 weeks until reevaluation, from there we will either remove the lexapro and up the pristiq or figure out something else.  


has anyone been on something similar?",3.17359173126615,5.8529232325581395,3.778527131782949,84.9919250645995,78.30232558139534,5.217571059431528,28.16020671834625,6.42735559955562,1.4532702842377256,362,16,62,3,9,114,70,86,0.128,0.8490000000000001,0.023,-0.7864,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,9,3,0,0,0,9,12,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,1,5,2,13,6,1,13,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,3,43,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28309369453202576,0.0,0.0,0.2587534662907551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091363426606793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334026186562128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352010319997799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697781347267347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968385598536468,0.0,0.3327269807634441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26940695248130714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woohfer,2020/01/14,"Missing class due to anxiety It’s the second week of class and today I missed my class. I just couldn’t go. I feel like I’m going to throw up, I feel scared that someone is going to hurt me and I just don’t know why. The last time I ignored this feeling to go to class I ended up leaving very early into it because I started hyperventilating which I don’t think anyone heard but it was still embarrassing. 

Now I have to go to work later which I can’t miss and I’m terrified because I’m a barista and I make a lot of mistakes when I am nervous. I don’t want to feel this way but today I just can’t seem to shake it off :( 

Anyone have any tips to quickly ground yourself during this when you have things you have to do? I know that this cannot become a habit and I am very ashamed. I am currently on 20mg daily of Prozac and I have been doing well but this is the first I’m feeling this way since adjusting to the medicine and it’s so scary.",1.3551450465243562,2.980668162561578,3.1659688013136322,92.45110974274769,79.19704433497537,5.693377120963326,22.115216201423106,6.42735559955562,0.2658661193212919,739,22,169,6,18,247,104,203,0.21600000000000005,0.7390000000000001,0.045,-0.9873,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,10,13,0,5,7,0,21,1,0,1,0,30,46,13,0,3,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,16,8,0,1,10,0,0,7,7,11,1,2,3,6,23,2,20,42,1,32,0,4,0,0,3,6,0,2,18,110,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105268320876194,0.0,0.113678129223813,0.0,0.0,0.20780830195977665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811696219454088,0.16411635515934472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161495592406633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756815911000879,0.1061594363432828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639856812205358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222622987448127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907872405058635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633326808159405,0.12112833892554938,0.0,0.15734530156203472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725981575745737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633389031212944,0.0,0.0,0.09919124899401677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148773916176649,0.0,0.0,0.13527930675707042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292295381206828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590778381257942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517941549209807,0.0,0.11867166753045855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872283403802357,0.09521649111626034,0.0,0.0,0.08664950130172419,0.0,0.2817096993623242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452201243004972,0.08764777231042625,0.2359025635120159,0.11919747001583612,0.0,0.13360870074482364,0.0,0.13408783939494626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818212821232252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amamelmarr,2020/01/14,"Having an MRI this morning I was in a car accident a few weeks ago. My knee hit the dashboard pretty hard and it’s giving me some trouble. The doctor set me up to have an MRI done on it this morning and I’m really
Nervous. I’ve never had one before. I’m going in feet first, so hopefully it won’t be as bad. Feeling trapped is one of the triggers for my panic disorder so I’m mostly worried about having a panic attack in the test. Anyone had one before?

Prayers and positive thoughts appreciated.",1.151996699669965,3.6211161386138606,3.6984405940594067,83.5376278877888,85.63366336633662,5.742904290429043,24.258250825082502,7.1686216300943375,1.3729597359735968,394,16,73,6,12,137,71,101,0.255,0.602,0.142,-0.9164,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,3,9,0,10,5,2,1,1,10,19,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,4,5,2,5,1,10,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,52,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883365527352942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331759195944149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667877060394464,0.0,0.0,0.15902836456780498,0.0,0.0,0.32413938900684824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182867080334961,0.19494660199873268,0.0,0.19490942729814054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630364311264387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200744037964396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827091375818034,0.10824431827805776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061713171372306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917239561475765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689654420974846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871872806900891,0.0,0.0,0.44693378554102187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937689966837441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201525637940505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120607629720267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277765645531607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934240754109574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,That_one_sander,2020/01/14,"I need to tell my parents that I don't need a car (long text, it's cathartic for me to write it, and it helps me relax, so sorry for long text with me over explaining simple stuff)

I'm 20, where I live we can start classes to get a driver's license when we're 18, I got mine 2 months before I reached the age of 19, and got my car the same day I got my license (the car was purchased weeks ahead, we were waiting for it to arrive)

I drove my car very little, so much so that the battery constantly die due to lack of use, forcing us to call insurance to get it recharged every 10 days or so

I don't feel the urge to go out, it's not that I don't like to go out, but if I'm in a situation where I'm going out by myself and have no obligation to go, I'd rather stay at home, if someone is inviting me, then I get the urge to go out, but I'm not the one who ask people out to hang out somewhere, no matter if it's friends or family.

I stated very clearly before my parents settled that I would need a car, that ""they'd have more use out of it than I would"" and...I was right, my father sold his car shortly before my car arrived and he stated to use it daily to work, coincidentally it was the prime time for me to use the car, but I didn't want to ask him to not go to work and let me use the car to have fun, even though he said it was ok for me to do so, simply because I think one thing is more important than the other.

So now I'm 20, I wrecked my car by my house's gate, and got really bad because of it, my parents tried to calm me down saying ""it's normal"" and ""it happens to everyone"", since that day, I didn't drive my car once, I don't like to drive arround, I don't like the idea that any mistake I make on the road could cost either a lot of money to fix or my life, and I got really anxious driving downtown to go to college, this car is more of a headache than it is useful to me atm, I don't feel like driving, I don't want it anymore.

I can't bring myself to say it, I'll keep an almost dead car on my garage for months to come, until they realize",15.626369591107585,3.7599485087336255,14.63813815005955,64.27321754664553,61.729257641921386,17.702580389043273,51.02500992457324,9.095868883498916,5.033936244541484,1579,43,389,12,11,543,200,458,0.068,0.838,0.094,0.8594,3,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,3,0,2,3,13,11,0,0,20,1,29,1,0,7,1,65,76,27,2,15,14,4,2,4,1,2,1,3,2,0,29,19,0,2,6,1,5,28,15,2,0,2,15,5,56,9,62,56,8,68,0,0,0,0,25,19,0,8,22,241,85,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977409893551637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417568498057724,0.0,0.0,0.09000002544122082,0.07900737173779415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895411279368545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651787212335335,0.097127439419775,0.0,0.20336996943938027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134800298233551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862529750891422,0.0,0.08609076032551734,0.0,0.06360690436425323,0.0,0.0,0.1541341462125641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268084194907899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052618712667758416,0.0,0.06712213155632762,0.07612437975103742,0.0,0.0,0.07510211606750268,0.0,0.080563155321246,0.0569134831300616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061549837049338675,0.0,0.12486675924502375,0.0,0.3169325936670009,0.0,0.3185813191043393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044847577824463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339851258093098,0.0,0.07991160141955432,0.0,0.0,0.09192399190130626,0.0,0.08993333839772226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081089679997547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146399248273911,0.056270527747812944,0.15568334417425506,0.07984636877205845,0.07034663249057949,0.14100399641733094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772927572622121,0.0,0.0,0.053177745386813344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717745392633048,0.0,0.05856375552674,0.17721422784065846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805587065301547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484180448792106,0.1079676324607327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26537935365705345,0.0,0.0,0.055230448055698905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207229688868404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803442053354422,0.07578071160621971,0.1267073725260534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590062738707406,0.08954804273111755,0.0,0.0,0.06750083437508847,0.0,0.0,0.08917968500793283,0.056388080941596225,0.08491347070302857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911986331607392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963168939798059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052926621910520735,0.051046824922143,0.07827154615111134,0.0,0.046453947952559665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408805758518589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958285183170095,0.4128356295745407,0.0,0.13146576402683618,0.09397826858549553,0.0,0.06390334606671602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599575018609752,0.0,0.0,0.1131850340993059,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spaghettiandrice,2020/01/14,What do you do to calm yourself down? I usually breath in and out and tell myself I’m going to be fine. I want to see what you guys do and see if it works for me too!,0.2869230769230775,0.9196930769230782,2.792820512820516,98.19384615384618,79.76923076923076,6.225641025641028,18.128205128205128,6.42735559955562,-0.4747333333333329,126,2,35,1,3,44,28,39,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,7,8,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959097818050308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825809886693005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6157961765118646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33771671847454104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255474786919047,0.0,0.2278993425910836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28129221370706525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway47322020,2020/01/14,"I keep worrying about this (NSFW??) I have this worry that I keep going over in my head, and I can’t get rid of it. When I was around 7-8 (I’m 17f now) my sister (who is 2 years younger) and I “played doctor” at little “sleepovers” we had in my bunk. Honestly, I don’t even know if it would be considered that, because no genitals were involved at all.  We mostly just took off our clothes and slapped each others ass cheeks. I may or may not have kissed it idk. We got no type of sexual pleasure from this, all we did was laugh cause butts were funny. Even though no genitals were involved, and I didn’t even know what sex was, and it was motivated purely by childish jokes and curiosity, I still worry that I committed an act of incest.  My brain is trying to tell me that it isnt, but for some reason I keep doubting myself. What do you all think?",2.0876493256262023,3.7937257803468256,3.5727398843930622,89.98993834296725,77.32369942196533,6.694258188824662,21.93795761078998,7.554174236665415,0.7254542581888246,652,18,142,9,15,215,111,173,0.124,0.7859999999999999,0.09,-0.5878,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,5,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,1,0,22,9,5,3,5,37,33,11,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,16,12,0,3,5,2,0,3,8,1,0,0,12,0,24,6,15,17,6,15,0,0,0,5,11,8,2,7,4,105,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881819297209728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190627389949863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661882584220746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173131335676686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711072467761495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312458545633941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734027681968942,0.0,0.09500748969115196,0.0,0.13370242377583144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715663211985533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457694769351606,0.0,0.0,0.18374631165244784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754989062975575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188027783742818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350347950842675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461153728393402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711683028589222,0.16424527750884838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573383175776725,0.11349856320510784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093127143196843,0.0,0.118753929426658,0.0,0.0,0.10765304865865792
anxiety,Technical-Farm,2020/01/14,"I’m feeling anxious from wanting to enjoy my time I just want to relax and enjoy my time. I just want to read a book and enjoy the book. I just want to relax.

When I read a book, I think of playing a game. When I play the game, I think of reading the book.

I’m anxious and I don’t want to read or play games anymore, but I know that’s not the way out. Maybe I’m taking the book too seriously? Or the game? I tend to take story games/books and informative (self-help) books seriously. Or is it because of something else? I have talked to a therapist before. She said I’m thinking too much about the negatives. But I don’t know what negatives. I’m afraid I won’t remember the content of the book? or that I won’t be fully immersed to it? I need help. I just want to be relaxed!

I’m sorry if this sounds a little ranty. I can’t take the stress of wanting to relax anymore",0.015345622119816937,2.102029290322584,2.4556835637480816,93.23209677419355,86.74193548387095,5.048233486943165,20.68509984639017,6.42735559955562,0.19596804915514587,672,22,152,7,21,230,81,186,0.07,0.728,0.20199999999999999,0.9517,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,2,15,0,9,0,0,0,0,33,34,13,0,9,12,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,22,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,3,20,10,18,29,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,5,4,91,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711118029643232,0.23799805493716464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314552159654948,0.0,0.1021036731438095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023725038403744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060671155881790874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085514365642295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188805058769354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202627048815941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205472879749514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882073381167311,0.08897195414718607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800946839431641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359266383318072,0.0,0.11413910858780615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517699035683325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237508774023877,0.0,0.13432032419858353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744951380608586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706553471727087,0.09644438110330432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931903112971455,0.0,0.23065654713539285,0.0,0.0,0.13993566693438975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954174289823805,0.09524342916192097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pippityparty,2020/01/14,"Flying anxiety is currently really bad TW: fear of flying

I am flying to South Korea tomorrow and all I can think about is the plane crashing. My heart is absolutely racing with the thought of getting on a plane. 

I’ll be flying with a group of nine others. It was meant to be 10, but one person had their visa denied and has to stay behind. So now all I can think about is if they survive but we all die in a plane crash. It feels like a sign that I shouldn’t get on that flight. 

I’m just stuck in this anxiety loop. 

Others with flying anxiety how do you deal with it?",2.1923728813559293,3.815984508474582,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,76.79661016949152,7.092881355932204,20.274576271186444,7.908726449838941,0.6846549152542369,444,10,96,7,10,148,77,118,0.20199999999999999,0.772,0.026000000000000002,-0.9642,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,2,1,6,3,0,1,6,0,14,1,1,1,3,22,23,7,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,5,1,9,1,17,15,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,68,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422650808730951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728553903454213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435962910054334,0.0,0.0,0.24522333548951644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265882857476596,0.1194712414612512,0.16879985542570414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689510872574616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799952204274709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543541417395566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011074834744102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631226430661007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151368252391134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518450952230531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027998355717451,0.0,0.1875814566078416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GucciLunchbox,2020/01/14,"I can’t leave the house after I collapsed in college So 4 days ago I was in college and I had a bad episode of low blood pressure and I ended up collapsing in college and being taken to hospital. In the hospital they told me I was going to be okay and to just make an appointment with my doctor. Even though I am sure I’m okay and that so far everyone I’ve seen has told me the same thing, my body just keeps going into a state of panic whenever I feel faint or sick. Like the day after it happened I felt kind of unwell but come night time I ended up having a very severe panic attack and I couldn’t breathe or anything. My body has this constant on edge feeling and I can feel the anxiety building up inside me but I can’t stop it. It’s like I can’t control myself, if I get any weird pain or feeling my heart starts racing and I can’t breathe and it can take up to two hours to come down from it. Yesterday I did manage to see a doctor and I was prescribed beta blockers as a short term relief for my anxiety that I’m getting and they referred me for CBT to try and help me manage my panic attacks but I’m currently on a few week long waiting list. It’s unbareable for me to deal with, I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t walk around for long periods of time, I can’t leave the house for long at all, I can’t go to college. I feel constantly trapped and like nothing is making it go away. I have really bad physical side affects of the anxiety like not being able to eat and headaches and chest pain and weakness. If there is any advice anyone could give to me I’d really appreciate it, I can’t go on like this 
[i have been trying breathing exercises and meditation but so far I’ve really been struggling with them and ive not seen them make much of an improvement to my anxiety]",2.9092059270516737,3.9984154601063837,4.6795896656534985,85.43000000000002,73.92021276595744,7.81823708206687,26.460486322188448,8.306716005460428,1.643794376899696,1407,49,299,23,28,479,177,376,0.18600000000000005,0.7170000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9872,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,1,9,24,2,5,15,2,33,19,9,5,2,59,66,32,0,4,13,0,6,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,13,25,2,5,7,1,0,8,13,14,0,1,13,9,47,10,46,48,5,53,0,1,3,0,9,21,0,5,28,195,60,8,0.08313340035893615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123699668093373,0.07369274343584696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306712601969207,0.0,0.2543872949138522,0.0,0.0,0.058128806478804626,0.0,0.06841170507062991,0.07400635162384474,0.0,0.18915248887127206,0.07810656622141621,0.0,0.13882583363051776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468493343041856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143224126549781,0.0,0.1796753442129281,0.0932411774790608,0.06637525556025642,0.0,0.0,0.10722833155379352,0.08570688539470317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018111586233214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013244568668714,0.0,0.0,0.14726303483500489,0.0,0.0,0.05490882688730536,0.0,0.0,0.0794375266465688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017372550335706,0.0,0.07982110140267744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686754096595962,0.07974913282181191,0.2362331361697325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351459138513636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851347969705596,0.055722565883724484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186965340528908,0.19184956462044545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389278598803728,0.0,0.08657064356151503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605253492940867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307390092562275,0.0,0.0,0.22071132978633773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647657084306952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061112614715460464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801506462587594,0.0,0.07976873976460573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691959864488813,0.2926173996884099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597721550669348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624655676844375,0.0,0.0,0.0939170794239728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319343830644801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058842248659318426,0.0,0.0,0.06950324516732384,0.0,0.08690908025154713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835224599491646,0.0,0.06250597099059099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523013720545377,0.0,0.08167814376132651,0.0,0.0969515085807839,0.0,0.0,0.1588750532931376,0.0,0.11288424364799628,0.0,0.08120925239515428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685937617301309,0.0,0.0,0.06668459923853083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thehostilegoose,2020/01/14,"My anxiety may possibly ruin my career advancement. I've been promoted, and with that comes 3 weeks of training at another location. My anxiety is making this absolutely unbearable. I hate the hour+ commute, I hate being in an unfamiliar town and an unfamiliar store with people I don't know.
I've given it a few days and my anxiety is still at an all time high. I can't eat, sleep, or concentrate. I have panic attacks before and after work.
My close friend and husband are trying very hard to be supportive and telling me to ""push through."" But I want very badly to give up the promotion so I don't have to deal with fighting my anxiety all day while trying to to learn.

I'm exhausted.",3.412042606516291,5.6237932556391,5.323477443609021,76.63654448621557,75.09022556390977,9.546115288220552,29.12844611528822,9.928628108626363,3.357832581453634,545,24,99,17,12,187,89,133,0.24,0.695,0.065,-0.973,0,0,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,3,10,4,1,6,0,12,3,1,1,2,20,22,10,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,2,0,1,3,3,8,0,0,2,1,14,2,16,17,3,18,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,8,65,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580890175796853,0.483863838968419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989115660567742,0.0,0.0,0.13202860785795398,0.0,0.0,0.13455358230844144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621155044072533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395638142764716,0.16302096614986725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618023776126955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221677579288511,0.0,0.0,0.15168887099739756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164983987668098,0.31223338273334783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670688042444571,0.0,0.0,0.155722261228149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690191608119953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555033509529158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855267947640472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962466079255208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782633098927089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824020004447276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627963052378235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794395147077288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382090966013506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922045441608319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147143532033037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609410260938221,0.09326681367102604,0.0,0.12683914186261916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511761370018855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Han_without_Genes,2020/01/14,"Trying to study for exams Sorry for the crappy wording but I'm kind of a mess right now. Currently I'm in my first exam period of university. Exams are spaced about a week apart. I was very stressed for my first exam, but it went fairly well. I'm now studying for my second exam (maths), which is in two days. I'm trying to redo the exercises we did in class but I can feel a panic attack build up.  Tried taking a break but even then, when I start again my stomach drops and my heart starts racing and I don't want to fucking do this anymore. My mom won't be home for another couple of hours. I can't not study because I'm not ready yet, but I can't study because it makes me feel physically sick. I don't know what to do, I have two more exams after this which is two more weeks of absolute hell and I'm already dead tired from everything.",2.0724053030303047,3.6935858238636388,3.870090909090912,88.21430303030306,77.125,6.511515151515153,20.824242424242424,7.3011,0.5257337878787882,659,16,141,8,15,222,104,176,0.235,0.75,0.013999999999999999,-0.9919,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,8,8,3,2,6,0,15,6,2,1,0,17,31,10,1,1,7,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,6,1,6,3,2,16,2,20,26,2,27,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,0,17,90,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115543616068204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313250415483978,0.0,0.0,0.14482944041843046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613814454032444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780455720907361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158713798611962,0.0,0.09418176917897077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645604636110372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124861889900447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768136753418495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843795699393986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500883253208348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305452153176026,0.0,0.0,0.14648699560522593,0.0,0.14381700597311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207503933781216,0.08025810366196627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748081650717336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103674309225694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134292772477286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471478089115945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347644013846302,0.20673144870946067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728486437064746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980163258793174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784802278102354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974485649027751,0.0,0.4279707211768106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049580070437928,0.08613639304381122,0.0,0.2342841091442232,0.0,0.13130478114912758,0.13537774126632232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheRegal6,2020/01/14,"Scared To Sleep Hypnic Jerks have made me lose many hours of meaningful sleep. Every time I go to sleep I keep thinking that hypnic jerks will wake me up when I fall asleep. Surely enough it does and I don’t know what to do. As of right now, I have been in bed for 3 hours and still have not sleep due to hypnic jerk.",1.5170646766169114,3.226054462686569,1.9739552238805973,100.79934079601988,79.0,5.063681592039801,14.151741293532336,5.46131890053228,-1.2603213930348265,247,2,60,1,6,75,47,67,0.17300000000000001,0.753,0.07400000000000001,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,3,1,0,0,7,6,6,1,1,9,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,10,9,1,12,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706255747183565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854489288289491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512181004248464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200158101105812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534996918538477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952844546491002,0.0,0.0,0.09863650936588096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079016531099855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982658559301975,0.0,0.18196269581566896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327337791640594,0.0,0.0,0.17968896001766552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7184311544597679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433314997018086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691560527204484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500236536690378,0.0,0.0,0.10465516520025554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,actualnozomi,2020/01/14,"Difference in these CBD products? Hi guys, sorry if this is placed wrong, I couldn't find something like a question megathread :(

I've been taking a CBD oil that is marketed as an ''emulsion'' rather than an oil for a while. I was like sure, whatever, and it works like a charm for me. The kicker - its $80 per 10 ml (10% cbd)

There aren't much cheaper options where I live, except some brands have buy one get one free things going on every now and then. But there is a clear difference in ingredients and I tried googling but I can't figure out if it would be a noticable difference, and I don't wanna pay that much for something that won't work for me since I'm a broke student.

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What I currently use -

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CBD (1000 mge), vegetable glycerin, alcohol, H2O, sodium bicarbonate, terpenes, CBG, CBC. In that order.

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What's currently on sale - the ingredients are in my language, but translated:

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Hemp seed oil, hemp paste (leaf and flower), sunflower lecithin (emulsifier)

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If I buy the second one in bulk and biggest size available during the 1+1 free thing, it'll be $16/10 ml. So yeah, that's an insane difference! But it'd be a waste if it didn't work at all. Could anyone please help me out here? It's been my actual life saver over the past few months.",5.206420978029765,6.2889313855421705,5.429180250413417,82.22606661941886,68.47791164658634,8.589747224190882,29.90810300023624,8.841846274778883,2.287321568627451,1021,38,197,17,17,323,151,249,0.085,0.8170000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.6086,4,0,3,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,16,1,21,3,0,1,3,31,26,18,0,9,10,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,18,8,2,0,3,0,6,1,6,2,0,4,4,3,13,9,19,13,5,24,0,1,0,0,4,14,0,7,11,117,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.07679247560426497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409829268689321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263161608748471,0.4780996749792275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502358781194607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628295147293593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32886742821885195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630177958565067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192346985098297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04111355503308962,0.0,0.04472273043096545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791789337631601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274588767151159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055582801698913366,0.11533546236463399,0.0,0.06948687137668062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281155948848073,0.0,0.11569600430175275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959187114276779,0.0,0.0,0.1599721136043365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024168755326908,0.0,0.0,0.08221685705471299,0.08638067461882801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815354893724006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509520437245382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211625787236206,0.0,0.08808975045662593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741666989040361,0.0,0.05916692586533327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045595286907604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053427005207955285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796500717547654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186711335121094,0.0,0.0,0.05590085571812488,0.0860378361634823,0.4780996749792275,0.0
anxiety,CapriciousSalmon,2020/01/14,"Astronomy class gave me anxiety I have anxiety disorder and I’ve had it since I was a little kid. Since I was a little kid I’ve loved space even if it freaked me out. When I learned an asteroid was going to hit earth in twenty years, I just sat deflated on my couch until my parents explained that nothing bad would happen. When I was a few years older I got a science book for kids which spelled out in no uncertain terms that the sun would explode in 5 billion years and destroy the earth. I had anxiety from that for years but eventually I came to terms with it, even after my parents explained it’d happen once we were long dead. 

Even in high school I would sit with a wide open stare once my teacher described space. What only made it better was somebody always saying how science is scary. I can’t watch the futurama time travel episode (and the show as a whole) because it gives me massive anxiety now. 

In college I chose astronomy as a science course and I’ve had horrible anxiety ever since. From learning various ways the solar system will end to the universe ending in the big freeze (seriously don’t google it if you want to sleep), it’s hard to come to terms with, especially the latter. I only survived learning about it in class with breathing but for the past few months all I can think about is “oh this won’t matter. In a few trillion years there’ll be no more stars and we won’t exist.” Idk maybe it’s me, maybe it’s how the professor described it in great detail, but it’s been in the back of my mind ever since. 

At least with the sun I rationalized it as humanity will be so advanced by then that we’ll have escaped it.",4.7553961634695545,5.620131296636089,5.543209619127051,81.79428065054212,69.36697247706422,8.391937725882679,30.154156241312204,8.575989854853784,2.2068666666666665,1302,50,257,20,22,425,174,327,0.11599999999999999,0.8059999999999999,0.078,-0.8192,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,1,0,3,15,8,1,1,21,0,28,3,2,3,3,42,44,20,1,6,6,2,2,0,0,8,0,1,1,4,22,17,0,0,6,3,0,5,6,5,0,2,15,5,28,3,39,17,11,54,0,0,2,1,16,22,0,3,24,172,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451956396603258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885277057252424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810585418151908,0.08481191272406141,0.06191992957851581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983592465452678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161761517198484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874989315983454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641516455805599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993278817468275,0.0,0.0,0.2012704341242876,0.18376303838604247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744117958195717,0.05772811472735673,0.0,0.0812397936641376,0.11198815681325383,0.0,0.0,0.1796470569042739,0.0,0.09099235424737223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732086836618544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361214342728592,0.0,0.08989177085906805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167651717640364,0.09611388882105924,0.0,0.0,0.20409396007758246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256304042368952,0.0,0.08107718105343176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746513625165654,0.0,0.0,0.21635074869014592,0.0,0.15450660663578653,0.0,0.0,0.22557677470892204,0.0,0.09696600914488897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807774984161131,0.0,0.10280057191787913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33609964239677803,0.0,0.10164959135257083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508594941384573,0.0,0.0,0.059229919022881126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991229468713826,0.08062648673217894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340623800014978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647052725691526,0.0,0.0,0.32705882262119623
anxiety,FiveDrunkDogs,2020/01/14,I keep deleting things I make posts about things in my life or I try to comment on something offering advice or my opinion and I just delete it right after because I’m so worried someone will think badly about it or get annoyed with me. Even if I post something and it gets ignored or downvoted I’ll take it down because if someone didn’t like it why should I keep it up? I can’t even post on an anon account about things I care about or want to talk about because I’m so scared of being judged by strangers.,5.532,5.243918152380957,5.507380952380951,86.74678571428575,67.47619047619048,7.761904761904763,33.6904761904762,6.42735559955562,1.8723333333333327,406,17,85,2,6,127,65,105,0.138,0.795,0.066,-0.8228,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,19,16,11,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,11,2,16,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,8,2,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131748493086887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378376554999014,0.3018997325148253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831342112170922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807191835892864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249841578703667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934672348103381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660321310515295,0.08065135908725811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019438107244624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743124891150317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409802316323003,0.0,0.0,0.16527717695941838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27974907968479074,0.2541783709250554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412209270816794,0.13268769899654834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290220167061524,0.10577870944118553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208072071608287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737040434593887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896199635876098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765009905207812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lotti333,2020/01/14,Someone please tell me it can get better? I'm in a panic right now. I've been suffering from severe anxiety recently and I dissociate pretty much constantly. I'm struggling to remain hopeful at this point since anxiety seems to have taken over my whole life and I don't feel like I have anything left apart from my boyfriend who lives an ocean away. I'm worried I'm gonna fail college. Please just someone tell me you've struggled like this and perhaps give some hopeful words? Really needing some extra support right now. Thanks in advance,3.9876470588235335,6.662545411764711,4.237019607843138,82.85258823529412,75.27450980392156,6.825098039215686,29.807843137254906,7.908726449838941,2.297106666666666,440,20,75,7,10,137,73,102,0.22899999999999998,0.583,0.188,-0.4552,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,12,0,3,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,20,3,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,7,7,9,17,5,15,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,5,6,38,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512300144214228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210834714405872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824263217280022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013314557456068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900578992383413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439827515853853,0.10511666186005278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687444279313417,0.14114984908608927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922859299286224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598677613872618,0.0,0.10392915198032036,0.14377009231195226,0.0,0.12992708886938306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816464128352607,0.10910225509683884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263678548191186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323030505344184,0.13909461698359638,0.0,0.0,0.14969401641025168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942614871488986,0.0,0.1452827452258689,0.0,0.0,0.25131307327390623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339504959225897,0.0,0.16622602802364658,0.0,0.12171551598031495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493420536593302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076448138721713,0.0,0.0,0.16697243676836088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572132418065141,0.13546650658501105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427626849158414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942755143622366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nitokris666,2020/01/14,"Need ideas to help with a big anxiety inducing moment coming up Hi, I suffer from anxiety related to my throat/guts/bowels. I'm phobic of being sick, choking or gagging, so if basically if I get a dry throat or something touches my neck, or my stomach hurts, I'll start getting anxiety - which consists of nausea and gagging...so I end up fearing anxiety attacks too.

I recently went into hospital for the first time, with suspected appendicitis, which it turned out not to be but caused me to have the most severe anxiety I've had in ages. The drs were more concerned about getting my heart rate down than anything else. After that I started getting stomach pains and now they want to check for an ulcer by doing an endoscopy. 

I have to fast for 6 hours and then go and wait around in hospital for my turn. I'm going to be in a bad way and with anxiety comes a dry throat etc. Usually I suck on peppermints as a distraction from the nausea and I'd drink water for my throat. But I'm not allowed anything at all that could stimulate saliva.

Is there anything that anyone can think of that could help me on the day with this problem? I'm really dreading it and don't know how I'll get through it.",5.403673758865246,6.030215353191494,6.2868085106382985,77.89333333333335,67.80851063829788,9.500709219858157,33.113475177304956,9.558583805096642,3.108849645390072,948,41,177,19,15,314,142,235,0.218,0.745,0.037000000000000005,-0.9905,2,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,2,3,12,0,13,13,7,5,1,42,37,18,0,7,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,16,2,1,5,1,1,5,3,10,0,1,3,1,16,0,39,29,4,34,0,2,0,0,4,13,1,6,15,117,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317847985042276,0.0,0.0,0.08101037606481264,0.0,0.28602296988641424,0.1031378887577619,0.0,0.1318048243657329,0.0,0.0,0.09673631432653003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901774063696292,0.0,0.19960224639366575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500584271569567,0.0,0.0,0.07471861190838837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134964082498704,0.0,0.0,0.09678421600776513,0.0,0.10261550645099947,0.0,0.12921192664636566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037208809505618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854847415675792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026542512981001,0.0,0.13168916658943014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372918957250867,0.1553139068555549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409646632047495,0.0,0.12402803100468016,0.13078920617819773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367234500157007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590699361587363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328072850320836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086014241570576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422138953530953,0.0,0.1143954710701203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088618851686035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919289397239162,0.0,0.0,0.16400930902060487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423691623632216,0.0,0.0,0.0675575385591654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520397492431247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760085427349735,0.0,0.06833585500818971,0.0919624250067776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740121999079116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dumbscaredheart4life,2020/01/14,"To the girl I’m starting to have feelings for I’m terrified. 

I almost hate that I’m so into you. Because I know what’s going to happen. I’m going to scare you away. Or my anxiety will. I’m not normal, I can’t process things the way I wish I could. I’ve never really liked myself at all. I don’t know why I hate myself so much. 

I write this relatively calm but still very nervous. I cannot for the life of me, see myself as a person someone would long for. That someone would think of me and miss me and feel the same amount of overwhelming joy I do. But it’s a trap. Someone’s paying attention to me. They don’t know I can’t handle shit decently yet, still seem normal. It’s so hard not to beat yourself up and think everything is your fault that nobody wants you like that. 

I’ll probably never feel impressed or happy with myself, which kills me because all I want to do is be someone that makes you happy. 

You wanna brace for the worst so your attitude shows. You have yourself to thank for being so scared and alone. It’s going to suck going back to where I was before your spoke to me.",1.95315789473684,3.679050631578949,3.605999999999998,89.51400000000002,77.77192982456141,6.314385964912281,21.049122807017547,7.1686216300943375,0.5209922807017544,856,22,182,10,20,285,120,228,0.223,0.672,0.106,-0.9811,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,9,1,1,10,20,5,4,7,0,18,2,1,1,4,39,49,14,1,9,6,0,4,2,0,3,1,1,0,2,12,6,0,0,10,1,1,4,9,12,0,0,2,6,34,8,26,41,6,18,0,2,1,0,14,5,2,4,10,124,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813462945783748,0.12218621901242885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025032932561823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084112241318032,0.0907152689276393,0.0,0.14383257497296864,0.0,0.10038778794603087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419320529217233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602806122170268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895467254708888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268190982970743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432464537969396,0.251172542509584,0.10568216649581813,0.2329512011330581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052153588655135,0.0,0.19450744396381456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332902575631976,0.1152729671797925,0.0,0.0,0.10440390484573396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787490342166377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672498531638888,0.0,0.1819787366825872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118033245493744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030109652327572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719668967167524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557761937619692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622652873833302,0.0,0.09401056868134887,0.10739974407680022,0.0,0.0,0.12109934324724735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998383517157213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835031061053864,0.0,0.18842950969324407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861526146656672,0.0,0.0,0.07837715438075299,0.15118685958586647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973414900759685,0.13916907974618142,0.09364283257951952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645382490530572,0.0,0.1356650928974924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761169655206526,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,space-pineapple,2020/01/14,"Not sure if my team leader at work thinks I'm faking a sick day... Am I overthinking things? A couple months ago I was in a place where I was having anxiety attacks at work pretty regularly and had to be sent home sick several times due to anxiety. I've been doing better lately but seem to be going backwards again and this morning I knew I wasn't in a good place so called in sick. I've been playing the conversation with my team leader over and over in my mind and I'm not sure she believes I genuinely needed a sick day today.

The phone call was short and to the point, I told her I wasn't feeling well and wouldn't be able to come in. She asked something along the lines of ""are you unwell, or is it one of those days?"" I told her it was one of those days, believing she was talking about my anxiety. She responded with something like ""Ok I'll put you down as sick."" but she sounded really disappointed and I can't help but think she was actually asking if I was pulling a sickie to have a day off work, rather than it being due to anxiety.

For some context, she knows I have anxiety and in the past has been super understanding and has let me leave work early if she sees I'm not doing well that day. I've been keeping her in the loop on things and she knows I'm seeing a psychologist and have started meds to help. I keep telling myself I've had no reason to think that she doesn't believe me in the past, but for some reason I can't shake the thought today. 

Anyway I'm back at work tomorrow, but what do y'all think - am I completely blowing things out of proportion? Should I have a chat with her tomorrow to clear anything up, and if so how do I even broach that subject?

Ahhhhhhh! I can't stop worrying about it. Kind internet strangers, please halp!",3.934011142061284,4.8392837047353785,5.064438997214483,84.32979498607243,71.2841225626741,8.418094707520893,26.616267409470748,8.726425361277474,1.7403931142061275,1386,44,293,24,25,458,175,359,0.14800000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.095,-0.9284,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,0,9,13,15,1,1,17,1,41,5,0,3,3,58,70,26,0,8,14,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,1,0,14,18,0,3,13,4,0,6,11,4,2,2,20,4,42,11,42,43,2,53,0,1,2,0,34,24,0,8,24,197,56,7,0.0833037325772164,0.0,0.08129242628747192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384373267009445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186356370461383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855187397302898,0.0,0.15575548956480498,0.09477002192388727,0.0,0.06405542831934058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815643399968394,0.0,0.0736753818585254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012484975399772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717587893986936,0.0873423786873746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217399563437334,0.0,0.3223440957987281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055021329711038056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212087018814442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734343095890267,0.06987121856694697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167347195837732,0.0,0.08356043594613585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808837017987486,0.0,0.08674801835542598,0.09156310568724386,0.0,0.09397023880229108,0.08820662468983234,0.0,0.08518371056076351,0.0,0.040697995903163614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253166741106872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411302267823811,0.0,0.06649224457916669,0.0,0.0,0.0617686621682432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289753022373243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590456775175404,0.0,0.0,0.17406934049503855,0.0914424827283882,0.07874895343139324,0.0,0.0,0.0847498442634867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374325988542948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336650420294765,0.1713002226128942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276457898685295,0.07583658946890835,0.0,0.09410950634749114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826256638017414,0.0,0.0,0.0589628106801123,0.0,0.0,0.06964565052877797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702556418969318,0.0,0.0,0.06695638475625988,0.0728111340331294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660298950879447,0.21351067271273969,0.0,0.0661338585490848,0.048575076376646584,0.0,0.1579243960668329,0.1592005727611249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672212347680185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498001199260262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032305472944005,0.08459898409157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dominikaleric23,2020/01/14,"Holiday fear I'm a 16 year old guy and I'm currently on holiday with a few of my friends. We're staying in Queensland which is only an hour flight away from Sydney which is where I live.
We arrived on Sunday night and we are leaving this upcoming Sunday, but for some reason I feel really uneasy here. I miss my mum even though I'm a 16 year old and for some reason I'm scared that our return flight to Sydney will go wrong for some reason. I hate this feeling and I really want it to go away but I don't know what to do.",2.8119642857142857,3.6102734107142855,4.5146428571428565,87.63035714285715,73.82142857142857,7.742857142857144,22.92857142857143,8.07648339933343,1.003567857142858,410,10,91,6,8,139,68,112,0.182,0.736,0.08199999999999999,-0.9404,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,3,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,19,18,7,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,2,11,1,14,17,4,19,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,3,10,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106092398533857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917897051292123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860082508300247,0.16716110891545524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771022899620338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788739130038154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636728077760754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631993477049729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278702317542432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084445676249804,0.0,0.0,0.17502863937734933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596276733083885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512268105515434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34690870419563125,0.0,0.0,0.1257179599428146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179059173418813,0.5098672292654005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549395415516951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761876116691149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240623147113162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749811516234792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072940129225185,0.0,0.2128953258712611
anxiety,miss_sea_hag,2020/01/14,"Graduation Panic I've been in a very very emotionally tough and labour intensive school for design for 4,5 years now. (Saying this most of my friends graduated with burnouts and depression). I already tried to graduate half a year ago and the panic of having to make something good enough got so bad I had to quit and restart the projects. This time round I've managed to keep going, despite my boyfriend of 3 years just deciding to move back home and break up with me, leaving me to manage and pay for the apartment we shared and graduate on my own, even though I was there for him every step of the way (he was also in the same school). 

But it's a week left now and I can't cope. It's gotten so bad again. Usually it helps if I just get up and start working but my projects aren't turning out how I imagined and I'm just so terrified that I won't graduate. I'm not good enough. I doesn't even help to talk to my sister who usually knows exactly what to say to make me feel better. I just don't know what to do. I feel so panicked and scared. Im so ashamed of what ive made as well. I just can't deal with it.",3.543405172413792,4.284167737068966,4.4589655172413805,88.92008620689656,72.0603448275862,8.041379310344826,27.431034482758626,8.278499904357787,1.534141379310345,873,30,197,13,16,283,132,232,0.153,0.772,0.075,-0.9671,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,4,21,14,0,4,8,0,13,0,0,4,1,39,29,23,0,1,9,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,11,16,0,1,6,0,1,3,7,8,1,1,7,5,22,6,30,21,5,26,0,1,1,0,13,8,0,2,13,125,33,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811691135256292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345942708724963,0.09753743939020176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093785549766193,0.20367568973928554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787042368038824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574323194508566,0.10505050841249733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719712479867627,0.0,0.252050253401871,0.0,0.16111688864497456,0.0,0.1027629568197385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334095863138053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423185915446196,0.0,0.06372303288048868,0.0,0.06931699337272026,0.20460125919277947,0.09754862540746677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350461212595907,0.0,0.1223434395730192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174592928416198,0.0,0.0,0.10841039999029736,0.0,0.0,0.13406039785367252,0.0,0.0,0.12914606937470774,0.13251814576170756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540868476133576,0.1628286297305762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296322482001342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862053800441532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972754755718446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398704942363929,0.12211083717756492,0.24687542962377845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389661124750784,0.0,0.0,0.08632928949949165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803293053348557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198325400407009,0.0,0.07112028382992025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280798891831391,0.1326657164018381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26866014264044663,0.2012720740345756,0.0,0.09681219753798234,0.09783504546454888,0.0,0.10966351307701816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879385972452335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356293914727107
anxiety,ceresbot,2020/01/14,"Was essentially kicked out at 16 I was homeless during my last two years of high school and haven't seen my dad since I was 16 and my mom since I was 18. I grew up in an abusive household. After HS, it became dangerous to even contact the few supportive family members due to my dad stalking me at the time (I've been safe and secured now).

 I'm 21 now and it still sucks feeling like I'm missing something from my life. Like where's my unwavering support system? People always say that I've made it so far in life despite my huge shortcomings, but it never addresses this familiar longing that I feel like I'm missing out on. Sure, I've had meaningful relationships with people but it's always felt like I was secondary. There's this everpresent feeling that if I ever fucked up badly enough in life, that it's kinda it for me. I wouldn't have anywhere to go.",5.146030655391122,5.723834691860467,6.150042283298094,78.81990486257929,68.36046511627907,8.812684989429176,31.33403805496829,8.841846274778883,2.503353488372093,685,27,132,11,11,228,104,172,0.131,0.7240000000000001,0.145,-0.1358,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,15,3,0,3,0,10,4,0,1,3,22,26,8,0,2,3,3,4,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,13,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,10,6,17,9,18,15,2,28,0,2,1,1,6,14,2,2,15,80,30,1,0.0,0.17720557028858594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488938056211069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248773581485841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545367039424134,0.0,0.09878376468423103,0.1352866715414582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409929925071281,0.0,0.22686791563268816,0.2136931080157291,0.14360221015068178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826692308342586,0.0,0.0,0.0849990788617774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801962348597068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219123429126095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169185042664545,0.2922721985478575,0.0,0.0,0.13235695910668455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141518427445576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516427450001748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535082066601215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073738146574549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057276135765022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893707235297203,0.0,0.15136392312051042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474371469120641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513952172399836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943977069541767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339440563794678,0.1409596647680747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872103407807422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609956419666156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631251180716337
anxiety,kingpiccolo97,2020/01/14,"Anybody else have this problem? I’m a 21 year old male, and I’ve never had any “real” health problems other than my anxiety. For as long as I can remember , I’ve had an uncomfortable awareness of my heart beat. It doesn’t beat too fast or skip beats, the beats just feel pronounced and hard. As I’m lying down right now I can feel every thump. I can see my shirt moving with my heartbeat. Is this just anxiety? Anybody have any tips",2.306120689655174,4.3220856321839065,3.435158045977012,89.80377155172415,77.73563218390804,6.189080459770117,23.518678160919546,7.1686216300943375,0.8418057471264366,338,11,70,4,8,109,61,87,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.9323,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,3,0,9,3,2,0,1,13,14,6,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,7,0,8,12,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,6,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29273159011463873,0.0,0.3293052541731896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979952196096827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813430537095389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765650559190844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280645821200348,0.0,0.0,0.2287825742412227,0.0,0.2550520967024745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047439870193736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228758576780557,0.0,0.0,0.16600092926299356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585078791510985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41189775426335096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24498223165742636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438169891949899,0.1838077738422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715128046950515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386029710697409
anxiety,CluelessCat,2020/01/14,"Too ill to get/sustain help, but not really taken seriously I've had mood and behavior issues since preschool, according to my mom, but I feel that all the therapists I've had act like I'm choosing not to do the things I don't do due to having symptoms. 

I went to a trauma therapist a year and a half ago and she ended up telling me she didn't think she could help me while on Xanax because it was preventing me from experiencing the emotions I guess. But kind of didn't have an answer when I explained I couldn't get to the appointment without medications because I would have panic attacks in public.

I was on my own to get to appointments despite having severe symptoms. If I missed appointments due to symptoms, nobody cared that it was a result of me struggling to function. It was treated as my choice not to go. I was in an IOP and they threatened to kick me out for missing appointments even when it was due to me having a sinus infection or not being able to sleep all night. I would tell them I was awake all night because if I went to sleep I would not be able to get out of bed, even with adderall. I was so sleep deprived I couldn't get out of a sleep state.

I called a crisis line and they told me to ""focus on what you can control"".

I was supposed to do neuropsychological testing. I jumped through multiple hoops to figure out where to go and get a referral faxed over and call them. But the high dose of anxiety medication I was on made me disoriented and unable to focus.

I'm almost out of money and don't have a job. And the fear of having symptoms at a job makes me fear working. The financial problems I've been accruing make me fear not working. I just kind of feel fucked.

I'm in a lot of debt, I don't have a stable home. I sleep on a futon at my mom's. My mom is a hoarder and gets mad about me taking up any space in her fridge. Even for a carton of eggs she made a fuss.

Apparently, my symptoms don't neatly fit under any one or two disorders. When I went to see a disability lawyer, he told me that I'm treatable and thus wouldn't qualify even for ssi. Plus I haven't put enough into the system to get anything due to being ill since being a child.

It just feels like nobody really cares that I'm suffering and not choosing to be like this. I have a place to sleep and food stamps for food, but I don't know what to do if I can't pay my car insurance or gas next month and will have to ask my mom for money when she already thinks I'm lazy and just paid 1300 to get my car out of being impounded. My dog needs to go to the vet for an examination and I don't know if I'm worse off taking her or not taking her.",5.201949560117299,4.703932898181818,6.261718475073316,81.76948093841644,68.2,9.351319648093842,29.560117302052788,8.841846274778883,2.051342521994135,2074,65,448,31,31,696,232,550,0.171,0.777,0.052000000000000005,-0.997,4,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,4,3,15,25,3,5,31,0,53,23,6,7,3,87,102,38,0,13,25,4,3,3,0,5,13,0,3,1,13,26,3,2,13,0,5,11,22,15,0,3,24,5,64,9,78,64,6,57,0,4,1,1,30,28,1,11,19,301,77,9,0.12616765962376428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592000886774691,0.0,0.0631693431162633,0.0,0.06961457487621345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579833501755925,0.0,0.048258957138054566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051912616844529115,0.0,0.058974865183050985,0.07176696348837977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153659513911524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883128686587147,0.0,0.12863633762015425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075387926095221,0.05036730492683751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229953429112419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096081768700553,0.05587354894063424,0.06518245956633298,0.0,0.16666509853191794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129605406610801,0.09569123942967277,0.0450671006223538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256243482555992,0.0,0.0,0.0583199841417941,0.2966282764888627,0.0,0.10755598274856336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949395067164768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845675227456857,0.06665152973884883,0.06327822484240543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584312863007746,0.1252019341873369,0.0,0.0,0.1313842022955985,0.06933844615986927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245871827628152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053631616206960005,0.0,0.11938289014239248,0.08421789250679565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710064355994838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955320761679533,0.05035291110100167,0.0,0.0,0.046775860473205484,0.0,0.0,0.06709036867538229,0.11839980172524542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427472357028791,0.0,0.0,0.07401528211380286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590917544467192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036270547266093,0.0,0.06341667283165063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808262334625471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050269644869091135,0.0,0.0,0.07126677158916507,0.0,0.10436719182139773,0.0,0.37877632919595705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594891588728903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278412677078868,0.1422935674171434,0.0,0.1102760955758738,0.0,0.0,0.14649037719470626,0.04191009342710268,0.08084314186009674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055860556677768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616237352872264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754380267363826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081056078693786,0.0,0.09185155885567416,0.0,0.06428781198066444,0.13443882820458586,0.0,0.0,0.04062391811424803
anxiety,seenfootage,2020/01/14,"I fear that my anxiety makes me seem stupid I have a terrible fear of doing things wrong/fucking up because I have anxiety around messing up beyond repair, even at the simplest tasks. Im also very curious and ask a lot of questions, ppl sometimes get somewhat frustrated with how many questions I ask. As a result, when I’m doing something, I always ask a lot of questions, to make sure I am positive I can do it in the most accurate way possible. Knowledge truly is power. This is especially true at work. I’ve had three jobs in the past year because I’m young and I’ve had a lot of problems with my past jobs, but I really like the job I’m at now and plan to stay at it until I can’t. But I can tell people training me at my current and old jobs get upset when I ask them things that, to them, are obvious but to me, for whatever reason, aren’t. I can’t tell if I’m projecting or not, but I get really scared they think I’m stupid. I know I’m not stupid. I’m great at math, I have a really good understanding of language and emotions, I’m good at seeing new ways to do things. I just also want to know everything I possibly can to be the best I can be. Not to mention, for some reason at work my brain seems to move a little slower. I don’t really know what this is. Just wanted to vent about it somewhere",2.9879562043795644,3.9709555693430687,4.912124087591241,84.24628832116791,73.5985401459854,8.253722627737227,26.10875912408759,8.697196308434329,1.7770998540145984,1022,34,217,19,20,352,136,274,0.132,0.7609999999999999,0.107,-0.7288,8,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,5,12,18,4,4,12,0,24,1,1,6,3,48,51,18,0,4,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,13,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,2,1,29,7,36,47,7,30,0,0,1,0,13,15,0,13,12,143,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023008532063866,0.0729540560834304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341449042251911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805087085027909,0.327863597178132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068938315149983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920113101918268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787621784099927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862451093932133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790964777867204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879818402906738,0.0,0.0,0.19732137496604796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105571640032966,0.13742240508240866,0.0,0.0,0.14707814872263186,0.0,0.09666389519138484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470590482827852,0.0,0.3480224701566363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455449989259025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283441749640656,0.08787510863657245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236188402997537,0.0,0.0,0.11704978510054645,0.08889043439000734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318647966904263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467872415831207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200197060361076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739470336561696,0.06078399929239502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768466007631344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389478165928246,0.0,0.0,0.2946539821661092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467181202650827,0.18029254487338814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777969374139998,0.0,0.06986699564505386,0.1596351890419399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749782385552143,0.08671451964129975,0.0,0.0,0.09345171956458756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263427258327552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326663853339487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747455540563553,0.05617970302933999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127455936697597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234247764496306,0.10342800415887346,0.13918740132718288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765939523289935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586073144778312,0.0,0.0564609341753742
anxiety,THONZIN,2020/01/14,"Mussle tense while falling asleep Hi, i've got second day mussle tense while falling asleep, and when i was on the edge of sleep, i always twitched, and that woke me up. Now i have trouble with sleep. Do you have some experience with this? It will stop?",1.102244897959185,3.7318396326530627,1.3481632653061233,97.86469387755103,91.44897959183672,3.6163265306122447,17.20408163265306,5.288315135182226,-0.722355102040817,198,5,41,1,7,59,37,49,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,6,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,0,5,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30568151407542443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369234478801085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593586404195542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293819584071789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7352712089780694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071380155838354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyMentor,2020/01/14,Anxiety is Ruining My Life! 4 Essential Tips for Overcoming Anxiety  I experienced severe anxiety for over 15 years and successfully overcame it. It was through trial and error and educating myself that I was able to get to the place I am today. One of the best parts is that I did not use drugs. I have not touched any type of psychiatric drug for almost 20 years. I hope that this video and more that I will be making can help some of those experiencing troublesome anxiety.,6.149700374531838,7.375595449438201,7.165786516853935,70.10725655430714,66.41573033707866,11.776029962546813,32.810861423220985,11.538034831475384,4.26479625468165,381,16,68,13,6,128,63,89,0.17800000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.128,-0.2396,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,2,0,11,14,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,9,3,10,9,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,50,17,2,0.18809237983031135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834734851208246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790926824714904,0.0,0.5755606229548197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739134825425586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362548904495335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982705052346514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607435738305434,0.0,0.0,0.18681817365725972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328552104266714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555312409799874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745626444206992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368571788762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965165035003444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249085084089867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782895830144316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624514247925126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225065151961905
anxiety,alphafighter09,2020/01/14,"Chest Pain,Hard To Breathe Ok so I'm 18 and today I smoked for the first time but it was a e cig called a puff bar I hit it alot throughout the day. Now I'm having major anxiety that I'm gonna die because I did that i never smoked in my life as I'm against it. Right now I been having chest pain,wrist hurt,and cant breathe I'm getting scared that I'm gonna die.",-0.9708366013071874,0.7120449882352952,1.2815686274509799,102.69594771241829,87.35294117647058,4.248366013071895,17.6797385620915,5.033348758259628,-0.9238888888888892,284,7,76,1,9,95,54,85,0.212,0.767,0.02,-0.9517,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,1,6,6,4,0,1,4,16,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,6,1,5,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901484306144194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426485976744256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389474821608972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091526446981654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857249909617462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904637761069446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225908702257175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096244588912747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505095132614548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528618321613253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048075409352332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980002510995426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984084293127785,0.0,0.0,0.2342819981103277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136451461532594,0.0,0.22181143358254915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GuyWIthaSexyHelmet,2020/01/14,"Advice for helping my gf who has really bad anxiety Personally I don't have any anxiety but my girlfriend does. I already do everything I can to make her feel loved and supported, but are there any specific things that really help you guys throughout the day or getting through panic attacks that could be a helpful tool in my toolkit to help her be at 100% whenever I can. Thank you for your advice in advance :)",8.246923076923077,7.558192282051285,8.50474358974359,68.8194230769231,62.07692307692307,12.415384615384614,41.294871794871796,11.698219412168324,5.055271794871795,330,17,57,9,4,109,58,78,0.133,0.585,0.281,0.9528,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,1,6,1,1,2,0,10,1,0,1,0,7,16,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,12,3,8,13,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,1,1,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558636350126236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009358480528636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476487321646732,0.0,0.2785897779574069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714851302846696,0.0,0.0,0.15203376481115233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538043430714634,0.0,0.0,0.1174300669710368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593442250735672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364668280841285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920678865511579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513214469931787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029324638494246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881922192543732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433924909169845,0.0,0.1215434676012084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363807086166145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899001225708495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332972340144963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662843772656375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763984021367578,0.0,0.0,0.12096949783467065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GameOverSwitch,2020/01/14,"Weird feeling in the head, Is it ANXIETY? It just started when i knew It existed, AND I when i forget It It doesnt FEEL...",-0.4305128205128206,1.5909056923076967,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,88.23076923076924,6.5435897435897425,24.051282051282055,7.793537801064563,1.416758974358974,92,4,21,2,3,33,19,26,0.23600000000000002,0.705,0.059000000000000004,-0.5473,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302000267721515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5686871578643359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771384573547462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39803775510321615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Becken08,2020/01/14,Need help with anxiety panic attacks What herbal medicine actually stops panic attacks without taking benzos!,13.946875,16.526624937500006,11.3,42.545000000000016,49.625,11.4,53.5,11.20814326018867,7.652075,93,6,7,2,1,28,14,16,0.5770000000000001,0.325,0.098,-0.9059999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.2485626896215161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485439067442145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795445558874099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072844185501335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888661158736684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5977005535209895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295108297857607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151212555657326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455337925105091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaljisnedekha,2020/01/14,"It's a mess in my head Yesterday I (M16) finally went to a doctor, after getting panic attacks and feeling anxious. She gave me meds, but I think they made me feel like trash later that day. Here are some of my problems:

- I tried to find God, because I want to be religious and hopeful. But I fear hell and I'm so scared of the Day of Judgement. This thought pops up everyday, it's taking over my life. I fear dying in my sleep.

- My grandparents don't take my anxiety seriously, and I can't freely talk to them about this.

- My mom's got a new job, and she's doing the best for me, but because of my anxiety I'm holding her off and I don't want that.

- I lost my concentration during a test and got a terrible mark. I don't want to go to school anymore and because of my panic attacks I didn't reach my goals to study. I don't have the energy to do it anymore.

- I feel so cold and depressed.",1.656542553191489,3.167606409574472,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,77.98936170212768,7.0404255319148925,25.57978723404256,7.865858978985527,1.3542808510638298,687,26,153,11,16,236,103,188,0.265,0.606,0.129,-0.9862,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,3,4,17,3,5,8,0,11,4,2,1,0,26,32,14,1,5,3,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,6,0,0,2,6,14,0,0,8,4,32,3,21,23,2,15,1,2,0,0,8,5,1,2,9,96,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429794568921796,0.1434654635829093,0.25188502241552546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889447762879573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322404863998549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332708734163613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379941103300705,0.0,0.10937851939797416,0.0,0.1317982440726849,0.0,0.0,0.1299822824026947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858039074828701,0.19263378597731154,0.09072352148061368,0.0,0.13911415937149058,0.11606891355885182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634837939715386,0.0,0.07217280733622193,0.0,0.2031351276184209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033102006483946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613228185301512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602053614277958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969861185947504,0.06204215786217824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138627397858914,0.0,0.0,0.12016344571408782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106012321657935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873216986547586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265022098733062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29799685109605634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215147442580452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271417223463929,0.1285232664555827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270842882561376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096522506589006,0.1020718219838856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137171479661211,0.0,0.10081791992657643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621962291361468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247105343010622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772338999209245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1helpfuldog,2020/01/14,"3 hour long date with hot girl ends in heavy making out and strong sexual connection. Those three hours I was on edge the whole time. Basically the title. I had anxiety from start to finish. Even though everything went pretty smooth, I just could not relax. On the edge. Always feeling like I'm a step away from fucking up. Having the girl look at me like I'm a freaking god, but not being able to make eye contact. I just gonna go ahead and say that looking good and having strong anxiety not is the best combination. Literally nobody expects me to be anxious. When I leave the date I feel relieved. 
I'm pissed.
I DONT WANT TO FEEL RELIEVED FOR LEAVING SOMEONE I JUST HAD A STRONG CONNECTION WITH. 
I feel relived because the anxiety goes away at that moment. And it freaking pisses me off! 

Sorry. Have a nice day.",1.5980952380952402,4.322834936305736,2.958835304822568,87.16513800424629,88.171974522293,5.793023961176827,22.12587200485289,7.2636822038024595,1.1314521686381558,643,23,120,11,21,208,102,157,0.183,0.62,0.19699999999999998,0.6897,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,6,16,3,0,11,0,11,4,3,2,0,23,28,7,0,3,7,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,4,10,12,11,20,20,2,26,0,0,3,1,4,10,3,0,15,75,16,0,0.14620713600108504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165604956236792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355441765629019,0.16517244747453047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27473283423525513,0.0,0.0,0.08912651306068793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343536896967205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673450111393198,0.0,0.0,0.09429150730612283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135367449934186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949612591986132,0.0,0.0,0.0965684344163764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140154634722329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957068839801973,0.10445040717274223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351661412826009,0.0,0.0,0.08309288473418798,0.12263160892712675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28796915555258235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096244927625286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428588428848592,0.0,0.0,0.12938871449070427,0.2455543420655293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518879719548304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874521972730098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162697828728049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388083187362982,0.0,0.0,0.163666918598686,0.10348616338556713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364776878689026,0.0,0.08525455676887476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623675690971294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553547985962072,0.0,0.1632350459873715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Woolgod,2020/01/14,"My Anxiety story, how this sub has helped me and how we all continue to help each other First wanted to start off by saying THANK YOU to all of the users out there creating engaging and helpful conversations, tips and personal experiences on this sub. I am a longtime lurker but first time poster; wanting to share my story to potentially help others! 

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Just as a background on me I have BPD2, GAD and panic disorder. Apologies in advance for wall of text.

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My story picks up from twoish years ago; I had recently moved out of my parents house at age 22. I had left abruptly after continual disagreements and what I now realize was verbal and emotional abuse. (I wont get much into the background of my family relationships here to respect trigger warnings for other users). I was on my own for this first time, working full time, paying rent on top of the bills I already had at home. Things were good at first; I thought I finally had the independence I always wanted. Once the spring/summer hit the honeymoon phase began to fade. I was becoming continually stressed by money, now lack of family and ever growing depression I had been dealing with since high school. My depression grew over the next year until a Saturday in January of 2019. I had just started a new job that monday, I was feeling somewhat optimistic for change, but still dealing with depression. 

I went to a friends house to hangout, I had smoked some weed which was normal for me. I had been heavily smoking over the last year; weed seemed like the one thing that helped my depression. And it never gave me any form of adverse reaction. In fact it was always the opposite, it would take away any negative pain mental or physical. I was sitting there as the weed sit in and after about 15 min I was eating and began to feel nauseous. No biggie, probably eating too fast so I stopped eating. My chest began to not hurt at first but feel tight and like something was building. My breath became tight and shallow as well. I sat there not worrying at first thought maybe it was indigestion. The feeling got so strong I said to my friends that I couldn't breath and kinda laughed it off. From there my memory will never be forgotten. I began to tense up very hard. I felt like I couldn't breath at all, my hands were so stiff I couldn't close my hands plus I couldn't even feel my hands. I have never passed out but I felt like this is probably what it was like. I told my friends something was happening, something bad. They took one look at me and called 911; at which point I was panicking even harder. I truly thought I was dying. I thought I was 23 and having a stroke or heart attack. 

The paramedics arrived and I began to rapidly almost yell my medical history, what I took each day for meds, what I had eaten that day, what I had smoked. I yelled because I thought I was fighting for my life and I was doing all I could to save myself. They took me to the hospital and in the ambulance my heart rate was almost 200 BPM. After an EKG and other tests I was told it was a panic attack. I was so confused, what even is a panic attack and me? Im not even an anxious person; or so I thought. I brushed it off as some form of a ""moment"" and thought I was good. Until a week later it happened again. And again I went to the hospital and again I was told panic attack. 

Over the next 6 months I began having weekly intense panic attacks. I didn't understand why, even after stopping weed use I was still having them. I lost the ability to go to places, work was unbearable. But I began looking into it. This sub being one tool I used. I began undergoing CBT therapy with an awesome therapist I still see weekly to this day. He was able to break it down for me and help me understand what anxiety actually was. Which allowed me to go; holy shit I've been anxious since I can remember. I began to understand my childhood experiences were maybe not the best, and began to deal with them constructively. 

The reason I share this is to explain my experience and hopefully not only help myself by finally saying it but to help others like many stories on here helped me and continue to help me! I still have panic attacks, but I can't tell you how much more manageable they have become in just a years time. I know that they can't hurt me even though every nerve, muscle and thought in my body tells me other wise. The things that I do everyday to try to offset the everyday feelings of having anxiety have helped me. Whether it be working out or exercising as little as a 10 minute walk I find that it does help in some way even just as a distraction. Mindfulness/Meditation has also helped me slow down, reflect and digest my physical feelings. But the #1 thing that has helped for me is therapy. I cannot describe how much it has helped me understand myself and the way I interface internally. There's still a ton of work to do but I feel like I have an anchor for my thoughts and feelings. Writing them down and bringing them with me every week is so helpful. 

I still deal with the everyday physical effects of GAD and the derealization that has come with it and I think thats the hardest thing that I still struggle with. I urge anyone who is thinking about getting help for this to make that phone call even if it seems impossible or overwhelming. I know how hard it is, but I promise its the first step to taking back control.

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**TLDR:** Didnt think I was anxious, had massive panic attacks. Realized I was, now trying to kick its ass. 

Thanks again for the support and wisdom the others users share on here. I think it's super important that we all share our shared experiences in order to help each other overcome. Feel free to leave a comment below or to PM me with your story or questions. 

Thanks y'all.",4.5179715114745465,6.1486106098654725,5.2415774202057515,80.84704563439728,70.70403587443946,8.2963861777895,28.81271432339752,8.841846274778883,2.3332750725402267,4590,175,851,85,85,1485,435,1115,0.138,0.703,0.159,0.9394,4,0,5,0,3,0,125.0,3,4,8,19,53,65,9,12,49,0,89,23,12,15,10,178,174,77,1,13,28,1,20,7,3,3,7,5,2,2,66,58,5,6,42,2,5,16,20,31,1,10,83,29,144,35,132,79,23,161,0,8,3,1,70,51,2,20,95,628,210,9,0.03384294749425217,0.04009835874096115,0.03302583485052295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02999973098704945,0.0,0.06777764662371298,0.0,0.03734653411810805,0.027064192884033302,0.05632008683443197,0.11000645841176436,0.12336865650214085,0.046028729640421984,0.0,0.07766928660264638,0.11469869296946306,0.0,0.023663775775704412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695086695087068,0.031796563212556965,0.026023137622601288,0.028257447536839345,0.02063034667361419,0.07475375320411047,0.0,0.0,0.03551608545128252,0.0,0.0,0.037591885319732746,0.0,0.0,0.06911486651999996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035801351034221954,0.02915270260693325,0.0,0.0,0.03795774333903938,0.02702083974845936,0.0,0.0,0.0654777041298038,0.13956237131094518,0.1165955243449706,0.0,0.03512363638670202,0.0,0.03878694984388105,0.0,0.029616191415818675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388935256317257,0.0,0.038068760794833525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882358111611227,0.030612883553860774,0.05702828579652824,0.0,0.0,0.13241958640743234,0.0638082379047723,0.0,0.17112011119888956,0.024177408452034404,0.06498907375472979,0.07414658949949715,0.03093184089305758,0.2015075569495321,0.0,0.0,0.07844093184899456,0.0,0.03536308649920105,0.0,0.03846745394402913,0.056771717380820826,0.02706729672324374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985441340223342,0.0,0.06063326704502351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020811145625578,0.4083158578802597,0.035756932134430736,0.03394723572200818,0.033613683062326,0.0,0.07810043513451638,0.07245915049817155,0.0,0.036556190772739916,0.0,0.03358390333558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03719839774660433,0.027586519165846802,0.0,0.03583479486055645,0.03677046147563292,0.0,0.023904274670052805,0.11573768270668475,0.03391952425055754,0.0,0.0,0.05683910466208484,0.0,0.03694357500655266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022590430247207447,0.03431143689852116,0.06799957911858183,0.0,0.037591885319732746,0.034093209141804456,0.034105731128005065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027013117809359336,0.03596969728971325,0.074635381283167,0.0,0.07830530237730272,0.03268572957870281,0.07198471720001112,0.0,0.033158903006242316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036041634567058216,0.06879857125341181,0.025739086590999462,0.036011282239097726,0.27795184909881904,0.0375785881495537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591007127372862,0.03535867702729978,0.0,0.0319925243894156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297684280924395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791184651595071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03479618655903692,0.03341582780696685,0.03633466023929232,0.03833746222265565,0.0,0.032192393024029195,0.05382654040775732,0.0,0.034250869652918764,0.026968447491736016,0.06161869669310281,0.0,0.0,0.03473929926662633,0.05599047178123009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781618631936813,0.0,0.0,0.047908424850252984,0.0,0.1891891510993907,0.05658843898414015,0.03876698201128198,0.03537999681268536,0.0,0.0,0.03840457575940493,0.0,0.0,0.050891369417789815,0.0,0.059160455596538285,0.09347411732794088,0.07740471980359502,0.039294270485777015,0.11241875259969424,0.08674077694396103,0.03325052408307297,0.24180768014865686,0.07893637936669133,0.0,0.0,0.09701515991523274,0.11280227972893205,0.04595427967835858,0.0,0.0,0.14092680750865486,0.0,0.05845888115807098,0.0,0.027923976002943936,0.05988434181793311,0.05372591292279297,0.1085870844190609,0.0,0.030428874171934413,0.06274550277030769,0.03053799617981425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855227537349956,0.034369155956177774,0.0,0.02404105889831697,0.0,0.12336865650214085,0.08717499440671812
anxiety,feeldatway68,2020/01/14,Brain amoeba fear Hi all. So sorry but I feel like I need to rant somewhere. I've been a hypochondriac for the last couple of months and have Had a long battle with health anxiety. Yesterday night I had really bad dull pain on the top row of my teeth so I decided to do a sinus rinse. I did the initial sinus rinse with lukewarm tap water and salt and redid it but forgot to put salt in it. I am extremely scared about the brain eating amoeba that I've heard about which has an extremely high fatality rate because I've used tap water and salt and not distilled water like they recommended.  I live in Australia and I know the water is really great and treated and we have had very very little cases reported but I still am so afraid and scared of the days to come. Just looking for advice or  if anyone has had any experience with a similar fear,4.438035714285714,5.640221970238098,5.533095238095238,80.32857142857144,70.36904761904762,8.695238095238095,25.309523809523807,9.075114841892004,1.9190738095238096,673,19,129,13,12,223,102,168,0.23,0.684,0.086,-0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,1,7,14,1,5,11,0,14,12,3,1,1,28,22,17,1,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,14,5,1,3,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,8,6,12,4,17,14,1,15,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,2,9,79,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964922046276932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041422502069419,0.0,0.1171537043922542,0.0,0.0,0.10708089825317138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278677119520902,0.09335433508261316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419156786672184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191882864538584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694494240711481,0.0,0.09876433696566424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670315812162874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498028927549624,0.0,0.34465610403267777,0.07743352282425102,0.10940513631538562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884030695112615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278347055257708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180361274651892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416319276433319,0.12483169549764173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963552180153689,0.15348916248602387,0.13522776139657885,0.13552642186561198,0.12860125198978076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223699831599814,0.0,0.0,0.11355333093698412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437139983334095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295457183000095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539506566875431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621419988671326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066450075497209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143065330511395,0.0,0.0,0.1222999142625483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226607546942273,0.0,0.2527174413362383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Calmaxel,2020/01/14,"Feelings, are just that I feel anxious about the future.  Stopped drinking, stop walking around grocery stores to feel better around 'normal people.'   I just wish one of them would see as interesting enough for conversing.

I don't like how society defines you by what you do to survive negative emotions, pain, fear, negative distorted thinking.

I got this.  2020 will not be as painful as last year.  Three things:  gratitude practice, ability to think new thoughts, friends who listen to me whine less.",6.75072268907563,9.36330881176471,5.388067226890758,78.06058823529416,66.76470588235293,8.621848739495798,38.02521008403362,9.23628265651192,3.948226890756304,399,22,62,8,7,117,71,85,0.249,0.574,0.177,-0.7848,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,2,6,8,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,17,16,4,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,5,2,1,2,6,1,1,1,4,4,0,2,2,5,8,4,13,11,2,9,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,7,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633958344039174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251898346853709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153679041060234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789249260416974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545375124516485,0.0,0.1887235980334786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552911391657386,0.2770560535088887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411129349722133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607981798585634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888201580727728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923229806891257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640200557935973,0.0,0.0,0.1789556809196591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376661116358632,0.0,0.3886994411530785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266247158172417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554633738399447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054028243540193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134282256460464,0.23406616917611214,0.0,0.14500164068374946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100355062101308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297474788103822,0.0,0.0,0.11761894294486205
anxiety,Muhcha,2020/01/14,"(CW Vomit and neurotic fears around food) when I get productive, I break down Acid is bubbling from my stomach and singeing my esophagus. All I had was a mush of tofu and cabbage, since I can only eat soft foods— as I have a severe fear of choking .
All I did was have about half my bowl of food, until anxiety struck me so hard i entered panic mode and suffered an acid attack. It feels like I’m inhaling food, and when I think I’m about to burp i really spit up my liquidish meal.
Today was a good day. I started a project, got the green light that my project will be seen by professionals. It is a huge step— yet every time i take a ‘right’ step, I end up panicking and lose all productivity. It happens every time.
I know I’ll be even more neurotic around food. I’ll probably be anorexic for a bit after this.
I hate my brain. I want to keep this project going— I don’t want to sink into starvation and have less energy to work. 
Fuck this.",2.5649803664921467,4.224193910994767,4.139970549738223,86.64304482984295,75.8586387434555,7.497513089005237,25.026505235602087,8.278499904357787,1.4990651832460735,731,25,154,13,16,244,120,191,0.228,0.711,0.061,-0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,3,3,9,0,16,12,3,0,3,19,32,12,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,10,6,1,3,1,0,2,1,8,0,1,7,9,23,2,21,21,6,22,0,2,2,1,0,8,1,0,12,94,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737209231580823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266199121214297,0.0,0.1448041940488866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389614196237769,0.0,0.0,0.14209130304550505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208780239958069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024355019717815,0.0,0.0,0.11273605332779033,0.0,0.0,0.08407003757690089,0.0,0.21448491747840934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28646030574254355,0.06435873429606828,0.0909318837879586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6156504147100493,0.0,0.0,0.11767222535427067,0.0665007599616885,0.0,0.0,0.10675997838141424,0.10180083134117247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255702972645004,0.0,0.11402167448096374,0.12566683153015273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313607750946887,0.0,0.0,0.06995208745600408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218464844184101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423985022831616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680539729244744,0.0,0.14934062628308867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723393478476628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154154102149203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870004226238704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379495691086427,0.0,0.10529083551995376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009243752468396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570190491857992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815585990573962,0.0,0.0,0.14844092346485982,0.0,0.1206505729811954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015108068646846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266443991589064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,habsreddit24,2020/01/14,"Hypocondria is driving me crazy! Can someone tell me how we can stop believing that the slightest symptom we have is something serious that I start to panic.
It seems that I have symptoms every time, and when I forget what I have, it looks like something else appears, and that ultimately what I felt before goes too, it’s a vicious circle in my brain. I’ve done all my blood test, stool test, my doctor will do an ecography and colonoscopy because I’m afraid of having something in my colon, now that I’ve forgotten about it, I have now some chest/back  discomfort and now I think I may have something in my heart or angina.. UGHHHH I don’t know how to deal with that stupid thing.",7.302435064935068,6.728653810606066,6.782467532467535,80.02227272727275,63.92424242424242,9.664069264069264,34.00865800865801,8.841846274778883,2.6928385281385285,541,20,104,7,7,168,85,132,0.16899999999999998,0.812,0.019,-0.9476,0,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,8,7,2,3,3,0,15,7,4,2,1,20,23,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,2,18,1,8,19,2,12,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,5,8,71,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354590400441613,0.0,0.10738777916460514,0.0,0.14990236536886872,0.1984762062448749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665699167124076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161707783123268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803110498219397,0.0,0.18027666599979636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716219767603694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484255465538594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914481396987874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087548768943074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681498293963654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860647036700746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793317135994904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066901891224532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037285018949402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492629629402698,0.5424778062162451,0.0,0.0,0.1246895999698134,0.0,0.0,0.14728077247172047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662031498873463,0.0,0.0,0.1539748711301101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703535930956226,0.1128786096810716,0.0,0.0,0.1027224918901315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zoso6565,2020/01/14,Intense hunger during panic attack? This is so weird- I have to ask- but I just got very intense hunger right in the middle of a panic attack. I thought maybe it's a low blood sugar spike- I am hypoglycemic- but I had just ate dinner an hour before- a healthy decent sized dinner. I just started shaking really bad- muscles tensed up- then felt like I was starving. So I ate something real quick and drank a protein shake- and it made the hunger go away... but not the shakiness and panic. This is just so odd to me because when I panic- food is the last thing on my mind. Has anyone ever gone through this?,0.699898275099514,3.1922225546218503,1.7265811587793003,93.83923927465723,96.56302521008404,3.513666519239275,18.868199911543567,5.399115186594226,-0.20569915966386576,480,15,91,3,19,150,82,119,0.358,0.563,0.079,-0.9913,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,10,13,2,7,9,0,8,11,1,1,1,18,19,11,0,0,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,10,0,2,0,0,4,1,12,0,0,10,2,11,1,8,9,0,18,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,8,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367762082867364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861750144067886,0.3373693906333056,0.13930963746669042,0.0,0.12380378174130828,0.09038731943137636,0.0,0.12617146091964854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412360578687227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236765532716444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929522571679635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426833786069372,0.0,0.1185893981217851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602142031289547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086425687806215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243988024437867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030178699807733,0.0,0.0,0.14896258837112514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971590503626336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6958770278285216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876988891228126,0.09498903048496674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266263980154311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414966194556815,0.0,0.0,0.10495010502979796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850760011029236,0.0,0.0,0.11771412048871872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223427496737267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,birdmclaughlin,2020/01/14,Where are all my hypochondriacs at??? Haven't had anxiety in forever. Now BAM tonight I apparently have every ailment known to man. Why do I have to have such horrible health anxiety?!?!,3.5331818181818164,6.626745272727272,4.791136363636369,75.40670454545456,81.12121212121212,10.572727272727274,32.49242424242424,10.125756701596842,4.689551515151517,146,8,25,6,4,48,27,33,0.14400000000000002,0.77,0.087,-0.6134,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6845865068977381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769906678254557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756117959068461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037484000467799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExoticPomegranate4,2020/01/14,"Really bad anxiety from being back at college So as I'm writing this I'm feeling better after lying down for a couple of hours and later chatting with my roommates, but a few hours ago I felt awful. I don't have very many friends (to the point that I don't have a social life), have no romantic/sexual prospects, hate my major, and had an awful time last semester. Being back for only a day and seeing all these gorgeous women that I can't talk to (speech impediment, noone to go out with) and all the suave popular white guys rushing... made me feel like shit, reminded me of what I've missed out on. It's only been the first day of syllabus week and I'm already anxious as hell about my classes. I have three semesters left but I'm at a boiling point. Still need to find a summer internship. Trying to find a shrink to see but ugh. I don't want to be here. I thought these were supposed to be some of the best years of my life.",3.924429149797572,4.7039164631578965,4.953157894736844,85.58248987854253,71.21052631578948,7.740890688259107,27.246963562753038,7.882392219407189,1.5247975708502026,728,24,151,9,13,239,120,190,0.19899999999999998,0.652,0.15,-0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,6,12,3,0,12,2,15,4,1,1,2,25,31,11,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,7,9,1,0,6,1,0,2,5,6,0,2,6,7,13,6,28,21,6,28,1,1,3,0,7,9,2,1,18,96,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894635675932425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052475651187406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128068163711734,0.16433456897611567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237079252030299,0.12145758616189314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265702973379036,0.1286523815900802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095476887797874,0.0,0.1876263801642745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471034184731363,0.10392055639158088,0.13966965726214378,0.0,0.26590559713623224,0.12373284918231467,0.0,0.0,0.11238625647566287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267137532051429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440336791922965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436170296772174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28650836007892205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857376799954684,0.0,0.0,0.15804865202587207,0.0,0.20549311798883332,0.07106707785973218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764293903875768,0.0,0.1474791485680884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786079820851337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126608026284733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27502376373506954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318890095513996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318342823151105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493182081778361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828372142842924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616890728209192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691962965452606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548332959331245,0.08482208173383879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876150130448537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002424199632986,0.08579929941911776,0.0,0.11668362070479528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367498940334948
anxiety,JustWannaVibe,2020/01/14,"I just need some advice I suffer from anxiety and my counselor (temporary until I can find a proper therapist) thinks I suffer from depression. But recently life has been a real struggle. I never feel comfortable doing anything, I always feel like im doing something wrong, I find it hard to talk to people about anything, etc. But I don't know how to deal with it anymore and it all becomes unbearable. I got out of a toxic relationship three months ago and after that I find it harder to talk to people. my coping mechanisms were watching tv or playing guitar but now I find it hard to do the things I love doing the most. whenever im doing something I always have a feeling that I should be doing something else but I have no clue what it is. I just find it hard to live my life and anxiety really ruins it for me. I always put on an act around friends or family because I don't want them to think anything is wrong with me. I stay up at night for hours and I can't stop telling myself that there is something wrong with me. I just need some advice or help for the moment, I feel uncomfortable telling this stuff to my counselor face to face, I feel that if its over the internet no one will know who I am and it makes me feel more comfortable. I just want to know how to handle this stuff before it gets out of hand, please and thank you.",3.517103912196852,5.037223245353161,4.627275624004252,84.70247831474599,73.05204460966544,7.502991679943353,25.077181802088862,8.11559375814309,1.4681650203575851,1059,33,209,16,21,347,137,269,0.16899999999999998,0.721,0.11,-0.8682,0,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,10,15,0,1,9,0,22,6,3,3,2,56,42,18,0,6,12,0,10,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,22,13,0,1,16,3,0,2,6,8,0,2,3,11,36,7,32,36,6,21,0,4,1,1,12,7,0,7,12,155,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954766370486746,0.07690112259210645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165558369801255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327313086740672,0.0,0.08603546615486612,0.0,0.0,0.21417048706911435,0.07722838441717476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288370150219458,0.09581165147532486,0.07382024292064904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943832721417716,0.07472005928331639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247083229440307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675230376071016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178281877959928,0.0,0.2631889330266614,0.061976217457815015,0.0,0.0,0.3964524364474148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702499786817677,0.0,0.04532475726672825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938413895943436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331404057024117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814857298536364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854340327087192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741582111709407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430312098420038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255213606219832,0.042383035892627874,0.0,0.07660431154244891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829778880756202,0.0,0.057908167463197324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924525707078241,0.0,0.0,0.12865220351121784,0.06690910728864481,0.0,0.0,0.08141162574641282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878594227399709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028693626676112,0.0,0.0,0.09522852272160696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721052500803664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874367869236098,0.05557606493645024,0.0,0.0856579237930365,0.09314004057604948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671461743475636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246694167992328,0.0,0.0725292251036165,0.0,0.09069286232517136,0.198622400520063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394572285631672,0.15165154148876306,0.07987032238086865,0.0,0.10072668695257947,0.057634705318209536,0.11117538227895564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233809793108883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845517034510248,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheKevin21,2020/01/14,"Jealousy/Friendship anxiety My friends and I have created a groupchat, and I've become close friends with one of the members of the groupchat. However, for some reason I always get jealous when they interact more with other members of the groupchat, which I understand is mad and not a reason to be mad at all. What are some things that I can learn and understand to prevent me from thinking this way?",8.378513513513514,8.264638608108115,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216219,61.567567567567565,10.643243243243244,42.82432432432432,10.125756701596842,4.4673891891891895,323,18,56,6,4,98,52,74,0.142,0.74,0.11900000000000001,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,1,18,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,2,10,8,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024863603047075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329825274917312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790633951884101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39043734618031106,0.0,0.13201401347519004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122139518236384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195908724080075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786827383854502,0.16190608951211366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260941650521198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005643198796213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WallFlower556,2020/01/14,"Metallic taste in mouth So I came in from having a cigarette (I know it already doesn’t sound helpful with what I’m asking) but I’ve been under a lot of stress lately with various things going on in a lot of aspects my life over the past few months. Anyway I noticed I was getting anxious probably from the heavy text I just sent out (because I need it to sound right and that I’m coming from a place of love), so I cut the cigarette short and came inside and briefly noticed a metallic taste in my mouth. I have hypochondria and ptsd and GAD, so instead of spiraling out about it I did a quick google search to see if that was a normal side effect of anxiety because I’ve barley noticed it before, and google said yes so I was wondering if anyone else ever experienced something the same. I’m doing my best right now with trying to find a place to live and school and to communicate effectively for my relationships sake and I need to make everything work and I am doing my best this week to manage my emotions but it’s really hard and really could use some support, or at least an answer to my general question if anyone has the time. I don’t know how other people manage their symptoms during periods of constant ups and downs but at this point I would be grateful for any tips and tricks anyone may have just so I can be the person I want and need to be right now",6.440194647201945,5.97010253284672,6.908452554744527,78.0673260340633,65.64233576642336,9.642433090024332,31.40535279805353,9.029198982220553,2.4950625790754257,1090,36,211,16,15,357,152,274,0.057,0.8340000000000001,0.109,0.9535,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,5,15,7,2,1,15,1,21,7,2,5,1,56,44,27,0,10,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,12,22,2,0,8,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,9,8,24,4,37,29,9,37,0,0,1,1,9,21,0,10,11,153,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681703387146518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198713075303277,0.0,0.08098114856870252,0.11958950960262335,0.0,0.22205531208666213,0.10846412221879748,0.0,0.0,0.09896302370450227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290602173968879,0.0,0.09007743717820768,0.0,0.2221830675919493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24214690648646656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118737061674613,0.0,0.11439498775886064,0.0,0.08451907055548523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843085019739899,0.11907610235399428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575470226246892,0.0,0.0,0.09513842489446643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967523758398529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530648252810341,0.0,0.06016159165021232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482805536567583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709544458655036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635367490292425,0.0,0.11941253558500882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477069906870994,0.0,0.0,0.0934746322626179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999352400471472,0.09554105856962587,0.0,0.07066109660975124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844949169347356,0.0,0.0,0.23547729568046696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371845171417653,0.0,0.36156040887461177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010535243299929,0.07338867034463141,0.09243120044052223,0.2211983451468682,0.0,0.10007011074743784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141329245080682,0.0,0.12374244154902915,0.0,0.11858528677862652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356308053146426,0.0,0.0,0.11365197162495393,0.0,0.2712066895920703,0.10069528418349648,0.0,0.0,0.1071340378659706,0.08435519167963294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149472890199615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126008363680055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012650526331975,0.0,0.11002708712190133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032741077763832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172670315944126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187069392769597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142740098363224,0.0,0.0,0.06243784375807275,0.0,0.08491297397550641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479858224284363,0.07706594977466732,0.0,0.0,0.07519854942225772,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FritoLayMeDownTonite,2020/01/14,At a loss for to do if SO doesn’t want help SO has dealt with anxiety most of their life. Behavior is erratic and I’m aware there isn’t anything I can do to help with the anxiety except be there. It only seems to be getting worse and they do not wish to seek help. How do you support your loved ones? I’m growing weary. I’m unhappy more than I’m happy these days. How do you stay positive?,0.3384523809523827,2.378589273809524,2.519047619047619,93.62595238095241,84.83333333333334,6.590476190476192,21.238095238095237,7.793537801064563,0.8477952380952392,305,10,71,6,9,103,58,84,0.152,0.57,0.27899999999999997,0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,2,0,13,22,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,11,20,2,4,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,3,1,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689563346711792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984449102303881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552102237020682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599029180114024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256707375327193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849108602037993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703305247997853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764620163758192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634086637755206,0.18340452439682287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195328051171488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570325285065448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736527936573491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223580663471552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773092120123459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457512229756821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,44414E,2020/01/14,"I need some advice on where to go from here I have what I'd describe as moderate-severe anxiety. I struggle to leave the house for anything other than a short walk, I'm anxious fairly constantly, and basic needs like showering and eating are difficult to do consistantly.

Currently, I'm in my second year of uni. My attendance first year was bad, and it's even worse this year, though I'm still reading through everything and handing in work on time. I don't think I can or should do a 3rd year right now. I can get therapy from the uni, it's just up the road but difficult for me to get onto campus.

I feel like a gap-year might be best for me to try and spend some time getting it sorted out, but I'm not sure how to fund it. I've tried getting an appointment for therepy but I just couldn't get myself there. I currently live in a shared house with friends I trust very much, and I can't go back to my family. Living with them has been hell and being around friends has been the best experience of my life.

In summary, the things I need help with:

1. How can I cope enough to get to and through therepy
2. What can I do about the money situation (I live in Wales)
3. Is taking a gap-year worth it
4. Should I try to get medication first",2.8614705882352918,4.245117058823531,4.097794117647059,88.39257352941178,74.49019607843138,7.923529411764706,24.90686274509804,8.548686976883017,1.4551921568627448,970,31,214,18,20,318,142,255,0.09,0.764,0.146,0.9666,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,5,14,14,1,1,12,0,23,4,1,2,1,35,42,16,0,6,7,0,2,2,2,3,2,0,1,0,10,13,1,0,2,1,4,4,4,5,0,3,3,2,24,9,37,33,6,33,1,0,0,0,5,15,1,5,16,140,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115123292933577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918679165097042,0.11693967976399608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518198108518221,0.09214808544381807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959473559611317,0.0864286273981954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21725999930528095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186025663603827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591914611320576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695609998805472,0.0,0.06836904077299477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930303751338892,0.10125510344582987,0.09758238799907938,0.0,0.052339038449475066,0.0739493623346771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609538698786692,0.0,0.0,0.15994702665448876,0.0,0.3785671221531047,0.0,0.11765709693174962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938225773242715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388790919306457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960480874488156,0.0,0.0,0.07311395149857906,0.10114197369985994,0.0,0.2742103450169525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042779701133386,0.0,0.10981042185764987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609360979066224,0.2302596577247071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354052826703844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883991233460009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693967976399608,0.0,0.0,0.11635240533691428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266522923777275,0.0,0.0,0.10821375702410488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755932160190878,0.0,0.07782852997355423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837558360578875,0.0,0.06876911630706799,0.06632664079926068,0.10170052171287078,0.0,0.12071796137198912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083461150349714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540866666347667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753583447018342,0.0,0.1054880974416111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999520002750795
anxiety,loonylovegood94,2020/01/14,"Anxiety is what they see but it's not who I am I went to a job interview today. It was a great job, big company, much better than the one I have right now. I didn't have high hopes... but I did. I know I'm smart. I'm good at my job when it comes to knowledge and skill. But that doesn't mean shit if I can't make a good impression in the interview.

This is my fucking problem every time. Anxiety and shyness turn me into into this socially inept, frightened little girl who stutters, can't form coherent sentences and struggles to explain the most basic shit.

I wanted to jump off the window the moment I was showing my designs on the projector and one of the interviewers just took out her phone and started scrolling. To her I was probably just some poor insecure idiot but it absolutely shattered the little confidence I gathered. I can't stop replaying that moment in my head and it's killing me. 

I was fine after but right now something just broke in me and I've been crying for 2 hours straight. How am I supposed to afford the therapy I need for anxiety if the same fucking anxiety prevents me from getting a better job? It's a prison I can't escape. I feel so dead. So hopeless.

I'm trying. I swear I'm trying. I'm fighting. And I'm losing every time but I'm still fighting. But I'm tired. Anxiety is not who I am. I am so much more than that girl they saw. But if I'm unable to prove it then what is left for me? I'm in so much pain. Life isn't worth living like this.",0.9249019607843144,3.20135168627451,3.0749019607843167,89.04705882352944,84.42483660130719,6.083660130718954,23.37908496732026,7.39963492309942,1.1315320261437911,1160,44,240,19,34,393,150,306,0.282,0.593,0.125,-0.9951,6,0,1,0,4,1,33.0,0,0,2,4,12,26,8,2,15,0,23,8,3,2,1,45,51,26,2,7,16,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,18,12,0,2,6,1,2,4,9,16,0,2,10,3,33,10,25,41,8,36,0,3,2,2,18,18,4,6,15,158,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931032000946682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178775384493048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852936228053239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128907062946475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318043687372867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196483674967628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002294086070465,0.053694361347153816,0.0,0.0,0.17240130368219736,0.0,0.1133069847202237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547417962110524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858473197667047,0.0,0.10207622824993022,0.10121015754394268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079431790976181,0.0,0.11370248468159355,0.0,0.05648104868296638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166256347102728,0.0,0.07259121807167085,0.050209425961530885,0.2060099807039333,0.0907499528459606,0.0,0.0,0.1149760790897802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860140585910875,0.0,0.0,0.11194932265332794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266487192508782,0.07620446660957426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392825385922149,0.0,0.1093571287203192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080607932405777,0.09833935126195938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553421497889615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189633360344455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098887822603293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476356643023857,0.0,0.07911925006853583,0.0,0.0,0.07274286636548437,0.0,0.08207420826735709,0.08592236684301961,0.0,0.10744007502650528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752924890205282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985487967083695,0.1181218084339968,0.09741626210175074,0.0,0.11418396918275865,0.13955148957677665,0.1117869095813303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061785149289727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952710872319886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Source_YourMom,2020/01/14,"Cold Sweaty Hands I have had generalized anxiety ever since I can remember. My hands get really really cold when I’m nervous or in a social situation when I’m anticipating shaking someone’s hands. The more likely it is that I will have to shake someone’s hands the more cold and clammy my hands become. I literally can’t have a real conversation because my mind is so obsessed with what is going on with my hands and the eventual moment of contact. I have not figured out a way to avoid shaking hands (or keeping my hands dry and warm) and I just feel bad for the other person who has to grab my wet cold hands. Any advice?

I also sweat profusely under my arms when I’m anxious but those new undershirts that block sweat from coming through have been a life saver. As a side: I could run 5 miles and not sweat as much as do when I have to speak to a boss for 5 minutes.",3.871626373626373,5.184696285714288,5.2360000000000015,81.49953846153846,71.85714285714286,8.127472527472527,26.60439560439561,8.617729084823388,1.8473120879120868,690,23,137,12,13,231,104,175,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.895,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,6,10,0,17,14,13,1,1,27,25,17,0,1,6,0,13,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,9,0,3,3,0,0,6,3,7,0,0,2,18,16,2,19,21,3,20,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,8,90,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643066803085465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075255294306254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669788399248872,0.0,0.1537768145059264,0.22709104723818024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678400996721181,0.12253758721326655,0.2220065590192757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315762525544035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604950493385228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183062784536416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163981188351184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502264854250737,0.0,0.11424211786434806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867240182819008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198366069620286,0.09820634353365704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029690213849381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777000903687468,0.0,0.0,0.19414266285705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755195599954186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288004015570248,0.25755220268905826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277121269441559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628264729500225,0.22595058948311064,0.0,0.20491066363797586,0.34064068521183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595572736741551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saltycase,2020/01/14,"I want to be less scared of people I’m very scared of what people think of me. I assume people think bad of me, even my friends. I’ve blocked and deleted contacts of friends because I thought “I’m just a burden to them” or “they don’t actually like me.” , These thoughts cross my mind frequently when I make friends, even though there will be no justification for them.",3.5408333333333366,5.4163225277777824,3.6761111111111116,90.08,73.72222222222223,6.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.3289,290,12,61,3,6,89,48,72,0.196,0.642,0.162,-0.4242,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,12,4,8,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.19387897894655115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588604348305822,0.12111095954112913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624470620900036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604894272417842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706298915194628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261767855726175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060598136530355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132104748074093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39781838807998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546069364035988,0.19519802263414449,0.3154528793112971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392839060942138,0.11718416909162335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemursrcool,2020/01/14,"How do you cope with comparing yourself to others? I’m in a depressive state in my job. I have high hopes and ambitions but feel trapped without knowing which way to go next. I’m in my early 20’s and know what I have a lot of life ahead of me, but I can’t help but feel stuck. I have a lot of work experience for someone my age and am even trying my hand at building a business. But I still feel like it isn’t enough, for me that is.

I find that I compare myself to celebrities and other people my age who look like they’re really pursuing what they love while I’m worried about making my next step.

I’ve had the hardest time. I’ve even deleted social media apps to help. Does anyone have suggestions for how they overcame this feeling of feeling not enough for yourself by comparing yourself to others?",5.155460122699386,5.398411570552149,5.752276073619632,82.85369018404909,68.2638036809816,8.48319018404908,31.0239263803681,8.238735603445708,2.141893742331289,638,24,128,8,10,207,98,163,0.068,0.758,0.174,0.9592,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,2,6,5,0,0,5,0,10,3,1,3,0,25,26,11,0,1,6,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,7,19,4,22,24,4,18,0,1,1,1,9,5,0,3,11,86,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898295850945412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342444810215174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639666766924216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220960656983435,0.0,0.20589194118905496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246381672210851,0.0,0.0,0.3940448083113781,0.11134848162732623,0.0,0.0,0.1424558601561032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858047373510641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089432229426759,0.1646777035147947,0.0,0.15480702070768193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466987088192527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131633922928655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009057046761213,0.15229347278616456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308855747243514,0.0,0.0,0.2650181151836698,0.14067234587901964,0.0,0.10403969111598124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33152390904490264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805570477113637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998497601068923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888259074450706,0.13206212311883142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447230737897128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088490610022447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058206729768872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371670933762885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024626650096015,0.0,0.11347004214210905,0.15828633321579813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,friendlywang,2020/01/14,"I'm the only one who plans events. As long as I could remember, no one has ever asked me individually to hang out. Everyone always tells me I'm a great person and they wish they'd see me more but never seem to do anything about it. Even though it's super hard for me to ask people to hang I do it anyways because I know no one else will initiate. 

Lately I've told people to hit me up when they want to hang out but it's resulted in be being alone for the last three weeks. I don't understand why people say they like me so much but don't want to hang out. I've been telling myself they're busy/aren't thinking of me but still wish to hang out. Still, I feel at least ONE person should have time for me.

Does anyone else have this problem? Sometimes I just think people have become antisocial or something. I've been thinking about this for like a week.",2.4052542372881334,4.081740485875709,3.612000000000002,90.18342372881357,76.34463276836158,6.3019209039548025,20.83954802259888,7.0316486544052195,0.3383554802259892,674,16,146,7,15,219,103,177,0.071,0.8029999999999999,0.127,0.8754,0,1,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,4,2,11,5,0,0,4,0,16,0,0,1,2,29,34,11,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,8,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,3,4,19,4,24,24,3,24,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,2,14,95,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377181249720295,0.0,0.0,0.0994382742908162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356112920274407,0.12244766106360876,0.09834296750048263,0.0,0.22344330155467185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284953509664331,0.13198460146609411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541553735079893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458019974695927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966327207617948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893235481403238,0.1080997023534623,0.0,0.11419276998368648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060425647439404435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317554011399617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705358919804236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567717995854233,0.0974130550475384,0.13480757862552672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676884836187792,0.0,0.0,0.1057587397252021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785040332830732,0.0,0.09217012465564513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32392048538441137,0.09088943204065242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314006824907847,0.20869544825914935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435076756614512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353766053421492,0.0,0.0,0.09503568957425697,0.0,0.0,0.09523053069020597,0.10879345554320756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200128797366428,0.11819414371185814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087473310160905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890641124444065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297231854944217,0.11741369447124525,0.0,0.06968470561901026,0.0,0.0,0.11419276998368648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440959635920995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097505744081087,0.0,0.19172044809954514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783526131084642,0.0,0.2748511996891566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shepard_tsoni,2020/01/14,Ending therapy So my therapist told me there was nothing else she could do for me. Because of my resistance to meditation. I don’t believe in meditation and didn’t put any effort into doing it regularly. So I got my feelings hurt and she said we could start over. But now I just sent her an email ending our sessions. This hurt more than I thought. We’ve been having sessions for 2 years and it feels like a big loss. She said I could try another therapist but I’m not going through all that again. It was just nice to have someone there to talk to. Now that’s gone and feel very sad. Like I lost a friend. I know I’ll get over it. But does any one else feel this profound sense of loss for their therapist?,1.2885416666666671,3.655310770833335,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,83.65277777777777,6.1000000000000005,22.19444444444445,7.413659706084162,0.8254944444444448,557,19,120,9,16,180,91,144,0.114,0.795,0.09,-0.3648,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,4,9,10,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,22,29,9,0,3,6,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,12,6,19,4,15,14,2,16,0,6,0,0,14,5,0,0,9,77,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355234614810298,0.14151539236838956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822692384380974,0.0,0.0,0.15205162508128722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232593145281619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810279060082678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254804415151689,0.0,0.2390657346340197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27295559211868353,0.09641413264759408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426833550410952,0.0,0.07051006561200361,0.0,0.07669982939926641,0.0,0.10793836493534607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889509916467019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741694723347674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186747472418686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732276820423226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949598922785754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145113833506907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356702211152917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256752220356443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434960647884727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552407648680217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847425258331568,0.0,0.0,0.15433641156163072,0.4700904583411661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071416998196277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895830027235944,0.0,0.09162772812114783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111354611547274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690862681743879
anxiety,ExtremelyAverageDude,2020/01/14,"I don’t know what too say I just... I think I’m an optimist. I’ve clawed my way out of a deep depression but relationships still feel impossible. I just... man I just feel like I’m being crushed. I smile, I laugh, I’m confident. I just don’t see the point. I helped someone, something I did out of instinct rather than anything else. I’ve acted as a pseudo therapist to them, listening and giving advice. I think I was helping them away from a really dark path, as they had graduated from self hate to self harm not long before I stepped in. It’s been a few months since then. They were the first person I called my friend since freshman year. I’m a senior now, for context. Well I think I was really helping him, he was opening up more and had stopped hurting himself. I think I was getting through to him, providing some perspective and convincing him he didn’t deserve torture or anything like that. 

Then he told me he had a crush on me. I’m not attracted to him, I’m attracted to emotional stability and he’s the poster child for the opposite. So in the end I think I hurt more than I helped. Man it doesn’t feel good. I don’t know what to do. I responded to him of course. I said that I liked things as they were, (I didn’t say the following out loud) because I kind of had held out hope that since he was a bit better maybe we could work on my problems a bit. I know that might be a cruel thing to say, but I already kind of knew he had had a crush on me, or at least suspected. I knew, I wasn’t going to treat him different. Of course things are different now. I don’t know what’s going on with him and I’m worried I took his trust, something he was very reluctant to give, and threw it back in his face. 

And all this has just, I don’t know. Made me realize how futile it all is? What’s the point? I’m not religious or anything, so I always thought that maximizing my happiness was it. But I’ve never been happy. Not for more than a moment. I’m not suicidal or anything, just, why do I put myself through this. I wish I’d just cry about it, but I don’t think I’ve emoted once as I’ve written this. Ive had a stressful few days. This isn’t even half my worries. A potential health issue is looming in my consciousness, mostly because it likes to make itself known. And you know how we anxious are- a potential issue is an issue. 

I just... i was looking forward to being able to talk about my issues, but now I don’t think I’ll be able too. The irony is that my mental state is the worst it’s been in months now. Helping people really isn’t worth it, funnily enough. 

I know that I haven’t really brought my anxiety into it much, I just needed somewhere to share my thoughts I guess. I labeled it vent for a reason.",1.8808510638297875,3.63607670212766,3.5592000000000006,89.63580000000003,78.07801418439715,7.065191489361702,24.22326241134752,7.9765259561132025,1.2346507517730505,2116,73,464,36,50,705,240,564,0.154,0.687,0.159,0.6401,2,0,2,0,0,0,77.0,2,1,5,3,26,30,3,1,26,0,52,2,1,5,3,85,105,27,1,6,24,0,3,4,1,1,1,6,0,6,30,17,0,2,26,0,1,10,20,10,1,2,36,11,80,20,55,63,15,52,0,3,2,0,51,22,0,9,24,306,110,3,0.13736116054282033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711386816205707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579072818031912,0.0,0.057147744672386286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052540455920613856,0.07758950655674962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260730623947047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452766599144119,0.05281112682949885,0.0,0.08373408852670552,0.0,0.058442115247209214,0.0,0.0,0.06074239198190719,0.14996281108408824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701305514063285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483585475704091,0.0,0.0754423924365471,0.044293292472416465,0.0,0.05915448314912545,0.0,0.0,0.14351317693453114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737381191719111,0.15451281730391436,0.060830608644229726,0.0709653988967274,0.0,0.04536287552728704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041808950172914,0.049065420268924236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584196664933708,0.0,0.0,0.053062445948145895,0.0,0.03588276850539828,0.13176934167724194,0.0780655130256717,0.057606012203598636,0.0,0.0,0.07565940228604386,0.0,0.0,0.1462235096182338,0.0,0.06780785403356558,0.0,0.07300424517978532,0.0,0.0,0.23017572615714035,0.0,0.0,0.06821531304777491,0.0,0.0,0.14704796333218514,0.0,0.0,0.2867387281136221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430405110004659,0.2642153553537534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421544932200205,0.0,0.0,0.06078015228837694,0.057674389781835735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498722567976646,0.04584482064461234,0.0,0.06899887418004967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921387106870384,0.07285924216586394,0.0,0.0,0.10964036784336592,0.0,0.05048812898833597,0.050925780022777936,0.05297069752878139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314257649739532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761446666866343,0.059969233559519664,0.0,0.0,0.12985069576374728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571803980476956,0.0,0.06904295287632585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599415355453296,0.07061507525350096,0.0,0.07373724022185008,0.0,0.0,0.06533095953273968,0.16385266220540384,0.0,0.0,0.05472953037161026,0.0,0.14329764780213272,0.0,0.0,0.17043985717813165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058192832787058765,0.1057473322449891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054848400123070434,0.05742004041970805,0.0786733726534418,0.0,0.0,0.07512540750766908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520284884801729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974344725036916,0.13688497723042156,0.3080541984634463,0.0,0.1090494180804756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562723769093969,0.07630665176781437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666867153615517,0.0,0.054515447801574704,0.0,0.0,0.061752089870101334,0.0,0.06197354111405229,0.0,0.07897927782212949,0.0,0.0,0.050000280419349764,0.1394969262006381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044228041913512386
anxiety,haydenmara,2020/01/14,"Homework and Anxiety I’m relatively new to reddit, so I’m sorry if I do something wrong.

I get really worked up about homework, to the point where I will do a project that is meant to take two weeks in one day. I don’t mean procrastination, I’ll do it the day it was assigned. 

Does anyone else feel this? I couldn’t find a word for it online because all I found was stuff about procrastination. 

If anyone else understands, is this normal or an anxiety thing? Can this be bad for mental health? 

Thank you in advance",2.4638235294117616,4.760240676470591,3.889960784313725,85.34082352941176,78.50980392156862,6.825098039215686,22.945098039215694,7.908726449838941,1.1825968627450978,407,13,82,7,10,134,69,102,0.124,0.85,0.026000000000000002,-0.8233,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,0,1,14,22,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,1,7,1,10,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,52,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26333424721601545,0.0,0.0,0.2406929245557684,0.3527032955108228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437084206803974,0.1049194034489146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219992313649934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061856133279394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875591638175921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702626412023415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730953751868276,0.0,0.0,0.1887146686715657,0.0,0.0,0.08992272399265852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294966812849447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874831507359738,0.0,0.0,0.17345093714377624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622925939854105,0.0,0.0,0.16863566945702144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166292415124186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270383754895446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026095779109794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325021530737734,0.0,0.1926680947565353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702992776793052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940868625445714,0.0,0.0,0.15845990994267825,0.0,0.0,0.11434522789010128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813086010207706,0.17917726744600748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380598724266239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530140797325334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818018991613794,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sierra-jacquie,2020/01/14,"Hopeful post! Finally starting an SSRI (lexipro) I'm finally giving lexapro a try. I had to ask for some zofran to go with it because I took one pill a while back (first time my doc prescribed it) and felt like absolute shit. Somehow I was extremely nauseous in every cell of my body (I know it sounds weird but that's how it felt). I was trying to explain to my np today why I don't want to try it (I don't want to be dependent on another med etc., etc.). But I realized that I really have tried *everything.* I can keep trying to do it ""the natural way"" which probably won't work until I quit my job and become a Buddhist nun, or I can accept the fact that I work a 9-5, am self-reliant and have a number of stressors in my life that are not going anywhere anytime soon.

I'm just so done being so anxious I can't think, can't focus, and can't be a good friend or partner or daughter or employee. I worry about everything. I woke up last night and couldn't tell if I'd been screaming out loud or just in my dream. I like my friends, my partner, my parents, and even my job but my inability to ""just relax"" is holding me back in every arena.

I'm not expecting a miracle. I just want to be able to take a deep breath, go for a walk with my dog, take a bath, do some normal freaking self-care, and actually feel relief. 

Please don't tell me horror stories about this drug not working for you. I've had some horrible reactions to medication in the past so I know the risks and if I think about it too much I might will it into existence (aka vomit on the keyboard at work). ***I could really use some success stories with Lexipro though!!! If anyone has one they want to share I would really appreciate it.***",1.972871799611795,3.759534358166192,4.0493557630095225,86.08256308346428,77.9111747851003,7.253942138829838,25.58471208059895,8.155646560271837,1.6195260375265743,1317,50,275,24,31,451,189,349,0.133,0.7190000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.8195,4,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,1,7,18,16,1,1,16,0,32,8,3,3,1,63,60,26,0,13,18,2,3,2,4,4,5,3,1,2,15,13,0,2,10,3,0,5,11,5,0,3,10,6,39,11,35,40,7,33,1,0,0,0,15,12,1,16,16,185,54,8,0.09354914310408914,0.0,0.09129046904346344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980944332446849,0.0,0.10568390400269403,0.0,0.06541173598429705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745582059627012,0.0,0.0,0.14386703320611158,0.0,0.05702668934449881,0.10331767877556763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391200884395352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469137860556024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573325296423324,0.0,0.0,0.10848730611346474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866404632049587,0.06178832673726953,0.0,0.15763837561330593,0.0,0.1681518754767725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473012575906734,0.0,0.17964369568921212,0.2049570272490796,0.0,0.07957285333473632,0.0,0.0,0.14455167180707265,0.0,0.0,0.08974086235572531,0.1594984016007081,0.07846458282667777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929154071933922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566617932245166,0.08315077671440012,0.0,0.0,0.10282432505711664,0.07625503746763787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607652635125885,0.09140677194183668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391200884395352,0.09424091980835847,0.0,0.09924085738493928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876938408386829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778953361043808,0.09165829787823326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678264087636734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387525262240484,0.0,0.08930324239903566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026888668478561,0.0,0.0,0.08959421972210799,0.0,0.10086179864218467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950102888283402,0.0,0.0,0.17978992960557727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518431713515047,0.0,0.09602685105903827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662145649838714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067462655953533,0.0,0.16353214883672962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988502710451925,0.0919115581248249,0.0,0.05454925764627501,0.0,0.08867364924848285,0.0,0.10393654010801498,0.3175686372032337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079642353979555,0.0,0.0,0.2207108335100529,0.07425495544183616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441355101303649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724195613787756,0.09500369580567113,0.0,0.06645462720510559,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,this-is-my-usernam3,2020/01/14,Are video games a good escape or is there something better? I find myself started to get really really stressed and anxious so I end up playing a video game to escape but now I find myself playing more more by myself and not going outside anymore or hanging with friends. Any advice would help?,4.365818181818181,6.846255763636368,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.18181818181819,5.854545454545455,29.181818181818183,6.742157984588678,1.826200000000001,237,10,37,2,5,75,41,55,0.057999999999999996,0.6409999999999999,0.301,0.9212,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,5,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483428103898439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282401483106027,0.0,0.0,0.2871060280497744,0.25203873637907703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476630758583868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509273749435613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645589805336866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963480471890272,0.0,0.13277773758593694,0.0,0.1444337022305678,0.2131606977480292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034478352330829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256173716613774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956495013633872,0.0,0.0,0.17988170413423016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911166797959805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805338688273664,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WonderfulPipe,2020/01/14,"Any one else anxious of driving? I'd not consider myself an anxious person, maybe sometimes a little in social situations but I'd say nothing serious.

But when it comes to driving...

I'm 21M, I learnt around 15, but I never drive, so I absolutely suck at it, because I never liked it, now I know it makes me anxious and always had. Maybe I'm afraid to run over someone or hit another car.

Now I'm a man and my mother, father, or even grandmother drives when I'm with them, and it doesn't feel right, I should do it now, but I assume the more I procrastinate the worse it gets.

Similar experiences? Tips?",2.3650413223140485,4.348533933884301,4.498347107438018,82.40388429752069,77.4297520661157,7.375206611570247,25.876033057851238,8.296473431620573,1.8195719008264464,470,18,93,9,11,162,81,121,0.158,0.83,0.012,-0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,2,20,15,12,0,1,7,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,7,4,3,0,1,1,2,12,1,8,12,1,20,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,3,8,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021742009061494,0.0,0.0,0.11459552147356848,0.1767019656823913,0.0,0.571119673988545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001347881105107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272477010389387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451601720796371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407720975501586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130212418341244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483934790531027,0.0,0.0,0.08520590740019388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880417810777908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261106750184596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232758855192097,0.16889562670938651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248462230934944,0.0,0.33859058418304944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599372762815243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616940423341498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418966966952054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471402110920129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391031515316674,0.0,0.1340093570978794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941716486628296,0.0,0.17177913563299274,0.14278164305421248,0.0,0.16666497904647118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173049656059722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CoffeeFodder2,2020/01/14,"I didn't get emailed back Sounds like a trivial thing, right?

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But it's not. I have needed surgery for a long time, not going into details because I don't want anyone finding out what it's for until I am damn well ready to share it.

Anyway, I got a call last Friday, didn't check my voicemail because I forgot the password to it but remembered it on Friday the 10th. So I found out they called me to schedule this appointment, but I called today and the receptionist couldn't connect me to the person I needed to talk to about it but gave me her email.

I have just a single year to get this scheduled, so I am picking myself apart for not answering the phone when they had first called. It's only been one day since I sent the email out, this morning, but they haven't responded to it and I can't help but feel an anxiety attack on the rise.

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What happens if they never respond? What will happen if I can't get a spot in before the end of the year? I need this surgery, it'll make my life so damn easier and my quality of life will improve. I'll be able to actually exercise, lose weight, sleep better. My insurance won't pay for it past this year.

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I know that I am probably freaking out over nothing but I can't help it. I have literally almost nobody I can talk to about this, not without giving up too much personal information.

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Maybe I am freaking out over nothing.",5.114986160537762,5.6977809750889685,5.6997568208778215,82.00324535389484,68.4306049822064,8.379675761170423,30.201858442071966,8.344100000000001,2.1120105179913007,1118,41,219,15,18,362,148,281,0.113,0.8059999999999999,0.08,-0.8739,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,4,3,11,10,3,0,15,0,23,5,1,2,1,41,42,17,0,7,15,0,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,2,22,9,1,1,7,1,2,3,15,6,1,2,9,3,34,4,32,27,2,34,0,1,0,0,26,14,2,3,18,155,56,1,0.08362902073273543,0.0,0.08160986060387793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374238407681807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624480360963321,0.4064736553709655,0.0,0.0,0.06397597195784686,0.0,0.0,0.05847535576791274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095140084160913,0.0,0.06430555483209516,0.0,0.10195894964433708,0.0,0.0711621370751331,0.0,0.0,0.0739630727978204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415783218127195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393379991634677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407048996076793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042285345653390316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643540988226641,0.07113480231335971,0.0,0.09169490469701566,0.0,0.0,0.1310781350169401,0.08022457704577797,0.047528299713952615,0.0,0.06688576753640328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790573368975124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210953954610604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596032270687499,0.06816881371388908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813930109499893,0.0408569152650108,0.0,0.0,0.0740090516966613,0.0,0.09355948272488676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055823020729089456,0.0,0.08401659183040998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061476952717014026,0.1860295776415479,0.0644998563546784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048860176044302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666918878456952,0.06360363873524756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798333631103351,0.0,0.14604327036424292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901662288921548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473537798690417,0.07141872676454994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917879014857356,0.0,0.0836894166113539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443567810793947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555940535915091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876475451602776,0.0,0.07927053316990279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932656318138075,0.0,0.0,0.10183761746311293,0.0751925330803617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061539167779269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064736553709655,0.1615630424002011
anxiety,lolatmilife,2020/01/14,"I’m so exhausted I feel like no matter how hard I try, everyone will always hate me. I spent years believing that once I was here I would be my happiest. It seems all I’ve done is spiralled. Not eating, sleeping, constant fear. I want to scratch my skin off rn. There’s so much on my mind I could write a book. But I can never just be open with my family when they ask how I am, having no one to talk to is hard. Just me myself and my thoughts ping ponging back and forth.",1.9644000000000013,3.2348712400000004,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,76.6,7.0,22.5,7.645422480735847,0.6999999999999997,364,10,85,5,8,120,75,100,0.165,0.743,0.092,-0.76,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,1,1,1,0,12,4,2,2,2,21,20,8,0,3,4,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,4,5,18,1,6,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926122136966654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016966252554648,0.0,0.0,0.15641694839076642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918398431642986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198240858290068,0.0,0.1624138241016401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816865343617216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081488114396399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437593679971255,0.0,0.0,0.19176568944146485,0.2289033586487653,0.10285495158267302,0.14532284711048302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644476211780096,0.20083452563130053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938043491109856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539558742253966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953665146761735,0.0,0.1568895677672652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166350028867456,0.1378422377445773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518536542996444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035662889952705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350079382249644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149226710316272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810840754540307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998202188880068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450329255037492,0.0,0.0,0.1309954126096455
anxiety,Chizarsu,2020/01/14,"3 days until I get therapy but my anxiety is seriously over the board right now. Fortunately, I finally will be going back to therapy. However, last week up to now has been seriously turbulent and I'm falling apart. 

Thoughts about my family dying, not being enough for school and overall me being dumb are getting into my head, to the point I'm no longer able to do school work or anything I like. Before, I could lower it a bit with music or sleeping, but not even that is helping anymore, in fact, I have now become scared of sleeping and want my night to feel the longest possible. 

Partners at school mostly tell me I'm lazy and don't care at all about school, which hurts me a lot. I feel like I spend too much time thinking about and worrying of what I haven't done, become extremely exhausted and unable to focus or work at all. I can't just stop and tell them ""I'm very anxious and it is hard for me for this reasons"" as it feels unfair. I feel like lying garbage. And it is weird to not be able to believe in what I feel. 

I don't find much joy on my friends anymore and I'm not very sure if they want me around. I also feel like a burden to some of them. One of them recently betrayed me, further pushing my trust issues. He was a really intimate friend and was actually opening to him a lot. 

I feel like I'm just justifying myself rather than doing anything but I can't put into words how hard it is to do anything, yet heavily worry about it every second of consciousness I have. It's horrible.

I have tried sticking to my family lately. But don't get much relaxed at all. 

The more I write this, it is turning out more ""r/depression-ish"". I need some encouragement right now. I don't feel like I'll make it to Friday.",3.850171919770776,4.9252589111747875,5.272165042979943,82.12806418338108,71.63610315186247,8.449329512893984,28.000114613180514,8.841846274778883,2.1083097077363897,1356,49,273,25,25,456,180,349,0.214,0.6729999999999999,0.113,-0.9907,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,4,2,19,22,1,1,9,0,31,4,3,3,5,64,57,23,1,6,15,0,10,6,3,1,1,0,0,1,15,17,0,1,13,1,1,4,12,8,0,2,5,10,39,14,42,46,15,39,0,1,0,0,14,19,1,9,22,189,54,6,0.1608302226843066,0.0,0.078473548650673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430793548714049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615173400709084,0.09084618656521504,0.15950036453282107,0.0,0.0,0.19852435446915684,0.07158649808816962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183425689352483,0.0,0.0,0.17762434516595665,0.06842733689935948,0.09060029304944717,0.0,0.0,0.08779247425439415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198856539955293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420492296954572,0.0,0.0,0.0518610942395114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345818966440949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229257843334364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309030633068479,0.0,0.053113422628514574,0.0,0.06775319958107706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161642042349702,0.0,0.3252823719867176,0.2872428580526666,0.0,0.08809082381573975,0.07349795492415223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242570310892783,0.0,0.12604072999485744,0.0,0.04570176094271383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407228924998874,0.0,0.08252910399723318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390055405484822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608603987666741,0.0,0.0,0.08393248373937665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554904860579244,0.0907117482296551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23572056886563764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673210398300795,0.0,0.0,0.05367771125446048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734307855334636,0.059626786124030676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546413452557328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544913606048823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601827267936254,0.09065595544577368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083939770165237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051515979472392164,0.0826801275776149,0.07940022109905884,0.0,0.0,0.13734813141099075,0.0,0.0,0.08050955498309313,0.3255375433446305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609463723476928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723063383236845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579029076622773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057270350509898,0.0,0.18392337613239604,0.0,0.0,0.05152675632816984,0.0,0.06384061595056773,0.04689069810480465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459658201477991,0.08746854935974173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270177721805865,0.0948618323065888,0.0,0.06450415175393351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170863175928826,0.1633308980207038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,72pointturn,2020/01/14,"Can anyone share their mental coping exercises when the anxiety comes on in a big wave? For example... look around and carefully, without rushing, notice 5 things you can see, 4 things you can touch, 3 things you can hear, 2 things you can smell, 1 thing you can taste....

I am asking for a young teen who sometimes feels overwhelmed with panic / anxiety when life gets unpredictable or rushed.  I want to help her to feel that she has tools to deal with the panic.",9.091046511627905,7.504743569767445,7.888023255813953,76.80319767441863,60.97674418604653,11.390697674418604,33.127906976744185,10.125756701596842,2.9543348837209304,361,10,69,6,4,110,64,86,0.115,0.7829999999999999,0.102,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,1,0,3,5,0,3,4,0,8,3,0,0,0,10,18,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,2,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,8,10,2,11,18,0,10,0,1,2,0,14,4,0,1,3,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651250941820278,0.0,0.0,0.12116489777998532,0.0,0.0,0.1542603843559459,0.16199807883642858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667560153243173,0.0,0.0,0.14926967973580835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786492212200618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752362004951087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053425796190226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530478365586432,0.0,0.11614927964849585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239631681581985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551575309799414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463051818125944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972861156570071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066252112575676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808570595804787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713832912225641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756142551553544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220797987841504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704055176510968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lumpyheadcarini,2020/01/14,"Has anyone had luck getting in to see a therapist ASAP? I've been trying to contact almost every therapist in my city and I'm getting desperate. Are same day appointments a thing with therapists? Also, how can I be seen urgently without being sent away as a ""crazy person""?",3.80294117647059,6.431963019607848,5.740941176470589,72.07023529411767,75.66666666666667,8.785882352941178,29.807843137254906,9.3871,3.5341654901960786,218,10,33,6,5,75,43,51,0.10400000000000001,0.836,0.06,-0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,7,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,8,7,1,5,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,1,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206604568377476,0.0,0.0,0.1762232081881202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408205605492625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070371136757176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211509571568615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566427463022747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302598337598938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241137634134695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559978075866925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7675709123955342,0.14639855197981688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961116020703644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242085894590645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hlaine98,2020/01/14,I want to drop everything and leave I want/need to move away but I have no friends anyway and the people I work with are the only form of socialization that I get and I’m scared to leave bc then I will literally have no one.,-0.6333035714285735,1.5663348958333358,1.5884523809523827,95.8875,95.875,5.242857142857143,15.190476190476188,6.868970318607317,-0.2995273809523811,177,4,42,3,7,59,33,48,0.264,0.631,0.105,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254244293391262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432042270780159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907038660731625,0.0,0.14138104925083245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573067726674624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28761253880762805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337038521765306,0.20580890579648656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760490167088645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27092493098124004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275849876477794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31922217649586554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700520341567385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CodStewart,2020/01/14,"i keep breaking down when i have an excess amount of work to do so I'm a junior in high school, and my workload had increased significantly. in addition, the end of the semester is coming up soon, and i a ton of make up work to do. whenever i run into a problem like this, i tend to shut down and don't do any of it, in lieu of spending 15 or so minutes crying my eyes out. I'm not really sure what to do about it, and i feel like I'll never be done with my work.",5.103495145631069,3.028426145631069,6.993514563106794,81.61337864077674,69.09708737864078,10.181747572815537,30.308737864077678,8.841846274778883,2.037572427184465,355,10,86,5,5,127,66,103,0.083,0.845,0.071,-0.2863,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,6,0,10,1,1,1,2,17,17,8,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,2,2,9,3,20,14,3,19,0,0,1,0,0,11,0,1,6,61,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532764568772226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094234503142116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670522029258109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879272147816364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532917394451248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292707330983503,0.17368256953565747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568660683439578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160932318838855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375490109109711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162282238811285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875065332462211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262978194376416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574673897149996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604700962684214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913454724990065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309754079230566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,liz1414,2020/01/14,"Today I finally told my bosses about my anxiety/panic disorder! To preface this, I have a type of panic/anxiety disorder (diagnosis has changed a few times) where sometimes I’m totally fine, and then I get episodes of panic that lasts a week or two, where I can’t eat, can’t sleep, I’m always shaking, I vomit and dry heave, have digestive problems, cry constantly, and amongst all these symptoms have multiple panic attacks a day. Basically for this period I can’t do anything, and then seemingly out of nowhere I get better for a while. I also live in a small town where people aren’t as progressive and forward thinking as other places, I sometimes feel like I live in the 60s here. 

Anyways, Last week I made a mistake at work, and the clients yelled at me-they called me every horrible name in the book and later called my two bosses to complain about me. It was an honest but stupid mistake that happened due to rushed work, it was relatively easily fixed. The clients had a right to be mad (though they crossed the line from being mad to being assholes about it) Being yelled at like that sent me into a huge episode of anxiety and panic as described above. I felt guilty, and stupid and ashamed etc. I cried a lot about it at work in the bathroom and ended up going home. I spent a couple days at home ‘sick’ and then decided, on the advice of my mom, to go into work and talk to my bosses and tell them about my anxiety. She thought it would be better than faking flus etc. 

To my surprise my one male boss that gets uncomfortable around any talk of feelings or emotion, told me he’s actually been on anxiety medication for 15 years. My other boss said that she was glad I told them the truth so that they could help find ways to support me. I was so shocked, I never told them because I didn’t want it to effect their opinion of me as a worker, I didn’t want them to see me as a liability, but they seemed to have at least kind of understand. 

I’m still in the doghouse at work to a degree, and my anxiety is telling me I am one small mistake away from getting fired. And I’m still in a pretty bad place (if anyone has advice on dealing with mistakes I’d love to hear it) But still, I thought it was cool that they were so understanding.",7.394828009828013,6.12013452702703,7.562440622440622,76.78964373464376,64.0900900900901,10.595249795249797,35.4971334971335,9.573946990214177,3.1283639639639644,1766,68,350,28,22,575,222,444,0.213,0.691,0.096,-0.9951,1,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,9,10,19,32,5,5,25,1,30,8,1,7,4,62,65,36,0,10,6,1,4,2,0,1,5,4,2,1,20,21,2,0,13,1,1,7,7,19,0,4,21,10,50,13,61,37,7,63,0,0,1,1,32,33,0,7,26,237,70,13,0.0,0.0,0.07062691074222198,0.0,0.0,0.14144672487670829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057877729473979726,0.06022124442656796,0.0,0.0,0.049217029555885305,0.0,0.2768308405184949,0.0,0.0,0.05060581775143727,0.0,0.059557910932365815,0.06442850231392,0.0,0.0823362542506413,0.06799807005899562,0.0,0.060429546566201975,0.04411872280271435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801843556791725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780457574386882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656244983326778,0.0,0.0,0.078210944576865,0.0,0.05778501726699285,0.08008082498856478,0.15899961690847442,0.09335091726647743,0.0746147613388408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658945160348278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405701287851252,0.0,0.08141138544696416,0.0641021788835554,0.0,0.16143302941703694,0.0,0.0,0.060978498635433385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318927666503304,0.051704239315937775,0.06949071131841958,0.07928254625693794,0.06614883092991658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512504113856791,0.0,0.08226400478540696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400038533500776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157113544237375,0.0,0.04851099110012565,0.0,0.14519471790100566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753667325389881,0.0,0.11798948523985647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071688852970118,0.0,0.12781572735765573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153007140401121,0.06532066293284987,0.06848234562363757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729095282487916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476394631954991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581954881358474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808544478586534,0.0,0.0,0.3396627523493734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017525104328008,0.0,0.15123155176382244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363071763964484,0.0,0.06925246413495417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180728656070419,0.06884456604889237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767297458114005,0.1317737526119467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242660278233405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316013565247654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733947120303585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212953757350494,0.0,0.07522464560234532,0.0,0.11634349780825813,0.12651671746671178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046374551458425235,0.0711074165778465,0.11491427524300063,0.042202056701052634,0.0,0.06860240697939674,0.27662711413605284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413984175965541,0.15068847010452568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853765157605577,0.05744737829818108,0.11610865181356192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26344688891857104,0.0,0.0,0.05141265099413672,0.0,0.0,0.04660669879189661
anxiety,Mazinnnnnnnnnnn,2020/01/14,"People that have had Anxiety/Agoraphobia/Panic Disorder: How have SSRI's helped you? I've seen many people on Reddit who've asked similar questions but mine is a bit different: to what extent have they brought you back to living your original life? For instance: say you were a person that used to be able to go up and down tall buildings and mountains and what not normally but your anxiety stopped you from doing that. Or you used to love flying but now dread the thought of it. Have SSRI's or other anxiety medications helped you return to the person that you were before? Can you know manage heights without a sweat, or hop on an airplane without a second thought, etc.? What about dependency? How long have you taken medications for? I know each person is different, but for you, are these medications a lifelong solution or do you plan to stop eventually?  


Asking because everything seems to have stopped working for me - CBT, ""herbal supplements"", and meditation. All the while my panic attacks have gotten to the point where they happen every day and almost for the entire day and they've become extremely debilitating. 

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15 M btw.

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Thanks in advance.",6.442733253588518,8.576336751196173,6.498633373205742,71.73637111244021,66.65550239234449,9.24413875598086,32.67972488038278,9.673873057562805,3.497710287081341,947,41,147,21,16,301,128,209,0.11900000000000001,0.812,0.069,-0.8466,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,13,2,3,6,5,1,2,11,0,17,6,1,6,1,36,34,17,0,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,10,7,0,3,6,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,9,2,19,2,24,24,5,23,0,0,1,1,25,9,0,8,11,106,29,2,0.10623060092053532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063746018434057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302016234294475,0.25816361527429704,0.0,0.0,0.16253223787653676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862254356735431,0.12085264449459145,0.0,0.08168477488422766,0.0,0.06475718832436847,0.11732335260229268,0.0903944171299114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159763027208063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701989871080086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197673586221328,0.1217494720425856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847520081756775,0.0,0.0,0.08950386296379961,0.0,0.09547321431868763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037329858829911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393936956208224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240826510414425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676312019140765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503381504227792,0.0,0.0,0.09380356684766286,0.09401073893261327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587726485035307,0.0,0.0,0.10770115578130357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321048463204201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040834340099106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463872151863635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729384599647796,0.27826938965556164,0.0,0.0,0.10042225463457967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900258504613265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447883763612309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670834933571076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664406171829991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780286479627938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867046211526945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834982628395105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480501687912386,0.0,0.07733714267050035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25816361527429704,0.0
anxiety,j_kyuu04,2020/01/14,"What's the best way to organize yourself without triggering your anxiety I used to plan everything beforehand. I will have tiny reminders, and lists so i can get everything done. I put deadlines for myself a little earlier than the actual so i have room to edit if there's need. I used to be very organized with my work until i had GAD and panic attacks.  Those little reminders can trigger my anxiety and sometimes spiral down to a full blown panic attack. After that, i just sort of let things loose (which helped) but i tend to forget a lot too, the small things especially (ie. Bring the papers to this person). I hate causing hassle and disappointment to people. i also started to procrastinate...which is BAAAD. I want to be more organized and thought of having a planner for 2020 but idk if my brain is ready for it. Any other ways to be more organized without ending up having anxiety attacks?",4.7280581693755375,6.928246275449108,5.666933276304532,75.67959580838324,71.27544910179641,8.60376390076989,29.293840889649267,9.23628265651192,2.9150858853721133,716,29,118,16,14,235,107,167,0.16,0.773,0.068,-0.9490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,6,8,4,2,8,0,15,1,1,5,0,24,25,13,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,0,17,1,24,17,5,15,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,4,4,93,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.1282660615478508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051121779636512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938341597947924,0.0,0.3016527376474468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485944639662146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793772127340476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673003164176285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502464678470205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345083166462878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641644715339546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23625882345967164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867175122079723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976936498945493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810117425221255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440586731934026,0.0,0.0,0.26347396242290233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174522349640947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746077691645036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30843203419565624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112364919918277,0.11476796410738675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213307336525562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299970972666497,0.0,0.0930336053322484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746452219039867,0.0,0.0,0.1043483379504082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704317642770794,0.0,0.1084514120798252,0.07752646484322377,0.2086612279404745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25340611328422025,0.0,0.09568957360163348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meap102,2020/01/14,"Sometimes I feel like I can't breath It happens throughout the day, it makes it really hard to do anything. It gets better when I take deep breaths but it keeps coming back. It's miserable.",1.4918918918918926,4.197063594594596,2.2851891891891896,91.85913513513515,88.72972972972973,5.122162162162162,23.616216216216216,6.742157984588678,0.9484962162162168,151,6,29,2,5,47,30,37,0.151,0.75,0.099,-0.4491,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,5,9,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,16,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27042336180551113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526857876244669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906345704323987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830739984719191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193044282141169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615836531227446,0.2347636778477779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716885468323006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905944665989889,0.0,0.2943758178147176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29208942503961793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054541229916627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935405109772432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210520130785148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250100998643095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470786949505531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wazowski_lover,2020/01/14,"Experiencing Physical Symptoms of Anxiety That Aren't ""Panic Attacks""? I am 22 years old and have been seeking therapy/taking anti-depressants for about 5 years now. While my issues have included anxiety, depression has always been the biggest problem. However, I've recently been experiencing feelings of extreme stress/worry over the past few months (since beginning graduate school in the fall). Today in class, I was sick to my stomach (nausea, not pain), dizzy, hot, and sweating. These symptoms lasted for over 4 hours and I could barely focus during lectures. Is it possible to have ""elongated"" panic attacks? I always thought these were short episodes lasting only several minutes, but whatever I experienced today was much longer.",8.530817263544536,11.008993743801653,8.377300275482098,58.94756657483933,61.97520661157025,11.328191000918276,41.543617998163455,11.20814326018867,5.923076400367309,597,34,73,18,9,192,92,121,0.11599999999999999,0.857,0.027000000000000003,-0.8088,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,2,3,0,14,6,2,0,0,9,17,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,7,5,7,0,11,9,2,21,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,14,48,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028693479343785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220914844114825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285273551659033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152831098749756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872459126215765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300757032277062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219437905410376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070491945914752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353931076657797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525016459414775,0.0,0.1061427518059602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151228525262625,0.0,0.0,0.10981457183324167,0.1536403992531492,0.33881947476631075,0.0,0.0,0.13783592829431596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277724493857396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816106336171385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256701806809938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612968383915728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631188143078667,0.0,0.11944032403129325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539745945470255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30015154427356544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462897863153515,0.0,0.0,0.2737283536648204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466343466483911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596395508235591
anxiety,yusukekitagawafan,2020/01/14,Need some advice or an outside perspective. I had an issue at work and instantly ran to managment. Would prefer to talk through pms,3.3724999999999987,6.4701279166666685,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,82.33333333333334,8.200000000000001,28.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.2671833333333336,106,5,17,3,3,34,22,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,12,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47263145449752897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048201878405889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35863117627891783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887512887864809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35211359301804945,0.0,0.0,0.34358145853307026,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PopcornAndPornLuver,2020/01/14,What to do when you can't focus on anything? I cant relax and do anything right now. Game. Watch tv. Anything I try to do isnt calming me down. Anyone have any tips?,-1.8141666666666687,0.010790361111110869,0.8444444444444449,99.695,103.72222222222223,2.4000000000000004,17.11111111111111,3.1291,-1.0648555555555554,127,4,29,0,6,43,28,36,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.6154,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369541297847612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364041502590314,0.0,0.8602201159307572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29756960006534444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365708642436294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IMadeAnUhOh,2020/01/14,"I'm not really sure what to do anymore, so I'm now asking the lovely members of Reddit for help. I'm not sure what started it, but it happened about a month or two ago. Out of nowhere, I'm seriously scared to drive. Whether this be by myself, or as a passenger with someone else. This is seriously hindering my ability to function. Everytime someone in my household mentions going somewhere, I start panicking.

Last week my gf had a doctor's appointment and I (unwillingly) was going to drive. We pulled out of my driveway, we got barely around the block and I had to turn around and send someone with her  because I just couldn't do it. This is pretty much what happens everytime I'm told we have to go somewhere.

And what else doesn't help is that I'm scared to be home by myself, I just don't like it and my friends and family live 15 minutes or more away, and I dont want to be an inconvenience to them to ask to come over. 

I'm 22 years old, I should not be acting like a child, but unfortunately it's what has happened.

Unfortunately, I don't have insurance so I can't afford a counselor/therapist. I am going crazy trying to figure out how to comfort myself in a car but nothing is working.

I appreciate any help you guys can offer.",3.670428692699492,5.119905508064517,5.249719864176573,80.67286926994908,72.54838709677419,8.124278438030561,29.181663837011882,8.6894789155246,2.27215806451613,978,40,192,18,19,331,134,248,0.126,0.736,0.138,0.6356,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,1,1,1,9,11,0,2,9,0,25,2,0,1,2,38,49,18,0,3,12,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,2,14,18,0,1,1,0,0,11,9,4,0,1,5,0,25,7,32,38,2,29,0,0,0,1,20,9,0,3,11,131,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817572720109772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298726583823085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102487977650653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172721636121168,0.2281705263263233,0.0,0.1146549063889561,0.0,0.0,0.07439075886354993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512143611366784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490691149480924,0.0,0.0,0.14302287212093664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388740034129355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504274054572565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428312150265378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774188079064075,0.0,0.09760169208413157,0.0,0.0,0.1208327895386592,0.3237426378311605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539033851672865,0.0,0.12240999468563875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947395104978574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923924057633604,0.0,0.10775820727348458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101403979161858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740632888534352,0.0,0.08970898937641729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709485940719976,0.0,0.12805409466839662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124152391839955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817806862669954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24435453150789235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101968912029161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275250566321732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300310937865403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169081337664435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660866201201965,0.0,0.08285303665481285,0.13273788685680238,0.11920942990745005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197878126429992,0.0,0.09788826795438373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884216378851335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858585813460528
anxiety,0bl1gat0rythr0waway,2020/01/14,"Really weird question to calm my anxiety. I know this is going to sound weird, because it is, but I'm just worried. 

Ok, so I got a package of spaghetti out and opened a I was walking into my bedroom to grab something and I slipped a bit and spilled like a quarter of the box onto my bed which my dog frequently plays on. No biggie I picked it up and brought it back into my kitchen and asked my dad if it was still ok to make, and he said it is. So I put it in the pan and now I cant get it out of my head that it might have something on it that could be not the best thing to eat. Is it safe to eat?",3.0785074626865665,2.57347487313433,4.591753731343285,91.97554104477614,72.65671641791045,7.5955223880597025,28.690298507462693,6.6274283507984215,1.0767194029850748,459,16,116,3,8,155,81,134,0.10300000000000001,0.777,0.12,0.5195,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,7,2,11,4,1,2,0,23,20,11,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,15,12,3,1,2,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,5,3,14,7,18,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,3,5,84,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630856040251136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929878474504545,0.0,0.0,0.16392576667490544,0.0,0.12995532838069973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237240420938515,0.0,0.23274232397131805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021052327368025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362820506185955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138013314232063,0.0,0.12115769764691925,0.0,0.17050316650984065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878886114916904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716065829806445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041512070967436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230234845214199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615512768647325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430936363639952,0.23881549551469244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365714873158749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278733425982454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282397773494031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024946409672398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163034816014086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649926775903736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bit_of_a_witch,2020/01/14,"How do I deal?? I've suffered/dealt with/whatever you want to call it with depression & anxiety for my entire adult life (currently 29), and have been on some form of antidepressants almost consistently since I was eighteen. The type has varied over the years, most recently being a high dose of Effexor. Which I hated. It helped at first, when things were really dark, but once I managed to make some major lifestyle changes, I found it to be more of a hindrance than a help. So I've recently been tapering down (slowly...started tapering two months ago and am now taking 75mg/day), and of course I'm dealing with some unpleasant side effects, the main one being random mood swings. While on Effexor I felt...nothing. Empty. Emotionless. Or anger. Like, burning uncontrollable rage. And I'm a pretty calm person for the most part. 

Now I feel it all. Overload. And it changes so suddenly. I'll be filled with excitement and love for life and my family and pets and the potential the future holds, and then suddenly the day is awful and nothing is right and I hate everything and everyone and just want to eat potato chips and if someone talks to me I feel like I may fly off the handle. Is this normal? Is this my body suddenly learning to cope with regular emotions after a decade on different antidepressants that, presumably, dulled these feelings for me to different extents? 

Or is this a sign that I'm going to need to go from Effexor to something new? 

Because my ultimate goal is to try to live without the meds for a while. I've been on them for so long that I just want to see if I can live without them. And I feel like every time I see a doctor for something, they just throw a new medication at me and send me on my way without really listening, or helping, or solving the issue. Because if things were solved, would I really still need meds? I don't know. 

And then I express this to my Dad, whom I've been living with for about a year while I sort out my mental/physical health, and he (gently) says that everyone deals with anxiety/sadness/emotions, it's part of the human experience, and I should try to deal with it a while longer before turning to a new medication. Which is a thought I myself have had, but when stated by someone who *doesn't* deal with anxiety disorders or massive depressive disorder as I do, it just sounds...condescending. And I know it's not meant to be. It's meant to be supportive, because he *knows* my goal is to try to be medication free. But I just get frustrated. And it triggers my anxiety. And then I spiral. 

And then here we are. 

Apologies for my novel. It's all over the place. I feel all over the place right now. ARGH!   


Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you <3",4.1728799926880535,6.033158545105567,5.124632574718948,80.41575975687779,71.99424184261036,8.800676354994975,28.719541175395303,9.362217197678863,2.648999415044328,2146,85,402,50,42,701,254,521,0.111,0.772,0.11599999999999999,0.3893,3,0,2,0,0,0,89.0,1,2,3,4,17,21,6,1,26,1,38,11,1,4,3,95,72,50,0,12,20,1,5,3,0,4,8,2,1,3,27,34,1,1,15,1,1,5,6,10,0,3,12,9,46,11,64,48,15,59,0,3,2,1,30,19,0,17,36,277,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758561065395079,0.06130912354426781,0.0,0.06925708954168254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493844475189572,0.0,0.04703343962198445,0.0,0.15872928627168098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648398149167062,0.0,0.05885290410252725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682487360717889,0.0,0.0,0.0706234981248579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463312757408624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920925887906837,0.356521808000855,0.11914055845801348,0.0,0.0,0.14452192915759182,0.15853434825201435,0.07079160423975847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077135851628277,0.0,0.15559888585368803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827309286417435,0.13217706135381793,0.062159545966013835,0.06765501319194159,0.06520103701154012,0.0,0.17485530191804902,0.09882060091844773,0.06640764801484872,0.0,0.0,0.05883029755669494,0.0,0.07583402711931196,0.0,0.0,0.03613498801076053,0.0,0.07861423448450293,0.0,0.0,0.07625282118413239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365689490859477,0.0,0.07351739105385076,0.0,0.0,0.1390761769756714,0.07307486092925879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721885527105279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403108068268453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770421805549127,0.10136913595546056,0.0,0.1832174762372712,0.0612073751751425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242261030060106,0.0,0.046167063282737265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364974721435778,0.20902435147146253,0.06970037445326094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055205514269605085,0.0,0.0,0.10256747331437736,0.0,0.2003951402504537,0.0,0.0,0.06776538369226383,0.1327281708668159,0.0,0.0,0.07365669470046315,0.04686686586695718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979430412528313,0.0,0.0,0.0603907565092625,0.14452192915759182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036397652758196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329234105995804,0.0,0.13658089909110913,0.0,0.0,0.11813022065261783,0.0,0.05500146013383112,0.0,0.0,0.11022844703385523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721262556019495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172037388785211,0.10649062884508828,0.0,0.0,0.04895416460939928,0.0,0.055233928802299034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848573311923975,0.0,0.0,0.05200222055856373,0.055590868942646816,0.0,0.0636763066300388,0.0,0.0,0.09189809328360256,0.0,0.0,0.05490796249912519,0.04032969692977278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408720937233355,0.07522984790460609,0.06756252862761827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238298111632237,0.05489863616333799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001296099040455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826329781211812,0.0,0.0,0.08907784047062874
anxiety,goldenbrain8,2020/01/14,"At my wits end, what to do waiting for dr appt? I’ve been anxious since I was in the womb. I don’t remember the last time I’ve ever been able to just be in the moment and not think ahead and really relax. Even at massages I’m told my shoulders are like a seal’s, that’s where I hold a lot of my tension so naturally it’s always an activated muscle. I just moved and got insurance recently post grad school, and am waiting for a psychiatry appt after needing to wait for my previous doctor to refer me to this one. In the meantime, I am dreading so many things. My job stresses me out, but my field is so specific I can’t just up and leave as I please. My manager is inconsistent and  constantly vapes in the flammable chemical store room and doesn’t hold herself to the same standard of others, I feel like I’m walking on eggshells. I’ve got 90k in student loans I’m paying off and am going to teach night classes at the local college to supplement paying it off faster. I have no family here or anywhere close, all I have in this city is my dog and a young relationship (which I’m fortunate to have found a great guy). 

While I wait for my appt, I don’t know what else to do. I take hot showers, work out, eat well, but I’m still at a 9/10 on a good day for anxiety. What else is there TO do?",3.311596491228073,4.133903559259263,4.898771929824561,85.25131578947371,72.66666666666667,8.350877192982457,27.543859649122812,8.6894789155246,1.8437777777777784,1011,36,221,18,19,342,154,270,0.052000000000000005,0.846,0.102,0.951,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,13,9,0,3,15,0,22,5,2,0,2,37,41,17,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,11,12,1,6,6,1,4,3,6,3,1,1,7,2,25,6,38,33,3,40,0,0,0,1,4,21,0,2,17,143,36,12,0.15230699091676342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673161750140147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651443116875748,0.1720635472745749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458974913121774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822540909832887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589265900310742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584807518981536,0.2544658946094923,0.0,0.13489878684229206,0.0,0.0,0.10059733105908013,0.1377703930240027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435814760612591,0.0,0.07701099092054932,0.10880814474331152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166996754170232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865595728539797,0.12774787782474153,0.2436276282890897,0.16791899517664371,0.0,0.15080786667859647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114118713065336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370393903593135,0.12415052574044695,0.0,0.1612711119874476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881900487731398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948595712789507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441538326210258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187822763704415,0.0,0.11293370388990565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292979341686166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320715878110542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671873390956319,0.0,0.0,0.14586799575733506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975717584246735,0.0,0.15038477907801076,0.16352070894444015,0.1725341302352424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414280608993447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125989916783363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163255968908795,0.0,0.17446714350354567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451590233051365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118599707654603,0.09759216989271284,0.0,0.0,0.08881143122394064,0.0,0.0,0.1455358567936717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694227616844756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088130335491073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sarahsheep,2020/01/14,I don’t like people I wrote down a list of my problems on a piece of paper in an attempt to solve them all in a logical way and realised 99% of my problems are caused by people. If I became a billionaire I would buy myself an island and live there by myself with my pet animals.,10.723050847457626,4.921788508474577,11.115000000000002,67.91622881355934,62.22033898305085,13.833898305084743,41.364406779661024,10.125756701596842,4.08604406779661,218,7,45,3,2,76,42,59,0.09699999999999999,0.826,0.077,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,4,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,11,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34642744053059665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475322819078267,0.0,0.2977796977999436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46758474568299896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6453658956789687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676769643717365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23955805741007674,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hippityhoppity445,2020/01/14,"I have a high school interview tomorrow I just did a bunch of applications and the ssat, but its the second time I’ve done the ssat. The previous time I flunked it. I’m fucking scared for what’s going to happpen. Sorry if this is kinda a first world problem, not as bad as the other things I mean. Just needed to get it out",2.0091542288557207,3.8403672537313436,3.735149253731347,88.17247512437812,77.95522388059702,6.854726368159205,23.106965174129357,7.793537801064563,1.0604248756218912,254,8,54,4,6,85,50,67,0.19,0.7559999999999999,0.055,-0.8507,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,10,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,2,0,4,0,7,8,1,8,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,2,4,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23367084695236456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28639325493621565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23804819919376866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587254367117463,0.14621494673829105,0.0,0.15905050396862158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295686742596894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048488489008122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075121436774366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26778757855190805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801880065497106,0.2832325782510421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132796023316059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592610036028134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263764463849915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,what_a_queen_,2020/01/14,Long term or short term? I'm going to start seeing a therapist soon but I was wondering if people with anxiety prefer long term therapy or just 5 to 6 short term visits.,2.938137254901964,4.935020852941179,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,75.76470588235293,9.239215686274509,23.098039215686285,9.725611199111238,2.417874509803922,135,4,25,4,3,47,26,34,0.068,0.932,0.0,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,5,4,12,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,8,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483358410861132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844908318490911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5745625908797704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250528363494849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868264214565684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297699547795199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712348929146545,0.3769125276329569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520399868443934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cld-cactus,2020/01/14,"im scarred all the time im a 26 year old male. recently i had my heartbroken and i guess its kinda made me alot less confident in myself. 

im just gunna get down to it, im  incredibly insecure and anxious person and i owe it all to the fact that i had my heartbroken, I've never been heatbroken before so this is a first for me. And it really has an effect on my confidence.  In the past i was great to be around and i was generally funny and great at carrying conversations but recently my lack of confidence has manifested itself in my ability to communicate and establishing meaningful human connections. I feel like the best way to get over heartbreak would be just to date someone new, but the fact that im unable to communicate well makes me extremely uncomfortable to be around and i can sence the vibe that generally nobody likes to  talk to me anymore, Even my own mom. Im closed off and i never know what to say or how to respond in a conversation, I often find myself looking away or just at my phone screen during conversations and have long quiet pauses in between sentences just thinking of what to say and i just cant stand it. Why am i so bad at talking to people and how can i fix this lack of confidence. Theres this scene in the movie ""Manchester by The Sea"" where th nephew invites his uncle into his girlfriends house to have chat with the girlfriends mom while he makes out with his girlfriend up stairs. And the uncle just sits in the living room giving one word replys and just is unable to connect to this women, the nephew tells him that the mom actually has an interest in him but he messes it by establishing this lack of interest and this generally uncomfortable atmosphere. I suggest watching the scene to get some context on how a realy uncomfortable evening can llok like. This is the best example i know that i can relate to. I wanna be better and more than anything i wanna be happy and regain who i once was.  

i dont shy away from talking to people because i feel like it'll just fuel my insecurities even more, i think that if talk enough ill eventually get the hang of it and my anxiety will go away. But so far nothings changed, im just so damn uncomfortable to be around and it makes me to wanna avoid others, how do i create meaningful relationships and connect to others?",4.93963390868597,6.251606100222716,6.176174136971046,75.77368214086863,69.28953229398664,9.443234966592428,29.176016146993323,9.751328689232952,2.7976842427616933,1845,68,342,43,32,620,214,449,0.12,0.718,0.162,0.9648,1,1,0,1,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,27,20,1,3,23,0,31,1,0,9,6,85,50,36,0,8,16,5,2,4,3,3,1,3,1,4,28,28,0,1,10,1,1,2,4,7,1,2,7,8,44,13,64,34,14,48,0,1,3,0,36,30,1,8,17,258,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.07484516541431085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586729614325408,0.08664572939093854,0.07606277129280485,0.0,0.0,0.06311505980678367,0.20482965469133346,0.0,0.0,0.216177944692841,0.0,0.06403875464930034,0.04675375251919731,0.0,0.06526346058200609,0.0,0.16097744705024147,0.06783222489465365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811352098240666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988826125557259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924845796549215,0.0,0.15197284833061828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775605709067691,0.10958464142221183,0.0,0.0,0.07009962832698477,0.06523839161667089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028397589781898,0.07357470892431668,0.043588647592699016,0.0,0.0,0.16911732956959322,0.08449034395600799,0.0,0.0,0.08164533586579842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849798972576121,0.0,0.0,0.579921116417031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430128246849887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988103440935951,0.0,0.0677248173260058,0.06787439257223392,0.06440612644145928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257251424841107,0.15358744113073525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694796438121918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830684141214674,0.07407439806072631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359279783710991,0.0,0.0804805535345816,0.08167975505185153,0.05197184233732624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321592297009567,0.10634402452474376,0.06696882366405661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913403396927133,0.0,0.15145798257565984,0.08234382773943882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198499564757835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498508195140731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24658443210465816,0.06703652012355997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982886250706514,0.0,0.0,0.04472261184044871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087847374549608,0.0,0.0,0.06895977440320847,0.0,0.06920707336679481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054483317019046726,0.0,0.0,0.049390325073486584
anxiety,missmisery8,2020/01/14,I have a panic attack every time I cook I feel like my oven or stove is going to blow up. I know it's rare but I always feel like it is going to happen.,-1.7533333333333303,-0.14209299999999914,2.0144444444444467,96.65000000000002,90.11111111111113,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.004366666666667,116,0,29,0,4,43,26,36,0.12300000000000001,0.731,0.146,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,3,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253101374291314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34604763324423393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562840066460046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30760417994840783,0.4346112124437427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457439789588277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689845691119221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716887562297789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972130822420648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568886288958413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736927641840694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MorganFadden,2020/01/14,"Anyone else with me here? It’s like in class/workspace I really wanna talk to someone but just as I’m about to say something I start sweating and my heart rate climbs really high, it’s like wherever I am I feel people are watching me, when I’m outside I’m worried shitless about everything including the impossible and when I’m home, I’m alone in my room, without my headphones/music I would just start thinking back to when I should’ve spoken to someone but didn’t and it just gets annoying and overwhelming 

It’s honestly not like I’m a very shy person because I can talk to people I’ve known for years really confidently and do whatever the fuck I want/gotta do but when I’m alone I just think of the worst like I’m just on the pavement thinking what if a car swerves and hits me or when I’m in a car while it’s raining that scares me to the extreme because I just can’t handle it but have to so I get to point B

First post, probably like 3rd year of this non stop every night, just really wanna overcome my social anxiety more than anything because i feel restricted, anyone here know anything to slowly overcome this?

P.s. if you do have anything to help overcome this and it involves talking to people, I might reply to your comment saying “I’ll try” but in reality I think I will until the opportunity is presented, before you learn how to run you need to learn how to walk, baby steps",4.694313909774436,5.605894375000003,5.750225563909776,80.08424812030078,69.53571428571429,8.609022556390977,30.451127819548873,8.841846274778883,2.4409642857142857,1115,44,214,19,19,370,148,280,0.127,0.767,0.107,-0.7013,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,3,20,12,2,2,9,0,14,3,2,2,0,44,37,26,0,6,17,0,2,5,0,3,0,2,2,1,12,8,0,2,10,0,0,6,4,5,0,1,1,5,27,7,32,32,2,31,0,1,1,1,14,8,1,4,21,132,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305710336767857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515326806274859,0.0,0.0,0.1556636809848085,0.1140521545783253,0.2748005286576203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559194930479751,0.0,0.20356402969964474,0.0,0.09471819417248614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929867756257798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378504271131057,0.0,0.10003992214599397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256524171048514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468181107074516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290602071724823,0.1163117050217646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319050897927647,0.07460999326161838,0.11760709130966625,0.11165487118019893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117408708206318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719067605624509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808429276618353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253633360426903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445863993749513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315088843173176,0.09719322246702904,0.0,0.0,0.10522568667096938,0.0,0.10660599223549973,0.0,0.12001301151188025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852369107293157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703931726634234,0.11144259015727452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346842321933916,0.1886283551530028,0.08569330786911915,0.0,0.0,0.1575742145518292,0.0,0.0,0.09306169899669442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684047694343468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28529658070125224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557344609268866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184394184491296,0.06565461889294574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730066066124967,0.0,0.0,0.11304259681949112,0.0,0.07907275149908331,0.0,0.0,0.14336237639971353
anxiety,Cable12341,2020/01/14,"I need advice on my social anxiety I lived with my social anxiety most of my life but now it's getting worse.  Today I started college and I moved in on Saturday and didn't finished until yesterday.  My friends and family say I'll do fine but my social anxiety isn't much help.  Normally I would just isolate myself or stick with a group of friends until I'm comfortable but now my friends are 2 hrs away and I know nobody here.  Yesterday I stayed in my room for 13 hours straight and didn't venture far outside when I finally left.  Today I made it around the campus but refused to talj to anybody and once I got some required stuff done I automatically went back to my room and isolated myself (still in here at the time of writing this).  I absolutely hate it.  I want to go outside and talk to other people and make friends and be normal but I just can't find the courage to do so.  So far I've been here for 2 days and haven't eaten anything except for a few snacks I have.  No matter how hungry I am i just can't seem to work up the courage to go down to the cafeteria and get some food.  My childhood was pretty messed up but is nowhere near some of the stories I've came across here.  In short, my step-dad always verbally and mentally abused me and my former schoolmates made it clear i wasn't welcomed there (I am a Filipino/Perto Rican mix and it was a predominantly white school). Last night it took me 3 hours to work up enough courage to step outside my dorm room only for me to go back in less than 30 seconds later.  I need some good advice on how to deal with this and hopefully bring it down enough to make some friends... Or at the very least eat some food so i don't waste my meal plan.",5.020377384383148,5.114664184438041,5.680798682585426,83.76477425552353,68.53890489913546,8.6844517634143,30.06847811170578,8.418075326091056,1.990806888980376,1340,47,282,18,21,436,178,347,0.131,0.742,0.127,0.1666,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,20,15,1,0,11,0,21,8,0,6,1,61,45,32,0,7,12,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,4,0,11,21,7,2,3,0,0,9,9,2,0,1,14,2,39,13,48,29,13,62,0,0,1,0,16,27,0,11,25,188,50,8,0.0,0.11359597317702537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737551090859972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977552291730683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003190341504308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889680018627683,0.08534890821027827,0.0,0.0,0.09007754070805726,0.14744362294007435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965524216021737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183132141037275,0.09884272003734992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981132184234514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810386657288413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812861692010852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038223893811702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502616885599364,0.0876278401094369,0.0,0.2318644034534465,0.0,0.3703632047994091,0.0,0.10018126306293257,0.0,0.1634635931601343,0.08041524250988341,0.07667984448967702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465652659503684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426286469334415,0.0,0.0,0.0952253199238421,0.18883475216319015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052690288646840264,0.07815076700408399,0.0,0.0,0.10416826240885488,0.0,0.06771921418972464,0.0,0.0,0.08465921440270388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143812818053312,0.12799436131523464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661925924269976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018997509325502,0.07047901740043867,0.142179914695808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997201515372978,0.18787391677599616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210354443643142,0.0,0.07291711386195814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646752201153297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753915015226453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076243497643778,0.0,0.09703042699371818,0.0,0.08728082690330566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931968872886613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786068451579252,0.10218979171303033,0.0765657477137481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097537204644799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706054120983634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590537315477685,0.0,0.1817562204926084,0.0,0.1065204424381712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910675969353367,0.05654944741270883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887691009649533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959600818308365,0.0,0.0977046229713605,0.0681067147761031,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustNecessary55,2020/01/14,"How do I even move forward at this point? I'm not even sure this is the right place to be asking- I have tons of problems, though anxiety is *pretty* high up there.

I'm 19 years old, living with my family still. I dropped out of school at the age of 16, though I really hadn't been ""engaged"" in school (or attending) since around 5th or 6th grade. I've been almost entirely isolated for at least 8 years, with a few (online) friendships in that time that have all faded away. My family interacts with me occasionally, but thanks to my childhood, which was not great, as well as political differences it feels like more of a chore to try and avoid bad things happening and can worsen my mood & anxiety a ton.

I suffer with motivation a lot, even if I 'want' to do something I tend to just let it fall through the cracks. Last year I tried to (start the process of) getting therapy, but when it turned out I had to call & everything to even set that up anxiety kicked in.

It just feels like a whole catch-22 situation here. I can't move out without getting a stable income, I can't get a stable income without learning how to deal with my anxiety, I can't learn how to deal with my anxiety without a stable income and... being able to deal with my anxiety. My family isn't a very helpful resource (I'd argue they're harmful the majority of the time), and I don't really have anyone else. I can't even go outside without feeling like I'm having a fever dream anymore, much less interact with other people & all the complex systems of the world I never learned.

I just feel like I'm breaking down more and more as each day goes by. In the past years I've had multiple suicide attempts, my sense of time & reality have deteriorated taking my memory with them, and I just really can't handle this for much longer. I hate having to rely on my family & the forced interaction that comes with it. I can't drive, so I can't really just up and leave easily, though I have considered just... walking away.

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I just don't know what I can do now? Maybe I've let myself deteriorate too long or maybe it's just a shitty mindset I can't rid myself of but everything just feels so unrealistic & out of reach now. Even when I try, like *really* throw myself at something, it just ends up looking like I'm slacking off.",4.735393717424987,5.6389388951965085,5.888092689111144,79.16233765319059,69.43668122270742,9.315790956472744,28.747992675024648,9.536714749202195,2.4850486547401047,1826,64,360,39,31,610,218,458,0.163,0.764,0.073,-0.9907,3,1,2,0,0,1,76.0,0,0,1,2,34,19,2,1,21,0,35,1,0,4,4,70,61,27,1,3,23,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,18,24,0,1,11,1,0,10,19,7,1,0,6,6,41,11,65,51,16,64,0,1,1,0,11,28,0,6,30,245,59,7,0.06150078977151643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061584157185497077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664525601587564,0.0747301911692847,0.0,0.0,0.28228761504087563,0.0,0.06099225769815736,0.043002782172831516,0.0630148269480082,0.0,0.054748741821261916,0.057494936440006375,0.0,0.11556403294508075,0.0,0.05135059056951129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279918255723521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297748473607525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03966292156923333,0.19021384129145025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425523553538709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137601824512432,0.0,0.0544714453360478,0.0,0.0,0.2437241496979448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105458885056442,0.0,0.2319098846658552,0.0,0.15548323600225428,0.1757447060048407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639487291238544,0.0,0.034952316113409244,0.0,0.0,0.06780483783995765,0.0,0.0,0.05438494528547468,0.0,0.0,0.06071929735153887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122268300283762,0.06497896102127314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033799225673823284,0.0501313520648519,0.0,0.0651204563550146,0.0,0.12577744869473115,0.0,0.18027707614487334,0.0,0.05430632411495005,0.05442626363080192,0.051645174038369365,0.0,0.0,0.05228577217468863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357161918694486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307312131448036,0.09042031370726218,0.0,0.04743320047521899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453473331881987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058709462796327765,0.04263690395596916,0.0,0.06425523553538709,0.0,0.058138125146095176,0.0,0.0,0.06256841313066187,0.0,0.058847949948258274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969949037267918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252133843026875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244841652384755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087408883062395,0.06912946448526447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469262524569877,0.0,0.0,0.04353057554310709,0.0,0.04911461015534182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727188202793839,0.0,0.05796376652770373,0.0,0.04624094004045662,0.0,0.0,0.05662166432991795,0.0703315129507047,0.0,0.04085839196591341,0.0,0.18127264108184926,0.0,0.10758481527606427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252649977109796,0.06689519887505435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050744592445253055,0.03627475923775885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055296595952521566,0.0,0.0,0.06866343546007665,0.0,0.2371382667157636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747301911692847,0.15841796892103593
anxiety,fiery_fox13,2020/01/14,"Every time things go well.... ugh New relationship. He’s like a dream. I’m falling so hard. And I am constantly terrified that it’s going to fall apart. I cannot stop panicking over everything. When I’m with him I feel safe and calm, but otherwise I think myself to death.",1.0054761904761909,3.556553462962963,2.9333862433862454,87.77166666666668,88.44444444444444,7.530158730158732,20.67724867724868,8.418075326091056,1.5816804232804236,213,7,44,6,7,71,45,54,0.225,0.595,0.18,-0.669,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,5,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,2,6,4,4,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407267811340835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656534538848443,0.0,0.28337088810910305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594249167205761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583839794465513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28244644891313203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403942460292366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30451825209366634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33851369906994283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263604526352496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947099841708847,0.2020312084255295,0.0,0.0,0.18385369227775825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834921445979643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CosmicPurpleWizard,2020/01/14,"School today In past semesters I’ve stopped going to classes because I would have panic attacks and be throwing up before class because I was so nervous to go. My best friend has been helping me take steps to organizing myself so I’d be less anxious. (Helped me figure out exactly how many classes, a degree plan, getting my supplies in order.) This morning I woke up for my first class and I threw up 2-3 times but I pushed through it and I went to class and I made it through. First day down. You guys can do it. :-)",1.7259929390997328,4.102105941747574,2.7258958517210954,92.19692850838484,81.81553398058253,4.5221535745807575,26.839364518976172,5.565023196281405,0.7613766990291264,404,18,81,2,11,128,73,103,0.086,0.823,0.091,0.3561,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,4,5,1,2,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,12,17,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,3,0,2,6,0,14,2,14,8,2,22,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,54,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343740142865223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23601898824448914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529349048801212,0.0,0.17653563944069764,0.0,0.2177195041231132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379640138752974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35293565733187576,0.0,0.0,0.1602853145564527,0.0,0.108390797564527,0.0,0.2358118832961161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542087885149726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781160047270403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630640322181608,0.0,0.21033480836576146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341300160983814,0.0,0.0,0.198046803885394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996352108814906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173448266020589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598627457107972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097327981545175,0.0,0.19665056218279187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232017796338405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473756850009808,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jess1ortiz,2020/01/15,Does everyone feel this wAy? Or is it anxiety? Whenever I’m about to speak in class or have to speak my I can physically feel my heart beating out of my chest.  I’ve always been nervous when it comes to public speaking but sometimes it’s so frustrating cause when I talk I feel like I don’t say what I was planning to say at all. My throat gets dry and it feels shaky..,0.5867388167388192,2.8858358701298705,2.305108225108224,93.77448773448776,86.40259740259741,6.01962481962482,21.542568542568546,7.3871296695380915,0.7360083694083692,290,10,65,5,9,95,56,77,0.135,0.8220000000000001,0.042,-0.7288,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,2,0,0,6,3,3,1,1,13,13,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,9,9,1,9,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766671343430415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909244864503978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563826691569275,0.0,0.21498709531137594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840510132183447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384799757397015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047712543434606,0.17829670495192482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039283784790634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957480329506489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219299265989946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969447268388776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468364374470073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059924076089927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810132387993773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,filmkritter,2020/01/15,"Trivialized My GF Anxiety and feel terrible What's worse is I try hard to educate myself and approach anxiety with an open mind. Things MAKE me anxious, but my gf has BAD anxiety.  And a classmate asked her to hang out on the weekend but didn't specify a time and still hasn't and she's having second thoughts about having time to hang out or even wanting to hang out with her.  And so I just told her she doesn't have to and should just make something up or just say ""I'm sorry I have too much to catch up on"" and she said she'd rather hang out with someone she doesn't want to that have to say that to the person. I couldn't get my head around it and unintentionally made her feel like her anxiety was no big deal. Anyway long story short I feel like a dick. And today sucked lol.",2.7685470085470096,4.255450802469138,3.8379012345679016,89.74209401709405,74.92592592592592,7.206837606837608,22.95536562203229,7.882392219407189,0.8792482431149096,618,17,137,9,13,200,92,162,0.20199999999999999,0.738,0.059000000000000004,-0.9557,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,0,6,1,15,2,2,3,0,39,30,15,0,5,8,0,4,2,2,1,0,3,0,1,5,19,0,0,4,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,6,7,20,2,22,21,1,24,0,0,0,1,19,12,2,2,8,93,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475107395976488,0.17540458951753635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821824324061627,0.14515126458819144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963929730216422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007078950590853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025506787490544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355190532460976,0.22184185165506487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111924614237212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908641469834834,0.0,0.1593460788746812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170869644607585,0.0,0.0,0.13740411733587293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691493927604204,0.20728039920686345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677279361639015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413720661092562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557089435148315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476920095018972,0.24694498204662385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155503109703345,0.11953012867429612,0.0,0.173805795780978,0.0,0.0,0.12399435872483774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315077518314544,0.0,0.0,0.12326259867074822,0.1810718526387385,0.0,0.14717250648741784,0.14836179786669465,0.0,0.10541434285178697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315794405606592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822769882792595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roseswithluv,2020/01/15,"Social anxiety - when you have built yourself to high I hate it. Four years ago I would live at home. Have no friends or social life.  It was like that for years because I felt ugly and that people would secretly think badly of me. 

Now I have three super close friends (I feel I can almost tell them everything), and a group of friends and acquaintances.  I have built a social life from almost nothing. 

I have a clear career path goal that is kind of ambitions but the anxiety is almost gone. I thought. 

I felt a terrible need to just hide today. To just give up. But then the fear of failure struck me, and what all those people around me would think if I caved into that need, and how badly they would judge me. So now I just feel caged in this bad cycle. It's horrible.",1.9430921052631585,4.333366861842109,2.709736842105261,92.55565789473684,81.03947368421052,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.42945263157894775,601,16,124,8,16,188,92,152,0.263,0.677,0.06,-0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,9,12,1,1,6,0,13,2,0,1,2,35,25,13,0,7,7,0,4,1,3,4,2,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,5,4,19,6,14,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,5,9,84,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755660239488243,0.0,0.36449993796517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564265528517052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108014322240984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039302303136753,0.07396499639948087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904852628802678,0.0,0.0,0.13653617409023772,0.12270175202525856,0.0,0.23300222154880884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28123052576733004,0.0,0.0,0.11639607063508844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979368899082543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281976206421315,0.12170940254542907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635225470633812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140570809350444,0.059278397845642435,0.0,0.10714147206936364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799374759933856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642468751175675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823752035409925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710587953348544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605257765217704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549378194778252,0.0,0.0963268360306496,0.0,0.0,0.11501186940331412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34477304002418946,0.0,0.0,0.15627217151092293
anxiety,nebulochaotic_,2020/01/15,"Acne and hyperpigmentation from picking my face has crushed my self-confidence \[Trigger warning; There's mention of skin picking in this post\]

I started getting acne back in high school (maybe even earlier) and, almost from the beginning, I picked at it. I'm a freshman in college now and I still have problems. I've tried everything. Making my nails so short that I can't use a nail file anymore to make them shorter. Stress balls. Dermatologist and prescribed medication. In short, I've lost hope. 

I've tried to strut my confidence, but I've been falling short because my self-confidence has plummeted. The main thing that makes me want to hide in my dorm room all day is my face. I have dark marks all over my face and bits of acne here and there. I look in the mirror and think ""if only I didn't have all of this, I might be attractive then"". I can see bits of my skin not covered in scars and acne and I touch it and try to imagine what I would look like with clear skin. When I walk around campus, I can only think about people staring at me. I'm really tall for a female (around 6 feet), have short hair (above my ears), and acne. I think that because of my face, people pity me because of how bad it makes me look and because it must mean that I don't do anything to try and help it. 

I've never had a relationship and I can only think that it's because of my face because how can you look past it? It's literally one of the first things you see. 

I hate myself. There's no sugar-coating it. I don't like my face, how tall I am (I could go on for hours about how I hate my height), my body, my mental illnesses, my personality. I act like I'm ok when I'm really not because whenever I look in the mirror, I just see everything I hate about myself and I've hated myself for years. I avoid looking into reflective surfaces.

 I literally have no hope that my face will get better because I can't stop picking. Nothing I've tried gives me the same satisfaction. Nothing helps my anxiety like it does.

I don't know what my point is here, but thank you to anyone who reads this.",3.2301554928762566,4.728783205250596,4.428643957474506,85.92609604397195,73.74940334128878,7.274491936067115,25.58479785926087,7.898369717300924,1.3438044550517096,1629,54,338,23,33,535,190,419,0.131,0.752,0.11699999999999999,-0.7825,0,1,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,3,1,3,22,20,4,2,10,1,29,16,14,14,6,64,68,26,0,8,6,0,5,4,0,4,2,1,2,1,24,19,0,2,8,2,0,4,11,10,0,2,4,16,61,10,38,58,7,46,0,2,10,0,11,26,0,5,19,210,85,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659046931189159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851218317884424,0.0,0.07585434071011066,0.05348134031311946,0.0,0.06294210911791558,0.1361789142521068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881361843524537,0.06386327281081745,0.3730050864873356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676463480205938,0.16700752436226793,0.0849595783383195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061068476131240015,0.0,0.0,0.04932765042343915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693410328516082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051880186160208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374827856398956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505962247971228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799223793156379,0.07337309624058183,0.043469204045452695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020594706807383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253496294420987,0.08081249054083729,0.0,0.1519372766267756,0.07532407871959194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042035138175866654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947032374492036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38537782748689264,0.0,0.08349436396102274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422209867473687,0.0,0.07684125869134488,0.08331653459271733,0.0,0.07705239171304322,0.07708069204058765,0.08114039456228217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058991325876545535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678227117066636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182942678766976,0.17451494584419702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301529344756086,0.10605261590761078,0.06678531272037942,0.0,0.0,0.07230473701930511,0.0,0.07325319964290121,0.0,0.0,0.0731875259899025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650748603502751,0.0,0.09799878941617833,0.0,0.0,0.08211818552702281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740871251022985,0.18285020087574247,0.0,0.15958480128084002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413774195562877,0.0,0.06108244739856731,0.063946379305331,0.08761535680145424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041875772020934,0.0,0.0,0.10162884608691168,0.196038580433442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596475403606005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606002666634746,0.0,0.0,0.04511388904499139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054334019414970784,0.0,0.0,0.04925498351204262
anxiety,byrneka8,2020/01/15,"Unresolved conflict Does anybody get major physical anxiety from unresolved conflict? To be clear, I’m not afraid of conflict itself. In fact, I’d love to address it head on, but that’s just not an option in this situation.

How do you deal with anxiety surrounding a conflict that cannot be resolved in the near future? I can’t have these stomach problems forever!",4.891393034825871,7.438485029850748,5.8485820895522425,73.02023631840798,71.83582089552239,9.242786069651741,36.53980099502488,9.725611199111238,4.348335323383084,295,17,46,8,6,97,53,67,0.24100000000000002,0.698,0.061,-0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,6,3,2,1,2,17,9,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,10,7,1,7,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,3,1,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251102609366124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35383500554866915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003458641613039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931334628564832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522330393747468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30976092017942736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32840614366067755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857830368754485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maverick_Chaser,2020/01/15,Talk me off this emotional ledge I’m on right now. Okay so I have severe anxiety about when I don’t hear from a loved one for a while. I always assume the worst like they are dead or just something horrible. Idk why my mind always goes there but it does and quick. So my gf is out of town for work. She travels a lot as a medical consultant so she’s constantly working at hospitals and such. She is in Arizona working and had to drive back to a different city to stay near the airport for her flight back home in the mornings she usually checks in every couple of hours throughout the day but sometimes she’s busy and can’t text much so I understand if I don’t hear from her for a bit. Well last tome she texted was 6 1/2 hours ago and she never goes that long without texting me anything. My mind is going off the walls worrying about what happened. I’m scared she maybe got in a wreck on the drive. I’m fucking googling Arizona news to see if there have been any hospital shootings. Who the fuck does this? I know she just probably is busy or driving but I literally can’t shake the panic that something bad has happened and I have no reason to think that. Help.,2.6298950766747358,4.587541101694917,3.4928571428571438,90.03680790960453,76.54237288135593,6.8681194511702985,25.644874899112192,7.793537801064563,1.3462552865213886,924,34,193,14,21,294,143,236,0.16899999999999998,0.777,0.054000000000000006,-0.9825,1,0,2,1,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,17,11,2,3,15,1,16,4,0,1,1,27,32,20,1,2,10,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,8,7,0,0,5,1,1,6,7,7,1,1,4,3,25,4,28,28,4,36,0,0,1,3,20,14,2,6,16,127,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516377983141148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974295441015455,0.0,0.0,0.08067664326580988,0.0,0.0907563222202396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762743459540596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244773705785305,0.09905622129227312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951993816312335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820352085542006,0.0,0.0,0.131268632185496,0.0,0.07651049564350591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394951566846235,0.0,0.0,0.20763857081535905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344968927924014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995606451034307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935439912265364,0.0,0.0,0.067423652215268,0.0,0.09488415861007196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098190932341371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267423103517409,0.0,0.07951930376073903,0.0,0.11900172121194795,0.0,0.2336654005311381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519931982713285,0.09670428808593318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795962535996368,0.0,0.0,0.10498925045518948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086020358348967,0.10707374802731423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191859482030394,0.0,0.0,0.11951342968651132,0.0,0.0,0.2395773636581376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721121319704192,0.0,0.09149950469437734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039091865115718,0.0,0.0,0.1391939484627873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790982414635416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197771052836963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131461516635454,0.0,0.0,0.11877547217469933,0.0,0.09453764354221117,0.0,0.0,0.1340250695314387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826637929000452,0.11733417577350222,0.0,0.0,0.12645033997864627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535523530849684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601724806197556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235044054526829,0.0,0.0,0.13066094719438998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666813730151264,0.0,0.10705066349204384,0.0,0.0,0.1143610052199168,0.0,0.25910556815669666,0.12048075869504353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LunaNovia,2020/01/15,"Hormonal Contraceptives and Anxiety. My personal experience. On phone. Formatting may be awful but I’m over a year on from my last panic attack and nearly a year on since my last real episode of anxiety and I wanted to do a PSA on hormonal contraceptives and anxiety. I’m not gonna lie and say this will be your answer, but my anxiety dropped to a manageable enough level that therapy was able to start taking effect. 

I’m a female now 27. I suffered with some form of mid to low level anxiety since the age of 16 but age 26 had a full mental breakdown with multiple nightly panic attacks, a trip to A&E and severe health anxiety. 

I’ll spare you the triggering details of what my anxiety was actually like but when my doctor signed me off work he put it down as ‘crippling’. It was so bad I was in the doctors minimum once a week and my dad joked that ‘the receptionist knew me by name’ and ‘my doctor would invite me to the practice christmas party’ 

Anyway at the peak of my anxiety I was taking an anti panic attack medication and attending CBT therapy. Whilst it was starting to get it under control it hadn’t really made that much of a difference. 

One day I was sitting in bed trying to distract myself from my symptoms when I saw a documentary on the BBC about hormonal contraception. I gave it a watch and it was a deep dive speaking to multiple women and looking at statistics taken the year before. There was a whole segment on people’s experience and one thing that really stuck out for me was the different reactions people had. Some women noticed a decrease in anxiety, some noted they became suicidal and as soon as they came off the pill those thoughts vanished.

Screw it, I said to myself, it’s one less tablet to take. 

Within a month my panic attacks had stopped. I slowly came off my panic attack medication and haven’t had one since.

Within two months my panic had become manageable enough that I was more receptive to my therapy and made huge steps towards recovery. 

Within 4 months my anxiety was almost non existent. 

I went in to see my doctor a month after I stopped taking the pill. I brought my personal diary with me that I started when the anxiety got bad and we noticed a correlation between me starting the new contraception and the decline of my mental health. He told me he didn’t feel comfortable trying me on any other hormonal contraceptives due to the fact that my anxiety has pretty much only been around since I started taking them at 16 and I agreed. And we opted for the non hormonal coil. 

And I’ve been fine since. 

Similar situation happened with my coworker in the last few months. Had to change her pill. We noticed a very drastic change in her personality within two months. Then in November she had her first ever panic attack, we put it down to alcohol at first but when she had her second one the following week at the gym she decided to speak to her doctor. He advised she take a 3 month break from her pill as she had a suspicion (after seeing me go through it) that it could be connected. She hasn’t had once since. 

My final little story is about our manager who shared her experience with the hormonal coil. She got it placed after having her son. She had a personality change, was angry and snappy all the time, hated everyone, hated her own son. Went to the doctors because she thought she may be bi polar. Luckily the doctor asked the right questions and she went in to have the coil removed. She noticed within the same day she calmed down and was back to normal in a month. 

So for those on a hormonal contraceptive please take into consideration that it may be having an effect. I’m not saying it will solve everything. I had to personally aggressively pursue my own recovery through therapy in order to target the reason I was anxious but once my hormones began to balance out it became much easier to do so. 

I’ve found that for me personally it’s the spike in proeostrogen  that does it as the only time I feel anxious now days is the point in my cycle that it’s at its highest. The pill that caused all this for me was the proeostrogen only contraceptive pill. I found this out by keeping a diary and tracking my cycle with an app. Now I can predict the days my anxiety will likely appear a little and not be taken by surprise. 

I’d always advise discussing things like this with your doctor before making any decisions in regards to any form of medication .",5.610200738916255,6.872638429761905,6.7468472906403925,72.48642857142859,67.67857142857143,9.793103448275863,31.268472906403947,10.004066432519934,3.311231527093596,3531,141,603,84,58,1188,337,840,0.16899999999999998,0.777,0.055,-0.9987,1,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,5,3,3,6,18,31,10,8,61,1,57,23,0,9,4,96,113,44,1,4,9,3,2,3,0,8,21,5,1,8,44,43,1,4,15,2,0,15,7,22,0,10,55,12,93,9,112,43,21,132,0,2,5,2,64,60,1,9,56,447,137,14,0.038576712526137466,0.0,0.03764530666782776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122677376301436,0.03862900520034747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03209891513775478,0.0417978519048897,0.0,0.07870046210883817,0.0,0.38364403341406617,0.08716140945974371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034341452886263724,0.03606401873853502,0.2633194776811313,0.0,0.02966311073424385,0.0644198872179322,0.023516005899832958,0.04260494816674243,0.06565188210121962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824296435284573,0.0,0.039628910208870466,0.122427140289339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432670633425095,0.030800365936453408,0.0,0.0,0.09951515283022842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060890791018413,0.0,0.3158791992461929,0.033758741095501116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797201124895364,0.0,0.0,0.034894845038363716,0.0,0.036861701987421086,0.034670261777709294,0.11320628142400554,0.0,0.0,0.03901108990746971,0.0,0.0,0.04225890295757216,0.0,0.06562666393561961,0.0,0.08459474827316073,0.0,0.0,0.02015474009981406,0.0,0.021924034729292958,0.0,0.061706642113815664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03411325948531379,0.0,0.0,0.07617303411619654,0.0,0.08201048297376046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03428875458610425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433550842210732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056539899465765014,0.07732800083440372,0.0,0.0,0.03239472272863771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300443627623694,0.02575025516427877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658593818226776,0.07775250577345508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24633251116045946,0.0,0.08507496720043049,0.0,0.0,0.03725762934445463,0.0,0.03620163144760564,0.03779698766400698,0.0,0.1756793715829463,0.0,0.12324881949791534,0.13070289390439016,0.0880179846281105,0.0,0.3168302223266626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053488470409065465,0.2021021844279376,0.04030445395509207,0.04234564598434463,0.03646746243262459,0.0,0.0,0.039246385217576917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756050209652639,0.043214746724683714,0.0,0.0,0.04390874437191975,0.04942645971484535,0.03966328541926774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03294430171774518,0.036695287590636894,0.061355500313299775,0.0,0.0,0.061481290679047715,0.0,0.0,0.043580704729871855,0.0,0.1914663314542119,0.043361841180273385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652397839624905,0.0,0.0,0.06450371804538603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042196662249789935,0.0,0.0,0.040095975074073566,0.20303420821981905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764633310698866,0.0,0.051257307329060746,0.0,0.0,0.06125120137029836,0.044988782599390265,0.0,0.0,0.036861701987421086,0.0,0.05238211112666364,0.0,0.07536768544494303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031829827914228864,0.022753544536073176,0.0,0.0618878237540772,0.0,0.0,0.10728299698582187,0.0,0.0430695218816059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028084306165456808,0.0,0.0,0.027403789758614416,0.0,0.0,0.07452641423889189
anxiety,ayerfeoz2017,2020/01/15,"Keeping it to myself I have quite bad anxiety due to past experiences. Ive been with my partner for almost six years now and my anxiety hasn't been great the whole time.
I've now decided that I'm just going to keep it all to myself because I really don't want to lose him or make him feel bad etc. I never want him to feel how I do.

I just wanted to know if there's a service where you can talk like online or via text when feeling anxious. I'm in the UK.",2.5275571428571446,3.1191544700000016,4.613428571428571,87.43100000000004,74.3,7.7142857142857135,24.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.096671428571428,357,10,82,5,7,124,69,100,0.19399999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.061,-0.9114,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,8,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,2,22,21,6,0,4,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,3,14,2,10,19,3,11,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,4,9,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908862633696671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889129271740031,0.2133271501409074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153347573835929,0.11511063330441193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105983250641789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847145699296853,0.0,0.0,0.2864383912135408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073179490184921,0.0,0.0,0.20818866786696424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356862787361399,0.0,0.0,0.10377748833463714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225409652464582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125543850074494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604726297212693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563938406446697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802621352712641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008467715871095,0.0,0.0,0.12097103360165565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177653457292628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010983920205396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341351757552667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108249147847466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160203816763974
anxiety,wonderghoul98,2020/01/15,"Feel like I need to just have an attack Title is off putting, I know, but I don’t understand what I’m feeling/who could help me understand. I feel like an anxiety attack has been sitting in my chest for like a week now and it’s so distracting. I kind of wish it were like a bandaid I could rip off and just get it over with? I can’t cry, laugh, or do anything genuinely because I feel like there is a knot in my chest at all times. To be honest, I’ve been able to cope and handle my anxiety really well, especially in 2019. Here recently I’ve felt dreadful and awful, but I can’t. do. anything. I want to scream and just get it out but I can’t. Is this normal? Has anyone else experienced this?",1.5736722866174944,3.271833321917807,3.4995890410958914,89.9754952581665,78.7945205479452,7.232033719704952,22.874604847207586,8.139509932561175,1.1058668071654374,539,17,122,10,13,182,85,146,0.17600000000000002,0.61,0.215,0.767,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,8,14,2,2,5,1,18,3,2,0,1,28,31,10,0,6,7,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,6,15,9,15,24,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,9,78,22,0,0.1474341786067351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255734861781193,0.0,0.0,0.10308940569722766,0.15106373894775546,0.2426515335743836,0.0,0.0,0.3354553249085032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987450684409451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354283895783561,0.0,0.16194952222381553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231623378853363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364145181491327,0.3159810199661801,0.14155993222913632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540565464014067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882202214099027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353000923625088,0.0810259688253909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601444623961708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932057530520026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444541917944952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482120710931439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445011008337907,0.0,0.14557346478231506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597005517984457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30696835895036617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696049843010302,0.0,0.11826280498576155,0.0,0.13256103270049946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954202929916085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moremoscato_plz,2020/01/15,"How do I get myself a therapist without getting my parents involved? I’m 22, and I think it’s time I get myself a therapist. I start class next week, and I know the toll school takes on my mental health. I have my insurance card, but how do I go about finding someone and actually getting an appointment? I live on my own in a different city, but I don’t want my parents knowing I’ll be in therapy. 

Thanks!",1.8030421686747005,3.875031879518076,4.094804216867471,84.1838930722892,79.60240963855422,7.523493975903612,29.65210843373494,8.472884824447931,2.4704228915662654,318,16,64,7,8,110,54,83,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.7142,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,13,18,7,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,16,1,6,17,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,41,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.17585637305469934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882783198722076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470624818351887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37660359896522827,0.0,0.10241598678524454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155198037681284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980744874662981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912638678551452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160661808235132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165255533217412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001978600333356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823794534912776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268909823869242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755168599160652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549349601767374,0.0,0.0,0.1659107112374362,0.20608280371389215,0.4184692329950076,0.0,0.1154695899312757,0.0,0.0,0.10508035179371353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629096082439456,0.0,0.14455146185515833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371344942803355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wh00pity_sc00p,2020/01/15,"Getting a big boy job Been wanting to leave to retail/fast food life for a while now. I want to get a nice office job but I’m kinda scared because I feel like I won’t be able to do a good job or be able to work with fast normal functioning people. 

All my coworkers have been druggy teens and adults so this is gonna be a huge change. I really want this change but the fear of fucking Up is getting to me. I’m in my mid 20’s and I need to make this change now. I really don’t want to be that old guy that still works with teens.",0.8352542372881331,2.121790152542374,2.712,96.63596610169493,79.67796610169492,6.07593220338983,17.73220338983051,6.742157984588678,-0.331023050847457,410,7,103,4,10,137,73,118,0.077,0.784,0.139,0.6357,3,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,2,6,0,12,3,0,1,1,17,26,7,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,9,3,14,18,1,11,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,7,57,14,5,0.28819614521951353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878408475929529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573099622956498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215039333483472,0.07286031517412933,0.10294369186456656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742439613810038,0.0,0.0,0.13321634616231265,0.2258558865299381,0.0,0.0,0.12086262661831547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267974695036215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42898530710347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257905277456107,0.0,0.0,0.1017807301705579,0.07039903960233346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618658240688427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068468949800864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141185516239828,0.0,0.0,0.1512066872990549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989945990820373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462583031167706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426730879438096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150769069252204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399711067102372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981022611932945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jesusisanalcoholic,2020/01/15,"How to cope with physical symptoms I get very physical symptoms from anxiety, I get headaches, chest tightness, and worst of all nausea, when I’m stressed, even if Im not actively worrying in my brain with negative thoughts I feel “anxiety sick”, I just don’t know what to do about it, I hate feeling like throwing up especially now when the thing causing me stress is potentially getting food poisoning or something while overseas",12.751255411255414,9.69667858441559,11.123896103896103,61.02489177489181,55.36363636363636,15.461471861471862,54.23809523809525,13.5591,7.214518614718615,349,22,57,10,3,109,63,77,0.32,0.614,0.066,-0.9723,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,2,1,0,3,7,2,2,1,15,12,7,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,3,7,1,9,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29914300264394483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826386817674628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085187317604167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913845679508162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977205641350287,0.13967881404959825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364223532319212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30645182628699785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303453598776976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119407332002627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745213020036763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955207082996531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052007988448807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479327122557949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064382118004802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298941370925898,0.0,0.0,0.1552202478527104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132365300353155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985590371841796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katiesabs,2020/01/15,"overthinking this title is pretty broad but in the fall of 2020 i’m planning on going abroad to italy for the semester. i’ve been in my relationship for basically 3 and a half years now, with a break after our two year anniversary. my anxiety has been pretty fluent ever since i was about 12, but my anxiety is making me overthink every possible situation of what could go wrong and it’s almost making me not want to go which breaks my heart. super unreasonable stuff like “you’re going to cheat on him” “he’s going to cheat on you”, just stuff that i know is so unrealistic and i know i’d never do, or her would ever do, but it’s seriously psyching me out!!! i don’t want this to hinder my future but it has really taken a toll on me these past couple days. any advice?",2.9765062034739462,4.7439374000000045,5.199354838709677,79.02210918114147,75.0,8.124069478908186,21.60049627791563,8.841846274778883,1.5071836228287845,607,15,118,13,13,212,101,155,0.133,0.775,0.092,-0.5916,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,2,6,6,2,0,5,0,13,1,1,2,3,24,26,9,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,4,0,2,4,0,17,2,19,20,0,26,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,11,82,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550265061577833,0.0,0.0,0.14910111789690608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125661463082253,0.0,0.22781507936783665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188839569888194,0.1647542183743151,0.0,0.09602771581686399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693758421722201,0.1254540632136927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423114453762683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644636068469374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366229765351573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274466576261039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987828478218232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484030210855475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214120861786755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678615627824643,0.0,0.3029681908195085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953886899099274,0.0,0.0,0.1598620999681434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317102097840958,0.1673690264741455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409080976502802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545295814454862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564930335897094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577377456213764,0.16279798527698772,0.0,0.1917725056294698
anxiety,Crushedglaze,2020/01/15,"Advice for intrusive thoughts? I've been having these constant intrusive memories of embarrassing or shameful situations for the past 4 weeks. 

I've just started up therapy again but I'm having a hard time getting through my day right now. I'm at about an intrusive memory an hour and the feelings are so intense that they physically stop me in my tracks, like literally. Could really use some advice on how to cope!",5.8504385964912275,8.013221763157897,6.73947368421053,69.30464912280705,68.21052631578948,10.856140350877194,35.03508771929825,10.864195022040775,4.5782614035087725,338,17,55,11,6,112,63,76,0.11,0.821,0.069,-0.3027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,12,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,1,10,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,11,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773560564370086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263947207727632,0.0,0.19501355006812432,0.0,0.0,0.1575208820492138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350001215210325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276104129955576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879979987211215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053680273846084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932808999804702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316402318397875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564726438019881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858795138174493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27454695192589024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288122973218245,0.0,0.0,0.20420372723130892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793208749514932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939070180173136,0.14242399304688902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109533614382952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592241600592333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hazzard_The_Sphinx,2020/01/15,"I'm new to this and sick of it already. Howdy folks,

I have been having a rough go of it late and thought I was fine until yesterday. It started a few months back as a low feeling of nausea and dread, I started fearing for the future near and far. It's been a low hum in the back of my mind like an annoying buzzing tube light shedding light on those fears constantly through the day and I thought I would get over it. I didn't.

It's been going on for about 2 to 3 months now and I feel like it's spiraled out of control so quickly. Yesterday I had my first panic attack (my wife, a psychiatric nurse told me) and had to restrain myself from screeching at the part of my mind that shrieked back ""YOU HAVE RABIES, THE SYMPTOMS ARE SHOWING YOU WILL DIE!!"" I sweated and felt a need to vomit while I tried to continue doing my job and  finally had to actually leave my job early to go to an appointment that my wife scheduled to be earlier that we had first intended. I'm on medication now to help me but the months leading up to this horrid crescendo of emotion is the absolute worst feeling I have felt.

I believe a lot of this comes from my past, but right now things are going well and I have nothing to worry about, and on top of that I haven't felt this way! Even though my wife (I am so incredibly lucky to have her) is helping me by getting me to see a psychologist and medication from the doctor last evening, but I am still dreading the next few weeks feeling like this.

I guess mostly I'm just tired of feeling this way already, and I feel weak as it has only been going on a few months. It's such a horrible feeling and I guess I'm just looking for some sort of support.

Thanks for reading.",4.967459399944951,5.073150780346822,5.670974401321223,83.75039499036609,68.65317919075144,8.555794109551334,32.083126892375454,8.269060116576782,2.217969336636389,1334,54,279,17,21,435,171,346,0.133,0.7559999999999999,0.111,-0.9157,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,0,5,19,19,2,5,21,0,28,9,1,3,0,49,62,24,1,2,5,3,11,3,0,2,8,0,0,0,21,17,0,2,12,2,0,7,2,11,1,2,16,15,37,8,50,43,8,58,0,2,2,0,10,16,0,7,36,202,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.08655884612635252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576630929774674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090956955931103,0.0,0.20461551770558548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993503492469223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640758547185958,0.0,0.09585367738558632,0.09948509946404782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057204453645969225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205706535973776,0.0,0.0,0.09078867135857888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997760699396442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171716242121566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996253377754356,0.3139472963817638,0.12673524151050994,0.2554990325221448,0.09716700971117424,0.0,0.15089711861064065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268465056800126,0.0,0.25205255536190074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954270964909199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890808673194216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604302415390632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230270721227197,0.10005797357038226,0.09392097151649137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300036814958159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448604004520938,0.0,0.0,0.07540995247891161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871274760597178,0.0,0.0,0.1791243420753959,0.0,0.28319941868980103,0.0,0.0,0.06577026136659413,0.0,0.085667449435747,0.0943339371701924,0.0,0.0,0.08511047612398172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746069087267624,0.0,0.10407086904441966,0.0,0.0960539459069034,0.08467461826406257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872445577462053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574970150431724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068277629526243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556527317289928,0.0,0.07083629568404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065622197749052,0.0,0.09219373260382756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166345907889279,0.0,0.0,0.058928639061121835,0.0,0.0871477439027319,0.14083650217669536,0.0,0.10194812140870826,0.0,0.08475708322523695,0.0,0.060221784574560476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081258053672527,0.07115015240401949,0.0,0.07975235899918234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007961480362994,0.0,0.06301025628307609,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,From-The-Ashes-,2020/01/15,"Has anyone had any luck with getting prescribed SNRIs in the UK? Every time I've spoken to a GP about medication for my anxiety, all they do is try to give me SSRIs. I've tried 3 different types already, two of them did nothing and one made me suicidal so I really don't think they work for me at all. The NHS website says SNRIs are a possible treatment for anxiety disorders, but every time I've asked a doctor about other options for medication they say the only things they can prescribe me are SSRIs or propranolol (which I'm already on and do take sometimes but it's doing absolutely nothing for me at the moment since my anxiety has got a lot worse). 

Is there any reason they wouldn't even mention SNRIs as being an option? I'm not on any other medication besides propranolol and don't have any other health conditions besides depression, which only affects me sometimes in 1-3 month long episodes. I'm planning on trying to talk to them again and ask about it but I don't have much faith anymore after spending years fighting them for proper treatment. I am currently on a waiting list for CBT too but have no idea how much longer that's going to be, so I really want to try a different medication that might actually work in the meantime.",9.12674462466994,7.3196543941908745,9.25910976989815,67.70183704262547,61.0746887966805,12.249113542059602,39.7514145605432,11.022393298168332,4.400399170124481,1003,43,176,21,11,333,136,241,0.094,0.887,0.018000000000000002,-0.9489,3,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,0,8,3,10,4,1,0,12,0,23,6,0,4,2,27,37,13,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,10,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,6,2,0,2,4,2,20,2,29,29,5,19,1,1,0,0,16,9,0,6,9,119,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.09972873485129907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255520634398629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779876417736697,0.0,0.2345394060360059,0.0,0.10135115485849026,0.07145794892383928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107927552208603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802142462769293,0.0,0.0,0.21354652452593267,0.11712568218725285,0.10460212605196588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749961653886148,0.0,0.17220938755878307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339328881411354,0.0980358931329412,0.058080447203712325,0.0,0.08173562516349434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862976603809764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153670538128831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044040804184024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688354215050978,0.0,0.09670050150745003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118076203217088,0.0,0.10841400264737552,0.0,0.0,0.0815720200779071,0.0,0.15025191004160615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611999203515876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925078000030299,0.15544960807601008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521084363839595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093898633990486,0.10507469921317013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625410167701776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453774052559675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214928077303973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178603957862104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683881285450543,0.08214142260123042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789460445782597,0.06548318902302472,0.0,0.0,0.11918283494743602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775380058713577,0.0,0.09983082332702044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027795788696665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488000800615691,0.0,0.1041466436594399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581099268345528
anxiety,SockBlock,2020/01/15,Does anyone else get nervous about eating? Just wondering if anyone else feels this way. I hope everyone is doing well!,3.6014285714285705,6.851760571428571,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,86.14285714285714,6.609523809523811,21.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.8111142857142848,96,3,14,2,3,30,19,21,0.086,0.6970000000000001,0.217,0.4926,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35179568329415584,0.5155095317959019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014340387715026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574104975072799,0.4202951653415418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403780557236901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719719163835191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143064420798714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498576033053237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967802715027247,0.0,0.0,0.22618424639102006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27280801325005066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kaboom_up3,2020/01/15,"I’m about to go on a job interview in a few seconds. Fuck fuck fuck dude, fuck this. I’m freaking out. I don’t know what to do. I just wanted to say this here because I have nowhere to express my feelings.",-0.3926666666666669,1.5565306222222226,1.8177777777777813,98.06000000000004,87.22222222222223,4.488888888888889,24.555555555555557,5.6839178017228535,0.3160222222222222,158,7,38,1,5,53,31,45,0.344,0.6559999999999999,0.0,-0.9501,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,2,4,0,8,13,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,3,4,0,0,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483190683138611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302447391853387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8997419714586709,0.0,0.0,0.13827826113755834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144690013603934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371640777130556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348929153109448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351010715013854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goodAg12,2020/01/15,"One small step It may not be much, but I’ve been in college for two years and today was the first day I ever spoke to a professor. 
I went to ask him about lab research. He seemed somewhat dismissive at first (as I expected from a renowned biologist), but he warmed up to me in the span of the conversation. 
I almost cried out of being overwhelmed afterwards, but I did it and now I know that I can do it again.",4.856785714285714,4.767482535714287,5.852476190476192,83.02585714285719,68.8809523809524,9.577142857142855,29.895238095238096,9.3871,2.289555238095238,319,11,70,6,5,106,63,84,0.038,0.9109999999999999,0.051,-0.0027,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,13,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,5,2,9,1,14,5,2,18,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,9,55,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835821184874051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647521152046453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110799566396685,0.1826394293279666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25616901157423244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817765379046466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563834040865807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818328355267068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919024492274945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781303153936075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684388076332553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766435194631553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262527595564758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823703744852048
anxiety,jhenry05,2020/01/15,"Why is it easier to be nice / kind to others than yourself? I like that I can give advice to my friends but I wish I could use the kind words I give to them to myself. I am constantly giving myself negative self talk, which I know isn’t good or helping me with my anxiety and self esteem. I’m scared to show myself that compassion :(",3.3095588235294144,4.418975544117647,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,72.97058823529412,8.381176470588235,23.894117647058824,8.841846274778883,1.5600964705882356,259,7,54,5,5,87,48,68,0.162,0.4920000000000001,0.34600000000000003,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,13,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,14,6,8,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,38,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757537191582388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468443978841887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743424112054634,0.0,0.15325976779549078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830329864839809,0.0,0.0,0.5524197296867821,0.0,0.1610020322116732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866281924226694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997814130628632,0.10549297975341307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377910077628694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921795889059759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005000801957043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428547313763527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578675265599366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320876208981506,0.0,0.2207377970728344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imamess777,2020/01/15,"waking up from a nap into a complete panic attack??? is this a thing???? ive been struggling with panic attacks now for about 6 months (consistently). this has only happened a handful of times but i have found myself waking up into complete fear after sleeping for less than 2 hours. today for example i had to wake up early for class (not a morning person but managing) i was super exhausted. after class i went out to lunch still super exhausted. cam back home and the people i stay with had to leave out... ok no big deal. fell alseep for an hour and woke up into a complete fear and panic. i was terrified that i was alone i felt trapped and in a completely different world. looked at the time and thought i was drugged to sleep since 10am (wouldn't make sense since i came home way after that). finally calming down ant coming to with reality i feel terrible for calling my mom 15 times while in a doctor appt and my boyfriend who only left 30 mins ago and telling him why the fuck he was gone for so long. 

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so does anyone experience this and if so how do you overcome this? do you think it could have been linked to a lifestyle change (waking up alot earlier than usual) or something else?",2.778436275424518,5.176498390557941,3.7059339428997937,86.53629968277663,77.96995708154506,6.283933569695837,24.29352491136406,7.423996415210882,1.223229296510543,947,33,179,13,23,303,150,233,0.21600000000000005,0.718,0.065,-0.9893,1,2,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,2,8,16,3,6,14,1,18,13,7,2,0,34,32,17,0,3,5,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,9,18,1,0,6,1,0,5,3,12,0,0,16,4,18,4,38,14,2,44,0,0,1,1,10,17,1,3,20,119,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779300597288757,0.0,0.0,0.10257559645795236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730982515109218,0.1203444702202513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925108791523263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253446514678706,0.0,0.07615566545315249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113093833783186,0.11327540344735,0.0,0.0,0.10477121366660712,0.08531421149080208,0.4153663254291221,0.0,0.0,0.07907540059119199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210591641122944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347574599222907,0.0,0.10137166174564392,0.08667059284583528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485498527594287,0.0,0.0827352319189127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688014823710933,0.0,0.22289512462304767,0.0500776121994248,0.0,0.095093955055538,0.10849350578524683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859227486797672,0.0,0.09156090672675768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758076656744687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869043957706564,0.0,0.19506894804821354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048690856790731,0.10760727639023318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764730506147428,0.08316867669990369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610998540218058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599447967522457,0.0790528026470363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506488030706528,0.0,0.3486063881035933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866188267589787,0.08647792922853796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638538634108527,0.0,0.19822310001259086,0.0,0.0,0.07624584950641902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556348840651933,0.07909349148899496,0.0,0.0,0.1035381374865563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656534676573889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579779147159763,0.0634608486291218,0.0,0.07862671656306018,0.1732531042080764,0.0,0.09387836276574824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907859470104277,0.0,0.0,0.07861336150257102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181109493720904,0.08936821740741002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203444702202513,0.0
anxiety,ArandomBitchonReddit,2020/01/15,"Do I anxiety? I have know idea but here’s how I feel So I have some good friends with whom(who?) I always sit with at lunch. I’m really close with all of them but I know at least most of them have other people they can sit with. I do know other people but not ones I’m close with and I wouldn’t really be able to ask them if I could sit but maybe I could. They usually have other people sit at our table because we always have 2 empty seats. I’m sure this is weird but when anyone gets close to me (at times, if I’m doing something with them I’m fine) I feel uncomfortable. I’m mostly shy so I never say anything about it. I always talk about experiences that have happened and never about what I want to do or anything like that. I had a crush on this kid last year and never got up to the nerve to tell him, I had no idea how my friend told her crush. Earlier in the school year I had my friend tell him. A few days later or weeks (I don’t remember) she snap chatted me asking if I liked him it took a minute (or maybe 10, I was screen recording and it felt like it happened so quick but really slow? Sorry if that doesn’t make sense.) Anyway, I just feel better talking to my friends over the phone which is probably bad but I can just hang up on FaceTime if anything gets weird or just not answer them. So yeah, that’s how I feel. Advice? Thoughts? Idk",0.3801136363636353,2.5372734230769254,2.047373251748251,96.30259833916084,85.74825174825175,4.9736013986013985,16.629807692307693,6.322622252153567,-0.4618737762237761,1053,22,241,10,32,343,141,286,0.1,0.757,0.14300000000000002,0.9668,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,7,1,17,14,0,0,6,1,24,1,0,4,5,64,50,28,0,9,21,0,5,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,15,14,1,0,13,1,0,2,9,3,0,1,9,7,42,11,27,37,6,33,0,0,1,0,29,13,0,12,17,161,57,1,0.10361127200186314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101247735848422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25863863529448594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926233948490269,0.0,0.0,0.0724474104657706,0.0,0.2557897458150471,0.0,0.1937251056562634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651108427583294,0.06316046972727797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916357502049386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654503395351051,0.0,0.0,0.06682069889453178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013517054621565,0.0,0.0,0.2095558891781331,0.0,0.09948306953899444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201992469190663,0.0,0.10826522644685199,0.0,0.0,0.08690421915165854,0.0828673992897177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324621129953408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23392902896546025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082613627011212,0.08445701549377779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185770167782436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916132861595624,0.0,0.20818289805473336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973420120043634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020967938925801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549303039089945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171047544588084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912810188792665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737137336774099,0.0,0.0,0.08239584214783029,0.0,0.10486013880769823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797650191757909,0.0,0.11598433622630705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765239767271884,0.0,0.0,0.1665576314197387,0.1811216371626062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225577647808842,0.060416565924064136,0.0,0.0,0.09900501056129564,0.11511593554717843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411317801980166,0.0,0.061112612702190615,0.0,0.08311071266431076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344452428041914
anxiety,protonmailer2008,2020/01/15,"Very anxious about death? I’m very anxious when it comes to death, or even stuff like Alzheimer’s and so on. 

I’m scared of the process, of loosing contact with the real life world, but I’m also very anxious that I’ll never fulfill my dreams, maybe I have high expectation, no idea. The chances are very very low for someone my age to die but what if, is the question i ask. 

Any copping recommendations? Someone has the same? You know, i’m even anxious that it’ll be all sudden and I won’t be able to say goodbye.

It’s probably very irrational and no people are scared of it like I am, but idk.. Hard to explain.",1.1928456221198191,3.5719920403225807,2.423963133640555,93.45951612903228,84.24193548387096,4.833179723502305,24.98617511520737,6.1826913282559595,0.6322046082949311,479,20,102,4,14,153,77,124,0.321,0.63,0.049,-0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,0,10,1,0,0,2,19,18,11,3,2,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,7,2,11,14,2,9,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,6,58,15,0,0.11864533441932686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094880631069757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068289592701923,0.0,0.0,0.5361418273682329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091737173921334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220245002638198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313512544469885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567282488263334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628291532105702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535530989489704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393614099967974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520437295330987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380270845976234,0.1159282347799112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919518544104117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150659615704262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225373604557452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791973750867766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290992781001434,0.0,0.0,0.13504436533852998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435153200527836,0.2375693551993653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105561366966576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582052226256733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587368958643314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mr_jo_o,2020/01/15,"Anxiety and Work I currently work full time in a sales position. I have a lot of feee time and love that I am not micromanaged at work. However, I am noticing that because I don’t have a set schedule it has contributed to my anxiety. 

Anyway my question is.. has anyone ever told their boss that they have anxiety issues? And if so was it a negative or positive experience?",3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,6.1344444444444415,72.45500000000001,73.16666666666666,10.911111111111113,32.83333333333333,10.864195022040775,4.38265,294,15,53,11,6,104,50,72,0.129,0.765,0.107,0.2724,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,10,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,9,1,4,10,2,9,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,4,5,44,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115976402123945,0.0,0.0,0.15587025933817594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588945047198403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016431419844968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180577126661655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266968613367425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895178976051093,0.2011932446481555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537949404052458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497204759055173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25997190895746985,0.0,0.0,0.21300880973874367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868634088586429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zrooky,2020/01/15,"Disconnect from my emotions So today my therapist told me something that got me into a lot of questions.  

Shortly, she told me that I was not totally connecting to my emotions. That I was experiencing physical symptoms (due to anxiety), but that I was not able to put words on my emotions except that I am ""anxious"". Also, she told me that I tended to put my emotions on the backs of others, because it was too hard to live them for me. For example if I have experienced a frustrating situation in my day and I am going to tell it to a person, I will take the emotion of the person who reacts to what I tell him and will live this emotion with this person.  

Does anyone else live something similar to that? Hope i am clear haha",6.318169014084507,6.093118387323942,7.619823943661974,72.04691901408455,65.83098591549296,10.480281690140846,35.3556338028169,10.125756701596842,3.6165323943661978,569,25,104,12,8,196,78,142,0.048,0.872,0.08,0.7579,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,6,1,10,1,0,1,2,16,18,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,8,3,25,2,21,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,4,4,88,39,0,0.10266034625270648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209744180812785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853488388959608,0.11597697015976315,0.0,0.07178250107183533,0.10518765657433916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893946942333588,0.0,0.06258079421676578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620743045445017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983876082160859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575954620622721,0.6928744309767028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834424058402087,0.0,0.08210685709939675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196350569542017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196488773896538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719528996976169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872781552153279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689171636611439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640400592373667,0.11500308272699893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539453048793652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580659001521228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067034077010923,0.07718780414430547,0.0,0.17945933512558235,0.0,0.0,0.11919657454488837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973100044883509,0.2942890807708461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdrianAndon,2020/01/15,"How can you avoid physical contact with people if you have sweaty palms? When I meet up with relatives, I try to hide my anxiety by trying to act confident. But when they want me to give a handshake I don’t know what to say to avoid that. I have sweaty palms when I’m near people and I don’t want to tell them that because I told a few friends and they avoid me like it was a disease. And today I met up with my cousin and he wanted to give me a handshake but I told him my hands were dirty and that usually makes the other person stop asking, but this time he said he didn’t care and still wanted me to give him a handshake. This made my palms even sweatier because I was nervous and didn’t know what to say next. So I confessed and he took 2 steps back, stopped smiling and made short conversation. Is there a way to properly decline physical contact like a handshake, or when you have to grab something from someone’s hand with sweaty palms?",6.494843750000001,5.5344871302083325,6.279250000000001,84.24075000000002,65.71875,9.346666666666668,32.74166666666667,8.238735603445708,2.1898754166666667,747,26,159,8,10,234,101,192,0.099,0.775,0.126,0.8053,0,3,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,3,0,10,8,0,4,8,0,12,6,6,4,0,34,32,20,0,5,5,1,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,9,13,0,5,3,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,12,6,26,4,20,20,1,20,1,0,0,0,31,4,0,2,14,100,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016750139842447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463021017920776,0.0,0.0,0.11073504762943084,0.0,0.17557471006341913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682812005360954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511745883286507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126201677862957,0.0,0.0,0.41444346682386257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828861246274994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071233720557216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725320955255141,0.09612800753208313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315661015471224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996772479946127,0.12574425756817142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698679331139346,0.22904557483505625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201947765990526,0.11086618082056587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500682838362987,0.2407981534379449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587136807384414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397357628076467,0.0,0.13650494563182616,0.2752160663019561,0.16000076546807332,0.19554710975895567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586070229666852,0.0,0.3397640740398453,0.11430868968838495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Honest-Cheesecake,2020/01/15,I can’t fucking breathe And mentally my mind is a clusterfuck right now,1.9192857142857136,4.75181378571429,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,89.7142857142857,8.514285714285714,35.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.196114285714288,59,4,11,2,2,19,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859589430953227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52973591338846,0.0,0.5307610100300406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489059121063811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bainer25,2020/01/15,Lexapro I've been taking lexapro for more than 3 weeks and I feel that has made my anxiety worse as this happened that anybody else?,4.453461538461539,6.121099730769237,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,70.92307692307692,6.7384615384615385,32.230769230769226,7.1686216300943375,1.7701384615384608,107,5,22,1,2,31,23,26,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272888371446121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573971305712221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632374129891796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37832872330751655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048231624431008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216749730686556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431794806831729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43599539802594506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elidawood,2020/01/15,"Feeling the growth (diagnosed ADHD & anxiety) As a young child I was overcome with anger due to my family life and struggle with ADHD. It became anxiety and defensiveness in adolescence. I tried to please everyone around me and was scared of rejection. 

I recall watching a video of myself at the beginning of college. My first semester I met a girl  who became my friend. Later she wanted to ask me a few interview questions for class. I couldn’t answer her simple questions because I was so shy. I look back at that video and I smile at how different I was just 6 years ago.

I couldn’t easily ask for help even if it ended up getting me in trouble. I would be scolded by my professors and employers for messing up until my anxiety for being scolded overtook my social anxiety. As painful as it was to feel like a loser, I learned. 

In college I had no idea I had anxiety but I was sure I had ADHD. I was finally diagnosed in my final year. I didn’t want to believe I had anxiety as the girl next door had it so much worse than me. I didn’t want to be seen as weird. I was a psychology major, how could I go to counseling? Much of my therapy helped me discover my issues with attachment (maternal and romantic). As I see my mother today, I realize I’m no longer angry. Not even a bit. I’m so grateful to let that go. 

The friend I made in college ended up having a serious mental illness and had brought me down for years believing I too would end up like her. I walked on eggshells for far too long. Although I still care about her, we split and my depression seemed to lift. 

After graduating, I couldn’t find work and was overwhelmed with debt. When I moved to the Middle East and began work with a company known for it’s toxic environment, I was forced to give up my submissive behavior.

I found another job in a different city and felt able. I can do something with my life. I gave up coffee when I realized it was linked to my night anxiety attacks about death. Ever since, I’ve only had small anxious moments that I could much more easily recover from. 

I came back home and realized I can now say no to people without feeling like I’m stepping on people’s toes. 

I do get stressed more easily than others, but I realize I’m growing and I feel so relieved by the improvement. I’m 25 years old. I had my peek anxiety when I was 21. With mental illness coming out in the 20s, I’m happy to tell my younger self that I didn’t go down that path. Life can heal with the right environment. Even if it feels harsh and the journey is long, look back at what you’ve improved on.",3.269248120300752,4.986783748538013,4.975910609857981,81.14276315789475,74.08771929824562,8.706377053745475,28.58855472013366,9.2995712137729,2.6341291562238927,2025,84,393,49,42,687,245,513,0.168,0.703,0.129,-0.9416,5,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,1,0,0,4,24,24,3,4,19,0,41,10,1,3,2,70,79,35,1,12,7,1,6,3,2,2,9,1,2,4,15,27,0,1,20,2,1,12,11,15,0,1,32,12,72,9,73,36,8,75,0,4,5,0,26,29,0,5,37,271,87,12,0.07047465763144523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540905295143331,0.0,0.06247153179275665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635926209966995,0.0,0.0,0.07389882332516677,0.43130336152348,0.07961630330977157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273738678706865,0.13176858301184852,0.08017509710767977,0.0,0.16257198473273812,0.0,0.042960697170006126,0.0,0.0,0.15880161147327515,0.0,0.0,0.07694007335724001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060423366735885,0.07185361034497481,0.0,0.0,0.060707677296840026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253655908725094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069971935043635,0.143060588032056,0.0,0.14726203491720208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872588860245444,0.0,0.0,0.1396435401097309,0.06374836257793602,0.0,0.0673415554919494,0.0,0.0,0.06643723513101768,0.0,0.1781705221249533,0.1006942189868138,0.0676667232283358,0.15440308532239566,0.06441256031906803,0.059945707779311776,0.0,0.07727182452275988,0.10889709133221534,0.0,0.07364019975640858,0.06760571332046701,0.12015711606321833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502158351960718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944753549366638,0.0,0.07069182775669343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955731026109203,0.0,0.07355723267635063,0.06993522328114381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206511223229194,0.14933500460497276,0.10329107371879744,0.0,0.0,0.12473570859137174,0.11836192582867185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668482505680744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204375815224146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490340792656422,0.15542094683144556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495059790860115,0.0661356921028755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395129807075827,0.0,0.0,0.05359915283841305,0.07499000455267044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771650802941062,0.0,0.0,0.07736001093683335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578954908606175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060184972550267,0.0,0.05604427639416034,0.07055742669250367,0.0,0.05615917774757937,0.0641574814646363,0.07352043786131637,0.0,0.0,0.058297365057748775,0.0,0.0,0.07184003837234848,0.0,0.05425483452493898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628115262029864,0.0,0.08072848220780733,0.0736754138450588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642153078432284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061597957066157775,0.0,0.08059391292887222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680173504918538,0.0,0.0,0.0478476664537278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470333701933167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679350550626909,0.0,0.10261278020962702,0.0,0.07181969694488456,0.10012634952934008,0.0,0.0,0.18153347564895275
anxiety,QuantumLorenz,2020/01/15,"How to be the only brown person in a room and not feel nervous? I live in an area that’s not diverse at all. I have self-confidence and all of that but when I walk into the gym/store and see that I’m the racial outlier, a part of me feels very uncomfortable and that I don’t belong there. It’s the equivalent to a girl being in a boy’s locker room, or a Muslim in a crowd of Trump supporters. I know it’s irrational but I just want to get passed these feelings.",0.5731000000000002,2.466730110000004,2.8240000000000016,92.627,82.9,6.4,19.0,7.554174236665415,0.3785000000000003,361,9,84,6,10,123,65,100,0.078,0.846,0.076,-0.3032,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,11,0,4,0,0,1,2,19,13,9,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,12,11,3,12,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,1,1,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747488973651618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635165908252157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720029495678367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763627787837937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380316938913317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33892157274699924,0.0,0.0,0.2732778164700012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494006621168173,0.0,0.32650132386457464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551604750568643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823726435132777,0.18460084393560225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raegirl1,2020/01/15,"I feel like people don't understand WHY I personally have Anxiety I don't even know where to put this but I guess it's here? Like, idk. I feel as if people think anxiety is exactly like having a childlike phobia, where it'll disappear after time, or it's not a big dealio. At least with a phobia, everyone knows how to work through it (Or, well, just not care lol,)

Also, while I am aware anxiety for many is simply an, *""In-your-head""* experience I'm anxious about literal events in my life or scenarios that **WILL** happen. Some have said I anticipate things so much that like, it's like it comes to life like a fairytale princess movie. Remember Cinderella and the Fairy Godmother? Well, my anxiety isn't some sort of spell - and I am not a Genie. 

My next point sort of ties in with above, in that people say too, that, *""Haha you're not unique!! You are human! You can't have different anxiety than (My non-anxious) self! HOW DARE YOU""* Mental illness is a spectrum, 'nuff said. Lol. 

Anyone feel the same?",1.1358461538461562,3.7434762512820536,2.76576923076923,88.59173076923076,89.05128205128204,6.6923076923076925,20.833333333333336,7.882392219407189,1.2784871794871795,779,26,156,18,26,255,119,195,0.153,0.715,0.131,0.4434,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,0,1,13,10,0,0,9,3,16,3,0,2,1,32,30,13,0,1,10,0,3,6,0,2,3,3,0,3,12,5,0,0,8,0,0,3,8,0,2,0,2,6,15,10,17,26,5,16,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,9,11,97,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991954796394624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779180644866668,0.14115380671270006,0.0,0.08736539045372761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739112725168975,0.0,0.0,0.10763021379923084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054233836972448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252588330907391,0.0,0.0,0.1193915883114928,0.0,0.12222150196846675,0.0,0.0,0.18952988066332266,0.08926169473511936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376424869833589,0.0,0.11048964135794788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823099828670498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733448855282726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650659893477186,0.366254840999656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266759840052831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125916529337944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184994101351827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288185673515845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598661928579626,0.10909833015084214,0.0,0.0,0.11811468344588368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560558840583533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153985348044654,0.0,0.2377051754413394,0.09936234952676484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130346288936975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830088005252064,0.08006057357242756,0.0,0.0,0.07285721929734254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007355292843625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246835414851933,0.0,0.11274464334060805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909624281826256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qustiin,2020/01/15,"My first day of school started today. We have a system now where everyone goes to different classes of subjects that they've selected to go into study. I felt anxious about this but it wasn't too bad. 

That was until my school have this ridiculous system where you have to go to different parts of the school just to figure out who's class you're in. And they don't tell you ANYTHING. 

I've been forced to do Maths Core (which is the hardest form of maths my school has to offer). I'm also doing Information Technology which I thought was a good idea at the time but now I regret it. 

My brother is now at my school and my parents expect me to be incharge of him even though I think I already have so much on my plate. 

I just can't do it anymore. I've been in a constant state of panic for the past 7 days straight (i wish I was joking.) Worrying about how this could go wrong and it went even more wrong than I could've ever thought. I can no longer sleep, I can't eat a lot, I start crying randomly out of nowhere. 

And its this paralyzing anxiety where I almost cannot use my legs and I feel like I want to pass out .

I've been taking meds for it but they've had little to no effect on me. I so badly wanted to just shove pills and end it all because of how awful I feel. 

Is there anything (literally anything I can try). I've tried to do the breathing control thing but it just makes everything so much worse.",2.04144625922023,3.8557911267123295,3.3379452054794534,91.13439936775556,77.80136986301369,6.13614330874605,22.874604847207586,7.010146845296331,0.6205243414120125,1107,34,240,12,26,360,154,292,0.17800000000000002,0.762,0.059000000000000004,-0.9902,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,1,3,24,10,1,1,9,1,28,5,3,6,2,45,47,18,0,6,8,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,18,11,1,1,10,1,0,5,7,7,0,1,12,3,33,3,36,33,7,38,0,1,0,0,11,15,0,3,16,166,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994403195639512,0.0,0.1101414222917236,0.07981701027457973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635341000002058,0.11275546247215687,0.0989834468971652,0.0,0.0,0.2464022568970141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667225141688272,0.060842479192773524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785778612277297,0.11194398455086914,0.15937830868053898,0.0,0.1096352100521101,0.12873675574902493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855777223258876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212925440494948,0.0,0.0,0.08840091546562663,0.0,0.0,0.13184545787528748,0.09028271604561816,0.0,0.09537152464295892,0.08970165638686428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093259187349934,0.07130338107984813,0.0958320388463705,0.0,0.0,0.08489726001944997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017081461713604,0.0837148325262604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267191440210116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048761506970475085,0.10003457436237934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485381831810637,0.0,0.0,0.06662310643715093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108650056427908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467418104861889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710404693030625,0.110825789976048,0.108083135007954,0.0952787322912457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050588478131066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988081686980116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129027438196806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504374826754144,0.0,0.08723723468183481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630848937378707,0.06395340805309646,0.09806157655414564,0.15847397558831328,0.058199276715419114,0.0,0.09460701158287677,0.0,0.0,0.1355271605166684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620270218342499,0.0,0.0,0.1177395571250228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252369839294036,0.0,0.0,0.1147751209119719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136061643653407,0.10171362908075024,0.0,0.21825036958086586,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lailake,2020/01/15,"Cheap weighted blanket (aka anxiety blanket) alternatives (not only DIY) Weighted blankets are a thing and are praised everywhere. They have many health benefits like helping with insomnia, anxiety, autism, ADHD, OCD, and the list goes on. But they are so expensive. If you wanted to get one but changed your mind when you saw the price, check out these low-cost creative alternatives. [https://youtu.be/I2MkTcLf-Hw](https://youtu.be/I2MkTcLf-Hw)",10.507589743589744,14.576146553846154,7.15192307692308,63.082243589743605,60.384615384615394,9.871794871794874,38.52564102564103,10.125756701596842,4.893102564102564,366,18,46,9,6,102,54,65,0.039,0.802,0.159,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,2,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,10,7,7,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,5,3,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932032962519107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732711944978661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580868252379335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746371940641446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593276107353121,0.0,0.0,0.16352726054929456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191909172909262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473462470739258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463391158863515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531969067057573,0.18554939830190914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620821456035552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389922181502812,0.0,0.0,0.5941769691333384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lentil_stew,2020/01/15,"Wish me luck I am on vacation in my relatives house and my cousin saw that i am always in home and do nothing even though I am on holiday so she told me that I should go to party with her and her friends and now I am feeling anxiety because idk I am scared and I don't know if I should go and I need motivation from you guys

Sorry for the English it ain't my native language",2.3478455284552844,3.1873955731707326,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186995,74.97560975609754,7.9056910569105705,27.081300813008127,8.344100000000001,1.6181154471544716,295,11,68,5,6,102,54,82,0.085,0.703,0.212,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,16,18,9,0,5,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,18,2,8,14,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,1,51,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645960926885946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990084932411895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858060706403315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182183423404807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315359918284437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098564488644807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956902419121198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575822240693665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26094439100372063,0.0,0.0,0.3001698083783826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429676531807997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289255435427327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961398663685094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604482770262188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912085126679025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555889330272325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857754771273624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991513263685369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsamiee,2020/01/15,"Medication and weed I'm currently using medication (brintellix/vortioxetine) for about 9 months now and i can say that it helps me so so much. Probably one of the best choices i made.

I always smoked weed before i got on meds but when i got on meds i stopped completely. Since a couple of weeks i started smoking weed again (only in the evening, right before i go to bed). My apt with my psychiatrist is in 2 weeks and going to ask if this can cause any problems. Does anyone here know if thc has any dangerous effects on the use of SSRI's?",3.222388369678093,5.065094644859818,4.8167601246105916,81.70422637590862,74.51401869158876,8.120041536863967,26.84215991692627,8.841846274778883,2.1127287642782977,425,16,84,9,9,143,77,107,0.098,0.8590000000000001,0.043,-0.7684,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,0,4,0,4,2,0,5,0,15,15,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,1,11,1,13,12,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,9,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314449626786138,0.0,0.0,0.21485210658554527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045736249720832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476820502120915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688442632886808,0.0,0.16578136821267106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622802702535034,0.0,0.0,0.16563013722332448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479248647426854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824194507296092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433870163838728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795577149189671,0.0,0.2526885171933079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588498254023848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681701819602586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947647545907713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509415017343402,0.3182793816645122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609136320128853,0.0,0.11612724646667577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704559289632797,0.1201444623578644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032002112609812,0.15115741380470624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490681822665812,0.0,0.125625296278681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067567696188895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118130576564156,0.0,0.0,0.13207126743568584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728733524380283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534304554750231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lurkingspork,2020/01/15,"Effexor: time and why? My anxiety is peak right now. When do you guys take your Effexor and why? I know it can vary but I'm trying to decide. I found it made me drowsy in the day. I'd be willing to take it at night but hear it can cause insomnia? I need to go on it ASAP.

I have a stash of Effexor 75mg and 35mg (my doctor gave it to me in case there was an emergency and I couldn't get in to see her). I'm freaking out right now and miserable. Can't sleep, waking up early when I can, chest tightness, lost weight (130 to 120lbs in a month), and worried about graduating college. I'm a 3.9 student but can't seem to focus or write academically anymore. The assignments are painful to complete. Don't know what to do, but know I can't live like this. I need peace.

Your experience would be greatly appreciated towards helping me make my decision.",1.4266588235294115,3.4332428457142896,3.596134453781513,87.61504201680674,80.54285714285714,7.089075630252101,24.579831932773107,8.124751697461798,1.4457193277310925,658,25,144,13,17,225,108,175,0.142,0.787,0.071,-0.8938,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,1,6,6,0,1,6,0,18,7,3,3,0,28,38,13,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,8,7,1,1,7,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,4,18,2,20,28,0,21,0,2,1,0,9,11,0,2,10,86,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459789126890765,0.0,0.16152688863419928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731609721074944,0.0,0.0,0.1707699161296489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105040025685327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670807539674495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932167608423234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858254303474153,0.0,0.0,0.08509475622781695,0.0,0.0925648448742134,0.0,0.0,0.1795687666594716,0.0,0.16127051375893578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835704332200516,0.0,0.10917076983040444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26853328442223384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957183501841895,0.0,0.1438204109587056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779582160837093,0.0,0.0,0.1541149793475355,0.1087194215929682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000418812383172,0.0,0.0,0.24153748538649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284588081151654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330903984618926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781864027899859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978920633547106,0.14827404769359814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299126863082875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449214196732768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497293116463172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058051244885522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983362190435191,0.0,0.0,0.29393625928732314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540609077846452,0.0,0.11570076308000388,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LaChula98,2020/01/15,"Detaching with Love. My anxiety has been a bit much lately because of the anniversary of my assault, it's been 5 years. (1/18) I am not as anxious as I use to be but I feel the strain that it's causing my relationship with my BF. My anxiety is making me act controlling and I don't want to feel this way. I haven't processed my feelings towards this anniversary, I am thinking just how off putting my anxiety is to him and how it's affecting him. I need to detach so I put myself first and make sure that I am okay.

I feel like I just need to be over it, that I have passed my ""allowed time"" to be the victim. I'm fed up with feeling like this .I have an anxious attachment style and am aware that I am a Codependent. I have been reading ""Codependent No More"" and have reached the point in the book and the workbook where they begin to discuss detachment. For me this is a difficult concept to grasp. What did detachment for you look like?",2.7525526315789466,4.4843215578947415,4.0707236842105265,87.02819078947371,75.52631578947368,7.907894736842106,28.717105263157894,8.660442795831766,2.1721315789473685,736,32,154,15,16,242,104,190,0.099,0.757,0.14400000000000002,0.8588,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,6,10,2,1,10,1,22,2,0,9,1,33,39,12,0,3,4,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,13,9,1,1,7,2,0,4,4,4,0,1,5,6,30,6,22,31,3,17,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,0,8,115,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347033022199691,0.3416557200804863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217815520566064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508563618958544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533759650444715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695984469925363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822896536458884,0.21605346182695528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862185950400376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705750611717448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162537509419306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698099295620266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647580490681013,0.0,0.2018719528502171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115909116144414,0.2242453240969744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294533801315915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304022036332852,0.0,0.0,0.1512541073055018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234637274254213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425166390900542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096891304425173,0.0,0.0,0.08817362528791033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305996429868503,0.0,0.0,0.08918945541427863,0.12002598934260725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097376334624959
anxiety,stranger2Me,2020/01/15,"I remember a couple of years ago, visiting my doctor because of persistent anxiety and panic attacks; he shunned me away. He asked me very specific questions, I answered “no” to a lot of them, trying to be as truthful as I could.  The Q’s were related to depression rather than anxiety, which puzzled me, and the appointment was concluded with, “panic attacks happen to EVERYONE at least once in their lifetime.” 
But what am I feeling then.  All of those years later I’m still experiencing anxiety and panic attacks, I know what I’m feeling. I just don’t know why and how I’m feeling it because I haven’t been diagnosed. I’m not faking it but I need to be diagnosed otherwise I’m going to keep feeling confused.",6.684833333333334,7.010586548148153,7.9482870370370415,68.1335416666667,65.0,11.49074074074074,40.5787037037037,11.20814326018867,5.037314814814816,564,32,94,16,8,194,84,135,0.187,0.7440000000000001,0.07,-0.9088,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,4,10,3,4,4,0,9,3,0,2,2,29,25,10,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,10,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,3,5,14,1,17,19,3,11,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,6,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159864729975112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002889131626783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232270249211445,0.4465662903833719,0.12293347637213653,0.0,0.0,0.15952417362818422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446933344861307,0.14477784734260354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269687419785974,0.2656104717559054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133925719679823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502830142837978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26463728178721485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436240528437088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570607594542988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630132394478487,0.0,0.0,0.14381832149260707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124000390831992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702013979543553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393459853457643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605563389983952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657669310789334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822223001935295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044932339792564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883537691279546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796108438594876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806754103352345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852018005057878
anxiety,JepM4sta,2020/01/15,"I want to just be bored This is a short thing to say but I want your advice. Lately, my life has been nonstop chaos and anxiety. Everyday more and more things keep happening and it’s becoming overwhelming having to cope with them all. 

I am fine and I am working to stay sane amidst all the craziness, but here’s the thing. I told all this to a trusted friend who said “well would you rather be BORED?!”

Yes. Yes I do want to be bored. I desperately want one day where another crisis doesn’t crop up and blow up at me. Am I wrong to want to just be bored?",1.5176076555023954,3.522668368421055,2.632519936204148,94.64748803827752,80.22807017543859,6.601594896331737,20.012759170653904,7.686295010490155,0.4577122807017551,430,11,99,7,11,137,72,114,0.22399999999999998,0.58,0.196,-0.8339,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,6,10,0,1,4,2,14,1,0,0,3,21,23,7,0,7,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,3,2,13,4,12,15,5,9,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847725244556941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982730221353979,0.14465017353884824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883048847174013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219447439211933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608727465921428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720801099911287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806820985392748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329709815650946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335569424127665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812947957078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986396326954165,0.1503686737360731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015403794963217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376860751668377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067965255598709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55763872794015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001090606433303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765676587538672,0.0,0.0,0.13432117741045665,0.20673571641909316,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BertieMorg,2020/01/15,"To scared to apply for jobs I  diagnosed with GAD, and I am on medication for it. I have a law degree finished it 3 years ago now, but I need to do clerkship before I am allowed to write the bar exams and be allowed as a practicing attorney.  I however have such a crippling fear of failure, that I have postponed getting a clerk job since I have gotten my degree. I am currently employed in a family business and i get minimum wage, I have had other jobs before this as well. But I am stuck, I want to do so much more with my life, my life can be so much better, but this fear, this anxiety is keeping me in a rut, my parents have tried multiple interventions, psychologists, and various other people and still I can’t. My fear is so absolutely overpowering that I get physically sick, but this is something I want to do, I want to help people. I just don’t know what to do 🤷‍♂️ does anyone have similar experiences and how did you overcome it, or does anyone have any advice. I don’t want to be stuck like this for the rest of my life, just because I’m scared.",7.446805555555558,5.3960648842592605,8.621962962962964,71.71933333333334,64.50925925925927,11.973333333333334,36.41481481481482,10.793553405168565,3.7271681481481487,829,32,168,18,10,289,114,216,0.168,0.743,0.08800000000000001,-0.9665,11,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,5,8,0,28,7,0,3,0,27,42,17,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,13,8,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,5,0,27,3,21,34,5,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,123,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223637603297382,0.11100017928089193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515405095405901,0.0,0.0957931338477051,0.0,0.0,0.17511379383367984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633309046626728,0.0,0.21310638707352544,0.0,0.0,0.1107471182614858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127095898434727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191621356999648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248941363734038,0.11804648931827193,0.4227227189652625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626720701419872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393248120107309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727852719223497,0.11130149469027494,0.0,0.0,0.06881776407624225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653402567277332,0.06117627966894035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261462087321683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410255537970446,0.09284921450608832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904224752961733,0.0,0.0,0.17362388273029206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507345918280933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358346893879122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640065140553533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000103810024924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850163170667108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954325459686421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258802586791522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063772315269821
anxiety,liluziibert,2020/01/15,Sudden Panic Attacks Does anyone else start feeling like you want to crawl out of your skin out of no where?? I get panic attacks out of no where some little thing will just trigger them and they just get worse everytime,5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,68.28571428571428,6.552380952380951,25.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.979133333333333,177,5,32,1,3,53,32,42,0.358,0.5479999999999999,0.094,-0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,2,0,4,5,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,10,6,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992696448097854,0.2343515810345893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204060637342491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015519237138746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910669549714182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156481543988568,0.163398249687629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389944500869557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174147383255786,0.22923841915372134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536709368054297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618898233314156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519519963713148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349055070171317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330861273262739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sirenato,2020/01/15,"My struggles with Anxiety and my latest event (PE-Fear). I've had problems with anxiety since 2010 (now a 27 M 170lbs). It always leads to an ER visit on suspicion of Heart Attack or Pulmonary Embolism. I've had about 5 of these events. Nothing comes out of them but a bill (US).

In the last 10 months I've been exercising (Squats/Deadlifts/Running). Been noticing bumps on my legs/thighs. I try to ignore them because they go away after a ~week. The worst was when I had 3 on my left leg with the largest being the size of 3 grapes. I mark them out with a pen but they never move just reduce in size. There are still remnants of where they were if you palpate the area.

Yesterday I found a lump again on my right leg at night after exercising (1 grape). Redness and tenderness but no pain. However I decided to poke it and have had chest pains since (not provoked by breathing). At this point I assume it's just my anxiety but I compared my feet pulse strength and found that my left was strong while the right was absent/really weak. No swelling or color differences though. BP/HR/RR are fine.

I hate being like this but it's tough to ignore the lump, the chest pain, and the weak pulse. Just hoping the lumps are fat deposits or something.

Tired of being scared like this. Anxiety always returns and reminds me of how dominating it can be after you have forgotten about it.",2.756300777873811,5.101704614232212,3.3528277153558044,89.31510155574766,77.76404494382022,6.354883318928263,23.75237683664649,7.468242284971852,1.0569592048401035,1080,36,214,15,26,338,157,267,0.244,0.674,0.081,-0.9926,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,2,6,3,13,21,2,2,16,0,20,20,8,3,1,38,26,19,0,3,13,0,0,2,0,0,13,0,0,0,11,13,1,2,4,2,2,5,4,14,1,0,12,2,26,7,32,10,1,41,0,0,2,0,10,18,0,6,20,137,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818932690947672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828099329671371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232128143408293,0.11753719614668323,0.0,0.0,0.07626085521698962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776406561964053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070468432272905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407742298524656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27433518590089395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109819777153308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235120613363883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824615581513415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425424826255432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197460941061333,0.0,0.0,0.2718467976538257,0.0,0.0,0.12223677511416405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985500965205744,0.13296334378704902,0.0,0.0,0.09648616868139648,0.0,0.0,0.11739950169277184,0.0,0.12003848671964053,0.1424291520631269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993511923664933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826157403392835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197054630169526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367239268634766,0.0,0.0,0.12524865879590694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697089242326816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630942589583474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999064054858605,0.0,0.0,0.1307834937141692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291181738750817,0.0,0.0,0.14378603874785856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493586473838938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048198129568335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034906410356398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lowbatteryy,2020/01/15,I can’t go to school and It’s ruining my life I haven’t been able to go to a normal school for 2 1/2 - 3 years but I want to go so badly. Something embarrassing happened to me 3 years ago at the ending of a school year and after that I tried going to school at the beginning of the school year and did for two weeks but than I couldn’t anymore. I tried so hard to go I would drive to school and not be able to get out of the car or walk to the building and go inside. I was so afraid to go and then that would delay me and make me late to class causing me to be so embarrassed and unable to go the next day. Once I knew I was going to be late I couldn’t go in but I was late because I was so afraid and embarrassed to go and it was very difficult to get out of bed in to morning. I stopped going and didn’t attend school at all that year and then tried again the next year and the same thing happened. At the end of the school year I was sent to a therapeutic boarding school and had success there for months until I was sent to the hospital because of suicidal thoughts. After I went to the hospital the therapeutic boarding school did not let me come back. Now I am not going to school again and I don’t know what to do. I don’t think I can go to school although I want to so so desperately. I am so stuck please help me.,2.6813066202090603,3.280243498257839,4.06782404181185,91.45720644599304,73.94773519163762,7.412473867595817,23.757665505226477,7.554174236665415,0.7279088501742166,1032,27,248,12,20,342,113,287,0.154,0.794,0.052000000000000005,-0.9859,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,5,16,0,28,1,0,2,1,42,59,31,1,7,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,18,0,2,4,0,0,22,10,8,0,1,18,1,30,1,46,33,2,60,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,30,168,37,14,0.11798290929732973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052292365205342736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058503671534750334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045360787299639736,0.049255400556928335,0.07192128642987974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060047386823466,0.0,0.050815914719455145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380446080071093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449783845465113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164120054285267,0.0,0.4693668438961894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433189704708708,0.0,0.05284475626265082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03954072856450446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03242016071508691,0.0,0.19963479099179146,0.0,0.0,0.060322759171593764,0.04166740900292877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03937725405413636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047086416289258116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547616252463345,0.0,0.05779910048391735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628239739280235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475490240287722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7164300180948419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045414503850256166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931949754876703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452707668510987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919130121140107,0.03779934216832539,0.0,0.04683262558161251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015397621698146,0.0,0.05762607939813165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867412817006686,0.06958937673533958,0.0,0.04731938660946797,0.0,0.0,0.05468566946940614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381167366978387,0.0,0.0,0.2659199387804839
anxiety,HKbabar,2020/01/15,"I'm anxiously thinking about going back on anxiety meds after 15 years, but there is so much out there now. What meds have and haven't worked for you? So much rant - ANXIETY! Please help me reddit, so much has changed since I've looked at anxiety medications. It's overwhelning to research on my own, or to trust just a doctor to know ups of downs of everything on the market. 

Ive been having an extreme amount of anxiety as of late. I always struggle with anxiety, but normally take care of myself with basics like self care, therapy, and putting my energy into good things for myself. But obviously that's not always enough. Especially in winter, I get hit hard with the whole winter depression thing. 

When I did take meds I remember feeling very overwhelmed by the number of prescriptions I felt doctors were pushing on me, I felt like they were trying to give me the whole pharmacy! I'm in no way against medicating if you need to, but I know for me too much meds would be terrible. I get really effected by medication, I don't even take birth control because every brand effects me badly (and I've tried em all). So I'm a bit careful about what I put inside myself when I can. Having anxiety I also worry about long term effects of meds, but I understand you need to weigh how much anxiety is effecting your life to the symptoms - and that's my struggle. 

I used to take some anxiety meds for panic attacks. I was told they were very addictive, but I never had an issue with that, and these seemed to work well for me. I can't remember the name of them but you are supposed to take them approx 30 mins before something that would trigger anxiety, and it keeps you from being able to have a panic attack. I found these worked, as long as I knew something was coming up, and for me I always know what days will be hard. Since they were addictive, and I didn't always need them, I eventually stopped using them altogether. 

I had also been given general anxiety medication, I tried this for a while, but couldn't stand it. Everyone I knew could tell I was really off, I was such a zombie it was kind of scary. Im a very small young woman, so again I think these meds were way too much for me, but it scared me so much I didn't try anything else. 

Any advice would be appreciated, I know for anxiety and medication there is no one fits all, but I like to know what's out there, and what to avoid.",6.910511727078892,6.291896827292117,7.451346695095947,75.0537279317697,64.73560767590618,11.086089552238807,32.40605543710021,10.53366545652748,3.2125462004264405,1888,64,366,42,25,625,222,469,0.179,0.722,0.098,-0.9893,0,1,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,6,7,8,28,22,2,7,14,0,41,12,0,9,4,77,82,37,0,10,14,0,5,3,0,4,11,0,0,2,20,18,1,4,21,0,0,5,10,12,1,1,24,6,60,10,60,47,17,44,0,2,1,0,20,16,0,4,23,260,80,7,0.05235361003753157,0.0,0.0,0.11414632524798135,0.0,0.05115934181076335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373432606435133,0.17424959004593474,0.0,0.0,0.03560225010730662,0.0,0.440554052186374,0.05914467747977816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308256024421581,0.0,0.0,0.11911957886046748,0.0,0.040256694523373666,0.043713077569586666,0.031914274750239224,0.0,0.04454906611635778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715658269486525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013398385539965,0.0,0.055383177578748624,0.045097999341893284,0.0,0.0,0.058719025374911166,0.0418000975629482,0.0,0.0,0.03376374736811191,0.0,0.04509208761082967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071722765716368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043734723317847,0.0,0.0,0.054095274170881086,0.0,0.03457906567113382,0.0,0.0441101744493061,0.05002611795553056,0.04705204892147061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02647155828494916,0.0,0.10053535155687493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057403031159218965,0.0,0.0,0.054705200858084405,0.050222353260636905,0.029753763073745963,0.04391172419927728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379710259325978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035091521241421085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655088276512205,0.05464356698427373,0.0,0.046534294104435034,0.0,0.05451822846351933,0.14386087455720808,0.0,0.059057152485078424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03697890304969851,0.07673198814404729,0.0,0.0,0.09266259482236996,0.043963846837906564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070714093260952,0.26370377116845123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694014908281386,0.11645861541793685,0.04037833155862645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051295422112863566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035476161083508706,0.0,0.0,0.12285136232721408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057468542327178886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525967650368004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670781263616884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861286889236793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241509680868394,0.0,0.0,0.04766076031408807,0.054616233167232985,0.0,0.0,0.08661489446064895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060873354571871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376996223085308,0.0,0.10946272079729616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441544666825488,0.19681699630531865,0.0,0.0457593627515733,0.0,0.059870915740274484,0.0,0.06956282440245158,0.0670921587318586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002611795553056,0.0,0.14217865853705894,0.0,0.0,0.054501954398294215,0.0,0.09043341948569478,0.0,0.12959163358367115,0.0,0.08311171757566309,0.0,0.0,0.04707218283954533,0.0,0.0,0.1169018719034064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434215490742748,0.05316763229782026,0.0,0.11157150741662614,0.0,0.0,0.03371400838364068
anxiety,Anxious-elephant-,2020/01/15,"I don’t think it’s even worth trying anymore I’ve worked so so hard my entire life, getting the best grades, the best achievements and awards and now I’ve come to a point where I’m trying to get an internship. I’ve gotten a few interviews but after each one I’ve been rejected. I’ve worked so unbelievably hard my entire life to give myself these opportunities but because I have severe social anxiety none on it matters as I can’t give a decent 10 minute interview to get a job. 

I’ve thought about disclosing this to the companies but they wouldn’t understand and would reject me on the basis anxiety would make me bad at the job. 

I don’t know what to do any more. I just want to give up.",3.451644100580272,4.951660702127661,4.723984526112186,84.02454545454547,73.18439716312056,8.247840103159254,24.8749194068343,8.841846274778883,1.720895035460993,553,17,113,11,11,183,84,141,0.17800000000000002,0.726,0.096,-0.9165,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,7,8,7,0,0,10,0,9,2,0,1,0,19,24,10,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,3,2,11,4,14,18,6,9,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,69,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034722381293541,0.0,0.2327999630221788,0.0,0.15089923801348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704505917503595,0.09275372839439354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193595721581945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107011250685408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049851643168553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384878576371285,0.4378896794729276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726062567989601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019854486881716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362171842967651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149465188626062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015662346644848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031057805752222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438379085341375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718945328968262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551052903229845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974963071714751,0.0,0.1207959659461413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660975034888945,0.0,0.0,0.15840120180657125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974636674689981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215447739987407,0.0,0.0,0.21617647852908897,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kramerkee,2020/01/15,"Anxiety gone, phycial symptoms persist I have anxiety for years, but the feeling/attacks have slowly disappeared. I am happy to say that I wouldn't refer to myself as anxious any more. Attacks attempt to manifest themselves from time to time, but I have effective strategies to beat them - with a 100 percent success rate.

However, the physical symptoms that came with the anxiety are still here. I'll sometimes be dizzy, sometimes not feel my arms/legs, sometimes I get heart palpitations. Sometimes I feel pressure in my head, and sometimes I feel pains in my chest. None of these appear at the same time, though. And they are all intermittent, and get worse with stress. It is obvious that anxiety is to blame. 

I am uncertain as to how I should proceed to get rid of all this. Any tips or ideas would be great!",5.295180180180182,7.464982391891898,5.2456756756756775,79.42072072072072,69.67567567567568,8.446846846846848,34.630630630630634,9.075114841892004,3.3483495495495497,646,33,110,13,12,201,93,148,0.222,0.664,0.114,-0.9175,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,5,4,8,1,3,5,0,14,6,3,2,3,27,23,10,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,2,4,15,3,20,16,6,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,6,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645864590858703,0.0,0.3702995342696868,0.1367106434401279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27534031744275644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840703713394584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835639614690053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967344639051886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341764853763916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882096415551625,0.0,0.0,0.12419461219651333,0.0,0.0,0.14340140557514786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660934537292055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876673932078234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623467516660836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.598426500489515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096641419764697,0.0,0.13862038662651294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251558417226726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889500458375593,0.0,0.21169157732326407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332294483465547,0.08596441369683147,0.0,0.0,0.07792863154337508
anxiety,maiar1410,2020/01/15,"I don’t think I’m capable of living happily in this world I can’t seem to handle bad news, rejection, or disappointment. I try to keep my hopes low but I feel like if I did everything right then things will go my way, but then of course things go wrong. My family is no help and makes things worse. My friends have their own stuff to deal with. I can’t find a good therapist. I feel stupid, worthless, and utterly alone. Because my anxiety and depression are comorbid, I just exist in a cycle of never-ending pain and unhappiness.",2.700576923076924,4.986743288461542,4.123692307692308,84.0213076923077,77.65384615384616,8.775384615384615,23.861538461538462,9.3871,2.20138,418,14,84,12,10,138,74,104,0.345,0.501,0.153,-0.9799,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,1,13,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,19,18,10,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,1,2,14,4,9,16,1,10,0,5,0,0,4,5,0,4,3,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129041032852948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129271425631335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421429634836012,0.11258958869326104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904145169195394,0.15907927211743228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635867381545622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599377164927934,0.0,0.17411591221897502,0.0,0.18677672500452303,0.13194758751994554,0.0,0.0,0.1688097296071581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269645898049632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099351448695969,0.15491509693077035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379851881681307,0.0,0.0,0.1834458145724369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641671971038699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023363424219967,0.0,0.1630908518825377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232866946045996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244972752425766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653065068472986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773024534808314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814122967124767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114338987683571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444747497402694,0.3681134781742858,0.11834639225361555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539715230037524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660389701264068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822204181417976,0.0,0.20193719642328845,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Healing200,2020/01/15,"Does anyone constantly feel like they’ve done something wrong and that their friends secretly don’t like them/talk about them/ignore them on purpose? This is a thing I’ve really been suffering with the past half a year or so. I see my friends when we all have the time and we’re all so close but my mind tries to convince me they hate me and that I’ve done something to offend them. Mostly when things happen like: 
We have a Facebook group and sometimes I’ll put stuff in and they won’t reply, but I can see they’re online or have been online. 
I get this general feeling around some of them that they’re being off with me (even though I know I shouldn’t trust it as my mind is a bitch and tells me things that’s not true) and I shut down. It’s like my minds saying they’re annoyed with you. 
The thing is with this group, as much as I love them, they’re very quick to judge people. Rightfully so in a lot of situations, like if someone in our group steps out of line they speak about it and talk about the person, essentially behind the persons back. This also sometimes makes me have thoughts like ‘are they speaking about you behind your back?’ 
It’s all so stupid because I know logically I’ve not done anything, if anything I’m also so conscious of not offending people, so I can be overtly attentive and happy. I’m also very chilled and don’t look for trouble. 
I’m wondering what this is down to so I can work on it, like is it low self-esteem or maybe I don’t trust people? I’m not sure. I just always get this overwhelming feeling I’m a burden who’s been offensive or done something wrong.",3.1817538461538466,4.7545865753846135,3.771769230769234,90.2847307692308,74.01538461538463,6.723076923076923,23.884615384615394,7.321109707123232,0.8286307692307688,1267,37,268,14,26,399,151,325,0.135,0.7120000000000001,0.153,0.5125,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,3,3,9,1,22,30,7,1,11,0,27,1,0,1,5,57,48,34,0,3,13,0,3,7,2,2,0,3,0,2,23,19,0,0,11,0,0,2,9,14,0,1,8,9,36,16,32,36,7,24,0,3,3,1,30,14,1,10,15,176,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052376260880194,0.07648431460959743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427219036791107,0.0,0.15128368869215195,0.08182776506406826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136070854486368,0.0,0.0560332206208568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933222981177182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043929720650543,0.3762618904065589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060711904963443135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943165030381652,0.06566724656964175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203341997549676,0.0,0.09604819826796628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128403279787838,0.0978499237115519,0.0,0.0907513895891481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103301028594447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143502730152749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718915590245429,0.0,0.0,0.07814659733499615,0.0829608584451546,0.0,0.061356921528652915,0.0,0.09234540454305884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784372096702342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757134448141608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774748001368471,0.1911760404298477,0.16052097078396235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240439775255288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888592930080641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849867593219136,0.0,0.07309800609853127,0.0,0.0,0.14649574163861634,0.0,0.09589199398982998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332127078595738,0.0,0.0,0.07788301981862354,0.2122921632756793,0.18182129843145592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052257356467665,0.0,0.0,0.08663295834527218,0.0,0.0,0.14776268364892958,0.08034161793100135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24426869275625776,0.0,0.09031035596163063,0.07297374593061387,0.05359894855429731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240724725637679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168628358394493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968268170498124,0.06691842696654147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099889536981103,0.0,0.059193087875506034
anxiety,lolviathan,2020/01/15,"Things are looking good, but i feel very overwhelmed when I start moving. any advise? 

So to preface I have been doing very well for myself in a relative way. Each week I knock out one thing on a list of “important things to do” and I do more if I can. I moved, got health insurance, have a therapist, etc. 

However, right now, I have a real life changing opportunity ahead of me. I have an interview set up for a job that is in a field I studied in college. It is this Friday. The drive is only 2 & 1/2 hours, but driving has me at a near panic after 30-45 minutes... normally I would drive to the location and get familiar... but gas is expensive. I have been researching the company for the interview, and brushing up on my knowledge for the job. (They will have me use a program I haven’t touched since 2013 when i was in school and evaluate my ability to use it as they instruct.)

I have spent the last few hours trying to set up the program but I just... shut down I feel like i am fried. Like I’m literally shaking in my skin and I’m so scared I’m not going to be able to perform under their parameters. 

Usually I can push through but... my future Hangs on to whether or not I do well here. I don’t feel near prepared enough for whats to come, but I really do not want to fail.",1.7430069708491764,3.5877818098859318,3.759035171102664,87.63016238910015,78.80988593155894,7.425158428390367,25.40700253485425,8.344100000000001,1.6419481622306715,988,38,214,20,24,336,151,263,0.052000000000000005,0.825,0.12300000000000001,0.9433,3,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,4,10,11,0,4,16,0,29,3,1,2,0,31,45,19,0,4,13,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,2,10,5,5,2,1,5,7,33,6,38,37,5,44,0,2,1,0,6,19,0,2,14,156,41,12,0.13492380721480932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618988874667466,0.0,0.0917528156405649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273149777487534,0.11622491294520287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941236026000592,0.15047571054222725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046645928038357,0.0963895948333112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049212049495956,0.0,0.07668030896053356,0.11316768807510702,0.10791089415403997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434176977476749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265745543550622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26778211915142264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998091092073196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530067520684556,0.1318339138808138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330201663126395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868053087584392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219668403376042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142786362433113,0.10261563528646883,0.0,0.1583040168083053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535728311910259,0.08643564582334373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522419415028935,0.0,0.0,0.13508226867050027,0.13655009613967106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161036759224273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549976519566662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566569394279262,0.26891214671535196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916044084675446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330616980895241,0.1485995117552082,0.22265254263282205,0.07958155725059915,0.10709623798083327,0.10822773966912824,0.0,0.24262541276790706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584600149225482,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jirenlagen,2020/01/15,"Please someone assuade my fears or tell me to get help. Long story short I was diagnosed with sleep apnea (probably) and shortly afterwards I had 2 separate instances where I awoke heart racing. I am anxious but have a limited number of as needed anxiety meds. Is this something that is just uncomfortable until I get confirmed sleep apnea diagnosis (feb 7), anxiety associated with the diagnosis, or is this something I should get checked out urgent care ASAP?

Sorry I’d this isn’t the place, I posted in r/medical and no one responded yet",5.553571428571427,7.823247979591841,7.007908163265308,66.63798469387757,69.20408163265307,10.206122448979592,34.69897959183673,10.411451182825502,4.449424489795918,434,22,66,13,8,148,75,98,0.172,0.716,0.11199999999999999,-0.6187,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,9,4,3,0,0,12,14,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,9,1,8,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,4,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851387386523596,0.21054036974554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001241028137808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891574203281724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097134001919186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921054025428508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084443604454385,0.12491710449563817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492791749649174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701045224871809,0.1877439927002109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818792039531258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262863268504254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947126530122572,0.20457374468629602,0.0,0.0,0.1784869732563524,0.0,0.200933913065744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730008933172041,0.0,0.15790718455680033,0.2869470811002043,0.0,0.20862131719755514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289197208540884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nooooooofun,2020/01/15,"Dry mouth, shaky, indigestion, tight muscles, picking Everyday for the past 4 months I wake up to an anxious stomach, tight muscles, i am shaking, intense dreams and picking at scabs. I haven’t pooped solid for weeks despite eating healthy and with lots of fibre. It’s crazy, I ate nothing but beans and veg yesterday and it all just goes to shit literally just like squeezing toothpaste out. And my mouth has been dry every single day 
.

Idk what to do, my life uncertain and unstable atm",6.520149812734082,7.838055640449443,6.105112359550562,77.7117509363296,65.62921348314606,8.629962546816481,36.181647940074896,8.841846274778883,3.2535602996254687,388,19,66,6,6,120,70,89,0.209,0.713,0.078,-0.8917,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,3,2,0,5,10,6,2,1,19,6,7,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,6,1,10,4,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,7,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749992073123258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407469003892324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396588387432854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796748779051798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445997039475786,0.16216976153858548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220463921711514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649523940497169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185066482422456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168755490827173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407329939942433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662633038395581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Desilu027,2020/01/15,"First appointment with Psychiatrists for Friday. Super anxious and excited. Well.. Not sure where to start. While i knew i always had anxiety I didn't ever realize i guess how bad it was or that it was what was doing all the damage. 

I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder about 13 years ago and have been dealing with mainly the anger management side of it more than anything else. A lot of the issues I've just attributed to that instead of the anxiety.

Long story short my wife has helped me come to realize in the last two years how much the anxiety was actually affecting me..... I've had nightmares about things going on in my life since i was a child, severe social anxiety to the point of when my ex broke up with me 10 years ago I wouldn't go to her place of employement (walmart) for then next 8 years because i was so anxious about what would happen. I refuse to be in front of anyone and cannot handle being in the spotlight for any reason at all. I can come off as a complete tool because i don't speak to people. I come to work do my job and go home. Just so many things are now making since since i'm realizing that this has all been anxiety....

There are even crazier things like not being able to go to the bathroom if someone else walks in like at work or a public place.... Or even crazier i have to pee on the backside of the bowl obviously in the bowl but not in the water because i don't want someone to hear me....

I know this has turned into quite a bit of a rant but i'm excited to realize what has been going on and to possibly get answers as soon as Friday. Sorry for the post haha",5.3984454191033135,5.312078990740744,6.320402858999356,80.12102339181288,67.73456790123457,9.537102014294998,30.01559454191033,9.276330184999452,2.3977740740740745,1259,42,255,22,19,419,165,324,0.102,0.851,0.047,-0.7476,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,19,12,1,0,20,1,32,5,1,6,6,49,52,21,0,4,11,2,0,2,0,2,3,2,1,1,14,13,1,1,8,0,0,10,8,4,1,2,14,2,24,8,52,33,8,49,0,2,0,0,11,21,0,6,19,183,38,5,0.0942840715467448,0.0,0.09200765318879296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715428130167767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845190046638699,0.0,0.0,0.06411640179036385,0.0,0.36063528333203737,0.2130283279076612,0.0,0.06592561503933933,0.0,0.07758775735943703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872326149323243,0.1724240847053476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293378676860764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436521374658539,0.09885505518723392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720273776500507,0.0,0.09569634795583146,0.0,0.0,0.10805771438145513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752448701898128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454748008473672,0.08528534057899602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019798309262086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049259535951628734,0.0,0.26791905318648257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386453448895476,0.0,0.08337509309085843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062650009907805,0.0,0.06319662573485177,0.0,0.09457461121468894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840807492398704,0.09356239273924256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181605998060265,0.07685410223799483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659562804472273,0.09212486977066073,0.0,0.0,0.08343843637216425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015694599873738,0.0,0.0,0.06293534988526625,0.09558925007820963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930964105117061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027217971943392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536470373878196,0.0,0.19701357484931686,0.0,0.08912892291680376,0.10629112422688786,0.09029807801718667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028271574572843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693972853999523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065141639538306,0.0,0.23397827486453734,0.0,0.0,0.0961107374688,0.15977317571636038,0.0,0.0,0.10554329894595058,0.06673475111823901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888616216266531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791444300362206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255399549015956,0.09210183788974953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055611188214330906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477270338231675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727985400780546,0.0,0.0,0.06697669928464102,0.0,0.0,0.24286340340557006
anxiety,mrs_slowly,2020/01/15,"tight throat/ nausea during public speaking For almost a year now, I've been struggling with a lump in the throat feeling (doctors just keep telling me it's postnasal drip).  My throat gets so tight that it actually triggers my gag reflex.  My GP ended up prescribing ativan to relax that a bit and it helps but doesn't eliminate it.  

I'm a prof so I have to speak a lot and for extended periods.  I've noticed that this makes my throat tight despite the ativan and triggers some nausea I think because of my gag reflex.  Has anyone dealt with issues like these?  It's really maddening because I never really had these issues until the past year",4.552377049180329,6.5946916147540975,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,71.37704918032787,7.50295081967213,27.77377049180328,8.238735603445708,2.121725245901639,515,19,87,8,10,166,79,122,0.096,0.835,0.069,-0.6357,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,8,0,5,6,4,3,1,20,11,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,11,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,9,2,10,9,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,9,54,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.204115472305524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944915419961008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625346462402725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550108407051989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283546832713871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408987484995504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852586553924992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576042203451536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928040329086827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019930585030854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366291280263557,0.0,0.185916013352395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218775641271192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782513001965747,0.0,0.0,0.13961967533489106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132142054961485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813644434749864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967225156894985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26799370391920785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866532041580944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281997094929128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402488335419294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693916026210149
anxiety,lunarnye,2020/01/15,"My bf says he wants to see me less My bf said to me that he wants to see me less (we see each other abt 3 times a week) and this has shattered me, I already have anxiety that I’m not good enough and that he will lose interest and now it feels like all that has come true and I’m panicking and idk what to do",6.1833809523809515,2.8386652428571466,6.8271428571428565,87.67452380952379,68.0,11.047619047619047,30.47619047619048,8.841846274778883,1.7923333333333331,237,5,64,3,3,79,45,70,0.18100000000000002,0.713,0.106,-0.6002,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,14,15,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,8,4,4,13,5,4,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,4,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741750547500835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900665519977063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402103360090166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567192926498918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562575608334034,0.17749551444554434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839134191030184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121382024720151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27795635992720713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363365524625701,0.19758051197780152,0.0,0.0,0.5939567680514434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487546599499776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930890926349462,0.0,0.1992947305471152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,disisamfthrowawayacc,2020/01/15,Help me rn So i am 16 and i smoke weed from time to time which i know i shouldnt do but it usually helps with anxiety. Well a few hours ago i got too high and i have been overthinking for like an hour now and my anxiety is super bad. I just convinced myself i am insane. Thats how bad it is that i convinced myself im dissociated from society and i am insane. Help me rn cuz im overthinking lots and im scared that im insane or something,-1.5417182130584166,0.4154814948453627,1.7732371134020612,93.86720962199314,100.03092783505156,5.473264604810997,16.77594501718213,7.0316486544052195,0.20911326460481128,343,10,81,7,15,122,59,97,0.23600000000000002,0.537,0.228,-0.2382,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,14,11,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,15,5,5,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,8,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392865327863742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404085032083328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623944791037159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256714573243381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31596338952943,0.16601679202498693,0.0,0.0,0.3094833936579397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6789107631412101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635470514001732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676592901974806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358656445967684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573148447668942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096658383448546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832478864134256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305682939949005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127901286285666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClericUla,2020/01/15,"Missed Classes I'm a college student in my second semester of my 1 year program. I took the shortest program so my anxiety could be more easily managed but now we're on week 2 of classes and I've only showed up to one class. Everytime I think about leaving my house and going to class my heart rate flares up, I start hyperventilating and crying. Does anyone have any advice for getting me to go to class?? I have a fair share of breathing exercises and I do take medication for my anxiety it just hasn't been effective on this front.",3.5573333333333323,5.574537495238097,5.255238095238095,78.16476190476193,74.04761904761905,8.095238095238095,29.76190476190476,8.841846274778883,2.6209047619047623,427,19,79,9,9,145,76,105,0.128,0.8,0.07200000000000001,-0.7005,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,4,2,1,0,9,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,2,2,0,12,1,15,12,1,13,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,50,14,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296844410257441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983948631323186,0.0,0.3596194223293613,0.0,0.0,0.1643497786607789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766527683410147,0.0,0.2581872303141889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056905267401338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280194618968544,0.0,0.2671643613119344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785308965395299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712117742606145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24888000374536826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367843335484957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927339836281154,0.1787632381348264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636692078974144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767255018564068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060812385486302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611449933941545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885398959452481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136205620035162
anxiety,vacant79,2020/01/15,"Phone Anxiety I hate talking to people on the phone. I avoid it as much as possible. Close family members and people I know well are fine, but I become very anxious if I have to call someone about something. I was having an okay morning and was feeling fine. Then I started to feel the physical symptoms of anxiety and started to wonder what is going on with me...then realized oh, I have to call people (as part of my job). I am delaying it. Procrastinating because I don't want to do it. It's so stupid.   


I need help with this. It is impacting my job now. All I do is procrastinate when I have to call someone or I just don't do it-I will email them or not do it all. I would be more productive if I just called people. It seems so simple-just pick up the damn phone and call them...why can't I do it? Why does my stomach start going in knots at the thought of it. I am completely fine talking to people in person (for the most part ... I sometimes get this anxiety if I have to go up to someone and talk to them in a store) -hell I have run workshops with up to 30 people...yet I can't call someone..

Please tell me ways to overcome this. I am sick of it.",0.07986121047359873,2.3040780248962704,2.4377564744598668,92.38672199170126,88.25311203319502,5.481814279582201,21.5883531263414,6.953978226594392,0.6210041779939912,888,32,196,13,29,302,118,241,0.152,0.784,0.064,-0.9725,2,1,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,0,8,10,4,1,7,1,27,3,1,1,2,34,43,18,0,6,9,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,14,9,0,2,7,0,1,4,5,5,1,0,3,2,29,5,34,37,7,22,1,0,0,0,18,10,2,8,7,138,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549869785198286,0.10607976486551762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057240294572853276,0.1037046764537002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752916392861316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845189241287204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217212961019447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852013956981199,0.0,0.09495686841648104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905863968850468,0.0,0.16009583576509165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270636624882936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293888952790397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636163029615788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160473738856408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902697399764167,0.06962532705963465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336812596379455,0.0,0.3254906270549968,0.08198946581141461,0.0,0.10307350918120266,0.0,0.10585763476646326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854826243521046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182431384272064,0.07228846165879098,0.09286905666422914,0.0,0.1993877558870998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759758669060617,0.0,0.2264187060432454,0.08207234611673174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454575458755812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747696329786302,0.0553843878662497,0.07453309269468958,0.0,0.0,0.08442697297711856,0.0,0.16945947876221573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183005726572944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670354671950357,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,5ristin,2020/01/15,"Any tips for job search anxiety? I'm at the end stages of a job interview process, the references. I'm having a really difficult time with the fact that my fate lies in the hands of three professional references after all the hard work I've done during the rigorous interview process. I'm waking up with panic attacks and I'm just really having a difficult time dealing with the anxiety overall. Does anyone have any words of wisdom they could impart or any tips for dealing with the anxiety?

Thank you!",5.727689969604862,7.51694331914894,6.468419452887537,72.60500000000002,67.93617021276596,10.903343465045593,31.51367781155016,10.914260884657429,4.026427355623101,408,17,68,13,7,134,58,94,0.23,0.713,0.057,-0.9317,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,1,6,1,1,11,0,5,2,2,0,2,13,10,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,3,2,13,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,38,4,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775639511378656,0.0,0.4247365063927584,0.0,0.0,0.1294059710172724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105450204077899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477641623422375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38160022196264176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195691018726865,0.18939192443161554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391800530708325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578729599793302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673088912677186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714098417529087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371224884916886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038854425228994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158328180032462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473391790420747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuietOwl8,2020/01/15,"Amazed at all of you who can keep a job This is embarrassing to admit.. especially since I’m in my early 30’s, and I’ll most likely end up deleting this post soon, but I’m in awe of anyone who struggles with anxiety and depression and is able to keep a job. And also get through college.

My depression & anxiety was so bad while I was in college that I ended up dropping out. I have never been able to keep a job for long and after basically being a shell of myself for about a decade, I finally was able to start functioning again a year and a half ago. It gave me hope that I would soon be independent and be able to support myself in the near future. I started volunteering at a few places as a stepping stone before trying to find a job anywhere.

It was difficult to even volunteer, but I was able to keep it up for a long while. Until the past 4 months or so. Now it’s all going to shit. I have insomnia the nights before I volunteer, anxiety attacks, suicidal thoughts, and basically can’t keep myself together emotionally. It’s getting more and more difficult to get myself to go each week. I’ve almost stopped going completely now. It’s as if I’m dragging a giant weight attached to my body that’s wearing me out and draining me of all the energy I have left. Everything becomes overwhelming too quickly now and I’m stuck again.

My hope is diminishing and I keep seeing myself on the streets in the future wasting away into nothingness.",5.075263157894739,5.952425228070176,6.448771929824562,75.54473684210528,68.64912280701752,9.789473684210527,31.842105263157894,9.93914555978268,3.1952105263157886,1150,48,214,27,19,391,148,285,0.187,0.76,0.053,-0.9912,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,14,15,2,3,18,0,18,5,3,1,4,41,44,24,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,17,1,7,3,0,0,4,3,10,0,1,9,2,24,5,42,31,8,56,0,3,1,0,5,20,1,6,31,157,37,6,0.4381706671753672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768237174914812,0.0,0.08775292591087837,0.0,0.0,0.07008098484668786,0.0,0.09495154696374784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011196166379797,0.0,0.0,0.061275823692896185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996964780566653,0.08233515310152023,0.0,0.0731708409380873,0.0,0.0967850153148477,0.14914038598866705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734176654515513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918827215975136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095830143215022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857660488256627,0.15523566206921638,0.0,0.0,0.05788151863666944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787599084499001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599890965552156,0.08009601033346894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735565326306282,0.0,0.14941349268164925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740809359012502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478534210627695,0.4673594660538084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521474239122107,0.0,0.0,0.04281361102531628,0.0,0.0,0.15510690080936745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994872922947411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758884617808764,0.0,0.0,0.08223869772981071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365669637266525,0.0,0.0,0.09155901746514013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392927551888285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983305831824943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995517863476657,0.07249186076364023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405578139150875,0.0,0.0,0.07326605954846117,0.0,0.09161422367664412,0.0,0.09585751838255638,0.0994461761106558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957171311975355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949782414681708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070294815832174,0.10671476575091653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225277404615503,0.0,0.0,0.056433508734261374
anxiety,sleepy218barista,2020/01/15,"First post First post in this community. 
Getting my thoughts out. 

I’ve struggled with anxiety for as long as I can remember, but I never knew it was an actual diagnosis for me until October 2018 after my first panic attack. 

I’ve struggled with being social with people I don’t know, choosing a career path, my demeanor as it comes off to others around me, my appearance in general, and so on. 

When my PCP diagnosed me with GAD it all started to make sense. I’ve learned how to cope, what helps me decrease severity of triggers and side effects, and mindfulness and stress management techniques. 

Well, I work at Starbucks and go to college online. I’ve struggled with my career path since before I graduated HS in ‘13. I finally found a passion after I took anatomy and physiology in summer 2018. I decided to pursue a degree in health sciences as a healthy lifestyle coach major/health education. 

Well I took a health coaching class and it was very anxiety inducing for me. 
Recording coaching sessions with check box after check box of requirements felt very unnatural but my coaching partner and I pushed through and conquered. 

This next class is the same prof but the next course, which emphasizes techniques and is just very intense. 
It requires mandatory 3 hour class meetings online through video chat and very week and within those meetings we have to coach within our subgroups in front of the rest of the class. 

I know I can do it, but there’s many other things in life stressing me out right now and my voice in my head is telling me to drop the class because I’m afraid of making a fool of my self in front of everyone and the professor. 

I’m so overwhelmed and I just wish I could drop out of college but I’m basically getting it paid for and I’m so close to being done but my anxiety is not being my friend (we usually get along pretty well) and is telling me that I should drop out and take the class when I’m less stressed. 

I’m so content with taking care of the house, cleaning, working at Starbucks and taking care of our two animals. But when I’m on school break I can’t wait to get back to the books. 
I’m wondering if this is really my passion or if it’s just my anxiety telling me I can’t do this. Every seems like they really wanna be there. Maybe this class is a way to tell me this isn’t really what I want to do if I’m not excited about it like everyone else?",5.080786290322582,6.188279741935487,5.709015456989249,80.01352318548388,68.78494623655914,8.909274193548388,31.95060483870968,9.188382445141503,2.7944314516129034,1900,81,358,36,32,616,218,465,0.106,0.7909999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.2323,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,4,0,1,9,21,22,1,9,17,0,26,7,1,6,2,84,64,43,0,8,16,0,1,2,2,1,4,1,1,2,23,36,0,3,14,8,3,8,7,11,3,4,10,2,47,11,67,48,4,61,0,1,0,2,17,24,0,7,24,239,70,23,0.0,0.0,0.07726564738641024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422817465399753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048460550102839,0.0,0.09007563719256237,0.0,0.060882475326860634,0.0,0.04826576220578525,0.0,0.06737407158675325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145311873379034,0.0,0.0,0.06820425434158313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321665101090095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036331784433699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102589289103987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661424949278909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671031090280231,0.15131465353459753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602264832107414,0.0867348889907372,0.0,0.2020445756839663,0.0,0.08681384971160516,0.06117220461231209,0.0,0.16546753681226792,0.0,0.04499829823749736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125877774372718,0.2524853807946977,0.0,0.0,0.053070891722676435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797371571710425,0.09136000208838316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702757391712254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559252859479176,0.07736408284007681,0.0,0.0,0.0700694407450699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057029580440955,0.08027337981677768,0.07954426476091722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994652697262956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061066433892890175,0.0,0.16841196601267594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289753076243147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489158755342617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165998075030435,0.08055180392524347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216906485515225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969247412495404,0.06761700262864903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013167961561511,0.0,0.07208006266379148,0.08259921753683683,0.0894478399185755,0.0,0.06549630114163148,0.0,0.0,0.08071131143921713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560421179066631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720920736032439,0.24831999287533346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785944831785635,0.0,0.2768178864837464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260189628696412,0.0,0.0,0.062857951574559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593784198273624,0.0,0.0,0.07734474126220306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720263700748689,0.2613183398070416,0.04670083748893144,0.06284727490151201,0.0635112739270289,0.0,0.2135697710088533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105001582077964,0.0,0.08586443109816086,0.11528407067681808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JShash,2020/01/15,Anxiety over large purchases. I’ve been looking for a car for the past few months now.  I go looking for a used car. I test drive the car. Everything is good and fine. When it comes to making the purchase. I overthink everything and think about the negatives. Everyone I spoke to said “do it it’s a great deal” I don’t know how to get past the overthinking. How can I fix this for myself so I can be happy and not worried about buying a car?,1.020333333333333,3.3204859222222254,2.7355555555555564,91.48000000000002,84.22222222222223,6.711111111111113,22.333333333333336,7.908726449838941,1.175466666666667,343,12,74,7,10,113,57,90,0.02,0.8109999999999999,0.17,0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,9,0,7,0,0,4,0,11,18,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,3,4,8,4,10,14,1,13,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,5,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664394621743829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741617266234972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430377923656428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789621928242247,0.3910734424350389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367066742607355,0.0,0.12364930770673332,0.182486305479815,0.0,0.23987026298556505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316059298655701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957006917743435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36540582864482735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522879860615368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366126289448194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41538789057902376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069576591492684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940923975200786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879095038372732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095157878811308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnaeratedKieslowski,2020/01/15,"Guilty about not facing up to anxiogenic things, but utterly miserable when doing them - half ""DAE?"", half ""need advice"" post I believe that a life is only worth living if it is reasonably enjoyable, but there is this horrible catch-22 that has stalked me through my life and has particularly worsened since going to university.

All my life I've tried graded exposure or ""pushing through the pain"" in the hopes that things would get easier, but it never has. Every time I sit down to rough out ideas for an essay my stomach ties itself in knots and my mind freezes up (despite having always been top of the class). Every time I hang around with people I end up dripping with sweat. Every time I go shopping for clothes I feel faint. Every time I get a job I just turn into a nervous wreck. I just think ""Is it really worth torturing myself like this?""

But then when I don't do these things I feel utterly pathetic for being a ""layabout"" who isn't doing anything worthwhile with his life. Which only makes it even harder to try graded exposure again because all the lower levels feel pretty pathetic too.

I've done CBT, I've done counselling - neither have worked. I'm hoping to try CAT or Psychotherapy, but wait times are 18+ weeks just to get an assessment.

What do I do? How do I fix this shit?",5.4617599039615845,6.721578302040817,5.7318127250900375,79.63726290516206,68.0204081632653,8.703481392557023,29.10564225690276,9.007467420416297,2.379545018007203,1024,36,186,18,17,326,151,245,0.203,0.6940000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9866,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,13,9,2,2,10,0,23,10,4,3,3,37,39,14,0,5,12,0,5,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,18,8,0,1,6,1,3,4,5,5,0,2,3,5,21,4,25,34,3,29,0,1,0,0,3,11,1,5,13,125,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331428773925753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648759877496407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954247935033026,0.10322854567573143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068783889783138,0.0,0.0,0.1306466545935861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373336709701127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270570420143607,0.0,0.0,0.07659016043848267,0.0,0.3908035422555752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758978321204382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175216836632602,0.0,0.13180491972454633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23034790938452054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090416825933598,0.0,0.0,0.11507191740903155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276225152352579,0.0566519575611544,0.0,0.10239436876344976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740387106483583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708604527962885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859825047919026,0.08943512013093803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638486013896518,0.1233890907261097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039172118072775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105715311008532,0.11797250636010492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428662921108467,0.11922568576561796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119030767094358,0.095922902113593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311150306463617,0.07430216955987384,0.0,0.0,0.33808460396519197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361866795038652,0.1261306445197414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301572158766694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844199018420592,0.0,0.0,0.08237430641488049,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ObliviateProtego,2020/01/15,"Another symptom of anxiety, blurry vision. Very claustrophobic, kinda freaking out. Suddenly I got blurry vision. I'm freaking out. It never ends!!  
Been very stressful lately, a lot of anxiety. Been struggling with headaches and shoulder pain due to anxiety, tension and stress. I was sitting here feeling normal, like normal anxiety, heart racing, a bit shaky and jumpy and just ignoring the signs of anxiety as I always do. And suddenly my vision became blurry. Like it's foggy and blurry at the same time. The letters aren't double, it's just blurry and out of focus. I try to look at things far away and it's the same. Tried to walk it off, like literally walking around i circle flapping my arms like a freaking lunatic trying not to freak out. I tried taking a pretend nap where I close my eyes and tries to take a fake nap to give my eyes a break, didn't work. Rubbing my eyes, splashing cold water on my face. Nothing works, it wont stop! It's getting a bit claustrophobic because my eyesight is messed up no matter what I do.   


I do have a tiny bit of eyesight issues, I do wear glasses and I wear them all day. My eyesight isn't that bad but it's bad enough that I need glasses. So it's not like I'm squinting too much and it makes my eyes tired, since the glasses helps on that. I know how that feels like to get this issue due to squinting, since I struggled with it before I got glasses. It's 100% anxiety.   


Any tips on how to make it stop?!",2.4827593984962406,4.791148452631578,3.740344611528824,86.37532894736843,78.50877192982456,5.895989974937344,25.6171679197995,7.021680442328713,1.2450325814536338,1139,44,215,13,28,371,147,285,0.18,0.7070000000000001,0.113,-0.8546,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,2,9,22,0,6,13,0,13,14,10,4,2,46,29,16,0,3,5,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,20,19,1,3,3,3,0,2,8,16,0,0,6,9,25,6,30,22,10,31,0,0,5,0,4,16,0,3,17,132,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858520836440389,0.0,0.0,0.0642253503652265,0.09903306438370202,0.4334977031641949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407543429494739,0.0,0.0,0.08873351181706961,0.0,0.15771406099261406,0.057572357682683574,0.0,0.08036512779790628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309326085137247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090874868369471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364960126852003,0.09758618981261526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550773338427028,0.06747101390308377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986864785602272,0.0905995611122513,0.0,0.0,0.15107143986552474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191692885408816,0.0633040113977661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715058594290655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519041074338634,0.0,0.10653726375424633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768442336042376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793094104461735,0.0,0.0,0.0802931511629083,0.0,0.0,0.1260845831603366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942741413895956,0.07002923837418852,0.07284125255285039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850706878021021,0.09062183571699016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004953748224239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156250571995185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579192973071296,0.21637121178251945,0.1974673391133358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816377102613864,0.1420206925960149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627445843475674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507122031167259,0.10854980879789153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206073398267624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585284724471574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751312418569855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TryFailRepeat87,2020/01/15,"I’m struggling, this is a bit of a cry for help. Hello, this is my first post on reddit and I don’t really know what I’m doing so apologies in advance but I’m a little desperate.

I suffer from anxiety and depression and the past few weeks have been horrendous, the company I work for has been bought out and I don’t know what’s going on, my Dad is really poorly and know one can figure out what’s wrong with him and to top it off I found out Monday that a person I was close to at work a couple of years ago has committed suicide. This has hit me hard as the thought of suicide pops into my mind more than I would like it to. 

I guess the reason for this post is what can I do differently to help my anxiety? I have tried countless CBT sessions, hypnotherapy, mindfulness, acupuncture, I subscribe to two apps - ‘Headspace’ and ‘calm’ along with some other types of therapy that is similar to CBT. I have been on tablets now for the last 10+ years which I really feel don’t do much anymore. Does anyone know of something that may be able to help?

I love my family too much to kill myself but the thought is getting more desirable. Even though I know I can’t burden my loved ones with that much pain, I just feel like I’m stuck here and I’m destined to eventually follow my work friend unless I can get a grip of this? I’ve got a doctors appointment booked in for tomorrow morning but tonight is going to be a tough one. 

I would have thought at the age of 32 I’d have a bit more control than I do right now. I understand that this isn’t easy reading so I’m sorry if this upsets or offends anyone, that isn’t my intention. I’m just a bit lost.

Thank you,
Jason",3.9052972493345166,4.53464370262391,5.087894536696666,85.14665737102295,71.15743440233236,8.530815058942832,27.15794143744455,8.716276077567194,1.787877779186208,1302,42,279,22,23,432,172,343,0.19699999999999998,0.68,0.12300000000000001,-0.9819,1,0,1,0,1,3,27.0,0,1,0,8,10,18,2,2,17,0,37,4,0,3,1,50,70,18,3,4,8,1,4,2,1,3,2,0,0,1,21,17,0,1,14,2,2,4,6,11,0,5,12,4,33,7,43,52,11,35,0,3,0,2,12,16,0,5,15,187,54,8,0.09501298717957196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842232803790875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536935026078088,0.0,0.09422735253087933,0.13287057959588938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111887215564835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656514424017442,0.0,0.1051300631382978,0.10436730495059214,0.0,0.0,0.0818345466338714,0.0,0.0,0.09926834911917876,0.0,0.09724981842328152,0.08314650536206519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275518194328364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956978837358763,0.0,0.09608284227766133,0.06787729702557872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081799835753692,0.0,0.10417683631920553,0.07340679820503211,0.0,0.0992807285697953,0.0,0.10799614037859907,0.0,0.07599056544906464,0.0,0.10466751723718896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511297406029443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105560755596115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511779296899083,0.0,0.2610832647480691,0.0774482657658225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283709248915786,0.09522797396127383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371789924802786,0.0,0.1715058609685048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187206378668925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953643373421868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314977720493987,0.0,0.10110051727274784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070064720649368,0.0,0.08296167558344376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199235540508768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950386990432699,0.0,0.1826032576014496,0.09768917521126876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114057190921245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314563944540177,0.0,0.10635926031969876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099328203731306,0.0,0.20785757348522546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747519319753724,0.10865563130378053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334977749664444,0.2262890963007717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450758147865084,0.0,0.0928138825474377,0.09891187046689667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621368722041412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751175879783254,0.0,0.0,0.1349890000731805,0.10388178609225578,0.0,0.12237049724099085
anxiety,Nul3a,2020/01/15,"Wanting to be a stripper (with asperger I been wanting to be a stripper for a whole year now but I'm too afraid to do the audition. I suffer from asperger so that makes it even harder. 
6 month ago almost went with a friend but now we aren't friends any more.
I think a have a decent body and pretty face but thinking of men staring at me while I'm dancing half naked is terrifying.
I considered drinking but I prefer to do it by myself, if that make sense.
Any tip? 💕",1.1917525773195834,3.334790494845361,3.1558865979381467,89.7132113402062,82.1958762886598,5.9418556701030925,24.13298969072165,7.1686216300943375,1.0204482474226797,366,14,77,5,10,123,69,97,0.135,0.7809999999999999,0.084,-0.7119,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,7,0,8,3,2,2,0,17,17,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,2,1,2,1,2,0,1,2,1,8,2,11,13,2,9,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,6,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109111072385136,0.0,0.2382531113628822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32360191287829915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642872417552918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330813916785644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571509070774539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676491587259925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176410254138441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991392254803474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420609420133299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049126226478051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806752465996499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056403554477985,0.0,0.26564100058968226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321949554955386
anxiety,autumn_voyage99,2020/01/15,"School is a fucking mess Graduated primary school with a good score,  friends that I could have easily beaten got higher than me. Was happy with my score as it was actually pretty high then got lowkey salty after finding out how my friends grades made my grades look like shit. 

Went to a school lousier than my friends' as my grades couldn't make it to their school. At the school I went to and am still in I was stuck in a school with people that scored way lower than me and were like damn sassy bitches

At that point of time since my grades were highest in that school I got a scholarship. My family was damn disappointed I went to a lousy school and expects me to get. Scholarship every year. 
It
Is
Fucking 
Killing
Me

First day at lessons,  I'm a fucking mess.  I was so pressurized because I wanted to study hard,  I wanted to study so damn hard AND TOP THE WHOLE COHORT SO THAT I COULD GET HIGHER THAN MY FRIENDS THE FRIENDS I COULD HAVE EASILY BEATEN BUT LOST TO I WAS SO MOTIVATED AT FIRST I WANTED TO BEAT EVERYONE IN THE SCHOOL I WANTED,  NO NEEDED TO TOP THE SCHOOL BECAUSE I KNEW I WAS SMARTER THAN ALL OF THEM

Then math came in 

Starts with prime numbers and I'm pretty damn disturbed about how Im failing simple multiplication on the fucking first day of school when I was fine during primary school.  Things progressed and I got more stressed,  I felt like I was drowning,  I felt scared because everyone I was supposed to beat seemed so much better than me,  they can beat me at word problems whereas I'm still messing up the foundation I had laid well in primary school AND IM DAMN CONFUSED??  LIKE WHY I COULD DO WELL IN PRIMARY SCHOOL AND WHY NOT NOW??  IM TRYING MY BEST TO WORK SO MUCH HARDER THAN OTHERS I LITERALLY HAVE ZERO FRIENDS,  I LITERALLY HAVE ZERO FRIENDS BC FRIENDS WILL ONLY DISTRACT ME FROM MY STUDIES,  I LITERALLY SKIP RECESS EVERYDAY AND STARVE JUST TO FOCUS ON MY WORK,  AND WHATS THIS??  PEOPLE I CAN EASILY BEAT ARE SURPASSING ME AND WAIT,  THEY HAVE FRIENDS,  THEY JOKE AROUND DURING RECESS?? AND THEY STILL BEAT ME??  IVE LITERALLY SACRIFICED EVERYTHING WHILE THEY STILL HAVE EVERYTHING AND YET IM LOSING!? IVE DISAPPOINTED MY FAMILY

WHEN I TRIED GETTING MY PARENTS TO HELP ME WITH PRIME NUMBERS THEY SAID IT WAS EASY AND I SHOULDNT BE MESSING WITH THEDE STUFF AND I KNOW I COULD DO IT IN PRIMARY SCHOOL WHY CANT I DO IT NOW 
IM SO STRESSED AND SCARED OF EVERYONE IN MY MATH CLASS THAT IM FRIGGIN ON THE BRINK OF TEARS EVERY. 
FUCKING. 
MATH. 
LESSON. 
AND I WANTED TO BE THE BEST IN LANGUAGE ARTS BUT IM SO SCARED??  IM STRUGGLING SO MUCH WITH THE MATH I SHOULDNT EVEN BE MESSING UP I CANT EVEN CONCENTRATE ON THE SUBJECT 
I 
NEED
TO
ACE
I literally ficking pride myself on my English. Now I can't even pick up my pen to write anymore because I feel like my imagination and inspiration and motivation has been ducking slaughtered. 
Fuck",1.8859570154095733,4.668133244525549,2.7743187347931872,88.72833536090836,86.99270072992702,5.745174371451744,23.66950527169505,7.2243418019778325,1.203052230332522,2270,88,433,37,72,715,218,548,0.17600000000000002,0.624,0.2,0.9654,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,8,27,29,62,16,10,18,0,48,7,1,7,1,73,89,39,3,17,4,1,5,5,9,3,0,1,0,0,17,29,0,1,13,2,2,4,8,37,2,5,30,7,77,25,66,47,8,58,0,5,1,6,21,30,13,2,28,290,94,35,0.0,0.0,0.04110921389733311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177799217078041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037501358262359584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271926060555724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841795280700462,0.03725730883070688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818129028041728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681722030544502,0.0,0.0,0.0543359858882472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347211598807948,0.0,0.07098648708256956,0.12076051909937195,0.07572084455959226,0.0,0.0794258952820285,0.0,0.02130033437534491,0.03009505316175629,0.0808957516460917,0.0,0.038502695519015605,0.10749788501803127,0.0,0.0,0.2929202299001431,0.23367063763620585,0.06602779431066506,0.0,0.0,0.035333560585072574,0.1347690734426102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044844253563302974,0.07547382088990617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02823638594055753,0.044508772543670035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640292571073603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660653423568318,0.0,0.023151525109425315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290396628460437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035375501056403275,0.047128579304036335,0.04598585725237146,0.0,0.0,0.039860944855828216,0.028119647338772102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290308231012487,0.06247226860339745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03203896649336696,0.0,0.0,0.04677629574518776,0.0,0.0,0.05841017554962916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03982299112778695,0.0,0.0,0.08571522919670235,0.0,0.040309201282101206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04007177946240093,0.0,0.12652739324860485,0.6395113097538627,0.0,0.03835022178692245,0.0,0.0,0.04324206460363245,0.03484732923611066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02981722783946782,0.0,0.134568542039905,0.0,0.0965111200288474,0.044039578809818215,0.048224560548856106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027986856759922445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024564197380274263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057202015372083685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423598212513925,0.03343791392661216,0.0,0.0,0.0757532460663461,0.11715456881657492,0.11403736099032,0.04703253457621445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061336928903311515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02712797047966107
anxiety,GunnartheBlade,2020/01/15,"The idea of going to bootcamp is consuming me. Like, I dont know if I'm everything everything, but all of these qualifications that I'm going to have to do, swim qual, rifle qual, and even the crucible, all sound so daunting. My ship date isn't for another five months yet I'm constantly dreading it and fearing failure. I can't focus on school or have fun anymore and my sleep patterns have been whack. More so, I feel tired and irritated constantly. Are these feelings normal?",4.789890109890108,6.541089087912091,5.559120879120879,78.36087912087912,70.20879120879121,8.716483516483517,31.68131868131868,9.23628265651192,2.943215384615385,381,17,69,8,7,124,64,91,0.21899999999999997,0.721,0.06,-0.9616,0,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,10,2,1,0,2,14,18,9,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,3,6,2,7,17,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,44,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228782912314953,0.0,0.0,0.2107935110094864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593843140287875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24910822819826045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038795297287798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820543269784872,0.0,0.0,0.2391790053287076,0.2149443779059972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415953010928325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399442449569758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168124892907912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384169857308087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965620703943984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825488391712496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151129934028992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127045352578432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429614542313535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoeLesina,2020/01/15,"https://www.manrepeller.com/2019/02/trap-of-turning-hobbies-into-hustles.html [https://www.manrepeller.com/2019/02/trap-of-turning-hobbies-into-hustles.html](https://www.manrepeller.com/2019/02/trap-of-turning-hobbies-into-hustles.html) ""You can do something you love, you don’t have to monetize your joy!",66.76124999999999,85.60312262500003,26.617500000000003,-81.52249999999995,-52.25,10.7,33.0,10.125756701596842,4.880725,286,4,12,3,2,53,13,16,0.0,0.611,0.389,0.8516,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7608189087163767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6489642425739816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WoodPlanking,2020/01/15,"Im excited but also nervous because Im seeing a psychiatrist today for the first time My (M19) family doesn’t have health insurance, so I had always assumed therapy was out of reach, just far too expensive to afford. However, in the last six months, my anxiety symptoms have gotten bad enough that I feel it’s now 100% necessary to go see someone. Talking to my mom about it was very hard and it took me several weeks to build the courage but eventually I asked about it and without even batting an eye she was like “oh, sure”. So I guess there really isn’t as big of a barrier as I thought.

Todays the day! I don’t really know how seeing a psychiatrist works? Im booked for an hour long session which is a long time. I don’t know if you can be diagnosed on the first time or if it takes more visits but I really want to be diagnosed. I think that might sound weird, but in my eyes, if I receive a diagnosis for some sort of anxiety disorder, my problem now has a name and I can work on fixing it, instead of me just feeling nervous everyday and ending it at that. 

I guess my point is, Im celebrating but Im also nervous. People who’ve seen a psychiatrist, how was the first time? What was it like? What questions do they ask? Any tips? I’m probably thinking about this too hard but I figured this is as good a place as any to ask. :)",2.8391278094599137,4.405412169741698,4.8022827910097305,82.57263586044951,74.90405904059041,8.617309627641731,27.44733310969473,9.218907990703514,2.3376258302583017,1042,41,215,25,22,358,150,271,0.114,0.764,0.122,0.6337,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,5,18,12,0,3,16,0,22,6,2,2,1,40,44,24,0,5,13,1,4,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,16,5,0,1,10,1,1,4,5,6,0,4,10,11,24,6,27,31,3,34,0,0,6,0,12,10,0,11,22,141,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451945014752294,0.0755367707251236,0.0,0.0,0.12346790614291575,0.0,0.13889389320333267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546029518307728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579804847042615,0.05533903991468618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854600732417771,0.0,0.0,0.18428089190442004,0.0,0.0,0.10404248651452423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040470826225231,0.09380067571536592,0.0,0.0599597612780809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855799148739991,0.0,0.0918028457171042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165391630302834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159273382321812,0.07614249978117649,0.0,0.0,0.2000102351000494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264325744238978,0.0,0.0,0.09649558283917294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940065108612376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490293384863206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997813391228428,0.07399834376891774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870167739186638,0.0,0.0,0.16067603207668338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630392069257687,0.0,0.10632119677805578,0.07246024646712207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293587039293544,0.0,0.09484645460887192,0.0,0.08581705446674794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978768917691929,0.08686481914020458,0.0,0.0,0.10169510094898017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446922143063956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702126713523312,0.0,0.0,0.102556291609608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691814774635382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555968560571836,0.09435585169070657,0.0682557488751771,0.07296604547932754,0.0,0.0,0.10381558164203708,0.0,0.0,0.11633714627956422,0.0,0.07206969355024484,0.21173970159605046,0.0,0.1720988776149618,0.0,0.10086063925060512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490354122745034,0.053544777741839536,0.0,0.072818759349441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750930434959045,0.0,0.13217878465301128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlefinger2020,2020/01/15,"Triggered when driving- Looking for ex My ex and I broke up a few weeks ago and I went no contact. I’ve been an anxious mess ever since. Things are slowly getting better but I’ve had a bad morning and need advice. Last night, I was going threw my FB messenger and notice my ex put up a smiling new picture. I’m very happy for her, but for some reason I was triggered. I didn’t think I was that over her yet but to physically sweat after seeing her picture alarmed me. The reoccurring thoughts of her are seemingly nonstop throughout the day and night since and I don’t know what to do. 

Which leads me to an problem I noticed today. Every time I’m on the road, I look for her car. I see cars like hers and I immediately get defensive. I’ve been trying to trick myself into smiling every time I see what I think her car is or telling myself to look for something beautiful in the environment but it’s simply either not working or I haven’t given myself enough time to implement it. I think I’m afraid of her and have no reason to be. We respected each other and our boundaries. My ex wife had a tendency to yell when she didn’t get her way and I grew up in a yelling household that if something even tiny went wrong, there was yelling. Maybe that’s why. 

Is this all normal? I’ve never felt anything like this and I’m freaking out a little bit.",1.7674175824175826,4.037869706959711,3.2974816849816837,88.78710164835165,80.86813186813188,5.5117216117216135,24.035714285714285,6.7097532225279775,0.8364087912087914,1062,39,213,11,28,349,150,273,0.10800000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.7572,0,0,2,0,2,0,22.0,2,0,0,3,6,15,2,2,12,0,19,1,1,5,3,44,45,20,0,4,9,5,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,12,15,0,1,9,0,0,11,8,10,0,0,16,10,37,5,25,28,7,40,0,1,6,0,19,11,0,5,19,139,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322013833505636,0.1027056999517884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308923908914312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534550793716967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674089842255157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247154889638473,0.12649256167932654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472215263964294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971761574953248,0.0,0.07652652399759936,0.10480486089355744,0.1952394177238297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124680271431996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160115600323076,0.0,0.0658477035075785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333848755996392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367536227740321,0.0944439388934795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132097743364004,0.11612532398004033,0.0,0.0,0.29188761883260483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640011660130972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591106453702045,0.08936081120270857,0.11190136125769694,0.0,0.21745945246725512,0.11352129605294592,0.0,0.26382194963720146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086539580520416,0.0,0.11647447673322713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382532495202476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769838113662583,0.10547746872653717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168640536825268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839424120854994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126950811879204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697433472615357,0.2227213024236105,0.0,0.09198240645745558,0.20268221983429785,0.0,0.1098247275091788,0.0,0.0,0.07866347971892704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955992406084362,0.0,0.09196678287992524,0.09293843764630756,0.0,0.0,0.21481261894092554,0.10454847992226407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434975990656525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667817621000954,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amber_rose1736,2020/01/15,"I did it I had my first day of college, and it went well, made it out alive so yay me. ok thank you for reading have a good day :)",-3.515000000000001,-2.1124891666666628,-0.6633333333333322,110.505,107.33333333333331,2.4000000000000004,12.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.059133333333333,95,2,28,0,5,32,26,30,0.0,0.513,0.48700000000000004,0.9579,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,5,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,19,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470919148317737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105542403197593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062289196698754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34546685581915804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36519923262376175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361354243160605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282691345035835,0.33845175756451085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lost_in_fear,2020/01/15,"Panic attacks back in full force. Need your help regarding medication (Xanax or Ativan) Hi all! 

Well, the waves of fear are back with a vengeance, and they are so terrifying that I'm almost convinced I am going crazy. I known it's not possible. I'm thinking about ending my life all the time these days. I won't do it though. I'm not depressed. I'm still OK at work and exercising. I'm just extremely uncomfortable and can't stand it anymore. It got to the point where I panic about the next song of my playlist not being suited to the mood I'm in. Full blown panic attack. Going to bed is a nightmare. My commute is literally hell.

I'll meet my doctor next week and will ask to go back on SSRIs. I've had a good experience with Celexa a few years ago, except for the weight gain and loss of libido (forever). I'll ask for Lexapro.

I've always had Klonopin around and never abused it. I don't have an addictive personality (well at least with downers, amphetamines and cocaine is another story but I haven't touched any of it for years). I hate anything that slows me down. I don't drink alcohol. I despise opiates. I hadn't taken Klonopins in a few months before last month.

Unfortunately, Klonopins don't help much these days. I've had panic attacks an hour after taking 1mg. I'm not sure if I want to try anything else, but I read about Lorazepam and Xanax being helpful for short-term and was wondering what was your experience with them? How do they affect your mood, focus and energy? I need a crutch right now. I can't stand it anymore. I might ask the doctor if I can take more Klonopin.",2.2878797468354435,4.647991253164558,3.5713765822784818,87.04605221518989,79.50632911392404,6.355063291139241,23.48259493670886,7.531066641456977,1.0863848101265825,1260,43,253,19,32,410,174,316,0.141,0.7709999999999999,0.087,-0.9518,0,0,3,0,1,0,43.0,0,3,3,3,16,21,6,5,15,1,27,11,0,2,4,40,50,18,0,5,11,0,2,0,0,3,9,1,1,1,12,15,3,0,3,4,0,3,13,13,2,0,8,3,27,6,30,37,9,40,1,2,0,0,15,13,1,6,22,152,39,4,0.0,0.10790358386166428,0.0,0.0992802261595885,0.0,0.0,0.08072845348360175,0.09732660804855436,0.09119389428945933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577790467802169,0.0,0.0,0.06193102466969067,0.09549530082101072,0.0,0.0,0.18063481762842373,0.0,0.0,0.14988643095737272,0.0810720029680757,0.2554157138221198,0.3108173312704508,0.0,0.21008264933813206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749423995248025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746580426199545,0.0,0.0784388397311164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642891626961486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921436396774167,0.0,0.0,0.07607766982581274,0.0,0.08066138199808684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816873801676675,0.0,0.10247956827796888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552722956596039,0.07638556738625839,0.07283735328801821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991320880348894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312779623331246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968604232248606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423456664381192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432574767399253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174389095352224,0.0,0.09661134904638737,0.0,0.0,0.14538311863271805,0.0,0.06694725483538545,0.13505516014124194,0.07023914051334171,0.0,0.19370890014047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274061739390093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951919870747096,0.0,0.0,0.0860910058863147,0.10266824171118527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109508867766287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777736613383221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272897399704982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583281543375801,0.0,0.13694727964508685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058354263073849826,0.0894762485671789,0.0,0.053103908103532486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061830853266455675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371570726119805,0.0,0.0730512166694787,0.11089926593327516,0.16376653205375816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876201141170694,0.06630036767352325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729275979064607
anxiety,Critical_Cutie,2020/01/15,"Dormmates made my anxiety worse again I thought I was doing well and they go and muck it up last night with their stupid antics! 

I live in student accommodation. 6 people live in one dorm, we each get our own room and ensuite bathroom with toilet and shower, with a shared kitchen/living space 

Since going to the doctor and taking his advice on how to manage anxiety i was slowly becoming less anxious. Then when my long-distance boyfriend came to visit, he helped me take a final push i needed to help try and overcome my anxiety. He helped me clean my room - which was disgusting and I hated it, filled with take out boxes and cutlery and dirty clothes because I'd been too anxious to leave my room to go cook in the shared kitchen area or use the laundry room or take out the bin- showed me some quick recipes I could cook in case I was too anxious to take my time to make a meal and helped me feel like I actually had a right to use the shared kitchen space instead of feeling like an intruder in the place I live.  Since he went home I've been doing much better. My room is still clean, I've been doing my laundry every week, and I've actually been using the kitchen, even when my dorm mates have came in! I was proud I was making progress to stop my anxiety overcoming me. 

Last night that changed. My dormmates must have had some friends over. I had no clue at first. It was 10ish at night, I was sitting in my room, video calling my boyfriend, watching some youtube. My door was unlocked because I'd just come back to my room from the kitchen and planned to leave my room again in the next 5 mins to go make my dinner. Well that didnt happen. All of a sudden I hear running up and down the hall of the dorm, laughing and shouting. This happens from time to time when my dorm mates are mucking around with each other, and I was like ""Ok this will last for 10ish minutes and then they'll go back to their rooms or the kitchen or something. Then I heard Male voices. My dorm is all female so this was strange. Assumed my dorm mates had friend/boyfriend over. Cool. Then all of a sudden my room door started to open. I freaked the hell out. I froze to my bed and almost had a panic attack. It closed again before it fully opened. Male voices laughing. Then within the next 20 seconds while I was still trying to get up the courage to move the same thing happened again. Door opened slightly, closed again, running and laughing. I dived off my bed and locked my door and ran back.

Boyfriend asked what happened, I lied and said they were running about being loud because I knew he would get mad and tell me to report them to the people in charge of the dorms, which I don't want to do because I dont want them mad at me because I live with them. I never got my dinner. Luckily I didnt starve as I had some chocolate in my bag I'd bought at work that day - not healthy but better than trying to sleep hungry. 

Then this morning I woke up I was too anxious to leave my room for breakfast. I didn't eat till about 1 and even then I grabbed a chocolate bar I had in my cupboard and ran back to my room. I'm eating unhealthy again. My bin which I planned on taking out today is full so the wrappers are on my desk. I dont want to turn into the person I was again, but my stupid dormmates have ruined EVERYTHING that I worked towards. Part of me hates them. 

I'm really sorry for the long post/vent. I just needed to vent somewhere about this in hope that maybe it would make my anxiety go down a bit (unfortunately it hasn't but was worth a try)",4.138507042253521,5.171225836619723,4.191098591549295,90.30622535211269,70.91549295774648,6.750422535211268,27.016901408450703,6.65067331316558,0.9712963380281696,2784,91,588,19,50,857,296,710,0.106,0.821,0.073,-0.9484,2,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,2,0,9,9,35,31,9,1,32,2,53,16,1,9,5,92,109,47,0,10,10,0,4,3,4,5,1,7,34,3,23,47,14,1,5,5,2,19,10,12,2,3,43,13,92,19,86,59,16,129,1,1,1,0,37,60,1,11,52,375,115,14,0.0,0.0,0.11785229312931095,0.0,0.0,0.059006619102997676,0.0,0.0,0.06046592851979176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096825998163986,0.27286726783374465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053754628800742214,0.056450958751613774,0.06869560249160894,0.0,0.18572650515114195,0.0,0.18404785787720865,0.06668946655702404,0.05138240021628145,0.0,0.0,0.10680961432372664,0.06592377041870663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165889178558689,0.1381265902981552,0.0,0.0,0.06387834456883798,0.05201553372827941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048211770286030256,0.0,0.0,0.03894273284064936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061805659320789214,0.0,0.0,0.14153937205876327,0.0,0.0,0.12357596698367262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976622391044366,0.0,0.05087618742095284,0.0,0.05426931290466112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061064005184451785,0.08627679030348934,0.0,0.06614780246876226,0.0,0.051362663236379134,0.0,0.0,0.09330517290927903,0.0,0.09464456057486374,0.0,0.20590596779773174,0.0,0.04829466086298266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358975194085894,0.0,0.0,0.11923354515907048,0.0,0.0,0.06805724095828487,0.0,0.16189669017216704,0.0,0.06057015051016301,0.05997501118967581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766324112012197,0.0,0.1918140495425576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850182659071965,0.0,0.21328097758756126,0.10687601216614254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713687166692723,0.16122735546041694,0.0,0.060663919377241575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417871535945054,0.044389242909441066,0.08954805278310461,0.046571921099132496,0.0,0.1284382973312169,0.16999909120551812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040917811883396334,0.0,0.0,0.0708477013830655,0.0,0.06539006869802166,0.0,0.08372542890021037,0.05272504505329381,0.06308850614294136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578312520245387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038683584583707104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156767000517308,0.05743908301445705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990066144694984,0.0,0.060427683525743174,0.0,0.0,0.04648661093316247,0.0,0.06759502809885679,0.042740158987428105,0.0,0.0964456003833956,0.050483790410399035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27240785646403337,0.0,0.05277834297136938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040116496205396805,0.0,0.0,0.04793821047939538,0.10563131895599707,0.0,0.05723704245129066,0.0,0.0,0.16398729248518892,0.06568053373390728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645735897597093,0.0,0.0,0.1068482755655631,0.0,0.04843646254868921,0.0,0.10858507028623833,0.05597664236575085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879206513510311,0.0,0.06153653104738209,0.08579022856642841,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlienBruhh,2020/01/15,"I get anxious by my dad. I feel really anxious by my dad. Whenever he enters the house, I can recognise the sounds of his keys and other things, and I always feel anxious like he is gonna get mad again or sth. I get anxious by his voice and the things he says because most are complaints. I get anxious when he slams a door or anything. I don't what to do. I even feel anxious rn.",1.5935357142857145,3.2187614250000043,3.1746428571428598,92.65750000000004,78.5,5.571428571428572,25.17857142857143,6.1826913282559595,0.6461071428571432,294,11,65,2,7,97,48,80,0.225,0.7440000000000001,0.031,-0.9132,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,13,6,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,12,1,5,12,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817244745181932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8811945460599881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698093425364706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924828305129704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586538799334176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971994250402478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716836447581835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000536558810335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351262732342727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328289434842798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338316116039208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273569401892275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheSonicKind,2020/01/15,"How to disruptive/interruptive selling? I really, really need help.

I work as a salesperson in face-to-face environment and it’s great. I’ve been doing it at different companies for nearly 4 and a half years now. I’ve been at this current company for a year and a half and thought it was going really well. Now to move on to the next stage of my work, I need to get used to interruptive/disruptive selling and pitching people in the street. I feel like crying. It’s like everything’s come crashing down. I’m a good salesperson and I know it. But the thought of getting out on the street and interrupting people makes me feel sick. I won’t be able to last if it’s expected of me. My colleagues can do it but I always relied on people coming to me rather than getting in their face and trying to pitch to them.

Am I going to have to go back to therapy? Does anybody who does the same have any experiences they can relay on to me? 

I’ve been so stressed, I need to pitch to earn money, I’m depressed because of my financial situation but in order to fix that I need to step outside my comfort zone, except doing that is reducing me to tears. I don’t want to give up but I don’t know what else to do.",2.0055563442768403,4.02904172244898,4.1210825199645065,84.48916592724049,78.71428571428572,7.68944099378882,24.529724933451643,8.587818076936951,1.775227151730257,942,34,194,21,23,323,125,245,0.075,0.853,0.07200000000000001,-0.5854,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,3,7,8,0,1,10,0,18,2,1,3,0,34,42,16,0,8,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,6,0,3,7,3,2,1,2,6,2,24,6,43,34,1,33,0,1,0,0,6,16,0,1,10,130,36,3,0.1293879411037877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766113205020528,0.0,0.0,0.08798823685213247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949134006784592,0.0,0.07887368796141847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291250893928485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212657771285853,0.0,0.0,0.111441644078685,0.0,0.0,0.13518285963399387,0.0,0.0,0.2264565183797461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808702209424263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628553848148004,0.1265662339988465,0.0,0.0,0.1308448613894277,0.092434770977479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279957680919547,0.12412070306369442,0.22060244602666615,0.10852446622857076,0.0,0.1426506618464844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672600954112512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221645728730767,0.10546844117804194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264248247719198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636745540060678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751890479494805,0.0,0.38375807543923945,0.0,0.0,0.13760554323806634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691039207007617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486676847160103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543746694287754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821344937816824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796638692306147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543914492627505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784591876195615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117496381418676,0.0,0.0,0.07631635998897339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633529791935207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839192425299708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664318384111107
anxiety,SpeedDemon79,2020/01/15,"Anxious when doing any hobbies. It’s gotten so bad to then point where I tend to judge things NOT on how much I like it but rather how anxious it made me. I don’t know why video games, movies and even music makes me anxious sometimes, for example I was playing left for dead 2 and I was pretty anxious. Then I played jet set radio and I was still anxious but not as bad as before. I tend to overthink a lot aswell. I don’t like feeling anxious when doing things I’m interested in. The only past time that doesn’t make me anxious is mindlessly scrolling through the internet or talking to my friends online. Everything else is an anxiety trap. I’ve been diagnosed with ocd, anxiety and depression. I just want to enjoy things again. Thank you.",2.568160919540229,5.063353862068965,3.39793103448276,87.91850574712645,79.34482758620689,6.349425287356322,26.90804597701149,7.554174236665415,1.6301632183908046,590,25,113,9,15,187,96,145,0.244,0.5710000000000001,0.185,-0.8881,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,5,0,21,22,16,1,2,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,1,15,8,13,16,2,14,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,10,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097587674968782,0.0,0.1596870985059574,0.8253668598435795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429089434388245,0.0,0.0,0.08881205588012507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989461180139137,0.10593439444895884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718859966809102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893607836011653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380194833205796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277312676984807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063679582350314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057359586379509074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133994251899471,0.0,0.0,0.10198082268874546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873251400537588,0.0,0.0987583884353216,0.13933694068672686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672471323168233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937886845036868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963395419347214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866435531518293,0.0,0.0,0.10618285555507644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322561352469654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335083622590482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388947723561951,0.0,0.0960908180982039,0.0,0.0,0.20801841609451985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608595846199148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061560735324939136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417861713643694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LightsNPineapples,2020/01/15,"Anyone else has Nausea due to Anxiety? Hey guys, just wondering if there are any folks out there experiencing heavy nausea (or even vomiting) during anxiety? After a few years of anxious moments and especially nights, one of the main problems is that I often get nauseous or even start to gag (though I never actually throw up anything). My whole digestion just goes nuts and everything wants to leave my body, which makes me weak, exhausted, dehydrated. My stomach feels hot. I do have other symptoms as well, heavy chest, closed feeling throat, my mind is unfocused, etc, etc.

But the nausea is the worst. I have times with anxious nights and I can eat normally again around lunch. But over this week anxiety keeps crawling back to me besides having nausea due to having my period. But my period is over, all that's left is nausea now caused by anxiety. I had this once for months and lost a lot of weight and since then I am overly conscious to not lose more weight because I am already slightly underweight and it gives me the feeling I am just bones, it scares me.

Now after a week I just want to eat again. I know I went through this once already but I don't want to keep eating so few for weeks or until my next period arrives. (Yes I will go see a gynecologist soon about the issue since the nausea problem while having my period is new to me) I try to eat small things, I start out with a fruit in the morning, just something that feels fresh and light. I try to go outside, walk around. I eat like 2 toasts a day and some chips or anything that isn't all too heavy. Cooked food is really really difficult to me. And during or after eating I just feel nauseous again. I don't have much appetite right now due to all of this. 

Sorry for talking so much around but my actual question is, if there's any way to go back to eating well faster? I know I need to force myself to eat basically, through the nausea and anxiety, but it's difficult. Any tips on what to eat? How to force myself better? I hate this so much. I have my anxiety under control most of times, but once I have gotten into serious nausea I am at a loss...

Thanks for reading, sorry again for the length, just needed to get it off my mind and I hope someone knows what I mean...",4.399795480549199,5.753851270022881,5.127241847826088,82.62608016304348,70.62471395881008,8.208495423340961,26.242062356979407,8.660442795831766,1.8099497139588097,1763,55,342,30,32,570,212,437,0.12,0.815,0.065,-0.9414,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,5,35,19,1,1,16,1,29,25,5,4,4,79,62,34,0,11,22,0,8,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,18,20,16,3,12,2,0,6,5,13,2,1,4,12,47,6,56,57,17,66,0,3,1,0,5,19,0,14,41,244,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.12078297304871433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658475082512286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625313266390328,0.0,0.2840542076498562,0.13982638343946915,0.0,0.04327189917656945,0.06340918193069643,0.10185326634541901,0.16527409970444373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951725200692047,0.0,0.03772492985480607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054732845775224484,0.0,0.06874102792516908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357362998716827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941004082803093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0399111372909349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.569920409013704,0.05169753604921768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380377609351801,0.08174980237509409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561884952670206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645627031515602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483239746481292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466541637606353,0.0593663734716897,0.1055131567605344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127654266664561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061099286611458026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146643368382039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459256077823518,0.0,0.11001365343071556,0.0,0.0,0.10203223687195426,0.0,0.0,0.065527988640388,0.06723896121780906,0.0,0.0,0.03023421225567509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923423466719339,0.06755551895259584,0.05261298333719491,0.0,0.0,0.04130916508328802,0.0,0.0,0.06741163672281453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249737695768248,0.0,0.049396551140900684,0.0,0.13647926368563146,0.0917748798828978,0.0477300436129092,0.059769565442484386,0.06581611181700825,0.11615101755014998,0.060634816746570126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977186555425868,0.0419353314110055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843245614548414,0.0,0.0,0.06932611327901919,0.0,0.061902416853759724,0.0,0.07929108938211245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285002379703997,0.0,0.0,0.06195835142472255,0.0,0.049314866396306105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023849309903218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243552712093096,0.047642612005058906,0.0,0.1385518811777921,0.08760599109280101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432290643115643,0.0,0.04974135712751515,0.0,0.0569760100694536,0.0,0.0,0.04111408909683913,0.0,0.06080235628196143,0.0,0.0721720633616261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403261490566642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950531419678676,0.04912196407707558,0.14892285407228192,0.15072014722701246,0.11128529848362873,0.057368635829610985,0.0,0.06909314016948596,0.0,0.0,0.06711236893743047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03985234229355799
anxiety,GTPSynthase,2020/01/15,"My anxiety won't let me sleep Another night spent laying in bed, wide awake, for the entire night. Because I can't turn my mind off. Now my anxiety is going to be through the roof today because I am now sleep-deprived. Unfortunately, I'm about to drink a bunch of coffee which is also going to make my anxiety 10x worse. I'll probably have to leave work early. Gotta love our over-active minds!",3.7548523206751057,5.173750835443041,5.22854430379747,81.02779535864978,72.29113924050634,8.30464135021097,25.824894514767927,8.841846274778883,1.9129223628691976,312,10,61,6,6,105,60,79,0.154,0.792,0.054000000000000006,-0.5983,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,8,3,1,1,0,3,16,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,10,11,1,11,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445893735458682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958938806968045,0.4149450730620692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043361236401476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711967527462338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055108420008726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914459656060652,0.0,0.18488495370453495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318321086364748,0.0,0.12068847467837672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651222094327882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33934573870485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949379394086588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618703504622136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138162016789316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666348579048856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162790239886335,0.0,0.184255334286134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Katieblahblahbloo,2020/01/15,"Went out on leave from a 4 year job, though it was causing my anxiety, got a new job paying twice as much a year, called in again today.... You’re not alone. Were the hell do I start? Been on Prozac for 11 years. Since I was 16. I’ve always struggled with anxiety but holy shit. About 6 months ago it almost felt like someone cut a “wire in my brain”. I’ve managed my symptoms well my entire life. Held high paying jobs. Then one day bam. All the fucking emotions hit me at once, almost like I was hit with an anxiety and depression shovel. I left work that day, called my doctor and she pulled my out for a week, I felt great that week.. cooked dinner every night, cleaned. So I though is this my fucking job? Went back to work and here we go again, left early. Was placed on FMLA, what started as anxiety now turned into depression, I wanted to die to make the anxiety stop. Anything to make the feeling in my chest STOP. So I was taken out of work for as long as I needed, felt fine while I was out and I was ready to return after about 2 months. While I was back it all came plummeting down, that’s when I applied for a few new jobs. It must be my job right? Got hired at a job which is perfect for me and pays 2 times more a year, we’ll I’ve been here for about 4 months and called in again today....woke up throwing up from anxiety then the suicidal thoughts just poor in. Guess it wasn’t my job, here I am at square 1. How the hell is your 2020?",0.5466525722339668,2.6971824551495023,1.8842162488674103,97.79956105909595,84.91362126245845,4.977388502969899,17.759085875364946,6.273863323946077,-0.3787373200442965,1113,26,257,10,33,355,161,301,0.19399999999999998,0.722,0.084,-0.9894,8,1,0,0,1,0,45.0,2,1,0,4,20,15,6,1,15,0,20,11,3,4,4,39,45,21,2,3,3,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,11,15,2,3,5,1,4,6,2,9,1,2,23,5,30,6,43,17,5,66,2,2,1,2,7,24,5,3,38,154,41,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631021433277015,0.0,0.14256510411743814,0.07372728519642106,0.0,0.0,0.059232501004577484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267428269590996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858005846148775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947536568289702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946718089205697,0.2180667660871385,0.08141788363010749,0.0,0.07312768838708544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181823380463773,0.0,0.12262489106587265,0.0,0.07387988707033832,0.0,0.0,0.07286194450177914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007473137077732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997732222364141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0359938087037712,0.0,0.20504933103779446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316207229826588,0.0,0.0,0.040456675982790576,0.0,0.11386798355364446,0.07848287780575514,0.07841946602801418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521197631671367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651294093804465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537575461545877,0.15468771578403556,0.0,0.05028081641883992,0.06955582221459647,0.0,0.0,0.06299741927032253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503449000320052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704600917058353,0.0,0.05232994177049076,0.05278355836526365,0.0,0.13750387252046845,0.0,0.06680329107339522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581082614363911,0.04823751370579494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437427710994361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079250268169462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307146328655036,0.05888584095720752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031571405449021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077171334670064,0.0,0.0,0.11902946026448034,0.0,0.07441912165050622,0.0,0.07786599105839204,0.0,0.0,0.07398956860885048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398798767440296,0.05651377672933323,0.04150916158812425,0.0,0.13495211462388346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742998709759702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198738006585863,0.0,0.11420232013925008,0.0,0.0640048132473887,0.13198037378034713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547288928793115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336594398193085
anxiety,CircadianMirage,2020/01/15,"GP suggesting a full psych evaluation Hey everyone,

I went to the GP the other day for something related to my MS.
However, he asked how the anxiety and anger was going and I said ""I randomly get these inexplicable bouts of anxiety, as though I forgot something really important but I don't know what.""

Coupled with a family history of anxiety (grandma needed psychiatric help for fears during her 40s and still doesn't go outside alone.) and my therapist saying that the anxiety-attacks seem physical rather than due to ruminating, my GP wants me to have a full psych evaluation.

He said this would take an entire afternoon in the least and would cost me about 250 euros, but I have to think about it.

Is this a good idea, worth the money? Normal therapy helps me to manage the rumination, but the physical aspects are becoming debilitating. At least once a day, I get that nauseating feeling that the sky is gonna fall down and increased heartrate and tightness in my chest to go along with it.",8.232950819672133,8.190280409836062,8.763393442622952,64.82771311475412,61.84153005464482,13.221639344262295,37.972131147540985,12.516099999999998,5.178858360655737,797,36,135,27,10,267,117,183,0.057999999999999996,0.836,0.106,0.8753,1,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,15,0,10,1,1,1,0,28,28,13,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,10,10,0,2,5,0,4,6,2,2,0,0,5,5,15,1,22,20,5,18,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,5,90,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579771490308384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35005968368262114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259682813662705,0.17352716833986412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845960833009654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687737549522742,0.0,0.19674104053688585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575086102390847,0.0,0.0,0.14379359302966074,0.17164090454622266,0.07712476143173078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593833472075396,0.0,0.2600623492645256,0.1279366033714295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447796649431835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219005986113026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382759722832939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310054403918282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494489727582022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244160012046696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771590393819246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901857197847446,0.12129956726181225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388594025826162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348531687143725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181225090363695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468507990621822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443363339109874,0.17710140646923078,0.0,0.09773634556066983,0.14986191391650186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996732458556048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139869060888574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670871052015966,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timmyvercetti,2020/01/15,"What is your favourite way to deal with a panic attack? Different things work for different people so I'm wondering. 

Out of all the things I've tried I think meditation/prayer works best for me. Breathing exercises are useful too but sometimes I can't bring myself to do them, and besides, I have problems with my nose and I can't breathe properly most of the time so... Oh! And drinking hot tea. I don't know what it is but the feeling of warm liquid pouring down my throat calms me down.",1.2985576923076927,3.9569829583333367,2.4087500000000013,90.9458653846154,89.20833333333334,5.453846153846153,23.009615384615394,7.010146845296331,0.9728326923076928,388,15,77,6,13,123,68,96,0.081,0.795,0.124,0.484,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,3,3,6,1,1,4,0,8,7,4,1,1,16,15,7,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,4,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,4,12,3,12,15,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,52,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497927374018381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042532012020456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263671775579797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588081354978418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509515026054213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102126234068196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206700090931682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25761825539364924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222229165019058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009897457119364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716048718096784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917452948561167,0.14069168266167778,0.0,0.0,0.12803311692141273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907371506784134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963810669949652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742845604559407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381144553394524,0.3196993603456536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kkou_78,2020/01/15,"Hypnotherapy, does it work? First time posting to this sub, please go easy on me... 

I'm suffering really badly with anxiety but mainly anxiety over driving. Which I've had for a year now. It's so bad that I find anything I can to get out of driving somewhere, and I rely so much on my boyfriend to take me places which I feel awful for doing since I have a license. 

I've been recommended a hypnotherapist, but I'm skeptical about it, and the sessions are quite pricey. 

I just wanted to ask if anyone here has had hypnotherapy for their and anxiety and if it's helped them significantly?",5.924699248120303,6.366035956140356,6.9087969924812045,74.53657894736844,66.63157894736842,10.373934837092731,32.075187969924805,10.290406445055957,3.2100766917293235,465,18,89,11,7,156,78,114,0.205,0.746,0.049,-0.9605,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,6,4,1,0,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,14,16,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,3,1,11,0,14,13,2,13,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,61,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904174120931554,0.0,0.0,0.14941720445618525,0.0,0.1758488835903028,0.0,0.19977155521531104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356844897115424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870017942163826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804822055413736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530903431181607,0.18176483343497532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164434568125464,0.0,0.12144510422476724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323208274554147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708693504865864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223260849188426,0.23456774510408196,0.0,0.0,0.2046562080163153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272859044706635,0.0,0.0,0.13689545801326675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676679852425814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066848801788056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460451415971065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604005703266855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556906068877452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137609526964296
anxiety,alexshldshutup,2020/01/15,"I need to call my psychiatrist But they keep telling me to call later. It's driving me insane, it only helps build the anxiety. I called early so I can get it over with, rip it off like a bandaid if you will. But nooo they have to keep delaying it, which only fuels my anxiety.

I feel awful waiting and I really don't want to do this, especially because my psychiatrist already makes me uncomfortable. I'm scared she'll be angry when I tell her I messed up the dates and need to change the date of our next appointment. I hope I'm just being silly... But I can't help being anxious.",2.174907550077041,4.21302504237288,4.193636363636365,84.10275038520804,78.23728813559322,7.3417565485362095,23.43913713405239,8.296473431620573,1.4659728813559332,457,15,93,9,11,156,80,118,0.198,0.723,0.08,-0.9066,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,2,0,3,5,0,1,4,1,10,1,0,1,0,18,22,8,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,21,3,10,17,0,11,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,2,8,60,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911550999935478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502914924676857,0.19569187736286844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559469772548888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306379641102529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832462100822516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758639252489715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050149492396464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322144938097117,0.0,0.0,0.17204881520223536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30793585367563353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462765912073805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562722096636065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25688426028426503,0.0,0.0,0.1842238662744278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263486708323998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109706319912775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734257271105222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302807826007524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217099228943308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wanderesswind,2020/01/15,"Extrovert struggling with anxiety I'm exhausted, I couldn't sleep last night. I have classes in the noon and a(n official) party at night. I know I'll be fine /better when I go to the class and meet people. But I also know that it will make me even more exhausted when I get back. 
I don't know what to do.!",1.4922395833333333,3.3829570781250027,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,79.78125,7.3916666666666675,23.166666666666664,8.344100000000001,1.3334666666666664,239,8,53,5,6,80,46,64,0.16,0.767,0.073,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,6,3,1,1,0,9,13,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,5,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,33,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719834206766955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777318025527625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088435583963908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020804039962346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938917256579734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189973798467487,0.0,0.15435648230870924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44779260660509335,0.2213901686229404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129504239468652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097562153213175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882931731855338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27179604640484084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28393518635496423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,motherofwombats,2020/01/15,"So worried My father has simultaneous encephalitis and meningitis and idk how to deal... he hasn’t spoken coherently in days and they just gave him a feeding tube. He’s the best dude I’ve ever known. When I finally left my abusive ex, he brought me candy and flowers every day for a week to prove that I’d have that again.  He taught me to give more than comfortable when it makes a way bigger impact. He’s always gone out of his way for everyone else on earth... please pray/send good vibes or thoughts for him. It can’t be the end.",2.9582762201453785,4.7353833738317785,4.0447975077881635,87.23880581516096,75.07476635514018,7.372377985462098,24.038421599169265,8.167268648758528,1.2651586708203526,419,13,88,7,9,136,81,107,0.07400000000000001,0.809,0.11800000000000001,0.7082,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,2,13,12,9,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,9,3,11,6,2,18,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,9,48,13,1,0.0,0.262794583552298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845538599334832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327635139850089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860829641417873,0.2286641922501283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852839251857943,0.0,0.19644736098956406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062915883521765,0.18687453909791665,0.21193767316748505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296907306381785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127690319787868,0.0,0.1860337965828168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098437975826104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805201248842476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434678051968033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760829858258304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35210615486089025,0.1779131274013668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252468258088915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaymmmg,2020/01/15,"Intense guilt and anxiety Disclaimer: I’ve posted quite a bit over the last month, once Or twice before in this sub. I’m sorry bc I know that’s quite a lot. 

This is something I’m really struggling with. The fetish itself isn’t *that* bad, but the circumstances around it is what I need advice on. **And please, I want everyone to be really honest about what they think, even if that means telling me I’m a bad person because I feel as though I might be.** And I’m really, really thankful to anyone that takes the time to read and respond.

So since I was 8 I’ve had this odd affinity for wedgies. At that young age it wasn’t something I paid much attention to. When I was 12 I got more interested, I started watching wedgie videos online. I might have gotten an erection from watching them but I don’t specifically remember that ever happening. I was a bit of a late bloomer, I don’t know. 

At age 12-13 my cousin stayed with us for a couple of days. I, on a whim, gave him a wedgie and he laughed. Over the next two days I gave him a handful more. I got some from him by baiting him by wrestling him with my waistband of my underwear exposed, or putting on three pairs at once and saying “Ha, can’t wedgie me now” or something.

I think if he had ever told me to stop, I would have. With that being said, I think that he wasn’t comfortable with just how frequent I was being. Or that he felt something was a bit off. I didn’t usually behave this way. I can’t be sure but I feel as though I was erect beneath my shorts at one point and he saw, but I don’t think this happened during a wedgie. 

After that two day stint, we were apart again for a while. I never attempted another wedgie with him and we haven’t spoken about it since. In the years following, he and I have laughed, enjoyed our time together enough, it’s been pretty much normal.

At age 13-14, I was watching TV with a cousin of age 9 maybe? And I asked him to give me a wedgie in exchange for chocolate or something. As I remember he just laughed and did it, just tugged once on my waistband. He then ran out and told my Mom, not to tell on me, just to get his chocolate. I was in the room, groaned and walked out, feeling caught out. My Mom asked what that was about, saying I looked “guilty as anything”. I told her that I said “I’d get chocolate if they *stopped* giving me a wedgie”, and she said “Oh, okay”. 

As I was doing these w/o wanting parents to see, it makes me think I knew it was wrong. If they had seen, I think I would have been okay with it though. A tricky part of this is that a wedgie is something that is considered a prank/rough housing, it’s just that it meant something different to me. 

So these two things happened at around the same time, I don’t think it was long afterwards that I felt remorseful about what I did. I felt I’d subjected them to something inappropriate. I think because they lived away, I felt I could experiment with this interest of wedgies without repercussions. I didn’t have that train of thought at that age but in retrospect, I think that’s why I did it. 

I don’t think the wedgies I gave to the first cousin were painful, just one or two tugs. It’s not the physical sensation I enjoyed, just the idea of it. If that’s worth mentioning.

So for a few years I got by on porn and I got and gave a handful throughout high school, no more than five in five years. Then, at age 18, I’m chatting with someone with the same fetish. They’ve been exploring it online for a long time and I’ve role played with them a couple of times, just by messages. 

I want to try role play with pictures and videos. They want to see my face and I’m too horny and sleep-deprived to care. Sure, why not. So there’s a handful of pictures and videos of me, showing my face and using my voice. I give myself a couple wedgies, act out as if I’m being embarrassed, dominated “bullied” kind of. I say things along the lines of “Oh I get wedgies everyday, I’m such a loser”. There’s no nudity, nothing conventionally “sexual”.

I enjoy it enough during, but afterwards I regret it. Although not intensely, I just know I don’t want to try again. I just cease contact and try to forget about it. A few months afterwards and I’m all of a sudden scared at the idea of these getting out, or just scared that I shared them at all. I want it to go away.

I contact the person and he says he’s sorry but he’s keeping them. It’s a niche fetish and there’s not much to find on it compared to others. I eventually just say alright, I go to sleep, I don’t think about it for close to two years. 

Then, something triggers the same fears. I find him again but he maintains that though they will never be shared, he won’t be deleting them. He’s never made me feel as though they will be shared or held them over me and deep down I don’t think they ever will be, really. 

He gives me his Facebook so I know his name, location, job, all of that. I guess as leverage for him keeping them. I keep up chatting because I feel as though I can convince him and after a few days he tells me they were accidentally deleted. 

I’m in a tricky spot because he can’t really prove it. Although, he never lied about them being deleted and I’m not sure he has a reason to lie now. Either they really are gone or he’s lying for what reason? To make me feel better? 

*If he’s doing that then he isn’t enjoying having some kind of power over me right?* People have suggested this to be the case, but I just think that he feels attached to the pictures and videos and feels entitled to them as I did send them consensually. From the start he could have just lied and said they were gone.

I’ve had six sessions with a therapist and they were mostly on my anxiety around the idea of these being released. I did bring up the childhood incidents but they didn’t take up as much of our time. My therapist and I landed on this strategy: “Don’t think about the videos getting out”. She says that it’s not a problem right now, and if it ever becomes one, it will be easier to handle as I won’t be anxious/unsure about what the reaction will be. 

She also said that I shouldn’t beat myself up over the incidents with my cousins, as my judgement and moral compass wasn’t developed. However, I didn’t mention that I may have been erect with the first cousin: that has come back to me since finishing our sessions. 

I did say once during a session that if I could undo either the online role play at 18 or what I did at 12-13, I’d undo the online roleplay, and she said “because without the roleplay, what I did as a child isn’t a problem”. 

I think this is what’s troubling me. It’s unlikely that the roleplay will be shared in the first place, and then it’s even more unlikely that anyone I know will see. 

So I should feel okay right? Well I have for a while, but right now I’m struggling with feeling as though I *deserve* this to happen. If I acted inappropriately, don’t I deserve that to be known? Someone suggested that my guilt may be because *I get off on something that the other person doesn’t know about and this can feel non-consensual on their end*. Maybe that gives context to how I’m feeling.

**Keep in mind that what I did as a kid aren’t memories I revisit fondly or sexually at all. I do have that memory of me being erect, and let’s just say that did happen, it was because I enjoyed wedgies.** 

I’m really not trying to let myself off easy (tell me if you think I am), this is just the truth. I was exploring what I didn’t realise at the time was a kink or fetish.

My therapist has said to me that I haven’t done anything wrong, she ended our last session by telling me that I’m a good person, I wish I could believe it right now. I just want to get over this guilt, but it’s complicated. 

I’m sorry this is long but if you’ve gotten the end, thank you so much. And please tell me what you think and be brutally honest about how bad it sounds.",1.9929921339249679,3.934971747512439,3.221177894312224,91.31984872932637,78.41542288557214,6.311120075299177,23.053919591233026,7.302861452474514,0.7725817735646094,6142,196,1328,79,148,1986,454,1608,0.076,0.807,0.11699999999999999,0.9963,6,0,10,0,0,0,199.0,7,3,25,10,71,60,1,9,76,5,140,8,6,10,17,265,280,123,0,35,66,8,19,0,0,17,1,17,1,6,109,73,0,7,57,13,3,16,47,21,1,16,83,45,202,39,183,153,31,170,2,2,9,1,146,74,0,33,77,913,311,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0311024523255694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02545324853927505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033374968689630524,0.04869744719492817,0.03595715751055575,0.0,0.044510469517975035,0.0,0.052384304747926935,0.08500236778362523,0.059510722017135725,0.0,0.05980786714104814,0.02447416010216958,0.07972643096979479,0.13581655307788246,0.035152089472994745,0.02708371835896344,0.03585983221588372,0.0,0.028149731232842274,0.10424547064748403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032451287958244826,0.0,0.0,0.027417443713372642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164990366488434,0.10565292523683917,0.0,0.08210702528063668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03325401936988017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032571617109688374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457183993883513,0.06577471978282788,0.0,0.042044862323576696,0.11516284072302728,0.0,0.0304135059927188,0.0,0.03113439091587355,0.0,0.035815923434962864,0.1931214164372873,0.0,0.12224144674880072,0.0,0.05818136438813131,0.08121994492695488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640358231738522,0.1526640387345864,0.03617775228346562,0.02669624471506068,0.10182467051355948,0.0,0.03506269295789356,0.0,0.14072923465956702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033628569103074685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036725828016049115,0.0,0.10779154333669527,0.0,0.0,0.03158488568945325,0.11316257110897494,0.0,0.06628899206456815,0.1049527026906882,0.0518889686953141,0.035903946466812976,0.0,0.0,0.06509361735800075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02810515810857124,0.08450169125963918,0.02672793280614376,0.0,0.0,0.02705946163264286,0.0,0.03011690644317055,0.042491556142474345,0.0,0.06395203416143487,0.034670579043273704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753004015411652,0.03213772255868373,0.074554334195547,0.05081042722156903,0.0,0.11698808814559518,0.023600437415949083,0.0981924385918502,0.0,0.03384998225833395,0.0,0.031185182692276936,0.0305403144744972,0.0,0.0,0.13558530067058042,0.06470346781681471,0.0,0.03386777950398411,0.0,0.03534179452622576,0.03446717546544885,0.0,0.022065881763715142,0.11116571158033084,0.03325401936988017,0.06987629373976803,0.030088230532935037,0.0,0.030482915075705906,0.032381037978513424,0.0,0.0609111724873963,0.0,0.03199644438713037,0.0,0.06770707804115975,0.031837123986808734,0.0,0.16312127196397985,0.06545002014293645,0.0,0.0,0.0721109961416222,0.13590687131870516,0.21193341658403386,0.20249047394518893,0.06373178355821668,0.03221215211174379,0.07608960662527411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898661897209315,0.0,0.06370299381916435,0.0,0.053936387724782604,0.24503142567822986,0.0,0.10688823580387502,0.04505676744411905,0.033924957530493585,0.0,0.053220120329642996,0.0,0.06654814027159232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999398409186113,0.0,0.047862157938553064,0.0,0.1669171277097799,0.05860683278781172,0.0,0.11086606245339434,0.042290896501604607,0.3467052165529269,0.21889945139758255,0.025268282248232733,0.12991622399326758,0.0,0.0,0.0912405179781564,0.0,0.0864378780559668,0.0,0.15545915064633495,0.0,0.03828577947878797,0.02748961400437994,0.035054607881736755,0.0,0.13141296197818594,0.025263990330006543,0.0,0.0,0.028617653605532176,0.0,0.05744056066898725,0.0,0.036601216565839964,0.061363097100180175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522012164990295,0.06959895994124497,0.0,0.08198606951080205
anxiety,HowYouLiving,2020/01/15,Everything was going well Life has been going well I have started my video content ect to help others with anxiety I have stepped up at work and I'm in line for a promotion and then it hit me again why are you going for this promotion your being carried at work you won't be able to balance childcare then you will lose your job and now my wife is off work sick do I have taken time off to look after the kids and it hit again look your taking time off work now due to childcare and you not even in position yet then yesterday my main source of childcare rings me tells me her work schedule has changed and she can't look after the kids on a few days so it hits me again give and and stay where you are your on your own you can't do this you can't manage childcare and work so why tey.,1.4625602409638567,3.449982409638558,2.4598644578313262,95.90557981927715,80.32530120481928,5.595783132530121,20.61596385542169,6.6274283507984215,0.10982048192771066,624,17,141,6,16,197,91,166,0.047,0.9109999999999999,0.042,-0.2023,1,0,0,0,1,0,1.0,0,12,0,9,12,3,0,0,4,0,19,2,0,0,0,11,33,14,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,6,10,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,2,0,3,4,24,2,20,23,3,34,0,1,3,0,20,11,0,0,18,101,30,10,0.14491312486657798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085814387826697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329887131419426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345697717523599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571375226614416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023857257784802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901387399903573,0.24707240515784795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713221296049504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380391596809197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235642568350957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650715827544325,0.1621207193839216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257025564432427,0.15445810980298152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895663523875768,0.0,0.12666045843791887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900001694036362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260588605243431,0.0,0.26152311079477336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329908848591363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thickovaries,2020/01/15,"panick attacks for no reason,, hi! idk if this is the actual place to talk about my problems but here i am. ive been having them all the time! over! stupid! shit! im in the middle of one coming on and i have no one to talk to so uhhh anyone want to discuss them or something ? im desperate at this point and its never been like this before so go me !",-1.5374000000000017,0.3975007599999998,1.3221666666666678,96.71525,101.4,3.5666666666666664,12.916666666666668,5.46131890053228,-1.0653333333333332,267,5,60,2,12,92,56,75,0.293,0.685,0.021,-0.9714,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,3,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,2,11,10,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,2,0,7,1,11,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,2,3,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2142892574294584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535432173601089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498166010303104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685587008831364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915830657957286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479869438845337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743921848210909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072811296112107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936220966776155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976012529348238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942598357201385,0.0,0.2075845872097053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011904610699456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257762449567525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540712981695324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905197298705746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35299804975291355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804534840086304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295205324144748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acounthrowaway,2020/01/15,"How do I stop imagining and trying to solve problems that don’t exist? I constantly think of the worst possible scenario that could happen to me or my loved ones and then try to think of a possible solution for all possible factors of the scenario. Obviously It’s impossible to do and super irrational thinking but I can’t seem to make myself stop. I don’t know how to stop making up scenarios in my head that scare or terrify me, but I really desperately want to learn. It has made my anxiety so bad in the past few years and at this point I’m pretty sure I don’t know how to be calm so every time I find some peace I find something else to worry about. I want to live in the moment and only feel the need to worry about things as they come, not try to solve everything before it happens. I’ve heard that medication works but it seems to only make me more anxious, plus my add doesn’t help.",5.246941235560018,5.433197541436467,6.408488196885988,78.42424409844303,68.06077348066299,10.117729784028127,29.16172777498744,10.018931242160765,2.6513381215469605,709,23,143,16,11,239,107,181,0.209,0.64,0.151,-0.9375,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,0,1,6,0,10,3,1,7,3,45,31,18,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,8,0,3,12,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,2,18,4,26,27,5,16,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,5,9,93,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072559943567617,0.13397969943229207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990226888300492,0.0,0.0,0.1009164432471483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215993482913877,0.0,0.12816012146400396,0.0,0.09468923910590392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907172267332102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992222743364544,0.0,0.10658641894408012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059965690466982524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678915278534247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974806538019775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171368954521952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949238492601424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035449717233766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472242236550533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703750147597137,0.11221838299932084,0.2374912109796698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947297206038815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793741581300556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036370475779794,0.180395172560962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321328151018074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211153390166416,0.4010974413434347,0.0,0.12065474681621488,0.0,0.11348033530645622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597562106491369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873526436158202,0.0,0.0,0.21593065052317825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130097882236032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29745464682891365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177530681990468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078789898789188,0.2279745442241549,0.0,0.0,0.06915426916398056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24155665498803255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990196243305764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633928529001632,0.2408799472183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763719222484954
anxiety,danterossy,2020/01/15,"FUCK DUDE. IM DONE I was stressing out over my car payment. 39 days past due 1400$ total. I said fuck this shit and everything giving me anxiety. I’m gonna work just enough to pay my rent. Give up my car. And focus on myself. And discover my passion. I don’t need a car, nice shoes, nice clothes, material things. I NEED to be happy. None of that stuff can do that for me.",-0.6749300699300704,1.5107018333333355,1.5472494172494182,96.59926573426577,94.76923076923076,4.887645687645689,17.34731934731935,6.574015621080383,-0.1337589743589742,285,8,66,4,11,95,60,78,0.19699999999999998,0.64,0.162,-0.4898,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,1,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,8,15,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,4,0,0,3,1,11,4,8,10,3,10,0,0,0,3,3,4,3,0,3,38,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631484947855817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375394230855363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182459496452377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203615824985057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167042073545135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943233833849176,0.0,0.4091698364020948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270264416103029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303647076165063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31626921430036936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035872629446536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028655352128831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891527397122396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442963636917792,0.0,0.2441394272328035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168496512252934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526074805288054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dulcetdreamer,2020/01/15,"I've Legit Never Felt Stupider. Hey ya'll,

I've had anxiety since I was 14 and am recently about to get on medication (Escitalopram) to treat it. It's gotten so bad recently as I am stressed and depressed about applying for PhD programs. It's stressful, but depressing because I feel like I'm not going to get in and I feel like a fraud by even applying.

Trigger Warning (as I describe my feelings in depth):
Additionally, I have a severe Vitamin D deficiency (my level is 9 when it should be at 50). I also recently found out that my thyroid levels are elevated to the brink of hypothyroidism, which explains why my memory is declining so rapidly. I'll legit stop in the middle of a sentence after forgetting what I was going to say, and it'll take me minutes to recover those thoughts. I'll also forget words in Spanish and English, too the point where I don't speak because I'm afraid of using the wrong words. I'll forget names, tasks, things I opened a browser to look up, and plans. I'll zone out and forget the time and place I'm in at times. I'll talk about events that happened that same day as if it happened days ago, just to remember that I'm talking about something that happened that day. It's really stressful. I recently disappointed one of my professors, who has a lot of hope in me, by incorrectly preforming a task that she had assigned me. I have never felt so ashamed of myself and I still haven't let it go. I genuinely feel stupid and I can't even describe the level of stupidity I feel. My anxiety is through the roof because of this and I just feel so useless.

I don't know what I'm looking for on this sub. I guess I just needed to vent, but I'm worried that I'm going to fail because of this. While writing this, I'm even forgetting things I want to include on this post. Any words of encouragement? I don't expect anyone to have a solution, I just need support. Also, if anyone has taken Escitalopram, words of advice on this front will def help quell some anxieties. Thank you very much for anything you guys are willing to provide. ❤️",5.039616889616892,5.871381936117943,6.292820092820097,76.7947656747657,68.7051597051597,9.371152971152974,32.764491764491765,9.53975657930432,3.073665283465283,1636,72,309,34,27,552,203,407,0.183,0.731,0.086,-0.9921,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,0,2,22,22,3,5,14,0,27,3,0,2,2,63,69,27,0,8,9,0,8,2,0,4,3,2,0,1,29,15,0,1,13,0,0,5,8,15,0,1,10,12,36,7,53,53,4,49,0,5,2,0,15,25,0,6,20,200,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602921214020755,0.07803991921484088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121063657503414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059868509225148435,0.0,0.202045306824966,0.0,0.0,0.12311571398098795,0.0,0.07244734946947924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350762324983884,0.21466733664752227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033068539411295,0.0,0.15165311489995525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444378705471966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670863880698288,0.1257879947813857,0.1690595848294727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652855901379914,0.0,0.0,0.09199190535329883,0.0,0.2001349278424246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698321595695472,0.08717095209881008,0.2335537736277578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590096709290672,0.0,0.0,0.08744108778274033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048383099773789566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002429387314273,0.0,0.0860213371574341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785863039864713,0.0,0.0,0.07484632211077016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868850485191547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471768172878603,0.1305573602882264,0.1357998726556674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059656478753431524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198043475607573,0.0,0.08322388023767996,0.0,0.08431557551312233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056399067682329475,0.0,0.34770558491720754,0.0,0.09972930944112833,0.0,0.0,0.07001094221226699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945729999211007,0.0,0.07282551794371564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777555763138371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030684982044083,0.07360328012145599,0.30253992734164725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990389550619662,0.0,0.0,0.06619323286284498,0.1415223924457025,0.0,0.08105308864380717,0.0,0.0,0.11697638722027998,0.0,0.0,0.06989192978087966,0.10267073180669364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603612120614116,0.0,0.07264014575222791,0.051926790051582565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944013750938689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940634019219179,0.0,0.0,0.09625517028123208,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Raliadose,2020/01/15,"It seems like I never know what to say I’m not necessarily socially anxious, but it feels like at times I just don’t have anything to say. Everybody calls me quiet and that only gives me more anxiety because I’m currently a communications major. I’m not exactly sure what I want to do yet: maybe something in PR, something involving writing or maybe even research. Thinking about my future makes me super anxious and ruins my whole day. I feel like no matter what I do, I’ll never be good enough to make a career out of it, despite always excelling in my classes. In the real world, though, success seems to depend more on connections and networking. If I’m always at a loss for words, how will I ever make connections necessary to land a job? When I write, I can think through what I want to say, but in person I’m just usually silent until I have something I believe important enough to say. Sometimes I just want to die so I never have to worry about a career. I don’t know how to feel or what to do.",6.384449520328914,5.994481241206032,7.297615349474647,74.96418455915949,65.73366834170854,10.05043398812243,33.66879853814527,9.573946990214177,3.0831668341708527,793,31,149,14,11,267,109,199,0.127,0.7170000000000001,0.156,0.2898,2,0,3,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,4,13,10,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,6,6,43,32,14,1,4,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,0,1,9,4,0,0,9,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,8,20,8,26,30,6,22,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,6,15,102,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903600157445241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750653305400947,0.2584518387282837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413160563811224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972988392488147,0.0,0.0,0.12887614336536646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680297224687836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377081896024656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871671993747505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363868343141279,0.0,0.07555221775675605,0.103470525754508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735140811720689,0.16343766894824166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973142553622824,0.0,0.09594325596680096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351247356058985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572934415977427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676526466129296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290647031587103,0.0,0.22983631026151985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646693112751023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699725451624908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987921929396172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019862562472848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638638239183137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826914040702413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166041956218602,0.0,0.2641844916168367,0.113132690698645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780936848802804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465904670325355,0.11238566280224176,0.0,0.06670058261465851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598225902971025,0.0,0.20240707875370206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277101551299515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616660123727225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Coobooie,2020/01/15,"Those who sucessfully faced your fears in doing something that you had extreme anxiety in doing it, how bad was the anxiety before you did the thing that you overcame your anxiety/fear on it from a scale between little nervous to full blown panic attack? And when you accomplished the feat, was the happiness already there or still recovering from the panic attack? That feat of astonishing a goal you had anxiety on alone was enough to be happy with. Crossing off that item on your bucket list is a step in the right direction and already a big improvement on your life.",9.893269230769226,8.896837942307695,9.087384615384616,66.95761538461541,59.0,12.550769230769232,39.06923076923077,11.602472056035307,4.6607407692307685,462,19,75,11,5,146,66,104,0.226,0.669,0.105,-0.9035,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,9,0,2,4,9,2,4,10,0,10,2,1,1,0,5,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,6,0,9,2,15,3,3,16,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,1,2,63,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682666891421261,0.3585724818259451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728601531093349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36965905856495057,0.0,0.0,0.1356530576747428,0.0,0.0,0.1382473477329076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787171608660867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656408145929346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458980273970055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475516131674884,0.0,0.16283449428551544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38123975399959176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874582691685952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507494082701287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974625939415949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793577523410457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,korkor121,2020/01/15,I hate going to sleep Ever since I was born I hated going to bed when I was little I had night terrors every night and they still are clear in my mind whenever I go to bed I always hear things and I always assume the worst and I start panicking and my muscles get really tight and I start breathing heavily and don't fall asleep until about 5 am. If anyone nows any way I could deal with this please let me now thanks.,1.9271551724137943,3.848994172413797,3.435158045977012,89.80377155172415,78.54022988505747,6.189080459770117,17.771551724137932,7.1686216300943375,0.13398965517241335,331,6,69,4,8,109,63,87,0.19699999999999998,0.715,0.08800000000000001,-0.9024,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,1,1,0,8,3,3,0,2,14,18,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,3,2,15,1,7,13,1,18,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,11,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30509359910485645,0.0,0.0,0.12467195611313693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818990391552704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637557775662074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900710455240755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658341694302086,0.15446500478232655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957833336373834,0.0,0.3125751742895689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620045262201497,0.0,0.0,0.20662833799067207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874692548742141,0.0,0.0,0.18374669350119496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851129233852646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440890754225694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124333617412535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174470883260211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165401468158687,0.0,0.1834642668397896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595264777907305,0.0,0.1464090656124931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878735149780855,0.0,0.0,0.12179754600999836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552030243664255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DarkPrincess337,2020/01/15,"Skipping and fight or being ashamed because i'm too late? I need help... best would be right now but later is also fine for future. I made the dang mistake to go out too late and now i've missed the train, which brings me to school... i'll be a hour late. I could have run but there where much ppl around and i'm wearing heavy boots and i didn't wanted them to make fun of me because i'm running... but i also hate the fact that i'll be so late now because my classmates will judge me. And in that class i've messed up some homework so the teacher will be really really pissed. I want to skip. Still; i'm a minor and if I skip they'll call my mother and then she'll be very very angry. There is no other way. I hate it. I feel terrible and i'm kinda scared of everything right now.",-0.04734022556390727,2.027478946428573,1.6953258145363428,98.65669172932331,86.91666666666669,4.489223057644112,16.580200501253135,5.750287758089431,-0.7156476190476191,605,13,143,4,19,197,99,168,0.244,0.6940000000000001,0.062,-0.9889,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,15,13,4,2,6,0,16,2,2,2,1,27,32,18,0,7,5,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,10,0,0,2,1,17,3,11,18,3,25,0,1,0,0,7,7,2,4,13,85,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229913568732027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241150895418964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549709694221745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631472882899876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236539337644075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131707760841918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253034535036396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704959241682124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923670389129804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27530061064455624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345159033531326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730253066396986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290961035785722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192441472103697,0.0930652304090346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249117111057417,0.10337960504458024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863453516553862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381311571840173,0.0,0.0,0.13958568853860706,0.141102450952776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134254476836628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300754108896691,0.16446935002099736,0.11066664978002227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904134897676944,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,point_point,2020/01/15,"Bad Anxiety About School I'm a junior this year, and I miss a lot of school because of my anxiety. I don't have a specific reason as to why I miss so much. I don't have trouble leaving my house and going out to do other things, like shopping, appointments, or getting food. But it never fails whenever I have school the next day I can't help but freak out. I always feel so helpless and scared when I'm at school or driving to school.

I'm even more worried about missing so much school because I need to start looking at colleges. But whenever I think of going back I get scared and don't know what to do. I worry about my peers and teachers and what they think about me (I'm at a fairly small private school- everyone knows everyone). 

Has anyone else experienced this? Does anyone know how to get over this? Or have any advice?",3.054836488812392,4.869079337349401,4.033080895008606,87.266265060241,74.90361445783131,6.911531841652324,26.314974182444054,7.7094869923839395,1.4512492254733216,654,24,131,9,14,211,90,166,0.2,0.752,0.048,-0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,0,2,5,0,11,1,0,2,1,25,32,18,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,7,1,1,3,5,10,0,0,0,3,16,1,20,32,4,17,0,5,1,0,2,7,0,4,8,84,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943225548491434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466698916728327,0.0,0.0,0.06919580868733445,0.0,0.15568216165927612,0.0,0.0,0.1422967015763688,0.1042583941321398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782420921213669,0.0849598478613845,0.1240558696911894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562253218292753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904509558555257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500191809714211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720716824230985,0.0,0.0,0.19445948932932744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514495819005845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230406283630431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594858724393382,0.0,0.11565761664916052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820316645858775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740977450786808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776304065248204,0.0,0.0,0.10774217011383096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049711576804005064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544723790732334,0.0,0.0,0.0865071112135183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496009298227778,0.07544886487195733,0.07847850338737614,0.0,0.1082159068628638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461945341517546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374583068037386,0.7208591893258811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202158795923816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760044483978862,0.13039895416827002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181662660953703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066710560006701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552586050505886
anxiety,EhManana,2020/01/15,"Anxiety is so physically and mentally draining It really is.  


A good third of my waking hours are me either thinking/overthinking stuff, getting lost in thoughts and zoning out, or about to breakdown and cry because I simply can't take it anymore.

*Anything* will fucking trigger it - people talking/calling out my name, to my boss talking loudly on the floor at work so everyone can hear us, and my favorite omfg - when I'm halfway up/down stairs and my parents feel the need to yell for me, every time it gets my heart racing and I get all jittery and panicky, it fucking sucks.   


The biggest part though is just me thinking and overthinking about anything and everything - ""did I do this right? Did I say something wrong?"" etc etc - and I'll try to 'overcorrect' and fix what I've done, and I'll reach out and be like ""hey sorry/my bad"" and if I don't hear anything back.... more anxious again.  


It drains the energy out of me, after I get home from work I'd like to relax and chill with people (mostly over video games xd) but I'm just so mentally drained, my parents insist on talking to me when I get home and I've explained multiple times that by the time I'm home I'm drained beyond belief and I'm not in a mood to talk - they get angry at me, I snap back, etc etc.  


I just want the incessant thoughts and 'what ifs!' to end, literally cut out my frontal cortex so I can just ***relax*** and ***chill*** for once. I can't get any fucking sleep because of it, so I'm already running behind, and I'm just a walking husk during the day.",0.9060015232292428,3.425200016501652,2.5112871287128726,90.89576542269613,88.43894389438944,4.955877126174156,23.94084793094694,6.551861593081955,0.8793949225691793,1187,49,235,14,39,387,161,303,0.095,0.8590000000000001,0.046,-0.9441,2,0,1,0,0,1,57.0,1,0,1,3,19,14,5,0,10,0,15,6,3,2,1,50,44,32,0,4,11,2,1,2,0,1,0,5,3,0,12,26,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,8,0,1,6,6,27,5,33,36,9,31,1,1,0,3,14,17,4,4,14,148,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101161729666587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233973265169854,0.0,0.07012841182571666,0.10356265041527846,0.09091345007291077,0.0,0.0,0.2263133885762952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409793800371719,0.07654183544179224,0.11176413567716932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069678827875868,0.05912050440361396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381172566826804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119369921450999,0.0,0.4089516163743558,0.0,0.0,0.07723715422765326,0.0875960033298592,0.08238839235268272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046351841846617184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542463477110608,0.33526185986983303,0.0,0.0,0.07688966676564815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664078354419907,0.10863111503928057,0.0,0.0,0.2758618300839265,0.0,0.0902779169373079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957208439196387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007022166798828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476652968874385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797322199448284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976271072781242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358060341636555,0.09927125197486647,0.0,0.12710688816431862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872708117550012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078286921313407,0.0,0.07290082009212448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173765859222943,0.0,0.0,0.07057316438548368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494188327252478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892552517890345,0.2210461281768783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587393665535625,0.09006673866781212,0.14555379024607815,0.16036308707587468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223890017669392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026947263209512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407019902738375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347582144881048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002283447397942,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MudPuppyMadness,2020/01/15,"Whelp thats progress down the damn drain I had to drive home 4 1\2 hours, and over Vail Pass for the first time (and in a semi emergency, as my partner was supposed to drive but couldn't) in the dark. 

It was terrifying, looking in my mirrors it was pitch black, all around me were vague suggestions of the shapes of the mountain sides. Going through glenwood canyon every turn had me nearly panicking because of the mountains rising around me. 

I got home around 1:30a exhausted. I thought that would be the end of it. Scary situation done and over. But today I went out just after dark and had to pull into a neighborhood to calm myself down enough to finish my errand. I had been filled with the same panic and fear I felt driving over the mountains. I'm so stressed now because I had finally gotten comfortable driving.",5.5190029325513255,6.946565838709682,5.13126099706745,83.37143695014663,68.03225806451613,7.958944281524928,30.21994134897361,8.296473431620573,2.143774193548387,655,25,121,9,11,200,101,155,0.2,0.746,0.054000000000000006,-0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,3,11,0,14,1,0,0,1,20,23,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,10,1,5,0,1,16,3,14,2,28,4,3,35,0,0,2,0,2,16,1,0,9,86,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768229198017402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767610575222898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271130531845947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813595434302366,0.18448247239314544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043003598420251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009103232409536,0.0,0.0,0.17142911744506886,0.19558494474673954,0.0,0.1518684412211068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147000563312103,0.0,0.14279701250709945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581860348702103,0.0,0.1758287242617729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993101125525676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948154350228185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006896231990569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452021019054029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174306474198972,0.10410976082080414,0.0,0.16923772774747994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942033307508453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551099349647433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683170481664094,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wikihow-amialive,2020/01/15,"What is the dumbest thing or interaction you've done/had due to anxiety? I've got a few:

1. Gave a hairdresser a 10 dollar tip instead of 5, because I was afraid to ask her to split a 20 dollar bill twice

2. Lose $40 at Kroger because of an online shopping malfunction

3. Tried to convince my hairdresser that I loved my hair when I really didn't so I wouldn't upset her and waste her time

(Yes, 2 of these were the same hairdresser)",3.863333333333333,4.43948111111111,5.337777777777777,83.51000000000002,71.22222222222223,9.111111111111112,28.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.2150000000000003,340,12,73,7,6,115,67,90,0.145,0.7859999999999999,0.068,-0.6890000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,7,1,5,2,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,1,5,1,9,2,8,3,2,4,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26471596321195023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234961791148143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218796641489553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541141268472898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767559419063725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871248506149893,0.0,0.0,0.3123102572951452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167899507882569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298903956444995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177589440938973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349351707902817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatevereverwhatever,2020/01/15,"My worst day of therapy... So here I am, sitting in therapy. She's waiting for me to speak. I showed up 15 minutes late as usual and I tell myself in my head this will be the last time. I make it a point not to say sorry these days. For some reason I think saying sorry makes me appear weaker. I mentioned how great my holiday break was. She nods with approval. ""I am feeling much better these days"", I say. She nods with approval.   


But there's been a problem with me and my relationship. ""Oh?"" she says. My muscles tighten up and my voice feels weaker. I look away and avoid eye contact. I cannot handle the shame of showing emotional weakness. ""Say something"", I think. I say nothing. ""You're paying her for this session"", I think. I still say nothing. ""What does she really think of me?"", I think. My heart has sped up considerably.   


""My girlfriend and I haven't had sex for a long time"", I think. ""No, thats too abrupt and stupid, you need to frame your opening in a better way"", I think. ""I am feeling sad that I haven't had sex in a long time"", I think. ""Do you want your therapist to think all you care about is sex?"", I think. Its not all that I care about. I am more than that. But without it, for such a long time I feel unloved. 

""Sex is not the most important part of someones life"", I think. ""Does anyone even have sex after being in a relationship for years? Why did I never hear anything positive about sex in my family growing up?  Is this why im so fucked up?"", I think. ""Does this have something to do with sex?"", she asks. ""Yes"", I reply. ""I've had many patients and I've heard many different stories, I have a feeling you may not be alone in whatever it is you are going through"", she says. She's right. Many people have gone through what I have.   


""Does she know what my problem is?"", I think.  ""Why did my parents humiliate me for trying on a condom that one time when they found it in the trash? I'm so afraid of becoming my parents. I dont want that life. But now I feel so lonely, so often. I am doing this all to myself, these are my choices"" I think.   


""I spent a whole day crying in my girlfriends arms, I couldn't explain to her why, but I really long for her physical affection. I feel too weak to ask her directly for it. Maybe I am just afraid of her answer. Maybe I am just tired of being rejected for so long. Maybe she no longer has ANY sexual feelings anymore. Maybe she is not attracted to me anymore. Maybe NOBODY is attracted to me anymore. Maybe I should end my life"", I think. 

I glance at my therapist. ""I remember a time long ago when my girlfriend told me she wished I didn't have sexual feelings, because she often didn't, because her depression medication lowered her libido, and then we could be the same. But we used to have sex frequently. I dont know what happened. I wish i could just say the things that are on my mind without those thoughts hurting me."", I think.   


I look at my therapist. ""Is there anything I can say to make you more comfortable?"", she says. ""I dont know"", I say. ""I hate myself"",  I think.   


The session ends. 

  
I get home and cry.  
""Will I ever get better?"", I think.",1.0609786611273722,3.3283003001605174,2.6620609479746946,92.29503835803983,83.71910112359551,5.719280521197243,21.842342554999533,7.048011613610866,0.6290300443773016,2369,79,508,32,68,775,246,623,0.109,0.815,0.076,-0.9779,5,5,2,0,0,1,150.0,2,8,1,5,27,27,3,4,18,1,58,21,4,7,5,100,120,25,0,11,15,2,9,0,3,4,7,16,1,0,27,16,0,2,37,3,2,4,19,18,0,1,15,29,123,9,62,93,12,63,0,5,4,10,61,22,1,6,34,348,150,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03862857858871042,0.0,0.0,0.04513286047277525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029634005735269732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965068598832327,0.030470207304593024,0.0,0.0717206824579426,0.0,0.08147764138843118,0.0,0.04094223516328795,0.0,0.0,0.053128540928454884,0.048127618739191434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156215365313409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888597655425269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958573276586377,0.0,0.09573506572600524,0.11241481424742687,0.0,0.03753299802251466,0.0,0.0,0.04552892274039071,0.0,0.0,0.15253888484508188,0.0,0.1532165412330305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901851015840314,0.07719296974318986,0.0,0.0,0.028782344580191205,0.03941809273882615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108072725011541,0.0,0.19830557813227795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778017539529196,0.0,0.04028644015492997,0.04553460051236627,0.0,0.024765939875027437,0.0,0.0,0.048044041823487114,0.0,0.0,0.03853519408203094,0.0,0.0,0.043023485556232186,0.04472280247794743,0.0,0.04911469703361473,0.051639218667952944,0.0,0.0,0.04371150739728829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046650318142821175,0.0,0.04707087836148492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184670579291777,0.035521252642128666,0.04915700525041652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233964328848858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313868245519293,0.07318778366043026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726440352419239,0.13254139218430971,0.2626750640312707,0.0,0.0,0.04389946727335842,0.0,0.0,0.04400057241656968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03203427271442054,0.03231195843722285,0.033609440565763225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362704085245318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02952905386163478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677469749408486,0.04718988557116384,0.0,0.030210959308237244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119456081660424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339503370582392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055833369388792346,0.04480464267041033,0.0,0.09357125763250976,0.04936449840163126,0.03721471004952895,0.0,0.41585227824816895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03692283934617546,0.06709574998790357,0.0,0.09756226609565136,0.0,0.0,0.034800826307071375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03808841334846176,0.0,0.09966870380807896,0.15178954266634598,0.028950770402019436,0.5026054447662952,0.0,0.03459544716883707,0.15246137382985872,0.050085606978966385,0.0,0.041639903712243916,0.0,0.029586073701950263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763672890929355,0.047994154216072296,0.0,0.051405949943258485,0.03458957099455707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728666178812478,0.0486524128672747,0.10022331091439676,0.08401377517436816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02806230265751376
anxiety,ravetapes_,2020/01/15,"How does lorazepam (Ativan) make you feel? I am currently finishing up my daily citalopram and cyclobenzaprine, and about to start paroxetine and prazosin instead. Also I have a prescription for lorazepam as and when I need it. Oh I need it... but I never take it... I am terrified of it! I am scared of anything intoxicating, anything that could cause me to lose 100% control, which is ironic considering how much control I’ve lost to my mental health.

Given that I have panic disorder and claustrophobia, I’ve been told by my ENT that I should take one before I go for an hour long MRI in a couple of weeks (I have had terrible vertigo for 15 months, which my GP says is from anxiety, but my ENT suspects it’s something vestibular).

Genuinely very nervous about the MRI and also about the lorazepam. What is your experience with this drug?",5.235752688172042,7.135025387096777,5.8913709677419375,75.83038978494623,69.32258064516128,9.03763440860215,31.626344086021504,9.516144504307137,3.157763440860216,665,29,115,15,12,216,99,155,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.9903,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,4,9,6,0,3,5,0,13,6,0,6,1,22,24,14,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,12,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,5,2,19,0,18,17,1,12,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,9,84,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551091646865817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220194453479854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26251494394341063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357254017399892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385363485312734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577926095229229,0.12735025734734134,0.1764871614342576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828043869220722,0.0,0.13958224961042062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849729729240938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602465137835445,0.0,0.0,0.0806495667838257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906492952268152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954435108719298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707843747036454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115523629257445,0.0,0.17844318483597316,0.17411649039084878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646956691022394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074162300667652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273138635512653,0.0,0.11725314118176995,0.2365390754005577,0.12301863428676335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808343776894087,0.0,0.0,0.1871425369795084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684327794504985,0.1596904422871139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279328948971124,0.0,0.0,0.11289712478557125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398529820851951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241206042955294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160677326242806,0.0,0.0,0.12794377667475476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Andrew_1304,2020/01/15,"Anxiety About My Best Friend (potential triggers) So, I just want to share how I feel often. I feel kinda lonely and stuff about this.

My best friend has depression and PTSD, possibly some other mental health issues. I have two forms of anxiety. My best friend has severe depression, and she feels suicidal sometimes. I of course, am very, very afraid of losing her to suicide (or anything else for that matter). I often get super anxious about this, in fear that she is going to kill herself. A lot of the time I get so anxious that I convince myself that she is definitely going to die (even though she won't), and sometimes it gets so bad that I convince myself she is already dead and I'm texting/calling a ghost or hallucinating, even if she is perfectly alive and well.

I know I probably sound crazy. But I just want to share my struggles and see if anyone can relate? This anxiety about her burdens me often and I just want to talk about it with someone. Sorry.",3.5644840887174527,5.9339648633879785,4.406049501767921,82.64652844744454,75.22950819672131,6.9288331726133086,26.065252330440373,7.928766900206844,1.7480282224365156,762,28,136,12,17,245,103,183,0.26899999999999996,0.518,0.213,-0.9246,0,2,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,0,6,19,23,1,3,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,34,24,18,6,5,8,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,1,1,0,5,29,13,18,23,6,4,0,4,1,0,15,1,0,10,1,106,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524878155779376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26047888354726245,0.2564427441515689,0.0,0.07936102112154872,0.0,0.09339986660574336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947667824470589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573300602198668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551275244332425,0.0,0.11779386669191345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481370885971024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992981395383762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771773863504154,0.1721652565663637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630667442198038,0.0,0.17789536301309306,0.0,0.12900800167649595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064394915905992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846329090617085,0.0,0.0,0.12556963947074934,0.0,0.06237598887931822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697615922373282,0.0,0.09649264676027193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438012572762812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795287764504934,0.0,0.0,0.12237093561194272,0.0,0.1326740588881554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044387300206023,0.0,0.0,0.12822137207578446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616719059137098,0.0,0.22450649063876246,0.12705264822921036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865362066245612,0.12992900633059526,0.24829859747439795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122606053188223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151202449985048,0.0,0.06618208067845943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108718651731993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729684310502104,0.20083365228394384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204907909680153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kittycat_856,2020/01/15,"Feeling terrible... I suffer with anxiety really bad anxiety too... I’m incredibly anxious and stressed right now, I just feel like crawling into a hole and never coming out. My heart literally has been beating super fast .. I start a new job tomorrow and it’s stressing me out because I feel like my relationship with my boyfriend is gonna become bad and fall apart. I’ll be working weekends and his days off are only weekends. And his ex has been causing us a lot of issues as well I don’t want to get into detail because I think about it it stresses me out like crazy. She just basically is always sending inappropriate messages to my boyfriends and she doesn’t stop even tho we have told her to stop. I just can not calm my nerves and I feel like 
My life is over.",3.9112000000000013,5.665209653333335,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,72.46666666666667,7.666666666666668,29.83333333333333,8.344100000000001,2.2461333333333333,608,26,115,10,12,201,99,150,0.21899999999999997,0.6609999999999999,0.12,-0.9486,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,3,9,14,0,3,3,0,13,2,1,1,1,32,25,10,0,1,4,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,17,0,2,5,2,0,3,4,7,1,0,3,4,23,7,15,20,1,23,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,1,15,76,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334600458836352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841595034038776,0.15388989743351458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747612499829606,0.16607697183431291,0.15044435706534467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399355280105166,0.0,0.1173415223297739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785067128358832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997206673917445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755078267706472,0.2919469201880185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116936052283633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142143025934896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217835445102184,0.1351773932011268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962162588420176,0.2662009677178339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580942609356926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506131011058438,0.13156218546654247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360149604954476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872660603260701,0.0,0.0,0.14624936848221012,0.0,0.11633118931386935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641726155113464,0.0,0.0,0.2277721440167722,0.468118864998773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728431589950675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301641075615918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638559631812725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034612236330174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224781958042803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916982807143968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ashantiyana,2020/01/15,"I'm feeling anxious about informing my mom about a doctor's appointment I may need to change?? I need advice My brain is being stupid at the moment. Literally, all I need to do is ask my mom if I need to change my appointment date since my auntie won't be able to take us there, and I'm really feeling anxious and having to control my breathing over it. Like... It's so simple, and I'm acting like I'm asking a lot when I'm not! I texted my mom, but I don't know what the chances are of her actually seeing it. Do y'all have any tips on how to handle situations like these where the task is simple and you know the task is simple, but your brain is acting like it's not and that doing it could have some sort of serious consequence?",5.781038961038963,4.616183564935067,6.93568181818182,79.62352272727277,67.24675324675324,10.037662337662338,28.990259740259727,9.188382445141503,2.10476883116883,575,15,124,9,8,196,84,154,0.049,0.857,0.094,0.7712,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,3,0,1,7,6,1,0,6,0,18,4,3,2,1,27,35,11,0,6,5,3,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,3,18,4,13,30,3,9,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,5,7,81,26,1,0.1321123406064193,0.0,0.12892258699762088,0.0,0.0,0.12909865022982214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898409219375617,0.0,0.0,0.2984986812051244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701440922387885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949621285821073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795146777807349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148175223730436,0.105480953895231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522257868986706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335999378845805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452109747221958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581736654728453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231718760156964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464185129809631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918385062810818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463454832229217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527643082091694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928469336088822,0.14849980613170002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993320385523756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589148791860632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadiegirlsandars,2020/01/15,"Some progress. Kinda... My coworkers at my new job asked if I wanted to hang out after work. Knowing I’m a ball of anxiety and an introvert it took everything I had to say yes. I really like my coworkers and we talk all day so it’s really no biggie. 
In comes the anxiety. I go home and start thinking about it. At first I’m proud of myself for accepting the offer. Then I start second guessing myself thinking they don’t really want me to come and that they probably regret asking me to come. I know they don’t, but in the back of my head that’s what they are thinking. 

Why do I do this?",0.6089461358313812,2.8774733606557383,3.1872599531615933,87.73262295081969,85.88524590163935,7.092271662763466,20.18969555035129,8.192908349453996,1.2419466042154563,458,14,96,11,14,159,77,122,0.055999999999999994,0.85,0.094,0.513,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,4,4,3,4,0,0,5,1,6,1,1,0,1,24,25,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,0,6,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,2,1,20,3,15,23,2,19,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,4,9,67,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487956922562014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30404080981192977,0.0,0.0,0.12503870234993675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202278937492904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487138120415168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461453109775437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831780779134878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241622961886632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913561119348184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668869747668567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311324040190878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136746282583248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873476485374235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944408037684021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570518233102057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532339602542982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125205127607074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293157047812522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019542692278516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070148281934102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125858903101218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806680767960156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182571296325024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467321685058824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838357853929117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IcedPgh,2020/01/15,"Made a mistake at work; feeling like crap. I HATE making mistakes at work.  It really gets me down.  I usually catch my own mistakes, but this one was pointed out to me by my closest friend at my job because it affected her work, a project she's been working on for over a week.  Because I didn't change an appointment time in an e-mail I forwarded outside the company, the success of the project is in jeopardy.  It's a hassle to try and make it right, too.  

I'm dreading work tomorrow.  Laziness and letting stuff slide has been my MO recently, and this time I fucked up.",4.180730088495571,5.259686752212389,5.164767699115045,83.19193030973454,70.85840707964601,8.481858407079647,35.36393805309734,8.841846274778883,3.0647530973451333,445,24,88,8,8,146,79,113,0.212,0.6890000000000001,0.099,-0.9204,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,6,1,10,3,1,9,0,7,2,1,4,0,13,15,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,7,0,1,5,1,13,3,15,9,1,22,0,0,0,1,3,14,2,0,8,58,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312906090464054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492923181945656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839082827522785,0.12488661581922132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506027799687256,0.16161202636778182,0.0913327043832938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259188589033986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347516967756427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787583850568796,0.0,0.08540492043383724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541251745409682,0.23337839446861974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184579777451043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525501938864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198983989603507,0.0,0.17260698796105955,0.0,0.0,0.14928955446707134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011933967835868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387001575635744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868671704053756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253208987535936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402246390641541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6363306150604358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cordyceps321,2020/01/15,"anyone else have really bad separation anxiety ive been dating my boyfriend for 7 1/2 months and hes become such a comfort that i have trouble separating from him (especially at night though). it causes me extreme anxiety sometimes to the point of panic attacks but i know he has to sleep/do other things too. i cried when he had to leave tonight and he just gently asked me to get some rest but it feels impossible to sleep like this. maybe its just that i have a PT session tomorrow (which i do not handle well at all, tbh at this point i would rather never walk again then have someone i barely know touch my dead legs. this is due to past trauma that has mentally fucked me so hard that i find it hard to live functionally.)

but hes so sweet and kind and funny and hes my light in this fucked up world, everything and everyone i know has spit in my face but he hasnt ever. hes very level-headed and hes the only person i know who can calm me down during a panic attack. ive now become so reliant on him as a comfort/coping skill any time he needs to leave even for five minutes i just freak out and cry. i know its not fair to him and im in therapy but i feel like it does bare minimum. like im just listening to a lady talk about how ""at least its not cancer"" or ""at least you still have your arms"" and making me feel ungrateful and guilty all the time.

its gotten to the point that he has to say ""im coming back, ill be back, im not leaving forever, ill come back soon, i promise. i would never leave you, ill be right back"" before he so much as even leaves to go to the bathroom. like i need an unhealthy amount of reassurance before he leaves and i STILL cry and get anxiety. this was never a problem before him because i didnt give a shit about anyone or anything and was fully ready to give up. now i have someone to live for and the thought of losing him is terrifying.

i know it isnt normal to be this attached. i just dont know any other way to live. i feel crushing anxiety any time hes not in my line of sight and the only way to make me feel better is for him to come back. anybody else have the same issue? if so, how do you handle it when your Person leaves?",2.3164508464508486,3.7618714725274778,3.910561330561333,88.92862785862783,76.03296703296704,6.765072765072764,21.967626967626966,7.432916251226849,0.6621190971190969,1700,44,371,21,37,567,207,455,0.209,0.6709999999999999,0.121,-0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,5,0,3,35,25,5,2,16,0,38,12,6,5,6,72,68,37,1,8,19,0,8,4,0,2,4,2,0,2,26,20,0,0,14,0,0,5,12,13,1,1,7,13,52,12,47,56,9,54,0,1,1,2,35,19,3,4,32,246,78,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562964440158286,0.0,0.1884342898792224,0.0,0.0,0.08611641060194977,0.06309604213112903,0.05067513717136109,0.0,0.05756903744159046,0.14011240196337654,0.0,0.23675630063227615,0.051416772574897206,0.037538629123370366,0.13602066225567014,0.15720027014449936,0.0,0.0,0.054462553179831286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325967807758978,0.0,0.15913729057765694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292839198592952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538891199064081,0.0,0.0721713642221994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288446604474824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134608928574387,0.05570268402687893,0.0,0.05884238019228572,0.055344181491842434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568362692762427,0.04399280261276197,0.0,0.0,0.05628305339496131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385953457395302,0.06434607279038104,0.11814639734150985,0.03499736358701398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110327264982536,0.0,0.06319890086340615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26606810041368106,0.06427357698251694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641261496547054,0.2368995090968428,0.0,0.0,0.4564306973047964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033961468675405,0.0,0.16312894664476787,0.0,0.0,0.06889232843679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221032794101144,0.0,0.06186544078637474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205821026909965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915261129413703,0.0,0.045268424904907636,0.09132165896730134,0.14248300093252764,0.0,0.0,0.057788708778231036,0.06033537786745673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366881136802302,0.0,0.1445018495263633,0.0,0.0,0.05878512911174689,0.0,0.10753865514094013,0.0,0.0,0.1746391653191149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892379474959807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03944975919847778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258902932660153,0.0,0.048970930283619186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321104011516844,0.0,0.0,0.1232490520031297,0.0,0.10435315920038968,0.0,0.060904247631337574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983558207395308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949571449143535,0.0,0.0,0.0704221580731323,0.0,0.04091105134698689,0.0,0.06050209002588248,0.04888768401816139,0.10772347344425816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080999342415654,0.0,0.09775876050123096,0.0,0.0,0.055367863674480836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748940655187955,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bluescore,2020/01/15,Anxiety Cough treatment? I usually get anxiety cough every year lasting 2-3 months for past 6 years. I know it's anxiety Cough because I've gone through many examinations and no issues were found. This is the 2nd time I got it this year. Any tips how to get treatment?,3.1534615384615385,5.552113576923084,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,76.69230769230771,8.006153846153849,29.63076923076923,8.841846274778883,2.6404184615384625,214,10,41,5,5,70,40,52,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,5,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,3,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336163682551393,0.0,0.5175675721448221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747517078397747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001070252063115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727152892836626,0.0,0.0,0.2356502502279351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036930249202826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353847537567005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394013934931288,0.18382926344668465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286423355890949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000826854737453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528478404567744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150278575279534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24837891017456096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43568332007783217
anxiety,magsiepie,2020/01/15,"A tiny, shitty poem I wrote wondering if my anxiety is finally gone... 

#ThatFeelingWhen 
You're highkey stressed,
But know you're super #blessed. 
Is this the difference 
between anxiety and excitement? 
Where is the dread? 
The overwhelming fear of impending death?",5.732142857142858,9.511693166666667,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,81.61904761904762,11.371428571428574,37.95238095238096,10.125756701596842,6.276352380952384,211,13,28,9,6,66,35,42,0.35700000000000004,0.517,0.126,-0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190458893542271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35444079828972663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817470710103129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716283891556757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644122038595495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886061698731938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678987842849006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,declanwoods24,2020/01/15,"Need advice I’m 15. About a 6 months ago I became friends with a group of 4-6 people. These friends were so much different, they seemed to actually care about what I had to say, and it’s such a great feeling. But they also had a negative influence on me.  Most of them do very poorly in school and they got me into drugs, mostly weed. 

I have always been a pretty bright student if I actually applied myself to something. But recently I haven’t been feeling that way anymore. And I don’t want to abandon these friends because I won’t have any friends who actually would better me. 

I’m panicking a lot right now about what I should do. I feel like they are hindering my capability to do my best in school, but they also make me feel like my presence is worth something. I feel stuck, and scared. Someone please give some advice.",3.6792307692307697,5.35887828220859,4.647239263803684,84.07655969797077,72.92638036809821,7.469372345445964,27.875884851344967,8.139509932561175,1.8098970268994807,652,25,129,10,13,212,99,163,0.076,0.7090000000000001,0.215,0.9413,1,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,2,8,13,0,1,6,0,17,1,0,2,0,27,32,11,0,5,4,0,5,2,4,3,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,6,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,7,7,24,11,15,22,6,10,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,6,6,89,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.36466580316605934,0.0,0.0,0.24344253953773076,0.11041735502597373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922555941970133,0.10364617979034037,0.0,0.0,0.08470693594377625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353276897705667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593229132463686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072091273418382,0.11016562274406193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700001705863356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014155347784642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444532345735291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314913325030956,0.17797529543239568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849474616634664,0.0,0.0,0.11949193232933865,0.0,0.0,0.0996242037361591,0.1373308627115033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171012758961318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589878877426703,0.0,0.0,0.08314659747689719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942479220237306,0.0,0.09156794768370792,0.09236169480463534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863561213351972,0.0,0.0,0.13673248513838973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672508964633067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299068028448193,0.0,0.0,0.10637590100010696,0.0,0.09905729195686712,0.12470903480757302,0.2521282898201508,0.0,0.11339724199422388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554160700712836,0.1917889686293955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277730734935103,0.07347033249355836,0.09887210661741397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848579798004688,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aud765,2020/01/15,"It’s probably nothing right There’s this one guy I’ve talked to before and lately we haven’t been talking but we keep matching eye contact constantly,it’s just a coincidence right ,I’m shy and get a lot of anxiety so it’s probably nothing right",1.0756285714285738,3.693977820000004,3.2437142857142867,84.52900000000002,90.8,6.857142857142858,27.142857142857146,7.957251820313856,2.363085714285715,201,10,38,5,7,68,37,50,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852486456269024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763313287254157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826535319844577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051831382636762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418913405058746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375632928497306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617340281856847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976717051628832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041952317458392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468424249240097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309013825557717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331156528344172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sadchick543,2020/01/15,Anxiety dealing with sex Sex is a major trigger for my anxiety. I waited till I was 19 to lose it. I lost it Friday to my boyfriend. My biggest anxiety is that I would get pregnant and now my period is late. I'm on birth control and he used a condom but it kept slipping. We had sex on my off week and the package said I was protected for those 7 days  I'm extremely nervous. My psych meds make my birth control less effective. I feel like I'm going into a panic attack. Is there a possibility I could be pregnant?,1.2506346483705002,3.4278754528301936,3.9757289879931403,83.72201543739281,82.20754716981132,6.873413379073758,26.61749571183533,8.00094639256281,1.931105660377359,402,18,80,8,11,142,68,106,0.175,0.73,0.095,-0.7026,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,5,2,6,1,2,5,0,10,4,0,6,0,18,22,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,6,2,15,1,10,13,2,14,0,2,0,4,4,5,0,0,9,52,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487802238980855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246366859706773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43864660793162863,0.15612887722615834,0.0,0.0,0.12611204937003906,0.20160102848987568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887476141011237,0.13969927178408986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216557001502108,0.0,0.11113422917162782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058625331636644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553469851930198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187677879685256,0.2134633468163144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052956693373846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172093429523788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294330203053607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204505804691479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601058386245992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889037431983295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685652009183662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891143162329678,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deviant-joy,2020/01/15,"I designed and made little “keychains” with my best friend for our other friends! Photo + close ups: https://imgur.com/gallery/bigzGMZ

I designed, printed out and put them together with plastic binder sheets, double sided tape, a hole puncher, and a hair tie. My best friend colored them. They’re pretty sloppy because we had limited supplies (we couldn’t spend any money so we had to improvise, which is why I used hair ties instead of key rings) but I’m happy with how they came out! This is also my first time actually producing things I digitally create and it went surprisingly well and it’s inspired me to start producing more things. I’m a little scared to post this because some of the names are readable and I don’t want to be made fun of for using hair ties and binder sheets for keychains, but I wanted to tell someone. We’ve been keeping it a secret from our friends but we’re planning on giving them to them in a day or two and I hope they like them!",6.038770491803278,7.031533491803284,5.768428961748638,80.8677254098361,66.54098360655738,8.067213114754097,30.55054644808743,8.07648339933343,2.0914120218579235,771,28,141,9,12,239,114,183,0.024,0.715,0.261,0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,5,0,7,7,5,14,0,1,6,0,9,3,3,7,0,39,23,15,0,4,4,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,9,18,0,2,2,0,2,3,2,1,1,2,7,5,23,13,21,14,5,17,0,0,1,0,20,9,0,3,5,92,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.14162591694967633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606038578744445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869335734975804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693976717709226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046099025969844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599002434890398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359682532492923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344747963195032,0.0,0.0,0.44850822393164586,0.0,0.0,0.1392218930645786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449355335978807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441468083185289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899818700293902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090317328476634,0.2909167169414297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746509762889621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899439508294284,0.14764935619849165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589570654082926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530041961589252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229681539010687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272374081898944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126849991967541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283580858841967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462645349537731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417708939616237,0.0,0.0,0.25069139615505764,0.0,0.0,0.17120283477624848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304892738019095,0.13453693759042962,0.1309572257702797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fluffyhambster,2020/01/15,I can’t stop crying I need help so Bad,-4.799999999999997,-4.078707,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,119.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.9819999999999998,30,0,9,0,2,11,9,10,0.632,0.19399999999999998,0.174,-0.7959,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399514997561719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787907066529612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531796033878461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907003377580843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440524017030835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mxkaeii,2020/01/15,parents death anxiety i’m 20 and my mom is 50 and even though she most likely won’t die for a long while i’ve been very depressed and anxious just thinking about it and trying to find a way to ignore these thoughts,4.177333333333333,4.831471177777779,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,70.55555555555556,6.888888888888888,28.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.1036666666666668,173,6,37,1,3,54,39,45,0.348,0.652,0.0,-0.9526,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762721054143203,0.32138259144048714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24502309569250325,0.0,0.2952463970738618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789703838996166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26001050910533885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389830623645784,0.0,0.0,0.2517567609003794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331807460010024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158825195696095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822839582306748,0.2795011691916321,0.2258461622780588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314394665435047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472664436213006,0.0,0.225807801409256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,topshelfwarrior,2020/01/15,"Fuck mindfulness This can be a triggering post. Mindfulness is triggering for me. Fuck it. Never worked, never will. I want people to stop telling me to do it. I’m not stupid, I’m not lazy, I’m not ungrateful, I have an illness that I don’t have control over. Get over yourself if you think your “calm down” does anything other than validating yourself. Fuck you and fuck being mindful",1.8342465753424624,4.632098794520552,2.936452054794522,87.01180136986301,88.45205479452055,6.207671232876713,25.10821917808219,7.554174236665415,1.7372038356164388,304,13,56,6,10,97,50,73,0.23600000000000002,0.622,0.142,-0.8425,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,0,9,5,0,3,2,16,19,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,7,16,0,7,0,0,0,4,4,3,4,1,3,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467637388901727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971854880811058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385222212157607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6501328073033916,0.09185329339939356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325529301818941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711905030934114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188428482920495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837706026420124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698475171677505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536653958548951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265173409714975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103697095164595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279915296033959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YusukesLobs,2020/01/15,"I think I had an anxiety attack but I’m not sure I don’t want anyone to find out about my depression, but then my best friend almost did today. When I was finally able to get away from them (Jesus that makes me sound like an awful person) I just stood in a bathroom stall and I had what I think might’ve been either an anxiety or panic attack. 

I was shaking, crying, short of breath, having chest pains, feeling slightly dizzy, and feeling detached from the rest of the world. 

Could someone with more experience possibly help me figure out which one it might’ve been? I’m not asking for a diagnosis or anything, I’m just really worried I have anxiety since it runs in my family.",3.6679357484620674,5.536788165413537,4.917935748462064,81.33866712235134,73.36090225563909,7.843882433356117,24.87286397812713,8.575989854853784,1.8006601503759398,538,17,100,10,11,178,92,133,0.29600000000000004,0.575,0.129,-0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,10,2,2,7,1,11,3,2,1,1,25,23,8,0,2,9,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,8,3,15,4,14,14,4,13,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,3,5,69,20,0,0.15414302875612315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435197738488526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537569852712334,0.0,0.0,0.10778038971021538,0.0,0.12684657882905906,0.0,0.14410292410761755,0.3507198960404688,0.14482244959460075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176359881040964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230706657293593,0.0,0.1693188790895846,0.0,0.0,0.13276316479965625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507814598517272,0.14531232913302433,0.0,0.15587869363778814,0.0,0.0,0.1688561535506114,0.14088393574667746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909052164866553,0.0,0.08053337050618008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331882297963332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530649778511464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289166863494664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270427889787983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445130553808836,0.0,0.1640190504881072,0.18085363227442405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459174713606284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377310450687147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874797127900316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275087062571729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060488805202825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527798039483195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753725760843185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610956778952908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091755206852582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565397279825156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sneakyrabbit,2020/01/15,"Need to calm my nerves right now but can't.  I am emetiophobic, like super bad my whole life. I take meds for it and it's better but still there. Recently I also found out I have Lupus and so I had to start immune suppressant drugs to control it. I have been on edge about it because I feel way more vulnerable. Tonight my kindergartner got sick in our livingroom and I totally lost control and went into panic attack mode. My poor husband sent me away to another room because my panicking wasn't helping and cleaned it all up. I feel like such a failure when this happens, like a bad Mom and Wife even though I know they don't see me that way. I am shaking and so stressed right now. My ADHD mind firmly fixated on how we are going to sleep tonight, if my other kids will get it, if I will get it. This is so awful . I wish I didn't have this shitty anxiety about this.",2.591525423728811,4.314276966101701,3.9453333333333336,87.79359322033899,75.94915254237287,7.20587570621469,25.359322033898305,8.021203637495839,1.4172820338983052,681,24,143,11,15,224,113,177,0.325,0.595,0.08,-0.9951,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,5,15,13,1,3,2,1,15,5,1,3,2,27,32,18,0,4,4,3,2,3,0,2,4,0,2,1,13,10,0,3,4,0,1,4,4,7,0,0,9,3,26,6,15,21,4,24,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,2,11,99,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170872542420654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142575784505982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498175408713598,0.10929945512913382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254163932951834,0.13423634435673276,0.0,0.2385903427889648,0.17419129871145286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263618716383829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204943044820362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656903544886772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943679968387542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448440870606494,0.1020703685780411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665573831539747,0.0,0.0,0.14929322471395307,0.0,0.08119950511063748,0.0,0.1142706820060452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634443532500148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576651367830087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785207020024719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091727287494766,0.20940542707183415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596561248449442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587026003113956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426364284332527,0.1673341945927984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594045885186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763375103869674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107243410161535,0.0,0.0,0.24402999071354814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385336773873378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297879900477425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011280963416746,0.0,0.11410065145255545,0.0,0.16366353533713346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742468209982957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037456724551106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268160272471132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244712738930678,0.0,0.15951552281868492,0.16429990720853987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nycismysavior,2020/01/15,Am I a bad person if I quit after 2 days of starting a paid internship? I’m quitting because I only said yes out of being pressured to. I genuinely didn’t care for the job even tho it can take my career to the next level. I now regret what I have gotten myself into and I don’t see myself as a fit for the position bc of my crippling social anxiety. The job seems too socially ‘Involved’ and the pay isn’t worth it. Should I just leave now and seek therapy til I feel like myself again? Idk how to tell my manager I’m quitting tho. I don’t even want to show up. I need advice.,1.35432372505543,3.0170254227642315,3.928632668144864,86.81228381374723,79.32520325203252,6.749150036954916,22.563932002956392,7.686295010490155,1.046469918699188,449,14,95,7,11,158,82,123,0.11800000000000001,0.758,0.12300000000000001,0.3736,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,10,5,0,1,8,1,9,0,0,1,0,14,22,9,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,4,3,17,2,15,16,0,13,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,2,9,66,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649663975707791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914483961826104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409554673330373,0.1029095127162756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212057798422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887324923784407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300458501716705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535914368300618,0.1206031755987618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33505041694673304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875323840796675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247564839926635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517595400035614,0.0,0.0,0.17953920715124536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839323064936847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740483146503536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386742163082431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058399462141915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452560124152374,0.15368500954492925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34417613444031864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948981600608567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269296660668094,0.0,0.14755383789307014,0.0,0.19305739556756368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957286925123618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mehicanisme,2020/01/15,"I am scared and I dont know who to talk to I have been diagnosed with anxiety since I was a teen. I took Benzos for a little and had to have sedatives (zolpidem) because my anxiety was bad. Then when I turned 18 it all went away. I was able to control my panic and nothing was wrong.

I have has a few traumatic events/not ideal situations in the last couple of years and although I’ve kept strong, I have been unable to cope in a healthy with them.  My anxiety came back at 25 in small doses and has remained until now, 3 years later.  Even with this I am an extremely happy person with a positive outlook in life.

Until last year. The last year or so has been FULL of panic, making up scenarios in my head, focusing on small things that don’t matter. I have had more panic attacks that I had in the last 10 years combined. And tomorrow I am seeing a new psychiatrist to see if we can get to a medication plan that makes me feel me again.

I am a bit scared and would love to hear other stories of getting back into benzos, coping or anything at all. I just feel alone and (obviously) anxious.",3.685545454545455,4.818453145454548,5.166136363636365,82.51420454545456,72.0909090909091,8.045454545454545,26.93181818181818,8.472884824447931,1.8233636363636363,852,29,171,14,16,287,130,220,0.152,0.74,0.10800000000000001,-0.8091,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,4,8,12,1,5,12,0,26,6,1,3,3,32,42,17,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,8,15,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,14,5,23,4,30,27,6,39,0,0,2,1,7,16,0,3,20,125,31,0,0.10892774210423416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281628993179176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499882736841938,0.12305734352868587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963825050665669,0.0,0.0,0.12392103196299245,0.10234119938893098,0.16751741993980498,0.0909501147422082,0.06640134055599191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892088233996333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458431828564015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217172508381002,0.0,0.120526474799568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105593653248395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766250249467082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194574633784383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015427864069023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382049884540693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595560697309132,0.0,0.0,0.11179128905330213,0.0,0.12276948197862975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986383835392906,0.35516259282808943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693888562426546,0.0,0.1091742139330672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831154007206368,0.0,0.1454202273847116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973324039033308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520309209599332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451910634646308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834097066985244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951115028665412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811134488917805,0.0,0.1736026150695249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010615389685044,0.12243934601864598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755199299384696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236675170174793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102272944921677,0.0,0.11848210402085226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097710823097462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737914270124778,0.1190953862275508,0.0,0.3507294728940865
anxiety,innocent_hearted,2020/01/15,"Opening up I’ve had a really hard time opening up with my boyfriend about how bad my anxiety can be. I don’t want to scare him with the intensity of my break downs or worry him with my worries so I’ve held off on truly letting him into that side of me, but he really wants to help me and I feel so bad for shutting him off there bc he’s a perfect angel and deserves to know that side of me. Any advice?",0.9296590909090908,2.5566371931818206,3.315909090909092,90.88136363636366,80.47727272727272,6.218181818181819,22.363636363636363,7.1686216300943375,0.6421545454545456,315,10,72,4,8,109,59,88,0.162,0.713,0.125,-0.1408,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,17,10,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,13,1,18,6,0,14,1,0,0,0,7,12,0,1,1,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431812968615244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923207073906618,0.0,0.19037579800375812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155723086704773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258301542950072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292801513020505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680436734112045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676592702017382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544743115563422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188497971692963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491504144874752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511118426716588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935659605023435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505455047528403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awkwrd4eva,2020/01/15,This might not make sense but... Does anyone else feel like the world and their surroundings are moving so slow and your mind is moving too fast when you start to have anxiety? Like when you start to worry all you can think about is that and everything else going on around you is blurry yet you can still know what’s going on around you.,4.366818181818182,5.922582651515152,3.6822424242424248,92.17336363636366,70.96969696969697,7.098181818181819,17.745454545454546,7.554174236665415,0.026585454545454468,269,3,56,3,5,79,47,66,0.085,0.845,0.07,-0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,7,1,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,14,16,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,7,15,1,18,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,10,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556165537940525,0.0,0.0,0.14223673463655193,0.2084289147327491,0.0,0.3621757415982172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801514007253694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398643857248473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282173168871327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285579984477004,0.14532404561246212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23121775200381275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179489442722228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987625090365436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357851368629245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157975978554393,0.2053972813545188,0.0,0.0,0.4324087869026258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287964945952408,0.0,0.16245232095370413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130344001199226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065839603010524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dootknob,2020/01/15,"I don't want to help out in the relief operation in my city. I live around 20 kilometers from a volcano that's about to errupt. The earthquakes and the evacuation has caused a lot of people to be displaced. A lot of people need help. I've been given the opportunity to help but the people I'd be helping with keep posting things to their Instagram story and it makes me feel like they just do it for attention. Nevertheless, they are helping but I just don't want to be a part of that.

So many people are helping! The president and the vice president of my country were there in the relief ops yesterday and it just doesn't feel like they'd need me.

Am I in the moral middle ground here or just an asshole?",3.1276525821596266,4.969822070422538,4.4813380281690165,84.01008215962445,74.77464788732395,7.550234741784037,25.21361502347418,8.344100000000001,1.5994488262910798,562,19,113,10,12,186,79,142,0.051,0.7879999999999999,0.161,0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,9,5,0,0,14,0,14,0,0,2,0,26,23,8,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,12,5,20,16,3,10,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,3,82,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771244366452304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891564293159027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564381256368726,0.22103003758554635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6221377392666356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750111854336514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115352954080344,0.0,0.1365996067037109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26303440830001273,0.0,0.0,0.1032609358550539,0.15683769834843675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294105912231833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752094382746932,0.0,0.42898755578604425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815622792223904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277330244772298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248769092384806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vehicle_Voltron,2020/01/15,"Heart palpitations while driving. Does anyone get these?  
I feel my pulse and it feels different during the palpitations.  
They can get scary when they are relatively close together. The ""oomph"" feeling in the chest.  
I feel my pulse and it feels different during the palpitations.

Could it be related to gas?  
Sometimes when I get out of the car, I let out a bunch of big burps, and sometimes it then seems to go away for a bit.  
But while sitting in the car driving, I can't seem to get in a good position to do those big burps. Just smaller ones it seems.",3.1543396226415084,5.482050094339627,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,76.35849056603773,7.636226415094339,25.69433962264151,8.548686976883017,1.8141124528301893,434,16,87,9,10,138,62,106,0.031,0.922,0.047,0.1431,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,9,0,7,4,2,0,0,17,20,9,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,8,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,9,1,13,17,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,5,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921801055108633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019096210566836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861425376118284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613088582162872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562737553692525,0.0,0.0,0.1492062574527568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310512281678557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563181851739153,0.0,0.09689944186508796,0.1430078459553971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204407716904094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434845430827434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155356450203512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656521323223096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372589816953836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sequenti4l,2020/01/15,"Oh dear Just got HARD rejected by a girl, will crawl back into my shell for a few months, night gang",6.564285714285713,4.629724476190479,6.085714285714285,88.83428571428574,66.14285714285714,10.304761904761904,25.761904761904763,8.841846274778883,1.2166761904761905,78,1,19,1,1,24,20,21,0.226,0.6659999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.4278,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080434326338352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42441587279923504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753655530639711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423566346108089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979868124813024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shenanigansarefun,2020/01/15,"My friends problems are draining my life forces and I feel guilty telling them I won’t listen I’m 28 a female. I don’t have the best relationship at times with  my boyfriend. I suffer from chronic depression and anxiety. Lately by anxiety has been getting so bad I’m getting chest pain. I work in healthcare with elderly. Normally my blood pressure is in the 110/70 range. Lately when I get the anxiety pain it’s been in the 140’s over 90. I’m stressed I’m anxious.

I have two close friends who deal with shitty toxic men. The ones overdosed, Has alcoholic tendencies, got her car impounded twice, threatens to kick her out, hangs with his ex and they’ve only been together six months with all this. She puts up with him but frequently crys when she has issues and calls me. I talk her down and nect thing I know it’s midnight. Friend b-
Is moving for a guy she’s been on and off with  for years: he ignores her gas lights her, manipulates her and has a whole other girlfriend he thinks my friend is unaware about. I’m tired of giving advice for them not to take it.

My anxiety is draining, causing me chest pain, my eyes and mind feel like they are spinning seventeen miles a minute in my skull. I have so much other life stress at home and I can not keep sacrificing sleep and my time to talk them down. I’m an empathetic person to a fault and I get so worked up to the point I wanna hurt these guys.

That’s not healthy, what I’m feeling is not healthy and it’s getting worse every month.

How do I deal with feelings of guilt telling people I love dearly that I can’t add their problems into
My life anymore when they won’t take advice and get out",2.105941176470587,4.474218542424243,2.8916577540106982,91.6180748663102,80.24242424242425,5.942959001782532,23.948306595365416,7.1686216300943375,0.916429590017826,1309,47,270,17,34,411,179,330,0.19899999999999998,0.7,0.10099999999999999,-0.9778,0,0,1,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,6,3,8,23,0,4,12,0,24,16,6,3,1,48,50,21,0,4,5,1,4,1,5,2,9,2,1,4,13,26,1,2,6,0,0,4,8,15,0,4,5,8,45,8,38,43,4,34,0,3,1,1,41,19,0,0,12,165,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788139015250537,0.0,0.09777934059631704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27997086647976954,0.10336226151735853,0.09073753678763699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639373056047215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601738653113533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342567979235196,0.0,0.0,0.09398961779178262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865274679196034,0.07880371236427446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708770393691536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504861277881984,0.06536338515809871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827523802245828,0.0,0.2868112661221069,0.08776945336320374,0.0,0.0,0.07317616958078292,0.0,0.0,0.18118703701526406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177601677005537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794629915850436,0.0,0.0,0.0954960429499494,0.0,0.08132413738147128,0.0,0.0,0.05028275060991617,0.0,0.20641860264502346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938749120217024,0.04469938329335767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257697447153266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238293329242753,0.0,0.14605939484350966,0.09724372165991653,0.0672586722561202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964476705255314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061998752817602115,0.06958536659554956,0.2920684384806035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343047113228238,0.0798890968283314,0.0,0.0,0.08649147397223544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509494564810724,0.0,0.09197681578131707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823039539250862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915601505019156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961230659998967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375843150053653,0.14707894281963604,0.15993970788708528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060784597652347026,0.0586257086191529,0.0,0.0,0.10670186132163167,0.10515897940241667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937641625123306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214986682174368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332175519602272,0.0,0.09324027854987696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891918427553758
anxiety,Jobmcjobface,2020/01/15,I am sick of Hypochondira Im sick of thinking that every little ache or pain is going to kill me. Im sick of checking my pulse and tenperature all the time. And most of all I am sick of wanting to just lay in bed all day to avoid feeling and aches or pains.,2.475535714285716,3.190284053571432,3.9878571428571448,91.40714285714287,74.53571428571428,6.314285714285715,24.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,0.4565142857142854,201,6,47,1,4,67,37,56,0.41600000000000004,0.564,0.021,-0.9813,0,1,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,3,14,7,5,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,9,7,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097752813117095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223371194866242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340503336906091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506712157120987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727403444528791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933109573006392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657153219780897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642030462646264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987527083251627,0.0,0.0,0.15459094667918474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563719570480761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aahhhhn,2020/01/15,"I have to go to school tomorrow I thought I didn't have to go to school tomorrow, so I told the teachers that. Turns out I only miss the second half of the day, so now I'm freaking out.",1.830894308943087,2.542046073170732,3.842439024390245,91.85601626016262,76.07317073170732,7.417886178861789,25.861788617886177,7.793537801064563,1.1442130081300812,143,5,35,2,3,49,25,41,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.5667,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,3,0,5,0,7,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367344338347385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765926181279132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519831445467971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6706253392552731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26303039760173497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165896476515365,0.0,0.0,0.3603800961687815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sohowsthatcrypto,2020/01/15,"empty Aren't you tired of trying? 

I am. So tired.",-3.753939393939394,-4.092381545454545,-0.2145454545454548,103.13151515151516,137.1818181818182,1.4666666666666668,3.6666666666666665,3.1291,-2.9373878787878787,37,0,9,0,3,13,10,11,0.14300000000000002,0.47600000000000003,0.382,0.461,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9590436335631778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832583783790646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FemmeFeather,2020/01/15,"Trying to put myself out there and make friends but god it’s a struggle How do adults make friends??? I downloaded bumble bff to make some friends but every time someone matches with me I get extremely nervous and my anxiety just spikes. 

I try to write first but all of these stupid thoughts come to my head like “did they swipe me on accident?” And “what if they don’t like me once they get to know me”

I don’t know how anyone does it haha",3.237929373996792,4.7308531460674175,3.555088282504016,92.21988764044943,73.71910112359551,6.8834670947030485,26.19743178170145,7.447530270364453,1.113637560192616,346,12,75,4,7,107,60,89,0.147,0.593,0.26,0.9321,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,1,4,9,1,2,1,1,4,1,1,5,1,22,13,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,14,6,9,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463097377133425,0.0,0.0,0.14133589420064308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411943598395074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688770111106836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170305530363787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171933984183839,0.0,0.0,0.4685017027668033,0.0,0.2112120018137929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074464809573721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221737079568405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750366893633786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047754706978425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152647446574424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031992080815936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126639353818135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131300151477772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047079732672667,0.11786521166887202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744696903930121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DylBoggs,2020/01/15,The Night Every night I go through this vicious cycle of emotions when it becomes time for me to go to bed. I hate being alone and in these times I don’t know how to react or what to do that will help with these feelings. I feel like I’m going back to school the next day after summer break every single night. It will literally give me a stomach ache the thought of being alone. I need help but I can’t find any of the appropriate help.,2.9265934065934083,4.214994186813193,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,74.16483516483518,6.079120879120879,22.89010989010989,6.1826913282559595,0.34750109890109915,345,9,74,2,7,112,62,91,0.10099999999999999,0.799,0.1,0.2293,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,5,0,7,1,1,2,0,12,18,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,13,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,12,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34784817752681285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419766861498512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912725029622302,0.0,0.0,0.1854646956980656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830049284869243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888978367985948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28297532145459803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698201788727102,0.11996871084401507,0.0,0.0,0.15348431918723932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109306679877194,0.2863142384514983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579539702135654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376783687979111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228954029495104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204176353865282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451743294101653,0.0,0.0,0.17859469388725294,0.4727707589686567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699533961921096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333170900575221,0.1958418266809573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ozymandiasvv,2020/01/15,"anxiety attack now it’s been many weeks that i keep waking up in the middle of the night (it’s 3 am here now) having bad anxiety about university. i have to graduate in april but there are many factors that can go wrong and if something goes wrong i’ll have to postpone my graduation by 3 months and pay for another academic year (it’s a LOT) and it will be a huge problem since i already  have an internship abroad starting from may and it’s all booked so i already paid everything. i CAN T not graduate in april. i have my 2 last exams next week. i keep waking up thinking about about what if i fail one of them? i’m feeling so bad i can’t even breathe, i wish i never started uni in the first place, with all the anxiety it gives me it’s not worth it.

i know you can’t do anything, it’s just i don’t know what to do or who to call in this moment and i’m kind of desperate",1.6064361702127667,3.1050548031914893,3.6169680851063823,90.05875,78.09574468085106,7.253191489361702,24.51595744680851,8.07648339933343,1.2496531914893616,685,24,157,12,16,233,110,188,0.21100000000000002,0.745,0.044000000000000004,-0.9826,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,11,8,1,0,7,0,18,3,3,0,3,26,32,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,2,4,1,3,1,6,7,0,2,2,1,18,1,21,27,3,27,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,5,16,104,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122738693969261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836384282809384,0.3247167271801434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643361868823432,0.0,0.0,0.16096447779243606,0.0,0.0,0.23627527131978165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444763705033321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345233254768684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271614382146238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154122935038311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035070610061815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357294064240271,0.0804116163159946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515243395456922,0.0,0.14733930826062486,0.15551761192835548,0.11533264446799825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028912296554742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868958370001607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293539041837855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109125252383194,0.0,0.15047545045546587,0.13277810101661833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587679536000183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478261792265941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538612882957915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704139142597544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892535739985168,0.0,0.0,0.20029367594577527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066061513608063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698832581648826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270568498176527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093926244470128,0.0,0.09111445499852294
anxiety,ParkingContext,2020/01/15,"I've been on the verge of having a panic attack for like the past hour now and I'm just so tired of it How the hell am I supposed to survive like this. I can't talk to anyone about anything ever without overthinking and freaking myself out and fucking panicking and it's led to me being completely isolated and friendless and i am so fucking sick of it 

My medication does literally nothing and I've told my doctor that but they won't prescribe me anything else. No one cares, no one is willing to actually listen to me and help me",2.7159813084112154,4.898481766355144,4.573654205607479,81.32964018691591,77.13084112149531,6.8968224299065435,28.457009345794397,7.908726449838941,2.0687128971962623,427,19,79,7,10,145,72,107,0.19699999999999998,0.696,0.10800000000000001,-0.8159,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,4,1,4,0,9,6,0,2,1,15,15,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,2,1,11,3,13,10,0,8,1,0,0,2,5,3,3,0,6,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.1893010221526317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563856788500228,0.0,0.3192656537936958,0.0,0.0,0.22068552802420094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778026483870692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338920017337853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855149481742004,0.16975726223598245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204927184467252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547020912610092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35867134038013954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002381251543466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103579126786285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954218925114769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541911258921096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613349007273566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628980194819672,0.0,0.0,0.22759917406550906,0.0,0.0,0.1851802849170719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591750243968586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295680283258296,0.0,0.18536063276296735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699426678245995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weeweebutthole,2020/01/15,"Talk I’m scared really, I’ve been scared for a while. I’m 13 and I don’t wanna self diagnose myself but I’m just scared man. On Christmas night I started shaking so much my heartbeat was beating fast my throat was feeling tight and for a week after that my throat tightness stopped but the chest pain started to happen. I feel I worry too much my muscles in my left back feel strained for some reason I’m afraid to go out because I feel that something may happen to me. Someone talk to me please.",1.2452640264026409,3.73754883168317,2.1796287128712883,94.42673679867987,85.43564356435644,4.158745874587459,23.26815181518152,5.46131890053228,0.25157359735973595,396,15,80,2,12,124,65,101,0.255,0.7020000000000001,0.043,-0.9729,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,6,3,0,5,5,3,1,0,17,18,6,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,3,6,13,0,12,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,9,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282564411826654,0.0,0.10167777933220268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692952379647855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373498890939299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479446359946828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29499571355989024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812252080399811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452296754402271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652749491024415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748355211401734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830927950271671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685429926885988,0.17149488733880291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009780753626049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400543635704646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132638486776464,0.12840832332635846,0.0,0.0,0.2361192629064075,0.0,0.0,0.13944959100329124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681298946432075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379432956899395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939024391751026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,my-name-a-jeff-69,2020/01/15,"Biting Hey,

I'm pretty sure this is 100% anxiety released (diagnosed with generalised anxiety).

Basically when I'm anxious, stressed out or concentrating I start biting parts.

I bite all the hairs off my arm and hand. I have bit my hand so much the skin is discoloured and callus. I bite the inside of my mouth so much it is filled with little lumps.

Some new thing has started occurring where I can crack my jaw. I keep doing that now along with the biting.

My GF got me some cream people put on their nails to stop them biting their nails. I put it on my hand and arm but got sick due to it.

Has anybody else experienced this sort of issue? Is there a simple solution? I am sick of having messed up hands.

Thanks",2.41,4.759872000000001,3.3971428571428604,88.51785714285715,79.0,6.571428571428572,20.714285714285715,7.7094869923839395,0.7912142857142861,560,15,113,9,14,179,91,140,0.12300000000000001,0.765,0.11199999999999999,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,5,0,11,14,10,0,2,17,19,8,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,8,18,2,14,17,7,17,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,4,7,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891569036779412,0.21350729719350053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063304427041616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918230200088196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578786624086618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30230852066916897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725866794714064,0.0,0.16798487682078128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941975075742246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277861902698715,0.0,0.0,0.18252976381355432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204660045037258,0.0,0.1310233372640516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922729263869901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799785541386511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26753918561126216,0.0,0.0,0.158005871912417,0.21648983092897625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812283318453348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399854899436554,0.0,0.0,0.12555796443721878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,worriedsick2,2020/01/15,What is going on So my very intelligent brother is telling me that all day has had brief strange memories randomly pop into his head. Like Deja bu but they never happened. He said he can’t remember if it was a dream or not. He said it is annoying him but I can tell he is upset. It’s really worrying me all of a sudden please help what is happening.,1.0595833333333324,3.3694846805555585,3.817222222222224,83.72500000000005,84.1388888888889,8.044444444444443,24.277777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.217994444444445,275,11,56,8,8,97,57,72,0.14300000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.157,0.0358,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,10,1,1,0,3,11,15,5,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,2,7,1,3,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,3,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421412677568938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589873602247232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422910189926548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540850695774435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027866357593026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682309646482544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844258895223765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624845215027218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318789365760488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708789963561846,0.0,0.4549202063510407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180069286509711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973009728714296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428403428726933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imburning4u,2020/01/15,"will medication help manage physical symptoms? looking for some advice I've been back in college for the past year or so, but the stress/anxiety of this semester has been increased ten fold compared to the others. The physical anxiety is getting pretty bad... the lump in my stomach, the increased heart rate, the shaky hands, sweating, etc.... I'm entering a career field that is pretty high pressure and requires me to handle delicate instruments and I really underestimated how much my anxiety would play a role here.

Can anyone relate and share their experiences with medication that has helped? Are beta blockers a good option? 

If this isn't a good place for this, I apologize, but I figured there would be a plethora of people with experience here.",7.526515151515149,9.175742863636367,7.740606060606066,65.68924242424247,63.54545454545455,10.715151515151517,36.63636363636363,10.746095033038511,4.542645454545455,606,29,90,16,9,197,92,132,0.083,0.6970000000000001,0.221,0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,2,12,0,13,8,4,1,0,18,16,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,2,7,4,11,10,5,10,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,5,3,66,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927778253964495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740744294063128,0.0,0.0,0.11397057714952599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253338453762088,0.1360948326704708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178360069217106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31888268448375595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515867071054051,0.0,0.0,0.2734265848776756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931510178550714,0.21850553550712315,0.17221419908151553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687556931745162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32840259809766426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982079784791888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559810367952112,0.11300088752863942,0.0,0.17029610431748965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33165101398191593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441939678704024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671134125211586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941523042425993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23157533133322386,0.0,0.0,0.10496406532617904
anxiety,ethantlou,2020/01/15,"Every time I wake up, I don’t want to. When I can sleep, it shields me from the anxieties of my everyday life. I dread waking up. I wish I didn’t. Every time I wake up I get a sinking feeling in my chest/stomach, knowing that I’ll have to spend today pretending to be okay, pretending to not feel like at any minute I’m going to break down. I need to fix this.",0.1715384615384643,2.0456125000000043,2.584294871794872,93.90028846153848,84.25641025641026,5.951282051282053,21.28846153846154,7.1686216300943375,0.5190461538461539,277,9,65,4,8,95,55,78,0.095,0.762,0.14400000000000002,0.1255,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,5,5,4,0,0,7,14,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,12,2,14,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920676141041371,0.0,0.21606439693178184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759326131724896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856184104141966,0.20177385701843908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756226609597778,0.0,0.1605160984760717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522061024714182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949440441367394,0.13798500416756418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942429516651867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826421041577778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293838906573926,0.0,0.2677183232964561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658932721686084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32478991157842024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janet_snakehole999,2020/01/15,"Let down feeling after exam Hello all. I haven't posted here before but have been lurking for awhile. 

I have been having major anxiety over school. Graduate school has been kicking my butt lately. Today I had a qualifying exam, and while I did pass, I can't help but think of all the mistakes I made. I have to give a seminar in front of the department tomorrow and just thinking about it fills me with dread. Focusing on my errors is making it so difficult to proceed. 

Sorry if I'm rambling, but does anyone have any advice?",3.627348734873486,5.8389222079207945,5.1431023102310265,78.17711771177119,74.44554455445544,7.657205720572058,26.073707370737075,8.515128840125781,2.1615535753575355,417,15,71,8,9,140,75,101,0.21899999999999997,0.769,0.012,-0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,15,1,1,2,2,16,22,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,6,1,10,0,12,15,3,15,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,6,55,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298555145942656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995853796162446,0.0,0.17994363703622154,0.0,0.0,0.16447218966517982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015598626632505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058437291610873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893494787727985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225645687459372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576638671912205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26533985181321795,0.0,0.0,0.2405296977551362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225720646082716,0.1570120323761442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527696715732864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761129908554938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633109675468129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301440599599485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229622718009084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KidQuesadilla,2020/01/15,"Terrible tightness in head So today, I woke up after an intensive basketball game the night before and I was extremely fatigue regardless of the 8 hours of sleep I got. I was confused. Anyway, on the way to school this fatigue kept worrying me because I was tired alongside a feeling of pressure and tightness around the top/backish side of my head. I immediately assumed that I had a brain tumor because I let these small things get to me that easily. I was lightheaded, tired, and this pressure wasn't helping whatsoever. And at times, I get a small feeling of collapsing and dizziness with strong, pounding heartbeats. I just need to know if I am alone. This is super scary.",5.319274193548388,7.466345927419357,5.708903225806456,76.2183548387097,69.56451612903226,8.508387096774195,34.980645161290326,9.120678840339163,3.4965058064516117,541,28,89,11,10,173,81,124,0.257,0.649,0.094,-0.9576,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,3,8,0,9,8,4,0,0,19,18,7,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,9,4,15,2,15,8,0,14,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,3,5,63,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881542036216926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170887463708249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340373086764815,0.0,0.16334608289735386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142938117409184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412417502721646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058513125598207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353007340292885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940181358454293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866852298820006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890445498004464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549765635818344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629482326103256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233787825827074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014395024785398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427645788546935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192101290732686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753145993833373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119349693676872,0.4412656721203955,0.18195815379767613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523710224743726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494739687903065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,confidentialanonalta,2020/01/15,Is it normal to wake up with immediate anxiety and suicidal thoughts? I'm pretty much always anxious and suicidal thoughts dominate my thoughts but when I wake up it hurts more. Like waking up physically hurts and I just want to end it all and I can't stop worrying. My anxiety gets so bad it makes me want to kill myself.,2.3585714285714303,4.991110253968255,4.2152380952380994,80.8714285714286,81.38095238095238,8.679365079365079,28.04761904761905,9.23628265651192,3.0140857142857147,258,12,49,8,7,87,42,63,0.363,0.48100000000000004,0.156,-0.9644,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,16,10,7,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,7,7,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539483317864403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857335991024252,0.21097960202837795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593233579167373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540919220199815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757159898172817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998494404680436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066163552416776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912388908650451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466018207743412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728615935101476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297990967910516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899966231748713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613525351321525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085585611140591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447870050162765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203054677849312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896584169694812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,esjay86,2020/01/15,"Am I experiencing and describing an anxiety attack? I've had episodes of these since I was a teenager and never brought it up with any doctors or counselors I've seen. I *do* have depression and am possibly ASD/severe adhd so those are really the only things I talk about when I go in for checkups.

Anyway, these episodes come on pretty abruptly, without any warning, and can last half an hour to several days, but usually only 3-4 hours, and happen irregardless of whatever I'm doing. I get tunnel vision, feel nauseated and dizzy, and uncomfortably hot, sort of like hot flashes. It's really difficult to focus on anything and even little things like the sound of my dogs walking around the house make me very agitated and the sound itself is louder and kind of sharper than it does if I'm feeling normal.

I used to get this way if I was really focused on something, like homework or documenting things at work, but lately it's been happening in my car or if I'm laying in bed. The only thing that helps me is sleep, but that's not even a guarantee.

Is this anxiety or something totally different?",6.372432830327567,7.0317064641148335,7.391961722488038,70.70065513433937,65.69856459330144,10.641295546558704,34.25874125874126,10.560738912317856,3.8455495767390495,877,38,151,22,13,296,132,209,0.111,0.7809999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.1926,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,9,0,14,3,1,2,2,33,29,22,0,4,12,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,16,13,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,6,8,12,4,22,23,1,25,0,1,1,0,2,10,0,8,12,102,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665739235785485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597035335019958,0.0,0.18670656410467265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042100886056472,0.10863334694674573,0.0,0.13882773234002213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511878973381192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869981622260366,0.0,0.10510501009782568,0.0,0.0,0.12749628690735965,0.0,0.12490376702545394,0.10679003727823737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612004783590913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340494966023907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275121865773105,0.0,0.06935295600648378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582299184754405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817947203123463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035165273357506,0.14080724057933386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707637319052786,0.0,0.09947144684255664,0.13765613741072902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885435818166462,0.1223069910752394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814565537600547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411773042824308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956434365327352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784299282073605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757147120955449,0.0,0.12414926636525662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345283015981471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757202983102405,0.0,0.1009451972536553,0.0,0.12211899990926126,0.0,0.0,0.1878906522673595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808379140043896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242875523685883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539549144695244,0.13439976365572814,0.10068824841259752,0.0,0.09686242507144126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176334046478444,0.0,0.08883992723123922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlutoniumPodium,2020/01/15,"Irrational fear of going blind I am so scared of going blind. I don’t know if anxiety is messing with my vision, or I’m making the symptoms up in my head, or if I’m actually going blind. I made an eye doctor appointment, and he told me everything was normal, but I had slightly high eye pressure and to come back in a year for a routine checkup. I have no family history of glaucoma or eye disease that I’m aware of, but oh my god this is fucking killing me. 
When I drive at night I see slight starbursts around headlights, and rings around the traffic lights. I can look directly into lights because I see slight starbursts. I have no idea what’s going on, and I am too fucking destroyed by this fucking anxiety that I can’t dechiper whether or not my vision is normal. I feel like I’m going crazy. Is the anxiety doing this to vision, or am I getting cataracts or developing glaucoma? Dear god, I hate health anxiety so fucking much, it’s destroying me.",5.343546099290776,5.955153425531917,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333335,67.93617021276596,9.458156028368792,34.815602836879435,9.516144504307137,3.319466666666667,756,36,141,15,12,252,107,188,0.248,0.6629999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,14,8,3,6,0,15,17,4,2,0,28,39,18,1,4,12,0,1,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,3,0,0,7,5,12,0,0,4,13,22,2,17,35,1,20,0,0,9,4,2,9,4,8,5,91,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.12337763153393427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868750093106016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250993547709566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721701508803264,0.0,0.07707067275769999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890841720537528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940666082797986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362730606869802,0.0,0.11918713486996013,0.14226911789548774,0.06392690487037954,0.09032175582968784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675307082021266,0.06605455813226757,0.0,0.3592659640729614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482364161535192,0.12975385411870313,0.1343893840411164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358044142208367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272429984903245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987627742930028,0.0,0.06948272816728822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061767406534942025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616952067157794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963130648275155,0.08439313621738381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929407398079594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186461724188075,0.2477494928252419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657868008343084,0.0,0.20149699123351453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131409380785058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080946837934632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141689973595433
anxiety,GoatAutopsy,2020/01/15,"Emotional support animal. How do people go about getting an emotional support animal, are they avaliable for anxiety disorders?",9.596842105263155,13.888124736842112,10.472894736842102,36.89776315789472,64.78947368421052,16.431578947368422,51.605263157894754,13.023866798666859,10.908136842105264,106,8,8,6,2,36,16,19,0.07,0.5760000000000001,0.354,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065766425703067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31559842822689915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6195094545847942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386971083471767,0.0,0.1564993902780609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090721916117875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.624974317144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,renegadeliam3980,2020/01/15,"I think I forgot how to sleep Ok, so in all honesty I'm going a bit out of my comfort zone but here goes.  


So I have a myriad of issues including but not limited to ADHD, Anxiety and Auditory Processing disorder, So for the past 2 years I've been stuck in a cycle of being too anxious/distracted to sleep at night and too tired to function in the day.

3 years ago I was taking care of my paralyzed dog and was living on her cycle, every 4 hours day or night I would carry her outside and help her go to the washroom and let her wander, now that she's gone I've never been able to get past the anxiety of having to be ready to get her out every 4 hours so I find myself unable to sleep or focus.  


I decided this year to get some medication to help with my ADHD and see if that helps and it does just not at night, at night my mind wanders and I can't sleep or relax, I constantly feel tense and the harder I try to sleep the worse it gets.  


I legitimately have tried everything and last night was one of the worst, I spent the whole night trying to sleep, I drank some warm milk, had some water, listened to relaxing music,tried meditating, took a melatonin pill,  put in ear plugs and covered my eyes, tried breathing exercises even the whole relax you toes to your head thing and nothing worked at all.  


Atop of all this I find myself unable to enjoy anything properly cause I'm so tired, can't play games, cook food, watch a movie, nothing, it all just feels exhausting.  


I'm getting to the point where I find my stress unbearable and this is just making it worse, can anyone recommend anything to help me sleep?",7.773888888888887,5.804387870370372,8.130296296296297,75.24433333333333,63.814814814814824,11.356049382716053,33.019753086419755,10.047579312681364,2.947847160493827,1266,37,256,22,15,420,174,324,0.14400000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.122,-0.8637,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,2,15,12,0,1,15,1,17,23,12,3,5,49,41,25,0,2,11,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,10,16,5,2,7,7,1,5,5,3,0,1,12,8,32,9,39,25,11,39,0,0,3,0,14,14,0,7,20,161,42,1,0.07267542816620039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746834833593789,0.0,0.06442238208492145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111930072514977,0.0821025475896174,0.0,0.05081634916167874,0.0,0.11961137006597655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934274478662147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409744257882507,0.07465768409472963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785363194288032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373927775807106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329233698228397,0.0,0.06359875693930989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800143488548817,0.0,0.12246436539107708,0.0,0.06531598869712082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349376026623726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199272074152543,0.0,0.08787941621560535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984955824579888,0.0,0.08260624126550199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458595616005516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948512302701056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314131478704134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585426533649953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059240173815638016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431554921084471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417373454632196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048511412634887084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321284803462437,0.0,0.0,0.07338146501212325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056051770499804456,0.0,0.0,0.4092057969927515,0.0,0.13946806678521195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924675098028163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387538391614878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870177039140203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305887839498232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791290692905756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090953944388615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324945741974188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464287741235168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828232517561022,0.04656747986372861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670594273793546,0.0,0.0,0.08074507476844295,0.24670922592227285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622790403167954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290857726516583,0.0,0.14812494027377374,0.05162653900936874,0.0,0.0,0.14040177894457265
anxiety,tarakancz,2020/01/15,"I DID IT YOU GUYS!! The other day I commented on a post where someone was excited that they went grocery shopping and made themselves a burger (if I remember correctly). I commented on the post and I said I wanted to go grocery shopping but didn't know if my anxiety would let me. Unfortunately, I did not go grocery shopping that day, BUT today I got a MOTHER FUCKING JOB AND I WENT GROCERY SHOPPING. I did some chores around the house, read a book and wrote in my journal. I know for some people this may not be a HUGE day, but for someone with major depression & anxiety, PTSD and BPD, I FEEL FUCKING GREAT. So I am going to try and ride this wave. I hope all you beautiful people had a wonderful day and I love you all.",2.621378205128209,4.639203125000005,4.381388888888889,83.37942307692309,76.77777777777777,7.486324786324786,28.43803418803419,8.384062270229773,2.209005982905983,566,25,110,11,13,191,82,144,0.099,0.706,0.195,0.9644,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,0,3,7,2,0,9,0,11,3,0,1,3,32,29,13,0,5,7,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,6,9,0,0,5,6,4,6,3,3,0,0,12,2,22,4,9,13,5,19,0,1,0,3,11,6,2,7,5,77,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535113736359093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677125230346087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612618507810175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844234031052794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654902611578629,0.0,0.12202969280448225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163820299134863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619637212749831,0.0,0.0,0.2415618411151953,0.0,0.11331528968170655,0.1562038732234753,0.0,0.140286528412021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072126494278442,0.0,0.16348092537691875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405965942600277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557284149743738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487848711221268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787269184608904,0.13406204844906508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644762091754184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713825900717448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561758194201312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417194048947982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049702642418495,0.0,0.1347711364885815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009181148706796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429708232744744,0.0,0.0,0.09619214225770156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356716236916982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626795315150952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536470701840637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006461628278661,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Katie123456789101112,2020/01/15,"Today I got the strength to apply for the job I wrote my CV and my cover letter a few days ago, I spent hours on it to make it perfect for this job. When it came to sending it off I got cold feet. Today I decided I would do it. I wrote the email and was trying to find the listing to send it off. The listing has been taken down. The job must have been filled. It would have been a perfect first step in my career and my cold feet blew it. I’m so upset with myself.
Anxiety 1 me 0",-0.3045540308747832,1.4864152169811362,2.083276157804459,97.2899399656947,85.50943396226415,4.609262435677532,17.18353344768439,5.565023196281405,-0.6654037735849059,367,8,89,2,11,125,62,106,0.048,0.85,0.10099999999999999,0.7603,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,8,0,11,2,2,1,3,15,20,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,11,2,13,3,13,6,1,17,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,61,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260957042919426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575920249437563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561299142783984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328551404788151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828336095759668,0.17522637323779144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32951944998738864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287183706957126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132797154841105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750885849723266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905342414757622,0.0,0.0,0.1398627753540642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29267778700947616,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,someonelseslenoemos,2020/01/15,"Noticing Growth It is winter and I’ve accidentally locked myself outside of my apartment. I’m missing a good friend’s poetry reading. I made sourdough crackers for him to celebrate all his hard work and I was so excited to drive to the city.

My hair is wet. I have no gloves. I tried all my windows and I’m glad they were locked. My partner won’t be home for a while yet. But instead of getting upset or crying, I’m remaining calm. I have my phone. I found a safe place to be. And now I just wait. Things are okay. I’m okay. 

This could have been a really unpleasant experience, had I reacted differently. I almost don’t recognize myself. But it feels nice to be okay.

I hope you’re all okay today, too.",0.04023047375159905,2.3893219859154944,2.383610755441744,89.46955185659412,96.74647887323944,5.680409731113957,20.539052496798977,7.1686216300943375,0.9277211267605638,550,20,113,11,22,186,94,142,0.115,0.66,0.225,0.9385,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,6,14,0,1,5,4,16,1,1,2,3,20,27,9,0,2,4,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,4,4,0,2,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,4,20,12,9,16,3,9,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,3,5,72,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23770179482159626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952862560879705,0.0,0.2607507991712731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801159115388224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220320361173236,0.0,0.0,0.12002646768740498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602749332104281,0.18339921018012167,0.0,0.12402125995844973,0.0,0.0,0.19910309355303285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264586660134596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811150909834,0.2357719157420185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461470911298895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702587195930485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801159115388224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744425267532154,0.0,0.15207171560543295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770473361465576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500849741352064,0.0,0.0,0.16116544765745422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728154775724915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nuki_Necromance,2020/01/15,"Mirrors and phone calls give me anxiety So yeah, i could use some advise for those two things, i hope it's understandable what i mean, English is not my main language and i am tiiired (it's 2 am where i live) 


Mirrors, reflections (only when its dark) - In my room is a reflection on every side of the room, 2 Windows, a mirror for makeup and a dresser with mirror doors. When the door of the dresser is a bit open they reflect my makeup mirror, which reflects the window that is in front of it. My room is very small and me and my mom had to make the best out of it. It gives me the biggest fear i ever had. I fear to see something that technically cannot be there, faces, creatures etcetera, my own face being distorted or stuff like that. I kinda know where this fear is coming from but no clue how to deal with it. I already got some curtains so at least the windows aren't a problem but the two mirrors still are and the worst part is that i have to walk past them to get into my bed and the dresser is in front of my bed so that IF there was something in there it could watch me sleep. I was in 2 mental hospitals since i first experienced this fear (not only because of that but anyway) they couldn't help me, they tried to teach me some calming skills but nothing i tried helps. I've been told to just hang some blankets on the mirrors but that can't be a long term solution.  I also talked to my mom about it but she thinks I'm overreacting and it's my own fault I'm afraid (kinda is but still) and since i am already a grown up there's not much she can do or is willing to do. If I'd earn my own money i would've taken things in my own hands but due to my mental health issues i was unable to work (hopefully changes this year) 

Calling others - i reeeeally need to call some people and get appointments, for example my therapist, dentist and so on.. Just thinking about phone calls makes my stomach hurt and i could literally cry. I am so afraid of saying something stupid and people judging me for that and i don't know how to calm down. I tried writing down what i wanna say, helps a little but when i am trying to concentrate i just fuck up my words and feel so embarrassed that i don't want to leave the house ever again. 

Sorry for this kind of rambling, i am not good at keeping it short.",3.506470588235292,4.546635768577499,4.368485700012489,88.41630292244288,72.41825902335457,7.069838890970402,25.742537779442987,7.285733465282438,1.0567956288247782,1801,56,384,18,34,581,218,471,0.132,0.8220000000000001,0.046,-0.9918,0,0,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,4,5,29,21,2,7,20,1,40,8,5,5,2,79,67,40,0,12,20,2,2,1,0,1,2,2,14,0,32,21,0,1,11,0,1,6,11,13,0,3,9,7,56,8,51,50,17,48,0,1,2,1,26,28,1,13,15,277,88,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133809520829552,0.06570581851611361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285456299715032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500858762080693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622512687017841,0.0,0.08970084853047892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355909334364575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691768802290986,0.07077625388472053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680170034326247,0.0,0.09025233079864156,0.0,0.08470657041508672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486424945065744,0.06922597346404452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698254172269543,0.04154414291632042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988790910813979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595848179534401,0.08585367956998753,0.15763670570463645,0.0,0.06891452804552285,0.06571335394481595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733555595036058,0.0,0.0,0.16521662509383608,0.0,0.0,0.1632130371236262,0.0,0.0948052106886492,0.08795732081989037,0.0,0.0,0.08575695211501434,0.0,0.07303035748688448,0.0,0.08556024735879672,0.09030940556407784,0.0,0.0,0.08699888216725529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04014075090701103,0.08234903269089876,0.07255154151341411,0.07271177693544352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968904311198742,0.0,0.0,0.0894997261725083,0.0,0.0,0.16560220284109245,0.0,0.0,0.1924569095643544,0.0,0.0,0.060399348054772976,0.06092291344896495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883773095563794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497751250631113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889746537618309,0.07843399634786592,0.11392312618387547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861901082852002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067882388130878,0.0,0.0,0.06547337007780267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593236618038868,0.0,0.08222245864524008,0.0,0.0,0.18975955499176025,0.0,0.09197488763762336,0.0,0.0,0.13123114980339742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405711667312662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603960471493622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539771669247636,0.1091710539867034,0.10529362121101676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851038354152774,0.0,0.2231334644652425,0.0,0.16052286172078808,0.08553470703796395,0.0,0.0709625565500115,0.0,0.06779317999097542,0.04846193778751552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981573095295825,0.0,0.0,0.058366324082767325,0.0,0.0,0.05291035637174178
anxiety,anon_46,2020/01/15,Anxiety so bad I can’t read Do you ever get in an anxiety mode where you’re just unable to read words or process things and then it just makes you even more stressed because you can’t get anything done and you’re just there being useless,2.021632653061225,4.339498918367351,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,80.22448979591837,5.552653061224492,24.08571428571429,6.742157984588678,0.6700906122448975,193,7,41,2,5,59,36,49,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.893,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,27,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136381339864244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224772273931992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257332025621939,0.16480448980864054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766646651567188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856540123782602,0.2445494850611495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28249624307154986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804625191398434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408517002825376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096880916674776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796103134884516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HoneyMLavender,2020/01/15,"Not sure how to handle my anxiety anymore I think I’ve had anxiety my whole life but as I got older and life got harder my symptoms got worse and it became obvious I was living with anxiety

About 3 years ago I had a lot on my plate and I started to experience hair loss

To this day I’m still shedding, more when my anxiety gets worse. I wake up with anxiety and I have constant sleep problems. The days of sleeping in are gone and I’m lucky if I get 6 hours without waking up. I don’t even set alarms anymore. I’ll be up. 

My anxiety holds me back in my career and my relationships. 

I just wish I could live anxiety free. I’ve spent the last 3 years managing holistically but I feel it’s just getting worse. I’ve been considering going to my doctor and trying meds but the side effects terrify me. 

Any advice would be greatly appreciated",1.244411764705884,3.7189331470588254,3.62029411764706,84.24632352941178,85.17647058823529,6.9294117647058835,24.382352941176467,8.07648339933343,1.774435294117647,665,27,132,15,20,229,106,170,0.22,0.69,0.09,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,1,4,0,11,9,5,2,2,30,26,14,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,3,0,2,2,3,3,0,0,9,2,23,5,16,13,3,23,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,3,13,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593586255647808,0.09609789454294183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372172785216519,0.0,0.5805272544468361,0.0,0.2150248754457538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833597053257829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715144175065205,0.0,0.08655563643987747,0.0,0.0,0.13982946511745134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096104014349484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160301557081357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604464632945172,0.0,0.0,0.054814766196624176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991743152197775,0.0,0.06161124134820714,0.0,0.2601133550693167,0.11952112744628647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676086887792018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836767272182541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531447376884749,0.0,0.0,0.19145398152865312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216531797434298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041778083561873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373261775686386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639052194956202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216974260647456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673233404935392,0.0,0.08657543866865403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217404756245632,0.1126782924714019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946400651835842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360248537285456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103459696923614,0.12466481443108288,0.10450225198320434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314336049584007,0.07701052865135513,0.0,0.0,0.1396234756720776
anxiety,LessTrick,2020/01/15,Can’t ask my crush out So my crush and I have been texting for like 2 years but every time she asks me to hangout I just panic horribly and make up excuses. The only times I can ask her out is when im drunk which ends up with me feeling horrible the day after. Any tips on how to make an approach without getting too anxious to fuck it up?,3.032465753424656,3.5978804657534265,4.651945205479453,87.71463013698633,73.10958904109589,7.4838356164383555,28.298630136986297,7.554174236665415,1.4951610958904111,266,10,59,3,5,90,58,73,0.27899999999999997,0.6559999999999999,0.065,-0.9667,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,3,0,5,2,0,3,0,12,13,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,13,12,0,14,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,8,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930583435180342,0.0,0.0,0.24803616041038626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6157665961796449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415956703985086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446174196901175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849856787058981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101427815416616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297629062131464,0.11470912137408715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371585141143857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726413336974687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931111123660899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669824837202376,0.0,0.2576020490030209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560501250876208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164446871461215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138707907200804
anxiety,somethingfunnyyeah,2020/01/15,"I don't know how to stop! I've never posted and I'm nervous about it, but I need help. I struggle with my anxiety daily. I can't stop biting my nails. I bite them until I'm bleeding and in pain. I bite them until they're so short, it hurts to grab or grip things. I know I need to stop. Most of the time I don't realize I'm doing it until I hurt myself. I guess I'm wondering if anyone has any tips or suggestions on ways to stop. Any and all advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!",0.16073916737468252,2.0392268411214967,2.9812064570943093,91.01415463041631,84.32710280373831,5.760067969413765,18.138487680543754,6.980632752743323,0.08775514018691633,380,9,87,5,11,134,67,107,0.263,0.633,0.10400000000000001,-0.9487,0,0,0,0,0,2,13.0,0,1,2,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,7,2,0,1,2,24,18,12,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,17,2,12,16,2,14,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,6,9,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855835108224398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346025715148154,0.0,0.1319568199184028,0.0,0.0,0.12061125067103536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901743533838326,0.19002069829158874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561855074877128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693150597343798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895954947216372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558030327648284,0.13303738371282722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835449182029755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520079663033446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768481297398151,0.0,0.18032733680211696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880855621061524,0.0,0.0,0.11459681226229175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058216754059554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691706709193388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706150890234996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253421468602126,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ericw143,2020/01/15,Medication anyone have any expierence with medications for anxiety? Did they help and what was it?,6.414375,10.267531687500004,7.442500000000003,55.95250000000002,75.875,13.2,33.0,11.20814326018867,6.294475,81,4,11,4,2,27,16,16,0.091,0.746,0.163,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765822744991732,0.0,0.3111382552463184,0.0,0.0,0.2843867722795037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726145884413189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8194514515677894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZachariahPariah,2020/01/15,"Conflict Resolution is Nearly Impossible? I’m sure I’m not alone in feeling like this but I’m looking for some advice on how I can get over this hurdle.

Essentially whenever there is a set back or mistake. Whether it is professionally or personally I can’t help but go over it in my head again and again. Even if the backlash from my mistake isn’t harsh (i.e. a talking to from my boss or a spat with a loved one, etc.) I can’t help but get worked up about how close I was or still am to dire consequences like losing my job or losing someone I love. I don’t know what causes me to do this but I do know it can make a bad situation even worse. I start getting a paranoid, stand-offish, and just plain sad and anxious. 

Is there a mental exercise to help me over come this? Is this a red flag to a bigger problem? Any help or support is much appreciated.",2.4089904761904752,4.140973822857145,4.198857142857143,85.7384761904762,76.4857142857143,6.9523809523809526,25.380952380952376,7.793537801064563,1.2880666666666665,669,24,143,10,15,226,102,175,0.217,0.5870000000000001,0.196,-0.5354,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,12,13,0,0,10,0,16,5,2,5,1,34,33,17,0,4,14,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,7,0,1,1,3,14,6,18,32,3,18,0,3,2,2,8,10,0,8,7,98,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503540196799894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371952019347854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093145205773717,0.0,0.0,0.16767362067083025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412668078681296,0.12392543672697268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246937604948815,0.0,0.12785165389144884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552878359552034,0.19606150164487016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504617848248324,0.1060320787091124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263173006234206,0.0,0.08435114359804856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232288994323204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397934196084384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728506113060286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313673343219434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502212564866945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246363610732344,0.3320905401532511,0.0,0.0,0.2679117134324567,0.0,0.099072250973328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957358124510506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910660170494103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057399295832327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959559824529648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201896836907876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683155893682414,0.0,0.0,0.12575673442853635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050532335719418,0.0,0.11852929918958999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842652957573903,0.13988515032874585,0.0,0.0,0.1192952752047942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805234398980564,0.0,0.15125380257076784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,manicdreams,2020/01/15,Does anyone get this constant tight feeling in their throat? I've had this almost every day for about a month now.,3.766363636363636,6.097911090909097,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,74.45454545454545,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.3835272727272723,92,2,17,0,2,27,21,22,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188063805212875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924427381526329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451968247957274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697298360887885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660041488470661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523847632889256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147442549453685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851284307664368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338347275213539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happy1659,2020/01/15,Nervous about missing or being late to things I got out of school at 2:45 and I have a church thing tonight at 7 and I haven’t been able to get anything done for the past few hours because I’m nervous about being late or forgetting about it. This happens all the time whenever I have a commitment (almost everyday). What should I do?,4.0813636363636405,5.566228045454547,4.397393939393943,87.04609090909094,71.57575757575758,7.704242424242422,29.86666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.040524848484849,265,11,53,4,5,83,48,66,0.105,0.852,0.043,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,0,2,10,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,10,8,2,10,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,7,39,10,1,0.2508311905510089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511712048464288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641269762095152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290436562895598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566873946629437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104894438729667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200612616948974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218091934215292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701819659707602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658970167583551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394467535217468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538545560757717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33328219487536964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626168434129466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,burner2of27,2020/01/15,Anyone ever experience waking up shaky but only after a nap? Wondering if anyone has any tips on preventing this! I wake up anxious and sky but only after I’ve been napping! Thanks in advance!,3.2183333333333337,6.0644163888888905,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,79.55555555555556,6.933333333333335,25.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.4056333333333337,154,6,22,3,4,54,30,36,0.154,0.747,0.099,0.3871,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,8,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,3,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715335719714166,0.0,0.0,0.3607486952753065,0.0,0.44656182291347707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888496158437575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31236314766526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857252509975832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939934623060025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462965848858397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Codzilla1997,2020/01/15,"What is wrong with me? I think im borderline slow? Nobody wants to be my friend and spend time with me. I try to reach out but i just get blocked or ignored every time i say or text hello to someone. Its like everyone secretly hates me or something. I think i might run away or commit suicide because I just dont like trying anymore. Nobody wants to hire me either, ive been interviewing but every time I go they never call back or even let me know I didnt get it. I dont understand whats wrong with me! Am i just really ugly or unlikable or is it more like that im slow or not smart enough to fully understand my terrible personality. I really would appreciate help before I decide to kill myself",3.251258741258741,4.620298601398601,5.240839160839162,80.64279720279723,73.47552447552448,8.556643356643358,24.88811188811189,9.095868883498916,1.926012587412588,552,17,111,12,11,191,85,143,0.244,0.618,0.139,-0.9713,0,0,1,0,0,3,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,11,2,0,0,0,12,0,0,0,2,35,23,11,2,3,15,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,2,7,0,1,2,5,6,0,0,2,1,24,5,11,17,3,11,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,9,10,73,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623500754018758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906447058872525,0.10562973293265183,0.0,0.0837400178658417,0.0,0.11689250724591195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027103491630585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219953136544654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194084813076416,0.0,0.09073217548404901,0.0,0.2314817946112091,0.13126376971243664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613240676252984,0.0,0.1435412376769147,0.0,0.07807104096428921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562531122325872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207681010122716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967682624869889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519805336040327,0.0,0.07549544709942632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047103942366385,0.0,0.20133742998549287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572880288092585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594889693010844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994696014570902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600661597026793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924284324235252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639390702146495,0.1057548203756496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026145450581793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760434355733436,0.0,0.0,0.2403062072710763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865316304257466,0.0,0.0,0.28601587664167344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204981696960086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758433697256563,0.30038700083245456,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ferociouscat_,2020/01/15,"Struggling with life Growing up, my parents did everything for me. Mostly my mom. I was never taught life skills, how to be mentally and emotionally tough, how to stay consistent, and how to push through challenges. My dad worked and was a playful parent, but didn’t teach me shit. Now I’m 20, I don’t have a HS diploma, and working gives me crippling anxiety. I know people close to me are most likely judging me. It’s getting to the point where I don’t want to be alive anymore. I have bad anxiety and have had it since i was 12.",3.679528301886791,5.041835396226414,4.605801886792452,85.6409669811321,72.39622641509433,7.564150943396226,30.23113207547169,8.07648339933343,2.046815094339624,416,18,84,6,8,135,70,106,0.156,0.758,0.086,-0.8625,2,0,0,0,0,2,15.0,0,0,0,4,6,7,1,1,3,0,14,3,1,3,1,16,20,9,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,14,3,10,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,3,57,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027044776652456,0.0,0.19621083452922333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519379031802373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255098873350465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778119211852213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336677239745777,0.1897926514235546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873141159525844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27949005177491937,0.09665793903418274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199383011832807,0.0,0.0,0.2317157478502657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259162721428235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393708528083916,0.0,0.0,0.13716204027639714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870291490000769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308686803238535,0.1636608940559374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108783342990768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683240293758035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669515199143615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28806961230644457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thro-wayk,2020/01/16,"Been on meds for a bit now, thought there was a change I finally decided to stick to my meds and currently I’m at 100mg of sertraline for about 6 months now. I thought and felt things were feeling better but I’m definitely falling back into old ways. I’m seeing my psychiatrist in a week but damn, shit sucks. 
Shit really sucks.",1.9101948051948057,4.3132891969696985,3.6416883116883128,85.7468181818182,81.27272727272727,8.013852813852813,24.58008658008658,8.841846274778883,2.0434268398268403,261,10,54,7,7,87,48,66,0.28800000000000003,0.623,0.08900000000000001,-0.9517,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,5,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,10,13,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,6,3,4,1,10,7,1,14,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,8,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308248675760192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757449292828213,0.23154503246740946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436085304609524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072380036307194,0.0,0.203637622674477,0.2323319035455411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711636412762274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928652076144313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225505509111856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358689254498191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900657963413127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435410317908594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090176210129987,0.0,0.0,0.33674816932896184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834548565661447,0.17012410276612847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Think-Mastodon,2020/01/16,"What helps my anxiety These are a few things I do/use that help with my anxiety n OCD 
Hopefully this can help someone having a rough time :)) 

- camomile tea. It helps relax 
- playing softball. Play your favourite sport n if u don’t  play a sport, watch your favourite 
- bake or cook, I love making cookies or muffins w my mom, friends or even by myself when I’m stressed or anxious 
- music, some artists I listen to that somehow relive my stress are: summer walker, ari lennox, lana del rey, her, jorja smith n sabrina claudio 
- exercising. When I’m stressed I usually do a full body workout, I feel A LOT better. Cardio helps too 
- going for a walk. Can give me time to cool down n relax after I have a panic attack 
- hanging out can be irritating for me for other reasons (mood disorder) BUT I usually end up a lot less anxious when I’m w some of my friends n having fun, NOT talking about my anxiety w them especially 
- self care. Putting on a face mask, doing my brows, washing my hair, etc.... always helps de-stress me n makes me feel better about myself 
- eating better. More fruits, less sugar n VERY little caffeine 
- breathing techniques. Everyone does different ones, so keep up with the ones you do 
- stopped smoking weed, just increased my anxiety n panic 
- admitting that I’m anxious, labeling how you’re feeling n allowing myself to express it for a short period of time, naturally decreases it 

Lastly remember you got this n that anxiety is just a feeling that you can overcome :)) 

These are just a few of the many, just don’t want to make this too long 
Rlly hope this helps someone though",3.6877555555555546,5.957321953333337,4.594666666666669,81.91122222222225,74.46666666666667,7.377777777777778,29.777777777777786,8.285830014693849,2.392144444444444,1246,56,223,22,27,403,174,300,0.106,0.6829999999999999,0.21100000000000002,0.9855,1,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,5,1,3,16,23,1,5,14,1,17,14,4,6,0,36,39,12,0,4,11,1,6,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,17,3,6,2,7,11,0,5,3,6,0,2,1,11,30,16,22,37,12,28,0,0,1,1,24,8,0,12,15,134,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699550373249588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32157608109186475,0.2849339125271859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564458181073104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223065826446594,0.0,0.09338557123991327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571749534405043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783784650323744,0.09635434448198216,0.0,0.07357239281279297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602713460045561,0.0,0.0,0.07446326224424495,0.0,0.09376303749518504,0.05552907938661295,0.0,0.0,0.08033485640636265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003828564626394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990837724694254,0.0,0.0,0.08064998249852896,0.04778032719234943,0.0,0.06724044151873147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944640728991667,0.0,0.0,0.16700588265547664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472748211592843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853029128260107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426271045952761,0.0,0.07440149819253655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295083014843935,0.07587869458809497,0.0,0.16835709743587934,0.08523629787593258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846467114815904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393937498912357,0.0,0.0,0.1972818790507748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451606223793025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864405105290249,0.0,0.0,0.09523772960841607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770593098681607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424686770405771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028835685097898,0.385218961973227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757427390608968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055854019240105364,0.0,0.0826007836296075,0.0,0.14707001556462598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011288405082412,0.0,0.1851879156079451,0.06936859984927964,0.04958812627981693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheLegitimateVersion,2020/01/16,"I'm done I think I'm done. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety 2 years ago and i failed to seek help. Now i have just adopted complete apathy, i just can't feel anything anymore. At first numbing myself was an unhealthy coping mechanism but now it's just all the time. I've distanced myself from everyone, I'm just alone. 

I sit up all night drinking until i pass out listening to music that i used to love but now i don't feel anything, i just do it out of routine and because i just find it hard to care at this point. I want to feel things but i just pretend that I'm happy to my friends, family and coworkers all the time but my mind is blank, it's just another routine. I just wish i could have listened to people who tried to help me, at this point I'm just too detached to even cry, nothing feels like it really matters and i get uncomfortable whenever anything is different and just retreat back into myself.

It's just exhausting, i thought that i had gotten over anxiety but i was just pretending all the time, missing deadlines and isolating myself. I didn't want to believe that it was just a shitty coping mechanism but i guess now i know.",3.139521739130433,5.120228473913045,4.542826086956524,82.97554347826089,75.13043478260869,7.9043478260869575,28.89130434782609,8.697196308434329,2.3996695652173914,919,40,176,19,20,305,118,230,0.163,0.6859999999999999,0.151,0.2557,1,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,21,9,0,0,5,0,16,5,0,1,4,51,40,13,0,4,20,0,5,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,15,10,1,0,8,3,0,1,3,4,0,1,10,7,29,5,22,29,4,25,0,2,0,1,7,10,0,1,14,125,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680248767507348,0.0,0.0,0.13646969605691953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816799673288985,0.20160104980171584,0.0,0.13067633002544038,0.0,0.0,0.325296235387108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131981559243897,0.0,0.08032324736903622,0.0,0.0,0.14845500610119222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434407954923164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815400090514715,0.0,0.0,0.10520432010047068,0.0,0.14473861378117278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337395777794937,0.0,0.1376672823989973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696844529352086,0.0,0.12908038241929606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703011011308695,0.0,0.0,0.12590792925427655,0.0,0.0,0.12421712922455345,0.0,0.26649911878068205,0.09413355919601568,0.0,0.0,0.12043161207806655,0.11207997616089277,0.0,0.0,0.1018019792629545,0.0,0.06884222523126253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451549540346906,0.0,0.0,0.14026721184751575,0.11803633222216338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176639761566841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241507259191529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437414514400086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892383627075295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304595988640885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365333680875475,0.0,0.12643289975114794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134985886547294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491226629533672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441258620111647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753938474075876,0.08443024484367025,0.0,0.10460737721094196,0.2305012038792875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946037196242658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380339958567964,0.0,0.0,0.15543784042904754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515242401548678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485289596564098
anxiety,helpme22969,2020/01/16,"Have rlly bad obsessive personality freaking out over new thing if your this please help So the past few months I’ve been freaking out about medical conditions and theory’s that are scary to me and now this time it’s alexythemia, if you know what it is, and it’s just making me question my emotions and I can’t tell if I have it and my emotions are fake",4.413749999999997,5.418933986111113,4.939888888888888,85.294,70.25,8.537777777777778,28.288888888888888,8.841846274778883,1.952818888888889,285,10,60,5,5,91,51,72,0.217,0.716,0.067,-0.8995,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,14,9,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,0,5,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,5,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140289586832752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766845870037319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181589966886435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087497329708445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110555564912774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582304732682768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046040948315779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475698718510431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447006947299478,0.0,0.22382177279299284,0.0,0.2813787762198077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28715378559901866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240480264547544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702975367751602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947095855044287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juulports,2020/01/16,"Nausea and vomiting from anxiety. I used to be in a really bad place with people who didn't take care of me. I skipped all of my freshman year of high school and I just smoked weed all day to cope with depression. But when I was still living there, every morning before school, I would wake up and immediately feel super nauseous and throw up unless I smoked like immediately. Well, I moved away, started going to school and making up everything I missed, and just generally feel better. I occasionally feel down for maybe a week or 2 at a time, but other than that I've been fine for the most part. Recently, in the mornings, I'm starting to feel nauseous and throw up again unless I smoke. I've been trying to just not smoke at all, and power through it instead. Usually once I'm on the bus I'm fine, but the mornings are just hell. Is there anything I can really do about this or do I just need to suck it up?",4.708663003663002,5.412414719780222,5.690934065934068,81.27489926739928,69.38461538461539,8.704029304029303,27.25457875457875,8.841846274778883,1.8813062271062264,717,22,146,12,12,237,109,182,0.11,0.8220000000000001,0.068,-0.8645,1,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,13,12,2,0,7,0,11,2,1,2,3,36,28,16,0,2,13,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,5,1,0,4,4,14,7,31,22,5,29,1,2,0,0,1,14,2,3,12,100,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832660435859199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272850479758502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532305573231552,0.0,0.1291478766367864,0.0,0.0,0.13161775868835984,0.0,0.0,0.13679822258675348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770234097864155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997531293227078,0.0,0.13322208574283315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032107746560512,0.0,0.13901268333131414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128350355406413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790585190006897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163423531236747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556680891164623,0.0,0.1365816121997846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324733311226043,0.0,0.15539268442259108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643959533916925,0.0,0.11469018528336995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647247356218646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749887600198882,0.0,0.10723276112717978,0.0,0.1616033455537102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817862456825447,0.0,0.15272374483590592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696206636715114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189607300644141,0.0,0.12352433619667147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162969919855152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019273389177716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501475115711856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335902749582097,0.1703535998987581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407163956173248,0.0,0.13907216788175766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987728827133976,0.0,0.0,0.09960617823649562
anxiety,oh_hiya_dave,2020/01/16,"I need help... I’m so confused. This could be a possible trigger warning for people who have dealt with cheating. 

My boyfriend (21 years old) (I am F22) of over a year now lies so much. He kept pictures and videos (nude) of his ex’s even though he doesn’t talk to them anymore (I made him stop) and I got him to delete them once after I saw that he had an app to keep them secretly in. 

He used to be a drug addict and would do drugs with these girls and stuff. He isn’t doing drugs anymore. He is on probation. 

Overall he is the best boyfriend I have ever had. He takes care of me, he moved me into his apartment with him and I can tell he very genuinely cares for me. 

I went through his phone (which I do feel bad about) and found that pictures and all that were deleted and all his ex’s were blocked. I know he isn’t cheating or anything, but I can’t shake the feeling that he isn’t attracted to me anymore. We used to have sex pretty often but now it is months at a time that we go without it. We haven’t even been physical since before Christmas.

This morning I caught him masturbating in the shower and he invited me in, but as soon as I was in the shower with him, he well... lost his boner.... 
he originally lied to me about masturbating too. I had to ask him later over text to tell the truth about why he had a boner in the shower. 

I can’t help but assume that he isn’t attracted to me anymore. He has always dated thinner girls with large boobs and stuff and honestly after meeting him I gained about 25lbs and I’m barely pushing a C cup. 

I just don’t know what to do and I’m out of ideas. I don’t know how to make him happy. I don’t know what I’m lacking that he needs but at this point I can only assume it is something.",1.9577442922374395,3.36977624931507,3.3473287671232903,92.73405251141556,76.91780821917807,6.181735159817352,23.125570776255714,6.742157984588678,0.4753762557077623,1341,40,306,12,30,439,174,365,0.062,0.83,0.10800000000000001,0.9676,3,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,3,0,3,3,19,15,2,2,13,0,38,9,2,7,4,64,67,25,0,5,8,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,20,23,0,4,11,1,0,6,12,6,1,0,16,3,47,9,45,47,5,35,0,1,1,5,52,14,1,5,15,201,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508409851018067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784057192660083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41877815856104017,0.0,0.0,0.08687301315122818,0.0,0.09869131147795387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881444078777376,0.0,0.0,0.08983012115954453,0.0,0.11078652161194406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526609385285086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428701555163849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672741658376723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945260494164347,0.09549179878215587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675614531662564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574925567439336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999641238013681,0.0,0.08443193035786158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237850931488158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415192676118576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191727968512743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383319656032868,0.0,0.0,0.23206843003780736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152393378628423,0.0,0.0,0.099890469945214,0.07046708996796233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426292824691102,0.1122014882982551,0.07760421957618156,0.15655384717817547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077527624993816,0.11242588467049083,0.0,0.08028879975516814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731871748943478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979535890999076,0.11901143359569137,0.0,0.10740004479181864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732648225777648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127097751068825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825911187625315,0.0,0.0,0.24169893782245996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793735813818666,0.08485111429306484,0.18454120180301767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371947972675036,0.0,0.06155722672950695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235275702645967,0.0,0.08710419888996647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491781211925217,0.09786208010241132,0.0952582000739129,0.0,0.0,0.10176325078734592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499208477989049,0.0,0.0,0.13596394815397975
anxiety,ThisisWednesday,2020/01/16,"Haven’t slept in 36 hours I woke up early yesterday and then pulled an all-nighter to finish a uni project which i finished at like 5am. Stayed up, went to uni for about 8.30 to handin then went straight to the airport to visit my friend in sweden. It’s now 11pm and I can’t sleep. Im physically exhausted but my mind is just racing with the thoughts of my project. It came out really half assed and i didnt have a lot of time to work on it. I handed in the final work but honestly i think the tutor has enough ammo to fail me. I need sleep but I can’t turn off. 

Really wanna drop out, really wanna drop into a pit and never speak to anyone again. I just want to have a good time with my friends but I cannot stop worrying. So now im worried about not sleeping and being awake for another day. I just need a way to get this to stop but i cant think of anything else. This happens every time I have a handin and I won’t get results until February. Wtf do i do here",0.08299979197004602,2.1275230956937783,2.4075015602246737,93.98685874765968,85.98564593301434,5.548658206781777,18.656334512169753,6.895973343053719,0.10457836488454353,753,20,173,10,23,256,119,209,0.102,0.772,0.126,0.2352,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,10,7,0,0,11,0,15,7,6,1,1,35,30,15,0,5,9,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,6,12,0,2,3,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,7,2,20,5,34,21,2,40,0,1,0,1,4,12,1,1,20,112,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799863927919753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202082381379388,0.0,0.10829916938688748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505203204291061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487392055225303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099385501195713,0.0,0.0,0.13598247706852373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088234374399608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441661363215782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335439387423151,0.0,0.13751568570878514,0.0,0.0,0.1103834876611423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163772950346287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960377836850095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28431057007018146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429523945264685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188531499933843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132882880696414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516592090806767,0.10150139045217706,0.0,0.0,0.12350177049269262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529273560282964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950981893109813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027273015142142,0.0,0.22005426450175936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865351134764606,0.0,0.1044791562085334,0.2302186703122888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314774530005142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762365735523305,0.10446141000836108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439971080803788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161907327368044,0.2673012181022573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tessa_00,2020/01/16,"How do I stop being so sensitive? I'm working in the medical field and deal with a lot of patients who are older and aren't the happiest people. I have a few throughout the day that will come in and be demeaning and disrespectful. I keep trying to tell myself that it isn't my fault and that they don't mean to direct it towards me, but in the moment I feel horrible and let it get to me. How do I stop doing this? Will I just eventually become numb to it?",4.134375000000002,4.276935354166668,6.0145833333333325,80.43875,70.45833333333334,9.316666666666668,27.458333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.108533333333333,358,11,76,7,6,125,62,96,0.158,0.8240000000000001,0.017,-0.9238,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,13,2,0,2,0,18,19,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,11,0,10,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,62,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29772683191708504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322168832188059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385498900228932,0.27792225061790465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363063295174944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408429578307519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961259695351936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756609459717768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291848907433474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29364859426677364,0.0,0.2715706626785904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868908838552805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507572112367168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356223502442176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830252196744157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625540837432334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReminiscentDreams,2020/01/16,"I freaking did it! Sorry, this is very very long. 

So a bit of back story, the last few months have been ROUGH. At the end of November I lost my job. We recently moved to a new apartment and we're damn lucky to have a bit of money aside otherwise this could've been way worse.

I lost my job in retail due to my contract ending. Nothing they could do about it. Now my whole school trajectory was centered about child and youth care. I had to quit in my final year and start working in retail because my mom had a stroke and suddenly I had to be the adult. Last summer I thought I would take part in some tests for a government job. Never thought I'd get trough them but I did, yay!

So I lost my job, got scammed out of a lot of money (a whole other story), I got rejected almost constantly because I want to do an administrative job and since I have no experience, nobody would hire me. It was starting to get downright depressing. Staying home is fun and all but after a month you get isolated. A bit before Christmas I got two interviews to work for the department of Justice. Wow. I was doubtful because maybe I shouldve just taken a retail job to pay the bills.

I got a sense that I wanted to wait and try. Just this once. And so I did a lot of research, went to the first interview and.. BOMBED MISERABLY. Y'all it was a disaster, a damn shit show. Didn't know if I should cry or laugh. I tried not to lose hope but it was hard. I tried to take all the tips and guidelines from the first and tried to prepare for the second. It was better, still a bit of mistakes but considerably better.. I wasn't convinced but somewhat proud. Until..

A few hours after the interview (they said the process would take weeks) I got a call. And because of who I am as a person I thought 'tfuck is this I ain't answering' I listened to the messages and ya'll..

I fucking did it. I got the job. I'm gonna be an administrative assistent in the justice department. It's a high ass fancy job and I did it. And they called me first. ME?! I'm so damn proud because I thought I couldn't do it and everything was just a waste of time but I did it.

Sorry for the long post. I've given my information and that's processing so they'll give me a date to start soon but before that I don't have a lot of people I can tell.

Ffs I did it. I don't know how. But I did.

TLDR: lost job, very depressed bad times, tried anyway, got the high end job!!",0.719753521126762,2.976970323943661,2.5203445674044294,92.8003156438632,85.19718309859155,5.642555331991953,20.947434607645874,7.021680442328713,0.4828034205231391,1869,60,411,26,56,617,221,497,0.18899999999999997,0.721,0.091,-0.9938,12,1,0,0,0,0,66.0,1,2,5,15,16,30,5,2,40,1,46,4,2,1,3,65,87,35,0,11,14,1,3,0,0,6,1,2,1,3,21,19,0,1,9,1,7,4,9,18,0,5,41,5,58,12,45,36,16,55,0,9,0,2,24,11,6,11,37,270,79,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055546415679708624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04265394541360632,0.04631615304210608,0.16907370925861331,0.0,0.09440384794886628,0.0,0.0,0.09811957545435064,0.2422408284793023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328463871521728,0.0,0.056556607433874334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994468408961665,0.0,0.08857851350404382,0.0,0.060932532253087736,0.0,0.0,0.09555456384632632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473931129493405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985395721274312,0.054261498865238934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607660119041496,0.0,0.14155137839044116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051282250562774835,0.08694427146345671,0.05321305039782328,0.0,0.0,0.3105578234144548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969131893882143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721678250630388,0.05564215816050478,0.05509543942331875,0.05462797949718184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504662813632186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609710654405967,0.09043289857787816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981805711629316,0.0,0.0620581080358053,0.24221356464631436,0.14147894692794868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055728297984965695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496722436744051,0.08855319978717874,0.05895712988148151,0.0,0.0,0.04278282582774296,0.0535744515312802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322613323895417,0.0,0.0,0.05907504067093261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006992741434749,0.0,0.03845676061296835,0.04843533111879697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053126096677429804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900047231092515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477113927995116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276583456976095,0.0,0.0,0.05613983777556898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056940411879414836,0.045886367771510984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419098227960575,0.11778844857507327,0.05912494159651713,0.044299389263671295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512236560310833,0.0,0.04848429271394256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615181517361608,0.06469143086209465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830659136390188,0.0,0.05418732326693044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730870182917207,0.06543672747628068,0.044030473771823085,0.0444956680339984,0.0,0.0,0.05142237821064214,0.0,0.12386327595826713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076742003848629,0.0,0.0565299138989713,0.11821549293619756,0.0,0.0,0.03572164804625798
anxiety,missdelivered,2020/01/16,"Heartbroken Had a fight with my boyfriend this morning because one of our dogs has been getting up 3 times a night waking me up when my Lexapro makes it hard for me to fall asleep because I have gotten almost no sleep for a week. He told me I was “helpless” when it comes to the dog, that he’s not sure what I want him to do about it and that I made up an anxiety attack I had last night just to “have something to talk about” at my therapist appointment today and that everything about the dog gives me anxiety and I need to try to “get over it a little bit”. I’m just heartbroken he would say that to me. He was there for me so much this fall when I was having hours long panic attacks every day and ended up being committed for 4 days because of it so for him to say that I would make it up is just so hurtful.",13.13280701754386,5.134220175438597,12.032210526315787,69.71147368421056,60.69590643274854,15.551345029239767,45.31111111111112,10.355215969177356,4.455052865497075,634,19,143,8,5,207,97,171,0.21,0.778,0.012,-0.9857,0,0,1,0,1,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,13,7,3,1,7,0,15,3,3,3,2,20,27,10,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,9,3,20,1,27,15,2,25,0,2,0,0,13,8,0,1,14,101,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462154562386579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340600954344345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33223202242275524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670327786378603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941331597328665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578116605103054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833844410780648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293281843218109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302606008941355,0.0,0.13123113363778438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525762573372911,0.14007331250017466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080301907571346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379784632070053,0.0,0.15631477746011085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902376924546587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634791736655897,0.0,0.1292209121929374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816531000751728,0.19493565974994406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733967976640092,0.10827014248759402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274055106065625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894525196714823,0.0,0.0,0.17132010100191195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322379886443347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461229742510237,0.0,0.0,0.11241142231623072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761978657321194,0.0,0.0,0.11736335325296247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953759750734676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514399140328456,0.0,0.13840753761066554,0.1395259998509031,0.0,0.0991363126930888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612491774338094,0.0,0.11712644862180725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074533165657616,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UngodlyAnatomy,2020/01/16,"In a dorm having trouble with anxiety I’ve been living in Germany for a language course for two months. I (18F) used to be staying with a host and two other students but then one day my host father had his girlfriend over and I heard them having sex. I suddenly got major anxiety and nearly had an attack. I have a  specific kind of ocd that makes me afraid of women (don’t ask) and I’ve been struggling with anxiety for a long time. I got so anxious every time she would come over after this to the point where I had an anxiety attack when they had dinner once. I had to leave. I went home for the holidays but now I’m back. This time in a dorm but I just heard people having loud sex next door. I’m super anxious I was hoping to leave all that by moving in here but now I realize that was probably an awful move. I don’t know what to do but I can’t take it. Fortunately I’m only here for another two weeks and I can move on to my next Adventure. Does anyone have any tips in the meantime? I’m currently hiding in my bathroom because it’s the only place I can’t hear anything and even with headphones his bed is up agains the same wall as mine so I can feel thumping on the wall. I’m so tired and I have to be up early but I’m too scared to go into my room :,(",1.0348536165327218,2.939434638059705,3.180000000000004,90.62269230769232,81.3507462686567,6.063375430539613,20.755453501722158,7.1686216300943375,0.5188192881745128,985,28,215,13,26,335,143,268,0.16899999999999998,0.775,0.055999999999999994,-0.9802,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,14,10,2,3,15,1,26,4,0,2,1,29,47,19,0,2,7,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,6,1,9,13,1,0,3,1,0,6,4,6,0,4,14,5,28,4,36,30,3,46,0,0,0,2,12,20,0,1,19,148,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422306358310432,0.11444916053834372,0.3339857486399068,0.24660796123573314,0.0,0.07631746292967345,0.0,0.08981790753930713,0.0,0.10203683247211626,0.2483388001911309,0.0,0.0839265829616975,0.0,0.06653442512358301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401966624399327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039017927670049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551445263504543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208994325406899,0.0,0.09196026298744396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055187527412049714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062030221174308224,0.0,0.17458814974096284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230155421226826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948239741348396,0.1084066649107054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365882564977382,0.05998382016416011,0.0,0.0,0.2311398362023704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637797063530404,0.09659082848059504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285584258817664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711934378398302,0.3480149658514356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321561461064572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623699176613853,0.07396019498344346,0.1660209938913506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566813523873607,0.0,0.11403440215334446,0.0,0.10317830583159412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767791303907615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927424675181112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633517762281192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410316007035035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206425373101467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093183595953772,0.12544733994478854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31985952325411304,0.0,0.0,0.09426715199591727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875503857493164,0.0,0.0,0.10117949111470853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753422947601375,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hobbittity,2020/01/16,"My body feels wrong I am having some sort of sensory overload and it just feels like my entire body is in pain and the only thing that helps is when my boyfriend lies with all his weight on top of me so there is a huge pressure everywhere but I can't ask him to do that all night and it only helps about 50%.

I swear it feels like my entire body is in pain and I just want to scream. It feels like I'm really weak and can barely move but at the same time I have electricity running through me so that I want to get up and run until I pass out. I can't think of anything else, I can't fall asleep. At this point I feel like I would happily knock myself out or take morphine to stop feeling like this. I can't make it stop and I don't know what to do except bear with it because I know it will end eventually. It sucks.

It's like when there is too much noise but I feel it in my body instead of my ears. Like my thoughts are whirring but it's my body not my mind.

Has anyone else with anxiety ever felt like this?
Do you have any tips on how to make to stop?",1.1531304347826072,2.64046522608696,2.4906521739130447,97.68858695652176,79.34782608695652,5.817391304347828,19.32608695652174,6.508806274219699,-0.24859130434782584,822,18,204,7,20,265,120,230,0.14400000000000002,0.688,0.16699999999999998,0.7101,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,13,15,1,1,3,0,22,11,7,3,3,49,43,18,0,3,9,0,9,8,0,2,3,2,0,0,19,12,1,3,12,0,0,5,6,7,0,0,2,11,30,8,28,39,5,28,0,0,0,0,6,13,1,3,18,132,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644696740113315,0.0,0.07252446645218605,0.0,0.0,0.0662888557670357,0.09713745398967016,0.07801525482649525,0.0,0.08862853416527013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057791372265926864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265269345835264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839242445514526,0.0,0.08396781791445394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575525063073029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355487110059572,0.3386384228976473,0.09102628797268274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953094896270765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270896602421112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042031181482524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705298586074732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656422935767428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572457349672617,0.0,0.0,0.10076118444588156,0.06969152727910766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896672200772507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442047638363592,0.2017553510445654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962001055853112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073359024773324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377800718780076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712804811687407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298327491965403,0.060746295376310114,0.0,0.07526343961648918,0.05528072016282925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183519584530224,0.0,0.0,0.11544519989693107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734573133648215,0.10365281397936547,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SolidMiddle,2020/01/16,"Does anyone else get nervous that bad things are going to happen to you whenever good things start happening? For example this week I got accepted into college, got approved for a credit card with a $1000 limit, started going to the gym, I now have $2000 in my savings, and have been hanging out a lot with a new friend. In general things are going well. But even just typing this I feel like I’m jinxing myself and now horrible things are going to happen.",8.905449438202247,6.851294797752812,8.997612359550562,70.18383426966292,61.69662921348315,11.596629213483148,36.85674157303371,10.125756701596842,3.69272808988764,363,13,64,6,4,120,62,89,0.094,0.7170000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,20,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,1,1,5,0,2,1,0,3,1,6,7,12,17,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,45,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053512900387855,0.17662811361386682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393371186648138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085468552209524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400498465408773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385822164998785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716269488866983,0.12315139707068498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318370279283348,0.0,0.09006369553105754,0.0,0.3918799406774962,0.14458779408514055,0.27574298651630336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573166710126329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421827430541168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655498960077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648985642434125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440290266622072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580979460081414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827630840346042,0.0,0.15499421176575626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heisefoxy,2020/01/16,"Anxiety Dreams Every.Single.Night! I haven't found many people who share my problem. I have anxiety dreams every night. No anxiety or depression during the day but I hate to go to sleep. Examples: something is going wrong, I'm at school or work, I'm protecting my family from bad people, I'm lost.. are all normal types of dreams. I've tried therapy and even my therapist had the same types of dreams. I tried yoga, so many doctor prescribed meds, CBD, etc. 


The last medication I tried was prazosin, I read so many good reviews on it. I felt worse and the dreams weren't any better. CBD had zero affect on me at all and other medication actual caused me to be depressed. I'm done trying medication. 

I tried a home sleep study and was really hoping I would have breathing problems to be the cause of these dreams. No luck, he offered my more meds or therapy. I'm going to try CBT cognitive behavioral therapy but I would love to hear if anyone else has this too. 

I wasn't sure to post here or Reddit dreams",2.104851576994431,4.697571173469388,3.718218923933212,84.2728849721707,82.16326530612245,7.237105751391463,21.153988868274574,8.296473431620573,1.47725306122449,794,24,150,18,22,263,114,196,0.192,0.63,0.17800000000000002,-0.0867,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,5,15,1,0,6,0,17,8,3,3,3,27,32,13,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,5,4,0,1,2,9,0,3,5,8,0,1,10,2,17,7,15,18,5,11,0,3,0,1,6,4,0,7,3,84,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.09190662744844627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404600104939565,0.0,0.21614358032990005,0.0,0.0,0.06585322775593047,0.09649909939151477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863682220802927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329503967132837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349872848119107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060738660979347214,0.0,0.16223513298952652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639777987465582,0.0,0.0963793976173205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867576142146711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050362045896198,0.06220536257077883,0.0,0.0793511722027225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887850371655764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904280938972383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032641078241096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057492450345293,0.07899417384213321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298379117891548,0.0,0.0,0.10614832047534548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447076691712426,0.09354253300065862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676971531681838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280919165582283,0.0,0.08500162005905255,0.0,0.0,0.2864528750772813,0.0,0.0,0.209226710834272,0.2846309762008789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676412541085748,0.09227693891727982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305858646882657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019892941522364,0.0,0.0,0.18023612683184115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942060328593224,0.0,0.060334469568687564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531574088054444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884971246602528,0.0,0.0,0.07250478576071831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876405027468286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231109877133537,0.10935087317974647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836544524469816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856455936650975,0.0,0.09597802271417814,0.1338063157909109,0.10297164263198272,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MintyFreshWeed,2020/01/16,"FuckFuckFuckHelpHelpHelp Shit I have to go to an award night for I got some thing I didn’t even want or do anything for (not trying to flex sorry) and I’m already literally crying

They’re gonna pronounce my name wrong and do I have to wear smart shit fuck I was doing my homework now I’m fucking distracted. I was acc in an alright mood now I’m fucked for the next 3 weeks 

Fuck this fuck jack petchey fuck i honestly don’t want this shall I just make myself sick that day wtf do I do it’s gonna be so awkward and cringe shit I’m done with this fuuuuuuuuuuuck",0.3853672316384191,2.7616031864406807,2.478000000000001,91.30796045197741,89.16949152542372,4.8415819209039554,18.88361581920904,6.42735559955562,-0.10977807909604476,448,13,101,5,15,150,76,118,0.34,0.561,0.099,-0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,17,9,2,3,1,14,11,4,1,0,12,31,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,12,0,0,5,0,12,4,9,22,1,8,0,0,0,6,1,1,9,2,6,55,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009025655250174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192452147214643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940043864991134,0.08771510434526067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391853027779325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983322616522521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7544335131725933,0.0,0.0,0.07729753466709864,0.0,0.10877950538935174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078763402012116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464802327092474,0.12763603489863062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41883648342516294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225189683460294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035890380424468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234176329184453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044427216916834,0.0,0.10909890130100952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870542472344656,0.0,0.0
anxiety,livie3194,2020/01/16,"I was diagnosed with ADHD, but I think my meds are increasing my anxiety I’ve been prescribed Adzenys ER OTD which is basically a healthier version of Adderall, according to my psychiatrist who prescribed me. I love taking it, because I genuinely have trouble concentrating and staying awake in class, and I’m a nursing major so I can’t afford to miss any important notes. The medication most definitely helps me with my academic success, but sometimes, the medication makes me feel so antsy.
My brain is working 8274920 miles a minute and I can barely keep track of half my thoughts. I’ve felt so jittery and anxious today for no reason. My mind just won’t stop racing. I don’t know if it’s from the medication, but I really hope it’s not because I don’t know what I would do. I know that I need the medication for the amount of rigorous nursing work I have. If I don’t take it, I will fail my nursing class (I failed last semester bc I didn’t get diagnosed with ADHD until about 3/4 into the semester). Being a nurse means everything to me, and I don’t want to leave the program I’m in, so I need to work my ass off and I only have the ability to do that when I take my Adzenys. IDK",5.196836158192088,5.7383940508474565,6.5459999999999985,76.153802259887,68.23728813559322,10.191638418079096,33.95367231638418,10.203070172399654,3.4689607909604514,940,43,183,23,15,320,130,236,0.149,0.73,0.121,-0.6185,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,7,7,0,0,12,0,21,9,2,2,0,36,43,17,0,7,7,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,9,0,0,1,9,4,1,1,5,2,35,3,21,34,5,12,0,3,0,2,3,5,1,4,5,119,44,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990801737531137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461633150533916,0.0,0.09518823213666938,0.14056992525251052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170214488575276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890448091666954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25258666039796085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182921746644042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291529733516668,0.0,0.11947183969695885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500928167351758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340247555817681,0.0,0.0,0.12358657609439536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105986628496754,0.0,0.0,0.2051496085021179,0.10142665544111618,0.0,0.13175288151701725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123024879548752,0.0,0.08305766201147853,0.0,0.0,0.1355402106838816,0.13821313144961422,0.5013985498813933,0.0,0.0,0.12563833102029512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452580532888954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463424694284804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971272826675631,0.1279342567132427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306396389652435,0.0,0.0,0.13262529839451628,0.0,0.1040286392837272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280666511050178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972940372522519,0.0,0.09878312950212162,0.0,0.0,0.11794462330241726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339174697817881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27175848873372443,0.0,0.0,0.08839115158602598,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bakiesm11,2020/01/16,"New Doctor Won't Refill Prescription Hello - I had to change doctor's with a job/insurance change. I went for a consultation today. I have been taking Clonazopam for 3 years 5-6 times a week and my prescription is running out in 5 days. She said she wouldn't refill my script because she ""doesn't believe in benzo's"". There is a lot more to my medical history with different anxiety meds, but to stop this one cold turkey is dangerous.

Is it as easy as just going to see a new doctor and trying again? Has anyone experienced this before? Freaking out a bit.",3.2461111111111123,5.523467685185183,5.010888888888889,78.37300000000002,75.85185185185185,8.394074074074075,24.68888888888889,9.120678840339163,2.3110377777777784,442,15,79,11,10,150,74,108,0.122,0.84,0.038,-0.8181,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,6,0,11,4,0,0,0,11,16,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,4,4,9,0,14,10,3,16,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,9,52,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294298908876299,0.0,0.0,0.11830158550217992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313665680748832,0.0,0.14396823299587774,0.19061919826606186,0.0,0.0,0.1847116658555732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579611834233998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911355661665452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676754518117696,0.0,0.5195194185619056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615457894261732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789497371886736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383929213257562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793195462519646,0.17044113055169535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268095226313001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464752619796205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093843907032215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348225290437484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145042017745935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720982795744207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865605262441644,0.0,0.16037234206531414,0.0,0.0,0.11486890760987604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571401679083445,0.0,0.0,0.1568408298662106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895281623914294
anxiety,Penjolina,2020/01/16,"Advice for going from working part time to full time with anxiety Although I would love to work full time, I currently am only able to handle a part time job. I was 24 when I got my first job as a cashier, and I’m now 28. The most hours I’ve worked per week is 30, and I found that to be too overwhelming. At the moment, I’m working 16 hours at a job I love, but it pays almost $2 less than minimum wage. I stay because it doesn’t require much interaction with the public, and the people there are pretty cool. 

Throughout the 3 years I’ve been here, I’ve had several opportunities to go for a promotion, and my coworkers have been really encouraging, but I don’t feel like I’m ready. I’m afraid that I won’t be able to handle it, and if I can’t, I’ll have to find another job elsewhere, and that would be difficult. I’m already comfortable here, and it’s not easy to find a job that I: a) have enough experience and/or schooling for, b) that doesn’t involve too much public interaction, c) is easy to get to by bus since I’m too anxious to drive, and d) have hours that are compatible with the bus schedule.

Does anyone have any advice to transition to working full time? Is/was anyone in a similar situation? If you were able to overcome this, how did you know you were ready? Please help!",4.3540240641711225,4.7888389924242425,5.663440285204994,82.11810160427811,70.06060606060606,9.242067736185383,28.40819964349377,9.325443323948027,2.182350980392157,1010,34,216,20,17,340,138,264,0.05,0.792,0.158,0.985,7,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,9,9,10,0,2,13,1,27,2,0,1,0,27,42,16,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,5,0,2,3,6,3,0,1,9,2,16,7,27,27,10,26,0,1,0,2,12,6,0,4,17,128,27,15,0.2857953517089716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618394001260452,0.0,0.0,0.0953942538945044,0.0,0.10512742578749047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478354650076776,0.09989378174087382,0.07287755393369531,0.1076224663395015,0.0,0.13322316999188286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058072731248413036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336714607380324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843433207615812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318756459992192,0.0,0.0,0.04816890567118498,0.06805741878850023,0.0,0.0,0.17414118256176792,0.08103246005500937,0.0,0.10445328391266714,0.0,0.0,0.049772091833266176,0.0,0.10828272302178214,0.0,0.07619221688796815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385419998102099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814508523437428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726796460415825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235521703503402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046541724254726816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196097540857122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006164502715002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245341446881674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063256768980696,0.0,0.0660448372947639,0.0,0.0,0.10457249114768907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691887265720682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061029273504330864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964133846050354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076224663395015,0.0,0.07880428942044533,0.10708198322557287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015399395467435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27774927981139746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641593074368991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34677069975057023,0.0,0.0,0.13534721198988411,0.0,0.0,0.061347612110635025
anxiety,alexmacmusic,2020/01/16,"How do you get over anxiety about having anxiety attacks? I'm currently very limited with my life outside of my house because my anxiety is at point where I'm not anxious about any one thing, I'm only anxious about getting anxious. If I get anxious in a situation, like driving on a certain street, every time I think about getting back in the car and going on that certain street, my mind instantly goes straight to investing time in painting a picture made of anxiety. So then when I do go back on that street, I've already visualised having a panic attack 10 times before I've even left rhe house, and lonebehold, I have a panic attack, or at least have to intensely manage my anxiety to avoid one. This happens in the simplest situations.

So to me this is a vicious cycle

Get anxious in a certain situation for some reason > then associate that situation with anxiety > then begin visualising having panic attacks in that situation beforehand > then have a panic attack in that situation due to association and visualisation which then strengthens the anxiety for the next time round

Any ideas on how to break the cycle?",14.107018633540369,9.104090454106283,13.614354727398204,50.12434782608698,55.08695652173913,16.466252587991722,52.75983436853002,13.707050652182113,7.092966045548655,912,48,141,24,7,310,105,207,0.20600000000000002,0.696,0.09699999999999999,-0.9752,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,13,15,6,5,13,0,10,1,0,4,3,21,24,15,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,4,1,11,0,2,1,1,11,4,30,23,2,42,0,0,1,0,1,21,0,3,17,97,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804584447174821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618967755850504,0.0,0.3787264016053941,0.39949072312385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40229458274962204,0.0,0.10876499249635477,0.0,0.04311277782284093,0.0,0.06018103199024402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671262584746167,0.0,0.05958813620683745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475221423689106,0.0,0.08038831443489047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254112128002577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321231829458752,0.0,0.07983894274099357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684198240206169,0.0,0.049954549924468405,0.03455224120082689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692088900355117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141121775687212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521592264984528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584901194028618,0.05378889357103668,0.0,0.3319181482704262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685717006184752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271619250686458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769813630998589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046985974405852865,0.04531717163711694,0.0,0.0,0.1649592534539534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058354820323257235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JusstCuriouss_,2020/01/16,Big Win Today! I broke out of my depressive slump and overcame my anxiety and owned it at work today. I was offered a chance to work in the pharmacy portion of my store and I rocked it! I left my anxiety behind me and now I’m going to get placed there more; my manager said I could move onto getting trained in Pharmacy Tech too!,5.152313432835822,5.162364492537313,6.441007462686567,78.71733208955227,68.25373134328359,10.282089552238807,33.167910447761194,10.125756701596842,3.2499283582089538,259,11,52,6,4,88,47,67,0.139,0.777,0.083,-0.4359,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,1,10,4,3,13,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,36,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930109431443626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509044524427625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124245789551455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684087993877584,0.0,0.14598560463400193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790908937722796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730130262835277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268375331125338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434296936139166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869669979408388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740100275258834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sfw63,2020/01/16,"anyone has their anxiety acting up from getting married and its wedding planning? so my wedding is in 2 months, and i'm pretty excited. however at some point during the planning, i am on my 3rd stint with my anxiety acting up within the past 2 months (each stint lasting about two weeks, and then off again for another two weeks), yet i was completely good before all this the past few years!!...and I'm not sure if it's related to the wedding, because i should be happy about it even if i'm stressed with the planning.

i'm also stressed about financial but my parents are helping so i really shouldn't be. just wondering if anyone else had similar experience",8.769761904761907,7.382988039682541,8.8015873015873,69.36285714285715,61.46031746031746,12.20952380952381,41.63492063492063,11.20814326018867,4.767787301587301,527,26,92,12,6,173,82,126,0.062,0.843,0.095,0.7227,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,10,6,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,0,2,18,16,11,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,2,0,9,4,15,10,4,20,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,5,10,65,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961927679470034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996020362275105,0.2479890878138763,0.0,0.0,0.2266671328734373,0.16607518666367652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880548174172306,0.0,0.13792235522248888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994298738028346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540117831530699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070555815086929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855018379017327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846826971137772,0.0,0.0,0.13594916687200445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725424443497373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864212608442647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321208682956785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587493230943446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997615667987174,0.0,0.3094568521427161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322266922799396,0.0,0.0,0.16489866580920834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383577006475944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37133552759890576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276314816766207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166668906218952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600295418369445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577421533220652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,big-fuck-man-69-420,2020/01/16,"What types of metaphors help you with anxiety? I’ve been drawn to thinking of troubling thoughts in metaphors. One of the ones I’ve found most helpful is “Leaves on a Stream” 

https://www.mindfulnessmuse.com/acceptance-and-commitment-therapy/leaves-on-a-stream-cognitive-defusion-exercise

It’s a quick mindfulness exercise, but I really like the visual of my thoughts passing by on a stream and watching them. Not necessarily latching onto any. 

Do you have any metaphors that work well for you?",10.34875,14.965857486111116,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,64.41666666666667,6.933333333333335,31.222222222222207,8.07648339933343,2.4903555555555563,417,16,58,6,8,112,55,72,0.049,0.8059999999999999,0.145,0.7903,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,4,1,6,2,12,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,2,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35927363547432384,0.0,0.20208050624339105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289636127346709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35411970796032344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797056778799837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290544851078896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667247512245302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35800123101009057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922667981752068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926208109574165,0.0,0.41942463621834974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375101883659418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923105120123149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UpTheParas,2020/01/16,"Anyone any success stories from CBD oil or similar products? I don't suffer often with anxiety so don't really want to go to the docs yet, but when in certain social situations, especially new situations I get really nervous/ anxious to the point where I'm shaking when it's at its worst
I've seen that CBD oil is meant to be amazing for similar situation and wandering if anyone had any success stories using it?
If not any similar products that have helped, apart from a shot of whisky haha",7.9624468085106415,7.583495457446812,9.065404255319152,63.55300000000002,62.51063829787234,12.200851063829784,40.07659574468085,11.602472056035307,5.031125957446809,399,20,65,11,5,138,68,94,0.121,0.6829999999999999,0.196,0.8811,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,2,3,1,6,0,0,1,1,12,13,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,3,2,5,11,9,1,11,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,4,4,40,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40012331963186176,0.0,0.15003814178987887,0.2215699346758224,0.0,0.27427590238724303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246930321581127,0.0,0.11146462575375117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146112888679273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894226023006096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540529160950525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512905084522173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6613716123193685,0.0,0.19992880788922796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939247707291574,0.0,0.0,0.11568196080696955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_emma_stoned,2020/01/16,"I'm about to board a plane but I want to leave the airport I have had a fear of flying for years, but I manage to only fly a 4 or less time a year. I haven't been on a flight by myself in 4 years. the last time I flew was five months ago with my sister, and the time before that was four months before that with my mother.

My stomach is turning and I'm trying not to cry. The last time I was on a plane, I had a panic attack and my sister had to calm me down, but now I have no one who could help calm me.

Every fiber of me wants to leave the airport and go back to my room and crawl into bed, but the other part of me knows I have been so excited for this trip for two weeks, and it's a great move for my future career.",4.650138036809813,2.587047595092028,5.821280674846626,89.61695168711658,69.98159509202455,8.395398773006136,23.44248466257669,5.148860815047168,0.21961411042944776,550,5,141,1,8,186,89,163,0.10800000000000001,0.75,0.142,0.7754,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,2,14,0,14,1,1,0,0,19,22,12,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,4,9,0,20,4,23,12,2,26,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,16,99,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035010455020974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801233768161064,0.0,0.12174609457775692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26945455313544275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641372302197848,0.0,0.17391820997126933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333999607749347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781654113440299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998265993044266,0.0,0.0,0.1745595240439877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612534671605683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701409714457048,0.2581203711976194,0.0,0.33529748699317063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527551937320621,0.16827986815715007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072885917153695,0.12041719626196468,0.0,0.1857662899795611,0.0,0.1714560984535151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36929428139581344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749576321486788,0.17221771260657706,0.15466552787557075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677442227055646,0.0,0.12700287760577486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058782323188638
anxiety,Malum_Dracula,2020/01/16,"Astynomiaphobia or/and Policophobia Hello Everyone,

I use to have Astynomiaphobia or/and Policophobia. It's a fear of the police, law enforcement, and so on.

I use to have this disorder, I notice a lot of people having it now, and I even see my friends / family with it.

With this ""fear"", I notice less people reaching out to the police, more hatred is being thrown at the police, and a lot of negativity being spread around. On YouTube, there were videos recommend, of a police office being killed. I checked one out and notice everyone making fun of their death and cheering it on.

I just want to address this, just encase someone was going through the same thing as me.

My entire life and even to this day, I was harassed by the police for no reason. I will not share all my stories, but I will share couple.

1.) I was a teen walking with a friend. It was in the middle of Jan, snowing and cold, but we were walking to the store that was 30 minutes from my house. Walking to the store, a cop pulled over and stopped us. He demanded what we were doing. My folks trained me to show the greatest respect to military, police, and active service folks. I politely told him that we were on our way to the story.

He claimed that we were acting suspicious and demanded to see our ID. We gave him our school ID and had to wait 20 minutes for him to clear us. After that, he told us that we were free to go and then he took off. I and my friend were frozen Popsicle as soon as we made it to the store.

2.) I was driving home from work. At four way stop. Three cars in front ran the stop sign. I stopped completely made sure it was completely safe and then went. A car behind me drove through.

Cop comes speeding with lights on, I pull over and he comes directly behind my car very close to it. Then he hops out of his vehicle, runs to my car (no joke he ran), and starts pounding on my window. Let me tell you, the dinosaurs got nothing on this guys pounding. I gave him my license and register.

He starts questioning about the address on my license. I explained that I recently moved to a new address that is on my registry Registry of Motor Vehicles told me to slap a sticker with my new address on it. I explained that the sticker fallen off and that I need to place a new one on. He started lecturing me that I had to contact the Registry within 30 days of moving and get it change on my license.                  He went on about that address for awhile in such a angry tone. He went back to his vehicle and came back with citation trying to say that I should be more responsible on the road. He did not sign the citation, he barely put any information on it, he did not have me sign it, and he rushed the explanation of what to do with it. He stated that he did not care about what I do with it and then ran back to his vehicle.

​

These are only couple of the many stories / encounters I had with the police that usually end up in a similar fashion. I had Astynomiaphobia or/and Policophobia so badly, that I couldn't look, talk, and/or interact with any police. I was afraid of them. Not only that, but I wouldn't socialize with them, look at them, and/or get near them. Anything that has to do with the police I ignored and would not interact with them. Not only that, but social media made my fear a lot worse.

This fear stayed with me for an extremely long time. It my father's friend, who was a police officer, who broke this ""fear"" of mine. He came over one day for a visit. Some good point were made. The two that helped me were this.

1.) ""Every single person will do the job differently."" 

2.) ""Good news will not sell. Bad news sells more"".

First off, this helped me remember that no one was equal. Everyone is made differently and will do things differently. Do not expect type of character will be in a position. Because the job market is filled with diversity. You will always run into some you like and some you hate.

Second, the social media issue. News, reports, blogs, and so on, fuels it wealth with negativity and hatred. Do you wonder why there are very few happy news out there? Well, happiness does not sell as well. 

For anyone who is going through  Astynomiaphobia or/and Policophobia, remember this. There are many types of people in existence, each one is different, and each one does things different.

Never let a few bad apples cause you hatred to the entire apple tree. Don't let an evil worm fill you with fear that will make you afraid of all worms. 

Remember to stay positive, remember you are not alone, and reach out when you can.

Hope this helps.

Either that or this will just be another one of my useless blabbering rants.",3.6480384290540533,5.5046893582589345,4.540644305019303,84.07428812741315,73.38616071428572,7.700386100386101,25.27775096525097,8.441846121484758,1.6521877292471046,3619,118,709,64,74,1170,345,896,0.11699999999999999,0.768,0.11599999999999999,0.629,7,1,0,0,0,0,143.0,13,10,6,2,25,41,4,8,47,0,73,1,0,11,5,142,121,46,2,8,20,1,0,1,4,12,1,1,7,2,60,67,0,7,10,4,9,37,20,18,2,12,47,7,94,24,125,52,21,120,0,2,4,0,89,46,0,10,33,508,154,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051832824608664216,0.0,0.0,0.0416424913452778,0.05422509386160892,0.060811674832482086,0.06806633595293303,0.05247785954032868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03499350350198386,0.0,0.041183801732428166,0.04455177530029543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544743740312913,0.12535959164463614,0.030507731116665774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447916116712925,0.05102549000756483,0.051411287369480516,0.05294229943127097,0.0862208305586977,0.10494508751474052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075045337448418,0.0,0.09682707825184107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614384112045829,0.05735734136674225,0.0,0.08759162593899493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432612535310297,0.0,0.0,0.06611015578554362,0.0,0.04216612635380549,0.14346401734100114,0.0,0.0,0.0471791530172577,0.3378956876584781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042569316957134534,0.0,0.0,0.1546624426788718,0.0,0.05229420287700953,0.0,0.08532731613047387,0.08395284462672586,0.04002656007442967,0.0,0.0,0.04955365840646525,0.0,0.1065503331524419,0.0,0.04941031340645394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006348447100477,0.0,0.05020047195259578,0.049707221159682666,0.0,0.05774665624562205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223528536550066,0.09932636702808033,0.0,0.05536876361296456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535270522851334,0.03534914830615093,0.024450071121943463,0.0,0.0,0.04428935875148187,0.08405249554825472,0.0,0.0,0.12764260305382166,0.0,0.2367748717326842,0.06681252454890152,0.10147809028001638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638249280279208,0.0,0.037108662222933866,0.03859875531468632,0.14500494806727687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802072919421437,0.17093397111609662,0.0,0.0,0.2373884521268544,0.11418729098398002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040873105768204,0.04369845745972048,0.052287682240916566,0.0,0.04730988515398884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031030680365723,0.056063256616244866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145588293899797,0.04941463688923818,0.0,0.2267705933764054,0.0,0.0,0.03979878883471338,0.0,0.05064947954653815,0.07976076773969852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304755637937284,0.04240402748322674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062689856848481,0.10668529296628186,0.0,0.16736363262843348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716800087081013,0.0,0.0,0.040225282179840914,0.04374263071369044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974551948277886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029182372394669268,0.0,0.0,0.14346401734100114,0.055603228159653836,0.033978120442360336,0.0,0.04888791685615497,0.0,0.1805984397975544,0.08644778761922325,0.055118876837497485,0.08258679944487805,0.029518576479968094,0.07944877182031493,0.0,0.0,0.08999518293190185,0.13918013285822348,0.0451589588403328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054273026193175575,0.03643426799361201,0.0,0.051001407044313295,0.03555142200144568,0.0,0.060811674832482086,0.0
anxiety,CoraPatel,2020/01/16,"Just had blood drawn without fainting! This isn't too gory or not much talk about blood, so shouldn't be any triggers, unless you're super sensitive to hearing about needles or blood, which I seldom reference. 


Writing this is the lobby now to make sure I'm okay before I drive. 


I first fainted giving blood in high school and have since maybe 10 times from having blood drawn or getting a shot. So I haven't had a needle in my for at least five years. Initially, the faint was not anxiety related and just due to a physiological response called vasovagal syncope. But since, I've developed such an anxiety towards anything medical and have become quite the hypochondriac. But I'm motivated to get better, as we all are being on this sub. 


It was my 2020 resolution (never had one before) to have blood drawn as part of my yearly physical. I read a lot about preventing fainting and developed my own desensitized therapy to reduce the anxiety that exacerbates the fainting. 


For preventing or delaying fainting, drink lots of water and salt days before your draw to increase your blood volume, ask for a lay down bed to be horizontal, bring your feet on the bed to get your legs higher, and use the applied tension technique (essentially squeeze all your muscles except the arm being used, to help keep your BP from dropping). All this is readily available to read about online, but I'm happy to answer am questions in the comments. 


For my exposure therapy, I started looking at pictures of needles, that's it. Slowly moved to watching people get injections while I laid down and used applied tension. Eventually this became a zero trigger for me. Then I got an immunization that I was due for (MMR), maybe a little anxiety but I was fine. A few days later I went to get a flu shot as more practice. 


I then moved on to reading about blood draws and watching videos of people practicing draws on dummies while again laying down and applying tension. Slowly moved to watching people have blood drawn, and I watched a lot of those videos over the past few days. I mean a lot. To where I can watch them while doing anything. No anxiety. 


Then today I did it. I fucking did it. This is the start of a new me. 


One other trick: I have found that looking at myself in the mirror, and calling myself by name helps so much ""u/CoraPatel, you can do it. You got this"". Sounds so dumb, but really have me that extra boost. 


Stay strong my friends.",5.4901264298615295,7.081872245033113,5.913746738912304,77.1137387116195,68.27152317880795,8.66971703792896,31.387316877383103,9.095868883498916,2.8374626931567337,1929,80,334,36,33,620,231,453,0.051,0.847,0.102,0.9528,0,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,1,8,1,6,16,14,3,3,26,1,32,24,12,7,5,56,59,34,0,1,16,0,1,0,1,1,9,2,2,0,20,12,2,4,6,6,0,7,8,6,0,5,13,11,39,8,59,41,17,53,0,0,7,1,23,19,2,9,25,238,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812070629189134,0.0,0.32691131747484503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406646390444232,0.0,0.07990040406277113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439193669114708,0.21817917515237287,0.0,0.0,0.07558889637114036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454337274972268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535804659938466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372543281565739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269845609503335,0.0,0.0937105015613759,0.06603183702690434,0.07901315727302329,0.22326572773690487,0.08198803823778637,0.0,0.0,0.13671204182750935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098154809946687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632787772287192,0.0,0.11457388189010714,0.09030091278727227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596727824765477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566070460463251,0.0,0.0,0.14354204140615595,0.0,0.0,0.29064502595638697,0.0,0.0,0.05705009769604257,0.0,0.17172681483055974,0.09309896370775522,0.0,0.08609933016003504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725146960929028,0.1256566238355854,0.0,0.06591766368704599,0.08254486724359464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158297316873954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255277547460493,0.08158822481053774,0.17775682860118966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574295504352894,0.09090501190425013,0.25647133671240857,0.0,0.054752551722537804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864974875861421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139889547086226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098841360085705,0.0910967880281568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055193471509024,0.0,0.0,0.06869539188063907,0.0,0.0,0.1954786508537517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498366797949577,0.0,0.08101302299113514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214489616691716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792290590276798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238744358429541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100762998564408
anxiety,bananabunbun,2020/01/16,"GUYS I DID IT!! I GOT HELP! I've long delt with generalized anxiety but over the last three semesters, my test anxiety was becoming unbearable and interrupting my daily life. Through the help of an advisor, I finally got to see disability services that my college offers. I'm getting to take my tests in a separate environment with little to no distractions. 

And bonus! I also got referred to an onsite counselor!   


I'm nervous about feeling so hopeful. But guys I feel like things are going to get better!! :)",3.853043478260865,6.803402565217392,5.313217391304349,73.35569565217392,77.69565217391305,8.897391304347826,33.11304347826087,9.3871,3.9783486956521736,404,22,65,12,10,135,67,92,0.11699999999999999,0.615,0.267,0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,16,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,5,3,9,4,12,11,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,40,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557103588418728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976402911141439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485064919588387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205202082545107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672733692002314,0.13897715309652195,0.0,0.21310559278716856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327493313086956,0.0,0.11055976587852404,0.0,0.466766632339212,0.0,0.0,0.3852441014410278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607878783706614,0.0,0.0,0.19321897077425446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857348421432765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374071190083112,0.09504087066872753,0.19497701435135667,0.0,0.1721589763934347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550206699477394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626748877778706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924162837355785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wanderingh0st,2020/01/16,"OCD/Anxiety medication I have Lyme disease/Bartonella and its caused uncontrollable rumination/rituals that I’ve learned recently is considered moderate/severe OCD at my levels. Its very debilitating and I’ve never experienced this before getting sick.

Apparently this is common with these infections and goes away once the infection is treated, but that could take months/years to fully heal.

I used to take Prozac and that seemed to really help with my rumination/anxiety issues and balance me out really well. But Im unable to get back on Prozac because of how severely my infected body reacts to most Psychotropic medication.

To bridge the gap between now and when Im hopefully healthy again, is there ANYTHING people recommend to help with OCD and anxiety? Because I feel like Im going crazy and I need help",7.181446862996157,9.567367746478878,7.8093341869398225,62.066075544174176,65.19718309859155,12.205889884763124,36.14852752880922,11.741389052700956,5.470512676056337,668,33,97,25,11,221,93,142,0.109,0.711,0.18,0.9233,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,6,10,1,4,1,26,16,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,8,4,16,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,8,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186403537015968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425481453868433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304462625024178,0.1067606275169325,0.0,0.16927311292809033,0.0,0.11814398350848733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422172854335678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426285786280342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085372753339924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020248948187574,0.09918847356171967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507802096513212,0.0,0.07890688627947108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791878125574369,0.0,0.0,0.13790104594353247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44991829076792417,0.14491456812524467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783099723636386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797366293666187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294929418139498,0.10708320855262447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786178280720594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625529023158724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789098056413896,0.0,0.1370893393950754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639618675377862,0.0,0.3137029980621735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087832225703829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991457231031573,0.0,0.11455886849911907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483528113873785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940944441076193
anxiety,beepboopbob5,2020/01/16,"How can you get your doctor to give you valium? I went to the out of hours doc and they gave me one (cant give more due to protocol) and it REALLY helped my anxiety. However I feel like my doctor might be reluctant to give me it because of how addictive it is. I honestly just want like a weeks prescription so I can use it whenever I feel really miserable, not to abuse it.",1.9312987012987008,3.807060051948056,4.637662337662338,81.40506493506496,78.35064935064935,10.633766233766234,23.98701298701299,10.608840637214634,3.0312129870129865,292,10,62,12,7,104,52,77,0.098,0.7490000000000001,0.153,0.5502,1,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,3,0,12,16,5,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,13,3,8,12,1,5,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,5,43,18,2,0.0,0.2322567154482472,0.0,0.2136953974239344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995803622183196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949458051203647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012783098369389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823152977876848,0.14003978345836907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241459471540228,0.5641330485032059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313909416112111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304442786699325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153512144402315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795078162839434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283112400414265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511563441078431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930203819892728,0.0,0.0,0.1156201980506952,0.0,0.15723885190785805,0.0,0.0,0.1817164697029598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abnormallyme,2020/01/16,"Afraid to make posts or comments Most of us in the sub have this fear. I have deleted many posts and comments out of fear of criticism or being ignored. While sometimes I do work up the courage to post and sometimes it receives some acknowledgment, other times nothing happens.

I'm very much the same in real life. I often have things to add to a conversation but don't add out of fear of being criticized for it (which I have been multiple times in the past).

I guess I'll just keep my mouth shut.",5.720850340136052,6.087129316326532,5.710612244897959,83.21176870748302,67.06122448979592,8.574149659863947,31.639455782312922,8.344100000000001,2.1923619047619045,395,15,79,5,6,124,64,98,0.166,0.813,0.021,-0.9277,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,4,5,0,9,2,1,1,0,20,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,16,11,4,15,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,6,4,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559162574428353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246768271779246,0.0,0.14647213418442634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722565766296572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699421740294624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056389470285664,0.1679297850832547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176215543481758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893304083420698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811913145191747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759029960727925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885310168112875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327638192948197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004177422955964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316837795956693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924075629125726,0.0,0.0,0.13666776191021154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058561167144548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,octobertwos,2020/01/16,Natural remedies? Has anyone ever tried anything like st johns wort or valerian etc? I'm curious as to how they actually work and if they're worth trying. I don't want to take meds as I've had bad experiences with Zoloft in the past so I'm thinking of trying a new method.,2.505357142857143,4.446894535714286,4.792285714285715,80.65271428571431,76.85714285714286,8.051428571428572,25.485714285714288,8.841846274778883,2.0088900000000005,218,8,44,5,5,76,48,56,0.08199999999999999,0.7509999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.5911,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,8,8,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,21,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.2506865331484973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796227086238457,0.0,0.211397696094842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449152128015414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864990557772143,0.0,0.2323707389239394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25128666078907197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550295230428052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853456830984689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810492357272096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452295455429813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931485006248552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460404977729412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232321502868112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151974313607722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870181962022939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,galivolk,2020/01/16,"Creative process triggering intense anxiety. I'm \[21F\] a composer and writing music has become my enemy. 

I make my music through imagining it as a narrative, instruments represent characters and over the course of the piece they have their motivations, fears and overall personalities. There are sometimes melodic lines that start out with good intentions but turn evil or vice versa. Since I am completely lost in the creative process, it's difficult to articulate what I'm thinking in that flow. It's a trance I go into and then come out of after several hours. Which is why sometimes I feel like the more ""dangerous"" characters of the piece will come out and hurt me or corrupt my mind. Which is when I stop composing and continue the next day.

That's a really strange type of anxiety that I can deal with, it usually means I've overworked myself. And I enjoy the way I believe in those abstract stories and get affected by them. 

The issue is, usually when I get a really amazing idea, I get this adrenaline rush and am greeted with a wall of intense anxiety. I pace around in my room and try to calm down because I'm so afraid that if I put it on paper I will mess it up. It won't reach its full potential. So I procrastinate.

There have been so many times where I had to write a piece until a deadline and would cry for days and days. It's kind of funny but I would write the piece through my tears because the deadline was coming. I pushed myself so much and basically tortured myself but then I did get relief once I completed it. 

I think this left a monumental impact on how I view composition now because every time I sit down to write it, I get that awful feeling in my chest. I know it's just fear of failure but it's so awful, I get nauseaous and can't breathe. It's impossible to meditate in these moments and breathing exercises don't help either. I used to be much more in control of my mind but it seems to be slipping away these days. 

I don't want to continue being tormented by the thing I love the most. Sorry for the scattered thoughts. Thank you for reading.",4.719253731343283,6.2711717711442825,5.6628656716417884,78.3295223880597,70.09452736318408,9.340099502487561,32.056716417910444,9.725611199111238,3.205256119402984,1660,75,308,40,30,546,216,402,0.16899999999999998,0.721,0.11,-0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,3,3,15,19,3,3,22,2,25,5,3,8,0,65,54,35,0,4,10,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,30,26,0,2,11,2,0,8,4,10,0,0,6,3,43,9,48,40,11,56,0,2,1,1,12,24,0,5,23,217,73,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652362899120965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786700527587263,0.0,0.0,0.0927351492901621,0.0,0.0,0.18050613827942336,0.10901021624634964,0.0,0.11120499870752827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507287159242475,0.2069773986823253,0.0,0.11070432271980148,0.0,0.0,0.10842111546910976,0.25462226329569515,0.10175893265799876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316192164778606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221376661952027,0.09981486962912588,0.07051377116641333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094109024244392,0.0,0.05609545063825011,0.08278777884853583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661588483023238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720302527896292,0.0,0.10566409479488373,0.11142419151392634,0.0,0.1030207677216114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278446413921667,0.05424484000559975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724159751530456,0.0,0.0,0.048221524592152926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077464857016998,0.0,0.0890837258109626,0.0,0.06588532564036534,0.1000698157808377,0.0,0.10751700327222223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993247137402009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511679935038438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497224891143056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511596300186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618405363826867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922423884460574,0.0,0.0,0.09873017002673762,0.0,0.12646392716451335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985592245773706,0.0,0.11150681437702324,0.0,0.08164852164601967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524049051118564,0.1104904419041026,0.06986281663595317,0.0,0.0,0.08252051176428797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087288425089354,0.0,0.0,0.06557419262990903,0.12649038271322052,0.0,0.07835952153483698,0.11510956193693506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701316991409123,0.10736102049019597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852480979672143,0.21741583177038745,0.0,0.05821785771316744,0.07834621185848592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906451982958632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402322113321077,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,falloutisbroken,2020/01/16,"I have agoraphobia and it's the most painful thing I can experience I have agoraphobia and it hits in weird ways. Certain places trigger it, such as restaurants and fitting rooms and just weird places. It's not really a big deal in crowds. Crowds are safe for me. No one is paying attention no one cares about me. But when it does hit it's this overwhelming pain that I can only describe as wanting to die in order to escape it. I'd rather fear for my life then have that feeling. It ruins anything I try to do. I can't wear my fashion sense because it hits then too. But the worst part is people not understanding. They think I'm just a downer, and they can't take me anywhere. Or that touching me will make me feel better? I'm freaking out and you think smothering me in a hug will help? Or telling me how horrible I am whenever they take me anywhere will either? Sorry I used flair wrong, this is a venting post but wasn't sure if my wanting to die part would trigger anyone.",2.3275886143931253,4.5504529081632725,3.3637701396348016,89.31957572502688,78.59183673469387,6.167132116004296,24.60150375939849,7.273561745256523,1.0538816326530611,774,28,158,10,19,248,114,196,0.182,0.748,0.07,-0.9619,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,3,1,8,17,1,2,6,0,18,5,1,5,2,37,35,18,2,5,12,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,15,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,7,11,0,2,1,3,23,6,14,27,5,16,0,2,0,1,9,10,0,4,3,108,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039939408093758,0.0,0.12239031280261485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906630907589756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153765913189658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163791151449768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333183849117296,0.0,0.0,0.3087119653287872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015270624132294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548433396029573,0.0,0.16736013176515746,0.1504024960681187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996891140431644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505084854974008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992769661212906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156362237685366,0.11311419922174773,0.31651374566246515,0.0,0.0,0.32211544331364544,0.0,0.1031091348571725,0.0,0.31077780661276505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424401270267439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527884161344136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648860350960534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401741980587205,0.0,0.2236496030517417,0.0,0.12999465883797592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880814637974616,0.1905975468321271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009764182627881,0.0,0.0,0.15483089234597314,0.0,0.12845307284343974,0.0,0.0,0.1754470280496952,0.11805321055651133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565196694574706,0.16261050936793686,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goinganons,2020/01/16,"Going on my first date and having so much anxiety Okay so the title says it all. I met this dude on Tinder and we've been talking all week and we're about to go out for lunch and I'm a fucking nervous wreck lmao. I'm 19 and every single time someone has offered to take me out I have always ended up canceling or basically just ghosting them because I'm too anxious meeting new people.

I feel so uninteresting and awkward and I'm so shy I can already feel like I'm gonna fuck it up in the first 5 minutes. Do I hug them or shake their hand? What questions do I ask them? What should I say if there starts to become an awkward silence? I'M LITERALLY A WRECK RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE TO LEAVE IN 30 MINUTES 

TLDR; I'm about to shit myself because of the title basically",0.5607763157894752,2.8821440250000023,2.960460526315792,88.83638157894741,86.875,4.868421052631579,22.796052631578945,6.339386263674448,0.5888125,604,23,124,6,19,207,103,160,0.182,0.728,0.09,-0.9131,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,2,10,10,3,4,6,1,9,6,2,0,2,20,27,15,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,10,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,2,2,5,15,3,17,23,4,21,0,0,0,3,12,9,3,4,10,77,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005458185123269,0.0,0.15121561049248805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390245085459736,0.2053054703917134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989491971788662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215643222350301,0.20070875353220435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096064115040293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531170766375662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377835359914893,0.12982940136255192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091623504726399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33601667398354995,0.0,0.0,0.2065650058153608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242798391423213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878509214623863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335939553058816,0.0,0.0,0.17551793082869346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599011014086828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358146934894766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551981640226242,0.0,0.2890412151666453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865453212857116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398096261941116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863086899637866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663987269645053,0.1460693249984193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596941044401402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457744757238995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dharme88,2020/01/16,"Cant talk properly with my manager. I had very bad manager right out of college. He used to yell at me and i was very afraid to talk to him. I left that job and every other job i have had ,i have  the same feelings towards my managers . I cant talk to them properly . I fear i will get yelled. What can i do to overcome this fear?",-0.34165492957746224,1.6519334788732394,2.1642077464788763,95.3536355633803,87.45070422535211,5.803521126760564,21.551056338028168,7.1686216300943375,0.5797450704225358,251,9,60,4,8,86,46,71,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.8805,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,7,13,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,14,0,10,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,42,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747846978658868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909071377598618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783775122936894,0.10747657036502024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110536694906128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218654049123741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309467345744556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152482127989605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125423025806122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358333249746456,0.0,0.3507680249533424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chickadee712,2020/01/16,"Fear of being trapped and commitment Since starting Paxil my life has changed dramatically for the better. It has shown me just how much suffering I have actually been in for YEARS. However at the root of my anxiety is the fear of being trapped- which I have no idea where it came from. Like the feeling of not being able to escape. It’s so frustrating because literally every situation can morph into a situation where you feel like you can’t escape. I have unknowingly prolonged my suffering over the years by avoiding situations that involve commitments, like appointments with doctors, friends, work, travel etc. Now that I’m getting better I so want to be like the rest of the world and able to tolerate normal situations. I am trying with exposure therapy to show my brain I don’t have to flee or escape but the anxiety gets overwhelming at times and all I want to do is run or cancel.

Anyone else have this issue? Pls tell me I’m not alone. And how do you overcome this? It’s such bs lies just like all anxiety. I hate it.",4.208063348416289,6.465931712820518,5.464042232277528,76.31850678733029,72.8974358974359,9.101055806938161,29.419306184012065,9.627879704456738,3.088831070889894,824,35,147,22,17,274,116,195,0.16399999999999998,0.688,0.14800000000000002,-0.8613,1,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,3,10,16,2,4,9,0,20,3,1,3,4,30,31,11,0,3,7,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,3,2,0,4,5,8,0,0,2,2,17,8,22,25,5,17,0,3,0,0,6,8,0,3,10,103,27,2,0.2371074817216603,0.0,0.11569134949745274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278592159429355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27207986178802995,0.0,0.0,0.08289553212166642,0.1214723175448421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226926005272258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970229924768616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234518287681785,0.0,0.13559389646785713,0.0,0.0,0.12541413816570268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134477732319247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903643800546222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322187593259259,0.0,0.0,0.0998866398561655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266811836740668,0.11988866704116174,0.08469481615913456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159432610380784,0.0,0.12387887294915542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704727484328918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383274302094325,0.0,0.12373930422984912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373801322065279,0.28959684701921723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715064050096519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161574947010483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806887954063312,0.5330374877383905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391294797405105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036211949800153,0.0,0.13557653473532574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912963967987927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049020797256982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398521359624559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630853531492333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268944435459772
anxiety,im--sorry--im--late,2020/01/16,"Anxiety isn't something that I experience on any regular basis, but today is much different. I'm a pretty easy going person and I don't normally find myself dealing with anxiety or panic attacks. Today is a bit different though. Everything is going great in my life, new job opportunity out of state, booked an awesome video gig, start rehearsals tonight for a show I'm in. Honestly I really dont know why I'm getting hit so hard today.


Maybe it's just a lot on my plate. A lot of good things. But a lot, nonetheless. I have that feeling like I'm on a trip and I've forgotten something important at home, but no matter how many times I go through the checklist I cant remember what it is.


I guess I'd just love some input and a needed a place to vent. I'm sure a lot of you deal with similar feelings on a much more regular basis, so I figured you all might have some advice as to how to regain my center? 


TIA!",2.9516129032258083,4.510614376344083,5.169655913978495,80.08448387096773,74.59139784946238,8.615913978494621,27.99139784946237,9.21078282632365,2.510161720430108,718,29,141,17,15,251,116,186,0.092,0.647,0.26,0.9904,3,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,7,9,1,1,13,0,11,2,0,2,2,33,28,13,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,6,3,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,3,14,7,19,26,11,22,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,9,8,88,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594943019120425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069026041688528,0.0,0.18154328137579767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498851631611064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295417994168128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446585898297011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479408734169186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906414050928667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664050921439676,0.1160684967300132,0.0,0.0,0.11999224347985442,0.08476798727405302,0.0,0.0,0.10844958426324257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061992948340236075,0.0,0.2023050973098589,0.0995231607641268,0.0,0.13081883970896846,0.13071314206612095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062926165029968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902180712963592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774793382886023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652103246105765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381035771664769,0.057969408178668726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40350890981111776,0.10709182066078132,0.0,0.0,0.12029872648007398,0.11920606521580852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587543893157635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744518665943079,0.08798204212318086,0.0,0.11459886258973627,0.0,0.0,0.11625784763619658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921744256155338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360598562788037,0.1239704367084593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071597645442705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601417702656049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134414303181287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826946241340089,0.0,0.0,0.08398544360291953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183203033703294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882988293506651,0.0,0.1165790786850174,0.0,0.06918936343912074,0.0,0.337416508127972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070687322291465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,irise_s,2020/01/16,"Is this hyperventilation? So for years I’ve had this symptom where when I become anxious (and sometimes even when I’m not??) I begin to feel unable to take deep breaths. I’ve gotten better at handling it over the years, but it’s still quite aggravating! 
My chest becomes tight, I feel the urge to take deep breaths but can’t, my body forces yawns over and over again to try and breathe deeply. Whenever I look up symptoms of hyperventilation I only ever find the gasping/fast breathing type. 
Is this hyperventilation or something else? Anyone else experience this?",5.9091176470588245,8.049726529411764,5.809950980392159,76.11727941176474,68.01960784313728,7.452941176470588,30.39705882352941,8.07648339933343,2.1512117647058817,454,18,79,6,8,142,69,102,0.062,0.917,0.02,-0.6176,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,3,0,4,9,6,0,1,12,12,9,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,11,10,0,16,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,1,8,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661356407286893,0.0,0.1278808919053996,0.18739234687161396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039751189170997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617512812575213,0.0,0.203149483356268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055621382509252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207970743109638,0.16543441290899916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890144599105615,0.0,0.0,0.1849492883171452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715808327347825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358147973060307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909603358677625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452595360099256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407976037993913,0.1808828178852692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460561348567636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801853304750638,0.2750209338154706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417025769345427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355502380990484
anxiety,anxietyaintworking,2020/01/16,"In need of a better job soon with bad anxiety. Basically the pressure is on to move forward and be able to pay rent for an apartment or I'll likely lose my gf. I do work from home but I don't make that much money. I've been looking all morning at jobs like freelance writing (I have no idea where I'd even begin) caregivers, more remote work. I just feel at a loss. 

Do you guys have any job ideas or tips for what I could do?",0.7057753357753356,2.5955180879120867,2.487399267399269,95.23815628815628,82.4065934065934,4.923565323565324,21.1001221001221,5.82211442006289,-0.06486178266178255,330,10,76,2,9,109,73,91,0.151,0.763,0.086,-0.4588,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,5,4,7,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,1,1,14,15,4,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,4,0,0,1,2,7,3,11,12,3,10,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,2,5,46,9,6,0.18731686793726984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738189356644486,0.0,0.14329689126319753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640176049681953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656665475467039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495572769356429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372102464511063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947130366712216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547314917392205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789409142494928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229158872272984,0.0,0.0,0.5576492638825828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830271198673624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729899210860193,0.20955966142261506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503546388744494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908818633793984,0.13769945088895494,0.1388930840920702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727378215829245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,APortugues,2020/01/16,"29 years old and im taking my 3rd driving lesson tomorrow! Finally I got to a point where I needed my license .  It has not been easy, but I am so proud of myself .  Just writing this to maybe encourage others .",0.8249999999999993,3.2163295952380966,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,86.38095238095238,6.217142857142857,22.685714285714287,7.554174236665415,1.350908571428572,161,6,31,3,5,56,37,42,0.037000000000000005,0.74,0.223,0.8892,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,3,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989321595848645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29126127604294416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933677928979952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658592948340756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700286082841038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821368074591515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442598488047133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27381170250868664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345145543120793
anxiety,help-a-man-out67,2020/01/16,"Anyone know if this is anxiety or what?? So It started first with this thought about me ”being crazy” and that I wasn't feeling ”normal” I had that constant thought day after day for about a week or so, then it's like that wasn't enough distress for me so then it's like my brain moved onto another thought, literally completely pointless to me but it latched onto the thought of the nun from the horror movie series the conjuring. And literally I just had the thought of ”the nun” in the back of my head for well over a month, it's still there but not as strong, well then one day I think I was researching the internet and I came across something about anxiety doing crazy things and even making people question the most simplest things about them and get them all worked up, including sexuality, so now it's like my brain thought that would be something to get me super worked up about and upset about, so now it's literally like my brain is ”are you gay” or ”do you find that guy attractive” or just putting stupid intrusive thoughts in my head related to all those thoughts, just constantly seeing if I'm still attracted to girls, I haven't let it get me to the point of looking at any sort of gay porn or anything because that just doesn't appeal to me and that's not my type of thing, but like what the hell!!basically it's like my brain is trying to get me worked up and saying I'm gay or that I don't know my sexual orientation when I know I'm straight. 

This all seems to have started about a week after I quit nicotine and today i am well over 60 days no nicotine. I have a psychiatrist appointment on next Wednesday but the thoughts have been getting so bad and ruminating that it just leads to more thoughts, I can't even smoke weed anymore when I used to be a daily stoner because it just makes worse intrusive thoughts. Any advice from anyone on what this would be?",7.41410355156183,6.56163049593496,6.982042504635576,79.59580231065472,63.82384823848238,10.370047068891745,34.597204393096554,9.549672527348893,2.9139615176151765,1499,56,303,24,19,469,163,369,0.1,0.7859999999999999,0.114,0.6579,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,8,32,17,1,2,17,0,27,10,6,4,3,63,60,34,0,5,20,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,0,2,31,12,0,0,19,0,0,4,9,4,3,2,18,4,33,13,45,35,6,46,2,0,2,4,8,15,0,12,33,214,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973990925453948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706527112585364,0.07483549089389427,0.109192532883011,0.0,0.07077780337636244,0.09980422355662903,0.0,0.05872972042913796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487752820066834,0.05958923541698576,0.08701044799360036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31868082345124465,0.0,0.08162589231063842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482791037840329,0.15424674363458662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841056271798964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374214323810882,0.0,0.0942756812991004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036085766690419054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522898950636508,0.0607055196116901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864339731786532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066546511079272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648815913750626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766583363026277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297853751333706,0.0,0.20920057610906975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059931081605725765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527728676957564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056965195967899215,0.07585280860488443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590059671993286,0.0,0.0699254125777625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836075225156236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049477532373155685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746575623786086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174447547314229,0.07994840808556296,0.07590857191988412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675463758462509,0.0,0.0,0.0568709953126724,0.06497067752751183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988502908024207,0.0,0.0,0.1010291677313334,0.0,0.11398903243375093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224103231999882,0.04572968392516113,0.0,0.6232397567304488,0.0,0.0,0.06764844702563966,0.0,0.0,0.04845413561507417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163897193829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449408741280953,0.0,0.1925050035897246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587009576293656,0.0,0.07273001158721798,0.10139545098670072,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuitableInvite,2020/01/16,"First post It's slightly embarassing at my age (52) but I've always lived with my Mum; she was unwell and needed a carer so I stayed. The one LTR I've had never went anywhere because of that, he couldn't stand the thought that I wouldn't leave her.  

Mum died in November and now I'm being harassed by the job centre/employment department that I should get a job.  Really?!  I've never been in employment, who is going to want to employ me in an entry level job?    Besides which the pay wouldn't be enough to maintain a house and life.

I'm scared that my benefits/welfare will be cut off and I'll end up desperate and starving.  So anxious about it.",2.293066157760812,4.29016506870229,3.80032442748092,87.25992684478375,77.70229007633588,6.809414758269721,23.89376590330789,7.793537801064563,1.2689689567430018,508,17,102,8,12,168,91,131,0.209,0.7709999999999999,0.02,-0.9805,6,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,1,8,0,12,1,0,0,2,16,20,8,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,3,0,2,5,0,9,0,13,7,1,19,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,64,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760113992670854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397510522586236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546026775146995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965737428349008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775768352234746,0.19570724663928915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611088256636345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989569273922639,0.0,0.1076439141416728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854933644112665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638693133874867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005538285360285,0.0,0.0,0.1337832076927217,0.0,0.0,0.16724915371593513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044230492834725,0.2921634917040809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283465499232593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139879268822612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133846829668946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962865862099848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188181880726427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036737404382278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171669013948776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558145446305182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imaginaryadoration,2020/01/16,"Hey guys, any tips for preventing an emotional breakdown, especially in public places? I've seemed to be having them a lot lately. Something (usually something my family says/does) will just set me off for no logical reason. I've tried retreating to the bathroom to hide, but sometimes I just can't. I get flustered and irritated and usually breakdown into tears extremely easily. I'd rather not do this, but it's difficult to prevent, even if I understand that it's pointless. Any tips/tricks that have worked for anyone else?",6.426766917293232,8.32367721052632,6.843909774436092,70.16736842105264,66.36842105263158,10.902255639097746,34.624060150375946,10.914260884657429,4.466353383458649,425,20,67,13,7,138,73,95,0.147,0.768,0.085,-0.706,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,17,9,5,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,10,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825011609493805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523633785477286,0.212824432142511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351586028766328,0.2336468810775143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371911349310386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581141416514644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085204074587846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566651389602575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343070183642025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658843658163126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701375179979449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135614685943142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890922635490501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198121009302628,0.20543145781265115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102211228884354,0.0,0.0,0.21623444227712488,0.0,0.0,0.4575285705869698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121605801807125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lillbitchh,2020/01/16,"Anxiety over solo-trip Hey guys!   
(Sorry if my English is bad. It's not my first language)  
So I booked a trip to Asia a month ago. The thing is that I don't have someone to go with me and I really wanted to go to this yoga and meditation retreat so I just said fuck it and booked it. I'm staying in Thailand for 2 weeks so it's not that bad and I have booked a week minimum at this retreat and I'm thinking about prolonging my stay if I like it. I haven't felt so anxious over the trip until now. It's a little more than a week until I'm leaving for my first solo trip ever and I'm starting to feel very anxious.   
I have had a history of having anxiety and depression in my teens. But I'm now in my early 20's and my anxiety feels so different in a bad way. Before I would just have anxiety over things but now I can just have a feeling in my body that I can't even explain. I can just say that it feels more like constant fear over nothing and everything at the same time. Sometimes it feels like I'm the main character in a horror movie waiting to be killed by some monster or murderer. I guess the fear of panic attacks gives me anxiety also.  
Anyway, at this moment I just feel the fear of having too much anxiety to get on the plane or even to function in another country. I feel scared about the thought or possibility to have a constant panic attack in two weeks, locked in my hotel room waiting for days to pass for me to go home. I know this sounds really negative but I just feel paralyzed by fear atm. I know that it surely won't be this bad as I imagine it but I just can't shake off the feeling.  
I guess I needed to ventilate some of my anxiety because I don't have someone around me that understands the fear feelings I have and the panic feelings.   
And also, I would be so grateful for some anxiety managing techniques or tips. I'm looking a little bit online and have written down a few techniques.",3.0941666666666663,4.333835032828286,4.844363636363635,83.84154545454548,73.67171717171719,7.906262626262626,28.35151515151515,8.447377352677275,2.0243127272727275,1507,60,308,26,30,513,166,396,0.24600000000000002,0.695,0.059000000000000004,-0.9979,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,26,24,5,10,23,0,27,2,1,0,2,66,68,33,2,6,19,0,12,3,0,3,0,3,2,1,23,14,0,2,19,5,1,8,9,20,0,3,5,16,39,4,50,57,10,55,0,1,1,1,6,23,1,11,24,222,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986031592848226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080057109236734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080996389943618,0.4132755311244891,0.15257692367752626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011505858476088,0.0,0.15364779779640106,0.0,0.0,0.2255353206490975,0.041165004783868496,0.0,0.05746213987779857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372409426430931,0.07500941033630901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594955171546545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355056891647634,0.0,0.058162562575560524,0.0,0.0,0.07055335191442343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920443374720627,0.061083777111435214,0.0,0.0,0.060690641855448514,0.0,0.0,0.3799440636243434,0.3755911782927291,0.09648535241169368,0.06483835619287627,0.0,0.0,0.11488013510314272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242940132445885,0.03528107520301164,0.06477989640719486,0.1151347297271414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878144430061144,0.06686425082086757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773701591175267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471074824569493,0.0,0.07422426028107794,0.0,0.0,0.07150337923067608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897366253017452,0.13536344300278594,0.0,0.0,0.05670728786923537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390094221110207,0.0,0.04964152850772521,0.05007184087496913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479582304712313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376919242634499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612871446746727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652151471971457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423546990285148,0.0537017101176091,0.06760823260946047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443407492527385,0.0,0.06678783172561477,0.07559310081488699,0.04779731938946547,0.14395369418102366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636452109161181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972643187778717,0.04326980726918008,0.0,0.05361042194337804,0.039376658153872014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596594560116635,0.0702999905557668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055718433816528745,0.03983030849996812,0.05360131600001426,0.21667051554174807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594121904158068,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nescu_alex,2020/01/16,"Defeated severe social anxiety... But not quite.. So, although I've had this for as long as I know, Ive been diagnosed with severe social anxiety about 2 years ago, after I couldnt handle it anymore because of a breakup. Yes. Breakup. My therapist noted that although I suffer from severe anxiety, somehow, I manage to hide it well.
Anyway, after 6mo of being diagnosed, I was better than ever. Like, ever. Was working out, confidence was over the top, everything. This lasted until like... 9 months ago. When I put myself into a relationship again. Ever since, I've been anxious as hell. And I feel Like Im going crazy. Literally felt that anxiety so hard and...don't even know how to describe it... painful?... that I thought to myself Id rather be dead than feeling like this again. I managed to conquer my anxiety after my diagnosis, became more sociable and just showed my true self to others. Which Im still doing to this day. But in my relationship... god. Anxiety charts are over the top. Unreal. I feel really uncomfortable all the time. I like her a lot but I don't know what to do anymore. Tomorrow for ex., we are going away for her Bday. Im excited but I am WAY MORE anxious than excited. I just want to enjoy those little things. Thats all. My gf is slightly less than chubby and, Tbh(i may  sound Shitty now), I get anxious that someone may actually mock her and cat call her everytime we go out. I avoided so many hikes because of anxiety. Made up all kind of excuses. I don't know what to do anymore. Just wanna be happy.
If you have any advice, please do.
Thanks for reading so much.

Have a nice one.",1.5011407766990317,4.173961051779937,3.652523462783172,82.63490169902911,87.34951456310681,6.585145631067961,23.582605177993532,7.822599999999999,1.7724776051779931,1251,49,226,27,40,425,175,309,0.147,0.695,0.158,0.7516,1,1,0,0,0,1,71.0,2,1,0,7,22,21,2,1,7,1,25,3,0,2,7,46,41,21,1,5,10,1,5,5,1,2,3,1,0,1,18,10,0,1,9,2,0,4,4,6,1,1,9,6,33,15,40,26,8,37,1,2,0,0,16,11,1,5,26,164,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.08049407045922387,0.0,0.0,0.08060399724977417,0.1462370577918083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609305296283866,0.0,0.4417089368192461,0.2795558300116265,0.24541072377386394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749795913341455,0.0,0.0,0.10056494173486852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295183142226269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842270446851798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319640370018972,0.0,0.0,0.1674423443719651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448097679922522,0.22383890825749705,0.0,0.0,0.07413276026675816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512162993162487,0.11785549272367148,0.0791991346406506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309533414076956,0.0,0.14063544322976898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780748070324895,0.07389091739520064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26729588600257553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589608430442204,0.18132776735168527,0.06723679287778069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149154720722828,0.08267226513198947,0.0,0.07299718168625714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012632792382185,0.0,0.07804989197335209,0.0,0.0836274762399547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583923822399466,0.0,0.06063642465511768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589439365707535,0.0,0.0877705197461505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054444532970704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292083493566109,0.0,0.08773361462133476,0.08250794591408381,0.0,0.05284240298455144,0.0,0.0,0.17711738187095333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605049541662559,0.2795558300116265,0.0,0.06823296066552206,0.0,0.0,0.16816741228747878,0.06988980165170207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587312598342977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759416804083192,0.0,0.0957721671970346,0.054799783464396255,0.0,0.0,0.06548437182776977,0.04809803076361796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048652158242318465,0.06547324904679806,0.0,0.0,0.07416448222055352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005051676767599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053118037544066084
anxiety,niitraam,2020/01/16,"How to ask my parents to go to therapy + my fear of it Hi, it's my first time posting here and I need some advice.

Ok so, I've always been withdrawn and being social has never really been my thing, but that hasn't really affected my day to day life. Over the past few months, however, I've noticed that it's just gotten a lot worse, to the point where I can't even talk to my own parents anymore and feel comfortable, which has resulted in me just isolating myself in my room just so I wouldn't have to interact with them (I'm 17 so I'm still living with them). It goes a lot deeper than that, I just don't know if I should go into more detail. I don't know, I just feel constant fear for no reason, and while I don't want to self diagnose and say that I have some sort of anxiety, I still feel like I need help. I don't want to let this develop any further than it already has. 

I also don't know how to approach the subject with my parents. I know they would take me to therapy, dad actually asked if I wanted to go two years ago because of some past events, but I declined back then because I was a dumbass. A year ago I actually asked my mom if I could go, since I was in a similar state, though better, but she just went like 'what do you need to talk about with a therapist that you can't talk to me?' which made me very emotional and I just dropped the subject. Since then I've been very reluctant to bring it up again. It's very difficult for me to open up to them and I dread being put in that position. At the same time, I worry that I would be more of a burden financially, since therapy is not that cheap.

There's also the general fear of going to talk to a therapist - what would happen? I just feel like I'd make a fool of myself or just not cooperate or that my problems aren't even that important to go to therapy. But I know I need it.

So, I don't know, do you have any advice on how to talk to my parents or what to expect from therapy if I actually end up going? Anything would help me loads.

Tl;dr - I'm scared all the time and I've started isolating myslef because of it. I want to go to therapy but I'm scared to talk to my parents and also just the idea of therapy. Help

Thanks for reading.",3.949221927497789,3.975504974358977,5.605075154730329,83.62038461538464,70.83760683760684,9.361155319776008,28.103743000294727,9.314750747691287,2.097920188623637,1720,56,384,34,29,591,187,468,0.13699999999999998,0.782,0.081,-0.9795,6,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,4,2,31,17,0,6,17,1,35,2,0,8,2,85,77,35,0,21,24,7,4,3,0,6,2,1,1,1,26,15,0,0,12,1,1,12,15,10,0,2,8,5,58,7,58,58,11,56,0,0,0,0,32,16,0,13,28,265,84,1,0.0,0.0,0.16701015973130315,0.0,0.0,0.1114921581914172,0.10113819250333386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295324712411747,0.13686240475128,0.04746802385098227,0.0,0.0,0.07758840439380163,0.0,0.04364112055652609,0.0,0.056575712062349535,0.0,0.0,0.04694516633742927,0.0,0.15999491206756028,0.0,0.0,0.04386594505716693,0.0,0.10432673417241133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050453807545551344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164799512088163,0.0,0.045547723298938164,0.0,0.0,0.07358173364749179,0.0,0.0,0.057901930994846515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641706697185607,0.050527082014302234,0.0,0.0,0.07535856646041418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258262465527926,0.11537955960402667,0.08150937724438856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048524506756496666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593709099447489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050446845568902506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471305041114307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439959393765594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811062241203466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833485256855012,0.04029428020997978,0.08361146427706963,0.0,0.0503739174814128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699935379182263,0.0,0.05397964865036749,0.0380795961814042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681324944232944,0.04553470679949797,0.0,0.0,0.1691997578983486,0.0439984875713621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494886637629968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31672204693383355,0.0,0.10891643588397973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392825175267605,0.0,0.054635659500105335,0.0,0.0,0.05458667702069343,0.0,0.05734841423163429,0.0,0.0,0.057062858367906186,0.0,0.07309207674294008,0.0586542495349209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536639851785936,0.1142288398984592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951290118845265,0.0,0.0,0.14157064731198146,0.0,0.0,0.05815266107491149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037845786957292,0.0,0.09111628744600857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428925605962653,0.27511533420418743,0.0,0.052521600257424535,0.4566708797221785,0.13247290431984815,0.03789977132235209,0.0,0.05604880102095413,0.0,0.09979442901526764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055727040539229326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412102892687631,0.13459218669509915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052883530361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793442469156769,0.058136195213201375,0.16209940308408816,0.0,0.0,0.07347333689083571
anxiety,cherri3s,2020/01/16,"what type of anxiety do I have? So I've been dealing with anxiety for some time now. I've been told that I have social anxiety, but as time has gone by I've wondered if it's something else as well. I worry about anything and evErYthing, I'm never content with what I do or say, I strive for perfection but nothing eVEr turns out the way I want them to, I'm scared to fail, to be wrong and people intimidate me. Also when I accidentally do something ""wrong"" I get super mad at myself and can't get over it until weeks later, even if it was just a small thing. Basically everything causes me to be anxious. Idk wth is going on but I can't live like this",3.148222222222224,4.263870525925924,5.146111111111111,82.21250000000003,73.37037037037038,8.066666666666668,26.092592592592588,8.548686976883017,1.7379037037037042,511,17,106,9,10,177,90,135,0.268,0.638,0.09300000000000001,-0.9753,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,9,9,1,1,2,0,14,0,0,1,3,20,24,15,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,5,1,13,4,18,17,1,17,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,5,10,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981098047081252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37253378623037386,0.18338067395155466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357937298489744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675215114378622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734960778558328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560143327949786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072139140424876,0.1468319578637758,0.0,0.0,0.2917738944462383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961588141960246,0.0,0.09225285110268693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930363474272664,0.0,0.1433356581078963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251947930021584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557548994072072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253548804511326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908709333439933,0.16251531308626715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546955969770466,0.0,0.24993092386122576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784129835906807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930564167038924,0.0,0.0,0.15510817907497654,0.0,0.0,0.1765626289623035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574329643530942,0.12884576796878605,0.1302070595205251,0.0,0.14594937332168212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760341810107551,0.0,0.16484858246993173,0.0,0.0,0.35495309039948336,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DavidBernard89,2020/01/16,"How Can I Cope With This Weekend? Help... I wanna keep this short and to the point. 

So, me and my girlfriend (LDR) are having some issues, she suffers a lot from anxiety disorder and depression, and she has had very bad luck lately in her life which is making her feel suicidal. I always try to be there for support but since she is ultra-sensitive (especially these days, we haven't met for over 3 months) I have to be very careful with what I say and so on or else she freaks out.

We usually talk over the phone 2 times a week and we have SCHEDULED days when we text each other. This week she found out that her dad has stomach cancer, and so she is even more sensitive, because this week is critical for him, the doctors will see if he will survive or not, and if his cancer has spread. It's quite serious. Me and my GF talked about this a week ago over the phone and since she was so sensitive she reacted to some things I said. She said that since she will be so anxious this week before they get the results she doesn't wanna talk on the phone this week, but we can return to a normal schedule next week. She said though she wants me to text her during the week, but not her to me for some reason. This has never happened before, but I guess she is very anxious...

So I have texted her two times this week and she has given simple but positive replies to me. Nothing more, I try to text as little as possible from her request. I will visit her country in 20 days to see her for a month, and I am looking forward to that. Her mother told my gf (conservative country) that she (my gf) has to take care of her dad if he comes back home during that month, saying she should not see me when I come, because taking care of her dad is more important. My GF refused this and told her mom that I already spent a lot of money going there and so she will not take care of him. So her mother apparently decided that she (the mother) will have to quit her job to take care of the father. I don't know if this will change though...

And now I am very anxious. I already suffer from anxiety disorder, either a hopeless feeling late at night with emptiness, or stomach anxiety in the morning and no motivation unless I start my routines. This weekend I am going to a training camp with my sports club (I have a big competition coming up which I've practiced for now these 3 months) and I HATE having anxiety in my mind while having to pretend to be happy around people I don't really feel comfortable with, and I have to focus on my sport and my goals. Also I don't know if I can talk to my GF this weekend if she calls and I don't know what the test results will be from the doctors, and if it will affect our relationship... I just want to fast forward time until I will visit her to really make sure that I will see her.

But for now I am not sure and still I have to go through all of this first and it makes me cry and anxious and I don't know how to cope with it. Also I have traumas from these camps from childhood. I love my sports but it's everything around it, the social part and being away from home that gives me the anxiety. Although I'm actually a pretty social guy, but if I have these things in my head I just don't know what to do. Why does it have to be like this and this unstable right before I actually will go there?! I have survived 3 fucking months and now this unlucky thing happens to my GF, and I know it's horrible for her and her dad but I just don't want this to affect our relationship. Why  can we not talk this week and I have to feel as if she doesn't want my support?! When I am in an anxious mode all I need is support from the person/people closest to me. But she just wants to withdraw and wait..........

Words cannot really describe how I feel. Still, if I explain in words the anxiety doesn't do it justice. I'm just so fucking sick of this nervous feeling with things I cannot control. Sorry for not keeping it short",4.7646413341455975,4.8549742350746286,5.529830439638546,84.64116204690833,69.08706467661693,8.404061326022946,28.472839882221546,8.093282712189389,1.6759946492029645,3071,97,651,37,49,1003,278,804,0.138,0.773,0.08900000000000001,-0.992,2,0,0,0,0,1,92.0,8,0,1,8,38,27,3,1,27,0,75,12,3,14,5,149,145,81,1,20,37,9,6,1,7,13,6,5,2,1,53,53,0,6,17,8,2,11,22,12,0,2,11,16,122,15,90,114,13,88,0,4,5,3,101,29,2,20,53,483,175,6,0.0,0.0,0.09422451935297546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042795439475900775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655171149208692,0.07721562763564407,0.040171074674651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159473732446672,0.27270138828125723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595512106311037,0.0,0.0,0.045358669952475714,0.03712271991978293,0.040310024324161,0.058859511294860514,0.0,0.12324279405244483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049297126836211784,0.0,0.2461126487857197,0.0,0.05107160967549772,0.12476139074505595,0.0,0.0,0.05414776247189946,0.0,0.0,0.05303099881852805,0.09340574171540447,0.0,0.04158167874422046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106612966106378,0.098828938973725,0.042248309752827416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04032998495579348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031887093195194234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433890575081746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646452060019102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04106515136558602,0.0,0.05293421810956165,0.0,0.08926426880504901,0.02522320664493477,0.04631255436842998,0.10974975727378083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053183542351422385,0.047802704591880685,0.08538396318375635,0.05139271512583336,0.0,0.047664424615979466,0.04954704668312672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03235965421473004,0.0,0.09685332660766124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038957759925623,0.047908359684383686,0.0858232195741131,0.0,0.0,0.1591936054412459,0.0,0.1089191329253602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034100103774236105,0.02358614004854677,0.04838713212937555,0.0,0.0,0.04054127126141073,0.0,0.0,0.08208827687448728,0.043572683584658434,0.0,0.09667760595549346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487469097376684,0.05654248512703484,0.1926747691112403,0.0,0.0,0.03579744614398341,0.03723488753923165,0.0,0.05134408720952828,0.04530553241394316,0.0473020850521458,0.04632394066909567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228025378147482,0.0,0.0669396249005356,0.042154394251451364,0.0,0.0,0.045638213948636895,0.05442607079226005,0.0,0.04911597368694368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269896430423547,0.0,0.0,0.09278416399375372,0.0496377149689193,0.0,0.1036647797821461,0.0,0.041229057079601464,0.1377699961215303,0.07678503694622177,0.0,0.0,0.1538849215534393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980791664641,0.0,0.0,0.09842646485152126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054043148963400164,0.03417134135219108,0.0,0.07710957588125575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052808179434811385,0.16435554354324958,0.09100268615173447,0.0,0.14519586996996175,0.19401970944259286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829474837393276,0.0,0.094865570064839,0.0,0.08445368344533515,0.0,0.0,0.09226319187527528,0.0,0.06555504099296043,0.0,0.04716048668734206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053171278804218056,0.15933727212105592,0.1423777614833631,0.0,0.3872561391572579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712657908783905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AMajesticTree,2020/01/16,"hey so I had an anxiety attack Tuesday night and i felt short of breath and I figured it would go away but it’s been two days and I’m still having shortness of breath along with that weird feeling in your chest that come with it? Is it normal to feel like this days after an anxiety attack, or could this be something else?",2.410454545454545,4.4052267121212125,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,77.33333333333334,5.612121212121212,21.60606060606061,6.42735559955562,0.2507151515151516,257,7,54,2,6,80,49,66,0.175,0.755,0.07,-0.7606,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,7,3,3,0,0,16,13,6,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,3,4,1,9,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448164885221158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127842334256375,0.21174352991260398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413721273016848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799404530387133,0.0,0.0,0.2906913788205145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188268601897041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279087594597708,0.16100513050891166,0.2163915607889128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808356724607536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101049161301464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149547303634333,0.22081578828615755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735016528520097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799816198784916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201547782163118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600971350248357,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cosmicconnect,2020/01/16,"I have work anxiety I’m just now coming to terms with it. 

I’m 23 and have held many different jobs, mainly in customer service and public service, and I can confidently say that I spend way to much time being preoccupied about how my shift is gonna go, stressing about if it’ll be busy or not, interactions with coworkers etc. 

It dawned on me today as I’m preparing for my 4 HOUR shift at the cafe I work at [where I’ll be working alone the entire time, making drinks, making food, doing general prep list etc.. ] that I’ve spent so much mental energy and time honestly dreading it bc of everything that could possibly go wrong and it just doesn’t seem right. 

I haven’t had any horrible experiences. If it gets busy people are usually understanding and accommodating. And I genuinely do my best. But whenever someone walks in the cafe I’m automatically hit with a feeling of “ohmygawd they’re here I hope I don’t screw this up” and although I’m nice and pleasant I feel like it’s not genuine because it’s shrouded in anxiety about how well I do. I wish I could be like the employees where they’re so confident in every move and their social interactions and they don’t sweat it. 

To make matters more interesting, in late April I’m starting a job as a server assistant, hopefully moving up to a server, at an insanely busy & beautiful touristy spot and I don’t want to have my work anxiety impede on my ability to make money and enjoy my summer. 

Does anyone else have experience with this and can lend some words of advice?

Thanks a bunch!",5.4124000000000025,6.373298773333339,6.583333333333332,74.58000000000001,67.93333333333334,10.266666666666666,31.0,10.355215969177356,3.2652,1232,48,230,32,20,415,171,300,0.068,0.747,0.18600000000000005,0.988,4,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,5,14,16,1,2,10,0,24,4,1,6,0,48,52,25,0,8,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,14,19,2,1,4,1,3,6,7,4,1,0,3,3,22,12,31,40,10,34,0,0,0,1,7,15,1,7,14,141,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041900113596484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042847703274583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155251441013352,0.0,0.07250677416512236,0.0,0.24469714751017904,0.0,0.0,0.07455274388265143,0.1092470769770923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499592315049665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189345468200154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184561210951137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025835305026188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139753932050607,0.0,0.0,0.09330583396036186,0.0,0.0,0.1044491961015439,0.0,0.0,0.08906919358252721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23782394655577066,0.0,0.0,0.08983382925349448,0.0,0.09582518730902352,0.20859400469420786,0.0,0.0,0.10782280853488932,0.07617094402666671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892802646711254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570571568257062,0.0,0.12119174340095455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117998689685954,0.1050014213574384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161222686430625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027452212049868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418047396503312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846846718600341,0.10809820848486544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745013229576393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22664511825959166,0.15675921763651432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739184308541513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202005465820478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091054803771271,0.0,0.08479027859173636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970648757934093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868793852902983,0.09034067138692448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546776477127608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213540680848622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816342631116516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651684318244333,0.0,0.10106540916677756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099750401180122,0.0,0.0,0.1174293253527014,0.0,0.06288855507042207,0.0846317651071342,0.0,0.0,0.09586619161202407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261030512493527,0.0,0.0,0.31048901978341764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657467313174755,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mohamed010203,2020/01/16,How to avoid panic attacks when hard breathing? I have a problem controlling my stress when hard breathing because i overthink it a lot so it feels like I'm not getting enough air and end up having a panic attack. So any tips?,3.4452272727272732,5.69701215909091,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,75.13636363636364,5.3090909090909095,29.181818181818183,5.985473137389443,1.3839727272727278,181,8,32,1,4,57,34,44,0.433,0.516,0.051,-0.9565,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,4,3,0,2,2,2,2,0,8,5,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476845469932728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843726816166994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977214149432922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238767564953202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855208174022114,0.2199661320464596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764057257180988,0.15208440848046775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122313011637236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814045897878153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040043940681628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098640724718035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995471305384694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037012860671324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438579610157783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anotherthrowwawayy,2020/01/16,"Making eye contact with my therapist, I’m scared because I don’t know how. I Have my very first counselling session coming up very shortly, but I’m somewhat scared and nervous. I’m someone who doesn’t really leave the house that much (only if necessary) and I don’t have many friends or acquaintances to make this easier for me. I also don’t have a job or attend a school or anything. I really just need some help on how I can attempt to make decent eye contact with my very first therapist, I want this work and that’s why I’m asking this question (and it seems so silly) but I don’t know how to do this.",5.659400921658987,5.289659870967744,6.354055299539173,81.05822580645163,67.2258064516129,9.343778801843321,31.423963133640555,8.841846274778883,2.399328571428572,480,17,97,7,7,158,72,124,0.08199999999999999,0.802,0.11599999999999999,0.7292,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,3,3,0,10,2,2,6,0,28,24,15,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,0,2,12,2,8,24,3,7,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,8,2,62,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244600115937656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280730663160379,0.0,0.14549626427403414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487270494943263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406443413980684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647634615716709,0.0,0.0,0.12024201533472473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431781912697656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958010246177794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444218183118702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106414496266792,0.0,0.0,0.16479334901711673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116596038008194,0.1577878879479924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440849119487638,0.11540022916425036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183662497993298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743450793871633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994055431519878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116324624853926,0.15750935756202536,0.0,0.14168284525751948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186771486543372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36140485557310587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852416798788905,0.09179663955348724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043497897298587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133030032350792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,invader_jess,2020/01/16,"Maybe Starting Therapy Hi first time poster (ever), so I apologize in advance for any faux pas I make.

I took my first steps this morning to finding a therapist. I've only just reached out to one and need to wait a few days to hear back, but I'm already filled up with nervous energy.

If anyone can provide any insight, I would appreciate it. I saw a counselor for a bit in college and it wasn't terribly helpful. She was nice, but nothing we really worked on really felt like it was making an impact.

Thanks to anyone who has anything to offer, I really mean it.",5.253706563706565,5.7467922342342375,6.540231660231657,76.41567567567569,68.0990990990991,9.586100386100386,32.97425997425998,9.606745405546679,3.14964761904762,442,19,82,9,7,150,82,111,0.048,0.748,0.204,0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,2,1,19,18,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,3,6,3,9,3,14,11,2,16,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,8,53,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947107029429184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997638644359776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467479526212285,0.0,0.14519864748694206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567479657557288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926315069305615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379199435109807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960399583617105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694142245485784,0.0,0.1612669187603548,0.3001669096397165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886558065572416,0.0,0.11826691342461985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620178586063765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23555591741424803,0.0,0.17726204268553425,0.19219959905535172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083123311020511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930309094914006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195632427171254,0.1341938619362315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391042629012389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248882031459751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244623070272576,0.2017794657516821,0.204865463652358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288610628265152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603614006165185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845357184894693,0.0,0.0,0.12534098780838995,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thr0w4w4y_666,2020/01/16,Sometimes i feel like im being watched... Sometimes i get worried that someone is watching me or listening to me when nobody is home. Some of my blinds broke off in my living room. The space of the glass showing about 1/4 of the patio door. I get worried someone is watching me through it. I get worried people are recording me without me knowing. I worry people are judging me as a terrible person in their heads...i feel awful. When i get upset ive slammed things. I just do it in the moment im trying to stop. It was really bad once and i punched a hole in my wall. I don’t do it when anyone is home. But i live in an apartment. And its eating me alive im trying to think rationally. I flinch at everything . Ugh when will i get a break. I always think things are gonna happen when they dont. I thought i was gonna get fired and instead i got praised for my good behavior. People tell me i perform well in general work ethic but its hard for me to believe myself bc i never feel like im doing enough. People also call me a perfectionist but also unorganized. Thats not something i wanna be. Im just in my head and i felt like i needed to write it out some how. Sometimes i just feel like a piece of 💩,0.2199010409972999,2.5182978247011967,2.564554684487856,91.0972522811978,88.6812749003984,4.672972625626527,21.64259092661612,6.207218560251982,0.3890595296234421,938,34,195,9,31,319,131,251,0.095,0.804,0.10099999999999999,0.6712,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,3,14,12,0,1,10,1,18,3,1,1,1,32,39,17,0,2,9,0,7,4,0,3,1,1,5,1,11,5,1,1,9,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,12,41,7,26,29,4,23,1,1,4,0,8,14,0,3,12,132,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339055813968846,0.07459827751254751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268729370038803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485630905883718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010079587345592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154549083098258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507236597834367,0.0,0.0,0.09173715440566876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263526585406454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057411904504426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132451508066288,0.19214384706556512,0.0860807081759473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810391981236967,0.0,0.0,0.07519648079536033,0.0717035013959019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927963879844016,0.0,0.08031126256630325,0.0,0.09200959566878067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985805445356773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484201821649053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927081178480748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519923826201084,0.0,0.1583300576181386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647638489428959,0.06914573474313536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954772625029228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24861573932783385,0.0782813311869762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743385317614641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519249837198874,0.06901907400061412,0.26600661352555577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495372100101139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836046306770256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912261895050033,0.11489173603623845,0.0,0.0711742764231946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173667694843107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060859730367448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642206051614404,0.0,0.06526827639149421,0.3641869148999273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buurd,2020/01/16,"Having pretty intense anxiety lately which is causing me to not eat and as a result losing weight I've been really anxious lately, and it's causing me to have zero appetite.  For the past couple weeks I've eaten hardly anything each day, sometimes without even realizing it.  Other times I do realize that I haven't eaten all day or only eaten a small snack or something, but I can't bring myself to eat an actual meal, or more than just a couple bites of a meal.  Then, as a result of this loss of appetite/not eating anything I'm stressing out even more and it's causing more anxiety because I'm freaking out about how I haven't eaten anything and I'm losing weight.  I have no idea how to get out of this weird cycle I've gotten myself in.  If I just try to force myself to eat, I take a couple bites of whatever it is and typically feel really full almost immediately and get nauseous if I try to force it too hard.  I've had short periods of time where this has happened before but it's usually only lasted a couple days and then my appetite comes back on its own and I feel fine.  But this has been going on for some time now and I've lost like 10 pounds without even realizing it.

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I have super shitty health insurance right now and don't have a primary care doctor, my insurance definitely doesn't cover any kind of mental health services so I'm kinda stuck dealing with this all on my own.  I'll be starting school in a couple weeks and I know it'll be super stressful once I start too (but stressful in a different, hopefully more manageable way), so I'm hoping I can figure out a solution to this problem sooner rather than later.  Any advice would be appreciated, or anyone who can understand what I'm feeling.",6.575263157894738,6.281172783625735,7.611871345029242,72.54921052631579,65.3157894736842,9.890058479532165,32.03508771929825,9.414487439383343,2.9041614035087724,1380,48,246,23,19,469,171,342,0.149,0.74,0.111,-0.8951,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,6,17,18,0,3,13,0,25,16,0,7,2,60,55,29,0,7,16,0,7,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,20,18,13,0,10,0,0,3,9,10,0,1,10,7,21,8,35,40,11,41,0,4,0,0,2,15,0,11,23,166,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.07516869863794406,0.0,0.0,0.07527135283028359,0.0,0.0,0.07713290998556352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083460341053276,0.0935980513836087,0.10476403466220016,0.0,0.11785317412833415,0.08702027291674577,0.0,0.0538601139977432,0.0,0.1901636618959815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923015719119925,0.0,0.046955854982138674,0.0,0.06554557496669178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853568330025441,0.2373884454010706,0.0,0.06635322700123877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42615281745890987,0.0,0.149031018640843,0.07941299499127706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047838153770116,0.0,0.07884192757295408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152775181352137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262978141711694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684376302206148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048841774923067,0.0,0.04377706825542872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811604284262572,0.0,0.13800480134930454,0.0,0.0,0.16375537418785913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301334992192267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869557937713588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021332302395277,0.04233284582637285,0.06278850345594131,0.17378299268584235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763223130276586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235036329261333,0.08408570044768655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762660464424764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203283215858533,0.0,0.11716728142871763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353241346682544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836567062873476,0.0,0.07370586582068064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869285135139737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578191298877219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795694827036256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059300297943293424,0.0761831501671147,0.0,0.10904232901565042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26470763883165044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057915841164232575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347478028725281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459458226872456,0.0,0.0,0.08018937879671714,0.0,0.0,0.08483600362355485,0.0,0.0,0.061141633145996035,0.12357522317925802,0.18759990815931413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485054388714365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054718832073249984,0.0,0.0935980513836087,0.0
anxiety,gettinfustrated,2020/01/16,"Worried about my family. Constantly I have struggled with anxiety my whole life. Hypochondria and generalized anxiety disorder habe been the most dominant. However, lately I can't escape this awful feeling that something bad is going to happen to my family when I'm not around. 

Right now I'm working. My wife is home, likely asleep bc she works from 7pm to 3am in a emergency room and my kids are at school. I know all of this to he true. However. Lately everytime my wife or kids arent around I'm worried. And not like ""I hope they are ok"" but more like dredd and fear. I texted my wife thinking she will answer when she wakes up, but the text doesnt say ""delivered"" and that sets me off. When this happens I dont want to call pr text bc I dont want to seem controlling. I honestly dont know how to deal with it. I'm always waiting for the thing i love the most to be taken from me. 

Has anyone else experienced this particular type of anxiety? The feeling that you need to protect your family 24/7. It's been the worst to get a grip on. If anyone can share any techniques they found helpful in keeping this at bay, I'd love to hear these suggestions because its consuming me and I need help.",2.5659186002282226,4.650658267782429,4.051002282236595,85.36824172689235,77.20083682008368,7.8600988969189824,25.08957778623051,8.710501217029153,1.887132217573221,942,34,190,21,22,312,143,239,0.14,0.7170000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.84,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,2,3,8,14,0,2,8,2,17,5,2,2,2,38,43,14,0,6,6,3,3,3,0,1,1,2,2,2,13,10,0,4,8,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,6,27,10,28,37,6,20,0,0,0,2,23,11,0,6,10,116,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915134499846222,0.0,0.0,0.07479121721149842,0.0,0.252406726422415,0.0,0.0,0.15380329702001114,0.11268908261326742,0.0,0.195813772373254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182999022915883,0.06704372470274621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230344688682237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188509708316052,0.1233536466944029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133861363197618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604837080698572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866926300184771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187546240732074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110424175270617,0.12375980684474655,0.111219940293052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058907959714768,0.0,0.0,0.05746081424128796,0.0,0.06250504252401998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451262152157986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239571864476654,0.0,0.14743661310948455,0.0,0.11032044987767667,0.10923648298931593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775664424744547,0.0,0.0,0.12088595394745688,0.0,0.2481279304589569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077683212771581,0.16119427213320364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985252638728441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309983358955749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939236324525844,0.0,0.08746173328765297,0.0,0.11130718800653312,0.0,0.1001230615023561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466916110064003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149765829833323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306684681513059,0.07047172863763668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973992117419916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227904594176769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013573895538946,0.22338318077212013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mitski_leeks,2020/01/16,"I hate that I cry easily nowadays I worry, I panic, then I cry. My everyday life's like that now and I hate it so much.",-3.030000000000001,-1.6804265925925908,1.3752592592592627,94.8206666666667,111.22222222222223,5.122962962962963,12.807407407407407,6.742157984588678,-0.2424903703703705,90,2,22,2,5,34,19,27,0.54,0.327,0.134,-0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,15,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235953909243499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604894526557765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049280625868754,0.1386755723223453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086636141609705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330387376902838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28826511665837323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thesassyoptimist,2020/01/16,"Missing school I live in a country where my attendance doesn’t matter in school but I feel so bad for missing so much school. But whenever I go back, it seems as though I haven’t missed too much even though I’ve been absent for weeks. So do I just go or not?",1.4541818181818194,3.2114387818181878,2.4309090909090934,97.22636363636366,79.36363636363637,5.854545454545455,20.090909090909093,6.742157984588678,-0.00689090909090906,203,5,48,2,5,64,38,55,0.248,0.7340000000000001,0.019,-0.9298,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,11,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,5,10,2,8,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,33,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687419474871413,0.1832298932408813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449433181913387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110959490114822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24943468337768174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937765828889024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226390240821396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6662792010916643,0.0,0.1997771950562794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312130435703373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760279290928885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatthefnintendo,2020/01/16,"I just had a massive panic attack in the shower I’ve been feeling down for a lot of the week. I feel like I’ve been on the verge of tears for days and I finally started to cry in the shower. It heightened from there but once it was over I felt... empty? Like a zombie kind of, no energy, no emotion. I don’t know if I’m asking if anyone else experiences this or if I just feel like I need to share.",-0.030459770114944718,1.8192981379310358,2.6926436781609238,92.9750574712644,84.86206896551724,5.2459770114942526,17.712643678160926,6.42735559955562,-0.2165494252873561,306,7,71,3,9,107,57,87,0.179,0.657,0.16399999999999998,-0.1101,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,14,6,0,4,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,7,5,13,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,7,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524297722003854,0.21283416124449284,0.0,0.0,0.1941905923682136,0.23631201375398286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281711744098485,0.13396251411844445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735237924291153,0.2336575620614166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319047089484502,0.0,0.0,0.3150891216388429,0.29679108003074944,0.19944421905402032,0.22754761352741976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630889695479905,0.11415773390819235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444517704191265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659650918349848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402209103201486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121551345034085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437152070355314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702561258878574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666208256256031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woofimmacat,2020/01/16,"Trintellix? Has anyone taken trintellix to help treat their anxiety? My provider had put me on Wellbutrin to help with my anxiety and I had a follow up appointment regarding that today. While Wellbutrin makes me feel “a little better” I haven’t noticed drastic changes and still occasionally have anxiety attacks. She suggested trying trintellix instead. I know the medication can be expensive, just wondering if anyone has tried it before? I also have to mention I also have ADHD as well as anxiety which my provider has given me nothing to treat for (she said the antidepressant should help). 

TLDR: I have ADHD & anxiety. Have you tried trintellix?",5.599324324324325,8.96959210810811,6.302184684684686,66.35435810810813,73.86486486486487,9.826126126126127,34.47522522522523,9.928628108626363,4.815203603603607,528,28,71,17,12,172,70,111,0.095,0.765,0.14,0.809,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,6,5,1,0,4,0,14,1,0,1,0,10,22,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,5,2,16,4,10,15,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,3,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34378428127576893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287592514061677,0.0,0.15497102995058085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470810311557012,0.0,0.0,0.200017331205438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627152624778792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170649116814893,0.0,0.0,0.12649684841157854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130490491644627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231937177312275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28760642763357896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860457596578008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143351863638775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547245569889476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440858967184322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372394463935469,0.1628385904688984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378287813370585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605260206179426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422253107932025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557404037699333,0.0,0.0,0.29132034335484114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859955784624208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510801676354566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,October_Sunrise,2020/01/16,"Anyone available for a phone call right now? Having a major anxiety attack I am a 46F and am having a major anxiety attack right now due to a relationship issue.  I have a bf that constantly disrespects me and ignores me and the latest issue is driving me out of mind.  I am sitting in my car unable to go back into my office and do the work I need to today bc I am so upset. I am a caring person and can help you with your problems, too.  Please be kind.",2.082446808510639,3.699295063829791,4.935053191489363,80.60875000000001,77.08510638297872,6.827659574468084,22.388297872340427,7.645422480735847,1.1678978723404256,352,10,67,5,8,127,62,94,0.17800000000000002,0.703,0.11900000000000001,-0.5997,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,2,1,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,12,15,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,2,9,14,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,7,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890753222734484,0.0,0.0,0.1321103986102912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298903111321255,0.0,0.1452822709697089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292763446543565,0.0,0.19263569375963333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417571581369365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737827137642048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664169172596504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944060285799837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675068045705355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077432269907046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009572256429018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649740682104391,0.0,0.20739805981247994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807889102108986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284955761416384,0.0,0.3227053974174034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909188576280088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754969311481993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mong00se89,2020/01/16,"Joined for anxiety/panic support and suggestions. I’ve been dealing with an anxiety/panic disorder for over 10 years (along With some other things that I don’t feel like bringing up) . I’ve seen multiple psychiatrists/therapists and for some reason I haven’t ever been able to rid myself of these intense feelings even a little . I’m still currently seeing somebody btw . I am SICK of living my life this way . Barely leaving my house , not driving , not being able to work . I really want to try a different method to attempt to help myself , even a little . I want to set up a routine of some sort . Something that pushes me a little further towards my goal everyday . Are there any crafts/hobbies that you partake in that has helped you ? My biggest goal is to be able to take a yoga class down the road from me . It sounds so small but for me , being in a closed classroom with people that I don’t know and fearing having a panic attack is one of the biggest fears I have . I have a lot of symptoms of physical anxiety and chest pain , dizziness , hot flashes and passing out are a few examples . Please offer advice or suggestions . Thank you",5.409131782945738,6.693600641860467,6.026046511627908,77.38806201550392,68.16279069767441,8.524031007751939,31.54263565891473,8.841846274778883,2.7613472868217057,898,37,154,15,15,292,134,215,0.131,0.797,0.07200000000000001,-0.9573,2,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,4,7,8,1,3,13,0,17,5,1,1,1,27,29,8,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,5,0,1,3,6,20,3,31,23,5,28,0,0,2,0,9,17,0,6,6,112,30,5,0.3947954295866648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859650820049814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949147674369053,0.0,0.10067247434372943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971226522452233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567225083157053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749239866474205,0.1508232552594319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383910522507856,0.1190383561753464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961697452985837,0.13308028764960514,0.0940139779268567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764153696809662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184697316466295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232308110279344,0.0,0.0,0.13934378532411776,0.0,0.0,0.0929518958016678,0.06429236833620679,0.3956887369266081,0.11620386577086453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188031873880606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917453349131642,0.0,0.14003005740921182,0.15440245773089856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123381383165158,0.0,0.0,0.14445560894790305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430535383598407,0.13530515156701253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486694768133108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131093655179607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509471334865232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933639165248008,0.0,0.1367812052702325,0.09894567671724576,0.0,0.0,0.1211581963748751,0.0,0.1527959742017316,0.08742818029020889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934672721224322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524038211139135,0.10445674526375197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958052582433216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847451042590695
anxiety,confusedforme,2020/01/16,"Anxiety as an identity crisis That anxious person is not me. In those moments of intense anxiety locked away is the real me, trapped behind a thick glass wall. He’s banging and screaming at it, yelling “LET ME OUT”. I can hear it muffled as it tries to permeate that wall. I watch as that poor guy is stuck there, unsure of how I can help him get free. That guy is the coolest person I know. The flashes I see of him every now and then are vibrant and full of color. He’s confident, attractive, interesting, fearless, and he knows that who he is a gift that he can share with others freely. But the anxious front is a shell of that guy, he’s monochrome, he sees shadows and turns them into shadow monsters: menacing, strangling, engulfing. And while standing in front of those monsters is courageous, that’s not the solution, because those monsters aren’t real. The real me sits locked away, watching helplessly as the anxious me fights fictional battles. 

That’s not where the real battle is. In fact, there is no battle to be fought at all, all there needs to be is compassion. Compassion for the anxious me, “It’s okay that things scare you, let’s figure out why”. Compassion for the real me, “Being yourself is scary, some people might not like it, and that’s just fine, you’ll be fine. You have value”. And through this, maybe, with a lot of work, these people can come together to be something even greater. 

Anxiety is something that I know I’ll be dealing with in some form or another for my entire life. To pretend that I’ll someday completely squander it and fully become that real me is delusional. What I can do is understand it, have empathy for myself, and take what I learn into whatever else life has in store for me.",4.961321138211378,6.449995823170737,5.317439024390247,81.28101626016262,69.42682926829268,8.271544715447153,31.349593495934965,8.72156446121922,2.5979325203252026,1362,58,247,23,24,433,166,328,0.16,0.6970000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.3339,1,1,2,0,2,0,48.0,0,3,1,1,8,18,5,1,15,1,35,2,0,1,3,46,49,19,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,5,31,18,0,0,6,1,3,3,6,8,0,0,2,9,25,11,39,37,8,27,0,1,5,0,25,18,0,5,5,179,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469464338907656,0.2072535605485759,0.4080843028691545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969258318862326,0.0,0.0,0.05505023916767026,0.09973685991982276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779138549078422,0.09468505122628658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310243352940194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754398148609445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964684613038947,0.0,0.07608744588951552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047181620364573885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682540438497629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178242319845274,0.0,0.06053080172480284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889090753068387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846898176877098,0.12757284776015376,0.04411938265032931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677568459860876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072540449760284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958013343759466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696141128137963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252148473373543,0.15770497813924544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6167340379626579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041294649169528,0.0,0.14392579125193508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904530481807534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678995390223558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059995881944722926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131244731595339,0.09822795908671048,0.0,0.0940126525892325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148791777456169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574448815210818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,byrdee_97,2020/01/16,"Guilt after calling in sick Hey guys! I suffer from GAD, Panic disorder, and depression. For whatever reason something has triggered my anxiety and I’ve been feeling really bad since Monday. I had a shift Wednesday and today and I just couldn’t bring myself to go. The thought of going to work and interacting with customers/coworkers made me feel like I was literally going to die. I know that mental health is a valid illness, but for some reason I feel so guilty about calling in sick. if I had been sick with a cold or the flu I’d have no problem calling in. I’m hoping some of you have also needed to take a few days off work, solidarity would help ease some of the anxiety. If anyone has called in sick for mental health before, have any of you experienced guilt about it afterwards? 
Thanks so much and I hope everyone has an awesome day!",3.8934920634920616,6.032763604938271,5.020388007054674,79.6788888888889,73.44444444444444,7.8384479717813065,26.386243386243386,8.634040054169528,2.0915947089947093,672,24,121,13,14,221,105,162,0.267,0.583,0.15,-0.9618,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,6,11,0,3,8,0,14,8,0,4,0,31,30,13,1,8,5,0,3,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,7,5,13,4,22,21,5,16,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,8,8,79,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018085029375112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519000165785591,0.0,0.19166715241063287,0.0,0.0,0.08759386206448899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045978032118486,0.0,0.0,0.10659817862269272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116713530369167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615815677714468,0.0,0.10789753475537764,0.0,0.1300136964625401,0.0,0.14357382214614206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970381250406174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002552541346535,0.08949512542282659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358676358433354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404006129310954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631888784214497,0.0,0.0,0.08396791617729317,0.0,0.0,0.2488489026898065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884681785612179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612021073340383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853643321946325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524916341628152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209014029452316,0.09288841398715923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698098756091482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986943518743674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025315364527122,0.25760321554025345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036272002536066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964413502475244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418977840450186,0.0,0.0,0.11533463661125855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945284576090303,0.0,0.0,0.11874424801829325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824006130093346,0.0,0.0,0.08899041374392615,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lamkara,2020/01/16,"I finally got my license!! I had been anxious about getting my drivers license for almost 10 years now. The first couple of times I tried, I failed and got in my head about how I wouldn’t ever be able to ever get it and I would have anxiety attacks in the parking lot when I would go try to retake the test. Now that I have it, I feel the biggest weight being lifted off of my chest.",4.114750000000001,4.252435975000001,5.252500000000001,85.9025,70.5,7.4,28.5,6.742157984588678,1.330075,298,10,63,2,5,99,53,80,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.8585,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,2,1,0,4,0,9,3,2,1,2,11,15,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,2,13,0,10,6,1,14,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,9,49,16,2,0.20548023306703445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575877185846436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571918158721509,0.2321341757427432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337634292033427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735996959217802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717372695489741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103896979828889,0.0,0.0,0.22509355153049246,0.0,0.17478138127719378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214709881787325,0.0,0.11677915174582496,0.0,0.3286826267204597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108820001754524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469194611092193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981717632964987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27901518035155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25021956717856075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29193452410984405,0.0,0.0,0.13232253316109754
anxiety,PlayfulComposer8,2020/01/16,"Something REALLY bizarre happened to me last night Ok so I’m an anxious motherfucker with low self esteem, self hate, social anxiety and all those really fun diagnosis. I’m 21 btw

I’ve been living in Paris for a year now and my alcohol consumptio multiplied by 10 ever since I came here, I’m under no treatment and having to deal with a lot of things alone so I was obviously seeking an escape from all that with alcohol, I was drinking almost every day after and during work. I became a zombie, I was always tired, in a bad mood and was living a hangover cycle, you can’t really take care of yourself when you’re on a constant bender . So 3 months ago I decided to quit alcohol and only smoke weed bc alcohol was totally destructive in my life (as we all know it can be)

Anyways, so last night I had two glasses of wine with a friend and after that I completely blacked out, he said we went out and told me many stories of what had happened last night and I don’t even remember leaving the house!!! I obviously wasn’t drunk but he said I was acting weird, that there was even a guy speaking to me and I would just stare at him and not say anything, we met up and I talked to many people, he says even my neighbour saw me and talked to me in a bar BUT I DON’T REMEMBER ANYTHING!!! What could this be?? Do you guys think my mental and emotional problems could have caused this? I’m seriously frightened",4.566406338426713,5.471873544802868,5.78558762497642,79.73697792869272,69.82437275985663,9.0278060743256,29.379551028107905,9.276330184999452,2.4920996415770613,1105,41,215,22,19,370,164,279,0.135,0.823,0.042,-0.9691,0,1,8,0,0,0,26.0,3,2,0,2,14,12,2,0,12,1,23,10,0,1,7,47,41,22,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,1,6,5,0,4,10,24,8,0,5,4,0,3,6,7,0,1,18,8,29,4,30,18,5,30,0,1,3,0,26,11,0,2,16,142,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298324474724887,0.4001799805444464,0.09374099122082316,0.0969559674103653,0.0,0.0,0.07789442431976355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161452461328141,0.10575727845674517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540728435600938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816385706573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706958286651808,0.09544580646767246,0.0961674602986437,0.0,0.0,0.0981525950184884,0.10116357709526383,0.0,0.14948647100139398,0.0,0.0,0.060373345232518486,0.09651201889945382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170617150010277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530325407337413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549367581925788,0.08467930627330299,0.07887391056626943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232601573035627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538533934029555,0.16556526585870754,0.0,0.0,0.09242453546649466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801809400277614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051447857078194034,0.2289239399498983,0.0,0.09912380726562914,0.0,0.0,0.06612240210776474,0.0,0.0,0.1653259177278654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958735386502451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898199931865325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434098708088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472187559041854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635514529645939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119773584215107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490022470196001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895760437679942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995701106767051,0.0,0.0,0.17991475455459094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120930358998487,0.0,0.17809687896640594,0.1488913676753579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531983013350426,0.0,0.0,0.07743854478797646,0.0,0.0,0.0954277783147869,0.0,0.07206870206160879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038614722482325,0.15048692320153734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219304343220958,0.05998413057282539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075956282653588,0.0,0.08945227723224825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144736581987642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867812017285314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815217435822853,0.0,0.0,0.06650076547030652,0.0,0.0,0.06028440638197395
anxiety,thatfishingdude6394,2020/01/16,"CBD for anxiety? So I’ve been dealing with some fairly bad anxiety attacks for the past week or so. It’s been causing me to miss work and even some struggles at home. Typically my go to if I’m having an anxiety attack is to have a few beers to calm myself, but that’s not sustainable and doesn’t help me if I’m at work. I’ve heard CBD helps with anxiety and I was wondering if anyone could recommend dosages, which ways most effective and what their anxiety felt like after taking it. Thank you in advance!",3.60029411764706,5.167446627450979,5.000147058823528,81.92316176470591,72.92156862745098,9.02156862745098,28.43627450980393,9.516144504307137,2.623662745098039,404,16,80,10,8,135,73,102,0.15,0.6509999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.915,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,4,3,8,2,1,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,20,17,11,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,6,1,0,3,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,5,2,7,3,12,11,4,9,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,8,4,52,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334729535355208,0.0,0.0,0.11580146481165465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768206610615748,0.0,0.0,0.13828113685746207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013164700417166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222965147113894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074121204897194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938677344008467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901583096635688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412250091692802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220157317268188,0.0,0.16612478330491848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091084822386169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580977194172188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313616790381695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452144536675648,0.0,0.0,0.15247552223774122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314570310708928,0.13284591134716894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960179187473255,0.2411385646345164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,selfishgalore,2020/01/16,"Regretting an opportunity that I've wanted my whole life I've been trying to work in my field for years and finally landed a job. There are a few problems with it in terms of time management and the fact that it's a part-time thing that I do on the side along with my main job. I fear that it's too much for me to handle. I have to be in social settings that aren't comfortable to me and there's a lot of external pressure on me, but it's something that I really cherish because it allows me to share my knowledge with others. Like I said, I've been working toward this goal my whole life and it's important, yet I still feel like giving up entirely. I've had a mental breakdown yesterday and it's like I'm always on the verge of breaking down. I have to completely shut down any stress thought that crosses my mind just so I can remain sane. I'm scared of panic attacks.

I'm starting to regret embarking on this journey just because of how anxious it makes me feel.

I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts on and off and I absolutely hate that. I want to see a therapist eventually, but the procedure actually gives me anxiety so... it's counter productive.",3.740720076299475,5.256239497854079,5.107260371959941,81.50153910348119,72.47639484978541,8.611254172627563,29.68264186933715,9.150863307647796,2.5669505960896526,925,39,182,20,18,309,126,233,0.182,0.715,0.10300000000000001,-0.9668,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,10,17,2,5,11,0,11,2,0,3,1,32,27,12,1,5,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,21,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,7,4,22,7,33,19,7,29,0,2,1,0,6,17,0,1,11,123,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.13144900937847506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208224797349146,0.0,0.0,0.09160148322620401,0.0,0.10304610344456913,0.1521740947764216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324214160638447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422528881737947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412317196022034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887109544972004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157637879738114,0.13621801964211272,0.09623061475184386,0.0,0.14755865798116244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25843546606851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298961759400366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673404529820419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028698226774185,0.19742471062096506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451820344463864,0.0,0.0,0.08991414421070837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574719885798425,0.0,0.13600988446063333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990209329419544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804291823711292,0.0,0.14586834969963955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288909243217978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629308327768265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813175478179206,0.0,0.13485947086628533,0.0,0.10733947297044596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731098221780635,0.0,0.10369961914652008,0.0,0.0,0.0953422527538188,0.0,0.10757260883671828,0.0,0.15429985055761544,0.0,0.0,0.1473413273201804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639855746215753,0.08948953891204774,0.0,0.0,0.21387552542500785,0.0785453942242339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145332082840553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890059897808864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30077831670740546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612825880821103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674320202049149
anxiety,sadface8c,2020/01/16,"What should I do if I can't stop feeling overwhelmed? I've been feeling overwhelmed for a while. I just don't know how to relax. It's from a combination of being burnt out and from addictions. I'm burnt out from school + work, with no time for myself. But when I do get time for myself, I spend it doing things that are addictive and therefore mentally exhausting (eating unhealthy food, watching too many movies, playing too many games, etc).

I really want to calm down but I don't know how. I haven't been able to shake this feeling for half a year now.",2.8243636363636355,4.921940890909092,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,76.45454545454545,6.581818181818183,23.72727272727273,7.554174236665415,1.0246545454545457,438,14,89,6,10,138,71,110,0.139,0.7809999999999999,0.08,-0.4216,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,3,3,0,12,5,0,3,0,20,20,9,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,5,2,1,5,3,1,1,5,4,0,1,2,4,10,3,15,16,1,11,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,7,62,16,2,0.20565728009614384,0.0,0.0,0.4483935829189377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104387399346163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293622303540542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119595003794242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24868159942597626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744744065902552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604772547664345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170084056619937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725416722840612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317493197852141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813614697547128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193869488379232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662955861265355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398408277521961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130199219709965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972094927637716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243654564312915
anxiety,jimmy_randall,2020/01/16,"My anxiety is so bad right now So I don’t have a job at the moment, but I am starting classes next week. My family is away on vacation, so I’ve kindof been isolating myself for a few weeks. And my anxiety is through the roof.

I went & stood in a bank line yesterday just to talk to someone for a few minutes.

I’ve been having a really hard time getting to bed. Usually by 1 or 2, but one night I staid you till 4. I just couldn’t get off the couch.

I don’t really know how to get back on track. I’m so nervous, & feel like a spring.",0.9150847457627124,2.2214486440678023,3.612000000000002,90.18342372881357,79.5084745762712,7.770847457627119,22.81694915254237,8.548686976883017,1.2592311864406789,412,13,99,9,10,146,79,118,0.106,0.8640000000000001,0.03,-0.735,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,9,0,11,0,0,1,0,11,20,10,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,4,2,11,1,15,15,2,21,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,14,62,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144376306736056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926107755894049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796852545518325,0.14705910436596706,0.15968539177331176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802930617654777,0.0,0.096701522533,0.13662872188626307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299760000327867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132203802126195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978567524287332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510575503611808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343487326587667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339607377469024,0.17947475384386458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959564954480896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503872715057626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332607688986858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204512919809916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536742095125925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537191496831448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115191547989578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063436773592845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068177176012357,0.0,0.0,0.17729025558354994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aelswith,2020/01/16,"Anxiety over travelling is ruining everything Surprisingly I'm not afraid of flying. I am terrified of what happens after the plane lands though. Since 2016 I've been to the UK three times to visit my SO. My stays have been 6 weeks, 4 weeks, and 9 weeks and I had no issue getting through border control. Now I have another trip coming up next month and I'm freaking out.

In my other trips I was still enrolled in community college, so I could just tell the border agent that I was a student. But I have since graduated and took a gap year or so to work and think about going to university. I applied for the fall semester and recently left my job, so I wanted to use this period of downtime to see my SO again before (hopefully) returning to school. Now I'm just very worried that I will be turned away at the UK border if I don't have an acceptable answer for what my occupation is.

I have the money to support myself during my 6 week visit and I'll be staying with my SO and their family. My return ticket is in order so they can clearly see I intend to leave on time. I still CANNOT stop worrying that I'll be denied entry because something about me will somehow seem suspicious. I was panicking until 5 AM and thought about cancelling altogether because I keep feeling so certain that something will go wrong. All I want to do is be with my SO, see our friends, and visit historical sites before going back to college. I made everything worse by ruminating and reading other people's horror stories about being denied entry and detained for days, now I feel so sure it will happen to me. 

I'm barely functional right now because all I can do is lay here while these thoughts cycle around in my head. My head hurts, stomach is in knots so I can't eat. This is just miserable and I'm not even able to look forward to this trip anymore when I worked so hard to save the money for it.",5.6402578225711935,6.090380654986526,6.603834524786122,76.44643618891367,67.24797843665768,9.363225125981485,31.76385796320169,9.318704503766252,2.816402226649479,1497,58,277,27,23,500,205,371,0.13699999999999998,0.79,0.073,-0.9695,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,2,3,33,14,0,2,10,0,37,4,3,4,5,51,68,32,0,5,8,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,14,18,1,3,8,3,2,14,6,6,0,1,10,7,40,8,44,48,2,61,0,3,4,0,8,17,0,5,29,196,54,10,0.0996425166802834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448386673035397,0.0762262525268552,0.0,0.09881860180389904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870296528575959,0.0,0.0,0.09361742445219906,0.07661894476164499,0.0,0.1822234599596942,0.0,0.16957688535357865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583320516867042,0.0,0.0,0.11175755523210593,0.07955644158383082,0.0,0.0,0.06426118003904874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195917034548972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581294251637095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910453801134665,0.0,0.09393409676928403,0.0,0.10076450071237553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698356121323731,0.0,0.05205910237223573,0.0,0.16988741547630914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762270968518196,0.0,0.08926012316066644,0.0,0.204523937961458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896750204137586,0.0,0.0,0.10666937496179164,0.0,0.0,0.10400089947564957,0.0988798227126316,0.0885668471225256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550703792079474,0.1082618859231969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367461840234301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942841585381456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953370616914186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597094690918686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907957490321419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966948136041244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838496425899876,0.0,0.0,0.08509416480750058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084354654052524,0.2382065551021857,0.09071080487452518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485063895057275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341935486679384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241132984495095,0.15914928506872064,0.08330560564126449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130731471115404,0.09391189275041988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709195150027063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384690130024359,0.09789826672568827,0.15821005613405084,0.11620470556033227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070650235545697,0.0,0.10838244507919467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605914189201602,0.0,0.08221551166977213,0.11754347597323632,0.0,0.3197088661478805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450818777597847,0.2023836249033769,0.10154423719556284,0.0,0.1089434498455673,0.0,0.06416651383386668
anxiety,theplaguedoctor92,2020/01/16,I can’t stop coming up with scenarios of why my girlfriend wants to break up with me I’m literally having anxiety attacks all the time because I over analyze texts and facial expressions and keep thinking she doesn’t want to be with me anymore. I can’t calm down and think logically. I have such bad abandonment issues. I don’t want to talk to her about it because I don’t want to seem too clingy or psycho. How do I cope?,4.248062015503876,5.244149,5.504651162790698,81.12620155038762,70.62790697674419,8.989147286821705,29.449612403100772,9.2995712137729,2.4715333333333342,338,13,68,7,6,113,59,86,0.163,0.763,0.07400000000000001,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,9,1,1,1,1,21,19,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,12,1,14,18,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929534230373584,0.0,0.2324358662412865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666340726746065,0.0,0.0,0.19569236246499175,0.2857442289341973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189230601782102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446253915580271,0.0,0.20832223341953396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133651369637438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594702066730024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883808106899848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30035457979852725,0.0,0.0,0.13666526800201978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529590413163087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211485931614444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,diordrain,2020/01/16,"meeting new ppl one of the things I hate most about anxiety is not being able to talk to new people. Everyone around me finds it so easy to talk to anyone and just make normal conversation. Someone from my college that I’ve never spoken to before started chatting to me today and I started to panic and I feel so stupid now because I really wanted to be their friend but now I feel like I’ve blown my chance. Also I really can’t make eye contact with anyone during conversations, it makes me feel faint and panicky",5.0439886845827475,6.191943554455444,6.043083451202264,77.43554455445545,68.90099009900989,8.147666195190949,27.299858557284303,8.418075326091056,1.9929026874115985,413,13,73,6,7,137,69,101,0.113,0.789,0.09699999999999999,-0.1783,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,2,1,1,0,4,2,1,3,1,20,14,8,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,4,12,2,13,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,9,49,16,1,0.17491063547444596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987597199544236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338061573864888,0.0,0.0,0.2446031663971483,0.0,0.0,0.15570754878042892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066238999233987,0.0,0.1488360680117225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713460782644435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26532021831732305,0.12495619293174165,0.0,0.0,0.15986515205030627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513552308296586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268804067030502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545250141535267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502626221476084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490186497653453,0.33785956335675443,0.0,0.0,0.17137528572067764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185239733203102,0.0,0.0,0.2052199441275393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126101133510045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410446385544588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820121383103207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247605296097826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28117308659448925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620285413849732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579483066598288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103166824581129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dinosarebirds,2020/01/16,"Just venting Hi, I just need to vent a bit as I feel so alone in this journey. 

I have some sort of high functioning anxiety. From the outside, I have a perfect life, and I also believe my life is incredibly beautiful and I feel lucky to have it. But I am so affected by anxiety, imposter syndrome and the inability to just enjoy everything. 

I've got so much work stress right now, been on lack of good sleep because my daughter has been sick this week and I spent all week waking up early to work on a massive strategy that is now getting so much push back. My wife is pregnant and I want to make sure I don't drag things down but I've had to contain myself this week as she dealt with a death in her extended family this week that was unexpected for everyone. On top of that I came out as bisexual a couple of months ago and although it alleviated so much, at the same time it's made me more anxious in other ways such as my guilt for having kept that to myself for so long and keeping it from my wife who I love so much. 

Anyways. I just have alot going on and I know my problems are pretty petty compared to what people have to go through, but I'm just under so much pressure right now. My wife is extremely supportive in things like my sexuality and moments of stress, but I know she wants me to rationalize how much I freak out over any job as I have a tendency to just leave when things get stressful (thankfully never affected my career or salary b/c I perform really well). Either way, I'm just burnt out maybe. Sorry for the long rant.",4.760948553054663,5.286505376205788,5.916943729903541,80.33728054662379,69.19292604501608,9.178199356913185,30.01945337620579,9.255337874911486,2.43560308681672,1216,45,247,23,20,407,174,311,0.163,0.736,0.10099999999999999,-0.9569,2,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,26,17,0,5,11,0,19,6,2,5,4,53,42,31,1,5,13,4,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,18,14,0,3,4,0,1,5,2,7,1,0,9,2,34,10,46,33,14,44,0,0,0,1,10,20,0,5,18,181,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901181019325186,0.0,0.0,0.10399962299040694,0.0,0.08030181340849632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828562142704579,0.0,0.15363435091922462,0.1134403315418535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721291193230387,0.0,0.06121203230540503,0.0,0.0,0.11313328241841368,0.0,0.0,0.1096271375039917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484797222153838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111072518613782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959508048474448,0.09024649819419656,0.0,0.0946622948651991,0.0,0.10154564962505212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049253523197682,0.0,0.11413628044070485,0.08422331076948719,0.0803110227692999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060939265627719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964636118055993,0.0892534371005421,0.0,0.0,0.11037088036366713,0.0,0.0,0.10632495204103444,0.0,0.0,0.14185212265114178,0.049057681073118864,0.0,0.0,0.17772817311874053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062842883135508,0.09501507039107014,0.06702777068955622,0.0,0.100880331765927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015026922116851,0.0,0.4428993310204107,0.07445642621255821,0.07744621349374296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961509519500657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215812200598884,0.0,0.09608356277251327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432839959502656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150766755335378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100487486210961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240633527048403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34507501877697616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394971539992226,0.09463991871582199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092448611102193,0.0,0.0,0.20013372799014484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855277519458101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845469924928675,0.1594094548916877,0.32218732067699435,0.0,0.09028511533506124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620658487647675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VegaVortexCN,2020/01/16,"After Years of Struggling with Depression and Anxiety I've Decided to Try and Make a Difference I'm spending the next month fundraising for an amazing Australian charity that helps with mental health, beyondblue. 

A little bit about me:

A couple years ago I was starting to notice a change in myself. I was lethargic, bored all the time and got annoyed at every little thing. I started just not caring about anything. It wasn't until one time driving home thinking I couldn't really care if a car hit me and I didn't make it out alive. I realized at that moment that I wasn't my normal self. I still didn't get help but took time of work and seemed to get better or so I thought with nothing popping up. Then my mum died suddenly while I was home and I went off the deep end. Everything crumbled around me and I didn't even know the worst would come a year down the track. I had a blow up at my boss and that was it, I broke down and went to the doctor who finally prescribed me medication. It took time but I felt much better, I still go through bad patches and sometimes really bad patches but as a whole I've picked up my life from where I was at.

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Alright a little about my charity efforts:

I got an amazing response from my friends and family when I decided to post it on Facebook and I smashed my original goal of $500. I've still got a month to run on my fundraising so I'm really hoping to hit $1500 by the end with the amazing help of family and friends.

My fundraising consists of 2 fundraising events:

\- 24 hour stream on 14/2/2020 from 10am Western Australia Time

\- Fundraising Day at my sport club on 16/2/2020

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How can you help?

\- Checking out beyondblue and the work they do.

\- checking out the 24 hour stream (don't mind you leaving once it's done, it's more about joining in on something that can help on the day)

\- Know of any  company that might help out with raffle donations? Please let me know as I would love to be able to do some giveaways 

\- If you are in Western Australia and would like to come to the charity day just contact me. I would love to meet you and have you come down for the day.

\- Just reading this post I hope it helps with anyone that is currently struggling.

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Fundraising Link

 [https://beyondblue-individual.everydayhero.com/au/david-s-beyond-blue-fundraiser?utm\_source=EDH&utm\_medium=email&utm\_campaign=IND-Event-Reg&utm\_term=visitmypage&utm\_content=qrt2](https://beyondblue-individual.everydayhero.com/au/david-s-beyond-blue-fundraiser?utm_source=EDH&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=IND-Event-Reg&utm_term=visitmypage&utm_content=qrt2) 

Twitch Link

 [https://www.twitch.tv/vegavortexcn](https://www.twitch.tv/vegavortexcn) ;

Beyondblue Website

 [https://www.beyondblue.org.au/](https://www.beyondblue.org.au/)",8.60383696185955,12.173723747203582,6.031973590876849,71.23479620232446,64.32438478747204,6.8665684509194085,28.35210345392045,7.8500785054351265,1.848156261253888,2333,78,352,28,41,658,212,447,0.111,0.732,0.157,0.9831,1,0,1,0,1,0,161.0,0,5,1,6,17,24,1,2,25,1,28,7,0,6,1,70,62,31,1,10,10,1,1,1,2,5,5,0,2,1,18,30,0,0,12,3,4,11,8,9,0,1,21,1,46,15,65,31,7,80,0,2,0,2,22,31,0,8,37,226,64,6,0.053245535753396994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719895479359547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6346066731736136,0.1940974618640688,0.036208790179531145,0.0,0.040732689111908464,0.0,0.0,0.03723051661914595,0.0,0.04381653911137683,0.04739981552964738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891559657314453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418269884262546,0.0581303345698552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857474465904844,0.0,0.0563267167210048,0.13759894310883344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891517256485796,0.0,0.13735586267068658,0.0,0.045860301922953,0.0,0.055260459726065095,0.05563025212770433,0.0,0.054499062050135286,0.0,0.054488669530883896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094319481130404,0.0,0.0,0.03516817419451116,0.0,0.04486166033336341,0.0,0.047853654243188284,0.0,0.10039030475394738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511240643382986,0.05832788179662015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227473768362463,0.0,0.055637189605411086,0.0,0.030260665012508462,0.0,0.12775595704275342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659751463235865,0.0,0.0,0.2498255217344495,0.0,0.10681922747255812,0.10576966226729552,0.10487225444137538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778706187702591,0.0,0.0,0.05637933431440816,0.0,0.05444716780326668,0.0376088965601914,0.02601307923321282,0.16009804478714654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611234972390216,0.0,0.07108361714750723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053639275557080236,0.0536589765557613,0.056485099112111276,0.053762812514901996,0.0,0.08500015729263834,0.0,0.039141595288611934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056627231331170716,0.0,0.0521693199406511,0.051090527595424914,0.060620395364277276,0.0,0.05670475783106942,0.036080553031798065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844760892293351,0.0,0.0,0.1019890096524611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053259944751560866,0.0,0.10233136090047247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048472735987424805,0.055546706210651296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099101476448045,0.05266119634493348,0.0,0.07537492851904581,0.0,0.1275658608981759,0.0,0.0,0.11132758962941132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035373968014552684,0.03411758935027393,0.0,0.04227100780413864,0.15523950043530868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183154987587222,0.036150223647795715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987182901751895,0.0,0.059446739160963324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752676835948638,0.0,0.0,0.1512964036406422,0.0,0.1940974618640688,0.1028651379051742
anxiety,Tiger_Lily843,2020/01/16,Intermittent fasting I've been listening to a intermittent fasting pod cast and it's a common thing for people to say they no longer need anxiety and depression medicine. I've been doing IT for almost 2 weeks and I've never felt better. I'm in a MUCH better mood and my anxiety has gone WAY DOWN. People do IT for weight loss but there's a plethora of health benefits. Im doing this for life. PLEASE CHECK INTO IT. LIFE SAVING.,1.8262352941176483,4.445267682352942,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,83.94117647058823,6.6941176470588255,21.44117647058824,7.908726449838941,1.3560823529411763,343,11,64,7,10,115,57,85,0.141,0.77,0.09,0.1885,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,1,7,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,0,1,11,11,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,4,2,4,10,7,1,10,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814532611584428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333093372054114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853412776309276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763390253935694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917018212361688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315643835563742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531540426434205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077478226655915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014483044523006,0.1615330290596228,0.16801936503275938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30205954723157913,0.0,0.0,0.2391339022304892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732430793315533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472987286529235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729192053610445,0.17474614509761732,0.2652826345614052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,louis170305,2020/01/16,"I have a fear of something I know isn’t actually real Okay so this gives me mad anxiety at night 

Right so as a kid I was terrified of fnaf (a horror game) I eventually got Over it and forgot about it. But now it’s resurfaced in my brain and keeps me up at night. I know it’s very much not real and I’m completely safe, I just don’t know how to shake the fear of it. Please help",-1.1828896103896085,0.8341515119047642,1.7167532467532496,96.3555194805195,93.40476190476193,5.435497835497836,15.96969696969697,6.980632752743323,-0.20736666666666626,293,7,73,5,11,102,58,84,0.228,0.6609999999999999,0.111,-0.8911,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,3,4,1,4,1,1,1,0,15,12,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,9,2,11,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.18808784462054148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744667597782704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151631932840418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208573543180308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337754163106636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489515446394394,0.0,0.0,0.15415293885595588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919052611165996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131745005373325,0.0,0.0,0.31777696856854604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416871373731112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36174957429933774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157222472746173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43876391613867377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460013879804702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838177895339774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903187560287466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kyuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu,2020/01/16,Help! How can i stop being so scare of people around me.It's hard to live like this...every single person who walked pass me i feel so scared what they're thinking about me...the way they look at me...is so differents and i always have this thought that keeps on playing on my mind...am i that ugly?? Am i wearing something bad or ugly?? I have lost my confident every single fucking time! HELP!! I'VE ALWAYS SMILE BUT IT DIDNT HELP ME!!,-0.5750431034482766,1.3986627241379317,1.1789008620689678,96.2952478448276,105.66666666666666,3.0945402298850566,14.632902298850574,5.148860815047168,-0.8842408045977015,335,8,68,2,16,108,62,87,0.16699999999999998,0.632,0.201,0.7311,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,1,2,0,0,6,2,1,1,0,10,13,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,3,11,2,7,9,2,9,0,1,1,1,6,4,1,1,3,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177697562093589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998510798123065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943445260085334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950108052712195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217655634636096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654955997856454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652928858713404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105281232711725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839673016262138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972425919673967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328804411941738,0.0,0.16861147967346513,0.0,0.1603490818890807,0.0,0.2084434077285067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280407293999152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238000512600134,0.16672931571942418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823465531297881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700188161369973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964192769376934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235241941264878,0.0,0.1515921896693383,0.11134390693121148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515664411330746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ihazedadumb,2020/01/16,"Grounding methods for feeling genarally anxious in public? Does anyone have grounding methods for feeling generally anxious in public or during work? The feeling is not like an anxiety attack is coming but more like a lowkey anxiety (like a stone pressing down on my chest) that's constantly there and sometimes even increases. I can ground myself by digging my nails into my skin or hurting myself otherwise, but I am trying to get better, so I'm looking for a grounding method where I don't hurt myself. Does anyone have any tips for me?",5.851778350515463,8.248645969072168,6.169677835051547,72.42503221649486,68.69072164948453,7.73659793814433,34.805412371134025,8.472884824447931,3.4002381443298964,437,22,62,7,8,140,68,97,0.125,0.731,0.145,0.2547,0,0,3,0,0,3,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,5,0,7,2,2,0,0,12,14,6,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,6,10,4,11,14,2,13,0,2,1,0,2,10,0,2,4,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448801554232268,0.0,0.28008290860324553,0.4136145051032729,0.0,0.2560015459535001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082587468472038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619029138947397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769116912779282,0.0,0.19782431755677246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203964937619372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091031470574548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776840016521827,0.13077908613435935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564201523978194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919419859668837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268303629795272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372545364300985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105238525122885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428666025602915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327086456947673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sameh_Hp,2020/01/16,Death Anxiety I fear death ... I fear the feeling of death ... I fear this fate How do I live while I die anyway at any moment? Feeling of separation ... pain during death? A feeling that I will never be part of this world,0.3361240310077527,2.7696980000000018,2.2980232558139555,91.35153100775194,92.25581395348836,4.7271317829457375,18.794573643410853,6.42735559955562,0.14582480620155058,166,5,34,2,6,55,28,43,0.53,0.4,0.069,-0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,6,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399157949414274,0.0,0.17323117127874926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501601226101546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7644467697331139,0.3434948965038015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995666050557603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464972116397154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24095534571252136,0.0,0.0,0.2452198018778993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LadyIntr0vert,2020/01/16,"Fear of being alone to handle horrible (currently non-existent) health issue? Lately I have known several people who have been diagnosed with cancer and have large support systems that have made a huge difference in their care (they have friends and family to hang out with nearly every day and help with daily needs), as well as several people who have health issues and are constantly depressed due to being alone to deal with them.

I am 36 and single (but otherwise healthy) and this is all absolutely terrifying me about my future if I don’t find someone soon. I worry about what if I get something like cancer - I don’t have an SO to help me or even many friends. My parents are older and aren’t in good health so they couldn’t really help me either. 

I’m now a bit frantic about finding an SO, but also absolutely hate the idea of relying on someone else. Yet I read stories on here of single people who have cancer and are miserably depressed and alone and that scares the hell out of me.

Is my anxiety warranted and is this a true “wake up call” for me to try to find a partner before it’s too late? I have no interest in having kids so this would be purely to avoid being alone (and also to have someone to share life with, obviously), especially if I end up with health issues down the line. Thanks.",6.9520238095238085,6.751511742063496,7.350634920634924,74.42214285714287,64.51587301587301,10.533333333333337,31.88888888888889,10.125756701596842,3.0830126984126984,1037,35,190,21,14,340,141,252,0.218,0.662,0.12,-0.986,3,5,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,0,16,20,2,5,9,0,28,10,1,1,4,41,36,26,0,6,7,1,0,1,3,1,9,0,0,2,10,20,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,9,1,0,2,0,21,11,37,28,5,26,1,3,0,0,18,12,1,4,13,141,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858937292805865,0.0,0.14898114701366186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125811002614231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926224859446304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016936977879074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951147160933848,0.0,0.09497078721857416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066010137216676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007287628391551,0.09603169327339177,0.16045679828698045,0.09454345161033846,0.0,0.09732003246844463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781335983059799,0.0,0.08250164806862759,0.0,0.0,0.06152350067745379,0.0,0.0784813671203368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781182310430041,0.10481760994988176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540727310274697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439321203204752,0.0,0.04866608447524089,0.0,0.0,0.07812828198471727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196455262324188,0.0,0.396048678622569,0.0,0.0,0.18730580387009035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515296793317873,0.0,0.2916675276031445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015043005961465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579332097827115,0.045507500303413856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813906915424488,0.0,0.09443764398834664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906820225376972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343004111859888,0.0,0.0,0.19373167849009007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317339674446963,0.0,0.059673115403183624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093257587544069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046188116254008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367724761128045,0.07171002710244867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057034616130136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575833805745292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324150627735424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375140902767594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459650797980347,0.0,0.06616980128395572,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gay_muffin,2020/01/16,"Really strange experience after catching the flu. Sorry for the wall of text everyone.

So, I have had the flu since Sunday. I went to the doctor and was prescribed tankful. I’ve been staying home all week and the physical symptoms have honestly not been bad at all. However, I’ve been experiencing a spike in anxiety and just brain activity in general. Time feels like it’s going really slowly: I haven’t been able to plug into the healthy disassociation so it feels like I’m constantly going at it. I think the worst part is that I haven’t really been sleeping. The last few nights I’ve been getting around 3-4 hours and I haven’t felt tired or fatigued at all. I’ve looked around and haven’t found anything that pertains to these symptoms specifically, but I figured that this sub would be the first place to ask. Has anyone else had anxiety / insomnia complications while down with the flu?",5.189217032967028,7.074066410714287,5.885714285714287,75.88236263736265,69.41666666666666,9.454945054945057,30.18498168498169,9.851270322608157,3.086928937728937,719,29,129,18,13,234,104,168,0.11900000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.057,-0.7918,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,11,0,19,11,2,0,3,24,31,10,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,1,9,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,12,5,7,3,17,17,6,26,0,1,1,0,1,11,0,1,12,81,15,1,0.14522072715866724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221869175795415,0.0,0.0,0.101541708979429,0.14879579636561946,0.11950428484371806,0.25855447150657795,0.13576177653617807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125324130366134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211435888707815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693201545003635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486395677759904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131328322436187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876462809764892,0.0,0.14205373683396888,0.0,0.0,0.14685592609210682,0.2074914329972504,0.13943467172345153,0.0,0.0,0.1235246763351195,0.0,0.1592270317190614,0.0,0.0,0.07587183617592738,0.0,0.1650645717144825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566822991448922,0.0,0.14301316376343975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837427498657375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189502381491892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194883603854888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627981491656024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725989585628372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172475122460966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790963492212497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012808617523672,0.0,0.14532560383106535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625627146580807,0.0,0.15478597291856142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018798790823646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305157820731452,0.0,0.0,0.08467937384037118,0.1669098630369227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648730774745468,0.0,0.0,0.13462106898029216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316063798730556,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousJB,2020/01/16,"I will be forever alone, or so my brain thinks So, this week I had a date. Unfortunately it wasn't successful, but she sent a perfectly polite response saying no. 

However, this has triggered my anxiety. At first I was questioning my worth, attacking my nature as a person, thinking people don't like me etc. I realise that this wasn't even the case here, because if I was as awful as my anxiety made out she wouldn't have even sent a polite response.  And my friends reassured me with it too.

It's still not all gone though. Now I fret about finding someone at all, and have become convinced that I won't find anyone. I admit that I let nerves get the better of me during the date, and maybe didn't give the best impression of myself, and now relive what I said over and over again as some sort of punishment. I admit to having a set of standards in which I have for relationships, and I worry there would be no-one else who would satisfy it. I try not to be too strict on this, but ultimately I have in mind someone who is intellectually curious and principled. This person met that, but it wasn't to be, and now I worry over will I ever find that person who is like this and likes me back in this way? 

It doesn't help that I was doing fieldwork yesterday, and some equipment broke (not necessarily my fault),  and that has just added to this. 

I just want these worries, the constant thinking over things I cannot control and melancholy to just go away.",5.8749845201238395,6.056899982456143,6.433147574819403,78.79987616099072,66.71929824561404,9.512899896800826,30.448916408668733,9.325443323948027,2.4792167182662537,1145,39,225,20,17,374,150,285,0.187,0.675,0.138,-0.8959,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,6,20,15,2,0,10,1,32,1,1,3,4,50,47,24,0,5,11,0,0,3,1,6,0,2,0,3,28,14,0,1,9,0,1,4,13,4,0,1,14,2,34,11,28,22,6,31,0,1,0,0,21,12,0,6,16,179,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511417154077858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482600208307576,0.0,0.0,0.08446738592803221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742941963347635,0.11349721200526255,0.09288908200707988,0.0,0.07363961993328144,0.13341603177171998,0.0,0.0,0.12677397406488689,0.10683932286333893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485469423569033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305437661696983,0.1354894242561083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009143534740464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347258734586199,0.15957682094287207,0.10927209055829112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33123180767215604,0.1027538989889126,0.0,0.0,0.09333112525863406,0.0,0.06311392364529543,0.11588403732221983,0.06865441315783409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809708604479427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352796450752973,0.0,0.17705288582847534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143055279821932,0.0,0.0,0.12136158546283456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219753214742482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374871669351236,0.3164382615047948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532559644158504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296958607994954,0.0,0.0,0.11491011879428703,0.09606639288859464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047098458789952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647242622634583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025530880102065,0.23221463317823424,0.11868709696437482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201645234954258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125199657239936,0.09588679896647473,0.09689986979847894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680400948294707,0.0,0.17162818134607208,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awurster,2020/01/16,"Coping with car accident - at fault I got into a bad car accident. I was in a fog on autopilot driving to work and just reached down to grab my phone from my bag, never even looked at the car in front of me. I didn’t even stop just slammed into the back of her car. Her car had minimal damage but mine is totaled (front completely smashed in and the airbags all went off). No injuries, no whiplash, no concussions, no soreness or any pain. It was the difference of 2 seconds of looking up and I just didn’t pay attention. This is my 4th accident in 12 years (3 previous just fender benders but this is my first real crash). I can’t sleep. I can’t eat, I feel like a horrible person. My husband and parents aren’t mad just glad I’m safe and tell me it was just an accident and to move on but I cant. I replay it in my head all the time but I just didn’t have any reaction time whatsoever just hit her full speed (35mph). I had told myself after my last fender bender I would always be a cautious driver and Never get into an accident again... and this one was bigger. I just can’t let go feeling worthless. That I just mess up everything. I’ve been having horrible anxiety and panic attacks everyday. I just can’t cope with what I did.",1.7500032938076373,3.749875612648225,3.67935276679842,87.45931900527012,79.43478260869566,7.220619235836628,25.166172595520425,8.212053250817874,1.6396220026350459,962,37,201,19,24,325,140,253,0.266,0.6829999999999999,0.05,-0.9957,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,15,12,2,1,11,0,25,5,2,0,5,42,36,14,0,1,16,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,14,1,2,3,0,1,11,15,9,0,3,14,5,30,3,27,18,4,42,0,2,2,0,9,18,0,1,14,143,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564381409132487,0.0,0.0,0.2217152990037013,0.0,0.12470812060957588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854562068734477,0.0,0.12535057526207707,0.13611299896075735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092099296625693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031883588198035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680783970349278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153433522161181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465098282259926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485332928541188,0.1164599020210604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386628015949155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517003791017763,0.0,0.09264673519928736,0.0,0.13038017414553335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673032261021686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288121121543486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669667820371073,0.0,0.0796422306793769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737876796449705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326205289528135,0.0,0.0,0.251458652973008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046503575513268,0.0,0.17346236299636086,0.19126618717422214,0.1810119021924599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423407977826513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554987086036426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631354638486842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629012540140914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424846851547979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901139037539937,0.0,0.0,0.15577043118165976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511190729847916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867885216813386,0.0,0.0,0.11580312130372047,0.0,0.0,0.10497807620111793
anxiety,user123_45,2020/01/16,"Advice for intense public speaking anxiety? I’m a 17 y/o in my first year of college (6th form) and have always been very confident in terms of presenting and speaking aloud in school. 

Something traumatic happened to me about a year ago that just triggered this complete change in my public speaking confidence, and now I can’t even read aloud in class. 
If a teacher calls on my name to read a few sentences my heart starts beating soo fast, my breath gets super shakey, I start sweating and basically I can’t speak due to this irrational physical response holding me back- (it kind of feels like a panic attack?). 

I’ve been prescribed 10mg propranolol to take an hour before any lessons in which I might be asked to read, but I just don’t think it is working because I still get this intense anxiety. 

I’m just looking for any advice from anyone who is familiar with this kind of thing, cos it has literally overtaken my life and idk what to do at this point.",6.567168972332016,6.940422288043479,6.4532015810276695,78.58942687747039,65.25,9.51699604743083,35.205533596837945,9.339509955726095,3.1797347826086964,767,34,141,13,11,242,121,184,0.078,0.853,0.069,-0.3482,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,8,6,1,1,6,0,12,4,3,2,0,19,24,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,13,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,6,14,4,23,20,3,23,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,2,15,85,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764084874419395,0.1253696011716915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768150233473512,0.0,0.0,0.1923551741164087,0.0,0.21638788447507726,0.0,0.0,0.09889149114360712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322184219362281,0.16089760663523364,0.0,0.10875132134984652,0.0,0.08621471757934332,0.0,0.1203469351474606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444163491730581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961471162877174,0.0,0.14828718410462494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341350866737216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151150822892853,0.10103797451734263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030070754753705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778319353992664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250665204271817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675958185816113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928054943999985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294556195100326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989654183821857,0.06909579635771992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118765996360397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003540605500365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593821401501452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369753298481588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244063069487008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313521244652816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888010539892627,0.0,0.0,0.20021046584827729,0.0,0.11294657670468795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633813166097728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396013706740837,0.09062295104814036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166949709025134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296308543126656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215320473428007
anxiety,wannabENID,2020/01/16,"Hopeless I applied for an intermission for the current semester. I’ve stopped coming to classes eversince the start of this sem and I feel hopeless. What lead me to take a break from my studies is the fact that I failed one module during last semester and I left not on good terms with almost all the lecturers and my friends. With my financial issues looming and not wanting to go to school, i’ve had sleepless nights constantly overthinking about the approval of my application and what if its not approved and having to come back to school and see everyone, to top it off i dont have friends and i’ve missed out on a lot of lessons. So im afraid. I want to pause my studies, go seek help, sort my life out and come back feeling a bit better so I can fully focus and give my best but right now is not a good time for me to resume and act as if nothing happened. I dont want everyone in school to think I’m an attention seeker, i jusy want to get away from things for a while.

I got two job interviews tomorrow. Its stupid that im applying for jobs at a time like this but im kinda desperate for money. I’m seriously not in a good place right now. 

I’m sorry for my sentence structuring that’s all over the place and for my grammar.",4.3044644949613335,5.105612406374501,5.212059995312867,83.9922498242325,70.35458167330677,8.615045699554724,30.302554487930628,8.841846274778883,2.2878420904616825,978,39,202,17,17,320,137,251,0.122,0.778,0.099,-0.7766,3,0,0,0,0,2,16.0,0,0,0,8,7,15,1,1,15,0,8,1,0,1,3,46,31,20,0,6,9,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,11,19,0,1,5,0,1,7,7,7,0,2,2,3,21,8,38,29,6,39,0,4,1,0,5,16,0,6,16,127,32,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650350248770683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992808891727713,0.1635675146948514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161755191101264,0.0940661815944376,0.11611683833631332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748574277172922,0.0,0.11493664771956676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24930467840636536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326178988855229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755694301366536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434590451722944,0.0,0.055568358574771784,0.10202955809250104,0.12089291325114528,0.2676274720868323,0.08506526996736752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405320167098752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129041497667173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446589737634925,0.11101150444045768,0.21109044120729065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669704715238714,0.0,0.0,0.11555972006481754,0.0,0.07512473812857591,0.05196179478930885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042289642944112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981102347684666,0.0,0.10205464285064213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207183262369639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224571871880366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816605683606928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32292395174513266,0.08475461328634584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906055888857787,0.0752816791286448,0.0,0.0,0.08892115988598273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996897737511714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706604108793445,0.06815076218509973,0.0,0.0,0.12403795786721328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103897607932782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509339471242733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samantha2694,2020/01/16,"Heightened anxiety on period The last several cycles I’ve noticed that my anxiety gets super bad right when I start my period. My stomach gets in knots and I get lost in my own head all throughout the day.

I’m going through some big life changes right now (moved out of home and new job) which only adds to the feelings. Does anyone else experience this? What are some ways to help?

TIA",2.5371000000000024,5.111409560000002,3.484916666666667,86.77537500000004,80.06666666666666,6.95,24.041666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.570366666666667,307,11,59,6,8,98,59,75,0.109,0.76,0.131,0.5849,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,8,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,8,8,4,18,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,8,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962212863872916,0.0,0.0,0.13537617778545594,0.1983756860602118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616557424212022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481304879267834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486203102550512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942887020389774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173579076599595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893871210757308,0.0,0.0,0.0978947181375508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30345872507844474,0.0,0.11003267047153444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869907673407294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977228404796926,0.0,0.1942059907086217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921274318933876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578174826568393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675202842683756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134750538213815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057761272476519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869891424105201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204255585333128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472486553036004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33068269956534285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872348687954665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703771328428124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367811139821028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Madison_3110,2020/01/16,"School I'm honestly really scared to go back to school, I'm going to be in my senior year of high school and I've had a really bad year. I've been bullied for as long as I remember but last year was the worst. Term 1, I thought I had friends who cared about me, I was really happy but it turns out they were only trying to hurt me. They succeeded. Term 2, another girl spread all these rumours around about me and other people with issues I had told her in confidence in the past. Term 3. Next thing I know I'm in the back of an ambulance because I'm having some sort of breakdown that's manifesting as intense physical pain. I went back to the hospital for pain relief 4 times that week. I didn't go to school for most of that term. Term 4, finally, the last term of the year. I had a whole semester's worth of school to catch up on before my final exams (this was a term of work in two weeks). I was so stressed with barely passing but then my school decides to expel my best friend for issues out of his control (he didn't do anything wrong). This friend was the only person who stuck by me in all of this and now I have no one and it's my senior year. I look tough on the outside and I'm usually fine on my own but knowing that I won't have anyone is scaring the heck out of me. I really don't know what to do, no one actually likes me at school and I'm really scared to be alone. Please help",1.34,3.0688969393939414,3.2811447811447816,91.13060606060608,79.60606060606061,6.824242424242425,20.427609427609426,7.793537801064563,0.6401932659932661,1089,28,247,18,27,367,148,297,0.159,0.6729999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.6739,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,4,8,22,0,4,13,0,23,2,0,1,2,28,42,15,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,15,12,0,1,6,0,1,6,6,11,0,3,17,1,30,11,47,22,15,52,0,1,1,0,15,16,1,3,31,157,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.07912017386233895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397208180722207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501707455957902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669143753934479,0.0,0.06672006772383758,0.07217637372492394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703132100636527,0.06769652219662961,0.04942423478602342,0.0,0.06899118092026962,0.0,0.08508608089798715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826641544912566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093557410432214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763339152671856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187921371069233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823503589849032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630875665772632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434469679815372,0.08566307861904715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679539232362414,0.0,0.0,0.169248181593492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367460854960805,0.13217835082972829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03961048597959372,0.0,0.0,0.07175124420379694,0.06808487754205286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622709109510969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988074323606416,0.1233265421058949,0.1725448531223461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773978722983483,0.056209092885575775,0.07079395098301641,0.0,0.0889990059626131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597023661239383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184526871844803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351887090761384,0.574384975246926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287427163411216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386444455580045,0.0,0.0,0.06436666520552985,0.04727707935184315,0.0,0.0,0.07747325040651003,0.0,0.0550464600565988,0.08818929374070036,0.07920116614566089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929567064625801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007133714145205,0.0,0.0,0.07515987272897062,0.0,0.09052039579618336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902555679040555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864577554543743,0.0,0.26105701586067354
anxiety,RSBJ97,2020/01/16,"Feeling weird Please ignore the way i type. Typing how i talk in person. Going to shorten this out not to long. Ok so recently i was diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression. Its was constant at first you know had panic attacks everyday, worrying too much, viewing myslef differently, side effects from it etc. I went to . the clinic they prescribed me Sertraline, Hydroxyzine  and Quetiapine. Took Sert once every morning , hydroxyzine 3 times a day and quetiapine at night time. All had side effects i was worrying too much but everytime i went to get checked nothing was in my blood, hear rate was good basically everything was fine. So long story short i got off the medications stress, depression and all that went away till now but i feel differently then the episodes i used to have. I get shortness of breath, nausea, dizziness and gagging. Also feel like if something is in the left side of my throat area but it doesnt hurt or anything. And too mention i wasn't sleeping good recently so i still have some quetiapine pills left so i decided to take one to fall asleep. The question is the pill that i haven't took in a while giving me those side affects , is it my stress level back or just my anxiety affecting me to get these symptoms.",3.778492753623192,6.599703508695657,4.462282608695652,80.13922101449278,76.95652173913044,8.007246376811594,29.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.8808550724637683,997,46,173,24,24,318,141,230,0.132,0.774,0.094,-0.6405,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,3,13,14,1,3,9,1,16,11,5,6,2,32,34,21,0,1,8,0,3,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,9,8,0,1,8,0,1,7,4,9,0,2,15,5,23,5,22,19,6,44,0,3,1,0,8,19,0,5,18,115,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609074857559239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647098081120279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858994957759987,0.0,0.0,0.12247180094607475,0.10114434008172887,0.08277916905983612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633557201744688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942783019246028,0.0,0.18544421432467856,0.1092663962549294,0.0,0.22495073006361116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006250481531462,0.0,0.0,0.09070301551653502,0.0,0.0967523428934444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329907046452696,0.07690793518847043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157031367057984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873408723315708,0.10327138679335042,0.06118216641502629,0.18058989115911367,0.08610062183662884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133371810226468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524567782731257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916374305969225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393245588157066,0.0,0.0,0.05259423551847978,0.0,0.0,0.19054054718452915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084499326818559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582759397856967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102584980690217,0.0,0.10329677686470856,0.0,0.0,0.11464784163567412,0.07294903793506093,0.0,0.0,0.12630860297547586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399919337527574,0.0,0.11817160443120298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059695481873008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125903877866652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216182131706162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107731600859039,0.0,0.0,0.08287719671079853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859725072920257,0.0,0.2466342532857691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189357478425364,0.08094230092114252,0.08652809041791026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554765661485073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392147869698425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297836557245047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545061885364902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993886050690908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865542984097092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustALittleHelpPliz,2020/01/16,"I will be leaving the house for the first time this year Honestly I’m nervous because not only am I going out for the first time this but I’m going to tell my aunt about my anxiety and depression and hopefully finally get my life sorted out after 7 years.

I have No idea how I’m going to say and I was hoping some of you guys could help me. 

Thanks",1.3590926640926642,3.25119687837838,3.522046332046333,88.64013513513515,80.21621621621622,6.93127413127413,21.382239382239387,7.957251820313856,0.9949752895752896,275,8,59,5,7,94,52,74,0.135,0.67,0.196,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,14,16,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,1,1,9,4,9,12,1,13,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,4,8,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283791214414216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178941961458445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951512800667067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720778310743776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885890344959974,0.0,0.3398805624562829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043814204544226,0.0,0.34063379767771906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978223576844728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391424492118534,0.0,0.0,0.3968707861322709,0.0,0.2305294917521833,0.0,0.22553727665203166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154752933244286,0.0,0.0,0.14111676281702154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519484120611817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888010075240527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462424808527327,0.18393871705050904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232996953023616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573149191738444
anxiety,RamblingKitaabiKeera,2020/01/16,"A positive step! I have anxiety that is lately just popping up out of nowhere. When I lived alone at grad school, I would usually cope very unhealthily by binging. A lot. 

I've moved home to try and get my head straight and I was doing really well. I've joined a gym, I'm watching food intake, I'm getting toned and I'm happier. 

Yet here I am outside my gym, which is sadly really near all the drive thrus and I'm trying so hard not to cave in. 

I've made a [list](https://imgur.com/gallery/xdSbG6F) in my accountability journal for what to do when I have those urges. I read about it last night in The Power Of Habit By Charles Duhigg so why not. I did just write it which is why my handwriting it terrible.

Probably the wrong place for this, but if it helps me, I have no apologies",2.59714285714286,4.555925898089171,3.589940855323025,89.2983598726115,76.64331210191081,7.543039126478617,25.22702456778889,8.418075326091056,1.5679903548680625,614,22,131,12,14,197,104,157,0.079,0.835,0.086,0.27899999999999997,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,7,0,12,2,1,1,1,16,19,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,5,1,0,0,3,1,3,3,3,1,0,3,2,14,1,17,15,2,19,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,2,7,80,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136493559006176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413477608028939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342337903760634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306832766392912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551671005085478,0.0,0.18962627508978727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384674976041495,0.0,0.1853383479354776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061137611784262,0.20842745274744268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315439081462108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570839758805361,0.0,0.1748328724917542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638018028939866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339316725695725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304425370856676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992122067695149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481897697537628,0.0,0.23673547444012416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869960679216631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508920121183886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349692295258615,0.1524537556623593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166129499165867,0.0,0.3334505234873884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125457917461322,0.20201586959018009,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pantsofshameface,2020/01/16,"9 hour long anxiety attack I went to the gym when I woke up and had a real bad panic attack while I was there. I had another one about. 2 hours later at home, and my heart has been racing ever since. This is so uncomfortable. I don't know what to do.",-0.1833333333333336,1.8178573333333323,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,86.77777777777777,5.822222222222222,14.555555555555555,7.1686216300943375,-0.2390888888888893,192,3,44,3,6,68,45,54,0.317,0.6829999999999999,0.0,-0.9522,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,1,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,5,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,6,0,6,0,5,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200798272746376,0.16926152939257708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034251347435598,0.0,0.0,0.18474093155838156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001402503908204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621914312969928,0.0,0.0,0.2219395061404485,0.0,0.4357885169041076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215974415811574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580609556545747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499299388438042,0.0,0.0,0.2595982298823119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518396938940706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302664990835701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051080979230972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sakaph,2020/01/16,"Pregabalin anxiety? I have just been prescribed pregabalin for anxiety and panic attacks by my GP. I was wondering if anyone had any experience with it?

I started a few days ago, my GP said jt would help me sleep but its had quite the opposite effect. Feeling dazed confused dizzy and although I hace slept a bit it certainly hasn't been refreshing.

The day after I've noticed my thoughts are a bit clearer and my anxiety is still there but a tiny bit better. I know it takes time to work, my GP said about a week to feel the effects but just wondering if its worth pursuing?",5.9326254826254825,6.594338324324326,6.540231660231657,76.41567567567569,66.65765765765767,10.667181467181466,35.676962676962674,10.608840637214634,3.9347827541827542,458,22,85,12,7,150,75,111,0.14400000000000002,0.732,0.124,0.1754,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,5,5,6,1,2,8,0,10,2,2,2,1,22,21,9,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,9,4,11,2,7,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,8,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372987561919374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532906664151488,0.0,0.3554664023308056,0.0,0.0,0.1083012038411836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620731867068712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698573901097233,0.5072923331691207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977973222952414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515100628488952,0.0,0.0,0.1566319273807882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381807802173766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512232568262867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763408727963641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817275493903178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647423210726932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946676770501219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549997336270931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109630435451141,0.0,0.12369365741583367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645640630883144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296367196833435,0.0903163657535814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424171099802495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359385877148184,0.11276021803752187,0.0,0.0,0.11002790277355992,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosales0709,2020/01/16,"Am I going crazy? Relationship anxiety Okay so this is going to sound a bit strange. I have been seeing this girl for about a month now and she is honestly the best. She is always there for me and I can’t ask for anyone better. However, ever since I got with her my anxiety has been through the roof as in I cant sleep and I can barely function throughout the the day. It is leading into a sense of hopelessness and what makes it worse is that I feel so ashamed / embarrassed and guilty of myself for the reason why I am feeling this way. Basically what triggers my anxiety is her. Every-time I think of her or anything related to her my anxiety flairs up.. Im so confused right now.. Shouldn’t the thought of someone special make you feel at ease and calm. Whenever I am near her or around her I tense up and feel this overwhelming anxiety. I honestly don’t know what to do and my insomnia is getting worse to the point where I feel so hopeless. It sounds ridiculous that this is where my anxiety stems from and I really should be happy but I can’t control the feelings I get inside. Can anyone help?",2.258231631382316,4.58527001826484,3.702318389373186,86.24894458281445,79.41095890410959,7.2694894146948945,25.936280614362808,8.296473431620573,1.8844228310502285,870,35,172,18,22,286,121,219,0.14800000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.5916,1,0,0,0,0,2,19.0,0,1,0,4,12,15,1,4,11,1,25,2,1,6,1,34,43,17,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,13,12,0,1,10,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,4,9,32,8,24,36,2,20,0,3,1,0,13,11,0,3,5,128,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462809401122987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771574496563932,0.0,0.0,0.17584459795309804,0.0,0.103475621659437,0.11193776318128698,0.117552556739216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195932522021075,0.1112093003001895,0.13727858541262636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103125764725044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109371236674871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374157386667964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814760684094055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139086058736818,0.0,0.14292507749359287,0.0,0.10056801490788976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385556331832846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428275745100115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582381632708507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910496192842193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786860905292067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036671420634828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886760257712944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055406625883912,0.1292845548776905,0.0,0.1350007239356244,0.0,0.10738367581788824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020074250941023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401575484926608,0.0,0.12583362361540487,0.0,0.10654147796257953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057091772052669,0.0,0.09982574843681477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980879263645803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346333128388575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562853392556461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PolaaH,2020/01/16,"I am afraid of fail I (F20) had to quit my job last year due to depression, and now it has been almost one year that I am unemployed. So, lately I’ve had many anxiety crises, and usually it’s because I feel disappointed on myself for staying at home doing nothing, and I feel useless so I feel this need to change that. The last crisis I had, by impulse, I applied for a TOEIC speaking and writing test. I felt like I could do it and SHOULD do it.
So, my test will be this Sunday, and I’ve been preparing myself for the test. But I feel so anxious and I feel like I already failed without even trying. The application was expensive, and I am so dumb for doing it, I know. I didn’t even know how was the test, and now that I searched, I feel really stupid for thinking that I could do it. Every time that I try to answer a question, the words don’t come out of my mouth because my head keeps thinking how stupid the answers are, and I don’t know how to stop it!!! I want to be positive and confident, but like the way that I am now, I will fail anything that I try not just in test, but in life as well.",4.149850931677015,4.076986121739131,5.3362732919254645,86.06521739130434,70.3913043478261,8.484472049689442,28.60248447204969,8.192908349453996,1.6749440993788818,848,28,190,11,14,283,110,230,0.13,0.795,0.075,-0.9087,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,15,14,3,1,9,0,28,3,2,3,0,47,44,23,0,5,6,0,7,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,16,13,0,2,15,0,1,1,5,10,1,1,9,8,31,4,21,28,0,21,0,6,0,0,3,5,1,2,16,136,47,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327182938586516,0.0,0.146259675176007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139169000019944,0.14973092749626993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906800035363984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158863865164935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020829768480728,0.11417029490095006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116426242978401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415532873640268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508103165034675,0.0,0.11166951302718717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020930852787742,0.09468562452432837,0.12725787066740896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360228728816383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294705351029734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152414029827478,0.11780642508404117,0.0,0.0,0.2185192963668463,0.21607334804742226,0.1495093488319856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936159547631161,0.19425504107904187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343733691519858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827571555316499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271743911056318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981160654493367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847359969762267,0.1409711486536313,0.0,0.0,0.08490764091394004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126854590275045,0.0,0.11080823026794054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169850806238361,0.0,0.0,0.0772843416288023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699550913124171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459725772152498,0.0,0.07817471856710699,0.1052029961839497,0.0,0.0,0.11916814658848927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776251070675418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070106592856085
anxiety,JaguarFour,2020/01/16,"Anxiety headaches Hello everyone, I have been feeling like my brain is heavy, like it's dry, like it's constantly put under pressure. I searched around and found out those types of headaches could be caused by anxiety.

Have any of you experienced this, and do you have any tips on how to relieve them?

Thanks.",3.0514285714285663,6.045024719298251,2.697994987468676,90.22263157894741,82.50877192982456,6.76591478696742,27.441102756892228,7.957251820313856,1.9905208020050127,247,11,47,5,7,73,44,57,0.08800000000000001,0.688,0.225,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,8,1,1,2,0,9,11,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,5,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34025622530345795,0.0,0.3827675814341913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222709488942208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27927891409154243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25699944522395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703511469432012,0.0,0.19974500728489214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390536835569421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649639380642344,0.17872563074790362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743048352891064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36666975496255194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514957628791482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303282505950859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imsodelicate,2020/01/16,"Is it worth going on anxiety meds? I’ve been seeing my therapist for almost a year now for my anxiety but recently it’s gotten really bad. So bad that my boyfriend nearly broke up with me because I overthink and worry about everything he does. I’ve tried to stop it and calm down but it’s just gets worse. Recently it made my stomach turn in such a way for hours on end that i threw up. The school year is starting soon for me and I don’t want to put my grades (or my relationship) at risk because of my anxiety. So I’m wondering if it’s worth going on meds for it, since I’ve heard it can make you feel like shit for the first few weeks.",3.5842222222222238,4.091045496296296,4.944444444444446,86.33000000000001,71.81481481481481,8.962962962962962,26.11111111111111,9.150863307647796,1.7703333333333338,502,15,113,10,9,168,85,135,0.24,0.6859999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,1,4,0,5,2,2,2,0,16,20,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,5,0,1,5,3,13,2,20,15,1,26,0,1,1,0,4,9,1,4,13,67,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090751444243586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458626722404325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166180206558225,0.18373457879912106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188141095028674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347832948318428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544234449753925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620008052360737,0.10766241664931328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818808929079434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873621691580278,0.0,0.17129623558193427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484123233525498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362598519731882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259903878677954,0.10059557534411613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347946268067218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149836928998694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654434724078018,0.0,0.2976025146096791,0.1617988684459174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251971304077352,0.12009096160991135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469469853101628,0.12466326805169188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066685208936493,0.0,0.0,0.12599464718337275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749780638964455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231759982394226,0.16392183723420714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888866883538549,0.11962120823317075,0.1208850397329844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343122288614512,0.0,0.15304644398841186,0.15357946491685162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940958764839807
anxiety,andybriggs03,2020/01/16,"#anxiety #samaritans #nhs #borisjohnson When anxiety attacks hit you li... [https://youtu.be/x6EpUNt2f3A](https://youtu.be/x6EpUNt2f3A) 

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Anxiety is horrible and this is whats its like for me everyday. Sorry the video is only me crying.

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I am in a bad way.",10.738846153846154,15.2375858974359,7.576602564102568,58.107980769230785,61.82051282051282,11.079487179487181,37.95512820512821,10.686352973137794,5.790328205128205,226,11,25,7,4,64,33,39,0.3670000000000001,0.581,0.052000000000000005,-0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119365281243416,0.461973385677341,0.0,0.0,0.4362673345763349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626093702595053,0.0,0.0,0.1587217014351653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088108479815016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287100024272572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457610199167478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279621380043665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508888638852809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461973385677341,0.0
anxiety,throwawayvaporvawe,2020/01/16,"Does anybody have advice on breaking up with someone? Sorry if this isn't a good place to post this. I'm terrified of being alone, which is probably part of my anxiety. 

We've been together for a little over 3 years. Even though I don't love him and we're incompatible as a couple, he's become my best friend. I'd love to continue being that. But we've mentioned it once hypothetically and he said he can't go backwards like that. There's a good chance I'll never see him again.

I was going to do it last weekend and I had a panic attack in the bathroom instead. He's my *only* friend. Fuuuck.

Even if the only advice that exists is ""just do it"", I want to feel like I'm not alone in this at least.",1.3983953033268115,3.351091383561645,3.833307240704503,86.15410958904111,80.36986301369862,6.36320939334638,20.70254403131116,7.447530270364453,0.6857804305283755,546,15,115,8,14,190,93,146,0.218,0.69,0.091,-0.9457,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,1,1,7,0,13,2,0,0,1,12,23,8,0,3,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,3,9,9,15,17,3,19,0,0,1,2,12,9,0,2,8,72,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294000863249033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116044153487541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508008567513316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711381429826694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661403503152625,0.0,0.0,0.15786912698795208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645017194180148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164407687713062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987178645742365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606295069344265,0.10746866713082467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324468152720745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098797050489245,0.25235048701554713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262217645924092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698697542937147,0.15077240673461725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715415476321052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602244980695067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020519468918026,0.0,0.22882066409949225,0.0,0.17649956634079372,0.0,0.16290322117570094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157169445979785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440722945701104,0.0,0.16219116378176648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309530224911107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119874845654958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274605647300058,0.0,0.0,0.16839633344962265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779869859495035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887287045941773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687329056186307
anxiety,anxious-luigi,2020/01/16,"Bullying Trauma Keeps me Awake in Fear :some triggering words below:

I just can’t stop thinking. The moment I graduated high school sparked endless anxiety about my past bullying. It’s been about 6 months of remembering rumors, remembering how my “friends” would pick on me for not being just like them, remembering exes who’d bully me into the relationship, remembering people who’d take sexual advances on me. It’s been really hard. I’m lying here, awake, despite being physically exhausted and emotionally drained from crying everyday. My brain just keeps thinking about it all and I can’t sleep. I’m terrified and I don’t know of what anymore. I’m violently triggered by everything which only makes it harder to sleep since that’s now fresh in my mind. 
My boyfriend has been super supportive through everything and it’s been nice to have someone on my side for once. But sometimes I become paranoid and think he’s lying to my face when deep down I know he wouldn’t ever. The paranoia makes him an enemy sometimes. I hate admitting that sometimes I can’t trust the man I love because people in my past taught me the ones we love will destroy you the most. I hate that people destroyed my value and I would harm myself because of things they said. I hate being terrified to be myself because of things my friends would say to me despite saying they’re there for me. 
I get anxious-suicidal. Which I didn’t know was a thing and it’s nothing like a depressed suicidal. I’m absolutely terrified of things and I get so stressed that I can’t help but think I need to die because it’s too much. I won’t act on it, but regardless, the thought alone is it’s own beast.  It’s hard to deal with because it’s hard not to be afraid, we’re built that way. It’s hard not to remember all the things that were said when I’m trying to put my brain to rest. And no matter how loud the music is, those thoughts are so much louder. My head hurts. It always hurts. 
And I lie here, awake, unable to sleep, unable to dream. I don’t know what to do. I was taught this fear. I learned to dwell. I learned to be a slave to the bully. And I just want to sleep now.",3.0965652282364644,5.221542113744079,4.092237465702173,85.50296832127717,75.7298578199052,7.285707158892492,25.797206285856824,8.20500826718156,1.6670843601895735,1700,62,335,30,38,549,196,422,0.212,0.7070000000000001,0.081,-0.9946,0,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,1,2,2,20,27,6,5,14,0,34,11,8,7,3,67,69,20,2,7,10,0,4,2,2,6,1,5,0,1,32,14,0,3,18,1,0,3,13,17,0,1,14,9,50,10,43,41,8,28,0,3,0,2,23,13,0,2,13,215,82,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734006004827523,0.0,0.0,0.05897004250527139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054215838903998566,0.08006364075860745,0.07028462266633223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601039498002808,0.07827104416287824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823012553923874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778480605697852,0.0,0.07306450887173876,0.06104077082444954,0.0,0.07355252617960223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971992119947814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410654336123771,0.0,0.0,0.12738790715675322,0.0,0.0,0.1594983266679433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950894776107598,0.0,0.07405395947296596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539446606600438,0.20991022782125995,0.07273371381220169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047503090219855895,0.07487871295455369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517369530105458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598614667927496,0.0,0.0,0.15579458197171456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924762120321196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792702330552586,0.0,0.09461339332138673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155913458907003,0.0,0.056568261696782224,0.0,0.10419613685620802,0.05254967505320306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800228204977626,0.0,0.0,0.07547490928510098,0.048023773862925535,0.05390030859789628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530807336248613,0.14739831673568995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124455897861026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045401541107557,0.0,0.0,0.07608853533996053,0.40141304885774703,0.0,0.1348283990082772,0.11271834097445314,0.0,0.07172486239990365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862491850440054,0.0,0.2836872525804132,0.0,0.06004845585119244,0.0,0.21027859931010934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925102107906501,0.0811820686188559,0.0,0.0,0.15504193557768595,0.08042315245666347,0.0,0.0,0.05328589472066999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354164914085548,0.181644155427632,0.0,0.11252672972916178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811650652987254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180133448995043,0.05625380830831178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103338912880598,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ygantsy,2020/01/16,"Does my anxiety indicate I’m not capable of something? I’ve been dealing with a lot of anxiety lately. I never knew just how much this has been affecting my life til I started realizing the amount of trouble I’d have carrying out tasks that are considered “normal” to some people. Im not exactly in the best place right now academically and just trying to figure out my life and fix my mistakes. Anxiety of course has reached its peak and there are days I cannot do anything without having headaches, constant worries and annoying sweaty palms and cold hands.  My parents recognize this, however they seem to brush it off by telling me It’s because I’m not able to handle XYZ. It’s hurtful to hear something in that tone, makes me feel like I’m just not capable of doing something. I try my best to get through hard days by staying strong, but some days are hard. Parents themselves are dealing w a lot on their own, so I don’t expect them to understand anything. I just don’t really have anybody to talk to without being judged, so here I am on Reddit making my first post. Thanks for reading. If you made it til the end I hope this finds you well, for whoever struggling with similar issues.",6.9319364548495,6.889906273913045,7.111739130434781,75.58687290969903,64.52173913043478,10.381270903010034,37.25752508361204,10.035473477838034,3.745414715719064,953,45,174,19,13,308,141,230,0.10099999999999999,0.81,0.08900000000000001,0.5213,3,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,3,4,11,12,1,1,5,0,18,4,2,5,2,43,33,12,0,5,12,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,7,1,0,0,10,5,1,1,4,7,22,7,32,28,9,23,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,7,13,119,32,2,0.11448295881037465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627374504088959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841944104134192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978774909839787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028560446843364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237154076577926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149611248143647,0.2360538072072881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001848087420041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139792116355084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578860238025556,0.08178664864890844,0.0,0.0,0.10463535031901106,0.09737914628045807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598126208685478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051084886986514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903061494730247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370740962035965,0.0,0.0,0.12255637519937908,0.0,0.12366124088956985,0.11949046539155354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914176406479622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617253989421768,0.05593059091713467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465863526246288,0.0,0.10832654370851703,0.15283652796133854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415814730369447,0.0,0.08829631548510185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121689926004694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25423955522834124,0.0,0.0,0.0793680688902926,0.0,0.1196103255011462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964302852759532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451393952490692,0.0,0.0733407149176255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776782129980033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422098602173388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26440372447063315,0.0,0.0,0.08103162748653843,0.12202360164949655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968244546388165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201706575437386,0.10006315204093533,0.10540052720199443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545282834692453,0.0,0.0,0.119180797579991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293392882116097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071497391857808,0.0,0.0,0.11626300180699993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geumyoil,2020/01/16,Relationship Anxiety please help.. it's 3 am and I can't sleep because I can't stop myself from crying.,0.6857142857142868,3.211852809523812,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,92.33333333333331,6.609523809523811,21.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.499685714285714,83,3,16,2,3,29,18,21,0.24,0.55,0.21,-0.1561,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29619197597391755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236021601854517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252995315028006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595188867592841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250078537724941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156868931090546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874600559496613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32370018368536524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sammi_Seee,2020/01/16,"My anxiety won’t let me drink. It’s the absolute weirdest thing, but I can’t really drink and I’m pretty sure that it’s due to my anxiety. Ever time I take a sip I’m just afraid. I feel it in my chest and in my throat. Its like my nervousness stops me from swallowing. I genuinely have never heard of anyone else having this issue and I hate not feeling like I can have fun drinking. The only thing that helps me drink is if I smoke first, which is why I think it’s anxiety related. Just needed someplace to confide in because I feel like I can’t explain it to anyone.",1.2600980392156842,3.351514386554624,3.4489285714285742,87.99815476190477,81.60504201680672,6.991876750700281,22.521708683473392,8.07648339933343,1.2983607843137248,448,15,94,9,12,153,72,119,0.142,0.664,0.19399999999999998,0.8921,0,0,5,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,2,3,0,10,7,2,0,3,18,21,5,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,3,5,1,5,4,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,4,18,5,8,18,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,9,62,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423488967115773,0.0,0.0,0.2086092941805526,0.1528445127073518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093396799975928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845277300796856,0.0,0.0,0.12461420357464377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493476467012042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627778818341646,0.2131372507963044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688576843516994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727663099489166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999869586447782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569698545330105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253864674723014,0.0,0.21863395640524155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060927114474124,0.11505077080933145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345215441301845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176172147102224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955635094921256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471461049952985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059300134108546,0.0,0.11215890433920904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820671776782234,0.0955835008456814,0.0,0.0,0.08698348977004934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460467782364768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TayleC,2020/01/16,"Idk how to start... But these days, self-doubt and lack of confidence is pouring over me, I tried to think the other way and convince my self that I am strong and I am capable, which will work, I would feel like I could conquer the world... But that feeling doesn't stay for long... I would then feel like I wouldn't be able to do a thing because of self-doubt and lack of confidence... I feel like doing the things I want is not worth working on because it will all be vain because I am not that good... The money and time will only be wasted because I feel like I will fail...",4.601198547215496,4.418715754237288,4.784285714285716,90.78601694915257,69.42372881355932,7.759806295399518,27.026634382566584,6.868970318607317,0.9555481840193708,441,12,101,3,7,138,67,118,0.111,0.693,0.196,0.8531,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,1,9,0,0,5,0,19,0,0,1,1,24,27,9,0,7,4,0,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,6,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,14,7,9,16,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,70,23,3,0.14438918501842904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520732280610873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528301518229901,0.0,0.0,0.09311907931764213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650375517745161,0.41260665050995615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211067978949751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821650496822199,0.0,0.0,0.1277798850786349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981448163238096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518882302561317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219940832310086,0.1538996596372698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185151732324826,0.09251875958004988,0.0,0.0,0.08419449493131352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980307786724853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516448231865664,0.11460941430427525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023409272062035,0.0,0.0,0.20513986861797975,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SimpleTactix,2020/01/16,"New to anxiety - advice appreciated I’m 20M and am baffled i’m posting on reddit about this (even though it is quite the platform) just because it’s never been like me. Im a sophomore in college and it’s been going relatively well. Freshman year I was the happiest and most positive person ever. Nothing could bring me down and I loved experiencing everything new. Thought anxiety and stuff like that would never impact me. 

I ended up getting Mono first semester and noticed I was generally not AS happy as before. Not exactly sure why but, was still happy, outgoing, and positive. 

I drank a LOT from from end of high school until second semester I got an OWI and other charges since they searched my car. That made me slow down and evaluate some things I wasn’t aware of. But even then, saw it as a learning experience and something that I had to experience to learn from (unfortunately). I noticed this also made me feel insecure and uncomfortable around friends and even family. 

Fast forward to now, I haven’t had my license for 4 months and get them back in 2 months and am hoping that my insecurity and discomfort is gone after being able to drive. 

I just got over a bad cold and sinus infection but am left with nonstop tinnitus in my right ear. This is what has caused me to come to reddit. Because not only do I have tinnitus but I get anxiety at night (1:30AM rn) which I have never had and in general don’t feel completely normal. I think how I my mental health has declined since mono and the dui and worry it will continue maybe because my aunt completely let herself go at a younger age. 

Any pointers are appreciated. Thanks.",5.167098176718096,6.794221216129035,6.2626507713885005,74.1687587657784,69.09677419354838,9.520336605890604,31.865357643758763,9.867487886160001,3.3241136044880784,1307,57,231,32,23,436,182,310,0.125,0.767,0.10800000000000001,-0.382,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,2,15,14,0,3,9,0,28,8,1,4,6,56,51,31,0,4,9,1,2,2,1,2,5,1,0,1,17,22,1,0,6,0,0,8,9,4,1,2,17,6,31,10,32,29,3,48,0,0,1,1,7,17,0,4,26,165,48,4,0.09981278720356816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753590046553913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982024986532668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787611802474193,0.0,0.22906952703335134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885454215093029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767498722838788,0.08333950813207265,0.18253484595149574,0.0,0.08493333035108802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253522715569104,0.0,0.08597987814769775,0.20930361673039202,0.0,0.0,0.07969238874163513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680900691508875,0.0,0.0,0.19777621377342292,0.0902863804155376,0.0,0.0,0.08970529717289492,0.19527211691467375,0.0940946126649484,0.0,0.10093668849763464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490070580596909,0.0,0.0,0.07711511179715283,0.0,0.156444185078986,0.0,0.11345181430874304,0.0,0.15965880799666227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250513597886936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060963253410412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105457689782857,0.0,0.099136619090224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781493814013192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844688534495063,0.1020653374388802,0.0,0.09752697217807896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485726234142572,0.09008493740261346,0.1888905452484933,0.0,0.0,0.10027536049642152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005878132831025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593392289527044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309453242636213,0.19279962370810205,0.0,0.09366753928691122,0.09779533919815732,0.09577306128758094,0.2272750395719232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591212240476318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715267582747978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559305933825918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616318538982196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523957490404341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010158694003988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513233802334912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684076000088665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971062079420294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142617613479692,0.0,0.0,0.09407237070354688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918942041861622,0.0,0.0,0.06631118068442225,0.06395600377634207,0.09806555665030488,0.0792402038431115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974368272985891,0.0,0.09006551556529932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136473043321202,0.0,0.07090414026064679,0.0,0.0,0.06427616246832367
anxiety,tittyteller,2020/01/16,"Having a hard time Trigger warning for death/grief

I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression for years and it’s basically taken over my life. I’ve been in and out of school and I’m a whole year behind, so I’m at an alternate school now. It’s a lot better than public school but I still have such a hard time going. I’m lucky if I go two days a week. I’ve been feeling really bad lately so I haven’t gone all week, but if I don’t go I’m supposed to call to let the school know. But the thing is a have really bad phone anxiety, so half the time I don’t call and it makes me even more anxious to go back because I feel like I’m gonna get in trouble.

On top of that my depression has been pretty bad lately. My dog died two months ago and I’m still really upset about it, but I don’t tell anyone because I feel stupid for not being over it. I’m basically embarrassed to have emotions and be sad, even if it’s just over a tv show or something. If I start to cry during a sad scene or something I feel so embarrassed and dumb. 

I just feel like my life is ruined and it’s all my fault. Like because I’m anxious/depressed every  day I choose not to go to school and I’m just causing more problems for myself and everyone I know. And even when I do go to school I don’t talk to anyone, and I feel like no one there likes me. There’s two people who have talked to me a couple time but I’m too scared to initiate a conversation and I feel like I’m ruining my chance at making new friends. Sorry this is a lot I’ve just felt really bad lately and this felt like the best place to vent. I’m hopefully gonna start therapy again soon so hopefully that will help a bit.",1.4422724413693937,2.9690019108635117,3.421716236858657,91.15696828106749,78.63788300835654,6.860670320783537,21.051397250426813,7.717688229018142,0.6350443166501933,1302,34,300,20,31,441,156,359,0.249,0.606,0.145,-0.9925,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,24,33,2,5,17,0,22,2,0,4,2,58,62,32,1,7,17,0,11,7,1,3,2,0,0,0,13,17,0,0,12,2,0,7,8,20,0,5,7,11,27,13,31,49,9,43,0,6,0,0,11,11,1,11,32,175,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060785566661291965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491586519799637,0.1549352792634063,0.0,0.09589526122703533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052728178375248236,0.2290213817810562,0.1254038558061625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196282462262854,0.06064698618724103,0.07486363506334688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400407999642183,0.0,0.0,0.07044305855278278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587439520564622,0.07532389790304125,0.08844744532161984,0.0,0.17718471426974675,0.0,0.07116764286628155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713506491128445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587487728519304,0.0,0.05777546254265621,0.06552415945250754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427069446589586,0.1959534202213809,0.1316811032965292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297910275639077,0.0,0.035826408788034836,0.0,0.2338286953654049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285535151792655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596283955708642,0.0,0.0,0.1362163396330851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537153206125657,0.0,0.2320589984425641,0.0,0.0,0.07012023809631275,0.0968698607379904,0.2345081237704316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659612536225067,0.0,0.0,0.09154562781190788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473407991688264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622794701182122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646664043900054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753968041343196,0.0,0.07164388308768008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976309460177907,0.0,0.06561481894686616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571772614480122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865324157400735,0.4163954379577884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558123888024863,0.0,0.07676153053062547,0.09707222886864177,0.0,0.1095245036002838,0.0,0.0,0.07168708131623483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023228761156673,0.05993556773772703,0.0,0.07841886578168293,0.0,0.045556659045228924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994118587484574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095671004337065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100097774436634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655897766946941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831714917701812
anxiety,eyetalker,2020/01/16,"I have anxiety about having more panic attacks which then makes me have a panic attack and gives me more anxiety I’ve had like 10 panic attacks this week.  I mean, I don’t know whether to laugh or cry at the ridiculousness of the situation I’ve found myself in but I’ve never felt worse in my life.",4.571721311475411,5.20010449180328,5.639467213114753,81.79231557377051,69.65573770491804,8.722950819672132,26.72540983606557,8.841846274778883,1.8588983606557377,238,7,48,4,4,79,45,61,0.29100000000000004,0.599,0.11,-0.7927,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,3,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,11,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,7,2,6,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520706480559692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622897613734333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097304657107166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581883778113048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806427737091387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804575145235408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054374615220273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636966690993387,0.08048982135984498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997367121592816,0.0,0.0,0.17946393150612455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706739806589645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799052000367299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851888781238896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215463571874903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678970225331277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-i_like_dogs-,2020/01/16,"So much stuff happening all at once So for my work I am going back to school for 3 months to get a higher function. It is me alone and requires me to drive to this school a few hours away on Friday morning. Going to school there, sleeping in a hotel, and going to school again on Saturday. I am just nervous for this alone.  And since my job requires me practicing on patients (dental work) I have to convince 3 patients to come with me on the last 3 days. Which I know will be hard to do because it is a long drive. I am always bad with changes in my regular schedule so this alone is enough for me to just get heart palpitations throughout the day and stomach issues.

So on top of this I found out I am pregnant with my second child. (My first just turned 1). And that we have to move because our house is getting too small. I am very tired and nauseous because of the pregnancy and the anxiety isn't helping. Next week a realtor is going to talk to us about putting our house on sale. 

I just have to find a way to do all these things one by one but I just feel so anxious all day. I think it's mostly the school thing because since i was little i have had anxiety going somewhere alone and not knowing where to go, what to do or what to say, how am i going to find patients that want to go all the way over there for me to practice on them.. I am really overthinking and I worry about all of this being bad for the pregnancy....",5.079217024693836,4.817934576791807,5.630058221240716,85.39578397912068,68.419795221843,8.53234290303152,30.204577394097573,7.928766900206844,1.8140108010439668,1113,38,239,12,17,360,142,293,0.11,0.8740000000000001,0.016,-0.9715,1,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,0,1,6,19,4,0,1,13,0,25,4,3,1,5,40,45,17,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,17,15,0,2,7,1,1,13,2,3,0,4,3,3,32,1,49,39,9,46,0,0,0,0,9,17,0,2,14,178,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556265289713008,0.0,0.0,0.07142758843767083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313380985842669,0.0969772538389494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065157419077011,0.06600735433623836,0.14334930547205665,0.2093144374384731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080966706257307,0.07394545572258589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608335552380274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869794135830286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340439641740841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691643426786034,0.07301733286021972,0.0,0.09412154332494267,0.0,0.0,0.1345470220479017,0.0,0.3902888113985461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590997540968293,0.0,0.07689775154031878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017234222543444,0.05753821828156401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453727701805996,0.1981007505897786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959695600523589,0.08518513945606282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435325810473896,0.06997285154046927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603643759615855,0.0,0.07596764715250247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851842636455674,0.0912366751773725,0.0631038953337634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129415529986504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141914315738922,0.1163377948862149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862951224207214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054992712484083536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826516419570652,0.0,0.4343844547670902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201911252650004,0.0,0.08590419584874806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982687833079602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899671003129516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405948882107447,0.05500421665302944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986629828841387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093371665172705,0.0,0.0,0.1032575990982185,0.0,0.0,0.07082880647344059,0.05063195462046162,0.13627508806826932,0.06885743623169899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249882903353539,0.08717692264235474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-psyduckae,2020/01/16,how do you relieve yourself from anxiety/panic attacks? recently i've been having more panic attacks than usual since the start of this year. my stresses have definitely triggered a lot of it. i've done a few breathing techniques however mentally i'm still triggered sometimes. it takes me such a long time for me to calm down.. what are some of your techniques to relax?,4.206554621848742,7.093965705882354,4.683865546218488,78.78382352941179,75.76470588235293,6.8268907563025225,33.243697478991606,7.957251820313856,2.9636403361344534,300,16,47,5,7,95,54,68,0.16699999999999998,0.696,0.13699999999999998,-0.5192,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,2,2,4,0,6,1,1,3,0,5,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,9,7,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,7,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401514052637648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294166142995824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009069746342446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182819122232284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392424154841786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785366462609076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440293157585074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963789555304536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347937404798632,0.0,0.1680322764552211,0.0,0.18958719586512826,0.0,0.27193982098202585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849454833724696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842930091708125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614615249493308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528772111159762
anxiety,throwaway929376395,2020/01/16,"whew been a minute but here i am again so my grandmother got diagnosed with mesothelioma, shes got 3-6 months left, starts chemo i think this week. anyways, i live an hour and half away, in the mountains so weather doesnt always allow to make the drive, im also working 2 jobs 6 days a week and am exhausted. im not really processing it at all, but my family is losing it. ive heard my mom isnt doing well at all, but everytime ive talked to her she hides it from me. my stepdad just texted me a super passive aggressive thing about how i need to offer her support, saying im not really busy, and that if i have time to snowboard i have time to call. (i snowboard as a hobbie/sport, it helps keep me sane and its just fun lol). do i have a right to be fucking pissed at my stepdad? ive tried being there for my mom but she doesnt let me in at all, idk what to do and i refuse to be talked to the way he talked to me. idk man, i just got out of a dark place, and im trying to focus on myself so i dont slip back into old, unhealthy habits, but it makes me feel selfish and like im abandoning my family. im just a fucking kid man idk how to deal with all this shit, ive never lost anyone this close to me before, ive never had to see my family go through something like this. 

also, i think im about to get fired from one of my jobs. when we are closing the register for the night we have to input how much cash was in the drawer at the start and end of the night, i forgot we had to do that, so every time ive clsoed the store for the last 2 months i havent done that. its not even a money thing, i have another job so like, whatever, but i really love this job, my boss is a homie, my coworkers are awesome and we're all friends (woah i have friends? wild shit hahaha), and all i have to do is talk snowboarding with customers all day, which is something i love doing. and my boss has hooked it up with free gear for me, and i get to wax my board for free whenever i want, and i know he needs me as a worker, but the owner (my boss' wife) is gonna be HEATED and the #1 rule of the shop is dont piss her off or your gone. soooooooo ya. im doing fucking great. also whenever i get like this, i get really self concious about how my problems arent real problems and arent a big deal, so sorry for bitching about nothing. 

anyways hope you all are doing well much love",1.887407295900445,2.8714955088062624,3.7215655577299422,91.71789352200312,76.29941291585128,6.963139143961063,21.908826333483862,7.419758726546812,0.5457291484770939,1819,45,429,22,39,615,229,511,0.133,0.7140000000000001,0.154,0.9623,6,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,3,3,0,5,31,34,9,0,25,1,52,12,4,10,10,77,86,40,0,7,16,3,2,4,2,1,2,2,0,4,21,26,0,4,4,1,6,3,13,16,2,2,12,5,67,20,56,68,10,46,0,3,1,6,39,20,8,3,26,282,88,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538270679148062,0.05335188243971286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723403193312719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483327545202781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024161530468801,0.049303311027733984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456027845144112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065472346380637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270249495945703,0.13220709778162046,0.0,0.06507911568358858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561567638404348,0.15029324280030926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056790123560052086,0.0,0.0,0.04234978678744921,0.0,0.05402275760865147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813361696718508,0.0,0.032420333734898533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990758741020632,0.17783007352647873,0.13399746624377162,0.0,0.036440126355100105,0.0,0.15384470947120013,0.07069107667595212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042977403055225454,0.0,0.0,0.06368432180792008,0.06314398909290754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5540734617926251,0.0,0.2545116051250301,0.05699163338795499,0.0,0.0,0.03523795247966844,0.052265286159230345,0.0,0.0,0.06966513896433142,0.06556569968334304,0.0,0.12530060310990204,0.0,0.0566179736475488,0.0,0.0,0.0717324076967101,0.06999311902506909,0.0,0.17360884997620735,0.0,0.08559944038116829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019005808427424,0.102357845429596,0.0,0.09426922227040473,0.09508638510589452,0.0989045654734541,0.0,0.0,0.12034208488539998,0.0,0.06152360763904052,0.0,0.06728177408329998,0.0,0.043448480424906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699037895768897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270584443646886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298110100458446,0.1643042860981926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475700673248714,0.0,0.050989751923028716,0.0,0.0,0.051094290546477995,0.0,0.06688977231957953,0.0,0.1316338176792688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987233926831418,0.0,0.07177561848965558,0.09076707065443906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276112400487862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061446812265725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519521058765489,0.08216932881954138,0.0,0.0,0.1121643627228997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706475663679435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781886172680971,0.05089442774918992,0.10286428320730308,0.0,0.11530079648963547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667916639892895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SerahTheLioness,2020/01/16,"My strange trigger... CW: Loss of a loved one

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Don't really know where to post this but i gotta get it off my chest. I lost one of my good friends on the 21st of September 2019. It tore me up for a while. Then it went away... until I heard a song on the radio.

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""Do you remember / The 21st night of September""

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And that set off my anxiety pretty bad. Just something i wanted to share. Do any of you have ""unusual"" triggers like mine?",1.8043719806763288,3.929432239130435,3.018405797101451,91.62900966183577,79.86956521739131,6.697584541062803,24.352657004830927,7.793537801064563,1.2275251207729472,354,13,76,6,9,114,65,92,0.121,0.682,0.19699999999999998,0.875,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,2,8,0,0,6,0,4,2,1,2,0,8,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,2,12,5,15,8,0,14,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505309594531806,0.5052557820952028,0.09425522840526546,0.0,0.10603140554455594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022268272509907,0.0,0.1157282502707012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070848287653801,0.0,0.07241468146386143,0.0,0.0,0.11625415757703693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617293597512285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771473756769661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130224655566898,0.0,0.12509519692423007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007012726374256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784282767463928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327439739350057,0.1410097312128104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879304120051454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701090542813062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670385395460738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175201821474863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848696327749334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052557820952028,0.0
anxiety,iknowshelovedit,2020/01/16,"Want a partner but feel too anxious Any chance I have had to even start a relationship I have backed down. Any girl who has tried to start a relationship with me, I avoided. I feel lonely too often. I want someone to share goals, experiences, and feelings with. Online dating scares me. Talking to a stranger scares me. The thought of a girl being physically attracted to me before she is interested in my thoughts makes me uncomfortable. So conflicting...",4.177777777777777,7.2621638148148175,4.673086419753087,77.5888888888889,77.51851851851852,7.550617283950618,29.987654320987648,8.515128840125781,2.8004172839506167,363,17,61,8,9,115,55,81,0.19899999999999998,0.625,0.17600000000000002,-0.631,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,3,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,16,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,12,3,10,12,0,6,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,4,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723267050806062,0.0,0.0,0.2262030502647578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396460819111146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703810904271465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322501104649727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586348535026651,0.0,0.0,0.3037271053526732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336551645816586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299444447191601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009305751003768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965433683164202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28344782893190484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093739149626818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179207098238024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359431127789574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620183337085285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CryoGenikOne,2020/01/16,"I feel like I can't be who I need to be for my boss. My boss is a small business owner and I'm his apprentice and first official employee. When he hired me I beat hundreds of other applicants and after my interview he was convinced I was the perfect person for this. For the first few months I was, I was learning extremely fast and I was on top of everything. I made lots of mistakes but learned a lot and also did very well a lot of the time. At some point I don't know what happened, I just keep making mistakes. 

I've been there too long now to keep constantly messing everything up. My boss and I now have frequent talks with each other where he has to remind me that I'm wasting his money and time when he can just do everything by himself for free. It's the truth and I don't blame him for saying it, his whole business is at stake. He's always been kind and patient with me and no matter how hard to try and how good I do, 1 or 2 mistakes ruins everything. I find myself leaving work extremely exhausted or sad almost every day now. 

The worst part is, I love this job and I want to do better it's just so hard getting through this every day. I want to be the perfect employee he hired, even if he says I don't need to be perfect I feel like I owe it him. I don't want him to fire me. If he fired me he wouldn't even replace me he would just go back to carrying an entire business by himself and never grow. He's been a great friend to me even outside of work and I just wish I was good enough to be what he needs me to be.",3.5970888109845163,3.8467084693251534,4.906617002629275,87.53416155419225,71.66871165644172,8.050014607069823,27.793748174116274,7.957251820313856,1.5141085597429158,1195,40,268,15,21,399,154,326,0.11900000000000001,0.6759999999999999,0.205,0.9837,5,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,10,22,24,0,0,11,0,32,2,0,7,5,65,53,25,0,14,10,0,6,2,1,2,1,2,0,1,13,17,0,2,6,0,3,2,8,8,1,2,11,8,45,17,32,34,10,29,0,2,0,1,29,8,0,9,21,188,58,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914347374896403,0.0,0.0,0.08716384155309198,0.09069317430095894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381098428355163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639786093140756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778565681088672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058645070223658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262171986618892,0.0,0.21597194432995065,0.0,0.18366719778093185,0.0,0.3918333166054287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102230265871847,0.15573313481081386,0.0,0.0,0.0996201176255482,0.18542341526374476,0.0,0.0,0.0842098264209498,0.0,0.05694576745096872,0.0,0.06194478207599395,0.1828408849908157,0.0,0.12016817111822015,0.0,0.0,0.09638455926619237,0.0,0.19527752053070385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816143831149802,0.1937608160833236,0.0,0.11350227441724335,0.05990119973477505,0.0,0.0,0.11541073457083675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064996108684894,0.0,0.0,0.0964577863418669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779928018956316,0.09837289689433212,0.10313438998684997,0.07275549251074956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699934746545117,0.0,0.0,0.24245684604854434,0.0840642221554278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803174814473287,0.0,0.0,0.09517086252638164,0.0,0.0,0.10303619024262864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335554987936766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760663471820031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711256702490056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400094231027342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993288771928902,0.192865506985392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800024624145376,0.0,0.0,0.12168983401165095,0.12533970414316886,0.0,0.0,0.15870037122777533,0.0,0.0,0.07742743548867155,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buggiecarpark,2020/01/16,"Help Hi for my whole life I’ve never had an panic attack 

About a month ago I smoked weed for my 4th tome in my life . a lot of weed for my tolerance. I had the worst panic attack ever lasted 2 days on and off . 
Now it’s a couple weeks later and I still get them not as bad but pretty bad . I have no idea what is going on. Please if you have any experience help me
I went to the doctor everything’s fine they just gave me pills but I don’t wanna fall into the pills . 


I just wanna feel normal again.


Symptoms:
Dizziness 
I can’t swallow or eat right 
Scared 
Can’t breathe 
Scared that I can’t breathe",-0.052786458333333286,2.0923328359375013,1.9348750000000017,96.38929166666668,87.828125,4.350833333333333,14.783333333333333,5.6839178017228535,-0.8920547916666668,465,8,106,3,15,154,87,128,0.127,0.6809999999999999,0.191,0.7719,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,7,10,2,4,7,0,9,10,2,0,2,18,14,7,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,4,1,18,1,14,10,3,20,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,11,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368103569472339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495439000190186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35116102771318963,0.0,0.0,0.2577297433501385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077085336855394,0.0,0.09953453780358798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797036533911096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579251873216277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396065694054317,0.0,0.0,0.13870806137275873,0.15097111113285097,0.0,0.0,0.07803737808207918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063466450416057,0.0,0.08771322161531674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689755254408887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422758338453012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580517924112242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802544506725216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121172019633273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319024765093772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190341381586004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512174011900662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36216221601424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694155786802274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570161207412224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180287630495074,0.0,0.0,0.3090363387631531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325365423931504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041514214787286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379975828486794,0.0,0.0,0.14307186012009854,0.0,0.17231164629654205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,millwoody20,2020/01/16,Claustrophobia Subreddit I’m sorry if there’s a better place for this but I need resources. Is there a subreddit on how to deal with claustrophobia? r/claustrophobia is just a bunch of pictures and videos of people in horrible situations and that’s not at all what I’m looking for. I’m looking for a sub that’s good for discussing situations that I’ve had and that other people have had where they can’t deal with their surroundings and need coping mechanisms and grounding techniques to soften the blow of the walls closing in. If anyone can point me in the right direction that would be awesome. I hope all of you are doing well and not struggling alone because we’re strong and we can conquer the conditions and feelings that we feel conquer us. Love y’all,6.849166666666665,7.666016138888889,6.711111111111113,75.44500000000002,64.69444444444444,9.733333333333334,34.05555555555556,9.725611199111238,3.2792972222222225,620,26,109,12,9,196,88,144,0.038,0.747,0.215,0.9825,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,2,2,4,6,7,0,1,8,0,12,1,0,1,2,28,23,12,0,6,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,4,10,6,17,19,3,13,0,0,2,1,11,13,0,3,0,78,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811958943840174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270037579758694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072330893973678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064183062090148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745164295951429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368072275110706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234723153333285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804050253344725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050561313837351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393312141885888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693608289608723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518463577124291,0.0,0.1897704281044067,0.0,0.171704248007712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511571618221578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083318024030021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033260605503283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898848516388786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848513050970425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331211922563538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290286408536839,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeetcatz,2020/01/16,Veeva anxiety Has anyone tried this supplement for anxiety? How did it help you?,3.937857142857141,7.2717499285714275,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,85.42857142857143,11.371428571428574,28.42857142857143,10.125756701596842,5.1189714285714265,65,3,9,3,2,22,13,14,0.215,0.63,0.155,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7911389977390032,0.0,0.0,0.36155866756615895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465919549136636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35106756180745946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemonpotato913,2020/01/16,"Working with Anxiety Hello, I'm new to this subreddit, but I figured it was high time I joined. I've been dealing with anxiety for the past 13 years of my life, and only today did somebody question my ability to deal with it.

My anxiety disorder has been a lot worse lately. I'm about to start my second semester of grad school and an working full time as an assistant clinical supervisor in a field I've been in for five years. One of my colleagues at work has been singling me out because I'm ""too nice"" and triggering my anxiety disorder (by accident; he didn't even know I had one until today). I talked to HR about some of this issues that have come up, and they were as sympathetic as they could be without written documentation/proof of my grievances. Today I finally talked to my boss about my anxiety disorder being really bad and what I'm doing to work through it, and the first words out of her mouth were ""do you need to go down to part time?"" She didn't ask what I needed from her, and she made me feel like my anxiety will drain money from the company.

Has anyone else experienced an unsympathetic boss? My past bosses at the same company were very receptive to my needs and worked with me to create solutions that allowed me to work full time and maintain my health insurance and a work-life balance I could handle. I don't really mesh with this boss, and neither do any of the other supervisors sans one who none of the rest of us mesh with anyways. I feel like I need to be open and honest with my boss when she's the one who oversees my branch of the company, but after her response, I'm not really feeling it. Is there anything I can do to make her understand?

TL;DR My boss is unsympathetic and is the first person who has ever doubted my ability because of my anxiety. How do I deal with her?",6.9234763379035815,6.292158372549025,7.768707061772081,72.83091110128262,64.71428571428572,11.549402919062365,34.755860238832376,10.992663274268294,3.769793277310925,1437,57,275,36,19,485,173,357,0.122,0.8,0.078,-0.9304,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,2,8,10,6,0,1,15,0,33,4,1,11,1,59,54,21,0,6,4,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,15,25,0,0,7,0,1,2,7,2,0,8,14,4,46,4,55,34,10,35,0,0,0,0,25,12,0,4,23,205,61,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054297201320745024,0.0,0.4275673688778506,0.0,0.0,0.05582933995093471,0.08181043220622912,0.0657054663663864,0.0,0.07464410881755615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666707205278805,0.09734529676615447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687792244043323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749914995605224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694944541385416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745271712788737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670008411094411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052736736711017286,0.07222419190438749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111578833974355,0.11408228073113155,0.0,0.08746607453109641,0.0,0.1358318904961441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537763930076365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848712876351281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843604139363601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333722583505511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043880613413297034,0.0,0.0900684110764714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639674283108648,0.0780162713581466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788119284017033,0.0,0.0755510793885132,0.0532970233433375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368156270207276,0.0,0.07711460442704438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641960883176067,0.060725567590562524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864641365075676,0.15244179056227405,0.0,0.06971739873693653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944444823043737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345186836371444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080719930718804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651455969728826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835244995193448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623257758736825,0.0,0.2270506003588691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312125164613994,0.09604346217667198,0.0,0.0,0.0658803212059971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696753697609683,0.0,0.40689575237713893,0.0,0.08136867152188802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283486549408494
anxiety,noellelovesdoggos,2020/01/16,"i cant comfort myself so many times when i even think positive in the slightest, i get let down. this keeps going on and i’m anxious to even tell myself that i’ll be okay, because i really don’t know if i will. i’m always worried about the future and i’m overthinking every little thing. my mind is a living hell thanks to my severe anxiety, i’m thinking negatively all the time and i call it “realistic thinking”. I don’t have an answer to why this stuff happens, God only knows.",2.9582653061224486,4.583330081632656,4.960969387755104,81.3134948979592,74.71428571428571,7.348979591836735,25.51530612244898,8.07648339933343,1.6425877551020402,380,13,73,6,8,131,71,98,0.156,0.737,0.107,-0.5733,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,5,1,8,0,0,0,1,13,22,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,7,19,1,9,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,4,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952744451057127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666623704024914,0.21659044941830133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116871498933726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576883938474549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532601645088528,0.0,0.16153342811213034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001664439156173,0.0,0.10895960871934182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953847462642832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704106625129372,0.0,0.0,0.21072997809284824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960479750616196,0.0,0.0,0.1921550667566675,0.1692933826574262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943752630210946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935838162463918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581265543746094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282154670454545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659044941830133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947497065453453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675728293022981,0.1765111751223517,0.0,0.0,0.12737108428129246,0.3685417208626843,0.0,0.0,0.2235884137804038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299861434379085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470224311949494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vy_the_God,2020/01/16,"Adverse response to anxiety meds So I recently started receiving treatment for my ongoing depression, anxiety and PTSD. I've been taking Cymbalta which has calmed my mood and I've been much more even tempered. I noticed immediate and sustained improvement despite dealing with some frustrating side effects.

Now the cymbalta hasn't done much for my anxiety and has also caused a drop in my energy. I was prescribed 7.5mg of buspirone 3x a day to help with those issues. I noticed a bit more energy but my ability to sleep has been disturbed. On top of this my racing thoughts came back and I've been feeling overwhelmed, frustrated and aggressive. All of this after just a week. So I immediately went back to the doctor and stopped taking it. I'm just curious what would cause such an adverse response. It made most of my issues worse and it only kind of helped with the main issue which is my anxiety. I was able to handle some of my trigger situations without having a panic attack.

Now that I've been without buspirone I'm feeling like my normal cymbalta self and I can feel my anxiety again. I'm hoping I can get some answers for my next doctor's visit and to see what other medicines could possibly work.",5.599271212909943,7.4182690884955775,6.354882873503383,73.17952368558043,68.2920353982301,9.565434669443,34.975533576262364,9.916854025145753,3.9141481520041634,978,49,159,24,17,321,129,226,0.145,0.7090000000000001,0.145,0.0217,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,12,16,5,3,9,0,18,3,1,5,1,39,34,14,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,14,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,11,0,0,12,4,20,4,23,20,11,21,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,5,13,115,32,3,0.10866702260665716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690097871822983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41564987429686095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362442589580988,0.0,0.1671164655390399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186362441743671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428612463687876,0.0,0.22326193185211224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676177523530969,0.0,0.0,0.07008123978281193,0.11203092875451304,0.09359474733976578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245060450784676,0.0,0.11120409251101344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177354356859839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648359351258774,0.07763174266289367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677403424601993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456744293014293,0.0,0.0,0.10793087268321286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402604170676076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315998191286301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053089218262283286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282336424910517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070456488933333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597655300075315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556861134267292,0.0,0.10647060996100473,0.0,0.2474362509557111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826461674159404,0.0,0.12749733741092212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250574046883116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270259342676663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729557513678578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659354785066074,0.0,0.11336340397576138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214628637965072,0.108745500630789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691507790708782,0.0,0.0,0.09085049668633892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340815444476134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626947772547221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716613084130118,0.0,0.0,0.1007354186446839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095022640021456,0.0,0.0791108866756393,0.0,0.11074097971964834,0.07719393505057692,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaypp_,2020/01/16,"How to stop worrying in the early stages of a relationship? Soooo. Not sure if this will be anything but I really like this boy and he likes me too. The only thing is that I constantly worry that he's going to change his mind and just drop my ass. If he goes a day without responding to my texts I'll start to stress out. We didnt have the time to see each other properly for a week and I started stressing out.

Basically I'm just stressed that it'll be over before it even began. I know this probably stems from my fear of abandonment and low self-worth and I don't want to appear clingy because I know there's no proof to support any of my worries.

I haven't really expressed any of this to him because I want to deal with it on my own without putting pressure on him about needing to be there for me 24/7 just to calm down my unreasonable anxieties.

I'm (24F) also very inexperienced in relationship matters which probably contributes to it too.

So. Any tips? How can I distract myself and dedicate time to myself every now and then when he's not there and when my brain just wont stop worrying?",3.0126673017385097,4.908840588235299,4.377085020242916,84.39817813765184,75.2443438914027,7.910550130983567,26.1112169564182,8.6894789155246,1.904867873303168,874,32,177,18,19,289,129,221,0.235,0.6940000000000001,0.071,-0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,18,13,0,6,6,0,12,2,2,2,2,39,26,18,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,13,0,3,2,0,0,3,9,8,0,0,2,1,24,5,32,18,2,29,0,2,1,1,14,9,1,3,17,121,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084614874033337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317563747694073,0.0,0.08690394713898031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934833982673369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384994225031174,0.0,0.09666552002912894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268155463757111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017409405467985,0.0,0.0,0.12276160742183463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732628196727171,0.1171169596392032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503195143285382,0.0,0.0957131837641848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278319622984241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456168963979833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486354900994502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099877331419894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470395691287676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423321072428043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863981755859326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449607547823721,0.0,0.0,0.11419971566575678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555057002533547,0.0,0.0,0.24392849716021586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052476098688687,0.0,0.11850992717452676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608138069555671,0.0,0.0,0.1899499374307721,0.3903864078749391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891231660585026,0.10706697355256672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754710163619893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248254052313593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373217550786586,0.13400884451077136,0.0,0.09112333835967536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190133427459653,0.0,0.0,0.4614666275034811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crikey085,2020/01/16,"Why did I vomit? This is gonna be a weird question but a few hours ago I came down with a cold. This cold then turned into a fever and after sleeping for 2 hours I woke up and vomited...a lot. I don’t have any diarrhea I just woke up and vomited. Could this be the cold, a different virus or food poisoning? I’m also nervous too fall asleep again and choke on my vomit",1.2046292947558754,2.7896589746835474,3.3000361663652846,91.50405063291142,79.50632911392404,7.0459312839059685,21.4122965641953,7.957251820313856,0.8181739602169982,285,8,66,5,7,97,56,79,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.9361,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,6,0,7,8,2,0,0,13,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,3,6,0,8,5,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,6,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704687785348265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482985326091302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741795511588305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929484690187847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045017438494829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26760497377605513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30971762349672577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044797718190417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775552723579408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28692811908289834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563184588428161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785996781669889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23112062876568945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LanternBaits,2020/01/16,"I just applied to nursing and i cant sleep For the past two years Ive had this stupid feeling before every test, like im going to fail, like my heart is dropping down to where my stomach is. It affects my mood and my weight (bouncing from 195 lbs to 163 lbs then back to 180 lbs, and it has settled around 165 lbs lately). Finally after my finals it started to go away because i knew the nursing advisers would not see my GPA after this semester. However, I just applied to the nursing program with essays and stuff, and the feeling is back at full force. I dont think im going to get in. I looked at stats of how many people get in, and average GPA, and im just so average. There are very limited spots and my GPA is (.4 lower than the average). 

Im already a year behind because i switched from engineering, and i dont know what to pursue if I dont get in. I looked at other schools but they all require similar grades, and the ones that were more lenient were private which i cant afford.

 I wont get the results till April. 

My family is tell me not worry about it, but they dont understand how competitive the stupid program is. 

I cant tell my friends cause they call me a pussy, and stuff like this is something we dont really talk about. 

I dont know what to do, i cannot sleep, ive  tried playing video games to get my mind off stuff, but it wont take the stupid feeling away.",4.216145833333337,4.379016100694447,5.359027777777778,85.13875,70.28472222222223,8.344444444444445,29.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.896693055555556,1079,40,233,14,18,359,145,288,0.086,0.845,0.069,-0.8251,3,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,3,3,13,10,3,0,11,0,28,5,4,5,1,41,49,20,0,2,9,0,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,16,14,1,2,8,3,0,3,14,4,0,2,4,7,33,5,34,42,3,31,0,1,3,0,11,13,0,1,17,153,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208534466097264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428512257224486,0.0,0.0,0.15680156413995192,0.12833049458130338,0.0,0.10173648659911327,0.0,0.07100686923671783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520825901225201,0.0,0.0,0.08572259484827847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867924216065998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030731869776767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866598224467262,0.0,0.1265792512499844,0.0,0.0,0.18282323676686985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447059872632394,0.0,0.21798689526692852,0.0,0.14227379481039235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888456536149907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605463806793064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172008482766104,0.0,0.09413134481984324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230331011174975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014817349520445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460170581348707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425722912360513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056545542941302665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965917562478396,0.057851331941297164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345799769144358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445236516332598,0.06649609772071834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701363129512206,0.0,0.0,0.06424123220976556,0.0,0.0,0.059063898681307465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865790113229102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274142171112218,0.06707117723348736,0.14587192821370645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053469180806608715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665473092423545,0.0,0.0815151556022753,0.08687080306009429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885214425530972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016154191511628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474402368697455,0.0,0.059278036019756175,0.0,0.0,0.10747368658593574
anxiety,Minetitan,2020/01/16,"Please help me!! I dont what's going on but I get heart palpitations daily at night and when i try to go to bed at night, close my eyes and stop thinking. I wake up from muscle twitches and shaking, this leaves my muscles tense! I dont know what to do, my body is jittery and I want to sleep! My head feels like its under pressure and heats up but I am not sure! Please can you tell me is this normal with anxiety and what can I do to help this!",0.1984375000000007,2.125405302083333,1.9206666666666656,98.39100000000002,84.52083333333334,4.673333333333334,17.933333333333334,5.6839178017228535,-0.6131091666666664,343,8,83,2,10,112,60,96,0.158,0.701,0.141,-0.4041,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,9,7,6,0,1,18,16,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,15,2,13,16,0,14,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,5,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141002346942664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473513873762786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320373640660192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319644228833808,0.13167642515511774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629826169963604,0.0,0.20950371212108454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891628822259193,0.0,0.0,0.21841706909894867,0.2470882068204903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129605177677536,0.0,0.0,0.1951655692447887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004819723567296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459388870142229,0.18059196950696665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046504275069448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844505647251196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409764378433796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371701801779846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110157792459248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810318138333364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513945157996378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871520920030682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zrk303,2020/01/16,"Too relaxed?! I get too laid-back when I'm preparing for exams. This is after taking 6 months of SSRI. When before I used to cry, for not completing the revision.  Why am I too relaxed? When I know that I haven't studied a thing. Became a chronic procrastinator. How can I do my work on time?",0.2193644067796612,2.6105220169491545,3.08625,86.0714088983051,91.54237288135592,5.661864406779661,20.934322033898304,7.1686216300943375,0.9345406779661016,225,8,45,4,8,79,46,59,0.059000000000000004,0.863,0.077,0.23399999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,4,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,6,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26738241524711914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958920754976357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645876201222337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819643759321842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167423959163606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110296339077326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775542591354697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614492046943609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310159368566557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276378728825814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003265221775907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137716632707037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315111689855685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamelloyello,2020/01/16,"ALWAYS can feel heart beat It's not fast, it feels like a bounding pulse. Hard, and I can always feel it in my chest. Here is a little history: Started getting chest pains when I was around 21 ( I am 24 now)-- I had literally any possible test besides invasive ones performed. Everything came back fine-- but I would say for the past 2-3 years I can literally ALWAYS feel my heart beat. Lets just say this has definitely caused my anxiety to get worse and worse, which I had been able to control well off meds ( I was on zoloft for around 8 years) to the point where I was at the E.R every other day either for chest pains or ""I can feel every heart beat"". The doctors took this as palpitations and promptly would check me out. 

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I was a former pack a day smoker from 14-20. Switched to vaping, I don't do the juul garbage. Use lowest nicotine amount, I did the math I still consume less nicotine in a week vaping than I do smoking. My BP is typically right within 120/80 +/- a few. I just need some reassurance here that I am not the only one who constantly can feel their heart beat. It is maddening sometimes-- I called my psychiatrist who I haven't seen in around 2 years to set up an appointment to get put back on Zoloft or some form of anxiety medication just so I can stop worrying about it all the damn time. 

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I can't be the only one, right?",2.72277777777778,4.870150907407407,3.8308888888888895,86.83300000000004,76.96296296296295,7.282962962962964,23.76296296296297,8.238735603445708,1.380945185185186,1075,35,220,20,25,348,157,270,0.138,0.82,0.042,-0.9775,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,6,17,7,1,0,16,0,29,13,7,3,1,34,44,9,0,3,9,0,7,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,12,8,0,3,6,0,1,3,5,3,1,3,11,10,28,4,27,29,8,40,0,0,1,0,7,18,1,4,19,143,40,3,0.08880860338105727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168761696577655,0.192448169319066,0.21582434738804995,0.0603928956758924,0.0,0.13587667701334388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371754565793343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657666834419652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068351344917368,0.10157338338603772,0.0,0.09123089912803133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597055042056668,0.09960640024067756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114548404456666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089936870324966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496501572643938,0.0,0.07981544630709111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694257896165626,0.06344488400022533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919648948001434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955506484199938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209544904132268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081281392409864,0.0,0.04338739771615554,0.08900955144505455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864633788984654,0.08946532476747718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585045411732653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805370241071749,0.1350858894804589,0.1889972309390903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477786083015128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395283567251223,0.10011835657428476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927717549880791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168412409091606,0.0,0.141248331849903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783397957397412,0.0,0.0628591865684854,0.0,0.07092266537886202,0.07424796901258662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051785010811364524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866962604864928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670211927831093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123690477990721,0.0,0.07984959992407231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018944760565813,0.18100710795308864,0.126174167597186,0.0,0.21582434738804995,0.1715694866188957
anxiety,Sensitive-Jury,2020/01/16,"Struggling with what seems to be a life long limp Hello anxiety (that doesn't sound good) I've been struggling ever since 6th grade, which is when my mom forced me to play soccer at school again. Been doing it off and on since I was about 8 I think?  
Now our 6th grade coach was very vigorous, I liked his attitude, but I was in a big pain one day. I gave up during a game and had to be ""escorted"" by one of my friends to the doc in the school. My ankle felt like it was on fire and I couldn't bend my leg fully for the life of me. Felt like my muscle was an over-tightened rubber band, always coming back inwards.   
And that's when I was tested, and confirmed I had severs disease, it's more of a growth spurt injury type thing. My mom dropped soccer and I went to physical therapy, it was too expensive and I never did the exercises at home because of a mass of homework. So we stopped that. Now I have a permanent limp, I sort of drop on my left leg every time I take a step. Kids make fun of me for my running, and how I walk, even my own girlfriend made bullied me non-stop about it. I'm really anxious about this, I don't know if it'll ever go away, but thanks for reading I guess.  :)",2.121746987951809,3.4530028915662636,3.5297570281124493,91.93078012048193,76.30923694779116,6.586425702811245,22.49016064257028,7.1686216300943375,0.5543910040160651,916,25,208,10,20,301,151,249,0.127,0.7559999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.0874,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,0,0,15,12,0,2,12,0,21,6,2,3,3,29,36,15,0,2,3,2,5,3,2,1,4,1,2,1,13,11,0,1,5,8,1,7,4,3,0,2,17,6,32,9,30,15,2,36,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,4,16,135,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099435774600664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010798539541737,0.14927042131082108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414142473894185,0.101600583655893,0.0,0.08054583169256936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381915751153053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521356459156222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727127987179373,0.239040109733796,0.11132606693802592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537329633534172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208408345359403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509309271521401,0.11082521455885506,0.0,0.0,0.14555719396285052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253816710651672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261574251593393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435607189801808,0.0,0.18665606688709285,0.19365759838989705,0.0,0.0,0.11693177778861187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250255477516795,0.08819846904858303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095004623947276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190757343541104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907077143962682,0.0,0.14059670078029932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216675732615038,0.0,0.08464650252064641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674472538957896,0.0,0.12028710063573203,0.0,0.14927042131082108,0.0,0.21860025853305007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093486620810535,0.0,0.276264021506039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993460686962746,0.0,0.0,0.12164847317757692,0.1511033147466402,0.0,0.08778196575401767,0.08466421009719048,0.0,0.0,0.07704664913631913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090219135385204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248676150621048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Carnifex_carnivore,2020/01/16,"I need some help please. I have not been diagnosed with anxiety disorder but i do get very anxious at times. So my main issue right now is driving. I have been burden with anxiety every time I'm in our car after I failed my driver's license test. I was stupid and made the dumbest mistakes. At first I thought it was normal to be upset getting back into the car. But it has been five months since and every time I look at the car I feel a weight in my chest and the need to cry. I'll never get my license so the anxiety and pain will be with me well into my adult years. I made a post on R/driving but they were no help. So what I need is some advive as to how to keep myself from going into a loop of self deprecation. Every time I think about how mybdad yelled at me,how my driver's ed teacher yelled at me,and the dmv teacher yelled at me I can't help but feel stupid. Especially at school, everyone has one and I'm just the untalented junior who can't drive. I feel useless.",2.142707024557396,3.621439233009714,3.857241576242149,88.9909280411194,76.5728155339806,6.594631639063393,22.31182181610508,7.285733465282438,0.6677210736721872,766,21,167,9,17,257,112,206,0.22399999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9882,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,2,10,9,2,1,10,0,18,4,1,4,1,35,36,15,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,4,11,1,1,5,0,0,6,5,8,1,3,9,8,25,1,25,24,3,32,0,2,1,0,8,14,0,2,11,109,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30070469346309964,0.14802262609694766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007512745905117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439264346825873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298911812751465,0.0,0.0,0.15016769656766069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33118637911990506,0.1252014157274778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875277410497175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145105612615028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053677821206293,0.0,0.07446536753790049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26347286091810745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675760235707018,0.0,0.1164623548629759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002924252137332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24796084508768426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458408549447433,0.0,0.0,0.2914634219059089,0.10105569815246143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837812989162967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878693318117645,0.0,0.1394214117392458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382772745934871,0.0,0.0,0.12548714784453174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189589717323427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260579194600966,0.0,0.0,0.1366891934392769,0.0,0.0,0.10838645744208153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395647714368276,0.0,0.10402038854835176,0.30561037443260225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811056740091272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595549527169096,0.11780854029354512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437675662205205
anxiety,Journey333444,2020/01/16,Anyone else feel their body pulsate? My heart pounds and I can feel the pulsating through my body. From my finger tip to my knees. My feet remain cold always. Today I Found out my My blood pressure is good which was reassuring. I just want to know if anyone else experiences this.,2.7153459119496866,5.478502452830195,3.217264150943397,87.72954402515724,81.0754716981132,5.79748427672956,20.154088050314463,7.1686216300943375,0.5741974842767297,222,6,42,3,6,69,40,53,0.04,0.835,0.125,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,7,7,0,0,9,8,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,11,2,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,25,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981981311507353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022165608581905,0.4428579575796108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800962621176182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36106230248606186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139585021025092,0.0,0.0,0.21854218020987012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23695211753596465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126178746229796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560899391859463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876773114073315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484584999437508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274665548235214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bryoneehhh_,2020/01/16,"I spent two hours literally hiding from my friends today during play rehearsal, i stayed for the whole thing even though i wasn't called because my parents couldn't pick me up and i wanted so badly to just bring myself to go over to my friends and chat with them but instead, i just spent the entire rehearsal walking around the school and watching them from around corners trying to build up the courage to go over to them. i hate this feeling of being so scared to talk with people that i like because i will always think that i'm just being annoying and then over analyze every conversation i have and slowly hate myself more. sorry if this was just a giant waste of your time reading this. i just needed somewhere to let it out.",9.995106382978722,7.502093581560287,8.722517730496456,74.38250000000002,59.99290780141844,10.534751773049651,36.97517730496454,7.793537801064563,2.869377304964539,589,19,107,4,6,181,88,141,0.18100000000000002,0.721,0.098,-0.9447,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,3,0,12,10,3,1,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,23,20,11,0,4,7,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,3,2,4,2,5,0,1,4,2,20,5,23,11,2,19,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,1,5,84,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454781906820733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31128356892106235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459813921465683,0.21315773294486196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785278804722213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547803143725105,0.0,0.14730751143492588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840271940529125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701568950430197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987275203028292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452302090095881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217899098621192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878243324432294,0.0,0.08541640987269362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296392426203099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941355320866316,0.0,0.0,0.12120979578387622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488407388879776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504209785843225,0.17694413579447413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571543937106592,0.0,0.18635272400532776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405271654541077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615377494013827,0.11202833657964137,0.17177622957352626,0.0,0.10194872109322993,0.0,0.16572480590246494,0.0,0.0,0.11870268384633255,0.0,0.1707901103101403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312325125338907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951989994050701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wildeaboutoscar,2020/01/16,How to control anxiety at work? Anyone got any tips on how to manage your anxiety while at work? I struggle with it a fair bit and it can lead to me taking multiple days off to deal with it.,2.663666666666668,3.735598700000004,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,74.5,8.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8108333333333333,148,5,32,3,3,51,30,40,0.14300000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,10,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,22,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933212512851864,0.0,0.4484730609677122,0.0,0.0,0.2049568063591979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200118829375113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287597856365357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903859994531474,0.30219456716176124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443539804279945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064333952644857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203902844157562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267907161443558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,REDDITSIXTEEN,2020/01/16,"How can I be more present mentally? I feel like a lot of my anxiety comes from overthinking things and creating outcomes in my head that probably won’t even happen, the way my life is at the moment I feel like it would make me even more depressed to be more present but overthinking and thinking too far ahead gives me bad anxiety, where’s the balance?",6.671911764705883,6.929324132352942,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,65.02941176470588,10.917647058823533,36.117647058823536,10.686352973137794,3.794017647058824,283,13,55,7,4,88,51,68,0.152,0.7759999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.7722,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,2,0,11,13,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,6,9,4,10,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352182690219757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219535148779093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198284502414944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825851002793204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040708204634337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327774996352632,0.3288892607476034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081499116840567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355235565668708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23623682228189105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258688851078648,0.22491410277585144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956955557759709,0.0,0.0,0.15365066770316282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319729329179252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24817899663277104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292507677170025,0.14749363058477227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827106058453575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351723767961868,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluetopaz96,2020/01/16,"Currently having a panic because I dyed my hair anddd I forgot to use gloves. I’m currently on my bed freaking out about the worst cause scenario. The hair dye does contain a bleaching agents and my hand have do have white patches I guess from the bleaching. They are a little itchy, and warm and sting a tiny bit. There are no cuts, no bleeding, no open wounds or blister? If anyone could shed any light that I’ll be okay I would appreciate it cause I’m seriously freaking out.",3.6276612903225818,5.6792512688172065,4.042674731182796,86.78401209677419,73.94623655913979,6.370430107526883,26.678763440860216,7.1686216300943375,1.286656989247312,380,14,73,4,8,119,67,93,0.24600000000000002,0.662,0.092,-0.9309,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,1,7,1,9,5,3,3,0,16,14,5,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,6,8,2,6,10,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,2,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871961485233754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404483613734905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917047717500205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30297434122673705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701683932650781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215730266793101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428551159699208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057138953252797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781427861488578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32560388335846624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968372846773586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971385876332496,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dub_Nilb,2020/01/16,"I cant sleep anywhere but my living room couch I get extreme anxiety if im not sleeping in my living room, i dont know why but i do, my thoughts always go to me dying and im not safe if im not sleeping there and even though i know its not true i cant help but think it, im not really sure what to do about it and my dad really wants me to sleep in my own bed tonight and honestly im not sure if ill be able to, i could really use some advice on this.",-0.07809224318658181,0.9907302264150956,2.918427672955975,95.11640461215931,81.64150943396227,6.5979035639412995,19.32494758909853,7.3871296695380915,0.1477350104821804,348,8,92,5,9,125,56,106,0.129,0.782,0.08900000000000001,-0.5105,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,7,5,4,1,3,28,15,11,1,5,12,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,1,0,14,5,8,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,1,55,19,0,0.12083990975074063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808336125986495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005484851959556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244220020593873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964808351030184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541274815994533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162347425918104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981362072203259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313386536141471,0.0,0.06867610546815889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099644430994535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6526391938171164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282090832470345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134077083993591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223942140716736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837087155535488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277803697169664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742933486657431,0.1187245977923694,0.0959333903931858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043668835947332,0.0,0.0,0.07127450962509063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903922310442833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Greeneyez428,2020/01/16,I deactivated my Facebook and my anxiety had decreased by so much! The daily pressures of seeing everyone’s posts and keeping up on every ones lives. I’m over the drama. I feel great no longer having Facebook! I highly suggest taking a break from social media for a while if you’re feeling overwhelmed with life.,4.915344827586207,7.296883982758622,5.820206896551727,73.9954827586207,71.24137931034483,6.708965517241379,30.565517241379307,7.554174236665415,2.382795862068965,253,11,38,3,5,83,50,58,0.10800000000000001,0.764,0.128,0.2924,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,5,1,8,7,1,7,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228168942653952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540328775265505,0.2783161475341309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294544626774413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32112064246560257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307737417780566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25888967588648903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572905229182226,0.0,0.0,0.2571922925455506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141132561820422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736867231711394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789513149688052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321004598900204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29690794298457285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899499869099767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brooke1001,2020/01/16,"A rough week. hey guys, I just wanted to get some stuff off of my chest. It is the 2nd week back at uni. I have always had anxiety my whole life, but some parts have gotten better since high school and some worse. My social anxiety has gotten a lot better, but now I have major anxiety about my school work. I constantly am thinking about what I have to do and if I am even going to pass at all. It is almost like I have FOMO (fear of missing out) with school. like I cannot do anything else without feeling guilty for not studying. Whenever I take a simple quiz my body just tenses up and my heart rate skyrockets. I am not the brightest person, but I do okay in school. I have a 3.53 GPA and I am a junior. I am taking 3 split level grad courses, all science classes and organic chemistry too (basically a split level bc its sooo difficult). I think the reason why I worry so much is that I feel like my life depends on graduating. with my degree, I am getting a job with little social interaction (a lab job). like if I don't graduate idk what job I would get with my anxiety. I just have to remember that things will always work out if I try my hardest. that is what has worked in the last semesters.",3.0875763482781053,4.509905320987659,4.5485120207927245,85.23146198830413,73.97942386831275,7.420316222655405,24.72363006281136,8.032893268588372,1.3558279835390945,935,29,191,14,19,312,133,243,0.109,0.7859999999999999,0.105,0.0513,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,11,10,0,1,12,1,27,5,3,2,2,39,41,12,0,5,12,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,11,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,3,32,7,23,36,10,21,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,9,10,136,43,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404033291365973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290540099486068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31793130775276857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550042904488507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989229595841943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378131461229053,0.0,0.1154089130662961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227843980158314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679469341280142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862463451786471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169158141952534,0.1050694098967206,0.07422581779223751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284958871429187,0.0,0.05904847562643833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287683206187223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312139818919594,0.0,0.1097755176980654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093126413466936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846919532003818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467745676411103,0.20304017435651806,0.10413458628604233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833163255473503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637808139458079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251302482459066,0.0,0.0,0.09072102875980592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682598213616444,0.0,0.0,0.1176978703569936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206073310341588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594673338914659,0.0,0.0,0.21182489529459794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894006051994045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623897495450811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902620571141814,0.13314919829750838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054093487617671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128261228113487,0.0,0.16668381060504694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375313093129324,0.11600007227092983,0.0,0.10015540255492228,0.0,0.2269202026779341,0.10551497745249806,0.10588245865480743,0.07380721804237758,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brenna55,2020/01/16,"Anxiety is ruining my work life and I dont know what to do I work a retail job as a cashier and over the years Ive worked there, its made me have the absolute worst anxiety ever. I dread going to work. There are customers there that know I have anxiety and seem to want to make it work and get me worked up. Ive tried so many things, tried several medicines and they just stop being effective after a while. I hate feeling like this, its a nightmare. I hate constantly not being able to stand still, having fear at interacting with customers and screwing up, and being afraid of making people angry makes it so much worse. I hate going out of my way trying to avoid the people that make me most anxious when I can. I always just want to go home and be alone. I feel like a huge failure, hate my life and myself for being like this, all I want to do is just leave the job but its my only source of income and I need to pay bills and eat. I need a new job so bad but interviews suck and of course Im anxious during them. I dont know what job I can even do, but I need to not serve the public, no other employers will call me back after I apply. I dont know how I can get another job but I just cant stay at this one. Anybody else in this boat?",1.8724462179042296,3.371471019083973,3.466759195003469,91.41902845246356,77.3587786259542,6.595697432338652,20.68771686328938,7.348242739294969,0.4326885496183208,965,23,217,12,22,320,134,262,0.207,0.741,0.052000000000000005,-0.988,7,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,7,16,16,6,4,11,0,24,4,0,7,2,49,52,23,0,6,10,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,15,14,1,2,8,0,3,3,7,13,0,1,1,2,33,3,26,45,4,25,0,1,0,1,6,8,2,2,14,148,48,14,0.08281532657271445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577170253362115,0.0,0.0,0.06890898590598935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683909071283434,0.19006049445782908,0.18711549316329204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367987424938205,0.06914733848971467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456370773933743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949394734134111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911768379005583,0.0,0.0,0.08474075395283101,0.06918157872090036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469874215133125,0.0749112041519444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319026642559827,0.08374783487461955,0.11832657170166375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653518011538072,0.0,0.14119757571367028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270519587221529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307052490142887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945476387992142,0.0,0.4109071650444892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205255070587256,0.0,0.0,0.08768947325132469,0.0,0.0,0.11698982859696296,0.12137815619911245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836186439392838,0.22111949423534705,0.08396174276524562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608787938845486,0.18421954591342507,0.0,0.07998355845889125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611780856316894,0.06298478766008847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482744004690472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539196298565645,0.0,0.09355774658164602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827011919669307,0.06613642677788817,0.06923732123964113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055018823115345165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867851180619586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653987585113495,0.06573495149726521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617432644242914,0.0,0.08439589288888079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333035510569117
anxiety,cheyenne_3128,2020/01/16,"Weird thoughts? So this is kinda out of my comfort zone but I wanna see if anyone else experiences this... Also trigger warning sensitive topics....

I have anxiety and depression and I have a lot of past stuff that I’m still activity working through. However, the other day I was talking to my friend and I was talking about how I thought about death a lot... not in a suicidal way but in a I vision myself dying? Not that I wanna die but sometimes I have trouble seeing the future. I don’t know if this makes any sense. I’m not suicidal at all and would never take my own life. But I can’t help but have thoughts about myself dying. I can be having a great day and then a random thing will pop on my head. 

Just wanted to see if anyone experiences this, I’m happier than I have been in a really long time, I have a good relationship and great friends/family so it’s frustrating to be like this.",1.9612166356300411,4.217769519553073,3.9777188081936683,84.25647268777159,80.06145251396649,7.106269397889509,23.910924891371824,8.167268648758528,1.5915658597144633,700,25,138,14,18,238,104,179,0.12,0.639,0.24100000000000002,0.9813,1,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,1,0,10,0,18,2,1,3,2,36,31,19,6,7,12,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,3,20,6,18,21,4,16,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,7,10,106,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006385357511353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557920004017157,0.0,0.09627140073994236,0.0,0.0,0.1759880854097114,0.1289435030323532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231976807153892,0.0,0.10839047459767624,0.0,0.39182302809019226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512769907066792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462019343772301,0.1186358606575114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722785820195448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555316638786147,0.0,0.27749003645882897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291537058407911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435153134933966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916135089539557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888834081604259,0.061481714807980876,0.0,0.0,0.11136923529613513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139785491601352,0.0,0.0,0.08400279409065113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705974491300164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013369171595255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061979758196129,0.0,0.0,0.13511088319410586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008475159794109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446433680917228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050031381857727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406289599201605,0.2753089247207958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462009309721583,0.20229956098834884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360610420624758,0.0,0.0,0.2997216157872367,0.07338147558103036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422688840566093,0.09989023562628976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161696351919424,0.0,0.0,0.08939697465948804,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_Am_An_AltAccount69,2020/01/16,"Does anybody here experience stomach cramps/diarrhea after a really anxious day? Even if whatever triggered it has been resolved? Today I had some major shit go on at school and I was in a barely functional anxious state for a good chunk of the day. I got it sorted out at the end of the day, but I've been having some really horrible stomach problems that Pepto won't even touch. Is it possible this is related to my GAD?",4.760284552845526,6.199026573170732,6.432682926829269,73.28528455284554,69.85365853658537,9.856910569105693,31.959349593495933,10.125756701596842,3.5934813008130084,337,15,58,9,6,116,62,82,0.18100000000000002,0.78,0.039,-0.9179999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,6,0,9,3,3,1,0,10,11,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,1,4,2,10,5,3,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,6,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864775594152602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165710115327382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884190501147883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907005685707341,0.0,0.0,0.2844201742465277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106142914966016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223655167321247,0.18059163840638265,0.17220290975850072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272943983212406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602239292755284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758659324310259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179050045631936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210124076242623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408850750700466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stepdaddyy,2020/01/16,Is this just a “me” thing? Is there a book entitled “how to stop crying while going though emotional exhaustion” because I need to Amazon Prime that shit to my house ASAP,6.293125,6.9718670624999985,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,65.875,10.15,28.5,10.125756701596842,2.7830124999999994,134,4,24,3,2,43,28,32,0.294,0.5670000000000001,0.139,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,4,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127871064213594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834320924854309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39265173691627536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983819842110508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027747537509364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588276665802966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35831074906295146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918344121608341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319036267459571,0.0,0.3429551097015723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mal3114,2020/01/16,"Nothing I do, say, or feel is valid or true So I have GAD and I've pretty much had it my whole life. I've noticed a growing issue lately: nothing I do or say feels genuine. It could be something as simple as ""Oh, a cool car just passed us"" and it feels fake. Like I begin to ask myself why I even commented; tell myself no one wants to hear my voice and I'm stupid for even talking. I don't care about the car and neither do they (even if it really was a cool car that I actually liked). This feeling even stretches to physical pain. For example, I have an abscess tooth right now and I'm fairly certain that it's painful, but how do I know it REALLY hurts? I could almost guarantee that it's fake, the pain in made up, and someone else wouldn't even feel it if we traded places. I get so frustrated that I feel this fake pain and WILL myself to stop feeling it. When I can't force myself to stop faking it, I abuse myself in my head, ""why won't you stop crying, it doesn't even hurt. Why are you being an attention whore when you're alone? No one can see you"". I guess I value myself so little that I discredit literally everything I think, do, feel, or say. I act so confident in my education and work settings, but I'm usually just zoned out, living on autopilot. I don't know if I'm going crazy, have impostor syndrome, or if my anxiety is just manifesting itself in horribly unhealthy ways. Does anyone understand how I feel? Nothing feels real anymore. Everyone looks at me like I'm crazy when I try to explain these feelings.",2.703022332506201,4.402526696774196,4.400000000000002,84.75307692307696,75.58064516129029,7.607940446650125,25.471464019851126,8.384062270229773,1.6857320099255584,1196,42,243,22,26,403,163,310,0.249,0.649,0.102,-0.9957,0,1,1,0,1,0,43.0,2,3,1,1,20,21,2,0,7,2,25,8,2,3,2,56,57,30,0,8,14,0,11,3,0,3,5,5,0,0,20,10,0,3,17,0,1,7,9,13,0,2,3,20,40,8,19,47,3,31,0,2,2,1,15,12,0,11,13,156,60,2,0.0,0.09798844303290337,0.08070530162519493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281418833119998,0.08565441479108322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326686598185048,0.0,0.08201824213565415,0.05782721830388386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731528224201073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432028389391807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206176509605713,0.0,0.09084435313703748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237314884003025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908697699383072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277436690925505,0.0,0.0,0.07902538299296923,0.07432729819108556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599832305843152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320842418114811,0.0,0.04700149878659324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110566668722056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487619516995888,0.0,0.09321125645455763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706857746149393,0.0,0.0,0.08631948641053419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090180229209673,0.0,0.09329155018097007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841492595447805,0.12121217873202852,0.08288921227924731,0.07302745313675854,0.0,0.06944891940842103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825470916785338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607955457258642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380646330597987,0.09415686793330956,0.0,0.0,0.11208214154201054,0.0,0.3520033825846359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864060729265984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413774882036057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941330745366948,0.1059621422332888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062712572439436,0.0,0.19730404388157405,0.0,0.0,0.06590285148081043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007320527644302,0.06366810279673507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074279298638981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647280041042808,0.07228526447268557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052992154461428256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614928463120697,0.0,0.0,0.0860957834869213,0.0994804212056288,0.0,0.09108465871004187,0.0,0.04877983040567042,0.065645062829567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238772952032068,0.09233392053300833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020810030894351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheGangDoesPoppers,2020/01/16,"My anxiety is giving me anxiety. Hear me out-- whenever I'm in public, I am very anxious (as most of you are). But along the train of anxious thoughts comes a reaccuring problem. I am becomming aware of the fact that I am anxious, and do not want others to know/judge. So the idea of others seeing me as anxious is giving me even more to worry about. I dont know if any of this makes sense to any of you",0.7870238095238129,2.9385750833333333,2.9404761904761934,90.60452380952385,83.88095238095238,5.638095238095239,22.42857142857143,6.937597516519254,0.7361285714285715,313,11,66,4,9,106,54,84,0.22,0.726,0.054000000000000006,-0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,18,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,11,0,15,17,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370740165127652,0.0,0.2404078432119523,0.7100481181728532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735375979929476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353534710584071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415503914329087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378279819159887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014665811232119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709678501970375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738049899777586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270893613879526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488540935258472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503520661626311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252121639039646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474356638557367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296485999500863,0.0926792692990056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595730117628967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,489yawaworht,2020/01/16,"Does anyone else keep themselves overweight/unhealthy so they don't hurt people? I've been diagnosed with depression and panic/anxiety disorder since I was a child.  

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I never got real treatment until I was in my late teens, and I've hurt people... physically and mentally.  The only way I've found to stop myself was to let myself go to be honest.  I don't want to go into too much detail, but when I was fit, I hurt people traumatically either way, and I couldn't control myself.  So I simply let myself become incapable of doing so by packing on pounds and shutting myself away from the world.  

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Has anyone else ever had to do this or experienced something such?",5.837760279965004,7.3348910787401636,6.823569553805777,71.27442694663169,67.34645669291339,8.479090113735781,29.071741032370948,8.841846274778883,2.6074486439195104,545,19,85,9,9,182,83,127,0.124,0.7709999999999999,0.105,-0.3339,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,15,1,0,1,2,19,21,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,8,1,15,1,14,9,2,17,0,4,0,0,2,7,0,1,6,65,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621451182506807,0.2939872032433576,0.0,0.0,0.09254285891417867,0.0,0.0,0.16917215739533967,0.24789917498462646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365669721119198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336035067142799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567981271012372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041925672758174,0.1227835161559181,0.0,0.0,0.1386438082846241,0.0,0.10586296631477107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211231473300115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942563866363328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263899506077265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750177137620295,0.0,0.09675195169471312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38850744685664135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752501882269384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646111012926165,0.0,0.0,0.2474030896634922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219108093559988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892796447880236,0.0,0.09330067092296324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200426950578684,0.0,0.14193397902395935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251599198787872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769203991400894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006886680504412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312976331310514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113758257896356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135211920224603,0.19204307637402995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939872032433576,0.0
anxiety,mmcckk_,2020/01/16,"Can you only be prescribed meds (SSRIs) for a year? I have a doctor's appointment next month and my anxiety over the past few months has been at an all time high in my life and I can't keep going on like this. I've had anxiety my whole life but it's just been crazy bad. 

I want to ask him about an SSRI and so I've been researching them like crazy. I see that most people are taken off them after 6 months to a year. However, with my anxiety/depression that I've had throughout my life, I don't see it getting any better permanently after getting off medication, if that makes sense. If anything I think the meds will help me then going off them will cause permanent intense rebound anxiety. This is scaring me away from wanting to try them. I don't get want to get better then have that taken away from me. 

I don't know much about these things and I'll talk to my doctor about it. I'll also see if he can refer me to a therapist/psychologist.

Anyways, is that always the case? Or can you stay on the meds? Because, again, I really don't see my anxiety-something I've had my entire life- magically going away to a comfortable/manageable level in 6 months to a year with medication and even help from a mental health proffesional.

Thanks for any input. I hope this makes sense.",2.970603693181822,4.854388773437503,4.389588068181819,84.31705965909094,75.328125,7.779545454545455,23.74573863636364,8.575989854853784,1.5726703124999997,1010,31,202,20,22,335,130,256,0.077,0.795,0.128,0.9159,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,4,2,9,8,0,1,13,0,23,9,0,3,1,26,47,14,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,8,4,29,6,32,36,5,33,0,0,4,0,12,14,0,6,17,133,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673747677956451,0.07984463778762807,0.0,0.0,0.13050928904879835,0.0,0.22022253176713585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896515376033345,0.0,0.08970765837371455,0.0,0.2704667427159483,0.0,0.08012081622013699,0.058495029044624024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973388237639392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857516891042886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826483758481286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964338992472132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337927045494812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005361135810646,0.0,0.16360521260216812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199873235164986,0.0,0.0,0.12863707982094005,0.10138476181911643,0.0,0.09530781998648233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529176697614284,0.0,0.0,0.0527359377674457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711115354942209,0.09376033995788767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810525138979198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197626959559058,0.19333492456769444,0.09670296696818864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063706365856244,0.0,0.07054007808634667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205228709920712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298028683387324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916026481276808,0.06652510727072537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147307091408227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607057137269788,0.0,0.3058640059277595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387305910769333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227832556331573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712730390994578,0.0,0.08834511758369476,0.0,0.11141448710082026,0.06375014731953113,0.06148593073789301,0.0,0.0,0.05595380771809344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514909727494747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697953199418785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713353892382303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853811733193445
anxiety,wt_anonymous,2020/01/16,"My leg shakes when I’m nervous, supposedly So I’ve always been shy, introverted, socially awkward yada yada you get the gist. I don’t have any diagnosed disorders or anything though.

But I was thinking about a thing that happened to me once. In 6th grade I had to do a presentation, and I came prepared for it - I even had a few jokes prepared. But when I got up to the podium I was hit with a wave of anxiety I don’t think I had ever felt before at that point in my life. I gave the presentation well but my mind was a mess. I noticed when I was done my leg was **violently** shaking. I almost tripped on it. 

And I thought about it because today it happened again. I was in my college spanish class and I suck at spanish. My professor wanted us to go around the room and talk to eachother, in Spanish, words I could hardly understand. My anxiety felt off the charts. But I thought to myself “I guess we’re doing this.”, got up and... almost tripped on my shaking leg. It wasn’t quite as violent but it was certainly shaking. By the end of the activity my mind was a wreck for a solid 20 minutes. 

It was odd. I’ve felt nervous various times in the past years but I haven’t felt that nervous since 6th grade. I get nervous all the time but rarely does my mind wreck itself for a half hour and make my leg go nuts. 

I just want to hear other opinions on this. Is this common for general anxiety, the type everyone has? Is it something exclusive to anxiety disorders? I’d like to know more about myself either way.",1.225212866603595,3.6665800264900654,3.208917691579945,87.4246821192053,84.82781456953644,6.365335856196784,25.184862819299887,7.6583078777640585,1.5584587322611163,1176,50,237,22,35,395,153,302,0.174,0.769,0.057,-0.9876,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,0,1,14,17,3,9,18,0,25,6,4,1,3,45,53,20,0,3,10,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,17,9,0,0,10,1,0,9,4,13,1,1,25,6,38,4,35,26,5,41,0,0,0,0,6,16,1,5,16,163,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138645611036647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782617984550563,0.0,0.0,0.07177772114137451,0.0,0.3229823019124938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685877959806665,0.09396201100259123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643423914653573,0.0,0.08981540310432057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072125216839436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842732056966195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713117994799806,0.0,0.0,0.2419392315684209,0.0,0.09236764713347034,0.10801444918651898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348610352914223,0.0,0.0,0.06971487828974438,0.0954761530995077,0.0,0.10085769111713117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053787840459244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029119340321156,0.0,0.11997316475093042,0.0,0.1688361935190717,0.0,0.11627538952361045,0.0,0.1866752972688244,0.0,0.09455220180628672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896268965845914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394563581712282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058007601800439824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455319209362139,0.05156647151070892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045554441388502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197266861447457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016954480839567,0.0,0.11240746445288652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075956096369007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997790081182455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226557643754786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731217440678182,0.0,0.0,0.1075950851902638,0.0,0.08125766181301727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483721201429845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012282926944623,0.13526454776631813,0.103702485994462,0.16759005730302018,0.12309428199201056,0.0,0.1000492000884154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098814280746208,0.12696383382352056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451242579207387,0.08378079573265948,0.0,0.0,0.09490226048042016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797083569227234
anxiety,the_king_of_soupRED,2020/01/16,"I was the only one who didn't get in to honors choir So my school has an honor's choir. My boyfriend and I have been working our asses off for over a year to work on my voice to get me in. We talked to the directors who ran it for criticism and everything before I auditioned. Only a few people auditioned, including me. The alto section is the weakest and has the least amount of people, so the teachers really encouraged me to audition, and even said it sounded solid. However, I was the only alto who tried out. Finally audition day comes, 3 sopranos and 5 tenor/basses audition. Everyone got in except me. I feel terrible. I almost had an anxiety attack over it, which would be my first since November, and the first with my meds. Even my boyfriend comforting me didn't help. I feel like such a disappointment. I wanted everyone's time, the directors, my boyfriend, and my own. Even with the help of a couple students in honor's choir already, I couldn't get in. I'm the only one who didn't get in. I already know people at school will talk about it. All my friends got in, and i know they're going to sing the honor's choir songs when we get together and im going to feel left out and salty. I feel so bad right now. I just wish I got in, not only so I could be like my friends, but also because I love singing. It's probably not personal that I didn't get in, but I feel so anxious and worthless. This is a huge knock to my confidence, and it almost sent me in to an anxiety attack.",3.0549197120708733,4.5781057807308985,4.786299833887043,83.08527477851607,74.24916943521595,8.6047065337763,26.827380952380953,9.188382445141503,2.2575480620155046,1164,43,235,27,24,395,142,301,0.115,0.797,0.08900000000000001,-0.5872,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,0,8,14,17,2,0,20,0,19,2,1,0,1,40,45,21,0,5,6,0,5,2,2,2,0,8,0,1,13,19,0,0,7,7,5,5,7,6,0,4,14,13,38,11,34,25,6,34,0,2,0,2,18,21,1,2,10,162,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930709647799551,0.0,0.2127701899536868,0.07709488439633957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749881753194746,0.10890998440610923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934875679373603,0.0,0.0,0.08049398186463128,0.058767471791003126,0.0,0.08203338496009421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304419965349594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697138893539554,0.10667007847349104,0.0,0.06217312116732965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910233852053024,0.0,0.0,0.18423783706649952,0.08664241877157794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372581970752494,0.06887160897793954,0.0,0.10560674708350457,0.0,0.16400374868087456,0.0,0.0,0.1489642199628052,0.0,0.3022051768440581,0.0,0.10957813992620648,0.0,0.2313111779177781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923621174522493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413372804690547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596311466932384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474409818208157,0.0,0.0,0.09419703218518924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700909664682553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708400081921632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065277604107564,0.3666009760023472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050485120419545,0.08417695358117272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394068066422342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175938399985601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823291731648034,0.09170304206977677,0.0,0.0,0.19513361050007053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974704746907565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497305432179903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056214414632801635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654525315885225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056862049293775335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086076323636093,0.0,0.0,0.14036768636463914,0.0,0.0,0.06848320452315385,0.0,0.0,0.06208153098112922
anxiety,izzyr525,2020/01/16,Anxiety attack wanting to cancel vacation We haven’t gone on vacation in a long time and have a week long vacation coming up.....last time we took a trip we lived with my in laws so the cats weren’t alone/abandoned except one brief visit a day. But now we live elsewhere and have 3 cats one is a 5mo kitten who we haven’t left for more than 12hrs alone......needless to say I’m freaking out and almost wanna cancel my vacation for a week at home stay-cation with my cats and husband at home where I can make sure they’re okay all day. Obviously we’d have pet sitters but that’s just once a day super brief....,5.4719314285714304,4.9798197360000005,6.006285714285713,83.80600000000003,67.64,9.062857142857146,28.25714285714286,8.418075326091056,1.720074285714286,477,13,102,6,7,155,81,125,0.073,0.853,0.07400000000000001,0.4854,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,6,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,8,1,9,0,0,1,3,25,15,7,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,2,3,1,10,3,15,11,2,25,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,10,57,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962319378112732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722523588269134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407068609262569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452001686280686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34705584873866685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598656019605445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621867015784065,0.0,0.0,0.194896933017686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167917148125746,0.3174913726428501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973756635195762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103388307266145,0.2431051083793503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265020371550666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119525016568525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906356022587027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091958820299777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929781926670376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580299229072096,0.0,0.28777568827402444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xankalibur420,2020/01/16,"why do i never fail to give myself anxiety most of the time i could just be chilling or about to fall asleep and i’ll think of something stupid that most likely won’t happen and get all caught up in it, some times i can convince myself it’s dumb, but once i really get going i do this “looping” thing that my dad points out, i’ll just do the same things or pace around the same places until i either throw up or it goes away, when it happens i really hate it. i just wish it didn’t exist.",3.298763736263737,3.80488948076923,4.2735164835164845,90.88576923076923,72.46153846153845,7.0967032967032955,20.62637362637363,6.868970318607317,0.18007582417582402,382,6,87,3,7,124,70,104,0.12,0.812,0.068,-0.6445,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,2,22,18,8,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,0,11,2,12,13,7,17,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,6,6,63,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661642970074816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336206858646907,0.0,0.0,0.2040750136086016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173423718862956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22696548398402416,0.20836667329286607,0.12344488513802357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841544178199687,0.0,0.0,0.2144489270153579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106117349922842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675249778982707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313205051621418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269371833456111,0.0,0.2053327212283481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782993056531709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721810664771167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886080273931557,0.13917876215839636,0.0,0.0,0.253312639258912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959973455091488,0.0,0.24977964023193425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drearysorrow,2020/01/16,"Why and what is this feeling and does anyone experience it? It’s tough to describe. 

The feeling of being scared and anxious and paranoid and you become too aware of everything?

Like you think of everything you did and why. 

And then your mind wanders off thinking about why and what and how and for which reason it happened. 

Then you are way too aware of everything. 

It’s odd and annoying.",3.8501761252446194,6.411835739726031,3.9949510763209415,84.99520547945207,75.16438356164383,6.911154598825831,28.23679060665361,7.957251820313856,1.9952324853228969,311,13,56,5,7,96,44,73,0.16899999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.071,-0.7912,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,4,4,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,18,9,14,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,1,8,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186326856251128,0.0,0.13531997748004404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373757713075445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935853320364544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217941626302312,0.1893084985719813,0.0,0.0,0.19570815590291885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113705670730756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454849450611008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540912239286728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898004554263166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375629170521652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801113934466626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361431319577182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238894664790819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maia_jane,2020/01/16,"I’m tired of these nights. I must always ruin something. I just want to have some physical interaction and fun... but my nails grow fast and I trimmed them but they still hurt him by accident and I don’t mean to. I try to grab him so he doesn’t tickle me, it’s a game. I like playing with him like that. But every time I ruin it. So now he plays his game and I lay in bed until I fall asleep again I guess. I’m tired of the attitude at night. Idk",-1.7263945578231308,0.19001071428571947,0.8049387755102053,100.92815646258505,100.0204081632653,4.245986394557823,13.676190476190474,6.079149491110277,-0.935994013605442,342,7,86,4,15,115,68,98,0.223,0.657,0.12,-0.9186,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,1,14,9,10,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,18,5,10,8,1,12,0,3,0,0,11,2,0,2,10,52,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012826053545739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381364073133387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664833354143424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258962075767514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636309248281745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26350319284640683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540190012396677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862286837878668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931839819679932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105553621475433,0.5560636353921613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423620169558736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268060791516482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,god444455,2020/01/16,😭 Everyone hates me 😭,-2.9160000000000004,-1.726766599999996,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,115.0,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,3.809000000000001,17,1,4,1,1,7,4,5,0.5920000000000001,0.408,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6954582754039637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7185664806906488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paranoidgiraffe,2020/01/16,"DAE feel off-balance or a swaying sensation only when they sit down? This is such an odd thing to ask I know...

When I sit down (on soft chairs especially) I feel my neck and back of my head tense up really tightly and then I feel like I’m on a boat. I also start to feel extremely anxious.

Has anyone else had this symptom or could it be something else?????",1.4629158512720153,3.4316372876712364,3.1867318982387483,90.78972602739726,80.23287671232877,6.36320939334638,22.757338551859107,7.447530270364453,0.8403009784735818,274,9,60,4,7,91,54,73,0.113,0.852,0.035,-0.6655,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,2,0,0,11,13,8,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,8,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772223542005215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26519043244390106,0.0,0.16413631495047562,0.2405198212738559,0.0,0.0,0.21945108011026826,0.0,0.0,0.18050128404310867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874215300726849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921918483176997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747682657632056,0.16769896596314754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091191502598594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900747509740892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468256026451673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853105367805966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038104944831893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071503488249746,0.0,0.0,0.16615083713892734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439857050284261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595144205167524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madusasdaughter,2020/01/16,"Leg shaking, anyone else? Every single day for the past few months I am unable to control my leg from shaking consistently. Even in my sleep... am I the only one? What can I do to help this? I feel like I look so stupid in public!",0.8072340425531905,2.944675255319152,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,83.68085106382979,4.611063829787233,17.910638297872342,5.6839178017228535,-0.3620434042553193,175,4,37,1,5,59,36,47,0.158,0.738,0.10400000000000001,-0.4069,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,2,0,4,3,3,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,7,1,6,6,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273529675903266,0.31173513046495355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412368283942365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621296492978768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25415779945928896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009510652316677,0.0,0.25633967752177583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538354993826035,0.21735281007811927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039291240870605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863882193479766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554893165067271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428455918459489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616440096623226,0.2313921614260949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904364406085077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044648919977351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FriendshipLloyd,2020/01/16,"Strong nausea/gagging whenever I have to go out to do something. Is this a common symptom of anxiety? I do also get a tight feeling in my biceps, but I don't really get any of the other symptoms I've read about it, like sweating, shaking or shortness of breath.

Have you had this yourself? How did you cope?",2.261693989071034,4.519202737704919,4.043852459016397,84.17812841530056,79.0,6.033879781420765,28.19945355191257,7.1686216300943375,1.7566699453551908,241,11,44,3,6,81,48,61,0.057999999999999996,0.8190000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.5845,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,8,5,3,1,0,6,12,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,6,2,8,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25388889624009925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589750364650664,0.0,0.2428715748984505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052758840039186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317407261098155,0.0,0.18043138150959226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510484721426146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175662334808709,0.0,0.2033860217700303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444118600955426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6599672245476855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnonForMemes,2020/01/16,"Experiences With Beta Blockers? I have an appointment coming up and I have no doubt that it’ll get all sorted out. But I have a performance coming up and I’m afraid it’s too late to take an SSRI. There’s no way I’m trying benzos, so I’m left with beta blockers. Any experiences that you would like to share? Have you tried them? Did they work? Any side effects? Would you recommend? Thanks :)",0.7139160839160859,3.2445040512820533,2.4549417249417296,90.09157342657343,91.82051282051279,5.4004662004662025,17.34731934731935,6.980632752743323,0.2820102564102567,308,8,62,5,11,101,51,78,0.084,0.7440000000000001,0.172,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,2,3,3,5,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,16,16,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,3,7,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201689474435371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055636634646303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605454021019061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229901658296142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655487545473917,0.0,0.2557698211450919,0.0,0.0,0.11500771161599364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699637061181125,0.0,0.0,0.21673065200723732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196510846613734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685470058929976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137871564670068,0.0,0.0,0.33445200782350604,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thereallnoob,2020/01/16,Indecision Ive struggled with an anxiety disorder (gad to be more specific) since I can remember. I’ve only recently gotten on medication but if there’s one thing on my mind that anxiety seems to control almost completely in my life is my ability to make decisions. I feel like every decision I make is a monumental one and I have sooo many things to consider even if it’s a petty choice. I feel like I’m starting to annoy people based on my lack of skill in making choices and it’s starting to exhaust me. Like I depend so much on other people’s choices so much so that I’ve kind of forgotten what it’s felt like to make a good choice for myself. Is this normal? Anyone have any tips in making decisions if you’ve dealt with this yourself? Thanks :-),2.5031096196868035,4.897863114093962,4.677288590604028,79.22112304250561,78.93288590604027,8.268635346756152,26.040715883668906,9.029198982220553,2.5387392393736024,600,24,110,16,15,207,89,149,0.141,0.6940000000000001,0.166,0.841,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,1,2,4,0,8,3,0,7,0,28,22,9,0,5,4,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,3,13,7,19,19,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,7,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112651252670186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584095072304433,0.0,0.2156304936251837,0.0,0.0,0.09854535572707866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776815617166197,0.0,0.15807111068822824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152425573005735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930865470313603,0.0,0.11874420979120125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252241392064874,0.20136865215827413,0.13532015034786973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820998342695008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467626015752159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954688858980396,0.2754158018076349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703775943956575,0.1428864432591307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197765625408945,0.0,0.0,0.1423046459002048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207207569580596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808683463036978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100304031342932,0.10718777376196713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954138153459669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915677148755146,0.0,0.15965241085000004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283023563656131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658327502987068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950969844970387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473363509093342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975444311545584,0.0,0.0,0.1872625242959824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2Bags_of_Takis,2020/01/16,"I don't think i'm happy with the way things are going right now but theres nothing I can do about it Currently I'm in middle school and I think I shouldn't feel how I really do. There's no way I can reach out for help, and if I tell my parents they'd send me to another school (they've discussed with me multiple times). I've been feeling pretty bad lately because I realized I have plenty of friends, but it didn't change the fact that I didn't fit in and it made things awkward if I did hang out with my friends. My school is very small, with only one class for each grade so it is hard to make any new friends either. I just feel like my interests don't always match my friend's, we have different ideas of humor, and I'm not good enough for how they keep trying to help me through pity that I have no friends and they've even seen me crying from it before. Now I do have people to talk to, but I still feel odd one out and I don't fit in. This has been troubling me very deeply for a very long time and I tried searching up sources online that could maybe help me or someone free to talk to but I found none. It just feels awful that anyone should feel so bad like I did and is still feeling.",3.4123414522058795,3.847461746093753,3.972784926470592,93.40107536764708,72.1640625,7.117279411764708,23.652573529411764,6.794906146795322,0.450843106617647,941,22,222,7,17,297,131,256,0.168,0.6509999999999999,0.18,0.5307,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,2,0,14,17,0,1,3,1,27,0,0,4,1,49,45,19,0,5,11,1,8,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,1,12,0,1,3,10,5,0,2,9,9,33,13,27,32,4,27,0,1,1,0,17,12,0,3,12,139,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535583726678665,0.0,0.0,0.06975878372372901,0.10756540961715366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172721164889607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713021573009829,0.06253259227412432,0.0,0.08728910838327374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851738569905467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819027998717992,0.0,0.11268071222664547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717559762233657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059938773529334,0.0,0.06775396375933537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630772191546432,0.07328408237122329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247507176240584,0.396270187676899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058299301784932624,0.08604030537734911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919967326009974,0.09189267214844914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062741961622151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580177168205312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117894931875306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571614476974805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023205742144553,0.0,0.0,0.09078119910975277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706488141118903,0.06847379669835628,0.0,0.10305667721213824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907363328709576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842949867115952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390234516590152,0.0780176810776481,0.0,0.0,0.11390436468034446,0.0,0.0,0.07111693894158304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436203390565532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571619062495239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760384717738681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114531763704381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691678024987064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384307524599687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490188405321834,0.08966055459701261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630088008697125,0.13145987617151458,0.0,0.0,0.11963193116977715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929190235340075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539208817510315,0.0,0.16284848046945372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saultarus,2020/01/16,"Anyone try TMS? I am starting TMS on Monday from the only clinic in the nation with a 92 percent success rate. 

I am sober 4 months from alcohol but always had anxiety growing up. Has anyone done TMS for anxiety ? My anxiety always seems through the roof.",3.093125000000001,5.73906372916667,4.8706666666666685,77.24100000000003,78.375,7.173333333333334,28.35,8.238735603445708,2.594495,201,9,32,4,5,68,37,48,0.13,0.7809999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.2755,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,8,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742260816848499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270215164135807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5888921414720961,0.0,0.0,0.3588396958803861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26258966271413736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481471493327225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515495101242425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335979113337479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816219521170366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742137423512407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kevindulu,2020/01/16,"So I’ve been thinking of getting Propranolol for a few reasons. The main one is whenever I’m nervous, I tend to shake so much. But I have a question about medicine I also have ADHD and I’m starting to take college classes. I can’t focus at all. Even when I try to study. If I take those two together, would it be bad? 

I’m always nervous and my class has me working with international students and I’ve been forced to become a leader of a Japanese group for the next 2 months 

Please let me know, thank you",1.32208041958042,3.5715096346153885,3.1876573426573422,89.04825174825176,82.46153846153847,5.7048951048951055,25.8006993006993,6.980632752743323,1.177915384615385,398,17,82,5,11,133,74,104,0.128,0.823,0.049,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,3,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,12,21,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,2,0,10,1,11,16,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,55,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721204983030932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107308819670728,0.18840488046908874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905656311186536,0.0,0.2500701388909398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955248348728564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829843417121245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443801270572548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153630662743865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807313702101144,0.0,0.1664494366608252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24080701579063954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343236989375128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248548162323496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536493571893183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232804022078585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026575178957228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34048890585889785,0.0,0.0,0.208462982356502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508487673292922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537286438370873,0.0,0.22118566478878807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484109582683815,0.0,0.0,0.16084679845765418,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SereneTreeCBD,2020/01/16,"Organic, natural, vegan CBD Hey guys, you've probably already heard of the **possible** benefits CBD oil can have for anxiety, its super easy to not know where to even start. Serene Tree is the newest and best CBD company on the market right now, we have partnered with Mike Tyson  and Bruce Irons to bring you the highest quality CBD oils,dog treats and much more. Be sure to check out our page for some amazing offers. [Serene Tree CBD](https://serenetree.com/). **wishing you all a beautiful and peaceful evening**",5.21219725343321,8.29417791011236,4.707116104868914,78.92811485642947,73.26966292134831,8.899375780274658,28.990012484394512,9.444778638647367,3.1489840199750314,410,17,68,11,9,124,71,89,0.016,0.6859999999999999,0.298,0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,13,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,6,10,8,6,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,39,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140586462099204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771508011404495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29866583282482906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759458081044896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817946793921508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640646064412542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921072828359605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208391094273862,0.0,0.0,0.3068425089308713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430433386683381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143843874423734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682282622593304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32727123313081136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apcgamb,2020/01/16,"Anxiety or MS?  25/M. Over the last four months I've had a couple intermittent symptoms of MS which I'm very worried about. I have three main symptoms: tingling, eye pain in one eye, and muscle twitching/slight body jerks.

The muscle twitching/jerks aren't really present anymore and I don't notice it too much. However, when it comes to the tingling and the eye pain, it comes and goes sporadically. There's times I feel normal for a couple weeks or a month, but then the tingling (in random areas, or in all four limbs, from anywhere neck down) and or/ the eye pain in that one eye comes back for a few days. I've had probably four of these ""episodes"" of the tingling and probably another five episodes of the eye pain. I haven't had any visual issues or any other neurological issues. I've been to an optometrist three times to check my eyes and they said my optic nerve is very healthy. Been to a neuro three times as well and he keeps telling me he doesn't think I have anything (so I haven't had MRI yet).

I started once again having constant tingling (mostly on my upper back and shoulder blades now) along with eye pain again a couple days ago and I'm still having it. I've read online that MS tingling tends to come and go on its own. So it this how MS would present itself? Is this what it means when they say relapse, remitting? Just seeing if anyone had any ideas.

Whenever I go back to normal I tell myself it was just anxiety causing these symptoms but then when the symptoms reappear I constantly think MS and can't shake the fear.",3.6995364238410597,5.580837139072852,4.007954966887418,87.84333642384104,73.30463576158941,6.553854304635763,25.656158940397354,7.24861992348623,1.1290475231788073,1224,41,241,13,25,381,157,302,0.085,0.875,0.04,-0.9007,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,0,20,9,1,2,17,0,21,28,11,2,1,42,38,29,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,1,17,2,0,0,18,18,0,1,5,1,1,7,6,8,1,9,9,12,17,1,25,28,6,45,0,0,9,0,8,10,0,8,28,154,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543436258067562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360895080971078,0.08923281490021451,0.13019968144593638,0.0,0.08439448385100412,0.05950259496203105,0.0,0.0700285146739405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963056401829952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945248445235741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741922650440972,0.0,0.2932180344693549,0.0,0.18392170558780804,0.0,0.0,0.2824784049686381,0.0,0.1097625147907726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575906111172673,0.04302817421461197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967264629680178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606543678306856,0.0,0.17764068851541467,0.0,0.0756391328431184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936633831795283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269681691755162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584903972274806,0.0,0.06255692109919064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675620946268682,0.0,0.09688479127748187,0.0,0.09062673698991992,0.11532939792477212,0.0,0.452752080108955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350036614801346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512116425004301,0.0,0.05451604465464183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094781412415163,0.06767345292754409,0.0,0.0,0.0678121962896178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023289829470691,0.0,0.06795948092488112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35379818505642524,0.0,0.0,0.14875904253387276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905489821466913,0.0,0.0,0.1488642214289335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404297479473719,0.0,0.0,0.06826059124648419,0.0,0.07651344367715655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642128734785337,0.0,0.06045127386448557,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dude_On_A_Mountain,2020/01/16,Does anyone get numbess in there face? This just happened to me and its kinda freaking me out. I haven't had anxiety or any attacks in almost a year.,2.096,4.3678819333333365,3.256666666666668,89.525,79.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0966666666666671,118,5,23,1,3,38,28,30,0.175,0.7759999999999999,0.049,-0.5979,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064719139322561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27604065299999586,0.0,0.3105289639655844,0.0,0.0,0.28382986750233696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46179449662058897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552247859830576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207731704944144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589551892819249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614002446872749
anxiety,bandersnvtch,2020/01/16,"getting surgery soon it’s just a tonsillectomy and i know the chances of anything going wrong are low but like...the irrational part of my mind won’t shut up and it’s so loud lol 

i’ve never had surgery before. the dread just keeps building.",0.9366964285714268,3.5262852291666675,1.8342857142857127,94.125,92.54166666666666,4.40952380952381,23.523809523809533,6.1826913282559595,0.5144309523809536,193,8,40,2,7,60,39,48,0.209,0.6829999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.6349,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043572171839091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147173639277163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932327443433304,0.0,0.2101957840606858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328742028722514,0.0,0.0,0.2032613437719444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806913226460073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373445743020064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852531641121008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005143777065655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40437581196398303,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Attree3,2020/01/16,"My boss called me a pushover because I cannot handle the duties well since I don't delegate stuff to my people. Today, I delegated some duties to my subordinates I'm in the fire exit right now, warming myself because the ac in the office is so cold and I feel like throwing up because the anxiety is rising up.

But I have to be stronger. I need this job and I have a 3month old baby.

That's all. Thank you.",1.7067857142857152,3.710793964285717,3.8169047619047625,86.39892857142858,79.59523809523809,6.104761904761905,23.595238095238088,7.1686216300943375,0.9701238095238094,319,11,65,4,8,109,60,84,0.052000000000000005,0.8059999999999999,0.142,0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,11,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,13,4,7,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,45,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179165489748024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482395137206261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26934977588581405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333755411005213,0.1884451168308574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26176182613885834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887001624242495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955901837484728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767936659116951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828724524326177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252674343734117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182022737705973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30196600411041125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24285399867498897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003343573271497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237170694275926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxiousforschool,2020/01/16,"Experiencing insomnia, any suggestions? In the past one week I've been pretty messed up. No matter how early/late I sleep, I would always wake up at 3:00-3:30 and then just couldn't go back to sleep. The insomnia makes me feeling dizzy at the daytime and unable to focus. Tried meditation and some sleep podcasts but neither worked. Tried a otc sleep aid, it did knock me out for nine hours but also made me felt so sick on the next morning. Should I go to the doctor? Any suggestions for the insomnia?",4.096875000000002,6.110471604166667,4.577500000000004,83.61750000000002,72.54166666666666,7.716666666666668,24.5,8.472884824447931,1.5748375,398,12,76,7,8,126,69,96,0.11599999999999999,0.8390000000000001,0.046,-0.8295,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,7,0,5,10,5,3,0,17,11,9,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,4,3,6,0,12,4,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,6,47,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988470804290676,0.14554875029052758,0.0,0.0,0.2379053177357038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450388209602018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903962834782516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884455963563881,0.0,0.16795212861349712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988239068192955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722625009757924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551500915326545,0.11676149934471385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603106311393766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853137581440425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698242145889944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795811158490488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7001915435747127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375205136792271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031152403358804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273449787201972,0.0,0.0,0.12425925722017025,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Peppermint-Husky,2020/01/16,"Got My Hair Cut After Months of Putting It Off, Only For It To Demonstrate Exactly Why I Was Putting It Off Finally got the courage to book an Appointment to get my hair cut after months of not getting it done. (I used to get it cut by a family friend before my nan decided to tell her that I'm a vegetarian, and said hairdresser went ape-shit, and decided to make fun of/insult me for everything I believe in).

It seemed all well and good until the lady didn't speak to me the whole time, apart from asking occasional questions about my hair. Which normally from past experience, hairdressers tend to make more conversation than that. So it made me even more uncomfortable than I should have been. I feel like it would have been less awkward that way.

When she asked how I wanted my hair, I told her, then she told me that the way I described would ""look silly"" so if I wasn't nervous enough, that just made me feel even worse.

I don't like being touched/having people in my personal space so that just made things worse. Especially considering she was being really rough, digging her nails into my skull when she washed my hair. When she was combing it afterwards, she was being super rough. She even got the comb caught on my ear, didn't apologise or anything and just yanked it away from my ear.

I ended up staring at my lap and squeezing my hands as hard as I could to concentrate on not throwing up/crying/ having a panic attack or all of the above.

Worse yet, my hair didn't even end up being how I wanted it to be at all. So it's like it was all for nothing.

Does anyone else get really anxious at the idea of/ when getting their hair cut?",5.568148148148147,5.964815444444448,5.9514567901234585,81.24755555555556,67.39506172839506,9.196049382716053,28.85432098765432,9.120678840339163,2.16472024691358,1300,41,260,22,20,418,165,324,0.102,0.8109999999999999,0.087,-0.4403,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,20,18,5,3,11,0,25,12,11,8,5,41,54,22,0,8,8,0,14,3,1,3,1,4,0,1,21,6,0,0,7,1,0,5,7,8,1,0,23,20,42,10,42,22,9,39,0,0,2,0,22,15,0,5,20,180,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080388661508646,0.0,0.06858068544775997,0.10049582392361343,0.08071250573679899,0.0,0.18338544399214166,0.11158157311961722,0.09215055622015474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345991357299412,0.11050397356126808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830989140904583,0.0,0.10773763964326737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583155650647424,0.10037116443457546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193429282473913,0.0,0.17374173807928628,0.10134414255097916,0.0,0.2591269432952743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814909668726605,0.09594227574466886,0.09246226667715206,0.0,0.09918564671294446,0.07006925943294977,0.0,0.1074432072820346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577732486360353,0.0,0.25621700596842323,0.0,0.0,0.0822658930030219,0.2353335892073258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786152840313173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072178459822274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375262282848894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236354153517819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784205302446328,0.13093998232555334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565750244598748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096098793295644,0.09411159770423602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745952048371894,0.0,0.11507720560711215,0.0,0.0,0.09362964434858584,0.06799718415703007,0.08564075801748491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719747841117474,0.10987343885009296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566671126534046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329772225353536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928947974459114,0.0,0.0,0.10067898623879602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572732928736494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516081950357881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571919614080581,0.0,0.0,0.18744166129345305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471070251700577,0.0,0.0,0.11570171636707195,0.1557046504106392,0.0,0.0,0.08818681633458733,0.09092229468236522,0.0885030660391471,0.10950420487038044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998594970950188,0.13934820155195354,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OpusDaDopest,2020/01/16,Face numbness Anyone else get numb around your chin and cheeks while having am anxiety attack?,9.53125,11.014264625000004,6.875000000000004,74.27000000000002,59.0,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.3827,78,2,11,1,1,22,16,16,0.4370000000000001,0.563,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33607192697966604,0.0,0.0,0.3071766616799885,0.45012632206993786,0.0,0.3910801788647961,0.0,0.4997800023739057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669882034962377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295220120509677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zvon666,2020/01/16,"[VENTING] I just want to be able to enjoy my life I seldom post on Reddit because no one cares ad it sucks, makes me feel even more insignificant. None the less, here I am.

The biggest trigger for me are relationships. They really genuinely upset me because every one I wanted to stay in I was cast out from. I have two real fears/phobias. These genuinely keep me from sleeping at night. One is infinity, of space, time, doesn't matter. It just makes such an inconceivably complex and vast world even more so and frightening. The other one much scarier for me; oblivion. When I think about it, there's nothing more tragic and cold that humans do than willingly forget people; dead loved ones, former school mates, teammates, exes... And a breakup warrants oblivion, usually. 

I get these fits of negative thought and panic that flood me when I think about my ex-girlfriend(s). I remember all the things we'd done, shared, said to each other when we were together and then I inevitably realise that she (they) at one point decided to just... Throw it all away. All the words they said turn to ash and every memory becomes a cold, crippling chill which makes you shiver. Every present is like silver to a vampire, it burns. And every now and then it occurs to me... I've thought about person x or y for every day without fail since the day we met, and it's probably been months since they thought of me. Even thought was probably negative.

It always leads me into a spiral... I imagine them living their life, going out, meeting people, having fun... Being themselves and liking who they are. I just want to be free of that burden.

I like who I've become. I'm a good person. I look okay, I have a style of my own, I suppose. I'm good at a lot of things. I released an album with my band. I've written dozens of short stories and poems. Some people don't do all of this their entire lives, and I've done it all in under 20. I should really be proud of who I am and what I've done. 

But I just can't get over the people I've lost along the way. I can't accept that an entire part of my life is no more, and that I don't exist for someone else anymore. Because they've forgotten, they don't care. So if I forget it, who's to say it ever happened at all? All those times she or I said ""I love you"", all those hugs, words of support, all that love. All gone. 
How dared I say ""love"" if I didn't mean it at all? I did. And to prove it to myself, I have to remember, I have to keep my word to myself and to them, even if they don't care. But it's so exhausting, it's draining my emotional energy to enjoy the new experiences I go through. 

I have this fantasy of becoming famous, and then everyone who threw me away remember. They don't do anything, they don't contact me or anything. But they remember. A part of them then goes ""Oh, I wish I hadn't cut him off"", a part of them goes ""Yo, I remember that crazy hair, he looks so much more serious now!"" or ""I always loved the way he speaks, he's got a way with words."" Then they share the load of our connection. The problem is that anything short of that fantasy is a failure then, on my part. Which is so incredibly dumb because I create for the joy of creating, not for money or fame and it fulfills me like nothing else, but it's somehow less fulfilling than my ex's trip to the seaside with her friends for her. 

I want to convince myself that I matter, I'm worth it. For once, I want to be the center of my universe. Only for a little while.",2.6396944787953736,4.354831512160232,3.987303896607745,87.57721248272352,75.79542203147355,6.856293494338157,24.43687107490119,7.653070788468383,1.1666388351397878,2693,88,555,37,59,886,299,699,0.071,0.8190000000000001,0.11,0.9665,0,1,0,0,0,0,125.0,4,2,17,4,28,40,3,2,30,1,46,12,2,6,13,106,95,47,1,11,19,1,2,4,2,2,4,6,0,3,47,29,0,2,18,3,3,7,18,12,0,8,23,12,94,29,77,64,29,62,0,3,2,6,60,27,2,11,27,398,141,3,0.05862681684771714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756441622735586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058142048817310166,0.0,0.0,0.14473462481141267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016364861045501,0.0,0.0,0.14295345358371134,0.19424613939970045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932184114630445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561889358246128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799867652937896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795036529488166,0.06594727799986431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488983842095555,0.05303131228736807,0.246978108740393,0.05602043589503472,0.0,0.0573482764812189,0.0,0.0,0.029643480136953632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529493326643913,0.0,0.06126018414060275,0.0,0.06663794214016418,0.09834678488275947,0.0468892210947624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518435005204003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422041710753996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422956362149545,0.11456840542756112,0.0587594722988261,0.10353710673922092,0.0,0.09846352122190967,0.0,0.06399809608713643,0.04984242316911881,0.2645649557440813,0.0,0.11740156647163445,0.0,0.0,0.06386179058745937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046795365875389176,0.0,0.08619491214215147,0.0,0.0,0.05662214503834439,0.0,0.055017296122092295,0.0,0.11250802387875757,0.0,0.0,0.0624356465705046,0.2383622902197525,0.04458833603823496,0.0,0.06878593771744515,0.0,0.2539485180179297,0.0,0.16257781199018095,0.10238135025936768,0.0,0.0,0.0554212917829614,0.0,0.056148284591102285,0.0,0.12641924874388746,0.0560979459987038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673015261633848,0.07511568019617984,0.0,0.0,0.06294326082073105,0.33206377436770784,0.0,0.1673025846844482,0.09324479573086207,0.0,0.05933346858626129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969934174584809,0.0,0.05866915643370175,0.0,0.04967431166385912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248838621347313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652901699957746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789810411791658,0.07513139397781432,0.0,0.1861725755923905,0.06837153673655205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376914161606098,0.057269881250550464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456915602346383,0.0,0.1728980777261558,0.1396057150800445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741794605323714,0.056514159338361326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_dark_light_,2020/01/16,I have trouble going to school I am 16. I feel so overwhelmed to go to school and sit with many students. It is getting scary and I feel so exhausted to be around them. It drains me. I am thinking of not going all together. We don't have a school counselor. This is the time when we mostly do self study so I prefer doing that at my home. Is it okay if I do that? Is it cowardly? Many people go through so many rough times but they still attend school despite that. Am I overreacting?,0.2661771561771573,2.6455529292929327,1.9214141414141432,94.85083916083916,90.41414141414141,4.662315462315462,19.736596736596734,6.297961479604792,0.07677715617715641,376,12,81,4,13,122,63,99,0.08900000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.6861,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,2,1,14,1,0,0,1,15,22,9,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,3,14,1,9,21,2,12,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,60,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464311096226445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643112021187094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488995262745792,0.0,0.3693682499214349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298233652990268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941926524928098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264431336384838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6577603914412166,0.0,0.0,0.1695037902624367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297580505093646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411167653321364,0.0,0.0,0.18948870611655647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vioby,2020/01/16,"does anyone get an anxiety attack while driving? I can’t drive because I always have a panic attack, I mean just typing this is making me nervous!

My eyes start doing this weird thing. I can barely breathe and I feel like I’m gonna go crazy!

It would mean sooo much to me if someone with similar experiences can tell me how they got over this issue!! I’m not even driving to far places- I just want to travel to destinations 20-30 mins away from me, yet it still feels impossible!!

Should I stop driving as I can be a threat to others? Any tips would be highly appreciated !!",3.5780701754385973,5.1764515438596534,4.876315789473686,82.66254385964915,73.03508771929825,7.171929824561403,24.947368421052627,7.793537801064563,1.3012,452,14,89,6,9,150,84,114,0.20600000000000002,0.733,0.062,-0.9461,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,2,3,0,12,2,2,2,0,17,25,5,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,1,0,6,2,6,0,0,1,3,14,1,10,18,1,17,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,7,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101328985167384,0.0,0.0,0.1234186643058197,0.0,0.13883849912825344,0.0,0.0,0.1269012471769393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129396111571459,0.17051478030638806,0.0,0.0,0.11063393886879956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882214499163022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198716958959485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753095305917455,0.0,0.0,0.18353246526693992,0.12965569464275858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482045095656362,0.0,0.10314431491171144,0.0,0.1451532394680014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175296985949256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942724209222325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866630112539578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211452390272212,0.0,0.0,0.3953891988635441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341521175845047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129381008345782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896172553281965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377494204436018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845876586655575,0.0,0.14493725680985756,0.15173283314863878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862928363411535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205731498320227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704684570904573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25784899135014405,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CosmeticComa,2020/01/17,"Phone Use Hello everyone, I was wondering how much this affects others. I find when I'm alone, my anxiety is harder to control, and I then spend hours sometimes on my phone. I use podcasts and youtube videos to fill the space with talking, maybe to make it feel less lonely. I was wondering if anyone else has this happen to them and what are some things that help you avoid this behavior?",5.6374324324324325,6.752406256756758,5.330648648648651,83.20489189189192,67.51351351351353,8.622702702702702,29.664864864864867,8.841846274778883,2.271992432432433,309,11,58,5,5,95,57,74,0.11,0.8540000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.5279,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,6,0,17,13,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,9,0,6,11,3,6,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,4,3,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254375552825761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651479824042334,0.0,0.0,0.15219795447807474,0.22302575039751688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413225292376614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183299989079071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799032006297535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110059067248563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989438607256449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248236994490825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589772368481324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435832828698026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452945340166136,0.0,0.2186759405032032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001042367679189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527840846413165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495263558643265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460840360241192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759891159241858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721015470467541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waterpanne,2020/01/17,"I'm really tired of people just telling me to stop worrying or fearing things You think I choose to feel this way? ""Just don't worry about it"" wow thanks, clearly my subconscious just needed a reminder not to worry. Amazing advice, thanks.


I have some really bad fears that I can't get over and I am just at my breaking point. I don't know what to do anymore",2.225773809523812,4.4337359027777845,3.3353174603174587,89.47000000000001,78.8611111111111,6.336507936507938,22.785714285714285,7.447530270364453,0.9522714285714288,283,9,57,4,7,91,53,72,0.245,0.56,0.195,-0.6513,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,14,2,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,9,4,8,14,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813487229179749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404761908128492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495333816806653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176630130042053,0.09383590794387976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695901043138228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199109275218957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760680800624306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865929142889584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175435111189725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377773466362981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515498190133506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220697340543733,0.3417182082327131,0.0,0.0,0.12329252998030026,0.1189135441659728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132993738779747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473064674836658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654030257140821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fvithfuls,2020/01/17,Can anxiety symptoms linger even though you’re not anxious anymore? I was wondering if this was a real thing. I stopped being very anxious a couple of days ago but I’ve still been experiencing some symptoms of anxiety for two weeks now. It’s even starting to make me anxious again since I don’t know if the symptoms stem from anxiety or something serious.,5.586268656716417,7.353532402985074,6.0151044776119456,75.80414925373138,68.25373134328359,8.942089552238807,37.280597014925384,9.3871,3.804136716417912,289,16,49,6,5,93,53,67,0.132,0.7909999999999999,0.077,-0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,11,10,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,4,0,5,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735468231948966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556111950434905,0.5251514602608364,0.1536697218919902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145029687271882,0.0,0.09993055441776244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468730357982493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515699869916363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343097314456776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763681226057833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281770404499483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192888239909226,0.0,0.0,0.10967509139622532,0.0,0.12374404175618685,0.12954594597827854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831601506044242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294253676308043,0.0,0.15223853755084008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136457870984502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785077488318666,0.0,0.0,0.12429231857794268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803771306537346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mcj1111,2020/01/17,Anxiety Why do I get so much anxiety around my family ? It’s so weird like the people that I’m supposed to be the most comfortable by I feel so on the edge and ready to explode and idk why?,0.6969512195121972,2.5374600975609773,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,82.17073170731706,8.002439024390245,22.445121951219512,8.841846274778883,1.596604878048781,148,5,34,4,4,52,31,41,0.157,0.644,0.198,0.6009,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,5,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081021058338593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956341284095236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130687315453406,0.0,0.16791673901067636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350544376974578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224438682780587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441273510963216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302322120982209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5993264845971158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Littleabbz,2020/01/17,"Loud ringing in ears + Tunnel vision Today during a meeting at my high-stress job I was sitting there and all of a sudden started getting really anxious and then started spiraling and I got a really loud ringing in my left ear and got really tense which of course caused me to panic even more all while trying to appear completely normal and functional. Anxiety is so embarrassing :( 

Does anyone else get ringing in their ears or feel like their head/ brain is swelling during really anxious/ panicked moments. I know that sounds so silly but that’s the best way I can describe it.",8.175451713395637,8.367479084112151,8.017336448598133,69.34538161993773,61.89719626168226,10.497819314641744,35.59034267912773,10.125756701596842,3.8064529595015566,470,19,73,9,6,151,78,107,0.11900000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.033,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,2,4,0,4,5,5,1,2,14,13,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,10,9,3,8,10,4,15,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,8,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554154739047768,0.37078881573147016,0.0,0.11474755947669585,0.16814720438480307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722203661126914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319789203262254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685832844621723,0.0,0.0,0.17206326126650964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361130354560675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709049534433973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839124800100723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297752363599246,0.1172382057976799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147846184009155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625030147397372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842131679652966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338825112653145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285105901889216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018901713581692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830293673982134,0.0,0.0,0.08017448124665756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607901981051253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254442280068174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205250598186142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323118204823158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798422602697087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555442288825075,0.0,0.0,0.1114180063778135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302606449406414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FBRftw,2020/01/17,Have social anxiety? Join our social anxiety chat on instagram! Pm me your username. We have about 12 people now.,2.265000000000001,4.741069500000002,4.059999999999999,74.86000000000001,104.0,8.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,3.331999999999999,90,4,13,3,4,30,17,20,0.161,0.743,0.096,-0.126,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791941977691171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624455987404255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7717877875247628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ta9594,2020/01/17,"Fell back into anxiety surrounding speaking/meetings. What helped you break out? I’ve always been anxious to public speak, but I sort of fought through it to where I was comfortable enough to sound confident at my old job. I then got strep throat and had some issues speaking, which kickstarted the anxiety again. 

Ever since then, I’ve been off and on...some weeks are great and others feel like the first time I ever got the fight or flight feeling. Recently at my new job, I have to speak constantly and if it is something where I have not rehearsed over and over again, I tense up and sound like a little bitch!

I have propranolol which is a lifesaver (I honestly sound like a seasoned public speaking professional when I’m on it) but I want to try and be confident without the pills. I tried toastmasters but I got that super tense neck feeling again where the words feel strained coming out. I’ll keep on going, but any other tips that helped you guys suppress that fight or flight response?",5.88062034739454,7.2945011397849475,5.215806451612902,83.15140198511169,67.17204301075269,8.518775847808106,29.899090157154674,8.841846274778883,2.3250956162117453,796,29,146,13,13,240,108,186,0.134,0.6459999999999999,0.22,0.9719,2,0,1,0,2,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,10,12,4,1,8,0,11,3,2,0,2,32,24,17,0,2,9,0,4,3,0,0,1,7,0,1,11,11,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,8,11,16,7,19,15,2,37,0,0,0,0,14,16,1,5,20,95,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491349367519497,0.0,0.0,0.10208807819701401,0.0,0.2296857713617769,0.16959508012257907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543451793267533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293167726609285,0.0,0.16222850297698552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551161110042437,0.0,0.0,0.2715878082664349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036246870965143,0.10724715558888093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276936593536782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531776733697573,0.0,0.3601987271059895,0.16550998681691115,0.0,0.14864433889450032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124716576894988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566883194865666,0.2979457548941573,0.13343529246207533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200260147111939,0.15046163868296086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498872088039122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575277399238365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482273210156018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418243358318155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557121626827635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875373199774243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384590815088646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854581936172715,0.0,0.12041877814094308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471220877539562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheCatWithoutAName,2020/01/17,"Long-term problem with Heat/Anxiety induced itching and red spots. As the title says, I've had this skin problem for a long time now, 4-5 years to be exact. In middle school it was the biggest problem because I would always get these red spots all around my chest, back, neck, and scalp/forehead when doing the daily mile-run and just itch uncontrollably for a few minutes. It's been the same since then and the only answer I've gotten is a medical professional telling me anxiety was definitely a cause. I get it daily now, and I have a bad feeling it's going to have an effect on me getting a job. /: Does anyone else have this problem, and how did you deal with it?",4.636287878787879,5.5676524772727305,5.5057575757575785,81.71196969696972,69.68181818181819,7.684848484848485,29.060606060606066,7.793537801064563,1.8216606060606064,525,19,101,6,9,172,90,132,0.16,0.8079999999999999,0.032,-0.9393,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,1,12,0,12,6,5,4,2,24,18,10,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,6,5,7,0,10,10,3,14,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,8,65,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343358114581814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470111400175315,0.0,0.0,0.11288663422479857,0.16542026727082326,0.0,0.14372096129513706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414182952157132,0.13480047201481155,0.09841584119750432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584927519405232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644349691966276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412822788374152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486722222424172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816318307970482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530462497954675,0.0,0.09175335001689176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021001245190164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857488471336386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263962549424865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278678097777412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6179271819194363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283881540332074,0.0,0.16339173558092926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354960695940502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411107165399106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414032516470172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468644091098605,0.0,0.0,0.1039657808670974
anxiety,Weak_Maintenance,2020/01/17,I’m spiraling around a black hole unable to make choices to save me I get a knot in my brain. A block. I can’t think. I do nothing. And my problems grow and one day they will devour me,-1.7006504065040635,0.233712146341464,0.8896341463414643,100.8552642276423,98.26829268292684,3.7089430894308943,16.589430894308947,5.46131890053228,-0.7866130081300811,142,4,35,1,6,48,32,41,0.076,0.782,0.142,0.3732,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671437220289631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604002303214991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26597858082312953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547388578110907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752954150052973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957307903461221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794683562570455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946329113518918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426387108786425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ryanmachin16,2020/01/17,Struggle with feelings for girlfriend Hope you are all okay! I’m just asking this question and seeing if it is normal. Do I love my girlfriend? First of all let me tell you that some days I get so excited to the point where I could burst and my heart melts and some days I don’t feel it. The days I don’t feel it is where I think what if I don’t love her .... it’d break her heart. She’s the most amazing human being and the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen ! Before I tell you my main concern. To me she is the most beautiful person but is it bad to think that she isn’t the most beautiful girl in the world ? As in if there was a contest she wouldn’t win it ? I feel awful writing this now and upset because my poor girlfriend is so in love with me (as I’m sure I am with her) will be at home thinking about me and I’m typing this ! I never want to break her heart! It’s just stuff where if I look at a photo of her and don’t smile or see her in real life and don’t get butterflies I overthink and wondering and get anxious if I actually love her. Please tell me this is normal as I want to be with her forever but get anxious that we may fall out of love or my mind would push me away. I’m sorry for how bad this is put together but I’m just anxious now! It’s more when I’m not with her I don’t feel love but when I am I usually do. I hope this is normal and I am in love it just makes me really anxious if I think I’m not ... we’ve been together for two months but we were dating for three months before and seeing eachother three times a week. I hope this is all normal and I am in love and it’s just insecurity or anxiety ! Thank you guys ❤️,0.6652892561983492,2.226604234159783,2.807988980716257,94.52289256198351,81.03856749311295,5.942699724517907,19.539944903581265,6.850034144686104,0.03455812672176295,1279,31,309,14,33,434,141,363,0.10400000000000001,0.685,0.21100000000000002,0.9944,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,4,0,2,19,22,0,3,10,2,36,12,3,2,6,84,78,36,0,18,21,0,5,0,3,4,1,0,1,5,22,22,0,0,11,0,1,3,11,5,0,4,4,10,54,17,31,64,11,36,0,0,5,8,41,15,0,21,16,215,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.07190178878668692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056365576280834,0.3329531252659632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888156021726179,0.0,0.06922549521002068,0.0,0.12304070638278125,0.044915104669908085,0.0,0.1253937921649225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058828087805382935,0.0,0.0,0.14255397551301516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664846164838996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627601918717449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267281298449953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398061474110664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295553201225763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619361500629299,0.0,0.0,0.07390780532341502,0.21954484579986894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534356451789409,0.052042896605167005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187327764362183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5319980681863682,0.0,0.04918247643357829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439655902794144,0.0,0.11762255216192913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682714091249608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876598591908964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867038739860112,0.0,0.08087934361826395,0.06965212966794286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740695100340329,0.08253930878782967,0.0,0.0,0.08386483052392084,0.04720177867388279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614206795062642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247957344472563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702712345087252,0.08434683707585053,0.0,0.0,0.06944324007842811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320068374103996,0.06783534033840555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884661209159567,0.0,0.0,0.042963841054269064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197539188643362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114894263938109,0.0,0.08691763718739341,0.0,0.05910225770369761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990363632408863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052340694699734916,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rosebud3425,2020/01/17,"War in my mind Does anyone else struggle with watching your every move or things you say because you feel like something awful will happen if you mess up? I am paranoid about EVERYTHING. 
I have to take pictures of my stove off and my door locked just so I don’t drive back home. 
I have to carry a new backpack to school everyday because I worry important papers will get lost if I don’t. 
I constantly think I’m going to get arrested and it impedes my ability to even drive.
It hurts my relationships. I’m getting to the point where I’m scared to leave the house. I startle at every noise. 
I need people to relate to because I’m starting to feel crazy.",3.2828601398601407,5.169831300000006,4.3590909090909085,84.85954545454545,74.46153846153847,6.881118881118883,27.202797202797203,7.686295010490155,1.6480769230769232,519,20,99,7,11,169,86,130,0.245,0.708,0.048,-0.9758,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,6,8,1,3,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,23,6,1,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,1,4,18,1,17,20,0,15,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,3,6,58,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530750858996018,0.1689677349339715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680407359321724,0.0,0.3015791603372069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820696442297151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431210295643368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775947428955748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089201793654787,0.0,0.2778842065054235,0.0,0.14820867795505754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667648804569823,0.1178103088530869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584728725620763,0.0,0.09372101726553399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582760065304098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541617076340556,0.0,0.0,0.1902816921634054,0.17653742576168452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461376220634311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805657194558642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001656340851224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651007100703213,0.0,0.0,0.17527110713541294,0.0,0.1222771931878812,0.0,0.1592691749570636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432644402850516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589136390628422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704947796019113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114146130491214,0.16510167741827214,0.1668957010137142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695423583340382,0.0,0.0,0.11672273187323938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239764799411186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399029368596096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955754824528616,0.10566638833725886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747207982402718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunsetsrising,2020/01/17,"starting a new year off well (finally) i got accepted into doing a short term, but intensive, health care course yesterday. i truly couldn’t be happier or more excited to start !!! the past few years have been so intense and anxiety filled but i finally feel ready to do something far far out of my comfort zone, i’m so amazingly proud of myself !! 
i’ve always just been an artist, i have a degree in art i’ve sold my art i love art it’s my ultimate passion, but it’s also something i hide behind. it’s isolating and lonely, there’s too much time to stagnate and drink and Feel. 
so, i’m finally trying something completely new and fresh and exciting and i can’t believe i’m not having heart palpitations just thinking about it now haha , 
i feel like i’m doing something that’s truly going to be a challenge and help me become a better person inside and out !!!",2.802729289940828,5.0566054674556264,4.658369082840236,80.47737610946749,77.16568047337276,7.775295857988168,26.538831360946745,8.660442795831766,2.3006949704142015,680,27,123,15,16,231,104,169,0.038,0.608,0.354,0.9966,0,2,5,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,11,15,0,0,7,1,12,5,1,0,0,25,27,17,0,1,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,12,1,0,5,5,1,2,3,1,1,0,4,3,13,14,13,20,4,24,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,1,15,77,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541684806841235,0.1200901673517911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040841909715307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939589650930372,0.0,0.1626051307452204,0.0,0.1276439527101767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714920832685655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132227582035268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138379709220275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892554446739607,0.10310598546031886,0.0,0.4743037613419709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820233639787563,0.0,0.11543008457393515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153410988855136,0.0,0.17102611286927386,0.09673817097418204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051002564788544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025917046103352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060956629915402,0.0,0.0,0.27878044624903303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377747792253741,0.0,0.1260192389989665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444345056522393,0.0,0.0,0.2043083056580168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924777908284072,0.0,0.0,0.08415721229406051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798736911270517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976573002725386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185881454657026
anxiety,acoop09,2020/01/17,"I have tried calling 3 different hotlines for help , and I still can’t calm my anxiety that has been present all day. Please, I’m desperate for any advice at this point. I’m 19, in college, and I have a history with depression and anxiety. Every since my boyfriend and I broke up yesterday I’ve been having the work bout of anxiety I’ve ever experienced. It has been hard to breathe all day (even when I’m not crying), I can’t take deep breaths, my chest feels tight, my throat is tight and and it feels like I have a lump in it, I’ve been yawning excessively to subconsciously get more air, and none of this has gone away all day. Occasionally my anxiety will peak more and things happen like my hands going numb and feeling really dizzy. I just needed someone to talk to and help calm me down without feeling like a burden, so I decided to try a hotline. The first hotline  person showed sympathy but basically told me that if I wasn’t about to kill myself then they couldn’t help. They gave me a number another hotline, that one said the same thing and transferred me to another hotline. The final hotline did pretty much nothing more than tell me I needed to pay to see a psychiatrist. I am a college student that makes minimum wage and I can barely afford rent. Over the phone he said based on my income they might give it to me for free, but that would never work. My dad makes money but that is not my money, so every time someone looks at “my income” I have to pay a lot because they assume my dad will pay for it. I don’t know what to do, I just want help or advice on how to calm down because my anxiety has never been this bad, and it is starting to scare me. Please help me, anyone, please.",6.067070330693988,5.730766699115044,6.614438751746626,79.41906846762926,66.37463126843659,9.732712311752834,31.411426797081198,9.276330184999452,2.5291144542772863,1337,46,269,22,19,438,171,339,0.11,0.746,0.14400000000000002,0.8695,7,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,4,3,10,14,1,1,13,0,30,8,5,3,6,50,56,23,1,6,10,2,8,3,0,4,3,2,1,1,18,14,0,2,7,1,8,2,11,7,0,2,12,13,40,8,35,39,10,31,0,2,2,0,22,14,0,5,18,180,58,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860726603703184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474482624444412,0.19966815313627975,0.3641699799887683,0.0,0.0,0.06657177214554219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945121781330183,0.0,0.07949485224452031,0.11607604391260805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721819521639792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458171351019056,0.18420419637418448,0.0,0.08200266467886129,0.0,0.0,0.0994722825613466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288410400536204,0.08612124827340538,0.16043399345404447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256046305084148,0.13603348356529366,0.0,0.10429590586717433,0.0,0.08098402804112098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049742343721937865,0.09133236033246384,0.0541090019457137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419227786568134,0.0,0.08528782719250899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190801759132001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533374330505936,0.0,0.05232392502443913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954172067224227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995089119306659,0.0,0.0,0.08094258873013545,0.0,0.0,0.1271043969771634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100083182235736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998896603079895,0.14119131603904653,0.14686083339812814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135481510157416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645155257953848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831321091629267,0.0,0.3135299687193983,0.09000250273667401,0.0,0.0,0.0968609455477078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099279712659341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112956051719672,0.0,0.09531999593383823,0.0,0.07586859166330255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787571891542423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133916145359048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738883881450093,0.0,0.07603337437883867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158470146877623,0.07652472750019708,0.08321614452674926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650416660280658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551665455887106,0.0,0.0,0.09097549466543882,0.0,0.12928020721871214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056156250470141986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917772866145183,0.0,0.13862537582284964,0.0,0.0,0.06763315838884444,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShaCan87,2020/01/17,"Zoloft for anxiety/major depressive disorder Anyone had much luck with it? Va Dr. just prescribed me 50 mg. Zoloft for the first week, ordered to increase to 100 mg. the next. I was on a high dose of Citalopram years back, which didn't do much for me.

I'm a little worried about the side effects of increased irritability, and possibly sleep problems. However, I'm very excited and hopeful that it helps. I've been having lots of chest pain/anxiety attacks, and been pretty depressed lately. Could definitely use relief.",4.164361702127657,7.135632882978728,4.7717446808510635,77.59400000000002,76.55319148936171,7.589787234042554,30.676595744680853,8.548686976883017,2.978169361702128,417,20,67,9,10,133,73,94,0.16399999999999998,0.612,0.22399999999999998,0.775,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,1,0,5,0,8,6,2,2,0,12,12,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,5,0,3,4,11,6,5,13,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491208423356424,0.0,0.0,0.1362995206033441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217609057867409,0.0,0.149889063189867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563566604599322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357856798370961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234065569035155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658072760088256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065740511134075,0.20595414503432694,0.0,0.19360937707209155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988942126159686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537097284327504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572243286826582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865918154218888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731016339333005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074191604934032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975417700495214,0.0,0.19831379003215005,0.0,0.1865215914216988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507067915883228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835684956568925,0.0,0.16083758478003274,0.0,0.0,0.15636101028759308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979607787349884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552846657753192
anxiety,happylittlesunshinee,2020/01/17,"Advice on debating to switch to a new therapist Hello everyone,

I am currently 23 years old. I have been dealing with anxiety since age 11 and have been seeing therapists on and off since age 12. As I have gotten older, I felt like therapy was never really super helpful for me. This past spring, my anxiety got really bad and starting in August 2019 I have been seeing a therapist once a week. When I go in, I see her and I discuss my anxiety. I do like my therapist. My issue is that I feel like I'm not getting much out of it since I have already been practicing all of the techniques she has mentioned. I think it is nice to sometimes talk through my anxiety, but that kinda rarely happens. I feel like I've gotten the most help from myself from pushing myself and the medications my family medicine doctor has given me. I'm not sure what to do. I like my therapist but I'm just not sure what the 'norm' is for what to get out of the sessions or if I should look for another. And if it is helpful a lot of my anxiety stems from agoraphobia like things. 

Thank you everyone in advance",3.2355555555555533,5.03522107407408,5.041851851851857,80.28833333333334,74.37037037037038,8.874074074074073,28.203703703703702,9.444778638647367,2.721075925925926,856,35,164,22,18,292,117,216,0.1,0.789,0.11,0.7311,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,3,12,0,0,9,0,20,2,0,0,4,30,41,13,0,3,9,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,10,7,30,11,26,30,4,25,0,0,4,0,11,8,0,6,20,116,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299474046126932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501762585760276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997894480701004,0.3640071862834861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945931592286043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811157340452001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740604249062006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186965238011124,0.0,0.0,0.08971367508594599,0.0,0.09623719169101168,0.13597267296571391,0.09137391719968407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944021513210434,0.0,0.05408481377700155,0.0,0.07611263822417398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415464166933607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136252313260846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932818034244956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789586835939945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991515100981934,0.0,0.0,0.0809064052316084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958693481600215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995767909410698,0.0,0.07339759134202825,0.09191154683654172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998603074649402,0.10134827725351206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084635055326154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193106343524256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750402913085746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361659477630436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412122953717407,0.0,0.06735871420410436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938493736967226,0.0,0.0,0.0764905189036075,0.0,0.08761571511001079,0.1088301778986917,0.5524730866822164,0.06322380793118255,0.0609782853670609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633611842283157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128353783640954
anxiety,handyshark,2020/01/17,"I’m so fucking anxious that I almost had a solid panic attack during my doctor visit It was so embarrassing. I was trying to describe my symptoms to my doctor and just started shaking nonstop and my voice sounded like I was about to cry. I had to breath every 2,3 words coming out of my mouth. Well, I guess at least I did a good job describing my symptoms.",2.41509054325956,4.718729422535212,4.320643863179075,82.15126760563383,78.71830985915494,5.183903420523139,25.635814889336014,6.1826913282559595,1.118632193158953,283,11,49,2,7,96,49,71,0.217,0.669,0.114,-0.8423,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,3,2,0,6,7,2,0,0,8,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,6,2,12,3,8,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,2,37,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404674141026364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414845473604903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317942719974495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841327135762012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348020086454233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375786596578135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009947749778316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761488641213065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928921576597864,0.0,0.0,0.23547741602464364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212082245131167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044308646447018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079776311528684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512982928166086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443507029891312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512696012621898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219319895969245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ActualPiano3,2020/01/17,"Had a suicide attempt a few years ago. Stable since then. Worried if my life is ruined. So in May of 2017, I attempted to end my life and was hospitalized at a psych facility at a hospital for about three days. I got an increase for my antidepressant and was prescribed a mood stabilizer.

About two and a half years later, my PA is in the process of tapering me off these medications and I am worried about what's to come. Some medical professionals said that I may be doomed for a relapse, others say that everything should go back to normal once I am off the meds for a few months, and some say that I may have permanent side effects.

I am honestly concerned about my health but so far the loved ones in my life are too busy or too distracted with their own problems to focus on my own. Right now, I am just on the fluoxetine 10 mg and my PA should stop it I'm about two weeks.

So is my life ruined?",4.5353130755064495,5.237246541436466,5.612941988950279,81.68563766114181,69.77348066298343,9.348250460405158,29.447974217311234,9.516144504307137,2.421739963167587,708,26,149,15,12,235,108,181,0.131,0.81,0.059000000000000004,-0.9043,0,0,0,0,0,2,15.0,0,0,1,3,13,8,0,1,13,0,18,8,0,1,0,23,24,13,1,5,4,2,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,7,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,5,5,3,19,2,25,13,7,27,1,3,0,1,7,12,0,7,12,111,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776161562393482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950072099117008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387198080772578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022661327820716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764715937204208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967251501394096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832310207308898,0.0,0.12429559880974235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519359570883987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390828038139897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402636206382059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262550981645988,0.31311851264314433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240468040884601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522688337581845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550661103690556,0.10530985908484614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487064111347404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271931737342613,0.14783052807058292,0.24717658879077056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855678365013254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992974476099348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999334990343945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30362603675645805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246605527222904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156528606338485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001579293604546
anxiety,am--i-munchie,2020/01/17,"Does this sound like anxiety? My doctor is throroughly convinces I have anxiety. I am on Xanax and not helping.

Here are my symptoms. I think I will get brain damage soon. I can’t even remember what I did yesterday
- Tingling/pressure/rumbling/vibrating back of head
Started Jan 5 still hasn’t gone away
- Stiff neck
- Electric sharp shock pain on calf
- Squishy/clicking sounds in back of neck/head when laying down

- When sitting up for a long period of time, continuous adrenaline surges and complete numbing sensation of face and body - sensitivities to sound and light and vertigo worsen
- Feel like fainting when sitting up, fainting when standing like I’m going to fall forward

- Paresthesia/numbness on left body
- Random muscle twitching all over body
- Heaviness on one side of body during head pain
- Feet cold and sweaty
- weakness all over, keep dropping stuff
- tips of fingers and toes getting numb 

- Blurry/double vision
- Tingly/prickly sensation in face and neck while trying to relax
- Occasional choking on food
- Eyes rolling back
- Flashing lights/static in eyes

- Nystagmus
- Loud hearing/sound sensitivity (gets super loud for a little bit every so often) (bass, crunching, door closing)
- Vertigo, worst in morning after getting up
- Short periods of extreme sensitivity

- Anxiety
- Adrenaline surges
- Doom sensation
- Racing heart
- Palpitations

- Not painful but very uncomfortable
- difficulty focusing
- difficulties remembering

- Nausea
- Sharp stomach pains
- Lightheadedness when laying on back/right side

- Short spasms of jaw, temple, eye shuts
- Feel static feeling in brain

- Worse when upright for long periods
- Feel better when laying on stomach or left side
- feeling need to open eyes wide
- back of head relieved by closing eyes and laying on the side

- Tight back with chest pain
- tachycardia
- sharp icy pain in chest
- trying to breathe in, feels like not getting enough oxygen to brain
- lightheaded

- neck will relax occasionally and will feel relief
- after neck relaxes, huge amount of pressure in head (like head feels like it will explode)
- air pushing out of ear, start getting anxiety and sweaty palms
- when relaxing, opening eyes becomes hard, eyes become very heavy - helps relax brain

- tense, tight butt/left abdomen area
- stomach feels like it needs to growl but it doesn’t
- sharp pains above belly button
- achy pain upper left under rib",10.023221446271684,11.226167373057,8.227238116692947,65.96904595629647,57.911917098445606,10.650867312457764,39.839603514305026,10.472087959537523,4.606933002928587,1890,89,262,38,23,565,226,386,0.162,0.701,0.13699999999999998,-0.7981,0,0,0,0,0,0,90.0,0,0,0,2,20,33,0,1,3,0,12,62,41,0,2,45,36,24,0,2,6,0,17,7,0,4,20,6,1,0,6,17,1,4,12,5,0,5,6,16,0,1,2,32,8,17,50,30,6,82,1,2,7,0,2,46,0,3,36,121,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861932649836082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054842920745289486,0.2693092705597439,0.0,0.0,0.1289357637484205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162576606730048,0.06372769289467511,0.25935492128179904,0.0,0.2606522284531637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061202495272227715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597467658680898,0.0510822011717804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060314435483646574,0.0,0.038554510675334455,0.0,0.04918138066166188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656341809743037,0.1668054105970513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058430437984728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298345049617765,0.0,0.03317445841273064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229032831078082,0.0,0.3594423854032207,0.0,0.0,0.06917173831522158,0.07825176325949779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051884193629797584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536877323495729,0.0,0.0,0.19962511411986472,0.058504617865638125,0.0,0.10331571810702753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656499424763649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955474228893973,0.0,0.49689996609322706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224941250394687,0.04984982831702686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826327653567435,0.0,0.046616384069345686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682259024413753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067141719290805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037402765225927226,0.0,0.0,0.034037496195641725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926224294931958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963269138608058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948660289731264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alwayzbclosing,2020/01/17,"First day back to work on meds! Hey everybody!:) I’m a waitress here in Charlotte and a student here at UNCC. I’ve had anxiety for about 3 years and have had a spike since October when I experienced my first big loss of a loved one. On Tuesday I started taking Buspirone and it may seem crazy but I feel like I am noticing a difference/shift in the way I feel already. I’m being patient with myself because I know that it will be at least a month before my body, my mind, and I get used to
this medication. With that being said today is my first day back to work and I am normally pretty good about controlling my anxiety unless we get busy beyond just being steady, that’s when I feel the nerves kick in and the shaky hands/sweating/weird stomach feeling comes out right along with them! I’m excited to see how it improves my ability to serve but also SUPER nervous. so now my anxiety is giving me anxiety and my shift isn’t even until 6 pm. I guess I just wanted to vent in a safe space and maybe see if you all could offer me some tips to help get through work with anxiety, or tips to avoid overthinking (the ROOT of my anxiety). Thank you!",5.191038961038963,5.339991805194806,5.965346320346326,81.6823051948052,68.17748917748918,9.370562770562769,30.35281385281385,9.23628265651192,2.416094372294373,901,32,184,16,14,296,140,231,0.09,0.721,0.18899999999999997,0.9854,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,1,9,16,11,0,3,11,0,15,4,2,4,1,44,39,19,0,4,7,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,16,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,3,8,27,7,31,29,3,31,0,1,2,1,10,13,0,7,17,123,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277297282683,0.09256285983448996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312769769304263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800464625239634,0.0,0.0705583165058386,0.0,0.09849219923300748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285688594769609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970581930023506,0.0,0.0,0.12982013878558507,0.09241458679236708,0.0,0.0,0.14929452051574868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644982313382351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341007091640954,0.08268970293317539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953630993874247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141914113047133,0.11103510027297396,0.0,0.09708311903113116,0.0,0.0,0.12750840540740255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758279584294761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063611541852369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654815332595915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446621562906312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628345130644788,0.0,0.1285688594769609,0.11660295773913736,0.0,0.0,0.11687150675518035,0.0,0.09238817681333578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340751613705052,0.0,0.13177876332928207,0.0,0.0,0.07843318457749249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177563435596658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988473330703246,0.11010193342872568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447079769403046,0.10537175096310562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574714113515087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192634513999028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870273633207663,0.0,0.0,0.10656431614830952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971465258320716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996827257885743,0.0,0.0,0.06827059849552722,0.09187460658186423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527956539528575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453729382321571
anxiety,madfrombrad,2020/01/17,"Fuck it i’m buying Xanax I can’t take this anymore. Bullshit SSRI probably placebo pills, clonadine, gabapentin, NOTHING seems to work. 

Therapy works for the duration of the appointment. 

I asked for Gabitril which is a much safer alternative to benzos but my doc is fucking retarded",3.400385487528343,6.3640982448979555,3.872108843537416,76.99868480725625,97.16326530612244,7.075736961451247,34.01587301587302,7.793537801064563,3.9081682539682543,230,14,33,6,9,72,43,49,0.195,0.769,0.037000000000000005,-0.8496,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,9,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780502277415577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621067127936981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183923451504344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610311675285706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690211499128283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022846770897533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552369644334165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108022295692312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206258291032659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40822323343871975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,themanganut,2020/01/17,"There’s always anger beneath the surface I don’t know if it’s because I’ve never been good about expressing myself. Maybe it’s because I spend so much time and energy trying to be considerate of other people’s feelings.

But the anger is always there. It frightens me how quickly my rage builds, how often I have the urge to punch a hole in the wall. So I repress it, and I know that’s not good.

I’ve been wondering if it’s tied to my anxiety at all. Does anyone else feel like this?",1.6093000000000008,3.760297330000004,3.414000000000001,88.397,80.7,6.0,22.0,7.1686216300943375,0.7702999999999998,383,12,78,5,10,128,67,100,0.21899999999999997,0.7090000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9372,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,3,1,5,0,6,0,0,2,2,18,11,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,9,3,8,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,4,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896627296582972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912393208940047,0.0,0.0,0.1637229624643541,0.2399141084788839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854710512883233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490604041674196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560208623033404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367863168436223,0.16727664147924656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927874334965618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573651785635263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143937495804556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523491443520586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212702154492307,0.0,0.1805907364262315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623299673477794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653461305817444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897232289068985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25392543589550665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrYmeChaos,2020/01/17,"Does anyone else not feel normal? Im a 23 year old male, i hate it im on so many different meds just to keep me stable, im on klonopin, buspar, Seroquel, zoloft and wellbutrin.  It sucks cus im not allowed to drink and all my friends go to the bars and its not fair i just want to be a normal fucking 23 year old is that too much to ask for? And on top off all this shit i cant eat gluten either so fuck me right",-1.1988563049853376,0.6784738064516134,1.0298533724340189,102.73750733137828,90.50537634408602,3.811925708699904,15.981427174975565,4.851557810540192,-1.1603247311827958,316,7,82,1,11,105,63,93,0.18600000000000005,0.743,0.071,-0.9078,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,5,0,3,0,3,7,1,1,2,18,12,6,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,3,1,1,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,1,6,1,10,11,4,11,0,0,0,2,3,6,4,0,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216832231165904,0.14971401441335164,0.0,0.0,0.13659956171863974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266104383680004,0.0,0.0,0.12786786939224534,0.0,0.0,0.1431389185258341,0.0,0.14951404991367145,0.1220619068334089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738810866054813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288954171327567,0.2701654085509165,0.0,0.0,0.08304159214307542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442601717585803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6313252317392885,0.0,0.0,0.12987539969679218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813958589074355,0.0,0.0,0.1623029178459603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741272177735242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28632704450496405,0.0,0.0,0.3066501794007069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478302011755855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149986881129844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618352363077225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881889646538777
anxiety,antnego,2020/01/17,"I am all the psychosomatic and physical disorders at once. With the power of Google and a racing mind, I carry every medical diagnosis known to man. 

Today, I’m bipolar.",4.0960215053763465,6.752040967741934,7.472258064516129,59.895053763440856,74.80645161290323,10.58494623655914,29.68817204301075,10.504223727775694,4.37434623655914,134,6,20,5,3,50,27,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644024971144656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414044986350377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082035716607784,0.0,0.0,0.40914370791152416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43153238809443023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840889966803508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zettoraius,2020/01/17,"please i cant calm down I saw some seconds of a tv episode that my compulsion was must not watch it. i saw some seconds accidentally. the compulsion was created because I had some thoughts without my will about a promise to God not to watch it. probably, the thoughts without my will popped up cause i was  careless or frustrated. it looked like as if it was an unwanted fast prayer to God in my mind but they were just thoughts without my will. I cant remember how strong or what exactly, were the thoughts without my will and if they were 100% without my will. when the compulsion was created, weeks ago, I remember i was anxious and seemed serious compulsion. i think there is a chance I made sure to find the specific episode in order to be sure not to click it again in youtube. that makes my ocd more worrying. i accidentally saw some seconds, and i am worried.       my ocd is like                  ocd: maybe you asked for a very bad punishment and for a second, maybe you meant it. then, why you are so worried? you remember having these thoughts. maybe they were with your will. thats why you were so worried.",3.717556608741443,5.7518984834123215,4.137116903633494,86.28007240652978,73.64454976303318,8.290784623486044,31.6274354923644,8.998388855275968,2.712491100579252,864,42,174,19,18,271,104,211,0.179,0.718,0.10400000000000001,-0.9597,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,3,1,8,12,2,0,11,0,27,0,0,4,4,45,42,15,0,4,14,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,12,1,0,0,10,5,0,4,22,7,30,7,22,12,5,12,0,0,7,0,10,5,0,9,8,130,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964545684995001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424787704239064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945427019602658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443915030261409,0.06164778121935039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388815162421274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243079577164016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881381408266857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492355325743309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569145234037024,0.0675049199881848,0.0,0.3047953999148076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211225885219352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110101405125725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903501794609076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34368101336321505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206476247964164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062726016025205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479988587245811,0.0,0.4014287840357012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344266776697361,0.0,0.0,0.08112021733589052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250781115359105,0.0,0.0,0.4874275427905833,0.0,0.0,0.4108088420617889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heytherecoolface,2020/01/17,"Anxiety and Caffeine? Hey everyone, sorry if this has been asked here before but has anyone eliminated coffee or other forms of caffeine? Has it helped your anxiety?",5.777380952380952,9.168417214285713,6.592857142857145,64.41880952380957,73.28571428571429,9.447619047619048,30.76190476190476,9.725611199111238,4.24374761904762,134,6,17,4,3,44,24,28,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.4749,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5765041994634612,0.0,0.0,0.2634683548655865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522585179737573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206303054968812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360049960217127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25256208843075584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217984060335748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SheisNOTacommittee,2020/01/17,"I’m just so sick of this feeling I hate it. I hate that I know, cognitively, that there is nothing to be anxious about. I know that all the things that I’m anxious about are feelings, not facts. That what I constantly believe is not true. I’m just sick of that ache; that hand that grabs something in my chest and does not go away. I’m sick of it sneaking up when I’m having a good time. I’m just sick of it.",0.372070707070705,2.2872345909090903,1.9006060606060624,98.85146464646463,83.77272727272728,4.8202020202020215,21.141414141414145,5.82211442006289,-0.18776919191919195,316,10,77,2,9,102,49,88,0.28300000000000003,0.609,0.107,-0.9691,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,2,0,5,6,2,0,3,14,18,3,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,14,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,10,17,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233064876635449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176051101859338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609450265860031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502880037275878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026833703141176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342178329371037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162923455131573,0.19426338207551147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573336202925074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545734702923289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222359302886709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830460416847832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387131548079336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505358594057176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HelloHyperion,2020/01/17,"Switching meds and I need support. I've struggled with anxiety all my life.  About two years ago I finally got treatment and it worked great.  I felt like a normal person for the first time in my life.  I could be truly happy, without that constant knot in my stomach that had been there my whole life.  Unfortunately it came with major side effects.  I was sleeping 16 hours a day, and still felt exhausted.  I struggled with work because I was always oversleeping, even with multiple alarm clocks.

So this fall I decided to go off my meds in order to try something else.  I went off lexapro (which fucking sucked)  and started prozac.  I wasn't tired anymore but my anxiety shot up.  So I came off prozac (which again fucking sucked) and went back on lexapro.  I couldn't even stay on the lexapro for more than 2 weeks, I was so fucking tired.  But not being on nothing  it feels like I'm right back where I was 2 years ago.  The past few weeks have felt like a waking nightmare.  Theres no relief, I'm always on edge.  (I'm also on accutane which is either causing depression, or I'm just fuckinh depressed).  I have a psych appointment in a little less than 2 weeks, but I just need support to make it through this.  Is there anyone who got through this, who finally found a medication or a combination of things that worked for them?  Any advice appreciated.",3.8740219313760136,5.96371585214008,4.2094888574460585,85.68923859214719,73.3579766536965,7.007357622921826,28.41333569154581,7.84624498591911,1.7947369649805447,1062,43,203,15,22,332,141,257,0.077,0.79,0.133,0.9443,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,5,17,19,5,3,10,0,15,15,3,3,1,36,42,14,0,5,10,0,4,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,16,11,0,0,7,0,0,6,5,11,0,2,17,4,23,8,30,21,7,46,0,2,0,3,4,17,5,2,24,130,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020784511762296,0.16366098841056273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382320461218654,0.1536247288795841,0.0,0.0,0.0627764578246217,0.0,0.14123940222463735,0.0,0.09155035033724084,0.06454786102331342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196702052753668,0.0,0.0562735534080924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111644804202711,0.0,0.09483156300616556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975827692076317,0.0,0.0737049499348064,0.0,0.0,0.05953467705740492,0.0,0.15901924892912592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711622174326738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219446103083948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667656277955528,0.06594890077804352,0.2659067855769496,0.20225021567690815,0.0,0.07852195635829158,0.0,0.10121716896294146,0.0,0.2560274875306614,0.0,0.0,0.052463983234010976,0.0,0.1476633419559788,0.1017761416461792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826961304291322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091036493168528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561161505551192,0.1352993814437469,0.0925225440797908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162008826802266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507934255476734,0.0929963056776152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368988259087132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044779173110408,0.08857745135723816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881238388274549,0.0,0.08060473164349788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788353655847234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238033290455124,0.0,0.0,0.07106756941593492,0.0,0.0,0.065340087279202,0.09839408425093303,0.07372181217902997,0.0,0.0,0.19301257237360772,0.0,0.0,0.209512906331922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613290971652077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382884047477273,0.212201956240665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267491896095917,0.0,0.09017703708265433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214536155736447,0.0,0.0,0.17115138475973782,0.0,0.10306491035039116,0.0,0.08898707891596093,0.0,0.20161634288528715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188939473777926
anxiety,mks93,2020/01/17,"Things are trending upward, but I'm headed back to therapy I have been diagnosed with moderate/severe GAD. As I'm sure you are all aware, it has dominated my life, caused countless problems, and is probably the one thing I most wish I could change about myself. My relationship of 10 months ended a few days ago. Unfortunately, I was the one who got dumped. It was sad. I have cried. I am lost and lonely. It feels weird because something felt off for the entire relationship. Probably on a weekly basis, I would have a moment of panic when I wanted to leave the relationship but didn't know how. I even tried ending it a few times, without success. The first time was about 2 months into the relationship and the most recent time was around 8 weeks ago. The first time, he cried and I felt so guilty for making him feel bad. He was controlling and made me feel bad about myself sometimes, but I was convinced by the positives (there were quite a few, I will admit, many things that I will miss) to stay. 

This relationship was different than my other ones because I don't feel like it was controlled by anxiety. Of course anxiety reared its ugly head on a regular basis, but I think all of the self-work I've done made things go so much better. Back in March, my therapist told me that she thought I had made a lot of progress and it might be time to stop the sessions. I think it was the right decision at the time, but I need to go back. I've emailed my therapist and she said she would gladly see me on Monday. I need some guidance in avoiding a situation like this again. I need help finding ways to recognize my worth and not allow anxiety to keep me in a place that I don't want to be.",4.620842146494322,5.6397196936936975,5.2937589763676725,82.89632197414808,69.78078078078079,8.67418723070897,27.09087348217783,8.964715089967882,1.934684136310223,1330,42,269,24,23,430,180,333,0.213,0.6940000000000001,0.094,-0.9912,1,3,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,9,14,18,1,2,22,0,32,4,2,9,3,61,64,18,0,10,7,0,6,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,19,11,0,5,13,0,1,2,5,11,0,5,24,8,38,7,34,32,10,43,0,4,1,0,18,12,0,5,29,184,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416179757735294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367240912360118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673663694895562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456711146300907,0.12637013172307027,0.0922609737924275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692796605703483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773858073043416,0.08005361135609047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975082478385178,0.060419949003340086,0.0,0.16624982044693562,0.04880380700238481,0.0,0.0,0.07680804801027455,0.0,0.0790637701382628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744131076450952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134050332156246,0.0,0.0,0.049982308804106416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305325057741467,0.054061894423104745,0.14531881905183813,0.0,0.06916514315379584,0.12873742138097646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601515079556668,0.0,0.06052382912229464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532778560202856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050723037683425586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726299316556161,0.0,0.0,0.041588738835993073,0.0,0.0,0.08012839342431698,0.0,0.0,0.05345115362703609,0.07394149903767579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260768128141724,0.0643357733930413,0.0,0.21481519047184425,0.050513331791533535,0.07672208883730827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027871026334771,0.0,0.0,0.12080536472266876,0.0,0.055629481700704836,0.16833510003068647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538370459737769,0.0,0.0,0.08878774787095978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790637701382628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317987013007934,0.07241029853909255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048917027798924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471946211873176,0.4062305870484468,0.0,0.06462562924880673,0.07198380075949437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030279729714357,0.0,0.07894503159351006,0.08549067120634607,0.0,0.0,0.0850613346025956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058257945005052776,0.0748440383384177,0.0,0.0,0.0806589728088842,0.0,0.06326728979241501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132234245052932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654041226490182,0.17572790786485196,0.20109916234501654,0.09697835759828743,0.0,0.06007711841512103,0.2647585378679281,0.0,0.0,0.07231024978246599,0.0,0.05137803377872375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926958876729958,0.0600669140776449,0.12140307562786093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870219669133721,0.07294753981671884,0.0,0.055091954095999915,0.0,0.0,0.10751402000416564,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lncm-me,2020/01/17,"Fuck My Life... Like right now. In particular. Fuck it.

I'm stranded in a goddamn random ass city because my bus was cancelled, and I had to toss out *two-hundred fucking dollars* for a hotel room. I haven't eaten in almost twenty-four hours. I haven't slept in almost twenty-four hours.

And I'm so anxious I'm pretty sure that if I could afford food, I'd just throw it right back up.",0.7257243319268625,3.008184329113924,2.6206751054852333,91.90783403656825,85.45569620253164,4.017440225035162,20.17018284106892,5.033348758259628,-0.20976061884669486,298,9,61,1,9,99,55,79,0.22399999999999998,0.675,0.10099999999999999,-0.8736,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,0,5,8,2,0,1,10,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,8,8,0,14,0,0,0,4,0,9,4,4,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38938404639004826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196488242997101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950348871671235,0.0,0.1185217880284274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523530901751714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351036724022871,0.0,0.0,0.5392379504898329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829457480277301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373305752074871,0.09498792734579696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978036478410945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33208169461829296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324652789013512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992835935974534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,intrigued_user_,2020/01/17,"Have a crippling anxiety that my girlfriend(16F) would cheat on me(16M) or would leave me So today this random creep texted my girlfriend telling her that he wanted to be friends and then a little later he asked for her pics. When my girlfriend told me this I got and told me that she thinks he's a creep we continued to talk about other things, but after that I couldn't stop wondering if she was still texting that guy and I nearly had a panic attack and what made it worse was that she kept on teasing me by saying that she would text him, but on the other hand she said that she won't, but I can't stop being anxious about it. What should I do. I know that if I continue on like this I would push her away.",8.834680365296805,5.576406486301373,7.963013698630139,81.31200913242012,62.90410958904109,10.829223744292236,33.23744292237443,7.793537801064563,2.146067579908676,561,13,122,4,6,174,88,146,0.12300000000000001,0.768,0.10800000000000001,-0.3129,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,6,6,3,1,5,0,15,1,1,1,0,26,26,13,0,9,6,0,1,1,3,6,0,2,0,1,19,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,9,3,26,2,13,8,0,18,0,0,0,0,26,7,0,5,11,92,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026479586142378,0.192369499950192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919011163146776,0.19371966165087573,0.15998496949645458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155897809084524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618958161206265,0.0,0.0,0.16860534587969422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358219768948588,0.0,0.0,0.1803034033695116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319088500962325,0.17066668546167418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112436670831518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978851983059853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197659418528773,0.13541459445896886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598693654567712,0.28472573039448346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686572965832744,0.14883343870746926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131273879208988,0.10910943787155937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140684549517142,0.32542232727010995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043637457515917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466290174136127,0.0,0.0,0.1735312820805899,0.4838520501474551,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,um_whaht,2020/01/17,How do I express how bad my anxiety is I have a phone assessment with mental health services because I have been reffered for anxiety meds. But I'm worried that when I have it I'm going to fail or not get the medication I need. I have had assessments in the past and they have said I was totally okay (I wasn't) so I just don't wanna screw it up,3.2824324324324285,3.8124807567567593,5.330648648648651,83.20489189189192,72.51351351351352,9.163243243243244,29.664864864864867,9.3871,2.4451005405405413,272,11,60,6,5,95,52,74,0.18,0.77,0.05,-0.8447,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,3,1,12,3,0,2,1,11,18,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,1,11,1,6,13,1,5,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,1,2,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454555841118595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309682144558506,0.17748141247144875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521130652946195,0.0,0.1654663920141154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30947722197484434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234003291153641,0.2933014655498233,0.2934091913109553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158829105011464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779341704988874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769488790049387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29567541646576273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,livebyblood,2020/01/17,"I worry about the damage that my panic attacks have caused to my heart and it creates a never-ending cycle of worrying. I don’t know if panic attacks actually damage your heart, and I’m too afraid to look into it. But I know for sure that it scares the shit out of me. It can’t be great for your heart to reach 180BPM despite doing no physical activity. It can’t be good to stress yourself out so much that you almost pass out. 

So I get into thinking “welp, had another panic attack. Just took another year off my life.” Then I fixate on “oh shit, I could die sooner now and I don’t want to die but I don’t want live like this.” 

Does anyone else get stuck in thought circles like this?? Sorry for the jumbled mess, just going through it at the moment.",2.9846078431372547,4.3988386535947726,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,74.22875816993465,6.668627450980392,23.20751633986928,7.1686216300943375,0.8286300653594774,586,16,119,6,12,195,95,153,0.21600000000000005,0.64,0.14400000000000002,-0.8787,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,3,0,0,7,19,5,6,5,0,11,6,5,1,1,23,24,9,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,14,0,0,4,1,15,5,21,17,1,16,0,2,1,0,3,9,2,2,6,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.11027493755730146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315649979840615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369876639723772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901454748522327,0.1157852535248808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38567276413933294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608553590245632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902239543525127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23455920656416626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988899651998586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439977201744336,0.0,0.1000873986895926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807913935205475,0.0,0.06422238984821625,0.09478182183018534,0.0,0.12458655716043475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017284281742067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420733668973402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981758549098163,0.11041542642750038,0.0,0.09978400021381936,0.0,0.09489432660511653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307044114421333,0.0,0.08715512536519507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977551376547357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131360350230648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199256429098064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649796291374127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944491910433736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065042899856652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240796337519123,0.0,0.08971201199154823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255508443589707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330456968050686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295207097182372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277043190784566
anxiety,trueB00st,2020/01/17,"Help with a possible job situation Really good job but I'm so scared of working there again. It feels like it would be really awkward even though realistically probably nobody would give much of a shit. Idk I want to talk with somebody about this if possible. There are a lot of details but I didn't want to make an incredibly long post. 

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Basically if anybody is willing to talk with me about anxiety related to a job or stuff like that please hmu I would really appreciate it.",5.261319875776393,7.0651795108695685,6.594409937888197,71.19282608695653,69.1086956521739,10.909316770186336,31.62111801242236,10.914260884657429,3.9297683229813667,393,17,71,13,7,133,63,92,0.151,0.659,0.191,0.3148,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,2,5,0,8,1,1,1,0,16,14,7,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,3,12,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,4,48,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804232492205586,0.17723931465121814,0.0,0.0,0.11158467245416744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963410293762893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375263399599018,0.10420444119872824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992492616330282,0.0,0.12234282878781355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776878620525137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342390815747352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252243046304286,0.0,0.0,0.12908402232101754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400736946141347,0.0,0.0,0.09736457755674066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722596972701344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011359523739632,0.0,0.3288768689535728,0.13969627937807402,0.0,0.15726481066966494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803304087411729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603414763811606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497261079447737,0.0,0.16395594224854546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669780530719795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344780493168951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330949855586886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206736302531694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061898838799509,0.0,0.0,0.3108503270681232,0.0,0.17723931465121814,0.0
anxiety,franz1990,2020/01/17,"Trouble Sleeping My anxiety disorder never affected my sleep. But here I am on Reddit in 2 in the morning trying to get some rest. 

Everytime I close my eyes I can feel and hear my heart beat. Im worried that lack of sleep will affect my day tomorrow. I hope I can get through the night. But im not giving up. Wish me luck!",0.4024253731343279,2.6938879552238824,2.8225186567164187,89.74333022388063,87.35820895522389,6.335074626865673,23.30037313432836,7.645422480735847,1.318434328358209,251,10,53,5,8,86,50,67,0.223,0.6759999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.7809,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,5,5,2,1,14,11,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,11,2,7,10,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,4,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941553020290532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259620927004917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384804583796145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875719191538593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408817500491744,0.187364057907502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013433236968052,0.23144935451361245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399198176716867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219476860487644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063905932676433,0.0,0.0,0.1832900066622696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5863685148978915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260614388726588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460274590434434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835198253167707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blamethestxrs,2020/01/17,"I think I need to start taking a benzodiazepine again but I’m scared to ask my doctor because I don’t want her to think I’m a drug addict ** on the topic of the rule, I’m not asking to buy drugs illegally, it’s from my doctor and just about my anxiety on asking about it so I hope the post is okay** 


I hate drugs, I never plan on being drunk or high in my life, and I have no interest in drug abuse as I know people who have suffered from addiction.

The problem is my anxiety is extremely bad at the moment. It’s fine when I’m just generally normal- I usually have some baseline anxiety but that’s cool. The problem is when issues come up it spirals really badly. 

Ex. Last week I had to organize a project for a class. Doesn’t sound that bad right? Well I was so freaking stressed I was hyperventilating, couldn’t sleep, was throwing up at 2am from the anxiety and this was a constant state that lasted for days until I resolved the problem w/the project. And it was just agony. I seriously considered going to the ER. 

I used to take klonopin when I was going through a breakup and had the same anxiety- constant panic attacks one after another, no breaks in between or windows, no getting sleep, couldn’t eat, etc. but my dose was way too high and 1. gave me movement problems and 2. Made me feel depressed when it wore off, so I decided to stop it (like the doctor would’ve let me take it longer, it was my own choice) when I started dating a new guy. 
I took an antipsychotic after that for a while and it totally relieved my anxiety but it gave me akathisia which is hell on earth so I quit it recently and the anxiety is severe again. 

I don’t want to take stuff every day but I really feel like I need it for the situations where I have anxiety attacks because it’s so so severe. Like as a rescue drug. 

I’m seeing my doctor Monday and there’s a chance she’ll prescribe stuff because I can’t take ssris or antipsychotics and so there’s not much left but I’m just scared she’ll think I want to abuse it which I don’t. I just desperately want relief and klonopin is the only thing that’s ever relieved anxiety. Also possibly Ativan but idk because I’ve only taken that in hospital and that was for agitation (I.e. me screaming nonstop - that was a dark time) and it wasn’t strong enough to relieve that (a needle full of haldol was though... yikes that really knocked me out) but it might be able to tackle anxiety.


How do I approach the topic without sounding like a drug addict? Doctors also scare me because I have mild ptsd related to doctors so that makes it even worse",2.5385465116279065,4.658628261627907,4.130019379844963,84.59933139534887,77.43023255813954,7.090697674418602,26.06007751937985,8.07648339933343,1.7232333333333338,2037,79,400,36,48,679,235,516,0.259,0.637,0.10400000000000001,-0.9984,0,0,6,0,2,0,52.0,0,0,0,4,33,37,4,5,29,2,40,21,2,4,3,69,83,46,0,14,19,1,2,4,0,3,17,3,1,1,36,16,2,1,8,1,1,7,15,21,2,1,20,7,49,16,47,55,8,61,1,2,1,0,11,20,1,6,34,271,85,9,0.05524099315620285,0.1309030876321045,0.0,0.1806625092512936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883524045379886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792499787520097,0.4225920856324784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492861484535028,0.12568920912776665,0.0,0.0,0.13837176560281125,0.16837198349830024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758522423225483,0.0,0.11939177775900812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125174122481857,0.0,0.047578986460017306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392489835400625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843720852395598,0.056525326927855536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057078712778627964,0.06160830966623924,0.03648615498945745,0.04996864091632884,0.04654291925859942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586301189180986,0.03946417654846365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02886113893620454,0.0,0.06278945887971385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469726820121285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453904416361287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167302844210228,0.0,0.05486677058244075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057657244794481415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03035900516187128,0.09005756467889328,0.0,0.0,0.060019500697178936,0.05648765819401104,0.03901834713647949,0.1079518357031082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052270363395735465,0.036873791885107185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058601964076969736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040608486079945716,0.08192099293848341,0.04260525942126876,0.05335209541867704,0.0,0.0,0.05412444451967794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037432726610782806,0.08402652909955903,0.0,0.0648134031319209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03829714916480975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227591967187737,0.05290560142274529,0.0,0.0,0.2114326799656087,0.06457376485725623,0.0,0.0,0.058755595969873876,0.0,0.0,0.10616638422700587,0.0,0.05454381641867976,0.0,0.0,0.047175506323738584,0.0,0.0,0.16591761305559466,0.0,0.044019919469999585,0.0,0.0,0.12481319708589465,0.0,0.0,0.062093190814455176,0.11056177508161988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819971855958355,0.0,0.0,0.04618394380651985,0.06327837102059683,0.0,0.1264754417440656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076717601352086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03669966124577824,0.10618859364286032,0.05427399530212755,0.0,0.03221146734568118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137477597627816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047710481696677534,0.060840149572828975,0.0,0.13033027603323624,0.04384772911081127,0.044310992624564775,0.0,0.0496682870240032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053250346123141744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056295291396246686,0.039241616596644,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Temujin234,2020/01/17,"MALES PLEASE READ!!! Has anyone ever had a hard immovable quarter/dime sized lump on their rib cage at the 6th/7th rib? Mine is a few inches directly below my nipple. Obviously nobody can diagnose this online and I have a doctors appt Monday to get it checked out but I have really bad anxiety and I’m freaking out. I’ve done a lot of research and the fact that it’s hard and immovable is very concerning. I’m 29 and in great health. There is no pain with it and no other symptoms. I actually noticed it last year and I don’t feel like it’s grown...possibly a very small amount if anything but I’m unsure about that. 

I’m hoping someone else has had this and found out what it was? Outside of cancer (which is what I’m so scared of) my other leading thoughts would be a simple deformity in my rib cage or benign exostosis growth in that spot. 

Any info would be so appreciated if you’ve had a similar experience.",2.310280830280832,4.5985442527472555,4.237948717948719,82.68760683760684,79.0,7.341147741147741,24.946275946275946,8.344100000000001,1.8011272283272284,722,27,141,15,18,245,116,182,0.18899999999999997,0.6809999999999999,0.13,-0.9067,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,1,9,0,19,10,3,1,3,29,29,15,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,16,12,0,0,4,1,1,2,3,4,0,0,7,3,9,4,15,18,3,17,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,5,5,89,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.16859816153995955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748922064376074,0.0,0.13216823524769564,0.0,0.0,0.12080448863549074,0.0,0.14217462129990407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425536026828206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535745964887506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768369584937418,0.0,0.17680323715200907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432679232905604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562799520429402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900177483190404,0.0,0.0,0.08735747720300065,0.1234266032717454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894328974477385,0.0,0.0,0.0902649607062008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047904224772427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095351683983398,0.0,0.0,0.1836459559007494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159914934914364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083024503996702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440647672846788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468824957671136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669928133892176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383898568160909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964908760549187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281630701729425,0.0,0.11068059974755744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297246256791238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638708170235346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957371797473326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371597266329567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28510595043490616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454610670752473,0.0,0.0,0.11125792773862464
anxiety,alexnleigh,2020/01/17,"So I'm terrified of confrontation--please give advice I graduated in April with a degree that took me 6 years to finish and now I'm finally working for a startup, it was the first company to ask me for an interview in 4 months and over 300 applications of trying to find a job. I was terrified to make demands, but I told them I wouldn't accept a job that wasn't full time, salaried, with benefits. They agreed, but said I had to work Oct-Dec of 2019 at 30 hours a week hourly and then I'd be salaried starting Jan 1. These last two weeks I've been working 40 hours, but still had to submit a timesheet so I requested a meeting to get details about what's going on. They asked me to go back to 30 hours, and said they haven't made me salaried, and that they won't give me a date when I'll be salaried. It's a startup so they're saying this is because they literally just can't afford to pay me more, and they won't give me a date because ""They don't want to make a promise they can't make good on,"" Even though they already have. I've been shaking uncontrollably, crying about every slightly intense thing that happens, and I can't stop thinking about how I might have to give an ultimatum or stand up for myself in a discussion. I've also been sick to my stomach for days. I don't want to wait and possibly be taken advantage of and not be able to pay my bills since I made financial decisions based on these plans, but I also don't want to leave if they were just about to make good on their agreement with me. How do I calm down and not let this control my every thought, and how should I handle the confrontation without being ruled by anxiousness and emotions?",9.932805429864251,5.895574470588237,9.36,74.53884615384621,61.647058823529406,12.81447963800905,40.271493212669675,10.214889679676881,3.774276018099547,1320,48,280,20,13,425,174,340,0.114,0.8059999999999999,0.08,-0.9085,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,12,7,20,11,1,2,16,0,31,2,1,10,0,49,61,29,0,6,11,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,12,15,0,3,5,0,3,4,14,3,0,2,17,3,37,8,45,33,2,43,0,0,0,0,26,12,0,3,26,182,49,9,0.09767157727315544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544353490297228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778301427855376,0.15621585011514694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034108120950464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261948011328047,0.0,0.0,0.07510341401639269,0.0,0.1190793739018221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954697909463246,0.0,0.0,0.10728764133062027,0.06299008717320018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986737819740293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451115562633519,0.0,0.16458503278643824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699443875376168,0.08927005215784861,0.08307939373299765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051029367879535485,0.3747819074038615,0.11101801641343156,0.1638445700402524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863706532173139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847473166922665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938479389439934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961537152938601,0.0,0.10342009766983074,0.0,0.09987580521362198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848384160315999,0.2607861450482336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361410857544888,0.0,0.0,0.07796052113823111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721406162174384,0.0,0.1101100279513276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581607310582374,0.07767235849767205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807949380305843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913244510678876,0.0,0.07800064777786173,0.08165781204408093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488865595029883,0.06258400291120121,0.09596182876519103,0.07754032233383397,0.056953082161994975,0.0,0.0,0.09332937770798984,0.10851671615387212,0.06631258963775694,0.0,0.09541093876061918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282768057704467,0.0,0.1566924956596089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415191507295888,0.0,0.21331821455318448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289729347546305
anxiety,lilbrowngirl2000,2020/01/17,"The receptionist at the therapist’s office hung up on me I called in today to see how their walk in procedure worked because I want to meet a therapist to talk about the possibility of getting an ESA. (my next scheduled appointment isn’t until February). I couldn’t hear the receptionist so I said “sorry could you speak louder” and she just hung up on me. No callback either. 
I want to cry, but I am in public.",2.1488194444444417,4.757521687499999,4.249166666666672,80.43027777777782,82.125,7.555555555555558,23.88888888888889,8.515128840125781,1.9983472222222225,325,12,61,8,9,111,58,80,0.068,0.9,0.032,-0.3898,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,10,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,15,7,1,13,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,4,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403864016080493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351581280205317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183872744395788,0.0,0.2529695178921383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203202384797178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956050974198025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449225788194722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25962431777300565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190643854558061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835162229805215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577976965025193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851033299494161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347831836841552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182938318626011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27166928387873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765834729847726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,castiuhl,2020/01/17,"Burning feeling on leg ? 
This is a symptom I've had for almost a year now and I searched this sub but couldn't find anything on it.

It mostly happens on the back of my left leg, below the knee. (Sometimes it happens in the same place on my right leg, it's happened a few times on my arm and also on my face.) It doesn't hurt at all, it's just a warm/burning sensation as if that part of my leg/body was in direct sunlight or by a heater or something.

(When it happens I try to touch my leg to see if it actually feels hot to the touch; I've never really been able to tell completely but I don't think it does.)

It doesn't last very long, a few seconds, probably 10-15 seconds at most. Last year was when it happened the most, I guess when my anxiety was at its worst for some reason and now it rarely happens and I almost don't even notice. But it used to happen up to like 25 times a day, all week. 

My mom and others online have chalked it up to a symptom of anxiety. Has anyone else on here experienced this??",4.012077641984181,3.888022364485981,5.276728971962619,86.55083752695904,70.6822429906542,8.079942487419123,28.61107117181884,7.61054688173877,1.4871823148813794,782,26,176,8,13,262,114,214,0.051,0.9079999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.4812,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,13,0,13,9,7,2,3,31,26,17,0,3,8,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,20,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,7,13,1,29,20,11,34,0,1,1,0,2,18,0,11,17,124,33,1,0.10787523925017294,0.0,0.10527067231782752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604293912604655,0.0,0.0,0.08626778985411282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504852551773622,0.0,0.0,0.07542887550796551,0.1105309307177864,0.08877213033681941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829494002422534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982507207505988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131051359414918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957060502048235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440234882623524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011592014515656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125057812912723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908992450631884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985960143499198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188367379960764,0.0,0.667756024638355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154826747460766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586543581055564,0.0,0.0,0.11720676308400302,0.0,0.0,0.052702392908827264,0.0,0.0,0.09546619210059253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634217642535012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832000348072847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228166748785935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681837174261382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270666494215308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630775332300013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910764056703092,0.11091371254490386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212486489935434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596259902807955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304762948213151,0.1066913699811463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424735654465253,0.0,0.0,0.09428771389829003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912209750026124,0.0,0.0,0.12580583903293974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324020633418878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316957088763292,0.0,0.0890083699903878,0.0,0.0,0.08653100999236535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893623449692685
anxiety,demowil,2020/01/17,This is what my anxiety feels/looks like [Rough representation of the constant mental and physical fuzz and nausea I feel all day everyday.](https://imgur.com/a/0GE054L),9.677866666666667,14.281470120000005,6.539999999999999,63.01666666666665,67.8,9.733333333333334,32.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,4.372733333333334,143,6,18,4,3,40,24,25,0.07,0.826,0.10300000000000001,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365361314338511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51611398232833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308011327091527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148799920320715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333303551976846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010622002633909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813066514368843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KoKoRein,2020/01/17,"How can I beat support my teenage daughter struggling with anxiety? My daughter is 13 and has struggled with anxiety since I could remember. She has been seeing a psychologist- Anne, for the past year and that is helping, Anne has said she was on the severe side of anxiety and there are some issues with depression as well. She is also on a waiting list to see a psychiatrist to see if medicine would be beneficial, but in my city the wait times are months long. In saying that, I am not sure how I can best support my daughter. I struggle with balancing understanding what she is going through and being empathetic to that but at the same time being a Mom that provides structure, boundaries, and punishments. 

My biggest issue currently is I feel like she wallows in her self pitty, and I don’t mean that as harsh as it may sound. I mean it in the sense she doesn’t put the effort in to work on her anxiety and the strategies Anne has recommended. I feel like she wants me to fix the situation for her or take her out of it so she doesn’t feel how she does. So for example she called me from home this morning while I was at work and she was nervous to go to school (she has social anxiety) so I talked with her, reminded her what Anne said and went through those with her. I was trying to lighten the mood and cheer her up but she got mad at what I said and hung up on me. I think she wanted me to say she didn’t have to go to school. So then the Mom comes out of me and thinks totally unacceptable, I disconnected her phone for the day  and told her you can’t treat me like that. Now I feel bad for disconnecting her phone because she was probably freaking out about going to school. I feel like I can’t win. 

I should add she has lots of friends, she’s well liked- there are no issues at school. She’s very open with me if there is any drama, etc. 

Maybe I am just venting, I’m a bit lost. I’m just not sure what to do with her. I don’t know how I can support her but not let her anxiety run my parenting if that makes sense.",3.60907183212268,4.71518726392252,4.493285714285714,87.36788660209848,72.24455205811137,8.024826472962067,26.84172719935432,8.447377352677275,1.5933484100080708,1592,54,347,26,30,515,185,413,0.125,0.738,0.13699999999999998,0.8866,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,7,18,28,2,4,16,0,43,0,0,5,3,72,80,35,0,8,13,6,5,5,1,3,0,6,1,1,16,27,0,2,13,1,0,8,11,10,2,0,14,14,69,17,55,58,7,40,0,2,3,0,54,21,0,7,16,249,85,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193991642487728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267135952081143,0.0,0.3555124766928436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467083449751658,0.04721522471611481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128316902031328,0.0,0.08455968111645819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908916911560536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671974186594129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184069714995885,0.0,0.0,0.04995140675197654,0.0,0.06671099582007893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778049613299968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638165699642185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958152868569004,0.16599940725806234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984074953247661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760755173878954,0.0,0.061947019963568224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191576728628601,0.0,0.07769265288961527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252548252877504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256667947639617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920193787300248,0.0,0.18920050100299252,0.0,0.0,0.06854433120532842,0.0,0.0,0.08455016405429344,0.0658486004032792,0.0,0.0,0.051701130253898886,0.0,0.0778129291639918,0.16874017200820834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142632057589916,0.06182302449056926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600347401164997,0.0,0.07393858395454776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350848598966877,0.0,0.0,0.07786263856159775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774025577589283,0.0,0.2210294031640833,0.12318902058460017,0.0,0.31355023412248056,0.1851623720209625,0.0,0.08080138879293502,0.08750094620116436,0.0,0.06407072912868643,0.08706151393870983,0.0,0.07895457426917404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429151375487358,0.0,0.0,0.26368156143393995,0.1459989110306933,0.0,0.05823575049868054,0.062254571804351476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925876041379267,0.0,0.0,0.09032807225778658,0.0,0.0,0.07401059304747436,0.0,0.05258616532256207,0.0,0.0,0.08063232031815527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390764163127954,0.09136872332273506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392808520977289,0.07180061149953232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277483363853308,0.0,0.0,0.05502108211051845,0.0,0.0,0.04987782095542189
anxiety,Harryoz55,2020/01/17,"Buspar medication reviews? Is anyone here on the medication buspar, if so how has it worked out for you for your anxiety? Please let me know :)",3.1925641025641016,6.113868000000004,5.036153846153848,74.39217948717952,80.53846153846153,8.082051282051282,24.051282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.412528205128205,112,4,19,3,3,38,23,26,0.054000000000000006,0.765,0.18,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,16,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668862158421812,0.0,0.0,0.24393949702251194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917309926014942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567453781019776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7029039126100761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829568219178783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25398305740496235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrimstoneDiogenes,2020/01/17,"Intelligent Anxiety. Describing the physical sensation that accompanies my anxiety is difficult. But I know that most people reading this will understand that feeling very intimately. It is a combination of unjustified dread, paralysing fear, and a foggy brain that is unable to see beyond its own shortcomings.

Despite all of that, what most annoys me about anxiety isn't so much the physical sensation but rather the way it warps my internal monologue (dialogue?) and disrupts my connection to a healthy conscience. It changes the way I speak to myself. It corrupts the way I think about things. And the worst thing is that it does so intelligently. 

In its attempts to destabilise me, it's as if my anxiety knows *exactly* which thread to pick at, which counterargument to make, which doubt to implant, which fear to exaggerate, which sensation to amplify, which memory to warp, which idea to twist, which fearsome fantasy to loop...

And fighting against all that can be such an exhausting struggle. Meditation helps. Music helps. Distractions help. Zen philosophy helps. But they all feel like temporary interludes before everything kickstarts again.",7.5241458072590754,10.766626452127664,7.050600750938674,64.21029411764711,66.3936170212766,11.870337922403008,38.718397997496865,11.326091736570909,5.885311889862328,935,52,131,35,17,292,119,188,0.196,0.6759999999999999,0.128,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,2,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,2,6,10,0,8,2,1,2,4,25,16,11,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,27,4,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,11,0,0,0,4,11,1,21,14,8,7,1,0,1,0,7,3,0,4,2,98,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595385064261546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277891573384254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676466624695213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886684526735687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314204845109846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349689725709717,0.0,0.0,0.3379806726971619,0.15186752143504795,0.10728613576184584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026406225847308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953101132124662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506617566902712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336866187212401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024399311566703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039702159516336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411348985178293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021715971310848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967124287223352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569971053278888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954121348474446,0.09622705003474774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633905338585646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239113566040732,0.0,0.35760939386033697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZisDed,2020/01/17,"A shout out to pets My cats and, before them, my dog have got me through some real hard times with anxiety and low mood. Not sure where I'd be without them.",4.09,3.9654811818181837,4.4328787878787885,92.6693181818182,70.51515151515152,7.8121212121212125,25.59090909090909,7.1686216300943375,0.775618181818182,121,3,29,1,2,38,30,33,0.21,0.79,0.0,-0.6324,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,5,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071189791783234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34161642607107245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32108755863644656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596330266501988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569540992740218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783752142879096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340969768573724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869971184565597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AttonRand1,2020/01/17,The nice thing about anxiety is that I'm never really bored anymore. Gotta look at the positives!,2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,79.0,10.115789473684213,25.28947368421053,10.125756701596842,3.407084210526316,79,3,14,3,2,27,18,19,0.073,0.56,0.3670000000000001,0.7797,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966036740340543,0.0,0.514151217450011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435357373367858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39985136953900735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332124677475704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444271906819213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bullet_magnet_,2020/01/17,"Anxiety is taking over my life I always feel like garbage.

I always have headaches.

I have visual problems...visual snow...trouble focusing etc. 

My body feels weird.

I wake up in the middle of the night thinking I'm dying.

I constantly think I have some sort of new illness. 

I always feel uneasy. 

It's been really really bad lately and I wish it would stop. 

I take meds...but probably not enough.

I see a therapist...but I'm not sure how much it's actually helping.

I feel terrible for my gf who has to put up with me. 

This is one of those times I really need a pep talk.",-0.17372946859903493,2.1160938347826104,2.395579710144929,89.26679951690822,97.6086956521739,6.033816425120772,18.562801932367147,7.3871296695380915,0.8956570048309178,441,14,90,10,18,151,79,115,0.185,0.747,0.067,-0.8985,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,8,4,2,1,1,18,21,2,1,3,2,0,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,5,16,2,10,19,4,12,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,7,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.15271478028912322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39064461469541456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197168629995361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066527800587954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382865666349687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691135445645427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624152254750743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169929987405568,0.17453127540018715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165106384509757,0.11179876712955704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489408738975843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765311361437359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053576906474973,0.07645466849003492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504050193877545,0.11603771842679107,0.0,0.15114209932295644,0.0,0.14685825889030854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604383649672784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687261285937046,0.0,0.0,0.15731888096036828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007606367411759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470481221987965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083531522338754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749298077415246,0.0,0.2353268080709037,0.12578329930573187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170065680449546,0.0,0.2005490361267143,0.0,0.0,0.09125243832868817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995944681409812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116827308655336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stevecr223,2020/01/17,"I really believe in the power of music to help overcome anxiety. Recently I got these really nice headphones and have been listening to a little bit of soft harp every day. It transports my mind to a tranquil place and helps me understand that my anxiety is created by racing thoughts. I'm not stating that this is a fix, but it just puts things into perspective.

I've been doing this for about 5 months and it has made a big difference for me. This is what I listen to [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/42gxpKWSAzT5k05nIzP3O2?si=c3LzYtmYTKuWhP7IewMFmA](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/42gxpKWSAzT5k05nIzP3O2?si=c3LzYtmYTKuWhP7IewMFmA)

A friend of mine listens to soft piano although I just find that harp really works for me, it completely stops my racing thoughts as long as I focus on the actual music and not let my mind wander.",11.654545454545447,13.408878242424246,8.634393939393942,62.54659090909094,54.45454545454545,10.842424242424245,31.65151515151515,10.686352973137794,3.4982696969696967,696,20,97,14,8,199,83,132,0.039,0.8590000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.7856,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,1,0,18,18,8,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,5,13,3,18,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,70,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.1687789683131961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26461994822636103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486087035300373,0.0,0.0,0.18882188310713532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133985216218607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154155931322347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807009892890768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572190657665876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807758433926533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362447521180926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832777995327178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185595812376766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685803514701176,0.0,0.0,0.17334617987992773,0.0,0.15305958494195654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365404518699234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34927015560182234,0.0,0.1380508978931777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807009892890768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386737796045915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323978850134326,0.0,0.1707720325047883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445979850838833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490350611095836,0.0,0.0,0.27461363687223506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800520810952831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259131785596169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gmart1992,2020/01/17,"Hello everyone! If you can relate to my situation let me know! Hello i have been suffering from anxiety attacks since the holidays. Every time it happens, it is at night and i feel a cramp on my side beforehand. 

I just wanted to know if anyone else has been through something similar and if you have any tips on how to deal with these attacks. I gladly appreciate it! 

Side note: Im already going to therapy and i took blood/urine tests btw everything was fine!",2.9946843434343435,5.561242534090912,4.7165151515151535,78.66282828282829,78.20454545454545,8.456565656565656,27.959595959595962,9.150863307647796,2.9015489898989903,365,16,65,10,9,123,65,88,0.14400000000000002,0.755,0.10099999999999999,-0.6209,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,13,16,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,1,10,2,10,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,2,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224701131492736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709460506881369,0.0,0.15422310161427674,0.0,0.0,0.14096309065015575,0.2065625597821889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586971770216195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078402806987153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841055278760486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985631322226516,0.1926370064692014,0.18118467358454032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193478832638136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457366839488352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827381357487046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776210536159585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158767743982505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614919554323888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891875180844288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676522850900746,0.22660633746133774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520118050459328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305466515116873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755431704696714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239845144704137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189086360550723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,closedforrenovations,2020/01/17,"Experiences with Effexor (and anxiety meds in general)? My psychiatrist prescribed me Effexor for horrible general and social anxiety. I took it yesterday for the first time and today I'm feeling pretty shaky but otherwise okay. I made a dumb decision to look at reviews and now I'm worried that I'll never be able to get off of it if it does work or something like that. 

Idk, I guess I just need some reassurance. If you've been/are on Effexor (or any anti-anxiety type med), what has your experience been like? This is my first time on an anxiety medication and I really dont know what to expect. 

Anxiety has been such a huge part of me for so long, which isn't a good thing but I'm worried I wont be myself without it. 

I've heard the side effects die down eventually as you adjust.",2.5496153846153824,4.7982865256410285,5.107025641025643,76.97130769230769,77.97435897435899,9.544615384615383,28.348717948717947,9.888512548439397,3.3022133333333343,622,28,119,21,15,220,102,156,0.18600000000000005,0.703,0.111,-0.8902,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,4,4,7,1,1,6,1,10,1,0,2,1,28,22,13,1,4,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,5,3,13,5,17,14,2,18,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,7,11,77,24,3,0.1373856341080224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342694234759108,0.0,0.525498170258101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258459780981594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022709423338092,0.0,0.1610149399797903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687790247879112,0.0,0.0,0.06946630458144212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337203003776003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177832343850549,0.0,0.0,0.11523255167254833,0.0,0.0,0.15134576496333196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550355156103987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423936241750245,0.0,0.0,0.12158196291181952,0.11536933119461633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999760883867315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30520893623965145,0.13840157266206615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018697068840498,0.10596027057979404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877525360667931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977058091487896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801275516981638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004735259225912,0.0,0.10576617319115186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127291063619676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602213361487818,0.0,0.13022551705385604,0.0,0.15264049456706752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243484866234756,0.0,0.10001837788564537,0.27904356058815183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConfidentMouse,2020/01/17,"Anxiety overload, going to bed and waking up. You too? Does anyone else go to sleep feeling ""shaky"" inside and wake up in the morning either on your own or by alarm (that worsens it) in a panic attack - heart pounding, chest hurts, chills, head hurts, dizzy, and nauseous? 
I understand this is anxiety overload happening and I saw my doctor for the first time yesterday, she gave me a prescription to start (I'm nervous to start that).

I just want to reassure myself, there is someone else going through this.",5.517298136645962,7.384736630434784,5.56832298136646,78.54934782608694,68.56521739130434,8.300621118012423,31.62111801242236,8.841846274778883,2.845529192546584,398,17,66,7,7,125,69,92,0.28800000000000003,0.6629999999999999,0.049,-0.9740000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,3,8,1,4,4,0,2,7,6,0,0,11,14,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,1,2,2,9,1,13,12,2,13,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,2,5,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28730114885832675,0.0,0.0,0.1312995830926187,0.1924019816595555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362594928544584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921999686257824,0.1643268438032024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137308534797728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949468059203157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972489204153095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32015774109923417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605252687601915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271563404174424,0.0,0.0,0.22251925674653208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020430358127002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031843252991146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879148124202592,0.0,0.1591047072403017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658221692550254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949556190783796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548477013818066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075703766236676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,333ppp,2020/01/17,"Anxiety increasing/harder to control Good morning!

In the past few weeks my anxiety is at an all time high.  I feel like I'm shutting down/losing control even though I know what's triggering my anxiety. 

 I'm taking steps to help it, talking to my husband about it,  finding a therapist, meditation, exercising more, eating better, little to no alcohol consumption and I still feel sad and anxious.  I've been trying to shake this and I can't.  

Of course the thought of medication crossed my mind but I keep telling myself no. I have been on them before and I felt brain fog, low sex drive, and just drugged by Zoloft or whatever it was.  

Anxiety feels like butterflies in my stomach, sprialing thoughts, worry, always saying I'm sorry for whatever reason even though I don't need to, sensitive, over thinking, etc

Does anyone else feel this way? How did you help yourself?   Feel free to vent or post your insight, I'm sure it will help of us!",3.953693181818185,6.331768801136366,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,74.05681818181819,8.263636363636364,30.318181818181817,9.017664075816787,2.886302272727273,743,34,132,17,16,240,122,176,0.12300000000000001,0.735,0.142,0.8604,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,1,3,8,9,0,1,4,0,9,9,2,5,2,31,26,11,0,1,4,1,6,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,7,5,2,3,13,1,1,4,4,3,0,0,7,7,18,7,18,18,4,19,0,2,0,1,11,9,0,2,6,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258602832699531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799405054393014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36037482302069496,0.1330465457698916,0.0,0.0823475022771774,0.12066925309022088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021357147618948,0.0,0.0,0.10415796921047032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147023692817006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641780741733736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306129559253956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657577730956447,0.12050808202740805,0.0983816991753981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134464917478325,0.1555719107629784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977401806073769,0.1682697821709634,0.1130776413226463,0.0,0.1076396202584676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877986443516433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549876197671476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368161879948441,0.12443044078316627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467936176593612,0.0,0.0,0.06472329631966069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507291845054862,0.1180364506044435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864085613604725,0.0,0.0,0.11891409864889252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732494152044001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242476363231384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279107795517568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108714513975682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365540818196906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183384099042875,0.0,0.0,0.09405125127380526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099680427536328,0.0,0.08854836182404145,0.09465904194807936,0.10293614590780092,0.0,0.0,0.1367400138920233,0.0,0.07546224231733302,0.2314167978602465,0.18699240448464888,0.06867261739274631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995807994311999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416627749361218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348032154056003,0.0944679672659349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196011226269222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brandon4795,2020/01/17,"Anybody ever had the same? So, recently I had a thought when my girlfriend was on her phone... “what if she is texting someone else” and now I’m having stupid thoughts like when she goes on her phone or if I’m not seeing her one night I start have silly thoughts “oh what if she is with someone else” is this OCD can it actually make you think like this and tbh I know Notbing like that is going on but why do I have those thoughts and it gives me anxiety?

Thanks
Brandon",0.9886363636363632,3.3484156666666682,1.9490530303030305,96.6330681818182,85.04166666666666,4.74090909090909,23.310606060606066,6.1124844417494595,0.32128333333333314,368,14,81,3,11,115,64,96,0.044000000000000004,0.847,0.109,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,1,19,26,11,0,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,1,13,5,4,19,1,11,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,4,10,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.18519812347932527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518135267830828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31707405185194026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716670786409005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820544847872788,0.10785647535793877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429824848166708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27815109530554394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667977385913573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809588510316052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859999201492575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738507693653436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123026840125867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216003375750338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432742005273846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747241334082109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160350519425205,0.0,0.6026571999918361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124713464225574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bangondrumallday,2020/01/17,"Why did this lady laugh at me? I was in like at the grocery store and they only had one line open and it was pretty long. The guy in front of me with his wife smiled at me. Anyway, this worker was like ""I can take people on the self-checkouts"" and nobody moved but the worker was looking at me. Then the worker said ""I can do it for you; I don't mind."" And I looked away like I couldn't hear her. When I looked up a couple seconds later, the lady in front of me chuckled at me. Why was she laughing at me? Is it because I'm ugly?",0.7845217391304367,2.180302973913048,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,80.13043478260869,4.6000000000000005,17.586956521739133,3.1291,-0.8640260869565215,402,7,95,0,10,135,68,115,0.037000000000000005,0.79,0.17300000000000001,0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,2,6,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,9,20,7,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,8,5,19,6,16,11,0,20,0,0,3,0,9,13,0,0,7,70,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897175986209765,0.0,0.0,0.12309317216052645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234290149593344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994004084029665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275870465071573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959548321480777,0.0,0.0,0.17869954474252295,0.5087049049375828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038892821441554,0.0,0.0,0.2146170498776707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683134703896635,0.1535750158310619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999115165881734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543293248195055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207935956957645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106544937845805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182440208920414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644164473500666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Googles_Janitor,2020/01/17,Biting Does anyone find themselves biting the skin on the tips of their fingers. For some reason it's like a habit of nail biting but for extra skin on fingers. Very bizzare but it happens when I'm particularly anxious.,3.1182926829268283,6.11814912195122,4.0128780487804905,80.89736585365854,82.17073170731706,4.255609756097561,25.27317073170732,5.6839178017228535,0.9492107317073168,178,7,28,1,5,57,31,41,0.07200000000000001,0.885,0.043,-0.2936,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,6,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564765412725368,0.0,0.2825304693511617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35359853560208165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693065556504948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35731186078583604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974049288708787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154443911799041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333945571932921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrsDramaQueen,2020/01/17,"I’m so tired of being anxious about everything I have a lot going on in my life and honestly, I don’t know which one to prioritize because the thought of it makes me anxious. 

I’m a 27 year old mom to a 2.5 year old kid, and is currently married to the love of my life. I’m currently in my 3rd year in law school and doing part time job in our family business. 

The thing is, midterms week for 2nd sem is next week and I haven’t finished chapter 1 of my thesis yet (due by then end of the sem). I’m only taking 16 units but I’m having a hard time studying for my evening classes because I’m also taking care of my child who is really dependent on me when I’m around, during the day. My husband and I usually have a nanny for our kid but she left us last November and I have been the one to take over her job. My travel time going to uni is 45 mins to 1hour 15 mins depending on traffic, if I’m bringing a car (and almost 2 hours if I’m commuting. Traffic + public transpo is hell where I’m from).  I don’t want to fail any subjects this semester so I can already take my review subjects next year. I also feel really anxious about the future, most especially since next year, if all falls into place, I will be taking my bar exam and the thought of it horrifies me to the bone. I feel like everybody expects me to be good at things, praising me in front of other people for excelling in my subjects while also being a mom and a wife at the same time. I’m also super self-conscious and have so much insecurities which tripled since giving birth to my child. 

I’m usually timid and keep to myself. I rarely socialize and when I do, it’s because I’m familiar with the people I’m with. I have bestfriends to whom I talk with on occasion (usually over the phone because they are all abroad) but I don’t have someone to talk to about all of my problems all the time. I don’t want to burden anyone even my husband about my problems because I don’t want them to think that I’m weak. But the level of anxiety I’m in is too much to bear already. I feel agitated all the time and I’m having a hard time sleeping at night. I just want to have a normal “anxiety-free” life. I feel too full already I want to cry.",4.6903559090543885,4.416911859002173,6.119648107977826,81.59852414236366,69.23861171366595,9.085594922471278,30.740017674941754,8.735056554316923,2.2545357274845346,1721,63,365,26,27,588,204,461,0.126,0.787,0.08800000000000001,-0.9624,4,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,0,2,4,21,16,1,2,25,0,32,9,2,3,5,57,75,31,0,12,8,5,6,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,12,18,1,1,8,2,0,7,6,8,0,2,3,6,49,8,60,67,13,70,2,1,0,1,26,23,1,8,41,231,61,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718085519763355,0.0,0.2374057527767171,0.2293901424108443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876617276399422,0.0,0.05485898160431482,0.2430402194824461,0.0,0.050142238846974316,0.0,0.0,0.06383829953001127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857284742072228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311449415455552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877154368655281,0.04624788411829299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351496541322901,0.0,0.0,0.09472933230082208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444953169219593,0.0,0.06760307264047367,0.0,0.1450376401227561,0.05123059822716213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879205523079931,0.08151041836175768,0.06014807272609275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284785567215105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062122833820532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232488664765688,0.06374033716710703,0.0,0.0,0.03941067905253727,0.058454316254581286,0.0,0.0,0.07791458469267758,0.0,0.1519555283143042,0.03503454022408745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096641994336095,0.0647222874355911,0.0,0.04786787872941085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797491793702984,0.0,0.0,0.10543217758111287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879748253535506,0.06729623814931034,0.07026189101021278,0.0,0.0,0.15049798401380926,0.0,0.097186924713313,0.05453970827740531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776563969459442,0.0,0.09943123276365166,0.0,0.07492309112547417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723614207569138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188024602320846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257570825263256,0.0,0.0,0.07481057108256378,0.0,0.0,0.1186407290121326,0.0,0.07176313271775134,0.07310068402158529,0.0607607887566067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26959002916351593,0.11527772328564788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528366051406244,0.04594973342928774,0.0,0.1138615932354504,0.2927082281590725,0.0824216403528194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625991681766969,0.0,0.2369397411613337,0.0,0.2114860422874387,0.0,0.11504502861769185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308987707866747
anxiety,OG_SpencerE,2020/01/17,"I’m 25 years old, just graduated from college, and my anxiety has never been so bad in my entire life. I just turned 25 in December, still living at home because of finances, and a week before that I graduated from college with my Bachelors degree. As soon as the new year hit my anxiety has been the worst it’s ever been in my lifetime. I ended up quitting a job I hated because I was extremely underpaid and it was an environment that constantly triggered my anxiety for a year and a half, but I was distracted enough with school that I was able to reign it in. But now, since I’ve been off work for about a week and a half, i feel like I’m going nuts. I interviewed back at my old job for double my last salary, I’m seeing a new therapist weekly, but I still have anxious thoughts constantly all day everyday. Being a 25 year old guy having constant anxiety is the absolute worst. I get told all the time that I’m a good looking dude, great personality, I’m educated, and all the positives in the world, but my anxiety is absolutely ruining my life and has never allowed me to have any self confidence in myself. I wake up with swirling thoughts, which manifest into physical functions, and I don’t know what to do. I feel scared to go back into work again because of the fear of having a panic attack, and the same applies to going out in public (minus the gym).  I have a great group of friends who know I’m going through something right now, but I still feel isolated in my own head. I’m wondering if anybody else has gone through such anxiety following major life changes such as graduating college, turning 25, and leaving a job, and if this will all pass eventually?",8.580071574642126,6.73598549386503,9.065754601226995,68.77505316973415,62.159509202454004,12.74241308793456,40.138241308793454,11.602472056035307,4.62709554192229,1325,60,247,33,15,447,165,326,0.158,0.752,0.091,-0.9463,5,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,3,16,15,2,4,22,0,23,5,2,2,7,44,52,22,0,2,9,0,3,1,1,1,3,0,1,3,11,17,0,0,8,1,2,7,3,10,0,2,12,5,29,5,39,37,11,57,0,1,2,0,9,18,0,3,33,171,40,15,0.08398500434010192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571126829197836,0.0,0.3854897906586736,0.09487914952325413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554506690575454,0.0,0.12915856850520654,0.07012397056801023,0.1535894373752963,0.0,0.0714650529055704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884499857765961,0.0,0.0,0.27227386041674195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416337989330911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015869440577968,0.0,0.07438578577536206,0.08677896009011604,0.0,0.0,0.07596924465786233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450647910368544,0.12739602498415628,0.05999890388156615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488660601935177,0.0,0.043878698414480805,0.0,0.19092245360665774,0.07044263699893548,0.0,0.18518752755614692,0.0,0.08315835840027365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829178043166972,0.08619284412728329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424380707181425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500264731263687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231192397541599,0.06845898786639193,0.0,0.08892799311885106,0.0,0.0,0.17796327689120522,0.04103083087414351,0.0,0.0741602975089177,0.0,0.07052625148184047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954882571674545,0.16222648107071513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643844027696672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985383070130399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333246633714606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932839003422302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172273482017955,0.0,0.0,0.08408364064690843,0.08499730813757275,0.06692517488389374,0.0,0.0876146759755777,0.0,0.0,0.06947326346722021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465575947708324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121159886157453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751306318250233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334942446004305,0.04897233142022751,0.0,0.0,0.08025127074525955,0.0,0.0,0.18270313564185933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210311375278514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107815464641236,0.12228416683233655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163343569539868
anxiety,Hopeful_Consequence,2020/01/17,"Convincing myself things that are made up are true? Hi guys,

I’m new to reddit so sorry if this has been asked a bunch of times

I get really intense anxiety in waves that last a week or so every so often (maybe like every other month) and although it’s over quickly, it’s completely unbearable when it’s happening

One of the worst parts is that I make up false situations or circumstances in my head and convince myself they’re true to the point where the actual reality doesn’t seem possible anymore even though my rational self knows the truth.

How do I stop myself doing this when I’m anxious? It completely writes me off when I feel this way but the overthinking is the hardest. 

Does anyone have any tips?? I’ll be eternally grateful",5.3723943661971845,6.711581169014089,5.986028169014088,77.43749295774649,68.29577464788733,9.905352112676056,28.9887323943662,10.125756701596842,2.974310422535212,594,21,108,15,10,193,101,142,0.061,0.8190000000000001,0.121,0.8141,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,8,0,11,1,1,3,3,18,21,15,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,10,6,10,18,3,20,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,12,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.16520824526428582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512692548206585,0.0,0.12951079671040147,0.1912560261318372,0.16789590758016082,0.11837553509021245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826868686564724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355006776870521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481518646648574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181825600239438,0.0,0.2852779670678163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560102546552388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884500496975272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762942382177806,0.14970768572939736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374629654268495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304052488263068,0.137998643939412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270935923548564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019174608043413,0.11300623762573235,0.0,0.17008035066694138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513026430976108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350690461939826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471919165616618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833308155566888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003921898938842,0.1908555376872854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084552020145184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541205059949994,0.17661240474979772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029553288096465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895127482763392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153883995860386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124725835749843,0.0,0.16633222938179193,0.0,0.09871772191158214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437909805111098,0.13579885078176804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Danaged,2020/01/17,"Buspar instantly threw me for a loop My doc added Buspar to my Lexapro/Atarax medications because I was having more anxiety. Man, oh, man, it was like 5 mg twice and I didn't sleep at all and had really hopeless thoughts (something I do not have, no matter how anxious I get).  Has anyone else been hit by Buspar that quick or was it just the lack of sleep?",4.111971830985915,5.138099915492962,4.90574647887324,85.1825633802817,70.97183098591547,7.933521126760564,26.876056338028175,8.238735603445708,1.608254084507042,278,9,57,4,5,90,59,71,0.15,0.7879999999999999,0.062,-0.6454,0,0,1,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,10,3,2,1,1,10,14,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,8,0,7,1,5,5,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427019689753716,0.3311926706337892,0.0,0.20498757815456392,0.3003818848739994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871048311128407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449014929537821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316645843526194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322546654152227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953325977957758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780881693398396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867528500867509,0.0,0.0,0.2256925126402281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232740028954286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zeus9000125,2020/01/17,"anxiety for nothing... I have nothing special to do today, yet I have this terrible anxiety in my stomach, and a terrible feeling that something bad is gonna happen, and I cant shake it off, it always happens at the weekends, and Im getting a bit desperate, since its horrible to be like that everytime, has anyone gone (or going) throught similar stuff? maybe some idea on what this could be?",7.487432432432435,7.152234364864866,8.208783783783783,69.16020270270272,63.45945945945946,11.724324324324325,42.82432432432432,11.20814326018867,5.167118918918918,309,18,52,8,4,104,59,74,0.272,0.662,0.066,-0.9520000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,9,1,1,0,0,8,16,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,2,7,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206963726009875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33478212677634017,0.0,0.0,0.1529988788672388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269940662745068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888672049185655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470408047941965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063824054632712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143205682589741,0.0,0.12435626043152878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869905729583572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701282582851905,0.2363551893366271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106900798591645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982669771720784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199132406782622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810040690668472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845265314880847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504881114176811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740878859019396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,banjoben777,2020/01/17,"The Biggest Breakthrough in Months !!Please do not use this post to diagnose yourself or others.!!

Backstory: I have Anxiety/PTSD. I’ve tried meds and that didn’t really do it for me. Meditation and therapy are my bread and butter of being ok. I have cookie cutter symptoms. Sense of doom, panic attacks, blurry vision, dizziness. Y’all know the drill. But I also have food problems. I have a gluten allergy and my gallbladder has been removed. I eat clean and it really helps my anxiety. Most of my diet is fruits and vegetables with minimal sugar. 

So I’ve been having a sense of doom a lot the last few months. Like I was constantly at like a 3-4 on the anxiety scale. It felt like I could t catch a break. I mean I’m under a lot of stress. I’m undergoing a separation from the military due to my anxiety/PTSD issues. I was surfing a health forum and saw a post about how B vitamins (B6 and B12) deficiencies can contribute to anxiety. I also know not eating a lot of meat and wheat can lead to a deficiency and it all clicked in my head. I started taking a B Complex the next day. My wife noticed a difference within 24 hours. My work noticed within a few days. I was back. I mean I still have spikes of anxiety/panic attacks but now I have peace in between attacks. My constant sense of doom is gone. I feel functional for the first time in months. 

TLDR; B Vitamins got rid of my sense of doom and eased symptoms between panic attacks.",2.478141840366039,4.833175491103205,4.407202592780887,81.33985320284698,78.78647686832741,7.857702084392478,26.40582104728012,8.738905477910976,2.3300176919166247,1127,46,211,27,28,383,154,281,0.145,0.777,0.078,-0.9532,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,3,8,16,4,3,21,1,23,15,1,3,1,34,37,18,0,2,5,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,7,12,8,0,7,0,0,4,3,12,0,1,10,7,28,4,30,25,7,34,4,4,2,0,3,10,0,5,20,140,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533481813835748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004062528134946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363030466475999,0.0,0.07372473373618824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072214342918509,0.0,0.07655126928480832,0.0,0.0,0.12366754469643275,0.0,0.0,0.09731477208214748,0.0,0.10017274192323064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962155106434411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048479106624284056,0.0,0.09205850247219366,0.0,0.0,0.08155429765938874,0.11593679717469405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766828840095905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983991160136244,0.10191448015997867,0.0,0.0,0.06426541201537163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944211187012716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007235998902217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538475448477043,0.07815386483003998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405243391675804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445376996288852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887983062742416,0.10649952269520313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295881780392583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196799067066406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183168685329684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498578395310376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524592322944308,0.0,0.0,0.1836504123596081,0.0,0.0,0.09174288217543858,0.22415393124231706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228445868218648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786337445215458,0.0,0.07656878271096823,0.0,0.10982862512532288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993091764860897,0.07208878333982965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964554774686427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559075891933735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509528332937912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280833599694573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980077082150546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GrizzleWTF,2020/01/17,"Health anxiety worsens when I’m sick 
Does anyone else with health anxiety feel it worsens when they are sick and they feel they are constantly going to die or something is going to happen to them? I’ve been to the hospital many times with a cough and congestion but I feel like it’s the end of the world.",1.844355971896956,4.41972936065574,2.8970960187353647,89.81295081967217,83.2622950819672,6.76440281030445,21.82903981264637,7.957251820313856,1.2423564402810294,245,8,49,5,7,78,40,61,0.209,0.741,0.05,-0.743,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,6,0,0,0,9,11,6,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,7,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423169496975693,0.0,0.0,0.15644237052108506,0.2292453745458033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417806116758277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322040653925497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957940793055441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186903862403574,0.0,0.19816490011813376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393850088869311,0.15983802108098644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543102056051932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785021645633094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756447215204449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930677705675028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268345751441896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224395743470142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304630590815896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeahcool611,2020/01/17,"Always have urge to poop For the last month i’ve had a constant feeling that I need to go to the toilet and have been told by doctors it is because of anxiety, has anyone else had something like this and any suggestions on what to do? I have exams very soon and I am more worried about having an accident in the exam hall than I am about the exams themselves.",4.25835616438356,5.128252643835619,5.136876712328768,84.23791780821921,70.50684931506851,7.4838356164383555,28.298630136986297,7.554174236665415,1.6295446575342472,285,10,56,3,5,93,55,73,0.1,0.846,0.055,-0.5095,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,12,2,1,0,0,5,16,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,1,12,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,43,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358178939106234,0.0,0.0,0.19272694154565526,0.0,0.2168061002465059,0.0,0.0,0.1981652401142334,0.29038466075802466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727626918445535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062630207412323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29007977051846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367507513988352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329943896323472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610671162466851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101508593690195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845867746324192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621330710975346,0.0,0.0,0.2101432044181794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818107888280205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27080818436790033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384101768107446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878142569949517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hollyflynn22,2020/01/17,Birthday Anxiety does anyone else suffer with this? it’s my 21st birthday tomorrow and i’m so scared of growing old; i know it’s normal and the process of life but it just makes me anxious knowing that i’m growing older. ugh.,1.2646666666666668,3.9042926888888903,2.806111111111111,88.30250000000002,88.77777777777777,4.777777777777779,27.5,6.42735559955562,1.4350000000000005,181,9,33,2,6,59,35,45,0.248,0.672,0.08,-0.8044,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240952494251548,0.3558283765341416,0.0,0.2202355414593597,0.3227257361415654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756338639382965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311844547094043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34620042662655603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247383194686404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024606066465865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30860539869025944,0.0,0.0,0.3305098232547644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153416266356455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,steg37,2020/01/17,"I'm so proud of myself! I have struggled with anxiety ever since I can remember. But over the past few years it's gradually been getting worse. Lately, I've been feeling really overwhelmed with my anxiety. It's becoming really debilitating. I know I should have reached out for help a long time ago, but I just wasn't ready. The thought of going to the Dr. or therapist terrified me and made my anxiety skyrocket just thinking about it. 

Last summer, I did do some research and made an appt with a therapist in my area, but a few days before our first session, my anxiety took over and I chickened out. Since I had already done so much research, and knew she was who I really wanted to work with once I was ready, I made sure that this wouldn't scar our future relationship. Luckily for me, she was very understanding. Fast forward to this week. I successfully followed through not only with my first therapy session, but I also went and talked to my doctor, AND went to a dentist appt with a CLEAN bill of health. I know this my not seem like much to some, but for me, this was a lifetime of fears that I overcame this week! I am so proud that I can actually say, 'I did it!'",5.7531129132875884,6.115180296943238,6.505442919525888,77.55564410480349,66.99126637554585,10.2109794135995,32.51434809731753,10.125756701596842,3.1453728009981283,924,37,181,21,14,305,123,229,0.11699999999999999,0.758,0.125,0.5877,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,0,6,8,8,0,3,10,0,19,4,0,3,2,43,38,16,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,13,14,0,0,9,0,1,6,4,3,0,2,19,2,33,5,26,17,6,28,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,4,18,130,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.1132799469286586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290028850044906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810011986121309,0.09283127428712756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552117185089211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282041958062052,0.09877780762705962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486372292485374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188155380238156,0.0,0.11879288088587915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500342656015076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062528372783078,0.05869488902482482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747973029756904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606484072241345,0.0,0.06597246006017678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339045662232233,0.0,0.0,0.07780777099731855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759200612606916,0.09462287452224896,0.13094631505711882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671213207131981,0.0,0.0,0.10272951560512486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295207051931007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066824742960246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236242617168484,0.0,0.08828610620192691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081404954446597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309660468860684,0.0,0.0,0.12462935160328585,0.1314990432677319,0.0,0.0,0.092313603400816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567730873118668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204957877962225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135481750626045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940654861837,0.0,0.0,0.0933028580657934,0.0,0.0,0.1327506570396371,0.2695618684811955,0.0,0.074381091751621,0.0,0.09215667841104018,0.06768874205505257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289721245903421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084615989013307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578036509803893,0.06846857007245544,0.0,0.18622904183653385,0.0,0.0,0.21521960780107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450957087487374,0.0,0.11829816435684574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747534376087299
anxiety,PadgeW,2020/01/17,"Anxiety is stopping me from getting a job I’m 20 and I’ve never had a real job. Every aspect of work terrifies me, but I want to be a functioning member of society. 
I’ve always been clumsy and people always end up frustrated with me because I struggle to do some simple tasks due to overthinking. The thought of it happening in a work environment is what’s holding me back. 
Any tips for overcoming this/part time job suggestions for someone with major anxiety would be wonderful, thank you",5.217695852534562,6.945757129032259,6.7204608294930885,70.54354838709679,69.10752688172043,10.475576036866359,33.715821812596005,10.608840637214634,4.242607987711214,395,19,64,12,7,135,68,93,0.15,0.75,0.1,-0.4215,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,1,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,15,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,13,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,41,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039968180794073,0.0,0.0,0.12422377287929748,0.0,0.2794883947192002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404641128656223,0.0,0.1113556476411468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617938868427032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390971851333166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543900211684027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153695994627193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438237222209538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088853018181466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197816848648826,0.0,0.12664232372424494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792164653604786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547780765777172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527226462010904,0.0,0.1909692803978504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818057782244542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502180400958994,0.10651798277907057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774515445941878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981008668941784,0.26597595824118325,0.0,0.0,0.12976552095583588,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sems12,2020/01/17,"I dread going to work, but I hate myself for not having a job I have so much dread and shame about not having a job right now. My boyfriend has a well paying job and is more than happy to support me while I'm in grad school full time, but I worry myself into thinking that I'm a worthless human who isn't contributing to society if I'm not suffering through a full-time job while juggling grad school.

On the other hand, at times when I do have a job I have endless dread about going to work. I'm always worried about what people are thinking of me. Am I dressing appropriately? Do my coworkers like me? Am I good enough at my job? My brain always convinces me that the answers to all of those questions are ""no"" and that leaves me in a constant state of anxiety even when I'm not at work. My worrying is so intense that I make myself sick and just end up hating myself all the time.

I just want to be able to hold a job and be busy and happy like everyone else seems to be, but I end up wishing I would get in a car accident or something on the way to work so that I don't have to go.",6.420488289003573,4.551394986899567,7.111623660182612,81.15520047637953,66.37991266375546,9.899325129019454,32.171893608574834,8.296473431620573,2.1828742358078603,848,26,186,9,11,283,112,229,0.183,0.655,0.162,-0.8217,7,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,13,16,2,4,13,0,21,3,2,1,2,30,39,18,0,4,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,5,0,1,4,7,8,1,0,0,1,27,8,30,35,6,30,0,2,0,0,3,13,0,4,13,134,36,16,0.09449112014406524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724836297134978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228544827664067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548334017044454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211133229031392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893520604465612,0.0,0.16738217199458455,0.09763458617739053,0.0,0.06241049368817667,0.0,0.0,0.09029031462564817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936771029811295,0.0,0.16110444337977153,0.07925466847601176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011751088971939,0.0,0.1865808371704757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6563749956677228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005245279188092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232717674310499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307355643173633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946184559351806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550824516631429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058516798700963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069490031232272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126011645187405,0.0,0.08602116694087537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274388070535215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722740336905086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109218880822095,0.0,0.0,0.16529559610039127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573331084147467,0.07500265297074703,0.0,0.0,0.08495886493684474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086601248866984,0.0,0.0,0.27516264339475555,0.2878809576432614,0.0,0.06712378066766299,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rose9898,2020/01/17,"Does anyone else get really anxious after sex? I’m 22, F. Whenever I have sex, especially casual sex, I get so anxious and down on myself the next day. This is really starting to affect my life because I can’t enjoy the night with a guy now because I get anxious knowing that I’ll be anxious the next day after sex 🙄

For example, lately, I’ve  been mostly just hooking up with this guy I USE to like almost 2 years ago. I definitely know that we aren’t good for each other and I’m not attracted to his character at all. We just have crazy sexual attraction and chemistry, but we don’t connect on the same brave wave at all and I personally think his personality is shallow and boring. For whatever reason, after we hook up, I spend the entire next day with an anxious stomach and feel very down. I over-analyze all of his behavior the next day and feel so used, even though I only hung out with him for sex too. Then I start convincing myself that I’m just one of his many girls and it gets me feeling really down. I get an oddly jealous feeling about other girls in his life even though I know I don’t like him. I think I’m just worried that If he gets a girlfriend, I won’t have anyone to have great sex with whenever I want. 

Anyways, has anyone else experienced these feelings? I think it really stems from my insecurities because I’ve put on weight and feel bad about myself deep down. I have low self esteem and feel as thoufh I can’t find someone else to sleep with because I’m so comfortable with him and I’m not ready to open up with anyone else like that, so I let him come back for sex over and over again and end up feeling used. How do I fix these feelings, at least short term? I know long term it’ll take me losing weight and realizing my self worth, but I need some more immediate relief from this feeling. I should not feel guilty after sex",4.21961846153846,5.1654679680000015,5.3907333333333325,82.10277692307696,70.65333333333334,8.435897435897436,26.6897435897436,8.730908602173464,1.8276851282051283,1468,46,297,25,26,488,175,375,0.102,0.754,0.14400000000000002,0.9462,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,0,0,1,20,19,1,1,10,0,20,14,2,6,3,76,59,26,0,4,10,0,13,3,1,3,2,0,0,8,15,30,2,0,21,1,2,2,9,6,0,1,1,14,46,13,48,53,11,50,0,2,0,8,23,22,0,4,29,187,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184845504191281,0.0,0.06986633866588636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941111426715998,0.0,0.19514414616815945,0.2144682386702485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365017632977325,0.0582565048445225,0.1701288680612394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010219282677973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998805130921772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105773695386391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331414087039853,0.0,0.061797069593815424,0.0,0.0,0.09216717828126676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880656783123312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377012419423794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871718780744526,0.0,0.0,0.058521241600393716,0.0,0.0769236112047922,0.0,0.13817002288281988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337893740815334,0.0,0.07870558380095329,0.0,0.0,0.07134635130727009,0.09856371431320657,0.10226087220529233,0.0,0.0,0.06174581160045355,0.0,0.07805675199628796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073761305918727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173487562146016,0.0,0.0,0.2968122312411159,0.0654760698562661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727914996917081,0.05306456716330379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184401840986492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013988942334139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879030306802268,0.07173698927352512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557432370353987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982214786667293,0.0,0.05911738543724498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987696210262302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245967996873562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412077875219308,0.1371007989878138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078119523803168,0.0,0.05756900870728076,0.04115319149850426,0.0,0.0,0.1699264129876723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085660861098332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493072558442621
anxiety,Bfloteacher,2020/01/17,"What is wrong with me My car is 1,000 miles over maintenance and needs to be inspected. 

However every time I think about going, I can’t breathe 😑

This is so stupid and I hate myself for it. LIKE JUST TAKE THE DAMN CAR IN. 

😔 end rant.",-0.5318367346938757,1.6918913265306124,1.1073469387755104,99.59122448979595,94.91836734693877,5.248979591836736,15.16326530612245,6.868970318607317,-0.3307224489795919,181,4,43,3,7,58,43,49,0.3,0.644,0.055999999999999994,-0.9329,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,6,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35884979646651954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413631518502531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302606704476403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000097181517292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979397697364301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004195782908069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046284492649069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596089343907029,0.0,0.0,0.2362509312694565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429767513736302,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Foxtrot_94,2020/01/17,"Anxiety triggered by fear? How many of you all have fears of things that may go wrong in the future. No matter the probability. 
Like you may fear a certain disease or loss or not being able to perform up to the mark ? 
Fear of not being enough. 
Fears that may or may not turn out to be true but it irks you so much that it sets in anxiety or may even lead to panic attacks . Fear of the uncertainties anyone ?
How to deal with such thoughts?",1.7636616161616168,4.024463295454549,2.9733333333333327,91.16055555555555,80.81818181818181,5.729292929292932,21.141414141414145,6.937597516519254,0.4006398989898989,342,10,73,4,9,110,56,88,0.304,0.625,0.07200000000000001,-0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,3,5,13,1,7,5,0,9,0,0,4,3,24,12,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,15,3,3,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,9,2,55,9,1,0.12762439205009152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195264621189995,0.0,0.0,0.08923794233634301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519117041242802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157514423539496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318701131381852,0.0,0.0842947072947774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8616775364963608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253188310733595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062350831398627474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939110209837834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381861280757464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973972585936554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760068030195452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847879751490461,0.0,0.0,0.1013195115048436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881869028376007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395372378940662,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AManNamedCurtisLoew,2020/01/17,"Switching from Effexor to Zoloft. Has anyone done it? I’ve recently made the switch because the Effexor just wasn’t doing the trick anymore and after consulting with my GP, he thought Zoloft would be the way to go. 

Obviously I made the switch using a tapering schedule to avoid any potential risks of Serotonin Syndrome. I just got up to my first full dose today (40mg, was on about 100mg of Effexor). 

This has been such a tough 3 weeks making the transition. I’ve been so very irritable and just flooded with the most negative intrusive thoughts. It truly has been an absolute battle to get through it. But I’m hopeful, remaining optimistic now that I’m all the way up to my full dose. 

TL;DR switched from Effexor to Zoloft and the tapering has kicked my a**.

Has anyone had any similar experiences? Whether it was the same two meds or a different pair, I’d love to hear some experiences!",4.936895604395602,6.759074392857144,5.745238095238098,76.88950549450551,69.95238095238096,10.16923076923077,33.16117216117216,10.389873798559362,3.8184765567765564,710,34,129,21,13,232,104,168,0.10300000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.073,-0.4967,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,2,15,0,16,6,0,4,2,25,30,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,13,1,6,2,20,15,6,15,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,4,7,84,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409495382883884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569496120284894,0.24774856450996574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079949967024803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850943306663465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129602922824106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34659264392548284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069207299723392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255870660562422,0.0,0.10068402212434698,0.0,0.14169091128800046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967202002898296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595969902517214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989367619687628,0.3352658563066037,0.1182555716901766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678464910804808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492397345118516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812902547390208,0.0,0.0,0.1679268175702119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305942547747896,0.0,0.0,0.15300922417292934,0.0,0.1461754251669957,0.0,0.2812424764706247,0.14210694092173035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584927037452606,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,silvverage,2020/01/17,"Went to improv today!! I signed up for a theatre improv class at my school because I wanted to face my stage fright and learn improv. I ended up skipping and avoiding it for months because I couldn't go in front of my classmates and act. Today though I finally came to the class and honestly, it wasn't that bad. I was super nervous but my teacher said I did pretty well and I'm proud of myself. Improv is kinda fun haha",3.0381344537815096,4.728602729411765,4.4163025210084035,85.02764705882355,74.6470588235294,5.798319327731093,23.907563025210084,6.1826913282559595,0.7512857142857148,332,10,62,2,7,110,57,85,0.054000000000000006,0.672,0.27399999999999997,0.9705,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,10,0,3,2,1,5,1,1,0,0,13,11,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,4,1,0,6,1,12,6,11,4,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,41,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890111848013665,0.30503126576683154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861547069921121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159717599598985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740747453877255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219072942654148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970206143544886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453673150709644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379913083269252,0.0,0.0,0.25320917503550305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24581383941168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743083594951498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757060616679116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249539998374334,0.23193187727283845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zveno,2020/01/17,"Slurred speech during panic attack I started getting severe panic attacks and one of the issues I'm having is slurred speech.  I assume it has something to do with my face muscles getting tense but I can't find any information online.  If anyone else experiences slurred speech during panic attacks, is there any way to ease that specific symptom?  Thank you.",6.6257142857142854,9.010310936507938,6.368444444444448,71.84600000000003,66.6190476190476,6.944761904761903,34.822222222222216,7.554174236665415,2.959180317460317,291,14,40,3,5,91,48,63,0.26899999999999996,0.643,0.087,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,3,1,0,6,2,1,0,0,7,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,3,5,1,4,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221444400069385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420641541076043,0.16735423011788678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574454997942007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644398304908867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977127273677993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928364365584526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066977752049742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047749160680006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106788463332913,0.0,0.0,0.5749091772151983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452009660254406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574192585588295,0.0,0.0,0.1156081244595954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976579979373382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037532436207615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964634189702098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Churclate,2020/01/17,"Does anyone else have trouble dealing with getting movies/books/whatever spoiled? How do you get over it?  I feel like it shouldn't be a big deal, but it is hard to rationalize that with GAD.  Thanks for any help.",2.8796341463414663,5.262269097560979,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,77.53658536585365,6.051219512195122,24.88414634146341,7.1686216300943375,0.889287804878049,167,6,35,2,4,50,38,41,0.078,0.705,0.21600000000000005,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703056302898175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259029961948244,0.29686899374460235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974106348767623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25355011598270794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242037431152804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464993369075744,0.20698761130711615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30275042990807555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595467404270092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420407886864705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155048047793686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667501813126649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soapysnek,2020/01/17,"Going to speak in front of 300 people HELP So, I’ve been asked to speak in front of a lot of people in March this year on behalf of my company. When I’m relaxed I am smart and funny, but when I’m nervous or scared I totally freak out. And by freaking out I mean freeze. So, I haven’t consulted this with my psychologist yet, because she doesn’t like to give me medications. I will consult with her later. 
I’ve already decided to take maybe valium(which I do have but rarely use because I’m careful with benzos). Or do you guys have any other suggestions? I only want advice from people that do or have done some sort of lecture/speech of some kind in front of a large number of people.  Thank you in advance",2.9072144522144505,4.660101580419582,4.2407167832167865,85.88363927738929,75.15384615384616,7.004428904428905,24.50407925407925,7.793537801064563,1.2714526806526814,558,18,112,8,12,184,88,143,0.096,0.736,0.168,0.7029,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,5,10,0,2,2,0,12,1,0,1,1,21,24,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,5,2,4,0,0,2,3,14,6,25,21,4,19,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,7,7,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735345510485896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115755681852321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038096916461686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923891127596256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375006127874426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954785062585436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620333920858887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392205751359933,0.10896290133789148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983992360496374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851060073807646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965421968520056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366815252776756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629994823908213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261559242514564,0.2088469650640169,0.0,0.1931448330017256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458170617074514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316775854318936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919522249345388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415488149772776,0.0,0.0,0.17651650906193042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559061354096016,0.0,0.0,0.11308558205569938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346593471576595
anxiety,cheesy-charlie,2020/01/17,"Wellbutrin + Prozac? I’ve been taking Wellbutrin for about a year, but I rally hate the way it makes me feel if I forget to take it in the morning. 
My doctor has prescribed Prozac and we are working on weening off of Wellbutrin. 

Has anyone else does this? 

What are your experiences with Prozac? My dr said that some people get really groggy from it and have to take it at night.  

Was it difficult to get off of Wellbutrin?",3.5543379790940786,5.551384085365857,3.944425087108016,87.64743902439025,74.0,6.149128919860628,23.90940766550523,6.868970318607317,0.8210675958188154,333,10,64,3,7,104,60,82,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.912,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,7,5,0,1,0,10,16,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,7,0,14,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,44,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902150494951587,0.24767841397049656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474183632819604,0.21153738487980564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019323281736616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645590196087826,0.0,0.0,0.12222469903412468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525853082960487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386558845561898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613549990513467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268449058317988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675834285340464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485684140838435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299382299943103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452470431684872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187205674760488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598051614537993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566459985347073
anxiety,FightingAnxiety22,2020/01/17,"Shortness of breath nose only? Hey guys!

23 year old male slightly overweight.

I've had anxiety for about 2 years now. Started off with an ER visit and have kept going since then. The During 2019 I got 4 ECG's and got seen by 5 different docs due to my left sided chest pains. They all told me i was fine and it was due to muscular but it keeps on going.

During the past days I've been having shortness of breath. Only through my nose tho. It feels like a weird small pressure and i can get air through my nose. Im thinking the worse and telling myself i have heart failure. Can this be the case? How rare is heart failure at my age? Dont know what to do and i dont wanna go to another doc. If i dont have the SOB i get the chest pains. I never get them at the same time. I feel the SOB the most during the nights when im about to sleep. Help pls",-0.3169330669330677,1.8160207032967044,1.3814185814185826,99.89312687312687,89.21978021978022,4.188211788211788,17.063936063936065,5.565023196281405,-0.7291626373626371,656,16,156,4,22,212,115,182,0.145,0.773,0.08199999999999999,-0.9151,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,1,12,0,16,14,11,1,2,21,33,12,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,7,1,2,4,0,0,4,4,6,1,0,9,6,17,2,19,23,3,29,0,2,1,0,9,10,2,2,16,86,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903912277951674,0.10143605530465004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551385377480718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853525152572607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662067714329915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408967551441636,0.09472705549918548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782879174652247,0.0,0.2260731532846603,0.0,0.21209926812481705,0.0,0.0,0.13129150570739154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142552784544728,0.08887672281923695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864542177080823,0.0,0.0,0.11785797287770235,0.0,0.0,0.07287163747955094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406662119487215,0.0,0.0,0.0647800133326574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226669163613496,0.0,0.0,0.12443295035887865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913785293876454,0.0,0.0,0.20169141691435388,0.2821843158275141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657848232382993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968529853744256,0.0,0.13269238484405665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385257375024003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589529481144255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496256337723483,0.0,0.0,0.07731815843711883,0.0,0.0,0.1267017576316417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512728907155372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077575848728976
anxiety,lordvladimort,2020/01/17,"Has anyone tried Seremind? I have just started using Seremind 80mg capsules after being recommended by a very trusted doctor/friend. I have been on other anxiety/depression medication for years however it absolutely destroyed my libido. 

I am interested to know how others how found Seremind. It has been a week and I am already feeling more like myself! Even if it is a bit of a placebo effect I really don’t mind because I am feeling like I can actually regulate my emotions more.",4.943863636363638,7.5678738409090975,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,71.95454545454545,8.945454545454545,36.0,9.516144504307137,4.361813636363636,390,22,55,10,8,136,65,88,0.040999999999999995,0.762,0.19699999999999998,0.8828,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,0,13,1,0,4,0,12,19,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,10,4,6,15,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.21972344069349334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484693880275279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743693556182067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725529647751805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24581613603381985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939297666091645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046054955236456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532744181225729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871589430593166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227695074323778,0.3217083471880092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468760491073903,0.17395786778313646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374191262934225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200033655669326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22682476463729784,0.0,0.0,0.22734716620016215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424310426889692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936923311624565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286869342169168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944657351627856,0.0,0.1857803780882236,0.0,0.0,0.18060957362182387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499549973660122
anxiety,vinyamar07,2020/01/17,"My anxiety regarding others is getting out of control! Recently my mum had a mole removed that came back as melanoma. We’re waiting for her to get more
tests to see if it’s spread.

Since this my anxiety regarding others health has gone nuts. My fiancé’s grandfather died of a heart attack so I’m so paranoid he will have one. I don’t even want to be intimate with him because I’m so anxious.

I’m so paranoid about my mom I can’t function normally. I’m very quick to tears. 

The positive is I’m not being anxious about my own health - but being anxious about others like this is killing me.

Does anyone have any advice to help me cope with this?",3.0292447552447577,4.853223938461543,4.268321678321681,85.5103146853147,75.0,7.496503496503498,28.74125874125874,8.296473431620573,2.095,512,22,101,9,11,168,86,130,0.201,0.725,0.07400000000000001,-0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,10,3,2,0,3,0,13,3,1,1,0,11,25,7,2,3,3,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,3,1,12,1,15,18,2,7,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,4,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877791326822066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104949903499762,0.0,0.2486003021936473,0.5506835001453461,0.0,0.11361289770136218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484950637964495,0.0,0.12494050402643572,0.0,0.09904900588939068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858389118694768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224011467267506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863319469918492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421912275336883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731943953337326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697828261609512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454267210877623,0.0,0.19254484254907075,0.10890989443785312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179764957682903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938168949019092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029981116535294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920025150869885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010366099787636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043378124538735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947906095311007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440880701005842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406667892344512,0.09583753194984668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imaportugesetart,2020/01/17,Has anyone found any helpful way of getting out of autopilot/drifting through life? Title of pretty much says it. I keep finding myself on autopilot and not paying attention to what I’m doing what’s happening around me and I’m so sick of it.,2.028156028368798,4.81722291489362,3.784148936170212,81.88416666666669,85.80851063829788,6.5375886524822695,26.9822695035461,7.793537801064563,2.2692014184397165,195,9,33,4,6,65,37,47,0.086,0.792,0.122,0.1923,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,9,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165621022076207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22791082434524595,0.0,0.0,0.2901633394369573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979110951385309,0.0,0.0,0.3573857917290883,0.0,0.0,0.17029467891806105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882352509697511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847646106105093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28971807246448616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022712001101786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396097088759705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316068843469462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25920739175909224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25872280947460397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,z-o-o-m-i-e-z,2020/01/17,"I’m constantly terrified of anything tragic happening to my boyfriend when we aren’t together. Especially when he’s on the road. He’s my only form of human support that I trust and feel relaxed around. If something were to happened to him that would result in... you know... I don’t know what I would do. I love him so much and I think if I lost him I would lose all hope of a better life. Just the passing thought of no longer being with him absolutely mortifies me and amplifies my anxiety.

If anyone has any effective coping skills, pls help ❤️",2.853611111111114,5.033480101851854,4.355333333333334,83.07300000000002,76.68518518518519,8.023703703703704,27.46666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.3407600000000013,433,18,84,10,10,144,77,108,0.131,0.652,0.217,0.8859999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,5,5,9,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,2,1,22,21,9,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,17,6,11,14,3,8,0,3,0,1,11,4,0,4,3,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408142925608626,0.0,0.15840752405578465,0.0,0.0,0.14478773892766272,0.0,0.1704004725604391,0.1843356670639557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831360567867612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237684584073224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470051026673027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662215727317927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879425383512706,0.0,0.0,0.20566663637093985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759985356996054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625924083240344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165769204967085,0.2260407106542593,0.0,0.18688821782817086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221983454684013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748560943517476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941214044415025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497990098390556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132681710281408,0.0,0.16438997354679247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412884814714819,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrFoxSox,2020/01/17,"Day 2 of Cymbalta and I haven’t slept... I’ve been awake for 24 hours now, despite laying in bed all night. I’m exhausted. I have kids, I have to be able to keep up with them and I can’t nap during the day. What do I do? Is there something I can take to help with sleep? I tried taking a Benadryl but it did nothing. 

Has anyone had this side effect with cymbalta? Does it go away?",-1.6188367729831117,0.3031246585365892,0.8285365853658568,100.35708255159477,101.1951219512195,3.9864915572232653,14.844277673545964,5.8734145424116955,-0.7966953095684799,290,7,70,3,13,97,62,82,0.024,0.9359999999999999,0.039,0.264,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,13,3,2,1,1,9,19,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,11,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,44,12,0,0.27266142439642804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906512076318732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561743836856789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516881240377057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386078499222285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154959770969481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827592053167708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685165795690743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235400203924104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558742762046083,0.0,0.2616259904276543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728583372162542,0.0,0.0,0.20990808553231985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100149160263326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851192091992156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dumb_giraffe,2020/01/17,"Dumb question, but can someone walk me through how to get an oil change? (At Wal-Mart) Like I said, this is really dumb. But I need to take my car in for an oil change for the first time, and I've been putting it off because of the anxiety. I'm taking it to Wal-Mart rather than the dealership--which I know is a bad idea--but I want to go somewhere I'm familiar with first.

So when you drive to the auto care center, are you supposed to (1) park the car in a parking spot then go inside to talk to the person at the counter, or (2) do you park your car in front of the shop and wait in the car until someone comes to you?

Also, what should I know/bring beforehand, and what services should I ask for? Or will they already know what oil and services I need?",3.7011320754716976,3.7868738616352218,4.414773584905665,91.73046226415094,71.38993710691823,7.6178616352201285,26.59182389937107,7.1686216300943375,0.9611529559748432,580,17,137,5,10,186,93,159,0.09300000000000001,0.85,0.057,-0.7782,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,1,2,5,5,2,0,13,0,9,0,0,1,0,21,26,14,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,3,1,1,11,0,3,0,2,2,4,15,2,25,21,0,25,0,0,0,0,11,8,2,3,7,84,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404132474502064,0.1406173816227374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451539408999444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438455577911384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468171728230774,0.10718905764688194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792783006040542,0.0,0.3720260391699163,0.1514686480908048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29913499315024605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186796463732126,0.0,0.19986528600650816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984994117311679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899074792716918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590544058940787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26076292065127193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535347370742697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676550103273975,0.19697851742333625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264616241003493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726196249804598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979735024527325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644162028178166,0.14133171929267652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253240350529373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371365814997384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,novazzz,2020/01/17,"I don't think I'll ever be happy if I can't get rid of my anxiety I've had anxiety as long as I can remember, I remember my first panic attack when I was probably 8, and I went to the hospital because my parents freaked out. This year it has gotten so much worse. It feels like I'm being crushed. Anytime I'm faced with a stressful or somewhat dangerous situation, I get a panic attack. If it's a situation where there's no outcome for some days I will spend those days feeling constantly exhausted, ill, shaking, and do nothing but imagine the worst possible outcome. It's impossible for me to sleep most nights because I imagine negative outcomes whether or not there's a situation so I normally just sit on my phone until I'm too exhausted to think and fall asleep.

Most recent situation has to do with my dog (a lot of my imagined outcomes revolve around her death). She tore up a box of raisin bran yesterday because she loves cardboard, and I'm afraid she ate some of the cereal because raisins are toxic to dogs. Taking her to the vet isn't an option unless she's showing any symptoms (which she hasn't in the past 24 hours). I've thought about it non stop, and consciously I know that based on the evidence it is incredibly unlikely she ate any. Everyone around me seems to know for a fact that she's fine. Tonight I saw her lay down, and went into a panic because I jumped to the conclusion she's lethargic. It always feels like I'm looking for a reason to be anxious, and I'm fucking sick of it. I know she's gonna be fine, there's been at least 5 situations before where I was 100% sure she'd die. But she lived, just like everyone said, so why can't I just accept it?

My friends have already listened to so much of my shit I can't reach out to them again. I can't get help from my parents. I'm not brave enough to go to a therapist. I suppose next time I go to a doctor I'll try and get some medicine. I have good days sometimes, and of course shit could always be worse. But despite that I just don't feel like it's possible for me to be happy while I have this anxiety, and I don't see it going away. It's soul crushing.",4.2386693896787335,4.839919273348522,5.527460529416382,82.39574031890659,70.38952164009112,8.879773780535697,31.53884219621397,9.035553425615538,2.5425996543869296,1687,72,350,31,29,566,213,439,0.205,0.7070000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9935,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,2,20,30,6,6,19,0,32,15,5,1,3,66,71,28,2,4,15,2,4,4,1,2,6,2,0,0,19,17,2,1,20,1,1,8,13,16,0,1,12,9,51,14,47,49,12,44,1,0,3,2,23,14,3,13,25,220,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327577442813988,0.0,0.125583242401156,0.0,0.0,0.1026354438842315,0.0,0.1731879582362752,0.08525219906368968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343569084411492,0.0,0.17170109775080886,0.07090037906342468,0.0,0.0,0.2300090405354667,0.0,0.06421382302662362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154916180116853,0.0,0.06025141044241055,0.0,0.0,0.14600301334367174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831912893402324,0.0,0.0,0.07724002095977152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797389855744162,0.0,0.0,0.06826099518000919,0.0,0.14421708759124366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526263158476869,0.1617332740549325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418915724750096,0.0,0.0,0.05830286085746584,0.06976472746807222,0.1577061156506295,0.0,0.128662823463233,0.06329514695462783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160664454550273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058154819331254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431628019302966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441818710825706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747048551794795,0.0,0.0666355935695139,0.06678276318486685,0.06337027746093024,0.0,0.0,0.06415631182707156,0.06810869424080912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094861183886284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025621671965269,0.07081731949337107,0.07393814157693224,0.0724091988718292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26562023607143703,0.1675864228885899,0.0,0.0720383853140157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014736341021858,0.0,0.0,0.08136234383947548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758897716414452,0.07451103574918577,0.0,0.17097071691336582,0.0,0.07178300538660234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013458552530105,0.0686990748611768,0.0,0.0,0.15492425831914244,0.0,0.42412030036941,0.07551793142199985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463526446945905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309080871039795,0.08644310711729357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112339218398621,0.07843540093844897,0.056739109800287076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761886163099866,0.0,0.09670784110331287,0.0,0.05990953616373715,0.04400333442941497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123471720829804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399107161739771,0.06809401036559798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380736974980086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859597645011656
anxiety,RickyTheRipper,2020/01/17,"Low self-esteem and self worth How am i sapose to change this? I think so low of myself, I'm deathly afraid to talk to any girl I'm attracted to and i keep just giving up in fear of a girls reaction to my flirting. I notice at work i can be full of myself then someone mskes fun of how i talk or makes me feel like i suck at my job and i just spiral downwards...",0.7104107142857146,2.1162893625000017,2.7321428571428577,95.83,80.375,5.571428571428572,18.92857142857143,6.1826913282559595,-0.28714285714285737,279,6,68,2,7,94,53,80,0.131,0.693,0.17600000000000002,0.4135,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,12,11,8,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,4,13,10,1,9,0,2,0,0,6,8,1,1,2,42,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549262420434055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574418011967473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738467960461354,0.12304974079307733,0.17385588533269347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334523523027123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241496488712526,0.21630886878296046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188930291400188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244417835213565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770661007837293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077535112954307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619748916365108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912058678701428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593477067606365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716842068291894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,7734eee,2020/01/17,"Paranoia is destroying my relationship I'm currently dating very beautiful girl, but my paranoic thoughts destroying everything.... I'm overthinking and overanalyzing everything, I think I'm losing her, I'm super jealous but I try my best to not show my insecurities.. 

Please give me tips how to overcome my insecurities

(I'm not native English speaker)",6.557683615819213,9.991624118644069,7.845000000000002,56.33213276836162,70.52542372881356,11.390960451977401,40.34180790960453,10.864195022040775,6.2276079096045205,289,18,38,11,6,98,39,59,0.252,0.535,0.213,-0.27399999999999997,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,1,8,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,9,2,2,8,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157830505951997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408711359980429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886571560986838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366376639669806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303052309638013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230612187945816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280888368127194,0.0,0.23888633347223484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429591888220103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827956726966274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elke-,2020/01/17,"Moving into a new house with housemates My partner and I are moving into a new house with one of her friends. There is only one bathroom which is usually an absolute deal breaker for me because I get extremely anxious about not having my own bathroom but my gf really wants to live in the area and with her friend and we didn’t have a whole lot of other options so I feel like it just kinda happened. I’ve been trying not to think about it but we’ve started moving stuff today and should be out of our old place in a few days. The girl we are moving in with is away over the weekend and I thought that might be good for me to just settle into the space for a couple of days but the girl who was staying there before us had just moved her stuff to another room and appears to still be living there. She was there today, showering and doing washing. She’s a lovely girl and I think she’s about to go travelling and she might be going through some stuff but I am not ok with having extra people in the house. I hate that my anxiety makes me feel like an asshole but I can’t handle it. From what I know of our new housemate, not the unexpected one, is that she has a very open door policy and well welcome anyone who needs in to stay and that is lovely but it’s not an environment I can live in. I have ocd and an eating disorder so having all this uncertainty and people in and out, different peoples stuff around or food, multiple people sharing the same bathroom. I haven’t even moved in and I feel like I can’t breathe. My partner absolutely knows how I feel but keeps just saying it will be ok, you’re overthinking... I don’t know. It’s stuff like this that send me into a spiral of depression because I can’t handle change and living with other people just highlights all my issues so much it makes me feel like my gfs life would be easier and happier without me.",3.761269841269844,5.029184465608465,4.81521164021164,84.58488095238097,72.06878306878306,7.516402116402117,25.404761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.3980730158730164,1480,45,295,20,28,485,176,378,0.064,0.792,0.14400000000000002,0.9882,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,5,0,0,0,20,17,1,0,20,2,37,7,1,3,2,81,62,29,0,4,19,0,5,5,5,5,2,1,3,5,25,33,2,1,11,2,0,11,12,2,1,3,6,6,43,15,45,45,10,47,0,1,0,2,30,22,0,8,17,229,68,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282577814601231,0.05313007959160798,0.07846023767023172,0.0,0.0485619868056688,0.0,0.0,0.061826410841641276,0.0,0.0,0.06525181348190158,0.0,0.0,0.08467377585524834,0.0,0.059097968987511476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347030131742574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684657889697485,0.0,0.08958072834349178,0.07160127464874337,0.05981833128098879,0.0,0.0,0.07256186094480195,0.07959724451431588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106605212740442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587195038639488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755834035318416,0.1984641844770032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398082745327079,0.0,0.10731585507404363,0.0,0.03628545495569389,0.0,0.0789415860166976,0.05825248296202028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141558433976881,0.0,0.0,0.06856881271039766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404125404458923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724891475518014,0.0,0.061731535800474364,0.0,0.0,0.11450590880031568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905553036544658,0.16965206572616667,0.0,0.24530719752367405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059045039650378675,0.12536507905328742,0.0,0.09271860805287006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735377786235868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428946542792263,0.051054720873277115,0.05149728334986439,0.0,0.20122959035526627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287749093396699,0.0,0.14118606181551327,0.052820868287021074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074404756216825,0.0,0.07256186094480195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044492302275309065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552304875150149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915801090895658,0.1480517602101137,0.0554639241885179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975258005713077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900321963392813,0.0,0.05513660055394616,0.0,0.0,0.1316634857649728,0.0,0.0,0.04715289615141801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354140219270509,0.0,0.0764908312074008,0.057304623195805676,0.040964195581647565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244508907010415,0.0,0.0,0.0775399329616114,0.0,0.06694860656391233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049336234254426466,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bendido,2020/01/17,"extreme irritation and anger are stupid small things I do believe this is a side effect of my anxiety which is why I'm posting here.

Clarifying upfront that I do not get angry or aggressive with people directly. I never shout, raise my voice or anything like that.

Mainly, I get excessively aggravated by small things that don't matter. Examples: if someone is in the way, shoves me, or is not paying attention to where they're going (I live in a metropolitan city so this is a BIG one for me that causes anger routinely throughout the day every day); if the computer is being slow; if something I'm trying to do doesn't work immediately; if I miss the bus, etc.

These are tiny inconveniences that I do think it's normally to be momentarily annoyed but 100% not normal to carry that frustration/irritation for the rest of the day which is what I do. 

And the more of these small things that happens, the angrier I get until I'm full blown ready to blow a gasket. 

I find it very difficult to manage my reaction because in that moment, I FEEL I'm justified to be annoyed, whatever happened while insignificantly small still does put a speed bump in my day and especially if it happens repeatedly over and over (people being in the way, not paying attention etc) it starts to really get me heated. 

I'm so tired of constantly being in a bad, negative mood because of this and I want to also stop being a complainer. 

I have successfully trained myself out of this habit before and had the happiest 1 month of my life but I always end up back in it somehow.",7.471520270270273,7.132370003378384,8.48783783783784,67.15952702702704,63.49324324324325,11.85945945945946,35.05405405405405,11.333407214811013,4.103166216216216,1235,49,219,33,16,423,160,296,0.162,0.768,0.07,-0.9771,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,8,13,6,0,17,0,24,2,0,2,1,36,42,21,0,8,14,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,25,8,0,1,6,0,2,2,8,10,0,1,1,3,23,2,32,35,6,42,0,1,0,0,1,19,0,9,19,159,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171764840240202,0.10583627627774582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973036860938404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046704958687696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780496223793543,0.1062023584304724,0.15507355851017146,0.0,0.10823342007664956,0.14330500091082982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306641134584266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745240931170002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281205350262457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113090406338967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265685355602505,0.0,0.283711684546282,0.0,0.0,0.10716711834893043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431352074710245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116253757497245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658161663539994,0.0,0.0722877451394965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33743386716912965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984146013965733,0.0621409622401467,0.0,0.11231535284662687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152568862329188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810048341225153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24924782733041626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619049915051752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636174018944914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181747383508025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786592152570214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814842561401461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077717548355289,0.09792078353464016,0.0,0.0,0.09002914543418489,0.0,0.10157794436326333,0.10634056158433162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535077517316643,0.08150130219237235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146191729880734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635693077820539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494904412022027,0.07502279798189708,0.20192264902171755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147735375535546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259934093224292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Black_Shoshan,2020/01/17,"I have to give in a big project for school next week And my anxiety is keeping me from working. Here I am, sitting in the library, with my heart beating fast and my thoughts a mess in my head. I can get work done for five minutes and then I freeze again. Why is my brain fighting me now, I am sick of it. I know I can do this, it will feel so good to get this done, it's like my jerk brain wants me to fail.

I want to succeed, damn it.",0.04489583333333158,1.5761278645833343,1.5991666666666688,102.59583333333336,82.85416666666666,4.683333333333334,22.125,5.033348758259628,-0.3672624999999998,329,11,87,1,9,106,63,96,0.205,0.682,0.113,-0.8644,0,0,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,4,8,3,0,3,0,11,5,4,0,0,10,20,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,17,3,12,16,0,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,7,58,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527288337808634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531673460454776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154212753423397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262864858961522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120887925997457,0.19470906051873635,0.0,0.17024312899532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083076401790062,0.0,0.0,0.24052257876087044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804106756996319,0.0,0.0,0.11154800168391206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916177660125833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158628285589471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541831353841047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113694941705445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394360713222405,0.0,0.16281174740562873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315049333543834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955317982834361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Imisssher,2020/01/17,"Thinking of joining the gym I wanna join the gym but I’m really scared, I’m scared people are going to look at me, I’m scared I’m going to know someone there, I’m scared of using a machine wrong, Im scared of people seeing my shit car in the parking lot, I’m scared of my heart rate rising with exercise but mostly I’m scared of giving up for the 9th hundred time.

I really wanna join because I’m uncomfortable in my own skin and I know it would ease my anxiety but I’m just psyching myself out as always.

Why can’t I ever commit to something that is good for me... I don’t get it 😪",0.09138357705286636,2.1421081102362223,2.9998256467941498,89.71253937007873,86.00787401574803,5.203374578177729,18.520247469066366,6.5431188927421005,0.10575860517435264,458,12,98,5,14,162,73,127,0.29100000000000004,0.595,0.114,-0.985,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,7,5,0,5,4,3,1,2,18,24,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,0,4,2,9,0,0,0,3,12,1,19,23,3,11,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,2,2,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906243171094772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107595333001504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257418883376603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769112254548296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220078018902742,0.1142074064893562,0.13532221783062687,0.09985681294639837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107951550496853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859870627269596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085788547743554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997534166898407,0.0,0.0,0.10121541915431607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650740507734095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253803031046168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8343564797609975,0.0,0.09487059193833086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222071788135962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087403373627997,0.09165355465196444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628497020811058,0.0,0.0,0.06942132132635219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282439619889518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742768099933248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457251716868439,0.13016681556331353,0.0,0.0
anxiety,banannapancakes123,2020/01/17,"Vaping I’ve been vaping for a while, before the whole epidemic here in the US. I’m scared that it’s finally catching up to me as well. I’ve been breathing funny, I dunno if it’s just cause it’s cold season. I cycle on and off of the Vapes but everytime I go back on it I just feel physically sicker. Time to quit. Heads up to other people that vape, this shits kind of nerve racking, be cautious.",-0.8741480206540437,1.1694597349397604,2.0763597246127357,90.73557228915665,102.25301204819277,5.2629948364888115,15.5671256454389,6.868970318607317,0.20432943201376969,310,8,65,6,14,108,60,83,0.107,0.848,0.044000000000000004,-0.7173,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,4,0,3,4,3,1,0,8,6,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,6,2,13,3,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,5,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701556082265693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908860291171665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27656577036640195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612703549285726,0.0,0.0,0.29492019815079057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300540747874075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27630005771069105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803539081898612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866450521403996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863513737313413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695387882659728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27635312945587426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698586274348098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238416385791013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420634491989205,0.0,0.0,0.3005774177416738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,j112597,2020/01/17,I want to feel normal It took me a while to convince myself to talk my medication. It has a few scary side effects and a lot of people are saying that the medication is causing me to have them. The number of side effects are mainly just constant thoughts of death. And wondering if I’m ever going to feel normal again. I know it’s going to take a bit of time a lot of people say 8 months more or less. I’m just scared that I’ll never feel normal and that’s all I want right now.,1.5990196078431396,3.2632985098039238,3.6378431372549014,89.16696078431373,78.6078431372549,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,0.13669803921568668,376,9,81,3,9,128,61,102,0.10099999999999999,0.838,0.061,-0.7806,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,7,0,5,2,0,3,3,26,19,6,1,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,8,1,11,17,8,14,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,8,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919579993440352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861457791236995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177374486120894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484718993393928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897877927931816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186566415403894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020575856735988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790879167951323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307028236626519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101310437410746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659307261759475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824601348663159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275847560194597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017265424351666,0.0,0.2610576907969984,0.16433041932220194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123411083835796,0.1319276237417508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030695786540536,0.09570998229330033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236296592469411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362527446447494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800027721192166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TexMexxx,2020/01/17,"Problems falling asleep... Hey there.

I have a surgery in two weeks. It's great because if everything goes ok I will get rid of chronic pain. But as the time of the surgery comes closer my anxiety gets worse. And even if I can manage my days, my nights are terrible. Even if I manage to stop overthinking and falling asleep my body immediately wakes me up again with a big twitch. It is so fucking annoying! Anybody out there with similar sleeping problems. I don't know what to do. The last nights were terrible. It takes forever to finally fall asleep. :(",2.7396794871794867,5.548497711538463,3.4476923076923067,85.78064102564106,81.5,7.3128205128205135,28.85897435897436,8.344100000000001,2.4753166666666675,438,21,82,10,12,138,74,104,0.263,0.684,0.053,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,5,1,8,10,6,0,0,14,14,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,7,0,1,1,0,10,2,11,12,0,18,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,3,9,51,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364917967143013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243588095336133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230983157304787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301390433813393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953119523013848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265318162554057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051041753088012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002061207892906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568195943818747,0.20987095938126984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143708381301688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038153333564782,0.16371900239694462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769669608960244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371783688168372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843713469435481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099437048002372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791902454213464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101369226042347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171168533899442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620060060737127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110920906153173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468261561149892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kingkamyar,2020/01/17,"Fuck Anxiety. I Am Legend. I had an explosive panic attack yesterday that shot up my heart rate and blood pressure. I almost passed out. But guess what. I slept for 12 hours, and got right back into the thick of life! I refuse to crumble every time anxiety gets to me. I am a function anxious motherfucker. Stay hard!",1.3713333333333324,4.064488133333335,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,92.66666666666666,6.0,21.66666666666667,7.3871296695380915,1.3451666666666668,248,9,45,5,9,81,51,60,0.379,0.621,0.0,-0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,3,0,3,5,3,0,0,8,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,8,0,7,5,0,11,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396883889417428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662254859019076,0.27041309636301003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723110136844522,0.0,0.1840560787422885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167442553098075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128808615797915,0.1250577683533129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914411924220629,0.0,0.26368634302603305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442305565698924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28364739663716165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23572524413317386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906981489915865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808419852375921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044154790573278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551300893879417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957502614643008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Itzie4,2020/01/17,"What kind of poses can reduce anxiety? I notice that when I make a [triangle with my hands,](https://pixel.nymag.com/imgs/fashion/daily/2016/07/22/22-trump-hands.w710.h473.2x.jpg) it stops me from shaking and twitching when my social phobia triggers me. Are there any other poses I can do when start feeling the early manifestations of anxiety?",11.634999999999998,15.197780686274513,8.123676470588236,59.5290441176471,55.86274509803922,9.02156862745098,36.27941176470589,9.516144504307137,4.217976470588236,289,12,31,5,4,81,41,51,0.201,0.768,0.031,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,6,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858297294767705,0.0,0.5367826992444646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739505382792428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653454764084608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341881711987421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39943323363089855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576368111310052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483260893643237,0.0,0.0,0.29331763254764914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0Horizon0,2020/01/17,"Anxiety and relationships. I'm in a LDR with somebody and I'm so afraid of driving them away with my anxiety. He is very supportive, and he has anxiety too (although he is less open emotionally, but we can easily sense each other's anxiety). I have abandonment issues, as cringey as it is to type that out, as well as insecurities that really poke at my anxiety. I overthink a lot too, and I end up ranting/venting a lot which I feel like creates this negative energy. I want to be a positive influence!!  
I often end up going on tangents when I want to solve something, to which he gets stressed out and I hate making him feel that way. Has anybody been in a relationship where they've been through this? How did you deal with it, and was your partner supportive?  


As supportive as he is, I know one can only take so much and I am so scared my issues with drive him away. I love him, and I want to improve. I go to therapy, once a week through University, but I would like to hear about other people's experiences with this.",4.5417057569296375,5.599288447761194,6.036151385927504,77.35802238805972,69.9950248756219,10.120966595593464,31.770078180525946,10.290406445055957,3.331434683724237,802,35,158,22,14,273,114,201,0.14300000000000002,0.649,0.20800000000000002,0.9202,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,1,0,11,13,1,4,6,0,16,1,0,3,0,34,35,22,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,12,18,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,6,1,1,4,3,24,7,32,29,5,21,0,1,0,1,18,12,0,3,6,118,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549844475149808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235160235754884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263285369733418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380342363459125,0.21070986447330026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635651941155152,0.0,0.0,0.12029000289523878,0.08497833809008946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214678315089064,0.0,0.13520474343666028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174390989345562,0.0,0.0,0.13406598023148564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830706073248784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537214330460175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622651723847575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022551063376988,0.1073575678206613,0.0,0.07940045447618045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874423834788632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667851534357535,0.08060401041584196,0.09046729746901364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246537427728202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620280535999231,0.0,0.0,0.25541687384143963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909030966370482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157398940421556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625751951962967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049512208345749,0.0,0.0,0.08943605359590734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603038684415036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981467090778311,0.21048045142648866,0.09441745589915866,0.09541500271096667,0.0,0.10695088194474593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449909903114651,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inth3clouds,2020/01/17,"Gift giving with anxiety Bear with me, I'm getting nervous typing all this because I'm hoping it makes sense! 
Going to a birthday dinner tomorrow with a group of good friends. I don't get to go out as much anymore with them or anyone because I am a new-ish mom as of 10 months ago. They all go out pretty often since we're young and I obv don't get invites (because most of the time I wouldn't be able to go anyway) but they invited me to this which I really appreciate. Also with being a new mom, babies are expensive as shit but my bf and I budget well but I still have to keep an eye on spending. I do consider the birthday girl a friend, but it's really my best friend's best friend. So I wasn't planning on getting her anything but I was in a store and found a really big fluffy Florida Gators throw blanket on sale and she is a graduate from the school and is a huge Gator fan to this day. I bought the blanket but now I'm wondering if it's too tacky or lame to bring to this birthday dinner. 
For context, we are all in our mid to late 20s and everyone else in our friend group is pretty well off financially. The dinner isn't anywhere too fancy but it is a nice place. 
Am I WAY overthinking this? Will my friend like this gift or should I just return it?

TL;DR Friend who is a Gators fan is having birthday dinner. Bought her a Gators blanket but I'm having second thoughts on whether or not it's a tacky or lame gift.",2.8357136583223514,4.140493080808085,4.225884936319719,87.76462450592886,74.42087542087542,7.185419411506366,24.69755526277265,7.7425588080867325,1.1583706338749815,1123,35,239,15,23,372,150,297,0.047,0.6970000000000001,0.256,0.9969,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,3,3,11,19,1,1,19,0,24,6,2,1,3,44,46,26,0,4,17,2,0,1,8,3,0,0,0,1,14,14,4,1,3,0,7,6,6,4,2,1,6,1,27,15,32,35,7,32,0,2,1,0,24,14,1,10,12,157,41,3,0.10599370532264908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395702447430483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476312785205149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108489445429719,0.0,0.10511727432182802,0.07411326323799798,0.0,0.08722378823154776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383833690004745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224677088883358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835717129264764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854413998187068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012815276962436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162166269901026,0.5732333166246709,0.0,0.2215093452089104,0.1016788203965642,0.2409546614430367,0.0889024911873505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527566542252884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421207540735099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956551636478695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051783170471788785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075162135747877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482770932594568,0.08460316434960406,0.0,0.07791756920419075,0.0,0.0,0.2047387621783961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074086245197333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566740747607868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370684526088825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727128852037822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880101534322566,0.08767908835162377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464670998831839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414716241440813,0.061805781952435676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413286968423754,0.0,0.0,0.19060214083467514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149456520336566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allthethrowaway420,2020/01/17,"Difference between stress vs anxiety? I know that anxiety is pretty debilitating, and I’ve always associated anxiety with an element of fear or panic. Stress on the other hand, well it just feels like stress. It’s overwhelming and tiring but not really a sense of fear. But I’ve been starting to think that maybe I’m wrong.

If you stress about everything, like for instance having to write an email or buy a new toothbrush, is that considered anxiety too? Or is it just a chronic stress issue?

For those of you diagnosed with generalized anxiety, is there anyone who feels it without the panic/fear element and instead with a general sense of being “high strung”/ stressed?",7.230185950413227,8.580857173553722,7.5699070247933875,67.72940599173555,64.04132231404961,11.669834710743803,35.78615702479339,11.45678717892309,4.701090082644628,542,25,87,17,8,177,75,121,0.272,0.6509999999999999,0.077,-0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,7,14,0,10,8,0,7,4,1,0,0,24,13,9,0,1,11,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,11,1,0,1,3,3,3,15,11,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,4,4,59,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473410877380333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895139460467368,0.0,0.0,0.07120475351794271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335944328613653,0.0,0.10639493487063682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152190097643724,0.0,0.0,0.3437749402990427,0.10298073693201376,0.07275028405641187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759329209854956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628831774957924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596534483581395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995019711378973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023060165113978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835198491845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389606930082287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360186503914844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523751652989132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720786829462256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6999035381957802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525116385474349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704328966597713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156106387154044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816441505635894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113395756411912,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toothfreakinfairy,2020/01/17,"Advices/tips for another anxiety attack episode I had my first anxiety attack episode last night and it was my first time. I didn't even know it was possible to happen to me.

I didn't know what to do during the situation and I felt like the more I think about what I'm feeling, the tremor intensifies. Some parts of my body becomes so stiff but when I try to calm down, everything that felt stiff becomes numb. Also, my heart was beating so fast that I couldn't catch my breath.

Please I need some advices/tips if ever this happens again. I also wanted to know if there's any other advices aside from the brown bag. Thank you very much.",2.6973809523809527,4.947429293650796,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285716,77.49206349206351,6.4222222222222225,23.99206349206349,7.492282038375204,1.058377777777778,505,17,102,7,12,159,81,126,0.111,0.792,0.09699999999999999,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,10,6,2,0,4,0,8,6,3,0,1,20,21,10,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,7,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,8,4,16,3,10,12,5,11,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,10,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450421108866845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365152150261777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056179150560184,0.15506248414499504,0.22625181176308926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33646407790228444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266382280240597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425859950328198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767171406296657,0.13376369225819862,0.0,0.0,0.13290278898920596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477132251630128,0.0,0.2839712386642093,0.0,0.0,0.2515691033722981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615352232515065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523558534708505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438088698792631,0.12053992410361655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224549169687064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870699973939336,0.10964931492992104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877304463964224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013695469906045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623251214240128,0.0,0.16670969634803745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622053982501248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614576188009955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475395035030733,0.0,0.0,0.08622857708752887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003991361027457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220144494428734,0.08722199871529303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ram_III,2020/01/17,"Rear Ended Someone I rear ended someone and I know I’m at fault for not keeping proper distance. Everyone is fine and no on-scene injuries. The other party’s bumper is dented and the collision happened at less than 5 MPH. I can’t stop thinking about it. I’ve never been in an accident where I was at fault. I’m so worried about the insurance increasing and I’m worried that the other party will sue for medical damages or something and I’ll have to pay out of pocket. I don’t have a lot of money as it is. I can’t eat or focus because I’m so anxious about what will happen. 

I know I have to let it run its course, and I know that it’s not that big of a deal in the grand scheme of things; but I can’t shut off the thinking. My chest is tight and my head hurts from over analyzing.",1.8512917023096696,3.336960035928147,3.8298075278015418,88.8508532934132,77.38323353293413,6.448075278015399,24.503421727972626,7.1686216300943375,0.9572415739948674,614,21,133,7,14,209,96,167,0.151,0.815,0.034,-0.9194,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,9,0,16,4,2,0,1,23,28,13,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,8,1,3,5,0,2,2,8,4,0,0,2,1,12,2,22,23,3,17,0,2,0,0,1,11,0,3,4,90,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049134172981205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057061054899796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869999672043048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856021346317928,0.0,0.0,0.32130653864892644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332113761092882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207963074319806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861533363812143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417639066365186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122331937232726,0.0,0.0,0.2990533519885311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547844852875894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542070379663481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827263016963927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989529163133285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073738384953549,0.13963903227449656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516459792819114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050413217731278,0.2324483640028913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368410537956564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oliviapham,2020/01/17,I can’t be loved can I? I always feel like a bad person.,-3.8000000000000007,-2.3880052857142857,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,101.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.5074571428571426,42,0,12,0,2,16,12,14,0.207,0.414,0.379,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175454015459879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189896692851315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537297776304292,0.35849254814267306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24515859725567396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529023385892412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381603832410556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SoloForks,2020/01/17,"Are there people out there who walk around without constant fear something bad will happen? Are they just dumb and don't realize something terrible could happen at any time? 

What is that like?",5.9857843137254925,8.739630323529411,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,69.29411764705881,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,2.0425803921568635,157,6,25,2,3,45,30,34,0.158,0.6509999999999999,0.191,-0.1675,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226017644532084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516818941483801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360604731770009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055212827752867,0.0,0.2257299498953501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31814005959447994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000190173242884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812334459301634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960033489590344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353053328883031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485706148695398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27253324074978474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,link11020,2020/01/17,"So stressed about this fucking shift. I'm a back shift security guard watching an elderly man with dementia at a hospital. I've worked similar shifts before, but this guy stresses me out.

I've heard stories of him literally throwing his shit at people, and me being someone with OCD? That's a fucking nightmare.

Also one of my anxiety meds ran out before Christmas, and the soonest I could get a doctor's appointment to renew my prescription is February.

I'm going out of my mind, and after tonight I have another shift tomorrow with the same guy.",6.219537815126048,7.590405127450983,7.098739495798322,70.12147058823533,66.35294117647061,10.534453781512603,38.10084033613445,10.608840637214634,4.613401680672268,441,24,71,12,7,147,72,102,0.129,0.8540000000000001,0.017,-0.9021,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,3,2,7,0,4,4,1,0,0,14,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,2,2,9,1,14,8,1,12,0,0,1,2,6,5,3,0,4,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630400009018355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494991439008128,0.1495213033221054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029158721779545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326328669041863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605362245890908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005481997961624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613870069201871,0.10211632578596516,0.0,0.11108066201161024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38705915740772895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171046471469733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973521997382683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244427096564024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550276617398493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006300893202352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560701748521697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477823806349211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229239095427654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,im-a-cat-dog-person,2020/01/17,"I pull the skin off my lips (possible tw?) So before when I didn’t have constant anxiety I would just pick and pull at my the skin on my lips when I did have major anxiety. But now I’m always anxious, and I chew and bite my lips pick at them and pull strips of skin off my lips and they’re always bleeding and crusty if I so much as barely smile the scabs and scars will break any advice on how to stop this habit",6.788595505617978,4.208665134831463,6.87626404494382,85.39282303370787,66.19101123595507,10.248314606741573,28.991573033707862,8.07648339933343,1.5427280898876403,323,6,77,3,4,104,54,89,0.09,0.884,0.026000000000000002,-0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,6,10,7,3,0,15,7,15,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,12,0,9,3,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740903351914057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667781763037371,0.0,0.0,0.1907419509339135,0.0,0.429146212810063,0.3168724205871111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386752454607939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031086655897446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061914858518532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162088925121588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23450113301976985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925114217165085,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poetinahat,2020/01/17,"Parents are Absolutely Shit With Money I'm 21, and female. I'm in my last semester of university, I live at home with my parents and commute to school. I've worked since I was 16 years old, and am currently working part time on campus. 

My parents are absolutely awful with money. For most of my life, money has been an issue, other than a few years here and there where my mother was working a really good job. My parents work in accounting, but had me very young (21 and 22), and didn't go to school, so don't tend to have jobs with great security, and often get laid off. 

My mom lost her job in August, and my dad hadn't been working for a year at that point, as he was pursuing an online Real Estate license (degree?) - Bad decision #1. 

My dad got a job, though it's a temp job so doesn't pay well, and my mom still doesn't have one. - Bad decision #2. 

I've given them $800 to help with bills, and have started paying the family cell phone bill, in order to help. 

Now, they're almost two months behind in rent apparently. And need around two thousand dollars, or shit hits the fan. I've tried to get a student line of credit with my bank in order to help them clear it off, but I don't qualify due to my low income, and my mom can't be my guarantor because she isn't working. Now they want to go to another ""loan place"", which I fear is a payday loan place, in order to get a loan because I have good credit and will likely qualify there. 

I'm also paying the phone bill, the last of which I've put on my credit card and haven't been able to pay off, so I'm going to have to try and pay off my credit card, and by the time I can the next bill will be due. 

I'm so fucking angry, and stressed. My mom wanted to 'take a break' because she'd been the sole breadwinner for year, but she obviously couldn't. I don't understand how, if you know the costs of running your household, know how much my dad was bringing in, and know not enough money was being brought in you don't work until it gets bad? Rent isn't a bill that sneaks up on you. I'm so frustrated, and anxious about us being homeless. And what they're planning on doing to my credit to avoid that. I need to get out but I have zero dollars now, and am planning on moving out with my boyfriend soon, but not for close to 6 months, at least. I've always been anxious but this is horrible. I wish they'd just get their shit together.",4.413702956989248,4.3523931794354835,5.560419354838711,84.64479569892475,69.82661290322581,8.468172043010753,26.81559139784947,8.131152278815165,1.4633854301075275,1851,51,403,23,30,618,226,496,0.13,0.759,0.111,-0.9432,15,1,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,4,5,10,23,24,5,3,20,1,47,5,3,2,2,64,81,40,0,7,11,12,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,11,32,0,2,6,0,29,8,15,13,1,5,17,0,45,11,66,54,6,67,0,2,0,1,33,31,4,5,25,250,56,28,0.06987521195331672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996993131779221,0.0,0.0,0.055879181753848636,0.05814177393168126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327025226501753,0.0,0.1578782006378299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622037530436703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502864987439895,0.12778584194541784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219977276931476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587213109497726,0.07862903991276622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459850749667649,0.21904148551554065,0.0,0.1191350796838838,0.11721602515893123,0.05588559022115885,0.0770376678596999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050764499816482,0.0,0.07009053486571744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293156712926101,0.34670182970793384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520476728464067,0.11391524772451705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935492865814727,0.03413749902710299,0.0,0.06170109232800645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762770481009241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273480149004822,0.11154745506545943,0.0742662920374245,0.051366320730620335,0.10362316855557717,0.0,0.0,0.07431308062934854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332228066917916,0.0,0.04734925200426647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103526148013466,0.07566804525574575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600944862093124,0.0,0.06605466096035932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024388767612652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953328883359609,0.04476385003435507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143488991256414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517770280890725,0.057801497398300164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945803466629976,0.0,0.05580243452740967,0.0,0.08004181920882664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253746331147069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865204096830473,0.0,0.08148959602309681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488136437385256,0.0,0.13651585762597365,0.07274255992510678,0.08405127647191453,0.0,0.0,0.057654367785678985,0.08242842082876344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282620722163271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035304529945075,0.0,0.0,0.3560899055824067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998938219648794
anxiety,chcade,2020/01/17,"Help with Depersonalization  I think it started in October of 2019 or something. I can't even tell if I really am depersonalized or it's not a real thought. I'm 15 years old. February of last year, my parents had a pretty rough divorce. I think I have anxiety and maybe depression, I just don't want to label myself with such things. I know depersonalization is an anxiety-based disorder. It can also be triggered by trauma. I've heard people having this for years. I don't know if I can really last that long. I talked to my mom just a few nights ago and I am seeing a therapist this Wednesday. Even as I type this, I can't really tell if what I'm typing is a figment of my imagination or not. I have lost motivation for school. All I do is sit at home on my computer.

I'm scared. I'm really scared and I don't know how much longer I can go like this. It's all I think about. Videos and articles I've seen say try not to worry or think about it, but that's literally what having anxiety is about. You can't stop worrying. I don't want this to ruin my life.

Depersonalization is one of the hardest things I've ever had to explain. I know what I see is real. I just don't feel like I'm there. I feel like a lose so many things, then when I look, I just can't focus. I feel like I'm searching for the item, but my eyes are closed. I barely talk to anyone, and I don't like my friends. But it's not like I can just get new ones. I'm shaking while typing this. I've lost emotion except for sadness. I'm so scared. Please give me advice. It was better in mid-December but has gotten worse.

Pain doesn't feel the same.

Please help.",0.9322932330827064,2.9885998567251484,3.333137844611532,88.56963157894737,82.59649122807015,6.598629908103592,19.712949039264828,7.760100539840176,0.6436366583124484,1269,34,283,23,35,438,160,342,0.142,0.72,0.138,-0.0503,1,0,1,0,1,0,43.0,0,1,0,5,18,20,0,4,10,0,34,3,1,3,3,56,70,24,0,5,21,2,5,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,21,8,0,1,16,1,0,2,15,12,0,2,9,12,39,8,26,60,6,25,0,6,5,0,15,5,0,7,23,175,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824183471469095,0.08004706170365272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221428481085339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381611983975149,0.0,0.0,0.06314109018100614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986456838547591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777677352874107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034936402859722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101577325664724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928692158813782,0.08168311175258439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263713239010784,0.19353478606490235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697669157380005,0.0,0.04717894250877018,0.08662567653432085,0.05132057118727795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105473243680664,0.0,0.09058002799028744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985099427048102,0.14721597355728303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378280359649897,0.2647012715754725,0.0,0.0,0.07991421592947134,0.07583073528276603,0.1010245710939644,0.19715007640432805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155181117265873,0.0907202552562436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576032986856848,0.0,0.0,0.06638218382056353,0.0,0.0,0.08721400247038215,0.0,0.08474208450874689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475650668168116,0.0,0.12238161914679314,0.0,0.09608743933954254,0.0,0.10026941793718157,0.0,0.0,0.06260387030082902,0.0,0.0,0.19824843064193728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186935394290656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556634479987165,0.2313984789434469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181158396343464,0.2712234449529209,0.09139020205529537,0.1439176225516567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951870655815752,0.0,0.0,0.0639160504767277,0.0,0.0,0.07549631476749392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451622681638472,0.15785543682363756,0.0,0.0,0.1048473033152478,0.17997743039522732,0.2314468862155261,0.0,0.07168951059976883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130896744621565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652463531872006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834116411720003,0.09202520808928497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744541182544899
anxiety,Teasernut77,2020/01/17,"It makes school/learning really hard. I have really bad social and regular anxiety and i think this is why i can’t do well on tests. When i’m answering questions, my brain goes through every answer and gives a reasonable explanation of why each one could be correct. I know some may think it isn’t related to anxiety but my therapist said it could be, and told me to just breathe and evaluate everything. It’s really hard to do like participating in class half the time my eyes are watering from yawning so much and my heart is so shaky and i’m out of breath just from SITTING there.",6.048646616541357,6.520768877192985,6.805288220551379,75.27868421052631,66.36842105263158,11.777443609022555,32.95238095238095,11.491704259439757,3.945427568922305,468,19,91,15,7,155,78,114,0.105,0.852,0.043,-0.6019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,13,7,5,2,1,26,22,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,9,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,2,4,9,2,11,15,3,6,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,4,3,60,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657163374558039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500838993960805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387475267102114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27732501045128155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632567031380478,0.0,0.15608468304709752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660146094060616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111509777914143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058014809583402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544527612651416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484708830304241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592702822574112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127668484072988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768425574174048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455174837530495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337750958528308,0.17856315516063592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652013004582822,0.0,0.0,0.175764759217055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703615210933749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164591616300376,0.0,0.2225632798283761,0.0,0.0,0.1012692075664587,0.0,0.0,0.16595049406238807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561514728318832,0.0,0.3134229057485549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aiiqu,2020/01/17,i’m so scared the yellowstone volcano will erupt soon and we’re all gonna die do you think it’s likely to happen soon,2.4607692307692304,3.6334704615384577,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,75.15384615384616,6.7384615384615385,20.69230769230769,7.1686216300943375,0.2736000000000001,96,2,22,1,2,31,25,26,0.262,0.738,0.0,-0.7959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539038577302575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719555532443509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607424008078448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343340571919782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419780517797573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThePelicanWalksAgain,2020/01/17,"Waiting to hear if I got the job... I had a final interview the other day for a position I really feel good about, and I am supposed to hear back sometime in the next few days if I got it or not. I've been very stressed at my current job but this new opportunity has given me hope. Even my therapist commented that when I talked about it I seemed more lively. My stomach has been twisting and turning waiting to hear back, and dreading that they could choose someone else and I'd feel very stuck in my current job. I'm trying to prepare for the worst but it's terrifying me.",3.4078065134099664,4.8654630948275885,4.695287356321838,84.35622605363986,73.22413793103449,7.569348659003833,29.26819923371648,8.167268648758528,1.9786429118773945,453,19,92,7,9,150,73,116,0.157,0.7340000000000001,0.109,-0.7996,5,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,2,6,0,7,1,1,0,0,18,22,10,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,5,14,3,11,14,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,10,62,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266997799396037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769561598596184,0.0,0.0,0.19013568274571507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314289920299795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736351519884046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907076969203306,0.0,0.0,0.16148144553684965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364127669454862,0.2357959405091114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984284241815951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641229400736586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388477442326108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016653343327714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237037458968466,0.15677317417408598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443520304508918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419735528316404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249007849186766,0.0,0.14579315839260396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885869833096814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848330491307073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711554271664045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100082330976482,0.16034073899872708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432588762627993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MCat1822,2020/01/17,"Rant I’ve struggled with anxiety since elementary school, the sweating, stomach aches, panic and overall I’ve never felt right with myself. I finally worked up the courage to ask for help my Junior year of high school. All the medications I’ve tried haven’t done anything for me. I eat healthy, exercise and keep a strict routine but the last year has been rough. I lost my nephew, my puppy was killed by a car and then my cat from childhood who was my best friend passed. Just when I thought life was getting better I found out my 9 month old kitten potentially has a incurable and fatal disease. Ever since his diagnosis I have been a wreck, I can’t eat without feeling sick or hardly leave my house in fear of losing him while I’m away. I’ve gone from working out daily to barely getting out of bed due to my fear and worries. I’m sorry this is long but I needed to get this off my chest. ):",4.217692307692307,5.545522937853111,4.786666666666669,84.99504563233378,71.03389830508475,7.254063450673621,27.739678400695357,7.61054688173877,1.5215488048674493,708,25,140,8,13,226,118,177,0.23600000000000002,0.645,0.11900000000000001,-0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,3,12,1,4,8,0,12,9,3,0,3,24,26,11,2,1,5,1,4,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,3,10,2,1,4,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,11,4,21,4,22,15,2,26,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,1,14,82,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232460150166453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007154208345526,0.0,0.12504579328573012,0.0,0.12567016392821562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037090269518673,0.11829819412297815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688100436446615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27373591457528235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099188421123985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010301610453532,0.06763212829645186,0.0,0.1284287785711765,0.14652549073983076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665888294807564,0.1033411975821356,0.0,0.20964930302312795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982100955555793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965525342974781,0.14132280563986888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433892054005993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889036962532627,0.14798355027371066,0.0,0.0,0.10903072645322044,0.0,0.14163054397909453,0.0,0.0,0.09447732122144196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837173380291426,0.0,0.14964113078006452,0.14601279692184865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474724148795708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676446132309518,0.0,0.0,0.09917995677208616,0.10316251393188204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403566543769533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693634293966147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422871012813893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707407322730028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212922107376233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497312729086489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983303697029864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618901238631187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081298852609518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893806183618256,0.0,0.19475501988836444,0.13583787135150374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227169748344262
anxiety,leyjanz,2020/01/17,"Just when I feel I have my anxiety under control, it comes back stronger than before. Hey all! I was diagnosed with anxiety/panic disorder about 4 years ago. I've experienced it since I was a child but was labeled the worrier/emotional kid. 

Since being diagnosed, I've felt empowered to take steps to cope with my anxiety, and the in last 6 months I've had less frequent attacks/episodes.

I have noticed that when I do experience anxiety now, it comes out of nowhere, more intensely than ever. I wake up shaking, I sleep maybe 4 hours a night, and I completely disconnect from everyone around me because I'm afraid of being negative/that they will be mad at me. 

My husband is so supportive but I hate having to tell him that I am yet again dealing with my mental health. I wish I could just solve it and be done.

What long term steps have you taken to cope? It feels like I am safe until I fall into this trap, slowly make my way out and I'm fine until the next round. Does anyone experience this like...relapse? 

Sorry for the negative rant!! Thank you in advance!",3.8117846944603073,5.705075752427187,4.888309537407199,81.59869503141064,73.02912621359224,8.73055396916048,28.62250142775557,9.325443323948027,2.630585151342091,839,34,160,20,17,275,132,206,0.157,0.732,0.111,-0.8677,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,2,12,9,2,2,6,0,19,5,2,2,2,27,33,11,0,2,4,1,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,10,13,0,2,3,0,0,7,1,4,0,0,7,5,26,5,25,20,4,36,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,0,20,106,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921498564696592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086475305909151,0.0,0.0,0.0940367328850865,0.0,0.0,0.11972231912225545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341252658254436,0.0,0.08198228456277032,0.0,0.11443889118393755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316980125159203,0.14100750388806027,0.0,0.15083908016736033,0.1073772636218686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865062739956954,0.0,0.27300380604506835,0.0,0.0,0.1541342377677983,0.0,0.11769084983057948,0.13762732637732122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512802489366661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165157331114755,0.0,0.1285084956464592,0.0,0.2631090108733646,0.0,0.0,0.13600176354440854,0.09607784159245876,0.1291290161605833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277848682135251,0.0,0.14295384133095534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244302085361004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962519923348256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140752294123492,0.0,0.0,0.1190171369473981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977139891161723,0.0,0.13511069236122433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553169022280934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734657765140526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302889968421434,0.12620733570215772,0.0,0.0,0.1531148220308968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249877149390693,0.0,0.13458454782944745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054765897699618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261473344250048,0.0,0.0,0.1011178046449036,0.0,0.11754793514405007,0.12381794979454773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674985620247468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465389885771216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660549082471433
anxiety,Jemalias,2020/01/17,"I’m an Engineer! It took me 6 years extra, but I’m finally a software engineer! I had multiple panic attacks this week, but I think I’m finally getting settled in. I’m the most inexperienced member of the team, so it’ll be a long road, but my boss is relatively understanding - Cheers lads!",3.1926315789473665,5.2263798421052625,6.245473684210527,70.5903157894737,75.14035087719299,10.174035087719297,32.452631578947376,10.355215969177356,4.0679221052631584,229,12,42,8,5,84,42,57,0.16,0.768,0.07200000000000001,-0.7207,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,12,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241972062852864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243465952541332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888629944067294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25219157636333417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343536707888927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259878546075128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31661478413263444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966662831088811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858764274678334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835128605257754
anxiety,DrunkenGamer67,2020/01/17,Why does my brain do this😩 I had a small negative experience today and my brain keeps chasing it around my skull like a rabid Chihuahua.  I'm up way past my bedtime just trying to come down from my inner screaming place.  I've taken my meds.  I've tried to distract myself.  I hate this.,2.6415517241379334,4.458335224137934,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,76.06896551724137,6.019310344827588,23.66896551724138,6.742157984588678,0.7600372413793104,225,7,45,2,5,74,44,58,0.204,0.754,0.042,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,9,1,6,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117831651942715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311544890094391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049314564719364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818959133318748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23271374762208755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348789132627533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114581756591725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622687124200648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26425542475319896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710432138246775,0.0,0.0,0.2485568929860396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255032224597159,0.0,0.0,0.3230396026255562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888354869529988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146694980305328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rightergurl,2020/01/17,"Tips for anxiety symptoms I've noticed that when I feel that I have to prove myself, I get a lot of anxiety. Heart palpitations, slow thinking, shaking, general apprehensiveness, deeply questioning my ability. This made work presentations, conversations, etc. hell! But it also has seeped into things I do for fun. I get a lot of the above-mentioned symptoms when for example I am reading alone (I get these thoughts in my mind like who do I think I am reading a book/I'm too dumb for that/Dumb is a permanent unchangeable state so I should give up trying to change). It's very frustrating to feel like my heart's gonna drop out of my chest when I'm trying to read for fun. Deep breathing has not been particularly helpful.

Any tips for this?",3.4192857142857136,6.019840071428572,4.324285714285715,81.87071428571429,76.85714285714286,8.0,27.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.4554285714285715,590,25,111,14,14,190,90,140,0.185,0.7170000000000001,0.099,-0.8542,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,2,5,0,10,6,4,1,1,17,22,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,2,15,4,17,17,3,13,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,3,7,67,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394693849271374,0.0,0.11886791484610927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108077375180324,0.0,0.2274194587562257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572421525499177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577367295239834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503144091058151,0.10618894645742474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297589398070676,0.1425897046372282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35227989260208825,0.0996307286342758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523667670324594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527380170092949,0.0,0.14064742521926435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008473525722732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922842321379972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665116030848063,0.0,0.4460427756994813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089892035867898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875027693147916,0.19048591863870032,0.0,0.11800411322569555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018345578243365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264414519602987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821220059271214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrankOceanographer,2020/01/17,"Don’t want to talk to gf about anxiety because I don’t want to come off like I’m using it for attention I recently started Paxil these last couple days and since I’ve been on it I’ve just been looking up side effects and it’s been driving me mad thinking I will get them and I’ve been having pretty worse than usual anxiety. Anyways my gf and I got in a small argument and aren’t speaking atm I just want to tell her I need her right now because of my anxiety but I feel like she’ll just see it as faking or something so we won’t be fighting.

Anyone else not like telling people because you think they might think you are just doing it for attention?",2.1900851581508505,3.9682106788321203,3.7632299270072975,88.41642639902678,77.24817518248176,6.610462287104625,26.015206812652067,7.492282038375204,1.3381732360097325,521,20,108,7,12,173,88,137,0.125,0.772,0.102,-0.4767,1,0,1,0,2,0,3.0,1,2,2,1,8,6,2,0,1,0,15,0,0,2,0,27,31,9,0,4,7,0,1,3,2,4,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,7,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,5,4,18,3,14,21,0,15,0,0,2,0,15,7,0,2,9,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36627313485887775,0.0,0.0,0.11159372919577594,0.16352568783787802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918660160236091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747843247328345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659072206761084,0.0,0.10292667369570073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332257071557152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806968910206026,0.11401592024135368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833826929337774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764406700035433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300926182882559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339126702856377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402103944678392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930688656283566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833893690264065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064426238018543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236722831212036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758249547698544,0.0,0.0,0.1362947167983478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271779133959321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202004626652467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286534317751345,0.0,0.0,0.11296337151792014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282777886514379,0.2789891149880242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067893791843786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784031371146702,0.17577322645131296,0.0,0.2824028205489866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264268040449212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChubbyBuddie,2020/01/17,"I need help getting over a car crash I seen. I get nervous about driving I witnessed a bad car crash last week. It was bad, 5+ cars were totaled. Cars on top of each other. 
It was traffic hour and everyone is slowing down but this one big truck I was behind didnt slow down and he rammed into the cars in front if him.  I wasn't apart of the crash I'm fine but now I'm scared of driving in that freeway. I have to drive down that freeway for work. Everytime I think of driving to work that's all I think of. I get sweaty hands and really nervous. Is there any tips of trying to get over this ? 
I drive almost daily and its fine but it's just that freeway im scared of.",-0.21908088235294448,1.8982162013888908,1.5621405228758185,98.94985294117649,88.375,4.2215686274509805,18.887254901960784,5.5289334501034215,-0.4749676470588238,519,15,122,3,17,169,82,144,0.166,0.752,0.081,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,4,4,0,9,1,1,0,2,17,19,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,11,2,6,0,1,7,2,12,2,22,12,3,29,0,0,1,0,3,12,0,2,6,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843476132748526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415509058624073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475974529339532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988987294915866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43500456929027537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952030011703226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498838185984605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484052717440456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967215076416245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434251541409835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410495887972188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334788561722635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167941302458469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26675156250334725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132195191008612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669674601553358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030751437830119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ruthisonfire,2020/01/17,DAE feel like their brain is fuzzy or something? I'm getting really anxious that i think i may get a Nom epileptic seizure. My brain feels buzzy and light it comes and goes particularly at the front forehead region. But now a days it's more prevalent. I'm worried so i thought i'd come here. I'm really not sure how to describe it but it's bugging me.,1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,83.44444444444446,5.266666666666668,25.66666666666667,6.6274283507984215,0.9181333333333336,280,12,59,3,8,90,55,72,0.078,0.894,0.027000000000000003,-0.3068,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,3,3,1,1,15,13,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,2,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268498193981588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306341622517102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40946140519985824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327677107527013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403450621171212,0.16979070126600432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483443693951609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611301368770599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045135513663069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296912163878534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400011449532214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228862695201248,0.0,0.1886825494110824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413642927569047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NerbleBurfs,2020/01/17,"I feel like eventually, everyone I love will eventually grow tired and give up on me. I feel this could be triggering to some, so please do be aware before reading any further.

I feel like eventually, those that I love and who love me, will grow tired of the way that I am. They'll get fed up with the excuses and reasons I give for not wanting to go out to an event or activity somewhere near here. They'll think I don't care, when in fact I do care very much. They'll believe that I don't care so much that they'll begin to hate me for being the way that I am...and I'll begin to hate myself too. Question everyday what the hell is wrong with me. I could go on and on, but it's no use. Just like I feel about myself sometimes.

Eventually I'll grow tired of myself too.",4.114444444444445,4.150046617283952,5.295901234567904,85.94755555555555,70.48148148148148,8.702222222222222,26.69382716049382,8.548686976883017,1.4841338271604931,600,17,138,9,10,200,82,162,0.157,0.742,0.10099999999999999,-0.7904,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,0,8,13,3,0,5,0,17,7,0,3,1,25,40,9,0,3,4,0,4,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,10,7,1,0,7,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,1,4,24,9,20,28,3,21,1,0,0,3,12,9,1,3,8,90,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403950212525002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051585595090014,0.1392337732240817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779980264162777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733917813560348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808720048789842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24994561546435526,0.17657296952235896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456611351696133,0.237100832158704,0.14046816858674255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402184018850664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112670017401228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346107662877971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169290739255367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356551249003442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843930652613087,0.0,0.12361471393953813,0.0,0.0,0.12706212911471398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222503707539095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918588852304705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261154747443027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067345396169488,0.0,0.10196749112901757,0.07289143557067694,0.19618612151706846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511671982668869,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gleamingtreats,2020/01/17,"Ever over think something and stress yourself out for days on end just to find out it was all for nothing? Case in point, I recently got a job offer for a well paying position but I had to wait for the background check to come through and the whole week I was stressing thinking they were going to reject me due to my credit history or employment history or something. I didn’t lie or have any reason to believe this would happen, but I couldn’t stop feeling like I was going to fail, but I got word today I start on Feb 3rd and I was stressing for nothing :)",5.1576785714285736,5.554402982142856,5.7160714285714285,82.57892857142858,68.28571428571428,8.185714285714287,31.17857142857143,7.957251820313856,2.1218071428571426,442,17,86,5,7,143,74,112,0.187,0.731,0.08199999999999999,-0.9296,2,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,3,4,0,10,0,0,1,2,25,21,9,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,5,0,3,3,2,5,1,0,9,1,12,3,19,10,2,19,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,3,10,61,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795261842635652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885220655543513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674548940232112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237793749799112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406017006665739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435947054388495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802666691591972,0.11340806359637386,0.0,0.0,0.14509082667450318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043784435911928,0.0,0.25392710837982746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403784267265619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753075656772667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755520144788125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046418399158765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006613499380622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321716804459654,0.15674237098555108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24442061465398585,0.0,0.0,0.1123611263589008,0.0,0.0,0.13271863483352125,0.545528488311369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343585557516344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047249967345616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733634169241845,0.0,0.1427315795281782,0.0,0.0,0.17723406712888182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276849385547293,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,franklin2014ish,2020/01/17,This may come across as daft but can anxiety cause testicle pain? I have been checked for testicular cancer too and I'm clear.,2.587500000000002,5.490152750000004,3.2633333333333354,85.915,84.0,8.200000000000001,24.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.318016666666668,102,4,20,3,3,32,23,24,0.371,0.529,0.1,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408046918411332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479452113688706,0.0,0.4594739175207952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675715609780259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nativeindigo,2020/01/17,"Anxiety holds me back from being my true self Fight or flight. I freeze. I am working on myself, using the coping skills I’ve learned from CBT & DBT. Without those skills I couldn’t imagine where I would be. I am grateful I don’t have to see what that looks like. It doesn’t make it any less difficult. Anxiety is there to protect me. This anxiety in me is so strong it’s doing more damage than good at this point. I will not succumb to the temptations of anxiety ruining my life.",1.9201030927835063,4.244045804123712,3.1558865979381467,89.7132113402062,80.64948453608247,6.766597938144328,24.13298969072165,7.908726449838941,1.3857059793814432,381,14,78,7,10,123,72,97,0.16,0.657,0.183,0.6603,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,4,8,1,0,2,0,13,1,0,2,1,11,17,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,13,4,11,12,2,6,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,1,2,55,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24530277927349506,0.0,0.15395880574066814,0.0,0.6927772111889486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408654209227986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989239711977807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599120205597095,0.11060691595950692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011779689566946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112281782261416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140198474345063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041036548014236,0.0,0.2361831066052581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553569256294046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824016312813516,0.0,0.16482087098711368,0.0,0.0,0.16082706369004246,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HobbitSnot,2020/01/17,"Panic Attacks making it impossible to leave the house I seem to have panic attacks on all the wrong mornings and cannot leave the house. Has anyone has any success overcoming this? It seems to be a combination between just not wanting to leave and a huge amount of anxiety. Its not every time, but enough that its becoming a real problem. I can really sense them now, i just now about a hour ahead of time i won't be leaving. 

I've tried some grounding exercises but they didn't help tonight. I'm ready to pay a professional because this is ruining my life. 

Anyone have any great success stories?",5.402631578947368,6.72543009649123,6.011359649122809,77.34493421052632,68.21052631578948,8.857894736842105,32.671052631578945,9.188382445141503,2.9576,477,21,86,9,8,155,75,114,0.205,0.652,0.14300000000000002,0.2199,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,5,10,2,2,8,0,11,2,0,1,1,16,16,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,7,3,11,12,4,10,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,7,57,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840836540069166,0.0,0.10354146344119784,0.0,0.0,0.18927805943905648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307957604846718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250737373758033,0.1494821185381921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398514939907981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403720364635525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922253257180404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072144928076316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329130651557056,0.3123486915977405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732593560632563,0.0,0.0,0.09560086194045044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034637666476764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176053143938785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951052473077265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405656886093885,0.08670790868119255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464329328882665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784595035983592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189295236402796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798322304769367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479826681151441,0.0,0.0
anxiety,masterwayne___,2020/01/17,"Surviving from anxiety 
[How to face anxiety](https://toxicparenting.blogspot.com/2019/10/how-to-face-anxiety.html?m=1)",29.457272727272724,38.16982563636364,18.736363636363638,-19.6754545454545,19.909090909090907,18.94545454545455,47.36363636363637,14.554592549557764,10.636018181818184,106,4,7,4,1,28,8,11,0.191,0.562,0.247,0.128,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NowhereHerenow,2020/01/17,Nurturing the Vagus The balance between the parasympathetic (Vagus -“rest and digest”) and sympathetic (fight or flight response) is a vital key in managing anxiety. A host of techniques can help reset this balance ...abdominal breathing is perhaps the most basic as a self-help routine.,7.972391304347828,11.153466891304353,8.134130434782609,57.22771739130437,64.8695652173913,9.817391304347826,41.934782608695656,10.125756701596842,5.670843478260869,231,14,26,6,4,75,36,46,0.034,0.741,0.22399999999999998,0.8591,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,7,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,20,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106353570032851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7195848595363572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599787795129614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notabot1234567890,2020/01/17,21 and I’m having anxiety that I might have penile cancer Please help I just want someone to talk to I have some weird formation and I’m just nervous what it could be,0.97757142857143,3.329222114285717,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,85.0,5.785714285714287,20.17857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.56,134,4,28,2,4,44,26,35,0.253,0.5870000000000001,0.161,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200254732177352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340068155182461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804014331279295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437878020633619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592066988903631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35445426813002484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362421873964476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674508633846104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WonderBroGames,2020/01/17,"Free Anxiety/Panic Help Hey guys, I run a YouTube channel catered around helping people who struggle with anxiety/panic. Having been there myself & seeing how disgusting it is that people try to capitalize off others suffering, I decided to make my goal to help as many people as possible with my videos for free, no bullsh*t! Check it out - YouTube (WonderBro)",8.27547619047619,9.573281269841267,7.971547619047621,65.96303571428572,61.6984126984127,11.37936507936508,39.55952380952381,11.20814326018867,5.123638095238097,292,15,42,8,4,93,49,63,0.14800000000000002,0.6579999999999999,0.195,0.5411,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,4,11,4,0,4,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26878979520773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083986778648051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456338338272154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988395108989645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655923808693046,0.251509708531354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159531298381937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796679506524193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197684124633148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593424668432424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842703967566047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoingGone_,2020/01/17,"Have you ever lost a lot of weight because of your anxiety? Inability to eat It happened to me recently, I lost 20 pounds this month. There's a lot of stuff going on in my life right now... It feels like there is a knot in my stomach. When I basically force myself to eat at least something, I instantly feel nauseous

I was very slim, but now I look like a twig. I just wish it would stop...",1.2325000000000017,3.2899092500000013,3.0599999999999987,90.935,81.5,6.5,22.5,7.645422480735847,0.8890000000000002,300,10,67,5,8,100,58,80,0.084,0.805,0.111,0.6187,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,7,4,0,0,4,0,4,5,1,0,1,10,12,2,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,4,12,2,10,8,3,13,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,2,9,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462740433111855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655897800243968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913082331794908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729591110220834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933616103748408,0.13659945053279032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866824462544182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908511925354006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505627750766447,0.18682971153524186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056705335106408,0.0,0.4174535129870287,0.3251174006708754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262086742078124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879540901108952,0.0,0.0,0.1632910858919147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472017094809513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985893788156275,0.0,0.0,0.21888808229553533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776710668806204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328405432796281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988043503649415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582909194968815,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RevolutionaryObject,2020/01/17,"My SO invited me to a night out with her friends and I’m freaking out I’m about to go back to school for the semester and I have 3 nights left to hang out with my family. My girlfriend just invited me to hang out Saturday night with her friends from work. I’ve met them but they stress me out a lot and I only get along with one of them. I’m freaking bout about the idea of losing one of my last 3 nights with my family to hang out with a group of people I don’t want to hang out with. I’m stressed because I want to be able to support my girlfriend and her social integration with work friends, but I also don’t want to either monopolize her attention or have forced conversation for the whole night with people I don’t like. She found out a week ago but forgot to tell me until now and now I’m panicking because a week ago I might have been able to mentally prepare, but now I’m all nervous about giving up one of my last 3 family nights.

I feel terrible and I’m so bad at being flexible if I’m transitioning or about to (going back to school). Ive pretty much told her I’m not mentally and emotionally up for it, but NOW I’m anxious about not supporting her or not being social enough. How do you better deal with transitions or deal with panicked feelings like this? How do you make yourself calm down over an issue you can still control? My chest feels so tight because I suddenly have to make a decision when I wasn’t expecting to have to, and neither option is a win",4.247426229508196,4.795262291803283,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,70.34426229508196,9.116393442622948,28.364754098360656,9.255337874911486,2.1760786885245897,1169,40,248,23,20,390,136,305,0.159,0.723,0.11800000000000001,-0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,3,6,20,18,0,3,11,0,19,1,1,5,1,65,47,26,0,5,15,0,4,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,28,0,3,7,0,1,6,8,8,0,3,6,4,36,10,57,37,7,43,0,1,0,0,28,14,0,8,25,170,38,4,0.1754034330149068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548456013016748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013503100525302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990779763523034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487441298069208,0.07322726998057777,0.16038645709512336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756504124644686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836493249142957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083323749947106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986526267425609,0.0,0.09061931729877833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480321192110223,0.0,0.1330338690237111,0.06265412379655626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616040540060723,0.20327438586043312,0.0,0.045820527120284366,0.08413147794094751,0.0996858131560716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900456284729199,0.0,0.09153780641249493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297720869149655,0.0,0.0,0.09528817159710734,0.0,0.0,0.08569325740145657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981157875415626,0.0,0.07456086313157555,0.0,0.0,0.11708315356742938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676540515129405,0.09303766182707143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447085272181359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938127191902187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782868585311406,0.0667011073946209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160265510065905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922417502430117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751763855344993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788017108835176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700387040917779,0.0,0.2009240398922367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904573716059387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665516583714506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380274849736467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518623400765522,0.0,0.1406980537925783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979158344717137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769578827965686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smortiz2011,2020/01/17,"Sharing my writing hoping someone can connect and feel comfort! Happy healing ❤️ 
Panic

“I am not afraid of storms for I am learning how to sail my ship.”
—Amy March, “Little Women”

 
When I was five, I sat at an art table and became overjoyed at the selection of stamps my teacher had available to make my blank paper full of color. In my excitement, I exclaimed allowed just how happy I was, but just a little too overzealously. My teacher scolded me for interrupting the quiet atmosphere and moved my behavior clip down to the straight face that indicated a moderate level of troublesome behavior from students. I sat embarrassed among my classmates and didn’t say a word for the rest of the school day.
 
When I was eight, my class took a field trip to Sea World to visit the new ‘Haunted Lighthouse’ attraction that was built based off of R.L. Stine’s work. As a kid, I loved reading everything, but Goosebumps always had that something special that roped me in. I was excited to get a chance to be a part of the grand opening of the attraction, but when we got there, my heart raced, and my mind felt……full. The pressure inside my head was unlike anything I’d ever felt. For the entirety of the field trip, I stayed reserved, fearing that too much excitement would result in something terrible happening. Nothing did. I let out a sigh of relief, but still felt on edge.
 
When I was eleven, I sat in my sixth-grade math class, as my teacher asked everyone to introduce themselves. With each person that went, I felt intense agony at the thought of speaking. What would I say? What if everyone thought I was weird? My hands began to shake and my mind raced trying to come up with the perfect thing to say. Nothing seemed quite good enough. 
 
When I was fifteen, the bell rang for my lunch period and I followed the same routine as usual. I headed to the cafeteria and waited in the lunch line. I pulled out my student ID and money, ready to give to the cashier. I dropped a quarter on the ground. You’re so clumsy. Everyone just saw that. Pick it up before things get worse. I quickly picked up my change, paid for my food, and sat alone. 
 
When I was eighteen, I had my wisdom teeth taken out. I was given instructions on what to do after the procedure. Later that night, I was in pain as a dry socket developed. A switch felt like it went off in my mind. My heart pounded, my headed flooded with thoughts and feelings of disaster. My body began to tremble. I felt physically ill. I sobbed as I broke down physically and emotionally. I called my boyfriend. He tried reassuring me, but I didn’t feel okay. 
 
When I was nineteen, I laid in my boyfriend’s bed watching TV as he took a shower. Flipping through the channels, a tightness filled my chest. Am I dying? What’s wrong with me? Tears streamed down as I began to shiver. My boyfriend came into the room, trying desperately to see what was wrong. I couldn’t speak. I pulled away from his attempts at trying to hold me. My stomach felt queasy. I raced to the bathroom and spent the next hour crying and trying to ease my nausea. 
 
This continued for days. Days turned into months. Every night was filled with the same hellish existence. Crying, vomiting, shaking, racing thoughts, chest pressure. For three months, I felt like my world was ending. I was terrified to do anything, to go anywhere, but equally fearful of staying in the same place. I felt trapped by my own mind and body. I didn’t know what to do. I could feel myself feeling everything all at once, only to feel nothing at the thought of this being my existence forever. I didn’t want to be here anymore- but what did here mean? My situation? My town? Or my life? I knew I needed to seek help.
 
I sought therapy for the first time in my life. I was told that I was having intense anxiety and panic attacks. As I sat through an hour-long assessment, the therapist asked me when this started, what my life was like, and how my relationships were. My boyfriend had joined the National Guard and was going to leave for basic training in the spring. “Ah, that’s it. You’re worried about your boyfriend. Things will be okay. Your anxiety stems from that.” A simplification of my problem. I left the therapist’s office unsure of what I could do to move forward. I felt more terrified than ever. 
 
I requested a new therapist. I began seeing a clinical psychologist who saw the world through a beautiful and optimistic lens. She spoke to me about existential topics and taught me the serenity prayer. After a month or so, I felt better. My symptoms lessened. I began to enjoy life again. I guess I don’t need therapy anymore.
 
When I was twenty-two, I graduated with my undergraduate degree. I had everything in life to look forward to... right? Every night I would stay awake for hours on end, desperately trying to fall asleep. My head filled with thoughts of needing to do more. I began to feel stuck. Months passed and I was working the same job, had few close friends, and no hobbies. As I thought more and more about my future, I began to feel the same tightness in my chest that scared me before. After returning home from work one day, I decided to take a bath to decompress. I dropped a bath bomb into the water. The smell of lavender filled the room. This is supposed to be relaxing. I lowered myself, expecting to feel relief at the warmth of the water. I was met with the malicious force of a panic attack instead. 
 
When I was twenty three, I was accepted into my Master’s program. Finally, a purpose in life again! A new direction. As the start of my first semester approached, my anxiety increased exponentially. What if I failed? What if no one liked me? What if I mess everything up? Things are too good to stay good. During a time to be filled with excitement and new beginnings, I felt nothing but worry, self-doubt, and unhappiness.
 
Nearly twenty-four and I left my job- a job that I loved and had worked at for almost three years. I felt like I wasn’t doing well in school, despite my 4.0 GPA. I felt like no cared about me, despite the people I had checking in on how I was doing. I thought that I could never reach a level of success that was good enough, despite the amount of work I put into school and the clients I had started to see. I wanted to be happy. I wanted to stop worrying. Every day felt like the same nightmare. I could never seem to wake up from the hell of my thoughts. I could feel depression taking over. I began to have thoughts of not wanting to be here anymore. This time, I knew what here meant. 
 
It was time to reach out for help again. I committed to seeing a therapist and improving my mental health. I met with a wonderful, young woman who listened to me talk about my life each week for nearly two years. We spoke about friends, family, and spirituality. She never related my anxiety to one specific thing. She never tried a quick fix to solve my problems. Instead, she guided me toward understanding a part of me I was always embarrassed to admit was there. 
 
I am someone who lives with mental illness. 
 
Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Panic Disorder. Social Anxiety Disorder.  
 
Three diagnostic phrases designed to tell you all about my experience. The reality is, they don’t. 
 
Mental health disorders occur differently for everyone. I remember sitting in a therapy session and was asked if I knew when each of these disorders started. I began speaking about my young adulthood, thinking that was when it all began. My therapist encouraged me to think of other past experiences and I began to see how anxiety had been present my entire life, I just never had a name for it. I thought because I wasn’t hyperventilating, that I wasn’t experiencing a panic attack. I thought because I could speak in front of people sometimes, I couldn’t possibly have social anxiety. I thought because I could feel other emotions, generalized anxiety disorder couldn’t be an issue for me. 
 
As I went through therapy and uncovered how anxiety had presented itself in my life, I began to reach a place of acceptance. Yes, this was something I lived with every day, but it didn’t have to be the only thing. I found myself becoming happier, more fulfilled, and ready to tackle life. 
 
These moments proved dangerous. I developed the mentality that if I felt better now, I must be better. Self-care became limited. I stopped doing what I knew worked for me. A few months later, the disorders came back with a vengeance. I needed to get myself out of the dark place I was in again. I became discouraged that I would ever get better. Still, I continued on with therapy.
 
This is when I learned another powerful and important lesson about mental health: there is nothing worse than thinking you are well enough. Although mental health disorders do not have to define you, they are still a part of your experience. Living with mental health illness is much like living with physical disorders that you would be advised to tend to every day. Sometimes we get wrapped up in the moments of joy we find after living with mental illness for so long, that we begin to take them for granted and become idle in our treatment. I began to identify all of the ways in which I could take care of myself, things that I knew stopped the anxiety trap I could so easily become caught in at any moment. If I wanted to win the war, I had to fight the battle every day. 
 
As I reflect on my mental health journey, I no longer feel ashamed. Many times, I lied about the severity of my disorders, feeling that anxiety was on the low end of the spectrum of mental illness because others had it “worse.” I came to realize that was yet another part of my anxiety speaking, minimizing my own experience for fear of what others would think about me. My anxiety wanted me alone and for a while, I truly believed I was. But anxiety’s words only became true when I let them.  
 
Once plagued by my mental illness, I now find empowerment in it. There are still days where I get nervous about making a phone call for reservations or can’t stop the persistent worry. Instead of letting these occurrences control my life, I use them as a motivator to continue my self-care and share my experience with others. No one’s experience is easy. When you throw mental health disorders into the mix, life becomes even more complicated, painful, and disheartening; however, if there is one thing I have learned from living with mental illness, it is that my pain can be channeled into goodness. 
 
For so long, I felt so alone. Anxiety distorted my thinking and tried telling me that no one could understand what was going on inside my head. For so long, I believed it. I allowed the stigma of living with a mental health disorder fuel the fire that was already taking place, viciously trying to burn away the other parts of my identity.
 
The worst thing I ever did and can continue to do is stay silent. Anxiety will only remain a powerful force in my life if I let it- if I stop seeking support from others and ignore the self-care techniques that I know uplift me. I’m tired of being quiet. It's time to let go of the embarrassment, the shame, and the self-criticism. 
 
I am someone who lives with anxiety. 
 
I am someone who lives with mental health disorders. 
 
But more importantly, I am someone who lives.",4.300605388902248,6.549846830637487,5.036835666711976,79.52182244016689,72.60608943862988,8.064118944804006,29.43717652471221,8.826130299267263,2.613917798851957,8906,376,1561,181,182,2872,695,2102,0.179,0.693,0.127,-0.9989,13,4,3,0,1,0,287.0,6,8,5,26,81,108,10,21,116,4,150,64,19,16,18,295,313,110,2,44,31,0,33,8,2,9,37,14,7,4,91,91,6,14,77,8,4,39,28,50,4,17,144,59,279,57,284,128,40,276,2,7,10,2,80,101,2,19,139,1127,370,33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01976054465071261,0.06131477910188679,0.021776732942274828,0.0,0.032840195730090026,0.0,0.0,0.013419656960425028,0.04138520830829195,0.2717333780126183,0.0,0.05871186454473585,0.0,0.0,0.03247846288993782,0.0,0.05534530197225068,0.06735012031934898,0.037081099058468174,0.015174069875808903,0.0,0.04811815185816802,0.0871777024775815,0.03358401131315701,0.04446645748062798,0.0,0.06981175034064167,0.0,0.04383959404723003,0.0,0.0,0.04030082110932059,0.06771061129435832,0.04023983736175292,0.0,0.020875737972881052,0.01699891661188788,0.0,0.0,0.022133128529988114,0.15755829154515752,0.0,0.043353293260575784,0.11453998424581985,0.0,0.016996688286355734,0.0,0.020480563126309314,0.020617615128101285,0.2940162959812331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04439572543201386,0.0524348538785545,0.061170854681826474,0.0,0.013033985153185323,0.07140138762404175,0.09975943786531216,0.0754259452704875,0.07094184821556386,0.11582062583377516,0.018603265191556643,0.06661801540072916,0.12971399263180622,0.0,0.3221081356625525,0.0216174072941367,0.03607266132974025,0.03357111104081597,0.02386218264010849,0.021637087103301197,0.03049256135730666,0.0,0.06186055886248418,0.0189304538469245,0.044860680718546736,0.08275885281393466,0.015782918177823402,0.0,0.02173899944905341,0.0,0.01745052930420339,0.0630209735799577,0.0,0.0,0.10126283178257577,0.1887849068338719,0.0,0.04676928299325627,0.026454292965190626,0.0,0.019794604878426526,0.019600110600346717,0.05830143753595681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020596954456888843,0.05874823819944456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021690354747418185,0.0,0.0,0.020895239040164857,0.04288165092839558,0.10089570940699104,0.1812013144858231,0.07712748160062216,0.03955689268500324,0.17425302083086056,0.0698551485836486,0.016571417296579568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035621039989463386,0.0,0.026344922127914217,0.02000697028114645,0.0,0.021495887370237228,0.0,0.0,0.2983053512650376,0.0,0.07970202788885035,0.0,0.07875663249128657,0.041947801068520335,0.029013219113512068,0.05852943430202045,0.07609959433994662,0.07623608678736295,0.0209871143254194,0.05555648800212579,0.0,0.09467554022908377,0.0,0.0,0.04203169420154208,0.0802327792055641,0.06003375982335225,0.06299444605084359,0.11576677980907657,0.0,0.10684888199454977,0.018838139775328347,0.027361856779246047,0.017230788189176966,0.08247046051240514,0.0,0.0,0.02224688824127263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377651524580517,0.0,0.019837913982785046,0.0,0.020989319531180328,0.01973913474472212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021186710126220528,0.0223545422947969,0.016852552679099183,0.0,0.047079316327962265,0.019756970882456964,0.059914960712027315,0.07862639636626179,0.035929810726027016,0.10293325721910422,0.02229357078334517,0.0,0.0,0.022181611831210032,0.0,0.04023223671415093,0.08360190020494518,0.04557611733545371,0.03903445470399013,0.0,0.05587072526460478,0.1051679963587239,0.06303773511448056,0.08249167911275658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022393676142183613,0.0,0.02051096842012291,0.07418678781363207,0.015861276515986816,0.0344964123898303,0.0,0.11283656913809842,0.1145622819809908,0.11799230583446188,0.06322309349846039,0.0,0.20366357110455535,0.06904160560638438,0.022681093818931217,0.0,0.018856486317621875,0.043849943579203125,0.12058155994487588,0.021464701713903002,0.03855409958738112,0.041087152047602334,0.0,0.017043662459513723,0.021733986671902232,0.0,0.06983701968535408,0.01566376754131374,0.015829259623502737,0.0,0.0354861023773024,0.05488027561687067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021400458347580392,0.08619862454471919,0.0801625048623916,0.060331267501188016,0.08410992853405971,0.04315161284486552,0.0,0.025415833319843997
anxiety,3IGJ,2020/01/17,Drunk wanna talk I hate life still maybe more after my first job at 23,-0.09600000000000007,2.205669066666669,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,91.66666666666666,3.0,7.5,3.1291,-2.455,56,0,13,0,2,17,15,15,0.337,0.6629999999999999,0.0,-0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635237663870055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219429512097473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241023538144213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018666130763731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429354224766775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34130110953821713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435067115763317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,israelipita,2020/01/17,"Am I having panic attacks? Lately my anxiety has been getting worse. I used to never get physical symptoms but now I randomly get butterflies in my stomach and my heart races. The worst part is I can’t tell when it’s going to happen. The only things I’ve tried are deep breathing and going for a walk if I can get out of the situation, but it’s not always possible if I’m driving or sitting in lecture. 
Has anyone had their anxiety randomly get worse? And what do you do to reduce physical symptoms?",3.692651515151514,5.446493555555558,5.684734848484848,76.3471022727273,73.04040404040404,8.586363636363638,30.556818181818183,9.188382445141503,2.999251515151516,398,18,70,9,8,138,69,99,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,1,4,0,12,5,3,1,1,14,22,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,8,20,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,4,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368503266548424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642021017099084,0.0,0.0,0.12074308071705855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645039710168669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510953839371237,0.0,0.1962780133047209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270188361313888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462868156629227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947925130087719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331827957230675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313322370570804,0.0,0.2026048038831161,0.0,0.1869974859570092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467270475028148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410149968261275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35896487239821895,0.0,0.0,0.1509314433389095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472206842994274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723955959291885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914157134519632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519548711140605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SirSaltyThe1st,2020/01/17,"Living with a mental illness Hey guys I wrote [this article](https://medium.com/@sirsalty/living-with-a-mental-illness-c6466888afd2) about mental health I hope someone who needs to hear it does. There is light at the end of the tunnel.

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> Although it’s still a rather taboo subject.. many of us suffer from mental illness. The problem lies in the stigma surrounding it, and many don’t like being put in a categorical box.

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Thanks for reading if you do! I look forward to any responses.",5.654022988505743,8.915670034482758,4.72712643678161,78.38885057471266,72.79310344827587,5.705747126436782,28.05747126436781,6.937597516519254,1.6858643678160918,411,16,62,4,9,122,64,87,0.16699999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.094,-0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,3,11,8,0,8,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,2,4,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300223436444451,0.3366907956073863,0.09421426423956818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124026474844032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270833234276694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717974977740344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472651577817757,0.15614848312133509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760485865410235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768530813681195,0.0,0.1223363622297966,0.0,0.11634156466207088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28092252883361624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5584766539818978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272817713196508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256732505246432,0.0,0.1392743849896994,0.0,0.0,0.13858089384728878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738737495402042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064093982905124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755215070084047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666506542490759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366907956073863,0.0
anxiety,12paul123,2020/01/17,"My thoughts I miss my past, it was a dream I lived in that was destroyed by my choices. It hurts so much knowing how different I was. It hurts more than anything I have experienced in my life because it is not just how I was but what I was.

I feel tears even though it was long ago, one and a half years have past. I used to cry every night, I used to regret every night. I was confused, what happened with me. I could not realize who to fault, I didn't understand who I was.

Why can't I bealive in myself. I remember being afraid of other peoples success, knowing not to compare myself but I could not resist. I was a failure and why not accept it. I underestimated my own worth, my skills. I thought my underestimation was healthy because It would motivate me.",2.4047556390977443,4.451890565789476,3.9377067669172967,86.16894736842106,77.55263157894737,6.448120300751881,27.304511278195488,7.447530270364453,1.4673537593984969,594,25,122,8,14,197,84,152,0.16899999999999998,0.695,0.135,-0.5191,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,6,10,1,2,3,0,19,1,0,5,0,30,29,8,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,10,1,1,0,7,8,0,2,13,2,30,2,11,12,3,10,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,96,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739353480160782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754751069406828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896677806171372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24750146512655455,0.0,0.17025450540916764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193657285747967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237260096611764,0.0,0.2611796009985476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837002592926244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706138622309014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318502695895211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703621728330969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947740815425594,0.0,0.0,0.13686324450276618,0.13716551705667412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393900898852273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909042328178802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050284850652723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959201416141459,0.10745387588036596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755788894362955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228160011673153,0.24609710987180705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135504881925772,0.0,0.2677314782029795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27971739098020065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010385605922003,0.0,0.0,0.09981156691888214
anxiety,maceybaby,2020/01/18,"How to take the first step in getting help for anxiety Hi reddit, I wanted to ask people who are recovering from anxiety a question. What made you take that first step in getting help from your anxiety. I feel like that’s the biggest problem that so many people have. Can someone provide a guide or simple things to expect when they go to a doctor or therapist.",5.197391304347825,6.682392217391308,5.8673623188405815,77.57582608695652,68.85507246376812,8.418550724637681,31.19130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.720620869565218,289,12,50,5,5,94,49,69,0.109,0.7809999999999999,0.11,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,9,12,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,5,1,9,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,4,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550823415030069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537781259653166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296197238008476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026323697428198,0.14166103657055498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373369866679213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720051529714265,0.0,0.11269486162572395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658241326138395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687627034746718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763026390443574,0.0,0.2010386566828548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749437248093458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897402608416048,0.0,0.0,0.22213429062954226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680135820382012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29818432188552124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230234232893168,0.1317375024278206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695874343609967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,x0q7,2020/01/18,Out of xanex and can’t get out till tomorrow because of snow.. Also have to go to Walmart to pick it up and I’m sure it’s going to be packed. I have some old Ativan but I’d probably have to take 6 of them to touch what the xanex does. Also I’ve only slept like 4 bad hours in the past couple days. I wish my doctor would call in more than a 1 month supply but I get why he won’t. To top it off I’m on week 4 of zoloft again and once again I have no interest in anything and I’m just numb. I guess it’s better than the constant suicidal thoughts. I hate winter.,-0.7986951631046146,1.0309551653543352,1.7919516310461212,98.37238188976379,87.8976377952756,4.888413948256468,16.158042744656914,6.1826913282559595,-0.636209898762655,434,9,109,4,14,149,83,127,0.161,0.7040000000000001,0.136,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,1,0,4,0,8,4,1,1,1,16,21,9,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,1,8,4,22,16,2,23,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,13,61,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989635450733737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382120507603242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607239289449276,0.11394615764202355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653176691621008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908686654783116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199670466296307,0.0,0.0,0.2068260758375558,0.0,0.12054948170688096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913229928716261,0.16357704837501988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531847393045088,0.0,0.21246461053413487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059160929956808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454716737286206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408090739672472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132084086376796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919967313222934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961436108556916,0.19906625123787886,0.0,0.14216290519299915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843857767847046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153395787562206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044627624760011,0.0,0.1761721460809778,0.0,0.14054237900215666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839550297852494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499378710747377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866838845840046,0.0,0.21495153048219648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278430704280988,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NightWing7428,2020/01/18,"I have no idea what to do... [Needle Trigger Warning: Please don't read if terrified by needles] (Please do not read if thinking about needles is a no go or is a trigger in any way)

So backstory: I have high levels of iron in my blood which is quite toxic after a while, which thinking about is already not too exciting for my anxiety and the most effective way to get rid of it is to get your blood drawn. 

I am absolutely terrified of needles so when my parents sprung the fact that they were taking me to get my blood drawn this morning, I notably freaked out, had a massive panic attack and locked myself in their bathroom (no idea why I ran there first, I was just thinking about how I needed to get away... ) Well, anyway after hours of them talking through the door to try and get me to leave and my dad forcing his way through the locked door (and me somehow knocking their toilet off of its molding trying to keep the door closed... not proud of that) they were able to drag me to the car because I was so exhausted from my aforementioned panic attack and took me to the place where after waiting for a bit they took me in to get my blood drawn and I started crying and they refused to take my blood because ""\[They\] clearly don't want this done and I can't draw blood from someone who is freaking out and might faint"" (Some liability thing idk) 

But yeah... I'm sorry that was so long but I haven't stopped shaking sense because not only did I not get my iron levels fixed but also I think the nurse may have thought my parents were evil for dragging me there? But they're really not and I know this was just in their best interest but I can't get over my fear of needles and my anxiety has just been getting worse for everything even after trying multiple medications. So I thought maybe if I typed this all up it might help? 

I don't know if you got this far thank you I guess and I'm sorry... I'm also terrified because this was the first panic attack where I ever thought of hurting myself? I don't feel like that now but I'm afraid if I were to have another it just might come back? I'm so sorry I guess I just want some advice? Or understanding? Because my parents certainly don't understand... which isn't meant to sound angsty I'm so sorry, they just don't...but I know they're trying their best in their own way? I don't even know what the purpose of this was so I'm going to post it before I can stop myself.",3.0660245901639342,4.739164864754102,3.9179999999999993,88.70200000000001,74.53278688524591,6.601311475409836,25.92950819672131,7.268377926160553,1.1515203278688526,1906,67,392,21,40,610,207,488,0.14400000000000002,0.767,0.08900000000000001,-0.9438,3,0,0,0,0,1,55.0,0,3,12,7,34,23,4,6,15,1,43,9,6,4,5,86,92,39,0,8,25,4,1,1,0,4,3,1,3,0,23,17,0,5,18,2,0,8,19,14,1,2,22,2,66,9,53,66,8,49,0,1,0,0,24,20,0,17,17,276,89,3,0.06811661942680733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656277215174873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516838336452511,0.10894567189152213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632163702863836,0.07142621466646536,0.1042180548362428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23247746469736846,0.06399780621348106,0.052377475751224686,0.0,0.2076162948348909,0.0,0.05796222610613112,0.0,0.14296837925395586,0.0,0.07436570636431597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586764361785163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482290793031203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970695125875406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998076941653653,0.061615382021606074,0.0,0.0,0.06121882535583879,0.0,0.0,0.07665013440261792,0.034441809457605214,0.04866252652885527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587992337410233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202931001664689,0.0,0.0774244891367306,0.0,0.05447908312722465,0.0,0.15007627166841206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045657134165075185,0.07196894828634122,0.0,0.0,0.06708114908730843,0.0,0.07292024991782961,0.15379074429890516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060545181116155485,0.0,0.0,0.1497404505339138,0.0,0.0,0.07212566470957651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03327833954859016,0.0,0.0,0.06028106468771625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843229971015655,0.0,0.0,0.06862032784069001,0.0,0.2167829064952008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050761020242685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051805758526514895,0.0,0.23976052905545375,0.22690633444512665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116736941760267,0.1495431861874479,0.0,0.0,0.06523689223814838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245040940082656,0.13627010550282245,0.0,0.043637250630537916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057714990593548884,0.0,0.0,0.3050039146341589,0.04821329382461035,0.0,0.0,0.11389708780225018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243044118215187,0.054749558483582636,0.0,0.06271263141176331,0.0,0.0,0.04525365521765108,0.1745855172006181,0.0,0.16223096137398235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513601410373001,0.18498685319388647,0.0,0.0,0.141823606169828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035389395737047,0.21627120773338215,0.0,0.0,0.061245021341828736,0.0,0.061464654170296236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694166545615188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FridgeFather,2020/01/18,"I would fucking love you if you have me some insight. Hi, I’m an eighteen year old who has done very little in those years. I tried going to college, but I quickly let go of myself because I could see where it was going. I live with my parents right now, and I desperately need to do SOMETHING. All I do is nothing, and my god, it’s disheartening. I know that in order to live, you have to take risks and make yourself uncomfortable, but I never can push myself to do that. I always think more of what could go wrong, or what already is wrong. I have the chance to take a creative writing class, but I’m not sure. I know that I’ll get there and that I’ll be uncomfortable as hell, so uncomfortable that it changes me and how I think. That I’ll be wildly inconsistent because of this, that I will stand out, and that I’ll do very poorly. I know that I won’t be able to enjoy it. I can’t enjoy anything. Just going to this creative writing class would be a HUGE thing for me (good or bad), it seems so large to me yet so small to anyone else, it just seems hopeless.",4.694038461538462,4.50029797727273,5.491818181818181,85.83080419580419,69.22727272727272,7.86013986013986,28.28671328671329,7.010146845296331,1.2509475524475522,825,25,182,6,13,270,118,220,0.179,0.715,0.106,-0.9566,1,0,1,0,0,1,29.0,0,3,0,0,12,13,2,1,4,0,25,2,0,2,3,38,47,17,0,6,9,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,0,8,0,1,6,4,8,0,0,2,1,28,5,19,34,3,23,1,2,1,2,9,8,2,6,7,126,50,3,0.1309403973685753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444959845354682,0.0,0.10895290002718698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155657035599082,0.13416391092437108,0.1077527901894267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932976241870844,0.15964010178210986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851757833885633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090905051634035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399748804299955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093839000966358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105228742179455,0.06841095325948066,0.0,0.3720822267360142,0.109826592887686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588425401962688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389542779271213,0.0,0.0,0.1312366774399705,0.2312455396314781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817882087957322,0.0,0.08740373201237298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709064550904796,0.10098930667009104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564084275719395,0.0,0.13739992049264632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145393815526508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182238390658712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434254379235776,0.23840643997390945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008043150633483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340977490393144,0.0,0.1969017661753049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699098173753081,0.16780263898453607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889993465984132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160790820336812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860326028542041,0.28632553830918483,0.0,0.1686426457116015
anxiety,hylandtempest,2020/01/18,"Boyfriend knows I have anxiety, but doesnt know how to handle it Lately my anxiety, depression, and OCD have been at full swing. I believe it's because of the stress in my life. I've moved out of my family's home to live with him, and attending school, all while worrying about losing weight and studying for my final exam. So needless to say these three have decided to make my days all the more unbearable. Anxiety and OCD couple together to create my panic attacks, doubt, worriedness, and my depression makes somedays extremely difficult to get out of bed. Or breathe. I cant afford a therapist yet, so that means i also cant afford prescriptions. 

My boyfriend knows I suffer from these three disorders. He tries to help, I know he does. But he says multiple times I dont know what to do. I don't know what to say to make you feel better.

When I'm in the middle of my panic attack he'll say whats the point in worrying about that, what good does it do for you.  Which fuels my anxiousness even more. He'll also simply say I should go see a therapist. But money doesnt grow on trees. Hearing him say these things makes me feel useless. My mental illnesses are destroying my relationship and I CANT CONTROL IT

I love him. I cant let my emotions ruin this. I'm lost. I can not dig myself out of this hole. what do I do",2.7424936386768444,4.85121955343512,4.160629770992369,84.67672073791351,76.74809160305344,8.030788804071248,24.65712468193384,8.841846274778883,1.9463353689567429,1041,36,205,24,24,344,141,262,0.28300000000000003,0.6709999999999999,0.046,-0.9973,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,4,10,18,3,4,6,0,20,5,1,6,2,35,43,17,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,3,2,7,2,0,18,10,1,1,10,0,1,4,9,15,0,2,2,11,34,3,29,37,5,22,0,7,1,1,20,11,0,2,7,134,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518920088273993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179511507477263,0.1072869908446876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607998743412804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578917097673656,0.0,0.0,0.10699659697817106,0.0,0.08399162131132784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651486839134428,0.0,0.10508046433937034,0.0,0.061246607625910006,0.0,0.16359187662575386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884174069625333,0.0,0.16621455615694253,0.0,0.11130197795276524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682639928472308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627255749825538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952753068067942,0.0,0.096037511822868,0.0,0.0,0.1040329788794794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961694469992495,0.0,0.0539725947035456,0.07965478810418869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703602004847332,0.0,0.06365515678805976,0.0,0.0952608091814752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131521074599829,0.0,0.10712822265615128,0.0,0.0,0.09711137938928094,0.06707882098598056,0.0,0.0,0.08385862647228412,0.0,0.0,0.10624508076608707,0.10366896668700376,0.0,0.08571247352808245,0.0,0.2535679408749635,0.0,0.0,0.10344816870754456,0.0,0.0,0.0957055700082609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093612622512824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284935089490754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897756090083651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196026457273516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531349624462745,0.0,0.09611284951225073,0.07567732911947755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108785708095939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053071026599888,0.06309262661334263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537669866483382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447714776190468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564563609452565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928895556669576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlanetSquare,2020/01/18,"I'm going to live in the college dorms this semester I have heavily debated it for a while, and I had to wait for an opening but I think I'm officially in. I already paid the deposit and everything so I guess it's official.

I'm really nervous. I don't really know what to expect.",0.426828087167074,2.7133673728813577,4.297142857142859,79.26644067796613,87.13559322033899,8.795157384987894,27.072639225181604,9.23628265651192,3.137477481840193,221,11,44,8,7,83,41,59,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.4748,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,7,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264572929245116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473164297103997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196284964863032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257183518071988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123828673629778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412425167008759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951396569039464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476216186802374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bard07,2020/01/18,"Just tried to overcome my social anxiety and currently freaking out Recently I have been feeling that a relationship was missing from my life and sharing happiness with someone else is the only thing that can make me happy right now.

So I took a large risk and messages a girl I like and am currently waiting for a response. Can anybody help me calm down, this is a first for me and is a huge step forward. Every second without a reply is excruciating.",7.184470588235296,7.569190270588237,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235295,63.941176470588246,10.094117647058825,39.352941176470594,9.888512548439397,4.151870588235294,363,19,60,7,5,120,63,85,0.095,0.6459999999999999,0.259,0.9411,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,8,0,10,1,0,1,0,12,15,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,3,1,8,5,8,12,0,12,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834169333035373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200290013655104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020094509018026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123064622660465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394105618382105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104612672486186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070711634648574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935067687400865,0.11713538493933914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004269972819926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823494666318127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367356104933284,0.25741418179151515,0.0,0.20475505791812085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24440671141761575,0.20314918747897973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592869234383499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638390955458496,0.16278235746967207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23112158308976904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danni1445,2020/01/18,"My anxiety flares up in the winter and makes me want to die Usually I can deal with my anxiety well in the nice weather- at most I feel a little anxious but can ground myself well. But around this time of the year it anxiety feels constantly on edge, my jaw is in constant pain from the tension I carry, and I feel completely worthless and helpless, like the world will never be ok. I hold down my job and bills and the aspects of life that I have to, and I do it pretty well. I maintain a happy face around my friends and usually my family, I keep up with the jokes and the funny me that they all love but it’s almost painful sometimes. My psychiatrist says that while I have depressive tendencies in the winter months, he believes it’s my anxiety that is truly what has me feeling how I do. I have tried many different long term anxiety/depression pills in the last decade and have had repeatedly awful reactions even on the smallest dose. I see a therapist twice a month typically (usually only once in the warm months to kind of check in). I have klonipin that I take as needed for actual panic attacks which don’t happen often, I might take 1 or 2 a week throughout the winter and not touch them for months in the nicer months. My panic attacks seem to come out of nowhere and it’s always when I’m alone, typically at night. My brain starts going and going and my body gets hot and shaky and I can’t breathe, it’s terrible. I live alone so it’s tougher to ground myself and calm myself down. And I’m terribly afraid to reach out to friends or my family when this happens because none of them understand it and when I played with the idea of explaining it to people, I often get a “oh yeah sometimes I get a little anxious too, it sucks, but you’ll be ok”. My best friend especially just can’t understand it. We’ve talked about it drunk many many times and she’s so empathetic and understanding then, but sober she just can’t grasp it and just comes across as uncaring (which she is NOT, she is so caring and wonderful but also has never experienced a mental health issue per her own admittance). 

I just don’t know what to do or how to get out of this. The thought of starting on another medication sends me into panic because the last one I was on had me calling a suicide hotline because I seriously thought about killing myself which I’ve never done before. All the others made me sleep nonstop, more depressed, or completely void of any feeling at all. I’m trying to figure out healthy ways that don’t include medication to help myself without being a burden on my friends and family. I need help.",5.214764705882351,6.126575613725487,5.900784313725492,79.47352941176472,68.35294117647058,9.215686274509805,30.490196078431374,9.402419484367199,2.658607843137255,2073,79,396,41,34,676,247,510,0.177,0.638,0.185,0.7178,2,2,0,0,0,3,41.0,0,1,3,1,24,40,4,6,28,4,32,16,6,4,6,90,73,46,3,3,17,0,8,1,4,3,8,1,0,0,28,35,1,2,17,3,2,5,13,20,3,2,7,11,59,20,60,60,9,72,0,4,1,1,23,33,1,12,34,276,87,1,0.0,0.0,0.06382776957252789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549563440934594,0.13548379449828446,0.0,0.052305931852656064,0.054423840321419836,0.0,0.0,0.04447898383950344,0.06858491304835485,0.2001446181178709,0.1477825219409826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116452144271335,0.0,0.1488197461433995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961444908006286,0.0,0.055656515694433216,0.07369125937844305,0.06864058179188694,0.0,0.0,0.07265240091112496,0.0,0.0730158121016782,0.06678783131813437,0.0,0.06668676706848425,0.0,0.0,0.11268462964425588,0.13715593137938772,0.1413634008918238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743171608945363,0.169004787345164,0.0,0.06788211047461754,0.06833636454317188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669340411398305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043200688117626534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849796163025849,0.0,0.16535865143550074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213305717670949,0.0,0.13668977312218564,0.0,0.07434457894839387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567833860454513,0.06962693789861554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695245526350623,0.0,0.0,0.08768182918193879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383650998891829,0.0,0.0682678854707424,0.06490632721781169,0.058136721954803725,0.07236312363448777,0.06811129620960585,0.035945961254025736,0.10663082381385512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046198878615611616,0.03195454267024553,0.13110993788186262,0.05775555455983149,0.057883111955117535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903234586063023,0.061889658351411525,0.043659661682714124,0.1989372106388822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178128619247542,0.06591484386068226,0.06938646108095069,0.0,0.0,0.26103610503339564,0.0,0.0,0.0969968818924412,0.1513376669830485,0.0,0.0,0.061380012403035734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965629049425896,0.044321456951878564,0.04974494953339969,0.13919525941867295,0.2302229666584347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045344958857441116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654240472326882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052014249353310366,0.0,0.0,0.05212088839002015,0.05954405076643469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545420810184496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937833545840627,0.0,0.0925907828148755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154461135287092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835580584506094,0.05257164649655311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594253569783853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385165942731048,0.07627866268802345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881408108099129,0.0,0.0,0.20427289356120507,0.0,0.0,0.2161096169891004,0.0,0.03857872670347759,0.05191700990498093,0.05246552762573621,0.0,0.17642616858482732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304998692479978,0.07093107102566704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04211994549617197
anxiety,menjac21,2020/01/18,"Is it possible to heal Anxiety? A little bit about myself first... at the age of 16 my family completely abandoned. i was alone in this world not knowing what i wanted to do and how to live an adult life. At 5 years old my father abandoned me. my mom then had a relationship with a drunk, sociopath, narcissist guy for 14 years... im now 29 been on my own since then. 

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no brothers sisters nada. So yes I've got some serious anxiety and all my life i asked myself one question. how can i be happy in my whole being naturally like a baby does?

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and I've went through an amazing journey to discover really deep fundamental of life. I've always been a positive and resilient guy and that helped me a lot in my life.but i wanted to create my dreams and one of dreams was to be happy again in my body. 

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i knew that for that to happen i had to find a way to heal these past anxiety .My goal was, how can i be able to think and relieve an anxiety  and be free from the emotional baggage of it because i knew that your life is the reflection of what's inside of you.

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So here's the step by steps way to do this. warning! anxiety  can take a while to heal but if you stay consistent with this you will see a really big difference over time and it can be rough to go through this but it is worth it.

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so the first step is to think about the anxiety  and then really focus on your whole being (emotions, mental, physical and energical patterns) 

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when you think about the anxiety .feel the feelings related to the anxiety scale them from 1 to 10, 10 meaning it's the worst feeling ever.now take your two hands in front of you and do this. imagine all these feelings, these beliefs etc... 

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imagine them going into your hands and push them into the universe take a breath wait couple of seconds.

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**it doesn't matter if you don't believe it will work. DO IT! for the sake of your happiness!!!**

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then refocus on the anxiety and see how you feel NOW thinking about the same anxiety.scale on 1-10 again (sometimes you can feel the emotions spiking up it is alright just continue this process.)

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see how you feel thinking about it and do it again so see the anxiety, see how it makes your body react, scale it, put it into your hands, send it to universe, take couple of breath. verify how you feel again.RINSE and repeat.

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Did it work for you? if not comment below i'll help you.

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Richer Morin",2.8908124999999987,5.360106789583334,3.8220833333333353,85.47125000000003,77.97916666666666,6.916666666666668,26.875,8.007285818006526,1.8828125000000004,1969,81,369,35,48,631,209,480,0.07400000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.8420000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,110.0,0,19,3,5,25,13,0,0,29,2,34,15,7,9,2,72,70,38,0,5,8,4,12,1,0,2,7,0,0,3,32,21,1,3,23,3,2,11,5,4,0,6,12,17,45,10,60,49,11,56,1,2,5,0,36,21,0,6,22,264,77,3,0.035117405726567616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036371041477291526,0.0,0.0,0.029220494761222782,0.4565963331940664,0.5120579009925822,0.0,0.0,0.2686471926025785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03283003385302927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021407244582940042,0.0,0.0,0.03956529061342667,0.0,0.0,0.03833911172507051,0.07801504221958587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03681993176770251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771348298543003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03669021462546195,0.0,0.0,0.03073147840334038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185070643063999,0.0,0.0,0.0391651902520946,0.0,0.031765703989100884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03310556474993511,0.0,0.1420513239626632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032096672628636275,0.05974169474256675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991606191068184,0.0,0.028086597395601588,0.0,0.0,0.06954350563993046,0.031054205906990307,0.1121493942043119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707691363075114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03793282436177126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01929960778782055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402231104872427,0.01715659058932098,0.03519686621152852,0.031009312637257213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029855562538414964,0.0,0.0,0.023441141013608363,0.0,0.0,0.038253149856493265,0.0,0.0,0.035390085270403715,0.0,0.0,0.04112908115658702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036849809926545914,0.0,0.04759292593185168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0335235373832929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039589598469535886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0353026922477462,0.03933953140961248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749132802301536,0.0,0.0,0.03770295142812022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399201284911392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02904948091027435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03473201221331468,0.0,0.0,0.03743048198501056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561567476524852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250907805445017,0.0,0.0,0.02047724168585757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03430460263622927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142631151627644,0.055749124170121366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032554186934760906,0.0,0.07841465875770805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113177923044962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120579009925822,0.04522891583707238
anxiety,DatGuyDaz,2020/01/18,"social anxiety I’m 99.99% sure that I have social anxiety as a couple of my friends that have it and we share very common issues, but my problem might sound ironic but I don’t like talking to people and I don’t want to go to the doctors either by myself or with my family as i feel like I’m putting unnecessary pressure on them and I’ve already been to cancelling once and been diagnosed with PTSD and I don’t really want to go again as I don’t like sharing my problems, any ideas?",2.9534999999999982,4.469639950000001,4.625,84.1675,74.5,7.4,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.6738999999999995,385,14,77,6,8,130,61,100,0.153,0.647,0.2,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,0,1,10,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,0,1,20,16,11,0,4,4,0,1,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,2,13,7,13,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407378522274052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959570012655547,0.0,0.2690757933762643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945936684444688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785014662980073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800074912696494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579190748209185,0.0,0.08892372074763001,0.12563953485813587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587453222289894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998987207538329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853261798628075,0.0,0.18355962421474448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577594342079671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656726561523296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872927866324348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192414559950222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365622431278416,0.20557929976674386,0.1767950714998321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266500658279012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585488460454504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575271780797066,0.0,0.0,0.14135536216942582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510882600837288,0.2074620160722158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chasingneverland76,2020/01/18,"My face randomly blushes when I’m not embarrassed Alright so I’ve been wondering this pretty much my whole life. My face randomly flushes/goes red/blushes whatever you want to call it, it’s not even when I’m embarrassed, I’ll just be talking and all of a sudden I’ll get this pit in my stomach and my face goes bright red, or I’ll be listening to someone talking and it happens.. it even happens by myself.

it’s pretty embarrassing and annoying as I’m sure people in the past have thought I’m just embarrassed.. another thing is if I blush while a certain word by someone is being said, anytime after I hear that word my face will blush? Like I’m so afraid they’ll think I’m embarrassed about that word after I blush once that it just keeps happening? I also can’t look at someone in the eyes for longer then maybe 3 seconds without blushing, I’m sure that’s a ptsd thing as eye contact is a huge trigger for me. But idk it’s annoying and weird and I was wondering if this happens for anyone else? I looked it up and it has something to do with, if your having anxiety your blood is rushing faster or something like that. Also does anyone have tips on how to stop it...? 

I find it hard to even talk to cashiers because on top of my agoraphobia I worry I’m going to blush and I get so much anxiety over it I always end up turning bright red and they look at me weirdly. Idk. Hope I’m not alone haha.",2.5371328671328683,4.392178195804199,4.013558041958047,86.66326013986013,76.48251748251748,7.093482517482518,27.52391608391609,7.9765259561132025,1.7691316363636362,1108,46,225,18,25,367,142,286,0.099,0.755,0.146,0.9383,0,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,2,1,15,20,2,6,6,2,17,9,8,2,4,43,47,27,0,5,13,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,22,10,0,2,5,0,0,2,5,10,0,1,4,13,25,10,31,38,4,25,0,0,9,0,13,12,0,10,13,139,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978801967916547,0.0,0.16954248135260808,0.08820369512605379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115427954067204,0.16218531045705334,0.0,0.0,0.14824071349090845,0.1086134714462799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461896316650509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824178295621872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276468362398496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855261469327491,0.0,0.0938879476337502,0.0,0.0,0.2100436298573641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968855986262746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076527312400608,0.0,0.12048886181334245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749554184601697,0.0,0.09495862846692638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194740432575816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052857415369112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422109260656976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487365427560966,0.10357625345558424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670496091522738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064951153734466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585005365658336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289064083096975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119266956515753,0.07348972257275732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156880493733068,0.0,0.0,0.12391282819554493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083393614136316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694501547399471,0.1632138854683005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862396527352114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998147485470348,0.0,0.0,0.2556056382168772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084849563396032,0.06792298693585047,0.0,0.08415521628355288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530174920425755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252381729051996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834951308998633,0.0,0.10218392879981962,0.22991330735806415,0.0,0.10765205538870597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jloughlin21,2020/01/18,"Right first step for self care Hi friends, I have been dealing with stress/anxiety for the last few years and wanted to share a site I found that tries to get you to ""pair you with the right first step"" for self care. Thought it looked interesting [https://www.reddit.com/user/jloughlin21/draft/7ff23b38-3a44-11ea-ba09-8a95e65229e6](https://www.reddit.com/user/jloughlin21/draft/7ff23b38-3a44-11ea-ba09-8a95e65229e6)",25.61632653061225,26.430451142857148,10.340510204081637,64.56341836734697,27.367346938775512,12.248979591836735,36.74489795918368,10.125756701596842,3.057930612244898,362,6,44,3,2,68,36,49,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,5,8,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099560013324055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291407357779002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169673049802888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580216083733637,0.0,0.23075032327110534,0.16259509325284852,0.0,0.10995275447737768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715468907837757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672711118599288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594506007282432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43909574824482334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107264817010285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707579141084947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288344516459173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413034767379676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552452154855327
anxiety,UmbraNoctis,2020/01/18,"I'm struggling with leaving PC/phone and getting things done I want to share what happens to me a lot and see if someone else identifies with me or maybe you can give me some advice. Even if that's not the case, this post may be a journal for reflection and a way to practice my english skills (currently studying the langauge, so sorry for any misspelling). Anyway, I'm new here so hello to everyone!

I'm not happy with my life. I feel all the time that I'm wasting it, or in other words that I'm wasting my time. At the same time I use the Internet (particulary outube) for evading my problems a lot. Well, the main, and at the time probably only, real problem are my own thoughts, mainly thinking of myself as some kind of failure. However, I go and lost my time with the Internet, not because I truly want to and even at some point I don't even enjoy it anymore, but because I don't want to feel anxious again.

I know that I'm just dragging out my anxiety and it is pretty obvious when I start losing focus and have to leave whatever I'm watching/reading to finally deal with my own head, but keeps happening to me anyway. Not that anxiety or breaking habits could be overcome with reason now that I think of it.

Oh, and to be clear, when I say using the Internet I mean it in a kind of ""passive"" way. Not talking about writing like I'm doing now, and certainly not talking about chatting. More like browsing, memes, videos, etc.

TL;DR: I've got fear of not being productive enough and I escape my own thoughts by browsing the web until I explode or cry or some shit.",5.0335530546623835,5.6268182958199375,5.916943729903541,80.33728054662379,68.61414790996784,8.535112540192928,33.23488745980707,8.548686976883017,2.6782397427652733,1234,55,234,18,20,407,169,311,0.141,0.777,0.08199999999999999,-0.9416,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,3,17,16,1,2,15,0,14,3,2,3,4,69,45,26,0,8,17,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,15,18,0,1,10,2,0,1,9,7,1,0,5,4,29,9,35,34,16,27,0,2,1,0,10,7,1,14,17,166,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148355436184832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706233261861244,0.0,0.15889390257587213,0.11732387243047478,0.10299386869491448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266151565637799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291784693108667,0.0,0.11407719959659016,0.0,0.10706746579147527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062772620307796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675551745259832,0.0,0.0,0.10730749268327594,0.11582309615808893,0.20578097957938166,0.0,0.0,0.09923560548983087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686304265929967,0.1050219853957652,0.0,0.0,0.1137654420775721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425869478239877,0.09962487273895106,0.059021823297358784,0.0,0.08306040772342002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836730144154512,0.11055301902350853,0.0,0.0,0.10658272444074443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230895860439152,0.0,0.21629299385650866,0.05707467049780495,0.0,0.0,0.2199298069723334,0.0,0.0,0.07335415947622809,0.1014742647121758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618448988107775,0.11336737592158333,0.17658352575247546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433389090089933,0.1131259219133105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003014838645901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898457864249632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817427085743592,0.0,0.09946207896442368,0.10565542528889264,0.11197066297534064,0.1987458165569405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388069947089164,0.11820698988702627,0.0,0.10677776478254214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258775226656027,0.0,0.0,0.08275707275960267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660319686206536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799396713888376,0.0,0.0,0.11625447810671985,0.07350740160970094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856928161545554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694556476671268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899504979875122,0.13308909960381554,0.0,0.1648947207330609,0.30278641793482225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793905964711512,0.0,0.0,0.18376485463266795,0.1648667127089949,0.0,0.0,0.09337595553512038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sugarcookie7,2020/01/18,Feel uncomfortable when people are in my house I still live at home. We have a 3 bedroom house and 5 adults so naturally I sleep down stairs. Which brings me major anxiety. My brother has friends over right now and I can’t breath. Our house is small and the living room is sharing a wall with my bedroom. They are out my back garden as we speak and my anxiety is though the roof. My lights are off and I’m pretending like I don’t exist. My chinchillas are making so much noise which is making me more anxious as my window is open. I continuously feel like this. And because of the boxing night and then being in the living room all night I know I won’t get any sleep. I have such a hard time getting changed in my room as it’s so easy just to walk it so it scares me and no one knocks. I hate being uncomfortable in my own home. I’m 19 but I never invite people over because I’m embarrassed and my family just walk in and out of my room. Even growing up if my brother had parties drunk people would just stumble in while I tried to sleep. Anyone can relate to me ?,1.5485056039850562,3.6992650730593617,3.0018617683686166,91.27086239103365,80.91780821917807,5.625653798256539,20.456828559568287,6.782984794422108,0.27401187214611866,837,23,179,9,22,273,122,219,0.106,0.816,0.077,-0.5157,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,1,0,14,7,1,2,7,0,20,5,4,2,2,29,32,23,0,2,5,2,3,2,1,2,0,1,10,1,6,16,1,0,3,3,0,4,5,3,0,1,1,5,32,4,23,27,5,38,0,0,0,0,10,23,0,1,13,123,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550741445346748,0.0,0.19238129263236808,0.142050247799988,0.0,0.0879202314986389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668618845049624,0.0,0.153299699306954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330160960249012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304998956087033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853634646647612,0.0,0.127155699354841,0.08982857884929975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714630148207706,0.0,0.13138777095362314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263821390224807,0.12414207662486412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522546572201855,0.0,0.0,0.4352607379052154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910333693699279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286028537140248,0.0,0.3330917917475854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786466165112318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243326258951434,0.0,0.09697832920999602,0.0,0.0,0.23599667558250334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520458116671101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615165538216533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738115070901093,0.0,0.0,0.1258875321905271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774919939774269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041601209586863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353877092751572,0.0,0.07331992169556141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536910901223692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932198664519847,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cherrykooo,2020/01/18,"I get super nervous when my roommate has guests over. We live in a old two bedroom apartment, and the walls are very thin. She has friends over almost every day, and while I join them sometimes i usually go to my room. The problem is that i feel so antsy and uncomfortable knowing there’s people in my living room, I can’t relax at all and all I do is wait for them to leave. Does anyone else have this problem?",2.8278485370051603,4.585713024096389,3.67765920826162,89.81445783132533,75.3855421686747,5.7067125645438885,25.110154905335627,6.1826913282559595,0.6924540447504306,323,11,66,2,7,103,63,83,0.13,0.733,0.136,0.3687,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,1,3,6,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,13,13,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,2,13,3,8,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,5,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284374414464053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556065947150272,0.2280206568618544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352122932494482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474807141197992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185905349496007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875012981728812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252396085604542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193545677844846,0.0,0.11626905023337986,0.0,0.12647579093724176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223033056319588,0.0,0.0,0.2356399271788129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39301746259370096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352047437824536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428265564574697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258854257664362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009980470269694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739127276199646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24509865748977466,0.18362052015314526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Revolutionary-Growth,2020/01/18,"Does somebody feel better after adrenaline rushes? I don't think I have anxiety disorder, but I love stress and adrenaline, because lack of that, makes me tired and bored in the long run. I need some level of stress and adrenaline to be happy, and not tired or bored. I am always much more talkative and outgoing after stress/pressure adrenaline. 

Someone feels similarly? When I am tired or bored, I am trying to induce stress.  I am weird, I know xD",4.700499139414801,6.923485108433738,5.3836833046471595,77.5831325301205,71.40963855421687,9.080206540447504,27.5197934595525,9.606745405546679,2.833899827882961,356,13,61,9,7,115,54,83,0.331,0.473,0.19699999999999998,-0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,3,1,0,7,4,0,2,0,18,14,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,0,2,10,3,7,13,4,8,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,4,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462877198058092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458111843650688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130436105415607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246803987220362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716605992503539,0.0,0.131073291053193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146630993374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594433563641295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231504763892225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255038818974288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518209535183598,0.0,0.09997916333116147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010536901299448,0.11105980582045244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690791788720962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6862889079930266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597283241898592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164494559768558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169063588986844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UsernamesAreWierd,2020/01/18,"I'm going to bake something tommorow but i fear the oven (i hope there isn't a post limit or something since this is my 3rd post here today oof)

I just remembered this and i'm kinda worried/stressed  
I'm going to bake something tommorow (we call it cake but it isn't the same as english cake which kinda makes finding a translation hard). I hadn't thought about this but i need to use the oven and my mom made it clear that she wanted to have nothing to do with it. Of course, me wanting to bake because it's fun, agreed to this without thinking twice.

Problem: I have GAD and i fear the oven. I basically fear every automatic thing in the kitchen. I've always had help with turning it on and i don't think i've ever propperly touched the buttons myself out of fear. I'm not even entirely sure how to turn it on (one of the button has 3 options and i have no idea what they mean). I'm genuinly scared about burning myself, burning the house or burning anything at all.

Does anyone have tips on how to stay calm during this? I know it sounds like a weird thing to ask. I just really don't want to freak out and have to ask for help (making my mom mad), i want to prove that i can do it.",1.6856309650053019,3.6138069268292696,3.0195157299399082,92.46427889713681,79.32520325203252,5.5790738776953,23.703782255213856,6.498293943080001,0.5579065394132199,928,32,201,8,23,301,132,246,0.12300000000000001,0.748,0.129,0.3563,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,10,14,1,5,11,0,16,4,0,6,5,51,42,14,0,7,9,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,20,11,4,1,9,0,0,2,8,9,0,2,4,3,23,5,30,38,2,14,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,6,3,125,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108879116985028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654479426709647,0.0,0.09008545344900623,0.0,0.2046815512313768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667326151480857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111782314215529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579896718030437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072304681828775,0.0990229494972934,0.09223419045793614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927420484222353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005467512469167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442998852059008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806467479438176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467524485698723,0.0,0.0,0.10872958225063883,0.0,0.1263150436389797,0.0,0.12357963714743755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016249751450947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053482088860834914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358427725517096,0.14614572518499225,0.0,0.0,0.11924620740820376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564226454818184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117149273780529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050405494985292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418050458751331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968625929133386,0.0,0.0,0.10474913468914332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013004096725807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400950661342228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095997484090514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055569119726306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528287875274705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668171209216012,0.0,0.0,0.12539886662788813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031752914492172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545557515537366,0.14028942356190738,0.0,0.08690788873358495,0.0,0.0,0.10376587834738436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381464164233809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454795113304318,0.0,0.0,0.2582757526509015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105526310865544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LotionContent,2020/01/18,"Scared to try Effexor..but anxiety is increasing and have had some sad days Hello Everyone,

I have been on Straterra 50mg for my anxiety and ADHD for the past 6 months and I have not had much progress, though slightly better. I was prescribed Effexor around Christmas but due to reading about the side effects and worrying about Bipolar, I didn't take it. I also had a birthday party with my friends on the 10th, so I didnt want to take it then because I knew I would be drinking quite a bit then.

However the anxiety has increased since christmas and I have had some mild depressive episodes, which last for like a day so I know I am coming to a point where I need to take it. What's stopping me are questions like: What if the side effects cause my work performance to go down or trigger an incident with my co workers where I lash out? What if it triggers Bipolar mania. I am 22 years old and I have not had a manic/depressive episode nor anyway in my family has bipolar. The reason why I am worried about Bipolar is because I did a gene report that found I had some minor genes related to Bipolar.",4.7735637480798765,5.835972838709682,5.440940092165898,81.8204577572965,69.46082949308756,8.551643625192012,33.821505376344085,8.841846274778883,2.8902321966205835,874,42,166,15,15,283,126,217,0.111,0.8009999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.0739,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,8,11,7,0,1,13,0,26,6,0,6,0,34,36,17,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,9,11,1,1,7,2,0,4,5,3,0,0,13,0,24,4,21,21,7,26,0,2,0,0,3,11,0,7,13,119,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073003739414874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136063446586244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32602944344131296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646464721814665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319846076120915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564164702007846,0.1550941110614964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459360547674741,0.0,0.12237320337927135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832355307915457,0.0,0.2447143238511709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916595930674813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574562943329352,0.0,0.0,0.13392272029929386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576284777911062,0.10975618322414332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073669238226812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807315764517901,0.11579889404852214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880791946239998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339194873846012,0.0,0.10443137772622052,0.10533663013715143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906940344174682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561355483097315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429381647762434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591411323585756,0.1510996451377018,0.1420997117520688,0.0,0.0,0.14606264372893527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222811201194185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751454887335745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876958109322518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204371812786088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957447448174307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645027579518928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379141652064069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818819811303056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342229501307887,0.2885402268535459,0.0,0.1009162488186295,0.0,0.0,0.09148279890166228
anxiety,catbabie,2020/01/18,"Cleaning Does anyone else get supper anxious when they clean? 

I've been sick most of January and im just starting to finally feel better and have more energy. The only cleaning I did while I was sick was washing dishes and cleaning the litter boxes.

Now that I finally have a free day I started doing some actual cleaning and I start getting so anxious with the mess and I don't want to stop or take a break, I end up getting upset and start hyper focusing on how gross I feel and my brain starts to think everything is covered in grime.",3.5654926624737944,5.539294207547172,4.810880503144657,81.54848008385746,73.90566037735849,7.352620545073376,27.815513626834374,8.167268648758528,2.0767916142557654,430,17,77,7,9,142,75,106,0.196,0.6890000000000001,0.115,-0.8096,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,5,0,9,6,1,1,0,18,22,12,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,8,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,10,3,8,18,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,13,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.15900025306965454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36813848494561136,0.0,0.11392736486299558,0.16694531885473932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410203871986407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188842693400395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507906486118618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258479615693762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361105975026452,0.0,0.1443113192647186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643473209790805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476883088089472,0.0,0.0,0.35697285316271604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25537914763453823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599687064492725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391878359089732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766282449660869,0.0,0.0,0.13622026755748334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225062235839548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440164153283983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610279898607207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tylotz_02,2020/01/18,"SensaCalm Weighted Blanket? Has anyone used the SensaCalm weighted blanket (this company specifically - not some generic company)? If so, is it worth the price and what should one know before buying from SensaCalm?",8.904545454545453,12.512294000000004,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,63.54545454545455,8.036363636363637,44.33333333333334,8.841846274778883,5.163896969696972,174,11,19,3,3,51,27,33,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.4027,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772092142819098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892967229381546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684333116978866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303782781232463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936323270275761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8280046163538534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DarthMaulSanta,2020/01/18,"Too scared to go outside I'm having issues going outside. The thought of going out in public makes me sick. Just thinking about all the traffic and the people out there makes me want to stay inside forever. I recently quit a retail job because I couldn't handle being around people any longer. I feel like it's getting worse. I go to school, and I have another job, but I don't do all that much. That makes me feel weak.",3.185714285714288,4.973000428571432,4.120952380952383,86.8907142857143,74.47619047619048,6.2285714285714295,23.904761904761905,6.868970318607317,0.8750904761904761,332,10,64,3,7,107,58,84,0.125,0.8390000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.7964,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,3,2,18,20,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,1,2,9,1,9,17,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259838581122974,0.19426235062623354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492160065629374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293340869671195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734709367698127,0.13235052193442362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679124552713596,0.0,0.4211524669470736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933643904232817,0.3676859861864337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905091848396982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709895425565575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618817869029687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568733531960834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704791720742645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829229240965547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547861720493752,0.18749406017873976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974636158030741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870779207277553,0.0,0.14707656961349974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927175964050262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879682411703014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not_a_foot,2020/01/18,"Canceling on career opportunities because of panic attacks and intrusive thoughts I'm feeling really stuck and frustrated with myself. 

Last year I graduated with a film degree and this year have been working hard to find opportunities to get on set. Well, I have found a few of those opportunities but cancel last minute because I start panicking and have intrusive thoughts like ""you will have a panic attack when you get there"" or I don't want to let people down. I think I just choke. I want to do well but I don't know how else to overcome this panic without white knuckling and forcing myself into the car to go. However, I also know white knuckling something can make anxiety worse and validate the wrong irrational thoughts. 

I have already filled out paperwork to see a therapist but I'm wondering if there is any other way I can help myself. I want so badly to be successful.",6.581728945900725,7.922347429447857,7.056575571667597,70.86325711098719,65.50306748466258,10.344450641383157,34.45008365867262,10.436869588844218,3.918428220858895,713,32,118,18,11,233,98,163,0.287,0.58,0.133,-0.9838,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,5,9,15,3,3,6,0,15,0,0,2,0,32,36,15,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,10,1,0,3,3,8,2,0,6,5,17,7,18,27,1,16,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,3,7,81,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555171608834885,0.10547805336793288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969454256910121,0.0,0.10090091106019236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001039570451437,0.0,0.0,0.11012855887125653,0.1608064808555372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018309209550288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669113059717903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055154862612386,0.0,0.0,0.14461834873884385,0.0,0.0,0.13782156892689415,0.0,0.07496015450049752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181538833367569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840783760342164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497437996877,0.21502746106478798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348737084581691,0.0,0.0644382546632499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804233022686064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642584407467946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144083320807947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844966517884391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510490211078137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154082200796016,0.0,0.0,0.09335743753344672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531426847684772,0.0,0.08451432801704517,0.0,0.3141346637207268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333889589555037,0.10469376889961676,0.0,0.0,0.23718264406302866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271440857689986,0.14303676524042327,0.09602265072081513,0.0,0.13441440063362473,0.0,0.14420875983094353,0.0,0.16987480010545114
anxiety,owlhelper,2020/01/18,"Fear of losing loved one Always been an anxious person. It’s nothing compared to watching your child in the hospital. She is ok for now, but my fear of losing her or a loved one has escalated to a level that is making it hard to cope. 

I’m looking for a counselor. How do I cope until I get into my appointment? It’s controlling me and causing so much tension in my body. I feel sick all the time.",2.2332404181184664,3.902157585365856,4.376132404181185,84.55231707317077,76.8048780487805,6.636933797909408,26.34843205574913,7.447530270364453,1.4531407665505218,310,12,62,4,7,107,60,82,0.24,0.66,0.1,-0.9025,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,3,8,0,3,6,1,5,4,1,4,1,10,12,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,4,10,3,11,11,2,7,0,2,2,2,7,4,0,1,3,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404659093808233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272609559958814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899187235866754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252982365469727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211231816022435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437025248517635,0.09968617756448996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300399220435552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660982635583322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555836249327974,0.4411262135210719,0.0,0.0,0.3558754779641233,0.0,0.1316007583856666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492969916590134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891730457083958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26719113812712897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214587177510135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496115031008985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Drywalleater03,2020/01/18,Meeting my tinder date on Monday and I’m nervous just thinking about it I met this girl at a local concert around the end of the summer and talked to her for a bit and also ran into her at the same place a week later and never saw her again until last week I found her on tinder and I’ve been chatting with her ever since and I get real nervous talking to and I usually spend about 5 minutes thinking about what to respond with every time she texts me. I finally worked up the courage to ask her to hang out this weekend and I’m scared that I’m gonna get really nervous and freeze up and not know what to say. Does anyone have any advice?,3.835116086235488,4.458889559701493,4.922636815920399,86.28844941956885,71.31343283582089,6.851077943615258,26.08291873963516,6.42735559955562,0.9615864013267,507,15,104,3,9,167,86,134,0.07200000000000001,0.892,0.036000000000000004,-0.5478,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,25,16,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,15,0,0,4,3,1,2,2,4,0,0,5,4,14,1,23,10,2,29,0,0,1,0,16,11,0,0,16,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621527478736505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239260304486069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295888991555749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324559146402642,0.0,0.0,0.16964084920287342,0.17815002716208722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804467719308756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676235354478686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878163655856698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237451090715142,0.1605569572489694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875168583714265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089417268205105,0.0,0.0,0.199121873924167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472805684605203,0.1553337091057498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697339411554025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909704514379412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690161762677712,0.12207908947369844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154279015053854,0.19078610689205394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763510437965605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063335179089114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24420925547759986,0.0,0.0,0.1111184100166118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098774518141292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057151662083233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387316245168894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoodatitIFYOUWILL,2020/01/18,"I gotta get over two triggers, they are 6 miles away from my house and I Can’t leave my city without anxiety,  my apartment is my safe place.  I have zero anxiety here.  But I gotta do some things business wise farther from home, I used to be able to do it but now it seems so hard.  Should I take someone with me?  I gotta drive.  So if I go into full freak out mode, I would want someone else to drive.  Does anyone else get that pounding heart rate and tingling feel when you have bad anxiety?  It feels like suffocation,  I know it’s all in my head so I’m trying to picture myself comfortable at home when I’m not.  Usually when I get these panic attacks, once I start heading home my anxiety subsides.  but I feel being with someone helps, like if I have a heart attack someone can get me medical attention and I would be able to survive.  Where as alone, if I freak out and whatever, I gotta pull it together myself.  I’ve overcome this before.  I know it’s in my head.  I just can’t get over the hurdle.  I do experience extreme pain from my back and I think that’s why I like to trigger a panic attack subconsciously.  I had surgery and in a panic attack I feel no pain, zero.  Then I feel really relaxed after an anxiety attack.  You get something from it, an endorphin dump.  Any advice?",1.6171618037135291,3.757440708812261,3.515804597701152,87.73561671087532,80.60919540229884,6.467491895078102,24.21470674918951,7.61054688173877,1.2599058650162096,999,37,205,16,26,336,138,261,0.233,0.645,0.122,-0.9907,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,1,11,21,6,3,6,0,18,9,5,3,1,40,44,20,0,7,9,0,6,3,0,7,4,0,3,0,12,11,0,1,10,1,0,4,5,14,0,3,1,6,40,7,25,33,3,29,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,5,12,133,52,0,0.1613910810312639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788547482567864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357624347250936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487573471862304,0.0,0.3086593381052557,0.0,0.0,0.056424198193301627,0.0826821174160533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590141346150179,0.07581611664919317,0.062049889618070064,0.06737740567557354,0.0,0.0,0.0686659614714052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061721130288083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482153895042745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893572288450218,0.0,0.0,0.2040104495720219,0.05764891026809885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529605360028467,0.0,0.04586113530449458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228735408252808,0.0,0.2484507156991223,0.0,0.0,0.19124920808980594,0.054088519818637666,0.0,0.2428326199481537,0.0,0.0,0.09311181936437764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869631739338049,0.0,0.0,0.0854449258898184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827129502022975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129226746806402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593811703160918,0.0,0.0,0.17173148913453884,0.2840364899087969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430966466854614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169562958172196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073462189372885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734922784478727,0.06212336951634422,0.0,0.0,0.05711671891463195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067300378382716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053610531450702714,0.05170644401930122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478697501571751,0.0,0.07882781756313585,0.0,0.0,0.06969503784785322,0.08887473729787662,0.0,0.047596320545481456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281517392694427,0.0,0.0,0.07778762142999061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464759342828035,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psycho-potato,2020/01/18,"How to deal with death anxiety? Hey guys, 

I'll try to keep this brief, but I do need advice! 

Basically, about 5yrd ago, two members of my family died quite suddenly (seperate incidents) and I really struggled to accept what had happened. The pain has never gone away, it's just gotten easier to live with. 

Anyway, it seems that since these deaths, I have had intrusive thoughts every day (especially at night). I'll be laying there struggling to sleep because as soon as I close my eyes, thoughts will pop into my head about other members of my family dying. I lay there imagining (for example) my sister being in a car crash. I'll lay there and vividly imagine getting a phone call to break the news, then I'll imagine going to view her body, going to the funeral, etc. I try to dismiss the thoughts, but I always end up sobbing. So yeah, almost every single night I end up crying myself to sleep. 

The ways it affects me during the day are that if I'm at my parents house and the phone rings, I refuse to answer it and I'll watch my mum's face when she picks it up looking for clues in her expression to figure out if she's getting bad news. But between the phone ringing and her telling me who it was, my heart is pounding. 

I have a lot of other anxieties, but death is probably the biggest one. I have an amazingly supportive family and I love them so much, which is what I think makes the anxieties worse. 

This is something I just can't overcome and I need help. I don't want for a day to come where I regret worrying so much about it that I can't enjoy the time I do have left with them. 

I'm going to ask my doctor to refer me to a therapist, but in the meantime, could anyone give me any advice? 

Thank you in advance.",4.872193446088794,5.381982889534882,5.8070190274841424,81.27920718816068,68.94186046511628,8.812684989429176,29.00845665961945,8.841846274778883,2.1827139534883724,1350,46,266,22,22,446,188,344,0.18100000000000002,0.748,0.071,-0.9907,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,2,2,16,12,0,2,18,1,22,10,7,4,1,51,49,22,6,7,9,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,19,14,0,2,12,0,0,8,4,6,0,2,8,7,41,6,43,37,5,40,0,2,5,1,26,16,1,5,14,179,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261480008001788,0.08736360047869117,0.0,0.0986892056394794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200616144279027,0.0,0.0,0.06702119343309176,0.0,0.2261843123575931,0.0,0.0,0.068912373033559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213618996953374,0.0,0.0925962384894867,0.0,0.0822898164727446,0.060078584214924326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109473063332856,0.0,0.0,0.10063629551208203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489693005999542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868863388815729,0.0,0.10825870818260386,0.19068064264734727,0.10160650485775694,0.0,0.0,0.20457032351198776,0.0,0.0,0.10087584151455578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458203265026925,0.0,0.10991555553717336,0.0,0.0,0.1660747017519347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787283695627935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298247547430603,0.09454352021012907,0.1680342706697623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758554735996336,0.0871523991601205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114648767098876,0.0,0.0,0.11678887066420066,0.06605974695122031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371993994294975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760075324019075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070809570646169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702640797634656,0.0,0.08276188932174952,0.0,0.0,0.0837884540113832,0.08895028458857529,0.0,0.06578663400717644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489942448288792,0.14615546989961614,0.07601216107801077,0.0,0.0,0.18497552457733288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678383099593459,0.0,0.10487011618937672,0.0,0.10943434003018636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625961516347056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482602114768616,0.0,0.0,0.06313724650079702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972132453850608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152621784209392,0.0,0.1972535684732751,0.0,0.0,0.07587292245687889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606344155653453,0.0,0.0,0.11183973665119418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614194589118968,0.09073676299366154,0.0,0.11443065770499705,0.0,0.06315045446086509,0.0,0.23472643327263956,0.057468567911517436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382557769732234,0.0,0.0962745088680238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813065141339387,0.07822885468483116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008800449049156,0.10043658495854377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fragrant-Dingo,2020/01/18,"Being highly sensitive/irritated at everything.. I think one of the worse parts about being anxious 95% of the time is the sensitivity to being irritated at everything, and i mean EVERYTHING. I've always been this way and would love to know how it would feel to be totally normal and relaxed in situations. It could be the way someone shuts the door or how someone's tone of voice is, but it would drive you up the wall until you feel so enraged that you have to leave that situation. I dont know if anyone can relate but I feel like i cant spend longer than a few hours with people because I get very tilted at the way they are (not saying im perfect) but this is my personality and how my brain has been wired, the older I get the more irritated I become. Obviously, I wish this wasnt the case but it is what it is and I wish I wasnt highly irritated all the time. The only thing that doesnt annoy me is listening to music.",4.1146522094926326,5.015879196808513,5.992553191489363,77.85653846153849,70.86170212765956,8.976104746317512,26.16366612111293,9.265573868473778,2.030362847790508,731,22,148,15,13,254,106,188,0.102,0.8029999999999999,0.095,-0.0762,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,1,5,6,2,0,13,0,26,2,1,3,4,34,39,16,0,8,7,0,3,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,13,6,0,0,7,1,1,1,6,2,0,1,4,6,18,4,17,26,5,18,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,6,109,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105628347099283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341163202191198,0.0,0.08876284330540381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738444813216476,0.14020069630983836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417125197131051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135519315710424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877850687955332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422697398989141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256150532424698,0.0906894799164734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264696790048014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26824856643453004,0.0,0.0,0.12501518019867033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712230305759693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953122196940013,0.0,0.0,0.13441634636998992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062018878209208435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457275123963352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828023870576894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437907372094152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602116666538137,0.09654733596008716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374689832819665,0.0,0.08800762726608598,0.11084341217692377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009516997027818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28538282938208204,0.0,0.0,0.2151200463136426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433656755521364,0.08134118224669289,0.0,0.0,0.14804521347804567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474285802513217,0.0,0.3022889184342572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919607980777467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936772397118942,0.27053409786931226,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway121212q1,2020/01/18,"Advice Needed Hi guys, 

I hope you are all doing well. I have been suffering from panic disorder for about 6 months now. It's been a lot of ups and downs, but things recently took a turn for the worse. I started a small dose of lexapro and I have since developed a phobia of falling asleep. The reason I developed this phobia is because the lexapro gave me a weird hallucinatory effect as I was falling asleep. The whole seeing colors before bed was REALLY TRIGGERING because I suffered a horrible LSD bad trip a decade earlier. Now I have such a hard time falling asleep and I basically can't sleep alone without getting panicky and anxious. I am also off the lexapro and it's out of my system but I am still having the fear.

Has anyone ever experienced anything similar to this? For those people who generally have anxiety before sleep (for maybe other reasons), have you ever taken trazodone or mirtazipine/remeron before bed? Do the medicines just knock you out? I'm looking for a medicine that kind of knocks me out before the fear of sleep sets in.

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Any advice appreciated.",4.96206321334504,7.263902537313434,5.693813286508633,75.29978928884991,70.8905472636816,8.112496341820309,30.72900204858062,8.841846274778883,2.8640831723734266,874,38,143,17,17,284,127,201,0.251,0.691,0.057999999999999996,-0.9915,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,1,10,10,0,3,17,0,18,7,6,4,3,24,29,10,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,7,1,0,7,5,17,3,23,22,3,24,0,2,3,0,7,8,0,3,9,104,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327901403373601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336432413352125,0.0,0.0952539889375278,0.0,0.12905802656558193,0.14473436903692505,0.08100038532026259,0.0,0.09112051236277376,0.13456289001580515,0.0,0.08328602466060936,0.0,0.09801919737788477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945371755995776,0.14521939170668166,0.0,0.4054228606570309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365129086679378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548762114429013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680686961742497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223121200445975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793981176621254,0.0,0.0,0.10670114148795044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830529764134627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403703415411045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000242547394666,0.0,0.0,0.10126493893437748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966422174258193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507422726427843,0.0,0.0,0.08832019225643635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975251080522708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257740673747346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763063298735568,0.24493437389873554,0.11760893465036527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491700750313643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853084853682588,0.0,0.3575946853605965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430823321157725,0.0,0.09512316240734688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913285766463334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694552858012551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233804473027053,0.0,0.12955987733054375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709617893186232,0.0,0.0,0.13298452542038294,0.0,0.1148199170595826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138551501645554,0.0,0.0,0.14473436903692505,0.0
anxiety,RosePedalToTheMetal,2020/01/18,"Anxiety has taken over (F)(22)I’m absolutely disgusted with my anxiety. 
I’ve struggled for years now. I’ve tried multiple therapies, techniques, etc. 
I’m usually okay with handling my anxiety, when it comes to social occasions—I’ll usually suck it up and just go to get it over with to say the least. But this week has just been awful; cancelled two job interviews and now I’m not going to a baby shower last minute. I feel so guilty, and mad at myself.  I’m mad at myself for feeling a sense of relief when I finally decided I wasn’t going to go, because to mean that means anxiety “won.” 
This cancellation, is really getting to me. I can’t continue to live like this — constant circle of guilt and anxiety and relief and back to stress and anxiety. I can’t do it. All I can think about now is getting a drink... cause I can’t be sober cause I can’t deal with this..can’t believe myself. I just really look up to all of you dealing with this anxiety and kicking it in the ass. Mines eating me alive.",2.87847505668934,5.03140005612245,4.670952380952382,80.96849206349209,76.5,8.64126984126984,27.21541950113379,9.2995712137729,2.650520181405896,785,32,149,21,18,266,110,196,0.213,0.6990000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9699,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,11,12,4,3,5,2,13,3,1,2,2,29,33,12,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,10,14,2,0,6,1,0,5,6,7,0,1,4,4,18,5,28,28,4,26,0,0,1,1,6,7,2,0,15,99,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6091932299944501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874759414821752,0.0,0.06934824787656288,0.0,0.0,0.128170796112394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372978387136084,0.0,0.09799587368267676,0.0,0.12293628705958055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345672148178397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144343199781508,0.0,0.11640690754041785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687468072838656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504295178193105,0.0,0.0,0.12462068983041658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830781956975972,0.0,0.25861422238751525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289121264050565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273119833761613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055578357704807166,0.0,0.1004539136701454,0.0,0.09553141257266187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784029612306785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575767647644586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046809357084458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596601351212893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303139651735991,0.11892872318893888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009674002766558,0.0,0.0,0.072894084084987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723691774408288,0.0,0.11112892543022908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505855003760942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125299935116248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732589860994321
anxiety,rustednickel247720,2020/01/18,"I could really use some advice Hi guys, long time lurker, first time poster (22F). I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this, but I can really use some advice. For some background, I live with my sister, her fiancé, their 3 kids and 3 dogs. I have been diagnosed with social & general anxiety, along with OCD. That all added up to me not being able to drive or work (the first time I tried, it was not pretty). So all I would do everyday is sit, watch tv, watch the kids/dogs. I have been going to therapy for 6 months, and have tried 3 different medications (celexa, fluvox, and currently Zoloft). I finally got up the courage to work when I was offered a waitressing job at a restaurant my sister’s fiancé works for, and my sister convinced me to do it (since she reeealllly wanted me to get a job). Now, though, she is freaking out when I tell her that I have to work (since she has to drive), because she thinks it’s worthless to go for a few hours just to make a few bucks in tips (but I’m not worried about the money, I’m just happy to be getting some experience so I can eventually get a job with my degree). What am I supposed to do? So far it’s been going well at the job, and I’m enjoying it! But now, not only do I have the anxiety of actually working and interacting with I also have anxiety about leaving. I start getting lightheaded, nauseous, and everything because I know that I’m going to get screamed at as soon as I get home, because she doesn’t like to have to watch her 3 kids and the dogs by herself (which, honestly I can understand! But she’s the one that kept hounding me that I needed to get a job!). I’m sorry for the long post, and if it seems a little jumbled, but I can really use the help until I can talk about it with my therapist next Friday😞",5.565412087912088,4.913724387362642,6.6470109890109885,79.82298901098905,67.48901098901098,10.137142857142855,30.28791208791209,9.642632912329526,2.485814725274725,1383,44,293,26,20,467,169,364,0.055,0.847,0.098,0.9637,7,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,1,7,16,11,0,0,19,0,31,3,0,4,3,53,61,27,0,6,15,3,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,3,16,17,0,1,4,1,2,6,6,3,1,3,7,4,42,8,44,50,8,40,0,1,3,0,24,11,0,8,21,198,58,10,0.08571750894351639,0.0,0.08364792382955387,0.0,0.0,0.16752431536487336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854826093324706,0.0,0.09287488512790304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967209791679521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675779355244165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843845599421447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700146723828077,0.0,0.08955655280419156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703736994154929,0.08384817164716228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389934120888584,0.0,0.1458225386370906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134870239429206,0.0,0.19486094277347654,0.0,0.06855612234559375,0.0,0.0,0.08487381034163971,0.0,0.09124788218097536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057454639397297426,0.0,0.08598165044882994,0.0,0.08441447983206564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253070059891631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047108101208834935,0.0,0.0,0.09076246533995036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041877245111184055,0.08591146275899257,0.07569013081468844,0.15171459608462234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721710282716249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635137232128293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841889784597754,0.0,0.0,0.06355844675900536,0.0,0.0,0.0911615432053667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808440244669444,0.06519202813042961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955655280419156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418735811983018,0.08720552259628156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647384934544271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320228428525118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803400081768758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418128183567465,0.0,0.0,0.08737820570747565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959537334664467,0.0606712940158182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807877377542144,0.0,0.0,0.0688964867672681,0.07492088096877554,0.0,0.09802544183188984,0.09952463455984717,0.0,0.05492431860969204,0.08421701732544068,0.0,0.14994770636073435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639312385517138,0.0,0.0,0.08923494980051576,0.0,0.22209721845353286,0.0,0.0,0.05055840763896306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707033479920478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120168370074213,0.0870502911590407,0.0,0.06089125899799602,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OMG17,2020/01/18,"Anxiety! How much music help me out with my anxiety probelm! Hi everyone! I know that anxiety it's a really big problem in our lives! At the begining i didn't know how to deal with it, specialy because i couldn't sleep at night and i was getting affected at work and even my social live because i just wanted to stay home! So i discoverd the music, the meditation and the relaxing effects of it! So i started to make my own musics and created a channel where i could help everyone else that was having that kind of problem! I don't know if it is going to work for you but i'll let the link bellow if you want to give it a try and thank you all!

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Youtube

[youtube.com/peacefulsounds](https://youtube.com/peacefulsounds)

Meditation for Anxiety

[https://youtu.be/c6qyMBWKUzo](https://youtu.be/c6qyMBWKUzo)

Facebook

[facebook.com/peacefulsoundsoficial](https://facebook.com/peacefulsoundsoficial)

Instagram

[instagram.com/relaxingmusicvideos](https://instagram.com/relaxingmusicvideos)",10.493954022988504,14.95772382068966,8.362068965517242,52.32816091954025,62.51724137931035,8.832183908045977,31.04597701149425,9.3871,3.5257494252873576,834,31,106,18,15,248,88,145,0.08199999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.094,0.5845,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,3,0,3,7,5,0,0,8,0,9,1,1,5,1,28,21,12,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,17,3,16,15,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,3,76,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608526709540874,0.1750445381057655,0.0,0.0,0.4408116221360853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563113387954962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501747397849547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851603022023954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034080527185205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514802639015192,0.0,0.0,0.2753045115040901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526362835287252,0.13819221834578646,0.08187068618543973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311620625635206,0.0,0.14450051655113905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001278200878532,0.2375092216613512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730763474843106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544092360044853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615889984578832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589817716652326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518736146170346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27568542394945617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228634743870166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416063704503326,0.1468475633362739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196400370715454,0.1535451694218603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262796366943985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780497601684413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699366314020932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974984259953106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750445381057655,0.0
anxiety,Sim379,2020/01/18,"Can't read Ok so I don't even know if this is the right place to post this, but over the last couple of years I have really struggled with reading because of this thing I started doing. Whenever I would read, I would think too hard about picturing the scene. I guess when you read you're not really thinking about doing this--forming that mental image--it just happens. Constantly thinking about it meant I wouldn't experience reading as you should, because I wasn't allowing my brain to just do it. Kind of like I was trying too hard. I also became hyper aware of myself, meaning it has become so hard for me to just sit down and read a book and get sucked in, because I spend the time constantly worrying about picturing the scene. This probably sounds super weird, but this thing is so confusing and frustrating, I just don't know what to do. Basically I just seem to be too aware of myself when I read and what my brain is doing, that I can't enjoy it. 

Any advice would be much appreciated (:",6.543800374882848,6.434981355670107,6.859315838800378,77.29697750702907,65.34020618556701,10.147328959700095,30.52296157450797,9.800150414767053,2.6961195876288664,789,25,151,15,11,256,101,194,0.14800000000000002,0.767,0.086,-0.818,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,19,10,2,2,6,1,23,2,2,1,0,30,36,14,0,6,9,0,3,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,0,8,8,1,0,7,5,0,0,3,4,22,5,20,26,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,9,110,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602276429314106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858194779619522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682311283449935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970306732625102,0.10852523031123996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939097657351145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237765958297952,0.0,0.0,0.10872761018651857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490266205336047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961213684706036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051339055797817335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824923598100726,0.0,0.08689482094478126,0.0,0.2640766110813389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023271765457066,0.1080070099393314,0.08009854268546178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800698725792832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703866063455303,0.0,0.0,0.0990273308550466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722355876991384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266530852065517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941100636902514,0.0,0.1059455657247838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6880364397795481,0.0,0.12590128975230128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391719941469514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945615388485555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955199729605742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272721135549577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056490671575555,0.18889144140059655,0.0,0.0,0.057298720020886734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671502863894688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979219519755217,0.0,0.2094124783333931,0.0,0.0,0.06327900566770421
anxiety,mermaidprincess44,2020/01/18,"Spending money makes me so anxious. I have an amazing job, my only debt is my student loan (and somehow PAYING more than the minimum makes me feel so calm). 
I still live with my parents so I don’t have to worry about bills or anything (planning to get a job abroad, tho). I don’t mind buying my own food, but spending money on myself makes me feel so irresponsable and bad. I try to save at least 50% of my income, and if I don’t, I feel so bad and anxious. 

Right now I have to spend some money on a haircut that I really need. The only salon that have appointments for today was a luxury one. Yeah, I can afford it. But I feel bad that instead of spending that amount of money I could be saving it.",3.399791666666665,4.153132729166668,5.103777777777778,84.119,72.40277777777777,7.14888888888889,25.511111111111113,7.1686216300943375,1.1250411111111118,539,16,111,5,10,184,84,144,0.163,0.774,0.063,-0.9420000000000001,6,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,6,1,12,1,0,3,0,23,21,14,0,3,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,4,0,13,0,3,3,0,1,1,4,21,4,14,18,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,3,82,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714880669360352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353009070786723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118431457767996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312733292586343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325360264048306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988132854085206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859009220443615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263163426009444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451829285117954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292482042241073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601396294391774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191287467484095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141298815713384,0.250092567094953,0.0,0.0,0.18256525041980767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532952650014264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041093458149145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130336201681345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584777482597156,0.0,0.0,0.11162812375963428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697310550586875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunnyshauna,2020/01/18,Too anxious to speak I feel too anxious to speak and just go quiet for a long time and idk what to do about it.,1.022400000000001,2.0589010399999985,2.501000000000001,99.3955,78.6,5.0,20.5,3.1291,-0.625,86,2,22,0,2,28,19,25,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8660151371573289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380247856408173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783202062490492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33919877994045033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349894853035093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Teavangelion,2020/01/18,"I think I found an anxiety simulator. So last night I watched a buddy play something called ""Playable Teaser.""  It's basically a very short psychological horror game where you walk through one door into a seemingly mundane, empty house and turn down a hallway and walk to the door at the end, and start back at the first door.  But it changes and gets more and more creepy every time you go around, complete with the usual jump scares and spooky noises and shocking imagery.

I tried not to get taken in by it the first time I played it, but it absolutely terrified me.  I had to quit.  I later ended up just watching my buddy play instead, and I tried a mind game.  I started cracking jokes about how silly it all really was as I watched, to redirect my mind.  I was determined not to crack, not to let the thing get to me.  None of this can hurt me.  It's in the mind.  You're being manipulated.

It worked, for a little while.  And then, despite my best efforts, my subconscious started getting the better of me.  Even as I joked and laughed, I could feel my heart rate start to rise.  My breath came more quickly, but still I kept watching.  Toes and fingers even started getting tingly with the onset of hyperventilation.  I kept focusing on maintaining slow, steady even breathing, and made it all the way to the end.

But damn, it was unsettling.  And I realized as I watched, it really did feel an awful lot like a panic attack.  The only real difference was that I knew I could take the headset off and close the game down and end it.  But other than that, spot on.  The numbness.  The racing heart.  The body's reaction to a perceived threat despite your best efforts to stay rational and calm.

I don't actively recommend anyone here with anxiety try this.  It's intentionally frightening and very graphic at some points.  NOT kid-suitable.  But if anyone who's never experienced panic and anxiety asks me, from now on, what the experience feels like, I'm going to tell them, exactly like this.",4.724948691873898,6.521705764075067,5.338807432744755,79.694745308311,70.44772117962465,8.361985763150598,29.484052879726356,8.939507131559953,2.4716505315706754,1562,62,287,30,29,503,205,373,0.17800000000000002,0.732,0.08900000000000001,-0.9902,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,1,9,15,23,3,3,28,1,12,8,7,4,4,65,40,32,0,3,12,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,22,25,0,2,9,8,0,7,7,9,0,3,13,10,35,14,41,23,10,53,0,1,5,0,11,19,1,5,28,196,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044551709856196,0.0,0.0,0.124584157625626,0.0,0.0,0.07930679756313637,0.08328482323921063,0.10134993696030313,0.0,0.06850281861646419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869837522991856,0.07879068882019237,0.0,0.09895617272807404,0.0,0.0,0.09096833813015474,0.10189241167926008,0.0,0.0,0.0942428039112263,0.0,0.09340658991339867,0.0,0.0,0.14225830190020186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307751717131853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31562046867420196,0.0,0.0,0.17652443835554918,0.0,0.07506009410899292,0.0,0.0,0.08714470791809148,0.0,0.0,0.1351360098357919,0.06364415582106599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155563070448827,0.0,0.09767988847797923,0.0,0.0,0.2327228114557917,0.0,0.10126100312655567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113832583681355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279505914075672,0.09537005328996828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261823482178226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910980447204266,0.0,0.1305710150360315,0.0892891184372269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573904004639506,0.0,0.08429678365888621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698590558360285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870980232095407,0.0,0.0,0.08360262060487605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036802218078386,0.06775508801695572,0.0,0.20905006458988826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421652020268078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475556396505698,0.0,0.10140112337961732,0.11414351768546352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891921682085681,0.0,0.0,0.08110194981416319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858394011683129,0.0,0.0,0.315283093963568,0.09495546333688648,0.0711454239021319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698274241424555,0.0,0.07786643597267999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059185802497064316,0.05708369793658818,0.0,0.0,0.10389532108727206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814537738171975,0.09690166054317194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811733826081392,0.1470130997208288,0.0,0.07071354195117506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485678958143082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,That80sHaircut,2020/01/18,"Anyone else get stressed out for a second and then forget what is stressing them out and then stress because they don't know? I do it all the time. It's really weird and when I forget, I always say ""Something went wrong there"", it's really strange.",3.535,5.3033118367346965,3.877295918367349,89.08288265306123,73.48979591836735,6.53265306122449,22.45408163265306,7.1686216300943375,0.6838122448979593,196,5,39,2,4,61,37,49,0.355,0.645,0.0,-0.9402,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,1,5,0,3,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818066868897207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277791334838026,0.2238756025699271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319350835315505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252588476931986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141554631035078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008002529892395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27994905269788595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375727787918166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820936883076834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7508614019972325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274071331771678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025485509181653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388917480806808,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daswef2,2020/01/18,"Anxious about my apartment and other ongoing things and would appreciate some feedback I am a 25M.  In the past few years I've worked through or improved on a few things that I have been anxious about such as calling someone on the phone, driving to place I've never been before, introducing myself to people I don't know, and probably a few others that I'm forgetting.  There are a few things that I have been anxious about that I have been having a harder time trying to overcome and would appreciate any feedback you guys have if you've experienced something similar, or even if you haven't.  Also maybe me writing this out will help me to gain some perspective, as I haven't really talked to anyone about these things before.  If I am posting incorrectly or in the wrong place, or breaking a sub rule, please let me know as I am new to this subreddit.




- I am regularly anxious about my apartment catching fire.  Before I go to bed and before I leave my house, I repeatedly check that the toaster is unplugged, the stove and oven are off, my amplifier is turned off, etc.  Even if I have not used any of these things in a particular day or I just checked it a few minutes beforehand, I still often feel the need to check them again.  I know that it is extremely unlikely that my apartment will catch fire but I still worry that it will happen.  I wonder if this one is tied to also worrying that people I know would make fun of me or look down on me if they knew that hypothetical negligence or absent-mindedness had led to the hypothetical fire.

- I am often anxious about my apartment being robbed or broken into.  I live in generally a very safe area in an apartment building with locked entrances, but I've had multiple cases where someone has turned the knob on my apartment door while I was in it, luckily I always have my door locked.  This may just be the neighbors accidentally going to the wrong door.  Before bed and when I leave the apartment, I have to check that the door is locked multiple times to feel more certain that it is actually locked, otherwise I will sometimes still worry that the door is not locked.  I place a chair and my backpack in front of the door at night to feel less anxious.

- I am anxious that people I've known for a while do not particularly like me and merely tolerate me.  At work, I get along from people I have worked small amounts of time with, and people seem to be happy with the work that I have done on projects.  The people who work at stores or restaurants I go to seem to always be nice to me and recognize me.  It is my philosophy that most people tend to view others neutrally that they don't really know, and I am less worried about someone having a bad first impression of me.  But as I know people for longer periods of time, I worry that they are frustrated with me, tired of me, think I am weird or boring, or won't like me if I talk about myself outside of a professional context.  At times I worry that I will come into work or go someplace and people will be hostile or angry towards me.  I try to avoid telling people too many personal details about myself or talking too much around other people about non-work things, as I am often anxious that I will say something rude or mean by accident or something that they do not like which negatively changes their view of me.  Due to this, I haven't had any real life friends or any relationships in years.  All of my hobbies can be enjoyed on my own though, so its not so bad, but I'd like to have a couple of friends again and maybe have a relationship.  Even then, I wonder if I had those things if I would still be constantly worried that they would turn on me unexpectedly.  On the other hand, I wonder if this is triggered partially by my lack of stable real life social circle.  I have made some very kind online friends before but the dynamic of these friendships is IMO a very different thing.

I would like to overcome these things but unfortunately I am stumped as to where to go from here.  I think that all of these anxieties are rooted in reality by real things that have happened to me or to other people, but I don't know how to overcome them.  Any feedback is appreciated!  Thank you.",8.866412654929341,7.019536007416568,8.631734874553171,72.1210249557345,61.60815822002472,11.465352620853238,36.82160157685498,10.094168925368589,3.497814058063007,3326,121,628,55,37,1076,300,809,0.146,0.759,0.095,-0.9883,1,1,3,0,0,0,66.0,0,3,8,8,39,28,3,1,35,0,83,4,1,7,4,121,122,65,0,18,42,0,7,5,4,15,3,1,12,2,61,24,0,2,20,0,5,11,14,10,0,2,12,12,96,18,100,87,19,83,0,0,3,0,30,43,0,41,32,482,157,11,0.0,0.0,0.04221495220857452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918908268839825,0.07199060326133333,0.0,0.0,0.14708944003886726,0.0,0.033093336745256934,0.3909666367966813,0.0,0.03024799124585845,0.0,0.0,0.03851005399314734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223961499856442,0.0,0.0,0.22086347361392436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417270298009749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045762728777411915,0.037264158585925515,0.0,0.04674806320710317,0.0,0.0,0.0478657237615024,0.0,0.027898746169249183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519688503324077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426940447345474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824568673687977,0.08571731378726176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561978537907599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03679643927589532,0.0,0.0,0.1002663582673648,0.0,0.022601260698907364,0.0,0.12292662223245945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283362554978369,0.07650832182392313,0.04605045539746611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028995876350260994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991556082677311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450480274277066,0.16641971552741952,0.0,0.0,0.09161095604633948,0.0,0.0442356863301774,0.06111081323722774,0.10567183380412806,0.0,0.038198859083623804,0.0,0.03632701637594003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040933107752434465,0.028875997762760505,0.04385826052344762,0.08691980068593659,0.04712218867816144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031800650089019035,0.03207631067867175,0.033364330404741384,0.04178021595252665,0.0,0.04059603378763721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029313701537257774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04129600986222527,0.3598876070187282,0.03777245563949342,0.13559065509972232,0.047485850951987325,0.0,0.0,0.0414305649139846,0.0,0.04664096979634879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771606683044186,0.05542618242194888,0.0,0.0,0.09288885216430676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0344016258960733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876349978213479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409752937237667,0.10996069473544436,0.099909641472762,0.04278467103566401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818810997406772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431084585477712,0.03781063850390163,0.03982746046741474,0.0,0.0,0.2873963543888132,0.055437777270389815,0.04250215903489128,0.0,0.12612457404805075,0.049720337846697736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874061107559424,0.1411614752155026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03736224815245853,0.0,0.10708065226266283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073898211572491,0.2204536031896009,0.3075242754328981,0.0,0.18438149836867587,0.09459476630204762,0.0,0.05571529439480746
anxiety,ihateusernames1029,2020/01/18,"Strategies for combatting an anxiety attack in the beginning/during one? I've had a really weird/rough week this week for some reason. The Tl;Dr of it all is I started some grass allergy pill to help combat my allergies, it fucked with my anxiety like allergies always do, and histamines = bad time. Needless to say, it's been rocky. 

Whenever I feel an anxiety attack coming on, I start to get nervous, confused, and afraid. I was wondering if anybody had any strategies they recommend? 

Thanks yall. Keep on keepin on.",3.7961052631578944,6.6466240315789475,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,77.10526315789474,8.852631578947369,29.5,9.3871,3.4454,413,19,67,12,10,135,71,95,0.24600000000000002,0.654,0.099,-0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,0,9,3,3,5,0,6,2,0,1,1,13,15,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,4,2,8,2,11,11,3,10,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,5,6,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165101512624568,0.0,0.0,0.1349325492015215,0.0,0.4553727603533565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514632751303514,0.0,0.0,0.16567259013490482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092144448031227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032722173343178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343628994744676,0.10366637198652354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329968864943323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636500248943873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693809365392103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445467172590958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711306951617174,0.20400902617044406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779171766537625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808856965540573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267867386234685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570042206131585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31832145326377903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151782573455996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skullywogging,2020/01/18,Make it stop. Since my mom died I can't get out of this weird surreal feeling everyday. Anyone lost a parent close to them. How did you come to terms with it.,0.2504545454545486,2.5286673030303035,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,88.0909090909091,5.724242424242425,17.340909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.08167272727272756,123,3,28,2,4,40,31,33,0.273,0.685,0.040999999999999995,-0.8164,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,7,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,5,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037294492244585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961286078982977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35678042230796186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382114103094382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960635960909133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752670750627067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294700683887252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026208903520713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817174395647374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28437124145398024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874082702631803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nobodyinparticul4r,2020/01/18,"Starting Zoloft Hi, I just started Zoloft 25 mg. I am so dizzy and my eyesight is bad. I need to go back to work on Tuesday -- any ideas of how to get used to it by then? I don't think I should drive if I'm like this.",-1.1696000000000026,0.2911852400000008,1.054000000000002,105.317,86.6,4.0,18.0,3.1291,-1.1738,162,4,46,0,5,54,41,50,0.121,0.828,0.051,-0.541,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,9,12,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389376232178309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701750276746444,0.2933718747139008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357169323972244,0.0,0.19968663242350204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39664395812439773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165730458662534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605298324996458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973904452829722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513803054057166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034632115420481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557950938947233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mariaedwu,2020/01/18,"I can't stop thinking about what people think about me. It's literally exhausting, and classes are coming up. I had a whole thing about ""discovering"" myself last year and this is my senior year. I can't stop thinking about the times I embarassed myself and the times I cried in class and everyone saw. I can't have any mental health support right now and I'm so stressed thinking about everything. Having anxiety is fucking hell. And my school is so rigid, I think I'm not going to endure it. Not anymore.",2.5474414245548265,5.272596752577319,3.420224929709466,86.24743205248362,81.4742268041237,6.0014995313964405,24.28209934395501,7.348242739294969,1.3073381443298966,403,15,74,6,11,128,61,97,0.17300000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.067,-0.884,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,2,3,0,10,3,0,0,0,17,22,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,1,12,1,8,20,1,14,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,9,50,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196746985698377,0.0,0.13462676513732874,0.0,0.17452817441819976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159405546213434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330942356684727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815961263410673,0.15816246879897686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269375207196116,0.0,0.0,0.10001538151202813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706204956989825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344990146608358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734980409554996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200468208777633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502888015655825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781045244345908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29425988641743184,0.20158830899335495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970379645989925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169155041737296,0.5638150572249259,0.0,0.0,0.20523458893393293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964791023056538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665498830733394
anxiety,hot-banger,2020/01/18,Paxil So I’ve been off and on trying different ssri been on Zoloft Prozac with no help on my anxiety. I’m on 30mg Paxil and on my 5th weeks with still no results. Has anyone had any success with Paxil? Idk what else there is to try if this doesn’t work,0.1949696969696965,2.245862709090911,2.3595454545454544,94.47265151515153,85.54545454545455,5.121212121212121,16.439393939393938,6.42735559955562,-0.37087878787878825,199,4,45,2,6,67,42,55,0.127,0.764,0.109,0.2263,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,10,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,28,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494756614488544,0.0,0.2806449624082826,0.0,0.0,0.2565152747051619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832879772373903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064623442371501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458968308621981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929728515099209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981442854810472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29427093602055204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670766093064397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rose-wilson,2020/01/18,"Anxiety driving paranoia My anxiety droves my paranoia. I went to the doctors last week for my physical. I was ready for the worst news- turns out everything was fine and Im healthy. There’s also a really great person I like. My anxiety makes me feel that I’d mess up with him.. but that’s just my anxiety speaking. I want to know how to deal with the paranoia and stop my anxiety from driving it further up the wall. I did talk to my therapist about it, she said it’s the anxiety creating these feelings of doubt.",2.509999999999998,4.817886274509807,4.005647058823532,84.51141176470588,78.41176470588233,8.393725490196081,29.807843137254906,9.120678840339163,2.8956360784313726,408,20,80,11,10,135,65,102,0.235,0.64,0.125,-0.8490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,16,12,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,6,4,15,3,14,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,52,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061496354835128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7496821414109915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838608599570362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717520347677026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679049664841254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516913829577975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800719313262253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642445668737874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976191136659017,0.13313577133862034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979480105307434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902406127253574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261347960641288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463339757330026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553642578363541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655121597090206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127848883692927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896387499583157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765616793178507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633628163457823,0.0,0.13101349570990525,0.0,0.0,0.15140857132306546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jinera,2020/01/18,"I went nonverbal and I feel terrible about it For seventeen days I travelled to the other side of the world, on my own as a young woman. Staying with a friend that I had never met before.

Naturally, I felt absolutely *terrified*. 

Panic attacks left and right, mental breakdowns a valid twice a day. But I *know* that, I can deal with that, I expect that. 

Half way through the vacation, something even worse happened. We were going to a (supposedly calm) bar. On our way there I already noticed something was *off*. My body was tense, my muscles tight without me wanting to. My movements were stiff. I found it difficult to answer questions with more than one word. 

I felt an overwhelming sense of discomfort. Not necessarily *fear* or *panic*. It was like my body was shutting down. My breathing was normal. 

When we arrived, my friends noticed something was wrong. The music in the bar was extremely loud. I couldn't speak. She asked me if something was wrong, and I couldn't respond.

No matter how hard I tried, no words left my mouth. I couldn't. I simply honest to god *couldn't* speak! I wanted to! 

I got out my phone and we communicated via text, left the bar and went back to her house. 

It took an hour. A whole hour long I could not speak for the life of me. I ended up going to my room. It wasn't until I saw a (very fucking cute) gecko on the wall that I cried out a loud ""awwwww!!!!!"" And regained the ability to talk. (Animals, can u blame me?)

I had never experienced this before, I thought. But recent reflections made me realise I have had this happen before, but since I am usually never asked anything when I am out with my friends in my own country, I don't notice my inability to talk. 

What can I do to break through that barrier in my head at that moment? Why does this happen? Am I just making this up in my head?",1.2602992979430958,3.879690569405098,2.7461688631604915,89.04201225520386,88.06515580736544,5.449168616824732,22.404791230447106,6.98899656878771,0.9038289690848624,1413,52,277,21,46,459,186,353,0.09300000000000001,0.8540000000000001,0.053,-0.8129,0,0,4,0,0,0,74.0,4,0,0,0,8,18,2,5,19,0,28,12,6,3,3,55,52,16,0,10,9,0,5,1,3,0,2,5,1,1,18,16,3,3,9,4,0,7,14,11,0,3,25,12,56,7,42,22,4,52,0,1,1,1,22,24,1,3,18,195,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565421907920453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133076418912533,0.0,0.1620693564362668,0.09861171831291876,0.0,0.06665204592770108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127646862061584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925652550569911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920742141236604,0.0,0.09521459032318293,0.11180365735016123,0.08936391258136597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585479426340645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677330071473662,0.0,0.0,0.057251731681825485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975397955952143,0.04382832568535448,0.0,0.16645397613149188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504082524689317,0.20090769483807688,0.08013483598390883,0.0,0.0,0.09852518724615128,0.0,0.06932640984726947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299541566961028,0.0,0.07764880927197544,0.0,0.17791864595276252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072589947199593,0.10001779695155134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047637401588543085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825362401643783,0.0,0.06122508501023241,0.042347772285272825,0.0,0.0,0.0767096205861436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201929802986507,0.057859986608828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735367696658193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056031236992652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492860308146517,0.0,0.2960593794815302,0.0,0.0,0.058737031091900586,0.0,0.0,0.20340206122387586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710213164266816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558665453806527,0.0,0.0,0.07402477544650436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170310419130692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692390292221163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923900071740284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934119711692222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688147295716196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630535766899337,0.05885045078184931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546645624435332,0.07152058902442975,0.10225295040857424,0.13760608223228207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070760540308734,0.07821577679968778,0.0967758161393015,0.0,0.08355702400231955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833495661297745,0.0,0.18954330016468507,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coolbeans2233,2020/01/18,"Anxiety attack over first ever medication I was prescribed my first anxiety medication for 'generalized anxiety disorder'. Today was my first day. This is silly, because I looked at all the possible side effects beforehand.. I freaked out and had an attack, and it took forever to get the damn courage to take that pill. 

I did it eventually. But I felt so stupid for worrying.... I know this is to help and better myself. But I'm scared for the side effects you guys. Stupid anxiety go away..... 

Anyone else??",3.254385614385616,6.274369263736265,4.8825174825174855,74.792027972028,81.63736263736263,9.023376623376624,29.151848151848153,9.339509955726095,3.608859340659341,397,19,66,13,11,133,61,91,0.268,0.64,0.092,-0.9519,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,6,2,10,5,1,4,0,6,3,0,2,2,13,14,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,3,6,2,10,3,10,8,1,14,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,6,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727868867529023,0.0,0.0,0.10803423753958656,0.1583097287904803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35154592278398433,0.1451635400710098,0.0,0.0,0.0941854670271828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664806431467874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964363405844266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707734355614008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906999683472878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397595871840976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835005829257164,0.0,0.0,0.394268356106524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072304528236064,0.0,0.08780936094735797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298530205573999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035621627839992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491249613628167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974618659346865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31129722406295623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418238049391108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546875312328346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616933714443747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645368972797684,0.0,0.17166193029592816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690841536864916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UMNCSEStudent,2020/01/18,"Antidepressants that works like alcohol? Okay, first of all, I need to make a disclaimer. I have yet to be diagnosed for ADHD (which at this point, I 99.9% believe I have at this point). And that might the root of my problems. But due to some financial reasons, I can't go down this route yet.

Since sophomore year of high school, I suffered through sleep issues. Like I literally not ever get enough. I would randomly fall asleep in the middle of the day. I took a lot of naps during my free periods (and sometimes during class). And all I wanted to do after getting home after school was take a nap. Even while studying, I still take naps. I was always sooo tired. And no amount of sleep would help.

Since I've started treatment on Lexapro, I've notice some improvement. I've haven't needed to take mid-day naps, and it gets me a bit more motivated to start the day. So I guess I feel less lethargic? Idk. Even so, I still really struggle with getting up in the morning.

But then, come freshman year of college and here come the magic remedy: alcohol. No seriously. It's weird af, but if I get drunk the night before, I actually wake up (albeit tired and hungover sometimes). Not only I NOT turn off my alarm and snooze away, but I get up really early (like 6 am or 7 am) even if I go to bed late (12 am-2 am). And it is epic.

But of course, alcohol can't be the solution to my problems. And luckily, I have the great ability to control my drinking habits (I don't drink unless I'm partying, which isn't often). But I can't help thinking how much it eases my anxious thoughts and it's great ability to wake me up. It would be great if I could find a drug that works the same way and won't destroy my liver lololol.

Is there anybody else who experiences this? If so, what have you tried? And people with drug knowledge, is there an antidepressant that works like alcohol? I'm seriously considering changing treatments.

TLDR; Always feel tired. Alcohol = waking up early. Antidepressants like alcohol?",2.7207867466593925,5.095285308290158,3.9316825743114254,84.96670575402241,78.04145077720206,7.068339241887102,25.442868830106352,8.119692808369301,1.7012238341968913,1563,59,302,29,38,509,199,386,0.1,0.748,0.152,0.9815,0,0,10,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,0,6,17,19,1,2,16,1,28,22,7,6,3,64,56,31,0,13,15,0,2,5,0,5,12,0,2,0,18,17,9,1,8,7,1,6,12,9,0,1,4,2,34,11,38,43,12,46,0,1,0,0,4,17,0,12,27,193,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.07105469104263315,0.0,0.0875067147638097,0.0,0.0,0.4668877900127174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117199724480147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225762476382423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840992772814082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195824409442531,0.08203497792176474,0.0,0.0,0.07949260918202153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702618111424411,0.12544338613505832,0.0,0.0,0.08166563352109486,0.058135015472860326,0.0,0.0,0.1408745019825134,0.0,0.0,0.07390335697354969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265745022679788,0.16887922909607944,0.0,0.0608256670443277,0.0,0.0,0.0752349823154572,0.0,0.14427630328860644,0.06586325501501257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122479146067964,0.0,0.0,0.0736325769655788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654948793826754,0.06193444472706749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282497805327869,0.0,0.08276226982787174,0.0,0.0,0.2408287736957484,0.08021139712428323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976096348705429,0.07693061437943173,0.07303707406326282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599754061193577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213589617423259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786303454195804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619027530370165,0.0,0.0,0.04860304210326612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724276733571875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053525711834660684,0.10797938767286347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832978571395762,0.0,0.0,0.08289774061701442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055377338793120304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047915763835744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766307174080938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934383909300785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329135914227743,0.0748635816961049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738067771153446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046283437657225,0.0,0.14573056728332154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402724261202976,0.0,0.10307440649059116,0.0,0.11629663124406453,0.0,0.0,0.07611964251601341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642382643959252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046655437587322,0.0,0.05780514989237823,0.0,0.25106245958380136,0.0,0.0,0.08089758791686312,0.049435043192872084,0.07919930801613438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042946816489003885,0.057795331457790824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902553659672966,0.0,0.0,0.15517215719958793,0.0,0.0,0.0937779820290379
anxiety,geckosrus,2020/01/18,"Birth control question Does anyone still take hormonal birth control? I read online that birth control can cause or heighten anxiety and depression. I'm worried that it's making my anxiety worse, but I'm also worried about getting pregnant on a different form my accident if I stop. Has anyone looked at this type of thing before?",7.499237288135593,9.101071423728817,7.362500000000002,68.54849576271188,63.57627118644068,9.967796610169492,40.17372881355932,10.125756701596842,4.75035254237288,270,15,38,6,4,86,46,59,0.295,0.705,0.0,-0.9414,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,11,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,8,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,5,23,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176152603663755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121977840232936,0.0,0.0,0.24790046243956165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084240580878353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821035426302039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964649650228914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526810676657589,0.0,0.0,0.18520781445449175,0.0,0.0,0.15512882680408754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261545557580404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886086294867748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183280757490334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858124866301252,0.0,0.17731643463990587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156682375937454,0.1482043728552409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328382305123826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177692901610216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600494585458969,0.1806517085469422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carrotschmarrot,2020/01/18,"It's cool, just been fighting off a panic attack all day... About an hour after I woke up I started feeling anxious, and the feeling has been coming and going since. I feel gross (sick to my stomach, dizzy, verge of tears), then better, then gross again. I was on Lexapro, but went off a while ago and my anxiety has slowly been creeping back over the last month or so.

Thoughts? Do I go back on meds? I just meditated and it helped a bit, but I just feel on the edge of losing it. I hate feeling like this and the vicious cycle of it all.",3.1854357798165154,4.25241042201835,4.013658256880735,90.55424885321102,73.22018348623853,6.1839449541284415,25.551605504587158,5.985473137389443,0.6350266055045868,412,13,89,2,8,132,71,109,0.22899999999999998,0.677,0.094,-0.9433,0,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,4,1,8,1,7,2,1,0,2,20,20,12,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,7,6,10,3,13,13,3,25,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,14,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672128058901228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430462004163855,0.21310291406316292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459859499463432,0.0,0.2900960586492214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683158990118974,0.20593965254662885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249163048461873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165343122036895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768955086655322,0.1347602852892735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441028628579747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623718505483128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643750467678205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576665523475494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376202128126404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215712482298066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103338007592515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953003297682093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056599096483012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132154932715506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604013072138606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351623300297433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975445650530395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486576095863726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluevelvet19,2020/01/18,one of those days woke up an hour ago with this wave of anxiety and felt it in my chest. My mind is nonstop reminding me that I’m nothing and will never be the version of myself i want to be. Never gonna be able to cope with excessive worrying. I’m some fucking loser who lets anxiety take over her life. I wanna be normal. I wanna wake up and not have these negative thoughts playing In my head over and over. Ugh my heart hurts so much and i can’t stop shaking. When will i be okay. It’s just one of those days where i wake up with an unnecessary amount of worry I’m exhausted and the day has only begun. Off to pretend that everything is okay while I’m internally screaming.,1.9535439560439585,3.921236321428573,3.78142857142857,87.1328021978022,78.64285714285714,7.164835164835164,24.340659340659343,8.139509932561175,1.4519725274725281,535,19,112,10,13,180,89,140,0.193,0.74,0.067,-0.9501,0,0,0,1,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,1,4,2,13,8,5,0,2,22,24,9,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,9,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,7,0,2,3,2,13,3,22,12,4,22,0,2,0,1,2,10,1,1,11,80,22,0,0.17910043449143642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876172887480622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740226843330046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465148909131301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096392205822066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196450381050524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557546570138032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380871626481549,0.0,0.0,0.21223487720732284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763778509388789,0.0,0.19173071936637573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831423286931821,0.1265039335104077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084038304162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165942691131832,0.0,0.2762665925427078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548039917876615,0.17185169725996313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272617913414754,0.13621395100540945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497359828214276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466123741347258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218573927353387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563807659529936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36377036993605977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wesnednard,2020/01/18,Should I be worried I went to sleep and felt like I was dying and not breathing is this normal or should I go see a doctor,2.0666666666666664,2.9136825185185167,3.660185185185188,92.86583333333336,75.66666666666666,5.4,20.907407407407405,3.1291,-0.3215037037037041,96,2,22,0,2,32,22,27,0.08900000000000001,0.81,0.10099999999999999,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,8,9,3,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647631055342479,0.0,0.0,0.35973727364295593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374595971154141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997445225792754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717070688997471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344359117703574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800705072282123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517168227473031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258097225017171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569277372975174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sneakerspirit,2020/01/18,"Coping with Anxiety and intrusive thoughts. Help? Due to some traumatic experiences through the period of 13 - 16 years related to various issues, I've been having trouble trying to calm down and I have a tendency of overthinking to the point where my chest hurts and stomach aches. Most times, I keep grinding my teeth to prevent myself from crying and further collapsing into a pile. I'm in med school right now and this is a step towards my dream of being a doctor. But I don't want to ruin this with these symptoms. I want to have a clear head and a calm mind but I'm struggling to do so. Help?",3.656637931034485,5.7255444913793125,4.701241379310347,82.01789655172416,73.91379310344827,8.088275862068969,27.97931034482759,8.841846274778883,2.3763303448275868,475,19,88,10,10,155,79,116,0.161,0.711,0.128,-0.449,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,8,0,8,6,4,0,1,20,14,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,8,2,19,11,3,14,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,2,5,60,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112967552539649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457236411886677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289661450893864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188212533518268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295804527986586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29988241739363825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23947517975223956,0.0,0.0,0.2334843914220631,0.0,0.1988345918625012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484799623588119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587295024226886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114685440336908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103834085877186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639606206838506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233859520518814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250966491542785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775925922734842,0.1304411072160333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518774276361039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638877845443131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440552870957002
anxiety,illbetheillest,2020/01/18,"Should I talk to my boss about my depression and anxiety and how it’s affecting my work? I’ve been diagnosed with depression, anxiety and obsessive thinking a few months ago and I’ve been on Anti depressants ever since. My psychiatrist suggested I go for rTMS treatment and I’ve been skeptical about it, which is leading me to keep postponing it. 

At work I’ve been at a junior level position for the last two years, however, just last week I was given my own project to handle and now I’m experiencing extreme anxiety. My boss said I have to become more responsible and take my own decisions here on, but I have a feeling that I’m not capable of the responsibility with how I’m struggling with my mental health at the moment, I’m able to perform tasks decently if I’m working under a senior but handling my own project I’m not quite sure. 

I need suggestions on whether I should talk to my boss about it or not. 

And if I should, how must I convey it? 

What sort of repercussions should I expect and how in your experience will this be taken.  

I need this job as it pays decently for my field and it’d be a struggle to live off with something less than this.

Thank you for reading.",5.407255747126438,6.13510371982759,6.514413793103452,75.90529885057472,67.83620689655173,10.497011494252872,32.70804597701149,10.504223727775694,3.4811990804597706,941,40,181,25,15,316,124,232,0.131,0.8390000000000001,0.031,-0.9454,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,6,11,9,1,3,8,0,17,2,0,9,3,48,34,21,0,10,10,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,13,14,0,1,3,1,1,2,3,7,0,1,8,3,25,2,31,17,6,22,0,3,0,0,7,10,0,4,10,127,38,14,0.14243550342903746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626047972333987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268883107802896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730882294820606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680384711719267,0.14456903773668006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884106743803025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932925358385906,0.0,0.0,0.07201967024174319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094937902618657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514022795606485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134525899459244,0.12660321996378995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220789181613244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257731590672329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435414862685304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136906599230894,0.0,0.0,0.21122824199784124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514976906294523,0.1424740484991234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548878116310042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782412032437907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096538093087623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29780902849484114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342437763269247,0.0,0.10709377226151956,0.2289685245905672,0.0,0.1311354747440502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912669193037728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913879016204822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425316927365115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31108422868499297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172379427688196
anxiety,trappedinexistence,2020/01/18,"Beta blockers Hi there

I’m wondering how to get beta blockers like propranolol in the UK? Specifically in Norwich? Would doctors prescribe them for you if you explain your anxiety? I’ve seen many online pharmacies or so selling them online, are these safe or legit or is it best to ask for them in person? 

Thanks",3.1769950738916246,6.175256206896558,4.324187192118227,78.81810344827588,81.75862068965517,6.762561576354681,28.975369458128082,7.957251820313856,2.6067507389162565,252,12,40,5,7,82,45,58,0.026000000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.203,0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,3,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,10,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,7,8,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,5,1,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633481016433079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218245836974292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36126611008725584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523515104247809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985490993608624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818175237933813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490125441002245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005833036311258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169364935335757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733213129145471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445432744125789,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heh_Has_Arrived,2020/01/18,"Anxiety attack I'm having an anxiety attack cause im going out with my boyfriend and his family, and i don't know them well or even know whats going on.

I was really looking forward to it but anxiety always ruins everything.",5.014666666666667,5.876778022222222,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,68.77777777777777,11.333333333333336,30.555555555555557,11.20814326018867,4.050555555555556,181,7,30,6,3,66,36,45,0.306,0.6940000000000001,0.0,-0.8781,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,1,5,1,4,8,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864548866704528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142683133229017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098531955410749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301948190509884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480046126749971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139122156792885,0.0,0.21124537329196755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547029015320996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420479367395996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630015420804485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817316190180056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355321519594832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014773983540404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,herway_,2020/01/18,"Public places Does anyone else’s anxiety and depression get worse when they leave the house to go to public places? The amount of sadness misery and neglect and not caring attitudes in one place is literally breaking me, this is why I can’t be around people and this is why I don’t leave my house! Minimum human contact n I’m fine",4.417230769230769,6.0758701076923085,5.273846153846153,80.40615384615388,71.0,8.276923076923078,26.84615384615385,8.841846274778883,2.1178307692307694,267,9,49,5,5,87,49,65,0.32,0.6559999999999999,0.025,-0.9619,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,5,9,1,8,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360283590069839,0.0,0.0,0.124332721239464,0.18219297722159186,0.0,0.15829348035474172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129473731768386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315221631955347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556075288398467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854202058815444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290125163344384,0.0,0.10105663765047493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41035039049982747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765618472978718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049237425733993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232748679554158,0.0,0.5573380058914927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209016348215156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812091699964122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wtfThomas,2020/01/18,"Anyone ever had these symptoms from anxiety? Hey guys, my doctor thinks I’m experiencing extreme anxiety and I’m pretty skeptical so I want to know if anyone has experienced something similar as I’ve never had this kind of anxiety before. About 4 months ago I smoked this fake thc cartridge and I don’t know what was in it but it really messed me up. I got really strange symptoms after using it, many of which improved. However I still have some symptoms which the psychiatrist thinks are anxiety because I’ve gotten all kinds of x rays and scans and bloodwork that came back normal. I’ve been having muscle twitches, tinnitus, sometimes it feels like my heart is beating hard for no reason, and slightly cloudy vision in my right eye. I was prescribed lexipro but I’m scared to take it because I’m not even sure if it’s anxiety causing these symptoms. Sometimes I don’t feel anxious, but I still get weird symptoms. Is this normal for anxiety? Has anyone had similar symptoms from anxiety? This is all new and scary to me.",4.479871323529412,6.875097906249998,5.346997549019608,76.84334558823531,72.54166666666666,8.059313725490197,31.08578431372549,8.841846274778883,2.977386887254902,826,38,136,17,17,269,115,192,0.22399999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.062,-0.981,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,1,1,0,16,10,2,3,5,31,33,13,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,16,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,9,7,13,4,16,24,3,14,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,3,10,85,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207140893835295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957932733716166,0.10459519719754694,0.0,0.19421368340453304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119249071285105,0.0,0.11287845341820554,0.0,0.07878339275753332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589308175477434,0.0,0.09511075380062756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947651240972025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061151811910983365,0.0837488338150659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362796372969588,0.06614305898253205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048372072647104185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404903661263007,0.0,0.0,0.0916741448379984,0.0,0.0,0.08293837129854062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971419574297313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928269829166751,0.10176507631455042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523257078109025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386710734761766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390081729029141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140760135730657,0.08941959779106587,0.0,0.0,0.18142815278892271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419268060412156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862521115009192,0.09519325549334906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906746244837913,0.0,0.0,0.09269418010956704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127679734107656,0.18313874107205408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787770876327222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726068432891569,0.5773903536937572,0.06961273073954002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865002688309853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996409607262439,0.0,0.0,0.05460929309072093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Draveco,2020/01/18,"Started work at 3am had a coffee from the store, been feeling like I'm dying for the past 3 hours. If it matters I haven't eaten thing yet as well, I know I have a regular issues with anxiety but I dont take medication for it.",1.4934000000000012,2.6468861399999994,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,77.6,7.4,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.3163999999999991,177,6,40,3,4,64,40,50,0.033,0.83,0.13699999999999998,0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,6,11,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,4,2,6,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288515294896905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31047399531783365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506055526983795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126094581501212,0.21371524622024224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946058356717252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31223842343450803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440688316917418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615123869925942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013655744218465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855757668542173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117423137638693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249261240547284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874422388388385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689748303157169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778723553847545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EvieLuna,2020/01/18,"How to get help for anxiety? To cut a very long story short, I've had extreme anxiety all my life. When I've finally plucked up the courage to go to the Dr about it (I have seen Drs and nurses about it multiple times) the same thing happens every single time - they give me a counselling leaflet and send me out the door. Every single time. They do not listen to what I say or seem to be the slightest bit concerned that anxiety has and is making me suicidal and has done so my whole life. As it takes so much courage for me to go to the Dr in the first place, to then be treated like this when I finally get everything out is so discouraging and devastating, and I have absolutely had enough.

The counselling ""leaflet"" is no good for me because the only time they can provide appointments is during the day, when I am at work. I have told the Dr and nurses this every time I have been to see them and they say that that is the only option they can offer me. I have never been tested for anything, never been tried or put on any medication, nothing. Just this leaflet.

My only other option is to have private counselling but that of course costs money, and I cannot afford it.

I do not know what else to do, I am so tired of seeing everyone around me get help and feeling as though no one in the system wants to help me, and I have ran out of options.",5.355882352941176,5.2864245882352945,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,67.82352941176471,8.858823529411765,29.867647058823533,8.472884824447931,2.011480882352941,1056,35,218,14,16,344,133,272,0.08199999999999999,0.851,0.067,-0.529,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,6,2,13,7,1,0,15,0,31,8,0,2,3,35,50,26,1,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,8,3,1,0,15,15,0,1,3,0,2,5,7,2,0,2,9,7,29,5,33,39,8,33,0,1,3,0,16,11,0,6,17,163,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824605153226716,0.0,0.2640661625667833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468615660107052,0.10242950372446744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014067872664205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125617816331021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420541984074044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774829324312495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611947009426224,0.0,0.0,0.11888972179199987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908338916210267,0.10994659583901922,0.10341023484503203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817876419216704,0.0,0.0,0.2520894192927947,0.0,0.09787161073646224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803453132536511,0.11037787863012152,0.13078468196421086,0.0965084797789846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017488762364601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313707395846621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323502233792888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254327436678506,0.056213442318919116,0.0,0.0,0.1018261787911088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680472535599944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591277970301753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458375070866651,0.0,0.17748569275259626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040501588761167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796893510777128,0.2625293261221146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021521716563828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566901034559078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300371474299187,0.0,0.0,0.18337890692777084,0.10474805093394406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585906564261254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651224452901328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644202721062301,0.0,0.11304775261901692,0.0,0.3354676555244646,0.13224675123946458,0.0,0.10994659583901922,0.0,0.07811949110764331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949381346120554,0.06786650181986842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846252505954925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376644845228377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RockinMadRiot,2020/01/18,"Need some help I am planning a bus ride soon and I have always had a fear of buses due to social anxiety issues. 

This is my first time trying it in a long, long time and I admit I am nervous, though not scared. 

I was looking for some tips on how you cope on a bus or similar situation that I can try. 

Many thanks.",1.0952736318407936,2.699500641791044,3.382910447761194,90.6978482587065,79.8955223880597,6.257711442786071,20.12189054726368,7.1686216300943375,0.3356487562189052,241,6,55,3,6,83,52,67,0.105,0.748,0.147,0.4226,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,3,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,1,8,1,6,9,2,11,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,7,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322878221434284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776505507387445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26131630670367184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975294227024257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556546999907673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423812854064254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110214629400867,0.19500948228818546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23543845688363554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219098520036125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324965085615173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610292506733621,0.0,0.2367228919683801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380044995238728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281586779313305,0.0,0.270823099088515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153293966286232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vibing_rn,2020/01/18,"Mind keep find thing to worry about before sleep Everyone time I out my phone down my mind find something new to worry about. 

Any tips on how to Combat this?",0.6619354838709697,3.13613067741936,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,97.06451612903228,3.7703225806451615,12.651612903225805,5.6839178017228535,-1.0144890322580642,125,2,25,1,5,38,24,31,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.802,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144313441450106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020136605800544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268500800086481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339666452667343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101594071562396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794215395935293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292866509692434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375758527827657,0.0,0.0,0.1827655073145696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772093584546376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843241605672482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821913885603635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClumbusCrew,2020/01/18,"About some slight freaking out yesterday First, I'm in 8th grade. I was baking some bread, mada a bit of a mess, and had to do a bunch of stuff with the dishes blah blah blah. Well, most of that time I was a bit stressed, that weird alert feeling.  A few times I'd drop something and the sound would make me yelp a bit, set me off. Well,  after a while of this and cleaning everything, I want into the other room and just layed on the couch cause I was a bit tired from that. Why exactly I got to that point I din't know. I hadn't had the grwatest day earlier. 
What are your thoughts? Please don't call me lazy or anything.",1.4705813953488374,3.3254062325581413,2.4149031007751947,96.89584302325585,79.69767441860466,5.850387596899225,20.05232558139535,6.816661863887847,0.014493023255813588,480,12,113,5,12,151,85,129,0.147,0.745,0.10800000000000001,-0.6111,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,13,0,10,4,0,2,1,20,17,6,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,8,7,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,8,2,11,2,15,8,9,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,7,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183733836980668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6996215350332132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635900383332679,0.0,0.0,0.1645775038689696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103320753482845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398440713572616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100585868170299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627264137274206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813278333546532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804599675443535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693992584175167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586001429488046,0.15144811976821307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333576300697333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351745124055344,0.0,0.1833995592730976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718706844785874,0.1868368699337599,0.18413525606411427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449468946234467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288092038246763,0.0,0.14456258739156733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380699825586604,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danielpelikan,2020/01/18,"Is Atarax safe with mitral valve regurgitation Hi, I would like to know if I can take hydroxizine (atarax) if I have some minor heart problem. Small mitral valve regurgitation. Thanks",6.2231182795698965,9.4074575483871,5.569032258064516,73.54021505376346,70.29032258064515,8.004301075268819,23.23655913978495,8.841846274778883,1.867249462365592,148,4,24,3,3,45,24,31,0.077,0.6859999999999999,0.237,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,7,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421158621468093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514189786886887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350156185397585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377464624987823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439679367441971,0.0,0.0,0.4211860104389015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249805820123652,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theoneirologist,2020/01/18,"I just woke up feeling not myself, very anxious Last night was like any other night. Went out drinking with some friends, perhaps had a bit too much. Took half of a chew edible went to bed. 

Woke up six hours later, I felt very odd, not myself, my thoughts weren’t right, creating scary violent scenarios, I felt very strange and my heart rate was elevated. It’s still happening now. I don’t feel like I’m having a panic attack but I don’t feel the normal me. Could this be the combination of a hangover and taking the edible. I feel like I’m having a psychotic break or something. Please help someone!",3.5417948717948704,5.541558606837612,4.504623931623931,83.60565384615388,74.04273504273505,7.756923076923077,26.22991452991453,8.548686976883017,1.91089811965812,475,17,91,9,10,154,81,117,0.10300000000000001,0.726,0.17,0.78,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,8,0,10,3,1,0,0,19,26,4,0,2,5,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,7,1,0,3,5,3,0,2,12,6,11,4,7,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,10,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014488996824085,0.0,0.0,0.16853323692490466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971610178574376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286814475275693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910971614426502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461416004121559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017236778903131,0.21315135167033186,0.2864762975342365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152576704203292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192118114552676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767814301287011,0.09999357364756617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691425435011415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160326984063055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864842093392375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966596105960373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27999446854494864,0.1461667202609396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503297537397727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375707624860786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740064304000573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640145440620246,0.11484761915830875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913696610678175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216632462156344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843387224300506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574673035103266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692724082181301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27658648265091995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artabbs,2020/01/18,"Wtf is wrong w me pls help I’ve been sick for 2 months now idk why and I haven’t gotten my period in 3 months, and I don’t get out of bed and I can’t sleep and I eat once a day and I got a panic attack the other day that has me traumatized. I always feel sick to my stomach or just anxious. Changing clothes will put me in such stress sometimes because I’m not in bed. I shower like once every 2 weeks. It’s gotten so bad that today I tried going out and I went to the thrift store and I was just walking, looking around and I started sweating and running out of breath. I am 120lbs and 19 and my body is fucked because of how bad I’ve let my anxiety get. Wtf do I do, I hav no job & no money, I don’t go to school. My life is just being wasted away because of my anxiety & it’s rlly fucking me up I feel like I’m slowly dying. I need help, how do I get back to normal with my habits being this bad?",-0.6445902373488579,1.181146674876846,2.0756314375279916,96.61611621137483,87.17733990147785,4.479086430810568,17.60165696372593,5.565023196281405,-0.5709684729064044,697,17,168,4,22,242,113,203,0.28300000000000003,0.6629999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9939,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,3,2,4,0,18,11,5,2,0,27,36,15,1,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,6,16,1,0,2,0,3,6,7,9,0,0,6,3,29,2,19,26,0,25,0,0,1,2,2,9,2,1,12,100,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318091858347572,0.2687156706607788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897248101657127,0.1400887577429177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038948322985888,0.0,0.14107198260678555,0.1165054524760932,0.09535110456124664,0.3106134479778129,0.2267743080798324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774003118913408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117935336641232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994411085128285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286961462621991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688662761977226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044783707636148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539987953863396,0.08858818774134652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292786370935513,0.1943602693472981,0.0,0.14094819296641814,0.0,0.09917699692779457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623398173743256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305442660167545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680206979650946,0.08758740112665649,0.12116377845292005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041317824622168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979569610797781,0.0,0.0,0.0919470889438135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214971873698448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26411954745818883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549149195486535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465785553453684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254982508624427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409314148388545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264271887613795,0.0,0.08777037752921947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204569060386096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175409016630812,0.0,0.0,0.08419029615480192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946819817232913,0.0,0.0,0.11495256802168714,0.11189395026307176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355784566050005,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MajesticSamm,2020/01/18,"I’m starting to become addicted to my Xanax I got prescribed Klonopin at first and it was great, it mellowed me out and I had not one bit of anxiety for the first time in my life on .5 mg twice a day. But after a few weeks it was like it wasn’t doing anything and I wanted to take more and get that high I felt in the beginning. I’m terrified of addiction. My father is a coke head and an alcoholic so I know what addiction looks like and it’s not pretty.

I wanted more of that high but I know people addicted to klonopin and I wanted something that would work faster. So I lied to my psychiatrist and told her I was still having panic attacks. So she took away the klonopin and gave me .5 of Xanax. I’m “allowed” to take 2 a day when my anxiety is really bad, but the thing is guys my anxiety is always really bad, I was hoping the other meds I’m on (Zoloft and Rexulti) would eventually stop the anxiety and I wouldn’t need a benzo but they’re not and I’m scared. I woke up this morning craving Xanax as soon as I opened my eyes. I take 2 and it barely makes me high anymore, I would take 3 mg a day if I could but I’m trying to limit myself so I don’t become full blown addicted.

I thought about flushing them but I don’t want to. The high is too nice and now I’m sitting here at 8 am thinking about how badly I want to take 2 mg and be zoned tf out. I don’t know what to do.",0.29502211673319323,2.232220892976592,2.7341547092458747,92.63914122343296,84.21739130434783,6.132312007767829,20.347502427446326,7.359569317364363,0.5136910346315675,1073,32,248,17,31,369,143,299,0.141,0.7909999999999999,0.068,-0.9733,2,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,4,13,11,1,2,14,0,24,14,2,3,0,51,59,30,0,13,10,1,1,2,0,4,11,0,0,1,14,18,2,2,6,0,0,1,8,6,0,4,13,3,36,5,30,40,5,34,0,0,2,0,7,16,0,2,18,162,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660188853765264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091369730216685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113991585284016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616182762409793,0.0,0.08478952922213917,0.0,0.0,0.07035631382984556,0.0,0.0,0.09726458253733053,0.08032675226515845,0.0,0.21415795532024812,0.0,0.1888482781732215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933400068781046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826197806226676,0.0,0.0,0.16541445952400888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209002326038634,0.0,0.0,0.14544651524971006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466837924532193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683793409948437,0.09426016508333293,0.0,0.08465495159756048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774404868034566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613268780180885,0.0,0.08491729040076602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095987955416653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060388688446093935,0.08353851779851583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179550583255544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706956069120561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496730948789832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339455259922497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793462385988533,0.0,0.0,0.10031169170683144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592724904824339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698065121280803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954246179124418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559688606223471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581936313232925,0.0,0.0,0.060514844774803636,0.0,0.06827759506148169,0.0714788810502002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214135436847365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680005873381685,0.05478268873185412,0.0,0.06787465078910421,0.04985368188780176,0.0,0.0,0.08169554535795542,0.09498972911169512,0.058046494122193995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521401793025393,0.0,0.06858011486191944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062242451772024136,0.0,0.0,0.1822027276414471,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BoringPhilosopher1,2020/01/18,"Did SSRI's/Anti-depressants improve your sleep? I'm not sure whether I have proper anxiety but ever since I was young I used to go to bed and sometimes just lay there for hours before finally managing to sleep - my mind would just wander and race. 

My sleep quality is awful and the only time I actually manage to wake up feeling refreshed is when I go to bed and just get drowsy and drift off without a thought in my mind. This probably happens about once a month if I'm lucky. 

For those of you that have suffered from a similar sort of thing did any form of medication help with this?",9.155739130434783,6.738971356521745,8.873913043478264,72.40652173913045,61.52173913043478,12.330434782608695,38.65217391304348,10.793553405168565,3.955904347826088,466,18,90,9,5,151,82,115,0.098,0.809,0.09300000000000001,-0.1383,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,8,5,4,1,2,24,17,9,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,1,10,2,17,12,1,13,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,7,60,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.1691940491407439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790447054428145,0.0,0.13263536615756022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753376648554525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933209837768405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683230258355682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766623049559649,0.0,0.0,0.18992951675826966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058399010948028,0.0,0.19707190817077289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533195240681028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621308260272108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707445564100264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746622948068422,0.0,0.0,0.3501291213051553,0.0,0.13839040868361507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464423738723512,0.0,0.13186344270253833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693316284490613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342187982292404,0.0,0.520516191129069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147743524410206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634087715005154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518609014901325,0.0,0.0,0.13764449929999542,0.10109937954641056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497448112385106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713231023929292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316430815595117,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwthisaway0kay,2020/01/18,Idk what else to do. Not sure where to start this. Let’s start by saying I have never had anxiety before and I never get sick. When I have it’s usually something minor that clears up relatively quickly. Well back around Christmas I got really drunk. The hangover was bad but whatever. A few days later a got a cold. Great. With this cold I started getting really bad anxiety and a bunch of symptoms that are not even cold related. All the cold symptoms cleared up within the week but the anxiety and other problems haven’t. I’m pretty much always in discomfort now. Sometimes it’s worse than others. I’ve stopped eating. Eating only makes my problems worse. When I do eat something I take really small bites. I’m hypersensitive to how I feel now. Even little pain or itch. I’ve gone to the ER twice now because the pain gets unbearable. They just dismiss me after taking some blood. Meanwhile I go through bits where I am writhing in pain. I stare at myself in the mirror practically telling myself goodbye. I have this area on the right side of my chest that pretty much never stops hurting. It’s there from when I wake to when I go to sleep. Sometimes it hurts more than others. Sometimes what I eat effects it. When intense my muscles it almost feels better.  This pain has existed since before Christmas. The ER doctor told me to see my regular doctor with my concerns. I did. I think I made him believe that I’m experiencing anxiety more than pain. I feel sick pretty much all the time. I have never been sick more than a couple days in my life and we’re almost at a month here. I’m not finding it hard to breath but I’m not finding the breaths satisfying. I find myself holding my breath often. When I hold my breath for a while and let go it feels good. Like oxygen actually gets to my brain. I pretty much just drink water now. I was vaping a bunch before I got my cold but I’ve stopped now as well as stopping caffeine. Just sips of water all day. I’m not depressed. I still find myself laughing and enjoying things. I’m scared. I’m scared so often. Death doesn’t scare me. Once your dead nothing matters to you. You ded. I’m scared of suffering. Of dying. At this point I’d welcome it tho. This pain is outrageous. I’m honestly so upset that amount of times people have just told me it’s anxiety. The fact that it might be doesn’t stop me from writhing in pain. I feel like my body is failing me. I spend all my time trying to feel better. Anything to keep that bad moment away. I constantly feel sick. But the moments where I start getting chills and start tensing my body are the worst. It’s full panic mode. I really don’t believe it’s just anxiety. I feel like something is wrong. I feel like it’s just a matter of time till I’m down for the count. I spend most of my time by myself so if something does happen I’m pretty effed. I don’t know what to do. None of the doctors are helping. Er doctors seem to only care if it’s an immediate emergency like a heart attack or gushing wounds. My doctor doesn’t seem to care enough to fully listen to me. Last time I saw him he didn’t even examine me. Because I feel awful all the time I have started to slip mentally. My focus isn’t there. I need help but can’t seem to get it.,1.4319907407407406,3.9221186867283966,2.912007407407412,89.57373333333334,84.35493827160494,5.493037037037038,21.757283950617285,6.918507183188421,0.6978641728395059,2551,85,507,33,75,831,274,648,0.198,0.629,0.17300000000000001,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,5,0,0,0,70.0,0,3,1,4,39,46,2,7,28,1,35,41,13,4,13,88,95,32,3,5,21,0,11,5,0,1,21,2,0,0,36,10,8,8,21,2,2,4,19,28,5,1,14,22,74,18,60,77,23,79,0,5,3,0,15,25,0,14,55,320,110,6,0.0,0.0,0.045826682521309184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940483324017226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907490530694655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554796448936325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0386444975045226,0.041804809099463616,0.0,0.053424358277676304,0.04412094392785693,0.0361097326210484,0.11763019009157147,0.05725338066972705,0.0,0.1198798027278476,0.10581682458115728,0.0,0.08306550777872873,0.0512687130197957,0.10432507772911467,0.0,0.052423458670555735,0.0,0.0,0.09575873709161443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074762706098422,0.0,0.0,0.051960909860405226,0.0,0.09085692982362928,0.0,0.04044701747697027,0.0,0.04873759409784637,0.0,0.0,0.2403303535728631,0.04109545777255511,0.0,0.0,0.046003420639183334,0.0,0.19220929710755336,0.03922947931917383,0.0,0.0,0.048522758996982884,0.0,0.09305091963862074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744644289585495,0.10064579075752147,0.0,0.0,0.17168421737969816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147209565963189,0.0,0.08006621818682921,0.039388246813072916,0.11267582660002208,0.05177412681324302,0.0,0.0,0.041527022903403016,0.0,0.04206739196265999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564842911581101,0.06295327841970888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005443920092421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041740657987822255,0.0,0.0,0.02580826755100222,0.03827908246386857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604060398076228,0.03316959620142158,0.1147126628323582,0.04706676685508631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044435168949459175,0.03134650432439145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047325147710398335,0.04981767880233902,0.0,0.0,0.03748343014985528,0.0,0.13808550945650142,0.03482062229192336,0.14487535785328565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505987479174278,0.0,0.0,0.05001140932028448,0.0,0.07143116623291303,0.34978504679077993,0.0550980389509073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03255650397027466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044392859859098285,0.0,0.0,0.2388786006373473,0.0,0.08986972966477652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033641789616452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040104017986273034,0.0,0.037344881509447383,0.18806264681955104,0.0,0.03742144557102129,0.12825325068294008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388462182129534,0.0,0.04699442318689431,0.0,0.0,0.14460997604098885,0.1393354321456592,0.0,0.19943333929138607,0.0,0.03750272304415335,0.1963054408344202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044259723854247306,0.0976198991452085,0.0706169167241139,0.0,0.041045554619728856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031198475424739868,0.030090397901021217,0.0,0.0,0.19168135257549684,0.0,0.0,0.08974555734546934,0.0,0.031883102953296605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172036598849407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03766888760049094,0.0,0.08444627440726286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571354097206618,0.0,0.05134394446407632,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nosuds,2020/01/18,"First time here, I feel like I have a problem I've never posted here or been diagnosed with anything to do with anxiety. But just just feel so bad that I have to talk out to anything. I feel horrible, I feel constantly stressed out. Everyone notices. I'm always worrying about something. If I have nothing to worry about, that makes be feel like I'm forgetting something I'm supposed to worry about. I can't concentrate on anything for very long, I always feel like I'm not doing good enough and weighing things down. There are times I'll get so fixed on something that I'm worried about that I just can't get passed it, and I'll even think about it after it turns out to be ok. I can't go to my bed without shaking that feeling that I forgot something important, or I made some kind of mistake. I just want to do well, and do a good job. I constantly, constantly tap my feet, or wring my fingers. My hands are always sweaty. I can't shake the feeling that I may have messed up or done something wrong, even when it's something I've done a thousand times. I constantly think of the conveniences of making a mistake, any mistake, and how it will affect others. I have a hard time forgiving myself for a mistake and letting things go. I hate the idea of falling short or not doing good enough. Sometimes I hate the idea of going to sleep at night because I feel like I'll wake right up and get back the feeling stressed out. I just feel like I'm not really ""good at anything"" I feel like a fake sometimes.",4.721599999999999,5.510920626666668,5.1280000000000046,85.01400000000002,69.4,8.0,31.0,8.07648339933343,2.092400000000001,1188,48,237,15,20,378,131,300,0.21,0.684,0.106,-0.9836,1,0,6,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,21,29,2,4,12,1,24,7,5,5,1,61,58,17,0,7,16,0,15,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,15,12,1,1,17,0,0,7,9,15,1,2,5,15,28,14,36,48,3,36,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,8,21,153,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692963143967689,0.0,0.0,0.046120278586672434,0.0,0.05188251140430295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232420338266817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052149792802436534,0.05662730050245913,0.041342758896875546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931595494454605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883639917724463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880787544247278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015345139499694,0.0,0.08958962634174822,0.0,0.0,0.06480541229177245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115051062375294,0.2907059539611589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768809881774761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630026597098118,0.0,0.11563189162148363,0.22753853446764696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607538637190803,0.1339174431799134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531222216246814,0.0,0.0,0.06730140023263206,0.0,0.0,0.0706246340388845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935107566122156,0.0,0.19880207902850625,0.0,0.0,0.060019025130304625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417341491210074,0.09054144613880742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523073652574192,0.0,0.0,0.06364496279627735,0.0,0.06507561711280528,0.07721411039618711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495330988177242,0.0,0.0,0.06489507732462697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043447561116905016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791835266346556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786949817064039,0.0,0.0,0.3132692936352707,0.13415245492011835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537635075243866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545115641789392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011387850619068,0.08691330020906525,0.0,0.0,0.15818676011505448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376924952287885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595903091674043,0.040002299276973526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097879150051427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653765601379414,0.0,0.0,0.2755001165351613,0.0,0.0,0.07415109088624564,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaptanaBanana,2020/01/18,"My partner gets really sad when I'm anxious which makes my anxiety worse Hi everyone, I could really use some good advice!

So I've been dating my (f23) SO (m24) for a little over a year. He knew very well what ""he got into"" when we started dating as I was hesitant to date because of my anxiety. This past week I've had an an especially difficult week mental health wise and I've noticed how sad my partner feels because of it. I get that you get sad when somebody else is but it's making my anxiety worse and I feel very guilty for putting him through this.",2.0045052292839927,4.161979265486728,3.7668061142397455,86.35331456154465,79.35398230088495,7.294931617055512,25.316975060337892,8.296473431620573,1.7595026548672572,439,17,89,9,11,147,76,113,0.22399999999999998,0.727,0.049,-0.9520000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,4,0,14,17,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,5,2,13,3,9,11,1,15,0,3,0,0,8,3,0,1,11,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900614149101144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734364623989204,0.18382501851912547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983827589217311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991707852726678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593000530911356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548401735320194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455021480587642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25504030935669825,0.0,0.0,0.13648013410672089,0.1301404451767635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296161965321055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308617854552318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723105038277205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639814672835812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525551580013647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533273815662801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635765279912278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848262846443813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517263436904945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405361033322862,0.0,0.26851877417131903,0.0,0.0,0.2610451211887749,0.0,0.14630301915457394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316470765934451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478505386381803
anxiety,EmcPratik2,2020/01/18,Four Things That You Need to Know About Anxiety Here's a list of four things you need to know about anxiety and what you should for [anxiety treatment](https://evolvebraintraining.com/areas_expertise/anxiety/) of your mind :  [https://evolvebraintraining.com/four-things-about-anxiety/](https://evolvebraintraining.com/four-things-about-anxiety/),28.49885714285714,33.9151916,15.846428571428573,12.621071428571467,18.714285714285708,15.0,37.5,13.816669648895859,5.899000000000001,306,7,28,7,2,73,24,35,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.838223291002769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24087176341948996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127309844923007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249851884960747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911792423379805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,5156151561,2020/01/18,"What is wrong with me Okay so normally i always have the worst brain fog, im slow to comprehend information, slow to think of replies in spontaneuous conversations, partly due to anxiety and my own insecurities. I feel disassociated from reality and like im viewing the world through a darker lens. I've also noticed im starting to have short-term memory problems. And im not very keen on living a long healthy life, every night i pray to whatever the fuck entitys up there that i dont wake up and just drift off into eternal sleep. Now aĺl of these could be symptoms of depression or anxiety or dp/dr i havent really figured that out yet. 

Self medication. Every 2 months or so whenevers theres a social obligation in which im obligated to have a conversation with someone for more than 3 minutes be it friends/family/job interviews i take 100mg tramal to bring myself back to reality. Its the only drug that clears up all of the above mentioned symptoms. Marijuana makes all the symptoms worse so thats a big no. So at least i dont think i have a drug problem, because in the interim ive tried everything from antidepressants, exercise, diet change you name it.

Yesterday i took 1g xanax and 50mg tramal after three months and i felt so fucking normal. Like no euphoria, no speediness that comes from higher doses of tramal, i just felt like my old self. That made me wonder if this is all the result of GAD. 

I just wanted to put all of this out because its the only glimmer of hope ive had in a v v long time.

Should i try getting a doctor to prescribe benzos?

Tldr; might have GAD, tried xanax and i was back to normal.",4.041003134796239,5.713193940438874,5.73624326018809,76.66353730407525,71.97805642633229,8.991147335423198,28.74746081504702,9.490545024520769,2.7317635360501566,1293,51,242,31,25,442,186,319,0.12300000000000001,0.802,0.075,-0.9306,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,0,15,14,2,1,17,1,19,18,3,3,5,48,37,17,0,10,8,0,3,3,0,2,12,0,0,2,15,13,1,0,8,1,0,5,7,8,0,1,6,4,22,6,41,26,9,38,1,1,1,2,10,15,2,7,21,152,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037248496914783,0.07322192243455722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463744580472942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353310530296264,0.0,0.10728631497846937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823559121573228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309089867658027,0.07580304111809558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702597578726992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579310437590228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007034243460342,0.0,0.0,0.20626751416311506,0.0,0.20410098199006885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482853082753514,0.0,0.07908750834034553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444947592003274,0.0,0.16898499931478442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627066594448173,0.04597566023474247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740251062342838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752681886186291,0.0,0.08732507719019066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215604570676477,0.12897507954312398,0.0,0.07770441613765362,0.15575206412548276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326644603807475,0.05873977915506465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864937735856461,0.0,0.09335265650627372,0.0,0.0,0.14047935847593332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258076755819044,0.2586599659630196,0.0,0.1001870410899658,0.0923397754287994,0.0,0.0,0.1338538704631614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095293957611289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840563842797224,0.0,0.0884629440609563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637418560601733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360355798069208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806219701409754,0.08970353710021049,0.07456096671895576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622858941723508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743928600900167,0.06616402980791652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127719575428812,0.0,0.0,0.05131271782520636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776973297921694,0.17923591162261346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260809845562874,0.05190388104961136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543077721395836,0.0,0.0,0.08967813764282542,0.0,0.0962127045350629,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sphprnt,2020/01/18,I keep talking myself out of going to therapy. I need to go but im busy a lot during the hours theyre open I need some sort of motivation or something. I would love self help but im not sure exactly how to go about it. Any suggestions would be great,-0.4773015873015858,1.7054892592592632,2.27783068783069,92.47166666666668,91.59259259259258,6.048677248677249,18.825396825396822,7.447530270364453,0.5642730158730167,196,6,45,4,7,68,41,54,0.04,0.6709999999999999,0.289,0.9532,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,18,10,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,7,7,2,6,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,4,1,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458506317409377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656739499242005,0.0,0.0,0.23645989387805744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437583446660135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121507355716101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633404884208726,0.0,0.0,0.1906355966910513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233932170063116,0.19357242890238133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180615940319469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237446253184001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511364697518302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214053330920675,0.0,0.0,0.17238720832407234,0.0,0.0,0.2452713201358973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047143517044913,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drpeepa,2020/01/18,"I’m the worst friend anyone could ever have My social anxiety is always so out of control. Some days worse than others. Most people who know me know that I’m not that social, but some people just don’t really understand how bad my social anxiety is. I don’t expect everyone to really understand but it’s definitely ruining any previous or potential friendships I have. 

I got invited to a birthday party which I should be exited about but I’m actually dreading it because I just don’t want to have to interact with people. I’m trying to find every excuse possible to back out but I can’t because I don’t want to come off as rude. Now I’m super anxious and have lost all my energy to do anything. Just thinking about this is draining me, I just want to enjoy the weekend alone in the comfort of my home. I’m honestly thinking about just not saying anything and. It showing up, and I’m almost willing to ruin a friendship just for the sake of my own comfort. Isn’t that just terrible? I have done this so many times to people and I might just do it again. I’m a terrible friend...",3.6539133986928083,5.253863819444451,5.590294117647061,77.61352941176472,72.8425925925926,8.786056644880174,28.44662309368191,9.325443323948027,2.7058587145969506,859,34,157,20,17,297,111,216,0.182,0.638,0.18100000000000002,-0.3071,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,18,16,1,1,7,0,22,0,0,2,2,45,42,13,0,6,15,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,1,7,2,0,1,8,9,0,0,3,1,17,7,26,34,6,14,0,3,0,0,9,6,0,6,7,116,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.12466920064528444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279268951782919,0.1323143239503156,0.0,0.0,0.10630132800125812,0.0,0.0,0.0868769095007216,0.0,0.19546249008323646,0.14432533835285666,0.0,0.08932837045782058,0.0,0.2102608501493548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823472382683944,0.10666901874361068,0.15575496216676915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004851647523206,0.0,0.0,0.1432866585143109,0.1020009488768886,0.0,0.0,0.08239057968705997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073640925803015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556055250020622,0.107638017882104,0.12207415287504828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676458433460457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974044121467639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217631927818144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814739614410658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042020537388716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945827519249224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295222189080261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552650666788238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542733710991934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402312235770415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368460689529254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015948846790462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906864830823735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371884880274734,0.0,0.0,0.0744942206761694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673638894612358,0.0,0.0,0.2659922530515177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605735962167464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019195354549834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maksimkuzmin,2020/01/18,"Anxious of waiting for response from gf 19M. It's always been like that. Not really girls only. It's like when I write something, or chatting with someone, and he/she gets distracted (and eventually one does, we're all humans with our own chores), I start insanely panic. I doubt every single word I say, I think I said something utterly inappropriate, something dreadful or, even worse, I'd always been saying to this person something bad, but one was patient with me, and now he/she lost patience and just ignore me...

Well, sometimes it really goes this way. And \*weeps\* some girls really start ignoring me. But in 90% of such situations, the person eventually respond me... and I'm like: ""Holy heavens, I'm not as bad!"". But each time it feels like I'm going through execution, hell - whatever, when I have to wait for the response.

If someone who talks to me reads this post, now you know, how I feel. However, I don't blame you. Actually, how on earth can I blame you? No, that's really mine and only mine issue... but not mine's fault. I'd really love to get rid of it, I just don't know what to do and where to start...

Any advices?",2.0800342465753445,4.610401529680368,3.7559646118721477,84.38682363013699,81.64840182648402,6.75502283105023,23.736872146118717,7.937092434478242,1.5244899543378998,881,32,169,17,24,293,126,219,0.142,0.7290000000000001,0.129,-0.2656,1,0,4,0,0,0,60.0,1,3,0,1,12,19,1,4,2,0,8,1,0,2,1,40,27,20,0,1,12,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,1,5,12,12,0,4,5,2,0,1,6,12,1,2,5,5,23,7,19,22,5,14,2,2,0,1,19,3,1,5,12,102,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.11717921956713932,0.0,0.0,0.11733924546038485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982973484492414,0.0,0.0,0.0816574454717546,0.0,0.0,0.13565443930349566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052093546236496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508143737664488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931066606729271,0.0,0.10117125052454412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214305174920383,0.08578404955962797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547204018359598,0.0,0.06824333513895764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253306765148745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198392218769628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23465700880989915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107978365668374,0.0,0.10837546515401657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273649449079444,0.18265010363888376,0.0,0.1408861573373764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969569507513075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500193672753545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011091817250985,0.0,0.3846265635751845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422207818902808,0.1909823635201827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497317881703086,0.0,0.0,0.20348411669396846,0.3697689468624816,0.11876063098746288,0.0,0.254976378040964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651448811517116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694140506170823,0.0,0.0,0.07001869423974652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531266318200698,0.0,0.0,0.10796492333690384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237017187420138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CarefreeKate,2020/01/18,Are there any good weighted blankets to buy online in Canada? I saw a few on Amazon with mostly amazing reviews but they weren't quite as described or didn't last a long time. Where can I get a decent to high quality weighted blanket? I have been extremely anxious lately and I have been having nightmares that wake me up so I'm hoping a weighted blanket would help.,5.239718309859157,6.545951563380285,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,68.5774647887324,6.806760563380282,32.50985915492957,6.742157984588678,2.1162822535211268,295,13,50,2,5,94,57,71,0.042,0.764,0.19399999999999998,0.8686,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,10,4,1,0,0,7,14,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,6,3,7,8,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,4,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085365785382267,0.0,0.0,0.233994877865926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821545859130807,0.0,0.0,0.1737285412437193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883305441682958,0.2188413507872468,0.0,0.20572413143941354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168836383811547,0.2336486015597955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833011310748429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030536552074395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077758672022253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7566757054312266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471372819089644,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ya_boi_Fermat,2020/01/18,"Doesn’t make sense. Imma make this short. Just kinda wanted some thoughts from people. 
I’ve had hereditary depression ever since I felt it. I must’ve been about 18. (Am now 24)
I’ve been through the jigs and reels and made it through college. I owe a lot of my attitude to my mom who always just told me life is shit, and it’s a dog eat dog world. So any semblance of me thinking I’m in any special has been completely obliterated, ever since I could converse. 
Anyways I could write for lines and lines about my life and that’s why councillors exist and shit. 
To get to the point, I’ve always had terrible debilitating anxiety when it comes to working a job. Could be any job. I get incredibly anxious. Just the build up to your shift, it’s the worst feeling in the world. It used to be a lot worse when I was in college as a teenager, to the point where I just straight up left jobs or got fired. Good well paying jobs. Some not so much. (KFC, fast food etc) I’m not bashing anyone who works fast food. I’ve been there done that. 
At the moment I work at Dell Technologies and an on site operator in Kanban Lean manufacturing. It’s okay, if a bit heavy on the legs and back. (12 hour shifts), but recently the topic on overtime came up. As you might have guessed, I dodged a lot of overtime because of college. I was flagged for it, and now I had to say yes to overtime, for fear of further disciplinary action. I feel fucking awful. Knowing I MIGHT have to work an extra 2 fucking days. 
Anybody else have the same experience? I don’t mind the job, I don’t mind the people, and I don’t mind the hours. It’s just the fact itself wracks me with anxiety, and I hate it. I’ve been on Lexapro, Efexor, and now Vortioxetine, which I have to say has helped. 
Just thought I’d post this here anyways. 
Have a good one reddit people. 💓",1.730228407755579,3.928921301630435,2.974788484136312,91.44964747356052,80.54891304347827,5.934900117508812,23.26116333725029,7.113659591113569,0.7512230317273798,1421,49,305,18,37,458,190,368,0.105,0.847,0.048,-0.9640000000000001,6,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,0,4,24,14,5,1,24,3,31,10,3,4,3,58,56,21,0,5,11,1,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,18,15,3,0,7,0,2,3,6,9,1,1,18,6,27,5,40,31,11,42,0,1,0,2,11,23,4,11,15,190,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388128526635249,0.0,0.0,0.17017141551952186,0.0,0.12762166920835116,0.09423312156622987,0.0,0.05832441682613531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413956674584408,0.0,0.050847884549976484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106556050182237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540242681672956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718530463849665,0.08745710511263853,0.0,0.0,0.1997958485686044,0.0,0.0,0.05379458382131831,0.0,0.07184362743307224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536061711232075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535248080053327,0.06968098694062848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302771613603274,0.0,0.150903946823099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081594070476921,0.0,0.09386298864316074,0.0843523940346461,0.0,0.08008970890239256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017270341672486,0.0,0.0,0.15422823379892814,0.08715986057287105,0.0,0.0,0.13992599236230632,0.0667131193012735,0.0,0.09188899336580256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235322063321335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591007894526733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429030905227365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138734231085943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584168807212974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062863603516902,0.0,0.11783435517623653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274464229801884,0.0,0.07892754329162205,0.1113578562025266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697634973918971,0.2526705217879225,0.09769247799239794,0.0,0.0,0.0613182659323857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652291199370268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348453515235213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770478435012392,0.0,0.07988674413929385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236042667395845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266697625972584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712448080880497,0.13800044614237902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534477810964617,0.0,0.13244145409261082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797048433716093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204218346578176,0.0,0.0,0.04919923947124096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499844308768581,0.0,0.07526739752390148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429030786350473,0.0,0.08500513025234194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BuenFly,2020/01/18,"Funny feeling in heart Hello I just woke up and currently going through an anxiety attack *I guess* I have had around 10 or more in the past month,the thing right now is,I feel a funny feeling in my heart and it feels as if i cant feel heartbeat,even tho I feel.blood pumping,anyone else had this? Thanks.",0.32267025089605283,2.7598181129032247,1.5611827956989262,96.1395519713262,93.67741935483872,4.0458781362007175,19.7921146953405,5.82211442006289,-0.0625326164874549,241,8,50,2,9,76,48,62,0.077,0.726,0.196,0.7488,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,12,13,6,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,6,1,7,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218354129390366,0.0,0.0,0.139098890518542,0.20383082376990105,0.0,0.17709294282440596,0.0,0.2263155132077974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618336712344428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313936645591339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035203639212946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305846149415445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191476181605182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714741814620926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878677825312934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899044835073073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988807549328394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831511890544801,0.0,0.0,0.13216254166970906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrdavid2019,2020/01/18,"So thankful for the real people in my life Just a warning: this may come off as a word jumble. It’s late I’ve just got a few things on my mind. I’m sorry if this post may seem incoherent.
I recently graduated college and I feel like a lot of my “friends” were just kind of being nice to my face. Ive been reflecting with on my time with them a lot and the more I think about us never hanging out, never being around, never appreciating anything I do for them, never really doing shit for me the more I realize “wow they weren’t really ever my friends. They are kinda just like acquaintances.” I’ve thankfully got a core group of friends I’ve been with the past few years from school and we’re all still close and hang. 
I’ve just been thinking about this since it’s my birthday. 
I remember about 110 people on fb/texted me saying happy birthday my freshman/sophomore  year of college saying HB. And now that number dwindle down to like 25. I know it’s petty and kinda childish to count posts and shit like that, but still it kinda just hit that everyone else wasn’t “really my friend.” It kinda hurts, it drives my anxiety try to make me figure out if I did anything wrong. Fresh/soon I was really outgoing and extroverted, but then I kinda shut off. My anxiety and depression just started to grow and I noticed those people who used to love hanging around me just kinda didn’t ever give a shit. I was invited to less and less parties, less people talked to me, more people avoided me, more people talked mad shit about me just because I was acting different (and unlike most everyone else at my school I wasn’t comfortable talking about my mental health problems to people I wasn’t really close with/didn’t use it to get peoples attention.). 
I became a less “fun” person I guess. So people just stopped giving a shit about me and sort of saw me as an asshole. After months of talking through my social anxieties with my therapist and making new discoveries, I realized I’m still fun and extroverted I just save my attention for the people that matter the people in my friend group who took the time to say happy birthday, get ice cream with me, hang, hug me, make me loved. They are also the people who stuck with me. Who realized “hey my friends going through something, but I’m not just going to abandon him. I’m here for him.”
But then I think about those 25 who reached out. And how the other 110 just don’t matter and those 25 who reached out, who care, who made me feel special...those are the people I’d take bullet for.
I’m thankful for a lot on my birthday. But I’m especially thankfully for the people I have in my life who stayed even though I “changed”. Those are the people I have the privilege of calling my friends.",5.193716955941255,5.95882956261682,5.832736982643527,80.4702803738318,68.32710280373831,8.731108144192259,28.9305740987984,8.841846274778883,2.1981919893190924,2156,73,412,35,35,701,221,535,0.08,0.7040000000000001,0.217,0.9977,3,1,1,0,0,0,54.0,1,0,5,0,35,41,6,1,24,0,27,12,6,7,7,106,69,33,0,3,21,0,2,4,7,2,3,3,0,1,29,32,0,3,15,0,0,11,11,12,0,0,19,7,67,29,63,45,15,58,0,3,2,3,41,20,5,17,28,281,96,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043945768769784115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261163236671894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044301516429808,0.09783936206909884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03349874309734166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611299689698653,0.0,0.05602808595115868,0.0,0.058132821508376786,0.04733700846975512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733080323521007,0.0,0.0,0.05741402491865575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918120980234334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036295834592159584,0.09941598537955773,0.0,0.1050195930607552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557161723483445,0.039258322087726234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971950118156776,0.0,0.05742118484518303,0.10543154890959283,0.06246193424020174,0.0,0.08790161732290593,0.0,0.06053675210831906,0.0,0.0,0.11699664663885732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058412302500026776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882815509577261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722492971293117,0.030200645424440887,0.0,0.06198920058941166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762963645439375,0.10738873344511513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015682620331305,0.09919417279237117,0.05199770884139137,0.1100443484467697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537954079391618,0.0,0.05548670623210026,0.0,0.04386283507835133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953208132314793,0.05307379829474907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256417608954319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245870677873237,0.571460732915886,0.04798270296127072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525926663379774,0.0,0.0,0.052582449299098236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254836615142348,0.17602099217563905,0.0,0.05425930299669971,0.0,0.06225085881098265,0.0,0.0,0.13110211942615824,0.0,0.11123042201041768,0.0,0.05002700446995573,0.0,0.0,0.2820415187212447,0.04545755967584523,0.0,0.0,0.05601750316143962,0.0,0.04230538336814088,0.0,0.06151520879020232,0.038895905183927985,0.058572419031676176,0.13165623444532615,0.04594303745350516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041317699042325184,0.1766760548147686,0.0,0.2023727791011411,0.0,0.06380448632421827,0.0365082271494474,0.10563468887168204,0.05399088933078505,0.0,0.06408688945642058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105463065673852,0.03730937326268004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610150407912066,0.09492322512335058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008230728340917,0.0,0.07077565850790557
anxiety,Tragicanomaly,2020/01/18,"It's back. I was doing so good. Two years ago I ended up having to take 3 weeks off work because of crippling anxiety that was caused by a great deal of stress I was under. It took me a year to start feeling normal again. I changed my diet and started getting lots of exercise. I tried seeing several therapist but I never felt they were contributing much.

Well It's been over a year since I took a benzo but I have to take some tonight. My anxiety is back in a big way. I'm so terrified I don't want to go through this again! I was doing so good! I can't sleep and I'm so scared! Someone please help me!",0.16799479166666487,2.367950851562501,2.3036250000000003,93.74554166666668,87.359375,5.600833333333334,21.033333333333328,7.0316486544052195,0.5488045833333333,471,16,105,7,15,158,84,128,0.145,0.69,0.165,0.3982,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,2,5,0,13,3,1,1,1,12,27,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,1,0,3,3,2,1,1,9,3,16,4,14,18,3,24,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,14,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148989030240166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269515012130494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812067966858024,0.0,0.09042354487062172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238074678621727,0.1569185977767534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292671209236147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138064477753145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500255472220735,0.0,0.14242471345081506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749883434857452,0.0,0.0843021109338713,0.2488324609945868,0.0,0.16353969055699633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994257200072588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610898092795333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904317888537132,0.0,0.11440497721054843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533665387602865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282711596734406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485090573190132,0.0,0.11820366668771964,0.0,0.0,0.16757615329833184,0.0,0.12270411684144485,0.0,0.14844197090202607,0.0,0.125683633016223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998433388752816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991706406364654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230586862586506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222818824336014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296109420408039,0.10070962297031504,0.0,0.14490158991400232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874917349522317,0.1177412957413528,0.1189852654402438,0.0,0.13337084017921574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079895340020518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865683309777044
anxiety,king24_,2020/01/18,"I’ve been extremely blessed recently, yet I still feel extreme anxiety & depression. Could really use some help/feedback. Recently I was able to get help to accomplish something I’ve dreamed about, getting my first car. I’m in my late 20s, my parents recently got their back pay from the VA, and we’re able to really help me out in a major way. On top of the car we found, I have some money I was able to spend, and put some in my savings while I continue looking for work. It’s all a very new situation and we all still feel like it’s a dream. Also I was able to replace the faulty old stereo with a brand new system that around about 1k. Also I was able to pay off my credit card debts as well. With all of that said, I’m so grateful, happy, blessed, and humbled, but im still feeling so much anxiety about my future. Where I live the job market is very tricky, nothing but warehouse, medical, military, and retail jobs, none of which I have expertise in, and I’m done with retail(been working those type jobs since 2012.) 
I’m extremely nervous and anxious because I still haven’t found a career path yet, I feel lonely at times because the one friend I do have in my town we don’t hang out often, and i guess I’m scared of losing what I’ve always wanted, and that’s a car. Being stuck in my parents house and us all sharing one car over the last 6 years has been extremely rough. I’ve been so excited lately that I haven’t been able to sleep much at all, and now it’s like I dread going to sleep or trying to get sleep, which I don’t know why. I’m really scared and nervous about my future, it’s like something is stopping me from enjoying this moment , almost makes me wanna cry, just feel like I’m losing it.

I was hoping to get some different perspectives, expertise on anxiety/depression when it comes to a situation like this.",6.714031294452348,5.65894255675676,7.121493598862022,78.68975106685636,65.32432432432432,10.600284495021338,32.987197724039824,9.811843763644266,2.8951081081081083,1446,50,294,26,19,474,178,370,0.132,0.7170000000000001,0.151,0.7525,7,2,2,0,0,0,47.0,4,0,1,7,23,25,0,5,13,0,23,4,3,2,5,54,53,23,0,4,4,2,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,16,22,0,1,8,3,7,8,5,9,1,3,15,8,34,16,42,36,13,55,2,4,1,0,12,18,0,9,32,177,50,13,0.4397467037757354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733904670919409,0.0,0.0,0.11722176004444915,0.0609840808192287,0.07941089496946284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121350082495931,0.08279810105729782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524463301260748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056356345209908225,0.0,0.08935516968011667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313380791143401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851699340832853,0.0,0.08050685086387056,0.0,0.0,0.1262510638649612,0.0,0.0,0.07657361835513239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750022591261805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529095528255732,0.10471837768097714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062341386931155464,0.0,0.16071985434500866,0.056624535416378324,0.0,0.1531663352313013,0.0,0.04165303095375261,0.0,0.05861760177255908,0.0,0.08073842861512122,0.0,0.0,0.07801975720433342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737647303909496,0.0,0.0,0.07279461661808362,0.0,0.08456810910576272,0.0,0.0,0.07916698349850466,0.0,0.21819037473394526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0402788813375524,0.05974204263132224,0.16535114529241027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903168916736467,0.0,0.06471739932784383,0.0,0.0615460796890325,0.1639880262248372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892238990990334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383309005907142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775480839313258,0.0,0.0,0.14157003558058665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032480371783402,0.0,0.07690669870915119,0.0,0.09932791573752776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276222467638926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367781602486531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085649939831502,0.0,0.2170984092704532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971663604543768,0.0,0.14675438830407975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606271695967231,0.1647645732361856,0.220032141793043,0.0,0.0,0.11284616554889774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341215237861845,0.06127465581841018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042736639886824405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975985768866265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816019000977787,0.06329999354628021,0.0,0.12094569487180805,0.04322899988852597,0.0581750774888253,0.0,0.0,0.06589751635840511,0.0,0.06613383365554508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671361256889997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047197076594925724
anxiety,RedStellaSafford,2020/01/18,"I'm scared of what will happen when I die. This isn't to say I'm suicidal, but the fact that we've entered a new decade is just surreal to me. Where did the *last* decade fucking go? Here in the United States, we're in a presidential election year, and I'm still processing the presidential election from 2012.

I'm realizing that I'm at that age where time just flows faster and faster. And now, more than ever before, I'm scared of what will happen when the hourglass that is my life finally runs out of sand.

I was raised in a religion (okay, more like a cult) that taught me that my life is an infinite continuum – I was alive in a ""pre-earth"" and will continue to live on another plane of existence after my time on this Earth has passed. But one reason I left this religion is that I realized I have no memory of a pre-Earth life. How would I be cognizant of a life after this Earth, knowing who I was?

Stephen Hawking once said that the concept of an afterlife is promoted by people ""afraid of the dark."" Well, I'm not afraid of the dark... If I know it will end. But I'm scared of becoming nothing. :'(",3.7239966367712998,4.778367439461885,4.873427690582961,84.9467334641256,71.91479820627802,8.983071748878926,26.94198430493273,9.354420925462401,2.077906053811659,861,29,185,19,16,284,118,223,0.08,0.826,0.095,0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,1,5,17,1,18,5,0,2,2,21,34,11,2,2,7,0,1,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,16,5,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,6,1,2,6,3,14,3,26,22,2,36,0,0,0,1,3,11,1,1,20,117,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853574425361722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669773151997722,0.12865142997205786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691119850239274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390933498979554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675987859472075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562109479694825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977258364849482,0.0,0.0,0.0859246781175889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26739337690438914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617997944535864,0.12323990993316095,0.0,0.0,0.16426821858946414,0.0,0.4271594599730528,0.07386372569926092,0.0,0.13350341088087034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460201029771832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507074238719028,0.0,0.0,0.16101226005299132,0.10245015779660993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048160080854184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554483503979811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381617314467346,0.12023224010222885,0.4541022569776159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074041258884045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653771610115828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176320039239395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593783578753915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740093433007256,0.0,0.0,0.09736130892882412
anxiety,sushidavid666,2020/01/18,"Post Mosh pit Anxiety/low blood pressure? 23 male 200lbs smoker and drinker. Havent been in a mosh pit in a while and just came out of a heavy one. (For those who dont know a mosh pit is a style of dance in rock/metal/punk music where you thrash, “punch” and push people) 
Just came out and my blood pressure felt weak when id check my pulse in my neck. I had a big beer before the concert. 
My girlfriend said she can feel my pulse fine. Is it normal for heavy people to have a harder time “feeling their pulse” or a common thing people with anxiety think theyre feeling.",2.9438461538461524,4.236532102564105,3.2970940170940177,94.57846153846157,74.12820512820512,5.883760683760682,20.69230769230769,5.82211442006289,-0.13986153846153826,444,9,99,2,9,137,78,117,0.083,0.872,0.045,-0.6369,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,9,0,8,5,3,0,0,19,17,7,0,1,3,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,4,9,1,0,6,3,1,4,2,3,0,1,6,6,9,1,12,11,0,17,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,4,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021342351832927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933281677095895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089660331560617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260770690772314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375110949339786,0.0,0.21363681615238725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228128208976545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800472159657056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077311584079794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627646204432418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130954139376236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165035759505307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782044422951135,0.14257029948471592,0.0,0.0,0.12974270744449268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lephus__,2020/01/18,Am I the only one that can’t send emails? Ok so I know how people like rehearse their phone calls before they actually call someone cuz i’ve heard that everywhere but when I have to send a email to a teacher or something I always re-read like 4 times make my sister read it for me then if i’m really unsure then i’ll keep it in my drafts for a day until i send it.,0.4671249999999994,2.3344334625000016,2.765000000000004,93.05,83.125,5.5,17.5,6.6274283507984215,-0.2023750000000004,287,6,66,3,8,98,60,80,0.040999999999999995,0.867,0.092,0.39399999999999996,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,8,10,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,10,3,6,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,2,8,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.2364775739810532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163665144709936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620363042300047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948888055259898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628177851820965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153926270517888,0.0,0.0,0.13317735789137786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367788434075601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175609683227224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420800359279772,0.18430167718928775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800000900381856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847879793532464,0.0,0.1552417860076544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532407724347634,0.18655625078102608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130364588790742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joshysgirl7,2020/01/18,"Has anyone gone to therapy for their anxiety? Recently, a lot people have been recommending therapy for my anxiety. Everyone says that therapy will help a lot and that it can fix some of the anxieties I experience everyday. I used to go to therapy when I was little, but I didn’t find it helpful and it was just weird. Maybe my therapist back then wasn’t a good fit? Anyways I was wondering if anyone has had gone to therapy for their anxiety and if they could tell me what it was like/how the experience was and if it helped? Thanks so much!",4.301603773584905,5.8184194905660425,6.164292452830187,74.46738207547172,71.0754716981132,11.715094339622645,31.174528301886788,11.45678717892309,4.208041509433961,430,19,83,17,8,149,65,106,0.073,0.77,0.157,0.9221,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,15,0,0,1,0,16,21,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,11,1,11,2,8,8,4,10,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,7,5,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696076445559138,0.0,0.0,0.16891449905745745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287793497304048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643878587856043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541738797579845,0.0,0.2363062039994895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039735287595427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864617437385767,0.10131060965193163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288343093395934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059010546275370064,0.12106055055112296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053779911082053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213470216228762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879252238317836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373866653718003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192628316821524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605486456547603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557337527006244,0.11120466610332624,0.6906537017927511,0.14024330009388958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432139739522456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309886138041707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bellsssyyy,2020/01/18,"Anxiety affecting my relationship Hi! This is my first post on this sub( F 20) Lately my anxiety has been getting to the point where it’s hard for me to even breathe throughout the day. Because of this it has made me more sensitive I suppose and I have been getting mad at my boyfriend (M 20) of two years a lot more. Going into 2020 we agreed to talk through our problems and fight less. I have been trying to do so but my anxiety prevents me from being able to deeply express myself so it usually comes off as me just attacking him. I try to just explain how I’m feeling but he takes it the wrong way and thinks I’m angry or being aggressive. I’m not really sure how to deal with it because my anxiety is typically something I like to battle on my own and not involve him in. Has anyone else’s anxiety put a strain in their relationship? If so, any advice on how to handle it ? Thank you !!",2.180784313725489,4.2709290000000015,4.010522875816996,85.16794117647059,78.44444444444444,7.34640522875817,26.699346405228766,8.313332769828598,1.9284640522875824,700,29,141,14,17,236,112,180,0.198,0.745,0.057,-0.9743,0,0,1,0,1,0,16.0,2,1,1,1,10,11,5,1,5,0,13,1,1,5,1,28,26,15,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,8,0,2,4,2,23,3,24,20,5,20,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,3,6,101,32,0,0.141410393001939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381845994191096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616391641031767,0.0,0.5408928179460843,0.0,0.0,0.09887743474236267,0.14489165873759313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608747367068709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240492610033478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181253223925725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119800489632107,0.1457879058754793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813023796781535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340023090460113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150134360868023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028360804791655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776218768955912,0.0,0.0803667851467875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266759362978729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951708270935766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908597510589455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202220592467403,0.0,0.13380593301869595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367852926521073,0.0,0.13543206705280408,0.0,0.0,0.13531064821212704,0.0,0.14215650277957573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059111877710084,0.0,0.0,0.3036436814436981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886462921961776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133277621881068,0.0,0.10632301679690832,0.11366031736447472,0.0,0.13019169079070744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090610069934233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920167488526638,0.0,0.13813740622914392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574356958179422,0.0,0.0,0.11224498785294096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546100657722256,0.0,0.09106365677139616
anxiety,crazyppppppl,2020/01/18,"My face is permanently numb,is that a symptom of anxiety? I don’t feel my face anymore. It’s been months and sensation has never come back. My brain also has a sinking feeling whenever I sit up and my scalp and jaw and neck all go numb and weak. I’ve been laying down al day for weeks, is this anxiety?",2.5885714285714307,3.970438650793653,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,75.19047619047619,8.214603174603175,26.885714285714286,8.841846274778883,1.973148571428572,237,9,51,5,5,81,46,63,0.15,0.826,0.025,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,9,6,0,2,10,11,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,4,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831130195489825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455939917649261,0.0,0.29553692904430423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291443840341637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326676846951453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567014853733507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218599999210131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30135653160033954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936084278537514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23786156500559585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298367519458549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097371544377905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390384370067384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kekolataaa,2020/01/18,"Nausea and insomnia from anxiety, what should I do? Hello guys, long story short, couple years ago I was diagnosed with panic disorder and started taking effexor and the treatment was successful. But, upon getting off effexor, (i tapered down very carefully and gradually) I relapsed. I haven't had a fully blown panic attack yet but I can't get off to sleep (i'm like half asleep, just lying here like a zombie with my eyes half closed). And I feel nausea unless I distract myself with something. But I really do need to sleep, I have final exams and there is no way I am going to be able to study with sleep deprivation.

So, should I force myself to vomit (done it before, sometimes it worked). Do you think that comfort after emptying my stomach will allow my brain to shut down so I can get at least 4 5 hours of sleep?",5.116363636363637,6.3571801847133775,6.210758540822238,75.95582513028374,68.80891719745223,8.766415749855241,27.64852345107122,9.095868883498916,2.3924828025477707,647,21,112,12,11,216,106,157,0.158,0.745,0.09699999999999999,-0.8379,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,6,10,1,3,3,0,17,11,8,1,0,22,28,12,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,4,2,19,5,20,20,1,19,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,0,10,82,23,3,0.14585462339301378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929132327351114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157838767399557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659306903666491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411154180683495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282199672668035,0.0,0.0,0.14870850925025972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138536658509536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480393725282062,0.0,0.0,0.16716203466036178,0.0,0.0,0.14925991937467584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374848002858975,0.0,0.0,0.15977661060937856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286090623858136,0.0,0.08289254369536482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441900839030733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363742386559844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251440317645114,0.0,0.0,0.12907675192548607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814935512869732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342257948835028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343820656664636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5838398314307651,0.0,0.0,0.11228601490011918,0.1442539520287538,0.0,0.10323665314720183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966452495970007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345775331867566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034533943110795,0.0,0.11577261107547893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618390295029466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392559543343136
anxiety,yarnanian,2020/01/18,Still the same I don’t know how people have less anxiety on the internet with their internet friends. I can’t talk to anyone on the internet since I’m busy being so awkward and I’m really scared that they’ll judge me EVEN IF THEY DON’T KNOW ME! I keep telling myself that but my heart rate always shoots up whenever I’m trying to talk to new people. AAAAAAAA!!? I’m so jealous of others who could be casual with internet people even if they aren’t in real life. I suck at talking to people on the web and on real life??? Why isn’t it fair???? Please help,0.9682995951417012,3.3130591228070188,2.8387719298245635,90.32896761133604,84.96491228070175,6.3147098515519575,19.29554655870445,7.61054688173877,0.7041101214574899,436,12,91,8,13,145,73,114,0.134,0.7759999999999999,0.091,-0.7264,1,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,0,6,6,2,2,4,0,10,3,1,1,0,15,18,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,14,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,2,2,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831294935457747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271620684328719,0.0,0.0,0.11622874907934586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132717552465205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958077755657696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842542502997867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969780424928796,0.11141746270875638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774888048852305,0.0,0.0,0.1827063981176976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23482000242766626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605416438055864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460959385511517,0.0,0.0,0.18246570525153274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784020681367629,0.10648832507231036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642074459753173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750346853303608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274791563327445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008173313250749,0.1452884318657542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285621729356135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999267779632247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imyourhabibi,2020/01/18,"I feel so alone today Just went to a party. Really shitty experience all around. Tried to drink before hand to calm the nerves but still had a bit of a panic attack leading up to getting there. We get there, we take pics, it’s fun. I even make idle conversation with someone there and that was great.

We get to the live music and I sort of just freak mentally. I dance, I move, I smile, I do all the RIGHT things I know I should’ve wanted to do but all I could think about was how out of place I felt. I never really feel comfortable in my body around anyone but myself and I was in my head the whole time about how not natural I was being.

Meanwhile, my friend, newly single, is talking to people and girls like no one’s business, my friends are talking, getting danced on and I’m awkward. I’m just standing there, taking up space, cheapening the moment while being there and it really fucking sucked. I went home after seeing a lot of PDA cuz I genuinely couldn’t handle seeing all that without feeling negative about myself.

I spent the last hour laughing, screaming and crying, partially at my google nest but most about how alone and isolated my anxiety has made me. My parents have told me that they taught me to be obedience, not confident, and that really fucked up my social skills and anxiety and all it does is occupy my brain and I’m fuckin done and over it.

Whatever, thats it.",3.215196078431372,5.280894441176475,4.230735294117647,84.9162254901961,75.17647058823529,7.4745098039215705,23.098039215686285,8.344100000000001,1.4319553921568633,1096,32,211,20,24,355,158,272,0.20199999999999999,0.675,0.124,-0.9698,1,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,3,0,1,2,20,17,5,2,10,0,18,8,4,7,6,55,46,23,0,3,10,1,5,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,11,20,1,0,6,3,1,6,7,9,0,1,13,8,35,8,30,28,10,30,0,0,2,3,13,14,4,3,10,152,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519957911568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372531570256478,0.0,0.0,0.0793942579590183,0.0,0.0,0.20216067479630012,0.0,0.12917538140501786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661959288084222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239632214963606,0.1261244134718755,0.0,0.12675529452580947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906575324915416,0.0,0.124725349387897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099365188519294,0.11619735307014215,0.0,0.11123220939997873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499630269731028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107013206290874,0.0,0.0,0.17223736033430334,0.0,0.10902231611529647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754512786912303,0.20994356815084253,0.23729315544201815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518526742523411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165313278340955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389626133441877,0.0,0.1118202966001894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062402112290724565,0.09255544168455704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055473018117830716,0.0,0.10026351988714836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965330584179353,0.0,0.10744031527733408,0.07579307983020339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442802876106735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068181563228515,0.0,0.0,0.08757395601093498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694195501003308,0.0,0.0,0.1332221935013114,0.12607980017899584,0.0,0.0,0.0787187521414085,0.0,0.11863178351602208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909628338043329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696797465165248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096350279919712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574621910885498,0.09620746594617892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067827315353144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074546977376545,0.18252853302782526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543515902052192,0.07275592540186572,0.0,0.0,0.06620979810230078,0.0,0.10762867666884188,0.10849841695104716,0.0,0.07709052793786174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697258751187155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051723444019216,0.0,0.12677046069623588,0.0,0.10945464321306568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ilaxilil,2020/01/18,"I tried CBD oil for the first time I was skeptical of it because I generally don’t like putting things that aren’t classified as food in my body, but it was definitely worth it. My mind was quiet. No thoughts nagging at me, telling I’m not good enough or that I’m not doing the right thing. It was like when someone is mowing the lawn, you hear the mower, but you don’t really notice it. It’s just background noise. CBD oil turned off the negative, demeaning background noise that populates my mind. It allowed me to enjoy what was in front of me and going on around me in a way that I haven’t been able to since I was a child. I don’t want it to be a permanent solution, but I think it can help me to better manage these thoughts.",5.9429304635761575,5.021819079470198,6.462640728476825,82.34707367549669,66.81456953642386,10.199006622516556,31.45778145695364,9.516144504307137,2.465734437086093,575,19,126,10,8,188,91,151,0.1,0.7340000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.8702,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,3,7,2,0,8,0,16,2,1,1,0,17,25,7,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,17,2,1,0,3,0,1,3,9,2,0,1,9,4,17,5,15,15,1,15,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,86,34,1,0.1873696132078118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667986804197955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142187771096081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571319645219934,0.0,0.20812540081820632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360289749842088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937649727675346,0.2265680800337437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648646912043028,0.15715674186762585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111791716939033,0.0,0.12558990215125942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183078657217203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783797925345738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133215465145284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883582131082763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003377209407498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001262590929802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499408026965947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875766523360207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376930059363093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248960090671616,0.12005888249018035,0.0,0.2975010869962201,0.10925672824799026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721166810367265,0.20380433463122224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051545244925047,0.14872527762674914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KittyConfetti,2020/01/18,"I won this round Tonight I made the active decision to not do what I always want to do: cancel an event when I start getting uncomfortable. I had a HIIT/crossfit for beginners class scheduled, and I was almost late because of rush hour traffic. Being late to scheduled things makes my anxiety shoot through the roof, guys. I was SO CLOSE to just cancelling it 15 minutes to the start time, calling the whole thing off, turning around and going back home, to wallow in my disappointment in myself alone on a Friday night. 

Instead, I went a different direction than I normally do to be able to get on the freeway faster (a gamble, since I wasn't entirely sure it would be faster) and made it with 3 minutes to spare! And guess what- I was actually the first person to show up, so it would have been for nothing if I cancelled it! I ended up having a great workout and a great time. The instructor was awesome and so friendly, and there were only 2 other people in the class, apparently a common Friday night phenomenon at this gym. So I got a lot of personal attention, met some very nice people, and didn't feel like I faded into the background like I do with big groups. A win/win/win all around.

I'm still riding that endorphin high, but tonight I told my anxiety to suck it, forced myself out of my comfort zone, and lived my truth. One small victory for me, but hopefully one in a longer line of victories.

I hope everyone has a relaxing Friday night, and you all tell your anxiety to suck it too 💜",7.450218390804603,6.654556458620689,7.656206896551727,74.60614942528737,63.72413793103448,10.905747126436784,35.19540229885057,10.203070172399654,3.4462574712643663,1183,46,222,23,15,386,173,290,0.109,0.7609999999999999,0.13,0.8536,2,1,0,1,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,2,13,16,2,0,21,0,21,0,0,3,4,42,43,18,0,7,5,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,15,17,0,0,3,4,1,4,3,3,0,3,16,2,28,13,37,22,5,47,0,1,1,0,11,18,2,7,27,155,43,2,0.1115889378813682,0.0,0.10889470647440616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174020229950947,0.11557248618224852,0.0,0.0,0.09285093552073256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560956961406769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867562588620144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580500525670652,0.0,0.06802358080140664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394478196807767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658668959129034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883467761137184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662801218452328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642271986525047,0.07971915951897349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491749355665643,0.0,0.0,0.08621333659881633,0.0,0.11660122875890168,0.0,0.06341856496606416,0.0,0.08924786746720534,0.2460543959155312,0.12292779572442372,0.11049059249037634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178998395294901,0.11193280310087364,0.2216659876828366,0.10989262593334942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175436480439606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903343694773138,0.0,0.09853507655336224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486892452855793,0.0,0.2111763022619849,0.07448648253811667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141559768791057,0.10933346654886712,0.1070725954674702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123110450565275,0.08486841564890309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472343833867455,0.19487031274405686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230752254373407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796644915508734,0.0,0.08911506993736801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517125335235472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753365018984776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826946385421955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013681410618622,0.0,0.0,0.10662801218452328,0.0,0.0,0.1213767208447696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207256029110776,0.06581804673211841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344406337775748,0.0,0.12458506407383495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853915965577375,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rubywiththeuzi,2020/01/18,"RELATIONSHIP ANXIETY Hey guys,i'm new here and i'd like to ask how do you deal with relationship anxiety
I've been with my gf for 5 months now but i'm constantly afraid she'll leave me for someone better and prettier
The slighest chances of this happening like someone dming her or she wow reacting some guys picture is enough to trigger a absolute Cris
Have someone go through this too?and How did you deal with It?",3.5875000000000017,6.229834750000002,4.092500000000005,83.53250000000001,76.5,8.5,32.5,9.188382445141503,3.2761250000000004,340,18,64,9,8,107,62,80,0.049,0.718,0.233,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,4,0,12,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,4,9,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,2,6,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928948326183909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896608516702622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930889179247846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687345996080125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947226037436549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780375205498849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879704491654413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895509613070497,0.16928552934257746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270225275069226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705115360707467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280176306531693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488932458479584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110595588502941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486607312025675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paulasleylex,2020/01/18,"Why do people leave us when we're on the worst part of our lives? We are there when they suffer from things like this. We fix them, we absorb all those negative vibes/thoughts of them, we cheer up for them, we let our emotions set aside for them, we love them until they feel better. But when you seek help , no one is there. No one wants to walk with you in your dark days. I guess that's the thing about selfless people. We fix people but no one is there when we are suffering.",2.5257142857142867,4.043343765306126,2.5528061224489806,98.5788010204082,75.63265306122447,5.716326530612244,17.35204081632653,5.985473137389443,-0.6731265306122447,371,5,87,2,8,111,65,98,0.168,0.738,0.094,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,11,3,7,1,8,7,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,10,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,0,1,22,4,12,9,3,11,0,2,0,1,23,3,0,1,7,66,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434427032859996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344236605583623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344618941808425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539125667986823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296152135739591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970992877077476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070310945682906,0.0,0.21313943098877206,0.0,0.10183106173798397,0.0,0.18405237411111766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881211857076366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423723887939104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257153455182188,0.0,0.4335088146216567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769505823215446,0.0,0.0,0.16547451252653586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507222546318511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294066421963445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808062777232026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dude4466,2020/01/18,"Was looking forward to tonight until my mom found the one beer I didn’t drink in my desk. I was a full blown alcoholic for many years. Now I drink closer to a normal person. I stick to light beer these days, I stick to myself, listen to music and don’t drive anywhere. I made up an excuse tonight to go get some beer and my mom searches my room while I’m gone. Found a beer that I hadn’t drank. Come home, she lies about why she was in my room but whatever. Nothing worse than a disappointed, angry and sad mom. She went up to her room when I tried to explain I had really cut back. I enjoy drinking because it lets me let loose and stop worrying once and while. I know its not the right way to deal with anxiety. The crazy part is that I still have a 12 pack waiting for me down stairs that I’m trying to figure out how to get into my room. My mom’s room is opposite mine. Damn you alcohol I love and hate you so much.",1.9672422680412358,3.399284319587629,3.310914948453611,92.92090850515464,76.93814432989691,6.499484536082474,21.403350515463927,7.1686216300943375,0.3893103092783501,714,18,164,8,16,233,121,194,0.174,0.7390000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9508,0,0,9,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,7,7,3,0,9,0,12,11,0,2,0,23,31,13,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,6,10,10,2,5,7,0,6,4,5,0,1,12,3,30,2,24,17,4,35,0,2,1,1,16,17,1,1,13,102,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552645016916192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136212118567544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091832788368624,0.0,0.07280222268063223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287667873495733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702120363576392,0.12312506176897565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35098202770920345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26189335585421103,0.0,0.0,0.12479243992938055,0.0,0.06787370547611736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179104609772642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197960583758134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656345256566788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424651804314865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028947210735197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778846590253699,0.11300569597353227,0.0,0.121081284241017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594906926784714,0.0,0.0,0.08779334853964607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701411899168185,0.1145944222044663,0.0,0.0,0.12718696137476332,0.08092752848899443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932892556759093,0.0,0.0,0.10427995509127848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650865843891097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019908907970744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537538437915084,0.09984718631369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621675949125391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947964166139775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071098651809294,0.1077652272778628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212849684424952,0.12170737241870193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690774003204047
anxiety,TheSinger_Z,2020/01/18,"I’ve been having really bad panic attacks lately. (TW: Pet death and strokes) Lately I’ve [13F] been getting more severe, scary anxiety attacks. At night, usually around 10PM and any time after.

My whole body shakes and quivers and I have to keep running to the bathroom, my head pounds and my stomach hurts badly. This started after my grandma had a stroke (currently in rehab) and my dog/best friend of 11 years got ran over. So it all started on December 4th 2019, and worsened on December 27th 2019.

I hate my anxiety and I can’t calm down. Life already sucks enough and my anxiety is just worsening it. I’m too young to take the pills, even if I wanted to. 

I started getting anxiety after getting into a car accident last summer, and for a few months things were good. They’re bad again. 80 times worse than before.

I didn’t get to say goodbye to my dog, Cheyna. My dad accidentally ran her over. She was laying under his tire and he didn’t see her and didn’t know she was outside, and she never lays anywhere like that anyway. At least she didn’t that we knew of. I can’t help but think about her scared and in pain, wondering why I wasn’t with her, or why I didn’t see her that morning. I woke up to my parents screaming. They wouldn’t let me go see her because they knew I’d feel worse. I can’t stop picturing her in pain. I miss her.

I keep worrying about my grandma. Her and I are very close. She can’t move her right side at all. 

The doctor said she’s probably going to be in a wheelchair for the rest of her life, and most likely won’t be able to move her right arm ever again. She won’t be able to be independent, and we don’t want to put her in a home, but my mom can’t take care of her all day every day. I can’t either. 

I’m too young to be worrying about these things but I can’t help it. I feel like no one understands. My life drastically changed in less than a month. And with every thing going on right now, I need Cheyna more than ever. But she’s gone.

I just need support and people to understand. Also any advice on how to help the bad panic attacks would help greatly. Thanks <3",1.5065197028423754,3.6166546875000014,3.023509905254091,91.27945736434113,80.8287037037037,5.9630490956072375,21.389104220499565,7.121374137718711,0.559661003445306,1643,49,351,21,43,538,214,432,0.205,0.726,0.069,-0.9947,2,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,2,0,2,0,18,28,5,4,11,0,34,15,4,2,6,62,78,28,1,7,9,3,4,3,1,4,11,3,2,0,11,26,0,3,9,0,0,12,19,18,0,1,20,10,60,10,51,48,13,66,0,2,3,0,38,25,1,4,32,222,71,1,0.1490976025195296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284822579563978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822664559635273,0.05961664943369386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139148248792587,0.0,0.22811851565871194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636423838488201,0.0,0.2544300709420926,0.0,0.0,0.2489805405855789,0.04544425731099575,0.0,0.0634355390934005,0.0,0.07823436762658341,0.0,0.0,0.08280691237536525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600747130148576,0.0,0.07886274691454039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615561908819073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630385699255401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770288398520463,0.0,0.04923878014558503,0.1348673174777514,0.1256211606495711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538822771557628,0.0532576785155308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057596218926997136,0.0,0.15579468707969668,0.0,0.12710340520117064,0.0625279975527715,0.05962348653003367,0.08219031656927855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360150735802208,0.07650857742220284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987396025253049,0.0,0.07477852600126482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980603360355952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325247997403824,0.0,0.0,0.040970071552784634,0.060767222922669076,0.16818858987647828,0.0,0.0,0.07623120012392469,0.15796806899924312,0.1092623360703574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731065503564542,0.11900828385698745,0.15846715568022882,0.0,0.11055398305936953,0.05749663131934921,0.0,0.0,0.06995899990799509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050516197071757626,0.0,0.15865036124337234,0.17493391168359346,0.08277762154314199,0.0,0.0,0.051682752224058985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037621652303484,0.0,0.0,0.07494213578313498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775787101815943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190992806844328,0.07091298150174973,0.05928419893155156,0.07463635520455404,0.0,0.17821722821458905,0.0,0.0,0.08421892595089432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582980756967076,0.0,0.0,0.06232613592751445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459709622631742,0.0,0.0,0.11210284166910801,0.0,0.0,0.06863452025266713,0.0,0.0,0.1485807330496016,0.047767861698594566,0.0,0.0,0.0869400110402958,0.0856828804764147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521586243219726,0.0,0.0,0.08210497241231997,0.061510568421366416,0.08794162895169673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345373956253118,0.08323107431535229,0.0,0.0,0.08084499492726085,0.0,0.15141585272843716,0.15194319473193985,0.052957329505337034,0.0,0.0,0.04800698383283018
anxiety,braveforthemostpart,2020/01/18,I ruin all of my chances to make college friends. I don't know what to do. I feel hopeless. I just feel like no one actually would want to know who I am with all of my problems. I tell myself that I don't like others sometimes so I can feel better about me feeling like they don't like me. My therapist says that a recent occurrence with my roommates is partially on me because I avoid them. I just don't know if I am not compatible with the mainly privileged population of my college or if it's me. I don't know what to do different. I feel like everyone ends up seeing me as a burden or as weird/unlikable. I don't know what to do. I feel resigned to a life of loneliness.,1.5779469122426877,3.3950166971831024,3.960140845070424,86.12554171180929,79.21126760563381,7.467822318526544,26.416034669555803,8.384062270229773,1.834507475622969,529,22,114,11,13,184,73,142,0.149,0.67,0.18100000000000002,0.3947,1,1,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,2,1,4,14,0,1,4,0,14,1,0,1,2,28,28,7,0,5,7,0,6,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,11,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,0,8,28,8,18,27,3,4,0,3,1,0,6,2,0,4,7,85,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.15182766622780794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948426407114994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760151833168222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255229998743626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378013581187184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866730228334293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720080611841186,0.3334479976651434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020391180894753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275248409951442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098936711955717,0.3800527318667621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385361396734774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054278320844898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488729989693483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362055717788256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372674374796602,0.0,0.0,0.12398040694473544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538766814557696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598738603959984,0.0,0.0,0.1806451649438103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917675500907753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052250102676643,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yoyoyawgurt,2020/01/18,"First day of meds! I'm a horrible story-teller / writer so apologies for this absolute ass formatting

It's a super small win for me, but I just took my first pill to help with anxiety. I know it's going to take awhile for it to actually start making a difference, but I guess I feel a little better knowing that it might help improve my life. 

However, I definitely cried right before swallowing it. It was a little unsettling to think that my brain chemistry will change, and I was afraid of the pill changing who I really am, but I know this is not the case. I will still be me, just hopefully less anxious and depressed.

I'm honestly stoked to have taken this big step in my life. It's taken me a lot to admit that I needed to start seeing a therapist to help manage my symptoms. Finally admitting that I needed meds was tough, I felt that I failed at life, that I couldn't even manage my own anxiety well enough for it to be not a problem. But again, this is not the case, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with taking meds to help manage anxiety. 

I promise I did not post on here to gloat, it's just nice to have a platform where I can share my progress while still remaining anon. I know I'm sounding like a broken record, but it's really taken me a lot to get to here, and I'm just really hoping that these meds are going to help me out.",4.463386437908497,5.133722356617652,5.747450980392159,80.77075163398695,69.91911764705881,9.279738562091504,27.243464052287568,9.444778638647367,2.2295189542483658,1059,33,213,22,18,356,136,272,0.10099999999999999,0.657,0.242,0.9926,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,7,14,17,0,1,14,0,18,9,2,1,0,41,49,11,0,6,13,0,2,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,23,7,1,0,9,0,0,4,5,6,1,2,9,4,30,11,27,34,5,26,0,2,1,1,10,11,1,7,11,147,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0958756035858337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547771363883976,0.11099195996836764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360157454076107,0.0,0.0,0.08689212547456585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967694944445114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078661239075378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792050849183672,0.06336165240811137,0.0,0.08462061839296559,0.0,0.0,0.1026479577982641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151615937554397,0.0,0.06489169332314426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967699990363373,0.0,0.09433321974933087,0.1076255763748356,0.0,0.1671389230979337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133037935474418,0.0,0.11167288827024624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823094155936072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292668830757095,0.0,0.0,0.19516431102678936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597751290911785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081858132561253,0.04799887394369642,0.19694005469266934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705339855711288,0.0,0.0,0.06558111687463954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365242800094422,0.0,0.0,0.10422530634196554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569888090503288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427133834424056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409415882800706,0.0,0.0,0.0940098006407033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882001812678287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839030171748338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829071370173438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390804856305344,0.0,0.1569215142858584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021170008126054,0.14774011867751402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407317687320258,0.0,0.06295317274072443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915683336816706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833650052681112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741846005723507,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ba-ba-banana,2020/01/18,Fuck!!!!!!!!!! I came for a job interview. I’m freaking out right now. I’m waiting for the interview to start. I need a little distraction to calm down and take the interview.,0.5672727272727265,3.057501484848487,2.717333333333336,87.33600000000001,94.75757575757576,7.488484848484847,24.78181818181818,8.238735603445708,2.3557927272727275,131,6,26,4,5,44,23,33,0.19399999999999998,0.743,0.063,-0.6415,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,14,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486957763230581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36268237299813183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893051006719836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931956232472594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908913698296797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350288409523049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776775822184487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29496675083533164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_ME_CUTE_STUFFIES,2020/01/18,"I've started to feel anxious with small sensations I can't identify immediately. Even with just feelings in general I feel I've become a bit too thoughtful with things that were just natural feelings and it leads to me asking what they are or what they mean and when I don't have an answer it makes me a bit panicked. I even woke up feeling like I had slammed my thumb in a door this morning and since I can't find a reason for it, it made me panic.",4.450967741935486,4.924604365591403,5.4270430107526915,83.76056451612907,69.86021505376344,8.350537634408601,30.553763440860216,8.344100000000001,2.0722989247311823,358,14,75,5,6,118,61,93,0.094,0.8029999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,4,0,23,19,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,5,12,1,9,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,52,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22559773382561504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866872266175476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054668036578912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360289405107203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637924217570412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048572259066796,0.1426616576530837,0.0,0.0,0.18251698501183744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756055475518537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188955588089041,0.13329750508854868,0.0,0.0,0.2175256500819972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429825065733864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053190135893351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518919992883618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134466310242969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266802874246675,0.0,0.0,0.15853497905650255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cassandrabethel98,2020/01/18,"So afraid of death and sickness. I've been having really bad health anxiety since I got pnuemonia (I'm on antibiotics now) I am so afraid of death and illness that every small symptom I feel,or think I feel, becomes a huge deal. Sometimes my heart beats too fast and I'm afraid my heart is failing. Headaches ive been having daily make me fear that I have a brain tumor. I looked up possible diseases that have symptoms of cold feet because my feet were unusually cold a few nights ago. I've been to three doctors appointments within the last 2 weeks. I refuse to get one for the brain tumor though, I refuse to validate my crazy and unreasonable thoughts. Some symptoms I don't know are real or my anxiety. I can't get away from it. I sit at home and can't shake these thoughts. I wake up with tension and a bad feeling. I haven't been truly calm for what feels like weeks. I'm slowly breaking down. But I can't afford a psychiatrist and I don't want to be put on medication (the thought of medication scares me, as most of my anxiety stems from not being in control of my own thoughts). 

Has anyone dealt with this? I know this is crazy. But any advice would mean the world to me.",2.5740600924499226,4.711317500000002,3.4936363636363663,89.12139445300464,77.38983050847456,6.6637904468412925,24.710323574730353,7.686295010490155,1.2058881355932205,934,33,193,14,22,298,135,236,0.231,0.726,0.043,-0.9914,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,5,12,0,7,9,0,24,16,7,2,0,33,44,14,2,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,9,0,1,0,8,9,0,3,11,0,0,2,7,10,0,2,10,6,27,2,27,31,4,23,0,1,1,0,3,12,0,3,8,116,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011971272342,0.09989320221707253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663330714116269,0.0,0.258623444190324,0.0,0.0,0.07879571786168188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058763000298582,0.0,0.18818348218884695,0.06869499573063803,0.12445764577900602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515994149119841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639181773687375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161788099473019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153433555853586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494648614723944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680798151532613,0.22791852205311824,0.0805060136248031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775212091766665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012877302838844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978457995262827,0.0,0.2670772314794438,0.0,0.0,0.11303761637572984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386334630322984,0.09185768161350144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505481626649618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463151816758042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752216884154437,0.0,0.0,0.12275283518596412,0.0,0.2270473582914068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575226627890352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763619024164975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704144558659194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328493416530548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826629743225784,0.0721923283561511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282270644318912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932186278984664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145364465128386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35138528816436704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220743058887416,0.11071770368500647,0.3578542235915144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646769232072408,0.0,0.1807868141670696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005199643552956,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yadayadatennessee,2020/01/18,"I'm Always Defensive and It's Exhausting I'm always defensive and honestly it's exhausting. There isn't a time during the day that I am unwound. Alone or otherwise, I can't talk calmly and in my own voice. I survive my day to day routine by pitching my voice and imagining how my friends would talk in the situation, doing this helps me feel a distance from whoever I'm interacting with that I feel safe with. I am proud of myself for this coping mechanism. I can't keep doing this, it's incredibly lonely, and life has been incredibly unsatisfying. I don't know if I'm doing things for me anymore, or if I'm just trying to survive. 

I can only tie this to a mugging I got when I was 19 3 years ago. Before that life was different, since then it hasn't been the same. I have to write this now because I know I'm not going to maintain the lucidness I feel now. I want to write it down so I don't forget. By the next time I read this I'll try to convince myself it isn't the real situation. This state I'm in now is the only one that makes life worth it. where I can laugh genuinely, not because I feel I have to. Where I can challenge someone, and not be afraid. Where I can feel justified in everything I'm feeling. 

I don't know what to do, I don't have a specific question to ask. Sorry. 

I don't know if I have anxiety, my sister told me she thinks that is what my situation is, so I want to write here just in case.",1.8605343314403733,3.5389449295302033,4.243758389261746,85.05120289106868,77.89261744966444,7.671863706763037,24.88435725348477,8.502166056373571,1.653181311306144,1111,40,239,23,26,388,131,298,0.054000000000000006,0.8170000000000001,0.128,0.9441,1,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,14,14,2,1,11,0,34,5,0,2,0,46,61,16,0,6,10,1,6,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,22,8,0,4,13,1,1,1,13,6,0,1,6,8,38,8,25,53,2,24,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,6,13,162,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746507010409752,0.0,0.0,0.12556004367509302,0.0,0.0,0.20174987844203884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274233529284898,0.0,0.12022981056872682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333578355227522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780410214403966,0.0,0.10315971097908724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345543054236829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666189264054584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895572434750787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677919929511663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366373144948008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889907840516629,0.0,0.09696050078407337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125941809029925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077567892869184,0.0,0.0,0.26650428454339314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568897588762161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809234646552623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893186748345026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821501064570803,0.18440516990710806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580785925617847,0.0,0.12126505176855094,0.1379888354724782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028456551375188,0.40881036709182056,0.0,0.0,0.10271968743728868,0.0,0.0,0.13570957240124798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488377202964574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054131641618126,0.07768072719710963,0.0,0.0,0.14138299350195996,0.0,0.0,0.11584260501037374,0.0,0.16461747238166888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430118377701463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611990824183294,0.0,0.0,0.07806959076805096
anxiety,clydethechicken,2020/01/18,"Why TF does no one EVER EVER message me first I'm a 20 yr old guy, 3rd year Software Eng undergrad and work as a research assistant. I know so many people, and I always try to talk to them, but I am ALWAYS the person who messages first. 

Even the people I consider my closest friends never ever message me first. And so I feel like all my friendships are just one way, since it seems no one cares enough about me or wants to know how I'm doing, rather they just put up with me.

99% of people have people who message them first, why can't I be one of those people. What am I doing wrong. :(",4.811662763466046,4.3823221803278685,5.7153395784543335,85.12860655737704,69.0,7.955035128805621,27.264637002341924,6.868970318607317,1.1906964871194377,454,12,97,3,7,150,78,122,0.095,0.789,0.11699999999999999,0.5883,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,5,11,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,5,20,16,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,8,0,1,16,3,9,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,2,11,70,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192453239946504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298379703155416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144154545964352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315826990544164,0.0,0.0841109849524882,0.3455758716223213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439008103197445,0.0909761733125698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332825582361983,0.0,0.0,0.09838738265174607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260927906474049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997231701068527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221493626172195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910909107880433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982172644696229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362844814071875,0.0,0.34517240916176634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414292130885356,0.11119381747532424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801813604084158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593122647466153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534211875369796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235607718468087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645973204214255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511210683513145,0.10108151117885353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982033319121944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270957330388696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923311312745645,0.0,0.0820067979515041
anxiety,calilac,2020/01/18,"Where my fellow metronomes at? Tbh, I'm overtired right now. I should go lay down and pretend to sleep until I fall asleep but I'm finding a lot of comfort in just sitting and rocking from side to side like a human metronome and have nowhere to be in the morning. I've got other fidget behaviors but the rocking is one I don't see often in other anxious folk. If you feel comfortable with it give a shout out. Rock on, my metronomies.",2.630948275862071,4.727592597701153,3.1638936781609215,91.74859913793104,77.04597701149423,5.269540229885059,28.11637931034483,5.985473137389443,1.0308862068965516,344,15,69,2,8,107,67,87,0.043,0.831,0.126,0.85,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,0,0,14,12,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,6,3,14,9,1,16,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,3,3,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985049258237897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783600286668324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32240535549859145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383881020852485,0.2004748635367184,0.0,0.2821248645566998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233489440144611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998938041079144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390312289035662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012449338238408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810945501394236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530028314836483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway72637272727,2020/01/18,"Sleep issues For the last few weeks, every night I’ve had awful dreams and awful anxiety daily pretty much. But this morning I “woke up” from a especially bad dream. I couldn’t open my eyes, I couldn’t move. I felt insanely heavy (plus my weighted blanket made it worse). It felt like my heart wasn’t beating, it felt like I couldn’t breathe. It felt like I was just dying? I was aware I was dreaming, but eventually it turned into not a dream and I just couldn’t open my eyes. I seriously felt not okay. I’m not sure if I should be concerned, if it was a panic attack of some kind, or sleep paralysis? I’ve only ever had sleep paralysis when falling asleep though.. so yeah. I’m honestly really scared to sleep now, it was a terrifying experience.",2.1523873873873893,4.481516851351357,3.7255675675675697,85.92573873873877,79.81081081081079,6.91963963963964,22.028828828828825,8.021203637495839,1.1831526126126124,586,18,118,11,15,194,87,148,0.222,0.616,0.162,-0.8716,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,1,2,5,4,14,10,9,1,2,30,24,11,1,7,10,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,5,4,0,2,8,5,0,0,15,8,15,7,7,3,3,12,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,9,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441512526119172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040682288237075,0.0,0.0,0.10304963128094463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808933907342074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163946632331608,0.10398575130069752,0.0,0.0,0.12072737227832615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925075220421079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625199782344836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881727260317102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852179836371766,0.0,0.1006028808744697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808887299941406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678195298121045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117476510076687,0.09072709665556423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582028263489275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386563946559054,0.0,0.14480549407700793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556139727780904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906531149156472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356385548675908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494032150545726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632085828202925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125844849191553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342443290736514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899920186234773,0.15029097823502185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257744091642644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,silverliningx2,2020/01/18,"Feel like everyone is sick of me. So I go through phases where I feel on top of the world. I’m getting along with everyone. Attracting people around me. Almost magnetic. 

Then I go through other phases where I feel like people are annoyed by me, sick of me. I love creating new friendships because they are new. But once I open up slightly I freak out and want to keep my distance. 

Currently, I’m actually being scapegoated at work.  I know I did nothing to deserve the treatment I’m receiving but it kinda sucks. Also, There’s a tea shop I frequent and know everyone that works there. I go pretty daily. Lately,  Ive been sensing a little weirdness with everyone who works there. I just feel very unwanted. Maybe I shared to much?? I tend to share about random dumb things but never my truly heart tugging things. Like personal personal information. 

I’m usually pretty good about expecting lows when I’m very high, and vise versa. But I feel stuck in my low. I feel really crappy about myself and want to not feel this way. I always believe that there’s a lesson to be learned and I truly want to gain perspective. Thanks for reading.",2.721631782945739,5.455063339534885,3.9846802325581367,82.45019864341087,80.72093023255816,7.118217054263568,25.702519379844965,8.212053250817874,2.101484496124031,898,36,158,19,24,293,128,215,0.161,0.64,0.19899999999999998,0.7926,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,6,14,16,3,0,5,0,8,5,1,0,1,39,35,13,0,5,6,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,11,1,1,12,2,1,4,2,7,0,0,3,7,28,9,26,30,1,29,0,2,0,1,9,15,2,3,12,97,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.10771657671663704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053128717654036,0.0,0.0,0.0882721730506284,0.09184638301569976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826307903463956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728763497477469,0.0,0.0,0.12436233080593426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218976229966222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906859847267706,0.15771335889737814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057669861141571487,0.0,0.1881973221544514,0.09258289878612397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308027977200029,0.0,0.11662428340850875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811229050362684,0.0,0.0,0.12132574642680492,0.0,0.1245153195604352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178070940141578,0.1106314209062048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962375709265738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089321305544177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114322025116462,0.0,0.08513314045423878,0.2132145887387216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591417909402187,0.0,0.0,0.11755286467115758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304948840269686,0.19276201453762834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224595660831882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041153012989577,0.0,0.07071331742206155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162460162623912,0.0,0.0,0.1466653393454108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156980309935406,0.1821528580257534,0.19531788760987426,0.08761582329731407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107748779666224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,createanaccountpassw,2020/01/18,"Is it a symptom of OCD if when I change the volume on something it HAS TO be in increments of 5? Ie. 5, 10, 15,20. I’m already on Lexapro for Generalized anxiety disorder. Thanks.",0.22500000000000145,2.6292803888888865,3.279111111111113,84.37700000000002,92.33333333333331,7.3244444444444445,29.42222222222221,8.238735603445708,2.8177288888888894,138,8,28,4,5,49,31,36,0.11800000000000001,0.804,0.078,-0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245521335359253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943125523873668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069866273796422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44092665352810617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29617907492278583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998751983015098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35420186352020805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brookany40,2020/01/18,"But if I don't worry about it, who will??? My excuse for not medicating. I mean, if I'm not the one constantly picking up on all the little things, then what? Everyone in my house just drifts carelessly through life? The house will be a mess, everyone will get sick, the dog will eat something random and die, the bills will be late. I don't trust anyone's competence enough to relax.",3.66,5.351617600000001,4.389000000000003,85.85950000000003,73.0,8.200000000000001,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.6598000000000002,300,9,61,6,6,96,56,75,0.19,0.7290000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8676,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,9,4,0,1,1,11,12,5,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,7,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,3,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504446778405848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251121873512476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330181839419197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016210663896293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231750495883024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111886628587004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124120724910534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965308543484981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427095340894539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519736721576459,0.0,0.2156465623554586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343720096057589,0.0,0.21675078037024587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579779358709086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564046300205176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294255640695994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185051381693995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swankyguy_,2020/01/18,"Not digesting my food correctly 21M, 5’11 140lbs. Hey I’m back with more questions. My Doctor told me to take omeprazole for my avid reflux as well as Zoloft for my anxiety disorder. Long story short I just got done pooping and I saw the salad I ate earlier in diarrhea form. It looked like it didn’t get digested. So I was wondering if I should stop taking the omeprazole, or do you guys think it’s just the side affect of the Zoloft? (I just started the Zoloft a few days ago). Also I think I’m on my also on my 7th day of omeprazole.",1.5536363636363646,3.6908081818181837,3.328181818181818,89.01227272727274,80.81818181818181,6.90909090909091,22.72727272727273,8.00094639256281,1.2389999999999994,420,14,88,8,11,140,78,110,0.063,0.873,0.065,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,5,10,1,1,1,16,19,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,2,5,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,2,15,2,11,11,3,12,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,4,8,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812059006861611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32694902831044265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638065821945502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718627922427172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636678388177333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342829068821822,0.20923242195790706,0.0,0.2091925230699003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471853453995455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680095669685526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349326212265994,0.0,0.0,0.20240783239728385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986923381435596,0.0,0.0,0.1809051721191088,0.17166122521122398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289970632591333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468945203530276,0.0,0.0,0.1709041834237046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073966375393071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619680259655181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533196747931586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379803317474835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168465341740404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,livin-out-loud,2020/01/18,"I finally did it!! Today I finally went to my doctor to talk about my anxiety. After way too many months of thinking about it, I finally did it. She put me on some anti-anxiety meds. And I have an appointment set up to start seeing a therapist next week. I’m taking back my power back from my anxiety!! I’m so proud of myself. 

Advice to any of you out there anxious about going to the doctor.. do it. You’ll be so glad you did. I know it’s hard to when your anxiety is telling you not to go, there’s nothing they will do anyway, your anxiety isn’t bad enough to get help, or whatever tangent your brain takes you off on.. please go. Your future self thanks you!",1.4979015837104048,3.463675566176473,3.6738235294117683,87.35624434389143,80.1029411764706,7.419909502262444,22.226244343891395,8.384062270229773,1.3683604072398188,511,16,108,11,13,175,86,136,0.09699999999999999,0.787,0.11599999999999999,0.7668,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,10,1,2,12,4,0,0,3,0,11,3,1,0,0,7,25,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,2,23,3,21,18,2,25,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,2,13,76,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249894584576023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698129810278672,0.0,0.4892433793844202,0.14449875520665373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670551925322047,0.10679718893076738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278676287996864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261836926282328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216235362729858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203483338521434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682624510063362,0.0,0.2180778682074969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457974871323677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573351574073397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029446497046009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967784879225985,0.0,0.0,0.1420760906844558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209432548832084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603078326368434,0.0,0.0,0.12273043062119365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040372158014494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858208782554573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192549692216687,0.0,0.13343512963511936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053339112525216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923406276370672,0.10280698120647666,0.11179655107448666,0.11775978651756895,0.0,0.14851014492710948,0.0,0.08195778414883964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212410920750105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152680041983828,0.1025994594436108,0.0,0.0,0.11857127762832015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cherrytomatoe03,2020/01/18,"Overworked I love my job, working with seniors. But I’ve been working so damn much, that I’m melting down at work—and home—from exhaustion (not in front of people). I can’t work more than 20 hours a week (because of SSI). I hate to admit this, but I can’t work there anymore. I’m so tired and emotional over the littlest things. What should I do? Should I get a different job?",1.8701298701298688,3.730698350649355,2.9519480519480545,93.49077922077923,78.48051948051949,5.9584415584415575,25.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.8530311688311687,291,11,64,3,7,93,56,77,0.162,0.752,0.086,-0.7595,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,3,4,2,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,8,12,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,9,9,2,8,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,38,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862059412989981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445581523166333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616762959435505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120299724311548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809604652816063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537260867289773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833704546484012,0.0,0.1849042632123483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726426022546121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694593418056076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380240727416138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016807599558766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473837865828295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580073075486975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060851215249782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6834519797015829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AStarkAmongWolves,2020/01/18,"Manic anxiety + a crippling fear of failure = the worst I failed my driving test today, for the first time. This is the first fail I've ever had in my life in many years, so it hits harder. I'm the oldest child, so add the ""not wanting to be a burden/not wanting to disappoint"" in to the mix. It literally feels like the end of the world to me. In my head, it just feels as if someone has just murdered my poor, blind dog, whom I've had since I was 6 years old and I can't forgive them. Them being myself. Why does it feel so bad!?",2.4692105263157917,3.0634176315789503,4.1482017543859655,90.70282894736843,74.43859649122807,6.752631578947369,23.899122807017545,6.6274283507984215,0.5433017543859648,406,11,95,3,8,137,77,114,0.272,0.7090000000000001,0.02,-0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,4,6,9,1,1,10,0,8,3,1,0,1,13,15,6,1,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,7,0,2,3,4,11,2,12,9,1,16,0,3,1,0,5,5,0,1,11,59,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667471210361274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819965740912378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074777961747252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305749606792072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716713346430706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452778313460517,0.3306378676528509,0.15571843504046967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708118260099972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237010000329583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395927358314315,0.10648955828832778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098825308044806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287237642966928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030775838212493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468601313320007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710056877195722,0.0,0.20661090069548968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712973634918107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966848094503851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807321911818386
anxiety,Whatthedarknessdoes,2020/01/18,"I'm dying. I am leaving in three weeks on an 11 day trip to China and India. I have purchased travel insurance so my friends can easily transport me back to the US where they can throw me in the nearest trash can. Because that's all i am is trash. I cannot live with my mental health issues anymore. There are no meds left for me to try. My therapist who was the only person to ever understand and help me function left. I'm done. With the constant panic, fear, confusion. I'm just done.",1.243939393939396,3.599630363636365,3.0573737373737413,89.1727272727273,83.74747474747474,5.6202020202020195,22.131313131313128,6.980632752743323,0.7999010101010096,382,13,76,5,11,127,70,99,0.106,0.8109999999999999,0.083,-0.3446,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,3,5,0,12,1,0,0,2,9,16,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,3,0,1,3,0,13,1,10,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,5,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893317178076196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873572945205548,0.0,0.10998543819431053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949753860587324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635923355381753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872527204746329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36927494469933453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320479075463476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302834675450432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939594905621794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917833952078605,0.0,0.0,0.12093511041211184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831688033958707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104408072707668,0.39206469789254417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931862810737796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041156093266704,0.0,0.18182601787533695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372213837323963,0.0,0.2116899259668335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754019772048095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948739380281195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249676816610455,0.0,0.0,0.18782884410988493,0.21702912465459126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472609514298496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamdouchecanoe,2020/01/18,"Sweating at the doctor Without fail this seems to happen to me. I’m not even particularly anxious at the time. Maybe a bit. But every time I see a doctor I will start sweating quite a bit literally the second the actual doctor comes into the room. It doesn’t happen when in the waiting room or getting checked in by a nurse. It’s like clockwork. I know it’s not a huge deal, but I just feel bad that it’s a grosser for them, especially at an orthopedist or something where he or she is holding a sweaty limb and moving it around, testing it. And of course once it starts it gets worse quickly as I get anxious about that too and the circle starts.

Surely I’m not the only one.....?",3.778686131386863,4.958083839416061,4.998255474452551,83.62877007299272,71.91970802919708,6.93985401459854,26.838686131386858,7.1686216300943375,1.2719903649635036,534,18,107,5,10,177,87,137,0.08900000000000001,0.825,0.086,-0.3383,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,8,4,0,0,16,0,3,5,2,0,1,22,19,10,0,0,10,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,11,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,5,2,0,2,0,2,8,2,15,18,2,20,0,1,1,0,4,11,0,4,8,72,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.1418930209093791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328529550950156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944010618496182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214060026745074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174863275399498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525239889598094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990481361194802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464804957524366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960377619871008,0.0,0.12250887503037185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352047155281782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279022708174717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571599952231714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991006212475431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103689540814424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607754422215807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454110494810105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485017806145826,0.0985292993962593,0.11058605386889037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465471609149994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586791071771492,0.13237005298814847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193885977098356,0.0,0.0,0.30875242789985324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370412514450249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695721149621636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140163962691676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481787762418212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brodysseus1,2020/01/18,"Anxiety attack while masturbating? My anxiety has increased to the point recently where I finally got myself to a doctor to see what's going on.   My doctor put me on Lexapro recently and it seemed to be helping untill recently I had an anxiety attack in the middle of masturbating.

I checked on the heart rate monitor on my phone and was around 120bpm, which seems normal masturbating and sexual activity.

I don't know if it's because I'm more aware of my anxiety now and psych myself out whenever my heart rate elevates or if there's something else going on.

My doctor did an EKG recently and it seemed fine but I'm still going to see a cardiologist to rule out anything medical.

Anyone else experience anything like this?",5.7648888888888905,7.530454414814818,7.331296296296301,66.54583333333339,67.81481481481481,11.325925925925928,33.5,11.20814326018867,4.541755555555556,586,27,95,20,10,202,80,135,0.075,0.865,0.06,0.168,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,7,0,6,6,2,0,0,17,18,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,4,2,13,2,18,13,2,26,0,0,2,0,2,12,0,6,10,65,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528913340485604,0.0,0.0,0.08063748652189058,0.11816345366392594,0.1898042736378549,0.1026631466066323,0.0,0.2623962574820945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030067042570147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541181627812938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926774394335348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280937069568092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633221908628134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662450500362466,0.0,0.09223544016781524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733198863868795,0.07729949963883027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337926215493057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634166583072221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617717809356723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299340475461155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901881334175892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593285269541802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554756417475216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379719633448413,0.3149609473472941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878234042257657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209819724016496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Angrod991,2020/01/18,"Get me out of my fears. So, as of december I started to feel weak. I thought it was weird, so I went with an internist and he told me it was anxiety. Some weeks passed and I got prescribed rivotril (anxyolitic), but these past few days I've been feeling the left side of my head a bit weird, can't even say it's painful, so of course, being anxious I've been thinking of brain related stuff such as a tumor.

However, I haven't even felt head pain, nausea, problems with walking and memory, etc (which are common symptoms) plus I've read anxiety can tense certain parts of your head and body.

So I dont know how to just not think about this, even if I dont have symptoms that relate to what I think I have.

(pd: also if anyone who has taken rivotril/clonazepam to deal with this I'd like to know if you have experienced similar symptoms and how long did it take to actually not make you anxious as I've only taken it for a week)",7.1374603174603175,5.345261899470902,7.334391534391539,79.88190476190478,64.92592592592592,10.304761904761904,35.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.7633428571428573,725,27,153,9,9,236,117,189,0.177,0.7829999999999999,0.04,-0.9731,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,0,13,9,0,1,5,0,16,11,5,3,1,32,34,20,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,13,10,0,0,9,1,0,3,6,7,0,0,12,5,16,2,22,21,5,13,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,8,99,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.113972284567231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339863494510962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869134017607766,0.2638837571408757,0.0,0.0816637822738045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750677178019146,0.12972974250222327,0.0,0.1303786576045689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532127057163339,0.12040757160205995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27375904467210543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025411258905267,0.23142032782678626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142363156366554,0.11810723390949937,0.0,0.11213877319466976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061019074550339884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340934630630136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35958730123404165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837181535636186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689500562021008,0.0,0.0,0.05705874190528619,0.0,0.0,0.10335737174536944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795966267875105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882568797207982,0.24855015024217186,0.0,0.0,0.12647451007753308,0.11149131625814633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175430818684344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168237490926898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287780018868068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266608028100117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369906200907553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641752679662741,0.08781315693535867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450706904574952,0.0,0.09271991611409064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159989811248476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736722541230744,0.0,0.0,0.1082674870963671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrRubbyDucky12,2020/01/18,"You there! Keep on being amazing! This is just a friendly reminder to anyone who may be feeling bad today or is trying to do better! I don't know any of you obviously, But if I could hug you all and tell you good job I would! Keep on fighting!  ❤️",-0.7593800539083553,1.3701531698113207,2.057196765498656,93.7990566037736,92.7735849056604,3.7832884097035038,18.892183288409704,5.288315135182226,-0.3669816711590297,190,6,42,1,7,66,43,53,0.094,0.614,0.292,0.9112,1,0,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,4,0,1,2,7,1,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,2,14,13,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,3,1,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988162759728904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442640116017397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244110169090568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585705480923847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342737348680356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782707895006866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258782587294454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452194861430187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901243047972303,0.5197297940992931,0.0,0.0,0.16067458237308044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555373906351297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771251170884472,0.0,0.0,0.19849469716071366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768567101233948,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cli_jockey,2020/01/18,"How do you guys deal with putting pets down? I just had to put down my last childhood pet the other day and man it was so hard. I'm in my 30s now but I've had this cat since I was a freshmen in high school. He was so full of love and the way he looked at me just kills me looking back. 

I know it was the right thing to do, chronic infection issues, metabolic issues, among other problems. I made the appointment and the day of I woke up and he couldn't even stand up without wobbling. He stopped eating a couple days prior and lost a lot of weight in a short time. I know the vet wouldn't have done it if it wasn't the right call, but it still feels wrong.

Little dude was with me from before I even started dating girls to being married, through all my teenage angsty years, through every break up, moving cross country twice, and through 2/3rds of the time I've been alive.

I think what makes it hardest was it wasn't an emergency like my last cat was who had a stroke. He was still aware, just physically diminished. I just know I didn't want him to suffer or waste away. I know he couldn't even get off the couch to go to the litterbox by the last day, but it doesn't make it any easier.

I'm taking solace in the fact that I was there until the bitter end, he isn't in pain anymore, didn't suffer unnecessarily, and had a really good life wanting for nothing. But goodbyes just suck regardless.",3.7480313588850183,4.611917069686413,4.273398954703833,89.98333885017425,71.6829268292683,7.273101045296168,24.80296167247387,7.365786028017652,0.8644245296167248,1097,30,242,11,20,347,162,287,0.13699999999999998,0.778,0.085,-0.94,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,16,12,3,0,20,0,28,8,0,4,2,42,51,17,1,8,12,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,3,3,16,9,2,1,6,0,0,5,10,9,0,1,22,7,21,3,34,25,3,49,0,3,2,1,16,20,1,3,22,152,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714225598133792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250078143349207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657946190701664,0.08722741468655879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652804111311844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583367098881678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551784527040552,0.0,0.2926344974836937,0.116950394429056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608725042158813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607618534150865,0.0,0.0,0.10047308293528312,0.0,0.0,0.22477572014898992,0.0,0.09557705927276483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735805235027437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059267077156434686,0.0,0.06446986919436122,0.09514706117036564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232222061274616,0.0,0.0,0.10161885943652872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198542924547372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368012144922897,0.0,0.0,0.12550319555778727,0.0,0.2493719330063064,0.2774032226938074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012516052695995,0.05542045473272183,0.11369545251163354,0.0,0.0,0.19051999895917213,0.0,0.123831821659422,0.09644158864582766,0.10238292205576724,0.1073385103483838,0.15144252439487133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056746373714858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884756266216987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070685306357355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854558602670147,0.0,0.2280745987932165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267178308878752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937521855504831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480609501890544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383772570752033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029254777032391,0.0,0.18118470215094887,0.09483989412267516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529184006460848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536368053514506,0.07268698562076838,0.0,0.0,0.1322941221909742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381825544991902,0.09004241828741398,0.0,0.1381378655753785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935092961033824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402749093747233,0.0,0.07305085091669608
anxiety,lewisc38383,2020/01/18,Overthinking about my breathing I'm 14 and I keep overthinking about my breathing I   feel like I forgot to breath naturally and it hard to stop with this has anyone got any tips for this?,1.3258333333333354,3.930691027777783,2.1555555555555586,90.29500000000002,97.05555555555556,5.7333333333333325,19.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.9079222222222224,151,5,29,3,6,47,26,36,0.10300000000000001,0.826,0.071,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076096501561049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162896671101876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287188803678729,0.3231548736500552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36178107633005535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40521166256915137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020644169001224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209925866823106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781801073976339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doneoute3662,2020/01/18,"Life I dont know where to begin, as I've got older and older, I' feel quite lonely, I have a gf, family and friends but ive become quite distant from. Them, I think  the anxiety I have expirence has played a part in to this 

I strive for progress daily in my life trying to reach my goals but however its let me quite lonely as I ve recently become obsessed   if it not that it's usually uni work stressing me out not allowing to socialise in peace 

However due to being ambition, I have failed at a lot of things, I recieve a lot of negativity and hate from the closest people around me, it's makes me want to run away and never look back 

I don't know who I can acctually talk to anymore,",6.557786720321933,5.01785007042254,7.777766599597587,75.43091549295777,65.90140845070422,10.931187122736418,33.66599597585513,9.957137785484203,3.03571509054326,538,19,112,10,7,186,90,142,0.17800000000000002,0.715,0.107,-0.9133,2,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,7,3,8,1,2,6,0,10,2,0,2,1,21,20,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,2,19,2,21,17,3,18,0,3,1,0,5,9,0,3,8,79,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020566565096072,0.0,0.1558328714159205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988092860307233,0.0,0.0,0.14763082861564605,0.12082492515689328,0.0,0.0,0.347080231718064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415771105838413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481302078374571,0.0,0.07945073698756526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139991030725868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567293568570218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551354682339175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271144198178146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067827072796426,0.22197417081870244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195143234412826,0.0,0.0,0.2671762718639787,0.0,0.0,0.10488693114047397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119000196845787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015880743597786,0.0,0.10893564892489993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013881540427116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514904283970105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999434841414624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629687115070928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439161922805523,0.1006839378315638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066824163039106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305886518817126,0.0,0.09268061398737047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439407757755167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Huffle_Pug,2020/01/18,"I was finally able to sign up to volunteer at an animal shelter! I’ve wanted to apply to volunteer at a shelter for years, but my anxiety always stopped me from doing anything, or going anywhere, unless it was something/somewhere unavoidable. I started seeing a doctor who put me on an antidepressant in November, and I’ve been doing so much better. 

Orientation is next weekend! I’m nervous but really excited, which is crazy to think about!",7.470624999999997,8.441829812500004,8.7925,60.52250000000001,63.375,11.9,39.75,11.602472056035307,5.49745,355,19,50,11,5,123,61,80,0.13,0.778,0.092,-0.3002,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,13,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,2,14,10,1,13,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,6,39,8,1,0.28388750765804155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236217148125571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171731663241233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336152300192844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25107543064993065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905708934316958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109848883276366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613398127922463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868998264394148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019175850278829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853853554520837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186560676082789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262215885639389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009370390813449,0.0,0.0,0.23734266804324766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190365203212144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744420728841253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828142473142304
anxiety,RamoSeif,2020/01/18,"Viscious cycle Huge anxiety, needs medication. To anxious to take it. Repeat. Wtf should I do.. I am to scared to take anything!!!",1.1434782608695675,3.0761024782608715,3.1344347826086967,80.78339130434783,111.17391304347828,5.318260869565218,26.33913043478261,6.742157984588678,2.121511304347827,99,5,16,2,5,33,18,23,0.381,0.541,0.078,-0.8392,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818490389172908,0.4162226510963099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031876781641933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711559092611663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731872402710135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36886413927338224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5540291737055872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iyoteyoung,2020/01/18,"I can’t stop shaking and I don’t know why. I’ve always been a slightly anxious person and would get symptoms of sweating, heart racing when in public. But now I can’t even find safety in my own home. I’m shaking and I don’t know why. I get really worried about leaving the house and I’m leaving for the next two days in a row to go to work. I love my work the boss is so sweet about me not being available all the time (I’m 16) and cares that I care about my education. So it’s not the work itself. Is just leaving the house. School gets back in a few weeks and I think that’s why I’m on edge. This is really starting to affect me. Any tips? I don’t have a diagnosed anxiety disorder or anything so I’m not sure if this the right place to post.",-0.1427130197682338,1.854058208588956,2.2030163599182018,95.39698534423997,86.54601226993864,5.094614860259032,19.485003408316288,6.42735559955562,-0.024285344239945328,580,17,136,6,18,197,93,163,0.10400000000000001,0.787,0.10800000000000001,0.6849,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,11,7,0,2,11,0,12,5,2,2,2,23,28,13,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,1,1,14,5,14,25,3,20,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,2,9,81,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605877845787542,0.0,0.0,0.08667868098254494,0.0,0.09750825000190637,0.1439960287800202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489054720036532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801057999104232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599124579529046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220258770372467,0.0,0.0,0.1293714710126602,0.0,0.0,0.14608274779981156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418759468709965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649816060174872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978124861372695,0.0,0.07243971742589837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104334530718247,0.0,0.0,0.1278550000564484,0.0,0.0,0.2941485787032304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140099806209215,0.0,0.0,0.40489226307893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150396306931896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355575178055528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129509472052627,0.1331708917433447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220735736758858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331112495101469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885204008723824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899857229224446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902184158983284,0.0,0.0,0.10656412393573772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201316346128127,0.13248205178223713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167264436406417,0.0,0.0,0.07432424594914208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451206869739663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022425050909809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34504448626690737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27838204434285485,0.12944407234514135,0.0,0.0905455045580826,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3_Bears_in_a_Suit,2020/01/18,"That 'wrong' feeling I never really know how to explain it other than everything just feels wrong.
Like my life is a to small t-shirt, frustrating, uncomfortable and restricting or I'm trying to shove the wrong puzzle piece into place.
I feel restless and unsure, like I'm removed from reality but can still see it happening around me, but I can't seem to connect with it.
It just all feels so off. 
Does anyone know a better way to describe this feeling? is it just anxiety? Or am I just crazy...",4.691503759398497,6.15741631578948,5.601804511278196,79.07263157894737,70.05263157894737,8.796992481203008,28.308270676691734,9.23628265651192,2.4566691729323304,390,14,72,8,7,128,67,95,0.155,0.7390000000000001,0.106,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,2,27,18,8,0,0,8,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,9,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,6,6,3,11,18,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,4,4,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942367891955432,0.0,0.0,0.12743611355625836,0.0,0.0,0.16224454621925705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118869941454805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159491552326366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637979880483528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607650556106596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116645744677646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003238741052525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287312680024817,0.1780800278987748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056538709059907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190416458622648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675646854864245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523270375648908,0.16591703926287607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455481417893427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373838517984845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446646047747823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5977978479122642,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkyfae,2020/01/18,"Slipping away from reality I would like some help in identifying this, I’m not really sure if it’s anxiety.

Sometimes I feel like I’m literally slipping into another dimension, like my inner form is sliding out of the exterior shell and I have to ground myself before it is gone. It scares me a lot, and whenever it is happening I know for a fact that my consciousness is seconds away from slipping out of my reality, but afterwards I know that that is silly and not possible. 

Immediately afterwards, I experience an intense feeling of dissociation, like I am not actually me and I don’t know who this person I am in is, but it is always over within seconds. (I think about that a lot anyway though and experience that feeling, and I know that is an anxiety symptom)

Recently it has gotten more frequent, and I am starting to worry about it because it is giving me extra anxiety otherwise as well. When it isn’t actually happening, I am scared of it happening because I know that when it IS happening it will be real in my mind again.

It’s strange to explain because slipping into another dimension or reality is not something I am scared of when it isn’t happening and I know it is silly, but when it is happening I am truly frightened of just that and I know for a fact that I am about to be lost forever.

Does anybody else experience this or have any idea what it means?",6.86540880503145,6.820432396226416,8.576981132075472,65.0361635220126,64.66037735849056,12.349685534591195,38.79874213836478,11.855464076750405,5.006149685534592,1095,56,192,35,15,388,115,265,0.109,0.79,0.10099999999999999,-0.7261,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,3,7,0,30,1,0,0,3,48,56,21,0,2,11,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,31,13,0,0,15,0,0,2,7,4,1,2,3,3,27,8,29,49,6,26,0,1,0,0,5,14,0,6,14,160,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.18416170522561184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851431520828979,0.0,0.0,0.06416741150008014,0.19788744968415328,0.21655331847233572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730692738099627,0.0,0.0,0.1725612618123486,0.0,0.08029262894386384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257426857051776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882490515402832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769038649791715,0.0,0.0,0.14313236116248312,0.0674101470654007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905178295884254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006485477501629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324690368938084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651991819967782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630009865137985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843963248996208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300408454669692,0.16044143448061374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278470265768264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527577411287166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239071084054155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063756872909531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074012931970469,0.060448844159171275,0.0,0.09316820995304813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834097066001824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264223132440313,0.09332354489607024,0.0,0.06678784393361037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889323181317208,0.09807521568997622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060461489720453475,0.09270731902008268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848401468269058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582622811357136,0.0,0.06702998458906961,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pencalibur,2020/01/18,"Situational anxiety on top of regular anxiety... I've been an anxious mess for a year now, since I moved back in with a family member who drives me nuts so I can go to college. It's digging up a lot of stuff and I've been feeling a little paranoid and out of control of my fear. It's had been rough.

Now I was told I have to go, and that has sent me into an even deeper spiral because now I am not only obsessed with my irrational fears (because I can't tell what is irrational or not living with this person), but I have some very rational ones to deal with as well, as in how the hell am I going to help support my family and go to school when we led tour support system behind, and am now loosing the one we counted on having while we were here.

Everything just feels like it hits me like a train. Every thought feels so big and aggressive. On top of the usual anxiety soundtrack in my head, I slip into thinking about all the big things and I'm struggling. I odnt feel like myself anymore. I feel like I sacrificed literally everything to follow a dream I've had for years and it was a mistake. My kids need to deal with this. My husband needs to deal with me. And I feel so happy with where I'm at in school and my program, and I'm into my second semester and have invested into this so much already. The weight of the future is so much heavier than usual and I don't know where to start with handling it",4.1645444646098015,4.685254227586206,5.539872958257713,82.52979128856626,70.51724137931033,8.450090744101635,28.71143375680581,8.532816995589336,1.9959310344827583,1106,39,227,17,19,373,153,290,0.107,0.757,0.136,0.9181,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,0,3,19,16,2,4,15,0,21,2,1,3,1,52,46,25,0,3,5,1,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,29,1,1,9,1,1,9,4,8,1,3,11,8,30,8,44,34,5,44,1,0,0,0,14,21,1,3,17,167,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113130155593687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314967830948866,0.11395486173515802,0.10003635085990747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756312577567119,0.0,0.12297934223361992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131347519835412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119789180458085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662396035268367,0.0,0.08498767842977899,0.0,0.1813116566925334,0.0,0.1901833074053844,0.2270145298192742,0.3060186876805881,0.2161855422537015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293079344851363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737843659817588,0.0,0.0,0.10352215090921822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761131553231864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543574423876307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971207660539035,0.10109865934890047,0.08907042792152818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575642298950932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072092918023759,0.14830272838311162,0.14958827498164828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670481278886473,0.07671649896954362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807615903112068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041724982853856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344105288124379,0.11338257714985935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139660167548653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105451663151557,0.11547249660562385,0.0,0.22893311200113906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816519216335804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701382418898752,0.06463369146290675,0.0,0.08007984527244696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638600796696024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218903110852445,0.08322865959837564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283299557262775,0.09069462064251646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991448521159954
anxiety,souptastesgood11,2020/01/18,"Does anyone always wonder what people are thinking about you? I'm always wondering what people think about me. Especially from high school. I'm constantly wondering if they remember me, if they ever think about me. If they care about me.

Then when I'm at work (I work retail) I always wonder if people can notice my anxiety. I try so hard to avoid people. I'm in the wrong line of work, I know, but I'm in a small town with no options.

I just want to be noticed, but then I don't want to be noticed. 

How can i overcome this kind of thing?",1.5108181818181805,3.637354990909092,3.4354545454545486,88.24318181818184,80.9090909090909,6.1818181818181825,20.0,7.348242739294969,0.592909090909091,419,11,86,6,11,141,63,110,0.09300000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.048,-0.563,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,3,9,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,23,22,11,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,9,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,16,2,14,20,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,9,5,56,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053371505855031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357355624578248,0.0,0.0,0.08552815728295934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247121807783454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218318103018786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704201652109206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064436818099392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095736295331778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923654046323296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737621959116013,0.06722322006642976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177823339634889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392018509824197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856336917184967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379316785787847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126318339926486,0.2351308668033669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304644401235155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442936087725338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305981346176366,0.2671486554586177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373641880324966,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CyberWolfMVP,2020/01/18,"Trembling 24/7 for past week. Any ideas? For the past week I've been mildly trembling all day and night, it feels like the tremble of a caffeine crash, but ongoing without a break. Even if I drink coffee or eat sugary stuff it won't go away. Even without sugar and caffeine. I'm always anxious, could this be a new symptom? This has never happened constantly like this, normally only during panic attacks. should I be worried? Im also a little tired, but that could be anxiety and depression. Thoughts? When I look online I see low blood sugar, thyroid, adrenal glands etc. So I'm worried.",3.1066060606060617,5.880679690909092,3.754090909090909,84.4744696969697,79.36363636363636,5.4848484848484835,28.25757575757576,6.816661863887847,1.6945757575757572,466,21,78,5,12,147,79,110,0.301,0.659,0.04,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,4,6,0,9,9,1,0,2,18,17,10,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,3,4,0,3,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,5,4,2,6,8,2,15,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,12,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659641815825195,0.12131749916567013,0.0,0.0,0.09914917898057726,0.0,0.11153680261319122,0.16471279752027662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586884830214138,0.13698414714276466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755828850431544,0.0,0.2328192932852737,0.0,0.0,0.09402910829416616,0.0,0.1255775534315589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282875162898806,0.0,0.1491900687813965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260583451985902,0.1925993981208933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372099410510449,0.10415973747805148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286164979609224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893069162577692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459075078263233,0.1574893041841199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246128831930788,0.14613016727279496,0.0,0.0,0.12243550072448073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245015162178512,0.1408148031643066,0.0,0.1368236706472066,0.14285330204196264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088767051117712,0.0,0.17106519496205774,0.0,0.0,0.27836569857982496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618393329883438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690641946253051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154229984782894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574912328419006,0.0,0.16757595497115088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339043539144223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810925025125223,0.0,0.0,0.2961344900831552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,internetpotato_,2020/01/18,"I've got a huge trip coming up. I need help. I'm going away soon for 2 weeks (not telling you where, take that creepy people on the internet) and it's in a continent I'm not in at the moment, and I'm not going with family. I struggle with being away from home for more than 7 hours what with school so God knows what's gonna happen. The country I'm going to has a far, far different culture from the one I'm in now. Does anyone have any tips? Thanks.",-0.1540259740259735,1.8776426326530604,2.092708719851576,95.92696660482378,86.95918367346941,5.196289424860853,16.051948051948052,6.574015621080383,-0.4052979591836737,350,7,82,4,11,118,67,98,0.026000000000000002,0.856,0.11800000000000001,0.8096,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,19,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,17,16,1,22,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,5,45,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681941056661835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509623071638478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056903334401071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859787418254117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225569558843727,0.0,0.0,0.18893555398409545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353131515161532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681028539032987,0.0,0.1726749611203032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909196661341108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447132259624806,0.0,0.216565313794552,0.0,0.21261802045210626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865299941675735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008712201738892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629943455113806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967788283203254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850233682832126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570556773852685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232993869737894,0.0,0.18870612522637328,0.1987717224515228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731819654170233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lalunera,2020/01/18,"Living alone and having a tough time for the first time. I've had panic disorder for a few years now. It's been pretty well managed for the last year, mostly thanks to an incredible therapist and EMDR. This week, though, has been unusually tough. Not sure of what's triggered it, but I'd been able to work through the constant anxiety all week...until today.

I don't know how to explain what overcame me this afternoon, except that I had that feeling of dread and - this is new for me - this feeling of being stuck, in my own body I think? I was hyper focused on my breathing and couldn't get myself to think about anything else, despite trying. I quickly realized that I was heading towards a panic attack, and was able to call one parent to stay on the phone with me while the other came to pick me up from my place.

I've been sitting at my dad's for a while, and I'm planning to stay the night here. I'm feeling relatively better, but worrying about what will happen when I get back home and I'm alone with my own thoughts (which are not harmful but I'm worried about sending myself into a panic attack).

Redditors who live/have lived alone - what do you do when you're feeling this way? Like the title says, this is the first time it's ever been this bad and I could really use some advice.",4.3839472546476435,5.440429964980545,5.084169909208821,84.04188824038047,70.36186770428016,7.42317336792045,27.118244703847818,7.594959193182576,1.473839775183745,1019,33,199,11,18,329,144,257,0.177,0.738,0.085,-0.9778,1,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,5,13,15,2,4,14,0,22,3,3,4,3,39,42,17,0,2,6,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,20,12,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,10,1,3,13,5,20,5,31,25,6,36,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,23,141,40,2,0.20422920522606045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978520784345504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172797964628016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811739149900977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403161722250277,0.0,0.0,0.2323402044299917,0.0,0.07851982625116931,0.08526142785207959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031206775606368,0.0,0.11342630341376347,0.0,0.0,0.10427042636491812,0.1167919017487732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034960854750102,0.0,0.08153020104566604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703218138881458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085303647423572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236850423481524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065288451266236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371725763474916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670133048102357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029960585204863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479904234453608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024292723366508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056119515068554095,0.08323703018407662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498880368289153,0.0,0.2705071948006535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862291952002918,0.0,0.09582763711943923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691954974772766,0.0,0.0,0.35942845303846993,0.11338618175329222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668802574534687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388726171975957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541722922774586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120563057791973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768115921056808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624180448609848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401340655654143,0.0,0.11856292411603687,0.0,0.1308618282949855,0.1003270786031462,0.08106758816294812,0.17863153790261782,0.0,0.09679270333006666,0.0,0.0,0.06932911219568892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819423041791244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105381851071093,0.16382034951658972,0.0,0.09181329121988292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434064688133339,0.20740467142859928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151691224806922
anxiety,OrdinaryPatience,2020/01/18,"First step to Residential Treatment = Success! Yesterday I made the call and had the phone assessment for the residential program I want to go back to. One of my toughest triggers for my anxiety is making phone calls. Not 100% sure why but that’s how it is sometimes. I cannot do it even for simple things (simple to most people) like ordering a pizza over the phone. 

I did have to take some extra medication in order to make the call, and still I am really proud of myself for being open and honest about some of the toughest parts of my life. The call lasted almost an hour. I was exhausted afterwards but felt so good too!

I’m nervous to hear back from them soon to see if they think I am a good candidate to come back. I really hope so. I know this is what I need. 
I was at this treatment facility last year and it helped so much. I didn’t have time to go more in depth with some of the exposure work, which is what is still really holding me back and making me more depressed that I feel like I can’t do these things. 

Please send good thoughts that I get into the program and that it helps! Hoping you are all doing well and getting the help you need too!",4.2394230769230745,5.092476478632482,5.090673076923078,84.61370192307696,70.53846153846155,8.414102564102564,25.73611111111111,8.660442795831766,1.5966675213675219,912,26,190,15,16,297,134,234,0.062,0.721,0.217,0.9931,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,4,16,15,0,1,13,0,21,4,0,6,2,39,44,14,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,16,11,1,1,5,0,0,5,4,3,1,2,8,4,25,12,27,35,10,29,0,1,1,0,16,7,0,8,17,140,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100648955372521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408536188765907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380741665327817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489456888834178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468281437609197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946704027537782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259841465289284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557678114140745,0.0785239402131624,0.10553650016190624,0.0,0.0,0.09349440754517993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148530412399306,0.0,0.12493547683764895,0.2765767234888454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388320662561815,0.0,0.22102293053095834,0.0,0.0,0.21834257748234204,0.10824501965056424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040690354540479,0.17919225594138802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763685006828322,0.1073987123770609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400508129611012,0.2201091482952636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072870451095136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080083285591405,0.1630024927494604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448185781327782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902820739891087,0.0,0.07620184466940705,0.0,0.0,0.12065464998519886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124481838487985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758874064952556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870963466063516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755579578630203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359443401329524,0.0,0.08264307685119641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460464784799364,0.07042966987449932,0.0,0.08726094608685964,0.0640928446314933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483124505734307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882759357650528,0.0,0.09918200252979306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002008356946776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078223522649615
anxiety,Smokydella,2020/01/18,"Despite my anxiety I applied for a position in an association at my university today! I have social anxiety and take a while to warm up to people. 
I also have a very hard time trying to convince people that I could be worth their time for anything that’s mildly professional (associations and student jobs). 

But I did it! I sent my CV and a cover letter that took me ages to write (because I have self-depreciating tendencies and don’t want to falsely advertise myself). 

Now that I’ve sent it, I realize I don’t care too much for the end result but I’m happy to say that at least I won’t have any regrets about not applying! 

So here, I just wanted to share my little win of the day and I hope you’re doing fine too today <3",5.128095238095233,5.347148068027213,7.075238095238094,73.42809523809524,68.31972789115646,9.798639455782316,29.938775510204078,9.725611199111238,2.7309673469387747,574,20,111,12,9,203,96,147,0.032,0.7609999999999999,0.207,0.9687,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,1,0,17,20,10,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,4,3,19,8,16,13,2,17,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,9,78,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450360173696825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138401250860654,0.0,0.2955980638543089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898881719465185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777417046255753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969823562134256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542561080976247,0.0,0.0,0.12459933271574446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711196622035652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566716435826296,0.17307107926100948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189321931851114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917232133234787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936392002662439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202572965039048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678839365227191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364201692017346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155186371616574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694514946579567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526388993136932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253153266474205,0.0,0.3662658871546539,0.0,0.21465457547467912,0.1311715031731672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594119169102135,0.2279111379911596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Amptis,2020/01/18,"Please help I'm 17 and I'm starting to lose sleep last week I had a panic attack that was so bad it was my first ever time having one I felt chest pain, dry mouth, sweating, rapid heart rate, dizziness, vertigo, numbness, and so much more all at once i really felt like it was my time but I'm still here but I'm suffering from Anxiety and Insomnia + Hypnophobia/**Somniphobia I'm scared to sleep and I'm always tired like everyday.**

**I don't know what to do my mom is gone on a trip for 4 days and will not be here until Sunday morning.**

Is this normal should I worry? about my extreme heart rate and chest pain? I really need to know if I need to go to the doctor of something This all started after the panic attack when I thought of dying and what comes after Which I believe is heaven or hell but it says we all sleep until the second coming and I'm scared I will regain consciousness and remember how I died and i will remember my life in the void of nothingness and I will remember time and I will be alone with my thoughts until he brings me back to life which is so scary because that could take millions of years after death and like i said what if i remember my life and I'm aware of time. Idk this is scaring me so much and i don't know what to do any help help would be appreciated",1.0485393258426967,3.381178479400752,2.818827715355805,90.70487078651686,84.43071161048691,5.807191011235956,19.0123595505618,7.1686216300943375,0.34184404494382026,1022,27,218,15,30,338,135,267,0.249,0.659,0.092,-0.9943,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,2,12,18,3,5,6,0,25,19,9,1,4,49,51,30,3,8,7,1,2,3,0,7,10,2,0,0,14,19,0,0,12,0,0,6,4,14,0,4,10,4,27,4,26,30,6,32,2,2,0,0,8,3,1,3,26,142,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311023857499456,0.0,0.0,0.07480476576936995,0.0,0.0,0.06113570722175093,0.0,0.06877395636675983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045505459807226,0.0,0.06912825685675814,0.07506351154775688,0.05480276531523833,0.0,0.0,0.10128754906854222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488336134613392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717785678923863,0.0,0.0,0.05797865493289215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660591917052666,0.0,0.0,0.09201739922370006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132052745243779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263795967085535,0.0,0.0,0.07646967510990725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109276359048333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306604188758416,0.1807760713535142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822158062065033,0.07328124726298525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049903166911736,0.13176314271087586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057613172110276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529086887025564,0.0,0.0,0.1321750380441918,0.13332078345576792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808381208087067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574154385307984,0.06091918883823438,0.0,0.19132183093890265,0.21095871458664928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868421146376254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518566050942315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073608608152279,0.0,0.08551636032797286,0.07149281852520464,0.27001950743313746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26989753075644624,0.0,0.0,0.06921011900531263,0.0,0.0,0.12726466526367816,0.0,0.07179498941825245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759430219224803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274257406937926,0.20968779350664948,0.10332788053170372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211309385429301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129874634429813,0.0,0.06386303291836412,0.0,0.0,0.05789324381469105
anxiety,princessA95,2020/01/18,"Those of you with religious ties, has anyone read Anxious For Nothing by Max Lucado? What were your opinions I’m a Christian woman who struggles immensely with anxiety. From what I’ve seen, there are 2 “christian “ approaches to anxiety 

- you shouldn’t have anxiety, God is so good! Anxiety is just a sign of lack of faith. Pray more and the anxiety will go away!

- anxiety is normal and you shouldn’t be ashamed of it. The Bible can provide comfort and guidance but medication/therapy are useful tools as well 


I (obviously) lean towards the second approach, and I’m wondering which approach Anxiety For Nothing uses",5.79047474747475,8.130841663636367,6.447575757575759,70.6058080808081,68.72727272727272,10.343434343434343,37.67676767676768,10.504223727775694,4.849373737373736,493,28,76,15,9,161,78,110,0.158,0.7090000000000001,0.134,0.5226,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,4,6,0,2,5,0,13,0,0,2,1,18,20,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,1,1,2,1,5,4,14,14,2,6,4,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,55,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7950781377597138,0.16773393079922433,0.0,0.10381682717519147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949668637378784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438148366156144,0.12453337175833774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454734922840318,0.2849305868044789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851468584751218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521779150445167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979353790709115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256468604992174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349641244854665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101426884141848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_5p3cter_,2020/01/19,"Anxiety, Depression and Relationships - Help! Hi, i rarely do this but i need your opinion.  
I suffer from depression and anxiety and those things always got in the way of relationships.  
Every time i met a girl that i liked i couldn't tell her that i liked her because i was always afraid of what that might do to me, i did had some kind of relationships in the past but they were never deep. Until 3 years ago where i met a girl that i could chat all the time and open up so i finally thought, screw it and said the words ""i like you"" but got rejected... and then she started to get further away until she stopped talking... that broke me.  
Last year i met an amazing woman, she's my lab partner in college and i believe she's my friend. We have so many things in common, we already hanged out alone outside of the classroom (lunch between classes, study) and shared personal stuff about our lives.  
Her laugh lights up my day and i want to tell her that i like her, that she makes me happy and i want to make her happy too and when i'm chatting with her all my problems go away but i have this constant feeling of dread, that her rejection is going to be too painful and destroy me and then i'll have to see her everyday and work with her in future projects, i'll still be glad that she's part of my life but the anticipation is making me feel like i have a hole in my stomach...  
I know that what people usually advise is to tell her but i fear that in one hand my condition might get worse if i tell her or if i don't tell her i'll keep feeling this hole in my stomach...  
I have a really hard time showing my feelings and i rarely talk about my problems with anyone but i wanted to seek your input about all of this.

Thank you for reading! :)",3.1938606403013168,4.498577632768363,4.056666666666668,89.3306120527307,73.51977401129943,7.052354048964219,25.822975517890768,7.526774132740827,1.1339574387947269,1358,45,293,16,27,436,173,354,0.149,0.6759999999999999,0.175,0.8823,0,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,4,1,1,10,28,2,3,11,0,21,7,3,3,4,60,49,32,0,10,10,0,6,5,2,2,2,1,0,5,22,22,1,2,6,4,0,3,3,14,0,1,11,9,69,14,39,32,5,45,0,6,1,1,53,17,1,7,29,203,91,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087022934822069,0.0,0.0,0.09448716237882224,0.10067499541233696,0.0,0.15182197270963518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958198544247372,0.0,0.0,0.06379040448903378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142789450976886,0.0,0.0,0.055613194256598594,0.0,0.0,0.102785399782688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858763303722967,0.0,0.07284003675175438,0.0,0.0,0.058836049257219976,0.0,0.15715318912066678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686553178913533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026595435998216,0.1845152897500469,0.06517500331605251,0.0,0.09993842446122636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048436702821073,0.0,0.09532821867255772,0.0,0.10369665728798304,0.0,0.14593054149652235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423287667810232,0.08172450303270581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061149802175720074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108975553656401,0.0,0.0950024042155179,0.050137832210109694,0.07436493789974928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644387169939807,0.2228527827409444,0.0,0.08055809895467354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826909657245224,0.09249328843809457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935620371226209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764617247066096,0.07036249497445984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061820068081000774,0.0,0.0970755589460626,0.0,0.0,0.09879361365296646,0.08708972280118481,0.06324766008348409,0.07965885087054438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745903097833278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125507049822926,0.0,0.058444518963936064,0.0,0.0,0.2938418655930331,0.0,0.0,0.0867809850776716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269880302472137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457333412463721,0.0,0.0728567011208374,0.07627268459641776,0.0,0.0,0.10443696101128436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466550510320924,0.39869687619054106,0.08399267879764569,0.0,0.0,0.12121882439149577,0.0,0.0,0.07242673298276042,0.15959150865531624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047737712932536,0.0,0.1614301294659643,0.07241443101413833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664168048347204,0.0,0.09297155355370916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749875014120123
anxiety,sugar_tit5,2020/01/19,"Does propanolol only 'work' for extreme anxiety/during panic attacks Last night I think I had a bad panic attack (couldn't breathe properly/freaking out, etc.) so I took 70mg (7 pills) of propanolol (+some vodka) at once after not taking any for maybe 3 months. It completely relaxed my body (made me feel quite weak tbh) and I could breathe really deeply and steadily without even trying but I was dreading the crash the next morning as normally when I take even 1-2 pills it makes me INCREDIBLY drowsy and incredibly weak for the next two days. 

Today however I feel completely fine and didn't even have trouble waking up early this morning. 

In the past I've had mixed results like this with propanolol - sometimes it will relax me/sometimes it will make me feel like I'm dying and sometimes I'm incredibly weak and drowsy/other times only a little drowsy. Does how it work depend on how severe the physical symptoms of anxiety are?",5.509893899204243,7.26525294252874,5.566781609195403,78.99099469496022,68.42528735632183,8.112466843501327,31.200707338638374,8.617729084823388,2.6026203359858533,748,31,128,12,13,235,113,174,0.18600000000000005,0.7170000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9403,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,7,15,2,3,7,0,10,10,4,7,0,26,22,12,1,3,3,0,3,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,10,0,1,6,3,11,5,14,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,14,67,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058214806183668,0.0,0.0906500208567607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26961530554575386,0.0,0.0,0.09894019839572073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162365732979275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848408430043675,0.0,0.0,0.09461035863363673,0.0,0.0,0.07642088017861727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298136793667933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739536722746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215568265638,0.2347988159191729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974720890246745,0.08465441140145602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659101996943938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157834764388246,0.11876530795866776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212489994748062,0.15819557995034647,0.0,0.1190463476937684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458332115314384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25204619744737145,0.11120157927497333,0.11610208026556358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619563284765334,0.0,0.18024489512140607,0.0,0.27806182583437944,0.0,0.0,0.11311896966232175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603634050905016,0.0,0.0,0.07591232989342493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386808820735008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35159023264299216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316394517357712,0.1781902693179073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592821032973589,0.0,0.0,0.06909666049099454,0.0,0.11232147422336827,0.0,0.13165473068436084,0.08045180907761837,0.0,0.11575452973586088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422705608572653,0.0,0.17253472142329224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nickkwestt,2020/01/19,WHAT AM I SO SCARED OFFFFFFF Grrrr i fuckin hate anxiety i hate it what am I so scared of all the time im literally 16 i dont have shit to worry about why am i always feeling so damn scared like something is about to happen or my brain is gonna change or something. I always have this feeling of doom and scaredness in my stomach i hate it.,1.1403131115459892,3.0289077671232896,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,80.91780821917807,5.267318982387477,22.757338551859107,6.1826913282559595,0.3101639921722117,269,9,60,2,7,89,45,73,0.375,0.529,0.096,-0.9805,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,6,3,1,0,8,4,3,0,1,6,15,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,2,10,1,7,14,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,2,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866372829510535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317641983636438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227836431319006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220856115854686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018656361884852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418085265573452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231249980740855,0.0,0.0,0.5101581651475332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605026709107386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414844703027864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173310627897726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680332032658744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651996869499585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004353445608914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554210716592886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749195009155595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stufmenatooba,2020/01/19,"I seem to forget how awful it can be. Things that I have scheduled to do, or know I can't put off, get to me. However, a little while ago, someone knocked on the door. I don't have anyone coming to my house today, I doubt I know this person, and they managed to get my dogs barking. I can't open the door, the thought if trying to deal with someone, who's likely just a solicitor, is nerve-wracking. Now I get to sit here, the person has left and the dogs are still wound up, wondering if my ignoring it was a mistake or not. I can feel the blood rushing to my face, the tension and pressure reminding me that I should have just dealt with it, but knowing that, deep down, I just can't do it today.

Why must anyone have these feelings? It's an awful place to be. I just can't comprehend how people don't feel this way, how they can just do and say things without working it all out first.

I hate my job. I am surrounded by lazy, self-centered thieves. They steal time and products. Lower levels of management actively encourage this behavior, while the people above them are indifferent. I can't turn them in to corporate, they will tell my boss to deal with it. Warnings will be issued repeatedly, with absolutely no real consequences, because the guy is just biding his time until retirement.

Sorry, I am just venting. My life feels like perpetual doom and gloom. Everything seems to fall apart at inopportune times, and anything that I manage to keep from falling completely apart is barely working. I am always behind, and anytime I get ahead, I wind up in even worse shape at the next mishap.",5.0797619047619085,6.121274811688313,5.646233766233768,80.70482683982686,68.74025974025976,8.593939393939394,29.926406926406933,8.841846274778883,2.3489549783549792,1254,47,238,21,21,405,174,308,0.187,0.78,0.033,-0.9925,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,6,4,14,12,1,3,14,2,34,4,2,4,2,53,53,19,0,5,14,0,4,2,0,4,2,1,2,3,18,15,0,2,11,0,0,5,10,9,0,1,2,5,36,3,34,44,1,43,1,2,0,0,16,20,0,8,18,169,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484426861727823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984148543726388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540223410656718,0.0,0.09733082049300018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209976680289935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188403970556907,0.12400981751129332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387409928618475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811998206640125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629856957069699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23921498378901884,0.08449618122605901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060524703823172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24717667912814398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711153483272058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116772763619822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647427378439467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344909817558093,0.11737037855613662,0.10512887350642834,0.0,0.0,0.19500368889112432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850689033834248,0.0,0.08354162227955066,0.11556706196636303,0.1185433200528011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578754505690087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399495133503075,0.20654755218890247,0.12357292916400288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889974296857657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462363648437514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405758111107536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534750397352345,0.12338734644066315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042922768348567,0.0,0.0,0.1323999588795681,0.0,0.0,0.09445512402333626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337817197030252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715423448656626,0.0,0.0,0.09389769151289656,0.20690252936524914,0.0,0.22422306137238354,0.0,0.0,0.08030143411604679,0.12864999409186553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388174261658293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672541950099536,0.0,0.0,0.11401355076662605,0.12826494757186227,0.17221223144573608,0.0,0.1205330393287084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,c0rporatehippie,2020/01/19,"New anxiety? Hey guys, so I’ve always been an anxious and very worrisome person, but I’ve always had some level of control over it. I’ve had panic attacks before but usually there’s a trigger.
Well, since late December I’ve been having SEVERE anxiety. It’s mostly in social situations, which is weird because I’ve never had a huge problem talking to people. I’ve worked retail since I was 16 with no issues. 
But now it’s getting to the point where out of nowhere I will get heart palpitations, flushed, sweaty, almost feeling like I’m ticking, and I start freaking out for no reason.
It’s really scaring me and I don’t know what to do or where it’s coming from",4.103816793893132,5.639566442748095,5.55258778625954,78.58582824427482,71.59541984732823,7.682748091603054,29.130534351145037,8.238735603445708,2.2297474809160307,528,21,94,8,10,178,90,131,0.265,0.667,0.068,-0.9801,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,1,2,4,0,11,1,1,3,1,21,18,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,6,1,0,6,1,5,2,12,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,7,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234341485087142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697997253330545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480482940756297,0.1831535756812935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443905463347768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988290710990865,0.0,0.1379552835546866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965516742169168,0.0,0.0,0.18183545698786904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197458774548033,0.1158211665901765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940582944166402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605279006539125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921173035829809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921496756105991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909891709122736,0.0,0.18288253665591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920542527557063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250397520137934,0.1565800295828584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902171695436204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239612431540646,0.14156011611259786,0.0,0.0,0.15325925044025954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513043594632903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386056038047864,0.16669011189319424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231405443835434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831535756812935,0.0,0.2682207140811553,0.18223377316906425,0.0,0.16526464251652914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475195256477536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030884720104985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855629371595755,0.133768988637197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576862990138145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802794669370956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DoeEyedGoldenDoodle,2020/01/19,"Why can’t i take criticism? I posted something that got 15 upvotes and i was pretty proud of it. They weren’t even being mean. they just asked what it meant! i ended up deleting it. god, why am i so sensitive all the time?",-0.5329813664596266,1.6823136521739137,1.5945962732919268,95.33456521739132,97.2608695652174,4.367701863354037,17.440993788819874,6.1826913282559595,-0.15538757763975175,172,5,37,2,7,57,37,46,0.062,0.745,0.193,0.7312,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,2,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867620360283743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716820564933149,0.0,0.0,0.2025999671281058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453293191937656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341315816625132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937737098424865,0.3120665340527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361447085054418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306315466180877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886352308892892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535732577167256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SirBridge,2020/01/19,"How do you cope with the death of family I'm currently at uni sitting in my room after seeing my dad for a coffee. All of a sudden I've just thought about him not being here, being dead and i get a rush of anxiety. I cant even begin to imagine not being able to talk to him or see him if I wanted.

I've never even really thought about it before, and its hit me like a brick.",1.9432931726907647,2.6044141927710847,4.590542168674698,86.78934738955826,75.74698795180723,7.461044176706826,21.062248995983936,7.793537801064563,0.7078128514056221,290,6,66,4,6,104,60,83,0.12300000000000001,0.846,0.031,-0.8126,1,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,2,15,14,5,2,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,10,1,13,8,1,10,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,2,6,48,12,0,0.2826748046916232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624545187412725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240535438809434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734080850584809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26648064844989505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768591847906246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381006311164223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801623572712264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810887181875061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505104426177715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720330047983284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44882443968612507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672892365876854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rosestars,2020/01/19,"Worry Time Journal Help Hi everyone! 

I’m 22 and just recently accessed help for my anxiety. I’ve been diagnosed with social anxiety and I am in the process of getting therapy to help cope with this. In a previous bad spot I was advised to start a worry journal but always struggled to format it in a way that was helpful. 

I was wondering if any of you guys have any suggestions for a format? 

So far I’ve got a notebook dedicated to it and I’ve rated my anxiety and worry level out of 10 and done a mind map styled thing but I’m not sure if there’s a better way? 

Any help or suggestions would be greatly appreciated!",3.2832000000000012,4.8812295200000015,5.616199999999999,77.06110000000002,73.8,9.16,30.9,9.642632912329526,3.1809999999999987,490,23,93,13,10,173,77,125,0.146,0.6629999999999999,0.191,0.8804,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,8,0,9,1,0,0,1,19,15,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,6,3,15,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,4,3,57,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765106007051318,0.0,0.0,0.2884581225068692,0.0,0.3244978627460248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805800894339442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505142326890736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351184247861684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469506099526486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510794044632568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387248223226603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308562652236087,0.1558872850990721,0.0,0.14000220096230753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738667875719851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276754237340142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960942837964047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413328523772173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007933735100086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478156147926611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326208698334746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169625885211664,0.0,0.0939358311292432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244792606517899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446380905642746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533356640917191,0.0,0.430777137527532,0.0,0.10044217697744827,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AliceInBroadband,2020/01/19,"How to overcome fear of talking to people? I’ll keep it short and simple, I have a large fear of talking to people 1 on 1, even online, I find myself hesitating to send messages to people, usually because I overthink everything. Any advice to overcome this?",6.587500000000002,7.339357750000001,7.612500000000002,68.9825,65.25,8.9,36.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.5997833333333333,204,10,31,3,3,69,33,48,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313164158638623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097519240910838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430005134598398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634887494359745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274533507145,0.0,0.0,0.5327432675152214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163543977088229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040431221357334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923278038364362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805271694417713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260709546946247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sequax1,2020/01/19,"I feel like I might need benzos again My anxiety has gotten to the point where it's exhausting me, I've gone through this all before but I had an issue with benzos before. I would just take need more than my prescription to feel ok.

However it's now on my medical file, not sure if I'd ever be able to be prescribed them again... Should I try something else? Exercise, therapy, and SSRI s don't work at all.",2.6008605851979354,4.302346710843377,4.246333907056801,85.73734939759039,75.86746987951805,8.11635111876076,23.9053356282272,8.841846274778883,1.7018516351118764,319,10,66,7,7,107,64,83,0.07200000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.059000000000000004,0.0018,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,2,1,8,3,0,0,4,17,15,3,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,10,3,8,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,44,13,1,0.2297703260232285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577367049873124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391035248123207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194362390814032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784041448743054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323575613263457,0.1641479668212764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398205241634313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225417514748283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314694304041033,0.0,0.2437500056071117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407435706739888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720722642466594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688842253515608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655581305677915,0.0,0.1727586898995737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26276239249003513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599896884945358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672755338962857,0.0,0.0,0.16322224717418904,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,newtogroom,2020/01/19,"Can you tell the difference between breathing problems from anxiety and smoking? I smoked for two years and gave up a month ago. 

I also suffer from extreme anxiety. 

So, now that my breathing feels harder or different on my inhale, I’m wondering if this is anxiety, or I’m imaging it, or if it could be damage from smoking?

I also get an off feeling in my tongue at times. Hard to explain what it’s like.",4.112573839662447,5.620321797468356,5.5272784810126625,78.88602320675106,71.53164556962025,8.30464135021097,33.41983122362869,8.841846274778883,3.0635552742616032,318,16,57,6,6,107,59,79,0.195,0.757,0.048,-0.8823,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,13,12,10,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,7,1,11,9,0,10,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,6,6,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273596707957846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347752677581289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989933100468214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359781267604754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543299947891542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987530576804526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359666322148987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477193589105435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062238773010136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354820238451474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804832921840385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900408311526116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267834653381342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239464113336204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357903683120383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001589597077385
anxiety,kozykoj,2020/01/19,Can’t shake my anxiousness Been taking my medication everyday and going to therapy but I can’t shake my anxiety! So frustrating! Any one have suggestions on what will help?,3.8679032258064514,7.1253208709677445,5.703467741935487,67.97520161290325,82.2258064516129,12.132258064516131,30.330645161290327,10.686352973137794,5.398219354838711,141,7,22,7,4,48,26,31,0.316,0.589,0.095,-0.741,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26790203169324345,0.0,0.3013735094518099,0.44505555724474666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389297176304165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640588672751878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396866916266618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669532291443072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962041613832447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505204001941086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-anxiousSloth,2020/01/19,"Overwhelming thoughts. The thought of life is so overwhelming. I’m 18 and the stress to do everything perfect is killing me. Go to uni, get a job, don’t get stuck in retail. Don’t waste years of being young so have fun, but not to much fun though be productive, be smart, social, make friends, be polite, family is important...I feel like I’m going to explode. 

These thoughts are circling my mind and I’m now in the middle of a gap year with no job to save for the uni that Ive deferred a place at which means I won’t be able to go. 

I’m just never sure about anything and nothing feels right. I don’t know how to manage my time, how to start anything, how to finish anything or how to adult.

I’m tired of feeling so lost. And the thought of not reaching my full potential keeps me up at night.",1.4436585365853674,3.4696315975609764,2.5818902439024427,94.8080792682927,80.58536585365854,5.807317073170732,23.664634146341466,6.9077264865688965,0.6530073170731705,618,22,138,7,16,197,98,164,0.127,0.726,0.147,0.7607,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,11,13,1,3,8,0,16,2,0,5,3,30,40,14,1,0,5,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,9,0,1,3,8,5,0,0,6,3,8,8,23,28,2,21,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,1,10,79,11,3,0.14156106997467968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494780964128911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722596178275694,0.0,0.13345117815953514,0.0,0.2147325912403031,0.1011312566751504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936973150502052,0.0,0.1479196326881477,0.0,0.2413572550282447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809550374368757,0.1258259833317665,0.15661634990954762,0.0,0.07779826191627318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998877018132142,0.06915958826378776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453063027402222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449311344782202,0.0,0.0,0.15420150525214296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293632614959784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040636746568614,0.0,0.10918062412761632,0.0,0.0,0.13284547456136447,0.0,0.13583166456387527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790118838566868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089238028183105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430368363327858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001976539389068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215772737106576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341963314468738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908303250531268,0.4495347081397437,0.08254539830620455,0.16270362546124895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823213756034051
anxiety,brownsugar003,2020/01/19,"So anxious about driving and the potential for tickets. I'm a new driver and I recently bought a vehicle - mostly for my commute to work. Things have been going okay, I've made some mistakes especially with the conditions where I live (e.g. snow and ice). Yesterday, as I ran a yellow light (because I was sliding and could not slow down), I thought I saw the photo radar cam flash. Since then I've been second guessing my driving this past week and whether I've accrued a bunch of tickets since taking my vehicle home last Wednesday. 

I'm so anxious because I wont know until about 2 weeks later if I got any tickets. And if I did, I dont know how I'm going to afford them a d I'm really anxious about my auto insurance going up because of it. I believe I am a safe driver but what happened yesterday is making me second guess everything.",5.710000000000001,5.936233734939762,6.806891566265062,75.82696385542171,67.07228915662651,9.290602409638556,35.274698795180726,9.120678840339163,3.2410019277108435,664,31,120,11,10,224,104,166,0.047,0.9279999999999999,0.024,-0.3159,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,9,1,10,0,0,3,0,25,30,16,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,3,3,1,7,3,1,0,2,10,3,18,2,14,18,3,23,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,6,13,76,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220525352546517,0.0,0.0,0.5093692172502889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748539655863044,0.0,0.0,0.1693301689301512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999774047802447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614375841174404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350747937115512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562470817818953,0.0,0.12020405279309188,0.0,0.33113215287584835,0.0,0.13290472155505667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075740132569795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519559423573665,0.1225098849025992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271258888447918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422120668321692,0.10032258846603297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515513699176208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143472881412954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628235420719312,0.0,0.14839745434881935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248649937033481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300258239227015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984883093864992,0.0,0.0,0.11931685781208964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411139864024164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941601439739013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mastyleslik,2020/01/19,"Buspar and Alcohol So I started taking 5mg of Buspar twice a day, I’ve been on it for a week now. Can I drink a glass of wine? 

I also have emetophobia so I don’t want to get sick... any experiences?",-1.599469696969695,0.34314647727272884,2.5563636363636384,89.79621212121214,95.5909090909091,5.660606060606061,16.424242424242426,7.1686216300943375,0.174087878787879,151,4,36,3,6,57,35,44,0.0,0.945,0.055,0.2355,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066364282803793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30428395083318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587515498214379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453896013017864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727429840876602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721998573207072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879439449274253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693182991654948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28608698984871056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442745905981926,0.0,0.30521238152256913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SproutedBooby,2020/01/19,"I keep cringing and convulsing As the title states i keep cringing and convulsing. I get random cringe memories throughout the day of when I was younger and made mistakes or of abuse from my mother. Whenever I get one of those random memories, my body will convulse where I click my tongue, turn my head really fast to the side or take a really sharp breath. The tics seem to clear those memories out of my head. Whenever I consciously revisit those memories however, I don’t convulse. The frequency of these cringings seems to go up exponentially as my anxiety gets worse. Do y’all have any tips on maybe how to rewire or lessen the physicality of the cringes? It’s starting to get embarrassing when I do them in public or in front of my parents. 

For some background info, I just moved to Alaska from California and the sunlight change is really getting my anxiety and depression bad. I’ve been taking vitamin d and going to the gym every day and that’s been helping but I really want to get rid of the physical movements whenever I have a random memory.",7.015909090909092,7.618115893939392,7.770252525252527,68.74204545454548,64.30303030303031,12.054545454545455,35.69191919191919,11.698219412168324,4.616931313131311,849,38,145,27,12,284,115,198,0.08199999999999999,0.8809999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.7657,2,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,1,12,0,10,5,4,2,1,29,28,17,0,2,6,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,4,1,0,5,1,4,0,1,4,2,22,0,26,23,1,19,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,10,6,95,28,0,0.0,0.1688263214340221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689749592588083,0.0,0.2180075919522162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897247345154315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582733037853003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073460827965388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378740462657786,0.0,0.12272568060699955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200532392224936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466681427123769,0.0,0.16195971476680532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29246991511128817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550746164287306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330177501746404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482666194891654,0.0,0.0,0.14314948494294324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144339736564594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655432349624696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821731864283314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651287464279395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594335085248413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085454102270107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426818855727067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498725884028033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404378182434714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452085987031181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheFirstWhiteBoi,2020/01/19,"Parents don't really know whats going on Shit ok here we go. I have anxiety basically 24/7 but my parents don't really know that. I've told them that I have problems with anxiety but that was back when it wasn't that big of a thing, and now it has gotten much worse.  It feels like I constantly have a knot in my stomach and it's to the point where it's not only anxiety that I'm dealing with. I have absolutely no clue what to do or how to tell my parents that I haven't been happy in a while.",1.5347222222222214,2.9119415462962976,3.9492592592592617,88.12166666666668,77.98148148148148,7.7629629629629635,23.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,1.280844444444444,389,12,90,8,9,136,65,108,0.209,0.746,0.045,-0.9504,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,4,1,12,2,2,1,0,14,20,8,0,1,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,5,1,10,3,9,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,1,6,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40192753955541255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346660454044604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925596380571336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055386810265825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855222993676225,0.12511465879256992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990636169453111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864317518637908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249643115927453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556086982734573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874250331147544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331961216130398,0.0,0.0,0.5833915876755978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555677507106414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757810453114347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243886667104393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179770945387292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307348243419872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635021926606501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734656314360002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784749307012692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skewbiesnax,2020/01/19,"It’s only been getting worse. 
For a little background I have always avoided large crowds for the fear of hearing people say bad things about me. Crowds are a trigger for it. I can’t go to the mall, ice skating, concerts, I can’t even sit in class sometimes. I get so worked up in my head that everyone hates me. I know it’s just hallucinations but my brain doesn’t trust what the facts are and my current level of sadness makes me too exhausted to fight back my anxiety. 
Right now my life is in a very low place. I lost my dog to cancer, lost my girlfriend and have to see her with other people cause we’re on the same small campus, and classes just started(and this was all in the same week). This has been the hardest fucking development in my life to adapt to and I don’t know where to turn to. She was my only best friend, I can’t go home and enjoy time in the house cause my dog is gone, and I lack the ability to make friends out here. 
I don’t know what to do. I have nothing and no one left.
What I mean by it’s only getting worse is that when I was young I would always avoid crowds then that feeling plus always avoiding people for 2 years because of my joined-to-the-hip relationship has really taken a toll on my brain. I used to think of myself as composed but now I can’t even get out of the door until I’ve cried for 2 hours. I just want it all to stop I want to stop worrying and being afraid I’ve shed too many tears I just want to live peacefully. I don’t know how though. I really don’t know how I can just start talking to people. Tinder fucking sucks everyone is boring and wants a relationship all I want is a fucking conversation. I need someone to tell me it’s okay to miss the cuddles and love that she gave me and that I need to let my dog go cause he’s always gonna be with me. But no matter how much I reach out to people the more I realize I have absolutely nobody to help me. Even my therapist will ignore her phone sometimes because I’m so annoying with my venting but I’ve been through so much more than just this week and I’m going fucking insane.",2.3364252873563243,3.877756935632189,3.689396551724141,90.13317528735635,76.19540229885058,6.488505747126437,23.117816091954023,7.1686216300943375,0.6860229885057471,1637,48,358,18,36,537,204,435,0.183,0.695,0.121,-0.9823,1,3,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,25,29,8,5,17,1,35,13,3,10,4,70,81,28,0,9,10,0,1,0,3,3,4,3,2,0,19,19,0,6,9,2,0,5,11,22,0,1,11,5,55,7,52,64,11,42,0,5,1,6,23,20,5,0,16,233,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616776588904308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060145258492525625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045510680838136,0.06564569706184,0.09585391506088567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250844961554851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553526781562734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24229791887045224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636206357338498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557863455929295,0.0,0.0,0.15025249042512956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847108410104514,0.03975341002157319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148560464031907,0.29073736603580513,0.1643060266127528,0.0,0.1787297189569494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762248798971973,0.08068837643741808,0.0,0.08861218312095205,0.0,0.052698357126339336,0.0,0.07886380924492671,0.0,0.07742637411859929,0.09071869457696616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160416954217013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542252698891316,0.08039584552633924,0.1110654294891648,0.0,0.07879943192076765,0.06942425514203847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164938412075573,0.0,0.0709590042359626,0.0,0.10496096921503337,0.07970989557568138,0.0,0.08564189947354857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155917479435517,0.11659374284956492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543948253217528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053275986338361815,0.17938565882127913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725313623179774,0.0,0.08214276953413706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007339360996828,0.0,0.0,0.1688202089593445,0.0,0.0671423606552031,0.0,0.06252299966031813,0.0,0.0,0.06265118362026906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661577082007697,0.0,0.15551741541000705,0.0,0.055648726593750364,0.0,0.0,0.1314622461180295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631930110866276,0.06871868630504731,0.0,0.0,0.0912856610000749,0.05223265383476963,0.05037750453883357,0.07724525820172394,0.0,0.045844848869565434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551765250487071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790376232803358,0.0,0.06487099965633987,0.2318650895250806,0.0,0.12613090476960026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572374133004178,0.0798439843948743,0.1602441204203701,0.05585048215792575,0.0,0.0,0.05062969033854133
anxiety,ghetto_oldsoul,2020/01/19,"I (F17) told my dad about my anxiety and got unexpected reaction Posted it on r/relationship but got removed. The mods told me to post here instead.




English is not my first language so please neglect any mistakes. I've always suffered from mild depression and social anxiety. I'm sure my parents know of it because of my mental breakdowns and also because my dad is a doctor himself. I love my parents but they are just too busy with their life and profession. They're hardly even home. They've remained uninvolved in most of life.


So this happened a few weeks back. I was really troubled because of school, couldn't sleep and was having a meltdown. I don't know what came over me but I went ahead and woke my dad. I asked him to come to the living room while sobbing. As soon as we sat on the couch, I poured my heart out to him. He didn't say anything. Except a few ""hmm""s and nods. Lastly he calmly asked me if I would like to meet a friend of his ( he didn't directly say a therapist ). He then went ahead to tell me that my illness is valid and seeking help won't deem me as ""crazy"". I refused and went to sleep.

The next morning as usual my parents were not home but my lil brother (M13) was there. He asked me if I had talked to Dad about something. I acted confused. He then started crying and telling me that I should have told him if I was suffering so much. I calmed him down (which took quite a while) and afterwards he told me that mom and dad were talking about me. Dad told mum to make sure that the environment of our home was a happy place for me and they were planning to make time for me/family by taking some time off. 

I've never ever felt such love from any thing or person. I'm so so blessed. I'm just so thankful for my family. I feel like I can endure anything. I just wish I would have leaned on my family for support earlier. Please everyone if you're suffering, reach out to your loved ones. It can make a world of difference, I promise!



tl;dr - reached out to my dad and got unexpected support and love from family ❤️",2.491028345418588,4.474884390243903,3.668694792353332,88.4964831905076,77.04878048780488,6.676334871456822,24.983520105471325,7.63319966405982,1.2503909030982199,1600,57,328,23,37,519,207,410,0.114,0.691,0.19399999999999998,0.9919,3,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,2,1,3,5,22,26,0,1,14,0,26,11,3,3,4,59,66,39,0,10,15,13,3,2,1,4,4,2,5,1,11,22,0,2,4,0,0,8,8,9,0,2,27,5,56,17,48,34,5,42,1,6,0,4,56,13,1,8,21,212,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059207283534405936,0.061604633180393525,0.0,0.0,0.10069526396838346,0.0,0.11327605429314655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185212347954286,0.0,0.20764352650520984,0.0,0.0,0.05692980737604785,0.0,0.1353966242575491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467849188014406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377623513248043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132606000373789,0.0,0.0,0.06376787494010262,0.0,0.0,0.07735280431702407,0.0,0.07577990609404478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890067530900651,0.06697061627315283,0.0,0.07074543234855565,0.0,0.0,0.2791816071993402,0.0,0.03743528205553436,0.05289197736213496,0.07108703616106646,0.0,0.0,0.06297575075756277,0.0,0.0,0.057200726590869486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776422210486582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547058765573384,0.07881365856187247,0.06632252158663046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773408497896522,0.04962537457333132,0.0,0.22279514699158304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137748987549298,0.06034995645272705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458890639292656,0.07234138083684398,0.0,0.06537594061307507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26728477748314633,0.0,0.14826062035639445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074611783240553,0.0,0.0,0.0867111244488781,0.0,0.0,0.054425641538811666,0.0,0.05710182281518712,0.0,0.07873908487992436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050169320676667926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466276529575617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464616682114972,0.07735280431702407,0.1625405703873159,0.0,0.0,0.1418137722623236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874735833195284,0.0,0.0,0.047429935047199334,0.0,0.0,0.07948792488037748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177542316984591,0.0,0.07492929715397921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818074051420066,0.07547129758825084,0.0,0.05699722403835794,0.0,0.0,0.05240370008353612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803239732651493,0.1395578073081956,0.0,0.055666536066384935,0.11901611422429599,0.12942303077492967,0.06816323190667113,0.0,0.08596254925827017,0.04918682768981511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634302553135344,0.0,0.0,0.3537271617427783,0.08225772195086596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154118735920388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059387936700365525,0.0,0.0,0.2058988488377651,0.0,0.0,0.08513878311344236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518738147922033,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OrdinaryCow,2020/01/19,"Managing Anxiety Disposition We had a psychologist in school who held a presentation on personality traits/behaviours that make you more susceptible to issues with anxiety.

I found that I identified with a lot of them: perfectionism, need to be in control, disliking multitasking, sometimes unrealistic expectations, etc.

I've also had some experiences when I was smaller that supposedly are telltale warnings i.e. strong irrational fear of natural disasters from watching the news, sleepless nights over silly fears.

I'm fine now but my question is just, I'm sure there's people on here who are/have been in a similar situation, how do you manage it and avoid getting anxiety?",9.857977243994936,11.34933800884956,10.23314791403287,50.4482300884956,58.29203539823008,14.598735777496842,44.4614412136536,13.484332010920856,7.2362096080910225,557,32,76,23,7,187,90,113,0.165,0.738,0.096,-0.705,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,1,2,7,7,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,19,15,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,8,4,13,8,4,10,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,3,4,53,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560983909453205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479738493031765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189292207799436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769544491855927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909394126070513,0.0,0.43930015532530015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402264090480305,0.0,0.0,0.10198199748720572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373419797282866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594889309254712,0.0,0.0,0.1302950295788042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473556491427378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831784815402569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353245198855756,0.1704378586411613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866450125683254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975490517750756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219408791995688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305410756405053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397017954731104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honeybadger_88,2020/01/19,"New relationship and I keep getting anxiety First time posting here. So I started college last year and met the girl who I have now been dating for a few months, I feel like it's going well and I have enjoyed it a lot. This is my first relationship in almost 2 years since my last had me fucked up for quite a while and although I really like this girl I keep getting feelings of anxiety when I'm not with her. Stuff like she doesn't like me as much as I like her, I'm not good enough and just constantly worrying about everything. If anyone had any advice that would help it would be greatly appreciated.",4.054370982552797,5.420705603305786,4.964077134986232,83.41864095500459,71.47933884297521,8.352984389348027,27.49403122130395,8.841846274778883,1.9859689623507808,482,17,98,9,9,157,82,121,0.099,0.7120000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.8907,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,18,22,12,0,3,4,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,4,2,15,9,9,15,4,19,0,0,0,1,10,2,1,3,20,68,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193732815572738,0.0,0.0,0.14544762043684745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877547438461973,0.0,0.22223281529380773,0.0,0.0,0.1015626847074134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569644332939077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008282768897932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305419865030602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688626249268116,0.1037671475140246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471003862806875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342819554372533,0.15177501842655247,0.0,0.08254933476054878,0.12182941740359375,0.0,0.16013943794380026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735849973111577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582110378678373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367974557206955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35481083857336515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348697283629488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593774353849952,0.0,0.10677599620517067,0.0,0.0,0.14028405606521396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911004428054946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449202612382107,0.0,0.0,0.0930513342869789,0.0,0.0,0.3118898418250742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015290133822955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028092113028444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627733007733062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469686627308101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305978463799797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475091626595374,0.0,0.2063638962831103,0.0,0.0,0.18707341033019245
anxiety,_tellerteller_,2020/01/19,"A game has been making me feel anxious for nearly 3 years now Im a teenage female here, and there's this game series that i've liked for a very long time now. Im not going to lie, i was borderline obsessed, i loved it \*that\* much. The actual series isn't important, what's important it that it was a very story-heavy series that had to do with characters progressively dieing over the course of each game, so it's not inherently the happiest topic.

So a few years ago, the final installment of the series was announced to come out around late 2017- early 2018. I was pretty excited, and i was obsessively trying to avoid as many spoilers from people who played it early as possible. I'd use my hand to hide the google results when I'd search the series's name, and even deleted my instagram account(s) because spoiler posts began appearing on my feed. I'd literally feel my heart race and my breathing get heavier when i think i saw a spoiler, or when i see a theory video on my youtube recommended. Yet i'd think about theories, possible situations, character interactions etc \*all the time\*, it was literally impossible to focus in class because i thought about it so much.However, i always thought to myself ""I'll play the game and then I'll stop thinking about it, I'll be able to focus in class again, and that's all""

It still got worse though, as it turned into seeing absolutely \*anything\* about the series as a whole made me panic and the thoughts only gor more frequent. I remember even telling my sister once that i wanted to get the game so badly already, but i was terrified of playing it at the same time. I didn't want potential favourite characters to die, to the point where i silently begged that they didn't, it wasn't a great time, since it was also the time when my IGCSE exam studies started to get more stressful, so not focusing in class was an even bigger source of worry due to how much i was obsessed with getting perfect grades, at one point i was even studying for 11 hours outside of school (on weekdays) so i would always gurantee perfect grades.

Anyway, the game finally gets released.My sister got me a physical copy and i had a one week break coming up.Perfect, i could finish it during that time and finally get it out of my head.Once i finally got my hands on it my excitement was through the roof.I'd literally wake up and immediately grab hold of my console and continue playing, barely wiping the sleep from my eyes.I ended up finishing the game (it was pretty long, at maybe 40-50 hours long?) in four days, and the worst outcome came to be.

I didn't like it as much as I'd wanted to.

In fact, i found it kind of disappointing, especially as a conclusion.

I pushed that aside though, and started going on social media fan accounts again to see funny posts and stuff, but for some reason I'd always feel uncomfortable going through the posts of people praising the game, characters i abhorred, or just memes in general. I'm not the type of person to get super angry when people like characters/shows/etc that i don't like, im usually pretty chill, but seeing these filled me with this anxiousness and an almost pain deep in my stomach.

I continued seeing fan account posts, etc for a few months after that, but one day i saw a post that particulary made me feel that pit in my stomach, it almost made me want to cry even though it wasnt sad at all, the comments on the post made that feeling even worse, so i went cold turkey and abandoned all the fan accounts, and for months i avoided the series like the plague.Seeing people with profile pictures of the series made my heart race and worsened the feeling in my stomach, and seeing people praise it made me feel even worse.It got to the point where prolonged exposure to anything related to it literally made me have to rush to the bathroom because my stomach hurt so bad.

The thoughts, however, didnt stop.The characters integrated themselves into my ""daydream story"" which is a continuous story in my daydreams that has also been going on for maybe 3 years.I dont think there has been a single day where i havent though about the characters of that game \*specifically\* ever since it came out.I even considered playing the game in its entirety again one summer and write down every piece of dialogue in that game and finally conjure up a huuuge post detailng every single reason this game is bad and disappointing.I actually dis do that for a part of the game, but i never continued due to how long it took, but its always been on my mind.

Seeing the actors that were in the game in different roles made me feel anxious, my siblings talking about the game because i had gotten them into it before the final game came out made me anxious, my sister got me a shirt of a character i loved and i can barely stand looking at it.

Lately its gotten a tiny bit better though, seeing people with profile pictures of the series doesnt make me super stressed anymore, but anything more than that? Yeah, definitely, but a little less than before.

In fact, the reason why i decided to write this is because i thought i had almost gotten over it, but i clicked on a video that just so happened to have someone wearing a t-shirt of a character from the final game that i very much hated, i hadn't even noticed until people in the comments pointed it out, and after that i just couldnt continue the video, the feeling of crying and the pit in my stomach returned, and i didnt want it to get worse, the knowledge of people liking that characters makes me unspeakably angry for some reason, and i dont know why, i dont know why i came to hate the game so much, a part of me knows i dont care, but a bigger part of me cant help but obsess over it.Im obsessed, and i dont know why.

This is pretty long, but i dont want this to continue.i want to be able to look at this game with a neutral mindset, but everytime i think about how much i dislike it i feel like crying.

Any advice on anything i could do?",8.403913859141719,6.845172746345657,8.42388118502306,72.32988728210742,62.29320722269991,11.244080356444929,36.450699601344475,10.061858954937977,3.5274331556319862,4756,178,877,81,55,1554,409,1163,0.14400000000000002,0.762,0.094,-0.9957,4,2,0,0,0,0,136.0,0,0,2,9,61,47,2,10,79,1,61,18,14,21,10,159,158,77,2,11,22,3,13,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,70,49,1,5,33,28,3,16,25,21,0,5,62,27,94,26,140,89,31,154,2,4,13,2,41,60,0,8,76,580,164,8,0.06680517775643326,0.0,0.0651922167275326,0.0,0.0,0.03264062326475735,0.029609379643652442,0.0,0.10034360330270156,0.0,0.03686058743510217,0.05342407651577374,0.11117451908912476,0.0,0.0,0.022714905860766445,0.0,0.0,0.15094167105385686,0.03312639262381232,0.0,0.0,0.10994993824700093,0.029735385861698438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366929945872405,0.10180954074269914,0.0,0.056846285836885925,0.0,0.0,0.02954187543018948,0.036466975860341096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281465250187592,0.034056165527193184,0.0,0.0,0.057546745302470476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333849845172338,0.0,0.1100735262539442,0.06462571949765313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933322733383288,0.03489859599909638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348855123746132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02958477933245885,0.0,0.11175814852446272,0.1985588543406922,0.030214553974650074,0.0562862435434856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889352572325422,0.0238628161687508,0.0,0.2561363238730852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662421462054452,0.0,0.0,0.13961179238282856,0.0,0.07593384408981313,0.0,0.13357550855237485,0.03682647215973153,0.0,0.0,0.02953779903126315,0.0,0.0,0.0659562823158078,0.034280692836174936,0.0,0.0,0.0791644572957634,0.022389051228713708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657896432117974,0.0,0.0357581622429062,0.0,0.1443221116060145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03478365618779945,0.07342875717720701,0.0,0.07535915033798245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142317238717301,0.03347816923093059,0.0,0.14780120019524462,0.05609952400144806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060294281173460876,0.2844570351364179,0.0668894623546891,0.03386498237887893,0.06711478028252467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0337270927592712,0.0,0.05332325552661205,0.0,0.17188322323637115,0.0,0.025762135747166737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03802906882871807,0.0,0.07114533402546172,0.09053783475869744,0.025404174020185227,0.03554270962404499,0.039190741058763495,0.0,0.1085152460897542,0.0,0.18525719479990735,0.029165852210544494,0.0,0.0,0.12630497264311422,0.07531280025797242,0.22393312771861806,0.13592976534645096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373736982405138,0.0,0.0,0.037838621753469234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03380520322386631,0.21294030950542325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055261933385780136,0.037545909412727715,0.03342671182842884,0.034049732874135465,0.028301905161015013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728504866036635,0.0,0.026675350626026845,0.0558521199422216,0.07652510540885944,0.0,0.03823797276618562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026847735672731764,0.0291953349582624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070151510786814,0.16408936989320433,0.1325896223195997,0.11686390914835393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03711150528433374,0.022678165244789883,0.036332424904645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028849112122033824,0.03678823256714423,0.08268190207988861,0.137911986461258,0.0,0.026793541985003763,0.0,0.0,0.030964534536324712,0.12056256408897348,0.0372927976073103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03392195040607779,0.1021202751897169,0.02372824077199125,0.0,0.0,0.04302034418135399
anxiety,C1oudBird,2020/01/19,"Should I (20) even pursue a relationship if would just simply become a burden to my partner? What are your experiences with love and intimate relationships (romantic or otherwise)?

I have never been in a relationship (which is okay, I am definitely not ""entitled"" to one anyway). But I have recently met someone who, for the first time, might be interested in me too (off course I cannot know for sure and will have to see what this will lead to...)! I want to get to know them better either way, even though all of this is pretty new to me.

I have never felt this way before, but I am questioning if this person would be better off without me, anyway, when I might not be functioning correctly...

There pretty much seems to be no hope at all, that I would actually ever be able to be in a relationship with someone, due to my obnoxious mental health issues and issues in just everyday life. I just cannot see how I could ever make their life better, when I look at how much I have changed the life of my parents or of my friends.

I have often heard people say that entering a relationship with someone, while suffering from mental health issues, is selfish and basically a horrible thing to do. But what should people do who are burdened with a fucked up mental health?

TL;DR: I am interested in someone, but I more or less think that I shouldn't even try, mainly for the sake of that person's well-being.",8.29664649956785,7.0487878089887674,8.595280898876407,70.01992221261885,62.295880149812746,11.810890233362146,33.64707577067128,10.891193690592663,3.512364102564103,1103,35,203,24,13,366,135,267,0.121,0.7490000000000001,0.131,-0.4335,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,2,5,18,15,1,0,10,1,36,8,0,4,8,54,52,19,0,11,16,1,1,0,2,10,6,2,0,3,15,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,9,5,0,2,4,6,28,10,34,31,8,27,0,1,3,2,20,10,1,11,13,170,43,1,0.08393290807618495,0.0,0.08190641081480836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926973026964634,0.0714207228220482,0.0,0.0,0.22269550937387544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878988763815353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701359741594454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631068258263396,0.15184424120916404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210248956085381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058875419078908,0.0,0.0,0.07139328873245697,0.0,0.0,0.0648463565750799,0.07759462103957071,0.04385148026677818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676502692157749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336431603811656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26281244873226395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225466248698848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785288549558287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048250374092956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757527264982751,0.0,0.05602586789056591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25375389033039497,0.17807910332270682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234006897603506,0.0,0.12946846601601433,0.0810629256390342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056875110713157186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319756162860776,0.0,0.0,0.1163770206426488,0.14657395577788065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077988387722515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940240659937246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287362098375492,0.4505626612992095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674681732243695,0.0,0.0,0.13376732181295584,0.07640936721299016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28446432256147963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910577255663825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557612946070495,0.05378081843293079,0.08246365603420104,0.0,0.04894195366979046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698493508294517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049505803809996855,0.13324407135116595,0.0,0.0,0.07546576429752562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809083282326329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788705892336321,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ladyloripori,2020/01/19,"Blacked out last night. Having super bad next day shame. I hate it. I stopped drinking because I get really bad next day shame, but we went to a friends last night and it was like I completely forgot to hold back on my drinking. I blacked out and dont even remember half of what I said and did. I know I probably was acting a fool. I have such bad anxiety about it all and I pretty much just want to crawl under a rock and die. 

It will get better though. This will pass and I'll recover because we are all anxiety warriors. I will face it head on and accept it. Then, when it's over, I will be able to continue on with life just as I did before --only it will be with another lesson under my belt.",0.7069051724137942,2.9128702206896584,2.592650862068965,92.61587284482759,84.72413793103449,6.107758620689657,20.786637931034484,7.413659706084162,0.6782499999999998,542,17,119,9,16,180,86,145,0.18899999999999997,0.67,0.142,-0.6808,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,3,8,12,1,2,3,0,15,5,2,0,2,26,23,12,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,10,13,2,3,4,3,0,3,1,7,0,1,7,3,17,5,17,9,3,24,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,14,82,27,0,0.14428560360446904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129603587281798,0.2207561836607097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094672295304353,0.3614173565881285,0.17591032949345944,0.0,0.12277642153055135,0.0,0.0,0.1276088911429459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512807102308003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610455574942897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974567678243464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910165284133444,0.28268992285878697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952992803908152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147469942889787,0.0,0.15076654542932036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424521620186343,0.1480786556958329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792955943464954,0.2352240489612481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191318885807356,0.07049065777379343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060665203636139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068987526356743,0.2708045296159041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973570329950708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679033047657622,0.1555642843411989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243305231305676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344746208641747,0.0,0.13724865009861306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062922529499005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417598729633679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510338731700114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337542000769484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missgregoryhouse,2020/01/19,Does anyone else fears everything is cancer? My anxiety is being a bitch today. I want to be able to trust my gut feeling that I'm healthy but it won't let me.,1.5528431372549036,3.205652911764709,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,78.70588235294117,6.886274509803924,23.098039215686285,7.793537801064563,1.0872862745098049,125,4,27,2,3,43,30,34,0.22699999999999998,0.599,0.174,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,6,2,1,0,0,3,9,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,16,6,0,0.3295238396696921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25208483540090226,0.0,0.0,0.23041073050794786,0.33763611506735364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883685327169165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752748844684648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961547792752789,0.0,0.0,0.3708059327091077,0.16661715442054698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369604519854572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123500697956295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436169830547514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CKmega,2020/01/19,"I'm 12. Hey Reddit. I'm not sure if this is a good idea but I'm a British 12 year old male. I have pretty bad anxiety and it's starting to hold me back. I don't have social anxiety, so I'm able to maintain friendships and such, but I wake up in the night unable to breath, struggling through a panic attack. I also have completely missed a lot of sleepover opportunities because I have something that might not even have a name, where I have severe anxiety when I attempt to stay overnight somewhere else. i have even vomited multiple times when sleeping out. I have a book i write in that is dedicated to talking to future me about insecurities, mistakes, tips, thoughts, etc. I'm posting because I have a question. In school we are going on camp for 4 days, it sounds fun, my friends are going, we choose our tents, plus i think its a good chance to be more independent. however, I'm scared that If I cant get a grip I'll have to get my mum to pick me up. This would ruin my reputation and stick with me for the remainder of my school life. I want to be more independent but am worried. Should I go?",3.409006359300477,4.790762004504508,4.7047429782723915,84.59110492845791,73.09909909909909,7.7460519342872285,28.82458929517753,8.313332769828598,1.9221740328563863,863,35,180,14,17,286,132,222,0.204,0.66,0.136,-0.9491,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,0,2,10,15,1,4,11,0,22,5,3,3,1,33,38,13,0,6,7,1,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,8,8,0,1,5,1,0,3,4,9,0,0,1,2,26,6,25,32,4,23,0,2,0,0,12,8,0,5,10,115,34,3,0.14040481690574294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228168135265948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222279018840291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597307487277692,0.0,0.10796263752839008,0.11723215740317525,0.1711789463906923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721177921224274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054949150350948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729020817214993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658848518709767,0.1854721147537553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847641325216976,0.0,0.14671144367627986,0.0,0.2393858792334272,0.23552979791823744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849994815353233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917207444426576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193671544094959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489473227477621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176040938289832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733123671017273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647348007311059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446900311955515,0.1428421752359694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572855280863092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405697155409963,0.2841943411280756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861747846126192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405062155853519,0.14312502923988005,0.0,0.10809048761276294,0.0,0.0,0.09937925206551153,0.1496528533661927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467815997839589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323298783109075,0.0,0.0,0.11285207338889787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996573737517373,0.0,0.11146574125292127,0.08187117784336667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828143987743762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258790697978174,0.0,0.09973955351884356,0.0,0.0,0.09041609873455328
anxiety,keepinittrillman,2020/01/19,ughhhh I love my bf to death. we have 3 kids together. but right now he seems at such a distance and my anxiety can't handle it. I've done nothing wrong but it's so aggravating not knowing what he's thinking. I feel as though it's a mid game or that he wants me to be up to no good but I'm not. I love him so. it's just my anxiety is RAGING out of control. I want to talk to him but I don't want to look stupid or feel like I'm doing a lot. any breathing techniques or ways to overcome this?,-0.7829761904761909,0.9786247500000016,2.1678571428571445,96.14380952380957,87.21428571428572,5.519047619047619,20.047619047619047,6.816661863887847,0.13615833333333427,380,12,96,5,12,134,73,112,0.187,0.639,0.174,-0.4055,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,3,0,7,3,1,1,0,23,20,12,1,3,10,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,3,12,4,12,18,1,7,0,0,1,2,12,5,0,5,2,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488776275176435,0.0,0.3259798610793566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896434050916734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803383610736876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545856483223114,0.1522097458312016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787041959041817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709192648937862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040901072280286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891631543249675,0.0,0.0,0.18113556360732166,0.38458902535173456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443633174170428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819516446308325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396136233364356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124915156666148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651992145926534,0.20932987211923132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770040310755233,0.16911671006326331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294711119146386,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kratomite247,2020/01/19,The Sunday scaries ... Who’s got’ em??,-2.185714285714287,-2.414866,-0.7392857142857139,106.59678571428572,137.57142857142856,1.4,17.785714285714285,3.1291,-1.2397999999999991,26,1,6,0,2,8,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aperture_77,2020/01/19,I work at FedEx as a package handler and it's killing me mentally and physically I don't want to quit but I have a criminal history and it's hard for me to find jobs. I'm just wondering if I've reached the point to where this job is going to eventually give me a nervous breakdown.,1.2325000000000017,3.2899092500000044,3.846666666666668,85.295,81.5,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.6555000000000004,225,12,49,6,6,79,45,60,0.221,0.7509999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.8768,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,6,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,7,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,30,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215298219617066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646530760897067,0.15679123759584926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713787903148926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475446100432426,0.0,0.3052247755368557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780261880836655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607995579915661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29343659818589596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627235338546756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29918443462658634,0.20084684115279725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,van_ou,2020/01/19,"Anxiety with a new job Good day everyone,
I just started a new job last Monday. I was fired from my last job because I forgot little things nothing really bad, and also I have ADD so it did not help. Now at my new job I am so scared to forget  things that it is causing me a lot of anxiety, and I am very nervous.
Can you give me some tips to calm my nerves ? And my anxiety 
Thank you",1.314216027874565,2.7548695853658565,3.6566202090592337,89.71085365853662,78.75609756097559,7.124738675958188,22.68989547038328,7.957251820313856,1.0152139372822298,294,9,67,5,7,102,55,82,0.226,0.6559999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.7839,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,14,3,6,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,9,46,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778515777208165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380218732454727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297828095684685,0.0897846334548536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130406041206235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498776661015874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073879788770424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129086792776502,0.0,0.12353713479179665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987232013477162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846374757870295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401167126065493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762001337061387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521792464763348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267513720234801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132560538341782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943556611477972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745972738838686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425031708460868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135601847359147,0.0,0.0,0.1957015391995284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152699078164485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moniquo,2020/01/19,"I've been feeling so overwhelmed for so long already But I don't think there's something I can do nor anyone else to help. 

It'd be best if I could just stop time for a bit. That much stress can't be healthy.",1.1121739130434776,2.589336086956525,1.9776086956521761,101.366847826087,79.43478260869566,4.6000000000000005,22.369565217391305,3.1291,-0.4569826086956521,164,5,41,0,4,51,38,46,0.154,0.635,0.212,0.4134,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,11,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,6,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216857044493307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038287771567948,0.2986838169664832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059190695325819,0.0,0.3182506203794049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327449674930094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435170573848327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739491847456934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539128965704616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25797490768140297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142915067566137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244166660197109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371326935897306,0.3339207830701248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867861944528544,0.0,0.0,0.16998033018907138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Miffysmom,2020/01/19,"I made a huge mistake at work that could really impact my company’s reputation. I’m a high performer in a really busy PR job. I became aware that I dropped the ball on a project my company is working on, and the feedback from important members of the community has been very negative....they’re also taking to social media to write negative things about us. I owned up to the error ... we’re just in damage control planning. My anxiety/fight or flight reaction was so bad I’ve taken Ativan this wknd. I’m so scared this issue is going to get worse and it’s all my fault. I should have paid more attention to this file but it was one of many I was trying to manage :( I’m so scared that my anxiety has been triggered and that it will only get worse.",3.3970581655480987,5.059497201342285,5.091426174496643,80.67503635346758,73.63087248322148,8.456599552572706,27.181767337807607,9.075114841892004,2.324422371364653,589,22,113,13,12,200,96,149,0.21,0.77,0.02,-0.9801,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,1,0,0,5,6,6,0,2,8,0,13,0,0,3,1,15,23,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,6,0,1,8,0,12,0,16,12,3,10,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,0,75,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512829199942339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471810929253542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795295256999575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217548490460625,0.15104058544656665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767192055315166,0.0,0.10751232786309453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998734315303988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974492125470356,0.18772667572909624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790016524172032,0.0,0.19179342925347276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128189656289212,0.14387586558208626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423802829902679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37879370478979857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928397587818657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223581322040038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567924880127893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284371872045592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755384268020545,0.0,0.0,0.15608891961697846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754428342730048,0.0,0.3855703128346056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GithubCopier,2020/01/19,"I feel that im not special for anyone its been a while, i have lost many friends close ones they leave after their work is done or they get new friends.I'm tired of this creating new friends getting close to them and loosing them. no one posts my photos and let me feel special on my birthday no celebrations. no friends calls me or do anything special for me. and seeing other enjoying this kills me i cry eventually that i get everything but this part of my life sucks. help me to get a solution for this",3.8012999999999977,5.528013129999998,4.153000000000001,87.55150000000002,72.7,7.4,29.5,8.07648339933343,1.8995,403,17,82,6,8,126,64,100,0.19899999999999998,0.654,0.147,-0.2022,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,5,2,0,10,2,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,11,15,7,1,0,4,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,3,17,7,9,11,1,8,0,1,1,0,10,3,1,2,4,56,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200896916445223,0.0,0.1413333777944256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537317558934742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865632267738194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757570970347236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435538112229116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368117060295546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398074567953192,0.0,0.3589234612041711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511858164605585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551653460577072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900129190734617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185557139056496,0.0,0.1756232302468074,0.12131018318132933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874824445952613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412478532924378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33174918689963945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327608038468234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598556781486425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448641910592998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686034613035722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739823355340785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503406549157628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maxiexty,2020/01/19,"Been learning how to cope with anxiety recently but shit got out of hand when I discovered dark secrets of my family. I need help! Just read and I hope you can give me some confort and tips of how I should control my anxiety. Hi there, I'm new in reddit and I've never made a post for myself before... so here I go: 

I've been diagnosed with anxiety very recently (about a year or so). During my sessions I've been uncovering some hard and shitty things about my family and I recently discovered the truth about my father's mental health for drugs abuse and alcohol. I lack of feeling towards my father's family and to my father because I met him consciously when I was 12 y/o. He was a nice guy though, but drug abuse fucked his head real bad and sometimes it was scary when he got angry or violent by no reasons. I'm now 24 y/o and I'm having therapy to control my anxiety due to my obesity and eating disorders. I feel it helped me to understand my condition and how to avoid panic attacks (I tend to have them when something goes really wrong or not as I wanted things to be). My psychiatrist told me I should use some meds to help me get more relaxed. My family and some friends disapproved them and I also got scared to depend on those pills. The medication is called Escitalopram (if anybody is taking them please I need to know the experience and if it could help me). I also got more scared about the side effects and decided not to take them. 

But now I feel I can't fight with my anxiety anymore. Neither the guilt. 

I found out around 3 days ago that my dad got in a psychiatric ward in Venezuela. He's been having violent episodes and hallucinations (he sees my face on any women around him). No one has told me what diagnostic he's got. For what I've been told it could be psychotic and depressive disorders. Even they have mentioned *schizophrenic* illness. Nobody from my father's side told me anything, since I've moved out from Venezuela 7 years ago I didn't have the need to keep contact with him due to my college studies. They decided to keep me out from this and I felt hurt and not loved by them. I talked with my dad's sisters (my aunts) and they explained me more about the situation. On the other side, my mother's family told me that they wanted him dead to keep his properties and money in Venezuela and that I should go there and intervene legally. My head got messed up with all the versions and even as a journalist I can't be sure who is telling the truth or if they keep hiding me stuff. I've been  away for so long and nobody wanted me to do something for him. I can't even feel love towards my father but something inside is breaking my heart constantly. I feel guilt and I didn't have the power to do something and I still don't have it due to my economic conditions.

I'm trying to talk to my dad on WhatsApp every day to help him feel better and so he can take his meds without feeling helpless and lonely. But his mental state has worsened due to my aunt and grandfather visits (I wanted them to visit him to talk to him and distract him). The doctor told us that he will not receive more visits and I can't do much while I'm in another country working as a Freelance and not having much money to send him for his meds or any little gift he wants. 

More context: When I was born my mother's family took care of me and kept me away from my dad due to his mental health condition and his bad life choices about drug use and alcohol abuse.  My grandmother took COMPLETE care of me, she didn't allow my mother and step father to live with me away from her and she also forbid my father to meet me until I said I wanted to met him consciously. When I was a baby he left Venezuela and lived in Europe for like 10 years (he kept his drug habit and alcoholism). He got back when I was 12 and we met as I said before. 

I know that I can't change anything from the past and that my family did everything for my wellbeing and mental health. If it wasn't for those decisions I could never be who I am now. I'm a professional and I live outside from Venezuela and the nightmare some family members are living there. But now I'm suffering a lot with every little thing I learn from my past and my father's past and I don't know what to do with all this feelings inside. I burst out of tears and I hear voices telling me bad things and fighting with me. 

I feel my anxiety is getting worse as I constantly bite out my nails and fingers and harm my face a lot, even having bad thoughts and feeling lonely. I have no self control and sometimes I don't eat (and when I do I eat a lot). I've been crying a lot at night and I have insomnia sometimes. What should I do? How can I explain this to my therapist and family without feeling helpless? I feel I'm alone and no one will understand what I'm going through in my head. I haven't received a hug or soft and caressing words from my mother and stepdad without telling them I feel bad. My friends can't do anything and they are uncertain of what should I do now (most of them are in Venezuela). 

I want to end it all. End this pain and the pain of others. I can't feel but helpless and a burden to everyone I love. Sometimes I wish I never knew what was happening with my dad and keep myself away from all. But I wanted to heal and be a better person. I needed to know the truth and fill those holes inside. 

Now I'm fighting with my thoughts and feelings. Feelings towards my dad and my father's family I have never felt before, feelings of confusion and hatred. Feelings I can't even explain because no one told me how to call them or control them. 

The anxiety is taking over me and I'm losing the grip. I really need help...",3.5287281049377803,4.951358337401917,4.6882387849726594,84.66538029048111,72.86224934612031,7.8989022747087265,26.721972338907822,8.472884824447931,1.7985371403661723,4491,157,905,77,88,1477,367,1147,0.19699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.084,-0.9994,1,6,11,0,9,0,95.0,2,1,16,10,47,56,8,9,33,0,81,39,9,16,12,234,192,116,1,28,28,22,25,1,2,7,22,4,0,4,36,90,7,13,43,2,2,14,34,38,0,3,50,31,178,18,128,127,24,101,0,9,1,5,130,36,2,25,49,624,214,9,0.0,0.12409172428221366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061893112554133885,0.111927946960204,0.0,0.03615733888209779,0.0,0.08375510785820278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748144817678962,0.03660729982462925,0.1869481057369293,0.0,0.034622399588462534,0.0,0.0,0.08618650557451685,0.06215650601694536,0.0,0.03971638094121136,0.13120039420346666,0.026844457148343742,0.14574642199667806,0.042562927289315294,0.0,0.08912024525498058,0.0,0.0,0.06175200706891184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129620953156125,0.0,0.07118832314302316,0.0,0.036931281985623766,0.0,0.03660359166156265,0.07545292646252598,0.156622929838822,0.08362094363015629,0.0,0.03834817002617323,0.04502950280056061,0.0,0.030068852595323218,0.035434000187887435,0.0,0.0,0.08002221931107341,0.03573295845548529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619430261513692,0.10716821751075556,0.0,0.0,0.061841690003310586,0.0,0.0,0.11529215918355587,0.0,0.058828162710818165,0.033359022534140415,0.031375817760716115,0.034149724415133635,0.3291104887095396,0.0,0.317737538265019,0.0,0.06704020210092575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038278185240568925,0.0539444106557355,0.03227472076390607,0.036479185328386336,0.033489878539614513,0.059522295157993725,0.0,0.2233725686875077,0.0,0.0,0.034567447044951856,0.03087174304300693,0.0,0.0312734606133846,0.0,0.1074864859891408,0.11132650157435722,0.039347312050101314,0.0413697848845678,0.14040092204121354,0.0,0.0,0.034674568749193724,0.0,0.0,0.03737302143889442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515281107961218,0.0,0.0,0.07674484213068145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03793097864379594,0.0,0.024658720495147068,0.01705578489928036,0.06998012525941358,0.12330845419714065,0.03089519749962557,0.0,0.03905655633307596,0.0,0.11872056981278625,0.09452580844191093,0.033033697625549974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633498264804674,0.035169229211692785,0.14072858562351115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03710494143849833,0.051327305304547606,0.12943057662649907,0.10770227452408583,0.03371732800874035,0.0,0.03276167333905061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096993163020722,0.0,0.07429567771142108,0.0409606174905114,0.0,0.0,0.0999796969617593,0.0,0.030482998889702337,0.0,0.038321870191900864,0.0,0.0,0.033435153814894265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03492051645582848,0.03973643955584371,0.04472984953253005,0.03589439338777433,0.10341140687756398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664168423937964,0.0,0.06990414075800716,0.0,0.027819602061378904,0.0,0.036419858814053165,0.0,0.03583571066835947,0.028878797058302926,0.039241504300267335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750498614305808,0.13811175975678947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02788002481962849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996482163324875,0.0,0.0,0.032903269400292035,0.0,0.10499511668184684,0.08418058462289921,0.09154143928584894,0.0,0.03992384995963169,0.04053444190814018,0.0927734520133114,0.0,0.03429994806363399,0.055430978402793665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335131577389829,0.07757496446262138,0.02370232424504596,0.0,0.0,0.0726873081194736,0.04199371755021546,0.060303909272839164,0.0,0.028805288128337412,0.16473162420323412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040146006464664735,0.10095907420635553,0.0,0.02541567403884046,0.0,0.035577361872283435,0.0,0.038169773547130185,0.0,0.06744475154273286
anxiety,AntiSubredditPurpose,2020/01/19,"Backed out at the last moment I was about to message someone a Happy Cake Day, but I decided not to.

It would be completely out of the blue, why should I message some random person on the internet? I keep thinking about everything they might say back to me, everything they might do to me, every subreddit they could post on complaining about me,

I kept hesitating and thinking about what could happen, and I kept putting it off to next hour, that 12 AM already struck and their cake day already passed.. 

why do I keep overcomplicating everything?",9.1056,8.355982360000002,8.258000000000003,71.47900000000004,60.4,12.0,38.0,11.20814326018867,4.2207,436,18,77,10,5,136,63,100,0.083,0.883,0.034,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,22,18,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,14,1,16,8,1,17,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,4,8,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392851425007136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364145472958079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118078872388106,0.0,0.0,0.2454784541867258,0.0,0.0,0.198283568572864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295223943127892,0.0,0.4144821989290886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359410830215894,0.16364621863687184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139102511242922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732808593622213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530876435123875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261620379464608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349137617322634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422928135412546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722884335550127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545390093731623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225060413110382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302531591839516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700527479325647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27743105565800785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920389651671293,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tiger-Hexed,2020/01/19,"Anxiety is back.. I have been working on myself for the past few months, in the most recent weeks I switched my attitude around started going for all the things that I always wanted to do. I built my website, I got closer to my family, and I started going down a better path. 

Today I woke up and felt very anxious from the start. I haven't had this feeling in so long and it scares me. I do not know what happened or what I have to do to stop it. I am writing this to get it off my chest. I must continue to stay on the path that I was on. Right now, I feel as if all the hope I had was gone and I do not feel much energy. I am reminding myself now that there will always be obstacles, the only person who will get me out of ones like these are myself through God and persistence. Guys, please do not let your anxiety define you or replace all the hope you had, anxiety will only last as long as it you let it hold you down. Easier said than done, but we all have the capability of moving forward and away from problems we face. <3",3.3108099688473525,4.106072635514021,4.751570093457946,86.40666978193147,72.64485981308411,7.949657320872274,24.547040498442374,8.238735603445708,1.2700128348909656,800,22,174,12,15,268,121,214,0.063,0.857,0.08,0.1222,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,5,0,3,6,6,0,1,10,0,27,2,2,0,5,35,47,14,0,6,7,0,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,2,15,10,0,2,5,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,12,5,33,4,29,28,7,36,0,0,0,0,12,15,0,6,18,140,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220145521841902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30359586767849983,0.14944581372644114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177628127619086,0.0,0.0,0.12428729063904635,0.1017199641174696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699644191946328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353747670937134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470770750632493,0.0,0.2006637149988892,0.0,0.12701554951270114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822821605714325,0.0,0.15036265386686762,0.0,0.10580140225112623,0.0,0.0,0.1309841899061079,0.11698029791495175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627801984942977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270106585313676,0.10783095337584142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705433156558114,0.0,0.06462838188020946,0.0,0.0,0.2341383447389209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558962620566358,0.1405993531866868,0.09724561806136424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896405896004414,0.20121931508973773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262821983600577,0.0,0.11550725485408808,0.0,0.14521058255316552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658007984555314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061671712207773,0.0,0.0,0.11297173848781628,0.12583452121529365,0.0,0.13244161821327327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808986752884733,0.1409995459816649,0.0,0.11059723209416288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788510937005542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253919013788016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915001404633116,0.07802586028452856,0.0,0.10611205392402837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630596875048612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,takenusernamem8,2020/01/19,"Rash Hi,

I have been diagnosed with GAD and have health anxiety. I also have a history of eczema.

For about a month I have had flat, non itchy red clusters/rashes on my legs/ feet. I am fine in every other way. I am anxious about the fact that I might have Leukaemia (I’m sure I don’t) and want some reassurance to tell me I’m ok, and what it could be. 

I had a blood test the other month (October) and it came back fine.

Other anxiety Symptoms I have are: Flushing, IBS, Overthinking, Panic Attacks, Thinking the worst, Chest pain etc.

Please put me at ease and let me know what you think.",1.2299869621903523,3.562057983050849,2.5500000000000007,92.94734680573666,83.57627118644069,6.0036505867014345,20.941329856584094,7.321109707123232,0.6135937418513691,454,14,98,7,13,146,82,118,0.19,0.677,0.133,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,1,1,6,1,17,9,5,0,2,16,24,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,1,14,5,9,16,3,9,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,3,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305389254620635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29282446359435804,0.21621534529848904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177328710933667,0.0,0.1471664987931164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889828452722332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280872114271735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425603270982006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134495751851476,0.0,0.0,0.16125367499035148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343779436537365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051825117415317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195708447610968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303372069464595,0.0,0.0,0.3055301037978376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365162729554803,0.22455401616696766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100878938315317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239903124868474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038207774994705,0.1989266843998077,0.0,0.0,0.16728261678919465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452689723769249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288632249352973,0.15191585684203396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fvckoffsa,2020/01/19,"I'm Fine I'm fine.

I'm fine I say to myself.
But if I was
would I really be doing this?
Yes I say as I lift the blade
That I took from an old pencil sharpener.
Slowly I slide it across my arm.
Watching as the beads of blood form.
The blade is dull
So I press harder.
I'm fine.

I deserve this,
This makes me feel better.
Sometimes I don't draw blood,
So I slice more lines.
My wrist now decorated,
Is reddened from the abuse.
I'm fine. 

A text from a friend,
In a group chat,
""Let's hang out.""
I put down the blade,
Hiding it under my pillow.
I put on a jacket
And keep my left arm in its pocket.
I'm fine.

I see my friends
We're together for an hour.
They don't notice.
How could they notice anything?
There is nothing to notice.
This is normal.
I'm fine.

I'm in my room again
I pull out the blade.
I think of that time 
That I slipped up,
That I let my friend think
That I'm not okay.
I fixed that
I told him the truth.
The truth that
I'm fine.

I think of my walk
With my friend,
Back from our hanging out.
I let something slip,
She told me that
I can always talk to her.
Now I sit,
Staring at my iPad,
Thinking of texting her.
Thinking of telling her.
But there is nothing to tell.
I'm fine. 

There is a part of me
A part of me that knows this isn't okay.
But whatever part that is,
It isn't here today.
I sit here in contemplation
I know I should tell somebody.
That part of me is fighting to get out.
It's fighting to tell them
To try to reach out
To try to let them know.
I fight down,
I'm fine.

I think of that letter I wrote her
Those three hours I sat
Writing that six page letter
I thought that was okay.
I thought that everything was okay.
But could it have been,
A sign that I might
Not
Be
Fine.

No.

I push those thoughts down
I try to shut off my brain.
Don't think about it.
You are okay.
The words echo in my head,
Like they have done before.
These words protect me,
Protect me from telling someone.
These words, ""I'm fine.""

When they go away,
I let things slip.
People would try to help
To try to fix me.
They could try to stop me.
Or worse it could hurt them.
It could hurt those I care about,
It could hurt my friends, the people I love.
To let them know what I have done,
I don't want to hurt them.
I will keep this in.
I'm fine.

But,
There is that voice.
That voice it's stronger,
It's trying to take
Control
So I will let them know.
But I will not tell them.
So if you're reading this,
I'm sorry if I don't take your calls.
I am shutting down.
I will leave this here.
For you to see.
I do not need to talk,
Because
I. Am. Fine.

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anxiety,_doot_doot_doot_doot,2020/01/19,"Help? I have been constantly stressed for a while. I have been having panic attacks quite a bit (around one or two a month). My parents know but have been telling me that it is just because I am a teenager and have got me a therapist but it isn't helping am getting worse. I think I might have anxiety. I have checked the symptoms and I have them but I am also kinda paranoid that I am making up having the symptoms. I am not sure if to talk to my parents even though they have said I don't have any type of anxiety disorder.

I basically want other advice on how, when and if I should talk to my parents.",2.134750733137828,3.95588625806452,3.6515249266862178,88.9609237536657,77.54838709677419,6.444574780058653,27.40175953079179,7.348242739294969,1.4273000000000002,472,20,99,6,11,156,73,124,0.204,0.768,0.027999999999999997,-0.9592,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,7,4,1,2,7,0,24,2,0,2,1,21,31,14,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,5,1,20,1,8,24,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,5,4,83,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394063516049924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779639506526365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016959390416763,0.0,0.2253694148152515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311289399395977,0.0,0.16757592293358545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979319935796443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081432101168286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917983323699195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881947622690302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729078795365664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695858741910841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780990446757313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746524006982474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095266641664584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832442657708984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156262869089047,0.0,0.0,0.11757409175475805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981483300361943,0.0,0.0,0.17282574890351166,0.4906803134267317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667253045017904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011679058761006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873256660770558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882925902659465,0.30620385950012324,0.0,0.2367896038018827,0.1287473901318918,0.0,0.0,0.17102757986456202,0.0,0.09438440371139584,0.14472228629908498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438914761531463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688182718318052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501120975779474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Murky_Sense,2020/01/19,"I can’t be social and engaging Endless loop of failures, how can I lift myself up?

I have been having a bad start to the new year. To start, last year, I left my job because it was causing me mental breakdowns and I had a tantrum that caused me to go to HR. I was unemployed for five months and then got a job. The new job was stressful and I was not performing up to their expectations and was let go after New Years’ day. They told me that they had issues with my work and me being communicative. They told me I don’t add any value. I sometimes don’t eat lunch and would continue working.

My boyfriend broke up with me because we were sexually incompatible. Our relationship was only sex. He texts me just to get sex and we didn’t do anything else (e.g. going out to dinner, movies, hiking, etc..). Every time we sleep with each other I would get physically tired. I don’t know because of the way he kept on going.

I got an email from my college that I’m on academic warning. I failed a class because I was overwhelmed from my job and had issues with my boyfriend. 

I also have a health issue that I’m trying to keep under control. 

Family life is horrible too, my mom constantly tells me that I’m never going to get far in life if I don’t have a positive attitude or smile. She also constantly repeats on telling me to eat healthy. 

I’m 31F, I have not had a successful career, established life on my own, no best girlfriends except for a few close friends, no social life, a failed education (I don’t put much effort, I use to in middle school, almost failed high school, not sure if accounting is right for me) romantic life sucks. Yet, I want to get marry because everyone else around my age is. I am also unhealthy. 

I sleep a lot now that I don’t work, I find it difficult to update my resume and find another job, because that is also tiring as well. I’m not sure if I’m meant for anything if I don’t add any value to myself and society. I also don’t want to have a painful mental breakdown just like last year.",3.8763546798029545,4.9390328423645355,5.215812807881775,82.6033251231527,71.5615763546798,8.161576354679804,27.546798029556648,8.53829466247534,1.900750738916256,1578,55,318,26,29,528,196,406,0.138,0.778,0.084,-0.9732,7,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,4,0,4,11,13,19,2,2,15,0,41,17,2,5,3,57,70,24,0,9,12,1,0,1,2,2,9,0,0,0,10,24,4,3,4,0,1,6,17,11,1,1,20,0,57,8,42,45,7,50,0,5,0,2,22,18,1,7,26,209,67,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993066396103575,0.0,0.0,0.2792391108616376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498174650140674,0.07322913275723555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149381514767765,0.062168844091834076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058310141072497976,0.2554282562169881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328857110350373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348161380731864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509358077573591,0.07832700975583662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503844116298407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291932055532125,0.11667802992688894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788559780732246,0.0,0.0,0.058839840109108435,0.06673128860929095,0.0,0.0,0.06583516343725203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765767352163265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053955118628579365,0.0,0.14594570580651986,0.0,0.19844703447223025,0.0,0.1117084540863694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423239993336278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737855658887867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867191307809047,0.34650725949500305,0.062073443573476,0.0,0.0,0.03838003799613533,0.11385131811092225,0.0,0.0,0.0758770158964198,0.07141203923644038,0.24663615254515406,0.034118340949800006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059372067931011525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407565202668763,0.0,0.0,0.0817910765280999,0.05574242713246609,0.0,0.0513374937816237,0.0,0.05386182672010545,0.2023441254175848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311342322202868,0.07431042541354034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020446657415615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497772619456475,0.0,0.0596395605039782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135551618480124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977286495152014,0.1423780101099933,0.0,0.0,0.06906958747993228,0.0,0.09886055730750136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799968994752909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163920281495248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207948036531155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072193189621349,0.16053241225445733,0.0,0.1334625772185819,0.0,0.04741405831925743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603158796070225,0.0,0.0,0.08238216172650915,0.055432564418505983,0.0,0.0,0.06279094894645415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252431432154034,0.0,0.0,0.0992189782226802,0.0,0.0,0.17988837156020504
anxiety,IamtheFBI_,2020/01/19,"What's your experience with Hydroxyzine (Atarax)? I suffer from CPTSD, so it was dx for my insomnia and anxiety, 25 mg at bedtime. Did you help you sleep better? What about the anxiety? How were the side effects? Thanks.",2.1563333333333325,5.0444633,3.235000000000003,83.74333333333333,91.0,7.666666666666668,24.16666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.3939166666666667,172,7,31,5,6,55,36,40,0.235,0.6,0.165,-0.5609,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,2,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058121540647855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501918539230751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873219955604753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654016795883453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962430284228845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645440742712765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Buffsteak,2020/01/19,"Sexual health-related anxiety - probably requires psychological treatment at this point Sorry for all the TMI sexual details but they're necessary to explain what I'm so anxious about. 

Since months ago I met up several times with a guy from tinder whom I've been in a long-distance relationship with. It was the first time we've met each other in real life and we've mostly had oral sex. We soon broke up after one of those meetings. 
Ever since then I've had tremendous anxiety concerning how this could've affected my health. We didn't use condoms. It's not only about stds (that guy was tested and he didn't have any)- humans are just so dirty. I'm terrified when I think of what I could've been subjected to in the hotels where we met up or what nasty bacteria this guy could've been carrying. It doesn't help that a month after our last meeting I developed a nasty yeast infection that took a month to heal.

For the past six months I've wasted countless hours on researching contagious diseases, inspecting my body for symptoms and crying. It's impacting my studies cause I can't force myself to study when I'm freaking out about herpes/scabies/pubic lice/whatever I freak out about that day. I still experience vulvar and anal itching and at this point it could be psychosomatic from all the anxiety surrounding my sexual health. I didn't even have full-on penetrative sex with that guy - only oral sex. I try to tell myself that that's what adults do, many people have one-night stands and they don't die from it, but I seemingly can't convince myself. I often feel unpure. Whenever I feel sexual attraction towards a guy, I remind myself that I'm probably diseased and I wouldn't want to infect him with whatever I have. The attraction then quickly passes. I can't live like this. 

Any solutions for health-related anxiety?",6.545124443280063,7.401672426512968,6.9181359706575885,73.55594118417608,65.36887608069165,10.804768142520306,31.911055802986642,10.735267742514802,3.589404610951009,1480,56,259,39,22,481,184,347,0.195,0.764,0.040999999999999995,-0.9942,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,4,0,1,2,17,7,0,0,12,0,24,14,3,4,3,42,39,17,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,8,0,0,7,26,17,0,2,5,1,0,2,10,3,0,3,14,2,30,4,37,22,4,41,0,1,0,4,24,16,0,4,23,162,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063622113952773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372053681610848,0.0,0.2783561747245445,0.10276613452181788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010431586537326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344754617256966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905170596727149,0.0,0.09992231416127673,0.05866579972776745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440875693602424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060082446397877326,0.08228431278378318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898259002192396,0.0,0.0,0.0919906857432214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737596966397026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503551670159914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38677209915350097,0.0,0.0,0.06097285751036674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958357592362455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741497535723678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425225543877347,0.04444158602118098,0.0,0.08032499393464299,0.08050239759877119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222564744192127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29043403652971883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536580007858108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328236783342117,0.13836808597898811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683771770372778,0.06306464500167411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198529364081985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615432009610534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353967332051647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766386569766182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828123901347558,0.0,0.10276613452181788,0.0,0.15049668499383448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182943239414996,0.0,0.0,0.07264588106680796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454891548418098,0.0,0.0,0.07950863929841627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058287593266145576,0.0,0.0,0.10608647366394604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106701264745396,0.06176021145075409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856575898408091,0.0,0.0,0.05365433700844943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImJustVenting75,2020/01/19,"Is anyone else having an existential crisis? I can’t stop thinking about how we just live our boring lives and then die. It just doesn’t make any sense... nothing makes sense. I’m so lost, nothing has ever felt real in life. It’s like I’m living in a simulation. Am I the only one who’s worrying about this?",0.5251190476190466,2.9348444285714312,2.8399801587301603,88.7275892857143,88.84126984126983,5.0547619047619055,17.398809523809526,6.6274283507984215,0.05503333333333416,241,6,49,3,8,82,51,63,0.26899999999999996,0.6940000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,3,1,12,13,4,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,4,1,4,11,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376631108351814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154763830496245,0.20741913620467395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009613285485587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910891995040364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311453801056946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943698671083099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298621052744434,0.098899780740824,0.0,0.5362628789412253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209823082455278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702545933576839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884847258427757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371755627952155,0.15396135230555566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304159663540178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924517814678855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971252176249265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558312004995669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pinkishbluesky13,2020/01/19,"I'm fully aware that panicking doesn't help in dealing with problems but I can't help but just get anxious over the fact that I can't handle so many work to do in a week! I am leading a group project that needs to be dealt with In 2 weeks time! And I have not initiated anything! I'm such a bad leader, I can't afford to deal with all the hate I will get.... I had my reasons, but I guess I'm still bad at controlling my life over it.",3.055,2.9294695,4.539583333333333,91.01375,72.75,7.65,26.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.9287416666666664,336,10,83,3,6,113,61,96,0.27699999999999997,0.723,0.0,-0.9785,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,1,0,5,0,10,1,0,3,2,17,18,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,10,0,12,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,51,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324336215843866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990068472670405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447743944874503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315647575522517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257066389244182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573581122417795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744123723982604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383854154259531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677433528661194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583025969144187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093201246372228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308900236871634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755630933566132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227738520480294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648808688370681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038968825697208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312228239204129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030683956398186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dogtitts,2020/01/19,"Started getting vertigo, wondering if it is from my late Hey everyone. I was wondering if anybody else is taking lamictal (for anxiety) and they have ever experienced vertigo from it or if it’s likely unrelated to my medicine. Sorry if I’m not making sense or misspelling things, I’m literally having it again right now. 
I haven’t changed my dose in years, but the only common denominator in these spells I’m getting is happening shortly after I take it. I’m on 300mg. 


I am not asking for medical advice, just wondering if anyone thinks they’ve had the same thing and possibly some advice, because this is contributing to my anxiety and turning into a vicious cycle.",7.862465437788018,8.039912758064517,9.113732718894006,61.27274193548389,62.54838709677418,12.569585253456225,40.294930875576036,12.031772070788634,5.479570506912442,538,28,83,17,7,187,83,124,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,10,4,0,1,1,23,27,11,0,5,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,9,1,11,25,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,11,9,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202568092918412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507147812020656,0.0,0.0,0.11457923637897158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319301636058932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989147084985027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334898292301565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688939741293146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822659131857552,0.0,0.1565814214044953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712269202297815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449065661909366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484850030609434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005687336808116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938213207103467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507821516747126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462782417490838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473480816996365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399410583890945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343508196212235,0.11598552123489113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641436351663235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177311845690198,0.10499900860455466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782396490933479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331185455755325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552462532963583
anxiety,JustARamblingMan,2020/01/19,"I need some help. About six months ago I started Lexapro. Started at 5mg, then 10mg, then 20mg. After my libido going to shit, the doctor brought me back down to 10 then 5. My last pill was Tuesday night. In addition, on Thursday I went from 175mg of Wellbutrin to 300mg. Starting last night I began feeling angst and a little flair of anger and sadness. Nothing I couldn’t handle. I was very vocal about it too “whoa! I want to cry right now and I’m not sure why.” This morning I woke up and I’m extremely snippy at my kids and I’m just plain angry. I just came in to my room and told everyone I need a minute to myself. I attribute this to either withdrawals of Lexapro or the increase in Wellbutrin. WTF do I do? I don’t like this feeling.",0.18230220713072853,2.4605876580645187,1.9038370118845516,95.94312393887951,88.54838709677419,4.03735144312394,21.7062818336163,5.399115186594226,-0.016354838709677466,577,21,125,3,19,188,94,155,0.152,0.77,0.078,-0.9363,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,4,0,6,3,1,1,1,22,24,10,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,8,2,19,2,22,15,3,34,0,1,0,0,3,11,1,2,19,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286626748668165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412776432800325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101390874258852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018196551884456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805625794991135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755626518988719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857996247693027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044184470568154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315088158121586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995302465499318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897615877104881,0.1841465282471062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665217073738385,0.0,0.0,0.2724681185858235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34483781688518256,0.0,0.17629465673085726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690509831850954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859702472334444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901368152215371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316410353889658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755626518988719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159715088613335,0.10836918545473724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703202912417238,0.16578846845246514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SeudoIntellektual,2020/01/19,"Tinder anxiety DAE experience anxiety when swiping right? I am so afraid I will get a match instantly and as soon as that happens I completely freak out and turn it off immediately. My fear comes from expecting that first message from them :( I don't even know where it's coming from, this anxiety... It's not like I'm shy usually. I also like to flirt. But this Tinder thing just scares the crap out of me. Meeting a stranger, talking with them, possibly having a relationship...I really wish I wasn't this abnormal :/",3.2796907216494797,5.941322381443302,4.8589793814433015,77.5029020618557,77.76288659793816,9.240824742268039,28.25670103092784,9.642632912329526,3.252303917525773,409,18,74,13,10,137,71,97,0.218,0.715,0.067,-0.9208,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,7,8,1,3,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,13,13,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,1,0,10,3,11,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,6,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598119400196638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586310563591579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442888528317347,0.20952839097379347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199240571242696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954818225233133,0.0,0.22487550847999455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998376385419656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044081285323422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671781245309348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982681314348508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526341566606656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252895230484022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802259253280612,0.0,0.0,0.21455332393164966,0.0,0.17066222988339771,0.0,0.0,0.2000746575753589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062378623344395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276478648027104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736848583300114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200954775405068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298060861442144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StarbucksLover911,2020/01/19,"Horrible anxiety attack connecting to past eating disorder ? Yesterday my boyfriend and I went to the store more specifically the baked goods section. I instantly felt panic, my chest got tight, my vision started to go out, I had shooting pains in my chest and my hands became numb, I couldn’t breath and thought I was going to pass out. This has been happening for days and I have panic attack but it feels like a fucking heart attack:/",4.949410714285714,7.408155262500002,5.239642857142859,77.85250000000003,71.375,9.071428571428571,30.17857142857143,9.606745405546679,3.2329821428571432,351,15,59,9,7,111,60,80,0.21,0.733,0.057,-0.8271,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,2,3,0,6,10,5,0,0,12,16,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,2,1,3,0,1,4,1,8,0,0,7,4,11,2,8,8,2,12,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,5,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491164639629954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6018902878515918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373485263994465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211893881166634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804559332319872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917075311172018,0.12598856469020142,0.1693291516158151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303802537355658,0.0,0.0,0.20045404449817508,0.14791881441713256,0.14104778313898747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595078459053813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898238243634126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615849882997573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765492467725176,0.4138308890469433,0.0,0.0,0.16835149392752416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482548937009542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000674598279608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348352327502952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JigsAwgoodguy,2020/01/19,Anxiety attacks Is there any chat chat group I can join.  Recently I was Traveling in uber in  highway and suddenly I felt like I can breathe even when the window was open. I opened my contact list but i m too afraid to ask anyone.  At night I sleep for 1 min then wake up for several hours roaming.  It feels so suffocated,1.6870535714285708,4.115000562500004,3.2788392857142874,87.83937500000002,82.4375,7.4071428571428575,26.330357142857146,8.418075326091056,2.0400919642857143,252,11,52,6,7,83,53,64,0.057,0.885,0.057999999999999996,0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,6,8,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,8,1,7,5,0,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,8,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827849270970225,0.0,0.23430065048229806,0.0,0.0,0.21415561927895496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863271420260058,0.3484336841420724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229271058953333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486257870354994,0.0,0.29407342826919464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016206144118244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963120575330355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874197061681307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024110507785982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460052170905213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064976451384606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bexmcg,2020/01/19,"Experiences with anti-anxiety meds? I’m a few months into therapy (CBT) for the third time in 4 years. I’m also taking about 0.7mls of 10% CBD most days and have been doing so for 2 months but my therapist now think I might need a little help with some meds. I’m highly strung 100% of the time with severe hypochondria so using CBT techniques is hard. I’m making progress, but not a lot. 

I’m generally anti-meds for myself as I’ve been on them before I didn’t like who I was while on them (very numb and hazy), but I’m considering going back on them. 

For anyone to share their experience with me would be great.  How did you feel? Are you still on meds? What was your opinion then compared to now? Did you change meds? Shop around? Anything would be greatly appreciated!",1.9449754901960787,4.317062169934643,3.2557148692810465,88.7525919117647,80.89542483660131,5.916503267973857,19.366421568627448,7.1686216300943375,0.3569872549019606,604,15,124,8,16,196,102,153,0.051,0.794,0.155,0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,4,1,10,5,0,0,5,0,16,1,0,3,0,26,29,12,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,7,2,14,4,21,17,4,22,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,5,13,79,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801628375418522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332899681145433,0.0,0.0,0.09444483084481246,0.0,0.11115197962230222,0.12024188666430476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386131334718042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493552985451468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288727946426766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710966428548764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26425084393400644,0.0,0.0,0.06829599007998349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676400028486786,0.0,0.0,0.2978326571763336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099714567771935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905352892639591,0.14270999856383754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598890080053492,0.13537669392005805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483259126775053,0.0,0.0,0.09016098629532976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001340249014531,0.0,0.0,0.14328905734690806,0.0,0.0,0.21562487459970775,0.0,0.0,0.1001534849553884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525918596465622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786792885835128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155663284003008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544655370667072,0.15682791978656854,0.0,0.08654808602259233,0.0,0.0,0.15752205116064544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665803451407696,0.0,0.11144777634431152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190122172412535,0.0,0.0,0.08698133888985096
anxiety,GirlsnGame,2020/01/19,My anxiety ridden little bro released his first rap mixtape! I'm so proud of him. It took him years of work to develop a skill he can be proud of. He still thinks he sucks. Let him know he's great. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h\_xIH6ED6GQ&app=desktop](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_xIH6ED6GQ&app=desktop),12.165891472868214,17.537695860465114,5.591046511627908,67.74222868217055,67.13953488372093,5.657364341085271,18.794573643410853,7.1686216300943375,0.4437317829457363,274,5,36,3,6,67,35,43,0.081,0.674,0.245,0.8894,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,5,2,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,3,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,0,3,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6056998551702054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138250622990925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775181635864406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081617379467978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361187279122795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28581881779415785,0.0,0.0,0.28014333734528946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232177541634105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790992892287188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31054687825208804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348725355169406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999584609263455
anxiety,rosecitygod,2020/01/19,Had a really intense dream last night and I woke up an hour ago to feeling like I’m still in a dream and I don’t know what to do I know I’m awake but everything just feels very strange and unreal and it’s discomforting,-0.8295535714285727,1.3213411041666667,1.5884523809523827,95.8875,96.29166666666666,6.076190476190478,17.273809523809522,7.447530270364453,0.3738059523809518,175,5,42,4,7,59,35,48,0.132,0.7020000000000001,0.166,-0.3537,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,4,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985269703946781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026678553795407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405628429925409,0.2405891072922045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316513737830881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701608186961342,0.2745131279300493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452918858240204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160365566819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157439804869555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689455740863764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778711569490783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xNulLx0625,2020/01/19,"Survived my first convention! I am a tattoo apprentice and have very bad anxiety when it comes to social events. At a christmas party at another tattoo shop I had one of the worst anxiety attacks in a long time because i held in breaking down for over an hour, trying to mask it poorly until i could leave.  This weekend was philadelphia tattoo convention with over 850 vendors and a lot of famous and amazing artists.  

It was a great networking and learning experience.  I am happy that i got the courage to talk to some artists for insight.  

My advice anyone with socialanxiety is to have a priority and goal to focus on when you have some sort of event.  Going in  I really want to move ahead in my career and i made aure i collected my thoughts, made sure i could walk over and be professional but natural (even though my anxiety still showed.) just thinking about the event as a day of work helped alot as well 

I learned from my panic attack, realize its something you only can move forward feom.  Learn from what triggered it and how to get out of the situation if you feel it build up, even if you just have to remove yourself completely",6.14010631229236,7.104697339534888,6.535099667774088,75.56191860465117,66.30232558139535,9.677740863787378,33.03156146179402,9.784248007369934,3.246388704318937,908,38,161,19,14,294,135,215,0.099,0.8,0.10099999999999999,-0.2704,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,5,11,11,2,1,13,0,14,0,0,4,1,39,25,18,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,8,5,2,7,0,5,1,2,8,1,21,6,38,14,5,35,2,0,0,0,7,14,0,7,15,122,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637882703936685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634341481251922,0.3202947146451848,0.0,0.0,0.09758532157354248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175449070964409,0.0,0.0,0.1165288300086544,0.08507598421319028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022070719400002,0.14632859084985475,0.0,0.0,0.22285854641572503,0.0,0.0,0.09000624518487928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435938577123384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651887218556227,0.0,0.0,0.0705669764509375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871176271882924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291562852367349,0.0,0.07931656593656544,0.0,0.111620853742881,0.1538681120272849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856684075459398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935457794518609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744091679540532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777650080591298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350839108762925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865101822671227,0.0,0.26411476058415634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29666563021810577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457113921294914,0.1061435447072972,0.0,0.16374648403753306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940728974821224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568740597966089,0.0,0.1422663590922361,0.0,0.10744200512545596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145476603595812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153597303277134,0.0,0.0,0.112175024049356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942599325490973,0.13711941474981734,0.11079700913103313,0.08137999655425249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475375364013816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515365103555845,0.08231755868707423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254834181719121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160313780104034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hellokit12,2020/01/19,"I don't feel well and I have an exam tomorrow I am not going to it. I just had the worst panic attacks and I have ADHD...
I have a math preparatory exam tomorrow but I don't want to go to it.
My mom agreed to me skipping the exam after I convinced her that I will study properly from here on .
I didn't want to go attend the test to fail again... It was always this way... I didn't want to fail and get demotivated before my board exam hence I decided that skipping this would be the best way.. since I am not in the right state of mind ...
I rather prepare for the big test than fail and let this add up to my problems..
I am anxious about my father's reaction to this decision he already hates me and thinks that I am a spoilt brat and that my mom is spoiling me.
My mom will call up the school tomorrow to tell that I am sick but I am anxious that they will call my dad to verify.
I don't want to go to the test tomorrow.
My teachers might hate me for it and will definitely scold me in person...
Wt to do?",1.4763152454780344,2.862236851162791,3.667403100775197,90.04348191214474,78.16279069767441,7.010335917312663,22.17700258397933,7.793537801064563,0.8068087855297161,773,22,179,12,18,266,104,215,0.213,0.721,0.067,-0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,6,12,3,1,11,0,26,1,0,0,0,26,39,9,0,7,6,5,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,14,8,0,0,4,0,0,5,7,9,1,0,4,1,34,3,26,27,2,21,0,3,0,0,12,7,0,1,6,129,48,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925647914668184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623286377186015,0.0,0.11026254216298943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994069595279417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075418637228832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275993888265227,0.0,0.13906561902323708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706239039067612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700322935037711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923327067293795,0.0,0.3012438013368447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26166094242982696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550488558580326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057676829299054,0.13380170268775116,0.4655975624859766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547702023074186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570640594385137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267983220752331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131665179833616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411158155087033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961722721864156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582336953370853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490983512819035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31264155227667473,0.21036742206416045,0.0,0.0,0.11914630143304385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413438151157008,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brittanythestrange,2020/01/19,"Weird feeling... Ever since I was a child I would sometimes get into a weird state where everything physically feels thin, it doesn't last all that long but it usually happens before I go to sleep... It doesn't hurt it's merely unsettling.
I was wondering if anybody else felt that sensation...
I'm thinking it's either mental or something to do with my nerves.
If anybody can either recommend a better subreddit to post it in then I would gladly repost it.
Thank you.",3.9804545454545455,6.365177045454548,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,74.0,8.036363636363637,28.04545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.593063636363637,372,15,63,8,8,122,63,88,0.049,0.758,0.19399999999999998,0.9414,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,2,18,18,5,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,4,7,3,6,13,3,12,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,5,5,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874755218327915,0.0,0.0,0.19485454258474705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840485287572728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929144674803165,0.0,0.0,0.19800880677980706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280014536043172,0.0,0.21154110668155607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510775614296473,0.0,0.1252125520245545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482765516353168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358563986222851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958965889740752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949756732647376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220300641375646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110050154509638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225042580118084,0.0,0.220478441148138,0.0,0.0,0.1696125834186128,0.21790145009336875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284043745835706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117173002337255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265061459323226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892691428446314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31301706033478083,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,just_antifa_things,2020/01/19,"My constant fear I have this fear when I’m with friends a and we’re all hanging out watching Netflix that someone will ask me to pick what we’re watching and I’ll pick something that seems good but actually sucks. Everyone will hate it and it will ruin the vibes but no one will say anything because they’re too polite, but now we’re locked into watching a movie everyone hates. I hate choosing what we watch on Netflix.",4.780642570281128,6.146493108433738,4.732710843373496,85.77007028112452,69.72289156626506,6.979116465863456,33.110441767068274,7.1686216300943375,2.0767285140562253,340,16,65,3,6,105,56,83,0.305,0.654,0.040999999999999995,-0.9806,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,9,4,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,15,12,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,7,0,1,0,5,5,2,5,8,1,7,0,1,4,0,4,3,1,1,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.19114534920239845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611881018622372,0.0,0.18311630494194855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940333490258707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116708511739724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743331385636934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408267508907501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133222599720986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429031684879636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5801568307473728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272969466055512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576733955651795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783168745030727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596390847408224,0.1507938325867911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,E-Plurbis-DumbDumb,2020/01/19,"The last 9 hours have been spent riding waves of anxiety, I finally get to take a break. I had been at work for about an hour when the first wave rolled in. I was surprised because I like my job and there were no obvious triggers or specific actions that would be related to it. 

I attempted to focus on my work but that didn’t help. I then spent the next hour or so eating my lunch and snacks (fruit + cookies) at my desk. I’m the only one in the office at night so I can play music and eat when I’m hungry. 

The waves were between 4 and 7 in intensity (on 1-10)   I had about six times where the anxiety spiked up for several minutes and I had to ride it out. I see about 10-15 people a night that come into the office for one thing or another. I hid my anxiety well enough but it was draining to do so. 

The guy who comes in to take over for me is chill so it wasn’t too much stress once the day shift people started showing up. 

I got home and was able to microdose some THC and lay down.  Now I’m going to take a nap before a fantasy football party with friends I’m looking forward to seeing. 

Good luck to all of you today as you deal with anxiety.",1.8692213114754068,3.2451043647541056,3.772918032786887,89.74216393442623,77.07377049180329,7.1750819672131145,23.67540983606557,7.908726449838941,1.069717049180328,891,28,201,14,20,302,146,244,0.059000000000000004,0.823,0.11699999999999999,0.9522,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,4,14,8,0,1,15,0,18,5,0,1,2,24,36,20,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,13,5,0,0,4,2,7,3,1,1,4,15,4,20,7,38,19,4,41,0,0,3,0,7,17,0,5,19,133,29,4,0.12219275100129452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812975360708515,0.3739084802388925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448756685827868,0.0,0.10397703118073216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051647060403286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788042156417612,0.12597536081664334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250067379456108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625777596560347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385618598743532,0.0,0.10393709157950533,0.0,0.0,0.09440581631137566,0.0,0.06384066907836565,0.0,0.06944495632708753,0.10248948214408167,0.09772870549597387,0.0,0.0,0.12099003460822726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190322528352195,0.0,0.1225692922422346,0.0,0.36100573764294863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125745071799784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960340091527964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969720594497216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261113581035212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898257316640797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995337693641285,0.22933923850150445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013129187639955,0.16560194090345795,0.09293309335272644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942613608421594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474360439845614,0.0,0.0,0.1380430278476963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648865808135411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997138342577206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27562122503244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117943418860663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125157575692839,0.0,0.11582444032587155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986595790961748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791555607516596,0.0,0.0,0.08680222443002122,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RenMendez,2020/01/19,"Constant fear of being observed So, the last year I got diagnosed with several anxiety, adhd and other couple things that I don't remember. This whole made me take the decision to drop out of school, best decision ever when it comes to my anxiety. But now that I'm living in a different enviroment (my home) I'm starting to experience new things that are driving me crazy.

Since I was a kid I always had the feeling that everyone was watching me and texting my parents were I was, I also believed that they put hidden microphones and shit inside my jacket or clothes. I still do. This time not in clothes but I now think that my parents spy me in other ways, this sometimes obliges me to get up and open the door of my room to check if there's anyone there, there's always no one.

Sometimes I also hear noises of things like steps or earphones that fall in the floor outside my bedroom or wathever room I am, but I always find no one.

And by living in a floor I also feel observed by my neighbors, I almost feel like the walls are invisible and the can hear me and see me. All this makes me feel terribly impotent and I'm starting to hurt myself by punching the walls trying to push out this feeling out of my body.

Right now I hear someone outside and I feel like is trying to understand what music I'm listening to, I don't want to exit my room so I'll just turn down the volume of my headphones.

I apologize if this is not the right sub.",4.070892857142855,5.316200375000001,5.205099206349207,82.17125000000003,71.29166666666666,7.985714285714287,29.339285714285715,8.418075326091056,2.1560494047619057,1140,45,220,18,21,377,144,288,0.10300000000000001,0.838,0.059000000000000004,-0.8881,3,0,0,0,0,2,22.0,0,0,1,1,16,8,1,1,13,0,15,3,2,2,2,44,42,23,0,3,11,2,6,3,1,0,1,4,7,1,20,15,0,0,12,0,1,6,6,4,0,2,7,12,38,4,30,34,3,42,0,1,2,0,10,21,1,6,16,157,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968779734518115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972497477065494,0.0,0.0,0.2389262023981888,0.2486005129313448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523721174112249,0.0,0.0,0.06963562648647421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220379875096484,0.10451353512597206,0.0,0.0,0.11062201188260536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578794563680472,0.0,0.10762138358201367,0.0,0.0,0.11019441371390602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010817288302197,0.0,0.1040503278034306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008483451821928,0.0,0.09516248947218303,0.0,0.09741810590544768,0.0,0.11206641015449337,0.3021341038906568,0.14229419686315256,0.0,0.0,0.0910234334277066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203165179995329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796512011643358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33673542126970635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099896865546415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661312859459968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117912216980877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596389470853016,0.0,0.17587954596627284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423444284980097,0.06647708200812091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618461897011857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496948968232453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211657643374092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001154323630608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281602839210028,0.17009858993777194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007903721111289,0.07936031655534563,0.0,0.0,0.1125083252114072,0.10222767875515117,0.08238185690895204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438226310139998,0.0,0.1969940646550604,0.0,0.14098059456144535,0.0,0.07953268311944149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487926748783813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848946356595445,0.06381323506515141,0.0,0.0,0.05807171562427805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352301122808409,0.10832529541646096,0.0,0.10367667677614956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874074786638461,0.07904988705939263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118865113794553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413267906826672
anxiety,MsBrightside91,2020/01/19,"Stressful Life Events Piling Up So I [F28]was fortunate to have about an 8 month respite from my anxiety, but in the last few weeks its reappeared and continues intensify in the form of various shifting symptoms. 

For context, I can acknowledge what I’m anxious about. Most are actually positive, but stressful nonetheless. My fiancé is a merchant marine, and is gone every other month (which is good and bad). So if course I’m having a breakdown this time while he’s away.

-I’m getting married in May. This is wonderful, but the planning, guest lists, going over budget, and just waiting for the event itself is a lot. My fiancé and I almost decided to get eloped because we are over it.

-On top of the wedding/bachelorette party/bridal shower and honeymoon, we are going to 4 more weddings this year. So more $ and planning.

-Our new house’s water heater broke in Nov and ruined our floors. Luckily insurance covered all of it and our home will be receiving a total makeover in Feb. But, it’s in shambles now and will be for two months till it’s repainted, ducts are replaced, new floors installed etc.

-I hate my job. I’m a teacher and this is my 6th year. It looks like I’m getting overaged regardless at the end of the year, but I’m trying to make the switch now to a prospective position as an e-learning specialist. Better pay, work from home, still in education...but I’m so scared I’ll fuck it up and then not have a job come June. 

-I’m in the middle of working on my Masters degree. It’s not difficult in itself, but just something else I need to get done and costs money.

-This can be a post in of itself, but my parents have been harassed by an awful neighbor for years. To the point where they’re now moving to get away from him. He’s trying to prevent them from selling (think of a more malicious version of Step Brothers) and my equally neurotic mother almost left my bad because she couldn’t take it anymore. 

So this was really long and I don’t doubt many will read it. It was cathartic enough to write it out. I’ve been internalizing most of my stress and it has been manifesting as TMJ, tension headaches, nervous cough, and back pain. None of these occur simultaneously, they just shift randomly. I keep trying to tell myself it’s not cancer, or a brain tumor, etc. But I’m so tired and filled with constant dread not wanting to burden my family and friends with what’s going on in my head.",3.7875215982721366,5.899032306695467,4.521658207343414,83.26088903887691,73.66522678185746,7.221792656587473,28.20566954643629,8.07648339933343,1.9780073866090715,1910,77,353,30,40,612,257,463,0.159,0.752,0.09,-0.9894,4,0,1,0,0,1,70.0,5,0,2,7,17,22,3,8,23,1,32,10,2,1,2,65,62,40,0,5,17,3,0,1,3,4,6,0,4,0,28,25,1,3,4,1,6,9,7,18,0,1,7,1,29,4,60,47,17,66,0,2,1,1,21,29,1,11,28,239,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.09226690431855787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935580778719144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233028998754236,0.10681429026271858,0.0937679328013841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766518053944155,0.0727029115224682,0.15789016204851158,0.11527328415517092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362155884651452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554877593321058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144622639323501,0.0,0.10217467625443827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675720788716516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898417288063497,0.0,0.08374300310609925,0.09769515302717496,0.21089589963011432,0.0,0.0,0.07966223129339492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913307730360343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304889224175659,0.08740970827400038,0.2469916758500205,0.0,0.16120438325767567,0.07930383348800434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334829056472793,0.09703530773032934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968219058919333,0.0,0.0,0.10909770197194656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876520493566624,0.08404015051635515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707065501530982,0.0,0.0,0.10272856586599564,0.0,0.06678327538936883,0.04619222559153652,0.0,0.0,0.08367354191116669,0.0793979660945049,0.0,0.0,0.08038280524075105,0.0,0.0,0.06311268361778115,0.0958585931188946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264060939754827,0.10049140720344006,0.0,0.07010743192740616,0.0,0.1826334502834029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060758638750354,0.0,0.10498629369747672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893800626118191,0.0,0.09055251205533696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945753234709622,0.0,0.060570982586948874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466078104129448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278900680121549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550754207859732,0.0,0.3249192127445254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827337915885546,0.07108963534100099,0.0,0.0826406375595628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058365369890941,0.0,0.0,0.05513271197567143,0.10867101381808106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257919498335804,0.0,0.09236135440493927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576788456373731,0.0,0.07584209584459614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253515652151048,0.1376666691912387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435477226934694
anxiety,goblinkate,2020/01/19,"A really cool game that helps me keep calm It's named Penguin isle and you basically grow an island for penguins, you get new penguins and upgrade stations and it's really nice and calm. There's a slow nice music and sound of waves. I have some (sadly tragic) stuff going on in my life that makes me anxious so I tend to turn the game on while working at my table sometimes just so I hear the music and so I can ocasionaly tap a penguin to hear them squeek. It's really friendly and I recommend it to all of ya. 
Oh by the way for the polar bears lovers out there (like me) you can get your own polar bear! He runs around being majestic and cute and you can sometimes catch him with his back legs in the air when shooting a photo and see his cute paws. 
There's a lot of animals you can get but I'm just really excited about the polar bear.",4.4024224908039935,4.7497253641618515,5.413000525486076,84.26603783499738,69.92485549132948,8.60304781923279,26.13189700472937,8.575989854853784,1.5952358381502894,660,18,139,10,11,218,102,173,0.009000000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.147,0.9562,0,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,7,1,1,12,13,0,0,12,1,6,3,1,1,1,22,18,16,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,7,13,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,5,21,11,18,17,4,18,0,2,1,1,20,8,0,2,6,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063823873404727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262864667604732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047371760562274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411422079981057,0.0,0.2863365843078197,0.0,0.1038242647890338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117992158248782,0.0,0.12245010435114065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237908666862866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903602856297613,0.08925080877009192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531250739865407,0.0,0.0,0.12194385493237565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643859910976722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681315190731876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557653009243487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613608617764109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913095903727166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987091447268692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500708618368147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299707265300054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emantheslayer0,2020/01/19,"Interview in two hours is making my stomach hurt I have a college interview that starts in about two hours, and it’s making me really nervous. I know this is stupid but even the atmosphere is making me anxious - it’s being hosted at one of the most pretentious private schools in the country, and I feel so out of place even thinking about it. The school isn’t my first choice but I still want to do well at the interview and I’m not sure how to calm down",3.6742546583850952,5.0839253695652165,4.4139751552795055,86.8254347826087,72.47826086956522,7.86583850931677,27.27329192546584,8.418075326091056,1.7869422360248441,362,13,74,6,7,116,60,92,0.11900000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.076,-0.4569,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,6,0,7,1,1,4,1,17,16,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,0,1,8,3,13,15,1,13,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,5,56,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819525011883234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551366650217423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765829364771768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642863101991327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804115207047079,0.0,0.2067622837326827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614567817047033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867709391818788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087787727845435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179206523033508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373157807814072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909396111093865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670675496428678,0.0,0.1542432851369908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203385387503024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375746203464795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773429337241738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392003346231973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736576670288832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheDieIsntCast,2020/01/19,"I want someone to read this, please I had the worst day ever today. I had an  interview today and I messed up badly. The interview was for a university with a panel of 2 members. I could barely answer the technical questions in the interview setup. Especially considering they weren't even hard. I really messed up and can't eat or sleep because of it. Can anyone reach out and help?",3.3985322896281787,5.848014410958908,5.449745596868887,74.56506849315069,76.12328767123287,8.554990215264189,25.497064579256357,9.23628265651192,2.6142735812133067,304,11,52,8,7,105,54,73,0.162,0.716,0.122,-0.7166,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,7,0,7,2,1,0,1,11,8,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,7,0,9,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,39,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764888853859378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107493523814009,0.1538650012602764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152649917744067,0.0,0.0,0.1627816728408422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582754362776699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671248288442786,0.22831663670585825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610714831635034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691831320715129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770671558980467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827536737139199,0.0,0.2524753653320439,0.0,0.16169842614237695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25258934575721104,0.0,0.21386368318236795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785047601465678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887622386348875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nightmarepablo,2020/01/19,"(24M) I've noticed my anxiety is starting to rule my life I've been working to improve my social and general anxiety. I know I've getting better with it since I am starting to talk to my coworkers more and sharing more about myself and just trying to be myself. 

But my anxiety is stopping me from doing things I want to do and learn. I was in college again and was foing good. Was my 4th semester in but I tried talking to some classmate to practice my fear of talking. Well, I ended up saying something I felt was rude or just made me look weird and I could not get over it. I dropped out from fear of embarrassment or having to talk to those classmates again. I really fucked up. 

I signed up for the gym to get back into shape. I used to be in great shape but stopped working out. But I'm now more afraid to go to the gym and work out because I feel so out of place. I feel like people look and judge me as another 'new year, new me' stereotype and avoid going during peak hours (when it's most convenient for me) and go at night. But even then, there are people there and I freak out and just dont go. 

Now, I've been wanting to build more of an Identity to figure myself out and remembered I used to love UFC and Boxing. Well I want to join some sort of fighting class but I feel I'm too old and would be given looks to be in classes with children (since I only see ads that involve kids in the classes). Mu anxiety is getting in the way of a possible career, health, and activities I'd love to try. 

Any advice you guys could share?",2.7611708860759485,4.168371155063294,4.089600000000001,88.25540000000002,74.79113924050634,6.95473417721519,25.614683544303798,7.554174236665415,1.2113193924050627,1199,41,254,15,25,395,165,316,0.139,0.74,0.121,-0.7343,0,1,1,0,2,0,29.0,0,1,0,4,17,20,3,5,6,0,22,5,0,3,0,63,53,28,0,6,12,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,25,0,3,8,2,0,4,2,10,2,0,9,9,35,10,52,37,7,45,0,0,4,3,16,21,1,6,19,170,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355758325017874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510757098143996,0.10039341525122178,0.2929682471542712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361938046777522,0.0,0.05836319059496579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467566466203348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528837537463529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220844191607854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479863980793574,0.0,0.0,0.0632364237055111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215471835042012,0.14522948871197386,0.06839781802518871,0.09192695009310528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851156625291652,0.20008413722090512,0.0,0.21764863012310487,0.08030351148044751,0.0,0.10555545177394103,0.0,0.09479923627209556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176884350536708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428619012359794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052617079389390566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762512335224344,0.0467745095659022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411964920747001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282106363717706,0.0905930166631383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493566737559305,0.0,0.08984700569582367,0.0,0.0,0.1090024459401516,0.1004647035165462,0.0,0.0,0.07281580092748194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275034061543806,0.0,0.10002959422729904,0.0,0.0,0.10793426833162097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061334520433854976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845656886075823,0.0,0.0,0.07613756294516055,0.0,0.0,0.07629365933164789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839688143725744,0.0,0.0,0.09759650396926814,0.0,0.07370656103523594,0.0,0.0,0.1355327942315217,0.0,0.0,0.1600885289110061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078138851585521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360646467289667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500678485587544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538000436806213,0.0,0.0,0.16941262841909488,0.07599522551436066,0.0,0.0,0.17216639264314593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091030747879135,0.0,0.0,0.06801208553522882,0.0,0.0,0.06165445125773841
anxiety,teambucky,2020/01/19,"I'm afraid to get professional help I'm thinking of going to a doctor to get assessed and if I do get diagnosed with an anxiety disorder then I can start getting help. Ever since I first learned what social anxiety is, I thought it explained a lot  of things that I experience. Growing up, when I get socially anxious, my family would just call me a wimp (idk what English word means the same as the one they use but like shy in an offensive way). I've heard them call someone that recently, so I know that I can't go to them for support regarding this. 

Now, I feel like my anxiety is getting worse and affecting my life more than it normally does, so I'm thinking of getting professional help because I don't want to self-diagnose. But I'm from a country where mental illness is not widely accepted, some people don't even believe it's real. I'm afraid of going to a doctor, because (1) if I end up getting diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, people will judge me and think I'm crazy and (2) if it ends up not being an anxiety disorder, I'm afraid that the doctor will think that I'm just too dramatic and that I'm making a big deal out of nothing. I've heard horror stories from experiences with doctors regarding mental health here. 

I'm more worried about the latter one tbh. It's not that I want to be diagnosed with it since I know that it's very difficult, but I just think that if that's the case then I can at least get help and then I'll be able to manage it. But what if I'm just an overthinker, who worries a lot and gets nervous and panicky when under pressure. Since I don't know if the things that I experience are anxiety attacks, as they're not as severe as the experiences of others in here, then I would just waste their time for nothing.

I don't know if I expressed myself well, but I'd appreciate your thoughts regarding this. I'm not asking for a medical diagnosis, but I'd like to ask how did you know that you might have an anxiety disorder that made you go to the doctor for an official diagnosis? Thank you.",7.370134474327627,5.9411374743276335,8.19576894865526,72.72666075794625,64.2322738386308,11.896381418092911,37.564914425427865,11.00357731598739,4.027394034229828,1613,70,317,38,20,548,178,409,0.18100000000000002,0.722,0.09699999999999999,-0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,5,4,1,19,16,2,5,23,0,22,12,0,5,1,71,75,34,0,12,23,0,1,3,0,5,12,2,0,0,30,13,0,0,17,0,0,5,10,9,1,3,6,3,35,7,40,61,7,31,0,0,0,0,25,11,0,11,17,208,65,9,0.06376992324672284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34148671716451184,0.0720418618818031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923253985764255,0.07254749381817525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774710664034801,0.0,0.0,0.07184686606117101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023244307950554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574399073943803,0.0,0.2589005189963393,0.0,0.0,0.29234342723119705,0.32635609303018304,0.05580548957113648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129624481611654,0.0,0.0,0.04211943287599048,0.05768354647366696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495168856967593,0.06011660825918075,0.0,0.032243989265347515,0.04555724590929195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424266413678206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331715288989345,0.0,0.14496766783828202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778444639521768,0.0,0.0,0.17097454135995066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752314104441484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504258268984241,0.093464290065317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842981662065633,0.0,0.06034064326828776,0.042566918948756825,0.0,0.0,0.06946414120928261,0.0,0.06424148873488601,0.1285301675733553,0.06764981108736544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062480985145065435,0.1223779224791428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642430074112964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842007079425529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258413366769215,0.0,0.0,0.06296510594527548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652593764981524,0.0720418618818031,0.0,0.15825341846967908,0.0,0.0,0.1300108120284695,0.05403204902572556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045136679896024094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236535319260087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871077756619095,0.0,0.0,0.08473180683795213,0.20430595949927804,0.0,0.10125239177669716,0.03718475506930232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055076738885887835,0.0,0.052616865205180434,0.0752263059053134,0.05061759682764785,0.0,0.0,0.05733681945870722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295229050455692,0.06498699980536908,0.09060064765198096,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aderrico,2020/01/19,"Anyone else experience muscle pain in their limbs? 27F, I developed pretty bad health anxiety about 6 months ago. Was just curious if anyone else has had muscle pain?

Mine is primarily behind my thighs and in my upper arms. I was tested for Lymes, etc.

Thanks for reading!",3.4157823129251703,6.495606938775508,4.6929591836734685,75.96215986394559,81.65306122448979,7.348299319727893,20.41156462585034,8.344100000000001,1.7841401360544211,216,6,34,5,6,71,40,49,0.20800000000000002,0.652,0.14,-0.6189,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,6,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,21,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873180651254937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165545498130998,0.0,0.0,0.2955128293505036,0.4330345354771756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764392620810793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530532617950405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567216870187205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067066928138974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461804457762727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866967784613038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44970828002609936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498340174713906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137226116936844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945505311891172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ellalishaa,2020/01/19,Friend Struggles Its difficult for me trying to talk to my friends about my anxiety because I know they are here for me an all that but they don’t understand it . Like lots of people dont think im anxious unless im having an actual panic attack. Then it only snaps . And it been difficult because i am the only one in my friend group that has GAD and depression problems . I just wanna find a another person i can share anxiety memes with and like actually talk to about it . I dont know if im making sense but this is how i feel,1.5867472894078392,3.7617431376146833,3.8635362802335287,85.01213511259384,80.92660550458716,7.266388657214343,22.753127606338616,8.296473431620573,1.5253779816513755,418,14,84,9,11,144,72,109,0.215,0.629,0.156,-0.8171,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,13,1,2,4,0,10,0,0,2,1,21,16,9,0,3,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,13,6,12,15,2,2,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,2,3,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.27662754413367674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486224271054123,0.21685511867450974,0.16012119953511064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612450237958995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728017523486736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207690472666738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322267887301766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716659190101911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295440254653345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285143651198401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592972133232126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578866455495388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384899820561709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049877563656484,0.0,0.0,0.09460979969911604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604389963127974,0.21559304538820728,0.0,0.166296515075948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826181215155186,0.12375830236435728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562209416732593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817311468502495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278438610467229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081862809395053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622935792079734,0.0,0.0,0.14755204841968314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ca55iu5,2020/01/19,"Good Visualisation for Letting Thoughts go? Does anyone have any good visualisations for ACT therapy? Im really struggling not to engage with thoughts (espeically intrusive ones) when they pop up. 

Ive found visualising coping techniquies for other things helpful, but having managed to find something that works for me with this. Ive tried leaves on a stream, and traffic on a road, but neither seem to do it. 

If anyone has any suggestions for ones they have found good it would be really appreciated?",7.854137931034483,9.665583091954025,7.968448275862072,63.75887931034484,62.9080459770115,10.397701149425288,35.1896551724138,10.504223727775694,4.089055172413794,407,18,63,10,6,132,63,87,0.038,0.8009999999999999,0.161,0.9103,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,1,5,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,16,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,4,0,5,4,13,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388982984557641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456394435396235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371394759862908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605424311116863,0.0,0.0,0.3851859483265136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982688382826486,0.4419848251942313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773560223767016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897339301313771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859897412893234,0.0,0.17961571871695578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805221560570605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505389691815195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990667033439687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352252261212706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362924860081808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087297648645805,0.0,0.11669515504942905,0.0,0.0,0.2788955882908157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925594414275385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278764973506724,0.0,0.0,0.1247778965170258,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaamdeva,2020/01/19,"Do i just give up? I have been fighting with depression and anxiety for on&off for 5 years now, should i just give up and accept this is who iam now and will be for almost rest of my life?",6.232500000000003,4.769273250000001,6.370000000000001,85.01500000000003,66.5,10.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,1.9539999999999995,150,4,34,2,2,48,30,40,0.193,0.747,0.061,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,7,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518775487846445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807430607253607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26882096135443195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30266134448090004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.674192115124359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24820506451252936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22629085602109866
anxiety,SunnivaAMV,2020/01/19,"Going to therapy? So I have anxiety and I've been feeling depressed for a little while now, which isn't really new. It goes dormant I guess and I'll be pretty alright until starts again. Even though my life feels like its in a good place and generally I'm doing much better than I used to, I'll get these really bad moments and it always makes me think about seeing a therapist. I  chicken out though every time, or get better and think I don't really need it, even though I know it would be helpful no matter my state of being. I get too anxious about it which is funny bc that's what I need help with in the first place :))) Any tips?",1.612923076923078,3.7648202923076934,3.3776923076923104,88.6573076923077,80.69230769230771,6.153846153846152,19.23076923076923,7.321109707123232,0.4704615384615383,498,12,102,7,13,166,89,130,0.096,0.703,0.201,0.9098,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,11,7,0,0,4,1,10,1,0,2,0,21,27,12,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,3,11,5,12,22,1,17,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,2,10,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795881812305185,0.0,0.0,0.09640422899295448,0.0,0.10844890064465816,0.1601527154685315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836683151496526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507570791893413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221009325731534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726727413435315,0.0,0.11944209553365726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336004937951052,0.10127606992738848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058419547798267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219716568754166,0.0,0.08056762086997535,0.1189047294039934,0.0,0.0,0.15616878189544128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004254165243345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790966386752901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001319474686734,0.06925862020731535,0.14208454627047332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462842131921964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421268693716278,0.21023208729999296,0.0,0.1369163382836374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29622594615639514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422472522824342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724525149969415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296737528443998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034113033394587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211923273520182,0.16459867042236326,0.0,0.18167300702969705,0.4178465705504004,0.0,0.0826635978419268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243838597894705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070491909605557,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ForeverLostInMyself,2020/01/19,"I have severe anxiety, but specifically in the morning. Is this normal? How can I deal with it? Hello! I'm going through a very complicated moment of my life (the end of a 4 year relationship which I adored and a sudden career change at the same time) and have been experiencing anxiety since it started.

The thing is, I wake up really, really anxious everyday. My heart pounding, the feeling that my chest is being crushed and constant negative thoughts about all that's gone wrong and still might go wrong in my life, etc. It gets better as I move through the day, and at night I'm usually perfectly fine. Barely anxious at all. Then I go to sleep and the next morning it all happens again.

I have tried a lot of things that my therapist suggested and that I read about, such as having strict hours to go to sleep and to wake up, keeping a morning routine, exercising in the morning and all that. Nothing seems to help. Some days, which I find even more odd, I wake up fine and it starts to get awful again a couple of hours later. But it's always in the morning, up until lunch time or early afternoon.

I'm honestly becoming desperate, since it has been two months of this and there's no sign it's getting better. It also ruins some good moments, since I know I'll have to go sleep and wake up like that eventually. It is a truly devastating feeling.

Is this a common thing? How can I deal with it?",4.407527472527471,5.766412857142861,5.423609890109893,80.49014010989012,70.61172161172159,8.536923076923078,28.66831501831502,8.982922981607832,2.3042763369963377,1102,41,212,21,20,363,140,273,0.18,0.6920000000000001,0.128,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,0,0,17,1,17,13,9,2,5,38,38,22,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,25,14,1,1,6,2,0,7,2,3,0,1,4,3,17,9,33,32,10,47,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,6,29,147,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205277962372687,0.08537516143962169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698431957547385,0.2318277540532198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331860632211928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149068004042948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854195354097393,0.0,0.0,0.1108790109400218,0.0,0.0,0.11352992497445888,0.0,0.13234282532770444,0.21156146325903552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087713020424787,0.0,0.11443113704643346,0.06776930294816967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375983376673044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377865192689976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081984538206434,0.0,0.29156250240676873,0.08605978451064722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073281833019876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121586823622554,0.0687736319002751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208952397660546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119959181763744,0.0,0.0,0.05638874851609831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494518199536088,0.05012737475138762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723067464861896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088471574502012,0.0,0.0,0.081897931043374,0.10905234297920677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091210471710283,0.09628737033488426,0.10053062260507596,0.09845178266139727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026322637879404,0.0,0.13146213694245873,0.0,0.0,0.1101588317114203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340728101748128,0.0,0.11591387702660992,0.0,0.25462650198617964,0.0,0.3080357918842921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524798294194902,0.0,0.0819400842860344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913172990082832,0.20449760697823516,0.0,0.0,0.08145651002406082,0.11965901529417383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966171870286961,0.0,0.1002296850933809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300435820119592,0.08465945609408984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243638219022483,0.0,0.06607393240400303
anxiety,kms1456,2020/01/19,"Freaking out about moving pretty far away from home for the first time. Hi, this is my first post on reddit ever but I figured I wanted to get some more opinions about it. I got a job pretty far away from my home town and ever since I got the call, I’ve been freaking out every second of the day. I haven’t been sleeping well, eating much or had any desire to do anything. It’s a great chance for me to work there but I’m scared of going out there and leaving my family. My girlfriend would move in with me and she’s excited for this adventure but I keep feeling like this. I thought it would get better but I’ve been sleeping less and less and feeling horrible about it. We have been planning on moving in together but this whole thing even has me doubting us too. I just don’t want to let her down but I also don’t want to make her miserable from if I continue to be like this out there. I just know that I’m going to be homesick and feel left out from my family and friends. Did anyone ever have an experience like this? 

Thank you",2.4520612668743524,4.103436771028044,3.658816199376947,90.00609553478712,76.14953271028037,6.4377985462097636,22.63655244029076,7.1686216300943375,0.6770745586708204,815,23,173,9,18,265,115,214,0.095,0.682,0.22399999999999998,0.9826,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,5,15,16,0,3,6,0,19,3,2,1,3,44,38,16,0,7,10,0,3,3,2,2,0,0,3,0,12,14,1,1,6,0,0,5,3,6,1,3,9,3,25,10,32,24,6,30,0,2,0,0,10,16,0,5,11,130,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968484793143428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626459868887747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841660532872062,0.0,0.09228838507710473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073378753096084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918593931272357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451581652938285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232628936375111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475557176533052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407280603042947,0.30433331058881585,0.09448966687030567,0.0,0.0,0.10970242601526403,0.21144662018125016,0.0,0.1701164474031279,0.08011867228732727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078634562850136,0.0,0.0,0.08664539495193296,0.0,0.11718557610997772,0.0,0.1274727745276684,0.0,0.1793902667587962,0.12364374906963747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498750925005487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112897501322646,0.09968244294808187,0.0,0.0,0.06163369917388872,0.0,0.0,0.118748715008574,0.12184931063495084,0.11467909813262565,0.0,0.16436978743667902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485977173262523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575872569402377,0.08244180603460029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074069425304631,0.2281900058834445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227987869599727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277012192503524,0.0,0.22445831637691516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325096378577213,0.0,0.0,0.07450625832254694,0.0,0.0,0.08903311683082545,0.0653944975386302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490043540781466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844368211637492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083466979887963,0.0,0.0,0.1252094224356642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164520061656409,0.0,0.0,0.15933367905297693,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jyfutguhfujfff,2020/01/19,Meds So i have been suffering from extreme blushing and social anxiety about 6 years. Recent events in my life led me to decide that ill never get any better without meds.  So i was thinking about going to see a doctor but im always so afraid that they judge me and such.. Does any of you have any good experiences with doctors and meds?,3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,75.81818181818181,6.218181818181819,23.12121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.93859393939394,267,8,50,3,6,86,51,66,0.107,0.836,0.057,-0.0733,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,6,4,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,10,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,2,9,6,0,7,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489592712124417,0.0,0.0,0.3652199281347712,0.0,0.13695007682229252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583289505683224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664698254516601,0.15666191362089424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511625242598952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935307434491219,0.0,0.10174138974156534,0.1501537750001424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337269673672527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644736660939165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965537507629327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807152923944924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676099725198266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426560401410473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248870102486245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470901097824734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256922787522858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152832352065423
anxiety,tragicdream,2020/01/19,"Experiences with creativity on lexapro and other SSRIs? So  I've been suffering with pretty bad anxiety and panic attacks for a long time now, but it got really extreme a few months ago. I just got  prescribed Lexapro, but I'm really worried about how this will impact my  creativity. I've already written an entire space opera and I'm working  on Book Two, and I rely really heavily on creativity every single day.  I've heard a lot of stories about people getting emotionally flat or  losing their creativity after starting antidepressants and it's making  me really nervous.

Does anyone  have any experience with this drug or any other SSRIs? It feels like I  have to choose between my peace of mind/happiness and my ability to  continue writing. It's honestly a really awful feeling.",6.899571428571428,8.713144100000001,8.328571428571433,60.286428571428594,65.14285714285714,11.314285714285715,36.14285714285714,11.20814326018867,5.0232285714285725,634,31,89,20,10,219,93,140,0.149,0.6559999999999999,0.195,0.86,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,1,2,5,1,4,1,0,2,0,21,15,12,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,5,3,8,2,15,9,3,13,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,3,10,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620906967144522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956607610502775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208986222082686,0.0,0.11754840151464753,0.0,0.0,0.10744165955067426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480883010973403,0.0,0.0,0.12829850514139926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909707932150913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344676684501449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819518215830338,0.0,0.0,0.17284523296717236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946399013803933,0.0,0.0,0.30061517349305866,0.0,0.0,0.15538880104316172,0.10977372809575436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802802717605429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457896243660013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357242736393304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506982595568612,0.0,0.0,0.13598301765996704,0.0,0.17190465895686646,0.0,0.13063503916465594,0.0,0.0,0.1025683026550511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551513737454374,0.0,0.12264882132864302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802852489175016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652751956189074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563260282832968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921881401618666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876034156930138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959956008781164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010211591711273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186528429557688,0.15604775790171885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mytherymonster,2020/01/19,"Noisy neighbour and how to cope Hi I'm wondering how everyone copes with excessive and sometimes reasonable noise from neighbour's that makes u feel jittery and anxious.

We had a traumatic even happen two years ago on new years eve. Our son brought a police raid upon us. Police came in flashlights and all at 1am waking my 2 younger children looking for him. My wife and I are now in therapy and it's helping a lot but has led to some undesirable side effects since the trauma.

Our neighbour's are ok but have habits of late night diy and their son can play music extremely loud with bass up high. This resonates into our house and since the police raid it is the biggest heighten for my anxiety and worry. It actually makes me feel scared.

I am on anti depressants and we are saving to buy our own house and move out but this is all 3 years away. We have spoken to the neighbour's and the son plays music when they are out now. We tried to speak to him when music on he turns off doesn't answer door then turns back on 5 mins later. Rinse and repeat.

My coping is put on headphones listen to music and drown it out. Go out to the gym. Or distract myself but as soon as I hear it I get that gut wrenching jittery stomach feeling followed by anger and fear.

How does everyone deal with this sort of worry and is this relatable to anyone?

Would love to hear your coping mechanisms

Thanks

Phil",3.589988892415107,5.513967237226279,4.1721453506823245,86.36880831482071,73.7080291970803,6.8090130117423024,25.781656616946997,7.586124646067393,1.3622988257695967,1109,38,213,14,23,351,165,274,0.163,0.7659999999999999,0.07,-0.9826,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,9,1,2,1,10,12,1,3,9,1,16,4,3,8,2,54,37,29,1,1,5,4,3,0,4,1,0,5,1,1,11,29,0,0,7,3,1,7,1,6,0,1,3,9,24,6,38,33,5,45,0,1,1,1,32,20,0,5,18,136,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.1212630830836928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015194279376128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506110591880787,0.14038219067081592,0.0,0.08688780831584894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674948730506145,0.09555082903764668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142124143286836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281100349486574,0.10702782245947537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874367586871472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207475629440157,0.0,0.0,0.2374778704898725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398307914417952,0.18849381723901934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649224601839328,0.0,0.07062171304291902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988565070605323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801076040401235,0.0,0.08329108950719129,0.13129102873130796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28676639356595873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401744466942155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434989913558486,0.0,0.0,0.10564423790306963,0.11215250522875794,0.0,0.16589347293487766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320722522437222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001429667085595,0.0,0.11661271564956915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491896656246206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776339737668602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244092694011516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558381831171035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289960895543513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440497726517945,0.14210594540753413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436664296163604,0.2703256358505327,0.12138721544465925,0.0,0.1494734836365811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475827867096374,0.0,0.25239088326419024,0.0,0.08827310303589195,0.0,0.0,0.24006452760561164
anxiety,littledumpling2018,2020/01/19,"Health Anxiety/Mercury Amalgam Removal I've suffered with anxiety a lot starting at my teens. Recently a lot of this has turned into medical/health anxiety. (Thanks Google) Not sure if this subreddit is for rationalization or not, but it's worth a shit.

On Friday I had a dentist appointment with a new dentist since we moved recently. I have a mouth full of metal and she said some of my fillings need to be replaced. She removed 3 of them. There was no dental dam or oxygen mask involved like online research says there should be. These articles are stating that if I dont go to a holistic dentist and they are removed improperly (like mine were) it can result in a plethora of health issues due to mercury poisoning. I've even read that of I don't properly detox immediately afterwards I can have a toxic buildup.

Has anyone ever had their fillings removed like the way mine were and turned out to be fine? Thank you in advance.",3.509168253968252,6.220897748571431,4.519380952380955,79.97723015873021,77.22857142857143,7.317460317460316,30.865079365079364,8.344100000000001,2.7595841269841275,746,37,128,15,18,242,114,175,0.122,0.81,0.069,-0.8036,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,3,1,4,10,2,0,10,0,20,9,2,1,2,23,28,8,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,1,7,2,0,0,7,8,0,0,0,1,1,9,5,3,0,0,6,2,16,7,19,18,4,25,0,1,0,0,10,7,1,7,10,91,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332997164167218,0.0,0.0,0.10662037246585113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787101362203148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071425733680107,0.1379305262906297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666018276627435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862501495056048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591537006637236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234879702477095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592729224599781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206638191909511,0.0,0.11306496897900957,0.0,0.14727001705186002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525252847015782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011191485926337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504722185176666,0.12126141325078615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652265564539275,0.1261363573682648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079289744418261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371438461514027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28077359814669606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33171765452615826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103471781492475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,incarnadinezebra,2020/01/19,"Fraught with guilt after rare moments of confidence I’ve had several instances lately where I’ve gotten the confidence to share input and opinions in a collaborative environment at work, but after doing so I am often bowled over by anxiety for days.
I feel so much guilt, with thoughts running through my mind like “Did I shoot down their ideas? Am I being bossy? Am I an annoying, pushy person for having an opinion on this matter?” Basically whenever I do get the confidence to speak up, afterward I tend to endlessly wonder if I’m an asshole for doing so.

It’s a vicious cycle... my anxiety makes me overthink everything, so when I do share an idea or opinion I usually believe it’s pretty well thought out. If I don’t defend my ideas, I fret that I’m a pushover. If I do defend my ideas, I think I’m an asshole.

Can anyone relate to this?",4.112666352052859,5.899968865030676,5.733128834355831,76.29128362435112,72.00613496932516,8.69636621047664,31.556866446437002,9.265573868473778,3.1015534686172717,667,31,118,15,13,227,102,163,0.126,0.723,0.151,0.6405,0,0,0,1,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,2,2,10,0,14,0,0,1,0,25,26,11,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,5,2,19,4,21,20,1,17,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,9,9,84,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346837824793605,0.0,0.0,0.11126755561967358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792852746242847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262583276603923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301598845852184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046102477870691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831389764513616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7185546336060811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795058287960132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774299159018437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622066308556743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606761676977548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697902759100336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894637745025268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618926505748043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977186340914345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196422492532876,0.0,0.2526632525710328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752594647707252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307718605269687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256994459713956,0.11584870146573033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chilliandcrime,2020/01/19,"Sleep hates me Because of my anxiety and depression i have a really hard time falling and staying asleep. I was on a sleeping med but I still wouldn’t sleep through the night and I would just feel like a zombie all the time. I’ve changed now to just straight melatonin but I need to take two or three to actually fall asleep and even then I still wake up (I’m only meant to take one). Tonight I felt tired and as though I might actually manage to fall asleep naturally and then my anxiety rose in my stomach like a literal bubble and then it just burst and as usual sleep isn’t looking like an option tonight. When I do sleep I get really vivid nightmares which affect my day to day life. I’m just really over this tbh do any of you guys struggle with similar things?

I’m sorry if this was hard to read I’m a bit stressed out right now :/",2.5591228070175447,4.43552269005848,3.5542456140350858,89.88505263157896,76.48538011695906,7.133099415204679,24.85029239766082,8.021203637495839,1.2857583625730995,664,23,143,11,15,213,101,171,0.156,0.774,0.07,-0.871,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,11,7,1,2,8,0,9,12,10,1,1,28,22,19,0,4,8,0,4,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,4,0,3,4,6,16,3,18,15,2,27,0,1,2,0,2,7,0,4,19,86,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.226472183131968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890963949615665,0.0,0.17753710066494915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073552676396246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668315406161526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275253849738485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496694801495274,0.0,0.09994313187439337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664183016519799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867216580050207,0.08289738169206075,0.11141442358364094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060624927711947524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489560193966546,0.0,0.0,0.2078940384135762,0.11456324080648232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196088448960648,0.17007052936318476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744247328152664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288917657182502,0.0,0.0,0.12309770046835335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604051083993097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088935545036329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863017290676055,0.08825192699094041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606913733082115,0.0,0.22301023474604095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909559241487398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806076846831878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989474515882354,0.0,0.12368078712702325,0.1853357715181242,0.0,0.13292083439025826,0.12130783602649862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449187260197047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709031563155841,0.0,0.11400648633801873,0.0,0.13532507387489054,0.13336830754380805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133520070040155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779917237465366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242987827785157,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QueenOsauce27,2020/01/19,"About to start a 5 day cross country drive. Fuck. Lately my anxiety has been somewhat manageable, thanks to my husband and tons of effort & coping techniques. I’m the first one awake like usual, and people are waiting for me to wake them up to say goodbye and to leave. I’ve never left my childhood home before and I’m about to go from 0-100. I also have major travel anxiety. I’m sitting in my bathroom in the dark with the shower running one more time before I go and I’m struggling.

Thankfully I don’t feel panicked, but everything feels so surreal and like it’s not happening. It feels like a dream or I’m watching this happen through someone else’s eyes. It’s hard to imagine my entire outlook changing. I was the type of teenager who stayed alone in my room 24/7 sleeping or playing video games, that was my entire life/world. I’ve always wanted more then that but now that it’s here I’m fucking scared. Again.",2.089395604395605,4.628784917582422,3.1304285714285736,88.82707142857143,81.69230769230771,5.178461538461539,25.03406593406593,6.508806274219699,0.9959156043956044,733,29,137,7,20,234,120,182,0.102,0.804,0.09300000000000001,0.0827,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,7,10,2,2,6,0,7,5,3,0,1,20,27,13,0,1,5,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,9,7,0,1,4,5,0,6,3,4,0,3,3,7,13,6,19,24,5,25,0,0,2,2,5,6,2,3,14,79,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346264997528986,0.0,0.11849397843130477,0.1232918931520312,0.16054549722089284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670403931630215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521687975595394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674749790020182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955593945862152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377961596159152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331684324004627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247623217782275,0.1058548957257234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603596730840527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27396729564596617,0.0,0.0,0.16842038029665815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620579745752125,0.0,0.1327339977999345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486297054814142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714571625985586,0.1568939235502598,0.16099051199022665,0.0,0.10465904596919574,0.2171696835810034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428023305813467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008118612204102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102724574183247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783320022581135,0.14834712698230304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828011371456545,0.0,0.12554659091669934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487768626997857,0.1579328147328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490270104065268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27283577456018665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640092902641262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631917412760496,0.0,0.08739633628526866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,no_iiiim_dirtydan,2020/01/19,"Fixation on body movements So I have a history of panic and anxiety, and within the last week I’ve had an almost debilitating fixation on how I move my body and it has been exhausting and stressful.  I know I am in control of my motor movements (as I am writing this post) but sometimes I’ll think too hard about how exactly we execute a motor movement, to the point where I realize so much of it is automatic so I can’t really explain it to myself and that makes me feel out of control of my body movements. Of course all I need to do is pick up my arm to prove to myself I can do it, but for some reason I just can’t push the thoughts out of my head. It’s almost like I’m worried I’m going to forget how to move, or I’ll want to initiate a movement but because I’m thinking so hard about it I won’t be able to. And I think I’ve tried so hard to push them out of my head that the thoughts have just dug their heels in and are starting to get even louder and more disruptive. Has this ever happened to anyone else?",4.256720085470087,4.114041402777779,5.9131481481481485,82.2620512820513,70.15740740740742,9.053561253561254,30.504273504273506,8.841846274778883,2.250036752136752,797,30,173,13,13,275,113,216,0.1,0.879,0.021,-0.9018,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,2,18,4,0,2,8,0,18,8,7,8,4,46,36,21,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,12,0,2,11,0,0,10,3,3,0,0,4,4,24,1,33,30,4,26,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,4,5,123,34,0,0.12692915358684415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254202424877952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971004550735646,0.0,0.0,0.088751815437741,0.13005391764312818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737483391273033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229690265167749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847236775052889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603302062855934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383550884675263,0.11481468625048408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417919384784855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631524394150777,0.0,0.0721367630668958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122430313268792,0.0,0.34111077056174066,0.0,0.2605318612835969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697569433271904,0.10346420118173463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062011173003336036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472619564024901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269811205571484,0.09330753254192496,0.09411635907117973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489240133202399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998907726771335,0.0,0.12156304267744615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131406599446339,0.13050430990795334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553617846744214,0.0,0.08984110820953647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539691658488527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439932293315792,0.0,0.2015351396478303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617656343700299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486610340649219,0.0,0.10181491075884756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890271675517626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExpressGreen,2020/01/19,"Chronic anxiety about what people think of me Hi everyone, looking for a bit of advice. My anxiety revolves around what other people think of me. For example, I could have said/done something earlier this week that I perceive (or in reality) someone didn't like. Even if there is scant evidence of this in the following days and the person is pretty much behaving the same way towards me as normal, I escalate the situation in my mind. How can I convince myself to chill/that everything is ok?",4.650247252747254,7.0559328571428575,6.092403846153848,71.64322115384617,72.07692307692307,9.824725274725274,33.35302197802198,10.125756701596842,4.1652516483516475,394,20,63,12,8,133,68,91,0.061,0.856,0.08199999999999999,0.4386,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,7,1,0,1,0,12,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,3,14,9,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,3,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801161417449796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256860420895747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949716618529824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323961295482448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995734227548334,0.0,0.0,0.13728189890713766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405969469565228,0.0,0.0,0.20340397625335432,0.19131154350217605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399628655441163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787550508351016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149354486696925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648207285795235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856491064578409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29515098268187606,0.18586765172589945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656272978252966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024856966247235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927193911837905,0.0,0.0,0.180361904520148,0.16387576723943745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727937409337305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689642782512443,0.17074943307747673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeetx100,2020/01/19,I feel like my anxiety is ruining my relationships I'm constantly second guessing everything I say or want to say. Most of the time I just stay silent because I decide it's better then possibly embarrassing myself. It makes me isolate myself because it's so much easier bc I feel safe and like I don't have to worry about being embarrassed or humiliated. I'm so over it. I just want to be able to talk to people without being scared :( I don't know if I'll ever get better...,2.588619883040934,4.7918081894736835,5.2950877192982455,75.90005847953219,77.63157894736842,8.432748538011698,25.292397660818715,9.150863307647796,2.463046783625731,378,14,69,10,9,135,62,95,0.128,0.639,0.233,0.8656,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,18,17,7,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,4,13,5,9,14,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,5,6,47,17,0,0.1954898513398016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954920119569504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383375978110873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457897743915839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112550802563039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683176254205696,0.0,0.0,0.17569367312583228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769108530043208,0.13965798885787353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213537877898303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535411097150994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743610979506944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101293358164093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049099377289114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370753408533884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552804845121086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038543449571776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988294030441132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31092275234701217,0.19571944467144245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836617077585107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712733748297528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399170440397875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306099585752269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844524061995552,0.0,0.0,0.19852943333877066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skarbux,2020/01/19,"Looking for help with treatment. I was unemployed for all of December and my new health insurance doesn't kick in until March.  I can no longer get refills on my current prescriptions. While I could probably afford to pay full price for my medication,  I can't afford to also pay full price to see my psychiatrist.  Anyone have any suggestions?",5.7370967741935495,7.987945612903223,6.184709677419361,72.80706451612906,68.67741935483872,10.121290322580649,31.754838709677426,10.355215969177356,3.8319896774193545,276,12,45,8,5,89,47,62,0.084,0.871,0.045,-0.0772,5,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,4,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,11,7,3,9,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,5,32,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738005084718227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282958471846085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239399485050725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733619175034958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788789916274671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36393306052513097,0.0,0.0,0.22948954892326676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28751228282043506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449110061571185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306719478673633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691426667230717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27283188039533945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elliotrodgergames,2020/01/19,"Is anxiety in the sub conscious? Just want to know because I know I have nothing to worry about but my body keeps jolting at njghy and brain will not stop having thought loops and fear of not having a current train of thought, thoughts that are not mine to kill myself to end the suffering in my head, is there anyway to fix this when the problem isn't something I can see to fix?",9.952719298245613,6.395948131578951,8.574210526315794,78.7111403508772,61.105263157894754,11.185964912280703,41.12280701754385,7.793537801064563,3.25020701754386,302,12,62,2,3,92,55,76,0.158,0.7240000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.6617,1,0,1,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,4,0,9,3,3,0,0,17,17,4,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,7,0,12,13,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864117254202732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438230239396592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448666607748584,0.0,0.2460914968931836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525040254139134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24806389951285496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262419807308616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959432144697275,0.2438916845885264,0.0,0.24230355474096704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115246173856056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093778300259708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756675311019078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971069046233295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430336726467128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250303240012967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300252141203484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387439153582253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nomnomr,2020/01/19,"Had a good dream related to my social anxiety I had been feeling really anxious to go back to school. I've struggled to make friends and socialize and I've been afraid it'll be the case this semester too. 

Last night I had a dream where I was in my dorm room with a new roommate. She seemed rude at first, but turned out to be quite endearing. She talked to me about my friends (someone irl I'm trying to become friends with) and pushed me to hang out with a guy I liked (in the dream, the guy wasn't real). 

I was so happy to have met her and wanted her to meet my other friend. All my anxiety seemed to go away, and when I woke up I felt happy and not anxious at all.

I don't think dreams have any significant meaning (like telling the future) but I hope I can meet someone similar to my dream roommate. 

That's about it, just wanted to share. :)",1.7918103448275848,3.680032936781608,3.0282614942528774,92.72101293103451,78.82758620689654,6.41896551724138,22.943965517241374,7.413659706084162,0.7657137931034486,657,21,146,9,16,212,98,174,0.073,0.649,0.278,0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,9,14,1,2,8,0,15,0,0,1,2,28,31,10,0,3,4,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,2,2,5,11,0,0,6,5,0,4,3,3,0,1,11,2,22,11,26,17,2,21,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,3,9,93,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875236766688449,0.0,0.1996820430727693,0.2948819327656641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261995022803834,0.10035536918658568,0.0,0.0,0.14413981529971104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599058954251326,0.0,0.1253116089292351,0.0,0.0,0.11101310558336122,0.0,0.0,0.4033317728865405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483455069179754,0.10946694322057056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584540183371097,0.0,0.2778640633605918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296274731495429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638437822566617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275227568116332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871175105946236,0.0,0.0,0.14216539996778044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260489225616959,0.0,0.12247630134378032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881515821176665,0.0,0.14855078051124534,0.08360907688860524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208471318212614,0.0,0.2376257292687847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26608029366514896,0.2211641208570648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364390679344356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490028539212354,0.11407289637281902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362656744148922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860881362015204,0.14195915022197322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539582535816098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IAmTheBadWolf22,2020/01/19,"Hello, I am BadWolf and I am a procastinator. Maybe it's the thought of having to do something I don't really want to do.

Maybe I'm lazy.

Maybe I don't honestly know how to tackle a task.

Either way, I will do absolutely ANYTHING to avoid doing important things that, if not complete, could jeopardise my future.

So backstory: 25 years old studying the FDa in Early Years Education. I have a 2000 word essay due Friday. I was given this assignment a month ago. Have I started it? Have I heck.

I never realised how bad I was at procrastinating until I started this course (I am in my final year and will graduate this year - well, that is the plan)

In the last 2 hours - instead of writing my essay - i have:

- tidied my room (twice)
- had toast
- made a glass of squash 
- youtube..
- played bingo pop
- watched a video on how to write an essay (i already know how to do this)
- googled 'procrastination'
- searched Reddit for a Procrastination group
- made this post

Does anyone here have a problem with A* procrastination? If so, please share your wisdom, because I cannot concentrate. Or focus.

I am staring at the blank page thinking...'I'm going to fail my course' followed by interpretative dance moves.",3.455713698066642,6.0503316199095085,4.559401480872072,80.26601295763065,76.69230769230771,6.914109419991774,26.335047305635534,8.00094639256281,1.847269683257919,932,36,167,16,22,304,137,221,0.071,0.8420000000000001,0.087,0.5101,1,1,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,2,9,9,0,1,15,0,25,0,0,6,1,27,37,12,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,2,4,3,0,4,5,4,1,1,7,2,23,5,20,27,2,30,0,1,2,0,6,7,1,3,17,111,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554071441575413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873404356545396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691446119292848,0.0,0.1258274688571645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766896571046854,0.09320923337590777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031757845920047,0.0,0.0,0.12208189217432702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380785796068215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749953052232233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689921572262786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505802443246429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680647539097154,0.1246376681709878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28936408535246594,0.0,0.0,0.4608397090801544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204700395673786,0.16251340620590188,0.0,0.0,0.1179294644491203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604476708804687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784334958158806,0.0,0.0,0.14644035330127253,0.0,0.0,0.1463090652074473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795461096007484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771344196287807,0.0,0.0,0.2164533453163279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158303117896794,0.0,0.0,0.12138918376269447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018710285350884,0.12136856532709467,0.0,0.0,0.1374796109308952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39386223250390734
anxiety,Gamerkill1010,2020/01/19,"Help calming me down please I have a friend who also suffers from anxiety just like me but i am afraid something happened to her or that she took her life.

Please help me im having a panic attack again

The last time i have heard of her was at 11PM when she sent me a goodnight snap and it has been 14 hours since she was active.

I have no idea where she can be and im really worried for her 😭😭😭",2.602758620689656,3.1098871494252904,3.899482758620693,92.9312931034483,74.0574712643678,6.719540229885059,22.54597701149425,6.42735559955562,0.25641149425287324,310,7,74,2,6,102,62,87,0.182,0.624,0.19399999999999998,-0.1997,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,2,4,0,11,1,0,0,0,6,15,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,6,1,16,3,6,8,0,10,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,1,6,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615711876512631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455992516492575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984948626938134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609547978047936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866316392671466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708460928727655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896854531017466,0.0,0.0,0.2280783878306546,0.43647539643735456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646894361080225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270671454832085,0.09870646076296533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370502212023433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435581474318328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943189550902195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712944408892547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554014018142054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781105590157084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447369708096065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518126552693888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Discodisconotgood,2020/01/19,Im a 38 single male and feel like i will not get married or get a life partner. My height is 157cm and i always was a confident person but now im starting to feel like my height is a curse and im starting to contemplate suicide wich i dont want to do because i love myself and i love life. But i am feeling extremely lonely,1.2512499999999989,2.5580616250000037,3.84,88.90500000000002,78.58333333333334,6.466666666666668,25.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,1.1502888888888885,255,10,57,3,6,90,43,72,0.192,0.563,0.245,0.5311,0,2,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,0,0,12,17,7,1,1,4,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,9,4,3,15,1,5,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480161323771688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134093047873779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803950845132508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220484832218856,0.2658164816602513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439823859768945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6028709425198762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628135352901742,0.1817811726042643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358198289008214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244445258272402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633625717339285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034994441862452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973222571367997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heavenlyrosie,2020/01/19,"Feeling humiliated for absolutely no reason ​ Hi there, this is my first post on reddit, sorry in advance if I'm doing it wrong. I need to post because of an event that happened this morning. (I don't know where to put it but I was diagnosed with an AD three years ago)

 I started figure skating at 18 last September, and every Sunday I practice during the public sessions. I've decided to be more social this year, and that's why I always try to chat with the skaters I see every week, and the ones from my club. During my session, I saw  two girls from my club with whom I had already spoken. I see them twice a week, and the conversations are sometimes awkward BUT friendly, polite. They are 10 years older than me and have known each other for a very long time. I help them when they have problems with an element since I'm progressing faster. 

I pass behind them and put my hand quickly on the back of one of them, to indicate my presence and greet her. I did not give a tap, it was a delicate gesture. The group consisted of 5 people that I know from the public sessions or my club. The conversation went like this :

\-Hi heavenlyrosie! My back is sensitive, so....

\-Oh, I'm sorry! Did you hurt yourself by falling?

\-No no I don't like being touched actually

\- \*Tons of excuses\*

After that, I tried to start the conversation, but it quickly fell flat. I left to skate in another corner, terribly ashamed. I felt like I had the plague. It happened three hours ago, and I still have this awful discomfort in my stomach. Anxiety.

I am the youngest in the ""adults"" group (since you have to be 18 to integrate it), and I have the impression that older people despise me. Always smiling to me but making no efforts to create a friendship. I also talked to a 13yo girl from my club and we got along very well, so I don't know why there is this wall between me and the adults. Am I that annoying? I'm usually too anxious to talk and  alone 99% of the time, after that I don't think that I'm going to take initiatives in terms of relationships again. 

I've decided not to go to see them anymore except to greet them from a distance but I still don't understand what went wrong. All the progress I have made to overcome my anxiety and reach out to others has disappeared.",3.4390147031907747,5.300518835214451,4.608579098285643,83.34654078457694,73.96613995485328,7.588286254651942,27.54859374046733,8.358175599149588,1.9692512842413519,1776,69,343,31,37,583,224,443,0.142,0.7490000000000001,0.109,-0.9285,0,1,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,2,8,5,16,16,2,3,26,1,29,3,2,3,1,48,59,24,0,3,10,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,24,21,0,0,12,5,0,11,11,10,1,7,12,8,55,6,54,44,5,58,0,1,4,0,35,13,0,2,35,241,79,3,0.0,0.0,0.09368925243798593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020931535802425,0.0,0.0,0.09943458395160128,0.10594641675257678,0.07677698415858178,0.15977148970321434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067200021337268,0.14689060714899466,0.10846089481724744,0.09521342014993793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764733857522666,0.0,0.058525144515969664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974453644919106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178054205984554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854416358554256,0.0,0.09218204118496873,0.0,0.0,0.08166374016261824,0.0,0.0,0.07417498350138788,0.0,0.0,0.09209892769030643,0.10912629520254732,0.0,0.07678578927665462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979783469972204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435165354725768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454782794756483,0.0,0.10277777493273137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828926471702962,0.07825874409268514,0.0,0.0,0.10431218659707124,0.0,0.0,0.1407129170339168,0.0,0.0,0.08496341833936387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084440617962283,0.06408560242890628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118817886149202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011403019701095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311871386505136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389686363715707,0.0,0.0,0.09186599733879518,0.0,0.19302766010798705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871147001018933,0.0,0.10307588500987143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229516107285368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883642210941806,0.0,0.0,0.09786732769108597,0.0,0.0,0.0949536511454898,0.21494457113898915,0.13590888860241954,0.0,0.1533430697175929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218552351330808,0.15433402397366747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615175860394723,0.0,0.0,0.11196522974360874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036527702867046,0.0,0.09378515852751096,0.09994696049105888,0.0,0.0,0.1057384510220185,0.15843211526085915,0.0,0.0,0.1540224919322697,0.0,0.08632207139051114,0.17799941394373614,0.17326326774116735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993777028568344,0.0,0.18547661461588374
anxiety,hahahhahahhahah,2020/01/19,"I really HATE phone calls I hate to answer them, I hate to ignore them,        I hate to call strangers or people that I barely know, I hate the feeling of talking with almost anyone on the phone, it’s just like 20 times more awkward then real life",4.999931972789113,5.187152122448982,5.46979591836735,84.93829931972793,68.59183673469389,7.34965986394558,24.49659863945579,6.42735559955562,0.7736884353741496,190,4,38,1,3,61,35,49,0.39299999999999996,0.542,0.066,-0.9679,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,8,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,1,6,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048484585621815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904559589962553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476968573562961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608556724492371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8404531719330556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935671777029416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025547611748574,0.08317753283362933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803272677459972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378639126641267,0.10906910910597548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684376264463685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927651031830048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,br20e,2020/01/19,"Panic attack Does anyone here have any advice on how to deal with or control having panic attacks , i had a really bad one last week and i cant stop thinking about it and fear it may cause me to have another one as its always on my mind",8.5912,4.888750520000002,9.264,73.17200000000003,63.8,11.6,33.0,8.841846274778883,2.6314,186,4,38,2,2,64,42,50,0.324,0.645,0.031,-0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,3,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,11,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,4,0,7,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910158194788732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626507840913977,0.0,0.0,0.13292964175915584,0.20497248665792464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668060192436546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447618590594011,0.0,0.0,0.16321338465971874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008065783687178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924173286822135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152604869122945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106141081582416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996361874326134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933814114555622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737393522776692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649177155717521,0.0,0.0,0.4586953783696191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522623261534624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342577734897132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525242924525212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679818174713206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crumplefish,2020/01/19,"Worried about potential Brain Aneurysm.  

M/30

History of Hypertension

Limited mobility due to Cerebral Palsy.

This fear has only been around for a week or two, however it is entirely hypothetical. What IF I have an unruptured brain aneurysm? Most of them don't have ANY symptoms and it could just be waiting to kill me. I have a history of Hypertension most likely due to my inhibited mobility. While my blood pressure has been presumably under control for \~10 months, the 7 years prior in which I was diagnosed with Hypertension, I didn't really take care of myself because I was young and stupid lol. I wouldn't take my medicine for weeks/months at a time, and I never watched what I ate (I do all these things now.) I am now trapped in a loop in which I obsess and worry that my own ignorant negligence caused an aneurysm to form and the clock is ticking WAY faster than I would like....

I had a CT scan back in May and they never called/sent a letter for a follow up or anything, so I would assume that means I'm okay, right? Not to my brain! I can't seem to find a straight answer on whether or not a straight CT scan can actually detect an unruptured aneurysm. Could they have missed it? My insurance won't cover an MRI, so I can't even go get checked and be sure, this is very frustrating and I just want to feel normal again.",4.230521235521239,5.86520837451738,4.950847490347492,82.63283494208497,71.43243243243244,8.732123552123552,29.166216216216217,9.255337874911486,2.46047166023166,1055,42,210,23,20,340,153,259,0.151,0.8009999999999999,0.048,-0.9785,1,1,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,3,2,11,13,3,3,15,2,30,8,4,2,4,45,44,16,1,8,9,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,13,10,1,4,7,0,1,2,10,8,0,1,7,4,28,5,27,28,5,32,0,1,3,0,4,12,0,9,19,146,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.13531182694050833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429332411407013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410508618212507,0.12343649557258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662072012337637,0.0,0.08452564216642572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464370116511577,0.0,0.0,0.14137276525915984,0.14244166709382372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551859993822387,0.2214169124492456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073663684115545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158339815776903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603066796073345,0.07011049070336535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267324178424659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724439497460024,0.0,0.07880348058535187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534063704196678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548421248986806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104101996785532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135363655073295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388575684779876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585702724625334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545692020115367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882892922390258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841459260888665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623054740287326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068508923411176,0.1441204792965774,0.2085096168679114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211931728894224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085356322193712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545034046100998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440874168670495,0.08178506042506198,0.11006158458269327,0.11122441598666867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816312322690628,0.0,0.19699968923354094,0.0,0.0,0.08929227535117741
anxiety,Britsan,2020/01/19,"Work is wearing me down. I'm sorry if this is the wrong place to post.

But the last few months my anxiety has been through the roof. My managers seem to have it out for me to make my life hell. They've been picking on me since about November. Telling me that I'm lazy, that I'm one of their worst workers, that I make people uncomfortable so nobody has confronted me on this alleged behaviour.

And at this point they're wearing me down to the point I start shaking and sometimes even crying at the thought of going to work. (I love my job. My partner also works for the company and we're in no financial position to leave) My most recent confrontation with them had me in tears as they still won't tell me what i need to 'improve'.


Long story short.. I just need some company and some anxiety tips to help with this awful feeling.",4.142272727272728,5.3886205151515165,4.647651515151517,86.23147727272728,71.12121212121212,8.166666666666668,28.90151515151515,8.59863814320734,2.0235151515151517,655,25,134,11,12,208,103,165,0.209,0.745,0.046,-0.977,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,4,6,7,3,1,6,1,9,4,2,3,0,21,22,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,4,1,22,1,26,17,5,22,1,0,0,1,8,13,1,5,6,90,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116987820492154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25095571622588875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017258601937772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833625935047987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293542778293242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321857980971818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994178334283533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627684420167121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370139558887895,0.0,0.173677659537026,0.0,0.0,0.1158549530918263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451560172307505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803800147375584,0.0,0.21897449495869695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092233668934788,0.0,0.0,0.2432433327051529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114686048648173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371354108158765,0.0,0.17137009697762998,0.0,0.31011126366183656,0.0,0.1570895853093804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195384367594942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932122629728653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568229053881822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222386164766206,0.1836113616997216,0.11609698245065145,0.0,0.1309897230195985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867282903427613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021667940868145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582341254259122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933441942775166,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Awesomeboomsauce,2020/01/19,Does anyone else have random like anxiety “attacks” I guess you could call them I have been getting random anxiety “attacks” much more frequently and it seams to be out of nowhere and about nothing. Am I the only one like this?,2.955714285714283,5.87626219047619,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,81.85714285714286,6.217142857142857,27.447619047619053,7.554174236665415,1.96852761904762,180,8,31,3,5,56,34,42,0.195,0.6990000000000001,0.106,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,2,4,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695562964983064,0.0,0.0,0.16889103246644913,0.2474872239933252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495753495423329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246640292656258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285077607577705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137409318579925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017764508947548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261951652741399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660845629732707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360093927393717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775603736123825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317650341282012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636743834590559,0.18370275945398376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sailorxans,2020/01/19,"How to reduce speaker sound from music box stereo I get triggered with my anxiety and I sometimes wake up in the middle of the night because I sometimes get sick at night. It sucks because when my grandma drinks alcohol and she doesn’t rationalize and it sometimes gets to the point where my attacks lead me to get violent towards her. I have earplugs but it still doesn’t do the job and I don’t want to put on headphones while I sleep since it’s huge and wired. Any life hacks on how to reduce the sound or limit the Cranker knob ???? 

[an idea of how the speaker looks ]
(https://www.shophq.com/Product/474-250)",3.996555023923449,6.617326789473688,3.35708133971292,89.45275119617224,74.96491228070175,5.899840510366826,27.03030303030303,6.980632752743323,1.2292035087719304,490,19,92,5,11,144,73,114,0.094,0.867,0.039,-0.6381,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,3,0,8,0,5,6,2,5,0,16,12,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,6,2,1,1,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,5,12,0,15,12,0,17,0,0,1,0,2,10,1,1,5,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299711034999845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280823345145135,0.0,0.13815180150339446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544860233893744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201734829763907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691065981563214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774058694458408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038655241918119,0.0,0.0,0.17920893638676025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275569309472929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516511554640594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389452834464371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707170905914484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154407216013635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938693688230076,0.0,0.18072165717536312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358280513512353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422039462372166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651739015342823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AM_Carey,2020/01/19,I get paranoid that my friends secretly hate me I always have this feeling that people secretly hate me or are looking down on me. I have anxiety and OCD which makes it feel so much worse. Basically I just always feel like I am too weird or people don't want to talk to me for many different reasons. If I am in a group of friends I just always have this feeling that I might be the one that they do not want there with them. I get really bad paranoia from it. Does anyone else get this?,2.859300000000001,4.352042930000003,4.035,88.39750000000002,74.7,7.4,25.5,8.07648339933343,1.3807,383,13,82,6,8,125,65,100,0.223,0.669,0.10800000000000001,-0.8944,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,7,2,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,0,19,23,5,0,3,6,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,5,16,3,9,21,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,4,1,59,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162697867926876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756994762403734,0.0,0.0,0.11660155905915268,0.17086399285631754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392365474156713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422734675694299,0.0,0.0,0.14593166049283846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930549427143085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372728332331765,0.11913244725770004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576747130111008,0.0,0.2613736111705385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292793804694211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146987659478419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003530717042048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131272589836808,0.16906714608219414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769046260479751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258683062075736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130000095959077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312189687978976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068298921169042,0.17145571529047596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403432484254954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671720144146096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994135997958135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cloudsville,2020/01/19,"I am not sure if it is Anxiety or just something everyone experiences and it’s normal I am not sure if this is normal and something that is just a normal introverted thing but I have a hard time talk to people when it comes to something important. For example, today I needed to talk to someone about my job application. I spent like 15-30 minutes trying to figure out what to say as well as getting really nervous/scared. I was able to eventually go in and ask but after I started to panic because I started to wonder if I needed to say more or done better to present myself. I don’t have issues with like ordering food (although it did take me years before I was able to do it myself). 

Another thing is having a hard time building the courage to call on the phone. If it has to do with stuff like making appointments over the phone or picking up a call knowing it’s from work, I end up avoiding it 100% and make my parents or friend to do it. I don’t have a problem calling my close friends or family but when it comes to strangers, it’s a whole different story. 

Lastly, I don’t know if this is an anxiety thing but ever since I moved off campus, I started to realize that loud sounds like door slamming, hearing the door open, shouting makes me panicky and on like 2 occasions made me shut down and leave the house to calm down. (To be fair, my (now former) housemates were abusive so like it contributes to this) I asked a friend who also has anxiety and he said that that feeling of wanting to escape after those kinds of triggers is considered an anxiety attack. But I am not sure because I wasn’t reacting extremely in terms of textbook definition like crying or like feeling the impending doom, although I am depressed so like I can’t tell anyways. I feel like I am not anxious and that the things I am feeling are just normal and that I am overreacting. My mom isn’t of much help either because I know she tries to help but she says things like “I have felt like that before, you just have to do it over an over again to get over the fear” kind of bullshit but I just makes me feel like shit. 

Sorry for the ranting. 

Tl;dr: I feel like I just want to use the “anxiety” label so I am just wondering how people experience social and generalized anxiety disorder so I know whether or not I am actually clinically anxious.",5.399106309290771,5.960712530567688,6.362760126486979,77.5739956331878,67.7991266375546,9.286673693720825,32.605330522511665,9.314750747691287,2.9051265472067462,1841,77,347,34,29,613,213,458,0.14800000000000002,0.665,0.187,0.965,3,1,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,21,34,2,3,20,0,40,3,1,10,4,90,77,42,0,14,33,2,9,14,3,0,1,8,2,0,32,17,1,1,15,0,1,4,11,8,1,0,10,17,47,26,54,66,5,41,1,2,0,0,28,17,1,14,33,254,79,4,0.1248568632886588,0.07396748312584311,0.06092114387533615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499239942311991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546165381430802,0.28654547600268243,0.14105271642300404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672431273727688,0.07102135345643704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416737747188956,0.0,0.1062439945161375,0.0,0.0,0.05521287459672326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123922587786904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755313214095752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857470074798121,0.0,0.0,0.05376951669798392,0.0,0.0,0.06522442385396851,0.07154839121007439,0.0,0.0,0.06388596026066316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529306069666489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056470090517458424,0.0,0.059653041747820774,0.0,0.12213397044998478,0.0588519693661394,0.07024934173699314,0.1893941448231883,0.13379665212149813,0.0599410844639713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548870734704499,0.0,0.14469615428396554,0.0,0.06523255779133381,0.0,0.0354795163672442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184722511936937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703613796233705,0.0,0.08368892359266539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203402831587905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515906322094209,0.061950585541968625,0.0,0.0,0.13001920962336075,0.13723613354876196,0.05088750400190595,0.0,0.0661026951574109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269912964734819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059071291478193115,0.16668585154922475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073115424629319,0.0,0.06635154307701661,0.04589208036599051,0.09257978207297032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446664328014245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324631357760363,0.0693193854342402,0.0,0.0,0.08656002805914627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973557793976887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03999325188271005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938373446075643,0.14893678361202675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408188796223545,0.051641443773801456,0.0,0.0,0.06363792426361567,0.052895407544322384,0.14418136997106676,0.0,0.06988351813484855,0.1325614957056919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146561836134535,0.0,0.0,0.176514174043918,0.0,0.04693841128235648,0.10035521721750114,0.05456520090165223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073733800344293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280504105591401,0.0,0.05917485363390975,0.0,0.0,0.08476961435324289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391812085812611,0.0,0.0,0.07364381289743221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613065740149074,0.0,0.0,0.06969911448307121,0.0,0.0,0.13540194219934756,0.045448641756104184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040201863182417065
anxiety,kraken124,2020/01/19,Can someone calm me down right now Hi it’s 2:29 AM and I’m very frightened about sleep paralysis.... there’s nothing else I can really add so yeah how the fuck can I go to bed without being terrified🥺🥺,-1.9498731501057087,-1.4911277209302298,0.7531501057082473,96.62541226215643,128.53488372093022,4.354334038054968,17.862579281183933,6.1124844417494595,0.2767395348837209,160,6,35,3,11,54,37,43,0.151,0.7240000000000001,0.124,-0.2953,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,1,5,2,1,1,0,4,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099226411428837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34298324160142024,0.0,0.0,0.21084767745614053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35598421512056605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767190584291525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31683171406949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712676284732139,0.0,0.3143468392684481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061136041978995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576304686845297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,freshcutpeaches9,2020/01/19,"Help tldr at the end 

This is my final semester as a college/university student, and as of the writing of this post, I am severely panicking about one of my courses. 

I had originally registered for a class called JOUR 4900 (Digital Journalism), only to find the class primarily dealt with video editing and learning the software Adobe Premier Pro.

Having no interest in the class, and knowing video editing is a skill I would not excel at, I decided to drop the class and replace it with something else.

I ended up choosing MK 4200 (Marketing Research), but only having 1 of the 2 prerequisites, I had to email the instructor for permission to override the prerequisite and allow me to register for the class.

Good news I was allowed to register and am now enrolled in MK 4200. Bad news is I found out the class revolves around using the software Microsoft Excel. 

I have virtually no experience with this program and am SUPER worried I will not be able to grasp using it and be able to pass the course.

I need this course to graduate and am overall feeling super overwhelmed and am riddled with worry and anxiety.

So much so I decided to post on reddit hoping for someone to give me ANY advice to ease this panicky worry.

Any advice is super appreciated. Thank you so much for reading this.

TLDR; I am a senior taking a course that uses Microsoft excel and am worried I will not be able to understand it enough to pass the class and graduate.",6.7270984798413735,7.662584543071163,7.638664904163914,68.27105750165235,64.99250936329588,10.477109495483589,37.05419695968275,10.46071229359064,4.295630270984798,1151,57,184,28,17,387,137,267,0.127,0.7120000000000001,0.16,0.934,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,7,6,12,0,1,19,0,23,0,0,6,0,45,35,19,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,19,0,0,10,3,0,2,5,2,0,1,4,1,19,10,38,25,3,19,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,6,136,29,21,0.3599630195024381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345011310682353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319146461303996,0.0,0.09179024155241798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681446798302324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018469520638884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252082973009627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023430444949287,0.0,0.21254692839632347,0.12397934110881233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737096818714075,0.0,0.0,0.060669372779667774,0.0,0.0,0.13144063100384382,0.10966655951509574,0.0,0.0,0.13156029042920506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115103109497492,0.0,0.10063996747628676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042520809256151,0.0,0.0,0.11917483304084568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594208722410347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640949147343635,0.08896933929539975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130675264367294,0.18251206459099453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298300464762188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200201435358942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355519175459366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166516610008862,0.09237237287165456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902157975717734,0.0,0.0,0.1104685286003182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249113993599156,0.0,0.3108924744508044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874132257673334,0.0,0.08523580040365276,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shmoweiser,2020/01/19,"Struggling to date and struggling to care about my own health I just need to focus on myself, every time I try to date I want it to work so bad it fills my entire mindset and when it inevitably fails I completely lapse and I don’t do anything for days or even longer. I feel like my anxiety requires me to get closure so the process of ending the relationship or in most cases just asking them out takes so much longer because they just want to stop talking but I keep pushing, it’s so painful and I just need to give up for now I think, or maybe I just need to meet the right person, who want to talk to me that often. It’s hard to tell and thinking about it makes it worse I feel lonely and I’d really like to try and meet someone. I’d appreciate any advice or criticism I often feel really bad about needing closure and selfish so I could see how that’s bad but I don’t message that much at most like 3 times a day and never two days in a row without response.",3.1258208955223883,4.281968447761194,4.195203980099503,88.85191044776121,73.47761194029852,6.753034825870648,25.837810945273628,7.0316486544052195,1.0007536318407966,762,25,163,7,15,248,109,201,0.21,0.7090000000000001,0.081,-0.9853,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,3,20,13,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,2,1,45,24,22,0,8,12,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,10,0,3,5,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,0,5,22,4,26,23,5,21,0,2,1,0,13,7,0,8,15,106,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187485221005972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263817387128748,0.0,0.0929629249799634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000109806405336,0.0,0.11360535520963885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043938706477896,0.07407782872816375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389834875285614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274120351502027,0.0,0.0,0.09702430941393714,0.0,0.0,0.23511219800511698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763118075000083,0.0,0.0,0.08026320900013485,0.0,0.10238634509470182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433339715345107,0.08681433961026598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348949696365254,0.116573630837057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885858687810883,0.0,0.0,0.12917071329037574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801309118354628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781064780631939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111594289825838,0.0,0.12208377433560247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866324398147915,0.3604239350306965,0.0937241768123375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930648428711589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610709904997707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569841379491264,0.0,0.0,0.1304676446152411,0.0,0.1037779268559128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683618341287492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296400847622666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159666139839277,0.0,0.2540794283059849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136836639527736,0.1953473073736713,0.10621435903366576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573098503528246,0.0,0.0,0.14171927606591975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500901866537604,0.0,0.1187079667739892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502799186410915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714152015870725,0.0,0.08846844276768959,0.0,0.12383987132560365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Imogensheep91,2020/01/19,"Anxiety is destroying my life Eveything about me is flawed.
Anxiety is destroying my life. I'm suicide planning again lately. Heavily considering heavy doses of several medications.
 I will never be normal, I will never be enough for anyone. I can't live like this. I can't live knowing I have nothing to contribute to the lives of those that I love. On top of being uneducated, uninteresting, and unskilled, I'm hopelessly ugly. I'm fat, I have horrible skin, workers feet which should be the most precious part right now and I don't even have that much. I have dry, brittle, unstyled hair, my face rejects makeup, my skin is dry and rough. I have poor features and dull eyes. My anxiety makes it impossible to contribute to conversation for fear of being rejected and shunned. It makes acts that should be wholesome and enjoyable, painful. It ruins sex. It ruins my chance at friendships and fulfilling romantic relationships. I want to be dead so I never have to feel another panic attack. I am tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling miserable and unwanted and unnecessary. I wish I hadn't experienced the last 9 years of my life and the first 17. I've only had, maybe two confident, happy years in my life. I feel like I'm cheating everyone that interacts w me out of time in their life. I hate that people settle for me. I feel like if someone wants to be with me, they're settling for less. I am less than any other human being. I hate myself. I hate my trauma. I hate my last relationship. I hate that I let those things happen to me after letting so many bad things happen to me as a child. Why do I keep letting bad things happen to me? Why am I always okay with being mistreated? Why don't I respect myself more? Where is my backbone? Where is my self-worth? I don't think I can handle another mistake. I can't accept that there may be a day where Jake didn't love me but needed me to grow. I don't care how much I help someone grow or give them experiences, I want to be deserving of actual love. I don't understand why no one ever loved me. I tried so hard to please and care and be something for the people around me, I sacrificed my soul to have something and now I'm so empty. I'm am in constant pain. I am nothing. I am miserable. I am nothing. I'm nothing and I'm so tired of feeling like I'll never be myself again. I am so beat down. I can't believe that I am worth anything. I feel like every good thing that happens to me a ticking time bomb and I'll be alone and useless again. I'm so alone. I've always been alone. I was so isolated and so fucked up as a child, I would pray and beg for a companion so I wouldn't have to do it alone. I pretended that plushie and blankets were people that cared about me. I don't want to live trapped in my mind, withering away without anyone ever being able to experience me. The me that isn't a scared child afraid of being turned away. The me that isn't afraid to live. I want to share my opinions and knowledge and feel like someone is listening but I'm so afraid. Of what? I can't say. There's just unspoken fear in eveything that I do. I am afraid to respond to anything. I am afraid to share anything. I just want to die so that I can stop worrying that I'll live my entire life alone and even more so, afraid.",1.7271584952204757,4.053018034954408,3.5516228359984154,86.58429606625259,81.41641337386018,6.671635610766046,23.973921853662834,7.843965621212015,1.3999138980661647,2569,95,518,47,69,860,262,658,0.23399999999999999,0.6579999999999999,0.107,-0.9977,0,7,2,0,0,4,80.0,0,0,2,5,33,57,10,12,13,1,77,26,7,3,6,75,129,42,3,16,7,0,12,6,1,7,14,2,0,4,31,26,1,2,12,1,2,3,22,35,0,3,6,16,92,22,64,96,9,44,2,9,1,6,22,18,1,5,29,350,123,1,0.052562617498142665,0.0,0.05129353242945797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27219509836024725,0.0,0.0,0.08747261692390138,0.0,0.0,0.035744382347693365,0.11023297493169837,0.12063077554760508,0.0,0.0,0.07350600859286356,0.0,0.12976366672712686,0.046791873495392995,0.0,0.05979756558997554,0.09876861879013334,0.0,0.08777518013789894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922007032379002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077327496252974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680151630352556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577375671713377,0.03389853988945025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054551698395998674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431123474890829,0.0,0.06943422625534226,0.09509179358742624,0.0442862722492888,0.0502258335409624,0.0,0.10283265177742346,0.0,0.11829511592586295,0.18604067115903952,0.18775372221590347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04470973559229455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048593292894298507,0.0,0.05042285226182123,0.0,0.04408702974094605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592379625159,0.055953883724673706,0.047085780928088364,0.2594735135355182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03523161453658052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672006953873889,0.0,0.0,0.028887039945776155,0.085691097400181,0.059292922004371924,0.0,0.0,0.16124651285442518,0.2227591872012784,0.15407663921537426,0.0,0.2784825254559228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975925789470086,0.0,0.07017191067084835,0.053290244114078095,0.05280621417286049,0.0,0.0,0.052951307261555836,0.0,0.0,0.05307325975520608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772791435868369,0.03897451485636482,0.1621581239886038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051500205047776686,0.20174099644440469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03561778994797437,0.0399762391695952,0.1118606619162134,0.061670906385461036,0.0,0.056920192560805875,0.0,0.10932090216737037,0.0,0.0,0.0576979697551674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286516036508105,0.0,0.044888188146151135,0.0,0.04179990314350996,0.05262434973840194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483427353148376,0.059380796418660266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360840570210608,0.08093054185443684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043944701826658515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749497228493097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968106988363554,0.03368000290733751,0.0,0.0,0.0612993699210796,0.18123898962215465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03568656698040962,0.057173034102403625,0.05134603964864505,0.05471953853583435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601676190518826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897183467996616,0.0,0.06044441607859026,0.05066848756682996,0.0,0.0,0.05337988951953439,0.0,0.03733897537550983,0.0,0.0,0.0676972046713909
anxiety,tablethisapp,2020/01/19,"im feeling regret for choosing my postgraduate studies i know feelings are fleeting, they come and go and i'll perhaps feel better when i get through the month. but at the moment im having too much anxiety to the point where i cant complete my essay (which needs to be submitted tomorrow at the latest). 

my undergraduate background was corporate communications and now in my postgraduate studies, im learning about literature, linguistics, and even translation theories. something completely new and something i was very excited to learn about when i applied for the program.

and now i feel paralyzed with my own anxiety, the fear of being a failure and not smart enough to complete my studies is too overwhelming. i really dont mind dying at this point.",7.596086235489224,9.153994462686569,8.004726368159208,64.19143449419572,63.32835820895522,11.328689883913764,41.00829187396352,11.20814326018867,5.3806908789386405,614,35,91,18,9,202,86,134,0.13,0.82,0.05,-0.8978,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,2,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,22,18,10,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,4,14,3,15,14,3,18,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,9,67,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22761003465907276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157078390380425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814809960949794,0.4679326367383203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543948537128225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743517777208836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537142818753287,0.0,0.09825805172495704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740227761318108,0.3008807430414835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772370871236403,0.0,0.08454672601384912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48207602975802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175749679228518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021050520708834,0.0,0.1187430118734038,0.0,0.10935958384402064,0.110307555891203,0.0,0.14367841590318162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281262513290215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530283542568417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290535315657881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274692012491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawayBonito,2020/01/19,What are your guy's tips for insomnia? Haven't been sleeping too good lately. Been very anxious at night. How do you guys battle insomnia?,1.9280769230769224,4.749747576923081,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,92.46153846153842,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.1802615384615391,111,4,20,2,4,34,24,26,0.18,0.72,0.099,-0.3298,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620438519410371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26879797898829344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6346383277592383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36150808291544656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30074268365048223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32070495638727525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442421195609817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmbientEngineer,2020/01/19,"How do you ride out hypervigilance This is getting harder.

Long story short, I developed an anxiety disorder while in the military. Me & my girlfriend of +4 years have agreed to a temporary open relationship. I just came back from a first date and I feel fucking awful. The date went find but I've been staring at the ceiling for the last hour riding out these waves feeling miserables. There's no ending in sight. Even if I broke it off I'm positive it wouldn't improve.",3.456666666666667,6.066505555555558,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,76.77777777777777,8.0,27.777777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.5307777777777782,380,16,69,9,9,123,77,90,0.159,0.754,0.087,-0.6961,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,1,7,1,5,1,0,1,0,13,12,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,3,4,7,0,10,8,0,22,0,2,2,1,3,8,1,1,10,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821562414968603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992144307156562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024071703312335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978418988731291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984546583468504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306476953579796,0.0,0.0,0.17199963847759614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26334421515331696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380118066240008,0.22150627357820965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407466536609449,0.13605449695955127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564533170030519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227049782880825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045638308192345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795849802966047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414044887196488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769675932735248
anxiety,IXBlackHeartXI36,2020/01/19,"How to find something relaxing for you? I play games and listen to music, but games of course aren't always relaxing. I've also never really been able to take an interest in music that relaxes me. Yeah, I listen to stuff that's fun, but I've just never been able to develop an interest in anything that would actually calm me down. If you care to know what kind of music I listen to, mostly metal or pop depending on my mood. Though really I find just about every genre of music entertaining. Metal and pop though (which now-a-days involves j-pop, and before that k-pop up until last November due to the things going on in it at the time that I probably shouldn't mention here.) have always seemed to the the only two genres I've stuck with ever since I started listening to music.

I've long thought that I need new hobbies, but I've never really been able to find any. And I really don't know if having such would help me when I'm actually feeling anxious about something. If I try to listen to music or play a game while I'm anxious, it doesn't really alleviate the problem. I just feel a sense of unease while I'm listening to the song or playing a game that the thing I'm doing seems to have no effect on. I don't know if doing something else would alleviate that or not though.",7.026017226017224,5.802183749034754,8.125945945945947,72.28875259875262,64.79150579150578,11.212474012474013,31.506088506088506,10.389873798559362,3.078030353430353,1017,30,194,21,13,350,127,259,0.066,0.7559999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9842,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,1,14,16,0,1,12,1,16,0,0,3,4,45,40,24,0,10,15,0,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,15,5,0,0,12,12,0,1,10,2,0,1,5,9,17,13,33,31,1,24,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,12,14,129,32,0,0.3157461548136982,0.0,0.20541513344517606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416736197619024,0.17515072980139307,0.0,0.0,0.07157273755677293,0.0,0.0,0.23780218757978866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661072736524272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895589073144292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730808273689096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787671627572514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879217988950628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952034912791671,0.08867658448351078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643382865616396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28858626527582404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059815272051205924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054599730944258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960034397036182,0.17352582921029036,0.0857917527503563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314180368602556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804059099645225,0.24352289972533134,0.10164986795263198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800463929341574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347591947271485,0.10070880923568867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371251198600421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162896049743802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870628273642084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243076815937015,0.0,0.0,0.07449558450455854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048460188533175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913393777536497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984514348554478,0.0,0.3102189939736675,0.08355572591144471,0.061371374011727625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714569709988535,0.0,0.10281270451409212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429700917990214,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,human2quats,2020/01/19,"Trying to remember I'm for the life of me trying to remember what it means when you feel excessive stimulus and what to do to stop it. 

I'm seeing everything too bright, hearing everything too loud, everything I touch hurts and I  can't stop moving. 

Tried breathing techniques and distractions. No luck.  Any ideas? Anyone?",3.6642364532019727,6.7835166551724155,4.324187192118227,78.81810344827588,80.72413793103449,8.83152709359606,27.25123152709359,9.23628265651192,3.2712334975369446,258,11,42,8,7,82,41,58,0.18899999999999997,0.7190000000000001,0.092,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,11,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,4,2,6,8,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922067499893136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328669768923847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123353863918303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608023705087848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416727659933207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342121997214954,0.21451037853655872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421732610718914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206988381586401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196206150352344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43051309778552266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514219929934793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177318313927464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870349943730967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paovazq,2020/01/19,"Newbie Hi everyone! 

I'm a first time reddit user. I've been looking for ways to find people with the same condition as me and I finally came across reddit. I've had panic disorder since I was 7 years old, I am now 21 and my condition has worsened due to the fact that my condition was ignored and put to the side until I moved away to college and looked for help on my own. It's still one of the toughest things I deal with. I've dropped out of university, quit several jobs, and ruin many friendships through this unfortunate illness. I guess all i'm really hoping to get from this is a mutual understanding from someone who's suffered with the same condition. I'm tired of feeling crazy for feeling anxious 24/7 and i'm tired of being misunderstood by everyone i've ever met. Thanks for taking the time to read this and I look forward to hearing back from some of you.",4.823120155038762,5.962037784883722,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968997,69.40697674418604,9.221705426356593,31.193798449612398,9.516144504307137,2.905312403100776,697,29,131,15,12,232,108,172,0.207,0.716,0.078,-0.9712,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,8,0,8,3,0,0,3,25,26,9,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,12,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,4,0,2,6,6,12,2,30,19,5,23,0,2,3,0,7,6,0,3,13,83,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092609097246716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383491542099912,0.10953398955187864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292296553195254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685799559131332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632581520553872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885268932479638,0.0,0.27223100884652185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405233330431794,0.0,0.0,0.1560452063338379,0.13019521267327744,0.1211664950829044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442338436087623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692291903288585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054964505982636,0.0,0.09548012738069253,0.0,0.0,0.14148335464941286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135800880043956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588622163755404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444202703477415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140005422304853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494755825897065,0.0,0.09652668962191176,0.0,0.0,0.16713244836545293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875575106438506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319993783510962,0.0,0.15151135621792372,0.14248690012548526,0.0,0.091256061619699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092609097246716,0.0,0.11783474844638984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206960260300964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375943757863324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710343247094918,0.0,0.0,0.131147303593879,0.0,0.0,0.0946363551641492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612555868945245,0.32744685028090464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829375770416411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306887105802613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917320680638976
anxiety,FancySeaweed,2020/01/19,Books or tools/techniques to deal with anxiety? Hi. Have you found any books or tools/techniques that help you with your anxiety? I've gone to therapists  and none have taught any tools/coping skills.  I really need to learn how to deal with this. Thanks.,2.729645390070921,5.692945404255319,2.026702127659576,94.4841666666667,84.31914893617022,6.5375886524822695,18.471631205673766,7.793537801064563,0.6783503546099294,202,5,40,4,6,58,31,47,0.071,0.794,0.135,0.6168,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,7,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,20,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37364585858812016,0.0,0.4203288903153041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664603657590109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30122260248159355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184142877822252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370566100300266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599634883577012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529305580638437,0.0,0.3189777677539522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sararooskie,2020/01/19,"Started a new job and I’m really struggling I started a new job in a field that I’ve been in for a few years but am by no means an expert. I’m now in a high-up management position that would usually require a master’s degree (I only have a BA). It’s something I am excited about but transparently, it’s a pretty big growing opportunity for me and I went in knowing I was going to be a little over my head. 

Week 1 went okay despite realizing my supervisor doesn’t really know what she’s doing and wasn’t super supportive. I also learned there was a lot more to this role that wasn’t discussed during the interview, so I was caught off guard and my anxiety was already a little spiked but manageable. 

Week 2, we learned my husband’s company is shutting down where he has worked for 8 years but they haven’t given us a date yet. So, my emotions were really heightened at that point. The uncertainty is really scary plus being in a new role just lead me to be a little emotional. Then, I met with a lot of the higher-ups in my company who laid a lot of really high expectations on me and started stating there were MANY things I needed to be doing which I was not aware of and I didn’t feel prepared to do. 

So, I’m having a huge crisis at work. I tell one of my coworkers that I don’t feel prepared to meet the demands the higher ups were bringing, that I was still trying to figure out what the hell this job was since it seems very different than what we talked about, etc. 

Trying to be supportive, they bring it to my boss’s boss (explains that I don’t seem prepared and am overwhelmed, saying I am not satisfied with my supervisor, that I’m complaining about the role being misleading, etc.). 

I had to have some really rough conversations with my new supervisors about my overwhelm and dissatisfaction. They agreed that the other higher-ups were being inappropriate and putting too much on my plate too soon. They helped me understand my role a little better, which was super helpful. 

During these conversations, because my anxiety was so high, I misremembered conversations/information a few times and it seemed like I was just making stuff up or giving false information to my supervisor which was not at all ideal especially this early on. 

At this point, we pretty much put things to rest. I gave the feedback that I needed clearer guidelines about my job and more support which they agreed to. 

But I’ve been having SO much anxiety about how I presented myself at work. I’m worried that I seem unprofessional, unprepared, and incompetent. I don’t know how to get the racing thoughts out of my head that I totally fucked it up.",6.224749174498348,6.6885691673228385,7.1304953009905985,73.1276873253747,65.98818897637797,10.413106426212853,31.741427482854967,10.31137664058796,3.238131242062483,2099,78,386,49,31,703,226,508,0.126,0.7390000000000001,0.134,0.1074,6,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,4,0,5,11,25,17,2,3,30,1,48,3,2,6,2,69,87,28,0,5,11,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,35,21,0,2,18,0,0,10,12,6,0,1,28,4,57,11,56,51,16,66,1,2,0,1,33,34,2,9,22,285,92,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983520196854169,0.057854774372884325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660326273668403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410122471232033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398383085052804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558578562839657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275819315045992,0.0,0.0,0.1613690028640936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316024879437856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688236940384132,0.03779760584966629,0.06940052074071586,0.04111568887657625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849497670193496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698350195180123,0.2293113912284237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871674996355819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927779915056605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03534442062104057,0.2900373095566162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845170032020826,0.0,0.0,0.04829126996466317,0.07334711397746912,0.0,0.07880560019011948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595470872851804,0.10728673628391794,0.0,0.27948744203705184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049023271376786116,0.05502211182380864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678000952029873,0.0,0.0,0.14720302937489407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545468079609553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780787795219502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753214891549449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26344297866971034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984505294162067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569520065388056,0.0,0.0,0.153619828354841,0.0,0.057775313770026336,0.0,0.0,0.07563136065730823,0.08281843809545257,0.0,0.2462908916183714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814867719089624,0.06323326960092013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612644418852732,0.0,0.0,0.057434349332900515,0.04218531878671475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823586809523373,0.0,0.0,0.07531435249556444,0.08702288550781463,0.0,0.07967849080632815,0.05969272160328318,0.0,0.0,0.11606260153023785,0.0,0.0,0.13413024808254884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580054413621165,0.07347049925897549,0.0,0.05139226003181185,0.0,0.0,0.09317642787222316
anxiety,lumpenrose,2020/01/19,"I think my anxiety is affecting my heart ive had major anxiety issues for about 10 years and i used to take klonopin but i was given incorrect dosage, so it just sorta...stopped working  


i have no meds anymore for it, i have severe anxiety about several things every day and recently ive been feeling my heart...hurt. it feels painful. my anxiety's gotten to the point where i might have a heart condition? idk what to do...what it could be....",0.8272271914132396,3.3828449069767434,2.63186046511628,87.97619856887303,94.11627906976744,6.832200357781752,24.057245080500888,7.882392219407189,1.9707434704830056,346,15,67,9,13,114,59,86,0.19699999999999998,0.782,0.021,-0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,12,3,2,2,0,11,19,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,12,0,7,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,44,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706093221052172,0.0,0.15252276500781078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279235106592536,0.0,0.0,0.09918469481758777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957845417469838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552618619095493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467414783528137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464013570150982,0.0,0.0,0.16052144496846718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083095945135526,0.0,0.0,0.16315160367367668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636481342623533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538546258667945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185346189936733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474878971199041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285790436325988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156342837222749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217419639152504,0.09854527129232983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328290224305916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119641886471949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903858111932053
anxiety,IWasACatfish105,2020/01/19,"Do you guys have any tips to overcome this fear I have? It's causing terrible anxiety I'm that person who flips out seeing the worlds gonna end in \_\_\_\_ even though they've said it for years, and it hasn't happened. I've been crying for the last week, I've heard it again. I can't sleep, I'm barely eating, the anxiety of it all is taking over my life, I'm scared, I'm anxious and won't be better til It's confirmed nothing's gonna happen. Do you guys have any tips on what to do? I'm desperate for relief from this thought, I can't stop thinking about it, nothing works.",3.4521311475409817,3.802434991803281,4.575532786885248,89.42018442622955,72.03278688524591,7.411475409836067,25.90573770491803,7.1686216300943375,0.9841442622950818,447,13,101,4,8,147,76,122,0.19399999999999998,0.765,0.040999999999999995,-0.9462,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,2,3,0,13,3,1,1,1,8,28,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,12,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,3,6,2,13,20,1,12,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,7,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363807544547367,0.0,0.2659139876119395,0.19634522316024625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537125191052941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854110590425307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909118131568802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784141723759966,0.0,0.0,0.15393575702777662,0.0,0.0,0.11479366622960993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955740099162078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34417986501322223,0.307382617508536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167069706560645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276051338679815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335327526442493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175599212479485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165324183616849,0.0,0.17400473412650966,0.0,0.13849658711786833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392613047524366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530509537178107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306764317871536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136441553014999,0.1707582205759986,0.13797827360098974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394123688592771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652891676571815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119218969783986
anxiety,throwaway1902667,2020/01/19,SSRI's changed my life I've been taking them for 4 months now and I'm living for the first time without endless worrying.  Job interviews were my absolute biggest fear and would have me literally puking before the interview. Now I just finished two with one company the other day and have several more this week that I'm actually looking forward to going to!,5.7971641791044775,7.616809313432835,6.8957014925373175,69.49071641791046,67.80597014925374,10.136119402985075,35.78805970149253,10.355215969177356,4.3345844776119415,292,15,46,8,5,98,54,67,0.095,0.8740000000000001,0.031,-0.6435,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,2,1,5,0,6,7,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,9,32,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.24524390336278065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138476911834549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26585438681664963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207521391163335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827954578709236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137655481234718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282619349912232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24938801945367114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775088397817434,0.0,0.0,0.22191277771409906,0.0,0.21103847872530895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005945491930851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029526769305312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839106142383643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895507320231136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654183520894476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245494950127904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158703450075385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225544780849498,0.0,0.0,0.25521916403102624,0.0,0.17852457483309936,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Winter_Nocturne,2020/01/19,"Fucking hell anxiety makes life not worth living I hate this curse, what did I do wrong? Nothing, that's just life. I hate having this much anxiety, I hate the people in my life who gave it to me, and I hate starving in this internal prison. It's purgatory.

I tried suicide a couple times, as you can tell my attempts were failures. I'm in therapy now but I feel like nobody takes me seriously, what the actual fuck. I'm sick to death of everyone and I'm tired of feeling lonely and helpless.

I wish I'd just die inside and never come back. At least I'd be able to breathe.",1.1451282051282057,3.4762768461538482,3.1490598290598304,88.51538461538466,83.95726495726495,6.3350427350427365,22.67521367521368,7.61054688173877,1.1273213675213674,449,16,93,8,13,151,79,117,0.3670000000000001,0.52,0.113,-0.9892,0,2,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,1,0,1,4,12,7,0,3,0,6,8,1,1,1,14,22,6,3,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,11,0,0,3,2,13,1,10,18,2,9,1,2,0,2,4,4,3,0,5,54,22,0,0.1468801679279434,0.0,0.14333385617872654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472585287235575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294178276489746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265242590110388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252011210682618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243842492132234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035029486646414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853405231923128,0.104931221315768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27157669690777897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800550285350169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112374191103792,0.07175823084573682,0.0,0.12969787924979534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804365263509804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797382367576484,0.0,0.1132830403811607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093548250689691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182821450336522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606630640972459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043560681937503,0.0,0.12837974077448472,0.0,0.16797027275916748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564700709780526,0.16881714608760698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972199255563297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689049443598111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059040599415833,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Divayanni_Sub,2020/01/19,"MENTAL BREAKDOWN So I had a mental breakdown/extreme depressive episode about 4 days ago. It lasted 48 hours. I will say prior to that 48 hour period I was moping, a little down, and had tons of backpain. I did not recognize what was coming. Then it hit me, full-blown depressive episode. I cried nonstop. I did not eat or drink. I barely talked. I did not shower or take care of myself. I neglected my dog and BF. I thought the worst of myself. I truly felt like I would never come out of it. I felt as if there was no light. I stayed on the couch or in bed the entire time. It was terrifyingly dark. I felt so trapped.

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Now that I'm on the other side I feel so much better. So much lighter. It now feels as if  I cleansed an enormous amount of toxins and stress from my body. I write all of this for anyone going through the same or dealing with depression or anxiety. ALL of those feelings are temporary. Do not run away from the fears, it only makes it worse. I ran away from my fears for so long, it caused them to boil over and consume me. Stare them down, and calmly talk yourself through them. Focus on the good and your reality instead of what could be or what might happen. Tell someone you trust what you're going through. Put off what you can and focus on yourself and your feelings. And remember (sort of cheesy) ""It is always the darkest before the dawn."" I promise things will be ok.

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Peace and Love!",1.290193187595321,3.8659537081850535,2.280644636502288,93.01126690391459,86.65124555160143,4.777264870360956,21.195831215048297,6.3317336037704965,0.31431664463650266,1116,37,225,11,35,351,164,281,0.145,0.748,0.107,-0.8952,1,1,1,0,1,0,50.0,0,4,3,1,10,17,0,3,12,1,20,5,1,2,3,47,40,26,0,4,12,0,7,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,20,14,3,1,9,1,0,7,6,8,0,0,14,10,34,9,35,18,8,36,0,4,1,1,15,15,0,10,14,162,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244602635246688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677691533161977,0.2259944699207613,0.2534454297826589,0.0,0.0,0.07978090335926866,0.0,0.0,0.07292138852525076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959661519588195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887423732236689,0.0,0.0,0.09223526556072438,0.0,0.11584171946098915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632972435360727,0.1071336701293904,0.0,0.1796717120303248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326638877295947,0.0,0.11455671852688908,0.06725786490214362,0.1075175195870427,0.2694722392884438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021636496982532,0.0,0.1067138216332871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470854353821965,0.21092688219315905,0.0,0.3004017749798694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853983832578965,0.08747277906138234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222253828014296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054075824375149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500956488175268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050950403855737805,0.1045251117112963,0.0,0.09229260330758046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412501668976606,0.0,0.06961380789875887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019783944001325,0.11063429230319533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332902880381633,0.0,0.08043421067381144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931658714897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483938623196357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813926079711501,0.0,0.0,0.08293490656875828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836384624833253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115834254611567,0.0,0.0,0.11946285258916794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841245110399646,0.16764731374826358,0.0911533013323102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928506772163515,0.0,0.0,0.08279392453701094,0.06081183369820595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627953894933632,0.07408400980043613,0.0,0.2534454297826589,0.0
anxiety,telescopicnipple,2020/01/19,"Just cried buying cat food Vent ahead. Also on mobile so sorry for formatting. 

I’m having a really difficult time with my GAD at the moment. It was triggered at work in December and I’ve been in a downward spiral. 

Basically, I started a new job approx 6 months ago. The role itself is very similar to my last job but with more opportunity for growth (yay!). There is an added element to the position that is completely new to me but I was super enthusiastic about the new opportunity. 

I was asked to cover a different role in October, focussing completely on this other side of things while someone went on leave. The person who went on leave had the responsibility of training me on how to do this part of the job. Long story short, this person was very reluctant to actually teach me anything and basically sent me on my way and then “critique” whatever work I was basically guessing how to do. It was a long month being out of my comfort zone and I was putting in huge hours/weekend work to try get everything over the line. My thought process at that time was “it’s only one month, I can see the finish line”

Things went back to normal and I was doing my job. Someone else in the company received a promotion and I was expected to pick up the slack while maintaining my normal job at the same time. Keep in mind that I still don’t feel confident doing this work as I feel like I haven’t received adequate training (I am confident doing the job I am actually employed to do)

Long story short, there was this big deadline for something that I had NO IDEA how to do. I expressed my discomfort/lack of knowledge and rather than just say “no”, I said I needed help and guidance on how to do this. I was met with “sorry, that’s actually a really difficult thing and I just don’t have time. It’ll take me at least two days to complete that but I can point you in the right direction.” I thought cool, at least I can try, right?

Wrong. There was no direction. I didn’t understand the questions and the places I was pointed to had no relevance to what I was doing. This person who was too busy to help, wasn’t too busy to stand around talking for 3x hours to someone about places she wanted to travel to. 

I ended up getting really anxious at this point and quite pissed off too. I had a vent to my “not manager but kind of” as I was struggling to cope with this anxiety. 

My actual manager is the director of the company and he is still on vacation so I can’t talk to someone that will actually make a difference. My anxiety is now overflowing to all aspects of my life. I can’t concentrate at work and I’m struggling to do simple tasks of my actual job that would usually be so easy. 

I went to my GP last week and they said that I’m literally living in fight or flight at the moment. I am now medicated and have an appointment to meet with my psychologist. My GP also advised I needed time away from work. 

I am dreading going to work tomorrow. I went to get cat food before and I couldn’t breathe. I started to cry and I feel broken. 

Just feeling a bit lost and very consumed by anxiety. Already dreading waking up in the morning.",3.5776461038961034,5.3265802775974045,5.171618181818187,79.9279272727273,73.33441558441558,8.759168831168832,28.39142857142857,9.334730878484477,2.5905695844155847,2465,99,477,59,50,833,261,616,0.124,0.785,0.091,-0.9475,9,0,1,0,1,0,52.0,0,1,1,14,28,18,2,4,32,2,61,7,3,7,1,66,96,37,0,9,11,0,4,1,0,3,2,3,0,3,30,25,2,1,10,1,1,12,13,10,0,2,36,9,62,8,91,54,7,99,0,1,1,0,28,48,1,3,38,339,92,21,0.0,0.0,0.3254827726338566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492765520494736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134416449043605,0.08890947121511011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275769654592229,0.06280007551352404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574524964782765,0.04948625424644048,0.05196848270672297,0.0,0.052227968404594066,0.042744733147917054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04730239195438651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068910783324104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485294068522647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212445090034987,0.03585049364859483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615795419555056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046437719232857916,0.0,0.04923561169443903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049960069971548435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243046239106454,0.03971300031064817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443758169380682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871293299226666,0.0,0.03159267490268438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612378707859989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452065943209006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054744253629397055,0.0,0.0,0.0627535427337059,0.0,0.0,0.3861465534535025,0.04941031565733407,0.0,0.057887691847557474,0.0,0.0906253824826946,0.0,0.11772206456722573,0.0,0.0,0.03926435992016946,0.027158119462773092,0.0,0.04908636204126155,0.1475843186594483,0.0,0.0,0.060682277367416826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037106283132240986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600036198774422,0.0,0.0,0.05612933677879115,0.0,0.13311252420824218,0.0,0.0,0.08243750921850289,0.0,0.16106544977572596,0.0,0.0,0.10893140412465074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03766874197151588,0.04227816044933265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019778458107091,0.0,0.0,0.14561527311446906,0.11615795419555056,0.0,0.1576495429858662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588259091631971,0.06227272767683701,0.05912605317226004,0.0,0.0,0.10683576900711016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494590087234694,0.10575629035676927,0.04420683507447039,0.0,0.0,0.04429746743708142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884025021192898,0.042795351749542264,0.0,0.12445531932495195,0.07869277200388564,0.0,0.08878735855873708,0.0,0.0,0.1162279925245402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041796228357302234,0.08936113219592481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107931637695108,0.0,0.0,0.08826337470197478,0.16207281192533454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548295867867112,0.0,0.054302659474637936,0.05787041197439562,0.0,0.0,0.061223749998140994,0.13760095957506965,0.03278800386369817,0.04412419140838895,0.0445903758235892,0.0,0.0,0.2576591465491964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832876593454209,0.0,0.0,0.03948903710632543,0.06077816271614075,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WazzdakkaGutzmek,2020/01/19,"Fatigue, depression, health anxiety, the works Hey all,

Bit of a lurker here until now, but I wanted to reach out to fellow anxious folk for some advice and just to vent.  I'm a 30 something year old man who has struggled with depression, severe death anxiety, hypochondria and just general OCD related anxiety for most of my life.  My grandfather and father passed away from cancer barely 2 years apart (2015 and 2017 respectively).  This has rapidly increased my health anxiety to the point where I am terrified of every abnormal sensation and symptom.

  My last year especially has really taken a toll on me financially, emotionally and physically.  I visited the ER multiple times for symptoms ranging from heart palpitations to intestinal discomfort, and have visited multiple doctors to get moles looked at,  blood drawn and pee tested and the works.  I've been constantly googling symptoms for the last year or so.  This all came to a head when I suddenly became very fatigued around mid November.  Just drowsy and tired all day.  I did my usual thing and immediately got checked out by my GP expecting cancer or diabetes, and my blood came back normal.  Thyroid, platelets, kidney and liver function, everything fine, but I still just feel run down and exhausted all day.  My doctor suspects its anxiety related, and put me on a trial pack of Viibryd.  I'm on day 4, and feel a little less anxious, but I am still absolutely exhausted and I am still doing things like asking Dr. Google what ails me.

Other than a hiatal hernia(which can contribute to esophageal cancer, the type that killed my dad) and my obvious mental health issues, I am relatively healthy.  I have a great support system in a loving family, good friends and the most amazing wife I could imagine, but I cant shake this feeling that something is horribly wrong with me.  As I write this, I am utterly convinced that this fatigue is some sort of cancer growing in me, and by the time another symptom points to where it is, it will be too late.  I am wondering if this highly trained doctor has any idea what she is doing, and if there is some Cancer or other ailment the test didnt pick up.

I just want to be able to relax and enjoy my life, and not be so convinced that something horrible is going to happen to me or my loved ones.  It's so stupid, and I know its stupid, but I cant stop being this way.

Does anxiety and depression manifest as extreme fatigue for anyone else?  I'm not sleeping through the night often, but when I do, I still wake up groggy and tired, and 5 or six hours after I wake up, I'm ready for a nap.

I quit drinking almost entirely in Late October or early November(except for a glass of wine or so on Christmas and new Years), and have been trying to eat better.  I ride my bike to work 6 miles each way 2 to 3 days out of my 5 day work week, and my job has me moving most of the time.  I've tried meditating and walking in the woods, and everything else I could think of.

Even with all this, I still bounce back and forth between anxiety and depression.  I've tried therapy, but havent had much luck, and my only experience with SSRIs before this Viibryd was Welbutrin when I was 16(I took it for 2 days before vomiting repeatedly made me discontinued it).  

Does it ever get better?  Do these pills actually help anyone get out of this mindset?  

Sorry for the wall of text, but it felt good to let it out...",8.050034144259499,7.386832222222225,8.175276710769669,70.93865556978236,62.4585289514867,11.689116517285536,36.42153933703229,11.022393298168332,4.0366532081377136,2686,109,478,63,33,878,321,639,0.2,0.6809999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.9968,1,0,5,0,0,0,80.0,0,0,0,7,29,35,3,3,24,0,43,46,11,2,7,110,72,62,2,8,24,3,4,1,2,1,30,1,0,1,32,48,3,1,10,5,1,15,6,17,1,2,14,6,51,18,72,50,16,91,0,8,1,2,16,30,0,20,44,320,83,11,0.061024060124253335,0.0,0.05955067985476916,0.0,0.0,0.059632005287489576,0.0,0.0,0.06110678130721797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414984534886798,0.06398904782609972,0.32678267275399275,0.1378796362645531,0.0,0.08533888343789751,0.0625263610870839,0.0,0.054324351362643186,0.05704925857358729,0.0,0.057334113275956375,0.09384747089023787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385396106266802,0.0,0.0,0.10794164422451406,0.06662246856268114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959053557406834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594532979978752,0.0,0.09744549287250164,0.0,0.0,0.2361328223136501,0.0,0.21023973426235265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738213404401835,0.10680513249723672,0.0,0.0,0.05978034681944123,0.0,0.0624428481804225,0.10195554359489648,0.0686438540258437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030581618045125,0.05519975607576275,0.05141540260081507,0.0,0.1096889807711343,0.05969324040059114,0.05752805288287624,0.0,0.0925667951000144,0.0,0.05859266756983455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047147037475271936,0.0,0.09564765821917227,0.0,0.0346813796686306,0.10236817273060284,0.048806515535349364,0.0672792417208466,0.0,0.0,0.05396337483282376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062628291129256,0.1945971668951428,0.0,0.07231380506663404,0.04090314116930685,0.06447526997466578,0.0,0.0,0.06009640686156671,0.0,0.0,0.06888873600615457,0.0,0.06369326422115833,0.06055696350637357,0.0,0.06751408106078041,0.0,0.03353722752724485,0.09948550754814812,0.1376755956822474,0.0,0.0,0.06240123598361728,0.08620619672324449,0.029813273332370768,0.061162139840321,0.0,0.0,0.051244841202098115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015319360103312,0.05774244118961435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614978995931273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485891840335277,0.04485970570967647,0.0,0.0,0.05893741753299143,0.0,0.05726694654340836,0.0597906222869885,0.0,0.0,0.06403448574857573,0.0,0.04135148245528332,0.04641154757395998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537492307358375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134603538337855,0.0,0.06490659954217923,0.0,0.0,0.039093575525961335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893981813227655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061068130970662625,0.0,0.0,0.14093790854844893,0.0,0.06831143919571321,0.0,0.0,0.24366946621610364,0.05101884674040736,0.0,0.06379559738583318,0.0,0.0,0.06924938026117265,0.0,0.2537094566576141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978633105165861,0.0,0.08108334794305297,0.03910175368407056,0.0,0.0,0.10675086060283216,0.14027636022187698,0.0,0.0,0.06779997616441161,0.12429399329957246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720938081258937,0.0503512405590934,0.07198714348032764,0.09687611698087896,0.048949820117112776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617799009262952,0.17770497025401896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672023002842294,0.0,0.19648746983808504
anxiety,MikeTheAngel,2020/01/19,"Is it possible that I can be anxious and not know? Long story short, lived in an abusive household and now probably will have depression, anxiety, etc about it.  


Problem is that I don't know how to detect anxiety since I'm so used to living in such shit living conditions of psychological attacks and such. Doctors told me that I can have anxiety and not know it and prescribed me with Ativan to help my chest pains and such.

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Is it true that you can feel anxious and not know it? I always felt out going, social, etc.",6.479537953795379,6.775968653465347,6.8641089108910895,75.83233498349837,65.43564356435644,9.901650165016502,33.665016501650165,9.725611199111238,3.19468184818482,418,17,76,8,6,136,63,101,0.251,0.7020000000000001,0.047,-0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,0,11,4,2,2,1,22,21,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,2,8,1,9,17,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,56,17,1,0.0,0.17074202386502332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990772081827945,0.15613877090569706,0.17510454088458693,0.0,0.0,0.3307220445694109,0.3255974822443089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394135793635614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411827083042032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474985785071127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214325244605432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728643142200735,0.0,0.13836434121505212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189875029259955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659120187303327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31678751526073584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817446658099692,0.12752925900518988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333892469761298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624578419833108,0.0,0.0,0.155370621488825,0.13788996249649965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792271930016465,0.11920595716700835,0.0,0.0,0.14689790059305827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376994409881315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244612996044868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510454088458693,0.0
anxiety,Smiqua,2020/01/19,"Better way to cope with anxiety?  

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anxiety,mannythemann,2020/01/19,"I’m an anxious bridesmaid. Halp One of my good friends is getting married in two months. We had the bridal shower today and it was rough for me. I have a hard time socializing with people that I don’t know, but I really want to be there and having fun for my friend who is getting married. 


The bridesmaids seem nice, but they’re all  good friends and I don’t know any of them. They’re full of energy, loud, and like the party. I’m pretty much the opposite, and it’s hard for me to get to that level. I do struggle with my mental health, and I’m getting help, but it’s still hard. 

We’re supposed to go to Vegas for a bachelorette party and I’m terrified. I want to be a good friend and be there for the bride, but it’s very hard for me, especially since I don’t know the other bridesmaids and women coming on the trip. 

I’m trying to look at it as new experience and make the best of it. I tried doing that today and I got so nervous when we were playing the games at the shower that I couldn’t feel my hands :( 

Anyone else go through this feeling this way? How did you cope? I really want to be there for my friend and not be a buzz kill for the rest of the party. I wish I could change how I feel 😞",2.4951145510835917,3.484932517647064,3.943034055727555,90.69733746130032,74.80392156862746,6.780185758513932,22.4406604747162,7.0608816371341465,0.4903725490196082,932,23,213,9,19,309,125,255,0.079,0.632,0.289,0.9966,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,1,1,8,16,1,2,17,0,20,2,1,3,1,39,46,21,1,6,5,0,9,1,5,0,1,1,2,1,14,17,0,0,7,2,0,4,5,3,0,2,5,11,26,13,29,34,5,18,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,1,8,138,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525432836149629,0.0,0.0,0.12501718196133246,0.0,0.07737782756158446,0.11338685933875722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613351824155504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170663039176518,0.09532598756236674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835504098936456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244436010197543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824920777573613,0.0,0.0,0.16786293001805647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274880557179963,0.0,0.2312664584989815,0.0,0.1257841540685269,0.27845548822210703,0.08850694995849827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965276316319956,0.0,0.0,0.11762911518087235,0.0,0.0,0.07417477418553267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243171487242525,0.0,0.18245172919694172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406413184764312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929286704071369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386811102246366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152182166947452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832979113584218,0.0,0.08134970679321768,0.0,0.0,0.10687857977686402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498780743174974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671947802831168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258359662796556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178652562357175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007430287643214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154120440550904,0.0,0.0,0.11280653303332536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837525488654326,0.0,0.0,0.11568852403140567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645282224703407,0.0,0.2097903147671449,0.0,0.0,0.1502652139021549,0.0,0.10810123085064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130819276135993,0.19581491638305867,0.0878387807831742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725647042802155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,costkrtt,2020/01/19,Feel “vibes” or “energy” from people A few years ago I became friends with this group of kind of angsty/goth kids in high school. Right away I noticed I kind of felt depressed around them but I didn’t even know why. I felt as if I was in their “reality” and felt negative and bummed out a lot of the time. The best way I can describe it as if I went from living in a happy fun show like “the office” to living in a Stephen king movie. As time went on they began to favor my friend and treated me like a sidekick which killed my self esteem. For the first time in my life I would look in the mirror and think I’m Ugly and compared to them pretty boring. I cut ties with these people years ago and have a great group of friends. but when I think of them or pass old spots Where we used to hang out  I feel this depressing energy and can’t seem to shake it. I also have bad pure ocd which probably accounts for why I can’t brush it off. It almost makes me feel like what if my “reality”with my new friends is fake and their the correct reality and I am ugly and lame lmfao sorry for the essay and if it makes no sense. Anyone ever feel this and have advice? Thanks,2.912286768095896,4.020500618257266,3.9287621023513175,90.74237321346243,73.9377593360996,6.6833563854310745,20.85776855693868,6.937597516519254,0.2338296911018901,903,18,202,8,18,292,134,241,0.16899999999999998,0.612,0.21899999999999997,0.9528,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,6,3,6,25,2,1,13,0,11,1,0,3,3,46,31,25,1,5,8,0,7,3,4,1,1,0,0,2,12,18,0,0,11,1,1,5,5,9,0,1,8,9,29,16,33,22,3,34,0,3,1,0,15,15,0,9,16,129,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690095045677904,0.19394671484472847,0.0,0.10954474815333086,0.0,0.0,0.08748430614341636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649254545818059,0.0,0.0,0.09738603901742203,0.0,0.0,0.102781571292928,0.0,0.09134147106240886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480483108989327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844601408315567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225532728362576,0.09895535729567986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125654010175114,0.0781528498498118,0.31511325953988034,0.0,0.0,0.093052569379991,0.0,0.0,0.3380777213866611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060997867329415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645456137001813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558336178735208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103096985952942,0.2278391485773136,0.06012143111846471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726995193730526,0.16033674736040476,0.0,0.19319814933527515,0.0,0.091865470632769,0.0,0.0,0.0930049546286158,0.0,0.0,0.14604596738771586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565577866063502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454858995188528,0.11479317785024963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516834562443058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129552423859466,0.11794788200520005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342397548268418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071505362208484,0.0,0.09959042467580814,0.11412436183293324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246037579796502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100717558581836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019366322503815,0.0,0.0,0.19136985928118708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448341352628054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683381459243604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028232209621368,0.197426571577346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771210343069464,0.0,0.0,0.1408954616050495
anxiety,peanutbuttershrooms,2020/01/19,"Teeth Chattering For as long as I can remember, when talking to people I don't know too well, I'll sweat, tremble, and my teeth will chatter uncontrollably.

I never recognized this as anxiety until I was a teenager dealing with other mental health problems. I'm not a shy person, I don't get nervous easily. I'm generally very sociable and outgoing so it's strange to think that I have such intense physical anxiety symptoms without any emotional discomfort.

Do other people's teeth chatter like crazy when they're talking to people or when they're anxious? Is it common to have physical symptoms without registering the anxiety internally?

Thanks in advance for any helpful comments/information/advice!",6.8531707317073165,9.42424541463415,7.7224471544715465,61.604158536585366,66.39837398373984,10.773658536585367,41.56829268292681,10.793553405168565,5.788877073170732,578,36,76,18,10,193,83,123,0.193,0.644,0.163,-0.1978,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,4,3,0,9,7,4,0,1,13,15,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,1,0,7,3,14,13,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,8,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039069002373024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323467265198305,0.0,0.3766881663974565,0.1854256778224773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921583822494418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846296306826207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857536923165509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744676857363314,0.0,0.0,0.11001613990095888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020422906532938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018800405238441,0.0,0.0,0.1452541901137439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654093385456066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659092614308254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413713457399721,0.14331623275803726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705489848747953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593280536829168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411979407926893,0.0,0.26385077363235065,0.0,0.15111333107349134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051709937355024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542845285664226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757695504537252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164403045415127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,muthafooker,2020/01/19,"I have so much anxiety about money (and my lack of) I recently got a new job. I absolutely love it, but two huge cons are: I only make $9 an hour now and I only get paid once a month. I have less money and it's hard to make it last all month. I'm already broke (literally $7 for the rest of the month) and whenever I think about money or my financial situation, it triggers a full blown panic attack. I hate it. I feel like I'm never going to be on a comfortable situation money wise. I don't even want to be rich, I just want enough money to be able to have more than $10 2 weeks into the month. I'm trying to find a ""side hustle"" to bring in extra money but it's so hard.",0.6119101703665457,1.98019248322148,3.84778523489933,87.8901290655653,80.54362416107385,7.000722767165723,18.844088797108927,7.882392219407189,0.4902282911719151,516,11,122,9,13,189,89,149,0.16899999999999998,0.687,0.14400000000000002,0.0236,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,1,9,0,8,1,0,3,2,20,24,9,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,8,2,2,4,0,1,2,3,13,5,16,19,9,19,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,12,75,19,1,0.14898338459656765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644068696088575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397188143091827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694901079183244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539396620572975,0.0,0.09840212043026857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533047570186213,0.10643375972407572,0.0,0.0,0.136168114459679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783766938927163,0.0,0.08467069078967472,0.0,0.1191556225530688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26691969855903763,0.14709024816372884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671862341014874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784302069872732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144134299366102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278575627244918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446332129809013,0.0,0.19889513218629964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756684648023271,0.0,0.10951992992641517,0.0,0.11490517073519853,0.143889081217596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866244230367185,0.0,0.22661715486823414,0.0,0.17479990156062386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471031187996715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349271328913204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546253716407267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011499386148608,0.0,0.14553511861837942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574852052289885,0.0,0.11950548458414045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HomelessRavioli,2020/01/19,"Actually did it Today I was playing VRchat and actually got over my anxiety and spoke to other people, it may seem stupid but this feels like a big triumph. So I’d like to know, what are some things that you’ve done in regards to getting past your fears?",5.72529411764706,5.747589372549019,6.541960784313726,78.43882352941178,67.0392156862745,9.15294117647059,30.72549019607843,8.841846274778883,2.3211254901960783,202,7,40,3,3,67,44,51,0.122,0.675,0.203,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,3,4,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.5371130569465394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052805148261944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816262239082965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096776938894133,0.13914992073184787,0.1966036865001714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378119113883667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010342133819352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124330102192365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26889866608046764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627105437334715,0.19078975837750448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25053270186574866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283135048736668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260858418833308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a_scatteredmind,2020/01/19,"Three weeks and counting Hi there...

i write in hopes of finding help or support. bear with me.

About three weeks ago i had a bad spill at work and hit my head. the accident and the following days are still blurry to me. I remember parts but thats about it.

I evidently hit my head and was over the next course of 72 i was in and out of er rooms due to sings of confusion, memory loss and muscle loss ,so im told.

the last two weeks i have continued to rest and take it easy as well as a doctors visit to asses how im healing. My next appointment it next weekend.

Heres where im at...yesterday i tried to get out with the help of my spouse, it was a simply grocery store run to pick up ingredients for waffles.. they  stayed in the car because we have a new born. While i was in the store i began to feel very anxious...i felt crowded and small and i had a hard time thinking. the last place i wanted to be was there. I let my spouse know and they were very sympathetic. 

today , we went for a very small walk ,think a block or two and i began feeling panic and anxious.  there were people in the distance and in sight. we got home and i simply sat,my spouse came out of know where to give me hug and i just jumped.i almost lost it.its like a built up of pressure or thoughts racing.

I will bring this up to my doctor ...ive felt anxious before my accident when i lost my mom or when i went through heartache but never like this before..its more intense and doesnt really subside ..and im not gonna lie im a bit scared.

im just having a rough night tonight.

i dont know what to think or due and im scared about leaving my house and going to a large public place with crowds...

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thanks for listening",1.229769975786926,3.2485973361581943,2.587904761904764,94.52323728813562,81.28813559322035,5.627635189669088,20.848748991121873,6.742157984588678,0.2209108313155772,1323,38,298,14,35,427,182,354,0.134,0.762,0.10400000000000001,-0.8715,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,3,0,2,5,17,17,0,5,20,0,19,7,3,2,1,61,53,33,0,2,10,4,6,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,8,29,0,1,13,2,2,10,4,10,2,4,21,8,37,7,45,26,4,59,0,4,1,2,20,21,1,8,29,178,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695526093081225,0.0,0.07563517847753573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183974638765748,0.091780607303339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25599165937550417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063066724627783,0.0460440877026947,0.0,0.06427284102137858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246224383867506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638938957395506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048712400866239916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462202228878494,0.0,0.0,0.08852386731941779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638329624207155,0.0,0.14504664701087386,0.0,0.06903560165119774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039462765264378856,0.07245793477262544,0.04292702520029814,0.0,0.0604104721998625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766254367146997,0.0,0.15503686746285286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012560739234004,0.0,0.0757655469186725,0.07502110339773467,0.0,0.08715469841211115,0.0,0.0,0.5711186227027757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453253806211835,0.1231386101241696,0.0,0.07997831851647103,0.0,0.0772373952591448,0.0,0.07380301175270917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490592567970552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846309073398066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825554408250951,0.07295003923871042,0.24098993713834174,0.07088240666609225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862145459450503,0.0,0.0817946509332827,0.0,0.05236492610795557,0.0,0.1578313783915713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838823938975563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556392681158262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512429991464046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050790416275347,0.06032058364888512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571371496691567,0.0,0.0,0.05679125789436967,0.0,0.0,0.06954044486456007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519508581922208,0.0,0.059964598150774075,0.04404377725680245,0.0,0.07159625308511787,0.07217481771389879,0.0,0.05128180629486772,0.0,0.14756912093650704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696738650522848,0.04455119651817935,0.0,0.18176354416643628,0.0,0.06791304931674999,0.14003930608692927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498877069769779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091780607303339,0.0
anxiety,B0z22,2020/01/19,"I need some advice. Hi there,

I'm a 31M and I guess I've always had some form of anxiety but it has really amplified since having a child.

For context, I moved to the US 7 years ago and when I first got here I had difficulty sleeping - constantly having that falling sensation jolt me awake. My wife and I cut electronics out of the bedroom and after a few months I was able to get on a sleep schedule. Looking back I realize it was my anxiety around moving to a new country, leaving everything behind and starting a new.

Fast forward to the start of 2019, my parents unexpectedly split up the year prior (not mutual) and it's the home stretch of our first pregnancy. I start to get this stomach discomfort. Throughout the year I go through a bunch of tests and everything is normal. I should also mention my anxiety is at it's worst when it comes to my own health, I am a hypochondriac. I always think it's the worst case scenario. In the years since moving here I get really stressed about seeing doctor's and also dealing with the American health insurance system. On top of that I am now financially responsible for a tiny human.

My doctor's suggest the stress of becoming a first time Dad mixed with my own white coat/health anxiety is the cause. I'm perfectly healthy physically though.

I've been a Dad now for 10 months and he is great! However, over Christmas my wife took him on a trip to see family and when I realized they would be traveling back New year's Eve I got worried about idiots on the road and whilst watching TV I unexpectedly had my first attack.

It feels like a wave washing over me, I struggle to get my breath, adrenaline hits, and I'm so alert I think something is really wrong with me. When it passes my brain feels frazzled and I'm so tired. Then I get annoyed at myself for having it happen

It's happened two more times since. Once was on the day they returned from their trip as I was nervous. The other was today, I was playing boardgames with friends and it just hit me again.

I've been taking CBD oil since November but I'm worried it doesn't work or have the required effect on me now. I'm always exercising as I enjoy running and listening to music. I'm going to call my doctor on Monday to see if I can get back in to therapy to learn coping mechanisms.

I guess I'm just looking for advice, I don't like feeling this way and I want to be the best person I can be for my son and wife.

Thank you for reading!",3.7211801577866623,5.289205441478443,5.012264670917542,81.95346239057606,72.61396303901438,8.247465686804281,28.01086134226737,8.841846274778883,2.2170607802874738,1938,74,377,38,38,644,242,487,0.134,0.764,0.102,-0.9243,2,0,1,0,1,0,41.0,2,1,3,10,24,21,4,5,29,0,32,13,5,2,1,52,76,33,0,6,7,7,3,2,1,2,8,1,2,3,17,24,0,1,9,5,0,14,3,12,0,5,14,12,55,9,56,55,11,78,0,0,7,0,25,20,0,6,46,249,72,8,0.0706225190544742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802301653142476,0.06260260202282407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129536059452993,0.17629077991610392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610413509735055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286901480200653,0.0,0.08034331082234332,0.0,0.16291307365484306,0.0,0.0,0.07799702376613889,0.0,0.0,0.0741139766844932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883808753414051,0.07211348802560902,0.0,0.0,0.07254878093714595,0.0,0.06083504682023432,0.0,0.07631785398835035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045545682334905566,0.07280871612075747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168554223538505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694193271969,0.0,0.06657662572131973,0.0,0.1071266028096383,0.0504527417235629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028591452082065,0.0,0.0,0.054562783034753724,0.0,0.22138410821389046,0.0,0.08027281015049591,0.0,0.11296655995551474,0.07786157657695182,0.1555973335834063,0.0,0.12490252073084132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252053058910929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070840144819875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477905059193317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900519105757759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861025853965855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274044186229595,0.2251816836572416,0.0,0.05236570302420295,0.0,0.20462300693874635,0.0,0.0,0.06919507409280856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521067792333284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841794979833913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061664859600820486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064163051110592,0.0,0.13572778229774554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883101247415144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23367871021934444,0.0,0.14134704358626174,0.0,0.0,0.05436866547224221,0.0,0.0,0.14996094743660268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179571393663078,0.07382999070856551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309934524802485,0.0,0.0,0.06501972711068607,0.08076300535235663,0.0,0.0,0.09050411719554256,0.06938626640090655,0.0,0.08236111758383569,0.08117019666087817,0.06694189038923443,0.0,0.07846421720899288,0.0,0.0,0.06898793926284888,0.0,0.08495019490111047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165499150470374,0.05605686841776087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141403498179965,0.1434411923969446,0.0,0.05016821127723834,0.07721463807729317,0.0,0.2273929341042083
anxiety,TacticalWalther,2020/01/19,"So What is the Solution To Anxiety and OCD? I've been suffering from OCD from the age of 13. That's when it really started for me. But even before that, I did have some really mild OCD traits. Like sometimes I would draw lines on my notebook a certain number of times for no reason at all. There was a pattern. But it was really mild. It only became serious after 13 because that's when I engaged in it even more. 

I know some people say that OCD could have a genetic component. The fact that it was there before 13 reaffirms my belief. After 13, it became more a psychological thing because I deliberately engaged in it and just made it strong. It could just be a coping mechanism for anxiety. Some people hoard stuff too as a coping mechanism. 

I have used CBT to combat OCD. I have successfully gotten over some forms of OCD through that. But my anxiety eventually just keeps finding new ways to nest in. If I get over one fear, my mind will just search for something else to obsess over. 

There might be a grace period of maybe 1 week or so, if I get over one obsession. Then my mind will just look for new obsessions to worry about. And eventually my OCD will channelize through that.

So my question is...….how do you get over this? There must be some solution to all this madness? I just want to live a somewhat normal life. I did live a somewhat normal life before I was 13. Before OCD took over my life. 

One solution I've heard people say is just avoid stress. Stress and responsibility aggravates OCD. So people who have OCD should deliberately choose less stressful lifestyles than other people. OCD will become manageable if you have no stress at all.

But what if you cannot avoid the stress? What if you have some responsibilities that cannot be avoided? What do you do?

Is the solution medication? Or what? How do you reach a stage where you can function in life where anxiety won't get in the way?",2.9747338022954466,5.508691339726028,4.163050721954832,82.78599777860052,78.06849315068494,7.452795261014439,23.563495001851173,8.441846121484758,1.6853095149944468,1509,50,286,32,37,492,161,365,0.146,0.7659999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9638,0,3,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,7,0,2,24,22,1,12,16,0,39,5,0,4,6,59,53,24,0,13,18,0,0,1,0,9,5,3,0,0,28,4,0,4,6,1,0,1,5,15,0,3,11,4,28,7,39,27,15,32,1,1,1,0,12,16,0,17,13,209,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651299618816742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563486417412303,0.09569158835708907,0.29491095035773635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835650858693022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238001793130186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445520645619307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974986879400288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919112710725229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810718403437492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701324682497822,0.0,0.0,0.047617325045769085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447971280270867,0.04232992503010529,0.0,0.15301663490031964,0.0,0.07275921238441109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198473141014444,0.0,0.0,0.08704563255444467,0.0,0.0,0.08728480364221516,0.0,0.0919156855402554,0.17497165966094144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736280097970382,0.0,0.0,0.16978562069959088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613682999866664,0.06589673356007382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003405069408153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706120843874932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651926503245626,0.08908455342736547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780571346890208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670285229720159,0.08569321891083835,0.0,0.061327131723934114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962525526097984,0.0,0.09918675180104602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756248234394125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052286471912623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626477026144943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483267330163322,0.0,0.0,0.05110492820902511,0.1375480888425552,0.0695006614233377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799127757396177,0.0,0.061549474458756186,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SheSellsSeaShells-,2020/01/19,"Doctor recommended I take magnesium for anxiety, what should I be getting? I've already done so much research for months now, my head is spinning (analysis paralysis am I right). So I wanted to ask without talking about any of the things I've already read to see what people would say.

If your doctor didn't say a specific type (I asked, he said any) and was recommending it for anxiety, what would you get? (He said 400mg, and also recommended N-Acetyl-Cysteine. He suggested I take these supplements as I'm trying to taper off my anxiety meds, so the supplements would sort of replace the prescriptions).

Also, separately, what would you get if you wanted magnesium for anxiety AND adhd (memory, focus, etc)?

Please help because I couldn't even tell you how many hours and days I've spent stressing over such a small choice. Thanks :)

(I flaired this as medication even though this isn't any kind of prescription thing, but my doctor did recommend I take it to replace the various anxiety meds I've been taking for over 5-6 years at this point)",6.804364261168388,7.525118525773202,7.137680412371132,72.68356529209623,64.77319587628867,11.20893470790378,34.20790378006873,11.038039088145766,4.001159450171821,830,35,146,23,12,270,115,194,0.05,0.8740000000000001,0.076,0.7041,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,0,0,12,3,0,1,6,0,15,5,1,1,0,18,32,16,0,10,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,12,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,8,5,17,2,20,17,3,12,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,3,5,91,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184143060615785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237550574904828,0.16215025510932654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068296554842716,0.0,0.3877846610446576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189556919265709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180151003309466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538298576594162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311306237301944,0.0,0.10374895792790033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130676995320461,0.1339236746398943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890369025233853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404715347899396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795419977582237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984082202333244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557372428930037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278540856736673,0.0,0.0,0.225225035187778,0.10213167234520833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092212398231217,0.0,0.07452741565890876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028549522230361,0.0,0.0,0.11128696243344363,0.09583873447775246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014094088705922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865796514006228,0.19287494601420804,0.16124602895361892,0.0,0.0,0.08078830688624224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116132708074523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30490650762491234,0.08148698999328266,0.08861231340305414,0.09333890007232036,0.0,0.0,0.13470735662593392,0.0,0.09960727418865474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883170509776446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959542933645728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772860459971748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880753806451215,0.0,0.0,0.06528666697530983
anxiety,viybe,2020/01/19,"Depersonalization coping? Depersonalization has been a giant part of what I assume is my anxiety for the past year or so. It’s horrifying and intense. Sometimes it’ll be hard to recognize myself in the mirror or recognize family/friends— I’ll know who they are, but have no “emotional connection” to their image, I suppose? Is this a normal part of anxiety— should I be worried about a regression into another disorder? My main concern however is— how do I cope with this? Has anyone else experienced extreme depersonalization like this?",5.716666666666665,8.775215505376345,7.599139784946238,58.985376344086035,71.36559139784947,11.015053763440859,33.98924731182796,10.746095033038511,5.069937634408603,434,22,62,16,9,151,69,93,0.16,0.773,0.067,-0.8338,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,9,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556043356701966,0.18647625942135213,0.0,0.0,0.17044314104548294,0.24976163156814785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27937086733859984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036307764673275,0.2741979651549252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183616973250276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396449945025146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908915952280234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883371933438666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279381424565275,0.2326971591717397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24108555376928495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475508114925345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697389131955994
anxiety,rando6819,2020/01/19,"Just my W2 and I’m already panicking. Welp, has you can see I’m already panicking about taxes. I don’t know if I owe, if I do I don’t know llhiw much but if it’s more then I have I’m officially screwed. Don’t know what I’ll do buy we’ll cross that bridge when I come to it.",-2.005653846153848,-0.2649551999999957,1.3756730769230785,99.67120192307695,93.30769230769228,5.096153846153847,17.35576923076923,6.6274283507984215,-0.3440384615384611,212,6,58,3,8,76,40,65,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.802,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,10,18,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,17,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,2,33,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7158061893502002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793791372491847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347251887562602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238417785963077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844676203019584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goelectric9,2020/01/19,"Frustrating experience at the ER I went to the ER because for the past two days I’ve had unrelenting chest pain/tightness, shortness of breath, and general uncomfortable feeling in my chest that makes it hard to relax and sleep. I thought it was related to anxiety as it just feels like that and I’ve had some anxiety-inducing situations recently that have been mounting. 

They did all the necessary tests and X rays at the ER to rule out any heart issues. 

At this point I said I definitely thought it was anxiety. They basically said nothing to that and started to discharge me. I got very frustrated (I didn’t express it but I was) because I came there for help and they were acting like it was no big deal. I just wanted a beta blocker or a tiny dose of some anti-anxiety medicine to make myself feel better. 

They literally told me to take an Aleve and go see my GP. 

Wondering if this is a common experience for anyone who has been to the ER for anxiety/anxiety attacks.",4.793812070282662,6.38391501604278,6.088804430863253,75.19942513368986,69.96256684491979,10.048739495798321,33.143239113827356,10.290406445055957,3.7004533231474412,776,37,143,22,14,261,113,187,0.08900000000000001,0.818,0.09300000000000001,0.4221,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,1,3,7,3,0,10,0,14,6,5,2,1,28,33,11,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,13,9,0,1,6,1,0,4,2,3,4,1,19,7,18,4,21,14,3,17,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,5,7,94,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558135838913498,0.0,0.4300928848331879,0.0,0.0,0.09827843831133803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990016254462114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136050240857692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430835506376367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075602687309665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064553021297396,0.14490472726618886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749770424911902,0.0,0.0,0.21320457206439314,0.10041161510331943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987992565653795,0.0,0.11241366029174213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590853740714686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655685061713082,0.09421020463838196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670158048557386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733490882554938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876414166970084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486509778912284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495590819315054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417444235424406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286870888361282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387798550356881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267397573565136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200312783094904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579882851208451,0.14065523945497832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948465580613383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567891526086964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231679283601855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430511539896714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730057410927898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159715498923129,0.08290223348058283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302947188516033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242452806685247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cookoocachoo71,2020/01/19,Need some input on different meds. My 18yo daughter is having some anxiety. She’s been dealing with it for about a year now and is considering trying meds. Her GP had mentioned Lexapro? I myself have been on Paxil for about 20 years so the thought of her going on something freaks me out. Looking to bounce some ideas about different low side effect options for her. She is away at college so it makes me even more nervous that I won’t be there for her when she starts. TIA,2.4707608695652183,5.077794119565219,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,80.63043478260869,5.419130434782609,24.417391304347824,6.742157984588678,0.8835660869565216,377,14,73,4,10,116,69,92,0.081,0.8759999999999999,0.043,-0.1431,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,2,0,12,16,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,13,0,16,10,4,14,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,4,5,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363800556037925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213253863711224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400496707617424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742886482027821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499172227386684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899716749038698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562312082649005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060485559472984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515099761226202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042441055677591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830175375947615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747392132654352,0.0,0.0,0.16065661932294226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019565239045326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410356820585575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923335495720389
anxiety,KantPredict,2020/01/19,"Aspergers and Anxiety - Breakup I (29M) have Asperger's Syndrome (also known as Autistic Spectrum Disorder) and have previously been referred for anxiety problems.

My gf (22F NeuroTypical/Non-Aspie) broke up with me a few weeks ago after a year together but carefully explained why it was necessary and said we could still be friends because we had such a good thing going, apart from some aspects of the actual relationship. I'll spare the details of the reasons for the breakup.
I numbly accepted this because a **soft**-breakup would be considerably less stressful than cutting me off immediately because I love her so much still (Aspies often bond really deep when they *do* find someone they can really connect to). Or so I thought.

As of two days ago, she has changed her mind after some arguments over needing more personal space and no longer believes we can be friends and wants to move on.

Now, I'm doubly broken up and obsess over when she's online because I don't want to lose contact with her but can't message her for fear that **anything** I say will be construed as a continued invasion of her privacy after she already asked for space and broke things off. I *still* love her deeply and don't want to jeopardize any faint hope that might be left.
**Anybody got any advice on how to keep my cool and stop suffering?**
I've already been told to get back into my hobbies and keep myself busy at work, but work is mind-numbingly repetitve and leaves me nothing **but** time to obsess over the issue.",3.8012050292543273,6.63757012635379,4.280298767583717,81.3876534296029,76.9783393501805,7.430797958421513,30.4903522967758,8.433251757073789,2.7523370845263293,1203,58,206,25,29,379,175,277,0.14400000000000002,0.733,0.12300000000000001,0.1377,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,3,0,2,3,13,19,1,4,10,1,23,3,0,2,0,47,42,25,0,8,5,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,0,1,6,17,0,3,8,0,0,2,4,10,0,1,8,3,28,9,36,25,6,36,0,4,0,2,28,16,0,6,18,140,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.1069716875618866,0.0,0.0,0.10711777353103116,0.19434008948521625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193312885402096,0.08766174718697843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490884608443987,0.0,0.16771546068337773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902065540336172,0.0,0.10247835085433238,0.0,0.0,0.08428973740540588,0.0,0.2672892913867785,0.0,0.0,0.12350233177606793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176320368294014,0.0,0.1159616692343986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752132505701765,0.0,0.0,0.07069476103727841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256321149475048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335110862486845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018917719119366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938171569402974,0.0,0.05727105851128249,0.0,0.062298628985858764,0.09194266309238704,0.08767180061696027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887574587052352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114413067603573,0.0,0.19486763515227853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160699948091409,0.11910064754700693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263488358443222,0.0,0.0,0.1978696639328131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628773628604325,0.22136655018768991,0.0,0.0,0.11650694789657733,0.08058209301718629,0.08128061041272333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518175400453003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571450663143012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048899474503904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044863155345624,0.11270591080544555,0.0,0.1176890740348184,0.0,0.0,0.10427214403578897,0.08717290401736362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287926406747384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626240446491213,0.0916458409306566,0.12556743852797614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456511090014259,0.0,0.0,0.08702471776346712,0.06391933579497801,0.0,0.0,0.10474502181085073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708119037012756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939672117840717,0.0,0.08792922056554807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891350213850686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960691466971455,0.0,0.0,0.077869723892444,0.0,0.0,0.07059061721748572
anxiety,budgiesheh,2020/01/19,"I’m scared that my parents aren’t going to make it on their flight journey Idk what to do, I was given the chance to go with, but I have flight anxiety.",3.804545454545455,3.6091265757575752,4.790454545454548,90.10568181818184,71.12121212121212,7.8121212121212125,25.59090909090909,7.1686216300943375,0.8747090909090911,119,3,28,1,2,39,28,33,0.16399999999999998,0.789,0.047,-0.4019,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35831943448165465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323971783218611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126560270453484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200950997498271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689431984325005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_ME_ANYTHING99,2020/01/19,"DAE get nervous when going somewhere for the first time? I’m normally nervous when just leaving the house, but it goes to a whole new level when I have to go somewhere I haven’t been before. 

Anyone else have this problem?",3.3326744186046504,5.649998488372098,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,75.74418604651162,5.230232558139536,27.02906976744186,5.985473137389443,1.050306976744186,177,7,32,1,4,55,33,43,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.7682,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010410569854624,0.2945987858289636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465881510343115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018652956435216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445648368911193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021762282262166,0.0,0.3268091142237423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317601167981892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044427526658741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776891433187947,0.0,0.0,0.2817090971466044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27511834028496834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765554758571352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32100643129709283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thewolforthelobster,2020/01/19,"How do you deal with relationship anxiety and a negative inner voice with a new relationship? I’ve been told to just think of them as they’re just another one of your friends, but I still get jealous or start to pull away. Any thoughts or tips that has really helped someone get over these bad habits?",7.888735632183909,7.201990862068968,7.208620689655174,77.81511494252874,62.793103448275865,11.871264367816092,34.85057471264368,11.20814326018867,3.609257471264368,242,9,49,6,3,75,49,58,0.204,0.764,0.033,-0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,4,1,9,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,3,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420206707426366,0.2531933852914709,0.18471734947525734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268609820929864,0.0,0.20161022613654053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489361539419733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655251844455448,0.0,0.2523072848917133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184652113994402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332049744835929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362052859620144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468638879368785,0.0,0.0,0.5184784689337484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045895042693181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090765815476974,0.0,0.19283142706260664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471874832406796,0.0,0.19169342097145356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23072676449495594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiffany_feels_empty,2020/01/19,Does anyone with anxiety Does anyone with anxiety/depression ever feel like eating is pointless but know you have to eat anyway. So you do to live and stuff but when you do everything tastes like nothing. Like your favorite food has no flavor. Then you get sad cause you just wanted to eat a muffin but now there’s no point of eating good food because everything tastes the same. Or is that just me,3.1515789473684217,5.842012842105267,3.4860526315789464,86.98986842105263,78.47368421052632,6.43157894736842,21.34210526315789,7.645422480735847,1.026821052631579,320,9,58,5,8,99,53,76,0.18899999999999997,0.7120000000000001,0.099,-0.7984,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,6,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,1,1,15,10,8,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,4,6,10,1,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683993403454047,0.0,0.0,0.2135882113700724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310430608639016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568983356133176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315482667191595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673144561567797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6251338531006215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381552780318041,0.0,0.0,0.2745322210239834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722613421215688,0.10911211878823633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693694575739413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979642033335514,0.0,0.0,0.12810476323294834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839377802156051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385213409015625,0.0,0.13486558366360535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465509399008503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438156713275582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484215597943836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008557762999693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwra289798,2020/01/19,"Weight loss affecting my self-esteem I weighed about 150lbs (5ft2 F) when my boyfriend and I got together, but in the last several months my anxiety has caused me to lose around 30lbs. This was primarily due to not feeling hunger, skipping meals, getting sick when I did eat and other anxiety symptoms.  I was slightly over-weight at the start so it is not necessarily a bad thing that I lost a bit, but I feel like it has taken away from my curves quite a bit.   
My boyfriend claims he does not notice and loves my new body just as much, but I know how much he used to love my butt when it was bigger. He just doesn\`t seem as attracted to me, we have sex significantly less.   
Though he always says that my body is more than enough, I recently found videos on his phone of women with HUGE butts. I don't care if he watches porn or is attracted to other women, but I feel like he is lying to me about missing how my body used to look. This has really been affecting my self-image lately and I don't know what to do about it.",4.271916376306621,5.1243612682926845,4.856324041811849,86.3256707317073,70.46341463414635,8.393728222996515,25.86236933797909,8.634040054169528,1.5119198606271769,800,23,172,13,14,256,123,205,0.14400000000000002,0.727,0.129,-0.1178,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,4,13,12,0,0,5,0,16,16,5,7,0,32,35,19,0,1,11,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,12,7,5,0,7,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,9,7,26,7,22,26,7,17,0,4,2,6,14,7,2,3,12,108,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962729054888857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319054575406035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065875868354994,0.0,0.0,0.11249291752500767,0.0,0.09997189614422093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143443870011057,0.3989884843792377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207558083480365,0.12299857906634265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477898998306914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251655722968313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237160006109269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162152079723612,0.17107428855009355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312808474827131,0.0,0.0,0.06255545208441464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576126695070926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160404355017355,0.09759822168768577,0.13506382627516986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699080726989587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054540596422226,0.13395038931282233,0.13070250732789376,0.0,0.21612707365396203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955695876157305,0.0,0.17603478579343473,0.0,0.0,0.11563869519991544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631659918277064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735058295894214,0.0,0.0,0.07670390481549258,0.0,0.11822170642751965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521633722280844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900025450483676,0.24981486976254544,0.1352639961137317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474750005849994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444823575508335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954515951879618,0.0,0.11763687912859865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068214118852334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916046157712606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Human420,2020/01/19,Experiencing separation anxiety Title basically sums it up. I’m having daily separation anxiety surrounding my  significant other. Feelings of anxiety heighten around the time I expect him home from work. He works in food service so his hours do vary.  Any way has any one else had any experience dealing with this issue?,5.9222222222222225,9.439886407407407,7.805185185185182,55.13333333333336,73.81481481481481,11.007407407407408,34.925925925925924,10.504223727775694,5.516837037037037,262,14,34,10,6,91,48,54,0.09300000000000001,0.8740000000000001,0.033,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,20,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423364016495719,0.0,0.4976015780128886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301633421314168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235325546082099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112581911956008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209218610843825,0.0,0.0,0.1096310280251849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218037305667385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748877585121554,0.0,0.2135246507476516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630441166189505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692327395714502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642985616836894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210212826683755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31569600988805285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway19384718,2020/01/19,"Is there a specific name for this type of anxiety ...? Hey guys!
I hear a lot about social anxiety and the likes. I’ve been diagnosed in general with anxiety and depression but always found my anxiety slightly different than the general social type and never found anything online specifically about this kind. 

I get extremely bad anxiety about doing things in front of people I know, if it’s having to phone a takeaway or having to order food in front of someone. Having a conversation with a 3rd party; my head goes into overdrive and I have to try calm myself down. 
I know a lot of people with social anxiety can be worried about being around people but this is not my case, I could be around hundreds of people and not fuss. Don’t care about talking in meetings, public spaces it’s as soon as someone i know is involved it suddenly gets me on high alert. 

Is this a form of social anxiety or ??? What ...?? Can anyone enlighten me or let me know if they have a similar issue? Thanks !",4.058145161290323,6.216657005376347,5.501814516129035,76.32272177419357,73.03225806451613,8.736021505376344,27.75403225806452,9.354420925462401,2.8166032258064515,777,30,132,19,16,261,105,186,0.135,0.743,0.122,0.7588,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,10,0,19,3,1,0,1,34,30,14,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,11,1,0,7,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,1,15,5,30,22,3,17,0,1,0,0,15,11,0,7,4,103,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622863919262565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5549378072217529,0.0,0.0,0.07246065473219154,0.0,0.08527883576228162,0.18450572161532036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652689955261299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565790915360716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274029293318504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925655095111562,0.10518248520277527,0.0,0.10827151643706676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531006539264675,0.22725036017985484,0.0,0.0,0.10828501864499912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026102039855562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635449626632702,0.0,0.1167987821169989,0.0,0.0,0.10949101015128528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816301881554843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791492020985946,0.22780982048307055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596891436390457,0.0,0.0506284877032742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620540316341474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992600917456769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873765668450159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225518084057189,0.17561108704318554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329404008870347,0.0,0.09540877734102382,0.0,0.0,0.06884730902423047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035811243315808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524151203859644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,steelersrule83,2020/01/19,"Anxiety Attacks I had an anxiety attack a year and a half ago and it lasted for around a week, but took me about a month to fully get over. Then I had an attack almost a month ago which lasted once again about a week. I am still struggling with this one. 
It's not a panic attack that is continuous, but just the feeling of anxiousness and fight or flight feeling. I have been struggling to sleep at night. My psychiatrist uped my Lexapro to 20mg and I take Busbar 15mg twice a day. He also put me on Trazodone 50mg at night as needed for sleep and it works. I have took 4 Ativan in the last month most of them that first week. I am doing meditation exercises to help and I see a therapists. 
Can anyone identify with this? I feel normal for a while then the anxiety will hit out of no where. Any tips or thoughts?",1.8314156626506024,3.9104526686747008,3.5261295180722922,88.26100150602413,79.5421686746988,6.559638554216868,21.218373493975907,7.645422480735847,0.7921096385542166,637,18,134,10,16,212,102,166,0.19699999999999998,0.741,0.062,-0.9679,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,8,8,5,3,15,0,11,3,2,0,0,24,22,15,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,8,0,4,6,4,14,0,22,14,1,33,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,4,22,95,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514425967311647,0.0,0.1102211439702598,0.0,0.0,0.08802448739098755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485269095622651,0.0,0.25261418910648753,0.12434995686384852,0.0,0.07696485689844917,0.0,0.0,0.09798735957846308,0.0,0.5008908704592532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098729264729002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696703428526125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093627132467169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575080434689732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377889843341326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691699566523453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635751073224157,0.0,0.0,0.0816169457716366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659011077556474,0.10784712672122276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722301940030368,0.07458759246658413,0.0,0.0,0.12914570048401414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065269767689974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771308187030084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203028571206062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790359021508169,0.0,0.0,0.23014217321579225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276039719383523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780200140215184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738482196955855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24458794176793205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487920268560977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013368030352037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088271788524886
anxiety,RenTachibana,2020/01/19,"No Motivation to Accomplish Anything I don’t mean this in a way that means I don’t want to be alive anymore. Just that. I don’t know. That some days (the majority) it takes everything in me to push myself to do something that I can normally do relatively easily. 

I’m stressed out because I’m going to turn 26 this year and another American can probably explain better, but that basically means I can’t use my parents insurance anymore. This would be stressful enough without knowing I *need* decent insurance if I’m going to keep taking my meds. 

The fear of making this happen consumes me to the point where nothing else matters. 

I’m looking for a new job (funny enough, the job I currantly have is the least stressful one I’ve had) because I’m a temp and it will take a very long time to go through the conversation process and get insurance by being an employee of the company. It’s a story. I’m just giving you the fast facts. 

So now I’m thinking about going back to a company I despise just for their insurance. And that’s assuming they hire me. Again. Plus there is passing the drug test. I’ve been told passing a mouth swab test when you’re smoking weed isn’t hard to do. 

It just sucks because I was starting to smile and be a little happier. I was thinking about my future. And right now I just don’t care about the future. The future seems bleak. 

Someone remind me that I can get through this bullshit. That things can get better. Please.",2.9180268648930614,5.216280299295775,4.217856025039127,83.55729525299948,76.99295774647888,7.305998956703182,28.476264997391766,8.285830014693849,2.2132033385498184,1151,51,217,22,27,378,153,284,0.111,0.779,0.111,-0.4589,4,0,2,0,0,2,30.0,0,1,2,4,17,9,2,4,20,0,26,2,1,3,1,37,65,11,0,5,8,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,8,0,1,11,0,0,7,8,6,0,1,5,2,23,3,26,54,5,30,0,0,1,0,8,7,1,4,15,140,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099870190599902,0.0,0.0,0.20804673066199805,0.0,0.0,0.08631608883793021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065445509978626,0.0,0.1918211470435724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855345576160599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694303447522477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764580843866297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163988322869652,0.0,0.0876227002714493,0.0,0.0,0.21676021409024104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426897593110348,0.0,0.0,0.11803117150837453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440314655384908,0.10062069387524522,0.23844715283196194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275447811646163,0.0,0.0939614428005964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081756214748356,0.0932316519993274,0.0,0.0,0.11529034447528645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051280128225843,0.0,0.09282494727915633,0.08808175019792103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001534052049932,0.0,0.0,0.3427700867840716,0.11650989479467785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777510696807287,0.0,0.10130406820811796,0.0,0.0,0.10277059178876226,0.10064543225319217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107663644766749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646868239244128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513846384199294,0.09915559220091484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308988902572555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957606393655343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548853174078596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887352913915736,0.08074996665013016,0.0,0.0,0.07424216013118795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36045574388396295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365942029666444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968470416919441,0.13441941937991322,0.0,0.0,0.06116259651027904,0.0,0.0,0.10022753562437337,0.0,0.0,0.11409093504797155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059186624468356,0.0,0.08654579249432645,0.06186723815271096,0.08325733611313238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111086834419232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745113265581615,0.0,0.0,0.06754615617616998
anxiety,breathlessss,2020/01/19,"Any ever feel the physical symptoms of anxiety without feeling anxious? The last time I posted I gave an overview of my anxiety and how it was almost gone. I’d like to report that feeling pretty much back to normal. 

However in these past 3 days, I’ve had spats of feeling breathless (hence my username) without any anxiety present. My hands don’t even get sweaty during this which is the tell tale sign I’m getting anxious. I’m totally conscious and calm during these spats but it sucks, my therapist will probably say it’s my unconscious being anxious. 

I’m usually able to continue to go about what I’m doing while feeling this way and I eventually forget that I felt breathless. It’s been happening more frequently today especially. 

Anyone ever experience physical symptoms of anxiety but aren’t anxious?",5.745816326530613,8.063241897959188,6.686819727891159,68.94002551020411,68.79591836734693,9.797959183673472,37.42006802721089,10.125756701596842,4.649390476190477,657,37,97,18,12,218,95,147,0.11900000000000001,0.795,0.086,-0.4039,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,4,0,9,5,3,1,3,22,26,7,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,8,9,2,12,18,3,18,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,14,60,21,1,0.11986395690211475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002643852476615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630232020073211,0.0,0.3667823957921615,0.541648613522038,0.0,0.08381166564177298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921679840972199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730233610411925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916901306994575,0.21684762271800512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172499499403241,0.0,0.0,0.303034090593208,0.0,0.1150881958045809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524794055795213,0.0,0.0681214489734426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059953012317434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770512290444018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058559474780046535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811380004669926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744122823630132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442370975249715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479653725422452,0.12194473603980918,0.12923361865607666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532062951551627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491690926213941,0.0,0.0,0.10476638155020772,0.0,0.0,0.13917129247702634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989363719003062,0.0,0.11361701581859593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320132142754014,0.0,0.0,0.09514242978094847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310891541967236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExplosiveTumbleweed,2020/01/19,"Extremely sensitive to touch and temperature. Does anyone else experience this? Please respond. When I was younger I had tactile sensitivities to clothing and stuff like that. It’s thought I have Aspergers so it may be related to that.

However a few years ago I started drinking, and started taking a low dose antidepressant around the same time. My tactile sensitivities slowly got worse and worse. I am now sensitive to EVERYTHING and it’s unbearable. Taking a shower is torture rather than relaxing. Going out on a sunny day is unbearable. I feel pain a lot more than I used to. Things like this.

I also have IBS and that slowly got worse too. My tactile sensitivities are often worse during a flare up, making me think these problems I’m having are related to my gut. At one point I went off my antidepressant cold turkey and my sensitivities were so much worse.

I quit drinking before but I barely saw any improvement in my symptoms. I’m worried some permanent damage may have been done. It’s hard fighting anxiety when I’m so physically sensitive all the time.

Has anyone experience anything like this before?",4.788550000000001,7.729196755,5.892,70.631,73.95,9.0,31.0,9.516144504307137,3.6341,901,42,141,25,20,298,120,200,0.159,0.762,0.079,-0.9252,2,0,2,0,2,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,2,0,8,0,18,6,1,2,1,24,35,14,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,13,9,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,6,0,1,10,5,18,4,15,22,7,21,1,2,1,0,2,9,0,5,13,98,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354336868537108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341142769490786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079433541009666,0.0,0.08935790770589762,0.0,0.0,0.16334993541705095,0.119683743611094,0.09612314686980944,0.10398400974063148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987902483483641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533158727668453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221959084061236,0.11953528257319004,0.0,0.22885501658270144,0.0,0.0,0.09757821283047582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497962478010343,0.22852155011770076,0.0,0.0,0.05906170548994968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638475804722346,0.0,0.18684428104645545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104637150362309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119967161127533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930610388927373,0.0,0.0,0.07797034076263944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586742332803246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915221896927438,0.0,0.12429209699665315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822026135856046,0.11042144842762104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111769615101172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242398355384034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535480599964625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337173746819486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140838293799393,0.1756503692917913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760213818320312,0.07484593987727152,0.0,0.09273261590021556,0.13622353205403698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088472938803117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082823164230968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186243366019443,0.595187371449889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522061272729888
anxiety,Clara30703,2020/01/19,"Overcoming anxiety Hey guys, I started struggling with anxiety in April last year and now it’s gotten a whole lot better but I still struggle occasionally and don’t feel like my old self yet. I’m wondering if there’s anyone here who managed to completely overcome it and be their old selves prior to anxiety or even grew out stronger out of it. Thank you in advance, sending my love to everyone suffering ❤️",5.057307692307692,6.874926782051282,5.96974358974359,75.4169230769231,69.64102564102564,9.815384615384616,34.7948717948718,10.125756701596842,3.9265487179487177,331,17,58,9,6,109,63,78,0.152,0.653,0.195,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,2,6,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,9,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,4,9,7,2,17,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,4,11,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347890987993312,0.0,0.0,0.13246872983840954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755424879089745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986360474747874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251307741426043,0.0,0.0,0.18102880299482427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957922522389584,0.13534402196768988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758653838643885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544280671520979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255631879783084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106469113473654,0.1709871638359554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975944681367887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976389877611392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340945808611769,0.0,0.15129602539756756,0.0,0.0,0.3961111940787814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442127174412858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151557229905288,0.0,0.0,0.2054518160460588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200040361463252
anxiety,faerrets,2020/01/19,"Not quite sure what this is I got diagnosed with anxiety years ago. But this year something new started happening and I'm not sure if its anxiety or not? Because I will be anxious sometimes when it happens but not every time. 

It starts with feeling like I'm not getting enough oxygen, no matter how deep of a breath I take its not enough. Then I feel nauseous, and start getting spots in my vision. The very worst time I got this my vision went white and I couldn't hear at all. Ive had times when my hearing isn't affected, and times when it just gets muffled sounding. But only once when I couldn't hear at all. 

Has anyone else experienced this? Is it my anxiety or should I be worried?",2.5760920830993825,4.782292021897813,3.4207299270073013,89.30780460415498,77.68613138686132,6.259180235822573,25.86692869174621,7.321109707123232,1.2621402582818642,545,21,109,7,13,173,83,137,0.153,0.7559999999999999,0.091,-0.8335,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,12,2,1,2,4,31,31,16,0,4,13,0,2,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,4,8,13,3,6,21,5,21,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,17,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355210322468562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939863311940589,0.14471549572036085,0.0,0.0895698535006391,0.1312526430363651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808800872429726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001786728626188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701034200920276,0.0,0.0,0.2647211803782162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079289977348418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954148514907787,0.09151400662345784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077944283404908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049050688393029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265551825127176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331309111933103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258273877459933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371888736926505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642133692837854,0.0,0.0974251208703172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624913704075695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861692828105786,0.12669326321833582,0.0,0.2720075593149378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241463729270604,0.0,0.09631456421841136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987824091455644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569515462984466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874912829275885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009083136665345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498321214540715
anxiety,AnxietyandNoteriety,2020/01/19,"How do I cope until my appointment on 2/5? I scheduled my appointment early December after I had a panic attack at work. I haven’t had a panic attack since college and it  was only two one off events years apart. 

2019 was rough and I was on the brink for most of the year but now I wake up every other day on the brink with my heart pounding. Work used to be the place I could check everything at the door and now it’s where my anxiety peaks.

I’ll admit I self medicate with alcohol way too much because I dont know how else to relax lately. 

I know I’m in the home stretch but idk what to do.",1.6420346320346333,3.2689641269841268,3.580447330447331,89.79435064935066,78.36507936507937,6.8040404040404034,20.978354978354982,7.686295010490155,0.7032952380952379,464,12,102,7,11,157,83,126,0.10099999999999999,0.848,0.051,-0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,2,2,8,0,11,4,2,3,0,15,16,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,5,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,5,1,14,1,17,9,2,26,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,1,11,69,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359952251822872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142479048032304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908894306558374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472629945684836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716650523822346,0.0,0.0,0.11079532106966518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134565588165826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351495582123236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447469940841198,0.0,0.1544007189250407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358113298162406,0.0,0.0,0.17232712712977524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883107508359512,0.0,0.19379531838412584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306813533076087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262910962185281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641458558236775,0.13065991244453146,0.0,0.4031352321319838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949205882686525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922249634809015,0.0,0.0,0.14211285460342854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782141552645047,0.0,0.0,0.14837807601901815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136365038706334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501415818697625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126420640966526
anxiety,WallsAreClosingIn1,2020/01/19,"Mom needs psychiatrist but I can't bring myself to confront her My mom has all the symptoms of paranoid personality disorder. Has for years. In high school I stabilized and learned to cope with emotions, etc by agreeing with everything she said and lots of ass kissing.

However, this past year (as a senior) I've realized that it's harmful to encourage her like this. I only have a few months left. I've got to sit down with her and stop acting like everything is okay.

I've started planning, but alongside that I've become more and more anxious. Suicidal thoughts coming back. Sleeping under the bed again (like wtf). Everything I do around the house makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong that she'd disapprove of, even exercising or doing my hair. I feel like she's always watching me and I can hardly bare to talk to her now. She thinks I hate her again. I missed the best chance when things were better.

I don't know who to turn to. She can be a lovely person around others, I don't want them thinking otherwise. Has anyone here experienced this? I'm not sure what advice I need, but it's clear I can't do it alone and the rest of my family doesn't want to help me.

TLDR: my mom doesn't trust anyone, certain she has a disorder. But I'm too damn anxious to talk to her about this or intervene. Any advice or encouragement would be appreciated!",2.8437412587412574,5.25014446969697,3.969242424242424,84.69020979020979,77.78787878787878,7.0918414918414925,24.547785547785548,8.139509932561175,1.5915488344988344,1076,38,207,20,26,349,151,264,0.196,0.618,0.18600000000000005,0.1013,1,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,11,21,3,0,9,1,23,7,3,1,4,40,46,15,1,5,8,3,4,5,0,1,2,1,1,2,14,12,0,1,8,1,0,3,7,6,0,0,4,7,33,15,27,38,8,23,0,1,1,3,26,7,2,4,17,135,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018763158159907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698191608593707,0.0,0.0,0.08594927149629401,0.0,0.0,0.07024377984579938,0.0,0.0,0.2333866927746632,0.0,0.1444517864294203,0.0,0.0,0.18390795109626415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942706932557374,0.0,0.0,0.11408062363957558,0.0,0.0,0.10840117061295523,0.09135556214364343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897903721562309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676881695478966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619237259706255,0.0,0.0,0.11520063563908048,0.06822502142295968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785032200862432,0.0,0.09737683074779133,0.0,0.10445757258255983,0.1475871760801525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261402158615079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925315535517601,0.10198190128626547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923610404137613,0.10913627590566348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191879466217614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676793781495724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222974089880296,0.0,0.0,0.25232229545770435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878172622078296,0.09322728957518127,0.0,0.06894985898169052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629316948539593,0.08244865826941747,0.0,0.0,0.15318307724760533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856009696788832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986062569993332,0.0,0.1803854890925337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825669254636517,0.0,0.0,0.10453951548182418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336906527535601,0.0,0.0,0.07952112739739596,0.0,0.0,0.0731123555707444,0.0,0.0,0.08635879983810367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298738179717485,0.0,0.09735381293997476,0.1073625022141866,0.0,0.16604836009564256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686242541981214,0.13237384752748804,0.0,0.0820042688897271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235471861118283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185150609864268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733774258688314,0.11293628449686913,0.0,0.1330365005291543
anxiety,ItsLilly22,2020/01/19,"i’m so worried about my mom She’s had a lump in the base of her thumb for a few months but she recently noticed it’d been growing. She booked an appointment with a GP who prescribed her an x ray and an ultrasound that she’s getting this thursday. According to the physician it is most likely a benign tumor or a cyst but it is possible that it might be cancerous. Now i cant even imagine how i’d react to my mom being diagnosed w cancer. That would tear my whole world apart. She’s the person I love the most in the entire world (i don’t have that good of a relationship w my dad) and i don’t wanna lose her. Please do pray for her, i can’t wait to have exams’ results in 4 days. In the meantime I will try my best to function in spite of the crippling anxiety.",2.7062962962962978,3.7121808024691374,4.461419753086421,87.12138888888893,74.30864197530863,7.622222222222224,26.462962962962962,8.07648339933343,1.4942370370370366,598,21,131,9,12,203,99,162,0.127,0.718,0.155,0.7119,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,0,16,0,17,7,0,3,0,16,21,7,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,20,5,17,13,5,14,1,1,0,1,16,8,0,4,6,93,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613849282931824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214193858195097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162976620417746,0.0,0.0,0.20716058896179215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480832800416645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066355686262335,0.0,0.0,0.17119219401079222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971457995725697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283394245605159,0.0,0.0,0.18421122881115012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652138454323852,0.0,0.4780867189440024,0.1629133349564127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237299999740105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782151597287352,0.0,0.2240441710497388,0.0,0.23009584343193645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015274203733727,0.21913059854351066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857276695634152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278740848832589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072768443825467,0.0,0.1449891533679743,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KhalofKhans,2020/01/19,YouTube Yoga Could anyone recommend a good video or YouTube channel that has yoga exercises that can help with anxiety?,11.884500000000005,11.825094450000005,10.5,55.40500000000003,54.5,14.0,50.0,13.023866798666859,7.136999999999999,99,6,13,3,1,31,17,20,0.069,0.605,0.327,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452005910177494,0.0,0.0,0.41314270964485583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717532424398413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955849263494402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960406767677255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProbablyAGayEgg,2020/01/19,"I started medication and it made it worse?! I started 50mg tablets of sertraline and it has made
me feel worse than i have ever felt. Is this because i need a higher prescription (i don’t tell my therapist/prescriptionist how things are) or because i don’t need the antidepressants?

(The only way i could get the courage to post this was to get drunk)",3.561519607843138,5.713236426470589,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,74.44117647058823,8.062745098039215,28.98039215686275,8.841846274778883,2.371256862745099,279,12,55,6,6,90,47,68,0.05,0.888,0.062,0.1906,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,3,1,12,18,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,9,1,4,13,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25508257020299097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670487016317468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892554968121548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579017034614728,0.0,0.20088828644928464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186222834069954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959464740926789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107716257013351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102745628779205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591246251500647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037919178497296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29618029058157525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287139458550333,0.0,0.0,0.24292571686599698,0.1389994303334723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607263285080856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264351859888227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RonSwanson29,2020/01/19,"Does anyone else think really deeply/question everything, even if its anything social and makes themselves depressed? Sorry if this seems like anxiety 101, but I haven't had much experience of venting how Ive felt before. Pretty much I feel I just think too many aspects of life and it freaks me out. A big one is time itself, like Ill think of my life right now and think back 10 years ago and just notice everything that's changed. It can be pretty heavy. Like for example, I'm at work taking out the trash, and Ill just think, ""wow Ill be doing this same repetitive task thousands of times, that's pretty sad"". Just random stuff like that, but its not always negative. Ill stress about it and think I shouldn't be thinking like that and just be confused and stressed. Also a lot of anxiety about how I am as a person. A lot of times in social situations Ill analyze myself and be like, ""You're being too quiet you haven't said anything in a while"", or, ""this person doesn't laugh around me as much as they do with others at the hangouts."" Thoughts like this ultimately make me feel like a loser. It just seems like I always want to be a different kind of person then I am now, whether that's being good at something I'm not or having different personality traits. And I don't even have control over these thoughts, its just how I perceive stuff a lot of the time. This seems tough to explain but I hope some of you guys can relate. Does anyone have any advice for negative perceptions?",4.112432065217392,5.906962975694448,4.4941727053140115,85.1441847826087,72.02083333333333,7.369806763285023,25.02173913043478,8.04050195162591,1.4046764492753625,1179,36,227,17,23,371,146,288,0.147,0.6629999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9588,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,1,3,21,22,0,3,11,0,25,7,0,6,0,65,49,27,0,5,17,0,3,9,0,1,7,2,0,5,22,14,0,1,18,1,0,0,9,8,0,2,5,5,19,14,28,35,8,23,0,3,0,0,12,11,0,14,21,156,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845492716948678,0.07116903695845239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420499385297622,0.13360940946948,0.0,0.0,0.05459749559660952,0.0,0.12283773102602365,0.0,0.0,0.1122762156423774,0.08226289023168808,0.13213770961861185,0.07147190521496558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173527502754308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683178010881323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493235076064484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004800875453567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915054659056358,0.0,0.0,0.1677643705034689,0.0,0.0,0.14051831480428234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706897335331735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605680146756466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443124536263077,0.07853549122758673,0.0,0.0,0.08119041816411993,0.057356610178445774,0.07708752111714942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734041138926616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949614471722702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974249679789107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360591618508607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341729752126067,0.3530148548633953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476984284829888,0.0,0.0,0.10718357213702287,0.08139779392630574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705919467220932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914065825606304,0.0,0.0,0.05440413296079751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28041190175248865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504035402264515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051433514702340255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856413494042142,0.07637073845419486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192691313220211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024526169719874,0.0,0.16368371958541011,0.0,0.061808382357094724,0.0,0.08987403594939758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393556773689868,0.0,0.18381740717059272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036537048489647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601099201486336,0.0,0.12747684476657045,0.18726254921884555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735499059322563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058449445191891686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170180027166636
anxiety,aja675,2020/01/19,"Grounding techniques way too obvious from the outside Who else is like this? I tend to suck through air way too obviously and I move my hands like I'm doing tai chi, or so I've heard.",0.3423684210526332,2.742406394736843,1.9687368421052616,94.48415789473684,90.31578947368422,5.145263157894737,23.389473684210525,6.742157984588678,0.7083515789473687,145,6,32,2,5,47,32,38,0.075,0.797,0.129,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36278085987306097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42432945002470507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615653717133008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6894142246767586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sup603,2020/01/19,"Has anyone else experienced this kind of panic attack? Has anyone else experienced this kind of panic attack? And before you say anything, no, I didn’t have a stroke, I’ve been to multiple doctors that told me I’m fine.

So I was playing on my pc a very competitive game and I lost, after I finished the match a sudden dizziness got me, followed by a loss of balance. Heart rate sky rocketed. My palms became really sweaty and I started to sweat. After a few minutes when I calmed down, the dizziness and the loss of balance were gone and I was able to continue my activities.",4.043423423423427,5.9023192882882904,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585586,72.33333333333333,7.816216216216216,28.54954954954956,8.515128840125781,2.298754954954956,455,18,81,8,9,153,72,111,0.198,0.728,0.073,-0.9368,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,2,12,2,2,8,0,8,5,3,0,0,5,15,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,7,0,0,9,4,13,5,12,6,1,12,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,53,16,2,0.1720321300679463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405777305795305,0.35253449414236937,0.14156778495847386,0.0,0.0,0.3914227666339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638667192273233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608217475005494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874215399819729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758980984949984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385890243292806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582899808966975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779339186640293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036852764832978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102081876559758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680685469413614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217652271066065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438407255489476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194452396820742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BabyBru98,2020/01/19,"Need support going to a movie alone Hi, I’m not sure if this is the right place to post so please delete if not allowed! I have anxiety with depression and I’ve been hanging out in bed a lot lately. I go back to school/work on Tuesday. I want to do something fun before then. I don’t have a ton of friends and I really want to go to a movie that I really like- uncut gems. I kind of want to know that this is okay to do alone because I already feel like a weirdo/loser and have never gone to a movie by myself. Has anyone on here ever gone to a movie alone before?",0.5630054644808737,2.3986007377049177,2.5930327868852494,94.57976775956287,82.60655737704919,5.3781420765027335,18.36338797814207,6.42735559955562,-0.18472349726775986,438,10,101,4,12,147,74,122,0.095,0.6990000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.8916,1,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,8,1,10,0,0,1,3,20,23,7,0,6,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,3,1,9,8,18,20,2,19,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,3,8,64,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903272574445634,0.1741460361774298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072337022229347,0.0,0.0,0.11034364632867764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121345296769545,0.0,0.09619883566207987,0.0,0.2685674873557644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359205671970282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274717728843309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979291727924677,0.11273870377500445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219227582793996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690592896119276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643336764377047,0.08672763982912197,0.0,0.17801530352933576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419490651673634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416347643922155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170132936196468,0.12171194590245743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487670393479992,0.17322677398552264,0.0,0.0,0.15113729585900948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219283392425894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347679312739863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971102343319105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148899468935688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907966020154442,0.14873301285263898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792393190679205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488675266549014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietypuff,2020/01/20,"On the edge of a panic attack, please help :( Hi...
I am about to go out with some friends. I haven’t been out much since two men tried to rape me in October and I’m intensely anxious. I feel like I will have a panic attack. Any tips on how to calm down and feel okay? I don’t wanna keep avoiding seeing people...

Thanks for any help",-0.031714285714286916,2.0692540428571458,1.813928571428573,97.64232142857144,87.14285714285714,4.642857142857143,15.892857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.6888571428571431,253,5,59,2,8,83,52,70,0.276,0.496,0.228,-0.7528,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,11,3,3,3,1,6,1,0,1,0,12,13,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,1,3,6,5,14,11,2,7,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,1,1,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725803251732642,0.0,0.0,0.22641371501961796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560056378799607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026733125969923,0.14317766119521227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484137028710446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390137406098197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26867004871829714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813948529185825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791342876950618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732926340081734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702914027933593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389436376843673,0.0,0.0,0.21999724606677384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597060845289953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578668501128171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451668117990944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360697177141914,0.0,0.19577789941431395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gina4573,2020/01/20,"Anxiety attack for no reason Im just sitting here filling out a packet for an art interview program, and all of a sudden Im holding my head in my hands and rocking back and forth for no reason. Im not even like, worried about anything. I was calm. And now my brain is freaking out and is stressed for no reason. I cant move. Im just sitting here about to cry while typing this. Im frozen. I can't do anything. Why does this have to happen for no reason.",1.2714583333333316,3.107339062500003,3.1970833333333366,91.13958333333336,80.25,5.1000000000000005,24.20833333333333,5.82211442006289,0.5132583333333334,354,13,75,2,9,119,58,96,0.24,0.7190000000000001,0.042,-0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,1,3,0,7,3,3,4,1,16,8,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,2,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,13,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,50,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772470535139544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024678053604556,0.0,0.0,0.14532857270004804,0.0,0.09822815044631328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260585751902827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032207072975414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179065907537744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437447995301596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296463189442847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311033988424719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6899335235905888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062409837375677235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357728990301945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253732425117768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633166056219302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152701463821365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297314209737775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helpmenose,2020/01/20,I worry I sometimes get little memory gaps when I drink. The issue is I worry somethi happened like I got with someone( only ever kissed one boy) or something. It’s really weird but it drives me insane and I ask people what they remember and Th eh get aggravated,2.97176470588235,5.3943422549019635,5.278196078431375,75.38788235294119,77.43137254901961,7.217254901960787,23.925490196078428,8.238735603445708,1.9482831372549017,209,7,34,4,5,73,42,51,0.24,0.6940000000000001,0.067,-0.8499,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,2,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,21,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259160116583896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23673116648103415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185919510429166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525108769698009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327461229784093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136958607820111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25222638439354017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806105765674127,0.2422030897981776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375255745715564,0.18379049938533387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753404538928995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481120850850466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737494705632695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475459186219908,0.1860388197080024,0.23900425175402384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908273892553118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sneezyweezy889,2020/01/20,"Is it possible to have physical anxiety without having the mental part? I dont know if anybody will even see this or respond, but i've been struggling with anxiety related problems for a number of years now. i'm 22 F and have had several concussions in highschool (sports). i went through \~2 years of PT for my concussions which is known as vestibular therapy. While it helped my physical symptoms of my head injuries, my anxiety never went away. 

During the times of dealing with my head injuries is when i noticed my mental health to decline. There were so many factors that could have contributed to it, but my doctor, my physical therapist, and my mother all determined that while other stresses may have been happening around me, the level of anxiety i was feeling was most likely because of my brain injuries.

Some time has past, around 2 years i think now with no more concussion symptoms, very decreased number of migraines (still get them bad sometimes) and i'm generally doing better. except for my anxiety, which i was never OFFICIALLY diagnosed with, although i was prescribed zoloft by my doctor which i didnt want to take. i have since been 'treating' my anxiety with CBD which has shown to offer me the best relief for a prolonged period of time

So here is the question: Am i just so used to having anxiety and my body being in a state under anxiousness that i dont perceive as what im feeling as anxious anymore? it just feels normal? or can the human body have the physical symptoms of anxiety, like increased heart rate, fatigue, but not the mental state of anxiety. Lately for the past few days i've lost my appetite. this happens to me sometimes and i chalk it up to some vitamin deficiency. but its gotten to the point where every meal i feel like i have to force feed myself because i know that if i dont i will be dizzy, irritable, stomach hurts, much later.

has this happened to anybody else?

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TL;DR history of traumatic brain injuries, anxiety possible symptom, anxiety has lasted many years for me. i have physical symptoms of anxiety but am unsure if i am undergoing feelings of anxiety and i am numb to it or if the human body can just feel the feelings of anxiety without the brain feeling anxious.",8.419849955869374,8.193790252427185,8.468490732568405,67.70303177405121,61.52427184466018,11.568578993821713,41.057369814651366,11.022393298168332,4.855034951456308,1792,92,286,42,22,585,200,412,0.17800000000000002,0.736,0.086,-0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,1,3,16,15,0,2,16,0,44,26,10,1,3,59,69,28,0,8,19,1,8,3,0,3,14,0,0,2,20,13,2,0,14,1,0,3,10,8,0,0,14,9,41,7,52,49,10,37,0,3,1,0,9,10,0,12,25,221,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102891831175643,0.06844194212414641,0.0,0.0,0.6032465422646263,0.1908961691366478,0.05586000124022252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028370489812864,0.0,0.0,0.05291988907497314,0.0,0.04702964214072236,0.06867129948904369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059110391582096876,0.04981554185234947,0.0,0.1876956060886863,0.0,0.18863446953731125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497152200513259,0.0,0.0,0.03632544410821436,0.058069367115584476,0.0,0.05716944284534883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530356805802587,0.0,0.0,0.1980400516524188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705293017833378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372026216064324,0.0,0.04745686724558195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783990188137274,0.08047824318929522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02942787562253505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942600384447624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561292327181515,0.05987163021561654,0.0,0.0667462758915699,0.03775395780657216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602978721504673,0.0,0.06084146729206787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061910309908576114,0.045912997718090036,0.06353789075596245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825537377782668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148620145864182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421092415142585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028930102126075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041405901555777024,0.0,0.08688376975602606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518726842293295,0.0,0.06412723099857487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099529006970113,0.1075385889417484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532460326167464,0.12699762281966262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389612847850968,0.0,0.0,0.06309772219216454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488432414051896,0.0,0.0,0.0636320563788826,0.0,0.04659323613232469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141519887423508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449818106056652,0.0,0.06452094756575248,0.0588838955419185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927200652552667,0.04234994842774933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644133952229773,0.06539852818332591,0.0,0.03609126136892225,0.0,0.0,0.09853197998492223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048647356722981115,0.0,0.046474636353919685,0.033222382192144996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442905493782396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859201128774547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844194212414641,0.1450877254650297
anxiety,brand483,2020/01/20,"Getting through situational anxiety, and then triggers! I attended a job fair today, and this isn't the first time I've attended a job fair, but it seemed that despite the more effort I put into the preparation for this one, I was ironically more anxious. Despite that, and some hiccups beforehand, I walked in and did really well with the employer I wanted to hit it off with!

I then moved onto another employer who was downright rude and demeaning towards me. This was just awful, and I could feel my cheeks turning red and my heart thumping. I took some time to regroup, and used the rest of my anxious energy to move along. I even ""came up"" with a position to another employer. Admittedly, I let the one person get under my nerves way too much, but as the evening has progressed I am looking more at my victories than the negatives. I just wanted to share because for so many years, and I know it will happen again, the chains of anxiety have wrapped around me and let me from even being able to write a resume, let alone meet a recruiter in person without an appointment. I hope today has been a good day, and I hope this brings some light to the community!",9.244954545454542,7.416060859090912,9.080909090909092,69.14136363636364,60.86363636363636,12.8,40.18181818181819,11.602472056035307,4.614354545454546,919,40,167,22,10,300,130,220,0.126,0.804,0.07,-0.915,5,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,1,0,17,1,16,3,2,2,0,38,34,17,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,10,18,0,0,4,0,0,9,3,1,1,3,7,4,23,5,30,20,8,30,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,6,10,132,33,6,0.11833691237356199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256135267353405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24817314121828865,0.18105482812680435,0.26737405543837794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534494089482477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213708341941318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534590244219047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448239536809154,0.0,0.0,0.0763175187124446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344812436822098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983469852245104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065731721251213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365230507849174,0.0,0.0,0.09925538764216424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464494079828618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402298109326894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507051020155556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348622516912678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503487226289083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630225314192317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937320248083023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997505543395405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515468203234527,0.08699124661421759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037630881537882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066544548342047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896128180994454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580965625632434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077294806012866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301564763015075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380064104905294,0.0,0.22433911231631598,0.0,0.13147666382671286,0.0,0.12871657936262176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220509750567727,0.0,0.0,0.13959635384320962,0.09393033291225543,0.0,0.0,0.1063990959156826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114072560665548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620509174049937
anxiety,Tetchnobot78,2020/01/20,"meditation music youtube channel I found a new Youtube channel that I've started using for meditation 

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[https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrKTTos4bxNt3L7HT0SmWKg](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrKTTos4bxNt3L7HT0SmWKg)",35.37789473684211,46.07257231578947,17.304473684210524,-12.081184210526311,10.052631578947368,10.115789473684213,56.868421052631575,10.125756701596842,8.191294736842105,210,9,10,3,2,47,15,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954045332805453,0.44343329246258345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40012997599789696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524543695596049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583013121449767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151847667055422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44343329246258345,0.0
anxiety,canadianguy25,2020/01/20,"Short Term Disability and Anxiety/Depression Hello, I'm Wondering how to prove/what to show my insurance company to convince them of my anxiety.

I had a phone call with them and afterwards they sent me a letter denying coverage as ""My symptoms are not ever enough to stop me from doing my work duties""

My anxiety revolves around leaving the house, especially for long periods of time, I go out once a week (to do groceries for the family, as my dad is in a wheelchair), and sometimes twice.

They seemed to cite ( I say seemed, because the letter was written very poorly, and isn't very clear other than the denying part) me leaving the house as part of the reason for denial.

Im talking to my family doctor tomorrow, and my therapist in a couple of weeks for help on this, but thought I'd turn here to see if anyone has any experience or advice on subjects like this.

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Thanks,",8.834625748502994,7.533549371257486,9.014723053892217,67.61214446107788,61.2754491017964,12.42185628742515,39.43787425149701,11.45678717892309,4.62338383233533,703,31,121,17,8,233,109,167,0.057999999999999996,0.878,0.064,0.6186,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,1,4,3,0,0,11,0,8,2,0,2,2,22,19,12,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,8,0,2,5,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,2,18,3,28,14,4,19,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,5,11,84,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272370271116543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107951136851626,0.15821607229972465,0.08854540152012322,0.0,0.19921639439072736,0.0,0.0,0.09104394337669597,0.0,0.0,0.11591206657948452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937313690753252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329561700883608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407185615750515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214732189250223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327264754698373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345389057535662,0.0,0.0,0.11777992080776135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736768469575407,0.24549563238903302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399978625392455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727518145365418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004833912169944,0.0,0.0,0.14064618403788756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757413749288198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361269001419681,0.0,0.0,0.1152293273559045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386664819608289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820035470678388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338747488496097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035460389647268,0.0,0.0,0.10375832790453844,0.2370715977807924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877830912804494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088590993145156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533519818593254,0.0,0.10465566309716404,0.0,0.1198773507357908,0.0,0.15118066411061418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337001982445647,0.07592490016746392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162810848087606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148692511424514,0.0,0.0,0.20888881932864745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412042187582985,0.09479243574435817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821607229972465,0.0
anxiety,spectralconfetti,2020/01/20,"Meeting a psychiatrist to be evaluated for meds and I’m worried about minimizing my condition About 10 years ago I had a mental breakdown (closest thing it could be compared to is a manic episode) which lasted for about a week and a half. I spent a few days under observation at the hospital and saw a psychiatrist as an outpatient. I was diagnosed with GAD, chronic major depression and pervasive developmental disorder. I was given two non-refill prescriptions which I felt no effect from after taking them for two weeks.


After relying solely on seeing therapists for the past 10 years with minimal progress I’m trying to get myself out of this rut I’ve been in for the past 4 years by trying medication again.


The problem is that I have a real issue with imposter syndrome when it comes to my mental health. I feel guilty even describing myself as suffering from anxiety and depression because I don’t get panic attacks and technically I can get myself out of bed and out of the apartment. I can have conversations. I can interact with people when I have to. And it’s not like I’m sad 24/7. I enjoy music, movies/TV and food. It’s more like I just have negative thoughts about myself and I don’t really have strong feelings about much of anything anymore. It’s just easier to not care rather than get my hopes up and be disappointed. I often notice other people be passionate about things and I just can’t relate, aside from maybe with music and movies. But even then people find ways to talk about stuff with so much passion and I just have nothing to say.


So it’s that kind of thing I deal with. Just the comfort of not caring. I do get overwhelmed with sadness on occasion, but usually it’s more like background noise or just a general feeling of negativity that drags me down and keeps me from feeling good enough about myself.


But while I can technically get myself through conversations, I barely ever let myself be an active participant. And I definitely don’t open up. I never feel like the real me when I’m with other people. I’d rather edit myself to the most agreeable version possible. Generally I just feel like my presence is a burden on others.


I also of course deal with a lot of second guessing and jumping to conclusions. I overestimate risks and avoid really having a life at all because of it. I’m completely isolated with no friends. And I’ve had plenty of opportunities to change this. I just can’t convince myswlf I’m good enough.


But one of the most frustrating things overall is that I can fully understand what I’m doing wrong and how I should fix it, but the next day I can’t follow through and just end up falling into my usual habits. This is the main problem I’ve been having with therapy. It doesn’t matter what strategies my therapist and I come up with. My dysfunctional brain will just ignore it the next day because I wake up feeling like it’s impossible to start the day. Then once I do start the day I do nothing productive because I feel like I need to do stuff like eat, listen to music and browse the internet as a way to stave off feeling miserable about myself. I mean basically I just spend every day trying to avoid thinking about myself for as long as possible because it always just makes me overwhelmed with sadness again.


So this is why I think I need medication. I have this huge roadblock to progress that no amount of talking or coming up with plans of action will help. It’s not something I can reason with. And doing things like keeping my phone out of the bedroom are only good enough for getting me out of bed.",5.366966686674669,6.857660848529411,6.168715486194477,75.55340336134455,68.45588235294117,8.96278511404562,30.20108043217287,9.344382777155033,2.8037088835534214,2867,111,501,58,49,942,296,680,0.15,0.748,0.102,-0.9828,0,2,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,7,38,45,2,7,31,0,51,12,2,4,3,121,101,47,0,9,25,0,10,9,1,3,6,2,3,0,38,50,2,5,19,0,2,7,17,21,0,5,11,14,67,24,102,80,16,69,0,10,2,2,14,25,0,8,44,379,105,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053977894982373716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048696042038100136,0.050667783218781015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658291322015914,0.0,0.06038940915725485,0.0,0.0,0.05010968054245765,0.0,0.0,0.06927448147480407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559877864888705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797663151409457,0.0,0.0,0.12416877006224301,0.0,0.06441662984199957,0.1573615630535542,0.06384506272672676,0.0,0.0,0.048618037638654785,0.0,0.0,0.23562535535610146,0.1255558429068127,0.1048939567362202,0.06180502682828644,0.0,0.0,0.06978855597949887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230865386606878,0.0,0.0,0.053933048618480826,0.18875597635287555,0.0,0.08043839198111792,0.055081127703820516,0.05130490708531102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771035865650875,0.17400764225962442,0.05846674757931825,0.0,0.05565502104194594,0.0,0.07363195439351068,0.0,0.04704571499315961,0.0,0.22269824337613947,0.0,0.0,0.15322226389665738,0.0,0.0,0.06708041088004921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472632104775669,0.0,0.0,0.04081523728368861,0.0,0.0,0.0604804041440332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355638266994508,0.0,0.10824884123060333,0.0,0.06341060040447467,0.0,0.04963585290501872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226713109696234,0.0430104666047484,0.26774282156098755,0.0,0.0,0.05388831348999912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176897868884224,0.0,0.0,0.04064649353078521,0.0,0.061175117571769626,0.06633023568568887,0.06763830111856414,0.12268641098567536,0.12273147208681645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952659774652283,0.09030264964028363,0.0469643698928468,0.0,0.12952061160266518,0.0,0.0,0.1168567882572738,0.06932698719860084,0.0,0.0648489670288573,0.04126261505097205,0.0463118057142231,0.0,0.07144471551280328,0.0,0.0,0.11625835488025164,0.16886192020882596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729522442138745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165325915652533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861893660253566,0.07801912106238139,0.06260805820830817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842448998373797,0.0,0.0,0.048523769335631566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687834084152834,0.0,0.0,0.08620063714752121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394156380952417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045783893781055865,0.09788683681307146,0.0,0.0,0.06963635504768646,0.14140273501824932,0.202272734528696,0.07803544222766258,0.0,0.048342172618629775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402687628465138,0.0,0.11896705952326952,0.06339167190521802,0.0,0.0,0.13412988573181067,0.0,0.0,0.09666792301672893,0.09768924664265284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054946384401837765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061839710883949135,0.0,0.0,0.06657684330307183,0.0,0.11763912221095005
anxiety,hhhppp34,2020/01/20,"What coping mechanisms/habits to you all use? In the past year I have dealt with an extremely difficult break up. I’ve also made some pretty big life changes, moving to a different city & going back to school.  My anxiety is through the roof. I wake up almost every morning with pain in my chest & the same intrusive thoughts going through my head. 

I have been trying to be active: walking/jogging and also some yoga. What are some other coping mechanisms/habits that you all could suggest?",5.514505494505496,7.445681549450555,5.42945054945055,79.29054945054949,68.67032967032965,8.276923076923078,29.48351648351648,8.841846274778883,2.5533252747252746,395,15,66,7,7,123,65,91,0.08900000000000001,0.847,0.064,-0.3078,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,7,5,3,2,2,14,12,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,12,7,6,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,3,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349167886094785,0.0,0.0,0.325023857943255,0.0,0.4403693552445282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545984370974025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562607209852556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149758036861404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622516070873105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231768611068652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121842078295738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098490946535785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085584583814291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353761828196684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228809058244797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159866697715348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623637425633566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399286594868845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067439421680053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205665652772354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133097052910758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797046649481978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551355740089308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086457593461526
anxiety,MorseTU53,2020/01/20,"A scenario of dealing with my wife’s anxiety (GAD 32) I (32 m) was at lunch today with my wife (32 F) and her sister (24 F). Her sister asked me about work because it’s a busy time of year for me. I told her just that, it’s busy but only a few more weeks until things slow down. 

In talking with my wife a few hours later she said it really upset her that I said that because my work schedule is a huge source of her anxiety (parenting). It’s a slight stretch of the truth because it’s about 6 weeks until things slow down. I wasn’t at all *trying* to make it seem like it wasn’t hard on her. I was *trying* to put forth an optimistic view of that time. 

I have apologized but I don’t know how well it went over. I basically said I’m sorry it upset her even though I don’t necessarily understand why, and i promised not to do it again. Any advice on how to go forward?",2.133142857142857,3.1276221945945966,4.04249034749035,89.61601351351355,75.70270270270271,7.231660231660233,22.94401544401544,7.7094869923839395,0.797996138996139,666,18,155,9,14,227,99,185,0.078,0.805,0.11599999999999999,0.8326,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,2,8,0,9,1,0,3,2,17,21,9,0,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,16,5,1,0,3,0,0,4,5,2,1,0,9,5,24,4,25,12,4,28,0,0,1,0,22,11,0,1,16,98,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887898516046166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360623647213532,0.0,0.2331014430114828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424308251859897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786215382435664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707072688744725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062866375329832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658653325739532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647964331451062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003842353121905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837300100052012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443267850269658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169776469972527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587240893921875,0.0,0.0,0.16917156395698207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315828215844424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760214875450496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347718536193225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869775052587924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054831031218054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245671929703406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243502624096524,0.0,0.14968745337468345,0.0,0.17767818601140575,0.0,0.1444141847690018,0.14558118633125178,0.0,0.20687731355859387,0.0,0.0,0.15860633410988625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24441906683127398,0.0,0.13698492909392335,0.1412340824604153,0.13747617534994794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183167832307316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811125742027656
anxiety,gesw_200,2020/01/20,"Musician with stage fright I’m not sure if this is the right place to post because I don’t know if I actually have anxiety but I don’t know where else to post this.

I’ve (16F) been playing the piano for 10 years and I used to be fine with playing in front of other people and for medium sized crowds, but I recently changed schools and now i can no longer comfortably play in front of others.

The last concert I performed in was a school concert where I was part of an orchestra and jazz band so I wasn’t solo but I was so scared before, I was shivering and I felt like I was going to be sick but my mum forced me through it and I almost felt worse after (no longer shivering or anything I just felt bad inside (I don’t know how else to put it))

Next week is a soloist concert where I’ve been asked to play the piano but I don’t think I’ll be able to do it, if last time was an ensemble and I was so scared then I can’t imagine how awful it will be this time. I feel sick and get butterflies literally every time I think about it and I don’t know what to do. My mum is expecting me to perform and so are my music teachers but I don’t know if I can and I really don’t know what to do so if anyone has any advice I would really appreciate it 

TL;DR - used to be fine with performing now I’m scared to, soloist concert next week - I don’t want to do it but my music teachers and parents are expecting me to, what do I do?",1.4937330316742106,2.9564697810457545,3.4993464052287595,90.9362895927602,78.31372549019608,6.92991452991453,22.880341880341877,7.748469712250963,0.8732402212166916,1107,34,256,17,26,376,129,306,0.153,0.76,0.087,-0.977,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,14,14,0,4,8,1,41,2,0,4,1,53,61,33,0,9,15,3,4,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,15,15,0,0,13,11,0,4,13,5,0,0,13,8,35,9,28,41,1,30,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,7,16,170,50,2,0.11220480105084107,0.0,0.10949570008848146,0.0,0.0,0.10964523297731557,0.0,0.0,0.11235690030248606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630311238114905,0.0,0.08583636568584745,0.0,0.0,0.07845620578631868,0.0,0.09233499079619596,0.0,0.104896342447776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368632207978136,0.06839900527328202,0.0,0.09547802142017044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186978016861106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746542694475765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453738423872103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673411878835372,0.0,0.3232026152139837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058622377466685485,0.0,0.0637685741978479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699889454909332,0.1829237772634764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054817598110019856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23866215770656785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245901530240027,0.12150686526001996,0.0,0.07778868114664501,0.0,0.11723013552359575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492236626986366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279681623009785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437625374426098,0.0,0.11078870454964578,0.0,0.0,0.09582228702080116,0.0,0.0,0.3370097404130941,0.22711449798376734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575169710114167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379261176417216,0.0,0.0,0.1962825654595595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381784435620286,0.0,0.0,0.06618129878593804,0.0,0.1800078466274387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434627819513983,0.07970707135350284,0.0,0.0,0.07225621309783417
anxiety,Grassmartian,2020/01/20,"Sick on my 2nd week of work. Panicking about going back Hi all

Last night I was ill during the night and was sick meaning I didn't sleep very much and felt drained from being ill. I have just started my new job and was apprehensive to call in but after my dad saw me he said I should

I did and my boss sounded extremely pissed off and I'm really dreading going in. I completely understand how he would be and I feel I've diminished the trust the have in me after an impressive first week

Currently sat just going through every single scenario and worried that I'll be sanctioned, taken the piss out of or something similar, feeling like I have to justify why I was off so early into work

I didn't want to cause any fuss at work by being completely off or shattered or worse being sick again",2.7064767932489424,4.9468952594936715,3.9774936708860804,85.30695780590722,77.41772151898734,7.251308016877638,25.090295358649787,8.238735603445708,1.7188948523206748,633,23,122,12,15,207,100,158,0.24,0.684,0.076,-0.9818,2,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,2,2,5,0,17,8,3,3,1,27,32,13,0,3,6,1,3,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,12,6,16,3,21,13,3,27,0,0,1,0,6,10,2,3,15,81,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093568094367626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365352353510517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164205732948089,0.0,0.0,0.165196914952219,0.0,0.0,0.337213977394337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548997400265858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262147174047478,0.11488321617470824,0.15440351731598514,0.0,0.0,0.13678552303898212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27417732772579323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595798339820533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108220639632026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856399880982425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517002601135734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821438815835755,0.0,0.0,0.15531200312340354,0.0,0.3018199491159887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301947011496324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296782756091948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092686352853455,0.0,0.0,0.12379995487263902,0.0,0.0,0.11382266092704935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740963908464282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268569201566507,0.09485033380367447,0.0,0.25798533200622203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510666946079614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512163755693108,0.16331110016564215,0.1638798702197925,0.11423532724624345,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adriana_rose_x,2020/01/20,"How much does anxiety affect your memory? I went to the doctor asking if I had ADD because I find it difficult to focus, there’s a fair amount of change occurring in my life and I feel the pressure of this, She mentioned she thinks I have anxiety which makes some sense.  I had a rocky childhood which I’ve managed really well but find it is starting to surface in certain ways now. I have become particularly forgetful, my short term memory is shot to shit lately and I regularly get that ‘brain fog’ feeling and find myself spending a lot of time thinking of rather meaningless things rather than using my mind in effective ways. I feel quite dumb lately. I haven’t seen anyone about anxiety yet and am thinking I should. Is there any activity or medication that helped to clear the fog, makes your mind feel sharper and helped reduce forgetfulness? Thanks.",6.320805523590338,7.817152392405063,6.442197928653624,74.45844073647874,66.21518987341773,9.796087456846953,30.81933256616801,10.018931242160765,3.1782455696202536,690,26,118,16,11,220,102,158,0.149,0.738,0.113,-0.7221,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,9,7,2,1,6,0,10,5,2,6,2,36,26,9,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,11,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,4,5,19,3,14,21,5,16,0,0,1,0,8,5,2,4,8,76,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286574893454183,0.0,0.31340497667057515,0.0,0.0,0.09548620077926236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127665531561115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324594702443981,0.15082022317798607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244655991587572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444627867262154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977534704754982,0.11950491868467457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27619614807342346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744411709249439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134716812825738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306710342828314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080921390607663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645664294075876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160987612314376,0.0,0.0,0.1823102431936867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757022734580135,0.0,0.0,0.2757741324285461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003876004403069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524878569084768,0.0,0.0,0.08748408349091398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401772792366319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966581478296078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572646083532568,0.0,0.0,0.09072465597911616,0.26250715402074465,0.0,0.0,0.07962946235247978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794433222532592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679056449064352,0.0,0.0,0.1227841920160245,0.12659285086855535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sad_mogul97,2020/01/20,"Mind racing 24/7 Is it anxiety? I keep thinking about thinking and my mind just won't shut up. I was prescribed anxiety pills, then got off them, but now I'm back on them. I'm on Ativan.


How much time does it take to take effect because I can't do anything with my mind being like that, I can't focus on anything.


Thank you",0.9511134453781516,3.0299510441176487,2.601512605042018,93.71323529411768,82.67647058823529,5.0621848739495805,21.478991596638657,6.1826913282559595,0.19937563025210106,253,8,55,2,7,83,48,68,0.042,0.857,0.10099999999999999,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,12,16,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,9,2,8,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172786386354701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412996338341708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945657619136225,0.0,0.12641229101283688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147298575145435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658546530721029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432211837628196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131168044362494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.628161029968256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244257545913673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31183647578309925,0.0,0.0,0.1909206456677484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657517227217447,0.0,0.0,0.12092051478664942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stardust4891,2020/01/20,"Instantly cure your health anxiety with this one simply trick! Any time you’re feeling unhealthy just go on YouTube and watch clips from my 600 pound life. 

If some 70 year old 600 pound broad is still alive then what the fuck do I have to worry about?",6.057278911564622,6.507118673469389,4.506530612244899,91.8444217687075,66.34693877551021,8.165986394557821,26.537414965986393,7.793537801064563,1.0996068027210877,201,5,43,2,3,57,47,49,0.228,0.701,0.07200000000000001,-0.8356,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,5,6,1,8,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903049243524754,0.0,0.26889478185701143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777278007235044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249539638589932,0.0,0.0,0.19976424573961352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736256231182091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827322371601102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688377126028374,0.0,0.23818394140663965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807065208680966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049611381682134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569629810323689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22635299739815665
anxiety,Lifesacanofworms7,2020/01/20,New job social anxiety Finally got the job I've been trying to get for 5 years and now I am dreading starting. I'm sad because I'm working evening hours instead of spending it with my family. I'm scared because what if I don't get along with my new co-workers and they don't like me.What if I look stupid or suck at learning the job. I hate social anxiety.,2.441885964912281,3.75806643421053,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,75.44736842105263,7.171929824561403,29.771929824561404,7.793537801064563,1.8982614035087724,283,13,60,4,6,96,52,76,0.316,0.684,0.0,-0.9716,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,3,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,14,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,7,1,7,12,0,8,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,3,8,30,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26953587196044904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478059305347685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163572146038752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607538636774907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929832871635984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408087878169413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408975363949679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392929641036134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734898625748367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244582742294884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860667211810774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793663917878966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402880472327755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637476749240796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591619099089061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246925229176555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960641765762038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565046104940413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344633038847228
anxiety,bananasquidmuffin,2020/01/20,"trash talk anxiety So I cant stand my coworkers for the most part. I was having a bad week last week and, to the one woman I like (who isn't a gossip), I let loose and talked a bunch of shit about my supervisor and other people I don't like. Consequently I've literally been having panic attacks ever since. The woman I confided in promised she would never tell, I've known her for over a year, and she did just as much shit talking. But I've feeling guilty and super anxious about my disses. I keep imagining myself getting fired and, worst yet, told off. I can't calm down. Oh. Also, this coworker I confided in is kind of slow/weird. I am not sure if that's relevant but it feels relevant. Can anyone relate? Does anyone else hate they're supervisors and coworkers and talk shit behind their backs? Anything, hit me up, because i'm freaking out!",2.62875,4.883890538922159,4.237511227544911,83.2720752245509,77.74251497005989,7.288772455089822,23.61115269461078,8.278499904357787,1.5787128742514969,668,22,128,13,16,223,117,167,0.231,0.708,0.062,-0.9792,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,8,17,5,1,7,0,14,3,3,0,3,24,22,14,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,4,3,19,7,16,15,5,16,0,0,0,0,14,7,3,2,10,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376097398344474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882440044645443,0.16070723757579208,0.0,0.19893548585800624,0.14575667644918303,0.1170634373128132,0.0,0.0,0.16183517499442496,0.0,0.10938502746922353,0.11877667173933745,0.08671710038657962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244879829071618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188354873176178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286774545411821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385642757981976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432217137321831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404469933019427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644244886820324,0.0,0.14813630350581758,0.0,0.11595650764708895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546499436654506,0.0,0.1389968505905926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457351902542693,0.0,0.10971553822277473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639541697515884,0.0,0.0,0.16690515455747953,0.0,0.15404789865456714,0.0,0.09862144697838486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380669917267631,0.11767449764561536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340733026296368,0.0,0.0,0.4573555233626942,0.12433681430671867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593039248582953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821616255961996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010536056842616,0.0,0.0,0.09160731592110648
anxiety,frenchie2550,2020/01/20,"Anxiety is taking over my mind lately.. Going to work lately has been so hard and anxiety inducing. People go to work everyday and have MUCH harder jobs than my position as an office manager, but I feel anxious alllll the time. Lately, I've just been freezing up when I have to do work, then time goes by and all I've done is stare at my computer screen. Last night at around 7pm I started feeling panicky because I realized my weekend was ending and in 12 hours I'd be starting a new work week with +20 unread emails of tasks to complete. I know that's not uncommon and people talk about ""sunday scaries"", but my sunday scaries take up wayyyy to much space mentally and emotionally. Does anyone else feel like this? I guess I just needed to vent..",8.189418719211826,6.817407606896553,8.357536945812807,72.03758620689655,62.58620689655172,11.596059113300493,35.886699507389174,10.608840637214634,3.699532019704433,593,22,109,12,7,195,102,145,0.083,0.882,0.036000000000000004,-0.5596,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,1,1,23,23,12,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,12,1,19,18,3,29,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,1,20,64,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338810598457085,0.15017744427930702,0.0,0.09295045852719537,0.13620646764873165,0.0,0.11833933524627704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103525832324011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937864215451826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163313326673705,0.1360375110891669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104919756105687,0.1495327206013708,0.11773995924904407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164608915232976,0.09496798917116134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510987729245775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644165397169415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908264402215953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309130925689819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191636211242974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305698295564879,0.10835885320834412,0.44986561451728796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649447781551322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396608287710768,0.0,0.13422532182650154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954433921387712,0.09856878631077824,0.0,0.12838836796094094,0.0,0.12474943953387485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431922646117355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818256644058895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989946521201946,0.10684721587794327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502962684728602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066315386706555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38710978635414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jleuci714,2020/01/20,"What is something that helps you calm down in a quicker manner? Title pretty much sums up the advice I’m looking for. I’m a 20 yo woman who’s had bad anxiety for about 4 years now. It happened after my mother left my sister and I and I had to step in. So I’m pretty on edge almost most of the day every day. 

In situations where I need to be calmed down rather quickly (social situations), what are some good ways that many of you have found helpful? 

I’ve tried breathing exercises, grounding exercises, trying to think of other things, or playing around with objects/my hands. None of It really helps.",4.904745762711865,5.862170449152548,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,69.08474576271186,7.933898305084746,27.46186440677966,8.07648339933343,1.7851830508474578,475,15,88,6,8,158,86,118,0.042,0.763,0.196,0.9528,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,6,4,2,0,0,12,14,4,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,7,4,20,10,4,19,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,4,6,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242773578057596,0.0,0.0,0.17669209497224322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498598872881484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570804949129248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733080455188224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275950512297668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866918212735658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347150177064196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800032427918233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560367204262776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35481798662319075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171659669141292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817599871602322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889554946531766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971318750746852,0.13083759262667038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590320790409051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304024875585784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39668091478199785,0.0,0.1798715145785764,0.0,0.13584206635066404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722746893992488,0.11306389614585975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395998785377936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006010213555226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362988505953532
anxiety,lemonrose6,2020/01/20,"Me [22M] with my girlfriend [22F] of 5 years, humiliated, violated, and embarrassed by housing community security guard [50M]. Have I failed as a partner? Me [22M] with my girlfriend [22F] of 5 years, humiliated, violated, and embarrassed by housing community security guard [50M]. Have I failed as a partner?


Throwaway for obvious reasons. 


But basically me and my GF were having a picnic by a pond in a gated community that belonged to our friend, Joe. We were sitting and eating a small bag of trail mix and the area wasn't messy or anything at all. 


Then this old guy comes up from behind us and tells us he's with the community's security authority and says we can't be eating on the premises. We told him we didn't know (really didn't). He then puts his hand on my shoulder and said it's still food and that it's against the rules. He then ""asked"" me to dispose the remainder of the food in the bag into the pond, which I did. He then asked who we're here with and we gave him the name of our friend and house number, which he called and confirmed that we were his guests. He then proceeds to make small talk about where we're from and such, which I went along with. Eventually he left.


The whole experience had me and my gf shaken up. I know that as I write this, what the security guard did really wasn't too bad. He basically told us that we couldn't eat by the pond, made sure we were guests and not trespassing, and moved on.


But I think there is more to it. For one, it was the fact he put his hand on my shoulder as he was talking to me. I know this doesn't constitute assault or battery, but it's extremely passive aggressive, like he was trying to get me to react or gauge my willingness to fight back. I understand people are not allowed you touch you physically uninvited AT ALL, but this kind of stuff doesn't go through your head during the heat of the moment. Then there's the fact he ""asked"" me to dispose of the food. Had he grabbed the bag and disposed of it, that would've been theft and destruction of property, but since he ""asked"" me to do it and I complied, there was no wrong doing. Again, this is the security guard being passive aggressive, and taking advantage of the fact we were naive and kind enough to be compliant with him. And perhaps the last point is that he felt the need to be a ""part"" of our world and time, by asking us where we're from and making small talk, even though we really didn't want anything to do with this guy. All in all this guy knew what he was doing, he probably knew we were authorized to be there but wanted to make us go through his BS because he had nothing better to do that day or just gets his kick out of making other people miserable. 


I keep looking back at the event and thinking about how this security guard put unnecessary stress on me and my GF. Normally if I was alone and this happened, I wouldn't care and I would've moved on by now. But because it happened in front of her, the stress has been exasperated ten fold, because now we can't think about visiting our friend or being on someone's property without having to remember this guy. We can't even watch an episode of the Simpsons, where Bort gets detained by security for stealing a video game, without thinking about this event. The experience has stressed her out as well, understandably, but we choose not to talk about, because a part of us knows that he had every right to do what he did, but another part knows he absolutely did not. 


Which brings me here today. I feel like I've failed as a partner in shielding her from such kinds of people. It's one thing to go through TSA and get your bags checked, it's another for some old jerk to come up and treat you like a criminal and essentially provoke you into an altercation. Looking back I should have just held on to the food, threw it in my bag or whatever, instead of complying with him like a coward. I should've known that he had no right to imply that I was supposed to throw it away or do anything for him. And when he tried to make small talk, I should've told him to get lost.


But my post here is not really about him. My post here is about me and my GF and how we can move on from this. Moreso how I can move on from this. I essentially allowed this guy to ruin our trip because of my naiveness and wanting to be compliant with authority and generally polite to people. I allowed this jerk to get off to harassing me and my GF. And I can't get it out of my head. I can't think about visiting a friend or taking a trip anywhere without thinking about this or having it come up in some way.


I know the security guard is not the problem here. I am. And I need help. How can I get over this? How can we get over this? 


**TLDR:Me [22M] with my girlfriend [22F] of 5 years, humiliated, violated, and embarrassed by housing community security guard [50M]. Have I failed as a partner?**",5.612864713329717,5.598078790721651,6.350347259902335,79.84384246699223,67.27835051546393,9.776089708808104,31.34744076686561,9.549672527348893,2.5851580756013752,3817,139,795,72,57,1258,315,970,0.128,0.7859999999999999,0.085,-0.9946,3,1,0,0,1,0,125.0,27,6,0,7,44,55,11,7,46,0,74,13,6,17,9,177,141,80,0,11,31,0,6,4,18,2,0,2,1,9,54,75,7,18,22,2,1,22,25,28,1,3,42,11,106,26,139,89,12,99,0,7,3,0,121,46,0,12,31,543,160,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884604560657696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890782297879848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643196408043012,0.0,0.22045248990900645,0.0,0.04431064783114088,0.10879497374744768,0.0393786522789152,0.1437488731058609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171132952319093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815810579576394,0.0,0.048085232298739664,0.0,0.0,0.12187875116311245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030415860451039594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477679502840154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048731389093267435,0.0,0.062300669680632935,0.0,0.03973637451713146,0.0,0.0,0.09226779668011197,0.0,0.0,0.02384673756554053,0.03369284360155835,0.04528332104270675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811595088506315,0.0,0.14575028055588454,0.0,0.22176376979045764,0.0,0.08041047360747618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334910625428596,0.08341114779217691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680450237846072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03161197723277012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767641072213365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192012753314471,0.0,0.14733721446012235,0.15551540190811144,0.03844366850195057,0.0,0.0,0.0512421093482159,0.0,0.0,0.09216470822289448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920911240886479,0.0,0.05148335468822677,0.0,0.0,0.04462622390527737,0.15740641407475334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050476254839944,0.0,0.0699406764352756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046209159894246524,0.045253615753936535,0.0,0.09897805634131067,0.0,0.06391695525323693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321692079556853,0.0,0.13078594006499994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445837329013201,0.0,0.09033712649211906,0.0,0.05084906755381529,0.045128068297531236,0.0,0.1422337809582659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085382042996885,0.0484908245641864,0.0,0.0,0.05342583020472149,0.08055290115774273,0.04486226327649462,0.03750545082549833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039013242727090426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996056699564872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037663971021007284,0.0,0.1620731846924614,0.0,0.05398968952117538,0.0,0.0,0.04445002446039819,0.0,0.07092054360848757,0.18953684105858076,0.041222035475091984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03133261744523379,0.1813186535634232,0.046336840022511136,0.0,0.027500787457758084,0.0,0.0447044613677312,0.13519714557037502,0.0,0.06404037724295147,0.0,0.0,0.0981954888605211,0.34038351926332816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345285505089378,0.03743533524384598,0.0,0.0,0.042404681232914215,0.04372003756596243,0.0,0.05265515974150222,0.0,0.13638867503944235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700566266925008,0.05156470462484612,0.0,0.09111316019475392
anxiety,-krizu,2020/01/20,"Am I the only one getting super anxious about not having enough time, to the point that I cannot function so that I could do the things that I get so anxious about What the fuck is wrong with me?",16.76121951219512,5.562849024390245,14.214634146341465,66.17609756097565,58.7560975609756,16.400000000000002,50.75609756097561,3.1291,4.533858536585365,154,4,34,0,1,48,29,41,0.233,0.6809999999999999,0.086,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,4,8,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6348948258094483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435379472751069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29034573469082275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25977784139266025,0.29361939611167404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041131063064065,0.21371140953678056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656336485651624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668238277615085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385201586839393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30722686808212984,0.0,0.0
anxiety,killerwhalebaby,2020/01/20,"Someone please help me ! I suffer from debilitating anxiety and I hide it so well. I could have up to 5 panic attacks a day varying in severity. Bright lights trigger me, travelling on the tube/subway, travelling alone, people walking behind me, literally anything and everything that seems so trivial to most. Once I start to panic my symptoms are so physical that  I start to feel like I am dying. My biggest fear is death so any ailments, new rashes, new marks on my skin, new symptoms... I will start to think I’m dying then once again triggering another panic attack. At night I fall asleep then to wake up to another fucking panic attack. My life is being consumed by anxiety and I just can’t do it anymore.  If anyone has any suggestions or knowledge of natural remedies, meditation, medication please comment below.",5.549774774774778,7.782812175675678,6.60108108108108,69.70315315315315,69.13513513513513,9.257657657657658,34.630630630630634,9.725611199111238,3.98361981981982,654,33,99,16,12,218,101,148,0.244,0.654,0.10300000000000001,-0.9726,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,7,13,4,5,2,0,11,9,4,2,0,14,19,11,3,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,2,0,4,1,10,1,0,0,4,16,3,18,16,1,23,0,1,1,1,3,8,1,4,12,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099520800310246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438794865260904,0.22264076309167927,0.1624276700439893,0.0,0.1052844309928342,0.07423111757202819,0.0,0.08736249082032205,0.0,0.0,0.3623246757758107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476192266502795,0.0,0.0,0.06846587233409299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035932108985956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541179003007837,0.0,0.0,0.11946205251228904,0.053678826294428016,0.07584233667530554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981452947072106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115832218296217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498554078291099,0.051865515666201935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694730376930718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075965042453563,0.0,0.09962608533420322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611867509175915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982341324534554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359954101905547,0.0,0.0,0.23306855363543585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664613040233856,0.0,0.11993313104208432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995093473439914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254265729690348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206864649218421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802448680048581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545261743734036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snazzbubbles,2020/01/20,"Magical thinking OCD How do you get rid of an obsession that won't fuck off? My magical thinking ocd has never been correct, but I ignored a few compulsions and I've been stressing about the consequences for almost a month now. I know that I logically have no reason to worry, but I'm scared that if the Law of Attraction works for me (I have had positive results from LOA practice), my mind can affect more than just myself.",8.291829268292684,7.06407854878049,8.522073170731709,70.47628048780491,62.29268292682927,12.102439024390245,38.79268292682927,11.20814326018867,4.38040487804878,339,15,61,8,4,112,64,82,0.195,0.69,0.115,-0.7632,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,3,5,0,9,1,0,4,2,19,15,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,9,1,9,11,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,3,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984255310011464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755161186884741,0.1557039583412054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637848487356364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009168068874635,0.0,0.23787795616480398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298525901111884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30641578656000523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983715596300016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413826760984385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819203484987498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169632362199643,0.30265534810396144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paoluchsinger,2020/01/20,"Dreading baccalaureate and senior dinner because I have made no friends no matter how hard I try in 4 years of college. I'm finally graduating college. It's been a disaster in terms of my social life so I'm more than eager to move on, forget this, and finally make some genuine, kind friends. My school is very small and cliquey. I'm painfully shy and it takes a while for me to warm up to new people so that didn't help either. Graduation is on May 23 but the day before there is a mandatory baccalaureate and senior dinner. I am dreading that because I will have no one to sit with as I have no friends. I didn't even have anyone to sit with in the cafeteria since whenever I'd ask someone they'd say no and shoo me away. I'm anticipating that this will happen again and I'll be the friendless loser one last time. It's not like when I graduated high school and I actually was sad and cried because I had kind-hearted, good friends and not neurotic assholes like in college.  What should I do?",4.969172787011985,5.6675746532663345,5.97497487437186,79.4896521066873,68.79899497487438,8.937147274835716,31.890606880556632,9.057496981413335,2.6167074603788176,792,33,157,14,13,263,118,199,0.22399999999999998,0.638,0.139,-0.9504,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,7,15,0,2,6,0,20,5,0,3,0,24,29,17,0,1,4,0,2,2,4,4,2,1,0,0,9,12,3,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,6,3,15,10,20,17,4,26,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,2,15,100,24,11,0.0,0.0,0.13549036127231534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708198273953662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979910008254994,0.0,0.1304472046319561,0.0,0.0,0.25391150321853273,0.0,0.11814483678656905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251209001422614,0.08954199874110995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170423593791298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041905903019998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290778312538375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164545958155453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277806348145515,0.0,0.12437570911127058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452916402211934,0.09306327631720672,0.14669484283474427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891664299714833,0.0,0.11317526006362412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980686430988686,0.1356629742721468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137623678866725,0.09267852181010684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475677239560199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409506009800454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816669467673414,0.0,0.14773832857028912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625598542170158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041321799879407,0.0,0.2810322721087224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485204361648588,0.0,0.0,0.1415325583305121,0.11764089480151856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439236523872494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809602437480259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942650198520452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455969588421865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941009015773058
anxiety,suite-dee,2020/01/20,"Less medication = less anxiety? My therapist has been working for many, many years and has a bunch of degrees so he's seen lots of cases, to give you background. He said he has never seen this happen before:

I have been on 20 mg of Celexa (Citalopram) for anxiety for 9 years. It helped immensely when I started. Now, not so much. So I dropped from 20 mg to 15 mg. That was a few months ago. 

On 15 mg, my anxiety has lessened so much. I also recover much quicker after an anxiety inducing event. (However, I now have depression, so that's cool.) I'm going to see a psychiatrist to talk about a different medication, but until then, what do you think of this?

It kind of makes me feel like my therapist doesn't know what to do, and I feel alone, I can't be the only person this has happened to?",2.028679245283019,4.076802685534595,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,78.74842767295597,8.013584905660379,25.69433962264151,8.841846274778883,2.0892067924528304,613,24,126,15,15,210,95,159,0.066,0.912,0.022000000000000002,-0.3456,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,1,10,4,0,0,6,1,15,2,0,2,1,12,30,12,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,7,13,3,20,23,8,17,0,1,3,0,10,2,0,1,14,86,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554778872861092,0.0,0.0,0.14668753131418358,0.0,0.1132626679813163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333908722626197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051798399946499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198701267924016,0.0,0.0,0.14797478400932915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322629477770246,0.1011815795832204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586585072000992,0.08049245146193784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504885544321216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493261619546244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474874236080346,0.0778369743273628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919400207131651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041004565378308,0.0,0.0,0.09454013321616682,0.2871842439234003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853576933915429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304892064180737,0.0,0.3123463702079005,0.0,0.1092349524005127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077171460900506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236671722098816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472400001833265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286197697881807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024751228630377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383804343919482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32889020047032275,0.0,0.0907517532625303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031094266533365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241209871043776
anxiety,cathleene1987,2020/01/20,"Just need to vent. Can’t tell anyone else so telling Reddit. Get ready for a pathetic first world worry. When I sleep, I rarely sleep and my thoughts enjoys waking me up in the early hours to stress about anything and everything. Normally it’s ‘proper’ issues such as work, money, family etc and I’ve been trying to channel my thoughts away from real worries to ‘fake’ worries in hope that this will help me fall back to sleep as they should be easy to overcome and answer.

Yesterday I started a new jigsaw on my new jigsaw storer. Imagining a large flat brief case which opens up, you do you jigsaw, close it and zip it up and it can then be stored away without damaging/disturbing the puzzle.

I woke in the night realising that either side of the case is different, one is cushioned and one more solid with the puzzle intended to be created on the more solid side. And I stupidly started my puzzle on the cushioned and thus wrong side. 

I spend hours last night working out how to transfer my puzzle across to the correct side.

Da faq does it even matter? 

I still don’t know how I am going to do this!",5.459396378269616,6.325994835680753,5.689111334674717,81.37278169014088,67.7793427230047,8.33923541247485,28.359825620389,8.418075326091056,1.976903688799464,872,28,162,12,14,277,131,213,0.094,0.81,0.096,-0.4949,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,3,10,6,1,1,11,0,14,4,4,4,1,36,24,16,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,5,1,3,3,3,4,0,3,4,0,18,2,31,15,4,39,0,0,0,0,6,20,0,5,16,110,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647067018898717,0.1267112043155168,0.10176720191882306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323779735539224,0.09509210076934964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920543739624507,0.0,0.0,0.10822161029773096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330770486994784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792112117319955,0.08168072506301376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111437049270654,0.0,0.11658201014710536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051908782600792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646107751045493,0.0,0.07028266652229087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828912188034096,0.0,0.0,0.12282899100589592,0.24357368495693305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907596213713687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796401414536385,0.1008049105545205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169733153617862,0.0,0.23887624435558186,0.0,0.2321057434921332,0.12116716253816184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759958683165013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075984079613235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712681956565429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506393078459534,0.0,0.0987604299446098,0.0,0.14165984953093036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618038865001046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635517883241368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396160865248757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921033834481715,0.0,0.18006174037842118,0.37676877657179947,0.0,0.0,0.1352101825873914,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flipflopped_plans,2020/01/20,"Lost my job and partners going away for a few weeks. Can you actually go mad from isolation? I was laid off. My partner will be going out of the country for a wedding and traveling with family. I declined because I had to work.

For almost a month it will be me and the dog. I'm starting to worry that I will go insane.",0.9111038961038956,3.0660480757575783,3.6416883116883128,85.7468181818182,83.39393939393939,6.195670995670996,24.58008658008658,7.447530270364453,1.3620632034632043,247,10,50,4,7,87,48,66,0.207,0.7929999999999999,0.0,-0.9153,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,15,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,11,7,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,38,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.2537890966215421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260420785509588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434268171896986,0.0,0.0,0.15853519128231444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516920053889546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591211118808786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580776088519404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28389521625475944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758399588678506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407764585418526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086110630072704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933278333645107,0.2641119318025396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,219RegionRat,2020/01/20,"Long read and I don't know where else to post this. This is gunna be a long post. I don't really have anyone else to talk to about this and my ex always told me that I don't have anxiety and or depression but I'm starting to think otherwise. My whole life I've always been the type of person who over reacts, over thinks and over worries. I'm also the type that I get overwhelmed and frustrated easily. But not over major things. It's all over stupid stuff. I over analyze everything. I also care way to much about things that I shouldn't. For instance my job, I know I'm not going to be at any of my jobs for the rest of my life because I haven't found my niche but I care way more than I should. I take a lot of things personally and to heart. Me getting frustrated at stupid little things makes the tone if my voice change. To the point where it comes across as me sounding rude. People have been complaining to my bosses at work and one of my bosses told me that it can't keep happening. Also that their might be repercussions if it does. I've also have been a major shut in lately. Don't wanna go anywhere. Don't wanna do anything. Can't even wash the dishes until the sink is over flowing and I have no choice to wash them. It takes me weeks to do something as simple as washing my laundry. I don't want to talk to anyone outside of work. My grandma was in the hospital for 17 days (nothing major) and I couldn't even pick up the phone to call her. When I wake up in the morning I just lay in bed on my phone for at least an hour before I actually get up. Someone at work told me to try CBD oil. Does it actually help?",1.6886650853889942,3.5163861264705893,3.2291840607210642,91.4456831119545,78.91176470588233,6.269449715370017,20.379506641366227,7.233258080335977,0.3971593927893737,1273,32,280,16,31,419,162,340,0.10300000000000001,0.845,0.053,-0.9582,2,0,1,1,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,3,12,10,5,1,14,0,29,8,2,5,1,39,55,24,0,8,9,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,2,20,10,1,1,5,1,0,4,14,8,0,1,8,3,39,2,55,40,10,43,0,2,0,0,17,26,0,5,9,193,59,10,0.0,0.0,0.1854239225601209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039044328898595,0.15810488163331984,0.0,0.0,0.06460720553330086,0.0,0.07267918105876886,0.0,0.0,0.1328605362066964,0.09734467485889746,0.07818168279278573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791465713600444,0.0,0.08084294285392507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097011549559319,0.0,0.1937295007409064,0.0,0.10050354475160468,0.08183908892950559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127088482360753,0.0,0.08182836094397848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628044100830727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873031900072498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550087683957692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538509184868916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416896182573053,0.0,0.0,0.14890983624319076,0.0,0.10798797719249376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840133199191591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258233678779217,0.06368038869698849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356158081836106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885572043688872,0.08444552505784722,0.0,0.0,0.10442541201979212,0.0,0.1071706866087067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421081996373954,0.0,0.0952207758922396,0.0,0.16815429617211744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077053827809222,0.0,0.0,0.0634171128105741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078614584499486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984019844833647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116063256452987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437839248211866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586506309075958,0.16591080939280148,0.0,0.0,0.08981119465617149,0.0,0.18197859901100075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503151528110232,0.0,0.06086315167687845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049811057680464,0.0731401105305212,0.0,0.0,0.06724559802664623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875891719845136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286508402607942,0.15272413518630248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524705421764201,0.12175176781796836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723463552200712,0.0,0.06450270549520395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603688551740181,0.1508223722785015,0.07620792639868132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607058883254336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749607344926208,0.09648300703553776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jmt697,2020/01/20,"Anxiety keeping me from moving on in life. Any tips? So, I’m a junior in college, my goal is to eventually become a preschool teacher. As much as I love kids I can’t help but freak out before I have to show up for field experience. Part of my coursework is showing up for field experience and I’m always super scared before I go. I basically get nauseous before and during the drive to school. I’m always afraid of what the experienced teachers are going to think of me, if I’m going to mess up in some way, let my clumsiness get the best of me.. etc. Any other anxiety sufferers deal with this? Any tips? I do well in school I have a 3.9 Gpa, I show up to all my classes and have no anxiety about my actual college. 

I will add that this is not the only time I suffered this anxiety. I’ve actually been working at the same job for 5 years. Anytime I get hired at a new job I end up leaving after a couple of months to end up back at my old job. I experience the same anxiety that I have when showing up to field experience. Horrible nausea, fear, failure to sleep the night before. I’m not sure if it’s a confidence thing? I hate it so much because I just want to move on in life, away from working in the restaurant business, but my fear keeps me from believing I can do this. The fear has nothing to do with becoming a teacher, it’s really just a fear I have in any new situation where I know I’ll have to perform a job I’m new to.",2.4329306487695743,3.8559035402684567,4.7350503355704685,83.23006991051456,75.67785234899328,7.919686800894855,26.84619686800895,8.59863814320734,1.9114357941834448,1117,43,236,22,24,391,144,298,0.207,0.718,0.075,-0.9922,4,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,6,9,16,1,6,18,0,19,4,1,0,2,25,38,12,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,7,0,2,2,4,0,6,4,11,1,0,1,1,30,5,51,35,9,42,0,2,0,1,4,22,0,3,13,157,42,15,0.0,0.0,0.15573776304400114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279246955810792,0.0,0.0,0.21705466106764967,0.0,0.3052166333686696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497048370803545,0.061357801537391524,0.0,0.04864258627091223,0.17625568522103774,0.2716003178906345,0.08990218496083556,0.08374043722583971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829218505646383,0.0,0.0,0.08226563995829889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135022813058198,0.0,0.08899305738639621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122211787172852,0.0,0.35916841482230066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506954049709396,0.0,0.1360488369413554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787815201122345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053485230754008566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167388199839181,0.1418517847104776,0.0,0.0,0.043853511047468936,0.0,0.0,0.08449189575347496,0.0,0.0815962884636244,0.11272382003825268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201853952555592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369199385139959,0.16961994204307332,0.11731772391306647,0.0,0.0,0.2312009263848048,0.0,0.07488265602325073,0.0,0.07656591877282068,0.0,0.083731937170802,0.0,0.0,0.060688061128826076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641073290911364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051119030182804365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988919968784543,0.16151457930435234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969346705649643,0.07985311111345286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752062991118823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301257374208708,0.051129723999003084,0.0,0.0,0.046529388284209015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470654437568773,0.0633379408420926,0.0,0.0,0.07174572296102623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618412508747065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138567534978082
anxiety,incrediblerocklee,2020/01/20,"Social Anxiety Fear Setting  Tim Ferriss Fear Setting

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Part 1  


Define the worst thing that can happen to you.  
1. Being socially isolated much of the time around people.  
2.  Always feeling awkward and inferior to others.  
3.  Being thought of as a sick and disgusting person.  
4.  Being intentionally avoided.  
5.  Stuck in a dark depression.  
6. Not showing my true, weird, uniquely funny, and crazy self.  
7.  Living a life with no romantic partner.  
8.  Looking back at situations/encounters and thinking what could have been.  


Ways to Prevent each from happening. (Be specific)  
1. Schedule time for in person social meet ups.  
1a. Walk to stores/restaurants.  
1b. Solo trips to cities.  
1b. Join fitness/sports clubs.  
1c. Ask coworkers to hang out outside of work.  
1e. Quit your job.  
1f.Sign up and volunteer for work events.  
2. Greet everybody with a smile + wave.  
2a. Try to make small talk. Start w/ ""Hows your day?""  
2b. Focus on forehead rather eyes?  
2c. Speak with confidence.  
2d. Slow down. No twitchy movements.  
3. Meditate continuously.  
3a. Stop thinking about sick and disgusting things about yourself.  
3b. Greet them with a wave or ""Hey"".  
4. Meditate and think less of other's reactions.  
5. Go for a walk outside.  
5a. Follow sleep routine.  
5b. Morning power habits (make bed, cold shower, eat breakfast, show up early)  
5c. Talk to someone.  
6. Try being your best self at all times  
6a. Allow others adapt to you.  
7. Approach. Ask. And fail. REPEAT.  
8. Make the most out of each situation/encounter.  
8a. If it important try again. If not drop it.  


Ways to Repair if the worse does happen.  
1. Reach out and connect with friends.  
2. Check your posture.  
2a. Take deep breaths.  
3. Leave the community.  
4. Think lightly about the encounter.  
4a. Meditate.  
4b. Confront in a different relaxed setting and discuss conflict.  
5. See my therapist. Talk to anyone you care about.  
5a. Dopamine Fast  
5b. Go for a walk outside.  
6. Breathe. People need to earn to see the goofy side of you.  
7. Substitute searching for a romantic partner with a role of devotion to others (coaching youth, volunteering, mentor to other, job leadership, pet parent, being better member of the family to others)  
8. Look forward to pounce on future opportunities.  
8a. Be grateful for what you you still have.   


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Part 2  


Potential benefits if successful or partially.  
\- High respect for self.  
\- Able to obtain goals with minimal interference from others  
\- Meaningful friendships/interactions.  
\- Role model to others  
\- Fit and active lifestyle.  
\- Tremendous growth in career, family, and mental health.  
\- Fantastic romantic partner.  
\- Love for career.  
\- Quit job and do something you enjoy that pays more.  
\- Developing new interests and habits.  
\- Meeting unique individuals of diverse backgrounds.  
\- Strong sense of morals and values, but flexible to others.  
\- Being a magnet of positive energy.  
\- Firm and confident on decisions made.  


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Part 3  


Cost of Inaction in 6 Months.  
\- Stuck in a rut that only gets worse.  
\- Depression  
\- Social Isolation  
\- Always anxious  
\- Highly reactive to what others say and do.  
\- Lack of self respect.  
\- No sleep.  
\-  Poor work performance  
\- Out of shape physically.  


Cost of Inaction in 1 year.  
 \- Lost/slow work promotions.  
 \- Forgetting how to socialize.  
 \- False sense of worthless identity.  
 \- Wasted time improving stuck in isolation.  
 \- Move back home with parents.  
 \- Assault/Battery  
 \- Fired from job.   
   
   
Cost of Inaction in 3 years.  
\- Suicide  
\- Burden to parents, friends, and anyone that cared  
\- Wasted sense of self.  
\- Low paying meaningless job  
\- Criminal record  
\- Prison time  
\- Not able to find work  
\- Drug addict.  
\- Locked in a mental institute.  
\- Chained to toxic relationships  
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anxiety,Thehighwaymanofspace,2020/01/20,"Is this normal anxiety? Male in my 20s. Have always had some anxiety about change, some social situations but the social part got quite a bit better as I had jobs that kept me regularly interacting with others. Long story short I changed jobs recently and again I’ll have these days where my mind starts to focus on something coming up like a work trip and it’s like I get anxious and can’t regain control and just basically have this nervous feeling of unrest and not being able to calm down. It can last for hours or days. This had gotten better for a while but now it’s back and I just am at at a loss for what to do. 
After trying some various things (including CBD) I’ve started to wonder if I need to be on some type of medication but just really have no idea.",2.751148459383753,4.8575455947712465,4.3283520074696575,83.49544117647059,76.7124183006536,7.247245564892625,22.039682539682538,8.192908349453996,1.2412113912231568,608,17,119,11,14,203,106,153,0.09,0.7879999999999999,0.122,0.8077,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,6,8,7,0,1,5,0,14,1,0,1,0,29,24,13,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,1,8,5,21,16,7,24,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,7,15,86,19,4,0.14748419183740052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271866232099247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256500061472529,0.1666151570700751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340623986709912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608755650089163,0.16101453941565108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31203743851602034,0.12704457212510406,0.0,0.0,0.16541606198102216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023020534470592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457243879712498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705440304950606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795658114969793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452422205317533,0.0,0.0,0.1664917007468954,0.0,0.0,0.2927106064289832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021930080034772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410665283494284,0.0,0.0,0.1305188687192399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857480715225788,0.0,0.0,0.14891699073870496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093576594820233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144503194141733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597110075303291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686759220708638,0.0,0.0,0.09448214983960533,0.0,0.14562284681395604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577841097064208,0.0,0.3006831209119952,0.0,0.11354053630211908,0.0,0.0,0.20878014015896307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798194366699586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001320851409836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994031479324458,0.1073702481858747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flowe0,2020/01/20,"Quit my job Today I quit my job because it was incredibly bad for my anxiety. I am 18, going to college, and living on my own. I told my parents about what happened and they understood, but they want me to see a doctor about the anxiety. I also cant shake the feeling that they are disappointed in me for quitting. Can I have some advice on what to do at the doctor or just some kind words to help me calm down?",3.385098039215684,4.246591764705887,5.205588235294119,82.97348039215687,72.52941176470588,8.019607843137255,27.10784313725491,8.344100000000001,1.7328431372549016,320,11,67,5,6,110,58,85,0.12300000000000001,0.725,0.153,0.5894,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,3,4,5,0,1,4,0,7,2,0,0,0,11,14,5,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,2,16,2,13,11,3,8,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,3,1,53,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754610291041783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359167360813124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747212377380294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499226007254218,0.1094562848658923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675684102476225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078941781247113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204638495843596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878166827450627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035327687807496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35636524664990993,0.0,0.0,0.18698099179089253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585521267984219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937680710990247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729429370898319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308368723738873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701990475653739,0.1715744149139481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590737487724834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunnybuns04,2020/01/20,"I feel like this is as good life will be for me. Everyday I believe I'm going to die from a heart attack. 
I'm always struggling to breathe. I always feel a sensation in my chest. I get severe panic attacks I've been to the ER but everything turns out fine. I feel broken. It's been over a year since I began with the panic attacks. I should be used to these symptoms by now, but I'm not. I can't go anywhere without thinking I'm going to just collapse and die. I'm at universal studios rn and I just want to break down and cry. 
I feel like unless I kill myself first, a heart attack, stroke, or anything health related will kill me.",0.5968181818181789,2.8419020151515184,2.6813939393939417,91.51209090909094,85.66666666666667,5.035151515151517,21.67878787878788,6.42735559955562,0.4481024242424243,494,17,103,5,15,166,83,132,0.359,0.573,0.068,-0.9940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,2,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,13,6,3,6,0,9,8,4,1,0,21,27,8,4,2,8,0,5,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,9,1,1,3,5,15,4,18,19,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,7,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999742440868544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888576972711703,0.0,0.0,0.5468213206650736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538509780807048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199589490442415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24942513517994686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079967868312158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303666282088066,0.17169217062424175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221250824324216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627813883885243,0.0,0.2048780583475648,0.1007889183668788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277300515414142,0.0,0.2847928218799005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26589011108198035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487627640989169,0.11741335190395427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28197608166479643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575253941959414,0.0,0.09940194431369936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562281978028894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489771495317993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699704615099427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307052958839291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378420228749992,0.0,0.0,0.07087658335757817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583502193624652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738248726874072
anxiety,javoX12320,2020/01/20,"I have self-confidence problems with the opposite sex I (M19) am and trying to solve self-confidence issues with a psychologist when im around women, it sounds weird but im scared of the response i may get with women, the problem is that when im trying to get on a date or talk with a woman that is atractive to me (physically or mentally) i really dont know what to do, i get very anxious, the conversation doesn't flow and it's really difficult for me to talk to a woman who i dont know, i dont really have problems to meet new people or make new friends, it is just like, when i want to meet someone that is atractive to me, i get really nervous and afraid of being rejected, i know that my fear is somehow irrational due to the fact that no one is listing the things i do wrong or how many times i make mistakes, but it really feels like if i make a big mistake the other person could just cut all contact with me even if she is my friend or even tell me that im a piece of shit/not man  enough. Adding the fact that im good-looking just make the things worse.

I need advice to know how to aproach women and talk with them, this is difficult for me and i would  appreciate the help.

Pd:I know that this post sound somehow incel-like but it's a personal problem i have and i would appreciate the help a lot, also my native language is spanish so i may committed writing mistakes.",5.440355263157893,4.964113743859652,6.55196271929825,79.81425986842106,67.70175438596492,9.93201754385965,31.145833333333336,9.516144504307137,2.5744780701754384,1087,38,228,20,16,367,130,285,0.212,0.675,0.11199999999999999,-0.9852,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,15,21,1,4,19,0,25,1,0,6,4,60,41,23,0,14,13,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,0,8,20,13,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,17,0,1,0,3,29,4,25,35,4,13,0,1,0,1,24,3,0,12,10,154,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343787093340227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828287506801803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646148271823908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601133310349957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817349524084614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30021404472995644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822620355579666,0.0,0.11279283573029435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608259714203547,0.04317355121095268,0.06099952686091995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193748587821907,0.0,0.17844191606164791,0.0,0.0,0.0716174338159998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144644053877342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611557821423634,0.08912043681561438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346286066007463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343023315804776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717024427672632,0.0,0.0,0.07259182792398904,0.0,0.0,0.22798234300389916,0.08656764933596463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604865431220361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331237905201892,0.0,0.16493198957699529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057859527603922885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059195660051506026,0.14911091572406518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817758518568535,0.0,0.0,0.32681014957958204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735011755293679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548593331520622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815171394239626,0.0,0.08764714476938905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723469858660408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588925821776705,0.07463082338673152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345286625703907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049789060343614806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594250571460185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045210522188679,0.05036266982485667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701527410439155,0.1213110347159186,0.09335580641502232,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pajarito_6180,2020/01/20,"Struggling with how to help my daughter who was GAD and SA (9F) I’m 39F and also have GAD but it presented much later for me than my daughter. Even as an infant, my daughter would be deep asleep and suddenly scream and jolt awake looking terrified. As soon as she was able to talk, she’d describe nightmares. 

She also, since infancy, needed to hold my hair. This went on until she was about 4 or 5. My hair was her security blanket. She couldn’t self soothe and would vomit when we tried sleep training her (which was traumatic for me and something I still feel awful about).

I don’t want to write a novel but her challenges evolved over the years to a point I sometimes worry she is being deprived of a childhood. She won’t participate in extracurriculars or will try then and then randomly not want to continue. She doesn’t want to play at friends houses. Has never been able to handle movies or especially movie theaters. When we do family activities, she immediately identifies all the potential risks. Going to the beach=we might drown. Going canoeing=might tip over and an alligator will get us (we live in Miami), going for a walk=might get hit by a car. And so on. Her new thing is she doesn’t want to leave the house after dark even if we’re just going out to eat. 

The worst of it is nighttime. She’s terrified of being alone and the dark. She shares a room with her sisters that is right up against ours and we keep doors open, hall lights on, light on her room. Bed time is painfully awful for her. She tries reading herself to sleep but this can go on until 11p or later. If she doesn’t read, she will start to panic in fear. We’ve tried meditation, star projectors, soothing music, hypnosis exercises, art therapy, dream jars, chewelry...literally everything. She almost always ends up sneaking into our bed at night which means we are all constantly tired and sleep deprived.

She is academically gifted but I feel like she only does so well because she’s too afraid not to. She’s terrified of breaking rules and has literally never broken one and never told a lie in her life. She’ll misbehave and have a tantrum or be stubborn as hell, but she doesn’t break rules. I even have told her sometimes it’s okay to break rules “like when there was a brand new playground that technically wasn’t officially opened until the next day but we had access to it a day early. She wouldn’t go on it even though a dozen other kids were.

We call it “getting stuck” she gets stuck on one idea or need and that’s all she can think or talk about. Whether it’s that she decided she really wanted a bandana to wear in her hair—we talked about bandanas to death. Or when she only wants to eat a certain food but that isn’t available, we can tell it will be on her mind until she gets that food—even if it’s a couple days later. She has some sensory issues—noise, certain fabrics and food textures, exposed unfinished wood. 

We’re in a 12 week program right now that is group therapy for her and kids who are the same age with the same condition. They also do a simultaneous session with parents, which is incredible.

That said, we’re on week 7 and since winter holiday, it feels she’s gotten exponentially worse. She’s having huge meltdowns, anxiety attacks and it’s just gotten so bad that we’re wondering if we should consider medication. 

But if I’m honest, the idea of medication in such a young child feels really terrifying. She’s just starting puberty. Will there be long term consequences? Will it affect her development or her sexual development? Are there real risks we need to consider?

We are going to ask the therapists but are still waiting on a one on one appt. right now, it’s really helpful for me to hear other people’s experiences and just try to gather information and thoughts to help me navigate this.

I just want my daughter to be happy and be free to be a kid. Her sister breezes through life and has never had so much as an anxious moment (which makes her older sister resent her unfortunately). I wish I could see me older daughter free from all these burdens. I feel terrible that I cursed her with these genes.",4.45521485088253,6.202540499371067,5.24803915601542,80.27517498478396,71.05031446540879,8.349158044228039,27.41377561371475,8.933256019334266,2.177187056198012,3287,116,618,64,62,1067,360,795,0.165,0.731,0.10400000000000001,-0.9968,1,1,1,0,0,0,87.0,14,0,1,1,37,34,5,6,33,3,68,19,7,3,10,131,120,72,2,22,31,9,7,2,1,13,8,3,5,6,37,44,4,5,13,8,2,9,16,19,1,5,20,14,88,17,87,74,11,100,1,2,2,0,103,37,1,19,53,415,125,7,0.12181499199330778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060990059171080475,0.06308179711282984,0.0,0.14612310762975572,0.050679915866990666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659406772629257,0.06880813384674897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694028684928239,0.06929106958780698,0.0,0.0,0.050855215049398605,0.03712864423662116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219336327887987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658193653880175,0.0,0.04862967946527205,0.06739298584120877,0.0,0.11784088849924912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330056019504429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246471479552438,0.0,0.0,0.05394596315044163,0.0,0.0,0.2011441333675714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547397300637791,0.05957921831689642,0.057418166597317175,0.06853786628807823,0.1539833002069851,0.04351232730990268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209487577740722,0.0,0.047056980319438425,0.0,0.15910826397030164,0.0,0.2423059351208612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483716205872407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686471746102043,0.0,0.12247503207492988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405581455663809,0.0,0.13751429858865832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054137380972221975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449224391229356,0.0,0.0,0.08604153134217593,0.059512651975014375,0.0,0.05378243484210059,0.05390121730991488,0.05114695669234028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040656226532223935,0.0,0.0,0.0663461187846546,0.0,0.122715788846123,0.0,0.1938396843620092,0.06149920818124804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954803532770092,0.13548640957631813,0.18790246296257584,0.11764967834439766,0.06477581297291822,0.05715755900592684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650899823428744,0.09264579060467967,0.06480987003820321,0.07146182329894843,0.06763056638809536,0.0,0.0,0.04222558875513244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057577270759354725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184795686014832,0.06932606479203725,0.11705670468307815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604400636471474,0.057936976369058237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853538858924315,0.0,0.06353980175580654,0.0,0.0,0.10076662017825792,0.0,0.1828544479855328,0.0,0.0,0.0468895660892489,0.12047814188266134,0.0,0.08622127831118617,0.0,0.09728160996069556,0.0,0.0,0.06367373925088075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686541444150214,0.05323583610763154,0.0,0.1393060596261684,0.07071829729695897,0.04046423394462086,0.03902706409775802,0.05984130557246434,0.04835374838802035,0.03551565072075693,0.0700042067935388,0.0,0.11639944511640307,0.0,0.20676095854343868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326421834179188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147373438343285,0.0,0.09771263880998456,0.0,0.05476315359720218,0.0564618589949888,0.0,0.0,0.07004061451956628,0.0,0.0660515812685407,0.0,0.061854518704814364,0.062069941893547385,0.08653387526918288,0.0,0.0,0.039222430491148014
anxiety,ChaoticEnygma,2020/01/20,"Stopped taking Triliptal (under psyches care) because it was making my liver levels skyrocket. My anxiety is back in full force. I started taking triliptal about 4 months ago. It’s been one of the few medications I tolerate without severe side effects, however, I was wrong. I got one of the side effects you can only find through blood testing (which I had done for a life insurance application. Spoiler, didn’t get it.) I’ve been off of it for just under 3 weeks and I’m really thinking hard about getting back on it. I’m in a constant state of panic and I feel like I want to cry, and I have had a headache for 5 days, yesterday being the worst. I seriously hate having anxiety. 


My anxiety is like, “you have cancer, it’s a tumor” I know that’s not likely. 


Then it goes to, “your husband is going to leave you. Your kids are going to grow up to hate you, you’re going to end up alone.” 


“You’re going to sink your business. Nobody is going to call to have you contract jobs for them.” 


“People judge you for everything you do. No matter how nice you are, everyone is going to see that you’re just a piece of shit.” 


“You’ve got some hidden disease and you’re gonna die in your sleep and your children are going to grow up without a mother.” 


Jesus, please stop.",2.0520400000000016,4.313003323999999,3.791599999999999,85.6898,79.75999999999998,6.24,24.0,7.404127859558343,1.2242799999999998,981,35,189,14,25,328,140,250,0.214,0.738,0.048,-0.9906,2,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,13,1,2,7,12,3,1,9,0,23,7,4,4,0,23,49,7,1,1,5,2,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,10,5,0,2,6,0,0,9,5,7,0,2,10,3,27,5,36,37,5,37,1,0,1,0,19,14,1,1,16,125,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303046297709717,0.0,0.0,0.1203787371909612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667458105283015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874666399713787,0.0,0.07085244097948963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868334251446952,0.0,0.11850374927539488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560282761044775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767267791437567,0.07495842961706704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062789896093813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894316035860167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294486235046602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106229414944313,0.10445960452689168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876914126038287,0.08303439745759147,0.0,0.0,0.1062316821881299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145026153350065,0.0,0.4623914317398519,0.0,0.18591874134725692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411882656813712,0.2295051900792728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533987123873213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387670848604159,0.0,0.0,0.12307028708911627,0.0,0.0,0.082096352378974,0.17035162803360446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758411194508245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170890206906016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277329971907504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752027135313956,0.088397792940979,0.0,0.13637030712210654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057891950027975,0.0,0.0,0.12758511779695764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445961135339052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261988489318704,0.0,0.0,0.1313062823198111,0.11930793941070827,0.0,0.0,0.11631346677752298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226785758438734,0.0,0.0,0.19434617831086765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747802790270643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447518788907974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855518654754908,0.0,0.09323231586525407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408223312671152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707874197963942,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Potato_Sage,2020/01/20,Is it normal to feel pathetic or sorry for telling someone you have anxiety? Anytime I let someone in my life know I have anxiety I feel so stupid for doing it. Like 'they don't care about it they're just being nice' and it drives me crazy in my mind leading me to overly  apologize for it because I don't want them feeling either responsible for me or tell me it's fine just because they feel pity for me. I don't know if it's normal am I just crazy or what. Is this normal?,3.3282571428571432,4.118729140000003,4.8494285714285725,85.73900000000002,72.6,7.7142857142857135,27.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.5511714285714286,374,13,80,5,7,126,56,100,0.23,0.67,0.1,-0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,3,1,5,6,1,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,0,21,19,6,0,5,8,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,4,17,4,11,17,1,5,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,1,58,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28344619997201553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258650861050401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888845265162095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37469131529111815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362768117590768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944051018427266,0.13085434631923565,0.0905084910790912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705940166741547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445452711828955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31393974471826397,0.0,0.0,0.20738297388941668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32385014194685385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927092206316248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ttrash_,2020/01/20,"does anyone have any tips for constant, underlying anxiety? i have a lot of my plate but it’s not that big of a deal. however, lately i’ve been so anxious that i break down over many tiny things, im almost always in a state of dissociation, and my biggest annoyance is because i think a lot, my heart skips a beat over things that i can’t even keep track of because i don’t remember what i just thought about (but i did catch it one time! i thought about work and my heart stopped for a second)

 i have xanax and i’m thinking of taking it regularly instead of when i think i need it but ideally i’d like to process it without the pills. 

does anyone deal with this or have any ideas i can do to just... relax for a second?? 

thanks everyone ;^;",2.2479487179487165,3.8980145490196096,3.807843137254904,88.72452488687784,76.7124183006536,7.060633484162897,25.4947209653092,7.882392219407189,1.2969330316742078,578,21,127,9,13,192,92,153,0.07,0.823,0.107,0.813,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,1,0,8,0,11,4,2,0,0,26,21,9,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,7,1,0,1,4,1,0,3,4,0,16,4,20,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,6,86,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458401604670094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118642222929844,0.0,0.0,0.19808410740844912,0.0,0.11141629318561667,0.16453483433253666,0.0,0.20367357253012888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756491818453193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738805537307599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003025280612728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254905876710893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961956524916238,0.0,0.0,0.1391678741155937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451746830478932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441291945973108,0.1573191455866733,0.0,0.0,0.1294539542272853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642913481708647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115368333638904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764048913196265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765887316551585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799224213617667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986912861030514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498482673766576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176384742070975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950521081798124,0.0,0.0,0.1340882621306547,0.0,0.0,0.19351712235938692,0.2799659502513871,0.0,0.2312481253480757,0.08492544966510628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039439870275575,0.0,0.10602964525055904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jagilsdorf,2020/01/20,"Anxiety Compensation First, you're adrenaline glands are convinced there is a problem. You start to have trouble breathing and your heart feels like it's going to explode. You're trembling.

This is the typical description of an anxiety attack. There are different stages and levels of intensity. Yet, the synopsis is pretty consistent.

I think anxiety is an overlooked problem. Everyone has their own solution and none of them are perfect. Some peopld use drugs while other people desensitize themselves overtime. What really becomes a problem is the compensation.

""No I can't do that. I have too much anxiety.""
To minimize exposure, people will avoid anything that could trigger even the smallest amount of anxiety. I know. I used to do it all the time. This was the worst thing I ever did. Instead of finding a solid, I completely avoided the problem.

This is when I realized something big, but most people disagree with me. You see, the pool is cold. Dipping your toe into the pool isn't going to make it warmer. It only makes you more afraid to jump in. So, I took a dive.

For a couple years, I intentionally placed myself into situations that would cause anxiety attacks. It started small. I would raise my hand in class when I had no idea what I was about to say. I would raise my hand anyway. This was intense and it only got worse.

I stopped defining myself as an introvert. I'd call myself extroverted, knowing full well that it was a lie. I stopped using words like ""anxious"" and ""nervous"". I started saying ""excited"" instead. Thats when things really started to change.

I still have little panic attacks here and there, but I don't let them control me. I don't compensate for my anxiety anymore. I honestly just try to ignore it. I started to look at it as a normal thing, not some disorder that makes me different from everyone else. Because everyone has anxiety. Some people just handle it differently.

How do you handle anxiety?",3.722828571428572,6.7563352685714335,4.848214285714288,75.88803571428573,79.17142857142858,7.957142857142857,30.75,8.769984970463412,3.3272285714285714,1544,77,243,39,40,505,191,350,0.177,0.7240000000000001,0.099,-0.9642,3,2,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,6,3,3,21,23,3,6,19,0,34,7,5,11,3,54,55,16,0,9,5,0,3,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,26,9,0,6,7,2,0,4,8,16,1,1,8,8,40,7,27,41,12,33,0,0,2,0,12,11,0,4,19,190,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107078085766147,0.08379905894064403,0.07356379477164489,0.0,0.0,0.061041469140706024,0.0,0.0,0.25316162929435043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521769844391476,0.08192282765314593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574315744024475,0.0,0.0,0.07620035983654896,0.07846958272497996,0.0,0.07777332411684124,0.0,0.0831959743125107,0.05922441356789535,0.08207559887137199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249798277618386,0.08501343333425454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602193725812947,0.0,0.061965485538712714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899330397529818,0.06709747339377363,0.0,0.2126383194105892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03750619273779273,0.052992166434977485,0.0,0.0,0.06779656570707539,0.0630950407216487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431316060097815,0.0,0.0593262382007845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879002726896373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373696660832172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153163679280441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585115530950275,0.0,0.07247841137031352,0.0743449852388771,0.0,0.0,0.06229011889847232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485414586769372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054528735709923865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267785173891174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283012099667533,0.0,0.08703089602708951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057003672720256,0.0,0.07749932759206128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546482252731161,0.0,0.2839100355425268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503955561399367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797728418931945,0.0,0.0,0.05910957995395795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337821766222872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057105189354003126,0.0,0.0,0.26251482125750675,0.0,0.059237962949944475,0.1240308274930432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783999517551966,0.047529718679659216,0.0,0.0,0.043253289134285305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241353622190316,0.050361411603446087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921957082007107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669416069746109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559284678123097,0.1580799443753671,0.0,0.0,0.04776764868879407
anxiety,anon1225234234,2020/01/20,"Anxiety about job interview I am from the UK and am having massive amounts of anxiety about a job interview in a few weeks.  I currently work at a company and have been for about 8 months now and I am happy and enjoying being there. A few months ago i was a little less happy and applied to a job which was at a much bigger company as a result.  To cut things short I have gotten through their online tests and have been invited to an assessment day. I have taken the day as annual leave however I am scared to death that my current company will find out and sack me even though I am not set on this new job as now I am happy and would probably still stay. My current company work with the much bigger company I am applying to but not anything to do with their main business which I have applied to but I am really worried ""What if one of the people from my company is there by coincidence or the new company see it on my CV and say something to someone they know from my company"" and they sack me.

Could someone give me some advice on how I can stop worrying about this or why this does not make sense.",7.0816999592335925,5.679062771300452,7.926229107215651,74.3433836119038,64.7847533632287,12.234651447207506,35.519364044027725,11.389717465364855,3.921685201793722,870,34,175,23,11,295,117,223,0.087,0.87,0.043,-0.7677,8,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,2,12,6,1,1,14,0,25,0,0,3,0,30,31,20,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,2,25,4,32,21,8,29,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,4,16,139,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188334482926278,0.10779771747372964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860588198205856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007261653272337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709369895232604,0.0,0.0,0.15685356320161806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641954877090433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032061138780218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114705818434152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665700159724032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883603570746493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827067449367101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683230547125414,0.0,0.0,0.128764791050123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188266933404734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117395514145484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413190357973206,0.0,0.17879101979459056,0.0,0.0,0.23489857586181465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240439389021066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430733345884736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111346042855584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790488284674353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670717044043724,0.1217503289899125,0.0,0.09690543840790608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607529189956691,0.09361940000295373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296174219424899,0.09711591208272977,0.10166932097699599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807906240007443,0.0,0.11947875807645934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754620676894624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973186012323044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706342669692346,0.24699665241491506,0.0,0.0863864837990987,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SaVaGe_02,2020/01/20,"So i just want to let everyone on this sub know that they are not alone. If anyone needs help with anything ( i might not have the best advice but) , needs someone to just talk to for a bit or just needs someone to listen, im there for you when i can. I wont be on my phone 24/7 but when i see a msg i will try to respond asap. I will not claim i understand you bc i probably wont but i will help you the best i can. I do have experience with mental health disorders so i will understand alot of things. So if you need anything, just send me a pm and ill do whatever i can do help you get through a hard time",-0.14187969924811838,1.7305380827067691,2.1330451127819567,96.69024436090228,85.46616541353383,5.905263157894738,19.274436090225567,7.1686216300943375,0.14753533834586507,467,13,116,7,14,158,75,133,0.095,0.813,0.092,-0.3457,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,1,2,10,2,0,0,7,0,18,2,0,0,0,26,29,12,0,7,13,0,1,0,0,7,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,22,2,13,20,4,6,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,5,3,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457560673469967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448333602586428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042951681879902,0.0,0.2454896537044899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130655175767509,0.0,0.16284257032494182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709486894995013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425274438597457,0.0,0.14590574182509286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792921740467322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361681677910098,0.0,0.0,0.15854862740659684,0.0,0.0,0.2999336163642966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111689449278815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197367119428697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252478447965429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031679635088896,0.15823371381807275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423968771863946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081820937538135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886010050041824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527632123465755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988804065068907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909435265953584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869755849640504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126890512825773,0.0,0.0,0.3105587466392849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879776127152798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pink51,2020/01/20,"Mind.wont.shut.up. Does anyone else have this feeling? Like your mind just wont shut off. I’ve been off lexapro for 2 months now. Only had 2 bad episodes. But this past week has been bad. The worst is over but the insomnia and mind constantly going on and on about random thoughts is just exhausting. Any tips? Has anyone felt this way? Do you feel like you’re going crazy? I just am tired of living with this. I want to go back on the meds but docs said safer not to be on them if I want kids. Which I do...in a few years. 

Also, I got a scare at an urgent care (went in for a cold) the PA said lexapro leads to dementia? Not sure why she would even give me that kind of medical advice. But told me to get off of it ASAP and the studies are there to prove it blah blah.... 

It’s a constant battle *cringe*",-0.1508269441401957,2.1326171265060268,1.0720043811610085,100.81612267250824,91.59036144578312,4.463964950711938,15.376779846659364,6.1124844417494595,-0.7546048192771084,617,13,145,6,22,193,112,166,0.165,0.727,0.10800000000000001,-0.9065,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,1,9,11,1,1,10,0,14,4,0,1,2,27,31,9,0,4,10,1,3,4,0,2,4,2,0,1,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,6,0,0,10,6,11,5,22,18,2,25,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,10,86,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202722929360486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080468461452889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187894667747099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889431065917763,0.13843542863166206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038907001208106,0.22562121837911275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775292029348207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920102765735945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823504550923478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286647050574312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923840828540333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663062782839422,0.19304419994360206,0.12972610125840325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058902481543917,0.12960913715687214,0.23035716023570374,0.0,0.10805923742697487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406955288177661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320151437225477,0.0,0.11930397368965087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007595707199992,0.13610839009785894,0.0,0.0,0.4092655865989097,0.0,0.10784294201414396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275669925699772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128977100161681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25703973889189885,0.0,0.1352679639703784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733890185858684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726168018270156,0.0,0.15528824736145094,0.0,0.12910271149333233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938191333073926,0.10724346135976676,0.10837651850420994,0.0,0.0,0.1252476605007463,0.12191511451916942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959777593622136,0.0,0.0,0.08700594960228689
anxiety,jayy0502,2020/01/20,"Changes In moods Why does my mood/feelings dip super Low after doing something I enjoy, especially if it involves being social. 

For example I rode my bike (which I’m into and really enjoy) with some mates at the weekend, enjoyed it whilst I was there, didn’t really feel anything in particular. 
After about half an hour of been home my energy/mood dipped super low.  I felt tired, drained and just wanted to be lazy for the rest of the day. 

If it has anything to do with it I get a good adrenaline rush whilst riding due to the kind of riding i do. 

This happens much less if I go out and ride alone, which is most of the time. Although still happens to a small degree. 

Any help is appreciated, 

Thanks",4.32875912408759,5.644781766423358,5.3427810218978085,81.158697080292,70.75182481751824,7.815766423357664,26.10875912408759,8.238735603445708,1.6487786861313871,550,17,105,8,10,181,94,137,0.094,0.732,0.174,0.9325,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,0,0,8,0,11,1,0,0,0,16,20,7,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,2,2,0,6,1,2,0,1,4,2,10,8,20,14,5,24,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,5,10,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903536854053964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725155563630215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332178353699042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350974322841426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016387549711092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766230949929969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041029734792332,0.0,0.1937887823948483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544802500597454,0.0,0.11470483622796335,0.1692857175840736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569558150021347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528262583158832,0.0,0.20245229224428168,0.0,0.19876223416740585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210175245794863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836852644928958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25859537429688256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574061960113896,0.0,0.15537886009557975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611819742070661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581826488534964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176888972280179,0.2319742910986177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119044766706594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212049363248656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustSurfing2019,2020/01/20,What impact has social media has on your anxiety ? I realize I will determine if someone likes me or not based on how the comment or respond to a comment I leave them or their posts. I’ll literally spend hours sometime goin thru my posts seeing if they ever “liked “ my posts and how frequently. If it were a mutual friend of someone I knew I’d compare their response to them and then to me dissecting it thinking I got a watered down answer. I’ll go thru old messages rehashing things or realizing I didn’t perfectly apologize and wanting to bring it back up (for instance I remember calling a friend during the evening and she began yelling. It was over 11 years ago and I can’t remember why ?! Idk if I called her blocked or said something silly when she answered but she yelled at me. I found myself telling her I realized I never apologized for being mean or rude. Looked at the message today and although she said she wasn’t upset I realize I still HADNT apologized. I just mentioned realizing I didn’t but didn’t actually say in that message to her “I’m sorry “.... would it be silly to rehash it and bring it back up (the job apology was 8 years ago ) the actual even happened 11 years ago,2.6696695402298842,5.190074788793101,4.303275862068968,81.42764367816093,79.1293103448276,7.48735632183908,28.63218390804597,8.472884824447931,2.5282925287356326,949,44,172,21,24,317,134,232,0.08900000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.069,-0.7421,1,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,5,1,10,9,1,1,9,0,15,1,0,2,3,42,31,24,0,6,14,0,0,2,2,2,0,5,0,0,10,7,1,1,13,0,1,3,8,2,0,0,14,7,36,7,20,13,0,33,0,0,2,0,34,9,0,10,20,123,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.2382996911491451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32469701346511703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340448718887312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777135192085506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493510220116295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612888983087996,0.11044445551622828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387394187149745,0.1886649236642543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939099674274361,0.0,0.09765276909100022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797068637493976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024174391636105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211632321888864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928394673917465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930164096489365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253140569703324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300030464083748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416935487176732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812110805446886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508078408222785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766260247000598,0.0,0.23228594673532,0.09709707576546277,0.0,0.0,0.09729614311250133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446333680490687,0.2069061491493643,0.0939968560118577,0.12075785190212328,0.13667849722280184,0.0,0.0,0.09750746537803673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671886388872433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111635677078151,0.07823534381998938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157344433125908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201644926601722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101742785746456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673477803509068,0.0,0.0,0.23588095127351985
anxiety,recklysss,2020/01/20,"Please help I’m a 21 y/o f. I have anxiety and depression because of a 5 yr abusive relationship and other traumas growing up. I’ve been out of that abusive relationship for a while now. 
I have had a new boyfriend for almost a year and he’s great but I think I’m the toxic one.. 
My anxiety is severe. I won’t be able to eat or sleep if I have something on my mind. And I’m always overthinking everything and I stress him out. I get frustrated a lot and cry too much. I am so sensitive when it comes to any of my feelings. How do you all control your anxiety? Mine is overbearing and I cannot control it. I’ve tried breathing exercises, meditating, showering, pretty much everything I could think to calm myself down and nothing works. While I’m doing something to try to calm myself down ill still be anxious or I’ll stop for a second then once it’s done I’m back to being anxious. Please help it hurts my whole body :( physically and mentally",1.5137447020693102,3.9114261884816766,3.71106955871354,84.65568935427576,82.92670157068063,7.198304662179008,25.84916479680877,8.269060116576782,1.9900170032410875,746,32,149,17,21,255,117,191,0.24100000000000002,0.644,0.115,-0.9784,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,3,7,8,1,1,8,0,17,6,3,3,1,28,27,19,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,12,1,3,3,1,0,2,2,5,0,2,3,1,20,3,18,19,5,18,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,5,10,99,26,1,0.11824588826144407,0.2802040837581464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840617651066535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839005151413198,0.0,0.0,0.08041125884206653,0.0,0.2713733426003277,0.2671683927629583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909237891899607,0.0,0.07208159596552134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131344525231116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185836253074597,0.0,0.0,0.2652456366743421,0.0944097200212648,0.0,0.12988755585603906,0.0,0.0,0.1018450102921844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100659778698145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099506380982378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254355966099253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978867399639565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177859619754595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036650925289858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851545277059226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658466900350696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052842568690007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119164043637803,0.0,0.11939463903041835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384866683688469,0.0,0.0,0.1142026157196706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134601188960976,0.0,0.0,0.12592801187012387,0.08012647411359576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595969534745025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029857852607034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25390366340890325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358419638147914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833128402779408,0.0,0.0,0.1820629235101546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443131911002996,0.09885885728695216,0.1354502654923306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153438127646016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056239253112406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201731143978618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860844149560635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614647519663817
anxiety,jaymac388,2020/01/20,"Does Anyone Look for “Signs”? Sometimes when my anxiety is really bad, I’ll convince myself that things I see/hear or normal life occurrences mean the universe is telling me things should or shouldn’t happenn. 

For instance, my boyfriend and I haven’t been able to see each other for over a week now. We text all the time, talk on the phone nightly, but lately, the combination of work schedules, and family dynamics, and illnesses, have kept us from being able to see each other. I get that, life happens. But in the back of my mind, I worry that things like this mean we’re not supposed to be together. I realize that’s not rational and I don’t have a word for it but. Any thoughts on not letting my mind run haywire like that?",4.794042553191492,6.037222056737588,5.056517730496456,83.92350000000002,69.56737588652483,8.476879432624115,29.702836879432624,8.841846274778883,2.281101560283688,574,22,112,10,10,181,90,141,0.087,0.8370000000000001,0.076,-0.3558,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,12,3,0,0,1,28,21,10,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,3,14,4,14,13,3,13,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,2,10,77,26,1,0.2996403021244834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188284027421536,0.0,0.11461200548682834,0.0,0.0,0.10475773311474068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152024483208442,0.12509356814508124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110862381474928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123710476949528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827484533132407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248546479569315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885819884406195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900365610465676,0.0,0.0,0.15320125508693394,0.211644806807024,0.14638911620174147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258111937230408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32639613157817104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025512872973473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405960626765448,0.14679193821097225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597862513469306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581617893487771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817596029190014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041976233737245,0.13094941561886353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986015535362365,0.0,0.0,0.11894046487015035,0.08736133490613268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021519485922285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017668816992902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907085432269917,0.15214963584690214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Creative-Energies,2020/01/20,When I get anxiety it helps to talk to people who have been in my shoes or just anyone to keep my mind busy till it passes. Who would be interested in joining a discord channel dedicated just for that!? Us who deal with anxiety can just pop in there if we ever start to feel it coming on and and talk to others who experienced the same tell it passes.,8.778967136150236,5.888729619718312,9.262535211267608,70.80769953051643,62.661971830985905,12.283568075117373,34.93427230046949,10.504223727775694,3.3269962441314562,277,8,56,5,3,94,52,71,0.079,0.8109999999999999,0.111,0.5411,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,16,10,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,12,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,4,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014968291322986,0.0,0.0,0.18348818474121215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260491534549859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705405765836841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373713513106855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268600444074294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710213894197776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589269559242227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332484354613341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649665320482945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192702226622146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857402215289969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218419574629674,0.22936417055254915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156555414509028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641362639337444,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_Am_Arden,2020/01/20,"Someone advised me to turn on ‘Do not disturb’ on my phone. It’s made my anxiety worse I told a friend of mine that I get anxious over notifications. I have the majority of notifications for apps turned off, but I leave the notifications for my messages on.

They told me to turn on ‘Do not disturb’ on my phone as they feel ‘freer’ without their phone constantly beeping.

So I tried it. My anxiety has worsened significantly since I did it.

I started checking my phone every 30 seconds. At the minimum. I was worried someone would text me or something and I didn’t want to leave their answer hanging.

Gladly, ‘Do not disturb’ is back off and I  free to leave my phone in peace until someone texts me

But I still respond in 20 seconds or less ¯\_(ツ)_/¯",3.5358041958041966,5.810086216783217,4.708391608391609,80.89797202797206,74.94405594405596,6.917482517482518,31.97902097902098,7.882392219407189,2.3876265734265743,591,30,110,9,13,194,83,143,0.11800000000000001,0.775,0.107,0.5187,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,3,7,0,3,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,15,20,9,0,2,8,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,5,3,0,2,6,1,27,5,22,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,2,5,82,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263559977512521,0.16713644622933052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376105418576145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987666296145026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465057067110565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480575372841798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430242358252947,0.0,0.07729548330708258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699591685278005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399897284109584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223821505800837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760615461937325,0.11389577079429344,0.0,0.0,0.10471667549055742,0.0,0.1181495679603198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28273677125369084,0.0,0.1004453685864728,0.48276707200012603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726216330029625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426143039245893,0.0,0.0,0.15024596456246975,0.15076923214999685,0.10509632787858783,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Catic94,2020/01/20,I got my first job! I’m so excited!!! It’s only at McDonald’s but I’m so excited right now. Omg,-4.768985507246377,-5.112734782608693,1.2963043478260872,92.59634057971014,135.95652173913044,6.7507246376811585,16.8768115942029,7.1686216300943375,1.2802811594202907,72,3,19,3,6,30,17,23,0.0,0.684,0.316,0.8126,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448786431590062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183050847201885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190144281368363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977785778593264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466543130209784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deathpleasexox,2020/01/20,"Doctors appointment I have a doctors appointment and i have to go by myself and i haven’t been to the doctors in years.
Im struggling to deal with it and i don’t know if i can do it, especially on my own but i need to go. Any advice?",-1.785576923076924,0.11371121153846175,1.6950000000000005,94.4875,100.34615384615385,4.907692307692308,19.96153846153846,6.6274283507984215,0.3700692307692313,181,7,43,3,8,65,32,52,0.044000000000000004,0.956,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,8,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,33,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892833258889604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627239431688634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520748434259899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7507864380586069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779166716315936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641083260116935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437404652263327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129802438522266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556106513008284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574537811253975
anxiety,Inspalacious,2020/01/20,"Any UK people who’ve had help with anxiety? So today, I just got home from university  and cried out of frustration. I’m sick of feeling this way and I don’t think I can avoid the fact that something’s wrong inside my head. I want to get help but I don’t really know what to do. I tried counselling last year and I’m not sure what I expected, but nothing really changed. I had an outlet for the way I felt, but that feeling of anxiety every time I step outside didn’t ever change. I’ve been feeling this way ever since I can remember, so talking about it just felt a little futile. So I’ve been thinking whether medication might be the better solution. I guess I’m asking for any advice/ experience from someone who’s gone this route- what was the whole process like? 
I’m just a bit scared and I don’t have anyone who wouldn’t freak out at the mention of medication for a non-physical issue, so here I am.",2.014240240240241,4.172395075675676,3.726441441441441,86.65170420420422,79.32432432432431,6.921921921921923,24.331831831831842,7.984000788550335,1.4276606606606612,719,26,147,13,18,240,108,185,0.15,0.74,0.109,-0.8081,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,1,2,9,0,17,4,1,0,4,34,35,12,0,3,8,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,11,7,0,1,9,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,10,5,15,3,16,22,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,7,88,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549263417840084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746629253038663,0.0,0.19648517944133634,0.0,0.0,0.0897957500241236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005737022944213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357895148734733,0.14020372172781118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27170720331922144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106569647754866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323303656335679,0.10820119629740048,0.0,0.0,0.12562150047444906,0.0,0.0,0.194802286097029,0.0,0.24661079772276245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709527054055242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271092125900706,0.0,0.14147147159380696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317981709655999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721573140718845,0.0,0.1288178827333697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340393546720277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057745258010444,0.10468118877273022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627405733871034,0.12871272739439216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25874360158202664,0.0,0.1362356018812436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322451207137194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903174576112964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454102955462369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454772563319892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857297096527076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623212574896916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881166704797156,0.09886564166379497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210363522215714,0.0,0.0,0.10322085592447328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457545062092546,0.0,0.0,0.07488398572363716,0.0,0.12172917782758567,0.0,0.0,0.08719020687250646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574670865730601,0.3058065643682769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433787391148373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040945594382376,0.0,0.08269965114925762
anxiety,CaptaineJoel,2020/01/20,"Tired of being tired Hi. I have been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and have been taking Zoloft for a while now. Ever since the holidays I feel tired all the time. I don't know if it's because of my anxiety. I just feel bad all the time. Headaches, out of breath, fast heart rate, exhaustion. (To note : I have ADHD and take Aderrall so I sometimes have a faster heart rate than usual) I am a college student and sometimes miss class because of this and I hate myself when I do that. I feel like such a failure. I feel like a looser because I have to ask my friend to send me her notes because I don't go to class.  I don't go to class because I don't have a car and have to walk to get there. Since I feel like total shit I can't seem to bring myself to walk to class. So I don't go and spend all day in bed hating myself ! Real healthy stuff. Somedays it's hard just getting out of bed and taking a shower. I am the only one who feels tired all the time ? Do you think it is because of my anxiety ? I do try to eat healthy and I know that doing excercise can help with anxiety and energy (even though I hate exercise). What do you think? Thanks",1.1736250000000013,3.216411112500001,2.8141666666666687,92.6975,81.625,6.0,21.666666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.5799166666666666,897,28,198,12,24,295,114,240,0.19399999999999998,0.7,0.106,-0.9644,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,11,12,4,0,12,0,25,13,4,0,6,35,51,15,0,1,3,0,7,3,1,0,8,0,3,0,9,13,1,0,11,2,1,8,6,7,0,1,2,7,32,5,24,48,5,22,0,1,0,0,9,3,1,2,14,130,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216779853511262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28559711762193146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725349918067223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792892713011568,0.3413685784254516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601918866064892,0.0,0.0,0.09473075155949022,0.0,0.0,0.10696738918271544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550267854088852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061645384830742576,0.08442479344963408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831509815328591,0.2000307528481436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210863205896856,0.0,0.09752499362511276,0.0,0.1591294159554138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360778946952603,0.2764402305536093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119945776312275,0.06255895841134362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258644994644224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679296551718173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324467014549613,0.07098374333813201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623307454601427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496660779763067,0.0,0.0,0.0958047013117806,0.15441158971389246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461690370251774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684364083039027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105237821148054,0.0,0.0,0.08592823382584205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960768354719616,0.09169892874895444,0.0,0.1632691880847274,0.4290889518186983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336679397003178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279281098983103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dirtyharrysgun,2020/01/20,"Anyone here taking propranalol? I go through anxious bouts a couple times a year - they usually last 2-3 days however this time it went over the week mark so I went to the doc. He perscribed me propranalol.

Initially this med made my anxiety way worse - it did this by not allowing me to sleep more then 2-3 hours at a stretch. I've since been perscribed 50mg trazadone at night which allows me to sleep. I've been anxiety free for a while now.

Guess my question is do the folks on propranolol get insomnia? wake up at night and can't get back to sleep?",2.238727272727271,4.546059236363637,2.8990909090909125,92.08863636363638,79.36363636363637,6.90909090909091,25.45454545454545,8.00094639256281,1.4738181818181817,436,17,92,8,11,136,79,110,0.086,0.883,0.031,-0.5775,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,6,5,4,3,0,7,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,6,0,8,2,13,8,1,25,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,14,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532234750606032,0.18697481906346625,0.0,0.11572573530193772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726399898240273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831293864453804,0.0,0.10673776278881128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294024531232044,0.0,0.0940609485794048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823236630914292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299020078274798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349095869208804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660590332564694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384000132720532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106325853000154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854047450541311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690838220834106,0.0,0.4968769739227616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444001333977645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301591239851768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822816212350592,0.0,0.0,0.1313710634492566,0.13275903545358175,0.0,0.0,0.30685168393282225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866488750696176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658052230635047
anxiety,juliemadeline,2020/01/20,"Anxiety is comparable to opiate withdrawal The restlessness, the queasy stomach, the emotions, overthinking and a heart that’s about to jump out of your chest. Sweating and crying.  The feeling of not being comfortable with your own self. The only thing is opiate withdrawal stops within a week. Anxiety goes on for ever.",5.747777777777778,9.222114148148147,5.838518518518517,69.23333333333335,74.18518518518519,9.525925925925927,31.222222222222207,9.725611199111238,4.259244444444445,260,12,35,8,6,82,41,54,0.221,0.715,0.063,-0.852,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,0,3,4,4,0,1,8,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,10,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,29,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668301488982133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351587141497653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432176227098965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759974556113452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427725131390854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615672898367968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320566240150881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318305489970003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550930092743717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270739687705028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447479258135378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemonxxo,2020/01/20,"Weed to Relieve Anxiety So recently I have begun to use weed as a means of helping my anxiety (it has helped so far), and I am looking into getting a pen so I have it readily available to me when I really need it. The only thing is I'm nervous about how it may affect me in the long run. 

Does anybody else use weed for these reasons, and if so has it been worth it in the long run? Does it start to get less effective over time like some medications, where you need to up how much to take?",4.484304207119742,4.111233368932041,5.998203883495147,82.63413430420714,69.67961165048544,9.585113268608417,30.758899676375407,9.2995712137729,2.4064317152103563,379,14,84,7,6,130,68,103,0.052000000000000005,0.8320000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.7761,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,7,0,16,19,11,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,15,17,3,16,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,3,8,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300863089677747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34416765919723963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427019919733485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547595961172133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636116452628116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606995708820457,0.0,0.0,0.3480461691500186,0.16513080064683847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142021426733488,0.0,0.19809738227497906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455541176146985,0.2916169502802298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495560495528096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259746986294756,0.2021820076199549,0.19416148205874734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391851015297289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785124832515995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306410347937064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466425801811884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396732551626564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LyonKarma,2020/01/20,"Anxiety is getting so bad I had a panic attack on a dream (seriously need some advice) Hi there guys! 

Last year I quit my job, around November. It was a bad paying job that put me into a lot of stress and anxiety. I  even started to have weir headaches in the back of my head. So I quit, I wasn't happy either and was afraid of making my anxiety worse (I have been suffering for around 5 years). The thing is that this was my first job related to my career, I finish school almost 3 years ago but end up on a customer service job for money issues ( for almost 2 years). So I'm really frustrated as I can not find a job on my career cause I don't have any experience, but my debts are coming after me and the worst part is that I don't even like my career, but I feel that is the easiest way to get a high paying job, getting back to school its not a financial option for me and I'm also afraid of getting older, people getting more experienced, and me being left behind with no job.

I'm in my middle 20s and starting to feel like a failure... I'm not being able to control anxiety these days and to make it even worst the only stability that I have (my 2-year-old relationship) it's not working out because I meet a girl that I actually saw on a dream and end up talking to her in real life and liking her, I mean I'm not cheating,  I'm not acting on anything and love my GF and my moral compass has always been against cheating. 

Anyways, I feel so bad for having those feelings that that last night I had my first panic attack on a dream, and in the morning I'm not hungry, I'm sweating all the time, feel nauseous, don't feel like doing anything, and have those weir headaches.... I'm trying to be strong and positive, but i seriously feel really frustrated and weak, I don't know how to get through this, and my anxiety its taking advantage of it....  

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Thanks folks, any feedback is love!",5.842640692640692,5.1884079480519505,6.945974025974027,77.91705627705629,66.92207792207792,9.722943722943725,31.32034632034632,9.107695989026183,2.499658008658008,1480,50,298,23,21,502,176,385,0.19,0.696,0.114,-0.9806,8,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,0,8,15,30,6,5,19,0,30,6,2,5,1,57,65,27,0,1,12,0,7,4,1,0,2,0,0,2,20,22,0,1,10,3,4,3,13,20,0,2,9,9,39,10,42,53,8,44,1,1,1,2,11,19,0,5,25,201,59,17,0.07044074973738022,0.0,0.06874001054337371,0.0,0.0,0.06883388539276718,0.062441474490553275,0.0,0.14107247143353632,0.0,0.0,0.05633144211544105,0.0586123466723094,0.07632252291061709,0.08559322105518986,0.0958042506753044,0.0,0.2694349037214263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159334701860227,0.12541440314491958,0.0,0.16027304396615666,0.0,0.10832917700010557,0.17644525115589094,0.042940027232505784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236205377782765,0.0,0.06067846864851315,0.0,0.0,0.07900529052899702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542845616278037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247791926902054,0.0,0.0,0.13957635257701997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890456976329815,0.0,0.0,0.2493187170245322,0.10064577137422348,0.0,0.0,0.0643815691181859,0.11983373148388388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081430641831226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974741691890396,0.0,0.07498548793586025,0.0,0.0,0.07229253138734335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744245195630701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352184164449421,0.4893110244985073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871239387091075,0.11483722527518565,0.0,0.0,0.07653408069651567,0.0,0.04975438471997058,0.13765516888791815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598862064416723,0.1271510536569449,0.0,0.09403949486217453,0.0,0.0,0.07673062687740613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052230923378768425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610387184127922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391571743985878,0.0,0.0,0.053573364357028384,0.0,0.16529408501885087,0.0,0.07628046756463179,0.0,0.048834746550362663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081240935169443,0.0,0.149844816137951,0.0,0.08017699464383797,0.09025229604049748,0.0,0.0,0.07562700350326818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425795987727513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997166504413338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068964082971866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296267734304082,0.05661760639072967,0.0,0.0648523783449839,0.0,0.0,0.046797704124373035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04107456764137022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047824645219430285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591258839451696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128170475409312,0.0,0.07178514190399989,0.0,0.0,0.08559322105518986,0.2268076667008715
anxiety,wisqrg50,2020/01/20,"i think anxiety is making me feel tired i get major anxiety/panic attack when i wake up. by noon, i'm already exhausted and feel like i need to take a nap. my depression starts to kick in. the day feels so long and i start to get anxiety for no reason. my mom always had anxiety and i think her genes is kicking in now",0.19152985074626727,2.4306110447761213,2.998638059701495,88.48064365671644,87.80597014925371,6.932089552238806,20.315298507462693,8.07648339933343,1.2200761194029852,248,8,53,6,8,87,48,67,0.275,0.69,0.035,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,3,3,1,2,0,11,16,5,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,10,1,8,15,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758713872125885,0.0,0.17160531382437358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733111417652796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23462382560084125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300550001786102,0.0,0.17763122067403914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128381581186884,0.14733541789693766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550014915047386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075675091387527,0.0,0.0,0.1825128387398987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766448490735014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415417307906286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529217734253398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204550099182048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291950554175384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506420374609195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26429608130039645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703855206389676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Basic_Wizard,2020/01/20,"Tired = Anxious Hey!

So i suffer from anxiety, in general and social anxiety. It comes and goes periodically if i keep up my routines like meditation, exercising, being socially active and not masturbating (that's a weird one i know, placebo or whatever who cares). If not i get stuck in a anxious state permanently. 

As of lately iv noticed that whenever i get tired i get really anxious; it's like i no longer have the energy to keep up my defenses and i curl into an anxious ball, like a hurt animal. 

Can anyone else relate to this?",3.29940594059406,5.8370605742574275,6.224247524752477,68.42706435643565,76.92079207920794,9.98059405940594,28.911881188118812,10.125756701596842,3.8286704950495047,422,19,71,15,10,153,70,101,0.243,0.604,0.153,-0.8794,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,16,12,9,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,10,4,10,10,0,9,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,3,5,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218858999995036,0.6464032912381362,0.0,0.1000208163789346,0.14656713163314988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584453272598066,0.0,0.0,0.1232211267565968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949625181281655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420628146082566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313328387754854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25429102115600066,0.0,0.0,0.07861412620431517,0.0,0.16136167853210162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096545783706244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285837490717808,0.0,0.0,0.09693140727969493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163868055816984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916339701548327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288197713125203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mimimeme2,2020/01/20,"Is this anxiety? So in 2015 I became sick with cancer. I was declared cancer free one year later. Despite my remission I would still check for any symptoms or lumps on my body. However, I was able to move on and occupy myself with school and friends. 
Because I recieved a serve amount of chemotherapy treatment, my teeth started to get yellow and have brown stains. I always took care of my teeth. My former denist suggested that I put on some veneers, so I did. The issue is he didnt check for any cavaties and the plastic around my teeth made it harder to clean. I had them on for 2 years. 

Last month I went to another dentist, and found out that I had cavities on almost every tooth, I also had a gum disease which basically separate the teeth from each other. After 2 years I was able to see the disaster on my teeth and it's horrific. My dentist wants me to put crowns in every front teeth or I will eventually lose them. I also need to get treated for gum disease next month. I don't know when my dentist is going to prepare for my crown treatment. 

The last couple of days has been horrible and mentally draining. I have lost 4 pounds. Have not been able to sleep probably( I sleep late, wake up during the night, wake up early). I have been paranoid about my teeth, as I need to look at the mirror every hour to make sure that my teeth aren't loose. I also skip meals, and everything I do I only think about my teeth. I also feel nervous during the day...you know the feeling when you know something bad is about to happend, or when you're about to take an exam? I finally broke down to my mother yesterday. She was trying to assure me that everything is going to be fine, and I just cried. I don't have energy to do anything simple, such as brushing my hair. Nothing is bringing me pleasure and I can't focus on anything.

Can't believe that I reached a point in my life where teeth is surrounded my mental health. I just don't feel ok..",3.242118506493508,5.030312402597406,4.334914772727274,85.41237215909094,74.32467532467533,7.098214285714287,25.797483766233768,7.865858978985527,1.5052483766233775,1525,53,297,22,32,497,201,385,0.122,0.81,0.067,-0.9695,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,2,4,19,14,0,1,13,1,36,28,17,2,2,39,62,24,0,4,6,1,4,0,1,2,10,0,1,0,10,15,1,0,8,0,3,9,8,5,0,1,17,9,55,10,51,42,3,51,0,3,4,0,8,19,0,5,23,196,65,2,0.2909918422431191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712876544065313,0.0,0.0,0.31027476147915384,0.0807095078722444,0.0,0.0,0.13192295417385128,0.10171010621267716,0.07420265427876291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964099470284415,0.0863481444831809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098867784521127,0.059128642047591363,0.0,0.0,0.1092827195544162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774211243902383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988951922521726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732564622957164,0.10654695825994,0.1251104433948905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517317746507275,0.0,0.17434980303054126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471342187646903,0.0,0.0,0.10625577986948596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635251179677048,0.07493985849351972,0.0,0.10135415155110218,0.0,0.11025157990426708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310357363747756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955227829221908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123996041591024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992150640270156,0.1581314597279732,0.10941715758757913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851204794249062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145328643867186,0.1085151462131582,0.10588399007926656,0.0,0.0,0.0917811723396121,0.06474643809532281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550088997955908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484460816956347,0.10309275889793253,0.0,0.1438445092526853,0.0,0.0,0.10315770848534382,0.09102537720572287,0.0,0.09307150690855252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572786774400233,0.07377080287350034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169378259842846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457947422061392,0.0,0.0,0.1950181159603104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816642655435084,0.07729427447564872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194134662047662,0.0,0.0,0.07467324557796419,0.0,0.0,0.06865517455549071,0.0,0.07746215370161375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914187891890474,0.10081731429234256,0.07292988366174331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062151940924593786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077675479035114,0.0658547865589634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721150929788445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991745102729573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890408525522915,0.0,0.0,0.1873892058622615
anxiety,oliversbread,2020/01/20,"Scared constantly Hello y’all. I’ve been struggling with slowly being unsure and scared of everything. I feel like I was stronger before but now I’m forgetting what makes me happy. I feel very isolated and when I’m around people I don’t feel connections. I don’t feel like I truly know people or that people know me. It’s been a lot harder focusing on getting better because I feel like I need to work constantly and make money to pay off monthly tuition for my education, which I’ve been thinking a lot about and I don’t want to give up. How do I focus on working and making money while also working on bettering myself, it just gives me so much anxiety. Budgeting is new to me too so budgeting as well as social tips help",3.0792948717948723,5.210855305555559,4.791111111111113,80.44192307692309,75.80555555555556,7.764102564102564,25.66025641025641,8.617729084823388,2.096644871794872,580,21,105,12,13,196,91,144,0.09699999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.203,0.9589,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,5,11,10,0,3,2,0,10,0,0,4,0,27,28,15,0,2,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,8,0,6,0,3,3,1,0,4,5,17,7,16,23,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,10,70,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104427415077748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989586444348447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624681920181658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960236555047366,0.0,0.11111676745528896,0.0,0.0,0.2309806281302899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282228306023057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117359846885369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33013419163996466,0.27986619945511426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822438282393803,0.2505347938717156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390083473708746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875272311040336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435303294783833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913892080411847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222034498058838,0.0,0.0,0.2614960933420396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423034147404,0.0,0.09599374807566463,0.09682585978166552,0.0,0.12611816153024516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715900475855277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614733205865534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311322609699916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651401423418666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836725037109574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774489544821532,0.07702141160554588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741006602771488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28519858539795584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darklain,2020/01/20,"Nowhere else to turn I have been a victim of my own anxiety for close to ten years. I'm turning 26 this year. I dont want to live like this anymore. I want to be able to go to sleep at night. I want to be able to leave the house. I dont want all of my relationships to crumble because of this thing I cant control.

All I hear is ""get medicine, see a doctor"". I dont have any extra money to do that. I dont even know how I would go about arranging a visit to a free clinic, and are they really even free? Can I get prescribed medications from a free clinic? If I did, how the hell am I even supposed to pay for them?

I dont have any immediate family to help me. My parents passed away 2 years ago and my mom talked on the phone for me until she died because I couldn't do it. I dont have any friends. I have a significant other but I'm already being too much of a burden on them as it is.

I feel like the only people who overcome their anxiety are those who can afford care, and those who have support systems. I have no one, and nothing. And this is ruining my entire life.

Im sorry if I sound dramatic. I dont ever make topics, I barely ever even comment on things on this website. But I feel so alone and powerless right now. I havent slept all night and I have to go to work in 3 hours. Oh, 2 and a half, now.

I'm sorry for posting this.",1.0079109589041089,2.3864722979452075,3.432323287671234,91.25788219178085,79.44520547945207,6.315835616438356,21.953972602739725,7.087006719466742,0.4955672328767125,1029,30,242,12,25,358,148,292,0.142,0.7759999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8668,3,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,4,2,13,12,2,0,12,0,34,7,2,4,5,31,57,17,1,8,4,2,2,2,1,1,5,2,0,0,17,9,0,1,3,0,5,5,11,4,0,3,3,5,37,11,34,49,6,28,1,1,1,0,18,9,1,2,14,168,54,3,0.16081965479949725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127846033851612,0.0,0.0,0.08328033085102159,0.08873424405264704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640443200069065,0.0,0.1230265957388632,0.0,0.07974494201538278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554767977172015,0.0,0.0,0.09803416889170408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198317806811505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018645881522262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345270576642036,0.0,0.0,0.08230286559976979,0.0,0.0,0.6596780319595189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717209282879949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243973053756132,0.14547058486514028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580322898110821,0.0,0.08131524955659039,0.057444796761023625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062124433183844675,0.0,0.08402163204626546,0.0,0.13709627386943027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062771948776524,0.0,0.053897012339635085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918748266248328,0.09278214478922554,0.0,0.0,0.08685641198738779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044191138240244274,0.0,0.0,0.08514239695381519,0.0,0.0,0.0567958390935536,0.07856836002049919,0.0,0.07100335077030782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367418418187488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100444156235588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417501801419834,0.0,0.0,0.059110475212136485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509183518071411,0.0,0.07715539805509639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448778006875939,0.0611552971431038,0.0,0.0,0.0892855974659137,0.0,0.0,0.055746049777510125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701038731967766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051512594443584664,0.0,0.0,0.08633006208948599,0.0,0.06866955324755276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407622174215104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046789841544172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002443704897392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124811923366898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463037339379113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684143270407193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492560389545542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897111981886476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853931202343924,0.0,0.0,0.057120834314126435,0.0,0.0,0.1553438775170686
anxiety,brittymaa,2020/01/20,Heart palpitations So I have GAD. I feel slightly anxious what feels like most of the time. I take propranolol for it along with a bunch of meds for bipolar. I have heart palpitations and idk lately I’m just more worried about them so I’m thinking about going to the doctor. I know it’s just anxiety and they’re probably just gonna tell me that. I don’t want anything to be wrong but I also don’t want to feel stupid. Has anyone else gone to the doctor for palpitations with anxiety?,0.8257290132547865,3.3876539072164995,2.439977908689251,89.90971649484537,92.40206185567007,5.658026509572903,20.33063328424153,7.1686216300943375,0.7886117820324008,387,13,78,7,14,126,63,97,0.158,0.794,0.048,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,0,4,0,6,5,2,0,0,17,19,6,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,9,1,14,16,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595610280938007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27924489081894344,0.2061884780736606,0.0,0.12761779022105868,0.1870068065351343,0.15019318570650486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37362091636310857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524667379065964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276853161480745,0.1303877905692643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372671534539192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325591164686837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030473085067804,0.0,0.20588335094778001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916695200734187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027315243441932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967805878677034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722755337062376,0.0,0.15952497782396974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694737962116852,0.0,0.0,0.10642517912516483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530256326756644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535147461097765,0.0,0.0,0.1995500286915362,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeffforman,2020/01/20,"Depersonalization panic attack So, I’ve been taking a new medication (Lexapro) for the past month or so. It started off rough and actually brought up more anxiety that I had before, brought panic attacks back for a short amount of time. I got on it for GAD in the hopes that i could just move to feeling normal day to day. The side effects faded, and I was feeling a little better. Could actually sleep and all was feeling a little back to normal. 
Well, last night I was feeling a bit exhausted for some reason, but my partner and I were watching a show, we were laughing, and in that laughing I felt like I wasn’t in my body, like i was watching myself laugh, it tripped me out and I went upstairs and asked him to join and come to the shower. By that point I was in full panic but not a panic attack I’d felt before, I was shaking and not really feeling in my body, I couldn’t understand what he was saying or really that he was in front of me, time seemed to be altered and I felt like I’d taken too many drugs, I was saying things that didn’t make sense, and then went from shaking in my bed to throwing up and then shaking again saying things like “I’m having a mental break down, I’ll never get out of this and be normal again” 
This went on for hours of me convulsing and my partner just telling me I’m having a panic attack and that it will fade and I will be normal again. I’m awake now feeling like I just had a huge nightmare. 
Has this depersonalization panic happened to anyone before and do you have any tips or advice? Maybe this was just so awful for a first time cause I didn’t understand what was happening at all and felt I had no control.",5.719640219952865,5.408650877611944,6.39736056559309,80.6004399057345,67.08955223880596,8.604870384917518,29.57187745483111,7.85451343220497,1.8053582089552245,1304,40,263,13,19,429,150,335,0.14400000000000002,0.718,0.13699999999999998,-0.7679,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,4,15,25,4,9,15,1,33,6,3,5,3,63,65,28,0,8,11,0,11,5,2,2,3,3,2,2,19,22,0,1,15,1,0,13,8,14,1,1,31,16,32,11,36,26,7,61,0,0,2,0,12,23,0,6,29,185,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.13825379437310634,0.0,0.0,0.06922130038799483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817173094763903,0.0,0.054190270675817616,0.0,0.0,0.049531023288177815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622322770458894,0.3223502046172561,0.0,0.10893888176035607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083174129086968,0.0,0.0,0.06264975446672345,0.07733588509616322,0.15736833925969418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276932622161075,0.0,0.0610199828389115,0.0,0.0,0.07944995283562986,0.11311549395436422,0.0,0.0,0.09136827863961022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821486726306679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149045264763664,0.05060611596544151,0.27205931598857924,0.0,0.0,0.060254093433260214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03700951778650873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665498680576035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252822192124577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035733157473838,0.06976038138493379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774177951120516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303740993952335,0.1419949852046184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728438678890757,0.07181781116335421,0.07116549718931121,0.0,0.0,0.07136103519478036,0.07138724516211588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654158406433935,0.07528874221140472,0.0,0.0,0.05463402223438471,0.06841501746378084,0.0,0.06647592161077558,0.2776216969903616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986732092556365,0.0,0.0,0.06762213098943423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696405871993903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907602594169697,0.07283244834346955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689977743870405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448753423421899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088836636759037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013894083196368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053260765054827214,0.0,0.061914842577655387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412218752951912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391723794698314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748806468590595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636911577226205,0.19700040613142747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WolfyTale,2020/01/20,"My crippling trust issues I'm struggling mentally, mostly with trust issues. I have an incredibly hard time comparing myself to other girls. Things like my boyfriend watching a tv show, which has some mild sex scenes, drives me absolutely crazy. I trust him, but my mind still says that I don't trust him. I always think he's looking at the other girls sexually, and I really want to get better. My mood will just crash as soon as he starts doing anything with girls in it. How do I get better?",4.92598784194529,6.516117617021282,5.213100303951368,81.60500000000002,69.63829787234043,7.924620060790273,25.130699088145896,8.418075326091056,1.5836613981762917,392,11,73,6,7,124,70,94,0.084,0.7,0.21600000000000005,0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,11,13,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,14,7,8,12,2,7,0,0,2,1,8,2,0,2,5,45,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932276425092596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109925129943656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410763688762284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265324221460996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080256602442157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847597115785287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134521362543936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500833208014864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340255632521541,0.0,0.23447842818517195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487676179598525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467257584307745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436821231047688,0.0,0.18545311126348848,0.0,0.0,0.2427692768371513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427824607252094,0.14879873931636287,0.0,0.0,0.13541075085769755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369707901518317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whoelseisgonky,2020/01/20,Having a bad panic attack I feel like im going to lose my mind. Im having bad images in my head repeating over and over and over and i am distressed.  Its like a flashback. How do i stop this. Its making me want to self harm.,-1.3008163265306116,0.7319156530612254,1.5889795918367329,96.13816326530615,96.55102040816324,3.6163265306122447,13.122448979591837,5.288315135182226,-1.1182734693877552,173,3,39,1,7,60,33,49,0.397,0.501,0.102,-0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,2,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,9,8,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,2,6,8,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675855285142909,0.0,0.0,0.3927813404426316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892933104762285,0.16803419501776554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367536207802305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24139349625134734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081346995150214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982361979332935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631400198271828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570046173155947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374952244536494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27596845985776025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24537550849861076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966462371448214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873305447532902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Regiment67,2020/01/20,"For people with Buspirone experience I've been taking it for about a week and a half now for my GAD and Panic Disorder. I was wondering what people's experiences with it are, and how long it should take to kick in. So far my anxiety has been higher constantly, but no panic attack yet, is heightened anxiety a side effect while the med begins to work? 

Any responses appreciated thanks.",7.783750000000001,7.789818763888893,8.638333333333332,65.19,62.75,12.2,33.27777777777778,11.698219412168324,4.173211111111112,309,11,52,9,4,105,56,72,0.228,0.674,0.098,-0.8413,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,2,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,12,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,3,1,9,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,38,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516985270510842,0.0,0.3041157442842202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261286278301756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479886034930532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22780669109206225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888687810807006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590446187616604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207877402340152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664255910887901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756030322903143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988993596783022,0.0,0.0,0.1829999476365005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944063980544687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555668756622465,0.14470632418117602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowRAJOKES,2020/01/20,"I don’t understand anxiety. Can someone explain to me how it works? I have a friend who has always gotten hit with anxiety and depression at the same time, so sometimes it’s like she falls off the face of the earth and stops communicating with me for days before resurfacing. She tells me it’s not personal and that she’s just going through a lot. I want to help and I want to be there for her so bad, but I don’t exactly know how to approach this. Those who suffer from major anxiety, do you like when you’re approached or reached out to? I really don’t want to interrupt any healing process or make my friend feel worse. 

I really do care for her and I just want to be there for her.",3.770785714285714,4.807243078571432,4.872857142857144,85.06214285714286,71.78571428571428,9.028571428571428,27.57142857142857,9.3871,2.1751571428571417,541,19,116,12,10,178,84,140,0.152,0.679,0.16899999999999998,0.1304,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,5,0,10,2,1,3,1,29,23,13,0,4,6,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,1,19,5,19,19,3,11,0,2,0,0,15,3,0,3,6,81,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190979571594104,0.0,0.0,0.12415135184887545,0.0,0.4189881843007952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524352437663808,0.0,0.0,0.1553504838958385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613852132634107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774016716922965,0.0,0.15724409602480466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231101227358256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821005577868737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375664170278392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237034983532807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033366992595434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838535540913775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521134885826038,0.0,0.0,0.12186443014823202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940986073016605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391330722616854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468784273975938,0.0,0.18056274964686514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526336106553949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957100262561716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645588402057583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005796814975215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43072936109581095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291044865876114,0.0,0.18605066784040428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wirednuke,2020/01/20,"21 years old, feel like i wasted my young adult years due to being social anxious. Title says it all, not much else to say. I just turned 21 a couple of months ago and I really want to make the most out of it since I didn’t at age 18, 19, 20. My peers are all out partying, meeting people, making friends, going on dates. While I haven’t been in a real relationship, still a virgin, i dont party or even just go hang out much unless its with my high school group that come back from break. I feel so lame. I want to do things! But its hard when ur constantly thinkingg in the back of ur mind people dont like u, are judging u etc. 
any advice how to overcome this?",1.6429616306954458,3.218452474820148,3.10447841726619,93.43619004796166,78.2086330935252,5.784412470023981,18.058153477218227,6.42735559955562,-0.27056882494004864,510,9,116,4,12,167,99,139,0.09,0.8079999999999999,0.102,0.1788,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,3,2,24,19,8,0,2,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,2,5,11,3,18,16,6,28,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,2,17,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531794356430253,0.13182267155652247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011280753179528,0.0,0.0,0.16800026348906294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286980190039194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810072004971354,0.0,0.16070295922423564,0.0,0.0,0.1645450725906106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34857463100978225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242283389495477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585124808430488,0.09822172326397953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038474995008888,0.10623863843433363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489317687750115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903093394632274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321518200488985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571205529363155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530464138154656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198530504695772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015496862376485,0.0,0.1186991096099509,0.0,0.2186383017375273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604640060851466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061939378458593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692648310686948,0.09526759958213724,0.0,0.0,0.15965916444083253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23652073281119596,0.0,0.1505027209320999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301466261644227,0.0,0.0,0.1515913810851056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876020458887425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879648792278034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175405809570134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542632690610285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152906172024176
anxiety,sunfl0ra,2020/01/20,"I finally realised my “jealousy” is actually separation anxiety and I don’t know how to deal with it 18f here :) Just looking for some support/advice

I’ve always struggled with being anxious when my parners go out without me. It was one of the things that ended my last relationship, I just couldn’t cope with it.

My current boyfriend and I have been together a year and a half and I’ve only recently realised that I have horrible separation anxiety from him. We live together about 2 hours away from our families and he went back for a night to stay with them. I didnt sleep all night, I had panic attack after panic attack. It was one of the worst nights of my life.

Thats when I realised the “jealousy” I always feel when partners go out without me is actually separation anxiety. With my boyfriend I get a sort of aching feeling in my chest, and get really scared that something might happen to him. I want to talk to him all the time to make sure everythings okay and to ease my mind. Of course he can’t message me every second of every day when he’s out. So I end up getting upset, then I start panicking. And I think this is where my brain tricks me into thinking I’m jealous, I start getting mad at him for being out or for not talking to me. Obviously not very good behaviour on my part. There’s more feelings to this but I dont know how to put it into words.

Anyway I’m rambling, it’s just that he’s gone back to uni today after a month off and I cant cope. He wont be home for another 5 hours and I’m home alone and feeling the way I always do. I just need to figure out how to deal with it so I dont end up causing an argument or getting myself worked up.",1.7967947698559923,3.8606074373177885,3.807076596872516,86.28048679211945,79.58309037900875,6.723173425214242,24.971198869158048,7.793537801064563,1.4301261418853253,1313,50,269,22,33,446,171,343,0.138,0.8290000000000001,0.032,-0.9784,1,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,1,1,20,14,5,5,11,1,22,4,3,5,4,62,49,24,0,3,11,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,15,25,0,0,9,0,0,5,12,11,0,4,7,5,43,3,52,36,6,51,0,0,1,0,19,16,0,5,28,189,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.1743678927970864,0.0,0.0,0.0873030092234249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253035126025834,0.0,0.0,0.22301665290029749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368184761903622,0.20503690370361635,0.10092992092496426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032766123225992,0.08393882774889372,0.13739545697357947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973412342546778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917778360518854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576175658943975,0.1842133341170384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094140164640652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373888735504064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054732256091907,0.0,0.08029394662985982,0.0,0.08422276103622969,0.0,0.18069401327779613,0.0,0.0,0.09786871874423766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233384973596252,0.0,0.10154911928567223,0.07493500750980035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900396755139008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792326518292032,0.0,0.17596581356725755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819897452797592,0.07282485421377588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631042034504977,0.0,0.0,0.07888975608400006,0.0,0.07502395437737018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059635823551675536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477670211853877,0.09020896036078954,0.0,0.07131114855409704,0.0,0.0,0.06624523313576831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25152148103220545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210795725145024,0.06794787038249925,0.0,0.20964487107820068,0.0,0.09674761674955472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981239968495974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723414411884089,0.0,0.08821347752665264,0.0959188188595202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944594512301769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940553945294842,0.0,0.0,0.0687790808007414,0.0,0.0,0.1264720653720871,0.09522563845404942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339863048606467,0.0,0.0,0.10138312898436036,0.08420285257019702,0.0,0.0,0.14361785288550613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059354202824566216,0.11449223436558399,0.0,0.0,0.05209546631257767,0.0,0.08468483910803719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371569675963306,0.05269564742064397,0.0709147419538951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282001916129501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224310726491476,0.0,0.06504132546918492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753268671365828
anxiety,_indzzzzz,2020/01/20,"I went on a date today! I’m so proud of myself. I met a guy online and actually took the initiative to get out of bed, face my anxiety and meet a new person. (it paid off so well and i had a great time!) 

A year ago or even a few months ago there’s NO WAY I would’ve been able to do it but I’m slowly improving and i’m so proud of myself! 

Sorry if this isn’t appropriate to post, mods remove it if it doesn’t fit here :)",-1.779062500000002,0.03904088541666617,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,93.27083333333334,5.283333333333333,13.208333333333332,6.816661863887847,-0.6812541666666663,319,5,83,5,12,116,66,96,0.048,0.7070000000000001,0.245,0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,7,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,13,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,6,0,7,4,9,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,8,50,12,0,0.23076531599098596,0.0,0.2251936601101727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091190580871724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653483510065834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241831481251725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056535311811535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544195755531934,0.0,0.2284939437023731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841946735944692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287458017379588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149537289015176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210093832942264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583228782172196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456111151985653,0.0,0.21873853687929232,0.0,0.25638875702312497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317076659233336,0.0,0.0,0.20748573287622152,0.21392175986241316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639290594996271,0.0,0.0,0.1486052975601148
anxiety,dumbjokes101,2020/01/20,"My boyfriend helped me through a mental breakdown So, my anxiety has been really bad lately. Sometimes I’m able to hide it and other days I just wanna roll up in bed and not do anything.
Anyway, despite my anxiety yesterday I decided I needed to cook. My boyfriend and I usually meal prep for the week on Sunday, and he wasn’t feeling good so I decided to step up. 
Anyway, everything was going fine and then a FIRE erupted in the kitchen. There was a hand towel underneath a burner, which caused a fire and luckily it was really small but it allowed it to be put out fast. After putting the fire out. I completely lost it. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t stand up, and completely fell to the floor. 
He then comes down to the floor with me and helps me up as we move to the couch and he rubs my back and helps me with breathing exercises until I can breathe normally again. 
I start breaking down later about how I don’t feel like I’m good at anything and instead of him being like “no you’re good at this and this” he goes “okay, well let’s scroll through Pinterest and find crafts we can do together”
I’m crying as I’m writing this because I’m just so grateful and idk what to do with all this love",2.2232249371182182,4.347756971074382,3.4828997484728745,88.83229428674093,78.46280991735537,7.018613007545812,25.810995328781893,8.04050195162591,1.5916314768235722,945,37,195,17,23,307,135,242,0.099,0.721,0.18,0.9756,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,1,14,11,0,0,11,1,17,9,4,3,1,41,30,24,0,5,4,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,12,22,3,0,5,2,0,7,6,2,1,0,6,7,23,9,35,19,1,41,0,1,0,1,12,17,0,0,17,131,35,0,0.14409334003249374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046202144808466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371530825969717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079888413391656,0.12031192014429826,0.08783796265777956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480235525506476,0.0,0.12412365354171476,0.30215825106710353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827976792370535,0.09292828377635892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950180282900434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571584448173427,0.10294031091042426,0.0,0.0,0.13169870231874228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189156577279035,0.36257597147112863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897481853995932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254356382077045,0.0,0.0,0.14734520280569854,0.0,0.14079345500826893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729490217538633,0.0,0.13004986515892686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521219563748386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314841661804995,0.0,0.10684338583401216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118087931893156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897072111604509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461976669131852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251199774930062,0.0,0.10199000771935007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869845669204888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558298579778145,0.0,0.12955721760367314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mindofneha,2020/01/20,"Ridiculously catastrophic thinking that JUST NEVER STOPS  I have diagnosed ADD. I used to take Ritalin for my ADD but the rebound effects were terrible. I don't like taking pills. I often daydream about being in a world where no one understands me or cares for me or my feelings, laugh at my crying. where terrible things happen to me (forced marriage, beatings, abusive husband, my children not caring for me).

In reality, I'm am not married. I am with a man that deeply cares for me and luckily my family is 100% supportive of my relationship (my fam is cool. they would never force me into anything), but somehow I forget all of this when I daydream. My ""daymares"" are so vivid that I literally feel everything, every emotion as if it were real, but I'm fully aware of how ridiculous these daydreams are.

It's extremely stressful and painful. I frequently get headaches and start crying. I can't seem to snap out of it.

In r/MaladaptiveDreaming people suggested I should look into Pure O OCD? 

I constantly have to remind myself that I have a good life and a supportive partner. It that considered a mental compulsion?

Or may I just have Gen. anxiety? 

What do you think?

It is destroying my life and happiness :'(

please, any tips?",4.901052631578949,7.180068911111111,5.810643274853803,74.49526315789475,71.0,9.1812865497076,32.28654970760234,9.682069395223575,3.5667777777777774,975,46,161,25,19,320,143,225,0.22699999999999998,0.63,0.14300000000000002,-0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,2,10,17,3,1,6,1,20,6,0,3,4,43,40,16,0,3,11,1,2,1,1,3,6,0,0,3,14,11,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,5,32,10,22,34,1,17,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,8,8,122,46,0,0.0,0.16075222630563418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922633867824562,0.0,0.103790704731859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116486432011998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149879191605976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661605333013564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29806437498288113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377068724783672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261567412271212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431170990573752,0.0,0.12193559046027146,0.0,0.12790194688634074,0.0,0.13720231802300353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088438357924948,0.0,0.0,0.11379742521529525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997660890292312,0.14442814442430266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916619778009527,0.06628376089884787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393250126114855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672809513292225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092812454828096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193662652610653,0.0,0.144367350031762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405969103959097,0.0,0.0,0.14892997865514931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442740829841242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566375554814145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351306869512114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603118675287872,0.0,0.0,0.11343004845443486,0.15541480651920248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079238775596705,0.0,0.0,0.20402084251132327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013618176069006,0.17386962263593045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412420530694943,0.0,0.11717930095598653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637934972888357,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nutmeg_toast,2020/01/20,"I (22f) had an dream about past trauma and now I'm too anxious to function Last night I dreamt about traumatic that happened to me last year. It was so vivid and it felt like I was trapped there forever. I had relived the event almost. When I got out of bed to visit the bathroom and drink water I was shaking. I jumped for  some reason when I was washing my hands. I quickly ran back to my room because I felt safer there. 

Usually when I have nightmares I don't feel this way. Half the day has gone by and I didn't get out of bed. I don't feel like eating. I'm anxious. I can't do anything productive. My mum is shouting at me because I promised her I'd help with her something very important. I feel a bit cornered. I can't fill my promise to my mum today I think. 

I'm feeling a little alone and scared.",1.0428367560041778,3.0723478816568033,2.6704907761921355,93.62281239122869,82.01775147928994,5.3965889314305615,24.73407587887226,6.522977012572876,0.7226084928646013,628,25,138,6,17,206,101,169,0.147,0.74,0.114,-0.6611,0,2,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,6,0,15,5,1,1,0,18,30,9,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,8,3,0,8,2,0,6,5,3,0,1,12,9,28,4,15,18,2,28,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,17,85,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397845501919578,0.16960232160753536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36999641037547937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347576258708595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591862109927893,0.0,0.1996488543092078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877965801453474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560937906286816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041900264195008,0.0,0.1675637556516892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33120077612479043,0.11698765837483607,0.31446379265994523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555599932589547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097101240074022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480930992290644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097625132741648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669667666265857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000628393528848,0.16412700819997492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367435850766634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563240847049529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683689297796987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639487989035615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260677347806432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492853690687952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552219906448414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035462174053984,0.13511624174197406,0.0,0.12998226752377634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545380085622086
anxiety,Loki_of_Asgard_99,2020/01/20,"Huge fucking panic attack because I was late to class So, a while ago, I was on lunch break and just fell asleep... I woke up 30 minutes late to class. So I had to run. I burst through the door, panting and apologizing profusely, but all I got was: ""No need to explain yourself. Come sit down.""

A while into class, as I'm thinking deeper and deeper into this, I'm starting to feel very anxious and can't breathe. My heart speeds up and my chest tightens. *Oh, God, no. Here it comes,* I think. *Here it comes.*

Then it happened. Everything. My hands ran cold and sweaty at the same time, I was shaking all over, I got a weird tingling sensation in my fingers and feet, my chest hurt, my heart raced, I couldn't breathe. I had to leave class and sit outside crying.

All I heard was, ""calm down, OP, it's fine. It can happen to anyone""

But for the next ten minutes, I couldn't calm down. All cause I got late to class once. 

Fuck anxiety.",0.24370967741935345,2.635391478494622,1.3954709677419397,98.30920645161294,91.20430107526882,4.051268817204302,20.343225806451613,5.6839178017228535,-0.17990296774193526,709,24,156,5,25,222,107,186,0.182,0.753,0.064,-0.9671,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,3,2,6,0,11,14,10,1,4,29,32,16,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,13,1,0,4,0,0,7,5,7,0,1,13,5,20,3,22,17,5,33,0,1,0,2,3,12,2,0,11,91,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085167443050185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042949723094116,0.15401837110176653,0.0,0.09532775234139176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509936214201533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310780988883869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005235199248106,0.0,0.3523184516964414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497562610041682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252801504181465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893445803246324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25207677462874145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32711574641019464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411190315285829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231123831270791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459481364898902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613713430479192,0.1443577931962557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108977404642128,0.0,0.0,0.1449925269460409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519103149696724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995832186032075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964977546795392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471436893226902,0.0,0.0,0.07949732635989384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248965059619134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Felixescobar,2020/01/20,Anxiety before work I always fear something going incredibly wrong on my part and I just wish the time away so I can go home and vape and be on my own. I started the gym which is a plus but my sciatica is injured so it's preventing me from doing back workouts. Anyway it's 3 minutes before I start this is a useless post just needed to reach out to calm my nerves,1.84699248120301,3.7555924210526337,4.015338345864663,85.61236842105264,78.73684210526315,6.448120300751881,24.01503759398497,7.447530270364453,1.1267616541353391,288,10,59,4,7,99,56,76,0.20600000000000002,0.718,0.076,-0.8448,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,12,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,8,11,2,11,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702058944030715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113665997292933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246335112125687,0.18206981564370128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029660333982425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664442232007192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691359646728047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375104431738953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556995915261847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564105267169954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677054922200895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822854239488029,0.0,0.0,0.3351893306166881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806878562553335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722862286043033,0.0,0.0,0.17237923870617713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25888262871117873,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yuirick,2020/01/20,"Meta-anxiety, an observation of my own anxiety Over the course of my life, the anxiety that I call ""meta-anxiety"", while rarely the strongest anxiety, it's the most common. It's that anxiety you get when you're afraid of becoming anxious. That voice in your head that goes ""If you go that way, you will experience anxiety"". And ironically, it's possibly one of the most destructive types of anxiety I have. Because it's everywhere, all of the time, making it impossible to just feel good for once. I hate the pain of anxiety, so wanting to avoid it is natural. But avoiding something is the role of anxiety, and so I grow anxious about my anxiety.

The meta-anxiety has for a long time seeped into the very depth of my mind. Any random thought can trigger just a drop of anxiety, slowly pouring into a bucket in my stomach. Especially if I just cried or rested, and feel good for once. ""It'll be over soon"", states my meta-anxiety. ""Anxiety will return"".

The great paradox of all of this is that I have to somehow stop being afraid of my anxiety for the meta-anxiety to go away. To accept the pain that caused me to fear in the first place. I'm going to try but... It's weird. It's really rather weird. 

Does anyone else have any experience with ""meta-anxiety""?",4.514859382203781,6.021113821576768,5.887268326417707,76.70087943752884,70.53526970954356,10.334808667588753,30.816274781005074,10.504223727775694,3.5089334255417253,985,42,186,30,18,332,120,241,0.23,0.7120000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9858,0,2,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,0,1,10,15,2,5,18,0,13,5,2,3,2,33,24,12,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,17,6,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,11,0,2,1,3,18,4,34,18,6,27,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,7,10,125,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874517983960626,0.0,0.8854016410970883,0.14528037962691,0.0,0.04495974067920333,0.06588248795486655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060411544213252365,0.0,0.0,0.03919640911743505,0.0710138016584956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656570300798595,0.0,0.0,0.06605335038787429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063003684091887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056268969862702266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371402362171202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579459681658295,0.0,0.07235487053992279,0.06502356933585758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469316472342011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03359386121830736,0.0,0.10962874882936542,0.10786282440925238,0.0,0.07089048131415822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634824940436842,0.06598988913188836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541667401165318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690307871579482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292044918667864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492421616334987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695384533293584,0.04357103943697832,0.0,0.13683851016351506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717934470708027,0.0,0.0,0.07248808189184483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041191938470794096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049500935290290704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375730327828731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510466606887028,0.07498716984390487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365517398875629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053053863074278736,0.03792554077025632,0.05103799021038365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kellinthename,2020/01/20,"Eye twitching For the last 4-5 days I’ve noticed my left eye lid has been twitching. It can’t be noticed if you just look at me though. It’s the top corner, under my eyelid.  I know that stress, anxiety and fatigue can cause this as well as looking at computer screens a lot (I have to with my job and I’m always on my phone too.)
This same thing happened months ago and it went away on its own, but it’s back and it’s worse than it was last time; it’s always twitching and is worse when I look down. 
I feel like my memory has been a bit hazy or weird and I can’t remember simple things or can’t remember if I’ve done something or not. 
I’m trying not to panic and assume something is really wrong or I have a tumour or some shit, but it’s hard not to think that way when I almost always think something is wrong with my health despite all my tests always coming back good and healthy. 

Any one have random eye twitching? I just want some reassurance to feel better",1.8552695269526929,3.6267010396039616,3.1569636963696404,92.41672167216723,78.20792079207921,5.8750275027502745,21.123212321232124,6.691623216298621,0.2688308030803075,758,20,166,7,18,246,113,202,0.142,0.7390000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.7249,1,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,9,12,1,2,5,0,17,10,4,1,1,42,31,22,0,3,14,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,7,1,1,5,10,17,5,17,25,7,23,0,1,7,0,3,10,1,13,11,107,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073403468817538,0.0,0.1137929504938454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782266969840391,0.0,0.0,0.07727835376678058,0.0,0.08693345299456544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067674941152363,0.1747626103115335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050437868516504,0.12406425448619485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673846101225713,0.0,0.09788985630999833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328769405700214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629205669150496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491849193444205,0.0811836580377601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531492383074462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049051037330613,0.0,0.10179813993011276,0.0,0.0,0.12079284440032033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276908066379215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245297150445426,0.1852617531655899,0.0,0.0,0.12346900521826724,0.0,0.0,0.05551822995411506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862841841722003,0.0,0.0,0.09661173516892707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907054915798564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875729817070536,0.0,0.0,0.07700466454326818,0.0,0.0,0.13333077277473812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279999386790897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574614586417952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664870524598728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624543480621089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017298429663124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099328095798756,0.14563044644174047,0.11164964938619644,0.0,0.06626376067101954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715335856158581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702717177219958,0.09020127511068064,0.0,0.0,0.10217502509209124,0.10534440551016466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316155098402463,0.0,0.2484926114629277,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caljones97,2020/01/20,Phone Call with Mental Health Service for a possible diagnosis I have a phone call tomorrow morning with a mental health service and kind of have in my head what it will be like but not sure how to approach it. I hate taking phone calls anyway and am worrying about saying the wrong thing that may alter the conversation or questions. The phone call has been scheduled for 6 weeks so it's been a long time and a lot has happened with the festive season and then in work. Hopefully I will get something out of it.,6.373636363636365,6.81631803030303,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,65.66666666666667,9.024242424242424,31.65151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.478345454545454,411,15,77,6,6,129,67,99,0.139,0.773,0.08800000000000001,-0.7538,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,9,0,11,3,1,1,1,17,16,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,5,12,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,5,8,55,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6336545115527449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105339860623346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718835396178206,0.0,0.0,0.15316702836875726,0.15921673168290826,0.3298096791842656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408741270001206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615527457589549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579277440210863,0.0,0.0,0.1372925812576654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318930998756023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31268598909630513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748952095027148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379048673396316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337226376897432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943310158341655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621608383753487,0.0,0.11664475189772792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306704382813901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046243491056476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444264780317907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294258576071994,0.15755055190325756,0.0,0.0,0.16961946064172498,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smieom,2020/01/20,"What do you do to not focus on some tiny thing and ryin your whole day with it? My anxiety has been a lot better for a long time, but have been going through a stressful situation so it's been creeping back and I'd just love to stop it in its tracks. 


I've been feeling a bit better for a few days and was feeling fine today until the caretaker in my building told me off for bringing dirt in the hallway with my shoes. And he was right to do so, I've been so inside my own head I hadn't even noticed doing it. He maybe could have been nicer about it, but it was definitely justified. (Which makes it worse, if he had been wrong, I could just be pissed at him, haha) 
And I didn't handle it well. I was flustered so I probably sounded really defensive and rude and... yeah, you know how this goes. 


Now I feel like shit. It's been three hours and I can't stop thinking about it. I can focus on something else for a while but then it comes back.

It's such a small thing and I'm just pissed that it is gonna ruin this day that started so well.


How do you deal with the little things like this?",0.8946086956521739,2.8680938521739137,2.3673913043478265,95.90065217391306,82.21739130434783,5.391304347826088,19.130434782608692,6.498293943080001,-0.1323478260869564,846,21,196,8,23,274,130,230,0.207,0.649,0.14400000000000002,-0.9685,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,2,19,17,5,1,10,2,29,6,5,3,0,36,43,23,0,3,8,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,24,13,0,3,5,0,0,3,4,8,2,1,16,4,18,9,21,23,6,29,0,1,0,1,11,10,3,3,18,141,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602189472610496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131361683478397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451453218391609,0.15130570425208262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938405392801987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130760452674228,0.0,0.0,0.2681395912520423,0.14288144985694812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577517059065355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153818575336103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022763678875994,0.09900958663746602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876457730261012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223456290126976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364844227387648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616610340545901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354173273651707,0.13890479956318966,0.0,0.1226488578076206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782528891411513,0.1250839761194041,0.0,0.09251070747205394,0.0,0.1392334962907478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778700880534954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494247626867262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878507663105295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835613432325265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226188333160586,0.0,0.15578232445799872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066942828187937,0.0,0.0,0.09809557029832368,0.0,0.0,0.2317369110669815,0.1587557604337092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762215209444925,0.08880364997423427,0.0,0.0,0.0808136478653141,0.0,0.13136826007362934,0.13242983837344252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492202801291704,0.0,0.0,0.15473213427716592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412362810594377,0.0,0.15152772945982254,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpeedColaZero,2020/01/20,"I just experienced a really weird sensation So this just happened a few minutes ago. I sat down in front of my pc, and when I put my headset on, for a split second I felt like my entire brain and eyes got violently dragged to the right. It lasted less than a second I think but it felt kinda scary, as if I was in a moving train and suddenly jumped off and stood still. I don't take any medication.",1.5585365853658537,3.6130425975609772,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,80.34146341463416,7.0268292682926825,21.22560975609756,8.07648339933343,1.0063609756097565,311,9,67,6,8,106,62,82,0.11900000000000001,0.858,0.023,-0.7275,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,6,0,2,3,2,0,0,12,10,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,6,4,10,1,10,4,2,15,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,2,6,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334740961401579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791102069201282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29402374076625903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057800438417839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065231018720976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329096730087083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469317943816296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867615794366669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653317522192568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799355956483813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477374859869723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873058663770826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492856608684975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033886733147245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980320503754284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876588413600102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brett199720,2020/01/20,"Social Anxiety and What I Wear Hello, first time posting here!

So I've been dealing with social anxiety for several years now and there's one thing that has crept into my thought patterns more and more over the past two years and that is what I choose to wear. 

I have to change my outfit several times before I leave the house and I ALWAYS end up just sticking to my baseball cap, hoodie, jeans and same old trainers because I am terrified of the thought that someone might see me in something other than that outfit and judge me so heavily for it. 

Just wondering if anyone has any advice on this or know of any mind exercises that could be helpful for this kind of thing? Thank youuu!",5.456969696969699,6.592171969696974,5.5057575757575785,81.71196969696972,67.93939393939394,8.290909090909091,29.81818181818182,8.515128840125781,2.2131000000000007,548,20,101,8,9,172,90,132,0.069,0.8909999999999999,0.04,-0.4374,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,9,3,2,0,0,22,15,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,11,2,16,9,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,4,9,74,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891202568786516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679922429905593,0.0,0.0,0.20725845934982867,0.0,0.2331531749238633,0.0,0.0,0.10655340149481758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928944574579604,0.0,0.12967116939127188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120655329750724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166961070518385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710558539787045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497075053348204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296213601715116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214262591293476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583557038163236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868890314199602,0.08374859210184224,0.0,0.0,0.16135714437345045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165984226692753,0.1538686826721334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990582474511605,0.0,0.10326221611910658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547181937531514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594581113022986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143369851522835,0.0,0.0,0.34431067407971444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31068124252963164,0.1291180623043756,0.11731591314082268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029861854990022,0.0,0.0,0.2024799523937378,0.0,0.0,0.2419584832636295,0.17771761790951807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886116883734776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525854720354988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626606225842266
anxiety,mockingbirdTT,2020/01/20,"i have my driving licence exam in less 3 hours and i just dont want to go pass it i failed my driving licence two years ago mainly it was due the school i was with i needed to bribe the teacher to teach me how to drive and i didnt, and the exam controllers were extremly violent and cursing at everyone and insulting ... im not frm the US just fyi

i hate the school, the exam controlles and even the place where we pass the exam and also avoid passing from there  and take a long way instead of take a short cut road that pass frm there

so i went to a new driving school last june with a good reputation, usually u pass your exam within 1 month after subscription , well i didnt, i kept finding excuses every now and then and it only today i will pass it ..

im at work now and i cant focus , im extremly scared and have anxiety attacks, my hands are shaking, im about to throw up i dont even wanna go or show up for the exam, my teacher said i was good and i have nothing to fear, but im just scared that once at the exam the controlelr swill start screaming at me and insulting other candidates  ... tis is the longest day of my life i wish i can skip it i wish i was able to pay a bribe and not go , and i dont even know why im passing this exam, i dont need a car and won't buy once, i live 2 steps from my work ... maybe just to remove the humiliation i had the first time i passs it ? im not a stupid person, im smart, im a software engineer but right now i feel like nothitng, i about to cry  i wish i can hide or escpae or just die .. i don't want to be put in that position again

failingthat exam will make my depression worst .... i have achieved every goal i had in the past year and im waitin forr this one to be able to move one, i keep thinking about it every dauy , my hands arer so shaken",0.4880208898535017,2.2901160902061872,2.9292186652197536,92.24760444926753,82.68556701030927,6.042973412913728,20.777536625067825,7.1686216300943375,0.4533855670103089,1385,41,320,19,38,478,185,388,0.172,0.752,0.076,-0.9868,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,0,7,24,21,7,5,23,0,28,3,2,3,0,52,50,28,1,8,13,0,3,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,13,21,0,4,4,1,2,22,12,16,1,4,12,5,45,5,35,33,3,61,0,2,0,0,8,15,0,3,24,199,58,19,0.12956638971474915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742639344675636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180709752191881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049558966746489616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370023655593083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265986165941478,0.0,0.0,0.07116129756634923,0.041779801303014265,0.0,0.0557976708029114,0.0,0.06723472831454005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037016875711352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836606765530134,0.0,0.16374790723086394,0.06190311890904601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289910501481107,0.0327563298370984,0.0462811273504028,0.0,0.0,0.05921066645310931,0.05510455245117239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045334770027196,0.10867414045700824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395999281539992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379839735366305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6997696729801635,0.0,0.0,0.057582280197236414,0.0,0.0,0.03560314966670195,0.052806950306597183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045758286394447324,0.031649796681744086,0.0,0.05720474794221171,0.057331088840522085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04324328561704987,0.0,0.06508342668744681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051709328067425515,0.06885428371379397,0.0,0.09607183624372363,0.0,0.0625680132828911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621612226780782,0.0,0.0,0.1379839764566945,0.08779753887523567,0.049270538931597316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184288986265656,0.0,0.0565661869451471,0.06768465022579892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651250040701456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055324494438834936,0.06162365351171235,0.0,0.12971855914390062,0.19669215541611068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585387875732375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741780032933753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04151045543384683,0.0,0.0,0.03777560189398778,0.0,0.061406893824641026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328376800927378,0.0,0.07792620686902463,0.0,0.07134953663456763,0.0,0.07642161360316255,0.05142188466827194,0.0,0.0,0.05824787232571154,0.06005467066784221,0.058456756977407674,0.0,0.22349243081347156,0.0,0.0,0.0943258748405912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343650697534719
anxiety,rms1122,2020/01/20,"Is it useless to ask a new psychiatrist for a Klonopin prescription as a 19 year old? I’ve taking multiple SSRIs + Lamictal over the last 6 years. My social anxiety and depression have been the worst the last two years while taking Zoloft, and then Lexapro. I am just so done w/ SSRIs. They’ve done nothing for me. I can hardly sleep anymore, and I feel as though I’m not even living due to my anxiety. I’ve been looking into benzos as Xanax has helped my mom tremendously. I’ve been told they aren’t good for long-term use, although my mom has been taking it consistently for the last 10 years. My anxiety
is basically never-ending and I’m always tense. Klonopin seems better for me as it apparently works for 6-12 hours. I’m so tired of living this way, and am hoping this could help. But I’m so exhausted constantly and busy with school so if there’s a very limited chance of not being prescribed something
other than an SSRI then I’m not going to waste my time seeking help. Should I just straight-up tell a psychiatrist that I’m hoping to take Klonopin or will they just see me as a drug seeker? Any advice is appreciated.",4.116671063044052,5.647636757847535,5.135747823793196,81.60579002901609,71.5560538116592,8.2963861777895,26.57056185702981,8.841846274778883,1.97208224742812,899,30,175,17,17,295,132,223,0.121,0.7709999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.4451,2,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,3,10,8,0,0,11,0,20,6,1,1,0,25,40,23,0,5,9,2,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,7,4,15,4,21,29,1,20,0,2,2,0,11,2,0,5,16,102,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101999013955697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383568553476047,0.0,0.0,0.07668911116562037,0.0,0.25881177260186355,0.0,0.11183993550382296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542698739025323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973803910056203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186692039617718,0.0,0.09003959915670685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713071811624377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081067410437375,0.0,0.0,0.13078020165663606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988288945348636,0.0,0.0,0.07448511830752612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702112282012853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409116381915829,0.09458815351396338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102193549715192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676692332727905,0.0,0.0,0.22401691267089388,0.1110581151588755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27577371587386884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916022182760448,0.0998000409216996,0.0947004284071524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641553852718981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697704072772279,0.10891630374214104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820817627015422,0.0,0.11833568201151015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141317073424136,0.08986501621116556,0.10266377363645796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128538605893672,0.11495727807767127,0.0,0.08681771670575962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391632936333853,0.0,0.0985680637135672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107983278114448,0.0,0.06575850365146288,0.12961530465103566,0.0,0.10775887786622697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016226561775784,0.0,0.0,0.09739916071487724,0.0,0.09304905508386092,0.0,0.08951349604470067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209966319715539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904869584342432
anxiety,mrulshrni,2020/01/20,"Help me! I'm not good in English.

So I want to ask what is side effects of risperidone? Every night before i sleep, i have one feeling, it feels like you afraid of heights. Something like ball or box from small size become bigger and bigger chasing me from point a to point b. I know it's weird. I'm scared everytime i want to sleep. It makes me want to punch something to make me feel good or calm. It is not a dream. It is just an illusion. I don't know what it is. But help me. I'm the only one who have this feeling?",-0.450308880308878,1.709090873873876,1.2156563706563723,100.46858108108113,90.71171171171171,3.892149292149292,17.838481338481337,5.288315135182226,-0.7140275418275417,401,11,95,2,14,129,66,111,0.09699999999999999,0.72,0.183,0.7893,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,2,4,0,7,2,2,3,0,19,22,5,0,3,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,4,12,5,10,22,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,3,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017487768954192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922578792599784,0.14579326643947732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435692993838428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34652802283445744,0.1224015910439484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28741494554703323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296841640969224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883222131728048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741102440017544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287345734437356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607860713283795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220174320101625,0.13030781016115042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239334682660984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715359903285045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34291700377972995,0.0,0.0,0.2638037470074947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031730523011407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bobbyj098,2020/01/20,"My (28F) chest feels tight all day and I feel like crying but cant. What can I do? I sound so immature but I think my bf will breakup with me soon. I have trouble sleeping anyway and there is so much pressure at work. Hes being distant and the whole suspense is killing me. I cant talk to him because hes already getting fed up.

Since yesterday, my stomach has a knot, my chest feels heavy. I feel overwhelmed but cant cry even though I really want to.

What can I do to sort myself out? It's too cold outside to go for a walk and I'm at work.

Tl;Dr my anxiety is getting the better of me. How can I handle it right now whilst at work?",-0.21014705882353013,1.9030968088235305,1.8676470588235288,96.81191176470593,88.26470588235294,4.576470588235295,21.0,5.985473137389443,0.01958235294117605,490,17,113,4,16,163,88,136,0.128,0.7829999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.8119,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,10,6,1,2,4,0,17,5,4,1,1,19,28,11,1,1,3,0,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,1,5,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,7,22,2,12,25,3,13,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,77,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090475395801799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491816218592998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547853943196575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675409103053043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161735055871352,0.12217066696119155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512081286116733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831385060330932,0.13533324764056798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979451748116743,0.0,0.10766094887790564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095830701971165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254895066999316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925739198477707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213576702071626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177746600234688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567035689146379,0.0,0.18957299246225046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226162891638806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138305755537435,0.1861200888772072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173436939580712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114987341858197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137353941942335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Helpmeplszzz,2020/01/20,"Internal tremors linked to anxiety? This only happens at night when I'm laying down, This never happened until a couple months ago, The feeling is like the bed is shaking but no noise, movement or anything, Just the feeling. Kinda scared I'm might have Parkinson or MS, I don't have social anxiety, Just a hypochondriac. At first I thought it was the dryer or the washing machine, Until I was laying on the couch and I said ""Do you guys feel the shaking?"" And everyone looked at me... They said ""What are you talking about?"" Like I was crazy, I'm only 14. I just want to know if this is related to anxiety, It's 3:55 on a school night, If you couldn't tell... I'm done with this.",2.21235361653272,4.4093973880597055,3.4882089552238824,88.41299081515501,78.8507462686567,6.212629161882894,25.97933409873709,7.321109707123232,1.3539685419058558,526,21,104,7,13,171,80,134,0.126,0.802,0.07200000000000001,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,1,5,5,0,3,10,0,14,1,0,0,1,23,29,11,0,4,9,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,2,1,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,7,6,11,2,13,20,0,18,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,7,11,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615196904086847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783873654025977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567828981994545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824313380326153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872463335642462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575453754851657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250097654592367,0.11778691792588306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024281102245598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325242799566492,0.29159729393236583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061113044944563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109944668800424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845369260927387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490659470755632,0.0,0.0,0.13160185867917065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716196392698592,0.0,0.0,0.3094485231058986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079012796560884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136682546007144,0.0,0.1650688969141268,0.16686256431089888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680695632519717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252048776711514,0.14410824347927484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089253884823496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972476994897674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kidneybean_,2020/01/20,"I have a kind of specific question, but how do you handle a weird (not painful) sensation on your body that causes anxiety? So basically I had a kidney transplant-type surgery a year and half ago (it’s my own kidney, they took it out of my body, fixed it, and put it back in a new spot). My kidney is now in my pelvis area, and I can feel my scar tissue sort of “bunch” together when I lay in certain positions. My anxiety makes me panic and think it’s my kidney and I’m hurting it (because there are no nerves in a transplanted organ you can’t tell if it hurts). Logically, I know I am 100% fine. I had 40 staples after this surgery so it’s just scar tissue, which is a funky thing that just does what it wants. I can’t fall asleep whenever I can feel it, and I’ve been able to feel it a lot recently. It doesn’t hurt, it almost feels like when you are laying on top of something. 

But anyway, I am working on doing exercises to break up the scar tissue and strengthen the muscles in the area which should help. But that takes a lot of time- so in the meantime, does anyone have any suggestions on how to cope with unusual sensations? I know my case is specific but I feel like this general idea comes up often with anxiety. 

Thanks!",3.2165073684210514,4.505671156000002,4.551178947368424,85.86853684210527,73.44,8.143157894736843,25.957894736842107,8.6894789155246,1.7231199999999998,959,32,203,18,19,318,138,250,0.109,0.8,0.091,-0.5247,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,1,2,14,12,0,1,13,0,20,10,8,4,1,43,35,19,0,3,8,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,22,11,0,0,11,1,0,4,5,6,0,1,4,5,26,6,24,30,4,31,0,3,0,0,9,16,0,7,12,138,48,2,0.12910932296810626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144476248004432,0.0,0.12928433714949533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779876696564609,0.0,0.2963048360485323,0.0,0.0,0.09027624056058244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927709991957803,0.0,0.0787038449319471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868227044083373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263083948805915,0.0,0.11121624961628856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596887716352745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326407764968875,0.18447145225135525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653925767779608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146426016196687,0.14574871039018794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444749199337913,0.14191021480555407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615258727682316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952825878880566,0.0,0.0,0.08618147563153412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469458865371127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373814225221648,0.15148197234541616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979052981723252,0.14463198978092767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747988056622553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939466453166593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970741430185205,0.0,0.11284723899788905,0.11886651820443485,0.0,0.0,0.08577449726877745,0.08272804095199121,0.0,0.0,0.07528468449237466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344520836564095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615202379380147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399312480539647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314217097603106
anxiety,AndriusDau1,2020/01/20,"M19 problems Almost 2 months as I have anxiety. Chest/heart pain, shortness of breath, dizziness, hard to fall asleep sometimes. Any suggestions?",6.3628985507246405,10.25053195652174,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,77.26086956521739,6.544927536231885,33.7536231884058,7.793537801064563,3.198171014492753,117,6,16,2,3,32,23,23,0.363,0.637,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558117757593183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163665817771535,0.0,0.27182655998148625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183059827549514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210678887391012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836211020989054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37809628746774665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34000292490511336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35143056250533405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lucojade_,2020/01/20,"My anxiety is making me think I should end my relationship but rationally I know this isn’t the right thing to do.. how do I deal with this? Recently when I have been really anxious about something, I find myself thinking of ending my year long relationship just so it’s one less thing to deal with.

For example, I was thinking of moving away for a few months, I didn’t want to think about how it would affect my boyfriend. I started thinking “maybe this has ran its course”.

My boyfriend is a few years older than me to and this adds to my anxiety about things. I constantly have a timer on myself, like what age I have to have things done by, and because my boyfriend is older I always get this intense guilt about staying in the relationship if it could possibly end one day because he’s older than me so I’m “ruining his timeline” (????) it that makes sense? Like I think, If we break up next year that’s fine for me because I’ll only be 23 but he will be 27 so that’s not fine for him, he will be back to square one! 

I feel like because I get so anxious about big decisions, having another person to worry about when I’m making them just overwhelms me sometimes. I’m going through a very overwhelming time right now as it is. 

But then I calm down and I remember I love my boyfriend, I truly think he is the nicest man I know, he adores me and when I am not an anxious mess I love our time together so much. If I didn’t have him I would be able to completely isolate myself too. He cares about my wellbeing so much and I know I would be so silly to breakup with him, he is an angel. 

I just think I’m such an independent person that sometimes having to worry about another person makes me so anxious and irritable that I don’t know how to handle it.

Is there any way to deal with these feelings in a healthy way?",4.782853260869565,5.0864800570652156,5.528260869565218,83.9254347826087,69.08152173913044,8.791304347826088,29.31521739130435,8.716276077567194,2.0182163043478263,1423,49,300,22,23,464,162,368,0.09699999999999999,0.757,0.145,0.9668,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,1,0,30,16,0,3,11,0,37,2,0,9,0,55,68,28,0,9,11,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,4,23,12,0,0,17,0,0,3,6,5,0,3,6,3,53,11,42,50,5,41,1,3,1,2,26,9,0,3,28,211,76,0,0.07616905365731755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337875441855667,0.0,0.0,0.05179756843512096,0.1597397881236597,0.11653823512796,0.3441973998944788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156333324297105,0.05856930062738545,0.0,0.1857277925356194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765942660495248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986180358280756,0.08231168745150709,0.0,0.06081479141306274,0.0,0.0,0.049122738300380366,0.2355808492463156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794738722201612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023895201024552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702672430625641,0.05441518715208421,0.0,0.0,0.06961713512403314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959037354838784,0.0,0.04328862850998392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744207958887505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116370565083607,0.0,0.0,0.06740721558639008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749108952826564,0.0,0.2033737391146173,0.0,0.07652205221542746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060797411934110784,0.08095564972179085,0.1119860371235379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100665268363079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484236608640298,0.05792999761540134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952363902863132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586916338801183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487958461929655,0.0,0.07520775138349943,0.2453311744661513,0.08628468952412588,0.13009591128542136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058638658788674365,0.15066628340949192,0.0,0.05391284821861701,0.08118607658363007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024133388572993,0.3904484320961758,0.0,0.0,0.08882957544577108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284744633590561,0.04492648131921707,0.120918898831126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470674264571274,0.0,0.1623249309637385,0.0,0.0,0.14715111976437786
anxiety,Shadowlab72,2020/01/20,"Anxiety and vision Has anyone had anixety related vision issues? Like blurry vision or light sensitivity? I read somewhere that anxiety can cause dilation of the pupils from the flight or fight response, thus affecting vision in times of extreme stress. TIA if anyone answers.",7.954333333333333,11.229797266666665,7.939722222222222,58.17625000000004,65.22222222222223,10.722222222222225,35.694444444444436,10.686352973137794,5.297111111111111,227,11,26,7,4,73,37,45,0.17600000000000002,0.568,0.256,0.6901,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,15,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008273051400074,0.0,0.0,0.4577664699747464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33626760942427697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416571620005576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992143723890093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274278617911281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37496603828327096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087416605540647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Huuunnnter,2020/01/20,Am I worrying too much? I just missed out on Church today and I feel super terrible about it and idk why I’m worrying for much about missing 1 day of it. I like I betrayed someone for not going.,2.8647967479674783,3.8327450731707344,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357726,73.87804878048779,8.393495934959349,28.300813008130078,8.841846274778883,2.1717739837398367,152,6,32,3,3,53,30,41,0.36,0.509,0.13,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,6,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444426716614664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028903057791738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801632449362599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487434805224592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660754690132027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686002866208532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004870060505138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860508778985842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6438750713052062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Autisticanimefan,2020/01/20,"How do I know if my anxiety is stopping me or if I'm just not trying hard enough? I was supposed to go to class today. While in the shower I started feeling intense anxiety knowing I'm supposed to go to class 2 hours later. I decided I should skip class, then I started crying because I don't know if it's ever gonna get better.

I have been a neet before, it gets very boring after a while, but it's better than being anxious at school or feeling suicidal at home because I can't function like a normal human.",5.310220125786167,4.878972160377359,6.996226415094341,76.3693710691824,67.9622641509434,8.576100628930817,33.704402515723274,7.793537801064563,2.5754704402515727,403,17,75,4,6,141,70,106,0.188,0.703,0.10800000000000001,-0.8467,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,19,23,10,1,5,8,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,3,11,3,9,18,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,12,50,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28355297819584435,0.20936947800904526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259501727025024,0.0,0.15770167521432998,0.0,0.0,0.32781759974129904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035756512079448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914948191202148,0.0,0.0,0.16764105895426196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741623342525696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365393195276356,0.0,0.2106539458494774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601874628047533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859005060727016,0.0,0.1825121341440639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055565859389351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090542586917807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815834697162028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756325416445646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26235421634151146,0.0,0.0,0.15494368276642612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027202910949457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756706078518708,0.0,0.0,0.12582650202170806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291617005339395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lonely-day,2020/01/20,"C.S. Lewis knew what was up. ""I once read the sentence 'I lay awake all night with a toothache, thinking about the toothache an about lying awake.' That's true to life. Part of every misery is, so to speak, the misery's shadow or reflection: the fact that you don't merely suffer but have to keep on thinking about the fact that you suffer. I not only live each endless day in grief, but live each day thinking about living each day in grief.""",6.174302325581392,6.203520383720933,5.250558139534885,88.05374418604653,66.09302325581396,7.345116279069767,26.50232558139535,5.6839178017228535,0.7707237209302327,347,8,70,1,5,103,56,86,0.09699999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.096,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,0,4,18,9,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,5,1,13,7,5,8,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199913100484513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828972531933913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294855840517944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332833928524567,0.0,0.0,0.5750505335100192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037126365202502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311805754230205,0.0,0.16509730816728296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350739030824047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713635937472991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172837116176372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,newmillenniumsurvive,2020/01/20,"2020 is a really fucking lonely place... Is this a suicidal thought? I don't know if this is a dumb question, but I was laying here feeling really depressed and I had the thought ""is 2020 the year I die?""and it really freaked me out. Is that a suicidal thought?",1.0528571428571425,3.6576007843137286,2.7533893557422964,88.29882352941178,90.1764705882353,6.835854341736696,28.85434173669468,7.957251820313856,2.472975350140056,204,11,40,5,7,67,33,51,0.391,0.58,0.028999999999999998,-0.9746,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,0,10,14,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,1,5,0,1,9,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,2,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190086545739685,0.0,0.23123550439815066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265645957069495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597882234963327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244731967723715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278288805980554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495916099137217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282020810335173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48742309799978206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306447607997944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347855088671374
anxiety,pizzainmyanus,2020/01/20,"Do your arms, legs and face go numb/ pins and needles for days? Hello-

I am under an extreme amount of stress and anxiety (health related, never helpful to an already anxious person) and I really needed to ask people with experience with these symptoms. I want to shoot holes through my ""logic"" that I am seriously ill. 

I am consulting with a physician and won't substitute this as medical advice but no one I have spoken to deals with anxiety like me. And the doctors ask if I am a very anxious person. 

Anyhow this is the first time this has ever happened to me- pins and needles in my arms, face and legs. Most intense in my arms and face and I'm convinced I have MS or something. It's worse some times of the day than others but it's been lasting for a few days now.

Has this happened to any of you during times of extreme stress? 

It's coupled with (at the height of my anxiety) inability to go to the bathroom and nausea. It's really been taking a toll on me. Any feedback would be great!",3.486938775510204,5.2433133571428625,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,73.59183673469387,7.348979591836735,28.066326530612244,8.07648339933343,1.9567714285714284,782,31,147,12,16,260,113,196,0.149,0.7759999999999999,0.075,-0.8828,0,0,1,1,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,2,7,0,2,11,0,15,15,8,0,2,29,25,16,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,2,11,16,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,2,0,17,3,28,20,4,19,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,12,106,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000990242956192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468183170726472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095014122132352,0.0,0.3053368730595161,0.30060565582789045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875797837330035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721161274419212,0.0,0.2574087945006213,0.13716341399807316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617705708345415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034669749821615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014340743314542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316789433788894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122492577948576,0.0,0.0,0.14668243352697108,0.0,0.0,0.23530226974463864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414204702051969,0.0,0.0,0.08917716865040302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844932236585106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499900076076344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402870461755975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865108170972336,0.10261240196606816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015464385962883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922365575901686,0.2323392889535929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046389485812685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242443718308926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048048870549568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828455686879934,0.10003318096148947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232738592377299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977594734129256,0.07847330854412622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558408393741406,0.09451125496499213,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nocakeforme90,2020/01/20,"Work-related texts make me anxious I work remotely for a tech company in my country and studying at the same time. The only way my employer gives me tasks is through texts / calls. About an hour ago she texted me and asked how my schedule's gonna be for the next few weeks since I've flexible working hours to accommodate my studies. Then tells me she's got something new (task? project? bonus?) for me. I asked what it is and she's been away since then. I bloody hate this. I can see her chat's status and she's online, probably busy talking to clients. I haven't been able to focus on my work.

This kind of situation has happened before and I still can't deal with it. I'm scared if it's a new task that will be difficult for me to handle like getting on calls with people (I hate calls). I kind of wish to tell her to stop being so damn mysterious and just give me an idea of what I'll be dealing with in one text so that I can get it over with.",1.7206060606060625,3.54403641414142,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,78.79797979797979,6.420202020202023,23.12121212121212,7.3871296695380915,0.7225333333333328,742,24,169,10,18,240,119,198,0.121,0.8440000000000001,0.035,-0.9487,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,6,9,3,1,7,0,14,0,0,2,0,18,29,12,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,3,1,27,4,26,20,2,21,0,0,1,0,19,7,1,1,14,101,37,5,0.11760869247413967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042530097758786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286434651239515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198965029136792,0.0,0.11049723802086901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007633500598748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602748733686282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24249879552096235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289137539593133,0.22564194888274194,0.0,0.0,0.0940624151300922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400097834621017,0.0,0.0,0.2322284704308083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164174324001535,0.0,0.0,0.1327658984240547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24494271019722966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745766649834436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785047154729521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271744161153475,0.12507817868777354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969469375736171,0.08944671027723672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153505904617532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126802062159977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177468181689008,0.0,0.09371890105314394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945742514986044,0.13219709795198234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905409173074408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392245373118932,0.09832613307702703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452941207262136,0.2055903620707081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857857436572225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335230585194022,0.09433859905578368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524419217930045,0.0,0.0,0.3424821153357628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YesManYarmolenko,2020/01/20,"Does working in customer service help with anxiety over time? I was wondering if in anyone’s experience working in customer service that their level of social anxiety improved over time.

I currently work as a waiter and despite working jobs like this for years my anxiety level around customers and co-workers has been consistently high. I chose to do this job because it forces me to come outside of my comfort zone and meet new people. It’s also the highest paying option I have currently available. It would just be nice to know if anyone else has been though this and could give me some insight or tips.

This is my first post so take it easy on me!",7.5913348946135795,7.852398180327871,7.3596018735363025,73.34008196721314,63.098360655737714,9.594379391100704,37.92037470725995,9.23628265651192,3.6338112412177983,526,25,87,8,7,167,86,122,0.057,0.828,0.115,0.8536,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,18,16,11,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,11,3,15,10,1,19,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,6,8,61,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171128977627807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492891544528002,0.0,0.0,0.21283831984044066,0.15594304850726218,0.0,0.13548693402885692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277742413883992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131103596917069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151632493586476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318796798876634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714044127931462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887714112101047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945805637034946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600051563690425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201394126520236,0.16080369908580988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020625967461797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364308122451374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435540224314352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699209103884042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055137196090537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145761940927898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514491498697805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443264236367558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953204735233538,0.0,0.17749371991539345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505034580142627,0.5540034298035561,0.0,0.0,0.10811585250812628,0.0,0.0,0.09800939797969213
anxiety,NurseCarlos,2020/01/20,"Woken up by a severe anxiety attack I’ve been off my anxiety medication for 3 days (per my doctor’s weaning schedule). I was super excited that I’ve finally gotten to the last step. A few minutes ago, I woke up from a dead sleep in a panic. I couldn’t catch my breath, I was shaking uncontrollably. I haven’t felt this way in years. I’m so devastated because i feel like I’ll never be able to beat this. 

To add to this unfortunate incident, I’ve since been throwing up just out of anxiety, I want to call in to work tomorrow, but I keep thinking about what they’ll think if I don’t come. I hate that if I told them I had an anxiety attack, they wouldn’t think it’s a “real” illness. I just need some words of encouragement to know it’s gonna be okay",3.9983544303797487,4.208560481012661,6.031493670886079,79.96129113924053,70.77215189873421,9.611139240506333,29.09113924050633,9.642632912329526,2.4542916455696195,588,21,127,13,10,207,101,158,0.235,0.68,0.086,-0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,3,4,11,3,3,7,1,12,5,2,0,1,23,29,4,1,6,5,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,0,5,5,6,0,0,10,2,19,5,21,13,2,22,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,9,75,27,2,0.15786060298778382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399338997849181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830517168087336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35917845079037963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962303583722095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119332552403134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359829315409252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180702944527352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157701628448964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798190640510292,0.11277564631651267,0.15157093471662902,0.17292857440780274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585466346885465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031375719211706,0.0,0.0,0.08675605899066112,0.1286774608090577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712271677277632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902794973244988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705163687100426,0.12175182882165897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521540463916308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796799262843181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833754814199992,0.0,0.1305839220779547,0.0,0.1579746080273401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30345210078838725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084257112234845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311027366938636,0.1253023988454566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492439908581407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016570526609601
anxiety,bigsooze,2020/01/20,"Sick day(?) Currently doing the dance of telling myself ""you need to take a day off work, give yourself a break, you clearly need it."" And ""you're being lazy and stupid and reckless you don't deserve a day off you're not sick you've just convinced yourself you are and you're going to feel guilty all day if you don't go""
And I don't know which one is the anxiety talking.",1.2437987012987008,3.4228096623376665,2.262451298701301,95.98510551948051,82.24675324675323,4.888961038961039,22.61201298701299,5.985473137389443,0.2033909090909094,292,10,64,2,8,92,48,77,0.201,0.6990000000000001,0.099,-0.8073,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,5,0,7,2,0,0,2,14,15,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,5,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,5,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963888891543709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6622485742256113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298045470235231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462677015564614,0.2917979891065745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108573024145366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38070691214041386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739590457807169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302030335303605,0.20634054222520146,0.22438321500061464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186894067759898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,C0FF33_ADD1CT,2020/01/20,"How do you build yourself up to talk to someone? I’m 18 and I feel like I can’t do anything on my own because I’m just that scared of human interaction. 

I’m supposed to be making appointments for a dentist and physical check ups but I can’t bring myself to go up and talk to someone. 

I want to start hitting the gym too I just can’t see myself talking to someone. 

I don’t know what exactly I’m scared of but I really want to over it.",0.8037777777777784,2.563654126315789,3.4319298245614043,89.2579532163743,81.42105263157895,6.32748538011696,25.292397660818715,7.3871296695380915,1.2036783625730991,342,14,76,5,9,120,56,95,0.069,0.8759999999999999,0.055,-0.4854,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,7,1,0,2,1,14,21,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,2,11,1,16,19,1,8,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174078671834386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895228439505774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696053534212062,0.15112358992152716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022255707628435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162563683768735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334732900126678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120400553280044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355173773330886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235751257494723,0.0,0.1685692909414538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377092308768039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972847824487814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100813961900292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24954250806954956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Idontwanttobewrong,2020/01/20,"I'm terrified that if I go to sleep I'll die It's not even a rational fear; I'm pretty average health wise and I'm also not at an age that dying in their sleep is common. However, I still feel helpless anxiety everytime I think about going to sleep. Like what if I died randomly due to heart failure or something like that? Or what if one of my family members just snaps during the night and decides to murder me?

 I dont know what to do, and recently dying (not only in my sleep, but in general) has become a really big fear for me because I'm so young and I have so much I want to do with my life. I know that it's unlikely, but I feel this overwhelming fear that I'm going to die young.

Any advice on how to get over this anxiety?",2.34,3.48270505128205,4.759487179487183,84.09384615384619,75.41025641025641,8.78974358974359,24.538461538461537,9.2995712137729,1.932446153846154,572,18,124,14,12,202,91,156,0.146,0.74,0.113,-0.7449,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,1,4,4,0,6,7,5,1,0,26,21,15,6,4,11,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,0,2,15,3,18,21,1,18,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,6,10,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973331838171242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980222512913995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763644118132203,0.0,0.17181064764544582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845395480347351,0.12402094167833295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827221073371628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160883654900746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416975059351437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586167801070112,0.3790890912668762,0.11355939425832265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058669472772934925,0.0,0.1914594113721664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193642729724079,0.0,0.1330700478126434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342872751452355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931723900531737,0.10972327356123307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254970372734692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538119668289436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609395940896467,0.08540536414913755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424432751578807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193901578838609,0.0,0.11087770858181263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495041631736443,0.0,0.0,0.08645013314711945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967888632047469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195406502953182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623446668306196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mxiloo,2020/01/20,"Does anyone else feels like this? Ya'll I don't know why I am posting this in here it might not be related to anxiety but I think it might be.
Okay so last night I was plugging my phone on charging I felt like what if it explodes there will be fire everywhere etc also whenever I'm in kitchen I hide the knifes incase someone comes to kill me. Whenever I'm sitting on my bed I have to sit at the corner so that if the fan of my room falls it won't fall on me if I hear footsteps I feel like someone is coming to kill me and somedays when I'm peacefully sitting anywhere my mind goes ""oh what if this room catch fire how will you escape"" and then I start to make a whole ass plan how to get out of the room if it catch fire.
I don't know why all of this and some more stuff happens to me. My mind just itself makes up scenario and then lefts me alone to deal with it. Does anyone else feels like this? 
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I'm sorry for my bad english its not my language.
Thankyou.",0.9726585365853672,2.8816464975609755,2.337256097560978,96.56198170731709,81.58536585365854,5.270731707317073,21.469512195121947,6.2581,0.08479999999999999,752,23,174,6,20,242,116,205,0.171,0.727,0.10099999999999999,-0.9593,0,1,0,0,0,2,21.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,2,0,5,1,14,2,1,4,1,34,33,18,2,5,9,0,7,4,0,5,0,1,5,0,17,8,1,0,7,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,2,8,24,5,21,23,5,29,0,0,0,1,4,13,1,8,10,109,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282669698692749,0.0,0.09903949634380718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474175046797777,0.0,0.0,0.17319182171519334,0.2537894555363972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340612720289832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336449940502947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767965243236482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675670832030694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069146632556172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812088062219366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878605768890231,0.2654265397362715,0.11891145544407168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470435477330619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095164925610705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958329471160702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740342085411253,0.0,0.13612490102351324,0.10095091236495377,0.0,0.0,0.13455889855945086,0.0,0.0,0.2420193427294505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533615788655345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627617906854127,0.2500980455157023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622095809511147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861010792121647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986840507309631,0.0,0.0,0.13863531044323812,0.08765874319853506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177388963768375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935543189677567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350326676708068,0.13826948945721268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lockstock44,2020/01/20,Blue Monday ! It doesn’t have to be ! Today has been named Blue Monday but it doesn’t have to be! Re Focus . Build Belief in yourself and achieving your goal . Do something massively positive today ! It’s a Green day not Blue :) https://youtube.com/watch?v=9l_qgtioI2Y,4.227727272727272,7.417147681818186,2.9140909090909086,83.96613636363638,94.9090909090909,4.927272727272729,19.13636363636364,6.6274283507984215,0.7543727272727271,214,6,32,3,8,61,33,44,0.067,0.8079999999999999,0.126,0.5924,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,6,0,6,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,5,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30061206718090805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35884580227163004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8836640058626646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AzarAbbas,2020/01/20,"What should be the idea profession or line of work for someone with severe social anxiety? Even a person with anxiety has to make a living, no matter how hard it may be for them. But the main problem is that opportunities aren't as broad for the sufferer of anxiety, as that person can't interact with people well, that alone substantially narrows down the amount of prospective professions for that person.

So what can that person aim for when it comes to a career / profession / line of work while considering his / her condition?",11.615210526315794,9.381798705263162,10.689342105263162,60.72664473684214,56.684210526315795,14.55263157894737,40.59210526315789,13.023866798666859,5.349578947368421,427,16,69,12,4,137,63,95,0.188,0.7559999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.89,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,2,0,13,11,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,17,7,2,6,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,2,2,55,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791610466243092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164010590174645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629364926257208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198387609361464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253372287557658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048225677523653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021397799925755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111195415919833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578697055427435,0.6337022122629979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361263742239086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497444704127574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849542308376539,0.15373269210790144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313546813845647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26417953369426056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thonyspec,2020/01/20,"Insane anxiety about my remaining lifetime Sometimes I count every minute and every day that passes by  and I get even more and more anxiety, I feel like in any moment I will lose my fucking mind ... To just think to go back to being nothing and disappear.

It's just not healthy but I can't help it. I think today I got a mild panic attack on the bus

I want to have a normal life, to enjoy things I used to like without worrying about wasting time or time passing by or me getting older to do certain things.

I want to get rid of this feeling I can't live like this, I'm tired",3.031615312791782,4.245643739495797,4.539775910364148,86.06486461251171,73.78991596638657,6.969561157796452,26.66760037348273,7.3871296695380915,1.3645790849673205,451,16,92,5,9,151,78,119,0.174,0.619,0.207,0.5217,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,1,3,0,6,3,0,1,1,21,20,7,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,2,14,5,16,17,2,13,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,2,10,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388525692512942,0.0,0.2562279900411289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905211581072712,0.0,0.12877399560231614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080042141208216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061227215466912,0.0,0.28220118307300673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935560013220988,0.11964051125693813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482319969259087,0.26248829088411263,0.0,0.09517698858723443,0.0,0.13394095668841782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225152624981696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828892449019884,0.2454519632276665,0.0,0.14787896669658204,0.0,0.0,0.1873559515725743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909683217580676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408491903739325,0.16069186053431184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648981342566307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563198731554782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251908532840173,0.2146158659020028,0.0,0.0,0.19530606026155603,0.19248198404246966,0.15874185856055273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144640200853944,0.0,0.0,0.19755614104510288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614349821022583,0.0,0.0,0.1700737859570119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m0nicat_,2020/01/20,"Physical symptoms So on Friday night I had a really serious conversation with my SO about some trauma in my past. I felt okay after. But then yesterday I got a terrible migraine. I was disassociated, shaking, and vomiting on top of the aura and headache. This morning I managed to get up and eat and I felt okay. I went for a long walk which helped a lot. But now I'm laying down and it feels like my heart is pounding out of my chest. I feel weak and tired but also totally wired. I know I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight. 

Just want to talk with some others who have similar experiences or any advice. Thanks for reading!",2.429933333333331,4.643027080000003,4.331700000000001,82.55968333333334,78.2,7.686666666666667,25.61666666666667,8.59863814320734,1.9772266666666665,495,19,98,11,12,168,90,125,0.091,0.813,0.09699999999999999,0.1739,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,5,2,5,9,3,0,1,25,18,14,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,5,1,0,4,1,5,0,0,6,4,13,4,18,11,4,19,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,9,67,18,2,0.20111431823365544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965265841682792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083104763085238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676463290271798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057901557976184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672839404455267,0.0,0.0,0.2033788842161394,0.14367610913066434,0.38620256888201177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507393058971147,0.0,0.11429790173346885,0.0,0.1608494924340664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383214354345701,0.13480268820413502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052716970741476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825429721236087,0.0,0.0,0.17797984293826788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098020144617498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873216380473806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919863733134705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011687426243796,0.0,0.12883898208691716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012595605890729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903478194188546,0.0,0.16164807092123565,0.0,0.18515904366874208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311513236982168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186224355865208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643498788073296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rae_red,2020/01/20,";( gah, i dont know why im feeling this way. 


i finally went to the doctor the other day, got formally diagnosed or whatever. they wont put me on meds, which i guess I understand. she said it was social media that was fueling my anxiety, but its really not. someone like me, with only one friend who i regularly talk to, doesnt use social media to keep up with people. sure, i may follow a few people but i never feel anything whenever i see their posts. maybe a little envy, yes—but what can i help? i always wished to have the carefree lifestyle others my age have.


im only on instagram for the memes and animals. 


tiktok for the funny videos that help me escape reality.


reddit for threads and things to read and take my mind off of everything. 


gah. its all just so overwhelming. i hate school, and i also dont know why. im a straight a student—shocking. but i guess its because ive no life, so studying is the only thing i really can do. i lay in bed for hours. ive even neglected my hygiene. my teeth are yellowing from a past episode. on weekends, i stay at home and dont even shower—why would i? its not like im going anywhere tomorrow. 


i just dont know, and not knowing overwhelms me. the therapist the doctor referred to has called. i didnt answer. i dont need to see a therapist. im stubborn, yes. but im not oblivious. 


its just always this constant weight in my chest that wont leave. 


heh, i have an account on instagram where i follow writing prompt accounts. i always write a story in the comments. its the only thing i look forward to sometimes. i love writing. its the only thing i have now. its the only thing that doesnt require me getting up to do.


but i know ill grow tired of it. i always do.


have i mentioned im addicted to soda? coca cola will do it. its that fizz, that carbonation. its like a high to me. i love the feeling it leaves on my tongue. i know its bad for me, i really do. i drink a cup of water a day. not much, but i guess its enough. 


im sorry for this vent, reddit. i hope others are better:)",0.2891105769230755,2.6208985360576937,2.8756730769230785,88.69432692307693,88.87980769230771,5.7,20.98076923076923,7.1686216300943375,0.8401961538461542,1565,54,320,26,52,541,199,416,0.10300000000000001,0.769,0.128,0.861,1,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,2,2,10,16,2,2,24,2,33,15,2,1,3,55,65,16,0,4,15,0,4,3,1,5,7,1,2,0,36,8,4,4,12,4,2,7,17,6,0,1,6,10,54,10,35,54,4,37,0,3,4,2,19,17,0,6,15,215,90,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661913905852518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048869805488123336,0.2033943299522281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046749136333465405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050288488318329966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102446507949922,0.0372522111932949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054047006525287065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240034753008763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603841725049228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882204796927318,0.0,0.0,0.06202556743571519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509775992584318,0.0,0.0,0.3581035009666585,0.0598647318714921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314317319580473,0.0,0.08072542254705224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492190805579025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926974610167962,0.0,0.0,0.06694323791539851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721358953498835,0.0,0.031927557678898884,0.0,0.03473033539043952,0.0,0.048875410089713724,0.0,0.2019593273642139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060333671589841875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192175887497577,0.06456628231069722,0.061298514007145824,0.06069621806325565,0.060181238059291285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.528076027274985,0.0,0.0,0.05431755430056631,0.0,0.0,0.2015074090850352,0.0,0.0,0.12941375802678012,0.0,0.0,0.04316394205678824,0.08956607192215839,0.0612484754109318,0.0,0.0,0.05131717766085502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030868421743367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613934104563644,0.0,0.06787965676194216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061703882231406514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492302900575455,0.04531243955648377,0.04713195416867688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140985359538241,0.27886236856215857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058336601411279436,0.08473223746295136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058526679930936576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143263053821391,0.0,0.0,0.06112673807179673,0.0,0.11744627831425535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058129795040356286,0.0,0.0,0.061846785710897564,0.09739383612029573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245883078196216,0.0517784748138322,0.0,0.06043955115875085,0.06840786661139234,0.0,0.06513534306435867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759564102900661,0.0,0.04594726573092947,0.04911806457657957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419073063561059,0.20299450998982752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023718612703425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361787418269202,0.0,0.05277959264275119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850643293629715,0.0,0.07441576137045984,0.0,0.0566497683632838,0.16542735337047704,0.0,0.07027371502074765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043410933299340926,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tsteezy487,2020/01/20,My anxiety doesn’t cause fear Firstly I’m not scared of anything i just have attacks where I feel so detached from reality like the life around me isn’t real I don’t know what to do to handle it I get spouts where it’ll last a few weeks to a month then they will stop for a few months and repeat when they come in though I pray to god they will go away I don’t want to be awake when I’m having them I don’t know what to do it’s effecting my relationships and the only thing that semi helps is being distracted for a long period of time like when I’m at work and focusing on one thing but when I lose focus it hits me and I gotta try to distract myself again,2.742123287671234,3.23542389726028,4.3286575342465765,90.03243835616442,73.72602739726028,7.757808219178082,22.134246575342466,7.908726449838941,0.6713939726027394,523,11,125,7,10,176,92,146,0.12300000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.084,-0.7346,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,4,4,11,8,1,4,6,0,15,1,0,2,0,17,27,12,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,0,1,18,2,17,20,2,25,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,18,85,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596045179154735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570110391451864,0.1698512580530969,0.0,0.21706101904575206,0.17926162070987187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600278056209475,0.0,0.1643561501429169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147015364059212,0.0964735347795459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622932417596025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968442433185204,0.0,0.10843527478884543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278883191729683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971590619055785,0.15552637253137794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476673534186684,0.18642917421619576,0.0,0.0,0.16885080901039312,0.0,0.2134548948612416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045873383586382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929010915389047,0.14511097778240833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217170644928815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484635521444766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102274261734295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951622220813758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25351630180264045,0.0,0.1874587135955113,0.0,0.11125623234537353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953976501529632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125379924203804,0.0,0.1530471753424699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890369605355876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Clearlynotchocolate,2020/01/20,How normal is it to need to update/switch medications? I've been taking Lexapro for about 3 years now. It started out working miracles for me but I feel like lately its not really packing the same punch it used to. I've tried a dosage increase and it really didn't make much of a difference. Just wondering if its common to need to switch medications.,3.769313725490196,5.972641617647064,4.968235294117652,79.62872549019609,74.0,8.650980392156864,26.03921568627451,9.2995712137729,2.418609803921569,282,10,52,7,6,93,51,68,0.0,0.903,0.09699999999999999,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,3,0,15,11,4,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,10,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489787512930896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049452974312193,0.17024565034610445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688192262826977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116424135017502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907091517538252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801358734743846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518212026446622,0.3534013360872644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334890035158466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30532948627345524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867401156476075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791762400987697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617939376246634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581962415463068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584323823766629,0.1734893986604881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346106724106878
anxiety,Senlor78,2020/01/20,"Idk What the hell I'm feeling, anxiety is that you? Qifbrnfnwoe tjekentoe
With that out of the way there shouldn't be any triggers I just need to rant somewhere and this seemed like a good place.

Sooooo I just went to a friend's house, I'm interested in her but this was just friendly hangout, at least I'm pretty sure that was the intention. Common sense dictates that I didn't do anything to be considered bad but some inner voice disagrees and i cant get it to shut up. I've already hit a dab which kinda amplified the problem and have even more difficulty venting properly. I just can't get out of this shitty loop where I don't believe myself when I say everything should be fine. I'm seeing a professional soon it's just gonna be a while and I honestly don't know if I can wait. This is just so confusing and aggravating to navigate and it just hurts.
 For years I've always had a problem, where I over analyze and overthink/explain pretty much everything. Never had panic attacks but more recently I've had problems with for lack of a better phrase an over-bubbling of energy and raw emotion(can't pin the feeling). Not to mention an uncomfortable gut feeling if I'm nervous and tightness in the chest. Consistent streams of ""I'm sorry"" are common as well. It wasn't until 5 years ago I thought it might be anxiety but didn't think it could be a problem, I'm not having panic attacks so I should be good yeah? Well.now I'm completely perplexed.",3.3204534412955446,5.555817003508775,4.418333333333333,82.9090384615385,75.45614035087719,7.612685560053983,29.207152496626183,8.502166056373571,2.3845411605937934,1166,52,218,23,26,380,157,285,0.198,0.617,0.185,-0.6469,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,16,24,3,4,16,1,31,2,2,2,2,55,54,21,0,12,15,0,4,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,16,13,0,2,7,1,0,1,11,13,1,0,10,7,15,11,24,30,6,25,1,1,1,0,6,12,1,7,12,143,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450300912411123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009533976765933,0.0,0.09809452209538372,0.0,0.0,0.08016973144960451,0.0,0.18037215444817245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701401665709172,0.0,0.0,0.26823542385243143,0.0,0.0,0.09843382592467874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282246950313611,0.0,0.10426476051774608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360617572877375,0.0,0.0,0.09412614613088968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786570793355843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190515289446815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882726898107373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182164153855423,0.0,0.12318606965769355,0.0,0.0,0.19776228333515766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603006121926142,0.12620445278166995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064789655960479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057595450330258986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506342256312558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866632430202272,0.0874144742247874,0.09092459009420367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27663871514597105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317070941721242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987448705774714,0.0,0.4512219857249593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640286240262178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375143140082604,0.0,0.0,0.09394363954492208,0.10732328275735133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196900787520266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111060731820148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553961240786103,0.0,0.09359206223017233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357616524620777,0.0,0.0,0.21199582866918545,0.10928587745225174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183551545532714
anxiety,yourname510,2020/01/20,"Been crying at least twice a day, everyday last week Don't have worthy reasons why, but everyday just seems as if micro-problems become huge pressures with too much weight to bear. Not sure if its \*just\* stress or external circumstances, but everything is hard to deal with. Tasks become harder, overthinking 5 different ways to do it- scared that if I choose the wrong way, it will result in turmoil. Feelings of agitation towards others turn into strong resentment. Increased sensitivity, hyper-focused on certain tasks, scattered brain on everything else.  I've been going to therapy, and all I can do is cry, not knowing how to properly  articulate my feelings. So here I am asking Reddit for advice and stories from others?",6.850000000000001,9.290303841269843,6.743047619047619,69.16028571428575,66.14285714285714,9.484444444444444,34.822222222222216,9.888512548439397,4.0839422222222215,588,28,84,14,10,186,102,126,0.24100000000000002,0.674,0.085,-0.9702,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,1,4,2,0,11,2,1,3,3,26,18,11,0,3,10,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,6,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,4,4,3,17,15,4,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,5,60,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583422000653848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148417483347584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579177053812809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088861615716104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559834866842778,0.10450146251869682,0.1670546345706328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929580127400293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353624199274164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912596089045973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638631237087595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209024468586774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515471719038675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905215186300998,0.13208304889170014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911698193127974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504901284403622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660262147940744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622288608799306,0.0,0.0,0.14751381424797655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561461667549384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271941994146976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530520883773047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625141672228528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572373245305253,0.12997755438176656,0.19731930590504052,0.0,0.0,0.14621459192527106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716372207569264,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YABOICORD,2020/01/20,Not being good enough I never feel good enough. Never. I feel like I'm never good enough for my girlfriend and there is always more that I can do for her. I feel like she wants someone better than me and there is always someone better than me for her..,0.4987394957983184,2.965853607843137,1.5965266106442575,96.59294117647059,91.35294117647058,2.9142857142857146,13.168067226890754,3.1291,-1.4585932773109245,198,3,40,0,7,62,27,51,0.203,0.693,0.10300000000000001,-0.5629,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,10,10,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,10,7,5,9,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27848853319984923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960057259138948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187356900956048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538436539109136,0.23910229528496804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42108259741590215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635124178072061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871998433690917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835813860812398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987042897829177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kykyntubs,2020/01/20,"Auditions I usually freak out weeks in advance of performing something and I have a singing audition tomorrow at school. However, this time I really wasn’t nervous at all and I was so proud I was doing well for once. But of course today I had to get anxious and I’m sad because I was doing well but now I’m back to freaking out.",1.7036247334754788,4.013078850746272,3.99360341151386,83.4782089552239,81.38805970149255,8.007675906183369,28.974413646055442,8.841846274778883,2.7744473347547967,261,13,51,7,7,90,46,67,0.16899999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.087,-0.6478,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,4,2,0,5,0,7,3,10,6,1,13,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260915637518123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195350499788002,0.0,0.17595794250241173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080735286170874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074020986256337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491614166214132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921285157439417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221634383722724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831373609098393,0.0,0.2736057985356066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179064390033168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315370684142552,0.0,0.5190607968606049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kdj_1502,2020/01/20,"Please help! Is this anxiety? Really need help. I'm 16 year old and last July, I needed to read something for the church in front of people. I got super nervous and felt super nauseous and then from that day onwards, I always feel nauseous. Like super, I had to cancel every plan. Then, last December I got sick and I was diagnosed with GERD. Doctor gave me medicine and I felt okay. (Note: The nausea stopped before going to the doctors) 

January 16, my mom's birthday. We went to a buffet and I puked everything I ate there and now the feeling of nausea and nervousness is back, yesterday was really bad. I had to sit through the whole mass feeling like that. I feel like I was a broken switch, switching to not feeling nauseous and then feeling nauseous. We ate after that but I began to feel like, ""Oh this is it, I'm really gonna puke this time."" It's really torture to feel like this and I really, really, REALLY need help, my parents already suspected it's physiological but I din't think they have plans to bring me to a therapist. 

Also, I always have to look for the nearest bathroom whenever I'm outside and I'll feel so nervous and nauseous when I don't see one so I bring a plastic bag with me all the time...",1.8359259259259275,4.376103933054395,3.7107577870757815,84.22442894777623,82.89121338912133,6.553293041995971,24.33302339996901,7.793537801064563,1.6348622656128935,956,37,178,18,27,321,124,239,0.13,0.728,0.142,-0.3809,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,1,5,7,14,1,3,11,1,11,6,0,0,1,37,42,21,0,3,3,2,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,16,2,1,13,1,0,5,2,5,0,1,14,13,26,9,21,27,2,26,1,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,22,107,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890778053827388,0.07892301785591051,0.1642373462946546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549821172280198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588715333414006,0.08240271734939213,0.0,0.0,0.08397862396034274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364741824919089,0.0,0.0,0.10016911091331447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202848449562893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315127736298887,0.0,0.08869695074233992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44910942234898893,0.2820189831111173,0.18951733939974946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560882707181546,0.0,0.15786413818090084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984511409621407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089239047605255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410767624641008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287543787803445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558550257094732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953399080422029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355942025030004,0.0,0.06687545780212413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095844829452437,0.0,0.0,0.06841979237962137,0.0,0.0,0.10833289059388633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871753308873743,0.0,0.4425670915845445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864381073755014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597701941354215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825099495765532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458765552227285,0.0,0.06323709630763215,0.0,0.0,0.11509482852366296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914873843963878,0.0,0.11018478272018777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355365620573597
anxiety,thowaway_in_love,2020/01/20,"issues with friends and i’m not sure what to think, just knowing that someone sees this makes me feel better i guess some backstory: i have a small friend group of 3 people, all of which i play video games with when we aren’t at school. i’m not a very loud or talkative person, and am diagnosed with major depressive disorder and severe social anxiety. these people are the only friends i really have, so i keep them close and recently told them about my diagnoses. 

alright so they all were hanging out without me because i’m out of town with family and i get a phone call. one is on the phone in a somber tone saying “hey bro, so you know i tell you stuff that i feel like you need to know even if the others don’t want me to, and they like, don’t wanna be friends with you or hang out with you anymore, they say you’ve been, well, a bitch.” and i’m utterly shocked, here i am, sitting on the couch getting ready to go out to dinner and i get this call. all i can do is kinda choke back the tears that i feel coming and just stay quiet and straight faced. about a minute passes and he calls me back, and upon picking up i hear 
“AHHHHH WE GOT YOU AHHAHAHHH” (all of them shouting this). the few minutes between the calls was about the most mentally tearing and scarring moments i’ve had in the past year or so, thinking i lost all my friends, including one of 11 years. i hung up immediately because i didn’t know how to feel, they know about my mental issues, it’s almost as if they were torturing me for the fun of it. either that or they were serious and felt bad about how quietly and acceptable i responded to it and decided to make it a joke. i don’t know why they’d do this. i’m still unsure.",3.851904418828053,4.689418219020176,4.875262968299712,85.86123258885688,71.42074927953891,8.319356388088378,26.850264169068204,8.59863814320734,1.7001566762728149,1330,43,284,22,24,436,184,347,0.11,0.769,0.122,0.5039,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,6,10,2,20,22,2,0,17,1,23,4,1,5,6,77,57,30,0,5,12,1,5,2,5,0,2,7,1,1,17,30,1,1,15,4,0,5,8,7,1,2,11,13,44,15,42,44,10,32,0,2,1,0,42,16,1,11,11,192,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509229046094406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264686544338401,0.0,0.09417833660420363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604223573898767,0.07929060811969554,0.11577781265193313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398755396577348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878736598086488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180270051011553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179197729461263,0.19277203409323074,0.0,0.0,0.10883646996849218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272253745827976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952319525533317,0.0,0.1920657222954188,0.06784198807839315,0.09117991234753696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668430643917749,0.0,0.1488436259072327,0.0,0.05396998104768687,0.0,0.07595103607798448,0.0,0.1046130704633762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703083676383726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823457404092126,0.0,0.08440797772903877,0.0,0.0,0.3131369428779421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278879975890482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366394645398294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677783084628833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140187081517476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041427837063388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869953535464512,0.0722240685605153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065346582918128,0.13167155452413026,0.08291851992536713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083608986671427,0.0,0.0937650615535317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510376730363319,0.0,0.0961081951888185,0.07567366439859999,0.0,0.0,0.10728179540663747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968033930020631,0.08046231840162171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121852240118932,0.07583802374204886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087105593154007,0.0,0.0,0.08950203387959639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300233937924263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216976328752803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074175361474426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835488451342491,0.05601196962796325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538364742055699,0.0,0.08568984458690594,0.0,0.0,0.09154148553993156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223068415915544
anxiety,youremakingmeanxious,2020/01/20,I’m getting older and my mortality scares the fuck out of me I got random chin hair and I’m freaking the fuck out about it and I can’t stop,-1.0921875000000014,0.8965191562500046,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,91.8125,4.45,17.375,5.985473137389443,-0.4758375000000004,111,3,27,1,4,39,23,32,0.396,0.604,0.0,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,7,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7527935924347083,0.21271521737810334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32562915041098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076207942450449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34038946515233803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoraLuna,2020/01/20,"Preventing body “twists” or “airplane takeoffs” I am very new to the concept of having anxiety (I honestly don’t think I have it but I mark all the boxes for it) and one thing that is really starting to get annoying is feeling like my body is moving when it isn’t. 

If I’m sitting upright or standing, I’ll start to feel like my body is twisting (specifically like my lower half is twisting to the left and my upper half to the right).  It feels like a pressure that is increasing and increasing.  It on lasts for about 5 minutes but it gets really annoying if I’m in class or working. It usually happens when I’m not super busy or I’m bored.  

If I’m laying down (only at night before bed, never during naps midday) I get a strange pressure or sudden feeling that I can only describe as they way it feels when you’re taking off in an airplane? This one isn’t too horrible as it only lasts for a second, but it normally happens as I’m trying to fall asleep (after I’ve closed my eyes but before I’m anywhere close to sleep). 

Do y’all have any remedies for this? Obviously lifestyle changes to help with anxiety but I meant for this one symptom in particular. Or does anyone else get this?",3.7548523206751057,5.173750835443041,5.278333333333336,80.67083333333333,72.29113924050634,7.967088607594937,29.62236286919831,8.515128840125781,2.324947679324896,936,39,177,16,18,316,127,237,0.138,0.774,0.08800000000000001,-0.9054,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,5,11,2,2,8,0,15,7,6,0,3,33,38,23,0,4,15,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,18,6,0,1,7,1,0,4,5,5,0,6,1,6,14,6,27,37,3,32,0,0,1,0,3,12,0,9,17,112,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973568211840003,0.0,0.17939559619369766,0.0,0.0,0.08198563452490558,0.1201389842881739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954638618734294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907230950975356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403753776280856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260840317502867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794937077003307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964317915617111,0.2512955065027677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450382485767798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073718965397036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859184108654957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115278132980815,0.0,0.0,0.12739512258853042,0.0,0.0,0.22913448434769745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462079103173605,0.0,0.0,0.09043231256243672,0.11324314026718985,0.0,0.11003347502388776,0.11488249926318655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383598700427591,0.2675272999021345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022983503999887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013294581724416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733712148983705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598376555230113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187018362022747,0.08815924502299066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789731319079785,0.07513063114208632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796067122651108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291370008597785,0.09674554529079356,0.0,0.093069531742423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536117510318432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,udiealone,2020/01/20,*perfect caption* I’m on mobile and apparently that messes with format so there’s that disclaimer. My anxiety has always been bad but lately it’s been difficult to manage. I try to cope the best I can. Going out in public is very hard for me. There was months I didn’t leave the house after an attempt on my life but I finally pushed myself to start a month or two ago. Anyways... does anyone else cringe at the fact that they exist??? The fact that people see me and could possibly have opinions on me scares me. I want to be invisible. I try to remind myself that strangers in the grocery store don’t care about me and it’s in my head but it freaks me out feeling eyes on me. Oh well I’ll get used to it right? I hope so. I know the world doesn’t revolve around me but I really do see people staring at me all the time and it drives me insane. I try to wear baggy clothes and to blend in for the most part. I just don’t get it. I don’t understand humans anymore. I don’t feel like one. I’ve distanced myself from all my friends since my attempt and I really enjoy my solitude but there’s always that part of me that craves socialization and companionship... but go figure 5 months not talking to anyone does damage to social skills and I have turned into an awkward to be around person it feels. The anxiety doesn’t help I can’t think of proper things to say when my brain won’t shut up. That’s my vent. On a positive note after  all of that negativity I have been doing much better for myself lately and I am proud. I just have to figure out how to calm tf down and I will be okay.,1.1451900393184786,3.3829880275229383,2.9209925731760613,90.76117431192664,83.09785932721712,5.449681083442552,18.822979467016165,6.742157984588678,0.1251379467016167,1243,31,262,14,35,412,171,327,0.09,0.752,0.158,0.9826,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,7,15,19,0,2,13,1,28,5,4,2,6,48,47,21,0,3,10,0,4,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,17,17,0,0,8,0,1,4,11,7,1,2,5,9,44,12,44,36,8,38,0,1,4,0,11,22,0,4,13,186,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895622210178316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577576658889586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079840213359304,0.0,0.11071027847811,0.15611325664475315,0.11438155108455117,0.0,0.1987546840241387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320917763202843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715230518634345,0.09873061920092402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461972902122985,0.0,0.0,0.11381763212882726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913013988957166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538217971473346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325533275325876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693355157470156,0.07975088182150245,0.0,0.1222888695530203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624764310131988,0.0,0.11664762738473085,0.0,0.12688760168611932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000154739811212,0.0,0.1145680150994572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482547600458607,0.0,0.0,0.1108770971383176,0.0,0.12880988847455713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613507652924038,0.0,0.2518545443367882,0.118203590582991,0.0,0.0,0.07884993083614399,0.05453841207734507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26731400559143864,0.0,0.08206335105801049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564564162455248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417760615661171,0.0,0.15478500677151952,0.09747392832504498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584981987342694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303035482498933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533426410338933,0.0,0.08877531418298414,0.11176444992378473,0.0,0.1779146406935817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092344254079459,0.0,0.0,0.2275922676766829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790146540326443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972665169397953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416423204236795,0.07153013798901446,0.0,0.0,0.06509429944465958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737513421414685,0.12142501976164033,0.10904955416309764,0.11621424597058755,0.0,0.09641536502772444,0.0,0.0921091983293133,0.06584423742458055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037178107247112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Moonhowler3,2020/01/20,"Do you ever disassociate from what you’re saying while you’re saying it... You get so nervous about what you’re saying, you lose your train of thought, and sound completely nonsensical. I don’t share a lot about myself partly because I’m afraid I’ll stutter or mix up my words and sound insane. It’s terrifying. Or you just sound... like you’re separating from reality. I’m really afraid of what people will think about me in those moments.",2.1813961038961054,5.034045083333332,3.6834199134199146,82.25551948051951,86.26190476190477,6.387878787878789,20.731601731601728,7.686295010490155,1.1823952380952387,353,11,65,7,11,116,55,84,0.163,0.778,0.059000000000000004,-0.835,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,1,6,7,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,9,2,9,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,3,4,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165472877638787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846092611526916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554128995598726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418209731951877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326163394960183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036821562185101,0.0,0.230776353659888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939529685718644,0.0,0.18818865662786805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173897271402095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6476017593541252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739336497420436,0.0,0.21550029781307545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Your-Swa-Swa,2020/01/20,"Unwanted word/concept associations that trigger intrusive thoughts \[Trigger Warning: intrusive thoughts\]

Hey all, 

I've been dealing with my anxiety and depersonalization for about four years.

I've also had my fair share of experience with intrusive thoughts etc. What I'm experiencing now is a little different though. Not to go into too much detail but I seem to have associated a certain 'thing' (in my case music/classical music which I love and have done since I was in high school) to a less desirable 'thing' (something I don't necessarily want to share). Anyway, since these intrusive thoughts have a trigger, they don't seem to be going away as easily as they usually do and I was just wondering if anyone's experienced a similar thing.

My usual way of dealing is to not change anything I'm doing if possible because the more I fear the trigger, the more anxious I get and the more the intrusive thought pops into my head. In this case there's no chance I'll stop playing/listening to music in hopes of stopping it. I thought I'd grown kind of immune at this point but this one stings a bit more because it's associated with something I truly love. 

Anyway, any thoughts, similar experiences, discussions are all welcome. Thank you for reading!",6.223607152111949,8.17076252422908,6.927779217413839,69.17691889090439,66.9295154185022,10.098885721689557,36.260430163254725,10.328600350310266,4.267787976159626,1011,52,164,27,17,333,133,227,0.08800000000000001,0.733,0.179,0.9777,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,0,9,10,0,1,11,0,16,4,1,4,3,39,36,12,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,2,10,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,12,2,17,9,27,23,10,21,0,0,0,2,12,11,0,6,6,113,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332833021479442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085925671752352,0.0,0.07971235880196344,0.1177158149381864,0.0,0.07285873738839868,0.0,0.08574733864269267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789889284430324,0.0,0.0,0.1270381383572535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375890439690572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102292912963762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485028967959893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886633597070386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663230125451263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621002503981355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385427842510664,0.0,0.11725344567830877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443995617837575,0.0,0.11843799364367966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693878411922797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009252931106817,0.0,0.10349364911618683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850778068345432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443530792106764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880882964894071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659864732119796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060830138521647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850224051199558,0.11746931905213655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422773252571677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054554920152846,0.0,0.189718685772348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723898636645088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604357850072597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742309534304298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593293185839276,0.0,0.0,0.2076766222979984,0.0,0.10237551374546544,0.5790595391879729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952213243918546,0.0,0.06145958525448673,0.08270874051749302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299995047532425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710108399982431
anxiety,ChosenUndead24,2020/01/20,"Can you give me advice pls? I have thoughts when I imagine myself being physically threatened by someone and in turn, I start to feel immense anger and rage. 

I start to see myself being very violent as if I was really threatened by someone. I also feel a surge of power and arrogance when it happens. Other times I feel rather despair and helplessness.

Or the threat does not need to physical even. It could some humiliating event and I start to feel pissed of.

But it is really exhausting for me. Does anybody know why it happens to me and how not to give a shit about my thoughts? Is this from anxiety?

Calming exercises do not help at the moment when I have my episode. I have them multiple times a day.

I have experienced a lot of emotional abuse during my teen years if it helps, like taunting or provoking an angry reaction from me by my classmates.",4.097010582010583,6.286831240740742,5.166067019400355,78.63444444444445,73.01234567901234,8.579188712522045,30.08994708994709,9.23628265651192,2.910113227513227,679,30,122,16,14,223,98,162,0.27699999999999997,0.652,0.07200000000000001,-0.9906,1,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,8,11,6,0,7,0,12,4,2,2,0,29,29,17,0,5,9,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,6,23,2,19,23,2,14,0,2,1,0,6,2,2,6,13,91,30,0,0.0,0.1837092845850763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151338597248773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399369123104148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186130764784464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237950702956496,0.0,0.0,0.09999463452412967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713711736823227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441074972266135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240927928623647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135924181789908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974768057873874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27422098586173044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785393298764385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521160531639245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757497583341949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181824415767462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496785352782532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865842073072895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355503693012905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915693349163285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26274727940306003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32923626045499216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461852821805206,0.18082218620057466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865023297020146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793275872988275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990880442507095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984732766510196
anxiety,bellabella28,2020/01/20,"I recently got a job offer and all I think about is the possible ways I could lose it For half a year I’d been interviewing, spending hours reviewing coding challenges, getting rejected, applying over and over again all while studying for the hardest classes I had in years. 

It felt like a miracle to have gotten this offer, especially because this job offer is at a company more prestigious and with a salary significantly higher than any of the other companies I interviewed at.

But for some reason, all I can think about is creative ways that would cause me to lose the job. What if I don’t graduate? What if I find out last minute that I needed an extra class to graduate? What if they perform a background check and something comes up? 
I have a clean background, and do quite well academicallly.

But all I feel is anxiety when I think about this offer, because I’m terrified to lose it. 
How can I relax, and just sit back and feel good about this moment? I never thought such an amazing offer would trigger my fear of loss this hard, and it is seriously messing with my mental health.",7.853986696230597,7.536417653658535,7.967937915742794,71.129822616408,62.70731707317073,11.161862527716188,36.19733924611974,10.637119530657019,3.8555853658536585,869,36,154,19,11,283,121,205,0.125,0.757,0.11800000000000001,0.3298,4,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,7,11,14,0,1,13,0,16,1,0,4,5,40,29,16,0,7,6,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,15,12,0,0,9,1,2,1,2,8,1,1,6,4,18,6,23,20,7,22,0,5,0,0,8,7,0,4,12,115,33,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282222915152452,0.0,0.10441936844497827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495730221176752,0.0,0.16641387076057065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021939716234028,0.0,0.11757955793724988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898126446642133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359639245081524,0.13803335697701924,0.0,0.131057944538822,0.0,0.12475523204240077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131373262257884,0.0,0.0,0.11448669996358883,0.10916863613593336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227395915172502,0.0,0.0,0.1450892848549623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442145381174922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40635483041620735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126277972514036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668524381924845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581136541985719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375562617032915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121034723377856,0.10527443443586894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387917622108585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451807175849064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034102733722598,0.13477372285600736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508159335776504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623841349904289,0.0,0.1083628907071218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668896967840026,0.0,0.0,0.12272665151852355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939262452418548,0.0,0.0,0.17579840613278924
anxiety,fuckmyfaceburns,2020/01/20,"I know how dumb this sounds, but I just worked 6 and a half hours outside at a ski resort, now I’m hot and my face is burning. Ok so I’m really worried. 20F I work the lifts and snow tubing and I help clean up at the ski mountain near my house. I worked from 3:00-9:30PM, obviously it was freezing and windy but I’m scared because I’ve been inside for about an hour at my house now and my face is still hot and kind of burning. I am also somewhat dizzy and tired. Feel like I’m going to have a panic attack. 

Took my temperature it said 97.7 but I’m scared it’d wrong and I have a fever, or I’m gonna have a seizure or something. 

Sorry I sound ridiculous my health anxiety is just flaring up.",-0.22131245339299002,1.9344208322147656,1.734977628635345,97.36728374347506,89.0,4.384936614466816,18.34489187173752,5.82211442006289,-0.4310226696495154,540,15,126,4,18,178,91,149,0.248,0.67,0.08199999999999999,-0.9771,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,3,3,8,1,10,5,2,1,1,21,22,17,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,4,9,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,7,0,1,4,7,14,3,11,16,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,3,6,70,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493179138975453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907652585053458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195255901246056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285507665387214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531399124228822,0.12053938011650107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589206101787888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935006796258554,0.0,0.0,0.11309488106604375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323263589157077,0.3893791204553792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757043395638048,0.0927285448024402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243202124153792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796605732210013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108091534003571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160499050478536,0.0,0.3378525028231703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989512581285126,0.0,0.18887728107020554,0.0,0.0,0.13474646940717394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392811679186173,0.0,0.0,0.18746311460178436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685081738441892,0.17135156409769892,0.0,0.0,0.18447767736297413,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Colorfulunicornlove,2020/01/20,"Hobbies or things to do that can help with anxiety and depression... What are some hobbies that could help with anxiety and depression? Or anything that anyone has  tried thats helped them when they were struggling with anxiety or depression. PLEASE, ANYTHING BUT PHOTOGRAPHY (ITS A LONG STORY) BUT PLEASE don't recommend photography.",5.791662337662334,9.512078036363642,5.067012987012987,72.72909090909094,77.72727272727272,9.688311688311687,33.31168831168831,9.606745405546679,4.587805194805195,272,14,39,9,7,82,36,55,0.20800000000000002,0.64,0.152,-0.1403,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,7,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,5,1,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382735306622144,0.0,0.0,0.13353034399653652,0.0,0.3143033227355769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247363991639498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934453599610632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38400857551770656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900203516735932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41925441997443774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996428291821748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268716780329774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296557834161105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hour_blueberry,2020/01/20,Ativan for Public Speaking and Dosage Hi guys. So I have general anxiety accompanied by an extreme fear of public speaking which should make my presentation tmwr rly fun lol. anyways I have been prescribed 0.5 mg of Ativan however every time I have taken it I honestly don't feel the effects and still feel somewhat anxious. Do you think taking two pills before my presentation (so 1mg) is too risky? im afraid of being zombie like but also know the 0.5 is not cutting it for what im experiencing.,6.495992907801419,7.393840372340428,7.466808510638298,69.43333333333334,65.48936170212768,9.670921985815603,33.751773049645394,9.725611199111238,3.440956028368793,401,17,66,8,6,135,69,94,0.068,0.831,0.10099999999999999,0.4624,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,1,2,3,1,10,1,0,2,0,13,17,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,5,7,3,6,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014060591899314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266619184200226,0.2845212226132194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430761478134625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219628373643531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834036678718431,0.2546880107778409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493732070896692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440870418032319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841134539694966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304223028776518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811325395849114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011294381667582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936146008741675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613766770194601,0.0,0.0,0.14685700367168528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460229376881256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mnpoolplayer22,2020/01/20,"Day after a night out Was my best friends bachelor party yesterday and this morning when I woke up I was fine but then a few hours go by and I’m in a full blown panic attack. Hot and cold, I feel like I’m gonna pass out. Couldn’t control it. Started freaking out. Ended up going to the ER because I felt like I was gonna die. When I arrived I made sure to tell them I was having a panic attack and I know I’m fine but saying it out loud helped. Super embarrassed.",-0.004338433843386724,1.9929200693069369,2.478037803780378,93.65010801080109,85.93069306930694,4.86084608460846,19.082808280828086,6.1124844417494595,-0.10336435643564368,361,10,81,3,11,124,65,101,0.245,0.5479999999999999,0.207,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,2,14,2,3,5,0,6,0,0,2,1,17,19,9,1,1,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,7,6,11,8,11,9,3,21,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,12,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44194121499531575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184039894511066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038378837567806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178513193698104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526565051188526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015854962599618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203475599829646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821116514333382,0.13876168251554954,0.18649627476047032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006565189493618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207767073941189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019177604408386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912825694923964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067465991742203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978703805475236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379006493608985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227659944861613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45578636904279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446364579953853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748069095328302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306439951826767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977014664843768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heAmP,2020/01/20,"Accutane and GAD, what's your experience? I got prescribed Accutane for acne, and it is pretty scary to me. Did you people have a bad reaction to Accutane or not?",3.1844086021505404,5.614005290322582,5.949677419354843,70.81118279569894,76.74193548387099,10.58494623655914,29.68817204301075,10.504223727775694,4.1633784946236565,128,6,22,5,3,46,27,31,0.2,0.7090000000000001,0.091,-0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277996679820208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011869439513467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097815464853444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35520630150210386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212548885338711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thennandnow,2020/01/20,"need some advice Hi. I have a friend who is in a relationship and will not tell his bf the reason he can not maintain an erection is because he is taking an anti anxiety medication.  My friend doesn't want anybody to know and is embarrassed.  I wish I could convince him there is nothing to be ashamed of as his mental health is so important.  

any advice?",2.6116149068323007,5.057852811594207,4.158633540372673,82.8039130434783,78.85507246376811,6.8414078674948255,27.248447204968944,7.957251820313856,1.9665925465838519,280,12,52,5,7,93,53,69,0.10099999999999999,0.691,0.209,0.8518,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,12,2,0,1,0,11,17,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,5,14,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,0,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555404840711501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850737786947516,0.0,0.1783111700967837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420878734355118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861012671789356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601653872020945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477609330171933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809870126378725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348109637802075,0.2348972067512336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728313023715165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365358033135269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396525967332542,0.0,0.2502485628128537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525266470783946,0.0,0.20372860088529765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374809468079701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680389272438261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luciddreemer19,2020/01/20,"Lying in bed feeling like I’m gonna have an attack again I’m so tired of dealing with these alone. My chest is tight, my stomach feels ill, and I’m shaking. I just need this to pass...it’s the second one I’ve had today.",-1.0058503401360532,0.9757468163265308,1.321530612244899,100.13358843537416,91.04081632653065,3.2666666666666666,16.329931972789115,3.1291,-1.1868802721088445,170,4,41,0,6,57,42,49,0.312,0.614,0.07400000000000001,-0.9143,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,7,10,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,3,3,1,4,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35671461922653497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918267810221728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550812703130462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34829758703503033,0.24605328285511816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826591790384252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553826154526657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333874940350128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958594255954386,0.32646931223375025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acetone01,2020/01/20,"The annying anxiety Do you know those days when you've been feeling suspiciously well, everything was going great, there were some minor incidents where you kinda felt anxious but you went over it and you're finally ready to go to bed then something really stupid happens. Like you get a text or you see something online that triggers your anxiety just enough so you can't fall asleep.

Today has been suspiciously ok. The past few week was suspiciously ok. 

Well it's currently 4 a.m. you have to get up in less than 2 hours and I can't sleep because I have the annoying kind of anxieties. Just enough that I can't sleep.

I really hope I don't come off as insensitive Iknow there are people that have a lot worse than I.
Hell I've been in a lot worse situations than this not even a month ago. I just find it really annoying that after all I've been through a minor insecurity is going to keep me up at night.

I'm sorry for this post. I just needed to rant somewhere and this seemed like the place for it.",2.836188838931502,5.130059738693468,4.089711716477122,84.39617032531076,77.24120603015075,8.008569161597462,23.036498280878078,8.841846274778883,1.7075065326633163,804,25,161,19,19,263,121,199,0.247,0.648,0.10400000000000001,-0.987,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,8,0,0,12,14,4,1,9,2,18,3,3,1,1,25,35,9,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,1,5,0,0,6,5,5,2,0,9,3,17,9,21,26,8,29,1,0,1,0,8,9,1,7,15,104,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361930658030575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941603206438501,0.14480114245561676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813422342284479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041131857387368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266220057006837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487784988164176,0.0,0.08465830616693991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519532659614175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648090757372317,0.0,0.12306799515129555,0.14040932713470333,0.11714952760872085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339321798689825,0.0,0.2185342317694714,0.0,0.0,0.1413132690027373,0.0,0.0,0.11334463214800948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730658694240754,0.12622644803523594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392773173869605,0.0,0.1334744241165745,0.07044156762092478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252395540291601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793941623390886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230797454138707,0.0,0.0,0.09504005702560027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028345169869152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223574360390926,0.08886033017872796,0.0,0.13391547968123674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275611405167315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24633635040808924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021387926738805,0.11668560617551545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144073946963479,0.256534913254758,0.0,0.0,0.19735058515301326,0.0,0.14348129580712646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149480886476005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281416557199148,0.0,0.2304892390486465,0.1188194073952291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612423269131884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,birthcontrol17384618,2020/01/20,"New and strong fear that I will develop schizophrenia. Had a horrible panic attack and have felt off and been so scared since then. Any advice on what to do? It started when I was in my dorm and heard what I though to be two guys whispering to each other in the distance. I thought “that’s weird where could that have come from?” and then looked around a bit. I then convinced myself that maybe I was having an auditory hallucination and that I was going to develop schizophrenia soon. I immediately had a panic attack and just tried to sleep it off.

When I woke up I couldn’t shake off that moment. I couldn’t convince myself that it was just some sound and not a hallucination. I researched schizophrenia and it made it so much worse. Now I’m having issues focusing on anything else and keep looking for signs that I might have schizophrenia. It’s really scary and I just want someone to look at me and say “don’t worry you don’t have it and you won’t ever get it” but that might not be true.

Any advice? Thanks in advance. I just wish I could calm down.",2.723221153846154,5.01501180288462,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,77.60576923076924,6.083076923076924,21.45769230769231,7.1686216300943375,0.5714761538461546,837,23,169,10,20,264,112,208,0.136,0.7809999999999999,0.083,-0.7747,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,14,14,2,5,6,0,26,1,1,1,2,39,43,22,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,20,16,0,1,2,0,0,4,7,8,0,1,12,8,22,6,20,21,4,28,0,0,3,0,5,13,0,3,11,130,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606056676525777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135784845450612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973127271805627,0.11870499565126105,0.0,0.30339754461906376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557780521329267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486459571511685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292968102734988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139233194210456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061785627559254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004978613356376,0.0,0.0,0.12803176061216354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696670680714761,0.0,0.07578282886918246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320321528377911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917715467812164,0.0,0.11852283820113865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359277285118777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617391755955365,0.0,0.0,0.13396260836544893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829151704301622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802364938766384,0.0,0.0,0.1287850791857094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129023963965131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542398751939177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060410056323565,0.13350124156628354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030405982874672,0.0,0.13344093467240314,0.0,0.11298247632253175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438201881261632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276582428127755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310104266356974,0.10586074526864364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053225403840777,0.0,0.1302583324389007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865012042882147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533397492292867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541794931346346,0.13588957478341515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaygtsask,2020/01/20,"Why why why why am I like this I'm so afraid my boyfriend doesn't love me anymore I'm going to throw up. My anxiety was so bad all day yesterday and I woke up now, in the middle of the night, to find a message from him from last night saying ""sorry I've been so distant lately, I don't know why"" and it just messed with me so bad. I'm overthinking, because I haven't noticed distance, is he falling out of love with me..? I know there's probably nothing to worry about and that I'm just overthinking and that my anxiety is just making it even worse but now im having a panick attack thinking about it and just the fact that I won't get an answer until tomorrow morning makes me feel sick, I'm gonna throw up any second it feels like. Doesn't help that I'm on my period. I'm so afraid I'm so afraid I'm so afraid even though I know it's probably nothing to worry about. But my mind can't help but to bring up all the little things, like the way he didn't even answer my message about how I love kissing him - he just left it there and answered my other massages, and the next one was about how he's distant. I'm so afraid that he doesn't love me anymore and if that's the case, it's probably because of how my anxiety has gotten worse, so much worse, lately that I'm not really myself anymore. I fucking hate anxiety so much. It's been 10 years already why can't it just go away? I fucking hate myself, everything good that happens to me I ruin by being an anxious little bitch about everything so I end up pushing the people I love most away. Now I'm probably just gonna finish this panick attack and cry myself to sleep",3.0066763848396505,3.9849898192419886,4.5194005830903805,87.09753819241985,73.54810495626822,7.353889212827989,25.38180758017493,7.699297019823105,1.231491288629738,1280,40,273,16,25,429,141,343,0.242,0.7,0.059000000000000004,-0.9967,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,37,26,7,5,12,0,19,10,1,5,3,44,57,29,0,1,12,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,21,12,0,0,10,0,0,7,10,16,0,2,7,3,32,10,32,46,5,39,0,1,0,8,17,14,3,2,20,167,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255479961112243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050873429644133036,0.0,0.2289180702781328,0.08451411299913658,0.2225745351763364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021456498203344,0.14057309286230524,0.0,0.12492660826561085,0.09120707855578034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217537605609243,0.04824632210258548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662595389623271,0.0,0.0,0.14823408570622218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446897840468147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565246319661949,0.05344434649710065,0.0,0.0,0.06837507112316887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832145388263356,0.03908518673164933,0.0,0.0850326014686228,0.06274715797095189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615431954992056,0.0,0.0,0.14771896078061078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028725890078816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080773959493702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334101454156512,0.060980211831775814,0.16877809031041416,0.0,0.08128138662424167,0.0,0.0,0.10964530018566168,0.14995873612012928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375951555801581,0.0,0.09987263804932306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755368695387601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099880545139005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956138426013719,0.1404084119281765,0.0,0.14356460672783194,0.0851717884876324,0.0,0.0,0.05069325617021645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186390009434829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226317395513497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792526219320725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949198984662705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486412150954452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374377606048823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970050267074294,0.04793528789094323,0.07350053806765265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059380770933643974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050268462144786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194656477587,0.2287136326669448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817524814744385
anxiety,YayPepsi,2020/01/20,"Having trouble today with anxiety and fear of conflict. I had to send an email to my manager today complaining about my coworker. I'm a weekend only worker and there's no manager on the weekends. She came after me and has since tried to fill the role of ""manager' by bossing me around. I always hated the way she spoke to me, but I never wanted to say anything because I have anxiety about making trouble at work and avoid confrontations.

The fear of causing problems and anxiety about reporting it literally made my entire body go cold after I sent the email. I'm sitting here shivering even though I'm wearing warm clothes and the heat is on. The sad thing is that the problem may not be addressed until next weekend and so I have to worry all week about it. Does anyone have a good way to help soothe anxiety?",5.255716783216784,6.574601250000002,6.1280885780885805,76.3866083916084,68.55128205128204,9.006060606060606,32.77156177156177,9.339509955726095,3.1720974358974363,649,29,112,13,11,214,99,156,0.263,0.6659999999999999,0.071,-0.9836,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,2,3,11,0,10,2,2,4,2,24,21,11,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,10,0,2,0,3,0,5,3,11,0,0,5,4,14,2,23,14,1,23,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,1,11,79,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256414666453279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620486759660244,0.0,0.0,0.10558050109425654,0.0,0.12425753321983796,0.13441920042608033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920462719134084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772344898611444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727001584764217,0.0,0.15511534825493675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321383518768773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973198846553548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398268483229371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581498366377951,0.12664898505340386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907811812503766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120999870187493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287686057297966,0.10079156293746673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645807135339115,0.0,0.16058685192809816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148399006880502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889671658422249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200787474130826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249061460689515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031559075245383,0.0,0.14835362824650442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862546966727404,0.0,0.0,0.10251694239023612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906184818469177,0.23970852588785654,0.12112055673190125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992749758679944,0.15334462016689235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chickennuggets999,2020/01/20,"Constantly crying at work from fight or flight mode I haven’t been able to work, sleep or eat properly for days. I got sick like this a year ago and it was hell. I lost so much weight. I couldn’t handle life anymore. I don’t want this to happen to me again. Please help.",-0.5148684210526326,1.709204245614039,0.6448903508771942,103.12944078947369,94.26315789473685,4.253508771929825,12.38815789473684,5.985473137389443,-1.2479105263157897,210,3,51,2,8,65,46,57,0.25,0.612,0.138,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,1,1,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,2,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,5,9,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,6,1,6,4,1,6,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,6,27,9,2,0.23891582344451695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178446212766228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369402982601104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25818312874227584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26243781343101297,0.15408094110878315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444705327844513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910828093844121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127247364036256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601402403254439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875331167917748,0.11672220323060604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080484405721066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756306202386954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622578290668222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390883655949136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091874276311525,0.0,0.0,0.29093510865784256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478671298826646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385395713530514
anxiety,mechanicalflattery,2020/01/20,"Sudden recurrence of anxiety and panic Sooo, I need to get it out of my chest somewhere.

I've been treated for anxiety disorder and depression before. I was on taking medication since 2016 and 2019 was my first year free of it. Actually, 2019 was probably the best year I had in a long time. It felt like I finally can live like a normal human being. Of course, I experienced some minor depressive episodes and mild anxiety, but it was nothing out of control.

Everything changed a week ago. I was kinda anxious already, because I just recovered from tonsilitis, which I got after intense New Year's Eve party, so my brain had little time to relax lately. And the semester is ending, so I have exams soon (I'm 23, freshly back to university after I dropped out in 2018 due to mental health issues). So, a week ago I woke up already generally stressed, made myself some coffee and turn on my laptop. There I found zillion messages about upcoming exams and an e-mail from my landlord about not paying rent on time. The latter turned out to be a mistake, but since I don't earn much and can't afford to pay any additional fees, I got honestly scared. Suddenly, I felt faint, my pulse skyrocketed, I started to sweat... Basically I got a panic attack. In the evening, I visited my friends. Everything was fine until, out of nowhere, I experienced derealisation, which resulted in me panicking again.

After that day, my life turned into a nightmare. I haven't had anxiety that severe in almost four years. I'm constantly sweating, my mind is either racing or going completely blank. I lost appetite, eating makes me nauseous. My hands are constantly trembling. Hanging out with more than one person at the same time makes me feel overwhelmed, which leads to another derealisation. For the first time I experienced waves of panic attacks and it was a torture.

It feels like I'm going crazy. Probably the only things still holding me together are brief moments of mild anxiety (like right now) and strong support from my best friend. In 2016, during last time, when anxiety was literally ruining my life like this, my biggest problem was this constant crushing feeling of some unknown impending doom. Now, it is fear or losing control, of going actually crazy. I don't know what to do.

It's 3AM here. I'm restless and afraid of going to bed. I'm afraid of laying there in the dark, all alone with my thoughts. I'm afraid of another series of fucked up dreams. And finally, what I'm afraid of the most - waking up tomorrow feeling like this.

Yes, I'm actually planning to see a therapist in a week or two. Right now I have exams and since everything takes me thrice more time than usual, I'm on a really tight schedule. I had to drop out once because of my mental illness. I'm not gonna go through this again. 

Please, anyone, who's reading this, keep your fingers crossed for me. I'll be glad and relieved even with constant mild anxiety, anything but what I'm experiencing right now.",5.134093781597574,7.04353507789855,6.047671048196835,74.56827603640045,69.59782608695653,9.047927199191102,32.40242669362993,9.530980864609335,3.3264357431749243,2361,108,401,54,43,778,280,552,0.18100000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.126,-0.9864,2,1,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,1,0,12,22,44,4,13,21,1,30,15,7,7,1,69,76,25,0,4,10,0,9,6,2,1,6,0,3,2,23,26,1,5,9,3,5,10,6,25,0,6,24,14,48,20,70,48,12,94,1,7,1,1,8,29,1,9,59,252,71,9,0.0,0.0,0.17814514161910794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788132683421407,0.0,0.06093340012468053,0.06302319486652634,0.1343009927342353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041380707949061714,0.12761497730283794,0.3258554767043434,0.06874421190108597,0.0,0.04254837367862357,0.0,0.05007511710047426,0.0,0.0,0.1384533980010607,0.0,0.04679059649447373,0.0,0.0741883043271319,0.0,0.051779645634984967,0.0,0.12771855934627244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792974423933787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437219809898691,0.0,0.06380102522543774,0.26303287989215884,0.13649894783442745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03924380523406863,0.0,0.10482160552286557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974041891936221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062265676111677826,0.0,0.0,0.053895847986253034,0.0,0.0,0.08038290913500158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406663249843992,0.0,0.0,0.06847419541779301,0.12307220122822918,0.08694380974096677,0.11685283960401953,0.13331840306985834,0.0,0.10351951213077266,0.0,0.06671988597998846,0.09402652987827102,0.05625568913130046,0.03179209085352958,0.0,0.17291488268708802,0.0,0.14600410344910086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468167569344363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351254428739493,0.0,0.05408708798313218,0.0,0.0,0.033442070753425146,0.04960161628838882,0.06864248107696683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596159977327934,0.17837209626747935,0.06098860158637955,0.05373247159378379,0.053851143714084934,0.0,0.06807660731397551,0.06642596047655754,0.0,0.0,0.057578605809614186,0.08123691475355445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130089366204621,0.12264681734407835,0.0,0.061442076141416314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473242312895728,0.045120181432696506,0.0,0.058770191589667724,0.0,0.0,0.05962097550515834,0.05838809280584286,0.0,0.0,0.06480423707876941,0.04123415392358193,0.046279861878369,0.0,0.21418630832114835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053132670670435006,0.0,0.06679603000180115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121515379307447,0.05822610626810432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086738077190405,0.0,0.03898265346118703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589904332127433,0.0,0.0,0.0609223800918361,0.0,0.04849029978507584,0.0,0.0,0.06874421190108597,0.0,0.15100951376298002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307058987973656,0.0,0.04859561824559512,0.0,0.06970451599283728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905289569460214,0.0,0.0,0.09150462815102213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706526008319558,0.040426643148026034,0.0,0.0,0.04830882832545993,0.24837859969771844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856496081594607,0.059442500652935076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701868443366686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464327973796348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567439732613233
anxiety,Massive_Milk,2020/01/20,"What are good jobs for someone with anxiety? Hello, I am currently unemployed and have been looking for a job for the last few weeks but haven't found anything yet. I've been wondering, is there a type of job that you'd recommend for someone with anxiety?  At the moment I'm just looking for something part time or not too stressful, but I don't know what to look for. 


My therapist said that my anxiety is pretty severe and I have noticed that I feel anxious in most situations, but I like working and I would like to start again. My last job was overnight security which was okay, a bit stressful and working at night didn't work well for me, but it was okay for a few months. 

Any other tips for finding a job or where to look would also be helpful. Thank you",4.897615894039738,5.68129866225166,5.381119205298012,83.37737417218544,69.0,8.689006622516558,31.65629139072848,8.841846274778883,2.4581968211920526,602,25,121,10,10,193,91,151,0.081,0.688,0.231,0.9807,8,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,8,10,0,2,7,2,18,0,0,0,0,22,30,11,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,8,6,12,8,18,18,5,15,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,4,13,85,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809277191581774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491075753049127,0.0,0.2528101532112472,0.12444642067714386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065009134309993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026326691772235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055698852689401335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068179813838236,0.0,0.0,0.1207818195682239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239473669004908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738361320188773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465707307919581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053958420941344,0.1795858425367618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763460813790138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700176321053573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792652476693301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337518597398088,0.0,0.0,0.12541484308147335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928964674882846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206960041415052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478484055451856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444642067714386,0.0,0.0,0.12382144718180813,0.0,0.0,0.18667188569155868,0.08480448953764365,0.0,0.0,0.07796992064871948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523696840927577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014180635041293,0.0,0.1279011431205163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423362127596269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836156043632976,0.0,0.0990446633147058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946091849028892,0.2405875307309942,0.0,0.0,0.1565052042910626,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dr-dre-dre,2020/01/20,"Anxiety in chest My anxiety in my chest feels so terrible. When it gets bad it feels like I’m having an allergic reaction and can’t breath, then I get more anxious and freak out. I don’t really have a question just wanted to share it makes me feel better.",2.157115384615384,4.3082989423076965,4.123692307692308,84.0213076923077,78.80769230769229,8.775384615384615,23.861538461538462,9.3871,2.2642646153846155,203,7,41,6,5,69,41,52,0.298,0.579,0.122,-0.8735,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,4,4,3,1,0,10,12,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,5,3,4,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473529884015202,0.3303159157888381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441322848414102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585939739162169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44352141510486,0.20888248874014848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055219723876032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428463107423605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951716744625027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275421709773844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873116371810133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245838376090947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gnollsarecool,2020/01/20,"Looking Towards Myself for Help I don't know when this change happened, but today during an anxiety attack, I realized that I stopped wishing there was someone there to help me. I stopped thinking that my anxiety attacks would go away if someone held me. If someone else was there for me I wouldn't feel this way. But not anymore.

I've learned to find comfort in myself, even if it's only during anxiety attacks. That small realization made me feel so strong. I hope I can continue to grow and feel even stronger.",5.455375552282766,6.977626938144332,5.507069219440354,80.26072164948455,68.27835051546393,8.017083946980852,36.53755522827688,8.418075326091056,3.153254491899853,411,22,72,6,7,129,61,97,0.192,0.601,0.207,0.5899,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,23,18,8,0,7,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,8,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,4,14,3,8,12,0,12,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,5,49,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34260349889121344,0.0,0.1480487260458626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094932475556609,0.14025639072841034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792173027296846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470687817692375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720016513113345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264460691933105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644205297421602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848410284884215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201055624854685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012263631772131,0.0,0.0,0.14827180641801882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204209011428877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536020982591753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125528294337633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353652788720055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37946126987100415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496147195472989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565458554286116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415029278016808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849397975445272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166820276960806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060464342585129,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BubblyResponsibility,2020/01/20,"Anxiety about spending too much money this weekend Feel horrible about the money I’ve spent this weekend

Last week was frankly one of the lowest weeks of my life. I’ve not been  able to pass 2 final round interviews with companies for a job out of school, and I graduate soon. Hence, a lot of anxiety.

As a solution to this, my parents encouraged me to go somewhere for the long weekend. I chose to go to Seattle from California, which I knew would be a great place to visit. Also, I had been around California many times so I didn’t want to spend more money on the same places. 
However, the flight cost $300, hotel for 3 nights cost $450 but we used points for all the 3 nights, so it’s “free”. I’ve also spent $200 during the first two days here, including food, lyfts etc. 

Now I feel horrible about coming to Seattle and blowing money on something I feel could have been avoided. I’m the one who can’t get a job, and here I am blowing my parents money on visiting Seattle. 

Am I thinking about this the wrong way? This trip has helped my mental health but I can’t help but feel a little guilt...",3.4738155080213886,4.92450486818182,4.4752406417112285,86.02697860962569,73.04545454545455,7.72192513368984,26.577540106951872,8.313332769828598,1.672764705882353,861,30,176,14,17,280,129,220,0.08900000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.4755,7,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,1,14,6,0,2,15,0,15,3,0,1,1,26,30,11,0,3,4,2,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,6,4,12,7,4,3,0,4,9,5,16,4,28,18,6,32,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,1,15,108,24,5,0.13132737307935774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004490560857872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009301618937628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169092050605876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312690338755282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485422119826136,0.0,0.0,0.08469529119368215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646473580676936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656122630998909,0.0,0.0,0.14386271797715386,0.0,0.11170699645268208,0.15880158081697274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861313209653103,0.0,0.14927274512299854,0.0,0.0,0.14478889244634674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959485643853198,0.0,0.0,0.17605193982575654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26064430727033283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704933709066912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276040741778292,0.0,0.13162452876434147,0.0,0.11622059254380801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164983628076633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331453436561998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234710353619447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654072993454337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24648368654948946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779816535554043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916470125156882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27441830652282106,0.0,0.124146816318313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291031279013926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110222787143132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414927790234307,0.0,0.0,0.07657804734933192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828776088487945,0.0,0.0,0.11342468466955655,0.0,0.0,0.07746028721711443,0.10424155596434156,0.21068579427846376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329119786916634,0.14358586634586826,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bydesign-,2020/01/20,"i just got a sudden wave of anxiety my stomach dropped. and my heart started hurting. and i wanted to crawl out of my skin. when i'm anxious, it gets hot. i felt my skin get hot. i felt my clothes around my skin. i didn't like it. i don't feel good. i don't know where this came from. it just showed up out of nowhere. i don't like this. now i'm just laying in bed. i want it to go away.",-2.4167482517482526,-0.6612374999999986,0.05681818181818344,106.71195804195808,100.13636363636364,3.1622377622377624,15.860139860139856,4.713530739802397,-1.316934615384615,292,8,80,1,13,97,51,88,0.16399999999999998,0.8190000000000001,0.016,-0.8666,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,15,18,3,0,2,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,8,15,3,12,13,0,14,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,6,46,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842128880039376,0.272037743700118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143648528969201,0.0,0.0,0.2262414267283345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27541336319309073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175673779818785,0.0,0.4624154085375018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516182358959219,0.0,0.13685333859394475,0.2019733115839128,0.19259137496745168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853515559172489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25778354532598485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233849397403252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352874094936409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044091083007346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840625435104888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DarrylmSykesjr,2020/01/20,"The Epidemic of Entrepreneurial Anxiety and Depression **Why am I Studying** [The Epidemic of Entrepreneurial Anxiety and Depression](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z06maA2Ilw4&feature=youtu.be)**?**

well, one... I suffer from it..... but also.. 

I am studying [The Epidemic of Entrepreneurial Anxiety and Depression](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z06maA2Ilw4&feature=youtu.be) because I have walked into the snare of it. I am an entrepreneur who has experienced the epidemic first hand and it caused trauma that *I can not even express*...But there lies the issue. I feel as if I can not express my trauma and it leaves me trapped. Many entrepreneurs- like me- feel the same way. I know there are others out there who have fallen into The Epidemic of Entrepreneurial Anxiety and Depression. I want to help start the conversation about The Epidemic of Entrepreneurial Anxiety and Depression. I want us all to be freed. and that's why I made a [quick video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z06maA2Ilw4&feature=youtu.be) to start the conversation. #Anxiety #Depression

Have you or do you know anyone who has suffered from this? What can be done?",5.860765765765767,9.149913166666673,5.056186186186184,67.47716216216219,97.88888888888887,8.834834834834835,29.864864864864863,8.358175599149588,4.115405405405406,950,45,132,31,37,286,87,180,0.244,0.659,0.098,-0.9829,0,1,0,0,0,0,87.0,1,2,0,1,8,11,0,0,13,0,16,1,1,2,1,26,25,13,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,8,1,2,2,4,18,3,16,21,2,10,0,6,0,0,10,3,0,2,5,99,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098951141777759,0.0,0.4022017101863575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5679433798988291,0.0,0.0,0.0865186573940006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542794153781883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711032371629855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262924192695145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662425770834246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817260540709962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512865583556096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052492543109364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293721957918522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914759329997905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600346203197666,0.0,0.0,0.13101790554100556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060450858444009416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708141201573127,0.0,0.12544825820936242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384629840830332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516108313369427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883843166155894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459646705614473,0.09821538830923666,0.0,0.0,0.11125297012278587,0.0,0.22330387627263587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,keelypw3,2020/01/20,"The intrusive thoughts Does anyone else get the intrusive thoughts that really scare you, like for instance I'd be coming out of a room where the door is closed and I have just literally entered (like the bathroom) and my brain will just go 'what if there's a monster behind the door' like I know there is literally no such thing as monsters and it is quite impossible for someone to be behind the door that quickly. I am able to think rationally and not let it trap me in the room. But I'm wondering if there is any way to stop those sort of thoughts as it does trigger fear in me and stresses me out  a lot. I'm currently off my medication (propranolol beta blockers) and I am hopefully going back on them but even then they only stopped my physical symptoms. I want to get rid of the actual thoughts that pop in to my brain",5.675582822085887,6.047720269938651,6.259024539877303,79.22056134969327,67.15950920245399,9.95558282208589,33.47791411042945,9.888512548439397,3.1122618404907985,656,28,131,14,10,214,97,163,0.07400000000000001,0.873,0.053,-0.519,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,10,7,0,3,11,0,11,4,2,1,0,32,27,13,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,9,10,0,3,7,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,4,0,15,4,21,19,1,22,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,6,9,91,24,0,0.14671383735921206,0.0,0.14317154153711778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977044043611953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025857263481913,0.1503256642136778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281388482451632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327562327344154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638097995399186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567805355202988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225605852052008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690310588460498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509385590386044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330384925972226,0.0,0.16676170958589787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571994447846984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063008811430332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500248388663938,0.0,0.21503091039460875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247308579863289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779875606088455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158248449039283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560482253947259,0.0,0.0,0.09398864103482402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468861456324357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243101582900628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453186748861305,0.16806020500066388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249185274123342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747015438202153,0.09400830293467616,0.0,0.46589759507421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653562249891578,0.11645461512872896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910489822277113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bosslock88,2020/01/20,"How to help my wife with anxiety My wife has had anxiety all her life. She is just coming to terms with it. She can barely call to order a pizza.
What are some tips on supporting her? I have never had anxiety or depression and struggle to comfort her and work on this as it is so foreign to me. She constantly feels judged and feels invisible at work. Is boosting her self confidence a good start?",2.3453846153846167,4.759389884615388,3.945833333333337,84.13875,79.64102564102564,8.002564102564103,25.134615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.1778923076923085,313,12,61,8,8,104,54,78,0.12,0.6940000000000001,0.185,0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,1,2,14,14,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,11,3,11,12,3,9,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,2,4,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361833879196177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385643341614205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012532306465906,0.0,0.2524731297825133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122684909990052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362626592238485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595938816197647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659856581662204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502114978758292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019135644325468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437290684964489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653658908798694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442428324681504,0.0,0.0,0.2651227588537133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401736722991198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kirkulis,2020/01/20,"I can't not be the one who is driving. I am scared of entering a vehicle as a passenger(except if the one who is driving is my parents, relatives or a professional driver). It's not that I am scared of crashing or because the driver drives badly I just can't take it that I am not in control. I starting driving before all of my friends so I was always the one who would drive us and I usually go everywhere with my car. But now many of my friends have started driving, I have evaded being a passenger in the past 4 years and I want to continue so. But me and my friends are planning a road trip and they want to use one of my friends car because it's better than mine. I suggested using 2 cars supposedly because we don't fit in one car (we are only 4 so that argument really sucks) but they refused. I do t want them to figure it out nor I want to be the annoying guy who asks someone to drive their car for the hole road trip, but I also don't want to ruin this trip. I know that if I enter this trip as a passenger I would t be able to relax and enjoy myself at all. We've been planning this for months but from the first moment someone threw that idea the only thing I had In mind was that I needed to Be the one who is driving.",3.2163218390804573,3.8758447509578566,5.074961685823754,84.50370689655175,72.75478927203066,8.098850574712644,28.29310344827586,8.344100000000001,1.844457471264368,964,36,208,15,18,332,123,261,0.063,0.82,0.11699999999999999,0.8837,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,4,5,6,13,2,2,16,0,27,0,0,3,2,40,43,21,0,10,13,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,19,9,0,2,3,1,0,21,8,6,0,7,5,0,35,7,26,31,2,40,0,1,0,0,21,9,1,4,10,156,54,1,0.1158845644890462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267284435395026,0.0964252409737935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833642453094704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675877084686113,0.21192646473264734,0.0,0.09860922907869936,0.0,0.0,0.10249048003131724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129974392938991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857135135472547,0.0,0.0,0.3581285082405833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585986855996158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474393818943075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081956779046378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368712599999875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748875959027562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701037515803712,0.0,0.0924979537719215,0.0,0.0,0.08592693620064283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711582800832764,0.1762708665047812,0.0,0.0,0.12867609485148626,0.0,0.11062492941658608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423861940554706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320413305585267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637723086388625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404738239985392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713077048376716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698855537113003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939486259023634,0.20017411263219695,0.1276304757367318,0.0,0.34175859300587297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464213944486591,0.0,0.0,0.07462586010625487
anxiety,psyca26,2020/01/20,"An anxiety attack that came from nowhere... English is not my first language so apologies for the mistakes.

So today around 3:00pm (actually 7:17pm at the time of writing this) I started having a chest pain and I wanted to just run away with no direction like escaping (I guess you already know the feeling) but I can't identify what is the cause of it, it has been a really calm day at home so this has no sense to me, no stressful situation, nothing in particular that I can identify as a trigger
And it's just getting worst.
Right now I feel the urgent need to cry and I have no reason to it!!, (An anxiety attack in resume)
I guess that not having a motive to feel this anxious it's just making it worst.
I told my mom about it and she just shrugged and say ""you are fine"" 
So I came here.
Can you put some light over my situation? All advise is welcome and much appreciated.
Sorry if is too long to read",1.8328421052631576,4.203508155555562,3.641403508771933,85.82921052631582,81.33333333333333,6.4561403508771935,24.47368421052632,7.669130373188453,1.383,708,27,141,12,19,237,111,180,0.23199999999999998,0.677,0.092,-0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,2,13,11,2,1,11,0,14,2,1,5,1,35,28,13,0,4,8,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,14,10,0,0,6,1,0,4,7,7,0,1,4,5,18,4,20,24,5,19,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,4,8,108,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.13604601902103264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384462842492894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132996241744029,0.15749589814597392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410625297329048,0.0,0.31720259301124626,0.1309821799569283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31890041732823216,0.0,0.14321454516576748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313755535208254,0.08990921826114748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114727153007312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858379118614586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283702532105027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30715611027923045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984162089015814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766171990850723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810966996089016,0.0,0.0,0.12337524877936296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305860448388427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327767039643962,0.0,0.0,0.10248387409078098,0.10337224477133866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376959111435285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483442162975174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401475838224821,0.0,0.0,0.13944974474734756,0.0,0.08931090849971503,0.1433387734146917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190571015312603,0.0,0.1108660322031826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134098984530265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560603401814872,0.09867654380192034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969599545222052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129226874489055,0.0,0.13214629192648736,0.1332141574507115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222882018373913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jdksiaozid,2020/01/20,"Please reply Hi, I am an male that has recently turned 15 years old, around 4 months ago I began to get chest discomfort so I went to the doctor and after feeling around the heart and checking heart beat he came to the conclusion it was over acid reflux 4 months later I still get these discomforts these occur 3-4 times a day and last no longer then 10 seconds along with this I get heart palpitations regularly I am confused whether or not it is serious cause although all this I am able to play sport to an high level without feeling anything different. I’ve seen a lot of people write about this so I’m hoping someone please gives me some info.",4.9105949256342925,6.17744009448819,5.244041994750656,82.59883639545058,69.31496062992126,8.164129483814524,28.284339457567807,8.515128840125781,1.9924880139982504,520,18,99,8,9,165,92,127,0.076,0.81,0.114,0.402,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,3,7,0,6,5,4,1,1,23,19,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,4,2,1,2,3,4,0,1,5,4,8,2,14,14,3,21,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,5,14,59,16,1,0.14730420236264385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057628756749806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121880741299842,0.26226394081444515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684767652155953,0.0,0.15132199263644674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499902435129264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539015393676728,0.0,0.15077209293166408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896286142121878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088109793321196,0.14130761341060433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236685671254446,0.0,0.15563497735804696,0.0,0.1463063101347064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007258535554588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523276520059431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515361792359354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457098114563456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212218658947203,0.0,0.0,0.3233915591448317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544512892172587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481037264166372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763732628740267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858942649866737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602246727040257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655247136782336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199599451486908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485907676355974
anxiety,LassieBeth,2020/01/20,"I disassociated for a few hours until recently, and I'm wondering what's wrong with me Specifically, I woke up today at 1PM feeling like shit for sleeping in when I needed to get my gf back to her place at 5PM, and I spent the whole day until now sitting in a corner hunched over myself, I barely feel like an hour has passed and I'm just now coming to again, albeit slowly. Normally I type up a post and delete it, but I haven't had contact or reached out for advice with anyone really in over two years and it's weighing on me hard now. I don't know why I wasn't able to enjoy the morning with my gf, I was hoping we'd have a cozy breakfast and watch Netflix while we prepared for the day, but I could barely stand simply existing until she left. (I had my mom drop her off so she wouldn't be too late, since she's going on that side of town anyway)

I feel terrible about this, I love her so much and she's the only person I can actually talk to in my life, but today, and many times before, I couldn't stand myself while I was around her. She's nothing but wonderful to me, and yet sometimes I just panic and panic for hours while we're around each other, and it took a long conversation before I was able to eat, I feel selfish for doing *anything* for myself at all other than existing when there's a deadline she has to meet, and I often forget things she's told me and feel even worse when I remember. 

I have no intention of breaking up with her as generally we're very happy, but I'm just at a loss for how to handle this cycle, and could use advice, am I a terrible person for feeling this way? I just can't stop thinking about what I'm doing wrong sometimes and I crumple in on myself until I'm alone and I don't feel like I need to feel guilty anymore because there's no one else around.

Anyway, I'm just going to post this before I delete it, I'm sorry for the wall of text and the post itself, but I need to stop silencing myself.",5.523578145991937,4.725038778325125,6.575253022839233,80.79082848186299,67.6206896551724,9.056695029108822,28.060456784594717,8.150884317080207,1.6813142857142855,1528,39,321,17,22,515,188,406,0.161,0.758,0.081,-0.9868,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,0,1,29,16,1,2,15,0,24,7,2,3,1,71,57,38,0,9,12,1,9,3,2,1,1,0,0,2,15,28,3,2,13,1,1,5,9,9,0,2,10,10,57,7,59,41,5,72,0,1,1,1,25,28,1,5,33,229,72,1,0.16868018261648154,0.0,0.0823037629124075,0.0,0.0,0.16483232222175598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873508989546422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364270771919075,0.058972552847520475,0.0,0.06940470890517537,0.2252416872061907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485232421289157,0.0,0.05141293684507815,0.0,0.2153016172861968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265152067999774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467740018787994,0.0,0.0,0.10878476322429348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630096893520797,0.07045532400389515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570583487874768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411590744131685,0.1807577342476629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044064216699659216,0.0,0.09586483501728033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978159549524763,0.07555215572997523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376874086290298,0.249174002762918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046351108499070655,0.0,0.09513929659149556,0.0,0.09163575598218024,0.0,0.05957190072383412,0.1236129252919218,0.0,0.0,0.07463832677989747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612022526270028,0.0,0.0,0.08550761488578085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987780956024977,0.0,0.0,0.0619996714068395,0.187611327106932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263538238513506,0.0809265922750984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715102860918311,0.0641444399499867,0.0,0.1979098501247792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728502916276415,0.08811744454372787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423234811561692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403042214352382,0.0,0.08327566530245896,0.0,0.09554088233402724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657389172823021,0.06976699507663217,0.0,0.08440100071352491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682901374880155,0.09441182719459842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102418566597294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778937064768628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603180905343455,0.054041725006693866,0.0,0.0,0.04917938548688304,0.0,0.15988908986436362,0.08059057156023397,0.0937049447178682,0.0,0.0,0.08238801411357223,0.0,0.0,0.07284275956588412,0.0,0.06958940813820677,0.0,0.06694523877236952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610381414366092,0.09416269998734964,0.0,0.0,0.18292646263272605,0.0,0.0,0.0859497584186778,0.0,0.18442529983243625,0.0,0.054312253603994574
anxiety,Creamywoods,2020/01/20,"Tinnitus. My life is ruined. Please help somebody.

I just developed ringing in my ears a couple of weeks ago that has not passed. I thought it would go, and it hasn't. I wake up everyday in horror and stress. I throw up in the mornings because of the anxiety. Is this forever? How often does this actually go away? If it is caused by anxiety can it go away?

I researched this on tinnitus forums and it ruins peoples lives - im only 19. I will never be able to go to a club, bar, restaurant, again (without extensive hearing protection). I cant even wear headphones anymore according to some people? And I have to constantly make sure nothing around me is too loud. I am doomed. I already have huge eye floaters that i just managed to get over. This will turn my rip my life to shreds.

I don't want to have this. Its ruining me. Its ending all progress ive made. I feel trapped and alone. somebody offer me some help. Anyone have experience with this? Please.",1.2882162162162167,3.942799767567569,2.731675675675678,88.65805405405406,89.16216216216215,5.987027027027028,25.23783783783784,7.404127859558343,1.5948745945945952,747,33,144,14,25,242,118,185,0.153,0.757,0.09,-0.9058,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,4,0,19,7,4,4,3,26,31,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,15,7,1,1,2,2,0,6,6,5,0,0,2,6,21,1,22,25,3,24,1,4,1,0,4,11,0,4,7,98,36,2,0.14249451127599844,0.0,0.13905408792500604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631278661934106,0.0,0.0,0.14758133958582373,0.15724623654355266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180158222030203,0.0,0.14131626576840936,0.09963547544659043,0.0,0.0,0.1268503256263822,0.0,0.0,0.26775656795255226,0.0,0.0,0.08686333148761201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638111500007656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398594458680712,0.0,0.0,0.15766746643797178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469790707119245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620784237883476,0.0,0.0,0.09411628080005442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938697458090502,0.0,0.0,0.0720495063821541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444750089764397,0.0,0.32393165818180364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060167039368325,0.0,0.19102213450583205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391852435898012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129617475516348,0.0,0.0,0.12582526407717334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483175194249422,0.0951161927647428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990055160402426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672732666754175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083734968739938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975755047731546,0.0,0.0,0.3128323661648105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322698122795745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429939052435627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312472516177788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154993109939319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840469546560671,0.0,0.11430050180918486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373596239415696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122401244321257,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anemix01,2020/01/20,"I cry when I'm not even sad Every time I just lay down to sleep or just have a moment of peace I start crying, I don't know why. I'm not even sad, most of what I feel is just anger because I always think about my past and how I can make or could have made things better but I didn't, and it angers me so much being so weak and incapable of doing what others do. I feel anger and yet instead of shouting or act annoyed I still cry, I don't know what could be the reason.",2.3531428571428563,2.5541955523809534,3.7457142857142856,94.92428571428572,74.42857142857143,6.3809523809523805,19.761904761904766,5.288315135182226,-0.39909523809523817,363,5,91,1,7,120,66,105,0.245,0.6559999999999999,0.099,-0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,13,8,4,0,2,0,13,2,1,4,0,25,23,12,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,3,13,1,7,17,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742508189513593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153312857690133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732726876759346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021130221465477,0.0,0.6234642264068454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992252750554006,0.0,0.1594046292622024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913249714872294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079528331993591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790205262416653,0.12628887956681206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907981647019374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060767489067292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945235821385808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189331256485382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339129275082572,0.0,0.15109106983470744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256925003442025,0.1212282746846062,0.0,0.0,0.11032090577947906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071871936751046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pidnam1,2020/01/20,"Made a Song About What Depression and Anxiety Feel like Feel free to check it out, hope someone can relate:

[https://soundcloud.com/mandip-bhadra/anchor](https://soundcloud.com/mandip-bhadra/anchor)",22.845714285714287,30.10012523809524,11.543095238095233,31.006071428571428,34.714285714285715,9.914285714285716,29.54761904761905,10.125756701596842,3.6239333333333335,174,4,16,3,2,41,20,21,0.18600000000000005,0.515,0.299,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320464252543889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608057237959173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236259731169788,0.2992686865144523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160711764841338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046577865245668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963818420958245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549402519592453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blackshadow_363,2020/01/20,I just had a deposition for a car accident and I'm overthinking everything. Thanks anxiety. I can't stop overthinking every answer I said and I'm worried that this thing will go to trial. Even just thinking about the accident brings back terrible anxiety and I need tips for getting my mind off it.,2.923928571428572,5.910142107142861,4.597857142857143,76.34714285714288,83.28571428571428,9.62857142857143,29.42857142857143,9.606745405546679,3.9575999999999993,242,12,41,9,7,81,42,56,0.254,0.665,0.08199999999999999,-0.8447,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,12,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,5,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45342384881268205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278798686420524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574068452956808,0.0,0.2496931473956373,0.0,0.26634612837719845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483404851259314,0.0,0.16842623819785396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29923560050905923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974460229851564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819029127071029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477673182492209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27284526417781635,0.0,0.0,0.19688610149048524,0.1898932897961935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009644285871901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaylock5,2020/01/20,"Anxiety blows smaller issues out of proportion? I'm generally quite happy but over the past few years Ive had periods where I get really anxious about things that aren't big of a deal e.g. I'm turning 23 and am really anxious about my age, I used to be fearful of an asteroid hitting the earth, etc

I rationally know it's silly but can't help feeling anxious about these things to the point of it robbing me of sleep.

I just wanted to know if anyone else has gone through this. Thanks in advance for any answers :)",4.834243697478988,5.861037186274513,5.82619047619048,79.24500000000003,69.29411764705883,8.965826330532213,32.21848739495798,9.23628265651192,2.8672252100840336,411,18,78,8,7,136,77,102,0.16899999999999998,0.722,0.109,-0.6909,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,5,0,7,1,1,1,0,13,19,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,7,3,16,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725400716841247,0.0,0.13190363437816124,0.5843690005225906,0.0,0.1205626379920536,0.1766684243575391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776123101780425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440378500224889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192297968399236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402456357809195,0.08718258749228515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008425021213548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835482012120091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155719503905077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996551272939687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951907776326876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459790162817606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629960988885444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339379538738754,0.0,0.0,0.2209180342689331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254819070664665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874454800806634,0.0,0.0,0.2291012474367771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754743851143169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891868891263596,0.0,0.0,0.1016999469628236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103518931462232
anxiety,kareema_,2020/01/20,"I have such an overwhelming fear of dying that it’s affected my life and how I do daily things I’ve been scared of dying ever since this one thing happened where I lost a few friends and family members but lately it’s gotten so much worse. 

I find myself doing little things like always trying to have my back to a wall so no one can come from behind me and walking on the inside of the pavement so no one can pull me into a car and checking all the doors and windows are locked before I sleep. But the past week I have literally been too scared to shower with the curtains down in case there is someone behind it so I just have to sit in the bathtub with the curtains open all the way, holding the shower head over my body. I’m too scared to close my eyes at night in case there is someone standing over me so I have been so sleep deprived that I am hearing voices which does not help at all  because I get so scared that I literally rip my hair out. 

And this has all led to me relapsing after being a month and a half clean of self harm. 

I honestly dont think I can live like this anymore but I’m too embarrassed to tell anyone even my therapist so I honestly don’t know what to do",7.69194013303769,5.272205378048781,7.857834441980785,78.55786031042132,64.32520325203252,10.57147080561715,33.33924611973393,8.575989854853784,2.4556634146341465,937,27,197,10,11,307,137,246,0.174,0.753,0.073,-0.9797,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,20,15,0,7,15,0,22,7,6,3,5,31,32,19,2,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,7,1,14,14,0,1,3,0,1,5,5,10,0,4,5,4,25,5,29,26,6,32,0,3,1,0,5,16,0,0,10,148,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089972786965463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025935541457936,0.08478923490144091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324302045748163,0.0,0.07392021149909511,0.0,0.10318506107940473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469478518450706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445650655162747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25170169667027475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611722468314068,0.0,0.1421182028238173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009243098441868,0.10968845374725464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431505529031988,0.13645350310729526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083130385761036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368674804157616,0.0,0.06335440879006292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723161776787188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444983281035395,0.0,0.13667112738246873,0.0,0.08127938649056693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664244358950314,0.0,0.13678885816443578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565096201716936,0.11848501100199195,0.12153641653325853,0.10707659921886156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237183655812215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679020005377334,0.0,0.08914154888832647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379620606568695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465108811958141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575833423913255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856178086032701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650274958779986,0.0,0.0,0.10030920908605293,0.0,0.2426992195477471,0.0,0.20548985881557336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598836411392236,0.0,0.0,0.1407945698133258,0.241683325058096,0.07769981618261076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823289624467985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625215972047152,0.0972690906909622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357637416725435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,triforcegemstone,2020/01/20,"why do it get angry warning: i mention stuff ahead you might be uncormfortable with

i dont know if anybody else experiences this but I find I can get REALLY angry for short periods of time for no reason... I barely have any energy but sometimes, if something gets to me, I get really angry. some people say anger is like fire in your chest... for me it's like a vacuum, or like theres really low pressure. this actually happens whenever I experience any kind of emotion strong enough too

dont get me wrong I'd never normally fight somebody. I've never been in a fight in my life (my friend and I do ""play fighting"" sometimes but that's it) and even if I got into a fight my muscles are like wet bread. but when i feel that angry i feel like i would actually go for someone. its cause usually all my energy goes into anxiety, i guess when im pissed all that energy goes into Fight Mode.

(side note: around my birthday the psu (power supply) in my pc exploded. i was so upset i punched the bathroom tiles (bad idea lol) cried in the shower, ran away, then cried myself to sleep. honestly that was the first time in years i felt like i wanted kill myself again) 

if youre imagining im some kind of rough and tumble kid btw im really not... i like computers and video games and the blinds closed... my skin burns in bright light.. i like chemistry and stuff too... 

idk why in typing this. seems a waste to just erase it so... its past 1 am now send post",1.2672653874383997,3.6890654948096895,3.1368732305756524,88.17097410087031,84.36332179930795,6.548013001992242,19.48421935619168,7.793537801064563,0.8511005767012687,1124,31,230,22,33,375,168,289,0.20600000000000002,0.611,0.183,-0.9008,2,0,1,0,6,1,47.0,0,3,0,4,12,28,8,2,9,1,15,7,4,2,4,44,31,20,1,7,11,0,7,8,1,2,2,1,2,1,15,12,1,0,9,3,0,3,6,13,0,1,6,11,34,15,25,22,5,36,0,1,2,0,14,17,1,10,23,135,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.1854897393916075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926027614701527,0.0,0.07270497877325081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846053294559307,0.0,0.0,0.08929276505106386,0.0,0.07935403606303318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763177508258768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879291755633209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227712379599183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939333042489381,0.10690667701142613,0.0,0.0982012380748591,0.0,0.06277271189439823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859337900482336,0.0,0.0,0.09610968193417924,0.0678962577816757,0.09125285105302876,0.0,0.0868644067912952,0.08084057395235658,0.0,0.0,0.07342730356481539,0.0,0.24827115379930395,0.0,0.054013153940176965,0.0,0.07601179255503808,0.0,0.10469675492567357,0.0,0.08404314072352675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728805884300503,0.3079769972633126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514715643691423,0.19793808663779705,0.05223123908171045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671292292679664,0.3714521019285617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082192021911918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660068596486378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311855862202502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907259834076225,0.0658884421116456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102159645677804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435390210113933,0.09771646357874453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557924726033564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652041684173478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510816439464703,0.0,0.08052668364604874,0.07316607185343592,0.187993046661534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759504306800712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083662611039784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467261299116896,0.0,0.056056775994316604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151678310551344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675133538626729,0.10391080429562163,0.0,0.061202340028472225
anxiety,MusuLife,2020/01/20,"Something that calms me down after work Hey guys, I wanted to share a sand art thingy that helps soothe my anxiety a bit after I get back home. I've used this thing for quite some time and thought I'd share my experience with you through video format, perhaps you'll also find this helpful, cheers!

[https://youtu.be/8QdUYj-6i7o](https://youtu.be/8QdUYj-6i7o)",8.179661016949153,11.29037137288136,4.612000000000002,83.01393220338984,64.08474576271186,6.753898305084746,25.359322033898305,7.554174236665415,1.1801633898305086,297,8,48,3,5,78,49,59,0.027000000000000003,0.6859999999999999,0.28800000000000003,0.9407,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,7,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,25,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671989466460972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731549472428984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838351502216754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958635762232241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26509158189860965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24769056771246656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158715935038454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26833420697479576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36329334190697815,0.0,0.2718367172947775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882435772095473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863028418775487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800414320584147,0.0,0.0,0.215145012187454,0.15802322181615336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340583852079764,0.0,0.0,0.15984377471802702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729240429799466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,klnashvillekb,2020/01/21,"How can I talk to my doctor about getting klonopin without sounding like I just want to get high? I have had anxiety for most of my life. I have been on different SSRIs and am now on Buspar. I guess the Buspar is okay but I still struggle with having anxiety attacks once a week or so. My mom is prescribed klonopin and I have taken some before and it has helped me greatly. I would like for it to be prescribed to me, but I have anxiety talking to my doctor about it and I’m not sure how to bring it up. Does anyone have any advice?",1.92518181818182,3.7994238818181856,3.3963636363636382,90.30454545454548,78.36363636363637,5.854545454545455,24.63636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.8502000000000001,417,15,87,4,10,137,69,110,0.174,0.8029999999999999,0.023,-0.94,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,1,2,1,15,3,0,2,1,19,22,10,0,2,6,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,15,5,16,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,5,68,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297749673415094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203766093091018,0.0,0.40624911622469456,0.0,0.0,0.12377335258145275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138068468049453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506271516775163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494352042529924,0.0,0.3623657276365029,0.15490745589271035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496658416311967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516021235471398,0.1950025288400964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864975752399608,0.1870265933152517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250312817778659,0.17296166263811444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073184127867791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851572906892028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413648060077934,0.0,0.0,0.18505503353878128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683501273355142,0.0,0.0,0.28455670542685824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044083275100059,0.0,0.1419911557329688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063662403748228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574673152996782,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tiberius44466,2020/01/21,"Someone please help me I'm 14 and I have severe anxiety. I have always had anxiety about going back to school when I have been gone. Last week I missed 4 days of school for a trip and I planned to go back today. But I got the flu and now I'm missing even more school, which means I'm getting even more behind. The hardest part is just going in and getting through the day. I've constantly been having panic attacks. Someone please help me",1.3837078651685388,3.799594842696632,2.465269662921348,93.239702247191,83.71910112359551,4.908314606741573,22.38314606741573,6.2581,0.4054395505617978,347,12,71,3,10,110,57,89,0.204,0.69,0.106,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,1,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,21,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,8,16,3,16,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,44,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286492781259794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655497746572995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758930718520487,0.0,0.23777362982856176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708026639392534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994234465442576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423907273191247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155641108306776,0.0,0.2636080904380739,0.0,0.1236570602067366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072658592705421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602913014420178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841741234352844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814034578333627,0.0,0.16742934969260126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394343244489644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694257310705498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746671555614336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620038978993474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465537655298004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402013925674962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,banksnosons,2020/01/21,"does anyone have any success with lowering anxiety through diet changes? I have read a good amount about micronutrients, and that overconsumption or lack of some can contribute to ones anxiety. I am curious if anyone has any success through experimenting via diet.",9.615271317829457,11.944444325581395,8.934883720930234,56.533178294573666,59.2325581395349,13.175193798449614,44.56589147286822,12.45797560212912,6.837347286821707,218,13,29,8,3,69,35,43,0.147,0.612,0.24100000000000002,0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,21,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072846468255892,0.0,0.4581704833810874,0.0,0.0,0.41877725649433534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167878133018653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26205850466309266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929282694963773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511719207086702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029211032178444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995399415519873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gillybelly,2020/01/21,"Today I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I met with a psychiatrist for the first time today, expecting a depression diagnosis. Well, I did receive one of those, Major Depressive Disorder, but the lady I was speaking to also started to ask me about anxiety, as the two seem to go hand in hand and I had talked about a couple of symptoms that piqued her interest. 

I had researched anxiety beforehand, but most of the symptom lists I came across on the internet focused on physical symptoms, like heart palpitations and the such, which I do not experience. However, I have always been a huge worrier, and I mean, about EVERYTHING. Constantly. I have to play videos at night so that I can focus on the words being spoken instead of the cycle of negative thoughts and worries in my mind. I have also been a lot more restless in my young adulthood. My irritability, which I attributed to depression, can also be a symptom of anxiety. My immense fear of failure that seems to be the only counteraction to my depression? Anxiety. My new difficulty concentrating? Depression and anxiety. Being tired all the time, having non-restful sleep, waking up from nightmares that cause, well, anxiety, and having my heart beating? Shocker, anxiety. I also have recognized that I hold tension in my body, which lo and behold, is a symptom of anxiety. 

It shocks me that I never recognized that these symptoms could mean something more. I've always been considered a ""worry-wart"" so I just figured that was my personality. But recognizing that the average person does not worry about every single thing, little and big, every waking and sleeping hour of their existence kinda started putting things into perspective. The lady I spoke to was right. It is not normal to never have a restful moment in my head. 

So here's to hoping that this new diagnosis, my new medication, and my follow-up appointments can help me out with this newfound challenge.",7.152319159335293,8.929617070381239,7.910780791788857,63.65283785434997,64.51319648093842,11.313831867057676,37.37548875855328,11.20814326018867,5.061952981427174,1555,79,226,48,24,519,179,341,0.228,0.664,0.10800000000000001,-0.9926,1,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,3,17,16,0,3,21,0,28,19,10,2,3,45,41,21,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,21,16,0,1,6,2,0,4,6,9,2,3,14,4,36,7,42,22,8,38,0,5,0,0,11,17,0,6,18,190,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244443899517772,0.11676616023382948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830857802840228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559500488766612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779377368085325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025031430901193,0.0,0.07207900421996437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758236713095256,0.0,0.05602121518378614,0.0776364763906035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021659864942019,0.07121621676960202,0.0,0.0,0.1608308315918029,0.0,0.0614020529219258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823444052481455,0.0,0.06305997141509599,0.06863504441143152,0.0,0.0789553745322124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059682496463136225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03987650892851525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200975377148368,0.0,0.0,0.16629223640735308,0.04703026493255386,0.0,0.0,0.06968989082071438,0.06909860356433663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03427918011294879,0.07032397899774673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965195708900097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528609786415905,0.0,0.07068407286445459,0.0,0.0,0.07084686580372228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823147948884984,0.2032980070804746,0.0,0.06584530162773647,0.06874701370733334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754576591504315,0.05336380815591417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253111955780045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053542134331411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059920710663540024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277515539458977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043177596547562,0.0,0.0,0.05401661085666955,0.0,0.0,0.09932660134314647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375711481342969,0.0,0.05639614241037644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322930284488097,0.0,0.0,0.055703343578943465,0.0818278028273071,0.08064459350080072,0.1330168401875242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854122014209478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617391048207408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251236448829613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yokochowfun,2020/01/21,"My Anxious Brain swerved me so hard today! What is this called? A friend texted me today asking when I might be available to hang out soon. I know that my schedule is a little complicated so I went to check my calendar on my phone. I immediately felt a compulsion to avoid looking at my calendar and do anything else. The subject came up again when my boss emailed me about availability and I know I needed to cross-check check my work schedule, personal calendar, and part time job schedule. And I behaved in the same way- like, aggressive avoidance.
I've had a couple of issues in the past few months where I've done goofed and double booked, had conflicts, or outside factors that changed my schedule and forced me to adjust my plans. I understand WHY I'm anxious about it, but it made the big task of my day updating and confirming my schedule(s) and doesn't even feel productive. I fully expect the worst to happen literally *despite my best paid plans* and therefore don't even wanna make plans.
Is there a name for this? And does anyone have like a CBT tip for correcting my knee jerk reaction?",4.320434782608697,6.5944519855072485,4.628333333333334,82.36250000000003,72.6231884057971,7.691787439613527,29.374396135265695,8.515128840125781,2.3500222222222242,879,37,159,16,18,276,128,207,0.11,0.8270000000000001,0.062,-0.7236,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,12,9,2,2,11,0,12,2,2,4,1,34,27,16,0,3,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,3,6,1,3,3,2,5,0,0,8,4,26,4,19,17,6,28,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,2,17,103,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465192456437309,0.0,0.1072368854246135,0.0,0.1262069294513486,0.0,0.14337625613925312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094787333897442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120687749287508,0.15660355922050787,0.17540953978628246,0.0,0.0,0.16224060840049706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696962648877134,0.0,0.09890820921378647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421138518529716,0.15694639081151346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811738924199198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025932385128507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775463219919569,0.0,0.14725515323811966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184899837487318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562080990394465,0.0,0.13738557136141616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007397806123128,0.15219182383423685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857159038953348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498534992575898,0.1537127536278035,0.0,0.0,0.12878858834826346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451183634127171,0.10237281670830044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269680497982753,0.0,0.0,0.12241506372191033,0.0,0.0,0.11371874664781252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608014187788964,0.1464049444505014,0.0,0.13391304118990907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942879139632696,0.0,0.2907455618338796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965913526760833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217345791103535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217156964438318,0.13838871820253895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165207913917884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PaVaMdVt,2020/01/21,"Letting go Hi all,

I have intrusive thoughts and so little trust in my current relationship. He cheated a bunch, I wasn’t perfect, but despite the sh*tstorm, we want to make it work. How do you let go? How do you forgive? How do you stop the intrusive thoughts from the past? How do you stop the “what ifs”? Its crippling some days.",1.0391493055555543,3.649761421874999,1.9333333333333336,93.86722222222224,91.03125,4.719444444444443,27.42361111111111,6.42735559955562,1.1986652777777782,257,13,52,3,9,80,47,64,0.11,0.754,0.136,-0.2772,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,4,0,2,5,4,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,5,2,18,14,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,3,3,9,3,9,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,5,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328677616472925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877877267657585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178084038952523,0.0,0.0,0.25376316278294153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900646913007816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416987587170517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718315927091711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233568002749588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020095803916461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933817928026796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432552969712987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowAway01010101_,2020/01/21,"Benzodiazipine withdrawal success stories only, please I'm am hoping to receive some positive feedback and support from those that have successfully gotten off of a benzodiazipine for anxiety (not recreational usage) treatment. I have been on Klonopin (Clonazepam) for over three years, and I recently started a very slow taper a few days ago. I'm struggling with if I'm experiencing withdrawal symptoms or if it is all in my head since I have severe health-anxiety and get inside my head too easily.

Since my anxiety is easily triggered, please only respond if you have helpful advice to make the taper/withdrawal easier and how you have managed to keep from going back on it. Any responses fitting these criteria will be greatly appreciated.",13.818661417322836,11.183550393700793,12.9915905511811,47.159511811023634,52.93700787401575,16.144251968503934,51.38425196850393,14.265292616868653,7.551328818897637,608,33,81,19,5,201,88,127,0.061,0.682,0.256,0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,3,6,0,1,4,0,11,3,2,3,1,17,22,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,8,5,14,18,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,6,7,58,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404856485271768,0.14881383230096132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416288460541513,0.0,0.3852789278814231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908791881455153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826750508786183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877093935643667,0.0,0.09540900954650064,0.0,0.0,0.18508623004498356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34458278668982056,0.17844660094663564,0.0,0.0,0.11252517124727043,0.0,0.0,0.16674086165686056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921779471878907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205995479978577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553577641870475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685595458918859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657593995629641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965450132497874,0.0,0.2777410464680693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882500387330895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550267083276053,0.0,0.0,0.1905061115086935,0.0,0.1744896555699768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851703816517685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810801106915613
anxiety,MTMosh,2020/01/21,"Fear of trying to sleep I made a post earlier. The responses were really helpful. My initial panic attack came at night and ever since then I've had a degree of wariness about going to bed at night, about sleeping at night. My anxiety tends to trend a little upward as the evening wears on. 

Any tips for getting over this? I have medicine if I really need it, but I try not to, even if it means I don't get a lot of sleep that night. I just want to feel like this isn't forever. It's so hard to convince myself that this will pass. I just want to get cozy in bed again and be able to actually enjoy that feeling instead of preparing to ""tackle"" the night and ready-up for what is sure to be a mental/physical struggle. 

Also I've had anxiety my whole life but fortunately never had any sleep issues until my panic/big anxiety attacks started creeping around.",5.767192982456143,5.747654052631582,6.6743216374269005,77.66797368421055,66.953216374269,9.64701754385965,31.135087719298248,9.3871,2.6764007017543863,677,24,130,12,10,226,107,171,0.11900000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.115,0.0625,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,2,3,8,0,11,6,5,1,3,23,25,12,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,6,3,12,4,27,16,2,23,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,12,89,22,0,0.10664309864760516,0.0,0.1040682808281401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528244745939953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504192805609334,0.0,0.24474503571126266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493496744624227,0.0,0.2426438404184776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197129480721805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140873521763452,0.09646478815937908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000313452481193,0.1078439098856368,0.07618585098214778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714985253538825,0.0,0.060607730552606764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955312695489544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148062108344815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130768824123824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532517438591442,0.05210043124823848,0.10688440099215343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066414887689732,0.0,0.1009082784626161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616559792289533,0.0,0.0,0.10747116071229516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790745063774028,0.08224973201552573,0.0,0.0,0.5003866193957669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250245397447505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102134609629175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663659949252546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882162732206729,0.0,0.4268804600722348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548253411179136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148652140561832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050985840613616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480732748975714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580172521953806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906321119544015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,diabolic_ml,2020/01/21,"I [m30] cannot believe how surreal my life is with anxiety... I am currently unemployed and hunting for a job. Though I avoid medication, I am happy that my doctor prescribed me a Xanax to get some sleep. Having had a chance to calm down for a bit, I cannot believe how surreal I think and behave on a daily basis.

I am neurotic and hysterical to the nth power. During rare moments of calm clarity, I cannot believe all the ways I have acted on my fears and concerns. I am amazed at how far people in my personal life and some people at work out up with me.

I need to chill the fuck up and get my mental health under control.",4.568681102362206,4.882575503937009,6.396525590551182,77.47778051181105,69.55118110236221,9.4996062992126,30.04822834645669,9.516144504307137,2.66937874015748,487,18,96,10,8,170,76,127,0.096,0.775,0.129,0.6369,5,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,2,8,0,11,8,1,4,1,19,16,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,18,4,19,15,4,15,0,0,0,1,1,11,1,2,2,70,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364431515953198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904781044120073,0.0,0.0,0.19072614460191656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959398689793436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881190717648435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658503001653715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615064809305375,0.1825461138052472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185970415185196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569694875759624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336187666932626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24679024804296615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599094004779642,0.17605557919964462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295371514360779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422286856145553,0.15254049492478006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482524183445908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194011402204396,0.17164095542084212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866799515529485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718300816660447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustLookingAroundFor,2020/01/21,Alternatives to lorazepam How come there have been no major advancements in anxiety medication beyond lorazepam/Xanax?,15.05294117647059,17.39200017647059,12.557647058823528,35.309411764705914,47.235294117647065,16.211764705882356,52.29411764705882,14.554592549557764,9.366811764705883,101,6,9,4,1,31,16,17,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998706622166911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628703981312527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6582600063520582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Enzo-Unversed,2020/01/21,"Hyper awareness of passing time and a bizarre form of anxiety A few months ago my ""abilty"" to taste colors returned and had massive spikes. It was on/off and at times and goes away. I tried different amounts of the Lexapro I'd been using for a year. Not 100% sure of the effects. I've looked deeply into God,free will,the afterlife etc and it gave me deep anxiety. I now have episodes of hyper awareness of every second passing by and it is extremely unnerving. Much like the color thing, there's a common symptom. I have extremely strong feelings of being choked or squeezed internally. It's extreme anxiety without the mental panic. I have dropped the medication entirely for over a month. These things are causing significant problems.",5.03199004975124,7.614002970149253,5.144104477611943,78.07098258706469,71.5373134328358,8.048756218905472,34.30099502487562,8.841846274778883,3.358335323383084,594,31,97,12,12,186,96,134,0.114,0.804,0.08199999999999999,-0.3189,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,10,0,9,3,0,3,1,16,13,7,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,6,6,3,16,8,5,17,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,1,10,63,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968042863497745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393025340193603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984342850790536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663892312130904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999909758040148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134815698415301,0.0,0.0,0.16127784583218735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678664728302727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351712243861204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074283543499635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928334071802381,0.19290423234819692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055759007064379,0.0,0.14071418943645114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245876753044025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316108930511127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040911581076385,0.1989565021724932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433910905348034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323464653092048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299601965897899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532361601350282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845200354718168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326685882257735
anxiety,bikibum25,2020/01/21,"Does anyone else go through bad anxiety cycles throughout the year? Like for 6 months my anxiety will me manageable but towards the end of the year it gets really bad. It takes me a a month to like recover and pick myself up again.
I’m going through a hard period rn and it’s always hard picking myself up every time",2.7347619047619034,4.994094777777782,4.425634920634924,82.03464285714288,77.41269841269842,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1367904761904764,253,9,47,6,6,85,47,63,0.193,0.732,0.075,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,8,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915514950955358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294230871128667,0.0,0.0,0.15054974256414014,0.22061051623632225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595496756319501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841921237098408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986385833567445,0.0,0.19070073279164898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814079423951515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124905767192526,0.0,0.2447312442132499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857508975310312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103791586844012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437167399320304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793308499585052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188630751925606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554897943211818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773051327556178
anxiety,HayleyKJ,2020/01/21,"I feel like I'm going insane due to seeing coincidences everywhere Sorry if this sounds crazy but for the past few months I have been noticing coincidences that seem impossible to just be random chance. Many of the coincidences I see directly relate to bad choices I've made in the past and it almost feels like I'm being punished or something for my past wrongdoings.

I'm not a religious or spiritual person, I tend not to believe in anything paranormal or supernatural, but it honestly feels like the universe is trying to prove me wrong. My reality constantly feels like it's being shattered.

I'm posting this here because it is causing me horrible anxiety every day and getting to the point where it's getting hard to function. I have this pervasive, paranoid anxiety looming over me at all times. I don't want to believe this is true, I don't want to believe in these things but it feels like something is trying to make me believe in them.",7.829999999999997,8.00695259322034,8.246333333333336,67.46611016949156,62.615819209039536,11.147796610169491,39.16892655367232,10.793553405168565,4.508959774011299,767,38,126,18,10,254,101,177,0.195,0.6809999999999999,0.124,-0.8797,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,10,1,0,6,0,12,0,0,3,3,28,32,9,0,3,10,0,6,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,13,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,9,14,7,19,27,2,18,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,7,13,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967226635485933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757081648011735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012875646454463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144779930097068,0.06676469272953797,0.0,0.0,0.4935832746387981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125111136887613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835632019791957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706337911818861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227852634602524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768926238803903,0.3912191277815845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144433315367846,0.0,0.06224490027464062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811181332756116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26753898535249576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363406899618777,0.07310798785615558,0.1110399441114858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742085330613256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469357373669747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136585837468869,0.0,0.09563195879418393,0.0,0.0,0.10353539348097562,0.0,0.10489352650218836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455257913637384,0.09970635530742854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863354623017926,0.0,0.12260292874681472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276274696785444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386420932445869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487189435481921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919995138031276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974708342346205,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiety7393783638,2020/01/21,"need some comfort/reassurance?? throwaway: i guess im just wondering if we (the world) will be okay? trying not to have an anxiety attack because all the stuff in the world happening right now (australia, coronavirus, the volcano, etc.). trying to convince myself that humans are strong and we’ve been through this before (new outbreaks happen every few years, right? we wouldn’t feel bad about this stuff if it happened more spread out, right?) and are probably better at handling this stuff now, but it’s so freaking hard. i guess i just want someone to tell me that we’re going to be okay because i don’t believe myself.",4.679999999999996,7.083174894736848,4.485824561403508,83.20610526315792,71.98245614035088,6.665263157894738,28.94385964912281,7.554174236665415,1.915465964912281,494,20,84,6,10,151,80,114,0.11599999999999999,0.79,0.09300000000000001,-0.691,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,2,6,8,1,0,5,2,9,0,0,0,1,20,19,6,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,9,5,9,14,5,13,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,6,4,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873236095536536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169830102971033,0.0,0.0,0.11867621500008325,0.1732875167986911,0.0,0.12094583228695305,0.16013669893983273,0.0,0.1257062500608742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851733130433734,0.0,0.0,0.1197542895099007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186737967398542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077820597235065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131539418486721,0.0,0.3770667126445192,0.0,0.12732442706673305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535294491858763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539079264437284,0.0,0.13727420588358602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324482998625824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36414578191882496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042994276978032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881293516106534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423165501279672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299973814594734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383450080382387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413860018302109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152983797771487
anxiety,chilesrellenoz,2020/01/21,"Alone for next 2 days but anxiety is stopping me from tackling my todo list My SO is out of town until Thursday. I am home early from work so I basically have a whole day to take advantage of but I am feeling super anxious and don’t want to leave my house. I really really wanted to go to the gym and run errands but I just feel so anxious to go alone
How do you muster up the courage to overcome the anxiety and do the things you need to do?",1.831914893617021,3.3865370319148944,4.056329787234045,86.90875,77.61702127659575,7.253191489361702,25.57978723404256,8.07648339933343,1.5093872340425527,347,13,75,6,8,120,60,94,0.156,0.698,0.147,0.4678,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,3,5,3,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,17,11,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,11,3,15,17,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959380919596987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29245150132917114,0.4318799158156578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654601212335506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329777168067167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726473520600276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917344774325176,0.0,0.0,0.2205561925629876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239543869652696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173193364103676,0.0,0.0,0.2032853609715829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449053473667425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980616015683322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371759457897795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698854752019714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254850847331857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340707544477652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391561685114851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swegway69,2020/01/21,"I just deleted my Facebook account because of this. Just a warning it wasn’t a huge thing. It’s really nothing.

So here goes. A classmate asked what’s for homework on Facebook messenger. I responded. Then I realized she didn’t thank me so I wanted to see if she saw that I responded. She didn’t. So I wanted to see at what time she had written the message and I accidentally reacted to her message with a laughing emoji. I got real anxious and embarrassed that I tried to delete that reaction. But I couldn’t so instead I deleted Facebook messenger and deleted my Facebook account all together. I know it’s doesn’t sound like a big deal but with my crippling social anxiety and panic attack disorder I’ll probably won’t be able to sleep tonight because of this. And I don’t know how I’m going to go to school tomorrow.",2.0271526642693694,4.701703993788822,4.058836220987253,81.05532853873815,83.59627329192547,7.116181758744688,31.455050670153646,8.20500826718156,2.9692534161490687,657,37,116,15,19,223,93,161,0.142,0.809,0.049,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,2,6,0,9,1,1,2,1,22,23,14,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,0,3,0,2,2,7,3,0,0,7,4,22,3,14,13,1,10,0,0,3,0,12,4,0,1,5,81,33,2,0.1941730708050334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854186769078415,0.21936030084246133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815256097648806,0.2208998997753724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236732203426928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001839098890619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225391615085037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070606171734636,0.0,0.15529794277037726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342488329989365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486315433468667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863142983141088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782026166443964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093514116690597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210114644712715,0.12439224124334335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651351406019504,0.30946159551877384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943133002745712,0.19793499289432834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876847562247009,0.0,0.0,0.12899996025500626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322387908488685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183076922150042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22905661602319985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonthrowawayprime,2020/01/21,"Messiness and anxiety First, I’ve lurked and commented a few times but wanted to say hi. I’m in my early thirties living in the glorious south (almost mid, not as south as I wish!).  I’ve suffered anxiety since childhood to a debilitating level. Tons of childhood trauma, parental abuse/death, family drugs and alcohol etc. 

My form of anxiety is more the “I’m a loser/failure” and feelings of not being good enough or living up to society’s standards. My mom was a single, disabled mom and dad was an alcoholic and addict. I lived in a very wealthy town and due to my mom catching a horrible lung disease that almost killed her when I was little, we never came out of being poor. I made myself sick from 6th grade and on from stomach issues and have wrecked my gastronsystem with this terrible anxiety. 

Over the years, with continued traumas, I’m now a complete mess. My brain never stops, and despite being a super hygienic, clean person my home is ALWAYS messy. Not dirty- I can’t stand filth, but I can’t seem to get my brain to compute organizing. 

Upon reading about this, I learned that if my brain can’t organize it’s own thoughts, messiness tends to be a side effect of anxiety. Either one end of the spectrum closer to OCD tendencies to people like me with a mound of 5 loads of laundry piled up. It is embarrassing as I do not conduct any part of my life like this. 

Has anyone overcame the messy?  I know it’ll help my anxiety if I get my apt together. Part of my troubles is letting myself get SO far gone with anxiety that I hide from the world, can’t even make a phone call and can only open up to my mom and grandmother. I can’t ask for help. It’s crippling. 

What techniques did you have to overcome this part of your anxiety?  It’s ruining my life... between the constant high heart rate, intense stomach pains and not being able to eat anything, the freezing feet/nose/legs/face yet sweating profusely, I feel like a monster when I leave the house and fight to try to get a couple hours of sleep a day. I have WAY too many talent, potential and drive to let this win. 

I am also raising two little ones that are bio family but not mine, although they are absolutely my kids now. I want to be the best mom for them. Continued trauma/c-ptsd and the anxiety keep it next to impossible to fight successfully.  I can’t afford a psychiatrist and my insurance won’t cover one, so counseling, anti anxiety meds and benzodiazepines (not what I want to take) are all that I have to battle this.",5.313099173553719,6.187612035123973,6.180237603305787,77.6926291322314,68.11157024793388,9.355785123966943,31.65392561983471,9.516144504307137,2.9173504132231405,1971,80,367,40,32,651,263,484,0.19699999999999998,0.693,0.11,-0.9918,2,0,3,0,3,0,63.0,1,2,2,6,11,22,4,1,27,0,35,18,9,3,3,61,59,33,1,6,14,7,3,3,0,2,8,1,2,2,19,26,3,2,7,1,1,4,16,13,0,5,8,4,47,9,56,41,14,51,0,2,0,0,25,23,0,6,25,246,66,5,0.06809809348738498,0.0,0.0,0.0742369735573729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555230397068375,0.13638080775678424,0.0,0.0,0.05445802075869825,0.05666306900603395,0.0,0.0,0.046309038754549635,0.0,0.5209485512517104,0.0,0.0,0.04761577032591865,0.0,0.05603892860651395,0.0,0.0636625248438053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146474779651381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805998117082515,0.0695357672739121,0.07788607741046594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139955540107641,0.07358984676893969,0.0,0.0,0.07534924519735263,0.0,0.04391763668464955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897216873156314,0.06968135034527133,0.0,0.0,0.06031469824482062,0.07036353434029723,0.07594737515649162,0.0449781485000021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839364392958005,0.0,0.06886488437198215,0.04864929159403029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057924203532442486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231377280800214,0.0,0.0,0.0571174499250566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069656866208773,0.09128943323678086,0.07194937461419687,0.06830794014700492,0.0,0.06706290476874374,0.0785760568593948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107671716070077,0.0,0.060528714409981414,0.07534045087184645,0.0,0.0374249312616671,0.0,0.0,0.07210604841466273,0.0,0.13926982875568653,0.0961993946600457,0.09980786613110924,0.1365043593708492,0.1803955924928074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443606260078061,0.045456006193191525,0.06904077837779464,0.0,0.0,0.07564163024822207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987783202807305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504289562353997,0.0,0.0724230949798607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384350916186912,0.0517916687147734,0.0724611727431595,0.0,0.0756148739517108,0.22123079740821588,0.0,0.04721064367454628,0.0594606285672715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960302711516483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811652179860657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054154337198503516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619939467253908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056331446639045914,0.0,0.06814727311608777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693305538623135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051201291390211935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406227959812696,0.03970854594285548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623413540167845,0.0,0.06652194229718414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056188058936383435,0.1204980596988702,0.05405309690494359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830944676709989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385293952217955
anxiety,Wee_Cunt,2020/01/21,"Anxious about the future, starting to lose motivation. A quick backstory: I've had anxiety for basically my whole life, but it was very mild. I moved out for university when I was 18, life was great, I was full of confidence and I felt independent for the first time in my life. After one year, I moved back home temporarily and ended up staying for 5 years. In those 5 years, my life barely progressed, my best friend who I thought I would spend my life with disappeared from my life and I got hit with the worst anxiety of my life. I spent about a year doing pretty much nothing but being anxious. Now, I'm 24 this year and I have moved to a new country with my parents and I am beginning to become independent again. 

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So 2020. I moved countries and I have been looking for a place to live permanently. Getting an apartment has been hard but I might have found one. The thing is, I was excited about the thought of moving out, getting a full time job, maybe even getting a girlfriend and enjoying my life for the first time in a long time. But now I am just full of anxiety because it's actually happening.

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Realistically, I have 4-5 months of savings to live off. In this time, I need to find a job. My parents are extremely supportive but I worry about letting them down. I have never worked full time, I worked from home for the past few years. I don't even know if I can handle being employed. I have no choice though, I have to move out and get a job, it's part of life. I'm worried about loneliness, not having any friends or family close by. I'm so close to my parents, I fear that I am going to miss them so much even though they won't be that far away. I'm not great at making friends, I've had the same group of friends since I was a kid and I haven't been in many relationships, not since before my anxiety got really bad too. 

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I'm just really worried. I need to get on with my life. I feel like a child, even though I am 23. The best time of my life was when I lived alone, when I was independent and felt mature. But now, 5 years later, I feel much less confident about it. Being an adult scares me. Even though all the things I want in life rely on me growing up and being an adult, it's like I am scared to actually commit to it. I hope this mess of a rant makes some sense. Thank you <3",2.971903434433538,4.526847976694917,4.15421052631579,87.40220785013382,74.52966101694916,7.510793933987513,24.921052631578945,8.20500826718156,1.3371601694915252,1823,59,392,30,38,596,207,472,0.146,0.703,0.151,0.8698,7,1,0,0,0,1,70.0,0,1,3,9,30,24,0,3,25,0,42,12,0,6,3,60,78,29,0,6,13,3,5,2,5,3,12,0,2,4,15,20,0,0,10,0,2,9,8,8,0,4,21,6,58,16,59,47,17,72,0,2,1,0,19,26,0,5,38,268,73,7,0.0,0.0,0.10140517703617548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053811837146447335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888633460527042,0.1894005179571808,0.03533257750381548,0.0,0.15898801234169951,0.11739336107655494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881536131190682,0.03995176639137795,0.043381968738002416,0.031672537064152295,0.057382482623761465,0.044211625010627455,0.0,0.10905144257881527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601852700181562,0.0,0.0,0.1715857163736006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898048520488334,0.058466129182437925,0.05254209393679768,0.037118128814170655,0.0997738370482266,0.0,0.047487804865675484,0.08838928493007155,0.0,0.05696822648214569,0.16056756005375022,0.0,0.13572707787810426,0.0,0.029528390387256437,0.0,0.0831096027862491,0.11456566800245707,0.0,0.0,0.0459454500917318,0.0,0.04654331379366293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423432030892356,0.05160507671040885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467807303240824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028554237357127355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531296065605547,0.440385634302841,0.05076718297204847,0.0,0.13763708823415458,0.045980356626309365,0.04363083853083243,0.058126651846525275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069363472230443,0.05267629643289712,0.05219784291687652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551182221856608,0.0,0.0,0.041471623747821366,0.33133274644924754,0.1145832359187457,0.0770509924295828,0.040072482075427386,0.050180445240620965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985419333332579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041488710645659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173076474886509,0.05626442487169052,0.04959888584353329,0.0,0.0,0.05428406155282265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285900147042119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657003676289218,0.0,0.0,0.055782430191259516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403614742219568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595882176805474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036775469306473005,0.055379305048165815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058960247659265524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783507345507721,0.0,0.0,0.06903591422384588,0.0,0.2041901618203145,0.08249619233334224,0.212076026705768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287000984151667,0.030645615829886168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058008193820880564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565070630916537,0.1582947271474477,0.0,0.03690879950128425,0.0,0.1894005179571808,0.2342104691170516
anxiety,curiousbloodmage,2020/01/21,"I feel consumed. My depression and anxiety are flaring up today. It’s been rough since December. In mid December, I graduated with my English degree. It was definitely a victory, but now I feel defeated. As someone who likes school, I feel aimless. Like I have no purpose. The job I work in doesn’t have anything to do with my degree. I feel so emotionally drained after a day of work, I just crash and sleep. Last night I went to be at nearly 6:30 and only got up a few times, sleeping until this morning. I feel disposable at work and useless; there’s no challenge, no skill. 

Today, it’s my body. I hate the way I look. I hate the way I feel. Every time I think I’m making progress to love myself, I just end up feeling like shit about my body. I used to be small, but I’ve gained 70 pounds in the last two years. I’m a picky eater, and I hardly ever can motivate myself to exercise. 

Recently, I’ve tried to keep up with news and now I regret it. I can’t look at hardly anything without panicking. I just saw my local news posted about a virus in China made its way to the US, and now I’m freaking out. 

Today has been non-stop anxiety and depression. I haven’t felt like hurting myself in a long time, but today the thoughts are coming back. I’ve chewed my cheeks and lips raw, my jaw hurts from clenching it, and I can’t hardly relax. 

I don’t want to deal with this anymore. I want to wall myself up at home and never come out. I hate how consumed I feel by it. I’m on medicine, but I’m not even sure if it’s working at this point. There’s hardly a waking moment when I’m not anxious. My thoughts feel like a pinball in an arcade machine. 

Sorry for the long post. I just feel like I can’t talk to anyone.",1.4184247258225329,3.382006468926555,3.303921568627452,89.9196011964108,80.35593220338983,5.972615486872716,22.8411432369558,7.048011613610866,0.7475984712529078,1326,44,282,16,34,445,174,354,0.192,0.674,0.134,-0.98,1,0,0,0,0,1,50.0,1,0,0,10,17,22,4,0,16,0,18,12,9,5,3,59,55,21,0,4,12,0,16,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,19,1,1,15,2,0,3,13,12,0,1,10,19,43,10,44,43,1,59,0,7,3,1,5,25,1,1,32,172,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907559257175772,0.08792288065176823,0.07718393058065044,0.054418771812458,0.0,0.12809074168406506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059844515159008876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289753322586407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408293637670124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019227522574516,0.08023669711421802,0.13406535993713306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754542075250983,0.0689320319351324,0.0,0.0,0.051404305401652486,0.07039939612465786,0.065572994374025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935190382177127,0.16679986567300306,0.07472656959910629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224573195434811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788724804394613,0.2305155215706321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806729120195502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663181793384665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772317482008499,0.06917662520279025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687953991919773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813540366565102,0.0,0.0,0.1377497115989168,0.13071093539544568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024232407903899,0.07364222742095243,0.051950435992137715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060025337491449886,0.0,0.0,0.0730358019884294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059191292764647664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735721087350558,0.0,0.1490743923978129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684523068456038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876554771678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988877251178876,0.06437968176369624,0.0,0.1557673384243033,0.0,0.06594295696651498,0.0,0.0,0.08712147316709026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506724407570702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335146296777392,0.0,0.0,0.06255476682728825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049868695850675375,0.0,0.12357262465668255,0.13614545890224872,0.0,0.2950853397555175,0.0,0.0,0.052839738749342266,0.0,0.07602612272391332,0.0,0.09361685552550132,0.06721793986526155,0.0,0.0,0.09180930841068284,0.1853274530324458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214683805914493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502289719617243,0.0,0.22663728037244504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011833459436884
anxiety,homosapiennamedgwenn,2020/01/21,"Anxiety without worrying Lately I am just feeling anxious, without having any worrying thoughts. Sometimes my anxiety will latch on to something of no real concern, for instance I was feeling anxious and then realized at 2 am that I had a library book 1 day late and all of the sudden I couldn’t stop experiencing serious anxiety symptoms, couldn’t sleep all night, when the 10 cents doesn’t actually worry me at all. I take meds, and my doctor‘a soliton is always that I should go back to therapy, but it’s so incredibly expensive and it is not very helpful for me when it’s like it is my body experiencing the anxiety, not my mind, if that makes sense. How do you deal with this type of anxiety?",9.414085213032578,7.533280045112782,9.912142857142856,63.47869047619049,60.57894736842105,13.377944862155388,45.474937343358405,12.161744961471696,5.651792982456138,558,31,97,15,6,190,89,133,0.158,0.775,0.067,-0.7898,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,14,3,2,2,3,27,20,11,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,4,1,2,1,8,1,0,0,3,4,13,1,13,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,11,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.12734002344187634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857865077756723,0.0,0.0,0.0887380975823888,0.0,0.4991248427914807,0.29483452005761546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033923350890707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449456638872309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415565588321466,0.13453010131898455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356268084006415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195995843901004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416082756352192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746511321194894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29439821047060044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637511265074016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710350337126811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449456638872309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175832938897775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245660894328625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148526895715318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130584860631662,0.0,0.0,0.10045805590676343,0.12905856166118812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909600286252104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562972008462693,0.09811270788432364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922739847325292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035949778170176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766842912220792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25157660581859564,0.0,0.0,0.3975586820087198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loveyouwithoutfear,2020/01/21,"Might be deleting the Reddit app. Again. I just downloaded it again yesterday, but now with all this shit about China and that fucking virus my anxiety is peaking and now my hypochondria is convincing me I’m gonna die from it. Yay.",2.7734090909090905,5.5591058863636365,3.396545454545457,86.38481818181822,81.04545454545455,7.156363636363636,26.981818181818184,8.238735603445708,2.1868145454545465,185,8,34,4,5,58,37,44,0.23600000000000002,0.623,0.141,-0.7594,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,1,7,7,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530146969640623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789213496485903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266111982044853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895348326073906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736807973822997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lalalapop,2020/01/21,"anxiety is taking control hi everyone... lately i have been struggling a lot more than i ever have with anxiety, i am emotionally drained. my boyfriend was struggling for about 2 weeks with feeling quite emotionless which is hard to deal with in a relationship when you have anxiety because you feel like it’s your fault. I felt like i did something and he was gonna break up with me. i started to feel extra possessive and jealous (even though he gives me nothing to worry about) i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i just want to relax and feel confident. my boyfriend figured it out and we had cried to eachother and moved on (this was probably a week ago ?) things were better. i find myself making a lot of comments to him that are just projections of my own worries ie, “do you think this girl is hot?” “you deserve better” and all these annoying toxic things. i feel like i’m seeking validation more than ever right now... it’s not like this all the time and my boyfriend and i love eachother but i am tired of making myself riddled with anxiety over things and problems that don’t exist. i don’t want to break up with my boyfriend nor do i want him to break up with me. he is amazing! i just need to relax. anyone who has struggled with these kinds of issues, what did you do to stop? i’m desperate. please help!",2.9474351491569384,5.1843735019455295,3.6461721789883264,87.994057230869,76.62645914396887,6.617963683527888,26.27253566796368,7.645422480735847,1.4678457846952004,1038,40,204,15,24,328,136,257,0.157,0.6970000000000001,0.146,0.302,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,6,0,4,11,19,2,3,5,0,25,2,0,3,4,50,46,13,0,5,5,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,20,0,2,10,2,0,1,5,8,0,0,9,8,35,11,35,36,8,23,0,0,0,1,21,8,0,2,15,146,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444323033978567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260179600991376,0.0,0.0,0.07449678222976956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494713515020778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845583254364176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949613477850528,0.0,0.0,0.11703160191607608,0.0,0.10984032811974434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984563281746535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037011710548753,0.19274703590444864,0.0,0.10180563617143527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693546832920443,0.15222753540291956,0.10229721834567244,0.0,0.0973776390047542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022049847695697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544088259089584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141298965836215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120237441681027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094730429816684,0.058552805826327235,0.0,0.12018424025149015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820454559750354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115673389495254,0.09615849358494938,0.0,0.14223548926041296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323749562458547,0.0,0.07899968999398006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223011265771986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695133963151536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487050963688696,0.1019464948650115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332074235274794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438644859111252,0.0,0.0909864551491211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202138937595059,0.0,0.0,0.07541111627470902,0.0,0.0,0.08907404836155318,0.0,0.3341431151343096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010647372648601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234570705052574,0.0682679386384074,0.10467716881367632,0.0,0.06212561257578756,0.12245458387135585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852404678225307,0.0,0.17092344978263685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639754796165,0.0,0.0,0.11648716848667527,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VegatarianT-Rex,2020/01/21,"How do I wake up in the morning? I'm sure a good amount of you know that waking up can be super hard, and right now I just cannot wake up when I need to. Right now I'm on study abroad and I just cannot seem to wake up when I need to for class. Normally needing to feed my animals gets me out of bed before I absolutely have to leave, but they aren't here right now for obvious reasons. (Don't worry my SO is home taking great care of them). 

I know myself well enough to know it can take me hours to wake up and frequently need 10 hours to function. Even when I respect my body it's still hard to wake up more than 10 minutes before I need to leave, which is obviously adding to my stress. 

I've tried to do things like have a catachpa alarm, but I'll do that then fall back asleep. This is really bugging me and it's frustrating to not be able to do something other people seem to do with ease. Any tips?",2.590530191458029,3.401222721649489,3.8648011782032414,92.03494845360828,74.36082474226805,7.398527245949928,22.104565537555228,7.7094869923839395,0.5775328424153163,704,16,168,9,14,231,108,194,0.08,0.76,0.16,0.9606,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,15,11,1,2,3,0,18,9,8,2,3,27,34,12,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,6,1,0,6,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,2,20,8,31,32,3,25,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,2,13,106,29,1,0.12759578791257484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676951122655617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811328488681782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171492352795188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173015595952732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009240959035767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184055741776254,0.0,0.08427581453171967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666353286238494,0.0,0.0,0.10702129315991367,0.0,0.14067480662631565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286015272055513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798897880095106,0.0,0.2513122977593781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103699243558547,0.0,0.0,0.2702110320441061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233685686188761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730532998840808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250167810033895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845885353059789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174112901367396,0.13118972102259466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268983171173949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23231682630591616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822947130128533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189816104918074,0.0,0.1461605439526875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025752007347805,0.0,0.19187230603704528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476897183109122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662916438514771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147239369715059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957971627215595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Limaswhole,2020/01/21,"My brothers anxiety is getting out of hand... So, my brother hates the way the world works, he's constantly caught up in trying to change peoples views, whether it be with veganism or how politics is. The world is screwed okay, we all get it, but he can't accept it and its driving him insane. He has literally become a completely different person, he won't pick up any hobbies because its distracting from bigger things in life. He literally walks around like he's stoned. Caught up on trivial thoughts. I don't know what else to do. His personality has completely changed. He used to wind me up about my silly haircut, he used to play games occasionally and loved them, he LOVED the guitar and he was so good it was unreal. But yeah, now he looks empty. Trying to get a conversation out of him is extremely difficult because he simply isn't listening to you. Because he is caught up in the thoughts in his head. Its really getting me down seeing him like this.",4.815769230769232,6.573395961538466,5.6887912087912085,77.4312087912088,70.15384615384616,9.156043956043957,31.131868131868128,9.606745405546679,3.0486549450549454,763,33,140,18,14,250,110,182,0.10400000000000001,0.745,0.151,0.93,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,1,1,6,13,2,1,7,2,15,6,2,4,1,21,33,10,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,10,8,0,0,4,3,0,5,4,4,0,0,7,5,14,9,25,24,1,25,0,0,3,3,30,17,1,1,4,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185123221142964,0.0,0.11457644833652048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333032101741313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739019190064239,0.16541325245660113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168813691931401,0.0,0.3140696888783259,0.16185213023732722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648160845324766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511668355013555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130022455870653,0.0,0.0,0.12562304923831108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787049233501162,0.1537109961109975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231169264022696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578957313335156,0.14634370054230758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577216214422302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703531711934721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383420518040593,0.2615531848865142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594884879157993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935022449328543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995029718647325,0.0,0.0,0.23780712972311896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337298236096055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25871272686275554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188833686182148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090370162553441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RavenLovesChai,2020/01/21,I am having constant panic attacks. And afterwards I just feel unwell. I have no one to really talk to. I am getting a therapist again since I haven't had one in a long time. I guess I am feeling guilty because of some people I consider friends I pulled away from because I feel like they have qualities I don't want in my life. But because of this I feel guilty and anxious...Sorry if this is all over the place.,2.7371428571428567,4.413014619047623,4.120952380952383,86.8907142857143,75.42857142857143,7.180952380952381,27.47619047619048,7.957251820313856,1.7211619047619044,324,13,66,5,7,107,56,84,0.19,0.722,0.08800000000000001,-0.7976,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,10,1,0,0,1,13,17,4,0,2,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,1,4,14,2,9,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161562506581994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231710531836579,0.1843076424551341,0.0,0.0,0.3587492018896259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119894696517812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967566439290217,0.14014348414578082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156001949462924,0.0,0.1024904336206812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216102749892657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385602739385845,0.09583847744034232,0.0,0.0,0.1736037776078964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26585897323205715,0.0,0.0,0.2301625658677545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599918676159636,0.0,0.2049553078950532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567116379130006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227338446870115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959562277139147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767356174535554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277678347440973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438797557902032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570581582102045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yeutleung,2020/01/21,"Do you find value in discussion your anxiety to others? The more I learn about my anxiety, I find patterns in my behaviour.

For example, I'll want to talk to someone about my anxiety, but I literally does no good. They can't advise me, I don't trust their opinion as they don't see the full picture. It's better if I calm my mind and have a more neutral discussion with by friend.

Is this learning? Or am I digging a bigger hole for myself?",3.237929373996792,4.7308531460674175,5.1460995184590725,80.81314606741573,73.71910112359551,8.681219903691815,29.56821829855538,9.23628265651192,2.6776825040128407,346,15,68,8,7,119,63,89,0.111,0.693,0.196,0.8731,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,3,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,9,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,17,5,12,9,3,4,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,3,0,51,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960871503411062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229713520796912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227294879574838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747841443961186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066976098792927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217852465973024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622571895370873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069742844004047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200716841813368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087642641843104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319777922396174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChoiceArrival8,2020/01/21,Fucked up an important exam Now i cant stop stressing about it. Even though i cant change anything about it and just have to wait what my grade is.,1.5131182795698948,3.5276065483870984,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,80.29032258064517,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,-0.11597634408602132,117,3,27,1,3,36,26,31,0.133,0.693,0.175,-0.1536,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341864816918164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296009604591681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682258489588707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754337865694137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395185801121537,0.4651872687773827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989921237386981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slyth3r1n,2020/01/21,"Decaf coffee is the greatest thing to happen to mankind I used to be able to drink regular coffee with anxiety, but recently it has made me have panic attacks and get super jittery and paranoid. I love love love the taste of coffee so much and wasn't willing to give it up so I got some decaf and it's the best thing ever. Amazing coffee taste with no anxiety or jitters. How can people drink 4+ cups of coffee? Yeesh. Anyways, I love decaf",2.7494318181818187,4.828397806818188,4.388636363636365,83.19045454545456,76.61363636363637,6.218181818181819,25.772727272727273,7.1686216300943375,1.4187454545454543,349,13,63,4,8,117,58,88,0.135,0.531,0.33399999999999996,0.9863,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,1,3,0,7,8,0,3,1,13,17,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,5,7,10,12,4,3,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,2,46,10,0,0.17455264142782936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670645858413997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857882886165126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318222813632776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34199027142928495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789285749878892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119655075144856,0.16744679906660093,0.0,0.0,0.13960569303709305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435632434567856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6301622955149663,0.16516592982531578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283162757337906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479991524796107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210128233388307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234967522241407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319300376024402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075743805692318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheGeekKnowsBest,2020/01/21,"Can’t decide wether I should go have my first glass of wine with friends or not I’m currently under treatment for depression and social anxiety. And I’m trying to figure out how I best can come out of it, I’m planning to exercise regularly and look at what I’m eating. My question is: would it be a smart idea to go have a glass of wine with some friends? The reason I ask, is that I have not tried alcohol yet, and I feel like that fact limits me in social situations. So going out and actually drinking alcohol would be a significant step out of my comfort zone, but it would also mean I probably try and use alcohol as some sort of solution to my anxiety problems (which are primarily with social situations such as parties and flirting) which I’m not entirely comfortable with.

I think I have decided to take the glass of wine, because I have never tried alcohol before, and therefore do not have an addiction; but the reason I haven’t tried alcohol until now, is some history with addiction in my family, and a feeling of easily getting addicted to stuff. The last thing I want to do is hurting my loved ones because I was so sexually frustrated one time that I got myself into being an alcoholic, just to maybe make it easier to get myself a girl.",11.413950617283952,7.251894674897122,11.741646090534985,58.97074074074074,59.04115226337449,15.902880658436215,45.10699588477368,13.731508374201276,6.0610872427983535,998,44,178,31,9,346,131,243,0.086,0.777,0.13699999999999998,0.8448,1,0,10,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,8,13,1,0,11,0,24,16,0,6,2,56,47,19,0,6,8,0,2,1,2,4,10,0,0,1,12,20,11,1,11,5,0,5,7,4,0,3,2,3,22,9,34,38,4,22,0,2,1,1,9,9,0,6,9,135,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.08703884203959954,0.29169839520052177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719168151860939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132706924819278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646376740176136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338278282586335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874162566815176,0.0,0.07589609836667849,0.0,0.0936018412691284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683128946525647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682121793376469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737452161048867,0.0,0.0912660143013166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084082585117916,0.0,0.09019663784943208,0.06371901405999368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586694519824297,0.0,0.0,0.13781953648398632,0.0,0.09319861598556736,0.0,0.15207015943672228,0.0,0.07133524934634855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548222752095027,0.10068727722622574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270364837001253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043574864209578096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489908846735985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049955467661983,0.0,0.059536568834448286,0.0,0.08960567768308476,0.0971565884204798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879061877192999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087805406441325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961644107192326,0.08534500834526626,0.0,0.0,0.09991581545982098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340912798723655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200511818290564,0.0,0.2727610260754456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021038718600574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706152749782457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925541682201362,0.05715083976671989,0.0,0.0,0.05200876136797007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30277866616178034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703353065802199,0.0,0.0,0.05260794356627679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007900366965466,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sambamsatan,2020/01/21,"For You All: You are some brave as hell people. You are still standing today. You woke up today. You are here. Even when looking at the world with a tired heart, anxious mind, depleted body...you don't let it diminish your faith in yourselves. The fact that you are looking at this right now, is your own testament to that. Congratulate yourself on how far you've come no matter how life has gotten you down, no matter your station in life and how anxiety has riddled you. And I personally want to thank every single person on here, because you've helped me too. With your kindness, selflessness, your words. Even in silence, without evening knowing. You all make this world turn every damn day. Be proud of yourself today if you can, for a change. Sending you all love and healing. ❤️",2.9649744897959214,5.6981853741496575,3.244825680272108,88.1627487244898,79.61224489795919,5.579761904761906,25.5140306122449,6.9077264865688965,1.1864561224489796,618,24,113,7,16,190,97,147,0.11,0.735,0.155,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,16,0,1,12,8,2,0,4,0,11,6,1,4,4,23,22,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,2,18,6,18,18,6,23,3,0,2,1,21,13,2,2,7,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055053268269315,0.17802389001222432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606110947006227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670187638063716,0.13574376624773316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162797235501686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31224617561917417,0.0,0.26554087972728097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673656572239605,0.1056245360367432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409840278475193,0.08660347338267663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113925264582787,0.2226110091324122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646599953702245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222477338495124,0.0,0.10518784910814256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911386722799006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924818256207193,0.27519072392885585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457498638174606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584595500313245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508121715571282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111843053849627,0.4481106597006124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714050088340174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294651233810024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190434958276372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maddy_hasleftthechat,2020/01/21,"I am very happy! :) I have been counselled for a couple months because of my anxiety, I have just gotten out of counseling and I feel much better and less anxious. I hope you guys still feeling anxious will feel better soon! Love you all!",1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,2.806111111111111,88.30250000000002,87.66666666666666,4.777777777777779,23.055555555555557,6.42735559955562,0.8585555555555562,186,7,33,2,6,59,34,45,0.08900000000000001,0.523,0.38799999999999996,0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,8,5,4,8,3,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749204324137036,0.5166300824712738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393859523696301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044534934136045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25300238421430543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468444817685997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264043774337345,0.0,0.2434074760420538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271059861677259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063700450492351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251022204809808,0.0,0.16808771830496494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826041609007648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866430364425715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cam_bagels,2020/01/21,"How do you guys deal with the avoidance after you’ve had a panic attack? I had a bad attack while I was taking my daughter to school. I had just gotten to where I was comfortable with taking her again after months of avoidance, now I can feel myself getting very anxious just thinking about driving her by myself and I was just wondering if anyone had a tips or tricks that they use to help?",5.354675324675323,6.102794857142861,5.587428571428571,82.43257142857144,67.96103896103897,7.19896103896104,27.08831168831169,6.742157984588678,1.2978020779220785,312,9,57,2,5,99,53,77,0.264,0.6659999999999999,0.07,-0.9388,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,8,8,3,3,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,15,17,5,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,8,1,13,1,10,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,6,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593586324668865,0.0,0.16052679499557332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223579261860939,0.0,0.0,0.19168866079696234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366856031437916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608191047113722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994541764328795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273190497728913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388179204239386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832475622603897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693611892699405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323459444219031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34522928644215284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710478845620206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828232231998694,0.0,0.18942650630961935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489683534833075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spookydreamss,2020/01/21,Going back to school Today will be the first day of going back to school and my first class starts in an hour (My only class today). The entire time I’ve been feeling anxious about going back because last semester was the worst. Thinking about this semester is making my anxiety through the roof because it was so rough last semester. I’ve been trying to control my breathing but it ends up getting shaky and I’ve started to cry. I’m not sure if I should go to my class or stay home. I think staying home would make my anxiety worse but I don’t want to go for the fear of getting an attack in the class. I’ll probably end up going. Currently trying to stop the tears from coming out my eyes so I don’t show up looking like I just cried to my first day of class.,2.775961538461541,4.461474929487182,3.84,88.905,75.34615384615384,6.594871794871796,24.82051282051281,7.321109707123232,1.0632589743589742,603,20,124,7,13,195,87,156,0.21899999999999997,0.746,0.035,-0.9843,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,8,6,1,2,9,0,11,2,2,3,1,22,30,8,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,3,1,0,7,3,4,0,3,4,4,13,2,22,22,1,35,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,3,21,75,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350142160883933,0.1281097532715047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900890247341049,0.0,0.2615928646163824,0.0,0.13825520869532335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768408274275876,0.0,0.0,0.12718777367067502,0.0,0.0,0.2491292111566424,0.14626727303836026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087753126946026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760655825192002,0.05733846129698793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289374016905058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849366812412597,0.0,0.3866870942947984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749894772143214,0.0,0.11167618459287394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848723157584983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055401525479768864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522746274499692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139079811680428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862458310702302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226440970841768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295337643509905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605302465519734,0.2417386823584119,0.0,0.09480750087807732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068781840772917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453243177212313,0.0,0.0,0.06612446809336163,0.0,0.21497993349332567,0.0,0.0,0.1539823500760804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688627443352267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556431626629113,0.08055612607553635,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,judemarino1,2020/01/21,"I have bad anxiety and I keep having panic attacks because of this dream. So I’m a freshmen basketball player, and I’m on the freshmen team at my school, which is obviously average and pretty good I guess. But my school is renowned for its basketball program, Chauncey Billups went to our school and pretty much every single one of our teams (Freshmen, JV and Varsity) have a ton of talent. And it’s pretty cut throat people are constantly competing to get up to JV from freshmen and recently I’ve been thinking that if I didn’t make JV and had to stay on C team/Freshmen next year (because sophomores can be on C) I would be absolutely broken and I’ve been having panic attacks, what if the JV coach doesn’t think I’m good enough? What if not good enough? Etc... this has been tormenting me for days and I’m so scared even though next year is far off it still scares me.",2.5509746922024625,4.896831354651162,3.5175102599179238,87.86442544459646,78.47674418604652,6.605198358413133,25.23392612859097,7.724431198458867,1.429170588235294,691,26,136,11,17,221,100,172,0.157,0.72,0.124,-0.7387,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,3,5,12,3,4,4,0,19,1,1,1,1,22,30,17,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,8,0,1,6,0,11,4,16,21,6,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,8,86,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299109078713927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27657821938314114,0.0,0.0,0.1014953651919414,0.14820054549831654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313603830063376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839447734879243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25120261086131923,0.13556865147725178,0.08028752706100159,0.0,0.10241736599958404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350873294326005,0.0,0.0,0.30586978073451626,0.0,0.0,0.13390919860902484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804581687391583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114051931952579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935868758963547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585553826448317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237045124647126,0.0,0.0,0.2852428741462781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427260698797465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37100277931061937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002328384534915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340035924945475,0.36906778494757897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295640320955689,0.09707590971574866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577816824188606,0.11942954437888376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268494278405493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635090091929015,0.0,0.0,0.156557981420302
anxiety,moushiraa,2020/01/21,"I wake up in terror at night, open my curtains, go back to sleep and i don't remember it Title pretty much explains it. Before reading though, it's important to note that I have never liked the dark. It has gotten better due to ridiculously long power outages where i live in 2013 (i'm talking 3 hours of dark 3 times a day) so I was forced to adapt and it got better. kind of like exposure therapy. I'm 23 almost 24.

Last october was when I first caught it. I was staying at my brother's place and i would sleep in the living room which would be pitch black at night. 15 minutes into sleeping I woke up in PANIC because i couldn't see a thing and frantically looked for the curtains, opened them a bit and went back to sleep. I didn't think much of it because it was a new place. Most importantly, I remember doing that.

Did it again last week with ""vague"" memory of doing it and slightly remembering the panic. As in I woke up annoyed at the light but would be like ""oh right, i did open them i think"" even though i didn't.. actively choose to but still, i remembered i did it. The other time was different, I was still ""falling"" asleep as in i'm not really there but I woke up panicking for no reason (i guess from the dark?) but this time i moved myself on purpose to go open the curtains to avoid this happening. 

All the previous times I vaguely remember doing it. Now these days, I've been sharing a room with my mom because someone is using my room and she says I've done it the two nights I stayed with her shortly after falling asleep but this time I have NO recollection of doing that lol (maybe 0.1? small images of the curtain?). She says I was aware of what I was doing, as in I opened the curtain and realized it was too wide so i closed it a bit more and went back to sleep. She says I wake up suddenly and in panic which is what woke her up, I didn't speak, just sudden moves. 

I'm thinking about how many time I've probably done this without knowing. It doesn't even disturb my quality of sleep.

Yes, of course I'm an anxious person. Very anxious too. Yes, i'm not in a good place in my life. An argument last october has kind of broke something inside me and changed me to the worse.

What do you think this is? Any similar stories?

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TLDR; I'm an anxious person and have never liked the dark but made peace with it. Last october I had a big argument with someone that has upset me forever and changed me. Ever since then, I've been waking up at night in panic and fear of the dark to open the curtains and go back to sleep. I don't remember doing it.",2.6327229271684374,4.330017973231359,4.004381626977231,87.5240693985747,75.76864244741874,7.1254823570311165,24.888275682252736,7.924219607001951,1.332189674952199,2012,68,418,31,44,663,225,523,0.147,0.7859999999999999,0.068,-0.9907,2,1,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,1,2,4,23,23,2,10,27,3,45,13,12,4,4,69,76,31,0,4,10,2,0,4,0,3,1,4,9,2,35,28,0,1,16,1,0,10,14,13,0,2,30,8,52,10,62,40,7,94,0,1,3,0,19,44,0,3,42,278,87,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729566382214942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199578940254475,0.06952625652898646,0.038910271321157736,0.0,0.0,0.19392050567064315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598875370812184,0.0,0.10463887134720144,0.0,0.0486883903255297,0.0,0.0,0.10120952253735033,0.12493469562986816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105832972476678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380188426026696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978073813626149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710796769863505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755840332136657,0.0517570488826904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438627211221297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866968816725594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975550975459807,0.04799182910135979,0.045762542988229314,0.0,0.06303218996638023,0.0,0.050597778462353665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563483045711118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916769614676942,0.03144557237055756,0.1865615590844843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040414837446671965,0.11181549738000013,0.0,0.10104926435981552,0.05063621955064243,0.04804879477080279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414115140572112,0.0,0.05801017449622588,0.05748327390085003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670131492962347,0.0,0.12162757406657153,0.08412377685481458,0.0,0.08826025499547734,0.05526159927387723,0.0,0.21478124994186568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26853245656766644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992127898581417,0.17934221440878445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821137981675581,0.06169079129604084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057233585838076716,0.0,0.0366553811708736,0.05882973831911891,0.0,0.0,0.3889017320707852,0.048863946308884215,0.0,0.13650639337040132,0.0,0.0,0.0455954190876611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733140509039945,0.0,0.4008159682516522,0.0,0.09696142396282956,0.044049290194654325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197376683139508,0.0913889000296035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598974284938858,0.0,0.0,0.06543388602346102,0.0,0.03801316438156739,0.14665219708925278,0.11243298902665068,0.0,0.2001860117971076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055893771350188914,0.0,0.0,0.04941806877490448,0.0,0.04721092635525908,0.0,0.0,0.045896909926975614,0.0,0.0,0.1060835072376655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515620830933973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831013402064941,0.12193829356871265,0.0,0.06952625652898646,0.0
anxiety,HappinessNowChannel,2020/01/21,"Random Acts Of Kindness 😍 Kindness Is So Simple [https://youtu.be/d\_Jx7fRorFI](https://youtu.be/d_Jx7fRorFI) In this video we’re going to look at Random Acts Of Kindness and how can we find opportunities to help others… A friend asked me why he feels so bad if he upsets someone? I replied - “It's in contradiction to our real nature”! In this video, I will explain how we can change our way of thinking and change our life! 😍#actsofkindness #kindness #love",6.763636363636365,9.839634454545461,5.097402597402599,78.10896103896107,68.0909090909091,6.477922077922077,26.584415584415584,7.447530270364453,1.527576623376624,371,12,58,4,7,107,52,77,0.102,0.693,0.205,0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,5,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,14,11,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,7,10,10,0,8,0,0,1,1,12,4,0,3,0,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592467646575787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819270450820268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37551155516733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974183546212912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622182311896221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371246031061531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086891301980684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896456912224687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7392939751856868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536302537742508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904284314281854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018729661793865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201698143373364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038260971509154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372533125745052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408794677548471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015276108176127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hakern988,2020/01/21,"Rant My anxiety feels pointless by this point. I have this whole  mental wall of anxiety set up, and it takes too much to try and break through it and do anything. And I do mean anything. I'm so exhausted or stressed out that it actually mimics depression. Please help.",2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,3.226960784313725,87.06632352941178,82.52941176470588,7.321568627450981,28.10784313725491,8.344100000000001,2.357572549019608,213,10,41,5,6,67,40,51,0.255,0.662,0.083,-0.8557,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,7,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,7,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.24492445892604636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840045847425204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130773654568156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161723983863076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690519660274166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822947687079773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733954668096373,0.0,0.0,0.2529331288856604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450232936583774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755053776584888,0.2372612762469465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28750165245735376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870894823814494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040185564574695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280214992964076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShortPurpleGiraffe,2020/01/21,"Morning Work Related Anxiety Does anyone else have work related anxiety in the morning (or before going to work)?  What have you done that has helped you?  

I see my counselor next week and want to talk to her about this, but wanted to try some things before next week.  

I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, if that helps and when the alarm clock goes off I get nausea.  Once my medication gets in my system and I'm out of bed and getting ready I'm usually good, but it's the mental between waking up and getting up/taking meds that gets me. 

I also sometimes wake up in the middle of the night and am not able to go back to sleep, but that's a secondary issue.",4.559760683760686,5.579790600000003,5.564871794871795,80.89235042735045,69.92307692307692,8.547008547008549,27.52136752136752,8.841846274778883,2.060418803418804,518,17,100,9,9,171,83,130,0.085,0.826,0.08900000000000001,0.3839,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,4,2,0,1,6,0,6,4,3,0,0,17,18,13,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,11,1,17,17,1,20,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,3,9,64,19,3,0.13951216944202474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156783149842868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201792832846465,0.0,0.0,0.0975501526933745,0.1429467043787789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072762467286304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23742916127669994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989303294808724,0.0,0.1220880396346351,0.14276938692983626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654451575823413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644467519050628,0.0,0.15857596190621825,0.11701618861792396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702413277334248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456144584979238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496656948282767,0.14054383328820969,0.14059545318511332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967455498652955,0.13092272020779636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857590727110725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117313634382543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961292346231094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798110289509807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213459717044612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268568622052388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471960523181706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365294450955322,0.0,0.16457578434515382,0.0,0.2238164941641148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304699562807138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MissyTX,2020/01/21,"Citalopram 10 mg from different manufacturer Hi everyone! So when I got my prescription filled the last time at Walmart they had to order my citalopram from a different manufacturer. Instead of the lighter tan colored pills I got the dark ones instead. Today was my first dose of them, and I'm at work right now and so drowsy! I was already kind of freaked out to take them anyway because I'm a creature of habit...but has anyone else experienced any different side effects from this? I've been on 10 mg for over 5 years and never had issues.",5.773162274618585,6.963704485436896,6.187406380027743,76.90970873786408,67.25242718446601,8.992510402219137,34.13176144244105,9.23628265651192,3.0985295423023578,434,20,79,8,7,140,71,103,0.032,0.968,0.0,-0.4726,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,3,7,2,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,1,6,11,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,2,9,1,15,4,0,17,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,8,49,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777191418806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419939491224714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798618450898056,0.20220030190378732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029791228466034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185414760342323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648540018740301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856883312729447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785908915166012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31566500927104524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059738809494911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055014289669973,0.0,0.16086015011548818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220239300610042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337241139778187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852907484382149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837669941091214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507176529015813,0.0,0.18705723586396067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366739887965702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708184206094514
anxiety,TheVilleGirl,2020/01/21,"Anxiety attacks are what wake me up every morning. Or after a nap even
I wake in what feels like terror. My heart is pounding,  im shaking, sick to my stomach and just.....I only did this occasionally.  But now its every day. Im on anxiety meds (diazepam)  nothing really as changed much in my life except for the addition of Metformin for A1c issues and Celexa for anxiety about a month ago.  I dont remember having nightmares or anything, any ideas?",3.332029411764708,5.6948367176470605,5.07375,77.610625,75.94117647058823,7.544117647058822,30.625,8.472884824447931,2.7807941176470585,351,17,60,7,8,119,67,85,0.187,0.785,0.027999999999999997,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,3,0,5,6,4,0,0,10,6,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,13,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612675136900278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237167558373397,0.0,0.4175215019726044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497106101585205,0.0,0.0,0.20696848947621302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924548880296719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173280137267799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321736016502785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016122047974225,0.0,0.3065630776616163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198787444900404,0.12996885039439254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558464504076527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537369988356907,0.3930252573560109,0.18988476330284795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850058369746978,0.08888045571575166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020801414203016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521258033986284,0.0,0.13373744782399882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456408504079696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836385736174453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654724288637155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060880884732599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Peabutbudder,2020/01/21,"Does anyone else make random noises/blurt out random nonsense to distract themselves from anxious thoughts? Whenever I think about something that triggers a spike of anxiety, I always blurt out weird noises to distract myself from the anxious thought pattern. Does anyone else do this too?",10.354184397163117,12.210314063829793,7.592340425531916,68.53333333333335,57.29787234042553,7.9687943262411345,43.326241134751776,7.793537801064563,4.207232624113476,239,13,28,2,3,68,35,47,0.292,0.708,0.0,-0.897,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,8,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595793341022026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177208912128976,0.4777962562236078,0.0,0.2957260413618661,0.4333469691691457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701133382360501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533079891320257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411562248769904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279804349359692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549986080743406,0.0,0.3357632108673444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HenryJamesonSmith,2020/01/21,"Existential Crisis Hey guy, I've been scared about the thought of what happens to me after I die and whether or not I'll even exist after the end. I've been dealing with this for 11 years now and I'm finally deciding to get hekp, does anyone know if I need just a general psychiatrist or one specialized in something else?",5.630781250000003,6.1450130156250005,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,67.28125,10.15,33.1875,10.125756701596842,3.28879375,259,11,50,6,4,86,52,64,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.8979,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,8,6,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,3,1,9,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777316478279336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916027868964977,0.0,0.0,0.2935504795481588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24752127304777505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628233358110964,0.0,0.2505184453207149,0.0,0.0,0.18681774365989415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098450095656737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777585791307374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800629508004678,0.25012062481024266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544528728057708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097274303577305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916644142547976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28317914117869164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177494016685358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245488849242413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821441630570231
anxiety,Chanchan012,2020/01/21,"Sertraline hydrochloride side effects Hi everyone. After months of being unmedicated because I didn't have access to a psychiatrist, I finally saw one today and got new meds. I'm on a very very small dose of sertraline. I have never taken it before and would like to know your experiences and side effects. I've read about potentials and it sounds horrific. However, I would like to know real life experiences. Thanks in advance.",4.886842105263156,8.00827373684211,6.280789473684213,66.95302631578949,74.78947368421052,10.115789473684213,30.552631578947373,10.125756701596842,4.2618210526315785,348,16,52,12,8,117,54,76,0.057999999999999996,0.8370000000000001,0.105,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,1,12,13,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,5,3,9,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,8,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271658875833738,0.0,0.1775105835251536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933449034801928,0.0,0.4081185475293412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285205627941051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684338206958652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292917002784233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473464481012275,0.20383128353980107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171716589378785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650942211334274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089183952864214,0.2014755194832461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135860982400394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086650873324684,0.23744229672804715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205880353726526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977365938923802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442479420680629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963791778796181,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunnyc1414,2020/01/21,"Anxiety with exhaustion! Anyone? I can’t get out of bed and don’t have the energy or mental ability to get anything done. I hate the anxious, weak, sick feeling. If I stay in bed and distract myself I kind of cope. If I get up, anxiety and weakness flood my body.
Obviously, I’m not living or accomplishing a thing.
Argh!!!!
Has anxiety made anyone else feel completely wiped out??",1.9333333333333336,4.6735067777777815,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,85.3888888888889,8.200000000000001,26.055555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.8160722222222234,296,13,53,9,9,102,53,72,0.319,0.609,0.07200000000000001,-0.9602,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,3,0,5,5,1,1,1,15,13,7,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,7,1,8,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673865475036742,0.2300721793435172,0.0,0.2848006192535499,0.20866861200769515,0.16759071060069772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262147917442735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352839042053648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084097701818804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170127618164172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205948171999738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31920399229028484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010671474331268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120753408595088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983109412736134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270328302316267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523633754431506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170691304196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352993311784855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KalElSupes,2020/01/21,"For anyone that needs help!! Dare Response!! I started suffering anxiety and panic attacks about 3 months ago, they came literally out of no where. I didn't know what they were of what was happening.

Fast forward a bit to 2 weeks ago and I seem to have got myself stuck in a anxiety/panic loop with horrible derealisation.. I haven't been able to sleep or eat properly. It has been exhausting and I couldn't find a way out. Until this morning!!! I downloaded an audible book called Dare response. I urge any of you suffering to download this and get cracking with it. 

I now fully understand what is happening and what is going on in my mind. I'm not saying it has cured me because I'm sure I will have many more on the way. However I feel better equipped to deal with it. There is also a great app on android and iOS.

Dare Response!!",2.261909058101768,4.7049554723926414,3.931006856730424,83.95692890653196,80.16564417177915,7.516275712739084,26.152652472031754,8.4952907291091,2.1094412847347517,654,27,127,15,17,218,105,163,0.154,0.774,0.073,-0.9094,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,1,5,8,1,1,6,0,15,3,1,0,1,23,30,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,11,12,1,0,5,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,8,3,16,3,21,20,2,21,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,2,9,83,27,1,0.17012467425324074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016105179800573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604864053596472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569061231586307,0.0,0.13014491015201873,0.0,0.0,0.1189551278335664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354137695846024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370642238463802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046144934198072,0.18573208238021316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737163134914326,0.1945773056153592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753910690057127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408001343255305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602014697695498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549087019912278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888312066033142,0.0,0.09668577290277336,0.0,0.13606424318507498,0.18756305395705786,0.0,0.0,0.300881375193552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140309830777224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349607182498428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247971756930808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177742390266454,0.0,0.13579189190486973,0.0,0.0,0.1261452903168578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960464982740628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528996927061185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487511400423598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024753625839376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041512006333673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034049214085971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710578566650376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700740955408943,0.13646375192378982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princess_mx,2020/01/21,"Need help to calm my nerves! So I had my first driving test today and failed, I would have passed but I made a stupid mistake because I was anxious! I had beta blockers before and a flower oil remedy that is supposed to calm your nerves also, I just get so anxious and would like some tips on how other people have dealt with things like this, I am willing to try anything to calm myself down! I have booked another test for 2 weeks time!",4.497586206896552,5.475344448275868,4.7132758620689685,87.09681034482759,70.0344827586207,6.719540229885059,25.99425287356322,6.42735559955562,0.9291701149425284,345,10,68,2,6,108,62,87,0.193,0.645,0.163,-0.4438,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,5,8,1,0,2,0,11,0,0,2,0,14,14,8,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,1,12,5,8,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,48,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983541158663256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489171827364492,0.0,0.5363513254482323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534630397290606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470671151146555,0.0,0.20199578116863415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191819065794386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402302387724255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911308279824604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194706776113536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246179037435441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760167761520966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457175358867335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157706976603829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842016396390364,0.0,0.2250116976448137,0.0,0.0,0.16116773986737026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041463708165865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372606994412124,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Esnemon,2020/01/21,Anyone else feels kinda comfortable during anxiety? I dont really know how to explain it properly. But lately I have times when i dont feel much of anything. So I end up almost forcing myself to stress over certain situations and cause myself anxiety because it keeps my mind busy and I almost feel more comfortable doing that. I almost like that anxiety. But not any kind of anxiety: its mostly stressing and overthinking about my insecurities and hypothetical and fictional scenarios.,7.886428571428571,9.945112880952383,8.693809523809524,57.667857142857144,63.04761904761904,12.266666666666667,36.61904761904762,11.855464076750405,5.561276190476191,398,19,53,14,6,134,59,84,0.155,0.7290000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.1341,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,23,10,10,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,10,5,7,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,5,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514415021746038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219337243257076,0.0,0.4598453411952446,0.0,0.0,0.10507702775632097,0.15397633329080096,0.1236649962043337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160733817768574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437566203123496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35224656432282353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255369774321911,0.0,0.13310063405895067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279533855189498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357291839611407,0.0,0.1564901546656175,0.08258819534040014,0.0,0.1695187680701151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341765027268059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173672180474376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047073390469933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627116163582357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891741165265742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442831172369839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762760647661688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SenileTomato,2020/01/21,"Transcranial magnetic stimulation (TMS) - Experiences? I have recently stumbled upon TMS, or Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation for the treatment of depression, OCD, and anxiety. I understand from the various articles I have read that it is mainly meant to treat depression, which it also has the best success rates with. Personally, the vast majority of the time I suffer much more from OCD and anxiety. It gets to the point where it is difficult or I am unable to function in a normal life scenario, such as going to the supermarket, falling asleep, or having a discussion with another person.

So my question is - has anyone tried it? I'd love to hear some personal success stories due to the use of TMS. I'd also like to hear anything else you have to share - side effects, opinions, costs, etc.

Let me be clear in that I am not asking for medical advice, but simply personal experiences with this type of therapy.",8.84109040717737,9.168921832298137,9.416480331262944,59.413181504485856,60.49068322981367,13.615182884748108,41.491373360938574,12.838901577100673,6.088258247066943,729,38,109,26,9,246,103,161,0.077,0.8190000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,4,5,11,0,0,10,0,13,4,1,4,1,21,22,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,9,5,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,4,0,0,1,2,9,7,23,19,8,12,0,3,0,1,12,7,0,6,4,83,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835809667152538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645564955057976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484673007784924,0.21662877370969572,0.0,0.0,0.09900158000403317,0.0,0.11651481086631058,0.0,0.1323656112973143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485878081571941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438989711735297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182785560278654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790798061622385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770003485934855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397385502686081,0.0,0.08046768941880529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191597982344088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447832619248725,0.10000774955006816,0.06917271579126559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778864416392827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263495413576344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040834275036148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872611961565773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945165129871714,0.0,0.0,0.13384636893498575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586108971588154,0.0,0.14162625609714136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980100983837807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191814934692664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825610666612604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612891744807163,0.0,0.0,0.14739803931253398,0.0,0.1222865204347287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ifeeluberish,2020/01/21,"Internal monologue has disappeared I feel like all my thoughts are foreign. It’s not ‘me’ speaking it’s my imagination. Most things I say I don’t sound genuine like saying “I love you” to my gf or “thank you for-this”. I feel like no one is home. It also makes me paranoid that I sound strange talking to people. My thoughts also feel fragmented sometimes

Anyone can relate? Any advice? 

TLDR; I have no monologue and it makes me feel like nobodies home.",2.8449870801033614,5.442701069767447,3.641317829457368,85.97564599483206,79.0,6.14780361757106,28.16020671834625,7.3871296695380915,1.7892005167958658,356,16,65,5,9,113,56,86,0.111,0.7020000000000001,0.187,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,14,16,4,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,6,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,9,16,6,2,14,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,4,40,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714304419288728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805863409057392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929999983451245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266636373323965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35481542761990714,0.3759866735657579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519458605662793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428294988957438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833452663433625,0.0,0.23420488428050446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188774866373722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162268822751712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790216593811236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735070595865222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100586112690408,0.0,0.161514518850439,0.0,0.0,0.11654944441274973,0.0,0.0,0.2785473471515868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,keblash,2020/01/21,Am I having heart palpitations? My heart has been beating hard but not fast for the last like 8 hours. I can feel it strong in my chest and neck. I keep getting a really strong extra beat that kinda jolts my body for a second every like hour or two. Sometimes it feels like my breath catches for a second with a strong beat and makes me think im suffocation and causing a surge of panic. Its really scaring me and I cant sleep and have been freaking out for hours now. What can I do?,2.8362878787878785,4.377429737373742,3.8968560606060616,89.16528409090913,74.85858585858584,6.566161616161617,21.465909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.4795545454545453,380,9,81,4,8,123,67,99,0.13699999999999998,0.657,0.20600000000000002,0.8696,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,6,1,9,0,2,6,0,10,7,7,2,0,17,16,7,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,2,3,11,6,8,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,9,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474458047236207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801052482723085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771737966907875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772973820406868,0.1252509478003977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159914946962976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570551736487867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155177342975583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179741847811623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937916987015013,0.0,0.0,0.1558353390272193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291182940020225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696221715159845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702961486938936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570403040015767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246330961725734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552913477089374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754498424978081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339915367615708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234004408214214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126531649780655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmashleyNom,2020/01/21,"Been sick for days and it's wearing on me Today is day 4 of being sick with mystery illness. Third day I've had to call off work. I've been puking and shitting and having migraines and congestion and dizziness. I assume it's some sort of flu.

My fiance and I probably aren't going to make rent this month because of me being sick. It's not my fault I'm sick, but I feel like a giant piece of garbage. He says I'm fine, it's not my fault, I need to rest or I won't get better, but I can't stop my mind from telling me I'm exaggerating, I'm not REALLY sick, I'm just lazy, I could work, I'm a piece of shit, we're gonna be broker than broke and it's my fault.",0.04451581975072117,1.5843096979865798,2.5781639501438143,95.53451342281879,82.89261744966444,5.330968360498561,18.69654841802493,6.1826913282559595,-0.31866864813039264,511,12,127,4,14,177,86,149,0.245,0.657,0.099,-0.966,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,1,9,2,0,2,0,12,12,3,1,0,24,24,10,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,9,1,1,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,2,1,6,6,0,1,3,2,15,3,14,15,4,10,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,4,7,68,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076640896376146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972116639950948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190438930526892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712728456284484,0.0,0.0,0.4150334636497936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846527592082476,0.1532496245138841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207528173265717,0.0,0.12191387022771565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480123832540658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431904895787259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165990914379921,0.0,0.1712238997594176,0.0,0.0,0.15906022253131086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312835509420434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374238608425476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059101108241645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403933183366447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934422217647986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874956454540297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333522452772068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123390835279301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,No4m123,2020/01/21,I’m so worried about school Idk what to do my grades are Cs and Bs and I usually don’t get grades like this and my parents are putting pressure on me and I don’t know what to do. I just have such bad study skills and bah it’s that I keep messing up everything.,0.0507471264367787,1.920674879310344,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,84.6896551724138,5.2459770114942526,21.73563218390805,6.42735559955562,0.04212873563218356,205,7,52,2,6,66,41,58,0.168,0.7879999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.7264,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,11,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,5,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,32,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843761469339468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306097880121459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779427931207176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027296176217372,0.0,0.0,0.18717785832398215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639373804669091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781818613042025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423842805849057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34469250374916705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751087638225801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34588290861896304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vparks,2020/01/21,"Made it through a plane ride despite heart palpitations. I have health anxiety, focused mainly on my heart and its functioning. I'm also prone to getting infrequent (benign) PVCs, which are skipped heartbeats that feel like weird heart hiccups. When I'm nervous, they can happen pretty frequently.

Well, planes make me nervous. But I made it through a 3 hour flight even though I was having a heart hiccup every 20 minutes. So I'm pretty proud today.",5.5381607142857145,8.143136637500003,4.944642857142857,79.96750000000002,70.125,7.071428571428572,31.42857142857143,7.957251820313856,2.509357142857143,361,16,57,5,7,109,63,80,0.09,0.71,0.201,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,2,3,0,5,7,4,3,0,6,14,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,1,6,4,4,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670170711105333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120358000722815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464589271240624,0.0,0.13348968496858338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011031514161115,0.11318715239430592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827765942875753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401049790896907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841071735054775,0.0,0.7509926262502122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602815525881303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740412918515882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998331197973107,0.10575767357847048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32237400138334993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566317391079348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501793894683535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245354810954078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psychedeliccolon,2020/01/21,"I don’t know what’s worse - getting a job offer or not getting one I’m probably gonna jinx it but I’m so close to getting a job offer. They’re finalizing everything but I can feel myself dreading actually going to work so much that I feel like I’d be relieved if I didn’t get it. I quit my first job in August (after more than two years) and have been telling potential employers that I have been freelancing since then. TBH, I don’t love my field but I’m looking for a job to pay the bills. I don’t know what else I’d rather be doing as a career so don’t ask me. 

How do I deal with this feeling of dread? I am so anxious I can’t sleep or do anything without giving up and going to bed.",1.6429911699779254,2.7972918807947025,3.9307450331125833,89.29338024282562,77.21192052980132,6.887637969094922,24.50386313465784,7.492282038375204,0.9867479028697572,538,18,124,7,12,187,94,151,0.12300000000000001,0.767,0.11,-0.1916,7,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,2,5,0,17,2,1,1,0,19,36,15,0,2,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,2,2,8,2,0,3,3,4,15,3,13,30,2,11,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,3,7,78,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.14389009635108216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665767225104974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133892665652328,0.0,0.13784600499827648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201465114968488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317569696243966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251870549842684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236657095827471,0.10533843118359842,0.0,0.16152445434725846,0.0,0.12542103960288026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308146512975197,0.14144763923654194,0.167598659638411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852861686826387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206951497488095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720367052533729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382100684741852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307953560972408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839284106560193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999160514919677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897622256555333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683140620261646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197230464888875,0.0,0.14755665713269644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288779480441358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440373911165255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213670247767365,0.0,0.10734548016192456,0.0,0.150264320640817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495307538296112
anxiety,sadhuman69,2020/01/21,Fuck it any progress is a progress I doesn't matter how small or big but a progress is a progress it doesn't matter if i got that job or not but i atleast tried despite struggling through anxiety.,3.841166666666666,5.205561450000005,3.180000000000004,96.01166666666668,72.0,6.333333333333334,35.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.8950833333333341,158,9,35,1,3,46,26,40,0.10099999999999999,0.53,0.368,0.9114,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,6,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016985245654641,0.0,0.3393925106504525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101490585955913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548289752583922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402560820012569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638013223873166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30121053708712275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zfugg,2020/01/21,"Something worth looking into I've had anxiety and panic attacks for close to a decade now. I even had to repeat school years due to me getting panic attacks frequently. I've experienced something quite peculiar recently but I'll have to go back to when it first started to really explain what happened. When I first started getting panic attacks it was accompanied by a feeling that there was something stock in my throat and I couldn't ever get it out. I stayed home from school that year because I didn't know what was happening and no one told me what panic attacks were, hell I didn't learn about them until highschool. Anyway, first year of middle school was great and I didn't have any anxiety at all. Sadly, in the year after that I started getting panic attacks again and I also felt my memory becoming weaker but I chalked it up to my imagination. In high school I've tried hard to cope with it for years but failed in my senior year because I've suffered from something called brainfog. My memory was weakening ever so slowly since I was in middle school until my senior year where I could barely read or remember anything. I went from being one of the bright kids to someone who couldn't even read properly, you should be able to imagine how frightening that would be to someone with anxiety. I stopped going to school and couldn't do anything. I've tried to go to school again the year after that but couldn't. A few months ago I started going on a diet because I stopped taking care of myself completely and just let myself go. After a few months of that one day I felt zero anxiety and was able to read and memorize properly again. It felt like I lived in a different world. That's when I discovered what brainfog was. It's basically a symptoms of many diseases that are known for causing anxiety and depression. It is classified as a mild cognitive ailment. I discovered there that it is mostly caused by digestive issues like GERD. One of the symptoms of GERD was post nasal dripping which was what I experienced when I first got panic attacks. Brainfog can also be caused by anxiety but after I felt awake for the first time in years I knew that wasn't the cause of mine. I used to always wake up unable to breathe during those years but my parents used to tell me that it is something that happens to everybody and I believed them. I took anti-depressants for close to 2 years for no reason at all. They did not help and they made me waste my time. I haven't been able to feel as awake again yet, but I feel myself becoming better slowly. So, anxiety might not just be because of mental issues but something that ails your physical body.

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 **TL;DR** Anxiety might be because of digestive or some other bodily issues and a lot of the times it is an issue that is not serious but hard to detect I just wanted you to keep that in mind.",5.295130076735916,6.685901423357668,5.781240875912406,78.64083192962757,68.52554744525548,8.686206251169756,30.47463971551563,9.057496981413335,2.670815964813776,2292,90,405,42,39,738,228,548,0.191,0.757,0.051,-0.9976,2,0,6,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,4,8,28,25,7,6,17,0,46,10,5,9,4,82,84,37,0,8,17,1,9,2,0,4,4,0,1,1,35,19,3,3,17,3,1,7,14,19,0,10,29,14,53,6,72,39,7,85,1,4,2,0,15,22,1,7,56,296,88,17,0.13748487009413313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062401399202333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329773396157521,0.03813280853387678,0.04965493310214041,0.05568638854443505,0.03116480874036445,0.0,0.28046813149166416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542555574489726,0.0,0.0,0.3128177753847093,0.0,0.03523912622260745,0.0,0.1396825012015921,0.10122749158754107,0.0,0.05163278937874685,0.0,0.04053139833626683,0.0,0.05090489897641436,0.0,0.0,0.046795808032034786,0.0,0.046724995982411546,0.18831311138283585,0.0,0.0,0.04805009017819425,0.0,0.0,0.036590160508155764,0.0,0.0,0.029555455790397943,0.0,0.07894367810234883,0.0,0.0,0.0478808090284724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053830669765574,0.0829086241050013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951648127772746,0.0,0.17600938106281608,0.0,0.0,0.19490760044648534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577356019391207,0.0,0.13022636669095086,0.0,0.036653070032060565,0.050525851547670204,0.0,0.0,0.12157741657348575,0.0,0.08210629254917133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030717736789138562,0.04842010456587128,0.045969511511843385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133131291684152,0.0,0.04073428986262182,0.0,0.0,0.025186029687920358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046862531518729315,0.0,0.04477877526597444,0.0,0.04046721971090172,0.0,0.038484221476575854,0.0,0.0,0.038961573349517116,0.0,0.043363836109385635,0.0,0.046462693057269966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046184137422777986,0.09723314707734164,0.04627350875473765,0.0,0.07315940775131055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421774148291892,0.0,0.0,0.3226177445707365,0.05088689266736975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389083374062749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874402756409306,0.13752207545253015,0.0,0.02935877609453385,0.047119114843182715,0.045249907639881,0.0,0.051914518914324616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32466473317172617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790963509043764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766032285032813,0.21168513980298306,0.0,0.0,0.12974999824449376,0.048846859525434085,0.0,0.07662900504244041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526628136290903,0.03445717070253065,0.0,0.0400559454510732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016853337592675,0.0,0.0,0.043790895053205034,0.050916916466334006,0.062228801366681914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916185672293842,0.0,0.0,0.0270307128305585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248328399307785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032555102360414236,0.0,0.05568638854443505,0.3246310786476753
anxiety,ameliare,2020/01/21,"The breaking news stories about the coronavirus is making me really nervous and I’m not sure what to do? I’ve been seeing a lot of news stories today about an incurable, lethal disease originating in China spreading to other countries. I know the media often over exaggerates things like this, but WHO is debating whether or not to declare this an international emergency. Nothing triggers my anxiety worse than things like this, if anyone has any advice on how to cope/can inform me on it I would really appreciate it!",7.692258064516128,8.970953440860214,8.218440860215054,63.7476612903226,62.97849462365592,10.931182795698923,37.005376344086024,10.864195022040775,4.614556989247311,422,20,62,11,6,140,71,93,0.122,0.772,0.107,-0.1414,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,4,1,19,10,6,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,12,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,4,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688677793741381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710752695923646,0.0,0.2104846002404408,0.0,0.0,0.19238725893584532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121208566010216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26884316762798544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391780442493398,0.0,0.0,0.18366092523171226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26400833118214845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525289075484275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192543463844548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25932020200561723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655872312287121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080457982111344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28039549976956385,0.19545458286969994,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,68degreesCelcius,2020/01/21,"I Suck at Reading Social Cue's I am socially awkward AF and I have pretty bad anxiety but I manage to hide it and I do a pretty good job I feel. I've been voted for a couple of leadership positions and have networked around to get myself jobs in the past. I also manage to make friends pretty easily. 

The problem though is that I always feel as if people are hinting at me to back off or to stop talking to them which leads me to stop building good/deep relationships with them.  I tend to be wrong about this because I will get reached out by those same people to hangout or something which leads me to believe that they weren't trying to get rid of me at all. 

I always feel as if  no one really wants to talk to me but I usually get proven wrong. I used to think my one friend didn't like me but he introduced me to his parents as his ""Best-friend"". I didn't think he even considered me a friend at all, but turned out I was wrong, and now that I know how he feels, I was able to build our relationship and now we are super close. I have maybe 2-3 other really good friends who I genuinely like being around because I know that they consider me friends, but I always feel as if I'm just a pest for everyone else  and I avoid reaching out because I don't think they consider me a friend and I don't want to be annoying. 

I talked about this with my sister and she says it might stem from my childhood. My father treated me like I was a burden because I wasn't the son he imagined he would have.  I think my sister might have point.  I just don't understand why this is effecting me now because I never used to be like this in high school. I only started to feel this way when I started University. 

I help out with my universities student-body government and we are hosting an event and we have a rapper hired who I'm kind of a fan of. Theres going to be an after party with just the organizers and the rapper. A lot of my ""friends"" from the student-body government are pushing me to go with them but I  feel as if they are just inviting me so they can be nice, and they really just want me to decline the offer so thats exactly what I did even though I think it would have been an amazing experience.  

I just wish I could pick up social cues better. I don't care if people don't want to talk to me, I don't get offended. I'm just annoyed because I'm unable to form deep connections with people because I feel like pretty much everyone hates me. 

Has anyone else dealt with this and is there anything that helped you overcome it?  Thank you for reading !",4.057714285714283,4.682141628571428,5.1841904761904765,84.61114285714288,70.80952380952381,8.285714285714286,27.57142857142857,8.418075326091056,1.7407714285714289,2005,66,422,30,35,664,219,525,0.126,0.706,0.16699999999999998,0.9865,3,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,4,2,9,5,27,35,5,2,19,0,47,0,0,8,4,95,90,38,0,14,20,5,8,5,7,5,0,1,0,0,23,30,0,3,18,3,0,5,12,13,0,2,10,9,84,22,65,68,6,39,0,0,0,0,50,18,1,10,20,296,107,12,0.06206894020404696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049636509056285916,0.1549389914666918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047482569365935666,0.0,0.0,0.0434000461654124,0.06359696420704758,0.051077449171479584,0.1105090323222014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772718372988203,0.051824972449014864,0.2648565489171881,0.0,0.0,0.06993044065845205,0.06513752339484838,0.05489493363155546,0.0,0.1378892002514949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328342121604248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049556998157300115,0.06867810176566731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370127005606483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819918992373124,0.0,0.0,0.11861906454192732,0.0,0.06071533361539708,0.0,0.0,0.2510713690411897,0.04434206328373182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836344738638671,0.0,0.16214229727790674,0.0,0.0705504181944964,0.15618144660669808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061280228279115424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320700452333142,0.06557924314686495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318769151585506,0.0,0.0,0.06463524979665948,0.06822293258624926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161874480213228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052768793355174363,0.0,0.0,0.04143149955942088,0.0,0.0623565930675578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169067376641524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562781279376765,0.0,0.047871393114149695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411904047812098,0.04720622595874269,0.0,0.0,0.06892021273275023,0.0,0.059251826671739616,0.17212315171629966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867521094728542,0.0,0.0,0.2525857054972516,0.0,0.059391593181798076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417147388152898,0.0,0.11928885738228208,0.0,0.0,0.1332776262534477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935971251509977,0.0,0.0628170811890626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981440403621694,0.0,0.04778370258313012,0.0,0.0,0.08786543068701286,0.0,0.0,0.10378482654749537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955465202538109,0.0,0.05714474091477411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988563532439693,0.1219648372185074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214073608630756,0.06751318339714386,0.0,0.06461595573115743,0.0,0.10721527135342007,0.06836016860093629,0.0,0.1464394763325419,0.04926743566261526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056007564328084215,0.0,0.07137621803904882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818398855212244,0.20358792710296306,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Egidew,2020/01/21,"[STORY TIME] A year of Anxiety and what it taught me...  Before you start reading (I'm French got a poor english hopefully it's not too bad) , this is based on my experience, and my experience only and with all the books  I read about the subject and how I lived with it and how I manage it. This is not an HOW TO STOP being anxious, everyone is different and you should just try everything until something really works. And be mindful about things that used to work and does not work anymore.. This is how it is you will have to face some lows and ups in anxiety.  And remember to spread some love     

Let me introduce myself, I’m 21 years old and I’ve been subject to anxiety disorders for about a year and a half but not on a regular basis.. Sometimes it’s unbearable, sometimes it’s almost nothing, by times of changes it can become worse or better. It’s a true struggle and I know how it makes you feel and I know how desperate it is. Everyday I’m waking up and asking myself if  my lump in the throat feeling is going to come up again.

 I think the main reason is the fear to be alone , and I’m always become anxious what’s going to happen when I don’t get my parents emotional support if they are gone , what happens if I’m all alone and if I’ll struggle my whole life with anxiety. I thought it was a fight but there’s no fight to be win or a war to lead, if you think this way you are just making yourself feel even worse because you will then fight your ownself. I used to think that I was broken and for many days I was asking where did I do wrong  and what could have been done to avoid being like this. But the worst about trying to explain everything's and trying to do all over again is that it’s never gonna happen and life is what it is right now, I used to worked with someone who had his two legs blew off by a bazooka in his early 20s, someone who did have a hand anymore and by then I realize that getting angry about a condition that I’m experiencing is denying my own self, my own experience and even if anxiety is a bitch sometimes it can be a lovely source of inspiration, and it can help you discover your own self.. 

By the time you read this, you might think that I totally approve what is going on with my brain right now and that I’m totally okay with it. It is not true, I’m just working on it and I try to see everythings that anxiety gave me these past month… I was in fact a lonely boy who was scared of speaking to people, always trying to not disturb anyone and never want to make friends or seeing them because I found that staying alone was way better than being left alone if it should ever happen. In the same time, I was told that I was a great person but I didn’t feel like it and I still struggle about it at the moment. So when the first panic attack happened I was smoking a joint playing videos games with my best friend , I used to do this all the time, weed always get me a little bit paranoid, but never that much. And that day I experienced it for the first time, the worst of my life, having my whole body so warm and my hand literally shaking. Couldn’t catch my breath for a whole hour and then my heart… Anxiety is always symptom based, you are not anxious until you feel the sensation that your brain identify as being anxious. And that day my heart was beating the shit out of my chest like even when I used to do basket-ball my heart was not racing that much… Imagine the fear of my best friend too , that couldn’t understand what was happening (me neither) and I was just so so afraid to meet death and it felt like it was the end. Thankfully it was not and after three hours of my heart racing I could finally fall asleep.  This was for about a year ago, and at this time i was really worried about it because I didn’t know what was anxiety and I didn’t know what was happening to my body so a big insecurity grew, I was always checking my pulse and if I didnt felt it for a couple of seconds I was thinking “Omg I’m dying” and my whole body would shiver and my heart was starting to race again. This was the first stage of anxiety in my part : Health anxiety and the fear of the panic attack. For 2 months I didn’t talk about it I was always leaving class , skipping class, skipping friends meet ect.. I felt lonely but at the same time I was so scared about this big monster that is a panic attack …  At that time I started seeing a psychologist because I felt strong enough to speak about it and I was really wanting to stop whatever was happening to me. I thought that something was wrong, and I searched a lot on the internet (never auto diagnose yourself especially if you have anxiety you are going to have all the mental disease of the world and beyond), Something tho was always clear to my mind , and I always stick with it is that if my brain could fuck me up that much on his own it could fix itself on his own too and I would not take any pills or anything (I can be addicted really quick, and I didn’t want to take any pills or something)... So here’s my first step in meditation , I was doing guided meditation (10 minutes a day) and the panic attack literally where not happening again because I started understanding how it was working and how I could easily diffusing it by just letting it be and watching it. Every time I had one I could feel the heat coming up to my heart and my throat getting tight but when I used to freak out I just let it do whatever it wanted to me and just focus on the flow of air that was running through my body.  I was feeling way better, still had some palpitation.. Palpitation were the worst and still annoying to me when it's happening, it’s something that disturb me because it’s a sensation that I still struggle to manage because I just can't concentrate when it happens. But when I before when a palpitation will rise I would freak out and cause a panic attack I would know just say to myself “Well it’s just your heart beating , telling you that he’s alive”.  I flew to Spain , and I did a shitty job behind a desk for 3 month, with a shitty flat mate that was smoking weed, the smell made me feel ill with all the memories of the first panic attack that always came back. At that time I was really lonely, barely speaking spanish and it just grew my anxiety even worse, I was having panic attack again,  palpitation and just had a mental breakdown over there. Nothing was thrilling I was really not happy there and it was my bad because I didn't prepare well enough for this travel but at the same time this made me understand how having friends , just emotional support is important when facing such thing. Anxiety can be worse depending on your environment.  Then I came back to France , had to do a surgery and face another symptom : Lump in the throat. At that time I still dont have a hold of it but I become more and more okay with it. I thought it was something about untold truth or something like that I just think now that’s something that saying to me “hey do ur daily things otherwise I’ll be there to remind you to do it” and it’s actually how it is. I had the chance to work for Disney for 6 month after Spain.. I thought that flying away would make me feel better, it did, I felt pretty lonely but this time I choose it and it felt like a struggle some days having to deal with this new symptom but it made me realize what was important in my eyes and what really matters when I had no clue a year ago.. 

 So for that being said I just want to say to the people who are experiencing any kind of anxiety that first you’re not the first nor the last to experience it and because of it you’re not alone and you’ll always find ear to tell your stories and your insecurities because people will love you for being that honest with them and if they walk away they just didn’t care about you enough. 

Then some quick advice from my little experience with it: 

 \-Try any kind of breathing method (meditation , yoga , hypnosis) this is such a life savior and it’s such a good way to feel great and just reset your mental when you had a rough day. Do not thing meditation should heal you or anything, this is not what meditation exist it’s just a wall to lean on to catch your breath and feeling the present.  

\-Going out even if you are lonely in your bed at 3 in the morning and can’t sleep. I used to go for some walk at late night just to see people and it amazed me how the world never sleeps and it just get your mind out of the anxiety loop. Listen to your favorite chill music (don't do the sad ones I know we love them but sometimes we have to stop listening to them) and just sit down or walk and watch , experience life that’s it. Who cares if you look dumb no one give a fuck.  

\-Find a way to express yourself in any art forms it could be painting , singing , learning martial art. Anything where you can put your soul and feeling into it. Something where you have a connexion and that you know it’s a good thing because you can spend 30 minutes doing it and it feels like 5…  -Learn to cope with the bad days. Allow yourself to cry , to get angry, scream in a pillow do anything to relief a pain never burry a feeling it’s being human to experience feelings just don’t get caught it.  

\-Try physical activity , I used to go to the gym everyday for 3 month to get my energy so low that I couldn’t get any sort of anxiety (I hated gym so I stopped…) Find a sport , or anything that you can spend energy in it every two or three days at first. Remember that from actions comes motivation and you will never have any motivation staying in bed eating cookies.  

\-Be kind with others and especially with yourself. Always try to help others because by helping other you’re helping ownself!  -Find the positive in your anxiety , try to find everything that anxiety taught you. If this is happening to you it’s mean that there’s something that can be learn. It’s always in front of your eyes but you never see it until you finally open them. 

 \-Sleep ! Find your sleep schedule and S T I C K  T O  I T 

\- Drink water and have proper meals (be mindful about you eat and drink)

\-And finally trust the process and life in general, trust yourself on the topic of healing and accept where you are right now.",4.735591629481458,5.428763088365244,5.4636680002051605,82.96630981689493,69.3190967108493,8.456640215710843,28.11263637629232,8.557667243152915,1.8884814029997297,8029,263,1621,121,134,2611,570,2037,0.16699999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.124,-0.9982,3,16,13,0,3,0,171.0,2,51,8,29,113,117,18,24,96,2,184,68,36,33,22,358,330,167,3,38,76,1,26,7,6,16,20,11,3,5,163,117,6,6,64,17,5,33,46,62,2,17,90,51,204,55,210,192,44,233,1,8,10,6,119,77,5,36,121,1171,367,25,0.0,0.0,0.02138478419855268,0.023889362060482037,0.0,0.021413988345891068,0.038850661978800986,0.0,0.021943583759411214,0.11348084568640067,0.0,0.0,0.2188092277059888,0.0,0.0,0.10431532137254274,0.02297861220340745,0.3017530258424637,0.09902578019539672,0.04346535786610705,0.015322693296831662,0.0,0.09016627367816224,0.0,0.040973036286365484,0.17451140185155647,0.04117762022572475,0.03370083964552702,0.05489151934952509,0.16030196246787667,0.07260647100385667,0.03729419296146265,0.0,0.045994526793378336,0.07752417851173601,0.02392427956259004,0.09736551506633552,0.0,0.07338940693057744,0.0,0.05012727792011559,0.04468531901426445,0.022511589567279697,0.02318197766532295,0.05663059754966165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224751412492241,0.024247289635432896,0.02407136642044569,0.11306110939875215,0.022592246390068047,0.0,0.022242125287403068,0.02274314601879509,0.0228953387915084,0.025115203170052457,0.0,0.019176982658480238,0.02242550593415061,0.02568290227288348,0.04293451625291578,0.0,0.044846736807636366,0.0,0.04930032733394759,0.019409191874257624,0.06792868299290647,0.0,0.07236955002592252,0.019822357601487525,0.03692677537121617,0.020939649905044763,0.07877912354554073,0.15005184609722222,0.0,0.07397761684564343,0.16620473032323574,0.03131055820796805,0.12624455888539454,0.07201674791940853,0.12017332709786673,0.14911947014457896,0.0,0.024027436568852048,0.08465304044123532,0.04051805492128077,0.10304187299467654,0.021021788970714203,0.08717913468180821,0.03676064300160612,0.01752653042336624,0.048320256586536436,0.0,0.0,0.23254044351598646,0.02332773103838465,0.0,0.02163541807079996,0.0,0.02329342799472729,0.0,0.18177635986495455,0.058753643053733234,0.0,0.0,0.02176542581466354,0.04316151200883737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02174614294012494,0.0,0.0,0.06845979644977435,0.08430306127921032,0.017862735698308325,0.02471980933091116,0.02320363310604607,0.02380949299530436,0.06722527610870319,0.0928705222845709,0.07494209849728675,0.0439269262684066,0.019350356103643745,0.0,0.018402138700490518,0.0,0.0,0.018630395763717087,0.07911252330567094,0.062206324778270275,0.0585107359708533,0.022217233173305057,0.0,0.023870637845736696,0.0,0.0,0.06625210566884733,0.023247161955602055,0.08850708093771316,0.0,0.08745724332144815,0.0,0.04832766619045669,0.0,0.13521067172776444,0.021164560307905183,0.0,0.02056469038686825,0.0,0.04205391468113173,0.0,0.02299492906442313,0.0,0.04454823340823632,0.016666491996573066,0.023317911655580264,0.17997850281361788,0.02433276862497755,0.02373059480991881,0.020919276535047642,0.060769296257909236,0.01913435335681615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022294292509201626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0220295004407958,0.0,0.0,0.06575942580512227,0.0,0.09827014145731636,0.022531116741347158,0.0,0.0,0.04964830473247976,0.056142997241784016,0.02084511658129836,0.05228038697512318,0.04387923036076928,0.0,0.08731261940705218,0.0,0.0457219088105444,0.0,0.022494281261567568,0.0,0.0,0.08771881734357631,0.0,0.037135116101711184,0.1687037420369915,0.08669354427627693,0.0,0.0620430236723609,0.0467145572695313,0.08750225796776669,0.05496295073020573,0.0,0.11454571855778202,0.0,0.0,0.0497352190228637,0.0,0.06833073097973151,0.03295301867444015,0.017613545370936283,0.03830739122102758,0.020175355003696015,0.0,0.0,0.07279303536446037,0.08424917059130885,0.0,0.06958868656662248,0.17889422206408442,0.0,0.0,0.020939649905044763,0.0,0.13390276468899998,0.0,0.042813349961680826,0.06843936073085757,0.0,0.15141243983231387,0.0,0.0,0.0646268662318961,0.08697108331433806,0.0,0.0,0.039406416856192034,0.0,0.0,0.09786425055318916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167495125211632,0.022254607235087816,0.08932845695802691,0.07783495235958621,0.04791877185332763,0.0,0.07055909605825549
anxiety,TrueCrimeAttic,2020/01/21,"I dented a doctor's car  I reversed into another car in the parking lot at the hospital where I work. I dented a doctor's car. It's small, and it shouldn't cost THAT much, but more than I'd like. And I'm just so angry with myself. I've been driving for 8 years and never had anything like this happen. And it's a small hospital where everyone knows everyone else so everyone's going to know about it tomorrow, and I'm new there. All I had to do was just look where I was going and I could have avoided the whole thing. Anyway. Please share similar stories if you have, might make me feel better.",2.6792682926829268,4.213645747967483,4.364723577235772,85.67732926829271,75.26016260162599,7.5216260162601625,23.68211382113821,8.238735603445708,1.3641616260162608,469,14,96,8,10,158,78,123,0.07400000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.14,0.7863,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,10,5,0,1,6,0,11,2,0,1,2,23,21,10,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,1,6,2,1,0,0,5,2,10,4,9,13,5,18,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,3,6,66,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241188539742685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100183217420696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228757876332786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465068761300741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37563250718765534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328762527555576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260157770356021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927812502059994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857036874061394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622651851643368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016895515325248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929406130061287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409068969714715,0.0,0.0,0.15600200494551494,0.0,0.0,0.12248521499563708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946605923117249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489090472841742,0.0,0.14152367015627385,0.1772218842636505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142385073203836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190679797625405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486708243364893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335875025988551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816561056279865
anxiety,britneybxoxo,2020/01/21,Mental Health Days Does anyone know how to call out of work for a mental health day? I have a really great job with a set schedule but like making flexible changes to your schedule to fit doctor appts etc. like if I have a doctor appt I just tell my manager I’ll be late a little or that I need to change my lunch time and she says Ok. Or if I have a last minute thing I can ask for a day off. But as we all know mental health days are not planned sometimes they approach on you as you wake when you realize you really need one. Any help would be appreciated.,2.0523076923076933,3.6821185470085496,3.3952222222222237,91.55950000000004,77.2051282051282,6.731282051282051,20.247008547008548,7.554174236665415,0.4151716239316237,438,10,99,6,10,143,78,117,0.0,0.7879999999999999,0.212,0.9766,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,5,1,2,3,4,0,0,7,1,8,7,1,2,1,21,14,11,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,16,4,13,11,2,17,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,4,12,60,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071294217153704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327264689992924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247059988711768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362108608862484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822277226767712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441140774267347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730701710631385,0.11673456470477993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877030566681762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706808207281408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253768529499389,0.0,0.0,0.08941162784626913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237361556463886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662043163138735,0.1087344507378204,0.15047498520592384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033978437202787,0.13369649198941766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904197046730761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032913234453997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978208982848619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903916729739506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091206817779486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608078661842528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193072828548627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659281125711644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886214838709496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778349818319613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097112900211118,0.0,0.0,0.09475973821664437,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wanderingsuspect,2020/01/21,"when i’m high i feel good about myself when i’m high on weed, i have a lot of self confidence, all of my major insecurities are gone, that major anxious feeling is gone, and i feel a lot better about other people and their intentions, i am also better in every aspect of life when i’m high. when i’m sober, it’s all the exact opposite.  so what does it mean that i’m only insecure and anxious when i’m sober?",2.23843853820598,3.6694443720930248,4.706079734219268,83.20453488372095,76.20930232558139,7.239867109634551,21.588039867109647,7.957251820313856,1.001148172757476,320,8,66,5,7,113,50,86,0.11,0.735,0.155,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,9,5,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,1,3,13,16,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,3,7,14,6,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570321849989898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116624696695792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222776404515529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944219831287212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350919241689834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763734842406631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281855951877038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775047626204256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286914326341164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309795478142366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984664136707481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856935522243893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263127567803608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007165469251155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beautiful_dreamer123,2020/01/21,"Stop feeling guilty for taking a mental health day Hi guys, I know I feel guilty whenever I take a mental health day (today for me) and I am trying to break that guilt by telling others they shouldn’t be ashamed that sometimes you need to take a day for yourself.  Don’t sacrifice your mental or physical health for work or school.  You come first.  We need to learn to be kinder to ourselves.

Thanks for reading, typing out posts like this is very therapeutic for me.",7.0508988764044975,6.9813136404494385,6.068853932584273,83.25564044943822,64.28089887640449,8.917752808988762,30.15955056179775,8.238735603445708,1.9284633707865169,370,11,72,4,5,111,60,89,0.138,0.755,0.107,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,1,2,0,4,0,2,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,14,16,3,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,11,2,13,13,0,10,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,7,41,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113584426603905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945344082651758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394785557636825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948989896825616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073528727327246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854518811909133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366365478384089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437369132643587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46024726140325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257587044177137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579779376707394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522748866254226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154068621676035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056301204196906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727418143588526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433823675512118,0.0,0.13305895505500234,0.14015632853546714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429973792733392,0.0,0.0,0.1033566826463979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560873747395862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108279394340736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a-clockworkdoorhinge,2020/01/21,"Anxiety meds info/advice I just wanna say I love this community. Long time lurker, I think first time posting. My attempts at dealing with flashbacks is not going well. I do not condone the recreational use of rx drugs. I am rx'd prozac 40mg onlanzipine 2.5mg and .5 xan. Nothing crazy but I'm starting to need 2 .5mgs for every panic attack. Is it weird to ask my Dr. For a higher dose? Or I guess to increase whatever medication would help with my flashbacks. To be fair I rarely refill my xanax rx bc I'm afraid they're going topu deny me bc I have bright pink hair and I'm a bartender at a punk venue and I'm too cool to have  issues. 🤘 I have a lovely doctor so I'm pre comfortable being honest with her. 
Any advice would really help friends! ❤[kitty for tax and also I am trying every last thing I have to put me to sleep.[help me sleep](http://imgur.com/gallery/Ph3ABjd)",0.5699978835978818,3.052907925714288,2.378920634920636,89.55115343915347,95.45714285714287,4.64973544973545,19.05291005291005,6.42735559955562,0.3678465608465609,697,22,132,9,27,229,118,175,0.08800000000000001,0.682,0.23,0.983,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,5,12,1,2,5,1,13,12,1,1,0,19,28,8,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,2,9,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,4,1,1,0,5,19,8,17,24,1,13,0,0,2,2,9,2,0,2,6,71,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867469580752737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733225270103208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977490481276516,0.0,0.1122407061588614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716377034077232,0.16691563884750976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512622922876053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017454881746176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014908600915896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723653385327746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480029923395655,0.0,0.0,0.11335581885195647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667691715864504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162906452456455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950307787607523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313798083135616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959671037589177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298429390030093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26484178282362336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629732911948483,0.14780536953589704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879131920902926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407821830663959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721447794082082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051758812663895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749452874639735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399284669626196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667795282510013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29365272401553194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384945590515934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747451582894877,0.09401250947591504,0.0,0.0,0.1711076929366183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961352217335234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671931962000174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191926206879911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084519283426972,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,king_krule556,2020/01/21,"Losing the fight I’m losing my mind and my relationship is suffering from my lack of trust and constant panic attack episodes. Do things get better? Can I still keep him in my life despite these episodes of distrust stemming from my panic. I know it’s not him he’s trying his best with me. I’m fighting for my life with this constant anxiety and life/death fear I’ve developed. My medication isn’t helping as I was hoping it would. I need relief. Someone please tell me things will be okay. My mind is jumping from fighting to flighting. My anxiety causes me to get little to no sleep. I’m losing the love of my life to something that’s winning. I feel tired of fighting. I want to feel happy and worry free. I don’t want to lose my friends/family to this huge monster on my back that nobody can see. I feel so alone, I’m so scared. I’m tired of feeling powerless. I’m praying for some sort of relief. I want to feel like a human being. I want to be free of this monster. I’m losing the fight and I need help. I keep trying to end it with him because I feel like a burden despite him telling me I’m ok. I want to actually be ok! I want to be able to have a good life! Why is this one of the biggest battles? Why is it everyday. I can’t escape my worries.",0.4313408027579442,2.7141889427480907,2.5687244521053927,91.69936099482894,87.05343511450383,4.907362718542231,22.19207091849298,6.3737218528115,0.4752470819995076,981,36,207,10,31,330,122,262,0.247,0.52,0.233,-0.81,1,1,1,0,8,0,29.0,0,0,0,8,4,36,8,4,7,3,19,9,1,1,0,34,49,8,0,11,1,0,6,2,0,2,7,0,0,1,13,8,0,2,7,0,2,1,5,19,0,1,1,7,38,19,32,41,3,12,1,6,1,1,18,5,0,3,8,124,51,0,0.08522117500326447,0.0,0.08316357350089963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826343594174738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038793123376746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695138949449318,0.0,0.06552982318831402,0.0,0.051950037287641394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943436543725088,0.07537120386505895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754562198141128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418762960290486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548066606803225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033893930273188,0.095897514775645,0.25854232014871764,0.12176404890065612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904909312984133,0.0,0.0,0.07147947830147636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071952547228508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424391443883405,0.0,0.0,0.08464385577660663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149699203873335,0.0,0.0,0.046835329055526405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009711809718492,0.08326952283754535,0.08541400575925552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767034804815941,0.0,0.0,0.07691543769726332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585136809345796,0.0,0.0,0.17209818585430808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638084286266618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774807372355641,0.0,0.0,0.19997737387682527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935472587150351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149564881908667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532126313244992,0.0,0.06791024285487901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852827207166559,0.0,0.07220762502710021,0.06560742404742012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805774044228652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489741264563828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323432381974845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958984082499348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571916752474028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015939421286011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537977102692355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309247990018414,0.0,0.0605386776073575,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gothpanda_,2020/01/21,"Working with a person who treated you badly in the past Guys, I just don’t know what to do here. I’m having immense anxiety and on the verge of tears or throwing up at my desk at work. 

To make a long story short - a person who I used to be friends with and work with, who caused me a great deal of hurt, pain, and anxiety, followed me to work at my new job. It almost sounds made up from how ridiculous and cruel it is. 

I have to see this person everywhere, every day now. They make it a point to rub it in my face.

I’m so anxious and upset over this. I left that previous job to get away from them. And I really like my new job. I just don’t know how I’m going to do this on a daily basis.

Thank you for reading.",2.1764222873900287,2.773768354838712,4.065454545454546,91.01272727272728,75.12903225806451,6.926686217008798,22.478005865102638,6.980632752743323,0.4715161290322581,545,13,129,5,11,186,90,155,0.165,0.759,0.076,-0.9079,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,4,7,11,2,1,8,0,8,2,1,7,0,22,22,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,12,9,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,6,0,0,1,3,16,5,27,20,0,24,0,1,1,0,13,15,0,2,7,85,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554270745632901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070988674829768,0.15291739151202732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717444409255835,0.0,0.11301929576316593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905120661004605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729549970017214,0.13954941347795885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404598187613055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457819854420186,0.0,0.07071960634344443,0.0,0.0769277647757862,0.0,0.0,0.14923401925892613,0.0,0.13402691015769966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490484588574748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029694223815276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877977606995146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706818991505724,0.0,0.0,0.06612967823143688,0.0,0.0,0.11978865127650246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808016797071425,0.18070666249651526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614615586686828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403175491648332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292156928729535,0.0,0.3545713527713961,0.0,0.0,0.12795821602300647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539585135111368,0.0,0.08671458318671706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786377429767116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246205848176792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690690694858838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941725006849773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yyrrah,2020/01/21,"I can’t get out of bed Hi guys. I could really use some advice from someone who has dealt with anxiety. 

If a year ago you would’ve asked my friends what traits define me, I’m pretty sure “ambitious” and “hardworking” would’ve come up. Well, not anymore. I moved to a new place for my graduate studies a year ago and I’ve not been feeling like myself. It started with a lot of procrastination, kept getting worse, and now I’m so anxious to the point where I can’t get out of bed in the mornings, let alone go to school. 
My heart is always racing and I feel like crying constantly. I’ve dropped so many courses, I might not finish my degree on time. I cry in the shower all the time. I feel like if I keep going like this, things could go... very wrong.

So I want to take action. If I can’t get out of this rut (or whatever this is) I will consider therapy but right now I want to try getting out of this on my own. 
Is there anyone who can relate to my situation? What are things that helped you get out of a situation like this?",1.8114473684210493,3.596947061320755,3.4559185700099317,90.15879344587887,78.38679245283019,6.727308838133067,22.006951340615693,7.669130373188453,0.7782886792452826,795,23,176,12,19,264,121,212,0.11599999999999999,0.8190000000000001,0.065,-0.7447,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,1,8,9,0,0,9,0,15,1,1,1,2,35,38,12,0,7,8,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,3,1,13,12,0,2,3,0,0,6,6,1,1,0,2,3,23,8,26,31,4,33,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,7,17,110,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075851094903975,0.19518796103042346,0.0,0.0,0.1140268595558189,0.0,0.0,0.09160917908742856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422358683373184,0.12437780427224845,0.10918622933596847,0.07698209270501112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292544583056353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483846009869272,0.0,0.11897529678377165,0.0,0.17580633033370838,0.0,0.24187185965514404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700442552616174,0.235959068805793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506034912747007,0.0,0.3451255322506687,0.0,0.1877112807596855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901292935995092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046498433607526,0.07379542076416261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785890414310826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125812183116712,0.0,0.2689381532842031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936001802052693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162065771752218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679507917610095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701524716824133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633196867686777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150274993577652,0.0,0.10407685999720846,0.0,0.0,0.112007808254628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053069208480975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402188276517247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142362266445016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475063507409337,0.0,0.0,0.093284479920524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792693013428133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376472923155283,0.0,0.08277893087601831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590504094117633,0.0,0.14628655910941596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839640917413295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474835486785501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508810114238596,0.0,0.09084121358004824,0.1298756376864087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899005275472544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219782680373082,0.1564189115362574,0.12037333338408307,0.0,0.14179718326833735
anxiety,EdgyGrandparent,2020/01/21,"Co-worker triggers me to make me look bad (and it's working) About a year ago, I started an apprenticeship and began working in an entirely new field. This workplace is chock full of ""good ol' boys."" This essentially means a culture of hazing and treating others poorly to make them better workers. 

Once I passed my probationary period, I let my shift and supervisors know that I suffered from panic attacks AND my biggest trigger is getting yelled at. We work in a very loud building, so I worked on that, eliminated other triggers, and got better.

However, getting yelled at for periods longer than about 30 seconds and having the yelling consist of ""everything you do is wrong"" and name calling ... That starts the physical symptoms of my anxiety -  and suddenly i'm overwhelmed with too much to fight from the inside and the outside all at once. I reach an anxiety event horizon. This results in taking a ten minute restroom break so I can calm down. But I never leave work.

The problem is this particular man, we'll call him TurdPerson. He is very aware of my anxiety. He is also very aware of me being able to (when given the opportunity) do his job better than he can. He is the only person who keeps pushing my boundaries, despite being aware of them, over and over again, to make me look inept so that I don't move up. Last month I was held back at my evaluation due to getting a 1 out of 5 on my ""attitude."" To clarify, this attitude consists of asking TurdPerson to please stop yelling at me ... My attitude is me standing up for myself and trying to keep these boundaries in place. My attitude = TurdPerson doesn't like competition.

At this point I've already talked to the director about TurdPerson and his strategy, to which he said that change is slow but it's coming. But ...

Should i address TurdPerson directly? (he doesn't think anxiety is even legitimate, so I'm pretty sure that wouldn't do anything) how should I alter my behaviors in the ways I'm physically able to generate the best outcome?",5.6180240293913215,7.200551991957109,6.501263032469468,73.05746698441071,67.9544235924933,9.493754344156487,33.92205342071293,9.816601858774405,3.577625240790389,1595,75,272,37,27,528,205,373,0.063,0.86,0.077,0.8512,3,0,0,0,3,0,56.0,2,1,2,11,15,18,2,2,18,0,27,1,0,8,3,43,53,23,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,6,1,3,19,17,0,4,3,0,1,4,5,8,0,2,6,8,38,10,50,40,4,49,0,2,2,0,26,23,0,0,20,185,57,8,0.19404897620569173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600635458054905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070689352882256,0.07759044808186379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968938713238993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984288668648501,0.0,0.09070479903301784,0.11037936212687162,0.0,0.07460584238685537,0.08101139485030079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018212143287126,0.2574308253467213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814570068220044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026390434247971,0.08357800536530073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408375933218903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719935373172964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207387148700793,0.0,0.0,0.08137953732500827,0.07759934649151316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962818333179614,0.17247964606350435,0.0,0.0,0.05332212125175139,0.07908790748974262,0.0,0.10273492367077318,0.0,0.0992141126953478,0.0,0.047401263990854335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295226752928313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194293797648441,0.0,0.0,0.10568811124734737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774440207360808,0.10312167601068073,0.07132416253627515,0.0,0.07483126659487632,0.09370685520758198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665582658558745,0.0,0.07379149529309433,0.0,0.11383733169489366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471804060243904,0.10136993945785233,0.1065037520299748,0.09171950234322966,0.0,0.0,0.0987087853337036,0.0,0.09283933167108777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229250657001847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373488641229879,0.0,0.0,0.08111681652296711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144443179928058,0.10084559315184274,0.07295034020681111,0.0779846083147789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216937429918235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587325856716543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401660917337592,0.0,0.07701352253785491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42380989736968777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608104658115072,0.0,0.0624805892654355
anxiety,mysaturnreturn,2020/01/21,"Please help I don't know what this feeling is I'm getting freaked out by that feeling when you're trying to fight off sleep. Except I'm not sitting or in bed. I was walking and and then standing at my bus stop and felt that feeling. It felt like I was fighting off consciousness. Because falling asleep is like that.

I'm freaking out. My brain feels weird. I'm at work but I think I should go home. I'm scared.",0.7734117647058838,3.1309480470588262,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,86.1764705882353,3.8705882352941177,23.794117647058826,4.935628992294339,0.026082352941176445,324,13,71,1,10,100,58,85,0.18,0.69,0.13,-0.6384,0,0,0,0,3,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,1,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,20,21,7,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,9,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,4,6,7,2,10,16,0,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362854329520874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630239442726832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765355170971525,0.0,0.4524541512157472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309896388699182,0.0,0.13390527221054496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792757684021652,0.0,0.23634076987601724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294876854418988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230218896664564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586342031692222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358914329159928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357848730110417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969844517697088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509723955910284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996692524864284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153031859163909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heidi751,2020/01/21,Anxiety for first possible job So I will be working at a super market that’s pretty fast lasted I’m really nervous to even start the interview part of the job then when that’s done I’ll be on my own to be a cashier and also a bagger if there’s no one to bag for me. I’m so nervous I’m 19 and never had a job so I feel like a disappointment. Any advice on how to calm down about job anxiety also any advice on being a cashier and bagger.,3.3568384879725097,3.221310061855672,5.9211855670103075,81.4052147766323,72.09278350515464,8.940893470790376,26.47594501718213,8.841846274778883,1.8000254295532645,344,10,76,6,6,125,59,97,0.142,0.7340000000000001,0.124,0.0589,4,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,0,2,8,0,7,0,0,1,1,7,12,12,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,4,3,13,5,2,12,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,8,54,6,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32494278660207704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659227453144521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261306332275445,0.0,0.25438322397039104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014594085651846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981589636978548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406814484271735,0.11877913480927872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142419251474458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6599660157344917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552746504736124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122826045883742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282331545970186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266488418733113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180047861255594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874378361599364,0.0,0.1691504033776091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651306549563312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768261402122215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121042274087952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunkissedmomo,2020/01/21,"Do I have an anxiety? Hi guys. I'm 17 and a male.
I don't know where to start and I don't really think that I have anxiety, or maybe I have one(?) I just don't know.  

So, I usually get these weird feelings at night such as now, yeah RIGHT NOW I am feeling it. I kinda feel left behind or unwanted by people around me, such as my family and friends. My text/chats get *ignored (I think they don't do it on purpose, but I just feel that way, that I am being ignored). I usually text them because I just need someone to talk too. I am surrounded by lots of people, yet I still feel lonely and no one understands me.

I think I might be jealous because usually I starts to feel this thing when my friends wish our friends birthday, with all those fancy wishes, until the point that I forgot my own birthday because I feel no one is going to notice it. Nut yea luckily some friends of mine do wish me a happy birthday, and I woke up crying on my birthday last year because my friends were the one who *reminded me that it was my birthday. 
I know this sounds funny and I don't have to feel that way. I'm just jealous, I guess?

I have always been the top student of my batch, so I kinda always been in the spotlight. So I guess this is where all of these started? Because I'm used to be in the *spotlight and now people are just *ignoring (just my feeling) me. I know this is so stupid and I shouldn't think that way. And I understand that they can't be with me forever. I know. 

But, people expect me to be perfect. My family expect me to be a perfect son and brother, my teachers expect me to be a doctor/engineer (so does my family too), my friends expect me to be successful. I can't bear all of these. My parents will always say I act good only at school and I didn't help them doing the chores (I can help them but they just don't know how to *instruct me, if I fail to do something, they will just say I'm stupid at basic skills, only good at studies). 

When I get that feeling, I noticed that my breathing becomes shorter but deeper/heavier(?). As if the world is against me. I am also a sensitive person, but I am good person. I can do stuffs but please teach me how and I just can do it if people are talking to me in an angry tone/loud voice. I feel that I am such a failure. I am jealous of my friends getting attentions, lazy to do chores at home, can't do stuffs. 

I want to cry, but my eyes are kinda dry. No tears left to cry, huh? So relatable right now. I need support and virtual hugs. I am lonely. Please ask me something about this stuff, and tell me do I have any mental illness? I am gemini so I might be imaginative. And I LOVE TO BE SOMEONE ELSE. I always imagine that I am a way better version of me, rich, loved by others, good at everything, have a family that understands me. Ask me anything (I know this is not the subreddit)... 😊

And I am talkative ahahsha. I just can't stop. 
Sorry for making you reading all of these. And English is not my first language.",1.4390973630831638,3.358145584967321,3.333015551048007,89.96029411764704,80.07843137254902,6.1814739688979055,24.27721433400947,7.237678284180719,1.0158659229208928,2286,84,487,30,58,768,229,612,0.126,0.688,0.185,0.9928,1,4,2,0,0,0,99.0,1,1,7,8,37,33,5,0,18,3,70,6,2,4,6,108,124,45,0,15,24,3,11,0,7,5,1,4,3,4,35,20,0,5,28,1,1,2,17,12,0,5,7,16,105,21,51,102,8,49,0,3,1,3,36,23,0,14,20,360,140,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045813092226294976,0.1906724019736777,0.0,0.0,0.03895771887806603,0.0,0.08765013377698766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714303914732197,0.05099835369037182,0.10711285799207823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746107816457952,0.06326995607214342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066646919844794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878411902755232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058636566644186615,0.05013300468771655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785666779743825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051486647304448574,0.0,0.21602363687359735,0.0,0.3186311750249505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872903645038572,0.0,0.0,0.3098232859876159,0.0,0.11972219900561885,0.0,0.03255801905491608,0.19220140318665171,0.0,0.0,0.12621810404307565,0.05672400215324356,0.0,0.06098400725121216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679770887550727,0.0,0.057464408697650564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038742181531726,0.046697263508382485,0.0,0.0,0.12448688567989175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048704101932501936,0.10340908610006014,0.0,0.038240100814444254,0.0,0.05755336955469869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773270284865267,0.12154676260093825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495646551751089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376078906294475,0.0,0.0,0.13044524874591162,0.0,0.0,0.1552789844685325,0.08714001949858405,0.0,0.0,0.06361140463365242,0.0,0.0,0.19858099345074684,0.1000431239488548,0.0,0.12576976508880813,0.05415555810899402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057303377019914115,0.0,0.03670007909317142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784706294449877,0.0,0.09111523371449914,0.0,0.05797838705050385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707965965035313,0.08820600864063231,0.0,0.0641290848361048,0.12164595645725045,0.0,0.045750170264079265,0.0478952279351352,0.0,0.0,0.19674272954815675,0.0,0.06500960064526214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209164636314432,0.05007212703529042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038059517997695434,0.1468310261806689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891609193415814,0.0,0.04947832964050322,0.18928349927883348,0.0,0.033789872426289634,0.1818897917422024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976346839427648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03689151266855133
anxiety,vardonir,2020/01/21,"I was so scared of talking to my PhD supervisor about how I wanted to do industry work outside of my program. Today we had a talk about it. I feel fantastic. i still need to actually find a job who will call me back, but i've been applying left and right and i do what i can. i knew from the start that the academic life is not for me and now i'm trying to make changes that i was too scared to make before and should have done years ago.

ps: anyone else taking Cymbalta here? been on it for more than a month and the side effects are still annoying af. gonna have a chat with my psychiatrist about it soon.",2.4990551181102347,3.8147595748031513,4.043314960629922,88.69410629921259,75.29921259842521,7.914645669291338,23.723622047244092,8.548686976883017,1.2686762204724409,474,14,108,9,10,158,88,127,0.083,0.898,0.019,-0.8242,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,12,3,1,2,7,0,15,1,0,4,0,19,25,8,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,1,14,0,16,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,10,76,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.1817908340888372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165133633813048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025734414972429,0.1908747198567957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324446044840494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585179065214319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022152338429815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706867352409732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063795036609826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562024946901318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419313057495084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026443635120098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848627241965784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024031456507122,0.0,0.13158117123233762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486982191761617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869381016800234,0.0,0.0,0.13813066147648054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908947536510504,0.0,0.0,0.3730148414123509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185605379589604,0.0,0.29754068711515913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006586867911772,0.2994634946525009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657984264390106,0.0,0.0,0.12647775401426714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987786276224608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562034406238152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996377242705847
anxiety,ricardo-5566,2020/01/21,"AMA with clinical psychologist, Johanne Schwensen, and Jungian psychoanalyst Jakob Lusensky from It's Complicated Hey there,

This Saturday, January 25, between **4:00 pm** and **5:30 pm CET**, therapists and co-founders of the therapist platform It's Complicated, [Johanne Schwensen](https://www.complicated.life/find-a-therapist/berlin/heilpraktiker-for-psychotherapy-johanne-schwensen) and [Jakob Lusensky](https://www.complicated.life/find-a-therapist/berlin/jungian-psychoanalyst-jakob-lusensky), will do an AMA on [r/IAmA](https://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/). For more than 7 years, Johanne and Jakob have worked side by side as private practitioners in Berlin, while being on a shared mission to simplify the search for the right therapist. 

Johanne is a clinical psychologist who works with her clients using present-focused, behavioural methods and Jakob is a Jungian analyst who works a lot with his patients’ past and dreams. Together they represent two very different schools of therapy, but share the mission of making people's search for the right therapist easier.

***Start posting your questions already now and don't forget to join in for a frutiful Q&A on everything you wanted to ask about therapy on the 25th!***",8.500597826086956,12.871922211956527,6.640869565217392,61.69978260869567,71.44565217391305,10.156521739130435,40.60869565217392,9.867487886160001,5.889013043478261,1013,60,122,32,23,298,114,184,0.015,0.909,0.077,0.8405,1,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,0,2,1,3,3,2,0,0,12,0,7,2,0,2,0,18,12,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,25,10,2,18,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,2,6,69,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214532448322685,0.0,0.0,0.1192492747730564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289064829834266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498861030479207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891425957945436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118452937113476,0.0,0.0,0.1206744117393693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554763670898195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935685354039251,0.0,0.0,0.07346548000956409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506411629248033,0.07630130514260905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540644737126853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329167580540155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798019078517703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111385952027529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790058422107844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517249487127353,0.7667244256811198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751200625195158,0.0,0.0,0.0950559532975394,0.0,0.09081050154347628,0.06491586435153016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037358309866275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087462189561768
anxiety,michael_throwaway123,2020/01/21,"Can Metoclopromide (Reglan) cause anxiety/depression for >3 weeks despite discontinuation of drug? Hi reddit,

I (23 year old student) have been struggling with moderate - severe anxiety for the past 3 weeks (since new years day) every since I took 20mg of metoclopromide (Reglan) for nausea due to overeating. 20 minutes after ingesting metoclopromide, I had a panic attack and for the next 3 weeks, I experienced what I would describe as a constant state of tension/anxiety (no reason I could think of). I do have moments that I go back to feeling normal but that is rare for the past 3 weeks and usually short lived. The 3 weeks have been unbearable for me, and I even broke into tears (for no reason) on several occasions.

 This is highly unusual for me because:

* My life is relatively stress free, and I am in my final semester of university, no grade problem and eager to start work (I have secured a full-time placement with my favourite company). 
* I have no prior history of mental issues up to this point in my life.

I have seen a psychiatrist but she has been  only eager to prescribe me Xanax and told me to ""relax"". I have taken Xanax (1mg XR/day for 1 week) but they only seem to work momentarily, I still get anxiety most of the day. I am also aware that Xanax is not a long term solution for me.

Have anybody gotten a similar experience to mine after exposure to Metoclopromide (Reglan)? 

The following medical literature I have researched highlights two cases that are very similar to mine:

* Organic affective syndrome associated with metoclopramide: case report. 

 [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/3957883](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/3957883) 

​

* Akathisia, panic, agoraphobia, and major depression following brief exposure to metoclopramide.

 [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/12397849?dopt=Abstract](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/12397849?dopt=Abstract)",8.825175438596489,11.726811868421054,7.826315789473687,61.512543859649156,61.894736842105246,11.382456140350875,36.35087719298246,11.20814326018867,5.164873245614037,1544,72,205,48,24,476,174,304,0.151,0.797,0.052000000000000005,-0.9802,0,0,1,0,0,0,109.0,0,0,1,2,4,13,1,4,12,0,25,8,0,4,0,27,38,12,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,11,1,1,5,1,1,5,5,8,0,1,9,3,30,6,40,27,3,43,0,2,1,0,4,9,0,2,28,135,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923983107951259,0.0,0.1073607135887928,0.12040153994398625,0.0,0.0,0.2274038312108999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272575717528398,0.0,0.07619177997324891,0.0,0.06040251015552735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178963475089038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707783621031812,0.0,0.0791128997073351,0.0,0.0,0.19170873622397627,0.0,0.17068696068843936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490945177753853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544602318915774,0.0,0.0834850636897623,0.0,0.0,0.09692609071610464,0.0,0.0,0.05010135999181025,0.0,0.0,0.10854495554767353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176886324772017,0.0,0.05631342057095073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469084647728233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342107522518876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997614449834445,0.0,0.0,0.08749562860511825,0.087688869143952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981971917399653,0.09985638164073132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569883357042702,0.10538013927990644,0.0,0.09708421323536666,0.0,0.0,0.10397512905940512,0.0,0.0,0.15072024370732276,0.0,0.23251446942357026,0.0,0.0,0.18917949009255006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366923444888936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481286860710092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037558597785449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020507535958593,0.0,0.22388019217581687,0.0,0.16393156614784302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013428238348084,0.0,0.07913099918419897,0.0,0.1135038136625448,0.10358723731550212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349094301644696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946818663904588,0.11008929312868082,0.0,0.0,0.09679359251902338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913032192418473,0.0817571449857288,0.0,0.0,0.4768896451291954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427301945710042,0.0,0.0,0.07038855561804402,0.0,0.12040153994398625,0.12761754730215988
anxiety,colchis44,2020/01/21,"Anxiety getting intimate with my partner As the title says, i got anxious with my partner when we got intimate. I know this is not /r/relationship advice or /r/advice but since this is GAD & Panic disorder related i felt like posting it here.  


So i \[20M\] know her for 3 months but we're together for 2. We haven't had a lot of sexual experiences together since we don't see each other that often. But yesterday i slept over for the third time now, and i was actually very excited the whole week to go to her place and just hug her, massage, have sex etc. I would fantasize about her and i had no problem getting a boner when i was in my bed. But when we went to bed she started massaging my back. My heart rate started to go up and i felt it beating, (hearing my own heart beat makes me anxious since i try to count it and hope it doesn't go too fast. But eventually i started to actually shake a bit and it got harder to breath while my heart was beating really fast.   


I then started massaging her and i noticed whenever i started breathing out, my breathing was vibrating due to me being so anxious. I then look at my shoulders and chest, and i started getting red hives, this is common when i'm anxious and or stressed and seeing it gave me more anxiety. I then started to give her oral, etc for a while and then when i had to go hard i just couldn't. This happened once before at new years when i had alcohol in my system, so i told her it was the alcohols fault of me not getting hard. The second time was also kinda difficult but i managed to get it up. But now i was maybe hard for 10-12 seconds and then it just wouldn't go up.   


I knew if i tried to focus on getting hard that it would just get more difficult, the whole time i got the type of stress of when you're making a difficult test and don't know the answers. My chest was tight, i had it really warm, my mind was blurry and my chest was bounding while my shoulders were in hives. We eventually stopped and she went to sleep, and i couldn't sleep because my heart was still pounding for the next 3 hours and i also got a panic attack during that time.  


She knows i have GAD and a panic disorder and that it was not her fault, but i sure felt TERRIBLE about it and very emasculated. Have you had similar experience(s) with your SO like this, then i'd really like to know. I don't really know who to share this with, thank you.",4.092442909588698,4.84441209034908,5.3576516707112205,82.93573206396617,70.80698151950719,8.859909153132973,28.92595358098439,9.095868883498916,2.2350950034223134,1876,69,391,36,33,627,195,487,0.179,0.757,0.064,-0.9948,0,0,2,0,0,0,52.0,5,3,0,3,26,24,1,6,16,0,36,20,15,2,1,78,86,55,0,8,18,0,9,3,2,3,2,2,2,2,25,32,2,3,11,0,0,8,12,14,0,3,33,15,71,10,43,47,10,65,0,0,4,3,28,12,0,7,46,272,96,3,0.0,0.0,0.12220284062461888,0.0,0.0,0.12236972702990755,0.0,0.1338288703046863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014345631565758,0.0,0.0678413418152584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579780491131423,0.282940232704467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123151819950797,0.0,0.04814566162885226,0.0,0.038168406309740735,0.0,0.05327919464113474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068357363237827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352023110210124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966046764669052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124769323230739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035538219554856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22898957362554265,0.060064256514835976,0.17792253264880842,0.0,0.2503873530056613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536861804386275,0.0,0.22435640167127036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056959138717098,0.2967876241570707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218900404279761,0.0616613584238379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646335930161164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917688941189006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257929193693647,0.0,0.0,0.05323147671607507,0.0,0.0,0.0835895522289075,0.0,0.06290334345202507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322145108853623,0.0,0.04997723366225399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047218821998021,0.06658981493742562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128550723472822,0.0,0.06668098088638066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038918711329014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541743445731651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996610746065498,0.0,0.0,0.059912346077503766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044639594699628,0.0,0.0,0.06722311055070282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049792504630050416,0.0,0.0,0.09978917734077614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538277981193574,0.0,0.12531677378748815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102254600932143,0.0,0.050002957174816766,0.05234741242480165,0.1434463457370297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059012170232213786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764579312959903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604096809197678,0.0,0.0,0.05982956564636939,0.0,0.08502046263131323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332484264328616,0.0,0.0,0.05022450693227675,0.0,0.0,0.11608606882544985,0.0,0.13981073297443594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895719676111638,0.0,0.0,0.04032082760417914
anxiety,matt_84829,2020/01/21,"Disorders So I’m 100% sure I have some kind of anxiety disorder and it’s been messing up my sleep a lot but I’m also not so sure I want to go in and tell my Doctor because I’m pretty sceptical about anxiety medication. For anyone who maybe is already taking medication, what is it like? What are the effects? This has been a problem for me for awhile but I just have never done anything about it.",1.3285185185185178,3.705216913580248,3.7990123456790137,83.85555555555558,83.56790123456791,7.05679012345679,25.049382716049386,8.167268648758528,1.880664197530864,314,13,62,7,9,109,57,81,0.16,0.698,0.14300000000000002,0.2981,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,3,0,9,4,1,1,3,14,15,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,4,9,12,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386928354074155,0.14773948220809682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28265687274979706,0.0,0.0,0.12917710109336408,0.0,0.15202833633098015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261805398717177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42346460586652657,0.1890930206518672,0.0,0.18905696218070264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049941107038794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923821501331019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025644742545358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570625000682283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559989304677596,0.0,0.0,0.3722197138488547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424857421629871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795077480678016,0.0,0.17677478515346134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848771347874676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482375302327244,0.0,0.1389042821055441,0.0,0.16147414989390071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896662970224924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skfbradshaw,2020/01/21,"Saying the same things over and over/Repeating the conversations in my head I don’t feel comfortable when I’m with other people.

I realized the other day that I tend to repeat the same sentences when I’m talking to my friends. (By repeating the sentences, I don’t mean I repeat them right after but let’s say.. when there’s one topic, I probably make the same comments two or three times before the topic changes.)

Then later on, when I’m alone, I’d think about how I was behaving/what I said. I repeat the conversations I had that day (or it could be a random conversation I had weeks ago) in my head over and over and think “oh they may thought this and that”, “was I being annoying” blah blah blah, which drives me nuts.

I’m aware it’s not healthy but I cant help it. When I’m not doing anything, I always play the chats I had with others on repeat in my head. 
Does anyone else do the same? Am I crazy?",4.978928746928744,4.910518037837839,5.7669287469287465,83.67157248157251,68.62162162162161,8.889434889434893,27.08845208845209,8.575989854853784,1.6459729729729724,707,19,151,10,11,232,101,185,0.134,0.8109999999999999,0.055,-0.9265,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,8,4,1,0,11,0,16,3,3,2,0,27,29,15,0,1,6,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,12,6,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,1,0,3,7,4,23,3,15,17,4,28,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,4,18,102,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489921838087961,0.0,0.0,0.1740794947433495,0.0,0.0,0.13985546626043846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752497485747128,0.17221713522971652,0.13831496645839714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430231293290936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780564353049402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419766744603195,0.0,0.0,0.2167945246641736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470873534515029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040871188910922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498595894787435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985767262628492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174936472438249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126600312508804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187250159856166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219425724732987,0.0,0.0,0.18308766339610094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389490323980901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652504354919398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812179446261408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353882857369654,0.1598819316330444,0.26732685722035976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509579789724338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166443764525624,0.2153968945210116,0.0,0.13343621256189084,0.09800840838272837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418908152560466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482309931387482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thissuk,2020/01/21,I feel so worthless when this happens. So I have PMDD and a weak immune system so I get sick a lot. I had to call off work today due to a migraine and puking and I hate hate calling off even though I do it more frequently than I would like. It makes me so anxious and makes me feel worthless. My job hasn’t said anything to me about it but I still feel like they’re looking down on me. I just want to cry. Sometimes I just feel so hopeless,0.40638297872340345,2.4442624042553227,1.884510638297872,98.294,84.53191489361703,4.185531914893618,21.102127659574467,4.935628992294339,-0.3278944680851059,342,11,79,1,10,110,59,94,0.265,0.654,0.081,-0.9534,1,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,2,0,3,0,5,4,0,2,0,16,18,12,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,6,15,2,10,15,2,10,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,1,7,55,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259215735308168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485779645587652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843098347049766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670915018943567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242924720114274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806020033650063,0.13443729712054506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983173563912842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640876904767896,0.0,0.0,0.3715816381416219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674165182551333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838724924781435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802553066599415,0.0,0.0,0.15998565302631945,0.0,0.0,0.25122596487128696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790042268003545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861168634057918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502824315682444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488791279835384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837458383090102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110994651195661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369987766945519,0.0,0.0,0.133679132096294,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aakpby123,2020/01/21,"Sickness and anxiety don’t mix well I was sick for the past 6 days or so with a fever and it’s just now getting better. It’s my first time being legit sick since I was diagnosed with panic disorder. Needless to say, I’ve been worried about every little tiny thing that happens to me and have been using Web MD to a worrying degree. I’ve been yearning to find some solace in my worries for days now but can’t convince myself that I’m okay. Coughing up some bloody mucus from coughing too much = lung cancer or pneumonia, small twinge of pain on side/lower back = kidney infection, being sleepy = on the verge of passing out and dying, crippling worries about stopping breathing in my sleep. This kind of stuff has been eating me up over the last week and it’s been almost traumatizing. Can anyone offer any advice or stories that I can relate to to give me some peace of mind?",5.491439831844456,6.109228485549135,5.95866526537047,80.3538991066737,67.61271676300578,7.90940620073568,29.022070415134,7.686295010490155,1.8424612716763,700,23,128,7,11,226,117,173,0.20600000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.076,-0.9736,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,1,5,1,15,15,4,1,0,22,20,10,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,9,8,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,7,1,10,5,25,11,4,23,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,7,11,85,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286515790823331,0.0,0.0,0.14639839660986684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099421159527089,0.0,0.11184276420402647,0.0,0.0,0.10222658955781704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241894083037808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930220921352106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857408749164795,0.0,0.0,0.14839014059747885,0.1517327409925778,0.0,0.16755811242772958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959931873039747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317998658720047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362434774626206,0.12435782807762888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638357807554477,0.14024856800629176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292843671713645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522450258865364,0.0,0.11917268819759715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653102346913818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476205400171219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074739799379906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556733649777688,0.17153445154787406,0.0,0.0,0.13956464798763388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626427890747848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093832852753955,0.0,0.1463057989115576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222299260392875,0.0,0.0,0.16736426792530626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712892641933957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525052099867908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627004470459305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727299370356856,0.0,0.1314515511034588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938936596902743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anpxp,2020/01/21,"School today, feeling extremely anxious It's my first day after break and last night I thought I was doing okay but this morning it hit me. I don't know how to cope and I don't think I'm ready for it. School starts in half an hour",-1.1605999999999987,0.8678888400000027,0.5355000000000025,102.35525000000004,100.6,3.3000000000000003,16.25,5.148860815047168,-0.9581999999999996,182,5,43,1,8,58,40,50,0.096,0.8440000000000001,0.06,-0.3842,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,6,1,4,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,25,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257731046872616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859731302068034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580723229653555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452851805987444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839838220384777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847919286921486,0.2350579356270052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706132896319772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836864495765819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410794447716799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847741993159156,0.0,0.22893152095529945,0.0,0.0,0.27333859675444183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mass_overload,2020/01/21,Sweet! Surgery day. I am having neck surgery in about an hour and so far I'm not losing my mind. Let's somehow keep the calm alive. Oh yea and me too lol.,-2.250196078431376,-0.6155469999999994,-0.5388235294117649,109.01862745098042,107.23529411764706,2.266666666666667,14.490196078431374,3.1291,-1.764592156862745,118,3,31,0,6,37,31,34,0.0,0.664,0.336,0.9037,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751800518757765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42020415956611534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792620921502041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363199114846239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773574891744629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308357357066986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sensitive-bean,2020/01/21,"My new job opportunity is giving me anxiety & I don’t think I’m good enough. First post here. There are 2 parts to this so let me explain. Yesterday I got a call about a job opportunity and I’ve been feeling anxious, nauseous and freaked out ever since. I need to decide in a couple of days to see if I want to start the interview process. 

The position would require me to move to NYC for a couple of years. I’ve always lived in Europe and my family lives near Greece. I have GAD and separation anxiety and having to make this decision is paralyzing. I keep thinking it’s so far away and what if something happens to a loved one when I’m away etc... 

The second part is; this position would be a huge jump from what I’m currently doing and I feel like they’re overestimating me somehow? I can’t believe I even got this opportunity and I’m baffled that I’m even being considered. 

I don’t know what to do with having to make a decision this big. I feel so overwhelmed. I’ve been having very high levels of anxiety already and had a massive panic attack just last week. This opportunity just came up yesterday. Part of me feels happy and excited but my anxiety is taking over. :(",3.5276383265856985,5.265958880341881,5.450764732343682,77.91908906882594,73.44444444444444,8.686999550157445,28.127755285650025,9.276330184999452,2.53885811965812,934,37,180,22,19,322,134,234,0.078,0.81,0.11199999999999999,0.5586,3,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,13,13,1,2,11,0,22,1,0,2,1,39,49,17,0,6,5,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,2,11,0,0,3,3,4,0,3,6,5,19,9,26,38,5,29,0,1,1,1,5,13,0,3,13,122,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103662917383848,0.0,0.09126407076570324,0.11884021929499575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356252054872905,0.1239092506216223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477891823833415,0.20609938359419236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357386525847727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199741377506392,0.12544679639034134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427217221538505,0.0,0.07073570797627438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333065239854982,0.12232423591481364,0.14488763138393998,0.09921349657059562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339826990493488,0.0,0.2218337195935252,0.07835672279357321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329531038406848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521680770188638,0.0,0.09199591697657213,0.1754451615707505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699128192823532,0.11675834983437447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588487760235705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176845884216984,0.09749025197843296,0.0,0.0,0.06027826651434375,0.08940533223013676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215710453075572,0.0,0.05358500293841245,0.0,0.19370213448117746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899213576756047,0.0,0.14642694928860664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165744295998624,0.0,0.08132768875554948,0.0,0.10593139694790593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432324804362113,0.0,0.0,0.12868799774092196,0.0,0.3563242073609943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504487632773653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740221965787992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072994496385046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443843294794391,0.0,0.0,0.07763336531529977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246708769399856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055937854921774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049899832307944,0.0646931863522168,0.0,0.08798014983353954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558296532481238,0.0,0.0,0.0706315038355955
anxiety,gelaaii,2020/01/21,How to start looking for jobs when your anxietys getting the best of you? I just recently graduated and I didnt get any positions when I first tried applying.  It’s been a while since I’ve applied again since I’ve gone away overseas. Now the thought of applying again and going for interviews is terrifying me I want to keep running away from it. I feel like i’ll never be good enough to get any positions or that If i do i’ll just mess up.,4.439,5.158129566666666,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,70.0,10.0,31.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.0410000000000004,351,15,74,9,6,117,63,90,0.098,0.81,0.091,-0.1546,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,8,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,16,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,4,2,9,3,11,11,2,16,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,11,48,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894864620607844,0.0,0.16282734113405964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999534491610973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336975197575784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199278063428165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762181786331916,0.15205791011949768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104751468899974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336112536075637,0.0,0.12096583192428367,0.17852593084880425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112177640955485,0.1891881569870813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398627290765708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178737838778845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416069646711978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016069407607768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35213840815689923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065417317780175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897671030005054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450911359670826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554265115967986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kasiastudio12,2020/01/21,"CBT for GAD Anxiety. Worth it? Guys, is it worth getting CBT Therapy for Generalized Anxiety Disorder? Any success stories you have to share?

My long story for reference:

I'm hesitant to start CBT, as I have trouble defining what's causing my ever-growing anxiety. 

I don't really specifically ""worry"" about anything - it's more of a physiological feeling for me: constant being on the edge, fully alert, out of breath, with acid in my stomach and tension in the muscles. 

Doc gave me Zoloft which worked wonders, but a) I instantly gained a TON of weight and b) I had a feeling that I'm giving a ""fresh coat of paint"" onto a moldy wall, only masking my condition rather than fixing it. I stopped taking it after 4 months. 

From what I understand, the whole point of CBT is to change the thought patterns, but if I can't specify what makes me anxious - is there a point of doing it? 

I'm trying to diagnose myself, it could be a mix of 'fixed mindset' (as described by Carol Dweck), and a selective [OCPD disorder](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Obsessive%E2%80%93compulsive_personality_disorder), but who knows...

Any tips?",6.3436209813874775,8.420610401015233,6.72286294416244,70.2549204737733,66.81725888324874,9.1112013536379,33.437901861252115,9.558583805096642,3.4635836886632827,887,40,142,19,15,287,130,197,0.083,0.799,0.11800000000000001,0.8309,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,13,0,12,5,2,2,0,22,27,9,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,5,1,1,7,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,16,2,28,21,3,14,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,6,94,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403612574622594,0.0,0.3780405454563968,0.18609138974561834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135553930653973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692170656849934,0.1742562969876957,0.0,0.0,0.1780082744942738,0.0,0.13151882093956838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719153325373767,0.0,0.0,0.18878813385510215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900241399024736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657894775612198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606156367557137,0.1580184035623955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310279509702313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052807866109047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577567908647124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995464161322692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314812358631882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528013015223613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114351090303349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552650118386962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659259312502385,0.0,0.0,0.137716755720539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385205204825933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883764083295545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307725661762269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183687732668426,0.0,0.0,0.17148363758173513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058962386222925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390861809845102,0.0,0.0,0.17863630164036398,0.11992113474909065,0.16728535863887692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ObedientDisobedience,2020/01/21,I have a class presentation today and I don’t think I can do it. Class presentations are really truly the bane of my school life. I simply can’t stand up alone in front of the class and speak. My whole body shakes and my voice trembles uncontrollably and I just embarrass myself. I’ve already skipped lessons for this particular class because of presentations and I know I can’t do it again because we have 3 lessons today and I don’t even know which one we’re doing the presentation in.  Any advice what so ever on calming my mind and body while I’m up there would be appreciated,4.2391228070175435,6.001693789473688,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,71.63157894736842,8.224561403508767,26.701754385964907,8.841846274778883,1.9519017543859647,468,16,92,9,9,153,70,114,0.073,0.8390000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.5657,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,4,4,0,13,3,2,0,1,17,17,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,0,2,14,1,9,15,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,61,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948332355108976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202631597431516,0.23656651104110415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578134538874454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613602171870078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762413093232433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415916887452314,0.193913122763728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356281614621553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141835758517527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645614508092173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526504578766286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373331668320069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169574480001332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736189616507202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40640206353805663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934038035764105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228479856584487,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fhdjfkfj,2020/01/21,"Feeling overwhelmingly nauseous when I wake up abruptly. Scared I’m going to throw up or have food poisoning. Help? 20F, I have bad health anxiety and generalized anxiety. I don’t know why this happens, but a lot of the time if I plan on snuggling with my boyfriend 20M, we end up setting an alarm for a certain time so he can wake up and drive home. Whenever I do this, or whenever I fall asleep somewhere that isn’t a bed, when I wake up I feel on the verge of a panic attack and I feel super nauseous like I could throw up and I’m shaky and have the chills yet hot too. I basically feel physically crippled and don’t wanna move. 

I took my temperature and it was 97. So I guess no fever. But it’s been over an hour and I still feel sick to my stomach. I had a lot of Mac n Cheese bites tonight from Sheetz, but I’m scared that I either have the stomach bug or food poisoning or something super bad. 

I’m nervous. What is this feeling.",1.7306414662084748,3.639814000000001,3.3937457044673534,89.92751431844219,79.10309278350515,6.579152348224515,25.21076746849943,7.594959193182576,1.1824052691867122,732,28,161,11,18,243,109,194,0.23199999999999998,0.6659999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.9778,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,3,7,16,3,7,11,0,14,13,6,0,1,34,29,20,0,3,9,0,7,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,8,10,2,0,7,0,0,7,4,12,0,0,4,7,20,4,18,24,3,28,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,9,11,98,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323555339774297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277052916391933,0.0,0.0,0.25360504512620824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125336647661272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450900174009098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607308229027348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672761297698735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630946213956081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729851797583611,0.0,0.13429540293834671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142741887316714,0.0,0.0,0.10179318550393747,0.0,0.15233488863362618,0.0,0.1495583106064719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346207957080587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419449890755267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25822362439768043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141048642913106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781830919889626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040905314959857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691456335856075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212811068642022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771096276945293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872971985939647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703626077955405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spicylittleangel,2020/01/21,"How I feel Wake up exhausted from lack of sleep because I spent all night over thinking. I spend my day in bed to worried to get out if but at the same time I hate myself for being lazy. When I do get out of bed I dodge everyone I live with because I have probably done something wrong, or I’m just irritating to them. Every knock on the door or beep from a text message sends a feeling of stress and occasionally nausea because “what did I do this time”. One of the only times I’m not anxious is when I’m eating. So I do that a lot.  A lot a lot. Especially before bed. Also no matter how hard I try I never feel comfortable there is just this constant feeling being on edge almost as if I’m the lead in horror movie and at any second a jump scare is gonna end my life. Except I know I’m in the horror film so I have to overthink everything I do and say or it could be the end of the world. Ha also Crying feels good",0.8857518796992494,2.750498520408165,3.243361976369496,90.18284103114931,81.65306122448979,5.758968850698174,20.51987110633727,6.8360192770164,0.3270448979591838,714,20,158,8,19,246,118,196,0.242,0.6940000000000001,0.064,-0.9912,0,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,1,11,8,1,2,13,1,15,5,2,3,2,36,32,18,0,4,10,0,6,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,5,6,1,0,7,1,2,3,3,5,0,2,3,7,19,3,26,24,6,26,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,9,11,109,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376983786864708,0.0,0.0,0.21993655231372225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351285800275252,0.0,0.0,0.1553493897187698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514780695589349,0.0,0.11701256188409374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860159218208974,0.0,0.10979212201823636,0.0,0.15105044669113174,0.08868384733433124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407224928349272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407090795992226,0.0,0.0,0.24358958700660385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585976918093895,0.1313985843789238,0.12358689566727818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476509298641221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436886619366854,0.0,0.0,0.115338519821822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318371885816565,0.13576460541799226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557298482018739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712877415223613,0.0,0.0,0.12142559263296435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35072328919621804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605771191565706,0.0,0.0,0.12904567255321428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318167261580136,0.10458405297333853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826116628508926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935504128077617,0.1376734754207308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761128379183707,0.0,0.0,0.1058634360345598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751950194309286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811212063395428,0.0,0.0,0.2405530141490063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336160401887912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965008488011982,0.0,0.0,0.1503477568931783,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Voluns2,2020/01/21,"I hate trains. Train triggers! I know so many areas of the world have busier trains than Liverpool rush hour. But I get panic attacks and really bad anxiety issues when it’s crowded, more due to the heat than people being around me.

Does anyone else experience this? Having to get on a train then turn around and get off before it’s even moved? Being late for work regularly for something outside of your control? 

And it’s not like the same trains have the same people in the same cars it’s always a guessing game for which time or which car will be empty enough to board.

Changes a hopeful optimistic day that started amazingly into an awful stress fuelled panic ridden mess of a morning :(",4.058512820512823,6.525273646153848,4.338076923076926,83.25608974358975,74.07692307692308,6.487179487179486,24.679487179487186,7.492282038375204,1.3593333333333342,554,18,96,7,12,173,93,130,0.24,0.722,0.038,-0.981,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,5,10,2,3,10,1,7,0,0,2,0,17,16,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,1,1,0,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,17,12,5,21,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,9,62,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259720264926236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190712898520704,0.0,0.0,0.1114256262140378,0.16327935539684896,0.0,0.2837217749003661,0.0,0.1812907902221454,0.0,0.0,0.13305584944881507,0.0,0.0,0.13560046932928535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168577829510727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873163443200699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277162662564283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945376705143214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312173575977426,0.0,0.0,0.16465765066564236,0.0,0.10525332948005872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588103393035996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497712597970241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554892419214194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573313490155072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827675684897655,0.15693385003417953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632656921562328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757805183671827,0.0,0.17976084107602242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785343601236902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156227049135635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937052156108715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739405523294567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095517931968398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208772269901972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268026081948788,0.0,0.0,0.11279320532922647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182542096746471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929219367332833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333388791934365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160132801966553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redditguy651,2020/01/21,"i wanna ask out my crush please help but today is the first day she sees me WITHOUT a mole on my lip

cause i removed it

Should i give her time to get used to it? or will she think i removed it just to date her?

will she think its weird? should i give it 1 week??",-1.8562288135593228,0.01940123728813603,0.08625000000000149,107.57988347457628,95.94915254237287,2.95,12.459745762711865,3.1291,-1.9752898305084747,199,3,54,0,8,64,41,59,0.06,0.86,0.08,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,12,13,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,13,0,7,9,0,10,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,6,36,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454125406779256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967132002581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929801049822274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232918972428284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371512700916359,0.5036493370753606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595572750729696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881584729369558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918744329484665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364131614153172,0.0,0.0,0.1530723949508976,0.0,0.24882992812695084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672539624465696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057065457165852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305143430935434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Garfieldfan1,2020/01/21,"Nervous to make a doctor's appointment Today  I did something that I put off for a long time: I scheduled a doctor's appointment. 
I am not sure whether I have an anxiety disorder, but some things really make me feel nervous and kinda guilty. Like, I know this is what adults are supposed to do, like ,  monitor their health frequently,fix their health issues etc. But sometimes it seems impossible to do. 
Sorry for rambling.",4.683896103896103,7.243336610389615,5.097402597402599,78.10896103896107,72.50649350649351,8.555844155844158,30.48051948051948,9.23628265651192,3.123031168831169,337,15,56,8,7,107,57,77,0.18,0.74,0.08,-0.5437,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,4,0,7,4,0,2,1,13,12,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,3,6,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,38,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540454113005382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307843384359252,0.4122158694674649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457773642075404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181734272757678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280879858521781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017511427192445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106661860417056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675575450785684,0.0,0.0,0.17820369835235686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688284343352231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242972556818706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900103023354842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833172008734927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502236328351685,0.1991573801632954,0.22541417392561985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897862700209972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337794673256852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741887518865438,0.0,0.1908726278393474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-sedge-,2020/01/21,"Anxiety leading to insomnia I have anxiety and depression and lately the anxiety is worse i wake up having panic attacks in cold sweats unable to breath and its led to me not sleeping much, i didnt sleep for 3 days until i went to stay with my gf and I slept like a baby, idk why? Maybe because im comfortable with her were i can't  hurt my self idk but now I'm back at home and its been another sleepless night, i tried sleep meds but they don't really help and I become agitated i need help any tips if reducing mid sleep pannic attacks and how i can sleep again",2.4548717948717917,4.184669914529916,4.302914529914531,85.05180769230772,76.35042735042734,8.098803418803419,24.52051282051282,8.841846274778883,1.7986758974358974,448,15,93,10,10,152,84,117,0.24600000000000002,0.706,0.049,-0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,2,1,2,0,9,10,9,3,0,17,13,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,5,1,15,2,11,8,1,15,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898045160724849,0.13720449546480948,0.3002928063366352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977147200056987,0.0,0.10061327157998066,0.0,0.07976312091047569,0.14451023896164972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438549472891525,0.0,0.11269833528588673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540798113803388,0.0,0.13125021650431598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007442709743614,0.0,0.14133722087965522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760112304480302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639252382194998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145340543486622,0.0,0.1453415272873496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618760549966372,0.09702139763834942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279105212898245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352077000040212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382394313058003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650196483816646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6547075150719102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946549957611334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883652864221565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129648626936675,0.11806907175096172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333442785739534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danextbigthing,2020/01/21,"I've finally lost to anxiety! Anxiety has taken everything away from me. The love of my life, the only person who ever cared about me or understood me hates me now. The only hope I had left in life was to have a good life with them, but now that's gone too because of this fucking disease. I've nothing left anymore. No motivation to do anything or get better. I've lost.",2.2647428571428563,4.329936426666666,4.3219047619047615,83.16000000000003,78.06666666666666,7.485714285714287,26.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,2.054428571428571,292,12,57,6,7,100,54,75,0.11,0.677,0.213,0.8665,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,5,9,2,0,4,0,5,5,0,1,1,8,16,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,7,0,7,5,10,9,0,9,0,2,0,2,4,4,1,3,4,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684367491133516,0.0,0.17399874282695382,0.0,0.0,0.14437997555404872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484056507605074,0.0,0.0,0.1069523766030912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517081029548832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888244139745696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870410238654062,0.0,0.0,0.15768268261081111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219633313597045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622002202262728,0.09166511365384752,0.0,0.0,0.14715870251185867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173220041415567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426092478110672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812527540936749,0.0,0.3717754762994487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830476733790304,0.0,0.15835000875247282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683485111984946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668744763286987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319572148231828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Asemy123,2020/01/21,"Anxiety and becoming a truck driver Hi guys I’m new to reddit 

I’m 22 years old from Chicago I suffer from anxiety and depression, I’ve been feeling overwhelmed and fearful over my new found career in truck driving, I am a local truck driver so I travel to wi,in,il and come home everyday but I seem to have a very hard time to cope with my anxiety I feel scared that “what if” I have a panic attack in the middle of nowhere in Wisconsin who will be there to help me? I’m just lost because I worked pretty hard and went to school and went through so many loopholes in becoming truck driver that my anxiety has taken over my life made me dull and emotionless to certain things I’m not this adventurous person I use to be. I sometimes question that if all of this is worth it or give up my new career and find something new because of a mental condition I have if any of you have similar situations or any advice I would be appreciative if you share with me thank you!",5.269307692307692,5.566160405128208,6.2992948717948725,78.84278846153849,68.02564102564102,9.576923076923078,31.121794871794872,9.516144504307137,2.7271794871794866,769,29,151,15,12,257,111,195,0.18600000000000005,0.6920000000000001,0.122,-0.8913,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,4,13,1,4,6,0,13,1,0,2,2,31,30,17,0,5,9,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,9,11,0,0,6,1,1,5,1,9,0,0,7,4,22,4,24,18,1,22,0,5,0,0,11,9,0,8,8,95,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603621066544513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150130347244418,0.0,0.3633583090124792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508954628619044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477166347650472,0.26228898073517554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102288277507219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227486891268253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362110464389948,0.12008204973226325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853075159919302,0.0,0.0,0.13019773086730524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391099566178554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757618964544138,0.0,0.0,0.21274433898268055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959225054931808,0.0,0.11911088707466612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387308422230585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296241622373736,0.0,0.0,0.11235936202234054,0.0,0.1203887621147235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966700093796101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587385290140658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460287126607847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932163760303115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368352785083186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080632437306615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302154278870834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888443048855947,0.12017624942560658,0.0,0.10810096120347823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334743218259861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141567948415114,0.1174418119185444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932441475378966,0.0,0.0,0.07888888188498959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924114709827088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025575285297252,0.0,0.0979770364691593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015555422888372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644775261741028,0.0,0.0,0.084353019934886,0.0,0.0,0.07646786766044092
anxiety,Saikujo,2020/01/21,"DAE feel like everyone lives off being rude to each other? So I was bullied relentlessly in middle/high school which dropped my self esteem super low and makes it incredibly hard for me to act normally in social situations, and I feel like one of the big reasons is that everyone is either constantly making fun of each other or complaining about other people behind their backs and I hate it??? There’s been so many times where I’ve been with a group of people and they’ve said things that were seriously hurtful but I knew was supposed to be taken as a joke and it just kills my motivation to be social. People always say that if you’re just nice to everyone you’ll make friends but it seems like literally the opposite happens. I have to force myself to be rude in order to hold a conversation. Idk. I’m just so sick of the backstabbing and casual rudeness that gets me so anxious about interacting with people.",5.7698275862068975,7.063580063218397,6.544310344827586,73.96922413793105,67.33333333333334,9.708045977011494,28.867816091954023,9.928628108626363,2.8603195402298858,737,25,130,17,12,243,111,174,0.198,0.6659999999999999,0.136,-0.8893,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,12,18,5,0,6,0,13,1,0,5,0,29,26,15,1,2,8,0,3,3,1,1,1,2,0,1,13,10,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,9,0,1,8,5,12,9,23,13,3,13,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,3,6,90,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681630681491123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860152759327362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795178060520867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517124693282557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024479834227444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197150988616947,0.20059028474335364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846550466274812,0.0,0.07334834505062207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241470301843925,0.0,0.1257624894497084,0.13860674864170378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833047993178744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029114534261356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553215062121354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576341022530348,0.0,0.1239675580018056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811356422723368,0.1423341321110212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375530758185895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513236999074476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893169313386796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443450191054856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335437025037438,0.11164431755125882,0.0,0.1420828810088692,0.0,0.1278064183316533,0.14645811560431998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780502617100522,0.0,0.28622127264267105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326934124971456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186294472579038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aemtig,2020/01/21,"Waking Up mid panic attack every night Hey everyone,

 I have pretty solid control of my anxiety in day to day life, and my meds and my coping strategies have made me panic attack free in the daytime. However, for about two years I've been having an issue where I wake an hour or two after falling asleep for the night mid panic attack. Nausea is one of my triggers (I'm emetophobic) and so when I wake up shaking, sweaty, with massive panic nausea and a an intense feeling of doom, it's impossible to stop the panic attack from running it's course at that point. On top of all that I'm often confused when I wake up like this, so I can't start using any of my coping mechanisms until I've figured out what's going on. 

My psychiatrist doesn't know why this is happening on meds that have cleared up my panic attacks otherwise. She even thought it might be a sleep disorder for a little while, but it doesn't seem to match any of the symptoms. It's only been while I've been at university, and while I know it's related to that stress, there's very little I can do to reduce it until I graduate.

Is there any way to get a solid night's sleep? I'm willing to try basically any tips or tricks anyone else who's had this issue has used to clear it up, because I'm a senior and I can't keep going into job interviews sleep deprived and twitchy. Thanks!",6.113186813186816,5.597553212454216,7.111663003663003,76.49167032967036,66.32600732600733,9.477802197802195,31.02051282051282,8.841846274778883,2.43855282051282,1069,35,205,15,15,361,145,273,0.161,0.7609999999999999,0.078,-0.9548,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,10,20,6,9,12,0,21,10,8,5,3,32,40,19,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,17,10,0,3,6,0,1,5,4,17,0,3,6,1,18,4,37,31,1,45,1,2,0,0,4,21,0,6,19,131,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706945919874848,0.0,0.0610474884233429,0.0,0.0,0.05579866151380395,0.0817654770589305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539253573385396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864590257550151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950352185881702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292998840844443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145877251396432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666634321580675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052707757671267,0.0,0.06723572024249856,0.07625320266057571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040349744916001684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041692689120182286,0.0,0.09070540822671526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056769353281908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858783545263176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665828634175649,0.07919010356995985,0.07093072786832205,0.0,0.0,0.08771300169475328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056365752603889735,0.03898670055841684,0.15996298057466565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755095637796735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728167343227486,0.0,0.0,0.08465616951201647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466328388958406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407517135598471,0.060692198657503416,0.0,0.5617751413566897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543766710340118,0.0,0.0,0.08118622864218668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726477640823117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957566577202935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564835047292702,0.0,0.0,0.06671714569980941,0.09141168880496874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829437152478761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346996921258239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335301979391669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417958911519225,0.0,0.15590781441000506,0.0,0.0,0.13784475280415362,0.0,0.06584411971599115,0.0,0.06334225903156386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200792165622058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138917866989698
anxiety,johnny_XO,2020/01/21,"Yesterday I overcame my anxiety and asked a girl out, she said yes. Title, but I'm still worried that she said it just to not be rude...",0.730952380952381,2.8685768571428567,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,84.0,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.234461904761906,104,4,23,2,3,35,25,28,0.14800000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.066,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29449901245827226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598925585271858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7323843209283817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074354683097257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39095308831279385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenbeanz17,2020/01/21,"How to get over my anxiety about returning after missing work for over a week Super stressed. Was having mental and physical health problems and had an er visit. I missed about a week of work. My manager is super nasty and I’m dreading working with her again and feeling embarrassed for being absent for so long and sometimes without very advanced notice...
I’m so anxious I wanna just quit and not show up. How do I get over this",3.4540243902439016,5.979324097560978,4.380670731707319,81.91173780487806,76.3170731707317,6.539024390243903,28.542682926829272,7.645422480735847,2.0783121951219505,344,15,58,5,8,111,59,82,0.262,0.642,0.096,-0.9181,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,7,8,8,0,3,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,15,13,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,6,1,0,2,1,6,2,15,10,0,12,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,44,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804084386819854,0.2481555580106393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110677172913609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952867820884698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334904551362839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439397511907144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136765085067425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25008666539668345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018688689803647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336375967377491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172513542771323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516221014643825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124417116238115,0.0,0.0,0.3523992448710979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174634838259912,0.0,0.4797496996224732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janipify,2020/01/21,"Constant vivid nightmares makes me incapable of functioning during the day I wake up with terrible vivid nightmares of being raped, stabbings, and kidnapping often. I'm constantly fighting for my life in my sleep. My last one had broken me so bad that I've been sobbing for most of the day from the imaginary trauma I had to go through. 
I read online that these chronic episodes are usually a result of PTSD but I ever been a victim of violence of this extent.
 I've been in therapy for my anxiety disorder before but all that came out of it was a dependency on ambien that just magnified my problem once I had to stop taking it AND I don't want to go back to just be told to do more breathing exercises and get on more drugs. (I've been off meds for 2 years and my depression completely subsided for the first time in 10 years, however my chronic anxiety has remained).
Is there hope for me? Or is this one of those conditions that will always live with? I can't find anyone online that has frequent violent nightmares without having previously experiencing through the trauma in real life before.",6.622987736900782,7.422740893719808,7.3224154589372015,70.92525083612041,65.18357487922705,11.00691192865106,35.24674842066146,10.891193690592663,4.167531698253438,883,40,150,24,13,293,124,207,0.239,0.7440000000000001,0.017,-0.9931,1,0,1,0,2,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,4,0,8,0,20,10,3,3,2,27,30,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,1,2,0,3,3,11,0,3,10,3,17,1,34,17,5,26,0,2,2,1,2,9,1,5,14,112,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212524269611748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455885065819867,0.0,0.0,0.1026257068178952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128578514879593,0.12254766753305266,0.0,0.0,0.24978264843716946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678669417886427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538866175925416,0.3172146533633689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931032620847252,0.0,0.12641366081137914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821229970938786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020778157204766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276278655726745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414604942664582,0.12484335103037827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668179798612132,0.0,0.16682670119550289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457767355354021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196379671137315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733741793665653,0.0,0.0,0.12960149588878306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097970792717715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302951135616014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563063417003041,0.1989116774901078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404400402269709,0.17156746318752866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681073408474146,0.16705754820340524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687701203573306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270714114928355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035353797582682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784544774635826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558335959290787,0.0,0.0,0.1402459952956728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164753821051395,0.0,0.08656934780317382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148202166004967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890314441497702
anxiety,throwawayreddit20192,2020/01/21,How to lower wax pen anxiety ? About to have a smoke sesh w my friends and I'm bringing my waxpen. However my anxiety is through the roof right now and I havent even smoked yet. Does anyone have tips ? (Aside from the black pepper method),0.14707446808510485,2.4322608085106374,1.5140159574468086,94.67187500000004,100.48936170212768,4.903191489361704,18.640957446808514,6.6274283507984215,0.35432127659574464,186,6,38,3,8,59,38,47,0.127,0.807,0.066,-0.2168,2,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6609760171353272,0.0,0.0,0.30207284526691425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780566251025339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28533986112659404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337714106940535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689358998469927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon50921,2020/01/21,"Spiraling thoughts-Can’t sleep I can’t sleep right now because early last month I took a few hits from my friends weed vape pen, but I didn’t realize until afterwards that she didn’t obtain the vape legally. I know that a majority of vaping illnesses that have been seen are related to that, and suddenly I just started thinking that I could have it. I don’t have symptoms or anything, but what if I suddenly get this illness? I know this is just my anxiety talking, but I can’t stop thinking about it. Does anyone have advice on how they stop their spiraling thoughts?",7.400764525993885,7.22275771559633,7.300504587155968,75.07840214067282,63.58715596330275,11.30336391437309,38.350152905198776,10.864195022040775,4.213017125382264,457,22,84,11,6,146,72,109,0.158,0.807,0.035,-0.9306,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,13,5,2,1,0,18,23,8,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,1,15,1,6,15,2,14,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,11,58,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260358221759693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643786814814218,0.0,0.0,0.15212763878957905,0.0,0.17903878968784254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326265916570091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737092418389585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903940145787905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680914302624164,0.0,0.11366957877783887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23913784805874086,0.17734583284179287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736595997035149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858007039952193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354474863323123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399477284769922,0.0,0.0,0.3637908712050897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261350220734782,0.0,0.17487180720035095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788158091999489,0.0,0.17272359318249494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172451919616514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,monkeypotato12345,2020/01/21,"i get anxious why do i get anxious over every little thing??

i love my family but whenever i’m with them and they say or do one little thing that upsets or irritates me (even if it’s super minor and doesn’t really affect me) i get super anxious and angry and like i can’t talk to anyone.

any little thing that irritates me makes me just want to be alone and cry and i don’t know why!!! my mom gets mad at me because when she picks me up from school i’m always feeling a little off edge and anxious and when i’m in that mood/attitude she gets mad at me and doesn’t understand. 

i’ve been to therapy once for it but it didn’t help me at all i couldn’t open up at all the the therapist herself told me that she was disappointed in herself for not being able to get enough out of me. 

i was traveling with my family a couple days ago and we stopped at a little food place in the airport and my dad likes to make me order because he has a weird personality and i got so anxious all of a sudden and i kept looking at him and shaking my head and begging for him to order and he kept refusing (he knows i have a problem with anxiety and whenever i bring it up he says everyone gets anxious and i need to push it away or whatever) and i wanted to just leave but everyone was hungry so i ordered and when we walked away with our food, i had to stop myself from bursting with tears. just writing this made me want to cry again. 

i read all these posts of people having terrible anxiety and mines definitely not as bad as most people so it makes me feel like i shouldn’t share my minute problems because other people have problems so much bigger than mine that need more attention than me. 

it’s all these little things and i just don’t know what to do. i don’t know what i’m trying to get out of this post but i hear a lot of people saying that getting it off your chess helps but it really just made me want to cry.

i just don’t know what’s wrong with me",1.8522737127371296,3.557512587804883,3.731178861788617,88.59674119241194,78.0,6.897018970189703,22.12059620596206,7.793537801064563,0.9138807588075876,1531,44,331,24,36,517,180,410,0.209,0.6890000000000001,0.102,-0.9933,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,1,2,2,16,19,2,2,10,0,24,4,1,7,5,90,64,40,0,12,17,2,2,3,0,1,0,4,0,1,27,33,2,5,9,3,0,5,12,12,0,1,12,7,60,7,52,48,10,47,0,1,1,1,32,28,0,6,12,232,87,2,0.06516317752881072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776322515814206,0.0,0.0,0.0674893997337467,0.0,0.0,0.054220983817284726,0.0,0.0,0.044313195260162544,0.0,0.09969930490015994,0.4416950558789876,0.0,0.045563608847488515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244590065790226,0.0,0.05440853136881322,0.1191686045964482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210181651218392,0.21473607206493056,0.04202485869090849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733098160260155,0.0,0.04303966418921545,0.0,0.05490278753282452,0.1245324172708058,0.0,0.0,0.12286008879975499,0.0,0.06589692098595665,0.04655258704680091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575911458516594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30640563673051063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211694583934477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687621972173202,0.0,0.07344363699045782,0.0,0.08735500863346272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905989102758954,0.0,0.0,0.06899839618294314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550631106402503,0.3918637371890748,0.0,0.0,0.05472065735856988,0.0,0.0,0.05539940327771467,0.05881231186006247,0.12331794831495707,0.13049078100254188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631832595697549,0.0,0.0,0.047902433254978685,0.09663534091597756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939665737213392,0.044156255529811804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807037699570124,0.05689797315723026,0.06808165124226072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481662261322846,0.0,0.0,0.18705708124715534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518081161009248,0.0,0.08349040024695861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554611226880329,0.0,0.06594861455517026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108958668456052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523756937603637,0.0,0.0,0.0745197725314287,0.07565947156241852,0.17316607862162106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062266208635402887,0.0,0.044241520118749766,0.0,0.0,0.06783716591037672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373972170482342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759926447171012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124570514077064,0.0,0.0
anxiety,themanfor,2020/01/21,"Advice please 

Male
17
Vaped for 2 years 
5’11 163 lbs 

Hi so about 5 months ago I was experiencing a burning feeling in my throat for along time very long time. And it has passed in the last month or two, but now it’s came back. Just a constant  burning throat feeling making me have to cough. Is this acid reflux or is this due to my past and vaping for 2 years?? Or maybe it’s oral cancer?I’m worried. Please help.",0.937142857142856,3.3563260476190493,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,86.14285714285714,4.312380952380953,17.923809523809524,5.6839178017228535,-0.5774247619047612,324,8,72,2,10,100,63,84,0.033,0.8290000000000001,0.138,0.7839,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,2,1,0,12,9,7,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,9,7,0,18,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,14,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311000676120386,0.1842477470738336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598249157909591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772665775334245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246135496690176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019185126046486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931842874308506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942665279600586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394197027103454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387424400663242,0.0,0.2088146933713527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318100485609733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984177038785166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563168957022853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423996746296947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030406400649634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149919344634196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110832112624152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676990058268449
anxiety,ladidanon,2020/01/21,How can i find a job with anxiety... I apply to thousands of jobs it seems and i just dont have any luck. When i get an interview i have panic attacks or they say I’m too quiet and when i try to not be quiet they say i seem like im in a rush... i need help BADLY!,-1.29768817204301,0.018663209677418642,2.3335483870967764,96.73698924731184,86.25806451612901,5.423655913978496,16.78494623655914,6.42735559955562,-0.481621505376344,197,4,53,2,6,73,45,62,0.21,0.705,0.085,-0.8227,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,4,10,2,5,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,3,34,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381339604928845,0.0,0.17303072572870035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573178226834781,0.0,0.0,0.18885483059297453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650868594288579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672877704794387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817220400647555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160687985760166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443183591338081,0.0,0.4489069557201211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050245088888777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771313688171108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653790868818199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597424062049565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41182022934536544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356460792087012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,another7er0,2020/01/21,"Nervousness does NOT equal anxiety A lot of people in this sub seem to mistake nervousness for anxiety. Anxiety is a chronic feeling in situations and excessive worry that may not be reasonable. Anxiety is not temporary jitters.

Nervous for a date or presentation? Yeah a lot of people are, but that doesn't mean they all have anxiety.",5.200564971751412,8.297429762711863,6.845000000000002,63.50162429378534,73.40677966101696,12.068926553672314,38.646892655367225,11.20814326018867,6.2803197740113,272,17,39,12,6,93,41,59,0.159,0.6990000000000001,0.142,-0.2495,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,7,1,0,1,1,15,10,3,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,8,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,32,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7525640354852261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721767882968968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948244440200316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33453872951993696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431785344290516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728026208054838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229122518146092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911332937280358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115464933775456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980863865733745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Madworldstride,2020/01/21,I had long term anxiety and it's gone I was dealing with really bad anxiety. I mean I woke up and immediately vomited. I was unable to do things hardly from how intense it had gotten. It caused alot of life problems. So fast forward I had some life changes and I have it no more. I was watching the netflix show explained about anxiety and they do this part on how to trigger it. So I did it and in a way it felt... good? I don't know I feel like I missed the sensation almost? Which is weird because it was hell when I had it. Years of hell. So yeah I guess why would it feel good to sorta half way trigger it? Did anyone else lose their anxiety one day and miss it later on?,-0.042907801418440535,2.2317565177304988,2.1940780141843987,93.28416666666668,90.20567375886526,5.402836879432624,20.599290780141846,6.937597516519254,0.4981375886524821,523,18,116,8,18,176,86,141,0.23600000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.062,-0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,7,11,2,0,4,1,16,3,0,5,0,25,28,12,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,8,0,2,14,5,16,3,12,13,5,15,2,3,1,0,4,5,2,5,9,81,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623979502416414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962632399450469,0.0,0.0,0.11339870510073727,0.16617063866546242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541194737906165,0.09886227036384736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660159263362884,0.17156293596670796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459146406821916,0.16719850983901532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354790003775549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400425029864546,0.11586007394336498,0.15571641819411405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720546077832528,0.0,0.0,0.17865747190845432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452797312251451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912884774326651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291023900538671,0.07923203244545474,0.0,0.0,0.143522523598568,0.0,0.18143582115183526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665950555800208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989608430575247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562308861664044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518254830920133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038954498538283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774392974881024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574588693514753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634051877374646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520667598273628,0.0,0.0,0.10443738540063544
anxiety,UnholyPizzaParty,2020/01/21,"Panic attacks are ruining my life. For years I've felt with anxiety and depression, but for the past 3 months I've been having debilitating panic attacks whenever I leave the house. I haven't been througb any traumatic events or anything like that. It just seems my anxiety 'leveled up'. I try to talk to my therapist, but I end up panicking  and I spend 90% of the session trying to calm down. I can barely leave my house and I dont know what to do. Any advice?",3.0457417582417565,5.052906692307693,4.666030219780222,81.8695947802198,75.48351648351648,8.506043956043957,27.85851648351648,9.188382445141503,2.5272296703296693,363,15,71,9,8,122,61,91,0.304,0.635,0.061,-0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,2,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,11,11,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,11,2,11,8,0,9,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892377237829244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211929900559529,0.0,0.24882867538545445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338336803286497,0.0,0.0,0.3700386315884177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007617013590715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060548875346933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404518867046984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615385930781192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753149154241202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937922996289104,0.0,0.0,0.34441121817480186,0.0,0.0,0.1148729941211404,0.07945461236936667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981267016630016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816312183036271,0.0,0.0,0.15525227195766111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805561517093074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071881006428768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883026424399732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208352176419192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473077261510627
anxiety,BackupAccountIncase,2020/01/21,"College anxiety Next semester classes start tomorrow. Here I am terrified to go to sleep because I just want to be back home with no worries. I just had a great semester prior, and I was very confident. It seems to have all just disappeared. My head feels like there’s pressure being put inside somewhere. I hate this feeling.",4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,4.830000000000002,78.245,75.5,8.666666666666666,33.33333333333333,9.2995712137729,3.737333333333334,261,14,43,7,6,84,50,60,0.255,0.565,0.18,-0.6686,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,1,0,6,2,2,0,1,10,13,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,2,6,2,5,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141736046846825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245499554543805,0.0,0.16050012125670404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662562973991067,0.1880955783058865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963468913369787,0.0,0.0,0.2902799287756048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599459547726053,0.2702131507927689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410295163293585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863098094054032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800136134892999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26468078899639497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396907925830432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634817553707736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635915623070384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217243151816442,0.15529621282691974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26738540974264313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skelejules,2020/01/21,"Giving my notice for work tomorrow So I recently started a new part time position at the place I was already working at. Then a couple weeks ago, my friend told me that her work was looking to hire a full time graphic designer!! I applied, the interview went well and they want to bring me on next month.


Now for the fun part, I have to tell my boss and I want to give him as much notice as possible. I’ve quit other part time jobs before, but this is the first one where I felt like I actually made a difference, so it’s harder.


I know what to tell him, I’ve tried working through thought traps, and I guess what it really boils down to is that I’m afraid of him getting upset at me. And probably the lamest thing is that I’m afraid of getting my feelings hurt by him being upset because my emotions are so intense. Aaagghh. I just need some uplifting words or advice on how to push through this!",5.142852837769965,5.303256082872931,5.756554495228532,83.09827724761429,68.2817679558011,9.012757408337519,31.371672526368656,8.841846274778883,2.36730497237569,705,27,145,11,11,229,112,181,0.081,0.83,0.08900000000000001,-0.7479,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,6,9,9,0,4,9,0,8,1,0,3,0,20,28,13,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,4,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,2,7,3,24,4,22,20,6,26,0,1,1,0,13,9,0,3,15,97,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.11780397975492607,0.0,0.0,0.1179648588524128,0.10700979151161842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321602221651613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358896309133181,0.0,0.10272267215363803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357288017513352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612528620511276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579222285424467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103897208525975,0.0,0.11590882658296155,0.0,0.0,0.10268321437612524,0.0,0.0,0.09326692259075647,0.0,0.1261410149017812,0.23160864092198324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329851930152482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923180196625034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197946240130676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634380803529144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897703026464125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137325468389094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422689698069954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635646753319882,0.0,0.08874209120908035,0.0895113426904567,0.0,0.1165908157353825,0.12838564423996554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748779458210978,0.0,0.0,0.0818020753730866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921795728126963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612528620511276,0.0,0.0,0.13609212943253093,0.0,0.0,0.13015511268358548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839913426808036,0.0,0.0,0.07733545261010479,0.0,0.11919509439452325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544527544411543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102682626890334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020010101345687,0.0,0.0,0.09583711656090876,0.21117603110403185,0.0,0.0,0.11535183477119605,0.0,0.08196003306780666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240596436267752,0.0,0.09683321218408916,0.0,0.10854055599623984,0.11190738964694094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35153843363683523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madiphthalo,2020/01/21,"I did a group exercise class! I set a goal for myself to do 4 group exercise classes this month, and I finally went to my first one, and it involved yoga, which I know I absolutely suck at! But it didn't matter that I sucked. No one there cared; we were all too busy! I felt so relaxed after.
I didnt think I would ever get to this point, but therapy and the right medications have me kicking anxiety's butt right now. I am so pleased with myself!",2.906319875776397,4.125254010869565,4.67049689440994,84.98630434782609,74.1086956521739,8.300621118012423,26.186335403726712,8.841846274778883,1.8207465838509318,347,12,75,7,7,118,67,92,0.055,0.8,0.145,0.8672,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,6,4,2,0,3,0,8,4,1,0,2,14,16,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,2,0,3,6,1,15,2,7,9,1,12,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,6,55,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183130100355455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24407060175737855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165388926282748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984868509735135,0.2622363286055016,0.0,0.20362212699158871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506962267997715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156061959050508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411568234244127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107610710974976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244291227343382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627746098026207,0.22629772172485996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088697115307109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737594496935018,0.0,0.0,0.15338927278865164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191378449177904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700533784180599,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anismanlomataron420,2020/01/21,"does this happen to you? ok when im anxious or having a panic attack, i need to go take a shit lmao but like seriously is this something thats common or...",1.197272727272729,2.890719636363638,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,79.9090909090909,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,0.2523818181818185,120,3,25,1,3,43,28,33,0.26899999999999996,0.535,0.195,-0.1901,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,1,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35751948291954105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600287638253562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769438386847699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985642059969334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27985217236585463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418404364744852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154610591595655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23465748590244145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37130776095789697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248505102171849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24363301960618375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794503156404284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ilikerobotsandcars,2020/01/21,"Does anyone feel like there whole body aches and is in physical pain due to bad anxiety sometimes? On days my anxiety gets bad, my whole body (head especially) will feel super heavy and fatigued all day. Like I can barely move without just feeling awful in general. Does anyone else experience this and if so what are some decent ways to get rid of it?",5.151818181818179,6.902557818181823,5.64890909090909,78.07336363636367,69.30303030303031,8.916363636363636,28.35151515151515,9.3871,2.5790096969696967,280,10,50,6,5,90,53,66,0.235,0.629,0.135,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,1,4,5,3,0,1,12,9,5,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,3,7,8,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25806988087455623,0.0,0.0,0.2358811853154129,0.1728261675396045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28167103517863457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747169746496498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175612013944024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952150325420124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090525621970768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499527218745422,0.0,0.0,0.2558595152575421,0.12050054517031088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762501225270909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731079075647632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481092717576015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927347927386264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948073924887814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682263022349042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388535437561444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766363878285036,0.0,0.16259545490494046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Badgorlsdoitwell,2020/01/21,"Starting Anti-anxiety medication I’ve been in denial probably since I was 17 about having generalized anxiety, and even though I’ve been told by a few of my family members that I should go on medication I never did. After a talk with my mom today (who has depression/anxiety) I have decided to go to the clinic and get a prescription. Just wondering what people’s experiences have been when first starting medication? I am super worried it will affect my school work ethic and concentration. Is there anything I should really be worried about or am I just overthinking things? Is there brands that are better than others, and is there anything specific I should tell my doctor? I’m really not looking forward to going to the clinic so honestly if anyone could give me some reassurance that would be so great :)",7.723401360544216,8.587065965986397,8.600408163265309,62.493401360544226,62.80952380952381,12.247619047619047,34.70068027210884,11.855464076750405,4.777974149659864,655,27,100,21,9,222,98,147,0.040999999999999995,0.812,0.14800000000000002,0.9591,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,12,5,0,0,5,0,23,6,0,1,1,21,34,10,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,6,1,13,5,13,20,2,13,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,4,8,83,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32779034243143673,0.0,0.0,0.09986904095594716,0.0,0.2350714487164339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632024293773508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140369726742242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619106996615513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433690821177994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971372556562964,0.13464604264846722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148988907091697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462202075003141,0.13701415691180366,0.24351826414900798,0.0,0.0,0.15746897724046047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994000714850295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316542041779704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727906795527298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015818050777487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901933066330007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399333082835448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299924901913311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445501147646979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814924998578374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218956133015528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480017578849497,0.12483844545656195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488894007457818,0.0,0.14032832219735955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538476200411445,0.1364787973927874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548914665084095,0.1039808832587371,0.2900986449789565,0.0,0.1014613018014402,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,renzariche,2020/01/21,"I'm struggling with a lot of anxiety right now Just a little back story without going into too much details: I've improved a lot over the past 2 years, in several aspects of my life. I'm at the point where I've been seeking out new friends over Reddit and various apps. I've been able to hold conversations pretty well. I'm pretty comfortable doing that with old friends that I'm comfortable hanging around as opposed to how I used to be. I was the kind of person who couldn't think of what to say or even look a person in the eye for more than a second. I've gotten better that.

So I'm meeting a new friend tomorrow. I met them over an app. We're going to go get dinner and talk. The anxiety feels overwhelming. I'm afraid of not knowing what to say. I'm afraid of revealing my insecurities which will force me to shut down and make it a quiet evening. I'm just afraid. I don't want to cancel the plan because that would just be rude and counter-productive. I'm just afraid of representing a terrible side of me and end up regretting it for months to come that may hinder my progress. I don't know how to deal with this.",4.003630434782608,4.91898191739131,5.048423913043479,84.47133152173916,71.13043478260869,8.358695652173912,27.85326086956522,8.660442795831766,1.8941521739130431,891,31,186,15,16,293,134,230,0.08199999999999999,0.767,0.151,0.9518,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,15,18,1,7,15,0,12,3,1,4,0,37,36,10,0,4,7,0,1,0,3,3,1,3,0,2,12,12,1,2,5,0,0,5,5,10,1,1,5,6,11,8,37,25,5,32,0,2,2,0,14,17,0,4,10,114,23,0,0.1382791518018686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115663452834941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309776198629975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632813227298707,0.0,0.08429368747773452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229667263267414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911524520444047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425597336905464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247428506973493,0.0,0.0,0.18266415124678734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991809397465353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32050238899757,0.0,0.0722451495549573,0.0,0.2357616858399171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399645763246371,0.15198921103614255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767065431801376,0.0,0.1385920373420965,0.0,0.0,0.1161196610192655,0.0,0.0,0.23511997990537076,0.0,0.0,0.09230240758295834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037309970819073,0.0,0.10165108717750042,0.0,0.0,0.26710173296435835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451007087590148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200309700704824,0.0,0.2414800433557335,0.0,0.0,0.130718494224545,0.0,0.0,0.2813592192698598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180896400943466,0.0,0.21993026326320453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562160819404004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445593930860144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114354429716668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860369700720605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942878945749633,0.0,0.0,0.08156062642202731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432956412840525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133296167833962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822954201736248,0.0,0.0,0.08904724010032616
anxiety,jbalb,2020/01/21,"Should i have the panic attack or not? I have generalized anxiety disorder and often times when I’m experiencing times of high anxiety i tend to disassociate. I know that’s common. I tend to just ignore the problem and think of other things BUT does anyone else have that feeling where it’s like you feel it start from the pit of your stomach and it creeps up to your neck and your muscles stiffen up then you feel like you can’t breathe and you don’t want to have a panic attack so you force yourself to snap out of it and just think of anything but that feeling ? 

I’ve been feeling that a lot lately and i keep myself from fully focusing on that because i don’t want to have a panic attack
Should i allow myself to have the panic attack for general “release” reasons?",2.997422969187678,5.164988784313729,4.405476190476191,82.94250000000002,76.18954248366012,6.462931839402429,24.65406162464986,7.447530270364453,1.286374789915966,616,21,115,8,14,204,80,153,0.196,0.7070000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,8,0,0,6,12,4,4,7,0,12,3,3,2,0,35,27,13,0,5,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,9,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,6,18,2,19,24,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,9,86,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114463924349944,0.0,0.0,0.08278496520688368,0.121310296516221,0.09742950125908297,0.0,0.0,0.5387684061847515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217286656910353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569162942304172,0.0,0.10360879849259697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890434218411848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993218957547455,0.16916369868153067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509146514534336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523546048188467,0.0,0.0,0.06506713240509461,0.0,0.1335554080302206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568423190442592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006557160162374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556469667861181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328861163873424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173040857577835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380102401952236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865678419858943,0.1517262559742564,0.0,0.0,0.13807486770851948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966559974266962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LilWeezey,2020/01/21,"How do you tell someone you aren't as excited about something as they are. Something you should be excited for and that their excitement over it is not only exhausting you but just making it hard for you to be excited? Sorry for the lengthy title. And I guess this is the best place to ask this question. I'm not even sure.

But I am in the processes of not only getting married but by ""luck"" becoming a home owner. 

My Future In Laws are like over doing it with the getting stuff for the house. We just got word that it's for sure ours but they've been planning isn't we put in bids for the house. And like I know they mean well but I can't get excited about it now. 

I'm over hearing about plans to fix the place up and being asked what floors do I want, what color cabinets, what kind of tub. 

""Let's go spend a Saturday looking at tubs""

How do I gently but firmly tell them off or at the very least to settle down. 

Am i wrong for not getting excited?",1.2830203045685271,3.4015490152284293,2.80682994923858,92.48293527918786,81.69035532994924,6.173502538071066,21.5251269035533,7.365786028017652,0.6776052791878171,744,23,162,11,20,243,110,197,0.109,0.774,0.11699999999999999,0.6839,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,3,5,4,3,10,16,0,0,10,0,19,1,0,3,2,34,36,15,0,2,13,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,13,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,7,2,1,0,2,4,20,14,31,29,2,19,0,0,2,0,19,14,0,4,5,117,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139303999078745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440094184588254,0.0,0.0,0.1467141597394827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923382712075756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921642661684481,0.0,0.07945301559848124,0.0,0.11181287703052753,0.0,0.15400827938011455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252356321612727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575676436758752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023336471764036,0.0,0.0,0.32262676391423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558285100870832,0.0768318298554359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295758771255995,0.0,0.1366009365112533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739893874679762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933192932092338,0.0,0.0,0.15228597044668138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265229057071708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921278358041967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140540184755949,0.15661086054626233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845425391951317,0.21525367893492053,0.0,0.1564975181446123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004048171472068,0.0,0.0,0.2635245132900098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443871958962657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535175185556545,0.0824591710087873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256992894692057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285215086115575,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mo0ob,2020/01/21,"My first therapy session Yesterday I went to my first therapy session. ever. 

I told the therapist I had anxiety problems and when she asked exactly what triggered them, I specifically (even though i feel anxious all the time) told her about how I’m unable to talk/approach to people because I am terrified of what they might think, say, etc. 

While explaining this, I broke down into tears.

It was the first time I talked to someone face to face about this. I felt vulnerable for the first time in my life, it was ferrying. 

I honestly don’t know exactly why I started crying. I just felt a huge urge to cry, I tried to hold it in SO hard but it didn’t work. She said it was ok, but I felt like she feels sorry for me. I can’t help but wonder what she thinks about me after that.

I think therapy will help me. I hope it does. Thanks for reading.",2.6175,4.5868909880952415,3.949428571428573,86.69557142857145,76.61904761904762,7.813333333333333,25.485714285714288,8.648137234880735,1.8158542857142848,658,24,136,14,15,216,101,168,0.115,0.741,0.14400000000000002,0.9003,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,5,10,7,0,0,5,1,10,3,2,2,4,27,30,9,0,2,4,0,6,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,12,2,0,1,11,1,0,1,3,2,0,4,12,8,30,5,19,16,2,19,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,3,14,94,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877430857880024,0.12957525036219966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072264500098752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991838179021526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519790967026978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003723403849394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791775766950592,0.0757564548924972,0.10375023327919997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598875633137408,0.0,0.33038205388864744,0.0,0.0,0.3902457044970716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274621123706357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375830401652707,0.0,0.0,0.11392025363940585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303461150649986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101406288710336,0.05603528498938711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167566161716604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951663457148211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974978239857422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147282932526602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910335448087817,0.09121186042620948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718261157072423,0.0,0.0,0.1283941860624462,0.08118330711165407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437861709964085,0.0,0.1055978219244242,0.3934989196168659,0.13317235281879214,0.0,0.22048010832403367,0.11268947024232248,0.0,0.20064267449113274,0.0,0.0,0.21919628392438464,0.0,0.07787190691165727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632550406737352,0.10349643221164212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243842798985416,0.08350096734767587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,no_really_itsme,2020/01/21,"Work Event Advice I have an upcoming team (~60 people) offsite for work but with my crippling anxiety it has made it impossible for me to go to any of the past events. I have the biggest fear though of being alone since we cannot bring a +1, no one talking to me, and allowing my anxiety to completely take over. In the past, the thought alone would eat me up for at least two days before that would send me into a dark spiral of emotion even though I never went.
But this time I want to break free and not let my anxiety control me.
Does anyone have any advice for how to deal with anxiety in these situations and how to turn it into a positive experience?",6.551417666303166,5.868294152671759,7.2017011995637965,76.76213740458016,65.48854961832062,10.844492911668484,32.45474372955289,10.290406445055957,3.064944601962924,518,18,104,11,7,172,84,131,0.12300000000000001,0.785,0.092,-0.3331,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,8,0,9,1,0,5,1,21,17,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,1,1,1,4,4,1,0,2,3,0,13,2,23,10,1,20,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,7,75,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26838439173980033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844541357892987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677113311898486,0.0,0.4202123552150666,0.0,0.0,0.09602068642842908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685328220641188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398243005141886,0.0,0.154021429430156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885631292302956,0.14157582902106985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017384951992115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405175437804643,0.0,0.15447190582124132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070172893746407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432999560096445,0.0,0.1545285677970377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804484305188418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042390225294324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299400370785204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591334418370077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305483198825573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621841021769649,0.09520371887988456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359648571816434,0.1543588181254584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325115212163302,0.11037646477628647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26984181872105645,0.10902054427274784,0.0800751896359084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936993818058475,0.13414636617673448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099771935770676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730145652596087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999481659254629,0.0,0.0,0.1951031821601996,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Disgustip8ed,2020/01/21,"Something that has been working for me I have been using my noise cancelling headphones (cans, not ear buds) for early morning / daytime napping. No music, just the comfort of the headphones have been a great help. Obviously, you have to sleep on your back but it works for me.",5.355599999999999,7.468363960000001,4.625,84.1675,69.4,5.8000000000000025,32.5,5.985473137389443,1.7761999999999998,218,10,37,1,4,65,41,50,0.057999999999999996,0.825,0.11800000000000001,0.4854,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,2,1,1,5,9,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967102088279423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254230331710413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586405247352548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861486670052022,0.0,0.0,0.2970615750607556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332677843811297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618359060043454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amyz42,2020/01/21,anxiety about death. I feel like my life is falling apart I can't stop thinking about death and the process of dying. The thought of just not being here anymore and none of this mattering. I've been really struggling with these thoughts lately and I can't seem to get it under control and be rational because death is rational and inevitable and can happen literally any second and that's the thing that terrifies me the most. These thoughts have been really changing my whole life. I have become more and more depressed lately because I feel we are going to die and I'm over here wasting time fearing this. And then I fear that all this energy I'm putting into this is going to actually attract death and I'm going to die. Spiraling thoughts. I'm sick of feeling so scared and helpless. I wish I was happy and could live my life to the fullest and stop having these thoughts.,4.3912499999999985,6.477962291666671,4.612619047619049,83.36571428571429,71.91666666666666,7.419047619047619,30.452380952380953,8.192908349453996,2.300209523809524,707,31,128,11,14,221,94,168,0.281,0.625,0.094,-0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,4,5,0,16,4,0,1,1,37,36,16,7,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,12,17,0,3,10,0,0,5,4,6,0,1,8,3,13,3,15,25,6,15,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,88,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.11614101107444234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093396008164974,0.0,0.09104578800495387,0.0,0.11803043141356072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510030298003934,0.13144219545137786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590158964231998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348491293113846,0.0950234161428582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025070383948615,0.0,0.3705548696369793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678488635520023,0.1805319637165388,0.08502400243591664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062180178628628034,0.0,0.20291609650777745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524415387629436,0.12669317790235218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268507142518068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25219044197489715,0.058144486623907934,0.0,0.1050920084889046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196424724656356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524875080913658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915430457355328,0.0,0.0,0.1083463562301596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990029487063325,0.0,0.12441982527417506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906796391219369,0.0762597038140793,0.0,0.472421205081473,0.06939832824588013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287547002764702,0.13686083341649738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eldub27,2020/01/21,"Just got engaged and now that I’m back in the city (long distance cause I’m in uni) my anxiety is creeping up. Anxiety about whether I’m legitimately in love because I didn’t cry when he proposed, that it will work out, wondering if I’m ungrateful because I was curious about the quality of the gemstone (sapphire) and did some research. Also about the planning in general, finding venues, costs, guests. Ugh. I just want to be with him right now, I feel like studying would be easier to concentrate on with him nearby.",4.496224489795917,6.503281428571434,5.322193877551023,78.72369897959184,71.44897959183673,8.981632653061224,34.69897959183673,9.516144504307137,3.590138775510205,412,22,74,10,8,134,69,98,0.11599999999999999,0.735,0.149,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,17,17,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,7,3,15,9,1,13,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,3,6,49,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868203314093992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992528605427514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006548390731695,0.0,0.3181460246532685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680680617702818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664188822410536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194442143277496,0.18642310056938904,0.0,0.0,0.23850404384914964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087059657030433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274872408601806,0.0,0.0,0.2309329947766756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355180286239353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285031461386315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539153751652656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829897028925405,0.18997508334841906,0.0,0.0,0.18537175933007946,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BiggerInTheInside,2020/01/21,"Why do I get anxious most when I am in my room, bored? If I'm in a coffee shop and bored, not as much. Or if I'm running errands, not that bad...

But I find that the bad thoughts creep in the most when I'm alone in my room.

I used to love playing videogames but now I feel like they are a chore. I feel confined to my room when in it. Stuck. And then the feelings of worthlessness and anxiety creep in.",-0.030459770114944718,1.8192981379310358,1.4719540229885089,101.7267816091954,84.86206896551724,4.7862068965517235,21.160919540229887,5.82211442006289,-0.2548252873563221,306,10,78,2,9,98,51,87,0.151,0.765,0.084,-0.418,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,19,14,13,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,1,5,2,1,1,2,5,0,0,2,3,10,3,10,12,3,15,0,1,0,1,2,9,0,5,6,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282651937898532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877502132439235,0.3083100555962063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557360678944765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139737312461291,0.1949666020868296,0.0,0.0,0.2494343397959359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258395037934102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332979702632405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463114798045429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006198846484117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166596595541864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235706185048709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462583763487678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chrisb702,2020/01/21,"Anxiety and IBS? To much information for most, but I have had diarrhea pretty much since the beginning of December, I have IBS so I'm no stranger but it's normally not longer than a couple days.  Test after test showed no reasoning why, every doctor has been completely clueless.  Last doctor I was at my wife was with me, she said can you get him some anxiety meds. She knew I wouldn't ask and I have never been formally diagnosed. But having this unknown issue for almost 2 months has been extremely stressful for me. After one day if taking Vistaril my problems to clear up. I took it for 4 days and my issues went away. Then I stopped taking it and all my issues came right back. Anyone else experienced anything like this? They told me it could be stress related but I didn't think it could last 2 months. But I do feel the longer it's going on the more stress I have.",2.3252631578947387,4.810460035087722,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,80.22807017543859,7.308771929824562,22.36549707602339,8.344100000000001,1.516967251461988,690,22,134,15,18,225,111,171,0.17600000000000002,0.764,0.06,-0.9644,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,3,4,0,20,3,0,1,3,30,35,12,0,6,7,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,5,1,0,4,6,4,0,1,13,3,22,1,15,18,6,23,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,15,93,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194302791652844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248031209111898,0.0,0.0,0.08339538145038801,0.12220477989629824,0.09814789921958757,0.0,0.11150004519729498,0.0,0.11205678007839506,0.09171019490477636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641151011232622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250508627142745,0.0,0.0,0.1904525515531763,0.1319684424345351,0.0,0.2307551493116735,0.0,0.0,0.1210551230568482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441529412472417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996336149073892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048894336520237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030579009253397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231292325909789,0.0,0.06778309652471441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734563086527334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944396625906375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826861570428335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248053249798986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039812456207506,0.0,0.17535229516486806,0.0,0.09198730052268037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168579093587054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081949315418277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133904868772913,0.0,0.11412394699915288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262798965873682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185473663246897,0.11345175518422974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866022219025766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971389391733483,0.4098653507142969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935029495532212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642250595498341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396626281293985,0.13251180814131408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056319133987448,0.1076213645820979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,questionsanswers2019,2020/01/21,"Anxiety medicines like Hydroxyzine and Xanax cause tiredness. Are there any that cause less, or other ways to overcome it? What is overall the most effective that's manageable in this way? Could prescribed Adderall help? (but I've read effects would counteract) Others have posted on how some anxiety medicines cause tiredness which doesn't go away after getting used to it. I dislike hydroxyzine. It's slow to kick in, causes tiredness, and seems less effective than others. I'm aware Xanax is intended for panic attacks, which I don't get, but found it's very effective for low-level anxiety, only slightly too tiring to seem productive to use in the daytime. 

I'm trying to learn what medicines to try that may be most effective overall while being manageable with tiredness (or have a good chance of being effective, people varying). I'm mostly focusing on daytime use, or for night/sleep, and only medicines only for anxiety (not antidepressesants, or Lyrica, which don't work for me).

I'm aware many/most may cause tiredness, so also looking to understand ways to overcome this. I've heard that stimulant medicine like Adderall doesn't work correctly in combination with anxiety medicine.",8.033871635610765,9.751048898550726,6.992853692201518,71.26228260869567,62.429951690821255,10.35873015873016,38.94030365769496,10.451354775682146,4.605239061421671,970,50,144,23,14,295,114,207,0.068,0.785,0.147,0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,8,5,5,1,1,3,0,16,3,0,17,1,43,32,13,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,18,5,0,0,11,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,2,3,3,26,23,6,15,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,12,5,88,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700878283709608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398897426410232,0.0,0.4161655044901724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377778691084808,0.10222289928917584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5588472428859971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868694066667213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929558896754305,0.0,0.0,0.11368892938513102,0.0,0.061834586400812526,0.09125781156753067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729275721111473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631015509622088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136613338866544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210314548564546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482460798167057,0.0,0.12765550292666322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542948836277742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420207597357148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088312716882322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980981964711774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088804037475212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505169631381113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773859904495346,0.0,0.0,0.11326654043394505,0.0,0.28190953914884603,0.0,0.08977290305308927,0.0,0.25908548115147306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841805375125995,0.0,0.0,0.07728969719586791,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vortexture666,2020/01/21,"BPC 157 BENZOS is there anyone out there experimenting with BPC 157 in relation to benzos ..I have been on BZDs for 32 years ,since i was 17 and had a motorcycle accident ,was medicated for an extended period with diazepam and realized i liked it .fast forward all these years ..I am presently taking 2 mg clonazepam daily  plus lorazepam here and there  and  diazepam .Some days i will binge ,especially for socializing ...Ok so i have been taking 200 mcg BPC sub Q daily for 14 days ..I have noticed a marked decrease in tolerance,anxiety ,my sleep is fantastic .no more seraquel for sleep . my daily dose of benzos  has drastically decreased ..but and here is my question to others i have noticed a drop in the positive socializing effect of benzos ..this is good in a long term way but i am missing the ability to talk to people ..is anyone else experiencing this ?",4.256603375527426,6.8820360949367085,5.769898734177217,72.4563248945148,74.12658227848101,8.77029535864979,29.52067510548523,9.3871,3.2145910548523213,685,30,113,18,15,231,97,158,0.051,0.875,0.073,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,7,1,18,4,2,1,1,16,21,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,12,3,20,15,4,18,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,11,79,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826489472078396,0.0,0.0,0.25275392187360674,0.185188537142584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331234974355358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098430200998922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679749268776174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159535776867508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882999806779775,0.0,0.0,0.15994839043580703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820755994631982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115452608565272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253017147600745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246912376120013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495092273565771,0.0,0.3617391974798568,0.3684814440473251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27178657649113075,0.14527121911144014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346226196304873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327800721074049
anxiety,dominiqueb345,2020/01/21,"I’ve lost 10 pounds... And not in the healthy way I wanted to lose 10 pounds.  

My anxiety and panic attacks are so high, I haven’t been able to eat or sleep. I’ve just tried to have smoothie drinks from the store and drink water to somewhat keep me going.  It hard enough to stomach even that. 

Ive been so shaky, weak, tired, my heart will race  hard suddenly, I’ll be extremely hot then chilled to the bone. 

But I’m trying. And I know I’ll persevere through what I’m going through.",1.8633333333333333,3.7222137171717233,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,78.49494949494951,6.016161616161617,23.12121212121212,6.937597516519254,0.5105636363636359,374,12,85,4,9,117,68,99,0.258,0.742,0.0,-0.9712,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,1,2,3,0,8,10,4,0,0,13,16,9,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,4,1,1,2,1,2,2,6,0,0,3,3,7,0,10,11,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,44,10,0,0.19481868069823965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903575749197495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163437423216484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816962776758291,0.0,0.19934814689125424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129977547728828,0.0,0.12867590122244998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143989167813616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490385432339114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23086107464278946,0.0,0.2058366324454866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731637947822661,0.0,0.0,0.10706725196309562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179522710127517,0.21266760362038284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285777457696948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949593764195212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239154144769508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645381919200821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149091054537885,0.15463800067509922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaaaawwwaaayy,2020/01/21,"the worst i’ve ever felt - I can not calm down. i’m failing a few classes and I have a lot of work to catch up on in only 4 days otherwise I fail and have to redo it all. I feel so nauseous and i’ve been crying for the last 4 hours and I can’t seem to relax. I honestly feel like i’m crazy.

every time I try to get the work out to do it i feel a thousand times worse and get frustrated and can’t do it. nobody gets it and they say i’m lazy. does anyone have any advice for calming down, or getting myself to get my shit together and finish this work? there’s so much to do and hardly any time. :/",-0.21294489092996827,1.3817129179104484,2.5195522388059715,95.35776693455799,84.0,5.317106773823191,17.77037887485649,6.297961479604792,-0.33916578645235385,457,10,112,4,13,160,80,134,0.231,0.691,0.078,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,5,4,10,2,0,6,0,10,1,1,0,2,20,23,12,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,6,11,5,16,21,5,15,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,3,9,69,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726984850273546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328092102448735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968926782883525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802727214402246,0.11039346299722154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979605537326615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483723533472832,0.14422199223861698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596530792166993,0.12228717610626318,0.16435447006229573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471583456688609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333882909210164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857251106734006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953015411413344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362726843805325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552653277879088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583303448809402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018600488188625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612492089656625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583093673784199,0.0,0.0,0.17570827806686007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29943987619545115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621632448764467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37385146586889456,0.0,0.17444155218777074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FeministTriggered,2020/01/21,"Anyone else feel like theyre having a heart attack when anxious? So a lot of the time when i get anxious my heart feels tight (or maybe not my heart but it feels like the left side of my body where my heart is just gets tighter) and heart palpitations as well. Just trying to make sure its just anxiety as I assume and not some sort of heart problems since im not 100% sure if IT occurs when im already anxious or if it is the cause of the anxiety, its hard to tell since im so used to being anxious i dont pay much attention to it anymore. Thanks for any help its very appreciated",3.876803278688524,4.332585491803279,4.768975409836067,88.03329918032789,71.13114754098359,7.739344262295082,25.90573770491803,7.645422480735847,1.0891442622950818,458,13,103,5,8,149,72,122,0.14,0.667,0.193,0.8896,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,6,0,5,7,7,3,2,28,13,14,0,3,11,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,7,6,11,12,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,8,6,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199280284444552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628518717767654,0.0,0.14140907445351542,0.4176537914354185,0.09166033063842892,0.06462540297886292,0.09469988636528713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514628252532654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026628531536875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494548505914664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832089874141423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720886218934507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019790732681855,0.1320562516317858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657603829789606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279425383866093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6571413084072524,0.06195023592244221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995031624436759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041955743264283,0.0,0.0,0.09030794524634414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857605778318835,0.0,0.0,0.0616941130624881,0.0,0.09285289559418604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679426878396117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843782396686113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290910614330885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742181124453943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078314127842524,0.08509211938772371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389350556962177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275021093350623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982514684771039,0.0,0.07625994342860237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310078130360572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoeCasella,2020/01/21,"Feels like I'm not going to make it through tomorrow Like many days, I am sitting here feeling like tomorrow is it; I ain't gonna make it through tomorrow. 

But I always do make it through tomorrow. 

This bullshit ain't good for life.",1.80936170212766,4.1957073829787275,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,81.55319148936171,7.164255319148936,30.676595744680853,8.238735603445708,2.459233191489361,185,10,38,4,5,60,30,47,0.126,0.691,0.183,0.2008,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,7,13,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,5,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318150160272231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967201266217445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817340210200041,0.3980594947789449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583330913316323,0.23367393969432065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678129517263632,0.40832525475035975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578969682926707,0.2824536232669662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Birk49,2020/01/21,"Something happened I just discover that I'm bisexual and this isn't a problem, but I'm stressed af, cuz one side of my family is catholic af... I feel like I have to tell them, but I'm scared...",0.8118292682926835,2.680871097560974,3.085548780487805,91.19710365853659,81.92682926829268,7.0268292682926825,27.32317073170732,8.07648339933343,1.6775804878048792,149,7,35,3,4,51,31,41,0.08199999999999999,0.79,0.128,0.1972,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,5,1,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392606573108016,0.0,0.18196497289604915,0.2570966932435992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182386522583385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581806093662114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438624360730161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443543462514383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603003483009457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770514273648043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122386773548523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145489628226663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheCaseOfTheHead,2020/01/21,"I get anxious if I don't know everything, and it's killing me (currently) - how do I break this cycle? I've suffered anxiety for a significant portion of my adult life (24M). I finally made the effort to see someone last year who specializes in anxiety management and it was very helpful; I felt as though I finally had enough control over it to manage on my own. 

Fast-forward to now and I feel as though I'm in the lowest mental health/anxious space I've been in years and it's destructive and unhealthy.   


I've got a girlfriend (24F) and we've been together for about 2.5 years. This timeline is worth noting because I find myself in a very similar anxious / destructive mental health space around the 2.5 year mark in all my previous serious relationships, all of which ended shortly after, obviously. So, I'm terrified of history repeating itself here. That being said, I feel like a lot of my anxiety (if not most), stems from my relationship. I feel like what I don't know can hurt me, so therefore, I need to know everything in order to be prepared (protected), no surprises. Some examples of what I mean when I say I like to know everything: Girlfriend often has Friday work drinks - she always texts to say she'll pop down and have some drinks, nothing crazy, probably home for dinner, or invite me to join. I'll join when I can, but I admit it's so my head isn't going crazy and I do think her behavior changes a bit when I'm physically present. However, times I'm not able to make it - the plans almost always change, the night becomes large and boozy, she misses dinner, and I'm constantly getting texts that plans have changed etc. This feels like a string of surprises coming through via text, so the way I've prepared myself to feel based on the information I have suddenly changes and I react poorly to that and feel extremely anxious. Sadly, more recently I've become overbearing whereby that anxiety I feel is then communicated via a storm of texts to her - most recently some which were a bit nasty. The next day, once I was relaxed, I was able to see just how out of line my messages were - even at the time I knew I'd feel ashamed once I relaxed, but it seems impossible to reason with myself when I'm so highly anxious. Of course, we spoke to following day and I apologized (as I should).   


Anyway, that's just one example. It's almost like I don't trust her at all when she's never really given me any reason not to. I know I'm not a bad person, but I am not to stoked with the person I am when I'm highly anxious. I really want to stop it so I can continue my relationship with my partner - she's wonderful, and I'm so fearful that by being so anxious, she will actually start concealing things from me to avoid me getting anxious - which ultimately makes things so much worse. I just don't know how to cope with my anxiety currently.   


I'd be grateful for any advice.  


Thanks",5.525644523527085,6.210437023131673,6.476625148279954,76.43349446421513,67.55871886120997,10.159035191775407,32.337089758797944,10.190243380029422,3.2962631870304464,2285,94,430,55,36,761,256,562,0.136,0.747,0.11800000000000001,-0.8843,4,1,2,0,0,0,75.0,1,0,0,5,30,24,3,3,19,0,33,7,1,11,5,89,83,44,1,5,14,0,9,5,3,3,2,4,1,4,27,22,4,4,25,4,2,3,12,12,0,1,15,15,63,12,60,61,17,60,0,4,2,0,29,19,0,14,40,272,90,3,0.12009898307893425,0.0,0.058599641499226286,0.0,0.0,0.058679668145669425,0.0,0.0,0.12026178329138995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993197485061454,0.0,0.0,0.0816714268632888,0.0,0.22968848332503086,0.4748718312197089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053456778701644864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013881716651777,0.03660561268322955,0.13263989111279498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111698415829015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540975990813012,0.05172731981589248,0.0,0.06489216738146629,0.06735061087341844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745390854493732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765128125697187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053186025870589335,0.06204717700118005,0.0669710564327226,0.039662122821575184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190583294631922,0.0,0.0,0.06757237273430494,0.242902617661552,0.12869810626275316,0.05765692889567694,0.13156256557105714,0.05488414737880822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412014263402478,0.0,0.03412750988295474,0.0,0.0480270640095613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162810259822182,0.12765960293126952,0.0,0.0,0.04024990838994874,0.12689116951462182,0.06023453615035286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642842226661244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643586531606308,0.0,0.19800978072130015,0.04894835030353701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424147317487706,0.14668574174602447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105193031671623,0.0,0.05682028083060706,0.08016700378907593,0.0,0.0,0.0654115003981525,0.0,0.0,0.12103152736128048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044143285664560036,0.04452593709217039,0.04631386980896456,0.0,0.06386331549885174,0.056352379945672985,0.0,0.057619106675861516,0.0,0.0,0.12790149737227854,0.04069108956019896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486579959079788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474350831284695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769384838705849,0.12348175706253027,0.11858325694117182,0.19341204305559048,0.0,0.0,0.057120817649229924,0.09550753176458313,0.0,0.0,0.09570334024615368,0.05466680179635504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050879739313425015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250333918467159,0.0,0.0,0.05020406376523357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552855039059138,0.0,0.0,0.07978842781657021,0.038477289486294274,0.11799664109920982,0.0,0.0700306828437645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909423882313166,0.03541874593865555,0.04766449131026986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512111203474137,0.04371674502672455,0.0,0.06119556205030259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546796150060034
anxiety,DrCur,2020/01/21,"Anxious about getting anxious...anyone else experienced this? I'll just be at work or at school (usually a public place where I know I can't just crawl under the covers of my bed and watch YouTube videos) and all the sudden I'll get a thought like ""What if I had anxiety right now? Will it be as bad as the last attack? Worse? How will I cope?"". Then, surprise, BOOM I'm having full blown anxiety. I don't understand it.",1.5159523809523812,3.8485520238095248,2.9404761904761934,90.60452380952385,82.33333333333334,6.114285714285715,22.42857142857143,7.3871296695380915,0.8886285714285713,326,11,68,5,9,106,63,84,0.192,0.753,0.055,-0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,11,14,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,6,2,7,8,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,2,6,42,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314224836106281,0.4894306018968523,0.0,0.15146348734948512,0.2219494870334149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24643285610658486,0.0,0.0,0.1808659610407165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095552186048075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634665132813295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904691584126972,0.17657158503768772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582801570190156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631842785281506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498954432620232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922774334728068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196952492729098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255057046750506,0.0,0.0,0.2385727769190311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769959384104965,0.0,0.22075100226030087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CookieCutterMesa,2020/01/21,"A Trigger Spot I Can't Avoid I seem to have a trigger point on a footbridge between my flat and the bus into university, where my heart starts beating faster and I start getting really self conscious about my breathing. I sometimes break into cold sweats, and it's especially bad on the days where the Jehovah's Witnesses use it as a choke point because I feel obliged to interact with them while all of this is going on and I can barely breathe. I used to do the same thing when I was living at home, passing a bus stop on my way to another one where I got the bus to college (UK college is 16-18 for context). 

I was wondering if anyone's got any advice about tackling regular triggers? At first I thought it might be caused by how much I dread going into uni, but now it's almost worse than uni itself and I think it's hindering my ability to get there. Any help at all would be greatly appreciated!",5.487151515151516,5.779825088888893,6.262929292929293,79.30590909090913,67.55555555555556,9.212121212121213,33.58585858585859,9.095868883498916,2.841388888888889,716,31,140,12,11,236,116,180,0.083,0.843,0.075,0.2888,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,9,4,0,2,10,0,12,4,4,7,2,32,27,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,9,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,5,2,19,1,25,18,4,29,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,5,9,95,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803159744930365,0.0,0.0,0.16193992166469776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995124480133954,0.16957825581189914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113078874416623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503003035691385,0.09858343836540903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613170806749378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429647340253442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177084564959622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755954575752433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689847831187158,0.0,0.1838192026029124,0.0,0.25868563630556457,0.17829764390891284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916398094818928,0.1083979770345916,0.0,0.1622190491232455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428023419494608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715601073777272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888332314548378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095861324434824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30575667061684586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360242223262582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472244524947951,0.16870996124241744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994590859519645,0.0,0.2289334892490847,0.0,0.0,0.13520574750987374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744004784178043,0.10362409528192147,0.0,0.12838817231158625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793495232403595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128366365069948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537920182128272,0.0,0.0,0.16480721062719594,0.1148817460819816,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sirmemer,2020/01/21,Health Anxiety issues So a while ago I suffered from an allergic reaction. I wasn’t too worried once we got to the hospital and after that I had a good couple days. Then I was at a friends house and I bit into a bagel (that I was told that had no sesame ) and thought I was having a reaction. It turns out I wasn’t but ever since that day I have been experiencing severe panic attacks that usually end up  with me thinking that I am dying (not joking). For instance I had food at school and the lunch lady said there wasn’t any sesame and I tricked myself into thinking I was having an allergic reaction. The next period  I had band and pretty much went into a closest and started crying.  Another time at school I didn’t eat fucking anything but tricked myself into thinking I was some how having an allergic reaction even though I only get a reaction from digesting food. So basically I live in fear of panic attacks and have stopped eating lunch at school most days and pretty much my anxiety is controlling me. Oh and besides that I have panic attacks thinking i have cancer or some shit if my ankle hurts or my stomach doesn’t feel good (sounds weird I know).,7.264321533923301,6.693951818584073,7.8364159292035405,72.42359144542773,64.0,10.719174041297935,35.64749262536873,10.125756701596842,3.6084908554572266,925,38,165,18,12,308,123,226,0.297,0.639,0.064,-0.9955,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,8,18,7,4,13,0,24,15,2,2,1,37,39,21,1,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,8,17,7,2,7,2,0,1,7,14,0,0,19,4,29,4,18,20,6,28,0,2,0,1,5,12,2,6,15,124,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827137195116429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771759247246632,0.10441796980629676,0.1523563547918352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194558626196326,0.0,0.0,0.3398587619793224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871521216731653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168707086585486,0.0,0.11018301430152172,0.10938359505077876,0.19266195347702536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334797912376063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378973144410825,0.0,0.0,0.08819803359535884,0.0,0.0,0.06577143495534074,0.09007551540535652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205481708747003,0.05035047477753196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408242720796417,0.0,0.0769350084553267,0.09205980321894268,0.05202626921987583,0.0,0.0,0.16704541062025335,0.07964296139193378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058485359998333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490157298881698,0.10660209965967032,0.0,0.0,0.10393530715418316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054726384128166605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879306757730018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464050350942022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590411209861494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604910197261867,0.0,0.0757348286602352,0.0,0.3505058723965698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261665425846392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947230726785138,0.0,0.0,0.30233983658941405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249668642907217,0.10221710348705958,0.08237333465516222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048300518722435,0.0,0.0,0.08325306563350761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25522653480655155,0.09783652327332924,0.0790551373213036,0.058065708210544874,0.0,0.0,0.09515264508511792,0.0,0.0,0.10831408936097696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967294146118588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231135465334014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112799179315993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hi_pumpkin_girl,2020/01/21,"19 year old sophomore in college and super anxious about this walking in late to this one lecture every week.. i am 19 (f) attending college and for the most part i don’t get anxiety walking into big lectures but i have this one lecture every tuesday at 10:30 am and it is a 20 minute walk to get to from my previous class which ends at 10:15. So I will walk in late every week and the class is completely full so when i walk in, everyone looks at me and all the seats are taken so I know i will frantically be looking for a place to sit! 

is there any way i can get over this? it’s making me have really bad anxiety to where i feel sick and don’t wanna go to lecture:(",3.1315714285714265,4.009263300000004,4.7885714285714265,85.66642857142858,73.14285714285714,7.885714285714287,27.57142857142857,8.238735603445708,1.715728571428571,522,19,112,8,10,177,83,140,0.131,0.851,0.018000000000000002,-0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,5,0,14,1,0,1,1,14,24,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,2,0,2,1,3,12,1,20,20,4,31,0,0,2,0,0,13,0,1,9,77,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513283670338388,0.0,0.2590348929505042,0.1912658462212223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136215004536176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775125023919596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499534969974425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42793892210656703,0.16177766439251748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560542067198369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26536377356358604,0.0,0.09621962474157572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304530207208332,0.0,0.3819656045748601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843462075338025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301203995979213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765654792622662,0.0,0.2294501638845741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334022872411795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688712332641626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846077067449532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438599778013416,0.2716116468167137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902651967645163
anxiety,StarfireX97,2020/01/21,"Never ending thoughts I know racing thoughts and overthinking are symptoms of anxiety, but does anyone else get a certain thought or worry in your head and it never ends. It just plays in a loop over and over and over and over again, almost to the point of exhaustion. I’ll get worried about something so random, small or insignificant and it’ll just stay in my head for days and days. It gets so bad that I can’t even function or do anything. No matter what I do to distract myself, it doesn’t go away. Eventually it will.........until the next obsessive worry happens. Anyone else go through this?",3.893628318584071,6.140938230088498,4.271867256637169,84.56196017699116,73.77876106194691,6.6438938053097365,27.22920353982301,7.554174236665415,1.6191387610619472,472,18,86,6,10,148,73,113,0.252,0.6990000000000001,0.049,-0.98,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,4,0,6,4,2,0,3,23,16,13,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,0,6,2,15,12,0,21,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,5,8,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160139290811352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817803722391636,0.0,0.0,0.1977539072672781,0.2897819074741849,0.11636813827810708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285907271420974,0.0,0.1180711969377964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239512230692115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374858573640755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362593263611467,0.0,0.25049405190590085,0.0,0.0,0.09339977644635193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216422030828542,0.0,0.16073278821095874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504813506595033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902543079391411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771507565189419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812776416342824,0.0,0.15039082546209268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367787882452364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886409951612223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072393030638126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697882824191252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367905303157373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308252586717818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatEmoGirlLeah,2020/01/21,"Anxiety and Panic Attacks so my anxiety has been really bad in the last week to the point where i’m having multiple panic attacks a day with no identified triggers. i have to go back to school tomorrow and i’m terrified that i’m gonna have a breakdown or panic attack and i’ll be late for class and make a scene or something. the worst thing is that when my heart rate gets elevated (from walking, movement, etc..), i have a panic attack because of it. i just need someone to let me know that it’ll get better bc at this point, i’m really struggling to believe it will.
-G",4.172758620689656,5.069837482758626,5.73051724137931,79.80370689655173,70.72413793103449,8.90344827586207,30.017241379310345,9.188382445141503,2.582589655172414,452,18,88,9,8,154,77,116,0.341,0.637,0.021,-0.9913,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,12,4,5,7,0,11,1,1,2,0,12,22,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,11,0,0,1,0,6,1,11,16,2,15,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,7,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653862804937132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548114465090724,0.0,0.09374980642917273,0.1017990326600895,0.07432197589956584,0.0,0.0,0.1373633380997491,0.0,0.10782931234801624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862902847739106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597426398060594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739749380408466,0.0,0.06929057543667863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447710018915538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700465252873174,0.09938197573864578,0.13753232050683156,0.0,0.0,0.12467259349476577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138328642538707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904029568390743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721926041915518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305097111797458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621156770307204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339067050866198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330335928951707,0.09386082558298653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745841415269146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099896675085781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779775879286916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rn4321,2020/01/21,"I started going to therapy for the first time 2 weeks ago and my therapist told me I was depressed. I don’t think I am.. but have had the worst anxiety after she told me those words. Is therapy wrong for me? My therapist mentioned I may be depressed during our first conversation. I don’t think I am. In fact I think doing so much better and am so much happier than I was a few years ago. I’ve never gone to therapy but have been dealing with having a lot of family responsibilities + a break up - which has made me super stressed and sad sometimes, but not depressed (I think). After she told me that I haven’t stopped thinking, to the point where I feel nauseas due to my anxiety, about it because never would I have imagined someone could think I was depressed. I’ve never felt this anxious or felt so upset since that session. Can therapy be making my mood and mental health worse? Should I stop going?",5.641725731895223,6.112378966101698,6.418787878787877,77.70272727272727,67.24858757062147,9.374216743708267,31.910118130457114,9.339509955726095,2.7942700564971754,715,28,135,13,11,236,103,177,0.265,0.6629999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,4,5,12,0,2,6,0,25,1,0,2,4,34,43,11,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,10,0,0,3,7,9,0,2,12,3,27,2,14,25,5,24,0,5,0,0,9,4,0,3,16,101,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421315242136814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034591778180664,0.11101222257318903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990183263822496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690798843257726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845713142700914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130757787451987,0.3385442666657306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263611630919102,0.0,0.04968606889762254,0.0,0.18870088229530851,0.0,0.0,0.16716943584813626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169327518480228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445179863024892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354194784701129,0.0,0.0929813409278437,0.06559308931170033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902867025724826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447312945488658,0.0,0.22736559845065585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289280844224278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128636719091384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832601725698095,0.0,0.09718724774363403,0.0,0.06955293802724248,0.0,0.0,0.16430897914196435,0.11256297846409706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495013723655816,0.22818800396511216,0.0,0.3777879925342396,0.0,0.0,0.0572994950193754,0.0,0.0,0.2816911399770878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882278301535528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014109988708776,0.06980510358628904,0.1074380702867263,0.0,0.06327986155303182
anxiety,raise1301,2020/01/21,"My college social life is killing me I am just constantly stressed around these kids my age. I spend most of my time in my room and I just feel so anxious all the time because I am so afraid to just talk to anyone. I just feel like I don't share interests with people here, and I'm too scared to talk about stuff I like anyways. There's no clubs that interest me and even if there was I can't work up the nerve to go to a meeting. I'm just so overwhelmed and I feel so alone. I just want friends.",1.5936967808930405,3.03187514018692,2.5008722741433007,98.30796469366564,77.97196261682242,5.8770508826583585,23.10384215991693,6.42735559955562,0.20665399792315675,388,12,95,3,9,122,67,107,0.185,0.687,0.127,-0.7565,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,18,11,1,4,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,19,13,9,1,2,7,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,1,3,16,6,11,12,2,9,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,6,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209037782184297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24095662195100706,0.0,0.14913709980211906,0.0,0.0,0.18987303054537133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300194060313068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23049036583637936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408758185753436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32353700454118023,0.1523741862433328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647870736073251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121743741068973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359734235927104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065280498580153,0.20840512278946105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786820478215693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135401730878264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742196318360407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432260177090906,0.0,0.24416564845654035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428683225549698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874184912863376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258037762997897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527742347011403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bipolarbisexualbaby,2020/01/21,Umm You know that song The Hills by The Weeknd? Anyone else's brain make that fucking screaming noise in their head constantly? Esp when anxious? No? Just me?,1.9341379310344813,4.644879655172417,0.9133793103448262,98.84455172413792,97.27586206896551,3.6993103448275866,19.593103448275865,5.6839178017228535,-0.15524000000000004,126,4,24,1,5,35,27,29,0.244,0.7559999999999999,0.0,-0.7937,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385624937281451,0.0,0.2386777515880978,0.3497503289953611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810561302169189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688748296268229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851516088194522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155697911585171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503204895670687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875953782902804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785176591924194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glassclouds1894,2020/01/21,"Anyone else get constant anxiety from their jobs? For the last couple weeks, my anxiety has been amplified about 100 fold over worries and stresses from my job (I'm a teacher). Every night before work, and each morning waking up, I'm a shaky and nervous mess, and even on weekends, I can't stop thinking about and freaking out over work. It's finally been impacting me physically (having frequent nausea, vomiting, shakiness, diarrhea, etc). My medication isn't having as much of an effect anymore. Saw the doctor today and she recommended taking time off work to recoup, but it probably isn't an option (hell, my boss makes snarky veiled comments about us when someone genuinely calls out if they're throwing up every couple minutes).

Does this experience sound familiar to anyone? Any advice? Please and thank you.",8.088220668220671,9.26924414685315,7.935337995337999,66.47001554001554,62.07692307692307,10.551359751359753,36.867909867909866,10.504223727775694,4.3599439005439,655,30,95,15,9,210,109,143,0.105,0.8320000000000001,0.063,-0.2723,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,1,4,5,8,1,4,6,0,8,4,1,3,0,20,16,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,10,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,2,10,1,18,13,3,20,2,0,1,0,6,8,1,4,11,59,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020807929231066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757207441202302,0.0,0.2195253115789352,0.0,0.14229470577182682,0.20065065526629566,0.1470133521569952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209185602005858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465102546115946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505210641417005,0.0,0.0,0.3175182364830911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685899504997255,0.1255612855362082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986005561717107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001936424212648,0.09476791940377012,0.0,0.2417780455293033,0.0,0.0,0.1403520566338712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717654179378596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496295757658061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28476572270443035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695625414153955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957747545195963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445421225098278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547512438746676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346473012785168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749917129949062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469690327244884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215710781853708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995663192433326,0.16435712578139644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787993765097573,0.0,0.0,0.13209812802814522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919369012424396,0.0,0.0,0.0836649886011483,0.0,0.13600331468677926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259010796768584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509189112854368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133678689810933,0.1457120311002291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,keeganatthepark,2020/01/21,"Learning a new skill for a career change Hello, first time poster in here. I think this is the right place for it. Posting on mobile, bad at formatting etc.

I have very recently started on the path to becoming a web developer. I have no experience working in a tech field prior, but have always enjoyed computers and the technical workings of the things you do on them. 

I’m not having difficulty with the learning process, it is actually enjoyable to do. I am however thinking in to the future and what I will be like as an employee/what I will be like as a developer. I think about other developer’s work being better than mine so why would I be hired/find work. It’s a crippling and demotivating thing to be feeling.

What can I do to change this?",3.010847290640399,5.38905615862069,4.969285714285714,77.88250000000002,77.06896551724137,8.280788177339902,28.28817733990148,9.04235418022936,2.7034039408867003,593,26,110,15,14,203,92,145,0.027000000000000003,0.812,0.161,0.9643,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,7,3,6,0,0,13,0,19,0,0,0,0,13,25,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,12,5,20,17,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,9,84,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.1644403986435616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402129207726501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069790994348816,0.0,0.18610486355035635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490324463953124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35652018867600704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793198960991545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483405851516975,0.0,0.0,0.08520317330003976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540141004839146,0.14333360164180922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464989362340224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274696540464398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176055956562323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138496561177645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663822298649698,0.0,0.0,0.1439056973370218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927148119672695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238996782509852,0.3239211363741957,0.0,0.0,0.09825890662028634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903750704320622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205309080944251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907060040419148,0.0,0.0,0.1197039023220934,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,end0fthenight,2020/01/21,Lump in throat feeling Do you have it too? It’s so fucking annoying that throat cancer has almost all the same symptoms as this feeling,2.8302564102564105,5.661571769230772,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,81.30769230769229,5.005128205128205,27.89743589743589,6.42735559955562,1.4229128205128196,110,5,19,1,3,34,23,26,0.242,0.6629999999999999,0.095,-0.7698,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031780412364956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081550431944559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645502697629972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222866624341185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ollie0816,2020/01/21,"does anyone else feel like their lungs are burning during panic attacks? whenever i have panic attacks, i feel like my lungs and throat are burning. does anyone else feel that?",5.3115053763440905,8.26942187096774,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,72.2258064516129,5.423655913978496,26.46236559139785,6.42735559955562,1.353701075268818,142,5,21,1,3,42,19,31,0.313,0.564,0.12300000000000001,-0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643281548634852,0.3873375650269486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300649832661717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308175882508381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31579650015170824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28671584586900384,0.2700655138926936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846869144033522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44353807819760427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kylo_10,2020/01/21,"Couldn’t sit through movie? I’ve never been diagnosed with anxiety or anything, so I was wondering if you all could help me figure out what’s going on:

I’ve seen Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker 5 times. I have been looking forward to seeing it again for days. Today, I went to see it a 6th time, but as soon as the movie started I started to feel this sinking feeling, like I was trapped. I couldn’t focus on the movie. For the first 30 minutes of the movie I kept having this feeling of panic or anxiousness- it was like I felt like I had to stay there for 2 hours and I couldn’t leave. After about 30 minutes it had gotten to the point where I felt like I couldn’t stay, so I left. I cried in the car because I was so disappointed in myself. I had been looking forward to this all weekend and suddenly I couldn’t enjoy it. 

Since I got home I can’t help but wonder, is this a permanent thing? Will I ever be able to sit through a movie again?",1.6867907501410038,3.522845736040612,3.173764805414553,91.8015157924422,78.9492385786802,6.002143260011281,23.634799774393677,6.937597516519254,0.7142004512126339,738,25,161,8,18,242,105,197,0.13,0.735,0.135,-0.2834,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,10,8,1,1,10,0,22,1,0,0,4,28,41,12,1,7,5,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,11,4,0,1,8,1,0,6,7,3,0,1,17,10,23,5,25,16,2,34,0,1,5,0,3,10,0,5,22,111,34,0,0.14167776924658695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083831056845316,0.1600555522749373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658873236165435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636545312720821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311817031839247,0.0,0.1556263768418525,0.0913704404546342,0.0,0.0,0.14379995349167204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815565348890315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490961121519445,0.10121462665831857,0.2720657530357193,0.0,0.0,0.12051103814502492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805187412283089,0.0,0.11331265457702605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899272445735692,0.0,0.14211435425354182,0.0,0.13952406389456426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001630097718188,0.1539333108299748,0.0,0.0,0.27686640653333505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794728741830606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927062980039312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622833603018264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393128624004286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257976780138193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719731477844705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056050856842128,0.3020193023796681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941244145032798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522689318024875,0.0,0.1342939592990264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313367115004173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072869943578243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DrtyHippieChris,2020/01/21,"Once you have anxiety is it here forever. I've been going through a stressful time in my life and last week developed all the classic symptoms of anxiety and panic disorder. After seeing my doctor prescribed me Lexapro and talk therapy and said it would pass soon.

I've never been a person that has experienced anxiety before but for the last week it's constant, it feels like my chest is always tight and there's a pit in my stomach.

Will this ever go away? Will I go back to normal? Or is this something that's here forever?",4.4314705882352925,6.205067392156862,5.462892156862747,78.60551470588237,71.15686274509805,8.629411764705884,30.39705882352941,9.188382445141503,2.848564705882353,422,18,75,9,8,139,70,102,0.107,0.86,0.033,-0.5408,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,0,10,5,2,0,3,14,16,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,5,7,1,8,10,1,18,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,12,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420792007327986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918740464456869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042696455958194,0.13129761695318953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452972303816879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845220669192252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956963897759,0.17477173280004324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445480544961382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633725548016036,0.12198514106534945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911265989340794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27837106186330146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060706686062905,0.08342071885330984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169433737574354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167300538798994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184512561016128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003404813036831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909391125652088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242409156705692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606710074487208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145310047776534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955956437062292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747653048953047,0.0,0.13724385253456206,0.0,0.0,0.19526959812706626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956676489269824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27393363596046555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129720052046368,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sssstellaaaaa_,2020/01/21,I have never freaked out so much in my entire life holy shit I have a massive painful ulcer on the inside of my cheek and in 7 hours i have a performance in front of 1000 people I am freaking out I can talk but I can feel it and I can’t smile why today why did I have to chew my cheeks why today why today what the fuck do I do my head feels like it’s going to explode,-0.6708333333333307,1.1186212023809503,1.8166666666666664,98.66166666666668,86.9761904761905,4.2095238095238106,16.476190476190478,5.033348758259628,-0.921609523809523,287,6,71,1,9,98,54,84,0.133,0.77,0.09699999999999999,-0.4508,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,4,0,11,9,4,0,1,8,15,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,2,13,1,10,14,1,13,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,6,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153071676536506,0.12824156830770225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595356982681744,0.0,0.0,0.1020193424033316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422845739987212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678062312975407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679281483072705,0.08769923715031214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196008119157046,0.0,0.13844873412296546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101068339376148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444923219360594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426384402203805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442828752412923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104618331369137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.647917336689486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pixieparticles,2020/01/21,"Major Anxiety bc of Showering I haven't showered in a week because I'm too scared to clean the shower. I've been having severe panic attacks about this. Why is this so hard? I really need a shower to go to school tomorrow. (I'm a senior). I don't know what to do. If I clean it, I'm scared that I'm gonna have suicidal thoughts tonight. I'm scared of myself. If I don't shower, I'm still going to be so scared. My bed is all clean from washing the sheets and bedding twice today. I can't go to sleep if I haven't showerd. I'm so scared I'll get sick and pass it to my family and then everyone will die because of me.

I'm just sharing because I have no one to talk to and I'm sure i'm not the only one going through this.",0.01311335403726588,1.7470216583850942,2.772884316770188,93.10479231366465,83.96894409937889,5.764130434782609,20.62150621118013,6.9077264865688965,0.3372636645962737,561,17,132,7,16,197,85,161,0.244,0.677,0.079,-0.9789,6,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,6,6,0,14,3,1,0,2,14,33,11,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,10,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,7,7,0,3,2,1,12,2,16,28,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,75,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399162748356323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464825133622712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248598265541368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108140826683965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298938719725469,0.0,0.0,0.12814954527372166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102160478261636,0.0,0.30902509723726274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177307907916315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470755991181899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079575162880956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422920323160052,0.10338640748300094,0.0,0.15949307863513668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708488599423915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6804845301356381,0.13757575872261393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535704043884651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603542658639034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855966690288904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869329272461201,0.0,0.12811925345191724,0.0,0.0,0.1092612158164042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079189955970187,0.0,0.0,0.12885262237609327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904066581237724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266222834281257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,polivia1997,2020/01/21,Lexapro (anxiety) I’m struggling with anxiety at school and work and was just wondering if anyone else has taken lexapro. Thank you.,4.3150724637681135,7.694075000000005,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,81.6086956521739,8.284057971014493,33.7536231884058,8.841846274778883,3.8973014492753615,107,6,17,3,3,32,20,23,0.17300000000000001,0.731,0.096,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,9,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031051176789941,0.0,0.0,0.2299242187701411,0.3369231971718823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27469364217075554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327915427271182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34376247494698936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027406897581281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565999942546437,0.2393907373240944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slinkybastard,2020/01/21,"I'm freaking out I'm going to a qausi military like program for behivorially challenged you (I'm 16m) in order to do it I had to drop out of highschool because they offer a GED, after I'm planning on going to community college and working on a degree for graphic design . Im worried about my future because we all know how risky art carrers are and once I leave on my flight tomorrow there's no turning back",4.042931726907632,5.225552590361449,6.01222891566265,76.5965763052209,71.28915662650601,7.461044176706826,34.315261044176715,7.793537801064563,2.741909236947791,327,17,58,4,6,114,60,83,0.17300000000000001,0.795,0.032,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,1,3,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,15,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,36,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422299625891512,0.0,0.3840649944233168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580648138935156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402742917361366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312605853320678,0.0,0.0,0.33355935569136075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390224191351148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354846721191677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426499242260042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293373912381845,0.3199168171886819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grieva-SeeD-,2020/01/21,"Emotional self flagellation I dont post often, I occasionally give a little advice here and there but mostly I like to read the highs and lows of the good people on here.

I was diagnosed with the usual combo, anxiety and depression a few months back. There was a single trigger, something that broke the camels back so to speak. I have been on sertraline for a few months and all was well. 

Rx has run out and I was using some slightly out of date tablets, they are not working. 

One of my big issues is when I spiral I push people away, I martyr myself and essentially believe that I am no good for anyone. I hate the wallowing and self pity, its disgusting and it never leads to anything good. In those moments I open my mouth and say the rawest feelings that are In my head without filtering them. 

Needless to say I'm off to the doctor's and hope to be back on track soon. 

Much love to all suffering through anxiety and depression.",4.761869953251171,6.0808272099447525,5.486408839779006,80.52628134296644,69.7182320441989,8.663153421164472,28.287717807054825,9.057496981413335,2.283435699107522,739,26,140,14,13,240,115,181,0.187,0.6779999999999999,0.135,-0.9022,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,13,15,2,0,11,0,13,6,2,3,3,29,20,14,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,6,15,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,8,1,1,5,4,18,7,24,14,8,29,0,6,0,1,9,14,0,4,12,108,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286771279898724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080324200873479,0.0,0.0,0.0950729578902122,0.0,0.11189122139896664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277477163413881,0.3136562006184477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319093935120054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23422047016726824,0.13800606720199418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917043065376172,0.0,0.0,0.15935511068365354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294726109160112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875020825241136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043422712134414,0.0,0.3421340161685041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424162132173093,0.1395438197782542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365912419564894,0.0,0.13504828243008185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419167156456889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642777514567641,0.136277047724574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227176817273979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705893736614496,0.0,0.09995314539138662,0.0,0.1048679746639182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213637656813144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852810769698944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302210887797145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360061837550814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625663030565892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836914520702337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467587813638872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743389557376666,0.14975107183052153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225280953536967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106963844230965,0.0,0.09898733422107917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Notaprobleman,2020/01/22,"Need darkness to see the light. I’ve come to a real conclusion that I have a very strong ability to manipulate my body.  Past muscles.  The ability to overcharge the heart, tighten the spine, to build a reality based on feeling.  I’m a hyper-responder.  

And I think hyper-responders need to be bombarded with challenges, to move on from the pathology of using the body to hurt the mind.  To realize the mind is stronger than what the body is telling it.  

For me, it was making sure I would eat donuts, instead of having an utterly perfect diet full of possible allergens.  Except those allergens, for me, were in my head.  I never had full blown allergies once I tested them in times where my mind did not care what happened to the body.  To essentially poison yourself, so you don’t have such strong reactions to feeling bad.  To feel bad, so you’re reminded what feeling good is, and to be confronted.

I needed to get my first panic attack in my mid 20s to learn about the spectrum of where the mind can go.  It still affects me to this day, and ultimately I’m glad it happened.  I learned that everything was always in my head.  My happiness, sadness, intrusive thoughts.

I had to organize, and it’s still a challenge, but the outcome has made me a stronger adult.

Now I realize there never really a root cause, moreso my want to continue the cycle of feeling safe and continuing my idea of myself.",5.154854912947768,6.609530897338402,6.0502461476886165,76.3396357814689,68.92395437262357,9.795397238343007,33.23374024414649,10.064110947511567,3.565179467680609,1098,51,197,28,19,362,151,263,0.07400000000000001,0.787,0.138,0.9012,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,7,11,19,3,1,22,0,18,12,8,7,4,45,41,8,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,7,2,1,13,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,8,7,25,11,38,30,2,25,0,2,1,0,4,11,0,0,11,137,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706080320046831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903208736112343,0.0,0.0,0.17472388394460397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648827675819522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066775786040913,0.10748415446244976,0.0,0.0901297511094149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747789682949902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706293244558532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940349798298198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645211533235917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899849183504045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054665020729084815,0.0,0.059463818784397576,0.08775894342589212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504848265629886,0.11138091509240364,0.0,0.0,0.2147617764961668,0.0,0.0,0.12398742613985422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200891540063712,0.1181148891219392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900373318117013,0.06984154721734707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225871624968183,0.0,0.0,0.1112054655074016,0.0,0.23274615671066404,0.1613946971794715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142786989268312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276112989028565,0.0,0.0,0.09988147410096324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795495830261543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909220408658225,0.06702885850912617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337681391019369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167115808203802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861283291444543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145150640626157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704288057273619,0.0,0.08306478218043599,0.061010777643186936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903669975293942,0.0,0.08633096701408595,0.061713670211806376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432637323980969,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AndrewtheRey,2020/01/22,"Looking for someone who understands My anxiety has gotten so bad in the past 2 years that doing anything is becoming very challenging. I am on the autism spectrum too and that definitely does not help me. I stutter really bad, I always get worried that the person has malicious intent even if I’m simply taking their order in a restaurant, I get dizzy and it feels like I’m losing balance, I slur my words and will say the wrong thing which only furthers the anxiety. And the medicine I took for it never helped me which is the worst part. Has anyone truly come close to recovering from the anxiety? I would like to try therapy but I am very poor and don’t have family support and I also don’t have insurance at the moment.",5.826992063492066,6.614540350000002,6.7438095238095235,74.41896825396827,66.92857142857143,9.936507936507935,31.26984126984127,9.994966539143718,3.1783888888888896,579,22,102,13,9,193,94,140,0.174,0.732,0.094,-0.8606,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,4,10,0,0,10,0,14,0,0,1,1,17,26,10,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,2,3,14,4,9,22,2,13,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,1,6,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772157170318818,0.13289311895935785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665375649834274,0.0,0.0,0.11167429405544432,0.0,0.1314293090066721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266705578635948,0.0,0.17638927735350896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757768474040866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976498511146868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548822264720488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505621924091523,0.0,0.08075514997249535,0.11409823379678732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688578178950114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410307848973004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605436203286402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341177956562363,0.17867679551985755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317968536480073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214681186944375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295245500093934,0.1524631077543738,0.0,0.13945429579091706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023155512022126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700933609366513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532339892827655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123920405101573,0.0,0.0,0.12008349401031565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264450953555889,0.0,0.10610550872489233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744582938319156,0.10843391584144564,0.0,0.0,0.1662657503517952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26355813517736104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219521622700006,0.0,0.11345477181081795,0.17461992206783802,0.0,0.10284924574095952
anxiety,Pejuzs,2020/01/22,"Any ideas on what thoughts to focus on when uncontrollable anxiety and unwanted thoughts happen? ex. when you are waiting in the health center or when you have social anxiety.  
How can one turn off the fight or flight mode?",4.64725,7.552801225000002,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,74.25,8.0,27.5,8.841846274778883,2.4675,179,7,31,4,4,54,32,40,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.8299,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,8,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,5,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327171680285494,0.0,0.4573366635406211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643285935881036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31773152069018445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374374334255504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255180914926152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304705099833092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746085292952698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251325112790407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angryaries666,2020/01/22,Anxious stomach Anyone get stomach pain when they get anxious? Any way to aleviate that? TIA. 💜,1.7514705882352928,3.5238757647058847,2.7263235294117654,83.08595588235295,114.88235294117649,4.052941176470589,33.661764705882355,5.985473137389443,2.6726588235294124,76,5,11,1,4,24,14,17,0.32299999999999995,0.506,0.17,-0.3873,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781328337278475,0.0,0.0,0.7569152584503313,0.0,0.23424163554261265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500501060322085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564664290951172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659095030594371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shulkerer,2020/01/22,"Please help I just had a panic attack as my mother keeps asking for £10 I owe her, I do not have this and she wont stop making me really stressed please help I can pay you back when possible I cannot concentrate right now Please help I just had a panic attack as my mother keeps asking for £10 I owe her, I do not have this and she wont stop making me really stressed please help I can pay you back when possible I cannot concentrate right now",0.6400000000000006,2.6766413333333356,2.65816666666667,93.1035,83.58333333333334,6.34,15.85,7.554174236665415,0.025120000000000253,352,6,80,6,10,118,40,96,0.19899999999999998,0.57,0.231,0.3284,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,8,6,2,4,2,0,12,0,0,2,0,12,20,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,4,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,20,0,4,16,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,8,52,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307758874990617,0.28083293858725833,0.0,0.18981608110034331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309230984192486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194158623367876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477747618609198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896308853829349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419448178866588,0.0,0.2782916631593915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581414870778403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081262523928973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638164158626274,0.28277130560451924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,umbrilow_,2020/01/22,"I'm struggling to go to school... Anxiety paralyzes me I am currently a student, this is my last year before I hope to graduate. But I've been having a lot of trouble getting to class in the last few weeks.

I've always suffered from anxiety, at least I've never known myself without it. I was bullied when I was in college when I was 12 years old. Since then I've always had social difficulties: going out alone, talking to people. I'm always afraid of what others think of me, I always think that people think badly of me.   Today I still have great friends that I can count on, I'm still uncomfortable with people but it's a little better than before. I'm anxious about absolutely everything and nothing at the same time. I can't answer the phone, make appointments, whether it's medical, administrative... I'm afraid to drive, I can't get my driver's license because of the stress. I worry a lot when things don't go as I planned. The list is long and I will stop here, but I stress a lot for nothing.

I had a lot of episodes where I couldn't go to class because of anxiety. I never knew what the causes were, I never really got an answer from my shrinks. My family always put pressure on me to get good grades, or compared me to my brother or my cousin who were doing pretty well, whereas my school career was pretty disastrous because of anxiety. I think it's become a real complex, I feel like I'm useless and incapable of anything. I think I have developed a ""phobia of failure"", I'm afraid of not succeeding. So in order not to disappoint my parents, I work a lot, I put a lot of pressure on myself. I almost want to be the best and I set the bar very high. It's a way for me to feel proud and capable. In addition to the courses I start to work a little bit freelance as an artist, which adds extra work to my life. I want to do so many things at once so that I can be proud of myself, so that I don't consider myself lazy. 

The problem today is that I can't get to work, I can't do any work anymore. I can't even go to school anymore. I've been at home for three days now. I've told my friends about it but I'm afraid that they'll think I'm lazy. When I'm not, I'm just stuck, I cry and I feel nauseous from the night before. For several weeks now, every day I've been thinking ""what day can I stay home so that it won't have too much impact on my schooling"". I don't sleep well anymore, anxiety tires me. I contacted my psy to make an appointment, I'll see what she tells me. I once saw a psychiatrist who told me I had generalized anxiety. I was on medication for a while but I had to stop because it was giving me severe headaches.

Otherwise, I have absolutely no idea what to do. I know I'll have to go back, go out again, face the looks and judgments maybe. My boyfriend keeps telling me that I need to rest and that it's okay not to go to school, but for me I have to go to school to avoid retaliation. I don't even know how to relax, how to occupy my free time. I'm always looking for a way to do something useful and productive. But my body is telling me to stop. I'm so afraid of what people might think, I'll never be able to defend myself and find good arguments, they wouldn't understand. I feel like I'm not making an effort myself, because my parents keep telling me that I have to do something if I want to get better and succeed. That I'm not trying hard enough and that it's laziness.

So, I apologize in advance if this text seems messy, I'm spreading myself a little thin. There is so much to say, I had to condense it to say only what is necessary, or almost. I really needed to talk about it, maybe to get advice, support... whatever.

Sorry for the mistakes, english is not my native language and it is sometimes difficult for me to express myself, especially on rather difficult subjects like this ... Thank you.",3.5929591836734684,4.585248704081632,5.071530612244898,83.63775510204081,72.16326530612245,7.946938775510205,27.647959183673468,8.306716005460428,1.8019862244897964,3000,107,616,46,56,1010,299,784,0.13,0.731,0.139,0.9003,3,2,2,0,0,0,102.0,0,1,2,15,33,43,0,11,33,1,60,8,3,7,4,103,132,44,0,13,23,4,6,3,2,5,4,2,2,0,41,18,1,6,23,3,1,13,25,20,2,1,22,12,97,24,92,101,16,78,0,3,4,0,28,23,0,16,40,408,138,20,0.04834392429880216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724112331323578,0.0,0.0,0.09681891383970742,0.0500697258088328,0.0,0.0,0.24135610660580034,0.0,0.0,0.03287552630698785,0.0,0.22189781859266366,0.05461487390668345,0.14383254751331864,0.0,0.0,0.039782930528607985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03717349369342058,0.04036515746243281,0.14735003770233635,0.053392066198794205,0.12341135664002495,0.0,0.050733965968484285,0.08551254482990682,0.05277904436767418,0.05369920153837268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966252720170515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310353078643365,0.09353349533896878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995219694621323,0.0,0.06386141211389977,0.0,0.040731841278098715,0.0,0.04344840192552957,0.0,0.04557434932982976,0.0,0.09777656279148536,0.06907381835727416,0.0,0.0,0.04418547098507124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470079198193053,0.0,0.15154623074539136,0.046375897333524284,0.2472746963866373,0.0810971800797648,0.03866505256328372,0.05329934720847478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433066604572712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107801028731064,0.09698579558870188,0.04801642497731637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457440609065753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594060237184252,0.0,0.0,0.05313711298355426,0.07881350136229452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03414674343193885,0.0708551983993673,0.14535993765603653,0.0,0.04278285170986122,0.08119344136506458,0.0,0.0,0.246601653862492,0.0,0.0,0.0968098345985245,0.049013151360027166,0.0971359396464344,0.0,0.0,0.09740283538450968,0.0,0.05128526395402133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107669376568468,0.07169281460784252,0.14914325891053365,0.0,0.0,0.045367498047180425,0.0,0.09277459841509836,0.0,0.05072881622819991,0.10296940320643637,0.0,0.03676773288990052,0.0,0.0,0.10736041363220106,0.0,0.0,0.13406236016418216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836630193278617,0.0,0.046258606564364924,0.0,0.09719799320356932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502596968399793,0.06194071164548572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689005797089589,0.0,0.29355979409596045,0.03852384855716647,0.044010493010813286,0.0,0.1092297478133669,0.0,0.03999059375229837,0.0,0.04837883770276539,0.049280542728684616,0.0,0.07443502959132857,0.04781337728245882,0.05411706527713102,0.034218078443504975,0.051528190938718674,0.07721504078683245,0.12125305623429893,0.1107556038944151,0.050539566268417234,0.0,0.0,0.05486011239285854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771403023214354,0.16901888272748342,0.04450859028326663,0.0,0.0,0.06423511032977748,0.2478146771885241,0.0,0.0,0.056379462060344665,0.05556422930291628,0.0916487750571348,0.09238938280173448,0.0,0.03282235122035195,0.0,0.0,0.050327730135114365,0.0,0.04175362866633352,0.0,0.039888800531843856,0.08554349729796555,0.07674631376787333,0.07755716002387633,0.0,0.08693398763305793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660181786708362,0.0,0.1759747633144374,0.049095601795363035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226380446121967
anxiety,The-earths-lullabye,2020/01/22,"I actually hate living in my mind so much Why do I think like this, what did I do to deserve this?, why is this how I am?",-2.790714285714288,-1.1280372142857118,1.047142857142859,100.0228571428572,99.71428571428572,4.228571428571429,14.142857142857142,5.985473137389443,-1.0067428571428572,90,2,25,1,4,33,21,28,0.142,0.77,0.08800000000000001,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.3413494448061922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34535012736379433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708921598322442,0.0,0.30887537846783353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531932174179929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571395603796938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413450095880025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.63127112992925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mihrena,2020/01/22,"I don't know what to do anymore, am i alone? Hey everyone, it's my first time on reddit, also sorry if i mispells some words, english isn't my first language.
So, 5 or 6 days ago i started to have a weird sensation, only during the evening, felt like my heart was stopping for not even a second and started back again. It wasnt  constant, it lasted for 2 or 3 days, maybe a total of 10 times. Since it happened i've started to feel constantly anxious and i'm also having several panic attacks every day and night. It got worst when i heard about that new coronavirus from china, i'm someone who's dead scared of getting sick so yeaah..
I tried a few things to calm my anxiety but it seems like nothing is working, i dont know what to do.
I took an Ativan earlier today and it helped me a lot, my bpm came back to 84. 
When i'm anxious my bpm can get up to 150, anyone else experienced this?
Please, i need some advices. What are your tips to deal with panic attacks, anxiety?
I'm so tired.",2.3597015357867264,3.966397024630542,4.064103158504782,87.1935236163431,76.29064039408867,6.549869603013619,26.226890756302524,7.285733465282438,1.2871804694291509,768,29,158,9,17,258,132,203,0.19399999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.05,-0.9724,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,3,13,10,2,3,7,0,13,3,1,0,1,23,33,15,1,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,14,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,7,0,3,7,4,17,3,17,26,6,27,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,7,25,98,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093248250613204,0.0991721335545579,0.0,0.0,0.11587074207833847,0.0,0.17893585461818476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117106521988526,0.2527781355241984,0.11095183597248076,0.07822693918976646,0.11463111888676468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545522803727497,0.0,0.1720528814695935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795738469868834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417983969922055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164540615917499,0.11534018532378447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131118909410854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345880550056147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778729246611502,0.0,0.09426112483879044,0.10690318523282334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056568328992726576,0.0,0.10741938160667767,0.0,0.0,0.1903248909482224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690213951298753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894781878796569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989323851323612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132574681168516,0.0749887368575731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296925165543415,0.09119461651845316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931481763369613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511375110477033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239539689394026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295531377595444,0.0,0.10805142021128802,0.0,0.10498890457349022,0.0,0.10734891584408188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508743408655425,0.0,0.26252690553852864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280725502074585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120083075028139,0.0,0.0,0.1018485402509805,0.0,0.1263890677620992,0.0,0.09254573895459084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947929457575892,0.0,0.0,0.12523704516985515,0.2375611656162261,0.0,0.0,0.09353410920587477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432605013469283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047265590891705,0.1285860543139642,0.10604623257760636,0.0,0.1242993673883885,0.07595708047570585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144772547848375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lpoabla,2020/01/22,"I'm going to start actively trying to get better. For so long I've been feeding my anxiety, letting it run riot and not controlling it. I know when I'm irrational, but I let it take over and make bad decisions.

Today I've decided I've had enough, I've had enough of it damaging things I care about, and I'm going to start trying to get better. 

I often feel paralysed by fear, I'll sit on my bed for hours with my head in my hands catastrophising and thinking the worst, I have multiple panic attacks every day, but I'm going to start taking care of myself. Drinking water, eating well, waking up early and leaving my bedroom for more than five minutes at a time. I'm going to try and be better for those I care about. 

It feels terrifying. But I've done it before, it's just so easy to slip into the anxiety, it's effortless to panic, whereas it takes a whole lot of effort to fight it. 

This is my commitment to getting better, it starts here, and I'm going to post my journey as it goes on, so I can see myself improving.",6.143779904306222,5.204843952153108,7.459234449760768,75.42464114832538,66.41626794258373,10.279425837320575,31.44019138755981,9.573946990214177,2.770699521531101,802,26,156,14,11,277,117,209,0.19,0.64,0.171,-0.7039,0,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,6,10,16,2,3,4,0,10,7,3,2,1,25,40,15,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,15,9,4,1,6,1,0,7,1,8,1,1,4,4,16,8,31,33,6,27,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,2,11,102,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357046690159516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162463117802505,0.0,0.0,0.08926470338322877,0.0,0.0,0.09097184169991457,0.0,0.0,0.3782099429138028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270031158907065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990774098894655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894757956867592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940521372805344,0.0,0.10473029997079417,0.0,0.10939478555918376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093153224506745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007559882123888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203025549844184,0.10811299179913504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675669090220166,0.0,0.3037947661183069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971966650571728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528401142918634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875449183534796,0.0,0.0,0.11320138982320173,0.0,0.2186437687573669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461126396753693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089036547727238,0.0,0.0,0.07136271075749276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086978607047594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238944623721856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519277839647581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026834839374793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114720499380876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102571166374162,0.06850308856664296,0.0,0.0,0.0623396051707034,0.0,0.10133740625842123,0.0,0.0,0.2177529555348567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612419606201744,0.0,0.0,0.11936028644734528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrs9001,2020/01/22,"Too scared about grades Hi!  HS junior here, first time posting.  I have GAD and worrying about everything,  even the little nuisances.  I started having anxiety  when things would come up and I would worry about the outcome too much.  It gets so bad it won't even leave my mind for two seconds,  it feels like a heavy rock latched onto my shoulder.   

Anyways,  I've  always been taught that bad grades equals not trying  hard enough.  I feel like a failure if I get a B or even a C.  I have been grounded for months  on end when I have  received a B- or lower.  I just took my finals for the semester and I feel like I have failed.  I have done all the study guides and practiced  out writing my essays.  However,  when I got to my exams I feel like I didn't so well.  Some questions were iffy and open responses  were okay.  If I don't get the good grades, I won't be able to make my parents happy and punitive actions will result.  I am constantly  checking  online to see if my grades have been posted and I'm super scared.",2.5949751243781094,4.571692004975127,3.3242039800995022,91.11874378109457,76.71144278606965,5.8597014925373125,23.604477611940297,6.691623216298621,0.6598776119402987,787,25,161,7,18,248,122,201,0.183,0.7120000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9563,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,17,14,0,2,10,1,22,1,1,2,1,30,37,17,0,5,7,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,5,1,1,4,5,5,1,3,10,6,24,9,13,21,5,23,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,7,14,109,29,8,0.12422841576067264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336799364377593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503439802878792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745107627153755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070117802421445,0.0,0.13424678448405544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712880050787514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002950341664283,0.1283611618295318,0.0,0.2461550909514942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164848979120287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25125447861937683,0.35499522016574275,0.0,0.13608615722882672,0.0,0.10566862698391254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471265968852866,0.0,0.0,0.10419690116278772,0.09935681256556338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224345859524064,0.11128425957396823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315399551233441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24276691568402234,0.1245095085680152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829234321697066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543528637775492,0.0,0.09915793625194924,0.0,0.09132217948881184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379409542604025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379529647857261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916425666051174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874863199756925,0.0,0.0989939634540476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792951207555097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253183940094408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243858824850412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380223408663154,0.08434293973411945,0.0,0.12135311110336645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169626500180793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523199727915305,0.0,0.1764966045380164,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thatteenager105,2020/01/22,"Question Would anxiety cause constant tension headaches for the past 5 months allong with visual snow, tinnitus, brain fog and dp? Im only 17 and have been to many doctors who say im in perfect health. I have a history of concussions but none were too serious and i only had like 2-3. I also used to use thc (bud and vape). Ive been looking for answers since i started getting these symptoms but the only answer ive gotten is anxiety. Ive been seeing a therapist for the past 3 months and all it has done was made me recognize that ive had been dealing with anxiety most of my life. Living day-to-day with these symptoms is very hard and i am slowly losing hope. My therapist also insists that i dont need any medication but i do believe i need something since it isnt getting any better. Anyone have any advice, ideas or anything at all? Thank u",4.2439803921568595,5.318799888235296,5.622058823529412,79.98759803921571,70.70588235294117,8.254901960784315,31.22549019607843,8.59863814320734,2.534607843137255,671,29,126,11,12,226,105,170,0.098,0.8170000000000001,0.086,0.1888,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,0,1,5,0,24,7,1,4,3,29,37,12,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,1,6,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,11,4,15,5,12,25,4,8,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,4,7,76,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145479863775967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242205861622945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268721662440456,0.0,0.26175898195115826,0.0,0.0,0.07975103322189929,0.0,0.09385887126108387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850274110120344,0.0,0.1008738022784206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273248968457826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716755616514955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325467537946334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471141547555008,0.11758735605470926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674177268567792,0.0,0.11671951099759675,0.1336734967359195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917974176894555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021723189970519,0.0,0.0,0.12123684223605355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328394842915365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875602896397206,0.2464014206706693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056155625485925,0.05572229811780258,0.0,0.10071407569035988,0.0,0.0957788259822624,0.1276001713376577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792312156222778,0.0,0.11563550001156175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490003457946772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207779487609405,0.0,0.0,0.16914306128814224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602355730476029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775987884188105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776950557912936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070239367054632,0.0,0.0,0.09088835071132947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869761180374325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780635019714739,0.0,0.0,0.0807298551603956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370969772686997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050080019219646,0.0,0.26485702878903433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701658000575767,0.0,0.09410864770721523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810225428546278,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisreallysuxman,2020/01/22,"Has anyone ever been so anxious you don’t even know what you’re thinking anymore? It’s been 3 weeks with major brain fog. I also have OCD and can’t differentiate my obsessive thoughts with my own thoughts and am getting worried. I’m freaked out by everything and am even getting paranoid. But I’m aware it’s all in my head... but I still can’t stop being anxious over nothing. 

I’m so anxious I don’t even remember why I’m so anxious about anything I’m doing. It’s making me worry that my subconscious is now wired to be like this. Can anyone relate?",2.1644805194805197,4.3927170714285735,3.7630519480519484,86.21831168831172,79.17857142857143,5.858441558441559,28.038961038961038,6.980632752743323,1.525614285714286,440,20,85,5,11,146,72,112,0.22399999999999998,0.747,0.028999999999999998,-0.9583,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,1,0,0,15,2,2,1,2,17,27,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,9,1,8,21,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707106801047208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6615332932275565,0.14518331122331676,0.20472389589393114,0.0,0.12046962285310947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342389479791586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900751703056236,0.13242157221858375,0.0,0.0,0.13156930683562712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529694353845146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024227218171932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045420329239676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152061545772619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771899746609101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046879821206898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583563627590275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691027682699286,0.12239177087795412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380323514911247,0.0,0.23244064780384316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742827506027825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320976333190314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973400176128643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OASISandPRISM,2020/01/22,"Participants Needed for PAID Anxiety Study If you experience anxiety we need YOU! We are looking for participants for a research study on the use of cannabis in people who experience anxiety (IRB #16-0767). You can make up to $300 for ONLY 3 appointments!! Contact us or fill in the online, confidential screening form here: [https://redcap.ucdenver.edu/surveys/?s=C494HREE9D](https://redcap.ucdenver.edu/surveys/?s=C494HREE9D) and we will get back to you about eligibility ASAP.",12.011813725490198,16.26238086764706,9.827058823529416,44.793431372549065,56.5,11.003921568627453,34.86274509803922,10.864195022040775,4.893609803921568,401,16,48,11,6,121,52,68,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.6526,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,10,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,12,8,1,6,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,2,1,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56395455626334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895328736074546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807474895130172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838519978165686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635358872357287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402849341257794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644153845753261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868908006238364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703601218739224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955861962774468,0.21223416504271034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seekingadvice2296,2020/01/22,"Why do I feel emotionally numb/ feel like my emotions are fake? I have a obsessive personality so I quickly attach to a idea scary or not and spiral out of control with it. It’s happened before and I snapped out of it. But now I learned about the condition alexythemia, and my mind keeps telling me I have it and at this point I can’t tell if my emotions are real.  I don’t know if I’m scared or stressed but i feel empty and I hate it",1.1900241545893702,3.1624951521739137,3.018405797101451,91.62900966183577,81.17391304347827,5.828019323671497,25.439613526570053,6.937597516519254,0.9123077294685992,342,14,77,4,9,114,59,92,0.191,0.7879999999999999,0.02,-0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,3,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,25,15,12,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,14,1,8,15,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,3,53,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357887816194685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242853172920872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6090617624670128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27377491240663504,0.12893804698155026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596017038513678,0.0,0.0,0.1781909177823836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037448487388092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042277218451206,0.0,0.0,0.09918947197764033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881755308294519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223773086936804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759196215511054,0.0,0.0,0.1706160369075354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543068945814305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069630787774765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067441991485645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155025327999747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285904231493306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MordredsSong,2020/01/22,"Struggling to succeed in interviews. Really having a tough time. What do you all suggest? Hi /anxiety, 

So I graduated college in 2019 and since then I have struggled and struggled with interviews...and well, to get a job somewhat related to what I studied. I currently work at my old part-time job, but right now I am having a tough time powering through job interviews. After reflecting on this situation, I have realized a few things.. --

1. Really, I think my biggest issue is that if I am asked an unfamiliar question, I will basically choke on words and force a sentence out, sometimes painfully (excessive stammering, uncontrollable mouth movement, etc). This never happens with general questions such as ""What is your greatest strength and weakness, why do you want to work here, etc"" because I've practiced those so much. This tends to happen when answering situational/behavioral questions, because half the time I literally can't think of a situation related to that question. I find it brutally difficult to actually come up with a coherent response and when I finally answer the question, it will sound like word vomit and overall lukewarm. So in all reality, if I don't strictly memorize that question, I will not be able to smoothly answer it. What generally happens is that I'll say ""That's a great question, do you mind if I take a minute?"", and then proceed to frantically search for something decent to say, on top of dealing with extremely long and uncomfortable long pauses. 
2. I try my hardest to ""loosen up"" during the interview, but I just...can't. It's never the employers fault, because they always make me feel relaxed and at ease. The thought of just sitting in the conference room (or wherever the interview is conducted) just sends me into a state of panic. I'm an excessive coffee drinker (5+ cups a day, strong black coffee) so before the interview I instead had a piping hot cup of green tea to mitigate my nerves. Sadly, that did not help and I found myself mentally exhausted by the time the interview was over with. 

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I just had another interview today, and it did not go well. Or maybe it did and I'm being too hard on myself. But of course, I have had numerous people on this site tell me that ""I had a terrible interview but I actually ended up getting the job."" That's somewhat reassuring, but I can't help but feel inadequate after I finish an interview. Perhaps this is caused by being somewhat ""sheltered"" as a kid growing up and never pushing myself to face my fears, also probably because all throughout my college career I literally never did any interview prep or resume prep, I just focused intensely on my schoolwork and worked at my part-time job to pay the bills. 

I just don't know what to do anymore. I really feel like I'll never improve. I mean, I probably gave 40 presentations/speeches all throughout high school and college, yet I never improved on any of them, even after practicing many nights before. I suppose I'll just need to practice more and get familiar with some of these interview questions, because I don't really feel like i'm in a good place right now.",6.486008097165989,7.90173016491228,7.2510526315789505,69.10775303643729,65.7719298245614,10.618083670715249,37.59784075573549,10.672499152188008,4.568937921727395,2494,131,399,68,39,828,277,570,0.139,0.755,0.107,-0.9537,11,0,2,0,0,0,95.0,0,4,2,8,24,30,1,7,30,0,36,7,2,2,10,94,64,39,0,5,21,0,7,3,0,3,4,3,1,1,27,25,1,0,25,1,2,6,14,18,2,1,12,12,54,12,61,46,14,69,0,1,2,0,38,30,0,18,34,285,81,28,0.06099197452995865,0.0,0.11903873788628035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877525999581448,0.05075020877413443,0.0660847789210324,0.07411192495818852,0.08295326836859501,0.06395540328288724,0.0466586935730428,0.0,0.060487649701266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057019262874158615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859007078321117,0.0,0.10379935610760982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265555885488656,0.0,0.052539185459053714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03933477783166326,0.06288004759177296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402078605639253,0.0,0.1360443482024956,0.04028462394802605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863292812447637,0.12335749970452732,0.08714535758195043,0.0,0.06681372683340743,0.05574555975759846,0.0,0.0,0.06687455195344884,0.0,0.0,0.09559736802296756,0.0,0.03466314468598012,0.05115717449109775,0.0,0.0672438672398646,0.0,0.0,0.16180500494325986,0.0,0.05463682913414001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176326974357284,0.06444136978267208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365977519681378,0.3026256175246226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03351959412373128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939279379511306,0.0,0.0,0.10795195630701036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040712616609191433,0.0618362891044378,0.06127463629391091,0.06643814067315416,0.0,0.0,0.061465564860690575,0.0,0.061584507417763064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483611910605408,0.04522477628746125,0.2822446247607899,0.0,0.0,0.057236836386700574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400081731474136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489976115381893,0.07156094065586474,0.0,0.13209672958283286,0.0,0.04228415553328664,0.0,0.06372363190376297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151932876573927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465997611413219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629208269063025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417362598819532,0.0,0.0970065323696555,0.0,0.061727134430431985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050453191604855736,0.13711506967046122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695460179143463,0.06032262237087959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128616366844087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585837430164329,0.0,0.053309674069281984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04052035772838519,0.07816238906161209,0.0,0.048420814907120587,0.1422596433315412,0.0,0.057813260250008075,0.0,0.0,0.041409547087485114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03597464682533973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096782198882143,0.0,0.05503577031851442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320865160616188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411192495818852,0.0
anxiety,yoitsoats,2020/01/22,"I have work in an hour and I really need to call out. I’m so anxious their just gonna fire me My mom and I have been in a “fight” ( we live 3000 miles apart) and it broke today and she called me crying now I’m crying and I’m real anxious now. 
I have work in an hour and I can’t be trapped there. My home is where I feel comfy rn. I just wanna walk to the beach, watch a sunset and go home. 
I only have 3 days left of work anyways and I really need to call out now but they may just fire my ass.",-1.5932793522267197,0.11524542105263436,1.1826315789473691,102.20265182186236,90.40350877192982,4.20944669365722,12.278002699055333,5.369823440869387,-1.5113284750337383,374,4,101,2,13,129,67,114,0.21,0.79,0.0,-0.9594,0,1,0,0,1,0,9.0,1,0,2,3,10,2,1,0,5,0,9,1,1,0,0,21,17,10,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,11,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,4,18,0,10,13,0,18,0,1,1,1,9,9,1,1,7,62,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448439796286183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675393525570225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353012023796627,0.09843003213244228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717142010854558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673989363443285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30618918735764805,0.0,0.3006083373147262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658267231268356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477003246719432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875170816135127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633793444609346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160776398874349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737198405069599,0.19555003954924532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466996835326773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333368733904298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,patjaka,2020/01/22,"Fear of being sexual active. Hey,
I know the headline sounds a bit weird but that's my problem. I slept with a couple of girls in the last years. But I always was anxious to fail, this ended up with not getting hard. Because of this sex isn't that enjoyable for me.
End this fear drives me crazy and I think because of that, I don't have any sex drive. 
How can I fix this? I feel like I'm missing out something.",0.3408139534883716,2.5689595930232585,1.8965581395348856,96.78274418604653,86.7906976744186,4.370232558139535,19.06511627906977,5.6839178017228535,-0.3294055813953487,319,9,71,2,10,103,62,86,0.29600000000000004,0.636,0.068,-0.9714,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,2,4,0,6,3,1,1,0,12,13,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,3,10,2,11,10,1,9,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864475380852833,0.0,0.0,0.15237802008151574,0.0,0.0,0.25313986687821205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731868903859493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446307994415659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24793364549552965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969261529729725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042911463613411,0.11329855915778672,0.16007852745028886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706942917641285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007263127957532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231452234965553,0.1826502362446684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947124966415787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440857901975185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250313086888638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435775868061954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429632483977387
anxiety,islesoflightlessbird,2020/01/22,"Dealing with a terrible living situation. I am in so much disbelief with my home life right now that I don't even know what to do or say. I'm emotionless yet restless at all times. I have no money to move. I have no friends to hang out with. I'm so thankful that I have a car as a momentary escape route. Most days, I get in my car and drive with no destination for hours and cry and cry and cry. My emotions are at an all time high every day and my anxiety has never been worse. I wake up with that feeling in my chest that I'm sure you all know what I'm talking about. (Feels like the feeling in your throat when you're ""choked up"", except in my chest). This is basically a shitpost but I just needed to vent it out.",2.1320175438596465,3.371234131578952,3.789473684210528,90.45464912280704,76.10526315789474,7.171929824561403,23.85087719298245,7.793537801064563,0.9366824561403512,556,17,129,8,12,186,93,152,0.121,0.784,0.094,-0.4593,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,0,10,5,4,0,5,28,22,11,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,8,12,0,0,5,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,1,4,16,4,24,21,5,27,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,2,10,87,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269682128244553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469377209064962,0.21407656583075613,0.1711099615883106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669628886730424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096230158904674,0.0,0.13983866425356253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517614630292524,0.1185705113111118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282296434638862,0.0,0.08671357925039568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753586508044218,0.16648356275002893,0.0,0.16344909962500026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242786647374745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723101240451288,0.08108559126130416,0.0,0.14655641729678567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640209072897306,0.12200860069020687,0.12306621940915807,0.12800792607236258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173927838826353,0.0,0.13198768658182994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655960994820253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642675312264448,0.0,0.0,0.13340209821630736,0.0,0.15280482339421572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935593486192878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913976342731676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tosimies,2020/01/22,"My boyfriend doesn't really get my anxiety I never actually got diagnosed for any anxiety disorder but I still suffer from social anxiety and occasional anxiety attacks. I don't really know much about anxiety disorders and neither does my boyfriend, so he doesn't seem to understand how the things he say affect me and I can't bring myself to talk to him about it. I cry extremely easily and I have next to no control over it, and joking about it helps me cope. I'm fine with all of my friends joking about it too but when my boyfriend does it, it immediately makes me feel miserable. I really don't know how to talk to him about it (we're long distance and only meet face to face every few months), and knowing that I will start crying when I try to bring it up makes it even worse. Any help/support/whatever would be greatly appreciated, I know he wouldn't want to make me feel bad about my anxiety issues so I'm motivated to bring it up, I just don't know how.",4.267142857142858,5.5611941666666675,5.799196428571433,77.91187500000002,70.875,10.06904761904762,28.818452380952376,10.290406445055957,3.0054764880952383,768,29,152,22,14,261,101,192,0.221,0.6559999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,17,9,1,1,1,0,11,3,2,9,2,34,32,16,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,1,10,2,0,3,10,4,0,0,1,3,24,5,23,27,4,14,0,2,0,0,12,3,0,1,8,97,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.1091168666097183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207823738963508,0.0,0.5132363329648726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720751874596894,0.0,0.0,0.09336218592395668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541181882238775,0.0,0.0,0.24565055737071145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349148981669226,0.0,0.0,0.25630300953591706,0.0,0.1957029109383195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385380617793069,0.0,0.09421030357605224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307565990346938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638922362899998,0.0,0.05841955562828339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942994535652397,0.12327819031387055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498966127599059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670747391813492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072573807280453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895416757411543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391533553329526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925093903174396,0.0,0.08219806282668272,0.0,0.08623985104399264,0.0,0.11891821690811145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504155885590294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489772121996906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892104402991141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179362820285408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398293681750067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914436118764748,0.0,0.08929687690151357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126888146486188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797478864336402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428597694727175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591612791174818,0.0,0.0,0.11640501842159973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659523245739107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395066267492047,0.07943130064197289,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guysfieri,2020/01/22,Tell me about a personal victory regarding anxiety! Brag!! feeling kind of down about my anxiety today. Please share your personal successes!,5.940454545454546,9.555275318181817,6.936818181818182,55.12522727272727,91.27272727272728,14.927272727272726,41.86363636363637,10.686352973137794,8.98550909090909,115,8,13,7,4,38,19,22,0.11699999999999999,0.514,0.369,0.8109999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938558209556919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320865047435135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33612854966843336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636828716592946,0.0,0.3543185156304077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821263395550393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059602928894313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Expecto-Morghulis,2020/01/22,"My parents anxieties are making me feel trapped I'm 25 and I've been sobbing for over an hour because one specific episode made me realize I won't be able to do a lot of things in my life cause my parents (especially my mother) won't allow discussion.

They don't recognize them as anxiety. They call it ""being worried"" and ""their job as a parent"" but the levels are unbearable. I'm a fucking adult and I'm tired of having to do things behind their back and lie. I'm tired of being guilt tripped. I'm tried of having to think ""when I move out I'm gonna start being happy"", as if to be happy I'd have to keep lying.

I could go into episode if anyone thinks it could be relevant but I don't think it is. A lot of their anxieties have resulted in me being extremely anxious and depressed already (not diagnosed but that's a whole other problem in itself) and seeing how the future doesn't seem bright at all makes me wanna throw up. 

I don't know what to do.",3.139864636209816,4.421117842639596,4.8660101522842645,83.56761082910323,73.61928934010152,7.892927241962775,26.83891708967851,8.447377352677275,1.8523654145516082,753,27,152,13,15,256,115,197,0.203,0.7709999999999999,0.025,-0.9846,4,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,6,0,3,8,1,1,8,0,26,5,0,7,1,36,47,16,0,6,6,4,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,7,0,0,4,7,5,0,1,2,3,19,3,25,33,4,18,0,2,2,1,13,9,2,5,5,107,28,1,0.1282871739611076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156808652874805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944180108284329,0.14492799108375773,0.0,0.08970137485897246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864491808142567,0.0,0.07820267052819195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309955479802084,0.0,0.0,0.1317862659865047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048537391711848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049355495166456,0.1302087811467269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486584975302286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185994251350631,0.0,0.0,0.07290855734118154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731281643438115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633702486838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273052251207228,0.11402753465622273,0.0,0.0,0.07050327580958463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061302487119337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813033541795876,0.0,0.12138842585609948,0.17126536957054178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634896352681858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693070917420424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273431747610084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275349991949573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022282682505986,0.11678782504489835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080232202013268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045659600065372,0.2466037231956852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294894469325268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709857012832932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322804832847505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028185236511847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loulexs,2020/01/22,"I had a panic attack at the dentist today I don't know for you but when I'm having a panic attack I feel like I'm going to be sick and I need to flee asap. I have some urgent dental work to get done. Today I was supposed to have 2 root canals but I could only barely survive one. I felt like I was going to throw up everywhere, when I asked for a break I could barely walk. I thought I was going to pass out. I felt so bad I apologized at least 10 times. The dentist suggested that I see a doctor before going back to get some calming pills. I don't have a family doctor, I've been on the waiting list for 2 years now. At least the dentist was very kind and understanding. I just feel so bad right now. Its kind of a victory with a sour after taste because just going to the dentist is a huuuuge step for me. Took me 7 years so gather enough strength to go there and I did almost half of my appointments so far only 4 more to go. Now I don't know how in the world I'm going to get back in there without panicking.",1.3319797199420584,2.8742614495412866,3.7159295026557215,88.8571004345727,79.0,6.240849830999517,20.64799613713182,7.0608816371341465,0.4371614678899083,788,20,173,9,19,274,114,218,0.131,0.721,0.14800000000000002,0.4171,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,16,12,2,2,14,0,19,9,0,2,0,27,46,12,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,8,0,0,14,4,6,0,2,12,7,24,6,28,31,6,39,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,3,15,116,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282513078033048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533348217320654,0.2563622365482223,0.0,0.17327623792457295,0.18815349146376573,0.06868404783708515,0.0,0.09587591170971074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991948261878268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23064994672330585,0.0,0.11530298184545534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642070603171648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621750894416042,0.0,0.1139410993854408,0.08049318341412827,0.21636634232456772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660003221501325,0.0,0.5122745610943633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346619273717589,0.12384360625206585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009208440560264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354515521142376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634973265114181,0.17138487129352495,0.0,0.2643935641016001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962216119854371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978531320481269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944929812733189,0.06570018117342566,0.0,0.2136005171220494,0.0,0.1251831795753487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172959395882563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296652809236676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861217063764447,0.0,0.08202684743131837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511465998985354
anxiety,chrisandthemums,2020/01/22,"Xanax for flying Has anybody had experience getting Xanax for flying?

I'm taking a trip soon with a long flight. I haven't been on a plane in a long time and I'm very nervous.

Usually I can handle my anxiety in general but I can tell I'll be panicked on the plane.
A part of me is too nervous to go to the doctor to ask for it so I can't imagine what I'll be like taking off and in such close quarters with strangers.


Is it alright getting a couple Xanax from a doctor  for flying or do they think you're just trying to scam for drugs?

Also, do you feel the Xanax actually helped with the flight?",1.8289393939393928,3.5022915476190484,3.6740981240981263,89.1229220779221,77.96825396825399,6.169119769119768,23.359307359307362,6.980632752743323,0.7309142857142858,469,15,101,5,11,158,76,126,0.128,0.825,0.047,-0.8743,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,2,11,1,13,7,0,0,0,13,23,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,1,8,2,20,19,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,6,67,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.2010388573180808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647484291091595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759929257381866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259423708425044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227949338001638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217258330988472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389095409750164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152013157558016,0.0,0.0,0.10416630427443364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526645831111385,0.0,0.1170818696914949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808609375160708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064748913477642,0.0,0.0,0.3646298394384109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230918778402889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30979210068153,0.0,0.18006434122522694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320047377956013,0.0,0.0,0.1201277695214332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986922536897534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268940867269816,0.16998220492586474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,B00k_Sniffer,2020/01/22,"I need a hug, therapist is leaving I woke up today feeling a bit hopeful, my therapist has been on vacation for 3 weeks and it was my first appointment since she has returned. I went in with a lot to talk about, I just found out my 13 year old has been self harming, my depression feels worse, and I'm so sick of anxiety making me feel like I'm going to die almost every day. Like I said, a lot. So I go in there and right at the beginning she tells me that she put in her resignation! Her last day is the 14th of February 😭😭.  I've been going to this therapist for a little over a year now and have just started being able to look up at her instead of always down. I'm going to have to start over new again and I'm terrified. I don't want to do this all over again. I cried while we talked about everything else I needed to talk about and left feeling like complete shit. My anxiety is going insane over this, I'm not good with people as is, but I'm so much worse with new people. Have any of you been through this? Did it work out?",2.281176470588236,3.4619201689497707,3.9820628525382737,89.4580419016922,75.62100456621005,7.527370400214881,23.384636046199304,8.124751697461798,1.0721714208971256,803,23,182,13,17,270,120,219,0.15,0.795,0.055,-0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,2,13,10,1,0,8,0,19,3,1,1,1,30,47,12,1,4,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,12,0,0,5,0,0,7,2,4,0,1,10,6,24,6,37,36,5,44,0,2,1,1,14,18,1,4,22,119,31,1,0.10693507449167884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708003036390944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897854836728791,0.0,0.0,0.07271951761429511,0.0,0.16361007858392845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674540540343978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211939107959383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746315804484962,0.1379285530582871,0.0,0.0921030229661834,0.0,0.11098172445140972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893305331287416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009741233118404,0.0,0.09610634973971337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162783468098983,0.1527888771669871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909589197348139,0.0,0.11724878969489805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303868335766899,0.08969206698337495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621065741451732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716635814498637,0.0,0.11322880368083935,0.11618527132301425,0.0,0.0,0.15672922769214995,0.10717703749272173,0.0,0.0,0.0897985302862977,0.0,0.0,0.18182475259674755,0.0,0.0,0.07137999258765755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860958385875245,0.15858200553234192,0.0,0.2065571225973792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221037226329712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827063254195014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749928552989764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132196933257336,0.10171974372724574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115566043679904,0.0,0.10976731726739626,0.08845779865608577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137839223403626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578510867433479,0.09346596845992704,0.0,0.0,0.3724795905149566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013619470280432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307307752743696,0.0,0.0857768665329654,0.0,0.0,0.09912988539045332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785000782053259,0.0,0.21795195325203692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377253639370113
anxiety,violet_mana,2020/01/22,"any subreddit specifically for those with social media anxieties? ive had anxiety and depression for a while, and now that im become aware of symptoms like social withdrawal and not enjoying things like you used to im really noticing my aversion to using social media. the thought of posting on a public account \[facebook + ig\] is enough for a panic attack, and being flakey with messages has developed into never responding or even opening messages.   


i often wonder if anyone else is in the same boat, and if there is a subreddit for us sad sacks to connect over failing to connect.",7.203126684636117,8.538237641509436,7.904393530997307,65.36311320754719,64.09433962264151,10.58544474393531,36.84097035040431,10.608840637214634,4.5948102425876005,474,23,67,12,7,158,76,106,0.22,0.727,0.052000000000000005,-0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,1,4,8,1,1,6,0,7,1,0,2,1,20,11,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,3,16,8,2,9,0,3,0,0,9,5,0,5,5,53,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160482655793864,0.0,0.2510972988068967,0.0,0.0,0.11475405086279625,0.16815671664310594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670617584994695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812537457817012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135327407042747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709825069303766,0.0,0.0,0.1695761833380945,0.0,0.10839737980410516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545478976006909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035803359714593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657673817573112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868476874526559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925553152344344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717821110070349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513721233719622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018882167139838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057985012685992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903168941452164,0.0,0.0,0.13029014421688834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974119048039425,0.2834878713093175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779773096425301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inkthieves,2020/01/22,"Got necessary bloodwork done today - despite severe anxiety regarding needles. I've been putting it off for almost a month now - (didn't see the doctor for several months before this because the thought of needles sent me into a panic attack) - but today I worked up the courage to get blood taken. 

Had to ask for a private room and was panicking through it but I was able to do it without crying or fainting so I call it a success. 

Now just to wait and see if they can find a reason for my consistent pain 🙌",4.719307359307359,5.923532272727275,5.65904761904762,79.68000000000005,69.7070707070707,8.08138528138528,33.334776334776336,8.418075326091056,2.7734230880230872,401,19,72,6,7,132,74,99,0.098,0.752,0.15,0.6681,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,1,1,8,0,8,4,1,1,0,14,17,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,10,2,6,2,14,7,0,12,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,3,6,51,11,3,0.17568916276180582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592731825896765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344017286303962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424565088863727,0.1998717859525965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709848293174426,0.0,0.1494985373920216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939827840578984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298629556631744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798253026739638,0.0,0.17979101147977392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057671188674222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179033624026307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051467297107373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804668270881788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869456561855524,0.20613337815618132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661613424797934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063772030787426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800030323371525,0.0,0.0,0.3969574919777275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139477570562957,0.0,0.0,0.3330655670071874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935808341998726,0.0,0.1279038029384242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Joe_Sizer,2020/01/22,"Today’s not been a good day. I(13) have felt stupidly panicky all day and it’s just uncopable was today, I’m hoping tomorrow is a better day, I had PE first today and I thought I wax gonna pass out. Currently I’m laying in bed and not feeling great but a lot better than I was this morning.
If anyone could help that would be very very very helpful, thank you",2.5924000000000014,4.018851373333334,4.074333333333332,88.11550000000004,75.26666666666667,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.973,283,9,59,3,6,94,55,75,0.10800000000000001,0.642,0.25,0.938,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,1,7,1,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,17,17,5,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,2,5,6,3,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,9,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454212287237247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150564192192235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221030388237513,0.0,0.0,0.3446082463943618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900602765884336,0.0,0.17101829576227673,0.0,0.0,0.15150449576355948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939437959383134,0.0,0.19637237450511832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23877340917313106,0.0,0.0,0.17690834657245535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142697131747412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639843265924798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140338426501312,0.0,0.0,0.5064964728759396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408904922959575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652775870071428,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stickitinmyassplease,2020/01/22,I’m finally reconnecting with the world! I’ve been a recluse for 4 years due to severe anxiety. I don’t what got into me today but I went out for a walk in broad daylight. I even saw people from high school who no doubt are wondering what I’ve been up to and I didn’t die! Lol i was so worried about seeing old friends. This is huge progress for me :),-0.056133333333331585,2.129778053333336,1.9773333333333305,95.72866666666668,88.46666666666668,5.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.3163333333333336,274,9,64,4,9,91,59,75,0.2,0.585,0.215,0.5097,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,13,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,2,7,1,12,6,0,15,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,2,5,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005621016779442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720948256546307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316320337330965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871983857341928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255468844070346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968419390771112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770008238311551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751071118109231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175817735138503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26533370019337793,0.20891843138480296,0.0,0.0,0.2961815658145229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485099365768505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303757231928924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28431610728192874,0.0,0.26625003729208385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688312155622918
anxiety,Specialist-Gur,2020/01/22,Regression. How many of you regress? Do you ever feel just like giving up on your life? I feel like I don’t want a job I don’t want a boyfriend I don’t want to get married I don’t want kids.. I just want to be a child. I wish I were back in high school. I can’t live my life even though I have nearly everything I’ve always wanted,-0.7285000000000004,1.0347128666666698,1.439583333333335,101.43937500000004,87.0,4.816666666666666,16.041666666666668,5.985473137389443,-0.848033333333333,255,5,67,2,8,85,45,75,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.8992,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,1,1,13,20,2,0,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,14,2,7,18,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,40,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116673995026614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969555442094098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999350188780344,0.16433390171852796,0.0,0.0,0.16327624854816902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837189592829154,0.2595748850234821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491680146692033,0.17427758453927505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919478170292961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802827185607517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566424503833279,0.17751279636036793,0.0,0.16042085316410995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418821242966316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838630796544813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849309579554906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6429337194238823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891533026265868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JBrownGr8ful,2020/01/22,"What is it that you need? Therapist here. I am looking to continue writing articles about anxiety on my wellness blog I started about six months ago. (If you're interested, I'll share it but I'm not writing this post to self-promote). I think I know what people would like to read about, but maybe I'm all wrong! What would you find most helpful? An article about a specific type of anxiety? An article about symptoms? An infographic or checklist? A How-To article? Be specific! I want to know what people are truly looking for in terms of online resources. Any input appreciated!!",2.231111111111112,5.133661370370369,4.043925925925927,78.89366666666669,88.07407407407408,7.6948148148148166,29.42222222222221,8.447377352677275,3.1482844444444438,460,24,79,13,15,154,72,108,0.065,0.723,0.212,0.9525,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,16,4,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,8,4,14,13,3,8,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,3,6,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103333026069648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888014892653486,0.0,0.312463459949456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866581460474274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688785628375313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224473673691835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977412390841517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429954892080692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517167753065446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630106176573359,0.0,0.0,0.15143040869863247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28316809852998315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559130226630245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428048057505047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305143841217455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455165784535956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122681941285557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371212144960785,0.0,0.13085927109099996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045732270566345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836229941464141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901514655071196,0.2232882120604255,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrLlemington,2020/01/22,"DAE get the feeling/intuition of someone screaming in the back of your thoughts? Sometimes on random occasions, I'll get the feeling that a tiny voice or a person is at the back of my thoughts screaming, like some sort of mildly terrifying echo in my brain.

I never actually hear a scream, but it feels like one, if you get what I mean. It usually creeps up when I'm anxious (Haha a lot of the time), working, or neutral, never when I'm in a good mood. 

When I do get the scream feeling, reality seems a tad warped for a second, as my brain tries to understand why I'm feeling/hearing(?) that right now. 

It's a lot milder than what my anxiety usually brings, but it is kind of a weird symptom. I'm wondering if anyone else has the same experience or any understanding of what might be going on. 

Let me know if I should explain it better, thanks.",5.534371257485027,5.66523707784431,6.467910179640717,78.43539820359281,67.44311377245509,9.554251497005989,33.466467065868265,9.3871,2.9171801197604785,660,28,131,12,10,220,100,167,0.078,0.777,0.145,0.9059999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,2,6,13,0,0,16,1,8,3,2,0,2,30,32,12,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,2,1,6,0,1,10,0,0,0,12,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,2,9,11,7,18,26,4,21,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,14,13,85,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.12567876761044292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875804357719499,0.0,0.09852266935449693,0.14549408005555614,0.0,0.09005174857686576,0.13195879583163014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806045058774305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390275352914687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28754059063860044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758606871751088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597963459890504,0.0,0.0,0.1953576476068812,0.09200636144457301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691462093380331,0.0,0.07319333828620082,0.10802148541957214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903074668634311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411315835259055,0.07077866172098117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169472548282535,0.0,0.12583888076453478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898235286725493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028817493189516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662399572955142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865889728823735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727026066737091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124529444197127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998447366112862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724399848181595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912187804657962,0.0,0.1273748860785939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386031831041476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857093012607105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448699145428864,0.07509747235261087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743877728665919,0.0,0.0,0.26814624930944625,0.0,0.0,0.2836841551762977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621137641311426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966537843164006,0.0937593899609649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Freggy5,2020/01/22,"I’m anxious and afraid to walk up to a cashier at any store, can you relate ? I’m afraid of small talk and think the cashier is judging me and all these racing thoughts go through my head. Can anyone relate ?",2.0992857142857133,4.200781547619052,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,78.76190476190476,4.2,24.785714285714285,3.1291,-0.06939999999999946,163,6,36,0,4,48,33,42,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956463823080381,0.0,0.0,0.4911462021914028,0.0,0.3039888241317737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470796757589816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461811500409285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34943732426007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785716345248613,0.0,0.3451446588478715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayyyy8970,2020/01/22,"Why does the idea of a planner give me anxiety? I just cant PLAN things for some reason. I'm in grad school and it makes sense for me to write and schedule out specific times for studying and work and stuff but I just keep it all in my head and I think that gives me anxiety...

but then when I have a planner and dont have something to write every day and then if i write it and dont do it I feel more anxious just looking at it",1.1805319148936169,2.5733661489361737,2.6754787234042574,96.80875,79.0,5.976595744680853,22.388297872340427,6.6274283507984215,0.23438723404255324,334,10,82,3,8,109,57,94,0.051,0.9490000000000001,0.0,-0.5089,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,2,1,26,14,14,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,10,14,3,10,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,6,57,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30163407439536977,0.22272017422536686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714360812768374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252480759599612,0.0,0.4621100046911282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610498454099654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968352731751076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782430387600425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232986232979894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255514593927733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523345349102248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655539609748265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159725966075916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270011450445255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952345032822674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177351491625699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256863302771043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130975812454297,0.1263239391830695,0.0,0.0,0.11495809396417728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789464692869525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352547993290507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nurseeB,2020/01/22,Small win! I made the decision today to apply for RN school after being a licensed practical nurse for almost 3 years. My dad died 2/2019 very unexpectedly and before he died we had a big fight and he refused to come to my graduation and pinning ceremony. Seeing all my friends from LPN nursing school graduating with RN and post pictures of their parents triggers me and makes me resentful. But I finally made the move and applied to RN school and I couldn’t be happier. I hate school and struggled all throughout my LPN school because of it and I know my anxiety will still be bad but I really want to earn that title and maybe my dad will be proud looking down on me.,4.040380549682877,6.152838689922483,5.082861169837916,79.5085623678647,72.95348837209302,8.101761804087387,29.556730091613808,8.841846274778883,2.5640945736434104,537,23,98,11,11,176,84,129,0.133,0.774,0.094,-0.3188,1,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,1,0,1,3,1,8,3,1,4,0,8,0,0,4,2,27,17,12,2,2,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,2,17,3,14,7,2,12,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,1,5,60,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987486066369512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685903275955927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663156612298893,0.08515099033863238,0.0,0.11886208062555585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032669820342445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899430116166579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301864835333245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792067846618368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379105218743511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676750316524866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173006476456318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643476138981285,0.09324116255330568,0.0,0.14033286973221398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846359078964175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551042281104584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378010587055886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948611451236059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7068459675075609,0.11131126626940137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155302866835344,0.0,0.0,0.1460296239534804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240553041463252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525517474139114,0.08239013288283666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995288862487591
anxiety,frostymagus,2020/01/22,"How to politely avoid someone who follows me around at the gym. Hi guys.

I have been attending a gym for 2 years and I am an introverted socially awkward young male. I enjoy gym to release stress and get stronger but I also consider it a private time where I prefer not to speak and I can reflect upon my day as I work hard.

Recently, a young man has started following me around at the gym. He's a pretty large dude and I suspect that he might suffer some form of mental illness as he acts.. strange. For example, his gruntings are excessive and he makes comments about other women very loudly. He also does inappropriate things like pulling his clothes aside to show off his muscles and stuff. Not particularly someone an introvert wants to be around. However he follows me, like to every machine.

He tries to recommend work outs and pull me into his routine but I just want to do my own thing. I don't have the heart to shut him down as he seems like a nice guy, just not.. all there in the mind. Anyway last night at the gym I walked in and literally within 1 min I hear ""BRO"" and he comes up and starts chatting while I'm on treadmill, he then followed me for my entire work out.

I've got a few options here it seems.

Be rude and act disinterested and hopefully he'll move on.

Move gyms - lol

Tell him to ""Frigg off pls"" (Easier said than done man!)

Can you guys offer any legit advice for this? I realise this is probably easy shit for most people but dammit man I have anxiety lol. I don't want to be mean as he doesn't seem to be a bad guy. I just don't want to talk to people or draw attention to myself.",2.9394381378282333,4.681039811145514,4.273078775369797,85.73407866070406,75.03715170278637,7.385804380231625,25.894851507854604,8.167268648758528,1.5681485838779958,1261,45,259,21,27,416,192,323,0.10300000000000001,0.763,0.133,0.8553,2,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,3,14,13,2,3,14,2,21,3,2,2,1,51,44,25,0,6,10,1,1,3,0,2,1,4,0,9,10,19,0,1,8,8,0,13,7,7,0,0,4,5,32,6,46,34,6,47,0,1,0,0,40,21,1,9,16,160,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381771765672074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992217479419736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224769159963444,0.0,0.08127426369093495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837317047009277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887070041247266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151742764553356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851681564359023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297243180427657,0.10872168256444828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951283332975367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055506666974397316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497083110368378,0.0,0.0,0.42078215376947,0.0,0.0,0.09517129002622146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974160752998785,0.1258963900492203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552153085198727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660079670116365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571232151195422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091685781264741,0.0,0.0,0.1157278644279286,0.0,0.0,0.10706618946755583,0.11270517463832708,0.10727337419578767,0.0,0.0,0.2258352656717454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970021398145704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730860826100614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080855433229352,0.1145460340614545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490041505834168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105975555804897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901541252756086,0.0,0.0,0.10905511403028226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829957274837096,0.18003572881073088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503962038772273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216989902819312,0.0,0.12162081061397732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539269054961338,0.09285953325722462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116392837756106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195012589993541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213083332566553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766015583122189,0.25065536202326577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320346809454624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841588025889615
anxiety,tacrm,2020/01/22,"How do I deal with the psychological weight of being alive? and more... Alright so basically, I (16M) was diagnosed with anxiety earlier last year, the anxiety has come  itself from a few different things. It started with specific triggers (car accident, multiple public vomiting incidents) to ongoing general things (my parents broken marriage, shame of my identity, my relationship with my father), and now the most recent and most suffocating reason: I constantly feel like I am responsible for the salvation of everyone I love, and this is creating a huge weight on my shoulders. I am posting this to a few communities because I think different perspectives would help.  
To explain, I am christian, but growing up in this day and age, I think it’s harder than ever to live a virtuous and christ-like life. Specifically with sex. I have decided that I will not be having sex until I am married, but that decision has led me to think it’s my responsibility to make sure those I live and share my faith with do the same. I have been talking to friends about it, warning them, telling them. And I feel this has more to do with myself and a psychologically issue than it is with me wanting what’s best for others. It has been an obsessive thought. And don’t get me wrong, I am not nowhere near perfect. I have dealt with porn addiction and other things, but I am trying. And I feel like I am setting standards for others that I myself am not able to achieve. I’d appreciate it if someone can help me understand the basis of this problem. Why is my anxiety manifesting itself in this way? Why am I finding this hard, this psychological weight of being alive? Why do I feel like it’s my responsibility to make sure others are pure and don’t sin? I’d appreciate any perspective on this.  And if there is anything I can clarify, please let me know through a comment or message. Thanks. God bless.",5.704786324786325,7.20265653846154,6.795571509971513,71.34850256410259,67.66096866096866,10.402324786324787,34.55282051282052,10.53366545652748,3.998214495726496,1499,72,263,42,25,503,180,351,0.081,0.7070000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.9939,3,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,3,6,19,0,2,13,1,39,12,1,6,5,66,58,23,0,5,9,2,8,3,1,2,4,0,0,0,31,24,3,0,15,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,4,8,42,14,39,48,8,24,4,0,0,4,18,7,0,5,13,200,73,1,0.10362202478420768,0.0,0.0,0.11296330220010782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046653020389937,0.0,0.2378116960018938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527209722868881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316702452359149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108744922040135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926119903047246,0.0,0.11197859639300656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682763354958851,0.1068297575246786,0.0,0.10517417392948482,0.0,0.21652592215154606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373205389019323,0.0,0.0990152853056262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095776368974865,0.22208278563149253,0.0,0.0,0.09470865338150436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005811930273253,0.0,0.05413823110839629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282498076673128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891131790863348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081544720274823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694795487133771,0.08446578044654332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596054094882623,0.07319130057242829,0.15187346147675293,0.0,0.18300029265591056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352292304170527,0.0,0.13833701236333587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150599956829981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374586610302817,0.0,0.0,0.09924125596998876,0.0,0.0,0.09915228325835976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654069970202257,0.10231424842018916,0.11125127515802714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779860533347886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334420248189677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953250640856492,0.0,0.0,0.08328745838900974,0.0905702169870203,0.09540123836320576,0.0,0.0,0.20652560661402825,0.1991904282232312,0.0,0.08226431298617254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035255290012835,0.0,0.0,0.10787418222734044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611189549718124,0.08225034006546501,0.0,0.3785511307534659,0.0,0.0,0.2805082799784673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361011334556766,0.11329441724356044,0.0,0.06672918657949564
anxiety,Just_Kiki_08,2020/01/22,"I hate it when people tell me that I'll be ok. I absolutely hate it when an average person, who has not suffered from a social anxiety disorder and has not experienced the same level of stress as I have for an extended period of time everyday ,tells me that I'll 'be ok' or that 'it happens to everyone' or that 'its normal' . Thanks! I didn't know that my feelings could be trivialised even more than they were. ugh.",5.437682926829269,5.699381060975611,6.923073170731707,74.63778048780492,67.65853658536585,11.438048780487804,31.03414634146341,11.20814326018867,3.57268975609756,325,12,64,10,5,112,59,82,0.21100000000000002,0.682,0.107,-0.8613,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,1,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,10,15,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,8,3,7,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070381970246355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859844737965165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707228416010081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601777214978532,0.0,0.0,0.2257135443436732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943739568413675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088841342750028,0.0,0.0,0.4664267949332725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298175801590384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144053560164904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376173082935422,0.20625381677707672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24079143358586036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705834713127129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129246232036927,0.2174750249849679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773885942217962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cgthrowaway1237,2020/01/22,Job advice I have clinical depression and a lot of anxiety. I cant see myself doing a lot of things so im looking for thoughts. I can see myself being around people. the thing i have trouble with most   is multi tasking. my cognition is very slow and i react  just as slow. I tried being a waiter it was probably the worst thing ever. I cant keep track of sll the things i need to do.  being a fast food worker probably wouldnt work either.,0.6112424242424233,2.9917383666666697,3.203131313131312,86.67045454545455,87.55555555555556,5.9393939393939394,19.292929292929294,7.348242739294969,0.7897777777777777,343,10,67,6,11,119,60,90,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.9042,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,7,0,14,2,0,1,1,15,20,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,11,0,8,14,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,55,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998566641799424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090275574554348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396571833518211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864022388783466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660792867033133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271997536826416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895385594786807,0.0,0.1827774427574286,0.16371410653910265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154670916226574,0.0,0.0,0.3131788570163309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657252526591554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276922601719711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971700542340813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935468113055996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894633458853072,0.0,0.0,0.14622411673780716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505106448528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197378560909175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409052463840904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AuDrakonova,2020/01/22,"Felt scared to death today at the bookstore So, I've decided to buy a book about linguistics, and today I went to the bookstore to find one. After 30 minutes of finding and choosing the book I need, I finally went to pay for it and go home. When I pulled out my credit card, I suddenly realised that I don't remember my pin code. I felt so scared. I felt like everyone were staring at me, every customer was judging me for being too slow. Luckily, I quickly realised that I also have cash, so I payed with it. So, everything went fine, but that moment I felt like dropping the book on the floor and running away from the store in tears.",5.023333333333333,5.513384150793655,5.8175793650793635,81.40589285714286,68.60317460317461,8.839682539682537,32.41666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.631257142857143,497,21,97,8,8,163,80,126,0.081,0.828,0.09,0.2753,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,14,11,1,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,9,3,6,6,1,2,0,1,9,5,16,4,18,4,0,23,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,11,65,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172910183620045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301431777136042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825067496036446,0.14545132667333013,0.1368041978474112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846146316816286,0.16674795702694067,0.2782499538180221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650929733239167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526875947111562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873256783926347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286810974842912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031472140104896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724339189806889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047946025038815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885707321728229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233243013684943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twentythreekid,2020/01/22,I’m going on a date. Any tips? I’m a terrible conversationalist and feel like it’s going to be really awkward.,0.4242028985507247,2.8368067826086967,5.356521739130431,70.31420289855075,89.86956521739133,8.284057971014493,20.71014492753623,8.841846274778883,2.20556231884058,88,3,17,3,3,35,19,23,0.222,0.667,0.111,-0.3597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819741021597221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840115351750491,0.4012773742903608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6384521709561689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274417414535247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598383109822589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,use_herfriendly,2020/01/22,"My brain won't stop punishing me My anxiety is awful today. I have a test to study for, jobs to apply to (I just finished college and don't want to pursue a job in the field I studied for), figure out where I'm going to live after my lease is up, and all I've been doing for the past six hours is bounce between tasks because none of them feel productive enough to make me feel better. I keep trying to talk to my friends about it, but they always tell me to just stop and take it a day at a time, but I don't know how. Sometimes I forget what day it is because I'm constantly planning ahead to try and mitigate any stress from not knowing my next move.  I just bite my nails and think about how great things could be if I were different or had goals. I do yoga, I meditate, I seek out help when it really is too much, but I don't feel better.",5.749360645561764,4.227223290502796,6.53761638733706,83.61537554314091,67.49162011173182,9.74326505276226,29.386095592799506,8.515128840125781,1.8433272501551832,655,17,148,8,9,218,112,179,0.059000000000000004,0.812,0.129,0.9228,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,5,10,6,1,1,6,1,17,1,1,3,1,33,30,13,0,3,9,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,7,1,0,2,6,2,0,1,3,3,23,4,25,24,4,22,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,14,101,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883224664827078,0.0,0.0,0.1052907582932924,0.0,0.11844570621258214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887677424154456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27387183416182376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728432072847481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673178925189333,0.0,0.12362038792130088,0.0,0.0,0.1997070720247576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176600768849206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998237247276384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348624401513909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196224656518298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879943336915869,0.0,0.0,0.17070232219901968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378031922246736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247788091386727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30729283004556385,0.1376213890451127,0.0,0.0,0.17018273311614088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671908866437288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335125689896814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456142643085864,0.11381899887604792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466510196408482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478042268612903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918905080757782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313235455528826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25889220483901243,0.1773590088015683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164140509295628,0.1244477289391866,0.13532959261308572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028631969648192,0.0992098006041696,0.0,0.0,0.0902835175484297,0.0,0.1467621983038185,0.0,0.0,0.2102409078832032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913236553077736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Terror2601,2020/01/22,Does anybody twitch or make sudden jerks when you think of stuff you said or did to them I don't know if this is the right subreddit but I was just curious to see if this happens to anyone else. So sometimes I'll be sitting minding my own business and I'll be thinking to myself but then I'll think of how I did or said something awkward to someone and I'll just jerk my head to the side or my arm will fly out or I'll twist my head so I crack my neck. I don't know if this is normal and wanted to see if this happens to anyone else and what it means.,1.4252459016393428,2.690856114754105,2.999147540983607,95.2897049180328,78.01639344262296,5.5357377049180325,22.85573770491804,5.6839178017228535,0.10336459016393418,434,13,103,2,10,143,66,122,0.057,0.9179999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.3818,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,6,3,2,1,2,0,10,5,4,2,0,29,24,20,0,6,13,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,4,14,0,11,16,1,7,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,9,3,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177778829116785,0.33963935544587875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450397309590377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27690812729751185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931257397240516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34019303317831057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217216135336844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063238616001846,0.0,0.0,0.180538875829627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673496221458363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238949510413495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154060556517314,0.3153123882525208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641458054930796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043051882677307,0.1275943447026472,0.16392057814366706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897320453831556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318597488815112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775743617158562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Torminatorii,2020/01/22,"How do you recover? When I have panic attacks I feel bad the rest of the day, tired and icky. Do you have any specific ways you recover?",-0.2674999999999983,2.021882964285716,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,94.35714285714286,7.085714285714286,21.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.5354,105,4,23,3,4,36,21,28,0.371,0.629,0.0,-0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676995432643983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478404701764933,0.0,0.0,0.3286862730526681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538755197240501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990442750393309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618704363527698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524496023982233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31246576786390434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tophat_Benny,2020/01/22,"Did I have a panic attack? (ER story) I want to preface this that I have been diagnosed with anxiety but its ""mostly"" under control as I currently do not take usual anti anxiety meds, just a few for sleeping, trazadone, hydroxizine, CBD oil, though the one that feels does the most is CBD.  

I also have been having breathing problems for the last year.  So far it's been mostly allergy related, I'm on a 1 a day control inhaler.  Even though later on my actual Asthma test came up negative, I still take the control because it does seem to help, cold air, dust, are triggers.  

So when I woke up today with shortness of breath, dizzy, felt like passing out, I thought it was lung related.  My inhalers did nothing, I felt awful, so I had my wife drive me to the ER.  

Blood tests came back normal.  Had a chest CT scan which showed no abnormalities.  My blood is circulating oxygen fine, my lungs are not wheezy.  So they basically sent me home and said to follow up with my primary.  

I'm still tired, and little nauseous.  But I'm doing slightly better later in the day.  Is this all in my head?  I've had smaller attacks before but they felt way different, and once I realised I was anxious it went away. They were never debilitating as it was today.",4.317959850606909,5.851485399159667,5.432212885154061,79.6665452847806,71.05882352941177,7.97796451914099,28.76844070961718,8.515128840125781,2.207310177404294,967,37,178,16,18,320,148,238,0.129,0.794,0.077,-0.9133,3,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,4,13,7,2,1,11,1,23,12,9,4,2,33,42,16,0,3,6,1,4,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,11,9,0,3,6,1,0,7,5,4,2,1,22,10,24,3,22,20,5,37,0,0,1,0,7,14,0,4,16,121,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.11009974160075997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022514212439388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726197772939635,0.12745876589281566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567066921688464,0.10600166231495943,0.08675452841259662,0.0,0.06877633368481083,0.0,0.09600473332211176,0.0,0.0,0.09978347154107592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25808071266521043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796244139436217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552401855357916,0.0,0.0,0.11451376941931195,0.0,0.11787684464814645,0.0,0.0,0.1974657135444768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745190475960623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704709694989809,0.0,0.32498558747963857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115789755667685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562340655695185,0.0,0.11317145798038795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196644522601834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512000363676744,0.11307907497599452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532179364187795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701666030782051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054335701960713,0.10825746700792932,0.0,0.0,0.12015365154771535,0.07645231833185258,0.0,0.0,0.13237440542161685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079571274794013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073212583269367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271053880078974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112905267518501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180202444921304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965889425559086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169759681809906,0.08956948475823237,0.0,0.1296743467143382,0.21388751687552934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425946233795268,0.0,0.06654639304782148,0.08955427102504833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458878137203637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265482009514881
anxiety,slightlywarmtree,2020/01/22,"Overwhelmed I just feel so fucking bad all of the time, I’m so so tired of this. I hate feeling pathetic and depression/anxiety are stealing my personality and will to live. I can’t cope with anything right now",1.4010569105691069,4.105809146341464,3.1920731707317067,84.34794715447156,91.6829268292683,6.635772357723577,28.784552845528456,7.793537801064563,2.4502162601626023,169,9,32,4,6,56,34,41,0.386,0.56,0.054000000000000006,-0.9616,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,7,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587035761401691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782898848405461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823626835060105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419837105738095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312638095654636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338786088072654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986154441142662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952820813674339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28880030192492445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971930397744664,0.3886833566180556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,butfirstcoffee178,2020/01/22,"Really panicking about Wuhan Coronavirus. Hyperventilating and panic attacks, I just want this to stop but worry this is just the beginning. First of all, I don’t mean for this to be triggering for anyone. If you think it is, please kindly back away now because I don’t want anyone to be feeling how I’m feeling. 

I replied to a post on this board yesterday about the Wuhan Coronavirus, but now I can’t take my own advice. I have generalized anxiety and panic disorder, but epidemics and pandemics are the worst of the worst for me. I’m a hypochondriac as well in my normal day to day, but this sends me into a tizzy. 

This might be the triggering part especially: Don’t get me wrong - I’m scared of death and the coronavirus myself, worried about losing my loved ones, my own life, etc. But I’m also scared of a societal collapse from an event like a pandemic. Obviously - we are no where near that stage now, but I play the what if game. I did just read online - not sure the validity of the source, but I did read - that the city of Wuhan (population of 11 million) is shut down and quarantined. That’s basically like NYC being quarantined and shut down which as far as I know, has never happened and is straight out of a horror movie for me. Also I can’t help but think - why would they shut down a huge city like that for a virus that was “just a cold” which leads me to be afraid that it’s really bad. 

I know I have no control of this situation, but I still worry. My husband and I were going to try to start a family soon (go figure - I finally felt ready lol) and now I feel hopeless about that and that even making it to next week without a global panic would be a blessing. I definitely don’t watch the news generally but of course I accidentally saw this on Facebook and went down the rabbit hole of googling. I just don’t (and I mean really I’m sure I’m not the only one) want to live in a post pandemic world in collapse If that is what it comes down to. There has been nothing but gloom and doom this year so that’s another reason why my mind goes straight to apocalyptic disaster :( 

I know I sound very irrational and I’m sorry. At a glance, I am a fully functioning adult with a good job and good relationships, I’m stable except for my anxiety like this. I try to talk myself through things and be rational but I can’t right now. I just want to go home, cry and get completely drunk LOL but I know that won’t solve anything. 

Does anyone have anything for me - I’m not looking for you to tell me “oh this will never happen” but maybe some coping mechanisms or thought patterns I could try. And yes I know I should get a therapist, but my what if game is telling me - what If everyone gets this coronavirus and you can’t see one :( 

Thanks for listening!",3.5449231160249037,5.090605976320582,4.73575041301309,83.84981700343121,73.02550091074681,8.458525013767103,25.700046596348553,9.037768484169169,1.9018838564832468,2167,71,446,46,43,714,249,549,0.21600000000000005,0.6409999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.9952,1,2,0,0,0,1,59.0,1,3,1,4,26,29,1,6,31,3,42,3,0,7,6,100,90,47,1,14,32,1,4,4,0,6,1,2,1,2,34,24,1,2,16,6,0,7,18,15,1,5,9,12,54,14,62,67,8,58,2,4,5,1,18,26,0,8,26,305,88,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574747254752343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239785998089288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812819998284801,0.11859863993746235,0.0,0.0,0.16260239864358358,0.0,0.12757767922218186,0.0,0.0,0.08818533145893086,0.07282857838621469,0.05960481029139701,0.06472239528447958,0.047252868488023965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677293620653248,0.08127376630917693,0.0,0.08694048056864649,0.061890001523965586,0.0,0.08514738766372552,0.09998246405623226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883974026324051,0.0,0.06783453619214712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645052739601558,0.05119840746450245,0.0,0.0,0.07406960024060519,0.0,0.0,0.07307492990466886,0.0,0.11758284392494807,0.0,0.0744272552438099,0.08491469139818969,0.0,0.06593483888094291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619950747424471,0.0,0.1321619242063775,0.13003303035456099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709380504695473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195715870852245,0.0,0.07775459571678547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692239945053034,0.0,0.0,0.08072070256797588,0.21300308527214484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475165130066738,0.1514810774789987,0.0,0.06844780823030587,0.0,0.0650936889250054,0.08672027219637346,0.0,0.0,0.0699609711939938,0.0,0.05174235055024237,0.0,0.07787496788507473,0.16887470523525913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223193800223035,0.07826878831842256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956981669409868,0.0,0.0824388564286744,0.0,0.07594895557257332,0.07437843190094362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757999082774934,0.05895420435381792,0.0,0.27284401634000377,0.0,0.08394197988090521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508899212144141,0.0,0.0,0.14847728074273314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507341028542154,0.0,0.1489756813305693,0.0796990789040808,0.0,0.08322288272742484,0.0,0.06619800841729899,0.0,0.0,0.1552135334843679,0.0,0.061769999448580915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713092637489918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677251150976575,0.054866031451927866,0.0,0.06190416074015955,0.06480661977144797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611531309674014,0.0,0.05828218071948136,0.062304206152496475,0.13550432633156842,0.07136606803899012,0.0,0.09000173506400795,0.051498005498619534,0.09933789747518476,0.0,0.061538829668024965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578842737199821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395859393955051,0.18288313962484573,0.0,0.06217844155418816,0.0,0.06969594899362645,0.07185785671775326,0.13989177595528432,0.0,0.0,0.07472239591226218,0.0,0.0,0.23616295433155815,0.0,0.11012989867862406,0.08475128025759497,0.0,0.04991758756305025
anxiety,headintheclouds98,2020/01/22,"I Got a Call to Schedule an Interview…I’m too Nervous to Call Back :( I really need this job. It’s part time at a grocery store and I applied to be a cashier.

Once I’m actually on the phone, I guess I’m okay. But I can’t find the courage to call them back (I missed the call because I was in the shower).

How do I get the guts to call back? Sorry if this is stupid lol",-1.93040650406504,-0.05310985365853327,0.8896341463414643,100.8552642276423,98.75609756097559,4.1967479674796735,17.808943089430894,5.985473137389443,-0.4722227642276424,280,9,72,3,12,96,55,82,0.149,0.752,0.099,-0.4588,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,1,9,2,5,1,1,1,0,7,12,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,2,8,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.15144850004506746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580074669343526,0.0,0.09460578584220536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7923602016909573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184594963576136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108328572931094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412408369277375,0.0,0.17096542962523242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400766729600449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507555700318188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527822897009942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806169076902375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994222633435014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372874713338898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049579146281984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,koalafyed,2020/01/22,"Locked out of classroom, left the building instead of knocking to be let in Basically the title. I was a few minutes late to class today and the doors automatically lock in this specific room after the start time. I could have knocked and been let in but I was so anxious about making the noise/ disruption and having everyone look at me. I sat outside the room for a minute trying to work myself up to knock and hoping that someone would come out and I could grab the door but eventually ended up just walking back to and sitting in my car. 

It’s only the second week/ third day of this class and I’m already missing it. I missed a quiz and emailed my professor saying I couldn’t come to class because something personal came up. I am sitting my car beating myself up about not knocking and just going - i was 3 minutes lates for a 75 minute class. But the thought of everyone turning to look at me and making all that noise, i don’t know, it makes my heart beat faster just imagining it now. I have another class in the same building right after hers lets out and now I’m nervous about running into the prof from the first class and her thinking that I am a slacker or bad student or something. :(",6.109322344322347,6.375589517094022,6.2584859584859585,79.9623076923077,66.22222222222223,8.566056166056168,33.808302808302805,8.192908349453996,2.530953357753358,953,40,180,11,14,304,129,234,0.11800000000000001,0.867,0.016,-0.9745,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,11,5,0,1,17,0,18,1,1,3,1,42,38,18,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,9,19,0,0,4,0,0,8,3,4,0,3,7,4,22,1,34,23,3,44,0,2,2,0,5,19,0,3,15,132,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486948945603332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129229582029454,0.0,0.1522239431318733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036108917814022,0.11250677690054227,0.08213954241844347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541128358375104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321424540535806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516646790421726,0.0,0.0,0.0868996328712702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193444258362916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257509999521926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146143645541238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657891345583384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967394240860272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338325811688527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405254545511858,0.0,0.3039973503784053,0.0,0.14640126644049115,0.4133588884512082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630439140360595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698307933789526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247994511684122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765448195432845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150718314971146,0.0,0.10715494676383176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416933631844635,0.20746717699815306,0.0,0.0,0.0953734844461237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633940863812252,0.0,0.10697279279837192,0.07857112369373484,0.0,0.12772287954230613,0.0,0.0,0.09148327860571703,0.14656429715964558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808462853101443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809625271383687,0.0,0.0,0.09571926290934483,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,comfortbun,2020/01/22,"feeling veryyy uncomfortable in public when i’m out and about i feel like all eyes are on me.... i base all of my moves on what other people might be thinking of me. things like moving chairs, using the bathroom, opening a can of coke, or even crossing my legs. it’s getting ridiculous and honestly terrifies me. it’s like i’m hyper aware of everything going on around me and it really distracts me from my own thoughts and rationale. is there a specific way to fix this?",2.4258241758241748,5.048774274725275,3.6491098901098944,85.10839010989012,80.97802197802199,6.716923076923077,25.583516483516483,7.908726449838941,1.7934430769230771,373,15,69,7,10,121,66,91,0.11599999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.0754,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,0,5,3,2,2,2,17,14,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,10,4,13,11,3,13,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,2,4,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462148651564134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665734829012493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677216843992326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551647722835918,0.18026001966830127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182865898394985,0.0,0.1434013082563589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36981767508517294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676754495090787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536360077943835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749294034606488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164494978013622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676325781144804,0.16167876500269066,0.0,0.20031674181392192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792656330902288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002827172187098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wirow,2020/01/22,"I used to have panic attacks I was diagnosed with Agoraphobia. With willpower and some meditation i managed to win it. now i still suffer from anxiety but its much less than it used to be. I started doing some videos for relaxation and it helped me too to have my mind distracted with something i like.
if you are interested here is one os the videos i make. hope you enjoy it!

https://youtu.be/GQ2k9LK_twk",5.549774774774778,7.782812175675678,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,69.13513513513513,9.257657657657658,29.90090090090089,9.725611199111238,3.0387549549549537,327,13,57,8,6,102,54,74,0.121,0.629,0.25,0.9376,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,10,1,2,1,0,7,1,0,3,0,14,12,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,11,6,10,10,4,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110344712471542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138340339485129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799951796805861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490518139734613,0.0,0.0,0.273994244392314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477274742183565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841407219376742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27854303163414784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027910762976705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693193593114235,0.0,0.0,0.32366584052804515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237284636278506,0.0,0.0,0.19525728023513245,0.0,0.2203045808398322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765141904035483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,no_seas_carepicha,2020/01/22,"Morning Panic Attacks I was diagnosed with GAD when I was 15 and took SSRI’s for a period of time but eventually stopped taking them when I went abroad at 16. 

Now that I’m 20, I have been experiencing extreme panic attacks every single morning shortly after I wake up. Like full blown, starts with shaking and nausea, progressing to crying and hyperventilating and extreme dread and anxiety. I’m a very logical and level headed person so having this happen every morning is extremely concerning and difficult for me to deal with due to the intensity and frequency. In general I have been having an increasingly difficult time dealing with my anxiety in the past few months to the point that it interferes with my relationship and my time college. I can not afford health insurance and see a doctor to get prescribed my SSRI again, and I don’t particularly want to go back on them due to the drowsiness and other side effects. Any advice?",10.279176470588236,9.127833476470588,10.605735294117649,56.873308823529435,58.352941176470594,13.441176470588234,41.838235294117645,12.38480682065935,5.545764705882354,761,35,114,21,8,258,110,170,0.19899999999999998,0.773,0.027999999999999997,-0.9837,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,6,9,2,4,8,0,11,5,2,1,0,25,22,16,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,17,0,2,2,0,0,5,2,8,0,0,6,2,15,1,21,16,4,31,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,17,83,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051855496800876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047472279761425,0.0,0.23566853525519585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504678958692764,0.0,0.11844131048167494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919721964853665,0.0,0.3176010209015319,0.0,0.15633951525520956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765855884018315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955766757341203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080475505459505,0.0,0.08754009070887843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621023076240052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808155092964887,0.16372910386357176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525238836461128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294709115927782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614473697050799,0.0,0.0,0.14704123417699191,0.0,0.13449503992411882,0.0,0.0,0.14561028609433907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537301677682975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227437793589996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902483598765976,0.0,0.0,0.12877787776007402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581310012392612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694523721291089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711355234480711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270927572075346,0.09085222575272704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142789460723836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway048461,2020/01/22,"Can you have a low heartbeat but feel overwhelmed by stress? Like literally shaking from stress but I have 70 bpm. I try not to overthink it or do something to make it worse, I just feel it and can't ignore it.
It's such a painful emotion to experience.",1.2905882352941165,3.776578745098038,2.532843137254904,92.04279411764708,85.07843137254902,4.968627450980391,26.14705882352941,6.42735559955562,0.9009058823529408,200,9,42,2,6,64,38,51,0.31,0.5720000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.915,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,4,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,8,4,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,8,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31941292750856953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27776401746975304,0.0,0.0,0.2871539526500539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872683940678066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954321885670464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30214981636304306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186036443964162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6505425948393957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927878751126061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893760091440548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,romansgaga,2020/01/22,"Natural Anxiety Solutions / Medication Questions. Greetings Reddit! I'm making this post in an effort to help my Girlfriend who suffers horribly from anxiety on the daily and needs some help! Her father recently stated that hes going to make her get on medication, which personally I do not agree with. I've read many things that are negative about anxiety medication and I am worried about her trying it. I am worried it could lead to negative side-effects or worsen other things. 

So I am asking for help, natural remedies/solutions? Things she could try.. I just want her to feel better and not replace one thing with another.

Thank you.",5.506315789473685,8.114727701754386,6.556000000000001,68.36400000000002,70.22807017543859,10.174035087719297,33.32982456140351,10.355215969177356,4.38248350877193,514,25,77,16,10,171,79,114,0.215,0.607,0.17800000000000002,-0.7264,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,3,0,19,18,5,0,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,12,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,13,2,13,16,1,8,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,3,1,59,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205385235349744,0.3327928715662183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355631914323716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824806268654568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231554665823698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332055652828504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576085489056557,0.0,0.08241156202044041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29158803261400884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935883405327523,0.1470156623356046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382418379579464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752182150923252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826138099353456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661565957258006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887787315484965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244248943559988,0.0,0.14504754731213496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431782082476844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350416568919168,0.0,0.0,0.3853483005393774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969022423645769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552965591748636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29452594723778197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emilee925,2020/01/22,"I googled my symptoms 😕 I did a dirty version of keto last year. I started in January and stopped around August or September. I decided to try weight watchers (I was burning myself out on keto) but weight watchers didn’t work for me and was too tempting so I quit. This was around Thanksgiving. I decided to enjoy my holidays (don’t come at me for saying I enjoy my holidays by eating food) and I would start keto after the new year. Like I did last year. Around Thanksgiving and Christmas I started getting these dull aches in my upper left side. And it seemed to be after I ate. (I have HORRID anxiety so I over stress and over think everything. So I always am scared I have the worst possible thing) but I assumed it’s because of my poor diet. High processed sugars, breads, tons of fruit... I really went all out guys. (Again don’t come at me for that) so I overlooked the pain. But now I’m a little over two weeks back into my low carb/ dirty keto. And I still get the pains sometimes. I also get them in the right side. And tonight (me being me and overthinking/ researching symptoms) PSA: don’t do that! I scared myself while reading online. Enlarged spleen, pancreas issues, the scary list continues. (I also was “diagnosed” with IBS a few years back when I wasn’t on keto and my anxiety was at its worst.) So am I overthinking things? Do you think my symptoms could be from my diet changes? Or do you think I should seek medical opinions and diagnosis? Also while off of my low carb/ dirty keto, my anxiety Sky rocketed. Crying daily, panic attacks waking me up from a dead sleep, jerking myself awake as I’m trying to fall asleep (as if I won’t allow myself to go to sleep) HORRIBLE self image, nausea, acid reflux (which I didn’t have while on keto), etc. And I’d say my anxiety has maybe subsided a little since being back on keto. But idk. I’m still so nervous all the time (which explains over thinking, pushing on my body to see if anything feels weird or out of place, looking up symptoms) 

So what do you think? I apologize for being all over the place in this post. I’m just freaked out as usual and I know my loved ones get tired of me worrying all the time. It’s embarrassing.",2.2095742471443423,4.662739728971964,3.6688660436137113,85.69897923156805,80.44859813084112,6.421266874350987,23.997092419522325,7.635375032292933,1.3998372170301139,1716,62,322,28,45,564,211,428,0.24600000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.057,-0.9983,0,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,3,1,2,24,21,2,6,14,0,32,25,5,1,4,56,60,39,1,5,10,0,3,1,0,3,9,2,0,2,14,24,10,1,12,3,1,6,7,17,0,2,12,10,59,4,54,39,10,79,0,3,2,1,11,41,0,8,32,229,73,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917538951312975,0.06650605390247649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445771684288676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577349359853725,0.21345716890508268,0.0,0.0909290303689799,0.0,0.18437786133336032,0.0,0.04872304092625605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878139548042746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455266017835009,0.13770086801742934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381557720548718,0.0,0.08779656741801704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112469471848573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178575081357617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914025156970172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183365196941628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041372795694448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664860818352032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703520673096445,0.0,0.04542462040254835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914075672657861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444775530657715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342350786183621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392604459034617,0.1303031038300076,0.0,0.0,0.0868414248048466,0.0,0.0,0.03904852220470596,0.1602166356586506,0.0,0.0,0.06711894052184024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213765791995262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029788177530478,0.0,0.0,0.08051851239359402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719444395011127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416091895885209,0.0,0.17009691655706285,0.0937776590782514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701437888126253,0.0,0.0,0.09010620769113133,0.07654841766993355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501269770679011,0.07994909470761166,0.0,0.05120358086709492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825761856489533,0.0,0.12712305676182262,0.16004267224929106,0.0,0.0636918415209184,0.07276296245279353,0.08338177773646853,0.0,0.0,0.06611682516141015,0.0,0.1599703757197724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905030682319347,0.0,0.16971921375975646,0.0,0.12766035391111802,0.06682293982251783,0.09155664134034742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323009600922248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062005126806526,0.2560714618541277,0.0,0.0,0.09321269543600932,0.09186486344275092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085310045889321,0.0,0.07807751958586717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802881085101699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411299143338461,0.19466024005920093,0.0,0.07409356099978319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818814659741079,0.08117022068249917,0.0,0.056778178047360114,0.0,0.0,0.20588266825671184
anxiety,ysgavzn,2020/01/22,"Failed sex with my ex and she literally destroyed my life by telling everyone that i have erectile dysfunction Me and my ex have been together for 1.5 years with a lovely relationship at first, she loved me alot and has been the best gf i had .

We had no sex during this time because she wanted to stay virgin till marriage until one day she told me to make it from the back .

Unfortunately i was not able to have erection because i was on antidepressants and I couldn't tell her because she wouldn't accept it as for depression she would thought about it as psychological problems ( i know her very well ) .

She never allowed me to try it back again we only would make it out through ( handjob , blowjob,ect...) . And it was normal with erection for like 6 times and failed with two due to emotional stress i had .

One day after making out she dumped me out of the blue without telling me the reason saying im a good guy and treats women very well but we are not a match .

Me and my ex works together at the same place with people who know me and my family very well and found out that my ex told someone that the reason she dumped me for was my bad erection and that person spread it all around .

I know myself very well and i have no problem with erection and i know the reason that happened to this but i have been in a very had depression for 4 months because of what happened and I can't stop people from talking about it and girls started to avoid me because of my erection rumor ( can't get a gf anymore ) 

TLDR; i have no problem with erection but my ex spread it as i have erectile dysfunction and I can't get out of depression ( im dying inside everyday ) and I don't know what to do any help would be appreciated .
Thank you",5.081868539623641,5.666591781341111,5.524273787437052,83.22538762258152,68.50437317784257,8.218870924993372,29.585078187119002,8.150884317080207,1.8841615160349847,1363,48,275,17,22,437,152,343,0.159,0.745,0.096,-0.9724,3,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,1,0,5,10,26,3,2,13,0,31,6,0,7,2,70,52,25,1,10,6,5,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,4,19,33,0,2,11,0,0,0,13,14,4,4,15,2,51,12,47,31,4,30,0,5,1,5,40,11,0,1,19,201,70,3,0.0838846922069558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057044467229394616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319107418010492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746751606517037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290043008282247,0.07004021412687382,0.2556766488989823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803180919696094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819737373209116,0.0,0.21674928744122235,0.0,0.0870590668259002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435898816192637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801554182032564,0.0,0.0,0.07907902226629493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135227633872172,0.0,0.0919752352719402,0.0,0.0,0.08765257893028514,0.0,0.0,0.07035849994092942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305903361740788,0.14835791257032138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622614097289956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121972453793248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305041653135991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925023887084509,0.04098182343284988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141841958764515,0.0,0.16798105027035926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669559610129465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469704595724357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821891879562602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368487678466205,0.06379808841239003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631016701709004,0.0732448776517022,0.0876416494096429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407989647007553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587423036935267,0.0,0.09006076646057512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670847412798264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107522749083846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937401689622464,0.08940992067916928,0.0,0.07013135879289031,0.09608963150627728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742333810028475,0.21995675506906154,0.07722975432033419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665950756012775,0.0978276772174024,0.0,0.0,0.1603108364065128,0.0,0.056952199672711375,0.0,0.08194315536369429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460682809319727,0.04947736484109541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30168964976238205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808618498552833,0.0,0.061069054988526175,0.0,0.0,0.17876783572327354,0.0,0.0,0.05401899151361307
anxiety,Clear-Bandicoot,2020/01/22,"How do I stop anxiety rambling myself deeper into the hole in conversations... or is this normal? I find that this happens to me a lot, but usually when I get under 8 hours sleep which I really can't help because I have a chronic pain disease that wakes me up and I usually get 6 hours. It's just how I live, eternally tired.

My thoughts are cloudy coupled with OCD. It causes me to just burst things out and then have to backtrack but I never backtrack well. I feel like I don't have control. *Example:*

Today my friends (lets call them Jack, James and Danielle) and I were playing a board game. We broke for lunch, and while eating, Jack started talking (harmlessly) about his ex roommate (Tom) my old friend from college, who I knew were in a fight for two years but more recently I've become close friends with Jack and wanted to make sure Tom didn't do anything crazy to him.

After all, Tom has been estranged from the larger friend group and dropped off the face of the earth. I myself have had roommates who did this, and it was usually because they did something insane, and since Jack and I have only become close friends recently and now see each other twice a week, I wanted to ask to deepen the friendship and establish trust.

Without thinking, purely on newly-comfortable impulse with a new friend, I said ""what happened between you two?""

Everyone else in the room shot daggers at me. I knew I had done something wrong.

Jack sorta fumbles: ""Oh. I don't really want to gossip about someone I know you're friends with.""

Instantly I see that I am the asshole here, because it makes it look like I shit talk my friends. I didn't mean to do that. I panic.

Somehow, my anxiety brain digs the hole deeper: ""I just want to make sure Tom isn't crazy. The kind of guy who *hits people* or something. Uh, my last roommate did that (SHE DID, WE EVICTED HER) and uh, I dunno. I guess I wanted to know if he was crazy.""

James is confused ""I thought he was your friend? Why do you think he did something crazy?"" Now everyone is kinda looking at me. Jack sets off to explain the 100 things he hates about Tom, and now James and Danielle are staring suspicious daggers at me. They're probably thinking ""If Clear-Bandicoot says THIS stuff about her friends, what does she say about US?""

Jack finishes his story and it's super awkward. I've managed to make nice game lunch gossipy and bad. As he's telling me all these bad roommate things Tom did (passive aggressive, never paid rent, etc) I start going ""Aw that sucks, damn, yeah that sucks."" And I feel like I sound like a terrible friend.

I end it with him ""I didn't mean to open old wounds or anything! I was just trying to-"" Fumble again... ""Make sure he wasn't a murderer or something haha!"" God, my anxiety is in full control.

Jack kinda gives me a weird face. ""No. I don't wanna talk shit about him.""

We just go back to the game and I feel hung up and anxious about it the rest of the day. I don't like gossip or shit talking, my question came from a place of genuine concern. I haven't heard from Tom in a year and I wondered what he did. I didn't get to explain myself other than what was said there. I feel like I lost everyone's trust tonight due to anxiety. Or maybe it sounds worse to me? This new friend circle within the larger circle was a nice clean slate for me. My deepest fear is when people get close to me they will ""realize I'm bad"" (My OCD) and these sort of incidents reinforce it for me. What to do?",2.3952798573975045,4.639369258823533,3.126122994652409,91.00065953654187,78.47058823529412,5.885918003565062,25.00891265597148,6.980632752743323,0.9926960784313724,2696,100,544,30,66,847,298,680,0.157,0.679,0.163,0.9146,2,0,5,0,1,0,119.0,4,3,3,4,25,56,10,4,26,3,52,15,8,10,8,111,108,40,1,9,17,1,4,6,12,1,4,7,3,1,39,38,3,3,21,4,2,3,16,25,3,3,34,16,88,31,69,71,8,66,0,2,5,0,68,24,6,19,43,341,127,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757666604204474,0.0618675199938937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013190267910308,0.0,0.05119677192455152,0.0,0.0,0.0421099912864422,0.1371764873410131,0.1001505350270674,0.12096465621117054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113452600132189,0.055919975314450296,0.06263521201939251,0.0,0.056257520613313884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284454430058694,0.0,0.0605951166800344,0.0,0.035318128433106034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479241811861526,0.0560423935672759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603705177848845,0.0457481380335436,0.0,0.048504482932688775,0.0,0.061076126868907864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698750849840362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162451407795062,0.11076091585915314,0.11736983533757506,0.0,0.0,0.05005313230749723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077246263790666,0.0,0.1144473265245102,0.05253443888598749,0.062247073119569535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032851336970735,0.054224784126330715,0.09685491670436053,0.0,0.0,0.05406792685421075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036707029009703344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786264756124826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702808322273225,0.060193518079797885,0.04463981624906607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055999708433414674,0.0,0.16052899476190924,0.0,0.04835744957601629,0.0,0.091975619418421,0.0,0.059781170286892116,0.046558234840728865,0.0,0.0,0.18277634977434268,0.0,0.055017610206969804,0.1193076923018688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447445624764817,0.10578246233880507,0.0,0.0,0.053656908590766175,0.0,0.0,0.11493081747756816,0.0,0.0,0.04165034700222379,0.0582725574177105,0.064253534205632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593266407661828,0.0,0.057216527964965715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904465209722355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061348003057597265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016620092743893,0.0,0.10814531577149368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418585255870334,0.0871007631908844,0.0,0.0,0.08727933620883323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864279903099322,0.04530119144402588,0.0,0.05480336206527248,0.0,0.04640120044224563,0.2107992911123449,0.0,0.0,0.0775242164203588,0.0,0.0,0.045784999239790125,0.0,0.0,0.06269146295044953,0.0,0.0,0.1548427349547552,0.0,0.0,0.17606831162544634,0.04786598575854496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914793045465092,0.10527131895839498,0.0,0.08695269957003482,0.0,0.06294294615084317,0.05190969069114048,0.0,0.0,0.037181033757238566,0.0,0.10699257423807644,0.0,0.06587412330049641,0.0,0.18094380680937752,0.0,0.16150557686514003,0.0,0.0439282269207949,0.0,0.04923924412264315,0.0,0.04941582263010906,0.0,0.0,0.05279036080115835,0.0593890183660723,0.0,0.0,0.05580900333195564,0.0,0.05987563177727712,0.0,0.07053219923170045
anxiety,swaylyn,2020/01/22,"Trying really hard to make it through my day I’m so fucking anxious about my health right now. I’m scared of something happening while at work (or anywhere really) but being at work is not helping ... at least when I’m home I can be a little calmer.

My period didn’t show up for two months until I took a couple days off work for a procedure THEN it shows up and I know it’s stress. 

I’ve been getting headaches and not eating much/well and I just functioning is starting to be a struggle...  I don’t have time to take off work since I’ve had health issues making me take time off here and there during my probation period.

I’m tired of always wondering if this is the last moment for me or if I’ll make it to tomorrow.

I’m talking to a counselor and she’s not being too helpful and they’re aren’t a lot of options for counselors that are a fit for me in the area.

I just needed a place to panic a bit did not want to lay this crap on my bf",0.6257142857142846,2.6674413084577147,2.7020611229566462,92.73791044776121,83.67661691542288,5.81862117981521,20.01918976545842,7.07126945348624,0.3750443496801705,737,21,164,10,21,248,118,201,0.14300000000000002,0.826,0.031,-0.9622,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,9,6,2,4,11,0,16,6,1,3,0,26,35,16,0,4,11,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,7,6,1,0,2,2,0,1,7,6,0,1,5,1,15,0,28,26,3,32,0,0,0,1,5,15,2,7,16,105,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228210703409744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524454434706214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732112790982896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493101620261104,0.0,0.17405216023104272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807880467814124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247512079956078,0.07050134484046708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932828995540508,0.0,0.12088104551739025,0.0,0.0,0.28687292974418865,0.0,0.0,0.18089683622118669,0.0,0.13535728970218666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084382833235226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741602989633118,0.10999530262741407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352467961792402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472240617055245,0.0,0.0,0.27022342288853196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770898823759813,0.0,0.09919750176525984,0.1000573848730624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832473190292884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098510786159368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289391296253498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523927197416815,0.0,0.0,0.13509994505063191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162497252376788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388453075243936,0.0,0.0,0.09551226195167092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457498978565254,0.1410701159132199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029183727957831,0.10846083635449552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737090432744796,0.15509536086560102,0.0,0.0,0.1499249303769519,0.09161639549116912,0.0,0.13181820145204454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959197100712898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633826025343113,0.3929559684263838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brittany83,2020/01/22,"What’s the “dumbest” thing that has caused you to have a panic attack? What’s the “dumbest” thing that caused you to have a panic attack? 

The other night I woke up a few minutes after I fell asleep and felt like my mouth tasted weird and for some reason I thought I was probably dying or something?.. I don’t even know hah.. so I started having a full blown panic attack, my heart was racing at 160 so I got up and started walking around(the only way to calm me down, I can’t sit around while it happens) and doing a breathing technique all while trying not to pass out because I felt dizzy. Definitely feel stupid now for it",4.9700806451612936,5.572652459677421,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,68.75806451612904,6.845161290322581,27.596774193548388,5.985473137389443,1.0924064516129028,491,15,95,2,8,156,82,124,0.251,0.693,0.055999999999999994,-0.9772,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,5,10,4,3,8,1,9,5,4,3,1,18,19,9,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,0,6,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,7,4,14,2,13,12,4,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,8,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508251445450481,0.0,0.4808121126211481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587880073803046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894439895779293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621061963570894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304954330683357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123287923568644,0.0,0.2705327158786832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126741599929386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457922601068915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669428180316371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774236574497414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882657965885268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322058136370269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714516452379673,0.0,0.4958750158789986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189186690016246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484753064129474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845587781790147,0.0,0.0,0.1994303894393551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718808377708665,0.0,0.0,0.11184254120046372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564789409489112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182354430006797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jeddek86,2020/01/22,"Hoping saying this out loud in a safe space helps (aka: I'm even stressing over a title) I pushed all of my friends away from me Monday. I'm worried my anxiety will break my friendship with them all and at this point it feels like a self-fulfilling prophecy. They say the first step to getting help is admitting you need help. I've got an appointment with a therapist Monday but it seems so far away and I need to get this off my chest. I used to be an optimistic, happy-go-lucky person. Now I'm always afraid my friends are intentionally leaving me out of things because they don't like me. In return, I constantly feel suspicious and distrustful of the people I love most. I can't even enjoy relaxing games and fun things with my friends because I feel like they are judging my performance and I feel like I have to prove I have a spot in that friend group based on stupid things like that. I miss them all so much but at this point I feel like I am running out of ""I promise I'll work on getting better"" chances. I don't know if this is the right place to put all this and it's definitely a wall of stream of conscious text, but I needed to see it for myself and say it out loud. I want to be the old me again but at this point I'm afraid I'm too far down into the depths of self-pity and depreciation.",4.498827902908374,4.821437334572494,5.057012901815003,86.98973102995848,69.70631970260223,8.411196151322983,27.347692980537943,8.313332769828598,1.5129989503608132,1029,31,227,14,17,330,140,269,0.087,0.672,0.24,0.9919,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,5,4,8,24,2,3,13,0,13,2,1,2,5,44,39,15,0,6,5,0,5,6,4,1,0,5,0,1,17,16,0,1,10,2,0,4,3,6,0,1,1,11,35,18,37,35,6,41,0,1,1,1,21,28,0,4,14,142,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600375462150885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907007537398225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422014233601628,0.0,0.0,0.12601452680924802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141347230907816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169538175696696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653653834076793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613094702360651,0.2953614627769396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791791681315439,0.0,0.0,0.31942254989086394,0.0,0.1620039164469349,0.0,0.05874183894002586,0.0,0.08266639050102606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078399781380528,0.0,0.0,0.10265974761424068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056803922932810086,0.0,0.0,0.1094432582520533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30297869065730426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328638622606546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598145266632131,0.22992026968498636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845887575379554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165677195629475,0.09024991760322287,0.10798914397049306,0.0,0.2931256720606958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390529340327824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826882868004904,0.0,0.2465879316004528,0.0,0.0,0.08236449448030055,0.09409501242549426,0.21565393017808848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839846831615307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000886315480222,0.20600326505596145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926980679818389,0.0,0.0,0.06096437380054363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524727131130769,0.1049670418333365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,risiblegirl,2020/01/22,"Hello ‘new to me’ group. Heart rate questions Hello fellow anxiety sufferers. I’m going to my dr tomorrow to discuss, but want to see what other experiences are re heart rate and anxiety. 

I have dysautonomia, which causes me to go into tachycardia and sudden drop in blood pressure issues. I’ve fainted hundreds of times since I was little and finally got a diagnosis after wearing a halter monitor for 2 weeks. Anyway.....

I got an Apple Watch since I live alone to keep an eye on things, but I rarely look at it because I don’t want to obsess. I’ve had loads of extra anxiety lately and on Saturday, thought I was having a panic attack when I was hanging with my adult kids. I tried to hide it, but I don’t talk when I am feeling like that so they knew something was up. I told them I was having a panic attack and didn’t know why. I didn’t check my watch until I got home and my heart rate was hanging between 145 and 152 for about 2 hours and then went down to 100 +/- until I was able to get to sleep (I took a 5 y/o klonipin I hadn’t thrown out). I was so uncomfortable because my mind was spinning trying to figure out why I couldn’t find anything to calm myself down. 

So, I’ve looked through my Apple Watch heart rate history and I see lots of elevated heart rate (usually around 120) for no apparent reason, but I’ve had loads of anxiety lately. My resting rate is between 58-62, so this is noticeable. 

Does anyone else have heart rate issues to this degree with their anxiety?",4.1325396825396785,5.191025582491587,5.500125060125061,80.81939393939395,70.95286195286195,8.35074555074555,27.61087061087061,8.704169506293173,2.0512345358345354,1166,40,226,20,21,392,163,297,0.166,0.797,0.037000000000000005,-0.9890000000000001,1,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,0,9,9,2,4,7,0,25,12,10,2,0,34,46,22,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,9,15,0,1,8,0,1,6,7,7,0,0,22,9,34,2,41,23,3,36,0,1,8,0,13,12,0,2,18,141,43,0,0.08452751273113497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754501102541687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233165793867089,0.0,0.0,0.05910360226417322,0.0866084257923619,0.06955894076687713,0.07524740720408853,0.0,0.19232449703921772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305437440978338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683303974986742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739705960118726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061189055333153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826841270090828,0.0,0.0,0.042739650204445034,0.06038647198451848,0.0,0.09259575852477732,0.07725661529124862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416213665758748,0.0,0.09607786684479863,0.0,0.2028131209989885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6009930574230056,0.0,0.0,0.0847879872214509,0.0,0.08324257326935278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644952470809985,0.0,0.0751319371200418,0.0,0.0,0.04645411041159965,0.0,0.19070143224004552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041295873070844966,0.08471877393096429,0.07463934235741437,0.0,0.14196364379215706,0.0,0.0,0.07186226859155086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534869177318914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163719852000106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623513348897936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983496474399089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469015928893668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690836112497223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471496766549784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984406402881958,0.0,0.08458855748992926,0.0,0.0,0.06507340894106244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679400128880113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615632351882385,0.0,0.0,0.06710540329372644,0.0492886724257758,0.0,0.0,0.08076966076157799,0.09391317681483212,0.11477726522556325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930951133162964,0.0,0.09971303408232356,0.0,0.06780287209194676,0.0,0.0,0.07835785114667426,0.15254586565257086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GetBumRushedMate,2020/01/22,Went to get my evaluation done and Doc thinks its Anxiety I kinda already had a feeling it was anxiety but a part of me thought I had ADHD because my mind was all over the place. Guess I made this post to see how you guys are doing.,4.230952380952382,4.227176448979595,5.710612244897959,83.21176870748302,70.22448979591837,8.982312925170069,30.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.224096598639456,182,7,40,3,3,62,41,49,0.06,0.915,0.025,-0.1486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,11,15,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,7,0,4,7,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293420630817419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694253908166405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735478787436095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883146044136486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249850026632204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344948179272545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275582008547112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895854571251004,0.2417467009474803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310204572148045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465217127582259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26439045623613605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550845908943536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338280324812893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945557915013055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644134241451835,0.0,0.1938276804436928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263293235245621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katiekatiexo,2020/01/22,"Advice please? Idk if anyone can suggest anything etc etc
Its a long read, sorry guys.

So
I have had issues since a young age but ill summarise. 

Sexually abused as a child, by someone of the same age and gender as me but obviously more to it like i reckon she was getting abused etc etc else how would she have known certain things to do etc.
From about 10 onwards been under Camhs who diagnosed me with panic attacks and anxiety.
I.rarely attended school, had to sit at the back of the class else i was TERRRRIBLY anxious, shaky and fidgety etc and just walked out crying. 
Everyone put  it down to anxiety and panic attacks.
Then
Last January my doctor finally felt i should see  a psychiatrist- who diagnosed me with Bipolar and Panic attacks/anxiety.
I get months where im on a high, rarely panic attacks, not anxious, just living life,sexually active, shopping etc...then months of sadness anxiety cant even do things like walk down the road..i look a mess, just have 0 energy and go into a bit of a slump. 
Im on carbamazepine and sertraline.

I have so many worries and doubts like is it bipolar? Is it something more? Because im fine recently like my moods been good just randomly hormonal etc though, not even due on a period but just up and down a bit. Then today i go into a shop, come over all faint..dizzy...sweaty...light headed cant even speak properly and just need to get out asap. 
My eyes get all wide and just vacant and i feel like a zombie.
Is this normal with bipolar? Like why are my physical effects so bad!? Doctors just put it down to stress but i just wondered if anyone else has experienced the same thing as i am going out of my mind here.
I also have been suffering with severe pains in my stomach, nausea and just headaches CONSTANTLY. For months now, easily 6 months.

Anyone have any suggestions or advice",4.279028571428572,6.124398017142859,5.097000000000005,80.78350000000002,71.68571428571428,8.314285714285715,27.92857142857143,8.942964678507748,2.3435142857142868,1446,54,265,29,28,469,192,350,0.233,0.665,0.102,-0.995,0,0,1,0,2,0,51.0,0,0,0,1,24,25,3,7,17,0,26,12,3,2,4,64,40,32,0,6,19,0,2,6,0,2,9,1,0,2,12,24,0,0,6,3,2,9,4,15,0,0,8,7,22,9,39,30,15,49,0,2,3,0,9,20,0,7,25,177,34,5,0.0,0.14987739541320313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361069126735112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057951080521243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043010900753138834,0.0,0.19353860099873005,0.14290477964127712,0.0,0.13267370000664078,0.06480518875010835,0.05204782611408028,0.0,0.0,0.21586165349160533,0.0,0.04863391183353614,0.052809550949530916,0.038555476121696984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381011648571558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054482668033984966,0.0,0.06834876475397791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947510652661609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839105156973124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947429269827518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850710321007386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643071163935726,0.12532439021983394,0.0,0.0,0.060436303547245634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03198015751092124,0.04518448036790172,0.06072812834809047,0.06928524048045746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217816052051753,0.0,0.10783611822905446,0.053049534951913266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262559762726817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491083372140406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682512731874829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495651809495105,0.06601462068476811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515556717396262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467402830542189,0.18539906420000807,0.0,0.05584926207125194,0.05597260927920016,0.053112504051627984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412368182518234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638625864554639,0.0,0.20193623212418507,0.0,0.0,0.04689769077789136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061969743567807475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730047509366385,0.29683223596922503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942745930416823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716369009716455,0.0,0.0,0.063265250964447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062449903119952875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401048939906732,0.05040057492764902,0.0,0.0,0.07145238982063856,0.0,0.052319510960151486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053589939639929925,0.048691504440327216,0.0,0.07080110906668803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245052508777781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605775172063485,0.0,0.06214097162790142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059951836684228266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707160432845185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858990455373823,0.0,0.06423155135275033,0.0,0.044929660512194686,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littleflower321,2020/01/22,Low dose naloxone My doctor mentioned it and I’m thinking about it. Does anyone have any personal experience taking it? Thanks.,3.035454545454545,5.270473454545456,3.826000000000004,75.46900000000002,109.9090909090909,5.3963636363636365,27.127272727272725,6.742157984588678,2.486589090909092,104,5,14,2,5,33,20,22,0.08800000000000001,0.792,0.121,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27076896538620193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784094253295065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075434327594713,0.3484408790330204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894862479207076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476663155050177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993739682148573,0.0,0.0,0.36658104966176175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551309868140033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,therealkieranward,2020/01/22,This is weird So recently ive been having a massive fear of nuclear war. Ive had multiple nightmares and everything seems to be making it worse for some reason :(,3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,5.188387096774196,76.26924731182797,76.09677419354837,9.29462365591398,29.68817204301075,9.725611199111238,3.5391849462365603,130,6,22,4,3,44,29,31,0.381,0.619,0.0,-0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,5,9,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35473350192676945,0.0,0.0,0.4441504789050138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26346724026772017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058203028551645,0.38972148105285503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359322681971326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022359596336137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JennifeR606,2020/01/22,"//Overthinking I just feel anxious all the time so I think that maybe if I'm smoking weed all this sick thing's fade away from my mind
If you already try this can you tell me what's your experience about this and maybe what should I do about being anxious all the time without reason",3.2752631578947344,5.329535122807016,3.1402105263157907,92.85347368421054,74.96491228070175,5.963508771929827,23.68070175438596,6.742157984588678,0.5491501754385961,230,7,48,2,5,69,41,57,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.7829999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,3,13,7,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25384838250115593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197461803410475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612463729772846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250175191270309,0.0,0.0,0.11631216782762765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622004043379711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226889583572674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23651339766324364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010599686937361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282445444592535,0.1473965820662446,0.0,0.0,0.2682695020555674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561780743624735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217446924326035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yelllowhaze,2020/01/22,"not sure what this is, but i feel like i’m going crazy i’m not entirely sure when this started, probably a few months ago, but i’ve started becoming anxious that i can’t trust myself and that i can’t control my body. i think of situations like, if i had a knife right now, i would stab myself repeatedly with it. i don’t even question why, i just don’t think i’d be able to stop myself??? i also always consider a situation where i’m in a car and i just wont be able to stop myself from (intentionally) crashing into a tree or go off a cliff. it scares me so much. i’m scared that if i have the opportunity to try a dangerous drug, i WILL do it. scared if i have the opportunity to hurt someone, i WILL do it. i can’t control myself. i don’t even want to do these things, but i have a constant fear that i will. 


i doubt any of that was coherent, it’s 4am and i’m not sure how to express these feelings (and sorry the mentioned scenarios were so random - those are what usually come to mind) but i just can’t stop feeling scared that i’m going to do something really messed up and that i won’t be able to control myself. i’m scared of hurting myself and others. i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i feel like i’m no longer in control of my body and i can’t decide what i do

has anyone ever dealt with something like this?:( i really feel like i’m going insane",1.7351484018264856,3.0918928801369887,4.147465753424658,86.9974771689498,77.39041095890411,7.0584474885844735,23.125570776255714,7.793537801064563,0.9756365296803652,1059,32,238,16,24,371,129,292,0.262,0.637,0.1,-0.9945,1,0,3,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,0,6,13,23,1,7,11,0,32,3,2,6,4,54,57,20,0,5,14,0,5,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,24,12,0,7,10,0,0,6,15,12,0,0,3,5,37,11,22,45,2,26,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,7,18,160,61,0,0.25531580203809323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754406845442607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805865154893484,0.07081440007271939,0.0,0.0,0.05787450017927076,0.0,0.0,0.096144727849767,0.0,0.059507581724372476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399208140241848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906553282455996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331065208323738,0.0,0.09196855980093273,0.3818111759053638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869509098724764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242245287032217,0.07698258668299272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576708643701057,0.21515890148660152,0.1823976599905232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346913873762034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221389776586466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677162923835804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789067396085173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593205923490721,0.0,0.0679302124439903,0.0,0.06256216383689868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175787242533777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533737668297552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904122701356904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267943330622997,0.0,0.0,0.4260260967365251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913237725357207,0.0,0.0,0.07210941684526091,0.13103638534029216,0.0,0.09526837912301976,0.12047589252385575,0.0,0.0,0.21345544278868225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406321218824985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654015801270986,0.10906403783051127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778089007148711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373142840004726,0.0,0.0501972916821334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679426650224741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045634013321202,0.09304924979419503,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SydVicious_3,2020/01/22,"Methods on keeping yourself grounded and not obsessing over possible future impending events? I have struggled with Generalized Anxiety and Panic Disorder for years, some episodes more severe than others. Lately I have been struggling with keeping myself in the present, instead focusing and worrying about things that might happen in the future, and obsessing over them to the point it makes it hard to function. Any advice or methods on keeping myself grounded? I really want this to pass, feel like myself again, and stop living in fear.",10.861235955056179,11.738047033707867,9.11829213483146,61.3927191011236,56.19101123595507,11.614382022471911,43.642696629213475,11.20814326018867,5.606328539325843,442,23,55,10,5,134,64,89,0.24,0.682,0.077,-0.945,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,6,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,19,11,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,2,7,1,15,9,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,3,9,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711896802820676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325869675597713,0.0,0.13865854535339867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077323848059344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396074661169836,0.09164729098493384,0.12948764304447075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602820031898918,0.0,0.1623676676373773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833197139352887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446201089789706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855137741410454,0.0,0.16005029276637894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098821814896688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922814782866404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266210379271885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134328463891224,0.20433625535896616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611572879880475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047650315425964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515361665448801,0.0,0.3789713365917037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041687045998513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690809828601397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840718787963736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672140730607357
anxiety,effell_i,2020/01/22,"Anxiety in crowds I get really bad anxiety in crowds. Although I do get anxiety in crowded public places, I’m more specifically talking about standing crowds at concerts/festivals or crowds around that size.  The fear comes from being unable to escape, being claustrophobic, and being the fear of people falling/being trampled on. 

There are many things I want to do this year, many concerts, many festivals, I want to go on holiday to somewhere like Ibiza but all of these things come with big crowds. I don’t want it to hold me back, but I can’t seem to shake the fear. 

Does anyone know how to cope with anxiety in these types of crowds? Also does anyone have any info about crowds that can put my mind at ease?",5.9440713101160885,7.091658664179107,5.803233830845772,79.97501658374794,66.83582089552239,8.940630182421229,28.321724709784412,9.150863307647796,2.287183416252073,567,18,103,10,9,177,81,134,0.14400000000000002,0.758,0.098,-0.8127,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,4,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,19,21,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,3,2,0,5,2,5,0,0,0,1,8,2,24,18,2,19,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,3,64,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889104041290264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925968175165255,0.0,0.41666317620133103,0.0,0.0,0.1904193615050889,0.0,0.0,0.12121565087244685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047024214863971,0.11369202380739515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345880500718496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831768493186764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596701863218887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228110542994366,0.0,0.07738566414947358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748326811310597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652330384024767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141495825813997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748775683844225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439961343918388,0.0,0.14226336420318486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368833574799737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723073692453186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395943268194586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944420796010168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809238499733469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094080000603524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768574662110755
anxiety,allianna_,2020/01/22,"Hnggg have you ever tried studying but can't understand shts because your mind is filled with intrusive thoughts.

It took me 4 hours to understand a 10-page reading. Still got 30 pages to read in other subject. wtd",4.458846153846154,7.397784564102569,3.945833333333337,84.13875,75.15384615384616,6.976923076923077,32.82692307692308,8.07648339933343,2.8052,174,9,29,3,4,52,37,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,16,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677290893185702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326316121322931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568819862110668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25326785850966793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596757829921107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144938372279029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538214217999776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041700673000093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857334683872545,0.17460652060342413,0.0,0.0,0.5354613257146291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sonicyouth_x,2020/01/22,"Anxiety/panic attack or something else? So I’ve had 2 of these “attacks” in the last 2 days . I think they’re panic attacks, but I’m not sure. That’s why I’m here, so for those who know what this is could maybe tell me if I’m right or not. It begins with feeling anxious and overwhelmed and I start to feel dizzy that’s when I know it’s definitely going to happen, it feels like I’m going to faint. I begin to sweat and have trouble breething, I breathe fast and deep. What scares me even more is the ENORMOUS tingling sensation I get all over my body mostly on my face and chest. Maybe I was just hyperventilating. Does anyone know what this is ?( I was just wondering if someone has knowledge of what this is.)",1.9641071428571413,4.107077513888889,3.0894841269841287,91.23250000000002,79.41666666666667,5.503174603174603,22.785714285714285,6.5431188927421005,0.4583130952380952,558,18,118,5,14,179,92,144,0.155,0.7759999999999999,0.068,-0.8898,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,3,2,0,10,7,5,0,2,28,29,13,0,3,9,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,15,6,0,0,9,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,3,12,2,11,25,3,15,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,6,8,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800012362458132,0.0,0.11140952307986346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437937707064797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698333752148968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721464647598754,0.0,0.0,0.10275677415993008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394336133148255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310249712279915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523811836081713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416910575735117,0.11382771585055855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832450543575747,0.0,0.18110553187378334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089787941225776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26269618539948897,0.12987787633011486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784218470179857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201433596666646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869432553837286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606973712805856,0.0,0.0,0.15952039347467714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350025577834436,0.12266253117535088,0.0,0.0,0.11277690455371295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501697159688405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926429589408096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020943221667237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377348832475242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279012842883354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,7thxheavenxx,2020/01/22,Left work early yesterday because of anxiety. Nervous to go back today I've been having a bad mental health day all week. Yesterday a coworker I barely know was cornered by me forcing conversation instead of finding something to do for a whole hour. I didnt have the energy to deal with it and my anxiety was flaring up so I left and people didnt seem to happy. Now I'm nervous to go back today as I dont know how I'll explain it if I'm asked.,3.090599078341012,4.290340548387096,5.578525345622122,78.73064516129034,73.6236559139785,8.325038402457759,30.4900153609831,8.841846274778883,2.643253149001536,353,16,68,7,7,126,63,93,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.9293,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,4,0,9,1,0,1,1,11,18,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,0,6,1,12,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,11,44,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28063689877363257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147618029973552,0.0,0.0,0.28208264649558795,0.15315093245095587,0.11181324235783724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829296128219828,0.18910153927979764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149709360070524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764572486670698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084875653705706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952576902314123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497056701906806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063516610067465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016094798777146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985802648525429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484771200108915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716273610990472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698183448201262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120834533515775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34772799712354063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713124043872827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478574928484697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353446776232655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wingsandstrings,2020/01/22,"Adulting Overload Life is coming at me from all angles right now and I just can't. I'm dealing with ongoing plumbing issues at home and at work that have me feeling unsafe and out of control. At home, we've been renting the same condo for 4+ years and it's been one issue after the next. Once, the kitchen flooded and it was months of living in a construction zone to get things back to normal. The drains in the sinks and bathtubs all back up constantly. Right now we have chunks of exposed concrete in the kitchen tile where they had to jackhammer through the floor to replace some pipes. Only a couple weeks later, they're saying they think it's leaking and they need to rip up the floors again. Every time these incidents happen, myself or my husband has to take time off work or rearrange our schedules to be here dealing with it. Also, my dog and cat are suffering and have to endure being crated or sequestered while workmen come and go and there is loud construction going on. We can't afford to move.

Meanwhile at work, the bathrooms there also have unreliable plumbing that has flooded multiple times. I'm the manager, so I'm responsible for dealing with it. We've called emergency plumbers countless times, costing time and money. I can't focus on my actual job because I'm always waiting for another disaster. It's become so traumatizing and anxiety producing that I've taken to fasting during the work day to try to avoid needing to go to the bathroom. The corporate management has not offered any sort of permanent solution. 

I feel like my life is covered in shit, literally and figuratively. I'm spending all my free time applying to jobs that hopefully pay more and/or allow me to work from home or closer to home to help mitigate these issues. I'm just stuck in this current living situation and job situation at the moment and I'm so overwhelmed.",6.114666666666667,7.453713242857145,6.516357142857142,74.31805952380952,66.57142857142857,9.261904761904765,34.01190476190476,9.516144504307137,3.3967333333333327,1505,68,251,30,24,487,196,350,0.081,0.86,0.059000000000000004,-0.8370000000000001,6,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,3,7,16,7,1,2,16,0,20,5,1,3,3,51,44,26,0,4,7,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,8,1,14,24,2,3,5,0,6,6,4,4,0,1,6,4,18,4,49,36,6,53,0,2,0,0,15,23,1,7,25,162,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.08834203280889248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479003038250862,0.07532634650185505,0.0,0.0,0.06156197962065164,0.09492624729472962,0.06925348691763766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392205155782619,0.0,0.0551848808954603,0.0999807960651873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924389623052236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559632949069145,0.0,0.09782834558688087,0.1015345780836738,0.0,0.10016724211998856,0.0,0.058382914594658,0.27999042963731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762735403612669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154710877841298,0.0646730482475539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729701704553056,0.0,0.15434703288102522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800533972338536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060678847797843875,0.0,0.3632268889490152,0.0899144898337883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834623778227311,0.26950449280849925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788486509016406,0.04422728971847078,0.0,0.15987533733331236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225839257617171,0.09621667983492213,0.0,0.13425037064416628,0.0,0.0,0.09627729741586737,0.0,0.08869798176314556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640910753112282,0.06134395154967188,0.06885043912998899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462042102062834,0.0,0.07199130650615451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292544244408836,0.0,0.20351398542201002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680656075333803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014261971239585,0.0580065318358704,0.0,0.0,0.3167247814047466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061462405135691685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261590674231479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295264292273767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058296907942293585
anxiety,ticklystarlight,2020/01/22,"Anxiety BEFORE work meetings Hi,

Lately I have been getting anxiety attacks BEFORE meeting with other people at work, and I’m worried it is going to screw with my performance. Sometimes, reps come in from other companies and meet with me for training or check-ins - since I was recently promoted, this is new for me. About half an hour before they show up, my body starts FREAKING OUT even though I don’t mentally feel anxious. My digestive system starts getting trembly and I have to go to the bathroom, I get really nauseous and start feeling like I’m going to panic/cry. All the nasty feelings that come with anxiety you know?

Then the rep shows up and I start feeling better, and our meeting goes great.

I’m worried that one of these times I’m going to have an anxiety attack that I can’t recover from. Like I’ll be crying and dry heaving in the bathroom and will have to fake that I’m sick or something.

Any advice? I’m about to meet with someone in less than 10 minutes and I’m worried I’ll throw up.",3.2169430344049625,5.433051137055839,4.311835871404401,83.64212492949804,75.7005076142132,6.814326001128032,28.710941906373378,7.793537801064563,2.031053243090807,802,35,145,12,18,261,114,197,0.19699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.084,-0.9647,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,1,5,4,10,3,1,6,0,12,4,1,0,1,25,37,13,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,17,1,0,5,2,0,7,2,6,0,2,2,4,15,4,28,33,2,26,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,2,12,88,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905965352740384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589560232930803,0.0,0.3415117665420733,0.12608250625651288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393485410556343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849043132879328,0.0,0.0,0.09870604102234934,0.0,0.1239686083593261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922766012588222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451869160794345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371441437508458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22572448141071624,0.07973102849301368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492788337069207,0.0,0.2537120281149903,0.0,0.0,0.12304551484203292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990898727900683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061335492522140087,0.0,0.12589592360593369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904967037317706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247214629048552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778933736941547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756268102619692,0.0,0.0,0.13094506825688584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737323715625617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149737429512873,0.0,0.1101970181907866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232126573414648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456302185131346,0.08591940631583084,0.11038074445911887,0.0,0.3159799359281213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096518879736282,0.0,0.06507809475224609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250034182622744,0.34002256589153906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoSleepTillOblivion,2020/01/22,How do you deal with people yelling things at you in the street? Had a group of teenagers riding past on bikes today in the street yelling obscenities at me. I felt my anxiety spike and now I’m finding it difficult to let the encounter go.,3.58563829787234,5.575843255319152,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,73.8936170212766,7.253191489361702,28.77127659574468,8.07648339933343,1.8189617021276598,191,8,39,3,4,59,39,47,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,2,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,8,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792303561329386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763075375271778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504652161050886,0.0,0.3336109803326651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744263274756325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732457244442337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34844173101859216,0.2530508015586989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424953005042572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459851961680901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mohansadumbutt,2020/01/22,"my grades are dropping im at the border of punching myself, midterms start tomorrow and i just had a fucking panic attack in english and i want to cry im so fucking stressed my parents get angry at me for getting stressed and i have so many things on my mind holy shit

im barely accepted in wherever i am literally people just shove my stuff aside at tables to take my spot. my grades are dropping im like a c- average in math and im so stressed i cant even focus. my parents never are able to help me with all my stress and then i kust keep it to myself until i cant fucking handle it anymore. i just had a panic attack last period and had to keep it to myself and i cant even study because of how stressed i am and i dont know what to do",0.1269427191166308,2.2194565217391333,2.703302277432716,91.61228951000692,86.26708074534163,5.068461007591441,22.609040717736374,6.42735559955562,0.5344862663906143,584,22,127,6,18,202,83,161,0.22899999999999998,0.722,0.049,-0.9853,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,9,15,6,7,4,0,14,4,1,1,2,21,25,14,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,3,0,24,2,19,22,1,16,0,0,0,3,3,7,4,0,8,87,30,4,0.09749264210249277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668650391126264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182390977275146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059430609731691286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709108944779562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142606504568108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878594126738055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27039112994474745,0.1018717632762821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534726294460504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265439164603611,0.0,0.0,0.17331187963403058,0.0,0.0,0.05357940644667252,0.07946951548313683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762998038770988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988422370166758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843977649533484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519233582018263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877321908813025,0.2165080831569792,0.0,0.0,0.06758912256542825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007479611129624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900579387201944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5583874606757571,0.0,0.11160575029708997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330233375206145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476977937380955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750368625930762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jonesbrooklyn773,2020/01/22,Panic attack in public I kinda feel a panic attack coming but I’m at school and idk what to do ...ugh,-1.9809090909090905,-0.33356499999999656,2.109545454545458,89.7343181818182,108.0909090909091,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.1849454545454545,78,0,15,0,4,29,19,22,0.413,0.5870000000000001,0.0,-0.7821,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6383290185420671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24166775884795602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185379079541527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6583266184372967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28393013914414195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IVFusername,2020/01/22,"New sub for pregnant/trying/new moms with anxiety I was told to let you all know! I’m an OCD diagnosed pregnant lady and someone gave me the idea to make a mental illness and pregnancy sub. It’s also open to new parents and people trying to get pregnant or dealing with fertility issues (although obviously lots of mentions of pregnancy.)

If this sounds like you I’d love to see you at r/mentalhealthbabies!",5.050043290043291,6.940331688311688,6.425389610389612,71.85332251082255,69.77922077922078,8.769696969696971,33.612554112554115,9.2995712137729,3.4316424242424244,328,16,54,7,6,111,58,77,0.057,0.848,0.095,0.5972,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,2,14,10,7,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,2,11,6,2,4,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,3,3,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075669745477164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378077916960758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724418050297866,0.0,0.2040324343248517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050253562294998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269286307878296,0.0,0.20981405782831605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047607438315678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555794549584114,0.0,0.09820887548312368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090115944358214,0.18142961280749811,0.0,0.13418330914889073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025822356466084,0.0,0.0,0.2354337704227053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824430046911067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321041502402253,0.0,0.0,0.1393628900958883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018798612729274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032473379374566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208451030783955,0.0,0.13648029827935731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theanxiousig,2020/01/22,"Expressing yourself Hey all,

Over the last few months, I've been really struggling with how I perceive myself, worrying about the future and what it entails.

These feelings have been so hard to express into words for me, and scribbling little drawings have been the outlet for me to express myself. I wanted to pull together an Instagram dedicated to helping people to express themselves and how they're feeling, and sharing that so that people know they aren't alone in this.

This is really starting from nothing, but if you're interested in contributing please DM your images to me at the_anxious on Instagram.",13.954345794392529,10.569068710280382,12.046238317757012,56.34169392523366,53.485981308411205,14.438317757009347,50.114485981308405,12.161744961471696,6.297132710280375,500,25,70,10,4,156,76,107,0.047,0.821,0.132,0.8147,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,17,12,10,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,9,2,17,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708873190845288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644954664322636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429777096372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531170962165338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374125129987675,0.2131984721986488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621421972249721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876702173457184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509646481764469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626522089782781,0.0,0.0,0.2871037802986417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335111747643593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512670848598856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27342925076955943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426919343526496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265617111624792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Princessismydog,2020/01/22,"Constant panic attacks So it’s the middle of the night in Australia so my partner and friends are all asleep.
I’m currently camping (in an RV park) just myself and my 5 yr old daughter. I’ve been having panic attacks for the last 2 hours. Tried the breathing, which normally works and a walk isn’t an option other than the pacing I’ve done around our site as my daughter is fast asleep. 

The RV has a heavy door which she can’t get out of and I don’t know if she will remember to go out the front door if anything happens. Not to mention she’s shy so will not talk to anyone. 
The attacks are brought on by my dumb arse taking my night anti anxiety med twice (camping means I just brought the box and not my normal pill box) that medication isn’t the issue. I also take a pain killer for endometriosis and it reacts at a high dose - also I’ve had seizures with these meds before. 
Definitely not an issue on a low dose but on a higher dose who knows. 

*last seizure was due to low dose of the anti anxiety med and a higher dose of the pain killer*",2.2932611903590754,4.157510028037386,3.5802016724053125,89.45523118544025,77.22429906542055,6.000590260698477,23.87998032464339,6.8360192770164,0.7703028037383173,822,27,170,8,19,268,121,214,0.165,0.816,0.018000000000000002,-0.976,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,8,11,4,2,22,0,15,12,3,1,1,29,26,16,0,4,9,2,0,0,2,2,9,0,2,1,8,11,0,0,4,0,0,5,8,10,0,1,6,0,14,1,23,18,1,29,0,2,0,0,11,14,1,3,10,105,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019518842807606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194180854585415,0.0,0.0,0.08314927978574749,0.0,0.09785826253996784,0.1058610215803629,0.0,0.4058545368137583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118930219589778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850664215864074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216930099123758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187470124221468,0.0,0.062129036407380524,0.0,0.0675830670674579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515759221112617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564195936044625,0.0,0.0,0.11710893667566916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823615373625804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307069510432703,0.19386586673044154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953508279838924,0.3962687383135263,0.11979600434840228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319042240942732,0.2330261180284896,0.0,0.0,0.1247830099703484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25307137886393555,0.2790461105343266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347093719464652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788210281617104,0.09558069092003364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073659281059054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865727303645947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jane-doe70,2020/01/22,"Hope and Help for Your Nerves: End Anxiety Now This is an old book from  [Dr Claire Weekes](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Claire_Weekes), while it's a wee bit old fashioned it still gets great reviews to this day. I have given my son, who suffers from GAD, other books in the past but this is the one he is actually talking to me about and he says it's really helped him understand his illness better and it's helping him control it. [So I just thought I'd share it here.](https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/194383.Hope_and_Help_for_Your_Nerves) I hope it might help other people too.     

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anxiety,Qalaran,2020/01/22,"Bad meeting with bad manager Had the typical thing where a bad meeting focusing on all the negatives has pushed me over the edge, im sat at the desk trying not to cry.

The upside and downside is I have a job interview for somewhere else tomorrow that im skivig for (though now ill use anxiety as the reason as i cant imagine how ill come back on friday) the trouble is my confidence has been hammered down when I need it for a job interview.

The meeting was literally ""youve been here for a year thats gone quick congratulations"" and then 57 minutes of what im bad at, patronizing solutions and bringing up examples of bad communication on my part from 6 months ago, where clearly i dont have the facts to hand.

Im not flawless by any means but life is tough right now and this has really pushed me over the edge, im right back to being sick every morning and now trying not to cry at my desk...",6.095690607734808,5.629148541436468,7.05021546961326,76.75410773480665,66.34806629834254,10.775911602209943,33.569613259668515,10.355215969177356,3.2486128176795592,710,28,145,16,10,239,108,181,0.15,0.77,0.081,-0.8687,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,14,0,15,5,1,3,3,20,22,12,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,5,6,7,0,0,6,1,9,1,25,15,2,31,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,0,12,94,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173095144251212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804314082069086,0.0,0.08779379196610472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649215261360154,0.47911380013715704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885862558581596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521247138398286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450201108290755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587020933680253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669322994464148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6198215694051089,0.0,0.2277702050699577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106088040514088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501113627929886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160316062037707,0.0,0.0,0.08509570879603327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427772734616788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352046072726978,0.11799603025607433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601486771259352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624379476525489,0.0,0.1127545927792956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583381719498926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991188488163876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390395539562918
anxiety,TheWolfandTheShadow,2020/01/22,"Realisation 
I met a seemingly eccentric and very smart individual at a party one year ago. They seemed nice, but they liked to show off (they liked to show they were the biggest brain in the room). Nonetheless i looked past it and he would pop up here and there ,he knows my best friends too.  This guy is curious, always wanting to know a lot and learn. He would always like to try to be the centre of attention and try to woo people, as I got to know him more and more he has an ego complex and he wants to be the dominant one wherever he goes.  Every interaction I’ve had since getting to know him, i dread it and I
Hate having to respond to him on fb.

More about myself i have black curly hair, green eyes and olive-fair skin(Mediterranean). Im skinny and around 5’10 and he’s a 6’3 dude russian from Estonia. I tend to joke alot and always out going and social. He takes the opportunity to touch my hair as if I’m a fucking dog. he did sambo and brags about it and likes to play fight with guys and tries to do that with me, which I really don’t like and only would do that with close friends. One time at a party he literally tries to touch my hair and a guy told him to knock it off, cos I was moving away, and the dude can’t seem to tell or judge body language. I tell him something,he’ll stop but he’ll do it another time. I didn’t know that telling someone not to do something meant, that “I’ll stop and do it again on another day”., cos that’s how i think he understands that.

He felt that my jokes have hidden messages and he had an argument with me about it as he feels it says a different story about the relationship. I’m not one for arguments, and i avoid them, but with him there’s been a good few arguments and disagreements with him only. I always have to end them and I felt bad about it cos i thought i hurt him I’ve never had any issues with anyone regarding my jokes, and if I argue, i keep it cool and as a discussion, and he said the other week I’m one for arguments, and I know myself that I’m not, neither do my friends say that.

He always cannot take no for an answer, i was at a bar with a
Friend and he came (by chance), i literally had to leave in 10mins due to work in the morning, but he told me to stay despite I couldn’t. So
I stayed 10mins. and thought fuck this shit I’m a man, i do what I want and I’m sure as hell am not gonna be talked down and controlled to by some ego centric fuck, and I left without a word and a pretty angry fast walk.

When he’s drunk he’s awful, he can be a violent drunk and looks for fights, me and my friends tell him not to and send him home, also he’s so rude when he’s drunk. That says alot about him.

I’m from a greek lebanese family based in Chicago(currently I’m living in englamd) but we’re muslim. Anyway  he asked a question about being muslim about how come we can’t do certain thing, told him. Then he kept digging and
Digging, and I told him i wasn’t comfortable with that. Sometimes i felt he would make a joke about my religion, and that digged deep within me


My best friend however isn’t too keen on him as well, he’s literally the only one I vent to about it and be knows how he is. I’m realising it’s a problem. My last interaction with him, I told him not to do something I don’t like. He went on the fucking offensive and had such a disgusting look as if he was ready to fight, I don’t know what the fuck he was trying to do and I do not give in to intimidation nor will I let anyone speak down to me in anyway (he loves to talk down to people) . but I shut him down and said I’m not in the mood for this , and went back to speaking to my other friends (who wee oblivious to what happened as we were in a loud party). But it had me thinking, what if the argument gets worse and maybe  physical ,  because i really don’t want to be around him, and I only have him on fb as to maintain good ties and as he knows my friends. I’m limiting it to just small conversations, small responses, and attempting to tolerate him. Thankfully I’m always busy when he tries to make plans with me, due to work and other commitments as hobbies, living with my little sister who to uni and other people who spend time with me and treat me with dignity and appreciate me. But I hate his personality, and his mentality. I don’t want to spread shit about him and about our conflicts, and I’m really uncomfortable with that.

I’ve concluded that he’s judgemental, egocentric, controlling, and will try to fuck with your head. Any suggestions on how to handle this situation as I really was pissed off today and it got in the way today. This guy seems so bad for my mental health, I’m not even exaggerating that.",3.3582562138619814,4.299107322279799,4.635746789817528,86.73629045580837,72.66839378238342,8.247052639483368,24.76270931891567,8.630970670014445,1.3997291432004202,3646,104,810,64,69,1208,361,965,0.15,0.6970000000000001,0.153,-0.8903,3,1,3,0,3,0,99.0,3,1,6,11,38,62,20,2,42,2,62,23,11,12,4,173,146,96,0,15,24,1,9,6,8,8,1,8,2,6,48,82,5,9,29,11,1,8,26,26,1,6,37,24,102,35,130,92,11,76,1,1,6,7,124,41,10,14,30,507,150,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043249536836172095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039017476776193855,0.2435839512574655,0.0,0.0,0.06635796964196143,0.10232148275647532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823043463530096,0.0,0.0,0.08686718071373133,0.04561221744751514,0.0,0.04583996544898385,0.03751662472197938,0.081475498474857,0.02974203131316921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240453467165933,0.0,0.0,0.054194873599993004,0.0,0.0544659592529083,0.0,0.055802950129551006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042028406381937916,0.0,0.0,0.10944463598479827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031465619674305514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097533725321314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321360389607158,0.0,0.0,0.032225443379793155,0.0,0.04110781773885632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599502470380491,0.0,0.024669773058635464,0.0,0.14053862718888674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015612793711406,0.2706343242960709,0.0509816942307975,0.046803971419958776,0.0277285747506243,0.08184574998937523,0.07804390293985544,0.0,0.0,0.19323973380662945,0.04314498117274568,0.0,0.0,0.09634037240648577,0.05007278455107682,0.051861663137085706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048940512915899695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052230880002578105,0.0,0.05270174989563293,0.050924255463375236,0.0,0.04336693981679648,0.0,0.0,0.24132418501595346,0.03977049585411645,0.0,0.05166173926717391,0.05301065628754971,0.04989124864799243,0.0,0.1430184587907564,0.048900562280815456,0.08616521793674889,0.0,0.1229143497259568,0.0,0.0,0.0414796529487714,0.04403502819048664,0.0,0.06513562708567926,0.0,0.049016277899339815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983380201230472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185622326376792,0.0,0.0,0.037629982538807165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836886823984773,0.14842847412563964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657573256189525,0.10147487004657008,0.04260168955646161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963713749017922,0.0,0.04668559799489965,0.0,0.0,0.05465615018770468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502491441784075,0.0,0.0,0.0523823772662312,0.0,0.0,0.0928212381996574,0.11639969087392647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766693265187666,0.0,0.0,0.10016480507397592,0.04035972810593412,0.05484218891905969,0.0,0.04973542823000144,0.04133974789497402,0.07512210432460815,0.04825472006990589,0.0,0.0,0.10400764684609463,0.0,0.08158152409441845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598415246005843,0.0,0.07336826310969596,0.07843137187742788,0.17057901650329813,0.044919428136968365,0.0,0.0,0.032414017203926865,0.06252553446655089,0.0,0.0774678811055064,0.08534981151849846,0.0,0.09249474177500278,0.2331054643030128,0.0,0.2318772323009887,0.0,0.0,0.050792281730633285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025699528015967,0.14388851511605666,0.03872736143891408,0.03913652683704115,0.0,0.0438682171833621,0.09045794225755027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703197731965808,0.0,0.0710396414203639,0.0,0.04972134569846821,0.1386365314878587,0.0,0.0,0.031419266171203664
anxiety,hanmcclelland,2020/01/22,"close friend doesn’t believe in anxiety i have a close friend who has always been incredibly supportive of me and a great shoulder to lean on. recently, i have relapsed back into back anxiety/panic attacks/etc. i’ve been considering going back on medication to make coping with this easier, but in discussion with my friend, he is unable to grasp the full concept. he thinks my problem is a result of over planning/over controlling, when in reality, that’s a coping mechanism for the anxiety i already feel. he tries to convince me that because people have always told me i’m anxious/suffer from anxiety, that now i believe i do and it’s real. like a placebo effect. which, again, is in reverse order. i suffered from the symptoms which lead people to diagnose me with anxiety. additionally, he’s skeptical that there is no “physical” test for diagnosis. because there is no blood test, brain scan, etc., conducted before diagnosis and prescription, he doesn’t think it’s accurate or valid. he think is it is more like a shot in the dark and adding to our over-medicated society. i have no good answer as to how the doctor knows the accuracy of the diagnosis, just that i choose to believe that their medical training surpasses my knowledge or a brief Google search. but because i can’t give him a concrete answer, he hasn’t made any progress towards believing the reality of this disease. he doesn’t recognize it as a real, physiological problem. (even though he has witnessed a panic attack of mine) and thinks it’s just the result of normal stress handled poorly. he has said he supports me and if it’s “real in my mind, it’s real to me” so he recognizes the difficulty, but it’s nearly impossible to feel true support from someone who doesn’t validate your struggle. he has been very fortunate to never struggle personally or have family members struggle with anxiety, but unfortunately for me it is hereditary so i am all too familiar. i want him to understand that this is a real problem that is generally out of my control. i am going all the journaling/deep breathing/exercise/planning that’s recommended, and as anyone with anxiety knows, that doesn’t always do the trick. 

how can i give him information and help him realize the validity of this issue? short of bringing him to a doctor and sitting him down to ask questions (seems excessive), i’m truly at a loss for how to explain this.",7.561696832579187,8.040110463800907,8.499728506787331,64.40262443438917,63.14027149321267,11.777375565610859,38.719457013574655,11.437924896087663,4.9061782805429885,1923,96,309,55,26,654,207,442,0.146,0.726,0.127,-0.7869,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,1,1,6,18,25,3,5,26,0,34,9,3,11,4,75,61,27,0,6,10,0,2,2,3,0,6,1,0,1,28,19,0,2,20,0,1,5,11,13,0,0,6,4,35,12,54,55,5,34,0,2,1,0,38,19,0,6,10,221,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988613119458297,0.0,0.18070728457092225,0.0,0.0,0.04922889394697354,0.0,0.3322770889371621,0.08178210777139623,0.0,0.050618016927587495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767654367743392,0.08235610245216797,0.0,0.16699443484951124,0.0,0.13238807454630508,0.0,0.061600074283754365,0.3262429920477061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081316972923436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623870774537309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347613454718745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819211205749158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147194490244604,0.047814089041532816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824452904298088,0.0,0.07320691987124955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778913279869226,0.0,0.0,0.13888958675271645,0.08228383557028092,0.06071879184937594,0.0,0.07981219484267876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852268529166227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555821207494637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956925998047751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073393573530523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684988541642474,0.04832207638768469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041094986235421,0.14585420803618715,0.0,0.0,0.07309506289672457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558330048259339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092857579361686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849361580942106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003746928516957,0.0632097114620202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078074749672846,0.0,0.0,0.08109536309377775,0.0,0.0,0.4119884805201024,0.0,0.0,0.07147815097703049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886116190734369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590275917568594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061337321678070086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292454130220636,0.22703882438759154,0.0,0.0,0.24644800783004056,0.0,0.07524277946013709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554292253603014,0.07112455792520465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917344965525588,0.0,0.049149267823997575,0.0,0.0,0.07536239773861288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973080134801473,0.042698548427899004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Duolingo_lives,2020/01/22,"Had a panic attack this morning I’m doing a speech competition tomorrow so when I woke up this morning I freaked out. I’m terrified of public speaking and at this competition I’m doing impromptu so I’m even more scared. I woke up and only ten seconds later boom full panic attack. I couldn’t breathe and my heart was pounding. I remembered a video that said smelling something nice helps but I couldn’t even get out of bed. I tried to slow my breathing and eventually after what felt like an eternity I finally calmed down. I lost all motivation after that and couldn’t even get out of bed so I got out of bed an hour late (I’m homeschooled).   My mom was annoyed that I was late and I was mad at myself for not being on time. I just couldn’t get out of bed, I felt like I was paralyzed.",1.9095625,4.135137831250002,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.0625,6.75,24.375,7.865858978985527,1.3961875,623,23,127,11,16,208,84,160,0.159,0.736,0.105,-0.7612,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,13,4,3,5,0,13,3,3,1,1,23,28,11,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,7,11,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,9,0,2,13,7,19,4,20,10,3,24,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,0,14,85,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634660186037525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165302156057853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30676052004942833,0.174992849110285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503805219471604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776267669994526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929860483442298,0.10707371226780947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731665570597175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36039865636143376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608668475306348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438054778662507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870914238831131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149327774774794,0.0,0.37485269820693096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095995479457436,0.0,0.15195408481980516,0.0,0.1599326217741116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297951238088413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314859939661356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845637518879243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Amberlights88,2020/01/22,"Survey on Therapy Delivered Via the Internet Hi, I'm doing a research project that aims to understand people's attitudes and preferences towards therapy delivered via the internet. The survey will ask you about your eating patterns, body image concerns, technology use, and attitudes and preferences towards online-delivered therapy. If you have some time, I'd really appreciate it if you can fill out the survey below. Only non-identified group data will be reported and may be presented at conferences or published in peer-reviewed journals.

You only need to be 18+ and everyone is welcome! The survey will take 10-15 minutes to complete. Thank you! 🧡

Survey: https://researchsurveys.deakin.edu.au/jfe/form/SV\_cNLKpq6wXY0I9jT",7.023186813186811,10.962685170940173,7.1342429792429805,58.798653846153876,73.35897435897436,11.206105006105009,37.416971916971924,10.451354775682146,6.1667587301587306,603,34,69,23,14,193,83,117,0.0,0.9179999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.8433,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,11,2,1,1,0,16,18,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,11,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,5,2,45,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974636545765866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254501286605635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280661057484376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768549473393294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394327702095207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049715651568926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087304791547747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071147932225664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002559637523434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260561801259712,0.0,0.0,0.18686436889927094,0.696329961515459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183514522672664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129538073387708,0.0,0.17529796878159598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suitable_host,2020/01/22,"Talentless. Please bear with me. Apologies for the hefty post.

I got promoted 4 times in the year 2019. First was an instructor post, then after 2 months, a senior role in operations. After 3 months, a managerial post, and after a month of the managerial post, I got upped to a regional post as manager for a group-wide project focused mainly on retail and digitization. And when the project ends, I was told by my superiors that I will be offered two big posts: the first one is in my home country, and the other is another regional post. I chose the former because I am planning to get married and my parents are quite old already.

Here are my key items regarding the progression contributing to my anxiety and the gaping void in me:

1. The constant changes in roles due to the rapid promotions have not given me enough time to get used to the shift in roles, which is confusing the hell out of me.

2. I am not resenting myself for being promoted. I have always wanted to actualize myself and better myself in terms of my career to feed myself of course, learn new stuff, be the best in anything, and for practical reasons.

3. The project I am currently handling now in the region is being closely monitored by the CEOs and regional department bosses. They terrify me most of the time but because I’ve had my fair share of presenting to them and talking to them, I think I’ve grown thicker skin.

4. I suck at business insights. I spend most of my time reading poetry and prose, art criticism, and theory and all of my life I’ve been mainly involved in operations. I suck at corporate. I don’t do well with office politics and struggle sometimes to not put myself in a very tight situation when it comes to speaking to stakeholders. Haven’t read anything about business and project management, and had not undergone training. I jumped right into these things professionally.

5. I get suicidal thoughts sometimes. I don’t have time to read my books, I don’t have time to join mass movements which I used to do before, and meet some friends who are local writers in my region to get sharp insights about a lot of things.

6. I get no performance feedback. The person I report to is really talented and insightful. The people I work with have a lot of experience in business, project management, etc. Since I am left to myself all the time at the office and out of office as I am overseas for the regional post, it’s just me reassessing myself everyday and my realization is that I suck. Most of the time.

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I don’t know if I should be asking a question. Probably I just need a space to vent my frustrations and self-resentment and disgust. I don’t think this is impostor syndrome. It’s way too long for that already. I always get the sinking feeling that I suck, that I am not fit for this or anything else. And alongside, whenever I join meetings and hear someone who’s really brilliant, I grow a heavy sense of envy as I want to be just as brilliant, if not more, as the next guy. I am getting really frustrated and sleepless all because I hate myself for this. Maybe I just know how to pretend to know stuff about what I do and have my way sometimes with words but when it all boils down to the nitty-gritty of it all, I’m a talentless schmuck who faked his way to and through all of this. 

To cap this all off, I *may* not get the local post offered to me when the project ends because of reasons not concerning me, but of others, and this has caused me to hate and resent the wrong person: I hate myself because I was told by my fiance that I am too nice. This has given me feelings of uselessness and pointlessness. All my hardwork gone.

Like I said, I don’t know if I should be asking anything or what. Probably just need someone to talk to. Thought of consulting a psychologist but I’m having second thoughts about it. Maybe I’m just being plain weak and irrational. I don’t know anymore. I hope someone responds to this, but if none, then I guess this is just another wasted space.

Hope all of you are doing okay, at least.",4.99784193813948,6.313225992238039,5.736550864400799,78.96704904151477,69.15523932729624,9.088829824767727,31.777701987533806,9.434330858725014,2.959150271668823,3184,137,589,67,55,1038,320,773,0.126,0.7879999999999999,0.086,-0.99,2,0,0,0,0,0,91.0,0,1,3,12,21,31,13,2,44,1,59,5,1,7,9,118,110,54,1,12,26,1,5,1,1,4,2,3,1,3,35,40,2,1,19,6,2,8,18,19,1,5,17,8,89,12,103,81,25,92,1,1,0,0,35,34,5,18,39,429,124,27,0.0,0.0,0.055708112219365134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599257054802165,0.0,0.09500095097602797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972018004832916,0.04367095592124241,0.0,0.056614390193936014,0.0,0.0,0.1879090420862889,0.0,0.1067361953347862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739967623558663,0.0,0.04857633977827165,0.0,0.05990867703625299,0.05048830042131285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058643479691283626,0.06038986417894415,0.04917489703667855,0.0,0.06169014093187379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047688379694593865,0.0,0.10112324996868684,0.0589855332019768,0.063666449687287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558414739022892,0.0,0.0,0.0577292195688857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711536132158753,0.0,0.0,0.04410482736533729,0.0,0.2386023911325184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131445186218756,0.0,0.06288712886796673,0.0565245320449503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908306671842546,0.0,0.0,0.06434054554177472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057262334947724335,0.11339939393614325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568660206038365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062024563603422914,0.0,0.040321827498654234,0.027889541823481082,0.0,0.0,0.0505196863057807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706566765042024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470196594735202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366975101580113,0.0,0.0,0.08465771587478982,0.0,0.05513442126697265,0.06071205651587011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990259601889849,0.0,0.038683236374026805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338771495575059,0.0,0.0,0.03957653656912486,0.09969132203060928,0.0,0.06266374768341076,0.0,0.0,0.4920571017877491,0.0,0.1230976345346788,0.0,0.0,0.05738762062305331,0.06394985652029586,0.06071843579101537,0.17130560861496566,0.0,0.10971306949480952,0.11738869732803135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875149174038253,0.0543022591649679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955358733696675,0.0,0.0,0.04722247748348099,0.06416752919091963,0.0,0.0,0.14510741814359468,0.0,0.16937979061641165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967912216852402,0.13070058880204113,0.06244327922829451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176780583751754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585136319768944,0.07315734723830285,0.0,0.1359607253149416,0.2663004099580173,0.0,0.0,0.10909704357207416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557651384743384,0.0,0.0,0.09860867791872886,0.0,0.047102276015839405,0.06734210049547346,0.1359376318450614,0.0,0.0,0.05132754841024775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155959448738776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062415039942278226,0.0,0.036761783563626436
anxiety,ProfessorDoctorMF,2020/01/22,"Workplace stress and the anxiety aftermath. If I wrote a book this would be the current title. Ugh! For the past two years I have noticed a reoccurring pattern in my jobs and workplace mentality and I am not sure how to get out of this loop. I am very anxious and stressed at work to the point where I get stressed and angry. It's not that I get yelled at for things. I work super hard and am willing to help wherever I am needed and I know I am doing my best. The thing of it is that I never feel I am up to par. I feel like I am constantly under pressure and I am not getting feedback weather it's good or bad despite letting my bosses know ""let me know if I am doing something wrong so I can fix it"".  
  
In the last few years I did have a really bad work experience which I think really triggered my anxiety. There is more back story other than the work situation but I don't want to leave a booklike wall of text. Well just say I'm a natural worrier/fixer with a side of trust issues and a big glass of frustration (mainly at myself). I did a super small amount of therapy but it was expensive and while the therapist was nice I don't think she really understood where I was coming from. I'm single so no SO and family is pretty chaotic.    
I'm sick of feeling unsure, stressed out, depressed and angry. That's the feedback loop I am in and it happens constantly and it's exhausting. I wouldn't say I am lazy and don't want to work, but if these feelings were dialed back even 10% it would be really helpful.",1.9449648476732515,3.9523107702265374,3.993348956589667,85.41029126213596,78.83818770226537,7.239415243834393,24.894654614440352,8.216663640201805,1.6433085816315138,1184,44,241,23,29,404,156,309,0.19,0.6759999999999999,0.134,-0.9103,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,8,12,21,1,5,17,0,36,2,0,3,2,52,59,27,0,9,11,0,5,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,18,19,0,0,10,1,1,1,9,12,1,1,8,8,33,9,28,43,6,30,0,1,0,0,6,17,0,4,13,178,51,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462022080531111,0.1079525955911766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695539307675307,0.15957277597899666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028153356703208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231418772367301,0.0,0.2065270756979337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230339745919024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311472226039178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347341514779686,0.09008295635618152,0.0,0.1932666503883078,0.06826618323610832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969906597211606,0.0,0.0,0.08014896362934135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450104073215561,0.0,0.08560060782592213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810014231794653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973703703650323,0.0948259158312536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754744610225088,0.07789198647813092,0.0,0.10118142633162387,0.0,0.19542770999493386,0.0,0.04668448984189903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629932402411497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085455727113303,0.07369971201356519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087926656519077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122029416549716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033257375315333,0.0,0.0,0.09721616890019187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448659171609486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198206531240355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074104545586738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356470932277136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378424433277759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006166266484827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092781469100591,0.11094943754757723,0.12696810213337312,0.1224585708730206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334563676644868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788448135903193,0.11272439061247624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591752519757627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478344102889477,0.0,0.0,0.13576238621261175,0.10447695113132976,0.0,0.12307158878467354
anxiety,astrongnaut,2020/01/22,"I promise you're not alone If anybody here feels isolated or just wants to talk, message me. I'm lending my ear and shoulder.",1.5766666666666684,4.168126399999999,2.764,90.08866666666668,85.0,4.933333333333334,32.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.9199333333333333,100,6,19,1,3,32,24,25,0.091,0.75,0.159,0.1877,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,3,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6796382110062456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33180073957096656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274387229392595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870511140722796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mysaren,2020/01/22,"How to deal with that ""everyone hates me"" feeling. I find myself feeling this a lot more lately. I do things like DnD and after every session, I come out of it feeling terrible. I just feel like the most obnoxious jackass who has ever spoken a word. I know it's not true, but I can't shake the feeling. Does anyone have any advice or tips on how they deal with this? I don't want to unload on anyone I talk to and doing that ""do you hate me/was I annoying?"" thing seems pointless. I just want to be more comfortable with myself and not feel so guilty just for existing around other people.",2.2946533127889057,4.362512779661017,3.6936363636363647,87.68749614791992,77.98305084745763,6.3248073959938385,21.7442218798151,7.348242739294969,0.8096169491525425,460,13,91,6,11,151,78,118,0.185,0.688,0.127,-0.8476,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,8,9,3,1,4,0,8,0,0,2,2,34,21,8,0,2,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,6,15,4,14,20,4,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,5,69,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475424163209987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465397147841312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577847088584594,0.0,0.0,0.1500899939178416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523421173364978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476389695033545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754324059843274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250860518096876,0.1420530069862253,0.16110479208368908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114962025339224,0.12044807322455935,0.0,0.0,0.1540976008346305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329157407832475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926583042286791,0.0,0.1901884587690945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647391602802843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433379282634223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688620491625222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534873620970789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551451804156836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240210677964904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888962603527835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CarrieKing12,2020/01/22,Anxiety attacks I’ve had panic attacks but oh boy this is another demon. I’ve been actually really happy these past two three days despite going through a breakup because the dude didn’t care about me and I don’t care about him. I think because of the situation and my lack of sadness through the situation my body is just tossing anxiety attacks my way to balance me out?. I’m so scared 24/7 and wake up with hives and anxiety attacks and have more through the day.,4.5310989010989005,6.218020351648357,5.559120879120879,78.36087912087912,70.75824175824175,8.716483516483517,36.07692307692308,9.23628265651192,3.5133252747252754,376,21,69,8,7,124,62,91,0.272,0.604,0.12300000000000001,-0.9189,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,4,2,5,0,7,2,2,0,0,11,12,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,3,0,8,3,11,9,2,7,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.13973042637583866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014466598753326,0.32861432821956776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6515861895544443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457164368638686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904912586682754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919785685293998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846882914053697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137680342556147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242584512940655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799977767325627,0.0,0.0,0.13668875040198514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091729632476415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335575029484976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218976862121877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174882180426748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987346304688308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365563889771235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XenoXcalibur,2020/01/22,"Panic attacks I'm having panic attacks recently and very often. I'm aware of it. I know that it's happening and I can't really stop it the moment it happens. The only thing I can do is just breathe or close myself in a space and chanting mantras. I always want to bite myself when it happens. Especially on the wrist where I can see my blood vessel. I want to bite through it and lick the blood. But I'm controlling myself to not do that.

I always dwell on my past mistakes and wrong decisions thinking I could be better by just doing this rather than that. I hang on to my traumatic past (being scolded a lot by teachers for not doing the right thing, disappointing those who has high expectations on me etc.) and having panic attacks whenever I make a mistake now. I'm aware that I should seek medical attention at some point but doing that means that everyone is going to know about this. I hate being weak and I hate showing that in front of people. The internet is the only place to go. Nobody is going to judge and I want to find help here.

I'm aware of all of this but I can't do anything abt it.",2.5993243243243254,4.60282041891892,4.206567567567569,84.6739054054054,76.7927927927928,6.962522522522522,24.163063063063067,7.908726449838941,1.3914154954954956,871,29,170,14,20,291,117,222,0.17,0.777,0.054000000000000006,-0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,15,5,4,10,0,22,6,4,2,1,40,44,13,0,9,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,21,9,0,2,7,1,0,5,4,14,0,0,0,2,22,1,25,39,4,26,0,1,1,0,2,14,0,4,7,126,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585438305290814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684852922461716,0.0,0.0,0.4016667979721894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040869046974202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319989158682051,0.09396558485543004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312550358345262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245747512094112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756618029744927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065716913680176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122176261291193,0.0,0.0,0.23238826823384234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888487130804465,0.12434554484337508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935827429803995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005550606587484,0.0,0.0,0.07855873503841329,0.0,0.0,0.12819849777007014,0.0,0.11855991029260325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901651818987024,0.0,0.4142502332911596,0.0,0.0,0.2246961177628322,0.08159116380922034,0.0,0.12296060364940807,0.0,0.11125473128289623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539498400799824,0.0,0.11620430129263512,0.0,0.0,0.10050629219628457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378338959093292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983937918787984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637550772048767,0.07541075621843342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710626172361007,0.20824916083244266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867512393851854,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alert_Milk,2020/01/22,"Does anyone else feel paralyzed because of fear? Cause I can't attend college because of fear.I'm bed ridden and failing all my classes. So I am here today because of the decisions I've made in the past.At the time it felt like what I was doing was in my best interest, I was wrong.I can't seem to forgive myself or let go of the past everywhere I go triggers PTSD. At this point my minds a mess so cluttered that I can no longer function normally not even in the slightest.I feel  sorry for myself, how could I let things get this bad.I remember being in class so out of energy feeling like I was gonna pass out, the lecture was going over my head even though I was trying really hard to concentrate my head kept wanting to fall back it was as if my body was weighing me down.I felt like I was losing control.Constantly trying to calm myself down but it was of no use.I kept picking at my shoe laces.I kept grinding my teeth cracking my knuckles every nervous tick I have was engaged, I was just praying that this would go away but it wasn't going away.My breathing got heavy and loud.Everyone in the room was staring at me.It was at this moment I felt truly scared that I was going to die, I remember thinking I want my mother around, I want my family around when I die.The worst part of all this was that I had eyes staring at me as if I was crazy.I had to leave the room, a girl in my class took me outside, I felt like I was a nuisance to her.I called home so someone would come pick up the pathetic excuse for a human that I am, I had a full blown panic attack... people who have never had panic attacks would never understand the extent of sheer fear and dread I felt.It escalated so quickly and a million thoughts crossed my mind. I somehow managed to reach home alive.I was utterly defeated.Cried a lot, I had to cover my mouth so I wouldn't make any noise.It was impossible trying to explain this to my parents 'cause they'd never understand.My brother would just tell me to deal with it.I was genuinely scared for my life, I wasn't worried about grades, attendance or my future.Because what's the use? I loathe what I've become and I don't see how I can ever turn this around.What a disappointment I've grown up to be.I hope I can learn to forgive myself and live in the present moment instead of dwelling in the past or dreading the future.Im stuck in limbo and there seems to be no way out.This feels like a pattern keeps happening to me.I claw myself uphill only to be dragged down in the end, I don't see any point in trying anymore.I don't see any way out.Seeing a therapist is out of the question.Can someone please offer me some advice, I'll take anything at this point.",2.5384545664029474,4.2532773465704,3.938068208003688,87.82294300637531,76.07581227436823,6.519947768645825,25.32514017973731,7.295548434001253,1.1572876257777105,2126,75,435,25,47,701,254,554,0.152,0.7559999999999999,0.092,-0.9906,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,1,3,24,29,2,10,26,0,54,10,8,10,6,80,97,26,1,13,10,3,9,5,0,6,1,0,5,2,22,14,1,4,20,0,0,15,15,17,0,1,40,15,62,12,62,44,9,66,1,3,6,0,15,34,0,11,20,276,84,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319871038230232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194166776887176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522158321474578,0.06626618317715521,0.053221213389994165,0.17272078635905208,0.0,0.14715208403405722,0.121526754047074,0.049730334442970564,0.05400011085870151,0.15769874557512395,0.07142738131006532,0.0,0.0,0.06787140095141407,0.0,0.0,0.07183826394817464,0.0,0.0,0.06603941225049888,0.0,0.0,0.13287608140318774,0.0,0.055710947372468685,0.0,0.0,0.07253742028829868,0.051636947746598216,0.0,0.07104138147174853,0.0,0.06667608170084266,0.0,0.0,0.1342428580054813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659667659585134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054026850518104734,0.0,0.05728199138817178,0.0,0.0,0.08543316936031516,0.05850135980816563,0.05449065686275162,0.06179880405649212,0.0,0.0,0.06096891653189825,0.2183287814620412,0.13080452454662062,0.0924062751940968,0.310486039369311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03378950962880035,0.0,0.2205344387232555,0.0,0.05172572723686342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719102822166429,0.0,0.057935224649854365,0.0,0.13274841970295884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974664395607727,0.0642359013271971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985904695483322,0.0,0.0,0.05748524652309608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848045608316533,0.0,0.13226714820048785,0.04568117769649354,0.15798231317203432,0.0,0.05710835045930392,0.0,0.0,0.07235369290209036,0.0,0.05498354473536229,0.0,0.06119612781620059,0.04317041502437883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060466094908507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964178925523208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336681457005709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918751162870082,0.0,0.1517620710701837,0.07181285299543945,0.07003566847833823,0.18521602951177216,0.044836826894473165,0.0,0.0,0.07099266007101643,0.18341357917333567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560047627486621,0.0,0.0724497112504735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414318375771982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465261296064142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949996640400202,0.0,0.15461047771659836,0.11775360984244206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959618589572737,0.0,0.0,0.07239727795023278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048626819296559286,0.0,0.0565279499590232,0.0,0.0,0.07509152974901354,0.0429665495800081,0.04144050488669608,0.0635419028649004,0.051343953041011414,0.037711945063586466,0.0,0.06130341517626274,0.0,0.07185522332988839,0.175637675259094,0.07034676943545419,0.0,0.13465588529376155,0.0,0.11171518797286893,0.0,0.0,0.11443924978195202,0.10267046413280788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567961346593698,0.0,0.1837702919171584,0.07071089549778252,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tempestt01,2020/01/22,"should i study what i believe in or what makes me statisticly more successful? I am studying rn (Bsc. 2nd semester) and i am doubting that it is the best choice form me - my teachers in school and now my lecturers told me that my quality of work is way better than what is usual and that i have a lot of potential. The problem now is that my parents spent a shit tone of money on that bachelor (30k euros - germany) and if i drop out now they wont get that much back. I just have the feeling that im not learning a lot and am not anywhere close to maxxing out my potential. Im already better than some people who finished the bachelor but i know that it makes it way easyer to get into the buisness. My idea is to drop out and pursue another bachelor in which i can get A LOT more practical experience (which in my oppinion is worth more than a better degree) but im still not sure if i should take the risk... my parents think thats the only way to be successful is to get a bachelor, master and do a doctorate! Sometimes i also doubt myself after i hear this over and over..  -sry 4 ym bad english",5.268806484994826,5.097301461883409,6.4452914798206296,79.40590893411523,68.01345291479821,9.731493618489132,32.400482925146605,9.466822959209583,2.8221365298378767,858,34,173,16,13,290,117,223,0.091,0.809,0.1,0.4469,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,8,7,13,1,3,14,0,18,2,1,2,1,39,31,14,0,5,9,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,19,13,0,0,5,0,4,0,4,6,0,0,2,2,25,7,23,25,10,25,0,0,0,0,6,12,1,9,8,132,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875659013189734,0.10055377849479184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318487580753928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668586192297968,0.10498717373995077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416652817392821,0.13195577657803562,0.33361892899928025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869963688350392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299729218823613,0.0,0.0,0.06357763496301615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627746544646189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171747854291072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194451388742746,0.407460491283748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910310356197452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206975062925997,0.0,0.0,0.16786409474046132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243295042493156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563050421712482,0.0,0.0,0.2792375183792369,0.0,0.0,0.0871718902102888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031565512560995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272550182852644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906972021993848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435951358592265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004156729720333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850792677502582,0.0,0.09454040454226988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056875101229112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014941590355335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848422022528742,0.0,0.0,0.2994183257533691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915398041845075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DisrespectfulHarmony,2020/01/22,"Need help with stress and toilet anxiety So... long story short. I have a problem since 2015. I was 18 and my grandma died, suddenly the minute I arrived to school I wanted to go to the bathroom to poop, 10 minutes later I wanted to go again. That lasted for like 2 weeks in which I would got to school and then call my parents to pick me up. Next years in college I had similar problems with bathrooms and poop.

Now I control this problem a lot better, but it's still annoying. I worry with days in advance about the path to places, where you generally can't go to the bathroom, like trains or cars. I don't have a problem with using public toilets, I have used the worst. There was a time when I stressed about using my own bathroom, because there is only one and my family occupies it too much. 

Sometimes it happens to me that, before going somewhere, I try to poop and I can't, and then when I get to the place I really want to poop. I feel like my body's my enemy. This problem has affected my motivation, social and love life very much. A strategy that helped me deal with this was, when I went out with friends, quickly drinking to get drunk, and so the problem was gone. But there was a time when I didn't even want to go out with my girlfriend for fear of making a fool of myself. Any advice is welcome.",3.829607764658796,4.9551241520912575,4.749105463277967,85.66815289173505,71.73764258555133,7.3619371622973775,27.910546327796677,7.669130373188453,1.5732403041825092,1024,37,207,12,19,333,143,263,0.193,0.6940000000000001,0.114,-0.9717,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,4,18,19,1,3,14,0,17,9,5,8,0,44,39,20,1,12,3,1,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,10,18,2,1,2,2,0,9,4,12,0,1,10,1,32,7,34,28,5,39,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,2,23,143,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397845397083188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654004587342762,0.0,0.07357154271631522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862573861333045,0.0,0.08183553992828836,0.0,0.0,0.08505657988846466,0.0,0.1068257396544688,0.0,0.0,0.09820266627121334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786540694405897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620231743726094,0.09914941360627487,0.0,0.0,0.09981165893785324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421223627892752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352089406367861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066268095161972,0.10822056977122543,0.04862760218887125,0.06870550702231028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430247683051648,0.0,0.10049210992243388,0.0,0.2732846587264714,0.0,0.07691777010688244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504484317419429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289245247115174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839325666480608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792933636641901,0.14095477698989126,0.0,0.0,0.08510945502918703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176224636242614,0.08679925138075657,0.0,0.06419575394384015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139540563350309,0.07131053841574098,0.0,0.0,0.10228032716774127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516883629544479,0.0731433643119415,0.0,0.0,0.10678795277499717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009591588460202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521433898519491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161043504087176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194662994599062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955471654002018,0.0,0.0,0.09803554385819876,0.0,0.0,0.0951168592316396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680331930642446,0.0,0.22033007880840846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215767764467764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529467563511764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918595460037515,0.0,0.07935221565070817,0.22689964616960304,0.0,0.07714361431547705,0.0,0.0,0.08915268130900562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766763425380083,0.0,0.06831803930677711,0.0,0.0,0.061931805080174485
anxiety,nuttythumb,2020/01/22,Side effects of Escitalopram I’ve been put on Escitalopram and am having a really hard time navigating the side effects. I’m having a tight chest and feeling like my heart is going to explode. Is this normal?,5.48,7.402605717948718,7.633846153846152,63.48615384615386,68.74358974358975,9.302564102564103,30.948717948717945,9.725611199111238,3.34731794871795,169,7,27,4,3,60,31,39,0.045,0.8490000000000001,0.106,0.3197,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,2,0,7,9,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216499587518327,0.2856371262111402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272314052813074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581672573777409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737979775756309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953357121336756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917464430403011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019374650544959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561399860418494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314285938198664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tesla1709,2020/01/22,"Started being scared of everything suddenly What happened to me, i just woke up once before months ago, and from day on, started to being scared of everything around me! i mean i don't know what just happened, i just being scared of everything!from needles to people to everything.

No i am not worried of anything, i am just scared and i don't know why!

anyone can relate?",5.4865714285714295,6.949188800000003,5.715714285714286,79.01928571428572,68.14285714285714,8.457142857142857,31.142857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.6889428571428566,296,12,51,5,5,94,39,70,0.205,0.769,0.026000000000000002,-0.9151,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,16,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,12,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228089471014596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223111270700918,0.0,0.13208462804169427,0.14288638789029331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658071373262853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351455408246177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327634438503299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838738618988633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764222924350724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484055802428858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811616785781846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093606656775967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127622287619117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6427871070335395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272171558735101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483374604241178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300393700158536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caitirose816,2020/01/22,Relatable Feels Anxiety is the the underlying pigment of my personality.,10.189090909090913,14.11588972727273,13.372727272727275,18.77909090909094,60.81818181818182,18.94545454545455,56.45454545454545,14.554592549557764,12.112381818181818,61,5,6,4,1,23,10,11,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041619555490043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993248768123551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.689585363987665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whalecorn,2020/01/22,"Need Help on my Social Anxiety I'm in a university and a new semester just started. I'm currently a sophomore but i still barely know my fellow coursemates. I have friends but i still feel distant with them and i know that is my fault since i dont really open up about myself and i would often evade social interactions. I had a class earlier and everybody was just talking to each other, how they missed one another while i'm just sitting by the side staring into space. I'm already 20 years old but i still have terrible social skills. How do you guys cope with social anxiety? How do you even talk to strangers and make friends? ( ´Д` )",2.09690476190476,4.664451865079369,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.93650793650794,7.092063492063493,25.66666666666667,8.192908349453996,1.963371428571429,509,21,97,11,14,168,83,126,0.11599999999999999,0.802,0.08199999999999999,-0.4784,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,1,12,5,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,4,0,26,20,12,0,2,6,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,16,2,10,17,1,17,0,1,1,0,16,7,0,1,9,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887115586287396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046410591461802,0.23413332300402456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793486879899403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107412090475028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737599124500477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645944023273116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152263374768804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102572021303857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820132234627366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214795448544316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346896305316324,0.0,0.14779622967745676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057804971988515,0.0,0.10369631813343852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803420830432036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658705700911965,0.0,0.0,0.6239746186792062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831461701969718,0.0,0.3666271435198119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459976072458141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870731381624353,0.0,0.0,0.0985455706629025
anxiety,learnintofly,2020/01/22,"Living (and suffering) with high functioning anxiety Living with anxiety is fucking horrible. I forgot how terrifying my nightmares are. I haven't been smoking my cannabis since I've been sick and I just had the most absolutely horrifying dream. I woke up crying. I hate this. I never remember my dreams when I smoke. One of the biggest reasons I started smoking was because of my trouble sleeping. It's been more than 10 years since I've gone this long without it. And it's tearing me up. This is horrible. You don't understand what it's like Mom. When you tell me ""oh it's so bad for you, learnintofly"" -- I know -- you just don't understand. You don't understand what it is like to live with this absolute terror. 

Tomorrow I'm going to find a therapist, and I'm going to look into getting a therapy animal. 

I do want to reduce my dependence on cannabis, but it is literally the only thing that has ever helped me. 

Depression and anxiety, for me, go hand in hand, and it's a terrible existence. 

I tried to listen to some soothing music on YouTube and it's not helping. Even the stupid ""INSTANT RELIEF FROM ANXIETY"" video. So fucking stupid. There is no instant relief. Fuck you YouTube. And FUCK your stupid 15 second McDonald's ad you forced me to sit through before you would give me a chance at ""instant relief""

Now I am watching this TED Talk video [""Living with high functioning anxiety""](https://youtu.be/JUedQ0_EGCQ)  and I relate to it so much.",3.6277436107694414,6.2678736494464955,4.652857728577287,79.5809867432008,76.34317343173431,8.1476561432281,29.96323629902965,8.94667605116694,2.9615320759874257,1153,54,201,28,27,375,147,271,0.24100000000000002,0.6509999999999999,0.109,-0.9901,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,9,0,0,12,19,8,1,8,0,19,8,3,3,2,35,42,16,0,2,5,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,19,14,0,1,7,4,0,4,8,14,0,2,8,5,33,5,27,33,4,24,0,2,2,4,16,10,4,3,11,137,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33695483027610024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194255401935568,0.06712590586973337,0.0,0.0937009047554416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095764156238535,0.0,0.0,0.0948430522743317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273081169693378,0.09960654429844198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064435043258556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072031706360091,0.057531248823962475,0.10563363836130224,0.1877449807325152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871709974209774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476173386430926,0.23268794253623204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060517067045631576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759457439581864,0.0,0.38893902353644944,0.09744950600271787,0.09247000182858832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896694011829324,0.0,0.0,0.08094818857266513,0.0,0.08492851880837199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461768967484536,0.08374844742139585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321794929287066,0.0,0.0,0.1247403604581118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217876790193488,0.0,0.11019587630792464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794092042520898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850735227938407,0.09624654486933214,0.0,0.12592764478491802,0.12785357141970036,0.07315641103260156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476177450634408,0.0,0.0,0.3439050164186145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494947718745399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614823342711346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822349678113412,0.0,0.0,0.0709113201212477
anxiety,throwawayaccount9222,2020/01/22,"Anxiety ruining my performance in a hobby I like I'm a 22 year old man at my final year of university, I'm very serious about chess. I took a gap year last year in university purely to study and play chess. I've been playing for about 3 years now and have gotten pretty good online but I haven't played much in real life. I'm known in my family as the chess guy, it's really the only thing I'm good at tbh and it's like half of my life. I spend maybe 6+ hours a day on it.

So we were meeting with our cousins and chess came up in conversation. My cousin who is an 11 year old little boy started talking about how he beat his dad in chess and was like ""I bet I could beat you"" to me. And my family started hyping me up as some kind of professional chess player and suggested I play him.

I'm panicking like crazy because if I lose then my whole image is destroyed. But at the same time I was confident because he didn't have a rating or anything.

When we played, I was winning but then captured his bishop and completely missed that capturing that bishop allowed checkmate on the next move for him. And he yelled out ""checkmate"" with a stupid grin on his face and my heart dropped. The whole family was crowded around acting shocked and I asked the kid for a rematch. And he was acting really cocky about it but agreed to it. I wasn't in the right frame of mind and dropped my queen early on in the next game and lost.

When we got home and the topic came up, I gave a lot of excuses for losing, basically saying that he beat me out of luck and nobody brought it up again.

Then later we went to our cousins again. I played him again 3 more times and I was so anxious throughout I couldn't think clearly at all. He beat me all 3 times.

Yesterday, we visited there again. We played again pretty much the whole time we were there, and he destroyed me. We played 5 games yesterday and he won all 5. In the last game, he said ""I thought you were supposed to be good"" to me and said I was ""easy"" to beat. And I was fighting back tears at the end of it.

Am I losing to him because of my anxiety? Or is he genuinely just better than me? He doesn't seem very smart and he rarely plays chess apparently and I'm panicking the whole time. Is it possible that anxiety can delibitate my performance that much or is this just mental gymnastics? Regardless, I obviously have anxiety when playing so what can be done about it?",3.3535068811142463,4.650217425357873,4.453076880561543,86.67575526446693,73.11042944785277,8.149472171558061,25.690653844028077,8.685302888712808,1.6427472613718008,1887,61,403,35,37,617,212,489,0.16,0.722,0.11900000000000001,-0.9544,2,0,0,0,2,0,47.0,10,2,0,15,24,36,4,0,22,0,32,4,2,2,6,70,57,43,0,4,10,4,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,4,18,38,0,0,4,20,2,9,5,12,0,1,28,4,58,24,55,25,14,78,2,6,0,0,56,27,0,9,44,252,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448278859504053,0.0903878474661806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584091840112137,0.07122532837618388,0.0747979878930647,0.0,0.0,0.06152228939477135,0.0,0.14631896162277738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076181180732051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830188761592356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388833294882396,0.0,0.0,0.06388099493623954,0.0,0.0,0.05159944355160263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818773941786993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086457975329467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262772230857963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764638613103932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132426439851575,0.0639908256372311,0.0,0.0,0.07922188439072883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481152342932923,0.0,0.0,0.08025595108977247,0.0,0.07879314166808993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331747721799318,0.0,0.1304366783228795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302600980335473,0.15635420431561803,0.08019043734616223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26853015669586083,0.08733971075250299,0.06802113014217755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038019561527911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063065610716487,0.0,0.08078668520146434,0.0,0.0,0.08503732940251249,0.17644834350813032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018180773610986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167912811122075,0.0,0.0,0.06085075354761382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019857610480053,0.0,0.16279664602182484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106821271754748,0.10251213992958984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683275898588742,0.1522145214506663,0.06362668568469064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283755220180034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326212929547162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430852447455282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315468973142402,0.05126679244895223,0.0,0.06351852592672748,0.2332706208222211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889338657669514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203226740911655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416951475333712,0.0,0.3573105481800563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091405797212383
anxiety,fullmetalikari,2020/01/22,"Had an anxiety attack for the first time as I was on my way to a graduate scheme assessment day Today was the first time I had anxiety attack. I was already feeling under prepared and my anxiety was creeping. As I was travelling it really hit me and it’s left me quite shaken up and disappointed in myself. I feel like I’ve let myself down and more importantly my parents. My inability to overcome my anxiety and really push for this is making me feel Miserable. I’ve also wrote up a draft email to the employer to explain my absence however I don’t know if this reads any good or explains it. If anyone could help, I’d massively appreciate it

It reads: ‘Hi *****

Hope you’re well, first and foremost, I’d like to apologise for my grad scheme assessment day absence. I am incredibly sorry for any inconvenience this will have caused for you and your colleagues. 

I was largely looking forward to the day but during my commute, I started to feel overwhelmed with anxiety and nausea which led to me having anxiety attack and being sick, this in turn left me shaken up and unable to attend. 

If it’s possible, I’m hoping that we can reschedule but if that’s not the case I completely understand.

Once again I’m incredibly sorry for this situation

Kind regards’",3.0159987071751786,5.771049462184878,4.985882352941179,75.62031674208147,79.58823529411767,8.367420814479637,28.48157724628313,9.057496981413335,3.1168255979314807,1004,46,169,28,26,343,129,238,0.146,0.7390000000000001,0.115,-0.698,3,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,1,2,0,4,4,13,3,2,8,0,18,1,0,3,0,35,36,20,0,7,8,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,12,0,0,8,3,0,5,2,6,1,3,9,5,28,7,26,22,1,27,0,3,1,0,10,11,0,7,14,119,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500536623917322,0.08334180100227072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174142353022146,0.0,0.478351470207333,0.0,0.0,0.07287051567034218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556835304042624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705892942893827,0.0,0.0,0.1092688910648055,0.0,0.0,0.08320829883528169,0.0,0.0,0.2016328294383048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077973122838528,0.07445220231004285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659391973905762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741175457888638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985404236541827,0.0,0.0,0.2070207596241668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852532195962468,0.05727459665774452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264628024338233,0.10656830887416006,0.0,0.10182971766354024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751551118099997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956524254337428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098704287081933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115719956213956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748830904302993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108469478040202,0.20848916378583446,0.0,0.13352736259069367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714357700880206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333234089708866,0.07376488978094722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153881789875365,0.0,0.09878494202721068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335749436637745,0.0,0.10849292640646896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272211114262222,0.0,0.0,0.09370304101906624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hill90,2020/01/22,Just made it through my last exam! This autumn my anxiety got really bad and I really feared that I wouldn't be able to get through my six exams. Today I made it through and I'm really relieved and once again my anxiety wasn't true. So don't believe what your anxiety tells you and challenge it :-),2.096,4.3678819333333365,3.846666666666668,85.295,79.66666666666666,8.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,2.1160000000000005,236,9,47,6,6,79,40,60,0.226,0.677,0.098,-0.8185,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,9,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,9,3,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,31,15,3,0.2174509960876295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990482504524605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815624987989961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499280844875435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446928255740828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360917049690017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391542609781308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725158460925078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115147804864824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315782140005453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179140287341516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006175512121265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611811841347405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puglover5555,2020/01/22,New here Hi guys I've had anxiety for awhile but formally diagnosed by a psych 2yrs ago just found this subreddit which is weird since I've been on reddit for a year but anyway nice to have another community to be apart of where I can talk about my anxiety with like minded individuals,5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,69.0,11.314285714285715,28.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,3.4552642857142857,232,8,45,8,4,78,48,56,0.09300000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,9,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628293830385491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109061293112125,0.4536434162833035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009412848586255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32509697429789597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935816411590564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485493578611927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993805033501774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28636157247689503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452678852462161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831548947560796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093629544709595
anxiety,NerdNuncle,2020/01/22,"Minor Faux Pas Opens Up Old Wounds *TRIGGER WARNING* Follow up of sorts for the below:

https://www.reddit.com/r/tifu/comments/epfpsd/tifu_by_eating_at_a_mexican_restaurant_wo/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf


I was, WAS doing mostly okay until this incident. Ever since, it’s been a roller coaster of emotions with little to no calm, peaceful moments. Can’t even find solace in sleep anymore.

I’m freaking out over nothing and too afraid/self-conscious to open up to anyone, lest I be hurt, or much worse, hurt someone else yet again.

I can’t do this for much longer. I just can’t.",8.999550449550448,13.446495208791212,5.5308691308691325,70.14367632367632,69.43956043956044,4.188211788211788,22.558441558441558,5.565023196281405,0.34281538461538474,508,13,68,2,11,138,73,91,0.158,0.765,0.077,-0.8169,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,9,2,1,1,1,12,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,16,7,3,17,0,2,0,0,0,10,0,3,6,46,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43758781698832305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026289729409505,0.14119598248448298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868879188109998,0.2271470171684079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333745904838146,0.182659614891562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845627555951165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323460905627937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238953400162327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968874194962676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937597942376361,0.0,0.21189431508647175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065976165252998,0.0,0.0,0.16704074928391618,0.0,0.20207845248335315,0.0,0.17109685291882198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057865905111385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Adolfhootler,2020/01/22,"Can someone help?:( I am a 17 year old girl, and 6 weeks ago I underwent a severe panic attack. I did not know what it was, nor what was wrong with me. I went to the er and was told it was anxiety and I had a panic attack. Ever since that day, December 12th 2019, I have not been normal. I am still having severe anxiety and it is causing me to feel depressed. I was put on Prozac 10mg last week, it seems to be going alright, but not great. Someone please help me, I feel like giving up, I do not know when it will end, or how to end it.",1.4588409961685826,2.4324213017241405,3.6780459770114966,91.64932950191572,77.36206896551724,6.534865900383142,20.64750957854406,6.937597516519254,0.2473498084291185,405,9,96,4,9,140,74,116,0.195,0.6970000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.762,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,2,4,1,17,1,0,2,1,20,26,9,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,6,1,0,10,2,13,3,7,14,0,17,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,13,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276284871261745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202867207830244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275932590541581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479058514289929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285439172982,0.0,0.12400869848012612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550448995288487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302370349999352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455999783371726,0.10285845778739848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811754993940298,0.0818264495870251,0.0,0.0,0.15873709562666613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930118611670222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825392667575205,0.11736190926959135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034075145407159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106861915785784,0.0,0.0,0.15108149300866033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378561152500144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804544688749148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447384250460555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107285930367601,0.0,0.3253100428436413,0.0,0.11910072143653555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243985479058368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498162693489293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757787909976227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309821596705256,0.0,0.0,0.1334697567121948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574181762957251,0.0,0.0927176035025542
anxiety,Gloomy-Attorney,2020/01/22,I love you and everything will be okay ❤️ take a deep breath. you are not alone. you are going to be okay. I love you.,-3.2044444444444444,-1.8981988518518504,-0.3728888888888893,107.354,111.5925925925926,3.641481481481482,9.103703703703703,5.6839178017228535,-1.8028607407407409,89,1,25,1,5,30,19,27,0.0,0.564,0.436,0.9176,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,3,1,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218735521543077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660841228836463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149640678813765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.735266842280272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30626329400141433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kaelera,2020/01/22,"Does anyone have any tips to stop seeing job interviews as a scary thing? Hi there! I quit my last job in June after deciding I’d had enough of being in such a toxic work environment, and I also decided to move out of state to a place that definitely has more opportunities and more likeminded people. The only problem is, all that change at once sent me into an anxious, depressed spiral and I’ve barely left the house since. I’m at a point where I need to be finding a new job. But the thought of the interview process is absolutely terrifying. More terrifying still is the thought of somehow actually getting a job and then having to learn the new position (my brain insists I’m not smart enough to pick up on what my duties will be) and make a good impression on new coworkers. But first things first: the interview. Does anyone have any tips for viewing that process as something other than scary? I’m not even sure what about it terrifies me so much. Maybe just the thought of trying to sell myself and my skills, and knowing that the entire purpose of that interaction is for the interviewer to judge me.",5.425513428120063,6.841368928909957,6.0021611374407575,77.08434755134282,68.24170616113744,9.228562401263824,30.65434439178515,9.558583805096642,2.8446717851500787,888,35,163,19,15,288,128,211,0.147,0.8059999999999999,0.046,-0.9708,4,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,6,10,7,0,0,18,0,13,1,1,2,2,31,25,14,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,2,8,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,5,2,11,5,30,16,7,27,0,1,2,0,7,13,0,1,11,113,22,11,0.0,0.0,0.11472582832207286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940161531280686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989555323917998,0.0,0.0,0.13281423081797225,0.0,0.16440742766280153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124067439729742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436747385919225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125798613166133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057626768439472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429507619633009,0.0,0.07765013193428971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745166879335996,0.20000031999905907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142251072544363,0.0,0.0,0.09860738314807743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356534536322226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666578326817777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461028181495818,0.09583062097139984,0.0,0.0,0.12773398975893133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847510392979043,0.0,0.11810917233797193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495227856416255,0.08642331050423575,0.08717246187902362,0.0,0.3406330907788009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125202175766398,0.0,0.08941297147433698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150430447422903,0.0,0.1228297037361762,0.0,0.1111362930657816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249318747956473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504413743396126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093683550803584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725042958518204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905067657757195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388702670268848,0.0982890450051069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080299077123043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620903537255929,0.0,0.0,0.2799988405567309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981846371039436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558823324545513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SorryLadiesImGay,2020/01/22,"Does your stomach bloat when you're anxious? I was having a good day today, or so I thought. I decided to go grocery shopping around 8:30pm and after cruising a few aisles I felt my stomach bloat like a balloon and had trouble breathing the duration of the trip. 

I almost stranded my cart and retreated back to my car but powered through it. A few hours later and my stomach still feels tight and bloated. I checked the mirror and it looks like I have a bowling bowl in my stomach. 

This isn't food related though. My stomach was empty before I got there and I was in a happy mood. For some reason when I'm shopping inside of a store I go into fight or flight mode. It's not even the people but the overall stimulation I think (lights, tall shelves, noisy). 

I'm just wondering why it affected my stomach like that and how I can fix it. It was my first time grocery shopping in two months. I usually get takeout in the drive-thru everyday. Do I need to get out more and condition my senses?",2.826666666666668,4.9874664615384665,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,76.69230769230771,6.384615384615388,29.294871794871803,7.3871296695380915,1.82448717948718,780,36,149,10,18,252,121,195,0.059000000000000004,0.857,0.085,0.7757,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,11,8,1,0,13,0,10,8,7,4,0,32,24,18,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,12,1,1,7,4,5,5,2,2,0,2,8,5,24,5,15,16,4,27,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,5,17,100,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654007824592064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045191374096095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583542017863326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324363179131214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585169895087449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014006249530973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302149570711466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304117387997593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419258567565422,0.0,0.17886526763966712,0.0,0.0,0.15845610004809418,0.22525965227601985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465511864704665,0.0,0.2117430222527088,0.15624916369799832,0.14899117630009087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830656746456726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834557179815189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730320704781033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643462939865266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869294998688218,0.0,0.0,0.13812986240228245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291483356044583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153463381277894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487694829337202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193655439828846,0.18302657802828606,0.1478915110163039,0.1086257720429658,0.0,0.17657882114444062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197587366276705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516942452930986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809554419858402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202090808829248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nickp1995,2020/01/22,"[RELAXING AMBIENT MUSIC] Music to chill/sleep to I write music to help people relax and chill. I hope the vibe can stop the racing thoughts and help you sleep. I always try to make the listener feel enlightened by the end of the song.   
If you're a fan of ambient music please check out this song, I hope it helps! :)

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGAwZR778zo](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGAwZR778zo)",7.403214285714286,11.521293507936509,4.525694444444444,76.64187500000003,74.23809523809524,6.9595238095238106,18.98611111111111,8.07648339933343,1.1823349206349212,333,7,49,6,8,91,41,63,0.028999999999999998,0.602,0.369,0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,12,7,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,4,8,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806354737371265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082767493359894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035725850591387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786479792337165,0.0,0.0,0.4728433979295454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888969648125187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502296335168898,0.0,0.0,0.26129010352832005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764122697194626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900727423395007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889725894510632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160961677592575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gor1lla_,2020/01/22,"Vent vent vent | please help | I’m sorry if I’m not good enough for you So my cousin Z died March 2018 at 15. End of spring break. I was in Disneyland. Happiest place on earth my ass. Was diagnosed with leukemia near the beginning of spring break. At the end of the week they got a brain bleed and died. 

I was never really close to them, and I feel guilty about that. Never really talked to them, and I feel guilty about that. Never spent enough tine together, and I feel guilty about that. 

At his celebration of life I found out he was LGBTQ+. That really opened my eyes. Am I actually a girl? Am I actually straight? I began questioning. Nothing felt right. I felt hopeless.

It was around June 2018 I got into a really dark place. I was depressed. I felt worthless. Hopeless. Like trash, nobody liked me, nobody wanted me. I started self harming. My legs, and my breasts.

Nobody bullied me. Nobody told me I’m ugly. The only people who actually insulted me was people online, calling me trash. I’m sorry I’m not good enough for you, I’m just doing my best. And I feel like all of my feelings are invalid, all the time. I have good teachers, good friends, supportive parents, stable income, I don’t go to bed hungry. 

I was on Wattpad one day, and I found the term Demiguy. I had some idea on what it was given it was Demi and guy, but I looked into it further. I saw light in my darkness. I found me. To go for so long not know who you are and then happening upon it one day online is the best thing. That October, I came out to my parents. October 11 (National coming out day) was the day I could truly be me. 

I got better. I stopped crying myself to sleep about all the guilt and how much I hated myself. I got clean. One whole year of not cutting. Then December 2019, it started again. I was cutting more than I did before. I went from my calves up to my thighs.

I don’t know what triggered this. I just got... sad. I started weighing myself, staring at all my flaws in the mirror. I started restricting calories. “I’ll never be beautiful or handsome until I’m thin.” I thought. I cut myself every time I went over my limit. I couldn’t control myself in a world where I need control. 

Christmas came and went. Got some cool stuff. Then my Aunt and Uncle and Grandmother came over new year day to celebrate a late Christmas. 2 very important things happened that day.

We exchanged gifts. My Aunt and Uncle gave me some of Z’s belongings. One of their Rubik’s cubes. One of their flannels. One of their hats. A sticker book they got. 

Why me? We weren’t close. I could tell my Uncle didn’t approve of me getting their flannel. I don’t deserve this. Don’t you need this? It’s your dead child’s belongings! I feel guilty. These things bring back bad memories when I look at them.

For my birthday, my Grandmother gave me copic markers. I obviously used them in some drawings, and she wanted to see them.  So my mom went to go look for it in my room. Instead she found my calorie counting book. And saw drawings that definitely weren’t the ones she was looking for.

Maybe 2 or 3 weeks later we talked. I told her everything. I don’t necessarily regret it, but I just wish I could turn back time. 

Everyday I think about my cousin. Sometimes I cry. Sometimes I don’t. I wish I could go back and be closer to them. Like I am with my other cousin.

One of my friends knows everything. I want to tell my other best friend. So that one day when I do have the confidence to wear a skirt without leggings underneath it I won’t have to answer any questions about my scars. Or be scared what they will say. I don’t know how to tell them. I’m scared they won’t believe me.

I made myself a promise. They say that I am comfortable in my own skin, my own mind, I will wear Z’s flannel. I’m still not in the best place right now but I’m trying. 

I’m sorry this is so long but I just needed to get all that out and tell someone the whole fucking story and not just bit and pieces. Sorry if I wasted your time.",0.5356052575789683,2.988368862671664,2.147587331872895,93.12459773160907,90.08614232209736,4.970207052505124,20.040998280451323,6.5942680919777015,0.3166788825289144,3093,100,645,39,106,1004,319,801,0.133,0.743,0.124,0.4601,5,0,0,0,0,3,124.0,3,6,16,9,29,38,6,3,22,1,51,16,11,7,10,122,138,42,3,16,21,8,11,4,3,4,3,2,3,4,36,39,1,5,23,2,2,13,24,17,0,9,50,24,142,21,75,75,25,111,0,6,9,3,65,45,2,11,55,422,178,2,0.0,0.0,0.13929038670583624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0323552736830171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042355295396012134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975567821850027,0.039726382013160096,0.0,0.0,0.0404861272018805,0.053605110985429916,0.19972441975309446,0.042079657759194734,0.051943820132279515,0.0,0.0,0.05311377148952251,0.048583361724064585,0.1632527095241013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04098499692759644,0.0,0.0,0.1067275315846044,0.15195147413993834,0.0,0.104526343157851,0.2147911152685028,0.0,0.04097962435490997,0.048291567245146085,0.09875874280366977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428154076629532,0.14748512204829695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040087263086217816,0.0,0.08552166874915887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434388453717836,0.03399036530109598,0.1370495743093544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867116856865373,0.11027798671620448,0.04398591295998425,0.04971600784537174,0.0,0.10816070832030092,0.1596276471378641,0.2663722679843953,0.0,0.0,0.04711057697727699,0.08414770261506416,0.0,0.0,0.046974299134742166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03189112402439336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371077039688386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459244468082396,0.0,0.053671055223620034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033606373896721824,0.092978560593212,0.0,0.0,0.08421163287769277,0.1598171230538917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450202918603974,0.0,0.0,0.047799385512033415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048041111129742665,0.05572381564611625,0.0,0.0,0.0349759553322179,0.10583742216392293,0.14678307854197598,0.045951984089488376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045653223837734826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901661574361387,0.03618588640218785,0.0,0.0,0.10566144351135266,0.0,0.0,0.06597041691742195,0.0,0.14912942606389154,0.052227328597366375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659848137758664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192100948872425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126421648447966,0.0,0.075673278837291,0.09526952915926827,0.0,0.03791421167682677,0.0,0.04963515413590766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047613246392546,0.0,0.04031343527674812,0.0,0.09411346867803497,0.21304266786337026,0.13470632014931114,0.0,0.03799655941283385,0.03977807871148935,0.0,0.0,0.05446644073795622,0.0,0.053991955419272736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648421180216389,0.16634417217172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948278921242846,0.03048662867109348,0.0,0.037772320466343934,0.11097452299499727,0.0,0.0,0.09092732806895827,0.0,0.03230294008795441,0.05175216479271776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410928807692164,0.0,0.039257563393616614,0.08418977816607011,0.0,0.07632982405263243,0.0,0.0,0.17642441408845286,0.042932543732908564,0.10624025302028492,0.10942674044886104,0.045864347756316017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127848464164112
anxiety,eatsrottenflesh,2020/01/22,"so I have this thing going on... My SO suffers from anxiety and I drink to compensate.

Background:

 I have self esteem issues. I'm an engineering student with a 3.25 GPA in my senior year, and I fear the job market. My goal is to get a job that pays as much as our combined income so working becomes optional for her. 

I guess what I'm looking for is; How do I deal with her while dealing with myself?

TLDR; I'm a piece of shit, how do I help her?",1.0573118279569904,2.958588709677421,3.41204301075269,89.0047311827957,81.25806451612901,5.853763440860216,23.23655913978495,6.937597516519254,0.7917655913978492,342,12,73,4,9,118,63,93,0.152,0.8190000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.9044,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,5,3,1,1,5,0,6,2,1,2,0,9,13,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,0,13,13,2,6,0,1,1,0,8,2,1,2,3,53,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960978952266895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486451919876495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571526041774045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719427071610506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948869336201096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583585842663832,0.0,0.12600457115626654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424179562766365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860950778854198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231410702815524,0.4400317571015235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861830267808464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298451890184845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312949465030957,0.0,0.2275851431565773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729622326299674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614096583176596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277586192409605
anxiety,gukzluv,2020/01/22,"Went to my first day of college yesterday! Talked to a few people and didnt have a panic attack! Left school at 16 due to my anxiety, havent done anything since, I'm 18 now and have officially started college! I'm really proud of myself!

I went on the bus for the first time by myself too!

Met some really nice people and I'm just really happy!!",0.9851056338028172,3.308229535211272,3.6599823943662,84.62969190140845,84.63380281690141,6.930281690140845,18.734154929577464,8.07648339933343,1.0358014084507046,271,7,54,6,8,95,48,71,0.022000000000000002,0.754,0.22399999999999998,0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,5,0,5,3,9,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,33,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002429444521776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213964776706694,0.0,0.0,0.23797567079309334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490562181766666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140666645647298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558616212410425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267901513185032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272777597726537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454309831963873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900420752172712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020236371511639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117041944153777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303820083254642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480606856323743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813323720710413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197619194223835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878291632237098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mediocre_milk,2020/01/22,"Nauseous but adrenaline kept me applying to jobs Haven’t worked or gone to school since last May after failing a semester at college then getting let go because I couldn’t work due to suicide attempt. Been in bed since sleeping 12+ hours with bad anxiety, depression, and BPD. Even though I started going to therapy again and have new meds, I’ve been deathly afraid of working or going back to school; I’m terrified I’ll end up with another meltdown or even attempt again from overworking because I don’t know how to set boundaries. But then last week, I just decided to apply for a job at the local humane society. Been randomly applying all night earlier, and I’m freaking out and dreading the phone calls if they even call which I kinda hope they don’t. I’m regretting this but not so yay? Just rambling to calm down and not think about it. AHHHHH WHY MUST I BE EXPECTED TO ADULT  AND BE FUNCTIONAL AND PRODUCTIVE",4.682742857142858,6.628385245714284,5.400428571428575,78.60807142857145,70.82857142857142,9.342857142857145,33.07142857142857,9.784248007369934,3.5361428571428566,738,36,131,19,14,239,119,175,0.228,0.74,0.032,-0.9919,2,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,2,6,12,10,0,2,4,1,13,1,1,1,2,35,26,19,2,6,11,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,10,0,1,3,0,0,4,6,7,0,0,5,0,9,3,22,15,1,27,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,8,15,81,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793606308890184,0.10792682215662494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848282515534922,0.11779700760653213,0.17200372403550415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768698130641208,0.0,0.2881195991452076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151313251352805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495617264427285,0.0,0.0,0.2795486400200286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370916576782183,0.0,0.24053929281516945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012558190948568,0.1389366796182086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800028779330331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753460280860311,0.2300002081773644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426520626444725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670953985420533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362572161122437,0.0,0.13239525988537915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855636516904241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334078483807956,0.0,0.14118320529708558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985808306190448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432006352923644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133878255632148,0.0,0.0,0.09039921199661873,0.13861167868147195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131669234509529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730394575065687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30812663944642193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shibeshibe9,2020/01/22,"How do I know that this is worth it I have been anxious and conflicted a lot lately (shocker)!! I just need help figuring out why I feel like I am wasting my life right now. I have these intrusive thoughts that make me question if anything I am doing is worth doing at all. I am in undergrad currently and I hope to go to grad school after this. I have great friends, a wonderful boyfriend, I am involved on campus, I have a job..... but I can’t help but wonder what more I could be doing. For instance, why am I not creating these insane memories that all the old people talk about late in life? How do I know I am living life to the fullest??? Is this just my anxiety or is this valid? Am I doing enough? These are a lot of questions but it’s like I am questioning my own existence and meaning in this world. Advice on this would’ve very helpful. I’m just trying to get my thoughts put out there and I feel better and have more organized thoughts after typing this. Thanks in advance.",2.3801410039481112,4.388407558375636,3.5331556683587126,89.22486604624929,77.4771573604061,6.814326001128032,25.665256627185563,7.793537801064563,1.42024106034969,767,29,158,12,18,248,110,197,0.047,0.7559999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9832,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,6,0,28,3,0,3,2,41,45,12,0,4,9,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,16,7,0,1,14,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,4,2,25,7,18,39,8,21,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,10,9,119,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033266294359872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420307823610996,0.1391150919495343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133514265665948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089088437444455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831864275457802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723831392757842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245283065789734,0.08797246889644203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095138986890507,0.0,0.06433646586450792,0.0,0.06998427689903354,0.0,0.0,0.13576418029319576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476178962588017,0.0,0.0,0.12230751255089588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221991553590941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535093702258524,0.0,0.27781844616697265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26093591429476937,0.12032164787529588,0.0,0.10873639423200496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093813723748836,0.0,0.0,0.08219805386596248,0.0,0.0,0.13413743258578484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130802456242992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921651977325993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537096319712227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379143990086232,0.4138407238783921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051623554755398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462599418772473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989766494745173,0.0,0.11337235055015055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932823102608495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360514419242117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160481489393353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223249645785087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670838834853628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747634430570074,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asprinyaa,2020/01/22,"HOSPITAL BILLS & THE INSURANCE COMPANY MAKE ME WANNA KILL MYSELF Hey guys, 
Sorry if what I am going to say is confusing because English is not my first language. 
I was hospitalized on November 21,2019 because I had a panic attack at school and they called 911. I was discharged on Nov 24 and I was diagnosed with MDD, anxiety disorder with panic attacks, cluster B personality traits, social phobia. I'm an international student (I'm living in Canada), and I do have insurance. 
But the thing is, the process takes forever and I'm going crazy! After many days, the hospital has been sending 3 letters, calling me and asking me to pay the bill as soon as possible. The last one was sent to my new house last Sunday. They said it was their final notice. My boyfriend was the one who contacted the insurance company since the first day I was in the hospital until now. The company was completely quiet after we sent them all the medical records that we received. I just tried to contact them and email them last 3 days and after 2 days, their response was "" Your claim is still under review by the Claims Department. "". 2 hours later, they sent me an email and ask me to send them tons of medical records/notes from the hospital in Canada and Vietnam (my home) BEFORE FEB 19. It drives me crazy because I'm going home soon (Jan 25 to Feb 15) and I tried to contact them SO MANY TIMES but they didn't say anything. 
There is also another problem that my 1 of 3 psychiatrists wrote that I was hospitalized in Vietnam in 2017 (which is a misunderstanding, I only told him that I was diagnosed by a psychiatrist back in 2017). When I told the insurance company the truth, it seems like they didn't really care because it was written on the actual paper. What can I do? 
My friend had a same case with me and they refused to pay the bills for her because ""she already had those mental illnesses before she came to Canada"". $8000 is a way too big amount of money to my family rn. I have been having so many bad days since the first day of 2020, exams are coming in a day and thinking of all these shits drive me crazy. 

What should I do now? Please give me some advice..",4.8033413654618515,6.1748297397590415,5.8131927710843385,78.02356425702814,69.67469879518072,9.099598393574297,29.49598393574297,9.473421319101043,2.7203911646586345,1702,65,314,37,30,563,213,415,0.134,0.835,0.032,-0.9883,2,0,0,0,0,1,53.0,2,1,13,3,13,13,4,3,27,0,37,6,1,1,3,38,62,22,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,1,5,4,2,2,16,19,0,1,2,0,6,14,3,9,0,5,28,4,53,4,41,33,6,58,0,0,0,0,50,13,1,4,31,213,69,7,0.0,0.0,0.08202122900890818,0.0,0.0,0.08213324136473145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927518907986618,0.06721520810994454,0.0,0.09106875429178726,0.0,0.0,0.08813434806464558,0.06429845374313385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916645511659608,0.0,0.1571518684140725,0.1912393079254503,0.0,0.0646296979360059,0.07017871269920703,0.25618222774811744,0.0,0.14304168389978736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165005276671375,0.09613145738822217,0.08569515479265767,0.0,0.0,0.07240212117496264,0.08812542043174293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37943963695906296,0.0,0.0,0.17061911262741528,0.0,0.0,0.09632923164852647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923539431372396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207328785318296,0.0,0.21448010820779084,0.0,0.0,0.0649372596128499,0.0,0.0,0.0806289626930435,0.14330362261604793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322327579911436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861914364778774,0.0,0.08277287785506829,0.09698306954021046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298949932254684,0.0,0.0,0.20553729069695814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041062861506588194,0.0,0.0742181905903126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056104406174811015,0.2556422482171176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934420748635615,0.08470320269048569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117656141720749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569212767936114,0.0,0.0,0.11390967896904755,0.06392424371149716,0.0,0.19723046147330006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733897131738653,0.0,0.09226228271850866,0.0,0.09475438552854856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042504139783327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538449454953641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995133665869665,0.13368076893511158,0.0,0.08506366110868595,0.0,0.07651647953140857,0.0,0.0,0.08627669924631251,0.13905499525055506,0.0,0.0,0.08567896837850987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408772850056688,0.0,0.0,0.06712289142535742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319556620576074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583946200669207,0.053856209557853134,0.0,0.0,0.0490105615684907,0.0,0.0,0.16062783746438544,0.0,0.11412963561702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671542789906619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fluidmongoose,2020/01/22,"Tips for overthinking and first day back at school/college? Hi, I’m an art major in college and I’ll be going back to class next Monday for the first time since the first day of last Fall, when I had to drop my classes because I kinda had a panic attack.

My anxiety mainly stems from my self-esteem and the social anxiety. I would get overthinking thoughts like:

 “I’m not gonna do very well in the class, so I should drop before it’s too late.”

“I look stupid, my art is stupid, why am I even majoring in art if I suck so much? Man his/her art is so much better than mine. Dang it.”

“I want to make friends, but how do I do that? I also wish I wasn’t so quiet, but I make myself quiet because I’m bad at conversation and relationships in general. And because I’m too quiet everyone thinks I’m a weirdo which makes me anxious. Dang it.”

I’m actually on depression/anxiety medication now since I dropped classes last semester and I’ve been seeing a therapist who is now on maternal leave, so I’m a bit more prepared this time around. I’m determined to stick it through and not let my overthinking get in the way of my passion but I’m also scared that I’m gonna overthink again and be a mess. 

I’m trying to brace myself at this point.

Can anyone else relate? If you do or don’t, what coping strategies or tips do you have for this kind of thing? 😅",2.6704789833822105,4.036769806451616,4.327952101661778,86.6210190615836,74.94982078853046,7.653372434017595,24.868198110133594,8.296473431620573,1.4255433691756267,1052,34,226,18,22,354,149,279,0.134,0.785,0.081,-0.9045,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,4,19,14,4,2,11,0,21,2,0,4,0,30,47,24,0,6,9,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,0,1,13,9,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,8,1,3,5,5,25,6,25,35,7,36,0,0,2,1,9,12,3,5,19,137,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.11487033491261175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826914836820247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701490213601169,0.13298152123505838,0.0,0.08230725615128764,0.12061027777443603,0.0,0.10478900409123476,0.0,0.13391486335486805,0.0,0.18102715935660066,0.0982849480421505,0.2152691832761184,0.0,0.1001645935727685,0.0,0.0,0.10410706354089512,0.12851146779791525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182953661867066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983336165725168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774793864429419,0.0,0.0,0.11247925511954074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30037835520906797,0.0,0.0,0.09094431832062813,0.0,0.12299975483110492,0.0,0.06689867701733701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225793641126548,0.0,0.19190265499700626,0.13278472910705602,0.12464044908441355,0.0,0.12036891759893108,0.0,0.057508339130344935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988487803293683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357218492790613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858287216932477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306433550444347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518848669201751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811015415256894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127627834225297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263790789699712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178506605549553,0.11913124636777166,0.09380155291970907,0.0,0.12279971892974699,0.0,0.0,0.19474584895537306,0.0,0.0,0.119992981226087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366731842291789,0.0782028967324073,0.07542536126058885,0.0,0.09345050735393556,0.1372781093298725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991900161211657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712506860365144,0.06942983103764873,0.09343463441362967,0.0,0.0,0.10583759602033134,0.0,0.10621714377887333,0.0,0.13536346571750993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361952089334591,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kazedank,2020/01/22,"I feel like my mind isn't working well at all I feel like my mind isn't working well?
I've felt like this since 3 and half years ago when I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder...I feel like I can't concentrate at all, and I have a little bit of trouble at procesing information which has made me a bit slower (let's put it as if we were computers, I would sometimes freeze or it would take me longer and more work to finish taskes) The way I percieve things or process thoughts and information is so different to the way it was before, even sometimes it feels like I'm not here at all, I also struggle learning, handling my emotions, liking things, imagination creativity, it is hard to take desitions, I'm clumsy, I feel like my mind is so tired, etc(it is so hard putting it into words). All I want is to my mind to go back the way it was before... It is so frustrating to not being able to enjoy life at it's fullest like other people do. I don't know if any of you have felt their minds  this way too, please let me know. I'm thinking on going to a psyachrist and start taking meds. My psychologist says that the best way out is taking an antidepressant med so I can calm down, but I think a better way out is taking a med called ritalin which boosts links between braincells... have you ever felt like this?",8.124545454545455,6.01736903030303,8.05287878787879,76.51181818181819,63.24242424242425,11.224242424242425,35.25757575757576,9.725611199111238,3.0449530303030303,1040,35,214,16,12,337,139,264,0.057,0.8009999999999999,0.142,0.9585,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,2,1,5,14,18,1,1,10,0,27,4,0,1,5,51,53,18,0,5,7,0,11,9,0,2,4,1,0,0,18,10,0,0,18,0,0,4,6,3,2,1,9,12,26,15,23,39,8,28,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,4,16,137,44,5,0.07418325604643301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575898052361932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059324323058660276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044715796381783,0.0,0.05674998782702041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570423448405865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624897408106456,0.0,0.07785075047753916,0.06560906153471117,0.16197780461567673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574939860866117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529444334185724,0.0,0.07750571346732722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344617825894686,0.0,0.0,0.08273393994990788,0.04899734097971839,0.06710300216555867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754641607261427,0.26498266471043586,0.21368267787785533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432010792998866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290725268231013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153835492674136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171481075369395,0.05239782760511518,0.3261797258695843,0.07435111119915487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019399054722716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472026221488693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374519706688734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142932919956947,0.0,0.0,0.08143093832528747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914932375894224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058993502705999575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061365155990225226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673827418173546,0.0,0.052507290448788733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755244613144821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278882881633958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985681180392471,0.09506727017192068,0.0,0.0588932189507573,0.0,0.085262740027563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043755206438075366,0.35329929421987993,0.0,0.0,0.13339931247328154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201888176035567,0.0,0.0,0.1053953133475813,0.0,0.0,0.04777158470031509
anxiety,divya12verma,2020/01/22,Snapchat is trash I have pretty bad social anxiety and yesterday night I asked on my story if anyone wanted to be a part of it and many people said yes and I was happy . And I created the group but then most of the people in it were guys and I felt like really anxious about it and I wanted to disappear and undo everything and then people started to leave which made me more anxious and I started to have a panic attack and now I am on the floor crying ..... Snapchat is trash,0.9193749999999988,3.407705520833339,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,87.54166666666666,5.7,19.458333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7056208333333331,374,11,72,6,12,126,60,96,0.235,0.664,0.10099999999999999,-0.9416,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,5,1,8,0,0,1,0,18,16,14,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,2,10,2,10,10,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,8,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354074232177819,0.3999278258058143,0.0,0.12376517314177288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547466009695325,0.2013673766369724,0.0,0.0,0.14779078030870074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443036384481704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907960298968846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995140677921142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526159140186534,0.0,0.18842383744425506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874214678356696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864751163187887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748527619679685,0.0,0.1794540722807401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166106076590594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767582277206345,0.0,0.19167786749436266,0.0,0.36813644608838136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800764995436679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339316730626264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683711481308765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804330844166019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505684026396532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088028555777388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnnyxpremier,2020/01/22,"Anybody experienced sexual side effects while on anxiety medication? I’m contemplating about getting back on anxiety medication since it makes my symptoms less recurring and makes my quality of life alot better, but I’m worried about having dramatic sexual side effects and thats what’s holding me back since I’m sexually active.",8.783571428571431,11.0650845,9.887857142857145,49.10714285714286,61.14285714285714,14.171428571428573,44.35714285714286,13.023866798666859,7.564192857142856,276,17,34,12,4,95,40,56,0.096,0.807,0.096,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,4,0,9,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716205331919847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735349982592727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481656087815265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269000556878387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156046528210295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242620642231133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893724577768247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40184241198442816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524558215367445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466666932413555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmittyManJensen_,2020/01/22,"I had a dream about killing myself. So this is probably best suited for depression, since I’m probably trending more towards that area at this point, but the r/anxiety community is much more responsive. 

I had a dream where I shot myself in the head with a gun. A group of men were after me for some UN described reason and their killing me was unavoidable. They planned to have me bleed out very slowly and agonizingly, and for some reason this fate was 100% unavoidable.

So in my dream I literally put a gun to my head and pulled the trigger. I had 3-5 seconds to reflect on what I had just done and it was mostly fear and peace.

I haven’t been able to stop thinking about this.",4.854444444444448,5.731394626865673,5.450995024875624,82.50038971807629,69.14925373134328,8.940630182421229,29.81426202321725,9.150863307647796,2.3343475953565505,536,20,109,10,9,173,84,134,0.19399999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.9294,0,2,0,2,0,1,14.0,0,0,2,2,6,5,2,1,8,0,14,3,2,3,0,19,16,9,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,4,3,0,2,1,4,0,1,10,0,16,1,18,6,7,13,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,3,2,82,23,0,0.18683096529967186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292517707540908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606757152744173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091723664651214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119294382722732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023677806234176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834849422645145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413401563587301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373422565416464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661565131296464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028707602636885,0.0,0.0,0.1878167231850451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841866979627856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545485051538122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619905272736806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971373866029353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541551128937852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Burntchickennugget0o,2020/01/22,"A freind is driving me to the edge So, I'm not super social but can hang with a few people. I'm in history class and the topic of ww2 came up. I talk to this kid about it for a bit shedding our knowledge on the subjects. The next day we talk a little more, small talk, history facts. As days go by he gets more chatty. He's kinda extroverted and a little overbearing by then. Im kinda thankful we only had one class together. Soon he gets way too close and flirty. I have no problems with flirty but I need space. I've told him to back off a little because I need space. He does for maybe a minute, then he does it again. I've had a bad past when it comes to people so I need distance for the most part, so it spikes my anxiety. NOW HE FOUND MY LUNCH TABLE. At lunch I always sit alone, no matter how many freinds I have. His freinds stop by, and they are loud and noisy. I'm a tiny female, I dont like conflict, and this keeps scaring me. I can usually deal with stuff like this but lately it's been smashing my nerves, I'm full of bitterness and fear. I know this is a rant but how can I escape this? He's a good freind but all I need is space.",-0.06055102040816252,2.0332549551020414,1.9343367346938791,96.77905612244899,87.20408163265307,4.8061224489795915,17.32142857142857,6.1826913282559595,-0.4179183673469389,884,21,206,8,28,293,137,245,0.187,0.743,0.071,-0.9823,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,1,1,12,10,1,2,16,0,13,2,0,2,2,40,31,21,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,15,2,3,3,0,0,5,4,5,0,1,6,2,23,5,22,25,8,35,0,0,0,0,20,14,0,3,16,121,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295402378201182,0.0,0.0,0.10407262720133124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568222356561633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617514647545504,0.10443260898400272,0.07624471122386997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654977831136764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430527650673188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774125257448178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613263774949544,0.12894709025819506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890838751032612,0.0,0.14658726096975488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074442874163756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713855534431826,0.0,0.0,0.13069331120667824,0.0,0.07108314668388951,0.10490718517396427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510273254288305,0.0,0.0,0.11117262866744884,0.0,0.0,0.06873808615654342,0.0,0.1410903293954724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221089827799694,0.3760747755115274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680667171481316,0.12565489943685682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37096685089716336,0.0,0.0,0.13301894685236726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475422607318814,0.09512536339522096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354443067768808,0.11939847826229398,0.1734228592013867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968012204528593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522214436094428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749846582647215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456850912916556,0.0,0.0,0.14318123675226854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015922434846586,0.0,0.11515248540297462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951476093443394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775271688963114,0.0,0.0,0.0992789113252334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marisol124,2020/01/22,Losing my mind I get anxiety over the littlest things. I can’t think I can’t breathe normal and oh my gosh I just feel like a failure. I know it’s not serious but I just cant breathe.,-1.4708943089430877,0.5205341463414648,1.1774390243902455,98.79184959349595,97.78048780487805,4.684552845528454,21.46747967479675,6.42735559955562,0.3180211382113827,144,6,35,2,6,49,30,41,0.16,0.754,0.086,-0.3483,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,10,7,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,1,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060487756220306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022849808753418,0.28580665195166394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090175498971497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986536602992934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954516439513964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475706153342792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039517965282606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39197894469978384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265785535789279,0.2563456200777543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxious-elephant,2020/01/22,"I can’t watch the news I try to stay positive. If I were to think about all the horrible stuff in the news I would just curl up and stay in bed, shaking my legs and nodding my head. I can’t watch scary movies anymore, I only watch comedy movies and tv shows about light hearted stuff. There’s a lot more but right now. My demon might be reddit. 

Reddit has some really wholesome stuff sometimes, and of course a lot of memes (that i follow) but this plague stuff has be almost to tears. I can’t deal with it. I am terrified of dying. I have health anxiety from having preeclampsia while pregnant and near stroke numbers. The thought of a the plague..... I am so so scared. I have two kids and having anxiety makes me wish I didn’t have them sometimes. I don’t want them to have to deal with illness or loosing me.  I want to keep them home and sanitize the house and keep them healthy.  

I don’t know how to do this. I try to keep my kids safe but what if their father, I or even them gets it???? What do I do? I can’t lose them.. and I don’t want to leave this earth. When the scenarios of “if you had 10 million $ what would you do with it?” And question like that I can only think about how I would be able to build an area for my husband, my children and I to be safe. If I get sick now I’m just another woman. Some tick on a chart.  I just want to live an uneventful mundane life and grow old with my husband. 

Sorry for this jumble of thoughts.. I am scared.",1.3666964285714298,3.1560023519736866,2.5403383458646616,96.18736842105262,79.75657894736842,5.790225563909775,20.72556390977444,6.7097532225279775,0.11294586466165367,1121,30,261,11,28,358,146,304,0.142,0.768,0.09,-0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,7,1,15,7,0,3,13,0,34,8,3,3,1,59,52,27,1,12,12,3,1,1,0,4,5,0,2,4,16,16,0,5,6,2,0,3,8,4,0,2,5,5,45,3,33,39,6,17,1,1,3,0,19,7,0,13,6,183,61,0,0.10321837393314984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335829163082598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082334648447219,0.15792354707549264,0.0,0.1023648913372355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282722244297472,0.0,0.0,0.1071243760629989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817476250717629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785468039758613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593183015701238,0.10971630478217152,0.0,0.1223142700878765,0.0,0.0,0.10353644496674327,0.0,0.0,0.11910014515469372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752357000487685,0.0,0.0,0.05672611891997805,0.0,0.0,0.10929335443855268,0.0,0.0,0.07290619003895228,0.05042728374228282,0.0,0.0911437152312448,0.0,0.0,0.11547495819366102,0.0,0.17550514078796428,0.0,0.0,0.06889906610418661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949838327869517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831032024345026,0.0,0.0,0.157004449148451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562820143972966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612433339909443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814792736329642,0.0,0.0,0.20667919779600644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417122221374526,0.11554451900542118,0.0,0.22003410594216866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726413734954152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227633248218576,0.0,0.16388771859734044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015700093719566,0.0,0.10082935311635607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352348496650225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869603604103778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199701140868546,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GhostParty_,2020/01/22,"I quit my job today due to social anxiety So long story short, I quit my job today because I felt so anxious I thought I might have had a panic attack if I stayed. This is a new job for me and I had only been there for a month. It was a restaurant job (not something I’m used to AT ALL). I’m really not used to working around that many people. I’m pretty sure I heard a group of my coworkers talk shit about how quiet and reserved I am and how “all I do is say Hi and that’s it”. It made me feel like absolute garbage because I hate small talk with everything in me but I was trying to be polite enough by at least telling everyone Hello everyday, apparently that wasn’t enough. I can’t handle people criticizing me like that and my self esteem had plummeted to the point where I felt even more reluctant to talk to them. I’m the type of person who likes to just go, do my job, and go home. I’m starting to realize people don’t respond to that too kindly. I feel so guilty and pathetic because I walked out today and didn’t even have the courage to tell my boss in person. I texted him telling him I couldn’t do it anymore. I’m so pissed at myself because this was a good paying job and for once I was actually doing financially well. It took my months to get a job and now it’s all gone because I couldn’t get over the fact that people dislike me. I’m so socially inept when it comes to coworkers that it’s driving me to quit things I otherwise enjoyed. 

Now I’m jobless and stressed about needing to find somewhere new. At the same time I want to actually find somewhere that suits me better, but realistically in the small town I live in that isn’t likely.


Any advice on where to go from here?",3.215821678321681,4.330479113636365,4.741704545454549,85.18039335664339,73.20454545454545,7.688111888111888,26.322552447552447,8.139509932561175,1.5171534965034963,1336,45,283,20,26,449,171,352,0.11699999999999999,0.779,0.10400000000000001,-0.6738,9,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,22,17,4,2,13,0,26,2,2,6,5,46,55,22,0,5,6,0,4,4,0,1,0,3,1,3,21,15,0,0,8,0,1,8,9,6,1,0,17,7,41,11,39,34,8,43,0,0,0,0,21,19,2,2,19,183,62,11,0.0,0.0,0.14761359248225198,0.0,0.0,0.07390759055038752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143296278783862,0.0,0.05785895836215189,0.08544364434122782,0.0750075095868516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732931247354744,0.0,0.08604333782790964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305255567671325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689115019878981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515104284045052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562979988648442,0.0,0.09990962888812767,0.0,0.0,0.07227047322772377,0.06797397001525195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648452938239819,0.05403215595712713,0.14523888180949035,0.0,0.13825419333014555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903013297065876,0.0,0.12895175313563192,0.06343728471891581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467182639379552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586596133675201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253778519703651,0.0,0.0,0.0787600223966632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780165032470652,0.0,0.06678523275589203,0.0669327328604073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156567484604053,0.0,0.07667988541005204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023455040325829,0.0,0.0,0.12073891188621055,0.0,0.0,0.056080833983436634,0.0,0.1460934443551039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054656576367719,0.0,0.05752222549567175,0.0,0.08873890734386643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973730784375572,0.13207945484040146,0.0,0.0,0.07149753335641904,0.0,0.0,0.07694584566712957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413346839430076,0.0,0.0,0.04845236981707809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014631451742351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890160536582794,0.0,0.07763608078754708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419642542970796,0.0,0.058225898367879836,0.0,0.0,0.053533353012269545,0.08061460377327673,0.0,0.0,0.08663722673901697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128310932566305,0.0,0.0,0.1823725704509806,0.19831945406567408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024713533729672,0.0,0.0,0.0600440710837042,0.04410214983435426,0.0,0.2150734254281432,0.0,0.08403093026181745,0.05134977165572882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064507679053033,0.0,0.0,0.04461024159414139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068003056577365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506164901290937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cleckki,2020/01/22,"I did something Although is not much today ,finally the anxious thoughts left for the day and I started to learn the software program that I installed like a month ago and then when I felt tired of it,I still got a little bit of energy to draw which I also haven’t done in a month,and I didn’t felt bad about the results,I felt happy because I know I can improve 😃",5.87279220779221,4.730726116883119,6.475941558441559,82.91962662337663,67.05194805194805,8.73896103896104,34.83441558441558,7.1686216300943375,2.2769766233766235,289,12,61,2,4,95,54,77,0.11599999999999999,0.733,0.151,0.3687,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,13,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,3,8,2,7,5,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724954278268814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088381584458474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213149733078116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753625200113824,0.11501489963692778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598489778278334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168015865317028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308065413164435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434745169568929,0.2066849065753278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090111985604546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084869351550572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036911800651457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499660054828067,0.0,0.0,0.0921773718750873,0.18910252644468825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011981410567035,0.0,0.13869828144358962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452517011772482,0.0,0.0,0.13354556671029089,0.0,0.15067658456421976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978735777354438,0.0,0.21685485651480185,0.17884241547222549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teacherstoss,2020/01/22,"Hypochondria and phobias are taking over my life again I have suffered from generalized anxiety and panic disorder since I was a child due to a neurobiological illness I suffered, so this will be a life long thing for me, but it changes in type and severity over time.

For the longest time I suffered from ementophobia. Even someone saying the word ""vomit"" could catapult me into a panic attack. All of my anxiety and OCD is all somatic, I’m constantly hyper-aware of my body’s well being, previously with my stomach but now since the ementophobia has phased out, it has all been surrounding my throat.

I can’t exactly pinpoint exactly when I developed a fear of allergic reactions and anaphylaxis, but I think it has been there for a while and just grown with time. I capitalize on avoidance behaviors, I haven't eaten a pecan since I was in the 4th grade and I'm 22 now. I even found out I wasn't allergic but since it had been so long that I had been avoiding them, I still won't eat them. Not necessarily because I'm still actively scared, but because they have a negative connotation to me now and I just can't bring myself to eat them again, even if I have no real reason not to.

I don't even have any known severe allergies. I have a couple minor ones but I dwell on them like they could kill me. I am allergic to cats, beer, marijuana (self diagnosed through exposure issues), coconut, and pineapple. I also have a couple that showed up on a food sensitivity test and since seeing them on there, I am too afraid to eat them, even after eating them plenty of times before. I used to eat eggs often, but after they showed up, I refuse. For a while I wouldn't eat anything with eggs even as a minor ingredient in baking/cooking, but I slowly reintroduced those foods back. Still can't eat them alone though. Other things showed up like green beans, cabbage, kale, onion, potato, sweet potato, cantaloupe, orange, and cinnamon. I used to love cinnamon and cinnamon rolls but now I feel like I can never eat them again. I have my food sensitivity test results saved on my phone for constant reference, I double check things that I know I don't have a problem with but still worry about anyways. Recently I have been randomly getting hot and flushed cheeks during eating, and I am already journaling everything I eat when it happens so I can narrow it down to what it is. I think it might be just when I eat excess sodium but it still causes me to panic every time it happens. 

I do unfortunately have issues with my throat sometimes. I have GERD that causes occasional swelling in the base of my throat which caused a lot of anxiety for me. For a while, I understood how to recognize what it was and work myself through my fears, however, recently it’s been harder to identify and I don't know if it’s my anxiety working harder or if the sensation has actually changed.

I had an incident in July of 2019 that caused a major relapse of my anxiety. I have had my anxiety really well managed for years and even though I would have my moments, for the most part I was doing just fine on a basic dose of SSRI and almost never had to take benzos because panic attacks were rare. I'll admit, my mental health was already incredibly weakened because my father passed June 2019, so when I woke up on the morning of July 4th covered in hives, it was literally closest to my worst nightmare come true. I was having an allergic reaction. Worst part is that it took 4 days to clear up. It felt like the equivalent of having to look down at your body and see it covered in leeches; seeing the red raised blotches everywhere and constantly literally drove me to insanity. I would take medicine and it would subside for a few hours, but they would slowly come back and I would breakdown into tears every time. I was having 3-4 panic attacks a day. I refused to eat anything but white rice, plain potato, grits, and peas. I don't know why I decided these foods were ""safe"" but it was all I could do. I lost so much weight. I finally got an allergy test done and was able to slowly work foods back in a week later, but it took me a little over a month just to recover from the trauma of the hives, which after considering all options, was probably due to a medicine I was taking.

My panic attacks are as close to the feeling of fear before you die as I can imagine they could be. Every time I see panic attacks described in textbooks or on TV, I feel like I'm suffering something much much worse. My minor panic attacks are akin to what they describe, but some of my worst ones ever involve pacing (sometimes at the rate of running), crying, yelling, and self harm. Like these are way more rare but I look like I belong in an institution. More minor panic attacks can usually be worked through but attacks like those have to be stopped with benzos. It’s genuinely the most terrifying feeling in the world and I can barely begin to describe how god awful it is to live though.

I'm incredibly terrified of anaphylaxis. I can't even put it into words. I have no health insurance so I carry around my deceased fathers expired epi pen from 2016 even though I know it wouldn't help me. I still can't bear to part with it, it like a security blanket. Other than this, I carry an old inhaler I got for bronchitis or something years ago and LOADS of Benadryl. I've taken so much Benadryl in my life that doctors are a little worried about the effects it may have on me in the future. Because of this, I do only take it now as a last resort, so maybe only 0-2 pills a month. 

It terrifies me that you can develop a life-threatening allergy at any point in your life. I could just go out to dinner and eat something normal and die. Some people even have reactions by just being near someone else eating the allergen. Any time I get vaguely itchy for any reason or no reason at all, I begin to subconsciously worry and it's like I can't stop unless I’m properly distracted. If my throat is itchy or minorly swollen for any reason, I can't stop clearing my throat, drinking water, forcefully breathing, etc either until I calm down or if the anxiety progresses otherwise.

I am very scared because in a month I am moving to a new country to start a job. I have lived there before for a couple of months for study, back when my anxiety wasn't as bad, and I did alright, but my fears are much more present this time. The country is very well known for not understanding food allergies and not really caring in general as it is not very prevalent there. People literally recommend that if you suffer from a severe allergy, don't go there at all. I know logically that I don't have a severe allergy and all of my minor allergies are avoidable, but I have a feeling that if I have enough worries here in the states, I am going to be tormented there. I'm scared I will go and fear everything I eat or I'll accidentally eat something I am afraid of and have a major panic attack in public. Or worse case scenario, I'll develop a severe allergy and go into anaphylaxis in a restaurant and maybe not even get help in time.

'm just so scared. I'm scared over stupid shit that may never happen to me but it’s something I think about multiple times a day, every single day. I can't pick food that just sounds good, I have to thoroughly scan through the ingredients and ask the restaurant what it’s prepared with. I don't know what to do and it’s going to impact my future if I move and my problems increase. I will be teaching from 9-5 and that means I am in a classroom with children and I can't just go home if I am having issue nor will I be able to step out to calm myself down. I google too much and I worry too much and I don't know how to stop the fear of everything I eat and do. Even some smells freak me out but its not as bad as things I eat. I don't know if I wrote this more as a release, but if anyone has any advice, please help.",6.298910395618923,6.2634754977375575,7.031651983178753,75.60840750128921,65.83904330963155,10.029732065687124,32.63735537430184,9.734869464999447,3.0104467494171403,6253,236,1177,119,89,2077,519,1547,0.215,0.7120000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9998,5,4,7,0,1,1,151.0,0,5,15,7,82,81,12,28,72,2,145,62,11,16,17,234,220,124,3,26,61,2,8,10,0,15,17,3,1,4,71,67,33,11,33,6,1,21,39,56,3,2,42,24,173,25,174,148,40,175,0,6,10,1,39,67,1,32,95,857,244,16,0.05124659631185364,0.0,0.02500464279498914,0.0,0.0,0.02503879040506313,0.02271350779388581,0.0,0.025658031825410595,0.02653800930713884,0.05655189335747434,0.020490942277852038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454832843818232,0.0,0.1568140236418626,0.0,0.0,0.0179164058419809,0.0,0.04217158227166525,0.022810167813450896,0.0239543248847944,0.2623518067661314,0.0,0.07881093860041326,0.04278876734863982,0.09371834837398764,0.0,0.06541061845682912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569234157843086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026124660173270302,0.10528874187382814,0.054212103841763136,0.04414440503891588,0.0,0.0830690473893582,0.0,0.10229059295380266,0.08505507613983909,0.028145989846896702,0.06609963019202039,0.0,0.0,0.02600710826207681,0.05318587617758043,0.0,0.029366519585137706,0.02622653141469953,0.0,0.026221530232617283,0.0,0.02510107730131953,0.0,0.4719425557843882,0.02140497769947089,0.0,0.0,0.02647571653441697,0.02857675065683462,0.20308736127491187,0.02317774014353995,0.0863549352806239,0.0,0.06908570454823257,0.0,0.0,0.1730000047580633,0.06477954720801406,0.03661057864474236,0.024602384499426068,0.028069070672898697,0.0,0.0,0.21688655687286895,0.028094623873925598,0.0,0.0,0.040161347171523074,0.0,0.10193617581805656,0.021491606804044557,0.04098658453625573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797579381113325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447273548062045,0.0,0.0,0.051524269913920534,0.0,0.02570225724642564,0.0,0.02523378726322745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023219839879188,0.02542716967999145,0.0,0.028348383002071764,0.0,0.11265515647487614,0.020886407893128508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049246629241724,0.12518249196203002,0.05136255246838873,0.045251683424534776,0.04535162509965041,0.04303423411686832,0.0,0.027970856778935013,0.02178401179435578,0.023126026986075902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051484094005963266,0.027911283419057915,0.0,0.0,0.025822257877129936,0.027182270127207173,0.0,0.0,0.0818090885101479,0.05446702172671509,0.13185250679355154,0.0,0.059286801492228286,0.024747141027871192,0.0,0.0,0.02510539185148416,0.0,0.0,0.02688734111195421,0.0,0.03472601993324893,0.03897534575523655,0.0,0.3006341953797787,0.0,0.0832426047920749,0.0,0.035527937334404604,0.0,0.0,0.028126686843183618,0.024222298939239325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02762624919264263,0.04903607166643709,0.0,0.025758491849145502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029164922955313418,0.03282988184146842,0.10538007223429732,0.05059983142251079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020376675137475125,0.12826695737293614,0.0,0.08167380468271218,0.0,0.05346137642062832,0.1447351676717287,0.026301947340370262,0.10597928509219874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04342107475354285,0.09863033380758797,0.050684194124497935,0.0,0.01813630231715684,0.0,0.12277679403772032,0.08568889837478595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632765677227983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809192294302534,0.04925512450465499,0.10069904136642993,0.0,0.16435266333008952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693685410928585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026674757034463804,0.0,0.04426060531605728,0.02822044288645693,0.06342571340252484,0.0,0.020338581409817973,0.020553464207165646,0.03120227419720512,0.06911526682973555,0.0,0.0231210411366454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461626491809156,0.1301085153091733,0.052224659760985497,0.0910102792081564,0.0,0.0,0.03300112783917478
anxiety,all-about-it,2020/01/22,I want to call to get a therapist but I feel anxious about it. I know I need professional help to help me deal with my anxiety and stuff but the thought of calling and talking to a new person and then opening up to them makes me feel very anxious. Any advice on how I can get myself to call?,2.274590163934427,3.751157114754101,3.8696393442622967,89.04872131147543,76.21311475409837,6.847213114754098,26.95409836065573,7.554174236665415,1.3497580327868852,228,9,50,3,5,76,42,61,0.111,0.758,0.13,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,15,10,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,11,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801525739054414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536981060821947,0.0,0.14103342017790582,0.4165442909802066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647506107717114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006507670289446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864339607011197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926389666437152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471426586090065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131837478142157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306044436922355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366991741124604,0.0,0.17805417437698726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609743571149409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104588472096752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818003460729934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140539305461852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635971586864133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521147166244257,0.10873916719351114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JefferyBathana,2020/01/22,"First Day Of College And I Already Think I Messed Up So, today I started school back up again, only had one class today. For some reason I’ve had a lingering worry even though nothing went wrong during the class. 

After class I did some reading that we were assigned for that day to get done before next class, I also looked to see what I needed to do for the first day of another class. While looking at the class schedule and syllabus I found out I needed to do reading before class. But above it it says welcome but we didn’t have class.  So I tried to get access before to try and read the textbook but it wouldn’t let me access it. 

Now after repeating this exercise of closing the laptop, staring at my bed and trying to find something to do. I did this 3-4 over the span of a hour, and I have absolutely no clue what to do. I am out of energy and I just haven’t had this happen until school started again. So I don’t know if it’s just my mind getting worried about school or what. But I just don’t want to be the only to show up that day and be unprepared for the class. And end up falling behind in the course. 

I’ve just been laying in bed for the past bit and listening to music, trying to calm down. But it just isn’t working. Idk part of this is just a vent but also worried I’ve messed up.",2.404625964441461,3.8629904907749086,3.800806776249584,89.75270966118755,75.82656826568265,6.108084535390809,22.65028513921503,6.574015621080383,0.4895446494464944,1017,28,216,8,22,335,130,271,0.07400000000000001,0.884,0.042,-0.8054,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,3,18,5,0,0,13,0,25,1,0,1,0,40,42,25,0,5,14,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,16,14,0,0,5,5,0,2,7,3,0,3,11,6,20,2,42,27,4,41,0,0,4,0,5,15,0,4,24,158,36,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142842192327819,0.16563840398873658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859471509882776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963346627509976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26437316298567753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130638482448872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671579740158161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598078797400276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172597732298812,0.0,0.0,0.06840230904571366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946546010057118,0.17618107473911535,0.0,0.11355135835238662,0.0,0.0,0.1623219995773168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158031748913643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198858091045387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056915453382324614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590006686568752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739334814216975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456899173870253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358113448591684,0.0,0.0,0.11014030346000732,0.0,0.0,0.099371381595245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017689133849042,0.15752848205483533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121485126994185,0.09886249244679024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107727327984939,0.0,0.0,0.10647989450912958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235736313640504,0.0,0.31443350678394105,0.08252621128820993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797277687635833,0.0,0.0,0.1466046865652479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635891524321498,0.10175000903423354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633101203394,0.0,0.0,0.2812496044124033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108407299847383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600383226721007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539501395936421,0.3155194113906017,0.0,0.0,0.11322975755094103,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_adrianna__,2020/01/22,heart palpatations ever since i laid down in my bed tonight i’ve been getting this “fluttering” feeling in my throat and can feel my heart skip a beat or beat twice and it beats very hard when it does this. and when i take a deep breath in it gets worse. but when i sit up straight it goes away and i’m really scared i had this before like months ago and went to get a test on my heart done (idk what it’s called) and everything was fine. but it’s been lasting for hours and i can’t even sleep cause it’s whenever i lay down and i’m scared rn and it’s putting me under extreme stress. had anyone felt this.,-0.43062015503875983,1.8125129534883728,0.6515116279069773,103.15618217054264,93.88372093023256,4.417054263565891,15.693798449612405,6.139981653823899,-0.7612294573643417,477,11,116,5,18,147,82,129,0.12300000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.071,-0.8237,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,3,3,0,8,6,6,1,1,17,18,15,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,8,4,11,2,11,10,0,23,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,1,10,64,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881352976226186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949605662618342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712775843721068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325226137563234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599027435417742,0.0,0.0,0.16086795175323007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703883112549636,0.160252797603428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034306462205093,0.14165068427270108,0.0,0.0,0.1407390203145171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835999768853168,0.0,0.15035739366743714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454459439500337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402798882291802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567035453558328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421620962577676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276472146006437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650523966343516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249939952668152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742294001346868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031985859354947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135612388253968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953841193379453,0.0,0.15670979645954458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938099556756834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774123285252555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920868109246272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516671366176864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958542000296033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JohnnyS1015,2020/01/22,"A Week Of Mixed Feelings... This week has been a time of big change. The best thing is that I aced all of my final exams for my first semester of high school. I scored top in my class on 2 of them, and even though I felt sure I was going to fail most of them, or at least do bad, I got score after score last week, 91, 94, and 96. I felt on top of the world for a bit. Then I took my last one Thursday (Last day of school last week), and I felt very nervous, because I actually set myself a goal to make over 90 on all of them, which is the first academic goal I've set in a while. I was anxious for my score, when, 2 days later, the girl who I've shared a very close, loving, amazing relationship with for a year and 2 months decided, long story short, to end it because she ""Lost interest"". This has made me hurt immeasurably, even after I got my score for the last subject, which was a 99. I'm basically in tears now, it's midnight, and I go back to school tomorrow for the first time since Thursday, and start 4 new classes. I know I should be proud, but I'm just empty, and so scared to go back tomorrow. I feel lost. Sorry for the vent, I just wanted to get this off of my chest, if you read it this far, thank you.",5.379704830053671,3.789225205426359,6.099612403100776,86.67952593917713,68.26356589147287,9.488849135360764,27.985688729874767,8.139509932561175,1.3972304114490155,925,21,225,10,13,305,141,258,0.096,0.826,0.077,-0.574,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,3,13,10,15,0,2,15,0,11,2,1,2,3,29,34,15,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,7,1,0,4,0,7,0,4,13,5,31,8,35,19,6,59,0,4,0,1,11,17,0,3,36,135,43,11,0.0,0.0,0.09739480816446136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275069198640228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348702057416708,0.08333259990320037,0.12167981010848974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047386794288867,0.0,0.1089606795578092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055799416362483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873130912279568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839717537801868,0.0,0.0,0.13183987972532638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092832159265308,0.0,0.28748395308291713,0.10933096609120604,0.0,0.25468100449606723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214373900435106,0.0,0.1701636149885843,0.0,0.15964557346226388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544894812030473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068427958667865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484995048502905,0.4067699960112201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832385374871621,0.0,0.0,0.21789683240153498,0.0,0.09007747002754164,0.09443744380963258,0.06662028773042739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966301045452262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639182102258992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763012128275257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998315219804506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715269666137517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992172901329932,0.30302248779571783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255932488689599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172298170449736,0.07064214831919713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940645727997442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188658683625477,0.0,0.0,0.06630568397795941,0.0,0.0980574277409195,0.0,0.116393628812298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088648674023636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164698351960219,0.05886728788548474,0.0,0.32022864233408305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427083444982061
anxiety,Penn30,2020/01/22,"Anxiety is a bitch I have this big fear now that I’m going to completely ditch what I love, being a musician, to be a dancer. I’ve recently started to just randomly dance to songs I listen to and my brain decides to bring up the lovely idea that sometime soon I wouldn’t enjoy playing anymore which is such bullshit and I know it, my brain knows it, but then anxiety comes in and overrides my reason. I fucking love music. I plan to pursue a career in it as a performer. I’ve put so much effort into and I refuse to let a single, fleeting thought ruin it just because I like to indulge in another activity. I draw, and paint, doesn’t mean I’m going to let that override my passion for music and playing. I am a performer at heart. A musician, not a dancer. Even if I enjoy dancing to a good song and getting pumped up music makes me feel whole. It’s the music that makes me dance too. And knowing I’ll be able to make music that inspires people is what I look forward to so I’ll be damned if I let my questioning mind wander into stupid thoughts.",3.8908450704225364,4.862050572769956,5.293539906103288,82.40228169014085,71.44131455399061,7.557934272300469,29.69295774647888,7.793537801064563,1.960789295774648,824,33,160,10,15,277,119,213,0.127,0.711,0.162,0.8745,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,9,17,4,1,12,0,14,8,3,4,0,36,38,15,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,14,11,0,1,12,7,0,9,3,6,0,0,2,5,21,11,23,28,3,23,0,1,1,5,6,10,3,4,7,109,35,1,0.13179921458909716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382029682818865,0.20165207682069006,0.0,0.13070940536695394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803435778974318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942630241974615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353335306849074,0.1381889689116753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705213820810151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831075877552966,0.06664164301954804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184625010337068,0.06885964981082973,0.0,0.14980906193015206,0.11054692802595267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618270387655653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487852706155533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730020447279133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043208797620278,0.0,0.06439043881275378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067814577442746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35686181085467145,0.0,0.2639309975276889,0.0,0.0,0.14356798295127446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330796350023184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688758773498174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137298032732148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249461384937936,0.1476452840070547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135511543725784,0.13013582403101095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035279332580774,0.0,0.09328816245299756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926770853722249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714911626742389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snailspores,2020/01/22,"When is it a warning ""Gut Feeling"" and when is it ""Just Anxiety""? Hello, I'm new to this subreddit but due to spikes in my anxiety lately I'm being driven up a wall and thought I'd reach out and ask for some advice (I should add I have been dx'd w/ paranoid personality disorder, PTSD, depression & generalized anxiety disorder). Have not had access to a psych for over a year and I think it's costing me.

Anyway for context I've always had this strong gut feeling whenever something rather awful is about to happen - my stomach twists itself up and a more physical type of anxiety strikes. I've dodged many figurative bullets before by listening to this feeling. Very often I can predict whether a situation will become dangerous or not based on whether I get this feeling or not. It's different from regular anxiety and I think I've seen a few others here say they get the same type of feeling and have had success listening to it. Right? Isn't that something folks with anxiety often have? An internal harry potter scar of sorts? lol

I know that lately I have been getting more paranoid, and sometimes it gets fairly irrational. Without a psych\* it has become very difficult all over again to reign this in, and oddly it gets worse at night(??? No clue why). There are some upcoming things I am catastrophizing about (meeting online friends in person for example) and I recognize that is more than likely a product of anxiety/paranoia/the fucking news lately, but I keep wondering if what I'm feeling is a genuine warning like what I described above. How can you tell the difference between the two feelings?

tl;dr - **My question is: how do you know when it's** ***that*** **type of thing you're feeling - that warning sign anxiety - vs. standard exacerbated anxiety or a more quiet anxiety attack?**

\*I had an incredible psych who helped me tons with this, but she was part of my university psych team, so I could only see her while I attended. Now that I graduated I can't seem to find a decent psych anywhere near me under my insurance. RIP.

P.S. I may be making absolutely no sense. It has been a long day but I tried my best to articulate what I'm feeling here. If I sound positively bonkers please feel free to point it out or be blunt with me haha. Any and all responses are appreciated!",2.940348223205365,5.778291456876455,4.46551543694401,78.64087912087912,80.81818181818181,7.697845012130728,28.80172208743637,8.603709575120403,2.8251933875648163,1821,86,314,45,49,605,236,429,0.14400000000000002,0.723,0.133,-0.4885,1,0,2,0,0,0,75.0,0,2,1,5,18,13,3,0,18,3,36,4,3,3,2,75,72,30,0,5,19,0,10,2,1,3,0,5,0,2,31,17,0,1,20,1,2,2,8,5,0,1,11,17,35,9,43,54,13,33,0,1,2,1,19,16,1,15,17,222,66,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833062468613249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669886064058465,0.08685243994433131,0.0,0.05451099237071369,0.0,0.5518939917539053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493801424932624,0.09119264140460816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770590369286639,0.06820955967310666,0.0,0.08412211582621151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400058402155119,0.0,0.0,0.051696040830074654,0.0,0.0690409857895199,0.0,0.0,0.16749856784932965,0.1837387339203282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053089081062386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326403992053053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193078498256254,0.07410587186716057,0.20939932010093645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088449969858385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372900984916302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124916383818151,0.0,0.0,0.08810677990066433,0.0,0.2712691455327004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832345442030428,0.0,0.0,0.07093835339323264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350687626952181,0.08126882882124939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741823724507836,0.0,0.07522396194772299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096466983781167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680458238836708,0.0,0.0,0.13998381125412326,0.0,0.08799071021946364,0.07577633649831564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093701793871378,0.0,0.08979662885919748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845550323876018,0.0,0.06374579868770569,0.0,0.0,0.06387648961665053,0.07297390850390313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010227883373008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342090868076272,0.07927948042334992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006265801519695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065083970495763,0.10272553396889034,0.0,0.06363743644813534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442282262660513,0.0,0.07830387299262624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227943979750595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233119357319187,0.0,0.0,0.07727059072736514,0.08692921325447826,0.0,0.0,0.08168905440159592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161988492995975
anxiety,ilike_tuhtles,2020/01/22,"Anyone else have a memory searching mode? Some days I just do not feel well and it affects how I think.  But these days with better health, my mind likes to wander to all kinds of thoughts.  Like it’s free to roam.  There’s two ways.  Directed thought, and flow thinking.  I’m much, much better at using flow thinking instead of directed thought.  And it entirely revolves around my health status.

And I’ve grown a strong ability to reconstruct memories through imagery, whether it’s exact imagery or a way to move through the thoughts.  Only because I’m more apt to think in imagery.  I’m also very good at recalling what I did recently in vivid imagery and even feeling, but only when it matters or seems vivid/novel/interesting/important.  I’ll just randomly recall what I did at the grocery store, but I can’t recall where I put that glass of water.  It all depends if I’ve turned the switch on in my brain to look around my mind and see what good stuff is going on.  Negative things only seem to come up when I don’t feel well, but I will confront things when I feel well too.

It’s more that I’m not the type to remember words that much, moreso a more vivid reconstruction of what I felt then, and what was going on around me.  I had no idea I was naturally observing, because my brain has many of these memories to go through from past and present.  It’s very nice sometimes to be able to run away to past feeling to help current feeling.

I used to be good at random mental imagery, still am, but I think my brain has more borders up from past anxiety.  I used to go to bed imagining whatever my brain gave me, and they were connected thoughts, but now it’s usually only when I wake up, and close my eyes again, am I able to have a movie go on behind my eyes and think through imagery.",6.646396531100479,6.088151073863635,6.619922248803826,80.59840311004787,65.25,10.02416267942584,34.7194976076555,9.414487439383343,2.9581965909090915,1406,57,283,23,19,447,170,352,0.052000000000000005,0.8390000000000001,0.11,0.9429,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,3,22,15,1,0,9,0,19,10,7,6,3,72,56,28,0,1,14,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,22,17,1,0,25,0,2,12,6,1,3,1,13,13,29,15,49,40,10,51,0,0,6,0,3,20,0,9,19,184,51,1,0.15294651662371586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115563704296555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850183329205864,0.0,0.0,0.05347188030347171,0.07835589033206063,0.0,0.20423223950949992,0.0,0.0,0.07184914352971662,0.0,0.0,0.09323477693557428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526876488683867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414777900041069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587494063061197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986378502726715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638835944853793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050986587850582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200306300074586,0.0,0.07342632058773725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730757512779114,0.1924264224684624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257499506945572,0.0,0.0,0.051258413059337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632900027709366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963513050975411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472194239538274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421827669969606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753188097571177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706705767603937,0.0,0.1544323816391231,0.0,0.0,0.0812789711269314,0.1686499319552769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326454358526641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190071345646372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687674665909301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550811678033507,0.0,0.0866292940965668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093928584842009,0.13923676446479685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563400788657927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107164287238461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875435847003253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161086953922524,0.2940058564284352,0.0,0.3035561247688471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318094519437261,0.07470326137164843,0.0,0.0,0.19814502505356404,0.08422448996995614,0.12619689406958026,0.0,0.12140182582155205,0.0,0.0,0.20627592987442145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WeWander_,2020/01/22,"You ever feel like no one gives a fuck about you and they're all sick of your issues and they'd be better off without you? I hate the days I can't take care of myself and I hate needing to rely on others. Especially when the people closest to me seem like they could not care less about what I'm going through. I know it's not their responsibility to take care of me, which just makes me feel worse for needing help. I have mental health issues and chronic pain and I'm so tired of living like this.",3.0042307692307686,4.311914807692311,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,74.0,5.9692307692307685,20.69230769230769,5.985473137389443,-0.03563076923076913,396,8,86,2,8,128,70,104,0.221,0.622,0.156,-0.8372,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,3,1,6,11,3,0,3,0,5,6,0,1,2,19,24,7,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,0,2,16,7,14,21,2,7,0,0,0,1,9,3,1,1,6,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843197973053256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787572570097149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497097474353976,0.0,0.0,0.10094446342459604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158412296030098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828558471035267,0.11182014804686853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470310205826234,0.0,0.1501512390358524,0.08895569604867001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30906835140576683,0.0,0.16637675697692472,0.0,0.0,0.10491414782393432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267389421378637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602101319882352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294078701115593,0.0,0.1382127824037597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448039787625124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773849010932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23211982004181225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060641168142818,0.0,0.16655163514825108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085134231579133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249276965203586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537181306651975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990030070801602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088270192903622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951043120181296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,INmyFeelsJ,2020/01/22,"I think I can do this I work in what can be a very hectic, disorganized, at times toxic environment. No job has picked away at my mental health quite like this one. I have a very erratic, volatile boss who is absent and vague most of the time, but then will swoops and half panic attack half go ballistic over something you did that she asked you to do at one point but simply forgot about. I am essentially managing her entire lab including an NIH-funded clinical trial with 1million plus dollars, and she is only in about once a week. This is my first job out of undergrad and it has been such an eye-opening experience.

Anyways, here's to another week of this job! I will not cry, I will not have panic attacks, I will not let others determine how intelligent/confident/competent I feel. I will simply breathe and leave at the end of the day knowing I'm doing the best I can. Wish me luck.",5.535642633228843,6.118477747126441,6.312424242424246,77.97954545454547,67.50574712643677,9.775548589341692,29.61128526645768,9.800150414767053,2.6710068965517246,704,24,136,15,11,232,116,174,0.10400000000000001,0.775,0.121,0.7261,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,4,6,7,2,2,9,0,23,3,1,3,0,23,31,10,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,4,0,5,3,1,19,3,19,21,2,19,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,9,102,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511782643241441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478256334698008,0.328035859770745,0.1354555510058332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513009721275112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836758822248784,0.09297984431219768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769474124505376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102914142698686,0.0,0.0,0.07289834689263279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263372605924025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819370026714431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324946446853352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292092293909715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923386923324091,0.0,0.0,0.15265869617948974,0.0,0.14742695614602944,0.0,0.0704357865811335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529276549536926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535398475865392,0.19539110385918887,0.109650283059328,0.0,0.338312581781544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629035912675164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334603960096202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099164162036963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238042219432577,0.0,0.0,0.16813720857256154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791612511497365,0.0,0.0,0.2312942322378432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579216729857105,0.0,0.0,0.10495987156187432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,france4511,2020/01/22,"Not caring what others think or say about you. How can you develop this attitude? In my situation these are people I see regularly at soccer who may be having a laugh behind my back. My best friend is on my team which helps, but when he is away it seems to feel worse. 

I've definitely caught them laughing and talking about me a few times, and it's causing me great anxiety. I'm losing confidence in my ability and don't enjoy going as much, even though I love the sport. 

Are there people in the world who would just shrug this off and not experience any anxiety? 

How do I develop an attitude where I don't care what they think or say? Any advice is appreciated.",4.723731976251063,5.7307704656488605,6.030178117048348,77.7542408821035,69.53435114503816,9.791687871077183,26.769296013570823,9.994966539143718,2.4670094995759126,525,16,104,13,9,177,92,131,0.125,0.626,0.249,0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,3,11,10,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,3,0,19,24,12,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,4,15,9,12,20,3,14,0,1,1,1,14,9,0,4,3,77,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250058946593125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008945042884905,0.0,0.27008604526355084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658533582583352,0.13573871925324266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852546768941044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599630179080053,0.18134232668133396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659472151764046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267772744838056,0.0,0.0,0.08925758711138804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638467659854112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032462278416192,0.0,0.0,0.19462214627388552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832263444264715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748907216851455,0.0,0.0,0.15932292345465912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976799356118324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447638257898508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807634407019497,0.0,0.0,0.14066952939591953,0.16070396837757875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842425964711846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188608446004095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262233351749751,0.1734373317695372,0.0,0.1029345806903868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989656144903107,0.12540004175035052,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Imjusthereforhelp123,2020/01/22,"My life’s out of control help me understand I can’t really describe it, but I can’t stop being sad. Constantly I think if shapes or things, they grow larger and larger. These large shapes, overwhelm me and cause me to sweat. I’m trying to describe it but it’s difficult to understand what I was experiencing. Although I can make the assumption it has to due with me feeling out of control and anxious. I can’t sleep and I find at this point it’s incredibly hard to feel happy or excited. Please someone help me understand what I might be experiencing",3.3762616822429905,5.722759943925233,4.904495327102803,78.95767757009347,75.72897196261681,8.392149532710281,28.457009345794397,9.120678840339163,2.7003951401869166,442,19,82,11,10,148,65,107,0.146,0.695,0.159,0.3528,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,1,1,0,9,3,2,4,0,25,17,10,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,7,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,5,15,2,11,13,0,10,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,4,3,56,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913017259291704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107352275449975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048070129126815,0.3953941472211674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782505609870868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110374031788866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763821294651592,0.1578995272609053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362944893474599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450174149822467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765878470661348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699014997428806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348690769659116,0.1666281473244915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292037972630273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639308877755144,0.0,0.1493494333293929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736609454663518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710315973949682,0.11294400204037175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967290219476633,0.0,0.0,0.5504967166163502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,halaaaaaa,2020/01/22,"Husband says I’m being negative but I can’t control my anxiety. My anxiety has gotten really bad in the past 2 weeks.  I have no one to talk to and every time I explain to my husband he says I’m being negative and i just need to pray and work on it. He says I don’t need a therapist to tell me what to do it’s something I need to fix on my own. 

I know he’s wrong and he doesn’t get it and I feel like he’s getting fed up and I feel like I’m a burden. I keep having panic attacks too and I can’t stop being scared. I’m scared of people and myself and of doing anything. It’s my last semester in college and I haven’t been to any of my classes for the past 3 weeks and I’m falling behind. 

Everything is falling apart and I don’t know how to fix it or where to start. I want to just cut everyone out of my life and move away but I know that’s not the solution. I’m sooo lost and I keep breaking down. 

Worse part is I don’t even know what’s happening to me. I don’t know what my problem is and why it’s happening now all of a sudden. I keep feeling there’s something wrong but I don’t know what it is or I need to get away from something. I don’t know 

I feel like I’m having to do this alone but I don’t know how",-1.1849260752688195,0.6369982616487491,1.9364773745519728,96.70804939516131,89.68100358422939,5.207930107526882,18.754592293906807,6.6274283507984215,-0.049339695340501866,941,28,236,12,32,334,114,279,0.256,0.688,0.055999999999999994,-0.9956,0,1,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,10,14,2,3,6,0,26,2,0,3,1,52,63,23,0,6,9,2,4,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,13,16,1,5,13,0,0,3,15,11,0,1,4,7,35,3,31,56,3,25,1,1,0,0,13,11,0,2,13,150,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002283171691864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567448058261359,0.0,0.1477596012953729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794732006454657,0.0,0.0,0.10986828705070173,0.18147124977032264,0.0,0.08063629841926545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831735298166348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637870407106019,0.0,0.08136881198899619,0.09228178843729208,0.08679560600668676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953253893039334,0.20698013014810124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136974379541698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080234633791072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575215542873913,0.0,0.0,0.4246018466463689,0.07872171712982752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821395397717747,0.1415453644149686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542329186028468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026442052461609,0.0,0.2864372917962917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544188766727431,0.0,0.0,0.11331024563599727,0.0,0.10458158277099178,0.1843840045294538,0.06695311724629713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240946989628583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186857704191436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040154119748474,0.19337734256809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304503325272576,0.0,0.0,0.06835645785036913,0.0,0.0,0.08074123197179453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762352641625565,0.08441102378201128,0.0,0.0,0.1121313068679542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056313803948946674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056962583653704726,0.0,0.1549336777902189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714414031456866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030793100256792,0.0,0.09841842872029588,0.0,0.21117974686283056,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsalwayanew,2020/01/22,"Public Speaking and Shaking I’ve gotten a lot better with public speaking. Preparing to the highest extent (literally memorizing key points/phrases by writing it down, saying it without look a million times) has helped me with my fear, because I know I’ve done the best I can do the prepare. Also being confident in the content i’m presenting is extremely helpful too. 

However, whenever I get up to present I can’t stop shaking! My body like tightens up and either my leg or arm starts shaking a bit which leads to my voice shaking and makes me breathe weird and then my voice sounds super nervous/shakey. EXCEPT IM NOT NERVOUS ANYMORE. It starts as soon as I stand up to present and I try to take deep breathes and remind myself I’m ready and can do it, but the shaking doesn’t stop until i sit down. I used to know what made me anxious and I’ve been able to get past my fear but i can’t stop the shaking and it’s making my presentation skills seem terrible!",3.660797872340429,5.669670664893619,4.558457446808512,83.30875,73.73404255319149,6.827659574468084,30.89893617021277,7.645422480735847,2.149972340425532,767,36,141,10,16,248,112,188,0.166,0.7490000000000001,0.085,-0.924,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,3,15,0,9,9,0,12,5,5,5,0,32,28,17,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,7,11,0,3,4,0,0,7,5,11,0,1,4,7,20,4,21,23,5,30,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,3,15,90,27,1,0.16220206713295024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971293448422752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324216687739966,0.16086086560027582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887687461908964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702210623837337,0.14345454716792236,0.17708264734211002,0.1801699307461634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598903003186904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650448407670141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694877708670594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744125305276474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520606651805226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828402829149695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924373685828015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620888475718732,0.0,0.0,0.137898397075623,0.0,0.15347951780310776,0.2165422786618746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484022662485875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898959409839128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476626700342374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296149159323201,0.0,0.0,0.40682457315279336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219557681876568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945813297396942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101245563599542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009050730183914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635700452190032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SSBM_Cob,2020/01/22,Will the Chinese virus turn into a major epidemic? This news of the Chinese virus spreading has my anxiety peaking. I live in the US but I’m constantly refreshing the news over this.,3.1838235294117645,6.140048264705883,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,81.05882352941177,8.105882352941178,32.029411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.5662000000000003,147,8,24,4,4,48,26,34,0.043,0.9570000000000001,0.0,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366810003763425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755998105413107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886229481332876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787105337448067,0.0,0.0,0.5293950823955668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovingcolfer,2020/01/22,im having trouble controlling my panic attacks is there any ways i can control my panic attacks am having panic attacks nearly everyday and am having trouble controlling them. i normally phone the samaritans but sometimes i get really nervous and i panic,8.489924242424241,10.378439659090908,9.43909090909091,53.51196969696972,61.5,11.321212121212122,44.21212121212121,11.20814326018867,6.412948484848485,211,13,22,6,3,72,28,44,0.44799999999999995,0.552,0.0,-0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,3,1,10,3,5,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629083062693958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832611628970458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764393017221811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397859986885279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294908208688593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873501780701866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6645343868145461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071067818463828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004307552723813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239312537931112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mollie7,2020/01/22,"Need advice on learning to cope with changes (possibly triggering things I'm not sure, sorry) Ive never been able to cope with changes, (even small things like getting a new phone case) it makes me doubt everything in my life and feel very sick.

My partner and I are buying a house soon and I am very worried that I'm going to ruin the whole experience for him by being too nervous and doubting our relationship etc.

I know that my partner and I are good and that things will be good but I'm already not coping with just the thought of moving and it's killing me.

I would usually talk to my psychologist about things like this but she called the other day and told me that she needs to take urgent medical care and doesn't know if she will be coming back.

I know I could see someone else but the idea of it makes me feel sick and she's the first person I've ever spoken too that I actually feel as though understands me.

As well as this I was diagnosed with PCOS a month ago and told by my GP that she thinks my Endometriosis has come back.

If anyone has any advice on how to cope with just life it would be really much appreciated, thank you :)",4.830927536231886,5.482219947826085,5.268260869565218,84.60210144927538,69.08695652173913,8.568115942028987,26.63768115942029,8.648137234880735,1.6314289855072468,908,26,190,14,15,290,130,230,0.09699999999999999,0.779,0.124,0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,1,13,13,1,3,8,0,18,6,0,4,3,52,44,21,1,7,9,0,3,2,2,4,6,0,0,3,17,18,0,0,11,0,1,4,4,5,1,1,5,4,29,8,23,30,3,19,0,1,1,0,17,4,0,4,13,129,46,1,0.1088363209577618,0.0,0.1062085494267312,0.0,0.0,0.2127071864313641,0.09647683172121926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201035865634559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401243040775085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610088618417438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737682550271168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113405232805357,0.0,0.1109658827769925,0.0,0.2302687927843076,0.1875057069573057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689694619273451,0.0,0.0,0.07019042321357125,0.0,0.0,0.11046657478557008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091878058853592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138126745006,0.07188536353281219,0.09844868330326266,0.0,0.0,0.09781506747034888,0.10646280594931262,0.0,0.0,0.16509274212537173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257611900761184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056862485646940325,0.0,0.06185418933429674,0.1825734846301954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558250174108995,0.0,0.12286295875879492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204112636972686,0.0,0.17944078704809213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374862432973502,0.10634385777008594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529817873437734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964114320325458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687211302941594,0.11567578502556995,0.08000721877154557,0.16140150586032992,0.0839412802689851,0.10511479698304907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503167744771952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269659892215695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972333411881595,0.0,0.0,0.11684947785255627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672845671735971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221666156030063,0.0,0.0,0.12183335075137693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025769444777389,0.0,0.0818313685129716,0.08747851213928395,0.0,0.10020186171702967,0.0,0.0,0.2892240622171471,0.06973791985170569,0.10693113274881684,0.08640388170543994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079955375064212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330244843604152,0.0,0.0,0.11986783125536775,0.179602726103535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785692325771762,0.0,0.0,0.12151186558024585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052856697334752,0.0,0.15462839948358928,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emilymarieq,2020/01/22,"How do I tell my mom that I actually need help and that I want to talk to someone? I’ve known that I’ve needed help for some time now, but it’s been extremely difficult for me to share these feelings. My mom has always been supportive of this and has offered it before but I always jump ahead and get defensive and dismissive about my own issues that I am so VERY aware of. I just don’t know how to approach the topic without her asking millions of questions and me regretting that I ever brought up the subject in the first place. For months I’ve just waited until she happened to bring the topic up again but she hasn’t... and I need to talk to someone more than ever. So I guess my question is, how can I casually bring up this topic without a long follow up conversation? I’ve never been open about my anxiety so this is new territory for me. Thank you so much in advance. :)",4.412457627118645,5.247609751412433,5.5625,81.4535805084746,70.12994350282486,8.385875706214689,28.87429378531073,8.59863814320734,2.0761717514124296,694,25,138,11,12,231,97,177,0.052000000000000005,0.8290000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.8389,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,15,7,1,0,5,0,12,0,0,3,3,34,29,17,0,5,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,5,1,0,7,5,3,0,2,4,1,22,4,27,25,4,27,0,1,0,0,17,8,0,4,12,106,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.1392811220851261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23752086588379503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091858887497237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343063030736138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145030304498665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582097797643118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216714189659765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140365161998044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456905162723093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572300608383845,0.0,0.12621315854908774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133401710143946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897007610362126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843911594310292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263090475647409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343206557296713,0.11392345951386892,0.0,0.10492088693009087,0.3174911478001676,0.11007998666992183,0.1378467830562847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911950701921178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197741735801771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418645234567213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196509275793386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294373738246392,0.12474983109204665,0.13140399534968086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322535631037857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776485676656805,0.08418417845182692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751677830872649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greysprinkless,2020/01/22,vibin through the pain when your friends are like “damn you really are so negative about yourself thats like unhealthy” and you all like yeah no shit but its alright because youre vibing i hope this makes any sense,2.658780487804876,5.544505121951222,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,83.14634146341464,5.231219512195122,25.27317073170732,6.742157984588678,1.0223814634146349,174,7,33,2,5,51,36,41,0.24600000000000002,0.46799999999999997,0.28600000000000003,0.2766,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,4,0,0,3,9,2,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,1,5,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,4,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655332994805584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101329800314445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801130671022479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601040287480356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313857167293751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420117107693097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38578955452864094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226531148036336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721627766466533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ccruiz3,2020/01/22,"Anyone have the problem where a certain person gives you a panic attack? I have one friend that I like to hang out with and everytime I hang out with them I end up having a panic attack. I don't feel scared of them or any real reason to feel anxious. However, everytime we hang out almost without fail I have to walk away for a bit to calm myself down and try not to throw up. We don't have any abusive relationship or any stressors. We're honestly best friends so it baffles me why this happens. Any tips on how to handle this or how to control myself better?",2.171230893000807,4.370115584070799,3.7668061142397455,86.35331456154465,79.0,5.879002413515687,23.54706355591312,6.980632752743323,0.9607415929203552,443,15,85,5,11,147,72,113,0.153,0.609,0.23800000000000002,0.8861,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,1,2,4,4,15,2,3,5,0,7,0,0,4,1,24,11,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,3,0,0,5,4,7,0,1,0,2,14,8,20,11,2,15,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,4,2,62,18,1,0.0,0.18184148096158576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536819464079088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174700724618308,0.0,0.0,0.17338182782545014,0.0,0.10731252268939734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491974458680093,0.1441937856212975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610613945109474,0.1357351968801363,0.16755375466001107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213403439577388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593232619358225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520203529393356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371471162959306,0.0,0.0,0.14722615418778584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571646716840438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497959762394718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399788983534268,0.0,0.0,0.3601371189896447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134007493915894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685379979988322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468690338790396,0.0,0.15779673518775122,0.0,0.16477353776077738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365415245428826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419870707450464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384863277524651,0.0,0.0,0.14794336750807555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,herionaddict1488,2020/01/22,"Have medications helped any of you? If so which ones? I've tried phenibut to no avail, wondering if other drugs/medications have helped any of you guys!",3.758809523809525,6.648481071428575,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,77.57142857142857,8.019047619047619,23.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,1.80874761904762,122,4,24,3,3,37,21,28,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.4314,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540596732965582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305645534122408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475460012312212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370832723393038,0.3363193276349793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262257871741672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266626233261265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620467033678629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cowboybram,2020/01/22,"Trouble falling asleep - what are your bed time routines? Hey all, 

I've been unemployed for over a year now which hasn't really helped with the anxiety and sticking to bed time routines because I have work in the morning. My body has gotten used to staying awake til 6am partly due to overthinking / anxiety but also because I've always been kind of a night owl. 

What are your bed time routines? And do you have any tips? I'm really trying to be able to live a normal lifestyle again. I've noticed that some ASMR really helps to calm my mind and body.",5.385952380952382,6.1275643148148164,5.723439153439156,81.50833333333334,67.8888888888889,8.764021164021164,30.243386243386244,8.841846274778883,2.3672497354497355,438,16,83,7,7,140,74,108,0.055,0.871,0.073,0.7073,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,10,3,3,1,1,10,13,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,12,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,9,47,10,2,0.18080920196773667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445930534890336,0.15044774036033318,0.0,0.0,0.12295645754978746,0.0,0.27663708921753943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043922261838786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40167652573866014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423851935691418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882849601797669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965783791565222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256575107783196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967718769547202,0.17715462849985245,0.0,0.20585247483558988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579874600295308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34749301399425675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271855186778308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162938990894183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227575795083654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616109755086705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316312524597145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164351980046774
anxiety,Joshthewoz123,2020/01/22,"Face/Neck numbness, muscle spasms, jaw pain, eye twitching.... please help Hey guys, so today I had to really stand back and realize how mush I (think) I am being affected. I have just started spring semester of junior year in college. I have begun studying for the LSAT, tomorrow I have an interview for a summer internship, and yesterday I got blood work for a swollen lymph node I convinced myself was due to a cancer. My circumstances have finally lead me to me consider that maybe what I am experienced is not due to \[insert underlying illness I read on WebMD\], but rather to anxiety I am neglecting to acknowledge. Through college I have always considered myself ""stressed,"" but over the last 6 months I have started to occasionally lose feeling in my neck and one side of my face (usually at night). Over the past 2 months I have developed a constant nervous tick where I need to constantly shut or wink an eye (this has lead to some seriously awkward conversations) and jaw pain in the left side of my face. Finally, over the last 2 days my forehead muscles and the muscles between my eyes have started to spasm and twitch.  

So my question for everyone is; are these symptoms for anxiety? Just this past afternoon, I switched from a brain tumor to Lyme disease (which I guess could be possible, I will see from my blood test) and have finally come here to ask what everyone thinks. These are things I should have brought up to my doctor--which I did, partially--in which she attributed the jaw pain and eye twitching to stress, but I forgot to mention numbness and the twitching didn't start becoming noticeable until afterwards.

These symptoms have started to make my day-to-day very hard and have consumed my mind whenever I am not in class, working out, or studying. If it is anxiety, I am in a catch-22; I have physical symptoms of anxiety and the symptoms give me anxiety. 

Please, if anyone can shed some light I would be very appreciative.",9.560841044282881,8.403311564606746,8.984362194315931,67.94768341044283,59.758426966292134,12.983212161269007,43.13218770654329,12.000913495891488,5.298920885657633,1551,79,265,41,17,495,190,356,0.15,0.8079999999999999,0.042,-0.987,0,0,0,1,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,5,9,13,0,4,17,0,36,31,14,6,0,47,54,22,0,7,12,0,2,0,0,3,17,0,0,1,12,13,0,2,6,1,0,4,3,12,0,1,7,9,42,1,43,40,2,55,0,2,5,0,10,18,0,8,32,182,54,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246730309498656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331247073506706,0.0,0.0,0.060896568449939875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141901885259466,0.0,0.0,0.06696817095199051,0.0,0.0,0.0961859825759044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972231829846891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502182097358065,0.0,0.1882304585355404,0.0,0.06953566636674784,0.0,0.0,0.16850089898076773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914208461149516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643977648811964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403619973226485,0.0,0.0,0.2862142271113101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354633132675128,0.0,0.0,0.06965521915374807,0.0,0.09594136862058104,0.08623451352686569,0.0,0.0,0.07801709101600134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837575641230151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198278149705473,0.0,0.0,0.09462542856266147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974333780286875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813441163836036,0.0,0.08749535711484642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793782868678651,0.0,0.13903158932167264,0.0,0.0,0.064577420463672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817296967012118,0.0,0.0,0.09915452137091006,0.0,0.0,0.05901561586933949,0.0,0.27801525013960365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627783781369065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120115113741795,0.0,0.0981828492345698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975626788516374,0.0,0.08711530662820666,0.0,0.05579319770927275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940083967306881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082199033741674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952658409410964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620866519771305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057859881091104966,0.1116097386705324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255278460217777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591924558306032,0.14371961027484295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126807645577452,0.0,0.0,0.0618674721518238,0.0,0.0,0.056084224093500674
anxiety,killer_babies,2020/01/22,"Fear of the dark... I have started to notice I get really anxious being in my house alone at night. I have hit a new low in which I cannot even play my drums. My drums look into the house and my back faces the windows which when it is pitch black outside I get a strange feeling in my back like I'm being touched. I have always had a fear if the dark, and when I lived in the city I wasn't so worried because I wasn't on a ground floor and there were lights everywhere so I was not as scared. Now that I have moved back into the country I have noticed I actually have anxiety. I have tried to deny I have this problem, but I have come to terms that I have a serious issue when it comes to being in dark places. My house is totally lit up, but the dark empty outdoors is what brings the anxiety. Just want some advice on how to face fears and reduce anxiety.",2.9724102564102566,3.8831172666666696,4.232222222222223,89.38115384615385,73.55555555555556,7.316239316239318,24.95726495726496,7.61054688173877,1.0343547008547018,668,20,149,8,13,220,98,180,0.166,0.7879999999999999,0.046,-0.9363,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,4,13,0,22,2,2,1,1,19,33,14,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,7,0,0,5,6,23,2,18,24,3,30,0,1,3,0,0,15,0,2,12,107,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.12521144253171135,0.0,0.0,0.1253824376365577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288981788345033,0.0,0.0,0.10676367982774564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29446896527953426,0.14495307353783082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959859711957193,0.0,0.07821620493846873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105433298709135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474713300805614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331511617932601,0.06487707598120125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340727068060336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441553797114216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339216531555009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268548015979346,0.0,0.1132995301118596,0.0,0.10774756064702283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363725612224052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392199528866715,0.0,0.12040965785065355,0.0,0.0,0.2921621509563139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405598909579072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277474467008545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219827208128855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284600695438636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081803703180688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871136441376269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756801945913237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030440003554478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justanon011,2020/01/22,"failure. i turned 18 2 months ago and am yet to have a job. ive been looking and nobody has gotten back to me. im terrified to go in for an interview because i have no idea what to expect and i just know ill freeze and have no idea what to say. what should i do? my father is constantly berating me and making my life miserable, and of course reminding me that im unemployed and never help anyone. i need to get out of here. im sick of the abuse and im sick of living my life in my own head. i do online school and feel so isolated... i need to get OUT. 

any ideas what jobs might be a good idea?? if there are any that are easier for people with crippling anxiety and borderline agoraphobia?!? 

i am so sick of feeling stuck. sorry for ranting on here, i dont have any friends and i have nobody to turn to. any ideas/tips?",0.3563310009126823,2.463862838150291,2.6940006084575607,91.965412229997,85.35838150289017,6.416671737146332,19.509887435351388,7.669130373188453,0.6361283236994213,633,18,143,12,19,216,97,173,0.231,0.722,0.047,-0.9864,4,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,19,7,1,1,1,30,33,14,0,5,2,1,3,0,1,2,6,1,0,0,6,14,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,5,18,2,23,27,1,12,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,2,6,93,24,5,0.0,0.13304183484840928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953572616922698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054362741708723,0.0,0.08589931296803463,0.0,0.0,0.07851374089845331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634183758466117,0.0,0.06844916503309778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134244857167376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315996277880484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355144842927499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675272361998852,0.0,0.11733073525901486,0.0,0.06381533827508523,0.09418107978724076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523894441889718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526366641618522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070338070260954,0.4851572830591349,0.0,0.2228552121048771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171004556071447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586233782469246,0.0,0.0,0.09915155358023353,0.0,0.09429287148927434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495250141082062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911885300111892,0.0,0.0,0.08962648026444542,0.0,0.0,0.1665189020410304,0.08660272251986062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784572673593554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892951971632047,0.0,0.1136405251201258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569619899739368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442722096778555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,an_avocadoe,2020/01/22,Bad Experience with a teacher I was in math today and my teacher (who I already dislike because he assigns so much homework and is very loud) asked me to solve a problem on the board in front of the class. I told him that I didn’t want to because of my anxiety which he knows fully about but he responded with “too bad this is for a grade and if you don’t go up there you’ll get a zero and I’ll make the entire class stay here” (it was four minutes until the bell) so I went up to the board. He gave me a simple equation but my brain completely shut down and I forgot how to function i was already shaking before I went up there but then I was shaking really bad and on the verge of tears. I sat down for a few minutes and when the bell rung he just told me to get over it and go to my next class,5.103462532299737,3.8458361162790697,6.06449612403101,85.62210594315249,68.65116279069767,8.807235142118863,30.739018087855296,7.3871296695380915,1.672354521963824,620,20,143,5,9,207,94,172,0.139,0.846,0.015,-0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,2,13,0,9,1,1,2,0,21,24,18,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,6,0,2,12,1,20,0,25,11,2,25,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,1,5,98,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763029737518777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043237794316698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939490533742431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42708226304705066,0.2078709841791996,0.0,0.14508332541384336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903348906292273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178766478429989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678215704877725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815889646694166,0.0,0.19379867039365944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370258861628386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113810374658525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253374491420489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813291633795681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314590452833752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922695449625064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173079441355533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161449096835406,0.3258409741553947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068072790439964,0.100565583212249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161112515468356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ruby_puffins,2020/01/22,"How do I accept that not everyone is going to like me More than the people who like me, I am so hyperfocused on people who I think dislike me. I am miserable ""knowing"" that they don't think I'm a good person. I feel the need to seek their approval even though I don't feel like I did anything wrong. Maybe I made a mistake in coming across in a way they didn't like but I don't think that's being wrong. Like for example, I think that this person doesn't like me because I came across as a tryhard. I get that that's not the most pleasant thing to do but IDK how to move on now that I realize I may have made a mistake. I get the advice that not everyone is going to like me even if I'm the nicest person in the world...but idk. I can't stop self-loathing, ruminating, and just constantly attacking myself. Help",3.185350877192981,3.957430064327486,4.596739766081875,87.48703947368423,72.91812865497077,7.805263157894737,25.36111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.2708163742690055,635,19,141,9,12,212,84,171,0.165,0.659,0.17600000000000002,0.2503,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,1,8,16,1,1,11,0,16,0,0,4,0,29,34,9,0,4,7,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,1,9,0,0,5,9,6,0,0,5,2,25,10,15,27,2,16,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,3,10,96,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699420479099105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694499352263102,0.0,0.0,0.14784686097388533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922165923047793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486382101030603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119479719905904,0.0,0.14043926038087834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167308225209452,0.0,0.0,0.24836234570970644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142211666484804,0.092842570402022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357961857015574,0.0,0.1477171264269454,0.1090032494224798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710862331741068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142194062037546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444390297736025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459402586316865,0.0,0.0,0.13056105091142578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381256043047335,0.0,0.0963627803680955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019409391016464,0.3404249525341165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557533881901626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865134989030384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633883133877708,0.3330893261832681,0.12768383051522092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031552215954641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841790248401783,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meowageddonn,2020/01/22,"Prescribed new medication (Prozac), anyone here have some personal experience or opinion on it? I went to a Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner today, attempting to manage my GAD with medication. I've tried before but not seriously since high school (2009-2010)

First time getting prescribed Prozac, 20mg. I'm a little anxious (lol sorry) about starting meds again, it's been years.

Anyone have any personal experience they'd be comfortable with sharing?
I'm not a heavy drinker but occasionally I'll enjoy a glass or two of wine, is it safe? Any weird side effects?
Any difference in your sex drive? Mines already really low due to GAD and depression, I'm afraid this will kill it all together.

Thank you in advance to anyone who feels comfortable enough to share, I'm feeling a little lost and isolated these days with how bad I've gotten. Just looking for some support I guess.",5.32714285714286,7.9639924012738845,5.694399454049138,74.2104617834395,70.8471337579618,9.071701546860783,30.959508644222023,9.606745405546679,3.3842323930846216,705,31,115,18,14,225,113,157,0.155,0.657,0.187,0.7008,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,5,5,16,1,1,5,1,7,6,0,2,1,22,22,7,1,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,7,5,1,1,3,1,0,3,2,8,0,2,4,3,7,8,14,15,4,20,0,3,1,1,8,8,0,6,9,57,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556252681053329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28759076275050355,0.0,0.0,0.15925456825317427,0.0,0.2957058940386316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177030223512879,0.0,0.0,0.11995402786444083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091318507157882,0.0,0.12141618231923315,0.0,0.0,0.14728234554909647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565840747996706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757889848037857,0.0,0.0,0.14255607656664254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990795118785125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365035633879399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529297684789792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894122962611853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596104140736788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28257545312990345,0.0,0.0,0.11837825050805828,0.0,0.15388404876497644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658450793360176,0.284022380465422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614850223660815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24617695930337816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030819431397652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266790625914652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661081106022665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780298020213282,0.09977841051660416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996967288385802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978509006960542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220001481746211,0.0,0.1336218969176287,0.0,0.0,0.09570853137155252,0.0,0.13770599030203826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306794484071506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077925652830417
anxiety,sifridstatten,2020/01/22,"""let's talk about your schedule in a meeting on Thursday"" Before my shift on Monday, my general manager said the following:

""Are you available to come in on Thursday on your day off, to talk with me and Grace (bar manager) about your schedule? We're trying to get Grace some bar shifts that don't have her work as hard (re: I have one of the easiest night shifts).""

Me: ""...am I losing shifts?""

G. Manager: ""No, but if I wanted to fire you, I would. Right here. As it is I need you on tonight because we're going to be massively busy.""

Me: ""situations like this cause me anxiety, is there a way we can have the conversation sooner than 3 days from now? I would prefer not to feel anxious on my time off.""

G. Manager: ""No, because I deserve my days off.""

Me: ""...I understand... But I am coming in on my--""

Now this part I can't remember the exact wording, but it came off as brow beating me into trying to admit I wouldn't be anxious so she didn't have to feel badly(tm). The whole conversation has triggered my anxiety to a point where I've been useless all day. I just wish it were Thursday, but by the time it's Thursday, my whole weekend will be done and I'll start work on Friday (my days off are Tuesday-Thursday.)

I'm thinking of asking for some sort of accommodation so in the future, my panic disorder can be respected; I'm feeling nauceous and cycling pretty bad. I keep thinking she really just needed me to work through Monday so she said she wouldn't fire me, but I'm really just getting fired on Thursday. There's no real reason to assume it.

The bar is pretty dysfunctional at my work. My co-workers don't think the bar manager respects them, and they often unload on me when we're switching shifts. If I speak up about things I don't appreciate behind the bar, I am often written passive aggressive notes in the bar book hinting at my inadequacies, and why my complaints aren't valid. I've stopped saying anything at all, and just in general hate going in.

I know this is generally par for the course for restaurants, but I really feel as if I'm doing a good job, and the amount of flak I'm receiving is really pushing on me. I don't have the time to do the things the other bartenders say I don't do; and my general manager works every shift I have, and so she can see that I don't. I'm pressured not to stay late after my shift because they run into busy bar times, so I can't do these tasks after, and we're supposed to watch hours, so I'm questioned if my shifts run too long.

Everytime one of the bartenders comes in my GM is immediately asking what she thinks about what my bar manager does as if she's bar manager, and I'm stuck just being directed to scrub things and throw things away while hearing the bartender badmouth the whole restaurant. I'm sometimes kept late after just so she can vent. When I share this information, I'm told ""she's very nice,"" and ""I must have a bad read on her.""

Now this conversation. Anyway, I just want a job I can go to and go home from. I want to lay low..don't notice me!! Don't change my schedule!! Just let me be!! I want to be able to be functional on my days off, and not caught up in what's wrong *now.*",3.7231849876948284,4.8297905487421415,5.0160103910309015,83.72605004101723,71.97169811320755,8.046158053048947,27.81979764834564,8.456263369488248,1.8670833743505608,2463,89,506,40,46,820,258,636,0.114,0.8029999999999999,0.083,-0.9805,2,0,0,0,0,0,114.0,1,6,3,7,34,17,2,2,25,0,58,9,0,3,4,93,111,41,0,18,22,0,8,1,0,6,0,6,1,0,21,23,9,3,17,12,0,15,19,9,0,2,12,16,82,8,82,83,9,96,0,2,2,0,41,39,0,12,41,340,103,17,0.07286467198107666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114825492522922,0.16463267846863455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059961416568013425,0.0,0.13623726458921598,0.0,0.06845875788454954,0.0,0.12167791508963414,0.1332528832026908,0.0,0.0620024691192194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333777337624955,0.0,0.07485208962221554,0.07708116144526157,0.18829938909814287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819501129032832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835092267894474,0.0,0.06376436547699968,0.07456585751040813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613916287715906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737026996824196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613756746336442,0.0,0.16564268901548246,0.0611154298167803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527243401490093,0.07193877836167904,0.0,0.0,0.08212378096572916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308920701923254,0.0,0.07175702443091025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461388747577794,0.064765468386227,0.0,0.0,0.04004451814500323,0.0,0.16438904751274178,0.0,0.0,0.14901812766643288,0.0,0.03559799819320783,0.0,0.0,0.06448294178574418,0.0,0.08151692988555576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080564620181242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837855866599238,0.0,0.0,0.08295691199424994,0.0,0.0,0.09874997497382043,0.0,0.0,0.08549099299918027,0.0,0.07890533914505674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688806669654668,0.0,0.0,0.1482591334543688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162510848237553,0.0,0.07288439019613321,0.08293594882127768,0.18671589871054803,0.0749170183905283,0.0,0.0,0.08254146923565556,0.0622260317460357,0.13862197779198607,0.11588982346627814,0.0,0.0,0.05806370974803465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190294421681026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206502373412302,0.0,0.051573989860614566,0.07766404537872926,0.0,0.06091812844021398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171317265473403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936322014290212,0.186754958635884,0.0,0.0,0.1699519047773438,0.0,0.0,0.06962531662483706,0.0,0.0989406586249306,0.0,0.0,0.07585469324297524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012098539016235,0.17190988557197232,0.0578365850472697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657490330881922,0.2440524123582625,0.08379077679702354,0.0,0.0,0.3182780940976723,0.0,0.0,0.10352194477157307,0.07966608032346982,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youbutcoolerer,2020/01/22,"After not dealing with anxiety for nearly a month, it’s back. All because I forgot to take my meds Saturday night. 😞 I actually forgot how bad anxiety can feel.",1.7408064516129007,4.4699042903225825,4.942177419354842,73.43326612903226,86.74193548387099,8.261290322580646,27.10483870967742,8.841846274778883,3.2127354838709685,127,6,21,4,4,46,28,31,0.11800000000000001,0.779,0.10300000000000001,-0.3536,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,5,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.31514273213665106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940962389766807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248320829019854,0.2696413053681404,0.19686114961439344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329368295870997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328810342213554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587133981456536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577675261958118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030571949611072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24281059469180902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jacobisbatman123,2020/01/22,"Dealing with the after effects of a serious anxiety attack So yesterday in the middle of the afternoon I got some very worrying news and had a massive panic attack, heavy breathing, extreme stomach pains and being on the verge of throwing up and for the few hours it lasted my entire body was in aching pains. 

This morning after barely getting any sleep I was able to resolve the situation and have nothing to worry about. However the after effects of my anxiety are failing to stop. I’m still constantly shaking lightly, have a headache, can’t fall asleep and have a very upset stomach

What is the best way to deal with these after effects??",9.07943502824859,8.506307338983053,8.880000000000003,66.42587570621471,60.35593220338983,10.917514124293788,42.54802259887006,10.125756701596842,4.6953005649717525,518,27,78,9,6,168,80,118,0.261,0.672,0.067,-0.9717,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,3,11,2,3,12,0,10,8,6,3,0,14,13,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,4,1,4,2,20,8,3,21,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,11,60,8,1,0.16398269275905358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151385428229596,0.0,0.2508926222406164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731079726471692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208971912245807,0.0,0.0,0.18214780440345116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720703495366338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381179115574163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567418883055622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115193950348605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148992056965253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366778107707966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734581633999256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489782934702398,0.19239835790781848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432341726667087,0.16410111909862604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309567902624598,0.13709687380549113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270605790366199,0.0,0.13016182874606771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33306476881229663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pretend-Community,2020/01/22,"Food and Anxiety Relation Has anyone else noticed that when they don’t eat/drink enough some days, their anxiety is 10x worse? It’s happened to me twice now and I’m wondering if they are connected. If someone knows why this happens, could you explain it to me?",4.5078,6.409990780000001,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,71.2,9.0,32.5,9.516144504307137,3.1934000000000005,209,10,39,5,4,66,43,50,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.7059,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,2,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543757037859075,0.0,0.0,0.16195334529688024,0.2373209711529217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849288732057232,0.0,0.0,0.14937505221332908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268983788020076,0.0,0.2370039950204857,0.19348790014075445,0.0,0.0,0.239324276291716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800745365152481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40963971993119386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729170973914813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26369969353085515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624997264363897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090000635089708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511808556371522,0.0,0.0,0.23603948330598395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zoeyindie,2020/01/22,Book recommendation for those with anxiety I am looking for a book to read to help with anxiety. If you’ve read any books that changed your perspective on anxiety or helped teach you valuable skills for dealing with anxiety I would love to hear them!,10.957826086956523,8.988653478260874,9.540869565217395,67.62478260869568,57.69565217391304,14.417391304347825,44.73913043478261,13.023866798666859,5.683860869565216,204,10,37,6,2,63,33,46,0.131,0.672,0.198,0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,10,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,2,0,22,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803702965423454,0.0,0.6661306578936781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028772273829745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442938423212447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245353055748735,0.0,0.291826755610726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828052237833617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647420827468948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43549889302994665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464111118651855,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madiixr,2020/01/22,"School makes my anxiety 10x worse I’m currently a senior in high school and these past few weeks have been awful in terms of my mental health. i’ll be fine for awhile and will manage to get things done without my anxiety getting in the way but lately my motivation has just completely plummeted. I’ll stay up late to try and finish missing assignments and then i’ll sleep in the next morning and just end up going to school late anyways. i constantly feel like i’m falling behind even though i feel like i’m doing everything i can. i skipped one of my classes today because i had a project that was due and i just could not bring myself to go to the class. i ended up emailing her about it after school but she hasn’t answered, which is making me even more anxious to go to her class tomorrow. this is just venting but i don’t know where else i could talk about it lol, thanks for reading.",4.229693171996544,5.524698365168541,4.732022471910113,85.5238245462403,70.96629213483146,7.724114088159032,27.73725151253241,8.139509932561175,1.7327808124459807,711,25,141,10,13,226,113,178,0.08,0.816,0.10400000000000001,0.7998,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,5,2,16,2,1,3,0,24,32,11,0,2,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,4,2,19,4,23,24,3,34,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,20,93,26,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210860548487795,0.1344651144696841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255693648807371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247961380743702,0.1286244518843305,0.0,0.19006460574808348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180457317381747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943066439486344,0.0,0.21084280897248084,0.0,0.0,0.15723064937883818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697258677962873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036589822283207,0.1700639080141211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437198762279855,0.0,0.202935073522872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651870878561175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575714286005948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541338896186473,0.0,0.4027983805579852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629984876552313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890110220796794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199498683412313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658513782207198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065486641075928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362345879457833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190578682426445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818412823370653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911161711602047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686551478319252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956683154567064,0.0,0.10958283447746504,0.0,0.0,0.07907535846575785,0.0,0.11694210486420485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282240667734908,0.0,0.0,0.08081060887460377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447702729805732,0.09547520349834523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147364870730926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129731436157573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,benroberts37,2020/01/22,"Are you open to sharing your story about your mental health? Hey everyone. Some co-workers and I recently started a non-profit around mental health called the Overt Foundation. We know that everyone goes through hard stuff and our mission is to help people with their mental wellness and struggles around mental health.

A part we feel is really important is sharing your story and being open about it. I notice a lot of people sharing their stories on here, but would anyone be willing to share their story on our website? Could be anonymous if you want, but we are hoping to create a collection of people's stories to help create awareness and provide support to others that are struggling. Thanks :)

[https://overtfoundation.org/share/](https://overtfoundation.org/share/)",10.38466,12.269330775999999,7.684549999999998,67.79802500000001,57.24,8.81,35.625,8.841846274778883,3.42478,637,25,82,8,8,182,77,125,0.046,0.682,0.273,0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,5,5,3,0,6,10,0,2,5,0,12,3,0,0,0,24,19,8,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,15,8,16,13,3,8,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,4,2,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105795311477496,0.0,0.0,0.23185980599194936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297662923204284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397589895452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887552368977175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584683361706561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665807773267385,0.0,0.0,0.415276576996717,0.0,0.0,0.1745772225179011,0.0,0.0,0.12934508868389044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715695159990633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071458986345656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249539372643179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826463933731218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102347072587548,0.0,0.2708496291550174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834269403096283,0.0,0.1285837438022971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217555019888188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27228368976332484,0.14907909701136865,0.0,0.14778039193910586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989579732568052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681143309858786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708997853707526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480702229616376,0.0,0.0,0.09250973448793696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AggiesMommy,2020/01/22,"Dealing with things out of my control has been getting harder to deal with So with the political climate, our planet in crisis, and just general crap. I am not handling things emotionally well. I have a young daughter (17months). The burden of her future weighs extremely heavy and dealing with it is causing my anxiety to spike so badly, i am nearing a full blown panic attack. I regret having her even with the happiness she brings me because of how bad things look atm. I have been trying everything to calm the feelings and live in the moment but it gets harder and harder.",4.354056603773586,6.9797479905660404,5.019471698113208,77.9552452830189,73.81132075471699,6.881509433962264,28.524528301886786,7.908726449838941,2.2479803773584908,461,19,73,7,10,148,73,106,0.16699999999999998,0.784,0.05,-0.8749,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,6,10,2,1,7,0,9,2,1,3,0,19,14,8,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,7,1,0,2,2,12,3,15,12,1,9,0,1,1,0,8,5,1,0,3,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964094925164522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076631469212372,0.0,0.0,0.3048229463720887,0.11127337402874446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751664576060076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047317109437635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645654986647658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533050296009447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056452286949584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405324198753213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229661739823107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907369766049153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943149267380651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118425844536718,0.0,0.15328581367496505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416882722792294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638100930762266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393121239721035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412344157734346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hidinginthebushes13,2020/01/22,"is it wrong of me to refrain from taking medication because my mother is against it? you may answer a short yes or no or share your opinion. but long story short me and my mother are extremely close, i’m an only child and she had me very young as a single mother so we have a special type of bond. her opinions and beliefs mean a lot to me and especially her feelings; i don’t want to upset or disappoint her ever. i feel as though i physically cannot bring myself to take medication if she doesn’t agree with it. i’m open to advice and opinions!",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857141,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,71.85714285714286,7.742857142857144,27.392857142857146,8.07648339933343,1.728567857142857,432,15,86,6,8,148,76,112,0.09300000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.109,0.1993,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,1,9,2,0,0,1,27,18,14,0,2,5,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,18,2,12,16,2,8,1,1,0,0,13,4,0,9,3,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24469246769160335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526443141530195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265052879747219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532241694721548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160018275511287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288502822828229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727640075963084,0.0,0.5045125619127071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044397468285454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765461775308873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460212387211408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066100115925984,0.14769511519316916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737781104609491,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reallifedogman,2020/01/22,"Please give me advice for dealing with severe anxiety. Hi reddit. I am a 23F and I’ve dealt with severe anxiety for as long as I can remember. Last year I began seeing a therapist weekly and stopped prozac. It really seemed to be helping me but a few months ago I began having strange episodes again (I used to see multiple doctors for these episodes when I was in high school and nobody could figure out what was going on).  These episodes seem to happen in crowded places with a lot going on, such as restaurants. I begin feeling strange and dizzy, next I will get physically sick and throw up or have diarrhea. I then begin to over heat and get extremely stressed out to the point where I want to scream.  During these episodes none of my calming exercises such as deep breathing seem to help me calm down. I can only focus on the overwhelming noise, smells, and bright lights. The only thing that helps is removing myself from the situation. My therapist diagnosed these episodes as panic attacks and told me I should start medicine again. I’m not interested in taking meds anymore and I don’t know how else to manage this. Has anybody experienced something similar and do you have any advice?  Please help me because I am suffering.

TLDR: I get physically sick in situations I find overwhelming. This started a few months ago and my therapist diagnosed these episodes as panic attacks. They are becoming increasingly frequent and I don’t know how to manage them anymore. Please offer advice or share stories if you’ve experienced something similar.

Thanks.
Edit: My therapist believes I have ADHD but she’s still unsure.  I’m not sure I agree with her but I’ll trust her judgement.",4.636197910816577,7.336939107491863,4.9894350219027315,78.14602605863196,73.23452768729642,8.012984387285185,30.130180837919802,8.841846274778883,2.8717890374031234,1354,60,224,29,29,428,174,307,0.187,0.695,0.11800000000000001,-0.9715,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,0,9,17,2,5,9,0,20,8,1,3,1,44,48,28,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,11,18,0,1,9,1,0,5,5,9,0,0,5,9,35,8,36,39,5,44,0,3,3,0,17,17,0,7,22,145,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283201457144588,0.2508381936498906,0.1516957002661743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818685822699904,0.0,0.1309133608059,0.0,0.16971417121326654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946841569373552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215938247477668,0.09449937188368113,0.0,0.09640199689576244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831636605661713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821333954611522,0.0,0.17369252409246702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757898790024438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147823908945375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043264029782712085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820448901391545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411190684639873,0.08208135553778398,0.09725666150165416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566448811651406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940857561418504,0.0904036916505034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940481265879813,0.06974656447045945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572197335314704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274395821505257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504297505808124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659368559779392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090998916697221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015145923538093,0.0,0.2007832308683279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893967894988326,0.2817726897731317,0.08088619849008148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054814870085125145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969280054678539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659593745970423,0.13636780706855287,0.2336843790795411,0.0,0.19332727302486705,0.0,0.0,0.1923563779126682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174360992762296,0.0,0.0,0.12112612042164332,0.0,0.06833199549873642,0.07153583212441579,0.098013953624222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064361746807179,0.0,0.06433392623311217,0.0,0.0,0.07877638242237191,0.0,0.3973883552730261,0.05684531439972645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817606365988703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390033695534501,0.0,0.0,0.05046821459261226,0.0,0.06863475633299215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510079335351215
anxiety,genericuser500,2020/01/22,"Asking for ssri Hi all, so I've been having some awful stomach issues for a couple of months and I *think* given that testing showed no obvious infection or other organ issue that it is most likely caused by my anxiety. I've got an appointment in a week or so and plan to ask for any other simple tests like bloodwork incase it's an allergy as well as a mental health plan and referral to get some therapy plus an SSRI or similar medication. I have Clonazepam but am hesitant to take it as often as I want as I'm very concerned about it being addictive and losing effectiveness. I think I need something I can take daily though to try and get the anxiety out of the equation while I deal with the other issues that may or may not be related. I also think I will be more successful with therapy and learning good strategies when I'm not going to be undermined all the time by my own brain. Most people on one side of my family have needed long term use of antidepressants so I'm also thinking that despite my best efforts to control it myself I'm genetically predisposed to this and should take advantage of anything available.",7.249525993883793,7.033955160550457,8.274816513761468,68.09308103975536,63.90825688073394,11.30336391437309,34.68042813455658,10.864195022040775,3.9620538226299695,907,36,153,22,12,310,133,218,0.09300000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.075,-0.452,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,9,10,8,0,0,10,1,15,6,2,4,3,41,37,26,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,3,0,14,7,29,26,10,12,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,11,9,116,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678061725777407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006763297874671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532377603683165,0.0,0.1919681285085881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325096616902768,0.0,0.23459467774758835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167282887985532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006580773947208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889206118901506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072506527225734,0.0,0.13882996267400616,0.0,0.0,0.12935386883289895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828177407508725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110559843820507,0.0,0.0713073867271169,0.1052381270756064,0.10034967211036604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336854500768638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928736630831309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225964267526238,0.0,0.0,0.1110368370508268,0.0,0.1403686278870608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639763747194813,0.1264440616576453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014880845193773,0.0,0.0,0.18606855445990014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502159312438062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698497087776197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965927926877859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830130555633137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869713341345695,0.0,0.0,0.3215839621490562,0.12327345517178545,0.0,0.07316245752226025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851857676247231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083656342953826,0.0,0.10352573677986944,0.07400534708506971,0.0,0.10064431653712208,0.0,0.11281243106996428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bra,2020/01/22,"So nervous for my driving test I feel comfortable driving, but am just so nervous for the test and if I fail because I’m nervous and I feel like I will make stupid mistakes.",2.974190476190476,4.846555942857143,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,75.28571428571428,5.80952380952381,34.52380952380953,6.42735559955562,2.070523809523809,138,8,27,1,3,44,23,35,0.428,0.46,0.113,-0.9439,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,6,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,17,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788644342373617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6285044564851613,0.4440041808032741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036365545262731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41486024012060135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toastmodernisms,2020/01/22,"After 6 months, I have finally felt at ease about living in my new home 6 months ago I (21F) moved with my best friend into her boyfriends home, who had 2 of his friends already living there (whom I had never met). For months I had crippling anxiety about coming out of my room and having to converse with strangers. For example, if one of the roommates were in the kitchen, i would wait until they left the kitchen to eat or just not eat at all. If I had to go to the bathroom, which is downstairs, and they had their friends over, I would just hold my pee until my stomach and bladder would hurt hoping that they’d leave. My social anxiety had me about to pack up my stuff and tough it out on my own again, but I slowly became friends with my roommates (outside of my best friend!) and their friends and started voicing my anxieties and boundaries and I am FINALLY feeling much more safe and comfortable to walk freely around the house that I live in. I actually hope to be friends with all my housemates for a long time. I’m feeling happy about my progress.",7.025141218005295,6.45266932524272,6.205869373345102,83.92487643424539,64.48543689320388,9.044307149161515,35.232127096204756,8.00094639256281,2.481539805825244,835,34,168,8,11,253,118,206,0.039,0.7040000000000001,0.256,0.9951,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,5,3,9,16,0,0,6,0,16,7,3,0,3,39,27,15,0,7,7,0,3,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,7,18,4,3,3,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,9,4,32,14,37,13,7,33,0,1,0,0,19,14,0,5,15,124,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.10093491334422637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168641038850202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414001196274805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373760647755997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207659275497873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170914390855785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890976874528341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116739384144201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459686287107324,0.0,0.09931113865016072,0.2266098531581304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593802635883289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878290659398909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010550721555247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750187308725465,0.20546303840203706,0.0,0.11934687931626894,0.11072631637672883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951977233366203,0.11237939508473786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27399760012075186,0.09153424799914332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476758014674584,0.10993206668014853,0.07603457289650188,0.0,0.0797732941056532,0.09989546963918597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008834002329288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054361090805938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320984817802564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840513059234058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060312151434968236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042581581249346,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emkaytoez,2020/01/22,"social anxiety disorder yesterday I was walking down the streets and a couple (I assume) passed me, (im a female if youre wondering). they looked like they were in highschool probably. I had my dog and I looked at the girl, then the guy, and then my dog. I looked back up at them as they were a little bit ahead of me and then to my dog and back again. they just stared at me as they walked past like they was mad or something. I don't know why but I just burst out crying when I got home. I felt so embarrassed and self conscious like they were judging me without saying anything. I decided to see a therapist and they diagnosed me with social anxiety disorder. I feel so much better after knowing I'm not the only person with this problem.",2.7840644490644486,4.722430067567569,4.078378378378378,86.09988565488571,76.02702702702703,7.526819126819128,25.57380457380457,8.384062270229773,1.7440482328482334,582,21,116,11,13,191,89,148,0.155,0.773,0.07200000000000001,-0.9115,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,9,2,8,7,1,1,8,0,7,1,0,0,0,26,18,18,0,2,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,10,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,8,8,29,4,17,10,2,23,0,0,5,0,17,9,0,4,14,85,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085095643547933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878573182160775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219887069185896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766367487991012,0.1575901354363763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971781501784282,0.15855900213891344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465097215263954,0.0,0.0,0.3308695886725537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298645682873957,0.0,0.13859628166166532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544791958822274,0.0,0.0,0.14292676563696372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479235883616434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592012072483175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865927343135333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156276029443505,0.14467416337097191,0.0,0.0,0.3636467534007528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611205575147177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097828139032534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779606670138198,0.0,0.12603871013542414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563106960011025,0.1381211077410335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479096291449464,0.0,0.0,0.11502630607257892,0.0,0.15058597235943874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942882917276953,0.0,0.1111257937221445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675986274397413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302512091769077,0.0,0.0,0.1391458840765418,0.15653875706800965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,solanamama,2020/01/22,"How do you guys deal will anxiety at college? I have debilitating anxiety (especially social) and it's exhausting. I go to a public university with 30,000 students and sometimes I can't breathe when walking to class and in crowded common spaces. It's so hard on me.",4.040204081632652,6.859435061224495,6.052408163265302,69.12473469387757,75.93877551020408,8.817959183673471,34.289795918367346,9.3871,4.040294693877551,214,12,34,6,5,74,41,49,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.6972,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,5,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,24,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576752419897723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757782641532235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071508664362697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36090728290187496,0.0,0.0,0.3265158599140383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715566754902086,0.0,0.0,0.3604948022759663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jpark015,2020/01/22,"So comfortable being uncomfortable that feeling comfortable is uncomfortable. So comfortable being uncomfortable that when I start to feel comfortable I feel uncomfortable. 

I hit an all time low with anxiety recently. Most likely due to the winter months. About a month ago I decided to stop accepting that these feelings would consume my life and to take charge, accept I have these feelings and do everything in my power to not let them become the cornerstone of my being. 

I began exercising daily, revamped diet to eating clean (most of the time), removed alcohol completely (for now. Going on a month and a half) and have just added in daily meditation starting yesterday. Soon I plan on

To say I have been feeling better is an understatement. A little backstory - My anxiety is rooted in health. I feel like a hypochondriac thinking I have certain ailments. As soon as I rule something out medically my mind finds something different to focus on. Recently it’s been my heart. Always thinking I’m having some sort of heart event and all my aches/pains are related. Since I have been taking these steps towards an anxiety free life, it’s almost as if I can feel the anxiety trying to pull me back down into the abyss as I start to rise up. I’ve had anxiety for around 8 years now. It comes and goes but it has steadily increased its hold on me year after year. I’ve grown so accustomed to feeling this way, that when I start to feel healthy and happy it feels wrong. Like somethings wrong. I shouldn’t feel this way. 

The newest challenge - Just as I was able to accept that I have anxiety and to challenge it head on by being proactive, I need to welcome the feeling of happiness and health that has eluded me for so many years. 


- Thanks all if you made it this far or even read a little bit! I have discovered recently that really talking your feelings out with someone who has been in your shoes is extremely beneficial. If anyone else would like to post progress on this thread. I would be happy to read it. Nothing makes me happier than seeing people overcome anxiety. Also, any advice would be welcome as well. 

Have a great day everyone! Remember, you have to take charge and make the change to see progress.",5.412667383292386,7.443774157248157,5.809133138820641,76.06748349201476,69.0982800982801,9.215264127764128,30.900568181818183,9.673873057562805,3.2123121007371007,1770,74,298,42,32,567,207,407,0.07400000000000001,0.708,0.217,0.9966,2,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,1,7,18,27,0,0,18,0,38,13,4,4,4,69,73,28,0,9,8,0,14,4,0,5,7,1,1,0,24,17,3,2,22,3,1,8,2,3,1,1,8,17,37,25,55,52,8,65,0,1,2,0,10,21,0,9,37,211,61,4,0.06795734321008312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640712927615948,0.060240084444279994,0.07262573274379883,0.06804946280700974,0.0,0.0,0.054345462812791616,0.056545953500049165,0.0,0.0,0.046213323739451695,0.0,0.3639102708379989,0.0,0.0,0.047517354459422234,0.06963032894600499,0.0,0.06049644325040656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052255002172097886,0.0,0.0,0.0750535464382406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010274757439979,0.07419181798783159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188985829412453,0.05853923382108845,0.0712519814132115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043826864399769766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100095967134051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953732767324627,0.05676964015620507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044885184269291695,0.0,0.0,0.06493615368519833,0.061075678162436815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810578446340046,0.0485487395678026,0.0,0.0,0.06211178054293899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03862172422387907,0.0,0.0,0.0749232107996134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170255665263872,0.0,0.0,0.06974383982753604,0.14447095600736873,0.0,0.1610595578115977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949098768317906,0.09600056249336864,0.1328021009378047,0.13622222186228708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430288128519825,0.09072410858029742,0.06889807968824012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845987380904824,0.0,0.0,0.06861754418127823,0.0,0.16272870899824726,0.0,0.0,0.05038950890590746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520690362975652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723114045244779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711306515437783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508434965053947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595146686456147,0.0,0.04353521420760376,0.0,0.20129903395495585,0.0,0.0769824223646917,0.0,0.0,0.0540424069286906,0.0,0.0,0.10830640814310118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621501655518857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758003637198932,0.15695064869555728,0.0,0.0,0.19240222919449104,0.0,0.0,0.056815381852026774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532863940948072,0.054621538293855576,0.0,0.06256599127083824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708864306353879,0.0,0.0,0.07925294664855402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613857520248133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788275177241499,0.0,0.0,0.061101812894689016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930997873000542,0.14860137335552967,0.0,0.17504920383310504
anxiety,captainjolieharkness,2020/01/22,"Sometimes I wish I was born mute. I know it’s horrible, especially towards people who are actually born mute. However, I can’t help but think about it in every social setting I’m in. When people ask “why are you so quiet?”, or “why are you sitting all alone?” I would have an excuse they accept instead of trying to explain my mutism. I could also enjoy things without the constant worry of having to talk to someone or saying the wrong thing. If I could give my voice to someone who actually needs it I would because I feel guilty with it.",3.4227619047619022,5.406541752380953,4.9180952380952405,80.58190476190478,74.33333333333334,6.571428571428571,26.904761904761905,7.3871296695380915,1.6066190476190472,424,16,76,5,9,142,73,105,0.113,0.742,0.146,0.4057,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,18,20,7,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,8,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,14,2,12,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,3,4,57,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.33396922685614044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722465630227505,0.0,0.13684146992612573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997043883463855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043107760870424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849156958553551,0.0,0.27324453721277386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417268028650587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652143313755628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641501392882309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469550360815042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404092426390193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688040750141474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372606931569979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607837747086407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443129768327978,0.2899722040342325,0.0,0.16923818172856708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753662592782348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736384445559066,0.10964427676086776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617658814966525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088112993984418,0.0,0.19677505086337616,0.1649497979295534,0.0,0.0,0.1737766886792425,0.0,0.2431119119142183,0.18708857474506008,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bobakonush55,2020/01/22,"Why tf did I have to be chosen I guess my mom just got an email that I was chosen student of the month from one of my teachers, and now I have to go to a luncheon with my mom and a bunch of admins I don’t care about. Why can’t they just leave me be and choose someone else?? I really didn’t do anything that special, so I appreciate the thought but it feels more like a punishment then anything else. Thanks for the award school, but leave me tf alone!!!",2.6971428571428566,3.6012438333333385,3.648154761904763,93.33375000000002,74.20833333333334,6.735714285714287,24.130952380952376,6.868970318607317,0.5465702380952377,352,10,83,3,7,113,61,96,0.094,0.713,0.193,0.9022,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,1,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,17,7,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,1,13,5,10,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,56,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316444522470014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30695785051076513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015576604293696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31160443080055195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943032701023074,0.13324025233807854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599591929950168,0.0,0.14916625380546847,0.0,0.20545789268874232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949668236094229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111763558386528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368682238133932,0.14886767705057422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638160416696126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948081409018492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875449469314526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580263183789767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171009049712024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480652963199591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365861419738188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The12thDimension,2020/01/22,"I'm having a bad few days Diagnosed with influenza a on Thursday. To the walk in on Saturday because I couldn't breathe well. Cbc, chest xrays, all normal. They gave me a nebulizer treatment. I have bad health anxiety, especially with breathing or vomiting. Well, after I knew my chest was good I felt better. But then suddenly I'm nauseous and anxious. I can't eat, I have to force tiny bits into me. Now I'm back to the walk in. I've lost 7lb in a few days. I'm weak and light headed. My stomach is constantly in knots. They did more tests and everything is fine.

I need to break the cycle of stomach feels bad - anxiety - more physical symptoms solely from anxiety - can't eat due to those - so hungry I'm dizzy - anxiety and so on. I got a new script for Ativan, my last one was way expired, so hopefully that will help.

I've worried myself down to my body's last reserves. Luckily my parents have been around to take care of me, and my husband, but it's weighing on everyone. And I need to go back to work. Has anyone been in this cycle before?",1.849285714285713,4.05988973809524,3.7623809523809553,85.89928571428571,80.19047619047619,7.238095238095237,25.714285714285715,8.269060116576782,1.8478571428571429,815,33,164,17,21,275,125,210,0.11,0.8140000000000001,0.076,-0.3906,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,3,9,12,0,0,8,0,16,17,8,0,1,22,33,13,0,5,3,2,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,10,3,0,3,0,0,3,3,5,2,1,10,3,21,7,28,21,6,32,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,2,15,101,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39891394897478666,0.14727478053447235,0.0,0.09115389095789482,0.0,0.0,0.11605204570252675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004845103094944,0.32654674164459024,0.0794689904491464,0.0,0.1109305894439193,0.0,0.0,0.11529680810292592,0.14232427212684962,0.14480557320251242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291529817696104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408777138765044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681486380701015,0.0,0.0,0.13231722542792135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667908622582674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456886835525313,0.11716320848948912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591620925068578,0.0,0.12517036585039396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408915076523738,0.1093435592162958,0.1042644013120133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379158926141535,0.13857136955850882,0.0,0.0,0.08738057775728107,0.0,0.0,0.1294813655098239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125289373755166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423082537487349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332725285257005,0.0,0.12590684843098005,0.0,0.0,0.12772953300283066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833836044783061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475435192607547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549863330462075,0.0980178814779415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347727375792888,0.0,0.0,0.23442668697763594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490691012496487,0.13239147987367422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DerGrobman,2020/01/22,Explaining my anxiety induced motor tics to my professors. So today was the first day of the semester and one of my professors noticed my motor tics (it was the first day of the semester so of course I was decently nervous) after I explained it to him I had an urge to explain it to every one of my professors. The explanations went rather well and was feeling okay about it. (Kinda proud even) until my last professor. When I told her the tone of her voice was different from the others and she extended her okaaaayyyy and I about had panic attack just cuz of that little thing. I feel better now.,2.5796153846153858,5.324587096491231,4.080877192982459,81.42370445344129,81.54385964912281,7.718218623481783,25.43589743589744,8.617729084823388,2.380250472334684,475,19,84,12,13,157,66,114,0.068,0.838,0.094,0.2815,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,10,7,1,2,8,1,7,0,0,2,0,14,14,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,9,3,17,4,16,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,10,72,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863538589327226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507814155127676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496056005731072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843300971676171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031204763136515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559801367789785,0.0,0.18572953485454727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292136762184075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750109446233656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968737097269366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209379915090175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509714921391956,0.0,0.0,0.2987506160982193,0.0,0.0,0.25863790685642896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464500104650927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895058788446252,0.21063910389058935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820131596678575,0.2043493484149827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iceprincess3867,2020/01/22,"Fearful I had my first anxiety episode in December and I feel like I can’t wrap my hands around it. I’ve gone to the doctor and I’m on Zoloft and have Xanax for emergencies (I’ve never taken it, I’m trying not to). I’m seeing a therapist and have been trying breathing exercises and mindfulness but I have this feeling that I’ll never be myself again or I’ll never be normal again. For example, today at work I had this feeling in my mind - oh no the anxiety is back, when will it end - and I kept dwelling on it. Then I got upset and on my way home just cried and talked to my mom. That didn’t really help me. I have a bf who I really love but I feel like if I talk with him about this anymore than I already did, it could push him away and I’m fearful of that. I’m fearful of that and of having anxiety. I just want it to go away!!!",-0.2667857142857173,1.8168127500000042,2.4373015873015897,92.85500000000003,88.16666666666666,5.8730158730158735,19.12698412698413,7.2636822038024595,0.42103174603174587,645,19,148,11,21,224,96,180,0.14400000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.7115,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,5,4,0,16,7,2,0,3,32,33,16,0,4,7,1,5,2,1,1,4,0,1,0,14,12,0,1,4,1,0,3,7,5,0,1,9,6,22,3,21,20,0,24,0,0,1,1,9,9,0,2,13,104,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161638157816814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945184496542429,0.0,0.1272698072536569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424174283652948,0.0,0.0,0.2411422818804759,0.09867857016580853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024618118585995,0.0,0.14096550977904826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135215320973925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136631207038652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332239511766008,0.2595519132951142,0.18335929594357686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915823057025137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293342963031307,0.0,0.10263797462238436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601752285041649,0.0,0.12872639459202045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539202842627908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582368220088199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591553293136487,0.15029964393810286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29693019293271217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573707230756453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644241703682264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226314277202747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629509425119336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900211048637602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164272417696585,0.0,0.0,0.1742565664995628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569291235634737,0.10186312551852836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342645150519556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Full-Marionberry,2020/01/22,"Writing after 2 weeks Hi guys, it’s been 2 weeks since I started, I guess, having anxiety attacks or what you call them. Firs of all sorry for my englando I am not mother tongue English. I am 25 at the moment graduated in time in economics  and now ending my bachelor degree in finance ( in my country it’s 2 years long ). Did all my exams without any kind of problem and about to end my thesis, I need like 40 or 30 pages more, nothing my brain cant do, but... but.... this is not what I want to do in my future sitting behind a desk reading numbers and doing regressions or telling people where to put their money. I am a big big big animal lover and keeper and traveler, I know a lot of useless things and had a gf with the same problem as mine but I couldn’t understand at that time, oh I wish I could help her more now that I understand the feeling... It all started months ago since I couldn’t fall asleep at night, no big deal took some easy pills and problem solved. The situation in my house was still getting bad... we are not poor by any means my brother left years ago and now is just me trying to escape trough all the arguments between my dad and my mother on every single thing of their life ( they are not divorcing that’s simply near 65yo after 45 of marriage that’s not going to happen ). After that symptom I’ve had a bad kidney stone that caused me an insane amount of pain you have no idea but ok let’s move on. Now with all of that i am trapped, I have this thesis I need to finish in like 1 month but I can’t I swear I can’t finish in one or 2 go, I sit there and can’t type anymore a single letter for someone like me that used to pass exams reading books while cooking or not even going to classes. This for 2 months now, last 2 weeks were very very hard for me extremely high heart beat I mean not fast but super strong ones, feet dead cold and shaking, I seem I can’t stand still anymore and chill. Of course problem sleeping got even worse and tonight I had I think a panick attack ( 1am atm here ). I do not have a single clue of what am I supposed to do with my life at this point, maybe you see openings like get your double degree done find a work and boom ez pz, in my mind this is the most impossible things I can’t even imagine it but if I imagine a different work I would “ happy “ to go there. I have to mention that I had a problem 3 months ago ? Suffered from a severe bad form of thanatophobia, I couldn’t stay alone one second or my mind would eventually navigate there and start alla the process you maybe already know, why are we here, tomorrow ? Etc etc now writing this helped me out course 5 minute ago I had like 86bpm and my average is 55. What do you think is this anxiety depression ? What would you do ? I look like a fkn clown if I think some years ago I gave to ppl the most stupid answer that today wouldn’t help me at all. Boys and girls any advice? For some reason watching dragon all and some cooking help me",4.682060476317903,4.767194425742575,5.3431121220230136,85.92678753010435,69.26402640264027,8.06950316653287,27.599500490589598,7.63319966405982,1.3983988582642044,2306,68,492,23,37,747,289,606,0.158,0.746,0.096,-0.9907,1,2,0,0,0,0,56.0,2,7,4,5,19,28,3,1,22,1,50,14,6,3,7,106,82,35,1,19,25,4,2,6,2,4,5,1,0,3,29,25,2,0,17,6,4,11,21,16,0,4,13,7,74,12,58,60,26,87,1,3,3,1,38,27,0,17,51,323,103,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412080932173844,0.2908304432280142,0.0,0.0,0.06796009739422072,0.07241070978461983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386675882185595,0.0,0.10039464712801392,0.0,0.13015015600158167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929910222165646,0.0,0.0,0.1643639937007239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732509997985184,0.06700295836763963,0.0,0.0,0.06740740299551673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052390355125717616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764891712501804,0.056516386827416686,0.0,0.0,0.0685564794980663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714963913871272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623552522359623,0.0,0.1463620526597987,0.13001951928686628,0.0,0.055285701201447365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033178256036151765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997334443212034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856502896584653,0.0,0.14916809334356682,0.0,0.0524804299505446,0.0,0.07228524059536823,0.06497179107967024,0.058025472249864374,0.06985120985685395,0.05878052685432125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775723260776844,0.1759285137524972,0.0693286511510369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571395948942856,0.0,0.07407434119598383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833068620778912,0.07212349009854185,0.05348714359861943,0.0,0.0,0.07129377002262728,0.06709849408310535,0.09269537517302126,0.19234481940216105,0.0,0.0,0.058069556444260664,0.05510230077960924,0.0,0.0,0.05578578054017888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184350048280633,0.14295371725916248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325102444430845,0.0,0.209501532633289,0.06974117874630767,0.0,0.09730931385198986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061577720588887185,0.0,0.06296190604350724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339265595229113,0.0,0.06982180726438555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549101730875498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202988988250194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139361517015329,0.0,0.06596386317210552,0.0,0.0,0.1312708165350968,0.0,0.0,0.06746587403719037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052288772459852084,0.059735845225158124,0.0,0.07412926853329246,0.0,0.10855919829221318,0.07375698921975457,0.06566503948218401,0.0,0.055597622923787005,0.0,0.0,0.07345358832131697,0.13933353375305169,0.06993968547208539,0.10480468201897243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820186414592062,0.0,0.0,0.057352719363183535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307803553031467,0.12613542409152595,0.0,0.0,0.07652436019489586,0.0,0.06219786086630761,0.0,0.07290362486885382,0.04455007790853402,0.0,0.0,0.13662057805833072,0.0,0.056672582581340475,0.0,0.10828286855146034,0.03870299077203008,0.0,0.1579035653889673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920972403455735,0.0,0.07545706054928945,0.06325307418472094,0.0,0.09554086315099708,0.0,0.06686999244479626,0.13983869024865522,0.0,0.0,0.12676684803932156
anxiety,Soggy_Meat,2020/01/22,I’m freaking the fuck out I hate where I am rn and I can’t leave I feel so trapped and I just want to kill myself to get it over it. I’m crying and shaking I don’t have anyone to talk to and my only chance to get away from here was lost.,-2.74592105263158,-1.0759883333333329,0.2308552631578973,106.09786184210527,99.0,2.85,12.38815789473684,3.1291,-1.9268578947368424,183,3,51,0,8,63,39,57,0.40399999999999997,0.546,0.05,-0.9732,0,1,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,3,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,14,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,1,8,0,9,12,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213587757356045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850429240393768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332573680797913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340204075518502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804772298117103,0.3170153173915641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299532745987224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33565376666367136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212439860598014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311837374983077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074017323682985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385170622829705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894604711258155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trippyhippie_,2020/01/23,"does anyone get anxious around the noise of yelling? i always have a fear of loud yelling even if it’s not directly at me, i don’t have a fear of loud noises at all but if it’s yelling it’s different. it sends me into panic and overthinking. i’ve been though traumatic things growing up so maybe that’s it,or does anyone else feel this way too with their anxiety.",2.1391428571428577,4.173140400000001,3.2205714285714286,91.056,78.33333333333334,6.9523809523809526,24.04761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.2325619047619043,290,10,62,5,7,93,53,75,0.226,0.747,0.027000000000000003,-0.9349,1,0,0,0,3,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,6,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,9,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879957203117391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438463296816308,0.24275622154447324,0.0,0.30050187910938314,0.22017266038187375,0.0,0.1912911091431412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245066254480488,0.0,0.0,0.3760904961605507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950687425023948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419279584326535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836054263547015,0.10865112029473288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226731148952963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158784960762748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25211848133200265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427584791351217,0.0,0.21112110474343335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056383925364704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lucipol,2020/01/23,"It’s been a years and there hasn’t been a single day in which I haven’t felt a constant a sinister feeling of inner unrest and agitation. Sometimes, I just find myself in anxiety for no reason. I use to wonder what I should be anxious about, and even tho there’s nothing logical, I’m just there with my stupid inconsistent heart beat and panic attacks.
I think my brain is broken but my warranty is way more than expired. 
guess i’ll have to deal with this for a long time",5.128350877192987,5.602357010526319,5.987105263157897,80.33890350877195,68.36842105263158,8.85964912280702,29.517543859649123,8.841846274778883,2.222122807017544,376,13,74,6,6,124,68,95,0.193,0.7929999999999999,0.013999999999999999,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,2,1,5,0,9,2,2,2,0,19,16,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,9,0,11,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671410810956949,0.2468268266870632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485592017682505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24390247185297514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361055907934388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409053016272531,0.22524932288095115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443078466752599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047301308168607,0.0,0.20978068401113556,0.0,0.199692113316109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068680165719644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589067902096413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335310637558706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209643070522251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25634607550084665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463984776525905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216088097319152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999691384766946,0.0,0.0,0.12740085909981008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870162886377947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342390206393665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23693858982555235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069772731587288
anxiety,problembarnet2,2020/01/23,"I’m exhausted I’ve been on Sertraline 5-6 months now. It’s actually helped my depression and anxiety, slowly but surely. But god-fucking damnit I’m exhausted. All I want to do is sleep, all day every day. I’ve tried telling my doctor and my therapist about this but they just keep telling me to up the dosage. I’m on 150 mg a day now. Like I said, it’s helped me, but I’m so tired all the time, there’s got to be an alternative",0.26934782608695684,2.3296028913043507,2.748000000000001,91.747,85.30434782608697,7.1582608695652175,21.156521739130433,8.238735603445708,1.0886747826086949,334,11,79,8,10,115,59,92,0.192,0.7190000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.8709,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,4,5,1,0,4,13,12,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,8,2,7,8,3,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.20616069253221567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161442485817204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087384585406211,0.0,0.1819591704033436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162350377689014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799687649003093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530779887867514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689650742424924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28320818270328946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777887649882544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321166931835728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686268674278091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009580096957954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114140124556712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911140887916887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693036240115094,0.0,0.0,0.2452908171000473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231882457315466,0.2428139497296157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143432651531586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460747206844673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BEY0NCE_PAD_THAI,2020/01/23,"How do you compromise with friends? Hi all,

I feel very anxious in crowded and loud places - even at a concert for an artist I love I prefer to keep back where it’s not so jam packed. (Also a side note - I gave up drinking to better manage my anxiety)

If you have friends/family/significant others who really enjoy bars and loud parties etc, how do you compromise on what to do together? If a friend was getting married for example and wanted you to attend their stag/bachelorette at a club would you just suck it up and go?

I’m trying to figure out where to have a firm boundary and where to be flexible and I’m curious to hear if anyone’s also faced this dilemma.

My friends are going to a “trad music” festival in a popular bar this weekend and that’s why this questions is swirling around my head. They’re so good about enjoying brunches, plays, exhibits etc with me, I can’t decide if I should join to be a good sport despite knowing its going to be brutal for my senses.

Let me know more about your situations like this 💕",4.176666666666666,5.532347783251238,5.26632512315271,81.40999671592776,71.16748768472907,8.368998357963875,29.29688013136289,8.841846274778883,2.3653102791461413,812,32,155,15,15,268,131,203,0.051,0.715,0.23399999999999999,0.9899,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,1,1,15,15,2,0,9,0,15,7,2,2,1,31,30,17,0,8,6,0,1,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,11,11,4,1,7,9,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,5,19,13,27,22,4,20,0,0,0,1,17,14,1,5,3,109,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583820264016797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358486449577473,0.18250486194102086,0.0,0.11295911101876335,0.0,0.0,0.1438132347035147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124221532507336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287733425031016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582569295749343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603406150174592,0.1067018686257522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168424101746333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744380445931633,0.0,0.08440290450035913,0.0,0.2754367757194956,0.2709999784958282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657963124332003,0.0,0.18207793794815189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435925476803299,0.0,0.0,0.1775666732395631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519522776064888,0.0,0.07892488667571383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580465930404707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878476037218365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809723232721982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103492695476173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158831728780855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968145213124772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332951907294656,0.0952860338070333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577322458860748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114760073237838,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Khaleesi2112,2020/01/23,"DAE experience this? All of a sudden, out of nowhere, my chest will feel like you just got the wind knocked out of you

It feels like heavy pressure in the middle of your chest (located right between ribs), and goes away after a minute or two

I’ve had chest pains for a while now, but nothing like these that have been happening lately",5.824846153846156,6.259681292307692,5.089038461538461,87.51971153846155,66.84615384615384,8.346153846153845,28.55769230769231,8.07648339933343,1.564461538461538,264,8,55,3,4,79,53,65,0.053,0.845,0.102,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,0,4,5,4,0,1,9,8,4,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,4,3,11,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,8,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587490732663043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26640339377033384,0.0,0.0,0.2754092780533404,0.3891233216437235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781731548607355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408317273160213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072143988412113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991586220741089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26132014095934103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897918068706042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257915565999926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26603921969594263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Joe_A__,2020/01/23,"Haircut advice? I'm looking to get a completely new haircut but like, it kinda terrifies me. Truth be told, I've wanted this for some years, but the anxiety surrounding it is too much. The actual visit to the barbers isn't a problem at all, I mean, there's some mild anxiety, but nothing I can't work with. It's the way people will react to me. I hate those few seconds after a fresh haircut where someone's noticing something different about you before they go ""you've had a haircut!"". I hate the attention it draws and I'll have to go through that experience with every single person in my life; friends, family, classmates, etc. 

I know realistically it'll be like, 2 minutes of someone thinking ""oh hey he has different hair"" and then not caring anymore. People generally don't give that much of shit. But like, I'd be so worried still.

This is all without even considering how good it looks. If it looked bad.. I genuinely don't think I'd leave my room for a week or two.

I just.. I don't know. I haven't had a new haircut in legit 10 years nearly. I've had the same long hair since I was about 12. I've been worrying about this for so long and made no progress. I think about this nearly every day. I legit managed to tackle the anxiety around getting a tattoo before I've managed to get over the anxiety of having a hair cut lol. How do I get up the courage to just do it? I know the only way to get over it is just to do it, no one else can do it for me, and it'll grow back eventually, but how do I hype myself up enough?",2.3184688202579578,4.058000099041536,4.1994817181398645,85.60206484439709,76.76357827476039,7.065152053011477,25.65010057981304,7.921354282810032,1.4806616731747728,1193,44,247,19,27,405,160,313,0.14300000000000002,0.738,0.11900000000000001,-0.841,2,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,2,19,14,4,0,18,1,29,5,4,5,3,42,54,17,0,3,12,0,3,3,1,3,1,0,1,1,19,7,0,0,8,0,0,4,10,6,0,3,7,6,23,8,35,41,11,31,0,0,3,0,9,13,1,5,15,165,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.09784444257373998,0.0,0.0,0.09797806391359708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30681063626428007,0.0,0.0994362082916226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925735004572129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709780558848843,0.08371731449977161,0.0,0.0,0.17063672411521344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222712769943124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512623064674972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466280605860777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951173888803426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375876946051668,0.0,0.0,0.10360082914559804,0.11182228282609448,0.0662242668979378,0.0,0.16895563306581735,0.0,0.0,0.09807867595567576,0.09452117558363816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746470085684118,0.0,0.2619223330660548,0.09618358570490204,0.11396613001366558,0.08409775356507547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798239732814465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653095148976287,0.0,0.0,0.10616644647273613,0.0,0.0,0.0708203272016257,0.14695364272675465,0.0,0.0,0.1774632220932095,0.2525927294748203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948734252039326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092182755837116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741302399535228,0.0,0.0,0.19367365005118356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620723318539356,0.11415267735704558,0.0,0.0,0.06794234356857567,0.07625625790391458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902263082823188,0.08754776858273633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594032471381653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292086142650728,0.08294046956981663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990888012463362,0.07718910533046497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007197617995301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927378143559767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580776469968008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794460217182424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913905553627705,0.15917181277895032,0.08042675373520818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665214476793914,0.0,0.07299431257330574,0.2036485025424816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913509639801238
anxiety,throwanxietyaway1,2020/01/23,"Suddenly got visibly anxious speaking to customer I suddenly got lightheaded and had trouble when speaking to a guest at work. My voice was shaking and I even had a hard time getting the words out in the first place. It really caught me off guard but I think it also had to do with my boss being able to hear me. I had just made a mistake and now I can't stop thinking about how I messed up and got so incredibly nervous over messing up. 

I've been at this place for 5 months and have most procedures down, it's just when facing a new situation (and my bosses are there) I get thrown off and stressed. 

What should I do to improve from this situation? I'm really trying not to be shaken but this level really threw me off. Unfortunately affordable and accessible therapy is still an on going search, but advice and tips in the meantime would be appreciated, thank you!",4.376181318681319,6.059092130952383,5.6047619047619035,77.89664835164834,71.14285714285714,8.978754578754577,28.994505494505496,9.466822959209583,2.682702747252748,690,27,130,16,13,230,111,168,0.127,0.7859999999999999,0.087,-0.5973,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,12,8,0,3,8,0,17,1,1,4,0,30,31,17,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,7,11,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,7,0,1,12,5,15,1,23,14,1,31,0,0,0,0,5,16,0,1,11,96,22,3,0.16193131159063334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823740356379512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949641137485804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829362901820827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695410409504118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377386909163439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692048536753841,0.0,0.09202929608549697,0.0,0.38853378775759295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450586486341553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250835697189555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532233223623724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925202799681598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639426979210466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383675105788402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31121203407951026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640351577677299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931855461148234,0.1353818272939236,0.1854917703182785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908459555481446,0.1851825672576304,0.0,0.0,0.20751809193498494,0.0,0.0,0.09442345000561088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994073111958164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788792343059405,0.0,0.0,0.11503135771768447,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GHBN98,2020/01/23,"Feeling really down about my life Hi, I’m 21 and I’m just feeling really down about myself and life at the moment. I’m in the third and final year of a university degree I hate and have no intention of going into when I finish, I feel like my two best friends are finding other people and I feel like I’m losing them. Been stressed for a few years now with family health issues (thank god that they’re ok) but it was horrible seeing them go through it. I feel down and really lonely at the moment, kinda like I’ve got no hope and can’t get up to enjoy anything (not that anything is going well).",2.120177383592015,3.973098756097564,4.120502586844052,85.43667405764968,77.69918699186991,6.749150036954916,20.124907612712487,7.686295010490155,0.7567138211382121,469,11,94,7,11,160,81,123,0.139,0.685,0.17600000000000002,0.4424,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,6,14,1,1,5,1,6,3,0,1,0,21,24,9,0,1,3,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,4,1,2,3,6,10,10,16,21,2,19,0,2,1,0,4,8,0,2,11,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170502250880245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687224306157186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990142705312226,0.0,0.4020037178347473,0.2271949922713735,0.0,0.17418878724850967,0.1453331809027332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285151060577575,0.0,0.08307668892446833,0.0,0.27110886136281875,0.0,0.12717562930792284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699045059287456,0.0,0.16902126618391278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793380995958134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596618035833385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462835542071724,0.2330542401676223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789264490065596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023821183535272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055995709718323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126711186428675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821465728204746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639597268407828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533064995277407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296999295922305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047957519907888
anxiety,duehrbtvtjsjxy,2020/01/23,"Had an anxiety attack at work- ended up in boss's office crying and hyperventilating. I'm only 16- she was incredibly understanding. Telling me to not apologise and that if I ever needed to, I can take a minute in the break room (not that I would abuse that). She talked about her daughter who strugg -struggles w the same thing to make me feel better",2.5113805970149268,5.3266570597014935,3.879235074626866,82.16721082089555,82.88059701492537,6.335074626865673,20.315298507462693,7.645422480735847,0.9800761194029852,281,8,52,5,8,92,54,67,0.231,0.7290000000000001,0.04,-0.9167,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,2,1,13,10,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,8,1,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,36,13,2,0.0,0.3129695332713716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020707841151569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005039363816917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361545996783956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901517150557369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395474157122856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389349633942898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356003341990638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631934654835998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958607347531845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089475405355284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761425015208325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860473887621333,0.21231035697451575,0.23087503775131415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548670637302374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27498505273205426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230125992019914,0.0,0.0,0.18764156985482305,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_TopCheese_,2020/01/23,"Someone said my pie ""looked like shit"" So I really like baking and today I made a pie. I sent it to this boy I liked (not out of the blue obviously, we were talking beforehand) and he said it looked like shit. Which really was a huge blow to my self confidence (not that I had any in the beginning tbf) and left me feeling really down. It probably wouldn't have gotten to me so much but what you have to understand about this guy is that he's like perfect. He's gorgeous,great hair, sapphire blue eyes,he's smart and he (his dad) has money. He seems so perfect but he was really mean. I haven't even met him before. We know each other through a group chat. I know he was probably joking but it did make me cry. I know I sound pathetic but I don't know what else to do.


tl;dr: my crush said the pie I made looked like shit and it made me cry",-0.0351136363636364,2.216144806818185,2.0118181818181817,94.88772727272728,89.56818181818181,5.927272727272728,17.090909090909093,7.348242739294969,0.19265681818181868,650,16,149,12,22,216,95,176,0.128,0.6920000000000001,0.18,0.726,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,0,2,5,13,3,0,6,0,14,5,4,4,3,31,36,12,0,1,6,1,2,6,0,1,0,4,1,3,13,9,1,0,8,2,1,1,5,3,0,0,15,11,23,10,11,20,2,8,0,0,5,0,24,5,3,1,8,84,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858265477319021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833041093015933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538676575432223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653296220684753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632424276061442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842904085401119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740189045824366,0.0,0.1144194990603444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540282011754801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555291021775247,0.0,0.0,0.3387315866952297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29111607733935874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280281991474081,0.07713512821936147,0.0,0.0,0.12587534101953907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494761781838545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249179766190202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29611483717042875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297632231555479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519866195819744,0.12055104896619752,0.0,0.3558524924747599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791098657084944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288025918945876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953442970690587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202988084752074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bodensmate,2020/01/23,"Anxious about my digital image I do a bunch of stuff through the internet, try to learn things, make software, socialize. But I'm very anxious about being totally open about it. And I don't think I want to be open about it, I'd rather some people know certain things about me and others don't. But it's a logistical nightmare trying to organize things in such a way that there's no crosslinking.",4.377186147186148,6.100352974025973,4.89292207792208,82.84033549783553,71.20779220779221,8.25021645021645,29.71645021645022,8.841846274778883,2.420213852813853,317,13,60,6,6,101,53,77,0.111,0.8590000000000001,0.03,-0.5596,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,2,15,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,11,8,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5550859375912581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350166267515603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399005729341093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032020209041754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25043485692466666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281239247138503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896469206988191,0.1574187036839808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335945741123294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270771182628008,0.14490555717968268,0.19500548333821024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mpb4051,2020/01/23,"Feeling lonely in college Feeling lonely

On mobile, so apologies for formatting. 

I’m a junior here and I feel like I don’t have many solid friends here. I have a boyfriend of almost two years and my roommate that I’ve known for 10 years, but beyond that...I really struggle to name people that I consider good friends. If I’m not hanging out with my boyfriend, chances are I’m alone. I do have social anxiety so I struggle to make the first move in conversations (though I am trying to get better!!) and I just find that connections I do make don’t turn into anything that lasts or anything beyond a classroom friendship. I’m afraid that I’ve missed my time and that all my lasting friendships would have come from freshman year. Does anyone have any advice?",4.845460815047018,6.528365834482759,4.85021943573668,83.7671786833856,69.9655172413793,6.9278996865203775,30.42319749216301,7.348242739294969,1.9077586206896548,606,25,109,6,11,188,89,145,0.11699999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.171,0.7909,0,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,3,4,0,12,0,0,2,1,24,25,10,0,2,5,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,6,0,2,0,3,13,5,15,24,1,17,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,3,8,67,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573280161466617,0.0,0.0,0.1612189398934976,0.16674816511621626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948599378894644,0.0,0.12316509126655505,0.0,0.0,0.11257542964325193,0.0,0.2649797082540056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239203145675808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386878430705451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089279346771236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442203672998917,0.11501892892944902,0.0,0.0,0.14715171877886893,0.1369471092197872,0.0,0.0,0.2487774757000501,0.0,0.08411621826315531,0.0,0.0,0.13503974463561555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624741103780648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865680729009622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493842867766855,0.16322943502930334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111825960946614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161761027949904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314116810137733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411993361644914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33662576756277396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581823657388762,0.0,0.09388080019347078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093089037812982,0.17512252403026704,0.15727428504359994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437027464296085,0.0,0.0,0.3110375075760361
anxiety,btflchs,2020/01/23,My husband is using speaker phone and I'm about to have an anxiety attack My husband is on the phone with our internet company and has them on speaker phone. He says that way I can hear what they are saying. No. No. No. I've told him many times this affects my anxiety. Anyone else have this issue?,0.6890000000000036,3.185644233333335,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,90.0,5.666666666666668,22.5,7.1686216300943375,1.1075000000000004,234,9,46,4,8,78,44,60,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,5,11,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,5,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,1,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029375659322871,0.0,0.0,0.18414661629269186,0.26984224211605656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996086871462469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200025077542164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968245400686046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748781941938105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670045163075757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188670217627306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356665078039267,0.0,0.0,0.2516506466369651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274574704297146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090419797276334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-The_Englishman-,2020/01/23,"Anxiety is always there to show you how a crappy situation can get worse I've had an amazing few months with barely any symptoms but I went through some crappy stuff recently and now all my symptoms have come back and nothing seems to help :/ even my tried and tested mechanisms don't work.

I'm sure it'll pass but I've already got enough on my mind, I'd like just an hour of nothing.",4.908076923076923,5.445065961538464,5.319641025641027,84.7086923076923,68.87179487179488,8.291282051282051,29.70256410256411,8.238735603445708,1.9135764102564097,307,11,63,4,5,98,63,78,0.22,0.715,0.065,-0.9077,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,2,14,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,6,8,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,36,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567045633206736,0.0,0.16261989385454306,0.0,0.0,0.1329043960885501,0.0,0.1495093710847356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027959350951764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835234709241226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193947638860044,0.0,0.12908481420350396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210817660446704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630945076499053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099782806880642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246685092028992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548103012423044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973364504554544,0.0,0.15599657591978874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750556526328698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929712355382395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791921992495138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196802595916905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237295064875452,0.0,0.0,0.18419780006298686,0.4062693821618253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326894275824855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811727853040034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228103560525904,0.0,0.1991678002934636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adriannePaws,2020/01/23,"Where did I go wrong?? Please read and give me your opinion ❤ What is happening?? Am I going crazy?? I've spent past 4 days NOT sleeping and thinking of where did I go wrong. Please if you have any idea of what I can do or what I did do just help me please. Thank you. 


So 2 months ago my 2 friends I've known for 2 years started to ignore me and I tried talking to them etc. But they just gave me short answers to get rid of me so I gave them the cold shoulder. 


Past 2 weeks I've been ignoring them too, for example: I don't look at them, don't talk to them, do what I have to and leave without ""goodbye"" and without ""hey"" when they arrive. [ we see each other 3 times a week at gym ]


It's hard to ignore people I love but I know that I shouldn't force anything so I didn't and I won't. 
Today we had a session at gym again... No hello, no goodbye, no looks...NOTHING. It feels weird because 2 months ago they would give me a big hug and we'd talk for hours, laugh at our jokes and also they are the only 2 people who stayed with me while I was going through the worst time in my life couple months ago. 


This happened today too: There is this girl who I used to call a friend but not anymore. We used to walk home together since we live in same street and I would tell her everything because I just felt safe and she made me laugh like no one else. She ignored me since I ended up in hospital after a car crash 8 months ago but I accepted that since we weren't really ""close"". Today she didn't go the same street she usually goes but instead she went the other (longer) way just to avoid me. I know that she wanted to avoid me because 1 year ago while we were still walking home together she said "" Let's go this way because I don't want to run into that guy"" And as soon as I saw her go there I immediately remember that day and I knew she wants to avoid me because nobody else was going there where I was since they all arrived in cars and drove home except me and her. 


At work my 3 coworkers I was good friends with...suddenly started to be rude to me with NO REASON at all. For example: I asked what papers I have to sign and one of them said: ""I don't care, figure it out""... That shocked me because usually they would help me with everything. 


This mostly started when:
1.) I drastically lost weight again [I was diagnosed with anorexia 1 year ago but recovered 6 months ago] because I've been through a lot of stress [family problems]

2.) I started to cover up my depression and became ""stronger""

3.) I got a promotion at work 

4.) I stopped opening up to people after I noticed they all ignore me 


Where did I go wrong??....because I tried to make them all happy and NEVER gossiped about any of them or had a fight with anyone because number 1. I don't have anyone else but them , number 2. I can't stand to fight with people I'd give my life for and I don't have the energy to hurt anyone because I have enough problems myself but I try to cover it up. Also I have no family here or any other friends since I moved out 2 years ago and it's been rough... Diagnosed with anorexia, depression, OCD, PTSD and social anxiety...then I had a car crash and almost died... Spent 3 months in hospital with NO contact with anyone but those 2 ""friends"" because nobody didn't care [yes, my family is abusive and that's why I left]... Then I got fired from my previous job... And now I'm trying to figure out my life again. 

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anxiety,projectdurc,2020/01/23,"bEaUtIfUl ThInGs panic attacks are not exactly fun things for me. which is why i like being alone sometimes. when I'm away from people.
and, when I am away: the beautiful things just happen.
it's like time slows down and you can see a butterfly flutter its wings in slow-mo.
     life is interesting when you are in your happy place. I prefer to be surrounded by books with Jon Bellion filling the atmosphere.
  Sometimes, to me, solitude is my Great Manifesto.",3.4784523809523837,6.298489940476191,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238095,78.16666666666667,7.542857142857144,27.190476190476193,8.515128840125781,2.3919619047619047,361,15,63,8,9,114,64,84,0.109,0.659,0.233,0.9246,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,4,8,1,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,7,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,6,11,10,0,13,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,7,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546602279067326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366747914979747,0.3909196307251765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293641152379409,0.0,0.0,0.1839685080747406,0.2214617540594178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469443437063016,0.2032750335860972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440893498968288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422828907029564,0.0,0.21735683938609016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657804251394276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115124687750507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146362953669993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130941662833225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187723152812084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soraie_,2020/01/23,"Social media is starting to get super... not fun Over the past few months in one way or another social media has been driving me slowly up the wall. I've never experienced this before with social media and only recently has it been flaring my anxiety up to the point i'm starting to consider if I need to either delete my accounts all together or go and see my doc again, it's horrible.

I end up making myself sick from seeing tweets about cheating, world events, thinking far too much into friends tweets etc. I took the first step this week and muted some accounts, unfollowed some people and followed some happier accounts but honestly I feel a serious issue is starting to arise from obsessing over it. I'm not one to post either, i'm more interested in keeping up to date with the news and watch cute videos etc... but i keep finding myself being triggered with this horrendous anxiety in me. It doesn't help that twitter shows liked tweets either, thing is i don't mind 90% of them.

Facebook is also causing some serious issues, going back and reading stuff that has no baring on my own life anymore but i end up making myself super sad about it.

Does anyone have any similar experiences? Or even any tips on how to go about this? Thank you!",5.369015453639083,6.857958648305086,6.074117647058826,76.2401744765703,68.4491525423729,8.603788634097707,29.984047856430717,9.007467420416297,2.682570089730808,995,38,168,18,17,325,144,236,0.132,0.758,0.11,0.1818,2,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,1,1,3,9,14,1,1,6,0,13,2,0,5,2,41,35,15,0,2,12,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,13,10,0,2,3,3,3,7,6,5,0,3,3,5,18,9,30,31,14,41,0,1,3,0,7,17,0,8,16,120,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962885227662772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376022742947932,0.1262560426240511,0.18422030671853773,0.0,0.11941025913216548,0.08419057691017412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925846741545387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245651857673513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368998557363453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536797951491317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328770727165788,0.0,0.2685687235750961,0.07952693497652875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778003518456386,0.0,0.0,0.06088082062355836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004877473331763,0.10241716303399097,0.0,0.0,0.09302526878119502,0.0,0.06290709229819645,0.0,0.20528827503122507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807055099329544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513448708980945,0.0,0.21404452142334165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850462197650324,0.058824221276800974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074369307658193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157559478010167,0.0,0.09610680873875728,0.0,0.08851216119945386,0.08927941955673198,0.09286442204261887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318025377187978,0.09157408225030672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149410176077401,0.08347426283466372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382245634372087,0.0,0.11531553065694458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043844356787685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888626091056816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189576289275886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682158337058565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556716623689645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783590288719572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085353888013652,0.0,0.0,0.0799923032283605,0.07715121333306565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377534080186926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557256726206184,0.09658231814827932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toppercake,2020/01/23,"A Plea for help regarding my Daughter 13yo, Anxiety and a recent event at school UK First a little background, my daughter was diagnosed with anxiety and we have been making steady headway helping her to cope over the last few months. On top of the anxiety she is also scared of the dark and self harms when stressed. The school have, to say the least, been not very helpful with many minor issues over the last year or so.

Moving on to tuesday of this  week, she had really struggled to get her self together to go to school but she loves learning and is willing to push through and see how things go. Around mid morning I received a text from her saying she wasn't doing well and heading for the ""safe zone"" that she has been designated for when she needs to get herself together at school. A few minutes later another text from her saying ""I don't like this I'm in a box"". We have found a good way to help her is to keep things light so assuming she meant a small room I replied ""well could be worse, it could be a cardboard box!"" the reply was instant, ""it is a cardboard box"".

She had gone to the teacher, a member of the safeguarding staff at the school and asked if she could go home as she was really bad, the reply was ""No you can't go home do you want to go in the box""

She had no idea what the box was  but it was now in her words the only option open to her so they put her in the box. She was crouched in the box head bent and it was then covered with a blanket, pitch black! Very distressed.

To cut a long story short it took around 30 mins from the initial text for my SO to rescue her and we have withdrawn her from the school. Local Child Protection were contacted (by us) who were appalled.

The school have stated that this is a ""recognized calming technique"" and are backing the teacher, Child Protection disagree, everyone I have spoken to about this are shocked. I have searched online for the last 2 days trying to find any reference to this kind of  ""therapy"" and drawn a blank. 

So my question is, has anyone out there heard of this, am I wrong to think this is cruel?

Thank you for reading so far.",4.179753381066032,5.333550909307874,4.416904534606207,88.27172116149565,70.93317422434367,7.495974542561655,27.331821797931585,7.793537801064563,1.4482457597454257,1657,56,342,20,30,517,208,419,0.13699999999999998,0.779,0.085,-0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,4,3,1,2,19,19,2,4,37,0,46,4,2,2,0,46,68,27,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,4,3,4,18,21,0,4,9,1,0,11,6,10,2,1,22,7,41,9,57,40,3,57,0,0,2,1,51,25,0,5,20,237,59,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428947485296245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054669335040053856,0.08429804969607714,0.18449904156699265,0.0,0.0,0.0562119744038556,0.0,0.0,0.1431318960494799,0.07515569300906323,0.0,0.0,0.06181650636884176,0.06712398446954193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255947572033666,0.0,0.0,0.05184620667265708,0.0,0.0,0.08159621504669648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681802681069515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347685614608679,0.06838141699782656,0.0,0.08814570801843633,0.0,0.0,0.08400303197494474,0.0,0.2284432075610821,0.06742901797501985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501082536318165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554032411212107,0.0,0.1612795154563936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075281299901032,0.0,0.08390838956085529,0.0,0.07145612728352972,0.0,0.08371592493954921,0.0,0.1965906950699915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03927548357657923,0.08057393067935044,0.0,0.0711444140013113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255694297559202,0.0,0.053662302198276716,0.08150489723112518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416814887280352,0.08544400194324472,0.0,0.059609669289576124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114175904748725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081619144356249,0.0900574686878804,0.0,0.08041378210652884,0.0,0.10300238195263993,0.0,0.07937742797991637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179289942956404,0.08048644341169651,0.5695271619127935,0.06406203703441161,0.0,0.1677328337757159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208879517740633,0.08404320147780647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401417734380694,0.091935288974563,0.0,0.10681778095844516,0.05151196473842668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931849987255518,0.054580909181865735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670170993025272,0.0,0.0,0.13266368302415488,0.04741730034079472,0.06381144899835653,0.06448563479269888,0.0,0.1445641737230333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192634347609774,0.0,0.08789606124402481,0.0,0.05176982955608681
anxiety,ZoeyMoon,2020/01/23,"An average day at the grocery store... So to clarify, I haven't had to go into a store and shop in months because I use curbside pickup, or the wonderful Boyfriend. 

Let me tell you what, as someone with anxiety either things got worse because I wasn't forced to use those social skills or I simply forgot how hard it was. 

Walking into the store there were ladys standing in my way, so I walked through a rock bed and nearly twisted my ankle, worrying the whole time that everyone was looking and I should have just walked in front of the cars. Then there was someone walking too close behind me, so I sped up, but they sped up and we were going to get to the carts at the same time. I wanted to make sure we didn't go for the same cart. Whep! We didn't. But then she pulled out in front of me and stopped to fiddle with her purse. We were so close to the door that it would block everyone to go around her, but it was awkward to just stand behind her. Que my brain screaming at me to make a damn decision. 

Finally in the store, I know what I need, but I don't normally shop at HEB so I don't know where ANYTHING is at. Fuuuuuuck. So I walk the aisles looking at the signs, everyone is staring at me, they know I don't belong in this store. The cart is still empty I could walk away now. Nope, need this shit for tomorrow. 

Finally find the candy isle, THANK GOD. Why are there so many people in this damn isle!? Find what I need, grab two bags, start thinking I may have the wrong stuff. Have to text Kaitlyn to ask what candy she likes, look for the gummy bears just in case. FUCK! Who puts gummy bears on the top shelf!? This older gentleman pulls his cart right up beside mine blocking the entire aisle, including the guy coming towards us. So I backup and pretend to look at juice so he can get through, but turns out the other guy was blocking what he needed. This situation that has nothing to do with me is getting to stressful, I physically started feeling anxious at this point. Finally the guy grabs what he needs and leaves, Kaitlyn texts back, thank god she didn't want gummy bears cause I woulda had to climb the shelf and who knows how long I would have had to wait for that isle to be empty! 

Almost done, just need breakfast drinks, que everyone being in the way and me buying yogurt because people were staring at me for pretending to look at it while they were in my way. 5 minutes of waiting near the milk, SCORE, everyone leaves I grab what I need and headed to checkout. 

Count stuff in my basket...SHIT 11 items, can't use express checkout so imma have to wait behind the people with full ass carts, this is getting bad. Look up and realize they're 15 item express lanes!!! Smile like an idiot, get in line. The girl puts the divider behind her stuff for me. Do I thank her? Shoot that's weird...ok I'll smile if she looks at me. She looks, I smile, she didn't smile back. Now this is awkward as hell. Ohmygod could this checker be any slower...Finally my turn she asks me if I want to buy tide pods cause they're $2 off, I die because I awkwardly refuse. I'm literally crawling inside myself at this point. Near panic attack. I checkout and couldn't get out of the store fast enough. Go to put my cart up and the cart guy makes eye contact and says ""I'll take that"" super nice guy, but I'm past the point of social abilities so I half awkward smile and give him the cart while looking at the floor. 

So ya know, when people laugh at anxiety or any type of invisible mental health problem, I get pissed. And when people who don't actually have anxiety and say things like ""Oh yeah I get anxious too"" realize it's not just being uncomfortable, it's SO much more. 

Today I went to the grocery store for candy and juice....and nearly lost my shit...",3.489593480963123,4.956446061415222,4.160932047327473,88.23163885180244,73.03204272363149,6.927867041112287,24.79630311679941,7.438213257848477,1.032196887804429,2936,89,606,33,58,934,319,749,0.158,0.748,0.094,-0.9948,1,0,1,1,0,0,106.0,5,2,3,5,34,30,9,6,38,1,54,12,7,10,1,109,122,52,1,20,18,0,5,3,0,4,1,3,2,6,39,35,3,9,13,6,11,22,14,20,0,2,23,20,78,10,96,87,10,112,1,1,12,2,48,56,8,8,32,385,117,1,0.0,0.0,0.05122935548515772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256801483670307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139932007629643,0.0,0.12047984590410933,0.11861300185971507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320043676048147,0.04673332889304673,0.0981549414635919,0.059722748651964176,0.04932252121392098,0.0807336785968524,0.043832679219765885,0.1280063766209849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058603849378505074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078574573182919,0.0,0.04522139022263109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382893036597289,0.0,0.0,0.033856127043165256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054483444931212266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537225068426395,0.0,0.051426929897491466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054243282145095086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508149623489979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02654398608527173,0.0,0.0,0.17252320836130147,0.09596234463672876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485324944095045,0.2194195105158731,0.050359764686686535,0.14917585593422147,0.0,0.04198652879278664,0.0,0.0,0.2599006886430039,0.0,0.0,0.04702686859749168,0.0,0.053876916225191626,0.05580169956966748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425448669686758,0.0,0.0,0.11117317415036247,0.0,0.05368158866891472,0.0,0.07694193155031856,0.0,0.0,0.04645806267076892,0.3967572114730856,0.0,0.057306516109866215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512617049060224,0.05322356894342263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052904480142463794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190248698576658,0.0,0.03859122710882917,0.2724802577067436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051435769520834805,0.05037214602539687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159374557908669,0.0,0.0,0.050114186056589016,0.18197353850255335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887948288644076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050232398190847,0.0,0.15832151011161674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483202537837225,0.0,0.08349520869240168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616617947273874,0.0,0.0590086619805283,0.0,0.10702786051127222,0.0889608258888075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431508509916475,0.0,0.041924054388990106,0.043889719520939965,0.06013496741358626,0.0,0.1802890097808316,0.0,0.0,0.04947766240660825,0.0,0.03947109992571704,0.0,0.045884563162995384,0.14499614640865313,0.0,0.0,0.06975315253884087,0.03363786348803373,0.0,0.0,0.06122267397009444,0.0,0.04976087807538746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420300180047595,0.05128179700887168,0.0,0.06314725004590514,0.13602127626747876,0.0,0.0,0.09289201162879956,0.12500867446698966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486651084077613,0.04737024420974843,0.05861086128258877,0.0,0.0,0.05693059740067856,0.0,0.05331310218721018,0.05349877784543052,0.07458451591705892,0.057397067346895064,0.0,0.0
anxiety,habidk,2020/01/23,"Death Anxiety - Suggestions Hi, I'm suffering from an anxiety for death. I'm not scared of dying soon or anything, but more the thoughts of possible nothingness after death. The idea that I'll never exist and I won't have any memories and there aren't any meaning to what I do in this life because at some point, im just gone, gone forever, and I'll never ever have a conciousness again. I've suffered from this all my life, but the last couple of years it has gotten worse and worse, I get panic attacks where I run around, hyperventilate, yell in frustration, hit things including myself to get it out. I yet haven't found any way to help reducing/stopping it. I've tried stuff like acupuncture, weed and psychologist. But I'm still struggling hard, I've never met anyone with this type of anxiety, so my question is: Are there anyone in here with similar problems? And have you found a way to reduce/stop it? If you have, please give me recommendations cuz im quite desperate. Thank you in advance.",5.569923479661701,6.720696560209426,6.017486910994768,78.08879983890458,67.69109947643979,9.64655658477648,30.399113975030204,9.851270322608157,2.9084648409182434,797,30,148,18,13,257,119,191,0.252,0.6779999999999999,0.07,-0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,2,12,10,2,3,6,0,11,2,0,1,5,31,27,13,4,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,0,4,8,8,0,0,7,2,12,2,21,18,3,26,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,4,12,92,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521736720187676,0.0,0.28368006038366433,0.0,0.0,0.17285961116909748,0.0,0.10171910842721338,0.1100376039064718,0.0,0.1406222992462322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535047952799656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677024584026906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828591232012174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181079465176158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710602674231383,0.0,0.0,0.1291604822478734,0.11857635590434548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110728768146076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285204578832348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953873826601196,0.2670363758807661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100757271825848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461641218672472,0.06038877740487345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346456884712818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28600305060607395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145027720893984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356848073790377,0.11684980830384045,0.13934979896374286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827646064004227,0.0,0.0,0.13846959820710736,0.13147265475220565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375348366677492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871375740356167,0.20668416680798016,0.0,0.12922224564187598,0.1415019438793204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380192612282218,0.0,0.0,0.0821198698241961,0.0,0.0,0.09813119231592482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839219297889134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622904868532814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519348595734937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959970008402523
anxiety,alexn310,2020/01/23,Horrible presentation anxiety I got a presentation tomorrow and im really goddamn anxious about it. Do you guys know any methods to calm down?,3.112800000000004,5.799442680000006,6.184000000000001,59.63200000000002,102.2,11.6,37.0,9.3871,6.662600000000001,117,8,16,6,5,42,23,25,0.36,0.563,0.076,-0.8211,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818056990860572,0.0,0.3170142905610061,0.4681531963337241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314329348235959,0.0,0.0,0.4103204074084987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476222992514811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774298929721545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654747696530989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sciencegeek425,2020/01/23,"I feel like my anxiety is my identity I feel like my anxiety ""malfunctioning"", triggering at random times, nearly being sent into a panic attack over essentially nothing. And I feel like my anxiety is my identity, the sole thing that makes me myself. I've got hardly any talents, I've got nothing to calm myself down with, and if I get rid of my anxiety, I feel like I'll be a nobody. Hardly anything defines me other than my face and my anxiety. I just need some support, and I hope to God that I'm not breaking any posting rules or anything",6.421069182389934,6.2657294716981164,7.886792452830187,69.98446540880504,65.60377358490567,10.840251572327047,35.59119496855346,10.504223727775694,3.9154704402515734,428,19,75,10,6,149,63,106,0.14800000000000002,0.674,0.179,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,1,3,0,4,1,1,2,0,20,17,6,0,3,4,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,6,19,8,10,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,5,49,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747936401884796,0.0,0.5272572358544991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687023911535376,0.0,0.0,0.15681918150989405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27879535124279164,0.3939074743640718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201859597697273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049531303713213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246965024513802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369117064947575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26937743717112994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201295644577713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022107080650946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645329924994939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173201980587945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201790623043635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642546503095045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157843983890432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037883250975883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,enchiladasverdestogo,2020/01/23,"talking out loud because of intrusive thoughts of embarrassing memories I'll remember something really embarrassing that I did or said- the memory just pops into my head, triggered by things that don't seem to be connected to it. And usually afterwards I'll realize that I'm saying something out loud. Not anything related to the memory, usually something like ""oh shit"" or ""I wish that didn't happen"" or something totally nonsensical like usually I say ""and we went to the store"" which means nothing at all. I'm not usually aware I'm saying the thing out loud though I catch myself. 

It's very embarrassing when other people are around- they'll ask what I'm talking about. Then I worry that I look like a crazy person, talking to themselves. Then this experience becomes part of the things I'm embarrassed about and think about later, etc. Sometimes, if I'm more aware that other people are around and the intrusive thought comes into my mind, I'll pause physically- stop whatever I'm doing- and put my face in my hands. Again, it seems to happen without me realizing it. This is easier to explain because if people are around I can just say I have a headache.

I never knew other people did this. Just read about it and it appears it is common among people with some kinds of anxiety disorders. But it's not like I developed this anxeity disorder over the years. I've done this my whole life. I just wonder- how can someone be born that way? 

Also what I read said that the reason people do it (even though we might not be consciously thinking of this) is because it might distract our minds from the embarrassing thought. This sounds right to me because what it FEELS like is that I'm trying to ""out shout"" the thought or to ""cover"" it with something else. Do any of you do this? 

Does anyone have coping strategies- either to stop the thoughts or to stop the verbal/physical response?

I don't mean this is happening to me all day long or anything, but it does happen at least a handful of times a week, more often when I'm alone thankfully.",6.580807359307362,7.309798114285713,6.787808441558442,74.9693317099567,65.25974025974024,10.15692640692641,33.70400432900433,10.125756701596842,3.4611926406926408,1634,68,288,36,24,526,183,385,0.07400000000000001,0.882,0.044000000000000004,-0.7461,0,1,5,0,0,0,48.0,3,1,1,0,20,14,1,6,16,0,28,6,5,3,4,77,65,24,0,3,20,0,3,5,0,3,1,11,0,1,41,20,0,3,20,2,1,5,9,7,0,0,13,15,27,7,43,46,11,43,0,0,1,0,17,15,1,16,27,201,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271418242978432,0.0,0.056145210354911636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047743760900319863,0.0,0.0537088303736085,0.0,0.0,0.049090976938100654,0.0,0.11555019410704745,0.18749967464911768,0.06563488351730684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119226997058007,0.07753907933718614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047786561727025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527826967630644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160928609054871,0.0,0.1228787648741191,0.07184702932520765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058649668682047726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783003365649042,0.04637163770781588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867677123988661,0.0,0.0,0.03549920989842478,0.05015651821550991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833835950975724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205353226202711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311069543711474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958989671269626,0.1715001010850772,0.0,0.0,0.06213175794041319,0.05895693068165145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295391081476747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895891594654934,0.1417798746278599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054148639529198114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736634727901161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602828432140049,0.0,0.29203979320252554,0.061302806312723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057830351016689,0.0,0.0,0.14045374370007155,0.0,0.04497696096456323,0.072185386140166,0.0,0.0,0.07953183345195343,0.05995713959334119,0.13356752857229487,0.2233284729250947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278292207882824,0.0,0.0,0.07206737231235301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948690262304419,0.2702472518790708,0.06943738121464786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609077558867586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929128571312194,0.0,0.06463797636732896,0.0,0.0,0.1399289727114739,0.08997273978822949,0.13795775673447494,0.27868604275505826,0.0409387751113448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766653693138652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30929621111303696,0.05792884766039798,0.0,0.05572774136448482,0.05631652052823158,0.0,0.0,0.06508340128520793,0.0,0.07838458249315264,0.08073558862884897,0.06767788381515193,0.07613744297020927,0.0,0.07129950259919937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521156810056723
anxiety,Jowiko96,2020/01/23,"Twitter BS I saw a new therapist today and it went pretty well. But, now I come home and accidentally click on a Twitter link without realizing and now having a panic attack with all the virus and doomsday clock shit. I think I'm going to deactivate my account, I can't do this BS anymore.",4.700263157894735,5.848610210526314,6.735921052631582,72.15019736842106,69.7017543859649,8.50701754385965,31.793859649122812,8.841846274778883,2.7888280701754384,230,10,41,4,4,81,45,57,0.259,0.6559999999999999,0.085,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,12,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,3,1,0,2,2,5,1,4,7,1,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,5,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650401929520808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040354623925259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302122155578034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188433674098895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680735454615413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581117203743179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31356029888636633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718893334121836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27432828986474955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102978543439385,0.0,0.17124301225785346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533217562184483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028985012129386,0.24774343229511586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576194681860693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raverae,2020/01/23,"Anybody else get anxiety from having to poop or just me? Lol Side note, I’m at work right now and my chest kinda hurts, trying not to freak out bc I know it’s just gas or something but I WANNA GO HOME",-1.0642424242424229,1.0113113636363664,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,94.45454545454544,3.8424242424242414,14.151515151515152,5.46131890053228,-1.074548484848485,156,3,37,1,6,52,39,44,0.076,0.84,0.084,0.0899,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,11,5,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967387565338784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240366553278473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026592255570304,0.0,0.2204497739648322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890904998566552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152498205950299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317705057955103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312603704920502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986206659927509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26335537003699433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28239231613066146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LDink69,2020/01/23,"So annoyed For some reason I always feel guilty for taking time for myself. Even though I work 40 hours a week, cook for myself, clean, etc. I always get anxious when I try to just chill. Sometimes all I wanna do is play some sims, watch YouTube, or just lay in bed and do nothing. But I get this underlying thought of “you need to get up and be productive, you’re not doing enough.” And it’s getting frustrating. This may be pointless but any advice or suggestions to make me feel better would be appreciated.",4.794489795918366,6.085210693877553,5.161836734693877,82.99030612244898,69.61224489795919,7.6408163265306115,27.26530612244898,7.957251820313856,1.6042693877551018,400,13,77,5,7,127,72,98,0.073,0.809,0.11800000000000001,0.7617,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,2,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,1,22,19,10,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,10,2,12,13,5,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,5,4,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997005778377081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340091785669102,0.0,0.0,0.13897344389321126,0.0,0.0,0.2308713492137154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807419406782056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116099480274,0.22791810333377754,0.13497944170502693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206663545646192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270836893288144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125580413346708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641349283412482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515321345035263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960912401395589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210118589769348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211964496204435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536550960168333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007850261859387,0.16224092277733276,0.11916536231554295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387486589011748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392719505761927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877826543511116,0.0,0.0,0.14517318970300438,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timfluencer,2020/01/23,"Are you a survivor of anxiety? (ignore if this doesn't fit the sub) Hey yall,

I'd love to get your thoughts on a mental health awareness campaign I've been working on for the past year. If you're interested in participating, even better.

**WHAT PROBLEM ARE WE TRYING TO SOLVE?**

***The news is killing people.***

When we lost Robin Williams the suicide rate increased by 10%. Marilyn Monroe: 12%. When Kate Spade and Anthony Bourdain committed suicide, the hotline got 25% more calls. It's called *suicide contagion,* and it’s the proven link between mass media coverage of suicide and an increase in suicide rates.

Think about it. If a celebrity with more resources and success couldn’t beat it, how can anyone? It makes you feel hopeless. And hopelessness can be deadly.

With suicide rates increasing across the world, we have to do something now more than ever. Something unprecedented. We have to tell the other side of the story. Where people survive and thrive. We have to #ReportSurvival.

***#ReportSurvival***

\#ReportSurvival is a campaign guiding news organizations to report suicide more responsibly. Whether it’s Buzzfeed, the local news, or CNN, we’ll create a media landscape where a story of someone who survived suicide follows every report of someone who didn't.

**WHY SURVIVOR STORIES?**

***Why survivor stories?***

For every person that dies by suicide, another 280 people survive. Many of whom go on to live happy, fulfilling lives. These stories of survival and perseverance hold extraordinary power. That's why they're an effective way to end suicide contagion. But don't take it from us, take it from them:

“Portraying suicide survivors rather than focusing on completed cases in the media is more effective in reducing suicide contagion.”

* *Madelyn Gould, professor of clinical epidemiology at Columbia University and expert in youth suicide*

“Our best answers as to why suicides happen and what we can do to prevent them are not found by focusing on the one person who died by suicide, but by focusing on the living—the other 280 who survived.”

* *John Draper, Ph.D., executive director of the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline*

“It turns out that, although suicide can be contagious, resilience can also be contagious. And when we look at media reports that talk about people who thought about suicide but instead got help and got better, that actually rates across the population, the number of deaths that happen in a specific area, go down. And we really really want to encourage people to report in that kind of way.”

* *Mark Sinyor, M.D., Clinical Researcher and Professor at the University of Toronto*

“Hearing stories from people who have survived suicide attempts is an important step in suicide prevention.”

* *Professor Patrick McGorry, former Australian of the Year for his services to youth mental health*

“Their stories are not only enlightening professionals who create policies or study the subject, but they are also transmitting all important hope to those at risk.""

* *Center for Suicide Prevention*

""People see stories all the time about those surviving breast cancer, heart disease, and stroke, and we know what that recovery looks like—it helps people who are experiencing it or someone whose mom just got diagnosed. So many people go through their suicidal crisis feeling completely isolated and alone because they think they're the only ones. But they're not. There are millions of healing and recovery stories—they just haven't been shared.""

* *Shelby Rowe, a youth suicide prevention program manager for the Oklahoma Department of Mental Health and Substance Abuse Services*

***Don’t survivor stories already exist?***

When was the last time you saw an uplifting news story about someone who overcame suicide? Unfortunately, it’s human nature to take an interest in conflict, drama, and tragedy. As a result, the few survivor stories that are independently produced are unpromoted and low quality.

Of the content that does exist, ours will be different in several crucial ways:

1. ***Relevance*** \- Instead of one or two, we’ll feature 20 unique stories. This ensures every sufferer, no matter their experience, has something they can relate to.
2. ***Quality*** \- We’ve worked with award-winning production companies, many of whom are interested in pro-bono work. That means we’ll have the best equipment, crews, and directors to deliver quality films that distinguish our stories and engage our viewers.
3. ***Compelling Content*** \- We’ve learned storytelling at some of the world’s most renown advertising agencies and news organizations. Given our experience, we’re confident we can create films that are enthralling, concise, and effective.
4. ***Understanding*** *–* We understand these issues because we’ve been victims of them. Whether it’s suicide, suicide contagion, or depression, the videos we’re creating are films we wish existed when we felt lost and hopeless.
5. ***Casting*** \- Finding the right people is essential. Without a good story, we don’t have a film worth making. That’s why we won’t proceed until we’re completely satisfied.
6. ***Link to Treatment*** \- This is about more than hope. It’s about action and lasting change. That’s why we’re putting emphasis on how suicide survivors got through it, giving concrete examples of how others can too. Each film will link to treatment options and affordable resources to help people take the next step and get the help they so desperately need.

**HOW WILL THIS WORK?**

For this to work, we need news organizations to see these survivor stories and make a commitment to #ReportSurvival. Here’s why it will happen:

1. ***It’s nothing new:*** Media guidelines for how to report suicide already exist. The most effective being the suicide prevention hotline. Problem is, suicide contagion is only getting worse. This makes #ReportSurvival a simple, yet essential evolution of these guidelines.
2. ***We made it simple:*** We'll make the survivor films ourselves. All they’ll have to do is link to the film. That's one line of text alongside the suicide prevention hotline number. It’s that easy.
3. ***Broadcast quality:*** Our films will be as compelling and well produced as any broadcast segment.
4. ***Variety:*** With 20 different films, news outlets won’t have to worry about covering the same story.
5. ***Pre-launch partnership:*** We’ll partner with a news organization beforehand. When we launch they'll pledge to #ReportSurvival, which ensures others will follow.
6. ***PR:*** A well-executed PR plan is essential. In the absence of one, our survivor stories will get lost in a clutter of internet content. Our experience pitching blogs and acquiring earned media will ensure people and news organizations won’t miss our efforts.
7. ***Legitimacy:*** Along the way, we'll get endorsements from mental health organizations like NAMI and influencers like Michael Phelps.
8. ***They already care:*** Unlike the rest of the world, reporters are well aware of suicide contagion. #ReportSurvival is a chance for them to help end a life or death issue they’re painfully aware of.

With that, let’s go over how this works executionally.

1. ***Pre-Launch: The Stories***

***Casting***

First things first. We’ll partner with a casting agency to help us find the most moving survivor stories. At the same time, we’ll tap into our own networks to cast an even wider net.

***Production***

To ensure viewers have a story they can relate to, we'll produce 20 films. Each will represent a different gender, sexuality, race, age, trauma, or treatment. That means 300 million people who’re suffering from depression will finally have access to stories they can relate to.

***Partnerships***

The more help we can get the better. Whether it’s non-profits with funding, individuals with feedback, or production partners with time and equipment, we’ll take whatever we can get.

2) ***Pre-Launch: #ReportSurvival***

***Influencers***

Although it’s not essential, influencers have helped spark some of the most successful social movements in the digital age. Movements like #MeToo, Obama’s “Change” campaign, and the Ice Bucket Challenge dominated the internet because of influencer support.

Given this issue's importance, our connections, and how unaware people are, we believe we can recruit some of the world’s most influential people. Celebrities with their own survivor stories in all areas of life. Oprah, Michael Phelps, Ted Turner, Prince Harry, and J.K. Rowling are just a few examples of influencers who are just as passionate as we are.

***Bring on the News***

As proven with the existing suicide guidelines when one news organization commits to change, the rest join. Doesn’t matter if it’s Fox News or MSNBC, they all want to help end suicide contagion. So as we previously mentioned, we’ll partner with an organization beforehand.

3) ***Launch***

***Wait for it***

Every high profile suicide has lead to record-breaking global awareness, but very little action or change. By launching our campaign in reaction to the next widely publicized high profile suicide, we’ll turn awareness into action.

**WHO ARE WE?**

***I’m Tim***

I spent the last 6 years working at Ogilvy & Mather. While there, I executed campaigns for American Express, British Airways, Coke Zero, ThinkPad, and Qualcomm.

I know what it's like to feel hopeless. I know suicide contagion exists because I was almost a victim of it. And I know how discouraging it is to see countless stories of people who gave up, but none of the people who beat it.

That’s why this isn’t something I *want* to do. This is something I *will do*.

***The Agency***

My digital media company GUSH specializes in social media campaigns and PR-worthy executions. Part of our business is applying our digital, social, and PR skills to end the mental health crisis.

**DO YOU HAVE A STORY?**

We'd love to hear and potentially feature it to help launch the project!",3.29938304810986,5.8156787867958855,3.839558511020545,75.84172146139817,105.77165354330708,6.347668764351004,30.52695507259768,7.258901417230944,3.2586950165453583,7851,427,1095,185,354,2464,610,1651,0.17600000000000002,0.695,0.129,-0.9991,6,1,5,0,1,41,493.0,54,6,18,45,48,54,3,1,91,0,115,20,2,35,9,240,198,98,43,16,34,1,5,4,4,28,14,2,0,7,89,86,1,12,31,13,3,21,19,23,2,12,24,16,88,31,181,137,38,127,0,14,8,4,132,62,0,26,44,709,177,37,0.0,0.024225500036664075,0.019952621217010632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0204739973445657,0.021176181235628564,0.06768893980116675,0.03270176766784628,0.0,0.022153537334727025,0.0,0.01390417247243316,0.0214397087728478,0.015641349293082318,0.0,0.0,0.014296515341819612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049855453419094566,0.0,0.0,0.02303595747164261,0.042914221749594986,0.05424922299809572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04175587864407833,0.0,0.020846346541884768,0.0,0.08651781848679008,0.0,0.06431261106585248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03522070438769094,0.020752545211603437,0.04244002404540459,0.06408603682421281,0.0,0.0,0.01789267862220158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724373461054712,0.0,0.0,0.02700915203830696,0.01849483208146566,0.06890749561993513,0.0,0.0,0.060001159575354485,0.0,0.0,0.031014762625842768,0.0,0.019631636531543397,0.02239790184733541,0.0373750615345456,0.03478319299660597,0.0,0.022418292194246268,0.0,0.0,0.0747763669296369,0.019613936186692032,0.046480371575882314,0.017149370755736713,0.08176379512155828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542417373029202,0.021765446727897896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866720498773152,0.046088890215331836,0.024228941882344292,0.13704711421052446,0.043205237717062896,0.0,0.040615541674375984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402181695552737,0.0,0.0,0.0226207809802598,0.02129165570051196,0.04494696612376148,0.04999934476477555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020907707990754316,0.028883626416571457,0.049945101507716784,0.02049254537533256,0.03610888210659652,0.0,0.03433945366618474,0.0,0.06695859425000678,0.0,0.03690713444624826,0.019346765813784743,0.06824025795137363,0.062187960450911774,0.0,0.04454398891494614,0.0,0.0,0.10302521308034676,0.0,0.0,0.02394643763969612,0.0,0.021731161333558787,0.0,0.030321317141308774,0.0,0.019747145967308408,0.04348970441492744,0.0,0.0,0.019618758425018226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831295765090466,0.04665095500656976,0.02175628496017269,0.0,0.0,0.022141330260826948,0.019518289123813246,0.24097291041388275,0.035705808505360315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912865990337902,0.0,0.020554160089439475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026196822820172563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017461012583405048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887911721676845,0.0,0.0,0.023098478158730118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252722702320047,0.0692962714561602,0.07870273161288628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8275017908363492,0.023202197812578887,0.0,0.0,0.07686529513969582,0.016433946483252696,0.017870951133954666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013583600829246024,0.0262023030494967,0.0,0.032464127090584965,0.047689564393280016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013881682929028805,0.04447936569162295,0.019973045949057296,0.04257059999042288,0.04918871803596432,0.0,0.0,0.016870323447729974,0.036179239511466565,0.06491722585899208,0.0,0.0,0.055150987385538135,0.0,0.14759670985097373,0.0,0.023512214534222187,0.019709485624725076,0.0,0.10419595451949472,0.0207641912292528,0.020836507502659037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03950020455648055
anxiety,GVTMightyDuck,2020/01/23,"I’m about to live alone for the first time. Scared as hell. Advice is welcome! I (29M) just got my first apartment by myself. I move in a few weeks. My entire life I either lived with my mom, or with roommates. The thought of being all alone is making my anxiety going through the roof! I’m terrified I’ll get really lonely, or that I won’t make it on my own. Any advice for someone living alone for the first time?",0.5051162790697674,2.7740706744186063,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,86.44186046511628,4.835348837209303,17.902325581395353,6.2581,-0.17917302325581375,322,8,69,3,10,106,61,86,0.244,0.7240000000000001,0.032,-0.9557,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,1,5,0,4,1,0,2,1,10,12,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,2,0,10,1,13,8,4,11,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,6,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31362304629199983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986022399716642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912656162392266,0.0,0.12276075191795648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094925744282725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384007267231179,0.0,0.09120001825233988,0.0,0.12834423400067482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334622194594965,0.0,0.0,0.4250995328404725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423280614009224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794303709499535,0.0,0.17055649454346972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280256539914287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066061203089055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596752795539466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739695845047375,0.18714519680690464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872107542386332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ines27,2020/01/23,"How do you cope with anxiety at work? Hello all! I am currently working on my bachelor thesis on Anxiety in the workplace (I have GAD myself) and I need some help from everyone with ways they cope with it in their workplace. Also how does anxiety impact your day at work? 

All the help is greatly appreciated :)",3.217816091954024,5.874367793103449,5.066206896551726,75.95781609195404,77.9655172413793,8.694252873563219,28.63218390804597,9.2995712137729,3.168508045977012,244,11,42,7,6,83,42,58,0.075,0.735,0.19,0.8697,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,2,10,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,10,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,33,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416266812234972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572113671576039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565823619279728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247109675714906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320005425393746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676817853821296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254800611863843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002903992645794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927189671810365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302718471424323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SoccerAddict94,2020/01/23,"How do you cope? I personally have anxiety attacks every single day and they usually last all day. I personally handle this by lots of alcohol after work and escaping into video games. I was gonna see a movie after work tonight but I’m probably not going to go, my anxiety is so bad.",3.0941071428571405,5.1818759107142895,6.056571428571428,71.5884285714286,75.60714285714286,10.194285714285718,29.057142857142853,10.355215969177356,3.7422828571428575,225,10,40,8,5,82,47,56,0.18600000000000005,0.794,0.019,-0.8569,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,8,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,6,7,3,10,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,7,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708682199452264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537409396895887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630279911605159,0.0,0.0,0.19304572918344964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29821497789841256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479938875088407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26279718600820523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846216386180256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656142029601886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037569271165367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492770766936765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423969837333973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546386031879533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366386124819352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missingthenight,2020/01/23,"I’m having an MRI Sunday, and I am absolutely petrified. I’ve been having a weird vision thing going on and I finally admitted it to my doctor last week (because avoidance is how I cope with stuff) and now I am having an MRI and I’m fucking petrified. My anxiety just takes the worst case scenario and runs with it. 

I’m trying to tell myself to be positive and everything will be okay, but I’m just having a hard time.",2.9827226890756293,4.65942801176471,5.249243697478993,79.05588235294121,74.76470588235293,8.621848739495798,26.26050420168067,9.23628265651192,2.383873949579832,331,12,63,8,7,116,54,85,0.16399999999999998,0.758,0.078,-0.7331,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,5,1,11,4,0,1,0,14,19,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,1,6,15,1,9,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287677193244329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229434943339548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30608404213816603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687613212198559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275879099211456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27646121164592496,0.0,0.0,0.16995350592083394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678845427287608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437606427090128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423336515523751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484375145416152,0.0,0.26137749732891163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867143963688824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437486813639907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030311378228308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239874930656874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jelativ,2020/01/23,"Travelling through China in the midst of a virus outbreak. I am currently travelling through China with my girlfriend. We have been here for 9 days so far, and about 4 days ago the news broke out regarding a new virus strain which has been quickly spreading throughout the country.

The facts are that suspected numbers are low, the government is treating it seriously, and the origin city is now locked down and quarantined. The only fatalities have been the elderly and I'm in my 20s. Despite this, I feel like I'm going insane. I have overwhelming anxiety about whether or not we should just cancel the entire trip. I have been refreshing news updates every 15 minutes. I almost went into full on panic tonight after letting my thoughts spiral.

I am so lost. We are meant to be flying to another province in 4 days. Yesterday it had 0 cases, and only a few hours ago 2 confirmed cases popped up. My head is filled with countless ""What if.."" questions with worst case scenario epidemic type fears. What if it's more serious than reported? What if the numbers are skewed? I woke up feeling a little more tired than usual this morning and I immediately jumped into panic after the thought of ""What if I'm infected?"".

I'm exhausted. We spent so long planning this, I know we can always come back to China, but everyone is telling me I'm letting my anxiety get to me. I just feel nothing but dread and I'm scared.",4.142778833967046,6.583599429657795,4.8807081749049415,79.58833729404311,73.7148288973384,7.881432192648924,31.110424588086186,8.72156446121922,2.8759405576679336,1122,53,192,23,24,361,157,263,0.14800000000000002,0.8340000000000001,0.017,-0.9712,1,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,5,0,0,2,11,17,0,7,15,0,25,4,1,1,1,45,45,18,1,5,11,0,3,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,12,19,0,0,9,2,1,8,1,15,0,0,12,3,22,2,28,29,5,41,0,4,0,0,8,14,0,7,20,132,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25592904618965323,0.0,0.14455353333730242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011729464405001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513717914816722,0.22086671873854616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100227521189288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435150460622267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27929661055732624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162771389547627,0.13794011105055462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244271400935215,0.2189749977853377,0.10312927617814284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542101795820855,0.0,0.08204189232138233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148152800326628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142163402602412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933529853302297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952313623162871,0.0,0.07052595323059363,0.1446844888775751,0.0,0.12775215369891774,0.0,0.0,0.15758364497242533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942171012635948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851524947960822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958129837467827,0.0,0.3387456643585989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617138287390703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445273902912572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617512286613108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292080143744319,0.0,0.1659181115416838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898977596328592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382117229340593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PinkMountains,2020/01/23,"Hamster Wheel of Thoughts Whenever I have something uncomfortable or bad happen with someone (right now I’m quite unhappy with my sister), I can’t seem to shake it. I just think about it nonstop. I’m not necessarily panicking, it’s more like my mind thinks I could “fix” it if I just thought about it enough. 

I have been diagnosed with GAD, so it’s pretty on brand for me, but I’m wondering do y’all have any strategies to get my mind off the hamster wheel? Or, feel free to just vent back to me if that happens to you too!",2.132358490566037,4.206233367924534,3.3496603773584934,89.92694339622645,78.52830188679245,6.881509433962264,25.69433962264151,7.908726449838941,1.38732,411,16,89,7,10,133,71,106,0.07200000000000001,0.825,0.10300000000000001,0.6291,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,9,4,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,22,20,6,0,3,9,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,13,3,14,16,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,6,3,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231199305092573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091708849851136,0.17473320288935582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708649526299085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240646113949646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623370036138287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581410465182137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933587260496568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701167045325298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223962559132647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422609701295357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129046444212886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225863078373644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787169647354654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051317740246795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731530807525986,0.16110764760129506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681858252903048,0.0,0.3322768498506128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694632870489026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sayskate,2020/01/23,How many times in a day do you guys feel nauseous? I'm tired of feeling like this...sick all the time.,0.7690909090909095,2.356187727272733,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,80.81818181818181,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.8294363636363635,78,2,20,0,2,24,22,22,0.127,0.6990000000000001,0.175,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459264829294385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38562409294814187,0.2724224271136696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775769283203715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862987123112905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866090501881783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44471350387493613,0.438283059121108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,silvercandy1,2020/01/23,"I just felt like sharing this. [Anxiously Yours - Rohan Joshi](https://youtu.be/nXvQX3MNcmc).

I'm so grateful to him for saying those words.",7.6385714285714235,11.891632857142866,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,77.57142857142857,6.609523809523811,30.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,3.0463523809523814,114,5,14,2,3,30,20,21,0.0,0.621,0.379,0.8468,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6448418682764905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.54805780239426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788641948285452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539233095965513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mustardyellow123,2020/01/23,"It’s okay that I am overwhelmed in school, right? I’m pretty stressed with school right now. I signed up for an extra class this semester but it’s a lot of added work (my mistake I assumed it would be quite easy). I missed one day last week already and my professor is very boisterous and loud (not necessarily bad but I think our personalities clash a bit). Anyways he kind of called me out for it and has been sort of rude to me since then. 

I was looking ahead in the syllabus and noticed we have two major group projects coming up in February, during a week that I won’t be here (I’m going out of town for a wedding). So that also got my anxiety rolling. I’m laying in bed because I’m too anxious to get to class and I know if I miss today, I will have to drop the course. 

That is okay right? That’s a normal thing people do? I’m okay to be overwhelmed with school and work? I am going for my behavioral sciences degree and the BHS classes are a lot of reading, so alongside this class that isn’t a BHS class but does require me to do more added work I don’t see myself being able to handle the extra work.

I guess I’m just anxious because I feel ashamed for giving up and was hoping someone had a similar experience and could make me feel less shitty about the situation. I’m beating myself up, but I know I would have done this regardless because for some reason attending this class just gives me anxiety, which I already have pretty bad in general.",3.1024489795918377,4.763325520408166,4.278656462585038,86.20533163265307,74.40816326530611,6.940816326530613,26.535714285714285,7.645422480735847,1.421771428571429,1149,42,233,15,24,376,153,294,0.162,0.7659999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,8,10,15,1,4,14,3,28,0,0,2,0,46,54,18,0,8,8,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,16,15,0,1,7,1,0,4,4,10,0,2,6,5,30,5,33,39,9,28,0,4,2,0,9,15,0,8,8,155,46,18,0.1047499471957024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311883430058054,0.08376849492728966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026684578299732,0.23667524888817465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492366100038825,0.19156378666992405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435981233924135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696140783301464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023280431489948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363430925498941,0.0,0.0,0.06755505019430964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166738468839658,0.107195564386072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024655482963704,0.0,0.0,0.1059294413717997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054727524015121536,0.20097138853745686,0.1190636179095962,0.0,0.08377810186218954,0.0,0.11539387644953535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404033296537576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908095064815798,0.11513566306195165,0.08538518775371041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879635736960498,0.0,0.0,0.17810931842445235,0.0,0.0,0.06992140314980172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263270773212688,0.0,0.11925850916028255,0.0,0.0,0.07098127516974914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262042413713025,0.091463613497473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131367091676332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141446276849257,0.10477829401906426,0.0,0.0,0.1077003917962515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683676476834265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180376166844925,0.08347214589359288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665023877637162,0.1177433294987114,0.0,0.0,0.08875429033249177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999071059954865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959121040284506,0.06711953654551872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929070185168593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232547764757084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642967673838756,0.0,0.0,0.1680481784419595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30503683649728497,0.0,0.0,0.14882271413003714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xsaav,2020/01/23,How do I deal with the concept of my own mortality?  The thought of non-existence is weird and scary. The thought that I wont  be able to experience anything anymore makes me sad and scared.,3.831261261261261,5.637461135135138,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,72.78378378378378,8.176576576576577,33.954954954954964,8.841846274778883,2.8206468468468464,150,8,31,3,3,48,31,37,0.273,0.727,0.0,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,7,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,0.34002197443746285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372104320118986,0.0,0.0,0.27980911321220303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35054772533022904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33260673610132835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269673082509089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404213137249356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398789337604755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janmari9,2020/01/23,"Public speaking at work Hello. I’m new to this subreddit and very grateful for it. Lately I’ve been consumed with dread at work. I work for a non profit as a grant writer and while I’m incredibly comfortable working behind the scenes in my cubicle, I’ve been required to participate in phone calls (with the boss next to me) and soon I’ll be required to discuss what it is we do to groups of complete strangers. I always fear the worse, like drawing a blank, sharing the wrong information, or stuttering. 

I also hear my heart beating minutes before I have to face these public speaking events. It wasn’t this bad before. The nerves are overwhelming. How do you deal with work related anxiety? 

Thank you!",4.623181818181821,6.767500409090911,5.0915151515151535,79.93227272727273,71.42424242424242,7.830303030303033,30.181818181818183,8.575989854853784,2.5277636363636367,562,24,98,10,11,179,90,132,0.17,0.695,0.135,-0.6287,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,8,3,11,0,3,8,0,9,2,2,2,0,13,13,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,10,5,18,9,0,10,0,1,0,0,16,4,0,1,7,60,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386988987512099,0.14431492664458312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326801623672847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481410443951973,0.0,0.0,0.2951671889487741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710034647507028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184722043673515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880772660465533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516680279618584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547806658223207,0.20552574350850325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564645463958474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473340826708821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750821710705732,0.18445406898590835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596790907538379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310512554203866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6313273465377632,0.0,0.17674889466490198,0.0,0.18962803673536893,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-Kevin-,2020/01/23,"Looking to get on medication - Process? I think I'd like to see someone about anxiety. I'm not having anxiety attacks or anything, but I want to address it and get medicated because of work stuff.

What is the process for this? Do I go to my primary care physician? Therapist/Psychologist/? 

I have solid insurance, so I just need to find the point of contact to make an appointment. Not sure what kind of doctor I'm looking for.

Also interested in any open ended advice on what getting medicated was like for you. If it resolved any other issues. If it made you noticably less nervous externally or if people notice etc. 

In over my head at work and anxiety compounds it by making me look nervous, double/triple check, lack confidence in my work.",4.082909698996655,6.635697101449281,5.736956521739131,72.83864548494985,74.36231884057972,8.593979933110367,33.079152731326644,9.265573868473778,3.61822564102564,592,31,97,15,13,201,93,138,0.096,0.737,0.16699999999999998,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,4,4,10,1,2,3,0,5,6,1,3,1,22,22,10,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,4,11,7,21,20,3,11,0,0,4,0,3,9,0,5,3,66,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275857592872927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044120896712002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177576174810019,0.0,0.2996436122149417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744315634729992,0.0,0.0,0.14853554968623348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959068338240198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311883483218062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336379221953089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564106799866974,0.0,0.14561352092226565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933325183056108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046431113478709,0.0,0.07420260540997464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399646780397806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627503281107162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359624523561168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757408028162093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289229639086823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235429391777366,0.1743051447193872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945888826627262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681164995310287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972962606838126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051672998957587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342530736715282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404270948946026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106265658580062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946469463553855,0.0,0.0,0.12305514981540865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159502118187368,0.0,0.0836602242234752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701010820935568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851567306391759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Prometheus857,2020/01/23,"I write to cope with my anxiety - Looking for feedback on a free-verse ""poem"" I wrote Hi everyone, here is some background about me: 

 I have lived with pretty severe anxiety since I was very young. Outside of family, close friends, and significant others, I have never shared my experiences. 

This will be the first time I have shared anything like this with anyone. 

I write to cope with my anxiety. I couldn't tell you why, but it helps me to put what I'm feeling down on paper. Reading back my own thoughts and feelings just helps me understand them, and in turn, makes it a little easier to get through my day. 

Knowing the community here, I thought this would be the best place to share my personal expressions. So without further ado, here is a recent poem I wrote on an especially bad day. I would love to know any thoughts you all might have. 

Here we go...

​

 

Have you ever wondered what it’s like to be buried alive? 

This is how I imagine it

You wake up. At first, everything seems normal. Then, as your eyes begin to adjust to the little bit of light that exists in the hole that you are buried in, you begin to understand the gravity of your situation. 

You realize you only have a few inches of space on either side. You can’t really move, but you can move enough to convince yourself that you might get out of this. You can feel yourself, your surroundings, and the stale coldness that has become your blanket. 

You begin to talk yourself through your options. You could try to call for help. Do you have your phone? Do you even have service? What would be the point anyway? You don’t know where you are after all. You could be anywhere. Maybe there are people around. You start pounding and testing the strength of this box you’re in. Someone could hear you, but probably not. It’s not worth expending the energy to get help. You usually handle tough situations on your own, so what’s one more time? 

How can you survive this endeavor? How can you get out of this without help? 

Hope. Calm. Clarity. 

That’s what you need to hold on to. 

Hope, calm, and clarity.

But can you hold on? You have to try.

Just try. 

You feel around for anything that could improve your situation. You find that the screws keeping these walls around you can be loosened. It’s painstaking. It takes all your effort to just get one turn in right direction. But it’s something. Maybe there *is* hope. 

You persist. You put everything you have into loosening those screws. 

You get one out. 

Two out. 

Three. 

Four. 

You pop the lid open and light pours in. 

It feels like it’s been weeks since you’ve been in this box, but now…

You are going to survive. 

You burst out, gasping for fresh air, expecting there to be people all around you. They will congratulate you, cheer for you, and show their support for everything you have accomplished. 

But there is no one. 

No one knows you’re here. How could they? It’s not like you told anyone. You don’t even know how you got in this situation again…

Again? 

You remember now. 

You’ve been here before. You’ve gotten out before. But the last time… the last time there weren’t any screws. You had to kick and beat your way out. Last time was much harder, it took so much more to be free.

You had to break yourself before you could save yourself. That’s what it felt like. That’s what it feels like now. You’re just not as broken as before. 

Nevertheless, you must repair what you can.

You rebuild the parts of you that were broken. You rebuild the strength you had before this whole ordeal. You rebuild who you were, now that you are free to do so. 

For once, you are happy. You surround yourself with people who might have been there if you had called for their help. People who see you for who you are. Or rather, who you are presenting yourself to be… new, free, and ready for the future. 

You go to sleep at peace, knowing that you have survived another day. Or maybe it’s been weeks. It’s so easy to lose track when you are trapped inside of that box. 

But, the longer you are at peace, the stronger that feeling is inside of you. That feeling that something is wrong. That something MUST be wrong. 

Is it the past? Those thoughts that haunt you at night. The thoughts of being trapped inside that box. The thoughts of the people that should have been there.

Or maybe it’s the future? The impossible task of knowing what’s to come. The even more impossible task of knowing how you will react to it this time.

You can’t put your finger on it, and that feeling is debilitating. It starts to consume you from the inside out. That feeling that something might go wrong, that it *will* go wrong. Something always does. 

You start to protect yourself the only way you know how: you build your walls again. You put them up around you until there is only enough space for you. A few inches on each side. You don’t need light. You don’t need others. You just need you. You’ve fought off this feeling before. You can do it again…alone.

Hope turns to fear. Calm turns to panic. Clarity turns to obscurity. 

You wake up. At first everything seems normal. Then, as your eyes begin to adjust to the little bit of light that exists in the hole that you are buried in, you begin to understand the gravity of your situation… 

Have you ever wondered what it’s like to be buried alive? 

Not under dirt. Not in a coffin. 

No. 

You are trapped in a box of your own making.

Buried alive under the weight of your own thoughts, your own imaginings, your own insecurities. 

Buried alive under the weight that something must be wrong…Because that’s the only way that life feels right. It is a weight that you can’t explain but one that envelopes you like a heavy blanket. It’s somehow warm, but chilling; comforting, but horrifying. You don’t want it to come back, but you know it will at some point. 

This weight. The weight you carry. 

That I carry. 

This…is the weight of anxiety.",2.1240600762679063,4.8012457008014255,2.463879058954681,92.66639535595087,83.08726625111309,5.388045923881641,20.771984800799387,6.830709769478164,0.4093848524603541,4594,137,920,55,131,1400,343,1123,0.083,0.746,0.17,0.9989,1,4,6,0,0,0,182.0,1,111,6,14,54,47,4,3,46,0,109,17,6,10,10,173,199,48,1,28,32,0,21,8,1,16,1,1,0,1,94,36,6,4,45,2,4,14,22,14,0,12,30,31,140,36,135,134,28,138,0,1,4,4,150,72,3,21,56,650,234,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03925301479856474,0.0,0.0,0.03153587213057379,0.04106468107561908,0.04605270096983902,0.05154665817687172,0.039741499960416864,0.11597371753465845,0.0,0.0,0.053001182983471534,0.0,0.06237701267755855,0.16869536904154211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828558772753568,0.03164495306542616,0.023103514617124333,0.04185762016410916,0.1935008722435333,0.0,0.039773757191206335,0.0,0.0827540625058883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740036336605469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529506279886148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815606036986113,0.0,0.0,0.07332717759869062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03316658329130484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783217520877507,0.0,0.07509786345750068,0.06856551795743944,0.0,0.03621511553900885,0.13624846041844604,0.037073514790598866,0.0357287878010145,0.042648085546072974,0.22996080790579665,0.05415159700541329,0.036389985083627535,0.0,0.03463995295441754,0.09671327239634243,0.0,0.0,0.029281479434564325,0.0,0.1188072501301006,0.0,0.1076973400568332,0.0,0.030312126857825094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034530083592708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271610328466634,0.0,0.15242160073192149,0.0,0.0,0.15057317848353602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033687299882361216,0.0,0.0,0.2082887262315013,0.0926807812103625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02676992141667042,0.14812837399028106,0.11395740024053187,0.03346643259043185,0.0,0.03182649099794994,0.042400453991437666,0.0,0.0,0.034206268790185845,0.0,0.05059714639609117,0.0,0.15230275040736693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608238265671003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056349612091533,0.055721785313337886,0.11240960749403403,0.02923084985262985,0.036604097984391216,0.0,0.03556662321297707,0.07426799097587028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04036230918552984,0.1540923011849718,0.11529876306870747,0.0,0.044467534786125015,0.0,0.041042053556185086,0.03617987980432796,0.13137558980118347,0.03309285593234168,0.039597478630216634,0.0,0.07165558258067617,0.0,0.0,0.03855796934249032,0.04086265687215379,0.0,0.0,0.15240004629453918,0.0,0.0,0.03791029958492982,0.0,0.024279738220824902,0.0,0.0374217204584822,0.0,0.04293336088129861,0.06473285978315617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030201427570936662,0.06900555197930912,0.0,0.04281626110488116,0.0,0.06270261492366466,0.1704049464524052,0.03792741425296573,0.0,0.03211258369353104,0.1750638297422785,0.0,0.0,0.08047753714387643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300851999528856,0.0,0.0,0.02849611583922551,0.0304626191723652,0.0331263083518244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061880630196989,0.13259892017619684,0.0,0.0,0.03621511553900885,0.04210834262414531,0.07719492471929308,0.2061218191675795,0.03702283520749666,0.1183658450606084,0.0,0.0,0.04174154321161379,0.03127150493197326,0.02235442749162986,0.09024987079720093,0.060802257271694825,0.27691225441290995,0.0,0.0,0.03419889409906965,0.042314044850248415,0.0,0.07306857854028638,0.0822019604915571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076931005412541,0.2071887384728407,0.04605270096983902,0.0
anxiety,Leahy2329,2020/01/23,"New source of anxiety So a few years ago, when I was in college, I had developed some anxiety. I was prescribed lexapro and used it for about a year until I finally got tired of it, it made me gain a lot of weight and made my depression worse. I had a few friends that suffered from anxiety and depression for a while and they were able to give me some tips to help me get through the last year of college unmedicated. 
Once I graduated I never really had an issue with my anxiety. A few anxiety attacks, but they were far in between and never really had a lingering anxiety, pretty manageable.
Now I’m starting to feel very anxious again and it almost never goes away. It started when my bf and I got in an argument and now that it’s resolved I’m still having really bad anxiety. I’ve had 3 random attacks at work in the past 2 days and I am constantly on edge. I can feel my heat racing, I’ve been shaking, and my appetite is gone. I wake up at least every hour at night but I’m always tired. I’ve tried going to gym and sweating it out, but it didn’t seem to help. 
I’m just wondering if you anyone has any advice for helping me ease my anxiety?
I’ve thought about going to urgent care, but I don’t really know what they could do for me. I’m also looking into seeing a therapist, just have to find one my insurance will cover.",4.648088235294118,4.918242632352944,6.354411764705883,78.00235294117648,69.36764705882354,10.076470588235297,31.073529411764717,10.056822442137396,3.0090970588235297,1044,41,210,25,17,362,149,272,0.165,0.7340000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9048,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,3,12,10,2,1,12,0,21,5,2,3,3,41,47,22,0,2,7,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,11,14,1,0,8,1,0,4,5,7,0,1,17,5,28,3,34,28,7,42,0,3,2,0,10,13,0,8,25,144,39,5,0.09216791340376726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006541826681808,0.08170129413876531,0.0,0.09229285164636564,0.0,0.0,0.07370664704964272,0.07669108736953532,0.0,0.0,0.06267734168698436,0.0,0.5640656118336737,0.10412350759273367,0.0,0.06444594806264184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209708614577564,0.08659478862501836,0.0,0.07695635783583085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939713303845654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960077113836677,0.0,0.07358857908153682,0.0,0.0,0.05944067928419666,0.0,0.15876817751939648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765544221218329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320573270576347,0.0,0.0,0.10096544400181154,0.08423980308850564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120870126335603,0.0,0.04815393066312937,0.08841586096816255,0.10476229839551766,0.0,0.14743020009623595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533462861493935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076682889038132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619935561786444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050653074807538695,0.07512915091160319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739783417700895,0.0,0.0,0.07835786402010919,0.0,0.17442301637911928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325673036584095,0.08901634509997941,0.0,0.08649334310375194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815581973972656,0.06245536344673998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798470236068012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937679028946198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361805016830336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344589396282708,0.08390620677805112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047384698566666,0.0,0.07360541470239587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701405130307877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731710279867596,0.0,0.2118669160196888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257596314042692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960348455425316,0.0,0.07604818116286484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223568834535072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995217046642677,0.06709933867249324,0.0,0.09392697788357006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805934316485506
anxiety,kit_kat_89,2020/01/23,"Do y’all ever get that anxiety upset stomach Sometimes I just wake up and my stomach is in knots, especially after a fight with someone, even if it was two weeks ago. 
Can anyone relate?",3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,5.478888888888887,77.155,73.16666666666666,7.022222222222222,28.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.097233333333333,147,6,25,2,3,50,35,36,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.7334,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,5,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429455545158007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959619490620301,0.0,0.0,0.2705153159153275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255530425476317,0.3499548822700619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212870098892025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278019558703802,0.0,0.3826339642679812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779252989639997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31033159843520564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,latexcourtneylover,2020/01/23,"I have a medication question and r/benzodiazapines are no help I am on xanax Ir. Does the xanax Xr last longer with the same effect.?
The Ir only gives me relief for four hours. How long do you feel xr?",0.7058536585365829,3.106518121951222,2.8616585365853666,89.15102439024393,87.29268292682926,5.231219512195122,15.517073170731704,6.742157984588678,-0.4024965853658533,157,3,35,2,5,53,35,41,0.052000000000000005,0.8029999999999999,0.145,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,2,0,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,3,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162588510794059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827319691600697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466826322947031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422351834464212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559008849791247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945848348350011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198228498131247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640670402689901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748568794282901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048446626067267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luna_333,2020/01/23,"Where to start with meditation? I’d like to start meditating, but there’s so many different types I don’t know where to begin. Which type of meditation helps your anxiety?",4.362395833333332,6.965991281250003,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,73.6875,10.516666666666666,26.291666666666664,10.504223727775694,3.301591666666667,139,5,26,5,3,46,26,32,0.063,0.768,0.16899999999999998,0.5362,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32046097009050395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376662811101151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807830088381981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302190830335838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046556902544249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42470364418119533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5930058447001485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EagoIe,2020/01/23,Shaking For a while I have had a good handle on my anxiety. Recently I got sick and have been in a downward spiral. Does anyone else shake a lot when anxious? Also do you get light headed?,1.5402631578947386,3.830484868421056,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,81.89473684210526,5.905263157894738,22.657894736842106,7.1686216300943375,1.028926315789473,147,5,28,2,4,50,33,38,0.271,0.6559999999999999,0.073,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,5,2,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,1,3,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545406127098127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24349501061277526,0.3595830563598773,0.0,0.222559453769226,0.32613111887843144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27854233604583056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658948556285881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629614161017786,0.0,0.0,0.26697097136097764,0.25456980453303696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266627755768697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706032565133141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142781800527635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KoldComoHielo,2020/01/23,"Am I more likely to die being a driver? In my profession, I am a delivery driver and I drive 3.5t Van's for a loving. I'm really overwhelming myself with anxiety about it and I don't know why. Being a driver can be fun, although there are some times where you can find yourself in a sticky situation (narrow country lanes, tight manoeuvres, dark nights, difficult locations etc).

I feel like I'm driving myself insane about it, applying for other jobs then cancelling and it all comes down to the thought that I'm statistically more likely to die being a professional driver. Am I being irrational or should i find another job?",7.036029055690073,7.458299745762713,8.084285714285716,67.12669491525428,64.2542372881356,11.48861985472155,32.958837772397096,11.20814326018867,4.027582082324455,502,19,83,14,7,171,79,118,0.16699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8437,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,7,0,13,1,0,0,1,15,21,6,2,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,11,5,11,14,5,11,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,2,6,60,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571436771443533,0.1573745151441118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720875156397858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270078035917206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294311273733788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040177361320614,0.1469657350676795,0.0,0.0,0.37604698145075177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082888412087107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305781343387958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30151181920385783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566948029878952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305339873347926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178889533092286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312368387957495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331795181881129,0.11995643619354535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856294509382268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Poppincookin,2020/01/23,Post-Interview Anxiety After months of job searching (which is incredibly anxiety inducing on its own!) I finally got an interview at a really awesome place and after the interview I felt great about it. But now all I can think about is how I messed it up and basically doing what my therapist refers to as “fortune telling” where all I can do is predict the worst outcomes. I hate this! :( the job process is the worst,4.128736263736266,6.495602679487183,5.3967399267399285,76.2173076923077,73.48717948717949,10.098168498168498,32.93772893772893,10.290406445055957,4.070265201465201,331,17,59,11,7,110,56,78,0.237,0.6709999999999999,0.092,-0.9092,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,2,10,12,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,7,1,10,10,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,48,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731619060940637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341798898096518,0.2671778370666505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506714584105164,0.2688979025214447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407983297437072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840613554324889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467669214320885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25482102180185345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233586426972677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624701159105764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317720306296645,0.0,0.0,0.2831838461719948,0.0,0.15627969759502874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Evano001,2020/01/23,How do you make connections with people if you aren't able to approach them? I have 0 friends IRL and it honestly really hurts being lonely all the time. I can't approach people because of my anxiety and people never try to talk to me. So what do I do?,1.7948076923076923,3.8560027115384656,4.123692307692308,84.0213076923077,79.57692307692308,7.236923076923077,23.861538461538462,8.238735603445708,1.6458030769230771,199,7,39,4,5,69,40,52,0.149,0.741,0.11,-0.27699999999999997,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,2,8,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,5,7,1,4,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,30,10,0,0.30256920882461874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314646165824901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844433813536247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337642201825263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239065959319776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196729637884428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333600266456004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6292901771481149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938335829004352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431936689352998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643053886275806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542463162742694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iwasalsoalurker,2020/01/23,"Tricked ya! You’ve been bamboozled! Sophomore in college here, 
year after year throughout my academics, I’m always complimented on my presentation skills.

Little does anyone know that my flight or fight response is kicked into maximum overdrive anytime I have to present!

I’m not sure what I do comes across as being confident or direct, I think it’s purely the pace I speak at and the fact that because I’m internally having a panic attack, my voice tends to project and I’m able to get through my slides easily.

I don’t know if the teachers are simply sugar coating it, or going easy on me, I’m assuming they’re all fooled by my brilliant illusion as it’s been consistent for years! 

Side note, any advice for how to get over public speaking would be GREATLY appreciated.",5.430150470219433,7.258278372413795,5.908150470219439,76.18235109717871,68.72413793103448,8.307210031347962,31.8025078369906,8.841846274778883,2.8441034482758623,624,27,105,11,11,201,107,145,0.114,0.752,0.134,0.7124,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,2,8,3,1,4,0,11,1,0,1,4,19,24,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,4,13,3,18,19,1,18,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,5,6,62,19,3,0.23232185463018964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270222275525192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933103939680608,0.0,0.0,0.15798682780438347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624448425096044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642996487137351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162124624906938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012470658105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330642057622988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427571606266722,0.0,0.1320338638455777,0.0,0.0,0.2561356648979796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553560311267312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328475314805718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257963986860795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896059857273928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488624637016853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503477988964213,0.0,0.0,0.4488229722319143
anxiety,l0st-in-space,2020/01/23,"SSRI or SNRI? I recently started medication again for my severe social anxiety and moderate to severe depression.  Years ago I was on prozac which didnt seem to do much for me. My question is what worked best for you for managing anxiety, ssri or an snri? After reading I feel an snri would benefit me better but I know alot of times it's just trial and error to see. I've only been on zoloft about 2 weeks and have ways to go but I'd rather get it right from the beginning .",1.768437500000001,4.085355635416665,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,81.1875,7.590000000000002,22.1,8.548686976883017,1.6448074999999998,375,12,74,9,10,128,71,96,0.129,0.8029999999999999,0.067,-0.6136,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,15,15,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,9,3,14,11,3,14,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,5,9,50,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803036118597873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31120396626390906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345786363055974,0.17989255111992689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518985566203224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284616926840899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626915663124642,0.0,0.11559805133173676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178442686711212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490612901869384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952388321633756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546963964554358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278568051843757,0.0,0.20345705637240494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008349491361026,0.0,0.0,0.17370420764604164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620850697331291,0.1851695532979156,0.0,0.4595727569894668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734273713105908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439689916343376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186053494370737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614510502548465,0.16315682572730564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807908789676444,0.0,0.0,0.1444909540746104,0.0,0.0,0.13098422751001754
anxiety,Casgr19,2020/01/23,"Will my PCP prescribe anti anxiety meds I've seen my doctor for 6+ years. He's prescribed me Prozac and Zoloft over the years. If I explained to him that my anxiety has gotten progressively worse since my last baby and stress piling up would it be out of the question if I plainly asked for a medicine like Ativan or Klonopin? I constantly feel backed into a corner because of my anxiety. 
I just don't want to come across as a drug seeked",3.8408374384236477,5.608352229885063,4.447947454844009,85.3096551724138,72.67816091954023,7.270279146141214,27.37110016420361,7.957251820313856,1.6973100164203618,352,13,68,5,7,112,68,87,0.171,0.787,0.042,-0.8369,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,14,12,6,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,11,1,12,7,0,12,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,6,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056478236543068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597566406037493,0.0,0.0,0.1694175842098762,0.0,0.1343090731618932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979188906744476,0.0,0.23809482255884035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255136494191948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555089503075921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114037679448099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795956160865907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764046590592524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447332250678545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468162580091655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822564712509683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523834187371369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995435920559772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245316665431136,0.15651372172980393,0.0,0.0,0.2837662615877013
anxiety,icedbaconlatte,2020/01/23,"should i seek help?? - sleep/anxiety problems hi so i just can’t sleep ever. it takes me hours to get to sleep and sometimes i just get so mad with myself that i can’t sleep i start to cry and cry. i end up staying up until horrible hours of the morning and i’m just so tired the next day. it’s really effecting my quality of learning at school and my mood and behaviour all the time. sometimes i have really restless legs or my heart just starts to heat fast and my thoughts race through my head and it’s just horrible. i’ve tried so many different things from apps to music to breathing techniques to meditation and it just doesn’t help. should i seek professional help??

also just thought i would add it’s currently 1am and i have to wake up at 7 for school and training",1.1215789473684232,3.613655834394905,2.514160241367751,91.75490110626886,86.19745222929936,6.362587998659069,22.912839423399266,7.669130373188453,1.1780012738853505,614,23,130,12,19,198,87,157,0.16899999999999998,0.78,0.051,-0.9639,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,13,4,1,1,3,0,8,9,8,1,2,30,16,17,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,17,0,20,11,1,18,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,12,80,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439840178269784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099868110158968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867995348153481,0.08419202563872598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363938465343428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562590804880145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180872502157034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641085579159906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397890155550254,0.0,0.0,0.15469884289403027,0.2625087396711707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571250287550652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323541843801577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883823287584934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249158638549075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726352299906985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26424110016905433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52256518324032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582286744304984,0.0,0.18480370014077166,0.13914574955980472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981551094931146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672963684600782,0.0,0.0,0.2072794974236122,0.07612301504525036,0.1500445910135305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088632854747464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273685481412228,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RichMan_24,2020/01/23,Sex drive come back after quitting SSRI’s? Did your sex drive to back to normal after going off of an SSRI/SNRI? How long did it take? I only took one for 3 weeks and I’ve been off it for 5 months and it never came back,-0.1891836734693868,1.57956885714286,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,84.91836734693878,3.92,11.840816326530616,3.1291,-1.6411338775510205,170,1,40,0,5,58,35,49,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,7,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,9,3,0,17,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,9,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901018396474842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292576280277802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203559986825766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538161941453462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226382089234217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041835583022693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729495111930606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250637592187473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334216637230396,0.19455356189131207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720833669909562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233583046454827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842121745221276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051938010157314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zenandshine,2020/01/23,"Things that have really helped me Hey fellow anxious people. I had a panic attack last April at work that turned me into an absolute wreck. I began to suffer from depersonalization/derealization, was in a constant state of severe fear, and began to start having agoraphobic tendencies. I put a lot of effort into getting back to my old self, it took a lot of time and I tried a lot of different things. There were times where I was absolutely hopeless, miserable, and never thought I would be myself again. Eventually the clouds parted and now I am back to my old, normal self. Here's what has worked for me.

Books. I recommend two books in particular that really worked for me. The first is ""Being Happy"" by Andrew Matthews. This book, while it looks silly, is an absolute gold mine of amazing things. This book completely got me to change my internal dialog to a loving, optimistic, upbeat voice. It made me realize just how poorly I was talking to myself, and how that can really, deeply effect you. I also suggest the book Dare by Barry McDonagh. This is a quick to implement book that will bring you anxiety down immensely.

Second, I highly recommend CBD (hemp) flower. If you're in the US it's completely legal to own and use. It is the flower that comes off of hemp plants, high cbd and essentially no THC (why it's legal). I had tried cbd oils, etc. With no noticeable effect. Using cbd flower allows me to physically relax and I notice a disntict uptick in my mood. Absolutely no high. It's great. Check out /r/hempflowers

Speaking of physically relaxing, yoga has been an absolute game changer for me. I have practiced at studios in the past, but starting a 20-30 minute home practice each morning has been great. I start my day fresh and relaxed, and learning to breath deeply has been absolutely pivotal in stopping anxiety in its tracks as it arises.

The Unf*ck Your Brain podcast is great at teaching you the error of yours thoughts and learning to correct them. Once you fix you thoughts it all falls into place. Cannot recommend this enough. Episodes are short and digestible, and easy to implement.

Stop drinking coffee. It's making you at least physically anxious, which will lead to anxious thoughts, and the cycle begins. Switch to decaf or tea. Your body will thank you. Check out /r/decaf for more.

That's it folks. Take care of your body, correct your shitty thoughts, and keep on keeping on. You will make it out to the other side and live a normal life. I promise.",4.302118943647328,6.802690349344977,4.971590767311291,78.84133915574968,73.45414847161571,7.680682054481182,26.62528592222916,8.563005593585519,2.1937347057600345,1972,72,336,38,42,633,247,458,0.09300000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.956,5,0,1,0,0,1,75.0,1,13,1,8,12,20,1,3,23,0,32,9,4,11,4,62,61,24,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,2,2,30,25,3,4,10,12,3,6,5,6,0,3,19,4,47,13,55,35,11,60,0,3,1,1,25,28,0,5,25,237,77,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391523466732832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228336042690105,0.2708742842837202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092514616393936,0.0,0.12291332352349603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755520603132402,0.0,0.08922167332857364,0.0,0.0,0.08148789660022465,0.0,0.0845490483519892,0.06884749293256183,0.16759769360048976,0.08636950553547708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515444009096768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835036222735249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829514252502995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825829096747771,0.08913644377572158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993677752529089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067983356907124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04175701787676271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392256474409637,0.26434964498047364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508063841580388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357140662373685,0.2533324438842773,0.08017033970960646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208033754174715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514876884357633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645272081954681,0.0,0.0,0.07057440126355123,0.0,0.0671160734096976,0.0,0.0,0.2038457100145688,0.07213457642383013,0.07562606948967636,0.10669984925639503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164235525252607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661720089243714,0.0,0.1819881234746164,0.16773369359480733,0.0851165058207462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377365318866253,0.0,0.08654995863474524,0.0762965502247082,0.055409273550807166,0.0,0.0835036222735249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034574637370845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360418082867736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675643185311928,0.09029142809457337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697119638834201,0.0,0.0,0.13364017070920672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009293964200766,0.06423992468273741,0.0,0.07358332797799623,0.0,0.0,0.15929396418816055,0.0,0.0,0.3172538442478275,0.09320871367990803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879856139041148,0.1085263684823623,0.0869344166624136,0.07807418435734997,0.0,0.09613879250157248,0.13805743713169755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721190245896565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455698294292707,0.0,0.0,0.056775752660391074,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mentholfire,2020/01/23,"Guilty for leaving work early sick I left work today after being there for two hours because I was feeling semi-sick and wasn’t for sure if it was going to get progressively worse. For the past month I haven’t felt that great, usually a vicious cycle of allergies, depression and anxiety, fatigue. My supervisor, who is easy to talk to but still management, asked me what was going on, I haven’t had an accept attitude for a minute. I felt comfortable to be open and honest with him about how I was just having a hard time with life outside of work and I admittedly said that maybe some of the little things at work are kinda pushing me to my limits. He was very understanding and listened. I told him that I love my job and I would work better on my attitude, and i feel like I consciously have. That what about a week ago. 

Well today I woke up not feeling great. I was very congested but had all intentions of going to work and the thought of leaving early didn’t cross my mind. I don’t leave work early that often and I don’t have an issue with points on my attendance.  So after being at work, I was feeling kinda meh but still tried working on my attitude so I was joking around with the supervisor and whatnot. Then I started to feel more and more sick. My neck started to hurt and I got a bad headache, then within 30 min my stomach felt nauseous to the point I did go to the bathroom and puke. I decided then I should go home. We already had multiple call ins today and a mound of work that I could help my supervisor manage. So after joking around I am going up to him saying I need to go home. 

My anxiety is thru the roof as I sit on my couch because I feel really guilty for suddenly leaving work early. I don’t think he believes me about being sick, I almost don’t believe myself... but I do physically feel like garbage.  I just feel like my HR case is just building and they are gonna fire me. I have no basis for this, but I feel like I am digging myself a grave there. I have been there 14 years. I love my job. The depression and anxiety is breaking me and I know it and it’s going to ruin my career. Maybe I am overreacting. I just want my employers to look at me as a honest, trustworthy employee. Why do I feel so guilty when I didn’t do anything wrong?",2.750759175465056,4.525711061002183,4.373420479302833,84.66962292609355,75.64488017429194,7.4092173621585395,24.841126194067375,8.222332236545338,1.537521266968326,1783,60,359,31,39,598,201,459,0.151,0.691,0.158,0.7873,4,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,1,14,23,26,1,0,18,0,46,10,2,2,2,74,87,35,1,6,11,0,15,4,0,3,6,3,3,0,14,26,0,1,21,2,0,11,11,9,1,1,24,19,71,17,54,55,4,60,0,6,1,2,19,19,0,6,32,254,85,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570759038690255,0.0,0.06447508554049698,0.0,0.07105354351632683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776948292043454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298567701617174,0.11463759426074395,0.060193905616813974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376112738787259,0.07850041615614389,0.0,0.0,0.14508601359036785,0.0,0.05694578077814229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574714751807224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051408422715829585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109142435634667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255640865933434,0.18399464197944815,0.18546716941044736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03363997041193045,0.0,0.29274458552223337,0.0,0.05149680930262877,0.14197556383284646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767882589714985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043157788208598884,0.0,0.1291724358145021,0.0,0.06340901762761211,0.0,0.06892847655951004,0.0,0.0,0.06720413955967243,0.12778992179334436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035385853539545015,0.0,0.0,0.2727095529636987,0.06995753812955585,0.0,0.04547901058565137,0.12582651595951558,0.06453349552513139,0.0,0.0,0.054069539408454936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622501509740993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937240812531994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501332777914329,0.0,0.051393731362298925,0.0,0.0,0.04774274128020529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146544515382741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217345747110868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04124847639164568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061247546864555774,0.051203766581133806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114803904241303,0.0,0.10284036790551604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068474386791151,0.0,0.0,0.05175247839703885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04277639635652599,0.04125710534300552,0.0,0.05111672469075995,0.03754504667431116,0.0,0.18309633037012354,0.06152530660525277,0.0,0.0437150928190752,0.0,0.06289752921217164,0.06702997538048712,0.0,0.0,0.0709140701623517,0.10625336411669978,0.03797759540283552,0.0,0.051648013063813454,0.0,0.05789236902923362,0.0,0.05809997879861566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156259749038921,0.0,0.06561667372471984,0.04573924903467528,0.07039795659890324,0.0,0.041463635146333375
anxiety,raghavpa7,2020/01/23,"Can I hold much I want to run away from the thoughts in my head but sometimes I look at the perfect life of someone and I start to feel this big emptiness, that I just want to fill?
2020 No I did not expect this to happen with me what I've done to feel like this? 
Ain't feeling better or working 24/7 or what! 
I'm having three meals a day 
Sometimes I do chill with friends
Now I don't think about misery or worst part of my life. Then why? I'm feeling like this?
I don't want to kill myself but a sudden panic attack changes what I'm holding on and makes me hold that blade! Why? 
But this time I ran away from it 
Found a way to the nearest psychiatrist
He told me it's serious! Referred me in another hospital
But why I'm running away from you 
I'm doing good in my life at its peak
All my efforts 
Still, do I deserve to hear all those voices inside my head?
I don't want to carry this demon with me 
I am not giving up on anything 
Now I can't say why it happens even after everything is good.",0.3234355952864689,2.368059490654208,2.209723689557091,95.792021535961,84.93457943925233,4.656318569687119,20.519301097115,5.7926816847441245,-0.1172569687119056,777,24,177,5,23,257,118,214,0.133,0.6970000000000001,0.17,0.8663,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,1,0,4,6,12,2,1,6,0,14,6,2,1,3,35,39,10,1,5,10,0,4,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,16,5,1,3,8,0,0,4,8,5,0,1,6,8,26,7,30,33,5,27,1,0,1,0,7,13,0,3,11,116,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087150875269413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485806576666696,0.0,0.0,0.13113720240385368,0.32490219858386915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194767571882776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194124655897776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434014483397572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796207328836553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613529156551667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359798316880486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331375668025201,0.16469899822431164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263885078797814,0.08905795204740556,0.0,0.0,0.11057827718569448,0.0,0.19336739499282765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386721650107545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660224043241715,0.0,0.1299185953523677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753008705561206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442575741263042,0.11263100330335896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679845977272708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694416956541479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473731826837437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524547451568966,0.0,0.12482706844447275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166798522498493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766859441264897,0.0,0.22801158318512826,0.0,0.08158928194263766,0.0,0.09205542829312416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386088906205096,0.0,0.09151215772920684,0.06721534397979666,0.0,0.0,0.11014621137131383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719588723029832,0.09149661402529308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160559547621863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391853214408553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seasonedbagel,2020/01/23,"I may get kicked out of university I haven’t slept in 4 days and every time I try to do homework I’m like a zombie but for whatever reason I can’t sleep, I can’t focus, I can hardly eat. I missed a week because of my asthma was so bad and now if I miss any more I will he told to take a withdrawal grade in the class. I am supposed to graduate this spring and this class is only offered in the winter. I need to go to class but I have 0 motivation and all the stress of amounting to nothing.",1.9794444444444463,2.8047963888888887,4.3157407407407415,88.16583333333334,75.85185185185185,7.251851851851853,23.685185185185183,7.645422480735847,0.9043296296296296,382,11,89,5,8,134,72,108,0.142,0.7979999999999999,0.06,-0.8812,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,6,0,11,4,2,2,1,13,20,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,13,1,14,15,3,11,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,57,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383622495383029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257173953130996,0.16479294916866072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434290916277395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766189223891297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776784973911302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123823045986816,0.0,0.15363690399235652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242165947382258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207141862370406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044905548811207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593925308598649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560100396486694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27794812630175003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705289888861797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096664053725464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325734187287287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763378771974856,0.0,0.0,0.2583154897884488,0.0,0.18353887588335605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684543364860104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sewing_bitch,2020/01/23,"The new virus Hi, I live in Macau, China at the moment and I'm feeling really apprehensive about the virus going around. I've never had any type of flu before and, being from New Zealand, have never been around this many people. Everyone wearing face masks is super fearmongering for a non airborne pathogen. It's all very overwhelming and is freaking me out",4.69409090909091,7.256063560606062,5.1484848484848476,77.7427272727273,72.48484848484848,7.430303030303031,26.15151515151515,8.344100000000001,2.066624242424243,289,10,47,5,6,92,55,66,0.08,0.841,0.08,-0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,4,0,6,3,2,0,3,10,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,9,6,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,29,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736382221885871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546089311367058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172733638264806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439858761346146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910628697080034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511415733483052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254676467311364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25887209794132754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938639656566151,0.4932130014727767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701883814683395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635757090363595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210680137708163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,duchesstina88,2020/01/23,"Might get fired! I have posted about my anxiety on this group before.  I suffer debilitating social anxiety (shaky hands, voice, blanking out, extreme palpitations ). Recently, I have been making excuses to miss work because I don't wish to be in a meeting with 30ish people. I often get asked questions during the meeting and I start panicking. I completely lose control of myself and my thoughts. I have embarrassed myself many times before and decided not to attend these meetings in person. My manager noticed and was extremely pissed about it. I am not sure how to come back. I am really scared that I will lose this job(which took so much courage to get)",5.635128205128202,8.154825717948723,5.916589743589742,73.48257692307695,69.59829059829059,9.124444444444443,32.212820512820514,9.642632912329526,3.5999579487179485,527,24,82,13,10,168,84,117,0.27399999999999997,0.6990000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9821,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,6,10,1,3,2,0,11,2,2,3,1,20,22,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,4,3,16,2,13,15,1,12,0,4,0,0,9,4,1,4,4,58,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257351630845927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724829786892364,0.0,0.0,0.12933871031608501,0.0,0.10253576916188437,0.0,0.2862589104989857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489309521747848,0.17635898957767573,0.0,0.1886554050929072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636393850888158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691679565309014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763551333962614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227766443972802,0.17053274135906651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843816222221642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364950118761718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915016900389305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661167032461868,0.1468694912016131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610932063085197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884272913276885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077559702399666,0.0,0.1660814362732267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684018298718429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714630831519857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905585662401386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158530545277912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353541139904246,0.09808126956453192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688114646845488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934266232983338,0.0,0.0,0.12245472068338867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kizza53,2020/01/23,"What is your best-working anxiety reliever? I have a small plush dog which I’ve had since birth. 
I sleep with him every night and keep him in my hoodie pocket when I need some extra comfort whilst out of the house. My wife is really accepting of him and she even finds him comforting when her anxiety plays up!",3.7416393442622966,5.5825861147541005,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,73.09836065573771,8.814426229508197,23.67540983606557,9.3871,1.9297580327868853,247,7,49,6,5,79,49,61,0.053,0.747,0.2,0.8585,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,6,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,5,6,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491883708759651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081027249298101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939122510388865,0.0,0.24736073850379606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683343151462721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33876138906349323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609547003414077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769194578919188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755126571470305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880801320945491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428592102241336,0.0,0.29380024684879497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137357214680859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,realfochybaby,2020/01/23,"My dog has been me this whole time. My family has a 4 year old lab. Though I don't live with them anymore, I still call him my dog. 

He has horrible anxiety. His biggest problem is that he absolutely refuses to walk on the hard floors. He used to hang out in the tiled kitchen and beg for food. Not anymore. He used to eat right by the front door where the floor is hard aside from a door mat. We had to move his bowl to the living room. I'll be playing catch with him and the ball would roll onto the hard floor, and he'd want me to go get it for him.  You could put a piece of bacon on the hard floor and he would just stand on the rug whining until he gave up. He has some kind of irrational fear that keeps him from doing things he loves. The couch and carpet are his comfort zone. I always thought he was crazy.

A couple Saturdays ago, I went to a bar to watch the NFL playoffs. I don't normally do this, but I was trying to break out of my shell. I've never approached a girl in public before, but maybe tonight's the night. After the first quarter, two girls walked in, and one of them was particularly cute. I started to think about approaching her, but I knew deep down that I would never do it. At halftime, the other girl's boyfriend walked in and quickly made the cute girl a third wheel. The couple was all lovey-dovey while the cute girl quietly sipped her drink. Alarm bells started going off in my head. I recognized that she was suddenly approachable. I knew in that moment that if I talked to her and got her number, I'd be the happiest guy in the world. I even knew that if I got rejected, I wouldn't care so much and would be happy that I tried. I knew that if I didn't take a chance, I'd regret it for a long time.

I didn't do it. I stayed on my comfortable barstool until the game ended, then went home to my comfortable apartment. I've regretted it ever since.

So anyway, does anyone know how to get this stupid dog to walk on the hard floor?",3.0900740740740744,4.191279772839508,3.8641358024691392,91.40361111111116,73.49382716049381,7.276543209876543,22.882716049382715,7.675431598112923,0.7213604938271603,1528,38,345,19,30,487,212,405,0.107,0.794,0.099,0.6726,0,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,2,1,12,19,1,2,30,0,32,7,1,4,4,51,58,23,0,14,8,0,5,0,0,5,0,1,8,6,19,14,5,2,7,5,0,16,8,8,0,5,20,7,46,11,49,28,5,75,0,4,1,1,39,31,0,4,25,216,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827250630778072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285933001354749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761791563454643,0.0,0.19751509400274533,0.06962931758716484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847360563696604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168328665150077,0.0,0.10152941812688224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950728785425022,0.22036886047998225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714396288066241,0.0,0.0,0.0975514229030387,0.0,0.10189617515128983,0.0,0.0,0.08819916700951967,0.0,0.0,0.06577228017005493,0.09007667294663656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387605984481792,0.1120562570800787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470350760131698,0.1204136834305569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405387559678034,0.0,0.11318830066791022,0.0,0.15928796973336454,0.0,0.0,0.09860079939106524,0.0,0.10600577598166176,0.44602487018997744,0.0,0.10219878670322152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988781501728423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851212633855643,0.0,0.10369823843652977,0.05472708740528304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758636115028083,0.08812600961958496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987569782382136,0.09422590532897417,0.0,0.0,0.10004245170169454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583879343004264,0.07320345825707629,0.0,0.15360593957808166,0.0,0.0,0.09344997842677216,0.0975681907294827,0.0,0.0,0.10449345866970504,0.0,0.06747863080899794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528552315132813,0.0,0.10010636203205407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504158961079035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237439321735647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096782189864987,0.10614004604322956,0.07952547755937228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487248352131443,0.08003939782064627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615716022422473,0.06380745366710927,0.0978377805496698,0.07905615324205006,0.11613290880120893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521786060443586,0.0,0.09727612123087764,0.0,0.0,0.17201194097371314,0.0,0.0,0.058735426029239673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462508185382911,0.0,0.11117857758738288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829578070768071,0.0,0.0,0.06412686872900368
anxiety,whitegeorge1918,2020/01/23,"GAD the whole day For the past 2 months ive been searching for a job without much success. Today i found out  from my yesterday's job interview that they are not willing to take me in. And i just cannot 'relax' and am on edge the entire day and feel like i'm losing my mind. Will any form of meditation help, if so what kind is the best for GAD? thank you.",2.008070175438597,3.2165012105263173,3.478947368421053,92.68096491228071,76.36842105263158,6.64561403508772,21.87719298245614,7.1686216300943375,0.40457719298245604,276,7,65,3,6,91,61,76,0.068,0.742,0.19,0.8744,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,3,2,7,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,8,6,10,9,4,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,43,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300390445492726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361177372242265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902055437945865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376392678540755,0.1607360412360452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466947417209972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080900075185244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465444410325886,0.0,0.0,0.23429704003939594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992089682761344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25171117743816385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271802009532025,0.0,0.17958838006701147,0.0,0.16539676901819528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147826093314396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916778465990562,0.0,0.0,0.20714461059979852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326837920876726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511982077733918,0.0,0.21688656850021631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nikkizkmbid,2020/01/23,"It's been a set back day My boss isn't normally the one to try and file paperwork and get people in trouble but yesterday he caught me sleeping on the job. I was already done and caught up with everything I had to do but I can't stop worrying that he'll tell my higher ups. I fell asleep because I've been sick, and I tried to call in today but all he did was guilt trip me for falling asleep yesterday. Now I have to see him today and don't even know what to say",4.007953795379535,3.6905022871287163,5.228465346534655,87.55906765676569,70.68316831683168,9.10957095709571,27.724422442244226,8.841846274778883,1.7172561056105615,365,11,86,6,6,122,70,101,0.111,0.8390000000000001,0.05,-0.7153,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,12,4,3,1,1,14,18,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,9,2,11,0,12,8,1,19,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,8,54,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931923648575394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372612897657908,0.0,0.1377247555244484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069966407172096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570607943480196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312047045271987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922455243276533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305120468342625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803903540122032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420054057381286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416515138120947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136330921837924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309593122229928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663132893068293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966850571315454,0.0,0.0,0.18003686008939854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260930400516852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888874929709438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747267005864647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283102106956204,0.0,0.0,0.30678311102250083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944275617531226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meganvanalten,2020/01/23,"I think until I physically feel the effects of a panic attack but I don’t have anxiety, please help Recently a couple of things have been in my mind which I seem to have no control over. I will think of these things and try to pick a part the sitation but then I feel my chest tightening and my heart starts pounding. I don’t think I have anxiety but these sitations do cause me a small amount of the anxious feeling. I can sort of get myself in and out of this adrenaline surge quickly and I am feeling these chest pains and my heart races quite regularly now, sometime even when I’m not thinking about anything in particular. How can I sort this problem? Even writing this post my heart seems to miss a step and speed up and my chest is constantly tight. I’ve never experienced this before.",3.7665707196029743,5.730234987096777,4.438064516129035,84.4801736972705,73.3225806451613,7.866004962779157,27.40694789081886,8.617729084823388,2.008861042183623,633,24,124,12,13,202,91,155,0.151,0.785,0.064,-0.9079,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,1,1,8,0,13,7,6,5,1,34,27,14,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,11,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,6,19,0,17,25,2,19,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,4,10,88,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077378744459536,0.1533892206394583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173279863217138,0.0,0.0,0.15446579593366425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155361196134711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394802513958243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672656552985056,0.15228530990038264,0.0,0.150234528926081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935868990237866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27461146919457863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093781285235327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826887494551512,0.09100837680812336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709593743489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047194958602484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447616726600507,0.15930490726160398,0.0,0.14703312353699294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904223498159408,0.0,0.0,0.13003671341119466,0.0,0.0,0.1299201316641134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441541895323134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340632831543498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721233393018466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342868005156969,0.0,0.09610357048882197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804082442451348,0.3480013545569585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218358504034292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonnnymousannon,2020/01/23,"i'm always anxious about my boyfriend leaving me because of my anxiety and other emotional issues i've yet to conquer i'm sure this isnt the first post like this, but i'm so scared my boyfriend is going to leave me because of how frequently my anxiety takes over. this causes me to overthink the whole situation and sometimes leaves me with the thought that I should just leave him before I get hurt...
my boyfriend has never shown any kind of frustration or disapproval of my anxiety and is usually always there whenever i need him during these attacks, but I cant help but feel guilty that I am like this around him so often. I dont know what to do to stop these thoughts but i'm hoping someone can give me tips here",7.884547283702215,6.674146126760565,7.528470824949699,77.21823943661973,63.08450704225352,10.931187122736418,37.18712273641851,9.957137785484203,3.4924052313883296,578,24,112,10,7,183,85,142,0.209,0.715,0.075,-0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,2,1,3,0,10,0,0,2,2,24,24,11,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,1,20,5,13,21,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,3,8,75,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971168326770715,0.0,0.0,0.08978190763183072,0.0,0.3029975743438769,0.14915130235866947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753073876669695,0.0,0.15019813346289296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096311099026847,0.0,0.11234402677044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356266174524797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473297215300594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851098398937554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675608967541542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230087324337276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897790554835312,0.12665094672132216,0.07503316784570864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849394937852828,0.0,0.0,0.1311311700949963,0.0,0.0,0.14133609178287368,0.0,0.0,0.1378003825283213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748430330694725,0.07255779459107213,0.0,0.0,0.559184016992842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900203875113558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789527928590347,0.10182625040264044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644399051553348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218061684322965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840226023868106,0.0,0.0,0.11186482790403893,0.0,0.1305766539721417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037927923697922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443252712440755,0.0,0.09926678976412204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962709327532214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540750107120207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474018219857644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrOneoUd,2020/01/23,"I am terrified of groups of teenagers/close friends who joke around loudly or make any sudden moves while having fun It makes me wanna crawl into a hole asap. They just walk and then suddenly one of them jumps on top of the other for a hug. Push each other for fun. Or loudly exclaim in joy whenever they meet up. Any groups walking around and I tense up immediately. I want to run.

Help, what do I do? This is destroying my life and I am genuinely shtting my pants.",2.418719806763285,4.696369326086956,3.53144927536232,87.95074879227055,78.56521739130434,6.697584541062803,22.17874396135266,7.793537801064563,1.0166555555555554,366,11,74,6,9,118,69,92,0.094,0.675,0.231,0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,4,7,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,14,9,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,11,6,15,9,1,18,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,4,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241164090175048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551977696810887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092261938484816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901614267378288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025798262152405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41630400097734294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314308034815449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130717860689904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392811190321132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throughmywindow12345,2020/01/23,"18th birthday party My birthdays on Saturday and I’m being forced to go out with family , i would be worried about going to a bar on a normal day let alone being the centre of attention and not being able to leave when I want plz help",4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,6.383333333333333,77.795,69.0,8.9,26.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.976241666666667,186,5,35,3,3,64,39,48,0.163,0.6809999999999999,0.156,-0.1027,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,10,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,25,3,0,0.3142045740698885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254211795948518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263595677921115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962041089421091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35713940058233706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106047028508795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33269727638100244,0.0,0.3212954649976588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30785377064071034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532599854622547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31908999682094724,0.0,0.2232019144496121,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sabrescythe,2020/01/23,"Causes of anxiety 1. I started going to a certain school where I was bullied a lot because I stood up for myself. Some guy illegally made a meme about me which was highly offensive but he was my bf at the time so I let it slide. My parents found out and got him suspended. 2 years later everyone at school still hates me because I defend my parents.

2. I don't have friends. I have a guy best friend who I like a lot but we'll probably get separated in the next 2 years when we go for different universities. I'll have no friends. He also likes me but he thinks we're going to get separated anyway so he has just stopped communicating much with me. I'm the one who texts usually.

3. My parents yell at me and threaten to hit me.

4. Everyone talks badly about me no matter how hard I try to improve on myself

5. I've started trying to read a book every week and stay positive and write positive things in my life but everything is still dull and sad. Is it because of me? Probably. But does that mean I don't try my best? NO.

6. I have exams and I love maths but I screwed up my maths exam and cried a lot. I wanted to take maths next year but now I just feel like I'm not good enough

7. I had a terrible panic attack yesterday 

I'd appreciate any advice, constructive criticism on my character just anything that can help me

Thank you for reading, if anyone did read this.",0.8294974657608131,3.1977003914590765,3.22628275638952,87.09817103418526,86.01067615658363,6.680081958373772,23.10589884611237,7.898369717300924,1.4299077105575329,1074,41,223,23,33,369,160,281,0.22399999999999998,0.605,0.17,-0.9390000000000001,4,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,2,1,0,2,15,21,4,1,11,0,17,3,0,3,1,38,39,20,0,2,12,3,2,3,4,1,1,1,0,2,9,10,0,1,4,4,0,4,6,9,0,1,9,3,39,12,24,27,8,34,0,2,0,2,23,12,1,5,20,140,48,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216229260456824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542266169426629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413657556243793,0.0,0.07214975093434722,0.0,0.0,0.06594635806755847,0.0,0.07761216979820468,0.0,0.0,0.10729549182317302,0.0,0.0,0.07874803121033984,0.17247833672336166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795289733373575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968861881860357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359921186090383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853778188819293,0.0,0.0,0.08253458713508245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745130234674332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946339144613873,0.1802416355527956,0.08476310575662448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047687859421269685,0.06737775281662603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341014498689363,0.21859967859303975,0.0,0.09855007023201624,0.0,0.16080201121230905,0.07910588821479812,0.07543131149275557,0.0,0.0,0.18677085594730294,0.0,0.0,0.08448658357095984,0.09311528981222378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632165101058992,0.09964764170710046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644218640447734,0.06661658188779235,0.13823078431345498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054650044358494,0.08512183022391072,0.08924193870327157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273530900742264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933144883922576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006074593023208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390942929561394,0.0,0.0,0.11065684976510448,0.31417273218859443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337232114409146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830177799981373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909010747621839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351149747079832,0.10052589518648712,0.15063814497560668,0.07885050752474862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091219300724756,0.07580580955119222,0.0,0.08683141791325652,0.0,0.0,0.06265785631775002,0.06043243468015825,0.0,0.0,0.05499509870712402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209851025869612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387325716046676,0.0,0.05562868588114435,0.0,0.07565279119534786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220486399253766
anxiety,uglyduckling400,2020/01/23,"Can anybody relate to these fears? Anxiety? So to start things off, I’ve had depression since I my teens though I was never diagnosed. I recently got discharged from the Army (Caused me to lose my scholarship and bunch of other stuff) because of a psych admit. (Suicide attempt with a gun)
I do see a therapist and I am what he would call, chronically suicidal. I think about it all the time. 

Before this psych admit, I was pretty stable even with being suicidal. Did not get stressed over minor things and rarely had anxiety. After the admit I lost most of self confidence, my career, money, friends..etc Now my anxiety is through the roof. I get so flustered over minor things. I work as an EMT (in the hopes to desensitize myself) but it has honestly made it so much worse. Now im terrified of dying but at the same time am very suicidal. I’ve seen such horrible things and on top of that I have anxiety and somehow make these fantasy’s over getting beheaded by drug cartels or stabbed in my tent. I used to be a big traveler and now i can’t leave my house without my conceal carry. The thought of camping in a tent is a big NO now because I would probably end up having a panic attack somebody would light my tent on fire. Or if I sleep in my car I’m terrified they’ll lock me in and shoot me or something. Mountain biking is a no because I’ve seen patients Impaled on branches that slowly bled out alone. These things are pretty irrational but they happen, so why can’t they happen to me? 
I’ve tried so many types of medications and have talked this through with my therapist before but didn’t get much back. 
Anyone else have similar fears? I guess I’m just looking for people that relate because I feel very confused and stressed.",3.8331687155574383,5.766290916913949,4.755560618906318,82.40450667655787,73.06528189910979,8.019033488766429,28.94966087325137,8.738905477910976,2.387668164476473,1377,57,257,27,28,447,187,337,0.223,0.6940000000000001,0.083,-0.9958,0,1,2,2,0,2,36.0,0,0,3,5,16,12,1,6,16,0,27,5,1,4,2,45,53,24,5,5,11,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,19,13,0,0,6,3,2,2,8,10,0,0,12,7,35,2,40,35,6,32,0,3,4,0,10,18,0,9,12,178,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090391822553967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670642178725096,0.0,0.0,0.061025548635916124,0.08942478119773953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928927762715503,0.0,0.06711001091709425,0.0,0.2128110469334392,0.0,0.1485312367948771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911875873611626,0.0,0.0,0.0896566992105671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517086357103486,0.08858350631955926,0.09057891694475843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121268417637012,0.0,0.07290806644874133,0.0,0.07730080866078888,0.0,0.09733603393705527,0.05764510728384147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641997949609674,0.0441294693101036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823928501966937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980275034227558,0.0,0.0961445744149711,0.0,0.15435611166931348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668495974587061,0.0,0.10070501740641524,0.0,0.0,0.09427327317038273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241289460096178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329002731548939,0.0976397439297278,0.0952722826110316,0.0,0.0,0.08258285112759033,0.058257541519330575,0.08848436872735456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879215900437053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831609893611665,0.0,0.06731278620354994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239981653451846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605063283020266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758254446102434,0.09409850550400073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617471887715904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954783208061799,0.0,0.09104811131414284,0.0,0.0,0.0721957749097129,0.0,0.08733923029041407,0.0,0.0,0.0671894830451789,0.0,0.0,0.06177454389529297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994918550792853,0.0,0.09991036888121707,0.3818639912204781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014930396781119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026687910983848,0.28991214755361433,0.05592306519766786,0.08574842382865112,0.06928755432080352,0.10178290869225733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925481115358235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537861516960104,0.0,0.14402401136891976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875319597255609,0.0,0.0,0.08413114278709705,0.0,0.06353811339102187,0.0,0.0889419044853982,0.18599552619550128,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thiswontexistforever,2020/01/23,"Anxiety disorder re-fueled by chances of pregnancy I was very drunk on new years and had unprotected sex with a woman. I was hesitant at first but she told me she was on the pill and I somehow believed it in my state, which is a stupid thing to do.

Next day it was an instant-regret situation and I have anxiety/panic disorder and it ended in a lot of insomnia, googling and Hypochondria, especially the first days. I don't have any means of contacting her, I don't even exactly know where she lives, but it's in the same town on the other end in a vuilding on some Floor relatively high. Don't know her name either. 

I'm scared of having my Life fucked Up and eventually need to kill myself to escape. It is my fault and I don't have anyone to Tell the full story. The few I tried thought it was funny or ""normal"" somehow. I am so confused and don't really know what to think or do other than it was a dumb thing to do.",2.8626984126984136,4.312652201058203,4.682730158730159,83.93171428571429,74.60846560846561,8.214603174603175,25.29841269841269,8.841846274778883,1.784577142857143,722,24,152,15,15,246,110,189,0.223,0.74,0.036000000000000004,-0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,4,2,12,0,22,6,0,0,1,30,32,13,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,13,9,1,0,6,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,9,0,19,0,23,23,6,25,0,0,0,2,10,15,2,7,9,114,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092685198120313,0.0,0.12478596919449852,0.0,0.0,0.11405694544664295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377981499930454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103971628391342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738981525448069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889509169022361,0.0,0.0,0.10773888975525614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774987226760812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080134706853993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234470510759728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046755594203207,0.0,0.26893862983034544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521612517910287,0.0,0.0,0.14403750487799485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867836366019465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768495301741288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095104059869626,0.0,0.15754182725435564,0.17347943625934914,0.0,0.15982247410983688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449852708287652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331107353476135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833531497534799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257363069465714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673869215085212,0.10452038759231236,0.0,0.12949866047821335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586767029953766,0.0,0.1107474314326386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459066878461146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050436083784951
anxiety,MalfunctioningLoki,2020/01/23,"Freelance life anxiety. I'm a freelancer, I'm 31 years old and I'm getting tired of freelance income. 

I had a part-time job for the past three years but there's a chance I won't have it this year and I'm freaking the hell out. I can't sleep because I'm so worried about money and my freelance industry is pretty much dead - I'm getting no work in. 

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Growing up, my dad made a big deal about money to the point where his whole life revolved around it and I think I've inherited that panic/obsession. I'm so scared that I won't have money to pay bills and put food on the table and it feels like year in and year out my SO and I are BARELY surviving. 

​

I wish I could just have the great lives that everyone around me seems to have.",0.7211111111111137,3.0156329617834423,2.1670806794055224,95.0609253361642,85.62420382165604,5.017551309271055,20.8241330502477,6.42735559955562,0.18482052370842128,593,19,130,6,18,191,92,157,0.185,0.629,0.18600000000000005,-0.4132,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,1,1,9,0,11,5,1,1,0,20,25,12,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,12,1,0,3,0,6,2,4,3,0,1,2,1,13,2,15,20,2,20,1,0,0,0,3,11,1,1,8,74,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28027126460776225,0.3143150854051851,0.0,0.0,0.09894177801736437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302731358253139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884209847753867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326436787989307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333986089445454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358620551981495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539622853689388,0.09239775018153047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639375004641545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514556940556174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259352922216678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834614250231938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270785337610285,0.06318709535649568,0.0,0.11420616376830535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238096423995952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507693002176812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357165015726794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174807014264666,0.0,0.14005841456687956,0.12346596150890678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226443880758478,0.0,0.0,0.13158133151487247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300185237728894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294880192841921,0.0,0.0,0.1177427463918644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294295252945772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287336352157275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486528441675317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439915945055104,0.1487301554074064,0.0,0.0,0.09415823596072584,0.13134710828454246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143150854051851,0.4164411050944591
anxiety,thatsadgirlie,2020/01/23,"My Anxious Fears Are Being Confirmed I have been struggling with anxiety for many years. As I learned how to cope with anxiety in a more healthy way, I have begun to tell myself that all those anxious thoughts about ""I'm only a burden"" or ""does everyone hate me?"" is just me getting in my own head. But I feel like all those anxious fears are being confirmed before my eyes. 

It began when I was borrowing a friend's phone to look something up, and she received a text and my own name caught my eye. She had received a text from our mutual friend about me. What I saw were mean-spirited messages insulting everything from my taste in music, to how my voice sounds, to how annoying I was as I handled my recent breakup. I've never had an argument with either of these girls, we've gotten along well for several years and spent a lot of our free time together. I was devastated.

Then, a guy that I had been fwb asked if we could just remain friends. I was honestly fine with staying friends, I like him as a person but didn't see us being in a relationship. But then he cut me off completely. So it wasn't just the end of being attracted to me, it was like he had just been waiting to get rid of me.

Then, two months later, that same girl from before sent me screenshots from another person explaining why they didn't want me to be part of their group for an upcoming trip because I would annoy them and ruin their time. These are people who I would have considered my closest friends at uni. 

I have tried my best to be a good friend and not a burden, I really have. But it seems all my fears of being secretly hated and thought of as a nuisance are true. All of my anxious fears about being a burden to those around me are true. From snide comments to seeing messages not meant for my eyes, it becomes clearer every day that people don't really like me, they hang out with me more out of obligation than anything else and are ready to drop me at any moment.",6.9998062015503875,6.083187708010335,7.0495232558139564,78.98544767441861,64.68475452196381,10.323979328165377,33.30348837209303,9.516144504307137,2.834506046511628,1541,54,306,25,20,495,197,387,0.147,0.7090000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.2068,0,0,1,1,0,0,37.0,4,0,5,1,14,34,6,5,16,0,40,5,4,3,7,56,63,25,0,5,13,0,1,4,6,2,0,2,0,5,16,17,1,1,8,0,3,6,7,15,1,1,25,11,54,20,55,27,13,38,0,1,7,0,41,12,0,4,21,224,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969643253680181,0.09204964415570248,0.134309719576665,0.39668574187763145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223911812820237,0.07814676701410532,0.08206660560595892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053512582599312096,0.0969510221090908,0.14939619332918988,0.0,0.0921243586636747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092040319920034,0.0,0.0,0.07008873587139255,0.0,0.0,0.056613704495504825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682075897653297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333263915034778,0.0,0.07775096204940671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396218062799202,0.08388179866748162,0.07889499836928601,0.0,0.0,0.3951276224951825,0.044386452781454096,0.06271322471190155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40693226450769737,0.0,0.09172749819446413,0.0,0.0,0.07362942716642569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692040153472677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333792980601948,0.09009216589993348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715481817338175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371682432731284,0.0,0.0,0.07463119553737728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899964843933167,0.0,0.09562299498417387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006870611084348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770477536034909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676402578311144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506199889357406,0.0,0.12171736148851316,0.15329998191824806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247392602929317,0.0,0.08667654857839759,0.09424764101322017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990567359902845,0.0799156613463239,0.0,0.09917143546940786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758075415858977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356653777624338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177136146837928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672747377463422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393820866773329,0.10237563109768852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059599875513125386,0.0,0.08575264672646077,0.0,0.10559387815519007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177753979991948,0.06967920603780964,0.0,0.0,0.07892875811981938,0.0,0.07921180719080474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247191014697316,0.0,0.0,0.11306060830161582
anxiety,throwaway_thoughtsac,2020/01/23,"I’ve been really struggling the last two nights and I’m really scared. The last two nights I’ve been feeling panicky as I fall asleep. That usually only happened when I was taking melatonin to sleep but I hadn’t taken any the last two nights. I know I have been playing video games a lot. Specifically Dead by Daylight, which is a game that involves trying to escape killers. The thing is, I felt fine the last few weeks I was playing it. I think it’s mainly to do with my sleep schedule as I was falling asleep at like 4am. 

I just feel scared? Like panicky and I don’t know why. I want to sleep but I’m terrified to. Today it’ll be hard as hell to stay awake because I have two classes, a 6 hour waiting period in between, and I have a three hour class. I’m going to be exhausted. But I also took a day off yesterday because the anxiety and I can’t do it anymore but I’m just so tired.",1.3611827956989266,3.337933935483876,3.158279569892475,90.82408602150541,80.61290322580646,6.068817204301076,23.77419354838709,7.1686216300943375,0.8952064516129035,696,25,150,9,18,232,102,186,0.257,0.653,0.09,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,3,11,0,19,7,5,0,0,20,36,14,1,1,6,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,5,0,4,3,5,0,5,10,4,17,5,16,23,3,25,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,19,91,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924419200688594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860910843569408,0.0,0.08843047114801139,0.0,0.11463997279189135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093225438991114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454972845973527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689742021425226,0.0,0.11099009652950392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569575745309515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222098481203908,0.0,0.10355113211221252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276771574085363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705685796415953,0.3769040237976941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129485385206762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827541602367053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254364848926155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791581539068724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481072598764478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146312473410954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470378478620292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320974305241507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084582944737543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691365606342485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679671355130463,0.07406912154486384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132860368093645,0.10957130281642836,0.0,0.12843118791642613,0.07848196077842448,0.0,0.451681202290435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731244323680393,0.0,0.06818139824613703,0.0,0.09272397870304952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430723036942896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Flyingbearjew,2020/01/23,"Hi, I had to take 3 mg of Xanax and 1 mg of Clonazepam this morning already (as prescribed) due to my new flavor ‘middle of the night’ panic attacks.Any positive vibes appreciated. Hey I’m in graduate school and feel so alone with my panic attacks. I have been dealing with panic disorder for the last 14 years (since I was 18).... Anyway, I was actually feeling pretty well until about 3 weeks ago and started getting middle of the night waking panic attacks. I am trying to do the right things. I have emailed my professors this morning calling out today (and asking their advice on how to miss today and not get kicked out of school. (I’m not acutely in danger of this to my knowledge, but my panic thoughts are pretty sure it’s going to happen of course). I also have messaged/texted my physician about seeing him today to possibly tweak my meds. I hate this. I’m just currently in the state where everything I do is wrong and everything I do is so heavy. I’m doing my best, and in certain ways, I’m dealing with this better and more rational than I have in the past (with the aforementioned professional emails/texts)

Right now I’m kind of stuck because I don’t think I should take any more klonopin or Xanax but I’m also still (less severely) panicking and everyone is asleep. I am going to I guess wait an hour and see how I feel. 

Any suggestions and/or positive vibes appreciated and welcome. If you have anxiety or depression i respect you so much. This is such an annoying fight.",4.515272727272726,6.218649747368424,5.40262360446571,79.40192583732059,70.82456140350877,8.269537480063796,29.44577352472089,8.841846274778883,2.4797017543859647,1178,47,213,22,22,385,156,285,0.162,0.685,0.153,0.0137,1,1,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,2,1,2,16,22,6,5,9,0,22,5,2,2,2,38,50,25,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,17,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,14,1,0,6,6,29,8,34,43,5,35,0,2,2,0,14,13,0,4,18,139,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.08947410175098826,0.0,0.0,0.08959629212832593,0.08127573443597702,0.0,0.0,0.09496094643237414,0.10117980692553008,0.14664545855536634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705261765323547,0.0,0.07014094353572221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571574965861277,0.20861629974176468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055892053775103576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622072713218716,0.08109043995859333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936235318123764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890522657156536,0.07897059874617021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050822034522146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761165643938781,0.1648062297594857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908037429195313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580622000864916,0.0,0.10421662022678642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010044882691968,0.0,0.08107925052063218,0.0,0.0,0.09052275580236817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029404929572743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547877183026267,0.0,0.07473782370596094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184451618960333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740110915569228,0.0,0.0,0.08855268329678072,0.0,0.1720856458562487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378796011560557,0.0,0.0,0.08752641410244358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336425867518924,0.0,0.18655898305203444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660182184292873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558596990843754,0.14612666876480576,0.0,0.0,0.103581156710639,0.0,0.07584512536797071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489712219512953,0.0,0.07322202422205466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641470029527318,0.0,0.1378756838742672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060913324095211774,0.05874986307969785,0.0,0.07278990010805217,0.0,0.0,0.2607280430900017,0.0,0.0,0.062250022057651636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277753645404964,0.0735464514684355,0.0,0.08243837577915362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024625520600776,0.0,0.059043960243483615
anxiety,Stemlen,2020/01/23,"I'm scared to go to the grocery store that is 30 minutes away. I have no car and my boyfriend is not at home, I study online so I'm usually inside most of the time. I am feeling hungry and I want to go get some food before I start doing my assignments but this is a completely new area and I have no idea where anything is. So I have to use a map.

Would it look weird if I was following a map on my phone while walking? Lol i always think people think I look weird and strange as hell when using google maps. :(",0.5928940783986647,2.521040633027525,2.347939949958299,95.8781901584654,83.0366972477064,5.431526271893245,20.00083402835696,6.574015621080383,0.0407908256880738,395,11,92,4,11,130,74,109,0.203,0.743,0.054000000000000006,-0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,5,1,11,1,0,2,0,17,26,11,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,4,0,1,5,3,4,0,0,1,3,13,0,9,24,2,19,1,0,2,0,1,8,1,3,6,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577762522405435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738414449366376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198477121962561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975890894936308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149249079886654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068147741428115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554453591942357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036984697300088,0.0,0.24011744593274545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119018209498812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23847648942142174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547950082795186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402738159655956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464547363208842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149894792844187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952443473958066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27072202189818684,0.0,0.0,0.12318206601538155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649058046884515,0.2326629594559819,0.0,0.12460122115704805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006653854923513,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kush1000,2020/01/23,"How I solved my anxiety I had anxiety attacks for no apparent reason and last year I've started to hike in the near forests and focus on nature and the beauty of this world. It helped me 100%, no attacks for 8 months now and now I just take walks and watch videos of nature in the evening, something like this ==>> https://youtu.be/6Z39dKNkK68
Taking a hike is healthy and we all spend too much time indoors focusing on things that are not important at all. It took 13.8 billion years for all the atoms to form me. Now I really don't think it's cool to spend my short time worrying about dumb things like anything material or about future. All we control is now, you can do it. Body can heal itself mentally or phisically, all you need is positive vibes. Hope this helps someone as it did for me.",5.7373548387096776,6.530499154838713,5.528548387096773,83.03282258064519,67.12903225806451,9.296774193548387,30.338709677419352,9.3871,2.4810516129032254,639,23,126,12,10,198,101,155,0.133,0.733,0.134,0.5017,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,2,0,1,10,7,3,0,5,1,10,2,1,3,5,23,17,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,2,1,2,2,4,3,0,1,3,2,13,4,18,14,7,22,0,0,1,0,6,8,1,3,14,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27360764638613705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716116711706384,0.0,0.0,0.4068879879058032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863889026371984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005721168186276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811497815208995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397308420171751,0.0,0.0,0.17761771308851987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576963902542586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473379586359414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802177391550921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427397348809643,0.0,0.13146001401101762,0.13259956131198752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456254349156578,0.18386616751749546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515213727824,0.1376714294737047,0.0,0.0,0.1265762047526475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689145558720983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376123045843948,0.1145865093371418,0.0,0.0,0.20855345063798766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868578439197454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160969955003065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303202406638378
anxiety,thefahimabrar,2020/01/23,"How about a discord group? I was wondering what you guys think about us having a discord group or something like that where we could voice chat, talk to and support each other in need, probably make friends along the way...",9.15341463414634,8.139661048780493,7.083048780487808,80.7933536585366,60.463414634146346,10.151219512195123,37.57317073170732,8.841846274778883,3.0789414634146337,177,7,33,2,2,51,37,41,0.11599999999999999,0.7070000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429362872536435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350796512310137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30127693662771826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865184054681005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310380072595244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561369707911624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280564818230956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342433102975985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34528405243486443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445621610966035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949650945384092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660015321549815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24151680584834614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32996980644445245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oceuye,2020/01/23,"I am not sure if my anxiety is real or I am just making it up, can anyone help? so as the title says, idk if my anxiety is real. I got diagnosed w it but my anxiety attacks/ panic attacks (im not sure what they are) don't have the regular symptoms and also my pills stopped working I've been having trouble breathing today I can't breathe and I've been having terrible anxiety lately",1.6320569620253167,3.8292778227848143,4.84099683544304,77.94352056962029,80.89873417721519,8.000632911392406,28.8623417721519,8.841846274778883,2.9216696202531653,304,15,55,8,8,111,54,79,0.344,0.635,0.021,-0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,2,1,2,0,13,5,2,1,2,15,15,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,9,2,2,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590407262698478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200264626431665,0.0,0.0,0.11882872382081335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866714323181488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248947765020226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591965869641925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139098115561436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183568570732266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170411748001187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343887054553765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939254607734647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868667193273476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514620754034862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208070705270134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32034022248384625,0.17663677881276366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108694285779518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372118066946272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jay087,2020/01/23,"I need help...my mind is not where I want it to be Is this a thing, that anxiety just kicks in right from the blue/sky? I was in a 10-year relationship, never had it like this, I was heartbroken in early life (ex ex) no problem...but damn now I am at best years and single and I have such anxiety. A year ago my 10-year relationship ended...it was all of sudden and for me world ended that day. So after 7 months, I had my first sex after breakup. My penis got limb and that is the time I got my sexual or nonsexual anxiety. Every time I meet a girl I get anxious. Tomorrow I will go on 3rd date with a girl and we will go snowboarding...and I am anxious as s\*\*\*. I can feel pain in my stomach, I like her, but the thing I can not go hard (penis) if anything happens after snowboarding is just dragging me back. How to get anxiety out of my head? How to be ""normal"" again :( ?",0.3736740331491717,2.500165414364645,2.803588397790054,91.081294198895,85.46408839779005,6.271933701657457,20.652209944751387,7.554174236665415,0.7339611049723755,664,21,149,12,20,228,104,181,0.153,0.8240000000000001,0.024,-0.9315,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,0,2,10,5,1,0,8,0,18,5,2,2,2,24,29,12,0,4,7,2,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,7,2,25,3,19,18,3,33,0,0,0,1,9,10,1,2,22,105,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219123435830689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208413183545443,0.3107402634567733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317574709285695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575233812348536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443296012931428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869568826410637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218110553552648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587523859765768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953946953543592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169832324164181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370784702401096,0.0,0.2344849757493575,0.0,0.21999114454816074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161762075143533,0.0,0.12320016615728813,0.0,0.1411458008781801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092183684317041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714174263554456,0.13438074919249518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886643252952338,0.0,0.10977540102096864,0.0,0.0,0.1019770005203306,0.10607187257688966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475052752572222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634197270285382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131597956405745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29531222029816906,0.0,0.11745015435873232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273808652524706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039008827628856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111895467890927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542601056840074
anxiety,pangalactic42,2020/01/23,"Friends, I love you I've never been a super active member of this community, but I've always been lurking here. Right now I am in a wonderful place where I feel like I am able to be supportive to fellow anxious humans. I know I am so very lucky to be in this position, so I want to extend an ear to whomever needs it. I can't promise I will be fast at responding, but I will reply and I will be supportive, so if you need someone to just listen to you right now, I will be there. You are not alone <3",3.3361281708945256,3.639860289719629,5.259279038718294,84.58168224299068,72.27102803738319,8.357276368491322,26.50066755674232,8.418075326091056,1.592173297730307,389,12,86,6,7,135,65,107,0.09,0.6509999999999999,0.259,0.9656,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,0,16,2,1,0,1,14,26,7,0,4,5,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,16,8,11,15,0,11,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,3,5,64,19,0,0.2149866399751712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226613224360396,0.0,0.0,0.17888610667999322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428737096577915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087037047972108,0.1535864985546241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660981447473987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815103494399636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503161289722836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940338362164197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188197389115313,0.1658109502548033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461528120024135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671948317435046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821574823929464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879285826737544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738649320186475,0.12680469036912964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331438403370029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,knagyulya,2020/01/23,"2020 not going good so far. It's only January of 2020 and I am stressin. big time. 

 Just a couple days ago my boyfriend and I decided to adopt a puppy together and im starting to feel adopters remorse/guilt/stress/anxiety. The night before I got cold feet thinking about adopting our pup, but carried on with it because I knew my boyfriend wanted a dog really bad. Now that we have her, I'm so in love with her and I really don't want to ever give her up. but im starting to feel so anxious and stressed. im scared to let her out of my sight bc I don't want her to pee or poop around the house and me not catch her. I can barely sleep bc all I can think about is her whining or barking in the middle of the night and maybe I won't hear her or the fact that I'll be woken from my sleep(I have a lot of sleeping issues). the past few days have been revolved around her, I give her all my attention but in return i'm neglecting my college work or my personal time. my boyfriend is at such ease with her and has no issues. I want to find a balance but all I feel like I can do is panic. 

On top of that, im writing this post on my laptop at almost 2am because I tried to update my iPhone 6 Plus(actually my dads old one) and it activation locked me out. The email the iPhone is tied to is my dads. I accidentally did this same thing last year with my other iPhone 6 Plus hence why I am using my dads. (long story). I have to be at work at 8am and since my alarm clock is on the phone that I locked I don't know what im going to do. Also since my phone is jank, I had to restore it to update or to even use it so all my photos and notes and text messages are erased. 

This all might seem super small but I can't help it. If we are being honest I cried before writing this. Also this Chinese New Year is the year of the rat which is me. So supposedly I'm suppose to have bad luck this year and everyone around me will have good luck. no pressure at all. im tired. im stressed. I just want to cry and sleep.",0.8318995381062351,2.5003461131639746,2.7481472286374142,94.64023469976908,80.93995381062355,5.623302540415704,20.52476905311778,6.508806274219699,0.04706471131639711,1549,42,367,14,40,518,199,433,0.165,0.755,0.08,-0.9881,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,0,0,4,18,18,0,6,16,0,39,8,6,2,8,76,67,33,0,6,15,3,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,20,26,0,1,11,0,0,3,9,10,0,1,6,6,58,8,48,54,9,51,0,2,1,1,29,23,0,12,25,233,78,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485110368592065,0.0,0.07325824339357523,0.0,0.0,0.1170105678384833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055966490286797316,0.08264892812553634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538125568982614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221695395136785,0.0891941832268162,0.0,0.12450596470897962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094912231395329,0.16072361191126242,0.09436309904403303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832087746659668,0.06617656959435614,0.0,0.06990662902371712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109742758583007,0.052264856076762685,0.0,0.0,0.06686606695966807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403616975121003,0.08315597380971604,0.12272471816099778,0.05851199355935634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245559184930551,0.0,0.049036984230568535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441574724470867,0.0,0.0,0.5531704679058831,0.1527181289220925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040206313020882456,0.05963440857287242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481010840294057,0.0,0.035741827460384006,0.0,0.0,0.06474347706112876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219722732352996,0.06602891933412068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349812166518754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761021478649545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065748819125987,0.0,0.13730966739000286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676814000343156,0.0,0.0495744809592266,0.05564077137939587,0.0,0.08583640868257064,0.0,0.0,0.06983861290956,0.0,0.06387968030933533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006616850648566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937351504936066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324499436682358,0.0,0.0,0.06660127202408501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103588170426087,0.0,0.29284762879245874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356473625493888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25141041142227266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860363704082448,0.09375475936465036,0.0,0.0,0.08531928711477994,0.08408559180881979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496702080015241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263718986340764,0.0,0.0,0.2157555825014112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660146838474088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652135233294664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844817653632087
anxiety,Duel_Juuls77,2020/01/23,Having trouble figuring out what is even causing my anxiety in the first place How does one stop an anxiety attack? been working through a lot of things that are triggering my anxiety but it is so overwhelming most times that is hard to even know what is causing it in the first place.  anyone have advice on how to deal with it?,6.107380952380954,6.866683190476196,6.0985317460317505,79.39160714285715,66.30158730158729,10.109523809523813,33.21031746031745,10.125756701596842,3.322526984126985,263,11,49,6,4,83,45,63,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.7587,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,5,0,13,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,0,9,8,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,4,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682859838848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387793465266032,0.0,0.0,0.13368445270182086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750615988617894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928094718664221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971084348849716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731160648509089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255830682176394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32525213367002503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126863433094772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507299197039097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254285151069564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129555252605721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39950559297541416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984335227288904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270181019052878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114843925787801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918855469962754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boopity_schmooples,2020/01/23,"Can’t sleep. Feel like everyone hates me Having a moment right now and not sure what else to do but ramble.

Cringing at a weird moment at work and now it’s spiraling.

Idk if anyone else does this but I have jerky movements and will say disturbing things to myself without even realizing and it takes for my husband to say “you okay?” 3 times to snap me back to reality.

He’s the best. I honestly feel like my anxiety isn’t fair to him. It ruins our night like once a week. I mean I’m not mean or anything but it’s probably not fun having to console a jerky babbling weirdo when you’d rather hangout and take a break from a stressful day at work.

Trying real hard to ignore my thoughts and fall asleep. Will probably regret this post in the morning",1.8777000000000008,4.288230420000001,3.170250000000003,89.03137500000004,81.46666666666667,6.15,22.708333333333336,7.413659706084162,0.9886333333333336,593,20,119,9,16,192,99,150,0.217,0.649,0.134,-0.9069,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,3,6,15,1,2,8,1,9,2,2,0,1,26,18,12,0,3,10,1,3,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,1,5,13,8,15,14,1,19,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,2,13,73,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439986333634786,0.0,0.0,0.104563830820753,0.15322431180635165,0.12306101550137488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498921328474485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569359845927953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644276047428188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086594709615892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24984770791974897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877163549373258,0.0,0.0,0.142894592203946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512267063973775,0.2136668696513216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396101149493433,0.14764259461873916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191772338718816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257919856427832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033582509533676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925824412360054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322070332744047,0.0,0.32246494885963817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021249109316408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770876833108227,0.0,0.2378449372665939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496508381200651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713008180469964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094235699860433,0.0,0.2248752097922468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993496180772918,0.0,0.0,0.1187203109177827,0.08719963263613822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152977215730097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995424601862292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415396137822148,0.0,0.21773793723432355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iinsomniia32,2020/01/23,"People out there I found the perfect natural pill for anxiousness Hey guys.
I wanted to tell u about a pill that has changed my life in a way.
The pills are called lasea.
It's a lavender oil that decreased my anxiety and worrying a whole lot.
It's completely natural and has no addicting effects whatsoever.
Last night I had a severe anxiety attack.
Popped one of these bad boys and after 15 minutes I slept in like a baby.
They're a lil expensive but online they're a whole lot cheaper than in pharmacys. 
Try it people.",2.5138793879387933,5.136602782178223,4.113681368136817,81.92337533753377,80.5841584158416,8.02916291629163,27.00360036003601,8.841846274778883,2.618516831683169,415,18,76,11,11,138,72,101,0.146,0.773,0.08199999999999999,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,10,0,4,6,1,1,1,11,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,6,2,10,4,4,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142199371486927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826906615068254,0.2087327617375142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019777038310986,0.0,0.0,0.1542717247594371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886665391603039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545771660964573,0.0,0.19372342527036884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258616221324435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294719016418728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060878680836706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305055482334217,0.0902672366666372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31416255058836284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339018628312547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520208739556513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561866821292307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087327617375142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149345248776326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544384939254313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897965555560776,0.14665849136000333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125688331469225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876386379545832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unicornsandall,2020/01/23,"I’ve been off SSRIs for a few weeks and my anxiety is terrible. But I love talking to people again? I’ve been taking 10 mg of Lexapro for a couple of years now. I ran out of my prescription a few weeks ago but I was travelling and couldn’t refill.

My mood is all over the place, my paranoia is back, and my anxiety is through the roof. Normal stuff. But I noticed that right now I’m really open to talk and catch up with people around me, and make small talk. I even enjoy it. I would avoid conversations with acquaintances when I was on Lexapro. I really hated it. I chalked it up to being very socially anxious. I would avoid eye contact as much as possible to duck out of social interactions, and I needed to psych myself up if I was going to be social. 

The downside now is that while I’m enjoying my conversations and happy to keep them going, I’m over-analyzing the crap out of my interactions after and wracking up paranoia over every little thing. Oh well! At least having a conversation isn’t as torturous as before. 

I want to keep this extroverted part of myself, the part that doesn’t run into walls to avoid conversations. I feel like I found a part of myself from long ago. 

Has anyone noticed this about being on SSRIs? I know I need to get back on them to get a hold on other symptoms. I’d love to find a way to maintain my new social behaviour.",3.636439992971358,5.143799472324722,5.205218766473383,80.72854858548588,72.7269372693727,8.261535758214723,25.45088736601652,8.841846274778883,1.8874732384466704,1071,34,209,21,21,362,140,271,0.139,0.758,0.10300000000000001,-0.8076,0,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,0,11,15,3,3,12,0,20,5,2,1,1,39,41,18,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,16,0,6,4,1,0,6,3,7,1,0,7,2,31,7,49,28,8,46,0,0,1,2,18,23,1,1,17,153,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865382398063558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098246587752693,0.11886602307561556,0.0,0.07357064438807374,0.0,0.0,0.09366603767723862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181179386088998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953249128452209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642135547488393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949528162366836,0.0,0.08865042870093125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053201217624732094,0.07516752762997657,0.0,0.0,0.09616704824206676,0.0,0.0,0.11536574916170453,0.0,0.0,0.10994378437140877,0.0,0.11959525823163053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200617093605214,0.0,0.10388067020849773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704460697131875,0.0,0.0,0.057824882181974735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051404040972166026,0.105455751444895,0.0,0.09311433085562204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992611827478836,0.0,0.0702336147047696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734709720035117,0.15603514474998698,0.0,0.10161988560880478,0.0,0.0,0.10309098110520208,0.0,0.2395820394131284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418214640318501,0.0,0.14588937460585324,0.0,0.10993007532969616,0.0,0.0,0.11861711866379435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481027297348308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985531905608207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290246747928384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044906410419765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936145085160373,0.07911059666358028,0.2537099433752228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990194758821618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681560068376447,0.06206011046955535,0.08351689247591673,0.16879854357677346,0.0,0.09460332543935243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948723413249665,0.0,0.0,0.06775673263027762
anxiety,vintageflow,2020/01/23,"Remind me it’s going to be okay (Health anxiety - warning) The world is terrifying lately. I know the media blows things out of proportion - but I’ve been suffering from the worst anxiety since the beginning of flu season - yesterday I got a flu shot and now I’m convinced that’s going to harm me in some way (I know it’s not, rationally.) now, the Wuhan virus has me so terrified (I live in Los Angeles, so I don’t even have the right to be afraid yet). I can hardly stand being around other people for fear of catching something. I think the ultimate fear for me is death, of course, but I hate flu season so much. It feels so out of control. 

I just need a hug so bad. My friends are sick of hearing my anxious nonsense. Glad I found this sub. Trying to find a therapist but insurance is making it difficult.",2.1156250000000014,4.392381312500003,3.87125,85.11875,79.625,7.5,24.375,8.472884824447931,1.799875,630,23,125,14,16,211,104,160,0.359,0.5579999999999999,0.083,-0.9963,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,11,14,1,3,10,1,12,6,0,2,0,19,26,9,1,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,9,0,0,3,3,16,5,18,20,3,20,1,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,8,82,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728692977015605,0.20148087594767425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876627171881313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489119483676317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000308594357591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779623691843193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40137898132980737,0.09017739174881834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163005547050128,0.0,0.0,0.19554782429856704,0.13779012863986978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027169477384522,0.0,0.14264005575338226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976350871390982,0.17608032881124633,0.0,0.18957407927273856,0.20100956236659204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960292371552449,0.0,0.20118271534640209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748330141781808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904772991931065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110526029816827,0.13224173245390086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364306564015777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230700854238538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475301375344685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729991383736087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707413046041415,0.11848554587851275,0.11427728991452413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108562377783785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156321728515342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TazeDaTree,2020/01/23,"Im dreading getting a job soon Im looking forward to getting a part time job for the money and the social benefits. But im dreading getting it also because of my loss of freedom and knowing that if I take a day off to make myself feel better or take off Christmas or go to my piano lessons  I'll get fired. Im trying to have a mentality of there are plenty of other jobs in my town if anything goes wrong. Im not wanting to become a wage slave and work a deadend job until I realize it's too late. 

I have no clue how to make myself feel better about this my father is mostly pushing me to get one and my mother doesn't care. I can't keep living off of what's left of my money and just be miserable because I can't afford to pay for anything fun. 

What's getting me the most is just knowing that all of my activities I love doing are going to have to stop and I have no control over it. I won't be able to read as much or drive around and just wonder my town or play my video games or just spend time with my family.

I know this is the first step into adulthood and Im really not looking forward to the side effects of it.",4.398518299881939,3.9417022520661193,6.0233293978748526,82.66603305785127,69.86776859504133,8.071310507674145,29.68240850059032,7.1686216300943375,1.6424028335301064,883,30,188,7,14,305,126,242,0.114,0.789,0.096,-0.5318,6,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,8,12,12,0,3,11,0,16,1,0,5,1,44,40,20,0,3,14,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,3,9,4,5,7,8,5,0,2,0,5,23,7,33,37,5,26,0,2,2,1,5,13,0,10,10,130,34,8,0.0949032331589772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589408126964031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561945492206318,0.0844839981653418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570426014749816,0.10481316485573887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786839499935294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676017117450736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644204577350358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120473423894965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946632205082856,0.0,0.09597185241655723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072464164368688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974981340344021,0.0,0.10787138890022624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6150706637296187,0.0,0.3767072604047165,0.08435435417186445,0.0,0.0,0.15646900503063155,0.0,0.1070549806971998,0.0,0.10311264051034127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380129358720935,0.0,0.1593896277270025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565387319558254,0.0,0.12669729013860015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564013754558977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697647960778096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643088869035019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277095325861424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492891532167844,0.0,0.060797441297811186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674189475961048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934335240638409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427108409649138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110677676893168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443306570311011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597638577514978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029185080600231,0.06909068403178711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376178730021017,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kaptin_Krunch666,2020/01/23,"These past 2 weeks my anxiety has been off the charts until i wake up too early to until I go to sleep too late It’s such an awful feeling. And I know why it’s because a lot of changes have suddenly happened so well my parents have been divorced since I was little and now I switched parents for a semester so I’m at a new school, in a new house with different people. I’m constantly overthinking everything. I can’t even function I cry every night. I freak out constantly and fidget too much. But also I’m highly aware of everything that I’m doing at the same time as I’m zoning out constantly to think about stuff. I spent 45 minutes zoned out in deep thought in math class today while drawing a lemon dude twirling around throwing glitter. Then snapped out of it when the teacher came around and looked at my page looking confused. I then preceded to do 10 big math problem all completely in head at sonic speed skipping all the steps to only putting down the answer (great it’s probably gonna look like a copier someone else) I’m constantly scared that everyone is judging me and hates me, that my family doesn’t want me here, if I fail I’m going to get sent back, that I’m ugly, I’m stupid, that I’m fat, that I’m going to fail all my classes, being not sure if I should have came here or not, sorting out the pros and cons of killing myself, thinking about how maybe my grandma is watching me from heaven and is maybe incredibly disappointed in me. That I’m no ones #1. That I sound stupid. That I’m unlovable. That I’m too different. That me being here alive is a mistake. That if I killed myself it would maybe leave some people sad which would then cause them to do a bunch of stupid things. That I’m a terrible person.  Just a zillion things. That why do people keep lying to me. When 10 years go by of family and people telling you that you just haven’t found your group yet or the right people yet you begin to think that maybe you are meant to be alone. To live a lonely and sad life and to die alone. As maybe I don’t want that I’ve tried but i don’t want to keep trying because it hurts to much. I’m overthinking everything but I just can’t stop and it’s going to drive me to end it all.",3.189819848293304,4.581995763274339,4.118252844500631,88.53850442477876,73.66814159292034,7.201112515802783,25.30366624525917,7.760100539840176,1.2207287484197218,1743,56,367,23,35,562,223,452,0.153,0.818,0.028999999999999998,-0.9917,4,4,0,0,1,1,35.0,0,5,1,2,27,25,6,2,19,1,28,5,4,2,5,66,74,33,3,11,13,2,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,30,21,1,3,9,0,1,12,9,20,1,2,10,6,39,5,52,57,11,68,1,7,4,0,13,24,0,9,33,229,69,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449659550559794,0.0,0.05964616230235201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570578610941743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327941832148479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057351804168150076,0.0,0.0909335084420074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706123560715779,0.0,0.07662006584739532,0.07890178744958919,0.0,0.07820169389994144,0.3224026053854927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192889598751693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740818747290179,0.15585237644467068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623067869026616,0.0,0.06606079748414917,0.0,0.0,0.04926315551161327,0.0,0.06284167432998503,0.07126983857585542,0.2010984702597176,0.0,0.14062553169802686,0.0,0.037712774105253186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817793770869652,0.0,0.0,0.038967953078841634,0.0,0.21194387831323705,0.0,0.0,0.08223100439794591,0.0,0.0,0.065955893671004,0.0,0.0,0.07363794334763794,0.07654645253960933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880389364142758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606189088805094,0.07984554110708818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259040535636107,0.16503606624068387,0.0,0.0409903535436737,0.0,0.08413592532010371,0.07897549354169793,0.0,0.0,0.05268209005157993,0.0364388085805628,0.07475447198208897,0.06586054504950238,0.0,0.1878996249576969,0.0,0.0,0.06341010020251239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746568343990197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965815199905754,0.0,0.0,0.14407067964493125,0.0,0.06999363269590504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054120481545757,0.056725790526964866,0.0,0.0,0.16563720022730555,0.0,0.0712004961180051,0.2585416873198356,0.06512536175044274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041600629223547,0.07136844781529161,0.0,0.07497923544290012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369578556679774,0.0,0.0,0.07467330348945762,0.07548471661683792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169806691739065,0.0,0.07463957110662431,0.0,0.06319622682485694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062356990111388774,0.0,0.0,0.08538278912697425,0.0,0.0,0.07029614540943929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651911947182801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910285804008116,0.14337452668551318,0.0,0.0592127194198472,0.043491525088518,0.0,0.07069852840140692,0.0,0.0,0.10127759715310483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319777459001636,0.0,0.059828154574485176,0.0,0.06706150725846317,0.0,0.13460399756494468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596709143433497,0.0,0.0,0.048030749405400766
anxiety,microscope411,2020/01/23,"DPDR and GAD Hi. I was diagnosed with GAD when I was younger, and in late November I had a huge panic attack for the first time due to accidentally having an edible and have had persistent DPDR since.

At first, I had no idea what it was and thought I was going mad. I then learnt what it was, but none of the advice was helping me. For example, that bull crap: “just don’t be anxious! Hehe!”. Since I also have mild-mod OCD, the intrusive thoughts would and will not go away. Though I’m learning to deal with them, I still have dissociative episodes.

I was put onto sertraline 50mg, and after 4 weeks I just felt the same - and so ive been on lexapro 10mg for 2 weeks today 

A few days ago, I noticed that I wasn’t feeling anxious - my appetite and sleep have come back, and I have had days which passed without the physical anxiety - a tight chest, sore stomach, and fast heartbeat. But today, I woke up feeling good yet went back to sleep and have felt dissociated all day.

I am very discouraged because I was feeling better and was hopeful, but today I just feel bad again and am so anxious that it won’t actually get better or I’ll be put in a psych ward or develop a worse disorder where I am just numbed by medication.

I hate this. And I just don’t know what to do, has this type of experience happened to anyone else? Will it get okay again? Why do I feel like this. Was the good feeling just due to me getting out of the house? Ahhhhhh (please don’t respond if all you have to say is: “just stop thinking about it” because it’s the physical feeling for me and the intrusive thoughts)",4.871226415094338,5.247591562893081,5.750622641509434,82.15310377358493,68.90566037735849,9.001509433962264,30.99433962264151,8.982922981607832,2.3557441509433965,1239,48,259,21,20,408,172,318,0.152,0.728,0.12,-0.9199,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,5,20,15,4,1,15,1,41,9,5,0,2,58,67,27,0,3,15,0,10,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,16,19,0,3,16,0,0,7,9,8,0,2,23,11,28,7,28,38,5,43,0,1,0,0,7,10,1,4,27,177,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0927666214161548,0.0,0.0,0.09289330822555944,0.0842665658463449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602090141158546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272203048049447,0.32217838779198865,0.0,0.06646943335716421,0.09740206630119233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814654140503624,0.08931370713940938,0.1461933402636223,0.07937264719275745,0.11589760369221322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814890559155954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188733875268872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392102478863828,0.09800456008107747,0.0,0.09648574410991016,0.0,0.0,0.10894907905704987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794119507704375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298869881670503,0.0,0.0,0.33646277984759065,0.06791218168579022,0.1825485056919346,0.0,0.0,0.16171906744815304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899762892713853,0.0,0.10805164360024093,0.15946668531615174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840628516024189,0.0,0.0,0.09385386444488744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371793270603178,0.0,0.0,0.09441783455766403,0.0,0.10968857458641826,0.0,0.10731322141922746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052243489024050335,0.0,0.1072338711669285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464424024569535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576478050090782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822850971878904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153456106613564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434932950112916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911267664339236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559697307801312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727223617964114,0.0,0.190260940770567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759164905531654,0.07947593633185296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091177446780083,0.09339775340923216,0.2264053946594268,0.05543131047114072,0.0,0.2703224641831951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843595542772097,0.0,0.0,0.1525057125214135,0.0,0.0,0.0881232575558534,0.08577850471434646,0.0,0.0,0.0916362001448324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687611377527257,0.06752918796323285,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ladyinred_88,2020/01/23,"Constantly questioning my marriage Does anyone else question their marriage multiple times a week? 

It could be me disagreeing with a purchase he made, judging his reaction to something, or questioning his silence (he has add and anxiety-ocd too), I cant stop thinking that I'm making him unhappy and his anxiety worse. 

It seems to come the worst in 2 year cycles, but i always end up realizing we are so lucky in the end. I just hate the feeling of always questioning it",7.68,7.9781319425287425,8.0143908045977,68.59468965517243,62.9080459770115,12.017471264367812,40.38850574712643,11.602472056035307,5.132096091954023,377,20,62,11,5,124,67,87,0.201,0.7120000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.7566,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,22,13,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,8,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,11,1,7,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,7,7,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26425296660261416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214743593405954,0.0,0.0,0.11103006584723488,0.1626997145735786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678402469465173,0.0,0.17159620597371195,0.0,0.1267813575042091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389587069371551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326491543221306,0.0,0.2812826453017942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802892885492332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677282358252806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025148652497813,0.1059939454142392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7115271637044518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455698059563662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222447465610711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275603534606015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017465922071519,0.0,0.0,0.09259206436346017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737222545847815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182116723781895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225592759321736
anxiety,shksksbfjfjfhjtj,2020/01/23,"I don't know how I can keep living like this My anxietys getting to the point where it impairs my function in every day activities. I don't have a job because I'm too scared of putting myself out there and handing out resumes for no fucking reason. I have limited friends that I'm too scared to talk to so I end up isolating myself. Whenever I leave the house alone I have an anxiety attack while I walk. I'm so sick of feeling so anxious and scared of everything all the time and it's ruining my life. I'm 16 and I can't even be a normal teenager because of this stupid fucking disorder. My therapist is mostly for my gender dysphoria (seperate issue) and I don't know how to talk to her about anxiety because she just gives me breathing techniques and grounding stuff. That doesn't help anymore. I've been suffering from this shit since I was 9. It's an impenetrable, overwhelming feeling of anxiety in any situation that isn't me being in my house alone. I never get a fucking rest. I'm always physically exhausted for days after going anywhere or doing anything. I don't know what to do with myself anymore and how I can get this feeling to go away.",4.384434984520127,5.847785539473684,5.787956656346752,77.45363777089784,70.79824561403508,8.698039215686276,33.14860681114551,9.168548406835145,3.1303417956656343,925,45,168,19,17,312,127,228,0.22899999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.046,-0.9898,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,13,15,6,4,8,0,19,9,3,4,2,28,40,15,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,12,10,0,2,7,0,0,4,9,13,0,0,2,4,27,2,26,36,3,21,0,3,0,3,7,10,4,2,8,118,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269425348200917,0.0,0.0,0.0911628163569284,0.0,0.0,0.07450465479018321,0.0,0.3352528406402437,0.12377177748670558,0.21730844600541352,0.0,0.0,0.09015866325296712,0.0,0.0,0.12464048023652492,0.10293536163923887,0.0,0.0,0.2003605403573339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131445818745425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556541668900228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703776827073406,0.0,0.0,0.07236344172151546,0.0,0.0923091464773976,0.0,0.0984655928066055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661907019219766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464589535687578,0.3038597626607139,0.17172195968827578,0.10510007320201536,0.12453110912017284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343585498878039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528353923350596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435232555236835,0.1087215373559604,0.09738208983157096,0.0,0.0,0.1806341694313124,0.0,0.0,0.11600837309305817,0.0,0.0,0.07738556967420478,0.05352555218472368,0.0,0.09674361424763783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844995370998087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073456791443442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035697488990302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013820527629467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126460750860771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290664507233134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246191323255174,0.09062928314964024,0.1231501920688295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542015266467668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612058711190925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272077713482627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388540093378471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,illegitimatetimelord,2020/01/23,"Advice on How to get out of a rut First time poster here. Recently, I’ve been falling into really bad habits of just being too afraid to do anything and overthinking even the smallest actions which leads to me wasting time overthinking which just continues the cycle. Sometimes I feel like a total zombie because i’ll end up just sitting and staring into the void for several minutes on end because I don’t know what to do and can’t make a decision even when I know I have a million things I could be doing. Is this normal, and what’s the best way to combat it?",11.539594594594595,6.9702214954955,10.859527027027028,66.63091216216219,59.270270270270274,13.622522522522528,43.96621621621622,10.686352973137794,4.672637837837838,450,18,82,7,4,147,76,111,0.09699999999999999,0.841,0.062,-0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,9,4,0,1,8,0,11,0,0,3,1,20,16,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,1,2,6,2,14,12,2,19,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,9,63,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261623269143426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904944296800454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816698484232372,0.2652689665779725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22833632981568736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371957799696802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854218270069891,0.0,0.0,0.2874185012067291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100147655698238,0.15543888467001546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507306679028107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367634241755477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915207739137406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629838506300428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452360491327282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318177712871567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938704074591546,0.0,0.2148335713873071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458029768251373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519175322408926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455019490412346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537447880940126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270453115694887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not-aaliyah,2020/01/23,I have this twitchy reflex thing Whenever I think too hard  about things my left thumb and forefinger start to shake fast and I never notice im doing it until I start getting looks. I feel like I look so stupid but it's either this or biting around my lips until I look infected.,2.9258928571428555,4.9718812321428585,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,75.96428571428572,6.622857142857143,20.128571428571426,7.554174236665415,0.6229971428571424,223,5,44,3,5,71,42,56,0.174,0.7929999999999999,0.033,-0.7541,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,10,7,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,9,1,5,10,1,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,7,30,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197022049103656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039661450359905,0.1701073067742684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440372622108735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330164021541506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572018903768777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587094552700328,0.0,0.0,0.1163295274275078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998624934953135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836467036293248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710921641368518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370738902493176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163821511076412,0.15257259667343698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TinaStina92,2020/01/23,"Calling in sick, would like to know if others have smular problems with it, Anyone else feels like your coworker and boss think you are faking it or seacretly juging you when calling in sick?

I had a simple surgery 2 days ago and have gotten a fever so need to stay home, but my mind keeps telling me they Will accuse me of lying or judge me for calling in sick. Like im weak or just lazy...",4.713797468354429,5.101702405063293,4.761873417721521,89.06382278481014,69.25316455696202,6.82632911392405,25.92658227848101,5.6839178017228535,0.6760005063291139,306,8,64,1,5,95,60,79,0.249,0.6779999999999999,0.073,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,0,18,12,9,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,3,8,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,6,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981726766536366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183978864576793,0.20784724346281996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214078948598454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082363810423425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945795600065772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256875587204677,0.14491848373410646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347846368884764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911644287228935,0.0,0.0,0.1803053904231082,0.0,0.0,0.11148290375022596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973117213125441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048240705903661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041319901934752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410327334986194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621469546613656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773027812116036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998024475592054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441012095989669,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rentalmp3,2020/01/23,"i’m pathetic i’m a college student taking a chem lab this semester, and i had the first real lab of the semester just now. we had to the lab by ourself, something i’m not used to— in previous labs i’ve always had a partner. i was shaking so bad, getting red in the face, feeling sweaty, and asking what i felt like were stupid questions because i literally cannot think about anything else but embarrassing myself or burning something. i could tell my TA was losing his patience with me, and after the lab i told him that i get nervous doing this types of things. i’m kind of pissed at my TA because he’s there to help me, and i felt like the entire time he was condescending and annoyed. maybe i’m reading too much into him, but it made me feel bad, nonetheless. 

i’m just upset because i look around me and everyone is fine— i try to tell myself that i’ve never done these things before and that it is okay to make mistakes. however, i still panic. i’m so sick of being like this. i just want to be able to feel confident in myself and what i’m doing.",4.978207513416817,5.054461060465119,6.117674418604653,80.65869409660108,68.62790697674419,8.661896243291594,30.957066189624328,8.384062270229773,2.2255796064400717,828,31,166,11,13,278,121,215,0.21100000000000002,0.7,0.08900000000000001,-0.9859,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,11,17,3,5,9,1,16,3,2,3,1,34,40,13,0,3,7,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,13,12,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,12,0,1,12,7,25,5,20,25,1,13,0,1,2,0,13,6,1,2,9,107,38,4,0.1448549586007175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053092964458904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920328848602632,0.1289516241892762,0.135419832309621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189567967187245,0.2649067148036424,0.0,0.12326090069738188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115654897487415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823691521595414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100773052859112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841512056586075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197290584191156,0.0,0.2781669530953005,0.0,0.0,0.12321355378658044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136147440187828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709322533858106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508441485010515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230644759718614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164168257103646,0.16205564621077834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706526427437205,0.09669180968316662,0.0,0.14552627574417545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648506179668203,0.0,0.11172107409780936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699560831735663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622707052474522,0.0,0.14489415840973388,0.16487665567392415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230328482076132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568135705531114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891290144571174,0.0,0.2532192371155498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924703958665389,0.0928172084844674,0.0,0.0,0.08446609125279786,0.0,0.0,0.13841512056586075,0.0,0.09834700836067824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510817521781809,0.0,0.0,0.08543920764526777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fairydust680,2020/01/23,"Earth from Space | Relaxing, Calming, Meditation, Sleep, Study, Nature, Ambient Music Sounds A 30 minute clip from the International Space Station floating over planet Earth paired with calming ambient music to relax you. Use this video with relaxing tunes to help you meditate, sleep, study or de-compress after a difficult day. 

[https://youtu.be/Dwud3LtbKEI](https://youtu.be/Dwud3LtbKEI)",15.917222222222225,17.94345035185185,11.533703703703706,44.43166666666667,45.48148148148147,13.866666666666667,43.925925925925924,13.023866798666859,6.663303703703704,325,14,34,9,3,92,41,54,0.04,0.684,0.27699999999999997,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,8,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721166775536929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828177828252224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8444903207269144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644210665062024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zzzorp1,2020/01/23,"My Coworkers don't understand the concept of social anxiety and introversion. I'm almost 8 months into this job and my team is small so there's not much work-related interaction that I have to do. I had a couple of friends here who quit much earlier, so now I'm pretty much on my own, working, eating and spending the day by myself. And I'm more than happy about that. But the people I sit around now are making my life hell. Constant taunts about talking more, making a huge deal out of me speaking, mocking me for talking to the point, etc. Tried explaining that I don't have the ability to approach people if you talk to me though I will, of course, contribute and respond. But it seems as though it went above their heads. It was followed by me having a panic attack in the washroom, the helplessness and frustration having consumed me.

My beautiful anxious Redditors, how do you deal with such situations at work? Pour in your comments, it will either help to know I'm not alone, or I'll learn from you!",6.076013745704465,6.615863216494848,6.468608247422682,77.48047250859109,66.31958762886596,9.559450171821307,32.146048109965626,9.516144504307137,2.9189429553264605,800,31,147,15,12,259,124,194,0.125,0.772,0.10400000000000001,-0.5257,2,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,1,4,13,8,4,1,10,0,14,3,1,3,0,26,26,16,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,9,10,1,0,5,1,1,3,4,6,0,0,3,1,21,2,25,21,8,19,1,1,0,0,20,10,1,4,5,109,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624812642130466,0.1409209432606567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104088346795127,0.15371323534657624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112552705076775,0.0,0.15479208476556872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703650624770792,0.0,0.0,0.15055187975872786,0.0,0.08774982071973246,0.2805513699169663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922711834909882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174697586689098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051224657051617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448423230447434,0.0,0.0,0.13964059544273885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120062012505158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502221264159647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477704304174135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610580477474022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164713291513646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860473544490157,0.0,0.30006739304558466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964141808455254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865885467614912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862416223288398,0.0,0.0,0.13842568367915264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472047767561336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386726885882515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294128306822874,0.0,0.13869979221053025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280885086143881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26736375985413235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237831083126492,0.0,0.0,0.14164709489096008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613239939237178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971679501224664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,koalahugs1991,2020/01/23,"Trouble staying asleep/night terrors I (28F) have been on Zoloft for anxiety for 10 years this spring. I have also been prescribed Xanax, to take when I feel a panic attack is coming. These medications had been working fine for me. Unfortunately, I am beginning to wonder if something changed in the past year.

Last winter, I started to experience stomach problems after my mother was dealing with her own mental health issues. I went to the doctor and had some tests done, which all came back fine. My stomach issues subsided. Since then, those stomach problems have come back occasionally, usually when I’m under stress. 

Within the past three months, I have experienced difficulties staying asleep and I have been having night terrors. While I have always had a sensitive stomach, these sleeping problems are entirely new. As I was taking a nap today, I kept waking up because I knew I was dreaming. It was the strangest experience — I felt like I was nervous about getting trapped in a dream. I also believed I experienced a bit of sleep paralysis a few weeks ago. I was lying in bed and couldn’t move. I was terrified.

I am just wondering if anyone else has experienced the problems I have faced. If so, what have you done? I have an appointment scheduled with my primary doctor in early March. Should I ask about switching medication? I have gone to therapy, but, unfortunately, my new insurance does not cover it (don’t get me started on that topic).",5.018628205128209,7.723858657692312,5.6542307692307725,73.8199358974359,72.03846153846155,8.025641025641027,31.602564102564106,8.841846274778883,3.1146794871794867,1161,54,183,24,24,375,159,260,0.14800000000000002,0.8270000000000001,0.025,-0.9734,0,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,1,10,14,1,5,12,0,35,16,9,0,1,28,55,15,0,9,6,1,2,1,0,1,7,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,5,3,0,6,3,11,0,1,22,5,32,3,24,31,5,45,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,6,29,135,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721608614318596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736360962627444,0.08186769319804894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526746594206095,0.0,0.0,0.06879601378485092,0.1008113588079438,0.0,0.0,0.09198061706772033,0.11193191482928327,0.0,0.15131043765616126,0.0,0.059977140909245566,0.0,0.0,0.11085093184425307,0.0,0.0,0.10741551988911116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253102949931124,0.0,0.0,0.10408272384812617,0.1695071614455861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014349412321168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141102324293028,0.08610104880174366,0.20137261583080696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219154856532389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924870269693636,0.0,0.0,0.04974853396384328,0.0,0.09446905802930752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028085885081664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458311488575224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053855174493675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020032689619062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480679915302121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823352860683244,0.0991531685840955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853331787788911,0.10457214495417376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900497979678318,0.0,0.18466319150677213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543852283744703,0.0,0.0,0.1878472418646959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765806928099992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813885599870452,0.0,0.19692050379965892,0.0,0.0,0.0757448102490745,0.0,0.0,0.13928075923506705,0.20973958452411293,0.0,0.0,0.11270449205250856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795286201075364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125166207855967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093261453839356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836179951238673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892187860633272,0.0,0.0,0.09120777078092884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339777298489734,0.07162850678804948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267188333287095
anxiety,WaffleBoi014,2020/01/23,First night with a weighted blanket! I hear is great for anxious people. My worst anxiety is right before bedtime. Share your experience with a weighted blanket!,4.797222222222222,8.344061222222223,4.523981481481481,74.65041666666669,84.92592592592592,5.662962962962964,36.37962962962963,7.1686216300943375,3.4710074074074075,131,8,17,2,4,40,22,27,0.249,0.564,0.187,-0.2695,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990278079065432,0.29391578614911673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138380574101646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254494226347745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212987679127676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868361384991963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29322824446033385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441500437580208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803677330098153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218205048592946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.633629068721713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,berniemaccheese,2020/01/23,"Extremely tiny rant I have super bad picking habits when my anxiety is bad. My psychiatrist recently changed my medication and it hasn’t been working as well. She noticed my lips were really raw and my fingernails/skin around them looked gross. 

I tried to tell her i felt my medication wasn’t working and she told me to drink more water and use chapstick.",3.83701298701299,6.718682787878791,4.535627705627707,79.33772727272729,77.18181818181819,8.61991341991342,29.12554112554113,9.23628265651192,3.0747904761904765,288,13,51,8,7,92,50,66,0.19699999999999998,0.721,0.08199999999999999,-0.8166,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,2,0,8,10,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,5,2,14,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,32,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926806615448547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697386265708405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694961322479551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340703405562435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675667594077905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245028730429052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858079122830972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458049120464334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251913078084296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174881767148598,0.0,0.21847371590164086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339644439266315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114293722115903,0.0,0.1502252510533506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911029867019097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989449206360812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221689125253573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wheresmyadventure,2020/01/23,"I never realize how bad, or how depressed I am until it hits me like a full blown truck. I just had a panic attack while driving home from a game night at a friends house, it wasn’t one of those hyperventilating or unable to control myself attack - I sat there mindlessly driving, thinking about how fucked up I am right now. 

I am in a dark place, and I didn’t even know it. All the things I’m anxious about came at me full speed ahead without warning. Disappointing my friends, being true to myself, how much I hate waking up at 5am to go to the gym, how much I hate my job, how much I need to vent to someone other than the internet, *how much I need to stop comparing myself to others*. 

Strangely, I’m calm and emotionless as I think about things and release them to who ever you are reading this. 

I want to talk to my friends, I just need to talk about it.",4.530202597402597,4.8172545085714304,5.381402597402598,84.8164155844156,69.62857142857143,7.963636363636363,28.48051948051948,7.686295010490155,1.5361428571428566,669,22,142,7,11,219,101,175,0.165,0.698,0.13699999999999998,-0.8026,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,17,15,5,1,8,0,8,2,1,8,4,30,24,15,0,4,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,2,4,3,0,4,4,9,0,1,5,0,24,6,29,17,7,23,0,2,0,1,9,10,1,2,10,108,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311545023445716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083802080955707,0.0,0.0,0.11316567844146977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501540533427774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520135097647972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673569948714968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951928448223867,0.12259874965372967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31414094492079714,0.12529949695230494,0.0,0.0,0.07702740167555422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676245941115233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359521930169087,0.0,0.0,0.15638866031776288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449711622852226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448623787484822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621532944125483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985339226711152,0.3014914290384897,0.10453259160013376,0.0,0.0,0.12718998310558802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184171101023876,0.0,0.0,0.15902057848805745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160474577084736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355712161613275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574575540800774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114837974721388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331294309642065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178750563236715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008625005358314,0.17369011936775766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994178243938785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065045863979338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway26374638383,2020/01/23,"My girlfriend is anxious over her visiting me tomorrow I’m not sure if this is the right place to post it but I’ll take whatever help I can get. 

Me [M21] and my girlfriend [F20] have been dating for a year and a half, and we’re from the same city, but while we are in school we are in a long distance relationship. Tomorrow she is coming to visit me for the weekend as she doesn’t have class Friday and she finishes in the middle of the afternoon. Her original plan was to come right away after class, but I asked her if she could maybe come and hour or so later than she planned so I could finish off some of my work. I could tell that didn’t sit well with her as I could notice over the phone that her anxiety was starting to spike a bit. I asked her why she was feeling this way, and she said she had everything planned out, and pushing her visit an hour back threw her schedule all off. However, she does not have anything planned for the rest of the day other than coming to visit me. 

She was getting very anxious and being 2 hours away from her, I felt useless over the phone and she promptly ended the call. I’ve only recently started to understand the extent of her anxiety issues as she had a bit of an anxiety attack last night. 

I don’t know how to help her and I genuinely don’t understand what to do. I want nothing more than to help her but I’m new to this and don’t really understand how to handle it. To me it doesn’t seem like a big deal because it’s just an hour we lose over the next 4 days, but for some reason this has kinda broken her. 

Does anyone have any advice on what I should do to help alleviate her anxiety?",4.9684718100890235,4.880925335311577,5.7927759643916925,83.54293249258164,68.64391691394658,9.232581602373893,28.71943620178041,8.982922981607832,2.0288778635014832,1286,40,274,21,20,423,164,337,0.084,0.8390000000000001,0.077,-0.1385,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,0,6,8,6,1,0,21,0,32,0,0,4,2,54,55,27,0,8,11,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,13,20,0,0,8,1,0,10,8,3,1,1,11,3,48,3,45,38,9,60,0,2,0,0,48,18,0,7,30,195,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666574119644117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031147557026725,0.0,0.27138698333786393,0.2003863666021998,0.0,0.062013322798434474,0.0,0.07298338649501053,0.0,0.16582425008687854,0.1008963976817463,0.16665223310690586,0.06819626964498737,0.0,0.054063914391377914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365056031522346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056125633331827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055904475002064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832433967408313,0.0,0.0,0.114393973325559,0.09143433474706113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522446254878922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855201808444269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797078412320883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448437594814256,0.0,0.0851552272833213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267255230145684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377851309618356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493627033866151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256814233120417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487410857191505,0.07229326943138402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332890397338473,0.0,0.0,0.07848686258681149,0.0,0.09922016423637836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909989449713615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565626713499815,0.09432162361979246,0.08322850027119053,0.0,0.08509936652579518,0.10097287084005777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745188512744824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266099683342946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493942539355241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056816363673205014,0.09118693355164156,0.08756956353930179,0.09521865975860327,0.0,0.15147962756418185,0.08436342869267936,0.0,0.0,0.08975787533003397,0.0,0.08073901994058394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554888294933736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358821412644664,0.0,0.06668299575843645,0.0,0.07751798496961056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698473674982144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317760927502506,0.052310995716640926,0.07039710002962461,0.0,0.0,0.07974194880406582,0.0,0.08002791408548188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456655652911232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711272705733926
anxiety,candassconti,2020/01/23,"I can’t calm down I have had panic attacks for the longest time but was able to get them under control after meeting my husband and spending a few years in therapy. I didn’t feel alone. Now my husband is deployed and I’ve been keeping busy trying to keep my head above water but tonight I’m drowning in panic. I can’t calm down. My heart is beating funny, I’m dizzy, and I feel so sick and all I want to do is call my husband but I can’t and I feel so alone. I feel pitiful and miserable and I don’t know how to calm down.",0.6499760765550207,2.4395379210526333,2.7360287081339716,93.90538277511965,82.0701754385965,4.847208931419458,24.39872408293461,5.565023196281405,0.3786771929824555,409,16,92,2,11,138,64,114,0.272,0.627,0.10099999999999999,-0.9748,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,4,8,1,3,2,0,13,4,2,2,1,21,24,13,1,1,3,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,3,5,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,4,4,16,3,12,20,2,11,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,59,16,0,0.1905313256075156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946659841761387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675688887378927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194553786124548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136970828762865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853534522117764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995447537394659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955401083620796,0.0,0.0,0.22578053821747154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387059931711269,0.0,0.0,0.1047110337292558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470949166659782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178891758018721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110034817407513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935826328281888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238031233973936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269592687635072
anxiety,ace8x,2020/01/23,"Anxiety and bulimia? I’ve always been extremely anxious, mostly socially, and I also have an issue with drinking alcohol to alleviate social stress. Anxiety makes my head feel so tense and foggy, and after I vomit I feel a kind of temporary release and relaxation that I never do otherwise. I think it’s the stress on my body, which afterwards just needs to take a break. Has anyone else experienced this and found a way to stop it? My weight is fine, I don’t exercise much but I know I’m not throwing up to lose weight, it’s really more about the temporary head relief. I know frequent vomiting is unhealthy and will take a toll on my system, so I don’t want it to become more of a habit than it already is. I would really appreciate any experience stories/suggestions to stop this cycle. Thank you for taking the time to read this!",4.2703461538461545,6.1966111500000025,5.951250000000003,74.31644230769234,71.875,9.923076923076923,28.55769230769231,10.214889679676881,3.318033653846155,664,26,117,20,13,227,102,160,0.14400000000000002,0.752,0.10400000000000001,-0.5499,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,2,9,0,11,10,3,1,1,25,25,11,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,8,4,2,6,4,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,5,15,5,17,21,4,14,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214783302182055,0.0,0.0,0.14678045580580582,0.10636849339142634,0.11067543765155244,0.0,0.0,0.09045173904782147,0.0,0.20350542219160608,0.15026406806716228,0.0,0.09300407324170296,0.13628503284349006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468997087359429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477447423736861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029970700415092,0.0,0.0,0.11111325180154016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301098462646569,0.0,0.0,0.13450826703158392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583920901960204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27301440752628264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882846299339138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851002561547995,0.14619824584592114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488047891206837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878557881832032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777806287939357,0.09862564173054858,0.1025859404481218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330465503123295,0.0,0.1704199359084622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711750223802521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240556087917648,0.30472628447052835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30002215370647844,0.0,0.0,0.12245824921843812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522779340460332,0.0,0.0,0.07755952471025382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845307197600615,0.1055775880360338,0.0,0.323942047343544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448688255754943,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justlookingforinfo00,2020/01/23,"Does anyone here use weighted blankets? Hi guys. Let me start off by saying that i don't have anxiety, but my friend does. She has a birthday coming up, and i was thinking it would be cool/thoughtful to surprise her with a weighted blanket. If possible, i would love to hear from people with mild-severe anxiety on how your weighted blankets are helping you. If i had to guess, id say my friend is on the mild side. She just started taking meds for it, and ive really only seen her have an attack 2-3 times. Is getting the blanket worth it? Obviously its meant to be used indoors, so if a person doesn't have many attacks (in general, or just at home) can they still benefit from a blanket?",3.98496350364964,5.215595562043795,5.08438686131387,83.01125182481755,71.48175182481751,7.523795620437956,30.48832116788321,7.908726449838941,2.0994356204379567,540,23,104,7,10,178,97,137,0.027999999999999997,0.75,0.222,0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,0,6,7,2,0,7,0,18,4,0,3,1,22,31,9,0,5,7,0,3,0,2,2,0,3,1,2,5,5,3,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,7,15,5,16,22,0,12,0,0,1,1,17,7,0,5,4,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867232348993345,0.0,0.0,0.09536540033366538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103212317269137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174858645243278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870746388898603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074548539869692,0.0,0.0712569061885044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024634819255575,0.13504519407901955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371876856811936,0.0,0.09141775180018642,0.0,0.13680791077197596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946558968570913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309515876709105,0.0,0.0,0.13827564742268458,0.0,0.0,0.15149590778721936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372893659234624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455400811991947,0.11908841563616615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375655741344002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737340659538248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692183120802874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407919790511407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930717294866565,0.0,0.10891933551813893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254652224686048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739168462506038,0.0,0.10827654160662704,0.07952872240831689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559023959403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982501618429962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937717148788339,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crazydaizes,2020/01/23,"Does anyone else wake up nauseas? I’ll wake up around 3-4 almost every morning nauseated and shaking with anxiety, if I don’t wake up mid morning I’ll wake up naturally/to my alarm also feeling nauseas. Sometimes I’ll throw up water or dry heave, sometimes I can control my breathing and calm myself down. Does anyone else experience this type of nausea??",5.375373134328357,7.090255492537312,6.8957014925373175,69.49071641791046,68.70149253731344,8.942089552238807,34.295522388059695,9.3871,3.612196417910448,286,14,45,6,5,98,46,67,0.099,0.8420000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.3695,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,9,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,9,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,3,0,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289722539710448,0.0,0.0,0.1700233590172153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264532079018024,0.0,0.0,0.2973223448159137,0.4356861384235681,0.0,0.1892671063536777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845909799971202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721111778496821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35521511493263763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913227177448512,0.0,0.0,0.20797242113531275,0.0,0.0,0.10750151030219357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205515206317333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whoisdoofenchmirtz,2020/01/23,"health anxiety and exercise i struggle with GAD really bad and i developed health anxiety as well. i have always been an active person as i always played soccer and ran cross country all of high school. never had a problem with exercise, i could run for miles and not get tired. recently since developing an anxiety disorder, i have found that working out is an absolute nightmare. as soon as i feel my heart rate spike, i get a really bad panic attack that can last for hours. i cant even go for a light jog or walk too fast without being aware of my heart rate speeding up. i love staying active and i know it exercise helps with symptoms of anxiety. but how can i help my anxiety, when exercise triggers it? have any of you experienced this? and what have you done to help it?",4.193800000000003,6.018000713333336,5.490333333333336,77.96350000000002,71.86666666666667,9.533333333333337,29.16666666666667,9.928628108626363,3.1062666666666665,617,25,113,17,12,206,94,150,0.13,0.727,0.14400000000000002,0.6259,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,6,9,1,2,6,0,13,11,2,2,2,23,21,14,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,3,7,0,6,4,6,1,0,5,3,17,3,18,14,1,19,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,8,78,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127742139259344,0.0,0.0,0.08694701409145048,0.0,0.489050542235161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545557753417296,0.0,0.0,0.2135101888205376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208325768386696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653497939159682,0.0,0.0,0.13084190590284714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444821608509044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464824398140405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401883910160015,0.0,0.0,0.1335998105610558,0.0,0.07266397066054375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718116168964186,0.0,0.3030218670606685,0.2570991706427649,0.13508773787357065,0.0,0.0,0.12591320145613485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026675813822733,0.10422036364612393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539576142108413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861105274064236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500124163391853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163963340563053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234169817527135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381669081081118,0.0,0.12624317350954348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939791602423462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576447312320268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627834583756704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366369680237933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289217939869302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695259273018435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495862571408998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324940069218845,0.0,0.09308127926388733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexiisdarling_,2020/01/23,"Anxiety attack while on the highway So, I had an extreme anxiety attack on the way to university yesterday. I was on the left lane, listening to music and feeling okay but all of a sudden I got these horrible heart wrenching thoughts and they took over me and I froze up, I could not move the wheel, blink or just move my head. My chest got so tight, I started to see blurry and I was breathing so hard. I managed to exit and once I got to the stop light, it passed. Anxiety comes out of nowhere and it is a fucking demon that takes your whole body, mind and soul. Anyone experience something like this?",1.9883767926988227,4.508813652542376,3.25,87.92870273794004,81.96610169491527,6.342633637548892,25.178617992177315,7.61054688173877,1.465712385919166,473,19,93,8,13,153,81,118,0.16699999999999998,0.784,0.049,-0.9072,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,3,0,8,1,5,6,5,0,1,20,17,13,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,8,7,14,2,13,8,2,19,2,0,1,1,3,8,1,1,6,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653637741752769,0.0,0.0,0.11131667106562904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622270378561101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683583433755612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713710937465529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710862200124906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572860901911587,0.0,0.0,0.08049654168291166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717827031178404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819814802002887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261235204516748,0.0,0.16338561279891062,0.0,0.0,0.1886533249046888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297177778437475,0.0,0.0,0.07777730870698091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074709296960912,0.0,0.0,0.3384098124898725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954330609775212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686216380018514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256030056906278,0.0,0.0,0.11268291292303854,0.0,0.0,0.13309872245709772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969894160710895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638739127584747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687758125974465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263659238748248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774164072980314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reddituser8018,2020/01/23,"I have weird dreams where I go to prison for something Recently I have been having a lot of dreams where I am either framed or I commit a crime and dont realize its illegal or whatever and I get taken to prison for like 20 years. The dream is terrible and I am not sure why I keep getting it, it is usually at times that I am really stressed and anxious.

Anyone else have dreams similar to this?",4.812222222222225,5.021135654320993,6.0242962962962965,80.72533333333331,69.0,10.430617283950617,29.78024691358025,10.355215969177356,2.8820350617283945,312,11,65,8,5,105,55,81,0.233,0.5770000000000001,0.18899999999999997,-0.6242,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,0,2,13,16,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,9,2,7,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915636385858493,0.0,0.18045968238751295,0.2644395334943253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024747867212372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155976768570028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696784916479798,0.0,0.14667618107087854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293986320705185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260877485093163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941542763694394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533645481642928,0.0,0.2548287192170015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868715711927412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29563655974381897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432429338067785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504919807002916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842451887416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328824082680153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661988766277228
anxiety,bvs3d400,2020/01/23,"Something I want to get off my chest I’ve been dealing with anxiety & depression for as long as I can remember the youngest I can recall was in Elementary waking up in the middle of the night feeling panicked not knowing what’s going on with me. I’ve been bullied all threw school until my sophomore year when I joined a gang and the bullying stopped but still suffered from depression and anxiety until I got my first job and a coworker offered me alcohol at 19 is when I found my escape from it all....all of it became numb to be I became more talkative and felt free from it all.

Here i am now 26 turning 27 in 6 days single father now battling alcoholism of top of anxiety and depression. But I now have my mom telling what selfish person I’ve become what I’ve done wrong and if I make it to 30 or 40 then lucky me.....I’ve been alone dealing with depression, anxiety and bullying alone while you worked 2 jobs showering me with every video game I ever wanted and nice homes to live in but behind all of it I was home alone dealing with feeling and things running threw my head that I had no control over....

When you’ve gone threw it for as long as I have ALONE with nobody to talk to about it because you don’t even know what it is an you finally find an escape for it it becomes addicting. I’m not saying it’s the right answer and I know consequences and damages it does to your body but that happiness and freedom becomes addicting now I fight alcoholism in search or a new freedom to better myself and live for my son",5.339494324045404,5.727759712418305,6.077327141382871,80.1763931888545,67.8888888888889,9.448641210870312,32.11833505331957,9.414487439383343,2.8164601307189536,1216,49,237,23,19,399,162,306,0.21899999999999997,0.6609999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.9869,3,4,4,0,1,0,20.0,0,4,0,5,12,16,2,0,10,0,16,10,4,2,4,48,35,31,0,3,9,3,3,0,0,0,6,1,3,1,19,19,3,2,10,2,1,6,4,11,0,1,14,4,31,6,44,20,5,41,0,6,0,0,17,13,0,4,22,162,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438749231152772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28584355624856056,0.0,0.36935698764198427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660103165581599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728179171336546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434897552910774,0.2953990522705604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885167996666627,0.0,0.09903277378989657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999659707667903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749856745426229,0.27574931325065777,0.3071614549033728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802145489791303,0.09123805506652492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888702809910396,0.08064715952021033,0.07511819743646345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901604115841778,0.0,0.08560422262977918,0.09766658898245736,0.08148742676811882,0.07583647426111811,0.0,0.09775550157991963,0.0,0.0,0.0465805920081055,0.0,0.05066969416817993,0.0,0.07130659850385132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490875324315556,0.0,0.0,0.09150029174489407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886247989191478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769481404684117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699424402581102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745364772819198,0.1578013957038726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951265677313036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104419016499462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610790429886371,0.0,0.08366733662342174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784801780427081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099693568659657,0.07613916476751664,0.0,0.07090082812760687,0.0,0.09023113891721278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863703031314837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120049691945332,0.07453882705502407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166061836861239,0.07792671166353794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923161768161628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697667122603627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517362858803232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490699462484928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747863789365484,0.0,0.057413863575793325
anxiety,WowpowKerchoo,2020/01/23,"I'm waiting to see if I got a job or not Title says it all. I applied for a job at a local children's museum and I had my I interview yesterday. Ever since then I have been panicking, just worried sick about how I did. I am currently in an alternate school program due to my anxiety and I need to have a job in order to stay in it. My current job at a fast food place just drives me insane. I'll spend days worrying about even tiny shifts, and during those shifts I get so overwhelmed when we're busy. And I absolutely hate working drive thru because along with the overwhelming aspects there are so many smokers and I hate serving them when they can't put down their cancer sticks so that I don't have to poison myself. My parents want me to wait to see if I got the new job before I turn in my 2 weeks but I can't stand the thought of working there any longer than I need to.


I feel like I did well in my interview. I've worked with kids numerous times in the past and I think I answered every question the best that I could, but I've been over-analyzing everything I said just wondering ""oh If I said something different I would've gotten the job"" even though I have no idea if I got it or not. My plan is to wait 1 week and if I haven't heard back to call, but I've been worrying myself so much in just 1 day I don't know how I can wait that long. I wish I knew so I could hopefully get out of my fast food job and stop worrying 24/7",2.534369069536893,3.567549866449511,4.106205919841383,89.39705424160887,74.76547231270358,7.814700467355897,25.074210451777372,8.321376580360154,1.327147401217958,1127,36,258,19,23,377,164,307,0.105,0.812,0.083,-0.3596,11,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,5,23,9,3,2,12,0,21,5,0,2,2,53,51,29,0,12,16,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,12,2,5,9,1,1,3,8,5,1,0,15,7,47,4,31,34,3,39,0,2,2,0,14,13,0,10,21,164,54,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828504215320007,0.0,0.06556713135482946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659049113517067,0.0,0.05224739569830588,0.0,0.07293202504480815,0.0,0.08994628154268039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751844641380943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368632848272872,0.0,0.0,0.11055039682430216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954763675283832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321993942437253,0.07752867490832721,0.07221350811855506,0.0,0.07702970027221734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043337033076527566,0.061230508936072466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072792658035325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955880396330214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564789115126736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692397370523599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512835133696367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967550003542825,0.0,0.0,0.5953705287164783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710341123097871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187307590573506,0.0,0.0,0.07584974585831475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689544819463915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300595849871568,0.12710423804261575,0.0,0.0827782622368861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516967387390192,0.0,0.08181891490452169,0.0,0.0,0.08954763675283832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861611929521008,0.09601366753112847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305772495360346,0.06815921710496071,0.0,0.08674205858381928,0.13659791275071878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089934989386851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598295639274865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135436351335276,0.0,0.07165654097648394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491885046660332,0.08420863286637231,0.0680433524430551,0.04997759263345178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322675295576843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055337415626713,0.0,0.13750113987721246,0.0,0.07706266184796486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856109149676047,0.0,0.09294772739459203,0.18719146398276115,0.3481664985021062,0.0,0.06088519679958406,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,killahklock,2020/01/23,"Anxiety after having the flu for the week/ being out of my routine... Does anyone else ever get like this? I had the flu for a week and was out of work and legit didn't leave the house for a week. Now this week, I'm back at work and my anxiety is thru the roof like big time. I don't know if it's because I was out of my routine but I just don't feel myself at all ...... :(",2.7591566265060266,2.2524716626506063,4.674361445783133,91.11612048192774,73.33734939759036,7.60385542168675,22.624096385542174,6.742157984588678,0.35088144578313285,280,5,71,2,5,97,51,83,0.126,0.818,0.057,-0.6784,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,0,2,13,13,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,8,2,13,8,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,11,50,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115489446403636,0.0,0.0,0.14238107542130524,0.20864042685157472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657697045738278,0.0,0.124129427761031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178195788518114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010463879304275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419272238967704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296017714859358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638695898949384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495878364308326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190834305801572,0.0,0.0,0.21561211017669935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896421175846832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873682681308158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6533507586867643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964864754867672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bugzhunny,2020/01/23,"How to feel safe with anxiety and fear? I wake up early in the morning because I like when it’s quiet so I can read, crochet, work on homework and just have time to myself. Lately every morning I wake up I’ve felt freaked out by the dark, windows, and being alone. It’s like the same feeling you’d get when you were a kid about a monster coming to get you. Anticipating those fears has led to an over all depressive mood where it’s like I feel anxious and scared and then really sad about the fact that Im feeling that way. I’m off Prozac at the moment (haven’t been able to get back to dr for new prescription) so I know that’s the root cause. But I wanted to know if anyone else has dealt with this and if you have any advice for brightening up your space, making yourself feel safe, etc. I don’t want my “me-time” to become compromised by my anxiety",3.833446969696968,4.5654051477272715,4.745909090909091,87.159696969697,71.38636363636363,7.684848484848485,25.46212121212121,7.793537801064563,1.1815280303030309,670,19,144,8,12,218,111,176,0.135,0.7490000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.5256,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,1,10,12,0,3,9,0,11,4,2,5,2,34,27,15,0,4,4,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,8,10,0,2,8,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,7,16,5,25,22,3,23,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,2,12,89,24,3,0.15191127378940347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844593859199276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733426560272895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330487543633916,0.0,0.2324234172989051,0.1716164995570603,0.0,0.10621989474659738,0.15565105204103008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681039262072893,0.0,0.09260370251255404,0.16777406683776286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605472406796025,0.0,0.13085811122612895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084095751704314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690237642214966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694212262068921,0.0,0.0,0.12799180004708666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341884833722331,0.3840545222549342,0.0,0.14585864570677884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381021119450752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640902437980179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697292650326248,0.0,0.1713625336237901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226485251160193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140195486479993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467168548448692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195238313752313,0.0,0.09731825189997056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208968619917346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858068538470422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792024103327544,0.1205800982462624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059321657322443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oslava,2020/01/23,"Please help me 😔 I was popping off in Sophomore Year then I picked some classes to fulfill an advanced diploma. Then I went to South America and did some sh*t intern job at a graphic design company. I was depressed then I took a vacation on a vacation and met some cousins I had never met before. We did alcohol and shit but then on the second night I did acid. Man life hasn’t been the same since, I had felt such a strong sense of absolute FREEDOM and when the high ended I passed out in the car returning to the city I was staying before the mini vacation. Everything since was a blur. Days and weeks gone and still go by! I realized how pathetic my life is! My parents limit me! I want to make music and play games and be myself but I can’t! I get home and I have time for nothing! Do this and do that! I was bullied freshman year in high school and I had forgotten everything about it, then a month after the high the memories came back. I can’t go anywhere without familiar faces because I feel anxiety and my neck spasms and I can’t move or speak! I’m failing the classes I picked last year in high school and the school won’t help me!!! I even tried to make the depression go away by talking to this girl I knew from the previous year, but that drove me really down. I didn’t know about this other kid she liked, so I guess out of a state of despair I told her I liked her, I walked home in a terrible state and she called me and I said some things. The kid hates me for making her cry, fuck him! she was a person I talked to regularly and he was there and fucked it all up. Whatever I don’t care anymore but everytime I seen them walk around the school I get disgusted! It made me stop trying any relationships. I am currently in a state of despair, and I’m not sure where I’m going and where the journey will be. I don’t want to be poor and homeless, I don’t want to be seen as a mentally ill person. I take some of lithium orotate that my mom bought for my dad in secret and my god, it’s the only damn thing that helps with the spasms in my neck and the anxiety in general. I have trouble sleeping and I don’t think I can take more of this any longer.


If it doesn’t get any better I’d rather die and stop suffering a pathetic life. I am even considering writing a will and give all of my musical rights of my record label to a friend I met online. Help please :<",1.8082037412666203,3.6702211703854,3.4027478025693054,90.17961415370749,78.67545638945235,7.059707009240477,23.73446022086996,8.021203637495839,1.209852053189092,1859,63,407,33,45,615,239,493,0.192,0.693,0.115,-0.9938,3,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,1,5,15,22,6,0,33,0,39,12,5,7,4,75,82,41,1,5,9,4,2,2,1,3,5,2,2,6,16,32,1,3,7,2,2,16,14,14,0,1,31,7,68,8,49,44,9,72,0,6,2,2,39,27,4,9,27,266,84,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537776720233145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298315680166875,0.0,0.1222307663150938,0.0,0.07922909118758831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111874886857215,0.0,0.0,0.0750589800227044,0.06143022923218131,0.0,0.04870000472959134,0.0,0.13596045954635008,0.0,0.0,0.07065592589240688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815762909770679,0.09137250602083052,0.08145284863024926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877550573038066,0.05152223164662238,0.0,0.1376177210417787,0.0,0.08291287030772768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075854005941881,0.0,0.0,0.10553275453746247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359937820585475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039462039371624,0.0,0.07670661693908985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172256518476875,0.14771343551297833,0.12521717451069372,0.07663745645060885,0.1816125747809709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800748450240183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887451503302363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419346217954727,0.3376313140272378,0.16027171684252886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927817584242068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390527640792879,0.06512074833759167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692853214596629,0.07806012021831574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559354269338618,0.15998093642647046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051000274097858,0.0,0.0,0.09356582249944316,0.06376717686277934,0.0849100820187101,0.0,0.0,0.06161584285613055,0.0,0.0,0.07497104866476667,0.0,0.07665629836363437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060759698251713276,0.0,0.0,0.08870803043534227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395131664708875,0.0,0.17538974675370636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051179371874052436,0.0,0.0,0.08577161370558953,0.0,0.0682253464428103,0.0759933760362947,0.0,0.0,0.3234104672071501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200560394611184,0.13217113040787618,0.0,0.07994737095677883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515176451777373,0.06379999812267956,0.13358269202972256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529507378668915,0.0,0.12013418729950776,0.12842459014182478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615030120268452,0.051190078313396635,0.0,0.0,0.046584312291408816,0.0,0.0,0.07633800862164884,0.08876036910120884,0.10847969125712027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136300159666168,0.0,0.0640826788861514,0.0,0.0,0.07405852965095247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770107963975954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057853271723777
anxiety,IAmNotYourKind1,2020/01/23,"Help please. Help.

I’m 26 (M), I used to work for a prison and ever since I quit, my anxiety went from mild to severe, it’s gotten to the point to where I feel disoriented and out of it everyday, constantly taking my temperature because I heard of EEE last year, it’s a mosquito virus that causes brain swelling, and every time I get bit, I check my temp constantly, I also deal with fluctuating body temp, tightness in my chest, everything. Can someone give me some advice, I’m so tired of feeling this way everyday. I just wanna be normal again. Thanks.",3.6185565939771536,5.559661551401874,4.92704049844237,80.91357217030117,73.67289719626169,8.493873312564899,25.907580477673932,9.150863307647796,2.202915680166147,434,15,83,10,9,144,79,107,0.127,0.76,0.113,-0.3564,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,3,2,1,15,14,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,13,1,13,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,9,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972648142542715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889870387700878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287129709705908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058789532640712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896229569759625,0.19292886987531296,0.0,0.1938939103889671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784260282032365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753913268352039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906531120431496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571112748785355,0.14634012947303776,0.0,0.15610010654238152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756443412494128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074512033069668,0.16661792365044392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23283960337890716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415793839865418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017794209808804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065791577068691,0.16419186008924067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473919682010906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621866991206044,0.0,0.14367699774381945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716577994396715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059220500211746,0.0,0.0,0.15990911926237536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127921447498313,0.1996294853144896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001117634929573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378659194006023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101106443947627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644736323898398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184975832700818
anxiety,Bunbury42,2020/01/23,"How do you give someone space? [Long post warning] I have a friend who has asked for space. We've known each other for 25 years. She mentioned that she was going through some trouble. I understand that, as I am too. We're just friends, but usually exchange texts close to daily. 

I sent her a text about once every five days telling her that I loved her (despite not being romantic partners, we exchange that) and that I was here for her. After a few weeks of not hearing anything (social media or otherwise) I sent a text saying that I just needed to hear she was alive. She responded that she was but was overwhelmed and needed space.

One of my anxiety hangups is that no one likes me and I fucked up so they hate me. I know that isn't the case here. She even said she loved me. But when someone is sad, sick, or otherwise, I naturally assume a caregiver role. So it's hard for me to just leave someone alone when I know they're in pain. I had a friend who had mental health issues go dark for literally 4 years. I only just within the last month reestablished contact. I don't want that to happen again. I know it likely won't, biofbis is a person I care about.

It's hard to just give them space. Has anyone else encountered this problem? How did you cope?",2.370512048192772,4.583447662650607,3.147013052208833,90.97907379518074,78.39759036144578,5.91706827309237,23.226405622489963,6.996647511020387,0.7417080321285141,984,32,201,11,24,310,142,249,0.177,0.706,0.11699999999999999,-0.9354,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,2,0,18,15,2,1,9,0,20,6,0,2,0,32,43,15,0,4,12,0,2,2,4,1,3,4,0,2,17,6,0,1,6,0,2,4,6,7,0,3,11,6,38,8,20,30,3,25,0,2,0,3,40,8,1,4,14,137,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266336143071318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353530608676444,0.0,0.0,0.08549319584996645,0.12527884637941972,0.10061681383680424,0.0,0.11430483361963326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466120205168753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885326833208127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213990276649704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075739681116598,0.0,0.1030167470483758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833937412517735,0.11303554596243935,0.0,0.23458277037517325,0.1389763664538674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812190615699986,0.0,0.2190576780154267,0.120715137906289,0.0,0.12996602901280338,0.27561167343772186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761687270834313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158722348446065,0.0996654003240693,0.0,0.12946501709175048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946873046623735,0.0,0.0,0.10820405054884552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070475203452955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321820399965468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975937987785057,0.0,0.0,0.18132154883981125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021229376074514,0.1657050219462345,0.09299094074339699,0.13010263596380592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676041002106326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709972313784665,0.0,0.0,0.11699473978393048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163056389550536,0.09723306636743907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463765558806947,0.3107939014661969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686833041413764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127286144749752,0.0,0.0,0.13466182179304229,0.0,0.07211731286268762,0.0,0.09807666539575367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747421165317874
anxiety,reader0806,2020/01/23,Tough times Not sure anyone from China here. But all my positive vibes and thoughts are with you guys in the wake of that coronary virus. The fear and anxiety is ways a nightmare. I so hope this goes soon,2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,2.4700000000000024,95.165,78.5,6.0,22.5,7.1686216300943375,0.6062499999999997,162,5,34,2,4,48,38,40,0.175,0.6709999999999999,0.154,0.2451,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,9,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934516431501568,0.0,0.0,0.2682208446194509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316547247685993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798226179614266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809996573329696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36153685017170256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045341952174489,0.22367924867122232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30448246887332664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Puzzled-Garage,2020/01/23,"Social anxiety at home versus travelling. It's crazy how I can't bring myself to go out for a drink by myself when I am in my hometown, but have no worries just sitting at the bar alone when abroad.

I have this enormous fear of being judged, to be the ""loner""... When travelling, it certainly comes to my mind, but I know the next day I might not be there.

Just saying, at the moment, I am sitting in my car in front of the local brewery....",5.304494382022469,4.801144168539327,6.201438202247193,82.3050786516854,67.98876404494382,8.917752808988762,29.03595505617977,8.238735603445708,1.85621617977528,337,10,70,4,5,112,60,89,0.177,0.79,0.034,-0.9052,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,0,9,2,0,1,1,13,13,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,4,0,7,3,1,0,0,0,1,11,1,14,9,0,24,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,6,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29117734334875345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150721361359952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421781233508934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131272105694551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754112005614454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163618466490366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597789393981662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820073991407961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154507770332591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29824622903042075,0.2838723193671617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989966994912066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357464963336715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865878987496221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855123863762047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aloevera81,2020/01/23,"need some advice:) hey so i’m not too sure how this works, i just joined after being told this is a good site to talk about things on/get advice. i am a high school student who has suffered with general anxiety my whole life. i saw a councillor for about 3 years and was told i was good to quit about 1 1/2 years ago. lately my anxiety has been terrible, like at the level it was when i first started counselling. i have been having constant breakdowns, and have even started crying  at school sometimes (i pride myself on being pretty good at keeping things like that to myself). recently, exam season has come and i also got news that my close relative had heart failure. my anxiety has recently obsessed over me being in an exam, and coming out of it to find my relative has passed. i have also started obsessing over the people i have in my life, and questioning if they care about me. i have been keeping these things inside to avoid telling them, as i have had my mental health issues held against me in a fight in the past, and don’t want to give my friends a reason to pull away from me. i’m not too sure what i’m looking for out of telling this to be honest i was just kind of hoping for another perspective on the matter.",4.964984567901233,5.722072502057612,5.48374228395062,82.79746527777779,68.83539094650206,8.379526748971193,28.35622427983539,8.472884824447931,1.9572718106995883,970,32,188,14,16,312,135,243,0.124,0.745,0.131,0.5835,0,1,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,2,4,14,19,1,3,10,0,28,4,1,2,2,34,49,13,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,13,12,0,4,3,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,14,2,29,13,37,31,2,37,0,1,2,0,13,18,0,4,17,139,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210706469390128,0.09556937370558988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243541049690828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130509219174468,0.2474290546131637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129349604921706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992214120722013,0.0,0.0,0.18574203423175087,0.0,0.11650713025573813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842708957160268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120921208608166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985387723305452,0.09170535097190284,0.0,0.0,0.0832957550289084,0.0,0.056327638912565474,0.10342367948316934,0.0,0.27128430634684625,0.08622759306943334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145997628625758,0.0,0.12775846192240187,0.0,0.11390994176567865,0.0,0.1070822481572073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252835422246303,0.0,0.19165760287878603,0.0,0.11227024264154756,0.0,0.0,0.12161732004287905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230246965144742,0.10534359082076004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053543908255196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864975306217776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994168421068817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291933547590204,0.07474368888574946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968418368141174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077479725121397,0.1146719816289716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108493192230818,0.2129038914878449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822423427825427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662942803037036,0.0,0.2289309607544407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322421799045126,0.0,0.0,0.08665569203190822,0.188465946309294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487772240399908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603913808535868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635906706939243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036892883110488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848886410658214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885557210221094
anxiety,andgrim138,2020/01/23,"More cardiophobia I’ve had it for about 8 years. It is just terrible, the constant worry, the obsessive thought. I’ve just started with my third therapist and hopefully will get somewhere this time. Cognitive behavioral therapy is what everyone says works so well, but it has not done it for me. My brain thinks too much. 

I was on Paxil for a few weeks until I developed a tremor, so the doc took me off that and then basically forgot I have this disorder. Starting a new doc next month. 

Xanax saves me from the worse of the panic, but I’m nearly out and don’t know what I’ll do to get by until my appointment if I keep using it so much. I used to need it a couple times a month, but currently it’s every other day. Too much panic. 

Literally every little pain anywhere near my chest sends me into my cycle. Most recent stress test was about a year and a half ago (they’ve all been negative) and I tell myself I couldn’t have gotten that much worse in such a short time, but nevertheless, off I go again with the slightest pain. 

On top of that, my white coat syndrome is ridiculously bad and I’ve actually now got a phobia when it comes to checking my blood pressure. I’m on two meds for the pressure now, because it’s sky high whenever I’m at the doc. And I’m literally too scared to check it at home. Sometimes I feel I need to be in a mental hospital. My grandpa had bad anxiety; I’m sure that’s where I get it. So terrible.",2.635882352941177,4.467399536332182,4.311479584775089,84.74104636678203,76.12802768166091,7.945799307958477,24.70878892733564,8.726425361277474,1.7564133148788916,1122,38,231,24,25,377,163,289,0.23,0.741,0.028999999999999998,-0.9964,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,18,18,1,7,18,0,17,6,3,2,2,36,43,20,0,5,8,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,20,12,0,2,4,0,2,4,4,14,1,3,11,3,24,4,32,29,8,47,0,0,1,0,4,19,0,3,24,153,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.1075504871186198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976958098315456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431146551458069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840439317322991,0.06718388329063149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230324388818541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493741431188317,0.0,0.11909943531227675,0.0,0.0,0.1219468846346163,0.0,0.07107727436659338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631188184751752,0.0,0.0,0.11278458855164095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571581747188928,0.10531177338386913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572622584268007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727428176859579,0.0,0.06263571274759001,0.0,0.08814617285966929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164444589010764,0.11055108083588017,0.1094648478552183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796100988009604,0.0,0.0,0.06056933633603687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046083687182053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242008706649032,0.0,0.1110672300323556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593947236390645,0.0,0.3240724178356963,0.16344080274754494,0.0,0.10644291518829847,0.11721113841630405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454552862089026,0.2586188046972543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882052109741892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764457684364495,0.11034089836665883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900195239735293,0.0,0.15601647779840785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624685547854145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387299709173682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632967412277876,0.0,0.12603640994748538,0.12796400002736658,0.0,0.07061905365598073,0.0,0.08749558878751437,0.19279556650178195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244898766725497,0.0,0.0,0.10766058242173783,0.0,0.0,0.19037463166083995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840498564925578,0.0,0.09909333872935884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023525575539235,0.11192508778878613,0.22462978747385906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194513409639106
anxiety,gayfordads,2020/01/23,"I've started to have panic attacks daily out of nowhere and I need advice. So, a few days ago I had what I believe to be my first panic attack. It was so bad that I had to go to the emergency room because I thought I was dying. They took blood tests, x-rays, and did an EKG on me, said everything was fine, then sent me off. 

For the next couple days, I've started to feel like I was living in a sort of dream world; like nothing was real. There's also been an almost constant, dull chest pain, which is somewhat worrying, but the doctors said I was fine, so I'm not sure. I've also struggled to not have more attacks, because I can feel them coming on and I can manage to stop them before they get too bad, but it takes a lot of concentration.

I don't want to feel like this forever, but I'm scared I will. For those who might have had similar situations, how long did this feeling last?",4.519342885375495,4.38396533152174,5.555375494071146,85.02638339920952,69.59782608695652,8.212648221343875,28.683794466403164,7.686295010490155,1.5607130434782603,687,22,149,7,11,228,113,184,0.218,0.7120000000000001,0.07,-0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,1,8,17,3,4,8,0,22,4,2,1,1,26,41,13,1,2,5,0,4,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,9,5,0,1,5,1,0,4,3,11,0,1,17,6,19,6,18,21,4,23,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,5,15,98,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117183976514738,0.1063014275381216,0.0,0.12008208664246516,0.0,0.0,0.1917992091316929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092773314968755,0.0,0.0,0.200255596494936,0.14620366449007402,0.0,0.10204268727387067,0.1351082445918236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330005642547647,0.0,0.12959040939943342,0.0,0.0,0.13268867869398218,0.0,0.1546763519073248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244575389642037,0.0,0.0,0.12274272006133832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777594082775876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425396695560587,0.17134107194047735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200349069178373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265300476597488,0.0,0.06815303226839738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775042214222483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575987450857758,0.0,0.1058911417422297,0.10612501012644736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195129577786516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721567027294578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891881176888808,0.0,0.0,0.12753578028070445,0.0,0.0,0.1150660229833396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760283454364374,0.28139945996582433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649467851124714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281418680587404,0.0,0.12006036934889353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347945758007655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697593206713483,0.0,0.0,0.10025809646034467,0.0,0.12536592975137692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130227375417017,0.0,0.09016456215584608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520271143090538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332350098952153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707316456179242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178410343076755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Buttons3,2020/01/23,"Heard Stephen Amell's panic attack on podcast, it was rough to hear, but grateful he aired it. We've all been there. I just wanted to hug him. Although I couldn't see him you could just hear what he was going through.  
Kudos for him to decide to let Michael air it.  I think its good for those who have never experienced it or those who may think it's made up to hear it.",1.7477922077922088,3.5779749480519527,2.492207792207793,96.78688311688316,78.74025974025976,4.919480519480519,20.090909090909093,5.288315135182226,-0.4082675324675322,289,7,66,1,7,90,53,77,0.05,0.7559999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,14,18,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,12,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,7,7,2,10,9,1,6,0,0,1,1,12,4,0,2,1,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486783304441127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745267834858796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423005850744155,0.18334339938508007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7391023781270243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352366806771665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068356828905687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168590523475238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564689362451669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418838349051996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801280222602781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893038183301614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crusty_2,2020/01/23,"Sudden fear of car crashes I don't consider myself an anxious person. I felt that as a highschool student, I had some superhuman resistance to anxiety. But as of the last month or so, I have a fear of being in a car crash as a passenger (specifically a car stopping or turning infront of us and us colliding). Whenever a cars brake lights turn on ahead of me, my whole body tenses up and I feel momentarily paralyzed.

 Around a month ago, I was driving with my dad on a highway on the way to my uncles house when I looked up and saw a van going about 15 mph in a 60. I grabbed my dads shoulder and he swerved and braked, almost going into the median. Everyone was fine and there was no collision but I think that's where this started. Having been mostly anxiety-free for my life before this incident, I don't have a coping mechanism to deal with this. Any advice to help me relax/overcome the anxiety?",4.8382203389830485,5.7791217062146965,6.3625000000000025,75.71798728813559,69.22598870056497,9.74180790960452,31.69915254237288,9.928628108626363,3.209335593220339,710,30,132,17,12,243,113,177,0.106,0.863,0.031,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,16,0,11,3,2,0,0,23,21,15,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,10,0,3,3,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,7,6,20,1,26,13,3,27,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,5,9,96,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440855906306036,0.1400690669550998,0.0,0.15822728088952207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745431711780412,0.0,0.24175915688926855,0.17850981077283165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066514744056266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445749814522825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755169172713955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290455354419756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098827536923126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556173044630985,0.07989616414636644,0.0,0.1517173425160181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960495660459147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591284090911872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232588623547066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880175498130944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160931578746904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326911957980279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25224907574928146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797093202380145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184247570353703,0.0,0.0,0.13210601542353492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124840535025084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34374572637835243,0.0,0.0,0.3801405741286679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254234329243678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641596777327762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NicoBambino1,2020/01/23,"How can I learn to trust people? I don’t really trust other men since this guy snaked me hugely in uni and embarrassed me in front of loads of people. Like I’ve legit had issues making friends of the same gender ever since cus my anxiety got me thinking they all have an agenda. Like there’s a lot of really cool people at work or whatever but I don’t really hang out with them because I see them as a threat to me in-terms of girls or jobs.

I don’t really trust women either because a few girls have really hurt me and I never really got over it.

How can I learn to let go? My anxiety and inadequacy is so crippling and it stops me making genuine connections with people.",3.661521739130436,4.7650495,5.610840579710146,79.41495652173914,72.1159420289855,8.998260869565216,22.495652173913044,9.3871,1.754751304347827,533,12,105,12,10,185,83,138,0.142,0.746,0.111,-0.7582,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,5,10,1,1,5,1,10,0,0,4,3,24,17,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,2,18,7,16,13,5,12,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,3,5,71,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283292630599629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194496404054986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499191471436786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529885844353473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481388649577834,0.0,0.23871427886784596,0.0,0.0,0.14776645569549954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975952489276574,0.0,0.0,0.15576292909376765,0.1480930539220777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260325271021058,0.0,0.1458177041766546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268745548128891,0.0,0.0,0.1992315051227711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509949922011968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138439948779975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736239058053499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892124952483307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689804141484786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476743191679598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562398412155183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086451095722452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2yearsofexpiredmilk,2020/01/23,"Awkward school times. Advice? This is probably the wrong subreddit for this but


I’m awkward and quiet like most people on reddit but I’ve been feeling very drained lately. I’m mocked and teased all the time at school. 

I realize that it’s just middle school and that this stuff doesn’t matter, but in the moment I can’t get it out of my head. 

For example, yesterday a kid a grade below me in study-hall kept tapping my shoulder and saying dumb jokes while some girls laughed and repeated the things I said back. The things I said back being “stop” and “can you please stop” (I know cringe but I get very panicky when this stuff happens and I’m a very emotional person and I don’t want to have a voice crack or get teary eyes.) The kid even reached over to sign me out of my chrome book (just to be an ass) and I gently moved his hand away and then he said, “don’t touch me.” Like bitch??? Are you not touching me rn??? But I didn’t say that ahaha I just stayed quiet. 

I want to ask the teacher to move seats but I’m afraid she’ll ask why and what to involve the dean. I just want to move seats and not deal with them.

Stuff like that happens pretty often. Kids stepping on my shoes, whispering about me, calling my friends fat, talking about how I’m quiet. Just stuff like that. 

I dread going to school everyday. Like seriously. And some teachers suck too. I have a teacher who thinks she’s helping me when she calls me out during class because I’m scribbling on my paper and that must mean that I don’t care. (Scribbling on my paper keeps my hands busy and helps me focus. I’ve been called out during class multiple times by the same teacher for doing it. I just do it to help focus and it’s hard to just stop) 

I want to defend myself but when it comes down to it my throat tightens up and my eyes get teary and my face gets red. I wish I just didn’t do that!!! 

I used to be better. But I also used to be worse. I guess these things may coincide with happiness or whatever.

I’m asking for any advice on my current situation or even just people who experience the same thing. I feel like I’m the only one that gets mocked everyday at my school.  

Thanks for taking the time to read my vent friend",1.962233940556089,3.978342991051457,2.8685442633429226,93.45263422818792,78.82102908277405,5.77839565356344,20.486257590284435,6.7636006534598385,0.195738510706295,1715,44,372,17,42,542,212,447,0.105,0.705,0.19,0.9915,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,1,1,22,26,6,4,18,0,24,11,11,3,2,78,67,36,0,6,22,0,7,6,2,3,1,10,0,5,32,25,1,5,6,3,0,6,9,12,0,1,8,20,53,14,45,52,6,47,0,0,3,1,35,19,4,9,27,231,85,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420768271125468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581355571951843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943627648713468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388491737403455,0.0,0.0683009808263833,0.11179861244259877,0.0,0.044315258324512836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429435942491991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226945004139464,0.0,0.07411917202799884,0.0,0.0,0.06262180501970296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494714745797605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177404846399447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603102309728047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111136172006062,0.0,0.0,0.0735153126825247,0.05193456601189839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123306429148087,0.0,0.2278862791048259,0.0,0.041315232981426885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008365567662283,0.0,0.12857097526017858,0.07738703216172534,0.06512200048475146,0.0,0.07460782886830324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618127853292812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461620326093842,0.0,0.0,0.039952227451104605,0.0,0.08200508984672378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309573242496588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918806229587086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23179539139110175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049261192838666416,0.05528914706876907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079753312094694,0.0634759898500735,0.0,0.07979919076002323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395872014271851,0.07837938188734413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271641337290806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745374309711093,0.1156227319211942,0.0,0.36786491291724027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171418231120463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774850528731128,0.0,0.18233319086468205,0.0,0.0,0.3328815017880765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465890171205914,0.058430886392671674,0.0,0.06692939163162456,0.0,0.0,0.1931859368450326,0.046581136012330125,0.0,0.0,0.1695602162280023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557328584280475,0.0,0.17994727324683926,0.17151368445974965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655975011390525,0.0,0.08359766399928928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408418933021542,0.0,0.07948247372327018,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rococothrone,2020/01/23,"Recent anxiety attacks, I’m scared. Hey guys, so recently I’ve been getting panic / anxiety attacks at the middle of the night.. I’ll wake up terrified about something and just be in this weird state of anxiety and paranoia and it’s so scary because I’m just scared and it’s over stupid things.. like I can’t explain it it’s like I wake up from a dream and it’s something stupid like “ life is gonna end “  so when that happens I wake up go into a state of irrational fear over a simple subject.. and it’s so terrifying to me at the moment. I also don’t have control over my self at the state it usually lasts for 10-20 mins and I can’t control myself or the irrational fear.. and then after 10 or 20 mins I kind of snap out of it and I’m like “ wtf was I thinking I’m okay everything is okay “. This usually only happens to me when I don’t sleep enough. Like it has never happened if I get more than 9 hours of sleep. But it has happened if I stay up late or pull an all nighter. Also when I was younger I used to get into this state a LOT and it was also over silly subjects but after I turned 13 it stopped, like I could pull all nighter and nothing would happen and I though “ oh thank god that doesn’t happen to me anymore “ but it started happening to me again recently. I’m very scared I feel like I’m losing my mind, is this okay and normal am I okay ? Or is this something serious. Pls help",0.454749536178106,2.6376233741496624,2.4940692640692643,93.04941558441557,85.66666666666667,5.468398268398269,22.17439703153989,6.850034144686104,0.5982734693877543,1088,39,239,14,33,364,138,294,0.163,0.715,0.122,-0.8367,0,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,15,27,4,6,10,4,20,6,5,3,3,42,45,34,0,5,11,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,21,16,0,3,3,1,0,3,6,13,0,0,4,1,24,14,32,37,5,47,0,1,0,0,5,16,0,7,30,150,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281691685174955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401582637646916,0.0,0.08383976235132427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235015360838487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153406106060359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896348804897796,0.06749734396304942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487627453484755,0.08735116758971255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759780123822929,0.0,0.0,0.19025928141860626,0.042745351780731626,0.060394527690988964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250408399137942,0.0,0.04804534193632781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370669219318101,0.5233016028939693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666456820709381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832536780369285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803413947339918,0.0,0.06891039620582416,0.0953634361441535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971224671815607,0.2891096743055438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457728060874727,0.0,0.07187185519800511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853600775022435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520152566061224,0.0,0.0,0.07933392658009275,0.0828300638501563,0.08111724798562521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429555843194919,0.0,0.09918805388960827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25041556564785955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25391422683818804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881923940608818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919968363033625,0.0,0.0,0.19524626968995376,0.0,0.0,0.059836989911274015,0.09010710073731676,0.0,0.07067821292752978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783195868645787,0.0,0.0,0.056163814912903724,0.05416904240867,0.08305893087999969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195392641283663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301437049983471,0.18621506487473768,0.06975335447130615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060053930107340635,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hollographic-unicorn,2020/01/23,"Continuous anxiety has killed my relationship Im constantly overwhelmed. This has caused brain fog and mass confusion. The stress has taken over me and I feel as though I can no longer get through simple things. My brain fog has caused so many problems for me in my relationship (im 23f, hes 22m) of 7 years. He keeps saying he cant live with someone who is always confused. Im so tired of this life. I need help",2.3137650602409643,4.512606084337354,3.5261295180722922,88.26100150602413,78.51807228915663,7.041566265060243,23.62801204819277,8.07648339933343,1.2589771084337356,327,11,69,6,8,106,59,83,0.24600000000000002,0.71,0.044000000000000004,-0.9514,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,4,1,0,8,4,2,2,0,11,13,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,9,0,8,12,0,6,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,2,3,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326764995996365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198003296330195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560014253996955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276014199792674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723105268854538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062351690512341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330687673735508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687704235540982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167052506167443,0.0,0.0,0.14172790309552824,0.17640956402962432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262537637821625,0.0,0.0,0.14079867878082067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165888938745307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823133653895672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257364103923302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423826777017089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680230745833254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351028181468132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182651262183582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593255389063996,0.0,0.15666038151413045,0.0,0.0,0.1832661510131929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268159870298878
anxiety,delfhan,2020/01/23,"I have horrible health anxiety that is fueled by body sensations. Recently I restarted school and randomly in class my body will go numb and I feel like I’m gonna lose my mind or explode or have a heart attack or something terrible basically. I’m sick of holding my breath or biting my tongue to try to get me to focus on a different sensation.

I’m scared I have something terrible wrong with me still.

I can’t accept my anxiety is apart of me.",4.826666666666668,5.7239519101123575,6.3702808988764055,75.81062734082398,69.2247191011236,10.877153558052433,32.810861423220985,10.864195022040775,3.8299647940074912,356,16,68,11,6,122,59,89,0.307,0.642,0.051,-0.9735,1,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,1,2,0,7,7,4,0,0,12,14,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,1,13,2,9,12,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,39,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140529588025688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335175536773957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560042969891267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445730272851946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378769958498264,0.14664071847444254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724202351969518,0.0,0.11665632185984574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818614629554856,0.0,0.2432389541409642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002816739929864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963803029947266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725823303078333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267354161440554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055051789070724,0.2077382339899157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31604467448090146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392418035222292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936085421187774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224424077217398,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chierzzz,2020/01/24,"Hunger and anxiety Ive been struggling with anxiety for a couple of months/year now but today and yesterday I have been feeling sooo extremely hungry even though i’m eating (prob not the best food if I’m being honest) and I checked internet (ik, bad idea!) and it said this might be a symptom of anxiety, anyone else has this problem?",3.479270833333332,5.863519218750002,4.6106250000000015,81.00520833333336,75.5625,8.016666666666666,27.854166666666664,8.841846274778883,2.5503416666666667,266,11,47,6,6,87,50,64,0.31,0.665,0.025,-0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,8,4,0,0,0,12,12,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,3,2,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849125151569346,0.0,0.0,0.14774000807052082,0.21649322605324356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641967058491076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173751141578293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23379015014076135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620406835614,0.1765070297000765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395561171625168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068353877638946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554946562496676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23852251174398534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224147010476776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217753738227065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098670855656686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088786946704156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961288725695816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759293626445868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200279742747668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360648708311719
anxiety,sigisro31,2020/01/24,Anxiety or heart attack ??? How can you tell the difference ??,1.9026666666666685,2.3703266000000056,3.41,76.55166666666669,133.0,9.333333333333334,23.33333333333333,7.793537801064563,3.857333333333333,46,2,7,2,3,15,10,10,0.365,0.635,0.0,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374512627064808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018312430681742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608705988843113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227226167665118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855533760495939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thecatnp,2020/01/24,"Looking for Insight into my Anxiety Attack Hi there, I'm a 26 year old female with a job that shouldn't be super stressful, but very much is. Last night while trying to fill out a document that simply didn't make sense, I had an anxiety attack. I had a lot of anxiety previously, especially in grad school, but not as much lately. However, last night I began hyperventilating and crying and babbling about how this document didn't make sense, but my mind was super clear and problem-solving what needed to be done. It was the strangest thing.

I'm wondering if anyone has some insight about this super physical but not very mental anxiety attack.",8.901500000000002,8.101188816666667,9.123333333333337,65.27500000000003,60.83333333333334,12.0,36.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.249416666666667,518,20,85,12,6,172,80,120,0.247,0.713,0.04,-0.9782,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,3,1,6,0,12,0,0,3,1,25,20,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,8,1,5,3,11,9,4,13,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,9,58,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339729353313467,0.0,0.0,0.09916504982474653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840280693764275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578450891050633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513286732463831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073618171287486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312072742323042,0.15998108664518615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909453291043624,0.0,0.0,0.1205717616592746,0.0,0.0,0.18933420957502314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292294512401638,0.0,0.1431995165765998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851057677879228,0.10515901438843656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661801691568088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881804668514367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570424037331474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435311603636712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624563104021126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422005438565886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628764397445598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340355569528323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537996144421753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913285431047919
anxiety,FutureBurper,2020/01/24,"Chronic tickle/need to dry cough for 8 years - doctors tell me it's mental Hello,

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23 M.

just wanted to ask whether someone has the same symptoms as me. I had a common cold 8 years ago in Winter (fever, cough, runny nose...) and since then, from the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep I feel that uncomfortable tickle/irritation making you cough. Coughing doesn't make it go away, it's there 24/7 for the past 8 years. I've visited EVERY possible doctor and had many uncomfortable tests, nothing was proven positive. I keep getting told it's psychosomatic and I should take anti-depressants because there is just no proven cause.

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Now of course I still can't believe it. Maybe if it wasn't for the cold back then I could get behind the idea that it's mental... but it just doesn't seem like something you can ""think up"" and I just don't know why anxiety would present itself like this. I admit I'm a VERY anxious person, but that's mainly because of this problem. I used to be happy, last years have been nothing but miserable due to this problem. I'm slowly starting to give up and I'm afraid of what my future will be like. It truly makes my life hell and I just don't know what to do. 

Really at my witt's end, so this is more like a last hope for me, that maybe someone will have the same symptoms and share with me.

  
Thank you so much.",3.7130287114845966,5.218116948529411,4.341575630252102,87.00524509803921,72.52941176470588,6.79859943977591,24.71708683473389,7.2636822038024595,0.9902704481792716,1078,32,217,11,21,343,152,272,0.132,0.772,0.09699999999999999,-0.8281,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,0,0,12,13,1,2,10,0,24,14,3,5,0,40,49,17,0,8,10,0,1,4,0,4,11,0,0,1,20,8,0,1,7,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,6,4,22,8,24,36,5,31,1,1,0,0,12,6,1,3,26,132,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076479241560977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188450881843988,0.24883624240593644,0.0,0.0,0.07832999878788854,0.1156744045717078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957231857515953,0.0,0.09620114462904364,0.07873352882190485,0.0,0.12483506162778582,0.0,0.0,0.11536130847929148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051853250343307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175209676790453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819052884448274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960616926615416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068938245546472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627011562827751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177273548822195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699173291456636,0.09822423685716128,0.058192029680100635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899874325855717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101698877459707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115588693662055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101117787878156,0.0,0.0,0.11254450418643222,0.16692714255592653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232286613535574,0.20009525609357345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504340984113195,0.10380994579317933,0.20573410093948108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637515765406794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527028483411971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649677209512945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774524785314527,0.0,0.08940520042546478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154321833810958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595162957961126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559527126787526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321430609968216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470015198918336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351370260514698,0.07882676559837955,0.0,0.0,0.07247395382260605,0.0,0.08177080004119494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285007074410084,0.07698643336078309,0.0,0.08949557703951963,0.09426927704968888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560899343302462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784044235457252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884342632180878,0.0,0.08448455375882523,0.06039376215736195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239332463501318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273670958246818,0.0,0.24883624240593644,0.26374970744149057
anxiety,evendosed,2020/01/24,"Fuck You, parents. That is all (TRIGGER WARNING. child abuse/sexual assault. No details) I've had anxiety since i was a child, i just didn't know that's what it was then. It seems like it has intensified over the years, more so 10 years ago when I became a momma. I've always had fears, i was born into a cult, physically, mentally, and emotionally abused, as well as sexually assaulted. Not only did i suffer at the hands of the church, but was raised around predators and pedophiles. My mind has known nothing but torment. I left the church at 24, I'm 30 now, and within the last month cut communication with my family. While my parents are no longer apart of the church, my mother, still believes that they aren't terrible people, just flawed. It's been a huge trigger for me, opening up, and sharing my pains with her, just to have it minimised and justified. This week i sell and pack up the rest of my shit to move 1000 miles away with my babies and husband to start fresh. I know it doesn't fix my problem but it gives me a new beginning, where they don't know where i am. I have deleted all my social media accounts and plan on changing my number as well. 
I guess my vent comes in, how the fuck do you allow so much abuse to happen to your child, as well as participate in it, and then have the fucking nerve to down play my mental illnesses, telling me my diagnosises are man made to keep me oppressed, and medicated. 
PSA: if you are going to populate the earth, make sure not to severely fuck your kids up.",4.803282828282832,5.686595616161617,5.458065656565658,82.3804318181818,69.26936026936029,8.498922558922558,28.31801346801347,8.697196308434329,1.9611859932659927,1186,40,239,19,20,384,173,297,0.162,0.71,0.128,-0.9345,2,0,0,0,3,0,44.0,0,5,2,1,15,20,8,1,15,0,23,9,2,6,3,44,42,26,0,2,9,5,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,13,17,0,1,5,1,2,3,8,13,3,0,10,1,36,7,35,32,5,40,3,1,0,4,22,21,5,3,17,162,49,0,0.0,0.27308419700841696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215446098418728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588999507425046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815928062093659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258919137840897,0.0,0.0,0.10827299676555732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298374840342371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191001709266733,0.09927017753356457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963095372458416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863924333732657,0.12967850376886794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261549069994894,0.0,0.11054995780501334,0.06549428767849151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695128660143046,0.0,0.10190750279176483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243176425911138,0.0,0.0,0.1900008173200044,0.09393704220326404,0.0,0.0,0.12521001184326094,0.0,0.0,0.0563010791071245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090441063955604,0.07692446396604595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609348779179635,0.23227225479835145,0.0,0.11636086344435258,0.0,0.0919845078113768,0.12248326626599634,0.08471561682361492,0.0,0.0,0.11130076761117287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105771373695032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764620316308636,0.1226248704720894,0.0,0.2559236560235558,0.0,0.0,0.07989380859201893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027036236153906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491135320428974,0.0,0.130189869157431,0.1182935404681646,0.09532879590705376,0.0,0.0,0.11747399473661528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156838671806338,0.0,0.09203185266159916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861356333516103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072597743713482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243962123745528,0.0,0.31084731133737503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148423240341091
anxiety,therealgunsquad,2020/01/24,"Sudden anxiety, especially while driving. I moved across the country about seven months ago, and since then I've been a way less confident driver and it gets worse every time i drive. Starting about two months ago it has gotten to a point where it's starting to impact my life. I now walk to work every day. Doesnt matter if it's cold or raining really hard, I walk there and back every day. Luckily it's only about two miles. 

The biggest problem, though, is when I have to drive my wife to work on my two days off each week. She works 30 minutes away and I have to drive through the city (the most anxious part of the drive). I get super paranoid and have thoughts like, 

""what if I don't see a pedestrian?"" 
""what if I accidentally run a red light?"" 
""Did I just run that stop sign?"" 
Etc.

I don't know where this anxiety comes from, I used to be a very confident driver. I've never gotten in an accident while driving, I'm never in a hurry or speeding, I've never even gotten so much as a parking ticket. I'm just so scared to drive all the time, and I have to go pick my wife up in an hour and I'm dreading it.

Thanks to anyone who reads this. None of my friends really understand when I tell them, and I just wanted to share my feelings with some people who have probably gone through this. Any advice is welcome.",2.4843380189604436,4.2761132330827065,3.7369761359921534,88.86923667865318,76.44360902255639,6.580974174566853,23.21935272965021,7.423996415210882,0.8851705132396206,1024,31,214,13,23,334,149,266,0.128,0.784,0.08800000000000001,-0.7637,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,4,17,9,0,2,15,0,14,1,0,2,4,36,35,22,0,5,8,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,14,11,0,1,4,2,0,15,7,3,0,4,7,6,23,6,29,27,9,55,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,7,27,141,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412758809636935,0.20705775477078114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794224239744961,0.0,0.17869080343347854,0.131941482251138,0.0,0.08166353697691041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972973376096906,0.08980567943347445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060578793019337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259631329780153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025372133936558,0.07713987756664578,0.0,0.29520636753092083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905343957294811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023304929963137,0.0,0.12203778252962345,0.0,0.0663754672403354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462250598329896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501638986149633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418571488030457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249349710405507,0.057058570515573635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644418929553405,0.12413119243982243,0.08585540584583347,0.0,0.27023109147029845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882542116267217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126474130180795,0.0,0.08096872357689135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040599451344224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259213060015878,0.11175397250578707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682339818434327,0.0,0.1496396260139603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692895895220955,0.0,0.0930679376708932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661137778687884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653316639469259,0.0,0.0,0.09764316825955484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208117459723004,0.10752619121517648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147473433105943,0.0927196376074282,0.13620446703719952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422658327721084,0.12158437504969966,0.0,0.10087061017503304,0.0,0.09636546037593996,0.0688868252857554,0.09270388880825524,0.0936833313047958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550774481344217,0.0,0.11902081452923445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kindheartedness898,2020/01/24,"Ever since my ""best friend"" ditched me, my chest pain and nightmares have gotten much worse. How can I minimize my anxiety without taking benzos? Looking for someone to help /talk So about a month ago, my ""best friend"" parted ways by sending me a 30mn voice message listing all my flaws and blaming me for everything going wrong in her life. I realize I was dealing with a sick individual. I trusted her though, and I now have almost constant chest pain, worse insomnia and daily nightmares, sometimes about her.

I tried valerian root, orange tree leaves, Hawthorne, the occasional herbal tea, magnesium, vitamins, distracting myself... Nothing seems to be working for long. I have other health issues that make everything more complicated.
Do you guys have some tips that would actually work on my anxiety that don't involve anything physical because of my other problems?
I'm also looking for another friend or support buddy. I have Discord, Kik and Telegram.",8.167289356984478,9.857153567073176,7.636740576496674,66.8656873614191,62.109756097560975,10.109977827050995,40.51884700665188,10.230975488527342,4.771824390243904,771,42,109,17,11,242,117,164,0.177,0.685,0.139,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,4,8,12,0,1,4,0,11,10,2,3,2,19,20,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,7,1,0,1,5,6,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,3,23,7,14,16,7,11,0,0,2,0,14,2,0,4,6,76,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.12709778449401266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545201994522747,0.0,0.13041893964348353,0.0,0.0,0.10415479185455892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657050146888228,0.19927014300786688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107178389215177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939455179338996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27336270499678617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074575362901998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342741846847742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781169785045695,0.0,0.0,0.2341069232696766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018748412198028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401975140886037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289604423173519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844156966526788,0.0,0.0,0.0872987283124761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359392166377202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790788499937154,0.0,0.0,0.09199405145247824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526041624805235,0.21874160964805706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869378063622556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039582327406619,0.0,0.09574314218843756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497108541394167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771741704694823,0.0,0.0,0.14103981583643593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462437716452265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856777986912725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773785050972293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035395399909767,0.0,0.12881305353778275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779752020032705,0.0,0.0,0.09792606806372704,0.10468389921289382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796248643980815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842603315817646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338034652736576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255490157996624,0.0,0.1896360215193363,0.0,0.2654562437062701,0.09252045668779732,0.14239960716190414,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Warhead-226,2020/01/24,"Hello I’m new Hello I’m new to this group and well , anxiety. I never experienced major anxiety until March of 2019. I experienced a bunch of symptoms from anxiety. I experienced the light headedness, insomnia, brain fog and all that. In August I started having really bad intense internal vibrations. It’s not visible or anything. I feel it in my legs mostly but it spreads to my chest and arms and head.As of December 14th I started experiencing a falling sensation. Like going down a elevator, or roller coaster. I feel it in my head to my knees. It’s very alarming and uncomfortable. Does anyone else experience this? So odd.",2.9635072463768104,6.006813408695656,5.561739130434784,68.84289855072467,84.47826086956522,9.32753623188406,30.275362318840585,9.3871,4.12156231884058,502,26,79,18,15,177,75,115,0.157,0.789,0.054000000000000006,-0.8635,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,1,8,6,0,2,14,8,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,7,11,2,12,8,4,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,9,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420477214630044,0.0,0.0,0.13468024003332565,0.19735588234516796,0.15850497228703792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082470747960514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502100946699235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855787540256315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609043443142939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841352550315707,0.0,0.0,0.1947829278745757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946701785375844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953552210841068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410150793699593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855584924427026,0.3720557485879935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339350887872674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726664679216241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001997749726706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892678439856306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318318582225484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RaddlePaddle,2020/01/24,"Does anxiety make anyone else ruminate over thoughts? When I'm anxious I get stuck in a thought loop. I try to figure out why I'm anxious, why my mental health is what is it, and I replay my entire life and pull it apart basically. It never helps me feel any better, but I keep doing it.",3.8270338983050856,4.5167808135593255,5.362500000000002,82.88747881355934,71.37288135593221,7.933898305084746,26.614406779661017,8.07648339933343,1.5644203389830509,224,7,46,3,4,76,45,59,0.134,0.83,0.035,-0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,11,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,7,1,4,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462222589331161,0.0,0.16449115766730432,0.4858270653623034,0.0,0.15034830532327198,0.2203153368959908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016938855045168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816710535558756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796231984797494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872152850559644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234006306833527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285582146906941,0.0,0.0,0.1441246407138451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911213359071377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187632019038905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352878155980245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669149190347606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583813760807706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34140672570687736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598574922025984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880476232637015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hella_hufflepuff,2020/01/24,"Experiencing physical anxiety symptoms but not mental? I’ve been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder for about 5 years and I’ve gotten pretty good at identifying when I’m anxious. However, lately I’ve just been experiencing physical anxiety symptoms. Can’t sleep, can’t eat, shortness of breath, excess sweating. But mentally/emotionally, I can’t identify anything upsetting me. Anyone else experience this?",7.976103896103897,11.885824575757578,9.541688311688313,43.4468181818182,68.39393939393939,14.074458874458875,44.27705627705628,12.031772070788634,8.37221471861472,346,23,37,17,7,120,49,66,0.222,0.665,0.113,-0.7059,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,7,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,2,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605302645312225,0.2266971571609299,0.0,0.14031138168612164,0.2056075674418324,0.16513225444364796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367328838701326,0.0,0.0,0.22998233990928896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533294910022235,0.1676319470803704,0.2257239282872873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629131998249894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831037831619788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263616803551643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222564240567847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041509886729542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008124195746757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171407332317689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292232907971175
anxiety,Turtlewax85,2020/01/24,Anxiety? 3 days ago I woke up from a dead sleep due to a heart arrhythmia at 5am. I'm not sure what the arrhythmia was but it consisted of 1 hard beat followed by 4 fast ones. That lasted about 6 hours. I have a history of heart problems most notably Brugada syndrome also I have an ICD (implanted defibrillator ). I tried calling my cardiologist 4 times and left a message each time but got no return call. I'm able to upload the info my ICD records to the cardiologist office which I did and had a nurse look over what it picked up. Unfortunately it only seems to record episodes where my heart rate goes up to 150bpm which it did 5 times that day but they told me it's nothing to be worried about. I was able to get a hold of an on call cardiologist that prescribed me quinidine which got me out of that terrible arrhythmia. My main concern is I only feel safe in bed and if I get up to go to the bathroom or anything my heart rate will spike to about 110bpm for about 10-15 seconds. It just doesn't take much to set it off to a fast heart rate and it's been like this for 3 days. I feel like I can't get any help from doctors as they barely return my calls. Is this a sign of anxiety or something else?,4.302213855421686,4.707557923694778,5.407085843373494,84.01496611445782,70.16465863453816,8.634638554216869,28.81551204819277,8.660442795831766,1.880062048192772,949,33,208,15,16,315,142,249,0.107,0.84,0.052000000000000005,-0.8833,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,7,6,0,0,14,0,14,7,6,1,1,25,30,12,1,2,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,19,6,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,10,4,21,4,37,18,4,29,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,5,16,126,40,1,0.20708722621491032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178516555564044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280378999275485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041320757485668,0.0,0.15842116123174227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520757109982935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229184234107099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033119351475795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598127553404103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649740232504242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047095238491966,0.07397157789295812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229179273084715,0.0,0.05884622149246721,0.0,0.16562657258220406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275473930598396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6134984003769695,0.06940310126023674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196960163830814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440186446452295,0.0,0.0,0.11250043860577312,0.0,0.0,0.1011723583487663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695055688492584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611646951479978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993528893632916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016383197138122,0.15749916724424634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907725387343587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942622165468872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361839106651967,0.0,0.0,0.07971293205336115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758862996544944,0.0,0.07785191089516012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811313404359093,0.0,0.0,0.09894035958823058,0.0,0.07029931651869104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515356523720827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taxeva3887,2020/01/24,"My anxiety affecting others? How do you deal with the negative effect your anxiety can have on others?

Some examples:

An ex-girlfriend started experiencing anxiety & panic while she was going out with me. After & before me, she didn't have anxiety symptoms.

Others have commented that I scare them, or I'm just plain weird.

So the question:

I know that laughter is contagious, and I feel that anxiety can also rub off on others.

I know that feeling a panic attack can be terrifying, and I wouldn't want to inflict my troubles on anyone.

How do I deal with this?

I have already given up on dating, but I have to keep working, so there will always be coworkers and family who I can affect.

Whenever someone close to me starts showing anxiety symptoms, I feel that I could have contributed to it and I feel guilty.

PS: I am diagnosed with GAD only. I am medicated, do regular exercise, try to keep myself together.",4.728193277310922,6.8384316176470605,6.498655462184875,70.09823529411767,71.05882352941177,10.033613445378153,32.14285714285714,10.290406445055957,4.022109243697479,725,34,116,22,14,250,103,170,0.193,0.787,0.02,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,2,7,6,1,3,4,0,23,5,0,5,0,31,37,12,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,12,10,0,2,8,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,6,25,0,17,29,1,14,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,5,97,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777995431894144,0.09984603249791556,0.10388887716791373,0.2705594182105101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573079725484283,0.0,0.0,0.08730111166619271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203992437820293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062419132575867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968609280926677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574388440310681,0.0,0.1267246055111297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770163298003307,0.0,0.25252057960155977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095764268797983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195268582436514,0.0,0.0,0.13723344517208969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577769019445226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495741059944007,0.0,0.29297951489833224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986552178028522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500105286138574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578874270761747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674519853663698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595430911930517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476795376540898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364237025762932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089550288687123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kittypurrrrry123,2020/01/24,"How do you mentally prepare/cope with quitting a long term job? I’ve finally decided I’m putting in my two weeks at my toxic job. I’ve been working there for nearly 7 years but I know it’s overdue that I move on. 

However... this is all I’ve known for the last 7 years. It’s been my second home. I’m scared and VERY anxious and overall an emotional mess lol. 

anyone have advice or similar situations?? Thanks!",0.5585104052573939,3.0181368554216874,2.8491128148959497,88.07515881708655,90.0843373493976,6.391675794085432,24.41292442497262,7.686295010490155,1.645395180722892,321,14,65,7,11,109,64,83,0.14,0.7490000000000001,0.111,-0.5455,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,1,10,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,0,6,1,7,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,34,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052324300322752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318224221588771,0.0,0.14348360061632634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082719011614525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247912534256561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058366195882328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072671596463543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277490321981695,0.1672688727236374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159932635183426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067976450707734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809966968611288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628697460634526,0.0,0.2182600060112368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054452778787343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306582033032002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892452675023505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045475974576346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693150179583723,0.0,0.0,0.1646024920172746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939115648272416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264289650978399
anxiety,Theoreia,2020/01/24,I would like to be able to say that I need help or advice. Not form you guys. Just IRL. Be able to ask someone for help when I need it. Not necessarily some kind of huge help. But more personal (private which reveals who I really am). Not to be afraid of being judged.,0.05402597402597209,2.349350454545455,2.063376623376626,94.2636363636364,89.9090909090909,5.324675324675325,16.948051948051948,6.868970318607317,-0.12110389610389614,205,5,47,3,7,68,40,55,0.0,0.785,0.215,0.8911,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,32,9,0,0.4794247300748897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342441487879359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240987025193395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373529289114147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482022436094422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24962354025392325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711135321804066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35548736258183383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930759101375027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356587922889908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906288940276036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031075090002003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702847864388537,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hanners97,2020/01/24,Brain tumor anxiety Spot behind my left ear and above where if I rub up I feel a little pressure in my head once and a while. If I rub down I don’t feel anything . Anxiety keeps telling me brain tumor . No other symptoms . I need help to calm myself but I do not have access to a doctor .,0.9185000000000016,2.8979191833333324,3.0599999999999987,90.935,82.16666666666666,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.42735559955562,0.17750000000000066,221,6,47,2,6,75,43,60,0.171,0.7659999999999999,0.064,-0.4317,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,3,6,4,0,0,10,7,6,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,10,1,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,1,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598346741634648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353878196938756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250927295165111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407237609717693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378351294936587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241369613930128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764082357267412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904492559693602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555312582877603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357190626506266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438810855300327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25046637605489824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444492437031561,0.0,0.0,0.20556371952903796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,comeonmaggie,2020/01/24,"How do you keep going when it feels like the world is literally ending? The planet is dying. I'm in the us and the state of the economy in the us means owning a home or retiring are not likely. I'm trying to get a job in my field, but the jobs in my field are barely paying more than minimum wage and employers don't generally offer benefits. Healthcare is so expensive I haven't been to a doctor in years. Everything in the world is just so fucked up, and as an individual it feels like I have no power.

On a personal level, I'm stuck at a minimum wage job that just cut my hours in half - before I was breaking even, now I'm taking money out of savings to make rent. I could get a job that pays better, but my current job gives me a the flexibility to apply to jobs, go to interviews, and work on personal projects that may help me get a job in my field, so it feels worth it to stay even though I hate it. My field is design - don't worry, I know I made a mistake. I feel so fucking stupid, thinking I could make a living doing something I'm good at. I need new references but I don't know how to go about getting new ones. I know what I need to do to improve my life, but there's just so many things to do that it's overwhelming. If I try to take a step towards bettering myself I get swamped in anxiety and can't continue. 

It feels like my only options are to keep my head down and power through it even though it feels like making a life for myself is an impossible goal. How do you convince yourself to keep going when it feels like in a few years the world might end and the work will have been for nothing?",5.062486334530688,4.532530691394662,6.34873340621584,81.13655630173358,68.49554896142433,9.58731844447915,29.30954240199906,9.134995656068208,2.148374480712166,1261,39,273,21,19,429,160,337,0.098,0.784,0.11900000000000001,0.655,15,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,2,0,7,21,19,5,1,26,0,29,6,1,7,0,51,71,26,1,6,10,0,7,6,0,3,3,0,2,2,16,8,0,3,13,0,8,5,7,7,0,2,5,7,32,12,40,61,3,42,0,1,0,2,10,22,2,5,18,183,48,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058071711189368574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459467430316268,0.0,0.0,0.13427423048838738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212175214118636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878363858048336,0.0,0.0,0.07769813043209241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446923802864266,0.0,0.0,0.1504155089738957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822391669087938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686801956461066,0.27115418636137617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035700216075364,0.1983018354912016,0.07282075325969706,0.17256789446693982,0.06367054957637179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494640171676062,0.07790659164587507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508815466405434,0.0,0.07614492760612168,0.0,0.07475704900019778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273097157046566,0.20241956792669008,0.0,0.0,0.12515610961701668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723637583533674,0.2225176963240056,0.0,0.06703080833290473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718288285578627,0.15201355625986113,0.07696184455472807,0.0,0.08268933872077214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052958038516543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257409696042564,0.0,0.14663064367918824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728386568066429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143926170596755,0.057733740124493775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256512340806986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058440000467980924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809110312471411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415125731671108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043189877592685,0.04864070697083804,0.1491643543471069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307717918344504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262318512528414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105282317415412,0.07709131057378034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776839699881963
anxiety,twizzock3,2020/01/24,"Is this anxiety? This is the first time I’ve spoken to any of this to anyone. But after leaving an abusive relationship, I’ve found that I struggle to spend time with my friends for more than an hour. After I while I get so drained and will go to any length to be on my own. I just can’t cope with it. I don’t really get panicky or shaky, there’s this uncontrollable desire to yeet my way out of there.  I never saw this as anxiety but now I’m wondering if this might be the case. I feel like few people understand what happened to me. This makes me want to withdraw but I know that’s not the answer. 

Can anyone relate/give advice?",1.825661577608141,3.706668404580153,3.440019083969464,89.84313295165397,78.69465648854961,6.504071246819338,21.603689567430024,7.492282038375204,0.699426972010178,495,14,107,7,12,164,85,131,0.115,0.8170000000000001,0.068,-0.4441,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,3,5,0,9,0,0,1,1,23,22,9,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,6,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,2,2,13,2,19,16,3,13,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,10,75,24,0,0.0,0.2300655564592397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974550760193676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640912403982785,0.0,0.2970866007669701,0.0,0.0,0.2715432707325624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818068579481176,0.13871861851486567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516510784260446,0.0,0.21290280327461614,0.15001907976336007,0.0,0.20289678752472304,0.0,0.11035409521840074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717082613640676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912232058946502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671347089603493,0.0,0.0,0.2056032286372578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486406929388913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961328265459182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598892996112692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975968701964346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346164569955272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439344101185874,0.0,0.0,0.2084712214959306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202993810964181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644994226813805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214296424795308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452941264205516,0.15412703214005338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057444339937875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marysaccount,2020/01/24,"I can't stop thinking about the corona virus I have been reading articles for several hours now and I try in vain not to lose my nerves.

I am very worried. I am hyperactive and nervous.

My mother has the flu right now and I'm imagining she has the virus.",0.4902472527472561,2.9441785192307712,2.5109890109890105,90.29115384615385,90.73076923076924,6.048351648351648,22.813186813186807,7.447530270364453,1.209749450549451,201,8,42,4,7,67,38,52,0.213,0.71,0.077,-0.7389,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,4,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33758154858550976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38349710909763335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428852506810821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927429101994517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872579373656517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865898676662497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219647583781244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273359661696505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828397012203194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481224092448379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,giftit99,2020/01/24,"Constantly feel like I'm dying. It makes me feel slightly disconnected from my body/the world. Anyone else feel the same way? I do have a sleep disorder so I am often quite tired, which probably causes some of the disorientation/disconnect. Like right now I just feel scared and ""out of it"". I rarely have full blown panic attacks, it just feels like I'll be in a low grade panic attack for an hour or two.",3.2913381555153727,5.3946562531645625,4.196238698010852,85.07873417721521,75.07594936708861,7.552260397830018,21.4122965641953,8.418075326091056,1.1458954792043397,320,8,64,6,7,103,60,79,0.264,0.652,0.084,-0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,2,3,5,0,5,2,1,2,0,15,12,3,1,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,6,3,6,11,3,10,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,3,6,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142400779961298,0.1674035581353892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717398720322147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783770960909733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655725775438702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956410499985386,0.0,0.18724924616410016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364842002051128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130527400901564,0.2334394184160984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608977743925747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394597070130509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905835729126312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833857552837438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761527892560325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737762364692312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952682816242912,0.0,0.0,0.16357328968598947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634993982606587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877828920086846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959989357449814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968455543376708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustReserve,2020/01/24,"Really losing the will to live! / Health Anxiety Hi everyone, 

New to this posting malarkey, but I really am at my wits end, so thought I'd just write and see if anybody could help me out. Gonna be a bit of a long one, so bare with me! -

I've suffered from anxiety since I was about 16, (I'm 22 now), but it has only gotten unmanageable in the last couple of months. It started when I went on holiday and had a panic attack walking around the city centre, very fast pulse, sweating, dizziness.. etc. Since that day, I have had an obsession with checking my pulse, checking my breathing and googling my symptoms! It first started with obsessing over having a heart attack, then a blood clot, then a pulmonary embolism. It feels like just one thing after another. And when I get over one thing, my brain will start obsessing over another. I have been to the doctors and A&E more times than I can count over the couple of months, and everything has been fine - putting it down to anxiety. 

I really do just feel like I can't take it anymore. I can't watch TV, I can't sleep, I can't eat. I am constantly just worrying and checking my health. I just worry myself that they haven't checked my health with X-Rays and scans. They have checked my pulse, oxygen levels, blood pressure, blood, done an ECG. I am overweight at the moment, but not to a point were it's *dangerous*. This sounds so stupid writing this - I wan't to lose weight, but I am scared that I will have a heart attack and die. How pathetic is that? I can see how stupid it is as I'm writing the words down, but in the moment I cannot think of anything else other than certain death. 

I have constant air hunger. Feeling like I can't take a full breath, or like I need to yawn but cannot. I have experienced this before when I was new to anxiety, but it came and went. Maybe half an hour or so at a time, and then I'd just forget about it. But for the last two weeks or so, it's been everyday. Constant. If I manage to take my mind off things, go out with friends or my partner, it will go for awhile. But the SECOND I have a second alone to myself to think, it starts again. I think I've just made myself worse by googling symptoms, but I've obviously (me being me) put this down to shortness of breath and a pending heart attack or pulmonary embolism. 

I have a telephone appointment next week to help sort some sort of therapy for me, but I was just wondering if anyone has any tips for the mean time (whether it's a tip for my breathing, for anxiety or depression, I'm all ears!) - or if anybody could actually just ease my mind and let me know I'm not actually going to die, and what I'm experiencing is very normal. (Plz lol) I just feel bad going back to the GP again, knowing full well that I actually am okay and I could be taking up somebody's appointment that genuinely needs it. Should probably mention I am on fluoxetine for depression (40mg) and propranolol for anxiety. (40mg)

I really just HATE myself at the moment. I can't see any light past this. It's gotten to a point where I have had to quit university because I have not been keeping up with any work, I haven't been able to CONCENTRATE on any work for a start. It's taking over my life. I wake up every day thinking I am dying. I am losing touch of relationships with my friends, my boyfriend, my family - all because of something I can't control. Just wish I wasn't like this. 

Thanks in advance everyone!",3.881405563689604,5.1049598067349935,4.768146705710102,85.2072888726208,71.72327964860908,8.099431918008785,27.862049780380673,8.548686976883017,1.8830369194729133,2680,97,552,45,50,870,281,683,0.19,0.732,0.078,-0.9981,0,1,1,0,0,1,105.0,0,0,2,9,31,33,8,6,32,2,65,27,15,4,4,105,114,53,4,12,38,0,6,5,3,6,9,2,0,1,35,27,4,2,13,2,5,11,15,21,1,8,21,16,72,12,75,80,8,88,0,6,5,0,14,33,0,15,48,367,107,4,0.056212360886117634,0.0,0.16456546648292508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058219053116976775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090606953483212,0.0,0.15290533202619996,0.11788712327025845,0.2580138133072935,0.0,0.05574755728707402,0.03930498973406448,0.0,0.04625798340572175,0.050040918901223606,0.0,0.2557987023514398,0.0,0.04322383573946128,0.046934973348025405,0.06853306690381357,0.0,0.04783257887807519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136933921381359,0.0,0.0,0.06275158529281709,0.0,0.06429196570991005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822367769325014,0.06304694256784496,0.1346429883783897,0.12439581628859488,0.0,0.07250464487791403,0.0,0.09683124812486764,0.0,0.1750186674376449,0.0,0.0,0.05753573328861986,0.0,0.057524761701341985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057519278617777975,0.04695821450774653,0.0,0.0497874670324392,0.0,0.06269164145455741,0.0,0.0,0.047361338465799284,0.10742663950897854,0.0505200453704887,0.0,0.05299201107142764,0.0,0.11369063462593787,0.12047436554640965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781420545363378,0.0,0.0,0.08685906115964864,0.0,0.02936863848336045,0.0,0.12778712042378246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055498068694021435,0.0,0.17925333304032873,0.0,0.199835754906044,0.07535592119250274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535785235500465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049964129157550066,0.0,0.0,0.06178568692554338,0.09164115337210213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574809475100261,0.03970445289087492,0.1373126006646708,0.0,0.04963654452063428,0.04974617048437587,0.0,0.18866175979953265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053189495028469966,0.0,0.0,0.05647287196493483,0.06123174022325791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135169203043485,0.0,0.08973634032418794,0.0,0.0,0.08336150666563541,0.0,0.10858049685040837,0.0597824835177164,0.0,0.05507617865409718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427285157130253,0.042752033479886015,0.0,0.06595309387010663,0.0,0.0,0.0536610590270132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627770095622922,0.0,0.05383590319716256,0.0,0.060606432477836175,0.0,0.0,0.11301789729760985,0.0,0.059788765118655524,0.0,0.0,0.14404431113364385,0.0,0.0,0.06035103870289243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056278379572646815,0.0,0.13438192136201316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299889161501174,0.0,0.05625295678088226,0.0,0.0,0.043275021697610515,0.0,0.0,0.19893699179313865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685233257849476,0.2113234983586604,0.0,0.0,0.0517527895350714,0.06428373362910371,0.0,0.11203498440981448,0.14407444440069184,0.0,0.04462633556193565,0.09833363904158056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054911308610240524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276216953144306,0.0,0.0,0.09018033045100833,0.06845151186109857,0.05054166326977122,0.10421884341795172,0.0,0.0,0.06464144085443288,0.0,0.06095990752221886,0.08184653642216119,0.11417276218556595,0.05728519809929668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MaidofLight,2020/01/24,"Can’t Stop Shaking Profusely (20F) I had what I believe to be a panic attack earlier today and went to the ER. They told me I had no problems (besides the obvious anxiety disorder, they gave me anti anxiety meds for it because who the hell knows when I’ll be able to get in contact with a therapist) but gave me some medication to open my lungs to breathe better. They said the side effect was a shaking body but it’s been like five hours since that and the doctors said it should be out of my system very soon (I was given it an hour before discharge). I have not stopped shaking. Every part of me is shaking. This happens to me, especially at night, but it usually goes away after half an hour. This is by far the worst shaking I’ve had. My question: how do I stop convulsing like a maniac? I’m pretty sure it’s more anxiety related than panic related due to me having experienced light shaking before starting a couple weeks ago, so I’m posting it here. Thank you so much for any replies. It was so hard to write this with trembling hands!",3.801771844660194,5.363472902912624,5.1836771844660205,80.8299817961165,72.39805825242719,8.256796116504855,30.350728155339805,8.841846274778883,2.570903883495146,822,36,156,16,16,275,130,206,0.23199999999999998,0.672,0.09699999999999999,-0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,2,7,19,3,9,13,0,17,6,4,2,2,23,31,10,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,14,6,0,3,3,0,0,7,3,14,1,2,14,6,19,5,21,13,5,32,1,0,0,0,13,7,1,2,18,105,33,1,0.12286607556452153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891336267315814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355314464113264,0.0,0.2819766345228642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977789847722066,0.11543672249675115,0.0,0.0,0.07489801926244921,0.0,0.20909996158268188,0.13842799277635234,0.0,0.1086650592310955,0.0,0.13647651177816453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359489756620365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081516721452755,0.12575863462168785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351996783349617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419245337220526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865006485026052,0.0,0.11006387034910196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629950048345704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752398190479192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005231663125494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647651177816453,0.12377464496452086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032070269176876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530148874108395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883137334002188,0.0,0.13305198662471884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767173707056315,0.1249989700006181,0.0,0.11756624088929325,0.0,0.0,0.13763812385462176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337475478201133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163608736996384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869652406727887,0.0,0.0,0.3081646222518531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579982215928425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311857480195632,0.0,0.1426569836323563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646267328203605,0.1174038005118947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353196238459125,0.1013773799171096,0.0,0.0,0.09855575465042857,0.0,0.0,0.11389808299084846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mihagit,2020/01/24,"I ruined my last two terms of school I'm probably overreacting, but honestly I just can't calm myself down. I'm not even sure if I should post this here, but here we go.

So, we're frequently doing tasks in groups at chemistry class. With the end of the first term, the teacher yesterday wanted to rearrange the groups for the last two terms. She choosed me as one of the groupleaders and this already triggered my anxiety, because me in a leadership position sounds terrifying. My eyes were already teared up, and my classmate's expecting look didn't help either. Some of them even hid behind the others when it was my turn to choose, so I can't see them and then probably won't choose them. The teacher rushed me to choose and I panicked and random names bursted out of my mouth. And with this I made the worst group of all four. I chosen groupmates that are not even good at chemistry and when I saw their faces, I wanted to kill myself right there and then. They looked like they go to their own demise or something. Two of my groupmates already argued in the first ten minutes, but I was too afraid and anxious to do something, but the teacher rebuked them, while all the other groups were silent and working peacefully. I feel so horrible when I think about the remaining chemistry classes, I just don't know how to deal with it or just to calm down.

I know this sounds like a ridiculous or minor thing, but I can't stop replaying the whole situation and I can't stop tearing up and eventually crying, because of how am I such a failure that can't even select a few groupmembers.",6.561697632058286,6.820706242622951,6.184234972677598,80.90458561020037,65.26229508196721,9.400728597449909,32.68214936247723,9.150863307647796,2.6735865209471763,1264,48,242,20,18,392,158,305,0.191,0.75,0.06,-0.9924,0,0,2,0,0,1,28.0,1,0,8,3,21,13,3,1,18,0,17,3,3,4,3,57,33,33,1,5,15,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,11,17,0,2,9,0,0,3,10,6,0,8,7,8,39,7,33,24,11,33,0,1,5,0,18,11,0,6,20,180,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39790885873671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919475392079542,0.13578420802118546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653743011831885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202668714908702,0.0,0.12391400612817301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645558123458483,0.0,0.0,0.31754614253313385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060773339714929035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447270512958507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661723511806834,0.1008124305907696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056302989654651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297606920758867,0.0,0.13211017964322747,0.19594714952818332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744074230621745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186418723784144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372979880941775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144608511904082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511194900533188,0.0,0.25917739465552303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264441443253737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164202806818265,0.09577849204963199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510229583249694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506133620964388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097394761060675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328075504853455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985108230941958,0.07701500816326078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073578705528338,0.3522341438245544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417862351540983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419151789292713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750214789177553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kuin22,2020/01/24,"A little information about the „deadly“ corona virus I know some of you got REALLY anxious (including me) regarding the news about the corona virus in China. So to help I thought I put a list of facts together about the virus:

1. 26 People died of this virus as of writing this, of course this is a lot, but if you look into it many if not all of them were ill beforehand, tumors, diabetes, cancer and the sorts. 

2. it is believed that this virus is not only LESS deathly then the SARS virus in the 2000‘s which killed over 800 people but less infectious also. 

3. this is not a fact or anything but the media want clicks, and there’s no better way to bring people to click on your article with a news that is for everyone, and „deadly“. 

So yeah it’s a common cold but on drugs, so unless you’re deathly sick now and living in China you shouldn’t have to worry to much. 

Of course I don’t have any sources on that but you should find it all via google.",4.188981071284736,4.996761188481678,4.905445026178012,86.0615747080145,70.62303664921467,7.971163914619412,23.592831252517115,8.139509932561175,1.1124962545308086,741,17,154,10,13,239,112,191,0.153,0.7959999999999999,0.051,-0.9748,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,1,1,9,2,1,0,14,1,11,5,0,0,4,35,17,19,4,5,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,4,11,1,27,12,7,15,0,0,3,0,9,9,0,6,3,106,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157939057168082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430539372082334,0.0,0.0,0.22311649324047905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252400336104025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251258347802225,0.0,0.17467090707851346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497171443464607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290349465186828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887177762105265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050956878912802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795717030526654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237872781598306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185022446930748,0.0,0.10853972060862817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794485291610067,0.17439432795300258,0.0,0.16584855567416018,0.0,0.0,0.16790571353361824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023194547329784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451837341163057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020610760383596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107606802290084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985400115602797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652225833912675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679132934190596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648942111300815,0.15676469771109308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005687777441133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxblue-xxx,2020/01/24,"All the best tips Looking for all the best tips and tricks everyone’s built up over the years to ease their anxiety. They can be wacky or simple, what works for you?

One of mine is laying face down on the floor. I set a timer and do it for 20 minutes it helps me feel grounded ironically.",2.511694915254239,4.214618474576273,3.212,93.05122033898306,76.11864406779661,6.753898305084746,21.969491525423727,7.554174236665415,0.5742311864406782,226,6,51,3,5,71,49,59,0.048,0.75,0.20199999999999999,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,3,0,3,1,0,5,0,4,1,1,0,2,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,2,9,5,4,8,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,1,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590971563958288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7108691594258851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236331008152577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712519947837128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701697224999365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844145549843888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950531613673214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465705759238528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181054521121998
anxiety,vectorismine,2020/01/24,"I feel like people look at me every time I go out I've noticed it for years, I don't think I'm imagining it but I do have an anxiety problem. It's almost everyone I see and I live in a busy city so it's a lot of people, I feel self conscious. It would be different if they smiled at me but they often don't. I get men staring at me and even if they're looking at me because they think I look nice, I feel like an object and it makes me even more self conscious. Sorry I'm just venting really.",-0.7998671328671314,1.1750895727272734,2.191818181818181,94.41926573426576,89.63636363636363,5.202797202797203,19.37062937062937,6.67199483983844,0.15876923076923122,383,12,90,5,13,135,63,110,0.07200000000000001,0.799,0.129,0.7908,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,23,20,8,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,18,3,8,18,2,9,0,0,5,0,6,6,0,5,4,56,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099221532151113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063149912694447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409416249450797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784086293022902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557171729884196,0.0,0.14387328876250727,0.16316920538491592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590252836225596,0.24398301433499456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921543904696518,0.0,0.09704726403655424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685014474770404,0.0,0.1507848623861679,0.0,0.4301880446079449,0.0,0.0,0.14517467515251292,0.0,0.0,0.11398412029504205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441223490909826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236767993427978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339496696322073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093937029740648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360742017495907,0.0,0.3562813878517024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911526686563668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883317505402688,0.0,0.0,0.09957196103536203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130353072069967,0.0,0.0,0.10996431830247344
anxiety,LaceBird360,2020/01/24,"Didn't get to go to DC, today. Thanks, anxiety! I was going to go to DC today to visit a friend and attend a march.  I had it all planned.  I was going to meet people from Instagram in person for the first time!  Heck, I was going to go to a cute bistro and try a soft boiled egg in one of those little cups. 

I didn't even make it out of my hometown.  I barfed in the car.  I had to turn around and go back home. 

All those plans.  Ruined. 

*shrieks in pterodactyl*",-0.7174829931972795,1.335737693877551,1.4419387755102022,99.27032312925172,90.42857142857143,4.082993197278912,14.289115646258502,5.46131890053228,-1.0900435374149664,346,6,83,2,12,115,59,98,0.051,0.847,0.102,0.7081,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,1,2,8,18,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,1,0,2,7,1,8,3,19,11,2,23,0,1,0,0,4,7,1,0,6,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872563737805824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614322492405812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944030560270218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197742522511192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424886076267927,0.0,0.0,0.14010387816423991,0.0,0.09474337145688268,0.0,0.7214232826287417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819001610064349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817516740674725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210467601197836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288159278012628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571925997381922,0.15834027327794845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695475228207093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574160024138178,0.0,0.34378079465643724,0.0,0.0,0.12311887396193677,0.1972473167155444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jxlx_7,2020/01/24,"Constant fidgeting Over the years, I've been working on my anxiety and I honestly think it had gotten better. However, when I'm in lecture or discussion, I can't sit still. I'll try to focus, but my eyes focus on anything k have on my hands. So, I'll fidget with my hair ties, pencils, I'll tap my fingers, etc. I don't know if this happens to some of you, but if I don't figet with something on my hand, then I get small twitches.",2.357252747252748,3.5042429670329724,4.392087912087913,86.7279120879121,75.37362637362638,7.397802197802199,28.384615384615394,7.957251820313856,1.7699186813186816,334,14,72,5,7,115,64,91,0.016,0.884,0.1,0.7845,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,5,0,0,11,12,9,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,12,2,11,9,2,13,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,4,5,44,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570081771838226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764661281404655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971289679069997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36305297964411815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37468376491241373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552502665404626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970879679302507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463461202992146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586381163441109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682977734030022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526934852569246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22809451786946314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445825926724641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163469698431333
anxiety,thatpeskyrat,2020/01/24,"I’m worried I have anxiety but I’m too scared to get diagnosed To be clear, I’m not asking for a diagnosis from anyone who’s not a doctor. I’m just too scared to go to a doctor.

Ever since I learned about anxiety I’ve felt like I had it. Almost everything I read about it resonates with me, but the thought of talking to someone about it is enough to make me cry. It’s not that I don’t want to get diagnosed; I do, in fact it would be such a relief to have a genuine reason for why I’m like this. It’s the actual process of going to a doctor that terrifies me, and even more than that, the fear that I’m making it up and I don’t really have anxiety at all. I don’t know what I’d do if I was told I didn’t have it. It’s stupid but I’d feel like a failure almost... for half my life I’ve justified my fears with the idea of having some undiagnosed anxiety, but if it’s not true and I’m just a normal person who gets nervous then I don’t know what I’ll do with myself. Basically, I desperately want to have a diagnosis, but if I’m told I don’t have anxiety, I’ll be devastated and so embarrassed for wasting my doctor’s time too.

I suppose I’m just wondering if anyone else felt like this, or if anyone has any advice. I know it sounds really dumb haha. Thanks for reading.",2.4135920577617327,3.183694718411555,4.97684296028881,84.049452166065,74.74007220216606,8.572490974729241,25.0413357400722,8.982922981607832,1.7030665703971115,995,31,225,21,20,356,122,277,0.248,0.644,0.109,-0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,13,16,2,6,13,1,24,7,0,3,5,50,54,17,0,9,18,0,3,4,0,1,7,1,0,1,21,7,0,0,11,2,0,2,10,8,0,1,8,4,22,8,29,42,4,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,10,7,144,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.09687081785309437,0.0,0.0,0.09700310956158698,0.0,0.0,0.19880424190073526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750534400095629,0.0,0.3796970538023913,0.0,0.0,0.2082305555568808,0.10171134486886356,0.0,0.0,0.09280176732513776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109040752075857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150896519475292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064182109573573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292530762689078,0.0,0.0,0.10256992411223843,0.0,0.06556528636043951,0.08979319009272763,0.0,0.0,0.08921528102353947,0.0,0.0,0.2234072033062756,0.050192660376264214,0.0709167638279946,0.1906248473242171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555896070375833,0.0,0.11283208255446532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120609909753644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636645627058784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701156124577531,0.19398846008998594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325237326235594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726113110734157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667660339964202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985888439850987,0.0,0.1271866800928991,0.10206358341579916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876828741155736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211515042658303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410908042003627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978750356015564,0.0,0.09139223110873512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880735337847833,0.0578837118139682,0.0,0.0,0.1897088128667149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710115620600955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957353171910615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765143302782278,0.0,0.10081102450443498,0.0,0.0705168256328727,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Predentalkiddo,2020/01/24,"Advice for a panic attack ""hangover""? Hey everyone!

So this week has been pretty stressful. For the past 3-4 days, I have not been able to sleep much due to intense bouts of stress due to various things. Two nights ago I had a huge panic attack at night that left me sore all over and completely exhausted yesterday. Last night was the first night I was able to get a good night's sleep- and I slept well! Lol. However, this morning I woke up lightheaded, weak and barely able to open my eyes. I guess this is what a hangover feels like! My body is finally telling me how exhausted it is. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to care for myself today? I love to swim, and was thinking about going for a swim but my body might be too tired for that today. Maybe I could go out to eat with a friend or something like that? I was also thinking I could go to the counseling center at my school and get signed up for some talk therapy appointments. Lol usually I would exercise but I dont wanna overdo it!",3.359621212121212,5.030746515151517,4.194835858585858,87.02892045454549,73.74747474747474,7.77828282828283,23.99116161616161,8.472884824447931,1.4429888888888889,782,23,159,14,16,251,123,198,0.115,0.742,0.14300000000000002,0.7854,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,7,16,2,4,9,2,19,14,6,2,1,26,32,12,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,2,6,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,3,3,0,5,2,9,1,2,9,2,19,7,26,18,4,34,0,0,1,1,5,11,0,4,20,104,29,1,0.2939133504834209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147248297807445,0.08684548382891813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834746673120763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662371901565617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850368282793078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291257792254945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176476495767728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988808303860766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272085201545557,0.0,0.0,0.1564439296093444,0.0,0.0,0.06318326540566131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573518455171956,0.0,0.1148214192713852,0.0,0.0,0.10024891103097572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361560058894497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953714037082922,0.06999058543734005,0.0,0.10732256969450464,0.0,0.08333418192516437,0.0,0.0,0.07569224183330063,0.0,0.1023717298676034,0.0,0.16703773031554794,0.08217352458700998,0.0,0.0,0.10792623054720522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985953624543879,0.0,0.0,0.10644590509303127,0.0,0.0,0.09572747793961296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842275798487685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842515506664637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393187270709082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202004356961864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596962819871603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298959930821652,0.0,0.0,0.0935245166750806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967184706615877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915200065803964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608374079340427,0.0,0.0,0.07542295216975188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445116663280296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874547262624383,0.08563107435927565,0.0,0.1120385103600924,0.0,0.06508765672051192,0.1255518715258896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260338666006778,0.1857303265815024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957035453807141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079013439306998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858652039259849,0.0,0.08808779988632899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695958704658105,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,potato_cakes42289,2020/01/24,"Being in-between jobs is making me sick It's killing me. I got let go from my first job on the 3rd of this month because i was a seasonal employee. That was really hard for me to deal with but I was somewhat confident I would find another job soon. 

Last week I got called for an interview for a position that's only a couple days a month and even though it wasn't exactly what I wanted I thought I would enjoy it nonetheless and they hired me on the spot. I worked one day on that job and not sure when my next day is because it's so spread out. 

I've applied to as many jobs as I'm qualified for, which isn't a lot, but no one else has contacted me. Maybe I'm doing something wrong? I'm welcome to any tips. I'm still really new to this job search stuff because my seasonal job contacted me right away so there was no wait. I'm just confused on what to do and I'm scared I'll never have another real job",1.918685567010311,3.338667298969072,3.8583376288659785,88.99616623711344,77.04123711340206,7.9427835051546385,24.496134020618552,8.660442795831766,1.5392072164948454,712,24,161,15,16,242,111,194,0.10300000000000001,0.809,0.08800000000000001,-0.1938,9,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,9,7,1,2,8,0,16,1,0,1,3,24,29,12,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,8,1,19,3,20,17,2,24,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,16,100,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376027936886003,0.19663188494734726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809097141024913,0.0,0.0,0.17146638775330067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573983971060272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374408653740284,0.0,0.1814030819604248,0.0966628435509964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832477353147499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192785233687145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569529648728318,0.07975253857076438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532861895003533,0.0,0.1499774957350336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399089168957458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7443417450627655,0.0,0.10373197813122093,0.0,0.0,0.07642723066960919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587634971416316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971172940965375,0.0,0.0,0.06258578739308816,0.0950583176762497,0.09419491251303476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967729516793932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723137917650354,0.0905543674828214,0.09971523687089563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706893158727478,0.07130900046827188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671984888796714,0.12013061150545648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007085949116258,0.0,0.0,0.09387050553250442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721813277946472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487716738088995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733321286978877,0.0,0.0,0.0883680565639113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921191056655156,0.07443527534147627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530230639226071,0.0,0.07520892812485014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682586795175513,0.0,0.0,0.13320937976387354,0.10251226608546532,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MentorFriend,2020/01/24,"Anxiety inducing circumstances Today I had an experience that tipped me over and triggered some anxiety and it got me curious as to how others would react in a similar situation. Also I'd like to hear what you'd do to stay in control of your emotions and keep a calm and comfortable mindset while going through this. 

In short. I've been applying for a new job for a month and in the proces I've been attending numerous interviews. I've solved cases and took tests etc. You recognise the proces. 

Out of alle these interviews, I became most interest in one specific employer and their position. I got the interview. I was called back in for a second interview. I solved the case and we had a good dialogue about it. The conversation was relaxed and pleasant. They let me know what kind of courses they expected me to attend and what colleague they figured I was best to be matched with in the beginning. I said I was positive to all of it. 

They then asked me for my references from two past jobs, which I gave them. At the back of my head the thought occurred to me ""am I supposed to expect my references to be okay with being a reference for me several times?"" because the truth is that I'm working in a field where it's normal to switch jobs after a few years and level up etc., but the job hunt can be quite long with several interviews etc., so to me it seems like I'm sometimes wasting good references on employers that aren't really serious about me and it makes me kind of.. annoyed. It makes the proces technically complicated in a annoying kind of way. 

For instance, in this specific case, the employer asked for the references at the beginning of this week and got them from me the same day. The employer then said that they were going to call me no later than today (friday) and let me know if I'm hired. I therefor gave my references a heads-up the same day that I listed them as my references (I'd asked them before) and told them when they could expect to be called (a 3-day span) and so they've been honouring this and been ready to put in a good word for me. But nothing. This employer didn't call either them or me. 

I'm really annoyed by this. Not only is this not respectful to me, but also to my references and the relationship between them and I. I've had to ask (again) if they'd be willing to pick up the phone the upcoming week, if this lazy employer decides to call them up then. They've said yes, but now I'm thinking ""what if this employer never calls them? Are they going to be willing to be my reference again another time, maybe a week from now, regarding a different job?!"". It feels ridiculous and not in my favour at all. 

I've been super healthy for months now and started the day by taking a good walk on the beach this morning. But when then clock went past 6 this afternoon, it tipped me over. I went straight ahead and cancelled a plan I had with a friend, then walked straight down to the store and bought Cola, chips, pina colada and chili cheese tops. Like, I couldn't take it. It exceeded all my limits and broke me down a little. I feel like this proces is not ok. 

But what is your view?",4.9931790872557995,5.873966123980424,5.775396490669639,80.28561333704691,68.836867862969,9.96091194843433,30.28564039310865,10.097256963172876,2.9467199220148816,2466,94,486,61,41,807,260,613,0.065,0.8029999999999999,0.132,0.99,13,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,1,4,18,10,17,31,4,0,43,3,41,1,1,9,6,94,82,51,0,11,16,0,2,4,1,3,0,4,0,0,36,31,0,3,19,2,2,11,9,6,0,3,29,7,67,25,82,36,14,87,0,1,1,0,49,33,0,8,45,347,103,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916288813850264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156862449345991,0.10442584514444046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255227236734598,0.0,0.0,0.1049638122770256,0.0,0.041606048180341235,0.0,0.05807779138745728,0.0,0.0716267150446437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181601761574085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655090450811264,0.054494012060667334,0.0,0.0,0.17606868534413475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130926315806957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677479786713881,0.0,0.0,0.2283585054079507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676397371372067,0.0,0.0,0.06902095930624587,0.04875955003789117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052731658552208335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163682875153025,0.2289876021955713,0.16376311111909894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004668459324394,0.0,0.07692544968984777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386500290979538,0.06066589630186661,0.0,0.2132232104202556,0.07501950177386824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395854690063918,0.0,0.13337876005556304,0.06840686598969857,0.0,0.06040125327720418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911180547908158,0.0,0.06856874025944325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089568778322951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264048208576045,0.06591862275394672,0.0,0.0,0.06687289059710637,0.06549004791176226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04624961334215955,0.05190904902207781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030933580833576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861254417236,0.0,0.07259486127072665,0.0,0.0,0.08744850945517743,0.0,0.0,0.0732775676748958,0.0,0.0,0.19477107336901472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213444941044069,0.0,0.15421163852805067,0.0,0.0,0.07671859162731264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750339904552577,0.0,0.04830942165196984,0.0727480097145628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026346673402346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373340159797751,0.0,0.05418480600344038,0.07959708227571181,0.0,0.12939064726944235,0.06521812230489857,0.07583096169774757,0.0,0.0,0.06667270720248834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417560249865981,0.16424394864437158,0.0,0.0,0.12654137386358386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968858233871044,0.0,0.0,0.048484568420224465,0.0,0.0,0.043952327544327735
anxiety,KheyheyK,2020/01/24,"I feel like failure -I can’t even answer a phone call or make a phone call to someone since I’m so scared to do it

-I’m scared to drive after being in a car accident last year

I just feel like a failure",6.566666666666666,3.7903426666666715,7.082777777777783,84.35750000000002,66.77777777777777,9.888888888888893,31.38888888888889,7.1686216300943375,1.7085555555555554,160,4,38,1,2,53,32,45,0.32899999999999996,0.575,0.096,-0.9214,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,5,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176900054948411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674299346722651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563476593887257,0.3621913300161783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066308737559113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476880450234484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920874694047888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075820334754956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969227825750106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147840514667214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632413748508339
anxiety,skrballcooter,2020/01/24,"Starving because too afraid to leave room. Anyone with roommates too anxious to leave their room? I'm anxious to go to the bathroom, to go make food, unless my boyfriend is home. My boyfriend and I live with 2 other people and when he's home I don't usually have a problem. Just when I'm alone I'm so anxious to leave the room for anything. Like we hang out with our roommates and everything is fine. Ugh wish I could shake this.",1.4909302325581422,4.0047371627907005,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,84.34883720930233,4.370232558139535,24.879069767441862,5.6839178017228535,0.4626874418604654,340,14,70,2,10,104,55,86,0.21,0.688,0.10300000000000001,-0.685,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,12,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,12,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844108892155246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511946800315117,0.0,0.11371836050912495,0.0,0.13383496774705853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914094955492997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298510273634946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616609166544348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665921104922424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848587409269875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262728675858284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516621796878312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945537668616927,0.0,0.1436099208374229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856030395393254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275081680926928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556199866451184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911977023704548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702253135415145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Karla115,2020/01/24,"Terrified to do phone calls So im pretty scared to call a doctors office because I want to try and switch doctors, and ask some questions. But I’m terrified. I don’t know why. I’m just scared that no one will help me. And them being rude or not understanding. Iknow it’s pretty dumb to think like that.. but Just the thought of having to talk., I know I will mess up or stutter or something. I do have really bad social anxiety and I’m 23. Anyone have any advice to help me calm down? And just call ? I feel very dumb for this lol",-0.35140909090909034,1.918306290909093,1.5730681818181829,96.02960227272727,95.1818181818182,4.568181818181818,16.875,6.322622252153567,-0.2541363636363636,412,11,91,5,16,135,71,110,0.256,0.594,0.15,-0.9284,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,3,2,2,1,9,2,0,0,0,23,20,11,0,1,9,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,9,2,10,16,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,2,5,1,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517697842101805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798906712046248,0.0,0.1214811397092575,0.0,0.0,0.11103626324381394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845604342716745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259090235803067,0.09680266690214516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864559603071628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250759188889595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029377007915388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287983940774807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153064922126535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745440424888028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758138687862952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760661275274623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231122471658642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789171980433302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173098986938207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179718916831529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187603467597042,0.0,0.1222515699306545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763697755854309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017522714254579,0.0,0.12606902015718852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781439834265376,0.0,0.0,0.1653158211622664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310261718022271,0.0936640261935069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329179818555404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PenguinPlumbob,2020/01/24,"Anxiety through the roof and needed to vent Hi all, I’m kind of new to this sub, I’ve browsed in the past reading posts but I’ve always been a bit anxious (ha) to post anything or comment on people’s posts. I’m about to start a new role at the company I work for and I would be really grateful for some support/tips on how to cope and just generally some encouragement that I’m not going crazy. 

For a bit of background I was put on Sertraline about 2 years ago after finally getting some help. It worked for a while but I had to stop taking it as it made me feel awful, even after I lowered my dose, and I felt like my life was being controlled by medication. I also did a course of therapy that was based on how to cope with anxiety, things like keeping a worry diary and identifying triggers. I managed to manage the anxiety for quite a while but it’s slowly started creeping back. 

My new job is quite a step up, I’ve worked so hard though all this anxiety including 5 years at Uni to get to where I am now, and honestly I just want to make a good impression and prove they were right to give me my job.  Although I don’t start for a couple of weeks, I already work in the same office so I have been getting new work to do. I haven’t felt this level of anxiety at work since I was diagnosed and thought I’d learnt to manage it. I’ve been really good at telling myself that I can’t learn if I don’t make mistakes, everyone makes mistakes it happens, or that people in the same role as me have made mistakes too and that I shouldn’t let it get me down. 

Queue the last few days and I am questioning every email I send, even worrying about tasks I thought i was comfortable doing by now. The worst was today, I was doing some work slightly unfamiliar to me and it just built and built each step that I did towards finishing this task, and I realised I was really hot, my heart was pounding, and I was close to tears just trying to keep it together.  I now have a pounding headache and I’m just exhausted. 

Does anyone have any tips on how to manage please? I overthink things too much (like wording when sending out emails or that I’ll say the wrong thing on the phone), worrying I haven’t done something right and will get into trouble. 

Thanks for your help x",3.789904931669637,4.874042492374727,4.79663695781343,85.44668449197863,71.78867102396516,8.090869479104773,27.85244602891661,8.484438967287268,1.8456544662309369,1780,64,370,29,33,582,220,459,0.134,0.759,0.10800000000000001,-0.8023,3,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,10,25,19,0,0,21,2,39,6,1,10,3,72,70,36,0,8,13,0,5,3,0,3,5,1,0,0,23,21,0,4,8,1,0,6,7,7,0,0,24,6,43,12,59,40,14,59,0,0,0,0,18,23,0,9,30,246,66,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601322476516154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821795752769487,0.059553688955165274,0.061965064830076924,0.0,0.0,0.05064220203707357,0.0,0.2848470027983251,0.08412998328253908,0.0,0.05207120523008394,0.0,0.06128252325586025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057262887914464836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260406012866171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352451705983659,0.0,0.08239971723123793,0.0,0.048027035105674944,0.0,0.0,0.0755855545860913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516926106652303,0.07620873819402732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983735592381227,0.0,0.0627442467714666,0.07115934428297603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03765430552456679,0.0,0.14300589344959938,0.08157832282418533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453769256042305,0.07143847798767307,0.0423230575708647,0.12492392486393253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585363793452371,0.0,0.06671055629493937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824739281556633,0.09983143779620776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780010929698986,0.1323848417775009,0.0,0.07754911928968948,0.0,0.06070304733631177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615069320372365,0.052600413561160186,0.10914694533589836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093076377585834,0.1491280521909719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502076198667107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474407089634828,0.055218614115465935,0.0,0.28769463489171265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109010933127419,0.10325634129176448,0.0,0.0,0.08174577512761819,0.0,0.0,0.21396522806086726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748629902294066,0.08342352291092679,0.15841617463894736,0.07449022376109797,0.0,0.1431223033897434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719406764751393,0.0,0.05922158955029028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160241236825335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733069901299762,0.0,0.0,0.15813089886455262,0.0,0.0,0.06226031399052018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450775417655226,0.0,0.0,0.055992225554183934,0.0,0.0650901245446092,0.06856203610134805,0.08516301643646212,0.0,0.14842381859463316,0.0,0.07316646675274717,0.11824183613503003,0.0,0.0,0.0705889198480634,0.0,0.0,0.05056028993456888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392437738911188,0.0,0.05973539907277387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795056908768754,0.2268839162027964,0.0,0.0529014018603096,0.0814213322426852,0.0,0.09591256838530694
anxiety,tabby123456781,2020/01/24,"I am worried af about my future. I m(20) living in asia. I am seriously facing anxiety on daily basis. One reason is that my parents worked their best to educate me from the best school of my country. I couldn’t get into my aimed university.
Currently i am getting my bachelors degree in computer science. One of another reason is that this is not the best university in cs so I’m worried about my future if or not I’ll be able to land a job or not and i also wish to study my graduation degree in us. Please help me calm myself and what should i do.",1.8701055194805176,4.0252263839285725,4.711266233766235,79.4200974025974,79.80357142857143,7.6441558441558435,24.467532467532468,8.575989854853784,1.9846321428571445,433,16,83,10,11,155,72,112,0.084,0.75,0.166,0.9159999999999999,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,4,4,5,0,0,3,0,10,1,1,2,0,14,14,7,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,19,4,14,11,3,10,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,3,65,23,5,0.1727897446755309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817989638980674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811851131076702,0.1321836817304522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439965302706311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805510199185056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581732360451005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146715969547696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257651020336604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341736056517601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186256317453165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896712518672451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553132712355665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748724464158407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078447878045428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986996789429336,0.0,0.0,0.12579299203971336,0.3509527462636089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dhjskajjx,2020/01/24,"Haven’t been able to eat or sleep in 4 days now Am currently sitting in front of a small sandwich which I have been able to eat maybe a fourth of. Every time I try to take a bite I can feel the nausea rise in my throat. This is the first thing I’ve tried to eat all day but I feel so full. My friends had to leave to go to class so I’m alone now. Yesterday was better, I ate almost a full meal, but the two days before I had half a bagel. I’ve also barely been able to sleep, waking up repeatedly until it gets even a little bit light out at which point I am irreversibly awake. This is so fucking exhausting. I don’t even have any reason to feel anxious. I have more to say but it’s too personal to spill on an app like this.",0.9959584086799288,2.529159246835448,2.7025678119349017,95.78759493670887,79.9493670886076,6.033273056057867,18.247739602169982,6.868970318607317,-0.18562350813743267,563,11,137,6,14,186,97,158,0.071,0.852,0.077,0.4255,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,1,0,10,0,16,12,4,1,1,11,25,9,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,8,1,6,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,7,5,11,3,21,18,5,27,0,0,0,1,3,12,1,2,12,86,19,1,0.417169654199043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924504954954753,0.1440206499884083,0.0,0.11120347391457663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456322340411434,0.0,0.0,0.15709432220793046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183268832421699,0.0,0.0,0.12298421940223105,0.1518137387973979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26903991537396565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268687027639645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369108145183716,0.0,0.11716114201411493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109335117086555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828143158349645,0.0,0.0,0.10743474666670348,0.12855554104158806,0.07265130875882915,0.0,0.07902904271992325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472408097512874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793600699616313,0.1393711959693068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970099635183522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214188170209762,0.0,0.0,0.13145338812223406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297329467480316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105833509943178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783139527561319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045532208512121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238299383836124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108499338431796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882054097723888,0.0,0.13583804501029972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dreamsofaction,2020/01/24,"The Big Secret To Becoming a Nomad in 2020  

I see so many aspiring nomads, budding entrepreneurs, asking questions like “How much money could I make? Is it possible to do this, if I’m xyz? Am I too old/young/short/tall/purple to be a nomad? Should I quit my job and buy a one way ticket to Bulgaria? 

Am I right or wrong!? Tell Meeeee!!!

You’re looking for validation, that your idea is true, that you could change your life, and do something far more exciting, romantic, inspiring, motivating, fun and fulfilling than grinding away in one place, at a job you despise, boring yourself to death…

So you ask “Is it possible?” Can I make a living blogging? Does drop shipping work? Does affiliate marketing still work in 2020? Is it possible to become a highly paid copy writer? Can I live off of $2.75 a day in Chiang Mai? 

You need some validation. So here it is. 

Yes. Yes to all of it. It’s true that all this stuff “works”. But you have to do just that… work. Not think about it. Not talk about it. WORK at it. That means taking out the word processor, and writing. That means spending a little money on [udemy.com](http://udemy.com/) courses. 

But can I be a digital nomad? I’m different and special! I have kids. I have three legs. I have adhd. 

Yes. You can do it. 

I’ve done it. My friends have done it, and we’re still doing it. Last year I visited ten countries, made loads of new friends, and paid all my taxes too. What do I do? I’m a writer, consultant, and coach. That and a few other things too. Because who’s really defined by one thing? We’re hustlers, inventors, artists, creators, task doers, service providers… we work. Just not from any one place. We do what we must to make money, which is time, and ultimately freedom. 

I haven’t created any massive online courses with psychologically triggering sales funnels; I haven’t done import, export, I haven’t attended any nomad seminars. 

But I get to travel whenever I want. I live a very simple, minimalist life, on a humble income. I’m free. 

“How do you do it?”

I wake up around 8 am, get a coffee, and WORK. 

I don’t mean watching Youtube videos. I don’t mean reading blogs. I work. I put the fingers on the keyboard and start typing. 

When I’m not feeling like I’m able to work because creative work is tough, then I study or do chores. 

That’s it. That’s what I do, that you don’t. And the people I know who do more of that, make more money than me. 

When you aren’t working, you study books, videos and courses. At the moment I’m reading a book on fiction writing, a course on life coaching, and on the way I have courses on NLP, Hypnosis, HTML (still don’t know this stuff despite having a well trafficked blog) and more. 

When I’m not creating, I’m learning. When I’m not learning, I’m doing chores. 

Chores are taxes, fixing broken Wordpress plugins, email list errors, and lists of boring software issues. Ugghhh… boring stuff. But it needs to get done. But you won’t do this stuff… because it’s boring, and that means it’s hard. 

Fun… easy. Hard… boring. But we do the hard stuff, until it becomes easier… then it’s fun. And when it’s so easy that it’s not fun anymore, we get someone else to do it. 

The big difference is… we actually do the work. 

And of course… marketing, which is a bit of fun (results) and the actual marketing (work). 

In a way… this is marketing. I’m sharing my experiences, anonymously for now. And many of you will have questions. I might meet some new nomads, and blah, blah… exchanges of goods and services. Another day paid for… living the nomad dream. 

The difference between you… the aspiring world travelling super star, and me, is simple… 

I do the work.

Every single day I do the work. If I don’t know what work to do, I learn something, or do chores. 

Because of that… I get to sleep in bamboo huts on beaches in Thailand, swim with whale sharks in Mexico, and visit my parents for months, rather than days a year. 

You can do it to… 

You don’t need a new idea. The ideas are all used up. You won’t find the next Bitcoin. You won’t meet the right influencer to blow up your Instagram. You won’t make it once you’re in shape, or read the next book. 

You need to start with this basic question: “Why aren’t I working right now?” 

It’s about mindset, and action. Most of you are so besieged by the anxiety of making the wrong decision, that you’re frozen. You’re as frozen as that icicle on the window, dripping, like your life vitality, a little, shrinking, every day. You may ask yourself, what’s wrong with me? Am I making the wrong decision? Is drop shipping over? Should I try Youtube instead? Should I buy that Kindle niche course instead? 

Work. Do something. That’s the secret. Go down the wrong path. Fail. Go down another path. But do the work. In the end, you’ll learn, and be productive. You don’t need to invent the next Instagram or Uber. Just do the work, learn the skills, and you can at least get a job for the people who created their Instagrams and Ubers. 

No more research. First you work, then chores, or learning. 

No more Netflix binges, no more five hour video game sessions, no more three hour long cat video binges, or reality tv. You work now. Deep work. 

First work… then play. 

This is how it begins. 

And if you can’t do that. If you’re blocked, lazy, apathetic, afraid. Then maybe you need to start by working on your mindset. Because if you can’t even start, then you’ll never be an entrepreneur, or even an employee. You’ll just be stuck there, in that dull, mediocre life. 

Or you could just start… right now.",1.76682524875622,4.269467653917913,2.9522089552238846,89.80796517412938,82.81529850746269,5.924079601990052,22.459452736318408,7.268377926160553,0.8990451243781092,4263,145,856,63,120,1368,392,1072,0.069,0.841,0.09,0.9829,10,0,3,0,0,0,225.0,6,36,1,32,40,36,1,1,57,3,100,9,4,16,8,151,161,74,0,20,34,1,4,4,3,14,5,0,6,1,69,43,0,1,29,26,15,10,30,15,1,10,9,7,89,22,88,130,20,112,1,2,3,0,71,50,0,22,51,535,158,54,0.03564605725023321,0.0,0.0695708197413023,0.0,0.042839633736031474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272162385663877,0.07475599812771291,0.027269136228879186,0.0,0.035351310410918116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03173254835570902,0.09997275499483976,0.0,0.033490644183044725,0.0,0.0,0.10864752822500276,0.11810480899319235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891626226936914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03770880207222836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853814285047021,0.0,0.0,0.11494379000830353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172762884985396,0.0,0.0,0.0623882098284398,0.1459131704548965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029777706830407293,0.0,0.03157182641337376,0.0,0.0,0.04708776925561278,0.0,0.06006668127032847,0.0,0.0,0.034868683932843134,0.0,0.0,0.01802371758989924,0.02546555042198562,0.0,0.0,0.03257985054393677,0.060641036174503164,0.0,0.0,0.055080110815324004,0.0,0.11174156205893948,0.0,0.04051695159803845,0.029898221605764375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579559709106296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03766201658921985,0.0,0.0,0.0702083720800911,0.0,0.0,0.12072017934753727,0.0,0.0372052226328233,0.1061196346319748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587704225193863,0.029056294274824663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588932207496406,0.052244589061692284,0.07145342783995977,0.12590448647199534,0.031545638950451066,0.029933710401270183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03372916125577775,0.16655814007491054,0.07227901436363797,0.03581125566359733,0.1941450317263492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037814833642780266,0.0,0.0,0.028452342813912894,0.0,0.026203953566835973,0.15858659868897929,0.027492436861103992,0.10328155265075208,0.11372995884397676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037404540771874786,0.037961887610041635,0.09661876367988248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03958072814991749,0.0,0.0,0.04942497568026587,0.0,0.07448508589990263,0.0,0.0,0.12055672089335348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035834133043560736,0.11979522631110845,0.037913969645538885,0.10696711073870306,0.0,0.022835777043961215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217661524998053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02840529251784582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035671800406473116,0.0,0.030202788632294614,0.08232622914006106,0.0,0.0,0.12615231395482426,0.0,0.08540096209777658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403103653519614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026801398845614784,0.02865095056908715,0.03115622520027614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736331304298002,0.022840554161242,0.0,0.0,0.020785502640609924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024201333004257516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030786748478380782,0.0,0.02941173038855825,0.02102496812368488,0.08488254317353043,0.0,0.0,0.032050086387337716,0.0,0.03216502227880538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487688555165657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948668389565789,0.0,0.0459097843345116
anxiety,Lanoona,2020/01/24,"DAE bite the sides of their mouth? When I’m anxious/bored/hungry (lol I think being hungry gives me anxiety) I bite my gums. Not till they bleed mostly, but just little bits of skin. On bad days my mouth is just in shreds. 

Does anyone have any advice to stop this? I’ve tried catching myself doing it, but sometimes it’s just too hard to stop. I worry about doing some real damage to my mouth.",2.516274864376129,4.427085835443037,3.3000361663652846,91.50405063291142,76.72151898734177,5.020614828209767,16.349005424954793,5.288315135182226,-0.6527121157323692,307,4,62,1,7,97,60,79,0.239,0.7609999999999999,0.0,-0.966,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,5,5,4,0,0,12,8,4,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,0,9,7,3,10,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402890712807938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672193447178284,0.0,0.18811160351164632,0.2777952006377839,0.0,0.17193787921915096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531489343382064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684573664793232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858412580937584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518734756658692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358881524936945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027666769377688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464547973680171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798862140517405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431998059364794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111641472382803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756176625116505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694887290668425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24972176214264985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Charlotteeee,2020/01/24,"Does anyone else hate that they have to take meds? I keep forgetting to take my antidepressants which help with my anxiety and I absolutely loathe it when I mention being anxious about something and my SO reminds me to take my meds. I know he's right and it will help but the reminder that I need meds to be normal just absolutely crushes me and makes the moment much worse.

Does anyone feel humiliated they have to take medication to have a normal brain? I'm so frustrated and humiliated about it right now I feel like melting into a puddle a crying. I'm at work and can't unfortunately.",3.4633547868061143,5.9831720530973485,5.019903459372486,77.36924376508449,76.2566371681416,7.648913917940468,25.316975060337892,8.575989854853784,1.9886176991150448,474,17,87,10,11,159,67,113,0.255,0.6709999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9754,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,7,3,2,0,5,0,7,2,1,1,0,19,20,10,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,14,1,11,17,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100346498665048,0.16249448235064107,0.0,0.20114787164096815,0.14737765421168295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056928025104436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799781504351135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517448578734306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015707125483704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545627244305573,0.102756937396993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200892143105867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282136016282608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784863075190486,0.0,0.0,0.07904886572312987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027132575294166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601208629488596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793103050020666,0.1449003008075584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573649387512914,0.1066530595480898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28185877135054943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24567144047852024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107324867476938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325890652578227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047148002956638,0.0,0.14658184307091035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iveesaurus,2020/01/24,"Vibrating symptom? Hi all! Quick symptom question. 

Does anyone else get an anxiety symptom where, when you lay down in bed, your body starts “vibrating” or feeling like you’re having heart palpitations in your entire body? Dizziness and weakness accompany this for me too. Doctors have told me it’s my anxiety manifesting itself (and I AM under a lot of stress, so I believe it’s certainly plausible) but I can’t shake this feeling it’s coming from something else. 

I wanted to see if anyone else experiences this. Might help put my mind at ease. I already take pretty good care of myself: healthy diet, adequate water consumption, yoga and meditation about 3-4 days a week, don’t have caffeine...

Anyway, any input would be lovely. Thanks!",4.663513986013985,7.521905083333337,5.5336363636363695,73.4743006993007,73.92424242424242,8.0009324009324,30.60839160839161,8.841846274778883,3.151813986013985,589,27,90,13,13,192,102,132,0.057,0.665,0.278,0.9884,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,0,7,9,0,2,3,0,9,11,3,0,2,17,21,8,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,3,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,3,13,6,11,17,2,14,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,5,6,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477297781915584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103674786413116,0.0,0.20482162094468886,0.0,0.0,0.18721117924699587,0.2743329493326411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508265706795991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974006028256286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649022246987158,0.0,0.0,0.11531785723908805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633560370017751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702245631765125,0.11715125625583148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33549567521103923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309513492357969,0.0,0.0,0.13537821738199576,0.09563734017647292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994197785762989,0.0,0.0,0.11228449191160683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863756563224465,0.08973078841352296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540252031569882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381218344574265,0.12082364123546888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420157840251905,0.13517136538167165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619475082713184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457714893361367,0.1499659555802854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667771080243632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306029716282568,0.0,0.0,0.09475445504865712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334857139811478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41742911894509693,0.10065419581076264,0.0,0.0,0.12325026445415138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791930490944625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789604777954595,0.0,0.10738309641374394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509798920849576,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wagner-C137,2020/01/24,"Talking in the mirror works for me! So recently I've been doing this thing where in the morning or sometime mid-day I will look into a mirror and talk myself up. I'll say things like, ""You're going to have an awesome day!"" ""Your anxiety won't get the best of you today!"" and finally, I'll say to myself, ""I love you."" Sometimes I'll even throw in a few goals for my day as well. 

This has been extremely helpful for me and I just thought I would share it with you all!

Have a great weekend everyone.",1.897562028047464,3.5919835242718428,3.537411003236248,90.08490830636462,77.83495145631069,6.519525350593313,24.06580366774541,7.3871296695380915,0.9797732470334406,385,13,83,5,9,128,71,103,0.046,0.74,0.214,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,3,5,6,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,0,1,10,14,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,13,6,13,8,3,14,0,0,1,1,11,6,0,1,7,59,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468518804618685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014543005338048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714025607952444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679036482677605,0.0,0.0,0.18342976084932128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028710139068774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029323002368958,0.0,0.1090975248136602,0.0,0.0,0.21164090971050248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866937536257764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937838793678874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120135323436302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325494093682836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895412214514616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053148428441953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797144691026182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085866697629112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550646095603022,0.0,0.0,0.1523979172600528,0.0,0.0,0.18195935919325001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259862635331188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975202678668472,0.0,0.0,0.13636566763800145,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PatrollinHen,2020/01/24,"Help. (GAD) I just wanted to share this, feel free to send back kind words, opinions, or hate.  
But to be honest, what I'd hope for the most, would be some help as an advice on what should I do in the upcoming days/weeks.  
I got my first panic attack out of the blue a couple of days ago.   
Before that, everything was fine and nothing scared me.   
Now it's constant terror, daily panic attacks so strong that I can't feel my legs or breathe. After 2 days off work, having super strong panic attacks and hoping that it'll pass. I found help in a great (and fucking expensive...) private psychiatrist, who diagnosed me with GAD, now I'm booked for psychotherapy and I'm prescribed Lorazepam (which works like a charm and calms me down and helps focus), and an SSRI (that will probably kick in in a month or so).   
Right now I'm on a leave, I stayed home (I am alone), and I will get back to work on Monday.   
I'm a well-earning IT salesman, and I don't know how will my life look from now on, I'm just so afraid that I won't get back to normal. I wish I had an attack once a week and that's it.   
But I feel like I'm now living in a constant attack that only benzo is stoping for a while.  


I'm not afraid of death or an actual health condition. But I'm strongly afraid of those panic attacks and somatic symptoms because they affect life.   
In short: I'm terrified that being afraid of a panic attack will cause a panic attack. And every stressful situation (a business negotiation for example) that I usually could cope with, will cause me to have an attack. 

I'm also terrified of the fact that it's so sudden. My whole life was based around the fact that I was never afraid of anything, now I'm afraid to pick up a calling phone, I don't even understand why, as it's not who I am.   


I keep feeling like I am in a dream since those 3/4 days, everything is so surreal and different.   


As mentioned, Lorazepam (half or 1mg) is helping, and I've taken it three times already since getting back from the psychiatrist on Wednesday, and I'm kind of afraid of it, because I know of possible consequences, but I think it's the only way to survive until SSRI will kick in (I TRY not to worry about what if it won't work on me at all...) as for now they are not doing shit. So that is one of my main concerns, but I guess I will be taking it as long as they are the only thing not making me go into constant convulsions and anorexia.   


Also I'm getting this constant stingy feeling (maybe even pain, but not strong) on the left side of the chest, and I just don't know if it's somatic or no, but it's my main trigger. Benzo makes it lighter, or at least focusing on it doesn't make me go mad on benzo. Today I literally woke up gently (went to sleep while still feeling effects of lorazepam) with that stinging in my chest, after 2 minutes I started thinking about it and focusing on it, and that led me to a full-blown panic attack, that only benzo stopped.   


Afraid of that Monday, and going back to work, I want to, I just want to be sure that I'm in good shape. Currently, everything is so foggy, it's like being constantly in the state that you are in the morning before you fully open your eyes and drink a sip of water.   


What would you do?",4.959202540578687,4.911311565749237,5.9435779816513765,82.31790049400145,68.66360856269114,8.603716772524113,28.695836273817925,8.222332236545338,1.8178979534227249,2500,78,515,31,39,831,272,654,0.106,0.772,0.122,0.11900000000000001,2,1,1,0,0,0,96.0,0,4,3,13,32,55,14,18,33,0,45,17,7,11,5,101,99,56,1,13,26,0,6,4,0,13,7,0,1,0,48,28,2,2,14,3,2,7,15,33,0,4,9,9,51,23,81,70,7,89,0,0,3,1,19,37,2,15,46,344,99,6,0.0,0.0,0.04802303927866337,0.0,0.0,0.04808862197997611,0.04362276581533859,0.0,0.0,0.050967969180093865,0.05430579069365889,0.07870836899644175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04049663033541535,0.043808407656108286,0.0,0.5598485237968607,0.0,0.18920190297391606,0.0,0.05999739011131939,0.0,0.08375022524546144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025014454066068,0.0,0.0,0.10110693098205673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658991610963096,0.0,0.03929114447691805,0.054451264588507256,0.0,0.0952114722166509,0.0,0.0,0.04994833926779586,0.0,0.0514152372955593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820824800663012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650070762689162,0.0,0.04146256440142875,0.0,0.13268357921828675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929598949429845,0.07031299229850965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185902757701929,0.0,0.05395754847924386,0.0,0.04549496793873181,0.10284329826345094,0.0,0.08390358911737096,0.041276025663483935,0.039358697807059015,0.05425552950324797,0.05421169268591575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858587873403225,0.0,0.0523092118741705,0.0,0.0,0.16492617378884744,0.0,0.04936285310753405,0.0977556648792521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04374118194426039,0.0,0.10249179863563364,0.08113557723099782,0.0,0.0,0.05210756272839828,0.05346812044967689,0.0,0.10427799266274047,0.09616844004183488,0.0,0.04345439741609829,0.04355036965271459,0.041325019762644036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854658851111857,0.0,0.049439271917338434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03927991596486419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03795471665150327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048216534380233794,0.047219480397895024,0.0,0.0,0.05240832942800418,0.03334678749300615,0.14970936201322552,0.05236419394908465,0.40417123828251506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547824182894026,0.0,0.0,0.053058004506518486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04202610193507834,0.0,0.0,0.04926900322135018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051459685259165,0.08141603801238438,0.05531545859274548,0.04924674679501285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034831945638554546,0.052452598955660776,0.0393001335186931,0.04114277262563397,0.05637127140825484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463809802537413,0.051149286759407095,0.037000703291180985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03269373928736866,0.06306510883214901,0.0,0.0,0.0286954505767934,0.0,0.04664647016782108,0.0,0.0,0.03341117927835745,0.0,0.0,0.05123060206529191,0.0,0.0,0.05419919205841172,0.0,0.08707813480917857,0.03906156556300469,0.0789485238422296,0.0,0.04424678516616433,0.04561928196116827,0.044405460048852326,0.05494255523760247,0.05659045946016718,0.0,0.0,0.17913172417457734,0.049976369527927236,0.0,0.06991645909936803,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quantumwoooo,2020/01/24,"About to start my repeated failed semester at uni. Absolutely terrified. I failed university last year, honestly I didn't put enough effort in, and when it started to get hard I stopped all together, then obviously wasn't able to carry on.

I'm repeating now, starting the semester that I failed last year, next week. Fucking. Terrified. I've never really had anxiety before, but the more I think about next week the closer I get to bursting out into tears, so I think this is anxiety?

Going over the course doesn't help, I just see a lot of equations and functions that scare me. I'm so scared that I'll fail again.

I guess there's no real point to this post.. Maybe writing down how I feel helps.. 
Does anyone have any advice? ""Work hard"" I guess.. ""Stop being a bitch"" ?? At what point do I give up and accept I can't do it?",2.4119953416149085,4.741728378881992,3.7989712732919263,85.74827057453417,78.87577639751552,7.503260869565217,23.10597826086957,8.472884824447931,1.5820462732919256,643,21,128,14,16,211,108,161,0.271,0.6779999999999999,0.051,-0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,6,10,10,2,2,6,0,10,1,0,1,3,22,26,9,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,3,4,15,2,17,22,4,35,0,4,1,1,4,12,2,3,20,75,23,5,0.13341351098305412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303701388626897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907257624127068,0.0,0.20412194146639714,0.0,0.0,0.09328582889799013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352507147718616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167510625190558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785182052497189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745787978051221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333864110715838,0.13940610609809134,0.12798239650578874,0.07582197280723678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939400470401172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390246015133159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884852835165246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749963583059728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134233961254916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340318037771497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028967243521953,0.0,0.28377356494752154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522377818733333,0.0,0.12777326462107524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411742759696196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185378343336434,0.08546811138393612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671403973384109,0.0,0.10631329514799834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832923092481348,0.0,0.0,0.2230793380868109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097198167295016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403254226335716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712662494291037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182785387862046
anxiety,WadeCountyClutch,2020/01/24,"Should I treat mild anxiety with marijuana/recreational or medication? Recently went to an adhd diagnosis and It turns out it’s anxiety(I already knew that) the doctor recommends I take medication. However, last time I took medicine(5 years ago) I felt very groggy, paranoid, hungry, picked up weight, and wasn’t able to focus. I tried marijuana last year when I anxiety came back and I felt great for a few days and then got nervous because I thought I was going to have permanent marijuana psychosis. Since then, it’s been little anxiety but manageable. Any thoughts? Recreational or medicine?",5.463422459893046,8.793589156862744,5.842049910873443,69.69377005347596,74.09803921568627,10.375757575757577,34.76292335115865,10.230975488527342,4.8661843137254905,482,26,73,17,11,154,75,102,0.083,0.8540000000000001,0.062,0.2848,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,1,0,17,17,10,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,5,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,12,3,9,2,7,4,1,19,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,12,40,13,2,0.15782780102415142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967834624104649,0.0,0.13990482282331526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416690306704288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732831684233164,0.0,0.36221350736936253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135983685881913,0.0,0.09621036259963604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180512958565688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017858748923694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615434420847737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030788793750143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969717646512715,0.0,0.12622931032302442,0.17400570781021082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573014456613551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818491947724392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179898104100637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558359130235624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055678795467185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866686445797416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059528895345223,0.09203065999473742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753524941757535,0.10715471680644834,0.17167132612031805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022446490939724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921917425902652,0.0,0.14630795275846425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327185854367094
anxiety,euyaum,2020/01/24,overthinking to the point where it causes exhaustion. help me please. hi! so i have anxiety and i tend to overthink A LOT. i'm also a lowkey hypochondriac and with this whole coronavirus thing i'm stressing out even more. people have the cold. its that time of the year and i think i'm coming down w the cold as well but the fact that there's a deadly virus going around doesn't help at all. today i stressed myself out so much during class i had to go home and ive been napping to avoid my brain from thinking. i don't know what to do i've had a headache for a few days and it's probably bc it's cold and windy outside and i didn't put on a beanie and i have a light cough which once again is probably from not protecting myself from the cold wind. anway. i'm spiraling can someone please help???,0.2464019715224524,2.6285081746987937,1.6406790799561897,96.7390142387733,90.74698795180723,5.1868565169770005,17.786418400876233,6.782984794422108,0.006118072289157173,631,17,140,9,22,201,105,166,0.071,0.826,0.10400000000000001,0.7221,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,13,0,13,3,1,1,2,23,24,13,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,10,13,0,2,3,1,0,4,4,4,1,0,4,5,13,1,18,20,6,17,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,5,90,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877192686493538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318396410222902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334671493489295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975756253473038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541740716985345,0.0,0.13870909448882712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038480396541624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063557354540353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302885244670108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237957253091275,0.0,0.16152157111768606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884953298744864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689800769385235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837217168965945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148675929294105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163471367134054,0.0,0.0,0.3535149933088436,0.1522210186925232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472251585455513,0.0,0.0,0.16187496814797045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364362699075016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689080249850117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697809796172066,0.20635710498917376,0.0,0.0,0.09389518573808228,0.0,0.1526332185902518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478114223618085,0.0,0.0,0.17977907038447374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369505616049356
anxiety,Kind_Dragonfly,2020/01/24,"Dealing with Existential Angst By all accounts I have an incredibly fortunate and privileged life. I'm in great health, pretty intelligent, have a stable, well-paying job in the tech sector, a beautiful partner, my friends and colleagues consider me to be kind, etc. etc. 

However, I've always had a nagging anxiety in the back of my mind. I can never work hard enough, exercise enough, eat well enough. My mindset has always been that of achievement. ""You need to achieve \_\_\_\_\_. You'll be happy when \_\_\_\_\_"". 

The past 2 years in particular have culminated in this anxiety taking over my day-to-day life. I wake up with a pit in my stomach every day and that feeling never quite goes away. Meditation and exercise help, but my responsibilities, be they self-imposed or not, seem to always leave me with this feeling that I'm on a never ending treadmill of to do's. I feel purposeless and aimless.

Part of me feels like I lack passion. I look back to earlier times in my life where I've had that *thing* in my life that I could rely on to elevate my mood. Typically, these were physical activities (martial arts, gymnastics, etc.). I don't have that anymore and I've been paralyzed trying to find the next one. I honestly don't know if it will help or will it serve to mask the issues that I'm facing now.

I feel invincible some days and others I struggle to have a positive thought. Things like lashing out at my partner over really small, inconsequential things have become more regular and I loathe that fact. I know that I need to start dealing with this, but I don't even know where to start. I have my first meeting with a psychologist in a couple weeks and I've been looking forward to that.

I guess my question to you all is what are the things that have given your life meaning and purpose?",3.838053097345131,6.0715594572271385,4.968032448377585,79.57080973451329,73.89675516224189,8.177817109144543,28.704129793510326,8.936278230431713,2.5331800589970506,1412,59,260,31,30,464,180,339,0.048,0.7879999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9881,2,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,4,1,5,8,13,1,1,15,0,29,13,3,0,6,48,52,16,0,5,6,0,6,2,3,3,8,0,0,2,23,16,1,0,13,3,1,1,7,2,1,2,8,8,37,10,40,37,12,39,0,0,2,1,14,21,0,7,21,184,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209556636077185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612671717769875,0.0,0.08823634518118142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359214994085741,0.13682799663210032,0.0,0.0,0.0982626157535808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103692536459688,0.09844585771366443,0.0,0.22951839269807706,0.1834525101146613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104059746609912,0.0,0.0,0.0788028093168057,0.2757956687589547,0.29768199278438,0.05876518597973757,0.0,0.07496277168865295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493465563575088,0.06356163523061738,0.0,0.0,0.08131882255935438,0.07567956233929896,0.0,0.0,0.06873956883105585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809197597191556,0.09801272063938436,0.0,0.0,0.09471237920264353,0.07970146201571303,0.0,0.0,0.094573106211484,0.0,0.0,0.11927215105672954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286368252302762,0.08829101008370609,0.0,0.0,0.09265067672487773,0.14669010080777287,0.0,0.0,0.09420853206866484,0.0,0.0,0.3142178761724427,0.08693447834911971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494281922123181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969166225268234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983638612450562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319432641522727,0.2058621409405236,0.0,0.09462276211123972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060289749403491036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634803704839656,0.08493386898932596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051653942304606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966903458435986,0.09463270452909137,0.0,0.0,0.05699775997862736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099679356377606,0.09281723023142403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594971999776067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301288251508556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689589303455655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236436250311899,0.0,0.0,0.07063385268231649,0.0518803055514112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040616735239505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713679948813935,0.0,0.15999307820206882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477269669808883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729506955536299
anxiety,FHRITP69er,2020/01/24,"My worst fear since being diagnosed with GAD, is having a fatal heart attack. Since being diagnosed with anxiety in June, it's been a long road. I'm a fairly healthy guy. Not at all out of shape, but I'm not skinny. Nor large. Probably average looking, but more on the muscular end or the spectrum.

A coworker whom I was close with passed away yesterday from a massive heart attack. She was by definition morbidly obese. She had an operation done like many obese people do to begin a process of losing weight.

I don't know why I feel I should compare my fear to her, as I'm quite young (30), and workout alot and have a modest healthy lifestyle. I'm not vegetarian or have a dietary restriction.

I've also been hooked up to a holter monitor for 2 days and had no issues, and this was months ago. Today I don't know if it's anxiety but just sitting in McDonald's, and having some coffee, I became overcome with a feeling I can only describe as like i was going to faint. My head started to feel like it was a bit dizzy. And I felt I had to stand up immediately to feel my heart rate increase so I didn't pass out. I can only stay recall this happening twice since my anxiety diagnosis. I feel fine now, but how mostly, but now I can't stop thinking about getting that feeling and wondering if I'm about to have a stroke. Everyone tells me I'm too young and in shape for anything serious to happen and of course I want to believe them.",4.2895993031358906,5.287997498257845,5.712423344947737,79.66626567944253,70.53310104529615,8.945574912891988,29.681010452961672,9.255337874911486,2.5340412543554014,1130,44,222,23,20,382,163,287,0.125,0.777,0.09699999999999999,-0.7856,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,9,12,2,2,16,0,27,13,6,1,1,49,52,24,1,4,13,0,9,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,7,16,4,2,11,1,0,4,9,8,0,1,13,10,25,4,35,36,8,36,0,1,1,0,7,14,0,8,18,146,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581266974615536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643719424895975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480589479249445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894645251482365,0.0,0.0,0.2459293018947467,0.10155136429265377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177711926226795,0.0,0.0,0.1180030908042652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970722108845581,0.0,0.0,0.2194122103533156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061060401656153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573306586656004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328183144199206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325601711520703,0.3279124344475421,0.07721742746068908,0.10378054162316466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056471035180537726,0.0,0.06142837517952689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070231969603692,0.19116208564115791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092852133043413,0.0,0.0,0.3842511103135506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281482364223773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880365860347555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584176544089863,0.0,0.0,0.09565365943374768,0.09076591996785624,0.12092178851371015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958332838028516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627407147748857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644101811563396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493396787218687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653614731108082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496390819511262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682322343501479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650458749475693,0.11520643973700435,0.0,0.09036563391482497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447286704921057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925783283227083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024539081252347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375255684841971,0.0,0.0,0.13162093764269006,0.0,0.0,0.0975317726665278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721582136808847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-MustafaKhan-,2020/01/24,"Got struck on the upper back and neck by hard snow falling from trees above and now have pain in neck and shoulders and a minor headache with brain fog It came out of nowhere and I ducked exposing only my back and neck to the falling chunks of snow. Initially, I felt nothing but pain in my neck and shoulders showed up a few hours later. I have a headache too and my brain isn't functioning the same as before. I want to go back to how I was before this incident. Is this a serious problem I should be worrying about and should I go see a doctor to get it checked out? The pain is nothing major I'd say but I fear permanent damage to my blood vessels or nerves in the neck that will impair my quality of life going forward",5.096054421768706,5.307149081632655,5.46979591836735,84.93829931972789,68.38775510204081,8.710204081632652,30.619047619047624,8.515128840125781,2.114708843537415,573,21,119,8,9,183,87,147,0.225,0.757,0.018000000000000002,-0.9833,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,10,0,10,15,10,1,0,23,19,14,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,5,13,0,0,1,1,1,7,1,7,0,0,4,4,13,0,20,11,3,21,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,1,7,78,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35658326698685044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26306931431012404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451207712829668,0.0,0.17679627287154795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821733073548722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394344259789055,0.0,0.0,0.14841930652886967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076072594510353,0.0,0.263551048281644,0.0,0.12363030205466224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847169881763724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222838285421525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918314924735037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966438906629151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756368145636616,0.4934462882773401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479104546106563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292678351314565,0.0,0.0,0.12317880664032048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117422330712498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569816585554039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poopsquirrel8900,2020/01/24,"I feel so guilty for being anxious I have a very nice life. My spouse is amazing and supportive. I just got a new car and we're closing on a new house on Wednesday...but yet I can't stop thinking about jumping off a cliff so I won't be anxious anymore. I have no proof but have somehow convinced myself I have disappointed everyone I know and that I'm a spoiled ungrateful bitch. 

My dad's birthday is today and I'm too afraid to call him because I believe I'm a massive disappointmebt and that he and my mom don't love me abymore. 

I feel guilty about being anxious when other people have more reasons to be anxious and that makes me more anxious. It's horrible. I don't want to die, I just want the anxiety to to away.",2.8765315315315334,4.445599445945952,4.28891891891892,86.28018018018018,74.81081081081079,6.825225225225225,30.576576576576578,7.492282038375204,1.9055117117117115,570,27,116,7,12,189,86,148,0.29100000000000004,0.613,0.096,-0.9831,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,1,7,0,15,2,0,2,1,22,28,11,1,2,3,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,2,19,5,12,22,2,13,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,1,6,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214027244651093,0.7541820107795668,0.13241315919968044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544377983057015,0.0,0.0,0.08139082984072858,0.0,0.0,0.15042813302944574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633596248745192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385697466826363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758138124634286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502058955440155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678588085326136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406089211894644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337754690312273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430712837340133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205044621446766,0.0,0.08912375023881261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637370017199784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579034367621912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256399688044001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727789184245795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162633573679363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515137064922379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855524137353446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655866893728313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101656513721608,0.15750377674655425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatisallthis27,2020/01/24,"Racing thoughts Hello All,
I have been suffering from anxiety for many years and was undiagnosed for the most part. I have been on medication and now am off them. Am doing much better now. But here is a problem I face - Racing thoughts. Say I am reading a book and it is very informative and enjoyable. I get a lot of anxiety about how much of the book is still left and how much I don't know yet. I enjoy learning a lot, but these thoughts destroy my happiness when am doing things I love. This is the main reason why I don't read so much. Right now am taking an online class and I enjoy it so much that I sometimes squeal with joy when I have those ""Aha"" moments. But the racing thoughts again - ""OMG, there are so many more lectures left! So I still don't know all of this stuff. I wish I did not have this much left. Dammit, why is this lecture so long?! God, I can't remember what I studied in school when they discussed this topic. "" And it keeps going on and on. These thoughts destroy my joy of learning and I need advice on managing them. 
DAE have this problem?
What should I do?",1.5847645762372269,3.9052188248847934,2.662837106792228,92.77574634341816,81.94930875576037,5.617231015828493,22.338008415147268,6.895973343053719,0.5703758365057099,843,28,179,10,23,268,110,217,0.10800000000000001,0.75,0.142,0.9179999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,1,20,13,2,0,9,0,28,3,1,3,2,39,42,22,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,17,10,0,1,12,4,0,1,5,5,0,0,9,1,24,8,15,32,14,24,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,3,13,139,41,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364578246080808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227932657942953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380613750803242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055414740953713085,0.0,0.06027935359956275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290848287832332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427571100417903,0.0,0.0,0.11658142877702912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457207725575742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386445178222336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803458482646925,0.09572807325776077,0.0,0.0,0.21506713080875225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684962993354898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678211920084235,0.07864607513223132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148583826425016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298033309326388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218800320782374,0.0,0.0,0.10905279234546836,0.0,0.0,0.120151307377495,0.09057918566792418,0.0,0.08434738277717449,0.0,0.10734374496970266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490129262328148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940776930789486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141939125732075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974790472913768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046507158013328,0.0,0.0,0.4210199983018032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751497958956718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141486958024656,0.0,0.12196985916976323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830257495763009
anxiety,C_Rosella,2020/01/24,"Heart or anxiety? First of all, I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember. Grew up in a stressful household & my parents allowed things to happen to me that are affecting my health today.

I get into spurts where I get super anxiety over something usually health related and if I don't control it within 24 hours I instantly go into a deep depression. 

Last Tuesday I was at work and it was a particularly stressful day plus alot on my mind. I randomly had a panic attack and it caused my heart rate to spike. I calmed down but my heart rate stayed up. By Sunday I was such a worried mess that I went to the ER where they ran tests and told me my heart is good , it's just anxiety. I have not been able to eat or shower. I've bathed once in this time. 

This week on Tuesday I had a panic attack at work & they called 911 because my heart wouldn't calm down. Once again, got to the hospital and they said my heart is good. I'm still dealing with the elevated heart rate or so I think. When I'm sitting or laying down I feel like it's normal. As soon as I sit up it feels like it's racing/pounding. I can sleep just fine in fact I've been sleeping pretty well. Soon as I open my eyes my heart rate is up. I feel so run down, I've been picking eating at healthy things but not alot. Maybe 50 calories a day no kidding. ALOT of water. But my stomach has been growling and I could eat a huge burger right now but my fear stops me because I'm terrified of anything making my heart rate increase. 


My question is, has anyone experienced this at all or anything similar? 

I have 2 appointments, one with my PCP and one with a psychiatrist coming up soon so I can find out if there's any underlying issue with my heart.",2.649363244514106,4.245356017045456,4.09492946708464,87.32295454545456,75.47727272727272,7.127899686520378,25.20611285266457,7.873277556716777,1.310541614420062,1346,46,284,20,29,446,178,352,0.135,0.759,0.106,-0.8049,3,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,5,17,18,2,5,15,0,25,20,14,6,3,57,43,28,0,5,15,1,3,2,0,1,2,1,2,1,14,17,4,2,7,1,0,7,5,9,2,3,15,6,43,9,45,26,6,61,0,1,1,0,10,30,0,12,23,185,57,3,0.06320635592818473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696812048170315,0.0,0.04298248946946495,0.0,0.1934107571266293,0.0,0.0,0.044195353685962384,0.0,0.10402689079668886,0.0,0.0,0.1438127092682369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706001582727179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454075629692174,0.0,0.0,0.06493033853029402,0.0,0.05444667895889658,0.0,0.0,0.0708913027189927,0.0504651320606643,0.0,0.0,0.08152574128463336,0.06516297758018312,0.05443954174376489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402764479576706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112472283215512,0.09587709808737416,0.09030926660864448,0.0,0.0,0.0577694642386756,0.05376329406353204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604542445268112,0.0,0.03592162866503134,0.10602898509463188,0.05055189684626895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055893171805097716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437080137841512,0.0,0.7489983610163735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224552863842513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597101406221298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051521616121419096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175886566030552,0.0,0.0,0.0559356360084164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04219073338746068,0.0,0.06349928004151835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063820401380793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192880882956965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462541246243104,0.0856605251405731,0.0,0.0,0.14831808022311482,0.07018317829032937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430358707409506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708055840936688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160047992392081,0.053977882609008335,0.06012371859757135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265040056050492,0.0,0.0,0.048659340776675934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736956554618828,0.05047667749122674,0.05284334374923158,0.14480533432750095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398298866876906,0.04050008071798733,0.0,0.0,0.03685613443377441,0.0,0.0599122348947056,0.06039638173825732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961287132819091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050700326176972864,0.0,0.05683010475762738,0.058592925182809986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202995979956874,0.0641891225546005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SiRenfield,2020/01/24,"So like what if you’re depressed and want to talk to someone but it’s not an emergency? I’m not talking like crisis prevention stuff, I mean you’re having a bad day over minor things, your friends/family are busy (I really only have one major Internet friend), and you don’t just want to shout your problems into the void. Then what?",2.9813636363636387,5.117935924242428,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,76.12121212121212,7.430303030303031,23.12121212121212,8.344100000000001,1.4754121212121216,265,8,51,5,6,86,53,66,0.139,0.6509999999999999,0.21,0.5127,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,8,6,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,5,3,5,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208693396717098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059829690933884,0.0,0.2278370723079017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493729016619239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043732222939822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584694633788427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288147900495817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792506203693465,0.20118501685955487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531170080412444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694630337149894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224133217732336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30282059906878905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252342272311385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574025835872825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120502424893651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mikeoldmac,2020/01/24,"my journey please read  

hello all i have recently started a youtube channel regarding my journey with mental health

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i  recently have tried to commit suicide 3 times and have had to be talked  down from a bridge due to my depression. things havent been good and iv  found the chance to talk and vent about mental health really helped me.

if anyone has suggestions on things i can talk bout more please leave comments here thank yu so much good luck to you all

remember its ok to not be ok",11.349355555555556,15.52187958,6.325333333333332,69.50322222222222,58.2,7.6444444444444475,27.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,2.0226777777777776,578,16,79,8,9,149,71,100,0.134,0.6759999999999999,0.19,0.6709,0,0,0,0,0,2,26.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,2,10,3,0,0,3,13,13,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,9,6,11,8,4,9,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,5,48,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127569508064516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475072536239915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880989669223272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429703185646173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30791690015289386,0.0,0.0,0.09708339003328686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30672989737345946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919298812633791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647427512141824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769734151173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487948098730472,0.0,0.09278839551400103,0.0,0.2860246158451422,0.0,0.16407580814781655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251869931741256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843176342359944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34925140425115103,0.0,0.13334947465930044,0.0,0.0,0.1924508990880887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445753504517801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833704605024284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Queso_and_Molasses,2020/01/24,"Broke down in class today I like to do my work in the morning a few hours before class to keep it fresh. I woke up later than I meant to and was stressed about getting it all done and getting to class on time. Then I couldn’t find the classroom and walked in late. I couldn’t prevent the tears and tried to silently wipe them away but my sniffling got too loud so I asked to go to the bathroom. On my way out I did that snort thing you do when you cry and basically broke down before the door even closed. So now I’m in the bathroom sobbing and I couldn’t breathe for a solid two minutes.

It wasn’t an anxiety attack, but it was intense. I just need someone to remind me that I’m not a worthless mess. I’m in college ffs, this shouldn’t be happening.",2.741308016877636,3.9084664430379767,3.510822784810127,93.3429852320675,74.44303797468355,6.026160337552742,25.824894514767927,5.985473137389443,0.5830489451476789,590,20,133,3,12,187,96,158,0.17,0.747,0.083,-0.9526,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,8,8,1,1,10,0,12,1,1,0,1,22,25,12,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,8,2,16,1,23,12,2,24,0,4,0,0,4,13,1,0,9,89,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951151042456035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949310631707634,0.23721309832426304,0.19590438046480627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548576011435439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290412170343317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338070643990395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772055582258333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905766697577348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787837589986603,0.0,0.11850247277648288,0.0,0.16676651372592574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438693668343156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053428348618648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533551223809624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352112096635887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018686870361928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546093947729737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667198525595074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388503921836197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852645604146346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158532977755605,0.0,0.19764549237990134,0.0,0.0,0.14156631693044092,0.0,0.2036864382615836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550753639137553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179960111866622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ghettobx,2020/01/24,"Diagnosed with Acute Anxiety Disorder -- do I deserve to get fired?  I work for/at a university. I've missed so many days of work already this month, due to this anxiety issue I'm dealing with. I was at the doctor's office yesterday -- she put me on EFFEXOR (took me off Lexxapro which wasn't doing a damn thing for me), and took me off work yesterday and today. But I am dreading Monday morning. I can tell my boss is getting sick of me calling in... he's been plenty accommodating. But I'm worried he's going to start thinking I'm taking advantage of him. I've called in quite a bit, even with doctor's notes -- I go in, they see me, they put me on a medication, I go back to work, and continue to suffer. I even went through this last year, when the doctor was trying out different SSRIs on me. I still missed a ton of work. But my anxiety symptoms are often debilitating, to the point where I often can't even get out of bed... and this is happening more and more often. Towards the end of last year, my boss suggested that I look into going on short-term disability while I get this issue dealt with... that way I don't keep missing work, piecemeal, and I won't have to use up all of my paid time off. And, presumably, he can come up with a gameplan to cover for me to ensure the job gets done and my absences don't create such a disruption. But I don't foresee the doctor being okay with this. I'm not okay with it either, I WANT to go to work! But short-term disability may be my only option to save my job, until the Effexor starts doing its thing, and hopefully helping my anxiety. Ideally, I'd then be able to return to work with my anxiety under control. But if not that, and if the doctor doesn't approve, then what? I'm just so lost right now, I don't know what to do. I'm so worried I'm going to get fired, and of course that makes things even worse.",3.7756923076923066,4.5182369578947394,5.450000000000002,82.02038461538464,71.52631578947368,8.582995951417004,27.246963562753038,8.841846274778883,1.949376518218624,1444,48,300,26,26,494,179,380,0.12300000000000001,0.804,0.073,-0.9588,3,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,2,14,17,13,1,1,15,2,27,9,0,5,1,54,68,27,0,5,12,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,1,0,18,23,0,2,3,0,1,12,10,7,0,0,10,4,39,6,54,53,6,59,0,5,2,0,13,21,1,8,25,199,57,17,0.0760578830718189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393176526882544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29092036185180403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584838173092877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303550949541695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553272047948933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551713164115566,0.0,0.0,0.08530538319811212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905104246964681,0.07841233775660678,0.0,0.07719715031203504,0.0,0.07946429971483197,0.08716892334627299,0.3892423308623148,0.0,0.07783362111544813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736470922591123,0.0,0.0,0.2009420577998289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384226283900055,0.0,0.2593526862259073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725773481539325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097999579167311,0.0,0.0,0.07554263931656001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876933893718365,0.15095142604979273,0.06760374112286577,0.0,0.0,0.04179942345079068,0.12399465202791912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638694661129907,0.0,0.08302616397642593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050769227549580236,0.07711075567803408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662031549973096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070867663339501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784544737559118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189928358325619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291835963088532,0.0,0.08089692079675999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495301657012059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606082855609226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076683222120184,0.0,0.06073992366912737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905326255492093,0.057186062549669923,0.0,0.06647794219166712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158843375139455,0.04873482038970594,0.0,0.0,0.04434996326047111,0.0,0.07209397993724423,0.0,0.16900621325048296,0.05163831003519828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568959084289369,0.0,0.0,0.04486091002755941,0.060371207379359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050641959889972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429683577703968,0.15448094439386773,0.07750948065691908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795756608520463
anxiety,Redditisntthatbad,2020/01/24,"Anyone else struggle with going to lab? I attended my first lab but had a panic attack and just didn’t attend the second one, I don’t plan on missing another lab again. My anxiety comes from working with people and them thinking I’m stupid and incompetent. I think I’ll just attend it but work by myself since I can’t even concentrate working with other people due to my nerves. It’s so fucking annoying having this engrained  anxiety cause I’m not shy I just feel so much shame about my existence and feel so inferior so every social interaction with people leave me assessing my capabilities. 

I also don’t plan on missing another lecture again, this lab will be the only dent to my grade.",5.813787878787878,7.037615227272728,7.025454545454547,70.81651515151519,67.18181818181819,9.806060606060607,31.333333333333336,9.994966539143718,3.3407515151515152,558,22,93,13,9,189,83,132,0.303,0.6829999999999999,0.013999999999999999,-0.9919,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,6,12,10,4,3,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,20,19,11,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,5,10,0,3,2,2,15,0,12,15,1,11,0,3,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,65,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633439681156506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575304910793318,0.26083653248972144,0.0,0.0,0.11920498093139498,0.17467895948086434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939478908555218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513197928838292,0.0,0.14685515072899052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241583836662244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260175562787685,0.0,0.14363844099437528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724016470218993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501190530551042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760786536356494,0.0,0.0,0.09688885149480772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051582632129315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532388867265734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552301785513976,0.12965924607102486,0.0,0.2000238990099228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35457226715829243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410244752207694,0.0,0.0,0.17378493352597518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822480593900192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847596849263726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723387874993681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Big_Papa_Dong,2020/01/24,"I had my first good shower in 2.5 years!! So this is one of the few happy ones here currently, I just had my first good shower in about two and a half years! Normally I feel like I'm passing out and dying over and over throughout the shower which is why I usually have 2 min max showers, with very little water pressure to minimise 'heavy' feeling of passing out and use little shampoo to be quick, leaving my hair kinda knotty etc but still clean.

 Anyway this time I felt great throughout the shower, I used full water pressure and even closed the shower door which I usually don't do for fear of something or other, maybe lack of help. I also super washed my hair a few times to really clean it and just chilled in the shower for a while! 

I now feel really good! Progress!
:D",5.060000000000001,5.784790849673206,5.416215686274509,83.48197058823528,68.60784313725489,7.688627450980393,27.064705882352943,7.554174236665415,1.467277647058824,612,18,117,6,10,195,94,153,0.040999999999999995,0.6809999999999999,0.278,0.9923,8,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,11,10,0,3,8,0,8,5,2,2,0,23,15,11,1,2,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,6,10,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,6,3,6,13,7,18,11,5,27,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,2,15,83,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819274236767673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153389348215832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648320746937678,0.09761814042767517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631206050878286,0.22419092972978152,0.10558579080979164,0.1419077392021233,0.0,0.0,0.25143111591580714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718938707084365,0.0,0.16294607301262135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733203561085987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990648238140631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649506692848775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722058645268066,0.2962616774243779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848136743465393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480910984504922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003013561685528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936434029410065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378090353568833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803041062126905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236256018978974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437562508131968,0.0,0.0,0.2552973040587058,0.3255537486127142,0.12194752364273308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333632793104742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035209545996626
anxiety,hyenas_share,2020/01/24,"Some form of self-medication. What are some things that you use (non-perscribed) to aid in your panic/anxiety attacks?

I have a tea that I put together, and the ingredients are as follows:

Tulsi (holy basil)
Lavender
Kava
Ginger
Sage (optional)

Tincture (indica, if possible or desired)

I add the smallest amount of whiskey with mine, although it's not necessary. I know some people have their opinions on self-medication; but, I know that this works for me. I encourage anyone I know with anxiety issues to try the first five herbs at least. Interested in hearing what everyone else does to help them out without taking benzos or other prescribed medications.",6.542975845410631,8.828726060869569,6.836811594202902,68.8046859903382,66.65217391304347,9.980676328502417,35.386473429951685,10.25414643259724,4.303096618357489,527,26,79,14,9,170,89,115,0.036000000000000004,0.862,0.10300000000000001,0.8608,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,2,0,3,1,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,21,11,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,5,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,13,2,15,11,6,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,8,1,59,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27538925921022456,0.0,0.0,0.12585572687813362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476873188839967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751363321430245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036157647561402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199162107604005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531024845237943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028658956525421,0.0,0.1206459319849956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786657952065644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967593653359903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998646789488158,0.1813246397709455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118373583215025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124784915488605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291576638741105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094330657338226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755452097182328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533280467598788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957976577595783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220385552374302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554566999444204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350743033429172,0.0,0.13103750189942534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hockeyboy540,2020/01/24,"Sudden fear of flying? I have had many years of anxiety issues, but they’ve 99% subsided since I quit the nicotine I wrongly believed to be treating my anxiousness. (surprise surprise, it was just causing it due to dependency.) I’ve flown many times over the past few years, and never really had a problem. However today, for some reason, I could not control my anxiety. On the flight I was so nervous I threw up in the airplane bathroom, and I’m still anxious two hours after landing. Anyone have any advice?",5.477158054711246,7.204185287234044,6.217355623100302,74.40500000000003,68.46808510638297,8.350151975683891,34.705167173252285,8.841846274778883,3.3444060790273564,403,20,64,7,7,132,71,94,0.15,0.789,0.061,-0.7667,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,4,1,13,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,8,3,10,3,2,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,11,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167787568213974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194721912282443,0.0,0.26879791336245995,0.3969493049848954,0.0,0.12284341396093912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793744083902134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047744365567325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704627115373735,0.1402706074573335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976950751839477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301486703966049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337005847837445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35623512380024713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354995185672163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771172648150473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810733424624186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686319659101605,0.0,0.0,0.11254865515187301,0.1806339947711323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532889358154816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030269861596562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244365078327766,0.0,0.1665293488720969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716192437750095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920845576311085,0.0,0.2262714544468813
anxiety,randoturbouser,2020/01/24,"Feel really really sick to my stomach When I was a little kid I used to go to summer camp and I went to one that my school hosted and I used to always feel sick to my stomach and I would cry because I don’t want to be throwing up and having diarrhea while I’m all alone with people I don’t really know. I think my parents thought it was because they thought that I missed them. It wasn’t really too bad because I had some friends there. The worst time it was when I went to this basketball summer camp and it was really really bad I would feel sooooo sick and I would pretty much cry for the whole morning and I couldn’t eat. My whole family still teases me about that saying that I didn’t like the kids and whatever. But from what I remember I didn’t mind the kids like I would just feel really sick to my stomach and I would cry but around the afternoon idk why but I would feel better and I got along with the kids. I always thought it was just morning sickness but then I started feeling really anxious lately and I would feel the same way. Today I was at work and for no apparent reason I had diarrhea 3 times and I just felt really sick.. honestly there was no reason to feel anxious but I still did. I honestly don’t know what to do about it. This more of a rant but has anyone found a way to overcome this? I’ve left work probably like 5 times because of this. I hate it I’m and I feel so powerless I know I’m not really sick to my stomach but I know I kind of am. 

Also while I’m here lol does anyone also just feel really anxious and lose their appetite? There’s times when I feel sort of sick like anxiety and I just can’t eat like I’m barely able to eat anything for a couple of days.",0.997977502642307,3.100401103351956,2.982954854295638,90.9097199154462,82.65921787709496,6.5518345160803255,20.01087120640193,7.730073105063049,0.7224377774422464,1337,37,291,24,37,449,141,358,0.203,0.6990000000000001,0.098,-0.9895,3,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,4,21,17,2,0,11,1,30,15,4,4,1,73,66,32,0,9,13,1,12,5,1,7,8,1,0,4,17,20,3,0,24,0,0,4,11,7,0,1,21,13,47,10,31,36,8,30,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,24,192,64,3,0.06617666030742023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853906224197234,0.0,0.10584290267775023,0.11012856535500093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050624964001691884,0.22428236912976868,0.0,0.09254451914188122,0.0,0.054457752816120066,0.05891125794033795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105094943114964,0.16136271157539744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852787825265565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732232159299648,0.21807586179338315,0.04267847123977326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579116413916676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031457335475444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062385465765893086,0.0,0.3680699862135289,0.0,0.06353997178128569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255929229935869,0.05112792359520929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03760972109444216,0.0,0.05292752060081257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533575145727681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689128081713227,0.14547584734310898,0.0,0.07465015527920264,0.0,0.07190113505430687,0.0,0.0,0.16165286756988873,0.06632639886049174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403475554986648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681956206522356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864745971007977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044843017689738064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348134979164626,0.0,0.0,0.045878563838558366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732545447147757,0.07134963255956872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663390945748289,0.1360812570064764,0.0,0.0,0.07496525575936097,0.0,0.0,0.05262633641311472,0.0,0.06697431323438628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684018077499337,0.0,0.1056975328107656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04240333182856728,0.0,0.1576106288382116,0.15435257121544682,0.0,0.06272773613764589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431077393618125,0.0,0.0,0.03903270882746309,0.10505590536408073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269285420113495,0.059714142806387975,0.14776775585689933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635479372804448,0.0,0.0,0.32907000546875154,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yume-No-Tsuzuki,2020/01/24,"Random Anxiety ""Spree""? 27M, and for the past week I've been having anxiety trouble that came out of nowhere. Hand on heart, I could not pinpoint what triggered it, but I have had sudden feelings of dread and fear of my loved ones dying. From my pets, to my parents, to my brother, and eventually to myself. 

The last time I had panic attacks, was back when I was in middle school, (15+ years). It's not crippling to the point where I can't do anything, but I can't seem to get into enjoying games, youtube videos, or what have you. It's only when I sleep that it seems to diminish, but still, it gets exhausting when I'm awake

I have a suspicion and it might be related to my heart, but I think the anxiety created this awful loop, (anxiety makes heart beat faster, heart beats faster making anxiety worse). (I'm not asking for a medical diagnoses, I read the rules, just posting my thoughts)

How do I get my mind out of this rut of dread and fear? Even as I type this I have to get up periodically to check on my brother and dogs",4.784339058999255,5.166410368932041,5.655048543689323,82.74241598207617,69.09708737864078,9.25108289768484,29.923823749066468,9.265573868473778,2.342535175504108,800,29,168,15,13,263,120,206,0.20800000000000002,0.736,0.055999999999999994,-0.9848,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,2,9,10,1,5,7,1,17,10,6,4,0,32,33,16,1,1,9,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,13,10,0,0,5,3,1,1,5,8,0,1,7,2,23,2,25,23,0,26,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,5,14,109,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433208077143689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932012055643112,0.0,0.10588039800641133,0.1288466643251448,0.0,0.08708796414011546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953631505522567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904268331196878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495389609299585,0.11754331973631532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480545700089512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548921673085453,0.057266353980307626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236689307307162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368423466494003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923199126372573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221924238603902,0.0,0.1512004130946854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140949342167038,0.0,0.1201482234890037,0.1143577069877679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674615814459694,0.08613737061781024,0.0,0.13288317835813387,0.1257589605321914,0.0,0.10811702164596904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706486885568292,0.0,0.10846930002570047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328806792604992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462255441136895,0.0,0.20621060095800914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333921201344074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044752100219464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257078087137214,0.0,0.08991373959841559,0.0660413117293213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084826982732584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541898567036192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293406445552343
anxiety,Ambar186,2020/01/24,"How can I stop assuming???? Hi people

I can't stop assuming things.

For example, one of my bff has not called to me for  3 weeks (I sent a message to her last week and she answewd that she is eating with a ""friend"") mind you that she is a very extrovert person and used to call me for almost everything at least once a week.

She told me once that she wanna start dating and all the man she dated were sh\*t.

I am ""afraid"" that she found someone really nice and she wanna be with him all the time so I assume that. I am so anxious about that because sometimes she bullies me that I am still single and I get really upset. Please help me I cant stop thinking about that!!!!!",2.0181873479318746,3.753617576642341,3.5048357664233585,90.26898114355231,77.61313868613138,6.610462287104625,20.905717761557177,7.492282038375204,0.6038666666666663,516,13,111,7,12,170,83,137,0.087,0.8079999999999999,0.105,0.6761,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,6,0,11,1,0,2,2,24,18,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,3,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,27,2,14,13,4,14,0,0,0,0,22,1,0,4,12,82,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751342883385094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770445284301534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588874221711614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212421838544721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095737514959166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137127743390795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724715507522593,0.12152974470627127,0.0,0.08218286243489045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543500864922084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822065798557927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158828361258394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350391596186105,0.10659068681997716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905215308436277,0.1373484677250133,0.0,0.17266838378531468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015410726842498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327994942519414,0.0,0.15557392045019872,0.0,0.11133789153357926,0.0,0.12562014331224175,0.39453003316414575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450326365275144,0.10079161697667598,0.0,0.0,0.09172301188624586,0.0,0.0,0.15030708252973718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585686838788516,0.0,0.1297891392221644,0.0,0.0,0.3785301979177837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lncyte,2020/01/24,"Sleeping Anxiety Hey, I've never experienced this before but last night I was totally unable to sleep, I was awake the whole time. I'm no stranger to regular anxiety but this has been weird.

Now when I think about sleeping, or I close my eyes because I'm exhausted I get a total panic, heart pounds and everything.

Has anyone ever felt this before? Any tips on falling asleep?",2.9089084507042244,5.709858816901409,4.158573943661973,81.05504401408452,80.54929577464789,7.493661971830987,25.77640845070423,8.472884824447931,2.313829577464789,300,12,52,7,8,98,54,71,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,5,7,6,0,4,11,10,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,3,6,0,4,6,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,7,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516651869181476,0.0,0.3041082431594209,0.0,0.0,0.1389805982347481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116485338882042,0.0,0.3382675061138212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797936605862554,0.0,0.0,0.17863650839099385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908448684344763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384612674812678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355366155242812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620194077743117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329925751640278,0.0,0.0,0.18652680159501087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332070432664645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967234418920169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736011768878092,0.0,0.0,0.11590104354913765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219132078185284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,donkeykonginathong,2020/01/24,"Waking up anxious? Hi everyone, I've had anxiety for most of my life. I was doing pretty well but these last few days I've woken up with anxiety. Usually it lingers through out the day after that. It's so weird because I'm not sure why it's happening. Has anyone else experienced this?",2.0773684210526326,4.500994192982457,4.262368421052631,81.42407894736844,80.75438596491226,8.010526315789475,27.043859649122812,8.841846274778883,2.5588385964912286,227,10,43,6,6,78,48,57,0.18100000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.063,-0.7109,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,2,2,8,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885395425430639,0.2868893203862908,0.0,0.17756657136117995,0.2602000661516535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480454005092725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275513181873005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121412371253437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265850442304945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245656625005118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700177649156584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937120999917125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25835673958185484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934328816536135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279688199175562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283300394791,0.0,0.22914886150407726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shuzuko,2020/01/24,"I just passed my driver's test with flying colors! I'm a 30 year old woman who's been terrified of driving my entire life. I've gotten my permit *7 times* and every time I've chickened out. The anxiety it caused me was just too much. 

When I turned 30 I decided enough was enough. Even though half the time I broke down crying, I pushed through. I took my husband with me, I practiced, I cried, I panicked more than once and had to pull off to stop hyperventilating. But after 6 months, I did it.

I just passed my driver's test, in one try, with not a single point deducted.

I hope you all can have a success today, too. Even a minor one! Every little step means a *lot*. Good luck, everyone!",0.2885422188564952,2.7013705539568345,2.204165088981448,92.29004922377888,91.66187050359713,4.6529344945096565,16.668307459295722,6.339386263674448,-0.2148215827338129,533,13,111,6,19,176,94,139,0.14800000000000002,0.76,0.091,-0.7767,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,2,1,20,13,5,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,7,1,1,0,3,7,1,20,4,13,6,7,23,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,3,10,73,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680233859221365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027633609509948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641487924809745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34253903517056483,0.0,0.21895960365546396,0.0,0.27931195152725324,0.1583862771790921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902766803974398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646323974677215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170778590778263,0.0,0.16613034007548552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091921501884205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805560971373125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323042863165823,0.0,0.12184920581084167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739322875514665,0.17652396782668134,0.22464014048092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669232025267918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857883948094496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628537249757634,0.0,0.2899597172629953,0.0,0.15711662800556234,0.0,0.184160219487252,0.11253695739503478,0.18029415119865966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674096841606337
anxiety,Ironmas0n,2020/01/24,"Need advice on my first step I am hoping someone can get me pointed in the right direction because I’m not sure where to even start. I’ve suffered from anxiety and depression for years - never officially diagnosed. I have never sought out professional help as I always thought it was something I could deal with. I’ve finally reached a point where I know that I can’t. My life is spinning out of control and I’m struggling to keep my head above water in my marriage, work and personal life. In my 30s now, I feel like I’ve wasted so much time trying to fight this - but better late than never? I always thought I could do without medication but I think I’m accepting that it might be what I need. 

I guess I’m just trying to figure out my first step? Do I find a therapist? A doctor? I don’t currently have a doctor I go to - yes, anxiety is the main reason. It’s so hard for me to go to the doctor. 

I’m just really lost right now and would appreciate any guidance someone could provide me. 

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this.",2.794761904761902,4.622561619047623,4.4123809523809525,84.20761904761905,75.66666666666666,7.523809523809526,25.952380952380953,8.344100000000001,1.7569523809523813,820,30,164,15,18,275,119,210,0.10099999999999999,0.777,0.122,0.8146,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,1,0,6,10,11,1,1,8,1,17,9,1,2,4,38,39,10,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,8,8,1,2,9,1,0,4,7,5,0,2,4,2,25,6,24,29,3,31,0,3,0,0,6,13,0,3,15,107,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679118726397137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186630185838984,0.0,0.0,0.07431695607601088,0.0,0.16720412102024582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661859145595167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966529323170304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257144468287015,0.2617634563991551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266713962784425,0.0941262612404916,0.11092109178118338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355708141985875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218113734063533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525733987027926,0.07807260447977647,0.0,0.11971542291232395,0.0998837151908172,0.18591405070939945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709644751449638,0.0,0.12421737933883052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203887902616371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789711510466834,0.0,0.11215704609903547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732508488895728,0.0,0.0,0.1085437998055047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713675626018167,0.0,0.0,0.060059699953236234,0.0,0.12327725899288346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438122620904268,0.053390705880841986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929653772767546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009226394363317,0.0,0.11593319215721586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067282023983012,0.16206559567820925,0.2528599751830737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542268724055032,0.0,0.0,0.2066176536595902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931370407813408,0.0,0.0700102122121156,0.11236228713336782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665610021399626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851921778246461,0.08413226259862992,0.0,0.0,0.07735186986651925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424750105589215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299899942706377,0.0,0.08216806536299741,0.0,0.0,0.1006141443394509,0.0,0.12688729828276046,0.0,0.07002485795830353,0.0,0.17351878451021818,0.12744891036579886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839350166910162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534600173850814,0.0,0.07956014838275415,0.0,0.0,0.07763231060793765,0.0,0.0,0.07037539685389382
anxiety,xMijuki,2020/01/24,"Afraid that i leave the door open and my cats run away Everytime i leave my house i check if i really closed the door multiple times because i am afraid my cats would run out and get hurt. I am also afraid that something happens while i'm not there, but i don't even know what, it's mainly the fear that the door wasn't closed. I think that i am also starting to stay home more, so that i know that they are safe. Does anyone has an advice, maybe on the closed door thing as well? I have diagnosed general anxiety, maybe has something to do with it.",3.5971902654867267,4.531209637168146,4.016095132743363,91.42732853982302,72.09734513274337,7.7738938053097355,22.97455752212389,8.07648339933343,0.8549300884955748,431,10,97,6,8,135,69,113,0.099,0.841,0.06,-0.3071,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,4,6,0,11,1,0,0,0,17,18,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,10,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,5,1,0,1,0,15,2,7,16,2,13,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,3,63,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684943267422626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28945579703927504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844753813875468,0.0,0.0,0.1265439007818368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700346207854243,0.0,0.0,0.11032240025030488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836886793347424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837491123910394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953414430086046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036503640894416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455344218332376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003808992104526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153551105880325,0.0,0.0,0.20882410753797645,0.19374050105712373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989213555058492,0.0,0.0,0.3832587638045048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636330936681355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593902669618465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786511376334597,0.0,0.0,0.12809703359108235,0.192898277922372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120233622984201,0.11596328049437515,0.0,0.0,0.10552962313934312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272079614909393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856145193204516,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kat_vsl,2020/01/24,"Intrusive thoughts won't let me sleep Hi guys! I have intrusive thoughts throughout the day, but after I lie on my bed and try to go to sleep, they becomes uncontrollable. Most of them have to do with losing my loved ones, mostly by death. This makes me have very scary nightmares that make me feel  sad, stressed and tired every day. Has anybody here ever experienced that?",5.743478260869567,7.364114072463771,4.841275362318843,84.93234782608697,67.69565217391305,7.838840579710146,29.74202898550725,8.238735603445708,1.9678672463768119,297,11,56,4,5,88,55,69,0.308,0.634,0.057999999999999996,-0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,2,5,0,2,1,0,7,4,2,2,1,12,14,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,2,9,1,8,10,2,6,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374930795479016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773640284085586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451459431599294,0.1811791734145412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872990435741488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221130990694128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292187938766235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989139019944726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240573027161492,0.0,0.0,0.19408060188262272,0.0,0.2870796778897438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571562278489994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303875076944432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463258244037224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34143302750913895,0.0,0.24715507133067946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599699588888082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774292465571133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hanisong,2020/01/24,"Can’t stop thinking about death causing panic attacks every night & preventing me from sleeping. Idk what flair I would add to this, either advice or need a hug. I already have pretty bad sleep problems that have only gotten worse as of late. I’m stuck thinking about eventually dying and it terrifies me, I just want to sleep but everytime I close my eyes I just think about everything being gone and how limited time is. I apologize for how messy this post is, I’m on mobile and It’s 7am as I write this, I haven’t slept and I just want these thoughts to go away but no matter how much I try to see the light of it all, it does no good.",1.801285965942455,3.9745392519084,3.1125190839694667,90.69547269524372,80.14503816793894,6.168173810921902,21.52730475631239,7.321109707123232,0.6829913094539046,506,15,106,7,13,164,90,131,0.23,0.672,0.098,-0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,1,2,0,8,6,5,4,1,32,23,12,2,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,3,13,2,15,16,3,10,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,4,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823512698254308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786926581068728,0.0,0.0,0.17544998419715166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842175936978877,0.15213760883798033,0.0,0.13520393607890505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663456697659452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805671788632934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170514324992164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364321511607018,0.0,0.1455313276589365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202797204854116,0.1358183473195738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266294467333685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903643345798008,0.12006828825797085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519593801099257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315428750746048,0.0,0.1899887706699864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508320332146336,0.1647399890761771,0.0,0.15494416665780208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290364335301823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861377751163753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537987953869668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112726595194885,0.0,0.1285535239577494,0.09442209152366417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993914938857703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101981787806707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650194665000394,0.11502970274720037,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katvonnd,2020/01/24,"Strange tingling/burning in feet and hands. Anyone else? About 6 weeks ago, I started getting a tingling/burning/prickly feeling in my feet. Sometimes it would feel like mild itching with the prickling feeling. It sometimes is in my hands too, but mostly the feet. 

I went to my doctor who ordered a blood test which included a blood glucose, thyroid and b12 test. All of it came back normal and now she’s referred me to a neurologist to have a nerve conduction test done. 

I am pretty worried at this stage as all of these symptoms point to nerve damage. Does anyone else have any experience with these symptoms?",4.73419642857143,7.229324026785715,4.476214285714288,82.91878571428573,72.125,5.908571428571428,33.52142857142857,6.742157984588678,2.21889,489,25,81,4,10,149,75,112,0.09300000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.078,-0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,6,12,8,0,2,16,13,5,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,8,1,14,9,3,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,6,53,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225425596238798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680221378187805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019619212892224,0.35197540056227344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207229952316552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964468818397873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580292147099194,0.15030772077261964,0.17576939731154573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869657107214175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801355328831308,0.0,0.0,0.26053998839558073,0.12270487813881878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973714507296271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391291801404226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828764591001932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236805587929368,0.0,0.0,0.17474095654012284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397486788701108,0.0,0.1215721164808794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35704735603087545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777494998610298,0.0,0.0,0.1592225917526259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442990640223027,0.0,0.1220128786051892,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fia31,2020/01/24,"Feeling overshadowed & anxious at my new job So I’ve started a new job recently, (don’t get me wrong I love my new job and where I am), but I started at the same time as another girl who has also joined my department. 

She’s lovely and we get along but I feel like she is overshadowing me in terms of getting along with people and just stepping on my toes with work (I’m ‘one’ above her) which is bringing out my anxiety and making me feel like I can’t be myself. 

I was diagnosed with severe anxiety towards the end of last year and my biggest trigger was worrying about things too much and the situation I mentioned above is making me worry about how I’ll be perceived, if I’ll make friends, if I’ll succeed etc. 

This may sound stupid but I kind of feel on the verge of tears at times and idk what to do so was wondering what people would suggest..

(I’m also not a confrontational person so talking about it won’t work...)",4.098564376799672,5.032869197860965,5.164385026737968,83.65707527766352,70.92513368983957,8.32069107363225,29.357877416700944,8.617729084823388,2.108342986425339,728,28,149,12,13,240,112,187,0.131,0.736,0.132,0.4983,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,3,12,10,2,0,6,0,16,4,1,5,0,35,34,19,0,3,7,0,4,2,1,3,1,1,0,2,7,14,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,3,5,23,7,22,26,4,26,0,0,0,2,13,11,0,4,14,100,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239276972693267,0.0,0.13033486294589186,0.0,0.0,0.1261352289834388,0.18404402742554848,0.13589418879654788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220924719635112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654180677978232,0.0,0.13415586589707282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24329025654378764,0.17187132078305825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293625346630936,0.0,0.1885406906505667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581097102355689,0.0,0.0,0.12526419531508814,0.0,0.09805293016097187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753586547323522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713400605495867,0.0,0.24088481761896954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842746444981145,0.0,0.0,0.34853236180758795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151205378890435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678877363875705,0.10503315085991746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187724993693312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589418879654788,0.0,0.0,0.1352117242812499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028467447171772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966850634366764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991575907908155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402848841977954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045007259184213,0.1751460435495286,0.2443219768614257,0.0,0.08545102247154512,0.13151893610503493,0.0,0.07746323110716623
anxiety,cryingstudent1998,2020/01/24,"Panic attacks while driving? I’m not the super good driver that can weave in and out and that sorta thing, but I am a very very very safe driver. The whole “your car is a weapon that can kill people” is very ingrained in me, I’ve literally never gone over the speed limit in my life (for me personally I just think it’d be so entitled and selfish of me to put people in danger to get somewhere early when I should have had my shit together and left earlier sorta thing - no judgment if you speed or whatever it’s just not my thing). Have driven for like 3 years I think now, that’s sort of my experience with driving. 

For me, my big problem is that if I take a wrong turn or something, or my GPS signal messes up for a minute and is being weird, that’s when I start to panic, and start crying and stuff because there’s been times where I just get completely lost and have no idea where I am as a result of me not staying on route, especially when I accidentally get on to a freeway or something and can’t pull over. Like I’ll just start doing silly things like trying to cut into the correct turning lanes and stuff which just holds up traffic behind me and makes people honk their horns and flip me off and whatever which just makes me meltdown even more. (Fucking up) Driving just seems to be a massive trigger for me. 

For context, I am on multiple medications for mental health, have been in therapy for years, have a lot of other issues like self-harm and BPD and what not, still struggle a lot of the time. I was hoping if anyone has ever has had similar issues with driving they’d have any tips or ways they hold it together.",13.464386503067482,6.504396726993867,12.362650306748467,64.49262576687119,58.7239263803681,15.003190184049082,44.86993865030675,10.355215969177356,4.5690328834355824,1287,40,254,16,10,421,171,326,0.17800000000000002,0.738,0.084,-0.9879,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,3,4,18,25,7,3,14,0,30,5,1,4,3,62,50,30,1,6,20,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,19,19,0,4,4,0,0,9,8,16,0,0,8,0,31,9,39,36,4,49,0,1,0,1,6,20,2,15,22,185,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837010523629422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029934793821298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143778569872158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612877645833418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266256058221643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054134408289056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043759282769378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640519494645511,0.09094346450638624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834663186176634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294687250836356,0.15758275088091606,0.0,0.0,0.08432751288367492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686847067634253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985811323945112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134965217829354,0.0,0.20987361270374053,0.0,0.0,0.11123173128165896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923613753043293,0.0,0.07101381191948139,0.196473503353914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097504159134894,0.17094966904949666,0.0,0.0,0.1342213965408564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128266911025656,0.10131986889921404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754203089997114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359221831602701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910367153657253,0.08778695351695583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620243853610072,0.0,0.10106966747893746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152711383394396,0.1048843148396217,0.0,0.10320204642834832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547999797449354,0.0,0.0,0.21348649469398176,0.10716141254192577,0.08029073687100739,0.0,0.0,0.10510540370068212,0.2301866658018763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559296791145413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497533996919455,0.0,0.2671751145275729,0.12884292254567142,0.0,0.0,0.1172504348139392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825951883121903,0.2187155632030006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318214850336293,0.0,0.07980333911326386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112248428965384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992383486477136,0.0,0.12948790001639587
anxiety,4723985stayalive,2020/01/24,"Witnessed violence. Can't shake off the anxiety A fight between some unknowns broke out when I was sitting outside a bar. I feel so on edge. It was 4 hours ago and I can't shake off the angst. Mentally I'm not feeling anxious, I know this stuff happens. 

My heart rate lowered eventually. But the area around my heart feels so weird. 

I eventually gave up trying to have a nice time and went home. Still feel on edge. 

I just want my heart to go back to normal again. I want to learn to not have things like this affect me so much. 

This is mostly a vent. But any ideas on how to train myself to not have my night ruined each time I witness something like this?",1.2058897243107791,3.585919413533837,2.2409323308270683,94.78871679197998,84.18796992481201,5.050426065162909,20.89674185463659,6.42735559955562,0.1661532832080197,514,16,111,5,15,162,85,133,0.175,0.7490000000000001,0.075,-0.9254,1,0,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,2,7,0,8,4,3,2,0,25,20,9,0,3,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,7,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,4,4,14,3,16,16,4,23,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,2,11,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517157531419084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136871851443636,0.0,0.12528304219908953,0.1850126584139894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578937012763407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259284586559079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33122665161772585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307384939204136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448206233392569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.582202115317671,0.0,0.0,0.16427392930468404,0.0,0.16127974073348497,0.0,0.0,0.18487557015052555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000330706914643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001878463506955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504090377450714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038925593177208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536863645175086,0.16045911168952445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260775839869732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078634942859665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874766310572911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880102502785154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099035500031694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118858326123206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931907154348754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181575269756067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alxond,2020/01/24,How do you make yourself to to school/work when you have panic attacks or overwhelming dread Because I've been missing some school because it's been redicoulsly hard to get to school and I was wondering how other people get past this,6.4560606060606025,7.83941309090909,5.684545454545457,80.43015151515155,65.81818181818181,8.593939393939394,32.84848484848485,8.841846274778883,2.8022666666666667,192,8,33,3,3,58,33,44,0.268,0.732,0.0,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,7,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,4,7,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,21,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262284994244023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28108344402304297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409067162500289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652837047549172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389455243543376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27050187021402705,0.0,0.0,0.22008697352485404,0.15983500282898316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6999896236697705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25002267558987645,0.16784384077825593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Knittle1344,2020/01/24,"I need your help! Hi,

I'm a 26 y/o male. I deal with anxiety at random times in my life, although they probably aren't that random why its happening. In the past, I got anxiety over major things happening or major changes (leaving a job) and the anxiety is rooted in my stomach. I can't think straight during this time and cannot breathe normally. I'm hurting. Recently, I got anxiety over responding to an ex.... completely harmless. SHe asked how I was doing, I said doing well hope all is well and immediately my anxiety shot. I felt my current GF would hate me, that I did something so bad. I told my girlfriend and she obviously didn't care.. but my anxiety is still here. Please help.. I'm so lost. I'm so scared this'll never go away and I can't live like this 24/7. It'll ruin me, and already is. I cannot sleep or anything :(",1.701285663966182,3.9321300479041934,3.7860866502289534,85.41501585065164,80.8562874251497,7.5222261359633675,27.18879887284255,8.4952907291091,2.1731228601620303,646,29,132,15,17,220,105,167,0.22,0.7120000000000001,0.068,-0.9746,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,1,8,12,1,1,5,0,16,4,3,2,3,23,35,14,0,4,3,1,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,9,2,24,6,9,24,3,16,0,3,0,0,16,8,0,5,8,80,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733774536876264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712404086908652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241478549998544,0.0,0.11634740328543565,0.0,0.11692834168433767,0.0,0.10391363552806733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688883479257893,0.0,0.13165550561254455,0.0,0.13048732966578486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830629311911024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949506257866065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072990197754543,0.0,0.1990739752953499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201079800614446,0.0,0.0,0.12287225647321708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668373745866616,0.0,0.0,0.12361059879668113,0.0,0.0,0.13323025276299538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350108714786093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317784915820259,0.0,0.0,0.0879053241588188,0.060801788180753075,0.0,0.10989489134133863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358559078391595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228083668537787,0.09598636065226007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193819547958375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188051325487276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661278257540546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341821308485572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288300799549855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838396200202013,0.0,0.1245998581837542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454357233699476,0.0,0.0,0.0958105334120508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938888028710503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268150383317485,0.0797449014903518,0.0,0.0,0.14513989886598738,0.0,0.0,0.11892083735902148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237976332511657,0.0,0.11230010073095482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884083330177506,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beastiezzz,2020/01/24,"Dry heaving and nausea I’ve been suffering from dry heaving , tiredness , nausea and loss of appetite . 
I’ve taken a blood test at the doctors and my salt was low in my blood (also my liver test was a bit low but that’s probably from eating diclofenac)
Can anxiety be this bad? 
I’ve got death anxiety as well.",3.432786885245904,5.1970221147540965,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,73.75409836065575,7.50295081967213,28.593442622950818,8.238735603445708,2.1476268852459017,243,10,45,4,5,81,43,61,0.302,0.66,0.038,-0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,5,5,3,0,0,4,7,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,1,3,1,6,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,25,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258443169459887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944564375837103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26983787521613684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35282372430643955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307836121367841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306890111793183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584728088452725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484376318483113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905734051552049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Inter2glow,2020/01/24,"Isolation anxiety Hi, I am an introvert, never had many friends, but have managed to get by in life by pursuing interests, family, work (sometimes obsessively!)

Recently I have developed severe anxiety, including terrifying anxiety of being alone, isolated. This crippling fear have made it really difficult for me to be alone at home etc. I don't have any network outside of close family, and a girlfriend whom I have a rather turbulent relationship with, and I am constantly afraid of losing her.

Have any of you any experience in this, how to cope with it?",8.358178694158077,9.464863185567015,9.32737113402062,56.98459621993129,61.47422680412372,15.126460481099654,41.939862542955325,13.816669648895859,7.135076975945017,447,25,66,21,6,153,69,97,0.324,0.654,0.022000000000000002,-0.9857,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,2,7,0,3,3,0,12,1,0,2,1,10,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,8,2,15,10,1,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,50,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35854575949804024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531289723946525,0.0,0.3972486398369176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870528062993789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304524031281897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931886106163668,0.3263546869915191,0.1947785450585728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337317698649225,0.0,0.0904343185493108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362710289567004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226120535324975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364758423571587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378545228124725,0.0,0.17548985235977874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335005389390825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108882620286986,0.0,0.17090915503387588,0.18583786449383466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554662152061425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119410377199726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601428137625675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thrash_1981,2020/01/24,"Been having a night long panic attack. All this news about the wuhan situation has got me absolutely terrified out of my mind. I think I've always had a phobia of the world ending since I saw like 28 days later as a kid or something because I would always get really anxious during times like these (2012, Ebola, Cali Earthquakes, Global Warming, and lately the WW3 scares). I know most of it is usually bullshit and just the media trying to get more viewers but this seems like the real deal this time and I feel like I'm gonna vomit from terror. someone hold me",5.714246395806029,6.465822495412843,6.288361730013107,77.71256880733947,67.1651376146789,8.06343381389253,26.580602883355173,7.957251820313856,1.6740474442988198,448,12,79,5,7,146,85,109,0.151,0.75,0.099,-0.7178,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,3,8,0,6,1,0,0,1,18,16,6,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,8,5,8,10,3,12,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,13,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004944166456869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399067053527187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542239641034474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007269941025664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645155166768024,0.18615788659940452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599298306830856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130070793786267,0.12899795893703989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867886478242785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441688562976934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923556105196156,0.0,0.20368879582535399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528660087993083,0.0,0.0,0.159797175813633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232240889168946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169451024696396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185787838532344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055261442491156,0.1156766133304971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078026966721286,0.0,0.0,0.16438250860385228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936788188092304,0.2029662235348149,0.0,0.0,0.1529948508165427,0.13901022296226326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570081223327405,0.0,0.0,0.2105815402917229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259395573125074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887036301596647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827046929866864,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nonmemorable,2020/01/24,"Wife's job loss triggering my anxiety. Almost exactly a year ago I lost my job (I posted about it). It was an agonizing few months and I went to therapy for a bit and started taking Zoloft. I found a new job and stopped everything. Last week my wife lost hers and I am experiencing huge waves of anxiety. 

Feeling guilty that I can't support my wife in her time of need because I'm reliving my trauma. She is a rock though and very calm. But I feel that maybe she would confide in me more if I was more stable. 

Going back to therapy today but don't know what the answer is. We are fine from a financial, insurance sense as I have a job and savings.  

Really should be relaxing and taking this in stride but feel anxious. Like I feel that if I don't suffer it won't be ok in the end.",2.1653416149068327,3.9040853788819914,4.2130124223602525,85.34013975155283,77.19875776397515,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,1.7817751552795027,610,21,130,14,14,209,102,161,0.135,0.7390000000000001,0.126,0.5651,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,3,12,0,0,9,1,15,1,0,1,1,28,31,14,0,5,5,3,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,7,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,6,5,22,7,12,20,4,20,0,4,0,0,8,5,0,3,13,83,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820300239720274,0.0,0.1335265527847231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040183376854248,0.15064279394014327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025346860648503,0.0,0.08128635947999151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455790728112301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810479599511042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984260312455125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696945639010387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462067824685394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578348873733631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293005071541036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328336210601509,0.10869462104505953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514602029660431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911253762206001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339637748257195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064353420553677,0.0,0.0,0.0988742180052573,0.0,0.1287862005633844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277084122429976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542473133655695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094382840630559,0.0,0.0,0.1114830561611338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131922891282468,0.0,0.0,0.2005188867821772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30498507751449083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310115673902674,0.0,0.07775500589934789,0.0,0.126396222752324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002424667875484,0.0,0.0,0.10696195413745857,0.0,0.0,0.12361288868846995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472502749493968,0.0,0.0,0.08587032061455578
anxiety,potable_person,2020/01/24,"My panic attacks aren't being very considerate of my work schedule. Rude, right? Hi, i come from a developing country in the Caribbean, seeing a psychiatrist is quite expensive but I'm scheduled to see one next month.  I need advice on how people with anxiety but can't medicate ATM deal with stress, anxiety and depression. I understand some of this flies in the face of rule 7 but I'm not sure exactly what to do anymore.

 I do some basic IT stuff, I repair computers, phones and install security cameras along with access control systems, Im slow but only through a lack of experience, I know I can only get better the longer I do it. 
We've slowed down massively and are working from home until we get a new office but despite being in what should be a very comfortable environment, I've had two panic attacks this week and couldn't even properly put on a few rj45 connectors on some cables(4/16 worked) because my hands were too shakey and my coworker basically had to do my work for me. He just had the flu, he has his own life, he shouldn't have to stay back and do my work because I can't get it together. 

Yesterday, I broke down. After only one day of work, I got up the next day and was basically trapped in a spiral of negativity and anxiety and basically softly said the word stop randomly a few times before turning my phone off, going to a friend's place and laying on her couch while staring off into space until the sun went down. 
 I don't want to feel like this anymore.
I don't know what's happening to me as over the years it's only gotten worse.",6.669542057865492,6.367505553745932,7.5962636520406175,72.7658804368653,65.12377850162865,11.002031040429204,34.019735581529034,10.59048541779884,3.5499727534010344,1243,49,234,29,17,420,176,307,0.19,0.763,0.047,-0.9917,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,9,5,14,3,3,17,0,26,5,2,2,2,45,47,20,0,6,7,0,3,1,1,2,3,1,2,0,11,17,0,3,5,0,2,4,9,8,0,3,9,7,25,6,41,32,7,45,0,2,3,0,12,19,0,4,21,153,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693659693988843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766202298084376,0.0,0.19675848367234655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570748948175526,0.0,0.07627828726919778,0.0,0.12094218098177045,0.0,0.08441146256618308,0.0,0.0,0.08773389062446749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545157991224814,0.0,0.0,0.11126066704543308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795093345451494,0.10227032194593014,0.08544037837854879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655203298728799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703613951687667,0.0,0.0,0.0501582445163321,0.07086813796531972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766412825900568,0.0,0.15548292311044026,0.0,0.05637735819966781,0.0,0.07933889698462189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772178447574347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950518019585644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715247568029107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903489465486417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006753592466418,0.04846386175587915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993305336819894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918008927983465,0.0,0.0,0.07355516746549776,0.0,0.09580748895714386,0.2109995734259788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444028817443168,0.30178273957708224,0.0,0.2327784637550569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877243840010708,0.0,0.10364235715391623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972289003446064,0.0,0.1055108720262835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471582541774007,0.09436143475785667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809830580862036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573346114038566,0.0,0.08293521841115015,0.11363268462478344,0.0,0.11355968676726555,0.0,0.0,0.09349434863003483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057844022391187924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790056305796827,0.09690349088282242,0.1032701711739398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636999422698997,0.05851043142658174,0.0,0.07957185005093365,0.0,0.0,0.09195892429602713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333104762957543,0.0,0.1010927587090982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388122141996401
anxiety,immh2001,2020/01/24,"Sertaline? Any success stories Sertaline? Any success stories

Hi guys starting sertaline today, has anyone had any success with this medication, scared to take new meds as i know these have potentially bad side effects, suffer from severe anxiety and hypocondria.",7.598536585365847,11.711178121951225,6.027512195121955,66.45346341463414,72.65853658536584,6.206829268292682,42.34634146341463,7.554174236665415,4.5062839024390255,217,14,23,3,5,64,34,41,0.253,0.555,0.193,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,11,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331786451068299,0.0,0.19993119428149395,0.0,0.0,0.18274122857277034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821541617691864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587765016715023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363052138391671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29029971264127896,0.2632815229325461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524123976082463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26165584305641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29524986865438524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498409761619836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650184863368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24772819986903774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shebtattedd,2020/01/24,"Advice? So my anxiety got bad a year ago, then it got terrible a few months ago... I started going to sleep and a hour after I’ve fallen asleep I’ll wake up like suddenly and abruptly feeling just anxious feeling soooo hot like burning up and I’ll take my temperature and it’s normal, I won’t be sweating but I’ll feel like I’m on fire... I never use to have issues sleeping and this started... is this anxiety? Why am I waking up like this",0.9248351648351658,3.174975604395605,3.3897692307692324,86.96773076923077,84.16483516483515,5.837802197802197,24.48461538461539,7.1686216300943375,1.2256408791208793,344,14,69,5,10,119,60,91,0.129,0.727,0.14400000000000002,0.3299,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,5,6,6,1,1,13,16,8,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,5,6,4,7,12,1,18,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,16,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629124363497986,0.319839135319192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602111364012777,0.20380810968733412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063197717358967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736569959170811,0.12888251259479305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025292294512604,0.0,0.2885752803292631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776641629363751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188297621496808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525502124072195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439988286253414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914069326197215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676016611995252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610737792022746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553854430432087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356433129085565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581338053828134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627888979529348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617593689646942
anxiety,hxhx67891,2020/01/24,"I'm using alcohol to overcome my social anxiety but I'm afraid I'd turn into an alcoholic I have very acute social anxiety and I found out (8 months ago) that I can overcome social situations (jobs interviews, parties, school projects, etc) by drinking alcohol. And I have been drinking since then. Of course I don't drink everyday, mostly 3-4 days a week when I have a public speaking activity. The problem is I'm really worried about turning into an alcoholic person. I still find alcohol very disgusting to drink, it takes a lot from me to be able to drink the amount of alcohol that will help me face these social situations. But still. 
What do you think about this? And do you have any other suggestions to overcome my SA please?  I already went to some psychiatrist for my SA issue but they just loaded me with drugs that had bad side effects.",4.6235961538461545,6.637599975000002,5.65625,76.43144230769231,71.125,9.173076923076923,30.43269230769231,9.661875296680813,3.1779711538461535,676,29,118,17,13,223,102,160,0.121,0.79,0.08900000000000001,-0.6585,1,0,12,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,1,6,4,1,1,7,0,13,13,1,2,0,20,23,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,8,7,11,0,4,5,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,1,17,0,17,17,5,14,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,3,9,77,25,4,0.09072884923188286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042565057855339,0.581769284543437,0.0,0.0,0.10012154124314013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169872870248981,0.0,0.13881464265321894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575479936205799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851260194413981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443986570679784,0.10521666060574976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118664998172153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292452450624893,0.0,0.0,0.09947950018660087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081363515806985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469734650302668,0.09003438317154461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713442312259483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241890185317648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922093157442557,0.0,0.09959303109452833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868152555161775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812322406290514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182243920475064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505184165067162,0.20396605585280475,0.0,0.3699465441540063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491235239162806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682168032777716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581353831174252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973738690387544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836059515436687,0.0,0.14972160502013618,0.0,0.0,0.07277721017399531,0.0,0.0,0.08410655221139936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213955047812324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,patheticphillipe,2020/01/24,"Why does my heart race so fast? I am 19 and I'm a guy... every time I raise my hand to make a comment or something to the teacher my heart races so fast like it's about to pop out of my chest although mentally I am not anxious and I couldn't care less what the teacher thinks or student think of what I'm about to say... this has been happening for the past 1-2 years, am i subconsciously nervous and anxious?",2.000147783251233,3.3104794252873617,3.362889983579638,93.08896551724138,76.58620689655173,6.3507389162561605,26.221674876847292,6.868970318607317,0.8778847290640388,318,12,74,3,7,104,58,87,0.057,0.826,0.11800000000000001,0.6237,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,6,4,4,1,0,11,13,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,2,10,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481198569374743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714054198098207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863744290017502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943924748878393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210877117337336,0.18833164542415884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047489315585645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404802960452232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216137649550542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146270624545614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330717760883632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936496987045313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395730315112367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27292946866665896,0.0,0.0,0.1241864832092722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192175338177702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371478659905006
anxiety,Assuagehempcbd,2020/01/24,Morning anxiety I am starting to gain some ground on my anxiety issues. But mornings are still tough. Added a magnesium supplement 2 days ago.  Seems to be helping.,3.4712068965517235,6.678898103448278,4.327155172413793,76.95211206896555,85.20689655172414,8.417241379310347,34.836206896551715,8.841846274778883,4.3289241379310335,131,8,20,4,4,42,27,29,0.156,0.667,0.17800000000000002,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338819464190977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5762801139576671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429113260087809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25246391828146103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931299795986431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428925812131862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665983595949698,0.0,0.30079718304193065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teggie123456,2020/01/24,"Feeling very sleepy on citalopram/celexa? Hey,

I’ve been taking 20mg for since mid October 2019 and it’s done wonders for my anxiety. 
However, I am very sleepy. I seem to be sleeping around 9-11 hours if I don’t set any alarm, and still finding it very hard to get out of bed. I’m trying to give myself 9 hours each night, but even when I do I wake up really desperate to go back to sleep. It takes me so long to get out of bed, and even when I do I’m yawning all the time for the next few hours, often only barely keeping my eyes open. 
In general I think I’m getting pretty good sleep- most of the time I’m not waking up during the night. I’m also having some very intense and vivid dreams. 
When I first started taking it, I found taking it in the morning made me feel nauseous and jittery so I switched to the evening. I now take it just before I go to sleep, and no longer get the upset tummy or the anxious feelings.
However, I can’t afford to be this sleeping and unproductive anymore. Has anyone else experienced this and did they find a way of at least lessening the tiredness a little bit?",3.5763495575221254,4.505192597345137,4.799280973451328,85.81228429203541,72.14159292035399,7.419911504424777,26.95685840707965,7.645422480735847,1.4172309734513269,861,29,179,10,16,285,138,226,0.077,0.8540000000000001,0.068,0.1812,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,15,3,0,2,11,0,12,9,8,1,1,34,39,17,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,8,13,0,1,9,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,5,7,19,1,25,32,7,33,0,0,2,0,3,12,0,7,17,109,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776883134011311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613166938958395,0.0,0.0743941102793376,0.10986205213033824,0.09644343932110798,0.06799774872491063,0.09964160810649828,0.0,0.08657093800128995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477736392821006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275050321656673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616913871518212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951800822474677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123785026461608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926932706673072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751385112887153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776499951495456,0.08271871713783127,0.0,0.10662692012835367,0.0,0.0,0.20323132645456896,0.09328871214007084,0.11053604852268348,0.08156663183704847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711470426310662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873077459010742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643809151715927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746759387510576,0.0,0.08606102236662162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201798403260336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342387365809973,0.1825204776266057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396114462090313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893572041631944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062299271288382974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853051799949624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044417905358449,0.0,0.4865889097160368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883231707507999,0.0,0.0776620197884507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655902784426277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231230394870711,0.0,0.0,0.11341165797685805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602470358114851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209576564020826,0.0,0.07719057942332444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546082067532407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justlc,2020/01/24,Anxiety is Ruining Me I just woke up with a debilitating panic attack and I felt like I was actually dying of a heart attack. I would’ve been in the ER if my bf wasn’t awake. Anxiety is ruining me and I’m so tired of it consuming my life. I can’t even sleep without the possibility of waking up suddenly with anxiety. I’m just so tired,0.16035993740219112,2.4774332676056368,4.438779342723009,77.2897496087637,89.56338028169014,8.789358372456965,23.381846635367765,9.150863307647796,2.6457123630672927,266,11,55,10,9,102,45,71,0.341,0.627,0.033,-0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,4,0,6,6,3,0,0,9,10,5,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,5,1,9,1,9,5,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.19014126123010705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471691989108336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433301432458256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221903705939026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869372343271568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870823933116274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23089304997442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762525474758047,0.09519174939126927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860940484966594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965921005067188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498637919911554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478928556047448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782426700341906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841276930387408,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cakefed,2020/01/24,"I'm stuck in a vicious cycle of avoidance. Help? Back in 12th grade I began skipping classes a lot — history class in particular. History was my first class of the day so my mom would drop me off at school and I'd just hide in the bathroom stall and wait for it to pass instead of going. I disliked that
class because my teacher was very pushy, but I also felt really burnt out. I suddenly couldn't stand being at school for 6 hours a day anymore.

Anyway... After graduating from high school, the habit continued throughout college to the point where I had to drop out because I just... stopped going. I re-enrolled last year (at a different place) and my attendance is a little better now, but I still feel extremely impatient and bored all the time. It's hard for me to sit through class. After 3 hours I already feel the need to go home.

If I skip a day and say to myself ""I'll go tomorrow"", when tomorrow actually comes I get too anxious to go back because I know the teacher will scold me for skipping the previous day and so, I end up skipping another day. And another one, and his goes on and on and on... Like, I said. It's a vicious cycle.

Now my parents want me to get a job. I don't know how I'll manage to be at work at least 8 hours a day without going insane.",3.4400839647757517,4.616061634241248,4.974757321318863,83.4878906409994,72.73540856031128,8.056440712676633,29.4796231824698,8.532816995589336,2.178234241245136,988,41,201,17,19,333,143,257,0.142,0.807,0.052000000000000005,-0.9458,3,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,3,16,6,2,1,17,0,10,0,0,1,1,34,31,18,0,5,6,2,4,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,13,0,3,5,0,0,9,3,4,0,2,7,6,26,2,37,19,3,62,0,0,0,0,6,21,0,2,29,128,30,14,0.0,0.0,0.1041968444053134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782869448100007,0.08538780344710514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392546571225425,0.0,0.12062518044761066,0.10589195309491456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420652704604125,0.0,0.1952668599089977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944336717527386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919770728363858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131656432068837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155698516832337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457081853048437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797713778871083,0.0,0.10252059390346936,0.0,0.0,0.09082262699142099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157089709696,0.0,0.36409562375175775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956492866973822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156892661008822,0.11281348407650126,0.10710387351375536,0.0,0.3154551368856416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595755614411377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736132272424656,0.08703574817162936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216479493100755,0.10701644353985602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077615329561388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505340574890075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917219321648762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723533970364427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856082730724367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155698516832337,0.0,0.10093673940491917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840269861335155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156732697724223,0.0849116408582567,0.0,0.32418552494959896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527052762307556,0.08926854988915832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226126966976346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810042792030685,0.0629785688987559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292713847528884,0.0,0.07773335745606087,0.0,0.0,0.07584978501541932,0.0,0.0,0.06875949820301851
anxiety,Korean__Princess,2020/01/24,"Anxiety When People Show Sexual Interest In You? So.. I have this weird problem.. 

If I had to describe myself I am generally quite innocent, very slow to proceed in relationships etc, with the exception of sometimes switching into a hyper-sexual mood where I suddenly feel quite frisky about sexual stuff, but those are like... once every 1-3 months sorta-thing.. As you can imagine, this creates problems in the kind of hyper-sexual society we live in today.. and it's hard to talk about since most people wouldn't mind having sex or similar on first date it seems.. 

The problem I have and wonder if anyone else has is that when guys show sexual interest in me, show frisky pics and how they want to do stuff to me, my anxiety flares up by A LOT, and especially just now I had a guy record himself on voice while uhm.. doing stuff or almost doing stuff and I just spent 30 minutes calming myself down from a panic attack.. It's that bad.. 

I have become quite asexual lately, but even back when my sex drive was up by a lot and I watched lewd stuff occasionally, I still had this problem.. 

Wondering what to do really.. I don't want to feel this way when sexual stuff happens, but how to approach it.. 

I guess I could just accept it, and hope to find  a partner that wouldn't  mind my super slow and more intimate pacing..? But I do feel broken in a way since it's not really normal.. At least not common it seems..

Sorry for rambling, I am still trying to calm down so my mind is all over the place right now.. ><;",3.897426796805679,5.52394580272109,5.128550724637684,81.06065217391306,72.26530612244899,8.37834960070985,24.347234545992308,8.964715089967882,1.839224963028689,1182,34,225,24,23,392,164,294,0.09300000000000001,0.799,0.10800000000000001,0.5717,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,2,1,5,20,18,1,1,11,0,24,2,0,2,1,58,37,26,0,13,14,0,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,22,11,0,0,10,3,1,2,5,8,0,1,5,6,28,9,36,29,7,42,0,0,1,2,10,18,0,14,21,166,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338592295505587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740729864481148,0.0,0.0,0.0582264472714296,0.08532307244354433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473510714123032,0.0,0.0640318292812443,0.0695295118844992,0.0,0.09196853263268027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648674817392212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956394135948914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287145424056782,0.05500105897848615,0.0,0.07016112955483589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263160565698867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611005191390485,0.0708320071194028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173464422264284,0.16490680781059294,0.0736380761667302,0.0,0.07459628928102616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270892029143262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671605900641123,0.0,0.0,0.09393561867245047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068300211448776,0.0,0.07353162185822587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159152514085016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25224610231055994,0.0,0.0664677477792217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158990077372565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868307216000401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770297279297366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546208475681888,0.0,0.08700260529139052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187242203002207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657133918486809,0.0,0.0,0.10669368626884013,0.0,0.0,0.08940408321146233,0.0,0.07111472300662053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161730012751365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377686419856729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235916798027525,0.09321735303132198,0.0,0.0,0.13300391807084466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719662622196368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693171695969509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893310710438127,0.0,0.0,0.05653692943912336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870898083869631,0.09823319558963756,0.13219652964765727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061212406003874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alli98x,2020/01/24,"anxiety before sleep i live in a crappy apartment (i guess the building is very old). we clean but there's only so much we can do. last winter, and this winter we had mice. last year, i put a fan near my futon/bed. i felt a mice crawling on me one night. i now try to make sure i don't put anything near my futon that can climb up. i've also had 2 kinds of bugs crawl on here before. i havent seen any creatures in awhile now, but my paranoia has gotten so bad this past month. i feel wind or my hair or the weight of my clothes and it feels like something crawling so i freakout and get an adrenaline rush. i've tried melatonin and asmr but it only helps sometimes. how can i make this paranoia go away so i can actually get some sleep?",0.7951693548387091,2.8435720774193567,2.2719959677419372,96.02799395161293,83.06451612903227,4.649193548387096,20.010080645161292,5.602791699666715,-0.26337903225806425,572,16,129,3,16,185,99,155,0.125,0.7829999999999999,0.092,-0.7414,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,6,0,11,4,3,3,1,21,22,15,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,7,1,0,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,5,6,20,3,11,17,2,25,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,4,12,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.15122533054579793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392696606663865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538279934452227,0.0,0.11854924680332522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752454656040724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559649449597928,0.0,0.12939088030567708,0.0,0.0,0.26373081933731474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671183178992984,0.11070837728850864,0.1487925165996013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192760816390514,0.0,0.08807125488682313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071350062421553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387103990710336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137416914586478,0.0,0.2526373972585353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570899484834215,0.0,0.13683860312934434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688320502829885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369309324903445,0.0,0.11391849498070418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454259286627088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626116829778397,0.0,0.10500957534170242,0.2357186060723716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793343151929686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31156905349024905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310157610773706,0.0,0.0,0.1193010830363382,0.1532662168535473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460544600105405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042469223889368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786391382112966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887079238819822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979359646888143
anxiety,throwaway72980,2020/01/24,"Why do I feel like everyone hates me? Every time I talk to anyone I feel like they're disgusted by me or something. It prevents me from even having a job because I think anywhere I apply they're going to reject me. I have no friends anymore, because I think noone genuinely enjoys talking to me, so I just stop responded to people. I fucking hate my life, I seriously wish these thoughts would go away.",5.6326923076923086,6.349658423076924,6.378615384615388,77.11638461538463,67.33333333333333,8.804102564102564,34.83076923076923,8.841846274778883,3.078319999999999,319,15,57,5,5,105,56,78,0.223,0.599,0.177,-0.6087,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,4,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,15,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,1,2,16,4,7,13,0,6,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,1,5,35,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858165149062986,0.13296008357285946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865592296609872,0.0,0.0,0.2318322015776582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559490989180766,0.0,0.16021292876913246,0.18170027601719715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922951307657417,0.2716920815027424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691249265023976,0.1757942896911325,0.0,0.0,0.21613777698504175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375475373565316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869848313835397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431137904636425,0.18579925839958605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182882657427755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463898232886423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897724116186526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30567713118923856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368598360969945,0.0,0.15096101909735454,0.1108803144626419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158438968917664,0.0,0.21866769172125347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507993105572386,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Opacitus,2020/01/24,"SO Suffering Big Time, Need Help! Hi all,

My SO is suffering big time at the moment working a job which she loves but she is being essentially bullied, basically members of staff are lying about her performance and people are just ignoring that she even exists; she is having daily panic attacks and is constantly being sick because she’s so anxious about going to work on a morning. Now, to make things harder she NEEDS to stick this out until July when she will receive the qualification she so desperately needs and deserves which will enable her to move onto a better job in a nice environment. 

She’s taking Amitryptaline on an evening along with Sertraline, I’ve recommended her taking something like KSM 66 & CBD but as I’m no doctor she won’t listen to me... Is there any other medications that she could recommend to her doctor or herbal remedies that might work? 

I’m at breaking point and I don’t know what to do.",6.716584340514974,7.638669497109832,7.186410930110352,71.55158696794537,65.01156069364163,9.527903310562273,31.912243825538624,9.573946990214177,3.075871676300579,745,28,124,14,11,244,115,173,0.207,0.6940000000000001,0.099,-0.9783,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,6,12,9,1,1,7,0,17,5,0,1,1,20,29,14,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,0,1,18,4,21,22,1,21,0,2,0,1,20,10,0,2,8,91,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129926192765832,0.0,0.10751215240507382,0.0,0.0,0.17860589035775132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985945099361092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963751549551904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982495164411254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084791725483564,0.0,0.12622849528300847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32364027828690023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884465264160487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985081281569132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596984652549442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137760057232848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688659971717644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723876233311508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268973832447068,0.0,0.10553173196859447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926723704374354,0.0,0.16771713592877746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803329603865072,0.0,0.35168328889211103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854940958771552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960533957057768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945383828091927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171166738094308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774024213535394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503337508643708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843765864292629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34529197305450604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Apprehensive-Durian,2020/01/24,panic attack out of nowhere... about 30 minutes ago i went from watching youtube to gasping for air.  it hit THAT fast.  i came so close to calling EMS but i told myself to calm down and breathe.  i scooped up my cat and held her until felt good enough to go back to my room and relax a little bit.  i turned on the light and started to breathe normally again.  still shaking bad though.  i hope we find a cure for this soon.  i’m tired.,0.7930681818181853,3.0868958068181835,1.5192727272727282,99.84390909090912,85.25,3.974545454545455,22.43636363636364,4.935628992294339,-0.20204909090909065,333,12,75,1,10,102,70,88,0.149,0.705,0.146,0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,7,8,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,14,11,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,5,3,11,4,16,5,2,20,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,8,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913047794343238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455178995641107,0.0,0.1659465081613529,0.18019444143501304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561137914940816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220368714321957,0.24683203213843194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299202562387724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721386511193468,0.0,0.197248735400276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265122969501467,0.1810133043581981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435052957606515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163008430999372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145045029342835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532094952459333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275321390348467,0.0,0.17234815890306254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120347071956716,0.0,0.0,0.2480447468172105,0.0,0.2062181132822065,0.0,0.0,0.23474205188852326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006037009383934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Haxtin,2020/01/24,"Moved Out Recently, feel Like I'll never see home again I've had a lot of issues with depression and anxiety for a long time but I finally moved out a week ago now and for the last few hours I've just had this terrible sense of anxiety in the pit of my stomach. I've had it before but this is the first time I haven't been able to shake it. I'm a whole state away from anyone I know and love with the exception of my roommates but it feels like talking to them won't help me at all. I've been going through phases of panic  from just a little feeling in the back of my mind to a full blown attack the last few hours. Racing thoughts and the latter, I just feel really isolated and I already miss my friends and family and dogs etc. I know it'll pass and get better but right now it's just not a great feeling",2.118398018166808,3.488924427745665,3.6211932287365833,91.10984104046246,76.39884393063582,7.254995871180843,22.183732452518573,7.957251820313856,0.843368620974402,638,17,145,10,14,211,98,173,0.18100000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.114,-0.9106,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,8,12,1,2,14,0,9,2,1,0,2,34,23,12,0,0,10,0,5,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,0,8,0,0,5,4,6,0,1,6,6,12,6,23,15,7,32,0,2,1,1,5,9,0,1,19,94,19,0,0.1347147051473281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941645789291595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866102702343034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611276141468626,0.0,0.0,0.09419565411192174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532574251513677,0.12656890002283305,0.10358729281580677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146322918735047,0.0,0.0,0.11914420922841805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602957814400255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024250646335044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699703471117404,0.0,0.3405790132323963,0.19248042454904413,0.0,0.14757337468613194,0.0,0.11458825937927827,0.0,0.0,0.10408024702255096,0.0,0.07038287329507023,0.0,0.07656147143682497,0.0,0.0,0.14852343800961673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029642719614324,0.0,0.13512983322844085,0.0,0.26533369671849194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406071521946147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807135771013816,0.2196209296545072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162960046477798,0.13501952538051165,0.0,0.11921827483083787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452962487281368,0.12158528100871176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360234493531983,0.0,0.0,0.28636082394687074,0.0,0.0,0.10390028550775916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805868058567346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630168968455082,0.0,0.13301451922986235,0.0,0.0,0.11504562212717467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735017843074834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827857709508662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694842810839106,0.1571064558367367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806001060343708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504041573575185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spiff56k,2020/01/24,My treatment So I get a script of 1mg alpaz a month. It works pretty good but if I get 60 2mgs I’d be so much more functional. Any thoughts?,-2.3337499999999984,-0.5793193749999991,0.5497499999999995,102.52025,102.125,3.8100000000000014,15.775,5.6839178017228535,-0.8455450000000001,108,3,28,1,5,37,27,32,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.4678,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28658533175622364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440357227126143,0.0,0.0,0.35347361500207475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363796215816755,0.0,0.3097978975722834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287435432942165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33456657168477244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068044322957133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SoDakTex91,2020/01/24,"It’s 2AM and I am anxious. Today is day 3 of basically no sleep because my brain is currently processing all the bad things that could happen and get worked up. I start therapy again tomorrow (technically later today  haha) and I think I’m anxious about it even though I am excited to start taking control again. My husband is traveling for work (nothing new) but I feel so lonely because he normally calms me down, I call him my human weighted blanket.",3.886147058823529,6.386583894117647,5.490220588235296,74.62474264705884,74.76470588235293,8.485294117647058,31.801470588235286,9.188382445141503,3.4271470588235298,361,18,59,9,8,122,66,85,0.132,0.813,0.055,-0.6769,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,1,1,6,3,2,1,1,10,14,6,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,3,6,13,1,14,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,11,39,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101846794609335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158113523623773,0.22133431301795206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266244674364967,0.18537608386504767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036163322549299,0.14494761279369453,0.0,0.0,0.11708045830771575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990768715597533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179378527895236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484892062557708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053820715019254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533572305514122,0.0,0.0,0.1778739624066096,0.1741957647747908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181674483673695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569946707576406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649802481307516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761067122526447,0.0,0.12060935170232595,0.11632566444029882,0.17836544440686644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441637847963395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107092294702752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26433147866157725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Miraade288,2020/01/24,"My life is changing alot and it's making my anxiety flare. I was diagnosed with anxiety in 2018, but I've dealt with it probably since before I was a teenager, (I'm 17 now) and it's only gotten worse since then. A good way I found to deal with it is to have a routine. If I know what to roughly expect from my day, I worry about it just a little bit less. When that routine is changed, I just get anxious. My mind feels like it becomes crowded, and everything in my body feels off.
I'm going to turn 18 in a few months and the pressure of graduating high school soon, having to find a job after, and the whole adult thing is just kind of alot for me.
But the big stressor on top of that; my dad has been pressuring me to take a trade school, (something I desperately don't want to do) and how he doesn't support me going to college to become a novelist, which is my biggest dream. And knowing he thinks I'm going to fail at that also causes me worry, cause maybe he is right.

I cut this down alot cause if I went though everything making me anxious we'd be here forever.
And I know I probably sound kinda ridiculous for worrying so much about all of this, and I'm not very good at explaining myself, but I hope some of this makes sense. I kind of just needed to rant about it a little cause I haven't slept well in weeks.

Anyway I hope all of you have a great day/night. And if you're going through a similar issue right now, or having bad anxiety at all, I'm thinking of you and wish you the best! ^.^",4.047596153846154,4.370862413461541,5.20617948717949,85.52215384615388,70.69871794871794,8.291282051282051,27.138461538461538,8.238735603445708,1.570531538461538,1171,36,253,16,20,389,165,312,0.182,0.706,0.11199999999999999,-0.9568,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,3,0,3,18,17,2,2,18,0,20,4,2,8,3,59,53,24,0,9,12,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,16,14,0,0,10,1,1,5,4,6,1,0,7,4,32,11,40,44,13,33,0,1,0,0,12,18,0,11,10,169,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059041760863659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258159554723867,0.19944257887342712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370273448488529,0.0,0.19497713008113596,0.07511225871243463,0.0,0.09263514025977593,0.0,0.09636924857823218,0.0980493634074502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627152015549268,0.18675837341893006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385519601200784,0.0910036936581188,0.0,0.08959337292152424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866486010318087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926510509679593,0.0630609368857463,0.0,0.0,0.08067824432824679,0.0,0.0,0.09678477470318997,0.0,0.0,0.04611803970296202,0.0,0.2006661458470464,0.1480753279967905,0.0,0.09731926945113346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326333072589983,0.0,0.17534636520668587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213216118992767,0.08759550937080729,0.0,0.0,0.18384166663336005,0.14553456900911885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062348533311927475,0.04312483176745252,0.17694179111069816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676506134235398,0.0,0.08868024824830589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912871191696617,0.0,0.07045720059876392,0.0,0.06488946182795384,0.06545194930099821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283650734985552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713419753948849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034248801498524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076618275215062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867026019348986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460376373342119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795545424850702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016907034897334,0.0,0.0,0.06636892951639739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864343878317633,0.1131211947536804,0.08672597002199449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960136782522042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728329544423348,0.052064619295558084,0.07006554095065275,0.07080580297452656,0.0,0.07936637698236051,0.08182825297245308,0.0,0.0985516017714273,0.1015074817809632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26893095414283663,0.08995585688564463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LowResCrab,2020/01/24,"I’m seriously a child. All I want is people to tell me everything’s okay. It’s okay. It’s seriously all I ever look for. 

I rant and ask advice to calm my nerves, look on google for symptoms. All because I want to hear ‘you’re okay’ I can’t come to that conclusion myself for some reason. 

I’m getting better at it but I still find myself stressed or worried and seeking others to comfort me and tell me I’m okay. Like I’m never completely sure unless someone else agrees.

Even this post is probably asking for it. I just want my dad to tell me I’m okay when I think I have some sort of new disease. My girlfriend to lay my head on her lap and play with my hair and tell me I’m okay, everything’s okay. My manager to tell me I’m doing good, my friends to tell me I’m fine. I just want someone else other then me to tell me everything will be okay.

I can’t decide if this is bad or normal or okay... I even need someone to tell me that haha...",-0.6679721305463886,1.493427039603965,1.8733223322332253,94.95713788045471,92.96039603960396,4.774770810414377,18.37257059039237,6.42735559955562,-0.03662104877154393,730,22,166,9,27,249,98,202,0.09,0.6940000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9658,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,23,0,1,1,10,9,3,2,1,6,35,30,13,0,7,8,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,4,32,19,21,28,5,11,0,0,2,0,16,3,0,7,7,97,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699662496812288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559112717722495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287872441563764,0.06050853723898601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877882198729637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550449583888041,0.10407318904920797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658395282502767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112180672916338,0.08978718747759264,0.0,0.0,0.2676279511237261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907226851859817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668874273638415,0.0,0.051859735325221465,0.0,0.0,0.08325535265125007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187034358097133,0.0,0.11187427407208572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048493873022559336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667083513179698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360071653374231,0.07655614291360195,0.09586681778478737,0.0,0.0,0.09725462926530846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881502576137576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950645257995506,0.0,0.1070200632244922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020567605330181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252310373351576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792699011773954,0.0,0.11370305171230607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355224504456246,0.10317010512913116,0.0,0.0,0.6940673731124252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636023913568676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341866561429448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080428535438543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nanotech23,2020/01/24,"What i think is OCD is so bad that i don't know how my life can get any better Whenever I stop using the internet, my mind goes back to calling myself names and imaginary conversations that make no sense and endless responses again until it makes me so frustrated that I go back to using the internet again. Its a never ending cycle that is ruining my life. Constantly being on the internet is the only way I can feel relaxed and in control of how my mind works, no matter how boring it is. when I go outside everything falls apart for me emotionally

I've tried almost every medication type out there and none of them have really changed much to improve things for me emotionally or cognitively. The only unique one left to try is Trintellix and im not convinced it or anything else can help me anymore.

This morning I called the suicide prevention hotline out of desperation to talk to somebody directly and the woman i was connected to just told me a lot of common sense advice that just made me feel stupid about not being able to keep in mind. She also said my ADHD wasn't a mental disability which i put a lot of effort into to ignore because of how it marginalized a lot of problems I personally had to experience and put up with throughout my childhood & teen education years as well as university before i dropped out.

I feel like my life is just set up for me to go through repeated failures and emotional pain. Like what mentally ill people who were born before psychiatric medications were 

I am starting IOP tomorrow for the 4th time so that will be the beginning of me going outside again and talking to real people other than my mom so at least I'll have that for the next few weeks.",8.551726923076924,7.492241193846155,8.924490384615384,67.25719711538464,61.676923076923075,12.18653846153846,37.85096153846154,11.333407214811013,4.3661115384615385,1368,57,238,33,16,457,190,325,0.13699999999999998,0.8009999999999999,0.062,-0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,1,4,21,14,2,0,15,0,23,7,0,10,1,52,43,24,1,1,7,1,3,2,0,1,7,1,0,2,19,14,0,5,5,1,0,7,8,8,1,1,8,4,32,6,42,31,7,44,0,1,0,0,15,12,0,6,24,175,51,2,0.09312373345016432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191663092306686,0.09099943455391177,0.0,0.0,0.09324996735491264,0.0,0.0,0.07447101599541818,0.0,0.10089952628656816,0.0,0.06332733209500034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235372048892783,0.0,0.0,0.07663289797316453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321280567631686,0.07775442764994238,0.0567673635679759,0.0,0.15848287655805945,0.0,0.0,0.08236037461674144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017948742039328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851256222386903,0.0,0.0,0.10063367304722956,0.10444618553613842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779292992113017,0.3142549980587451,0.08247998724836922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846076182545336,0.0,0.08369360697201142,0.09109288035772503,0.0,0.0,0.14125847306255726,0.06652761378379914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048653307187354236,0.0,0.2116974550280316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624188755675912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005896122390687,0.0,0.0,0.08277265306759883,0.0,0.0,0.0511783685081848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011792088699702,0.0,0.19732814079550084,0.0909911046045646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375114041293229,0.0,0.0881159282282224,0.12432163039125155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762472867478935,0.18769364076380934,0.0,0.2820852725770241,0.1090653911196686,0.0,0.0,0.0684566590399714,0.0,0.07182276413283183,0.0,0.09903814698997188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310305184699584,0.14164959120998674,0.09909021810236612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912054280560914,0.0813120520988384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910683627689438,0.0,0.18723014613036584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599519604610193,0.059657448217651426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858199563149095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591345784125194,0.0,0.0,0.07785561096909416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186224980092914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496986589658271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061867270595576264,0.05966992822331355,0.0,0.0,0.05430119785601762,0.0,0.0,0.0889837180415564,0.0,0.1264498044205097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085801237269945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391728505974011,0.07469824183671152,0.0,0.08372942008248756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677951870500321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996863116037353
anxiety,anxighty,2020/01/24,"I didn’t show up to work and never explained why. LONG TEXT, IM SORRY. 

First of all I (18F) hate my job. I wanted to quit two days in but was so scared to. Finally about a month ago, I was able to do it. At this point I’ve been there for 4 months and I’ve picked up on most things. Everyone is unwilling to teach me more things and get mad at me for not knowing how to do things. The manager is a bitch normally (she admitted to it) and is now pregnant so the hormones are raging even more!! I work with her like every shift I have too.

My last week comes up and one of the lady’s who makes the schedule comes to talks to me in front of everyone and pressures me into staying once a week on Sundays. I know I could’ve said no but the situation was just so bad and her questions made me feel like I was saying yes already. 

This week I work my shift on Sunday and then today on my way home from school, I saw I got a bunch of text messages time stamped around 30 mins ago by the time I saw it from coworkers and my manager. The main text I got was asking if I’m running late because I was suppose to be coming in a x:xx and stay till x:xx.

I was so scared for a moment and started running to my room when I got home to put on my uniform. I had never agreed to work on Thursdays and they didn’t even know my school schedule to be putting me at whatever time. I know I should’ve looked at the rest of schedule but I only agreed to work on Sunday so I only looked at Sunday and just assumed. 

I start to cry because I didn’t know what to do and was so anxious on what they thought about me now. I also had agreed to help out at my new/2nd job today. I text the people there and they said it was fine and to go to my shift at my original job but at this point I felt like it was so unfair that I already wanted to quit and decided to help them out by staying once a week but they didn’t keep their end of our deal. I am responsible for not looking and telling them ahead of time.

After crying a little, I decided to not show up because it was too late at this point there was only a few hours left on my shift by the time I was at home deciding and had felt that this was out of my control in some sense. I also didn’t text anyone back because I started to feel angry at them so...

 NOW, I don’t know what to do. Do I send a text to my employer tomorrow and explain or wait until Sunday to see what they say in person? If anything goes bad I’ll probably panic and walk out on them. 

(I’ve always want to skip a shift like this but never had the balls to and I was kind of proud of myself because I don’t wanted to be treated like shit at my job twice a week.)",2.7668140802287127,3.2088655679442546,4.252439024390245,90.78896497811134,73.63414634146342,7.211221299026178,24.82247833467345,7.116496586553881,0.785318377557402,2052,58,483,19,39,686,227,574,0.141,0.789,0.07,-0.9942,5,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,10,11,28,20,5,4,23,1,41,1,1,6,4,84,85,46,0,7,14,0,4,5,0,0,0,4,4,1,22,32,0,3,19,3,0,11,14,11,0,4,36,14,74,9,93,46,9,112,0,0,6,0,32,43,2,7,59,330,96,15,0.06208895265611394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100762205932221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703340639127115,0.09930502601394714,0.051662982452181115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014284358367079,0.0,0.04341403933721032,0.0,0.05109391771435928,0.055272331486326536,0.05804478934095182,0.0,0.0,0.047742572070226585,0.1036833640211402,0.18924424625171876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045240494496515,0.0,0.0,0.06963803993463655,0.04957297647184755,0.0,0.13640359804026347,0.0400422379722973,0.06401098387169117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499238307580808,0.0,0.0,0.08201833530900902,0.0,0.05231262048734592,0.11865731005305692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278808005444136,0.04435636018348714,0.11923026279573992,0.06801541275074334,0.0,0.052812831411134346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03243891513580285,0.0,0.035286582634944996,0.0,0.14897462211858722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061299986432340824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323383237288365,0.0,0.18684084581353455,0.0,0.06114511149918396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706672338637187,0.0,0.246454820114528,0.05518751393580451,0.0,0.06465608968588814,0.20473478768045886,0.05061078331685336,0.1400780860010326,0.0,0.06745982873069141,0.0,0.0,0.15166763016819193,0.06222944191455131,0.0,0.05494676927526411,0.15641724818647065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058750068251285086,0.041444858026574834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991176192938984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366048385273686,0.05996589737602776,0.0,0.0,0.060833990870118974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224541642911564,0.0420730811945074,0.14166433899100578,0.0,0.07284800812976693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304466204353545,0.05421367857677252,0.0,0.0,0.17608238754925465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694239233957626,0.0,0.0,0.12483309300637868,0.06955383669919722,0.1320784876600513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181216244061149,0.09875125444044887,0.12432374622827246,0.12567466971793642,0.049476856583123466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373341765927643,0.0,0.06979058421061092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950349920109546,0.13184064078024887,0.1985356870001909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049904748257258505,0.05426848130280981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374742375510762,0.0,0.0,0.049291693005642144,0.18102283799955424,0.0,0.1177061344946354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060651884867345573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648669178347734,0.04928332061556306,0.2490200633642201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602562245333687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260074850475405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,silverserpent4,2020/01/24,"Feeling good (some tips on how to deal with Shane and anxiety) Hi everyone, the past year now I have been really struggling with anxiety. I had a few times where I felt like I was getting better but I always seemed to fall back into a pit. I was meeting with a therapist semi regularly but it only seemed to help a little bit. I think my first major step to getting a grip on things came from a discussion I had with this girl I was seeing a few months back. We were smoking weed (I started smoking as a coping method) and I felt I could be honest with her so I admitted weed was making my life worse but didn’t wan to tell my therapist I was still smoking. Anyway the reason I bring this up is because I realized my mane problem isn’t just the anxiety, it’s the shame of looking weird or stupid or in the case of weed like a druggy. It prevents me from actually acknowledging I have a problem because when I release I have to talk to someone to help me get through it I shut down. This took about a month of debilitating anxiety to sink in but now it did I feel like I might finally be making real progress to improving my life!",3.2363512857835985,4.725380934497816,4.881710334788939,82.72281780688986,73.71615720524018,8.05832120329937,28.00606501698205,8.680891452615391,2.1149066472586124,890,35,179,17,18,301,128,229,0.128,0.7190000000000001,0.153,0.6023,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,12,12,1,2,16,0,20,2,0,4,0,38,39,12,0,3,7,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,11,0,0,5,2,6,0,1,15,7,31,6,30,20,5,29,0,0,2,0,12,10,0,6,17,129,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.1169188954189384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969289758130387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36662236250941466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842555393340122,0.0,0.1460721496432086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059636753368106,0.13080329986875547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370326188555766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565985995451644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352055875027385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144851738799781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211607487041211,0.08559347259800176,0.2300759618066887,0.13124781527249402,0.0,0.10191173530723263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778993918569284,0.0,0.0,0.10049233451999494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160614458016041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925303495661528,0.17560177291063409,0.12008275722508448,0.0,0.0,0.10061161759832336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995042447808086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710123573087614,0.0,0.0,0.19126504510101344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112216502422237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437378477761878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292871520673213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363718972061071,0.07675441623201197,0.12318633929126813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547437956280723,0.21814406773120806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151602923727324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480330838122782,0.0,0.09568174505073278,0.0,0.0,0.12525315910974566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630007252168588,0.10472067022885392,0.0,0.0,0.2782211394372846,0.07959754197173934,0.07677047282809155,0.0,0.0,0.06986314142924452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311516076568364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209831555977953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715477973771967
anxiety,bvgtex,2020/01/24,"Has anyone tried CBD? I tried vaping CBD once when I was feeling anxious and it didn’t do anything. Maybe I didn’t have the right  mg, maybe the quality of the CBD wasn’t good, idk. Has anyone tried it and got relief from anxiety? Everyone who has told me that it helps them don’t really have bad anxiety, so I thought another reason why it didn’t really work for me was because I feel like my anxiety and panic disorder is so bad that only prescription Benzo’s will work. But I’m willing to try it again!",4.218404993065189,5.0227827961165055,5.843717059639393,79.373786407767,70.55339805825244,10.15755894590846,28.30651872399445,10.290406445055957,2.874840221914009,400,14,80,11,7,137,64,103,0.20199999999999999,0.6859999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.8446,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,1,3,0,16,0,0,1,0,8,22,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,9,2,9,3,4,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,48,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251068906113872,0.35567924150405256,0.1750839827914458,0.0,0.2167321006071335,0.0,0.12753584190206665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25880468191145023,0.09447474513801876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762121301957848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480906202970439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672571236217947,0.11071818315710223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999038783629555,0.12395215649837625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388024016631547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075715700686446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113977195030387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650492981989193,0.0,0.11786974228989368,0.0,0.18183636063412265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856910244557024,0.15934588540600902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323525994078815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303729773467838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480906202970439,0.0,0.4208866607333243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984590039893458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256554687612549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HELPMYNECKISBREAK,2020/01/24,"Advice? I’ve written dozens of posts, texts, etc. about my problem, but every time I can’t send/post it. 

I can’t open up to anybody. At all. About anything. 

I feel like I’m stuck in my own head it’s awful, and I don’t want to go back to being empty, because I’m scared of what will happen to me if I do. 

I have diagnosed anxiety. Not really social anxiety though. My adhd meds make it worse, like way worse. Not taking them is NOT an option for me. I’m from all F’s to C’s and B’s. I can’t do anything without the medication. 

I had a friend last year, who told me they’d always be there for me, they’d listen to anything, etc. I was naive and selfish, and I told them about my issues and my feelings. They told me I was annoying and a hassle and a burden. I’m not some kid who’s broken and in pieces over it. I didn’t cry over it. I thought I was over it. I thought it was just some stupid little friend breakup, but no. 

I wasn’t left in pieces. I know, I know I wasn’t. I’m not shattered over it. But I’m locked in place. It’s not like if I’d fallen before and gotten hurt, then was asked to fall again, and I started crying and getting upset and stuff. It’s like I’m locked into place, ignoring that I have to jump, refusing. 

Her sudden turn on me hurt. It really did. Now one of my main issues is feeling like everybody is always really, really mad at me, regardless of what they say. 

I want to tell my friends or my gf that I have certain feelings. 

I got mad at my gf, who I’ve been with for almost two years, and this was the first time I’ve EVER gotten upset with her. I lost a ring she bought me, had a full blown panic attack, and then started spiraling. 

I was absolutely convinced she was lying to me and hated me, and I got so mad over it. I was livid, and I didn’t want to even know her anymore. She didn’t know about any of it. 

I was so scared, last night, that I would see that friend at this Highschool thing. I was staring off, and I’ve been picking at my hands so badly lately, I have a large splotch of missing skin on my left thumb. My hands started bleeding during the presentation. I was nice to everyone, even got to see my gf. As soon as I got in the car, I broke down sobbing in front of my parents. I refused to tell them why. 

I feel stuck. 

I feel like maybe I wasn’t meant to survive.",0.25959993674889503,2.1631973951612906,2.4533444022770428,94.79548228969007,84.12096774193549,5.261163820366856,19.201296647691336,6.42735559955562,-0.0794827166350407,1772,47,413,17,51,599,210,496,0.27,0.631,0.099,-0.9987,1,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,0,7,3,17,36,7,5,11,1,42,7,4,2,4,68,94,32,0,8,14,1,9,6,7,2,3,3,0,1,26,22,0,3,13,0,1,6,18,23,0,4,40,15,77,13,57,48,11,58,0,6,3,0,36,29,1,7,27,272,103,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090887867326024,0.07390094274875528,0.0,0.0,0.07572860790399784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258539351973199,0.0,0.0,0.0514283365223708,0.0,0.11570750818913235,0.0,0.07500076285027217,0.0,0.0,0.18670149216468698,0.0,0.07070018811844482,0.0860355984463739,0.0,0.05815179734388334,0.0631446286934496,0.0461009643147769,0.0,0.06435223495941897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614342391411668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767588924083081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868616894601662,0.0999006422686336,0.06840813073170313,0.06371824502108735,0.07226397268067157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294329493748242,0.16208188770233958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432751601357922,0.0,0.0,0.23371412719970736,0.0,0.03951151220461852,0.0,0.04298005141673498,0.0,0.2419403803682437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687590421995712,0.0,0.0,0.0746651098510739,0.07761418947563904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619185932375828,0.0,0.0,0.1578679854885464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662484915269392,0.12329071883800917,0.08530952686701834,0.0,0.1643359424971855,0.0,0.0,0.22168253390775186,0.07579721280443306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255481403110126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048100427773952,0.0,0.07597657518705189,0.0,0.08400354056418675,0.07618533235957516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096996516379626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051246197788776385,0.0,0.0,0.08873092550264157,0.0839738264552767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580263418392378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485778409009553,0.0,0.0,0.07236395740811129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379204659376525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060140904507912374,0.15142982420520787,0.0,0.12052840944564218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709127792479369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058561346597275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657378302188967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686141010078919,0.0,0.1322010771535016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024261573402155,0.0,0.07430225233015117,0.12007734054146485,0.08819636591409763,0.0,0.0,0.21679191804201475,0.0,0.0,0.08225947252976208,0.07387570389258427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381868704578534,0.06002847246382654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824078598402801,0.0,0.0,0.07290085486215285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413889922930887,0.053722606599639684,0.0,0.0,0.09740144869753983
anxiety,CeebGeeb,2020/01/24,"Reset sensory overload? How do you reset if you have a sensory overload?
 When my anxiety is high, I can't handle anything touching me, questions, strong smells, lights changing/flickering, etc. It gets to a point I feel like I want to claw my skin off if anything touches me, I get on the verge of panic attacks (if not thrown into one). I need to find a way to reset and relax but I've yet to find an option that works.",2.8492857142857133,4.553011071428575,4.401904761904763,84.87642857142858,75.19047619047619,6.704761904761906,27.47619047619048,7.447530270364453,1.6075904761904758,326,13,63,4,7,109,62,84,0.11599999999999999,0.797,0.087,-0.3204,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,3,5,1,1,5,0,4,1,1,1,0,15,9,7,0,5,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,6,11,3,9,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,3,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782033678563347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833900981103342,0.0,0.0,0.2650101733003889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597968263894063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778470534794487,0.16641696353796334,0.0,0.0,0.4258176014418043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434097719034975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461206743084279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380585050342165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272681311486895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785051771859931,0.0,0.0,0.2733124238011272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020965461882602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609532941389733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373978294459063,0.1849020193718054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958776257960514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoShortageOfTorment,2020/01/24,"Anxiety a personal failing My anxiety has fluctuated up and down over the course of my life. There are many things that seem to impact it. Environment and type of work seem to the most. There were times that it seemed almost gone and most people wouldn’t suspect that I had it but it is always there in the background.

I’ve always had in my mind that this is a personal failing. Perhaps there were past experiences where I was bullied for being ‘scared’ and integrated it as part of me or just considered it who I am.

Lately it has become much worse than ever before . My doctor mentioned that it could be because my lack of exercise but I’ve exercised my entire life and it hasn’t eliminated it. He also thinks it is part of my addictive personality and ties back to some traumatic childhood events.

I don’t know what to do as I’m going to a particularly rough time right now and I feel as if I’m too old and if I haven’t beat this by now it may be hopeless.

Can anyone relate to this?",3.1084831292923236,5.045995106598988,4.742609734249033,81.70035234398331,75.09137055837563,7.8840250821140625,24.78620483726485,8.671277953709913,1.773060555389669,784,26,155,16,17,264,115,197,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,4,12,4,0,1,6,0,23,6,0,0,1,31,33,17,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,23,8,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,2,14,0,22,21,7,20,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,11,11,120,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645579072976562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371253363030367,0.0,0.0,0.1147712829752598,0.23883692563687106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195817356498833,0.0,0.0,0.10035111401451566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103564737653688,0.0,0.08748723326428723,0.15850434186628345,0.12212323700066947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458743507659375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146896741869674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298202365059862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038813099060146,0.0,0.0,0.07256700685410881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156457982814214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887373276371559,0.0,0.16189454141826948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274199819892105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550471356901878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449122552774215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550223440889846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059798584996614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108319900777295,0.13700415873388416,0.0994973021260612,0.3759431135453698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256357739431868,0.0,0.0,0.14368654268219444,0.0,0.0,0.39196015774608667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953469739269935,0.09196053156643798,0.0,0.0,0.16737298563006056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448280439410984,0.0,0.1462570906315354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Novapoison,2020/01/24,"Need some help with coping methods Hey all,

First post on here as I am finally admitting to myself that I have massive anxiety issues. Cant really turn to family as its the old “toughen up your a man” kinda thing.

Anyways I suffer from anxiety anytime I face something new, whether that be a new location, person, or job thing.

It gets really bad whenever I have to talk to someone who does not know me as I feel extremely judged (think first date, presentation, work dinner). It gets so bad that I get horribly nauseous at just the thinking of it, to the point of dry heaving.

Obviously I would like to not do that in front of people, so some advice would be appreciated.

Thanks in advance!",4.6431297709923705,6.312831824427482,6.0029694656488575,75.35682061068702,70.45038167938931,9.514809160305344,30.657251908396944,9.888512548439397,3.2391367938931293,543,23,97,14,10,183,93,131,0.128,0.782,0.09,-0.7517,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,5,0,9,2,1,0,2,19,20,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,11,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,0,1,11,2,19,16,3,17,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,9,69,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592969630449156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24941298406283105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722224428898718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265605493556166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367660486929904,0.0,0.08242558822310142,0.0,0.0,0.1785756277101036,0.0,0.2773219815618371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555067769936072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926592416027643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014593938159078,0.16176783476055398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958911356880442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964119062202624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087400593173188,0.0,0.3148829752564217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105745581946818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301449529040175,0.14233893893726526,0.0,0.0,0.15410243851902145,0.0,0.15612388841519195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886394230177494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812259355362005,0.12549737735316466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102576879763536,0.0,0.15008286772783727,0.0,0.0,0.216600649576886,0.2089076354743865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731416769901046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867730232690622,0.0,0.0,0.2316032180340077,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cyn_citi,2020/01/24,"Weird spitting tic? Hi.
 
I’m a little embarrassed I’ve only ever told maybe one other person in my life. I have this thing where when I think of anything bad (I have a lot of intruding thought) or even a weird feeling in my mouth I’ll spit. I do my best to do it in a sink, toilet, or anywhere it wouldn’t affect someone else.

Lately it’s gotten very out of hand and I am extremely embarrassed by it. But when I get the feeling I honestly feel like if I don’t something horrible will happen. I don’t really know how to stop or what to do. 

I also tend to lower and raise car windows when I’m driving to avoid spitting. I know it’s strange and not nearly as bad as some things but it’s started to really upset me that I continue to.

Any suggestions?",1.026250000000001,3.092930745222933,3.4190406050955424,88.02690485668792,82.31210191082803,6.472770700636943,23.18829617834395,7.645422480735847,1.1919557324840766,585,21,122,10,16,202,97,157,0.156,0.77,0.075,-0.8391,1,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,4,5,0,10,6,5,2,1,26,25,16,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,12,4,0,2,7,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,3,4,16,3,18,20,3,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,6,9,83,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516858816569167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898793004786566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560892991402075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31674736145767346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905595403358384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584521038693411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528090473116985,0.1715751233308489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28772154833126096,0.13550640630372607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909922266526733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773213054751035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848476001466698,0.0,0.2139656856128896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397558147153205,0.09266736689700383,0.19010775467700647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612579348594947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055761527968007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853110605128035,0.14425909759543645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562000863133505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302589428491375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071403445416502,0.1460238278831192,0.0,0.0,0.1342554661308964,0.0,0.0,0.15857977541909118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25202802353534154,0.12153836697373807,0.0,0.15058359505132798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812459994513088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650468268248266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MichellePancakes,2020/01/24,"Anxiety is affecting my work life I never went to college, I never really knew what I wanted to do and I still don't, but somehow I got this internship at the government's offices and I really like it, I'm supposed to stay a year and then they'll decide if Im good enough to stay.

I just feel like anxiety is affecting me a lot, everytime I make a mistake it feels horrible and I keep thinking about it for days, even if it's really small. I'm lucky I have a great boss or else it'll be worse.

Also, everyone around me went to law school or something like that, they have so much confidence. 

I'm just scared that I won't be able to stay and I wouldn't blame them, fo that job i need to have authority and you can almost feel the anxiety in me.

I'm so stressed out, my shoulders hurt so much and I feel tired all the time and I just needed to get this off my chest.",0.9449429429429445,2.8375099837837863,3.152387387387389,90.76737987987991,81.5945945945946,7.3543543543543555,21.62912912912913,8.344100000000001,1.1449039039039035,677,21,155,15,18,231,103,185,0.168,0.667,0.166,0.1559,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,1,12,10,0,2,7,0,14,4,2,4,3,43,33,18,0,7,8,0,4,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,4,25,6,15,23,5,18,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,8,10,101,36,6,0.12842091283636586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285949938431948,0.0,0.0,0.10269815759804386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29472494044897224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432183923896973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282086478240905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072791940631687,0.0,0.0,0.13269313203383395,0.0,0.08482080176194512,0.0,0.0,0.12271168557246355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25973388858702795,0.09174392579001144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709462657929041,0.0,0.0,0.10771336879820267,0.10270993546889184,0.1415845097677421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747724325582444,0.0,0.13871662300255946,0.0,0.12743794031816955,0.11414640791348235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070748859391664,0.18821991366294635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917886771817643,0.0,0.0,0.08572195652300513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888082944686851,0.19044495930537444,0.19809224975511294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24680917550515705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285717369585818,0.12996881985572464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886469277957607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106388184122301,0.10255710687917756,0.0,0.14710572176508396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228693553635477,0.0,0.0,0.0748832670085092,0.14760094782595995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574598166200949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380949455867626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349195403056433,0.0,0.13087188148577727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082698857421603
anxiety,selfdestructingsquid,2020/01/24,"Did you ever have an ""oh that makes sense"" moment with your anxiety? I was 8 when i was diagnosed with social anxiety, i'm now 20. when i was in highschool, i would miss a lot, i remember always feeling sick, bad nausea and fatigue made me never want to leave the house, my mum would call me lazy, pretending to be sick to get out of going to school, because halfway through the day i'd start feeling better, but most days i'd wake up feeling so sick and refused to go. looking back now i've realised that it was anxiety, and while i was diagnosed, neither me or my parents realised that anxiety had that type pf effect on people, but now it makes so much sense.

did anyone else have a realisation like that, maybe when you were diagnosed that oh that makes so much sense and explains a lot?",8.462280219780219,6.2778915833333375,8.456556776556777,74.12653846153847,62.653846153846146,11.478388278388278,38.311355311355314,9.957137785484203,3.63373553113553,621,25,121,10,7,203,93,156,0.168,0.759,0.073,-0.9229999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,2,11,5,0,0,6,0,14,8,1,5,2,29,30,14,0,3,3,2,3,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,6,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,10,4,14,2,13,17,6,20,0,2,1,0,9,4,0,4,15,82,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293610981015685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153245055140953,0.0,0.0,0.09490378760900704,0.13906881021922327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436602971834053,0.1133267499163088,0.08273819265237625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003989816793258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859289986117387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506595128802446,0.0,0.0,0.4132815086793712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338286681395675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277324744928135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588362790594006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091198974604926,0.0,0.15427407331638007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661125211867286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371577015829592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630957533733339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397687266532695,0.0,0.0,0.2307812456178507,0.0,0.12842859324899905,0.2717973768638675,0.0,0.13635646473622945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955058286985172,0.0,0.10468137539155943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070926897698056,0.0,0.0,0.09409632290952988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537527403375228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736342373146182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835704088981438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960685864285988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005556553136509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928337699957424,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaytonsilsayy,2020/01/24,"I’m terrified of the Wuhan virus. I can’t relax. Ever since I found out about it, it’s all I’ve thought about. I worry about myself, my friends and family, if it’ll be a deadly pandemic, etc. I’ve lived through the swine flu and Ebola pandemic and never cared about it but now I’m older with health anxiety and this is all I can think about. 

It doesn’t help I also went to Hmart (asian market) here in Chicago on Monday. I’m so scared someone there was infected and now I’ll catch it. 

I’m so irritable due to my anxiety about it. I don’t wanna go out. I don’t want to order food. I don’t want to be around anyone because they can have it and not know it. Any sensation in my body makes me panic and think I have it. 

Please let this not be serious",0.6274611801242216,2.5139587453416183,2.9927600931677034,91.52839479813666,82.66459627329192,6.509472049689442,19.379270186335408,7.645422480735847,0.516394099378882,582,15,133,10,16,200,94,161,0.18899999999999997,0.722,0.08900000000000001,-0.9619,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,2,3,0,16,5,1,1,4,28,31,12,1,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,12,11,1,0,5,1,0,3,8,3,0,0,4,0,15,3,20,22,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,88,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480112376453856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258631519239382,0.0,0.28317679837095633,0.0,0.0,0.1294147124554093,0.0,0.0,0.16476358789107445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282520625310967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558608547604526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870500111116334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064170683440652,0.0,0.16741865542105736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744802866415481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238037475716229,0.20293454514563308,0.14299508154279755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518723931134867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673514490182595,0.0,0.0,0.12405759343690037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017170715655888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892604563442348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343215403134373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354469812412285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427478337487311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715565215749635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316614404909566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853009085901959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310301438137475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682068025517798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371881142883116,0.0,0.1469356543218029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183341309069843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157429304300742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879613159608492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScrewLifeAIROW,2020/01/24,"Anxiety from strangers looking at me Hi guys, on mobile sorry about the formatting. I started college this year and I've realized a lot of people looking at me as I board around campus. After several years of mental health problems this translates to a fear of going outside and seeing all the people looking at me. I don't think I'm dressed oddly for the weather or anything but I'm getting looks regardless. Is there anything I can do to make this go away or make it better?",4.749363354037272,6.426065271739134,5.56832298136646,78.54934782608694,70.19565217391305,7.431055900621117,33.79503105590062,7.957251820313856,2.7779204968944105,383,19,64,5,7,125,65,92,0.07400000000000001,0.882,0.044000000000000004,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,2,1,14,18,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,1,16,18,2,12,0,0,5,0,2,6,0,3,4,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310628397362016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819710737767358,0.15251520490630888,0.0,0.0,0.16096508867691978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152267421407686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927877908823729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951002528451776,0.0,0.19473542136876892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963827624775182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821100239502601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754780138399413,0.0,0.0,0.14565403681679376,0.0,0.0,0.22872098369143856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265488721883304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375497930032747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393449138933924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652351397121507,0.0,0.0,0.19354801713984496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917838480358459,0.12126442412724488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097778772453598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065483321709847
anxiety,xaos428,2020/01/24,"Sensory overload? (HSP) Is anyone else here an HSP? (Highly Sensitive Person) and also suffer from anxiety? 

I suffer from being overstimulated by loud noises very easily (concerts, live music restaurants, arcades) and I’m curious if it’s a common thing for HSP to be linked to anxiety! 

I am also incredibly intuitive, and I pick up on subtle things that make me hyper aware of the people around me. I can tell when someone doesn’t like me and I can often tell when someone is uncomfortable and that makes me overanalyze my behavior when interacting with others. (The plus side is that I pick up on people’s personalities easily which can turn me into one charismatic SOB) 

If anyone is unfamiliar with the term, this is an excellent description of it and how it affects people! 

https://highlysensitiverefuge.com/what-is-highly-sensitive-person/#What_Is_a_Highly_Sensitive_Person",8.110949263502455,11.579463957446814,7.971914893617022,57.22615384615386,65.45390070921987,10.012220403709764,28.57665030005456,10.214889679676881,3.8028031642116735,722,25,94,20,13,231,91,141,0.111,0.7959999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.4094,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,6,0,21,16,15,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,11,11,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,12,2,17,14,1,13,0,3,0,0,5,8,1,3,6,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722400822490385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604264247294197,0.0,0.0,0.2380351149249017,0.1744043154493679,0.0,0.15152651052949018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219192095771302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798403925615241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315794228925784,0.0,0.15030204382936474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723827807808625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534138345882401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540147806859743,0.4458727893397038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844346936214416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29754900444479765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261651813169764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514390869119016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044434201927558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sm0lt4co,2020/01/24,"Anxious about being anxious about life... Without a big backstory, essentially I'm a 29 year old guy that is 2 years removed from a divorce who has recently quit his job and is now in the throes of not knowing what the heck to do. I've been off my anxiety meds for about 10 months and was doing relatively okay. But I'm at the point now where I can't make a decision about my life to save my life. I'm in a place where I know I need to find a different career, my social scenario is on the tipping point as it's related to my religious scenario and quite frankly I do not know how to make these decisions anymore...

 It was all figured out until the divorce and ever since then all aspects of my life are always seeming too overwhelming to tackle and leaving me trying to figure out how I'm going to go through the rest of my life if after 2 years I still can't figure it out. Pardon my stressed and rapid tone of writing. It's unintentional but that's the exact feeling I can't kick.

Has anyone been in similar spots where life is changing or you know it needs to but anxiety is holding you back?",7.02409496753247,5.5569211741071465,7.681282467532466,76.26144480519483,64.9375,10.645454545454548,36.435064935064936,9.573946990214177,3.268951785714286,869,36,175,14,11,291,126,224,0.04,0.927,0.034,-0.0387,2,0,0,0,2,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,15,4,0,2,13,1,19,6,0,4,4,42,35,16,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,12,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,4,1,18,2,33,30,3,33,0,1,0,0,9,16,1,3,14,121,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007288712486659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521608683294102,0.2735192249845266,0.12005571653921032,0.08464565867504914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308512917528976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806193603557167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647848488857755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950271490568962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061209904379879075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064362979270753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137598623630786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986516455363895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013009443902775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661183835379761,0.0,0.0,0.12818156507260825,0.0,0.0,0.5130355596100592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161257325560566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446670235071428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662630222297466,0.0,0.0,0.17952401686399164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702864171056644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647848488857755,0.0,0.22887541914591575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575174011787263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952888590994665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020547223154414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013935240873227,0.0,0.0,0.12340205963852972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667603622617953,0.0,0.1386700397388744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218955227562995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669433795319015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338696355399372
anxiety,MakeupMua16,2020/01/24,Anyone else laugh a lot when nervous? I do this at the most non laughable times and it’s so embarrassing. Like so my dad got taken to the er and I’m so scared about it that I just started nervous laughing as soon as I heard he needed to go to the hospital. It’s so bad but I just can’t help it! Anyone else like this? Any tips how to not laugh at things that shouldn’t be laughed at?,0.002023809523809205,1.9585999166666683,1.8166666666666664,98.66166666666668,85.54761904761905,4.685714285714286,18.857142857142858,5.82211442006289,-0.4602999999999993,299,8,73,2,9,98,55,84,0.109,0.639,0.252,0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,11,11,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,3,1,5,6,10,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,6,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698495966550254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492847012930516,0.5118300234414607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854436366707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41729526043810017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419479005347412,0.0,0.1997608653073699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741303459478268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440463209960596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123423112778353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851984897594976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005956153771264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678581835217608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593358048057658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564069334064805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mejia1217,2020/01/24,"Neck muscle tension when I'm around some people I cant seem to get rid of this problem and was hoping if someone who has experienced this before and resolved it could help me. When I'm near someone who im afraid to look bad in front of it seems to flair up there, I cant move my neck or want to cause I already know its gonna look wierd driving me down more into my anxiety. It starts with the thought of trying to keep my cool then my neck muscles tense up but after that I get heat strokes (I think that's what they're called) making me feel like I'm making them uncomfortable. To put it in short 8ts just a chain reaction of many things when I get really bad anxiety, I just want this to end and be gone I hate it please help me.",5.771153846153848,4.467501371794874,6.159871794871794,85.63096153846156,67.33333333333334,9.338461538461539,29.115384615384606,8.07648339933343,1.5888615384615377,578,15,133,6,8,187,100,156,0.15,0.7340000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.8267,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,1,2,2,1,6,4,3,3,0,28,30,10,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,1,7,0,0,5,2,6,0,0,3,6,17,4,21,24,2,21,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,6,8,76,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095597054476305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370238378869489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379099494401639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587002774340881,0.0,0.0,0.1318238889195678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818869627408566,0.0,0.0,0.1591435581183626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236894933683446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721145038824664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833124379686328,0.11067351830033983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428149324972321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294954640475414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767666761253087,0.0,0.0,0.15386862388169356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733812709927198,0.0,0.0,0.13769832123868256,0.0,0.0,0.08513893376785223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568515619204237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26018436601565786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681806326239974,0.15706263336837945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646534184649469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740070133573894,0.0,0.0,0.17005354770671188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823569514194426,0.0,0.1557354745314828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992444988110436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820632314516477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26252319899056153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965182527573128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292069886503263,0.09926526020704864,0.0,0.12298766322006617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105179217678597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274941290032126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nothingbutwordsx,2020/01/24,"I ruined my entire childhood because of anxiety!! From age 12 up to age of 18 which is the age I am currently, I have spent just being anxious and sad. I can't remember anything from the last 6 years of my life. All I can remember from my childhood are my anxiety attacks and how much they hurt. I can't even recall any happy memories. 

I don't know the reason for why this dawned upon me today and right now but I'm kind of shocked at myself and my brain and anxiety. Like are you serious... I really just ruined everything because my brain instead of being a functioning and useful tool decided to leave all of it's common sense god knows where!! 

Fuckkkkkkkkkk",4.054923076923078,5.623573876923075,5.455384615384617,79.1046153846154,71.76923076923076,8.892307692307693,29.153846153846153,9.3871,2.7651384615384607,524,21,96,12,10,176,86,130,0.179,0.732,0.08900000000000001,-0.813,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,7,10,1,0,4,0,11,3,2,3,2,19,16,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,18,3,15,13,3,16,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,12,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572513082364155,0.0,0.3905512241283641,0.1922498021400259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003988246394786,0.0,0.0,0.19359912373144605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747473036009628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37994412993565696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239926932960888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529427072880451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181154914110484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217632196841915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772115274230697,0.18704793633388547,0.13871569188965555,0.0,0.1801912134300752,0.0,0.0,0.12019994186442905,0.08313912125931976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125098524777038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901874074270987,0.17496868904120674,0.0,0.0,0.3855511864717687,0.14532889098823093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130641353502914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697693641930054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535568602743854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958740020719794
anxiety,not_a_throwaway24,2020/01/24,"Does anyone else have anxiety spike for days after core exercises bc of muscle tightness ?? Help? For days after a core exercise, like especially abs, I guess my muscles between and around my ribs are sore and tight?? Makes me feel like I'm having a heart attack or something (tightness in the chest) ? Just so many aches and pains in my chest area make me keep thinking I'm dying in some way. I hate it, makes me want to avoid core exercises, which I don't want to avoid. I know I don't breathe properly, I breathe with my chest and not with my diaphragm. Breathing with my diaphragm feels so tight above my belly at the end of trying to take a full breath. I don't ever feel like I catch a ""good"" breath without using my neck, upper back, and chest to open up my chest cavity that last little bit to catch a ""good"" breath that feels relaxing and not suffocating. Hope that makes sense. Do I just need to keep working on my diaphragmatic breathing?? It's so uncomfortable to do, it makes me feel like I'm dying in a different way. Uhgh. It's 11pm and I'm trying to fall asleep but the little tings of pain keep freaking me out.",3.7787338433131135,5.225764040358747,4.447855447111582,86.53762859403854,72.27354260089686,7.399525191242418,24.776839883935644,7.928766900206844,1.202934265365339,883,26,182,12,17,282,116,223,0.12300000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.06,-0.9272,1,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,8,15,2,2,9,0,8,22,16,6,1,49,35,12,2,4,7,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,13,0,9,7,4,0,3,6,7,0,0,0,9,24,8,29,35,3,28,0,0,0,0,1,15,0,4,12,98,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681939163576294,0.0,0.0,0.07935471174709209,0.11628371876392996,0.0,0.10102998936861897,0.0,0.12911103925811687,0.0,0.08726665619087834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239014755218484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638307333345216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23556900364463876,0.11857269312620408,0.0,0.0,0.09931569480395123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480617096283887,0.0,0.10051828334540844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102658027746276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869192817542662,0.24323142215614396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037973106421172,0.0,0.0,0.12502181724355002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204768843680783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448596759703585,0.07606982529606267,0.0,0.0,0.1127209856724392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026248647170321,0.0,0.0,0.06237102985201009,0.0925093398982834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178154821996926,0.2274932026921108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787766368101023,0.11506085125714202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415125378498264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415223123150736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736999795440284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533021080071644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271968573770367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410425842377404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801875464267797,0.0,0.0,0.13387845704672366,0.18016585238754845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940012394897676,0.0,0.08262193107316257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mydarkpassengerx,2020/01/24,"6th night of Trazodone So before I ask about Trazodone, let me just say my anxiety has gotten so bad it’s causing actual pain.  Steady for about a year and a half I’ve been getting pain in my chest, left arm and jaw. All the classic symptoms of a heart attack. I believe this to be related as I’ve had test done on my heart about 7 times since 2018. There’s never anything wrong with it though. So my question is anyone with physical pain or pain from anxiety... does or can taking Trazodone alter or modify the way your pain always feels? My most recent chest pain was completely different from the usual. It felt like burning, which kinda faded In to an intense burning like someone lit a match or something under my heart.",4.914642857142859,6.235206892857146,5.378571428571429,81.43642857142858,69.35714285714286,7.885714285714287,29.0,8.238735603445708,2.0878714285714284,575,21,104,8,10,184,97,140,0.18899999999999997,0.754,0.057999999999999996,-0.9692,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,9,11,1,0,8,0,9,14,7,1,2,17,15,11,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,6,4,10,2,17,7,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,7,9,65,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.10532927796365857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981081186850512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514041032495225,0.0,0.0,0.07547086781091297,0.0,0.08882155101511126,0.0,0.10090493053265744,0.12279197998770378,0.0,0.0,0.09012146277671226,0.0,0.0,0.09184498614519747,0.12160611587318985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087928000209968,0.0,0.0,0.11316810314206828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276941030838815,0.0,0.0,0.09445490392538218,0.11045528101114477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457532819145252,0.0,0.1036348096133632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056391736717418185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837115324148557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727201371739468,0.11037115186969433,0.0,0.10546346612633416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324635342258074,0.0,0.0,0.10128996252118466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6891045826318527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091223243462992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657308229741937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858344787057063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928519130937551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145322510092466,0.08309386325126564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218609908178268,0.08115390904755189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604587921652067,0.0,0.06293793844569064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887547834279966,0.0,0.0,0.08567401311289742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180103010007901,0.0,0.06950679111447353
anxiety,gmnneoeh,2020/01/24,"Help me diffuse negative spirals My wife has anxiety, mostly we get by despite it. But I'm really struggling to diffuse negative thoughts turning into spirals and getting dragged into arguments over nothing. 

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I feel like the most common sentence I hear is ""BUT WHAT IF..."" (in a very emotionally heightened state). And it could be about anything... her career, our kid, the weather, world conflicts, health, driving a car, bushfires in australia or viruses in wuhan, other people having less than her, others having more than her, just anything can be spun into an irrational negative thought (which I understand she cannot fully control). Answering or reassuring any ""BUT WHAT IF..."" question is quickly followed by another ""BUT WHAT IF..."" question and then another ""BUT WHAT IF..."" and then another ""BUT WHAT IF..."" and another and another and another until my tone becomes more frustrated and the conversation (if thats what you can call it) is turned back onto me for being non-supportive.

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Of course I have to own how I react (I've never done anything regrettable, but I do shift to more and more short and frustrated). But I can't imagine how I can reasonably control my own emotional state and tone when her anxiety is directed directly at me for extended periods of time, as much as I can try, it's like asking me to lift a car. I can only reassure and support so much. But I also don't know how to escape the conversation. I normally know/release long long before it escalates fully exactly where it is heading but there's nothing that can stop it. Any attempt to highlight she is getting worked up from the anxiety and it's not actually about the issue just fast forwards the process into how I don't support her. 

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Once she's out of that state she's normally OK and in retrospect knows why she acted in that way. But in the meantime I feel trapped on this emotional roller coaster with her but then given the expectation to be able to stop it",5.552550455085084,7.5411395844875395,6.304696280174121,72.82465027700832,68.66759002770084,9.589275821131775,36.715571824297584,9.957137785484203,4.2318768500197885,1574,86,252,40,28,516,185,361,0.087,0.8190000000000001,0.094,0.6587,1,1,0,0,0,0,75.0,2,1,0,4,15,10,2,1,13,1,27,2,1,8,2,74,46,47,0,10,23,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,23,21,0,5,12,1,0,6,9,3,0,0,4,3,35,7,40,37,11,45,0,0,0,0,26,20,0,12,19,204,58,2,0.07514252119399631,0.0,0.07332826124634448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600914470505937,0.0,0.24425067095844374,0.2739191640285295,0.10219898231752886,0.4727609116141393,0.1724514691178465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855076771547451,0.0,0.07024811382164667,0.0,0.0,0.05777996052715885,0.0,0.0,0.08298901101070845,0.06394075102789208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672891557659646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855745403466754,0.0599951887708075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689688810757972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535756673091897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598863299164715,0.053681832155176634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177765977920206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711790536292952,0.07987298620651401,0.08469108257772782,0.0,0.0503664480199689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842926948662704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388909350456175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342168052006474,0.0,0.0,0.1329975333188871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047679817377756,0.0,0.05795454473430148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724743300443366,0.14420255138128615,0.0,0.0,0.08002433268501237,0.0,0.05714927341972114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052094362870143684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683536418222553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048138223211095926,0.0772590267566604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256450247551016,0.0,0.07855527834247457,0.0,0.0,0.25581252771535146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193095366539316,0.04381620838836753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051016839406088456,0.1634669706818442,0.0,0.0782260146062917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200044954648904,0.0,0.05964463572733175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780443770607153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470465037233741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739191640285295,0.0
anxiety,nicole_hartman,2020/01/24,"Professor returned my question with a question. Today, I asked a question in class. This was a big step for me as it took a lot of mental encouragement for me to work up the nerve to speak in front of the entire class. However, as the professor began to answer my question, he says “well let me ask you this”. My anxiety instantly skyrocketed and I felt my heart beating throughout my entire body. My eyes filled with tears as he asked me the question. Boy if I would’ve gotten that question wrong, I would’ve had to leave. Thankfully, I answered the question right. 

I don’t know why but being put on the spot, especially in front of a large crowd, gives me extreme anxiety. It’s frustrating because I don’t want to be terrified to ask questions but I cannot continue to be put on the spot like that or I’ll break in front of the whole class and really embarrass myself.",4.197814479638011,5.767329523529412,5.197058823529414,81.09368778280545,71.41176470588233,8.760180995475114,29.547511312217196,9.265573868473778,2.6159909502262444,689,28,132,15,13,226,97,170,0.134,0.8059999999999999,0.06,-0.9107,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,1,7,1,1,13,0,9,3,3,0,0,22,21,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,12,0,0,8,3,3,1,0,6,4,21,4,25,11,2,22,0,0,1,0,21,9,0,11,5,83,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386941278050354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338982355776308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055259448039946514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069180447685999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870382936634529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695981789243698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742078253750267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049818913854626834,0.0,0.0,0.0959853470204508,0.0,0.0926958496305213,0.0,0.04428705070099275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706745725275091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135396059741592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225673840240048,0.8123906964010655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807276316490478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741467393478549,0.0,0.07208858289901589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345841543176079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592567742373547,0.0,0.10071557552384416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346776648090038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150530952389004,0.0,0.08179759845242088,0.10120757821968593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659943386601648,0.0,0.0,0.12879043343619234,0.09911163316784627,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CBDbeginner,2020/01/24,"Anxiety about starting medication for anxiety.. I’ve had anxiety most of my life, especially social anxiety. I’m in my 30s and have never taken medication for it. I feel like I need to stop living in my anxious shell and do something about it, but I have this fear that once I start medication, I’ll need it forever or be worse off than before if I stop it at some point. The one we’re looking at is Zoloft. I’m also worried about fatigue, weight gain and sexual side effects, but what do you do? Does anyone have any success stories regarding meds helping you become less of an anti-social, anxious hermit?",5.286089743589741,6.399110034188036,6.754775641025642,72.68293269230773,68.31623931623932,9.610683760683765,32.57371794871795,9.827888789773867,3.3697871794871794,482,21,84,11,8,165,80,117,0.207,0.6859999999999999,0.107,-0.8475,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,4,4,0,1,2,0,9,7,0,1,1,16,18,8,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,10,2,14,15,3,12,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,4,6,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411952797065268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704292535456796,0.0,0.4366695809916661,0.32242751536719194,0.0,0.09978124724051646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760423867509074,0.12142973224206915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488034648377228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058053532633332,0.07215491849314905,0.1019470431622438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565080482681568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079534067452732,0.06971747174524957,0.0,0.1260093528706832,0.0,0.11983456927951415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851084961582962,0.4312747419742352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116249148829273,0.11006134172911744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519740249305556,0.09669923787168214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490044937063747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546772528584073,0.0,0.10985973202292112,0.0,0.0,0.2020118188321743,0.0,0.0,0.2386121756202825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377379501208493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492181131263945,0.1454265362602043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dojjij,2020/01/24,"What are some signs that you should get back on medication? I stopped medication this past summer because of complicated reasons i won’t get into. i’ve surprisingly been surviving and i don’t think i’ve crashed and burned in a ball of anxiety yet, but i feel like medication would make things just so much smoother. for example i really like this class i’m taking this semester, but there are some obstacles that are making it hard for me to enjoy the class to its fullest potential. but at the same time, i don’t want to take the “easy way out”. i’ve been on medication for four years before, so i’m not saying that being on meds means you’ve surrendered or something, but i don’t want to always have to rely on it. what are your thoughts? please give me some words of wisdom ! i need some right now.",5.459050632911391,6.032058575949368,5.9568101265822815,80.4967341772152,67.67088607594937,9.864303797468356,29.09113924050633,9.888512548439397,2.5146713924050625,637,21,130,14,10,206,97,158,0.048,0.773,0.179,0.9689,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,0,14,4,0,3,0,31,30,9,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,12,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,12,5,19,23,6,18,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,5,10,83,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794917218317794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117633825791512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182398360360884,0.0,0.09373692148241296,0.0,0.13084716307496694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775086226751236,0.10985350239485553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067722539975468,0.14751044230510174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377479468023368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024876076379348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528568131574115,0.0,0.0,0.1675008892742153,0.1708040906117426,0.6196294262948405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303883199885087,0.11401869722158152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679110986636332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879356595095785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850916420881267,0.1581014346958828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131895937443774,0.0,0.1222842803297391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837985644833028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855882030942598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312321927846751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215812610716786,0.09852977177691738,0.0,0.1220764078306322,0.0896646735009185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813953633716028,0.12205567266729153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923397875750823,0.0,0.0,0.09902300401456092
anxiety,HighlyAdorable13,2020/01/24,"How would you interpret a response like that? Well me and this girl have been talking for some time now and I recently told her that I don’t want to be just friends with her, I was totally honest and told her that I would like to get to know her better, with romantic intentions and plans in mind and I told her that I plan to go for her ‘officially’ if everything goes right, but also told her that if she just sees me as a platonic college friend then I don’t any part of that. Her response: “my respect for you went up so much since you were clear and honest in what you wanted because when you asked me out I thought you just wanted to go out and hook up like most guys do these days, we should become friends and get to know each other’s personalities better from now on”. 

Is that good or bad? Wouldn’t she not give me a chance if she didn’t like me on some level, unless she’s stringing me along I guess?

Bear in mind that she doesn’t believe in dating and going out like I said, reserved/religious background etc etc, we’re in the middle east btw

What did her response about getting to know each other’s personalities better mean?",4.6466231884057985,5.2521388217391305,5.011739130434783,86.44123188405798,69.47826086956522,8.046376811594204,26.63768115942029,8.021203637495839,1.3648202898550728,899,26,191,11,15,285,123,230,0.027000000000000003,0.743,0.23,0.9934,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,6,0,5,11,17,0,0,4,0,16,0,0,2,2,51,40,21,0,10,10,0,0,5,3,4,0,1,0,4,14,18,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,1,1,0,12,2,38,16,30,23,10,28,0,0,1,0,36,16,0,8,13,138,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996779273586178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650520423662019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517416462063203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393445406379262,0.06858016278385656,0.124249598044782,0.0,0.12675120613242136,0.0,0.2984965767201085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072554470023818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093889244296896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110952542715228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607562519539098,0.0,0.1763329235584247,0.1079221504783533,0.19181240347764786,0.09436132317823316,0.0,0.0,0.12393361452191175,0.11139464770602137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185484438031054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27481392359324874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254763727248788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271898581197477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270189992139533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182868106918668,0.0,0.0,0.19646477901163506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108213288001116,0.0,0.0,0.096076076193683,0.10701514564529796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964951235534104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306280039425516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904248300003226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931400550277288,0.06560080923724453,0.0,0.0,0.4300018521096399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906974783562792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115279093733064,0.10429046254094704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598363574618518,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crybaby_lane,2020/01/24,"boyfriend i’ve been with my boyfriend for just a couple weeks now but he already means so much to me, he’s helped me be happier, and with my social anxiety, and he’s made me feel more confident about myself and fully supports my life decisions. we live with a 5 hour time difference and he has to wake up at 3-5 am for work so sometimes he goes to sleep super early but today i texted him at 4-ish pm (9 his time) and he sent one text then went silent. i usually don’t go more than an hour without talking to him and my brain won’t stop thinking about all the horrible possibilities. what if he’s dead?? what if he’s hurt? what if he got in an accident? i can’t stop crying over it, i know i’m overreacting but i’m so terrified of losing him.",0.9362499999999976,2.980576904458601,3.0432444267515955,90.72117237261149,82.5031847133758,6.727547770700637,21.914410828025478,7.865858978985527,0.9625289808917192,582,19,131,11,16,197,101,157,0.231,0.67,0.099,-0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,5,0,7,4,3,1,1,27,19,16,1,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,5,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,5,1,17,2,19,12,4,20,0,2,0,0,18,5,0,3,12,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864186627858052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923113116916532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885819579835621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691803953000646,0.1855618787818306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649609113549292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541617865950261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600691863858206,0.0,0.13510890312917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323034388554175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327244128784325,0.0,0.1808432597754112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283961322577183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932038739560515,0.0,0.0,0.14916845063850406,0.0,0.0,0.18898966931062186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984582811446466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401449793117136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418312527846735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144714670985261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044340434704668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905218701013056,0.17220305242790307,0.0,0.0,0.16707627511849313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28246640213514795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169997503069772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577968587042247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824364314341213,0.0,0.0,0.19700910183733367,0.0,0.16012606540279206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605273541813885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550560682012325,0.0,0.0,0.15659997638967454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284267260575258,0.0,0.12298318855723668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heapingpileoftrash,2020/01/24,"Saw something about manual breathing 2 weeks ago and no I can't stop obsessing over it 2 weeks ago I saw some post about manual breathing and it made me think about my breathing and now I can't stop. I've always had some minor social anxiety and have experienced anxiety in waves in the past, but now with this going on I've never felt it this hard. I find it very taxing on my days, and it builds up this pressure in my chest. I feel hopeless. I use to feel pretty normal most of the time but now I feel like I'm on the verge of a anxiety attack all the time. I mentally broke down and cried an entire night because of it. This is absolutely wrecking my life and I need someone to tell me how I can get my mind off it.",3.0571462974111974,4.0445982185430465,4.611318482841664,86.45148705599037,73.43708609271523,7.875015051173992,24.323299217338953,8.296473431620573,1.2841735099337748,565,16,123,9,11,190,87,151,0.17,0.754,0.076,-0.9279999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,2,6,0,6,5,4,3,2,29,19,10,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,5,8,17,1,19,14,4,28,0,2,2,0,2,11,0,3,16,78,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818881882989648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230091337695568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649041802465573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088569482618214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692505326656337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465426647922938,0.10254198278807837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411858533741301,0.1135897830092236,0.15266513779621033,0.0,0.1453233129633707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830710481222534,0.0,0.09036348447122132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424329588600923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230655171959512,0.07767947202638889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044984477614795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023481614610502,0.0,0.16054488795310215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789664229221995,0.12263076531624735,0.0,0.0,0.14921092771203107,0.15578644852591814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178369331794886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227825109190224,0.16176037690825418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208069246076526,0.13472036339940566,0.122406131015251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658625930811165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897319324503815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101880915511097,0.0,0.0,0.18542860417783424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373251322382429,0.0,0.1311918265029051,0.0,0.0,0.25508075816387793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,australiaisburning,2020/01/24,"Ruminating, Need advice at night when i am not distracted i overthink a lot of the past things i’ve done which i regret, i think of possible consequences that could occur now although they could be weeks / months in the past. It’s starting to affect my life and i was wondering if these thoughts will pass with time or not, i need a straight answer in order to decide whether to seek help. Thank you",3.521688311688312,5.7924642857142885,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,74.97402597402598,6.997402597402598,25.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.4405636363636365,318,11,62,5,7,98,61,77,0.061,0.841,0.098,0.4157,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,19,14,6,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,9,7,1,15,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,4,9,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935032230947546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584434259109714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297116200473164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045808296572116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855040380710447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083709440369456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917049548164965,0.0,0.0,0.33288459055540154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106506920472697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285656624375833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530571624907084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888162704401249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066626053627218,0.0,0.0,0.14912846230387736,0.14383186062780273,0.0,0.1782047858264879,0.13089076113381246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005698060823255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342906777372714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chantilly_lace1990,2020/01/24,"Will it ever not be this way? This may be triggering for someone who is already feeling anxious? 

I am anxious all the time and worry about things that I have zero control over, and I feel like every partner I’ve had in the past just doesn’t understand this. I grew up in a single parent household, bouncing around from place to place, my grandparents half raising me. I feel like my mother never really grew up and while I love her, I feel like I have always been the parent. Now my grandfather has passed and I feel like there’s no one to look after my grandmother and my mother’s husband passed in May after a long stretch of cancer, so she has been a mess for the past year. I live in another state and find myself feeling guilty CONSTANTLY that I’m not there for them. And the money that my mother received from her husband’s passing has already been spent on frivolous things and she’s back to worrying about making ends meet. 

I went to college to make sure I could build a better life for myself and it hasn’t worked out, and all I feel all the time is a sense of impending doom. Like everyone I love and care about is one misstep away from total calamity. The medication doesn’t help, I can’t bring myself to see a therapist and I can’t shake this feeling that this is how the rest of my life will feel and it’s just fucking exhausting. 

I talk to my boyfriend and he hugs me and tells me it will work out but it just feels like a hollow promise and one that he has no control over. I don’t even know what I Hope to accomplish with this word vomit except for getting it out of my head. So thanks for taking the time to read said vomit.",4.945906483075159,5.386645162650602,5.361256454388986,84.78351405622493,68.75903614457832,8.251520367183018,28.158921399885262,8.11559375814309,1.6925090074584055,1302,41,265,16,21,416,162,332,0.068,0.7929999999999999,0.139,0.9692,3,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,1,6,16,20,1,1,16,0,29,12,1,6,7,59,58,21,0,2,7,7,10,6,1,5,7,1,0,1,21,21,0,2,13,1,2,9,11,5,0,5,7,13,39,15,43,43,6,44,1,1,2,4,24,17,1,3,22,194,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446794271330825,0.0,0.0733163844969512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239329356484424,0.0,0.1990833453972537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843851274063207,0.0,0.0,0.08278428479794979,0.06775282038767315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779280545774874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983623034274077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521795404708423,0.19765058342063666,0.07035039850888146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804123011522655,0.0,0.0,0.05819725770653127,0.07970250286699107,0.07423830401667836,0.08419495501712558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455216095351876,0.31473676157855124,0.0,0.0,0.08053292768460271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145828194235431,0.046034972467217376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042850744545257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905973065969877,0.0,0.0,0.08751526676444991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842414465513975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447246382857947,0.2582829351622096,0.0,0.07780466097091436,0.07797649829409825,0.0739920317260621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904934827510014,0.0,0.11763111621789968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876374205614156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795753794582203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791212615734919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567627626176687,0.0,0.16822607396457154,0.0,0.0,0.18411692921269784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813601505152832,0.0,0.05644691275740951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381485176914671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021399208430032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465715625422309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304467806989169,0.0,0.06624938663144896,0.07082122513618551,0.0770139208464229,0.08112184848809174,0.0,0.10230502136588136,0.11707562191083674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413674585034706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917278770859034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993933977546815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168086494763642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829341928349994,0.1789643727167186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674134902554059
anxiety,blindmalice,2020/01/24,Hand numbness? Does anyone else ever experience numbness in their hands and feet? Recently my right foot has been very numb throughout the day and today my hands got numb to where it hurts to move my fingers too much. I’ve had tremors in my hands for months but never felt this before.,5.293888888888887,6.942469314814815,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,68.81481481481481,6.881481481481483,26.462962962962962,7.1686216300943375,1.1762740740740742,229,7,43,2,4,68,44,54,0.158,0.8059999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.6253,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,11,7,0,2,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,6,5,0,5,1,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816896450199526,0.266241879261727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211089313480829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757850948818562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273920846861508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170671302144872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235044652157694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25417824141949663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24949192074401494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078217601412972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781694150849901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740577633023816,0.2761740811773987,0.191015951410284,0.0,0.20040846012860025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25656556036712785,0.0,0.0,0.22190618497696127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630264909110985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143993137701007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VylonSemaphore,2020/01/24,"Anyone else feel really tired on their SSRI? My zoloft is making me sleepy in the afternoon. So I've been on 100mg zoloft for 2 months, having been on 50mg for 4 months. The zoloft works really well and my symptoms are much less since being on it.

But I'm finding that I'm  tired sometimes. I'll fall asleep in the afternoon, around 1 of 2 PM if I'm not out doing something. It doesn't happen all the timebut sometimes ill just doze off if I'm not doing something important or taxing. Usually if I sit on the couch I'll get sleepy and doze off for an hour or so, and I'll wake up tired.

Anybody else have this? I don't want to stop my zoloft. It works amazing and really helps, but I'm finding this a bit annoying.  There's times I want to fo things but I end up falling asleep.",2.328881118881121,3.6057079393939446,3.734545454545458,90.89412587412588,75.66666666666667,7.016317016317017,22.389277389277392,7.61054688173877,0.7279417249417248,610,16,137,8,13,201,95,165,0.115,0.836,0.049,-0.8049,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,6,3,1,0,7,0,11,12,3,1,1,25,22,14,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,2,1,9,2,19,19,4,25,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,5,9,75,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161609813314057,0.1489048037230761,0.0,0.12937194387134726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865957065782466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428043139490117,0.0,0.12871668889876792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348175615318801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656527013626223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592741965724158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285122882255223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740970210932463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311793478146678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700697803378194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199743407104145,0.0,0.10683215139404917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793008143758274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021609165355082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375982699860866,0.2874644663320871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149997581783735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105051769154632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965488779512891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474140969755857,0.5010964221170932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005728598710053,0.0,0.17143539595393764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306665298574581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211599741742814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_SuicideOverAgony_,2020/01/24,"Anxiety about Job interview After laying in my room for a year broke, hungry, and depressed I been applying to jobs. I gave up multiple times. I'm just now getting a job interview at grocery store called Kroger 4 miles from me.

I submitted an application to be an ""e-commerce clerk"", where you pick items for a customer and bring it out for them in the parking lot. It sounds easy but I'm worrying how it actually is. 

I'm glad I have a job interview because an 18 year old definitely needs a job. I'm not too nervous about going there because I know what to expect at the company. I'm nervous about actually being hired on spot or not, and if I do get hired how is the work environment going to be? Who's going to take me to orientation? Who's going to take me to work until I get paid to take the bus. Then I don't have an ID. My mom is taking me to get my ID on Saturday and my interview is on Monday.

I've been worrying about this because I really need money. When I go to the interview I'm going to be sweating, heart pounding, shaking, my mind is going to go crazy.",3.774992458521872,4.459947524886879,5.960524886877828,78.57025942684768,71.48868778280543,9.513242835595776,29.66546003016591,9.725611199111238,2.7312640120663647,837,33,172,20,15,296,117,221,0.08,0.8540000000000001,0.065,-0.2887,5,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,12,6,0,3,14,0,15,2,2,3,0,20,43,12,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,3,10,3,5,0,0,4,1,21,1,32,35,2,33,0,2,0,0,12,12,0,3,11,109,28,14,0.0,0.0,0.21169148390749987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297507395532581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835692514496966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075441938037713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342034681815553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266729755794987,0.0,0.4931431677298533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285309986291237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381715832993083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960927296464225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221267066310147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951826264684587,0.12703235487485418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085015973242756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381528592476713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948515982120984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262073331044377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324654379689225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792694954345965,0.22030200471666064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969521140881885
anxiety,ohheynikki,2020/01/24,Anxiety and ADD problems I have generalized anxiety disorder and ADD. I often get “frazzled” or anxious and completely forget where I move things or that I even had them in my possession. Does anyone else experience this? Any advice?,5.7070000000000025,8.875767699999997,6.895,63.44000000000002,72.0,11.0,35.0,10.686352973137794,5.30025,188,10,26,7,4,63,32,40,0.308,0.6920000000000001,0.0,-0.8848,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25572100723686914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779585689553174,0.0,0.4003851566493255,0.2956358694717728,0.0,0.18298013897066812,0.2681329255818222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743775954963683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29992007784186425,0.0,0.2290071910929901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860890117457804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284416080724094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559836028803512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672252778652244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781356733257279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504025441050249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738555940402447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_want_to_die666,2020/01/24,"I have a crippling fear of storms As said in the title, I have major storm anxiety. I don't know how I got it, I just need a way to help me overcome it. Does anyone have any advice?",-0.18049999999999847,1.5259539500000017,2.4700000000000024,95.165,84.5,5.0,17.5,5.985473137389443,-0.44425000000000026,138,3,33,1,4,48,32,40,0.134,0.792,0.07400000000000001,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,4,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455056368714326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404405072856715,0.0,0.27048096289925894,0.0,0.0,0.2472251698560061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094124970868394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978658437284098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28278314895196194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369912896876593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431345801369213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621685285291276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363271317677117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28064832243811905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spiritmermaid,2020/01/24,"Overthinking/anxiety getting worse whilst not working I’m (21F) currently not working. My partner and I moved to another state 5 months ago and this state is notorious for low employment rate so it’s difficult to get a job here. My partner has got a great job and my parents are helpful which I’m very grateful for but I still haven’t managed to get a job. I’m applying everywhere, handing out resumes, doing everything I can possible. Because I haven’t worked for a while my anxiety is slowly getting worse. Im feeling purposeless and like I’m just not succeeding at life which is fueling my overthinking and anxiety. All this has caused me to feel extremely insecure which has affected my relationship and just in general it’s a tough time. I’m trying very hard to be proactive, I exercise everyday, meditate, yoga, journaling but this overthinking feels like it’s getting out of hand. Because I have a lot of spare time I am constantly overthinking multiple facets of my life and my partner and myself and other people’s actions around me etc etc. I totally know that so many people have it worse than me and my situation is nothing compared to what some people are going through but at the moment my life is at a stand still and it’s really bringing me down as I want to feel successful and have money and feel independent and useful. Has anybody else been in this situation and how did you deal with it? Are there any tips or advice on how to cope with overthinking/coping in this time!?",4.537659574468087,6.764323776595745,5.688244680851067,75.20875000000002,71.87234042553192,9.94822695035461,33.026595744680854,10.222266870305534,3.987685106382978,1203,60,207,37,24,399,148,282,0.113,0.7709999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.5978,6,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,5,11,9,0,1,8,0,23,6,2,6,2,47,44,25,0,1,9,1,8,2,3,0,4,0,0,3,17,20,0,0,6,2,1,4,5,4,0,0,3,8,25,5,30,40,6,32,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,3,15,142,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002700773708399,0.0907377785859782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960970217548665,0.10733553150077828,0.234920057573988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112392393759024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479790764993705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515401930030548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106170081369336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553077586273477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551035554513589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283214814142065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199640759497432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587866332580726,0.07312746690463645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673997238730648,0.0,0.058174710304009364,0.0,0.08186828002074094,0.1128545183029108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169628825089908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686111224750587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056857628875327,0.0,0.30473561108587105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056255504090046884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690402322667496,0.10001785141746636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702455194713153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037790494057687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170440940822797,0.10879465652167386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821914491681756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366093957841952,0.0,0.0,0.21289486463646315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539782793056408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655757485054086,0.0,0.0,0.10989853066392156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301184594950895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349292608882124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906439852191314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949711076297765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840794301113765,0.0,0.1689188181646756,0.060375787491653926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356236825536768,0.0,0.3129470131026586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,draconis4756,2020/01/24,"Lost my job because of my anxiety So I have general anxiety and I work in the medical field. I used to love my job! It was so great! But as the company grew, it got colder. Empathy was leaving the company and I really felt like this is crazy and can’t last long. 

I held on for 3 years. I just got a new manager and she is terrible. No communication, everything is through someone else that’s in her click. She just gave me my review with a ton of really exaggerated faults and a couple weren’t even true. I told my hr that but they are holding me to it and asked for physical proof. I’m a failure....While holding out I got a few great managers but they all left.

I really thought I could outlast the bad to get back to the good but I guess I’m nieve. I’m disappointed because within my career this company was the “dream job” company but under the vail. I’m sick in bed now and I just feel like I’m an idiot. Why did I stay and torcher myself..... how could I believe that things would get better. I feel like I should be excited that I’m almost done with this company but I just feel like shit right now.",0.8176419213973816,3.0250038995633237,3.2348017467248944,88.18563493449783,84.24017467248908,7.332122270742358,22.69711790393013,8.364918446050245,1.5022288558951966,859,31,188,21,25,296,126,229,0.14400000000000002,0.688,0.168,0.8696,4,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,3,11,18,2,0,13,0,17,4,1,2,3,41,41,18,0,4,10,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,11,11,0,3,5,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,15,5,31,11,19,21,3,18,0,2,1,1,9,9,1,2,11,120,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971838694599475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292051869623915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117690224683473,0.0,0.0,0.0919314321061561,0.0998245352808668,0.1457608488305142,0.0,0.0,0.13469903428475255,0.0,0.10573785146601107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909119899999597,0.13228679666881596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234762681974885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998739661807492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896582334136824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744951348075092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813538065181176,0.2562331816991129,0.11479281837897945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492648783219465,0.0,0.0,0.10027817086537599,0.2868603379535133,0.26362253489591064,0.13170476795368538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559236062303039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745435967481593,0.0,0.12659288278520706,0.12989829403673858,0.0,0.0,0.2336367202839318,0.0,0.0,0.10580358305060192,0.0,0.0,0.1305098488402064,0.0,0.1079042487000363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204404167919655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546824111612755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977252451194044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210044603155197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227228468088953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012996839416076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743113213688298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942790813281245,0.0,0.0,0.09491436536515394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424118946708794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325827619490263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078809851132017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703842657060454,0.0,0.0,0.08492938115007367,0.0,0.0,0.0769903517773297
anxiety,throwaway06601,2020/01/24,"Embarrassed about moving back home after college Hi, this might be really silly and in the grand scheme of things not a serious issue, but lately, it's been a real stressor of mine. I'm anxious about a lot, but this happens to be on the forefront for the time being. After I graduated college, I moved back home with my mom and dad. I am a 22 y/o male, so I graduated this past June. They live in the close suburbs of a major city. I have a job and I work quite hard at it (it is not my favorite but it is something) and I am actively looking for other opportunities as well. I help out at home as much as I can. My parents are putting the justified and necessary amount of pressure for me to find my next step career wise but they're not harassing me to get out of the house. So, it's not really objectively terrible. However, I can't help myself but feel so embarrassed about it. A lot of people who I graduated with live with roommates in other cities or on their own, and I feel like a total bust. It's so bad it's to the point where I met someone on a dating app in the city, and its been going well, but I am just too embarrassed to admit that I don't live in town and that I have to commute just outside the city to go home. To me, I just feel like it's humiliating and that I've failed. I feel like I'm not only ruining my own 20s by not living on my own but also ruining my parents lives too.",4.167495291902071,4.119421593220341,6.041666666666668,80.93722693032016,70.35593220338984,9.267419962335216,28.592278719397363,9.150863307647796,2.13278154425612,1090,36,237,20,18,381,144,295,0.12,0.7090000000000001,0.171,0.9026,4,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,4,18,20,1,4,18,0,17,0,0,0,1,43,30,25,0,0,17,4,5,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,20,15,0,0,6,0,0,6,8,11,2,0,3,6,32,9,42,23,9,33,0,3,1,0,13,17,0,4,13,174,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298057871922677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722455523585948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957727091780366,0.08663917522988315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986616402899594,0.22238852869666134,0.0,0.0,0.09483903950711306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054212763624164384,0.0,0.11794372009571034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175876561882143,0.0,0.09295277362588134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910255817970293,0.0,0.41633774606921775,0.0,0.0,0.1197305113338333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830336911419422,0.10297043574800624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705108098571748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208254682975614,0.0,0.458130576387134,0.0,0.08713619909066372,0.0,0.0,0.17643404398009868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007792982248572,0.0,0.12152794147330735,0.0,0.22057087091015395,0.07627898059925907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035491650890517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891771648898796,0.0,0.0,0.23043679931361266,0.0,0.09905513020298952,0.07193736531813498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809116421457653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043121654237874,0.0,0.11036651197142844,0.0,0.11810692511439055,0.1329486246922586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791947834322554,0.0798831216997806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893664399738786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050602053712825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659382153984674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554192433920885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheVerjan,2020/01/24,"Drinking and anxiety As someone who struggles heavily with alcohol and is genetically predisposed to alcoholism, I’ve come to realize that the general anxiety I try to kill with alcohol is actually being caused by my drinking in the first place. The cycle is a vicious one: drink heavily in order to dull the panic and intensity of my anxiety, black out, do and say things that are hurtful/harmful/counterproductive to mine and others’ wellbeing, wake up the next day to all of the chaos I caused while blacked out, feel incredibly anxious about it/my lack of preparedness for work and life, rinse, repeat. Since I quit drinking I’ve noticed that my daily anxiety levels have dropped significantly and I haven’t had a panic attack for a long time. To those who suffer dual alcoholism/anxiety, breaking that cycle can make a huge difference. Just wanted to share my experience in hopes that it may help someone else.",16.281717791411047,10.021485515337424,15.00498159509203,45.54845398773009,52.74233128834357,18.92957055214724,55.91288343558283,15.6451,8.181548220858895,741,38,113,24,5,247,103,163,0.226,0.718,0.055999999999999994,-0.9812,0,0,8,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,2,10,3,3,10,0,11,9,1,3,1,24,16,9,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,11,12,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,8,0,2,1,4,9,2,24,13,2,20,0,2,2,0,5,9,0,2,7,78,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.11246046106044273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694788856151473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408025727486375,0.13019169137089176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131105452832463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367724376766046,0.0,0.09927156697695924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743221463736431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120404317982425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515767330994874,0.0,0.0,0.09627066784386898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272968426244925,0.0,0.0,0.05827028049174849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802556463653296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724489671551969,0.0,0.0,0.11446221760140965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749921080135918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139947901020382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198635330173783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692554064578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225621475166228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120482256498384,0.0,0.0,0.07809158172157354,0.0,0.0,0.2704254605846275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120404317982425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257502564505846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916457915287051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953301301845688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528989582294484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047691668901404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656227196934141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719907050191916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824237454888905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797325711449068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389821466454145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mameun,2020/01/24,"The anxiety just won't go away this week... Hi all,

First time posting here, in a sad way i'm glad to see that i'm not alone going through this!

I've suffered from depression, bipolar tendencies, imposter syndrome and anxiety for several years now, but I can tell things have progressively gotten worse over this past year. My overall environment is toxic, I am mostly alone and feel like I'm lacking support, my family lives abroad and it seems my whole life is just a succession of stressful problems to deal with (I guess some people call this adulthood?). 

This past month is the worst it's ever been. I've had to deal with personal stuff, professional duties and expectations, money struggles, housing issues, etc. and am under pressure every single day.   
This week really has felt like a turning point; I just can't calm the anxiety down at any point in the day anymore. I feel a ton of resentment towards the world, as if everyone were purposely trying to get in my way or be annoying. I'm too stressed to eat or fall asleep, i'm constantly physically tense and shaking and the thoughts just won't stop. Those thoughts get darker and darker.   
I stopped trusting people after a rough break up a couple years ago but as of recently I've also withdrawn from interacting with people to not overwhelm or feel like a burden. Some of my ""friends"" have in the past told me that they had bigger issues of their own to deal with...Other have heard my concerns about loneliness or substance abuse but nobody has actually taken action about either. I started skipping going to the gym, one of the only activities that kept me going through hard times, because of surrounding drama and toxicity. This is when I know something is truly wrong.

It feels like I'm reaching the breaking point. I'm starting to not be able to keep up with the expectations and people are starting to notice. I've stopped hiding that I needed help and tried changing everything that was wrong about my life but it's as if it'll just never get better. People are asking what they can do to help me but I have no idea myself. I'm running out of options. I'm running out of time. I'm scared I'm about to completely blow up, lose my shit and say/do things i will forever regret. 

So my question is, am I gonna be okay? Does it get better? How do you cope with those feelings? I'm holding on to things that might help, like therapy, i'm also in the process of getting medication. I love to help others and am lucky to teach and coach as a part of my daily life. The only time I seem forget about my struggles and self doubt is when helping others with theirs.",5.490617471640746,6.5720027892644115,5.9443182083966795,78.79471611507427,67.82703777335985,8.541901531984564,30.89749736872881,8.757208317658263,2.492791182317858,2085,81,379,33,34,672,258,503,0.204,0.6759999999999999,0.12,-0.9941,0,2,1,0,1,0,59.0,0,1,4,6,20,38,3,9,21,1,37,9,2,1,3,82,87,36,0,8,20,0,8,5,1,6,5,1,0,2,28,23,1,7,13,3,1,9,8,22,0,2,13,10,34,16,65,65,13,68,0,6,1,1,25,23,1,17,36,245,62,4,0.06792888752172725,0.08048462389935837,0.06628879536137712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021486019347051,0.0,0.0,0.14070768238383166,0.0,0.10864541361818836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046193972895582566,0.0,0.15589623907373987,0.0,0.06736720338497497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350434010704169,0.0,0.0638214259089019,0.0,0.0,0.04140881934010592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015516166095205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936298906461448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185975594893365,0.0,0.07122214616536249,0.07340699523158424,0.0,0.0,0.07516202201470125,0.0,0.08761702566972117,0.2100951008623772,0.05850705128528973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594450272349585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950821040008784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757586657772062,0.0,0.06144556776560674,0.05723301748595056,0.06490896305553255,0.061050104024575925,0.0,0.06403730963931321,0.0,0.17173443282842055,0.14558523245506635,0.06522238469294156,0.0,0.0,0.057780277024492926,0.0,0.0,0.05248168999439536,0.0,0.17745020034331532,0.0,0.15442220880169935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483132797567818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085094062619361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276565071315937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783808158930536,0.0,0.07668344567942319,0.0,0.1418002201872882,0.0,0.06037831637316031,0.0,0.0,0.03733194008805989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394054645739168,0.16593311611236414,0.0,0.05998245219659635,0.0,0.0,0.0759950496003128,0.0,0.0,0.061308473109197084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843120769671994,0.0,0.07206181494747059,0.0,0.0,0.0542201899404532,0.0,0.0,0.0503684093735523,0.05239094573983783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733748867312151,0.0,0.0,0.04603037219814924,0.10332595990635572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356036556426561,0.19453742835997626,0.23546668781488586,0.0593128844446375,0.0,0.0,0.19264426579456387,0.0,0.06505709696697333,0.0,0.0,0.06499877136164631,0.0,0.0,0.07609590028056476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351698476499345,0.0,0.06707158142565367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401977782318231,0.06800866669948957,0.0,0.054130528572101363,0.12367981593837525,0.07086464442504993,0.07674030771044253,0.06972802687670944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522949763194036,0.0,0.0,0.14424124864783158,0.0,0.0,0.17037477486719965,0.15562462229676946,0.14202804436086122,0.07776232436842696,0.0,0.07708489656591942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937284178090455,0.0,0.07768260294234466,0.0,0.13538680344508078,0.0,0.0,0.10785589792376896,0.1584395223342485,0.0,0.0,0.06490896305553255,0.0,0.09223851131593627,0.07388712335254778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783757817058776,0.10897691232519642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584017703758211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922533971185685,0.0,0.148539149699193,0.0,0.1312319292837944
anxiety,anxiousperson1234,2020/01/24,"For some reason I'm having intense anxiety when making eye contact with my professors. This is a really recent development. I never had this problem before, but it suddenly happened once a couple days ago and now I've been dealing with it since

The first time  it happened, I was at my last class of the day (no problems looking anyone in the eye prior). I was looking at the professor as he lectured when he looked in my direction. For the first couple seconds I was fine as usual but suddenly I just started feeling this intense anxiety which made my neck shake involuntarily, and it caused me to pathetically lower my gaze to my desk while shaking to calm down. What the heck?? 

I was hoping no once noticed, but for the rest of the class I could no longer look at the professor or even put my gaze near his face without feeling an intense anxiety. And the next day I was experiencing this with all of my lectures, even with some professors that I am very familiar with.

What's going on?? I'd really appreciate some advice for this.

Thank you for reading.",6.067857692307693,7.000796255000001,6.989000000000001,72.3566153846154,66.45,9.753846153846156,33.884615384615394,9.851270322608157,3.4511576923076923,841,37,146,18,13,281,115,200,0.13,0.758,0.11199999999999999,-0.615,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,6,8,0,2,13,0,11,4,4,4,2,29,26,12,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,3,1,0,4,5,4,0,3,8,9,20,4,27,17,5,32,0,0,6,0,6,8,1,5,20,110,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110675400078373,0.1098599076228849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844272388637615,0.0,0.0,0.08665745109013842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545860443386908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731423478215712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895111925970247,0.27426096378048925,0.0,0.2397813010444705,0.1277703892284066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371431889414542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532938789913298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108361914630441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043448053922467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918864305916413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230943076684989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102265411997104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41629298544308535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726923464742907,0.08272682782358258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955854491858188,0.0,0.13180508827340173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109954476546874,0.0,0.2639710766622591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23717597265685586,0.0,0.12458778101257052,0.0,0.0,0.12396741910904314,0.0,0.15879043514999575,0.12742467066303642,0.1223697558354894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251938692888687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772103874329384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410166643617935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226684256813241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364956604993271,0.10225843109964483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946783853966852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Samo_17,2020/01/24,"Can anybody relate to my anxiety symptoms? Help. Ive struggled with anxiety for all my life, it has kept me from continuing to play sports, cancelling plans, traveling, etc.  I feel alone in the way I feel because I cannot relate to anybody else who says they experience anxiety. Maybe I’m not experiencing anxiety at all and it’s something else. Anyway, when I fall into an “anxiety attack,” I completely freeze. I completely freeze and begin breathing very sharply. I can’t help but have the urge to gag and dry heave, and the only thing that keeps me from doing so is slowly sipping water or grabbing a mint.  Taking a sip or chewing a mint only prevents me from gagging/puking, but the urge to do so is still there along with staying frozen and breathing sharply.  After awhile it calms enough where I can walk, but in public people see me and the embarrassment sets in making it worse. This happens multiple times throughout a day and I can never target what triggers my reaction. 

Luckily, there are days where I get through with zero problems, but I just want to hear from the community. Have any of you experienced these kinds of feelings and if so what helps? Medication?",5.710604838709674,7.43377552995392,6.06711693548387,75.72067540322581,67.89400921658986,8.742972350230415,32.45650921658986,9.188382445141503,3.052281336405529,938,41,159,18,16,301,137,217,0.128,0.773,0.099,-0.6649,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,11,7,1,2,11,0,14,7,2,2,3,35,28,19,0,3,9,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,11,13,2,3,3,3,0,3,4,4,0,1,1,13,21,3,24,27,4,22,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,3,9,113,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136440755865207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895863036262248,0.0,0.5038957441271934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987090320776902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030621376930679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27624940706893314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992012101269136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010025716646944,0.0,0.0,0.13612048794696402,0.1469226050328202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288649650623574,0.0,0.0,0.19983195310636248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688276263330919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649540828763365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847821115613352,0.0,0.2649034541775957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170947169942046,0.0,0.13718477213029795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930503894105035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793608509221612,0.0,0.13234844821837055,0.0,0.0,0.13271209566852066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016044059021174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003852502049483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133048692793028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126055398605753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476328218895413,0.0,0.0,0.1049780667073137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141828756028763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041509527909632,0.10520607371949778,0.0,0.0,0.13772107818385745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692614125471966,0.09905052145112153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752082086430857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681744102371497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086975813668455,0.07770243889657785,0.1045674296313975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425219597528953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,THETROLLPACKAGE,2020/01/24,"The damn virus Of course the media makes it seem like we’re all gonna die. And I bite into it. I think I’m gonna die from this damn thing even though I probably won’t, and it’ll die over in a month or so. It doesn’t help there’s a patient being held for investigation pretty close to me. Any advice to stop worrying? Couldn’t stop researching this damn thing all day.",2.5028270042194087,3.6107524683544314,3.73487341772152,91.73665611814349,74.9493670886076,7.2919831223628675,19.495780590717303,7.793537801064563,0.2710236286919834,291,5,69,4,6,95,57,79,0.301,0.6,0.098,-0.9512,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,2,14,12,5,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,8,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,5,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006036306513228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960188653911826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239283514418285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391650527836727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558982333702665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375992402745505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029263385057653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703035929416568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385775740281516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088502126698218,0.22133361075627853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868851556764367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432574785445382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27276651027117665,0.1315393255021713,0.20169298291191406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084784458629088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sykhumor343,2020/01/24,"My (22M) anxiety is affecting my sex drive, and although my girlfriend (23F) says she understands the issue; she keeps pushing and asking if I’m in the mood A few weeks ago, after having done REALLY well for a decent bit of time, I had a panic attack in the middle of sex. She reacted the best way possible, let it run its course, and we haven’t talked about it much since. I did bring up to her that the thought of sex is still bringing up these stresses, and when she brought it up again asking if I was in the mood my heart rate went through the roof. I’m almost embarrassed by it, even though I know I shouldn’t be. I’ve never had an experience with assault, so I don’t know what my trigger was for the panic attack. I just don’t even know where to start with this conversation. I love her, and I don’t want her thinking that she is the cause or that I’m not attracted to her; but that’s the first question she asks every time I tell her that it’s still stressing me out. Thanks, y’all",6.566796116504854,4.855175970873791,6.878951456310682,82.4347378640777,65.99029126213593,10.181747572815537,31.27961165048544,8.841846274778883,2.163494757281553,774,22,172,10,10,252,122,206,0.10400000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.062,-0.6604,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,2,13,15,3,5,14,0,17,5,1,4,1,31,38,13,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,1,7,0,0,7,7,8,1,1,9,1,29,5,21,26,4,29,0,0,0,4,23,9,0,5,12,122,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349556849386963,0.0,0.1282088585736928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794665426928917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35908716681160496,0.2913172756984446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343651484978403,0.0,0.13978138705816834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152752233839413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310245650973909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913221661591055,0.0,0.10787526260655354,0.0,0.0,0.12524309172574324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890676101477027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172244730256387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363558888124186,0.0,0.11380365775917925,0.0,0.0,0.2110945578712588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092476919746066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555685733824834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412067763925948,0.0,0.0987487167049696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004436762736393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443405634129226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434288385731738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202269189321411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181880974655874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059121234752724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906240445351419,0.0,0.20449831239360328,0.0,0.29332800777856605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290992447736272,0.11190849583257924,0.1178777024164768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820398505831989,0.12579403245837675,0.10164572674373094,0.14931682645650826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328926300310484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551853738779134,0.10162846181282112,0.1027021949176255,0.0,0.11511911137679795,0.11869000609412038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Benzothrowaway21,2020/01/24,"Switching to an SNRI, would love to hear experiences I have been taking Luvox for my PO/DR/GAD for probably 2 years now. It works great in having really only one side effect, but the side effect it has which makes me want off of it, is that I cant feel true joy. 

It has curbed stomped my obsessive thinking and anxiety, but my depression it still there. It feel like there is just a weight on my brain. I am hopping that the N in SNRI helps kick me out of that and allow me to feel alive again, but with how good Luvox has been aside with my main point, I am weary to switch. 

My Psychiatrist has recommended Effexor XR, if you have tried this or are on it, how has it worked for you? 

Also, I have tried wellbutrin and didnt feel anything aside from added anxiety.",7.798311688311688,5.610106623376623,7.6250649350649375,79.57902597402601,63.93506493506493,11.397402597402596,31.740259740259727,9.957137785484203,2.5628155844155844,596,15,130,10,7,191,97,154,0.12300000000000001,0.731,0.145,0.4203,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,4,9,8,0,1,4,0,19,3,1,6,1,27,29,11,0,3,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,6,1,1,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,6,16,6,18,25,1,13,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,2,5,89,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066566701676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28825528310526105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550394678281885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031985557697586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227107272213911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842941095421467,0.0,0.0,0.3810485064784334,0.13459501219086611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802334663219494,0.0,0.2077147740750137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234367074238727,0.0,0.12628243882701795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092044101215713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004090070912836,0.0,0.1257603452641323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276666266766894,0.14328883430042827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810156199134086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031301052601982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069567076650704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045873535276302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165547355471267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072091962812552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558262952707278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112486453372662,0.0,0.0,0.2294238786394426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743189935275634,0.0,0.0,0.1338359577255695,0.0,0.0,0.12132523899520352
anxiety,urlocqlgay,2020/01/24,"if anyone could help please? I’ve been talking to a boy for about two months, we met through tinder. He lives in a town about 45 minutes away from me which isn’t the issue, its the anxiety. we’ve talked lots and lots on the phone, video call almost every night while i was away on a 5 week holiday over seas, but now i’m back he wants to meet me, i want to too, but my anxiety won’t let me. i really need help on how to hang out with him, because i want to before i lose him. i have the opportunity to have him around in two days while my parents are out of town and i’d prefer to do it at home but i don’t know whether i can muster up the courage in two days. help please?",2.486824324324324,2.8192626824324343,3.8157837837837865,94.06570270270271,74.20270270270271,7.271351351351353,22.232432432432432,7.1686216300943375,0.3007762162162164,519,11,132,5,10,171,93,148,0.046,0.775,0.17800000000000002,0.9566,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,1,0,23,19,10,0,7,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,0,17,2,28,13,2,26,0,1,0,0,17,16,0,4,9,86,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192113833794825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684462095575135,0.0,0.0,0.09910022441785267,0.0,0.0,0.12616887389462791,0.0,0.0,0.2663181547989489,0.10898086606720668,0.0,0.08639669360256215,0.0,0.12060095507908715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472117314799146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315908789925327,0.0,0.0,0.18280698271015625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194128099879098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28499391878427066,0.0,0.14216576045614648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792827194219696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789056149817451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449275228548786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514931907127422,0.0,0.0,0.1585585177327334,0.0,0.2409858848456541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131267496154136,0.0,0.0,0.1050902706535387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300308196103486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737330146401687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111518016363465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079523780594917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783283137498306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153459682730781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25078633982686616,0.0,0.1136864688966666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,an_artistic_girl,2020/01/24,Motivation What do you guys do to get motivation to have the courage to do your homework and see the bright side of difficult and course material heavy semesters? I'm feeling pretty burnt out lately. Spent all of my motivation last semester :/,5.523372093023255,8.384812906976748,5.890872093023257,71.9749127906977,71.09302325581395,9.881395348837213,34.00581395348837,10.125756701596842,4.129144186046512,197,10,33,6,4,63,34,43,0.086,0.598,0.316,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,8,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,6,8,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,19,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235467105192722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309869250703297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377635206799222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603828662216255,0.4987251611168119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44979006410593053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352308544118596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guusnl,2020/01/24,"I usually start the day of with a panic attack instead of a cup of coffee I can't deal with it anymore. I feel anxious all the time and have the side effects of panic attacks trough out the whole day.

I can't leave my house without 10 minutes of trying not to pass out. Trying to control my panic attack. Once outside I have to try my best to keep standing.
I am always so dizzy, lightheaded and floating/brainfog


At home I feel like I am constantly dying. Sympthomes of a heart attack/ stroke / seizure.

This has been going on daily for 3 years now. 

I hope one day I will feel normal again.",2.4543143297380574,4.5618297627118665,3.593636363636364,88.40444530046227,77.64406779661016,5.307858243451464,25.981510015408322,6.1124844417494595,0.9226677966101692,464,18,89,3,11,150,79,118,0.191,0.722,0.087,-0.9143,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,10,4,3,7,0,9,2,1,2,1,17,16,3,1,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,1,4,13,3,18,14,3,18,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,11,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179280398417326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820411422073614,0.1213237860145004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566964462148517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283833931313224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220104344468755,0.1372094875759388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366885236314651,0.12612236508250696,0.0,0.0,0.12696476993842665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556927287657485,0.08739639221928956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952599364070676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449679683806139,0.0,0.0,0.12271232186887501,0.12150659714741842,0.0,0.14115855872342326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087372722556402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953546253496187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976686832876817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986266015417725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028314581755251,0.08289759328174229,0.0,0.0,0.4306024929389899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658958417995276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133472126663658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24917299917974514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347350949592841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658303963767635,0.0,0.11792690339999498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877994883114561
anxiety,uwu-bapy,2020/01/24,"Freaking out about the virus in China (TW sickness ) (TW mention of death) I heard about the virus going around in China two days ago and it instantly freaked me out and got me thinking how it can spread so quickly, and that I definitely have it (yet I just have a small cold, the weather has been wack here jumping from 80 to 30 within four days). I feel that everyone around me has it and that it’s gonna kill me, it’s just all so loud and it’s taking me over almost.  Can anyone help me with any type of advice to get me out of my mind telling me that there’s a impending doom of death by a virus that has almost no chance reaching me?",4.4830263157894725,4.391584774436094,5.000516917293236,88.82227913533838,69.67669172932331,7.853007518796992,27.15131578947368,7.1686216300943375,1.0982338345864653,497,14,112,4,8,159,79,133,0.132,0.807,0.061,-0.8959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,13,4,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,1,20,16,8,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,12,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,3,4,14,0,20,12,1,17,1,1,0,0,4,10,0,2,5,78,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222737092682474,0.20163176999234586,0.0,0.4555416467085823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546822908496059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590470593358662,0.0,0.0,0.4049796756876631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293388972597272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173501535535243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501186766379275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188397610349309,0.0,0.12927217296018306,0.0,0.18192252955773688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246331000597713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516535399550799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296722691117151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102348180177013,0.0,0.1988122390269608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574877682463416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219779773085488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConfusedPanda77,2020/01/24,"Anyone else afraid to be happy? I just can’t do it, as soon as I’m happy or even think about letting my self be happy I panic. It’s scares me. 

I feel like if I’m happy then something is going to prove me wrong and my anxiety will be like “told you so, the bad things always happen” . I so badly just want to let my self be happy but then I have further to fall, and it will hurt much more when I do.",1.0152327447833078,1.9560920000000013,3.289919743178172,94.12101123595508,78.43820224719101,5.535152487961477,17.208667736757626,5.288315135182226,-0.6677107544141259,304,4,74,1,7,105,57,89,0.172,0.6579999999999999,0.17,-0.2966,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,8,14,0,3,1,0,13,0,0,0,1,11,21,12,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,1,12,7,7,12,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281793170924426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372247587381232,0.0,0.0,0.09480447881036064,0.13892328645436625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264163260870332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132642212195705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089552891766966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855606269240339,0.09686225178120794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705631926392514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989773992290312,0.7216660087360838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451469973163264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772905581242701,0.0,0.13248037593381806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967088501894784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908027791360202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357446593874151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828903281575694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043802811120786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900769289714725,0.08687766301247822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295576800541762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997179414311838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824137319666456,0.0,0.0
anxiety,michaelclary,2020/01/24,Writing Things Down I don’t know if anyone’s ever done this but since I was in middle school I would write things down. From my crush saying something to me to someone being nice to me in general and even some bad things. Has anyone else ever done this? I would’ve really call it a journal just things that I care about and reassure myself about,3.228260869565218,5.231008275362324,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,74.94202898550725,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.4577999999999998,277,6,54,3,6,87,50,69,0.091,0.7559999999999999,0.153,0.6652,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,13,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,9,3,10,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651106867412673,0.19424213042689012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828732052427108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357741026646008,0.0,0.1932844863111275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880023677007461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836570090111404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252125898160213,0.3429631289198983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418553727171977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144668687165742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507577576341189,0.0,0.1918601591993961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681851203274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062639806895146,0.14594420197817454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037811883748615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693374757659671,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IWishIWasBatman123,2020/01/25,"My insecurities are destroying my relationship and I really need help. First, in all fairness to me, I need to give some background. I didn't always have the most supportive parents. My dad regularly would call me things like ""worthless"" and ""hopeless"". He would make demeaning comments like ""girls won't like you if you don't go to the gym"" and ""personality doesn't matter as much as looks"". For reference as to why that hurt, I'm a runner. I have a runner's build. I'm not naturally muscular, I'm actually just lean. Then, all throughout high school, it seemed he was right. Girls never pursued me; it didn't matter how nice I was. They went after the jocks and the jerks that were more physically attractive than me but treated me terribly. It really hurt me. Bad. It did a lot of damage to my self-esteem. And then all through my first two years of college the cycle kept repeating. I even got close to a girl at one point and we flirted for a bit... and then she joined a sorority and wanted nothing to do with me. My entire life, women have treated me poorly.

Long story short, I finally met a girl that for the most part has treated me well. We've been dating since August. To my credit, at first, she was more brutally honest than she probably should have been. I was a virgin before we met and make the mistake of asking how I stacked up sexually to exes. And she mentioned that I wasn't as big and that I wasn't as good but I was getting better. That hurt. A lot. And even though since then she's done nothing but tell me how much she loves my dick, it's been an insecurity still. I had a sneaking suspicion that she preferred muscular guys too. So today I just outright asked her. And she answered honestly. She said ""Yes, I prefer muscular guys over skinny ones and if I didn't know you and I had to choose between a muscular guy and you, I would initially lean toward the muscular one on physicality alone. But I do know you, and I love you for who you are and you're perfect to me. I don't want you to change"". I get this, actually. I prefer short girls; she's as tall as me. At first, yes, it was a bit to get used to. But now I could care less because I love her. But rather than just... believing her and accepting what she had to say, I lost it on her. Completely. Without actually calling her this, I pretty much implied that she was a superficial bitch who only loved me because I was nice to her and that the minute some muscular guy came around who was as caring as I am, she'd dump me. That hurt her. Bad. We've worked it out, but it's probably the second or third time that my insecurities have damaged this relationship.

I don't know what to do. I need to work on this. I need to change but I don't know how. Help.",2.1549424480628865,4.256538921532846,3.8729197080291975,86.06583380123526,78.58029197080292,7.2080853453116225,23.494665918023586,8.20175343628119,1.3657533969679947,2131,71,444,41,52,713,238,548,0.16399999999999998,0.708,0.129,-0.9533,1,1,0,0,0,1,85.0,2,8,1,9,17,46,5,3,24,2,47,14,8,7,5,89,87,50,0,18,17,2,0,3,0,5,1,2,0,11,30,27,1,1,12,3,2,5,14,21,1,10,31,3,87,25,55,49,18,45,0,9,1,6,69,20,2,10,23,321,117,5,0.0,0.0,0.2106147231139853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451010235773081,0.0,0.0,0.0598614163127995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640435354026365,0.13451191296373838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013694765155745,0.08771021781533109,0.0,0.061217250323165134,0.08105387510721672,0.0,0.06362675614075758,0.15708382399349485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692142823998233,0.08228235756771915,0.14669910474767026,0.0,0.15220996268137946,0.0,0.07542970378038451,0.0,0.0,0.05743974586044439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362153200703997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503388078223682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880882490916373,0.0,0.2447749423437429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276000599523385,0.06901321709740478,0.040886234458523164,0.060341444765817286,0.05753850211117165,0.0,0.0,0.2849351304268738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964422659027616,0.07601055754264498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30806112827163123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814952702219445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081468506560305,0.10544152179844446,0.0,0.0,0.06366630950263814,0.060413069266500176,0.0,0.07853307222524944,0.12232484582955028,0.2597214610813529,0.0,0.0960435415299538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865670249374514,0.2133760019034021,0.055486021282690055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806036906411198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624906128548304,0.054715049799711625,0.0,0.0,0.07988295601463467,0.07790605707958606,0.0,0.0,0.06281688414207046,0.0,0.0,0.06800834050566018,0.0,0.0,0.0731907665477009,0.15513105231674273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217563488237956,0.0,0.0,0.15447733449435386,0.0,0.061437981682466364,0.06843321270373215,0.057211079121713915,0.0,0.07280903431119433,0.0,0.06549319546046738,0.07505108207597617,0.0,0.0,0.11902215103820413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057452886945591225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163880516053089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288038355001561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779499556184433,0.0,0.07068254246862159,0.0,0.0419498950825991,0.0,0.06819250055952072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702767737724146,0.0,0.0,0.06213469507728701,0.0,0.0,0.08486638231979653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468439972725158,0.06669085355161429,0.06491636662608774,0.0,0.0,0.06934941550489136,0.0,0.10474910669171758,0.0,0.0,0.15331636538949944,0.0,0.0,0.0463282189850618
anxiety,leathermypleather,2020/01/25,"Does anyone struggle with indecision, thinking their decisions are going to cause catastrophic outcomes? I’m having a rough day of anxiety. We’re on a long road trip through torrential rains and I’ve been terrified all day. My husband is driving and he was going to switch off and let his brother drive but I kind of nudged him not to because I trust my husband more but now I’m freaking out worried that something will go wrong and I encouraged this outcome. I don’t know. I do this to myself all the time. Sometimes I feel like I’m sharing a body and brain with my own worst enemy and I needed to vent.",2.684971988795517,5.1302928403361365,3.8455672268907577,85.15445728291319,78.57983193277312,6.655742296918768,28.404061624649852,7.793537801064563,1.981133893557423,484,22,91,8,12,157,85,119,0.253,0.67,0.077,-0.9698,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,10,0,2,4,0,9,2,2,1,2,21,19,8,0,1,3,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,5,0,0,2,2,14,5,13,15,5,15,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802671716389495,0.0,0.0,0.15357987950768578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338926714978619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397447273815026,0.0,0.24519484608425385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563443294816704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28330384257668395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221155373640256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105838015186713,0.15691339843930782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744854792630141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287249612105524,0.1207103527761601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246004146625314,0.0,0.1073067455692038,0.0,0.0,0.1943776329837804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628629117563635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909233822420944,0.2172330905885505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961913174706697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073872020387698,0.0,0.0,0.12807592231705625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305869023446315,0.0,0.0,0.2401457454255796,0.0,0.0
anxiety,journal_junkie79,2020/01/25,"Sometimes I just wish I could stop breathing I should clarify: I don't want to stop breathing by dying or anything, I just wish that I didn't need to breathe and could just have my chest and lungs be still. No constant movement of air in and out.

Sometimes I catch myself not breathing - it's not an intentional stop and I'm not holding my breath but there's no breathing happening.

Does anyone else feel this way? I'm not sure how to manage a yearning for something as impossible as to not need to breathe.",3.2010555555555555,5.349737350000005,3.6113333333333344,88.96122222222225,75.5,6.044444444444442,29.11111111111111,6.937597516519254,1.4753777777777777,405,18,80,4,9,126,63,100,0.135,0.807,0.057999999999999996,-0.649,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,7,9,9,2,1,32,16,9,1,9,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,1,1,10,1,12,11,0,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,53,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702471574788465,0.18613773520053692,0.14949519724946514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631582779763854,0.0,0.2900901801006033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854006944376026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897667100073434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175818363603674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918555165913218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064616908010648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694052780616956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985494888346026,0.35934357640467074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507827351673122,0.4556413848349362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121754907081427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715099693969103,0.14419758879561625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178126342545129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purplepenguiinz,2020/01/25,Does anyone have any tips for work anxiety? I could use some advice.,1.3846153846153868,4.071303230769232,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,93.6153846153846,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.1825692307692313,54,1,10,1,2,17,13,13,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297376972268716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990583622792078,0.0,0.3364224884796522,0.0,0.0,0.30749708210976695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351120187140107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848452812386184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798196777617447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201574571178853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nbhran3,2020/01/25,"Need support , going through a bad month . Hey guys .
Its my first post here so i'll keep it as short as i can.
I broke up with my girlfriend after 1.5 years being together because i wanted to experience more in life and i felt i wasnt able to commit to a serious relationship.
I love her very much and she supported me all the time when things went bad.. 
Im having a final exam at the end of the month and i feel i keep forgetting stuff and cant find the right words to describe what im feeling or what i want to say ... i feel like my brain is losing cells and im losing my mind too .. 
I would really aprecciate your support guys , thank you.",1.1930252583237646,3.1368923208955226,3.1359701492537333,90.93836394948336,81.01492537313433,6.212629161882894,20.755453501722158,7.321109707123232,0.5300133180252593,497,14,110,7,13,167,92,134,0.10800000000000001,0.748,0.14400000000000002,0.6139,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,4,12,0,0,7,0,7,3,1,0,2,23,23,10,0,4,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,6,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,3,5,20,6,14,18,3,17,0,3,0,1,12,5,0,1,10,68,26,1,0.1240494848165426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071522765427414,0.0756194145584737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848025068304376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987102370966156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213441993804728,0.0,0.0,0.18816944037965624,0.0886209767391971,0.11910695898085905,0.1358901471256077,0.1133789817764171,0.10551642841424244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050018094274058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456569860011949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019841918010079,0.0,0.0,0.2205217636689572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876198197050302,0.06060431229985475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775592857607481,0.0,0.0,0.1119595032621752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525461713166205,0.0,0.19803023055889085,0.0,0.09119064465681796,0.09198112116615162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188051160094678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946927644207513,0.0,0.0,0.13318272246924825,0.0,0.1059375822384577,0.0,0.09864912930785867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200698153572472,0.0,0.422309655950728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420809904517006,0.0,0.0,0.0824129656323753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233425217605736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235381648666997,0.14633520031224634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499511522354193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881211948600778,0.0,0.0,0.0798838010997343
anxiety,D36X,2020/01/25,"How to email a teacher I don't know? I'll be a senior in high school next year, and I need an art credit to graduate. But, I am really bad at art, and I don't want to take an art class. Especially since if I take one now, I'll likely end up in a class with a bunch of freshmen who I don't know: anxiety central. But, my other option is to take AP Art History, which actually sounds interesting to me. I know I'm capable of taking the class itself and succeeding in it (I've taken 8 AP classes already, 2 of them being history-based). But, since I haven't taken a prior art class, I need the teacher to sign off on me taking it. The idea of having to email him to ask if I can take it and going to him to get said signature is giving me tremendous anxiety. How should I proceed?",3.1111774370208103,3.455645813253013,5.649671412924428,81.43579956188394,72.79518072289156,8.927929901423877,26.53669222343921,9.095868883498916,1.9509710843373491,599,19,131,12,11,216,91,166,0.033,0.856,0.111,0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,10,0,12,0,0,2,0,22,32,11,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,5,1,1,4,1,0,1,3,2,18,4,22,26,1,16,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,3,8,83,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.14760231443922267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691280923149338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314181511793513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414022916789384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262909681302532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396635736119664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902409487331782,0.14509684441614998,0.0859612672688121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598084034567447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074762031430782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937611535091705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738951789567968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430619707686625,0.0,0.0,0.16086059460819835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249378396313838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689733587272094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387741412715732,0.0,0.0,0.15307736065442396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023813202174616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.682346164302488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921366652301795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740276811998698
anxiety,sardin_231,2020/01/25,"I went to a party and it actually went well :) It was just a group of us drinking pretty much and I was really tired and riddled with anxiety when contemplating whether to go, thinking about it made me feel physically nauseous. It had been quite a while since I had been out drinking and I didn’t really know many people there. I decided to go eventually and I’m so glad that I did, it had been my birthday the day before (this wasn’t for my birthday) and I soon as I arrived everyone was really happy to see me and they all said happy birthday, and went on about how generous I was and how much of a good person I was, it was a real confidence boost and reminded me that I actually do have people who care about me after having a long period of being alone with anxiety and depression. Drinking admittedly made my anxiety way more tolerable but it’s still a challenge for me. This has been a very helpful reality check and just wanted to share :). I wish the best for anyone suffering from anxiety ❤️.",3.0256739988719668,5.1942754619289335,5.27021150592217,76.77105893965033,76.10659898477158,9.047828539199099,27.18809926677947,9.586721724236666,2.8642004512126347,794,32,148,23,18,277,109,197,0.078,0.716,0.20600000000000002,0.9768,0,1,3,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,3,13,11,0,0,10,0,21,4,0,4,1,32,38,20,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,12,15,3,0,5,3,1,5,2,2,1,0,22,3,22,9,21,15,5,16,0,2,1,0,9,2,0,0,8,116,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.2319515301987713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308777849155356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636649905237341,0.0,0.0,0.08309932248947134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112850619185776,0.0,0.12472069827123315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117059525296005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664531790314409,0.0,0.10236119090005301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492691339813183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356167525951487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009170066406034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508492435622765,0.09968170962289134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530258365097227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796594279636697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653142102033098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517425628824592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249083910378058,0.0,0.12049037258182355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472978325356095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478458614838978,0.10377103877386523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090828727086965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264064920881137,0.0,0.1352718485738552,0.22840582222492706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130489941659353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470423217316994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830997206420204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490992494020474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615120114996682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659506693932666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295613459587364,0.0,0.0,0.0980597310019864,0.07009797421969845,0.09433378270504526,0.0,0.0,0.10685610156943992,0.3305120547263091,0.0,0.0,0.13666610718107236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,feelinglikeshit09,2020/01/25,"Advice on finding a therapist How do I got about finding a therapist? I'm in the US, and I checked with my insurance, and they do cover therapy. However, when I called a couple of therapists near me, even though their websites advertise that they accept my insurance, they tell me that they stopped accepting insurance but that I can file a claim instead. I find that a little weird.

Also, what are the normal rates? What qualifications should I be looking for? How many sessions does it take figure out whether they are a good fit? Is there any website that will have reviews?

I will also be cross posting this on a other subs to hopefully get more answers. Thanks!",4.976829268292684,7.081865747967483,5.420008130081303,78.11147560975611,70.3821138211382,8.822439024390244,32.62520325203252,9.3871,3.2862754471544715,529,25,91,12,10,169,86,123,0.025,0.8140000000000001,0.161,0.9566,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,6,0,10,6,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,2,0,19,19,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,18,5,10,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,1,2,73,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527809871772628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500621107295578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632167507639316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964829875805256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299555725149526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682076847707106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326606250027508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286964027864326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168512626437043,0.0,0.0,0.13113688203099225,0.12504539446935986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552883651837722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670128914209824,0.0,0.0,0.13129253978385236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585118457027783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318737401013394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973770584251686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071352761098906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755387745220715,0.0,0.1366546238934797,0.14394379058807422,0.17879701509532328,0.5445945640807461,0.0,0.0,0.15361064471245567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880668161594274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnhorsingKey,2020/01/25,"Leaving reddit I'm quitting reddit. I thought this site might be better compared to other social media, but it's not. People are rude and that makes my anxiety worse. Goodbye friends, may your anxiety lessen.",3.6559459459459447,6.8986167567567565,3.879783783783784,80.42670270270273,84.13513513513513,5.122162162162162,29.021621621621623,6.742157984588678,2.091469189189189,168,8,24,2,5,52,34,37,0.18100000000000002,0.614,0.205,0.2663,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670361162686539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699718754531005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358380626995508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232193345211175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375905204595146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32382567774856186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162431122348765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246746245821208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111674566643612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423371467246825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31107934994292463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Comingback2020,2020/01/25,I don't know if this belongs here but here I go... Whenever I get in a relationship with a girl. I feel guilt and that guilt makes me look fucking weak. It's like Im commiting a fucking crime or something. I dont know if it comes from me having low self esteem and by having a girl I seem like im winning. I feel like shit when I win btw. But I gotta fix this fucking problem. Anyone been through this before?,-0.00977272727272549,2.0846484772727294,2.189727272727275,95.03709090909094,86.95454545454545,4.883636363636365,21.3,6.2581,0.16465545454545485,318,11,73,3,10,107,56,88,0.253,0.5479999999999999,0.19899999999999998,-0.679,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,14,4,2,4,0,5,5,1,1,1,17,19,8,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,1,3,11,5,5,17,0,5,0,1,1,3,4,2,4,4,4,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224630141323024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093838686846829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292146834509094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166265220805445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191262814674808,0.13511676563556954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245516698659123,0.09881426870341156,0.0,0.10748873208358896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085925314095315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788527440060325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27720272206960994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882421804633706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624785139293007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097488890671976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030582302375508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217972340519094,0.1973071318668812,0.0,0.19414246843969332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560394499038262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ririhugo,2020/01/25,"Ignoring someone for 4 months because of anxiety Hi, I moved to Paris 4 months ago for my studies and I have a pen pal here who I had been talking to every now and again for about year before I got here. He seemed nice enough but sometimes I’d get the feeling he was looking for more than just a penpal ( I could be wrong though). Anyway, once I got here he was very eager to meet me as soon as possible so I thought it’d be best to meet in person for the first time whilst my sister was still here. After she had left and I started uni here I started falling into old habits with my social anxiety to the point where I couldn’t leave my room. I was missing my classes, I didn’t make any friends as I was hardly at uni and I was putting on weight as I wasn’t active and to anxious to even go to the supermarket so I was just ordering takeout straight to my door. Anyway, it was difficult for me to explain something like this to a near enough stranger. I just ended up not replying to his messages to me rather than explain why I couldn’t meet up with him again. He eventually sent me quite a horrible message which I also ignored but I completely understand why’d he be upset of course. It’s been 4 months since we met face to face and I want to send him a message to just apologise for my rudeness without trying to justify it. I don’t want to really meet up with him gain as I think too much has gone on between us but I’d like him to know that he wasn’t the problem and that I’m deeply sorry for how I treated him. Should I send n apology message or am I being selfish by doing so? (I can admit that I’m doing it because I know what I did was wrong but also because I want to feel better).",3.905478749389353,4.254517320224721,5.163375671714707,85.61220566682952,71.02247191011236,7.9890571568148525,29.523204689789928,7.893859768569023,1.777234880312652,1330,50,286,16,23,444,181,356,0.135,0.74,0.125,-0.5781,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,5,28,18,1,1,10,0,33,3,2,2,0,47,61,24,0,9,12,1,4,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,12,12,1,2,11,0,0,8,8,10,0,1,23,5,50,8,54,29,5,41,0,1,1,0,39,14,0,2,20,204,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153684231828114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320248848390824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789422954538935,0.0,0.17525255165678466,0.1294027503911154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947590410805844,0.0,0.09746898501193696,0.0,0.12020745018634413,0.10130535605410748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009779316146547,0.0,0.0,0.0914545115764954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145248263399506,0.23671030290990555,0.0,0.07565560240529866,0.0,0.09650873311336762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583434368654155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743154527789999,0.0,0.0,0.08849684387601839,0.0,0.059844805596876174,0.0,0.06509831383465982,0.0,0.18322349894114384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260942802871267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590139051980698,0.0,0.0,0.12128615142699092,0.1244530009430253,0.0,0.0,0.11192137350779156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961885826589208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645938408257802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742851278951254,0.1217427410771968,0.08420343217949923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019524855501315,0.12198621939337688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001589268741076,0.0,0.0,0.10828163444846096,0.12913178216452925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960367552833984,0.0,0.1151489214689886,0.0,0.12183224045031793,0.0,0.0,0.07338017901317519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042770665624712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475244473077313,0.0,0.0,0.11676375525016615,0.0970532350297646,0.0881819993855489,0.11328749996584896,0.12822325840981774,0.16215046001036795,0.0,0.09147543457163904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206657945599526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339552973763512,0.11253944984642153,0.09093558687503092,0.06679185480356242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776823818130184,0.0,0.0,0.1192449278845383,0.13778300367509544,0.0,0.0,0.09451125910210187,0.20268404990452726,0.0,0.0,0.13948441710910994,0.0,0.0,0.10335865025471803,0.0,0.0,0.1104168695057351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504729924247832,0.0,0.07376294194932166
anxiety,gethtaewylp,2020/01/25,"My anxiety is affecting my relationship I’ve been dating my boyfriend for over two years. 

Nowadays, when he touches me, my mind seizes up and projects vivid images of how he touched a girl he crushed on and slept with in the past. It leaves me with a terrible, debilitating feeling and I end up crying or self harming. 

About a year ago he admitted to texting her behind my back and that too had set off a series of depressive episodes.

I want to be a full-person and present for this relationship. When I’m not torn apart by my own mind, we get along great. 

Has anyone else had their relationship affected by anxiety? How did you overcome it? 

Thank you",4.3382400000000025,6.198316144,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,71.56,8.520000000000001,30.9,9.120678840339163,2.6621200000000003,518,23,101,11,10,165,90,125,0.153,0.753,0.094,-0.841,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,1,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,4,0,20,14,10,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,4,15,2,19,8,1,18,0,1,1,0,15,7,0,1,10,66,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531166697022913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268067878783156,0.0,0.0,0.1225097806417314,0.17952170153898742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347244375526783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245819013588905,0.0,0.0,0.1509067302562031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636412825940973,0.0,0.15518262963863194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859062680896533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915391527306409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931678693912381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185520387757204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35382105680994264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725623425630592,0.0,0.15298520873935598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643247254114545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278056312917454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130834625417556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115313903162632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334244838365628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565691847824496
anxiety,Metabisco,2020/01/25,Social anxiety has completely robbed me of my self-confidence. How do I get it back? I feel like I am just a worthless shell of who I once was. This all happened so fast :(,0.7084285714285734,2.993230628571432,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,85.57142857142857,6.928571428571428,23.035714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.39,132,5,29,3,4,44,31,35,0.214,0.7170000000000001,0.069,-0.6461,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,2,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775478006888131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789776344075189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803982086928352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834470712722835,0.2591907368692877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895526657847613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32083069501393263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725009292871066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863796171513725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784887882535279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698379642804575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GamerGuyAlly,2020/01/25,"Not understanding what is triggering my anxiety? I have had crippling anxiety and depression in the past. I had a form of agoraphobia which left me terrified to leave my bedroom.

I had panic attacks and anxiety back then which gave me the shakes but I could usually cry it out and move on.

Been free of all that for about 3/4 years now, however these last 6 months or so I've started having intense anxiety/panic attacks. I'm incredibly happy, its certainly not depression. Work isn't stressful at all and I enjoy it. I have no pressure at home.

However, I'm getting panic attacks like I've never had before. I feel like I can't breathe, I get dizzy stood up, I feel like I'm sinking into the floor lay down. I went to the hospital once(felt like an idiot when they said i was fine it was a panic attack).

My huge issue with it all is I don't know why its happening. Theres no rhyme or reason. Just suddenly out of no where boom I feel like I'm going to die. Its awfully debilitating and I can't seem to get it to stop.

How do I figure out whats causing it? There's nothing on google for people who don't know whats triggering it, its all about stopping the triggers. I'm avoiding drugs like the plague and I feel like I've been to the doctors so much I'm wasting their time. I don't need a diagnostic, I need a cure.

Sorry for the wall of text but I don't know what to do?",1.77369587897757,3.787724950704227,3.927010954616588,85.64250652060512,79.4225352112676,7.305998956703182,25.30725091288472,8.285830014693849,1.710069535732916,1082,42,225,22,27,371,146,284,0.23,0.608,0.162,-0.9584,2,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,1,12,26,5,7,13,1,23,3,1,6,6,46,50,15,1,3,7,0,4,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,20,11,0,3,11,0,1,4,13,14,0,0,12,6,27,13,28,37,6,35,0,2,0,0,5,16,0,3,22,144,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115744166917856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385175031459524,0.0,0.07409892368733766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199972425906753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989936497115094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693980531962956,0.0,0.10585269460342876,0.0,0.0,0.16599848538670328,0.0,0.10001190824812882,0.0,0.0,0.09863390967766973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175308807862412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949006494909782,0.2753733957566964,0.09252574548274456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510405866034316,0.0,0.0547665884026452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521546623936879,0.10258259320499913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966621959904042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058027734047296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887945234875986,0.07855053483996552,0.0,0.10203687842074843,0.1047011186101069,0.0,0.0,0.32955433134179724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691781767984571,0.10242100292365408,0.07083954161973083,0.14290721346692298,0.0743228162224666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246504975802833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391915492472042,0.0,0.0,0.09199152851199344,0.06680752606331114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907951953530447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166541362516424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877272981104694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787300013349414,0.06820781506908448,0.0,0.0,0.1611313163955137,0.11038606040908412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619134821166998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031961659010834,0.0,0.0,0.10613270091700078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933154581372707,0.08695464326050285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015504469541801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062056057110282004
anxiety,sarafsuhail,2020/01/25,"Does anyone else feel your study performance decreases as you near the exams ? I have exams in one week, and my study performance is slowing down. I'm alternating between intense fear and periods of 'Fuck it all, I don't care !' mood and I can't help but feel I'm wasting time and that, of course, causes more fear.",1.9987822014051524,4.612511360655741,3.283981264637003,87.03918032786886,82.9344262295082,6.76440281030445,23.46838407494145,7.957251820313856,1.508585948477751,247,9,48,5,7,80,46,61,0.245,0.737,0.018000000000000002,-0.9298,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,0,5,1,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,9,10,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,6,1,7,10,2,7,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,4,28,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187334553923458,0.2745137384233511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731603427119296,0.2752256739724941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445692100794854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22381118090527674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6029646609174423,0.270934866883662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476859517280101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957984441163927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154822767212556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622518947477412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490772662724103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexander_lafayette,2020/01/25,"Why am I being so anxious when I think that tomorrow and every Sunday I will go to work? Hi,

Every Sunday I feel very anxious because Monday I will go to work. Also, I feel that the time passes to quickly.

Could this be related to my generalized anxiety disorder?

If not, what it is and how can I cope with it?

Thanks.",2.0073958333333337,4.026065781250002,4.6106250000000015,81.00520833333336,78.6875,7.3916666666666675,24.729166666666664,8.344100000000001,1.8426854166666669,246,9,47,5,6,87,45,64,0.156,0.799,0.045,-0.7409,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,14,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,5,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,37,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336852593171504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754113840320407,0.5180801153323351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977716886701153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307479463151427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627939376849396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38638479808837134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318786500100893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26062925121347874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110563787654005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692409703975873,0.0,0.0,0.13370477727599375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919383037774665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690464956390656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338615258154697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonshelter,2020/01/25,"I don't know how to stop being a control freak I am so exhausted. I need to check, check again, again and again. I can't let go, even when I can't do anything about it. This is obsesional.

I imagine things that may happen in the future, and I'd think about every possibilities. And those things may never even happen. I just need to feel ready in case it does. 

And I get these flashbacks of extremely anxious moments that happened in the past. They pop up in my head randomly. And I just repeat those scenes in my head, it is traumatic. And I'd remind myself of scenes that had almost gone wrong but didn't, and I'd imagine what would've happened if they went wrong. I don't know why my brain does that, it is so disturbing.

It depresses so much and distresses me a lot. At this point I don't know what to do to make my head shut the f up..",2.5144581280788216,3.9525321206896606,3.76978653530378,90.17172413793104,75.4942528735632,7.040394088669951,22.773399014778327,7.7094869923839395,0.8018502463054187,655,18,146,9,14,214,92,174,0.17300000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.01,-0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,14,7,0,2,5,0,17,5,4,3,1,31,33,15,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,8,0,2,7,0,2,3,7,7,0,0,4,1,19,0,17,25,2,23,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,6,10,101,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412305563550747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513157601342177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022243470869622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952300129774315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502267716648377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536361011021315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442620314208146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693418341988978,0.0,0.11285148319105748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067724842445778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699789009244856,0.0,0.0761220361358233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473776073303186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123878362986413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083222208429493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369642495728461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387226603115246,0.0,0.0,0.08940698545340768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846240754265892,0.1986318371270595,0.103303935249863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278623091527345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266180029066006,0.15099890625704598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198108415202697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796955026323275,0.08582429924508275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416510425128192,0.12086136254808087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514819238434154,0.2928879882946476,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Amichelle2011,2020/01/25,"Crippling anxiety Hey everyone! On May 4th 2019 I had my first ever anxiety attack. I have always had anxiety ever since I can remember, but never had a full-blown attack. It seemed to come out of nowhere. I was sitting at dinner with my fiancée, had barely eaten two bites of food and began feeling nauseous. Following the nausea came lightheadedness, and dizziness. After leaving the restaurant, things became worse. I felt like there was 1,000 lbs sitting on my chest, and my feet and hands became numb & I was shaking uncontrollably. At this point, I was totally convinced I was about to die. I had my fiancée take me to the ER and they ran some bloodwork and tests. After everything came back normal, they gave me fluids and sent me home. The following days were rough, I would have random bouts of anxiety and burst out crying. About a month later, I began getting even more symptoms which frightened me which is part of the reason I am here now typing this. Since having the panic attack, I get muscle twitching pretty much everywhere but it seems to happen more frequently in my legs. I also will get this weird burning sensation in my calf from time to time, and my legs and arms will feel super achy. I will also get numbness & tingling in my arms/hands. These symptoms come and go, but when they flare up they last about a week and then will go away for a month or more. I have went back to the doctor & my tests have come back normal. It’s just getting to the point where I am becoming super depressed and more worried all the time. Has anyone else experienced anything similar to this? If so, what do you do to relieve it?",4.565533980582528,6.54264033656958,4.88735792880259,82.03717281553398,71.20064724919095,7.2740970873786415,26.92310679611651,7.9765259561132025,1.7842133592233007,1300,45,229,18,25,410,173,309,0.174,0.747,0.079,-0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,4,3,18,15,3,3,13,0,29,16,6,1,5,45,57,23,1,4,6,0,5,1,0,6,7,0,1,0,13,21,3,0,7,0,0,13,1,10,1,2,21,6,36,5,32,30,9,53,0,1,0,0,8,14,0,7,25,169,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627989822180404,0.07610144338392802,0.29728825849647683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27986437991771784,0.0,0.0,0.06395045155874181,0.09371083531351322,0.0752631904246216,0.0,0.0,0.31214438613637496,0.0859289994433936,0.2109796109100974,0.0,0.0,0.10100958355981766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092100909612795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363522009600677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046371890389136,0.05898366608693353,0.0,0.0787737394727658,0.0,0.09492028781056963,0.0,0.0,0.09361244334282867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640248839856688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040798851227629,0.16546030061648528,0.0,0.08739325658802223,0.08219769897079644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248911488746006,0.0,0.0878152466536298,0.0,0.0,0.07779521252570848,0.11059291827175652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389184815189784,0.0,0.10395682723470777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087713476364053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174110987910804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455151596733188,0.0,0.09684216646441952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446823819399219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600384133893327,0.0,0.06723309050589464,0.0,0.07053903110443445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922134155943625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730775311802264,0.0,0.09904148209803557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172917154100805,0.0,0.0,0.0930469627973904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403536713939276,0.0,0.0,0.10360552956524338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652217783566176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131211465724212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012241154742235,0.06876599249329904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076147830814139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999191610711347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934242204528313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336311360311064,0.0,0.0,0.08478366414292178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288133322100676,0.09320481472882887,0.06497004480900143,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,please-helpggfv,2020/01/25,"Calm long panic attacks that develop into a freak out panic attack? Here’s how these “attacks” happen:

1. Feel lightheaded already for unknown reason, relaxed while laying down
2. Brain will randomly pop/squish, feels like something needs to snap
3. My breath starts to get shallow and my brain starts to begin rumbling/vibrating
4. Start feeling sensation sensation I need to either get very angry, anxious or sad, but I calm myself
5. Honestly feels like lack of oxygen in brain, start to hold breath and it feels a bit better (less lightheaded)
6. Nostril gets stuffy on one side
7. Eyes start to feel strained and goes double/blurry and pressure builds on forehead, nystagmus starts
- eventually my jaw starts to spasm and my muscles get tight
- as pressure/vibrations builds, my eyes start to roll back into my head for short periods of times
8. Start to get fidgety and anxiety begins building
- start readjusting positioning/getting up/walking around, still feeling overly lightheaded
9. neck muscles relax and feels like slight relief, head still feels congested
10. Waiting longer period of time, start to hear crackling in my brain and feel more alert and less lightheaded, the more it crackles and pops the better I feels

Attacks usually last a couple hours if I don’t break it. If I want to break the episode short, I can do one of the following:
- strain my head immensely. Make a frown face like I’m extremely angry and my head will stop being as lightheaded
- let my anxiety get the best of me and get a real panic attack. I’ll freak out and my heart will race but I’ll stop being lightheaded and be able to think clearly afterwards l
- Get angry. Similar to the first point, I’ll strain my head and neck and feel instantly better
- Cry. I break out in tears and then my head will start to make weird noises and I’ll start to feel better.

Does anyone else get episodes like this? How do you deal with it?",5.288113553113553,7.368566609686612,5.099498371998372,80.82919871794873,69.51282051282051,8.31912901912902,28.775030525030523,8.942964678507748,2.475757753357753,1524,57,263,29,28,470,186,351,0.18600000000000005,0.657,0.157,-0.8001,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,6,7,32,5,7,11,0,12,22,21,5,1,62,60,29,0,6,6,0,14,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,25,0,5,15,2,0,1,1,16,0,3,0,18,23,16,38,52,8,53,0,1,2,0,3,17,0,4,37,132,30,0,0.05559716715540767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613528564671335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506336139549686,0.06280897378115056,0.0,0.03887483197358537,0.0569658679199611,0.0,0.049493266052246736,0.0,0.3162490195346342,0.0,0.04275078973418808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834579685696874,0.19668470517236933,0.06069770699365764,0.0,0.0,0.2482593025302505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151720798243865,0.06107087747836892,0.0,0.05731823807380779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048653455640395166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046444299085673706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654507768825438,0.11915588197398752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729092198056376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904722515024937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491643913030628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423523997073656,0.0,0.06266204806317534,0.06588291076908104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475201045159553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531911168670899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568518702397247,0.0,0.13580983775372452,0.0,0.0,0.049201743391715284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422308159062567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244918995317546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753481586609991,0.0,0.0,0.19569388973403767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255729355440705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328174799176221,0.0,0.05716314753087299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04280141550806365,0.0,0.0,0.511575493905404,0.0,0.08879993901619429,0.09296344243654207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562441979796814,0.0,0.0,0.06483831053778588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612324249130695,0.045873485509586295,0.03279264966119018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nely123x,2020/01/25,"My anxiety is worse at the END of my period cycle rather than before? I'm 24 (F). I've had anxiety my entire life. During my time of month, I'm typically very anxiety-ridden right before and during. I've noticed with this current period, I was surprisingly doing well up until a couple days ago (now period is just about ended) yet I still have anxiety. I've become bitchier and my anxiety is much more obsessive/intense as if it's the beginning of my cycle- is there a reason that I'm experiencing these symptoms at the end of the cycle instead? Anyone else have this happen?",4.872589285714284,6.182708223214287,7.253928571428574,67.99107142857143,69.44642857142857,10.242857142857146,28.285714285714285,10.411451182825502,3.3457107142857136,459,16,76,13,8,165,72,112,0.124,0.8370000000000001,0.04,-0.7987,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,1,0,7,14,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,8,2,12,12,2,20,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,16,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491357814791363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148166054961424,0.0,0.0,0.11763824464226738,0.17238311695291472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580932288036472,0.28632194812929096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861558235740954,0.0,0.1085017348885943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054403686661687,0.0,0.4470356257443487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877524604421974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883382171490843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428861866881042,0.0,0.12367673028427552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154386099779588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298010029543187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367717033673152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435773763991454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486715274441406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098102868231277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881671088988914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512691540841071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714522810966512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throaway8297338,2020/01/25,"Anyone try TMS or IV-ketamine for anxiety? I know they’re usually for treatment resistant depression, which I have, but my big issue is the treatment resistant anxiety and chronic pain/fatigue which ultimately caused me to develop the depression in the first place.",12.637333333333338,11.368817288888893,11.802777777777779,50.51750000000001,53.88888888888889,17.0,53.611111111111114,15.247664890283005,8.684777777777779,218,14,29,9,2,71,36,45,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265623539767952,0.0,0.0,0.1949433876708147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28640431855461723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802599280542522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714707096950144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909946837568046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322114571620146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966627735404401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29128657863370266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892868459239917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070587251917488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OnePunkSpider,2020/01/25,"Having trouble trusting psychiatrists and therapists + isolation Hi all, 


It's the first time I write in a group. I have OCD, I have dealt with significant depression episodes and I suffered from anorexia nervosa. Although I've been dealing with anxiety for as long as I can remember, this time is different. I've honestly never felt so isolated from others. I have a functional life, I'm happily married, I study and I work, I volunteer. But nevertheless I always feel like I'm more tired than other people. It feels like there is a wall between me and them, and that in reality I'm dysfunctional, and I'll always be. And healthy people cannot fully appreciate how hard it is to be anxious all the time. This goes on and on in my head constantly. So much so, that I started distrusting my therapist and psychiatrist on a visceral level. I feel psychiatry is a very hit and miss discipline, and I believe psychiatrists are basically drugs dispensers. It is probably important for me to say at this stage that I've had the same psychiatrist for many years and so far I've never had any reason for distrusting her. In fact I can rationally say that she has helped me lots. The same goes with my therapist. I feel that she has only read in books what my issues are, and that at the end of the day her job is to help me, but not completely, because I pay her. I live in Italy, where I must say that the general psychiatric care is not the best, but I've never had any reason to objectively doubt my health care network. I've been in emergency psychiatric care two years ago, with other doctors, and the experience has left me rather scarred. For one, they seemed to only aim to keep me as sedated as possible. The people I was hospitalised with did not get on very well with their lives (one killed himself, one became a prostitute and tried committing suicide multiple times, the other has full disability and goes in and out of emergency care, with no real life prospects in terms of social integration). It took me about a year to fully realize how bad that experience was. And from then I've started nearly hating psychiatrists. I also got into a weird bureaucratic loop after having been hospitalised, that makes it really hard for me to get and keep my driving licence. The medical panel that reviews my case has become the number one enemy in my head. And I fear that telling my therapist and psychiatrist how I really am could compromise me on the long term like having been in emergency psychiatric care. They could for instance write on my yearly report that I had some bad weeks, or that my anxiety levels are high, and that could result in loosing my driving licence. My husband says that I'm building it up in my head as an OCD obsession. Has any of you had similar experiences? ",7.3551724137931025,7.572624977011497,7.946574712643683,69.08089655172415,63.59770114942529,12.017471264367812,35.79080459770115,11.602472056035307,4.423015632183908,2226,96,390,66,30,741,244,522,0.159,0.75,0.091,-0.9911,2,1,1,0,0,1,54.0,0,1,4,3,13,26,4,3,23,0,44,10,3,7,8,77,71,41,2,5,8,1,7,3,0,1,7,4,0,0,30,31,0,3,10,2,1,3,8,14,1,6,15,11,57,12,63,49,12,62,0,3,0,0,25,33,0,5,28,280,87,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061525708350668874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550528565899825,0.11550547697762582,0.0,0.0,0.14159877951060187,0.0,0.10619334947551867,0.0784109068054476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590500439063413,0.042310269154144084,0.0766553143383092,0.0,0.07819867188092385,0.07283906366281577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35382870782593057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277261757312807,0.07500502973860823,0.0,0.1662491213476092,0.0,0.0,0.044762202806649415,0.07155625626869573,0.05978072127495699,0.0,0.0,0.07251623860848178,0.0,0.07104168750653392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049085742536635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614745910496633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368204776745186,0.0,0.07810292106058396,0.14037840618106678,0.09916970133745642,0.06664224421778517,0.0,0.0,0.059038125492738326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252528188564633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551165124628005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435127188876315,0.06852570095177106,0.2136968691895084,0.07377710362170395,0.0,0.0,0.09304499133208477,0.07333301018490294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244357093309138,0.0688763990181758,0.12338544578344132,0.07678929915299261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541163251250214,0.0,0.09804937466398264,0.10172723950378652,0.0,0.12257648188996065,0.12284720107658037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900791584150866,0.0,0.0,0.046330156210594525,0.07036847965810435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992092173434933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051022620874516256,0.0,0.1605944132784608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812972386129795,0.10557531569160232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435560970414024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824671505297043,0.0,0.0,0.07483320348726481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942644899420349,0.07900111951450182,0.08892865662558883,0.1427252815614217,0.0,0.0,0.07862535569516069,0.0,0.0,0.22078304822685252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318613262440184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075237507319225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825420688435668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592072160552589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060665359607668,0.0,0.0,0.3223506006509014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188867351075095,0.07977390212475294,0.0,0.0,0.07711447109185596,0.04712324937474112,0.0,0.0678012046408582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453718730277047,0.0,0.0,0.05567464329514047,0.0,0.06240582752391439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050529607703334777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878504589438798
anxiety,astroax23,2020/01/25,"I can't seem to get a job and it's really sending me back into a downwards spiral. I'm nineteen, and for the past 8 months I have been unemployed. For about 3 of those months I was in and out of the hospital, getting a hold of my mental health, starting new antidepressants and anxiety meds. I started school for a vet tech certification, and although I'm sure it's not what I want to do anymore, I plan on finishing. 

I had a job at Burger King before I hit my breaking point, and honestly I loved it. I loved my coworkers, the customers, and everything the job entailed. I just need something with higher pay.

I've been applying for job after job, and I live in the suburbs of Chicago so it's not like there's a shortage here. I've had maybe 4 interviews and countless resumes and applications were sent. Most of the time, I don't even get a rejection letter. I had to sell my car because I couldn't afford to repair it, and now I can't even drive anywhere myself. It's so demeaning, and I constantly feel like a failure. 

I want to grow up, move out, buy my own car again, and have money.

It just really sucks because I finally feel like I'm back up on my feet emotionally, but I can't seem to do this one thing, you know? I'm scared of getting sucked back into that debilitating state of mind. Like, the sun is starting to set and the shadows are looming over me. 

Why can't I just get a job??? What am I doing wrong?",3.470210180623976,4.521754717241382,5.095024630541875,83.13005747126437,72.51724137931033,8.282430213464696,28.63711001642036,8.704169506293173,2.086848932676519,1108,43,231,20,21,376,153,290,0.109,0.8340000000000001,0.057,-0.8884,9,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,2,15,13,2,1,17,0,21,4,1,0,1,38,47,18,0,4,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,19,0,1,5,0,4,7,8,5,0,1,8,2,32,8,33,37,2,41,0,1,0,2,7,14,2,3,21,151,45,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697336333631358,0.0,0.09978714535859162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321097133105916,0.0,0.12267298231175773,0.0,0.08561947345609536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873353999351656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318298459783027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329159802198015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090429991128535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175211646411893,0.1437646611713949,0.0,0.11022334483819292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628467272773697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069534359924009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990937978441115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529764551449848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662970876420865,0.0,0.0888485401732067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162539664590624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108544585304573,0.0,0.11176517670425842,0.0,0.1014004228233933,0.0,0.10159664367658454,0.0,0.16062646816552165,0.10694221743311244,0.0,0.07460781411568435,0.0,0.09717858817136064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818213033422778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605235023393756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511760613191167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128918389546226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007373078975037,0.10183193703837898,0.0,0.1831997641410048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077461526400134,0.0,0.0,0.2136562262095642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483234453552916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684688273711974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058671827132873326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869554627145774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079311958422344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110011229334932,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Evraything,2020/01/25,Anxiety Dreams / Lucid Dreaming ... Hey guys never posted on any kind of site or spoken to any officials about my mental health but I would most definitely say I have quite serious anxiety order which has came on a lot more aggressive after moving to London 3 years ago “I’m from the countryside” sort of And feel like I’ve been spiralling into a sort of depression the last coupe of years I’ve had a few serious events through my life which I don’t want to share but I’ve always had the same sort of dreams I’ve never had the chance to explain to anyone as it’s so surreal but so terrifying to me at the time so it started when I was a kid I used to have these strange dreams when I was standing on the edge of huuuuuuge plant pots whilst there was soil being poured in if I fell it I would die sort of thing ! Sounds crazy I know but this same dream repeated on me over 20+ times exactly the same then it changed to a completely different dream when I got older and I was in the sky and there was huge boulders coming at me and I had to move them out the way with my hands constantly scared out of my mind but whilst fully conscious of what I was doing but there seemed to be be no end to it of which that dream repeated itself over years and years and now there has seem to be a new one which from what I can think right now has started maybe in the last couple of years I’m in some sort of plane in the sky with no roof / I’m not strapped in or nothing and it’s Turning upside down and everything and I’m like falling out but I’m clinging on like a broken piece of plane or a seat and it keeps breaking the pilot keeps turning while I’m still fully conscious of the whole situation I seem to be able to do things in my dreams like I can open and close my eyes knowingly do things like I know I’m dreaming so I can take advantage of it but only when they are these specific dreams ... any advise is welcome !!,2.022226420375034,3.9100086750629717,3.3345109151973134,90.79747306185278,78.11838790931989,6.728491463755947,22.110901203470483,7.695328111545312,0.8009855023789529,1512,44,331,23,36,492,190,397,0.11699999999999999,0.7509999999999999,0.132,0.6913,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,16,14,1,1,21,0,32,4,2,1,3,66,60,34,1,4,13,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,0,2,22,21,0,2,11,10,0,6,6,5,0,1,13,5,29,9,58,40,10,72,0,1,1,0,10,28,0,15,38,218,51,1,0.10208035607356676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048807648297573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493903374003467,0.0,0.0,0.2082544278437724,0.0,0.15618238598011422,0.0,0.0,0.07137695845313746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167527328310092,0.0,0.0,0.10798748135365063,0.08793318794493205,0.1070293111830864,0.11031260020464703,0.0,0.0,0.1129499723959983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792166110635201,0.0,0.10594329319460047,0.10665224540061193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041289642626456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174324185956488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161489520230979,0.07292622677557566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816429859700275,0.0,0.0,0.10107560156355068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850664501354894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146742157445975,0.0,0.10630098230220364,0.16830208219826806,0.16641822936717832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210237436954227,0.24935652849796486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678506830566837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255343820830656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287298936617097,0.0,0.10307205979587633,0.0,0.0,0.21699052707013475,0.0,0.0,0.15746132731653995,0.09858984399881164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979488547750152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917229113582875,0.07763671071096379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977647635017876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085750240036348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871760663292364,0.0,0.08117839635518294,0.10220024449173977,0.0,0.0,0.2787903668979779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474259722594755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450600286715964,0.0,0.08152150422292193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675172371026079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345295804992194,0.06540897034781921,0.0,0.0,0.11904775306994947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206822859176545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816465240345447,0.0,0.0,0.060209638823017414,0.08102663520173002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139690720564574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450299122523291,0.0,0.0,0.32868201237718514
anxiety,Jazzcabbageee,2020/01/25,"Need some support Does any body else get anxiety or fear that they’re suffering from a mental illness such as schizophrenia? Bipolar disorder? 

I have hypochondria Forsure and once an idea gets in my head that i have something i begin to experience those symptoms it seems whether it be physical or mental ... does anybody else experience this? I would like to know how i can calm down and what has helped you ..
Im really struggling rn",5.020325497287523,7.5530825696202575,4.943074141048825,79.72430379746838,71.40506329113923,8.05858951175407,32.804701627486445,8.841846274778883,3.0753891500904174,349,17,59,7,7,108,64,79,0.192,0.723,0.085,-0.8602,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,6,5,2,1,0,12,13,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,6,11,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208516966166542,0.0,0.13595081643229304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974003260745542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036757795332073,0.0,0.31103765043144604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969146892733635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476770227558062,0.0,0.1999777940214832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856965870844645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238595906319707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911802950945365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006176116030831,0.19196174698890495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766703348576376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682214302024299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35818807109124984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317727691973011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925973931035064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384821678746468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617842616305633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681301296628767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857853855410312,0.0,0.0,0.20166787893668087,0.0,0.18471301763767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624301296253987,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,manicpaperclip,2020/01/25,"Lost my purse and new book sending me into an anxious spiral I left my purse with all my cards, work access and driving license as well as family pictures on a train.

I have cancelled all my cards, even though it's my fault I left it it makes me feel so anxious some one will pick it up and know stuff about me.

Particularly as the book was a self help book. It makes me feel really vulnerable and even though it's out of my control I can't stop the internal head screaming, overthinking and anxiety even though I know it doesn't matter.

If I left it in a bar but the fact I don't know where it is fills me with dread !

Any advice to calm the hell down would be appreciate.",5.216492805755396,4.915906719424463,5.872580935251801,83.90584982014391,68.136690647482,9.252158273381296,28.16636690647482,8.841846274778883,1.7909633093525184,530,15,117,8,8,173,85,139,0.17,0.7509999999999999,0.079,-0.8788,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,10,7,1,1,8,0,9,2,1,4,3,27,17,14,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,9,1,2,5,4,0,3,3,5,1,1,2,3,18,2,14,12,3,15,1,1,0,0,3,10,1,2,2,79,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185549514441498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987185260496205,0.0,0.11105234422988657,0.32799474004513085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281711460961432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28764426840483265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685051151728678,0.0,0.14680157620658305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898320466263146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730236834331682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393399313193801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47317305353364403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846690969492694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380017604245472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020317623679884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836890425485056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299768616642964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144082243119567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136609747007532,0.0,0.0,0.16618146400171813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278774695935684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305225510705706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568329214939197,0.0,0.0,0.10312245928376687,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shadownate1998,2020/01/25,"I'm afraid people will leave me If friends don't answer my texts I'm scared that they leave me for always. That they forget about me or ignore me. This happend a lot off time to me and I don't know how I can trust people at this if they don't answer in a day or some. Witch end up that I send them a lot off messages to see if they are okay. They got mad at me beqause off it and I'll understand it. It is a annoying habbit off mine. My anxiety is way to high to this fear. How can I ever controll this? I don't want to be a block on their legg. I want to be a good friend that they can rely on. How can I change myself in to a good person, not a bad one? What is the middle line?",-0.4620430107526872,1.0618625806451618,1.990967741935485,99.19311827956993,84.48387096774194,4.907526881720432,15.49462365591398,5.6839178017228535,-0.9513956989247307,520,8,135,3,15,178,83,155,0.18100000000000002,0.695,0.124,-0.6467,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,8,1,5,14,2,3,9,1,15,0,0,4,1,25,23,10,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,12,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,1,1,25,6,20,19,3,19,0,0,1,0,13,13,0,8,4,97,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066856480296534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852156603963847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118971950049595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155290701844616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309055022819947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677813088644345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037834131616385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379233374053173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037592559424166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797955587495009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30375355081797994,0.14482189142840204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913152464515744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099513859378929,0.0,0.0,0.3834636922717147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078862829535417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270082870810795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510686431442891,0.15810734797225662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128725371671872,0.0,0.14429300474941206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558604983054387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850503455377826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360496980773008,0.14372858153793625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vegetable_Leopard,2020/01/25,"PTSD from being bullied in jr high causing anxiety as an adult I was bullied a lot in elementary school and jr high. I'm a guy and it was stuff about being a nerd which always had a threat of physical violence and sometimes involved actual violence.  I would get really stressed in situations where I could get bullied. I'm middle-aged so thank god back then we could only get bullied IRL. I'm low level anxious all the time as an adult and conflict gets me really worked up. like i shake. so, for example, even thinking that there might be a dispute with someone gets me freaked me out. like something i've resolved a year ago could arise again, for example, even though it's unlikely to and i know rationally i can easily deal with it if it does.",3.380247629083243,5.527118636986304,4.711917808219179,81.28371443624872,74.95890410958904,8.327924130663858,29.038988408851427,9.057496981413335,2.6594969441517384,595,26,112,14,13,197,96,146,0.282,0.628,0.09,-0.9853,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,10,10,1,2,9,0,12,0,0,1,1,22,23,12,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,10,4,15,12,2,17,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,3,8,71,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.14479393538989355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152670113907033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346102757382392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350751835164816,0.1676230665507077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409227123624326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524234060565878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553993783134121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296952420672374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298451629085424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600238849000476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387602651449056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691593584489573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135355666039486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154377359886941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497840102501586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614428536914435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740388282364096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284691689763715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734440385602599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010740641989973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016480976237476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678125870094335,0.0,0.0,0.1257188183804837,0.11422738007424292,0.14674802574708332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996463265829734,0.0,0.169855447047847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660502821772866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507358791487286,0.1457790320079776,0.0,0.08651945564482715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080197658707448,0.0,0.0,0.10540231744580447,0.0,0.0,0.09554951876970344
anxiety,Greywolf8722,2020/01/25,"I can't be the only one right? I've had a great day out with friends laughing and having a good time. Out of no where all of a sudden I'm overwhelmed with anxiety. The kind of anxiety where you feel like you can't quite catch a full breath. No trigger, nothing. I can't be the only one this happens to out of no where right?",0.5932857142857131,2.4919294714285734,2.3014285714285734,96.37357142857144,82.85714285714286,5.142857142857143,21.42857142857143,6.1826913282559595,0.07600000000000008,253,8,59,2,7,83,42,70,0.133,0.637,0.23,0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,0,1,7,0,7,1,1,1,1,9,10,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,1,4,6,10,7,2,13,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,40,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646621790381345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537109667850031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051295053013045,0.17027167691237965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414255096854176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991008421778672,0.0,0.2627730576752294,0.0,0.0,0.21076517280220605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481966682539435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644193353664127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869571746134446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230136133003275,0.3625398846809529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25350621066401435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070857812562796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897922218197184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sfhmoof_throwaway,2020/01/25,"Funny anxiety playlist names? The best I could come up with was ""Anxiety! at the Disco""",0.5874999999999986,1.7917427500000045,2.1950000000000003,86.45000000000002,121.5,6.6000000000000005,22.75,7.1686216300943375,2.191925,68,3,12,2,4,22,14,16,0.081,0.569,0.35,0.7712,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6967701125852825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779214785069648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922927472255044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636053782108786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Donghoon,2020/01/25,"How do I stop biting my nails? Everytime its remotely long, its half broken and its in my mouth

Tips?",2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.5,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.4129999999999998,79,2,16,2,2,26,17,20,0.25,0.75,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7269142605301074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6867282270578128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kendropin,2020/01/25,"Huge victory, today I faced one of my biggest fears and got a panic attack in return. Took a train and it got stuck between two stations due to a technical problem. I considered pressing the emergency button and prying open the train door. Instead, I embraced the panic attack and pulled through. I've suffered from a severe panic and anxiety disorder since i was 11. I'm 21 now, still suffering but going to a clinic soon to fix it. My worst fears are trains, busses, public places, small space and being surrounded by many people. I had an appointment at my new psychiatrist and i had to take the train, luckily it was only 2 stations away, 6 mins or so. So I got on the train and i felt surprisingly well. I actually felt great. Then the train suddenly stopped between 2 stations and i was stuck inside, no way out. Well one way out, pressing the emergency button and prying the door open which would have probably gotten me in a lot of trouble with the police. Panic hit me immediately after the the train stopped, i couldn't breathe and i felt like passing out any second. I got up and walked to the door and checked to see where the emergency button is. I actually considered pressing it. But the feeling of passing out completely overwhelmed me and i sat down on the floor and took deep breaths and tried to relax as best as i can. and guess what? It worked!! I survived the panic attack, i pulled through it and it feels f*cking amazing!! It gave me new hope and i actually believe that i'm able to overcome it. If you read everything, thank you! I just wanted to share my little victory with you :)",3.799394049787491,6.024751763934425,4.793916211293261,80.81253794778387,73.98360655737704,7.666059502125076,29.00121432908319,8.515128840125781,2.3882325440194303,1268,54,228,24,27,413,161,305,0.196,0.638,0.166,-0.4364,0,0,0,0,1,0,39.0,0,3,0,3,10,27,3,8,23,0,12,4,3,0,0,46,38,28,0,6,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,12,27,0,2,5,2,1,8,2,16,2,4,19,9,31,11,35,15,3,48,0,3,1,0,6,24,0,5,15,155,43,2,0.08868888324155229,0.0,0.2596426695556241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031148187565049,0.0,0.06784675292763906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30268922469048304,0.0833261252649476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992200070113932,0.09307351129273712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298860670215184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016451438393228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970784956530319,0.0,0.0,0.199599301247992,0.08968752833941136,0.0,0.25546570855813205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040393618229051,0.0,0.28373040724776394,0.09777980687307383,0.09770080376367797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808807249839835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043328908503291234,0.08888956041366139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540011698748995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991660733627464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131255218020613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019576514162965,0.0674518921793398,0.0,0.520286476982822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061485704667870136,0.0,0.09266100652085778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956216164733492,0.08486328356685595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871288371291015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067355735509527,0.0,0.0,0.10019319377599566,0.0,0.0733643607030433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082705672080453,0.14829575523049493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668300272994293,0.0,0.0,0.08165280796156903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406669119406712,0.0,0.19707322513716807,0.060213930029820575,0.0,0.0866361519282351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231100118559808,0.1407942147788591,0.0,0.0,0.15948391428169315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456656327935148,0.0,0.0,0.06300203804642726,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,novvabell,2020/01/25,I’m to anxious to talk to anyone about my problems/worries that are constant. I’m to anxious to even tell internet strangers about it on a throwaway account I have anxiety and I am a huge over thinker none of my medicine helps. I feel like I’m always about to have a panic attack and that every thing is falling apart. I don’t know where to start to feel okay. I can’t even bring myself to go into detail about anything that’s wrong.,3.237929373996792,4.7308531460674175,3.9528410914927785,89.36820224719101,73.71910112359551,5.984590690208668,28.4446227929374,6.1826913282559595,1.1539746388443008,346,14,70,2,7,110,58,89,0.18899999999999997,0.7070000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,16,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,17,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043019812640693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588379691541488,0.4899402459649128,0.0,0.15162120627338618,0.0,0.1784427700198902,0.0,0.0,0.2466894666307392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343295353662856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864446415477473,0.0,0.18269902415679976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192840054227507,0.15491221133972632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323649920753199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534484995867206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917087939043125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593821441082588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25441776521775383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348212464705452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428965940632546,0.18952976326034388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144060415704371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021392249769525,0.0,0.0,0.23708305879368605,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shoelace53045,2020/01/25,"My very anxious husband constantly believes I dont love him My husband struggles with social anxiety, depression and Generalized anxiety. I suffer with generalized anxiety.
My husband drinks almost daily and smokes. When he drinks sometimes he gets very upset and says that I dont love him and that if I dont love him I should leave. I do love him and i dont understand how he doesnt see that.. maybe i express my love differently than he receives it. I was thinking about trying out the 5 love languages. I think that showing my love is by doing service to him. I go above and beyond to try and make things easy for him, and the rare time he helps me out with household chores (I am a stay at home mom, so I dont mind doing the brunt of it), I am super appreciative of it.

He has said he tried medication when he was younger and had suicidal thoughts with them.. he thinks a psychologist will think he is crazy and try to take his kids away or something (which is pretty far fetched since he is an amazing father). He never wants to talk about any feelings and is very hard to read since he has been hiding emotions like a professional his whole life. He had a really rough childhood.

I just dont know what to do. I am thinking of getting him to go to a counselor, and me as well, and then have couples counseling too so we can learn how to help eachother.

I do care for him a lot, I think I still love him.. I just haven't felt that emotional connection for a long time as hes been going down the rabbit hole and constantly telling me that I dont love him and constantly having to explain that i do. 😭
Help.",4.088198757763973,5.2034939068323,4.931490683229813,84.6417701863354,71.11180124223603,8.084472049689442,28.90683229813665,8.456263369488248,1.9607068322981367,1266,48,260,20,23,411,162,322,0.185,0.7190000000000001,0.096,-0.9789,1,0,4,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,1,1,14,18,0,2,12,0,37,13,0,3,1,50,69,26,1,3,4,5,4,1,0,2,2,2,2,1,13,22,2,0,13,4,0,4,10,4,1,0,9,7,45,14,32,58,2,24,0,2,1,9,55,7,0,4,13,170,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500263944563686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414418419641999,0.0,0.14897857581456048,0.07333507093051259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098944525445121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313657477891852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618480627968834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044900767467825,0.0,0.0,0.07182681931022296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591088808415098,0.0,0.0,0.0678219869993586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325563582803745,0.12718327645839395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604047531051315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032822794665364134,0.0,0.062328238580455726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783044487083753,0.0,0.11067746507919636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058150770828914435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053275335785247,0.0,0.06511468112974317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035675390886645834,0.0,0.0,0.06873523546372746,0.0,0.0,0.04585113307971597,0.031714016278736754,0.0,0.0,0.05744741753158799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518810928224225,0.5272920089090714,0.0,0.04333102919413792,0.0,0.06521548540096077,0.0,0.0,0.06539467484591166,0.0,0.0,0.06554528573884981,0.07602724693689329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006617560675778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604153057039579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493221120470198,0.0,0.041585983424308935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174869210938589,0.0516227306940357,0.0,0.0,0.05172856704353577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739612928115637,0.0,0.0,0.06617230505149957,0.0,0.04997446468632129,0.06420224315499856,0.0,0.0,0.06919037374083363,0.0518409188555485,0.0,0.0,0.0678628807863669,0.0,0.07100608487861701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880773384660314,0.05217593222963402,0.05673826041690794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312640527480068,0.2495680978815533,0.0,0.05153497660159508,0.0757045023354627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629112969946073,0.0,0.0,0.06757843413749326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606841400751378,0.038288339135777213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058366061233022765,0.0,0.0,0.07247488221469428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fullfuckinsend,2020/01/25,"How to Get Over Anxiety of New Job So, I have just started a serving job and am still in the training period. I’ve worked in restaurants before but this is my first time serving.

I enjoy it so far, but the amount of information I have to learn and retain makes me incredibly anxious, but honestly having to be “bad” or “new” at something spikes my anxiety in general.

Anyone have tips on how to deal with this?",4.1355416666666684,5.573052137500002,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,71.375,8.833333333333334,29.583333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.6617083333333342,321,13,61,7,6,108,57,80,0.125,0.777,0.098,-0.1012,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,0,15,10,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,13,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,7,45,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576182284910876,0.2640576808683148,0.0,0.16343521247231435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951616676004081,0.0,0.0,0.1988940270670453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097386258792605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881762800047015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211858349350233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638982746730996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560220905695022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514916984628067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994311698708626,0.0,0.0,0.1654411297003156,0.0,0.18666366082947414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629464773364527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016422292416758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GeekMosquito,2020/01/25,"I just feel like quitting basketball right now... Just came home from a game in which I led my team in points, but i missed a game-tying free throw leading to a loss. On top of all that, coach said to me after the game that I need to step up as a team captain and that I didn't do much in the game. This type of his behavior is lasting already some time. I don't know why is my coach giving me a tough time even when I'm doing good. I just don't get it. I know he doesn't have personal problems with me because him and my dad are good childhood friends. I honestly feel like I should just quit the team because it seems that it doesn't matter how good I play, my coach just spits on that. Problem is there is only one team in my town so if I quit, I quit basketball altogether.

TL;DR: I play basketball games pretty good, but my coach gives me hard time and says that I didn't do anything on the court. I feel like quitting the team but it's the only one in town.",4.29742276422764,3.921543258536588,4.944695121951219,90.038831300813,70.07317073170732,8.199186991869919,26.839430894308943,7.492282038375204,1.0840650406504055,748,20,177,7,12,241,104,205,0.062,0.69,0.248,0.9924,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,13,11,17,0,0,11,0,16,1,1,3,1,30,30,11,0,5,9,1,4,3,1,1,0,2,1,1,12,5,0,0,6,15,1,5,6,5,0,2,4,6,28,13,18,25,3,27,0,2,0,0,20,14,0,3,11,108,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299229943173205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171717455116912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358826908776688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747372468736345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361433916642685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906352719751097,0.2388683552598332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610911119770928,0.0,0.0582301333476499,0.21383373291956292,0.0,0.3739294276290027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984092382363607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117974848106825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250444605012785,0.09084991433997433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163352435657783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193154000984798,0.08264175494466994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510482775423453,0.16953163231093735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973173646398506,0.0,0.0,0.10536008848468023,0.0,0.0,0.1133888223472464,0.0,0.21329291916827364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5927254284401311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951811371701693,0.10601831028586976,0.0886327223065551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146356781467122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949692328159886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056993129040262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Noop83noop,2020/01/25,Land lord harrasing me I cant take this anymore i have no one to contact for building related needs no one to call if i go to my landlord he says im harrasing him and now jes trying to evict me . I pay for parking and now theres no spots i just tried to ask him whats going on. Like i mentally cant handle any of this im slowly braking down till theres nothing left,0.9695818815331024,2.324636585365856,3.512717770034847,90.7425609756098,79.48780487804878,6.636933797909408,25.12891986062717,7.447530270364453,1.095579790940766,288,11,67,4,7,101,55,82,0.107,0.8590000000000001,0.034,-0.5423,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,11,1,11,8,0,9,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981945069940884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330734674949692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970893856385296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399783806479194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671308727034937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077168433370242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553463891316533,0.0,0.0,0.11481731406763353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368416098884769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426194401767672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255049123640597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185068674143437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689475438971606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767033496086141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191218959487644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stuckincoach,2020/01/25,"Going through a very unwelcome spell of anxiety; here is how I am dealing with it currently. I hope this posts acts with dual purpose.  One, to verbalize and name some of the stuff that's been messing with me over the past week or so seems to always help.  Two, hopefully individuals who suffer some of the same symptoms can get some relief in knowing that its not just you, and your not crazy!  I have been on a hot streak of no anxiety for quite a long time.  Hitting the gym every morning, having fun at work, being social, etc. etc.  ENTER LAST FRIDAY.  For whatever reason, I had an anxiety attack that knocked me off trajectory, and has sent me spiraling ever since.  It started with a jacked up heart rate, and a dizzying feeling (like the weak feeling you get when you don't eat for a while). . . that's all the bait my mind needed, and took it from there.  I am not going through all the typical daily anxiety things; constantly checking my heart rate, constant cardiac awareness (what was that bump in my chest just now!!!??), hyper vigilance (body always tensed up waiting for ""something"" to happen), and as of yesterday I have been experiencing hypersensitivity to jarring movements and noise (this one I really hate).  The odd thing is, I have experienced each of these symptoms 100 times before, and know without any doubt that its a result of anxiety. . . so why then can I not just dismiss them?  Anyway, as it typically does, it has interfered with my ability to exercise (terrified of my heart rate going up uncontrollably), sleep pattern has been messed up, constant pressure/headache, neck pain and soreness, sore muscles (most likely from the constant muscle tension I am subconsciously putting them in).  

However, I took an approach today that seems to have provided a measure of relief and perspective.  I pulled out my journal and back tracked every-step/symptom/event/trigger over the last 8 days that led me here.  Narrowing down the exact causes of what triggered my anxiety.  Not sure why its comforting, but just identifying it seems to give me a bit of control over the situation.  Also, writing it down and naming it gives me a bit of control/power over it as well.  Hope everyone is doing okay, hang in there.  Something I have found that helps me tremendously when I am having anxiety (particularly the variety of hyper sensitivity) is to log onto MINECRAFT and build/create something.  I suppose this would work in any creative canvas.  Also, make a plan to stay busy and stick to it; no matter how much you may not feel like doing it in the moment.  Idle hands are the devils playground when it comes to anxiety.  The anxiety portion of your brain will run circles around before the logic portion has a chance to put its pants on.   Keep your mind busy!  Good luck and god speed all!",7.537444005270093,8.079300557312257,7.45203162055336,71.67659815546774,63.1897233201581,10.224927536231883,35.838998682476934,10.047579312681364,3.7037825559947297,2206,96,369,44,30,706,277,506,0.08900000000000001,0.809,0.10099999999999999,0.9063,3,0,3,0,0,0,89.0,0,7,2,5,23,27,2,3,31,1,35,17,9,9,6,83,66,31,0,5,13,0,5,3,0,3,7,0,0,0,35,24,1,3,11,2,1,17,10,12,1,3,10,7,38,15,66,51,16,69,1,1,0,0,20,24,0,14,29,269,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870937449466636,0.1131111028784534,0.0,0.0,0.0924423356985898,0.0,0.467964051257661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060506711733769813,0.0,0.07732441112643365,0.0,0.052263871778170934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567301821021247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840882216538825,0.07549810106464118,0.0,0.07587574659938373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982276068147011,0.0,0.0585491700936409,0.0,0.2938008432901779,0.152465752564542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043834303439220235,0.07007292880123116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059480023245536265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954913072899589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516065316504412,0.0,0.06148174151872796,0.05726671125948385,0.06494717575158708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103101320986725,0.09711396016813452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452436658558398,0.0,0.0,0.0710218669738512,0.1304038824989927,0.11588483927572228,0.05700907017532007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060104654419055874,0.0,0.0,0.06710519546770352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416303433609533,0.09111621251455372,0.0,0.0,0.2025252965694311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041386182240556,0.0,0.0,0.07470783571053469,0.1108074146476232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099618481773663,0.0,0.0,0.060150318248522384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536975390808945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725838223151784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499649459911209,0.05039806186879391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211494167628212,0.0,0.07232367844364468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488398497008617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650953968712633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665499120912564,0.0,0.07229326829695973,0.0,0.0,0.043542603743232426,0.06988332687105983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562894162554947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056224558322129685,0.07639986675082583,0.06801796439493096,0.0692857116840354,0.0,0.15697728902411862,0.0,0.0,0.04810872174178416,0.07244578049060138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780810399462501,0.0,0.0,0.06405986321558296,0.21193706744380034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031100486867467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926639880409284,0.0,0.06442654903136401,0.0,0.15103184890146892,0.0,0.0,0.06639571762385549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608144269609792,0.0,0.0,0.05452053417949768,0.0,0.061112184131665324,0.0,0.122662681176302,0.0,0.0,0.06551957299795079,0.0,0.09896430550123464,0.0,0.0,0.04828314086852587,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sapphicre,2020/01/25,"Numb I had a really bad anxiety/ panic attack? while I was trying to fall asleep the other night which lead to lots of crying and all that. The crying made me feel better but afterwards I lost the ability to feel like I am falling asleep/ sleeping overall but I know I did sleep because I had dreams. The next day I felt numb? like the only emotions I feel is sadness, can't explain it but I think I'm emotionally numb kinda scared because I'm not feeling much is this depression? should I go to urgent care for this it's been the 2nd day just want to feel normal again",1.2304472049689466,3.7587662869565257,2.7996583850931667,89.62097826086958,86.13043478260867,5.372670807453416,21.25776397515528,6.868970318607317,0.6690372670807451,453,15,89,6,14,148,78,115,0.281,0.5539999999999999,0.165,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,14,1,2,7,0,10,7,4,2,1,23,26,5,0,3,5,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,9,1,0,4,2,10,0,0,8,6,12,4,7,17,3,11,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,54,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735034232229433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451429190026774,0.0,0.0,0.12808233292654134,0.1870220533963609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566955915498866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640120663639215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337004710861985,0.1978602181173781,0.0,0.1321229274815771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34510800650822804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878174598825507,0.109588768575692,0.14728775786257556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718057843816546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430445740548645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988667919703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674538815764247,0.1304149300860416,0.0,0.1451504949180443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276642191581795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314230968693547,0.14395521668238678,0.15029912552389946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666737604928824,0.0,0.17998148340190376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827176888963687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153579849625999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30702094513128875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829232679596396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414831950920912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047911110645243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OneHotHamSandwich,2020/01/25,"It’s all too much today. I had to call off of work. Last night I was extremely irritable and apathetic. I should have seen this as an early sign that my mental state was taking a turn but, for me, it’s hard to recognize it in the moment. 

I woke up today and immediately my heart started beating out of my chest. I laid there for a little while and tried to tell myself that everything will be okay and it’ll pass. But I wasn’t able to get to a place where I could get up and going. The negative thoughts came pouring in and I just froze. 

I think I’m having a hard time processing my dog’s condition. He has stomach cancer and I think he probably only has a couple months left. I was a wreck when I first found out about it, but as time passed I was able to get to a much more stable spot. 

I accept the fact that he is going to die. I know he’s had an amazing life and I’m thankful that I’m lucky enough to be his owner. But today I just can’t deal. I just have this overwhelming sense of fear. It’s not like I don’t know what’s coming..I’m just scared and sad and I can’t deal today. It’s really hard to watch his health decline. 

So I called off work. I know I can’t perform well today. Of course now I’m having more anxiety about calling off. My manager sounded annoyed on the phone. But I just can’t do it today. I had to call off a couple of weeks ago due to the stomach flu and I’m afraid I’m going to get in trouble for calling off too much. It’s a part time retail job but I don’t want to get reprimanded. That would be humiliating for me. 

I’m just so nervous and sad and annoyed and everything in between. I can’t deal today. 

Thanks for reading my rant if you’ve gotten this far. I hope you all are having a good day today.",0.5248116269225349,2.465904337801611,2.8537074925920685,92.08591470297728,83.36997319034853,5.74937208974178,19.19916748977,6.950104931194217,0.1649667560321717,1350,35,308,17,38,462,171,373,0.198,0.7020000000000001,0.099,-0.9898,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,5,17,20,2,5,17,1,33,8,4,0,3,49,66,27,1,6,14,0,4,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,18,17,0,0,8,1,1,6,10,10,1,1,14,7,39,10,43,44,9,51,0,3,2,0,18,19,0,3,26,198,57,5,0.15195298090631426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673485746276075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812180723986594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879024571677632,0.08689686471040965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060661045363551165,0.1681330831809486,0.0,0.04899855096405329,0.23498527662211316,0.0,0.0,0.07885160194949489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850402443419822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656554125382506,0.0,0.0,0.08549467448147942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462556396684731,0.0,0.08330430023305249,0.0,0.0,0.19847290223886627,0.0,0.1295375712103163,0.06372547551193397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418003642733912,0.0,0.0,0.08075945653084124,0.0,0.09003250699953014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546179808109214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539494340996164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526407658852512,0.0619309801664221,0.0,0.0,0.08254867918156601,0.0,0.05366444209882625,0.03711827551464392,0.07614840317427447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656643251551629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060643709821710065,0.0,0.1675543873503144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129878950167545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778354462140702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227513530582349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937926175186623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191550694483309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599705077048602,0.0,0.04867248527351768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606572114953326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377655099159489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057124865429872634,0.0,0.06640680145543185,0.13989788929170058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736533457231474,0.0,0.06031684676346926,0.132907507709962,0.0,0.5761346340139356,0.0,0.0,0.05158304978987873,0.08264060441458776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481290255226266,0.0,0.06094375781026552,0.0,0.06831198932708034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062357985106484,0.0,0.0,0.05397151894591884,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theboy1231,2020/01/25,"Dull headache 

18 M
170 lbs 
5ft 11 inches 

Hi, 
Around one month ago I was walking to get on a train to travel to a football match and as I went downstairs I felt a rush of blood to my head. I felt very dizzy and began to get very anxious. It overwhelmed me at the time it took place. I went and got on the train which was very busy with other football fans and I managed to get a seat. I was with my friends who notices I had gone pale and I was fearing the worst. I started to have heart palpitations and felt a feeling of impending doom. I then went to the game and could barely focus on the game still feeling dizzy and strange. My thought process had changed from enjoying the football to thinking about making it through the football game without dying. It was one of the scariest experiences of my life. However, I did make it home for the football and spoke with my parents who felt I had had a panic attack. That night going to bed I read for about an hour many reasons for the feeling the symptoms I felt and made myself paranoid about having many diseases. I have always had a fear of death but had never thought about it as much as I did that night.
The next morning I was attending university and was having chest pains and heart palpitations and I felt like my heart was racing. I then again thought I just had to make it through university without dying and get home. I was then on edge about my health for the next week. I came down with a flu around Christmas time which I had accepted was normal as a few members of my family also had it. This flu meant I spent a week in bed but as the flu went away I was left with a dull feeling in the back right hand side of my head. I have now faced the fact I am struggling with a phase of health anxiety and convinced myself it was a tension headache rather than a brain tumour which I was fearing. On Christmas Day the feeling was present and I wasn’t feeling completely better but I went out drinking with my friends and I could feel pain in my neck which I put down to the fact I had been in bed for the past week and it was probably weak and not used to being upright. I convinced my girlfriend to leave with me and go home as the dull pressure feeling in my head was present. However I was also very anxious. This feeling persisted and I went and seen my gp who asked me a series of questions regarding it. He basically worked out that I was struggling with health anxiety. He told me it would go away and is probably a sinus headache lingering from the flu which can take 2 weeks to clear. It is now a month later and my anxiety is still pretty bad and the feeling in my head has persisted. The feeling is unexplainable, I can’t figure out if it is mentally in my head and I just think I am feeling this sensation. Or if there is actually a feeling of dull pressure in the back right hand side of my head. My neck has also been cracking very frequently and I feel like my right ear may be feeling pressure too but I am unable to tell if it is in my head with my anxiety. I am going to see my gp again on Monday as I am fearing the worst for it and am wondering if anyone could help me know what this may be or if they think it sounds mental. I have no other symptoms with this feeling no sickness forgetfulness none of the usual tumour symptoms that come up online just this strange feeling in my head. I also have no history of rumours in the brain in my family and I have not had cancer before.",4.439714276992586,5.242626302725969,5.024033090143167,85.45622363320007,70.04734576757532,7.825745596629933,30.324765713239106,7.915984808538092,1.9031200525046548,2731,108,560,33,47,876,255,697,0.16399999999999998,0.731,0.105,-0.9928,3,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,4,25,33,1,12,46,0,68,39,21,6,4,119,133,54,3,11,19,1,25,2,3,3,17,3,6,0,38,47,1,0,36,6,1,19,11,24,0,2,60,30,81,9,95,64,5,92,1,6,2,0,21,37,0,11,38,402,119,3,0.0,0.0,0.045296174515793146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114575926290996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484782334257749,0.03862255857487672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203513002851126,0.10487571395732953,0.0,0.032455758411264884,0.0,0.0,0.08264171981850127,0.043393512528285036,0.052805896538869766,0.08722036446903764,0.07138342382785731,0.03875615198806327,0.0,0.0,0.03949734206161423,0.0,0.0,0.041051954119073565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363316749183377,0.0,0.05308853967357061,0.0,0.0,0.04910289934189538,0.03998402798498087,0.048667210567161015,0.0,0.0,0.11118029370180613,0.0,0.0,0.02993504455507705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963467764313685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547086664252736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540461068106223,0.08751539795318898,0.2089275572008208,0.3989860354381613,0.033160224943280164,0.2674048761889857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717231253309202,0.0,0.09700360610018223,0.0,0.10551911949619576,0.0,0.0371238153886484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810968420894681,0.1480169034754587,0.0,0.16501266193035632,0.031112253045095444,0.0,0.1396797313877897,0.0,0.04571127214017237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02550950072366446,0.0,0.0,0.04914876880745105,0.05043207075808846,0.0,0.032785611689420166,0.045353881266964505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392076966159486,0.0929508739593444,0.09411885214574243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355458574506698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409901394144744,0.0,0.03412174409273172,0.0,0.0357995556917576,0.0,0.0987297468033602,0.08711818608764654,0.04547868249571976,0.0,0.05284592010540515,0.0,0.0,0.06290655187646076,0.0,0.09878165576873063,0.05446020201522908,0.05154044688297554,0.0,0.044310159591874,0.0,0.0,0.048495755293549415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047222649283095545,0.10009048438776334,0.0,0.0,0.04666178003935916,0.05199752326549514,0.0,0.046429436301859965,0.0,0.0,0.047724278462479945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189192735026831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03698823995016543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03285410319853668,0.0,0.07413715304552218,0.0,0.0,0.09704999236197813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473471822358205,0.03489971352623361,0.0,0.04057039486304155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922617826026577,0.0,0.11054944236682647,0.05413210644971608,0.0,0.0,0.04435331343968915,0.05157085628576335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040089276999640565,0.05112163034594877,0.19149391619151454,0.0,0.0,0.14893126996694414,0.0,0.0,0.25817345024845323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948842267530599,0.050337121182338775,0.03379203799427838,0.0,0.0,0.032973216402594104,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cannedpotatoes02,2020/01/25,"Can’t get help I live in a country where mental healthcare is virtually non-existent. I don’t want to self-diagnose so I think maybe some of you can tell me whether I need to truly reach out.

I’ve been feeling like shit since 12. I am almost always so anxious before I do ANYTHING new, heart beating fast, whole body numbness like I can’t even do anything. Recently it’s been worse. I keep spacing out and having what I guess I could call mental breakdowns? where I just have to get out of a social setting immediately. I would cry and dry heave. It’s terrible. I almost cried and broke down this morning just because I’m unprepared for a certain event (coupled with my long-time loath for it)
I can’t have fun anymore without thinking all this happiness would end and I absolutely don’t deserve joy. I don’t know. I’m so scared. Is this what many people go through? I don’t know",2.4526637700534764,4.693696505681821,3.666965240641712,87.21199197860966,78.26136363636363,6.1866310160427815,27.39839572192513,7.285733465282438,1.4923185828877004,699,30,138,9,17,227,112,176,0.165,0.6759999999999999,0.159,-0.462,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,8,11,1,1,3,0,21,4,3,0,2,29,35,8,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,2,1,20,6,15,30,3,15,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,4,7,83,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27060649991451463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243073736212496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264723890239446,0.13400281932793373,0.0,0.0,0.2223846386980173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236795143336531,0.0,0.11497724272259804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008795699320834,0.0,0.0,0.13797271705869893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788239535191196,0.14950780721594495,0.2968461435750168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714404494441065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967629209630573,0.0,0.0,0.08924554369795762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683207763373613,0.09652981778094999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118933808443868,0.0,0.07679185978681201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885001037508758,0.0,0.0,0.14383784609788453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601179547176614,0.0905681466978852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201009425022673,0.0,0.0,0.14851693320840073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202569951945142,0.0,0.11931351311429995,0.11957702579409807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699056117563824,0.1357462896513557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723385360018087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018983306385686,0.0,0.13049982286269812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367525573146324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341478577430796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527877985948775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409597202567883,0.0,0.13869882848271775,0.11177273298819547,0.0,0.0,0.1377379135214778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810091246754975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315899280913288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969732867338253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085675270338228,0.0,0.13025094294636946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769891318349906,0.19197086729287985,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brooke496,2020/01/25,"Currently in the middle of a health anxiety panic attack!!!!!!! Ugh okay so I'm FREAKING OUT because I woke up with sharp, persistent, intense leg pain on the side of my calf on left leg. I've convinced myself I have a blood clot, and I'm trying so hard to rationalise my thoughts. The problem with this particular thought is imminent death (unlike say muscle pain or cancer) so I find it hard to ignore because what if I'm right. 

Back story:

I've had health related anxiety for as long as I can remember. It's always something that will instantly kill me with no warning (usually heart/brain related), so I freak out intensely until I end up in hospital and feel stupid. The anxiety ended up spilling over into other things so I was on medication for 3 years which I recently stopped for 3 months, then started on a smaller dose again 5 days ago.

The problem is that I feel like I'm going to die like right now and I don't know how to stop being so scared!!! I haven't had a health related panic attack for years so I feel really pathetic right now. Has anyone else been through this and been totally fine?? I'm so scared.",3.2851100478468918,5.270241290909091,4.7485167464114815,81.64145933014356,74.72727272727273,8.44976076555024,27.942583732057408,9.134995656068208,2.5333181818181814,884,36,168,21,19,295,132,220,0.32,0.628,0.052000000000000005,-0.9965,1,0,1,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,0,1,13,21,4,4,9,1,14,11,3,1,1,27,28,19,3,3,2,0,6,2,0,1,8,1,0,0,10,10,0,3,8,0,0,1,3,16,0,0,8,7,16,5,30,18,1,40,0,0,0,0,1,19,0,2,22,101,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630723681945356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040134297866408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493393817987287,0.0,0.0,0.07596710979365212,0.1113196410908435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471987429342105,0.0,0.08354129838320883,0.0,0.13245796661449327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128375053444412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006703672048868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275635667915634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075895608572547,0.0,0.19245444407905365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480252853850885,0.07761600937274755,0.0,0.0,0.0992995613005776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174545695806925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946491590528949,0.0,0.0,0.3464536620944842,0.0,0.12874484754868942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019959488441588,0.0,0.05970845042965494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804310988065515,0.0,0.0,0.10615691779921274,0.0,0.0,0.0961474057255664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094484069931273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671940209133315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23121187908452426,0.2549429961519204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791718344563664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960076871332227,0.0,0.10727383000577216,0.0,0.12307360539092907,0.27834670791806626,0.0,0.08639886431747665,0.21754519560649105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364022855286221,0.0,0.0,0.0768994898602939,0.0,0.0,0.1816641688167615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721789100991612,0.0,0.0,0.17250398772570086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376282303600687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965711773271225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399276352625732
anxiety,MikeHoncho13421,2020/01/25,"Question: anxiety and disability I’d much rather NOT go this route, however I pay child support etc, I’ve been unable to keep a job due to frequent anxiety attacks. I take Xanax daily. I don’t want to be on disability however I need an income and my frequent attacks and having to call in sick, as well as multiple occasions having an attack at work, have left me unable to keep a job for very long. As we all probably know, you don’t pay child support, you end up in jail. I don’t want to feel like a bum and want to contribute to society, however I can’t maintain a job for very long due to this. It’s also embarrassing, the stigma that you’re nuts if you have anxiety. Would this enable me to get disability? I really don’t want to do this, but I’m running out of options. Thanks. (Also my cases of anxiety disorder are well documented since 2013.",4.121842105263156,5.126523245614036,6.252880116959068,75.6133552631579,70.9298245614035,10.144444444444446,30.624269005847953,10.317481424215053,3.2953777777777766,669,28,130,19,12,236,98,171,0.14,0.753,0.107,-0.5423,7,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,0,2,5,10,3,1,7,0,14,2,0,0,1,23,30,11,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,3,0,2,2,6,4,2,0,1,1,15,6,24,27,3,16,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,8,81,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127828168503333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659558035399911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081657325688219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211866952288974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137064887723256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592463405657164,0.0,0.13337873114037094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047023270216498,0.0854378544395954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248283894544805,0.0,0.06796792835038637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560352612304839,0.21260097821487764,0.0,0.0,0.0657256400818494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299390437756999,0.0,0.0,0.058427503320402724,0.0,0.0,0.21167354831849866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791522403742656,0.08867730790771748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289423737404903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397245741172578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766148684307482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892925016217953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714273169563263,0.0,0.0,0.08991967483146313,0.0,0.0,0.1101059286534392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735486554296347,0.28215815270148903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505842757466745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706573095661405,0.0,0.0,0.08495602391807673,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eechimine,2020/01/25,"This Wuhan Coronavirus has me doing so many irrational things because I’m convinced I’m going to get sick and die Everyone says that because I’m only 22 I have a small chance of dying from the novel Coronavirus.  My anxiety filled brain cannot stray from irrational, intrusive, catastrophic scenarios. 

I’m an alcoholic, I don’t exercise and I smoke BUT I’m at a healthy weight,  eat enough with vitamins, have no preexisting physical conditions  and drink enough water so my chances of dying are more unlikely than they are likely. (I think?) 

But as ALL of you know the presence of anxiety can create irrational fear but your brain will always come up with ways to rationalize the irrational. 

I’m just so paranoid and can’t shake the idea of death despite being suicidal. Which doesn’t make sense. 

Maybe the idea of dying from a virus that has no cure that I can’t see is more scary than dying of bipolar, anxiety, BPD, alcoholism, and depression because suicide is an act done by me and my choice (regardless of the fact that mental illness would be masking me into it). 

Sorry this is poorly worded and seemingly unintelligent, I started drinking at 9:30
AM.",5.8352640845070445,7.7044760563380335,6.387790492957747,72.97633362676056,67.7793427230047,10.395422535211267,33.03080985915493,10.550175099000144,3.9815542253521135,932,42,155,27,16,303,132,213,0.259,0.68,0.061,-0.9932,0,0,5,0,0,1,24.0,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,2,11,0,22,14,2,1,2,26,37,14,8,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,9,11,7,0,5,4,1,5,7,3,0,0,1,3,15,2,23,32,5,12,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,2,101,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336899107519617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909747711147146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25092097574675865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994724853675136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770253410592728,0.24410614004726255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418168884710117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941693429154921,0.0,0.5673579286889793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188679513456484,0.0,0.21421168549317646,0.0,0.11187613042897912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22594280697182986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447346543684533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230313150995188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712258061022424,0.0,0.062137116872915975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468498935936881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008718933228852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053415142855268605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729813939088665,0.11084766710805508,0.1098408488679366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018310721684987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315354762153618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694690418159841,0.0,0.0,0.0871251617595141,0.09953370357048008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239062925459235,0.07738727388739879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391876282114169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263675084042195,0.0700569083991981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867843589348307,0.0,0.13313953952590296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766784298679848,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,i_like_it_driest,2020/01/25,"[Minor Spoilers] The Movie ""About Time"" and my anxiety as it relates to my relationships If you haven't seen it, the movie is about a family where all the men have the power to go back in time (within the span of their lives) and re-do a portion of their lives.

He occasionally has conversations with his Dad for some advice on life and how to use the power. One thing that his Dad said was to ""live each day twice in order to be truly happy: first, with all the everyday tensions and worries, but the second time noticing how sweet the world can be.""

That part just hit me so hard because I find myself lost in my own severe anxiety in a day where I either can't pay as good attention to my loved ones (e.g wife, close friends). I sometimes feel distracted or too stressed to take the time to actually show my love. When the day passes I always feel like I could have been more loving/caring than being stressed about 100 stupid things and regret that.

I know nobody can control time, but I want to be able to appreciate all the great things I do have rather than constantly feel like I have a rock in my stomach.",11.075993150684928,6.610937484018269,10.065245433789952,71.65759417808219,60.00456621004568,13.141780821917813,38.333904109589035,10.125756701596842,3.525935616438357,875,24,178,12,8,278,134,219,0.145,0.705,0.151,0.6742,2,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,1,2,5,13,16,1,4,16,0,18,4,1,4,3,33,32,15,0,5,7,3,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,8,9,0,1,6,2,1,2,2,7,0,5,5,7,22,9,29,21,10,28,0,2,1,2,16,12,0,3,15,126,30,1,0.12169195727117163,0.0,0.11875379602078645,0.0,0.0,0.11891597223560273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125745698905794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861880284538236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935736035452958,0.0,0.07418228764859511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150577395029162,0.136487877756776,0.09716112571634483,0.0,0.0,0.23544373534639065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472034700841426,0.0,0.18459333009150672,0.17387351717945554,0.0,0.0,0.11122424431016063,0.1035111166884934,0.0,0.0,0.09401890431775528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916034370946264,0.1020694401232522,0.0,0.13416581250181553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954335136791284,0.10901209097859613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668787171966129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595462827936214,0.11890508684900505,0.0,0.32236868331136304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284114664969054,0.0,0.2196634852169144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854709992209094,0.0,0.0,0.1649232393191082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178053093001332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065162016557402,0.0,0.0,0.1157569185426971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747727347792546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120356457396479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787954517998433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149720711697627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425401872605311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547977945280861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510277908294922,0.0,0.0,0.07177706932843088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358408967705192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zanemalindeal,2020/01/25,"I can't miss work. I still have a few hours, but I woke up today and the anxiety is so bad I don't want to leave my bed.
I'm a supervisor and I'm low on personal/ sick time. I'm not having an attack, but instead of the normal 4 it's an 8. I can't afford to miss work though either.

Any help would be appreciated.",-1.2299999999999969,0.5112237777777793,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,89.0,5.822222222222222,15.944444444444445,7.1686216300943375,-0.16492222222222264,240,5,61,4,8,90,52,72,0.207,0.593,0.19899999999999998,-0.3873,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,0,9,15,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,12,2,7,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,37,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777301599473728,0.0,0.21123323497405203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31412961988689697,0.0,0.0,0.23055105755713576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185079335139908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719254000615096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923742436988842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705417800230212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24109983405609964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051207565943015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712893116650881,0.0,0.1610094623638248,0.0,0.26173218861964753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628644191262974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020414668097764,0.0,0.0,0.1961497600437668,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kentaxas,2020/01/25,"My anxious friend's lack of autonomy worries me As the title says, i have a friend that suffers from anxiety, mainly social anxiety. Like, say we go out to eat, he is scared of asking for ketchup or salt or something like that to the waiter/waitress so he asks me to do it. Or maybe he asked me to accompany him to go buy something and now hands me the money and asks me to pay for him.
Which i do, but should i?

My thought is i should tell him to do it himself because i feel like he needs to be able to do these insignificant actions (which do not feel insignificant to him, i know) and i am not doing him a favor by always doing it for him. I have social anxiety as well and have been working on mine, i joined a really social student association from my university and it was HELL for more than a year but now i can look people in the eye when they talk to me/talk to them or say hi without nearly having a stroke. 

I know every person is different and the fact that i had some autonomy and was able to take the step of working on my anxiety by myself may show that mine isn't as severe as his but it still feels... wrong(?) to see him struggle so much with such things

Maybe not tell him DIY everytime but from time to time?


TL;DR should i tell my anxious friend to do all the things he asks me to do for him?",4.2498161764705875,4.421049349264706,5.53014705882353,83.91191176470588,70.21323529411765,8.458823529411765,27.02941176470589,8.313332769828598,1.5457514705882351,1021,30,223,14,17,343,132,272,0.14,0.795,0.065,-0.955,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,2,2,8,13,1,2,12,0,28,4,2,0,2,37,45,22,0,5,12,0,5,3,3,4,1,3,0,1,14,10,1,0,6,1,3,4,5,5,1,0,5,12,41,8,42,35,6,16,1,1,3,0,39,5,1,6,10,169,55,4,0.19344981337295333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048287083387018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959771554697712,0.21854322581125407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452123654246156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896260534795038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105694064040066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098973726939692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149490559437464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467210572368426,0.06910029266336913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241882689084002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109941986992548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631495828009152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176471092977458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122456082639916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943463389553048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110393572496422,0.07172029271118004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705687149486664,0.08445645766505935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061964452006143936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307585841517099,0.09683850538956328,0.0,0.07707722761323725,0.0,0.0,0.10927161290562704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957965845364183,0.0,0.14892711743727385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772446354244758,0.0,0.0,0.10111787369749757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272509226506876,0.15548763224048734,0.2536254953004526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851946015473156,0.0,0.0,0.07678877163214169,0.11280214185995878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696730730545173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932393584094192,0.0,0.14083376811166748,0.09822883787881838,0.0,0.0,0.10575350133142962,0.0,0.06228766865545629
anxiety,TutuCthulhu,2020/01/25,"Nocturnal Panic Attacks? I have a recurring thing where I wake up from sleeping extremely nauseous and violently shivering, and while there are about 1000 different possible reasons this could happen, one of them is it might be panic attacks. Since there is no real way to prove if that's what they are, I figured I'd see if anyone's had something similar happen. Mostly just for closure as I've learned how to put up with them now.",6.9637037037037,7.706993518518523,7.1897283950617314,72.36977777777777,64.4320987654321,10.430617283950617,37.18765432098765,10.355215969177356,4.125368395061728,349,17,58,8,5,113,65,81,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.9563,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,7,5,3,2,1,0,9,2,2,2,1,15,12,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,1,6,0,10,8,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,3,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365192756199366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442368995109156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588659663050974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398862042980828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345307580572944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712322885522852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230251447369715,0.0,0.0,0.4581539728650406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010848553516726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962743353394915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223062987561965,0.0,0.20074354272123707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558433916307254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150800957639008,0.0,0.19538519061232454,0.0,0.0,0.15030851437863738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297115626557298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497574824407226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magic_mochii,2020/01/25,I messed up I got a job in mid January and it’s an after school care program. I went for a week and a half and then quit immediately. Now I’m regretting it because it was like my first job and it would have been good on my resume. I am 20 and I feel pathetic about it. I felt anxious the whole time thinking I couldn’t do it because I’m soft spoken. I also thought I couldn’t handle it because of my college classes so taking away my time to study. I really regret quitting though. I should’ve stayed at least a month. I realized I let my anxiety win.,0.13934065934066098,2.369056786324787,2.696636141636141,90.61403846153848,87.97435897435898,5.736019536019538,22.03235653235653,7.1686216300943375,0.8265023199023198,432,16,94,7,14,149,79,117,0.139,0.75,0.111,-0.2944,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,15,19,9,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,6,3,18,4,10,9,2,16,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,9,64,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327570419445193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705836071493044,0.2024019470523126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832849975474987,0.0,0.0,0.3276462882270048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826674943695376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058963826820048,0.0,0.17202351732882046,0.0,0.0,0.15239501794945218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027249881270655,0.1432921356746179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555810750109127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832051781355329,0.0,0.08752945299183322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300531677436326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811214615819004,0.0,0.0,0.1147756988350198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132140462571944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909627438104128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470744947017246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147997092715056,0.17602565401635942,0.14223453353364485,0.20894148568892507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371286678700318,0.0,0.0,0.16608487334115962,0.0,0.2000278596108615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272714711277706,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,11-wRen,2020/01/25,"Part-time job advice So, even though people terrify me, I've held a part-time job for a year and four months now, while also being a full-time student. 

Today is the fourth time I've been sent home because of my crazy panic attacks. 

I really don't know what to do at this point because I NEED the money, but I don't think I can keep working with customers. 

Does anyone have any ideas for a job that would have little-to-no interaction with others and would take on this mess of a student?",6.656399999999998,5.29845984,6.841999999999999,81.63100000000003,65.6,9.2,29.0,7.554174236665415,1.6008,384,9,80,3,5,124,70,100,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.8678,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,13,18,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,9,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,48,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772062505605825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725717541587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671830461554733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001181917986806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526062607287795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925531564187388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019974169298805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133638999827178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216481231658928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375605107645105,0.0,0.0,0.5109664712004924,0.1525578832231234,0.0,0.0,0.09432660760608054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369981460587433,0.0,0.0,0.127265852658996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013777596545782,0.0,0.3717299300048736,0.0,0.11899072919021432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622514128143513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995435909424348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904884415475007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997736093332762,0.16863141037663984,0.0,0.10008227952568598,0.0,0.16269077405593838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495298683518008,0.0,0.0,0.2438504523322621,0.0,0.0,0.11052789889606736
anxiety,procrastinating_b,2020/01/25,"Thanks for sitting me in the wrong seat when I went to see a musical alone I had major anxiety about going anyway, I almost just walked out.",1.90845238095238,4.33853960714286,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,81.5,6.590476190476192,20.047619047619047,7.793537801064563,1.0048190476190482,111,3,21,2,3,37,26,28,0.22899999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.098,-0.4404,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,5,3,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39213191791664537,0.40558062123035066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995737565985623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255591989180853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31205536234918224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36053366391692737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630181271793628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281543096395233,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DCT1997,2020/01/25,Does it make a difference whether you speak to a Psychologist or a Counselor for therapy? Like would one be more suitable to treat Anxiety disorders than the other? Do they have different levels of education that makes a difference?,7.609166666666668,9.909442250000003,7.899999999999999,62.17166666666668,64.0,13.333333333333336,40.833333333333336,12.45797560212912,6.502083333333335,190,11,28,8,3,62,35,40,0.042,0.8109999999999999,0.147,0.649,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674411554765544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.765131577937783,0.27977215809035305,0.0,0.21362303094652152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926022023076314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258917469865382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541581494612306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27916200671870084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340932859716754,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youmayforget,2020/01/25,"My confrontational anxiety makes me feel like a horrible person Instead of just telling someone I didn't like them back when they asked me out I had a mild anxiety attack and hid in the bathroom. Now I can't stop feeling like a shitty person for avoiding them and not being able to answer. I haven't spoken to them for a while because I thought time would help me get over the situation then I could calmly talk to them about it but it's made my anxiety worse. It just feels like an endless cycle that I have no idea how to stop. 

Worse is that this person knows nothing of my anxiety and I worry that they might think I'm just making it up as an excuse and hate me even more than if I just said no. I hate that I couldn't just give an answer without making a big deal, the more I think about it the worse I feel.

Thanks for reading, I'd be extremely grateful for any help or advice to help my anxiety",5.950322580645164,5.179522956989249,6.445720430107527,81.97858064516132,66.74193548387096,9.375483870967745,30.42795698924732,8.548686976883017,2.0681995698924736,714,22,150,9,10,233,104,186,0.249,0.598,0.152,-0.9624,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,6,0,13,11,4,1,12,0,12,0,0,5,0,38,32,12,0,4,10,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,3,10,5,0,3,11,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,5,27,6,20,21,2,13,0,0,0,0,19,5,0,3,12,106,37,1,0.10995757451401067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744926921394747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477492127542287,0.0,0.4205862176805085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279548898912336,0.12509261500054702,0.0,0.08455058752525968,0.0,0.06702911683443283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779217592016701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133614311030504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262594093192044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223914141189193,0.2356611396101144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744829435204647,0.10548132491659257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171206804912412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211067331716411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412871754434796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060429807313898014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148788669436856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404451566808272,0.22019260446798405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664761010795167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550725831837733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880321384128108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099873305952832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459483339402398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359692079552133,0.0,0.0,0.09316669605990498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385891173595106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837973327546697,0.09610776670152622,0.10123416134645744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409127477126314,0.0,0.08729403178386395,0.06411714595451025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599517798630936,0.0,0.0,0.11166725438666107,0.3361684871045266,0.07811070609781771,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fatassgooose,2020/01/25,"i think i have depression but my social anxiety is stopping me from getting help. what do i do? it’s also to do with past experiences. parents aren’t supportive, and my nan was the only one really trying to help me. the last time i went to therapy, i had to stop going because it gave me too much anxiety and i couldn’t open up to her because i was scared. 

desperate for some advice because i really want to get better. i just don’t know how.",2.2176098901098875,4.019086736263739,4.795700549450551,80.93992445054947,77.24175824175825,8.506043956043957,25.660714285714285,9.188382445141503,2.3140428571428573,347,13,69,9,8,123,61,91,0.18,0.6629999999999999,0.157,-0.0799,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,1,0,14,20,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,5,0,15,2,10,14,2,9,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097781195063486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481064315911418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833589245203783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386933105387137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379662645861728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595147056871903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811636550516717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352140201954612,0.0,0.10525489085262717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482747630250193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178249125633074,0.1509648165449124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614520164039973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549805728639948,0.1408549031461169,0.0,0.0,0.20564554128444176,0.0,0.1767968130808116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372910226951459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854200855183908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887907011787402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30967528952982537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101656863320975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211795284040892,0.0,0.0,0.1186703313272677,0.0,0.0,0.10799311031387207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574039079359225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092372766338894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168464165034913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietypancake,2020/01/25,"Toilet anxiety (tmi) 5 years ago my anxiety disorder started the week I went to a casino. I had to pee really badly and when I got out of the toilet, the urge was not gone. I spent the whole night thinking I was gonna pee myself any second. 

About two years ago, diarrhea joined this party. With high anxiety I would go number 2 like five times a day even. If there is no toilet, I would be really stressed and afraid of accidents. Basically, I could not go anywhere... 

Even though now I control it to the point I have even traveled to other countries, I can only do so with people I truly trust. I just need to believe the person I am with would be cool even if my pants would be ruined.

I really want to go out more with friends but the conversation of ""what would you do if I would shit myself"" is not exactly normal and a bad answer is really not easy for me to handle.. But I would love to go out more.

Does anyone have advice for me how to move make this situation safer? It anyone has the same issue, feel free to message me, as I know it's really embarrassing to comment...",3.970476190476192,4.833417599078345,5.549695852534561,81.04073425499234,71.16589861751152,8.735975422427035,24.60491551459293,9.029198982220553,1.7388036251920125,837,22,169,16,15,285,126,217,0.141,0.735,0.124,-0.455,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,12,13,1,3,11,1,24,4,3,3,1,40,41,13,0,14,10,0,1,1,1,8,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,4,2,3,8,5,7,0,3,7,2,26,7,25,22,4,24,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,3,12,124,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263097612103836,0.18619984738144027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142182739828531,0.0,0.2410356499176807,0.0,0.0,0.14687436496703551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538598666167662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832924122279567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779648990392735,0.08385535589391509,0.0,0.0,0.06773359912860381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036981505667403,0.0,0.09190966285706896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774768507624003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310470717701273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114344728094318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875660940502555,0.0,0.0839995285469697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096658348592656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096206952598337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057719984107873004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051310790719064636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947907900096686,0.0,0.07010620638776606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162687006414278,0.0,0.07787604345561801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856053967808387,0.10290396740163478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987761618680338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281236092498519,0.09170535309606252,0.0,0.0,0.09928427626947324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364142960602974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780850375585638,0.0,0.11805452675105264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433851156243038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030784771129865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729693441120088,0.10318830045999047,0.0,0.061241973291636886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259592530370557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061947529417573075,0.0,0.08424616605375973,0.0,0.0,0.09736089837560992,0.0,0.11725867455647168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222561911940288,0.0,0.0,0.13526763507492773
anxiety,throwaway_1_2_3_44,2020/01/25,"I’m really scared about a lump in my breast Just made a throwaway for this so none of my friends see. 

I’m 17 years old and I’ve had this small lump, about the size of a pound coin in my breast for a few months now maybe and I’ve really just been ignoring it. I know My chances of cancer are slim but I have a family member who suffered with breast cancer at an early age (in her 30’s or 40’s I believe) and my anxiety keeps screaming at me saying it’s cancer. I’ve been suffering with really bad panic disorder recently and when I get panicky I get pain in my chest, more to the left side and my mind keeps telling me the pain is in my left breast, where the lump is. 

Ever since I’ve been suffering with panic disorder I can’t stop thinking about it. I’ve cried and worried and everything about it but I’m too embarrassed to ask a family member to take me to a doctor, but I’m too anxious to go to a doctor on my own.

I don’t know what to do. My mind is telling me I have cancer but I know it’s not likely in a way and I’m so scared I can’t even function.

Someone please help me or advise me on what to do. I can’t do this anymore it’s impossible to live like this anymore",-0.04576411960132987,1.9322937868217096,2.456284606866003,93.86389534883725,85.93798449612405,6.011295681063122,19.29180509413068,7.310402129719878,0.3600084163898112,919,26,216,15,28,316,116,258,0.331,0.632,0.037000000000000005,-0.9983,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,15,16,0,5,14,0,17,16,5,1,1,32,35,17,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,0,11,2,0,0,13,11,0,4,4,0,1,1,6,13,0,0,5,3,28,3,31,30,4,27,0,3,1,4,9,15,0,2,12,133,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728403058783106,0.12889733720291113,0.22630748794739594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066654615396056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952663796601222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854845057798725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253303949055986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615305069481582,0.2335665973794695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536011147406567,0.10320743171622693,0.0,0.0,0.10254318857334678,0.0,0.21512133428734173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815119842509707,0.0,0.11922213497855964,0.0,0.06484405690238862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647693485123963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028296324966721,0.0,0.0,0.18811447908677345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24793384035473706,0.0,0.0,0.11148423799064217,0.0,0.10074990051141136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796151069990076,0.0,0.0,0.11462595325699255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304112531900876,0.0,0.09107128071900436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197257974529648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24281488845481375,0.26773691480762674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524444116613573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928072586594646,0.0,0.1126572007031263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073465725435934,0.2284623636736249,0.0,0.09092068044158394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438236654436064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667417056016347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539035161630433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578687997311207,0.0,0.1994519291375464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310886605720697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056503088994056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587122494523125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347484325320232
anxiety,wolframdsoul,2020/01/25,"Partner came out as poly and have been in panic ever since My digestion has been on hault ever since my partner said that they (non binary) think they are poly. 
To be honest, i don't even know what is making me panic this hard. They said it didn't change anything and nothing would happen without my consent and even said that they wouldn't mind being monogamous... It was just that they had to tell me because they felt like they were lying to me whenever they felt connected emotionally to someone.

I just don't know what to do to calm myself in this, i love them with all my heart I just don't know if my head can go around this.
Did anyone have anything similar ever???",6.91,6.161374736842108,6.813984962406018,80.05075187969926,64.78947368421052,9.705263157894738,30.27819548872181,8.841846274778883,2.201424060150376,532,15,105,7,7,169,77,133,0.09699999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.092,0.3557,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,9,0,9,6,0,2,0,0,21,4,2,1,4,26,35,5,0,3,5,0,3,1,2,2,1,3,0,2,10,7,1,0,6,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,13,6,22,4,14,18,1,10,0,0,0,1,16,5,0,1,4,80,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978279433448766,0.0,0.2302671192884819,0.12454907665201015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528750461046891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600191431559862,0.0,0.0,0.1480056510779564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737930453475038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481774979582927,0.3796683335300808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686700332852718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951376696447994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372146817893462,0.0,0.1253313898322459,0.0,0.14358746375766362,0.0,0.0,0.165793376714595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306717310310553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835269216070597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627374473092334,0.0,0.0933906470086307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412686649119538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424689456215602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283071983581929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39925778929888217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146909238764704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854482641295172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222870296188596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964832887400659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486772104613132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938766197531654,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MinimalSass,2020/01/25,"Dating with anxiety I’ve just started dating someone I really like and I keep thinking about ending it due to the anxiety it’s causing me. 

As a back story, I was married for ten years. Everything that went wrong in our relationship was apparently due to my anxiety. I ended up leaving him after having two kids and my anxiety was pretty much gone.

I then started dating someone who was very controlling and abusive- and whilst he was very giving with his feelings he was also a textbook DV candidate so I came to my sense and left before it escalated.

I’ve been back in the dating game about 3 months. I’ve had a lot of flings and didn’t want anything serious, however I have caught some serious feelings. 

He’s great, and a really nice guy. I can acknowledge that even if he doesn’t want more from me, he is genuinely not messing me around. He also has a very similar relationship path to me. 

When we’re not together, it’s so good. When we’re apart, I’m a bit of a mess. I’m convinced he’s not interested although he’s done nothing to suggest that, quite the opposite in fact. But I can’t help but feel like I’m a huge burden on his life. 

I honestly haven’t felt this way about anyone since my ex husband, and I’m a mess. I keep thinking I should just end things to save myself, but from what I can’t tell you.

Any pointers as to how I get through this? I just wish I could acknowledge that what will be will be, but I can’t! It’s honestly so flipping hard! 

TLDR; started dating a nice guy after 2 abusive relationships and it’s peaked my anxiety like crazy!",3.5986904761904768,4.9976762063492055,5.224623015873019,80.98169642857145,72.65079365079364,8.678571428571429,28.99801587301588,9.188382445141503,2.503849206349208,1235,50,244,27,24,419,165,315,0.11599999999999999,0.726,0.158,0.9455,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,0,2,18,19,0,0,13,0,26,1,0,3,1,46,50,26,0,6,11,2,5,3,0,3,1,0,0,3,16,13,0,3,8,1,0,4,9,7,0,2,15,5,32,12,28,29,5,37,0,0,0,0,27,9,0,3,26,154,48,1,0.0,0.2323049576108608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567931052069493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666654597827543,0.0,0.374972960207936,0.0,0.0,0.06854660142077627,0.0,0.08067239229661544,0.08726970661637821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076187834452706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834184346940983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702609676297427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212306065700373,0.0,0.10070637893244908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995178149738052,0.07827097204808506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032128080546562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604830848332401,0.0,0.0,0.0647495398430194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810528732358787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870452841433793,0.07003443559714748,0.09412657087345744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121793365194721,0.09404170414513048,0.0,0.08222500754236126,0.0,0.10808117426300727,0.0,0.19413516977725329,0.0,0.0,0.08781786195848526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570911644585954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427157568905488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380225977393603,0.10651259506168936,0.0,0.06924325194727264,0.14368117897744728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334372345564699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824860399124146,0.0,0.07206516521562477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940648250274293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973429298506116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426962784516393,0.0,0.0,0.12560425596105532,0.0,0.0,0.3157506431081738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109349473488563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612523352305095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816371829463984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568472352182621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512843512136186,0.12563053167133814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576350509862272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426612309844042,0.11564421358189315,0.0778136332509345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087710706248156,0.0,0.0,0.11273253374426705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718314630373584,0.0,0.06312971408382344
anxiety,Aware-Pickle,2020/01/25,"Lexapro / Escitalopram vs other SSRI's for Generalized Anxiety Disorder?? In your experience, has Lexapro/escitalopram been better than other SSRIs for GAD?",10.736956521739133,14.604683782608705,12.495,25.962500000000034,59.0,15.03478260869565,46.28260869565217,13.023866798666859,8.90084347826087,129,8,12,6,2,46,19,23,0.191,0.6970000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.2593,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40108922404296654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46370208327366597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6008949597592538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512867487427501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wickednessatherheels,2020/01/25,"Scared of losing friends I moved to this city 2 years ago and found a great friends group about a year ago. The problem is the girl who introduced me to this group is so unpredictable. She overreacts to everything and dumps friends so fast over the tiniest things. No second chances. Block, delete and now theyre classed as enemies. She has done this with basically everyone in the friend group except me because I am a fence sitter and will just try to keep the peace and talk to everybody. I've dealt with it for so long because it genuinely sounded like she was always the victim, but it's becoming a situation where she's nice to me but I don't think she's nice. I'm starting to see that she is the common denominator in all of the crazy scenarios that have happened over the past few months.
I feel so guilty about wanting to cut ties with her but the drama she brings is exhausting. I'm worried every day about who's talking to who and whether I'm in the shit if I keep talking to the rest of the group. I am absolutely terrified of living in this city without friends again. Watching the friend group slowly disappear while I'm left with the person that causes drama is horrible. I hate getting on anyone's bad side so I don't want to ditch her. But I feel like if I don't jump ship then I'll sink with her. I don't really know what I'm expecting from this post. Advice? Reassurance? I'm just so anxious right now. I just want everything to be chill. I'm sick of being scared all the time.",3.3157999999999994,5.135396313333335,4.115333333333337,86.93100000000004,74.2,7.7333333333333325,26.333333333333336,8.488131031819089,1.7280333333333333,1194,43,246,22,25,382,158,300,0.21100000000000002,0.66,0.129,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,16,23,5,2,20,0,18,3,1,1,2,40,41,22,0,7,12,0,2,2,6,1,2,1,0,2,16,11,0,4,5,2,0,4,6,11,0,1,3,5,25,12,37,35,4,34,0,1,2,0,30,12,1,2,19,150,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837250658756564,0.1966165084813255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227965107029937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252881042431274,0.0,0.07754551153329485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259884156437928,0.1352101034998079,0.1224829479071978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392727731378972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715228500711826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349162287391265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344002486913087,0.10597196144039246,0.19934378751634885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121511349864638,0.0792286710173835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159871789319784,0.514097348033846,0.0,0.05794190787575335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227024785511482,0.0,0.0,0.09807059424487226,0.0,0.0,0.1094931242853882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971502335989633,0.0,0.0,0.06094903891966767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204957430069457,0.0,0.0,0.10836258633372092,0.0,0.097928819257822,0.09814510226649824,0.0,0.12407137761567782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852120889290209,0.11787166183734485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586885532402776,0.0,0.09683566656130443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621380848912416,0.0,0.0,0.1061185846786095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104689421047469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471001291543446,0.0,0.0,0.2220652269217392,0.0,0.08837482554887077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383968295983245,0.0,0.12465890378877315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849726406682647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674173578844473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367860276320344,0.07106175682475864,0.0,0.0,0.06466806031500784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529542534926115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623926304584288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690592135809923,0.0,0.0,0.1126267339942312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283497270798165
anxiety,BeezyWeezyWoo,2020/01/25,"Took my cat to the Vet today I knew something was up with my little baby today. He wasn’t eating or drinking and seemed off. I thought it was just my anxiety, but I decided to bite the bullet and take him to the vet. Even though it cost me £75 I’m glad I did because he had a temperature. And needed some medication and an injection. Now he’s doing much better and even eating again. I feel really proud of myself for doing it",1.2430961298377028,3.339247292134832,3.9116104868913872,84.63148564294633,81.69662921348315,6.652184769038702,20.001248439450688,7.793537801064563,0.8960626716604243,335,9,68,6,9,118,63,89,0.015,0.845,0.14,0.92,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,0,0,16,15,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,11,3,8,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766385699376554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336035251146031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383736863840195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470240159895465,0.0,0.4485296650254844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895184117444629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081854530062206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966514095862455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207899361012779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111459807987616,0.1625112030229837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040541748386715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952343073553985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872717680433974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478798101881525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533265047301806,0.17399588296230184,0.0,0.0,0.41549359643884143,0.0,0.2435050729099654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExtraTurbulent,2020/01/25,"Overthinking makes me want to isolate myself. Is this social anxiety? I have been on treatment with sertraline (150mg) for over 2 years now. I'm a girl, 18, and I'm not shy at all. I'm usually the first to start conversations, I have always been like this. But I'm also a overthinker, and always after I talk to someone I start to remember every single word I said ""wrong"", or I keep trying to interpret the reactions that people have when I say something. Anyways, sometimes it goes on for days and affects me physically (I binge eat or sometimes don't eat at all, nausea, muscular pain etc). Also, it gets a 1000 times worse when I have PMS. And sometimes it makes me think that it would probably be better for me if I avoided interactions at all because the overthinking that comes along is SO EXHAUSTING. I don't know if I can take this anymore, my brain keeps hurting me and making me feel stupid, unsafe, and kills my self-esteem, that is already not really good. Can anyone relate?",5.808333333333334,6.493359317460321,6.473134920634923,76.70589285714286,66.93650793650794,9.474603174603176,31.093915343915327,9.516144504307137,2.8446962962962963,777,29,141,15,12,255,116,189,0.154,0.802,0.045,-0.9670000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,2,1,6,0,15,7,2,4,3,34,34,16,1,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,11,9,2,3,5,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,3,3,21,3,17,29,5,18,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,4,12,96,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452406765237674,0.2105052999893132,0.2190288257496976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006852889000044,0.0,0.13052693975497148,0.09202842737429796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023142116266004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164029732520102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692612181850084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337486460555342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488093357347358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693504713123255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678576973589905,0.0,0.0,0.11089150580726123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654861369129933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119518453972758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876352422515854,0.0,0.0,0.11039260850458077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408968233224777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339713233666404,0.14561274896843365,0.0,0.07233228707690714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430055208432131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635625593816364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004788177543062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124542694486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190347605835835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431608502847789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909439606399974,0.0,0.12519622107214362,0.1046657116699618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373033866459856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416514988536266,0.11151715527416772,0.1013238323776529,0.3905124765940888,0.0,0.1863158710908329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895827147018817,0.1057873344830495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433372348352419,0.0,0.0,0.07674589766012667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935810011900157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495557878921553,0.0,0.07763007129667357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341271611714587,0.09349568149206837,0.1439005901228006,0.0,0.08475589142720691
anxiety,Anita89,2020/01/25,"So my Great Uncle died yesterday. When I was told, it was not a huge surprise. He had been sick for a bit, in and out of hospitals and whatnot. I had a really nasty 24 hour bug complete with a fever over 102 and hadn't started eating yet, at that point 48 hrs and counting, and was dealing with a tinder guy turning sour when I decided to turn him down. I was sad but okay with his passing. A few hours later getting out of the bath I realized I was short of breath and it was minorly painful, thought huh, must be pulled muscles from ralphing yesterday and went on my merry way. Then when I woke up short of breath my first thought was, crap, inhaler is in the car, I don't wanna get dressed to get it. I do a few deep breathing exercises and realize I CAN breathe, I'm just not using all my airways subconsciously. I can also breathe fine sleeping, it's the dull ache that woke me up. Then it HITS me: This is my response to death. When my Gramma passed this (but worse) was my response, long and drawn out for weeks until I was put on antianxiety meds for the first time. I don't have those anymore and I'm no longer panicking at 'not' being able to breathe, but I would really like to stop the pain I cause myself to feel as it is like a 3-4 on the scale. Centered around my chest and arms. I took advil and drank water already. Any advice?",3.3661313868613116,4.4430603941605895,4.309204379562043,88.56891605839418,72.7956204379562,7.523795620437956,27.56861313868613,7.908726449838941,1.4939976642335762,1044,38,227,14,20,338,161,274,0.159,0.773,0.067,-0.9759,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,1,0,14,2,26,19,10,2,2,39,45,25,2,3,7,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,1,1,11,19,3,1,6,2,0,7,7,5,0,2,21,3,29,6,35,19,4,49,0,2,0,0,6,21,1,0,22,149,40,0,0.13842634344503502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526862072819473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275691218068296,0.11069949684093412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413466038420347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728173642939925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322879375515845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112571493335372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220198600927328,0.0,0.0,0.1451373874307233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271148181148766,0.0,0.0,0.1436646897948207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141644707518797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699925184920525,0.09889180741602427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354907540384329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169661533402022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261553233607286,0.0,0.1370638433692986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272644128859775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525623844511298,0.0,0.0,0.12250295792586273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537604615821209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29459077841680664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085763790388089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391567087748692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735892043998452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852631329477205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797887836687542,0.0,0.0,0.11573062144140064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979010864549856,0.08071751405796576,0.0,0.0,0.13227230329235592,0.1537967609331511,0.0,0.30113622308606225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955591577793265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987638821074444,0.11103726296328673,0.0,0.0,0.12832260720773747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410682700638619,0.09833410273753336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theredrhodes,2020/01/25,"Existential anxiety, anyone? Does anyone else struggle to enjoy time with loved ones bc you can’t stop thinking about losing them one day? I don’t have as bad separation anxiety as I did when I was a kid, but I can’t go home after having lunch with my mom or something and not spend at least a few minutes filled with existential dread/a weird sense of guilt until I distract myself with something else. Am I nuts??",5.9170370370370335,6.400359962962966,6.461333333333332,77.592,66.65432098765433,8.949135802469135,29.78024691358025,8.841846274778883,2.2864795061728382,331,11,62,5,5,108,62,81,0.258,0.687,0.055,-0.9163,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,2,8,0,3,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,10,11,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,6,0,2,2,0,10,2,12,9,2,9,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,6,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297104206902087,0.0,0.0,0.3013621139347673,0.2208029399349312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993164330194886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897823913919566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885835577628174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600414829365069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247235339935768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161618419730335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410868914121841,0.0,0.0,0.1944951582617688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523883931071068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29205374303096565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318014355836909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016579177991965,0.0,0.2252850671747629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808227473896273,0.0,0.0,0.12565848735309612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gvincent4,2020/01/25,"Too anxious to date A lot of people around me are dating around as if its no big deal. Im a 20M and can make good conversation with people but i know it cant get the chance to go to the next stage because im too anxious and worried to show them the more intimate parts of my life. Eg my messy house and meet my brothers. If we were to go somewhere, i would always try to insist hers, bringing a girl home i dont know how my family would react. I always prejudge and overthink things too far ahead and end up shutting it down before it even has a chance to develop. Riddled with fear of judgement.

How do i overcome this??",3.4366068376068384,4.177672284615387,4.566410256410258,88.05081196581197,72.30769230769229,7.008547008547009,26.75213675213676,6.937597516519254,1.0906495726495726,487,16,105,4,9,160,85,130,0.159,0.826,0.015,-0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,1,8,2,0,1,7,0,9,1,0,4,0,22,16,11,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,13,1,18,13,3,16,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,5,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689766772063429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651896987248652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28776828899493745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852758420271424,0.0,0.13753443865738552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663247967200365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894280726676964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315538679053466,0.0,0.0,0.1067544799694464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236950770754765,0.1818776454302209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444452092446347,0.0,0.18371505663459511,0.13556680004135846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212714109779866,0.0,0.0,0.18649825232521414,0.0,0.0,0.34917427433231063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765422579505966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416339592444805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741126003050907,0.0,0.0,0.10788866292799644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189435537464354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502853806546328,0.0,0.22410649982618944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737917581285153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973553261408532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414217177356247,0.0,0.22963331565880746,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GeekPegasus,2020/01/25,"I can't get over the feeling that everyone hates me No matter what I do, I feel like all my friends and family secretly hate me. It gotten to the point where I don't want to go out anywhere because I feel like even random strangers hate my guts. I know that not everyone is going to like me, but my anxiety tells me literally everyone hates me. If anyone has any advices on how to deal with these thoughts it would be a big help.",5.460681818181818,5.1020737045454565,6.29218181818182,81.29827272727275,67.63636363636364,10.221818181818184,32.372727272727275,9.888512548439397,2.847492727272727,338,13,72,7,5,112,62,88,0.163,0.696,0.141,-0.4786,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,1,18,21,4,0,3,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,3,14,4,8,17,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149119460300814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542409672237492,0.0,0.11859570384441576,0.0,0.0,0.10839891544621756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945033973401352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982666746214158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023942799372338,0.0,0.0,0.4444065991974834,0.0,0.0,0.1461462416431651,0.0,0.23515986595901064,0.22150352330430054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977395351184278,0.0,0.08099553215171687,0.0,0.17621153644429155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6122307113163064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391174485714902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519912482032681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22721599099541145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655120886328976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550097171206746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307461235793993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143930603471484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012717224238584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Trelin21,2020/01/25,"Need some guidance for my father... We lost my mother this past weekend, she passed away on Sunday. It was something we all expected. She was over 8-10 years diagnosed with severe dementia/FTD type dementia. In September of last year she developed pneumonia after a bout with the flu, developed dysphagia, and between then and. Ow was on a severe decline. She lost around 80lbs. Developed a stage 4 bed sore, which we couldn’t get under control due to her advanced ailments. In the end she passed under the care of nurses and my father in the home. She spent around 3 days dying, breathing slower and slower as she was dosed on palliative morphine, and when she did go - my father was holding her hand and hugging her. 

He had been her caregiver for years. Since her diagnosis. A life change, and in the last 6 years, every few hours at night - up to support and change her. Laundry of bedsheets, changing of incontinence garments and pads. Her every waking need as dementia took her further from us all. 

Now after a decade of being her rock, and the better part being her only means of survival, she has passed. My father has had full on panic attacks multiple times since her passing. One of them I had him rushed to the ER as he had extreme stroke like symptoms (Tuesday - the day of her funeral). When paramedics were tending to him, he had a full on seizure. We stayed overnight, and since it is a small town - the ER doctor was also the one who watched over my mom and knew of his ordeals. He was given an RX for Ativan, 1mg sublingual as needed twice per day. If I recall we have used about 5 pills from weds until now. 

My dad has had some pretty vivid dreams or lucid states where he was calling for my mother, and asking for help to find her, because someone took her. Why isn’t she home, did my sister have her? Call your sister, see if she has seen mom. He even asked me while on an Ativan dose of “she was in there?” Pointing at the screensaver of our roku on their TV. There was a light on, so maybe she was there? Can you check?

These dreams are haunting. He hasn’t slept in his bed in over 4 months, ever since she hasn’t been able to. I am sleeping on his couch while he sleeps in his lazy boy. I want to help him, but I am not an emotionally drawn person. I simply don’t have the same reactions, and I don’t know how to calm him. I am here away from work for a few weeks, but I live out of country. 

Sunday, I have found and booked us for a visit with a specialist in mental health and I have a few videos of his attacks to share. What I am looking for is help/guidance on what questions to ask the doctor (psychiatrist I believe, won’t know till we are there). What is pertinent? My dad has suffered the rocking of his world. His only purpose for living has died. My mother is gone, and he is having some seriously challenging feelings of not doing enough. That he didn’t help her enough. The strongest man I know has fallen to his knees and I need help to pick him up.

Thoughts and guidance through this mental health arena would be helpful...",3.605081658291457,5.3101762261306575,4.1045110971524315,87.78782192211054,73.17085427135679,6.6500418760469024,25.335322445561147,7.251919499444523,1.096895058626466,2385,77,473,25,48,751,291,597,0.06,0.867,0.07200000000000001,0.6322,2,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,9,2,2,8,18,15,2,1,30,0,60,22,7,4,3,68,93,38,3,10,7,13,3,1,0,2,14,0,5,3,11,31,0,2,10,8,2,12,10,7,2,3,35,9,83,8,86,52,14,89,0,3,5,1,97,41,0,7,34,331,94,6,0.07286347323799973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058268893223580566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972787827044233,0.2043525348949484,0.1657854394415071,0.1369152632519371,0.0,0.0,0.044416896991576894,0.0,0.0,0.08209218289675944,0.0,0.06444182089166424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488035056013734,0.0,0.07428916706207157,0.0,0.23123968000210146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172258094330245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097273718129633,0.0,0.0,0.07395489157250731,0.15124156312439102,0.0,0.0,0.14915770469762904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196160023736901,0.0645354102642188,0.15057489097797058,0.0,0.04812563688191632,0.06590918305633901,0.1227812375576938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03684196137154259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665958945064152,0.0,0.0,0.07989103753592883,0.0,0.0,0.0380681574379008,0.0,0.04140999098055494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490092960475332,0.0,0.0,0.2930331012920009,0.0,0.14617600916437365,0.0,0.07175584391044786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013157804147395,0.11878691129439173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146562597690413,0.03559741254789128,0.0,0.12867956357973234,0.0,0.06118696638525749,0.0,0.15907817658394927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320115238401627,0.07936968301531244,0.0,0.0,0.14685848670420146,0.0,0.0,0.17067363845099193,0.05815892918048805,0.0,0.0,0.21610936862503904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837743372681973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874835037515514,0.11083190950270323,0.0,0.08548958653246311,0.0,0.07890404102312105,0.06955642987951975,0.0,0.06362157435624266,0.0,0.0,0.06887953376579108,0.0,0.0,0.07412834717451924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162376561578409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580627545050041,0.0,0.0,0.16462996999169796,0.0,0.24109367205132,0.0,0.1458321887339344,0.0,0.06173698442364935,0.05609386148583586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766276767810706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268460595925904,0.0,0.07573304761990261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784545882203152,0.04248727719760774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190799952457502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752915737249613,0.06293064638515808,0.0,0.0,0.04297676434326793,0.0,0.058446683174570024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574795140901782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304547631704173,0.0,0.0,0.051760120833098285,0.0,0.0,0.18768675136985247
anxiety,lon3some,2020/01/25,"Coronavirus and anxiety I’m really trying to not freak out but thinking about the coronavirus is terrifying. 
Here a list of my most recent thoughts:
- What if I get it
- What if the asian restaurant had contact with it and i spreading it now without knowing (today is asian cuisine day)
- What if there’ll be a huge epidemic and I’m too weak to survive?
Suddenly I think about a fucking Zombie apocalypse. I don’t think I’m strong enough to survive something like that.

I have a visual map in front of my eyes how the virus is spreading through flights and general tourism. 
I used to be an addicted plague inc gamer. I now have that map[corona virus map](https://gisanddata.maps.arcgis.com/apps/opsdashboard/index.html#/bda7594740fd40299423467b48e9ecf6) on my phone to see how the virus is spreading and it feels like playing the game but now it’s reality. 

My mind is going 200mph. I can’t think straight. Even writing this post is hard as hell. 

I’m officially FREAKING OUT.",5.16632777966678,8.141962069364165,4.407725263515812,81.5868072084325,72.81502890173411,7.770010200612037,30.98571914314859,8.671277953709913,2.763326691601496,790,36,135,16,17,235,107,173,0.129,0.759,0.11199999999999999,-0.7092,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,10,9,2,0,10,0,13,4,1,3,0,29,29,13,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,4,12,4,17,25,2,17,1,0,2,1,4,7,2,4,9,84,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854148399338214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603760892747816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520219616220033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166169468738228,0.0,0.13846702408363862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600164658680644,0.14976878451993714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381129510262068,0.10952965642215236,0.0,0.11914477583905668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779867835756026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521414355990076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048416644408597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167936140588606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077975299067244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430247981169227,0.0,0.2069968716583364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705808685989204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139319025245166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373223005676981,0.0,0.1664328839843174,0.0,0.0,0.19871676373893,0.0,0.0,0.1423336298547309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106397947508374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208807864861847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KrizZzYT,2020/01/25,"Panic Attack Tips Does anyone have any advice on how to handle these? Just had my second one ever at 4:30 am. Gets to the point where I start shaking (upper body, hands, jaw, etc.) Also get the feeling of not being able to breathe.",1.7006666666666668,4.169797733333333,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,82.77777777777777,3.6,15.666666666666668,3.1291,-0.9035333333333329,178,3,33,0,5,57,42,45,0.163,0.8059999999999999,0.03,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,2,0,4,4,4,1,1,5,8,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,2,2,0,6,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,24,3,0,0.2723714638653354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615824218034506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178153612480092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522193544390209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904484604866151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30986186096802665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302543294603178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383541035074599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30376618035474723,0.0,0.2463755826267861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771919597711274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28460569630407434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456595294404068,0.0,0.0,0.31956922713568503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25747907159010064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927859240121153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CGDoctorCortex,2020/01/25,"Having anxiety disease is terrible and i'm tired of having it ... Hi i'm a 27 guy with several years of anxiety in his body.

It started several years ago,when i'm starting to be too much aware about my body.I went to several medical checks(Brain,Heart or other stuff.) all with negative results,so i was reccomended by the doctors to go to  a psychologist  to solve my problems.

The psychologist discover easily that my problem was social anxiety,since i have an avoiding behaviour on doing things,and also  hypochondria ,which make me so scared of even doing physical activities.

After a pair of years of threatment,i resolved my problems,with also mindfulness exercises, and 2018-2019 were my best years in term of socializing,having fun,and be happy of my self,also i found a girl that she love me so much.

But from the fall of 2019,my anxiety went back and even stronger than before;i'm still going to my psychologist and he is still helping me to pass through it again,but it's seems like that  is not having any effect to me.

I think one of the main reasons is that year will be probably different,i went to Germany last week to start my internship and i almost finished my master degree,so i am almost a guy who is starting to have many responsabilities on my shoulder.

So from October,when they said to me the data from the internship,i started to have several manifestation of my anxiety:Pain in my chest,Mind getting fogged,Irritable skin when i'm getting nervous and so bubbles in all my body that make me scared to do physical activites,Obsessive thoughts(Like OST or songs that destroying my brain) and fear of sleeping(feeling like i didn't sleep when i wake up)

I'm so pissed off,i don't want to live like this.it's ok to having anxiety for some things,but those ones are really not necessary and don't let me to enjoy the life and having fun as i did last year,even in moments of relax i feeling those pains,also now when i'm writing this i'm feeling very anxious.

And also  leaving alone until march make me scared of all the things. :(

Sorry forthe long(at least to me) post,but i need to throw out all the things in my mind .",8.032283628779979,7.251194265206813,8.206847410497044,71.08240875912409,62.552311435523116,11.721515467500872,37.81960375391033,11.013438906972478,4.172963295099063,1717,75,311,40,21,563,203,411,0.14,0.754,0.106,-0.9274,1,2,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,1,4,19,22,2,6,15,1,30,14,8,5,4,44,61,26,0,4,5,0,3,3,0,1,5,2,0,3,19,13,0,1,8,3,0,8,6,11,0,2,10,5,38,11,55,46,11,44,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,6,29,203,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560909522894069,0.0,0.14822899824162827,0.0766563577769911,0.0,0.2959455218097608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033217310430666,0.0,0.2264825473835846,0.08361494389085368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056912327486340564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776733042552382,0.0,0.0,0.16442611334364748,0.0,0.16524858154647198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575663841650282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665698212042275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832865175044601,0.11227136346070687,0.052875737259220436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115271625555953,0.0,0.0,0.07733869716088212,0.0,0.08412791601758697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657132798160644,0.0,0.07878945939235853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877071468563949,0.04961013745741251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066285286147173,0.0,0.07837031837154611,0.0,0.07568450261181127,0.052278396559065264,0.10847875340079086,0.0,0.06535586739863615,0.06550021064450341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680067740153013,0.0,0.1482150979945385,0.07503875057708542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456148877503109,0.0,0.0,0.2241996354468757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881786107058712,0.05488056862545044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030783309198606,0.0,0.07875629440681188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088511467950605,0.0,0.07979979272890854,0.14164312816897726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741537202526653,0.07609889297145238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704044239754281,0.0,0.22230328571105484,0.0,0.0,0.06737971985425809,0.07721292035736192,0.33445977556341466,0.0,0.061225285596624913,0.0,0.07406762133943913,0.07544812466674078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285280278073172,0.2619380495133184,0.0,0.11821562224884832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472851598956523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983434504531533,0.047425291056821285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506839956163154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061069440973943616,0.0436554746302147,0.0,0.059369702059650725,0.0,0.0,0.20583562907057412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28597618985725776
anxiety,guitaristnate,2020/01/25,"Anyone else find that poor eye sight is an anxiety trigger? Does anyone else find that poor eye sight is an anxiety trigger? Depending on the distance, a persons facial details can be extremely blurry to me (as with most things that have detail, such as letters, numbers, etc...) When someone is close enough to me, I can make eye contact, but if they’re outside of a certain distance, (not very far), I have trouble trying to maintain looking in the direction of where eyes are, because I can’t tell if they’re making eye contact still, or what their facial expressions are really doing. This makes me feel very awkward, and I can feel my voice start to get lighter, because I don’t want to make weird or uncomfortable eye contact; I just can’t see. I know the solution to this is to wear glasses or contacts, but I wonder if anyone else experiences anxiety due to a lack of a sense?

Also, I have another anxiety trigger when a person sitting next to me instead of in front of me tries to have a conversation. I have a hard time speaking confidently without feeling self conscious, when a person is sitting next to me. 

Does this really have to do with me not seeing who I’m talking to, or does this sound like something on a subconscious level that’s triggering this when I’m not speaking to someone face to face?",10.730120481927708,7.616593357429721,10.186060240963856,66.38318674698799,59.20080321285141,12.85156626506024,45.381927710843364,10.793553405168565,4.966593253012048,1042,51,181,18,10,339,129,249,0.125,0.8170000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.8909,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,14,0,22,11,11,9,1,39,39,17,0,5,14,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,12,4,0,0,8,0,2,1,7,3,0,0,0,19,19,2,29,38,4,21,0,0,11,0,17,8,0,10,11,123,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503485581705669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149993864407318,0.3253793239389309,0.0,0.0,0.22305255173835106,0.32685368801518977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129639820582393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279159468492435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26648396658788803,0.0,0.0,0.10987092285115793,0.11858995252016488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040145598074843,0.0,0.0,0.16129622685087544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943737721474076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555548612624565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525392356947858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058438106810754974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194917349563162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929335322174745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839137286890758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22617375195200426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785389134548317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362399166922505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946805351971594,0.0,0.11092902351843596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801920468577008,0.08186071778242872,0.0,0.0,0.07526339353661222,0.0,0.08491806474872385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546683371386417,0.09294015959165942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064324777324553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062003914793696616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438692346636733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547253549542555,0.0627182490903136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250169259044388,0.11531413711561132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,window0616,2020/01/25,"what to do before i only had chest pains when i had constant panic attacks

now my chest hurts even if i havent had panic attacks
it feels like someones stabbing my chest constantly and is wanting to pull my heart out of my body

i got my heart checked last summer and there was nothing wrong physically 

i cant move, i cant breathe, i cant talk, i cant do anything when the pain gets severe

is this normal to experience as someone with anxiety n depression lmao",3.0705645161290316,4.983785021505376,4.296438172043016,84.96465725806455,75.12903225806451,6.800537634408602,28.829301075268816,7.645422480735847,1.80880752688172,369,16,72,5,8,121,62,93,0.28300000000000003,0.631,0.086,-0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,2,1,0,13,9,7,0,0,8,17,6,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,9,0,0,5,1,13,1,7,12,0,10,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466577682224127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334706115436088,0.0,0.0,0.3410440302316169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754572503294526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649448917120194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239566335568139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910041688753968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900122239301333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662161266752366,0.0,0.0,0.07578911049194738,0.10708176074350684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831156873516668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988107813300422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552417877080041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046081681409646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218071473308832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322889803862266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930981713093162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686080707433366,0.14382392036264627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399843442947215,0.3189879938078711,0.3517282727854105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693335333067306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540033678846281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047625843831306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840926541750886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638816666454353,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-Camron,2020/01/25,"this subreddit helps me this is my first post, and still this sub has helped massively. whenever i’m feeling a panic attack or any hint it anxiety i come here. just reading through the replies on other people’s posts help me. i have pretty severe anxiety, mostly health related. with the media blasting the virus in our face, it doesn’t help. i’m currently shaking and my heart is beating out of control. i’m all over the place. but thank you to everybody who’s on here.",1.7710073260073291,4.527731879120879,3.0576098901098945,86.64780677655679,87.35164835164835,6.54981684981685,25.165750915750927,7.793537801064563,1.8950212454212447,375,16,69,8,12,121,70,91,0.129,0.741,0.13,0.2617,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,3,4,4,1,2,5,0,5,3,2,1,1,12,11,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,8,1,9,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802571090473033,0.0,0.2880422933081811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417703544464475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621724303583277,0.0,0.0,0.21115364744075774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519173810565107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013693082978706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001154142494583,0.0,0.22309328477523566,0.504756518492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088678314082624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051828285055664,0.0,0.19669540299871333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36060899578486855,0.19153177376414368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831455720439466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268429264322228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034756245363534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173327838440457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,majeric,2020/01/25,Does muscle soreness from exercise make one more susceptible to anxiety? I’ve been cycling to work lately but I’m finding that even the mild muscle soreness seems to tip me over the edge...,4.992761904761903,7.3664920857142855,5.48,76.55333333333336,71.0,8.095238095238095,31.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.9925238095238096,153,7,25,3,3,49,29,35,0.044000000000000004,0.956,0.0,-0.1235,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,14,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30826045864556106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526297645508667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661488289452898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682947485751943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545522462704429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26897645235101664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27305361046039833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668362721213097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29335697805447103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heartemoji,2020/01/25,"Advice please My anxiety is really bad at the moment. 
My friend asked me to coffee and he doesn't normally invite me to coffee... I was so incredibly paranoid thinking he had something bad to tell me. He was just being a friend.

Seriously why am I like this",2.6925999999999988,5.112663060000003,5.065999999999999,76.55300000000003,78.4,8.0,24.0,8.841846274778883,2.1934000000000005,203,7,36,5,5,71,38,50,0.24100000000000002,0.579,0.18,-0.4217,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,3,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271171778221249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122882982418058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594269439543573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634052181482256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287947698017648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557347778527926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27189307634970994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046139036011904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777491032362908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363462509555334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425490111564469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781209984402774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504024251140726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plainview28,2020/01/25,"How do you study when anxious as hell? I have a week to an important oral exam, and even though I have some notes prepared already and just need to revise them, I just dread the sole thought of starting to study, I get so, so anxious that I'm paralysed. This happens more often than not when I have to sit down and study something. Do you have some methods on how to manage that fear?",4.681818181818183,5.2628161428571465,4.514701298701301,90.12348051948051,69.38961038961038,6.679480519480518,29.685714285714287,5.6839178017228535,1.1285812987012993,301,11,63,1,5,92,52,77,0.185,0.77,0.045,-0.9092,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,11,3,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,12,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,10,11,3,7,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,4,48,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065030158198435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.627554803248155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834506474498304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125449331997504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511243033189133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561259365989035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594742305184244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382481093781508,0.0,0.0,0.19659222798751047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728870603312758,0.22050174419451005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227935579528696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inkoverflow,2020/01/25,"Doing something small is better than doing nothing at all. This is something I try to think about each day. Tasks often seem big and overwhelming, but instead of doing them completely, do just a part of it. If you do something each day for as little as 10 minutes, it helps your sense of self worth. Or at least it did for me, also try not to hate yourself.",4.342714285714283,5.521224985714286,4.704285714285717,86.2707142857143,70.57142857142857,6.742857142857144,26.857142857142854,6.742157984588678,1.1636571428571436,279,9,54,2,5,88,53,70,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.8933,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,5,3,1,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,12,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,13,10,5,7,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,4,2,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873903456649783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072422252098431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456862585259572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022416534596853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313483236025033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706371817661008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485612156767724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248420305668445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537521257689286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133215079094058,0.2444530288393652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5411866012203765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014658154065086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181838228323094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kutekitty234,2020/01/25,"Anxiety is ruining my life Kind of a heavy post so don’t read if death triggers you

It’s relentless. Never ending. I can’t stop worrying. I feel like if I don’t worry, I’ll die. I monitor and balance everything carefully. Not too much sodium, I’ll have a stroke, not too little, I’ll get sick. Not too much sugar, but not too little. Don’t breathe in the fumes from this or that, I’ll get cancer. I wash my hands obsessively because I don’t want to get sick and die. Don’t breathe too slow, don’t breathe too fast, not too shallow, not too deep. Check your food before you eat it, it might be contaminated. Every thought I have revolves around preventing my own death. I’m almost never content, and if I am, I get worried that something is wrong because I’m not worried. 

I think I’m so scared because I’ve watched so many people die. So many people in my family have had unexplained, fatal heart issues that killed them, or cancer, or ALS, and I watched them all. And I remember them all. And I’m scared. I’m so scared of dying that I’m afraid to live.",1.4858054968287533,3.6791830372093024,3.2046194503171246,89.4933562367865,81.4186046511628,6.3276955602537015,23.261099365750532,7.520522993642371,1.0472325581395359,823,29,173,13,22,273,108,215,0.349,0.623,0.027999999999999997,-0.9979,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,3,0,14,13,2,5,3,0,16,15,5,1,4,35,31,18,8,4,14,0,3,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,7,3,2,4,1,1,0,16,10,0,0,2,6,22,3,8,27,5,13,0,1,2,0,6,6,0,8,7,97,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543920654974986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055151278349812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373618412675803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925632558051472,0.0,0.08959954212318229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073567707295254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371244545938653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774457803216912,0.0,0.0,0.09326142044213144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871681896335669,0.0,0.09463367937523036,0.0,0.09926414254789157,0.0,0.053241059990428656,0.07522382055442549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273249117669194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005224243483293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477682616738542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990215976650096,0.0,0.0,0.11649494517138513,0.10965007201138036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743740120795471,0.05144253743315195,0.2110694544105056,0.09297871379592967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350819111480648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170291680733106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481004480675742,0.0,0.16242226087978698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599863108669714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084491343335736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053249666064768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928037632612565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162604124270912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106236837784125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803256536040832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746972749921559,0.0,0.08359363694725845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210658725574356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277347136495161,0.0,0.0,0.11512516229001145,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BurningEmbers_,2020/01/25,"I know I am making a mistake and I cannot seem to stop myself today. I have been trying to work on my health since September. I introduced workouts at orange theory in my routine. Over time I was able to bring up those workouts from once a week to a few times a week. 

In order to continue this progress I started to pull back on my calorie intake. (Only by like 200 calories a day) but today I am at a 1000 calorie deficit and I cannot bring myself to eat. On top of that I pushed myself WAY too far in my workout today and am paying for it.  

When my anxiety first started to present itself I was sick for weeks. I didn’t feel good and when I ate I felt worse because I was anxious about feeling sick. Lovely little feed back loop. 

My problem is I feel myself falling into that exact same pattern and it scares the living shit out of me. I know that the difference between then and now is that I am now aware of what’s going on. I’ve brought myself out of this before and I know I can do it again. It’s just scaring the ever living hell out of me.",1.6376027397260269,3.4593444840182705,3.4439703196347047,89.87417465753427,79.04566210045662,5.475890410958903,23.278767123287672,6.2581,0.5466619178082186,818,27,170,6,20,274,124,219,0.201,0.72,0.079,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,12,9,2,2,9,0,16,8,1,1,2,28,33,11,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,13,11,3,1,8,3,1,7,3,6,0,1,8,4,33,3,34,25,2,51,1,0,0,1,1,18,2,1,25,127,46,2,0.13615559964485147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415866105404682,0.1538170724480612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093905034865857,0.0,0.08299918979291541,0.0,0.11585838696400268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780909789920771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225362238671105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932116971939806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316053493395725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065330865953877,0.0,0.1307307277083586,0.0,0.0,0.11581388350279034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738036498519421,0.1142008571234304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447270354995989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244826703647841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651874850148654,0.1364636802035967,0.2404557779452517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288574454900375,0.0,0.09088492002849667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450012699837052,0.0,0.10355246893620863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028252064473853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27263101556179864,0.0,0.0,0.12395094426997733,0.0,0.0,0.13976176642689836,0.11262931901936535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274326843530265,0.0,0.0,0.11383217794727052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878685017448166,0.0,0.38717876462077416,0.0,0.0,0.09244071467056454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807397747658258,0.3276474277678021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912289814681717,0.0,0.13875418813640475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatshisface7,2020/01/25,"Just need to vent - Feeling trapped in my own head Feeling a bit desperate late at night with some racing thoughts, just needed to air some shit out there if that's ok.
Christ has anxiety been running me through the wringer. Last semester of college, can't accomplish a single task that involves leaving my dorm without my stomach twisting and my heart racing. It feels like I'm gonna throw up if I so much as try to get lunch.
For some reason my brain just fears other people and social interaction so much that I get physically ill at the idea of seeing an acquaintance on campus.

I cant live life like this much longer, it's getting unbearable and I feel like I might go insane.

I've been taking medication since the start of the new year, and I know it's a long process to help, but god it can't come soon enough and so far NOTHING has had any positive effect on me, and scheduling another appointment is hard because I have to call with a phone and come home from school and AAAAA it's just a mess.

I feel like everything I have is melting through my fingers, I'm constantly ignoring text messages from friends and family because texting scares me, I procrastinate on all my work because all work has become such a drag
I'm fucking starving myself because trying to get food and be around people has for some reason become some herculean effort.

I feel like I'm about to explode, I'm crying before classes and seeing friends because I just...feel so goddamn sick.

Thank you if you read this far, sorry i just needed to put this text in public, I feel bad I always come to people with the same issues all the time, I just need to like scream in the forest for a couple of hours.",8.063468844984799,6.744374000000002,7.708402355623098,76.42120535714288,62.79939209726445,10.413449848024316,36.064019756838896,9.188382445141503,3.107700455927051,1342,51,254,18,16,426,181,329,0.161,0.7240000000000001,0.114,-0.9486,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,5,15,18,2,2,15,1,16,13,6,3,3,58,49,20,0,7,11,0,9,6,2,2,4,1,2,0,12,19,2,1,13,1,0,7,4,8,1,0,4,12,29,10,38,42,16,33,1,0,2,1,12,14,2,9,18,153,41,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060516810496463,0.0,0.0,0.05770350112338812,0.08897661919196856,0.06491293302741505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553788168845177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084938769433922,0.2586304774771249,0.1874287348657456,0.07220434323513651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926383844785504,0.0,0.0,0.0947249157228346,0.08664522807897061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192821336722276,0.0,0.09169682463521843,0.0,0.0,0.09388912773458777,0.09320792676525234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876766694374973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762611337658285,0.0,0.07999262105174385,0.09548412794381177,0.34323709060622776,0.24247831763706096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026055648695496,0.0,0.13111568751162758,0.07844598079329318,0.17733045578047907,0.0,0.04822437614971328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760123475138153,0.0,0.08708449023332197,0.0,0.0,0.10055217438493842,0.056875720755643226,0.0,0.0851152908161322,0.0,0.08356391116584536,0.0,0.0,0.09578962398211503,0.0,0.08856533279102663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663343531154954,0.06916718111111507,0.0957187945844874,0.08984793374252008,0.0,0.0,0.05993475601228975,0.2487317150306263,0.0,0.07492746955395255,0.07509295238801961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548128733435034,0.0,0.09001648395071032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187131943086937,0.2516721021973829,0.0,0.08195233925409491,0.0,0.07962955330617308,0.0,0.08141952000825638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648084500841105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530151666075513,0.0,0.0,0.08487677347310578,0.0,0.0,0.17448769982439186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084953467504619,0.08587658668548469,0.1352350023380881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710121743169236,0.0701919491710226,0.0,0.0,0.08649777424556078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949868941367988,0.06005996404338273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637995055547067,0.0,0.0,0.07812198854030189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736444753384042,0.049478939469382935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522033520194915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179604562174295,0.0,0.12354916977185232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464307213099632
anxiety,snifonia,2020/01/25,"If you haven't tried a weighted blanket, you need to A friend bought one, decided he didn't like it, and gave it to me. I've been under it for the last few hours watching stand up on Netflix, and having the most fun I've had in a long time. Apparently they aren't for everyone, but I can't believe how much it's been doing for me.",7.4475000000000025,4.035858750000003,8.028333333333336,80.25000000000003,65.66666666666666,11.266666666666667,35.111111111111114,8.841846274778883,2.6147444444444448,258,8,61,3,3,87,53,72,0.024,0.907,0.069,0.4294,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,8,12,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,6,2,6,3,9,6,3,9,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,5,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700697186275015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31386420152339545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537727141103244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32347373438971605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677443654691805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047233708028535,0.0,0.0,0.2906828725033399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414609672581416,0.24355404624948826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257767395600672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153169233593406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230074656955671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999841978033261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The-Sober-Stoner,2020/01/25,"Sex drive Anxiety and depression has ruined my sex drive. Its damaging my relationship.

What can i do?
Im going to see a doctor but realistically does anything help?",2.450999999999997,5.335322100000006,5.630000000000003,65.38500000000002,94.66666666666666,9.066666666666668,26.0,8.841846274778883,3.6582000000000012,133,6,21,5,5,48,26,30,0.244,0.6509999999999999,0.105,-0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,3,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785142073498336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996003682911846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135748195706801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37264328477063935,0.3186020023241711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691059965823985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402989581472706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393260409956645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908772516855026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901183764584961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway827232,2020/01/25,"Can’t sleep, reassurance would be greatly appreciated. Am on mobile and panicking, sorry for format and any mistakes. 

Roughly 3-4 years ago I developed a rather specific fear of losing my sanity to the point of being comparable to severe dementia where I just lose myself. No idea what this stems from but it interrupts my every day life. I’m also very scared of dying. These 2 issues are not a fun combination. 

The slightest feeling of anything less than normal sends me into a downward spiral of panic that I’m dying and, while logic tells me that I’m not, it also makes me question my sanity since I truly think I’m dying. It’s a really vicious cycle that constantly has me scared to try new things due to the possibility of it being what finally sends me over the edge. For example, I (27m) won’t go to haunted houses because I’m worried it could scare me so bad that it changes my perception of reality and send me into psychosis. I won’t take any type of narcotics (this includes klonopin) for the same reasons, I worry the “buzz” will alter my perception of reality forever and I’ll never come back. 

I’ve noticed a lot of these concerns have one thing in common and it’s that they’re triggered by “what if” questions. I’m a “would rather be safe than sorry” type of person but this is too much and I don’t know how to fix it. It keeps me awake nearly every night because I jump at the first hint of falling asleep due to “what if I don’t wake up”. 

I’m starting to wonder if the anxiety itself hasn’t already sent me into psychosis or caused some other sort of mental disorder. Maybe my perception can’t be changed and this is just my life now? What if one day I have a panic attack so bad that I don’t come back and I end up in a psych ward forever? <<<This right here is my number one biggest fear. It makes me anxious about the anxiety that I know is coming and when it does come it hits twice as hard because “this is the one I won’t recover from”. 

Can anyone else relate? Is this a common anxiety? What do I do? Therapy isn’t helping. I feel like it’s only a matter of time before my fears come true and I’m lost in my head forever.",3.5950663315179483,4.981146368663596,5.281487222454967,80.6212351626868,72.6405529953917,8.025583019131409,26.97639994414188,8.575989854853784,1.9832420890937013,1700,60,328,30,33,579,224,434,0.217,0.727,0.055999999999999994,-0.9972,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,4,17,22,2,8,20,0,33,6,4,6,2,65,61,26,3,11,13,0,4,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,38,19,0,2,14,0,0,12,14,16,0,6,2,4,37,6,44,46,5,51,0,3,0,0,10,17,0,11,23,222,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859654769217959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539554270924397,0.12376845637191697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524800870223357,0.0,0.17759642327979433,0.08742227684093717,0.0,0.05410892931926264,0.0792894004785931,0.06368071767698674,0.0,0.0,0.08803585752814469,0.0,0.11900756055442822,0.12922538195138036,0.1415183249590159,0.0,0.0658483731247164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949503296604223,0.16372474038008086,0.3332987811783554,0.0,0.08362497950113976,0.0,0.06178509811598262,0.0,0.0,0.09981299401325656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24093818036867795,0.0,0.08868915711106001,0.0,0.06771955681179044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464468574981826,0.0,0.06853955573759142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039928685139007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612366875434425,0.07825569418614436,0.05528338746334872,0.0,0.08477076119466495,0.0,0.06582307948309025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043979303351210516,0.0,0.0,0.08531650727715598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932116818617658,0.0,0.0794186575118519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051869091445904514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929113774049456,0.0,0.08735749982393241,0.0,0.08076914515441858,0.0,0.06878275637205772,0.0,0.0,0.08505681821610807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931769475926964,0.037806079351648265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314656307522872,0.08447414764987693,0.06578939798901418,0.0,0.0,0.10330929477390167,0.0,0.07774296999645705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798521303103698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056886393347159274,0.0,0.0596835730670829,0.07473827711545393,0.0,0.07261996028111184,0.0758202222703254,0.0,0.08810258320145438,0.0,0.0,0.20975052414862289,0.05885427711517914,0.0,0.18158769757985452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756902023013422,0.0,0.0,0.07315321347445218,0.08723921535848712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337634052469764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049574389299593874,0.07956398915154778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608580294769709,0.0,0.0,0.23242567036163056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742227684093717,0.0,0.06401312514280204,0.0,0.07744022535180396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325086461098502,0.054773033656806164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818339255933268,0.0,0.06763732340751476,0.0,0.08849573611008779,0.0,0.10282143299923922,0.04958475998552898,0.0,0.0,0.045123430558533295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052538886748302815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385018427225621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839200149839967,0.0,0.1571751057838258,0.0,0.10994322875767194,0.0,0.0,0.04983297736875863
anxiety,GerudosValley,2020/01/25,"Anyone else reading The Feeling Good Handbook? I started it last week and it’s got great writing / critical thinking activities. I’ll admit some are difficult since you have to recall times of discomfort, frustration etc. I was wondering if anyone else had found success with it?",6.844375000000002,9.5403846875,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,66.70833333333334,9.8,39.08333333333333,10.125756701596842,4.950983333333333,227,13,31,6,4,72,42,48,0.17800000000000002,0.583,0.239,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,11,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,3,3,3,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,18,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156588822070799,0.4625558820109966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771220296009665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517386927100751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413137010799955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474915350290809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932414906294368,0.1805297833492538,0.2488583091527919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839928227518073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22578218291554555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867188261103276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976655606307802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463296639253956,0.0,0.0,0.13161978836628654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105985079649792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24478490387740304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rachelmb91,2020/01/25,"anxiety making me too anxious to go to therapy Hey guys, my biggest struggle right now is basically the tagline: I’m having severe postpartum anxiety related to illness (flu, RSV, and coronavirus in particular) that is making me too afraid to go almost anywhere, including a therapy/psychiatry appointment. 
I had generalized anxiety and panic disorder prior to pregnancy, quit all my meds while pregnant, and was essentially in remission. It was like a switch turned off for the most part, which was great. However, I’m 6 weeks postpartum and am absolutely petrified of me or my baby in particular getting sick. If I have to leave the house at all (i.e. to grocery shop) I do it in the dead of night to avoid crowds and get home and strip off my clothes immediately and then wash and sanitize my hands, arms, clothes, cell phone, door knobs, etc. 3-5 times before I’m relieved. I won’t touch any groceries until they’ve all sat for more than 6 hours and I’m convinced any lurking viruses are dead. I’ve never been like this before but can’t shake it and was wondering if anyone else has had this and what they did? 
I can’t imagine having to sit in a therapist’s office knowing a sick person could’ve been breathing/coughing/sneezing on the couch minutes before me. I debated bringing my own can of Lysol and sanitizing wipes (literally) before just canceling the appointment all together. My OB prescribed my Zoloft over the phone, but I clearly need more than just my meds. 
Any suggestions would be appreciated.",7.3594414950095555,8.152825436823107,7.804417073688683,68.13040560628585,63.58483754512636,11.571798683372268,37.954767466553406,11.326091736570909,4.7190876619239726,1214,60,202,35,17,400,171,277,0.127,0.809,0.064,-0.8572,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,1,5,10,0,5,11,0,24,8,2,2,6,36,40,20,2,4,7,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,3,2,8,12,0,1,3,1,1,4,4,5,0,0,10,2,21,5,27,27,10,27,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,6,12,126,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274015160589294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956035199980043,0.0,0.29198962658968075,0.14373261296028111,0.0,0.08896151045907044,0.1303611976564963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330502050693367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158204424686228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581551468868034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628354616894033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189402299022505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294385559102684,0.0,0.14461440299350073,0.0,0.0,0.14027047753403046,0.0,0.12597676309724293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276211114559575,0.0,0.12529498658037594,0.14680524238677645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992175892726264,0.0,0.0,0.13471719424670467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431537515050342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698527585589433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826455871409246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433872896666344,0.0981268873075226,0.0,0.0,0.11939584533204822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492758779440296,0.0,0.13777666350726198,0.0,0.0,0.11109149960156972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353237563328619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865291411402372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373261296028111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133007428160517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549750757566826,0.14772273401909955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418828260113135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838867239953967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205547011842718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797447823582085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903798672241302,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chadmarshall20,2020/01/25,is uncontrollable shaking normal? Is it normal that when i get super stressed out i shake really bad? it’s seriously looks like i’m having a seizure and will last for like 30 mins. by the end of it i have a really bad headache and my body hurts.,3.0948,4.646035479999998,4.625,84.1675,74.2,8.200000000000001,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.6380000000000001,194,6,41,4,4,65,38,50,0.34299999999999997,0.514,0.14300000000000002,-0.8862,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,11,0,4,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,7,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263108542007443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283568229592902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261100420970357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337782537678786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27329186671287475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809438882767514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494423578248149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437823806368814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002575072119174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270889964440822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924323790120901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ronnoc9909,2020/01/25,"Worrying, and overall stress. Can it simply be triggered by random things sometimes? A little bit more context, I honestly have no clue what I have per say is anxiety. All I know is I worry, a lot, about everything to a point it is very unhealthy. while today was a good day. I keep looking back. 

My girlfriend doesn't like me smoking, it's understandable and I try to not, but when I get really nervous things change a little. I had an incident that made me have to fly back hone rather recently, and tonight while I was talking to her I began to speak about a story that had to deal with me smoking (it was a rant story I was trying to complain about some of the stupid things that had happen). I'm not even able to fully go through because she starts to get upset at the fact I smoked. Which is understandable, but heres the part I hate about me.

 After that I sorta just spiraled, now I'm here thinking about everything to falling asleep at a party to how much of a bad person I am to family matters to wondering why it was surprising I complimented myself. 

It's sporadic worrying about everything, what I wrote down are just some of the ones I could remeber off the top of my head, this has had me close to tears a few times tonight and I really just hate this. 

In any case, enough with the self loathing! I was curious could something as ridiculous as my girlfriend getting upset and then not talking to me for a small bit be enough to send me over like that? Or I guess a better thing to ask is, is it normal? 

Thank you for your time

Anyone who reads this, have a good day 😊",3.465,5.082040238853505,4.340247133757964,86.31589936305733,73.36305732484077,7.444382165605098,26.254267515923573,8.109356740369918,1.568535184713376,1241,43,250,19,25,400,173,314,0.198,0.71,0.092,-0.9882,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,18,19,4,4,20,0,29,2,2,3,2,40,52,15,0,4,10,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,23,8,0,1,5,1,0,3,5,10,0,1,13,3,36,9,42,35,12,33,0,0,1,0,18,12,0,8,20,188,59,1,0.10133154290397547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890892398137102,0.0,0.07751835296491158,0.0,0.0,0.07085337087418585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473131386241376,0.0,0.0,0.15583540334059487,0.08460760570344478,0.061770768028886126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961951507807704,0.2212556004232497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719533630930607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180998317226855,0.0,0.0,0.1307009244473539,0.10446837128088106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940514289728254,0.0,0.06692852840753387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732107705994644,0.0,0.09552636037349653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882464658638487,0.0,0.05758905101865186,0.16998418109072966,0.0,0.0,0.11162811872789058,0.0,0.08960714873742594,0.0,0.0,0.20008783976710212,0.1039953971703144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006813123621031,0.0,0.0,0.05568916593123818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901094681788973,0.20312165348254976,0.0,0.0,0.08509297503811987,0.0,0.0,0.08614845412669424,0.0,0.09588235598994864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449034339118245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928339732218856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866487595267655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097321862782358,0.0,0.0,0.08847879472393723,0.0,0.0,0.09579106129343903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135896465858807,0.0,0.12983116225347113,0.0,0.10005267388925282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058291006756406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571089883718623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800997233875036,0.1002194869728747,0.0,0.0717229876180229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607494003295794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289291163118136,0.0,0.0932924703838337,0.0,0.0,0.26928069794634873,0.0649291611044957,0.0,0.0,0.11817447510798015,0.0,0.09605045428665128,0.0,0.0,0.13759493210926008,0.0,0.0,0.2109794196236734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083609135193454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143595635757924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988973576513897,0.0,0.30872130170739515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mishkabear22,2020/01/25,"Anxiety causing Physical Symptoms? So, Ive been expeirencing some pretty bad health anxiety since November over a little injury I had in my arm. Ever since then Ive had pains in my body all over random not lasting more a few seconds to minutes. I have gotten tested for all autoimmunes and other random stuff, everything negative, seen 2 doctors, been to atleast 7 urgent cares and 1 hospital. When I feel these pains they make me more anxious because it makes me beileve that there is something wrong. My doctor says it could be Fibro but I am waiting to see a Rhuemtoligist. I always get dizzy, shortness of breath, lump in throat, and frequent headaches. I got diagnosed with GAD and Im in therapy right now. I feel like these pains are stress related from being do anxious almost all day, But I just dont understand why or how it makes me feel this way. Does anyone else expeirence physical pains from anxiety?",6.0123767258382665,7.5660810414201185,5.961671597633135,77.40432199211047,66.98816568047337,9.1836291913215,33.609960552268255,9.516144504307137,3.3498516765285995,732,33,123,15,12,230,120,169,0.201,0.75,0.05,-0.9705,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,3,0,15,14,4,5,4,29,29,11,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,10,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,7,6,17,2,14,19,7,17,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,5,8,81,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116491441373796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679899525081682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669849898167233,0.2628480378274362,0.0,0.08134325948973506,0.11919766957243524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713381792041068,0.07091597126093194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922056527474673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861000639849975,0.11950680185423294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928830293239224,0.0,0.0,0.0750256415587336,0.0,0.0,0.1180763025016321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381450352484001,0.10180444432320902,0.0,0.13634228288473574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718191643662527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523053270338106,0.0,0.0,0.1045532688803452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646551092815926,0.08310885076600186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060779580332564864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304272327094136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365733106283275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256604077121215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482752913970376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683479162645067,0.11659697459245935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329610346633689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951492278321026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183532415343083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934838270489138,0.0,0.0925132634226158,0.0,0.0,0.09270293308846553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246495226384525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955940055422155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325991199659815,0.0,0.13317430557005902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091530458632188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303777614345308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110753141100547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234031199468562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049731104239735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719268792323282,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meatballdog1,2020/01/25,"Too anxious to see a therapist? I work - I function mostly like normal - but I obsess over things. 

I obsess over things people say, something that piques my interest for .5s, corona virus, rabies, etc. 

I’m anxious about being anxious now. 

And for whatever reason I can’t bring myself to see a therapist. 

I’m literally losing sleep at night and I don’t know what to do. This is recent that my anxiety has peaked like this. :(",2.0576250000000016,4.828669512500003,3.7550000000000026,82.39,85.125,6.2,21.75,7.554174236665415,1.3673500000000005,331,11,57,6,10,110,54,80,0.243,0.655,0.102,-0.8888,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,7,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,3,9,11,2,7,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,5,40,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339189363611133,0.5932973368120406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952360108486319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620733133642208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104905069332926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584519046101054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428013008085038,0.17151972996283416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213632165907286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998884104274698,0.17284871459277598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921319522895695,0.0,0.0,0.27899721715333226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751844843351372,0.0,0.0,0.13476824676466134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40651179935224335,0.2326015922182744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127444352246087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cinnamoslut,2020/01/25,"Anxiety and Panic Attacks Began at 3 Years Old As the title says, I've had intense, almost constant anxiety every day since I was 3 years old. I vividly remember panic attacks, thinking my mom was going to die whenever she left me at daycare or with my dad at home.

I'm 26 now. While I've improved greatly, the anxiety is still there, and it's something I battle almost daily.

Anyway, I'm just wondering how common my experience is. Most people I talk to who also have GAD, it didn't start until at least puberty or their early 20s.

And, FWIW, my mom says that I was an anxious, clingy baby. I would cry incessantly when she wasn't near. That's normal baby stuff to an extent but, compared to my older brother, I was very needy.",4.479166666666664,5.500598583333336,6.251000000000001,75.89399999999998,70.1111111111111,8.26,29.677777777777766,8.548686976883017,2.430041111111112,572,22,101,9,10,198,96,144,0.16699999999999998,0.81,0.023,-0.9338,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,2,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,17,18,12,1,2,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,8,3,16,1,12,9,3,23,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,6,16,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698397719757445,0.0,0.0,0.10774932445028357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092208660287757,0.15221473302068225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065661301472393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560309326861906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800253452793216,0.08689437512229366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983598584006765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352193829432025,0.0,0.0,0.13179887758452571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657428014852813,0.0,0.0,0.14854828593720912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515244040988392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639240862276098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156052608379418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320138905950124,0.0,0.0,0.2827681423131793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316170247513101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340983921056137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526310307249704,0.0,0.0,0.21429692698699895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145603964490247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372731223356488,0.0,0.0,0.09536771399780687,0.0,0.1076013362095348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542419074923403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829669206925853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633418478478272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117233619991652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611679239517475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571347154015296,0.0,0.0,0.17353273375875575
anxiety,MickyNS,2020/01/25,"I want to socialize more but I'm surrounded by bad people all of the time. Anyone grew up in a bad neighborhood? Hey, long time lurker here. I've been dealing with social anxiety throughout my childhood. Not to go into too much detail, but I live in a \*sigh\* ""ghetto"" area. Now, being in junior year in high school, I came to realize I've always chosen small groups of friends to socialize with in school. I was the very quiet kid that didn't like being having to be involved with the assholes at my district because they were always up to trouble. I'm very observant of everything around me. When you're dealing with negative thoughts everyday, and surrounded by toxic people enforcing those thoughts everyday, it's like a barrier.

I'm working towards building myself by wanting to socialize, but I'm stuck between having to hang out with those who don't value me as much and remain in my comfortable space with a few friends. The town is full of untrustworthy people and probably the reason why I'm anxious about my surroundings.   
Anyone else have the same problem? I've searched but the results don't match mine.",6.355734890109893,7.621138927884615,6.542747252747251,74.61653846153845,65.97115384615384,9.596703296703296,35.049450549450555,9.784248007369934,3.6688739010989018,899,42,148,19,14,288,127,208,0.193,0.746,0.061,-0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,11,0,13,0,0,2,1,29,25,9,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,13,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,4,1,0,8,1,13,5,37,14,7,35,0,0,0,0,14,22,0,0,11,99,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625666963726785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481406065571144,0.1400173647528643,0.0,0.1733240077164051,0.12699157822263932,0.0,0.11033322578704044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697010068653185,0.07555291260240944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175479037397762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25555420393702993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353629384916806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138963262517863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915120788548016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043818099255647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094982896909574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110203014014108,0.0,0.10944163684711458,0.10968334676122504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222089779831285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577739868283537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362870517872544,0.11859421664780788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743136523994675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508685871724274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053664859321007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678965397587372,0.1445412785784628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045276070091944,0.14620650879673225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183692610348266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023008151367827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981354891566228
anxiety,throwmeintomed,2020/01/25,"How do you quell irrational fears that everyone is watching you? As the title speaks, I've been having a constant nagging thought whenever I'm not alone, that everyone is watching me. I used to think it's normal (because everyone IS watching me!) but it has affected my travel to and from school (i.e. taking public transport and doing my own thing like a normal conservative asian). I get hypervigilant and hyper-self-conscious to the point that I get panic attacks on public transport. Is there any way to justify the fear that everyone is watching me?",7.909933333333335,8.648094660000005,8.02,67.24833333333335,62.4,10.666666666666668,38.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.476466666666667,446,22,68,10,6,145,66,100,0.19399999999999998,0.763,0.043,-0.9431,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,2,3,5,0,10,0,0,3,0,13,17,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,5,10,1,7,15,1,7,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,2,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022291345410892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117674958053286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697830882165856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018969471104916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761009753747434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6281955676283661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698916586227696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173811455756224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029588146044599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220673333034884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283597359999227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536923844866293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633671883482198,0.0,0.0,0.17145881490700438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357501417842967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091906081943426,0.10531248091106593,0.0,0.13048004818749387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195053406125244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045788563241914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apreddit1,2020/01/25,"Do you have this range of symptoms ? Hey everyone,

It's been few years since I struggle with anxiety and I guess my anxiety cause a lot of physical symptoms which tend to contribute to anxiety you know the circle...

And weirdly enough, I get crazy anxiety with the people close to me. I dont feel as anxious with people I barely know it should be the other way.

Anyway I really need your help on this one because I'm getting mad.

When I wake up, I am really comfy in my bed but after waking up like 10-15 minutes after, I start to feel very tense, cold hand and feet and I have a sort of sensitivity to cold and pain. I start to yawn excessively. It is very uncomfortable. My chest area feel ""restless"" and I have a strong urge to move to ease this discomfort. Its very hard to describe like I dont even know how to say it.
If I'm in a hot tub, this feeling disappears.

It always get better at night, and I start to feel comfortable enough to sleep.

I hope someone can relate. Those symptoms are honestly impairing me so much.",3.086764705882352,4.8494741470588245,4.591960784313724,83.51382352941177,74.68627450980392,8.133333333333335,25.72549019607843,8.841846274778883,1.9433607843137253,802,28,161,17,17,268,122,204,0.149,0.674,0.17800000000000002,0.9107,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,2,5,13,1,3,7,0,13,11,6,2,0,29,33,13,0,4,2,0,8,2,0,1,5,2,1,0,13,11,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,1,12,23,7,27,30,5,19,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,5,10,103,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599091835541723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530082696032629,0.1303268927203154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032396555113819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202883810855616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185091604513312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704081981609087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384007925634532,0.0,0.07619590424905807,0.0,0.0,0.11023390076365548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916539647985823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081657929183487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270849015878765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334222324001788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732511392571229,0.0,0.0,0.11458108422119755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020079132035192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127206708835284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807715062659386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261217870477598,0.08480477918105675,0.0855399004873501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825997806177212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817267819644233,0.0,0.12275393194790978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995579208699354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780846139888892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174096376706536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542912853159054,0.0,0.11544590585331878,0.0,0.09774635014830503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449627099398802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060202944804832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597177150565957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855586613568745,0.0,0.0915694561356599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428972717433159
anxiety,moonturnsthetides,2020/01/25,"I have to constantly distract myself I’m either listening to music, on my phone or watching a YouTube video. I can’t stand being alone with my own thoughts. I’m about to kill my self.",3.322072072072072,5.001801567567568,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,73.86486486486487,7.095495495495496,28.54954954954956,7.793537801064563,1.7733495495495497,146,6,29,2,3,47,29,37,0.24100000000000002,0.759,0.0,-0.836,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,6,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549262302149824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746687181019352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859604525179588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582292167370321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487121400739543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wingardium_levibrosa,2020/01/25,"How many years of my life am I losing due to the amount of stress I put myself through? I wonder about this often - i.e. right now as I’m not able to sleep due to being anxious about literally nothing and my chest hurts. 

Stress affects the body in so many negative ways. I don’t recall a solid period of time in nearly 20 years when I didn’t feel extreme anxiety at least weekly. This can’t be good for my overall health and longevity. 

I see a therapist and take meds, which help, but still find myself feeling this way. How much more can my heart take before it stops?",5.2636466165413545,5.5407937105263185,5.563182957393483,84.18394736842106,68.03508771929825,8.268671679197995,26.81203007518797,7.957251820313856,1.4516556390977446,449,12,91,5,7,143,84,114,0.136,0.8029999999999999,0.061,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,4,0,7,6,4,3,0,14,14,9,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,3,12,1,15,11,4,19,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,2,11,59,17,0,0.15815991132753948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099189926285353,0.17867568137119205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345824355118348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568000688514918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994080668163807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445552936449884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265702977537247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811658985029315,0.0,0.18742025643341692,0.10601125469500304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693134562172225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171302271490408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694048503698825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206986518128915,0.0,0.0,0.17568000688514918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626573293837775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175870051517115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899439494480808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506770010264502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260329722952999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582741325239992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630670948965925,0.13222876780185208,0.3623432881182715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378331401489695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363584722537396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922243161834033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510799517477964,0.12686634080816644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151767718459615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036995948371068
anxiety,SaeInsanity45,2020/01/25,"I just reported suspicious activity and now I'm freaking out. ""You see something, you say something "" and what not.

I heard some people talking outside my apartment, and a bang. I peeked out my window to see a group of people hanging around the parked vehicles. Didn't think much of it, until some crossed the parking lot and started looking into the back of a parked van with the flashlight from their phone. 

My husband and I stepped out for a cigarette, and they *immediately* scurried back inside. 

I reported anonymously online, but now I'm panicking and wonder if I overreacted and my mind is telling me they'll know it was us and will retaliate.

Am I being ridiculous?",4.7240798226164085,7.223748089430895,5.367657058388765,76.49521064301555,72.17073170731706,8.049963045084997,33.946045824094604,8.841846274778883,3.311510569105692,537,28,89,11,11,173,82,123,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.9231,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,3,0,6,2,1,0,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,26,17,12,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,15,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,5,18,0,13,11,4,15,0,0,3,0,13,6,0,5,6,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049985185800846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35414306885247115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655617210178352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337767074612086,0.0,0.0,0.1957762951634516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325177175712889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928270625880132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192950872314152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831283421907489,0.0,0.0,0.367007579770676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545624474659377,0.0,0.0,0.1629937639189702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850907893288504,0.2012753573715117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475544829906611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769991570992663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24972944160959945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,midnitebluee,2020/01/25,"Cipralex part 1 Hi im 25., healthy never done a drug but anxiety nearly killed me.

Every time i went to the hospital they took blood samples 3 times in one week. I used to get heart attack symptoms, and nothing triggered it. I got prescribed 10mg of cipralex and to be honest we you guys it saved my life. Now I want to get off it..........help i ll explain why if someone cares",-0.3133766233766231,1.964611688311692,1.3919480519480525,97.55077922077923,94.45454545454544,3.8389610389610387,22.584415584415584,5.565023196281405,0.14384155844155888,288,12,63,2,11,93,64,77,0.145,0.675,0.18,0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,2,5,2,2,1,11,11,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,1,10,3,8,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478355404343355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018204972517475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629112911640052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705605519726514,0.0,0.0,0.2346410776538065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047357731795904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142041274157405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182351744540555,0.0,0.0,0.2003406560721433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397645922349975,0.13561898664511646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185534608696276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238505649196929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429131933137312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605104066955178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941431712855422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710551284181166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191060198710557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143538861264918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030059324641712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359630275260107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247984824422317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475002900452746,0.0,0.0,0.11934075441624667,0.0,0.1622986599798117,0.0,0.0,0.18756394600448326,0.1825733100752619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hannah122,2020/01/25,"AHHHHH I’m a huge ball of anxiety right now. I just heard about the corona virus and I’m freaking out about that. What if it takes over and we all die. Also, my family and I are supposed to travel to the grand Cayman Islands at the end of February so we’ll probably have to cancel that. And now they just set the doomsday clock to 100 seconds. I’m scared :(",0.4390840840840831,2.7693704459459454,2.7653153153153163,89.88133633633635,87.78378378378378,5.991591591591593,19.033033033033032,7.3871296695380915,0.6021879879879877,279,8,59,5,9,95,53,74,0.237,0.7,0.063,-0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,8,7,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,6,1,11,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932934627383829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805662093049052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806332959553045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32483565241247964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457435277400415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39542341090587296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132063621466381,0.0,0.0,0.3671852623730928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757537611411196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fayeReborn,2020/01/25,"TW: Gender Dysphoria | I'm having a lot of trouble making myself go to eat. Some backstory:   
I went through a lot of counseling in high school, and it was very helpful. I learned a lot of coping and self-improvement skills that still help me. I've moved away to college for the last few semesters, and things have gotten way worse for my anxiety. Crowds and noise are my biggest triggers, and this place is full of those. Sitting in a quiet, secluded place is my best way to calm down, and that's all but impossible here.

The worst part is the dining hall. The only place to get a full meal close to me is a gigantic buffet style dining hall. The food's decent, the place itself isn't bad, but the crowds are horrifying. Hundreds of people walking, standing, talking, looking and laughing, it's so difficult for me to deal with that. There aren't many corner seats either, so I usually end up sitting near the middle of a section with about 100 people in it. It's hard enough to convince myself that the one person I hear when I'm walking outside isn't laughing at me, let alone 100 laughing people. But anyway, I made it through (many panic attacks later). It was painful, but not unbearable.

Then I realized that I was trans, and my mental health tanked. All of a sudden the voice inside my head went from, ""Why did that girl look at me? She must think my face is hideous; she's right it is hideous."" to ""Why did that girl look at me? She must think my face is hideous; she's right it is hideous. My face will never look like a real girl's face; I'll be stuck in this ugly manly body for the rest of my life."" And I use counter thoughts, and I logically know that those things don't follow, but I can't help but feel terrible afterwards.

Flash forwards 5 months and we reach today. I've sorta half transitioned, in that I stopped using my old name and pronouns, and I've gotten things to the point where I don't feel too dysphoric about anything but my face. My face, however, is unbearable for me to look at. I even hate brushing my teeth because I have to see my face staring back at me. Makeup isn't an option at the moment so I just have to suffer with this thing for a bit.

Now the problem:   
I have all the problems I did before with the dining hall, and now I also have to deal with the anxiety of knowing that everyone sees my ugly face and might think I'm trying to trick them by wearing feminine clothing. There's also the possibility floating in the back of my mind that someone's going to wince at the sound of my voice, give me a look of disgust or even call me a slur. It also doesn't help that past body image issues have normalized going without food for me. I haven't been able to make myself go to dinner for the past week. If I had to guess, I've had between 800-1000 calories per day on average for the last 4 days. I know I need to go, but I just haven't been able to.

Sorry for the text wall, but I thought the context was important.  I need advice on how to get through this, anything (non-hateful) is appreciated.",3.900768540669855,5.055191654605263,4.6655382775119625,86.22467703349281,71.59868421052632,7.369377990430622,27.305023923444978,7.686295010490155,1.4672914473684218,2378,82,485,28,44,766,280,608,0.134,0.7979999999999999,0.068,-0.9921,1,1,0,0,0,0,81.0,1,0,1,2,25,21,4,1,37,0,46,24,13,7,6,81,91,35,0,8,16,0,3,1,0,4,3,5,0,5,32,22,8,1,13,0,0,12,13,14,0,2,19,18,62,7,76,66,18,81,0,1,9,0,24,40,0,10,27,324,94,3,0.1372847220578931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707652076065453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109278457304348,0.0,0.16467981394513975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502243660947973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297362883723824,0.0,0.0,0.0780905952034115,0.06449175775504609,0.10556347718235476,0.05731350426583474,0.04184374616788512,0.0,0.0584095934868529,0.0,0.07203592300274378,0.0,0.07493968002797086,0.15249237758112533,0.0,0.0,0.07009152528660566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853728844565292,0.1415345202897712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023827191682952,0.0,0.0,0.060796757739479124,0.07092590820261499,0.0,0.09067526415618817,0.0,0.0,0.06559071756691602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694152804168289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660052308488524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172560105730419,0.06584800745867478,0.19505517818290494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756172994815947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149007274818335,0.06777012044418697,0.07044686573733545,0.07296361991225886,0.07736492965446565,0.0,0.18403811071532705,0.07252442315421828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164479106894442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317213940605035,0.11190537162495176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701914648143441,0.048484129590531236,0.033535190339161296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458537714635709,0.0,0.0,0.17507184201825238,0.0,0.06495106170844478,0.09163861800698117,0.139185160477539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917535506156228,0.07281869758934684,0.06930921690170103,0.0,0.054789677686981335,0.07295596661259353,0.0,0.10179488187753087,0.05294122049285189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725493965514899,0.0,0.0,0.07202861101190043,0.0,0.04651384031148054,0.052205608705765696,0.07304031178109589,0.08053702084457202,0.0,0.0743329878450984,0.1310538012943527,0.14276391077457173,0.05993586199118533,0.2868666299737688,0.0,0.06488921834419463,0.07738394835587202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136293830270662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813003457624645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724040252646335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946973400204988,0.10939814916725753,0.0,0.07160895289586974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058160449746945474,0.0,0.0,0.07683950333903564,0.0,0.0,0.05481787818666918,0.057388087421664076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517212966864421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824117383081394,0.1319497598708696,0.0,0.10898873446170497,0.0,0.0,0.06506493211483487,0.0,0.0,0.04660365733573902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856992144322265,0.07559986295366415,0.056637136658479824,0.0,0.10897022229173277,0.055060761574031,0.0,0.0,0.12726431274444167,0.12387810838470352,0.0,0.0,0.0661687865235389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699524301694603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wks_jbb,2020/01/25,"Anxiety when loved ones are away Lately I’ve had an overwhelming amount of anxiety when the people I love are away. More specifically when they tell me they will be somewhere at a certain time, or they will text/call when they’ve arrived at their destination and then they don’t. For example my bf works late a few nights a week. I can’t rest until I know he’s home. Sometimes he passes out as soon as he gets home and forgets to text me and those nights I get maybe 1-2 hours of decent sleep. I’m the same way with my family. If they’re going somewhere and they don’t tell me that they’ve made it to their destination, I’m a nervous wreck. I don’t understand why. It’s not like I’m scared or worried, I just have a knot in my stomach and I can’t relax. It’s progressed within the last month or so and I don’t understand.",1.6293965517241382,3.477279454022991,3.231709770114944,91.26239224137932,79.17241379310343,6.648850574712642,21.794540229885047,7.645422480735847,0.7278402298850573,651,19,146,10,16,215,101,174,0.079,0.8240000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.7,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,7,2,7,8,0,3,9,0,13,4,2,1,1,21,25,19,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,3,0,1,2,0,21,5,16,20,5,26,0,1,0,2,15,7,0,4,17,88,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042179528724366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28299298860118793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197512339097715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573677234811828,0.0,0.0855911665887235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021342158112929,0.0,0.14831363746825135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827674808682627,0.12276156155083945,0.3397735314405463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357702804003964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718502099359593,0.1425042184111875,0.0,0.0,0.15130097543679566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020989327059775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826614632091958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205250360100747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440917098259801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077989535631942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507117831272355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895023712326014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632673541532402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878178317457094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31356610905002474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954166682819392,0.1208046579508317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589580023234113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964079181669173,0.15294467667339012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happysweetheart,2020/01/25,"Work not accepting my DR orders I recently got a stress fracture on my foot. I work in retail and am constantly on my feet. I have a boot on now. I got a note from the dr saying that I could sit for 15-20 minutes as needed when I’m in pain. Today the District Manger came over to the store and told me she sent my note to HR. She’s not sure they can accommodate me for the Dr notice. 
I’m very upset and am having very consistent panic attacks. 

I also know that I currently have another coworker that also has a stress fracture that was allowed to sit and did not have to put in a Dr note and wasn’t given a problem about it.

I don’t understand why I’m being treated this way. I’m super worried about losing my job
Or being forced not to work until I get another Drs note. 
I could use some advice, or some comfort.",3.831612050739956,4.082946040697679,5.6698097251585615,82.26292811839325,71.15116279069767,8.580126849894294,27.264270613107826,8.575989854853784,1.8249813953488367,637,20,134,10,11,221,98,172,0.191,0.772,0.037000000000000005,-0.9744,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,5,6,13,1,4,10,0,16,8,2,2,1,24,31,12,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,2,3,6,8,0,0,9,1,20,5,19,18,2,21,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,7,88,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218033691733406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327116469835157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051376298708157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552658083913194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641256052608314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723316973587587,0.0,0.2323388747517872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601743507474587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327383353661225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438571086981747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996266914232597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277661951964914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107885966935074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565203963361927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482162789330098,0.17071220492873798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392232827115073,0.0,0.14626709159454207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436631115806241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570696864475677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33333815906064074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713146951432836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379164253703671,0.13903091896477818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147001436543742,0.0,0.12566477202368478,0.0,0.2401044979917701,0.0,0.11549065711592048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312905841499053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31777590432509634,0.14776171087507234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seekinghelfulwords,2020/01/25,"don’t feel the same after a particularly awful anxiety attack so one night i has an awful anxiety attack where i basically lost all sense of reality and was completely consumed by anxiety and depression, just all over negativity. i mean during this episode i was in a completely different headspace than i have ever been in, i completely did not feel like myself. ever since that breakdown i have not felt the same. i always find myself afraid of slipping back into that state. i think i feel a kind of responsibility to be in that state because i feel like that headspace is a part of me now. like now that i’ve felt that, i cannot avoid it. and so i’m anxious that ill go back to that headspace. since then i feel a sense of wrongness in my life and with my identity and i think it is because i feel changed. i feel like that state is a part of me now and in that state i literally did not feel like me, it was a completely foreign feeling. and so now i feel like my identity and my life is wrong.",3.8411666666666697,5.205561450000005,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,72.0,8.733333333333334,28.833333333333336,9.21078282632365,2.360733333333334,790,31,162,17,15,265,88,200,0.243,0.7390000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.991,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,13,15,2,2,10,2,16,3,0,0,4,37,34,12,0,0,4,0,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,14,10,0,1,16,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,9,12,27,7,19,24,6,24,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,17,119,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784520678507004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638163166826244,0.1065143912115528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452394305535466,0.0,0.14499757178700173,0.0,0.114949635058614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974025887923156,0.0,0.3954210644141849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120690592940806,0.0,0.0,0.09850699759790957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057104508615928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767296120782011,0.3367835163161517,0.18105537510084896,0.0,0.08617411715372746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358392496326312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818256117314264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319154026518648,0.27637519898251844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292242132302956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270321336335357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847940294695772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388946328475413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042013588202184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598584938574128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208271098415598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061701024315584,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrostyLux,2020/01/25,"Interview anixety I guess a little background is needed. I suffer from severe anxiety. I am taking medication and recieving therapy for it. Last year it got so bad that I had to quit my Master's degree and rarely leave my house. I have been looking for work since then and recently was offered a job interview on Tuesday. My only issue is that I can't sleep at all and my anxiety has taken full control as it usually does when I have an appointment that requires me to talk to someone new/strangers. 

Anyone got any tips for handling this/ how have you coped when it comes to interviews?",5.335178571428571,6.7601935892857155,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,68.46428571428571,9.885714285714286,32.75,10.125756701596842,3.605978571428572,470,21,81,12,8,156,82,112,0.128,0.861,0.011000000000000001,-0.9159999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,3,0,11,2,1,2,1,11,19,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,1,13,0,11,13,2,13,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,1,8,57,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222026829947042,0.0,0.2749411880587081,0.0,0.0,0.12565095374853175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004263339700574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479629800538156,0.0,0.0,0.20154968919157204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572573511965641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874462368902195,0.0,0.19796065325134696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735055672947014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756091184553111,0.17832528184477814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648010852729687,0.0,0.1902771643160512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010737648870134,0.0,0.0,0.15090338453798546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102961613649635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324584091385447,0.0,0.17355611946540034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366705300721966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113388430922645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743282703654278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030107156458077,0.0,0.14865033050568596,0.0,0.17983054361586462,0.0,0.15225987577220804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511261189939586,0.14443666866377886,0.0,0.0,0.20550348685151992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791500567488987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082429778051274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572140150044365
anxiety,hereliesPeaches,2020/01/25,"Howdy. Anyone else get random pounding heartbeats? I have a panic disorder which is a type of anxiety disorder in which I have panic attacks for literally no reason at all. When these occur my heart starts POUNDING in my chest, like I can almost feel it coming through my shirt, and it feels like I am going to die. I really genuinely in the moment feel as though I am dead/dying. I’ve tried many things to get myself to calm down, feet tracing, grounding, breathing, all the shit. Those make me feel like something really is actually wrong since I’m paying attention to it and maybe I really am dying. The only thing that seems to calm it down is completing a “task”. Getting up to get water, take a shower, turn the tv on. It’s the only thing that gets my brain switched off from it, and usually it has to be multiple tasks or one big one to really calm me or at least make me forget I was having the attack. Thinking about previous attacks gives me attacks. I’m a borderline hypochondriac I think because any tiny sensation on or in my body can send me into a I THINK IM DYING panic. I am in hell. Is anyone else in hell with me? Please tell me I’m not alone.

FYI: I have been prescribed Zoloft and no longer take it as it worsened the attacks. I have been going through this for about a year, and it is worse when I am otherwise emotionally distressed.",3.7787468671679183,5.4269715112781975,4.965037593984963,82.02645363408523,72.60902255639098,8.074185463659147,26.20050125313283,8.704169506293173,1.957565914786968,1066,36,203,20,21,352,143,266,0.222,0.7020000000000001,0.076,-0.9919,1,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,5,19,8,4,14,0,22,10,8,3,2,29,48,13,3,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,20,8,1,0,10,1,1,4,3,13,0,2,3,4,27,6,34,44,3,27,2,0,0,0,3,17,3,6,9,136,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.08362262603139872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580774449087541,0.0887506390754507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058273216450732926,0.0,0.06555382815801633,0.0,0.0,0.11983509765242277,0.175602311276407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874327452291827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223679499985245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518403341308608,0.0,0.09566014903308637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738157130300541,0.0898459967702149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26680300955797065,0.0,0.19641996130445288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431686475226899,0.09639149961941776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331296095922338,0.12243617123040496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385158248254464,0.08220317686105014,0.09740100530693067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154494109457794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925616168056655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559374029270906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439959710333948,0.08687781760404273,0.0860887151023169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613367174430912,0.13034462396670382,0.0,0.3016218359759769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406362788998314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958489504471354,0.08810522153686154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801040084877567,0.0,0.0,0.08796118082447017,0.07088496482034047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596956882740809,0.0,0.0,0.06065294508281958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885881529750984,0.0,0.0748982225065259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078904469986547,0.1647231232356637,0.0841915474152745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581789614324441,0.09320783777956362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437717472242974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732704619329923,0.0,0.09369029636609404,0.0,0.05518257138355758
anxiety,bjackline,2020/01/25,"Fear of not answering texts. Recently a guy I graduated highschool with added me to fb. We hadn't spoken in years. We did the chitchat, catch up, cute kids, blah blah blah chat once. About a month later he texted me and made a joke, I responded. He responded back, but I never did.  A few days later he killed himself. 
I was working 12 1/2 hours a day for two weeks straight. All I was doing was sleeping and working. I really dont talk to anyone very much while I'm at work. Now that seems like a shitty excuse. I could have texted him back if I had wanted. He was reaching out and I ignored him. Now I cant ignore anyone. Every text I think it's a suicidal friend who might be reaching out. If I dont immediately text back, the anxiety drives me insane until I do. I got a text that said "" it is time"" and immediately went into panic mode thinking it was a suicide thing. It wasn't. 
Like I know that not everyone I know is suddenly going to decide to do this. Most likely not any of them but I cant stop my anxiety over it now.  I dunno how to stop.",0.6936443932411649,2.9017971105990767,3.0533006912442384,89.27614151305686,84.80645161290323,6.012980030721966,20.101574500768045,7.333567415737692,0.608425652841782,811,24,174,13,24,278,129,217,0.204,0.68,0.11599999999999999,-0.9761,0,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,2,0,1,3,8,11,1,2,11,0,23,1,1,2,2,37,35,11,3,4,7,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,0,2,11,10,0,4,7,2,0,4,10,5,0,1,14,1,28,6,18,18,4,34,0,0,0,0,20,8,0,6,25,116,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883368384398495,0.0,0.19986499459062887,0.0,0.0,0.1826807206921302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013419485943665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429836991658564,0.0,0.0,0.16849261212686534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061975467228101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006240559296833,0.12482369324997974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469963982903147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092532779327096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424071158692112,0.0,0.1044776902776985,0.0,0.0,0.12934540878582648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864540141854192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452404915779765,0.0,0.1435829635420873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914593924531129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360638370336728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857904148529113,0.0,0.0,0.1042685638236505,0.0,0.09602894998086307,0.0,0.10075082133897133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911794635056698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326754696522454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368568070980129,0.0,0.1289825335601819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242601690908495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189217226648472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072552308655905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184270362103199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857786233873937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499639652030043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678555332369016,0.16740637457555546,0.0,0.0,0.07617209320384392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760768415075982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778440662129916,0.0770496561577583,0.0,0.10478445529758623,0.0,0.0,0.12109641520139712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28530317068363503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412219881717943
anxiety,Exile747,2020/01/25,"Started seeing a therapist on Wednesday I have been dealing with anxiety for about 3 years. Every since a bad situation at work when I can admit I did not act professional during a meeting, but that wasn't the trigger. The trigger was 3 months later when my boss(who was new) sat me down and told me because of my behavior I my punishment was to be removed from a very important project and basically exiled from my teammates. This was coming from the director of my org. and he had to talk her down from moving me completely out of the org. Ever since that I have been dealing with a constant feeling that I was going to be fired at any moment. And then when I moved out of that org. It kicked into high gear when I became a manager in a different org. And had a really bad acting manager above me who seemed to have a problem with me but he called it ""training"". This was about a year ago and almost everyday walking into work I would get the belly ach and the worry feeling. Regardless of the fact I received great reviews from my permanent manager.

I saw a therapist on Wednesday and discussed all of this. She helped me understand the flipside to my worries. And reminding myself everyday I worried and nothing bad has happened yet, so why?. Since then so far so good. I know 2 days but progress. I'll see her again next week.

Good luck folks there is a way out, just need to step out and find it.",4.493791208791208,5.874102435897437,5.466833333333334,80.18025000000002,70.42857142857143,8.683443223443224,31.598717948717947,9.120678840339163,2.815118827838828,1107,49,207,22,20,364,151,273,0.125,0.7709999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.7817,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,14,9,1,0,20,0,21,0,0,2,3,44,38,23,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,21,0,0,7,0,0,10,2,5,0,0,15,6,30,4,36,20,1,51,0,0,3,0,16,15,0,3,25,148,41,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019293342151295,0.0,0.1151432057508402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819533063549394,0.0,0.08796499626157099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28802886418805185,0.07009521191961947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174149250170329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905140711358863,0.12056203263916647,0.12426045874137767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415731817470042,0.2370937858634519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013729088691845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040126273264696,0.09688178879303276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628210274853015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509634068514584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007613641955049,0.0,0.06534995215721573,0.1928918415093328,0.0,0.1267739423759978,0.0,0.0,0.10168292026619301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707358657682803,0.12149043228459155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319403193678216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178179346246404,0.24442667824207825,0.0,0.08526165163259798,0.0,0.11105548432188182,0.1222903348871523,0.0,0.0,0.11033344880781122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100273498669097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366383098613759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326003648732653,0.10468015082940746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28535613436911106,0.12925058191015915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138862729118981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924224639367609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26701831631846834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987532591767606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970587060115576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487659352172301,0.0,0.0912715940133654,0.09223590391506313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037581843722652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742429821359706,0.35032565981956204,0.0,0.08168370337687403,0.0,0.0,0.14809614699412255
anxiety,Damon866,2020/01/25,When did you realise? When did you realise you had anxiety? When you did were you able to look back on past events and realise that you were effected by anxiety and not just sick? I used to think I was just getting sugar shakes and needed something to eat because I was non stop shaking and found it hard to concentrate or move. now i can look back and know that I was getting anxious about some thing in that situation,5.954634146341466,6.344730560975613,5.7718536585365845,82.89143902439027,66.5609756097561,8.999024390243902,33.47317073170731,8.841846274778883,2.629397073170732,334,14,66,5,5,104,50,82,0.134,0.8340000000000001,0.032,-0.6745,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,1,9,2,0,2,0,0,10,3,0,2,0,17,19,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,10,4,11,0,8,9,1,14,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,9,50,16,0,0.21635185185080674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33101714896961504,0.24441601048514885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327224389408993,0.0,0.1318860807829643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138195674240194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372186384901327,0.0,0.0,0.22606982599733136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938087634238018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890131968747067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633621318968279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299477792371397,0.0,0.16042215676301252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653232331390864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431885462675542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655822554989147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180879835741914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373455687825273,0.13862953076110618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868585352653304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elliottmyers2002,2020/01/25,"fuck man Anxiety fucking sucks and no one ever talks about it. This is the first time ive had the courage to even make a reddit post and its only cause im drunk. Ive had a good life so far but anxiety really makes it hard to enjoy things. there so many other people with real problems like going to bed hungry, and I always tell myself that anxiety is a 1st world problem but it really does suck. My life would be so different if I were anxiety free and had confidence, but this is the hand I was dealt, and its a shitty fucking hand, like 7 deuce unsuited shitty... Sorry if this isnt the normal post on this sub but I really just wanted to rant because at this point in my life Im feeling pretty hopeless. I really want to be social for once in my life so if anyone wants to talk please dont hesitate. over and out",2.9345562130177534,4.2249347633136125,4.77112426035503,84.01041420118347,74.14792899408285,8.040236686390534,22.467455621301774,8.617729084823388,1.3657597633136098,641,16,131,12,13,219,104,169,0.204,0.581,0.215,0.7493,1,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,5,0,8,0,15,10,2,3,1,29,27,17,0,10,8,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,13,8,1,0,1,1,1,1,3,8,0,2,5,4,11,7,15,19,0,15,0,1,0,3,5,9,5,3,5,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584530104316086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524727594080841,0.0,0.0,0.08054184006171096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021728476272393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183293831794982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034651346089754,0.0,0.0,0.10080143485381207,0.0,0.13499899574514465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608031578535977,0.10419376833152236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058242305700316285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797850385867864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194672081333315,0.0,0.0,0.06546376099291365,0.09661388412092099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318545406801047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488447235463012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325441600785163,0.11254967469544093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377721942107594,0.11678213524172545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285938000192428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267102234137126,0.07805409098542407,0.08760535153799216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985657033413485,0.0,0.0,0.1264413818915288,0.10888950296715676,0.0,0.22063573781451476,0.11718718809939288,0.0,0.22043793137117876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110869338396625,0.29516847473109803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741924046982327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894307467920574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851668406727132,0.10067902936957447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652551543458917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716680911642617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038218721567152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182595791371672,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hitmandc,2020/01/25,Buy Xanax Anyone have any or benzos that can help a brother out. My refill isn’t for another week. I’m hurting here,0.625,3.0402148333333368,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,88.16666666666666,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.4376000000000002,92,3,18,1,3,31,24,24,0.111,0.779,0.111,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32833852401280433,0.5062856022318418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33760346077165865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32362837334844585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168756711655618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872942323580645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoshBulls,2020/01/25,Stage fright  have you guys experienced stage fright if so what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with?,9.5295,8.88516895,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,59.5,10.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,2.766,89,3,16,1,1,26,17,20,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824819505401909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594309148842271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5897048658156817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suphah,2020/01/25,"the virus i’m freaking out i don’t want to leave my house i’ve washed my hands till they are bleeding i know everyone i love is going to get it and leave me and i don’t know what to do and everyone’s making jokes about it and i’m so scared idk what to do

please someone help me",-1.6838194444444454,0.2504725625000006,0.642708333333335,103.12034722222224,96.8125,4.094444444444443,14.923611111111107,5.82211442006289,-0.980397222222222,220,5,57,2,9,73,40,64,0.158,0.6559999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.4368,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,6,4,1,1,0,9,15,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,7,15,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740097704666173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958630792180048,0.0,0.14096211120800387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625039688025126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861952402372089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726234331778695,0.0,0.0,0.525259440939301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238582616185568,0.0,0.16556306249833244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27226428584536605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483229663088725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015642500525453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629550239604336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrenHardEatClean,2020/01/25,"I have a big psychological problem and I feel like my life is actual hell. Please help. Months ago I was watching a live streamer who I had been a fan of for over a year. On this one day I was trolling and stuff and said terrible things that were racist, sexist, violent, etc. And basically he screenshotted it and also dragged a photo of my face onto the screen. 

So basically ever since then, I have been absolutely paranoid, anxious, and depressed because now I feel like my dreams of becoming a successful actor are ruined. I feel that one day if I become famous, he will see me and try to expose me. And then it will get a lot of attention and ruin my name and career. 

So what do you think? I’ve told some friends and they all say I’m overreacting and being silly for thinking like this. PLEASE HELP, THIS ISSUE HAS CAUSED ME TO BE IN A LOT OF PAIN.",4.228708086785012,5.339391905325446,5.403091715976332,81.40905571992114,70.77514792899406,8.473570019723866,27.10108481262328,8.841846274778883,1.9493191321499013,668,22,134,12,12,222,109,169,0.20199999999999999,0.633,0.165,-0.8566,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,5,14,2,0,9,0,16,3,1,1,2,27,26,18,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,2,2,2,0,0,11,12,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,8,0,2,8,8,18,6,13,14,5,14,1,3,3,0,12,5,1,4,12,94,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.14353190897863818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038031216790366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762231862398675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616206104275622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966050530916574,0.3248835025447986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510948810488316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897128901626214,0.0,0.12668247648654005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403655944263235,0.0,0.13304510349893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310893580294652,0.2101524218832464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363605433248848,0.0,0.0768448600251912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717343108663646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535165647989072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388915803859104,0.2155721502122063,0.0,0.12987709042022522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500896192513205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174003438275172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933465849183413,0.0,0.15650681074196615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229061969767879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407386826679138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990972964779844,0.11696640120391807,0.0,0.0,0.1172062044214378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166867750274715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837498407339474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771548994090523,0.18848984980102376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054422510463524,0.0,0.09985978428443276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947167075338917
anxiety,themarajade1,2020/01/25,"How to deal with anxiety that manifests from nowhere? It seems like my anxiety has anxiety. I stay exhausted *constantly* and getting through anything is a chore. And on days where I feel better (I never have “great” days with my anxiety, just days where it’s taking a lunch break or something), I get anxious just thinking about being anxious again. It’s not the same feeling of anxiety though, it’s more of just a sense of urgency of “okay, prolong this as much as you can and please don’t let it end.” It’s like I’m so desperate for relief that losing a slight bit of that temporary relief makes me anxious. And it depresses me because I know I have to face reality again and I’ll just be an anxious mess again soon.",4.042779220779224,5.7298766285714295,4.9664935064935065,82.12396103896107,72.0,8.805194805194805,31.2987012987013,9.339509955726095,2.9125714285714293,568,26,109,13,11,185,88,140,0.252,0.6579999999999999,0.09,-0.9513,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,14,11,0,0,6,1,9,3,1,2,1,22,19,11,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,7,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,11,7,16,16,4,15,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,12,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948679656442205,0.5846399402866695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064668306678441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886745045930636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144240696878179,0.14124694950421027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981134096683231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031375712416665,0.13338273684255308,0.11143283103204947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459024868057514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083451389433307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351890259862175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426393807231141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110260525088727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229747288162613,0.0,0.12641482682289626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447405626390378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636062527513144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510750237642364,0.0,0.09978406492867417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201787289317475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778060702745688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960128107653056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789942335564934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972759357819519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290001177221037,0.12711294203415924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,everydaywasnovember,2020/01/25,"Anyone else take notes for social use? Sometimes if I’m about to see someone and I have a bunch of stuff I wanna talk to them about, I’ll make notes for that. Also if someone says a bunch of stuff I want to remember in casual conversation, especially if we’ve been drinking, I’ll jot them down in the notes on my phone. My anxiety makes me super forgetful so it’s a handy little life hack. Am I good? Is it just me?",0.5148275862068985,2.7633198505747174,2.8581724137931066,90.06656896551728,86.12643678160921,6.238620689655173,19.044827586206893,7.554174236665415,0.5872262068965513,325,9,71,6,10,111,61,87,0.046,0.8290000000000001,0.125,0.7677,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,3,0,12,11,6,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,10,3,14,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,3,0,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532852663295286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815421719354342,0.0,0.0,0.1445562112394586,0.211827797534208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252480685637025,0.0,0.0,0.17270330361965647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340225938403708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460253600897438,0.0,0.20720606716277828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27599881251058433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23419416833440665,0.0,0.0,0.16440657693903882,0.0,0.0,0.16474364147830467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074363977688326,0.3503373449829979,0.0,0.20446944373170609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733317343911704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544145654423486,0.166168397160526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855549455858044,0.0,0.0,0.12193959307002428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FaridSidis,2020/01/25,"Social media makes me feel anxious Can you give some advices to not get paranoid and anxious for no using this.? 
I just like to use reddit, and pinterest.
But sometime I feel that I need to check Facebook, Instagram. But they only makes me feel depressed.",4.687978723404253,6.9519785957446825,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,71.55319148936171,6.402127659574468,30.89893617021277,7.1686216300943375,2.1006638297872344,202,9,33,2,4,63,36,47,0.184,0.7340000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,15,11,4,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,4,11,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752302841890326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260730751710835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053988123803407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531841240396094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164633602535035,0.22335592100561447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137511006540744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108374682024569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726437175011159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708101223036907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373452944675436,0.0,0.0,0.23027912198676906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021882366620565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tonchakconi,2020/01/25,I’m so stupid for wishing something bad happens to me only to make my family and my loved ones to finally understand my anxiety I feel like the only way to make them understand my anxiety and how bad I feel sometimes is having to be in a psychiatric or having an overdose or a bad withdrawal or something. This thought is so twisted but I really feel like I need ONE person to support me I’m done with feeling so lonely with this sinking feeling,4.070373376623377,5.8327817840909075,5.806038961038965,75.82727272727277,72.06818181818181,9.119480519480518,34.16233766233766,9.606745405546679,3.7023974025974034,359,19,62,9,7,123,52,88,0.16399999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.174,-0.0068,0,2,2,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,3,0,21,23,10,0,2,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,5,11,4,10,20,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362376514452614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867632883306185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800915187538767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455585816946043,0.0,0.39035713104483705,0.22061284867834025,0.0,0.16914230449594733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653916498985486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086823087054888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393558605428669,0.0,0.2061320666188448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448879211075673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925662648151208,0.2348627739190573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481983213543988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989153138646142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377358644727394,0.15270974760156206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752161088185722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257972436387166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214805313119939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255890371021624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775572630520552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prettylittlebee,2020/01/25,"I’m terrified of running into my abuser trigger warning for csa:
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My ex-stepdad molested me almost everyday from the ages of 6-12. He was arrested when I was 13 and has been in jail ever since. I am now 20. He got out of
jail this week and now I’m terrified of running into him as he’s back in the same city as me. He lives 25 minutes from my house and I worry about seeing him at a walmart or at my job and I just don’t know what I’m going to do. It’s frustrating bc ive been through years of therapy and I felt like I had a control over my feelings towards it. I can talk about it and process my emotions fairly easily; but seeing him back out in public is a whole other ordeal that I don’t think I’m ready for.  I hope to god I never have to be face to face with him ever again.",-0.05752873563218585,1.7855058908046004,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,84.91954022988506,5.705747126436782,21.160919540229887,6.937597516519254,0.4906919540229882,611,20,140,8,18,216,105,174,0.11199999999999999,0.812,0.076,-0.5106,1,0,0,0,2,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,2,0,5,0,15,2,2,2,3,26,28,11,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,7,4,23,2,30,20,2,27,0,0,2,0,10,11,0,3,14,99,30,1,0.0,0.42518025908635226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966893319685748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27593459543058096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124119357957512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182977665503954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246016587585366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907230314393228,0.0,0.17227682182283086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197176734821756,0.0,0.14350313323173294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821021760033914,0.0,0.20703318220434566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780523339321424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860767926731917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765834004254222,0.0,0.15843619147350507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838417081564353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859581252631128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842280361211033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442155912774879,0.0,0.0,0.20518893948507128,0.0,0.0,0.11496875175314475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392448387035045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003224004768633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182215520695357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554427622319707
anxiety,lovemountainsmusic,2020/01/25,"How can I control my blushing? Sometimes I blush over very small things or nothing at all in social situations when everyone is looking at me to talk. Then I freak out about blushing and blush REALLY hard. Then I freak out about blushing really hard and I feel like moisture might pop out of my skin for all to see. Then I think they must be wondering what’s wrong or thinking “poor girl, she’s having an anxiety attack”. At the same time while all this is happening I’m trying to let it slide in hopes that the red will disappear, but that doesn’t help!",5.368558322411534,6.034273798165138,5.530563564875493,83.14559633027523,67.89908256880733,9.164351245085193,29.332896461336823,9.23628265651192,2.2935887287024896,440,15,88,8,7,139,78,109,0.15,0.785,0.065,-0.6562,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,0,3,0,10,1,1,2,4,21,19,11,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,7,11,2,16,14,4,18,0,0,3,0,6,10,0,5,7,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883112340652288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133005835362016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820569610844892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590199381534672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837092434287442,0.1389874048689423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204096967698912,0.0,0.3485592946006696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040355780939758,0.0,0.0,0.19323322374225332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989417670952285,0.0,0.09504788144247714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337399576406286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638806177239466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667710831878295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492689407385257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550321051843473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186836824210676,0.0,0.19832043188825946,0.0,0.0,0.19241609583926408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637287239579212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925116199640013,0.24932108641161016,0.0,0.0,0.11344436004889083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208748339980153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052510201709502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098246027201625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271117877119256,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marlario,2020/01/25,"My Anxiety caused me to go to the ER 6 times. Had to pay over 3k for 2 of them. This shit has been rough for me since 2019 and now this year. 6 times I went to the ER for thinking I was about to have a heart attack (3) and for thinking I had brain cancer or some other nonsense. I had to pay over 3k for the first two times, and pretty soon it'll be for the next 4 times.

Now today my leg is swelling and in pain and I think I might be having blood clots. So I called 911 and showed them my skin. They then told me to if I could feel my toes and feet and I said yes. Long story short, I told them I would rather go to the UR tomorrow and pay less than 1k rather than going to ER and paying more (which I doubt I can since I'm pretty much down to 1k right now). 

Any advice would be appreciated.",1.10314285714286,2.1596984857142867,2.5684285714285733,98.91207142857144,78.42857142857143,5.685714285714287,16.5,5.773587663045528,-0.8868285714285715,605,7,158,3,14,197,102,175,0.14400000000000002,0.787,0.069,-0.8854,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,1,8,4,2,1,6,1,18,10,8,1,0,25,30,14,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,4,1,4,4,0,4,3,2,9,4,24,0,24,13,4,25,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,5,15,102,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602976143545274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162343583242696,0.0,0.1143201912497543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000808716059315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682300393016974,0.1525936139826426,0.0,0.0,0.15351470267674178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931463656578455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556069340130803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271124760767204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547883594478915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708557093560995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224854090141785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853083786137828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098546341225087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892974554019576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590133057530464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040657502847299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276198274551713,0.14215041832902114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339667105586072,0.24723446250796785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872628415561896,0.0,0.0,0.34855561498575066,0.0,0.14165040772532986,0.2855901507728543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597988894386513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385311657385397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123139200566748,0.0,0.0,0.09623361886685
anxiety,Sunblocklotion,2020/01/25,"Need help and guidance fighting my disorder  Hello everyone, 

I would like to share my experience with my anxiety disorder and get some feedback from you guys on how to combat it. Ever since I was young, I felt different than the kids around me, in the sense that I was always anxious about everything for example grades, parents' expectations, and mostly religion whereas they were super cool and didn’t care about anything. Then in high school, I started to develop unexplained physical symptoms. I started to get diarrhea and stomach pain every single day for three straight years. No doctor knew what was wrong with me and I was always being referred to other doctors. This was really difficult and the bus rides in the morning were honestly some of the worst experiences of my life as I used to have an emergency nature call every single time. 

Then Uni started and I no longer had a tight strict morning schedule and somehow my stomach problems all went away. But to my surprise, I started getting this really weird intense sharp pain in my neck that used to get much worse when I lay down to the ground due to the pressure. I went back to the doctor and again, they couldn’t find anything wrong with me. I used to be super anxious about the possibility of having a life-threatening disease. I visited the ER several times especially when the pain  was associated with shortness of breath, dizziness and chest pain. This went on for 3 years until my senior year and it somehow it just gradually went away without it being diagnosed. 

At that point, I stopped any getting physical pains or symptoms and started developing the weirdest phobias. It all started when I noticed that am getting chest pains and lightheadedness whenever I am in a car. This started subconsciously and took me a week or two to notice. I used to drive every day to Uni, I couldn’t anymore due to the horrible panic attacks. I also started to become terribly petrified of flights and couldn’t work out anymore due to breathing issues as I would get a panic attack every time I’m at the gym. The fear of transportation is completely destroying my ability to properly function and its seriously affecting my day to day. Moreover, I’m only 22 years old and half of my hair is already white which I attribute to me freaking and stressing out about everything for the past few years. 

I went back to the doctor and she diagnosed me with severe anxiety. She prescribed me Lexapro 10 mg every day for the next two months. I have read online about the possible side effects especially on the brain and am very worried this might affect my job performance ( I’m in engineering and my job requires a lot of critical thinking). Therefore, what are your experiences with this medication and its effects on your body and brain?  Are there any other affordable alternatives that could work better, as therapy is very expensive around here?  What other things I could do to get rid of my anxiety? Any suggestions would be helpful.  I apologize for my bad English as I am not a native speaker. 

Thank you in advance for your help, I really appreciate it.",7.569429078913977,8.521526293072826,7.639378837858413,68.94245825932506,63.156305506216704,10.839259071301699,38.46582085765034,10.732481090015153,4.5364852473991375,2505,126,398,62,35,809,272,563,0.201,0.728,0.071,-0.9973,5,0,0,0,2,0,46.0,0,5,2,10,21,35,4,5,28,1,36,27,11,11,3,80,71,39,0,11,6,1,4,1,0,4,16,1,0,2,27,34,0,3,7,2,1,12,8,25,1,4,18,7,59,10,78,40,11,81,0,0,1,0,22,26,0,9,44,289,86,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915120534783316,0.04286554746403114,0.08920241463413331,0.0,0.0,0.109353715270477,0.0,0.12301628596976705,0.12111013960061465,0.1063176790643373,0.0,0.0,0.08821985524078367,0.09543439416417993,0.0,0.12196016141849925,0.10072179838660726,0.08243334990290613,0.044755480564039066,0.0,0.05919926320758121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740666553423313,0.0,0.05953980417373071,0.0,0.11967525090981945,0.05473369562465443,0.0,0.054650871856166815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620073936430593,0.0,0.0,0.08559376543897518,0.0,0.0,0.1728444693349631,0.0,0.0,0.10880992376960713,0.0,0.05600274336181092,0.12286520766697268,0.21945591606860007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048486131421382264,0.2258102340311792,0.051219064736151516,0.09634814925354176,0.15729929830081588,0.0,0.060317218982895014,0.0,0.0,0.05146638286265477,0.0,0.04899131112583255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224038909167017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307446602030664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778499141700916,0.05663351861790902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594662366705455,0.10638354586277242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572143938324474,0.026187258634094344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557055399727844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053998435531817976,0.0,0.05686331426433822,0.0,0.0,0.04278465234748186,0.0,0.039403681124579135,0.039745247788873186,0.0,0.0,0.05700639817791025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205259959217188,0.056246344408563936,0.0,0.0,0.04076678150628337,0.3422182219898412,0.1257809347820151,0.059518743487314174,0.0,0.05116923081048858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067127176431413,0.12085653602843405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128993164309547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361656478814485,0.0,0.10301655525878893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424814569872862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111013960061465,0.0,0.04434017736933412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035185077412059,0.0,0.0,0.044813721724196384,0.06140097783674234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142612696933536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049349574548530915,0.061298626286367223,0.0,0.03561082642336845,0.034346035249326334,0.0,0.0,0.0937673755193864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059553860168553664,0.0,0.0,0.10472284652335752,0.0,0.0,0.1851798762824959,0.0,0.08845462518446827,0.0,0.0,0.04299633875182039,0.0,0.0,0.24844822998045885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051670472380549066,0.0,0.07804587514973116,0.054435493134819546,0.05462507778856685,0.11423209504607215,0.1172108745257084,0.0,0.17258984391431714
anxiety,anonymous10983,2020/01/25,"anxiety about potential breakdowns and anxiety attacks so for the past few months i’ve been in a really thought spot with OCD and depression. i have very overwhelming anxiety attacks that can last for a couple hours about 2 times a week. they always happen at night. now, when nighttime roles around i start to get anxious that i’m going to go back to that place of panic and sorrow. and then i’m inducing another anxiety attack. it’s a vicious cycle and i’m not sure how to stop it.",3.8862765957446825,5.951152893617022,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,73.25531914893618,8.955319148936171,28.77127659574468,9.516144504307137,2.9206638297872343,388,16,70,10,8,128,68,94,0.33799999999999997,0.662,0.0,-0.983,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,13,12,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,2,0,3,1,13,10,1,19,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,13,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297889660446513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356002991036372,0.4773011770486239,0.1762145101201371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885645802828955,0.0,0.5323538599510776,0.0,0.11994001838826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259038025928145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434649519144626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149380959535166,0.0,0.17729557443485566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379337793196665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361019483359234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714560649850687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450281337193055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637791634234398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830104884542072,0.0,0.0,0.14890183382215688,0.0,0.0,0.16296729604025964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992563727009028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110404391676839,0.0,0.0,0.13040738036188898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701056218409644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383175662988795,0.09095397075140657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870093698300314,0.0,0.0,0.12511881821120524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beet_Farmer25,2020/01/25,"Is overthinking apart of anxiety? Hi, this is my first time posting here. Let me get to the point i overthink alot i always have Im always thinking of what if this happens what if i don’t do this what if this and that i know it’s natural everyone overthinks. I overthink to the point where i start to believe the things im making up in my head. Me and my gf had this argument one time and we’ve argued about it so many times because im like what if she’s just lying that way i can believe her and I’ll stop arguing. It’s nothing bad our relationship is good no abuse nothing like that. It’s just i overthink it so many times and i start to believe what im thinking and i feel lile shes lying to me and it makes me upset and stressed and i don’t want to talk to her because of this. It sucks because sometimes i overthink to the point where i won’t go through with something because of me overthinking. Anyways i like to believe her because she says she’s always honest with me we’re in a relationship we should be honest and i believe her i was doing good and from time to time i would overthink the situation but ignore it bc i would tell myself stop just believe her. Just yesterday i started overthinking bad again and it makes me talk about it again but i don’t want to argue because she’s told me so many times yet my mind tells me she’s lying to you. It sucks is this anxiety? I get anxious alot too",0.889798664612222,3.1730711796610187,2.6163636363636407,92.22659989727785,84.66101694915254,5.338469440164356,23.854648176682076,6.714681859716394,0.7687175141242935,1118,44,238,13,33,368,118,295,0.153,0.767,0.081,-0.9633,0,0,1,0,1,0,12.0,2,1,0,1,17,17,5,2,8,0,20,1,1,3,0,43,39,21,0,9,10,0,1,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,27,15,0,3,4,0,0,1,5,10,0,2,3,2,49,7,25,30,2,29,0,0,0,0,27,9,2,6,20,164,76,0,0.0,0.08914591941345804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781464179377355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511526791922295,0.08499866130297737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256428552211969,0.2751899997581241,0.0,0.0,0.5086115717580902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189409491426793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038043102316243416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399826041000845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861855093955793,0.0,0.042760061222061024,0.12621381775968812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653360488099874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721692702272444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250841519716082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413493902487474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693698164508775,0.0,0.11027393417759178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066786304216412,0.2288416297890252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596994823666732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144387711700634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050983897939049734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337554133894496,0.0,0.0720581701511506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155707092812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983307776377283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457179558707867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057922662973833125,0.0744133011883756,0.0,0.1597636679539564,0.0,0.0,0.12580635666417864,0.08618602762786999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094852668666438,0.13152441577827154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998545264435728,0.09642023456945284,0.0,0.0,0.3071072878250665,0.0,0.0,0.07189409491426793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887558307031343,0.05972122119473764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689526287140956,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skullman212,2020/01/25,I went to therapy today! So today I started therapy for my anxiety. It feels really good that I went. I Woke up this morning feeling really good and I wasn’t anxious at all and I went there and I met the nice therapist lady and I just kind of told her my history and it was nice to talk to someone and just let everything out. I want to encourage everyone to try and see someone if they can I know it might be too expensive for some but for those that can please do. My insurance covered this lady all I have to do is pay 25 a session and I think it’s going to help me. I’ve been feeling good these last couple of weeks but only because I went into hermit crab mode and have isolated myself from the outside world. I know it’s not the healthiest method but it feels like a hard restart on life sometimes you need to bunker down and get your life straightened out before you can face the world. I know all of this is just words but I hope everyone is doing alright out there. Don’t give up hope.,1.730853658536585,3.828159097560974,3.4309146341463403,88.72100609756097,79.97560975609757,7.0268292682926825,23.90853658536585,8.07648339933343,1.4101658536585364,785,28,164,15,20,261,114,205,0.043,0.772,0.185,0.9814,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,0,7,11,0,0,6,1,18,3,1,0,3,41,42,16,0,5,9,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,14,0,0,8,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,10,6,26,11,24,29,4,21,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,5,6,114,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904922495291005,0.1336350982332917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210906243846978,0.0,0.10065688207863416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088668126334144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260641353400999,0.10631227436903687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23924582515523804,0.08450707509912682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180213674376338,0.11347545370903366,0.06722747034218915,0.2976504984224479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596545245625902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928792730091898,0.0,0.0,0.2349791992422752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318181663461447,0.19502883020998288,0.09642290866271708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096050622804475,0.16710478616762814,0.05779098086367086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548799980983275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771123722733505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899655944450694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298479360521054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515604173970551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426256838123714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004550685029616,0.0,0.11699276978876093,0.0,0.08372694006334938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507778120958554,0.0,0.0,0.2705520106692353,0.13734490499652974,0.0,0.07579606149582095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242519698690046,0.11303206767004995,0.0,0.08031178717127048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977106446719585,0.0,0.09488586127832756,0.0,0.0,0.4386275663301448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jen__cat,2020/01/25,"DAE feel anxious while also experiencing happiness? A little while ago I was at a social gathering where I was feeling more confident than usual and happy. 
However, at my core I was feeling pretty anxious. I was also speaking quicker, louder, and my heart was beating fast/felt tense and I was altogether not acting like my usual self. I felt that at any moment I would crash and not be happy anymore. 
Does anyone else feel like this even when they are happy/feeling good? This anxiety and worry was in the back of my mind for the whole event.",3.618235294117646,6.2013806274509795,4.931137254901961,77.87611764705883,76.05882352941177,6.825098039215686,25.88627450980392,7.908726449838941,1.9167145098039216,432,16,71,7,10,143,66,102,0.17600000000000002,0.623,0.20199999999999999,0.7213,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,10,1,1,0,0,14,15,10,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,7,12,6,7,5,2,16,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,11,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390584176476604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235627781080949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950546605554787,0.0,0.10693071814459712,0.31582145648427906,0.13862342312070433,0.0977368783102449,0.14322032580137795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748158954760996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232173444580505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167675994336254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232285430803892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35338285916850026,0.09985830030386313,0.2684199365843795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724017514588138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463927259232222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563904474076416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365781294683309,0.14009549640095242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411371622408077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220571486837758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582020768020942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248730856269826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078941185616615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605850358595494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195257955256646,0.0,0.0992951450464076,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway-renthelp,2020/01/25,"Worried I’m going over the edge So this coronavirus has thrown me for a loop. I’ve been constantly researching (I know I need to stop) for the past two days. I’m obsessing over it. Had nightmares last night. Today I stocked up on rice and non perishables. I live in Canada, nowhere close.

I really feel like me acting this way is evidence of my going crazy- paranoid and being irrational. I just need someone to tell me it’s just anxiety... as soon as I got hone from buying the supplies (not even a lot, just for the week) I started panicking about how my reaction to this situation is insane. Please someone tell me I’m not lol",3.1157871396895764,5.215994089430894,4.408307464892832,83.37325942350334,75.58536585365854,8.375166297117516,27.4419807834442,9.095868883498916,2.439152845528456,495,20,96,12,11,163,84,123,0.157,0.802,0.040999999999999995,-0.9053,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,15,17,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,3,1,14,1,16,13,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,11,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955329885646387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126086866338106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260782361019654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291227409783327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884825102644974,0.13966181549858722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220886353844665,0.0,0.15635537648738745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743905355356992,0.15935468673709507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550908367609308,0.0,0.1726258501064544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620303467829967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899144389136113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834590092913424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662229656820625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145950320314527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523923604365225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974480447089464,0.0,0.0,0.3312849102892043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837251427377345,0.0,0.0,0.1634427473985746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417428567965832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853065983191464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097041143466587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517499638148555,0.15681446359057874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985348730620453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ineedaslaycation,2020/01/25,"Finally eating my meals with salt and finishing my desserts It’s been a year since I developed this fear of salt. I thought it would give me a heart attack. I avoided it at all costs and now I am able to eat it.

I used to have panic attacks looking at tortilla chips because I saw the amount of sodium on them. Now I enjoy a serving. 

I’m so happy..",1.2693542074364004,3.1899995753424686,3.1867318982387483,90.78972602739726,80.64383561643838,5.815264187866927,25.497064579256357,6.868970318607317,1.0201639921722112,271,11,58,3,7,91,54,73,0.21,0.747,0.043,-0.9052,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,3,4,0,4,5,1,1,1,8,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,11,2,8,6,2,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,5,38,16,0,0.21455962189298272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488185089471975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079355403555182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390961161296969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143922575522975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503957819229904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582514020433587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284027072250375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25425418500748603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801760441684909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517394868383337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774859364278298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033637324069328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531062401838355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524169993764841,0.0,0.0,0.1381693618855525
anxiety,Clear-Can,2020/01/25,"Does anybody else have an irrational fear of being framed for a crime? Whenever I hear about crimes in my local area, I worry about what if the police think it’s me for some reason.

Or I’ll hear sirens while I’m in bed at night, and feel like I’m gonna vomit, because I can’t stop imagining them breaking down my door and arresting me for something I didn’t do. Demanding I confess. Saying they have evidence of something or whatever.

I don’t know how to stop these intrusive thoughts. They make my heart pound so much it hurts, and make me feel nauseous and like I’m gonna be sick. I know it’s irrational but that doesn’t help me stop the thoughts.",2.9242515379357528,4.6083906390977445,3.7645522898154486,89.60784005468219,74.93984962406014,7.54313055365687,25.62474367737525,8.296473431620573,1.506825563909774,517,18,110,9,11,165,84,133,0.168,0.7759999999999999,0.055,-0.8567,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,9,3,1,4,0,25,25,11,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,2,2,3,2,0,6,4,0,3,10,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,5,17,2,12,18,2,12,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,7,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710199082012177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537518060809345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677055869093514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977056280114931,0.17767325841598147,0.12551648399568474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960418817381779,0.2081993228905413,0.11776459954912866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808504273499546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311466341355973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167132375984498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345554431282031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915597990200356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487777794793088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806436368899048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397196500823656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705170619667769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406664537796615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257820873005754,0.0,0.2789642779826707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842671691124898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chubsid08,2020/01/25,"Constant muscle spasms For about 2/3 years now I've noticed my muscles (especially my legs and my chest) twitch on a regular basis and that it definitely gets worse when I'm feeling more anxious or stressed. I've brought it up multiple times in doctor appointments but it usually gets overlooked. I am on medications for anxiety, cut out caffeine from my diet for the most part, and have been doing more exercising/stretching but nothing seems to make a difference. It is extremely frustrating and embarrassing because it happens all day and people obviously notice me twitching constantly. 

If anyone has any experience with this problem or suggestions that I could try, it would be appreciated",9.630504201680672,10.622759949579834,9.384537815126047,58.05899159663869,58.74789915966386,12.850420168067233,44.73109243697479,12.28987398476788,6.292694117647057,570,33,80,18,7,185,93,119,0.182,0.76,0.057999999999999996,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,2,3,0,9,7,2,1,2,21,17,11,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,7,0,12,12,5,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,8,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337350804492407,0.0,0.13878770107818336,0.2049557632136379,0.0,0.12685481671313764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059346026667263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921065000072169,0.0,0.1448510882715986,0.0,0.0,0.11700249127488845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954787841263784,0.0,0.1856935964152737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774659982642213,0.0,0.0,0.09173265732324024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957151634578676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043130043110526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110091456421924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276406258407127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407976311997253,0.41310139322959183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646286699012933,0.0,0.1257755048222729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359681228594007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651602125796701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781883855626115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057889073944947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317395543799077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981123119776656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848850070800057,0.12887732494773282,0.0,0.0,0.11683012933196878
anxiety,Sadsadsad3534,2020/01/25,"I have a dentist appointment next week and I can’t stop crying I’m not scared of of the cleaning, drilling, or any of that stuff. I’m scared of the cost and the judgment.

I have three teeth in the very back of my mouth that have darkened (not very significantly, but definitely noticeably). I’m really worried I’ll need multiple root canals or other expensive treatments to fix them. 

Not only that, but I know they’re going to be so rude and judgmental to me about it. I take perfect care of my teeth now, but I neglected them too much as a preteen and teenager, and I can’t reverse that damage. 

I hate this so much. I can’t handle having more people mistreat me. I can’t handle feeling even more shame. I can’t handle dealing with thousands of dollars worth of dental care.

I can’t believe my life ended up like this. :(",4.086083844580776,5.3961045153374245,5.0547392638036825,83.0160148261759,71.33128834355828,7.641922290388548,28.92075664621677,8.07648339933343,1.9260719836400817,648,25,126,9,12,212,95,163,0.191,0.655,0.154,-0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,7,11,2,3,6,0,11,5,3,1,1,21,22,13,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,6,0,2,2,0,4,1,9,7,0,2,0,1,19,4,16,21,4,9,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,86,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383812509282607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002804758641094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517077076411472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713378089779357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003456756837687,0.0,0.1877429871698912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612916041243533,0.0,0.0,0.12027910166543332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207811687219147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034948696333287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979168371088194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008053381840963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862664600865287,0.0889676496828461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26773729526174744,0.1350290739189728,0.0,0.0,0.19367148481017607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732855384220267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384995957929745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624916764239494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666157866896115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646391616137909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224852479029785,0.0,0.0,0.2084674655374157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369208279554791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005125590348526,0.0,0.0,0.14607421330985107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849371845751845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wishIdidntrush,2020/01/25,"Intense anxiety after heartbreak, panic attacks and difficulty eating. Someone please give me advice I can’t deal. I can’t handle this feeling",5.727499999999999,9.41005341666667,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,77.33333333333334,6.533333333333335,37.16666666666667,7.793537801064563,4.223016666666667,118,7,12,2,3,39,21,24,0.44799999999999995,0.384,0.16699999999999998,-0.8682,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183916618686852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24925464041961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37067209362047343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359104692359097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33339952443540743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474651815840016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125602861889473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822845254624088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576571560361978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27606980863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,junksplat,2020/01/25,"Too Embarrassed To Work Out...Alone New to Reddit here.  Sorry if this gets a little bit ramble-y, I just need to know that someone else is going through/has gone through this and could potentially coach me a bit.

I've been overweight for the better part of my life. I've never been super happy with my body, but it seems like in the last two years or so that my bodily hatred has gotten more intense. I want to exercise and improve myself, but there's an issue. I definitely won't be going to a public gym or getting a workout buddy anytime soon out of pure shame and anxiety, so exercising at home is my best option, right? I have tried. And I feel too embarrassed to do it. Alone. In my own home. The last time I tried, I got flustered and overwhelmed immediately. I don't know why I can't manage. Can anyone tell me why I might feel this way and how to move past it?",2.6076325757575773,4.361750710227277,4.205318181818182,85.81089393939395,75.98863636363636,6.738787878787877,22.52878787878788,7.554174236665415,0.893915606060605,679,19,139,9,15,227,114,176,0.157,0.7170000000000001,0.126,-0.596,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,9,9,0,4,8,0,14,5,1,1,2,27,28,14,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,8,8,1,0,5,5,0,4,4,4,0,1,5,2,18,5,16,19,6,19,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,6,9,90,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943752836300096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871711436716193,0.0,0.0,0.09936968124328603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914027768665314,0.1256886233726239,0.3103041988840708,0.15785704263607991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346677124480965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871833166628575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371460467950742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849779961202142,0.0,0.16153375830172964,0.0,0.11366185485359664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151283403805564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851046278295147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833049386231412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620469708118714,0.2316843805574301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037959186352184,0.06942990928660389,0.14243594702086293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076090270741654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104509897216087,0.0,0.1053760146150744,0.10960737360266104,0.1372549571220428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389602834788876,0.13566425959577666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136490697999205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937559726429754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204130559319646,0.0,0.0,0.15908541721401684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421423509411594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286803985250453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297267548028804,0.0,0.13882510261851833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382274542483857,0.1128037827150929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564722531991197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034609637372386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151700354888696
anxiety,juliegracew,2020/01/25,"anxiety meds i’m probably starting anxiety medications soon since it is affecting pretty much every aspect of my life lol. what medications are you guys on, and what experiences have you had with them? how have they worked for you? how long did it take for you to feel better? any nausea/vomiting as side effects (i have a phobia)? i’m not very informed on the types of medication, so any tips/experiences help. thank you :)",3.1925641025641016,6.113868000000004,4.733589743589743,76.5614102564103,80.53846153846153,8.594871794871796,25.333333333333336,9.150863307647796,2.7430410256410256,336,13,59,10,9,112,59,78,0.039,0.752,0.209,0.9425,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,2,3,4,2,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,4,0,9,13,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,9,2,9,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086903748487743,0.0,0.2822124257952089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313388882386762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540979817335218,0.0,0.0,0.3608612973429172,0.0,0.0,0.09326509318447718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263769327734264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363510917402284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028476834137773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632353004646773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488595190603195,0.5574516587134316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559434445323734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765524281188228,0.19887177483780316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258161450263097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055694262572926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868587034516314,0.0,0.0,0.1698197482818476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521932288232741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428414523948914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,baseballboy1234,2020/01/25,My group of 3 friends (2 girls and 1 guy ) (not counting me) just asked if I want to go to prom with them. Just thinking about it gives me anxiety and makes me feel sick. We would be taking each other as dates but we would just be friends. Do you think I should go or not? I’m a boy who is a junior in high school,-0.32360248447204754,1.3935978405797125,1.2513871635610772,103.64739130434783,85.08695652173913,4.522567287784679,17.10351966873706,5.288315135182226,-0.9922480331262942,237,5,63,1,7,76,54,69,0.052000000000000005,0.84,0.10800000000000001,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,22,18,6,0,5,8,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,7,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,2,1,40,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012089364702173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458874083832822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299038946684785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064158990879989,0.0,0.0,0.2523119435651518,0.2989596983062073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604303189000953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778941818925401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556733079187445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661894305004089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977576741843836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370641132597981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551355143771172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736825278668179,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Switt_,2020/01/25,"Vomiting before social events I’ve had this problem for a few months now. Every time I go out to meet friends, I become incredibly anxious and throw up. Not during the meet up, but before. It has happened every single time with out fail. What would be some good ways to help stop this? Should I talk to my doctor/ psychologist about it? I would appreciate any recommendations.",3.9768322981366495,6.762157449275364,4.671677018633542,79.12565217391305,75.95652173913044,6.8414078674948255,24.349896480331264,7.957251820313856,1.590650517598344,300,10,52,5,7,96,54,69,0.141,0.691,0.168,0.4768,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,12,8,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,10,3,3,13,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500408045120976,0.0,0.0,0.24925713866195298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367635949686636,0.37549186920571415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258314369138889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37179257162651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046368812470328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539315732549686,0.18505994442808396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510867257531486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478884076918391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611044059477934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111992184443412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491175376964206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446250803775813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773397558570773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573105527346448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513147247504304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31346855293251,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sam8998,2020/01/25,"How do you cope with this madness ey guys,

New to this reddit stuff but desperate looking for some answers and advice! Long story short, always had anxitey since I came out of the womb, seriously. I know it all to well. HOWEVER, in the last 5 or 6 years now it's gotten to the point where alot in my life is suffering. Family, relationships, work, whole world got shifted and turned upside down. Most days I feel like I'm on a constant rollercoaster and the butterflies get to be so much I feel like I'm going to internally combust. Few years ago I put myself out there and met someone and moved away from the only support system. The relationship went beyond toxic and my partner wasn't amazing and made me isolate myself from everybody I knew and my family. Ended up getting to the point where I kicked her out but left me in a state that has completley abd utterly defeated me. I'm stuck in a city now where I do not know anybody, I manage to keep a job but Its not a social job and everybody is double my age. I never leave the house, it's even gotten to the point where I go get groceries and my hands drip with sweat. My whole body is drenched by the time I leave. I cant even talk properly with out mumbling like a moron. Anyways, I've always like my space and my alone time but sometimes these panic attacks just hit me and I ask myself wtf am I doing. I'm 30 and alone, I have no family left, no friends, I'm dying to be with someone but everytime I attempt I shut down. Last few months just keep creeping up on me and I feel like I'm crawling out of my skin. Watching people walk by, drive by, walking dog and here I am, looking out my window watching life just go bye bye. How do you cope with days like this. For those who will ask, I am on ciperlex and have been for over a year now, it helps but I feel I need readjusting on my dosage. I just, I feel trapped, and you go on social media and good god... 

I just need to know if someone else goes through this madness, how do you cope?? How do you keep going on?

Thank you in advance for the responses if any, I appreciate any input. Thanks everybody.",1.9554903752784585,4.051458220140518,3.394423944707832,89.27585594333695,79.21077283372367,6.3204204032672635,23.295196207231392,7.407850130929222,0.9601441594790656,1648,55,342,23,41,540,213,427,0.13699999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.114,-0.9111,3,3,0,0,1,0,49.0,0,6,0,4,24,21,4,1,19,0,22,7,5,5,2,71,67,32,1,4,16,0,7,6,2,1,2,0,1,2,14,30,0,3,10,0,0,13,7,8,1,0,12,11,53,13,51,51,10,72,0,2,4,1,22,37,0,6,28,223,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783774353319899,0.0710987415717155,0.0,0.0,0.16614070205958706,0.0,0.0,0.1334774402099293,0.0,0.0,0.10908713664770736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499655949194576,0.09124713843509526,0.0753571967593383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909199021468008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173553800654828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667536496402106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345386911733412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324229132571434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700272769900746,0.0,0.07103967072358605,0.0,0.0,0.10595204658828207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683630491035325,0.0,0.2027755610392836,0.1718998729835681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061967795028826135,0.0,0.12571467470509815,0.0,0.2279176743342348,0.06727389762901402,0.06414893305548681,0.0,0.0,0.07941762444386362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376111848690715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254820746000372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918631172103856,0.21387522773736026,0.0,0.0,0.13223914921484226,0.13075895899749362,0.0,0.16985544438155145,0.1742904654083281,0.0,0.1133052725012149,0.2351107823435599,0.0,0.0,0.0709807463927996,0.13470750171999196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758938833002769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402053015085522,0.08524743815596744,0.058961436334757936,0.118945074684966,0.06186064868184179,0.0774645026451196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100110253040191,0.0,0.09410573284801617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560549383294512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746486207877634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063027392680075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722247855865597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663481296777394,0.0,0.0,0.1635220451991527,0.20387760891115955,0.0,0.07932685810860045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181792312599654,0.0,0.09101804973744716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644674168575664,0.0,0.14768781569880166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353879272487542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872422766048356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211580203844338,0.07435277149950585,0.0,0.17909669243184287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583917132549439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495219944258712
anxiety,NuckingFutsNixx,2020/01/25,Tingling and feeling weak after eating Does anyone else experience feeling week with shakiness like an hour or 2 after eating? I usually experience this if I havent eaten awhile like 5+ hours. At first I thought I was hypoglycemic but started taking blood sugar levels and I never fall below 70 dl/mg which is considered hypoglycemic. I feel better after eating something. Is it just anxiety or something else? My doctor has ordered an a1c test for me which I've yet to do and I've done a fasting glucose blood test which turned out fine. So he says because of the fasting blood glucose test I dont have diabetes. Still waiting on the a1c. Not knowing is making me severely anxious. Anxious of what to eat next and constantly thinking that I need food. Help!!!,4.297806067172266,6.7904236126760615,5.206619718309863,77.18892199349949,73.43661971830986,7.467822318526544,31.34561213434453,8.384062270229773,2.8423243770314186,611,29,98,11,13,199,98,142,0.1,0.784,0.11699999999999999,0.3582,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,5,0,10,14,3,1,1,23,23,9,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,6,7,1,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,5,11,4,13,19,0,23,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,18,61,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874974353101014,0.2916588270476179,0.0,0.09025929905012883,0.1322629332965757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868907513201555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416527558756935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949512821291815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212406343577435,0.11296323558266405,0.1320988684723901,0.1512867687042167,0.0,0.0,0.5283451088562687,0.2156680642733502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525399826919005,0.0,0.0,0.19580790618438965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979971494925908,0.156090207962768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652301746077451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25424563060770233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094179175420401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612891310338806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616530255696599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571496151393136,0.09955838227839954,0.0,0.13728346182745532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265364778527172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582941352380896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987520236607644,0.0,0.0,0.09136709387728484,0.0,0.10308752275433528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705592579327377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271251595934763,0.0,0.10247914563135607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040751447230854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216899395343088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354427605361567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kumacon,2020/01/25,"I get anxious when people laugh near me in public I was bullied so much I feel like any time I hear laughter in public someone is making fun of me. 

I just have no one to tell this to.",0.29050000000000153,2.113939049999999,2.4700000000000024,95.165,83.5,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.5219999999999998,142,4,32,0,4,48,32,40,0.16899999999999998,0.57,0.262,0.6771,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,7,3,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399144271856461,0.0,0.0,0.3985608037658448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783850381226784,0.252038635214007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432215503774427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976284715094045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235905901929505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354950994726772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25934678751316714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390647456113721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445853949652895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989242133155945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083606027662512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571908444804715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-CrazzyDayy-,2020/01/25,"Is it just me? I’ve had social anxiety almost my whole life and i get so surprised when people do stuff that’s against the rules. Like don’t do homework, bully, etc. I’m just like “HOW DO YOU SO THAT??”",-1.3806644518272435,0.5774737906976739,0.8010631229235905,100.26046511627912,101.7906976744186,3.387375415282392,15.445182724252494,5.288315135182226,-0.9290770764119602,155,4,36,1,7,51,34,43,0.107,0.718,0.175,0.4821,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,5,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407655589262863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603318269762886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795292045833891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779492998865512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403669623966585,0.33251094340743625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359241251557439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34689733691773245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895669599158159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799375526383303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,derealizedd,2020/01/25,"I’ve never been more anxious in my life. Hey everyone. In the last few months i have noticed my Wisdom Teeth have erupted and today i have experienced a bit of pain. Looking at one of the teeth i can tell that it will impact if i don’t get it removed. I hate the dentist and the thought of having tools and stuff in my mouth whilst being AWAKE is not my cup of tea. I cannot sleep because of this and it really affecting my health and my daily life. 

Has anyone experienced wisdom teeth removal? I’m hoping it’s just growing pains and that it will stop soon but i can’t be sure. I would LOVE to be put to sleep then it will be fine but they might say no :(",1.3866053511705694,3.2696954420289903,3.0007246376811594,92.4560367892977,80.08695652173913,5.695429208472687,20.7603121516165,6.67199483983844,0.2154720178372358,513,14,114,5,13,169,87,138,0.1,0.754,0.145,0.7599,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,9,1,0,5,0,20,14,6,1,2,19,27,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,10,6,1,1,1,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,2,4,15,6,11,16,3,16,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,3,8,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914330015205967,0.0,0.12325726510118415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745707418719412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244927841835394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844062133683538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209767217079667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403744949192124,0.0,0.1873746458173324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508324468211234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368961818572928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490198984291646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480286294514637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909724662972574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700247720838287,0.0,0.0,0.14070294844731346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595600726655774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069300188305367,0.0,0.0,0.11945013644400206,0.0,0.37514318962869775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720748717454746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292782394705528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018287325326576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35280943481114946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737580958427413,0.0,0.0,0.2017954627007083,0.0,0.0,0.16613937462125594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407422780045102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399445747236709,0.0,0.0,0.16709037496778073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522241581520516,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bowtie87b,2020/01/25,"Today was just awful. i've been dealing with anxiety for a long time. Started therapy 3 weeks ago, and i was doing some progress with it...  
but today just destroyed me.   


I woke up in the morning, checked a dating app because i had a notification on my phone that i had a message. it only said ""your face leaves a lot to be desired"", from a complete stranger. i was like damn... ok.  
Then i went ahead with my work (work from home) and my ear started to hurt. went to the doctor and i had an infection... not before the doctor basically pierced my inner ear with the  otoscope  when checking inside (honestly, my ear hurted a LOT more after the doctor visit).  
Then on the bus, on my way home i was mugged.  
Only my phone got taken, so changing passwords, calling everywhere to block important money-related apps...  


but i feel so tired...  
for the last months i've been in a very dark place with my anxiety. panic attacks usually last for a bit, but i've been experiencing non-stop anxiety... as in, since i wake up until i go to sleep, non-stop anxiety. it feels like being a prisoner of my own body, with the only way out being suicide. 

i ask myself, do i want to die? and the answer is no, i don't really want to... but i just feel so tired of everything, tired of being my own prison. and today sent me right back to that place. i entered my apartment after being mugged and looked out my window and though ""maybe i should just jump down"". i wanted to cry. i could feel the desperation, the sadness and the helplessness down my skin... but as usual, no emotions ""came outside"", the only thing that comes out is anxiety and fear.  


writing this made me feel better, for some reason. i feel stupid for having suicidal thoughs... i've calmed myself and no longer feel like that by the way, so don't worry. i just have to hang in there 'till tuesday for my next appointment with the phychologist.",3.216269939737682,5.118036991758245,4.4849592343140765,83.82133108826659,74.68681318681318,7.224246721020916,25.478199220134698,8.049812674583475,1.5771252392768522,1451,50,280,23,31,478,184,364,0.243,0.685,0.073,-0.9976,0,0,0,0,0,2,80.0,0,1,0,5,14,17,4,2,26,2,25,15,8,2,0,55,50,28,3,6,11,0,8,3,0,1,7,4,3,0,9,22,0,1,9,0,2,10,6,10,0,0,19,14,41,7,50,24,8,58,0,4,1,0,11,19,1,4,29,193,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018336857400635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028411694128657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401741851531952,0.09007236143067436,0.0,0.06088026122659401,0.0,0.04826400693489006,0.0,0.06737162140796102,0.0,0.0,0.07002336275318917,0.08643798817765443,0.08794496003732559,0.0,0.0,0.08084596080228866,0.09055447301770013,0.0,0.0,0.08375606488494414,0.06820177397170803,0.08301289945529794,0.0,0.0,0.06321435202415465,0.0,0.08696941032757345,0.0,0.08162537648259888,0.0,0.0,0.08217057410452921,0.0,0.0,0.2431151987705436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906059428242433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115688616516724,0.0,0.0,0.08909326267743645,0.2802308490005053,0.11312447896855735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044996661793781985,0.0,0.06332303656487713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883684808873033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951576226359802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129075480251894,0.0,0.08383430559954161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604190403494725,0.0,0.0,0.07006689254435036,0.06648659339041572,0.0,0.0,0.13462256404053338,0.0,0.07491677442424581,0.0,0.0,0.07954137199125125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319628680556329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420292070493805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408629333048629,0.0,0.09289415237732927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544088766445988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050721176984848966,0.08140451617039524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761454361523435,0.07531302816882114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549391925132493,0.0,0.07923162405648868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208015966932802,0.0,0.0,0.13238676280017508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320798507433108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054287822928407,0.0,0.052599983324786284,0.0,0.15557698087416774,0.0,0.04616725571123998,0.2729981332436318,0.22514434932826613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439893145479332,0.06532720912438669,0.14009741738797993,0.1885349680433687,0.06350896422579254,0.0,0.0,0.14679100786573274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152798781650936,0.08040549233895551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,genericthrowaway6942,2020/01/25,"Constant fear of me or people are around me dying. Basically what you see is what you get. I’m scared to never see my family again eventually. I guess I’m scared of something that hasn’t happened yet. I’d like to believe in a religion, it seems better to die believing you’ll see your loved ones again than think you never will. Any advice on how to accept that death is inevitable, or even good.",2.9932368896925867,5.02251378481013,4.196238698010852,85.07873417721521,75.70886075949366,7.0459312839059685,22.678119349005428,7.957251820313856,1.147920795660036,315,9,62,5,7,103,58,79,0.179,0.662,0.158,-0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,1,6,8,0,3,1,0,6,1,0,1,2,10,17,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,9,5,10,15,0,9,0,0,3,1,6,3,0,4,7,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508593091974638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488479706292486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503921606036417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38067440612187786,0.0,0.149413446151126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256381128426624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35066549695558624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158308618921996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926132482689542,0.19010414356138586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826402657030019,0.0,0.0,0.14169861478170334,0.0,0.0,0.18610613873519136,0.0,0.1493928290168852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253540960279983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524746855462921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605934407443683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447792075967925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171215245150699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382762461220611,0.0,0.4038692322895705,0.15379636848922024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005804362065734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082497456929167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HumorlessChuckle,2020/01/25,Has anyone had serotonin withdrawal syndrome last longer than 3 weeks? I’ve been on several antidepressants over the past 15 years and I’ve just titrated off Cymbalta 2  1/2 weeks ago and I’m still experiencing brain zaps and bouts of dizziness. I’ve experienced this coming off meds before but not for this long. Just curious about other people’s serotonin withdrawal experiences (duration) and if anything has helped with the symptoms.,6.597942857142857,9.73939934666667,6.209904761904763,69.62400000000002,68.86666666666667,9.619047619047619,33.38095238095238,9.957137785484203,4.125495238095239,361,17,53,10,7,112,59,75,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.4854,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,11,6,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,9,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,8,28,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073970307673205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411938929246729,0.0,0.2049208478363966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189623706519092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779867844323595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450722075196954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358768581740506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691172121383802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298315515623608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037336437392802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766032004471817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377161497760907,0.172637938826787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28131980517090044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988663405826944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588253670033945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994949285208407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035962446931373
anxiety,bcppp,2020/01/25,For the past couple months I have been getting numb tingly sensations in my hands and face One night it got so bad I thought I was dying and went to the hospital. The doctor said it was a severe panic attack and now I’m focusing on breathing when these sensations arise. Does anyone else have this I feel like no one else does and it scares me.,3.0234782608695667,4.975362579710152,3.602246376811596,89.71902173913048,75.37681159420289,6.918840579710146,21.644927536231886,7.793537801064563,0.8314231884057968,274,7,56,4,6,86,52,69,0.263,0.705,0.032,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,4,0,5,5,3,0,0,6,12,6,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,7,3,6,1,4,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993823284249465,0.2050607677089104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768113293412476,0.0,0.0,0.16710339509744154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144428509211408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770732674046866,0.0,0.0,0.2048454635450166,0.3502769405472322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33437228199847285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119368181965864,0.14297565382455005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456167011257876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006531278761754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977752840747742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974492006846014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781204948391364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712317362071329,0.0,0.0,0.2348139375973192,0.0,0.0,0.1910503939449955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903731100841026,0.0,0.2003688854244855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22609427105838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888391217060036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552607284053205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shayiamaims,2020/01/25,"I need help. I'm thinking about going out of my house. Okay. So I want to go to a new youth group type of thing. I won't know a single soul there and I'm going alone. 

I'm worried about getting there and being in a room full of strangers. I'm not good with small talk and meeting new people. I go to work and come home that's all I do. 

I really want to go and atleast give it a try but I'm so nervous that everything will go wrong.",-1.2675085910652903,0.6637647835051546,1.0655927835051564,101.82010738831622,91.88659793814432,4.058075601374571,16.330756013745706,5.46131890053228,-0.9202707903780074,332,8,85,2,12,111,61,97,0.14,0.794,0.066,-0.8258,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,0,1,16,23,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,12,20,3,15,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,45,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874896594308908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559389660832471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162695639894975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945792783013943,0.1736578552489404,0.6172918247168154,0.15183708746492106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133876492370757,0.0,0.1815851144660342,0.0,0.0,0.20888116737814447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948785474145576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422942883477046,0.0,0.3496745358330746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550151735227702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597070628725545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550286451395092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026647604600114,0.1159949667126398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290563514408676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354915125303828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317900104675033,0.18384198258468198,0.0,0.0,0.1979249044361768,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nocab28,2020/01/25,"Self doubt Hey guys, I’ve never been diagnosed with anxiety so I don’t want to come across like I’ve self diagnosed myself. However, I have always been very anxious in social situations and I have found it difficult to become intimate with people. Talking on the phone has always caused a lot of stress and at work I always feel like I’ll make some massive mistake and get fired, even at a simple minimum wage job. There are times when I can be quite social but other times I feel like I’m so in my head I can’t keep a conversation. Most of all, I love music and I sing and play guitar but I cannot convince myself that I’m actually good at it, even after getting praise. I just feel like I can never bet on myself and constantly doubt everything I do. Does anyone else feel this way?",3.2186319376825696,4.949275322784814,4.7588607594936745,82.59125121713731,74.25316455696202,7.899513145082762,23.54625121713729,8.617729084823388,1.5794015579357348,623,18,122,12,13,209,99,158,0.109,0.711,0.18,0.9483,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,14,0,3,4,0,13,4,1,2,3,31,27,11,0,2,3,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,9,0,1,5,3,2,1,5,5,0,0,3,5,17,9,15,23,4,17,1,0,0,1,11,8,0,6,11,75,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.12249124192018823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133327626368775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602388976259844,0.14180398882714312,0.0,0.08776781257479707,0.128611993028215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862904767752982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894554081496262,0.0,0.108125979670628,0.0,0.13564455293729882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25480411905048045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984503749531116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048574188073404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581202742238374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281096632635552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25387052328145204,0.26901855481674114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762825559289138,0.0,0.0,0.1311599965004242,0.0,0.0,0.1052817922604092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242863894198988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882165541133286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456109124029024,0.11156960866885174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452945884140505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671420826013148,0.11328839165708444,0.0,0.08378682534494684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936204142513357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702106250095966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350796340406734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618933790103069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109184512652378,0.0,0.2559074856579965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378488215519958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088972734406117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638562787393147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035686914632523,0.0740360532297595,0.0996334207294777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138141896486524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asian_gangsters,2020/01/25,"My problems went away but my anxiety didnt. So i was going through a lot in this past 2-3 years which created my anxiety. I always was an anxious person but it was quick come and go anxiety that i lived with perfectly fine. This new anxiety was a 24-7 anxiety with several severe panic attacks. The problems were due to health scares of my own and someone close to me dying. Well all those problems are gone now, so i should feel better, but i dont. I feel anxiety everyday now. I get nauseas, i get lazy and my legs feel numb. I never experienced this new type of anxiety and i hope im not stuck like this because i cant enjoy anything anymore. I cant tell you whats actually making me worried because i dont have any problems anymore, im just constantly panicking. Can anyone relate?",3.1590116845180134,4.874846829113928,5.356329113924051,78.30770691333984,74.37974683544303,8.912171372930867,31.14118792599805,9.466822959209583,3.1578192794547224,621,30,117,16,13,217,100,158,0.332,0.546,0.12300000000000001,-0.9881,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,7,15,1,2,4,0,14,3,1,1,3,27,27,9,1,6,5,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,5,7,8,1,0,9,4,21,7,9,17,3,19,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,12,76,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.09935500364835513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084716744606716,0.0,0.0,0.0692364723261623,0.0,0.5452077746697965,0.11501994433571062,0.20194268734572512,0.0711901618587468,0.0,0.08378359460703562,0.0,0.0,0.1158272216000226,0.09565685979740576,0.0,0.0,0.12412877241716795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004550814441424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770306298026559,0.0,0.11002390734797207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566603500377582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386486415135661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443945035233586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638639731735904,0.0,0.11572558405412812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082226784198954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011234876698104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199514703585474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974079033070659,0.0,0.08990292740034353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865579480198677,0.0,0.0,0.06796110650307051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852462209858181,0.19666366020659395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194558619520211,0.0,0.0,0.09719222682645898,0.0,0.08889936554534182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896859570652367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019327820216279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23003988867142125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862660001969371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898923082847274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154230068827496,0.09438186324248338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339625420136377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655643674605524
anxiety,bluewilliama,2020/01/25,"I don't even know what to title this just my thoughts I have major anxiety stemming from my interactions in society. A few years back it was bad enough that I dropped out of society completely and became homeless. And it literally cured my anxiety.

I hate being on a fucking schedule all the time, trying too hard to be perfect at my job that I'm underqualified for because I'm afraid I will lose it, even taking care of my house. All this extra shit in my life, that's what keeps me up at night.

If I won the lottery I would literally just give away 90% of my belongings, my house, car, quit my job, and just take the train around the country, staying in cheap motels, and visiting different libraries, and volunteering here and there. I want to be able to sleep when I get tired, read or binge watch shows as long as I want, have interesting interactions with strangers... I fucking loved it and it sounds ridiculous that I literally want to be homeless but I can't afford it. In my eyes its the fucking american dream, just complete freedom.",7.165504796710827,6.96953190954774,7.297615349474647,74.96418455915949,64.07537688442211,10.653449063499316,36.18136135221562,10.230975488527342,3.569297487437185,826,36,157,17,11,267,122,199,0.08199999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.8428,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,12,14,6,1,7,0,11,9,3,0,3,27,30,13,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,15,10,0,1,2,4,1,2,2,9,0,0,3,4,24,5,24,21,6,22,0,1,2,4,5,11,4,2,7,107,39,3,0.13404774133297814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509231042985127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933090955787193,0.0,0.0,0.12594226556414506,0.10307443881179094,0.11192426483514067,0.08171425893043095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667060610261336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281093012845246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005135908557578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850715001690256,0.0,0.17707453783214824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717749305374343,0.07003441222998863,0.1285908080491315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008044657465344,0.1323443925767098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093461918079907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660433987343541,0.11914779161842387,0.0,0.0,0.07366913298531295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468188396616208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186280328432654,0.0,0.14996513446729487,0.0,0.0,0.12098332012625505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579472459796806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257627317024893,0.13408401655551858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759808016049827,0.0,0.0,0.1341445490086354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287705664144465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015744380703111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641893334037818,0.07816431595463996,0.15406815944290553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100961724025604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371944926862324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522366942536004,0.0,0.0,0.08632235049060245
anxiety,anxietythrowaway29,2020/01/26,"I feel like I’m dying [TRIGGER WARNING] ***In this post, I will be talking about symptoms I have had during panic attacks and in my general day to day anxiety that might be triggering to some***


Hello, 

This is going to be a longer post, but I don’t know where else to turn. 

I have been suffering from anxiety for as long as I can remember (about 7th grade, I am now 23). I used to also have severe depression, but have since gotten to a point where I no longer consider it to be anything more than mild at most. In fact, my anxiety seemed to be doing a lot better throughout my college career too. I got engaged my senior year and things seemed really good. 

But then, I graduated and moved back home while searching for a career in may of 2019. Soon after, I was sitting at my desk one night when all of the sudden I felt a strange sensation in my back, followed by numbness and tingling all over my body and severe fear set in. I started breathing heavy and trembling and thought I was about to die. It felt like I was out of my body, and watching through a tv screen or something. One trip to the hospital later, it was determined I had a panic attack. Unfortunately, I continued to have one-sometimes even two or three-almost every day for about the next month and a half with all the same symptoms. During this time, I sought out medication from my doctor, as he diagnosed me with panic disorder, but I had a severe reaction and had to stop. 

I started seeing a Cognitive-Behavioral Therapist in August, as I was still having debilitating panic attacks. She helped me learn a lot of techniques to keep myself calm, and eventually the frequency of the attacks went down to the point where I haven’t had more than 2-3 in the past few months. However, I have just moved to a new city to live with my fiance and continue to look for work, and have noticed certain things. My heart races all the time, I have headaches, I always feel like I’m going to pass out, I feel sick to my stomach and just generally unwell and I’m always nervous or dreadful that something is seriously wrong with me or that I have some illness. I have been to the doctor more than once (not since these newer symptoms or moving) and every time he has said that I am generally healthy.

I can’t afford to go to the doctor every time I think something is wrong, as I think it just feeds my anxiety. However, I can’t keep living like this, as it is affecting my happiness and I want to be able to enjoy this new city with my fiancé. I feel like my body is utterly convinced that I am on the verge of death, and while my techniques from CBT help, part of me is beginning to question if I am or not. 

Has anyone else experienced these kinds of symptoms? Should I be concerned? And if not, does anyone have any suggestions to things that help them stay grounded and deter these anxious/panicky feelings? If you made it to the end of this, thank you.",5.198521350876359,5.918650706502639,5.940432242435758,79.86320429392488,68.29701230228471,8.893003372440981,30.49261387925711,8.994212911058018,2.4599555502778703,2288,86,439,39,37,749,259,569,0.184,0.7140000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9948,4,0,3,0,0,0,70.0,0,2,1,2,19,33,4,8,25,0,53,20,6,5,6,90,89,44,3,5,19,0,7,5,0,4,13,1,1,0,24,28,1,3,16,1,0,10,8,18,0,4,20,13,65,15,80,58,15,76,0,2,4,0,14,23,0,19,43,321,89,12,0.06125286019615901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613358915291296,0.0,0.0,0.0489838901688195,0.1019345730950562,0.0,0.0,0.041654045383464434,0.0,0.1874330815744424,0.06919829708817872,0.0,0.0856588480981837,0.06276079379909283,0.050405884859510884,0.0,0.0,0.27873588489255485,0.0,0.09419933715485763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054173177182616966,0.0,0.20411435762715732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850908251148945,0.0,0.052756998732256484,0.062170363736523515,0.12714159660832,0.0,0.07020108448373716,0.18808469375007225,0.053602790733399484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023378097970829,0.0,0.05425185332167784,0.0,0.0,0.04045693647008007,0.0,0.15482452958838536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892649702948438,0.15485643278849962,0.13127716668910852,0.11762470303901328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443423606658296,0.051375993010270016,0.048989507854136666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520480867111847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258493425347166,0.12316950310382008,0.0,0.06144161302969778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888871308253713,0.0,0.06378542805021925,0.0336629700631254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496252674518292,0.0,0.10817479551525812,0.05420685375849935,0.05143697563772828,0.0,0.0,0.10414998263153057,0.0,0.0579589373498058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170581251990635,0.0,0.06497960495889278,0.0,0.0,0.09778289724440108,0.19530629001145614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831678813636283,0.06514311171716332,0.0574816599115499,0.0,0.0,0.0697367873145509,0.0,0.06523229703181181,0.12451956991619703,0.0,0.0,0.2874681350967757,0.0,0.06633087854478882,0.0584727859628329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158075031189232,0.0,0.11732661642696222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686172217952992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03924015071078479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938755007076973,0.0,0.0582654968103935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048810599141795086,0.11152460685208272,0.0,0.2075948912645362,0.0,0.10133799784770953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146633296898833,0.06058064496558095,0.0,0.08671017942716518,0.06528739901672663,0.048916613276197694,0.051210133845509535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546607001803855,0.0,0.049232728808566224,0.0,0.056393404087317814,0.0,0.07111929175152779,0.1220810357180354,0.07849671906321146,0.0,0.048627928984871976,0.14286814145133472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662552269183526,0.05983514402295561,0.0,0.0,0.05290280457113477,0.0,0.0,0.036128523950579236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567820150679859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044592811740847775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394077397882953,0.0,0.03944483371241924
anxiety,throwawayV50,2020/01/26,"Relationship anxiety I’m having a really hard time in my relationship atm. My girl still hangs out with her ex. Rough but normal. Still get pangs whenever I hear that they hung out or see his name on her phone. She also suggested an onlyfans account for herself at one point to make some money. I said I wasn’t comfortable with that and after she saw how upset it made me, she let it go. However it’s several months later and I’m still finding myself reverse image searching her nudes she sends me (not even sure that works with onlyfans considering it’s a private subscription). I really do think it’s not fair to her for me to feel this way, but I can’t help it. Any ideas what might help me? I’ve always hated the idea of medication but I’m starting to feel like that’s my only route.",2.497805907172996,4.6863955316455685,4.276227848101268,83.16518565400847,77.86075949367087,8.010801687763715,23.191561181434608,8.841846274778883,1.798641687763713,626,20,124,15,15,211,106,158,0.08800000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.109,0.6609,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,1,1,4,0,6,2,1,3,1,27,22,8,0,1,6,1,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,12,7,0,0,6,0,3,3,4,2,0,1,4,8,24,3,16,16,1,18,0,0,2,1,23,6,0,3,9,78,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321435146214953,0.128203397812954,0.0,0.0,0.10477681886861463,0.0,0.11786755558385482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176560440843474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581069506743722,0.11007177325470488,0.0,0.0,0.14082247830183606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049823963657779,0.0,0.0875648206178337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802164187928534,0.15211794158008948,0.0,0.0,0.1736546102086085,0.0,0.2065475049388487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478656194536802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755293149940333,0.0,0.07527364702104919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579023536880067,0.1028467844612028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521514614053525,0.0,0.16345006196288392,0.0,0.0,0.12298182347844798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096155819672802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440574100786214,0.1171815791857259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456514207229293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974097893998636,0.0,0.0,0.330839468678422,0.0,0.0,0.1465613567515802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277845424297328,0.0,0.0,0.1740617837542112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905563529625087,0.0,0.3691353683698287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521460614694867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872554321376432,0.0,0.0,0.08984283063707252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229818834536994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121690082103722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luvlyflowers,2020/01/26,Are there any others without family? I'm 19 and I don't have family or friends.... Like literally.... Sometimes I wake up and check my phone but all I see is youtube notifications or reddit.... It's a strange feeling when you know no one loves you... But I guess as humans we are always looking for someone else to love us... I would say I'm lonely but not because of the lack of company more because of other reasons..... Since I've been unemployed I haven't had any human contact in months....i dont really want to meet people..... But I don't understand why people deem that as strange.... I mean big cats are mostly anti social and other animals.... Humans are animals to why do we have to follow the same patterns as everyone else..... Idk I'm venting sorry,2.4036734693877584,4.580771918367346,4.479149659863946,81.65096938775513,78.1156462585034,7.1931972789115655,26.14625850340137,8.192908349453996,1.9331850340136056,580,23,109,11,14,199,97,147,0.126,0.777,0.096,-0.1301,2,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,3,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,15,3,1,1,1,25,29,13,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,7,1,0,1,2,4,14,4,14,26,5,5,0,1,2,2,16,3,0,4,2,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353794282916718,0.0,0.0,0.22128314972350674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836081193151808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068318076122967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718299348746253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546681623035402,0.0,0.0,0.3067581480561891,0.0,0.08226600534695934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257016114528981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792323858989224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894156615046756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948699857398843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662701757517898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936861928937787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722799015710414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024972636555624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255913794313296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422978206523197,0.16728269105625154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938556520239164,0.0,0.0,0.12965083005209874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458711599304232,0.0,0.0,0.16585215417173854,0.1378551765874247,0.0,0.1609144538886357,0.18212932237940765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937643125070825,0.19570805956700876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959646716308974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936228756997588,0.0,0.0,0.1568369878580096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115577407355515,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pleiop,2020/01/26,"Had my first panic attack I was at home laying on my bed just browsing my phone. I get an ache in my chest and suddenly I start freaking out, this feeling of impending doom starts to take over me and I'm ice old. I was certain it was a heart attack and that I could be dying. It went away after 45 minutes. But I felt ""off"" for the rest of the night. This was a couple of days ago. I went to the doctor and he said my heart was fine and gave me some mild meds for panic attacks. I've spent these next few days feeling randomly anxious, almost like I'm about to teeter over into another episode. Im getting chills. It feels like I'm battling so I don't start to freak out again. I've always struggled with social anxiety my entire life but I've never let it affect me in this way. Now I'm terrified that this is who I am, the person who gets panic attacks. I don't understand how I got here or what I can do. I was perfectly normal a few days ago. Please someone help me. Where do I go from here?",1.4000723372412054,3.1036810900473952,3.2254128211524105,91.71766026440511,79.33175355450237,5.958692940883013,21.531803442254926,6.8360192770164,0.4176767772511849,774,22,171,8,19,259,127,211,0.165,0.731,0.10400000000000001,-0.903,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,9,17,5,4,8,0,17,5,3,2,3,28,40,10,1,2,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,14,9,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,12,0,1,14,5,24,5,24,23,4,33,1,1,0,0,9,12,0,4,19,109,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690664979562668,0.0,0.10556838715436093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772244283595974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110547805497762,0.08065020181449721,0.11910078153764145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797468020200828,0.09905070661532618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417366532768633,0.11665128575816484,0.0,0.20397213429170416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941500122971456,0.0,0.0,0.10790744360060446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991886749241085,0.07531598227432415,0.10122499143459912,0.0,0.0,0.08967485740407195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524138233569274,0.0,0.059915728460613674,0.0,0.08431838525068057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985939715917155,0.07066447537273264,0.0,0.1057503499175046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387760692874503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078046936576418,0.07446513264240197,0.10301112623383207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710393915941728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131062761247912,0.0,0.11212119147124876,0.09893466902549024,0.103294584115943,0.0,0.0,0.11062630428445673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710822483850167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205346060460057,0.0,0.11572551574630224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028377140486458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074679978866932,0.08932666506596132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386208703701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021359953016953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926683880512883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975164022806816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836818369800191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546094792655105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Turner995,2020/01/26,"Talking problems derived from anxiety? Hi everyone, I hope this is the right section to ask for this. I'm 24 and a problem is really affecting my daily life. I have been an anxious person till my 20 more or less. At that age I decided to confide in a therapist that really changed my life. After one year of therapy I improved myself so much about a lot of aspects of my life. I had social anxiety problems (nothing serious anyway) but then my life literally got better. My therapist told me that even after therapy I could have had bad sporadics times of sadness and anxiety and I'm learning to deal with it. Now this is my problem, I'm getting comfortable with dealing anxiety, but there is an aspect of myself that isn't make me living. Sometimes, mostly when I experience anxiety, I have talking problems. It's hard to explain, I'm just not able to articulate some words, it happens a lot of time that I can't introduce myself to someone because I can't say my name, I have kind of obstacle that doesn't let me talking. It happens with others words too, sometimes I can't even go buying something because of difficult to talking with clerk. This is not a problem of vocal articulation or something like that because when I was younger I saw a speech therapist but I had absolutely no problems. I'm perfectly able to talk well, I like reading when I'm alone and when I do I read loudly with no problems. I think it's just related to anxiety, but I don't know why it affects my talking. This is a stressful period of my life too, because I'm living far away from home for studying. I'm sorry if my post may result not clear at all, but it's just hard to explain this. Has anyone ever experienced anything like this?",5.40324830393487,6.2494531850746275,6.798188602442334,73.44439280868386,67.8955223880597,9.672998643147897,36.71981004070557,9.800150414767053,3.848731343283582,1367,72,240,30,22,467,160,335,0.20600000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.085,-0.9873,0,1,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,18,22,0,1,10,0,26,5,0,4,4,55,48,19,0,11,14,0,2,3,0,1,5,3,1,1,22,9,0,0,6,2,1,1,11,13,1,1,8,7,37,9,37,37,9,24,0,1,1,0,17,7,0,9,18,177,59,3,0.1392009465970629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208509993279145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194650294110222,0.07862872384025656,0.0,0.0486662692219428,0.0,0.057275259180031415,0.0,0.0650670471608605,0.0,0.06539193577144839,0.0,0.0581134879905619,0.16971121005819004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061555962610082025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362807205642824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557031448682039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351006364851812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194091239196577,0.06295761280081792,0.0,0.0665062348995037,0.0,0.06808261816969684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363633746448846,0.0,0.03955555291909201,0.0,0.05566585662107332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309493735759686,0.0,0.12469670629860538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981494959414714,0.06912897438504909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247818253102689,0.038250599915246784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117119952408697,0.24580436310642564,0.10200982679388118,0.0,0.12291698612477113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834366692386575,0.0,0.0,0.046458856383302216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116435620751838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678353126508624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047163081981491696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077244866887385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665801407216485,0.0,0.0,0.5327860255796614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392386163501332,0.0,0.08917569083402861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943842390642067,0.0,0.05534908992543737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709489175335718,0.05897225516377293,0.10716368943335924,0.13767329554348326,0.07791203158302909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972710700801514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356533441097329,0.0,0.0,0.15918841391653052,0.2424345418668175,0.0,0.044597172945762036,0.0,0.0,0.08116919138510678,0.0,0.0,0.0665062348995037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257918417619474,0.0,0.06280360149082173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448204228631009
anxiety,hatsumeako,2020/01/26,"Mild Anxiety I'm just alone and I wanna talk to someone. My anxiety is very tame? At the moment. But it's still in the back of my mind. 
I don't even feel tired so I can't even force sleep. I joined the discord but I have to wait to be able to message.so I thought to make a post instead cuz ilanxietu sucks and I hate how it affects everything",-1.2251801801801818,0.7753116621621636,1.1663513513513522,97.68394144144148,101.29729729729729,5.16936936936937,19.68018018018018,6.816661863887847,0.4322828828828831,269,10,63,5,12,90,54,74,0.20199999999999999,0.774,0.024,-0.8921,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,2,0,4,0,5,2,1,4,0,14,12,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,9,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,42,11,0,0.24393513185677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526432296170168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373219416381224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757105918077152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222337079687521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923316748476296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233409320974058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408354406622257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282859470173586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630494508596865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336224264202963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441112988916739,0.0,0.2066854456228182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480691140467205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606581888790373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365724687563615,0.0,0.28036754976183265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012720307355111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,faisalrishu,2020/01/26,Irregular heartbeat/pulse I had these sinking sensations coming from the heart and my pulse was irregular for some seconds? Anyone else get this?,5.120000000000001,8.667237666666669,4.941666666666666,70.32000000000002,89.0,7.4,31.0,8.07648339933343,3.6094500000000007,120,6,16,3,4,37,22,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240539165303971,0.4748576822289519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992197841445875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871516931429614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421326754717398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491886185295927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ajt1010,2020/01/26,"Anyone else can't sleep because your nightmares are so terrifying? I constantly feel afraid during the day, and for a while my only safe place was my bed. I would lay with the covers pulled over my head just hoping to fall asleep. But lately, I've been having nightmares every night. And the worst part is, they're not full of monsters or snakes or anything like that. In the nightmares, I face people that I know and fear, and I'm put into social situations that make me wake up screaming. Just want to know that I'm not alone. Has anyone else had this happen to them? Has anyone found a way to make it stop?",4.115916666666667,5.5485527583333365,4.261666666666667,88.25666666666667,71.41666666666666,6.333333333333334,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.3029166666666669,481,10,96,3,9,149,87,120,0.136,0.7759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.8458,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,2,6,0,10,5,5,2,0,24,21,9,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,2,10,3,11,16,3,16,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,7,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130437706888765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469542918482927,0.338943413348137,0.1361099950536536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008262218812588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873849355776608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666922906197332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27634072537572874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935651902017396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612083084934905,0.0836311409257687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813524136647611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462625534544383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974797828028287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642793851362196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181798879299656,0.0,0.18657825085281685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080601885883723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081138708262055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521656782820292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257940497415016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911193456476324,0.0,0.11466743988169965,0.0,0.1728076542670011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627254702427502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591637706865885,0.1655193137591946,0.16860433200664282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828169238247312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755712512368073,0.13128671327794328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174953178000798,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cpl01,2020/01/26,"ESA hi, i recently started college and have had severe anxiety almost everyday. i’ve always been a pretty anxious person and it is getting to the point that i am unable to go out or enjoy time with friends, to make new friends, or to enjoy school. i am anxious almost all day with increased heart rate, shortness of breath, nausea, and sometimes aches. it’s making me become angry with people around me. i haven’t officially been diagnosed and can’t afford regular therapy sessions as even with my insurance it is $90+ a session. i am really hoping to get an emotional support animal and i’m not sure how to do it.
i tried to online therapy but because i don’t have an official diagnosis she said she couldn’t help. i’m at a loss for what to do. i know that having an animal will help me to take better care of myself/ my living area and will be a comfort for me during anxiety attacks which i sometimes have out of nowhere but usually happen at the end of a hard day.
does anyone have any advice?
i’m not trying to take service animals lightly as i know how important they are but i cannot have an animal without getting an ESA letter from a therapist and i don’t know what to do. my cats at my parents home has been very helpful throughout high school and now that i live alone and have no animals my anxiety is becoming crippling. PLEASE help.",5.3687838730998,5.966897176029968,6.754769773077773,74.60813615333777,67.87640449438203,9.877858559154001,33.308878607622816,9.916854025145753,3.409750121172065,1074,47,193,24,17,367,149,267,0.10300000000000001,0.721,0.17600000000000002,0.9736,2,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,5,12,1,0,13,0,31,3,2,4,2,37,51,18,0,2,8,1,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,10,16,0,0,3,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,5,3,26,10,31,42,2,22,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,5,10,133,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085664074070667,0.0,0.0,0.20670190980198272,0.10689551800882546,0.0,0.0,0.0858798592810514,0.0,0.0,0.07018705130952177,0.0,0.23686850567201165,0.2331982108123195,0.0,0.07216756393327901,0.0,0.0,0.09187971396298956,0.0,0.11741746614678725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629164963632877,0.2279769853612727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128178383426708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523054121000093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312517393056872,0.0,0.0,0.10475704026671136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032068287495004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609853619989655,0.0914143530999474,0.0,0.0,0.06816992322620362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948119798110244,0.0,0.16177053674773495,0.0,0.058657216586425136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126918812190296,0.0,0.09245682551742017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230558779697953,0.27672075719678424,0.10904813797799916,0.10352909559096728,0.1025118579733998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701662769102429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227449106877044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778835081926766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968187247187887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146036536396546,0.0,0.0,0.0715535446007371,0.09011990532274844,0.0,0.11329473605864385,0.09756780030136213,0.0,0.0,0.105002739977685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611963966468776,0.0,0.10190845757246604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817734091751107,0.0,0.0,0.2089101797512144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659910540615975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415672943262675,0.0,0.07305331038660938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712267318273345,0.09727519047231638,0.0,0.1552037253446778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360616546620065,0.11983598071468188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601831915857655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401470521074106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367238687246968,0.08515992302178657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949176634348672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mine_CTM,2020/01/26,"For anyone that has taken Zoloft, how effective was it? I have been taking 50 for about 4 weeks with no significant improvement, and my doctor has just recently bumped my prescription up to 100mg. 

Has anyone that has been taking it seen any results? I'm also unsure whether I should take 100mg at one time or take two 50mg pills at different times of the day (currently taking two @ different times).

Thanks",6.149870129870131,7.095496974025978,6.353662337662339,76.93906493506495,66.27272727272727,10.315844155844157,28.387012987012987,10.355215969177356,2.8891007792207795,325,10,59,8,5,104,55,77,0.053,0.8059999999999999,0.141,0.7882,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,3,0,9,18,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,4,1,9,12,0,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,7,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958536027545404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869810486146448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440949694145845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256852624586353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647294188943519,0.0,0.1786564905925885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827772333716376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234433641986688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6561889879306436,0.0,0.0,0.1606996422611247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053396881245961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34101457057791795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400112628967205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iamamessatlifeitself,2020/01/26,"I need to stop idolizing people, it's tearing me apart Hello, I have anxiety and this is something I need help with: idolizing people around me.

Since I was young and looked up to my big sister, I've had this problem that has turned me more anxious. I convince myself that people around me are so much more capable than myself, and I put myself down. I still do it sometimes, even to people I have seen at their worse times that make them more down-to-earth. 

I've gotten to know my sister more, she has opened up to me about her shortcomings (she hadnt before, she likes to talk about herself and her many accomplishments), and it helped me see a more realistic picture of her.

I know that not everything I see online or even in real life is the whole person, only what theychoose to show the world. But how can I prevent this from happening further down the road? Its a big obstacle to get over, and its easy forme to feel like the smaller person.

If you feel this way, please leave a nice comment about your experience. If theres a better term for this, tell me because I couldnt find more about this here on reddit.",5.940611169652268,6.096520616438358,5.958995433789957,82.34437302423605,66.57990867579909,8.930242360379347,28.26167896030909,8.617729084823388,1.869530804355462,881,25,175,12,13,278,131,219,0.084,0.812,0.10300000000000001,0.6352,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,2,2,13,6,0,0,8,0,13,1,0,2,0,29,28,12,0,6,5,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,16,10,0,2,5,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,6,35,5,28,22,10,24,0,0,4,0,21,17,0,3,7,127,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601953203521716,0.15656512742141238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674561736900666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844820312790031,0.0,0.11792828214165522,0.0,0.0,0.12256992939596645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307229166193295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455406553442255,0.13556577378233547,0.0,0.0,0.1401486345865506,0.0990073802153986,0.0,0.0,0.12666703042788174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240657239096733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255301632185335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857853902898618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232881209779886,0.0,0.0,0.14674480793665814,0.0,0.0,0.09788888729437396,0.1354143095990174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163791160153963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250864587707744,0.14050660084136085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187821393793726,0.20552266903435915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540250984996373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843182085778264,0.2420196005949174,0.0,0.15212813790816435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261011356469474,0.0,0.13931933832735754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577436207173526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087357625036508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464152452653252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669190514378188,0.1370671938100025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067665120216064,0.11586587341264885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139188077698817,0.1211321249045989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081184693853465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074407736469247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000479846132502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547286860818224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412331336182875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squiddlyploink,2020/01/26,"Short-Term Situational Anxiety? Hello all. Sorry if I’m in the wrong place but I need a place to start...

I’m going through an incredibly stressful time in my life at the moment. Long story short, in about 4 weeks we will have a day in court and it will all be sorted out at that point. I’m keeping that firmly fixed in my mind that this is a temporary problem and will all be resolved in the next four weeks. 

But, I’m having real issues dealing with it in the meantime. I don’t think there is anything clinically “wrong” with me, hence I have not yet gone to see my GP, but due to the stress of the court case and finances and work etc (all linked), I’m having regular bouts where I cry uncontrollably, or panic feelings where I start to feel trapped and afraid. I’m also horribly absentminded and forgetful, not sleeping (approx 3 hours a night for 2 weeks) and feeling generally out of control. 

Please can anyone help? Would my GP even be able to prescribe anything to get me to wind down and relax in the meantime or do I just have to soldier on knowing it will all be over in a month? Is there something else I can do to make it bearable in the meantime?

I have tried (with no or limited success) eating healthy, no caffeine and sugar, alcohol, no alcohol, being highly physically active (Manual labour job, lots of swimming and walking every day), deep breathing exercises and meditation, self medicating with marijuana, alcohol, codeine, and mindfulness exercises. All of which make either no difference or only help briefly. 

I don’t have any experience with any long term psychological issues with the exception of a bout of post natal depression over 8 years ago that cleared within 6 months having taken citalopram. 

I just need to be able to function for the next four weeks. What can I do?",7.816137409598948,7.412854683431956,8.001972386587774,71.13768573307037,62.816568047337284,10.824720578566732,36.5292570677186,10.25414643259724,3.712632610124917,1425,60,254,28,18,466,184,338,0.17300000000000001,0.754,0.07200000000000001,-0.9901,1,1,4,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,0,5,10,12,0,5,17,0,30,12,2,3,7,65,53,21,0,5,14,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,11,21,5,3,7,4,1,4,8,9,0,2,2,5,18,3,47,40,10,55,0,1,1,0,6,27,0,7,23,169,29,5,0.19032779075578374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435705139161845,0.3051037889109889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610253275193171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942942433197718,0.0,0.07280011948905127,0.0,0.0,0.06654080831900036,0.0,0.15662355481324453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673440061657476,0.0,0.0,0.10453307052034347,0.1227456796122046,0.09810979750198294,0.08196452364395639,0.0,0.0,0.09942601606725034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737642266410933,0.07949722342388586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613289878602462,0.06285485538502482,0.0,0.08017968624102627,0.0,0.0,0.09308855019942364,0.0,0.0,0.14435317457455568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049719207590013616,0.0,0.054083834796085535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757270620595848,0.1005458803271573,0.0,0.0,0.09371726764028278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198652764836594,0.09443548213261176,0.08458604272874133,0.0,0.0,0.052299588148820096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721707363614378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843410555257612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090494075718067,0.0,0.0,0.12704527824900186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586761284365958,0.0,0.0,0.19217681230911227,0.0,0.15191782674822507,0.0,0.0,0.1411256452107338,0.0,0.0,0.2024157646904852,0.08930486923308302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723764306842476,0.0,0.11165432701925772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885203213450067,0.10446137994348438,0.08996064082143197,0.0,0.09114070604165538,0.0,0.0,0.09105899571184296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831734696814377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758333037051106,0.0,0.0992766973535368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696820561566574,0.09523262160502866,0.0,0.0,0.07326181594917598,0.0,0.10652818969268173,0.13471498990870664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801984126027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609771816084733,0.0,0.0,0.055490832682623184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461003823943576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30533894669785666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928044923162906,0.0,0.0,0.06760170089090899,0.20809356103430549,0.0,0.06128242855249383
anxiety,z_aa_d,2020/01/26,"Every time I try to do something with my anxiety something happen This morning my ex call me after 2 months of trying to be together and falling. We just couldn’t do it anymore and left things forever a month ago, but today she call me and told me that she wanted to be with me again but since we broke up things have been horrible for me.

I have been in a crisis and had one suicide attempt, everyday I have at least 2 panic attacks and all because I felt so guilty for everything. I started to go to a psychiatrist and a psychologist, and I felt a little better but today when she told me that se wanted to be with me again, I couldn’t, I just told her that I need some time on my own, I just need to try to be better with the situation. After that she told me that it’s not when I want and she wasn’t  going to be there when I felt better... it was a goodbye forever. 

When we broke up she asked for the same things and I gave her all the time she needed but she treated me like shit. I constantly tried to recover the relationship and showed her how much I cared, but she react just the way I did. I don’t understand why she can do those things but when I do I’m horrible and don’t love her.

I feel so guilty about this decision but I also believe it was for the best. I feel really bad and can’t stop crying, I miss her but I just can’t do this anymore, I don’t feel good about myself and all I want right now is die.

I needed to get this out of my chest, I’m feeling like I’m losing this fight and I just can’t do this anymore. 

Thanks for reading and sorry for my writing and spelling.",2.6092899408284045,3.5818387218934937,4.310610650887579,88.2382355029586,74.50295857988166,7.419834319526628,23.875029585798806,7.839951260653429,1.0122895621301775,1240,35,278,17,25,419,143,338,0.22399999999999998,0.675,0.1,-0.9937,1,0,2,0,1,1,25.0,3,0,0,6,21,20,3,1,12,0,31,3,2,2,3,67,65,33,2,10,15,1,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,20,24,0,1,9,2,0,3,10,9,0,1,15,7,60,11,33,43,9,35,0,4,0,1,31,9,1,1,24,210,80,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912068601832868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137855697577675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828113715651206,0.0,0.2655560104181795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344297301806643,0.10154239063306034,0.0,0.0,0.07452562275331097,0.0544100606207749,0.0,0.0,0.10056174452599567,0.09366940812916373,0.23682091402468924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228215631294384,0.0,0.09100316224433053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645479209959083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804430234025073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263437087398753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520262592718673,0.0,0.08021817366003882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052349329977027,0.06376500988279167,0.2571013104112358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046632945887916936,0.0,0.1014532879226125,0.07486429174228737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892941192795551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697767418042903,0.0,0.0,0.08721263779596304,0.08945866978867201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985542504050632,0.0,0.0,0.08055766359915804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248770520596266,0.0,0.06561395023745281,0.2647308714482153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048265518337102,0.0,0.0,0.10472351516492466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928086192734044,0.0,0.05718013256184221,0.0,0.0,0.09582830078098792,0.0,0.07622474076621774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916207278977947,0.07383407104105669,0.10032827927058173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374283486969595,0.0,0.09991557682175074,0.06317635717876767,0.0,0.0,0.07462260436709099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763235137739704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217558452037546,0.0,0.0,0.2371927623178301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561389122953746,0.0,0.16920984495273736,0.3411544372396618,0.0,0.2423977825134141,0.0,0.0,0.09291938062103916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058367527523655,0.07084782008957691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054029579182044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConsistentBoa,2020/01/26,"Knowing that your thoughts are irrational, but not being able to stop them is the worst To me, personally, the worst part of having anxiety is knowing that your thoughts are irrational, knowing the actual logical explanations behind things, but still shifting to the negative and to the anxious thoughts. No matter what I can't stop.",15.213157894736845,11.116126894736848,12.914473684210535,53.2338157894737,51.982456140350884,17.0140350877193,54.81578947368421,14.554592549557764,7.7244105263157925,271,15,40,8,2,84,38,57,0.43,0.555,0.015,-0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,13,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,6,9,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,37,9,0,0.2356074665037405,0.0,0.2299189005220124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023906698936687,0.26616937415016106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38845110576868624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551399264435492,0.0,0.0,0.20572335194743716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815642709645888,0.3939567836022309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652713163960208,0.0,0.0,0.5611380323837322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thenandthen7,2020/01/26,"What do you watch or play to calm yourself down? Typically when I'm stressed out and dealing with the usual everyday symptoms and fear, I struggle finding something to watch or play that calms me

If I play a sports game it just makes it worse. How about you?",4.225200000000001,6.0571997200000025,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,71.8,6.6000000000000005,30.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6422,206,9,41,2,4,62,40,50,0.183,0.615,0.20199999999999999,-0.1431,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,11,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,5,6,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,3,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270056618942934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569233317823425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899029877417971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172465116707564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441858940291257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633364063153958,0.3315925106997042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296785325660969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34933644701896044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32324044596111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,may179,2020/01/26,"Don’t worry, your heart has to fail for you to die. Don’t worry, your heart has to fail for you to die.

As much as we all worry about our health as well as some existential dread, Heart failure is the cause of death for 100% of humans ever. As long as our heart is beating, we are alive, unconscious or not. If you pass out, your heart will beat on, you will wake up and be alive. You have to have a legitimate heart problem or issue to just drop dead. Obviously physical tragedies occur(car crash, falling off a building, etc), but if your heart is healthy, you are safe. And odds are, it is healthy. If you have a panic attack and pass out, you do not die. You pass out and wake up. If you think you’re having trouble breathing and you end up passing out, odds are your heart will beat on, and if your heart beats on you’re alive. In fact, even if it stops beating for a few minutes, you still aren’t dead. Take care of your heart and don’t worry, because as long as it’s beating you cannot die.",3.1248529411764707,4.188393151960786,3.654196078431372,93.0868823529412,73.36274509803921,6.616470588235294,23.894117647058824,6.742157984588678,0.482008235294118,769,21,176,6,15,241,92,204,0.3,0.608,0.092,-0.9938,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,20,0,8,6,10,1,2,5,0,24,14,13,1,4,35,27,24,7,7,12,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,13,0,2,1,0,0,5,7,7,1,0,0,0,24,3,34,23,5,24,0,2,0,0,25,12,0,9,6,118,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819940340941412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043935348949245535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348375728813009,0.07403935880614022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992037400883532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383574633948133,0.0,0.08038102679317558,0.047603880347892084,0.06519462530417415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661078165858769,0.0,0.8540746845271547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522602979619779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756559470407078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298233022957189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456274684255337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896462508604463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755800632967738,0.06025669012244786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419031752712302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046181801540395064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480275033800068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927766331638039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samtothebam,2020/01/26,How can I get back on track? I feel the most depressed I have felt in a long time and have no motivation. Classes start up again soon and I am not sure what to do. I can barely leave my room. Any advice or anyone wanting to share their story about how they dealt with this would be much appreciated.,2.737868852459016,4.329503114754103,3.676196721311477,90.43560655737707,75.22950819672131,6.191475409836067,20.39672131147541,6.742157984588678,0.07484000000000003,234,5,52,2,5,75,52,61,0.12,0.741,0.139,0.0613,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,3,1,14,13,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,8,2,7,10,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134908778194796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816114600872502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431713768556885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466823469098643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763123532769498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221068821984527,0.0,0.30802698486656344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760948080340382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396904487627259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839059022626437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358315547808745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707028741513294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023587205291036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870663292138055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892214817577099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227893535254735,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thethrowawayguy82,2020/01/26,"I just got hit by a huge wave of anxiety out of nowhere Yesterday night I had trouble sleeping, it rapidly evolved from being uncomfortable to a full on anxiety attack that lasted the entire night and didn't let me sleep at all.

Every time my eyes closed I would immediately wake up with my heart pounding out of my chest and hyperventilating. It went on for 7 hours until I decided to give up and to not sleep at all.
Ever since then I've been having this horrible feeling of terror, I'm constantly on the verge of having a panic attack and the thought of going to sleep again makes me shiver.
I don't know what's going on but I'm terrified, every second I feel like something horrible could happen to my body.

Do you have an advice or home remedies that could help me wind down?
I've been awake for ~40 hours but I have no intention of going to bed because I know that as soon as I'll try to sleep I'm going to have a panic attack. I genuinely feel like I'm inside one of my nightmares but I can't wake up.",6.227496706192355,5.407797072463771,7.254404918752747,76.56932806324113,66.19806763285024,10.039350021958716,30.89547650417216,9.339509955726095,2.5097091787439623,802,25,161,13,11,272,118,207,0.18600000000000005,0.754,0.06,-0.9776,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,3,3,8,0,17,11,11,2,3,29,37,12,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,5,5,7,0,2,7,4,19,2,36,24,3,34,0,0,1,0,3,16,0,1,15,107,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572335605739326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553220610977154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692499122405352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595245586258007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017622372346233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691643688876308,0.0,0.17276401304098052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786528958306652,0.1823117934670761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411442463270184,0.1545838748161978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378702203509203,0.24595059874919276,0.0,0.08653052324817542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567327249862104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820729613345078,0.07251839573162375,0.0,0.10852476698687084,0.0,0.2130934148454113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189182966411018,0.0881904078720454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063300753532523,0.0,0.1057136783027447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221858058745997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306054611242985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331327333441441,0.0,0.0,0.2538785266139468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949702051297846,0.0,0.5413475300088044,0.0,0.0,0.0832910035230025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589186386735219,0.06308725876613623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345483937165087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100294485291583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685604614239698,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OptimalBarley,2020/01/26,"I'm terrified by Coronavirus I've been playing too much Division and Plague Inc apparently cause my dumb anxiety brain is 100% this it the ""big one"". It's been consuming my thoughts and if I'm being honest I'm very scared.",3.231136363636363,5.4297462045454585,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,75.5909090909091,9.854545454545457,29.181818181818183,10.125756701596842,3.359881818181819,179,8,35,6,4,60,35,44,0.242,0.6559999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.7959999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072380326343663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483404984311611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125741456101106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952367494717626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721479571209723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020914631998426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188412441794468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313783797589857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,God_Given_Cankles,2020/01/26,"Is crying a sign of a panic or anxiety attack? (You don't have to read the whole thing) Hey guys, is crying a sign of a panic or anxiety attack? I was just in class doing a seminar, which I have successfully spoken in many times before and I just started to overthink. I over think all the time, but in this situation it just kept getting worse. I was sitting there in the circle silently, very sweaty and shaky. I was continuously just scratching my school binder with my eyes darting around the room just trying not to give in and cry. After the class ended my teacher asked to talk to me and said something along the lines of ""I noticed that you looked like you wanted to talk, next time just don't overthink it and say what's on your mind. It's okay if you don't think its right or not."" This just made it worse.  I left the class and walked down the hallway increasingly getting freaked out more and more. I called  on of my friends at school but he didn't answer so I texted him to meet me somewhere and the second he got there and said hey I tried to start to explain but I just couldn't speak and just started crying. He asked what was wrong and I didn't know what was wrong. I was just freaking out for no reason. I tried to explain that I didn't know why I was crying but couldn't speak, and just started crying more. I couldn't fully calm down with someone trying to talk to me so after a while I left and went to my friends car and when I sat in the car I started to hyperventilate while crying but luckily it stopped after a few seconds and I was able to control my breath. The rest of the night I was just sort of there, but not fully me.",3.1919561743894063,4.563520385756681,3.856097922848665,90.50218386213196,73.62908011869436,6.252864642775623,23.644031043140835,6.490185161304077,0.487243414745492,1298,36,279,9,26,411,147,337,0.196,0.747,0.057,-0.9932,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,2,19,15,2,3,19,1,23,2,2,3,1,68,48,30,0,5,25,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,1,1,15,21,0,3,8,1,0,5,13,9,0,2,19,8,39,6,43,26,8,44,1,0,2,0,29,19,0,6,20,197,54,7,0.07941993449950882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151206502040834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070057970847306,0.1484938357078968,0.18070328185439985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758051470450692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109663280500247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907620975530191,0.0,0.0,0.6106734814242205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034248888111187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271928876930985,0.0,0.0829872756781604,0.07618683799477373,0.0,0.0,0.06351937676834699,0.0,0.0,0.07863822153882857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872942379804166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725799824266169,0.0,0.0,0.038800568340614176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669274255796104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514906231711542,0.0,0.08051934813087402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019149376613195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446400133974027,0.07453022847387959,0.0,0.0,0.0904201218194724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186364362308697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944142666170023,0.0,0.0,0.0816569200369073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782419011943089,0.15109308938206828,0.06315791959676817,0.0,0.16075442748289095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927133394226093,0.0,0.0,0.06729225277400505,0.06114134568466127,0.0,0.0,0.2810691920545594,0.0,0.0,0.06639862143084846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150420493116502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052763075494535884,0.10177817438176592,0.0,0.0,0.1389312074545755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568368905499166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552976349049733,0.04684393506735979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362307495532021,0.07166413790521681,0.08866952061932976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187139657964836,0.0,0.1736664616500506,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilwoodzey2013,2020/01/26,"Lyrica and tolerance I see a lot of people saying how quickly it is to build a tolerance to Lyrica (Pregabalin)

How is Lyrica effective as a long term anxiety medication if it is so easy to build a tolerance? Or does it act differently when used regularly at a regular dose compared to people using it recreationally?

I am taking Lyrica twice daily at 150 mg per dose, that is why I am asking :)",4.476400000000002,6.370791773333334,7.221,65.55550000000002,71.26666666666667,10.866666666666667,29.83333333333333,10.864195022040775,4.077533333333333,313,13,51,11,6,114,49,75,0.021,0.767,0.21100000000000002,0.9337,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,5,0,9,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,8,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,4,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090545780830591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554751757912733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28551414455500296,0.0,0.0,0.2391447380945869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183971893333855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323285782157405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27529574807738405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789088642514778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731919759060275,0.0,0.0,0.2177647429974429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546874241553773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720436070784698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465881245775065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Catladydiva,2020/01/26,"Belief in Law of attraction and premonitions worsen my anxiety. Before I began, I just want to say I'm not bashing anyone's beliefs. I’m just expressing my experience with it. 

2 years I left my faith (Islam). To be quite honest after I left Islam my anxiety reduced greatly. I didn’t have have to worry about pleasing God anymore, whether I’m going to heaven or hell, didn’t have to worry about keeping up with 5 prayers anymore. Being free of God and religion was very freeing for me. 

However a few months back I started to research about new age beliefs. I came across a YouTube video about law of attraction. I started watching it and became intrigued about. I liked the Idea of being able to just think something and it would happen. 

For those unfamiliar with law of attraction. It basically states that if you have good thoughts, only good things will come to you. If you have negative thoughts then that negative thing will happen.

Now it's a very noble concept. Except when you have anxiety disorder and negative thoughts make up at least half of your thoughts throughout the day. 

When I initially started practicing it, I was feeling good and positive about it. I went out brought ""The secret “ and read a bunch of other books on the subject. I brought special journals so I could script my desired life into existence. 

Things started to take an ugly turn was when my anxiety would flare up. I suffer from GAD and health anxiety. Whenever I would have a bad thought about catching a disease I would freak out because I was afraid that my thought about getting that disease would manifest. 

I tried suppressing my thoughts, but the more I pushed back the more anxious I would get about my negative thoughts manifesting. 

Then I started reading people’s experiences about how they had a sensed something before they died or when something serious would happen to them. And how premonitions is something many people have. 

Now as you all know, when you have anxiety you often feel like something bad is going to happen. So that even made me even more fearful of anxious feelings. 

At this point I feel like practicing law of attraction had been detrimental to my mental health. I feel like I always have to force positive thoughts because I’m fearful of negative thoughts manifesting into existence. 

I know that law of attraction has helped many people with anxiety. However, I feel like there can be a dark side to it, and unfortunately I’m one of those people you has suffered negative effects from it.",5.9809786028949015,8.040836235682821,5.947271239773443,75.5271497797357,67.70044052863436,9.065223410950283,35.6586532410321,9.534367207540994,3.749219332913782,2017,103,328,44,35,634,207,454,0.172,0.696,0.132,-0.9759,2,0,5,0,0,0,43.0,0,9,3,2,31,30,1,3,15,0,38,3,0,5,1,79,87,28,1,12,11,0,6,5,0,9,3,1,0,0,22,20,0,2,25,4,2,9,9,10,0,2,25,8,51,22,59,48,7,49,8,2,1,0,16,16,1,5,28,239,73,4,0.05980497111189567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976252684144479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32025447445037103,0.13512518909640764,0.11862092253576137,0.041817026336276895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197266248897956,0.0998693056462414,0.07291311060027711,0.0,0.1017792511439322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840095472591556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051516687118858005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047749403058059,0.0,0.0,0.038569258825355335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206811802690055,0.0,0.06854167815394385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900123877058263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700147484332853,0.0,0.1345944385451233,0.1814351419949825,0.1708987332477461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624912580936213,0.0,0.06797708657798085,0.15048471702306673,0.0,0.06593519178096,0.0,0.0,0.2115413537811967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127139775370834,0.0,0.0,0.040086011501617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751253289922735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315740619669041,0.0,0.0,0.06573449617597013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995655220011693,0.0,0.04224201973944874,0.1460884400974868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658890968978236,0.039920282610401786,0.12126570789215076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026934460146656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773575736880917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776001376823193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04052539619023815,0.04548437544580716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658449472834816,0.0,0.0,0.06564789918509571,0.05653502837572205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360994831690421,0.11964231037284832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755931342395543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302039428423483,0.0,0.0,0.2116513318374839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044965895455658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919529620406588,0.03832061066960862,0.0,0.4747846678274703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040603649683571066,0.0650506351399737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869072890113716,0.035274521455168094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543980738109378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146970233302185,0.0,0.29738614912610456,0.0,0.0,0.03851244061306197
anxiety,Egozid,2020/01/26,"I'm a mess I feel anxious because didn't go to work for a week because I have a cold. I feel anxious because I have to work again even though I'm not fully back to health yet. I feel anxious because of my career, because I don't earn as much money as I deserve and I can't find another job. I feel anxious because my immune system sucks and my health sucks and I have no self discipline and gave up on self care. 

I feel anxious because I turned 30 and I can't find a girlfriend. I feel anxious because I don't have close friends who can support me. 

I feel anxious because I know my parents are disappointed and worry about me. 

I feel anxious because of the coronavirus. I'm scared my life could end before ever having been able to live fully and free. 

I feel anxious because of the political climate. I feel like we're in a day and age where people like us get bullied and left behind and confident people profit from it. 

I feel anxious and I can't sleep. That's why I had to write this down. I might start smoking again, because I'm too weak to resist and I'm hoping it makes it easier to get through the day.",3.3146189258312053,4.458002165217392,4.6160358056265975,86.06525575447573,73.0,6.6291560102301785,29.616368286445013,6.794906146795322,1.5318132992327356,878,37,178,7,17,291,113,230,0.205,0.674,0.121,-0.9297,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,10,14,2,1,8,0,17,6,1,1,1,35,46,15,0,2,1,1,11,2,2,1,5,0,0,2,6,13,0,1,14,0,3,1,8,6,0,0,4,12,32,9,21,40,1,20,0,1,0,0,9,7,2,2,13,108,38,6,0.062190691243245236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521236227480386,0.0,0.7025777922839167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047820802763782366,0.0,0.4549304177850668,0.0,0.052919697687154064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340755451478654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965420645512772,0.0,0.0,0.08021570188874735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055082493266393896,0.0,0.0,0.041076365031785265,0.05625504071378298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459003032515446,0.044429042250462084,0.0,0.0,0.1136823302339162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804837378385147,0.0,0.06498413869694726,0.0,0.03534440301857838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322115932474775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176938888766879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171466487783829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03417837748020325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757036800329266,0.0,0.0439271244223473,0.06076646073659241,0.0,0.054915519754067485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04151276932349805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597449549563981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045717313816432514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905540285351586,0.0,0.0,0.08623038953953904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062263731188294674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975690850497176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223560461669642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401889135570013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057325942980043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110203838710222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764561356610058,0.0,0.0,0.07480774422777779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988562123066378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056117425703797935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055112782528082,0.06315766576550742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wanderbun123,2020/01/26,I’m really scared I’ve just been relacing and doing hw and commissions but suddenly im so anxious and stressed because i feel like im doing nothing with my life and im just a loser in my parents house at 20 wasting away and i just wanna kill myself so i dont have to feel like this i hate it i just wanna travel and have my own place away from my toxic dad please god,0.10740740740740763,2.1808110987654348,2.633580246913585,92.21111111111117,86.1604938271605,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.20387407407407432,293,9,64,3,9,101,52,81,0.298,0.581,0.121,-0.9669,1,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,16,10,9,1,2,5,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,10,2,9,9,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885091341734173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307505329654916,0.0,0.0,0.10729930326032916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062924852939904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800058327623108,0.2514954423777706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378192373967782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310182874871774,0.0,0.0,0.5703908705688511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947384987542221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432714086771372,0.1719875913431579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889459150167313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954478220722787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839019706871274,0.19321556260797704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276202074063317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622532274064384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016287086748962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pvsrb,2020/01/26,"Anyone successfully got off the antipsychotics prescribed for treating anxiety disorders? I had GAD, social anxiety and OCD problems when my doc prescribed antipsychotics (olanzapine) and and antidepressants. I got off antidepressants easily after using them for 10 months, but these fkin antipsychotics are tough. I used them for 16 months and 7 days ago I stopped (after being very careful with dosage reduction) as my doc said. 
I was relatively fine for 4 days without them (even on 1.25mg I was absolutely fine) but last night was agony (sweating, pain, tremors, panic, inability to sleep even tho my body was tired, and crazy cravings...)
So I today I asked another  psychiatrist what should I do and he gave me benzos (lorazepam) and told me to keep taking the antipsychotics (5mg). 

I am really desperate since I want to live a healthy life and enter university (I am on a diet, no pmo and putting myself out of comfort zone).
I was pretty happy more than two months until these withdrawal symptoms appeared.  
I don't feel depressed, just feeling very sick and anxious about what if I never get off these meds.

So how long do the withdrawal symptoms last for? 
And what should I do about them?",6.876461295418642,8.652697436018961,6.617327014218013,72.67392101105847,65.1611374407583,9.986856240126384,33.497946287519746,10.203070172399654,3.704292638230648,953,41,155,23,15,299,133,211,0.192,0.667,0.141,-0.9363,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,4,1,10,12,0,1,5,0,16,10,3,3,1,31,32,21,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,6,13,1,2,2,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,11,3,26,7,24,18,1,26,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,2,17,103,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147168061838858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570080241882754,0.1980011643322801,0.14619984133194416,0.0,0.09048857072792724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098367500129192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374865641869478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319451669426273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669213433339809,0.0,0.11146321756988893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831849691003587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095211707782582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087019106299455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761294529181085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070067783916132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776253293703994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502821055856648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097771668703544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140822114286973,0.0,0.0,0.11427404001209138,0.1145264226444433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374865641869478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098886388177772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981127497293717,0.0,0.0,0.12144532325494192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770454431205173,0.15183825869870354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165953435647842,0.0,0.12383075261699662,0.0,0.13009579778967725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290527439494401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310138756668397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705176160153664,0.0,0.12950644925141222,0.1319202446570897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819505331555512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690192932956906,0.09730246188629772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487411931353744,0.12266838146064506,0.1236596566115745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264176855549319,0.0,0.0,0.2235425425125392,0.0,0.2135585378679594,0.0763311337329768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474950303078568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnnylgarfield,2020/01/26,"I Think We Need To Talk (About Current Events and Whatnot, Possible TW/CW; SERIOUS) Hi, subreddit. I think we need to have a talk about current events. This isn't my first rodeo in worrying about these things, but I think we need to talk. Remember, NO rude comments, this is a serious discussion.

Iran. The coronavirus. Brushfires. I know, it's a cauldron of bad news. And it also makes one wonder about the worst-case scenario. I keep hearing comments like ""We should be worried about the end of the world!""

But at the same time, I say to a chattering room ""EVERYBODY JUST SHUT UP!"" It isn't going to help to overreact to these things, and I keep seeing memes about these things. Yes, I know everyone has their own coping mechanisms, but at the same time some of these things give off anxiety as well.

Why do we always have to worry about things I hear in the news that are largely beyond my control? Is it a natural thing, because of anxiety? It always seems like all you hear in the news is negative events. There's plenty of good, as I stated, but how the media is like in North America isn't helping things. There wasn't always a 24-hour news cycle, and the current presidential administration is giving me worries about its unpredictabilities. Yes, I sometimes fear the worse, but I also have to tell myself that things may not be as bad as they seem.

And then, all of the news I hear is largely out of my control. And I have to, at the same time, have to live my life the best I can in spite of what's going on.

It's one thing to be informed, but to let all that news disrupt your life to the point where you just can't live it properly is quite another. 

I also wanted to add this: There are now so many news sources these days, and some of them may be ""fake"", and some are opinion, and it's hard to tell what's true and what isn't; and some news sources uses ""loaded"" words to invoke fear. 

Thank you all. Let's have a civilized discussion on what can be done to cope with these things.",4.501044973544975,5.470705933673475,4.882426303854873,85.91707105064249,70.0204081632653,8.358427815570673,27.273620559334844,8.626192665926032,1.754817724867725,1554,50,322,25,27,492,174,392,0.157,0.745,0.098,-0.9756,3,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,5,4,3,5,22,17,2,2,22,2,37,2,0,5,5,74,63,27,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,3,2,5,1,0,35,19,0,4,10,0,0,2,9,9,1,3,2,7,34,8,54,51,13,37,0,0,1,0,32,20,0,10,17,232,69,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906998117097436,0.18632066605871747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826708911192175,0.11419958096658038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246434263417928,0.04550016579993448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833061664760155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674313711389597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813695800073532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638316255965293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610934274732416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132221174121017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679826637249221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348918482769396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320396863818627,0.08483985073276723,0.06260492357305204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668632414953248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33650114521343955,0.0,0.10005992911649128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350587312883977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268784039147472,0.0,0.0,0.0820409512132495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264996943529358,0.10544160774628744,0.10939675772160816,0.0,0.13181788631140418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049823124060945474,0.0756737679892416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660349906684692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115669078350148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055941362045189,0.08414596691029738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793893765090144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455315439321044,0.0,0.0,0.0593571342192277,0.0,0.0,0.059478827556989765,0.13589984503255484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738213789331186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997965842160688,0.1304782018949263,0.0687189589154029,0.0,0.0,0.4958784225230669,0.14347988651154628,0.0,0.0,0.13057045546735496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446544082007212,0.0,0.0,0.044024910239322416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711078790058007,0.0,0.06735145615155545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094445571223333,0.0,0.3032042687697472,0.07606506257944949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I-can-change,2020/01/26,"I hate college i hate college I hate college Every single assignment is stressful, I am scared to start them, scared while writing every. Single. Sentence. I'm so exhausted from being in my brain. I have 3 semesters left and it's only going to get harder. I can never truly relax.",1.2431236897274616,3.803750754716986,3.1821383647798736,82.73702306079664,98.05660377358492,3.864989517819706,22.87002096436059,5.82211442006289,0.9445278825995812,222,9,34,2,9,74,39,53,0.441,0.539,0.021,-0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,8,3,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,3,12,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,1,4,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,24,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400255886616747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623154089896603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233540487091727,0.0,0.1221968284146664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6368423942937429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361222597179196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658312611050441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635270560036013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43053099368936426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218729005463574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246296635897962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grining,2020/01/26,"Anxious about life I feel like shit basically. Ever since the passing of our dog I've been even more scared of dying, leaving loved ones behind and the possibility of never seeing them again terrifies me. The thought of never seeing our already passed away pets and family after death makes me so upset to. I really don't want to die, but I'm so scared that I don't want to go outside the house.

I also have so much anxiety inside me about my relationship with my parents. I'm 19 and have never had a good relationship with them and when I try they decide to just say so much stupid stuff that I just glide even more away from them.

I just feel so anxious about everything around me and I just want to relax, even for a little bit.",4.61321917808219,5.5712551164383575,5.540986301369866,81.3406575342466,69.75342465753424,8.305753424657535,24.87397260273973,8.548686976883017,1.5157775342465745,581,15,115,9,10,191,85,146,0.226,0.711,0.064,-0.9711,1,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,2,0,4,0,20,9,2,3,6,0,6,3,1,1,4,25,19,13,3,3,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,5,0,1,3,5,20,4,21,16,5,14,0,0,2,1,11,4,1,0,8,86,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140399028088966,0.10174401632327644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732890979824184,0.2874623736178553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325970542881746,0.0,0.0,0.23906939034794275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388997930960805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640847151196381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520982627399672,0.11508481842974508,0.0,0.0,0.11434413241304668,0.0,0.11993903580942772,0.0,0.1286603850457488,0.09089155737023837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230648404640169,0.106712632529721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680378574801636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471585754861676,0.0,0.0,0.08986474943654348,0.062157070830948236,0.12751566779818885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482804622933547,0.0,0.08492553661844808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705412680896805,0.0,0.29437774100315506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621284202117392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412714024939392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434302149619072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150537902739488,0.0,0.0,0.27319006188935585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117664379164384,0.2547544222755388,0.0,0.20276815004753984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305974963594065,0.10524414120286264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564537860165366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100465241434248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637931679236795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251267376618123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stringthanks,2020/01/26,"Can someone tell me the process of donating items at goodwill ? I’ve been to goodwill but never donated before. I keep googling how to donate or instructions on where to go but they stop at “go to your local goodwill”. Idk I don’t want to show up and be lost. It would probably be easier to just go and ask someone there but idk. 

I have several boxes and a large bag. Nothing too heavy",1.8554870129870125,4.186426675324679,3.4884253246753225,87.19549512987015,80.94805194805195,6.966883116883117,26.508116883116887,8.07648339933343,1.88378051948052,302,13,60,6,8,100,57,77,0.113,0.8220000000000001,0.065,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,14,14,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,3,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,11,9,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,41,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648166652066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152487026206688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312857344514539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224840772356177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761336358634773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950968727218773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272010885415035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727316040093542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28577063907890904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286611361088292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148428924051868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210965194937737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920123489712944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969416880804834,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway42794138,2020/01/26,"I can't stand people's voices. When people talk, either to me or to others, I feel so overloaded, anxious, angry and upset. It's getting in the way of my friendships and relationship and I wish to live in silence. I bluntly say OK to try and get conversations to end and when they carry on talking and start shaking and holding back tears. I have no idea why I suddenly feel this way and it's been going on for 2 months now, I've been diagnosed with general anxiety disorder but this symptom is new to me and I've never seen anyone else talk about it. I hope this validates anyone's feelings, in case you also feel so way.",3.3962400000000024,5.022345944000001,5.144200000000001,80.44510000000002,73.56,7.88,27.7,8.548686976883017,2.14676,493,19,93,9,10,168,82,125,0.10800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.106,0.5818,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,2,1,1,5,2,0,0,1,23,16,16,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,7,12,2,15,13,1,21,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,10,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643462586004114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094808855006013,0.1786109835773116,0.0,0.22109808701534908,0.16199484065719574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157117277120225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047085381580378,0.0,0.0,0.18119932535126285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207447028438066,0.0,0.14003201365387755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197657854311887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520421022496198,0.0,0.08985337504875329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703159743110118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847863874326572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960752965231196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261960206304359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193850439649268,0.15269651705312187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192169302682407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974306947896733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257295668663771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190586391104182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643291816839949,0.0,0.3812307449771882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734131593535776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764835549588815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266304330797314,0.0,0.18181023594625692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Im_Always_Bored_AF,2020/01/26,Anyone else getting diarrhea when they get anxiety? I get it nearly everytime lately like last week I didnt go to school for that.. anyone else with that problem?,2.7300000000000004,5.733579666666667,3.855,80.7825,85.66666666666666,7.0,24.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.186666666666667,130,5,21,3,4,42,25,30,0.152,0.768,0.08,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,12,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851573957078389,0.0,0.0,0.33847534490636505,0.4959903570824608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043811729563066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793625226978721,0.0,0.13755502148924698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729219626507588,0.27302791445384555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824689482028855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231596412479952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449540392243159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414722316236185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,halfcow,2020/01/26,"How to prep for an interview? I have a history of anxiety & depression.  6 years ago, I was doing very well.  My therapist and I decided it was time to come off the meds, because I was doing better, but also because I was going into a career of truck driving.  Essentially, I didn't feel safe operating heavy equipment, while I was under the ""fog"" of the meds.  

Anyway, long story > short, I have begun to feel anxious again in high-stress situations.  Example, I applied for  a new job, and I had to do a phone interview.  I got so nervous that I sounded like my throat was closing up.  My voice sounded really peculiar, which is not ideal for a PHONE interview, and that just made me even more nervous.

Now, I am trying to prepare myself for the actual interview (in-person), and I have become my own worst enemy.  I will be so nervous that I won't even be present in the moment, but rather I will be self-conscious of how I am being perceived.  I feel very much like I am not in control of my emotions right now.  Could anyone just give me a word of comfort or advice?",4.57357142857143,5.3261253095238095,6.2742857142857185,76.7957142857143,69.71428571428572,9.23809523809524,30.714285714285715,9.424239791934726,2.8239999999999994,825,33,155,17,14,285,123,210,0.163,0.763,0.07400000000000001,-0.9676,1,0,0,1,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,15,13,0,3,12,0,26,1,1,4,0,28,34,13,0,3,8,0,3,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,2,5,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,10,6,28,7,22,16,4,25,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,1,14,122,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.1475813685200048,0.0,0.0,0.14778291313184852,0.1340587262771541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094079201306746,0.0,0.16386064376497364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569265556970995,0.1708499840857283,0.0,0.10574546954332924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843801865366562,0.167024713376695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337530957984309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027364081062112,0.0,0.0,0.16962041181580687,0.12074706140469392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025656371761504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011651155499175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977563734733303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294034985610149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507625404266258,0.08594906869477945,0.0,0.1209546620284786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978572539832905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007518922507931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776938530954062,0.0,0.0,0.13383624296672367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310010420085426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33597103030662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117348745949744,0.0,0.0,0.14606155224031764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205062197145734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688358538528903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291519597739361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776876238161175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999197056351434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732366277646062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559290293593832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818504472087636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026771240602842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495657482505085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597642309853675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738894590777852
anxiety,RyanPuffs,2020/01/26,"Can’t stop thinking of the Coronavirus. Can’t escape fears No matter where I go, I keep on hearing about it and I keep on thinking about it. There’s no escape from it.

I don’t think it’s gonna end civilization or kill us all, but I still fear a pandemic or me or my loved ones getting infected by it. The fears and anxiety about it won’t leave, no matter how many times me and others reassure it’ll just pass, even if it’s true.",2.394363354037268,3.4861397717391327,4.157453416149071,88.66456521739131,75.19565217391305,7.86583850931677,24.01242236024845,8.418075326091056,1.2573770186335405,337,10,77,6,7,114,59,92,0.26899999999999996,0.5670000000000001,0.16399999999999998,-0.8735,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,9,7,1,3,3,0,5,2,0,1,2,20,15,9,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,0,1,9,3,8,12,1,9,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,4,4,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403859223474955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253686710261706,0.0,0.0,0.12120772478364167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6195049312566279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587727142344037,0.0,0.10429390892799187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683098502612565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262272015359783,0.20302846913206787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431235751022466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562644351696326,0.0,0.0,0.18605202622921976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243522543346114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655265367693,0.15342397004949718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527605974689515,0.0,0.0,0.10700712832143354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207419392399792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Melodic_Emu8,2020/01/26,"Comparing notes on medication Aight so before I begin, I know that medication generally is different for different people, and its not the ultimate treatment and works best with therapy etc etc etc.
And i know theres about 6million medication posts on this sub, but ive looked through them and havent found many success stories of medication that helped, so I felt like starting a thread about them. 


Ive been on so many different medications now in my entire 19 years that  I thought Id sum up my experiences.
I also want to know what LONG TERM meds (i.e not benzos) have worked for other people, specifically for anxiety?

So Ive been diagnosed with the big daddy anxiety and depression since I was like 13 with CAMHS and got regular(ish bc NHS bants) therapy. 

At about 13yo, I was put on the highest dose of Prozac/fluoxetine for under 18s.
I don't remember there being much of an effect tbh even after years of being on it, but that might be an issue with my memory haha. I did notice I stopped caring about stuff like schoolwork but that may have been Puberty™.

Next was Celexa/Citolopram at about 15yo till 16yo. This didn't seem to do a lot. I was having constant panic attacks in college and my concentration was terrible, I was falling asleep constantly through class and was so tired I was rude af to lecturers. Walked out of exams, slept through exams, yeah, not great. But again, puberty may not have helped.

Aged 16-19 I was on and off Sertraline/zoloft at different doses, with a few months break to see if it had helped.
At 50mg,my anxiety reduced slightly. At 100mg, I was having almost no panic attacks, apart from a few that were caused by new stressors introduced into my life. I also felt my depression was a bit better -
I still had low self image but I was feeling hopeful about the future. Later, last year when I experienced a heck load of bereavements in the space of a few months, I got bumped up to 200mg. This didn't seem to have any effect, but at this point I think I was too far into my new grief-depression hole for meds to reach me.

Still aged 19, over the last few months, I have been a bit of a walking trainwreck if trainwrecks kept trying to kill themselves (lowkey pun bc it was a traintrack I tried to jump on). After a couple of hospital visits/sections and visits daily from MH nurses, I've tried promethazine and diazepam (anxiety wise). 

Promethazine made me feel a bit chilled our, but made me sleepy as hell the next day. 

Diazepam (6mg a day) hasnt really helped, and taking 10-12mg when I was panicking didnt really help either.


So has anyone had similar experiences? Anyone been lucky enough to find one that helps calm their anxiety? 

Tl;dr Sertraline helped the most but stopped helping after 100mg, what has helped you?",5.7480879956545365,6.778279642585553,6.109165670831072,78.0304296577947,67.212927756654,9.50952743074416,30.04758283541553,9.678323770799102,2.766389310157523,2196,79,404,46,35,706,267,526,0.166,0.7440000000000001,0.09,-0.9936,4,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,1,1,3,7,24,24,5,2,23,2,51,12,2,5,0,67,77,34,1,4,15,0,4,3,0,3,10,0,0,1,19,20,0,3,16,0,0,6,11,11,0,1,38,7,44,13,70,33,17,74,1,3,2,0,16,30,2,12,39,263,63,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321848893416583,0.0,0.0,0.10097472919650098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293254310793184,0.0,0.2414825132969466,0.0,0.0,0.0882879959124198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364559652863465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372145568591784,0.0,0.06625409310984401,0.05583592765781188,0.20677435637241645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436820841562356,0.06485488840623818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644849272122742,0.0,0.0,0.06985536311240431,0.0,0.08143100702892328,0.0,0.1631288462956961,0.0640785737995492,0.0,0.2638418114204675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523317159103127,0.21122964623315632,0.04169869104012845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351219871119334,0.0,0.0,0.06384379154560621,0.0,0.12123498659711952,0.0,0.057702335168627474,0.0,0.0,0.0692219762049069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098630941709304,0.0696042551618736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808499236681456,0.0,0.0,0.06270522381840121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589435465602855,0.0,0.0,0.06984721000085084,0.0,0.10408858732001128,0.10292349430781708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04459264075950616,0.09253065126003196,0.0,0.0,0.055870637877011166,0.053015743214824815,0.0,0.0,0.05367334166291536,0.0,0.11947577016124622,0.0,0.12801372145167358,0.0,0.0,0.14025285942982285,0.31799881999846497,0.0,0.06697403974456463,0.0,0.0,0.15117625716241628,0.0,0.04640995235437367,0.0,0.0,0.12194831403033232,0.13428513011090032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187723545284178,0.0,0.0,0.04278049309892047,0.0,0.0,0.14814573216817067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753681999117452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968100545942219,0.0,0.0604638753701693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346601107234175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088911636041399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151727898557672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050308754707675575,0.11494765867741905,0.06586139296751536,0.0,0.0,0.052224194805283015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468579800452087,0.0,0.10083604551927043,0.10556387782484516,0.0,0.0,0.07227207650372341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746809065597569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439596728764995,0.0,0.0,0.040453018956357695,0.0,0.050120477811291635,0.0,0.07256199178473413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858930337841484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037237425504652984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919230194687326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196657070066265
anxiety,throwaway1217-,2020/01/26,"Can anxiety be an excuse for making a mistake? I (17f) recently got diagnosed with anxiety after years of on and off symptoms. Particularly, this past year has been very rough for me and I’ve become a lot more anxious: this includes high irritability, perfectionism, reminisce, all of which lead me to overthink and overreact to just about everything. This then leads me to become angry with myself and then act even more irrationally. It’s cause a lot of issues with a really good friend, and it actually cost me his friendship. I kept overthinking and overreacting to everything for months, despite knowing it was wrong. But I couldn’t control myself. I tried so many times to just relax and do the right thing and let go of the situation but I couldn’t help myself. In those moments, I feel as if I’ve lost all control of myself and my mind. I don’t want to use anxiety as an excuse for repeatedly overthinking and overreacting, but I don’t know how to control myself and I didn’t understand why is was happening for so long.

I am starting therapy in hopes for improvement and I hope to manage my anxious symptoms much better than I have been :)",5.48408878504673,7.237451088785048,6.499147196261685,72.28928154205609,68.48598130841121,10.022897196261683,31.59929906542056,10.270032843473604,3.5712065420560752,919,39,158,25,16,306,124,214,0.10400000000000001,0.733,0.16399999999999998,0.9481,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,7,9,0,0,8,0,17,3,0,9,2,46,32,23,0,7,6,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,9,15,0,4,4,1,1,4,5,3,0,0,8,2,24,6,31,20,7,23,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,5,13,120,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.11426217829897528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687187746899687,0.26455495757697073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586316656576637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355589078365686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202828720200016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939765147675032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884308308846064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733631868062732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046446335911104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920382253724736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046283292493022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654449616722828,0.09820887379632233,0.09364693726171083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354160140236816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848242909524397,0.12371117864122637,0.0,0.2325920095426095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221071414517012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869833495492702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973164990601677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362026595962792,0.0,0.0,0.12781670390789368,0.19909011779304175,0.0,0.0,0.07815795665544271,0.11871008070915685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182267233670666,0.0,0.09345949004814837,0.0,0.0860740415514855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177489953323716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501034594375186,0.0,0.11561146878402208,0.0,0.0,0.09999354527838804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316131774946208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287634524666655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434010429725329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390171566307202,0.0,0.07778886808968136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827565975466643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949588741624862,0.0,0.0,0.12189399662068125,0.0,0.10112748295803252,0.0,0.0966108605370854,0.06906224952966993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565479964955707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280186697825879,0.0,0.15080322419093786
anxiety,Hide-From-Green,2020/01/26,"DAE find themselves obsessing over coronavirus news(trigger warning disease?) Well it's exactly what it says on the tin, really. I've been obsessively checking the news about the wuhan coronavirus; i know it's probably counterproductive, but not doing it just makes me much more worried than I am if I do.

I don't exactly have a continuously diagnosed or treated anxiety disorder, but a few years ago I did have several panic attacks over health stuff, and was told by my GP that tl;dr i feel scared and crappy because anxiety. I think i've always been, and still am, a bit health-anxious, and epidemics/pandemics are my actual worst nightmare. For instance I can't imagine what living through ebola 2014-16 was like for people, but hearing about a sick healthcare worker being brought back for treatment in my country made me have a panic attack, cry and seriously ask my mom to move me to Siberia. This a couple months after reading about ebola (very early on) and being surprised to find I wasn't ""too scared of that stuff anymore"".

I'm trying to be rational about this. I study in the UK now, and there have been no confirmed cases here; I haven't travelled anywhere near china; I'm pretty sure i'm fine for now. Reading news of more people's tests coming back negative over here is almost a relief, which is probably why I keep doing it. But several (presumably not sick) study enrichment students from Wuhan were in my uni under a week ago, and the way people talk/joke about it is already making me uneasy. I'm worried even if I \*think\* I've overcome this fear, I really haven't (again, like with ebola), and am dreading the possibility of having to emotionally handle a deadly virus being in my town/uni while living in close quarters with other people and managing my increasing workload. It's wearing me down a bit, I'm not sleeping well, and my heart has been going at like 110 bpm at rest. At the same time being uninformed is kinda terrifying in its own right, more so than reading all the news right now.

So uh, can anyone relate?",7.368905767861385,7.5849828772845935,7.6209553762164735,71.43161345834325,63.569190600522184,10.096795632565867,34.90256349394731,9.800150414767053,3.4895336814621416,1634,67,273,30,22,533,212,383,0.22,0.716,0.064,-0.9969,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,1,22,22,2,8,18,0,36,7,3,3,4,48,55,21,1,2,11,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,19,15,0,1,8,4,1,6,10,12,3,1,12,3,27,10,42,38,13,44,0,0,0,0,5,20,0,5,20,194,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.08818103998759486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020230766364454,0.0,0.09048527303309137,0.0,0.09971757665998304,0.0,0.07518907321692159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825456139039333,0.0,0.08961559827958683,0.06318375803002077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447700284545541,0.20560141884173136,0.0,0.13896680278863274,0.0,0.05508431303001903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973055078036217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783953519914533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998469926470488,0.09925927262904198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171632134171023,0.0,0.0,0.10356357653517284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164596695650957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968376510577113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168325180315448,0.04569013754415969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517989089607782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051355251272409315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210282286507488,0.10184542238483274,0.1070803314384884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031859232710445,0.0,0.0,0.04966102165189981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244007226925078,0.0,0.1595839835938203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550344896045628,0.1206357169762465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058317978424922,0.07212671027145913,0.09604133640835616,0.06642704185181382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120425092394061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25058470048528103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187045915131847,0.0,0.0919314350332373,0.1948527243310086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711617055679814,0.0,0.11577742370431646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543386437395442,0.0,0.07186011093395843,0.18093781686746024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041684452397713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042804065754782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216383422174254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688753196609985,0.0,0.0,0.08516585238777591,0.0,0.0,0.07263018107907619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580164369606175,0.0,0.0,0.05269126470923978,0.0,0.0,0.0863455103618936,0.0,0.06135039723082562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745587584893179,0.0,0.07172577010176366,0.07248357291066275,0.0,0.162493985831238,0.0,0.08153835548628316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353558233599696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058190668778623215
anxiety,throwaway118473920,2020/01/26,"someone to talk to Hi, 
I count myself pretty lucky with where i’m at with anxiety(or what i’m 99% sure is anxiety as i’ve never had the nerve to go see someone or talk to anyone about it). I do have a lot of trouble as a result and it does affect my life, but compared to a lot of accounts of what i’ve heard, i’m pretty lucky to be able to overcome it in certain situations ie talking to someone new or dealing with something looming over me, but the main issue that i have with it is the misunderstanding and lack of knowledge that the majority of people have. Because of this i’ve never had a conversation with anyone who can understand, let alone relate to what i’m saying. So, I have to assume theres someone on here that must be in the same situation and potentially has it way worse than me but doesn’t have anyone to tell about it and feels stuck and lost and alone. it’s extremely important to be able to talk to someone and i haven’t had that and that’s made my relatively manageable and mild anxiety a whole lot harder.  

TLDR If anyone needs someone anonymous and who understands at least some of what you’re going through, i’m here for a 100% anonymous and i judging chat to just let you vent.",6.466459646910465,5.732566774590168,7.25377049180328,76.48668978562424,65.68032786885246,9.966708701134932,33.523329129886505,9.265573868473778,2.8200596469104666,959,36,190,15,13,321,124,244,0.114,0.809,0.077,-0.8079999999999999,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,11,0,21,1,0,3,5,45,37,20,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,19,16,0,0,5,1,1,2,4,2,0,0,7,4,12,4,40,24,10,13,0,1,1,0,14,7,0,10,3,137,31,1,0.20302186876323247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026942784667066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531117390858135,0.0,0.0,0.2839152222656475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188012340860445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465331601727533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888329027474676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132697848565211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538200665894666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059510421256825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760361596285146,0.07170017498871756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081117621180626,0.2589028990376533,0.0,0.09605210054359678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752690716035893,0.15658298109140786,0.09803989298043472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037490048159005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654622821152974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072556937083067,0.0,0.0,0.08089107203716893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820508677272305,0.0,0.0,0.5160593117166625,0.07814807666251285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567285432211084,0.0,0.0,0.3263625755603597,0.08872503092507933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135292533328195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057465476705779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133333330726156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034483144566109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2parthuman,2020/01/26,"How to cope after losing your job/ job hunting I got laid off a little bit ago from a very good job. I wake up early anxious and then get depressed and fall back asleep until late morning. Due to new state laws, I dont think I can get another job like this since most work has disappeared. I have a BS degree but these jobs pay pretty low. Cant decide if I need to move to a new place I have never been to over a thousand miles away where I know nobody or try to find a different career and just settle for half the pay? My experience qualifies me to do many other jobs but it's hard to explain that to a computer application. I want to go visit some other towns but I dont want to blow the last of my savings traveling with no job in sight.",3.941923076923076,4.2389426794871845,5.319641025641027,84.7086923076923,70.92307692307692,8.291282051282051,25.215384615384608,8.238735603445708,1.33158923076923,582,15,126,8,10,196,111,156,0.11599999999999999,0.81,0.07400000000000001,-0.4999,8,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,9,0,9,2,2,1,1,24,19,11,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,1,2,6,5,3,0,2,2,2,14,3,22,17,3,30,0,3,1,0,3,11,0,4,13,79,20,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962541548750239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386096324674028,0.0,0.12267027507470488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201929214885797,0.08349525267880685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854682484161777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352420245768353,0.0,0.0,0.11344833646111298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545218976565323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621708061357184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924483006781752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346248425435435,0.0,0.06171142453202035,0.09107604464276002,0.08684543777982627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727093685023043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7542778180432202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967554074651627,0.08851136329850771,0.12248874199965515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304920348849949,0.10883081391328853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147897131141767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008826587946967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540879533974467,0.0,0.08051448863409015,0.08374753655640227,0.20974436593646534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344833646111298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047010139393283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982273115520074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957695871963124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372216696277001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959409376284437,0.12809263110660354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905125866946823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheerioh_no,2020/01/26,"I can't rid of my work anxiety I just got hired for a part time job, which I'm going to work the rest of this year and all the way through college if I can. I need the job, for the money and the experience, but I haven't even started it yet and I'm already dreading it. At my last job there was never a day where I didn't dread going to work, even though it almost always turned out fine. This place is supposed to be a better environment, and it pays much better, but I still can't shake it. I worry about the time it takes out of my day, I worry that I'm going to do something wrong, I worry that I won't get along with the management or my coworkers. I just worry. Social anxiety doesn't help either, because there are so many people that work there and my whole job is customer service. It's so annoying, and it makes going to work a terrible experience, even if everything goes right. I know people don't like going to work at times, but this is just too much.",3.9201218583396806,4.242626762376244,5.249207920792081,85.1040555978675,70.98019801980197,8.195582635186595,25.439451637471446,8.139509932561175,1.3102584920030458,754,20,164,10,13,253,104,202,0.126,0.7440000000000001,0.13,-0.0659,4,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,8,17,10,1,3,11,0,15,0,0,1,2,26,31,15,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,8,6,0,0,3,0,18,4,19,26,7,25,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,12,114,33,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881758589918968,0.0,0.10890004380771724,0.0,0.0821128394957308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098569676806592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015673768869646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745556298674784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728579356456776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553918734277487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869064977462487,0.1930634140662758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051558220325883614,0.0,0.2804214312383116,0.0,0.07892646181291882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661456810451776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917138369962432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423404393257949,0.08044048039805997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821192730878752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587221282103536,0.10004989939730367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450879174961455,0.07317279842236421,0.07611104181088425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686495500363688,0.0,0.1368298637733634,0.0,0.10310358292093474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842754388314619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059572187130404,0.0,0.07597162206061847,0.0,0.0,0.06984891219693695,0.0,0.07880902215340642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419794754588584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695634721618017,0.0,0.17262997840448766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733965297548632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833061901271485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017695527231276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43105795593709056,0.4008728175337983,0.0,0.0,0.10789526008414703,0.0,0.06354914139961723
anxiety,lmkiture,2020/01/26,"Job hunting and terrified! I'm currently feeling decent about things so I'm taking the initiative to really get into my job hunt. But I'm still terrified! Not just from the hunt, but my anxiety is from the thought of actually hearing back from any of these jobs, or even getting a job.

Not diagnosed but pretty clearly have social anxiety. All the jobs I've had was because I knew someone there. This is the first time actually job hunting, first time also planning to move out from home, should I get a job where I'd like to move. And I'm nervous the most about having to interact with new people, and kind of sell myself to get a job.

I'm so freakin anxious about this. I have very little confidence in my work ability, which I know isn't rational, as it's not like I haven't worked and my employers liked me. But it's like, I know something they don't. I know I'm not always in it, or doing my best, or maybe just the best. Sometimes my best isn't great but I'm trying. Idk, just needed to vent my nerves I guess. I really want to find a job to support myself with and help my loved ones more. So it's frustrating to let my anxiety hold me back from trying to find more work, better work, and move on.",3.515772357723576,4.645407406504064,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,72.4959349593496,8.393495934959349,26.67479674796748,8.841846274778883,1.8944162601626016,946,32,197,18,18,315,121,246,0.114,0.6659999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9889,11,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,11,16,14,1,1,11,0,14,2,0,0,2,41,38,19,0,3,15,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,9,10,0,1,8,0,1,3,8,2,0,3,4,2,23,12,29,32,7,19,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,5,13,127,32,14,0.0,0.0,0.15004896722868494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148147669100967,0.06397091021305827,0.0,0.0,0.052281519730335575,0.0,0.17644060010690826,0.08685332003689147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823304216212507,0.0,0.0468657677535823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24204468862440945,0.06799474110268018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803230318713536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077898443758558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03887319741297098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053515381191953,0.1307893867500259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606679931405201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476125512556683,0.08469277060994586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665014864852559,0.0,0.051531519907342185,0.0,0.07711762145318474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6866301836785779,0.0,0.0,0.08005942962839488,0.12675488423765252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861573567228856,0.0,0.15024012770764258,0.07705466955975986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693878431660454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772370075193337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513608607979406,0.0,0.05700607294378905,0.0,0.07425186961356675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052096359360819584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329940471956225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821532204955141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850350402804534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837020289599839,0.06514077681639864,0.05918652726450777,0.07603698886595513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139703499617252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872433195956476,0.0,0.0,0.05780472663715215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107612813141063,0.0,0.0,0.06103469675666087,0.08965952151059825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439391217034844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634346380511555,0.04534623517023236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238802925764103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ainhoa12,2020/01/26,Two ectopics when laying down and breathing. Im tired of anxiety i need this to be over please Please i dont want to live my life lile this it already feels like imn going to die soon. I want this to be over,-1.1550476190476182,0.8948571777777801,0.5526984126984118,102.55,99.44444444444444,3.4603174603174613,15.317460317460318,5.288315135182226,-1.051253968253968,163,4,39,1,7,52,33,45,0.21899999999999997,0.639,0.142,-0.4299,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,8,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,8,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26714810644526604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519525604198855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512472220984461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283723186148268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240604050944948,0.17294640692194888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758314825705795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614946038340468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099261992710055,0.1182710735301529,0.0,0.21376652173091806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795038262459402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314758311088359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782424380138424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364830098200021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855773884628475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daycar90,2020/01/26,"Tips for new relationship anxiety? Most of the time my anxiety is well managed but dating has definitely been a trigger in the past. I’ve recently started seeing this guy (only a few weeks in) but already can feel my anxiety rising. Lots of what ifs and questioning every action/message. Anyone have any good tips for dealing with anxiety in relationships, I really just want to be able to just go with this and see where it goes but really hard when natural instinct is to overthink everything",6.9510000000000005,8.294050100000002,7.828888888888893,65.65000000000002,64.66666666666666,11.777777777777779,36.111111111111114,11.538034831475384,4.913444444444443,399,19,62,13,6,134,68,90,0.106,0.748,0.146,0.792,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,16,13,7,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,2,12,11,3,14,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,4,8,44,7,1,0.16906388776075887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656620418388564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496924112505663,0.0,0.5173336455550817,0.0,0.0,0.1182134012535086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429744471094247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244361710412803,0.0,0.15194372101695675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548378145328832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960829034932616,0.14180276787189905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739982906972084,0.0,0.0,0.15144803590185174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373207159235818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632829563031072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858070495261228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613906108452901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893902463804132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661331125560684,0.0,0.16693019314435822,0.3630226901226213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694440595399757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966428992411995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985825125290692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971826129558656,0.0,0.1356128529851757,0.0,0.15200873885360885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4o8nights,2020/01/26,"Anxiety came back after 8 months??? I struggled with terrible social anxiety the last two years, however its gotten so much better and kind of went away on its own?? These past 8 months were good, I would talk louder in public, be more outgoing and social. However yesterday was the first time in 8 months when I felt really anxious and that I could not breathe in a public place. Its so weird because its been three days and I’ve been struggling with my breathing. I keep feeling like my heart is beating so bad and that I am breathing SO     S L O W. The other weird thing is that NOTHING triggered this, at least I don’t think so. I went into the restaurant panic free, but then a few minutes in, I got a mini panic attack.",3.2934976525821615,5.176859077464791,4.3151408450704265,85.20163145539908,74.4225352112676,6.986854460093897,25.91784037558686,7.793537801064563,1.5333924882629109,567,20,108,8,12,184,96,142,0.207,0.7170000000000001,0.076,-0.9498,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,14,1,4,7,0,11,4,4,1,0,18,20,13,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,9,0,3,10,2,11,6,12,7,5,26,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,15,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178471647038266,0.16085370518763653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198267060166344,0.1337747154538468,0.10948472032678636,0.11888492408512424,0.08679613383144058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592732246728788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284968153769344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368225944767014,0.0,0.0,0.09182607965081904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199376873228189,0.1017193560971095,0.13671123496948698,0.0,0.0,0.12111199346797825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942517635752348,0.11387771354568328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872605406161748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655768775725926,0.0,0.14827131404379496,0.0,0.11606218971224724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956176574301667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34094931496003866,0.0,0.10466882670307026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662155411968646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341145418273288,0.0,0.0,0.13592190372517227,0.0,0.0,0.14876126474837098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121501394619262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902856795059452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29770192298681364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444308861046865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459378700878872,0.09123409561871684,0.0,0.0,0.08302541707216526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908874960121645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639833029436226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114570533401053,0.0,0.0,0.09169080627905704
anxiety,LearningToBeATeacher,2020/01/26,"Emotional dissociation from anxiety I've been feeling very anxious for a good while, probably for about a couple months. It came to a head this weekend. I think I just imploded mentally. Before, I was crying easily and not able to sleep because I couldn't stop worrying. Then, I think I just broke. I got so anxious that this wave of apathy hit me. Now, I can't make myself care about previously important tasks (mainly homework) that I need to do. I don't care about the consequences. I just shut down. I just want to sleep. I don't know how I can explain this to my professor.",2.3710416666666703,4.916024973214284,4.169642857142858,81.79202380952383,80.51785714285714,8.376190476190478,25.404761904761905,9.075114841892004,2.4758904761904774,455,18,87,13,12,153,74,112,0.18,0.677,0.14300000000000002,-0.7144,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,8,3,3,2,0,18,21,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,1,17,3,13,15,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,60,23,2,0.1764460027268725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498070913211013,0.39866751944691575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755984554971433,0.0,0.15014255245839594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180722136807366,0.35979691857937063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952341459606758,0.1938176487294763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847800408503635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921640058789206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799453566340287,0.14111998702978415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810845034707903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697010863707084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777907694585298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781607020594226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083751598353114,0.0,0.0,0.13083247528279351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023863402419844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531468598396995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751675900866573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611894794010734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558643116996162,0.104072423966604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918948066193116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thatgirl629,2020/01/26,"I'm in a constant state of panic I can't take it anymore. I'm on meds, but it's still always there. It's preventing me from even getting off the couch right now. I need help. 

Could it be my birth control that's making it worse?",-0.4957333333333303,1.5809919599999986,1.5839999999999996,98.54866666666668,89.4,4.133333333333334,18.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.5444666666666662,178,5,42,1,6,59,40,50,0.155,0.7709999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355900982573158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807927628415633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059671764194263,0.3175587604883867,0.22605939191993185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700728023431354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792578441010776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977869468928385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899408650630564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144979510485837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994021003236432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321966440676708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241794815974118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261111098666769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128814672611004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885376476927253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousprogrammer96,2020/01/26,"Been hella anxious lately but this song kinda help Everything in my head may seemed tumbling down rn and I accept that. because I know one day we all gonna be just fine and Im looking forward to that. 

For now, Im gonna just let anxiety do its thing. 

[Fighting with Yourself - Mowgli's](https://youtu.be/ebJsEA4prk8)",3.339408866995072,6.378009689655173,2.9000492610837436,89.0284482758621,81.41379310344827,5.383251231527094,27.25123152709359,6.868970318607317,1.4903714285714291,254,11,44,3,7,75,49,58,0.063,0.7879999999999999,0.149,0.7196,0,0,0,0,2,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,13,10,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,2,5,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996559465526038,0.2948433945366554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909653247755434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831637791407095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23456017371393076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26785011116724233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749354917999724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638260262460245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434327834823736,0.0,0.294407071816781,0.0,0.0,0.2668790365154542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916511156916696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685296808943105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23759467387421698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733895606023773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sin333lizzy,2020/01/26,General Anxiety Please tell me that other people experience anxiety but for no reason? It's like I'm anxious and have to search for a reason why. For example I'll feel anxious about really random things like feeling like the Earth is floating? Or I can't control time? I can't even put it into words how I feel. Sometimes I'll feel anxious that I can't see the end of a road I'm driving down? All I can explain is that I feel constantly anxious with no real reason so I search for one and end up feeling anxious over the weirdest things like not feeling like my house is my home? I wish I could explain 😔,3.7671146953404993,4.90728198387097,5.1994623655913985,82.32474910394265,71.90322580645163,7.769175627240144,30.71326164874552,8.167268648758528,2.2386444444444438,482,21,94,7,9,162,72,124,0.172,0.623,0.205,0.7587,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,5,1,28,22,6,0,2,3,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,12,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,8,12,5,12,21,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,9,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526277633485195,0.6101325656268605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672613694643975,0.12114831335533947,0.08624140617980194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913389424308367,0.0,0.0,0.07134306907708479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565966346563943,0.0,0.0,0.38231037254844813,0.15433226517734416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834812581093506,0.0,0.0,0.124635122593463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638540315425917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319394441832414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488418988270792,0.0,0.0,0.11856833333787585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858518334841136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294502818689113,0.06919734975052096,0.3331730715790024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607418776857502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682986690576864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441010953728962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352109550155165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298457430171013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746698314995048,0.0,0.12421223319348597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cocaine_ruin_brain,2020/01/26,"Too anxious to even post here. This is currently my first post here, and I don't even know if I'll actually post it or just give up halfway through. I've been wanting to post in this subreddit for a while now, a way to actually talk about my anxiety without turning it into a joke so that my friends don't worry about me. But looking at other people's stories, I feel like my problems are so underwhelming compared to others. I know that suffering is not a competition, and I know that my problems gave a genuine effect on me, but I just can't help myself but to feel like a joke for being troubled by such minor things when others have to go through much worse stuff that I don't even know I could handle without snapping. I am afraid of being judged by the ones who can actually understand me. This was my first post here, hopefully not the last.",9.425688926458156,6.423507325443786,9.326306001690623,71.19863905325447,61.54437869822485,12.260693153000846,40.71090448013525,10.290406445055957,4.015946069315299,674,28,132,11,7,222,99,169,0.11599999999999999,0.785,0.099,-0.4219,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,16,11,0,1,8,0,15,0,0,1,0,27,29,11,0,6,11,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,0,8,2,0,1,8,5,0,3,3,3,18,6,22,23,1,19,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,3,9,106,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.3477085601851527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085909035707712,0.13417683313697396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482856200763866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353403411240779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010784436485275,0.16969930601127775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020522153279964,0.0,0.0,0.09176177645383818,0.0,0.0,0.11393546470014353,0.06749999954785522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960934763305763,0.0,0.0,0.11796588330540825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610925937266476,0.09681379141603366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605051215856495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997372881650448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873099670212642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048194949866537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234049464452348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687464322563358,0.0,0.0,0.22729461372522414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596378138715573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546321103548336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890582787923402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918817394443108,0.0,0.12364425595928225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005390498880014,0.0942744768934606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22898100435112925,0.0,0.0,0.12061718536806153,0.12103726362963516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misspanda900,2020/01/26,"Does anyone else feel like they don’t have a right to be annoyed at people? When someone does something that upsets or annoys me, I rarely tell them. Sometimes I don’t even realise I’m angry because it comes out as tears. 

The trouble with that is I end up just holding grudges against people for things. For some reason though, I get anxious being “mad” at people. The thought of telling them what’s wrong scares me. I’m guess I’m worried they will get mad in return? Or leave me or something. It’s like I don’t feel the right to be angry at people.",2.5356756756756766,4.5233629729729765,2.984045045045047,93.4387702702703,76.92792792792794,4.44,24.613513513513517,3.1291,0.1411902702702701,434,15,88,0,10,134,71,111,0.299,0.66,0.040999999999999995,-0.9813,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,4,10,4,2,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,19,6,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,2,12,2,14,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,5,5,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118340107242026,0.0,0.11214120927425282,0.16432794668392306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977659713164387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815290319436946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806986975322444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397665273258205,0.0,0.14204880340881784,0.0,0.0,0.10592927362474304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218558173366449,0.11457528361608095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758353870822046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667631149665272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981893624446148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670683230107468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447483374555557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489703400879804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739267603942944,0.0,0.0,0.16056804960318705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588919211241915,0.2469362438394785,0.15861961574051275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803578386938149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654914060313346,0.0,0.15757223255583666,0.12732356042461565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287336168128624,0.0,0.0,0.17535001577302098,0.0,0.0
anxiety,livcoll,2020/01/26,"How do you handle horrible thoughts? Hey all. I’ve always suffered from really bad anxiety about sort of “doomsday” things. If I hear something on the news about a new sickness, or international affairs resulting in potential war, or whatever it is I get extremely anxious and have horrible panic attacks. Occasionally I will have OCD symptoms too, like if it’s a sickness I saw on TV and then I’ve convinced myself it’s going to be an epidemic and kill us all I will clean my house obsessively or wipe down door handles constantly. It’s always the worst panic about things I know I can’t change. Recently I’ve been obsessing about helicopters I see in the sky too for some reason. 

My question is; for other people who go through this what do you do to help? Any sort of meditative talk or prayer? Medication? Anything that helps you be more rational about things we cannot change?",4.673038961038959,6.9186662303030335,5.669458874458876,75.40704545454547,71.54545454545455,9.32034632034632,31.785714285714285,9.784248007369934,3.4801168831168834,708,33,123,19,14,233,111,165,0.259,0.6609999999999999,0.08,-0.9882,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,3,0,0,8,12,3,4,6,0,14,4,0,3,2,22,22,11,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,2,0,12,4,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,10,0,0,3,3,16,2,18,15,5,12,0,1,2,0,13,6,0,10,5,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25749145932153145,0.0,0.0,0.1052200505360604,0.0,0.11836616428149717,0.1747981078331919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732760295925566,0.0,0.0,0.17602494322346673,0.0,0.0,0.1291910544163805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273624968151989,0.0,0.0,0.1672055305878715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083876695326707,0.0,0.17587048261396312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438921184352665,0.0,0.20742125159397104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853483674086432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711831266928735,0.0,0.08503422365410952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559207302829132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587174431539466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494368471581213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630789209539442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726861206523462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333028469334602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991224406374332,0.15908570741821085,0.1527748046935284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329783724761255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911683940992912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082118492844974,0.0,0.12436415636407612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083823582917964,0.0,0.0,0.12283640395905833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611821047996827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotARedditor29,2020/01/26,"160/105 blood pressure with anxiety, not even panic attack. Is this normal? So whenever I do a blood pressure reading now (Unless it's first thing in the morning, then it's fairly low and normal), it's always really high, going 150+/95+, I'm only 20, fairly fit and at great weight. Any tips to lower my blood pressure aside from aerobic exercise(Which I already do) or medication. Deep breathing only seems to lower my upper number, keeping my lower still at 95+, which really makes me nervous.",4.702005494505496,7.120546604395607,5.833063186813193,73.50256181318683,71.96703296703296,7.626923076923077,28.957417582417587,8.472884824447931,2.6756912087912097,395,16,59,7,8,131,68,91,0.193,0.6759999999999999,0.131,-0.4952,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,5,2,0,3,6,4,1,0,11,8,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,7,0,1,0,1,6,1,8,8,0,13,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,2,4,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582029770365786,0.0,0.1702730798984726,0.0,0.0,0.13915911711445095,0.0,0.1565455522376138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280235624581874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515977880426272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740628015592428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629903693433374,0.0,0.0,0.22561129610665395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620857866035614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188938237328944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365957458741699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614867804673745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009985678840116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31126894818234235,0.0,0.24009559882078996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046908182362147,0.0,0.2621894069630284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862924198982241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342212750473878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595069410860167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491908380044628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,usernameistaken1017,2020/01/26,"CHRONIC PROCASTINATION I failed (well, I got an E) for my religious studies in IGCSE and idk I’m having constant anxiety from it. My teacher gave a predicted score of an a* and I got an E. I haven’t told my parents or any of my friends. My teacher asked me why and it’s because I didn’t study. And it’s getting really bad. I’m realizing that recently (it’s been going on for months) but I’ve been putting off work until 1 or 2 am. (It’s currently 2 am where I live and still haven’t started the work i need to be doing) and I always tell my self to do better but I haven’t and idk why I’m like this. I’m planning on telling my dad that I got an E tomorrow and I probably have to tell him that I hadn’t study. And it’s completely my fault but i really do want to study but I can’t and it’s frustrating because it seems like I am lazy, which maybe I am but it’s killing me. I want to get better. I legit start working from 2 am which is really bad. I don’t get much sleep either because of this. Is this caused by something? (I don’t have ADHD or ADD but) I do want to get better. Should I tell my parents that I’m having problem studying? (They think I’m studying really hard when in reality I’m procrastinating and I know they will be really disappointed). Do I need help?  Sorry, need advice.",-0.15683562241116178,1.9856338309352533,2.721353826030086,90.55633638543706,88.3884892086331,6.103509919337259,21.373882712012207,7.463857097105799,0.8654757793764984,1007,36,227,19,33,354,124,278,0.14300000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.8548,3,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,8,4,15,2,0,7,0,30,2,1,1,0,35,59,22,1,8,10,3,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,18,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,8,8,1,0,9,1,38,7,20,46,2,18,0,2,0,0,16,6,0,4,12,139,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242016602730894,0.09953986100724413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475861572799039,0.0,0.0,0.06927069234657078,0.0,0.07792532039677387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522864846828416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010358270716047,0.1862851843092396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702700389967177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046419032449466,0.0,0.0,0.10680197147007267,0.11007828649567228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869950934178062,0.0,0.2128779572625953,0.0,0.05789139062340399,0.0,0.24440870716395954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124971339106427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827697588104857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269690181342568,0.0,0.055981531235385545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995307492802946,0.0,0.0899473617845208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233560564493553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813064965169283,0.0,0.07488141392595209,0.2265915467536106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621478705683956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982611221631028,0.09746963968817372,0.0,0.10240098091566373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262819232197426,0.0,0.1005779453660874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927327305091675,0.10626587570878074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193709300041286,0.0,0.0,0.07841952074745714,0.0,0.11402788032977045,0.14419905934993582,0.0,0.0813483453455114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35613285447807497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527003591590495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733496663121377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802452446918714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158754533018904,0.0,0.1838319810064845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224735855448309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kkbkn8,2020/01/26,"Bad Weekend Hey guys,

This is my first post on here and I’m not sure what I’m looking to get out of it but I thought I’d give it a try.

I have pretty bad anxiety and usually I’m able to control it by taking my medicine or smoking weed or something, but the last 3 days I’ve been so anxious I don’t know what to do with myself. I can’t pinpoint what exactly is triggering it and I think that’s frustrating me more than anything.

Do you guys have any tips or comments that you think would help me?

Thanks in advance",0.8005896805896809,2.7206336126126156,2.5904995904995936,94.46299754299757,82.24324324324324,5.838165438165437,25.406224406224407,6.980632752743323,0.9304882882882884,405,17,93,5,11,134,76,111,0.153,0.747,0.1,-0.6256,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,3,2,5,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,2,20,22,9,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,1,12,2,10,19,1,10,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,3,5,57,22,0,0.19718011557214155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408924018333074,0.0,0.15084224870697846,0.22275740550803008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162262434281194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292743205676169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115426617970046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271648622400671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677213055761549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301847207729714,0.18915313410360987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904786300600584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216567508955515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836503481293494,0.16072811147074612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558163599950046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884404509985173,0.2006030650680083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179888631628533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583992539592775,0.0,0.14825490754209034,0.0,0.0,0.18153695843481749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25269011254903884,0.0,0.15653898653163978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387235523076427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171660399058149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007109672855494,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,i-dont-care-anymore-,2020/01/26,"My friend I have been diagnosed with anxiety but my friend won’t stop talking about her “anxiety” and “panic attacks”
Btw I have seen her “panic attacks” happen and they are nothing like a panic attack , it’s just her crying because of her exam results etc.
She literally won’t stop talking about them and she gets attention for it and then she won’t stop talking about the attention she got from teachers etc. When she talks about it it triggers me because I am constantly reminded of what I’m going though and I honestly think ( not in a mean way) that she is seeking attention and making people feel sorry for her.",4.876153846153848,6.648778666666665,5.7176068376068425,77.22461538461542,70.02564102564102,8.618803418803418,31.803418803418804,9.150863307647796,3.0435572649572653,492,22,84,10,9,161,71,117,0.28600000000000003,0.619,0.095,-0.9785,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,7,10,3,3,3,0,9,1,0,3,0,22,19,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,2,20,4,11,13,2,9,0,0,1,0,19,1,0,0,7,63,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911539051946948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42640380610145207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523216513764413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501320388321006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372381308725822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268090746391652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786769886501773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317222471804637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930530214183187,0.0,0.06527476026633558,0.0,0.07100493997630937,0.0,0.0999240439438126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048194240062162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061038220038778436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339684482762312,0.0,0.0,0.1360937166368211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988103512502435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397622035117649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661602842988142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985745913603806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133603840224207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016805697733152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005499492331736,0.1227505969141942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991696832289954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DatasianAssssss,2020/01/26,"So im shit. I brought a drumset last year bc i always wanted to play more but since i got ban in my church i wasnt able to play so i save money last year and brought drums last june. I was happy but now its january and im still terrified. 

Im sorry if my grammar is fucked up but i really really need a help. Im so disappointed to myself. I wanna play my drums but im so scared.

Sorry.",-2.243891625615764,-0.4893807011494253,1.4818472906403954,95.5068103448276,103.13793103448276,4.784564860426929,14.260262725779967,6.5431188927421005,-0.3865461412151068,297,7,72,5,14,108,49,87,0.285,0.509,0.205,-0.8741,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,12,9,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,1,2,1,4,0,0,5,0,12,5,6,4,1,12,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,8,38,13,0,0.1380039808266389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483036731616887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275824565077069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037439037063447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690780376355325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250115934902968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7453399044738892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33747499055900604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232820314086112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768177678228695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381660597965728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165910314805186,0.114158319033584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089683159661989,0.0,0.0,0.1102101573551632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139832345140273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777400780282261
anxiety,rneha725,2020/01/26,"I feel so anxious about decisions I have to make. So, recently I got a new job and they offered me a good salary. I need to talk to my manager tomorrow, I think that will go well.

So the panic problem goes here...  
In the offer proposed they asked me for documents and acknowledgements, I was expecting that the company will explicitly ask me for resigning, so after 1 week of submitting the documents, I asked the HR that when will I receive the offer letter, they said that I already received it(it was included in the documents that I acknowledged). Now they mentioned a date of joining that is little shorter than 2 months of notice period, DOJ is 16th march and 2 months from tomorrow will be 27th March(2 months is my notice period), although the HR said that DOJ can be changed but I want go home once to see my family at least for a week, so I was thinking after the notice period I can take a gap for a week and then join.

I am panicking that I have already delayed the process by mistake and now it might be too much to ask from the HR to make the DOJ around 5th of April.

Also I have to find another home before ending my job here.

It might be a small thing or a big thing, but when writing this post my face went red, my heart beat is faster and now I don't feel like eating, I literally want to cry . I have realised recently about myself that I seek validation for even small decisions, I need to talk to people before anything big comes into my life. I don't want to be more dependant on myself for decision making.",6.784954318936876,6.106785441860467,7.38873546511628,75.59612645348841,65.01328903654485,11.245930232558141,33.76266611295681,10.686352973137794,3.4564965116279085,1202,45,235,28,16,399,150,301,0.08199999999999999,0.88,0.037000000000000005,-0.9304,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,4,1,19,7,0,1,20,0,27,4,2,4,1,39,52,19,0,8,3,0,2,1,0,6,1,2,2,0,14,9,1,1,10,0,0,6,2,4,1,0,7,6,38,3,35,34,3,46,0,1,2,0,20,11,0,4,29,164,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209621807434134,0.07685067826889368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007686298683448,0.0,0.1085650006145093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908164147123975,0.08554886564615051,0.3593599727933764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354707122891352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166045304627934,0.0827811484463631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556070974936872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833370662614802,0.0,0.0,0.08511556984850134,0.0,0.0,0.06347276620316912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059398857997454,0.0,0.0971815170504605,0.06865345093734886,0.0,0.0,0.08783313668073146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923103968196024,0.08060364123734813,0.07685949183852724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387828549871143,0.0,0.0,0.19279112455110115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907277088450644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787786836249153,0.04694932660598367,0.09631687360428902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924413442872233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038926143891452,0.0,0.0,0.2301169410115532,0.0,0.07064413730528228,0.14251301715454198,0.0,0.092813426899528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282295089434282,0.0,0.1023427550293622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112751973591431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662324369033246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203668818800624,0.0,0.0,0.09195417458378588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977318428712395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828251261433332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657880249669917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722548105267407,0.15448216092788936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276883803547877,0.1231532669434772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004579837699513,0.0,0.2312554947953841,0.0,0.08640492731824939,0.08908513301842605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HAPUNAMAKATA,2020/01/26,"CBT book recommendations I'm looking for a book that explains not only how I can use CBT to help treat my anxiety, what anxiety is as a medical disorder, and how CBT can target anxiety as it manifests medically. Recommendations would be thoroughly appreciated, thanks!",6.743695652173913,9.619592717391306,9.16021739130435,49.87119565217396,67.47826086956522,14.165217391304347,39.76086956521739,12.602617957971056,7.136713043478261,219,13,31,11,4,79,35,46,0.14400000000000002,0.627,0.23,0.7693,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,3,0,7,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,20,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032989613164348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012790200219091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620044602160415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074988907921514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296404425193677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999292755838788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420211830639537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704072500894745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867397847556344,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shortndense,2020/01/26,"I just saw a cockroach and didn’t have a panic attack for the first time in my life I’m utterly speechless. I can’t believe this.

I’ve had a deep set phobia of cockroaches since I was about 10 and about 2 years ago started getting therapy as it had delved into generalised anxiety about bugs in general and, in addition to other mental health problems, had become pretty debilitating. Eventually with time the GAD died down and the panic attacks and phobia were really only related to the cockroaches again.

I started exposure therapy about 2 weeks ago.
It’s not nice but I’m doing it and I’m so proud. My first 2 weeks were just staring at a cartoon pic for 20 mins and am now upgraded to looking at a real one.

However, I just saw a cockroach and didn’t have a panic attack. I’m alone, at work, it is 12.24am and i was just going to the loo and I saw it crawl across the kitchen floor. I didn’t freak- I just walked into my room and shut the door. I put a blanket under to make me feel better but holy fuck.

This is unbelievable. I’m nowhere near my final goal of feeling able to conquer it and am still very anxious but this is beyond unimaginable.",2.456103896103894,4.6462248051948025,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,78.00432900432901,7.316883116883115,26.084415584415584,8.296473431620573,1.918262337662338,914,36,176,18,22,308,128,231,0.177,0.757,0.065,-0.9695,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,7,14,12,4,3,15,0,19,4,0,1,0,31,36,17,1,1,9,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,10,16,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,9,0,3,13,7,15,3,29,23,0,37,0,0,5,1,0,17,1,0,16,116,25,2,0.1234221998529314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881266660042809,0.0,0.0,0.1278281768597002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441764506607583,0.13943195510134354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212317104199877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631012294779304,0.0,0.1390545544096189,0.0,0.1091569059712331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809275759499034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481194533562527,0.0,0.0,0.13520298710941842,0.0,0.20996572028928687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410183496520256,0.06448300535971589,0.0,0.07014368044213268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119202696140625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717674978421132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364356320112146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823852767909202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438054824054265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363407681198451,0.09386814460548333,0.0,0.43442807618666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255647483322216,0.0,0.11809837672707582,0.0,0.1240734002925373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404814839909058,0.0790674216318363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209611912816632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471773661296244,0.0,0.09856512823350602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822880837664037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393695453856725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183624069709483,0.0,0.0,0.19800368801938206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985283144423978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947985014951407
anxiety,eva-unit-two,2020/01/26,How does anyone survive working full time? This is going to be my third week and it's Sunday morning and I'm already an anxious depressed mess over having to face this again tomorrow. I can't do this forever.,1.9695121951219503,4.684039121951219,3.4372682926829263,85.02419512195122,84.60975609756099,5.231219512195122,27.71219512195122,6.742157984588678,1.6577473170731705,168,8,29,2,5,55,36,41,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,6,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387150532476119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44912729192301865,0.0,0.2779817430084899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34241605599644553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479056169681476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259413290130728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23181922161446636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31889698500705604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894269023828528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amanda290727,2020/01/26,"Cold showers? Has anyone had any success with getting their flight or fight reflex to calm down by exposure to cold, particularly cold showers?

For some context, I’m 30 years old and have had anxiety almost my entire life.  Lately, through a combination of different things, I’ve managed to feel mentally a lot better, but still exhibit a number of physical ailments that are linked to stress including stomach pain, heart burn, and headaches.  I read that the vagus nerve can cause all of this and anxiety/depression and that yoga, meditation, and exposure to cold help.  I recently started yoga and meditation and today was day 2 of 30 seconds of cold shower but it’s almost painful!  I’m willing to keep it up though if it helps.

Any helpful comments are appreciated.  Anxiety is a b*tch!",6.731489361702128,8.455884170212768,7.316092198581562,67.72350000000002,65.45390070921985,10.462695035460994,37.50425531914894,10.577609850970193,4.578264680851063,632,33,98,17,10,208,98,141,0.10800000000000001,0.741,0.151,0.7706,4,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,2,7,1,1,5,0,10,5,2,1,1,21,16,12,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,8,8,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,6,4,3,17,12,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,6,8,61,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345775767570235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272162223305729,0.0,0.255604445757081,0.0,0.0,0.1168138634247996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477530520476815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161902925584901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774138018781797,0.0,0.1438905374386609,0.0,0.0,0.17454457430201226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447173218800741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872831706096167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796966185826828,0.3359350687783799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849267227999752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884535815687982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800106217382897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203041620253626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835953212843205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753038092689554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35553218937687914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710753642945078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495389335447042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824757490942155,0.0,0.1334161901383462,0.0,0.191369331123691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098878671804953,0.0,0.16413788804705132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835555190245232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758266122876274
anxiety,Throwaway0917s,2020/01/26,"How to deal with university stress I just moved out countries and became a student in a my dream university. I just had 2 classes today and the amount of anxiety attacks I’ve been getting is unbelievable, from the 2 classes I had I studied them for 5 hours at home scared I’d fail any course, I’m beyond terrified as I had a bad semester in a different university, I can’t cope with this anymore. Note that the anxiety attacks I’ve been having are increasing the severity of the chronic pain I’m having. And no I don’t have insurance right now so it will be hard to visit a therapist so I have no access to anti anxiety meds and I have no one to talk to about this since I’m in a new country. Any ideas on what shall I do to cope with this anxiety? It’s seriously killing me slowly from the inside along with the chronic pain.",3.408343195266273,4.81639906508876,5.399526627218937,79.50508875739645,73.14201183431953,8.986982248520711,30.159763313609467,9.466822959209583,2.821440236686392,658,29,131,16,13,228,98,169,0.299,0.68,0.022000000000000002,-0.992,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,3,2,13,0,18,4,0,1,0,14,22,8,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,7,10,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,10,0,1,5,1,13,0,25,14,2,15,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,90,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099717316245555,0.0,0.4724108827798921,0.0,0.15310664425227954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512663408679753,0.0,0.0,0.12890351823635066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916229386903244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129757873777076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806588468314516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829701769910682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485893102201373,0.0,0.15203634777111807,0.0,0.0,0.17427983421821858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080213017142554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148492511694766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640849027321305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910425059884974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461404759031284,0.0,0.3285492060647116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184240397350752,0.0,0.0,0.1545645093641061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440906556993416,0.0,0.12770737326689466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768454268965622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408736324852256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925078709051728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633721617352208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KostFtw,2020/01/26,"Mental problems  I was watching a youtube video and I ended up having a compulsion ""must not watch a specific dialogue in this scene""  I do not remember how this compulsion was created but some thoughts without my will popped up about a promise to an other God.    I closed the video but I started searching to find which video it was. I do not remember why. was it another compulsion or was I was searching to make sure to remember it in order to avoid clicking it in the future? I do not remember. the second scenario makes it more scary. and another scary scenario is how the compulsion was created. Was it created because I was carefree and these thoughts without my will about a promise to an other God pop up? or was there a compulsion telling me to watch the dialogue and because I did not want to, new thoughts without my will popped up? the new thoughts without my will are about a new fake promise to an other God about not doing the compulsion. they pop up due to frustration because I want relief from my ocd. since these new thoughts without my will force me not to do the compulsion, for a second, maybe I act as if they matter in order to trick my ocd and I feel relieved. But I cant remember or understand why I end up in this situation. I know these thoughts without my will that relieve me, will give me more worries later but I cant control them. I reminded myself many times not to have these thoughts withoug my will and not feel relieved. and if they pop up, to pray to an other God to tell Him that they are without my will but instead of that, I maybe act as if they matter. are they still 100% thoughts without my will or not? I worry because I accidentally saw some seconds of that video and i freaked. another reason I worry is because these days, my thoughts without my will that create compulsions are very scary. sometimes, they have the word God as if they are addressed to Him. I tried to forget these scary thoughts without my will to avoid being in a situation like I am now. I try not even think the word promise and now I worry? I have prayed to an other God many times and asked Him to protect me from these thoughts without my will and no matter what not to accept promises. the new scary thoughts without my will are about promises and punishments that scare me. I tried to forget them but I cant. I tried not to end up having compulsions but I failed. I overpayed and still overpay and I still worry. how could I end up worrying? I overpray and try not even think the word promise. i keep reminding myself not to have new thoughts without my will that relieve me but I cant stop it. and i cant remember how much strong or how much scary they were. if they were not that strong or scary, I do not think I would try to find the video to make sure to ignore it on the future. it does not make sense. maybe it was just an other compulsion. most of the times, I remember the scary thoughts without my will or how much strong they were, but in this case I do not remember them. perhaps they were just not so scary or strong thoughts? how could I forgot them? It is like, for a second, I forget about the worries I will be having in the future. Maybe my system allows the new thoughts without my will that force me not to do the compulsion,  on purpose, due to frustration, but sometimes these thoughts without my will, automatically are accompanied with scary thoughts without my will about punishments. And I am like "" now i do not have to do the compulsion. i am relieved and free. oh wait. were the thoughts 100% without my will or not? I dont know"" I end up confused and more worried. the same case has happened more than 15 times, probably. I try to forget them. i try not to make compulsions. i try not even think the word promise and I always end up worried.                ocd: too bad. you are allowing yourself to have new thoughts without your will in orde to force yourself not to do an old compulsion. maybe you mean them for a second. and you are so unlucky that these new thoughts without your will are accompanied with scary punishments. maybe if you meant them for a second, maybe the other God made those promises valid.               I pray to an other God, not Jesus, just to be sure.             ocd: maybe the other God accepts the thoughts without your will.",3.8948824198234964,5.712607309552602,4.2628165099532564,86.48504358497719,72.63966142684401,7.258957931022036,29.876536302766706,7.964452647313387,1.988144052410258,3363,145,657,48,67,1054,205,827,0.158,0.687,0.155,-0.9294,0,2,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,7,19,6,31,44,6,4,47,0,91,0,0,17,4,195,140,58,0,13,76,0,2,3,0,26,0,0,1,0,46,24,0,9,46,5,1,2,55,16,0,6,43,7,118,29,103,66,11,63,4,1,5,0,33,23,0,19,38,520,164,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02398813766267376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068953933074037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0269513359705943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0240711113781549,0.08786982120432167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032334309968593565,0.04603541365641628,0.0,0.0,0.01859239771319974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02522855757716697,0.0,0.03378751445309708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532042626662506,0.0,0.0,0.0571240864794319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029153739029972182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269858760579593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027655519268470086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025493495999611444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0256246468693159,0.0,0.0,0.031687461299541426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225335610246963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027278810823741128,0.09621830879311477,0.058456406443086466,0.2317018110708129,0.03140336371053458,0.0,0.0,0.029052972726758913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635781619438908,0.0,0.0,0.2505900975399597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030251312326662137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031082667834688237,0.027585574807812603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029641137300376263,0.0,0.0,0.26126218850142324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028862978845864237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023847746343762254,0.06481027854526743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702547455700877,0.0,0.02040539983342374,0.0,0.06906891848167943,0.024102435574326453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151331452149659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039584392716683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389014524838848,0.0,0.5035162305598737,0.06724196787578796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615772349903114,0.0,0.0,0.03001213109646685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02378704359661251,0.03400832435007209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202759423699868,0.0,0.0,0.5835951101216008,0.0,0.0,0.2634963408935626,0.0,0.020479380016037288,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amiamanoramiababy,2020/01/26,"I am absolutely petrified of this virus that is spreading. A new case is reported yet again in the US and they’re saying that it can spread before symptoms show. Tons of people on the plane with that guy probably have it now. I’m really worried this maybe an epidemic. I’m terrified that by two months the human race will almost be extinct. 

I’m so scared I feel sick and I’m scared to even go outside. I just don’t know what to do.",1.613545568039953,3.801707483146072,3.3812734082397,88.43373283395756,80.91011235955057,7.1016229712858925,22.24843945068665,8.167268648758528,1.2579727840199757,342,11,72,7,9,114,67,89,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,7,16,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,9,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,8,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372679793414826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016242629771568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650111749078954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980741448359875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466231895573216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346145709148217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021975692188867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380448944046463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912866402468764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288446824805408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426906706765892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554687112138886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179417851587673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842959461833866,0.474450137083648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462784360148709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314625802608716,0.0,0.2850178091355702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24063096290928304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crazy_llama_37,2020/01/26,"My brother has extreme anxiety and I want to help. I'm 12 years old. My brother is 17. He suffers from anxiety, although it is undiagnosed. I'm pretty sure he has social anxiety, because he complains about not being able to talk and express himself  the way he wants to. Today he tried to film himself for a college application, where he had to answer a question on camera (eg what is your favorite color and why). He isn't super creative or anything, so he is not that good at these questions anyway, and anxiety got the best of him. He often suffers from fits of anger and frustration, and this happened today. He screamed at our parents, threw pillows at me, and threatened to kill himself. I feel like my parents are pushing him, and he never wants to talk to me when he is mad. What should I do to help him?",4.191666666666666,5.756762089171977,5.220780254777072,80.9350345010616,71.42038216560509,7.016772823779192,33.46549893842887,7.492282038375204,2.444444161358811,636,32,114,7,12,209,95,157,0.22899999999999998,0.6559999999999999,0.115,-0.9621,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,2,7,13,4,0,4,0,13,0,0,0,2,22,22,12,1,4,3,4,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,3,3,16,5,19,17,1,15,0,2,1,0,33,6,0,4,7,77,22,1,0.1492313659537079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566463459615029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280469884346433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097005556991923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660911172478886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545586252703831,0.10661091765516574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516818952776854,0.11935395589790194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319648040687094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005327787316549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510239596144693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290690743752573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509642924539085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565932151506466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33140754310020754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151821948819412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343465661413521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212258444074825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064879633069718,0.0,0.0,0.23989303833983305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829077715169933,0.0,0.0,0.10131830167843524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640615782725985,0.11845291214572926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465809631908646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610010693166472
anxiety,MyDeepestSecrets9825,2020/01/26,"Too scared to drive, get a job, etc... dunno how to fix myself I am a 17 year old female, and I turn 18 in April. Everyone around me is starting to build their adulthood one step at a time while im too scared to even start. Every night I go to bed with the fear of a burglary or murder in my house since my dad is a local ""celebrity"" which come with weirdos and people who harrass us. I wake up from 2-4 a.m. from waves of anxiety waking me almost every night. I cannot leave the house. Getting a job is so hard. I am scared to get my drivers permit for fear of crashing and killing whoever is in the passenger seat or in the opposing car. Everytime I go to church or school i half expect someone to harass me or there will be a bombing/shooting. My parents do not beleive in therapy or medication, but rather the glory of God (im secretly an atheist though so it doesnt help). I have a fear of everything that can hurt me, so sometimes everyday life feels not worth living. I need to keep moving for my boyfriend. He is important to me and I cant throw my life away when we are so mutually and emotionally invested in eachother.

 How am i supposed to do adult things when im afraid of basic daily life????

Basically TDLR; i cant do anything because i get debilitating anxiety, and actively avoid doing anything that will throw me down a deep anxious spiral or even kill me.",4.161201372997713,5.042680253623189,5.4665675057208265,81.74296338672771,70.73913043478261,8.564149504195267,30.10602593440123,8.841846274778883,2.3355753623188407,1074,43,217,19,19,360,163,276,0.16899999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.048,-0.9837,3,1,0,1,0,1,35.0,2,0,1,0,16,14,4,8,15,0,22,6,2,3,0,33,35,23,3,3,10,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,6,11,0,3,2,0,2,9,6,13,0,2,0,2,31,1,34,32,1,34,1,1,0,0,10,13,0,8,12,142,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998845340544701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261591176648492,0.11268833776929715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417038041761908,0.08879804184724734,0.0,0.0,0.09371776859270868,0.0,0.0,0.06080625892239795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592520576845443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220455779863782,0.0,0.0,0.1112468580431742,0.13176696866519294,0.0,0.16808620654345552,0.09531474881043976,0.08964825589611215,0.0,0.0,0.33673714695386103,0.05043625273489573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208459608360897,0.0,0.11337967323630427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893557969136323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668598657900156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019464267244816,0.10678370887785342,0.0,0.3232391442340773,0.0,0.1979716147436225,0.0886617777853179,0.22071568440065148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562012598212336,0.0,0.0,0.21136768149394003,0.0,0.0,0.08808047602395773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048694456615484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601773985484904,0.0,0.07396285599747128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721595704583224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467013047631403,0.0,0.06759271997557638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107598140307746,0.0,0.0,0.06915361806997501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995994086910121,0.10095163602346884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251366732171961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845172741505191,0.0,0.09865462691175793,0.0,0.141206162557344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407203932769652,0.0,0.06626901512084442,0.0,0.0980031993008948,0.0,0.05816462997573552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849861515502662,0.0,0.0,0.11998614874938154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423529092016053
anxiety,Creepythinshitposter,2020/01/26,"Very Fixated on my cognitive functioning to the point I can't enjoy myself. Been suffering from cognitive problems for a while stemming from mental illness and poor sleep habits. Recently I started taking Vitamin D after being diagnosed with a deficiency (a bad one apparently), and I have noticed my cognitive functionings being way better since I started...but the other problem is because I've been sorta slow and non functioning for so long I can't relax and are very FIXATED on checking to see if my cognitive functioning has declined or improved. 

For instance, I try to get myself to memorize the URLs of youtube videos (the random assortment of letters and numbers in upper and lower case) and have successfully done so, but at other times I struggle and when that happens I start to freak out and assume the Vitamin D has ""stopped working"" (how the hell does that happen with a vitamin like that?) due to reading depressing reports from people in similar situations who claim they stopped getting benefits from things that helped them for apparently no reason. 

It gets really bad if I have a day where I don't sleep properly. I start to think that ""Oh crap it's not working anymore!"" when I find I can't memorize things or motivate myself as well. On days where I sleep long enough the benefits seem to return but if I sleep poorly or not long enough (like today), I become very anxious and can't relax and assume there is no hope for me.

Hopefully if I sleep at an earlier time tonight I will be fine tomorrow. I do need to take vitamin K with it to ease some joint/muscle cramp problems I've had but hopefully I can take a higher dose eventually and improve even more, but it's stressful and I can't turn my brain off. I can't relax with having a decently functioning brain because I have to MAKE sure it's DECENTLY functioning at ALL TIMES.",8.423220937700705,7.929737609826592,8.685857418111755,67.0261785484907,61.63005780346821,12.428773281952472,39.742453436095055,11.750952952430431,4.95898445728966,1487,71,247,41,18,492,181,346,0.19,0.6659999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.9488,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,5,10,28,2,2,15,0,27,16,8,4,2,56,47,31,0,11,13,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,15,18,0,2,9,5,3,0,11,12,1,1,4,1,33,16,38,39,5,39,1,2,1,0,5,14,2,16,26,173,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078314887908732,0.08847343841692468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897508253942282,0.1087645157798406,0.09852664982563776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889996735456603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917818061082065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506755714002345,0.0,0.07683738879977642,0.09054738755118072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806923387052021,0.091293927653616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843578256820483,0.0,0.05892308948383649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153732824120054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982735144068728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777816034731326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059796319134160274,0.0,0.0,0.26582025157096645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716807343657626,0.0,0.0,0.2368470457725917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954910128190636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990380506303551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614889947863446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015674274370588,0.0,0.0,0.06045174944711106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061847743284156736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433332407932666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560889204073579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923524073621672,0.0,0.0571509143654699,0.09172386780390523,0.08808519770188061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108969565994358,0.08121443394576866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379634293008543,0.10027701301368293,0.446377630673092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943222500268544,0.0,0.0,0.14916894665466152,0.10219101242965684,0.09326281042445246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408040498649594,0.0,0.2012269318471371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853578017394885,0.057162870018220485,0.0,0.0,0.15605912763597615,0.0,0.0845616906206834,0.0,0.0,0.060568480213915074,0.09703605804116433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082549871732346,0.0,0.07081161790837892,0.0,0.0,0.08021149177461558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298934850633117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CreativeInitial2,2020/01/26,"What is the least triggering way to bring up an ESA to your therapist? I have been diagnosed with situational depression and general anxiety. So it's about as general as it gets, I'm just barely ""normal"" but when I get bad, it could be really bad for me and can go on for days. Recently, I've been dealing with some serious loneliness due to moving away from my family and being pregnant so I can't go out as much as I used to. My husband works alot to provide for the family. He suggested that I start going back to therapy which I did and it has helped a little. My therapist is a great woman. He's mentioned talking to her about maybe working towards getting an ESA so that I may have at least one companion at home. I'm a little wary about this second part because therapists and psychs are wary themselves about signing documents for ESAs because of how people abuse the privileges that come with them. Any help?",5.329419475655432,6.351576455056182,6.436573033707867,75.33534644194756,68.15730337078651,10.65243445692884,32.249063670411985,10.686352973137794,3.685133333333334,731,31,134,21,12,245,117,178,0.13,0.804,0.067,-0.8981,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,1,1,2,11,6,0,0,9,0,15,1,0,3,0,23,27,15,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,10,10,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,0,2,3,0,14,2,31,20,6,22,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,3,6,99,24,3,0.0,0.15794954152608728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065479201653988,0.0,0.10198113334926824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252483328300993,0.10250650614189256,0.22261514053351772,0.16252803859989076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483402701736373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643650722689728,0.0,0.0,0.08597337207984522,0.1374358780197356,0.11481897384661148,0.13530597910100067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513440010788009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894558311898198,0.0,0.2272879827845159,0.0,0.0,0.14697380631058055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870862375814514,0.0,0.1337199448238733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672215757641826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392695714968614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168652718293698,0.09799756253912592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306146608438076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033372876369726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436081641998896,0.0,0.0924197780473794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540125379505234,0.0,0.13162670113062536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498450678046451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435690110434032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714884351470576,0.0,0.0,0.15245062876406426,0.4643465869457507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513630192067065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581459666523783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410129492027967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProbablyJustTired,2020/01/26,"I can't sleep - thoughts are way worse than before Hello. I am posting on my phone so the format may be iffy.

I have had panic-induced actions ever since but this has been the worst case so far. I haven't had proper sleep in 5 days. Please, help me. 

So, about 5 days ago, my phone fell while I was driving my motorbike and someone was able to pick it up. They never intended to return it and instead sell it, but a mutual friend was able to get a glimpse of the phone and informed me. 

I was able to get my phone back but the Sim Card and microSD Card are still in the possession of the people who picked it up. 

Now, they told me I can pick it up tomorrow at their workplace. But my mind has been wandering off to thoughts about me being followed home, or them gunning me down while driving home. I heard they were really bad people and I don't want to get the police involved again.

My parents said I should just let them have the microSD card and Sim Card BUT it contains pictures of me, my family and friends. They might look for them and do shit to them cause I heard they were mad they didn't get money from the phone. 

Someone please please please tell me what to do. I can't sleep because of this. I have been crying all day and I am worried about my safety and the safety of the people around me. Please help me.",2.700699560662386,4.27148789219331,3.3035434268333894,93.15591669482937,75.28252788104089,6.080500168976005,23.007941872254143,6.574015621080383,0.4201434944237921,1029,29,224,8,22,322,132,269,0.10300000000000001,0.769,0.128,0.7452,2,0,0,1,0,0,26.0,0,0,11,0,14,6,2,0,13,0,34,4,4,5,3,35,47,21,0,2,7,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,10,11,0,1,3,0,2,5,6,4,0,0,18,4,42,2,29,23,2,32,0,0,1,0,30,11,1,3,14,159,52,0,0.30221526184424863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929853166648666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967855213256103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746162724113666,0.0841123733666757,0.06140920618653605,0.0,0.08572097620788124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348610764643228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065642473349238,0.1949038422447268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112366882946406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496721746574624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556605077489972,0.0,0.21052666778490975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350456797265922,0.0,0.20209769917070736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301186031539547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459490169683577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686754471164568,0.10171708752526892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769568030473324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181948312861502,0.11185809450436088,0.0,0.0,0.20951801011259727,0.0,0.0,0.5529026732752166,0.0,0.0,0.09647956027746322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453561180049322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582530687082644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340654111103728,0.08333186253463555,0.0,0.30243351809203284,0.0,0.1707106737566924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044983283206181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804981984291524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599501067546683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625987794756707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941813052105816,0.07996146929647506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230475609358172,0.10266105693047628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LwySafari,2020/01/26,"anxiety is part of my personality I started treatment not long ago. I went just because I find out in the internet about anxiety and some other stuff. If not the internet, I wouldn't even know something is wrong with me.
For me, anxiety is everyday thing. I feel like I have it since my birth, I don't remember how was to not have it. I don't know how to be happy, be just normal in everyday life.


I don't even know how I feel about the treatment, really. Sure, I know it should help, but anxiety is thing that just was always with me. Medicines haven't worked yet. I just can't imagine myself without anxiety. Its like me without a leg or a hand. I am not waiting for it to start working, because I think it just can't work for me. The anxiety became a part of me, of myself. Would I still be me without it? I doubt. It just defines my life.

Anybody feels that way too? 


I had to search for help in the internet. One comment says I will definitely know when it works, you will feel like you can do everything now, you will be happy, without any concerns. Is that true? Anyone of you experienced it?",1.98991381167852,4.055757864253393,3.731480284421462,87.0537858220211,78.95475113122173,7.286446886446887,25.908424908424912,8.269060116576782,1.7346714501185097,852,34,178,17,21,285,103,221,0.07,0.779,0.151,0.9684,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,0,4,18,9,0,1,8,0,29,4,2,3,2,46,43,8,0,5,17,0,5,3,0,6,2,1,0,1,17,4,0,1,13,0,0,1,15,2,0,1,4,7,34,7,24,29,3,17,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,14,140,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984677963006295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433706343472949,0.0,0.0,0.06892617021199296,0.0,0.4652265235594705,0.0,0.0,0.07087110375265553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357245550476315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389055798645202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109304954067277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499638383818225,0.14481878455201466,0.0,0.0,0.09263837377309923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579261748680345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587479211531994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785155178869238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318275716698112,0.14855359028096388,0.0,0.0,0.08969767028434021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930824554602108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868206110400217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951929916051247,0.0,0.0,0.08850093881806605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064931827920596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481761357732695,0.0,0.0,0.08060307801346883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384347815790541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802949634081037,0.0,0.0,0.14348187628089998,0.0,0.08094375424596545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602940534285495,0.0,0.0,0.09552768225482244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467404618356815,0.06494541129709486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045239240448418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395886520807432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908177530605381,0.0,0.29515613227820364,0.0,0.0,0.07200103633738922,0.11081786295426367,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chanbaeky,2020/01/26,"Is it normal that my arms starts to hurt when Im anxious? The pain usually happens on my fingers, wrists and forearms. Touching, pressing hurted area doesn't make it better or worse. It usually lasts for a few seconds then vanishes and happens again somewhere else. It frustrates me even more cause I can't make it stop",4.744500000000002,6.918951116666669,4.626666666666669,83.265,71.16666666666666,6.8000000000000025,33.66666666666667,7.554174236665415,2.5110666666666663,257,13,44,3,5,79,49,60,0.255,0.716,0.027999999999999997,-0.9351,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,3,5,4,3,0,8,8,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,4,1,3,8,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270538555414873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775334457394595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646515263127332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789570885313412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274753563983205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554576337962989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43031343419713297,0.0,0.2170963899580938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382816688004254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683157490208756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969209041056288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386033956524786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422569729464869,0.0,0.0,0.16803098951411766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427092921183649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481909379427085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Antique-Farmer,2020/01/26,"I get severe anxiety during presentations and I would really much appreciate any help on how I can get better. My last 2 presentations (year 11 and 10) were a complete trainwreck. I was sweating so much, my hands were shaking and I could barely speak properly (messing up my words and wasn't clear). I saw everyone in my classes do theirs fine and I just felt so bad afterwards knowing I was literally the worst. Even to this day, I think of them and feel like crap.

I've looked online and tried stuff like breathing techniques, exercise daily and even just telling myself I CAN DO THIS but nothing worked for me. I even enjoyed researching my topics, had plenty of classmates I knew as well as had very supportive teachers. I was even quite hyped to do the presentations but as soon as I got up in front of everyone, it all went to crap.

And now I need to do at least another one sometime this year and feel like I'm gonna ruin everything again.

I would really much appreciate any help, tips or how you guys managed your presentation anxiety.

Edit: I am currently 17",5.011937602627256,6.57507998029557,5.847605911330053,77.24250903119871,69.39408866995072,9.551264367816092,30.774712643678164,9.888512548439397,3.112797963875205,848,35,156,21,15,278,126,203,0.10400000000000001,0.746,0.149,0.8608,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,3,14,15,2,1,3,0,18,6,5,2,2,30,34,21,0,4,5,0,4,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,7,1,1,13,7,28,8,18,17,6,22,0,1,2,0,9,6,2,1,16,106,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291480246781744,0.14102385823133853,0.2057680399136779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229302817661464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894494174803608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410095731170278,0.0,0.0,0.10737883934045246,0.0,0.0,0.08673453449988558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35531591108389243,0.0,0.0,0.2570207629149163,0.1208703973518035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600375931612996,0.192158502993048,0.12913091107747368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053031730802293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756345595777647,0.0,0.0,0.13316564660163274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802908146766949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391185493379453,0.10962680793962636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711417694145744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293722076333992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965955422009247,0.09972218315154396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904620282475746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911334954581243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430460274544214,0.0,0.0,0.17231470196937715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519347367881129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330134516976726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395818230920513,0.0,0.1526169730029395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754966011318835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861753746223105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130947188401194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110967836709728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092211868453445,0.12467301764174328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979098821731698,0.0,0.0,0.19107481670061136,0.0,0.0,0.17321352345160826
anxiety,Star_Shopping1,2020/01/26,"Haven’t been to school in 4 months Hey since 4 months ago I started having bad anxiety, though I didn’t think it was anxiety, I had a episode that was likely a anxiety attack and ever since then I’ve had extreme brain fog and disassociation.

I’ve heard about other people dealing with disassociation, but mine is constant it doesn’t stop like other people’s.
I really want to get back to school but my disassociation doesn’t stop and it only gets worse if I go there pls help!",4.525136778115503,6.015704765957447,5.966291793313069,76.20500000000001,70.48936170212765,8.350151975683891,25.130699088145896,8.841846274778883,1.7547252279635257,384,11,74,7,7,130,62,94,0.195,0.698,0.107,-0.7393,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,11,1,1,0,1,12,18,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,1,7,2,6,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,12,43,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179472527238222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929964581029125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948112442563463,0.0,0.13167368160245846,0.14297899829851604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911614765450452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505057785482806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654184816400836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548971972735265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893260450391998,0.0,0.09732014940204993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477916529401035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731930751271856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733657044053038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023642043755174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374337568687684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970130505759966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466098647050783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833044831492602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120518999847145,0.0,0.0,0.28633011919002377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972425395918974,0.1682433142661057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100231919073646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450910605266334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joshysquashy2018,2020/01/26,"How do stop being so anxious about my health Everyday I have panic attacks because I think I'm going to have a stroke or an asthma attack, its gotten to the point were I can't even eat food like bacon anymore because I'm scared it will make my cholesterol  high enough to have a stroke.",6.833045977011495,5.884093224137932,6.801724137931036,80.73235632183909,65.03448275862068,8.422988505747126,31.402298850574713,6.42735559955562,1.7758091954022992,229,7,44,1,3,73,45,58,0.268,0.691,0.04,-0.9216,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,2,4,0,8,6,0,2,0,5,14,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,5,1,4,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490767217537606,0.21865435093329846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016497758297539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688019707151583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560343707181485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278121062957985,0.0,0.14562325277061128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666021645275387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530239544852678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343571814081461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294649325394315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077141278807506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471703860778816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586827411638859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842242110808706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207363543063819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432899067670586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127302459319258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeyDontDeleteThis,2020/01/26,"Is this social anxiety or what? I've always been shy but I've been really uncomfortable talking to people for a year now. I'm scared that people hate me and they don't actually want to talk or hang out with me. I've never been good at making friends but lately I've lost all my social skills and I haven't made any friends in my new school.

But I feel way worse online. It's easier for me to talk to people irl. I don't know why. I feel like I can read people easier than through text and know what they're really thinking about me. I've had a few online friends but I got so anxious that I had to cut off contact with them. There's nothing wrong with them but when they texted me I felt anxious and sometimes I had to take a moment just to calm down. 

What's wrong with me?",0.8642139037433125,2.924076006060609,2.5698395721925142,93.92534759358291,82.87878787878788,5.5793226381461665,18.19073083778966,6.794906146795322,-0.06569162210338675,611,14,138,7,17,201,92,165,0.196,0.631,0.17300000000000001,-0.3134,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,2,6,12,2,1,3,0,11,0,0,2,2,28,25,13,0,1,8,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,10,3,21,6,21,15,2,14,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,2,8,82,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.1281879247482596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930162834071844,0.0,0.0,0.08932896561297632,0.0,0.1004896591949276,0.29679769367708503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283862186411755,0.09384325420643368,0.12612572147889972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30446407530809344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017811765213996,0.10506019336686176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296903124112211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144383493488645,0.0,0.14817923944804773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417561726834213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339441332235298,0.0,0.0,0.12429553657568032,0.08768348735668621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131254570816148,0.12686782522048412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604298459274355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642725548869828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139504936982693,0.0,0.1683045207841065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315137769750916,0.132942828591698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678089388253398,0.0,0.0,0.12991790595903502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876599732890966,0.3167453747855609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841698645758987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747923746465325,0.10426705810692748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853151855141315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386655451015367,0.0,0.2872419877297201,0.0,0.08459121225486134
anxiety,_cherry5,2020/01/26,"how to deal social anxiety in work place I like to be alone most of my time, most of my anxiety stems from social interaction but my work involves a lot of interaction with the workers. Having social anxiety isn’t recognized in my area so I would mask it than discuss it with them. 5 months in my work I thought I was doing well socially but not a few days after I had a mild breakdown.

It got overwhelming because it was all getting hectic, I’m being called out by one worker repeatedly cause he had a question (it was a good 2 minutes straight of him calling me Ma’am) while Im trying to checking the delivery of materials which in itself is hard enough plus the whole construction noise and I could barely hear what my boss was telling me. 


 I couldn’t focus and I could feel I was doing a horrible job so I felt like there was a lump in my throat and I couldn’t think straight so I put on my earphones at break and blasted music which I usually do to regroup myself but then a worker walked in on me like that and asked what I was doing like it was wrong. I just kept feeling overwhelmed and I wanted to go home which I rarely feel because I like my job. 

If i cant listen to music, what can i do?",4.451066326530611,5.018388930612247,5.50514030612245,82.8666900510204,69.89795918367346,8.410714285714286,29.190051020408163,8.472884824447931,2.0015765306122453,948,34,194,14,16,314,136,245,0.071,0.807,0.122,0.9052,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,6,7,10,0,2,11,0,27,2,1,3,1,37,42,17,0,7,6,0,5,5,0,1,1,2,1,1,14,10,0,1,7,0,1,3,5,3,1,1,14,7,35,7,28,21,7,26,0,2,0,0,20,14,0,5,13,143,49,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213609550344964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689222953536368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954550929497277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286110827289514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393034539213255,0.0,0.0,0.12037397116247744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711402062217194,0.0,0.0,0.07557004516322836,0.12080525932324306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107608399154145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774598595272925,0.0,0.11250915034433473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061220611184487975,0.0,0.0665948952509508,0.09828325466232687,0.09371786303473872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496837335430202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206799825650206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753897776836747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657222902386872,0.0,0.232561949954388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862359908439581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962045175463016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353027385349516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940277084974046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224259550045279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779614419758537,0.13126605421681398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777924091700466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241864068213233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508286047439063,0.0,0.09302615576046074,0.06832736997700455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955609554939637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905489106432602,0.0,0.06911455549479985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535699560635314,0.0,0.0,0.130824929518189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255920698499716,0.0,0.0,0.08323981105611303,0.1281156278186095,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sspaghettii,2020/01/26,Can you change meds just by asking? Zolofts been making me feel like shit and I’m wondering how easy it is to switch,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,1.2966666666666669,100.015,87.75,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.5115666666666665,93,2,21,1,3,28,24,24,0.124,0.69,0.18600000000000005,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35571990044257285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025228069277712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239426862893605,0.27183215250869946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858950473121159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539893923030992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226541948693961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905819151388957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41264038544645865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mylifeisgreyscale,2020/01/26,"How to deal with not knowing future plans? I am a senior in high school, and I graduate at the end of May. Recently, it has dawned on me that I really don’t know what I’m doing in 4 months and where I’ll be since I am still waiting to hear back on a job and I don’t have most of my college decisions. This has been really unsettling to me because I like to plan ahead and I keep stability in my routines and I know all of that will be gone in four months. I’ve been constantly anxious and I feel like I can’t be settled in the moment because the future is so uncertain. Have you guys experienced this?",2.3749218749999983,3.6155766484375,4.428562500000002,86.11018750000002,75.484375,8.245000000000001,25.3,8.841846274778883,1.7157068749999995,473,16,105,10,10,163,79,128,0.042,0.9109999999999999,0.047,0.1265,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,5,0,18,0,0,1,1,21,27,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,3,15,2,17,19,2,23,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,4,14,76,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332353480623553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875112620589082,0.0,0.25170606373074444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231044752602736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284600595524344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828578220123713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104389834781904,0.14749146994353166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044228765038438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326897529203192,0.0,0.0,0.21813100819474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048746985944795,0.1835066610346257,0.0,0.0,0.3403867524144738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172693723130394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329580770525052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645206773625258,0.0,0.20384937336883047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089434490870014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078168245841452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487520363351013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oldpuckcoach,2020/01/26,Somatic muscle aches? Anyone ever get muscle aches/ burning associated with anxiety and panic? They’ve ran every test in the world but keep saying it’s from my anxiety/panic disorder.,6.128645833333334,9.170935406250004,8.113750000000003,55.889583333333384,69.9375,10.516666666666666,29.416666666666664,10.504223727775694,4.524404166666667,151,6,18,5,3,53,29,32,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.7851,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893948080810506,0.0,0.0,0.26451281382760866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335590964113544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34218968456092025,0.3187300388320152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764363904124985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362461734077388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438479327498429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008355428316583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Abombzzz,2020/01/26,"I can’t take it anymore!!!! Hello friends.
I have been struggling with anxiety most of my life... I am 39 now and usually had good outlets like sports and a good buisness. So the anxiety was doable but the last 4 years have been hell. 
I started drinking during my divorce and that became an issue and then I stopped for a year then relapse now have 4 months sober again but I can’t stop by mind from obsessive worry and the panic attacks gets worse. It’s like I have constant angst and my mind will not stop. 
I’m on 1mg of Ativan two times a day and 600mg of gabapentin a day. I try deep breathing and also I’m avoiding sugar and caffeine. 
I’m at my wits end and I start a new job in a week. I don’t know what to do or how to stop or at least cope anymore. It’s effecting everything in my life from motivation to even my libido. I am a 39 year old male and I’m scared to death.
Don’t get phobias or social anxiety but my GAD and Obsessive worry is killing me. 
Any help support or advice would be appreciated.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻",0.12798165137614606,2.275706990825689,2.4254788990825658,93.20438348623856,86.88990825688074,5.322862385321102,22.481467889908266,6.742157984588678,0.5704610642201833,796,30,179,10,25,270,127,218,0.29600000000000004,0.618,0.087,-0.9949,1,1,1,0,1,1,20.0,0,0,0,2,7,15,3,6,11,0,19,5,1,3,0,34,30,24,2,1,8,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,13,2,5,3,2,0,0,5,9,0,1,4,1,19,6,17,23,2,31,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,5,27,103,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692020612503334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568374334641026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136583219656497,0.0,0.27459485368842346,0.0,0.23732050839463126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611869524641576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929871326651568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432818961727351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721105870342767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597403332826433,0.0,0.0,0.07902743355915168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753334706401713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244098556165682,0.0,0.12502395719041295,0.0,0.0,0.20071281853766715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019860599388585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488309835651935,0.11873376756888522,0.0,0.13237455684933536,0.0,0.06575629205228573,0.09753039490207564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902410444767454,0.11690950342781928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416239791395064,0.0,0.09550317064810578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555833102061044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555212987956813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403830277876742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979012446257785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219677012247713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937720800115874,0.0,0.0,0.4001296987006649,0.0,0.12508374253491866,0.0,0.0,0.1357769502322229,0.0,0.0,0.08996160999118383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976864501724403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123422562893612,0.0,0.11688027520999884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177713243516231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597569342644303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430199571540724,0.12193316620497435,0.08499564421740406,0.0,0.0,0.2311512621153612
anxiety,mokalovesoulmate,2020/01/26,"Who is supposed to be helped first? The girlfriend with anxiety or the boyfriend who have compassion fatigue? I hope I am posting this in the correct thread.

I am currently in relationship for 1 year and a half. GF profile: she has borderline personality disorder (diagnosed by doctor) including anxiety, and in most times she cannot be left alone, physically.

We actually just had a fight a week ago because she thinks I am the one who leaving her. Let me get this straight: a boyfriend could never leave her girlfriend without a reason, right? 

As in that context, she could not talk with me for almost 2 days, she would not eat food that I bought, eventually I feel disrespected. Food requires money, and in my current economy condition, that is just a waste. When I wake up, she is just going to work, without waking me up or something. I think I had enough, then I pack my things and leaving my own rented condo. In the evening she eventually realized my things are not there anymore. She ask to break up. I am okay with that back then. But her suicidal behavior is causing mess. Luckily there is nothing serius but I know her hand could hurt (she tries to cut on her left hand but I guess the cuts are not deep -- which she do this I think to get me back -- and I am fall for it)

We meet again and talked through this again -- she was under stress at work because she cant keep up for everything happened -- but she already told me like days ago -- and in my nature of handling a job, yesterday is just yesterday -- I even tell to her just dont think about it and stay focused, but it seem she can't do that.

What is more disapponting, is, she want me to get thru her insecurities, but she dont mention about what she can do back for me. I think it is more like give and take -- two way relationship -- which that what should be happened. I think I feel I give a lot -- but I still don't know what I can expect in return. I feel drained -- my emotion, even my money. I dont have savings since March 2019 -- I used to have money but I am all loss. 

She posted me this article, talked about her anxiety [https://themighty.com/2016/08/a-letter-to-my-boyfriend-about-my-anxiety/](https://themighty.com/2016/08/a-letter-to-my-boyfriend-about-my-anxiety/?utm_source=Mighty_MH_Page&utm_medium=Facebook&utm_campaign=Link_Contributor&fbclid=IwAR3oz_0GzajJ3Qk9QaN_kL4QKADr9-CCfbsz_5qUALljjKKLzhP1XrFovZQ) but heck, I dont even care about it right now.

Do you guys agree if she is being controlling and abusive to me? Despite her anxiety -- which she could say it was the culprit -- but I cannot verify myself? 

I also dont mentioned yet  ""compassion fatigue"" to her becausr it is like a word I just discovered today. 

What would you guys say to her when you were me?

I am sorry for such short post, I am kinda hurry, because I need to go back to my condo to visit..my gf again...which cannot be left alone. Sucks. I don't feel motivated and I want everything end soon.",6.003095238095237,8.287025958015269,5.196706652126501,80.02624681933844,68.04580152671755,7.814903671392223,27.17084696474009,8.491030156203081,1.81855721555798,2358,77,427,37,42,707,230,524,0.11900000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.084,-0.9587,5,2,1,0,1,0,135.0,2,3,0,7,30,18,4,2,16,1,61,11,4,5,3,84,96,30,1,13,25,0,6,3,4,3,4,2,3,3,31,16,3,3,16,0,5,3,19,11,0,4,7,8,90,7,49,76,7,63,0,4,0,0,63,23,2,10,34,315,121,6,0.0,0.07642508579580966,0.06294527609558108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435540438688326,0.0,0.06459008075265638,0.13361057276928634,0.07118027180591095,0.0515827412418179,0.0,0.2096657640409632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737738496656468,0.0,0.06396929064312262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060301265085810116,0.0,0.0,0.19839420743690955,0.0,0.11796063958979396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576474461131948,0.06626198363782064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234520021234844,0.20600045098018704,0.0,0.0,0.08319773864328738,0.0,0.0,0.0654688260666594,0.0,0.0,0.07392561847047112,0.06602118952319187,0.0,0.0,0.37798309290675225,0.0,0.0,0.06600230809281635,0.0,0.07255679287724305,0.05713019733909405,0.06664847407542984,0.0,0.1704135525521165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594163485824566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045789992800236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486591618324906,0.15599370674265914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109990799743004,0.1237536276727265,0.07331667829625274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105693465011231,0.1277355176471447,0.11407895043970324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323476273247541,0.0,0.0,0.06406567980866543,0.0,0.0,0.06905141466373027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400892142146458,0.05733291385936515,0.0,0.0,0.07089793269635315,0.0,0.0,0.20489696020119091,0.2102469348818589,0.06595832385580618,0.0,0.0945382013670905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054837841440386566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478278933450155,0.049748415648900535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618920267309268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370866103388291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056321220909805375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853271088230884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631946111113204,0.0,0.1385034008044264,0.0,0.11016981137634356,0.0,0.10259018318752923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872078470615572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335725381270055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965728679925055,0.0,0.07220542924358077,0.0,0.06875123633963283,0.05151189495885214,0.0,0.07388756096967916,0.0,0.0,0.07055542352361645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849796096576599,0.1555343462110781,0.056378154077239034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570538128996341,0.24798413930464436,0.0,0.0,0.037612010534407714,0.0,0.0611409645807721,0.0616350407083863,0.0,0.043793061329409945,0.0,0.0630097107572665,0.0,0.0,0.05570957451020005,0.0,0.0,0.07609066147946829,0.05119919659440194,0.05174013041689792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435649440310273,0.0,0.0939173863629739,0.0,0.0,0.09164165549993514,0.0,0.0,0.04153758804582287
anxiety,anon-anon25,2020/01/26,"Anxious about death Ive always been anxious about the idea of death, more so recently, when someone talks about it, or if im in bed at night i just can't get it out of my mind. I cant accept the fact that one day we are just going to die and thats if forever, like for all time, i enjoy my life somewhat and i can't face the fact that one day it will all be gone and forgotten and i'll be dead forever. It makes me incredibly anxious my heart pounds and i go hot and i cant breathe. Does anyone else struggle with this or have any advice on how to deal with it",2.057840501792114,2.773465088709681,3.7720430107526894,92.55862007168459,75.53225806451613,7.124014336917562,23.455197132616487,7.3871296695380915,0.6423541218637996,437,12,107,5,9,147,79,124,0.215,0.742,0.043,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,11,4,3,2,4,26,16,13,4,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,2,1,12,3,14,11,4,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,7,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663574878508573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165410965561312,0.0,0.0,0.11576968506743718,0.0,0.0,0.5769714552825826,0.0,0.1190364318312146,0.1744319733129131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958266051844985,0.17551094609988813,0.0,0.0,0.17668323043791875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897900419546886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221447042695598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894387090426578,0.0,0.1935037122786676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173634761777234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218131283619674,0.1838894414895459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024621891312133,0.08317112987016494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363715730100853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189483112607185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975960087073265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071934968495625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680924019281622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442446060478028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797280614473046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683322848255378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926886806387453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Highwaay,2020/01/26,"How do i go to college next february Its a 6 week course. I’ve been out of education for 2 yesrs almost.

Should i take some benzos prior.

I’vee already backed away from doing it once prior",0.8381578947368418,3.361338078947369,2.900315789473684,87.8052105263158,89.26315789473685,5.145263157894737,18.12631578947369,6.742157984588678,0.28387789473684233,149,4,29,2,5,50,35,38,0.0,0.966,0.034,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658527715162187,0.0,0.4031810986147325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432654084491239,0.2809373738109619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076410931870829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885618578739696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890938252706968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747033789933938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930677573251712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheeesychipss,2020/01/26,"Overwhelmed and anxious So I have been feeling super anxious this past week. There was lots of things going on but it has really upset me that I can't shake the feeling. I have even been dreaming about it. 

I am ill with a cold right now which in a way has contributed but I can't help but feel really emotional. 

It hasn't been that long since I have started working and due to the nature of the work I do, the hours are not set exactly. I always feel like I am either not working enough or too much. 

I have woken up today feeling really low, I dunno, I am so fed up of being anxious, having intrusive thoughts and feeling alone.",3.9463429571303554,4.9736910708661455,5.151128608923887,83.26497812773405,71.36220472440945,7.8491688538932625,27.496937882764648,8.167268648758528,1.7894958880139984,494,17,97,7,9,164,79,127,0.161,0.698,0.141,-0.6986,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,7,6,0,3,6,0,20,2,0,0,1,21,31,9,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,7,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,7,7,13,2,10,23,4,18,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,3,9,76,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556167530598719,0.0,0.0,0.12502249957245676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092292323657839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901435696247127,0.0,0.15525147324864413,0.0,0.0992406632795092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558344682690905,0.10734074493683507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539221998021955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071139216444383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796889984700856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340600688475263,0.0,0.0,0.13296914177540994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277396938414551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045321422646444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343345218548198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887676816512903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831520721948547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242908015200522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634981872392986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982139047583126,0.0,0.0,0.11928406714474132,0.0,0.0,0.14242223784846372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926380627157065,0.12052386171976405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281578340415991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Apart-Coat,2020/01/26,"Should I start taking medication? I am diagnosed with social anxiety and GAD. I started therapy 2 months ago, it helped me to understand my condition, but I still struggle with daily activities (going to university, out with friends, etc). For example, I went with a friend to a yoga class; I had a panic attack there, so I spent the rest of the day dissociating. It worries me that I have to put on hold most activities because they can trigger in me a panic attack (so far breathing exercises and other forms or relaxation haven't helped me), while at the same time, causing my social life to disappear. 
I was on Zoloft once, but I reacted to it very poorly (I ended up taking 1/4 of the dose, anything above it and I experienced side effects. I also weren't on therapy back then, my psychiatrist prescribed it to me so I can finish high school). My therapist said, that my reaction to sertraline could be connected to my body weight (I am small and underweight).
Which brings me to question: should I try taking medication again? If not Zoloft, maybe something else? And should I expect similar side effects?",6.168128078817734,7.560808842364536,7.154655172413797,69.59336206896553,66.48768472906403,10.726108374384236,33.71182266009852,10.7630783206399,4.0562472906403935,877,39,147,25,14,294,126,203,0.135,0.804,0.062,-0.9378,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,8,8,2,3,8,0,14,11,2,5,0,30,25,15,0,6,5,0,1,0,2,3,8,1,0,0,9,10,1,1,4,3,2,5,3,5,0,0,6,3,30,3,24,14,5,30,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,4,13,110,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022085649589672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943550898293216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951205784307927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023221062979394,0.0,0.0,0.2829118358155825,0.0,0.0956106079321817,0.0,0.07579716235304393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811489839776006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277325305058412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927622689680927,0.0,0.0,0.08018970385309332,0.0,0.0,0.1262035689793036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387100912463808,0.0,0.11012928188668653,0.0,0.13867316144421624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213120492013194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066589568349256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668639682819966,0.1313731675535345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782577514390982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249173176760498,0.0,0.0,0.2505210939341833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099247856017691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241918179893594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917749103961283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499711886948825,0.13929045550884947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827683165868312,0.0,0.0,0.12583980138034295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25350012502867514,0.0,0.09572383065970033,0.0,0.0,0.1760184990539989,0.0,0.09929893934671943,0.0,0.0,0.1299882840016031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804670312493476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28438970060298685,0.14436956618689156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250427800700635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441942476062901,0.0,0.0,0.12944343928902027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259440503463184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141392592655986,0.0,0.11526541787315485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627439253259595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DangerHobs,2020/01/26,"What can I do to help a loved one with OCD/anxiety? My girlfriend has been struggling to cope with anxiety and OCD over the past few years. Everyday she goes through a number of OCD routines to cope with her impulsive thoughts and help with her anxiety. It seems to peak and trough but when she goes through periods (1 - 2 month) of where almost everything will trigger her it really puts a strain on our relationship.

She won't always open up to me during the bad times and has always said that I never know the full extent of the routines and impulses she has to deal with. It has got particularly bad in the past few months, she has a phobia of fainting and felt very faint whilst giving a presentation at work a few months ago and is now unable to give presentations for the fear of fainting (50% of her job is this so is really impacting her work). 

I try my best to be as supportive as possible and when she has a panic attack I am the only person who can calm her down. However I am worried over a couple of things and need some advice on how best to help her. 

I am worried that she is building too much of a dependency on me to help her during her episodes and panic attacks, which I think it has manifested itself in when she is alone, small anxiety attacks can now quite frequently turn into full blown panic attacks where I need to drop everything and come home to help her calm down. 

I also need some help on how to help her over come this, she went to get some CBT therapy 18 months ago but her head wasn't fully in it and didn't take anything from it.

We have a lot of chats on how we're going to tackle this and she always has a number of ideas to help herself but in all honestly she never follows through with them and it's frustrating for me as we have the same chat every couple of months. My attempts to push her are normally met with tears and accusations that I don't know what she's doing to help herself.

What can I do myself to help? I am happy to pay for private therapy (UK based and NHS is 6 month + wait) but I don't want to spend a few thousand pound if it's going to be wasted as her head won't 100% be in it.

How should I treat her when she is doing a routine to deal with her impulse? Do I ignore it? Do I tell her she doesn't need to do it? Do I try and get her to not do it for a bit? Shall I get her to talk about it after she's done it?",5.433087419403211,4.696982635627535,6.355272154745838,82.0861216074374,67.78542510121457,9.66669665617034,29.227470385365123,9.049649993220411,2.0569747488379075,1858,54,405,29,27,620,211,494,0.154,0.713,0.132,-0.8864,2,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,0,1,6,17,23,5,6,22,0,50,6,2,6,3,68,80,36,0,8,6,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,1,1,27,31,0,2,7,2,2,8,10,14,0,2,10,2,65,9,77,62,17,60,0,0,0,1,65,24,0,8,27,298,92,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585253858422317,0.1194739940853902,0.0,0.06748115637552568,0.0697955154212821,0.0,0.053891603593857335,0.16822115148924996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621206886125945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545606843973211,0.0,0.0,0.3066625326049441,0.0,0.0,0.1125353464450052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414428877703771,0.0,0.07357221445847595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610070171420706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913107735827866,0.0,0.0,0.1389518620329038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896316888501268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567788181408662,0.0,0.12113122481243535,0.0,0.0,0.07583226734798301,0.0,0.0,0.06470478199237373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562517683251628,0.12929288528066113,0.0765983596148402,0.0,0.05389778411706985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173770170573437,0.0,0.0,0.13832276604384225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516996651515929,0.0,0.06759747015093903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607488837567879,0.0,0.0,0.06687398414024964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407135007781115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057292403267088635,0.06082193108227785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32273940177429233,0.0,0.04953926145668496,0.19987474933102445,0.10395034583386986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602770177099274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456650766777528,0.05125298424282413,0.0,0.2372022525534677,0.0,0.0,0.12866239048295658,0.0,0.05884217934375004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075971880877485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774536832355323,0.0,0.07167735396647466,0.0,0.0,0.0863432708092648,0.0,0.0,0.0723514318244696,0.0,0.0,0.06410313771493087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613491484926918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704504572351772,0.0,0.0,0.07647315336113854,0.0,0.0,0.05066874742512843,0.05416537346566309,0.05890166086056772,0.0,0.15413223271882326,0.0,0.04477079274137785,0.04318066667013889,0.0,0.0534999785319444,0.03929553787352871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915065095227137,0.0733007575708531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560364766698237,0.03974825364962882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247102540770043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812116290441174,0.13687523855466727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339682566919628
anxiety,mers_de_lavande,2020/01/26,"Terrified of presenting my Master's project I had a panic attack in front of my class a few months ago and have been scared of this happening again. The professors have been so understanding about it I have even been able to opt out of presenting projects when I felt the need. 

I have a letter from my doctor that I could possibly use to not present this final project, but my anxiety is even preventing me from asking. I'm ashamed that I will be viewed as a cop out for asking to opt out of presenting or that they will say no and it will increase my chances of a panic attack that day. 

I'm not sure where to start or if I should just force myself to go through with the presentation.",7.1269551616266975,6.121003927007301,6.943587069864442,80.13934306569344,64.47445255474452,11.040250260688216,33.440041710114706,10.290406445055957,3.028729718456726,546,19,114,11,7,173,83,137,0.207,0.757,0.036000000000000004,-0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,2,4,8,0,15,1,0,1,1,21,26,9,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,5,3,15,1,22,15,2,20,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,3,12,85,23,6,0.17979484686270295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937728354348907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754256572983095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361678225927244,0.40908518866633664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355155518002674,0.0,0.0,0.11595280216987484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402764432396346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375056013344591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263124858532286,0.19695646643540626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102181554845946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899198929908798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351053142291434,0.0,0.0,0.13331560077646182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219010276590531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026916751655454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298007866196452,0.18000600717419815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725971800841934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945451538348585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871727763899078,0.0,0.15528502042213413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,properlyarticulated,2020/01/26,"Scared of going to the gym Me and my girlfriend have decided to start going to the gym together. I'm relatively fit, I go for runs, longboard and skateboard but I've never really taken fitness seriously. 

I also have minor anxiety about things like this and I have no clue how to use any of the equipment. Any advice?",3.111038251366121,5.579503737704922,5.204508196721314,75.85681693989073,77.19672131147541,8.001092896174864,26.560109289617486,8.841846274778883,2.549292896174863,252,10,43,6,6,87,44,61,0.179,0.745,0.076,-0.698,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963774803215501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425458156515448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125035548585268,0.0,0.23202071892349285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171105618891637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817517518968032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339206827797004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429927528490148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036523491727087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146745707820578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149648031741765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26195048700170204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NuHemp,2020/01/26,"CBD for anxiety, does it work? Hi all,

If you stuggle with anxiety and want to explore alternative solutions, then give CBD a try.

I've written a blog post about CBD for anxiety :)

https://www.nuhemp.co.uk/blogs/cbd-blogs/can-cbd-help-with-anxiety",4.557906976744189,7.833477348837214,4.503534883720931,78.0920465116279,77.83720930232559,9.951627906976746,31.85581395348837,9.888512548439397,4.219664186046513,198,10,33,7,5,61,32,43,0.134,0.7090000000000001,0.157,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.825069469746355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359563517594176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25865511385820805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072831782798046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582324539227105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830620964795263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903565074121614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962949508617433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mattimuss,2020/01/26,"Anxiety struck me again Anyone else get anxiety after seeing a bat? I’ve posted in the past about rabies and was good until tonight. Long story short, while helping out someone who has drunk too much and maybe taken drugs, while waiting for ambos to arrive. There was a couple of us, and of course at night and being summer in Australia bats are out. I glanced up at one point and saw up about mid tree level flying off, and after seeing it flying perfectly fine I might add my mind is freaking out that I may have got bit without realising and no one else noticing it either. I feel like the adrenaline from helping out this guy who’s wasn’t in a good way but is all good now and at hospital, though yeah I think the adrenaline made me more anxious after it all. I’m 99.9% sure using logic the bat just flew outta one tree and was flying off but however as I have anxiety over them I’m panicking about it a little. I took photos on my neck with flash on and no unusual red spots are there or bite looking marks. Can anyone help? Anything is appreciated",4.000576923076924,5.555729442307693,4.967500000000001,82.60250000000002,71.88461538461539,7.507692307692308,25.01923076923077,8.07648339933343,1.4898980769230767,836,25,158,12,16,273,135,208,0.075,0.768,0.156,0.9513,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,1,10,8,0,0,8,1,16,3,1,2,4,35,32,18,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,16,1,1,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,3,10,7,13,7,32,19,6,39,0,0,6,0,8,22,0,3,14,109,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048516855547128,0.15006399316952107,0.0,0.18576047875187968,0.13610357087226216,0.1093106142716552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501972790447615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697769001370192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404463449018416,0.0,0.22193061154096952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716458540191349,0.09489624588229856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939999707253157,0.0,0.0,0.3342431962312371,0.10623904751056723,0.0,0.0,0.13152600323328914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671063920678837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648957158129685,0.13313401723254786,0.0,0.11755342652133426,0.11154664616854423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569022569284838,0.0,0.0,0.13344905829612969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091530290526846,0.13412392170083245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764787250072364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246551979356894,0.0,0.0,0.15123176747976447,0.0,0.0,0.270034158001961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680456199880122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255705493364387,0.0,0.1272177301101997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170212922669926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254935428008082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251939581161691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511431356700178,0.1305081938522272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758285466474838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597822894790281,0.11472545478532414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543701267832367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804670921775224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andrea_yourlocalweeb,2020/01/26,My anxiety on having a sickness So i have this thing where i always search up things that happen to my body and i cant stop. I’ve been in the emergency room for two times now because of this. I always think that i have sickness whenever i feel something different happening to my body because when i search it up at google it always says something that will cause me to have anxiety. and i know its really stupid to believe in what google says but i just cant. I can’t even be leaved at the house alone cause i go crazy like i cant keep still and i think i will have a seizure or a heart attack or something. But when i go to the doctors they say im completely healthy but i cant seem to believe that im ok because im not.,1.087698924731182,2.996523232258068,2.7522580645161305,93.73505376344086,81.19354838709677,6.197849462365593,23.23655913978495,7.3011,0.7824107526881723,571,20,130,8,15,188,82,155,0.115,0.805,0.08,-0.4789,1,1,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,2,0,6,1,14,6,3,2,0,19,24,11,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,2,3,3,1,0,12,3,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,1,4,21,2,15,20,0,17,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,7,86,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303638525557095,0.0,0.0,0.2965422961323397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175657415537846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514711252324293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217250033388072,0.0,0.0,0.2676838573182753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639101988941284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440715514554045,0.0,0.0,0.12455489658945655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411608792083688,0.0,0.12159230128042335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846335462081215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006661038303755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350285219133514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101010631858768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077332426468844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370741397695262,0.0,0.0,0.3849588080880834,0.0,0.0,0.10559096232011443,0.0,0.0,0.06528693935108439,0.0,0.0,0.12578735754462786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580375156630514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610348506915326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834130198041181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814702668914547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743639044162568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487029689403052,0.09931841712906438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784499822594186,0.15223881098812314,0.0,0.0,0.06927065309926965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160460117323175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wantovercomefear,2020/01/26,"Still anxious about coronavirus I had several panic attacks from two days ago because coronavirus. I almost literally cried all day. Today, I saw some positive posts to calm down, and it helped me a little. But I am still anxious. In our country, there is a rumor that millions of infected people had already arrived. I want to belive it is just a rumor, but lots of people and medias are spreading fears. I am beliving coronavirus can be cured, and I belive I could stay safe if I stay clean. 
However, my fears about being sick and losing my close people are still making me cry. Can someone help me?
(Also sorry for my bad English)",3.8513482280431433,6.305853364406782,5.093636363636367,77.65020801232669,74.67796610169492,7.3417565485362095,27.67642526964561,8.296473431620573,2.348091525423729,499,20,81,9,11,165,80,118,0.261,0.624,0.115,-0.9607,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,8,8,1,3,3,0,13,2,0,1,1,17,16,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,3,1,16,2,10,10,3,14,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,4,7,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427335099019216,0.0,0.14038384663839135,0.0,0.15470735203360236,0.11211293671252104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167581943910021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949069436281502,0.0,0.0,0.1170559728468404,0.08546084344310169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111933347121,0.0,0.30799262773065306,0.1808268149886138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155140178801599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793790718812345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051102472984062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684100971342665,0.0,0.11918776123268808,0.0,0.0,0.0935804547161634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644872259323252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29157820093542697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342669138449039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837909719550106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187857576246096,0.0,0.0,0.15693548896783474,0.0,0.2988558895122878,0.3358768658139052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288733649210413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694897836636796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268993959500598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,l-ribeiro,2020/01/26,"Strange feeling in my head (Anyone else have it?) Hi everyone,
 
For a few months now I'm dealing with anxiety treatment. 
 
It seems to get a little better, even with really bad times still going on.
 
But there is one thing that it is triggering my anxiety and I'm curious to know if someone feels something alike.
 
Basically, I'm having a constant strange kind of physical feeling in my head.
 
I'm not sure how to explain, the best I can do is this: like when you feel a metallic taste in your mouth, but with me is in the whole head. Like there is something inside.
 
Then this starts to get harder and harder in my head, which just makes me freeze what I'm doing and silently freak out until I start crying compulsively. 
 
I asked my doctors about this, but I'm curious to know if anyone here feel something similar.
 
I was thinking that it was meds effect, but I don't even care anymore, I just want it to stop.
 
Have a nice day everyone.",3.484262295081969,5.2612827814207686,4.449967213114757,84.8880655737705,73.64480874316939,7.50295081967213,27.50054644808743,8.238735603445708,1.8629274316939888,731,28,143,12,15,237,107,183,0.124,0.755,0.121,-0.3566,0,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,3,12,10,0,0,7,0,14,7,5,4,1,33,39,13,0,3,9,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,7,1,1,11,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,7,15,8,20,37,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,14,95,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579542180823347,0.0,0.12043123724458887,0.16982084144722875,0.12442486736036265,0.0,0.0,0.1135256603393147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013934454784643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743890859633822,0.10739969935711637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381143328290307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122847341053553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333910305817421,0.07831575510709728,0.12519451436575413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429422710023913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144365326794286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041380770964989,0.0,0.0,0.2320733631874216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070068101956749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268899173654102,0.0,0.06901450828289349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498510815680496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645623078124935,0.13347538587444635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865435683333715,0.12171012361504455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105903955476222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348872989901103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692853836978108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228773640748188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779459518978568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055018248659852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289177857748268,0.28046059729534045,0.0,0.0,0.1719051325028687,0.0,0.09697842793532402,0.10152539070221328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114451380908609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067625108470086,0.0778108693855057,0.0,0.0,0.07080992955175466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162571612568552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557823235277336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bluu_x,2020/01/26,"I had a horrible feeling Two weeks ago, I was supposed to go to my best friend's house for the weekend, but in the days before I had this horrible feeling. The kind of feeling where you can't tell if it's a gut instinct or if it's just anxiety. It caused enough anxiety where I was unable to function and I didn't know if I was supposed to go or if something was going to go horribly wrong. 

My family was sick with the flu (I was feeling fine and they were fully aware and fine with it as long as I felt totally okay) and I was worried that I was going to get sick while I was there. On top of that, the weather was supposed to be bad the next day when my family was supposed to pick me up. I was so worried that I was going to get sick or my family was going to get into a horrible accident on their way to pick me up. I couldn't figure out if I was just anxious or if it was my gut. 

But despite my feelings, I decided to go to her house. 

And ya know what happened? 

Absolutely nothing. 

I went along. I had a wonderful time. We talked and laughed and got each other caught up on our lives. We played video games and watched horror games until we fell asleep and then woke up and played more video games. 

My family came and got me safely and then we all went home safely. 

I feel like this is almost a type of breakthrough as far as telling the difference between anxiety and instinct. It's a big problem that I've had. And I feel like this almost drew a line for me. 

I just felt like sharing this little victory. I felt like you guys could appreciate it. I'm not doing great, but knowing that I can still learn to manage makes me feel hopeful :)",2.848894653733364,4.065998208211147,4.3009530791788855,87.58681423415295,74.24926686217009,7.474892849086398,26.31186555380104,8.012643519586192,1.4609421610647422,1283,45,276,19,26,427,157,341,0.182,0.649,0.16899999999999998,-0.8804,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,5,3,2,2,9,21,0,0,14,1,29,7,3,4,2,74,66,37,0,10,17,0,11,4,1,0,4,0,1,1,18,25,0,2,18,8,0,13,4,3,0,1,32,12,46,18,38,31,6,44,0,0,1,0,20,16,0,14,18,192,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797947585544096,0.0,0.1761770917450568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188881900157565,0.09938026847556253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345069023740848,0.0,0.0,0.07485539425746189,0.0,0.0923183520920116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061344283923752,0.0,0.09036870239622416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023632717467784,0.0,0.0,0.11346584075401453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190919420980584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908958016078354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33171850435734856,0.0,0.3558393663029732,0.12569056965520334,0.2533929675858831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679648622386815,0.0,0.1378809838842592,0.0,0.3999598392857098,0.0,0.14071416921794427,0.0969864627757063,0.0,0.08710343658572456,0.0777909606382123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882403795382719,0.08737336304457623,0.0,0.2030095202687163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160648789350584,0.14503687850707528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190942408472498,0.08816834802506142,0.07767850274477309,0.07785006143822443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872019021725877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355634754328672,0.0,0.0,0.08440891499592648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417473868981004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067723064209688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025239586617321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070639036889988,0.15377808956949165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129560571391505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593322274531984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982593496226726,0.0705636654819025,0.0,0.0,0.16309684311592348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539895231460567,0.0,0.178674186659448,0.0,0.0,0.09618061887331236,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daynnite43,2020/01/26,If you have anxiety in college you aren’t alone. I have a relative who is an EMT. He works in a station right next to a large university and he tells me he spends a good chunk of his time responding to calls from people having panic attacks at the school. Says he’s never gone a week without at least multiples calls like this.,5.374545454545455,5.5690769090909065,6.041969696969698,81.13295454545455,67.7878787878788,9.630303030303034,30.13636363636364,9.516144504307137,2.4924363636363642,260,9,53,5,4,85,53,66,0.147,0.773,0.08,-0.5423,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,9,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,5,32,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494340704898504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423932902325585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739863847722718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918421627195485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200230184779291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766059075031125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574802215919745,0.0,0.25613244134793545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825698424253962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696576451657555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567312845931732,0.0,0.19152291958924367,0.0,0.2437394825936926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210501791388508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404337500012733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318458217895265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215787454467546,0.0,0.17533190289316405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SaraTyler,2020/01/26,"What I miss most is calm Like all of us, I have bad anxiety, triggered by political and social events.

I clearly remember when I didn't suffer of anxiety and OCD, when I could read the news with some worry but without panic, when my life could go on even when things were bad.

Now I can't. I continue to spiral.
I look at my family and friends and envy their ability to put some distance between them and the world, while I refresh news websites every few minutes.

It's exhausting.",5.443758865248221,6.080256638297875,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333335,67.72340425531915,9.670921985815603,32.687943262411345,9.725611199111238,3.1290411347517724,380,16,71,8,6,126,69,94,0.18100000000000002,0.645,0.174,0.0642,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,1,2,19,10,11,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,1,14,3,10,6,5,13,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,3,9,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289298023522224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590112787113265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433001589156728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199726115685232,0.0,0.18113629849117485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026711458337112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166098861841064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218238936133988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185207731119674,0.10503206634903772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805354112304267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25224158954669224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161218859400252,0.0,0.0,0.2150457468237651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353900537476256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191527516903549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282818739849565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25860357374482845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724034383248605,0.0,0.0,0.21833031118557503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juhstardust,2020/01/26,"Just came back from the ER with a panic attack I’ve been suffering from depression and anxiety as since I came remember. When I was 8, I had severe OCD episodes mixed with depression and anxiety. I’ve been using fluoxetine and depakane ever since this. Fast forward for my 28 years, I was in a secure place and my shrink said i had to drop depakene in order to get pregnant. 

In august 2019 I startes taking only fluxotine, and upped my dose from 20mg to 40mg. Then immediately after I stoped depakane, I started having severe panic attacks. My shrink them gave me clonazepam for the SOS moments, but they started getting frequent and severe, so he said to take everyday, 10 drops, which im still relutant of using because I know the severe effects that clonazepam can have. 

Since fluoxetine and clonazepam are still not effective for my phobia of diseases and panic attacks, my shink gave me a minor dose of aripriprazole, 1mg, for resistant depression, which im VERY relutanct of taking. I know it can be a prejudice, but in the spiral of medicines which I am, i can’t help it.

Today I thought I was with trombosis because my leg was numb, and had severe panic attack in the  hospital. Just from looking at the doctor, my heartbeat was 125bpm. Turns out it was again a anxiety crisis. 

I can’t live this live anymore. I feel legit I’m going to colapse someday. They said to me I have severe generalized anxiety disorder, but I can help but wonder that I’m bipolar (my dad and grandpa are) and because of my downfall after depakene was out of the scene. 

Should I look for a new shrink? Which type of therapy should I look? 

Thank you so much for reading everything. I feel so hopeless and with a lot of shame.",6.332076923076923,6.892896015384617,6.977038461538466,73.98371153846155,65.76923076923077,9.823076923076924,35.019230769230774,9.766711354998122,3.5194461538461534,1355,61,235,27,20,447,160,325,0.267,0.6990000000000001,0.034,-0.9977,0,0,0,0,0,2,38.0,0,1,3,2,11,18,5,5,14,0,26,6,1,4,1,43,57,22,0,2,7,2,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,11,20,0,1,9,1,0,4,3,16,1,0,20,8,38,2,41,34,2,37,0,5,3,0,14,11,0,2,21,161,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273499716157918,0.0,0.0736832966677509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33809717572965464,0.0,0.057130300714491135,0.0,0.13587345919626642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699534190659356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197735101339286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515153478088958,0.07604678502899981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720647096954263,0.0,0.0,0.06677393004921983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513424055828741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763490303095769,0.0,0.04222506223912333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960028684855524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050840618151202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166408217873933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121235847669854,0.0,0.18717392126845767,0.0,0.0,0.06316519847020532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461731579649808,0.0,0.0,0.0717571257926264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650670485572048,0.0,0.34868909909449103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776252226281037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431774817431562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416474512698766,0.0,0.21202221509806132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036111260629376,0.0,0.18437933213882124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577647606226062,0.0,0.11866838603373472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758774138473553,0.0,0.0,0.0684032867137036,0.08496582893331887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898402876151013,0.0,0.0,0.07042547738868546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808144995837355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833861575141794,0.0,0.061303335874721226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057262361591927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047845245618215085
anxiety,Jjhishy317,2020/01/26,Tired of this Im 20 yrs male I am tired of fighting my anxiety I used to never let it get to me but everything is changed and I'm miserable I don't want to live I feel defeated. I did so well in school and everything and now im at the lowest point of my life. I can't stop freaking myself out and I feel trapped in it.,-1.3733485540334842,0.526833369863013,1.7979908675799088,96.61866057838662,92.013698630137,5.984170471841705,20.439878234398783,7.3871296695380915,0.5835065449010649,248,9,63,5,9,88,49,73,0.301,0.596,0.102,-0.9367,1,1,0,0,2,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,12,12,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,2,11,1,10,10,0,8,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574049400302936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766555709627908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36984553392411856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080756913272895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750049510889614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44450968469096575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040234194572133,0.14533354504040694,0.0,0.0,0.1816888145661288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869389257829722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945085993397841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082389186069615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202359325654631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729790082692149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777095635627487,0.0,0.0,0.12136188762527138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850018967752238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousidiothelp,2020/01/26,"Interested in Molly, Shrooms, and Acid but have PANIC DISORDER Hi!

I’ve had a really rough and complicated relationship to drugs as I am a genuinely curious person. Before I started getting panic attacks and derealization and health anxiety I was big into experimentation. However, now I suffer from weekly panic attacks and currently take lexapro 20 mg and Ativan 1mg. In highschool I tried coke, molly, ecstasy, shrooms, and weed. In college I tried acid but I was drunk when I took it and so I had a bad trip because I kept throwing up and was off my rocker. However I’m really interested in trying molly and acid again but because of my health anxiety and genuine fear of death I’m scared to take it. I am really curious though and all of my friends have had positive experiences on these drugs so I feel like there is a part of me that is missing out. I also recently derealized for the first time when I smoked weed a month ago and had a panic attack where I ended up calling 911 on myself. If I got such an extreme reaction to weed- are any of these drugs off limits? When will I be able to try them- and having my level of anxiety is it possible for me to reach a point in where I’ll be able to try them? Are there steps I should take so that I will be able to have a good experience without the panic and scare? PLEASE HELP. Also to note- I haven’t done drugs except for weed in over a year!",3.72245815556285,5.38993462454874,5.593378733180177,77.38663521496554,72.79061371841155,8.93528060387266,27.7533639645553,9.457814108942452,2.5920050541516253,1109,42,211,27,22,382,145,277,0.242,0.628,0.13,-0.9913,3,0,5,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,16,19,3,8,12,0,26,8,0,1,1,29,38,29,1,2,6,0,2,1,1,3,6,0,0,1,7,17,2,2,1,1,0,4,2,14,0,1,11,5,29,5,36,21,2,39,0,2,0,0,8,20,0,1,16,148,36,2,0.2498565755058029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382759290092904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332068087741975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663701309700012,0.0,0.19113959637441816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28424792510424113,0.0,0.0,0.06953993467707145,0.10154016622896547,0.0,0.07086984764969842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504383307709218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545242736273084,0.0,0.0,0.08523000836419392,0.0,0.0,0.3863390711653344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376625484582977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293844970839236,0.0,0.09371937056896157,0.04211166397527704,0.05949919582168334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084262516198174,0.0,0.0,0.06434619014658327,0.0,0.043513249417309705,0.0,0.0,0.069855947056445,0.066611042754848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770572372949722,0.0,0.0,0.055824531936989434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068910068300585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647771159931867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885880945824516,0.0,0.09019010764241576,0.0,0.0,0.07272170810476082,0.0,0.09142249646131066,0.07873174154509711,0.09389191574749084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006452021228376,0.0,0.08223440846337167,0.08941748529338651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676667994221586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058949923382581274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878610497458784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182760561444236,0.0,0.04856445949026282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253328293420793,0.28272702292012897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680662458481687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028427421163489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363314758537557
anxiety,CursedEmperor,2020/01/26,"Does anyone else sometimes sort of go on autopilot/have weird almost blank spots in their day? I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder 10 years ago but this is a new occurrence. Usually when I'm extra stressed lately I'll just kind of switch off and go on autopilot and then snap out of it some time later. For eg, I changed back into my pjs today and then cleaned out the cats litter tray and honestly cannot remember changing clothes and the last thing I remembered was having bad cramps when my partner left for work.
Idk if this is an anxiety thing but it's got me spooked and was wondering if anyone else has experienced this?",6.935023419203745,7.0330746803278705,6.8759953161592495,76.80729508196723,64.49180327868852,11.233723653395783,34.64168618266979,10.914260884657429,3.760368618266978,509,21,96,13,7,162,89,122,0.131,0.8370000000000001,0.032,-0.8559,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,8,2,0,0,0,21,13,14,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,1,7,2,13,9,2,25,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,6,15,58,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487809337806714,0.0,0.1523633620948997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279953844745965,0.0,0.0,0.21278357196809106,0.3118058713284741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699942202037465,0.12704482747345142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219240845819116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981287453945681,0.0,0.0,0.1544362591853888,0.0,0.0,0.17438522515924496,0.0,0.13315370837858234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542154745188096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294877901801992,0.0,0.12169393707248655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844821079641755,0.0,0.12402834910863568,0.17163984248412284,0.0,0.16531914031515854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469542806283719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447286785189963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048726797179984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429545024789594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217283971156966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872403182334555,0.0,0.1442271447364384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757955509780673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500789031093954,0.11077218497547614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798418726569254
anxiety,mkh4990,2020/01/26,"Anxiety around straight guys. I don’t know if I’m the only gay man who deals with this, but it seems like every time I’m in a predominantly masculine, straight male environment, my anxiety levels go through the roof. It’s like I think that they’re gonna judge me for not being masculine enough or automatically assume I’m gay based on my voice, mannerisms, interests, etc. Of course, I’m not trying to generalize all straight guys. I think the reason why I think like this is because of trauma. In high school. I dealt with a lot of homophobic bullying back then to the point where it made it harder for me to trust a lot of straight guys in my area. Like I said, I’m not trying to generalize all straight guys. I obviously know that not all straight guys are homophobic. I just don’t understand why I get a borderline anxiety attack when I’m in a predominately straight male environment.",5.926411483253587,6.743722204678362,6.827113237639555,73.8037320574163,66.71929824561403,10.896544391281235,32.50451887293993,10.832165505486646,3.5288783625731,711,29,139,20,11,237,92,171,0.10300000000000001,0.701,0.196,0.9306,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,9,0,5,2,0,2,4,29,23,5,0,1,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,8,9,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,2,14,6,19,19,7,23,0,0,0,2,11,18,0,6,8,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892716116717793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122065293678954,0.0,0.14339407248057418,0.0,0.09692061418509157,0.0,0.07683569519770216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994657812550595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023789606244435,0.14057318815183387,0.0,0.0,0.10619811810321486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585316714473262,0.0,0.07163412261160199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240204783977296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317317358510142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385417703502054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463163458604792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431743765712946,0.0,0.11926656758154787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586269408175832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191530075320614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295949712717145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989739858528554,0.0,0.0,0.1275639921394909,0.0,0.11474638484011172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242293113292742,0.0,0.0,0.073497693482612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115219061792633,0.0,0.0,0.13121700519906088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274715208176129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jeremy10001000,2020/01/26,"Panic Attack ""Free"" Hello all!

I'm writing this post to maybe give hope to people who were like me!

So to start, I've always had anxiety, since I was about 6 or 7, and still have anxietys, just not panic attacks. I found out that I had anxiety as I went through a panic attack and was taken to my Family Doctor. 

Since then I developed Agoraphobia and Disassociation in 2017 and am actively working on fixing that, but to my knowledge have not had a panic attack in 2019.

I don't know how I was able to do it, but it seems like I might have did it and don't suffer or at least suffer very little with Panic Attacks now.

I writing this to help people who may be struggling and if you are ever in immediate trouble, remember to always reach out to someone!

Thanks for reading this post, hope it doesn't come across the wrong way!",4.596,5.354124600000002,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,69.66666666666666,8.424242424242426,27.12121212121212,8.575989854853784,1.900575757575758,649,20,125,10,11,220,101,165,0.16699999999999998,0.634,0.19899999999999998,0.6453,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,7,21,5,6,3,0,20,1,0,1,2,32,32,15,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,5,1,1,2,5,15,0,0,11,0,13,7,22,18,2,19,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,8,7,91,24,3,0.09562863108552404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914136342614044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194669231000569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439568662860312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237559814250503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978799560480894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650157165930818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015016265721472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485185808544124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173569671251566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640978556515968,0.0,0.0,0.1899616159342406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255499473984599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343863751930452,0.09584501089049507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607181328703968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144686551448094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609979711963103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259370405427434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183171588769504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565450955120626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832859733237496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705671418005631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582099836659044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810258287921272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768643728019692,0.0,0.0763691483134381,0.0,0.0,0.09997180841242996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804199539177056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890363568598972,0.0,0.07590555620930094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864869907853852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961878236176082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455489605801488,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charck2,2020/01/26,"How much does anxiety affects your libido? I have been experiencing the worst anxiety I have ever had in my life in the past months, and my libido is completely gone, I am young, I have a pretty healthy lifestyle and my hormones levels are really good. I have set an appointment with a psychiatrist and hope to get my sex-drive back, meanwhile I keep wondering whether anxiety can cause such a hit to one’s libido. Does that also happens with you guys?",9.198647058823527,7.778926482352944,9.078676470588238,67.82154411764708,60.647058823529406,12.735294117647054,38.897058823529406,11.698219412168324,4.553529411764706,361,15,64,9,4,118,61,85,0.105,0.754,0.141,0.6313,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,3,1,13,17,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,12,2,6,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778214738178776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815040946405446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132821439163308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552902457067288,0.0,0.0,0.21997807780012096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672060877121269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978195145976684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961521402665302,0.0,0.0,0.17597570142809585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077413775597056,0.18553115649771731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838515117645004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648561847234493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819250486910626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746551182782154,0.0,0.1542318860939931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421702846901491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028400272881386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344859294101504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440738837094948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752615222115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gorgeous_brgs,2020/01/26,"My cousin told me how he could stop being anxious/scared and be more confident? My cousin is a lacrosse player and he enjoys the sport. His parents aren’t forcing it on him, its not peer pressure to play with all of his friends; he plays it because he loves the game. 

Recently however he told me how he could stop being anxious before a game and not thinking about getting hit. What should I tell him?",5.5723076923076915,6.274275717948723,5.168358974358976,85.7933076923077,67.46153846153847,7.778461538461538,32.266666666666666,7.554174236665415,2.0399866666666666,318,13,62,3,5,97,55,78,0.071,0.703,0.226,0.9305,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,2,1,15,14,5,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,9,5,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,1,20,1,0,0,3,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019028847960398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541257849275673,0.0,0.1890221212755301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547164418771687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162240022901384,0.0,0.1160573499340111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048720440405055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466567139153631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933336736404094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37143275180746266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941574216825811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423363413648965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245226111109048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RainingWeebs,2020/01/26,"I have severe anxiety while riding in cars I’ve only been in two car accidents in my life so far. but now everytime I’m riding in a car and the driver is driving fast/doing reckless things or the cars around them are I have a panic attack. Then I start stomping my feet into the floor board.  after everything calms down, for the rest of the day I’m in a cold sweat and I’m super jumpy and nauseous. Is this just life for me now? Will I ever be able to drive a car and not end up endangering myself and others?

(Sorry if the way this paragraph is structured is hard to read I suck  at writing”",2.4878048780487845,3.974627414634149,4.172853658536585,87.05293902439026,75.66666666666666,6.546016260162602,22.05609756097561,7.1686216300943375,0.6813160975609756,464,12,96,5,10,156,83,123,0.192,0.745,0.063,-0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,2,1,10,0,10,4,2,0,1,14,15,11,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,3,0,1,1,2,10,2,16,12,1,31,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,2,9,68,14,1,0.2403685931098502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388131581126416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139790089688577,0.0,0.2734539753992333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550178573582873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289522831705066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174271538295215,0.0,0.0,0.2160277924307774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532304622316692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395588917146111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281114648367786,0.0,0.28202075370782964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043364026484199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715480920142563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690729607199103,0.1701341273735111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969021259830976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348051885457096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079340097353165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lordfarquadratics1,2020/01/26,"I need help with this “reflection anxiety”. I’m an outgoing person and am socially active. I think I’m well liked and I am decent at holding conversations. However, when I reflect back on my interactions I cringe at what I said or I way overthink everything. People say don’t care what other people think but it’s my friends and family. I know my friends and family love me and treat me well so I don’t know why I do this. I think it’s a form of paranoia or something. I’m so tired of it and I can’t overcome this mental hurdle. Any helpful  advice? Thanks!",0.6348082595870217,3.1146419203539857,3.116141592920357,86.13910914454279,89.97345132743362,6.553156342182891,22.577581120943947,7.793537801064563,1.5305910324483776,439,17,87,10,15,151,67,113,0.07200000000000001,0.613,0.315,0.9818,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,19,19,12,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,9,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,17,9,6,18,1,6,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,2,3,56,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166634782051265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194641688847519,0.0,0.13438993203219296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508226414866922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791110883331829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788423208606622,0.0,0.3312191393872352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271450195072838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355008128628157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309138902412576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582531687252325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585524112017606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703781335020058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302598539740189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435801070709869,0.15339153573893066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710595782550364,0.1397028109180571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907725717596945,0.0,0.1352422294780096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173677941369416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376939220454104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201911124141722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139441639711462,0.0,0.0,0.3159035838222636,0.0,0.1585182281382551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,endofmyrope03,2020/01/26,"If I'm happy today I am anxious something bad will happen tomorrow to punish me for being happy. I am operating from a place of fear . I am a much lesser version of what I want to be. Every time I try to be better, something happens and I am thrown back to my fearful state as that is comfortable. 
When I say fearful state I mean I am afraid to even go out, relax with friends, enjoy a cup of coffee. As I'm afraid something will punish me tomorrow for being happy today.

I know it's irrational but does anyone feel this way ???",2.606126687435101,4.2957683457943965,4.8167601246105916,81.70422637590862,75.82242990654207,6.6247144340602295,24.973001038421607,7.3871296695380915,1.3608596053997926,411,14,77,5,9,143,67,107,0.147,0.6809999999999999,0.172,0.4195,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,16,2,5,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,21,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,2,13,8,15,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637572276871038,0.0,0.1029761812325372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324326943697458,0.12296617692388785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025033689701931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887893815255153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727193196156338,0.0,0.12408322216257575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971666750664106,0.07446527447847331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113782174784696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369821338827965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260464728050869,0.4703221449291739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093697692671584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042265425015825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082620488832526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386815562393424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711680402754128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401321186439322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587563312540247,0.0,0.2791937452249941,0.0,0.0,0.09998819033410336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686498855867278,0.11689785684373423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yranada_33,2020/01/26,"Has anyone taken Buspirone HCL? Brief history of my encounter with medicine and anxiety. 

11th grade - had my first panic attack started taking medication (I forgot what because I wasn't fully paying attention to what was wrong with me) I was on edge all the time that I would skip school to relax about 2-3 times a week. 

Senior year - I stopped taking that medication because it wasn't helping and I felt like I was getting worse than better. 

From senior year until 4 years ago -  I was not taking any medicine for my anxiety and dealing with it through therapy, friends, family, meditation, all non medical treatments (it was going great for a while but I had another major panic attack that I ended up to the ER 3 times in the same month. 

2016 - taking Prozac made anxiety even worse was almost taken to mental health hospital. 

2017- present took mirtazapine to help me sleep because the Prozac really messed me up but it didn't help with my anxiety just my insomnia. 

Present day - new medication Buspirone. 

This is my first time taking this medication. I was told to take this medicine 3 times a day.  After the Prozac I have been afraid to try any new medication but I feel like it's crucial since I can't seem to relax and is always having triggers on the silliest things. Im not looking for a fast acting process I just don't want the same thing to happen with the Prozac. Any advice or tips or whatever on this medication?",5.604982325216022,7.0470775932835865,6.1140377062058135,76.35099371563237,67.84328358208955,9.074941084053416,30.523173605655927,9.414487439383343,2.8453402985074625,1137,44,199,23,19,368,145,268,0.13,0.774,0.096,-0.7451,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,4,14,2,3,12,0,21,14,1,2,2,33,42,11,0,2,9,0,2,2,1,1,13,0,0,0,16,9,0,2,4,2,1,4,7,7,1,2,20,3,24,7,30,21,5,38,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,4,30,124,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719689833144118,0.07002783774892095,0.0,0.07910607669812117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657334878194293,0.0,0.0,0.1611660657443834,0.08283732863824181,0.2417360432390775,0.0,0.0,0.05523793034221661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974551065551306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444711524434175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986818651121708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189562572973647,0.08144448943755972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996965663801721,0.0,0.0,0.05217808756971018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447321665932406,0.0,0.03994426279284355,0.05643689395079389,0.07585141870627955,0.0,0.0,0.13439300038423585,0.0,0.0,0.06103442339496139,0.0,0.04127371149988216,0.0,0.04489694631877602,0.0,0.0,0.08709666491846563,0.0,0.0,0.06985854559992312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083972231779268,0.0,0.0,0.15885407249314878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533246505634114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718983184519307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633925485512976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475075406962785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5570821963060502,0.07961240075023622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305623979971406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525954328477548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853765860110756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050608775618741296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995119502403031,0.0,0.07191771313194979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534878054530094,0.0,0.07905604171963677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559158914402961,0.0,0.0,0.06604669264129004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563844517753684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034222943110397,0.0,0.10496683680778232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303247306269261,0.0,0.0,0.07548691998451952,0.08777078418887697,0.053635128304547766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659565085586334,0.0,0.06336822430681956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101343893783593,0.05611861561593202,0.08637299365203632,0.0,0.1526182776450246
anxiety,CaptainVickle,2020/01/26,Help I have a friend whose been acting rather unstable and talking about “not wanting to exist” and how his existence feels “pointless”. I’m afraid that he may hurt himself or worse. I’ve tried talking to him but I have no idea how to help him. I’m just very worried about him. Help me please. His well-being just has me very anxious in general and I can’t focus of much else because of that.,1.8705379746835469,4.1269917974683565,2.74985759493671,92.93592563291142,80.39240506329114,5.468987341772152,23.799050632911392,6.6274283507984215,0.6677455696202532,308,11,64,3,8,97,55,79,0.17,0.6709999999999999,0.159,0.0054,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,10,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,11,1,8,8,1,2,0,1,0,0,14,1,0,2,0,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501114218406294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495930614422502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494570093096185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119431090523644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104792118668016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44518580434781996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237006116032466,0.2499260975455972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627495558063619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302336989619205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558951107630127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031152403466674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653453318809489,0.13058350963128354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905917287597186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483565177025755,0.22561869582361704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lloomka,2020/01/26,"My anxiety is going to ruin something amazing So I am a female who is 22 and my boyfriend is 20.
We have been dating a month.

So, I just started dating him . I talked to him a whileeeee before we started dating though and I love him to death. However, my anxiety is really bad and all I do is sit in my head and think about things like, does he really love me? Or if he doesn’t respond for a few hours I wonder if he’s tired of me? I wonder if he thinks I’m annoying because of my anxiety too. I have tried to talk to him about it and I know most normal people worry about things like this, but these thoughts just consume me sometimes. 

He reassures me every time and tells me he loves me, but it’s like I don’t know. And he’s reassured me multiple times but at this point I don’t talk to him about it anymore because I’m afraid he’ll get tired of reassuring me for the same things over and over and that he won’t love me anymore 😥. So not talking to him about it also increases the anxiety I have. I believe he loves me, I really do. I’m just, I don’t know...worried he just suddenly won’t? Or that one day he’ll just stop? 

I literally love him so much. He’s my person. I’m pretty sure it’s the guy I’m supposed to be with for the rest of my life. But I don’t want my anxiety to ruin it, or to ruin my experience with him. I want to be present in the relationship and not worrying but I can’t make it stop and I want nothing more than to stay with him for a very long time. I don’t really know what to do at this point. I don’t want to come off clingy or needy but it’s like everything I do reminds me of him. I hear a funny joke and I’m like , oh! I have to tell him. Or I’m simply washing dishes and I remember a memory of us washing dishes together. It’s like even the little things. Everything. And on top of that, he has a new job working on a boat where he works for a month and then comes home for two weeks and then goes back for another month etc. and he starts Monday. I’m extremely stressed about that situation as well I’m afraid he’ll realize he doesn’t want me or he’ll enjoy being away from me.  But he assured me that he wants nothing more than to spend time with me and that he isn’t going anywhere. But I still and so worried. I know this was kind of everywhere but PLEASE tell me what to do. I can not lose him. He really is my person.

What do I do? I’m seriously at a loss as to how to go about handling this. I don’t want to be too needy and clingy by talking about my worries and how they consume me, but I feel like it’s something I should talk about, but it happens so often I don’t want to bring it up all of the time. It’s so lonely though not being able to talk about it every time. Then I’m just stuck in my head alone, and that’s almost worse. 

TL: my anxiety is consuming me with thoughts I can’t stop about my relationship. I’m finally happy for once and I don’t want to lose this guy. He is my person. I don’t know what to do",0.4225878421544067,2.1935915944272466,2.8759206840631,92.70709838321295,82.74613003095975,6.392608973413927,20.625485281832034,7.507097639713082,0.5392467737972382,2294,67,544,37,63,792,219,646,0.11900000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9888,2,3,2,0,0,0,59.0,3,0,1,6,37,37,1,3,18,0,48,15,2,3,4,101,105,60,1,14,30,0,1,7,0,7,5,1,1,5,37,32,2,3,14,1,1,7,21,13,1,2,5,2,86,24,76,88,11,59,0,7,0,6,69,18,0,14,39,353,123,3,0.055167797745729656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524258047047443,0.05713720072729531,0.0,0.04411766792568366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057848246105294425,0.25321928564748303,0.0,0.10942326266859588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183196199496429,0.04242063116153764,0.046062806757232976,0.06725955491362166,0.0,0.046943732581315636,0.06215521634222607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950443457345935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035578665627959305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827771157651654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061526677435228674,0.03643781011116226,0.0,0.09296249793676717,0.0,0.0991625187474562,0.05396469206574812,0.0,0.0,0.027894496147093675,0.03941188573259647,0.0,0.0604336258497967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028822897355261456,0.0,0.09405939240388836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924958647415672,0.04878470135209879,0.05872714654135992,0.0,0.0,0.1132361527943072,0.0,0.062178117532850026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055337799246251484,0.0,0.054329168072943884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474552673179784,0.0,0.0,0.05744877190273553,0.18191267327100344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896664705341682,0.18866539541823996,0.05529262644171117,0.0,0.0488217649756176,0.0,0.12343730860264047,0.0,0.0,0.2987465481609014,0.0,0.03682493338024466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210322948744987,0.0,0.04055467903127604,0.0,0.0,0.053281402835132566,0.0,0.0,0.05405272855827137,0.10586997964152144,0.0,0.0,0.058751904117059016,0.03738312750633406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03824640468334931,0.14451117921124434,0.0,0.06055767534607229,0.10430280135560653,0.0,0.0,0.056125483488705774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670951944055285,0.0,0.0,0.11845913761391648,0.062494360526464926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201091610631582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494173191880419,0.05456236260746235,0.0,0.11714415357457245,0.058801532087890636,0.044057074542889214,0.13836824749767224,0.06319452592520126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199499649128176,0.0,0.0,0.3103925027628602,0.14465726054664807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660413386985213,0.07069859443484673,0.10840416236594208,0.08759413821460524,0.1930127190792742,0.1268145359956466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037455313359998466,0.0,0.05389092220304212,0.0,0.06636006805633578,0.0,0.0,0.04551921077939965,0.2928545681290585,0.0,0.044252279681362285,0.0,0.04960247555957238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965424670909693,0.0803256276083824,0.28012788259708776,0.05622069901971565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Glutenfreepie,2020/01/26,"Very strong fear and anxiety of going to community college as a foreigner My English isn’t very good and I’ve started having strong problems with fear and anxiety since I came to US.  Most of it I believe it was from being embarrassed of speaking the language once I came to this country with very little English. I struggled in high school and I feel like I never learned anything there. Now I have absolutely no idea what to do with my life so I took the only advice that’s always been given me “go to community college and try some classes”. That’s what I did, I applied for community college and I start my classes next week. However, I simply get terrified, shaky, my heart starts racing, I start sweating and only bad thoughts of giving up and running off come to mind whenever I’m in a new class with new people and as a foreigner with limited English. It’s a feeling extremely strong and almost unbearable for me. I’m always afraid of being called out and not being able to provide a proper answer once my English gets worse whenever I feel those symptoms. When I’m in groups I can’t never even come up with any ideas to help my group because I feel like not only Im going through all this but I’m not as smart I feel I’m so behind in knowledge, it’s as if I just came from middle school straight to college. I beg some advices because I cannot bare going through this, I want to be stronger emotionally, I want to be smarter, I wanna be able to communicate well and not feel so embarrassed around new people. I just don’t know how to do this. Please, help.",4.882113671274965,5.8281039548387135,5.773594470046085,79.96134408602153,69.12903225806451,8.356374807987711,32.181259600614446,8.563005593585519,2.55957757296467,1246,54,235,19,21,410,154,310,0.099,0.77,0.131,0.8944,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,4,12,17,0,7,7,0,17,4,2,1,3,61,50,23,0,5,8,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,13,25,0,1,13,0,0,11,11,9,1,0,9,7,33,8,45,35,4,37,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,6,15,151,46,10,0.17554571001400193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154123613598482,0.0,0.0,0.08789183552687428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606809340527674,0.0,0.0,0.059688551264208974,0.0,0.13429198767097367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222958093883207,0.0781364498821275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328666765624288,0.10701103546816328,0.0,0.0,0.09888995056644764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962589855565167,0.30116628951789753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121708529761813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873264797957164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797314292661328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975377283782345,0.26628355662448616,0.12540989030969438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171538810032936,0.08419972047192388,0.1995333449068642,0.07361970642497273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401125579311596,0.11766458907763112,0.0927368403790361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816973910854654,0.09480974530510138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823766565338284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061996563243151816,0.08576276675652564,0.0879714594733891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862556232872558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539167361254362,0.2543147109391205,0.09334742706127523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695045197271867,0.0,0.2002656342874512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170129205748675,0.0,0.0,0.09634823710401384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398676825870564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766163047234068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260661268144786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485043141534429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917592455833052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122960397821543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968184255251407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751887149494767,0.05959200698823275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055799373868307,0.0,0.0,0.21726539309334456,0.10354140799877308,0.0,0.07040608990961808,0.0,0.07891833774741651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944803789692181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,22Wideout,2020/01/26,"I feel like I’m developing crazy eyes My anxiety has gotten so bad to where I’m constantly anxious. I always have that pained/grimaced look on my face along with I think “crazy eyes” now.  The muscles around my eyes are squinted, but my eyelids are wide tf open creating an unsettling look to my face. 

  Anybody else experience this? And how can I fix?",2.8284008528784668,5.417222373134329,3.817484008528787,84.74089552238807,79.0,7.410660980810236,27.4818763326226,8.418075326091056,2.194447334754797,277,12,53,6,7,89,50,67,0.14,0.792,0.068,-0.4225,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,5,5,5,1,0,10,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,9,1,6,11,0,7,0,0,5,0,0,5,0,1,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497269302854599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295937809632119,0.33905431274426473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671736902641393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505907226962283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243270591613685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25071480967434645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935785319402359,0.0,0.0,0.15175154188036413,0.21440840504148626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466252620650783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040565782209906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230712499139965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PigWaffles,2020/01/26,"I finally did it. I deleted Facebook and Instagram... But now I feel worse. Social media is one of my many sources of anxiety. I have been hanging on to Facebook because of groups I’m in for school and for my gym. But today I reached a breaking point. I need to save my time for school/studying, and I also believe that maybe I would genuinely like people more and want to socialize normally if I wasn’t already up to date on their every waking move. I can’t stand that I compare my life to the lives of others (even though most of it is just a facade)... but I’m hoping this helps with my constant panick-y feelings, low self-esteem, and my depressingly bleak outlook on life. 

I feel like I should be happy. I feel like a weight should have been lifted off of my shoulders. But I feel... more anxiety!? 

What. Why. How. 

Anyone else go through this? Did it get better? Also pretty disgusted at my myself because I feel like I was addicted to that garbage.",2.4281342840166356,4.650525149732623,3.732254901960786,86.80792483660133,78.25133689839572,6.294592988710638,25.89691027926322,7.3871296695380915,1.4075837195484264,741,29,143,10,18,242,112,187,0.077,0.73,0.193,0.971,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,1,0,4,0,15,6,2,1,0,28,28,14,0,8,6,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,6,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,6,7,27,8,24,18,3,20,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,3,10,101,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608724498788224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775717903166884,0.19965905551946125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909949981069316,0.0,0.0,0.08728668062716935,0.12790695849586622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521950257132153,0.0,0.0,0.14064492043642324,0.0,0.11040533278892904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490096680902205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751915071078556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428260381931737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245153352447282,0.0,0.10517784262787036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787182562075782,0.2675438294313197,0.0,0.1367493027862706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652204970691082,0.0,0.07094591325531749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288787874681407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367345050844201,0.0,0.0,0.12398810933530333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634757939950285,0.24394991478480166,0.0,0.11023051369108826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656185820926286,0.12541230954781776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267855093550468,0.0,0.09256266517501174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231059844747033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845905991999756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654402414193665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800827075546101,0.0,0.0,0.12700083153539055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526768972909719,0.0,0.0,0.1302288564646715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545046334804717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264855379947487,0.0,0.07279158027181276,0.0,0.1183278258179244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363019703441742,0.0,0.0,0.15201391209341375,0.0,0.0,0.11264306866353482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721628538739654,0.08867833476307925,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StrawberryStains,2020/01/26,"Trapped in a State of Anxiety and Loneliness Hello to anyone who may take the time to read this,

I don't mean to victimize myself or try to share my full personal stories, but I must admit that I've been struggling with anxiety and depression for years and it comes to the point that it feels like it has consumed my life. 

It feels like a repetitive cycle from one fear to the next. I'll worry about my value as a person my morality or intelligence; then my own physical health to the point in which I've gone to specialists only to figure out my body is functioning normally.

Though I've had minor health problems in the past with no real distinctive issues; I know I've had family members who do and somehow I'm afraid these problems are to follow in me.

It's a crippling fear that I'm going to lose something; last summer my vision began to black out and I was terrified I was going to lose my sight; I've had fears of gaining an illness that would cripple me or developing a cancer that would make me lose my hair or at worse take my life. 

The worst of this though more than anything it seems is that fear of the future; a future were I'm left alone with no where to go to.

I suppose it's natural for me to want certain things; to find success and happiness with a group of close friends or a lover but those just seem like surreal fantasizes. I've lost three family members and two pets in recent years with many others living or moving out of state or out of the country. And it's made my fears more prominent than ever.

It hurts because even so there are a lot of family members around I have a hard time relating to. And I can't seem to find anyone I can relate to my age with my sense of social anxiety making it hard for me to approach anyone.  I've had literal dreams at night of joining competitions or events we're I've met and worked alongside new interesting people. As silly as it sounds I've had dreams of falling in love and walking beside someone while talking endlessly about the things we enjoy. Which only serve to make me realize just how awful this feeling of loneliness truly is.

I apologize for writing such a long post, and I don't mean to ramble too much; but I'm just hoping that I can reach out to someone who can help. Maybe somewhere like Reddit isn't the best place to express these feelings, but I figured it'll be a safe place to gain some sound advice and suggestions for how I can calm myself or find a way to meet new people who know what this is like.

Anyways, thanks in advance for taking the time to read this post; I sincerely appreciate it.",9.123691085613416,6.466094545631069,8.98265225066196,72.35554942630188,61.79611650485437,12.159752868490735,37.19549867608121,10.436869588844218,3.658961165048544,2061,71,397,36,22,674,248,515,0.18899999999999997,0.614,0.198,0.5994,0,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,10,19,38,1,7,25,1,32,10,2,6,4,86,68,36,0,8,16,0,7,5,2,5,6,2,1,2,38,28,0,1,18,4,0,11,6,17,0,3,14,11,37,21,75,48,9,62,1,6,2,2,23,23,0,17,28,264,75,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879213539413026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291112309395846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156288959381976,0.0,0.0,0.1476718080049717,0.0,0.05793157637579946,0.06266916760757117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04291398270417215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387838415364968,0.0,0.0,0.07819633581298502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060641665176372775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063371588325547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649723165419406,0.06367904408680831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909497846669405,0.3960867503972071,0.14238142690480882,0.1005847264282102,0.0,0.0,0.1930275587841586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438933958022495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002646000168302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494000678945616,0.1261256058578752,0.0,0.0,0.1496596174914959,0.0,0.0,0.047186312313305695,0.0,0.0,0.06992112330352197,0.0,0.0,0.0753625419008238,0.0,0.0,0.07347724824734793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737782708045188,0.05738378637454411,0.0,0.0,0.076487660278047,0.0,0.09944841412271953,0.17196459566763325,0.0,0.062162745935271685,0.062300036937249975,0.0,0.2362721489858001,0.07684776043483448,0.059849883502424525,0.06353696619596877,0.06661231352447748,0.14097368525780074,0.07137254806782542,0.07072427837381037,0.15336817449452458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482195969781258,0.05175064856603647,0.0,0.0,0.1359817026834255,0.07486909836655736,0.06606377768498511,0.06897511770459817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770352373859618,0.1070817407251871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720288068254139,0.09761025336464828,0.12293768031808967,0.14710190559547442,0.0,0.13309777678783585,0.0,0.13484369651275366,0.0,0.0,0.13472280516361107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083415165689273,0.08012836467913394,0.0,0.0,0.06950955692799075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922631543213563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176192118060977,0.11929603647308615,0.05419583907605897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359530090859387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879166125064922,0.05658326596411928,0.0,0.06481304326035146,0.0,0.0,0.09353863957813406,0.0,0.1383314045062215,0.0,0.12314896372553485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779563801082468,0.0,0.06876864131210196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041522579167518885,0.05587867558433724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125060072602081,0.07149261171392718,0.07174160187194238,0.10001747445881552,0.0,0.0,0.09066804017866807
anxiety,samuel-18,2020/01/26,"26 days into 2020 and world events are putting me on edge Bloody hell, this year has started with a bang!

Iran and WW3 trending on Twitter. 
Huge fires in Australia 
And now the threat of global pandemic emerging...

I’m trying my best to keep feelings at bay, but it’s tough. Any tips out there? I’m minded to hibernate until everything blows over.",2.2486363636363653,5.023149545454551,2.466893939393941,92.07034090909092,83.84848484848484,5.118181818181818,23.40151515151515,6.6274283507984215,0.7727333333333329,274,10,52,3,8,83,60,66,0.13,0.809,0.061,-0.5778,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,7,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,12,7,1,17,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,6,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252735226871868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900244905411317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239683961699177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340156934775755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879177655522806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303402268777654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752612708365116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37361161361199097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630562850244137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25232643592326504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393308718386535
anxiety,user320158,2020/01/26,"Can I request a specific anxiety medication? I will be going back to therapy this week after taking a few years off. I’ve been prescribed almost every anxiety medication in the past, and I know what works for me. 

I was wondering if it’s possible to ask a doctor to prescribe me specific medication because it worked in the past. I abruptly stopped my antidepressants a few years ago because of the side effects I was experiencing. I am overall doing great without them, but there are nights when my anxiety/ depression gets the best of me and it is hard to function. A rescue medication for periods of panic is what I would be asking for, and when it comes to asking for rescue medications it can look very bad. 


Could I explain this to a doctor as long as I show them past medical records so they don’t think I’m someone looking to abuse the medication I’m asking for? 

I don’t know if this post violates guidelines. I am in NO WAY asking where I can obtain any sort of medication. I am just asking if this is an appropriate conversation I can have with my doctor.",5.4436724738675935,6.587153468292687,7.101202090592334,70.23103658536586,67.97560975609754,10.34494773519164,33.667247386759584,10.451354775682146,3.8190418118466902,851,39,150,23,14,295,113,205,0.162,0.759,0.08,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,3,5,7,6,1,1,12,0,23,11,0,1,0,22,42,12,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,6,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,4,24,2,25,34,3,26,0,1,2,0,12,6,0,6,16,113,35,5,0.0,0.09560501896219092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152723802003524,0.0,0.08079985558178772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487229039106328,0.0,0.18518397888541246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45260821354203096,0.0,0.0,0.062045994997870675,0.06737317666877367,0.0983763299475224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467967591810882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950769989216167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442477890963816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949858838312338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777036272364536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798520583074165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215744311579614,0.0,0.04585825678682076,0.0,0.0,0.08896153419316931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228281689815752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869075028485769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140853171017711,0.1355193541490651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6502973206540824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572254521235583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467288736299767,0.0,0.0,0.2310845677861167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096638725361124,0.07727917070135132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836877811137658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746085066809672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066919558517365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227659107436566,0.0,0.0,0.051703198615279465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657809294658495,0.0,0.06404834368566875,0.06472503233859604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778273901612093,0.08750537874502369,0.11748725448737204,0.0,0.0,0.05732019873164638,0.0,0.0,0.1039240414691771
anxiety,amrie1992,2020/01/26,Wondering what everyone thinks of setraline/zoloft Hey fellow vagina owners have you ever used setraline aka zoloft and how bad has it fucked up your orgasms?  It has ruined mine also have you ever tried a different type of medication that didn't effect it?,5.8221739130434775,8.469187086956524,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,69.43478260869566,9.817391304347826,26.71739130434783,10.125756701596842,3.3417130434782614,210,7,31,6,4,68,37,46,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.9074,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,5,5,2,3,2,8,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,8,0,3,0,1,0,3,6,1,1,1,2,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381362283800337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486356053144849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31111890252439245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387218943192185,0.0,0.2845435464846125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752947421814809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999841256374859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080673823063532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202174490985498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25718811445717504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229319721631325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thunderfan4202,2020/01/26,Migraines and anxiety I have had these terrible anxiety and manic episodes for the last few years.   I finally found mmj relieves the stress.   I get this pounding on the left side of my brain and I've always just considered it stress building up.   I always do something stupid when it happens unless I smoke and calm down. I finally realized when it happened today that they have been migraines this whole time.   Now the question is: is my anxiety causing my migraines or my migraines causing my anxiety.  Is there a physical reason for my mental illness and can it be treated with meds so I quit having it?,5.273963963963965,7.438496576576577,5.591171171171169,76.94369369369369,69.72072072072072,8.536936936936938,35.75675675675676,9.150863307647796,3.670556756756756,484,26,78,10,9,154,72,111,0.184,0.775,0.040999999999999995,-0.93,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,1,2,5,0,11,6,1,3,0,15,15,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,14,3,8,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,9,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529535210257885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651204836729581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968305298374647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31229318276735285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330186784173257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666609240853849,0.0,0.0,0.07941409315125257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26882743742099185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239008593214774,0.0,0.0,0.1651492073751215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883851371853004,0.0,0.15318095658036865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027557313594335,0.16167145661932575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628203724638978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701756641403845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34823258096619314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863283164198157,0.0,0.14407889243672595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970335542641488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788346849237048
anxiety,coloradobubbles,2020/01/26,"starting a new med Hi all, I love this sub and I’m so impressed by everyone working so hard on their struggles, 

I’m 26F, have had significant anxiety for about ten years and severe for about two. Mostly I have intense health anxiety, i am constantly worried something is wrong with me, and that tension manifests into physical pains which just makes everything worse. I also work a stressful job and have been having increasingly frequent panic attacks. 

I tried Lexapro about 18 months ago and only made it five days, i was sweating, way more anxious, having manic and suicidal thoughts, etc. since then i haven’t tried any other medication, but i’ve been feeling horrible and worn down the last few months so i decided to try again. my doctor prescribed zoloft and propranolol. Has anyone had experience with these two meds? Maybe someone who tried lexapro in the past? I know everyone is different, just looking for some advice since im anxious about starting the meds that are supposed to help me with my anxiety. 

Keep fighting, all.",5.2698251192368835,8.019151810810811,5.174117647058826,77.34941176470592,71.43243243243244,8.24483306836248,33.58505564387917,9.007467420416297,3.420907790143084,835,42,133,18,17,259,128,185,0.21899999999999997,0.716,0.065,-0.9744,2,0,1,0,2,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,11,10,2,4,5,0,16,7,1,2,2,26,29,14,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,8,0,4,8,3,14,2,17,21,8,20,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,2,14,88,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625533339872444,0.0963876970193352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695595386855895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394405050967158,0.0,0.2495476932108348,0.24568093341074546,0.0,0.0760305767670623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370263297124465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750473542158905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012557445831429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360573365751706,0.0,0.11129566541670934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212691236027192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078033709530831,0.09772469637582608,0.10636444523098544,0.0,0.0,0.0549800711188835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740588966866216,0.0,0.0,0.1155810359845388,0.0,0.0,0.07288329280638146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745328789464668,0.0,0.10790347089558687,0.09664934613175126,0.0,0.0,0.05975833405226578,0.0886341631637826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131065877531308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981382753655906,0.10288841219206643,0.07258196905646366,0.0,0.10923969338847747,0.0,0.3623427744216948,0.109539846027142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358370420589025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501768168681133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269845089473238,0.11570252290723307,0.12757799456109592,0.0,0.0,0.10380059364878236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284046670537273,0.0,0.1798947008007698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213146281890047,0.08371010605874607,0.0,0.0,0.1539274715874359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455645412522333,0.11367423310556705,0.0,0.11893928095706632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632405337671027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952977937229873,0.0,0.2124380895615625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630939089295273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832186734220507,0.11042644990864843,0.110811036491131,0.0,0.11888549197584962,0.0,0.07002226913438238
anxiety,jimbobbee,2020/01/26,"I always feel like i make an effort to be nice to people.. And literally everyone is vanilla with me. Like they are embarrassed and just want to get things over with. It makes me think that the problem is me. Well. It obviously has to be if it happens with everyone. I just don't know what I'm doing wrong.

I haven't felt a connection with anyone in years because of this.
Does anyone else feel this way or experience this?",1.908452380952383,4.338539607142857,3.6428571428571455,85.56880952380955,81.5,7.066666666666667,22.42857142857143,8.167268648758528,1.388271428571429,333,11,67,7,9,111,59,84,0.095,0.777,0.128,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,2,1,20,20,4,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,8,4,11,17,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606185662687335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29590070129831103,0.2168014549752512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898478473197078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516596617525416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675832888612056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40437127937064704,0.0,0.2069780032938612,0.0,0.0,0.2139749860289957,0.15116167817728005,0.2031619201752236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054831437688158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711049189056012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628566891356627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674675204689053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28247918743560185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669155278202886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246538456131435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057261211663352,0.13557988892050765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480270061063198,0.167952226458176,0.0,0.0,0.19024701071664527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313431118484455,0.0,0.13625859111158886
anxiety,afinalresort,2020/01/26,"yelling SUPER freaks me out? coping suggestions?? i was watching the office today and that episode where ryan didnt wanna do some task jim had asked of him bc there was speculation around whether the company would go under came on. jim was talking to pam abt making an example of him so he and eveyone else would respect him as comanager and he suggested yelling. pam was like ""yeah right u never yell""

and i just? started crying? its like my brain shuts off n all i can think abt is all the yelling ive endured from my father. angry men = yelling = the scariest shit ever. the fact that pam has never been screamed at by jim? or has even heard him yell out of anger? sounds fake in my experience but okay

maybe its bc i wish my parents werent the yelling type? that i didnt have to deal w their screaming matches growing up? but the scene rlly messed me up n it just goes to show how badly yelling has affected my psyche

how can i deal w this? what do u do that makes u feel better when someone is yelling?",0.8009882654932134,3.3272419554455475,1.9317381738173829,94.53832599926659,89.84158415841586,4.576751008434177,22.332966629996328,6.238725200709706,0.3974383571690505,793,30,165,8,27,250,130,202,0.13,0.768,0.102,-0.7151,2,0,0,0,7,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,11,14,2,0,8,2,22,2,2,5,6,32,32,13,0,4,6,2,1,2,0,2,0,13,0,1,9,8,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,10,15,19,6,20,20,3,22,0,0,1,0,17,13,1,2,8,100,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171645243006058,0.16982814297585874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167901692062086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066404232724946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279331356700173,0.0,0.20777133679109008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954564409160425,0.0,0.3745682134233307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175412501181876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199851160944182,0.16432241717874602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776989292922627,0.0,0.0,0.0918530600053555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324190799722567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775003908083164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425197284534033,0.0,0.18250249422344186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802157146660608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017126033891857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513716380096162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647200014805373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392044081549194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858031097869305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601191284242426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640078033090526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219301219848998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890073013209304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580929629028577,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nihilismo_,2020/01/26,"M 17 needs help with gf 16 Me and my girlfriend are in a long distance relationship and she flew out here (Oklahoma from Vegas) to see me, when she got here there were violent thunderstorms that kept the plane in the air for an extra hour. There was extreme turbulence as one might imagine, and the overall experience was terrifying for her. She was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder last year and she’s leaving in 8 days, shes had severe panic attacks for the past 5 days. She’s had them the other 2 times we’ve visited each other but they haven’t been anywhere near this bad. Not only that but I didn’t know they were panic attacks, so I feel bad for not being as supportive. My question to women with anxiety and/or the boyfriends of women with anxiety is what should I do to make the entire process of her flying home easier, and what can I do to help her while she’s having a panic attack? And before I conclude, when I say her panic attacks are bad I mean they last for at minimum an hour, she kicks like she’s having a seizure and doesn’t get tired no matter how long she goes, and she just repeats “I cant do it” or “I’m sorry” or “ I can’t get on the plane.” Thanks in advance",3.096,4.861003266666671,4.479166666666668,84.3225,74.66666666666666,7.633333333333333,25.75,8.395991825355821,1.7239000000000004,944,33,188,17,20,313,141,240,0.26,0.6759999999999999,0.064,-0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,2,9,15,5,4,13,0,26,2,0,3,0,35,40,19,0,2,7,0,1,1,2,2,2,1,1,2,8,14,0,1,6,0,0,3,8,12,0,1,12,3,32,3,26,25,2,27,0,0,1,0,29,9,0,4,16,132,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958640291753325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750589914685145,0.0,0.0,0.2614971956270644,0.0,0.0,0.08883272851766548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465269040013467,0.0,0.0,0.10595905262534944,0.0,0.0,0.11964608147851342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211865516897647,0.0,0.0,0.052785410684579856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908449222342263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349447435767415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994796530948747,0.0,0.10471701815981928,0.0,0.20561672336789644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057372937876971224,0.1701922390448641,0.0,0.1105395707295694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100228029933962,0.0,0.0,0.1847731467164369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968468695969023,0.0,0.0,0.11371710837046488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074693740884244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774078072324703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707409708241478,0.07939734534024111,0.0,0.4899416606909111,0.0,0.0,0.09965714582665017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169466507551102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208150517074733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301934884355194,0.0,0.0,0.08318955419110613,0.0,0.0,0.11793699702038934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686201413275027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846657236396213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611318500136606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608737508062646,0.1199870635412442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722716355408767
anxiety,Openworldgamer47,2020/01/26,"Terrified about losing my new job, it means everything to me It's impossible to really explain how much this means to me. Quick synopsis, I'm disabled and have been desperately trying to find one for 3 years. I finally (barely) pushed through the interview process. It was an unrelenting nightmare. I was on the verge of giving up again after 5 rejections, just like the two Christmases before this one. But I got lucky. I got the exact position I wanted at CVS. It's basically ideal. Problem is... My disability is already repeating itself. Just like it did at my first job where I was forced to quit. During the interview I was really upfront about having ""several medical conditions that can be alleviated with minor accommodations that would be handled independently"". I'm still struggling. Yesterday (first shift) it kind of realized a lot of my fears... I was extremely dizzy, disoriented, confused, light headed, had trouble communicating, made simple mistakes like neglecting to give the customer his items or not giving them a receipt. There were times where I wasn't even really conscious of what was happening. I'm going to ask for a stool to sit on which should help a lot with the vertigo... Hopefully my manager says yes, because it's necessary.

I'm just so afraid. My supervisors were really nice. I was just so dissociated from reality. Which I always am. I felt so out of place. Like I didn't belong there. I had trouble communicating with my supervisors as well... They just chalked it up to being nervous. Which really isn't the whole truth at all. But it's a convenient cover story since I'm new. I was kind of clinging on to my training supervisor a lot. Which I was really trying not to... I really was on another plane of existence for those few hours. 

I keep looking for affirmation that I won't be fired from my parents, therapist, etc. And they just tell me that's always a possibility. The anxiety is just eating me alive. This isn't just a job to me. In fact I don't even care about the money even vaguely. I wanted a place to grow and develop, instead of being locked indoors all day watching the seasons change from the interior of a dysfunctional household. This has been the only thing on my mind for the last three months.",3.9577466940934514,6.651568677108438,5.61683808404349,72.8209785483397,75.48192771084337,9.253599764913313,28.91713194240376,9.685265186389033,3.3775830149867763,1791,78,304,54,41,607,220,415,0.113,0.797,0.09,-0.8228,4,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,3,5,28,25,0,5,25,1,38,4,1,3,5,51,62,11,0,8,13,1,2,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,25,7,1,2,7,0,1,3,8,12,1,6,23,6,40,13,51,31,10,41,1,3,2,0,15,18,0,7,23,227,65,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866042263430333,0.0,0.1487839153243282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374873065964692,0.06839442912059011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835814214782914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054500337714713805,0.0,0.07607690186343379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115415455959236,0.0,0.09457842628033213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765870127011378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914834327836327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970998776279788,0.17715308635568475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035127153782999,0.0,0.0,0.10060525870917422,0.0,0.0,0.08584263084462054,0.0979385909516786,0.08171436968461282,0.15209535848971292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572956993339025,0.050810809535647684,0.0,0.1430103755190767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906037149414356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091755120543547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992615447312229,0.0,0.0,0.08879914175534236,0.08804572113322813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26616141296961937,0.07946709627134843,0.0,0.18620268742578608,0.0,0.07287684665207253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747146817570778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507751683706677,0.10002110501740474,0.0,0.22802629755112155,0.0,0.08459698574398382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947760794485316,0.0,0.09006593255086562,0.0,0.0,0.0902733639748578,0.0,0.07136206030024593,0.0,0.06572281680884985,0.0,0.0,0.17269543053965908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116601583486199,0.06799638095620912,0.0,0.0,0.09927345271479268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681797932150146,0.0,0.0,0.10079048138213473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554832150986247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509301240190388,0.0,0.0,0.4009250402859935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109828731064016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100197864128417,0.0,0.07395657642500987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139879068166408,0.0,0.0,0.0934653113271726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814373796954753,0.0,0.0,0.1038058664553204,0.059396578051558686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521326592509918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139998428190199,0.0,0.0873355009141857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546653770244016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038565443837152,0.0,0.0,0.09981726904463188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351060647242439,0.0,0.0,0.05757376149089324
anxiety,Core_Librarian,2020/01/26,"Help i'm becoming unstable. So hey guys, i'm 20 years old (male) and come from a fairly privileged background. I've never wanted for anything, and my education is top notch. I'm not sure if this matters but i'll include it just in case.

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I'm not really comfortable admitting this, but i think i might be having some sort of  psychological breakdown. 

It started about 6 months ago, when i was high on weed, i've never smoked much in my life, at my most i smoked a quarter of a 4 inch joint once a month. It was pretty fun, and never interfered with my social or academic life.

But then i started feeling super weird, the last 2 times (which is more than 6 months ago). It's very difficult to describe, but i felt way too self-aware, so i stopped completely.

Then about 4 months ago, i had what i think was a true panic attack, my first. I was alone in my apartment watching Mind Hunter, and my heart just started racing, i thought i was having a heart attack or a stroke, a few minutes before that i was just feeling restless, and then it just came out of knowhere. Now, it seems like i can think myself into an attack, which i have one of at least every day now, not always severe, but i'm becoming afraid of myself and i often feel like i'm on the verge of psychosis. It's like i'm so afraid to have a panick attack, that it triggers an attack.

I have a twin sister who has a lot of issues that i won't go deeper into, but they are psychological in nature and seems to be hereditary, but she has a history of abuse with psychoactive drugs which is probably a factor. I've never done any psychoactive drugs and don't plan to, but i'm still losing my mind.

It's going into other areas now, like depression. I HAVE NOT BEEN DIAGNOSED PROFESSIONALLY,  i have barely spoken to my family about this, my sister has been diagnosed with depression and i've felt the brunt force of it, and it scares me deeply. An emotional void is being created and i can't think myself out of it.  

It's like i can't trust my own brain, i've never felt this before  and i have no excuse to be feeling this way, but it's persistent and i'm losing sleep because of it. More importantly, i'm afraid i can't get rid of it, like an error in my source code.

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Sorry for bad gramma, english is my second lang.",4.875971786833857,5.237769222943721,5.998861024033438,80.42863636363639,68.8917748917749,8.883236303925962,27.40289595462009,8.841846274778883,1.950205762054038,1799,53,359,29,29,602,216,462,0.17800000000000002,0.698,0.124,-0.9873,0,1,4,0,1,0,67.0,0,0,1,7,17,31,5,6,20,0,38,11,4,1,7,77,72,32,0,2,20,2,8,6,0,2,7,0,0,2,30,23,0,1,15,0,0,4,15,18,0,4,15,9,43,13,42,51,9,56,0,4,1,0,12,20,0,11,36,238,73,2,0.0,0.08433071828724059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927698853500965,0.0,0.0,0.0737158189295833,0.0,0.0,0.059223289005787924,0.15423613244005438,0.17297079387823364,0.048401430311670456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857094793232746,0.0,0.0,0.40485910143269216,0.0,0.0,0.059428139269736086,0.0433876100700217,0.15721435740286469,0.12112933944241733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945482194111331,0.0,0.08140522130059702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131094708237085,0.07462561733026547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045901976992266766,0.0,0.12260582011109425,0.14448222256170554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283672080724758,0.0,0.0,0.1650807714529253,0.0,0.0,0.08006227793193968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996799438824101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709744119346962,0.0,0.14395284339709047,0.050847423313645335,0.20501744121114052,0.0,0.0,0.06054140565288865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0371859918830678,0.0,0.0809007681022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047442499938178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868539920212622,0.04770709196126256,0.07520027914669655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428819221815494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058017112154870876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054599322050577,0.20863501411489832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925320411716415,0.0,0.06051042677721361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550541111059167,0.14373288974291426,0.0,0.2272447750550021,0.0,0.05232180327638581,0.0,0.2744726801179469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468617355460741,0.07579903583887693,0.048230011677173286,0.0,0.0,0.0835085090753028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724105473408725,0.07673867167725222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045596517758667916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125857629274722,0.0,0.0,0.12959006590822922,0.07425103176237867,0.08040747359269297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122638645429975,0.07255393365662198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967456822513057,0.15113406158585624,0.0,0.056840434747082336,0.05950547424041323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708158078812973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824242251841905,0.0,0.056504987553897525,0.041502705971025185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058726816450929024,0.041980850074928265,0.11299077991410755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297079387823364,0.0458343566035722
anxiety,KinberlyJo,2020/01/26,"I’m making myself sick Ever since the 22nd I’ve been having on and off anxiety about something that happened that day that, in the worst outcome I could be pregnant, I’m a senior in high school and I’m planning to go to college and I’m worried about ruining my relationship between my family, friends, my bf, and his family. I don’t know why but I always think that the worst thinks are going to happen to me and idk how to fix it. Can someone please help me?",4.642056737588653,5.079430936170219,5.83489361702128,81.13333333333334,69.42553191489364,8.394326241134753,29.49645390070922,8.344100000000001,2.0627645390070923,364,13,72,5,6,122,64,94,0.166,0.748,0.086,-0.705,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,1,13,19,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,1,12,16,2,10,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,48,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388455976266434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986587222050258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685012712749828,0.0,0.0,0.13477206679210613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903052459693445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940074662853487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614541414804401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23753146240388015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695931206532504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007203622936842,0.22079434717269514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484760375210128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949293188885267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293926127488569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243617421403804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149460967965308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286689498907035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706446979716878,0.16087973741491418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678064374565386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856810492396264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222501202539565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Xopossum36,2020/01/26,"Resigned to ""focus on health."" I resigned from my job this past week after repeatedly calling out due to panic attacks (and anxious avoidance bolstering them). >!As if unemployment would be less stressful than employment?!!< Feel like a short-sighted, lazy fool.",9.904999999999998,12.465049023809529,7.850952380952383,63.710714285714296,58.76190476190475,9.40952380952381,42.57142857142857,9.725611199111238,4.912228571428573,217,12,27,4,3,64,40,42,0.47,0.486,0.043,-0.9705,4,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,1,1,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,17,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334163609115384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33575647200503644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013638606080751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922814709815774,0.2108431229768769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137126505777514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928740305262708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418710943315086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462750656994387,0.0,0.0,0.28173790871246074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380739326079145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367379452525865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965406395182384,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayanxprob,2020/01/26,"Strange odor when stomach muscles tense. Comes on suddenly and goes away just as quickly. 39M So I've been dealing with a weird byproduct of my anxiety for the last 7 months. When my stomach tenses from anxiety sometimes there's this strange odor that comes on very suddenly but goes away if I can relax my stomach enough. It's not sweat or a normal B.O. smell. I honestly don't know how to describe it properly. It's kind of like old stale air. It's fairly strong and obviously embarrassing when around others. 

I've only been addressing my anxiety for about 10 months and have made a lot of progress by breathing and being more mindful. My stomach at the time was in a constant state of clenching to the point where I didn't even realize it was happening. Once I finally was able to finally relax the muscles and reduce my anxiety the frequency the odor occurred went down. I started Lexapro three weeks ago which really helped take a lot of the edge off and the odor was almost non-existent.

Unfortunately I just started a week long work trip and my stomach muscles have been clenching again and the odor is back with a vengeance. I'm working on keeping my anxiety in check but honestly I'm at a loss about what the source of this smell is.

I shower every day and am clean in general. My guess is it's something in my gut but I haven't been able to find anything about this online. My doctor has no idea and doesn't have much interest in figuring this out, focusing more on my anxiety.

Sorry for there rambling, I've been meaning to write this post for months but kept putting it off so I'm just regurgitating this so I can just get it out there. If anyone has any advice or has had something similar happen would love to hear from you!",4.731858407079645,6.213090233038352,5.2576920353982315,81.51938761061949,69.97345132743361,8.727834808259589,31.55410029498525,9.174902378510234,2.7681022064896754,1395,61,265,28,25,447,178,339,0.1,0.7959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,5,23,12,0,1,18,0,28,10,8,2,1,50,48,26,0,4,13,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,18,17,0,2,6,2,1,5,6,3,0,1,14,8,22,9,44,32,6,53,0,1,0,1,6,22,0,8,25,176,40,3,0.20554876713728365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042993815726088,0.09110328998213693,0.0,0.1029136994150465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989010511045876,0.0,0.4717327327449166,0.0,0.0,0.07186223861463699,0.0,0.08457456073199038,0.0914909908107376,0.0,0.0,0.19311983297713087,0.07902715708018675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770620623570901,0.0,0.11106259736903856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662809750891567,0.10595587665123107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519393650601916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619341155086287,0.0,0.0678815110587916,0.0,0.08659185077939728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251686272545316,0.0939339246667926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053695373558364144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321757038731545,0.0,0.18176609594427184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158341996965408,0.0,0.06888750291503293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601976930803347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913505943134898,0.0,0.10702370513849598,0.0564821134269956,0.08377483972269119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021037247700379,0.0,0.0,0.09095209533700488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475021132664625,0.0927578937505345,0.09724760671328372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119514330492156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377282972090296,0.0,0.2461005973190297,0.0,0.07555099729508685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006970748294819,0.0,0.0,0.10784442704311742,0.10945136430757896,0.0,0.07816454989504508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715501208886602,0.0,0.09842944999515027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331664196170136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583990180256757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582414831464552,0.10164649328356998,0.115047508142381,0.14548847533346776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727354601376979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059928569548574284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847996298483022,0.0,0.0,0.16487882248702548,0.0,0.0,0.0952728832206194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496419505499438,0.0,0.0,0.07300797334604428,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Samantha_39,2020/01/26,"I need help I don't know what's wrong with me. Just for a bit of an idea, I'm currently 15. So about a year ago, which was freshman year (around the end of the school year), I started worrying a lot about my health..sort of like health anxiety. I genuinely thought that I possibly had a brain tumor. I had full on panic attacks and worried constantly about it. That's when everything spiraled down. I began to have these awful symptoms. Nothing felt real to me..it felt like a dream. I was aware of this but I doubted my sense of reality. This happened nearly every day for the rest of summer and to this day, I'm still stuck with it but I've noticed a trend..I get these derealization/depersonalization symptoms everytime I go to a public  place that is busy. The odd thing about this is that this has never occurred to me, only after the constant panic attacks. I hate it.. I loved going to places and feeling like I'm truly present there with my family. I just want my normal life back. The real me..I want it back.",1.7211071107110705,4.146924891089114,3.4126912691269133,86.9491179117912,82.26732673267327,6.0489648964896485,23.043204320432054,7.348242739294969,1.049803960396039,796,28,158,12,22,264,116,202,0.165,0.71,0.125,-0.8509,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,13,11,3,3,14,1,9,6,1,0,1,26,29,7,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,18,7,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,7,0,0,9,3,19,4,26,20,4,29,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,2,23,103,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994805752579505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585171774197319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990392661512697,0.0,0.2553439799777345,0.0,0.17258799432773214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252049114721092,0.0,0.0,0.12528006898616698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255042991488984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447515129655592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939792397857496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455429249453097,0.0,0.10086047610853874,0.0,0.10579561889576833,0.0,0.056744265832312575,0.08017346895854191,0.21550694722538766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863286223059533,0.0,0.12755995874472031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924008117859108,0.0,0.0,0.110798824318816,0.0,0.2385795761121941,0.0,0.0,0.07522196420584715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266882172347554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167585316187869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792677439783533,0.16448220713788778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540957056892127,0.10128732597723228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321331849330225,0.08655473754753144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995654419059847,0.1076827886899462,0.12776875737131785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535207004996756,0.0,0.2633434075439649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23450220487339224,0.0,0.0,0.1265166778925806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25547294053183545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357755899972335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943334001666329,0.0,0.08962292548582887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332892184048781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455721641788446,0.0,0.0,0.08909401048134298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238627096497274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793960433356905,0.0,0.0,0.12270027708214196,0.0,0.21680740892558265
anxiety,actual_futa,2020/01/26,"I'm alone. Holy shit I'm alone.

I'm 3000 miles away from everyone I know for a new job, I'm having a panic attack, I'm crying in my fucking room.

I don't know what the fuck I want anymore.",-1.5084090909090904,0.2137867954545456,1.7874545454545439,97.92118181818184,90.13636363636364,4.42909090909091,15.618181818181819,5.6839178017228535,-0.8293218181818185,145,3,37,1,5,52,30,44,0.439,0.5329999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9601,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,12,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765505475510309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281600913055793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26172920449146586,0.2161512075752131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527127547071933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983449205498415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253779821089453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283014429121721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25287256798924423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219570938167846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269928668655372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361557579855863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356967702480212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rurukafuji,2020/01/26,"anyone else overreact to injuries? just a few minutes ago, i hit my temple on my windowsill. it wasn’t a very hard blow, and i’ll probably be fine, but i read a lot about how sensitive that part is and how easy it is to get injured there. anyone else get like this when they suffer otherwise minor injuries? also any comforting words will be much appreciated.....",4.924347826086958,6.3415312898550775,5.8673623188405815,77.57582608695652,69.43478260869566,8.998260869565216,29.74202898550725,9.3871,2.718302028985508,285,11,52,6,5,94,54,69,0.14400000000000002,0.696,0.16,0.3101,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,8,9,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,4,4,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207518119305622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721202567595316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919801769440384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273804186286866,0.4797322262345799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911259111786061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24461823362096724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971023956799065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437086485137475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902593643915634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209258714383044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535106561450712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524025495290909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23416627799276965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315943153516166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hegemonee,2020/01/26,"Switching from coffee to caffeine pills has oddly been helpful for me Ok ok, I know coffee makes anxiety worse. And I know caffeine pills may not help as much either. But after 2 weeks without coffee, I've found my anxiety to be less. Moreover, when I returned to coffee today it felt much more of that *deep down* anxiety. The type of anxiety that makes me feel paralyzed, and keeps me from leaving my bedroom and being productive. 

I started using caffeine pills since, honestly, I didn't want to stain my teeth but had to be awake early in the morning. Now, I'm thinking this is a better alternative. Of course, my anxiety isn't cured, but I didn't find myself getting as ""stuck"" like normal. Maybe coffee has been playing a role in my anxiety all along. 

In closing, though anxiety is much more than what we like to drink, consider playing around with changing old habits. You never know where small victories may come from. For me, I'll take it as a victory.",3.644302892427689,6.076671961325967,4.469535261618461,81.98182645433866,75.24309392265194,7.352746181345466,28.32661683457913,8.313332769828598,2.292094312642184,759,32,133,14,17,244,111,181,0.08900000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8594,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,2,15,5,1,3,2,33,33,11,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,9,1,1,8,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,2,18,8,27,20,8,20,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,12,91,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6801838502643627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307376294328092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233790726071922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436916879772542,0.10941554730033763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443017901502144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422457935844443,0.0,0.12195807656825335,0.0,0.11609298616163148,0.0,0.0,0.1392696829712757,0.0,0.0,0.06636213999965569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027620108481387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290024683959475,0.0,0.0,0.2094188197412128,0.0,0.0,0.13449468973523654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411005071533755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695722226906305,0.0,0.12760757151350302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28012055009695563,0.0,0.09796481686622273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445156695159915,0.0,0.0,0.13328498325538138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507135815412236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990464102015817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550241555283548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138859122724057,0.12479543799507795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203990784440574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097035592671694,0.0,0.0,0.07491904636394787,0.0,0.10188691106664227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244170031769296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944312479202638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maptothestars23,2020/01/26,"Dizziness/feeling off balance I normally don't experience this as a symptom of anxiety but even when I'm sitting or laying down the last two days I feel like I'm off balance. Not necessarily dizziness per say but just the feeling of not being grounded, hard to explain but hopefully someone understand what I mean and if they experience it too?",5.649843750000002,7.703910546875001,6.917625000000001,68.26487500000003,68.53125,9.495,40.925,9.888512548439397,4.781253750000001,281,18,44,7,5,95,49,64,0.022000000000000002,0.818,0.16,0.8245,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,10,8,0,3,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,7,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,4,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348154466946226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468083744105213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841603059119266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692308502103426,0.0,0.0,0.363820054620424,0.17134604074241502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148549185090209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23822121047118675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195506513707215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171766476356604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612626231506889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349981701617529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907351775114419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322074982741264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492918445517104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342947052597281,0.24968815980610798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,livelifeanxiouslyy,2020/01/26,I want to get my license so bad I am 20 now and still no license or learners permit. I had taken the learners permit test when I was 16 but failed and never went back. I see everyone driving and being independent and I get jealous. I am too scared to go driving on roads. What if I make a mistake? What if I hit someone? What if I get badly hurt? I want to get my license but I don’t know how to overcome the fear.,-0.09808988764044813,1.9497540786516865,2.597853932584272,92.28914044943821,86.86516853932585,4.458876404494381,23.50674157303371,5.6839178017228535,0.3704957303370779,319,13,70,2,10,111,55,89,0.33399999999999996,0.64,0.026000000000000002,-0.9869,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,5,1,20,19,13,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,8,0,0,4,1,14,0,5,13,0,11,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,5,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133111371496544,0.393799895070846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22533622770358486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26536319359192306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928251121978116,0.0,0.1340220070041017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524503126644947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960056910942486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741175931332202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818790121286955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23609707633292976,0.0,0.1879181015663871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980961992297366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832625010843365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781856298655921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186076110988192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theicedinosaur,2020/01/26,"Stuck in an anxiety loop About a month ago I saw a friend who I hadn’t seen in a long time. We’d been talking pretty regularly before then, but since I saw them they haven’t contacted me. That day they said that they would like to see me more. My anxiety has been getting in the way of me reaching out and making plans. Recently I tried sending them a message, but they haven’t replied. They also struggle with mental illness, and that might be the reason that they haven’t responded but I’ve been stuck in an anxiety loop since then and I feel like I have done something wrong. My therapist has been discussing my anxiety with me, but I’m having difficulty controlling my worrying. I really care about my friend and am scared of losing them.",5.082275862068967,6.205256986206898,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620692,68.79310344827587,9.386206896551725,29.67241379310345,9.642632912329526,2.6586413793103443,593,22,115,13,10,190,83,145,0.21600000000000005,0.65,0.133,-0.8924,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,9,3,3,9,0,2,8,0,18,1,0,3,0,17,30,11,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,12,6,26,5,12,14,1,15,0,1,4,0,20,5,0,1,10,80,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758203556607435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241193379215827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749330832941978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320701043712395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824433450468697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407834744698372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000959622189107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883110340323425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847754779934359,0.11088022992537044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398257744409597,0.0,0.08108948421170091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516530358732702,0.0,0.0,0.1373537049860477,0.0,0.17363743074985305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360217493503264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641259966917,0.16465057222093907,0.0,0.0,0.1238851020631556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579017699412753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994298637650058,0.1595791035191553,0.15324862785578255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476378226158434,0.0,0.15538972889062833,0.0,0.12368023911852945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567784052227635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194862741321018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225652096386414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247498653686316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180207806591696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050270949240763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053756672659932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319644575737095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576206946382313,0.0,0.11025491601315343,0.1696949765490351,0.0,0.0
anxiety,forghosty,2020/01/26,"My number called my bf and some girl answered? I was with my boyfriend and he was just about the leave my place until his phone started to ring because he got a call from MY phone number. I didn't touch my phone so I quickly grabbed it to check if I accidentally did something and yeah... there was nothing and I didnt call him. 

So he answers the phone and the girl (almost like a pre automated msg in a way... like she had a script) started saying ""hey you're girlfriend asked me to call you"" and he's like ""what"" and she starts weirdly flirty giggling or something and then goes to say ""your girlfriend told me to call you so we can set up our... day??"" idk what she ended up saying at the end because he cut her off and just hung up.

The call log on his phone said it was my number that called.

My call log had nothing.

I phone my cell service and he's like meh it happens just its fake, and idk its just really weird that it would be off MY EXACT NUMBER and that the girl said ""your girlfriend told me to...."" 

the guy on the phone said it might be a prank someone in our inner circle took part in.. but what the fuck? who would do that? 

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anyways I want to know like what are your thoughts? has this happened to any of you? and like what the heck?",1.106302060815679,3.2832384513618718,1.942455685257244,98.08965701109672,82.77431906614784,4.274333477446318,20.024355094394004,5.033348758259628,-0.4815192679060383,970,27,219,3,27,301,128,257,0.069,0.8390000000000001,0.092,0.6286,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,3,6,0,0,11,12,2,0,15,1,18,1,0,0,1,33,35,21,0,4,7,0,2,6,4,3,0,7,0,4,18,15,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,17,9,36,7,24,13,2,25,0,0,0,1,57,13,2,5,15,140,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739404610631629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456322723237127,0.10604957623939562,0.05935049563970592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815910350284204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064049614111171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7129463039417498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056285631804490935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460080068441145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068501478045897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980238162996047,0.0,0.0,0.08641670352927706,0.1543552963289579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796446394481999,0.0,0.0,0.09241240645726906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25583110696897304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925857674873888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748685168700686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451112086734192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118457203266353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591107351571565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490576424850679,0.20821551301074112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394845081684677,0.13437825627334565,0.0,0.0,0.1853226527687883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928718832985853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679141833126948,0.0969665578216248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147749236498105,0.06927541962538099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239963624862182,0.0,0.10604957623939562,0.0
anxiety,salqura,2020/01/26,"So I have a really big fear of being attacked Either in my home or when I’m out and about. I’m always looking over my shoulder, I have nightmares about it every night and have trouble sleeping. I get the scariest scenarios in my head; bombing, shot, snuck up behind etc. my therapist said those are all PTSD symptoms but I’ve never had anything traumatic like those things happen in my life. Does anyone have any idea where these fears come from or have similar ones?",4.666805778491169,6.5146281685393275,4.880930979133229,82.71426966292137,70.68539325842697,7.3329052969502415,28.4446227929374,7.957251820313856,1.9531881219903688,373,14,66,5,7,117,69,89,0.105,0.8170000000000001,0.078,-0.1386,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,2,0,8,5,3,0,2,11,15,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,2,8,1,11,12,3,12,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,2,4,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175731140229666,0.0,0.0,0.1321994331398291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592978854445148,0.0,0.15997556405371655,0.0,0.0,0.22115934742530666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674593580677957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012173690292648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680864501122324,0.0,0.0,0.1637913345454668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437510630803182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156656561652312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190827521217042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951164175460998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500018158973872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945521059519107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731126562417914,0.0949745714176392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632479860991911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993413413740886,0.0,0.0,0.1824322892599516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173123527534025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724451519316746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453834033480267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491998986015168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454152187701854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205720655047985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257146927340319,0.12915147112741407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princessjerkbutt,2020/01/26,"I've been on the verge of a panic attack for three days Recently my whole life got fucky, it happened on New Year's and it's pretty much been downhill since, I'm out of my sleeping pills, I have awful insomnia, I don't want to be at my own house, I'm trying to leave the state but I'm scared I fail and I was told I probably should. My best friend turned out to be a raging bitch and a liar and I really don't have anyone to turn to. I kinda just want to panic attack to happen and be over with instead of feeling on edge the whole time.",0.6980431432973795,2.369342949152543,2.793636363636363,94.14003852080126,81.37288135593221,5.6468412942989215,17.50693374422188,6.574015621080383,-0.2619084745762712,420,8,98,4,11,142,72,118,0.298,0.601,0.10099999999999999,-0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,11,5,3,6,1,11,4,1,0,0,15,23,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,5,1,11,2,19,14,5,14,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,1,5,63,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887696051278288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542881629479416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340940135251092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042090598136474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873231121921376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030216311009995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453655006104625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753899743760043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796699324902806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487578237714,0.0,0.0,0.10998349519564704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446572090955018,0.0,0.0,0.15038694257429805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653873182807677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841436999112202,0.1678831161223065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997526451571406,0.0,0.1537461223063326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589417404538894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880599535336845,0.0,0.155823751528711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079651046382374,0.0,0.0,0.1487888187603722,0.0,0.10571775065310957,0.3387383587016169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368511661719408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476922084349192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027297116154936
anxiety,Like_A_Watermelon,2020/01/26,"My anxiety is the worst it's ever been, and I'm struggling to cope. To make a long story short, this started after I told myself it'd be better to go to a co-worker's New Year's party than stay at home. The closer it got to midnight the less people there I recognized which caused my social anxiety to spike. After midnight someone I didn't know got a handgun out to fire rounds into the air. Combine this with recently changing medications and I've found myself in a spiral of anxiousness and worry I've never felt before.

It's been going on for almost a month now and the more I think about it the more helpless I feel. I'm not looking for pity but I'm hoping putting this out there helps somehow.",4.926262626262627,5.321931587412589,6.0374358974358975,80.07700854700856,68.79020979020979,8.033877233877233,28.47630147630148,7.793537801064563,1.802181662781663,559,18,106,6,9,187,93,143,0.107,0.8009999999999999,0.092,0.2258,0,0,0,1,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,11,0,6,1,0,2,2,22,23,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,8,5,9,2,21,13,4,24,0,2,2,0,3,9,0,3,11,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311288985053566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26450322638200485,0.19530354712430345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710690808271912,0.0,0.0,0.1528970235969277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775938865705828,0.1828825769798647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156378540792022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741258641110955,0.0,0.16599051349261146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955240063512865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965017214130728,0.0,0.2765335292455139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587684411299096,0.0,0.17341127557586586,0.17170740216888591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500952677621256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299207152442867,0.14517443662802015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539777073619492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415694562494832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799000469323142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333459097916667,0.16696717534783015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985221517062128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379068638386058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069670626150235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622790479325992,0.14647942956321536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236432344809225,0.18426552598885734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073019044611915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077359065013824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519285761452382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258576392152525,0.17556655344879102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132811447580876
anxiety,farmercurtis,2020/01/26,My biggest anxiety is that I will never learn to cope with my anxiety. Real rough time right now. Just needed to say this to someone.,1.92448717948718,4.530831192307693,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,83.23076923076924,6.5435897435897425,24.051282051282055,7.793537801064563,1.6682974358974354,105,4,19,2,3,35,22,26,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701670284881104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27632231354157644,0.2874179970246337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241681214811081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31824919553061354,0.0,0.2963538092775579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157532035850206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730076407182627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Werliest,2020/01/26,"I moved into a house with 9 other people. It's going great, but now I have a hard crush on my housemate and I don't know how to deal with it! HE IS SO AWESOME and I am just I... I moved in a house with 9 other people to treat my fear of people. It's great so far. I get along with everybody. They knock on my door and are like ""Werliest, let's do stuff together."" It is never like school. Everybody is my friend in this house and none of my interests seem weird or boring to them. 

And then there is one guy: smart, crafty as hell and is basically a encyclopedia for random knowledge. He jumps into action, when he sees help is needed and cooks food like a chill Gordon Ramsay. 
He is always so calm and collected. 
I never met someone who likes all sorts mythology as much as I do, or can name random stars on the sky. We talked about Orion and what a jerk he is in greek mythology. Another time we took a 4 hour hike together and mostly just walked. Lovely silence. 

And he is so freaking nice to everyone, it is unreal. 

I like painting and we repainted his room together. While finishing the first wall I noticed I kinda feel good in his presence. I don't even feel the urge to talk to him to fill the silence. I started to hang around him even more and this feeling is now going beyond ""I like that dude"".

I am questioning my asexuality I accepted when I was a teen. I never cared for a dude before, now I just want to be close with him. I want to see him smile his gorgeous smile. 

Now, I have no idea, if he could possible like me back. I have self-doubt and can't judge my qualities, if I have any. He is also 6 years older than me. Maybe, he doesn't even see me as a woman, but a child. I don't want to ask him out, because we live together as housemates and things could get awkward. 

This is my first crush at age 24 and I don't know how to deal with it. It. Is awesome and terrible at the same time. 

TL;DR I have a crush and it's crushing me.",0.7237467700258406,2.835056395061727,2.8259718633362034,91.577338501292,83.81481481481481,6.137812230835488,19.54206144128625,7.397020576406223,0.4708030433534307,1500,41,333,24,43,506,198,405,0.109,0.675,0.21600000000000005,0.9951,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,4,0,2,2,24,28,2,2,17,0,36,3,0,2,4,72,59,40,0,8,9,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,2,3,18,34,2,0,10,1,0,10,11,8,0,3,3,7,53,20,44,52,6,51,1,0,3,1,38,19,1,11,29,228,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683401443569632,0.07994508432965931,0.0,0.0,0.06533673649169433,0.1007467798121387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553031575095814,0.08982051284117833,0.0,0.0,0.07387850582962165,0.0,0.05856861724736818,0.0,0.08175580433884368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795852673160342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342187370550284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981056168556823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037700946493205,0.0,0.0,0.09180721096872801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811512620809494,0.1457406672029384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344880068661102,0.1161786134974401,0.0,0.07423008100111922,0.0,0.10039419650210056,0.0,0.10920735468833058,0.08058616363450928,0.0,0.2118539713232964,0.0,0.09513291045198796,0.0,0.0,0.0860675456937272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439945423485696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461805848458738,0.3325853824427065,0.0,0.10846103440716932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560456177998664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824686872559744,0.0,0.3285740247988588,0.0,0.08483915601183196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671467945176012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652385840592946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423267397239955,0.0706288192606411,0.07124105774977141,0.22230519709304625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938611255167316,0.0,0.0,0.06510533973172693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982639253534887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831417517353337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763001043378444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723666338854912,0.22968659284616705,0.08746634070177188,0.10023092427756662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140707828827283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800492115742046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998699998647296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444866395662435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383034659188877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204839800229263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674684968695793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000892668133938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061871462483452225
anxiety,SirSunBro,2020/01/26,"Send positive vibes my way please. Been recently stressing over this virus in China. I’m famous for blowing things up in my head, and going back to work in a few days ain’t helping. I’m from Australia and am worried it might outbreak here from recent reports. Please send reassuring facts and messages.",3.758809523809525,6.648481071428575,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,77.57142857142857,5.8761904761904775,28.97619047619048,7.1686216300943375,1.8757119047619049,244,11,41,3,6,75,46,56,0.075,0.7170000000000001,0.209,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,9,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886008780406324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818170058325848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939509706797354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517223018396908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440226392832213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601973839759367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384752857107088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843577708611872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096100294851073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294941644639058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946874066018261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856268849957216,0.24908806481586016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crabbytb,2020/01/26,"Coffee Anyone else struggling to give up coffee even though you know it contributes to your anxiety?  

I recently switched back to drinking coffee after switching over to matcha and I have been drinking dark roast made at home.  All has been okay until today I got a Starbucks blonde roast and it felt like I’d tried caffeine for the first time.  One of the only times caffeine has actually felt like a drug to me.  I could not stop talking, cleaning and doing things.  This lasted for about 6 hours until now when I feel really down, slightly depressed and pretty anxious. 

If anyone a has words of wisdom, tips, humour they can provide around coffee addiction or anxiety in general would be great.  Thanks, loves ❤️",5.130629370629372,7.4765420769230815,4.994475524475528,80.30416083916086,70.53846153846153,7.18881118881119,27.97202797202797,8.00094639256281,2.047615384615385,570,21,93,8,11,176,98,130,0.079,0.72,0.2,0.9549,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,7,10,0,1,5,1,11,5,0,1,1,19,20,10,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,5,2,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,4,9,8,19,11,1,20,0,1,1,1,6,6,0,2,16,63,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.15010047725505055,0.16768018855386618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353348934227255,0.17376627149794627,0.0,0.2151009386237208,0.15760083114217024,0.0,0.13692725399592176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827363015970704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280812765015595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247995038727864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013587287316908,0.17837564637764108,0.0,0.1284920322464335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159283251836054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777308423888014,0.0,0.2953715184218624,0.0,0.0,0.13083428519140985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755260225972802,0.0,0.0,0.12301927186856927,0.1695807053132782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428819003140035,0.0,0.15147600956418708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453226512152948,0.12537910733643842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502917033571277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882332637516406,0.14554272094911586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422848684312364,0.11698263492518245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564843448792598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853731910977033,0.0,0.1518729723078868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285955637015978,0.0,0.16080000493256724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363003254014387,0.0,0.14161145545017012,0.0,0.0,0.10218732391780473,0.0,0.15112167660375667,0.0,0.1793806011165601,0.0,0.14579788242524375,0.0,0.0,0.10442974935915167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092651989173566,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danielwilu2525,2020/01/26,"A job interview scarred me I’m a teen that has social anxiety and stuttering issues. I don’t stutter a lot when I’m around friends, but with other people I stammer so much. I was confident for a job interview but when I walked in and we started talking I couldn’t even get my name out. It was so embarrassing for me. The manager kept staring at me trying to finish my words as I was in the middle of speaking. I nearly walked out, but it ended sooner than I thought it would. The whole process reminded me of how much my stuttering actually holds me back in life, I hate it so much. This experience has made me scared for interviews. I had another interview yesterday, and I couldn’t get out the car. I don’t know what to do.",2.63826132771338,4.600840739726029,4.550273972602742,82.44261854583773,76.53424657534245,8.601896733403583,28.35405690200211,9.265573868473778,2.6360037934668066,572,25,115,15,13,195,84,146,0.161,0.792,0.047,-0.9383,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,9,8,1,2,8,0,12,1,0,2,0,24,22,13,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,8,9,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,7,2,22,1,19,12,5,20,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,1,7,88,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.18546785429557655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929094726822488,0.14539280128279025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919069451096308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614181651265445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833376185172513,0.0,0.0,0.12553061125164547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859118525606726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683728041824418,0.0,0.19859348912634187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764157398654452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983697428306252,0.3772037569201041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445015310774003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424261798719053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157934982611913,0.0,0.17983617811491073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191404724141904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176133646428662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027984167602652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373879927713503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452306050510945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527603194941958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088373421173445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903597571749234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219143941107813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501077653435378,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hard_earned_recovery,2020/01/26,"Desperately need feedback on my strategy to beat the thought loop. Since I can’t control the first thought that appears in my brain, my current strategy is to simply acknowledge the thought as either a feeling, or a thought, and try to bring my focus back to what I’m currently doing, or my breath. 

Has anyone else tried this?

As I’m practicing it, but I’m still in a flood of anxiety that’s preventing me from doing anything. 

I’d love to know what you are doing that works?",5.463870967741934,6.1890884516129026,6.061451612903228,79.21217741935487,67.70967741935483,9.640860215053763,34.854838709677416,9.725611199111238,3.3598258064516116,378,18,72,8,6,123,63,93,0.055,0.863,0.08199999999999999,0.6608,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,0,7,3,2,1,0,16,20,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,8,1,12,16,1,10,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,5,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594436304877633,0.0,0.0,0.14573476154207948,0.21355480540711014,0.1715150220534916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026503090433472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326698818880592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337650054929027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411133395608666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538533172811873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772851711005585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454426539391588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881106097928644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454360092576175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724103146304259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644750961585597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.661860839106545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830121470995158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173500297585932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kittywells14,2020/01/26,"Bailed on Plans Few things to unpack:

- I was laid off in July and have been struggling with motivation/self-confidence/depression/PTSD of finding a new job
- my husband and I keep our heads above water but in no way “comfortable”
- I’m uninsured and can’t afford therapy though previous therapists have diagnosed me with anxiety

I bailed on going to a concert with my husband, brother and SIL tonight. 

It started as I was trying to pick out something to wear and hated every outfit I put on. I used to do more shopping (recklessly) but have slowed that down. It was my release because I felt like I was in control of what I put in my closet and filled a void. Because I don’t have the funds to support that release, I’m trying to “shop my closet.” Ive also gained about 10 pounds since the lay off.

My hair didn’t do what I wanted it to either. I forced myself out the door to meet at my brothers and lo and behold he wants to show me this big camper they impulsively bought. It was so hard to feign interest and he makes a comment like “I knew you’d be late.” And I said “I didn’t even want to come.” And he and my SIL go “then don’t!” Ok way to make me feel like you want me to go?

My husband is non confrontational and tries to be supportive but this is his favorite band. I was left feeling SO GUILTY because all I wanted to do was go home but not at the expense of him missing out. 

I continue to decline and I finally explain it to my husband like” ...imagine I had a fever. You can’t just tell me to stop having a fever so we can go out.” He wishes me well and said he’s sorry I’m not feeling better. And then throws in “but this is my favorite band.” Selfishly I throw in “right because why would you choose your wife over your favorite band.”

I’m currently just sitting at my brothers house alone until they get back. I told my husband I was going to drive us back tonight (brother lives about ~45 min away and we planned on spending the night since we’d be drinking at the concert.) but that also low key triggers my driving anxiety. 

I think I just need someone to tell me I made the right choice even if my husband didn’t stay home with me.",3.2814734500973017,4.562154798165139,4.3127272727272725,87.67469696969698,73.26605504587154,7.0279677509035325,28.12037809285516,7.463857097105799,1.4934015290519882,1676,65,349,19,33,545,212,436,0.107,0.767,0.125,0.8017,4,1,2,0,0,0,41.0,5,6,2,5,16,17,2,1,13,1,36,8,3,7,1,69,76,34,0,9,13,11,6,4,0,1,3,4,5,0,14,28,2,3,10,9,6,14,10,6,1,0,20,10,66,11,55,50,4,63,0,2,0,0,42,28,0,1,21,228,80,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951504740866229,0.0,0.1469381406611205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056186845315036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863156698942841,0.14128599632798786,0.0,0.2240144233677544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125228418450674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791385860768923,0.0,0.0,0.10304094886237904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324695956350654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999843875490082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213596347956597,0.0,0.07740513744432098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935795763628472,0.06563253999793697,0.08821040499643103,0.10064000471123437,0.08396827512142224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479987173504119,0.0,0.3132738624086713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229821927426725,0.09070342550089076,0.09428597730529407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430786829484352,0.0,0.0,0.10600660411953927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911676238308259,0.08165901577124485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363429894006301,0.0,0.09981792665371496,0.0,0.0,0.17953378973799458,0.0,0.08112362689359677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693040160268753,0.1226489861154403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812105706935168,0.0,0.08872942102921921,0.0,0.08621455135972883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739208506242703,0.1847111200268737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691437534055114,0.17478039691231806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584131298005456,0.0,0.0,0.15199300148216385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784185694438832,0.07072665407943265,0.0,0.1028418736894172,0.065026647013481,0.09792208200549364,0.0,0.07680812839009793,0.0,0.09604333982040428,0.0,0.0,0.2085078605205804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059831126810664,0.0,0.10506230183059748,0.10666911569384956,0.0610348978564472,0.05886711890069854,0.09026262496926228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778651602486626,0.0,0.18712279099618284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050929789363174,0.07934690071215822,0.0,0.0,0.2709389819710602,0.14584557876938956,0.0,0.0,0.08260291028063553,0.0,0.08289913535211238,0.0,0.10564692164579598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526240241450597,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ciroccy,2020/01/26,"I Get Scared Around People That I Sort Of Know Specifically dancing does it the worst for me, but doing anything outside of my comfort zone around people that I slightly know forces me to shut down and I immediately detach myself. Today, at my girlfriend's birthday, I had an anxiety attack. I was completely fine until they started playing games and that's when I felt a little out of place. But, when they started dancing, I freaked out. I couldn't even begin to force myself to do it. I HATE dancing with a burning passion. Everything about it. It's just so cringey and I despise every bit of it. So everything afterwards was immediately ruined because I was detached and I felt so out of place.

HOWEVER, this only occurs around people that I'm somewhat associated with. During the winter formal at my school I didn't even care because the people there didn't matter to me. I had no care for their feelings and I couldn't care less about how I looked, so I danced. But for some reason if I'm with my girlfriend's friends, I shut down. Something about the fact that I partially know them, makes me lost it. I could NOT force myself to do it.

If I don't want to do it, I'm not gonna do it. Nobody can make me do it. I just hate feeling like a jerk because everyone is pressuring me to do something and I'm not okay with doing it. I just want them to respect that can't do it. Ultimately, I want to just be able to enjoy those activities, but I can't foresee that ever happening. Does anybody have any advice?",2.533667397070694,4.809600595317728,4.059128128243572,84.32451505016724,78.1638795986622,6.264606158459232,26.02940837273671,7.372421405659032,1.4405284511590364,1194,47,227,16,29,396,140,299,0.201,0.705,0.094,-0.9831,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,5,1,21,23,5,2,8,1,26,1,0,4,2,52,55,20,0,8,13,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,21,16,0,0,8,6,0,4,11,11,0,0,10,5,44,12,36,40,5,29,0,2,1,1,9,15,0,5,11,170,65,1,0.11128294213232072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874440311133167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567621670466591,0.0,0.0851311461364182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157637945372407,0.29719623555474706,0.0,0.12660041200265648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351114589881147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149215077917458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403811283696269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667804757916328,0.0,0.0,0.08885037411724292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947689051650145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700266748794905,0.10066179222735692,0.0937606783404185,0.10633562013314868,0.2000278656459968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253599844077708,0.07950055609471314,0.21369815188553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597692504215754,0.0,0.05814074423008232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840713821005098,0.0,0.0,0.2197377327539925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834745840866907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543672244073234,0.1115347430944579,0.0,0.0,0.09344964406599003,0.0,0.12147847702430432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856445599906307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463569209305594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085983209816228,0.0,0.2325339783228221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441739865986535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141363854067056,0.11262427855064233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134209129221722,0.0,0.0,0.15753327842283274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054832171685524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969126875337612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mahua94,2020/01/26,Will i get addicted for taking 0.5mg of clonazepam for a month? Ive started 5 days ago due to panic attacks. Im also taking lexapro. My doctor says it is until lexapro does the trick,1.2923684210526325,3.5210190263157912,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,82.42105263157895,4.852631578947369,25.28947368421053,5.985473137389443,0.8610315789473688,145,6,28,1,4,49,33,38,0.203,0.797,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025222245709266,0.0,0.0,0.245992100126487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219212448486848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157028481515469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896824871867908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840388899979549,0.2428471484384402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449852986789842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29975382594906513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150243893043872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255932010255843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068370751663385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641999536184512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41729957001278617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeandchocolate,2020/01/26,Im helpless I am very afraid about the corona virus and my anxiety makes everything worse. I live in Brazil and we didn’t have any confirmed cases of the virus but I am really afraid of it. I no longer leave my house and currently use a face mask all day. I don’t know what to do,0.12571428571428456,2.306800333333335,1.9128571428571417,96.61500000000002,87.33333333333334,6.095238095238094,16.9047619047619,7.447530270364453,0.09497619047619077,220,5,52,4,7,72,45,60,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,6,1,1,2,1,9,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,5,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119561117045386,0.0,0.2384377484202844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010106829526104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801218829446933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596420036543259,0.0,0.0,0.3366726874910228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129362051923971,0.0,0.0,0.3300288251146136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27522307654360034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080517882781521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967303753550275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691952882831907,0.0,0.2571723105613209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176330788849314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ch1ck3nf33t,2020/01/26,"Fell into someone's lap trying to get out of a show during a panic attack. I am at a show at the local theater. The performance starts and I am already buzzing with nerves. My seat is in the front middle, stuck in the middle of a row (not my decision).  I have panic attacks at every concert/show. The anxiety is rising, stomach is bubbling, legs going numb, etc etc etc. I get up to leave for the bathroom, my favorite escape place in the world. I trip and fall into someone's lap as I try to exit the row. This is 12 minutes into the show so no one else is getting up nor are they ready to get up. 

So here I sit, in the bathroom, waiting for the show to end.  

I feel bad for my boyfriend who has to sit and watch without me. But this is how I have always been, and how I will always be, even medicated.",2.338286503915249,3.5493380658682625,4.187664670658684,87.91950713956705,75.52694610778444,6.096545370796868,25.421004145555052,6.297961479604792,0.8217990787655456,615,21,130,4,13,209,95,167,0.175,0.7979999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,2,2,15,0,15,4,2,2,0,17,24,11,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,2,4,0,6,4,6,0,1,2,2,16,0,28,20,3,30,0,0,1,0,2,20,0,0,2,95,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532475740812574,0.0,0.2493164335855307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146081893885722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408727511367249,0.0,0.0,0.12508940305482535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515134455789728,0.0,0.13269176663890936,0.0,0.5012505247160849,0.09895150201012563,0.0,0.12622573603343942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575104769331427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313088956431342,0.0,0.08514340944319787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863262567700806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092301504627156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151863147930013,0.0,0.0,0.35155162785141264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652495846933875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25387580234148915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603994323978168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342932266922426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441647065760874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlyingFoxes4,2020/01/26,"Anxiety turning into depression? I am so done with my health anxiety in OCD... but now I’m worried I’m falling into depression again.  It’s 2 am, and I’m up because I’m sick, and I just don’t know what to do, I want to call a doctor to tell them that I feel like shit, mentally and physically, that I’m scared of dying, but atleast then all of this would be over... I have an amazing husband and an 11 month old son, I love them so much, but I’m not enjoying anything anymore lately.
Now I’m super scared that I might die because of the lack of sleep aswell...
Idk why I’m posting this, I just feel so stuck, scared and numb at the same time.",2.4437500000000014,3.3381205808823537,4.203705882352942,89.14717647058825,74.80882352941177,7.498823529411764,26.835294117647056,7.908726449838941,1.3945082352941172,493,18,113,7,10,167,84,136,0.327,0.55,0.12300000000000001,-0.9858,0,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,8,12,1,3,5,0,9,7,2,0,1,23,24,12,2,3,6,2,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,2,11,5,14,19,4,16,0,2,0,1,7,6,1,1,9,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444160675998235,0.0,0.15196333951035418,0.0,0.0,0.12609552739951052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681560628674965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646532625740392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26395416319743353,0.0,0.3180578363702095,0.0,0.0,0.15683776289410634,0.0,0.15680785523315025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495574469605447,0.10946779736343416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287670367867454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421139666081683,0.0,0.17285051647595798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486061226468588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382963793333337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442015927633773,0.16255319354754685,0.0,0.0,0.12230700872577188,0.0,0.11264194300307505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078948311884295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675232482865927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602309545896653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728875905832496,0.0,0.0,0.15334101771911315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339300855593843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934985317242547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667062676333194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037923437732392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826656336345028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561286509375888,0.0,0.10885044892650196,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peachcitrus,2020/01/26,"Does an anxiety disorder ever go away? I don’t feel like mine ever will. no amount of talking to professionals or medication or exposing myself to uncomfortable situations will ever fix it. 

the only thing i look forward to is having my benzos each day and finally getting rid of that crawling anxious feeling where i can’t breathe deeply or sit still or get comfortable physically or temperature wise. i finally get to calm down and have a nap and take a deep breath.

i’m tired of getting called lazy and over exaggerating my anxiety for attention. the last thing i want is attention. what i really want is help. i’ve tried so hard to get help but i have no support system. i wish i didn’t have it so badly so i could do all the things i want to do or at the very least function like a regular person.

a decade of going to different doctors and specialists all for nothing. it took me trying to end my life for them to prescribe something that at least gives a little bit of relief of being terrified of everything 

this is super intense i’m sorry 

i hope it gets better one day",3.429744360902255,5.6576400095238135,5.240526315789474,77.17657894736844,75.09523809523809,8.611528822055137,28.195488721804512,9.276330184999452,2.7944285714285715,862,36,156,22,19,294,127,210,0.141,0.664,0.195,0.9253,1,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,2,8,11,0,0,10,0,17,6,2,0,5,28,39,15,0,6,7,0,3,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,1,0,1,2,4,19,10,24,33,7,24,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,7,13,109,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786162309053214,0.131886419485113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968394056118856,0.0,0.09747557229133473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324974271611836,0.1274531769018081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920770903127642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932098277751284,0.0,0.0,0.15057922161474913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197164213813586,0.1337976520539792,0.11949146083292207,0.10216263176576852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339969314432657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168023233531944,0.0,0.0,0.1049211277517378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805758993569945,0.08340125987355931,0.0,0.2557726148298306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659605585398695,0.1119905734869642,0.13269553390823374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045788441684579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565008142076414,0.0,0.0,0.11595219239275482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516116909395714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245907032597037,0.11406951684708605,0.11700720788253907,0.0,0.0,0.09803476142423548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760634317777688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201810723799208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910811355731516,0.08878835190060914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193553025945233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747885886657999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122408210229053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089874505192874,0.0,0.13068428913042907,0.0,0.0,0.09323115235212584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247863225698256,0.0,0.0,0.08777624646071723,0.09383364327259734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326766895342633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341789649964686,0.0,0.0,0.12970582661450042,0.15852173856269994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632524445061427,0.20657423082473672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424874867405026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sidebrowns12,2020/01/26,"Just noriced a precursor to destructive behavior. Howdy, I've never really posted here but just lurked. In any case, I thought this might help others notice when the were on route to some destructive behavior/leading up to a panic attack. Something I just today noticed is that when I've had a few rough days of feeling off, I had an almost uncontrollable urge to go and splurge a bit on things I never would. I play magic the gathering and ive not been big on the gambling aspect of booster packs in a long time. Yet today I went and bought several almost without thinking and without really being able to help myself. Then about four hours later I'm noticing all the other symptoms of an oncoming panic attack.


Currently under control having had that realization, but I really thought it might be helpful for others to really examine how you've behaved in the days leading up to a panic attack or your destructive behavior. Perhaps once you notice things like that you'll be able to get it under control in the future before it pops off. Very out of the blue but me typing this out is helping me just come down right now. Have a good night everyone. (sorry about formatting, on my phone.)",7.317550879613659,7.654904811659192,7.662331838565017,70.68034839599864,63.66367713004485,10.448982407726806,34.19420489824077,10.214889679676881,3.665813659882717,955,38,155,20,13,313,131,223,0.17800000000000002,0.733,0.08900000000000001,-0.9781,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,3,12,13,6,4,16,0,17,1,0,4,3,36,27,12,0,1,11,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,7,0,2,5,1,2,4,5,10,0,1,9,3,15,3,34,11,4,42,0,0,1,0,9,19,0,6,19,119,28,2,0.19073118346392268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190989729176749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485187260321852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325476384056804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114909455617436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411452669959197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214901303050685,0.0,0.0,0.21392124045650554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300583453710807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911259097025395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482197085951001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049824585610304895,0.0,0.05419846348219752,0.07998813375491555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556861836701413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391589792040464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046590811018132484,0.0,0.0,0.08439554770262543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233564465623052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471036468918657,0.0,0.0,0.08949414759809149,0.0,0.0,0.4342974330628965,0.0,0.10156124279832232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33567292269855314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133387539483204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24437456015613096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144169427035443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077359739206437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341709165653093,0.0,0.10675397224793877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991213646424178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671332324419587,0.061106420488019175,0.0,0.15141925479042073,0.055608443448680205,0.0,0.18079086031188493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868660067159086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840485896250741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385805460106736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774498019388883,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,megortron,2020/01/26,"Working for your family I work for my auntie on weekends and honestly, it's not the best idea 

I had a panic attack at work when we had a very angry customer and I tried to intervene ... She told me I shouldn't have had a panic attack because I detracted from the situation 

I also haven't told her about my anxiety (I don't know why, I just don't really want to) but it means I have to go on reception when we are really busy which makes me extremely anxious and panicky and I don't know how to tell her I can't do this area without sounding like I'm trying to get out of doing work",6.299946236559137,4.485067596774197,7.886129032258066,75.33252688172045,66.58064516129032,11.492473118279571,32.763440860215056,10.504223727775694,3.151918279569893,458,15,97,10,6,162,76,124,0.20800000000000002,0.775,0.017,-0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,0,5,6,7,2,2,5,0,14,0,0,2,0,19,24,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,1,21,3,15,18,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,71,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502565797397222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119600261785918,0.17662057044287324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35572039388402976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953038828149001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406999356060878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473841647964013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168160004803755,0.0,0.08885206295534981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648970043915801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184159800274235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638020356580164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435867855636287,0.0,0.0,0.17030093233621355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668644182113485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003118022968544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573357687040042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664872473179912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987806127903637,0.0,0.2122902418751344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899750929122075,0.09221383730410324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107322845161954,0.0,0.0,0.15070692407754416,0.0,0.4552717727885048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jul_ii,2020/01/26,"How to channel my anxiety when I study? Hey guys,

Im almost done with my bachelors, have two exams next week. Problem is that I can concentrate and my attention span is really low. I cant retain information and it seems so hard. I can literally feel that my breast is tight and when I want to study I feel so many negative feelings. I am doing meditation, breathwork and I swim before I study, but I just cant move forward. Any tips?",1.9687080103359198,4.348775302325585,4.190155038759691,82.04076227390182,80.86046511627906,8.00826873385013,24.671834625323,8.841846274778883,2.1607121447028423,340,13,67,9,9,117,58,86,0.11900000000000001,0.866,0.015,-0.7209,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,11,1,1,1,0,19,16,10,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,6,2,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,5,14,0,3,15,0,9,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,5,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24680717757380774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761014015328593,0.0,0.188551224634029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973042976090744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522275251825547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738725710462011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24404709066046906,0.0,0.0,0.22079145930725785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26623321159436725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988500844356715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619618682113529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621269071087469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358414419634977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789696054063493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243798268923742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24076837635945156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537620313084432,0.0,0.1977058304725856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pbails07,2020/01/26,"GERD and Anxiety So I posted that I’m making progress with my anxiety, but I still think I have either a hiatal hernia or esophogitis. It’s probably easing up now since I’m taking omeprazole, but I’m curious if anyone has tried anything while taking a similar medication. Any helpful tips on getting over this faster?",5.0662711864406775,7.403690203389836,6.212000000000002,71.54274576271187,70.6949152542373,8.787796610169492,32.13898305084746,9.3871,3.542197288135593,258,12,39,6,5,86,48,59,0.047,0.762,0.191,0.8537,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,10,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190923004710264,0.0,0.42955356180725707,0.0,0.0,0.1963104004469338,0.0,0.2310374155466243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466828822563728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188184135976596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874061202291716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28283109181672705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26888565005521164,0.0,0.3027013391908537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322434095211256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421127890375603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221855888254488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989644613720002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906141930057318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Staceface666,2020/01/27,Haha of course the meds make me angry. So doc prescribed lorazepam to take as needed. Had a pretty severe anxiety attack today due to relationship garbage so I took one. Now I am full of rage. Like... RAGE. It was such a sudden come on that it is making me laugh.... at the Irony.,0.7391168831168822,3.20460150909091,2.7070129870129875,89.64909090909094,88.45454545454545,4.5974025974025965,16.948051948051948,6.1826913282559595,-0.1756493506493504,213,5,42,2,7,71,46,55,0.292,0.617,0.091,-0.9124,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,0,4,3,7,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178644385084344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149523090541859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384783284549921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525297898394126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695937297526497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075135123969451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527781235188894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759802471627826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816519253757806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29722901357302395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127571960666708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815374950269036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26241765163451936,0.0,0.30758610934949177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SolikMeiser,2020/01/27,"I’m scared of getting hurt... So I don’t know where to post this. I met this girl and we hit it off so well. Chemistry is there. We’ve had 4 dates now and we talk everyday. However the past few days she’s been busy and hasn’t really been able to text. 

Today she said she forgot her charger and her phone was dying so we haven’t talked today. I’m trying so hard to just be relaxed and be patient but I can’t help but feel that maybe she’s just biding her time to tell me she’s not interested. 

It would be out of nowhere but as dating goes it wouldn’t be surprising. It’s the early stages. 

I’ve been hurt in the past and been ghosted on and it’s opening old scars and I can’t help but worry that she’s not interested anymore. 

Am I overreacting? I haven’t told her all this because I’m not trying to come off clingy. I know that kind of thing can be disconcerting.",0.9053763440860224,2.7689160967741917,2.7141935483870974,94.0079569892473,81.58064516129029,5.853763440860216,19.473118279569896,6.937597516519254,0.07509892473118285,678,17,159,8,18,225,101,186,0.098,0.826,0.076,-0.5976,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,3,0,22,0,0,0,1,30,35,17,2,2,9,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,12,14,0,1,3,1,0,1,10,3,1,0,10,3,21,6,14,17,2,22,0,2,0,0,23,7,0,0,12,99,33,0,0.1657256834494159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435534616226108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102483842058288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427580019368032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687935568115384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719970947094243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379588505165653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658482952698278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845766052903764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221648645373302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548255435054243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257779675730145,0.18215700304550075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664937240707766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390122671953956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31640783420884416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587193939344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616811646635044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764307576003986,0.0,0.16592032021209605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266408053558649,0.1448515519899721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010078014203303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663597874999716,0.0,0.3141771402290108,0.1583579925540564,0.0,0.2250337210851695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900729227549045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830247605899276,0.0,0.11772677062031656,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bugbytez,2020/01/27,"Does anyone else’s anxiety stem from money problems? My car decided to break down while I’m moving to a new apartment in like two weeks. So to have a deposit down and couple months rent upfront has been undoubtedly the hardest thing I’ve ever done but to top it off with a car that’s engine decided to stop working has been the cherry on top. Ever since that happened, my mind has been on panic mode and it’s hard to turn off.",4.226896551724138,5.137421977011499,5.25580459770115,83.20715517241379,70.60919540229884,7.639080459770115,27.143678160919546,7.793537801064563,1.5606643678160923,340,11,67,4,6,112,61,87,0.135,0.7959999999999999,0.069,-0.7096,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,3,12,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,4,1,2,1,15,7,0,21,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,8,43,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272178071534404,0.0,0.0,0.14873105835402556,0.2179454777206085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353584307818929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861430540688512,0.21767512845802173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769105117204867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848148844369044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809784070075247,0.0,0.1905454578454769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391885895596842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147754243441883,0.0,0.1697822714054344,0.22607597355894596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054356498046743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495681469297509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353375841107516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595505900443445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778342243538864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131438880652736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136627968633444,0.2077857569856449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170622306244618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548546643446805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MRFOJ2,2020/01/27,"Is this anxiety? I feel like I can’t think or remember much from my past.
Slot of the memories that shaped me are just gone or hard to access.
I’m apathetic. No emotions or enjoyment.
No opinions or energy.
Sedentary lifestyle.
Depressed when I sometimes actually do feel things.
I feel lost and fuzzy headed.
I can’t even really feel my face.
Severe chronic brain fog.
Low appetite even when I’m hungry or need to eat.
I stay in my bed a lot.
I’m not even sure what most of my symptoms are because it feels like my brain has shut down.",0.6685358255451739,3.1861873177570104,2.5209719626168234,89.69373208722746,91.71028037383181,5.8439875389408105,22.08660436137072,7.3011,1.1061980062305294,421,16,85,8,15,139,75,107,0.193,0.713,0.094,-0.8054,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,1,20,19,8,0,1,7,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,6,12,4,7,17,3,10,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,8,5,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.16056346790772327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586964178481927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029965997972663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673533348152634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171467440626573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836147419870573,0.0,0.1850809307269112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260235637225654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159718990784858,0.2350891999339525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739199889098173,0.0,0.1688614745855419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076802372703494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961055479169089,0.13988268128131154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095294185778642,0.12200140970921125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706829469970698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540601844796822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638729083190614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858789236872092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627303785833021,0.0,0.0,0.1753735564345216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507329703326544,0.17101597455007184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093104526015122,0.10542806879953964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jacir83,2020/01/27,"Does lack of quality sleep make your anxiety worse ?? Long story short, I have two small kids and my sleep is just awful. Up a lot at night and alone all day with the kids. I'm not complaining about either. I actually love my life and am more motivated in general to take care of myself and explore new sides of myself. But the stress and lack of sleep is taking a toll on my mental health. Wondering if those whose children are older noticed some improvement in their level of anxiety when they could sleep more ?!",5.130918367346942,6.5052000510204095,5.523061224489798,80.40051020408163,68.89795918367346,9.273469387755103,26.244897959183675,9.606745405546679,2.2617183673469388,407,12,77,9,7,130,74,98,0.16899999999999998,0.701,0.131,-0.35,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,3,4,0,1,4,1,6,7,4,2,1,22,13,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,10,2,13,12,8,16,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,4,6,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.15725291077913087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689617380447208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465488296598664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429664238937486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866005420827056,0.0,0.0,0.1039242925238101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101785246030352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128811402468436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138204920161202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260701730386416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369985282811496,0.14543839270705108,0.0,0.10756460595787304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239484992290154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556334954272674,0.0,0.1512223547631362,0.0,0.0,0.1834630594793142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6450399138614576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458945219668726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24231986899664315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741388454449676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475336296677135,0.0,0.0,0.16421909781311644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daisymemento,2020/01/27,"Overthinking and Defence Mechanisms I’ve struggled with depression for a long time and have only recently realized that I have social anxiety as well. I recently had a bad social experience where I had nothing important to add to the conversation and my friends ended up getting frustrated from my comments and I felt so excluded in the end. I’m a quiet person and I just wanted to say something so that they didn’t think I was quiet. 

This made me look back and reflect on other experiences where rather than have this outcome where I feel like I annoy everyone, I end up isolating myself before this happens, which in turn may make people think I’m unfriendly or don’t like them. It doesn’t help that I’m socially awkward as well and I don’t know what to say to generate conversation or even continue conversations. 

Even with people I’ve known for 8 years I struggle talking to them and it just makes me question why I’m friends with these people who make me feel so unwelcome and excluded, even if they don’t mean to. But if I decide to exclude myself then that would mean so much talking behind my back and gossiping and it just sucks because I’m always thinking about what people will say behind my back because of all this social awkwardness and shyness. Sometimes comments I make end up being completely ignored or just end up as a conversation ender and my biggest fear is being ignored. 

It’s just so mentally exhausting and frustrating having this constantly spinning wheel of thoughts going that I can’t turn off. It’s like I would rather isolate myself to protect myself from people talking behind my back but then it becomes this whole argument about why I’m thinking so negatively, and if your friends talk behind your back then you should find nicer people to be with.",8.887270800211981,8.309346273273274,8.668630983925105,67.80158982511928,60.74174174174174,11.799258081611026,39.70835541423778,11.088447113337141,4.600002791026324,1451,67,237,33,17,469,161,333,0.14,0.784,0.076,-0.9009,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,4,0,28,25,5,5,6,0,22,1,0,5,1,66,52,35,0,9,15,0,3,3,3,5,1,5,0,1,23,20,0,4,17,0,0,1,7,17,2,0,7,9,35,8,38,37,3,33,0,1,1,0,32,12,1,8,23,180,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427283853768066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059091120033534214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29697768889779885,0.06449515492976511,0.0941739272972096,0.08530945493564206,0.06572858926661045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809884140844346,0.08347285846605045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652977411479244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420743819334491,0.0,0.0,0.15305594950866225,0.0,0.0,0.07380954184569795,0.0,0.15111806772265238,0.0,0.08692049184162097,0.07811334034316296,0.05518282222346064,0.07416594112204898,0.0,0.07059922408277547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790345729507428,0.0,0.04035657749319426,0.0,0.043899301213234494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830623432237715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177473710433142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245104627158087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132119205183206,0.0,0.0,0.06835812920914996,0.06486514495817639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308973411063979,0.20624273255031045,0.0,0.0,0.1682817860802852,0.0,0.0,0.0778433512165563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056782912101602134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411728919795826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874721611967752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213057956141731,0.06744610636685204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653047701962431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253741433701618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842815628555461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31496037058866605,0.0,0.05946587437646341,0.07639586637107687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615035025986616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24834182424301454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797824415795431,0.0,0.06132276681341321,0.0450413471546952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803764738260693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556025921283675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890249297985602,0.0,0.13940061587614958,0.08623968797423935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097432325620442,0.0,0.0,0.04974232689393472
anxiety,Rootyamum_,2020/01/27,"Changing the tune on a guitar I all ways get an anxiety of changing tune to higher note it scared me when it tightens or make that ""scrch"" noise, but mostly i'm more afraid of the string breaking and hitting on me. Any tips or advice to overcome this fear?",5.72529411764706,5.747589372549019,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705886,67.0392156862745,7.584313725490197,30.72549019607843,6.42735559955562,1.5623019607843136,202,7,40,1,3,63,41,51,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.8139,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075403186252612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140200978792449,0.0,0.24075960747077305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6658631435115264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354147010330472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644279842827708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100777549331152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31508919002404284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498097434409777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ronaldo2355,2020/01/27,"Have been taken SSRI's for the last two days without side effects I'm taking SSRI Sertralin against my social anxiety and it's been two days since I've started the treatment but I have not felt a single side effect (yet?).

If you got side effects from SSRI's when did it come?",6.491011904761906,5.818575125000002,6.861428571428572,79.11690476190478,65.60714285714286,8.180952380952384,32.95238095238096,6.42735559955562,2.0503523809523814,221,8,41,1,3,72,41,56,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.1803,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,10,12,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,1,3,0,4,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142181748349312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412165355365836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36118560848453307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688676832164298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396138121234765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282575536964647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23163937505600501,0.0,0.0,0.2854499783323968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820296631167933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105437699068113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470870023973644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699338758025969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SG96_,2020/01/27,"Is this the beginning of recovery? Made a steak, chilled in my room after feeling a depressive block like episode come on, flung on Charles Bradley, feeling pretty content right now, got an interview for one of the best art schools in Scotland, shit, things are looking up man. 

Finally realising my anxiety was born from depression, to anyone reading this, keep fuckin goin man, shit gets better, I feel now, I’m at the start of a recovery. 

Peace x",5.962592592592593,7.777262975308645,5.69969135802469,78.24361111111115,67.39506172839506,9.844444444444443,38.19135802469136,10.125756701596842,4.231706172839505,355,20,62,9,6,110,65,81,0.182,0.624,0.19399999999999998,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,3,0,7,0,3,3,2,1,0,7,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,5,0,1,3,4,3,3,13,12,1,16,0,2,1,1,3,8,3,0,8,33,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911494254896236,0.0,0.0,0.14543433399764652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827701051469325,0.1839539083005124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916852864299848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582900841975293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155042497237265,0.0,0.0,0.2278474061845961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866834992564442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635190889964613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848747422901125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016154272639019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466268717860106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968090778670898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094220754776868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160480864645995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805041930875012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776258532429783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105011670169176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42700597742934254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472193179781225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818205993963814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2spooky4lukey,2020/01/27,"My anxiety has flared up again This is the first time I've talked about this online but I felt this would be a good place to share my experience. I have been mostly calm for the past 8 months but my anxiety has flared up again. Is there any good ways to figure out what is causing it and is there some coping mechanisms that I could use?

Thanks in advance.",3.017500000000002,4.763005750000005,3.3483333333333363,92.43,74.83333333333334,7.022222222222222,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.4713999999999996,282,6,62,4,6,87,52,72,0.043,0.74,0.217,0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,0,12,14,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,5,8,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,6,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686093261029923,0.0,0.37935049624519146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547051312839725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979618215108712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425352318151599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380635749768695,0.0,0.0,0.21089966851661715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159246229069719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790524854185665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366890645505359,0.0,0.0,0.2590470235455195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199286699531927,0.0,0.22827203870073556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457720030513047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414261557506015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680512677510256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613115857483005,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miehnka,2020/01/27,"How to get rid of this feeling? I have been scared of strangers my whole life, but since a few months it gets worse. I am constantly in fear that people I see on the street will harm me or my friends. There is no particular reason why I feel like that, there has never been an incident, I just can’t get rid of this feeling. I really feel uncomfortable as soon a group of already 2-3 people approach me, even in daytime. As soon there is noone around, like in a small street, I can feel the fear coming up instantly. I am really afraid of the dark, I wouldn’t go out alone at night time, but now it also started to affect me during the day. I try not to interact with people if I don’t have to & am constantly starring at the floor, just to make sure to not accidently upset someone in public. 

There are other things I am afraid of as well, like the corona virus - I am so afraid that either myself or my family gets infected, or wars in general. I live in Europe, in a safe environment, but I am actually often fearing that my life might end soon & I am worried a lot. 

I know it might sound silly, but at this point I am not sure how to handle that & I am afraid that it might get worse & that at some point I don’t want to leave the house alone anymore. 

Does anyone have any similar experiences and/or advice how to deal with this? 

Thank you!",5.7716848484848455,5.0998283745454565,6.4494545454545475,81.47684848484852,67.07272727272728,9.806060606060607,28.15151515151515,9.21078282632365,1.9725878787878783,1053,27,226,17,15,347,145,275,0.175,0.6990000000000001,0.125,-0.966,0,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,0,19,21,1,9,13,0,27,3,0,6,3,44,45,16,1,3,14,0,5,3,1,5,3,1,0,0,17,5,0,1,7,0,0,3,9,11,1,0,2,7,29,10,35,38,5,38,0,0,1,0,6,21,0,10,17,157,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.09076064598281952,0.0,0.0,0.09088459333029797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926527715322273,0.10263466698481427,0.07437703362461995,0.0,0.4030887646160768,0.0,0.06324741304559485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223717015739856,0.06503210548700243,0.0,0.0,0.08279524657477601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011661575629757,0.0,0.20101334684257047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998131211711895,0.09588532002601996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813903623213926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237589756137627,0.0,0.0,0.06142972544266539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097792120557133,0.08767797873201777,0.31397353514722537,0.23513367494504386,0.0664436559811107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185636818702393,0.0,0.24295953373628265,0.0,0.05285757324646647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731668065971328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051113781442442593,0.0,0.0,0.09848014879643306,0.0,0.0,0.1313860752119875,0.1363144108400117,0.0,0.08212618858614266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907055496706802,0.0,0.0,0.06208236828974235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295994677818699,0.0,0.0,0.07423667057877989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173212385405678,0.0,0.0,0.08728002895045177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343638915453026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584186400414287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916432111833355,0.09562587544359642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311544263892788,0.0,0.07411390890138095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693569913898489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880386107114466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583027510293919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531450705229595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562762364429619,0.0,0.0,0.061789194142775526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423266978179332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314511242729323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485747316963002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836237536121201,0.0,0.08392363956416166,0.10383811354328633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445232226786757,0.1895625502432643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,srhbb,2020/01/27,has anyone tried escitalopram ? i’m trying Escitalopram just 10mg with abilify 2mg starting today. i was wondering if anyone has tried it and maybe could tell me how it effected them? i know it’s different for everyone but i just like to hear others experiences. thanks!!,3.366466666666668,6.4024697800000006,5.8320000000000025,68.09266666666667,81.2,9.733333333333334,26.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.5945333333333336,219,9,36,8,6,77,39,50,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.8420000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,10,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420976021501361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531465674893694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555830215112889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375146534651145,0.0,0.2392920270684639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27571227063816683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444053469697778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195123360932259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24576057920952005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314816345674305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381467388716927,0.22521956276183186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318776770355898,0.0,0.0,0.4982567776433564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652874142919743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClaudiaGarrity,2020/01/27,"CBD AND ANXIETY The CBD market is very much unregulated. Companies are selling products that 1. Contain no CBD and 2. Contain more THC than legally allowed... While partnering with our manufacturers and growers, we prioritize safety and integrity. All of our products are manufactured in the USA complete with truthful certificates of analysis and accurate labeling.  CBD is revolutionizing the way we look at medicine. This holistic approach to achieve wellness gives hope to those suffering with anxiety, depression, symptoms of withdrawal, seizures, and many more. We make no health claims, these are just a few conditions that CBD is gleaming hope upon in its infancy of development and study.  I'm not saying a single bath bomb is going to relieve all of life's stressors, destructive thought patterns, and chemical imbalances. But I am saying it adds a layer to wellness and self care that WORKS with your regimen. Visit us with any questions on Instagram! @ yamacbd",7.510473214285718,10.605324243750003,7.3046428571428565,63.04750000000002,65.9375,10.821428571428573,42.67857142857143,10.7630783206399,5.966482142857144,789,50,105,25,14,250,112,160,0.136,0.711,0.153,0.2784,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,6,1,0,2,3,10,1,0,6,0,8,3,0,2,3,32,17,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,2,8,18,0,2,2,1,1,3,3,3,2,0,1,3,8,7,20,16,7,10,0,2,1,0,14,5,0,3,1,74,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777308784578856,0.0,0.2874739221214414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915685434168004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700131788020966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183121162519146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024324686367552,0.10678342440452372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972054225279573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732385501225143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271376425840953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577820628507347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541945219864356,0.19049312354255896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812233075004315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048218072151914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29883871789133354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601246374174375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529186010307334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916535920444712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22601109138612224,0.0,0.0,0.1550306804772002,0.0,0.14914002287498887,0.0,0.0,0.3378751699638155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367877045170723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snp223,2020/01/27,Irrational Anxiety I’ve been dealing with severe and irrational anxiety for the past few days and I just want it to stop. Can anyone give me any advice on how to get through this or even tell me if it’s going to stop or be okay? I have dealt with this in the past and obviously I pulled through. But it’s happening all over again and I’m so scared. Recent bad events happening all over the world and social media magnifying it are namely the culprit (I’ve deleted some social media already). Please can anyone give me some sound advice?,4.376214285714287,5.96831827619048,5.149702380952379,81.5188392857143,71.0,8.29761904761905,26.458333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.0005476190476195,429,14,81,8,8,139,66,105,0.203,0.748,0.048,-0.9482,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,1,6,0,0,1,3,22,14,11,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,12,12,5,15,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,8,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32581453860103143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396884137776084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336864667627695,0.0,0.2550656797538093,0.0,0.0,0.23313528362829536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391960460696305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751428166212984,0.17187088679240012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011050893274896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709919413439171,0.31984721217875,0.09474524343350127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948425428215407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182874820907313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299772768445094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460620163266387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690598410764562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833506376079395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398800910107956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787543690765317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571205506053228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832999001615747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strawberryapplejam,2020/01/27,"How do I cope with extreme fear getting in the way of pursuing health care? Content warning for needles

I am in desperate need of advice. I'm a bit panicky right now so I didn't know where else to put this so if anyone can suggest a better sub please let me know.

I am horrifically afraid of dentists. Just thinking about going to one brings me to tears. I am terrified of medical equipment being in my mouth or close to my face. I am afraid of needles. 

I have a bunch of cavities that need to be filled and I was made aware I will most likely have to have an injection of anesthetic. Going to the dentist for this itself was making me extremely anxious. After being told this I've been reduced to laying in bed crying so hard in fear of whats going to happen that im getting nauseous. 

I am very anxious about my health, but this anxiety isn't big enough to totally counter my absolute dread of whats going to happen, it's just got me in sobbing limbo because I am terrified of losing teeth and paralyzed in fear at the idea of going to the dentist and going through the process of having the cavities filled. It doesn't help theres five all together, so that means I might have to get multiple shots or go over the course of a few days. There is no way in hell I can do this. There is no way I can ""power through it"". 

Does anyone have ANY advice at all on how to cope with this? I've genuinely never been so afraid of anything in my life. I've never had a cavity before and I haven't gone to a dentist in years. I'm totally at a loss on what to do.",4.1606413690476165,4.692837221875003,5.545357142857147,82.44583333333334,70.53125,8.595238095238095,29.30059523809524,8.704169506293173,2.151403273809524,1221,45,250,20,21,412,156,320,0.195,0.787,0.017,-0.9949,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,16,14,1,7,15,0,35,11,3,4,6,32,62,15,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,1,0,16,7,0,0,5,0,0,12,8,11,0,2,10,1,24,3,55,46,9,41,1,3,0,0,3,20,2,5,7,181,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208919231311074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072694394240606,0.0,0.08177677702291722,0.2415289196042193,0.0,0.14949131630603815,0.0,0.08796805285756178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516410798767966,0.0,0.09096243539530406,0.0,0.0,0.09454270919248282,0.11670507182391862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898976814309293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742257649382895,0.06894045052826672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354727412663984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929967092779105,0.0,0.0,0.11045434418552813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608703478299633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754958294221595,0.0,0.42526869609468987,0.0,0.08549620006453451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905932702870396,0.0,0.09575972774178164,0.0,0.0,0.2272554272773784,0.0,0.0,0.0716515633685449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067497732980567,0.1154683244455493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749683347922762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931058071673877,0.07550531072552187,0.052225026790877975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959166423002847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011495954999351,0.07135533199739873,0.0,0.0,0.1164434020669778,0.0,0.1076886199398939,0.0,0.11340202318874305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852721810915674,0.16489285616800325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243693958035975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734204607218132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746214632971753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912904191238146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684960054857052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214574444102502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820215270684226,0.0,0.2545522802034588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883889106684557
anxiety,readyheartsx,2020/01/27,"Please convince me that I’m crazy & talk me down I went to my doctor after what I call a stupid shity thing.
Yesterday around 3pm I ate a banana & I was in such a rush a small piece went down whole. No chewing nothing. I’m sure by now it’s gone. I’ve once swallowed a fish pill & it scraped my throat & it took a week for that to go away. 
Well it set off my anxiety & this morning I woke up feeling like my throat was tight.
Went to my doctor & she said if the banana was still stuck I would be regurgitating because the food cannot go down. Which is not what’s happening. 

I’m fine just my throat feels tight . I know it’s anxiety .. 

Please talk me out of this... I’m stupid right? This is so dumb.",-0.4723116615067085,1.6616778954248377,1.278630890952872,100.23804953560374,90.30718954248366,4.528242174062608,16.54936360509116,6.05967700443912,-0.6795150326797388,550,13,135,5,19,178,91,153,0.151,0.754,0.095,-0.8592,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,8,0,8,11,3,0,1,12,27,2,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,14,2,4,2,3,0,0,8,3,3,1,0,12,5,17,5,16,13,2,25,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,1,6,74,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7147599277679287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821707405001227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787542208423117,0.0,0.0,0.1032980679189156,0.0,0.0,0.06702217902091312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122673561960663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506917555471667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118419780622456,0.0785455825425598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329473734942376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249699108552976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722505573226634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060423552558442825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371415650486591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054963378450404,0.0,0.0,0.11708910772930428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137580829056654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389344843893654,0.10458400736074944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780317208293692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362298613203214,0.0,0.0,0.176741171155221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304336549691616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221542663269771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881922045037832,0.0,0.09885483188533097,0.30576366839297786,0.0,0.12275099854072707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810262129022373,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hiraffaele,2020/01/27,"Why are therapists so poorly trained in CBT and disorganized? I just quit my therapists of a few weeks after she couldn't answer the simple question, ""***How*** *do I challenge my negative thoughts?""* We'd been talking about stuff that brought up a lot of negative thinking, and she offered the insight that we shouldn't be babies sitting in our own shit. It's not easy to do, she said, but we have to do it. I asked how to do it. She repeated that it's important to challenge your negative thoughts with positive, hopeful ones. *Yes, but* ***how****?* 

I told her I thought this was a waste of time and she offered to refer me to another therapist and that was that. 

I got home and went to Psychology Today's website to find a therapist that specializes in Cognitive Behavioral Therapy  (surely, they'd know the answer to the question, ""how do I challenge negative thinking?""), and who should appear but the therapist I just fired for not knowing how to answer the question, ""How do I challenge my negative thinking?"" 

I've run into this time and time again with therapists. They *say* they'll customize a treatment for you based on certain modalities and what you need, but 100% of the time it turns out that you just go in and talk about whatever is on your mind and they'll respond to whatever it is you say, with no plan or reference to the goals you (may have) made at the beginning of therapy. 

One last story: I was frustrated with another therapist and said I wanted something concrete to work with. We agreed to work through an anxiety workbook together. Every week I'd go in having read a chapter and done the exercises, and every week she'd ask me, ""Could you fill me in? I didn't get a chance to read the chapter."" I left her and eventually came back two years later because I was having trouble finding a therapist. The anxiety workbook *was still on the coffee table*. ""Did you read it yet?"" ""No."" 

tl;dr: therapists are incompetent clowns. it's a joke that you have to be licensed to be one since the majority of them are just professional friends with no training in therapeutic techniques.",2.593487511563368,5.440301214833763,3.8907852206562574,81.98492572237038,82.88746803069054,7.624334766283942,29.29101594384285,8.529434386809921,2.855757098547098,1649,82,294,42,47,538,184,391,0.14300000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.071,-0.9859,0,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,5,10,5,9,17,13,2,0,24,1,38,2,1,7,2,76,65,26,0,7,11,0,1,0,1,5,1,4,1,0,21,26,0,0,19,5,1,8,13,3,0,4,20,5,48,10,49,32,4,42,0,0,0,0,45,15,1,8,18,226,69,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432259627065034,0.10449056627893892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127692710838581,0.0,0.0,0.052514433416613625,0.0,0.04163183481042792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781109796189124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452778640339887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988922238138555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508251467434047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484029578516186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276434062206148,0.0,0.035681178770606066,0.0,0.07762694023090821,0.0,0.054621536117381575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850518472657889,0.06783207877018563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750659974211632,0.05566932185274997,0.0,0.0,0.07420242627404049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806173900410438,0.0,0.06462212682771731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895821079964203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050639678506186926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388348338944185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295171898680243,0.07263985417237566,0.20493964092768133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299278591612696,0.10862142426034173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010356109759157,0.056494108146407984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257662136326638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454026128944271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818112890375843,0.0,0.0,0.06436697678638456,0.0,0.0,0.10978543743616234,0.0,0.0,0.15620195624401415,0.7136590302465323,0.0,0.13128152016264175,0.0,0.16265516611857742,0.1592928300390819,0.0,0.06473542055456502,0.06525854324532375,0.0,0.0,0.07428505721851647,0.06671402966671414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04028200245876967,0.0,0.16434574389128645,0.0,0.0,0.06330990088915141,0.061625373170560487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943875673666892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397956835333036
anxiety,Giturbunzouttamyeyes,2020/01/27,"[Serious]I have a weird fear (you can probably even call it a phobia) of stinking up bathrooms when I poop, and other people smelling it. Ok sounds silly but it's causing me real mental and physical anguish. I live in a two-bedroom dorm with 3 other people and we only have one bathroom, so you can imagine the difficulties. I'll only poop if I know my other roommates will be out for a while, otherwise I'll try to find another public bathroom that's empty and in a place without much traffic (so not a lot of people coming and going).  

There are times (like rn) when I have to go but I'll just hold it even though it's painful. 

Anyone else going through, or have gone through, something similar?",5.138717320261434,5.976789227941179,6.007745098039216,78.90457516339872,68.48529411764707,8.103267973856209,32.02287581699346,8.167268648758528,2.4606218954248367,549,23,99,7,9,181,92,136,0.151,0.8290000000000001,0.02,-0.9531,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,0,9,8,0,2,7,1,9,3,2,1,0,23,15,15,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,9,9,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,1,3,9,3,13,12,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,5,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378845123372609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255457574311165,0.17958734277006522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897277307277568,0.0,0.0,0.1800530921865734,0.0,0.15098170019959356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641764558618536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153160683522275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723024038859133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019584843658616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988341257992571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632515743407198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562926810311547,0.0,0.15476878880363348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901037334087522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663341000267202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884542144756447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876915151682063,0.2666052000386023,0.18650224962447684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364535554071073,0.0,0.18312241051436515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889733509633124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949842568278114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493329880781454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220429701759293,0.0,0.1022027779471532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189984916807699,0.0,0.17121572033880286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895639189694342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sumeriandubsar,2020/01/27,"I need advise about pregabaline or ssnri (venlafaxina, desvenlafaxine, duloxetine) or tricicle (clomipramina, imipramina) for anxiety. Now I am using 2 0  MG escitalopram and 1  MG daily of lorazepam and It does not work as it should. I do too cbt.  My question is if you have taken pregabaline with an ssri or and ssrni or a tricicle for anxiety.  I have read that bupoprion or agomelatina or another type of antidepresants do not work for anxiety.

What is your experience? I have already use fluvoxamine, fluoxetine, sertraline and have no results.",6.565080645161292,9.346255118279569,8.61041666666667,54.03562500000001,67.70967741935485,13.252150537634408,38.506720430107535,12.161744961471696,6.571710752688173,438,25,61,20,8,155,65,93,0.084,0.9159999999999999,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,3,0,20,14,12,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,8,12,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,1,48,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659598868876448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527193897650186,0.5531146374696138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090896665494915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357534578125235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870543033046335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998570681810835,0.0,0.2410746395192681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416309512717012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509154548045085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zral_NO,2020/01/27,"What is this? Anxiety? Depression? Hi,

First off all, thank you for reading this. I will try to keep this as short as possible...

Im currently 26 years old, and have struggled with depression for roughly 10 years. My depression have come and gone as the years have gone by, but at my roughest point I planned to take my own life. Luckly my family and friends notice that something was wrong and ""helped"" me out of it.

I have been very down lately and I have started to do something VERY strange, so strange that I have no clue whats going on here and Im kind of scared. I often don't sleep in my bed anymore, instead i sleep on the floor or in the bathroom (!)(?) - And I don't know why. I brush my teeths and I don't feel comfortable to go and sleep in my bed. Instead the floor next to the bed or the floor in the bathroom feel much for suitable or something. I have been doing this for a week know, and Im starting to think what the hell is going on with me?

(English is not my first language - sorry)",2.1208100711548994,3.936506009852216,2.991584564860428,93.7013560481664,77.57142857142857,6.087465790914067,25.07088122605364,6.937597516519254,0.823747892720307,772,28,170,8,18,244,104,203,0.185,0.7879999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9874,1,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,3,5,12,1,2,9,0,19,5,4,0,1,28,35,18,0,0,5,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,10,14,0,1,5,1,0,6,5,7,0,2,5,4,22,5,29,29,3,34,1,3,0,0,4,16,1,5,12,115,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051680505435324,0.0,0.1173446656330898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019248256590554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057343941242595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154443572083632,0.0,0.11965537285422714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129104213753446,0.0,0.0,0.09141609054273624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173713855917685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930944247720433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834275766650073,0.0,0.0,0.10517095842333284,0.0,0.12321524263766773,0.13005450150673664,0.0,0.13347354780260118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357506544425351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869810520125927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583789999940878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471157021896446,0.12416013095456085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185352228745868,0.133391454127286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835506423447092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846200900457372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552254874774124,0.0,0.0,0.273272580817541,0.0,0.1324529608863599,0.16749931957597228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369693662958264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896420385781299,0.0,0.0,0.10893596202430786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581662913682674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033358017706092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525780674144574,0.0,0.0,0.09491160903213937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676814354303528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936767432120228,0.0,0.22858848354133535
anxiety,justamom92,2020/01/27,"Anxiety and ocd is terrible I am so worried my bf will find someone better then me. When hes on his phone i worry hes talking to another girl or looking for another girl.  I go through his computer to see. It's like a compulsion and an obsession. And then I feel like shit that I looked, or I find something innocent and make it into a bigger thing then it actually is. I've been cheated on in the past and I'm trying to protect myself from being hurt again all while I'm pushing my bf further away. I've said some awful things in arguments and that just has me worried more.  Idk if I needed to vent or if anyone can help. I'm seeing my therapist this week and switching to a different medication.  Any helpful  input would be appreciated",3.2706152125279644,4.901648852348996,5.4873993288590635,77.83611017897094,73.8993288590604,8.725055928411633,30.53747203579418,9.2995712137729,2.9334156599552568,585,27,111,14,12,205,100,149,0.198,0.6709999999999999,0.131,-0.8773,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,1,5,1,12,2,1,1,1,22,24,18,0,4,6,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,0,2,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,6,17,3,14,18,3,18,0,1,4,0,13,8,1,6,10,77,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.14682611098242634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023171616577269,0.31553839723367244,0.11510059065638285,0.0,0.0,0.1052043100206992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136102055366204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330686053726457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719745044749053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760765035976538,0.10748781590875198,0.0,0.0,0.27503328375560576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550921857934443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169876009815296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106928592250871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701316558344935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526950409286889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043243520200433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157143890103325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156331359429664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436299749246406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312079898446994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979240993404716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444382352964606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748327566625975,0.1158305556020078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093310567997785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469429449492987,0.1999163178816329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215166700116432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068899529968034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583947260955468,0.0,0.10688163366393877,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OreosBigDay,2020/01/27,"Can you start/change anxiety medications without therapy at the same time? I hope that question makes sense. I've always had anxiety but it really came to a head a couple of years ago due to a stressful living and work situation that culminated in a full breakdown. My doctor prescribed Wellbutrin (bupropion specifically) for it, which I know now is not the right med for anxiety, and I went to therapy at the same time.

I'm out of that living situation and work is much calmer. Unfortunately, the high anxiety remains, except it keeps coming back at random even if I have nothing to be anxious about. It's not normal to feel crippling anxiety at the grocery store, disassociate after while going to pick up food, and have another mental breakdown after your fiance calmly discusses doing chores. That was last night.

Some time ago I stopped the Wellbutrin cold turkey because I thought I was fine. Yeah it was stupid, luckily I didn't have any withdrawal symptoms, but a couple of months after I started having mild depression symptoms (I do not have depression) and got back on it. Symptoms went away.

I want to try switching to something else to treat actual anxiety, but I don't need therapy. I already went through it and generally do pretty well at mindfulness when I'm anxious.

Can I just go to a psychiatrist and ask to try different medications or does it not work that way?",6.353809523809524,8.031828031746034,7.054920634920638,69.41785714285716,66.30158730158729,10.361904761904762,35.03174603174603,10.504223727775694,4.174450793650792,1112,53,179,30,18,367,147,252,0.11800000000000001,0.755,0.127,0.5528,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,3,8,9,1,1,12,1,19,8,1,2,0,40,39,14,0,5,12,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,14,10,1,2,4,0,1,7,7,4,1,0,11,2,17,5,33,27,5,41,0,2,0,0,5,13,0,6,20,124,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.08461644722302053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537263578807176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568663585555312,0.0,0.07214966217797497,0.0,0.0,0.058965770131012674,0.0909229903240958,0.3979974538362603,0.1959152270563788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106214049910297,0.0,0.08146689478483111,0.13334926800104036,0.0,0.05285760824522655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917313467320872,0.0,0.0,0.09172767755943964,0.07469298301505069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188592081997816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493663835725925,0.0,0.0,0.09059348967552183,0.0,0.08875135427807561,0.07588050110544935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243507458463562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572711340312395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384317890401177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485007035055494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985585769804506,0.0,0.06934990424976112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898947088313129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091613870610822,0.0,0.08612259013853843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707182779461233,0.0,0.0,0.04765354568556243,0.0706802190960135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313302867947015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057879595093048415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631525726958688,0.1747023955680695,0.08738328072725983,0.0,0.087552376885062,0.0,0.06921109088658499,0.0,0.0637418234330884,0.06429436272344623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137145657499621,0.08495738499572042,0.0832005789513234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821523789831448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097135039109947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554864324503179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404986210355936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493133516477845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675359055232036,0.0,0.0,0.1227475617566496,0.0,0.0,0.07249343858235263,0.09932600650976382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703746569510944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974813089987585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883805056801147,0.15168388646847933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774078985967497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051143801732360265,0.06882635815136891,0.0,0.0,0.07796269911355927,0.24114310271076575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358534109471245,0.0,0.1893777275940292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583839399344034
anxiety,tinyyrabbitt,2020/01/27,Anxiety How do you deal with social anxiety or anxiety in general. It's suffocating.,3.9860000000000007,7.301539933333332,8.575000000000003,46.9425,83.0,16.333333333333336,40.833333333333336,12.161744961471696,9.190333333333337,69,5,9,5,2,27,13,15,0.317,0.6829999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8454295237351208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797838060248653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755172180849692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rainingpumpkins,2020/01/27,"Thank you to all the supportive SOs out there I want to express my gratitude to my SO and in doing so give some hope to others in this subreddit who may not have someone in their lives yet to support them. I never knew what I needed from others when I have anxiety attacks or bad days until my SO showed up. My SO is incredibly attentive to my needs and most importantly is fully present when I need them. They don’t try to “fix” my anxiety or make me feel like a burden. Instead they hold me, buy me chocolate, and point out the little things about my anxiety that are positive like that I have more empathy for others. Anyway I wanted to give a big thank you to my SO and to let others know, if you don’t have this person in your life yet, they can and DO exist!",9.655192307692307,5.638343878205128,9.753846153846158,71.44115384615388,62.141025641025635,13.220512820512822,37.53846153846154,10.864195022040775,3.7339307692307697,599,18,124,11,6,201,93,156,0.084,0.746,0.17,0.9293,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,6,0,13,10,1,0,4,0,14,1,0,1,2,28,30,16,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,4,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,28,7,21,27,4,18,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,7,10,104,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37784971896599656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730289389631288,0.0,0.0,0.13746834917017695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617981781549356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324743119724685,0.11761955579254725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158772787475686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352565156790316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048238209298104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835656652766198,0.11629079989332222,0.16087054225997702,0.16501352421456106,0.1453810100874523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989913894660967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662376226579571,0.12698128089412672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375816152863188,0.0,0.0,0.1556389517441711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949977611949435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736652875914287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031586058261683,0.0,0.0,0.10938015767703746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178042454918706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421904261101444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blakieee,2020/01/27,does caffeine help anyone elses anxiety? If I drink too much it definitely makes my anxiety worse but 300mg is like my perfect spot and makes me so productive and keeps me up to speed with my brain. anyone else relate?,5.195,6.585198023809526,5.603333333333335,79.82500000000002,68.76190476190476,9.40952380952381,28.285714285714285,9.725611199111238,2.5922285714285715,175,6,33,4,3,56,35,42,0.095,0.659,0.247,0.8628,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,9,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501017406248821,0.0,0.0,0.3200002002547847,0.4689175030894398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25544491928213736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024672464941612,0.0,0.0,0.22416186130959495,0.0,0.0,0.3823086622781352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337689969605714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339060567309047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117925739390752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054855772581348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682130610592489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331927191361505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CynicalCantaloupe,2020/01/27,"I’m terrified of OBGYN’s. TW: lots of cursing, medical trauma. 

Title says it all. I’m horrified of them. I’m in my mid 20’s and I refuse to go to an OBGYN for anything. I’ve never had a Pap smear or anything related to it. I know the risks. I know what could happen. I still refuse them. I don’t care. Just the thought of it makes me clench up and cry. 

I want to get a fucking IUD because other methods of contraception aren’t working for me. I went for a consultation and I couldn’t stop fucking crying and freaking out about it. They said I need conscious sedation for it because my anxiety is so fucking terrible and I wouldn’t be able to do it. But I fucking refuse to do because it involves losing even more control and just.... no. Fucking no. I’m not about to fucking let people look inside my vagina and shove shit in there while I’m out of it. Absolutely fucking not. 

I’m so done with my fucking anxiety. I wish I was sterile and didn’t have to deal with this horse shit contraception bullshit. It’d be one less thing to be fucking anxious about. I never want kids. I have no fucking reason to be fertile. I just want contraception that doesn’t make me bleed 24/7 or give me goddamn blood clots.",0.8397006802721059,3.2796884326530598,2.8627551020408184,89.08379251700684,87.12244897959185,5.389115646258503,24.90136054421769,6.88968998030894,1.1384258503401363,946,41,191,13,30,317,128,245,0.247,0.705,0.047,-0.9937,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,3,11,18,12,1,6,0,21,17,4,4,3,44,55,14,0,8,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,14,12,0,5,5,0,0,2,13,17,0,1,7,3,27,1,30,39,4,13,0,1,1,11,13,6,12,3,5,129,41,2,0.08593817200211827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148493271699954,0.09708567303426084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414395863018736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716133600965138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761969383508447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638696737146316,0.06861463749099159,0.0,0.1887980931973035,0.0,0.08859848180171435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794458705419138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676135210519578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7944845522670364,0.04489914790386197,0.08243972535551354,0.04884064359475477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759948416863017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445874371000999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787760336145754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216642040008853,0.09614283233730674,0.0,0.07306156065808793,0.0,0.0,0.11472879426451195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657366713789315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372206562094719,0.13256163233657342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823392944600792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957870784129165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835875380051282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817468812173845,0.06834148368173971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642859719091758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863033517175396,0.07184815985038467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709350285649276,0.0,0.0,0.06822530918271752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206568128432746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966554642366623,0.0,0.0,0.09882465662432134,0.0,0.0,0.06256401273623077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,randomthrowawayy1223,2020/01/27,"My anxiety about dating and relationships drives me crazy Long post because it needs details.

I am 20 yo and I have always had some anxiety issues. I am an introverted also I became quite shy and reserved after some negative experiences.
I got bullied in middle school verbally and also socially (isolated by peers, fake rumors, laughing at me etc) so it made stuff worse.

Ever since I was a kid people talked about crushes and I had no idea what they were talking about. They asked ""who do you like?"" and I was clueless. In elementary school they paired me with another guy who was a bit of an outcast and made of us saying we were a couple etc
It continued in middle school and the other guy hated it because he didn't want to be associated with me.

A few people started the rumor I was lesbian and it reached high school kids. I received a few jabs about it but once a girl (who later posted pics of kissing a girl on fb and claimed to be pro lgbt) made kinda fun of me behind my back and messaged me saying she may like me or be friends because she was bi. I didn't fall for it and said I wanted to be friends and she acted like she was ok but never really talked. She pretended to like me and even hugged me but behind my back she laughed at me.

I had bad anxiety and started overthinking because I felt like I was behind other people. I didn't kiss anyone until a few months ago or did anything sexual, rn I was still a virgin but I thought there was something wrong with me.
I didn't date anyone until now and after I saw that girl I started obsessing about being a lesbian or bi. I thought about it obsessively and convinced myself I had a crush on her because I was constantly thinking about her but I didn't feel attracted.

I was so anxious and paranoic I felt overwhelmed and I couldn't go to school anymore also people in that class weren't crazy about me anyway. Not everyone though.

Later on when I restarted the year I obsessed again but with another girl. I convinced myself I like her because I had a few intrusive thoughts about kissing or sex. I researched online and thought I had Hocd but it went away after a while.
I started wondering why I didn't have normal crushes so I obsessed about being aromantic but I was definitely wasn't at all.I became an outcast anyway and people avoided me for many reason, the rumor I was gay was still there.
They also put me near another guy many times and at first I thought it was a coincidence but turns out they did it because no one wanted to sit next to me. They also made fun of us and said we were a pair, at first I was a joke but then he started hating it. He was a nice dude though and took my side a few times later on.

When I was 18 yo I met a guy online and I started getting actual feelings but he wasn't interested in general but I couldn't accept it. He constantly talked to me and I thought I had a chance but in the end I became so annoying he cut me off.
After that I liked 2 or 3 people in 2 yrs but I am still very anxious about the concept of romance.

If I start thinking about something I get obsessed especially if it implies positive validation.
Most of it was rejection because the 2nd guy was online and far away, we are still friends but rejected the idea of a relationship.
3rd guy was a guy in class above average looking who responded to my flirting as a joke but never took me seriously so he said no when I asked him out.

4th guy was complicated, we liked each other but we didn't have relationship chemistry. We dated for a while but after we brokeup he was done with my issues.

Can someone help me out? I don't understand, did bullying and isolation scarred me so much that I have an hard time dealing with rejection?
I got treated like I was disgusting many times so I feel like I am sometimes.",2.659373699148535,4.796287188079472,4.276825922421949,83.6104139072848,77.11920529801324,7.016272469252603,26.94465468306528,8.005294315242164,1.8408747398297072,2997,122,575,51,70,1002,288,755,0.14400000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9363,0,3,2,0,0,0,51.0,9,1,6,3,43,52,5,7,36,1,69,11,0,5,3,111,118,76,0,9,26,0,6,10,3,1,0,5,0,14,28,45,0,1,19,3,0,9,20,19,0,3,70,13,114,33,74,39,13,93,0,4,2,11,79,29,0,13,62,430,142,8,0.0,0.0,0.04719479919574484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042870416032427534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933772687863836,0.04024145340864626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521368154105717,0.11099148292478693,0.1092716617603281,0.04796257978139768,0.06763233395929229,0.0,0.039798196146935576,0.0,0.09042477127760117,0.0,0.090876274451404,0.07437551602256942,0.04038064649452187,0.2358505268391499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052799296891465314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452530870808828,0.0,0.0,0.05351215868069269,0.0,0.0,0.04985958810059984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949160298268769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042834798076628086,0.0,0.10787388725956523,0.031942958597552584,0.04374662741051955,0.0,0.046212417358163914,0.0,0.047307780547926066,0.0,0.0,0.07336056141748594,0.03455016177885356,0.09287112043205037,0.0,0.0,0.08227419299987115,0.0,0.0,0.1120941845708341,0.0,0.05053479416418513,0.0,0.027485509036742357,0.0,0.07735977845264996,0.0,0.0,0.3830916300290709,0.0,0.0,0.043323278211187234,0.09549586302923738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032416347532362236,0.05109761008550594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919069507142723,0.0,0.10095571779768184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362746238532505,0.0,0.0,0.04279926846640707,0.04061229857071338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830469726734923,0.0,0.1470958764741902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038602466112783985,0.0,0.03555198375755967,0.03586016238845239,0.07460024429128329,0.0,0.05143404078645434,0.0,0.0473849571407884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051504457458152485,0.032771664667522155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011707044268088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263576478879072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861764514585541,0.0,0.051439445180850425,0.0,0.0,0.03098223985504459,0.04972467902368317,0.0,0.15576959688683195,0.0,0.0,0.1380113657634454,0.07691956244084251,0.0,0.24472703307355395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000593905574396,0.0,0.0,0.04929945279755778,0.040977368096366984,0.0744635920108599,0.04783172436646818,0.0,0.2396184609076466,0.0,0.15448933992020392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055363463215090836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548770175810125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061977442333881125,0.09503177220842056,0.23036641789186146,0.11280219229313874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074649783464876,0.0,0.05260448512851475,0.0,0.05034704203369317,0.11634820533876986,0.0,0.0,0.03990410677490774,0.08557632229006157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483249881620832,0.04363961135486437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244704109535893,0.0,0.0,0.049285493711986386,0.0,0.05287677430660176,0.0,0.031143848251954907
anxiety,vitalogy95,2020/01/27,Do therapists care about you or are you just a number? I went to my first appointment last week and felt comfortable with her and like it was nice to finally talk to someone about things I’ve struggled with my whole life. But now I keep thinking that it’s all just fake because it’s their job to tell you what you want to hear and I’m worried that she probably actually judges me or will find me annoying. Maybe I am just overthinking- which is part of why I’m going in the first place.,3.264469696969698,4.9119616464646505,3.8968560606060616,89.16528409090913,73.94949494949495,8.182323232323233,25.506313131313128,8.841846274778883,1.6863222222222225,389,13,84,8,8,123,72,99,0.099,0.763,0.13699999999999998,0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,2,6,7,1,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,16,6,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,3,2,14,4,11,12,3,10,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,7,56,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.18513343347906255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564785359208188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342599996351412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821551282093728,0.2078223420684724,0.17339509914823992,0.322741151490237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781880091886692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382139213692591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826180662156425,0.1686264617860458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464217737491395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400056242403774,0.09268464556126382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059314646144185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054417035434957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982106829689306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454370850708772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607440010317876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833019561977905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248487429119706,0.16581834070728008,0.0,0.0,0.22027250012036256,0.1260375082138772,0.1215610288957066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189819386919768,0.0,0.15217707486403814,0.0,0.0,0.17586671791664274,0.17118731774467125,0.211808832761022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192663709388222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lunchlady_6,2020/01/27,"This dang Coronavirus I have severe anxiety related to illnesses. I literally was standing in line at an Ulta last week next to a woman who goes “yeah my husband just got back from Wuhan two days ago!!”, today I find that there are two suspected cases of coronavirus in that state from travel to Wuhan. My mind is spinning. There’s articles that say people are spreading it without being symptomatic. This is terrifying to me. How do I cope with this? What if I get it from that woman? Ugh. Misery.",2.05047146401985,4.910451946236563,3.6946236559139782,81.31578163771711,88.67741935483872,7.162613730355666,23.28287841191068,8.139509932561175,2.1027359801488834,393,15,68,10,13,130,69,93,0.204,0.774,0.022000000000000002,-0.9541,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,8,1,0,1,0,8,10,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,11,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,8,0,13,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,7,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242993624959221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935703076582828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456751733583447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631859887938289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23126848024514496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219981474305662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237439469481885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625647160143235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549219523642097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691045160435245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542190680576314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122278269816568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858563823263621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984663342113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943548765248704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029686017934665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439157341657132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happyy420,2020/01/27,oh no :( one of those days thoughts plz just stop,-1.503,0.037188700000003294,-1.84,117.16000000000004,112.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-2.012,37,1,10,0,2,10,10,10,0.46799999999999997,0.449,0.083,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343764108100269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456406907466877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631080841780269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347140862944164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shepperoniii,2020/01/27,"I’ve started putting sticky notes on my possessions and around my house to keep me optimistic This is a recent thing I’ve tried that I’ve found has helped with my social anxiety and potential panic attacks (especially during exam seasons). Motivating messages such as:
- you are capable of anything 
- you are loved 
- your worries are temporary 
- everything will be fine
- keep breathing 

These simple yet effective reminders help me stay sane during the worst of times. I sometimes put these messages in pockets of my backpack, books I use to take notes in, on my mirror, infront of my desk etc 

Y’all should try this out. Stay optimistic!",8.139111969111966,9.348863117117123,7.178069498069501,71.84270270270272,61.972972972972975,10.306821106821108,38.37966537966538,10.290406445055957,4.287755727155727,510,25,79,11,7,156,81,111,0.115,0.713,0.172,0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,2,3,5,1,1,2,0,8,2,1,3,0,12,15,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,2,14,11,2,15,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,5,50,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495914959333852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517683427058198,0.15704926274784334,0.0,0.20070073900644506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675250349268925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855296132919014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343303401635328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23649829233407146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356247822671952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31361652904576826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922397056229656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698830068818505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546972725048639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419131426522033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983575089677822,0.0,0.0,0.1744817351919503,0.0,0.12486944117096233,0.3760758464384054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264424533863298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720416071401155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287064968621876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23955223912231985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523683536769311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916085996064252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rebalixion,2020/01/27,"Classes tomorrow for the first time in 2 years So I’m in college, but the past two years I have been taking online classes. I’m now taking 2 classes on campus which start tomorrow. I am freaking out. I have such bad social anxiety. My first year of college, I had all the same classes as my (then) best friend, so I haven’t gone to any college classes without knowing anyone. 

How do I wake up and go? I feel like I’ll wake up and have such bad anxiety that I just stay home.

Thank you in advance :)",2.060784313725492,3.839754490196082,3.6378431372549014,89.16696078431373,77.62745098039215,6.101960784313726,27.01960784313725,6.937597516519254,1.248560784313726,386,16,80,4,9,128,65,102,0.14800000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,7,7,0,0,3,0,8,2,2,1,1,11,18,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,3,3,1,11,4,12,15,3,23,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,13,53,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346540008483615,0.0,0.3002809329942935,0.0,0.0,0.1372314780831431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277423965721211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596564759588235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923634339742804,0.14021014776090995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338819896490897,0.0,0.0,0.15163211374053828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154064365869797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686754046034655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786087464394116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588406599848033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735500239557776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000651575966932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891578455508946,0.20918997782925625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951303254846138,0.0,0.0,0.18069237139803848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144423877839536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917201885828781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919028727424356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791603286722598
anxiety,Maleriena,2020/01/27,Does anyone else feel like starting a new show is daunting? I've never heard anyone else feel this way so I thought maybe someone here would,2.9566666666666634,5.737758000000002,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,80.1111111111111,3.6,23.814814814814817,3.1291,0.007948148148148705,114,4,21,0,3,33,23,27,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391266229154155,0.4969447179159161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221547807207725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051592637956655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452329922909876,0.1732437578199834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847441981847197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436262480334017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870327950710326,0.234210322025882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054714904094112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164444172666726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251981204683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248711179114544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226674206124531,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eylulsmiles,2020/01/27,"Nausea caused by anxiety 2 months ago i started to feel nauseous all the time. I went to doctors and did some tests but nothing was wrong. So I went to a psychiatrist and she told me it was from anxiety. She gave me Prozac, it didnt work so she changed it and gave me Lustral. I was feeling better for 2 weeks but today I started feeling awful again. How do I stop this? My anxiety is even worse because of nausea. It's been 2 months living like this. I can't even go to school without crying. I'm so sick of this.",0.04292389853137735,2.363666383177573,2.058004005340454,93.92049065420562,90.77570093457943,4.5524699599465945,21.66154873164219,6.1826913282559595,0.31625020026702266,401,15,86,4,14,133,68,107,0.18100000000000002,0.672,0.147,-0.6159,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,2,1,9,3,0,2,1,14,21,9,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,11,3,14,2,10,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,11,56,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170144455642545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927549543819199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432271520828487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135559176183055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580347323199366,0.18103884569190634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798449614172266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516460854123905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260669902988307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25959400842028196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726034433835648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360824332437565,0.0,0.15111593080219607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731977160343034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420928966053205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319843320943865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422614142554727,0.0,0.0,0.14307708197105254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979058464849618,0.0,0.16221660354760195,0.16352746528923587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727471067701566,0.0,0.0,0.31728895881712865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496867762454062,0.0,0.12458880502075576,0.0,0.1744018669221576,0.0,0.18710998838285245,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aCourierFromXibalba,2020/01/27,"Feeling like I'm always ""Late to the party"" Many times I feel like that. Like when I find a new internet fandom, some artist or videogame or places.

Feel like I'm just catching a tiny glimpse of what it was. like I missed something very important. that I lost something Incredible

And sometimes, it is actually my fault. I found something and say ""I will check it out later"" and when I remember, the thing was years ago.",3.713035714285717,5.864694375000003,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,74.0,7.071428571428572,27.67857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.6959821428571429,330,13,65,5,7,102,54,80,0.08800000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.22,0.853,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,12,7,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,4,8,5,3,7,1,11,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,13,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.17000267820578627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544256075988573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495569365575434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642556410490487,0.3733644470328336,0.0,0.0,0.15922370524334475,0.0,0.0,0.19101097907740167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651513674268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255481486479011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016950584402412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662040012729824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825196373201073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201113823952855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734463285979326,0.0,0.0,0.13853784573936095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023433816774412,0.1722969772956192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573659899288873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158256377880027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374052096307285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218476829422112
anxiety,ZugzwangZero,2020/01/27,"What do you think? Why do I want to die? I think it's because I can't let go of the past. I can't let go of the injustice and cruelty dealt to me. I have forgiven, but even in my dreams I cannot forget. It haunts me. I want to forget, but my brain and my nervous cannot forget. The anxiety has ebbed significantly, but the depression has taken hold of me. I am so ashamed and disgusted, and it has imbued me with an absolute sense of worthlessness. I'm grateful to have lived, but, I sense that my life is spent already. Harrowing experiences are meant to make you stronger, but it hasn't for me. I feel out of control and powerless. 

I try to transport my energies from self unto others so as to worry more about others than myself- and this comes naturally for otherwise I would have killed myself a long time ago already- but feeling worthless, ashamed and powerless has rendered me feeling unnecessary as a human being; I have to keep reminding myself that I am in fact a human person, and not some type of sub-human creature with inadequate faculties, and of a sub-standard nature. 

Valueless.

I know people will say that it's a filter my mind has been blinded with due to past experiences and interpretations, but to me the issue lies so deep that it is unreachable. It's lost somewhere in the unfathomable emptiness and darkness that underlies my existence. It's so deep, it's seems to me to be not part of me. It's something beyond me. Like its source lies in the multiple other expressions of existence, even from a parallel dimension... somewhere inaccessible, no matter how much I meditate or allow healing to take place through the process of replacing false beliefs and opinions in my subconscious. So what I'm saying is... I believe my problem stems from somewhere deeper than my subconscious. 

It's much much bigger than me. It's from somewhere much vaster. Something outside of my existence- my experiences, subjective interpretations, whether subconscious or not. It's inception derives from prior my conception. It's from outside my DNA, and yet infused with it, mingled in like a link forced into the chain that makes me who I am. Something incomprehensible.

I don't think I'm making any sense here. 

I feel like the mould on a rotten, dying tree way out in the desert of space and time, like a parasite trying to eek out an existence from the rapidly rotting carcass of some creature whose demise coincided with the rest of life in some universal catastrophe. And it's left bereft and forgotten with only me, desperately, and invain, hanging onto some vague memory of the force of life that once might have had some thread thin connection with a dim shadow of a possible reality.

Omg this doesn't make sense even to me.

I don't feel real and neither does the world feel real. It's all a farce. 

And I'm stuck in limbo. I'm stuck here between a rock and hard place. Stuck between this unreality and the fear of hurting a handful of people with my escape from here. Where will I escape to? That scares me too, but I think logic leads me to believe I'll just not exist anywhere, without any sense of anything at all. Yay!

One of these nights, really soon, I fear that this drive to escape will overtake me. Two nights ago I was so close to ending it. If not for someone calling on me... 

But here I am. Still breathing. I don't know for how much longer. It's an oppressive state to be in every single day... and I've endured enough. There's only so much I can take.",4.479540433305741,6.38700654614221,5.41193503268347,78.47516741358149,71.28441754916794,8.559027202922959,30.0208660405903,9.15654153927966,2.744972916964006,2761,116,499,59,53,904,295,661,0.187,0.732,0.081,-0.9981,2,0,3,0,0,1,90.0,0,2,0,4,25,20,2,6,33,1,43,8,3,9,3,107,80,46,3,5,20,0,9,4,0,5,5,2,0,4,41,36,0,3,19,2,1,7,17,15,0,2,10,13,66,5,92,60,19,56,1,5,1,0,12,31,0,11,20,360,107,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711223131855607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170690418096046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518597364225114,0.0,0.059163914923139965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364318312227614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714497050849721,0.0,0.0,0.17426852408802102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633559744651338,0.07897148786044329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666204657823173,0.0,0.0,0.0867419592408922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498770812241019,0.0,0.06661173275019204,0.0,0.16053077806201999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767964169300954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849915729676792,0.07991157954846342,0.0,0.15324450052853908,0.0,0.06516121358896351,0.0,0.0,0.226956347172429,0.0,0.17405513997625174,0.2346287066382804,0.05525080244535543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790676232541063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928030904898712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279270744577849,0.0,0.0,0.08072153837471636,0.0,0.06874221458442763,0.08556384339572141,0.0,0.0850066842051656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402875381971711,0.15816817764563576,0.16387989143023335,0.1511351830874093,0.0,0.06829151337567806,0.0684423402118626,0.0,0.0,0.08442435707539442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649680485321265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204416823825808,0.07809006807582597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34111718093285165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515431355364444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236322082339087,0.052406723358931324,0.11763917470183168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375030537909332,0.14765713309365935,0.10723387171789787,0.06752919384030875,0.16160501925094314,0.0,0.0,0.08718779500360996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740027174830706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760568072058533,0.04954516926729385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300572066216213,0.07742955817057719,0.0,0.0,0.0704062729610797,0.08068115982911707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655288529157824,0.1786173927880845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061762807758173825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162981964528672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822213536224426,0.0,0.0,0.09019366800195064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501583877630016,0.0,0.07554869910159304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123277062322624,0.061387882141765014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978617238300258,0.0,0.0,0.07455177356059746,0.0,0.0,0.07854123198173478,0.0,0.05493921312547858,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scared_Flamingo,2020/01/27,"Anybody else Get so anxious that it manifests as anxious depression? If that makes any sense. My mind space is so chaotic because of this. Any advice, suggestions, experiences to add? Thanks",4.2896874999999985,7.68922109375,4.23725,76.08275,88.0625,7.56,34.525,8.238735603445708,4.013517500000002,153,9,22,4,5,47,28,32,0.31,0.623,0.067,-0.8887,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683173337867873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734489337622047,0.0,0.0,0.6203966512217616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673820031226748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364961763458917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22937715653094426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685928643882207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345721738178924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328492128621207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772484928410751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527972545493778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ComaBeats,2020/01/27,Scared to talk or meet to girls because of my room and house So this sound really really dumb but Im kinda anxious of talking to girls because what if I meet her and shed want to go to my house and hang out like my room is just ugly and weird..,0.8437735849056622,2.5975948867924537,2.5704150943396264,95.51373584905664,81.26415094339623,5.749433962264153,18.147169811320754,6.742157984588678,-0.17003849056603748,191,4,45,2,5,63,36,53,0.18,0.743,0.078,-0.7348,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,8,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,3,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879462841614496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107497485020838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485640774412142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882036535768623,0.0,0.0,0.2753183760928293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452341052415128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265703366285869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551832726652956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097320863688356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033714211999594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kyutekyu,2020/01/27,"How do I calm my anxiety over an upcoming trip? To add to the title - I have a trip coming up for a month *in fucking May* and I'm already worried as hell.

I keep wanting to make lists about all I've to buy/do/eat and I find myself stressing over the clothes/shoes I want to take, and already planning which they will be and just needing to go back and forth and remember each single thing - I want to stop. 

The lists help ease my anxiety, but I always feel like I'm missing something. The clothes are the worst because I can't separate them. I'm worried I'm taking too much because I've only 23kg (which is the least I've had, usually fly with Qatar which is 30kg) and I'm worried I'm taking so much that I won't have any empty space to fill up on the way back (even though I'm already planning on paying perhaps for 5kg extra or something). 

I've planned between 4 - 6 of each thing, excluding underwear and shirts which will be a bit more, maybe 10 - 12. I feel like I'm taking too much still, but I know it's a month trip and it'll be winter. I do focus on breathing, and venting to people about it, and keeping busy, but it creeps back after a while. I also tell myself *""baby steps""* and *""worry about it in April""*, but again, it comes back.

I don't know what else to do. It's so frustrating!",1.5447527472527476,3.179108021978021,3.2396565934065933,92.0959684065934,78.67032967032965,5.868681318681317,23.829212454212453,6.6274283507984215,0.6210025641025645,1002,34,222,9,24,333,144,273,0.11699999999999999,0.82,0.063,-0.9429,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,2,3,18,9,3,1,13,0,19,3,2,2,1,41,47,24,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,18,0,3,6,0,1,8,3,6,0,0,1,2,20,3,29,38,12,33,1,1,0,1,4,10,2,2,16,139,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414121466247929,0.08247123334107974,0.08581055867829952,0.0,0.0,0.0701304139908088,0.0,0.1577849100294927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31719553054275235,0.0,0.12573145201243094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258880533138424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767086936761406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552544554106867,0.08615001138438226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681149136254815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428898937060774,0.14734898635803478,0.0,0.0,0.09425690538384668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533995341434948,0.0,0.0,0.05860988324774461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691243644660273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833293851078431,0.0,0.0,0.11335264101980175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076602983726357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883858137487467,0.0,0.10360569739902084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463119012428104,0.0,0.2274323114559187,0.07646792817345116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843330947751613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149580459264468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682364983936952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878557781593314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235796327839681,0.0862194260857074,0.11813250197710727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101569679380851,0.0,0.09013820879441622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702700416434244,0.0,0.10132250173202424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358065913802234,0.0,0.1824822764419988,0.08185801660710515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189249895968795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_grim_reaper_123,2020/01/27,"I took some mild pastilles and it gave me a massive panic attack. I was feeling a bit anxious and I got some Rescue pastilles from my local tesco before and I took them. At first I felt calm and relaxed but a bit groggy, now I have had a panic attack and my head hurts. Is this normal for the first time taking meds? They are also natural blackcurrant. 
(Sorry if there are any typos, my hands are shaky)",2.8299107142857167,4.762222312500004,3.7646428571428596,88.42750000000004,75.875,5.571428571428572,21.42857142857143,6.1826913282559595,0.32323214285714297,315,8,61,2,7,101,57,80,0.21,0.672,0.11800000000000001,-0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,3,8,2,3,5,0,7,2,2,0,0,13,14,8,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,2,7,3,12,2,3,7,4,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,4,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565215020512933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535345195195967,0.0,0.0,0.1916323460262855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859546678988861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434167903065495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703815964304588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857694560740614,0.0,0.16287032154337466,0.0,0.0,0.2885724691652637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566770738300604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408816387778614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159121923995852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841944024478252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620028206692855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980458729078112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988563805592087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753980356974784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891196124323247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37692784358621534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brekkers_Bitch,2020/01/27,"Should I seek counseling? So my anxiety honestly isn’t usually that bad. It typically only manifests as really bad anxiety attacks after or before particularly stressful circumstances or social events. I started 10mg Lexapro and I also have started talking to my girlfriend about what’s going on. I’ve been told by a few friends that counseling would be a good idea. My college counseling center is notorious for being kinda sucky, but I think maybe I should look into it.
Anyone have experience with counseling that may have advice? I’ve had a few attacks within the past few weeks and it’s really scary for not only me but my friends and girlfriend as well.",6.313916666666668,8.292483225000002,7.309999999999999,66.40166666666669,66.75,10.666666666666668,35.0,10.746095033038511,4.53725,537,26,81,16,9,180,80,120,0.19399999999999998,0.706,0.1,-0.8757,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,2,1,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,17,19,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,3,1,10,5,12,10,3,12,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,4,7,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655665636318954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354943606955334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592293657526677,0.0,0.0,0.11847048918510708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855057284778601,0.0,0.0,0.28293655793078554,0.0,0.0,0.14417378192976815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573658117869694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26180481245169906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629186250010116,0.14211115744449027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912676127273666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422798415178155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702167794124979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577206789412089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174159963236212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708439716936012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727141427057704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984906643362824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940832843684307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618267336920278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856490500765638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189912044565197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866049308810076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590778086562266,0.0,0.1523393241497121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035932199525752,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jessssiiccaa,2020/01/27,"Thought My Heart Was Dying Turns Out My Brain Was Just Being A Dick! Hi everyone! This is my first post ever so I'm a little nervous but I really wanted to reach out and hear from other people who have experienced panic attacks before.
My story goes like this:
6 weeks ago I began taking Fluxotine, I have always stared clear of medication for my anxiety but my husband was worried about me and I was beginning to worry about myself so I decided to give it a whirl.
Things were going really well although I had some heart palpatations etc other than that the medication has been working great! That is until lastnight...
So lastnight out of nowhere while sitting and relaxing on my couch I felt a pressure around my throat, then a wave of Hot (like super hot) adrenaline (I think adrenaline) rushed through my body and into my throat and my tongue, I could even taste it. My vision got clouded and even my peripheral vision was effected. I freaked out, I was sure something was seriously wrong. I got the attention of my husband and told him something was really wrong and that he needed to call an ambulance. For the next 20mins I sat half on the floor on my knees and half on the couch while these waves of adrenaline swept through my body every couple of minutes, I had tightness in my chest and my hands were tingling. I was shaking all over and couldn't talk properly. I was sure I was having a heart attack. My 4 kids and my husband were terrified.
The Amazing Paramedics eventually arrived like knights in shining armour. They asked me questions, took my blood pressure, my pulse, blood sugar levels and gave me an ECG (EKG)..... And.... Everything was fine. My blood pressure was a little high but other than that my heart was functioning normally and I was ok. One of the paramedics then told me they thought I was having a panic attack. I was embarrassed but he told me he has PTSD and anxiety himself and to not be embarrassed because when it is happening its very real and terrifying.
Once I found out that my heart was fine I began to calm down, my heart rate slowed down, the shaking stopped and I was able to speak again. I was so relieved.
Now I've had panic attacks before, small ones, ones that I can work through with breathing exercises and going to my happy place (which is in my bed, fan on and snuggled under my covers). But I have NEVER experienced something as terrifying as that!! I genuinely thought ""this is it, I'm going to die in front of my children"".
Anyway I guess I'm writing this post because I wanted to reach out to people who have been through similar things so I don't feel so alone.
Don't get me wrong my husband, kids, friends and mother have been INCREDIBLE but they have never experienced this before.
Any reply from anyone would be amazing ❤️",4.602,6.527587800000003,5.1531904761904785,80.38064285714287,71.0,7.9714285714285715,29.261904761904763,8.634040054169528,2.366161904761905,2205,88,395,39,42,706,243,525,0.18,0.691,0.13,-0.9842,1,1,3,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,3,5,18,38,4,11,18,1,53,25,19,1,7,70,88,43,2,7,8,5,6,3,1,1,4,2,3,3,26,31,2,2,11,2,0,8,6,20,1,6,44,15,73,18,56,38,3,59,0,0,2,1,32,28,1,3,23,286,99,2,0.06711500658461758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059493403849488515,0.0,0.0,0.06951090599471821,0.0,0.0,0.05584506194948167,0.0,0.0,0.04564050594918145,0.0,0.10268559267076227,0.0,0.0,0.04692837310559465,0.0,0.0,0.059746585068007015,0.0627434712966947,0.3054120361077622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818253701500272,0.0,0.1713297820490979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909928464065078,0.0,0.07492254361376081,0.06853192563048152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358587156002735,0.07426147823805222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393095614836493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485097339261931,0.08865765774487525,0.060709365862428026,0.056547287694038675,0.06413126494202294,0.060318640317647526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0339353639094955,0.0,0.0644409313597416,0.0,0.0,0.0570879903151587,0.0,0.07358814055928731,0.051852887601303375,0.0,0.035064820870720145,0.06438282990162945,0.11442901472391555,0.0,0.10735600367650207,0.07399453169632812,0.07393474636570369,0.0,0.059349578672064265,0.07144517250780176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564349019096704,0.4771896356935767,0.0,0.07091068932620674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836700632194537,0.13453373668531105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352226165543984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976492697133339,0.1035264611739412,0.0,0.07137757090588981,0.0,0.06575845658776075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147529161575894,0.13643659623527854,0.0,0.0,0.236234998473153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305818999670447,0.0,0.07012089717994079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285552480133858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845385113431222,0.0,0.07518416736559923,0.0,0.0,0.0763915708381579,0.12898677538820558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500523303417474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611115071580024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651019886504947,0.0,0.050462132386005464,0.05394450002145065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917645630297892,0.0430045862342333,0.0,0.15984545522760682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923937948260688,0.07456724179686128,0.0,0.07300185460476685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537690928441096,0.07917233954693563,0.0,0.05383560996739016,0.0,0.060344451107833534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772104825894426,0.13631709405325193,0.0,0.04767657505410128,0.22013917143011108,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reenieho,2020/01/27,"Was Yelled At During New Years & I'm Still Not Over It TL;DR: I was yelled at by a drunk waiter during NYE in public, and my sister made me feel worse about it, and until today, i'm still not over it.

So, just a bit of a short backstory, I (27F) love my sister (35F) and all, but sometimes she triggers my anxiety by a mile and the triggers from her are somehow worse than it is from other people... for some reason. 

Back to the story:

A day before NYE, I went out with my sister, her new boyfriend and my amazingly fabulous gay friend. My friend had bought me Jeffree Star's Blood Sugar palette for Christmas, and since then I've been experimenting with it and it has been great. So I wore some nice pink shades and went out, only for my sister to be appalled by the colours on my eyelids  (mind you it really wasn't much), but because I'm Asian and our makeup style tends to be more 'Korean' and 'Natural', having something other than brown and solely ON your eyelid (not touching your brows), is considered too much. This was the start of me feeling anxious, but I brushed it off wondering what my friend would say more. Thankfully he loved what I did with my makeup, and we were talking about it when I said my sister had nice eyelids and I wanted to try doing her makeup and using her as a canvas. She declined and said she doesn't trust me, and that she didn't want to look like 'that' (insinuating I looked horrible) in front of a lot of people. 

Her new boyfriend, however, said that he preferred her to be natural, etc when he wasn't even 'in' the conversation. I playfully retorted ""no one asked for your opinion"" and then giggled. A part of me meant it, but a part of me also meant it playfully. However, I forgot that he was new to me and didn't know when I was playing or when I was being serious. My sister snapped at me pretty loudly and called me rude. Which was weird for me because she has said worse to me but we usually have a healthy laugh and it's just how we banter playfully with each other. I was taken aback. I clarified, and she was better, but I felt bad. After a lot of drinks, I drunkenly apologized to him when I got back, only for my sister to make fun of me being drunk. I wasn't \*that\* drunk but I was definitely tipsy. She always makes fun of me being drunk, but when she gets drunk, I always have to look after her, even though she denies being drunk. Whereas if I'm drunk, I admit it and then laugh it off and sleep. So my anxiety was already beginning.

The next day she had plans to celebrate new years. I was really exhausted mentally, physically and socially from the night before, but she told me it was new years and that I'd be lame and boring if I didn't go out and celebrate it like 'cool people do'. Being peer pressured, I agreed and called the same friend out. He's amazing and he helps my anxiety come down. So we went out and the night started out fine as I was at a different bar than my sister (though in the same area). After getting asked by my sister to join her several times, I caved in and joined her. And this is when it all went downhill.

I was sober when I got there and joined her. After a few drinks we were playing around with the glow sticks and she would tease me and call me names, when I was just having fun with my friend. 

A little side/back story: the bar I was previously in was more of my watering hole, and the bar she was at was more her watering hole. My watering hole was somewhere I could drink till whenever I liked, and the staff would just let us finish our drinks as they closed up. This was something my sister also did in her own watering hole. 

Back to the story: One of the waiters at my sister's watering hole got drunk. And as I was heading to the bathroom, he grabbed me by the arm, wished me a happy new years and told me off that I shouldn't show up so late as he wanted to go home early. I apologised and said I probably won't. After some drinks, they were closing up, and they had other customers there too. I was itching for one more mug and then I'd leave. I asked the table (5 of us) if we still wanted a drink. We could get 4 mugs (1 set) and go home. Every one agreed, including my sister. But she said she'd give me 10 minutes to chug it and then we'd go. I agreed. I asked the manager nicely if I could get another set, but if they can't it's alright. I even offered the manager a mug and he happily said yes. The beers came and we were finishing up when the drunk waiter, who at this point was reaaaally drunk went off at me completely in front of everyone. He tried to shove me off my seat, yelled at me for getting another, told me to take my drinks out and drink it on the street and was just overall making me feel horrible about it. I just nodded, and chugged and ran out with everyone else. I was close to tears at this point, but I held it in. 

I was just appalled. I felt horrible. I felt bad. As I walked out my sister kept telling me it's my fault, I should've known better, I was being 'too much', etc. I was telling her how I asked and the manager happily said yes. If he had said no, I would've walked out. My other watering hole would be nice about it, and my sister's watering hole would be nice to her about it too. When she went to mine, they'd be nice to her, and when I went to hers, they'd be nice to me too. So it was nothing out of the ordinary for us. My sister would always brag that she was there till 6am all the time, so I thought since it's New Years, it would be the same case.

My friend didn't know what was going on as he couldn't understand the drunk waiter. He was slurring most of the time, and my friend couldn't catch what was happening. When I told my friend (days later), he was shocked and appalled that it was all happening to me. On the way back, my sister was just saying it was my fault etc. I came home crying. Called my friend and unloaded on him about everything my sister does to me and my mental state. 

To summarise: All my life she's called me fat. She told me I couldn't wear cropped tops because I had a muffin top, said I shouldn't wear shorts or skirts because I had scars on my legs. We have different styles, and she'd call my style boring or normal. When I dress up a little, she'll say i'm emo/goth because I want attention, or if i wear something low cut or short, she calls me a slut. She says it playfully these days, but in the past it really did hurt. I just recently cut my bangs and she was horrified. Whatever I do, in terms of my looks, if I wasn't spending a bomb on it, I was ugly in some sort of way. I can't even play around with my eye shadow palette without her commenting that it's 'not enough' or 'too much'. She used to insult me for wearing eyeliner all the time (i did it for practice), but now requests my assistance in drawing her eyeliner for her because she can't do it in a short time (she takes hours). I'd get into what she says to me that's not related to my looks but that's a WHOLE other thing that I don't want to get into. 

And until today, I just... I'm not over it. I go to work, and I'm so tired I can't focus. I want to stay home all the time, but when I do it too much, I just feel overwhelmed by anxiety and my thoughts circling around me that I quickly text a close friend and head out. I wrote a whole medium post on [Asian makeup hypocrisy](https://link.medium.com/YLxV5ul8A3). And until today I still feel affected by it all. And I told myself this 2020, I was not going to take shit from her anymore, but I still sometimes do. She's my sister, we live together, sometimes she's nice to me... 

When my bestfriend told me that my sister should've defended me when the waiter was yelling at me, or at least knew better than to make me feel worse about it, was when I realised how toxic she was to me. I mean I knew she was always mean sometimes, but it was only now that I realised that even though I've grown from all her mean words and I 'don't care', a part of me does and though I shrug it off the moment it happens, I still think about it after. I just tell myself that it's okay, and that's just her and it goes away for as long as it does. It'll come back once in a while, but generally it doesn't come back and bite me \*this\* hard.

But that night made me feel horrible, and sometimes it plays over and over again in my head. She even made me go back there again when I swore to myself never to go back there (she hosted a family event there and I had to go) and I had to swallow all my anxiety for the night. And maybe that's why it's eating me up again and now I got to rant here. I can't even tell her I never want to go back there because I know she'd tell me that I was the one overreacting and that it's my fault anyway. She'd call me weak and stuff. If I could erase that entire moment from my head, I would. This post is in between ""i need a hug"" and ""venting"" really, but I'm going to put it as 'venting' because this is a long rant and I do apologise for it.",3.51366579650006,4.207004440064797,4.528669580449312,88.56759995578307,72.0939524838013,7.863308447135253,24.571878029285216,8.043913042639007,1.1147732980731622,6941,185,1544,94,127,2265,510,1852,0.113,0.753,0.134,0.9959,4,0,12,0,1,0,247.0,16,4,6,7,106,76,6,2,68,5,147,58,16,16,12,289,285,174,0,38,58,19,13,3,10,13,6,20,4,0,103,125,34,3,30,32,2,32,35,24,0,5,125,46,298,52,208,117,45,241,0,4,10,5,188,92,1,27,112,1092,401,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03134183313761492,0.04542544240882121,0.0945295088576842,0.030773083723537736,0.0,0.0,0.05956303439098084,0.10863559712213584,0.032085684174268166,0.0281667206713567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585024277766475,0.13275814634846614,0.0,0.026684205163616137,0.21839050298627202,0.047428240746179975,0.1385066428859441,0.0,0.04833527974370173,0.0,0.0,0.07535662842612302,0.03100715295057462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200938613985675,0.06496764800790167,0.028957288299855437,0.0,0.0,0.07339629999352405,0.02977850045504082,0.0,0.0,0.09070535412535877,0.0,0.03119778542862345,0.07326663907929251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934718075052201,0.0,0.0,0.0745632025657921,0.0,0.0,0.22258176825433607,0.0,0.02906189137045017,0.02372586308049817,0.0,0.0,0.02934640877804727,0.09502575749747508,0.13131276037158762,0.0,0.023929543393591216,0.05427782480459506,0.025525495205594682,0.0277821803236716,0.026774467730955282,0.0,0.10052479216162888,0.0,0.08180986884675645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942978603184293,0.0,0.10387051807119672,0.02724536904880873,0.19369516629251132,0.0,0.09086130399178176,0.03131282558937677,0.0,0.0,0.07534623018042147,0.030233993981081564,0.02544222353142208,0.0,0.11659279783371665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01903697028581857,0.0,0.11395634134269815,0.0,0.02796982038549623,0.0,0.03040446266077858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682627194294645,0.0,0.032038202313567334,0.03007315638683736,0.0,0.029042524394431626,0.020060865236253517,0.04162671000269397,0.056931658815043626,0.02507910216414521,0.050268982416131536,0.11925080707467398,0.0,0.0,0.048291989688886094,0.051267042420801545,0.0806227423420114,0.07583306050042353,0.0,0.02853318939078304,0.09281289120211272,0.0,0.0,0.057244194637702826,0.0,0.02867748419199897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439209070653248,0.021059400512413298,0.04381007553272848,0.21944326703991449,0.030205386499937963,0.10661177880631707,0.027827503397272472,0.027252067534089187,0.0,0.0,0.030246739711782863,0.0962281771364892,0.06480200983297517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922683812844902,0.027112507419110195,0.05907020707263614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369731809078168,0.0,0.05440169654917866,0.02889460206938105,0.030621690663502267,0.0,0.0,0.028551417308323626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277907900262535,0.029201539010546926,0.02804311896705353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701639213076073,0.11293032189411638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032085684174268166,0.029153798247756338,0.04698813598911141,0.0,0.02842207618937942,0.02895181874137045,0.0,0.06559473674837342,0.14044936965444174,0.0,0.040205547663244835,0.030272289255048344,0.13608915859199808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032512996817223166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406332660185378,0.022828102049622642,0.12412109794366052,0.02614834510669872,0.0,0.0,0.01886873772209052,0.01819857599507834,0.11161757332063914,0.04509534011997775,0.09936708542113733,0.032643420835250105,0.0807640879057834,0.18997238681608272,0.0,0.0385655965044439,0.0,0.0,0.02956703071551846,0.10249075681481044,0.049059666229631364,0.031280311215257484,0.0,0.13401583078654092,0.045087680497124256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429974656021086,0.02562799475844231,0.0634186659071037,0.0326603979967209,0.027378095069574657,0.0308002856248591,0.02067667752193664,0.0,0.11577448426357136,0.18158091153887101,0.0,0.0,0.09144838312931666
anxiety,throwaway_guy19,2020/01/27,"I'm always terrified to start working at a new job. I hate nothing more than interaction with strangers. I'm almost 21 now, and my parents pay for most of my schooling. I've had jobs in the past but the ones I enjoyed the most were the ones with the least human interaction. Unfortunately there are few like that available to someone of my age and (lack of) skills; the majority are customer service jobs. I know I *can* handle it after a while but I just don't want to. The reward of some money over time never feels justified by the amount of misery I end up putting myself through.

I feel like I wasn't made for this world.",2.9703958944281514,4.999085629032262,4.032170087976542,86.23189149560119,75.7741935483871,6.444574780058653,25.788856304985337,7.348242739294969,1.2181064516129028,494,18,99,6,11,160,86,124,0.139,0.74,0.121,0.1481,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,1,0,10,0,7,0,0,1,1,18,16,5,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,4,2,12,4,20,12,9,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,12,70,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305789240204985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604221717009541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707605155818773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496745408745947,0.1377338916887158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034667535536304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739624716624069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595594015771068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883813086543268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824287543827724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486965825650078,0.18620410646952085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849934865838149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26128785970189383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407774949386554,0.0,0.1840461194812746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938137804836023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951203984653071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335588861201927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646238827442414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124212169757632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371639859809154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035818240093367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dana9192,2020/01/27,"Quitting a job to a boss I care very much about, dreading it Any suggestions? I’m quitting my job today for several reasons, but I care very much about my boss. I’m his only admin, so I know it’s going to be challenging on him to find another. I’m giving him 2.5 weeks notice. He’s been a great mentor and friend and our families have spent time together. (His kids have come to my kids birthday party etc.) I know it’s what I need to do but I’ve been having panic attacks all day trying to work up the courage to do so. Any tips?",0.2458173076923061,2.446908705357142,2.625357142857144,91.5850274725275,86.94642857142857,5.589010989010989,20.22252747252748,7.010146845296331,0.5090637362637365,413,13,89,6,13,141,70,112,0.084,0.682,0.23399999999999999,0.9634,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,4,4,9,1,2,4,0,8,0,0,3,1,13,20,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,13,6,12,16,4,8,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,4,51,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173747101243857,0.16759179623559015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182547343839725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32590710059724304,0.0,0.0,0.1376761932825405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307473228145854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782485569054098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066999813434956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607832977943488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348139198978167,0.0,0.0,0.15331993692661214,0.0908329614528748,0.0,0.0,0.17620904439784665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172058542326594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567269378120484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349814199116169,0.11850916581424127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819632857739691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155509244538165,0.0,0.1875217099605696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33998985683863003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643280408951854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055821027908173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319599257435512,0.0,0.15149663099891705,0.0,0.0,0.10851155682651777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637468483957313,0.0,0.0,0.12820300594455622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635543962851315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scienceguy8,2020/01/27,"Anybody else feel their worst at specific times of the day? I feel my most anxious between 10 AM and 2 PM, and when it ends, it's like a complete relief.  Like something was holding onto me and just let go.  Seem to notice it more at work than on the weekends.  Happens almost every day.",2.614210526315788,4.504292877192988,3.7612631578947346,88.4008421052632,76.36842105263158,5.261754385964913,27.18947368421053,5.6839178017228535,0.9516063157894736,222,9,43,1,5,72,48,57,0.102,0.768,0.13,0.1796,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,3,8,6,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,8,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258982819903786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29218080418583897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711709734205988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333592785647208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605404195876649,0.0,0.2290713904693462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790880925477052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615444539500011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469866570058541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287076276439206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644689789709129,0.0,0.2527092880039388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29445450908911336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354490694693531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910772697883725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081053370646552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828734439441025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArmitageMyShanks,2020/01/27,"Anyone with severe dental anxiety had treatment done with only inhalation sedation, not IV? My dentist only offers inhalation sedation, no IV sedation. Has anyone had dental work done with only gas and air before? Did it help you a lot? I'm very anxious about it, I haven't been to the dentist in years...",3.59059523809524,6.4384863928571425,5.3285714285714265,73.48309523809526,77.92857142857143,8.019047619047619,27.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.9726761904761907,242,10,36,6,6,82,41,56,0.158,0.7959999999999999,0.046,-0.6841,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,3,0,6,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802623906963052,0.2662038176067453,0.0,0.3295270741485953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051054425048534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822788796738909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794315428109976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200330962948841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376398493619251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662038176067453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194425990975901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154723776086214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517431174025675
anxiety,luizanda,2020/01/27,"Please no more hot-cold relationships, it only bring up more anxiety. Be consistent and show Love One of the biggest turn-offs for me in dealing with others is inconsistency: hot-cold relationships. One minute nice, the next minute mean. One minute warm and friendly, the next minute cold and distant. 

People who act like that are so insecure and afraid of commitment that they're unable to develop a true and meaningful connection with another person. I don't do hot and cold. I'm consistent and require consistency in my relationships. 

You need to make up your mind: you're either in, or you're out. And if you're out, you will stay out! That applies to all kinds of relationships: friendship, work, or romance. It makes life simple and clear. Less hassle and guesswork, with a smaller group of real human connections, not just lots of names on a contact list. 

Go, get a life",5.3006586538461535,7.482828556250002,5.435000000000002,78.01769230769231,69.6875,8.923076923076922,29.18269230769231,9.466822959209583,2.7927211538461543,699,27,123,16,13,220,103,160,0.045,0.758,0.19699999999999998,0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,2,2,10,0,2,7,0,6,3,0,2,4,36,15,14,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,7,16,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,2,0,3,0,4,6,8,21,13,6,16,0,0,0,1,16,10,0,4,3,73,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197648853039405,0.11087451637638376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942113318170136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197605595844136,0.0,0.07572230835402477,0.0,0.08236963165559176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509270066419911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047430851473824,0.07080768891832905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321815186390553,0.1308090691503111,0.0,0.19348984428356134,0.0,0.0,0.15787618880821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634255598119195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746711523872213,0.0,0.0,0.30827902721215594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29463415909043417,0.11022923870848432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047935199466428,0.126551238505059,0.0,0.15909458751623876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496722181990486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224217666386279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448092152455112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764714627171314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055140617461586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,R3d_J4y,2020/01/27,"I didn’t turn in an assignment and I’m trying not to beat myself up over it I had an assignment in my Spanish class where I was supposed to write about what I did last summer. Well.... I got sick and almost died. I spent those months struggling to walk and breath. My depression and anxiety took over and I didn’t do well. I was so anxious about getting a cut while on blood thinners that I couldn’t stop thinking about grabbing a knife and cutting myself. I would never cut myself, but I couldn’t stop thinking about it. And during the times I wasn’t thinking about cutting myself I was staring at the ceiling and thinking about how I almost died and about how I could die in the future.

¿Cómo se dice “I stared at the ceiling and thought about death and cutting myself?” I couldn’t write about what happened and I couldn’t bring myself to write about something that didn’t happen. I didn’t want to think about all the things I didn’t/couldn’t do. So I just didn’t turn in the assignment and now I’ve gotten a zero on it.....",3.232631276901003,5.006880882926829,3.6758680057388813,90.18651362984218,74.3170731707317,5.799139167862268,24.741750358680054,6.2272716619740125,0.6740645624103294,811,26,162,5,17,253,93,205,0.203,0.7809999999999999,0.016,-0.9848,0,0,1,0,0,4,21.0,0,0,0,1,20,9,5,1,11,0,19,3,2,2,2,40,37,19,4,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,13,0,2,6,0,1,3,12,7,2,1,16,3,29,2,27,15,1,25,0,1,2,0,3,12,0,2,10,123,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844976401224765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867264675587167,0.1604831341917584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342036092287053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235284484406064,0.0,0.44229589675841396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742185304273299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361536473831373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25123975546670724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579480835988555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338794797316568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956254185641504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936184584883628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23753078118191945,0.0,0.14850804213712787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437586405939294,0.4551195632380007,0.0,0.1127767991573838,0.08283414506228685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578297269672821,0.09644687277654174,0.3090328273577248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378846013974313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554512682200555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091268822874272,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mywoodenchair,2020/01/27,"If your at school and about to have an attack: You will get through. 

You’ve gotten through them before. 

Take as much time as you need because your mental health is more important that your grades or how long you’ve been in the bathroom for, 

it will pass 

if it’s coming try to drag your finger making a square on your thigh, each side you breathe in, then breathe out, breathe in, then breathe out.  That’s something my therapist told me and it can help some people.

And if it happens then just let it flow know it will end you’ll feel like crap for a few minutes but after you will be okay, 

if you have a counselor at your school they are there to help you they can let you sit in their office or room and take a minute to breathe. 

And if any teachers, students, anyone gives you crap about it, report them to your school or parents or someone you trust. 

You can do it.",4.2172095238095215,5.084973268571432,3.6506428571428593,94.86377380952379,70.60000000000002,6.290476190476191,25.440476190476193,5.46131890053228,0.3711047619047623,682,19,151,2,12,201,100,175,0.048,0.866,0.086,0.778,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,18,5,0,5,6,3,0,6,1,17,10,9,2,0,26,29,21,0,6,11,1,2,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,3,25,3,23,18,5,22,0,0,1,0,28,11,2,10,8,106,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130886720758485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627976699252265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918853374382544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013740126225234,0.0,0.1415077618446407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432514193198569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472910972588943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408551047196157,0.11880367055252496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688409443275154,0.15952865961143206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705720063134448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676751255238218,0.0,0.0,0.22293273747320252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913932979983532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401029349300425,0.0,0.0812450394642255,0.0,0.0,0.14716892567154907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100552973051164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758975855179228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224852065401785,0.12330821909393412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465478693490547,0.0,0.0,0.11529043021813895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049088336893823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090416625516208,0.12802469797450214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250071528479687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308535795536194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096969983647073,0.0,0.0,0.1589053285016851,0.0,0.11290575485411285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SoulToSqueezed,2020/01/27,"Feeling of anxiety/ extreme guilt after buying something expensive So, just a quick background info: I have been from time to time severely depressed and anxious (generalized anxiety disorder diagnosed) for many many years, I am on medication and the whole nine yards. What I would like to ask is about a much more specific type of anxiety I often feel.  

I have never had the issue I'm about to explain when I was younger (I would literally spend every penny I got as soon as I got it and didn't think twice), but now days any time I buy something nice/expensive for myself, I get super anxious/depressed about it. There is a voice in my head that just yells at me (not literally) that I don't deserve it.

I happened to get a decent inheritance few years back, and since then I have made a few big purchases, like a drivers license, new PC and some music equipment, that has cost me few thousand dollars at total. How ever I feel extremely guilty about spending the money, since I didn't really do anything to earn them, and I can't stop kicking myself about it. 

On top of that, when I feel bad about my thoughts, I keep thinking of other people who have ""real"" issues with their life. That of course leads to even more guilt about feeling bad for something so stupid and superficial. Kinda like ""Woah, what a f\*cking first world problem, quit b\*tchin"". It's a vicious cycle that keeps repeating itself over and over again. 

I really do not want to offend anyone by this post, since I do no this is not the biggest problem in the world, and I do know there are people who have 10000 times bigger issues than me. 

I would like to hear from you if you have similiar feelings of anxiety about spending your money. 

**TLDR;** I get super anxious and feel guilty anytime I spend money I didn't ""earn"". Does anyone else get the same feeling, and how do you get over it?",6.120708782742683,6.710329915254243,6.3854545454545475,77.94171032357474,66.2316384180791,8.922239342578326,31.910118130457114,8.841846274778883,2.612575141242938,1466,56,266,22,22,471,186,354,0.155,0.752,0.09300000000000001,-0.9685,0,0,3,0,0,0,56.0,0,4,2,8,26,16,3,2,14,0,28,4,1,4,3,55,56,22,0,7,7,0,8,4,0,3,3,3,1,0,20,12,0,3,14,1,14,1,10,10,0,4,10,11,39,6,42,43,10,39,0,1,0,0,11,15,0,4,26,194,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892258579093985,0.0,0.2651373168550516,0.2936576190304737,0.0,0.12117048366740235,0.08877957045686018,0.07130268015172891,0.0,0.08100277359802516,0.0,0.0,0.06662580397485422,0.14469240317770662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055879819250887766,0.0,0.14925699318068691,0.0879443654798881,0.0,0.0,0.09930438652549392,0.0,0.07582492904461892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238202582622691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057229190779707874,0.07837671261412968,0.0730034065377557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504885583048405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370146182697193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263460793247408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859822991104673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662120671612667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892429829969893,0.0,0.0976568937528027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713092785300993,0.0,0.15403076650072053,0.0,0.0,0.04761864599854082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612009797367705,0.16932439722020504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198700574953859,0.0,0.17569188635508884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728722501097516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369514128895834,0.0,0.06682711621280084,0.08368372189656285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013953547613422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298338802793362,0.0,0.0,0.1658179819483997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215920976345522,0.0,0.09862267722071004,0.11101592296355836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978858730101579,0.0,0.215024620673486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001141081054249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724403470803196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103914687588724,0.0,0.06878763613640014,0.20209706509803216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051106345911437034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673771398701952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465354571034376,0.0,0.0,0.11159500005500173
anxiety,TheNuckiestNucky,2020/01/27,"Caffeine actually helping anxiety? I've always heard that caffeine can trigger a lot of anxiety, especially for those with anxiety disorders, but recently I've found that it can actually help mine a lot, making me feel closer to how I used to feel before my anxiety really took over. Is that weird? I've recently tried Death Wish coffee (as I seem to have a high tolerance to caffeine in general), and I actually feel borderline normal.",9.371708860759494,8.825507151898735,10.634018987341774,53.99887658227851,59.759493670886066,15.49493670886076,43.800632911392405,14.191785591663535,7.026820253164558,351,19,53,15,4,124,53,79,0.162,0.703,0.135,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,0,17,14,4,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,10,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.4612781044776461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110555729369067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821429642360049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407503888092667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058156373067108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390067075944877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727603809797789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122315168383865,0.16647461955726933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26790991712501244,0.0,0.0,0.10517494249507044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437889755606865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093929215612446,0.0,0.3111501400870721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344000557756978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505898373744436,0.10697535792110946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608438167941306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811903915523521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kelliejeanne,2020/01/27,"Sertraline withdrawal symptoms? Hi everyone, this is my first post here. I have experienced withdrawal from sertraline before- the weird electric shock feelings, inability to concentrate, overall feeling of dread. BUT I haven’t stopped taking my Sertraline, I’m just having these exact symptoms. Not sure if anyone has experienced this before. Any advice/insight would be super helpful.",7.897214285714284,12.008554483333334,7.222857142857144,58.545000000000016,70.83333333333334,10.095238095238095,41.904761904761905,9.957137785484203,6.253476190476192,319,20,34,10,7,99,50,60,0.17300000000000001,0.645,0.182,0.3832,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,2,10,11,2,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,4,2,3,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764575760107295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814367915544297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416024378650667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479474607659165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26240515664655845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071640488721564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392621977899592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851332140312365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169396994307509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455998644294544,0.5394051099399906,0.19509918604061294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432952684415213,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wolfflame21,2020/01/27,Weird anxiety attack is happening any help? I took my flannel off that my dad got me as a gift and the cuffs were buttoned and I heard a tear. I don't see anything wrong but I know I heard a rip! If I don't see anything is it fine? I'm currently freaking out. I might also need to change medication this new one I'm on is making get set off way easier than normal...,-0.10895921237693074,1.9661854177215192,2.6206751054852333,91.90783403656825,87.22784810126579,6.042756680731365,20.17018284106892,7.3871296695380915,0.6044165963431785,284,9,65,5,9,99,58,79,0.11,0.731,0.158,0.5689,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,10,20,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,4,10,1,7,14,0,9,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,2,2,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730620761001564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077448510324282,0.0,0.16961213554133686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649067583185121,0.0,0.0,0.252233961537113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454613283286685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583746065188155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732654185614638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606272935139046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861156333427716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121849316953221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479971537512196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335554746044964,0.0,0.2352056418457363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439960697757872,0.0,0.21413469743578914,0.0,0.0,0.2172346083157606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024050178525025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35335789767523645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463346374820896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598784326478548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24241164387606726,0.0,0.0
anxiety,McBahtman,2020/01/27,"I'm having major anxiety about this coronavirus I keep getting emails and info dumps about the whole thing, I live right next to Chinatown here so im really worried about it spreading. I'm a massive hyperchondriac, it says the symptoms are similar to a cold, i'm showing these symptoms.",8.109559748427678,8.373600584905663,8.443396226415096,65.99389937106919,62.018867924528294,11.59496855345912,40.30817610062893,11.20814326018867,4.923206289308176,233,12,37,6,3,77,39,53,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.7316,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079106975119393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199365608644762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935686725496811,0.0,0.0,0.24157025107839555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23998642075205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890407537761021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410901077273516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320983463419025,0.0,0.2161300956339048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649662627176524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805583310118484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034322867760968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760054392273281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GeneralMast,2020/01/27,"The uncertainty about my future kills me emotionally. I live in a warzone (Syria), I want to study get into a uni etc, why would I do that? For my family mainly, they want to me to become something special and have a degree and I need to support them financially when I grow up (if I have a degree I can manage this with a 95% certainty), my father is pretty old an I'm not sure if he can continue working anyways the point is I don't know if I'll be continue my studies not due to me being a bad student, infact I'm the top on my class, but due to my circumstances, I don't know what the future has for me and my family and this kills me, I don't show any sadness to them since I don't want to make them unhappy but sometimes whilist studying my eyes would tear silently, they'll hear if I'm loud and I find crying childish so I try my best to hold it back.

Uncertainty has filled my life for years and it really drained me, had I no family to care about I would have managed a job and lived on cheap bread, just like some orphan friends I have.

Thanks for reading.",4.107021140294684,4.279079910313904,5.59703074951954,83.305168161435,70.52466367713005,8.703267136450991,28.03619474695708,8.634040054169528,1.8471809096732872,832,27,180,13,14,283,122,223,0.139,0.7090000000000001,0.152,0.281,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,5,3,7,12,2,0,12,0,22,3,1,1,1,32,37,15,2,11,9,1,0,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,6,9,1,1,3,2,1,2,7,4,0,0,1,3,37,8,22,30,4,19,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,5,11,123,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489520851020347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107301291609743,0.11651402925618184,0.0,0.15411620204687712,0.0,0.0,0.14644359558452327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422751627750728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328334456308035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569690504852989,0.0,0.0,0.15562927227829498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946510856118334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754136445136213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781192010142644,0.0,0.0729063672432755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727706397698446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384766225143712,0.0,0.3087711594546631,0.0,0.15338027957693334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985645768119461,0.06817451137109873,0.0,0.2464411243005964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931471976476779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347065667278008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642873085890654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191488430891793,0.0,0.0,0.14196716799489362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958250296079705,0.0,0.08939593380166487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154328510860849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742835852381327,0.13801331618017446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835371746754234,0.13151926616823018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284740483235411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474171861967697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469213096995202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259174232096275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015902328152706,0.0,0.0,0.2973857390526439,0.0,0.0,0.08986223751694114
anxiety,yesterday48,2020/01/27,"Guuys i need you today Im strugglin 5 years with anxiety depression and ocd(obssesive thoughts)
My life looks like im made for big things, im going to really famous school-university, im that guy im family that gets everything done with sucess, girls like me, i have friends, thats how it seems to people from outside..
But inside, i feel i made some progress with my struggles, but as it maybe seems it got better i feel it became harder...
Im 24, i missed some things due this struggles, today i feel overwhelmed, i feel like im gonna crack ,fail in life, that im gonna end up alone because im not capable of love and enjoyiimg the life, im afraid im gonna loose control..
I lost my ambitions, i cant think about future anymore depression from anxious years now caught me...
I want more from me, i know life is not how i feel it, but today it feels so bad
I want to be like normal pople getting their degreea falling love, traveling with ther loved ones..
I want me, i want my soul bac, i want peace...",1.9086880616174573,3.857758492682926,3.2959435173299103,90.64953786906293,78.70731707317074,6.657252888318357,22.98459563543004,7.669130373188453,0.9635853658536582,781,25,168,12,19,255,114,205,0.233,0.625,0.142,-0.9788,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,5,5,19,0,4,1,0,5,7,0,5,0,36,38,9,0,7,5,0,6,4,1,3,4,0,0,2,13,6,0,1,11,1,0,4,3,10,0,1,7,7,27,9,16,27,3,16,1,6,1,3,8,3,0,4,13,77,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877369040961186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079826725609882,0.07501671657158603,0.06585413263678347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544389943846792,0.04047877519232354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587282353684529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744768366589798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438595999037385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795352964923368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881352685499563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059678915643105485,0.0,0.06259902847073888,0.0,0.20145272268151687,0.04743846029085812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130294861942112,0.0,0.06938586399707249,0.0,0.03773846957242205,0.0,0.05310870614333472,0.0,0.0,0.06574960920304991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7889953749914451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03649346285162649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876101794725889,0.12976500003840832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576196503503575,0.0,0.07248693835104644,0.0,0.1797944452355971,0.12566462930208294,0.0,0.0,0.06671094092262966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049237132386729165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506103855881548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044996527742659775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603561885237472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04253959111661629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720358483337055,0.0,0.12090196110345418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883808740039175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823067272455591,0.04254849016198047,0.0,0.05271672453836344,0.0,0.0,0.18882741158593366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958316429302244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855229690709655
anxiety,bryn_autumn,2020/01/27,Morning anxiety It’s exam week and I wake up so anxious that it makes me physically sick. I have a horrible stomach ache and puke even if I haven’t ate anything. It’s horrible :(,0.017500000000001847,2.297399083333339,3.1388888888888893,83.245,99.83333333333334,6.844444444444445,28.222222222222207,7.793537801064563,2.7079222222222223,141,8,27,4,6,50,28,36,0.517,0.483,0.0,-0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,4,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,17,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794791352996561,0.5603986174191223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082092966689915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276382832651996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331119184090667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979037406787382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sirgeorgebax,2020/01/27,"Anyone else have this problem? I want to leave the service industry (I’m a bartender) and get a better job, but I feel like my anxiety keeps me from that because I can’t do daytime. I don’t sleep well and stay up late. So a normal 9-5 doesn’t work for me.",-0.19422619047618994,1.7136061249999983,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,85.96428571428572,5.161904761904762,21.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.3117833333333335,197,7,46,2,6,68,45,56,0.102,0.722,0.17600000000000002,0.5842,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,8,10,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,4,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,27,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672857426430548,0.0,0.0,0.17981396792844706,0.2634933252994152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567638457312749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743929344769506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482623286770966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002906416405766,0.18371690930449855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435676879906014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551940558655959,0.2285778059909303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290090450557076,0.27229790862006953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563658578284811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251964605235508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606973897926804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573481747461557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741009605795605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168107886543794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312199311011301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721733010038225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mychurchaccount,2020/01/27,"Why do I call in sick to work so often? I work full time and have trouble getting to work everyday. I try to only call in once a month, but sometimes I call in twice to four times a month. I have a diagnosis of panic disorder. I take medication and do great self care. I use cognitive techniques often. 

What happens is I wake up in the morning and want to sleep more and stay home, and I think that I don’t feel prepared to face the work day. I do have other things going on, like some post traumatic responses (not diagnosed with PTSD)  and full time grad school, but I don’t know what to make of this. 

Any ideas why this might happen and how to overcome it? Thank you.",3.3788235294117652,4.50544394117647,4.37723529411765,87.90305882352942,72.82352941176471,7.792941176470588,25.364705882352943,8.238735603445708,1.3460523529411763,520,16,113,8,10,169,85,136,0.11699999999999999,0.741,0.141,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,4,6,0,1,5,0,10,6,3,3,0,23,23,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,1,13,4,17,22,4,18,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,8,73,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086208057761187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093044031353949,0.0,0.13622834605892148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616995624481341,0.0,0.0,0.1356153657433214,0.0,0.0,0.15313318397471204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755923725754541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980778396590147,0.0,0.07593589758359243,0.0,0.0,0.14730987226084866,0.0,0.0,0.2363087826218602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402570488721458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508339071861682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343074292543156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527703603574501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891883616793151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346020166270924,0.0,0.14174330601800586,0.0,0.0,0.2132987902313116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229451604525584,0.0,0.1016194441209037,0.0,0.15676720360651925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127965247763392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561875793254148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352244696983236,0.0,0.0,0.13938850954446566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371046317410673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214763160774412,0.0,0.0,0.1424147127979896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004610760468044,0.0,0.0,0.12301379083487048,0.0,0.0,0.08876718377365488,0.08561443608825384,0.0,0.0,0.2337341390437565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090715114139371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539956917683432,0.0,0.0,0.07880898059545645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411316489718918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890902423789689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crimson_memories_,2020/01/27,"Dude upstairs causing worse mental health I've tried everything, I've called cops, I've begged my landlord to do something but no one will do anything! 

This dude blasts music from midnight until 3am nightly, but he causes a huge stink if my two toddlers or new born baby make any noise at 11 am...

I put my two toddlers down for a nap at 11:22 yes there is the sound of them walking around or grabbing their toys and them giggling and playing, NORMAL KID STUFF! What does he do? 

Stomps so hard the house is shaking, starts smacking a pipe against the walls and yelling that my kids need to shut the F up! 

Dude first off you live on the second floor, you trash your house NIGHTLY, and you sell cars illegally with stolen plates and stolen titles! 

He and his gf fight and slam each other against walls scream and break shit and where does all the damaged stuff go? The yard... Who's forced to clean it up? Me. 

The landlord doesn't make him take any responsibility! The police? They just keep taking notes and taking photos of every car he brings here but do NOTHING! 

I have anxiety and CPTSD and depression and I am living in constant fear and always being triggered and getting flash backs when he does this shit! I am so lost and so close to mentally breaking😔",4.347452891487979,6.082704971193419,3.9172363006281152,89.75738791423004,71.3045267489712,6.103443794671866,25.958197964045915,6.339386263674448,0.7981736625514402,1000,32,197,6,19,299,163,243,0.228,0.711,0.06,-0.9943,0,0,1,0,2,0,26.0,0,4,4,2,10,12,3,2,12,1,13,3,2,5,1,36,25,27,0,3,7,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,4,2,9,20,0,1,0,4,1,7,2,10,0,5,1,6,19,2,21,22,2,34,0,3,0,0,21,16,2,3,10,113,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883973425814098,0.0,0.0,0.1615575423125148,0.0,0.09087120989228356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775102035135001,0.10574500922382876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133934806394667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129411412674322,0.0,0.0,0.2440525442791313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283658126241761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231048360973047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311852128127914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008259805949243,0.0,0.10675748529389906,0.0,0.0,0.13366763489333122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010395833598674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062060949628930676,0.0,0.06750900325477922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106409210972117,0.0,0.0,0.1262643037735272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741269301247387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558273937884284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978099417135654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966930065033136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858158237398065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394173440308493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807855136183691,0.0,0.1147245683441435,0.0,0.22294582957938447,0.11638537316404747,0.11397867800665415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049268484519591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941306089706173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386490155254456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914475127366879,0.0,0.0,0.08407756889377105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27196383471647706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679375891628787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064811414062623,0.0,0.2320739491992185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210534085786115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Breyog,2020/01/27,"Wondering about Anxiety self-help books and recommendations Have they helped? Or at least taught you some methods to coping/decreasing anxiety attacks and spiraling moments of depression?

I have heard the book titled ""When Panic Attacks"" by David D. Burns, M.D. has promise, however I was wondering if anyone in this sub might have a book/podcast/audiobook they would recommend to a friend in need?

 (If this sub isn't the right place to ask, please, can you help point me in the right direction?)",8.871034482758619,9.46499081609196,7.8787586206896565,69.56710344827587,60.3793103448276,12.477241379310346,38.089655172413785,11.979248473330829,4.9435903448275855,399,18,65,12,5,123,65,87,0.177,0.69,0.134,-0.6322,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,0,2,6,2,1,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,15,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,7,2,10,10,2,10,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,7,2,41,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806540068037805,0.0,0.0,0.12826177073444495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148663373502873,0.4173667864710589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799199326794505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417211537777438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36885713313515023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945951732645125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601446697185002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522103586414504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165016476386088,0.2013561587752624,0.1734050333871207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133043737186533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913623431532055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978541012481912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030671072344666,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hau5keeping,2020/01/27,For people in therapy: what could your therapist do to improve your sessions? A lot of patients tell me that their therapists lack empathy sometimes. Which I think can lead to therapists being judgmental or neglecting the actuals tools and exercises that people really need for improvement. What could your therapist do to be more empathetic or do to improve your sessions?,9.64209677419355,11.405085306451616,9.296935483870973,56.015403225806466,58.83870967741936,14.587096774193547,44.532258064516135,13.427899808715575,7.4296645161290344,307,18,40,13,4,99,44,62,0.07,0.7559999999999999,0.174,0.8135,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,10,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,8,6,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,3,0,36,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.17213839194768665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816779000093787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499667398248659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307964181165044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24458345804436615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300467505889415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446151391340545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541790803983168,0.0,0.2017257709980512,0.8192437907830201,0.0,0.11302831500707693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tootsie_fruitsie,2020/01/27,"Anxiety tips or tricks? Anxiety tips or tricks!

I get anxious super easily over random stuff. For example if I have a test and i get a B ok it after i studied pretty hard for it i go full panic mode and my heart starts racing and i go panic mode. No my parents aren’t hard on me for grades or anything just me for some odd reason. Another example, i’m driving at night and another car is on the other side of the road approaching me i suddenly feel like theirs going to cross the line and hit me. So my heart starts racing and my breathing become irregular. Are there anything tips or tricks that work for you? I tried tapping different parents of my body (if you ever watched jane the virgin haha! ) and that didn’t work much, squeezing someone hand helps a little, and i tried the 3 different sounds, 3 different things in the room and move 3 body parts but it ends too quickly and i go right back. Thanks in advance and yes i’m in therapy (just started) and i plan on talking to her about it but i don’t go for another 2 weeks :) Thanks!!",1.2683771929824594,3.7020859234449786,3.1067284688995223,88.29939094896334,84.50239234449761,6.3541467304625225,23.062400318979265,7.645422480735847,1.2812247208931424,814,30,163,15,24,271,117,209,0.085,0.762,0.153,0.9656,6,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,2,1,5,9,11,3,2,9,3,6,7,6,1,1,27,22,21,0,2,10,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,0,2,0,0,11,4,5,0,0,1,7,25,6,20,20,4,36,0,0,1,1,8,14,0,8,12,102,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339004302815646,0.16239814058664306,0.11991132711990435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469321652395378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161738082701993,0.0,0.0,0.11722655492184013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358017902869311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326903907971094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940111535147606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601237988530126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366906744846889,0.0758285484885681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091062653096127,0.0,0.3016174378669945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016647873014644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515598262238644,0.0711453855531431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185608648130879,0.10638312598495796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281316359705335,0.07802728512475153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960797324630184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490717765800845,0.23571838142070106,0.114942477055459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079855446411108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913263615262177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064550388754088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993458159524632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538559026966215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150828936118148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531368686207222,0.0,0.19544434500468416,0.12138371985805295,0.0,0.07051666310259948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441281985106397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514147631288155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454667125808733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,withersins,2020/01/27,"No sleep going on a week. Lifetime sufferer of anxiety/panic.

I got strep last Monday night. haven't slept since. I don't do well with getting sick, it messes with me psychologically. But now every time I find myself maybe about to fall into sleep, a wave of anxiety and fear floods me. Like im startled but I feel it in my chest like anxiety. My brother had strep too and is also struggling with not sleeping. Idk if this is due to the illness or what. but for the love of god let me sleep. Has anyone else had this issue?",1.2915714285714266,3.7212121809523846,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857143,84.33333333333334,5.404761904761906,20.17857142857143,6.816661863887847,0.40685714285714303,409,12,83,5,12,135,76,105,0.183,0.6890000000000001,0.128,-0.332,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,3,4,0,9,9,6,0,0,14,15,8,0,1,6,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,4,1,10,4,13,10,0,12,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,9,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319388002479262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524268267023553,0.0,0.0,0.11536165879989438,0.1690470848256712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782416829382854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900735263804528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856544935900419,0.08342159792687881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150793707182653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619808515554919,0.0,0.0937650301214376,0.0,0.13195393156269852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821259155432195,0.17220193934878164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448515746817385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870879496501415,0.0,0.16120710875622304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890580499765402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657500544116093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482766311232696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647766448799328,0.0,0.6604183795033172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724786086266431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962043393847214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234137169783652,0.0,0.14834172843590185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honey2190,2020/01/27,"Does anyone else have cried unexpectedly in public places? I’m a 27yo woman.

Last year was the second time I was fired in less than two years, I’ve been unemployed for two months. 

It’s been 6 days since I returned to the gym. Today, after I warmed up, I felt so depressed, nervous and scared. I felt my arms rushing. I felt so pissed about losing my jobs. I wanted to hit something. Hopefully I managed to control my hands.

I called my boyfriend, he help me calm down.

I couldn’t stop crying. Some people were staring, I was so ashamed. 

(sorry for my english, not a native speaker)",1.7561538461538468,4.314753628318584,2.7327433628318576,90.95213070115726,83.51327433628319,4.538869979577943,21.966643975493533,5.8734145424116955,0.2672034036759703,452,15,88,3,13,143,83,113,0.268,0.653,0.079,-0.9762,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,3,4,0,8,3,3,1,0,11,15,4,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,6,0,3,9,8,17,3,12,4,2,16,0,2,1,0,5,5,1,2,10,52,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429905723917558,0.1674899843293763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691681326185778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334074493019706,0.0,0.0,0.3591189140207611,0.1054218893208934,0.0,0.1407928159611373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304998449649453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136554663521989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708582813296884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095676504175238,0.0,0.0,0.16235837935486602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221453947385248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324640847907449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287636784430636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047680674318113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332657282912878,0.0,0.1707869229218369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636577384099173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522056242482208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584392504636482,0.0,0.18298653050466132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666469137956688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531819677684293,0.0,0.15494642297052072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193645818703992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964163380357608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105331746286309
anxiety,badbatalie,2020/01/27,"Anyone else get anxious over hypothetical ‘could haves’? I feel so ridiculous for being anxious about things that could have happened in the past but didn’t. Like why is my brain worrying about something that is in the past and didn’t even happen? That fear of the ‘could haves’ is not only making me feel anxious about that, but also making me even more anxious about the future than I already was, and I’m overplaying everything in my head. 

How do I get through this?",7.387499999999997,7.50746729545455,6.560363636363636,79.37554545454545,63.54545454545455,8.85818181818182,32.372727272727275,8.238735603445708,2.3364700000000003,374,13,68,4,5,114,55,88,0.18899999999999997,0.7759999999999999,0.034,-0.9155,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,1,4,0,14,2,2,3,0,13,23,7,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,7,1,12,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492555803566851,0.11227106569203214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6344099279488401,0.0,0.09816503067427516,0.14384772583838756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672339152883902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33627366839853706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727911898084227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545457931073075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617486576168002,0.0,0.0,0.15797951631136026,0.14197236420800505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669757285712706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24829555449276516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408222540794746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858821613953915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742488934830012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677409423932366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680392256067954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808026820813953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326990250341173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668153045974032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257442602000428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hookemhorns51,2020/01/27,"New Here.. Hey everyone,

I am new to this sub and am hoping this is a safe space to share. I live with what I consider high anxiety. I can normally feel it running through my body most of the day. Every night, It is a struggle to sleep(going to sleep and staying asleep) because I just can’t shut my brain off. I went to a therapist about a year ago and she diagnosed with high anxiety. Lately, my anxiety has been getting too much for me to handle and I realized I may need some help. 

Are there any medication out there that help but don’t make you feel like  a Zombie? 

I used to smoke weed for years and that seemed to help but I live in an illegal state and have solid job that drug tests.  I have tried CBD but again I can’t risk a failed drug test. 


Sorry for the book...",2.022156334231809,3.782143672955975,3.4594115004492387,90.48863207547173,77.67924528301887,7.561725067385446,22.67789757412399,8.418075326091056,1.1761784366576826,600,18,135,12,14,197,103,159,0.12,0.767,0.11199999999999999,-0.3182,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,2,9,0,14,8,4,2,0,26,23,9,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,2,18,4,19,20,3,20,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,5,10,86,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786096579219155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041731960779442,0.0,0.3051419739507058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105114624626307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768852132859647,0.0,0.14842726720201546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574816276325392,0.0,0.0,0.13495154183342725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308382640294856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202448522544244,0.1270489219723259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445708283900815,0.09498660877123193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946608171233093,0.0,0.07556419881510132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26736073832800616,0.2809589563952519,0.0,0.1320592225066489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194222587901827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998460533464167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495751134877434,0.0,0.2348121285596345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875179339929384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394315296170106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774085556633727,0.09858811188981352,0.0,0.2568270800449072,0.0,0.12477389814033185,0.13027251259727707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104173711158163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26611192715079235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883776891377626,0.0,0.1417176067513566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899859954970475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437673996318665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027107255584964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483469960773215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325519783523295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124368612072047
anxiety,RossFromBritain,2020/01/27,"drowning a bit right now normally i have anxiety well under control, i'm not too serious of a case, but things are getting to me right now.  i seem to be in a negative feedback loop of overthinking and then feeling more anxious because i'm overthinking things that shouldn't really be that big of a deal

i have 3 main sources of anxiety:

\- work.  nothing too bad, just lots going on and I'm solely responsible for a lot of it.  i'd normally handle this fine but right now i just want it to fuck off really

\- dating.  I've been dating a girl every couple of weeks for about 4 months and i feel like she's not really reciprocating that much... but when we're together it's great so i'm confused as shit.  One minute she's super affectionate, the next i don't hear from her for over a week

\- house move, the big one.  In early Dec I left a really really great flat and moved back to my parents' place temporarily.  the plan was that my old best friend would get a job and we'd share a place in the city - and then go on to start a business together.

well, it's been like 6 weeks and he hasn't got anything.  it's partly his fault for being lazy and disorganized, but the UK job market is also very tough and he happens to be legally blind which severely limits his options.  

Problem is, he oversells things to me and i believe him far too easily.  if i had listened to his original confident planning i'd have left my flat in september..... thankfully i decided against that.  He always says with total confidence that he'll get this next job, he's gonna quit the weed, he's gonna start waking up early - but then he never does it.  He does genuinely try but he can't sustain it

now you're thinking ""i shouldn't listen to this guy"" but i feel for him.  i was in his exact situation with that exact same unemployment depression not that long ago.  I told him a little while back that I'd give him until the end of January and he was evidently hurt by the pressure - we planned together to get a shared place and if I back out now I know it will fuck him over

he'll either have to go live with his parents again (which i know is soul crushing) or he will have to get a house share with strangers.  On the one hand, I feel like I've made every reasonable sacrifice for him and he's not made as much effort as he should so I should feel no guilt about moving on with my life.... but on the other hand I agreed to this course of action and i dont want to fuck over a good friend

sigh.  i KNOW our business plan would work out cos i've lived with this friend before and when he's with me, a good influence, he's a very different person.  We've already done a lot of the leg work to get it started and were really just waiting the for the logistics to make more sense

I am really just dreading what now feels like an inevitable and ugly confrontation",3.131302083333331,4.559823553819449,4.47977777777778,85.74300000000002,73.87847222222223,8.106111111111113,24.952777777777786,8.713453558529999,1.6290315277777778,2221,70,468,43,45,736,259,576,0.139,0.674,0.187,0.9794,8,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,3,0,0,13,26,38,5,4,32,0,35,10,5,8,4,90,83,41,1,13,20,2,8,4,3,12,2,4,0,3,30,27,0,3,13,0,0,7,13,16,3,3,12,13,47,21,66,54,14,73,2,2,1,3,52,30,4,9,40,288,77,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747979025820989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155633991873543,0.05185526934069926,0.05395493012862033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921009636946727,0.07325462149001283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053360619720849004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495817905553928,0.05414155741433342,0.03952795444283852,0.0,0.055176984897806335,0.07305634309104565,0.06804918162145031,0.0,0.07079223371209559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272742301405327,0.0,0.07174802443959606,0.0,0.0,0.06685073138117932,0.055849553178393865,0.0,0.0,0.06774758547716128,0.0,0.0,0.11348984906318872,0.06635734434757243,0.07599601966488831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743203442054249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926677668492288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672072602757265,0.13897248286092284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029362470900584,0.1798401247178227,0.2032681022107653,0.06220372880896244,0.1105560505904862,0.10877518898608288,0.051861216328253516,0.14298022593965165,0.0,0.0642051925944998,0.05734083298736504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308326081956268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496412295345203,0.06941623534425895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930413029984633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069087636822128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090515773153878,0.0,0.04580083384422416,0.126716902510575,0.06499015409244735,0.11451587732183507,0.05738439703484706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538270182014791,0.0,0.12271284688156588,0.04328349454242606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051757408977186364,0.20675491957810044,0.09533476736507893,0.0,0.05001125241974209,0.0,0.1379234516549291,0.0,0.1270655920757368,0.062219022078107374,0.0,0.06804227430393185,0.0,0.1318187635555047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400191561507336,0.07021911817723904,0.0,0.0,0.05661878391036927,0.2032427564314838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204640736364112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896897193060768,0.0,0.0,0.2907825417591758,0.06666984800838366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661278105215234,0.0,0.05156609994767235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590310253687403,0.0,0.07325462149001283,0.06656085137646288,0.0,0.07288673467902222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768954527538207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059699120423232624,0.0,0.0,0.1292372852938482,0.041549053120887816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196067831632161,0.0,0.0440244340610829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700524511485733,0.07649267274944735,0.0,0.15604047015919656,0.0,0.11660406594654425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416203728722646,0.0,0.0,0.09212582763872584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meditate03,2020/01/27,"i am anxious i am anxious of being judged in a job interview

i am anxious of conforming to a new environment, new people, and the unknown

i am anxious of my ability to concentrate. when i am anxious, i forget things and this makes me even more anxious

i am anxious of getting people to like me. when i feel not liked i feel anxious

i am anxious when i have nothing to say and anxious when i say too much

i am anxious of embarrassing myself. i will think about it the entire day and sometimes longer if it happens

i am anxious and i feel my life is ruined at this point",4.1060217391304334,5.046804765217392,5.71538043478261,79.68959239130437,70.91304347826087,7.836956521739133,34.375,8.07648339933343,2.715108695652173,448,23,85,6,8,153,56,115,0.28800000000000003,0.6709999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9688,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,13,1,0,1,0,13,20,10,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,21,2,12,18,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,9,70,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9497294782599196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518077187782495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627178555752801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626830811313316,0.05004851607363328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036601731045322654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195090299240704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952045870593253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948311467815791,0.06845232381486956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676338713393072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149973079514813,0.0,0.0,0.13532238291325124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722128717405622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971369810894448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622621999857227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114237896145992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928786154772715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654255444809817,0.04488950064408143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timetoheal09,2020/01/27,"What is it called when certain materials/physical touch feelings can give you anxiety? Think of the way nails on a chalkboard sound can illicit an internal uncomfortable cringe— what would that feeling be called if it happened with touch rather than sound? Like the way dry paper or an itchy sweater can feel?

 What is it called when certain materials/physical touch feelings can give you anxiety?

This sensation happens to me a lot and a former therapist told me it was connected to my general anxiety and caused some OCD tendencies (I hated the way everything felt without lotion on my hands and would have to bring it everywhere with me). If i experienced one of these touch anxieties it’s like a sensory overload that would be extremely uncomfortable and could lead to extreme anxiety if I couldn’t change it.",10.508630952380958,9.791907125000003,9.641190476190477,62.58000000000001,57.611111111111114,14.61746031746032,44.87698412698413,13.484332010920856,6.400515079365079,662,35,106,23,7,210,85,144,0.153,0.777,0.07,-0.8924,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,1,0,9,0,15,1,1,2,2,30,28,10,0,9,6,0,10,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,13,10,4,12,18,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,6,5,74,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094102006860002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079738286256606,0.0,0.0,0.13681214953177182,0.1408863725642992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633308480908288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969324954022838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26935845763548005,0.0,0.12787331473699734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25551604230267105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23554058555343296,0.0,0.0,0.13148729650735044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012966442009502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322454522565087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024595312277912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546317966048187,0.0,0.08533611905708664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725882840880695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31713533563980784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838039531473805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838209299043695,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,irldani,2020/01/27,corona virus is making me crazy i cant stop reading stuff about it and looking it up to see where its spread too and its making my anxiety so high i can barely eat bc my anxiety is taking over. it doesnt help i have health anxiety in general. my mom was not feeling good and im assuming the worse and ive avoided leaving my house and been washing my hands non stop. i live in Ohio and thankfully theres been no cases yet but still my brain wont let me relax its horrible.,0.3520666666666692,2.6393651400000024,2.646000000000001,90.93466666666669,87.6,6.133333333333334,21.333333333333336,7.492282038375204,0.9429333333333338,374,13,80,7,12,127,71,100,0.22699999999999998,0.726,0.046,-0.9285,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,12,5,2,2,0,16,19,8,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,6,1,3,2,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,4,13,3,6,14,0,10,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,1,4,53,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236218441072244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605828766799214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887688660885785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333189506524577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482142724597944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620558690649492,0.0,0.0,0.12372366382549915,0.1950245482219778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129867017224103,0.0,0.0,0.199383844323297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954492251190032,0.0,0.1887510181962765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629922387131902,0.0,0.15500519824225806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464242981773847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161841216007538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846352933775814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709061919938896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474100925299225,0.308643222130404,0.0,0.0,0.2113060548910067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387852052266151,0.0,0.0,0.16994138305633322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810823302680696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OhSheGlows,2020/01/27,"Coronavirus Megathread Hello, everyone. We understand that there is a lot of concern right now with the Coronavirus. We are seeing a very high number of posts related to the virus and many are being reported as spam. From this point forward, please direct all of your Coronavirus comments to this post. Others will be removed as we see them. 

A gentle reminder to keep the conversations helpful or supportive. Comments that incite more panic will be removed. 

We are including a link to the r/askscience [megathread](https://www.reddit.com/r/askscience/comments/etkdx1/coronavirus_megathread/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x) as well for more helpful information.",8.722400706090028,12.836253543689326,6.621041482789058,64.27071491615183,66.96116504854368,9.182347749338039,35.57722859664607,9.573946990214177,4.5617650485436885,557,27,68,14,11,162,71,103,0.059000000000000004,0.778,0.162,0.8218,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,8,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,2,13,9,4,9,0,0,2,0,13,4,0,2,2,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197879341726765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045830768960759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28701533046860195,0.2262098996533452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030317478431805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820213664706307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170652299978174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25120187946741873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501905993340916,0.2023950406197821,0.0,0.4100999444419662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182841438355422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412222154840765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295974822736535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228871234334896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665608967235666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250288439509425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheGreatMu,2020/01/27,"Can anxiety give you symptoms that aren't real? (Like numbness in left arm?) I don't know, i got tested by doctors and everything. They said im fine...
I still feel like my hearts weak or something.  

How can i tell if its anxiety?

25 male, never have had any heart issues",0.08722222222221987,2.464210222222224,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,94.92592592592592,4.922222222222223,19.712962962962962,6.6274283507984215,0.4060074074074072,208,7,43,3,8,68,46,54,0.129,0.79,0.081,-0.3666,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,1,1,8,11,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,7,3,2,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,23,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129133808568264,0.0,0.31788834257727105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266232214052866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867310895168171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505521083696916,0.14843157385912664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931278142869213,0.0,0.0,0.16617337051295866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49241903834893896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442822775886434,0.21685884104831232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418545402664265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22574369288513735,0.0,0.0,0.20301273554658786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602457282444298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364887732447261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763770680087708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599521910797631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592611067633595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595352117112235,0.0,0.0,0.1816009261670528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,internetexploreguy12,2020/01/27,"Chinese new year reunion dinner anxiety Fuck that. Interacting is so tiring mentally. So panicked about being judged. Hate eye contact. Not taking too much food in case I seem too greedy. Didnt interrupt people taking parts of the fish but by the time I could the fish was basically done. Didnt eat fish. Being forced to interact with distant relatives who critiqued you in the past on how insociable you are. FUCK ALL OF IT.

Just venting please ignore.",3.5778048780487812,6.691793121951221,4.156780487804877,79.86565853658539,81.1951219512195,7.182439024390242,26.49268292682927,8.238735603445708,2.4036009756097556,364,15,59,8,10,115,66,82,0.24,0.713,0.047,-0.9544,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,3,0,4,0,9,7,1,1,1,9,15,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,4,0,9,8,3,7,0,0,1,2,6,3,2,1,4,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856283419936102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592704386801475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254887847606637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546729186242265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664412777609844,0.0,0.0,0.4074096250890885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175444399291929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220552918474478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197845958085466,0.0,0.0,0.21280995834995764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386114721803256,0.2103436264854474,0.15275903701117224,0.0,0.0,0.2418719418489169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005932320596268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313430768034267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848456973305158,0.2532534307224347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189454517285194
anxiety,zjhakabc,2020/01/27,"My anxiety isn't nearly as bad as what some of you have to go through, but it's still too much for me some days i just wake up in an anxious mindset and it sticks with me. days like this where all i can do is wake up and cry. then sit in class and worry all day.
 i don't know how you guys can take it but i hope you know how strong you sre",0.6545991561181417,1.3034691645569616,2.2412025316455733,102.44551687763716,78.87341772151899,5.772995780590718,18.22995780590717,5.46131890053228,-0.8349257383966253,260,4,74,1,6,85,54,79,0.133,0.716,0.151,0.3869,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,2,2,2,16,12,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,12,12,5,13,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,6,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043081179922936,0.3017135230899426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299262081754126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29336428368333994,0.5167149237377174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517822577565437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26444167568316285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652611589077967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935498046281228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304771027201429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632746678378207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328275911736475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080369659488292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712229458079401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anarjuana,2020/01/27,"My boyfriend told me he is ''so done with me needing support 24/7'' and now I can't stop replaying in in my mind. I really hope I get some advice here because I am slowly losing my mind.  


 I got diagnosed with generalised anxiety disorder few months ago, after suffering from it for years. I am having a very complicated time in my life right now (uni+personal life). Few days ago after an argument  with my boyfriend, who I have been with over a year and a half, told me that I am not normal for needing support all the time and he is so done with me needing it 24/7. After that I felt my heart dropping in to my stomach and I had to get away from him. Today I feel absolutely horrible. I can't get my thoughts away from thinking that I don't deserve any support and I am nothing but a extra weight for everyone. Before him in my life, I had never shared my feelings with anyone, not even my parents. This coming from his mouth has turned me in to an emotional wreck. I feel completely lost, what can I do??",3.723416666666669,5.058565175000002,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666667,72.25,8.333333333333334,28.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.2489833333333342,785,31,157,15,15,260,108,200,0.11,0.833,0.057,-0.8849,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,7,0,19,8,3,0,2,32,41,8,0,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,12,1,1,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,11,5,36,5,28,30,5,28,0,3,0,0,10,10,0,2,16,119,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148494675065752,0.2022633015379178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758338588675141,0.0,0.08727659559751665,0.0,0.0,0.07977260558291631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437785077830146,0.0,0.0,0.0695466574663343,0.0,0.09708002659894974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827624588661883,0.11961853253280877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357697429650423,0.0,0.0,0.11579637166298275,0.0,0.0,0.13075411468515638,0.0,0.0,0.23350216639162946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833303817197966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535369218184086,0.0,0.0,0.10901545835058153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305814508252262,0.0,0.1095418541186036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881796917580092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124616486249693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351941909101363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331459132033912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24175004357812235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276346867144588,0.12453994095254994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039162639897515,0.0,0.0910635231247972,0.0,0.0,0.2537832207957068,0.08799128339737128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178148897924152,0.10946999604074864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668062439532493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961677061910942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308734906352311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743006855802278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538222611687927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883952971418452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731026385295897,0.0,0.09057270055226227,0.13305063226274322,0.0,0.1081415733836391,0.21803091670116306,0.0,0.0,0.12409439681839735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413410375011708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389277924811982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693716910214955
anxiety,lamekurt,2020/01/27,"Can anxiety cause low blood pressure? My anxiety has been crippling me for the past 7 months. Not sure if it’s due to a gut issue or if the anxiety has created a gut issue. Either way I am now suffering from more physical symptoms like a clenched jaw, headaches, neck pain and most commonly; dizziness and lightheaded ness. My doctor told me I have low BP and that’s causing the dizziness. She said it could’ve been from the elimination diet I was on. I went back to eating whatever I wanted and it hasn’t changed my blood pressure. Could long persistent anxiety cause this drop in blood pressure? I used to always be around 120-126/78-86. I am a 24M. My BP was 98/60 at the doctor last time I went and 104/70 last time I checked it myself",3.214302387267903,5.3498021862068965,4.059310344827587,85.8255702917772,75.41379310344827,7.771883289124668,27.705570291777192,8.617729084823388,2.144612732095491,587,24,115,12,13,188,91,145,0.198,0.768,0.033,-0.9562,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,3,9,0,13,13,7,4,1,19,19,8,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,0,0,8,1,17,2,10,9,3,21,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,4,12,69,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666385281947693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290333451813374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481438042177735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781089547781303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320951030428483,0.14832092003243882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238885235202233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28701658803296354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434672520134317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926803583069097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22857561432582546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849829120801675,0.0,0.0,0.1240792052523971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191227064584736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919064110583993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384390179672145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336941800899393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214388797622129,0.14572925329782122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351221495113216,0.0,0.0,0.13397425292662762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109424347064343,0.0,0.0,0.08269800270463376,0.11129016928263703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599474720910411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AcharyaPrashant_,2020/01/27,"What to do with fear and anxiety? There is a part of anxiety that is related to ‘facts’, and there is a component of anxiety that rests upon ‘imagination’. We have to deal with them differently.

What is purely imaginary, will lose its sting, the moment you see that it is merely ‘imaginary’.
The part of anxiety that is merely arising from projection, just projection, and the mind is very fertile, the mind can really imagine anything, that will lose its venom, its hold on you, the moment you see that – “I can go on imagining anything, and there is no end to the self-inflicted anxiety that I can cause to myself.”

There is another component of anxiety that is related to ‘facts’, where there is a ‘cause-effect’ thing. You know that the cause has taken place, so the effect is bound to surface. And the effect might be impinging on your self-interest, so you are anxious, right?
Now this is the part that probably all of us have to bear. If the arrow has left the bow, it will travel the distance. Since it will travel the distance, one may as well say, “There is no point worrying now.” It is a fact; one can’t do anything about it. It is done. And when one can’t do anything about something, minimize your losses. Why put more investment in something, which is already a lost case?

But this part of anxiety, we simply have to bear. And we need to have the courage, to go through it, to pass through it; nothing can be done much about it. The good news is – the bigger component is the imaginary component. And the imaginary component can be gotten rid of, almost totally.
With some of us, and your own experience would probably vindicate it, the imaginary component might be eighty-ninety percent, or the totality of your anxiety. That is really good news. It means that with some of us, our anxiety might be totally unfounded. And if it is unfounded, fine. We can just dispose it away.

Let’s say, I am scheduled to have an operation tomorrow; the surgeon would perform upon me. And the surgeon has told me as a fact that I have just X probability of survival. It is a fact. Now I am already not in a very good position, because I do not know whether I will see the day after tomorrow, right? And I will have to go under his knife in any case. This is the factual part of anxiety.

I may as well say, “This is bound to happen. And if it is bound to happen, and I know that it is not a very pleasant thing that is going to happen to me, then why make it all the more unpleasant? It is already not very pleasant.”

So relax.",4.35237060041408,5.805503403726706,5.571278467908903,79.0158410973085,70.8633540372671,9.75590062111801,30.393892339544514,10.06067010832803,3.1614550724637667,1956,82,374,53,36,652,179,483,0.10099999999999999,0.853,0.045,-0.9671,1,0,2,0,0,1,75.0,8,9,1,8,22,15,0,1,36,0,74,2,0,5,12,78,94,28,0,6,13,0,0,0,0,13,2,3,0,0,45,22,0,4,9,3,1,8,8,5,2,3,6,6,33,10,54,69,18,39,0,4,3,0,24,18,0,12,13,308,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291185715520581,0.0,0.20799245208892345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042724305260264016,0.06587926495578164,0.4806224773210977,0.07097627952024604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206804058700754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059027745650731815,0.0,0.0,0.03829856855899464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129080639035173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040518019084125216,0.06477156116751423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564052159227009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858703860142473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556458015280928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061456560677493215,0.0,0.07069749582539693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282342856115204,0.15808814641264052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667230983876535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358372127152653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826138513569092,0.06424454963144823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057399673034646,0.06858275639218557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193730504327445,0.0,0.0,0.0684366863143111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999475766925521,0.12687409892173085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046184847855803776,0.046585196350482735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028390581601974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277189782409056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34017592733670643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564052159227009,0.0,0.05939153171237956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321340172558305,0.0,0.0,0.06315817872445259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049677585898367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730730408383092,0.0,0.14988692245801527,0.0,0.0,0.15019421896282004,0.0,0.13108388435952975,0.0,0.0,0.05197088919757425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673411450878412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834785255307933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060033596979855476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226718325980514,0.0,0.0,0.20735440393859653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297748332434494,0.0,0.11338263567260155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380355582613463,0.0,0.08926055940937015,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Confident-Argument,2020/01/27,"Obsession with being thick actually appeared to be anorexia nervosa, but it wasn't. I guess you can say I was obsessed with gaining and losing. I have always been a tiny build: petite. And seeing more posts about ""men prefer thicker women, not bones"" has been taking a toll on me for 4 years. It has convinced me having a thin body was ugly. My thicker friends who are beautiful would send me posts about having no ass, or how men love soft tummies to sleep on, not hard ribs. I noticed my bf staring at thicker women and began my eating disorder where it actually made me thinner while I was trying to gain weight to be jiggly.

My anxiety and depression around it actually made me so sick, I couldn't eat, and the more I couldn't eat, the more depressed and anxious I was. I used to be 105lb but dropped to my lowest of 96lb. You could see the shape of my pelvis. I got so obsessed with trying to look bigger, that I made myself sick.

Is there an eating disorder specifically around this? You always hear of ""anorexia nervosa,"" but I did not have it, even if it seemed to look like it.",4.995030181086519,5.746291215962444,5.689111334674717,81.37278169014088,68.76525821596243,7.963648558014755,29.298792756539235,7.957251820313856,1.9016454728370231,851,30,163,10,14,277,121,213,0.226,0.6509999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.9787,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,3,10,10,0,3,7,0,25,14,6,5,0,32,41,15,0,6,8,0,5,1,2,1,2,2,0,4,10,11,5,0,2,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,13,12,27,4,22,20,3,18,0,3,5,2,14,10,1,5,4,116,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.3338776419788846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979099113804251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724495831973099,0.1288396369422488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305042561199402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667951302265895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105653498579236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645548658993756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614134340997229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667905490420201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532637688986127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811173797356875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121308863805362,0.0,0.12563464254888282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216290932081164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853824917833834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571716630920904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915400102441056,0.127588419854357,0.0,0.0,0.10293106259981437,0.3237395467778004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984224666217195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844928705181446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069404033015986,0.0,0.0,0.18175996049003454,0.1038232909015041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141284679327896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574847789714006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485963849505924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849921776956748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887743193341578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101508099114163,0.0,0.0,0.07344195260006835
anxiety,sumijuy,2020/01/27,"I see scary faces when I close my eyes in the dark, what to do? [I don't know if this is the right thread for this, but I don't know where else to say this]

I've been seeing these scary images/faces for about three years now. I'm scared of going to sleep, because the faces suddenly pop out. They make me feel anxious, and I often start panicking and sweating because of them, so I just hide under my blanket and watch YouTube. Sometimes they threaten to kill me. Sometimes they whisper, but I know it's all just in my head.",5.490311526479751,5.015414495327107,5.150046728971965,89.9023909657321,67.5981308411215,7.880996884735201,29.048286604361373,6.42735559955562,1.1419669781931463,409,12,91,2,6,125,70,107,0.25,0.75,0.0,-0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,4,0,8,2,1,1,3,0,5,6,6,1,1,17,15,8,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,7,16,0,13,14,1,13,0,0,4,0,5,7,0,2,5,58,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512702023723488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711691606671157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580256494815392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124617478833118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640586418676852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826609951433696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460737099505495,0.0,0.3667070573761628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846643408758325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899446420369506,0.0,0.17687654520433074,0.2226802570186856,0.0,0.3544783510682559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225796650356319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399562290081083,0.0,0.1574293389376521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432305673192122
anxiety,Royal_slime,2020/01/27,"Moringa Oleifera Tea for anxiety ? # Question : Experience with Moringa Oleifera Tea for anxiety ?

Anyone tried Moringa tea for anxiety ?  


I need something that doesn't mess with the stomach and doesn't cause harmful side effects.  


I can tell you that I am sensitive to anything with sedative effects , even things like ""Rescue Remedy"" which most people can shrug off , a single one of those pills and I'll be a hazard , most likely giving myself more anxiety as I evade sleep apnea ( has happened recently , nerves are shot).

  
Thus  I am currently avoiding : *Lavendar , Chamomile & Lemon Balm* , which when combined into a single tea is given the name ""Sweet Dreams tea"" or in my case , Sleep Apnea tea -\_-.  


Looking forward to hearing other's experiences here ?   


Thank you.",6.290013986013987,8.923890015384623,5.44832167832168,77.0503146853147,68.07692307692308,7.804195804195802,34.89510489510489,8.575989854853784,3.2935384615384624,602,30,91,10,11,181,93,130,0.078,0.777,0.145,0.9032,1,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,3,7,0,1,5,0,10,10,3,4,0,17,17,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,6,6,1,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,3,9,4,13,15,5,8,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,4,6,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009705478142755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368667564906786,0.0,0.0,0.12267681765914655,0.0,0.14437816251673988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023268592955227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158812738807522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343242211432774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830501808468692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514745044575182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774183589058636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142935782979124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473315278303714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300919351741855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188876176659564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163305320885863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654110680569897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732330230669912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511479722288445,0.0,0.0,0.13506788786646998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334865603527129,0.1615282835106242,0.0,0.0,0.11655937703991252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911718658497986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JJHawkes,2020/01/27,"My struggles with Fomo & GF My anxiety has been at it’s worst this past month. When my gf does activities that are really fun like parties, exploring for the day or whatever it may be (sometimes it’s just when she hangs out with some of her friends) I get really bad Fomo which sends me into a spiral of toxic emotions and crying. I’ve mostly kept these feelings to myself as I don’t want to be controlling. She tried weed for the first time and oh boy did that make me go nuts, the combination of my over protective parents, me being overseas and society always telling us that weed corrupts the youth, god I was a mess for a week. I genuinely love her and I get worried sick about her in the more extreme cases. 
Some advice would be appreciated, thanks guys",3.4252658750645324,5.492318248322153,4.639731543624162,82.21227671657202,74.5704697986577,7.806091894682499,26.226639132679402,8.617729084823388,1.990966546205472,605,22,115,12,13,199,107,149,0.151,0.7120000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.3309,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,8,0,12,2,0,2,0,21,21,8,0,2,2,1,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,2,9,8,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,4,1,19,5,17,11,5,18,0,0,0,1,15,5,0,5,10,79,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867977248075472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905905850796345,0.2071199896667932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623561262514884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960923548505632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440034126166904,0.0,0.0,0.20997846864014166,0.1232813200112984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672839581032673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502741174359055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665540416899074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625991927425046,0.0,0.0,0.1476884651008811,0.0,0.1997446936129292,0.0,0.10863969413830946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927681791188974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339031281446328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252787195196878,0.0,0.1275996813347909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258076922901928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225872284956349,0.0,0.1824822727204209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449218646139886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906049359808108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984020974910974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708082137285754,0.1759929234573494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146596969038552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297839699988288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299399553533483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275014610602707,0.0,0.1533356958823195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941305809479275,0.0,0.13579340547333732,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kate7634,2020/01/27,"Drained I’m so drained at trying to be me, feel like I’ve lost myself. Trying to do the things that I usual do but everything is so much effort, I just want to hide away in bed. Failing fucking miserably. I look back and miss the person that I was before my anxiety. I liked that person. Just feel empty!

And here I am trying to find comfort talking to strangers who don’t give a fuck. Wonderful",0.1545833333333313,2.545526625000001,2.055000000000004,92.20333333333336,95.25,4.666666666666667,20.416666666666668,6.42735559955562,0.4562916666666671,310,11,62,4,12,102,56,80,0.282,0.562,0.155,-0.8854,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,9,2,1,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,10,18,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,9,3,8,15,1,5,0,4,1,2,5,3,2,1,4,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388599480710288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889953922112325,0.1546787641378838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117139327905306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078863313287252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034239506645292,0.14370794612289653,0.0,0.0,0.1838555746518602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719362915829572,0.0,0.1929699302544852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965521384950068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689227984599245,0.0,0.21958868326030725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787492455449242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35128835494194777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168389029586525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364102338636466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097210311789051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215480899793777,0.0,0.11864872096954784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814822761988453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sakanasenshi,2020/01/27,"5 quick tips for reducing stress at work https://youtu.be/u7CXii3lH8U

I found the this short YouTube video and thought it had some good advice. 

I hope everyone has a peaceful day.",6.806000000000001,10.247732933333337,4.043333333333333,83.885,69.66666666666666,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.601000000000001,148,6,25,3,3,40,29,30,0.083,0.6509999999999999,0.266,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533378128115302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331931613095887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455110733684211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964605634211522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032813174717477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591366460111341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141957270701523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870590231804661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632390325152541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,revvanslegacy,2020/01/27,"Support in school? Long story short I’m struggling immensely with getting up and to school, and I’m supposed to graduate soon. My grades are struggling because of my attendance, and if I’m honest, my counselors have been no help. Neither them or my teachers are understanding of my situation. I’m not sure what else to do, I’m close to having my parents request that I work from home if possible, but I don’t even know if they can do that. I hate my school so much, they really couldn’t care less about their student’s mental health. So many people have dropped out but I don’t want to be that person.",3.478739495798319,5.3805054873949585,4.222428571428573,85.98507142857143,73.95798319327731,7.1129411764705885,27.866386554621855,7.908726449838941,1.7407304201680676,479,19,94,7,10,153,77,119,0.099,0.8,0.1,0.0223,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,1,5,7,1,2,0,0,13,1,0,0,1,18,25,11,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,15,4,13,22,3,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,2,63,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580300813794707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769600732964354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499045719578338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463739017218788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068003043892682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135852454742986,0.0,0.18449042397823567,0.0,0.0,0.1163362957966384,0.0,0.1740988512786447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538623954720683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535986850837181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596666187107338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491169708273205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275895161985064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272229064792812,0.0,0.0,0.12032742920040035,0.15154939685766575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956673402231523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118954770029298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269681258319845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950932167143836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628935712923052,0.0,0.0,0.19695837912426511,0.16358202322226442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068625309097835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023725486365179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635666475119955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,messeduptr,2020/01/27,"Gave my HIV test and I am shit scared! I am 27 yr old male from US. I had unprotected sex with a girl 4 months ago as she clearly told me that she got tested and she is safe. This is the first time I ever had unprotected sex. I got into a relationship after that and wanted to test myself before I do anything with my partner. So I went to the health center and asked for all STD tests including HIV. The doctor asked me for various symptoms and I have none but I insisted the doctor to order my tests. I gave my blood and waiting for my results. The wait has been killing me. I have been very stressed out, playing out worst case scenario's over and over again. I am not able to sleep and I lost my appetite. I read on the internet that even if I don't have any symptoms I can have hiv. I feel like my world is gonna collapse. What should I do?",1.2587637088733814,3.1826894858757058,2.870588235294118,93.02638085742771,80.6949152542373,5.7466267863077425,21.71119973413095,6.794906146795322,0.362400731139914,657,20,148,7,17,216,105,177,0.17,0.777,0.054000000000000006,-0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,4,9,2,2,8,0,20,14,3,1,3,26,34,12,1,3,3,0,1,1,1,2,9,0,0,3,5,13,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,6,0,1,11,1,33,3,18,21,4,18,0,1,0,6,13,8,1,1,9,104,38,8,0.1630968560564919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457552219289646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091145494791917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421481578173336,0.0,0.30494708791124703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878341185301235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33387308635870583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772393522222908,0.1475304437743243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824666709343689,0.11651642655505055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873010244358447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608869099394493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336433123522615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804425064169091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968088552878827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803948477239673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018235446952142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114271458703145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631409923820298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510498611020428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328840538913253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741657897718962,0.0,0.0,0.16321464265539187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682689756595566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390401642270599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510308835671327,0.0,0.0,0.15584603532419455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618543624973653,0.0,0.0,0.1345719871311616,0.09619875139594936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119241956184734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DyslexicSantaist,2020/01/27,"Had a bad day I had a massive headache and pain behind my right eye. It felt like a needle pushing my eye out. After that, I began to get very anxious. My chest feels so tight. It felt so bad i made a quick doctor appointment because i was so worried. He said my heart rate, pulse etc is perfectly normal. Im so relieved. But even now i know, chest is still tight. Shakey and nauseous too.  Tried meditating but didnt seem to work. Has anyone else felt this way? Like you know its not heart or pulse but still feel shakey and anxious?",0.9091229331416244,3.354557439252339,1.846168224299067,96.48637670740473,86.75700934579439,4.413803019410496,19.445722501797267,5.8734145424116955,-0.22161912293314145,414,12,89,3,13,129,72,107,0.124,0.787,0.08900000000000001,-0.41100000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,11,7,0,0,4,0,7,8,6,1,1,22,19,11,0,1,5,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,8,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,10,10,10,4,5,9,1,11,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,9,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424975655537265,0.0,0.10599230102577273,0.15531754387696345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531355869776027,0.09240528373924184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776028689566492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551544677591078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663046705808648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905821316351555,0.1001209772048806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329264872749582,0.0,0.4366383581864642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919731290878879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592597552799929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373865326758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661515934758495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811430917808302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343412901544209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852187843710304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129795614989462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945342677606067,0.14419278835654525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799799978278665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211319739388346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029167933988789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507414279082366,0.0,0.12032173541053623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035625228590414,0.15394271643872884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Creative-Rooster,2020/01/27,"Still shaking from last night could do with some advice Hi all, not sure where to start but im feeling like this is getting out of hand. Im posting this on a throw-away account cause people in question know my username. Sorry if it doesn't make sense what I'm writing here, I'm still trying to get over it

Something happened yesterday afternoon that caught me off guard and is making me feel really unsafe. We had some sort of fight right in front of our doorstep between other people. There was quite a lot of blood and I saw them kicking this person's head in a few times, there were weapons involved (We don't live America so you can't just own a firearm) 

They started to ask my friends and I questions about the person getting beat up as well, and saying that they'd have to come back to our house until they find them and take our stuff on top of that if they can't find the person. I can't say too much but one of my friends knows the person getting beat up and they assumed we were involved (which we really weren't and we don't want to be) I do have to admit we tried helping them to not get killed cause it looked really bad, well before we knew what was going on. The person in question escaped the rest of the beating, but we heard a loud, helpless cry around half 1 in the morning. 

The police got involved around 1AM, and it was just a really bad experience which kind of triggered a panic attack and I feel extremely uneasy at the moment. I've been in situations like this when I was a small child and teen and I'm still trying to deal with them now. My entire body and mind are screaming ""get out get out leave""..

Am I just panicking and overreacting? I wasn't thinking about it too much until the police showed up and showed genuine concern about my wellbeing, but my boyfriend told me I'm being too overdramatic and nothing will happen. But, they literally said they'd come back if they can't find him until they do.

Everyone in the house agrees we got extremely lucky and dodged a literal bullet here, which weirdly enough doesn't give me any reassurance. 

TL;DR - Someone got their head kicked in right in front of our doorstep and the people in question involuntary involved me, my boyfriend and friends,telling us they'll come back and have to take our things away if they can't find the person. Police has been looking for them since yesterday late afternoon. History of anxiety/PTSD are making it really hard to cope with right now and I was wondering if I'm being over the top or whether my fear/feelings is/are rational.",5.7793089404615685,6.281143595190383,5.703773999612127,82.83945956428988,66.9559118236473,8.603038334733982,30.32523110737604,8.460557738077197,2.107222328528024,2030,71,397,27,31,635,235,499,0.114,0.7909999999999999,0.095,-0.9069,2,0,1,1,1,0,43.0,15,1,17,6,28,21,4,2,23,0,41,5,5,6,2,93,88,38,1,7,17,0,5,2,2,2,0,6,0,7,21,40,0,1,18,2,1,8,13,11,2,2,21,14,56,10,60,59,10,65,0,1,3,0,65,33,0,17,25,267,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513746154244293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532975044454577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186795691556156,0.06231626571078142,0.07583313928936493,0.12525483859138875,0.15376774594022086,0.11131335190445016,0.0,0.0,0.0567210792437422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404205128385755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369523300389116,0.0,0.17225998774415374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322101792373067,0.0,0.07322072278920858,0.0,0.0687215084187166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887557025200704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369461019454549,0.0,0.06520435011688326,0.0,0.07500882280700556,0.13481722389099546,0.0476205144086407,0.0,0.0,0.2436969500442361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299966689297048,0.0,0.2437825090842723,0.0639444623073212,0.03788329813014393,0.0,0.15993756272546936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789096261067453,0.0,0.0597125074982456,0.0,0.1368207520519748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044679476600459005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382884828300925,0.0,0.0,0.14400423543093166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374724088965974,0.06941408712880429,0.07326702691832401,0.05433519626504515,0.07519316829822179,0.07058123571735503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513149895863224,0.0,0.05886026723160717,0.0,0.1119519243720802,0.0,0.0,0.056670278697170735,0.0,0.0,0.1334842703946644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730561453210547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800265281645276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255405147186915,0.0,0.06396018354929686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516921047964667,0.0,0.0,0.07820884325120507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386368678976288,0.34921935674582866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383997273465786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791967725536791,0.0,0.2986890239874476,0.07089902664092396,0.0,0.0,0.2135142244590192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707767962064804,0.063407057000785,0.10601829175116594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514021640272829,0.07492642559580663,0.0,0.0,0.05647913779250521,0.051316612914423805,0.0,0.0746182141966841,0.09436180227516412,0.0,0.15969958154047412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763075036991611,0.0,0.0,0.0628244102905853,0.0,0.10023709511477416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044284637359672765,0.04271177808894788,0.0,0.0,0.03886883698117315,0.0,0.0,0.06369461019454549,0.0,0.135769293175289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018141020898893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039316636824419327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986715977587653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228779686064278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThoughtlessKid,2020/01/27,"I end up having bad anxiety every time my neighbour goes over the top blasting her music. This ends now. So I have just been rudely awakened by my neighbours music, if you could call it that, it just sounds like pounding on my walls, well being half asleep I obviously was pissed off enough and didn't realise what I was doing, I just remember being at her door... Shit, now I have to do something, so I knocked, couple of seconds went by and all I heard was ""who's there?"" from the upper window, in a stern tone I replied ""it's your neighbour""

""Oh do you want me to turn it down?""

Now in my head I was just like, No I want you to turn it off and never put it back on for the sake of my sanity!

But all that came out of my mouth was, ""yes please."" then I just walked away.

Like I know it's what anyone would do, but it's the first time I've done it, I usually don't do anything, my Husband usually deals with it, he's a lot bigger and taller than me, looks like he means business type, but, me today a 110lb 26 year old done it!! And I couldn't feel prouder, almost sad I didn't have a witness. 

I don't know if it will help when it happens in the future, but sleepy, grumpy morning me, did not abide today. This aggression will not stand man!!",2.297730769230771,3.429937157692308,3.5038461538461547,93.09615384615387,75.5,6.276923076923077,22.23076923076923,6.508806274219699,0.2624461538461542,951,24,219,7,20,309,146,260,0.094,0.8290000000000001,0.076,-0.8191,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,0,2,14,11,4,0,9,1,29,5,5,0,4,37,42,15,0,7,13,1,1,4,3,3,0,2,2,1,20,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,9,6,1,3,14,4,34,5,25,21,4,42,0,1,1,0,18,18,2,4,23,154,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433046577847332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262332755949237,0.0,0.0,0.09379983461732032,0.0,0.11039288453056058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603704493342768,0.10315200872254317,0.11200849478908807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698074032273033,0.15343028433831318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710675775709576,0.14843289711947422,0.0,0.0,0.1383013373673883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274561228510397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763172081994904,0.13861138524135985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302599861759365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782957327812791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410674813183933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862718214247217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767518658864547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899169926403343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744914715779006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621529596189187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265105509015948,0.0,0.0,0.11404836001339475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612717482265536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346368618811584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076641106729573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472549013174221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485641577620705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196423640156892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770163125348278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327416202780064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644627890464569,0.0,0.25431441343855193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29183035488048703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954915063795545,0.0,0.15824866417292324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061572049922516,0.12435711525119618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529533114502567,0.0,0.0,0.08638731341546207
anxiety,rxdx1984,2020/01/27,"Social anxiety go away for anyone with exposure? I've been really anxious since getting off benzos l, whenever I'm in public. 

The symptoms are feeling of muscles clinched when I see a person, feeling judged.  

It's been six months or so since I was taking the pills and they almost ruined my life so I won't ever take them again but this is nuts. 

Anyone have similar experience? I need to look for a job soon as well since my savings are running thinner. I Can't be having this go on during this point because it's going to be hard enough to run out and grab a job.",2.219976076555021,4.399488254385968,3.978133971291868,85.00011961722487,78.73684210526315,6.250717703349283,24.39872408293461,7.348242739294969,1.2584140350877195,447,16,85,6,11,150,85,114,0.092,0.86,0.048,-0.5661,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,12,3,0,0,1,12,24,8,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,3,6,9,2,13,18,1,16,0,1,2,0,5,6,0,2,5,57,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097605227826504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061915118136275,0.1928927967876113,0.0,0.2387771877999937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042017169115694,0.0,0.0,0.10408432299130664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642481407361665,0.0,0.0,0.15444826545695162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702098151887046,0.0,0.0,0.1726671995009502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920700595545382,0.0,0.2911142719247949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295362339218432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338875337132369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206019600636603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338246035757715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628671023098266,0.0,0.0,0.12660495694736135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908759825717616,0.0,0.0,0.16140883595107447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938336253167276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360613393324133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237250911129921,0.0,0.0,0.17405261669905794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177469015700957,0.2567573786205877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351990044957395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheGeorgeForman,2020/01/27,"Really Bad Fear of Missing Out I get really bad anxiety issues whenever I see people going out on social media, especially when its people I know and I think that I'm friends with them. It just exacerbates my thinking towards why people don't like me or don't want to invite me out to things, like am I annoying, or what is it that people don't like me enough to not invite me.

I always find it to be that I have to reach out to others to initiate conversation or planning things, like without that, people will very rarely message me. I just don't know why I'm always left out, even though I always have fun and I think I get along well with everyone when I'm going out or hanging out with people.

I hate feeling this way and people are never direct with me. I told one of my friends how I felt about this and he just gave a non apology and never really changed anything. 

I hate looking like I'm so desperate for friends and imposing myself by asking people if I can join them, when they clearly didn't invite me, and the few times I've asked to join people, they just ghost me or avoid the question. It always seems to be occurring, no matter which people I make friends with.",5.031772151898736,5.4986543713080165,6.056388185654013,79.7828101265823,68.57805907172997,8.851645569620256,28.036286919831227,8.841846274778883,2.0811481856540093,934,29,181,15,15,311,119,237,0.204,0.68,0.11599999999999999,-0.9603,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,13,19,3,2,3,0,14,0,0,2,3,50,41,19,1,2,12,0,2,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,16,20,0,1,10,0,0,3,10,8,1,1,4,4,32,11,30,34,2,20,0,1,2,0,18,10,0,8,11,127,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298226446849184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854580865293561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373537498373096,0.0,0.16753282971307276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962899827751688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478775967377336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258352575212088,0.0,0.059181728276940765,0.0,0.0,0.08561920520790403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082793147961347,0.04530580971697181,0.0,0.08603262902838567,0.0,0.08189523065863974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27690724816807805,0.0,0.09362740923394247,0.0,0.10184654138396038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692820156619113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352192346960143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848658455610126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735357925778848,0.0,0.0,0.2188767290436714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752436882567948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981048791015201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821422876522144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060717098186544215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6211921964120732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037551356393984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722053229583505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714017389225882,0.08157091904121062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133865326709203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905608471657254,0.17224134735211485,0.08803418292233252,0.0,0.052248046098704606,0.0,0.0,0.08561920520790403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393159894924582,0.05284998504697445,0.07112244056812098,0.0,0.0,0.08056357452532352,0.0,0.16170497253267968,0.0,0.0,0.08637379071111825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lavender_sergeant,2020/01/27,Eating breakfast alone I've dropped my daughter off at school and had to go to the shop. Made conversation with the shop worker and now I'm in wetherspoons eating breakfast alone. Feeling anxious and awkward but I'm doing it!,2.7042857142857137,5.731788952380956,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,88.04761904761904,3.752380952380953,28.42857142857143,5.46131890053228,1.1996857142857142,184,9,30,1,6,56,31,42,0.147,0.8220000000000001,0.03,-0.4295,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,17,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917468535002638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227317432492544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846342445536943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444460011595608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623558405284814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703128498081579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891186268486701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bkayoro,2020/01/27,"Any stories of people who actually SUCCEEDED coping with performance anxiety? The title basically. I'm struggling with it and I find a lot of tips online, however I did not find any stories of people who actually managed to solve that problem.

I'm going to see a sexologist soon, but I'm really worried that they just want to take my money if there's no actual proof of things practically working.",5.23153153153153,7.385524945945949,7.557837837837838,62.8436936936937,69.81081081081078,10.87927927927928,33.954954954954964,10.864195022040775,4.70253873873874,322,16,49,11,6,115,54,74,0.15,0.7809999999999999,0.069,-0.7204,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,8,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,9,7,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.6066899973257465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818517683589855,0.0,0.15853305784707186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788153234909542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777557194269166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618250825949566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873392271336994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829446896516345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275908458219388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513826635717158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166454460962008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581379908449455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767672696797306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223168566135308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150868453826656,0.2104556753777413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousthrowawaaay,2020/01/27,"Learning to ignore people Not sure this is the right subreddit but here it goes: I find myself getting very anxious I guess when I'm busy doing something and someone interrupts me. What happens is I now feel anxious about the person expecting me to respond to their question or statement. It inhibits my ability to continue thinking about what I'm doing and I end up being upset at the person for even talking to me.

This even happens in situations where it is acceptable for me to take some time to respond.

The person asking me is more often than not being nice about it and really not doing anything wrong. But my brain seems to process their question being in the air as a physical threat of some sort. I don't know how to describe it any better.

I admire people who are able to be so focused on something, they are able to completely zone out and genuinely ignore a person asking a question because they don't even register it. That's what I'd like to be able to do ideally. But I'd settle for finding a way to reduce the self-imposed stress I experience in this situation.",5.113237179487182,6.546031413461543,6.156461538461539,75.6218717948718,69.0,8.431282051282054,32.61666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.9755258974358982,866,39,146,15,15,288,117,208,0.14,0.736,0.124,-0.16,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,2,13,13,1,2,10,0,17,1,1,1,1,35,30,12,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,14,5,0,2,12,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,19,7,30,25,3,16,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,10,6,114,33,1,0.3355300827813032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605732070269587,0.0,0.0,0.2527023258012449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203755637105236,0.0,0.20911688944581866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817867472861606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891636388570084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485417961488933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172656360230767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906002091313036,0.0,0.0,0.22161445521747425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940426804505764,0.0,0.0,0.056551363801730176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444561134809328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843353991992231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320807139320628,0.0,0.1978054293989275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614661862089572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464101672260633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550762081487989,0.390629235048032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758704823818741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164972092283374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551361913000248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018179952451649,0.11667701757763173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25143324747037665,0.0,0.0,0.09476451676810824,0.17220496682783126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281161920627225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541104406198487,0.0,0.08409228833917312,0.08989545696198928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166470964510603,0.0,0.0,0.06521676317707588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228248594917424,0.0,0.08877605402399534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228315770884506,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spwf,2020/01/27,"I can’t sleep tonight. It’s past midnight and I’m just sitting home alone, feeling too anxious to even attempt to sleep

Political drama going on

Kobe’s death reminding me of the frailty of life

This coronavirus stuff 

Climate change BS

And on top of all that, my vacation is over and I have to go back to work tomorrow and be a functioning manager.",4.764117647058826,6.234811882352942,5.505176470588236,79.81629411764708,69.88235294117646,9.55764705882353,35.65882352941176,9.888512548439397,3.7031847058823537,280,15,53,7,5,91,55,68,0.11800000000000001,0.833,0.049,-0.6808,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,0,1,7,8,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,10,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738278999363209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986850034740129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329929007859124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27968915027334856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746268437027491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336833306937196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005174161304803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652043355610161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674620027543035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25238979878635664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291610974698552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30266284847031394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247878474174854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,punkvindeisel,2020/01/27,"Always feel like I’m not doing enough. I’m 20/m and I constantly feel like I’m not doing enough good or I’m not applying myself in the best way possible. I have a job/going to school, but even within those two, I feel like I can do better or that I’m doing shit correctly. At home I love my family, but I feel like I’m not doing well at supporting them. Idk does anyone else have this specific feeling?",0.5995219638242908,2.6395162906976783,3.366899224806204,87.94308785529718,83.76744186046511,7.078036175710594,17.695090439276484,8.167268648758528,0.7678051679586564,315,7,68,7,9,111,53,86,0.10800000000000001,0.602,0.289,0.9547,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,2,11,1,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,1,15,21,5,0,0,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,9,10,5,21,3,6,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,5,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290408041130399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084370719606462,0.15890002876757833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274918890142914,0.13715759300790398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758875168953774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571346813785484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955126868553474,0.0,0.0,0.3204827133715811,0.0,0.10243032281463488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619768524991147,0.0,0.3920710707341759,0.4431629854821252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813678153074372,0.13007558179439105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556007958086907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389514239982982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030612949678266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399677298321177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748318658793135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695145409049613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591896377882852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759854295744448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149276373074286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309702265987793,0.0,0.0,0.13943751198197274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,footsiesuagage,2020/01/27,"Does anxiety make me less. Does it make me weird. Not normal I just feel that when I’m not anxious, I feel totally NORMAL. I feel that’s how it SHOULD be. But after that goes away I go back to this state. This state where I’m not normal, I’m not ok, I’m like....less.",-1.6167372881355924,0.3183767118644063,0.8862500000000004,101.84429025423731,95.4406779661017,4.3059322033898315,12.459745762711865,5.985473137389443,-1.2085101694915257,202,3,52,2,8,68,33,59,0.102,0.865,0.033,-0.3711,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,17,12,3,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,3,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242853526784216,0.25463511371027064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176845035315714,0.17331682958392447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944938903971593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419033736187364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809864160950316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011787455687216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009092759039416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6625253293666791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sharafhussain,2020/01/27,"I'm at war with my mind all the things that i hate comes to mind like seeing myself into these things in future... now it's about 2 months of illusions. I know these things are not true. looks like I don't know my self anymore. before, I was whenever I feel not good I just put the music on and then i feel confident and good and i was feeling the music. but now not anymore. looks like i don't wanna live anymore.",-0.04304075235110005,2.220482689655171,1.7359247648902816,96.7038244514107,89.91954022988506,4.54294670846395,15.955067920585165,6.1124844417494595,-0.5480022988505748,322,7,72,3,11,105,54,87,0.11900000000000001,0.759,0.122,0.0588,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,21,16,5,1,1,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,6,12,6,9,14,1,11,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,8,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044462690551412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427517622029498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605293375264042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571898180589131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28442220227200066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673962355474442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636128509392752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485017549481485,0.0,0.14971639363069195,0.0,0.2847598076823437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423957910076645,0.0,0.13533376850365592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044530559624313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510997343983233,0.0,0.1768783804381013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379258969031449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stewart43,2020/01/27,"Why am I like this My anxiety isn’t about meeting people or getting sick or what I have read from others. My anxiety comes out in the form of I have no idea what I am doing. I freak out about my organization, my debt, who I am as a person and then it manifest into the smallest of things like my school work or doing laundry or grocery shopping. I have been up all night and have to work in the morning and honestly I just keep thinking it would be easier to sometimes not wake up. Now I was looking at moving but couldn’t find a cheaper place for me and my dog so I feel like shit that I failed at moving, I’m doing shitty at work, school is already kicking my ass and I literally have no food in my fridge. I have no idea what I’m doing",2.5211538461538474,3.708853166666668,4.381282051282053,86.80538461538465,75.02564102564101,6.9948717948717976,25.179487179487186,7.492282038375204,1.1263564102564103,578,19,125,7,12,197,90,156,0.212,0.7240000000000001,0.064,-0.9764,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,7,1,0,5,0,20,5,3,0,1,25,28,13,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,9,1,1,5,2,2,3,6,3,0,0,2,2,22,4,20,23,2,18,0,1,1,1,3,12,2,4,6,97,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785881425159189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24760554899216525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940589483956495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182827008653977,0.11561443567005457,0.0,0.0,0.14791359198739326,0.0,0.19569064309916728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455172723055912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653823872636859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438457360641736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371921510075291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359000287920676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34400843759769995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187050055224588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219550680410063,0.14130744335926534,0.16908236871876178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187806583640438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275698447157265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612055374967985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005823229283633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751549874611548,0.10369686639341087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603025803315256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534518305770345,0.0,0.0,0.11496242299722495,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shessobloodytall,2020/01/27,"Have anxiety, now what? I like many of you have anxiety. I spent the last 1.5 years not working due to anxiety being so bad. I could barely leave the house. 
Now I've gotten to a place I feel better, I've even been on 2 overseas holidays. I feel ready to get back 'into' life. But this very thoughts makes me so anxious.
How do you move forward? Does anyone have any experience in restarting their life? 
How did you feel getting a job? How did you transition back into being more 'normal'? 
Sorry if this isn't really what this sub is for, I just need to vent and get tips or suggestions from people who may have experience with this.
Thanks!",2.180012307692305,4.594484072000004,3.4528,87.43378461538461,80.28,6.726153846153848,21.615384615384613,7.882392219407189,1.0924523076923074,499,15,99,9,13,162,86,125,0.1,0.775,0.124,0.6288,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,1,2,11,4,0,0,4,0,14,2,0,4,0,21,26,9,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,6,3,12,3,12,16,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,9,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095240479723731,0.0,0.3696236997328631,0.18194817670460472,0.0,0.11261455762575202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476852518533528,0.13447557922101433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244152283274172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859063337108154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094176375167808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637640137885128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150886250276376,0.0,0.0,0.2443052512775781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524363639261738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858377554879128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982387820651064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128266941600067,0.0,0.1705357424394801,0.0,0.0,0.2275181562611246,0.07868414613471722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750656754771187,0.1632861688876379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117773539639994,0.0,0.11942146861866056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780132590831392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165640535152814,0.0,0.16826992485913522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317701700582564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802897388832588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827932887970344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278609935219047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328886072336881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725116269898787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371520509017053
anxiety,oneflower_petal,2020/01/27,"Very first time posting on reddit, I just want to know if anyone can help or tell me that they been through anything similar.. or a good book to read or Tv shows to watch lol So I recently went through a break up about 3 months ago, it wasn't meant to be and I can 100% understand that, I was with him for 4 1/2 years and we broke up, and then got back together ( I know.. stupid) and then broke up again. He didn't know what he wanted and only got me back to be a security blanket for his drug usage. Since then I've been struggling with spare time and finding myself becoming very lonely. Before this I loved being on my own, I craved it but now, not so much, I find i nearly go insane just thinking about all the hours in the day and little to do in them, yaya for the weekend.. more like time for my mind to kill me! The few friends I have either have boyfriends or have study that occupies their time. I feel bad for third wheeling too. I also lost a big chunk of girlfriends after we broke up.. the group chose him over me.. which is fine because they did drugs and i never did so i never really fit in with them, but I have felt very rejected by it. So I've tried to start reading again but I'm finding it very hard to stick to one book, I've started 4 and have moved on because I've found them boring. I've tried to exercise quite abit and it works sometimes but I always find my mind still wondering around the topic of not having many friends anymore, boy attention or what the hell am i going to do when i get home!  
Which brings me to the next part that im struggling with... boy attention. I'm finding it soo hard to not think about it, I feel worthless if i have no boys talking to me and I know thats stupid and i've been trying to avoid it but it's becoming very hard too! then i go through a faze when i feel grossed out when they do message me and then i become bored and end up sending something stupid nd its an endless cycle ...  
Also I have a weird anxiety they ive only just started to tackle. I find it very hard to start new shows on tv... it genuinly stresses me out haha I get an irrational fear that I wont like the show and i'll waste my time watching it.. this has been something I've slightly overcome.. but feel free to tell me good shows to watch. 

Then there's work... I wanted work to be an escape but that is a whole other story and I feel like i'm on the verge of a mental break down most days in the week. 

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SOOO all in all.. Im in a big rut in life at the moment.. I feel like im drowning in my own mind and i just want to know if anyone has gone through this or something similar. I don't know where to go with my job, I want to make new friends but wouldnt know where to start.. I've been told to even try going to the movies on my own to get out of this anxious rut.. but so far that has been a fail! and I don't want to rely on boys soo much, single life should be about loving yourself, not always wanting a boys approval to feel worthy.. i guess that stems from my ex telling me it makes him feel sick thinking about a future with me..",2.2463644042232254,3.479400473846156,3.3227420814479665,93.94057164404222,75.80000000000003,6.2057315233785815,22.745098039215684,6.522977012572876,0.3168726998491702,2388,65,551,18,51,768,272,650,0.163,0.7390000000000001,0.098,-0.9937,1,4,5,0,0,1,77.0,2,0,8,8,33,38,5,5,28,2,41,8,0,2,5,110,99,52,2,12,27,1,13,4,4,3,6,0,1,5,32,30,0,2,31,12,1,10,13,23,0,3,20,16,71,16,85,71,15,93,1,8,3,2,37,36,1,12,48,350,103,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050241261770357315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065009282097516,0.0943205866345753,0.06141014259851488,0.06886947273246155,0.0,0.0,0.0433581994607996,0.06402954147249174,0.05620893728104085,0.07926057428551206,0.0,0.04664082543761108,0.050455069403672524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716313289259495,0.047323418309095776,0.06910026280500407,0.1877878280641436,0.04822845263520754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310471049951743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145601558878678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050199519907164473,0.0,0.0,0.03743501213996615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377804347524739,0.22926313051613476,0.08098095996206657,0.05441937242927209,0.0,0.3108137301667172,0.04820992714795171,0.0,0.06214404948801375,0.13136689099770152,0.0,0.08883510088379411,0.0,0.16105589614082175,0.09507694303371793,0.09066048896741608,0.0,0.06243675274458563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030879438829672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037989792326259965,0.0,0.0568522416759572,0.0,0.055816007058609785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836645619322252,0.0,0.05624376030177198,0.0,0.0627053533121303,0.0,0.21803963968914566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006611270261686,0.1107592258281305,0.05680583261676282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187028221814043,0.0,0.10230747148871036,0.0,0.075665459803283,0.0574621780335252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057117677695551025,0.0,0.17168461985338412,0.0,0.04523950977025094,0.060239306082882124,0.08332909673971757,0.0,0.08742649940079752,0.10947913477141684,0.060277257517278214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384062002562777,0.08621171887884878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137630429370657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428146188889856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060283591106235185,0.11338585092994598,0.0,0.03630911399627839,0.0,0.05596228022337095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688428623944894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089952809469588,0.056055583482221435,0.0,0.200583441477035,0.0,0.04526279475448542,0.0,0.06492398522227923,0.11850344138538275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555529808826106,0.1486161294594135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108950128981665,0.0,0.0,0.16524578589880473,0.0,0.0,0.05415786391660651,0.0,0.15392144654799125,0.0,0.0,0.059003367643193076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28058967368181675,0.2340093678577093,0.0,0.04546334211740954,0.0,0.0,0.052540691630811126,0.0,0.06327850259907405,0.0,0.0,0.06146442616184259,0.12378587662773848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886947273246155,0.03649850823419102
anxiety,lovekr01,2020/01/27,"Does the need to go pee make you anxious? Not all the time, but usually at night it's almost like my mody has forgotten how to register the need to pee and all of a sudden I get overwhelmed with anxiety. Sometimes to the point where I then can't pee and I get into a spiral until I can finally pee then the anxiety calms down enough to sleep. Just wondering if this or something similar happens to anyone else. I asked my bf about it and he said he has never experienced this but followed it quickly by reminding me he also does not have anxiety so...he was trying to be helpful but ultimately was not lol",7.33763085399449,6.057086909090909,8.268388429752067,71.70137052341599,64.20661157024793,12.033608815427,36.69559228650138,11.20814326018867,4.0733955922864995,480,20,92,12,6,164,81,121,0.10400000000000001,0.81,0.086,-0.0612,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,7,1,8,5,5,2,3,23,19,13,0,3,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,2,9,2,15,15,3,17,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,4,11,66,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929216736333287,0.0,0.0,0.14318578592901282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109170331588441,0.20227492180331613,0.0,0.12519554331476593,0.1834573275964944,0.0,0.0,0.1673870722253451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133747725098323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957284604742005,0.0,0.0,0.18500595183032453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961399280764216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709190238778572,0.0,0.1017579325063374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583328433447379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001307670491135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747452046414395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951690276820455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26552580700706074,0.13809397914735527,0.0,0.0,0.16802578608137236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692596105924925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031703534749376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791787641949432,0.0,0.0,0.13784101942393207,0.1770844910763087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440517814849032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156282806477757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719768076891625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417149818125326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cartter11,2020/01/27,OCD/ANXIETY Hi all. I’ve seen so many lovely uplifting posts from people. I’m wondering if anyone here has germ/health OCD along with their anxiety and depression as WELL as a suppressed immune system... I am struggling very very hard right now to do anything. I am feeling debilitated.,3.7360256410256376,6.792312346153849,4.809230769230768,76.01910256410257,79.38461538461539,8.082051282051282,27.89743589743589,8.841846274778883,2.9742589743589747,230,10,37,6,6,75,44,52,0.17600000000000002,0.64,0.184,0.1129,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,8,9,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,2,6,8,1,4,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,2,1,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800481765245413,0.0,0.0,0.1736859296632638,0.0,0.20441070984958096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394516910973707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255976893939931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225161667997244,0.0,0.0,0.2640358726716183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418924486978584,0.0,0.0,0.2518369795373309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220816717841175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378969937233394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121308676205468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596799300390448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099093718548061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333998383238066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693774577177149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,razzdogg,2020/01/27,"Weed & anxiety So I have some stuff i wanted to talk about. Ive never really experience anxiety while sober, im usually a pretty open guy. But ever since i started smoking weed ive had these weird moments of anxiety and paranoia that last about an hour into the high. Its mostly likely a sign that weed isn't for me, but i always hear how weed helps anxiety. For instance today we went on a tubing trip with everyone I work with, I hung out with the guys i smoke with at work (dont really know most of them too well) and we fit 6 in a cramped car for the 3 hour drive there. The driver passed around 2 joints and we finshed them off, he was driving while smoking and i started getting super paranoid about the mountain drive (he drives a sports car and aint afraid of anything) halfway through he asks for a beer so now he has a beer and a joint while driving. 

Im starting to have a panic attack for some reason, never in my life had i felt like that before. Everything was so hyper realistic and it felt like my blood was boiling. Hes like 3 beers in and everyone is getting ""lit"" while im being a buzzkill freaking out about nothing just sitting on my phone. I don't know why i cant just enjoy the moment and have a good time. I know its definitely not something he should be doing, but im 1/6 people and theres nothing i can do about it so i just try to act normal and hope we get there safe, i just wish i could just enjoy things and not worry as much.",3.993046357615897,4.552055754966887,5.185754966887419,84.77803642384107,70.9205298013245,7.7618543046357615,27.351655629139074,7.734863291789972,1.4838590728476828,1146,37,239,13,20,381,163,302,0.099,0.753,0.147,0.9637,0,0,5,0,0,0,27.0,4,0,2,3,23,16,1,2,18,0,25,7,1,2,3,57,42,25,0,6,10,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,10,25,4,1,6,4,0,11,9,5,1,0,8,4,29,11,33,30,5,45,0,0,1,0,19,14,0,5,23,157,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311201532082144,0.10822495691795543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056458799884718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821965413206093,0.0889184991509361,0.09337864737995534,0.11363318858484675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849944648848807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974975087511564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170640446693718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903513680446782,0.0,0.1908880924593384,0.08976986654158363,0.09770633634342084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918098212265859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655679272406292,0.0,0.0,0.08377849023235998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978029788147113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257723953031466,0.0,0.06695056327602449,0.10553359763520516,0.0,0.09920797707141712,0.19673248436314247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43157017090639205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646819444285203,0.08141930641194536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055146944112803,0.19519434308894448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342669730982003,0.0,0.15407437160661774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786573173362323,0.19168399639754727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719309417292267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924742710224356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161857980220416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797730575767766,0.10269803734154716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262559967604048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689606954802804,0.0,0.0,0.2120965696585013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434400632154393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028348354797504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635891109955641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582435321041066,0.0,0.09467895182520376,0.0,0.0,0.0678151084516802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000881042877483,0.0,0.05891454380839186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980827972825575,0.09259405446033972,0.09013034421716216,0.0,0.11486239721288627,0.0,0.0,0.1454344032675836,0.10143769219642604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daisykeeks,2020/01/27,"Does anyone else seem to develop throat issues due to anxiety? Alright, I’ll try to keep this as short as possible. 

These past few nights, I’ve noticed that whenever I exhale, my throat produces a wheezing sound. I’ve been googling (certainly hasn’t my anxiety a bit) and it seems that it’s a pretty serious issue (throat cancer, vocal dysfunction, asthma, etc). 

My anxiety has manifested into many symptoms before although I find it extremely odd that a majority of the time, it manifests into issue surrounding my throat/vocal area. 

I guess I’m really looking to calm my nerves a bit although I genuinely am curious, has anyone else had anxiety manifest into similar issues?",9.828870523415981,9.167090743801655,10.511363636363637,55.62037878787879,58.91735537190082,14.678236914600554,43.307162534435264,13.5591,6.615626997245183,544,28,77,20,6,187,79,121,0.161,0.7559999999999999,0.083,-0.7642,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,1,6,7,3,1,1,11,12,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,9,3,10,10,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,3,4,45,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990049019280187,0.0,0.0,0.18234934835187205,0.2672085862792136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109558817776159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847134445305625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410886530803603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785528690353215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542402941324475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191779596720958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364393998925706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544390775095333,0.0,0.11590037873679755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949830866252043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219927831393305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236614733647468,0.0,0.0,0.1484546897990692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124476042503158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469998969808255,0.0,0.13265780474309785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353387968910331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23741201097364764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552952718759886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603392139955231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852911970552718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cinnabon14,2020/01/27,"Dating sucks when you have anxiety I recently ended a longish relationship and have been trying to get back into the dating world. The other day, I connected with a guy online and we instantly hit it off. I have never met someone that I have had such a strong connection with before. He is smart, funny, and sweet. We have a lot in common, the same values, and the same goals for our future. He has reciprocated every feeling I have thrown at him and it is so extremely promising. We have a date in 2 weeks and I cannot wait to meet him.

However, my anxiety is seriously fucking with my mind. I am scared at the fast attraction that I have experienced. I am worried that it is too good to be true and that he is just saying these things because... I don't even know what. I am worried that I will screw it up by being my anxious ass self. I am worried that, since I am out of town this week and had to plan a later date, that he is going to lose interest in me or find someone else. I am worried that he will meet me and decide he doesn't like me. I am worried that he is going to ghost me. The list goes on. 

I can look back at our text messages and see him saying all of the things about how he can't wait to meet me and he is excited and also thinks it is promising. So why, oh why can I not convince my stupid brain of that? I am so stressed out at something that should be exciting and fun. I hate it. I hate my brain. Ugh. I want this so bad but I almost wish I had never met him because I am so stressed and that is just downright stupid.",2.2127114190157684,3.5948263198757786,3.93503105590062,88.90871476349737,76.17391304347827,6.941423793597706,23.87529861442905,7.61054688173877,0.9665462016244626,1193,37,264,16,26,401,156,322,0.13,0.75,0.12,0.1481,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,5,1,0,4,16,28,7,3,13,0,44,5,3,1,4,48,63,24,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,2,25,23,0,2,5,0,0,2,7,14,0,0,6,7,45,14,29,50,4,35,0,1,2,3,30,15,4,3,19,194,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073717784120933,0.0,0.0,0.08574893540873978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640558472387173,0.12113534239438753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649010082580106,0.08952958819184967,0.1307284700456967,0.0,0.0912417922846952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23940031021187336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915217517843802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957392126185068,0.0,0.09497078836025592,0.0,0.0,0.07082204415068387,0.0,0.090342889887594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421690358623847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800301225228833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912910448893596,0.05602138281135702,0.0,0.12187849967368596,0.0899364401441879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617102143504592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172779619050366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589288403934629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238541630737746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004319351483595,0.11995894502205234,0.0,0.09116007428884564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826812505352056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539926252334905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587316135851277,0.1151210548678762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705415179561364,0.10735235982520594,0.0,0.0854455801416914,0.0,0.11186054919762643,0.0,0.0,0.08869880895480205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170520827848935,0.08254814257273732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456550210620428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247294787925244,0.06870636519018154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279970581017169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324492513710836,0.0,0.17202114483832706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935103458030773,0.0,0.12330509994992166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444682105923551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oreozebras,2020/01/27,Hiding from Others I currently live in a dorm and I have to go to the communal dining commons to eat. However...it seems like anytime I go down (or anywhere really) I run into someone I know. I'm always caught off guard and spend the rest of my meal trying to figure out routes around the building where they wont see me and not make eye contact. Like I saw a guy I knew and freaked out and had to heel turn and go back to my seat. I swear I didn't use to have this much anxiety until recently (depression is a different story...). Everyday I find more ways that I'm broken.,3.7472033898305055,4.417122322033901,5.362500000000002,82.88747881355934,71.54237288135593,8.950847457627118,27.46186440677966,9.188382445141503,2.1385728813559317,446,15,93,9,8,152,85,118,0.096,0.858,0.046,-0.5267,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,6,5,2,2,0,20,20,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,10,3,1,5,0,1,5,3,2,0,0,5,3,14,2,17,14,3,20,0,1,3,0,3,8,0,2,8,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664783920772268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160016768447722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968768255771271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248419452699554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932019631313453,0.0,0.0,0.2343611679360725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295299866944415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050196151997641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824497206254019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222106866510838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327751876171522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917770988038585,0.0,0.1980740314753858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497318356347515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489714922848245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437017710080267,0.0,0.2214837513955904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787498114453226,0.20420772124116127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006115743232704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229498898906474,0.24399003142770334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373592023626446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805060539024128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DerangedGuidance,2020/01/27,"Is this caused by anxiety? So sometimes when I get really nervous my whole body starts to shake. It is kind of uncontrollable and painful. I can suppress it enough so it is not really noticeable though. For example, I was at the house of this guy I liked  and my friends and his friends were there and I became nervous about the situation and started shaking. Is this caused by anxiety, could I have anxiety, I am not diagnosed so I am not sure. This is not the first time this has happened or the only type of example.",2.8339,5.289058590000003,4.004000000000001,84.16700000000002,78.1,8.4,29.0,9.120678840339163,2.7737999999999987,409,19,80,11,10,133,59,100,0.19399999999999998,0.723,0.08199999999999999,-0.8023,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,5,4,0,13,3,1,2,1,15,17,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,2,0,11,5,9,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959682914180395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916484012192573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544836297766336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775581334505976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512022601205526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827562436455072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675888082346544,0.0,0.0,0.2666014939331842,0.0,0.09014284508620604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083758839175597,0.15257285630781015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990831718168902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796695065798356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429228680187148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964331752607127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312212662933326,0.183590277749538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106172935844565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393749127045876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064233825764408,0.0,0.2442434836505613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261296899480016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951556768232473,0.0,0.10060702446148764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263008203942947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,llama_landlord,2020/01/27,"Sometimes, my anxiety is quiet. Tonight it is not. My brain is trying to sabatoge my existence. I am BEYOND stressed out and anxious iver things completely outside of my control. I don't know what to do with myself. My mind keeps drifting over to thoughts of just killing myself because it would be faaaar easier than facing the things that are making me anxious. I am so tired of always being so nervous. I am so tired of anxiety and depression. I just don't know what to do. I am not going to hurt myself. I just want to stop being so afraid of everything.",2.302500000000002,4.921112027777777,3.544074074074075,85.68333333333334,81.5,6.192592592592592,26.592592592592588,7.492282038375204,1.7435037037037038,441,19,80,7,12,143,63,108,0.24100000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.057,-0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,3,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,3,1,0,16,4,2,2,0,19,23,6,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,1,16,0,16,18,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755018427424366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27130918279913424,0.4006578406838816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080968309683894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979554633945226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859238784861095,0.0,0.1988871942180908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273139717652906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936998157673854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077896248079754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898321115837497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761629438258584,0.19618593917427532,0.0,0.19490845098848592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183670812017321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904961649262582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538083609352995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825322667643726,0.20312736222643413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561622283330114,0.0,0.0,0.14077774919215671,0.0,0.4076223662039101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039332351644312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459199866356103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259679403912407,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Christareiss,2020/01/27,"Can someone help me? I don't know if housebound is the right word, but it is pretty close I guess, I only can leave to go to appointments at my doctors once a month, and that only got easier when I got to know my doctors better, before I was so afraid. 

Important incidents that have had a bad affect on me.
1. Starting kindergarten, I only had been in daycare and seeing 25 + strangers in an enclosed space made my anxiety worse, I'd talk at daycare but not in that school.
2. My grandma's death. I had so much guilt, I was going to have depression anyways (women on my mom's side have it) but her death basically triggered that when I was 9 years old and that went hand in hand with my anxiety.
3. I had bad anxiety attacks starting around that time, not that I didn't before. In 5th grade I jumped off a bus once because I was afraid of walking past the other kids and going inside the school.
4. My mom had a hit and run (she lightly hit another car when she tried to park between it and another car at a gas station.) I got scared of cars after that and strangers too, the women was understandably mad, but my mom just drove away and I felt so bad and I am still afraid of hitting another car when I'm with someone when they drive, I used to not be able to go in the car at all for about a year, if I think too hard all the anxiety comes rushing back.
4. My dad also has an anxiety disorder, he couldn't leave the house either, so I suspect I was unlucky enough to inherit those genetics, my sister didn't. Difference is that my dad is a smart guy and strong too, he is 5'11 and really tough, he could intimidate people if he had to and he is great at things like math too. I am not strong I am about 4'11, maybe 5'0 and I have no stamina at all, I am terrible at any math beyond adding and subtracting because I can't retain any information about anything, I barely remember memories either, just vague enough fragments. So I can't get a job, I'm weak and I'm stupid and I am afraid of everything other than physical work but how can I work on a farm or something if I can't even lift a bucket of water? 

I wondered if anyone dealt with things like this. I have lied in bed so long that I have no stamina, I don't go to school and the work I do at home is tough even though it is ninth grade and I should be in tenth. I feel like a failure, I've had parents and grandparents who have supported me every step of the way, who have done so much for me and lots of people like me don't get that.

 I'm so selfish and my life will end probably at 18 or something when I jump off a cliff, I've thought of that right now but I'd have to get my parents to drive me to my grandparents and there'd be a huge scene and what if my mom or dad jumped too? But, I won't still be living with my parents at 18, that is a fact and I can't be a burden on them. They have my sister anyways, she is perfect, she is prettier, taller, tanner, blonder, she has green eyes and that is more rare than blue ones. She is smarter too. I'm not rare, everything about me is common, undesirable or broken. I just ruin everyone's life and mine is miserable. I went to my therapists last night, the last clients had to walk by, my therapist called me in, but I just clammed up, I couldn't look up and walk by other people, I don't know what to do. Why can't I be a normal 16 year old girl? I feel so ugly and stupid and annoying and mean. 

I just want to feel safe. I never feel safe, never, not even at home, I'm constantly in agony, I'm on meds that work but only so much can help you if you can't help yourself. I want to stop being a victim in my mind, no one did this to me but some bad luck, I just had such a weak mind that I succumbed to it all, it isn't anyone's fault but my own, but I just don't know what to do. Right now I can't go out because I feel ugly, my nose is terrible and I feel like it would bug everyone I see. 

Sorry for the rant. I've been stuck in this house so long all my mind does is come up with more problems, it's as if my brain itself is rejecting me. Thanks if you read, I probably sounded like a stuck up brat. I'm sorry about that..",2.7947506330507537,3.504488534698524,4.303243605269916,89.46198420125513,73.77815699658703,7.7187493119013535,24.87138977577159,7.996032779217251,1.1276260633417738,3198,94,738,45,62,1070,326,879,0.196,0.684,0.121,-0.9973,6,0,2,0,0,0,97.0,0,3,3,8,51,47,6,7,32,0,90,12,5,5,9,136,148,77,2,18,40,12,10,6,0,4,6,1,3,5,40,41,1,5,19,1,1,27,29,30,0,3,32,19,106,17,87,99,17,108,0,4,6,0,43,47,0,18,39,486,146,15,0.05545987581694272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435124265370784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542923471139705,0.17446354628915248,0.2121332659980283,0.0,0.0,0.07755766935509611,0.0,0.04563875230967393,0.04937104765355889,0.0,0.0630936151894018,0.052106378957491116,0.042645221169397104,0.1852267189863468,0.10142347661415503,0.0,0.09438453901470302,0.0,0.0,0.049049753261082366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191156309386401,0.05663073399494499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554754452657384,0.0,0.05993242327627405,0.0,0.04428019802866109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047767509774980656,0.0,0.0,0.05794376619585165,0.0635618225045254,0.11353106586959365,0.04853331106491448,0.05675470821834028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912098861055174,0.1146097541563912,0.0,0.1098921747676338,0.0,0.04672733734060451,0.1059885760477069,0.0996875206216633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682530775751786,0.07924109273006208,0.05325017805419565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692648827717737,0.0,0.18911475300064973,0.0,0.1330689871406494,0.06114470887874044,0.061095305814048415,0.05491399644802823,0.0,0.0,0.04968115530220362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115207571482638,0.0,0.11126155473253692,0.0,0.0,0.12798650101457956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055035369149091073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191718939175128,0.0904144018436584,0.0,0.11744800143247648,0.0,0.0,0.07834590086577875,0.16256936362574584,0.0,0.04897208641838729,0.09816048975496056,0.0465723277595844,0.0,0.0,0.04715000315563738,0.0,0.05247747546168886,0.0,0.0,0.05571689957208103,0.06041206338436932,0.061603419498588774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799599422506392,0.2598157450661117,0.04426754375900488,0.0,0.12230817006165375,0.0,0.08554815044583874,0.0,0.0,0.05204533649917948,0.054338903054013774,0.0,0.0,0.11639162062920015,0.1181259154610078,0.07516209433285588,0.1687189387060105,0.0,0.0,0.1847448865827284,0.0,0.052942726883025405,0.11534668452560876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056422631891091486,0.1195902526043455,0.05306761113698121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547488404697568,0.0,0.035529016579616116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282522804393215,0.14208729276016765,0.0,0.0,0.05552501074632105,0.16838506556461574,0.0883886812235513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939819456111921,0.0853914438565308,0.0,0.1241655808203156,0.07850957110729266,0.0,0.08858065693570517,0.04636693951181515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629352098478038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044576547398900386,0.0,0.05106000238293259,0.0,0.12878638078605129,0.0736901543192542,0.03553644905186108,0.05448904640497651,0.044028946470408635,0.03233909958536633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03765361519784401,0.0,0.0,0.05773568662300769,0.0,0.047899526038248666,0.0,0.0,0.06542334334533527,0.04402146797875735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282372102205084,0.05004391169292844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014386956356268,0.1615018004746694,0.0,0.05651835152720947,0.03939710455878327,0.0,0.0,0.10714302510797227
anxiety,ewanbenz,2020/01/27,"I know its stupid but i keep panicking over the simplest of things I cant sleep , my leg is constantly shaking and im in constant panic about going into class later today , all of last month i only managed to go in a couple of times , the tutor said it was okay but i dont like letting them or myself down but something keeps dragging me down . i dont even know if im saying this in the right place if so sorry for wasting your time",3.699377289377289,4.152446648351649,5.107417582417583,85.45841575091575,71.52747252747254,6.945787545787545,26.155677655677657,6.42735559955562,0.996031501831502,339,10,70,2,6,114,69,91,0.225,0.75,0.025,-0.9579,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,1,2,4,1,6,2,2,0,1,13,13,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,2,11,2,13,10,1,20,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,9,48,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622354897726446,0.0,0.0,0.18544793838042248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392855560332162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069924973564224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905036579299649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620768908867981,0.0,0.0,0.2979439348263785,0.0,0.0,0.18421886850564054,0.13661764093603668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713839505206084,0.0,0.08188165636645163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377796623253782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274685388457482,0.0,0.19664431896401527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510795809532315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313081653700893,0.15942746399384627,0.13328348759854006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772259990827473,0.0,0.0,0.12902786921019155,0.0,0.18761622475207587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134702921241656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545963498106986,0.0,0.15886668180654362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeezyyandhi,2020/01/27,"overthinking I have tried to type this in a cohesive manner for probably an hour now and can't seem to get the words out in a well spoken way so I'm basically going to break all of this down in weird chunks like a child so bear with me.

\- I overthink to the point it is ruining my life.

\- All I do is THINK about the best thing/things to do with my time day to day upon waking up until I get an anxiety attack and end up NOT doing anything at all because I try to make a ""plan"" for the day for 5-10 hours a day. 

\-I am so busy trying to plan for life and what to do that I do not actually ever really live

\-I think most of this stems from low confidence or self esteem. If your core belief is that you can't do things well, can't be successful, etc...you interpret everything in life in a way that supports that. So I try to think myself around failing to the point I actually only fail because of how much I think.

​

How can I think less and achieve more?",4.453013136289002,4.202746448275864,5.7139039408866985,84.22714490968805,69.73891625615764,9.32824302134647,26.76888341543514,9.075114841892004,1.748146469622332,751,20,169,13,12,253,116,203,0.1,0.8190000000000001,0.081,-0.41600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,7,12,12,1,0,13,0,16,4,1,3,4,29,28,13,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,0,0,18,6,35,27,8,30,1,4,0,0,4,15,0,4,12,118,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.23261039984598897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913449118756834,0.14482012161746086,0.0,0.0,0.09117449967157157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980772720368143,0.10609794147317723,0.0,0.13558761682898535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530543165466048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507497350451266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074521306842877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556056681797486,0.0,0.13292030306302793,0.0,0.1078076468941935,0.0,0.0,0.10711379676142004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453616581682266,0.0,0.0677343198398821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23474205942682855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525469642567393,0.058226685635438126,0.0,0.10524057733384748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955543041196794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761305586728374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064387396565866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253324987539772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128499193602424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635154003850528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849952575494397,0.12433363123279005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524720516140568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583594849956571,0.3818375617756531,0.0,0.0,0.06949643684249665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32366913414902315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920348484186425,0.0,0.0,0.21431926308699728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482012161746086,0.0
anxiety,ajc772,2020/01/27,What are your comfort places/objects/things? I know some random things cause my anxiety to  spike but what are some of your soothing things that personally give you relief and internal order? My anxiety raises over irrational things,5.5369230769230775,9.202148333333334,4.698153846153846,75.27184615384617,78.48717948717949,8.248205128205129,28.312820512820515,8.841846274778883,3.3065958974358978,191,8,27,5,5,57,30,39,0.142,0.6559999999999999,0.201,0.5733,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,21,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002767883457394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358979790857222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136684955509652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969936158436922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28550585486013336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6516918780176325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gourdhorder,2020/01/27,"Anyone else's Anxiety go through the roof when you see that you have a reply/comment waiting to be read on Reddit? I don't know why but I get cold and start sweating, heart rate flies. I'm trying to push myself to beat that feeling by posting more. Still really freaked out to reply or comment on posts. I usually NEVER post, straight up lurk.",3.076666666666668,5.107957647058826,3.9270588235294133,87.09343137254903,75.47058823529412,6.298039215686276,27.509803921568626,7.1686216300943375,1.471109803921569,272,11,52,3,6,87,57,68,0.139,0.8340000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.7531,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,8,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,10,10,1,15,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,5,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147696136095136,0.0,0.0,0.15673347375150568,0.2296719474036997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725164745657813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333884208150005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711105282034735,0.0,0.12739170917123582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656232050781568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231890073688362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728811464279993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6440318273378057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242143518479304,0.0,0.14359859531112054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786214717857739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865713738828705,0.0,0.1790094285216066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218564349169172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468736242866515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226384276285345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vdsdsf,2020/01/27,"Anyone else here have a hard time handling even a part time job? 26 years old here. Always tense. Always stressed. I've managed to keep a part-time job in retail for over a year, and am being considered for promotion due to my awesome performance in customer service, but I fear that I will not be able to handle an extra 15 hours a week.

I'm also a Real Estate agent, a job which I love but cannot make my career out of yet due to being so inexperienced at it.

How do you anxiety sufferers handle work?",4.095420168067225,4.9387076176470615,5.594817927170869,80.90382352941178,70.86274509803921,8.181512605042016,26.336134453781508,8.418075326091056,1.7248722689075635,395,12,78,6,7,134,74,102,0.153,0.767,0.08,-0.6767,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,2,8,0,8,1,0,2,0,9,12,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,12,8,2,15,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,10,50,9,9,0.1709706979628183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672520539085395,0.2845226337642357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079211597417684,0.0,0.0,0.11954668728233407,0.17517968444523807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282407966714492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292453354138605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192389567891591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531561633072038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837169806890626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089861095498661,0.15196661197840552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430773005315926,0.0,0.11412426849940853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940498714494682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702892098416855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946020845309637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584635686671767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199388777784103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714238111224944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446870436811674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019904798706896
anxiety,CojaxGormacules,2020/01/27,"Heart rate above 100 most of the day? My anxiety mostly focuses around my health,specifically the idea that I might have or develop heart problems.
I have an ekg, a watch with a heart rate monitor, and sometimes it helps, sometimes it just exacerbates my problems.
I did psilocybin mushrooms yesterday and got kind of panicky, then most of today my heart rate has been 105-115 instead of the usual 90-100 I'm at. I wasn't doing any vigorous exercise.
My ekg says tachycardia (fast heart rate) but otherwise a good rhythm and all that.
I've had a lot of cardiac tests done that said my heart is ok, and I spent probably 2 hours today sitting in the hospital parking lot, which is my coping method when shit gets bad like this.
Can someone tell me I'm okay? I think I'm in a state of stress and that's probably causing the 10-20 extra bpm",5.811036585365857,6.165466810975612,6.275512195121952,79.28046341463417,66.86585365853658,10.218536585365854,32.86341463414634,10.125756701596842,3.180128780487805,663,27,130,15,10,215,107,164,0.125,0.789,0.085,-0.7654,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,1,11,2,13,8,7,1,1,22,21,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,8,3,14,6,11,12,7,16,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,7,11,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719967418427872,0.0,0.08099196046076113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942487242783638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839888353813252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875993639808484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827882495011606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834404171254723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531386656413901,0.0,0.0,0.08880059719591167,0.0846756879796274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253722175541796,0.0,0.7527545608135459,0.07096391908023733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426281287016152,0.0,0.0,0.11951685244039235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024962772250572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172382012222875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001755515995493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123136972700584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282963250684504,0.20261083723631435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070872813388054,0.08419384076644983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867631501618358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970519059275953,0.0,0.2094206704824844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212762732186782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925369890101228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783864527289503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200708975314372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660329561672812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hungry-san,2020/01/27,How to let things go? I'm so vengeful these last few years. I want to seriously hurt some people who treated me like shit and abused me. How do I learn to let it go?,-0.3141666666666687,1.6545281388888888,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,87.05555555555556,4.711111111111111,17.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.6585333333333332,127,3,32,1,4,42,28,36,0.28600000000000003,0.626,0.08800000000000001,-0.8611,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,6,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,5,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,20,8,1,0.0,0.34689782652544016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33278858746704193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134283123914832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386557415443301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987771933412679,0.0,0.14303809731396785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297760805658535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300535677493932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945108087314216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268992773285075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885414829720101
anxiety,izzzzmai,2020/01/27,"I’m so tired of living like this and I don’t know what to do. I don’t even know how to start this except that I feel so overwhelmed and so hopeless. 

I’m 16f, homeschooled since last year because I want to pursue a career in music performance. I just don’t know who to talk to anymore. I feel so out of control of my life and I need everything to be perfect all the time and I NEED everyone to like me so fucking much for no reason and I always feel like I’m never gonna be good enough and time passes by too fast and I can never enjoy anything or care about anyone because I’m too busy worrying. I don’t enjoy anything except music but even music sometimes isn’t enough to get me to come out of my anxiety bubble. 

I have no one to talk to. My friends don’t talk to me about stuff like this and when I try they change the subject. I feel like no one ever listens to anything I have to say because I suck ay verbalizing my emotions and they get bored of me before I finish talking. They are all listening to talk at me, not respond to what I’m saying and it’s so fucking frustrating. I can’t talk to my parents because every time I come close to saying how I feel they are always trying to tell me I’m overreacting or wrong about how I feel. I leave every conversation with them feeling as though there’s actually nothing wrong with me and I’m overreacting but I don’t know what to do to make myself feel better because I have this constant feeling of dread about the future that physically weighs on my chest. 

I’m gay and I used to have shame about it. I’m out now, but I still have lingering feelings that I can’t tell anyone anything personal about me or they’ll see me differently that I think stem from me hiding that part of myself for so long. 

I numb it out and ignore everything until I get so overwhelmed that I want to scream. I have no one to talk to at all and I can’t afford therapy and I’m addition, I feel guilty for even wanting it because everyone around me tells me I don’t need it. That’s because I never tell anyone HALF of what I feel. They don’t know! And I can’t tell them!! I have such a convincing fake happy persona that I know my friends would be uncomfortable if I started to talk about how I feel. 

Please help me I don’t know what to do anymore.",2.8133568021803304,4.134075075630253,4.350826709062004,86.78304451510336,74.50420168067227,6.9946854417442665,25.46990688167159,7.534196372845213,1.1947028843970018,1800,60,380,22,37,602,180,476,0.162,0.73,0.10800000000000001,-0.9819,3,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,8,4,33,31,4,4,5,0,32,8,1,8,8,83,86,39,0,8,11,1,13,5,2,3,3,6,0,1,24,27,1,2,22,0,0,3,22,16,0,4,0,20,73,15,62,80,7,33,0,3,1,3,34,10,3,4,25,262,97,1,0.0,0.0,0.05975306554454535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189894836342077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684189407243724,0.0,0.1214502963123842,0.12844336726295055,0.0,0.20155307478345397,0.054508975137703114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612828786318931,0.0,0.052103456732755335,0.0,0.0,0.0541542444021052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242954736290893,0.0,0.06477475844633393,0.10549095019441346,0.0,0.06616944799779292,0.06867628133932656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397383610568133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887714328097558,0.0,0.1265369186347145,0.0,0.12132839198127245,0.055387354953493714,0.10318028036281596,0.11701855502854724,0.1100617637534336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024860127459821,0.08748752474966008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461453764630508,0.11321498355885375,0.09597272112914024,0.0,0.0,0.05135803780716351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518202048709297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041042152352046515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23555843722582,0.049911806781671696,0.0,0.06483526777656191,0.0,0.0,0.043249586198783496,0.14957297547829154,0.0,0.0540684949558468,0.054187909208487366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087247045685182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501216345668038,0.1362070399800597,0.14167641443778134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058753230732074724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447605203872975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799028248444723,0.06630769681482661,0.0,0.0,0.0534649430953672,0.0,0.06721374811354837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295613193649327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460811276192423,0.0,0.0,0.04879354050856992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065129080545987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060559472863185526,0.0,0.08667987541177212,0.0,0.04889951759249031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009536437571312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937241811746165,0.26759494475346635,0.0,0.07002350306684439,0.0,0.0,0.03923464276963782,0.060159591844349165,0.0,0.10711365825031484,0.07037654790113025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314427472012409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288431576838232,0.0,0.0,0.10834769258474188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218351293328996,0.0,0.04349706751133537,0.13389396352008956,0.0,0.03943104828542677
anxiety,urmotherwasahamstr,2020/01/27,"Multiday anxiety attack? Gets so much worse when I turn off the light to sleep.. I've decided to apply for a job I really want that means working on cover letter, resume and preparing interview questions (interviews in my career are pretty terrifying).

Over the past couple of days the tightness in my throat and breathing just had not abated. When I try to sleep I have to sit up multiple times to feel like I can actually breathe.

Is this just heightened anxiety, or a very long attack?",4.552666666666667,6.983238211111113,5.7108333333333325,74.15625000000003,72.44444444444444,9.388888888888893,29.027777777777786,9.827888789773867,3.3514444444444447,389,16,64,11,8,129,70,90,0.141,0.782,0.077,-0.7223,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,5,0,5,5,5,0,0,12,10,6,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,1,13,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,7,42,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.18752038937020432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940036677700845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437219362820984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126213269861394,0.0,0.12392726915217228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716184322462428,0.13727910490099754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003956414679006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068909714358195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938796439825828,0.0,0.0,0.17005550663099706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931851646417976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125967163139982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834384132555617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549574937219444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152631190881744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310258291559475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845974462644924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120500107061013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046399065331452,0.2090148427797019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855208131864604,0.1133409157376624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989473040577505,0.0,0.1958274032026758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lmarivel412,2020/01/27,"I have this never ending feeling every day where I am not worried about something specific so I feel super anxious/depressed because I feel like there’s something I should be worried about or doing. Does anyone else experience this? Or is there anyone who used to and you found a way to make it stop? I’ve felt this way since I was kid and now that I’m approaching my 30’s, I really want to actively find a way to get rid of it. I try to end it by thinking of all the things that might be causing this (did I forget to do something important, should I feel bad for something I’ve done?) and even though the checklist is completely empty, I can’t make the feeling go away. It sucks bc even when my husband and I are on vacations, when I really start relaxing and having fun, that’s when it really comes in full swing. It’s like, my mind doesn’t want me to enjoy things. I always try to shake it off or I’ll pretend like I’m totally fine in a “fake it till you make it” effort. I know it has a lot to do with my upbringing, but regardless of what caused it I just wanna figure out how to make it stop.",2.0037772925764163,3.7223667903930138,3.7672030567685617,88.44731113537121,77.60262008733625,7.0254148471615725,23.240393013100448,7.908726449838941,1.1241998253275098,861,27,184,14,20,289,129,229,0.086,0.7979999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.6787,0,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,15,12,1,1,7,0,20,0,0,8,3,48,43,16,0,6,6,1,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,23,8,0,2,11,2,0,4,4,4,0,0,5,6,23,8,26,33,4,27,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,5,15,127,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257840186806987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256937182724357,0.0,0.1555931225688179,0.11400045761653915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453375243434224,0.0,0.09289862572555813,0.06782391975503126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285922224577144,0.0,0.0958418485901546,0.1166554662335441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175440175424336,0.0,0.09582928503430352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736560523266444,0.11385904637931822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294462706835957,0.0,0.19708916126889492,0.0,0.0,0.14697421725150475,0.0,0.0937425323195772,0.0,0.0,0.10883500341245986,0.0,0.0,0.2812855468218914,0.07948516991392472,0.10682839685219901,0.0,0.1016909084368092,0.0,0.0,0.12199238771701187,0.0,0.0,0.05812949193140871,0.0,0.06323242044248024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114635841307067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630701072562165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945904677270088,0.0,0.0,0.2970714070021608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803076813797067,0.11234230191925036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581165453098062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383071503006185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203658390271773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34261786102587466,0.0,0.0,0.07875139506960739,0.0,0.0,0.18603903295680407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783426717756887,0.07129181574128184,0.10931376543988994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107838111569796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609413082972952,0.0,0.0,0.13124971862403886,0.26494237332679826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259827149294902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HighFive-,2020/01/27,"I'm having so much anxiety I am losing my mind. Today I got fired from my job of 2 years, bc my boss reviewed security camera footage of me being ""unprofessional"" and basically not doing my job well, not going to go into much detail about it but we have really good cameras at my work and you can hear and see everything pretty clearly, my boss giving me examples like you said this and that on this date, stuff I know I said. I am just having a hard time and literally losing my mind of so many things I could have done and said caught on camera and imagining her look at all over, zooming in on the cameras on whatever I could have been looking at on my phone, hearing personal conversations, joking with coworkers. And I can't do anything about it. I knew we had security cameras at work, I wasn't really sure on how good they recorded sound and never imagined I would get fired over a comment or slacking off caught on camera. I am having such a hard time over this. I feel a internal doom and just imagining how dumb I have probably made myself look , even if it's just stupid comments here and there. Some please help me feel better about this situation.",7.139277286135695,6.537849579646018,7.731991150442479,73.1722640117994,64.26548672566372,10.896165191740415,32.992625368731574,10.317481424215053,3.2340218289085545,919,32,173,19,12,306,132,226,0.128,0.7070000000000001,0.165,0.8853,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,2,1,5,15,14,2,0,5,0,22,0,0,5,4,45,44,18,0,4,8,0,6,1,0,1,0,6,0,1,10,15,0,2,7,1,0,4,5,5,1,0,12,16,32,9,26,28,4,27,1,3,4,0,18,17,1,3,7,128,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029840395695224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713484758652913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439462224654612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884867604368588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079339713758712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796268965006822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060845403502818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936666552827152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166974893575305,0.11323237527564875,0.13416692159942073,0.19800859620134392,0.094405413019007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147692274573088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660737989165853,0.0,0.07911808277045282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426811311106685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487035145807195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766718544683879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973654446980716,0.2641076550009057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168998543407786,0.0,0.11967155068348115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383685569589957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354236412824056,0.0,0.09103783664463393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306583721177301,0.0,0.1295697857399265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008662533069073,0.1272644449254074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123575626885638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336842225942776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406064632056224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326791536748285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512475644387562,0.0,0.0,0.11124899554719386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841890439795535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376572912421316,0.0,0.11188579722985996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612993470596592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186548689601028,0.0,0.0,0.08385049005506665,0.0,0.0,0.07601231327276034
anxiety,8crybaby11,2020/01/27,My weekly Sunday panic attack. Yay 😑 The smallest changes set me off. Everything seems like a big deal. I can’t control my tears. I don’t feel accomplished unless everything is absolutely perfect(whatever the fuck that means in my mind). If everything isn’t absolutely perfect I can’t cope. I can’t be happy. I snap at the people around me constantly but at the same time am deathly afraid of being left by the ones I love. I just don’t know what wrong. A lot of the time I think I’m just being a cry baby and get really angry at myself for not being able to change. I’m so confused.,1.2251331719128338,3.7099522881355935,3.4971428571428578,85.00203389830509,85.4406779661017,6.422276029055692,20.292978208232448,7.7094869923839395,1.0271384987893466,462,14,91,9,14,158,79,118,0.2,0.6679999999999999,0.132,-0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,11,2,3,9,1,12,2,0,1,1,19,22,5,1,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,0,1,14,5,12,18,2,14,0,0,0,2,2,8,1,4,6,59,16,1,0.1698237161528624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117911209469465,0.0,0.19319899367155785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593019477371053,0.0,0.0,0.18351910618079412,0.1904717380691214,0.0,0.0,0.18654337788654754,0.0,0.17508079441924848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578798173452855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586797351862457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699928908041644,0.08872588247447126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078050370389234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333067312375064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451396449757226,0.0,0.0,0.08296728958504683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437805051960415,0.15327253418851433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849878124188239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714735420147929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150769451374984,0.0,0.0,0.1992515403416575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773438198038977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087934211523029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460113305284734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881618012964013,0.0,0.0,0.19805114914976565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622234148917908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856755742395667,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AcceptableBridge,2020/01/27,"Presenting at work and performance anxiety Hi all. Long post ahead, apologies in advance. This is my first time posting to this sub but I am in need of some advice quickly. First off, some background—(age:22; female; US; no medications; performance and social anxiety) I don’t want this to be TMI but I am pretty sure I have a major sweating problem referred to as Hyper Hidrosis. Even if it’s not, it’s an issue and makes my anxiety worse, and plays a crucial role in the situation I am going through. I have never been to the doctor or anything for anxiety and have never been told I have a specific condition. 

I am currently going through Job training at a call center. We have been given 6 weeks of full time training for this new position. We recently just had positions switched on us, so this is not a situation where I am in a brand new job. Same company, just doing something different. I have been taking calls for the last 11 months straight and besides the usual escalated calls and heated moments of dealing with irate customers, I felt confident and no where felt like I could not do this job. 
 
Now, for further explanation, this new position is more difficult than my last, but I still feel like I can do this. It is just one of the toughest things I have ever learned thus far and like a normal human being, I am scared I will fail. 

So going forward, we are nearing the end of our training. We have two more weeks left and some people in the class are having to role-play calls in front of the entire class (12-15) people, and that is going to increase to (25-30) over the weekend. 

I am literally damn near scared to death to be learning something so difficult while also having to portray my retention of the material. I understand this is just demonstrating my skills in front of all my coworkers and showing I can do the job, but with my persistent sweating issue, coupled with the crippling anxiety and worry I am going to fail and flop, I contemplate quitting regularly. I wake up worried about being called on, I dream about it. When I walk into work, my hands cannot calm down and immediately break out in sweats. I just don’t feel confident yet and am really feeling like I don’t have a choice. (+ tbh the training hasn’t been taught the best, making me more worried)

The advice I need is, how can I handle this? I know the worry I feel should not be crippling me the way it is. I know being uncomfortable and going out of my comfort zone will help me learn new things and grow. Is it wrong for me to talk to my boss to figure out some type of compromise for me to demonstrate my skills? Am I over analyzing things too much? 
I don’t want my peers to think I am trying to skate by without doing the requirements, but I don’t think I should be made to feel so worried like this. 

Any advice appreciated, thank you in advance.",6.6938004583113,6.583421256830604,7.11458840119866,75.59738233738766,65.02914389799636,10.143980257359424,33.92097067982843,9.778596075983213,3.1733076091427237,2246,89,419,42,31,735,249,549,0.151,0.737,0.113,-0.9744,6,0,2,0,0,0,66.0,7,1,0,17,23,20,1,2,27,0,66,7,5,6,6,90,96,34,1,10,17,0,8,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,21,29,0,1,17,4,0,14,16,9,0,4,12,8,62,11,70,72,15,81,0,2,0,0,22,33,1,6,37,318,83,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620891392377648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053523692166843516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045514521099172416,0.0,0.2560053551662181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507747660138192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023863718423443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34171375954382993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343795453214404,0.07405648881029067,0.0,0.0,0.06900162728045599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992733730302904,0.0,0.06850542913107925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927988746223769,0.0,0.0,0.04420646474126895,0.060541785328574224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920844812572988,0.09562924510061198,0.1285261006216292,0.0,0.0,0.11386081226188692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822629577368095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486159664433487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397145278707734,0.2656697743172056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356567397447332,0.1091133488528012,0.0,0.0,0.07271936278637899,0.0,0.0,0.1634924610493903,0.0,0.0,0.0592307173624578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633305421504283,0.08935224779464322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674246758033677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053422683184755564,0.0,0.049201062940398506,0.09925511435642402,0.1032406894584066,0.25856465562677633,0.0,0.0,0.0655769386769107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453533267500308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280131462109184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820038749416032,0.06809161141574993,0.0,0.06404272603369948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118802138358996,0.0,0.0,0.04287690789739508,0.0,0.0660850478232995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401669964249846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504636732045475,0.0,0.06822644543721351,0.0,0.10305157378216448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345018008607121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630804917228033,0.0,0.050322838045428565,0.053795593045012184,0.0,0.061619916062349664,0.0,0.0,0.13339544394415798,0.08577175501509947,0.0,0.0,0.07805454402596483,0.0,0.0,0.0639542386881158,0.0,0.04544090285257645,0.0,0.06538063470267258,0.06967622400074645,0.16101648259382972,0.0,0.07371365735090264,0.0,0.0789537943070167,0.053125715534615016,0.1073740071363754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451788490821289,0.0,0.09745130165224937,0.3398520198468505,0.06820712719459526,0.0,0.07317716835396462,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SilverLunaMoth,2020/01/27,"What is Anxiety (to you)...? I’ve suffered from anxiety for such a long time. I recently had a bout with my brain, and somehow I heard a voice ask me “What is anxiety?”. It was my own voice... I thought I would have an answer that I feel, since I know everyone’s anxiety is different. 

So... what is anxiety?

Anxiety is having a group of friends ask you to come hang out for some fun, you declining, and wanting so badly to actually go.",1.9087209302325585,3.8723691162790654,4.38156976744186,82.79584302325583,78.76744186046511,9.41627906976744,29.3546511627907,9.827888789773867,3.1868186046511635,328,16,69,11,8,115,56,86,0.185,0.742,0.073,-0.7802,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,10,1,1,0,0,13,19,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,4,12,2,9,14,2,7,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,2,3,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.16275816382986194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.765540706579404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118430417901757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392585621659706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861872910146357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367056483077378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425489391755106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593702764611433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433153989641555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885772703530954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478779566780317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166070959375504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475995335833908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646801300052722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796632878966286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240871106945526,0.09725371230771966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837415224132508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118479324459944,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,canileavenow0559,2020/01/27,"Any advice on talking to my mom about how I don't want her to go with me when I see an APRN for getting medicated for my anxiety? Over winter break for me (on new years eve) I (16F) finally started seeing a therapist for my anxiety disorder. While some of the techniques she suggested do help a bit she suggested I make an appointment with an APRN to get medicated for it.

 I was planning on going alone as I don't want to bring my mom or dad with me but since I'm underage I can't go alone. I don't like talking about my anxiety or panic attacks with my mom. Last time I had one and told her why (my friend told me I would be the reason if she killed herself for a really stupid reason) she said I was overreacting. I know in retrospect my friend didn't mean it but my anxiety thought she did.

 So while she is planning on taking me (I'm with her that day and not my dad)  I rather my dad take me. I don't really talk to him about it but he agreed that if I need the help I need it. I texted my dad about 5 minutes ago and asked him to take me instead of my mom. He won't respond till tomorrow morning.

 If he can take me, how should I tell her that I'm just going to have my dad take me? I don't want to strain our relationship I just want to be able to get the help I need.",1.6690316205533615,2.8463442826086967,3.838959156785248,89.88397233201584,77.18840579710145,7.771805006587616,23.77733860342556,8.438071523408619,1.2272014492753622,986,31,235,19,22,340,124,276,0.14400000000000002,0.779,0.077,-0.9291,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,2,12,8,3,2,10,0,20,2,0,5,0,38,54,19,1,13,12,9,0,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,5,9,5,0,1,9,3,58,3,35,40,2,27,0,0,2,0,43,6,0,6,16,154,65,0,0.091051643242217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889746119841765,0.0807117879924385,0.0,0.0,0.1886040853201662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191823969859527,0.0,0.27861703144395616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512099536311893,0.10358438883002573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994048122516542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872077737672313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043530715000112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974262460268768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069254741114035,0.0,0.14271217672821365,0.0,0.20698698856197534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308999153697333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073515282424043,0.0,0.0500396019197374,0.07421924174334593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044483233691998435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060777678891776786,0.0,0.0,0.09918193219465132,0.0,0.18344990289566768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426554336445943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254091925876472,0.0,0.0879382444220345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061698949895974665,0.0,0.0,0.10682948517226296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666002834307646,0.18723250776553346,0.0,0.09775538971589552,0.0,0.0,0.08661096333984994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511274233611307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531886019168127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444682172707705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422975210066631,0.2195515855894427,0.07958314945732614,0.0,0.0,0.10571797560900373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722848341670757,0.05309294539245549,0.0,0.0,0.17400749410077535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481847300396345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215994584895048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468047496000327,0.0,0.0,0.0586342730026015
anxiety,lexie98789,2020/01/27,"Despite being in a loving relationship, I’m scared I think this is a sort of vent? But maybe I’m also asking for advice on how to… not feel this way.

I’ve been through a couple of intimate relationships before, and the ending of them left me devastated at the time. The kind that leave you doubting yourself and your worth, all that good stuff, for months on end.

Recently I have entered a wonderfully loving, patient relationship with a man I think the world of. We’ve known each other for a few years but have just recently gotten down to really knowing one-another, you know the drill.

However, I can’t shake the anxiety sometimes of being worried about my world being flipped upside down again. Perhaps it’s from my past experiences, or reading the posts people make in different subreddits about their failed relationships, but every now and again I get lost in my fears.
I have never let it really really get to me, or impact decisions I make, but it definitely sticks to me sometimes. I know I need to be confident and hopeful looking forward, but my anxiety really likes to latch onto these thoughts and tap at me.

Irrational, maybe. I don’t really know. I’ve confided in my boyfriend about my anxiety issues in general and he’s very understanding and happy to reassure me every now and then that I’m not making him uncomfortable.

I don’t want to drift apart. I don’t want to hurt him. I don’t want to get hurt. I don’t want it to crash and burn, to get married and realize it was a mistake. I know some people just don’t end up working out, and that’s okay, but it still worries me.
For now I’m just enjoying him and the ride, but I wish I didn’t get so worried.

TL;DR: anxiety over being worried about the possible end of a future relationship I am currently very happy in.",4.77921965317919,6.141585789017345,6.143438150289023,75.66774682080928,69.72254335260115,9.813456647398844,30.024971098265897,10.078955797065145,3.140782104046244,1417,56,261,37,25,479,172,346,0.168,0.6809999999999999,0.151,-0.5006,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,2,3,16,20,0,4,17,1,21,2,0,4,2,61,57,25,0,8,14,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,15,0,0,14,1,1,5,11,9,0,0,6,2,38,11,44,45,4,47,0,4,1,2,19,21,0,7,22,176,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524657976031524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061579385326961486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074450905717549,0.2356287733275912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198754368276926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552400281402397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520251267784769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045189474688623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27280771444518426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975693753913078,0.0,0.0,0.07532384921989344,0.0,0.08664994358733216,0.03893510259057297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115481913832373,0.0,0.0,0.06458658263423386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394255435782062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648149532567396,0.0,0.0,0.1648669135676896,0.0,0.0,0.08037127484320405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018692346835893,0.21159456686911865,0.0,0.0,0.08153520965085466,0.08366413975692702,0.07874093044408474,0.0,0.03761984590162619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466324605768924,0.0,0.08405802642746235,0.0,0.13899668522286793,0.0,0.15420058689967334,0.0,0.15472001336070587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614631737806786,0.0,0.0,0.05709685454409034,0.05938957067613033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217932229140612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350821271108955,0.10676856697567044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680947336111385,0.0737477249884034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702398075675182,0.0,0.24665092467947736,0.0,0.15206262720353098,0.4133627877223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709357906222115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231615401857182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149480915957092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815017545115918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868100907127758,0.0,0.06113189390004131,0.04490115170037445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016298712157177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270713141540286,0.18167379438256587,0.06112151040475448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854981378371514,0.0,0.08350662342940028,0.05605920492509742,0.3128017165790312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958749919542217
anxiety,kiwi102610,2020/01/27,"Cat may have mammary cancer I'm really struggling to cope right now. For a number of months now, there has been a large amount of anxiety stemming from a newer boss who is trying to change a lot of aspects of our workplace. She is micromanaging us when we've been used to more autonomy, changing the length of our lunch breaks - for the last seven years I have had the time to go home which gave me a proper break and allowed me to regroup for my afternoon, helping to maintain my mental wellness - and just generally making the workplace a place where our whole team now feel uneasy the majority of the time. Now, in addition to that, my oldest cat (still not even 6yrs old) may have mammary cancer, which is malignant over 85% of the time in cats.

The cancer diagnosis is not confirmed yet and there's still a chance that it may be cellulitis caused by a wound and subsequent infection (there certainly is an infection alongside a firm lump which came up rapidly on her lower mammary glands). I find myself in tears though quite regularly as, with my anxiety, my mind keeps going to it being cancer which would likely mean I would lose her quickly.

She is my baby girl and I'm tearing up even writing this. I don't know what I'll do if I lose her, but my mind keeps going to the worst case scenario. Currently I'm not on my meds (Citalopram) - I came off them last year (proper slow transition off them after 17 years or so of taking them), but know I'm not coping well so am seeing my doctor this week to go back on them.

I don't know what to do as I'm only just making it through the day at work, though I find myself crying a lot. My mind will not stop going to that dark place where I have lost her...",7.237907139116771,6.121380813056383,7.442660150113458,77.01026008029326,64.31157270029675,10.540687729097575,31.989701518589634,9.627879704456738,2.7092864025135275,1342,41,265,22,17,437,181,337,0.11699999999999999,0.853,0.031,-0.9795,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,4,0,4,6,25,9,0,1,21,0,27,11,0,6,1,49,53,16,0,3,11,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,1,1,15,9,1,3,7,1,0,7,7,5,2,1,7,2,37,4,42,38,7,55,0,3,1,0,20,17,0,7,30,187,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379088561546347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729158248770197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299299766414462,0.0,0.10325893362123563,0.21266790475176647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104135103366492,0.06482532894699404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288369367015386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278142869461418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082455613863681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374194277063893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856314285315608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737461286284824,0.0,0.1008270258601806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868875096993458,0.0,0.0,0.16572500227710532,0.16386999543081873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910766487660432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249062462929909,0.10972648327116444,0.1709123910378292,0.0,0.0,0.13419212765245148,0.0,0.0,0.10949278377001496,0.1116520362454248,0.0,0.10129777465781556,0.0,0.3044813906269068,0.0,0.08023193258597547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547597479919836,0.0,0.0,0.07644791966509518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003832372142445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691249843862187,0.0,0.0,0.06439394240124073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584120649144565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800992568268335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054645666309905,0.08403694556405589,0.0,0.1050824839694697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557648378746927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751543124408671,0.0,0.17583730002840697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824463387032056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090990948565315,0.08681465510991195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062889758137425,0.0,0.18075420974796935,0.0,0.0,0.11222395159571204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317777579178147,0.0,0.0,0.14280918111251367,0.0,0.0,0.19418949500155305
anxiety,youfailedthiscity,2020/01/27,"Does anyone else's anxiety get much worse on Sunday nights? I have work tomorrow and while I know nothing's wrong, I have mental alarms going off in my head like I'm heading off to war tomorrow.",7.16,6.201303589743593,7.4457692307692325,76.4117307692308,64.38461538461539,10.876923076923077,32.32051282051282,10.125756701596842,3.021297435897436,156,5,30,3,2,51,32,39,0.32,0.622,0.057999999999999996,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971364892608248,0.0,0.0,0.18018681063508465,0.26403967642951576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255112254678083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527167320275087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463535639662685,0.0,0.1464543931011848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289402241742864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141622805976246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589709215638312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596966339852848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894359750731288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24182993816589501,0.0,0.24726595430451945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760552361442484,0.0,0.2626139126851234,0.0,0.2817497714839312,0.0,0.0
anxiety,louisi9,2020/01/27,"Anxiety is like you’re Spider-Man and your spider-senses are always tingling, even when they shouldn’t be. Sorry for this shower thought, but I thought it is actually a pretty good way of explaining anxiety.",8.893157894736841,8.637101473684211,8.898947368421053,65.10263157894738,60.57894736842106,11.810526315789476,37.42105263157895,11.20814326018867,4.490484210526316,168,7,26,4,2,55,34,38,0.11199999999999999,0.643,0.245,0.81,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.2968999384324189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315681479868124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654942918634594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095143114450936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551868782629956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486390925920029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30952727939262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34057817880332564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830742402025604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414960940608917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vanbrough,2020/01/27,"Strange Taste in Mouth? Anxiety sufferer and hypochondriac here. For the past week or so I've had a strange, tin-like or sour taste in my mouth than comes and goes. I've noticed it's usually non-existent when I wake up, but gets worse when I start to think about it, which causes further anxiety. It's unlikely that I'm pregnant, I'm not on any kind of carb restricted diet, and I brush my teeth regularly. Has anyone found this to be a symptom of their anxiety?",4.974275362318842,5.661171934782607,5.78130434782609,80.92384057971016,68.78260869565217,10.481159420289854,32.72463768115942,10.504223727775694,3.381885507246377,366,16,75,10,6,120,67,92,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,8,4,1,0,12,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,6,1,11,7,0,12,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177747518909594,0.0,0.5459694927265523,0.0,0.0,0.16634245300015424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24438477994780974,0.0,0.2049263866081792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608407452099097,0.0,0.0,0.12429086992899036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477321328294466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708462353581055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709870297723164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838405215845995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472650898958351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243418620890176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620088948579535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082586563538104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424364040522396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snootybooty1138,2020/01/27,"The love of my life struggles with anxiety.. I’ve known about her struggles with anxiety and depression for a while, and we’ve had several conversations about her experiences. Last week I woke up in the middle of the night and she was shaking and crying, and I really didn’t know what to do. I held her and kissed her and tried to console her. It subsided after a while and we talked about it. She said sometimes her anxiety is about real things, but this specific instance it didn’t revolve around anything in particular. It just hit her like a train and she couldn’t control it. I’m trying to understand more about it but I can never TRULY understand it. 

Is there anything I can say or do in these moments to help her calm down and alleviate some of her stress? I don’t want to say something stupid like “everything is ok” because obviously it isn’t to her. 

Any advice or past experiences with loved ones would be greatly appreciated.",5.162939406961756,6.653798005586594,5.930837988826816,77.0659346798453,68.9441340782123,9.530038676407392,31.087666523420715,9.851270322608157,3.079952814782983,749,31,139,18,13,245,102,179,0.122,0.7170000000000001,0.161,0.8938,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,8,14,1,4,6,1,16,4,0,1,2,33,27,16,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,12,15,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,7,3,21,8,25,16,2,17,0,1,0,3,22,7,0,3,11,102,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680518302868214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520396802951613,0.0,0.32129603994545003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304141269586919,0.12462859156339652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534195405765681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702053094026489,0.0,0.0,0.15378208093269213,0.0,0.0,0.12058074010340515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258218721496927,0.2738913319854847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434914410940226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383822809810832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693966567147856,0.11411768733258636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888527531543732,0.13679266009103264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527087214178372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797568623348716,0.0,0.0,0.13137936692879168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486679340279032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364467230383756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934925602924732,0.08968680039000415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317089479531394,0.2226652906631296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815876712649787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777789701852866,0.13846236862266895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036812420570118,0.2927142340666519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252571260118836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300896559196242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900999574611672,0.0,0.0,0.2914873250113175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257490496973376,0.0,0.1122985730239661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994511132777854,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lmcabee,2020/01/27,"Long post....just having a tough time The last couple months have been rough. I was on Paxil for over 20 years and recently weaned myself off of it...very carefully but it still sucked....because I felt like I needed to see who the ""real"" me is and if I could function without it. My last dose was Nov 26. Since then I have been regressing into depression and anxiety again to the point where it's getting difficult for me to leave my house for anything but work which is also a struggle.  I really dont want to go back on meds but now I'm fearful that I cant function without them and I just want to find what it is that's broken inside me and fix it without being dependent on a pill. I have tried counseling off and on but I never feel like theres time to get to the root of anything.  One huge part of my anxiety has to do with car travel and I don't know why and it sucks because all but one of my kids live far away and I want to be able to travel and go see them and my grandkids!! I dont have a problem flying but I live several hours from the nearest airport and getting there is a nightmare for me. I have accomplished it in the past and always been glad...but also terrified of the next time and how hard and painful it is. I just feel weak and pathetic for being like this too because deep down I know its irrational but I cant stop it!!  And I feel like I'm having a pity party writing this....but it's more just extreme frustration.  Thanks for listening if you got through this long post....it is helpful to know there are other people who fight this battle.",2.4290666208003664,4.043904253869972,3.761623667010664,89.40095172571955,76.12074303405572,6.890448343079924,24.346863891755532,7.662118739084242,1.1074984290792345,1226,40,261,17,27,402,163,323,0.20600000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.105,-0.9885,0,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,1,2,2,15,19,4,2,13,0,30,4,0,3,2,56,55,30,0,8,15,1,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,21,19,0,1,8,2,0,5,9,13,0,2,7,9,32,6,39,44,3,42,0,2,2,0,11,17,1,3,24,183,53,2,0.1009109688233607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139693061982538,0.08396600987020379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543932298888063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608225833970025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948091769955114,0.07759430616279336,0.0,0.18454316991891254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288545807893937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056919740518778,0.11165606764574627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691446958126947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365338078305981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355289484558498,0.15307085361735034,0.1441816325807477,0.09689035502354584,0.0,0.09223079734821013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581654487906863,0.0,0.11470005815301,0.0,0.08070772016047942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903964071314716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763849529036803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937697732428223,0.11643770945613728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637408824648414,0.1645118159972681,0.0,0.1068501455902827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972000086286955,0.0,0.17821246849135944,0.17860606385134692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208933761325524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054617256800684,0.0,0.0,0.07482420474427881,0.07782876012047382,0.0,0.1073199601536254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675976814221846,0.0,0.10737638558036396,0.0,0.0,0.10927674553357494,0.09633093805602372,0.06995895990620449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953934828457016,0.0,0.1932896275291649,0.0,0.0,0.09655816883993422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485877474358633,0.06464615060127893,0.0,0.09963740772308087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082595433008387,0.0,0.0,0.11400067160509073,0.0,0.0834745961958627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805876300543483,0.08436608843040429,0.0,0.10549405473450134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929052622763134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652599227624932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851192386110032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832621175308659,0.17855971177520086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105645366593797,0.0,0.0,0.2918237187881991,0.0,0.07346438714724474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498335542617135
anxiety,live_free_bi_hard,2020/01/27,"A Poem about Anxiety Hi, so my school has a writing competition every year, and I decided to write a poem about how I experience my anxiety.  Thought I would share to this community, maybe someone else here could relate?  Any comments/criticism welcome.

 

**Clockwork**

The succession of succinct clicks follow

each other as gears twist, winding up my

Darkness tight like a spring… or a coil?

I don’t know

what makes my thoughts sharper, harsh but on beat

to the incessant ticking that’s tickling

my mind won’t stop can’t stop *stop* *this now*.

Be slow now, steady, a needle strikes seconds

to trace the perfect arcs, form the circle

form its face, the blank face, white face austere

hide the rough tumultuousness that lies

behind the smooth face a snarling, mean thing

Enmeshed within tangled twists of metal

patiently lurking, waiting, for the time

its complex cage can control it no more

waiting for the slip, the *snap* of a chain

that would break the rhythm that has become

the beat of the heart of my tenuous mind",4.4493989071038245,7.250281071038255,4.108333333333333,83.71583333333336,74.3551912568306,6.689617486338799,30.385245901639344,7.793537801064563,2.250167213114753,808,37,138,12,18,244,126,183,0.13699999999999998,0.8,0.063,-0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,7,5,0,0,21,0,10,5,5,3,1,27,18,6,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,7,6,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,10,5,18,11,4,14,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,10,85,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270096637054535,0.0,0.2760622651086253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927462325431053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237151124219316,0.14406146661792646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072903535237314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202300459634213,0.0,0.0,0.17649858409638833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138145645843804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916153208225764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815069336376559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204407613989209,0.0,0.1812697012457425,0.19654497585882932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36437279553770185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826083334593715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288071782776438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525514522992806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198719989876938,0.0,0.0,0.2864880865285975,0.10521222403647684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563495610188773,0.0,0.0,0.11619325734831573
anxiety,Siesta_Cat,2020/01/27,"I just had a panic attack trying to do an online interview(recorded and sent in not an actual meeting). All I could think about was how stupid I looked and how quiet it was, every word I tried to get out was a stutter. I couldn’t even make it past the practice questions. I just felt like puking. I plan on on figuring out ways to make myself more comfortable and prepared. Has anyone experienced this, or am I just a big baby? I’ve been in situations with a lot more pressure, but for some reason this had me stuck like a deer in headlights.",4.053481308411215,5.4515150373831816,5.065502336448598,82.56778621495327,71.52336448598129,7.592990654205607,24.589953271028037,8.07648339933343,1.364384112149532,427,12,83,6,8,140,74,107,0.135,0.779,0.085,-0.4885,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,2,8,0,11,0,0,5,1,27,19,7,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,9,4,10,3,13,8,5,11,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,4,3,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.22610909979039925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620124082405038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635960731267889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849963151198899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303791384254492,0.0,0.1952201121092694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224716048724069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210554659758701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263971599124441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457250431676504,0.0,0.0,0.19698594925068447,0.0,0.0,0.3093276442635031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718540226343685,0.0,0.0,0.22118711798486013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595608415627277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382296906228866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604443353600027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846618623486735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314622805346747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839153780876752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Midnight_Moon29,2020/01/27,"Does anyone else feel anxious after going out? Today I hung out with a friend I haven't seen in a while and I had a good time. We walked by the water front and went out to eat. I tried to tell myself that it is possible to go out, have fun, and not suffer reprocussions later. Usually afterwards I'll feel anxious or get a bad stomach ache. But now that I'm home... I feel off. Almost kind of dissociative like. Anyone else ever go through this?",1.1773333333333331,3.5164809555555583,3.1288888888888917,88.66000000000004,83.8888888888889,5.822222222222222,19.0,7.1686216300943375,0.4221333333333329,346,9,71,5,10,116,66,90,0.107,0.732,0.16,0.7193,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,0,4,3,1,0,1,17,14,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,3,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,3,4,7,5,14,11,0,21,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,2,10,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352784992607873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39154339858433257,0.0,0.2423409094911925,0.3551181970653619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469236864152668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164982189240458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732194293678774,0.28952803419834466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675338781327156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262866355985862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388569760099306,0.0,0.09053841011955947,0.0,0.29545911849508344,0.14534989844657953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382695089660666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804579327083307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466217840234551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953617550675449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514656700506158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104850843005596,0.0,0.16426144699736386,0.0,0.0,0.1176545327954382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908576936598374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606442939618526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unfunnycoont8,2020/01/27,"Doubting my own mind Idk if this counts as anxiety, but sometimes I feel like I’m downplaying my problems in my mind because I feel like I’m just faking my problems in my head. For instance I was about to write a different post here but I started remembering things that would contradict that statement or something because I feel like some fake attention whore and all my problems aren’t real, hell writing this post I feel this. I’m sorry if this writing sucks",5.974356060606059,7.238064693181819,5.818636363636365,79.46878787878791,66.8409090909091,8.593939393939394,36.25757575757576,8.841846274778883,3.2444257575757565,375,19,66,6,6,117,55,88,0.377,0.537,0.086,-0.9861,2,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,12,2,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,27,12,7,0,6,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,4,12,3,6,10,3,5,1,0,0,1,3,2,2,5,4,40,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124286244024778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807584798173364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697426622658805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285912899931957,0.3481977852991512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166737254028268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811842408924816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280892168610582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31119553405093897,0.0,0.0,0.4663748071208344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849221719948403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840426014006934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250744641446236,0.16068328515167096,0.18186767648992253,0.1149944548656071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793536387206124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541136954701255,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Exoting,2020/01/27,"Overthinking simple body functions : breathing, swallowing etc. Does anyone else overthink Simple things like this in times of high stress / anxiety? I start to overthink things like swallowing or my tongue and I worry I will go crazy or something hahaha. Just normal bodily functions freak me out. 


Just wondering if I’m alone on this :/",6.029702380952383,9.48340923214286,5.117857142857143,74.99380952380955,72.75,8.733333333333334,28.97619047619048,9.2995712137729,3.4330333333333325,271,11,38,7,6,81,44,56,0.249,0.626,0.125,-0.7579,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,5,4,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965186991548086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844002020746437,0.0,0.0,0.16854558188024896,0.24698101235285505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26774874158903483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210941747528767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013637363046132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688309870954814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136992495827836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546792612461188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355266579139643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617476157105285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556966334945585,0.0,0.0,0.17061422107545518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761183846045872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202816701909557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405563731458555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614050570732987,0.0,0.2447948055404768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ComputerLamp,2020/01/27,"Health anxiety makes me go insane It all started when I looked up all the things that could go wrong after you stop drinking. I used to drink every night starting September 2019, which lasted until November 2020 when I started throwing up because I drank so much. Since then I have only drank three times in small amounts because my anxiety won’t let me drink more (thank god). After I started throwing up I searched the internet for every little thing that could happen to me, which in turn made me an anxious mess that thought he was going to die. I eventually got over this phase and moved on to the next one which was based on my constant high heart rate. Now I’m always concerned that I have a heart issue and that’s what is going to end my life. I often have chest and arm pain but I’m not sure if that’s just me overthinking it or not. I ended up going to the hospital and they did an ECG which was fine also but that wasn’t enough to convince me for more than a few hours that I was okay. I still get the pain in my chest and arms and need a method to keep my mind somewhere else other than my health.",6.324466666666666,5.565692968888893,6.1447222222222235,84.40375,65.97777777777777,8.922222222222222,29.86111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.7149777777777782,878,25,184,8,12,275,132,225,0.105,0.863,0.032,-0.8977,0,0,4,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,0,10,1,14,16,6,3,3,27,39,16,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,19,6,5,2,1,3,0,8,4,4,0,2,11,1,27,5,25,24,8,42,0,0,1,0,3,13,0,3,21,125,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664202275389779,0.09015022664668412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576451219612667,0.12239698419586445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209002563461636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708051613667815,0.0,0.17300646816603296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244314271834847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184052857889729,0.0,0.0,0.09050684637810798,0.0,0.19191984522821806,0.11194749383878323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256764784268106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660485347263796,0.0,0.3078697039095291,0.0,0.08665195923745182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580753932213093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303275233994612,0.0,0.2567744416993097,0.0,0.11447054567175526,0.0,0.0,0.10669623390578158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308215869241225,0.0,0.09630041962801496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831417332523601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078826868725593,0.07652601053918756,0.0,0.10858835526744977,0.0,0.0,0.09098100616828048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251696121616204,0.07231993135304615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939575295826803,0.0,0.0,0.11515168194299795,0.0796447225933099,0.0803351144919453,0.0,0.0,0.11522422878636375,0.10167275953020426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341616037982059,0.08239989035097275,0.2305696200530449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962261965204889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067435155938355,0.0,0.08652302432316351,0.09057977156532804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021121895353824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997478677839542,0.0,0.0,0.1439568238734184,0.0,0.0,0.08601240356904348,0.06317579473461789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178462966734894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935737439717465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845628784027736,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NerdyPrincess83,2020/01/27,"So overwelmed and cant calm down I have a lot of issues going on at once and I  having a meltdown.  I have bills piled up causing an immense amount of financial strain.  My boss at work is absolutely awful to me and my coworkers, enough that it is impossible to let it all roll off of my back.  Hes such a jerk, hes had full store employee walk outs in the past but it didnt phase him.  
Also, my 3 year old is having behavior issues.  She hits and doesnt listen and is attached at my hip and it is too much for me.  I have 4 kids total and a full time job and I am exhausted.  I am so overwelmed right now.  

At this moment, I am laying in my hallway in the dark listening to my 3 year old om her bed screaming for me, my 7 year old in my bed whining that she cant sleep due to the screaming, im exhausted from a lof of stress at work this last week and a half, my laundry is piled up, house a mess.  I want to just relax but I cant.  

I took ativan but it did nothing.  My heart wont stop racing and neither will my thoughts.  I dont know what to do!!!",0.4148263672281125,1.949887558951964,2.8846912039925137,93.80334788937412,81.70742358078603,5.933957163651487,20.94843002703265,6.868970318607317,0.25548143065086304,797,23,193,9,21,276,126,229,0.136,0.83,0.035,-0.9651,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,1,2,11,1,28,5,3,2,2,24,36,16,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,1,10,11,0,1,2,1,2,3,8,9,0,1,5,4,32,2,28,27,9,36,0,1,0,0,9,18,0,1,15,137,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161912678187388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694090739548554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622908738191268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823780819295992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714033460142782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643114129139268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021672617268356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548106391061025,0.0,0.0,0.1642735853717304,0.3174661199645585,0.15091693349590873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357974448031348,0.12396631912422736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551313400994585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129293834139545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179703920459508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592582837907422,0.0,0.4787503038925688,0.161961309639609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517853001862824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987634947997242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219083862170424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714653203755236,0.1742082803053867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073533237088,0.08867965849780991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896759515942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970131852827799,0.0,0.12199021086110913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214335695257868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29380554804614
anxiety,wish_hope_love,2020/01/27,"Does Anyone Ever Experience Anxiety Over Their Cooking Skills? I had my family out to my house yesterday. There was 13 people, including myself, my husband, & our daughter. I made chili & cheeseburger soup. I made the cheeseburger soup for the same crowd last year and they loved it. This year, it didn’t turn out quite the same. I had to add more liquid to it to get the potatoes to cook. That made it too thin. Everyone said it tasted great, but my nephew (who can be a picky eater) and my cousin’s wife didn’t eat it. I’m focusing more on those two than on the people who said it was great. 

Note: I myself didn’t taste either because they had meat in them. I am vegan. Makes it a little more difficult to cook for others and not be able to taste it for myself. I trust my husband & daughter’s opinion (especially my kid - she won’t BS me). She said it was fantastic and had the one bowl that was leftover for dinner last night. I had made a huge pot of it and my family basically ate it all.",2.735943810359964,4.484868482587063,4.0500321919812725,87.08486391571556,75.61691542288555,7.714486391571556,22.271290605794558,8.4952907291091,1.2329388937664616,779,21,164,15,17,256,112,201,0.023,0.8640000000000001,0.113,0.9654,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,4,2,3,5,0,0,9,0,17,10,0,5,2,21,30,6,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,19,8,9,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,2,20,7,27,4,19,7,7,16,0,0,0,1,22,9,0,1,7,110,46,0,0.12587341194824808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091513677697123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629281560973056,0.0,0.0,0.08801361633681885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673126360888179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101526710418663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879992475480026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385970749602445,0.0,0.12027743930311485,0.0,0.12312835009945758,0.23732450067605146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576366250947055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27755176209024823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452410173004885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052072616766388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615822690397033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360566870940905,0.4764178635088317,0.08402147989851794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812367021465768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529508156563873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452954980858498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338818676714959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592033184522489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136914126739548,0.12296003335133295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211670074550527
anxiety,Defacto_Champ,2020/01/27,"Anxiety sparked by Coronavirus This virus has caused me to relapse and idk what to do or who to turn to! My health anxiety was good with medication and being healthy, but this has reversed all the progress I’ve made. Can anyone offer any advice? Much appreciated!",4.1724999999999985,7.086529583333334,4.624833333333335,79.00350000000002,76.08333333333334,8.006666666666666,30.43333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.927203333333334,212,10,37,5,5,67,41,48,0.069,0.7090000000000001,0.222,0.8918,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,1,8,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29776961163192545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072205742382124,0.0,0.4662211129499575,0.0,0.0,0.2130678488497521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130321719798829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25558532612231666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239039311841722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883341622475665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30697411947619513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240048289956673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33144869709590896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sullen_sunshine,2020/01/27,"any tips on better anxiety management? hiya! 

i very recently had a pretty bad episode and in the process chewed all my nails off and tore my fingers up pretty bad. i keep finding myself going back to chewing my nails even though i broke that habit already. 

any advice on how to be better about that?",3.936315789473685,6.154777368421055,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,73.56140350877193,6.665263157894738,27.18947368421053,7.554174236665415,1.6305536842105273,238,9,43,3,5,74,44,57,0.165,0.644,0.191,0.4366,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,1,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,8,2,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708820352813504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451545928633653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021473007195135,0.0,0.16994867827933627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082419719914113,0.3709818439560567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929577333111909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673189647347104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304649520275425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625633452778962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974623979125613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520248943426747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935217965078152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182670731452664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330190818989175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elegantideas,2020/01/27,"Can’t get yelled at without crying/almost crying So this is a thing that’s been going on as long as I can remember, and it’s why I HATE asking for things, be it help at a store or an extra napkin or whatever it may be, because I’m just irrationally afraid that whoever it is will yell at me. 

Today I was at my college dining hall and there’s a station where they have stuff behind glass, and you tell the worker which one you want and they’ll put it in the oven for you (lasagna, fish, etc.). In my opinion they’re a bit understaffed here bc they have one person working this station as well as getting the pizzas in and out of the oven. I always feel bad for the person working there bc it seems like a lot to do, so I always stand there and wait for them to look up/notice me/be done with the task at hand because I know they’re busy. I was waiting there today as the worker took out a couple pizzas and cut them, then still waiting as she cleaned/organized some of the platters because again, I figured she’d look up when she was ready to take my order. She then looked up and yelled at me, saying if I had said “hi how are you” she’d stop doing what she was doing and take my order, instead of me just standing there looking at her (she imitated the way I guess I looked, watching her/surveying, although I hope I did not look that judgmental, as I always work hard to keep my face neutral and work against RBF). I stuttered out an apology and it took all of my strength to resist the urge to just run off to another station, and then when she put my lasagna in the oven I hid behind a pole to wait bc there were tears pricking at my eyes and I just knew if she looked at me again I’d lose it. And I get it, the last thing I’d want to be doing all day is standing by a hot oven catering to college students, and I try to tell myself it’s nothing personal, but that doesn’t stop the tears. 

I’m so embarrassed about this quality in myself. As I write, I’m back in my dorm, crying all the tears I held in earlier. I had plans to play a board game tonight but now I just can’t bc my mood is ruined and I’m so embarrassed at how pathetic I am that I literally burst into tears over something like this.",3.5566778382907387,4.104256692640696,4.6785351207931845,88.06406996229578,71.90043290043292,7.519731881022202,26.5915374947633,7.4822170145007005,1.2041570171763722,1720,54,379,18,31,566,211,462,0.10099999999999999,0.836,0.063,-0.9519,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,5,9,29,17,3,3,25,0,34,7,4,2,3,62,70,42,0,5,13,0,4,2,0,3,0,5,5,3,25,21,3,8,6,2,1,6,5,10,1,2,15,18,60,6,61,47,8,58,0,2,9,0,32,28,1,11,20,266,85,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901265402593987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189618497392236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321117646432377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831021665225113,0.0,0.0,0.06835258116086924,0.07422123743000618,0.16256350012463924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704721174413268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835748012035103,0.19528771914440016,0.05732808690822806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096753852784394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991382517845039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494654510384855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932744823607432,0.0,0.050519460910002666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792473188530797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962991178942525,0.08776260088403891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958253855939264,0.0,0.0,0.0882899684486127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790114328112649,0.0,0.0,0.04885280433710645,0.07245897161116162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685643484225325,0.0,0.0,0.07866676099667501,0.522529162241843,0.09944758509617868,0.0,0.07557293241906543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529442134406429,0.10120430904901137,0.0,0.0,0.12047125122648468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23285160628740303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872233839286614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006974845262293,0.0,0.08455679668029208,0.07069061050952292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092408048221514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843352474902696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098939079750705,0.1486356458827232,0.0,0.0,0.1017602516292582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367167744969025,0.0,0.1553913252629591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716799616969878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851874045123208,0.0,0.19752491269170727,0.060351939050505315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486179372980994,0.07055845603159659,0.0,0.0,0.07992472397581386,0.0,0.08021134471341337,0.0,0.0,0.08568886648842645,0.0,0.2588581937638809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ailengirls,2020/01/27,"4 hours early for a flight due to anxiety I have gone on holiday with my boyfriend! I have checked over and over again the times of our train back to the airport! The last train was at 1 in the morning and our flight is at 7:40. I couldn’t get it out my head that that’s the only way to travel (we could afford a taxi no problem) we are now 4 hours early.,.. I feel extremely guilty.... I think I have ruined the last night of our holiday ....we went back to the hotel early so I could sleep before we left!",1.0215094339622652,2.819476056603776,2.5704150943396264,95.51373584905664,80.88679245283019,5.749433962264153,19.090566037735847,6.742157984588678,-0.047679999999999716,386,9,90,4,10,126,66,106,0.079,0.868,0.054000000000000006,-0.3561,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,7,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,9,0,9,2,2,0,0,14,14,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,4,1,3,2,2,0,0,3,1,16,0,15,8,0,26,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,14,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663831340379279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344805689255182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507228618892488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473042329861262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997204291517162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363219784210556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232126902199296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42837766786376297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545750231614385,0.0,0.0,0.23630903107052265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410439065395164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541480223167832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811340963748345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765214338248126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936205945848099,0.0,0.0,0.12682312497437145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263746383191056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162010984700304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bunny0288,2020/01/27,"Rumination..... Hey, so this is my first post on here. I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember, but I honestly thought it was normal. As I've gotten older, I'm realizing that it really isn't normal. I have never been formally diagnosed, but I have had 3 different doctors try to prescribe me anti anxiety medicine within 10 minutes of meeting me.... if that tells you anything. (Medical anxiety... anyone else???)

Anyways, I want to talk about rumination. I dread social interactions. The funny thing is, I'm usually okay while the social interaction is happening. I might feel a little anxious, but I can usually manage it. For me, it's afterwards. When I'm home and trying to sleep I run through those conversations/interactions over in my head and pick apart every stupid thing I said/did. Sometimes I still do it years after the event took place depending on how badly I feel that I messed up. 

I honestly thought everyone did this... apparently not. I now dread interacting with people and feel anxious beforehand because I know that the rumination is going to come afterwards. Can anyone else relate? Has anyone figured out any coping strategies for it???",5.1311057947900025,7.561740167464116,6.553644338118023,68.75689925571507,70.77033492822966,10.194683678894208,32.663742690058484,10.380263240014207,4.213172036150985,921,44,145,29,18,312,131,209,0.146,0.7809999999999999,0.073,-0.9396,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,1,2,5,1,18,5,2,3,1,28,33,14,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,15,6,0,0,9,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,9,3,22,3,22,23,0,30,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,15,100,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092754349797789,0.0,0.2731157092144745,0.2688837612786898,0.0,0.2496333822430244,0.2438695604897941,0.0979310509212024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993642810715829,0.07254439958912452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251234942770733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078766346113183,0.0,0.12433499231944135,0.0,0.12180675445915795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882696812754064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026692275601423,0.11371446536887014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051765083169466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122567056084543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763333632345146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523580993861184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213355748183395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937181047535594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540208637541288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927436606058567,0.0,0.1053157616515907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988511033709005,0.0,0.12624559651725345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917840634717603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319944620207886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250314673534484,0.0,0.12433499231944135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397398220213205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623770930961911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480957071217595,0.0,0.11320109449504408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909103617118272,0.24262140949706296,0.0,0.0,0.11769907905592834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503762028969104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565178521078407,0.10401569587192172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581233905358204,0.0,0.0,0.18895350028605065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221903610706914,0.16159329169591702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621345921079539,0.0,0.07019228664615866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663537758806788
anxiety,mae_20,2020/01/27,"Worsening Fear of Accidents I’m sorry if a discussion similar to this has been started before, but this is my first post (26F)

After hearing the heartbreaking news about Kobe Bryant and his daughter today, I couldn’t help but reflect on how much worse my anxiety has become in relation to unforeseen circumstances.

No one wakes up and knows that this is the day that a terrible accident will befall them, and that scares the living hell out of me. 

For me it manifests in a reasonable fear of the “big scary things” like flying, driving, bungee jumping, illness etc. But recently it’s been getting worse and leaving me with an inability to make little decisions (ie. Do I drive to the movie theatre or walk in the dark?) Ridiculous I know..

It doesn’t help that I was recently T-boned by someone who ran through a red light. It left me with this feeling that I don’t have control over anything. I can do everything right and still something bad can happen. 

I of course am talking to my partner about my fears and to my doctor about adjusting the dosage of my anti-depressant. I’ve come here to ask people how they deal with living in such a scary world. How do you surrender control and live your life without fear?",7.2666442727578096,7.348459218340615,7.047685589519652,75.90909640577763,63.803493449781655,10.714276116896203,35.955995969096406,10.389873798559362,3.738894927779645,967,42,174,21,13,306,149,229,0.28600000000000003,0.669,0.045,-0.9968,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,2,3,9,11,2,5,13,0,18,4,1,7,0,33,30,15,0,2,6,1,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,15,12,0,2,7,0,0,6,5,10,0,2,4,4,22,1,31,24,2,28,1,1,1,0,15,13,1,2,9,122,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904649265463735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578815475239903,0.0,0.10881927854984057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719002341559674,0.0,0.12855582612051944,0.09904872911543024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002692067392824,0.0,0.0,0.2611073741968333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506905438266806,0.12000438218953992,0.1002560628173157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191414177246944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298179516530389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461376756531973,0.0,0.0,0.5239342177924492,0.05885587363337569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990106825709389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081474981815629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293307335182876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119245491931533,0.0,0.15604235440588196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794195736546474,0.0,0.0,0.12325191604974466,0.12647009278385762,0.0,0.08221751139717941,0.05686767850020435,0.1166644422451726,0.3083528068797367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769861173172597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556817272197198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887637105653217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069783906846761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114800397037438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967967673079286,0.2298640089680172,0.0,0.0,0.09940586963545184,0.0,0.0,0.1165377678580806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862624079918383,0.08961122318988529,0.0,0.13030145729922646,0.08238926971252641,0.0,0.09295803725146927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355876321072083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733169234958122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033459490531668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220646851003896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724525007627276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TREMEND30UZ,2020/01/27,"Had an intense anxiety attack after a workout and it's been carrying over for 2 days now I remember being 15 and anxiety becoming a thing, my chest would get tight and I immediately looked it up on google and boom. I found signs of  heart attacks and it took me into a rabbit hole, ever since that everytime I get an anxiety attack and i feel the slightest disturbance in my chest region my subconscious becomes my conscious and it takes me a while to get that thought out of my cycle of ideas, I'm currently still kind of shaken up. I was just wondering if anyone has tips on how to ease my mind from these flowing thoughts?",6.548957845433258,6.551119680327872,7.262880562060889,74.03352459016395,65.31147540983606,10.905854800936767,34.64168618266979,10.608840637214634,3.7089751756440283,499,21,92,12,7,166,84,122,0.152,0.8170000000000001,0.031,-0.9117,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,1,7,0,6,3,3,1,1,25,18,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,8,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,7,4,14,1,17,9,0,17,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,2,7,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542621740230471,0.0,0.0,0.1079343073508973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268311214370965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409639547991959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955146506294718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963031148190808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805064944463991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925123235436104,0.0,0.0,0.2419451327163055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829210823329996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425721325529214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607454722666739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962617314955233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586278292598174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748633637258318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769079725987084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327461527071497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606188210013732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255202136894563,0.0,0.0,0.2450942056505227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715031453637075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674002572981986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965515667352227,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,r-_obin,2020/01/27,"I can't ""hold"" my self So redditors, I kinda... eh.. scared. I'm 15 and I got big Anxiety on my live. Like, I can remeber as it was 2018 but now it is 2020!! I have the feeling like I can hold my self, I tryna explain the feeling :

You are in the ocean/beach, you r in the water, you can still see the land but now  you drift further away, the land gets more blury and now it is even blurierer. 

It is such a weird feeling, I dont want that everything just moves away, I dont want my Parents to day, my siblings move out of our house. I'm so scared for this hole life and I don't know how to deal with it. I have so many thoughts and but this feeling is still going, I just dont wanna do this anymore **(NOT suicidical meant!!).**

Can someone of you, maybe older, experienced or idk help how to deal with it? Thanks.",-0.9594160768452972,1.1299025174418629,1.2532659251769471,99.39689079878667,93.59302325581396,4.619211324570273,17.94337714863499,6.280692351149826,-0.31254175935288186,611,18,149,7,23,203,96,172,0.08,0.799,0.122,0.8443,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,5,0,0,14,6,0,2,7,0,18,2,0,2,0,30,35,14,1,3,7,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,7,1,2,8,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,4,6,23,3,16,31,1,21,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,2,9,98,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075620956508273,0.0,0.13061888027060384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748788047073156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494072197282433,0.2715701948534383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630821557688252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699184871954753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837059915526367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663819567128836,0.09409217488489638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881195984991023,0.0,0.07485265451545378,0.0,0.10533886714936692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828105236287019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197327322823698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238323646546405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302920936350184,0.12869168816494525,0.0,0.11630051936446956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353117343459875,0.13231832318212275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799693817188829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462460749302425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637252385918479,0.0,0.10495417169299844,0.0,0.2748002007053465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159570568511742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036425361285774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406710352764882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125897077679924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456138825354096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536950467288402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,54338042094230895435,2020/01/27,"Medicene Pushing Me Over The Top I have been dealing with some strange lightheadedness the past couple weeks and went to see doctor about it. They gave me an antibiotic because they believe the lightheadedness is from a sinus infection. Doxycycline is the antibiotic. Along with that they also suggested Sudafed or Mucinex along with Dimenhydrinate for the lightheadedness.

My anxiety which I deal with daily but keep in check most of the time is now up and out of control. I quit taking the Sudafed and tried the Mucinex but I wasn't finding any relief. I think the Doxycycline antibiotic is edging me though and I am stuck taking it until Thursday.

All this and I don't know if I have any relief from the lightheadedness or if it is just my anxiety getting to me.

I don't know why I am posting this, just looking to pass time.",5.5397058823529415,7.58856174509804,5.655702614379088,77.2231617647059,68.80392156862746,8.76013071895425,32.357843137254896,9.2995712137729,3.0485647058823533,669,30,118,14,12,211,87,153,0.095,0.8959999999999999,0.01,-0.8901,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,3,7,2,0,0,12,0,13,3,0,1,1,29,25,14,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,5,2,19,2,20,20,3,16,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,6,7,90,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740120936356835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068881394462705,0.0,0.28200968526178405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236019719156017,0.0,0.0,0.20766632707176075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067313552212803,0.0,0.20394736554849616,0.0,0.0,0.3800531277808229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866006235919972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846579445448778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629996614245784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638327207076884,0.0,0.0,0.20259568935718367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547829784215824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595497899562534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652829422353858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604776911561755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687974594228392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27717247769010195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181052717649894,0.1810941668505801,0.0,0.2149577826186728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514166650094166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785095969069367,0.0,0.0,0.1708671496338036,0.16632077622755356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,djfsdkolfsdfkldsd,2020/01/27,"Panic attack and caffeine? I always feel super anxious about work on Sundays, but today was super weird. I had too much caffeine and it felt like I was actually going to die. It wasn't a full on panic attack but I could feel it coming on if I let it, I had to go outside just to calm down and collect my thoughts.. Has anyone else ever had this type of experience before? It really threw me off of drinking coffee (which I love).. I don't want to experience it again. My guess is that the caffeine just amplified my anxious feelings about work the next morning.",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.576363636363637,81.84454545454548,76.27272727272728,6.218181818181819,25.54545454545455,7.1686216300943375,1.352109090909091,440,16,80,5,10,148,70,110,0.172,0.688,0.14,-0.22399999999999998,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,7,10,2,2,3,0,11,2,0,0,1,18,23,6,1,3,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,0,5,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,9,4,12,5,13,12,2,15,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,6,61,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.1499341522293225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784392145152196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34714744522530433,0.0,0.10743129357769554,0.15742619503991487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495839291021911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073952846183295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323504998540524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267204503826445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594579718782722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051239788037407,0.0,0.0,0.12834965134958312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389795826121381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005861701364607,0.0,0.0,0.23306071369384296,0.0,0.14752210991314318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746385858714239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925593019246268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711116041131573,0.0,0.07506258321771439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866949746167048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294584648303692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340188818391513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36053570998778345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842813076849503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121975988023119,0.0,0.0,0.14563632506720633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062307395529363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237089830624284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alchery,2020/01/27,"I’m freaking out over the coronavirus I live in the city where the first US case was reported and I keep getting really scared. I keep seeing YouTube videos and comments and stuff of people saying it’s probably much worse than china is reporting. I keep seeing articles and news stuff about it too. I’m being really irrational and washing my hands like every hour or half hour. I almost missed one of my finals on Thursday because I was freaking out and not wanting to leave the house. I’m really paranoid and I don’t know what to do, I think about it constantly and I hate it. I know I’m being irrational but those thoughts keep coming into my head and I can’t get them out.",3.6766553595658062,5.509190858208957,4.747476255088195,82.72269335142471,73.25373134328358,8.156309362279513,26.360922659430127,8.841846274778883,2.100158208955224,541,19,102,11,11,177,81,134,0.13699999999999998,0.841,0.023,-0.8825,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,1,4,6,1,1,4,0,8,3,2,0,0,28,28,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,14,0,4,4,1,0,1,3,5,0,3,3,4,16,1,14,23,1,15,0,1,2,0,4,8,0,2,7,68,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180647215356526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632688878479693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198835800194027,0.0,0.15303497212357087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931632956611975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513176988154145,0.0,0.12045722694192128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797546951589208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398150066928702,0.14533733952367694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27892352579655355,0.1634041270504858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034939209204472,0.0,0.0,0.15565525853963674,0.0,0.0,0.1499493149337041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918569468351432,0.0,0.1250482037965231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041029567005676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596165466190454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981776679241498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268438996026693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721656374601442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261753961201858,0.14178082592378838,0.0,0.22569685368354256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32422945809028364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907408576648555,0.0,0.11242609972015928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703448148655728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352790507844979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443172806573424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ugh67453212,2020/01/27,Guilty about feeling triggered by Kobe’s death I always feel extreme guilt after feeling so personally affected by social media posts after celebrity (or really anyone’s) death. I almost feel irritated that all of this posts are mourning someone’s death. I know it’s not okay to feel this way. I just feel like my mental health is so fragile and I have horrible death anxiety and I can’t help but feel like I’m going to spiral after reading this stuff. I feel guilty that I even feel this way. Not sure if this post even makes sense. Just wondering if others feel the same.,3.809181818181816,6.151364281818186,4.46909090909091,82.61363636363639,74.36363636363637,6.945454545454545,24.63636363636364,7.908726449838941,1.5265636363636363,461,15,82,7,10,147,69,110,0.255,0.664,0.081,-0.9453,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,3,2,29,19,8,5,2,8,0,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,12,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,11,9,4,9,19,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,49,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524132055731108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237927689755704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331918570147146,0.0,0.0,0.09443586328825694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840939057088204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6828950536135908,0.19297127059366775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675671152689323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435605959743234,0.0,0.0,0.09052669291919906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422447789898316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319652702810458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015242549071534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610694221744327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792764775152972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880453877784039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509479099497648,0.0,0.08652176839190638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767486975618073,0.11443441043422438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546093750510416,0.0,0.0,0.127290795034675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144058926142628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646490259336709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ugotmeontheropes,2020/01/27,"Medication questions Hi! I’ve been on 50mg Zoloft for almost 4 months now and it helps with my anxiety pretty well. However I do notice that it makes me incredibly tired all the time and just numb to everything emotionally. 

I am trying therapy to gain some tools to help with my anxiety so I can finally be rid of Zoloft. Can anyone tell me about their withdrawal process. My first two weeks taking Zoloft increased my anxiety and I’m worried itll be like that coming off of it. 

Something else I want think about trying is xanax. I’m worried that the doctors will think I’m trying to get a prescription to abuse it but I also have documented anxiety so maybe not? I like the idea of not having to take something everyday. I like the idea of being able to manage my anxiety on my own but if I can’t just being able to have something to calm me down. 

Thoughts? Experiences?",2.2405263157894737,4.843745567251464,3.929356725146203,82.92105263157899,81.63157894736842,7.576608187134503,24.78947368421053,8.532816995589336,2.077168421052631,696,27,132,17,19,232,102,171,0.10099999999999999,0.754,0.14400000000000002,0.8194,1,0,3,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,9,6,0,0,5,0,16,8,0,1,1,24,28,9,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,2,8,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,2,0,18,5,22,20,4,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,10,88,26,2,0.238630954421536,0.14136932988354273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947721534160965,0.0,0.0,0.09541654401795656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563800674270751,0.0,0.0,0.08342815588879528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277971870271052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212444675488672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967277098196174,0.1342138524379289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107233057410655,0.11671343155718568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307042731899453,0.0,0.10148968396313947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233741227791181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994929862412105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693853012823118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487454592290153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964400753805219,0.0,0.11986843394835706,0.0,0.0,0.12019779066500615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523647557358317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584146162211766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138673501170115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366064110581113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27556465075096503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942077973629092,0.0,0.10428698612474968,0.0,0.13644764663746084,0.0,0.0,0.15290508009769593,0.0,0.09472316123721464,0.06957381427124948,0.13713558903802645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430221308574712,0.0,0.11655388401800156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037535981632959,0.0,0.09570767881983866,0.0,0.10727894322524326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423413176372495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kikibee86,2020/01/27,"Getting back on your feet while struggling with anxiety is not impossible. Hello, um this is my first time posting on reddit so bear with me. Also sorry for the bad format. 

I have been struggling with anxiety and depression for most of my life. Last year I was diagnosed with PTSD due to going through traumatic experiences.

At the end of 2019 I entered college to get certified for a certain job field I'm interested in entering, since I started that class, steadily I have been learning more and more skills on how to combat my anxiety. Of course I had some really bad days and I had triggers and attacks, but slowly but surely it's getting easier. 
I found that entering school was one of the best things for me, that plus doing different types of therapy and exercises to as well. 
 
I'm going to graduate later this year, and I've got a positive feeling that I can finally be able to rope my anxiety under control. 

My point for this post is, it's not impossible. It's hard as hell, I know. Trust me I have been there, I am still dealing with it, there will always be those days where everything is just a nightmare, but in the end I am in charge of my anxiety, and it is not in charge of me. 
You can do it, take your time. Care for yourself, even if it takes a while, even if it's hard and it feels impossible, don't stop fighting to get over the anxiety that has a hold on you. 

One last thing, find people who you can trust to support you.",4.4193157894736865,5.49788225614035,5.618026315789473,80.16493421052633,70.2982456140351,9.349122807017544,30.03947368421053,9.642632912329526,2.7506526315789466,1133,45,224,26,20,378,150,285,0.11,0.727,0.162,0.9729,2,0,0,0,2,0,32.0,0,6,0,4,12,17,3,2,10,0,27,4,1,3,2,38,45,21,0,2,9,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,21,14,0,3,6,1,0,5,4,8,2,3,9,4,29,9,41,33,5,40,1,1,0,0,10,13,1,4,20,166,50,7,0.10436393790093898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345980343372866,0.08683915675433446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790287610253513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872904582957752,0.0,0.0802494262443899,0.17427905772537133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952351408374264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640599018185593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705303060166633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461221226587886,0.10759463737073294,0.08988850678810248,0.10592720012581867,0.0,0.10903810237459977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848709442446405,0.0,0.0,0.13786279340765986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937955779598008,0.10208795713671537,0.0,0.0,0.10553908557637176,0.0,0.0,0.11432559270149535,0.0953867485293074,0.08877191226419631,0.0,0.11442967113312084,0.0,0.0,0.21810340036221504,0.0,0.11862486195399267,0.0,0.08346937496654706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697917838547035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356510474688656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057355690917589026,0.17014107731700792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371533574775313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143941056323675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235281389524419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865765472225232,0.0,0.1999036073041794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199585852007447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685821101070202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562187688047757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633092789883333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168268840786577,0.07386933240452505,0.0,0.0833451756200843,0.08725292519298011,0.0,0.21820769546870136,0.0,0.0,0.11843095996136754,0.09836177637516276,0.0,0.15693738609835953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934925839709988,0.0,0.13866952595908658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171090292518814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383571377802127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441390860418714
anxiety,PancakesAreNeat,2020/01/27,"I can’t take positive responses This mainly happens when I make music, but basically, whenever I get a positive response from someone like “nice job” or “this is good”, I take it the same way I do with negative responses. I don’t feel proud of myself. It’s not that I don’t believe them, I honestly don’t know if I do or don’t, but it’s just a negative feeling and my mind doesn’t comprehend that it’s a positive message. The only explanation I can think of is that it’s because the people who bullied me years back would pretend to support me, but then hurt me right after. I guess my brain is just expecting that blow after, and while it’s been a while since then, it still affects me. While my negative thoughts don’t come at me like they used to, I still get that negative feeling associated with it. I’d appreciate some help to rewire my brain or get it out of this “habbit”. It prevents me from improving and getting my music done.",5.654816247582204,5.612119723404257,6.9552417794971015,75.6377272727273,67.19148936170212,10.666150870406193,34.64410058027079,10.436869588844218,3.572440425531913,740,33,146,18,11,253,98,188,0.145,0.614,0.242,0.9555,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,6,8,0,0,7,0,16,2,2,3,0,33,34,16,0,3,10,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,1,6,1,0,1,12,1,0,0,3,3,26,7,14,30,3,17,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,6,14,111,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276216381310078,0.0,0.10117452691064263,0.0,0.0,0.1869927511869333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705575858033181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429695264498631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984620165763714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517601362111941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468524890309081,0.0,0.0,0.1392088009663824,0.0,0.0,0.18283603171224855,0.0,0.14676781867243582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124702309423254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767564423373922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470084509708333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121345252671127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621703278578359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078709093591198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675836384830822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622860634169955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506355951478875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173853140247836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729312414354192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406268923544333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650896919950323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834219536559169,0.0,0.0,0.24957943296536975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634766843728216,0.0,0.1317626247362113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334586176532613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317402443304093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790120636116275,0.0,0.0,0.10688003644672256
anxiety,mirandasb99,2020/01/27,"I don't feel normal? I've always had severe social anxiety, but over the past few years, it's become increasingly difficult for me to make friends. I've always tried to go out of my way to be kind to people because I never want anyone to feel this way, but aside from showing people compassion, I feel like I have to put on a mask around everyone I interact with. I feel like an alien, in a way. I can't always laugh when I'm supposed to and it's hard for me to feel comfortable or connected to anyone aside from my boyfriend. Is this a normal symptom of anxiety? Sometimes I feel so overcome by nervousness it's hard to ground myself in reality, and the floor will start to shift or I'll see expressions on people's faces that aren't really there at all. Has anyone else experienced this?",5.2205696202531655,5.734344601265825,6.330227848101269,77.81951898734178,68.17721518987342,9.864303797468356,29.09113924050633,9.888512548439397,2.680241012658227,629,21,122,14,10,211,96,158,0.121,0.732,0.147,0.88,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,6,0,9,2,1,1,2,21,21,8,0,3,4,0,8,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,10,13,6,27,18,3,21,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,2,7,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239599962426645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856141888838147,0.0,0.0,0.2722338384854081,0.13297409574264027,0.0,0.1155309756342938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911217715882422,0.14333089647820646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841384321565188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240095580187516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937214851532869,0.18542852923988332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026706442242836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375649278742354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325132892855964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351450340747243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680709363459508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662860339118307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000936961482997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431206276113866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238889021042472,0.26991760622410194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046391059187773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313985916549947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341719552359313,0.0,0.0,0.14661352135995684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229351982625545,0.0,0.0,0.12835491707755456,0.0,0.09185836413987518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489024866414245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811153716021282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654711663181732,0.3090379920714352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835735301790204
anxiety,scotchpiper,2020/01/27,"I just feel so angry. Feels like no one is doing anything for anxiety, and everyone is suffering so much. Does anyone else feel angry about the current treatments for anxiety? I feel like all we have is medication and therapy. Isn’t there more the medical community can do for us? I know scientists are probably looking for cures or alternate therapies, but it definitely feels like not enough is being done. For me at least, anxiety is completely debilitating. When my anxiety is bad, my life literally takes a nose dive. I can’t eat, lose weight, have so many irrational fears, and I feel like all I’m offered is “take this medication and hope for the best.”",5.728172635445361,7.510239429752069,7.012011019283751,68.73599632690544,67.92561983471074,11.989348025711665,34.105601469237826,11.645159339076185,4.791754086317722,525,25,91,20,9,178,81,121,0.214,0.623,0.163,-0.5732,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,2,7,10,0,1,4,0,17,7,1,0,2,19,29,10,0,1,4,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,7,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,9,10,6,8,27,7,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,2,6,63,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36848445971284616,0.0,0.0,0.08420059600990926,0.1233847141600935,0.09909555502574334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054582780333114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637355894857547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625827700493433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538051883147792,0.12323166227373865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232199162102697,0.10059561587130217,0.0,0.0,0.1244262455120207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150666510180804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550619135353242,0.3653283944742637,0.3441128281356384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960441878602908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617978657686367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850563406905468,0.2353248866133792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112263010307132,0.13471938912318768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208717088073714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639320145068822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852269458933401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159983651911587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983333086194454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810819911984572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754219615338928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485066033806054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663934873105133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fuzzy_secret,2020/01/27,"I was extremely nervous to go out to a busy restaurant with my boyfriend’s family and he said “I hate it has to be like this with you” I just cant help but feel like I’m not enough, with all of
my issues. 
I was extremely nervous to go out to a busy restaurant with my boyfriend’s family and he could tell. On the way to eat he said “I hate it has to be like this with you”. 
We canceled lunch and went home. 
And I have thiis indescribable feeling. Misunderstood, I don’t know.
I’ll never like to have small talk in public with humans, much less sit down and sit inches away from someone and act like I i enjoy that. 
It just kind of hurts, there’s nothing I can do about it.",2.338770806658129,3.5218871408450734,3.6544046094750335,91.85480793854036,75.47887323943662,6.853777208706785,22.76824583866837,7.348242739294969,0.5933295774647878,522,14,121,6,11,171,80,142,0.142,0.72,0.13699999999999998,-0.179,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,0,4,12,2,2,3,0,13,2,0,0,2,25,24,7,0,1,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,15,2,0,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,5,4,16,7,24,16,4,16,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,6,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053818495144834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364259571099974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748428803953917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655460116513788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221624497498199,0.0,0.17279422229954014,0.1220697106090568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421895362071934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33739790971039385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453069851325524,0.0,0.17139675034998567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829200914944552,0.0,0.0,0.17834410349180066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793502722993498,0.09390579757663184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417392762769678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560926332678954,0.0,0.13178563808600582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639545727995778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250733930439594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477777259225014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733900059836826,0.14934809304513602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562881761508389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839839452575286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TotallyIronicGay702,2020/01/27,"I can't sleep. I've tried everything, different music to fall asleep to, looking through different funny subreddits. I've got school in the morning and it is about 12:20 in the UK (where I am). I've started crying I'm that anxious and my hands are shaking as I type this.",2.72277777777778,4.87015090740741,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,76.96296296296295,7.282962962962964,29.31851851851852,8.238735603445708,2.222611851851852,215,10,42,4,5,70,41,54,0.132,0.812,0.055999999999999994,-0.4404,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,7,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32626510610570697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172364571641576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6034751859887769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955745111812056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098208555231586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252172409408895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29228398333616845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890114997488245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441620012121556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607823176236305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kissmyarr,2020/01/27,"starting college prep course this month i’m starting this preparatory (which lasts 10 months). i don’t know how’s education where yall live but in my country its the worst, unless it’s private. i come from a public school and i can tell you what i remember from the past three years: nothing. not just the awful educational system but my mental health who happened to get in the way those past years. i am now in a “better” state of mind but i’m coming off of high school knowing nothing, i was fortunate enough to be able to pay for this ridiculously expensive prep, but i can’t stop thinking about my classmates, because i am sure they come from private schools and even if a public school i bet they were the best. i am serious i know nothing. can’t stop thinking about being the only one there not knowing the basics and not being able to stay on the same rythm as the others, my anxiety constantly feels like there’s somebody squeezing my insides, all the time. scared of teachers asking me questions, or me panicking the first day, honestly the last couple weeks i couldn’t stop thinking about the first day. i feel awful, and plus i went cold turkey on my medication bc side effects. maybe i was asking for it.",4.252253711201082,6.170551341880344,4.6439271255060754,83.70370445344132,71.90598290598291,7.148538011695907,28.127755285650025,7.85451343220497,1.8086017094017093,970,37,179,13,19,306,138,234,0.134,0.76,0.106,-0.5816,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,5,10,9,1,1,16,2,14,2,0,2,2,41,35,14,0,2,11,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,3,12,0,3,4,7,4,0,4,4,4,27,5,24,27,5,38,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,4,22,121,38,6,0.20283307021109634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775833717664808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962154019556074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061822578486095764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643039669028194,0.0896946837735501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26208409487912865,0.0,0.1095952455649383,0.0,0.0,0.11221546712096236,0.0,0.13081055032492386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479039111271346,0.0,0.06698466495509209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255849475058244,0.07245199294338549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725297059042366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052985953779526265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968230706058561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078010343662131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715213749316872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294350168993776,0.16533602399129932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954699630551136,0.0,0.08955265853525493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188654082232948,0.0,0.0,0.1021664895582113,0.10220401396276617,0.0,0.10240178985226392,0.0,0.16189942150213038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919357019585526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872246886807767,0.07713184495186723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936271165567778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360972958262805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488516430260465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101535643898249,0.41055579158886696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356629107149702,0.1080965325231455,0.0,0.25436629344021777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558388412158624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864252179697933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949508620262864,0.0,0.0,0.0591367971902163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804997250156396,0.08135022711057571,0.0,0.0,0.09401414409162996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061784707251686
anxiety,narsbars21,2020/01/27,"Anyone with a desk job, what do you keep at your desk to help with your anxiety? Currently I have a stress ball that's been helping me and I was wondering if anyone else has anything that works for them. I also chew mints or gum sometimes and for some reason it helps.",3.81111111111111,5.091405111111111,4.3157407407407415,88.16583333333334,71.96296296296295,7.622222222222224,24.61111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.2338666666666671,212,6,44,3,4,67,44,54,0.08199999999999999,0.782,0.136,0.4588,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,0,6,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,1,31,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700955344299453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846046921835966,0.0,0.0,0.344513499317916,0.2524192324756945,0.2027287100482766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057975197454933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953785565141838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444687645911165,0.21897114199627465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532933904546346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436508364448941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821981740634518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671608770371308,0.17934896345623716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Malia82,2020/01/27,"Has anybody ever dealt with movies-related anxiety? Ever since I was a child, dealing with the first bouts of OCD and Anxiety disorders, I’ve had huge trouble managing panic responses to certain kinds of movies.
Above all, I literally couldn’t handle spotting a vhs/dvd cover of the Child’s Play movies or Goosebumps’ Slappy, without feeling an absurd rush of panic coming over me. I had never seen a single second of those things, but the mere sight of Chucky’s face would just shut me down, with my heart beating fast and a lingering sensation of fear and anxiety following all day long. 
Sometimes, I would be able to open up about what I had seen with my parents and I would calm down, but only after taking about it. Otherwise, it was just me and my imagination. I would literally obsess about movies and books I was scared about; each time running away from the mere mention of them, but constantly ruminating and wondering just how terrible those things were. 
When I did finally see the entirety of Child’s Play series, years and years later, I simply thought they were fun movies, years away from the terrifying horrors I had imagined in my childhood head.

This pattern however returned around the time I was 12. I was already into horror movie around that time and I had gone seeing Terry Gilliam’s The Brothers Grimm (one of my favorite directors now) but one particular scene (The Gingerbread Man, for those who have seen it) completely freaked me out and I ran crying to the bathroom, followed by that same gripping lack of breath and brain screams I had experienced during my childhood. I did manage to return into the theater, but it took me years to actually watch that scene.

And, years later, I literally escaped from a showing of Under The Skin, which was a definite first for me, cause at that point I felt utterly defeated; something like Fear had won over. Same thing happened during Hereditary (Which probably gave me the worst fight or flight reaction of my life) and, last night, from Color Out Of Space. 

I know my anxiety issues are far bigger than a simple distaste for creepy AF horror movies and I know I can definitely live without needing to face every single piece of entertainment that causes me distress, but since I only ever get these kinds of reactions with certain movies (real life panic reactions have a different taste, I don’t how to explain it) I was wondering if anybody has ever experienced the same.",7.641158035863918,8.465375638009052,7.373177476118653,71.3579881012234,62.98190045248869,10.439550863080274,35.3748952572482,10.338469443840273,3.856854432713257,1960,84,318,43,27,621,235,442,0.18899999999999997,0.7290000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.995,4,0,1,0,1,0,50.0,0,0,2,5,17,26,1,8,23,0,31,11,8,4,9,76,56,26,0,8,14,2,4,1,0,4,2,1,0,4,22,28,1,0,10,5,0,8,5,15,0,5,28,16,43,11,60,22,11,62,0,1,8,0,14,23,0,5,32,230,65,4,0.08485748989245147,0.0,0.08280866929495409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364235021147874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25966299001024684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151082313673762,0.0,0.0,0.15945281018342156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472902277683196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743440343818638,0.0,0.07309721374669367,0.08897146367092859,0.09170080039816622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321196804610528,0.054726060895645724,0.0874843459992401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865801594155294,0.09725403512490036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30703383116281224,0.07149609510791907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190976535831002,0.042906496571910986,0.0,0.08147649772819571,0.09295723237584334,0.0,0.14435947510610087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044334536105070266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503919806573084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870882660160819,0.0,0.0,0.10055653409543908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856917277970637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673203500125154,0.09327091445962182,0.06917018004065227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987470929031226,0.041457083244073975,0.0,0.0749307182363187,0.07509620824534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292075352990256,0.06544732750337287,0.0,0.0,0.07963300586005206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500326256044975,0.12907588977630413,0.0,0.2986859424636246,0.09422420031869076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021775631303744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914907264226939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658640116640038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495715089114557,0.0,0.13524086581606218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403899850642814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532744148106938,0.0839262273040327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380227175420468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912663704727393,0.0,0.0,0.06736736830100515,0.14844325428643648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427979358248913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635991842194696,0.1840486560203872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411213045570861,0.0,0.0,0.2732272066432367
anxiety,CDCvsCIA,2020/01/27,"Another symptom thread Went to ER 2 months ago because I an feeling faint all the time, cant workout anymore or even stand on my 2 feet for 15 minutes without having excessive shortness of breath and faint. They gave me a holter monitor which I had to wear for 2 days and just got the results: mild bradychardia 37% of the time my heart beats too slow down to a maximum of 40bpm.

On top of that I have high blood pressure, could those symptoms be anxiety even though I dont feel anxious at all mentally?",9.975303030303033,6.760724080808082,8.9614898989899,74.89556818181819,60.717171717171716,12.324242424242424,43.94191919191918,10.125756701596842,4.315725252525252,400,19,79,6,4,125,77,99,0.042,0.903,0.055,0.0361,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,6,0,7,9,5,1,2,11,12,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,2,8,0,14,6,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,6,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268518049569352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161019506030867,0.15765727641692795,0.232821548042014,0.20438459327700592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562974672622607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645450417113226,0.0,0.0,0.1329101495672367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415343985610912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722392594719087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840925816506392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482794427559666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24421607855300856,0.0,0.21774400589694112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768891726885425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449801849505194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284100977651751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024810821241974,0.0,0.2403439337257009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104627144548408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986621336144593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxxradh,2020/01/28,"Public conversations scare me As the title states, I hate having conversations in public. It's happened to me twice when I've been on a date that I'll catch the servers having a conversation about my conversation, repeating non-generic points that I was talking about with my date. I also noticed my coworkers doing this when I worked in food service, and overall it just makes me uncomfortable. 

I'm also (perhaps) overly concerned about people's opinions of me. I come from a family where image and the status quo is the most important thing, and I can't stand looking ""bad"", so when I'm having a public conversation, it's never real.

I'm curious to see whether anyone has had the same experience or if it's just a me thing.",9.93391304347826,7.710425000000002,10.139420289855078,63.333478260869576,59.8695652173913,12.678260869565218,39.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.469005797101449,582,23,99,12,6,196,86,138,0.092,0.8909999999999999,0.017,-0.8544,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,12,3,1,1,10,0,10,1,0,1,1,16,19,13,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,2,14,0,13,16,2,17,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,4,7,75,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359065823459821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697591964925442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874484805839855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933872407075045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960449753354966,0.2116390241616436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27146680952608065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852498768452687,0.0,0.0,0.22164769488417396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852381823892164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985577943856945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731485706338586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25559522606557683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564033002761635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222547008266776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555306372711522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476409355552068,0.0,0.1788977755136742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804449406722969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29829621853123234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343898588834924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eggmanea,2020/01/28,"My boyfriend just moved countries and I can’t stop feeling anxious about it He says he loves me but all I can think about is him finding someone new or getting tired of me and I’ve been trying to stop having panic attacks or dwelling on it, but it’s so hard. I feel really really pathetic too, but I hate change and I hate the distance",2.5456521739130444,4.378855956521743,3.602246376811596,89.71902173913048,76.39130434782608,6.339130434782609,27.44202898550725,7.1686216300943375,1.3502637681159415,267,11,55,3,6,86,51,69,0.408,0.539,0.053,-0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,16,12,9,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,4,9,1,5,11,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368218189923682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848397307590302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217603580687543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119900843739513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915976887468112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952283221075908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877869776189443,0.4139317298648563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189198930191272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280312670230668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246160789247805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595520959572964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26858822427438755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670589977200204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761850957088116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505195231230048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432220571695516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409384278156391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232476180191098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hannahmills03,2020/01/28,"Feeling like I’m constantly on their verge of a panic attack I have been having out of the blue panic attacks for the last 2 months and have begun therapy and medication for it. Since yesterday I keep feeling like I’m about to have an attack but it just doesn’t happen, kind of like when you’re about to sneeze and it goes away. I don’t even really feel anxious so it’s weird. Does anyone have any advice? I just took my hydroxyzine which is supposed to help quickly but has anyone else gone through this? How did you help it?",2.532264150943398,4.705466000000001,3.572301886792456,88.33071698113207,77.67924528301887,6.504150943396226,21.92075471698113,7.554174236665415,0.8695841509433961,420,12,84,6,10,135,72,106,0.14,0.71,0.15,0.2858,0,0,0,1,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,9,10,3,2,4,0,11,1,0,1,0,13,20,8,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,4,4,7,4,14,16,0,13,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,10,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781919885143946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028687215648155,0.0,0.0,0.17089193355392646,0.0,0.21154286728829624,0.15499389226354926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162740593831471,0.14212305372678066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634690259367081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237731183824172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636659374443682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999123445224411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229459824903794,0.2161344984004944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376747598292535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278605520659013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445564055688566,0.0,0.15752432633098656,0.0,0.1233051609802336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170850156138824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238851325496422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074219367932434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549652773913538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969073735928548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125132027256471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729903178185036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806642859740614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,baconandeggs88,2020/01/28,"Walked out of class today because we had to go to the front of the room & introduce ourselves This isn’t the first time I’ve walked out due to a spontaneous presentation/public speaking assignment in my 4 years. I’m embarrassed to go back & email my professor with an explanation.

My classes this semester all have group work & presentations so I guess I need to finally go to the doctor & see if I can get some medication. It’s long overdue.

For anyone wondering, public speaking causes me to shake (especially my head) go blank, get out of breath quickly, constantly have to clear my throat, & just cause a sense of dread. My gf & I broke up a couple of months ago & it just makes things worse because I could usually get some sort of comfort from her when I got down about my anxiety. Hopefully medication helps.",6.3400000000000025,7.182305961783443,6.6922356687898095,75.04599681528664,65.81528662420382,10.865987261146495,32.89745222929936,10.793553405168565,3.6371737579617833,664,27,123,18,10,215,104,157,0.094,0.841,0.064,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,2,7,6,0,3,8,0,6,6,3,3,2,21,21,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,4,0,1,2,3,16,2,24,18,3,30,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,7,15,70,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009117769366062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7708322426348861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774866940950828,0.0,0.0,0.07106388484724227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814920462841593,0.0,0.12390859297083287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880937544685232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098287470919592,0.0,0.08114537014552756,0.11245455124174734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402528413537684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133355783859812,0.0,0.08644864719235856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929653390747725,0.0,0.2310406203435815,0.0,0.08128488351557131,0.0,0.1119597794306672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430438013002112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812219698331058,0.0,0.0,0.10094411496602032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994166274591732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784055718552891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476832704049056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112218065133174,0.0,0.0,0.07535929344417543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098803273099299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752019090391741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059262792915449274,0.0,0.09633583185579564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119339627216003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021623152093184,0.07398975141328228,0.0,0.10357231355925643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544806947543852
anxiety,Spiritual-Cream,2020/01/28,"How do you do with workplace anxiety? I work in a big office. 600 people total in a 6 floor building that covers a full city block. I have about 8 people in my department, but I work in travel so we are constantly dealing with interruptions.

I find myself getting viscerally angry for apparently no reason. People chewing, coughing, shuffling in their seats, smacking gum, etc. I can’t put in earphones Incase someone needs me, and anticipating that I’m constantly going to be interrupted is driving me mad. 

I’ve found the only thing that works is to hide away in a private bathroom and meditate for a good 15 mins. This takes the “edge” off, but I find myself needing substances, whether it be anti anxiety meds or a drink throughout the day.

I worry that this is how I am in every environment and I get overstimulated so easily.  I am diagnosed with bipolar II/ anxiety/adhd and feel like I can’t function unless my environment is “perfect.” What are your tips and advice for dealing with over stimulating work environments ?",5.876860198624902,7.735966315508023,7.098430099312456,67.96092245989307,67.66310160427807,9.407028265851796,34.21275783040489,9.784248007369934,3.791041558441559,819,39,128,19,14,277,122,187,0.163,0.736,0.10099999999999999,-0.8514,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,1,5,5,4,1,0,9,0,15,5,0,4,2,28,24,14,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,10,2,1,5,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,1,21,3,22,21,3,23,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,1,5,93,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730831132193495,0.1407339133056873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034861560112814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531079641438276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112672224324912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288048138999484,0.29695498040659457,0.0,0.14617647499244335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108400524367712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061949816409535,0.0,0.0,0.1213424029146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282044406514808,0.10288735832898607,0.0,0.0,0.26326191279375183,0.0,0.0,0.15790963927033072,0.0,0.0,0.15048819477407946,0.0,0.08184944068333479,0.1207964873634118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036051536903233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599728847211515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135768510151825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953310527068208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995343767727854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447790927651945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807574277799135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202701630445352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828452874775246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567996921232573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193908247282371,0.14625850704154025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kyle11291995,2020/01/28,"Telling family and friends. Hi I’m pretty new here but I feel like I have anxiety and have felt like this for years and want to get help. It’s affected my life to where I don’t want to come to work, go to class, or leave my house in general, and I have had days where I didn’t leave my house at all and stayed in bed. I feel like every move I make something bad is gonna happen. I don’t want to keep going on how I have. I want to get help but I’m scared of telling my family and friends about exactly what I feel. I’m just not sure how to go about it. Thanks for reading.",0.6524005681818181,1.9603996093750036,2.4075568181818205,98.52721590909091,80.25,6.529545454545455,19.44886363636364,7.348242739294969,0.02747500000000036,442,10,116,6,11,146,70,128,0.124,0.629,0.24600000000000002,0.9452,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,4,3,29,31,11,0,4,5,0,4,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,4,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,3,4,15,7,17,27,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,6,62,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531959940389744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495134762787305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185932468703228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878780622922436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599558482187765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595720270682991,0.0,0.20883507644736155,0.1967074825203228,0.13218783471957254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273190164522626,0.0,0.14385709976333147,0.0,0.2347285082055514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174393092462832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455884972143946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177127112182235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237024056934118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915520204589639,0.0,0.0,0.09724263254163508,0.2017804724291713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918979110559969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632479355499753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329656069740111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006310985987827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771042786046211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783486199552472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059875335579594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674128286864047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297553348861194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406648402420312,0.1267509593847127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248128142645196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022770856433268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865700868275768
anxiety,tjcaffery15,2020/01/28,Chest Discomfort. Does anyone else get chest tightness or dull pain. I sometimes get it but it goes away. Feel it especially when having panic attacks.,3.2707692307692326,6.0994045384615445,3.2303076923076937,81.16469230769233,99.76923076923076,5.1569230769230785,24.43076923076923,6.742157984588678,1.7132861538461546,122,5,18,2,5,37,22,26,0.42200000000000004,0.578,0.0,-0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209603094786507,0.32378778675795383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595049942655627,0.2969001445245872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765409410081115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639843358413105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597832615002549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302025260485362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33625504837835657,0.3707675827220293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125402303955302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MightyMagpies,2020/01/28,"scared to live alone For the past month my anxiety has been worse than ever before. It started as health anxiety then became generalised anxiety disorder. All day I constantly worry something bad will happen to me or my family. All I do is check up on them and measure my own heart rate etc. Now, I’m terrified of coronavirus. I probably wouldn’t survive it as I have asthma. I’m in therapy but don’t have another appointment for a week, and I have a follow up appointment with my GP to see if I need meds on Monday. The issue is, I study at university in a different city and really need to go back. I’ve missed three weeks of lectures. All I keep thinking is, the day I go back is the day something will happen to me when I’m alone, or my family and I can’t get back. I was nothing like this before and had absolutely no issues with living alone. 
The university I study at has a lot of international and Chinese students who’ve recently returned home after the Christmas break, which terrifies me even more. 
Has anyone dealt with separation anxiety or anxiety surrounding living alone? 
Thanks.",4.349042016806724,6.2754151142857175,5.9724089635854325,74.2453361344538,71.66666666666666,10.084033613445381,29.495798319327733,10.328600350310266,3.488126050420167,874,36,155,27,17,298,122,210,0.203,0.779,0.018000000000000002,-0.9841,1,4,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,1,10,0,19,3,1,0,4,24,36,15,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,3,0,1,3,1,21,2,25,30,7,33,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,5,21,107,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202169775856902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636159466851212,0.3879807489937425,0.0,0.0,0.07092447878231155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23398769786244103,0.08469251725781217,0.0,0.0,0.1726244300631941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961329597383816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624814236267007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597614524255604,0.11625127905654503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312487356582368,0.06699569737338933,0.091752171363555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124445981524668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299468060090196,0.0,0.11529369391101013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939415559087973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781878926735054,0.0,0.12019887597542858,0.0,0.0,0.10174580855163746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117398955713828,0.0,0.09015852293278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955515672833321,0.0,0.2687022237507358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623491206490709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266946145947868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096304322157384,0.0,0.0,0.15042292214731973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732792798677904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968295035350008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936218692408216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498072991389607,0.0,0.10015308599745416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015523668854628,0.0,0.08082915845928974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617652511615912,0.0,0.0,0.07179496826694784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338609800283088,0.11599774819108352,0.0,0.0,0.06499432352041938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272725109278344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301037735840046,0.10336913569049644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,agah_doo,2020/01/28,"I need help Every time any slight inconvenience will make me very anxious but I won't have any sort of breakdown at the time but later on all those small things could result in an attack so bad that I have gotten sick and even nearly passed out, whenever my dad is around me he complains that I am causing a mess or that I am just angry and that I am just blaming the anxiety for my anger this also makes me very angry because it's not and I am genuinely suffering with something that I cannot explain but he is very inconsiderate when it comes to my anxiety and stress I am really hoping someone can help",9.5327868852459,6.409615557377053,9.401409836065573,71.11818032786887,61.459016393442624,12.382950819672134,37.514754098360655,10.355215969177356,3.628204590163935,486,16,95,8,5,160,82,122,0.374,0.5660000000000001,0.06,-0.9945,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,1,4,0,14,1,0,4,1,25,21,11,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,1,0,15,1,10,17,1,13,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,4,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870510088769598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529063739029703,0.0,0.28450430548859496,0.21007191781400256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553598463018354,0.0,0.21154632544044588,0.0,0.0,0.1552614779535319,0.11335412057522813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102309657581354,0.0,0.16018048647852196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846689565368276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281900842616054,0.0,0.15667189908752385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24927832834041816,0.0,0.0,0.18469149079775954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482477289015547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378804525291615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912509500950227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755584136452486,0.1431543121889264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300646192557224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353770916899515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168592706187505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602876228191314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,agoraphobicanorexic,2020/01/28,"Do you think I could obtain a doctor's note for my agoraphobia? I missed the first three weeks of my class because I relapsed in multiple mental illnesses at once, and I am currently working on getting a therapist and a psychiatrist for them. I'm still worried about my grades and such, but I was wondering about the feasibility of obtaining a doctor's note - is it hard? I've been diagnosed with severe body dysmorphia, anorexia, and depression before and used to take medication for these issues. I probably will have to see a new psychiatrist, but I don't want them to think that I'm seeing them just to get a doctor's note to excuse my absences, or think that what I'm saying is illegitimate. I'm now resuming classes but it's all hitting me at once and I'm so worried and stressed out.",6.618039215686274,6.862070934640522,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,65.14379084967321,11.244444444444444,35.30065359477124,10.980518767755715,4.033151633986929,635,28,115,17,9,216,93,153,0.162,0.828,0.01,-0.9632,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,4,7,3,0,1,8,0,10,7,1,1,1,22,28,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,4,16,0,18,23,1,11,0,2,2,0,6,5,0,2,6,77,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897689629490283,0.0,0.12530829846237246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357381743697194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757595742845255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683571767522506,0.14946685543411078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452183742228867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125260165106244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387563049389735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319169665191503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370226578553992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835000481007196,0.1484044918108516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422256297450042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136564023144318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877230765731032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710788936276854,0.0,0.0,0.23469596531548226,0.0,0.0,0.1663630586270689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760285649711387,0.0,0.1686870233871233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072197496161963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709814171886067,0.0,0.28307678422139576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271862567252044,0.0,0.0,0.08685837659329415,0.0,0.11812392336606815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969831577561416,0.10720779074281347,0.2991014679908909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apatheticdude44,2020/01/28,"Does anyone else get anxious with long days stuck at home? And feelings of being trapped? I keep posting here, but I’m just desperate tbh

I’m sick rn, and I find when I have to stay home all day, my anxiety sky rockets. I have no idea why, or where it came from, but I just feel the need to leave. But when I’m sick, I can’t. So then anxiety creeps up on me, and makes me feel trapped. I used to watch a movie when I’d get anxious, to divert my attention, but that doesn’t help anymore. It feels like my depression has made everything I try and occupy my time with un enjoyable. And then because I have nothing to do, my anxiety skyrockets, more feelings of being trapped. When I’m not sick, on my days off I’ll usually go to the gym, but I can’t right now, so my mental health has been really suffering.",2.1051240376390083,3.653838233532938,3.6884901625320796,89.86402694610783,76.8443113772455,7.885201026518392,25.70102651839179,8.634040054169528,1.670714627887083,623,23,140,13,14,207,98,167,0.28,0.665,0.055999999999999994,-0.9911,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,3,0,12,4,0,3,1,31,31,19,0,1,9,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,8,0,1,8,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,6,19,2,16,25,2,25,0,2,1,0,1,8,0,1,14,81,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217164779663363,0.316731457555927,0.13902284963529146,0.0980184952244088,0.1436329977313091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545362988867129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033083271468426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712173277157997,0.0,0.12073852831559315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267418962940987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710405105347806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598651874452718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544010888484124,0.10014602983719198,0.0,0.0,0.12812378411610795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464785906525144,0.0,0.07966864600236742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900688256505085,0.0,0.0,0.09396102188950313,0.0,0.2812278982051408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824838500842653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460017896854016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484324691967955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684858313591494,0.0,0.0,0.12405663522739704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264357272986044,0.09357255580390696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127045807827432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394315706847226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450838424706124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425558068164226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898041617520116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971463937882887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941533188492134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817412360280429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951743581812284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121072216410614,0.15439063898716898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264924271209223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayrandoteen,2020/01/28,"I need therapy, but I’m too afraid to ask. I’ve needed to see a therapist for a while now, and I know that. The problem is that if I ask my parents about it, I know they’ll make a big deal out of it. My mom is taking classes to become a therapist, so I think she might feel hurt if I ask for someone else. I don’t want to make my mom feel bad, I love her, but I know there’s a certain amount of bias when it comes to her giving me personal advice. My dad will probably ask for details on how my sessions go, even though I know for a fact that I would tell my therapist things that I would never say to my parents. I know this is nothing compared to other things on this sub, but I don’t know what else to turn to. Any advice?",5.007311320754717,3.3084964213836514,6.187665094339625,86.09961084905663,69.062893081761,9.459433962264153,29.937893081761004,8.07648339933343,1.7070308176100628,557,16,135,6,8,189,88,159,0.095,0.82,0.085,-0.3612,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,7,0,10,1,0,3,3,30,36,11,0,8,5,5,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,13,3,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,4,26,2,19,31,1,10,0,1,1,1,19,4,0,3,4,90,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369567334973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435637891500138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088804213848305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129608801433503,0.0,0.1207597611749421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418853913073598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112726906049124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826825916318801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221942719406553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057330434866333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489090767565208,0.06214163640192464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705298174402885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605493585617133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986855161280914,0.0,0.14597340438777884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599469111801013,0.0,0.2561202968866948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215156644748815,0.08433136985104794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049166959187792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428229291894381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954733060149694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788927955072905,0.10462562471733812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695322824482242,0.0,0.0,0.08713149878826232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264520826404417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822116529718286,0.0,0.09556981666635424,0.0,0.12504222298742668,0.3808638241707776,0.14528406811581995,0.0700620039724352,0.10742806013364856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893280868827075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449280476309742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534698427925014,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carlaolio,2020/01/28,"Today is my 4th day sick from work On Thursday last week I woke up extremely unwell, went to the Dr and had Friday off too. Woke up Saturday and Sunday morning a lot better! Monday I woke up with unbearable cramping and bleeding, slept about 6 hours all up during the day and then another 8.5 that night. 

I went to work yesterday. I live an hour away so I drove that whole way, just to be there for half hour before my boss sent me home to go back to the Dr and to rest because she said ""I definitely need you here tomorrow. I have appointments in the city."" I said no to begin with as I wanted to be at work and just push through. She said she would rather I go home so I'm fine for Wednesday. 

I went to the Dr, got given different antibiotics. Then I had my first ever penicillin allergic reaction and ended up at the hospital. I was not admitted but I was under observation until the possibility of anaphylactic shock was gone. 

I had every intention of still going to work today but I've woken up really itchy again, I feel totally lethargic and run down. 

My issue is that I am also now extremely anxious. I told my mum I'm not going and she told me to take an antihistamine and I will be fine. I feel so pathetic and stupid. I feel like I should be at work but I know the drive each way will be dangerous as I am so tired and my brain is foggy. The guilt is eating me up. I want to go back to sleep right now but can't stop scratching my itchws and tossing and turning from my anxiety. 

I shouldn't have to feel guilty for being unwell. This is bullshit. :( I don't know how to fix this.",1.8508064516129041,3.9077431049382727,3.7824253285543614,86.55994623655916,79.37037037037038,7.267064914376742,22.1800079649542,8.259297600419973,1.2727565909996024,1242,38,259,25,31,420,172,324,0.16699999999999998,0.7879999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9926,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,7,21,8,2,1,12,0,28,12,3,3,3,47,66,29,0,7,9,1,5,1,0,5,8,3,2,0,5,17,1,1,7,0,0,14,6,4,0,2,24,8,43,4,45,31,6,64,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,1,32,183,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016607236090921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511586176858996,0.07668732479464006,0.11324857361275435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941836912797746,0.1541647846400108,0.0,0.06110856035331095,0.0,0.08530130534878229,0.0,0.0,0.08865875754405582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190682718209624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292997575502006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473492682018253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257589416876957,0.0,0.0,0.08878751736764871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067754758734044,0.08446092786458483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274799659545809,0.0716152106870516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526853945730539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848583652236199,0.0,0.08017526615433976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110827372567736,0.0,0.29616406921464394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462997317379584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018431099134844,0.08171324011437911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048974754664132494,0.0,0.08851837262225892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522490777326445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433056612466367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407335538302627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301143209093575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064219659779822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560887671110923,0.2860685023595522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031762358807997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005596832010009,0.08380949902758407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537193554549307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521714255349084,0.190041508954332,0.19157722193292054,0.0,0.0,0.10903802157789673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825446510406368,0.15913999140781576,0.08041067494880075,0.0,0.0,0.2787849911297539,0.0,0.11192021674518528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648985983425168,0.0,0.0,0.07121133357028239,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,classcantrap,2020/01/28,school related i have severe anxiety with peers and always think they are talking bad abt me with each other or dont like me when i fully know they dont. i always feel anxious around cause i feel like im not doing good enough and they will abandon me,3.275961538461541,4.65113698076923,4.23,87.89000000000001,73.42307692307692,6.7384615384615385,22.615384615384606,7.1686216300943375,0.7116769230769235,201,5,41,2,4,65,37,52,0.309,0.66,0.031,-0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,10,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,10,3,3,9,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35679319951868466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640141485858524,0.24220910599500214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908599838783718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901366428179033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024616106465966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502546531749419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215308046943599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681249233912225,0.15316622190286872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982716136447766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158700565154836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178277244848414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948840528598325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698257329907325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220910599500214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723252700167143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737780370240682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmokeWineEveryday,2020/01/28,"I'm currently doing an internship and I don't know how much longer I can take it and I'm definitely not looking forward to working full time in my later life I'll keep this as short as possible, as I'm pretty tired at the moment but I just wanted to write it all down nonetheless. 

So I'm currently doing my internship (part of my final year in college), but it's stressing me out so much and I don't know how I'll be able to handle it. I'm working for an architectural firm, which requires me to model some houses and other buildings in 3D based on a floor plan. I like 3D modeling, which is why I applied at that company. The thing is, I often have no clue what to do. My mentor does explain it to me, for example what kind of materials I should use, what kind of measurements I should use and certain things about the program that I'm using, but for some reason I often just can't comprehend what he really wants me to do. I'm really trying to focus on what he's telling me, but then I start thinking in my head about how I should do it and in the meantime he's already talking about something else while I'm still thinking about the previous thing he said and so I already missed some of his information. It's like I just can't process the instructions he's giving me fast enough in order to be able to know what I'm supposed to do. Then I have to ask again and usually I still don't get it. Me having social anxiety definitely doesn't help either.

I feel like such an awkward idiot tbh and we're probably already behind schedule thanks to me. Now that I think about it, I've always been kinda slow with understanding things and whenever we had to follow along with something in class as a kid, I was usually behind as well. Anyway the point is, it is really stressing me out. Today was my second day and my internship still lasts almost 3 months. Maybe I'm just overreacting but I'm really not comfortable at my internship. Meanwhile there are 3 other students from my school who are doing their internship over there and they don't seem to have any problems, which makes it even worse for me. On top of that, they are all pretty close to each other and I feel like the third wheel. I feel like I don't belong there at all and I feel terrible for constantly having to ask my mentor again how I should do a certain thing.

So that's actually just one part of the problem. Besides me being bad at my project, I just don't want to be there at all. Every second I'm there, I just wish I could be back home (yes I'm aware I'm probably not exactly the most interesting person). I'm there for 10 hours and I'm only home for like 3.5 hours before I have to go to bed. While I'm definitely aware that others have even less free time, it's just way to little for me personally. It's too little for me to recharge and the thought that I have to go through this, 5 days out of 7 for the next 3 months just makes me sick, no joking. I feel like I'll get a panic attack or something one of these days and today when I was finally all alone at my bus stop, I almost started crying. And there is no way I can get out of this. It's too late to find a different internship place and if I quit, I won't be able to graduate this year and I basically need to find a job asap because me and my mom are almost out of money and we don't have someone else who can support us. Speaking of jobs, I really can't imagine what kind of job I would like to do, considering I'm feeling this way about my internship, which I thought I might like. At least this internship is only temporarily and I know that it will be over in 3 months. But having a job is basically for almost the rest of my life. I just wish I was a kid again, when I only had to go to school and not really worry about any huge responsibilities. I just feel like I'm not prepared at all for the adult life.

Well this was a bit longer than expected. Thank you for reading this. I just felt like writing down how I felt and maybe hope that someone could relate to me in some way or another. If you leave a comment now I probably won't respond right away, as I'm going to bed now, but I'll definitely try to respond to them tomorrow.",4.992198489604661,4.883509989559169,6.196660297529688,80.73983462990766,68.5939675174014,9.498603339247532,29.19894454301442,9.273590166951584,2.2452421818843558,3289,106,692,59,51,1110,314,862,0.09300000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.125,0.9807,7,1,3,0,0,0,68.0,3,2,4,6,57,37,2,4,27,1,70,6,1,11,9,146,144,57,0,19,29,1,9,11,0,9,5,2,4,5,55,37,0,3,26,2,2,6,21,11,2,5,13,12,89,27,111,113,23,102,0,1,1,0,39,43,0,19,61,477,144,19,0.15469842896645986,0.0,0.050321117051535066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065441739575244,0.053406972601379284,0.17071356318461445,0.0,0.042907161844285585,0.0,0.0,0.07013349102157397,0.0540715970586113,0.03944795824370715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964147655538434,0.058663931979890026,0.048448088791623004,0.039651180970354485,0.043055575476433065,0.03143424214634951,0.0,0.04387898965759288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629687262984965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572468136300263,0.0,0.08234273840265781,0.0,0.05664298671368491,0.09976768880164937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387564412925061,0.0,0.0,0.04512587922762175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615379128842625,0.0,0.0,0.05328161020635119,0.0,0.0681179022244768,0.0,0.04344669949759124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182513738990682,0.18419431427307764,0.09902316784070092,0.1129763782221916,0.09426104098466798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082354419278268,0.04946694311273775,0.11722490961111152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052921739539141706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03456369867776267,0.0,0.10345009172818394,0.05121681518630028,0.10156452727098077,0.0595004056062127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468576052004334,0.04583435720961481,0.0,0.16109460813294135,0.11335761446204864,0.0420332889773114,0.05816885535448136,0.054601099861893584,0.0,0.0,0.10926807535507843,0.277118740336302,0.10336564437326624,0.0,0.0,0.043302572845632915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884160172539977,0.0,0.10361024318593699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470352878113297,0.0,0.060393643438041086,0.12347881009192599,0.0,0.0758140967464794,0.038235641633984685,0.0,0.0,0.0548411780737475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698851060629886,0.11765512620718248,0.0,0.060501758251197926,0.0,0.11168221554588284,0.0,0.0,0.0900511341179627,0.05387564412925061,0.0,0.04874667277482559,0.058133078264537015,0.0,0.1049226115653414,0.16679107124814854,0.09868366936114494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484694047061394,0.05158009751945112,0.0,0.19820754975116006,0.053018583321493916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403720435983376,0.049051210510293666,0.0,0.0,0.10437537937934092,0.0,0.04694387988813499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052565188899589735,0.08738365123193648,0.11909440849980595,0.0,0.0,0.0729975628339363,0.0,0.123542365204722,0.04311160451768983,0.11813768513976478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058516647977271685,0.0,0.0,0.038771322041915975,0.04144691244363342,0.04507108184198418,0.09495035266860193,0.0,0.0,0.17129127042392392,0.0991245068329221,0.0,0.08187551507811326,0.060137265321435984,0.05926769567957381,0.09775734816512416,0.0,0.0,0.07002005239776837,0.0,0.0,0.05368217342906837,0.06202772084382713,0.1336097731414572,0.11358564258475552,0.0,0.09124514150250566,0.16372321639255316,0.0,0.0,0.09272831078352578,0.0,0.046530423446946745,0.0,0.11859703914077148,0.0,0.0,0.0750815324913196,0.05236792128529342,0.05255030512445052,0.036631108474337364,0.0,0.0,0.06641381084478347
anxiety,bratbones,2020/01/28,"Im petrified over the coronavirus i don’t normally buy into big scares but watching it slowly creep across the world and cases being reported closer and closer i’m terrified.

I don’t want to go to school or go out at all",4.8053333333333335,5.615451311111113,6.5177777777777814,75.05000000000003,69.22222222222223,10.444444444444443,28.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.1143333333333336,179,6,33,5,3,62,35,45,0.20600000000000002,0.763,0.032,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,6,1,11,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,1,0,20,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722428668818056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487793852412347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070728320389441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41595840370627707,0.42047828020081396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450552381464999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,forgettablefrog,2020/01/28,"What made you go and see a therapist/seek help? I recently stumbled upon this subreddit since I've been reading a lot about anxiety and I've never felt more at home. So many of the things that most of you have gone through, I feel like I've gone through them as well. I haven't been diagnosed, but I'm planning to make an appointment.

If you feel comfortable, I would love to hear what made you seek help, and how it benefited you.",4.281034482758621,5.205006471264369,4.848908045977012,86.12439655172415,70.49425287356323,9.47816091954023,29.44252873563219,9.725611199111238,2.485377011494253,341,13,74,8,6,109,60,87,0.015,0.77,0.215,0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,1,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,4,1,16,18,8,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,7,5,10,5,10,10,3,7,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,3,3,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620342092841246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149828759007633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141951841471824,0.15131723615952042,0.20337099074622825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037660745261435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387254687204951,0.0,0.28394380011185616,0.0,0.21246288223574206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347975585453396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007344211488954,0.1911669586454916,0.40083983064404616,0.14138494104707192,0.21474227936572485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633610698444115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186750058719572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913700150138312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878529169321566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521157112458127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459279462730041,0.1407172730661731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904427907679863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046387597987015,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rageimpala,2020/01/28,Diarrhea as hydroxyzine side effect. Does it go away after the first day? I noticed I felt better today but I was on the toilet.,0.7233999999999979,3.219829240000003,3.3675,82.05125000000002,96.6,5.7,18.25,7.1686216300943375,1.0508000000000002,101,3,17,2,4,35,22,25,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,4,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548632652337395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340465399704112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435864082981016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305293820388241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36265295030395134,0.0,0.0,0.32127294993830025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465663160752854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300159917250185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580171337580781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cut_for_time,2020/01/28,"anxiety/panic when put on the spot i cross posted in the improv sub but i'm also trying here for all my anxious buds

i recently started an improv class at the encouragement of my boss because i have terrible anxiety. typically my coping mechanism for public speaking involves endless overpreparation so that when i get up in front of people and my brain and my body are hijacked and i'm in fight or flight and panicking my mouth can just go on it's own and people tell me i'm great and no one can even tell i'm teetering on the edge of losing consciousness. unfortunately this approach doesn't help when i'm put on the spot, like recently in a meeting with my boss and another VP when they asked me to brainstorm something in the moment and my mind went blank and the most painful 60 seconds of silence ensued while i literally was screaming inside my head 'please for the love of god just think, just put together one thought, it doesn't even have to be good, just say words, any words, any words at all' until finally she had mercy on me and threw out an idea herself. several weeks later she suggested i look into improv for anxiety and yadda yadda yadda here i am 4 classes in.

i have class two nights a week and all day on those classes i'm filled with dread and sometimes even brought to tears by the tightness in my chest and nausea i feel at the thought of going to class. our last class i was in a scene with someone and part way through my mind went blank and i just stood there in silence. it was so humiliating i sat down at the back of the class after and cried.  the physiological responses going on in my brain and my body in these situations are so overwhelming. when i get to class my hands are shaking and the whole time i'm just counting down the seconds until it's over and i don't have to go up in front of everyone anymore.

the thing is, i like being silly and i thought i'd be maybe decent at this. my friends all thought i'd be great because we goof around so much and i'm naturally a 'yes and' person but i'm just so nervous the whole time i'm there that i can't think of anything on the spot. i realize there's a lot going on here and part of it is just trust and safety and i'm hoping that the more classes i go to the more i'll feel safe enough with the group to relax enough for my brain to function properly, it's just so hard to think when i'm panicking.  

this post is very centered around this specific class but it happens all day long in my personal and professional life, too.  if i'm in meetings or on phone calls or just in every day conversation i feel like my brain is freaking out so much that i can't think straight and communicate clearly.  i almost never voluntarily speak up in meetings and just going around a room with a group of strangers and saying my name makes my heart pound and hands shake.

i have an appointment with a therapist next week but does anyone have any tips or tools or advice that they've found has helped them?  unfortunately i feel like so much of it is physiological that when i try to use CBT techniques of reasoning and logic it doesn't work because i can't reason with my limbic system but that's probably closed minded and hopefully someone out there has had some success and can share how.

thanks v much!",4.659014418999154,5.6499786198473325,5.4176590330788805,82.14569126378291,69.67175572519085,8.448176420695505,28.754028837998305,8.713453558529999,2.0495438507209496,2616,93,525,43,45,851,278,655,0.105,0.762,0.133,0.9805,0,0,1,0,1,0,28.0,2,0,2,3,43,30,1,5,32,1,36,15,12,7,7,118,87,65,0,3,22,0,8,4,2,0,2,5,1,2,23,50,0,2,19,1,0,21,9,11,0,5,16,14,57,19,85,67,21,104,0,2,1,1,36,48,0,12,35,347,80,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644273013572951,0.0,0.0,0.06602067120289189,0.0,0.0,0.052725235199986224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450663058639986,0.06913471462150209,0.1008745250347768,0.07448360015585656,0.06538613135977751,0.04610069654912294,0.0,0.054255840553326634,0.1760785004331325,0.06163686357033951,0.0,0.0,0.050697098475185935,0.0,0.1205733219480505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646961788859672,0.0,0.2944045334837864,0.06732322683142918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242243497108783,0.12756069857290064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769692319360027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624931078685645,0.0,0.13064100157241226,0.0,0.05554996216879395,0.06300018067430388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334738115515046,0.09420266494713768,0.0,0.07222451427591231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722902652070304,0.050938357294523035,0.0,0.06889276399474016,0.0,0.2622919323336054,0.05530004468333586,0.0,0.14537897763262578,0.0,0.0,0.05830282909067967,0.0,0.05906149279216954,0.0,0.06766453294039232,0.0,0.0,0.0781289055912086,0.08838471857084375,0.0,0.0,0.13096931085238495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442841027052961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374280761301755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046569225606102,0.12884280756092772,0.0,0.0,0.05834712400378988,0.055365685108479085,0.07376025790269203,0.0,0.05605243184439253,0.05950557058569277,0.0,0.04400965338802268,0.0,0.06623685062196083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971544827575444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938683607652041,0.0,0.050850281562556894,0.0,0.07011868341017861,0.061872056875778514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935350769685972,0.0,0.0701555495870585,0.0,0.0,0.14279434157811785,0.0,0.0914169210340099,0.1151373326709698,0.0,0.0723727664201233,0.0,0.0,0.1262879168030609,0.0,0.07108509050605752,0.0,0.0,0.19883749454671104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557671039731445,0.13019840555186007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486242893557242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448360015585656,0.0,0.0,0.07410954137874345,0.0,0.0,0.11172674970107406,0.05075713432152961,0.06520773959293104,0.0,0.046666512079521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525372100440665,0.06070068106032896,0.0,0.07655131864644453,0.043801824773461416,0.16898445430818707,0.0,0.2093683440967418,0.07689014015266463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952604701235478,0.0,0.06440529796556611,0.0,0.0,0.05694347272417152,0.0,0.05440022574412637,0.0,0.05233319551272144,0.15865833105224644,0.0,0.0,0.12223794758932552,0.0,0.1472198793763233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799877019080717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blueberrypasta,2020/01/28,"How can I prove I have anxiety to my university? Hi. I have previously been diagnosed with anxiety and depression. It has never impacted my schooling until recently, so I never turned my documentation into the school. I find during my gross anatomy practical exams I have breaking into hives, getting extremely flushed and having a hard time breathing due to the time constraint making me nervous. I got a 10% on my recent quiz, not because I didn’t know the information but because I started to have a panic attack during the quiz. Who should I go to to receive a note for disability services at my university? My primary health care provider or my former psychologist? My psychologist is a tough person to get to write me a doctor’s note and it’s been about two years since I’ve seen her last. If I do not prove my testing anxiety is causing my grades to drop I could be kicked out of grad school when I know that that is my only issue. Thanks in advance.",4.967213891081297,6.794466419889506,6.337225730071032,72.65504143646409,69.88397790055247,9.149329123914761,32.265588003157056,9.606745405546679,3.3703588003157066,766,35,130,18,14,259,115,181,0.142,0.812,0.046,-0.9059999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,2,10,0,17,4,1,3,4,26,29,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,5,2,28,2,19,21,0,24,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,2,13,93,33,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384183118848395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775645443642556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977986924488235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034477468409366,0.15148151276230382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773440150373185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700664010221585,0.14966827533501675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093103336603947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347752996892124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408299161189176,0.0,0.08380462468289618,0.0,0.11793682245633105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209473638155178,0.0,0.0,0.1567425391936672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390939327914796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207975534305644,0.12019916308290846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843035263248676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745969396913696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214958466332764,0.0,0.17301193610530546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875593629478346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911969075890261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477106200741199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198001147337705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104372583887824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576088384795915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196962544694444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603935778281907,0.14404649212430168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495907499646934
anxiety,i-dyslexia-have,2020/01/28,"I've been trying to make a phone call since noon It's almost 4 now. I've been shaking, sweating, so fucking nervous for no reason. Massive butterflies. I'm probably going to have a super shaky voice and sound so weak on the phone. I hate this shit",1.1998666666666686,3.697738320000002,2.764,90.08866666666668,85.8,4.933333333333334,22.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.622933333333334,196,7,38,2,6,64,41,50,0.35,0.583,0.067,-0.9385,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,3,3,3,0,3,4,2,2,0,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,2,1,1,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,2,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326444226085083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392073347552008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30710810805296895,0.0,0.0,0.18879357197914426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279729159540003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221742152476301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35816144332724226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415508788957917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409924871108795,0.2747944061948157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225537999495092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Johnny_Two_Timez,2020/01/28,"I started taking magnesium yesterday, as did my wife It has helped almost immediately, today was the 1st day I haven't woke up with a pounding heart but I'm curious, has anyone who has taken it, and cured their palps... Did your heart start to feel almost absent ? It's kind of tripping me out. Like I can't feel my heart at all.",3.510454545454543,4.853518833333332,4.9337575757575785,83.20063636363638,72.78787878787878,7.704242424242422,23.806060606060605,8.238735603445708,1.3040096969696968,257,7,52,4,5,86,52,66,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,3,3,0,1,9,16,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,8,2,7,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41037295955050107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327693838543154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214916995420686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072160069562835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7284534441199734,0.13734599284627738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338089520336245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010804815412416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900708872698251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540658530053591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942295031404796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,osu2k1,2020/01/28,"What do you do to help with an anxiety attack (not meds)? I am curious. I have been having issues at 4 AM, waking up and not being able to shut my brain off (work stuff). I have used headspace (app) to try falling back asleep, but my brain will switch back on suddenly.

I have used EFT (Tapping-Emotional Freedom Technique) for years with great success. I also have a small xanax pill that I can take if I can't get calmed down on my own.

I have been bad and stopped taking my citalopram, so I am starting back up on that. But in the mean time, I have to get through the side effects (panic about nausea-phobic) and just curious what others might do, that isn't taking xanax or the like.",5.353667883211682,5.218340452554745,5.47269160583942,86.32757755474455,67.83211678832117,8.30985401459854,28.80383211678832,7.645422480735847,1.5359642335766417,530,16,112,5,8,167,90,137,0.098,0.726,0.17600000000000002,0.9395,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,7,7,1,1,5,0,21,7,4,3,0,18,30,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,15,4,18,25,1,21,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,3,9,82,22,2,0.1641277008445099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312528630676495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555724190877768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671895395483806,0.0,0.3786122128531991,0.13703977458652153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664415888641949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462157246548386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149989914043828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095136960275612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001133821262424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130667796628365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018450422223238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878318190392095,0.18230887569666027,0.0,0.0,0.1741135537105311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925684936523641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617043141838428,0.0,0.0,0.13721810705796486,0.0,0.0,0.18788695025857235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37021081527203215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570418224244076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143193524818663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28350727311934576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948692096628592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569285820581728
anxiety,Shinobi-Bears,2020/01/28,"Building Myself Back Up So I’ve been dealing with anxiety for most of my life, but I never went out to seek help until recently. The last two years have been, to say the least, awful due to anxiety. I graduated from college in Fall 2017 and had a part time job I kept until Spring 2018. I ended up quitting that job due to my anxiety becoming more severe, but I didn’t seek help. Since then I’ve been jobless for the past 18 or so months. 

I sat in my bed letting the days go by without doing anything. I really wasted those months. I even stopped paying school bills (like an idiot). But like I said, I recently have been getting help for anxiety and depression to Build Myself Back Up and I’m beyond excited for the future. 

With that being said, I ended up getting an interview! But I’m wondering how should I answer the question of why I didn’t have a job for the past 18 months? I’m sure most people would assume it’s laziness and I’m unsure how honest I should be with the interviewer. 


Also, literally today, I had a debt collector call me about my student loans. I can’t afford paying that off at this moment but I really want to get it paid off, especially if I get this job. Any tips would be GREATLY appreciated. 


I’m happy I got the help I needed but it’s time to build myself back up. I just need to keep the positive momentum going and not let the debt collector or interview be the thing to put me back on square one.",2.4461698163428283,4.405712415224915,4.464723183391005,82.8504624700559,77.09688581314879,7.629544849614054,23.572132020228906,8.502166056373571,1.6271947298376361,1124,36,222,23,26,385,152,289,0.10400000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.162,0.9726,8,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,1,0,17,1,23,1,0,2,2,41,46,22,0,8,12,0,0,2,0,4,1,3,1,0,10,9,0,3,4,0,7,5,6,2,0,2,15,4,30,7,38,21,5,47,0,1,1,0,13,13,0,8,31,153,40,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763857924310345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495558547123217,0.0,0.2922843492934353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860326007002423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293790100796537,0.0,0.0,0.10549224024815992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753466269097542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160127439665356,0.0984749699706554,0.08226960211934536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692013759032354,0.0,0.0,0.06308880615542099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996170657387165,0.0,0.1085702782606348,0.0,0.07639455268554064,0.10530904572697533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168079675770282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560950839278431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37914791402908976,0.0849008787066452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786000254750976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953474636615105,0.06746726092978439,0.09333064060550003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287249154714084,0.0,0.0,0.14165092608549612,0.07366944951054757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472553859673398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343679733945688,0.18236567475665247,0.06622022574486283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602207575646808,0.1070021356651326,0.1015952600585258,0.0,0.0,0.12238268527984306,0.0,0.18862520657543946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171917868960386,0.07595982929336302,0.0,0.09666941966829397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790826820290626,0.0,0.07901356182914115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985741109591536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002468163380077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634579833082858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139474794976592,0.0,0.09053999297179452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330730727319632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056339051917221626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885462384030895,0.08619023103501412,0.0,0.0,0.092076042686402,0.10358530813560944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357066395955601,0.0,0.0,0.061510526625169024
anxiety,KingRhythian,2020/01/28,"Fire Alarm Anxiety I live in a set of flats which uses a commercial fire alarm which is more akin to a siren, and we have big rooms and high ceilings which amplify the sound, making it deafeningly loud. Two days ago the alarms went off (for the second time in a year) when I was sleeping, and I freaked out. I screamed and got out of the building as quickly as I could while my roommate and another tenant tried to turn it off. 

I sat on the stairs outside while I had a panic attack, and eventually calmed down enough to come back inside when it had been switched off. I was in my room for 5 minutes before it went off again and I did the same thing, though this time I felt worse. I couldn’t stop crying and shaking, and couldn’t come back into the building. My roommate went and got me a bag of clothes and I called my father to sleep at his for the night.

At his house I couldn’t turn the lights off until 4am and got very little sleep, and when I went into work the next day the sound of the phone ringing triggered me enough that I had to leave. I spent the day chilled out at my dads house and felt okay enough to go back home, but as soon as I stood in the doorway I started panicking again and couldn’t go in. My dad walked (dragged) me in but I couldn’t cope and had to go back to his house to sleep again. 

Today I came home and have made it into the flat but I’m so on edge, the only way I can cope is by having headphones on with white noise full volume, my heart is pounding and I feel miserable, if it was up to me I would never set foot in this flat again. It breaks my heart because my room is usually my safe place but I’m so uncomfortable.

I plan to talk to my counsellor about this but I don’t see her for another week, does anyone have any coping strategies or advice? I just want to feel comfortable in my own home again.",4.580107844250198,4.4987215822454365,4.861005789533433,89.87090248609378,69.46997389033942,8.018571915086843,26.31274832557612,7.423996415210882,1.010052877738676,1438,37,329,13,23,453,185,383,0.10300000000000001,0.862,0.035,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,2,19,13,1,6,22,1,26,7,7,4,1,57,56,38,0,9,8,3,6,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,15,29,0,2,4,0,1,12,7,9,0,2,23,14,47,4,56,26,7,84,0,1,2,0,11,36,0,2,32,221,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239145133964926,0.07473998711112931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733695848059245,0.1768228485631909,0.06450059482331527,0.0,0.0,0.058954871870027764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592026243794316,0.0,0.2593315215185077,0.0,0.05139752236943992,0.0,0.07174568872933555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609484256912454,0.0964336748678757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525947702913547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731851080276538,0.0,0.09261585385562096,0.16312822154440232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378445378908816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613591960999839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526419727550964,0.0,0.1619108696971173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375413965624365,0.0,0.2023027548915349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982689908241,0.0,0.08908322038002793,0.2537238711990432,0.0,0.0,0.2918638929386005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927720409106803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450558461329878,0.07445151727768475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978070686321125,0.05628078685905608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502877523511978,0.0,0.08966975133959808,0.0791237325787432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412520835250149,0.0,0.09892525668755517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809102543045459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718798307923622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375027834140773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059678452739595426,0.0,0.0,0.07049095210452645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776904623779059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601500976110425,0.0,0.08283886753784482,0.0,0.0983292813360986,0.0,0.07992057619365245,0.0,0.0,0.05724421782889385,0.1834205918374502,0.0823633127812935,0.0,0.0,0.07282092006377335,0.09286084548208448,0.06956854404636044,0.04973105633917091,0.06692516744761208,0.06763225054767341,0.0,0.0,0.31264267471988816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061382182013295,0.0,0.08592398921468837,0.059894818155995525,0.0,0.0,0.05429596986372588
anxiety,hitchslap1984,2020/01/28,"Zoloft Hello everyone. I have been given Zoloft from my Dr to help with Anxiety and treat my IBS. I am in my first week. Just curious if anyone on here has had the same experience as regarding side affects. This whole week I’ve had really lose stools that persist through the day. Major fatigue and when I yawn my jaw feels like it won’t close. I’ve also experienced random numbness in my body. Again this is my first week but starting to feel discouraged. Is this normal? 

Thanks",2.308557312252965,5.0757503695652195,3.3196442687747063,86.15895256916995,83.34782608695653,6.8237154150197625,22.49407114624506,8.00094639256281,1.4795956521739129,382,13,72,8,11,122,70,92,0.10300000000000001,0.784,0.113,0.2508,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,2,0,9,8,2,1,0,14,14,7,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,3,9,3,9,9,3,14,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,2,10,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304695783593793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165537712768874,0.0,0.0,0.1513048782368548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24036044310543506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955361061132066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676986204900955,0.0,0.21167088451414734,0.0,0.0,0.21882651216977492,0.1545890172638299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681223469642111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504161631387122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571719501530813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420849938524009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201619848757308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386249373441438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316191416775832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922278499503412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207248752856307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24159164167230826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pyrosenist,2020/01/28,"Anxiety Help Ok, so I have had anxiety/depression since I was a  kid, I am now in my 20's and I am finally considering medication. However, I have never done this before so  I don't know where to look, what the process is or how to find someone. If you would be willing to share your experiences on what you did and what you looked for I would really appreciate it.",4.109864864864868,4.845427554054059,6.4468648648648665,75.20218918918923,70.75675675675676,11.325405405405405,31.016216216216225,11.20814326018867,3.666316756756757,285,12,60,10,5,102,56,74,0.024,0.831,0.145,0.8122,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,14,1,0,1,1,10,17,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,12,2,6,9,0,6,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,2,3,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684410204369532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895481293030716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162371668305206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26332101953530873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517019505347216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818743315675126,0.2351798520940033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247179657564132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414127550705171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321570214265813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592162526343229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845601274255828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484159927031672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128523633253684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802087010160956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36557621613516056,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lightsofhell,2020/01/28,"Maybe I'll never get my broken heart fixed 21/F. 
At 2019, starting of the year, my boyfriend broke up with me. He was the reason why my anxiety flared up. I decided not to give time out for relationships and just focus on myself. Months passed and i got busy with my work. To be honest, I needed a lot of time to heal from my broken heart, panic attacks and palpitations. Did a lot of tests only the results to come out as completely normal. 
So fast pass to December,4th, met my current boyfriend. I was confident in my own body this time when I decided to date this guy and take things slow. Eventually started liking him and accepted this proposal. 
Today when i was having a mild panic attack,I texted him saying that I'm unwell, having anxiety, the only reply he could get was 'Tackle it yourself'. Made me instantly realise what I did. 
Is he an asshole? I don't know guys. Clearly, is it a red flag?",2.9902840909090886,5.129072005681824,4.522727272727273,82.22909090909094,76.10227272727272,7.354545454545455,24.63636363636364,8.278499904357787,1.7095977272727274,707,24,132,13,16,236,115,176,0.10099999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.091,-0.2287,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,2,9,0,13,4,3,3,2,26,26,9,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,8,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,9,2,20,3,21,15,3,25,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,2,16,85,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447458573592004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189499043599857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570834464264002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207526312175136,0.14697603083433533,0.0,0.0,0.111922298982917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464764965473733,0.1344733999435724,0.0,0.0,0.11211472717797173,0.0,0.0,0.2776004174518321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33222787725440805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703924513519783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848485226363174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383519941268109,0.0,0.1326416764145945,0.0,0.0,0.1408296206866844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189031414511304,0.0,0.0,0.10394167106359857,0.10811543418840758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373466069433241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322636689330016,0.0,0.3289419811553983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412835543898805,0.0,0.1505008261994022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147673804394936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984402076251664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539789134334196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312934281005793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452202022869639,0.0,0.13287422013597966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649061874441647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020526872266108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027130428449327
anxiety,letrangerdesign,2020/01/28,"Got laid off I think I'm pretty good at my job, but I guess it isn't always enough. I've been very panicky and spent the day barely leaving my home. A few people have responded to the first day of applications, but last time I was out of a job it took me 6 months to get a new one, so I'm quite anxious. 

That said, for those of you who think it anxiety can't get better, it does. I'm feeling much better now than I would have if this happened years ago. Hang in there, folks. All in this together.",2.1606775700934584,3.0885842616822434,3.6318574766355134,92.84629088785047,75.54205607476634,6.845327102803737,21.786214953271028,7.1686216300943375,0.3640102803738325,384,9,92,4,8,127,78,107,0.14400000000000002,0.8009999999999999,0.055,-0.8883,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,21,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,6,2,8,3,12,14,4,17,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,10,54,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542062913820021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474982667010008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308000046678525,0.19652687415562944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307709455948376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438143254070825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223479987418578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974863660436508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796011450985304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797148422073286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817753106925136,0.0,0.0,0.1459105749392015,0.13913282913201727,0.0,0.19163810277468507,0.0,0.15383349800016666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449747551474182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452597082118565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180176530716787,0.0,0.18420001233566827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388543356553649,0.0,0.12788165065577076,0.0,0.0,0.1680130112374218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788075177461775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060293607017156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698129152627806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850293700459239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547713514799173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293489114779,0.0,0.0,0.10143829558434196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327752443227966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353637977330136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235771925823646,0.0,0.0,0.11202544278238646
anxiety,sairemrys,2020/01/28,"Please help me. Really really struggling. I think I've suffered from anxiety all my life. As a child, I was always worried or concerned about something and eventually that turned into depression as well.

In the recent years (24F) I've been doing okay but in the last 4 months, a lot has happened. I got incredibly sick due to there being harmful mould and damp in my house. I went back to work eventually and was told I was close to being fired if I had a long period of sickness again.

Eventually we had to move out from that house because it was so damaging to my health but our landlord was basically an arsehole and blaming us for everything. I hate confrontation and that made my anxiety skyrocket.

So we moved 2 weeks before Christmas and since then, my mum has been in hospital due to reoccurring heart problems. I visit almost every night and end up getting home really late after work and visiting her, as well as helping out my father who is a very ill man himself.

On top of that I'm doing online university and every assignment so far I've had to ask for an extension. I'm not getting the grades I should be and I'm so angry with myself.

I want to take time off work due to my mental health because if I don't, I think I may cause myself some serious harm. However, if I go off sick I'm at risk of losing my job and I'm just so conflicted. I feel overwhelmed and tired by life at the moment. I always joke I want to jump off a bridge but tonight, I am really considering it.",3.4760028248587567,5.211840762711869,5.2037499999999985,79.64709392655367,73.57627118644069,8.713276836158192,26.867937853107343,9.2995712137729,2.402166666666666,1175,43,226,28,24,400,170,295,0.228,0.705,0.066,-0.9959,2,0,1,0,0,1,26.0,4,0,0,5,12,17,2,3,11,1,22,10,1,2,1,43,44,29,0,7,9,2,2,0,0,2,9,0,2,2,7,19,0,1,3,1,0,7,2,13,2,0,14,2,35,4,39,25,3,44,0,5,0,0,17,17,0,8,20,149,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042818287488924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352141622770293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872579898081966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309569288174562,0.0,0.0,0.08479750901712851,0.0,0.13444973726480378,0.0,0.0938390466587648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328659697501993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498287802940153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767419092722728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858291128915411,0.0,0.099111379856987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055760221472284516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115232132642034,0.0,0.06267392349052799,0.0,0.08819994618808462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975190853961959,0.0,0.0,0.10887737980685644,0.0,0.23444219090071075,0.0,0.1306807840218235,0.14783496877352606,0.0,0.11061852221630088,0.0,0.0,0.25449361443675145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943458806657712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989185476563792,0.12439917086266747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578620658880388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759317441522952,0.0,0.12337365101221034,0.0,0.09375500250933096,0.0,0.10434836721756913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113498628816287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802340187566242,0.2344175997915619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348908435854767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105289055366265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552181722848952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28258942232352346,0.0,0.10888690675466824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122367572653102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489792679989708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528723562311816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291585395434871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413242692278207,0.0,0.0,0.0643043936342349,0.12674913674250035,0.0,0.10537601853930187,0.0,0.0,0.11995155235421867,0.0,0.0,0.13265169129511895,0.0,0.0,0.09099147232911664,0.13009046254490778,0.0,0.088458916865696,0.0,0.1983075806919358,0.10222945468974493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408526091522709,0.11199336737833976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101586366599015
anxiety,EazyMack1,2020/01/28,"Ongoing Stomach Issues Hi, I’m 19 years old and Back in July of 2019 I went to the ER twice in two days for horrible stomach pain which I think looking back were most likely due to a panic attack. I have never had any problems with anxiety but It has been a long time and I still don’t feel like I’ve found out what causes my stomach issues. I’ve had all the tests in the world, been on prescription stomach medicine, been going to a naturopath looking for a holistic solution, but I still don’t feel like my normal self. My functional doctor told me that if after all this I still didn’t feel right that it is very possible anxiety is causing these ongoing problems and feelings of not feeling normal and that it might be worth a shot of trying some kind of anxiety medication. I’m wondering if anyone has had the same kind of issues or anything related. I’m pretty scared to go on a medication because I’ve heard the first week or so you tend to not feel so good. Thank you for reading this and helping!!!",5.761567164179107,5.922942233830844,6.499713930348258,78.29643656716419,66.96019900497512,9.486069651741293,32.670398009950254,9.2995712137729,2.8491323383084577,803,32,153,14,12,265,117,201,0.091,0.754,0.155,0.956,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,7,13,1,2,11,0,17,8,4,2,3,37,38,13,0,6,8,0,6,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,9,1,1,3,6,6,1,3,12,9,12,7,21,24,5,26,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,8,18,101,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225416814757729,0.0,0.2438446482416773,0.0,0.0,0.07429300992060305,0.0,0.08743533183243497,0.0,0.0,0.12087559149648278,0.0,0.16340056970503347,0.0,0.06476948415230978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182976210058678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852295774213459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875216691116499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223414954421498,0.15181114484913555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037685200141213,0.0,0.11649848683883088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076952404266204,0.08911810614165276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121765249920424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326946020404615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128765651824506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572628013531276,0.0,0.0,0.094028589304139,0.17844777632122247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140729483751944,0.0,0.11271527794337105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194714517094147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820639388650075,0.0,0.0,0.11149231143718034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305831216460993,0.12466238740522395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978178044980085,0.0,0.10809523250729196,0.0,0.2033352777846667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627952451682232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073757835855814,0.0,0.0,0.1063755579175864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084272715792913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545560102264263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978214352010301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680812041905291,0.0,0.0,0.06195567933633695,0.0,0.0,0.10152716549192548,0.0,0.07213729939800427,0.0,0.1037915649625088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766801400896222,0.0,0.0,0.08522795998892646,0.0,0.0,0.09849552970692252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522442939050535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842201330922258
anxiety,nowellahhh,2020/01/28,"How did tapering off of Xanax until you were completely off of it go for you or someone you know? What did you replace it with (medicine or otherwise)? Hello, everyone!


I’m 26 years old and I have been on Xanax for much longer than is the norm, as well as a high dosage for my size. 


My current schedule is 4mg of Extended Release Xanax, 1mg 4x a day. Also 1mg Instant Release as needed; I usually take that right before bed as I have insomnia and my sleep vitamins don’t completely do the job for me. And I’d like to stay off of sleep medication forever, I’ve tried a few and they all give me worse nightmares than usual. 


I’m highly considering discussing with my psychiatrist to begin the tapering down process during my next appointment, which is in early February. 


However, I’ve been through withdrawals from my prescription being written incorrectly, therefore not being able to get it refilled in time and I don’t want to experience them again. 


(I should also mention that I’ve been on Xanax for YEARS and did not think that was strange at all until my fiancé told me that the pharmacist said they have never seen someone on it for so long and at such a high dosage. I weigh at most 115 pounds!)


If you or someone you know has ever tapered off of Xanax completely, what was the process like? What should I be prepared for? What did you replace it with that has a similar effect on you, even if it isn’t a medicine or vitamin, etc? 


I already have enough health problems and I’m just ready to get off of my prescriptions the safe way, because I know that they do more harm than good in the long run. 


Thank you for any information or advice!",5.296076604554866,6.062900885093168,5.817950310559006,80.6611076604555,68.09937888198758,9.363146997929608,32.10351966873706,9.48565724429506,2.8366525879917206,1303,54,255,26,21,421,165,322,0.036000000000000004,0.884,0.08,0.9002,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,9,4,1,10,8,0,0,13,0,29,13,2,3,4,40,49,25,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,2,10,1,1,0,17,11,1,1,6,0,0,2,6,2,1,0,14,2,33,6,49,30,8,43,0,0,1,0,20,20,0,8,21,177,50,1,0.11396197108856483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136231920145746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575986894016178,0.1822706942123984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774980482627293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694701598188158,0.0,0.09697324370058473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35846087540737903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349604351348367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775318008959602,0.12709772225032734,0.07527080710304991,0.10308512729558197,0.0,0.10889554710810363,0.0,0.11147667531238607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908085257375478,0.10932270699547443,0.06476721442428572,0.09558589445999198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113624616512535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612212382043718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308967168478877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878915568417661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113521252647294,0.0,0.0,0.20170551647857707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148046964642956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377516138254866,0.08450135755527842,0.08789449763616784,0.0,0.12119984912306254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195839181904908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904621543137884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732290063200327,0.10840393153401363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280885461223315,0.0,0.28967882484829993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146829805766934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568521951630607,0.0,0.0,0.10492087170465984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302222949084307,0.0,0.0,0.066452141799637,0.0,0.0,0.10889554710810363,0.0,0.07737269770888561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510260214561025,0.0,0.06721772320089332,0.09045770815697944,0.0,0.0,0.10246549829114383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613698458281645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677554598209114
anxiety,Santiagol14,2020/01/28,"Is it possible to have tremors from anxiety that lasts days?? A little bit of background. 
I haven't officially been diagnosed with anxiety but all signs point to it. My mom has it and so do most of my siblings. 

My question is have you ever had tremors related to anxiety that lasts longer than 1 day? I have been having tremors and the feeling of internal vibrations for about 5 days now. My anxious side and hypochondriac side keeps telling me I have something else like multiple sclerosis(MS), or Essential tremors(ET). But I'm not sure if me constantly worrying about having MS or some other neurological disorder is making me continue having these tremors. Any input helps I'm going to a neurologist in 2 days so I was just curious.",6.1135074626865675,8.011724679104477,6.631522388059706,71.38474626865673,67.13432835820896,11.330149253731346,37.280597014925384,11.20814326018867,4.9349576119402965,593,32,99,20,10,193,90,134,0.121,0.795,0.084,-0.4832,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,17,2,0,1,3,21,23,10,0,1,7,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,12,2,14,19,4,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,11,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164337246209157,0.0,0.39294259904378265,0.19342696233292475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869250901195356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502521719365875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44168431505087424,0.0,0.0,0.1737820887321097,0.0,0.0,0.19623000992153009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303019376062054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548759690483479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657267780397218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973068119493246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476343513226725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218591995882094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27913011728962184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364818843613682,0.17160484665618858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428896495815792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052778626849066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185581500011156,0.19302192796697126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918027080735291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318115435880384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613704027820339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965158172269075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387961263830445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heresophiaa,2020/01/28,Bombed a class discussion because of anxiety Currently my English class is giving me a lot of anxiety. My heart always starts to race especially the days where we have discussions. So today my teacher had a system where one person goes to the front of the room and asks the class questions about a particular book we read and the rest of the class has to answer no matter what. She had these cards where you turn over to say wether or not you talked and if you did talk you turn your card over and everyone else can see wether or not you contributed to the discussion. Whenever the person asked a question I wanted to answer and would open my mouth but I just really scared and clammed up. I was also shaking and my face was red because everyone was looking at me due to the fact I was the last one left to talk . I did end up talking 3 times but it’s because I was always the last one to go. I just felt very judged and embarrassed:(  I don’t know why the fact of just sharing my opinion to the class scares me. I’m okay when it comes to a small group but the whole class? No. Especially when we volunteer to talk. I just needed to get this off my chest because it has been on my mind all day.,3.3026031884690963,4.824845257261416,4.143564096964404,87.94724830749071,73.60580912863071,7.729285870277352,24.717405547062672,8.371475516178862,1.3910282157676348,941,29,199,16,19,302,131,241,0.07,0.893,0.037000000000000005,-0.7743,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,6,0,0,12,6,0,4,20,1,17,4,4,0,3,41,33,18,0,4,12,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,6,13,0,0,6,2,0,4,5,4,0,3,11,5,30,2,26,21,4,31,0,0,3,0,28,14,0,7,12,135,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007706602917796,0.1874487150713111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233647640934427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060381460975847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746538361571175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702819991365542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452851868053527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094095115951419,0.0,0.09976438696518136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526206238529566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081507420683794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884903147182551,0.10805323081772716,0.06401512514594318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347731045737554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190324138535981,0.18363102266265294,0.0,0.0,0.12238219334514015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458807446473842,0.0,0.0,0.0957613291850173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373289945600032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352011163343924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22898053794032566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670340166503575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523620723912329,0.0,0.11266910450011165,0.0,0.0721591860995192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957475390467301,0.2255418229571991,0.0,0.08975839907092402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972619702869607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526732920151722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568048682242889,0.0,0.10676824401036318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503695341702875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929386603543712,0.06643717814606337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163883734034236,0.12575699989852446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001524594042607,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayouknow,2020/01/28,when I am anxious I get mentally fatigued immediately This developed quite recently and previously I have not had this symptom. Anyone else with similar experience? Have you managed this and what has helped you? I am taking antidepressants and they are not helping with this symptom.,5.836241134751778,9.571145000000003,6.54585106382979,62.0841666666667,77.72340425531915,9.941843971631208,37.62056737588652,9.725611199111238,5.43494609929078,233,14,31,8,6,76,33,47,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.6856,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,2,8,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,27,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961863021070328,0.0,0.18332082239407624,0.268632151582685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901592036944034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564602085417973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369770860084439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514645224115234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26421357005741897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788583756321153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588689604150736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450062664280615,0.19712508652166386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoJosKebabShop,2020/01/28,"I'm beginning to get anxious over social interactions Normally when I (M19) hang out with my mutual friends everything is great and we have good back and forth interactions . It takes a while for me to warm up to a situation before I come out and talk about any topic that comes to mind . 

Recently I was with some people I'm not too familiar with but I know them through a friend of mine . A part of me felt kind of closed off and not included into their conversations . They spoke to me a bit but never really brought me into what they were saying and when I did talk , it was as if they didn't get my jokes etc and I felt really isolated , my confidence in the situation went down .

Now , these guys are what I would call ""bad boy"" type of guys . The guys who get all of the girls because they say whatever they want. This made me feel as if I was inferior to them and that they were the ""alphas"" leading the social interaction . My anxiety got worse when I realised this which ultimately led me to back off and leave altogether. They just weren't my click but I'm beginning to think about what my click actually is . 

I'm not sure if the problem is me not being open enough and showing more confidence or if it's otherwise. 

Thanks",3.440537190082644,5.249073342975212,4.7810661157024805,82.33614462809918,73.83471074380166,9.137520661157025,25.32314049586777,9.642632912329526,2.253119999999999,967,32,199,26,20,321,136,242,0.11199999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.106,-0.1284,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,10,1,10,12,0,0,11,0,15,0,0,3,3,51,39,23,0,8,13,0,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,13,21,0,0,5,2,0,7,7,3,0,0,15,9,34,9,32,22,7,30,0,1,2,0,31,12,0,6,11,142,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.11933112825798127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831570233596406,0.0,0.093546599132018,0.13814563158116078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880570400338304,0.10210167620360272,0.07454293149766326,0.0,0.10405431455940063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350199125022974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248652008126416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067294193167996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635162003288436,0.13637850881478922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990059109996203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183024904417024,0.0,0.23482281464476784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895197131808908,0.0,0.19166436048023594,0.0,0.0,0.10256565986687424,0.09780134465933388,0.13481807164032064,0.0,0.36323988990782596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733952444586302,0.06720385408245258,0.0,0.0,0.12948064813373816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157076740741018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234715502510494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431263053665552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981193890906912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324211938080844,0.0,0.08477603302621381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700886521897835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667597705109867,0.0,0.12074027657219505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448961172831009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749037205111973,0.0,0.2493054075909313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525082099185595,0.0,0.0919420290010083,0.1965738089495635,0.0,0.1125822852941998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835437639612658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212601999277356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335809787374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246174085201584,0.08686674222884384,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nido12345,2020/01/28,Don’t you look back and say dang why did I worry so much? My first semester of college was like that. Like wtf was I worrying  so much about presentating or why did I feel that way.. I’m just trying to put a different explanation maybe this can help y’all. Everything is temporary. It isn’t life or death . For me going into this new semester that’s the mentality I’m trying to ingrain by making me do stuff that makes me leave my comfort zone for the greater good.,1.7091489361702124,4.070604170212771,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,81.76595744680851,7.589787234042554,23.229787234042554,8.548686976883017,1.6992331914893617,368,13,76,9,10,124,67,94,0.138,0.71,0.152,0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,0,8,16,5,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,10,4,8,12,3,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,6,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548052861786193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767020794188256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003772989048166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095663499903027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093055523268088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752480380191007,0.15868915529871608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268145117389792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033191134871586,0.0,0.0,0.13363517365429148,0.18486383162290504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588775172372837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525804368197596,0.0,0.190073442707608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906657016289824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781625818310386,0.0,0.0,0.18272728240272987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901948677257817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045675248226426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165848743073694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569041826091836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501754770281202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414410584610767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842767193692975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spring13r,2020/01/28,What is it like seeing a psychiatrist? For anyone that’s seen a psychiatrist what is the visit like? I want to go see one but I’ve always been very shy around my regular doctors and i’m reluctant to go see one because I really don’t like talking about my problems to people.,1.7402380952380982,4.128544928571428,4.275000000000002,81.03666666666669,81.85714285714286,7.3047619047619055,23.619047619047624,8.344100000000001,1.813569047619048,220,8,42,5,6,77,41,56,0.161,0.7040000000000001,0.136,-0.5345,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,12,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,4,4,3,6,10,0,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685642269688625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542468268562596,0.0,0.0,0.2106094718899712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442191045302658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421532351681528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689117080355501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467482405777847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206302022324187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401720891607352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22637845634649625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156144692553608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5655792521611985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015685411901387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520616292986864,0.1395430768243388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SkySnatch,2020/01/28,"Does anyone have waves of anxiety that just seem to come back once therapy has ended? I was in therapy for high functioning anxiety Feb 2019-September 2019 and it was a HUGE help! My anxious moments decreased in frequency and I was able to rope in my emotions and thoughts when they did seem to get away from me. 

I haven’t had a follow-up session with my therapist since September 2019 and I feel like my anxiety is slowly creeping back. I can’t control my thoughts like I used to and it seems like more and more often I find myself once again stuck in the “what ifs.”

What do you when the issue starts coming back? Do you schedule another session?",3.732378181818184,5.9145790960000015,4.22901818181818,84.98250909090909,74.03999999999998,7.745454545454546,28.963636363636365,8.575989854853784,2.3182,517,22,97,10,11,163,80,125,0.07200000000000001,0.816,0.111,0.7885,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,8,3,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,21,24,9,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,1,17,3,13,16,2,19,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,5,13,68,22,2,0.1385659599529049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529849079923604,0.31800774027678425,0.15654009351437695,0.0,0.09688854101811543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301872806882282,0.3196460101125701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23872461006165804,0.0,0.0,0.15541350658991107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212600053343131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586805447869226,0.12272831196238378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700631127934382,0.0989915494771432,0.0,0.0,0.12664677706293126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239499497630389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287784211135422,0.14640254448935824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462686162422567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308898638799847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951364500922633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784357373028812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462319397416328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807769964974794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169245026986021,0.16088575947575293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001178846936545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967649961364403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,konismylive,2020/01/28,"Does anyone overthink a little thing into the worst thing ever? so i have been skating in the pass few months, and i have to get across a old man at about 10:00pm in a narrow road about 3-4 months ago . When I got across him I heard a groaning sound in the back and I  didn’t turn my head back and see what happened. When I got home I think about the situation again and overthink that the old man may have a hear attack because of me and pessimistic stuff like that. And the thought of ‘ I may have killed the old man’ appears in any considerable situation. And it makes me feel guilty and horrible . It is still happening now what should I do?


P.S: sorry for the bad Grammar because my mother tongue is not English",4.27781690140845,5.345136922535211,4.4071549295774695,88.75721126760563,70.61971830985915,7.088450704225353,26.876056338028175,7.1686216300943375,1.1073385915492953,561,18,118,5,10,174,87,142,0.177,0.8059999999999999,0.017,-0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,12,5,2,0,13,0,12,1,1,1,1,20,26,11,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,3,1,3,9,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,5,14,1,15,17,2,27,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,3,15,83,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935595832293534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923573040695598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020359280663793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601364209226604,0.0,0.22441853943252996,0.12184339944467708,0.17791214632236374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770217253356472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199981329324448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378534821533977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624111605093623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334231669182581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580864811369613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497637548359858,0.0,0.16447094184254224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463772195534226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614472006444431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712928243402392,0.1462577303504166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740776525017604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329559383734796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593792127381672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628535506805825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32805733532014025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335393234801296,0.0,0.0,0.1165379209344478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705211899151076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389554502712128,0.09350447452433652,0.0,0.11585016548973665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587272579938691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway556700,2020/01/28,"Apparently i'm just not ""trying hard enough"" My father doesn't get anxiety or any mental illnesses. Whenever I'm having a panic attack, he just comes in and yells, and that I'm ""not doing my job"" and that I'm failing. That absolutely does not help during my panic attacks, and I've told him so, and he ignored me. I asked my mom, counselor, therapist, mentor, and his own mom to tell him that, he doesn't listen. I asked for some space, in which he keeps barging in to room, insisting I get dressed and go to school. Each time I tell him, if it were that easy, don't you think I would have done it? I have had to lock myself in my bathroom just to get some space(my door doesn't lock because I used to be unsafe). I just need him to stop. I know he just thinks I'm unsafe, but I am always good at telling people when I'm unsafe, and have been suicidal thoughts free for a year. I just don't know what to do. I'm never good enough for him.",4.901284786641932,4.28813423979592,5.74786641929499,85.58934137291281,68.84693877551021,8.759925788497219,27.512059369202234,8.00094639256281,1.4318530612244893,725,19,163,8,11,239,104,196,0.12300000000000001,0.792,0.085,-0.6636,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,1,8,9,2,2,2,0,18,1,0,1,1,36,42,13,1,3,12,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,9,10,0,3,5,0,1,2,9,6,0,0,6,3,25,4,16,34,6,14,0,1,0,0,23,7,0,4,5,99,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938234647012064,0.0,0.0,0.0893949341361829,0.0,0.10056386977566288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457881816774251,0.29910151393425305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013466791291843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323814277723927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503847712784382,0.13452564970356806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271659429221987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604180127135271,0.0,0.07470976363191255,0.2205189661197845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775921161185827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881125271762387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045030137366975,0.1168445854967463,0.0,0.0,0.14449011921497568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247724243846515,0.0,0.0,0.30792054972578103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747333594083628,0.10138736398213123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30847177947125753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113539160642224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330410055045607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990352797862347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379208488140907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446963498341703,0.0,0.0,0.15263113926657512,0.0,0.16846404631200332,0.0,0.10436178452206926,0.07665334769783821,0.0,0.0,0.12561232804793335,0.0,0.08925034075924003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135362168720672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933829325105587,0.0,0.0,0.08465368199589568
anxiety,sky_view05,2020/01/28,"I’m not different This is just a vent from an anxious teen. 

I’ve suffered with anxiety for a very long time, since I was a child. I’ve tried almost everything that people have suggested to me. I’ve tried to talk to my parents, but they don’t understand a single thing. So, they got in touch with my GP, but the mental health service in my country made everything worse for me. They acted like I was overreacting, almost minimising my disorder. At the moment, I’m attempting private therapy, but I’m still suffering immensely. And I’m completely aware that I am not special at all - many, many people have panic disorders like mine. But if nothing else is going to work, maybe venting will. I just want this to end....... I’m exhausted. I can’t go a day without having minor panic attacks about literally nothing, and seasonal depression isn’t helping, seeing as I’m now also panicking about that. I just really want this to end, and I don’t know how.",4.020128205128206,5.9585322582417595,5.6101318681318695,76.45153479853481,72.57142857142857,9.46871794871795,30.265201465201464,9.888512548439397,3.3484735531135525,749,33,133,21,15,254,109,182,0.201,0.715,0.083,-0.9749,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,2,10,10,1,2,8,0,13,2,0,2,1,25,28,12,0,3,11,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,4,2,17,3,19,23,2,16,0,3,1,0,8,4,0,3,11,84,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25641495924068497,0.0,0.0,0.1023886821236059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794560080177876,0.14464188980577092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565707121436652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424113252518344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257128848015233,0.0,0.11027543044000476,0.0,0.0,0.13376819910987556,0.2934759366463356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695591387726734,0.0,0.2268001069423284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013726898965656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455292581920398,0.0,0.10240042450246203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609407322270706,0.0,0.0,0.08581843987996901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036409581294946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251018152620038,0.0,0.0,0.11330599303712954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114879386016456,0.0,0.2596126048066575,0.1286272847807512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902808068289495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457040048038847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004404448447148,0.14216651991748427,0.0,0.0,0.17752520274148473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202180969625014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202646018043794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591098433497327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224805645363198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290881762728453,0.0,0.0,0.14641794944331582,0.0,0.08506004944601935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465761023796004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385325896722384,0.0,0.0,0.13328782940734693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056413954350499,0.15103545029282384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342013306112275,0.0,0.0932102209643979,0.0,0.13047750598225633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,two_pounds,2020/01/28,"I overcame debilitating anxiety, panic attacks & agoraphobia. Ask me anything. I always had a bit of anxiety but it started getting completely out of control when I was 16. My 14 year old sister had suddenly died of an asthma attack and I had a huge panic attack after smoking weed. My mother is schizophrenic and I feared my panic attacks would cause me to lose my mind. I had every anxiety symptom you can imagine. I felt trapped in my head and body and tormented by my thoughts. I barely graduated and couldn't work. I was too anxious to get a driver's license. I spent my time pacing, panicking and watching tv. 

Today, I feel like I have lower levels anxiety than most of the population. My last panic attack was in 2011. I no longer have any anxiety disorders. I just have normal levels. I drive, work full time, shop, fly on airplanes and do everything a ""normal"" person does. I've accomplished this change without medication.

Ask me anything!",4.037344537815129,6.692360257142859,5.6864201680672295,72.62875630252105,75.0,8.231932773109245,30.865546218487395,9.007467420416297,3.2996621848739505,755,36,118,18,17,256,114,175,0.34299999999999997,0.609,0.048,-0.996,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,5,3,12,5,5,6,0,15,6,2,2,0,23,24,9,1,4,3,2,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,4,2,2,1,3,11,0,0,10,3,27,1,14,12,3,19,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,1,11,78,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779712912412753,0.10153092309037484,0.0,0.0637236141842227,0.0,0.3584259723651934,0.10586164069439467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422488403380485,0.0,0.17520580345631034,0.5330231981274185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230319748775436,0.10408676560425853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626235921711336,0.0991290221738028,0.0,0.0982494528858306,0.0,0.1050997761935417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725252342778347,0.0,0.10739573507862787,0.0,0.08200316498547691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895174405365657,0.0,0.08421733466317123,0.0,0.0,0.10544583277187383,0.04738080772762929,0.06694392220717743,0.08997290810519158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791552789062474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616987442740604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638328138721018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578024884515303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048335728037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094399411959719,0.0,0.0,0.09461682384779076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836248932741543,0.0,0.0,0.098329179072672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397774180761063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182087678509467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632592307414721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973969038108178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743924715278647,0.10928199459680676,0.0,0.08882277849580937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032969493219163,0.0,0.1364388550789598,0.0,0.0,0.0665663890263507,0.0,0.0,0.060343895578719574
anxiety,Coastlinephoto,2020/01/28,"Wobbly walking and panic disorder I’m looking for some reassurance through this message and also just curious...

I experienced my first panic attack and a height of anxiety 2 to 3 years ago. This was my first time of experiencing full anxiety. I was stressed and going through some weird health issues that had no answers which snowballed the anxiety and so on.

When I finally got answers to my weird health issues that calmed me down early and my anxiety pretty much went away. I exercise regularly, but not vigorously - and this last month I’ve been having some waves of panic again for no reason at all. They just happen out of nowhere while I’m not in a bad or stressed out part of my life. 

The last few times I’ve gone walking, or have been in a dance class and on the treadmill at my gym… My lower half of the body has seem to forgotten how to move. I don’t necessarily feel anything, but mentally I panic and I feel like my legs are numb even though they aren’t because I am moving them without hesitation. This has led me to walk and feel like I need to slow down and hang onto something, but I know if I just go slow and relax I’m okay and not going to fall. This also affects my vision - not blurry, or double, or anything intense.. but subtly bouncing or vibrating.. but seriously subtle.. not like vertigo spins (which I’ve had). I also want to Note than once driving on the freeway I felt this way with my vision as well.. like I was driving normal but my car was going faster than it seemed so I laid of the gas and gradually slowed down, weird.

I have gotten an MRI in the last year, got my eyes looked at in 2017, I enough to rule things out during the time that I may believe I may have because my anxiety is causing me to look up my symptoms which we all know it doesn’t help the situation, and right now I’m wondering if an MS is an underlying thing. Could it be? Or is that just the panic disorder? Is this relatable to anyone or am I just a weirdo?",5.339004688832056,5.631817294117647,6.3059494884910485,78.86929081415174,67.87468030690536,9.278815004262574,30.35816283034953,9.188382445141503,2.442086871270248,1546,55,307,27,24,515,196,391,0.15,0.746,0.10400000000000001,-0.9326,3,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,3,2,17,24,1,7,17,1,28,11,3,5,2,73,56,40,0,6,26,0,4,4,0,2,8,0,0,0,19,20,0,0,12,3,0,18,11,14,1,3,14,10,41,10,47,38,11,64,0,0,4,0,7,23,0,17,26,221,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092761194711011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196157839239847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060525788680966,0.0,0.0,0.0559476718690291,0.0,0.1316894620462576,0.0,0.0,0.09102751304930748,0.0751758173353476,0.0,0.06680837486089354,0.0975516229683616,0.0,0.0,0.09014841442112806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887755211769341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821964521485821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388469406579399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340602642913184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826758845624149,0.0,0.05284851376613809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137249679372765,0.1143240814601275,0.07682601897442798,0.08765146143297538,0.0,0.13611979015884695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818952741351748,0.0,0.1279890622534103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075614459589956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010234962065449,0.0,0.0,0.05363171929049872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702772304284702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794723931239158,0.1956663471960492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056516277376172326,0.15636325825190567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157490548667928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806353251522118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386643727875138,0.17008450724582455,0.0588195203423914,0.05932939116626716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839676315877292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521233312443374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693961351418512,0.0,0.08664739977251587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140303650891964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226775161964059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833154647550617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568353994980004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899391248677577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061598711269086025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331160753700088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316521648352353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631553547478677,0.0,0.07861338057398999,0.0,0.13997047723479947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719434939826668,0.06351141456796902,0.0,0.0,0.07194222442148221,0.07417380965582475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771306719207225,0.0867718049615371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030528269976884
anxiety,LFleet5407,2020/01/28,"So I went to go get pizza with a friend and my social awkwardness kicked in. Can anyone just explain if this is a disease causing it or something? I just feel like this really isnt myself like I'm usually outgoing and stuff but I cant start a conversation with anyone anymore. Like I had a brain injury or something please help I'm desperate!
These are my symptoms 

When talking to someone. Low to shallow voice
Just agreeing and not trying to engage in a conversation 
Having to ask them to repeat things because I wasn't listening
Irrelevant things said at wrong times
Cant really focus on what's going on",3.6540792540792566,6.092758059829063,5.0983527583527595,77.45447552447554,75.23931623931624,7.673348873348875,27.73038073038073,8.575989854853784,2.454596581196581,491,20,83,10,11,164,80,117,0.14,0.695,0.16399999999999998,0.2472,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,5,0,9,3,1,1,0,16,21,9,0,1,8,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,8,5,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,4,4,9,5,13,17,0,14,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,3,8,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833317208724467,0.25851720712041626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281940424574174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268910875720024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063652055634328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899024260956002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934709102397146,0.13206421848466454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282259107571452,0.0,0.09658186465658204,0.0,0.2101207105092177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390794666579293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709401803672799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029210711227797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685245351674056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584445555048078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844177191135325,0.15663151240343334,0.2846289446463319,0.0,0.0,0.13084505519340636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162078918485616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192140609042812,0.0,0.14858368788614693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245625907086832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779351384736507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550799321168474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359747772663336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136732837242485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211569252521933,0.0,0.0
anxiety,evidenzprod,2020/01/28,"I wonder what this is, help?... Hi there fellow reader, I'm a 23 year old dutch guy from Suriname, I'm a mechanic, producer and business supporting.  
I'm dealing with some kind of ""daily"" anxiety.  
It's really hard to explain it, but here goes nothing:  


There are a few triggers I know of and some have no logical source at all.

I always get anxious when known that I should leave the house, No it's not fear of leaving the house, but it's more of a ""I'm going to be driving around, see normal stuff, have a good time."" and that strangely really makes me anxious and make me want to stay home.  
Do note that this triggers BEFORE I leave the house or somewhere.  
As soon as I get in the car and actually drive, EVERY feeling of being anxious leaves my body, as if nothing happened.  


Another example:  


When I'm eating a meal, right before my first bite or when I start eating, it HITS me like a truck...  
So eating normally is a very difficult job for me.  


These are only a FEW examples and an anxiety sessions stays for about 1-2 hours.

When I'm anxious I don't get scared, I just get the CONSTANT rush in my heart and brain that something is going to happen, not something bad, good or something to worry about.  
It's a constant feeling of being overwhelmed (multiplied by 20).  
It just ruins every moment for me.  


I've tried meditating, I've tried a lot of stuff.  
Only thing that seems to help me, is to drive my car ( it's a stick-shift, so it keeps me busy)  
or smoking (THC)  


Can anyone explain to me if this is anxiety? what kind of?...",3.1464617486338824,4.619292590163937,4.5708401639344265,84.92686133879785,73.91803278688525,7.312841530054643,26.80669398907104,7.937092434478242,1.6266857923497264,1180,43,236,17,24,393,158,305,0.127,0.767,0.106,-0.5719,1,0,3,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,2,15,12,0,3,18,0,16,7,3,5,1,44,45,24,0,6,12,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,23,9,4,1,9,0,0,8,5,6,0,1,0,4,21,6,31,40,7,29,0,2,1,0,8,5,0,11,15,148,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0787913445353894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718278865802105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466373727476358,0.1852994041853907,0.36485635266730015,0.0,0.05645582370863835,0.0,0.0,0.07187640334777437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674151704156101,0.0,0.0,0.1374088968826149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968479377940719,0.0,0.09013340190898253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450417739735746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324018856681911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478538940321097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605516211154192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085581353347816,0.08164991861329048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867805772556865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873487951504168,0.0,0.09177368053892604,0.13544305433196882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994605635742888,0.1427975925418378,0.0,0.07232787082708785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567820121559613,0.10823767239300204,0.0,0.08098957552179704,0.0,0.07951339447201003,0.2794920243908719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801227557314875,0.07176610620075062,0.0,0.16815817448563472,0.044373015644913284,0.0,0.0,0.3419712695824125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03944586185392538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864291534674642,0.0,0.0,0.10779018189041904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582176234457266,0.15494589283380175,0.0,0.08472385606792446,0.0,0.0,0.12281398782478002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344920951022872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895217642997786,0.0,0.0,0.08083559612299199,0.0,0.0643399401566463,0.07350336460746648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647456817654975,0.0,0.0,0.057148732584792215,0.17211783586251614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485772920698765,0.0,0.09162366898794154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053640579918184605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708059229393482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963536574930399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661959111719662,0.047622998074158526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755992090710565,0.0,0.08199617119719396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051994408697450464
anxiety,Tuckboat69,2020/01/28,"My anxiety is preventing me from taking my blood pressure medication. How can I overcome this? I got prescribed 10mg Lisinopril for my high blood pressure. Obviously this is super important for my health that I take this but I just can't. I've gotten the rest of my anxiety pretty much overcome but I just can not force myself to take this medication. I'm just so afraid something bad will happen that it just prevents me from taking the pill. 

I'm trying to find a therapist but it's hard. 

Any advice on how to do this?",2.0294117647058805,4.6989083137254894,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,83.50980392156862,6.537254901960785,24.18627450980393,7.793537801064563,1.6298274509803918,416,16,77,8,12,138,63,102,0.14300000000000002,0.764,0.09300000000000001,-0.4863,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,3,3,0,7,6,2,2,1,14,16,6,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,13,1,9,13,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188610519099979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125577140348652,0.0,0.2953095369501887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115817678723124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641080555839392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437049594766306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706811650981143,0.0,0.17290214830780626,0.0,0.0,0.2051642820916405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392931749327312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888815094821216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188710139434868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636407824673813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485911911678584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804884039072574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241035033831809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310434694938329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Realistic-Tea,2020/01/28,"I'm holding myself back Hi, I wondered if anyone else suffers from the same issue I am having, and perhaps someone has some advice.

When an opportunity arises in my life, usually something good and something that I initially wanted, I will eventually get panic stricken and then no longer want it. For example, I had been pursuing a work opportunity, and I have finally made the cut and now that I am going in for an interview, my internal dialogue has turned to one of self doubt. A lot of. ""I can't do this"" ""I'm too busy to take on this right now"" and a zillion other excuses as to why I shouldn't be doing it, even though I know it's a great opportunity and that's the reason I pursued it in the first place. Any advice on how to reprogram my thinking to get back on track ?",5.747627240143371,5.659218200000005,7.418279569892473,72.55186379928318,67.0,10.501792114695341,33.351254480286734,10.25414643259724,3.3759103942652327,611,25,117,14,9,214,100,155,0.106,0.787,0.107,0.0516,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,9,9,1,2,10,0,14,1,0,3,0,22,27,13,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,3,3,0,15,5,17,21,3,18,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,5,9,91,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292903757085627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145780799650429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781120245049842,0.17263656349298234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591147891116459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075067195072846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112851839319707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845711130238942,0.0,0.14331638493790974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605676212962024,0.0,0.09575599953512356,0.14132031069786594,0.0,0.18575936426116324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585840694418256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259697204067413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900853732215018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432430503262781,0.0,0.1594280626820269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417228993188805,0.0,0.0,0.19768516279330856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603480936976554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323442455116744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388841191509616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577043901335784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275991160072635,0.2594216345945702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266825185103806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796074272042416,0.16553927240799654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326730084488527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185566476862723,0.0,0.19875797743629114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520348267526444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271878596216928,0.1226617655613647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SimulatedSushi,2020/01/28,"Spring semester anxiety I’m a senior in college and spring semesters have always been the worst for me. I’m only taking 3 classes, one of those being my senior Capstone project. It’s the least amount of classes I’ve taken and I feel so stressed already. Nothing has really happened yet but I’m already waking up nauseous from anxiety, I’m afraid it’s going to get worse. My mind is familiar with being stressed during this time and it feels like an instinctual reaction at this point. I’ve been laying in bed all day trying to avoid my responsibilities but I feel like it’s much too soon for that. I have class in an hour and honestly would rather eat a live tarantula.",2.4679487179487194,5.20927553846154,3.7653846153846153,83.50294871794875,82.07692307692307,6.5435897435897425,25.58974358974359,7.793537801064563,1.7923743589743584,540,22,98,10,15,176,87,130,0.142,0.78,0.078,-0.7672,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,6,0,9,2,1,0,1,15,21,7,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,5,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,3,3,7,3,13,15,5,16,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,11,59,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978620308653009,0.0,0.14999801625228001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758101551080286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625841128521107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184459904924278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27344784424242835,0.2575680194945384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418296599988614,0.0,0.1024508679974678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941103394730666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752837705200775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761403819531351,0.0,0.15918058263366294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202001859047195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325182513492776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297269892899708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215475021478912,0.13710248494983587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041220861119874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548475821975415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41299441990384617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553964288924933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511614044513856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239062788237925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370922669566853,0.12805772668472268,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badbunny412,2020/01/28,"30(f) with mother who treats me like a child To give some back story I come from a Spanish background so very strict and old school. 

My mom is a wonderful person! She had done everything she can for me: 

However she treats me like a child. I am married and have my own home and good job. 
This weekend I went out with friends and I ended up drinking too much at brunch and falling asleep on their couch. 
This was at 4PM. When I woke up at 6PM I had over 35 missed calls from her. 
She went as far as finding where I was and barging in on my friends house to yell at me and tell me how I’m such an embarrassment and a wife shouldn’t be doing this shit. 

I literally went to brunch and had a few too many mimosas.  Didn’t pick up my phone for 3 hours! She is not talking to me and everyone in my family is on her side. 

My husband didn’t even care because he knew I was out with friends. 

My anxiety is going crazy now, I feel so worthless. She doesn’t see me as a person only as her little girl or a wife who isn’t fulfilling her wife duties. 

Am I overreacting being so upset over this?",1.972759100394157,3.4807665726872266,3.364627869232553,92.21943426849064,77.10572687224669,6.541061905865988,22.96058428008347,7.273561745256523,0.6376220264317176,840,25,192,10,19,275,128,227,0.096,0.7979999999999999,0.106,0.5464,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,12,14,1,2,9,0,23,5,2,2,0,27,37,20,0,1,2,6,1,2,3,1,0,1,2,5,6,16,3,1,4,2,0,6,6,5,0,0,14,3,36,9,31,20,4,33,0,2,1,0,33,20,1,3,9,133,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248287537923067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306234964490693,0.0,0.08963236880713428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501411804654666,0.0,0.14991398480054005,0.0,0.0,0.12665932536806832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046986481996427,0.0,0.14404024764606696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302311076575009,0.0,0.0,0.09711652830894896,0.0,0.0,0.14050012070368936,0.1321473426880542,0.0,0.13861336416922085,0.0,0.07434630721408853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343891217473384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408011820788587,0.0,0.0,0.14105125449500766,0.08356449538951533,0.12332762969515015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474900640477072,0.0,0.1448017916845498,0.169660915464109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591149908342774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366966745458934,0.14736966641849872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907240363170246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220791571950486,0.0,0.0,0.10808908719228273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429055995563068,0.0,0.0,0.11182823723626066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25677401183025805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880925799574424,0.11716942376090693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509313310740486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818274239820277,0.12851678788338175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132089466332567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089142175558038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945531581562045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,troopski,2020/01/28,"Should I take my prescription? So, I have had an issue of being thirsty and frequent urination for a few years now. The doctors have assured me that there is nothing wrong with me physiologically, and the doctor that I saw today prescribed me (without request) and SSRI (Citalopram).

I have been anxious in the past, I have self medicated with benzodiazepines, but as I have grown older I not longer 'feel' nearly as anxious, and after a psilocybin experience in late 2018, my anxiety is at an all time low, I genuinely feel fine. I have learned that a lot of my anxiety comes from worrying about things, and that I could take control of those things, for example, I use a calendar to put my obligations and events in so I know I don't have to worry about forgetting something.  


However, the doctor thinks that I obsessing over my symptoms and that they are not physiological (dry mouth, constant thirst, or if I don't drink, difficulty passing stool, dry lips and hands etc).  


Surely an SSRI is overkill? I am concerned about my sex drive, I am concerned about other side effects. I have previously taken an MAO-B inhibitor (unregulated) and I felt fantastic for a while, but knew I couldn't stay on them forever (legitimately felt like I was on a cocaine drip or something).   


I am just concerned that this is like using a sledgehammer for a walnut... What do you think?",7.250533333333338,7.824915520000005,7.6188,70.12473333333335,63.8,10.666666666666668,36.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.994706666666668,1080,50,187,25,15,354,147,250,0.075,0.8140000000000001,0.111,0.8952,1,0,4,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,2,2,9,8,0,1,16,0,26,12,5,4,3,42,41,19,0,4,9,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,13,12,2,1,10,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,8,6,34,5,28,29,4,28,0,1,1,1,5,10,0,4,14,143,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773756313386656,0.2920104076461082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113294190872268,0.0,0.13966328283782709,0.14495443433749786,0.10318818234469963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39684999779665503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266066833138185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413754346542013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264222037085184,0.0,0.0,0.13069596209157838,0.0,0.248182678830274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489371275860615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102730865028217,0.0,0.14578913865480436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628095540296358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987582124244144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019640819420072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400993705801452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337487180827868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992259977681925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348262361960759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989916096048524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775338991893565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180783002033788,0.13433057242788238,0.19434584402780392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172355633961875,0.16562444378740496,0.0,0.0,0.07536129135461961,0.0,0.1225050716514855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232449377873274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245834226008483,0.0,0.0,0.2625004081926581,0.0,0.0,0.1413044166395926,0.0,0.08322677332087255
anxiety,badprocrastrinator,2020/01/28,"How do you deal with the physical symptoms of anxiety? I had a rough january. My mother was admitted to a hospital due to psychological issues and prescription drug ""addiction"" of some sorts and I had an exam period during all of this. With my past experiences of anxiety I knew this would be hell for me but I mostly killed my exam period and was proud of myself. I tried so hard to keep myself sane... and push through. Now that everything is getting better and I have one unimportant exam left... I am struck with ridicolous physical symptoms, chest pain, heart pain, feeling like there's a lump in my throat. Usually I get gut pain but now it seems to have changed... I cannot fucking deal with these symptoms above all else... I don't even feel that bad yet I randomly get these. I don't want to take any pills (becouse of what happened with my mother). I am almost a 100% sure these are symptoms of anxiety I don't want to deal with doctors... How do I deal with this beside breathing exercises?",3.5208407761010143,5.700868376963352,4.7310317215891615,81.15473668001233,74.65445026178011,8.47317523868186,27.465660609793648,9.168548406835145,2.5167872497690182,784,31,147,19,17,258,112,191,0.207,0.7120000000000001,0.081,-0.9775,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,9,11,3,0,6,0,18,19,5,2,3,33,32,10,1,3,2,2,4,1,0,1,13,0,0,0,10,12,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,4,24,4,23,25,4,11,1,0,0,1,8,2,2,6,9,101,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121981337560513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204600989626093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609198244128282,0.0,0.2567965719916553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342709297457544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896144321685926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836936606991898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614325700586021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452858966079313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297619004428538,0.0,0.09347335600265902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390515065630314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056341016558794,0.10945412704750787,0.0,0.0,0.11315427211148987,0.07993733278236348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344450643209067,0.17538050982426176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894778781025414,0.0,0.10023534273897994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325953215797228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678861102779255,0.0,0.09945682307269303,0.12379449928218715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215735185749991,0.0,0.0,0.05466591837073522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582249487361642,0.0,0.35719037356431155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681580052589634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186439694196447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545908322533824,0.4652042160184303,0.08413061186790989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596890615283564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323579783704702,0.0,0.13199635160373924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948652269360396,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MoonSearcher,2020/01/28,"Dealing with unnecessary feelings of guilt I just got an internship that I really loved. However, I had to turn another one down since they were still waiting on an answer. I called them (terrifying) and I spoke to the assistent of the woman I had an interview with. The call was short luckily.

I got an email from the woman saying she was very sorry I had refused them, and I would have been a great fit for their team.

Now I’m anxious and feel terrible. I mean, the other one is pretty much my dream internship but this woman was very nice and I feel awful letting her down, even though I realize this is a part of life and everyone deals with this. I feel horribly guilty and my stomach aches. I don’t know how to handle this at all.",4.627517241379311,5.637547234482764,5.689827586206897,80.09543103448277,69.75862068965517,9.662068965517244,28.29310344827586,9.888512548439397,2.6357448275862074,579,20,114,14,10,192,93,145,0.152,0.736,0.111,-0.7305,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,1,6,5,0,1,11,1,14,3,1,1,1,24,27,9,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,6,9,0,2,8,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,11,6,22,3,15,14,3,8,0,0,0,1,20,6,0,0,2,86,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713736486129844,0.0,0.184632660891462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337665334026922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369842930423237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794589095840296,0.0,0.0,0.1561671424340379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305463451560558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26142444457401576,0.1801853523582768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981844926536836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671212160795824,0.11543749256638675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750457566647707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780263431982403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014198842378013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149272929256691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769819073637998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627001738514272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469930250280488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299684040607846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351933861045272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294975428902172,0.0,0.0,0.13051772732895592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057199725356575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776806735869036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26969852185493504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160980450638539,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bahobay,2020/01/28,"Freaking out (Wisdom tooth, new Job) I finally found a new job and moved to a new city already. It was stressful, but I managed to keep my anxiety levels quite low recently. Now all of a sudden my remaining wisdom tooth started hurting and now I am scared that it is inflamed and needs to be removed in the next few weeks. 

My job will start next Monday and I don't know much about my team and workplace yet. I am scared to be fired, in case I would need to get the tooth removed and needed to call in sick for a week (at least) afterwards.

Why the fuck does this fucking tooth decide to move NOW? it waited for more than 30 years, why now? I hope it will be better in a few days and I can do the surgery later, when I have established myself at the new position already. 

It's just too much for me and I don't know how to handle the situation. I couldn't afford to lose the job, I couldn't pay the new flat and would not know what to do next.",3.6748390894819423,4.166218658163268,4.6185714285714266,88.80335164835165,71.60204081632655,7.66342229199372,25.79120879120879,7.61054688173877,1.105861538461538,731,21,163,8,13,238,108,196,0.179,0.743,0.078,-0.9697,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,10,13,2,3,13,0,19,8,4,1,1,30,34,12,0,8,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,5,1,1,4,5,9,0,0,2,1,18,4,23,23,7,39,0,3,0,2,2,9,2,1,26,108,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929334685148744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601043492102484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787620038288761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145807873652038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407923886308743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695095662732655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088444627655839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894355134853437,0.0,0.18371417958841296,0.05191170865336316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986872976677179,0.0,0.0,0.1063673644554826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943994663336252,0.08831608987986576,0.0,0.0,0.16381763392490686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115887348441454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120876381595785,0.14608265480416416,0.2210234353926728,0.0,0.4798144729393373,0.3170127415376605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568201714023984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810640921093836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895419023349545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168525393411168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406556066832042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381700381754332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594018409566086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931461503846394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116555638048964,0.0,0.0,0.06398484068411782
anxiety,rbratek,2020/01/28,"Finally took steps to get some help Hi all! I hope I'm doing this right. 

It's been a rough week and a half for me, and I finally took some steps to try to get my anxiety under control.

I mostly have severe health anxiety. I have hashimoto's, and it's a hard one for me to get under control so the past year has been filled with new symptoms and anxiety (and anxiety can be a symptom of it in general). 

For the past few months, I've been super worried about the health of my heart. I have an Apple Watch and I obsessively check my heart rate, though I don't feel physical symptoms of anything being wrong.  When I'm not wearing the watch, I'm thinking about it. I had a panic attack (at least what I believe was one) and had an EKG at urgent care due to dizziness and it came back fine. But it's all a mad cycle that I can't seem to break. 

In last two weeks-ish, I've been having pressure around my sinuses and in my head, which in turn was making me a bit dizzy. Not unsteady or feeling like I'm gonna pass out, but a weird lightheadedness that comes and goes. NSAIDs, Flonase, Sudafed, etc., haven't really helped, so I went to urgent care on Friday night. They said it was my sinuses and inner ear, and gave me antibiotics. Honestly I don't think they've helped that much and upset my stomach, so I'm going to see my PCP this Friday. I've been consumed with worry about what could be wrong, as I might have gotten a mild concussion earlier in the month (which my PCP deemed fine). 

The thought of therapy has always terrified me, as I'm quite shy and not good at opening up to new people, even though I've seen the benefits of therapy on my husband. To try to take a first step, I signed up for Talkspace and happened to pick a therapist who practices in my area anyway, so I figure if I like our conversations, I can broach the idea of going in person. 

I don't know what I'm trying to say in this post, but I like knowing that this sub is here as I try to begin this journey of feeling better. I am curious if other people have the same physical symptoms and how you cope? Anyone use Talkspace and have a positive experience?",5.681136712749613,5.12052594239632,6.4436059907834125,81.07350422427037,67.2258064516129,9.721812596006147,30.98655913978495,9.188382445141503,2.4038559139784947,1665,56,348,27,24,551,216,434,0.11699999999999999,0.779,0.10300000000000001,0.5128,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,1,1,1,6,16,22,2,4,23,0,34,14,6,6,2,61,75,34,0,4,9,1,5,3,0,2,8,3,0,1,23,24,0,2,11,0,1,13,8,9,0,5,19,12,40,13,52,50,11,55,0,0,4,0,14,23,0,9,20,225,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784675016772282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24950760223205096,0.0,0.0,0.05701377158025546,0.0,0.06709942217263476,0.07258675143293121,0.0,0.09276206968291854,0.0,0.06269824554963171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186621956602957,0.0,0.07211437506435303,0.0890191680914037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325857791163916,0.16626832645647965,0.0,0.0,0.0702383906580662,0.0,0.0,0.1829052243349812,0.06510203612168441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093723087233584,0.053855558087780565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976051797212096,0.0,0.0,0.12368528621748638,0.05825128060510429,0.0,0.1786433727756812,0.0,0.06935679684613373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780185346255762,0.0,0.09268067164034767,0.06839081298032175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210442420792282,0.0,0.07304268072508595,0.0,0.08368225458453718,0.1733437010433558,0.0,0.19324756069340804,0.16396106348676584,0.0,0.0,0.08098635087872018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204729429031257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962310040369105,0.0664649427599265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950710536786832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054427731323263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649970053893598,0.0,0.0,0.13016686289214965,0.0,0.059940343989857765,0.0,0.0,0.15750121517356952,0.0,0.07651856874130727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050549902852344,0.0,0.0,0.09566812392937787,0.0,0.0,0.1556758764126697,0.11305736885883234,0.07119646856385127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809155805578606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672646960612942,0.0,0.0,0.05223579441169069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963362464125579,0.07756199855384971,0.0648428659240859,0.0,0.0,0.06497580604810227,0.07422979180567875,0.0,0.09211554886673133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389998187673571,0.06130697270997736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649327376769712,0.09467274297743278,0.0,0.10449344369748344,0.16022276436057667,0.06473263876690309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811850447749314,0.2214377645859112,0.08869071710638535,0.07965148515390356,0.0,0.0,0.07042327751866014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540544592624256,0.0,0.0,0.0755872139032749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656130640912791,0.0,0.0,0.17829958871635898,0.0,0.05250826480233081
anxiety,stfildar,2020/01/28,"Just some songs that help I like listening to a lot of music that helps me try to overcome this when it gets really bad. The songs MILK or San Marcos by Brockhampton have helped me out a lot and Mac Miller’s last 2 albums too!
One of my favorite’s at the moment is Mac’s song Hands, the lyrics feel like he’s telling me to try and be as calm as i can be.
“No reason to be that upset
I'm busy trippin' 'bout some shit that still ain't even happen yet” 
What do you guys listen to that helps you out and what parts resonate with you?",3.8589097744360887,3.787153938596497,4.424586466165415,92.34710526315791,71.01754385964912,7.566917293233082,22.426065162907268,6.868970318607317,0.3138486215538849,415,7,99,3,7,132,79,114,0.10099999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.128,0.318,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,6,6,1,1,5,0,8,3,2,1,0,14,14,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,9,6,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,9,3,14,11,5,8,0,0,0,0,12,3,1,5,7,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397972386846994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376260064855103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535781639835498,0.1488591225678216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886439789451666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063184402515129,0.18426034946103603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586623971728483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984885066880726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359750218804348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35429638118331896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119648060461562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256437268191561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348675671992075,0.2142384205553104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138881682753649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640405140359504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212401730906427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829382547235381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RingedWombat,2020/01/28,"My new dog is stressing me out I wanted a dog partially to help with my anxiety/depression. It wasn’t the only reason I wanted a dog. I’ve wanted a dog forever but had to wait until I was on my own to get one.

I got my boy but I feel more stressed and sad than I was before. He has some issues (no former house training, nuisance barking from separation anxiety, ect). I knew I’d need to work with any dog I got. But I think I’m overwhelmed. I wish I could have a trainer to contact via text. Like a dog guru or something. My family doesn’t own animals (I’m the first in my family to own a dog) so they have no advice to give. I asked a friend who owned a dog and she gave me bad advice, telling me to hit my dog. Which turned into a whole big argument and sort of tore up our friendship a bit.

I have no friends in the city I moved too. So no one in my area to call on for support. The next available training session I can attend is in two months. I cried from the stress of it all the other day as I feel I can’t get anything done in my apartment I need to because I’m constantly watching my dog as he tries to sneak off the pee in the house. It’s just been a lot to deal with and I’m not sure what to do.",0.6202672955974826,2.1545420754716997,2.965306603773588,93.46921776729559,81.0754716981132,6.077044025157233,21.98506289308176,6.996647511020387,0.4543364779874217,930,29,222,11,24,320,145,265,0.145,0.759,0.096,-0.9219,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,2,4,11,0,4,19,0,17,1,1,1,2,33,42,13,0,7,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,8,6,0,4,10,3,35,5,37,30,10,25,0,2,1,0,17,15,0,4,9,145,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321157657356931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076573361849347,0.0,0.09085654345438576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773524352532194,0.0,0.11103125137768813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916560801602857,0.07239935131449007,0.0,0.10106209568389003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296629656429913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127453749081732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834509462976088,0.0,0.09482590383531002,0.0,0.1304601356537654,0.07659498536401177,0.12244371496368912,0.10229397089513216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154002789757044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392619503261407,0.0,0.12010447758018805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010232757661166,0.0,0.0,0.18351840849527926,0.0,0.12410186622287282,0.11393227093559513,0.0,0.0,0.1899778763394248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960711607580842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408268656727364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396204626713787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802362955319364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097158242555912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479880475691947,0.12623068298142126,0.0,0.17612867130727236,0.0,0.11470605202022788,0.1263102097189529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095938696242093,0.09032776821919443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211240920707775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143275328462326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081421016972596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347755525623459,0.11193663182584056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380772258512667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610119309446242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063509769065247,0.1291845526258969,0.11601824645585693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015582385043874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259927978142125,0.13657635933507287,0.0,0.0,0.08646389855307232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plsdontyellatme-,2020/01/28,"My new dog is really stressing me out I wanted a dog partially to help with my anxiety/depression. It wasn’t the only reason I wanted a dog. I’ve wanted a dog forever but had to wait until I was on my own to get one.

I got my boy but I feel more stressed and sad than I was before. He has some issues (no former house training, nuisance barking from separation anxiety, ect). I knew I’d need to work with any dog I got. But I think I’m overwhelmed. I wish I could have a trainer to contact via text. Like a dog guru or something. My family doesn’t own animals (I’m the first in my family to own a dog) so they have no advice to give. I asked a friend who owned a dog and she gave me bad advice, telling me to hit my dog. Which turned into a whole big argument and sort of tore up our friendship a bit.

I have no friends in the city I moved too. So no one in my area to call on for support. The next available training session I can attend is in two months. I cried from the stress of it all the other day as I feel I can’t get anything done in my apartment I need to because I’m constantly watching my dog as he tries to sneak off the pee in the house. It’s just been a lot to deal with and I’m not sure what to do.",0.685200501253135,2.2196689924812034,3.061071428571431,92.85684523809523,80.8796992481203,6.237844611528822,21.985588972431078,7.1686216300943375,0.5359904761904759,936,29,222,12,24,323,146,266,0.145,0.759,0.096,-0.924,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,2,4,11,0,4,19,0,17,1,1,1,2,33,42,13,0,7,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,8,6,0,4,10,3,35,5,37,30,10,25,0,2,1,0,17,15,0,4,9,145,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144681322717764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053296855863235,0.0,0.0905946969035226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745357271283142,0.0,0.11071126176432733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887981492467812,0.07219069798358334,0.0,0.10077083695698157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292892798407645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092502695319228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797520690267733,0.0,0.09455261767552754,0.0,0.13008415242518012,0.07637424030847209,0.12209083488241887,0.10199916193108176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118975222245885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232808446859256,0.0,0.11975833912937428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073212891735346,0.0,0.0,0.18298951249662712,0.0,0.1237442073863086,0.11360392064796315,0.0,0.0,0.18943036429716045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937769012610699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27329278632013315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360479038859692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057856406734787674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068058455586136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945255966960822,0.1258668889419927,0.0,0.1756210723679282,0.0,0.1143754717126058,0.12594618648522382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049550556541048,0.09006744558687638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586600039289612,0.12176048394167828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116924610976006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069658451776053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438713239757433,0.11161403292603153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350855102215034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758818711373338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804027091206491,0.12881224559941534,0.11568388443286283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955015940925656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221713158672202,0.13618274928496907,0.0,0.0,0.08621471150776422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vitamin-water,2020/01/28,"How to fake confidence? Hi, I'm starting a job as a substitute teacher to try to help me get over my anxiety/manage it better. I can fake confidence to an extent but not in situations that need quick thinking...

For those of you who have been told ""you don 't look like you have anxiety"", or feel like you look and sound confident even when youre not, what do you do?",5.896216216216217,5.165798216216217,6.773648648648647,79.4493918918919,66.83783783783784,11.183783783783785,32.013513513513516,10.686352973137794,3.105767567567568,284,10,61,7,4,95,56,74,0.05,0.716,0.23399999999999999,0.9344,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,15,6,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,9,3,9,13,1,5,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,1,5,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945959855277647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537187910897937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947910287379305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505328637871856,0.20494449936466347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498810361115898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228714929830265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28468048051868605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803065572203256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818077120389839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271515528286405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224610018099681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030525348852788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381876143332265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27412261628530216,0.0,0.19477018930770568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gaming_x212,2020/01/28,"I don’t understand All started about two years ago. I Stopped going out with friends, stopped going out with family, and started skipping school a lot. After almost a whole semester of absences my mom decided to move me to a charter school where I did homework on my laptop from my house and went to take a test once a month. After this I stopped talking to everyone irl and played video games all day everyday. Everything felt great. I could stay home and play video games all I want. After a few months I started feeling sick when I was forced to go out. One time I was forced to go to a soccer game and once I got there I started throwing up. I couldn’t stay in the seats because there was so many people so my mom let me wait and chill out by the front gate. After this my mom understood felt so bad for making me go out so she never tried to force me ever again. A year later, this month, I started feeling so useless because I’ll never be able to do anything with this thing that happens to me when I go out. About 3 weeks ago I started to talk to girls again on social media and started talking to this girl I’ve always had a crush on. I didn’t want her to see me at the state I was because I was in the worst shape I’ve ever been and I was so pale. So i started going out biking every morning and lifted weights. I got a tan and I started feeling better about myself. I’ve been skipping school again so my teacher came to my house and took me to school. I usually get really bad nausea when I’m in a car but it wasn’t as bad. Once I got to school I felt normal for once. It was the first time in a while that I didn’t feel sick outside my house. Couple hours later, my mom picks me up and I tell her to take me to the store so I can buy a new phone. She took me and we were there for a while. I had bought the phone but they didn’t have it there so they told us we could pick it up. It was a 20 min drive there and I was scared I was going to feel sick again. I didn’t want to leave my mom alone so I just went with her. On the way there I felt no nausea and no sickness. I felt normal once again. I stared to think I got rid of it. I continued going out every morning and continued to work out. I felt 100% normal. Today I’m supposed to have the girl over at my house so we can watch movies and hang out for the first time. All that nausea and feeling sick is back. I started getting it last night when she agreed to come. I Could barley sleep. I Woke up really early today and still felt sick. I already threw up and I still feel sick. I don’t know what to do. I thought it was gone. I’ve tried thinking positive things and also tried not to overthink about it. I can’t lie to myself. It’s impossible. Nothing I do or say stops this feeling.",0.8475991969768549,2.786626133561644,2.42011572980633,95.6454794520548,82.18493150684931,5.0549834671705245,20.000472366556448,6.034303565779978,-0.13321554085970755,2138,58,487,15,58,697,227,584,0.11800000000000001,0.831,0.051,-0.9914,0,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,4,0,2,4,39,11,0,1,25,0,39,9,1,3,8,95,107,44,0,10,5,5,16,0,1,0,7,1,3,3,22,40,1,5,22,9,3,23,14,6,0,4,45,20,83,5,75,56,8,119,0,1,3,0,33,28,0,3,64,322,105,9,0.04982372878415196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833145875075618,0.0,0.0498912673546165,0.05160235696997297,0.054981723658813084,0.039844017907868914,0.04145733364411013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100068353253722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03831137199977498,0.12480219718867575,0.09111624785906357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406503922720936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698507253627279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042918730653101984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934057972130722,0.055129008237197054,0.0,0.03213218325153625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013683029514086,0.08395728076090005,0.04760870800224702,0.044778354778617926,0.0,0.04696937729939101,0.0,0.20153899447051207,0.0,0.33487015125783426,0.0,0.0,0.08476007650267202,0.0,0.0,0.03849368926553278,0.0,0.05206168378229882,0.0,0.2548437593068257,0.0,0.15939434957172144,0.054930836877741696,0.0,0.0,0.0440589588184344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997726234903952,0.0,0.049066336626505884,0.2299595742201403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027381818336694747,0.040612988843581006,0.0,0.05275613480390028,0.0,0.05094813834269851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04235835249888389,0.0,0.0,0.033257725851015975,0.050513440843673714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29176474490210824,0.11930647490823156,0.05295473872407519,0.0,0.0,0.07685426234757592,0.04812006773103933,0.0,0.04675619431197619,0.14645002688760556,0.04780721152179,0.0,0.0,0.26530322542260953,0.03376184807237722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0345415001464259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638367129372348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962182890720106,0.049882244332697945,0.25212136745745856,0.03970306114105767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498597108852169,0.05078901704532562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526549167474745,0.1062109312516993,0.07957858833391591,0.16661947288977594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492248681225792,0.1201392777221949,0.04354813502708951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620134302109625,0.06385006722178282,0.0,0.039554475290105584,0.08715785077755671,0.0,0.09445413830336437,0.04760870800224702,0.1107119918638466,0.1014811239869607,0.0,0.048670543351171616,0.051868258792471665,0.059931811093413986,0.0,0.054873798212360624,0.0,0.08816197837557999,0.03954775680517823,0.03996558990965522,0.060671879068413336,0.0,0.0923741914909751,0.0,0.055626413879572977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03627226795260849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416969560375851
anxiety,WhatsEatingScott,2020/01/28,"Starting to come to terms with the fact that I will more than likely never get married or have kids. I'm 27 and I will be 28 soon. For the past few years relationships have just been awful. If there's one thing that I have always wanted, that would be kids and a wife. I grew up in a broken home, so anyone who has done the same knows exactly why I wanted my own family. It's becoming a problem. I hate myself because I feel like something's wrong with me and that's why I cant settle down. I feel like a burden and life has lost its beauty a long time ago. This is more a less a post to get all this off my chest.

One thing I will ask, those that are in the same position as me but have accepted what is, please give me tips because I'm really spiraling out right now.",2.6063211382113813,3.51007032317073,4.0582926829268295,90.30845528455286,74.42682926829268,7.417886178861789,20.98373983739837,7.793537801064563,0.5514081300813003,599,12,138,8,12,199,106,164,0.091,0.8340000000000001,0.075,-0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,0,11,1,18,2,1,0,4,26,33,9,0,5,4,1,2,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,14,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,3,2,16,4,14,24,9,20,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,13,96,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223333780369926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335110961380541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219359983826956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500034082853407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956232920023386,0.1772095195814345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821744600218955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420078312649358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126233399369726,0.0,0.16226135222122565,0.22925762268073194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766183103420534,0.1539226906116131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841571650271893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094906477776666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818166194112108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333384207897622,0.2351700648079184,0.0,0.0,0.1419972879416208,0.0,0.0,0.17515517008641382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375249331024225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174564038529249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317208894108308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613098722436427,0.0,0.0,0.15367117053333168,0.0,0.0,0.153533399798692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279133712825464,0.0,0.0,0.1722682115392592,0.0,0.13702736727901124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352580423462885,0.0,0.0,0.11357060465493465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319783728574604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356237824524408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892805821629802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28957067170813283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398235713910508,0.17543193647180907,0.0,0.10332751344369492
anxiety,goblinkidd,2020/01/28,"hi Hi. I don't really know what I'm doing here, or what to expect, but I felt I needed to say something, since I'm new here.
I'm struggling with social anxiety since a few years ago, and I feel that everyday gets worse, because I'm losing friends and there's days I don't want to get out of the bed. But I hope I learn soon how to deal with it. Thanks.",1.4946153846153831,2.4273471794871817,3.3979487179487187,93.85538461538464,77.2051282051282,6.7384615384615385,20.69230769230769,7.1686216300943375,0.2316769230769231,272,6,67,3,6,92,53,78,0.18,0.675,0.145,-0.1982,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,17,16,6,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,7,3,8,15,1,7,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196616662974645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429676382515258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888897989489601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693777208115594,0.2348927491349577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520260934011388,0.0,0.2187618633101545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602840415741966,0.0,0.2380737021782949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22629625303426484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521475277384111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548943699495121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894026703257614,0.0,0.2200490234181393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459599601831152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118729187586455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769427451975368,0.0,0.0,0.23225390420600195,0.0,0.17540214935795198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23818754690551625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976420492984932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438577125168755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321881417697247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672131105021352
anxiety,z21z,2020/01/28,"light chest pain more than one month gets stronger when lying down and dissapear when walking or exercising and shortness of breathing when sleeping sometimes 26 years old No diabetes Smoker did ecg and echo they were normal is anxiety?? light chest pain more than one month gets stronger when lying down and dissapear when walking or exercising and shortness of breathing when sleeping sometimes
 26 years old
 No diabetes Smoker 
did ecg and echo they were normal is it anxiety??",9.580370370370368,10.973577407407408,7.772444444444449,68.19200000000001,58.87654320987654,10.430617283950617,40.89135802469136,10.355215969177356,4.646109135802469,394,20,57,8,5,117,37,81,0.225,0.722,0.053,-0.9429,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,6,12,6,0,0,10,8,14,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,2,4,2,2,0,6,4,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,12,35,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27855666933610485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024167769927194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29064323059338765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567678029867381,0.0,0.0,0.3820907346682111,0.0,0.2467423315148631,0.0,0.3874575116299719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643906366174575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36013157434309234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448627977839814
anxiety,bensontrixy,2020/01/28,"Can anyone recommend any self help books for anxiety My anxiety normally heats up from remembering things I've said or done, sometimes the thing I fixate on isn't even that bad but I replay and obsess till it becomes this massive thing.

I've tried meditation and it's helps somewhat but if anyone has a book recommendationfor me that would be great.

Thanks in advance",5.085343137254903,7.615541161764709,5.6623529411764775,74.65225490196082,71.20588235294117,8.650980392156864,28.98039215686275,9.2995712137729,2.8481686274509808,301,12,51,7,6,97,57,68,0.069,0.688,0.244,0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,8,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,2,6,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442020230167085,0.0,0.3249279068792713,0.0,0.0,0.29699079782965554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732169980269635,0.0,0.2345481234195504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173302294216845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402696639840472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341408144927184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28469687064634874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807941117095288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057600951325464,0.0,0.20201434840479646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215502508744028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004127980731613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552355003683272,0.0,0.0,0.4232714425042425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441866073563716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086293350978047,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laurabt1,2020/01/28,"Breakup My five-months relationship ended yesterday, basically because we jumped into it too quickly and passion has faded off.

I'm not that sad, I'm just so anxious overthinking everything about it I can barely sleep. All kind of unpleasant irrational thoughts are on a loop in my head... You know.

A therapy session would be nice, but my therapist will only by back from holidays on February 3th.

I'm thinking of finding a PC game that will get me focused or something like this. Writing about it made me feel better too.",5.127187500000002,7.396689010416669,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,70.35416666666666,9.383333333333336,35.95833333333333,9.827888789773867,4.105670833333333,419,23,69,11,8,136,78,96,0.055,0.755,0.19,0.9309,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,3,0,7,3,2,1,1,16,16,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,8,5,11,10,1,11,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,6,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684106316048652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269310551295567,0.0,0.14483349995190542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013026787493733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104354417457719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135318122857792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013334050654892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171542169103145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413168978231212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438373009061762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474148606334821,0.13057400884916728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607514702165447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481470839353615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896431726930963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180698950701953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550842259355073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23776296556677476,0.0,0.0,0.1829094519221292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717064492253448,0.27586190443376224,0.0,0.15223896272922566,0.0,0.1886210164367724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877809946095054,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,intheskishack,2020/01/28,"Does anyone else ever have “shaky eyes” on heh they’re really tired? I know this sounds really weird. But as I sit here at work, I was kind of in a trance staring at the wall and I noticed that my vision was like shaky in a way. As if my eyes wouldn’t “sit still”? If that makes sense. Almost as if I couldn’t focus on the thing, because my eyes were like vibrating back and forth. 

I don’t really know how else to explain this lol. It’s not noticeable from another persons perspective but I just noticed it rn",0.7532857142857132,3.049229209523812,2.432023809523809,93.21089285714287,85.47619047619048,6.166666666666668,18.27380952380953,7.492282038375204,0.4038095238095241,397,10,87,7,12,130,70,105,0.084,0.843,0.073,0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,4,2,7,4,3,2,1,20,11,11,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,5,10,4,12,6,0,13,0,0,4,0,2,7,0,6,5,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604499798245601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434863618179773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292812058876296,0.18013472279100046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351844874668518,0.0,0.10717012228816801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384961319154786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937278495528225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902721005928455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307560667114486,0.19323751066802125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178053012678207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735232618422198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.600471222119397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350761457328527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33787878909841645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039944428666246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679814841891732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206392010807495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954716198112455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279893592028626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janier7563,2020/01/28,"3rd day of a panic attack Does anyone have any ideas that could help me, please?  I've taken xanax and I've taken my clozonapham and I'm still having issues.  I woke up on Sunday with a panic attack after a nightmare.  I went back to sleep hoping it would go away but it got worse.  I have not been able to get rid of it.  So, at this point I am open to suggestions.  I called the doctor, but I just reached a voicemail at this time.  TIA",-0.006383616383615731,2.2037031868131898,1.9000999000998997,96.17444555444557,88.56043956043956,4.188211788211788,13.767232767232768,5.565023196281405,-1.0130087912087908,334,5,74,2,11,110,66,91,0.135,0.73,0.135,-0.0001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,2,5,0,7,3,1,0,0,12,16,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,6,0,8,1,12,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,47,14,1,0.18401000627851485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251331142413733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866407483568848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41867589337765054,0.17288345813766678,0.1414923365683439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789478996242687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469170169829092,0.0,0.0,0.11867123128163548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834203859764465,0.1610283965158784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613763354759236,0.0,0.10457712708033874,0.0,0.14716961165490716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333802844402635,0.0,0.0,0.1827634555882908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077248993134993,0.0,0.19205863925426334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317921903943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198772972599915,0.1739489332234355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184142896104396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469506287094371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729771443027394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057911933754896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875219168124425,0.13071542895525814,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jml9518,2020/01/28,Sudden leg weakness Does anyone have this because of anxiety? I sometimes feel as if my legs can't sustain my whole weight/trembly and I thought it was anxiety but now I have a sudden feeling of severe leg weakness and it's ever been so strong. Googled it and convinced myself I have a neurological disorder and starting to panic. (also I experience numbness/tingling/exhaustion/dizziness/urinary incontinence),5.3634154929577464,8.774006521126765,6.152940140845073,66.75645246478874,75.33802816901408,7.493661971830987,39.86091549295774,8.472884824447931,4.555097183098591,337,22,43,7,8,110,53,71,0.253,0.604,0.14300000000000002,-0.7606,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,6,6,3,0,1,10,10,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,8,2,4,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862809574526707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800175521430623,0.0,0.0,0.17367193400561803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140915126873025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28466313480208777,0.0,0.2173575886544125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246724589803765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296170959342855,0.0,0.0,0.25117513739865466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914185054766334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805968642357717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456525626499345,0.0,0.1758034913314371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718468461799546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024579456949309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773055841804444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hal9000ismybitch,2020/01/28,"Axiety-Adrenaline-Heart Arrythmia and the cyle repeats. I can handle anxiety, what I can't handle is the arrythiams from excess Adrenaline. It's such crippling cycle :/ and to make matters worse i'm scared of taking beta blockers. Man life is slipping away, one day at a time.",4.388200000000001,7.22940942,6.009999999999998,69.785,74.8,8.8,30.0,9.3871,3.5548,221,10,33,6,5,75,43,50,0.205,0.772,0.022000000000000002,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768032584748931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399564753529794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333540406172228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287769511929417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557519875265666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415280856679228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451891801039491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622605777817511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720553548115204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109892594935268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687414086790717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iusedtobeaghost,2020/01/28,"Couldn't get out of the car 42 yo male. Drive to work feeling pretty tense after a very broken nights sleep. As soon a I pull into the carpark I begin sweating and shaking. No idea why. Was absolutely fine yesterday but today I genuinely couldn't move.

Text my boss the drove immediately to my GP and made an appointment. Have essentially spent the last few hours on the verge of tears, shaking now and again, and I can't put it down to anything particular.

I've been fine for so long, managing my symptoms each day with virtually no issues. All of my usual techniques have failed to calm my mind. It creeps up on you. Be aware of yourself.",2.597053349875932,5.1383074274193605,3.736451612903228,85.26313895781641,79.56451612903227,6.718610421836227,24.054590570719604,7.882392219407189,1.3962823821339954,507,18,99,9,13,164,93,124,0.142,0.777,0.081,-0.7912,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,2,8,0,8,3,2,2,1,17,14,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,2,0,1,8,5,3,0,0,5,1,10,3,18,6,3,28,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,13,60,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085013280681412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956900501578282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726555677396525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211684587662194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839416455291986,0.0,0.0,0.26180908524989543,0.0,0.2420638874957955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189045490139892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524161549159128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944800535457945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417276025510544,0.0,0.0,0.24649391296658915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764090559369415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359456874863399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331433313857749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208716597618506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410533441956448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983273553286967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255426758144958,0.19135802159000204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927143511641086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884028653976185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phagocytose_me,2020/01/28,"Does anyone ever get overly obsessed with weird things? Hey! So I've had anxiety for a long while but this is something that I've only just really noticed about it. It seems like whenever I go through a bad event or I'm just feeling bad for whatever reason I end up fixating on something completely random and it starts winding me up. I guess the best example I can think of since it's currently still ongoing is that after two family members passed away recently in quick succession I've become obsessed with finding a stuffed cat that I had when I was younger. I'm 90% sure it's somewhere in my mum's house, but for the past two or three months I can't stop thinking about this cat plush, it's become almost like a need more than a want and my boyfriend said that I've seemed a lot crankier but also more affectionate recently. He knows about the cat and he's promised he'll help me find it next time we're at my mum's house, but I'm just curious to know if anyone else gets fixated on things that seem completely random. How do you deal with it if you do?",4.313782945736435,5.326193432558141,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,70.48837209302326,8.896124031007753,29.21705426356589,9.21078282632365,2.3507426356589147,848,32,173,17,15,275,130,215,0.071,0.757,0.172,0.9731,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,13,12,0,2,9,0,9,0,0,2,2,39,29,16,0,4,11,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,1,11,0,0,2,1,5,0,3,4,2,14,7,23,24,4,29,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,12,20,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760540338076775,0.0,0.0,0.09392168302840012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898460208856422,0.0,0.0,0.16424222641215694,0.12033751017924173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034457019422517,0.0,0.19612534111907007,0.0,0.2594201993646667,0.0,0.0,0.12325254015363098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246280210603412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108187427872255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277796033244982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811122902301288,0.0,0.1040224725684477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062368110532971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071782411490948,0.0,0.0593843271538624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146873966122657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272158328591112,0.0,0.0667473815258713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938022936569296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872171163085967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710342903819493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909071913916476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475656093640114,0.0,0.0,0.10393619043171458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984855860180993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374443565971873,0.0,0.0,0.08708486851460633,0.0,0.0,0.1249053651944876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371327616085193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932312678227293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211568640345553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523904255752575,0.12075425336341687,0.2319279056918856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171823030097897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207558262071987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715270959271224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083164401617985,0.0,0.0,0.08312902425089459,0.0,0.09379268635291793,0.0981902813823781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069165278053998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605207209923047,0.15050956429175733,0.0,0.0,0.0684838232018898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945574193941745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927281118497661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DoleBludger69,2020/01/28,"It's funny how far my mind wanders over a few likes It's not a complicated scenario, it's late, I send meme to group chat and nothing happens. I spend the next 30 minutes deconstructing my friendship with each person, wondering if I did something wrong. I find something small with one person and conclude they've conslired against me but before I can have a full blown panic attack I just become apathetic and start to accept my friendless reality, I begin to dissociate, I turn off my alarm, I prepare my rapid decline. 

Then they all like my meme within three minutes of each other and I calm down.",5.722942477876106,7.1849476991150425,6.1045907079646025,76.4538772123894,67.58407079646018,7.7738938053097355,32.70907079646018,8.07648339933343,2.551567256637168,482,21,82,6,8,155,81,113,0.166,0.705,0.129,-0.7506,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,2,8,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,19,8,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,4,0,2,1,0,18,4,11,7,5,13,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,7,57,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455476793499498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837688521857825,0.1836628353915288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972726604383596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086544851402826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434754534972543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089577158147152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179355570724542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22954690479053186,0.0,0.0,0.20710305268252607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462578882436183,0.0,0.0,0.25324020797422825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769240529781872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323263504931435,0.0,0.0,0.15277174191306914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347705246314275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340678617658224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598573419074115,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anna_0512,2020/01/28,"What helped your anxiety most? I'm kind of struggling at the moment and don't really know what to focus on. I have had CBT therapy for around a year now, one type of antidepressants (but mostly for IBS like symptoms), hypnotherapy, tried lifestyle changes etc. But I only seem to get worse. I'm thinking of starting an antidepressant but am afraid of side effects, especially digestion related since I already have IBS. 

I'd love to hear what helped others most, can be anything!",6.554827586206898,8.043555229885062,6.612126436781613,73.48301724137933,65.66666666666666,9.937931034482759,34.04022988505747,10.125756701596842,3.6423885057471264,383,17,65,9,6,122,67,87,0.062,0.848,0.09,0.6592,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,2,3,0,7,3,0,1,0,12,16,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,4,3,12,14,4,8,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,4,5,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24264498597633424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820894186049073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809439504390281,0.19574138090218707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326057430700261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522628158692356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148791424733314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478227200665486,0.0,0.2947642129132883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897301305233075,0.1208412629539097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742311955712716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845186997556347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899756877199996,0.16722998405060854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408618835920012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017209291354926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188846115144086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563343895814766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986815331531196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285413361983336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514539514141784,0.0,0.0,0.14089135111294498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928527922891413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407829487194905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159664206329242
anxiety,LuckyLorraine,2020/01/28,"I can't be alone anymore Like the title says I can't be alone anymore.

I, 18 f, have been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder (GAD) for over four years now, and I've had anxiety for much longer time. I've also been diagnosed with agoraphobia two years ago.

To give you context, I stay with people of my family all day long... 
My anxiety is sometimes getting better, and I'm constantly working on it. I let time pass and understand that it's not easy.
Even when I'm in a better phase, I still can't be alone. I want to do things on my own, but just cannot anymore. Can't go out alone. Can't stay at home alone. 

When I start to think about being alone, I start to panic and dissociate pretty badly. 


I have researched it and don't seem to find much information. 

Maybe someone also have it? 
Any tips?",2.2575925925925944,4.289424882716052,3.991135802469135,85.68411111111115,77.95061728395062,7.529876543209879,23.76296296296297,8.447377352677275,1.54076,629,21,130,13,15,211,96,162,0.10800000000000001,0.762,0.13,0.3476,0,6,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,9,5,0,1,2,0,20,2,0,0,1,20,31,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,2,0,2,3,1,14,3,18,23,4,24,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,15,81,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898523661314316,0.0,0.0,0.6298902706625324,0.0,0.16212023828597796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893045590977546,0.0,0.2326277252286273,0.0,0.3015751894639672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463404298911435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929503686387235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095376156477697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653708822417602,0.0,0.0,0.2057630406354885,0.0,0.0,0.1161710156667189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694944152297122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095556209435613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264413385046656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295809147480975,0.09723682342220916,0.05760704583342721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167556017621117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365074560808807,0.0,0.04952094235327721,0.0,0.0,0.0897032475143742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183296447530896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902723868444234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892788221009043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027248415862916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312282113859828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060808975910395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922772557227328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588471542968419,0.0,0.1002508024933262,0.0,0.14349079771026585,0.21607938138814675,0.08094878717419884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734120997943005,0.0649494494788816,0.0,0.0,0.11821140101235135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099017123522094,0.1055226721155245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597866450745568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379362113086968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054916256281274
anxiety,badassrose23,2020/01/28,Zoloft experiences Anyone have anything positive to say about Zoloft?,11.359000000000002,15.9315889,8.370000000000001,52.86500000000001,60.0,12.0,40.0,11.20814326018867,6.596,59,3,6,2,1,17,9,10,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212365470669791,0.0,0.4957526598008571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5892970110836406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790804780445055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Randomretard999,2020/01/28,"Stomach feels tight and I feel like I can't breathe, CONSTANTLY I am really hating my life right now, feel like I can't breathe 24/7 and especially at night when I go to bed :(",5.625,5.0948870555555565,6.18,82.81500000000003,67.33333333333333,10.533333333333337,31.88888888888889,10.125756701596842,2.732655555555555,138,5,31,3,2,45,26,36,0.17300000000000001,0.693,0.133,-0.3597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,2,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370119608101779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730602942965391,0.4455884574297093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723832455175764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30789909588904274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027730758109096,0.30471997742422186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29266129994042245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997867412762179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663283885506349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MasalaChickenBiryani,2020/01/28,"I am getting better! I am starting to feel better and feeling as if I am back to my normal self.All those obsessive thoughts,muscle tightness,that gut feeling and everything associated with anxiety is finally losing its intensity.

What worked for me is the method of acceptance.I know its easier said that done but trust me its the only thing that worked for me.I came to know about this from the youtube channel wonderbro and reading about Claire Weekes method.

All u have to do is just accept your anxiety.The nervousness,fear and anxious feeling are all part of the first fear and there is nothing you can do about it.Just go through that,completely surrender to it,dont try to resist it.All your thoughts related to anxiety and being anxious is part of the second fear.This is what is magnifying your anxiety and making it worse.If you will be ok with anxiety and not resist it,the thoughts/second fear that made it worse will lose its relevance.What can really help you in this path is meditation.If you have meditated before then practicing the above methods would be easy.",5.354981343283583,7.440355925373138,5.688479477611942,76.65421175373137,69.34825870646766,9.602114427860698,31.46797263681592,9.978442167317967,3.418833084577116,875,38,152,23,16,279,108,201,0.14800000000000002,0.721,0.131,-0.5862,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,0,7,6,10,0,3,6,1,25,1,1,2,2,29,39,12,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,15,11,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,5,0,2,5,5,13,5,21,28,4,9,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,1,6,101,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502739997132737,0.2586348588074304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801962363956117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740471937602907,0.0,0.0,0.2024771218563641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092208333716904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200186073461242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171415675699741,0.13415685874941544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102877389377646,0.0,0.0,0.515237963286725,0.23151593790603825,0.0,0.0,0.1253952347436112,0.0,0.09736730432767356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980534725546637,0.0,0.06505539162166453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672618254377983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258183781346626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561231445357626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083133704792898,0.076408971010783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215535210386417,0.1098361281718014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705886075006597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791762411643176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450001386713707,0.0,0.07333179619820343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888626725667833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941617027695035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102177350092239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604814175259249,0.0,0.0,0.090875628999031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771696212379957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918201567514094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666696443949158,0.0,0.11665372798496207,0.0813155195508995,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lonelystonerr1999,2020/01/28,IM SLOWLY DYING I’ve realized talking to people helps relieve my anxiety. I AM LONELY SOOOO LONELYYY I NEED HELP !,1.8292857142857133,4.32287085714286,4.438452380952381,72.59196428571431,102.33333333333334,5.90952380952381,29.059523809523807,7.1686216300943375,3.0651809523809517,92,5,12,2,4,32,19,21,0.184,0.486,0.33,0.5983,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047176633110699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133986370249025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339779276488095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302595344596661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953530649654316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27614851772509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201586818069904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Manish230,2020/01/28,"I am getting better! I am starting to feel better and feeling as if I am back to my normal self.All those obsessive thoughts,muscle tightness,that gut feeling and everything associated with anxiety is finally losing its intensity.

What worked for me is the method of acceptance.I know its easier said that done but trust me its the only thing that worked for me.I came to know about this from the youtube channel wonderbro and reading about Claire Weekes method.

All u have to do is just accept your anxiety.The nervousness,fear and anxious feeling are all part of the first fear and there is nothing you can do about it.Just go through that,completely surrender to it,dont try to resist it.All your thoughts related to anxiety and being anxious is part of the second fear.This is what is magnifying your anxiety and making it worse.If you will be ok with anxiety and not resist it,the thoughts/second fear that made it worse will lose its relevance.What can really help you in this path is meditation.If you have meditated before then practicing the above methods would be easy.",5.354981343283583,7.440355925373138,5.688479477611942,76.65421175373137,69.34825870646766,9.602114427860698,31.46797263681592,9.978442167317967,3.418833084577116,875,38,152,23,16,279,108,201,0.14800000000000002,0.721,0.131,-0.5862,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,0,7,6,10,0,3,6,1,25,1,1,2,2,29,39,12,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,15,11,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,5,0,2,5,5,13,5,21,28,4,9,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,1,6,101,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502739997132737,0.2586348588074304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801962363956117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740471937602907,0.0,0.0,0.2024771218563641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092208333716904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200186073461242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171415675699741,0.13415685874941544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102877389377646,0.0,0.0,0.515237963286725,0.23151593790603825,0.0,0.0,0.1253952347436112,0.0,0.09736730432767356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980534725546637,0.0,0.06505539162166453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672618254377983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258183781346626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561231445357626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083133704792898,0.076408971010783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215535210386417,0.1098361281718014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705886075006597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791762411643176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450001386713707,0.0,0.07333179619820343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888626725667833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941617027695035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102177350092239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604814175259249,0.0,0.0,0.090875628999031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771696212379957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918201567514094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666696443949158,0.0,0.11665372798496207,0.0813155195508995,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thealtruisticpoet,2020/01/28,"How Do You Handle Talking To New Interests? I have GAD, so it helps me a lot to have things set in stone. This means having potential love interests update me on when they can see me and a bonus if they can just blatantly be straight up and not give me mixed signals. I am currently waiting on a guy to let me know when he can see me. It was either today or Thursday but he didn’t tell me yesterday if he could do today or not which I feel like is inconsiderate in a way? Unless I’m reading too into it? I used to think I had a self-esteem issue and that’s why I lose my mind when it comes to this stuff but really it’s just that I truly care deeply easily and I don’t think that should be a weakness if I can help manage how I act on that. But I am tired of feeling like I’m constantly chasing, and losing sleep because of it, and overanalyzing every move like love is a game of chess. I would love to hear what you all think and what your past experiences are.",2.7554411764705904,3.7272283676470574,4.521843137254901,86.86629411764706,74.1470588235294,7.792941176470588,23.40392156862745,8.238735603445708,1.0997533333333331,753,20,169,12,15,256,118,204,0.11800000000000001,0.7020000000000001,0.18,0.9189,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,2,3,9,13,0,0,7,0,24,6,1,3,2,41,44,22,0,6,14,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,17,9,0,1,7,3,1,3,4,3,0,0,3,5,25,10,17,35,3,25,0,2,2,3,19,8,0,6,15,119,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074928949142039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505665328915945,0.0,0.0,0.11410666332986713,0.0,0.1431473488767031,0.0,0.10576233379249264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160727523965976,0.0,0.0,0.12957595534281274,0.0,0.0,0.13395632769153526,0.189265705044366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707227013996772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311609405734116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929741414850872,0.0,0.1775766756157665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825879622170845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279916900522285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545419402411002,0.0,0.1941467751464246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963883712640436,0.0,0.11261680376487658,0.35866385873334994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429295931818767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375164827652358,0.0,0.0,0.14078907859947154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793529269019174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645260413837886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250060896020505,0.0,0.08486031856452342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111145302690987,0.0,0.13818963637639153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256042658131956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164046070422887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647015811148408,0.11578004070864915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880037019401843,0.2546342126105764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522487576967111,0.2511222115725765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440702361087945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514436243919477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952884423244213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409916640631967,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heiiidiii,2020/01/28,"I wanna start working out but I'm really scared Ok so a friend of mine has a gym membership that allows him to bring a guest and he offered it to me. I really wanna go but I haven't worked out in a long time and I just don't know how to get back into it. 

I've done research and all that, I'm just a very detail orientated person and am stressing about really small things (do I get changed before I get there or after, should I bring music to listen to, what shoes do I wear etc). It sounds stupid but it's genuinely the only thing holding me back. 

My friend is super nice and I've explained to him that I'm kinda nervous, which he understands but I'd like to get some input on here, so any advice is welcome. Thanksss",1.1132456140350868,3.0967405000000063,3.1119999999999983,90.79966666666668,81.5,5.8954385964912275,19.343859649122805,7.0316486544052195,0.2804117543859652,564,14,122,7,15,190,95,152,0.08800000000000001,0.733,0.179,0.9489,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,1,3,6,1,10,2,2,2,1,27,25,13,0,3,7,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,11,8,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,2,14,7,17,23,3,15,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,3,7,80,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793985924049951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382996239811618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800376354908393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494832954189114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926309931645908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863450799012612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030826133038667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813702866945672,0.0,0.3805457770124329,0.0,0.10348804784864628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000739370870448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896178544868659,0.0,0.0,0.1611471971291369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849046669870685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589971979051326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499616670323572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230756335203935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888686031756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858772172281412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194993024596784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618030266293492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895659668538627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024637549039888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651327692309815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InsecurityAtItsWorst,2020/01/28,"Too Much Everyday i have these false realities I've somehow built up at a younger come crashing down in me.

My dream job doesn't support being a family man

Partners past can fucking hurt. A lot.

Male body dismorphia is real and dreadful.

Anxiety management is something i thought i had, i was never taught how to deal with it in a healthy way though. Things often feel like personal attacks and i have nightmares about all the above things.

As someone who doesn't regularly dream, having nightmares about not satisfying my partner four times a week and everything that goes along with it is very difficult. Especially when they seem so real.",6.893189655172414,8.465958318965521,6.54431034482759,73.96922413793105,64.94827586206897,9.937931034482759,36.91379310344829,10.125756701596842,4.03388275862069,519,26,86,12,8,162,91,116,0.156,0.767,0.077,-0.8599,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,9,7,2,1,6,0,12,2,1,1,2,19,19,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,7,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,5,0,1,4,1,9,2,12,14,3,13,0,1,0,1,8,5,1,4,7,62,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143546572189301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347128525220616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842934894153184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616380442898306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345195074458846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686416532546931,0.0,0.17689335571335235,0.0,0.09487806494574784,0.13405237486468385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347316042781805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008759794133376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620697120173174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167301343050062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952758045429286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793937881843632,0.0,0.1447220417771359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912671382910994,0.0,0.16384284763907442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271581963063848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082336686672525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898951629176986,0.1444569408083086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293533574669396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493236741268075,0.0,0.18435853981927647,0.1489677800697258,0.10941628771252997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482533234632515,0.0,0.14894247729986934,0.15051609620283954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prawnface,2020/01/28,CIA are following me Dodgy characters have been following me and I’m getting the feeling someone is seeking information on me,4.716212121212124,8.227492136363637,6.042727272727273,64.80075757575759,82.18181818181819,10.206060606060607,43.6969696969697,9.725611199111238,6.5047696969696975,105,8,14,4,3,35,19,22,0.085,0.848,0.067,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528770851636734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679500096144441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7588973146845999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wheatleylabs101,2020/01/28,"Iv'e suddenly been having problems when i go to school. Iv'e been sick on and off for a couple weeks, in week 1 i was constepated and week 2 i just got a cold with a short fever. Now i'm congested, but i get really nervous, don't feel like eating, and going to the bathroom to much out of context. My parents don't want me going to the nurse of school councilor because the last time i went there it lead to a meeting...  now, iv'e had a total of 8 sick days and my parents seems to care more about my grades then how i feel now, how can i calm my nerves in school without causing any problems? Not that i cause any to those around me...",5.5540259740259765,4.54598184848485,5.888528138528144,86.43136363636368,67.63636363636363,8.754978354978356,30.22077922077921,7.447530270364453,1.6131415584415585,492,15,110,4,7,158,85,132,0.158,0.787,0.055,-0.8869,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,8,0,8,5,0,5,1,23,20,9,0,3,4,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,6,3,14,3,20,14,3,24,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,13,71,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025742234426998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259184820366554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079495544215427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185846085814286,0.30601328745721096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480384006402735,0.0,0.09605663803545764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524070226273618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506212485651633,0.10640571183017627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781715726325006,0.0,0.2539451339871287,0.0,0.11912422213775364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214093402352118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276657544885888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949106875132923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33076964634642875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28503882233896866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541741966276454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522182152133935,0.0,0.13559313639187065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685051638674361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785110324872437,0.0,0.3584219759149182,0.0,0.0,0.13807269500497474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435768202961972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moshimoch,2020/01/28,"I know I'm right but my anxiety won't stop A night ago some drama unfolded on my facebook page, My cousin was being snarky on a photo I uploaded and making rude remarks (hidden as jokes) about me celebrating chinese new years with my husband who happens to be chinese. My mom got upset and called her out, told her to stop being miserable and rude.
I HATE confrontation it triggers me so much but I was being passive and kind when responding to the rude comment before my mom stepped in. My mom's side of the family really trigger my anxiety, because I know they love to talk about everyone behind they're back. So push goes to shove I defended my mom's actions because I was indeed uncomfortable with the comments she was making, and it looked like I was back peddling. Now I unfriended my whole family and they in turn blocked me after I finally got upset and exposed the situation publicly because they kept posting indirect insults/wouldn't take the L.


I know I'm in the right in this situation, but I can't stop biting my nails, and I can't sleep without thinking about how much they hate me. It is so hard to control my thoughts, I feel free knowing they're gonna stop competing with me and talking shit behind my back, but I can't stop imagining what they're saying about me, or what they have said to me in the past. 
This isnt the first time it's happened, it happens all the time so I just needed to vent about this issue to get it off my head, and also maybe take some techniques any of you use to cope with anxiety.",5.51332868595329,6.051845662251657,6.199013593586618,78.92899442314395,67.54304635761589,9.271802021610318,32.78215406064831,9.276330184999452,2.8812754966887426,1218,51,231,22,19,399,156,302,0.17300000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.11,-0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,5,3,18,15,7,3,11,0,16,4,3,7,1,49,46,23,0,1,7,6,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,12,15,0,8,8,2,1,3,6,10,0,1,11,5,46,6,35,29,7,36,0,1,1,1,27,12,1,4,21,154,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989511062836151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207720247460203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612917237206557,0.0,0.20684839634805888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079140103108598,0.0,0.1648278610066263,0.0,0.07669428320365204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203315704836812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010888432494498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612340487766082,0.0,0.0,0.16993373135923548,0.0,0.04557260937064639,0.0,0.0,0.09873338486493988,0.0,0.07666482343688674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708938405537123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417093720258972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391058931044161,0.0,0.08073908363398942,0.17797010729965035,0.09249973418981182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407266115530984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385688226598457,0.19813311688999566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403313277191221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568678794077617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134615318838484,0.0,0.12032540721928894,0.0,0.09054804355923074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222382720916641,0.0,0.0,0.13251234479364124,0.06683050705664399,0.0,0.08704844659395428,0.0,0.08458122100433503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603961054485484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631995395548556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577398054374107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153941640362531,0.08573459552543372,0.07167526606282254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251750154883126,0.0,0.20262056296173653,0.09019543373132448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767650112325914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553360166524048,0.1448867107321345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057751884282891325,0.0,0.07155342442757348,0.10511145524649232,0.0,0.0,0.08612340487766082,0.0,0.0,0.0980359312517896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784367765415222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006273088573772,0.0,0.08688243403064498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804098564382287
anxiety,Character_Good,2020/01/28,"Help for partners Hello all, this is my first post here.

I’m hoping you can help.

I have been seeing my partner for just over a year now and she suffers from anxiety daily which really affects her day to life and can be hard on the relationship. 

I am looking for advice really to help partners of those with anxiety and how they can be a better support. 

It breaks my heart seeing her suffer and it feels like whatever I do is never enough if that makes sense? I was really hard on myself initially because I couldn’t “fix” her “, since educating myself more on it, I realised that I cannot fix it, however I do want to be a better boyfriend. 

I have read numerous books on the subject and she is starting therapy this month (she has had therapy in the past) which I’m hoping helps. 

A bit about her triggers; she was in an abusive relationship in the past where she was beaten if she was watching the TV because there was males on the screen/topless etc. So a lot of her phobias revolve around that. We can’t watch TV or a movie unless she has checked it first to make sure it’s safe/no nudity etc. She doesn’t like me going to the gym as she is worried about other women there, she worries about me seeing friends in case they talk about women in a sexual way, or if I go out for a drink she is worried what might happen if there is women around. 

Has anyone else had any experience of this sort of phobia? 

Sorry if I’m not making much sense, I am just a guy who’s heart is breaking seeing her go through this and want to do whatever I can to help. 

The thing that hurts the most, is when I tell her how much I love her, she will never believe it fully.",4.0134549689441,4.818302410714288,5.138343685300208,84.24288819875778,71.02380952380952,7.986335403726707,26.51345755693582,8.18289091462,1.55947867494824,1294,40,266,18,23,428,168,336,0.107,0.7659999999999999,0.128,0.8163,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,2,5,18,14,1,0,19,0,39,5,2,7,4,43,62,19,0,10,11,0,3,2,4,2,1,0,0,8,22,11,1,0,1,6,1,3,7,4,0,2,8,10,45,10,38,48,10,34,0,3,7,1,45,15,0,13,14,202,67,3,0.0,0.10746862606736904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863425415898113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616813816001583,0.0,0.13877561378079556,0.0,0.0,0.06342188433721127,0.09293629073029837,0.0,0.1614904057807516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058382846188733,0.0,0.0,0.10219160371827267,0.0,0.16043946673282616,0.0990245554013299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058496150647412086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885474214998439,0.0,0.0,0.07577100183316314,0.0,0.0,0.0937207968272354,0.20231640105454396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887252711984372,0.0,0.0,0.04586233407167943,0.06479848427201368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430442946168074,0.0,0.0,0.07007717554155361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464639526947566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981056703174478,0.08020866407476507,0.0,0.16250475350873106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149677894137069,0.3039826845351465,0.0,0.0,0.18017776533492005,0.0,0.0,0.09709980151996317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406645151047917,0.08862614071463734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616796144194543,0.0,0.0,0.07711273614849784,0.08186330571131835,0.0,0.1816355514664584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622191008818767,0.0,0.0,0.07239854068646201,0.0,0.13335478282843266,0.0,0.13991201509672058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317320279435014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868687270715812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072788568565514,0.0,0.1743206467288627,0.0,0.0,0.19476288492339472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891152745507492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503074021139304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153496322064612,0.06420029095167244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292907543239024,0.0854868245894958,0.0,0.0,0.07290390896975849,0.0792787171359319,0.0,0.20745434849742264,0.0,0.060259268785259126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699836003591506,0.07199608945751665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763409340691402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058409977181624766
anxiety,spinx10,2020/01/28,"😞😞😞😞 wow, so many people going through so much that they carnt even get help for or controle, mental health is more serious than every one thinks, I  hope everyone finds it with in them self's to stay strong an finds way to deal with it to pass on an let other know, just remember  YOU ALL MATTER!",1.4371505376344125,3.4327702419354864,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,80.45161290322581,6.713978494623658,18.397849462365595,7.793537801064563,0.4045075268817207,233,5,52,4,6,76,52,62,0.024,0.7559999999999999,0.22,0.9221,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,10,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891777513506114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880413786061585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465852683717304,0.0,0.1869889088695949,0.21206738191971636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056871846758449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595131900579173,0.0,0.1261301675040581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359053906430001,0.0,0.0,0.1487576358386124,0.0,0.0,0.2204304699369155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219690844496362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694248101649064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500617221052832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365720311423729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631469753915836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038817539728938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386104372515866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514078804830605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152549211169424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365520412855961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422063017387733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616082431970126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thenoodlesareboiling,2020/01/28,"Absolutely dreading my 7:30-3:30 shift. I am so incredibly negative. I feel disgusting right now, it’s 6:15 AM and I have to go work out in the cold on my feet until 3:30. I feel sick and tired and I’ll probably pass out or something I honestly don’t think I’ll make it through the day and I’ll definitely fuck up at work and wanna quit because I’m lazy and a loser who quits everything. 20F. I’m working at a ski resort.",-0.04593632958801308,2.275857505617981,2.682275280898878,89.04191479400751,91.92134831460676,6.562172284644196,22.02340823970037,7.793537801064563,1.3167520599250944,334,13,73,8,12,116,62,89,0.281,0.66,0.059000000000000004,-0.9703,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,6,2,5,2,1,4,0,4,4,1,1,0,14,12,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,3,7,1,11,12,0,13,0,1,0,1,1,8,1,1,3,39,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446807790307821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306521330804587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330665184242706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400133297590596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941779104535866,0.0,0.0,0.13488627438023215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842686012575533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558935784232909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048824169387451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268778879590107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271658148822414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207843305462282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727883924275193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183608957913406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GalacticOreo64,2020/01/28,"Feeling Lost Potential trigger warning, I suppose. Read at your own discretion.

I've never been the kind of person to openly talk about my feelings. Whether it's rational or not, whenever I allow myself to talk about my feelings, I feel weak. It feels as if I've admitted defeat to my problems, and I've always been the kind of person who wishes to persevere through difficult circumstances. But now, I feel really, really lost and alone, and I really just need some help...

I don't want to give my whole life story, but I will provide a few background details. I'm a junior undergraduate physics major. I don't really have any friends at college, and all of my close friends from high school are pretty far away, so I rarely see them anymore. I used to have a really serious girlfriend, but she had been incredibly abusive and manipulative, so we broke up about a year or two ago. I actually was able to find a new girlfriend a few months ago, but I fear that she may be drifting away because I'm not a very masculine person...

Moreover, a few years ago, my father was killed. The details are a bit complicated, but needless to say, I really, really miss him. Additionally, my mother has always been a bit negligent, and so I don't really feel like I have much of a family anymore. This, coupled with my lack of friends at college, makes me feel... lonely. Maybe even hopeless.

To describe how I feel in more detail, I guess I don't really know what I'm living for anymore. My grades at college are fairly average, but from what I've heard, a person's grades need to be pretty extraordinary in order to find a profession in physics, so I fear that I won't be able to realize my dreams of teaching/studying math and physics. Furthermore, it's... pretty hard to stay motivated on my studies whenever I don't have any friends or family to spend time with.

High school was great because my family and friends were close to me, but that period of my life is gone now. Additionally, my future looks very uncertain, and so I just don't know what to do with my life moving forward. I genuinely want to live and enjoy life, but I'm just not sure how to go about that.",6.849752299331101,6.577463810096155,7.632182274247492,72.55846989966557,64.74519230769229,11.080936454849503,34.673494983277585,10.662846686107436,3.6770477842809353,1699,69,316,40,23,570,195,416,0.154,0.7190000000000001,0.127,-0.3973,0,3,0,0,0,1,64.0,1,1,1,5,17,26,1,3,16,0,31,5,0,8,3,75,64,31,1,8,19,2,10,1,7,3,5,2,0,4,12,19,0,0,16,2,1,5,11,15,0,1,13,14,47,11,48,45,13,37,0,7,2,0,27,18,0,8,15,205,59,11,0.13819383961679246,0.08186855116100818,0.06742862638248309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837507510217015,0.0,0.0,0.07156357038079819,0.0,0.0,0.11498834503884725,0.0,0.0,0.09397654980810256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557673266113752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983766138299818,0.0,0.0,0.0842416819615512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087188097087642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645442752357133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563786386487465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541527958091992,0.15550648974326894,0.3144373090674061,0.04936285331733566,0.0,0.0,0.1263066658172528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669205442082323,0.0,0.0,0.06628406165976769,0.039269371866253434,0.0,0.0,0.07617959802231243,0.07611804722456847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189726813012687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04631420884700905,0.1460093789234313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644550420761415,0.1439076181198997,0.07594772017225987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522079159742686,0.03375726479814958,0.0,0.12202769221013715,0.0,0.058024010135112214,0.0,0.15085490057252166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612273051848003,0.0,0.06941714320478941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515250216799437,0.07343909065786068,0.05079418645266183,0.102468981028068,0.05329180424622336,0.0667342357211094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413310607370053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088922470863505,0.0,0.06611642051378258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911561841620552,0.0,0.3983873054130869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494864397892468,0.0,0.139859543509176,0.0550612990789266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364812287803026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512302919095657,0.0,0.0,0.11107497359437066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040290969602985637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749765047767127,0.0,0.0,0.059677553560514025,0.0,0.11402439051354465,0.08151030708490692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714424337281033,0.07945804774268078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899230185020703
anxiety,SusiQ2,2020/01/28,"New job anxiety So I just graduated and I will be starting my first real job with a company I interned at. During my internship, I had a project that I never finished. It was a big project and I will be expected to finish it when I start. My boss worked really hard to get me on his team and I'm scared he's going to regret it because of how slowly I work. I'm a good worker I just take awhile. So now, instead of being excited, everytime I think of the new job I get knots in my stomach and get really anxious. I know logically that everything is going to be okay, but how can I find a way to be excited about this job instead of stressed and scared?",3.718790849673205,4.2041870882352965,5.920980392156864,79.52663398692813,71.5,9.573856209150328,30.552287581699343,9.725611199111238,2.8129748366013074,508,21,106,12,9,180,81,136,0.11900000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.064,-0.7134,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,11,8,0,3,6,1,11,1,1,3,1,20,23,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,1,19,4,14,14,0,17,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,10,74,25,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503146788845373,0.16987357029123085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166322357463216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514148492128786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374340573239904,0.12790334367178147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356839578617792,0.0,0.17091573336128948,0.12612193835912774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347006136430256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968700165170426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263857857575553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597343390049175,0.2904536104480038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115223858118025,0.1926597844311904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30109014070102724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286315385934687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224657421577644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305837576952453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635004389214524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935549232170135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894007391799253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosesnbliss,2020/01/28,Anxiety’s getting in the way of school. Help? I have two presentations to do tomorrow and oh god I’m panicking. I’m so scared right now and I can’t breathe. The first one’s tomorrow and I can’t stop thinking about the idea that my teacher hates me and will fail me if I mess up and my classmates will make fun of me. The next one’s the day after the first day and it’s even more scary because it’s a goddamn roleplay. Are there any techniques to get myself to chill out? Help.,0.3592244224422423,2.6314382475247555,1.945965346534656,96.10198432343238,87.31683168316832,5.346864686468646,22.278052805280527,6.816661863887847,0.5036528052805278,377,14,86,5,12,122,66,101,0.22,0.682,0.098,-0.9238,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,1,1,7,0,7,1,1,1,0,12,14,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,10,1,10,12,1,16,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,11,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505090064404808,0.0,0.16931348817470254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491803943428946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28547342118912866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618348003612225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37651890676169975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23126699586292274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185132216859896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966997861434258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498496772670154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773656532046786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353823003439583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999519266848546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901086422679653,0.0,0.0,0.2215855492104864,0.2239933363990168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503812279974585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418165160943952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620296406296136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567796976556366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geekmommers,2020/01/28,Should I take zoloft morning or night? Been struggling with my anxiety for awhile and decided to get some medication so got a script today for zoloft. Theres conflicting things online about whether to take it morning or night? What works best for most people? I have insomnia so also hoping it will help me sleep,5.175789473684207,7.702106578947372,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,70.9298245614035,8.068771929824562,27.18947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.2521326315789474,253,9,44,5,5,76,46,57,0.111,0.726,0.163,0.6506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,0,11,9,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,7,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043909258116566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174118603582846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630343336080048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095060693553556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046207980703726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800069948655486,0.0,0.0,0.2489450234186865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524964233311653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704228967124477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376427652830845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25082398138914674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202645270248875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37690464112575095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651605208949588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375802286787357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824710673279236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Help-For,2020/01/28,"When Does Anxiety Become a Problem? Anxiety is part of being human and to get anxious in certain situations is perfectly normal, everyone does. Most people even experience high anxiety frequently since things like exams and tests, interviews, public speaking, first dates and competitive sports can make anyone anxious.

So what turns anxiety into a problem? 

On a popular TV quiz show, where the contestants answer questions and can double their winnings up to a million, the quizmaster has said to many of the contestants, words to the effect - ""You look remarkably calm"". In nearly every instance, the reply has been the same - ""On the outside yes, but inside I'm shaking like a leaf “. These people attribute their anxiety to the situation and as such it can be very unpleasant but still controllable.

Anxiety becomes a problem when it stops being about external situations and becomes *something about our self.*",8.453371462974111,10.781116251655627,8.284166164960869,60.11903672486457,61.98013245033113,11.583624322697167,40.21733895243829,11.389717465364855,5.789339072847683,738,40,93,23,11,237,103,151,0.171,0.73,0.099,-0.8462,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,2,5,9,11,0,1,14,1,11,0,0,4,2,25,17,12,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,7,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,4,0,2,2,3,4,7,17,12,4,17,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,2,9,72,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067036304490099,0.24942611027494205,0.0,0.07718959205215757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36576232184281615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381552087596782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321191640708105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291376176868652,0.0,0.09301115252679558,0.1054855698390582,0.0,0.10798587207075652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390052098309973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767596529081874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663662767321975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786522220857707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927026046701462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368841353098719,0.11192152266923497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081620372086506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954523248934573,0.0,0.1530656881455249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31689456031161345,0.0,0.0,0.1236658086286796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050093488148582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516433242390978,0.0,0.0,0.0913185139295958,0.3722602277886752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498618861085246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816026615335534,0.09229377765949867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334043167440821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007625670963415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091086069128261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_alabaster,2020/01/28,"Are anxiety attacks and panic attacks different?? I don't really get panic attacks but I definitely get attacks of anxiety, where my heart beats insanely quick and I'm dripping in sweat and feel sick to my stomach... usually stuff happens to trigger it or sometimes it's out of no where. It also isn't a few minute ordeal, but longer than that, maybe even hours to totally come down from it (such as now, let me sleep brain, please)",3.339146341463416,5.835913097560978,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,76.5609756097561,8.002439024390245,29.76219512195122,8.841846274778883,2.8247756097560983,342,16,61,8,8,112,62,82,0.27,0.691,0.038,-0.9549,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,4,2,1,0,4,6,5,1,1,11,10,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,11,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870217211187928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271023578551107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6754578876492363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657008141905789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786226942744558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508135727997371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980388903257772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505240957441557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510069699924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125920495340246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589434666766232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146177043404768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178325389569874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491213460282276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483093312039491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629353485713148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509026554066176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854064157462152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680447225750315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992078180933928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347846883558814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hamnerheads,2020/01/28,"I cant do school projects and its bugging me like, I KNOW what to do, but i cant do it. i cant write a paragraph. if the instructions can be taken even slightly out of context, I almost completely shut down when trying to tackle something. and it's not like I dont know how, I can talk to myself for hours and make really well thought out essays when I'm not thinking, but I cant write them down. it's always wrong. projects are the worst offenders. like, if it's open your textbook to page whatever and answer questions 1 through 8, I can do that easy, but if its make a diagram or a voice recording or a timeline of such and such, I dont know where to start. I can do it when I'm not pressured, but the moment someone asks me to do something, I cant do it. this makes me feel incredibly stupid, because I know I can do it, I've done it before! why cant I do it now? and if this project is making me feel this bad, should I even be doing it in the first place? I'm not sure how to get over this and its incredibly frustrating, since asking for help in the real world makes me wanna cry. does anyone have anything for this?",4.346596638655463,4.0264565168067215,5.368571428571432,86.85142857142858,69.96638655462185,8.312605042016807,28.764705882352942,7.7094869923839395,1.5045848739495793,873,28,198,9,14,289,117,238,0.146,0.769,0.085,-0.9626,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,12,12,3,1,9,0,30,0,0,7,1,48,51,22,0,6,14,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,20,10,0,0,10,0,0,0,12,7,1,1,3,3,24,5,21,45,2,20,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,8,11,139,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348937590291446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092349198940687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321252115295828,0.0,0.10970167619614214,0.0,0.24925122088905094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130717055561858,0.0812637274767231,0.0,0.1134358589237589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397716034536558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464333135291792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665931485250827,0.13642105247156733,0.3124735351683274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609823761247564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480973734715213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339228600271288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964827759492555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935399100319857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128218627038984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930518332895501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538364641165049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449228595704886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927918611076728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933621873411992,0.0,0.0,0.15173445064113256,0.08540094711481078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349154903380955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102743088157212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129520028918172,0.2052550529932995,0.0,0.0,0.09435656226391424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256418431685152,0.0,0.0,0.10714845873776452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541881251695899,0.0,0.10583219269844568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050783584135044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986050342499542,0.0,0.12029033920285954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575210273006206,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RainbowMc,2020/01/28,"Met my new PCP today and she actually listened. I haven't had health insurance for many years, finally was able to afford it this year. I met my new PCP and she actually listened to me. I've read so many people's accounts of not being taken seriously, so I was very anxious about this appointment.
I had been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and depression several years ago, but had moved several times and had been poorly managing on my own.
Not only did she put me on what I used to be on, but is also having me try new stuff and recommended me an counselor they have in facility!
I truly felt like she cared.",6.609428571428572,6.776655466666668,8.107380952380954,67.47000000000001,65.16666666666666,12.190476190476188,34.64285714285714,11.765960540728905,4.415785714285715,496,21,89,16,7,173,79,120,0.059000000000000004,0.823,0.11699999999999999,0.8490000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,1,0,13,23,10,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,2,0,0,13,3,18,2,11,8,1,16,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,11,63,23,2,0.14793845192182895,0.0,0.2887331773949149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113851153328707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830632655319608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317251079484965,0.16712834166548687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083311131527805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741917186393414,0.15015441462070767,0.0,0.0,0.16955028268882116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204411369224235,0.16205934290596175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725165647901326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227525494915997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299972740781094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723516203902588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286396361868372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251385904850862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256189537434382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487190050560374,0.0,0.0,0.14797848616792952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342566833309737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693541334859724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626410100513436,0.0,0.1402283544327451,0.0,0.0,0.10044049791989544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777132342086944,0.0,0.12206471620355865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858025380549589
anxiety,death_2_bugz,2020/01/28,"Whenever I hit a really terrible point in life I have the same terrifying dream I just woke up and it’s 3AM. I felt sort of good before after having worked a full day and made a decent amount of money. I was also a bit anxious and depressed, but that’s literally every day for me so I thought nothing of it. Then I fell asleep around 1:30 and in the 1-1.5 hours of sleep I managed to have the same terrifying dream I’ve had over the past 3 or 4 years when things get too stressful: of being *pulled* across my room. 

The first time this happened was the worst. This was late 2015, was super depressed and anxious and one night it was as if an invisible force dragged me up and out of my bed, across my rug and about 20 feet to the opposite end of my room. It felt so real and I could swear I felt the rug burn my body. I was entirely fucking shaken and it gives me the creeps thinking about it. Then I kept having dreams of floating above my bed... hovering and almost bumping  into the ceiling sometimes. I’m not gonna lie, it was kind of nice and even pleasurable at times. Feeling like I could just float above everything with the buoyancy of a balloon or something. But tonight the bad part came back. I was dragged across my room again. Only this time I wasn’t dragged out of bed. It was like a normal dream, I can’t remember why but I was sitting on one end of the room and then the force dragged *into* my bed. Then I ran into my bathroom and tried to turn on the lights and none of them worked... hallway, bedroom, bathroom, nothing. I knocked on my brothers door and he was like “what?” And I could barely spit out “I was just dragged across my room”. Then I woke up, I think. 

Sorry for the long post. This was more of a vent if anything, but I’m still fucking creeped out. I can’t take this shit. I’m tired, can’t sleep and when I DO sleep this shit slaps me across the face like HEY DOUCHE WAKE UP!! I know it’s probably some form of sleep paralysis but I need this to just stop immediately. This fucking sucks.",1.7423414634146326,3.842500197560973,2.71140243902439,93.87954268292684,79.95121951219512,5.758536585365852,22.93292682926829,6.853354925485097,0.5265317073170737,1571,52,346,17,40,497,199,410,0.168,0.741,0.091,-0.9859,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,4,17,21,6,1,25,0,27,17,12,1,0,65,56,38,0,7,14,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,13,0,20,28,0,2,9,4,1,4,6,12,0,3,25,5,43,9,50,25,11,64,0,2,0,3,5,31,6,7,31,224,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374257101537352,0.0,0.0,0.07486441768893258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115181215178324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770377200564756,0.08333779421098643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198467188372559,0.07816517434255649,0.0,0.0,0.07966004027604562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220406568393288,0.103985905522837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707138728464208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423348539181406,0.0,0.0,0.1207487253801908,0.0,0.16126207924662755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583139450439754,0.0,0.0,0.06183226729996723,0.0,0.07887523980945807,0.0,0.08413572806139127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733489572241438,0.06687905354298852,0.2696571730573181,0.0,0.0,0.07962944130427071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596385359730011,0.04891032386943843,0.08980468127099801,0.0,0.07852038265333282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278402804530746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219257777080388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974863146140778,0.05144872411664948,0.0,0.10560255367109687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612351645282495,0.1829435511263224,0.0,0.0,0.08284692227164897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858141073745401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941483330203818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785196484477485,0.09172348037138944,0.1796535208967265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687280192902214,0.07119893572059928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137664811709668,0.08936675010233418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849706765966693,0.0,0.08965793435296035,0.0,0.1009335261742456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655512784066068,0.05997259553833543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060483051265795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219028046846834,0.0,0.0,0.3747331135320177,0.0,0.0,0.07206991661824283,0.09258829163909754,0.10479507843444713,0.0,0.0,0.0747615952023417,0.07826689217421058,0.10723643399482867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038733342576223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621940915567259,0.11997028294212107,0.0,0.07432038521898683,0.16376415050732165,0.10759744154880034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635588950163061,0.10182696683245517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447358142859697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630664582111202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028542234068564
anxiety,farawayfromhome-,2020/01/28,My anxiety makes me feel as if I can’t be active My anxiety makes me feel as if I can’t be active. For example if I work out i feel as if my heart is beating to fast and I won’t be able to slow it down. This problem I’m having has really stopped me from doing many things like playing sports with my brother and sister or working out in general. I find my self missing out because of this. Sometimes I’m fine but only for a little then as soon as I feel weird I’m in full fledge panic mode. I wanna be myself again the active young kid again. I’m only 20 years young but anxiety has taken over my life and I don’t know how to control it.,1.721422077922078,2.8319500642857136,4.039350649350652,88.7711038961039,76.92857142857143,6.805194805194804,23.441558441558442,7.348242739294969,0.8559285714285711,499,15,112,6,11,174,81,140,0.133,0.78,0.086,-0.6701,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,2,0,13,2,1,4,0,28,26,17,0,6,7,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,4,19,3,21,20,1,19,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,5,11,76,24,2,0.1830665835107464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201363059313416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159569014555468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532473987485586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702558606336537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731954079802805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693478289146814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060860669274248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930534185570766,0.08943708565304087,0.18348080999487693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443967320574823,0.1856007822434388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784607721122287,0.0,0.2147891918509645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516999673764386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727714108476225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909783719400427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105753209254785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305186099396784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162130360815153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654930621662004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178888777072146
anxiety,sooo_nohug,2020/01/28,"3 panic attacks within two weeks(long story and explaining why this is important to me) **TRIGGER WARNING: talks of mild bullying/toxic friends and panic attacks**

A-my character in the play

R-the person who triggers me/her character

D-director

S-advisor of our schools drama club

G-god (just kidding) other advisor of drama club

**TL;DR instead of having a panic attack when having to be romantic with my past bully/trigger I was able to calm down and have a mild anxiety break, not before having three panic attacks**

(16f) I don't know if this is just for me but whenever I have a panic attack, usually within the next two weeks another one will follow (if there's some science-y reason behind this please tell me!). around three weeks ago I had a panic attack which was triggered by a disturbing thought (OCD and intrusive thoughts). this one was bearable but I knew there was more to follow. after this panic attack I mentally prepared myself for the next few weeks knowing I'd probably be sensitive or prone to another panic attack. 

one week later I was in drama club and that's when the panic attack hit. I LOVE drama club, acting is a coping mechanism for me and everyone is super nice (not to mention I'm the lead in the schools play which is a major thing since I have social anxiety). in the play there's A(the lead AKA me) and then R(A's childhood best friend AKA someone who severely triggers me). when I saw the cast list I immediately panicked at the sight of having to be friendly with R but realized that its doable if I just calm my mind down and treat our interaction as purely business(the show must go on!).

At rehearsal we were practicing the scene when R and A meet. To describe the scene its basically old friends meeting (its like meeting a child hood best friend who's had a major glow-up). I was prepared to treat R as a **friend** because that's what the director(D) said they were (also this is a student made play so the director is the play writer and she's super awesome). while acting R had a certain line and I guess she interpreted A and R's relationship as more than friends because all of a sudden R was touching me and acting very flirtatious, this immediately set off red flags for me. D had paused the scene and started giving pointers because obviously that's not what D had imagined for this scene. R was putting in her own flair and trying to say ""what if we do X Y Z"" but D wasn't really taking that into account (granted D was on her medication which was making her brain all foggy). all of a sudden R goes ""what if I try this!"" and then does her line but she runs her hand across my shoulders immediately causing my entire body to curl up and for me to literally scream. everyone started laughing because I was laughing too and making such a huge spectacle over just being touched by R. 

its important to note that I have two different types of panic attacks and I was currently having a ""hysterical panic attack"" which means I look like I'm having fun but I'm really not and I don't even catch that I'm having a panic attack. D immediately tried to calm me down while R was trying to do it AGAIN but she was feeling uncomfortable about it too. my panic attack caused everyone in the room to get loud which overwhelmed D. without knowing what's going on I suddenly felt like I was going to cry all the while R was trying to touch me and show what she means but I kept running away from her touch and showing actual physical pain, I blurted out without thinking ""oh my god I'm about to cry"" and D and my friend picked up on what was happening. D got so overwhelmed trying to defuse the situation that she cancelled practice for the rest of the day and I slowly started trying to calm down. 

after practice I was talking with my friend and realized I was not ok, I recognized all the symptoms of a panic attack and after the adrenaline from practice wore off I went into full blown panic mode. I felt terrible for ruining things for D and ended up apologizing to her over text explaining the whole situation to the best of my ability. D assured me there'd be no more incidents like that but I told her if there were at least this time I'd be more prepared for them.

​

a few days later I get an email from S my advisor saying she made some edits to the script particularly concerning A and R's backstory. I read through the email and saw that everything was ok, there was nothing triggering and it was putting A more in the 1920's vibe (from what I got A would actually have PTSD and R and him would remain STRICTLY friends and always have been friends). I responded with the OK and the changes were made, she handed us the script revisions the next few days and I was happy until I read the script revisions. instead of A and R being childhood friends they're now divorced lovers who still have a thing for each other. I was NOT ok with this and its not what I agreed to ( I don't want to post photos of the script or the email because it'll link it all back to me and I just want to be sure that no one from the club is going to see this even if there's a slim chance). I talked to D about this but it turns out D didn't even know about the emails( I thought she was CCed but it was someone else) G our other advisor was advising us on what to do and explaining that S just does this sometimes. I didn't want to explain the whole ""I get severely triggered when I have to be anything more than friends with R and I can barely talk to her without feeling mild anxiety"" so I expressed my concerns to D who brought it up with S. 

few days later (this is all within the span of two weeks by the way), something happened between me and R which was extremely similar to one of my past traumas, this caused me to spiral so hard that I ended up crying and shaking outside of my fourth period for a good hour. I couldn't make it to the bathroom or compose my thoughts all I could do was muffle my cries so they wouldn't echo through the building. when my ma picked me up right afterwards I was shaking and crying hysterically, the only words I could muster were ""I'm scare ma, I'm terrified"" and R's name. My ma felt so bad that she was giving me options, be homeschooled, drop out of drama club and so on. finally we agreed on muay tai lessons (I absolutely hate violence so for a situation to come to the point where I agree to fighting lessons means something).

I composed myself and the next day I messaged R in a calm and composed manner about what happened (I asked my friends for help making it the most passive, emotionless message ever). I was able to handle it in a healthy way but that doesn't mean I'm still able to cope with being around R. 

 Today I had a scene and initially R didn't show up so someone else played her part. I was perfectly fine and I saw that there was a part that was suggestive towards R and A doing some private things, but I saw that R wasn't there so I thought I'd be fine. there's also a part in which I put my arm around R's shoulder but once again, I thought I'd be fine. R ended up coming in late but just in time for the suggestive scene, everyone turned to me to make sure I'm ok (five of the people in the room knew the situation) D even pulled me to the side and told me if I can't do it then I wouldn't have to. when it came time for that part I quickly wrapped my arm around her shoulder and dropped it within the next line, my heart was racing and my arms were growing increasingly painful. we only had to do that one time but I honestly consider this an accomplishment. I didn't have a full blown freak out and I was able to calm myself down so much that I didn't show too much uncomfortableness.

also D had told me S wanted to include a love scene between A and R but D immediately shot it down and said absolutely not. I know I still have a long way to go and I'm going to have to be able to do this for the play but the play is in two months giving me a bit of time to cope with things and find closure. and honestly right now, I'm proud of myself because I stayed in control of my emotions.",4.425673127987256,5.428658441759609,5.405271508231547,81.97652648698885,70.22057001239158,8.36651619755709,29.466476367498668,8.660442795831766,2.183114551248009,6391,243,1265,105,112,2103,508,1614,0.13699999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.159,0.9906,2,0,2,0,3,0,151.0,9,0,3,13,67,109,16,21,95,5,126,18,11,23,17,230,225,120,0,20,47,3,12,4,15,7,4,6,2,3,90,87,0,2,36,26,1,29,28,45,0,14,89,26,159,64,192,111,43,184,0,3,8,3,105,71,0,17,79,877,249,12,0.13751277744930882,0.0,0.05367705373356035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02437935603251996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659813510665285,0.022884329351349618,0.029799007382818907,0.03341861522489117,0.0,0.057677654846216564,0.0631181390158186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02263225979855894,0.09793242106537876,0.025711176810930908,0.4380337817455701,0.02583955621149033,0.021147767540266843,0.022963485051524304,0.10059181534277238,0.0,0.02340264906294546,0.0,0.08658670564132727,0.0,0.030025667495507825,0.030549139141916083,0.0,0.030701947567882908,0.0,0.03145559671601997,0.0,0.08475810124699625,0.029094056999554682,0.04738203262365319,0.0,0.0,0.03084645457164041,0.04391710531069317,0.0,0.1510513289254903,0.08868436530656426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028734316866359605,0.0,0.0,0.0481353432912578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594971212187873,0.030936673183327237,0.07307730291919573,0.0,0.0,0.07266071407310129,0.024877635991596918,0.0,0.1051194814667431,0.02471752349927251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0278122368300106,0.0,0.07922029874072305,0.03012770522485164,0.025136837466930843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974776860779998,0.0,0.043106850352007835,0.07914887185765676,0.09378201648917052,0.023067838694988883,0.04399261206300045,0.0,0.030297165537605187,0.0,0.07296125697330129,0.02927698172689914,0.02463688766648624,0.027153079674588684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03259066067512799,0.018434383215865626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02708447718959064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557342621632525,0.0,0.031024080519561386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053745437618436434,0.0,0.0,0.04867779230715615,0.023095219915885628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964426020211428,0.07807074896543746,0.09179084675163032,0.0,0.0,0.11983338231551445,0.0,0.027705931240450857,0.027716107263694216,0.0,0.027769740947489536,0.0,0.02195227740232307,0.0,0.040435085539282316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624639886578672,0.0,0.0,0.026389443740545745,0.0,0.028859305558809112,0.029289324010392068,0.11181866022996513,0.041833865525309016,0.0585293162311035,0.4840248466610739,0.0,0.11913034996421147,0.05250860238818576,0.019066809081987414,0.024014170630729668,0.0,0.03018954706545825,0.02599880454945879,0.0,0.026339845750767057,0.0,0.02965240644564166,0.0,0.03214901560792376,0.0829429935723259,0.0,0.0,0.055019996143932985,0.0,0.03523768257997431,0.02827720758772644,0.0,0.029527452052045093,0.0,0.04697406423386355,0.05232245658538883,0.04374227199457302,0.027534855904948672,0.0556681088942035,0.021915975957556955,0.0,0.0,0.06214011882471782,0.0,0.022750398104780183,0.12365609873003328,0.0,0.028035391843432414,0.06990847805218184,0.04234562173877431,0.027200730617996226,0.0,0.05839935099180123,0.02931406482074555,0.06589072902210846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184166613963977,0.028585685694385306,0.020678498993114167,0.08842204929785892,0.024038445722341924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135737902259368,0.017622527053385163,0.0,0.13100374196214554,0.08018480637915468,0.0,0.02606920681498297,0.07883961110005733,0.0,0.13070700903722032,0.05982976563070424,0.13433000217991445,0.0,0.06616437590792358,0.0,0.030290179340309937,0.02269248857975406,0.0648868791782502,0.06549074522780032,0.11030445542696654,0.0,0.0,0.025495144475414643,0.02481677858074184,0.061411242063102923,0.0,0.07953444618373615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907405266626336,0.0,0.03341861522489117,0.0
anxiety,jadedlovex,2020/01/28,"Visited a psychiatrist for the first time in years I (21f) haven’t been to a psychiatrist for over a few years now. I recently went to one for help with my anxiety. I wanted help with my anxiety because I have a speech class I have to take in college.  I have ALWAYS hated presenting in front of the class. I just freeze, my heart pounds, my hands go numb, my face turns tomato red, my thoughts are racing and I forget what I have to say. It’s embarrassing. That’s a reason why I have always ditched a class to avoid presenting. But the psychiatrist basically told me to get over it. How should I get over it that fast if my class will be in the fall? She prescribed me Lexapro. I don’t think that will help at all for when it comes to me presenting. I’m not depressed or get sad a lot. I can manage my anxiety day to day without medication.",2.43943137254902,4.3124483941176495,3.961764705882356,86.84460784313727,76.82352941176471,7.827450980392157,24.27450980392157,8.648137234880735,1.5605215686274514,657,22,142,14,15,218,94,170,0.131,0.7959999999999999,0.073,-0.8175,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,2,11,0,14,5,3,2,1,20,28,6,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,6,4,6,0,2,4,5,25,0,24,20,3,27,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,3,13,96,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28131753174868296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879562910471123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304810470911148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456170755790095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803974562418046,0.0,0.1455979871715046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378936979675272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649566993269023,0.0,0.0960720215862178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668966836683839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003188312495853,0.3399213784666247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437157931600313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702947915076807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145490909826584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380614745555534,0.1669112873996465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134431162496216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710060687593255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083170438975598,0.0,0.13420264136798446,0.09857134752782043,0.0,0.0,0.16152949367064132,0.0,0.0,0.1838721350964484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970696766466433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567061679038615,0.15253658495078742,0.0,0.0,0.16295309733490593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771854088930692
anxiety,DamnedifYouDiddlyDo,2020/01/28,Anyone else worry about no longer worrying? So I've been making progress in being better at managing my anxiety but it's caused me to be anxious about getting better 😅. I think this is because I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember and this change is scary because what if I'm no longer me? (I hope this makes sense.),2.481818181818184,4.494315363636368,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,77.18181818181819,7.430303030303031,26.15151515151515,8.344100000000001,1.868442424242425,258,10,51,5,6,86,49,66,0.23800000000000002,0.614,0.14800000000000002,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,9,13,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,8,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240860671241084,0.2392982473169926,0.0,0.1481106694791018,0.217036380782725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582491049929669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37467818998128855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175992521195988,0.2240792898054369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694986400817975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066810440330377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038675945919494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874555537175696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827852815584961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399527129460504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357268031323403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302304709401025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Trackguy100,2020/01/28,"Uni placement anxiety Ok, so I'm a student doing my first healthcare placement, alone miles from home and have been suffering severe anxiety. I'm so concerned that I'll be 'found out' due to my lack of knowledge and practical skill. 

 I feel like I'm at the brink of a panic attack and it is only day 1 of many. I'm at the point where I'm struggling to leave my accomm room and cook due to some irrational fear of social confrontation. Not really sure what to do, things were going well before this and I thought I had a handle on things. Tired of living like this.",4.222411504424777,5.311720831858409,5.060342920353981,83.94060287610621,70.76991150442478,8.127876106194691,26.514380530973447,8.472884824447931,1.7457265486725668,446,14,88,7,8,145,77,113,0.289,0.637,0.073,-0.9735,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,2,3,5,1,8,2,0,0,1,14,17,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,6,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,6,1,1,5,1,6,5,14,11,2,14,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,1,6,53,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989550023593482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939080139976156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853855698920926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346076299832712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388694955039285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616301331205992,0.09713023172496184,0.13723444129402784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339797453806576,0.0,0.21062491517094506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917339549616577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268938343945827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340344008874775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769820068572396,0.0,0.16962554874210056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947566416022404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460987506060515,0.0,0.225384942626404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159416129637224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306253162458244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701541583123385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958191369429424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200821941078007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104955296935749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552419914582271,0.0,0.0,0.1525039007277318,0.0,0.2207877353725572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271865818357854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeffthescout,2020/01/28,"Can anyone relate to my combo of twitching and weird pains and stomach problems Hello,

Disclaimer: May be gross or triggering, as I am mentioning symptoms. I would appreciate help if you have gone through a similar thing.

I have a history of anxiety, including a panic once about having breast cancer (21 male, I had an unexplainable lump on my chest that just went away). I had a variety of symptoms, and eventually I was just fed up and had a ""give me all you got mentality"" once I had headaches and caught myself thinking I had brain cancer.

Since then, I have had generalized anxiety, but have been working through it. This past September, I was very stressed with school and family issues. One day, I had this shooting pain that was very painful and brief pain up my anus. As a worrier, I was worried about this pain, and I saw over the next few weeks it came up more and more. Eventually it went away. But, what followed was even weirder. I got a lot of twitches in my eyes and arms and back. I know this is a common symptom of anxiety, but I even get it in my upper left abdomen area and the belt area (pelvis?). The twitches here are like a violent shake. Really hard to put into words but very scary because I feel like my organs could be shaking, which has got to be bad.

I have had loose, semi skinny stools for an extended period of time. I have had stools with ""healthy"" shape but not firm at all. And the past three weeks it has gotten a bit worse, as I have had straight up diarrhea at least 4 times and more loose stools. I also get cramps in the belt area sometimes, especially if I have diarrhea. I am worried I have a problem in my gut or something and have to get a procedure or something is terribly wrong.

Lately I have also felt like either I feel my heartbeat in my stomach and belt/pelvis area, or it is a non-painful throb? I'm not sure.

I have visited a specialist a few time. Within the past 4 months, I have had a normal blood test, a stool test for h. pylori, X-rays for constipation, and I know I had another blood test, but I'm not sure for what. I could go again, but I don't know what else they can do other than a colonoscopy. My doctor really doesn't think I need it, and I don't either. But it really feels like we can do something else to solve what's wring.

I try not to google, but when I have, I couldn't find anyone with a similar situation. I know some of these symptoms are related to anxiety, but some I'm not sure. I don't know what to do to get better, as I have had the power to let these symptoms go for two days at the longest, but once I get to the third day and I feel nothing has improved I fall short again, and that's why I am here. So please if you relate to any of these symptoms, especially the weirder ones, I would appreciate advice or anything.",4.930589285714287,5.270910166071428,5.7160714285714285,82.57892857142858,68.76785714285714,9.185714285714287,29.75,9.159459690764724,2.2742892857142865,2183,77,455,39,35,715,243,560,0.191,0.753,0.055999999999999994,-0.9972,2,0,3,1,0,0,77.0,1,3,1,3,15,25,1,4,31,0,66,35,14,1,5,88,102,48,0,12,28,0,6,4,0,3,20,0,0,1,26,26,2,0,13,0,0,14,10,17,0,5,31,8,62,8,55,61,14,62,0,0,2,1,11,27,0,12,25,316,88,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265550170573811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255050248613656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360253207669602,0.0672334575348897,0.196200798178126,0.0,0.0,0.08966578485883536,0.0,0.05276376378831977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048220128905535,0.04930288981641967,0.053535966439038005,0.03908582138228984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056707281947200275,0.07000039949260747,0.0,0.0,0.07157704638121462,0.0,0.07333406781811523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238623060644267,0.0,0.0,0.12405268261503155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562763045682186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712495252880036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469884996388806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044487348955605,0.0,0.12968022703741894,0.09161202021403836,0.061563466886056566,0.0,0.058602815905063776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749540183467182,0.06150795981753592,0.07287963007479517,0.0,0.15384339513488227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057437256945796426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297703588782738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692267693855407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618825716228725,0.0,0.07232805167728673,0.0,0.06966454379649922,0.06556513953811219,0.0,0.12529953263348534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451094745627495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461600166353741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117848547963362,0.0,0.0,0.04754278637879375,0.0,0.0,0.06819036643559649,0.0,0.06282216099607643,0.061523082026478326,0.0,0.0,0.20485117094258845,0.08689621846593705,0.0,0.4093573125879084,0.07522881911105417,0.0,0.0,0.1836240515479665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038246045318138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227047961277664,0.0,0.06445643754680043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322716180219485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489097806360547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053039185762938784,0.07207147278320017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808382389436592,0.06341447729797862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344710965818971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812917568283917,0.3998597703800841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042597241371142784,0.08216862682508573,0.0,0.0,0.11216340447288248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04353200640969765,0.0,0.06263410342396993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871253483059505,0.0,0.0,0.10286340441034156,0.0,0.0,0.11887631132049112,0.05785664598568593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667876760638096,0.13023016161733644,0.06534185968652764,0.09109537021426202,0.07010311771672235,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idontsleepiwait,2020/01/28,"I'm listening to musicals for the first time in a while For context: I grew up a theater kid. Always in whatever show I could get into. Always told that my voice was beautiful but never quite ""fit the part"". Literally. I was very over weight as a kid, but loved the theater. Many many years later, I ended up leaving everything theater related behind due to hating myself and my body. Even after losing 140 pounds, hearing musical theater, even singing, was extremely triggering for me. So much so, I didnt do it for years.

I'm happy to report after a happy and healthy relationship and years of therapy, I'm able to listen to musical theater again and feel nothing but what the music prompts. I'm even able to sing karaoke at my local dive bar. 


I still get nervous, but I don't break down in a full panic like before. Baby steps are still steps :)",4.112666352052859,5.899968865030676,5.371165644171783,78.886375648891,72.00613496932516,8.205568664464371,29.102878716375645,8.841846274778883,2.5257865974516283,667,27,119,13,13,222,102,163,0.099,0.742,0.159,0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,1,2,9,0,8,4,1,1,1,13,21,12,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,5,2,0,1,4,0,3,3,4,0,1,5,6,12,4,24,15,3,31,0,1,0,1,8,12,0,0,16,78,15,1,0.2852297067832609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733396531908366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135473615599347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841295190081187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386635575697883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631442977385238,0.0,0.0,0.2825872968973675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817303436956534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211035497169363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130812144008925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902074937224807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30363232669562745,0.0,0.14080264207994114,0.0,0.0,0.16073730470419906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510085377825138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696744136126535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595495414785311,0.0,0.0,0.12871547324157528,0.0,0.0,0.28917815410551034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048383267181942,0.0,0.10999336686245577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684279817313547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732780236833292,0.0,0.15443798850712767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168845139129322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311498042366012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277848122833447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309251386104584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831598678909303,0.0,0.0,0.1362746040409783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767218988380418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366647076580854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755178693177172
anxiety,Resuhrrect,2020/01/28,"New to Anxiety. Health problem or Mental health problem? So this post will be a long one and my first one, so strap in, try to follow me, and I hope someone can help me. 

Please read the post, as I can not make a tldr for this. 

I'm at 26M, father of two. I have always been a very out going, social butterfly. I was always like this until I turned 23 years old. I had socially drink alcohol since I turned 21. I drink a few times a month, but when I did, I drank a lot. Once I hit 23,  I started to gain a little weight. I 5'6 and according to the doctor I should be around 150lb. At that point in time I was around 185 to 190 on some weeks. 

I had my first problems start to happen to me around this time. Hopefully you guys won't flame me for this, but I had drink some alcohol after work, got the normal buzz, and had sex with my girlfriend/wife (one person). Immediately after, my heart started to ""skip"" or miss beats. They were painful, like someone hitting me in the chest with a hammer. This lasted around 5 or so minutes. I was extremely concerned at this point. I was always active in my teens and early 20s. Played soccer in high school, and I work in the retail field, again always active. So my heart had never had or given me any issues in my life. 

I went to the doctor and told them I was having heart palpitations, because honestly I had no idea what was happening. They did an EKG on me, which came back normal, and told me to lay off the drinking. I completely stopped drinking at this point, scared the life out of me because I have always had a HUGE fear of death and dying. About a week after the fact, I was having them at work every now and then, also when I went to  bed and lay on my left side for bed I would get them. 

My second episode: Maybe a week or two later I had ate a pretty big lunch. I went home and ate a pretty normal dinner for myself, played some games and felt my heart pounding in my chest and neck. I  felt this horrible sensation run through my body and my heart took off pounding. I got extremely dizzy, light headed, and the heart ""skips"" began to happen again. I got out of my chair and started to pace the floor trying to calm down. I found the only relief I got was by literately sitting in the shower for about two(2) hours. 

This point in my life I was convinced something was wrong with me. I felt like I was having a heart attack almost daily. 

Now, I pay attention to these attacks, to try and find out what is making me have them. I started to notice every time I had a meal, I would have the attacks. Every single time. I also noticed at this point I had lost the ability to burp or belch. Now, let me explain this a little more so you can understand. Most people after drinking any kind of soda, beer, or eating food have the natural reaction to burp. This is to get the build up of gas/air out your stomach. I couldn't anymore. After I ate, I would feel the pressure build and build, and I could not burp for anything. It would make me so nauseous, and the build up of pressure on my chest would trigger my heart to start pounding. Therefor the attack wound happen. 

This went on for years, I started to stop eating all together to avoid these attacks. They would happen at work after eating lunch, then dinner the same night. I would have to eat a few crackers or soup just to avoid not eating at all. I was constantly checking my heart rate all the time, fearing another attack would happen. Terrible thoughts all the time, about if I had cancer, heart failure, blood clots, etc would go through my head every day.  My heart was always racing, every day. 

I got to the point that if I was sitting down watching TV, and I didn't ""feel"" my heart anymore I would literately jump out the chair thinking my heart had stopped with this again, terrible feeling rushing through my body.  

Fast forward through all of this I had plenty of test done through the doctors and hospitals. I'm about $10,000 in debt just in testing to see what was wrong. I will provide the findings. I had CT scans, MRI's, endoscopys, x-rays, heart ultrasounds, stress tests for your heart, upper GI dye xrays, you get the point. 

The only thing I was told through all this testing is, I have a normal sized heart with no issues, I have no blood pressure issues, my cholesterol was slightly high along with my liver enzymes, I was diagnosed with PVC's ([Premature Ventricular Contractions](https://www.webmd.com/heart-disease/premature-ventricular-contractions-facts)), which they said most people have and are also normal. They claimed this is what I was feeling with the ""skips"" in my heart. I was also diagnosed with GERD ([Gastroesophageal Reflux Disease](https://www.webmd.com/heartburn-gerd/guide/reflux-disease-gerd-1#1)). 

Now lets get to the point of the post. After all these tests, little findings, and the few things that were found to be normal or very minimal, the doctor said I had bad anxiety. He gave me .5mg of Ativan to take as needed, and man they helped so much with the attacks. I also lost about 20-25 pounds through this whole ordeal, which also helped. They did not stop the consent heart pounding, but when my heart rate would spike and I felt like I was ""losing control"" I would take one, and within about 30 minutes I couldn't feel it anymore. Now, my heart rate would still stay in the 100s. I have a cuff at home that checks this. I still have thoughts daily about if I have something terribly wrong with me and the doctors are just missing  it. I only have the heart PVC's one a week or so now since I have the Ativan to take when I need. I want to also be clear here, having to deal with this for 3 years with no help I know this drug is not good and can be very addictive. I rarely take it. I ""deal"" or go through this pounding heart and thoughts daily and only take it when I have my attacks which tend to be once or twice a month at this point. 

I just got prescribe Lexapro because he told me it would help take the anxiety away and I wouldn't have to think about taking the Ativan unless I really needed it, which I do anyways. I am terrified about taking the Lexapro after reading the post here on Reddit and online. I'm at a point where yes I have the pounding heart, terrible thoughts, dizziness daily, but it is not nearly as bad looking back. I don't want to have any of it anymore, but don't want to risk the Lexapro giving me that pounding heart in my chest/neck effect I read about and falling back into the hole I was in a year ago. I take a daily liquid anti-acid for the GERD which like said earlier, is giving me that pressure after I eat, and that sensation I can't burp. 

At this point I've mentally given up, I get depressed all the time because I can't be told what is going on with me. Again I have this huge fear of dying, and I'm sure it plays into it. My relationship with my kids is going down the drain because they see me down all the time, also with my wife. She knows what I have been going through. The doctors, the tests, the being called crazy or nothing is wrong its just anxiety. 

​

My question to you Reddit is will this Lexapro help stop the pounding heart feeling I have all the time now. The thinking I'm going to die of something terrible everyday. I also read Buspar helps, but again, I see terrible posts about this also. I know I'm leaving a lot out, if you have questions I will do my best to answer them. 

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anxiety,SamOFart,2020/01/28,"Am I just faking it? For a while now I’ve thought I have anxiety but I’m not diagnosed because I don’t want to tell anyone just in case. Also, I’ve been thinking a lot recently and I realized that so many people around me claim to have anxiety but in all likelihood probably don’t. Then I thought that maybe I’m just imitating the people around me. Maybe i only think I have anxiety because so many people around me think they do. But how do I know if I do or I’m just “faking” it?",1.691372549019608,3.3785897058823515,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,78.41176470588233,8.062745098039215,25.058823529411764,8.841846274778883,1.8786588235294115,378,14,82,9,9,132,54,102,0.126,0.858,0.016,-0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,25,20,12,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,13,0,8,17,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,4,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271010303236632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647567246509023,0.0,0.0,0.11113171914373178,0.0,0.0,0.42446010412301705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937717728650736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613166545016259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734704744829337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512167015560436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222722362624164,0.3193450698707549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087796001616725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305585496689066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135984713394165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693008698180155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389170350092619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055192381283797,0.0,0.2523547989015143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093744547490325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaxmaster29,2020/01/28,"in another world. in another world, a world that only i see in my mind. everything is so amazing. im happy, i am with someone. i am surrounded by people who are just as happy as i am to be here. its like a beachy setting. no sand though but near the water. everytime i am sad or stressed here, i put myself there. it actually makes really happy. i dont know what it is but i actually enjoy it there much more than i do here, i actually find myself there more too. i swear i love it there. i cant explain it to you im actually kind of tongue tied. kind of reminds me of how i used to feel when i wanted to kill myself those few times. like when i felt so close to just slicing, id get this weird feeling. something like a ¨no, please stay we really want you here please i am begging you¨. but who would say it i dont know. clearly id listen. but this place. i dont know, this place calls me. i dont know where the fuck it is. or why i am still here focusing on things that i feel like do not matter me to me in any form. yes, i love so many people here and id miss a whole lot and so many would miss me, but i certainly do not feel like i belong. do i have plans? yes. id like to say i do. am i afraid of living? yes i am. living is scary. so many things can change within the span of 24 hours. imagine those turning into days weeks and years??? its never ending, its inevitable. this life is unavoidable and that fucking scares me. i think all the time my mind is like always fucking moving and that freaks me the fuck out, around times like that i resort to my place. i hear the water yes, i feel the sun hitting my skin and i hear nothing. i am happy again here in my place. but where is it? i wish i could find it. i dont know what to do.",-0.9237893877551002,1.1556370880000024,1.5546938775510206,97.54714285714287,92.78666666666666,4.554557823129252,15.653061224489793,6.1826913282559595,-0.6083681632653062,1328,30,318,14,49,450,163,375,0.111,0.6709999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9936,0,1,1,0,0,1,52.0,1,2,0,1,28,32,5,3,11,4,35,10,1,3,4,57,68,25,1,6,12,0,8,8,0,2,1,5,0,0,29,12,2,0,16,0,0,2,10,13,0,0,1,14,56,19,30,62,8,40,0,3,1,6,14,23,4,3,21,214,85,0,0.0,0.0,0.26248207532058343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055952458663974886,0.0,0.0,0.04572827808543917,0.14102255517606488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986148487677252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866372069693281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113531695168104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536889235819592,0.0,0.0,0.04336686653798523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940477856972269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955829289822043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043464025688431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700031283079825,0.09607836372776683,0.0645648589562976,0.0,0.12291973583473667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866426158303126,0.035132254703262325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863302803817868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157792328845854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066221870307795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527028405599862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439560788144603,0.1400487162688448,0.18477792997741987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749648004984015,0.26281647415159703,0.0,0.11875550347196125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057168509379150426,0.12138080929597332,0.0,0.04488594338727216,0.20452481833807004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579469676545827,0.0,0.0,0.07146981170945024,0.049432133611500256,0.0,0.05186277745293389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452250522129004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114215050005588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323715199465828,0.0,0.2810229921127618,0.1476276065013508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759887006911132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615655489392797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069503776172646,0.06732305164753648,0.0,0.05358482304719818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697568801224835,0.051767775528002366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167323870293425,0.05370120655267336,0.0,0.0770278627193878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934795326408451,0.04308728918250607,0.06606696398686067,0.0,0.11763168574071985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314224587774201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058077292053098736,0.0,0.0,0.0793245973983778,0.0,0.05393914226606443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067732011688093,0.07507561026332797,0.07732736966238644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553652558815932,0.0,0.0,0.043302980741252384
anxiety,pattyf1012,2020/01/28,"The road to recovery was right in front of me the whole time... Hello my fellow anxious brothers and sisters, basically lifelong sufferer of Anxiety here. I’m currently 22, almost 23 years old and I’ve fought countless, countless battles in my head. [Potential Obsession Warning] When I was younger, I used to have tons and tons of intrusive thoughts, which would ALWAYS lead to obsessions. It was about 10 when it started, I had a fear of dying. Then was I was 14, I had a fear of supervolcanoes, and freaked out every time I heard a loud noise. When I was 18-21, I had a very crippling fear of black holes and I could never ever ever go to the beach without being terrified of being sucked up into the sky. I’ve also had a lot of random sexual, porn fears throughout my life (I know, I know) however, they all STOPPED.

They all stopped because I finally decided to dig at the actual problem. It wasn’t the amount I was working out, it wasn’t the amount of music or way I dressed, IT WAS ME. ME ME ME ME ME. I was so scared of everything all the time.

I know, I know. You guys have probably heard the adage “accept your thoughts” a billion times. Probably more like a trillion. It’s not really accepting the thoughts (which fails) that’s the problem, it’s what they truly mean by it. 

People SUCK at explaining things (myself included). Basically, this is my story of how I got over my anxiety.

Whenever I had all these crazy thoughts (which seemed VERY, very very real!) an alarm would go off similar to the one at Planet Fitness in my head, and it would KEEP going off over and over again. (oh my god, you had this thought! You’re going to die!) 

For the first time in my suffering life today, I finally had the courage to not talk back and AGREE with the thoughts. 

It took me five-ten minutes of straight mental suffering to realize how to completely AGREE with it. The key with everything is to agree to it. It removes the anxiety which is what we’re trying to do! 

By agreeing, don’t simply not react emotionally, but actually agree with the thoughts as if they’re actually true. You’ll eventually realize (when the anxiety is gone) HOW SILLY they all sound! It allows you to really enjoy life again, and you’ll truly realize it’s not as bad as anxiety makes it. It’s actually very enjoyable!

You have to be unconditionally willing to accept yourself, the thoughts and live in the moment at all times. UNCONDITIONALLY ACCEPTING MYSELF is what made me feel again, happy etc. it’s amazing! 

Obviously, I freak out every once in a while. I’ve been good for a round a month now and wanted to share it with you guys. Remember, unconditional accepting allows you to take things as they come! Just give into the fear!",3.823738153738152,5.863756444015447,5.08398911898912,79.58143471393474,73.36293436293438,8.724534924534925,28.76114426114427,9.339509955726095,2.7141722007722016,2130,88,400,52,44,706,239,518,0.114,0.752,0.135,0.9767,2,0,0,0,0,0,83.0,0,9,5,4,19,37,4,9,33,0,39,6,2,10,11,92,77,29,2,8,9,2,2,1,1,6,3,4,0,2,32,22,0,3,26,1,0,10,9,22,0,4,34,7,54,15,66,33,14,69,0,4,2,1,27,26,2,6,33,277,86,3,0.0,0.0,0.2570156454173438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593291157780681,0.0,0.0,0.05265514886506464,0.05478719740631769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25185108763631703,0.07438459097122442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050629708091628485,0.0549767034610822,0.04013768228343926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671848047213094,0.06903582183424503,0.0,0.0,0.052570802517948566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667064157788242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740652520232027,0.0,0.0,0.07343308275002336,0.0,0.1191187150952057,0.11095224199008673,0.0,0.118352066915177,0.0,0.0,0.3704620998175819,0.03329253145509343,0.0,0.0,0.14425701607514665,0.0,0.056006581168374606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316323571435642,0.14968187099182512,0.0552265357186408,0.05266118758627754,0.0,0.0,0.13039114508349958,0.0,0.07009179743509424,0.0,0.0,0.13514917634212315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058524867842529714,0.0,0.0,0.14474380812182847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395219669017648,0.03216788501075903,0.0,0.058141155609253585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055977922750283904,0.0,0.06230286046488024,0.04395115245776725,0.0,0.0,0.07172304540792274,0.0,0.0,0.06635491985266052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525557789828082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078268755655707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909184212411577,0.07012134600135503,0.04461736615823648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564770140497077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198119775040965,0.12600697509870112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494449689168453,0.08436226563643465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458802814081514,0.05623012347543301,0.0,0.0,0.0659209873646556,0.0,0.0,0.059941592589682076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046604479453534194,0.0,0.0,0.11009649138694264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049506235861584175,0.05292263753479028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748720020915868,0.0,0.0,0.41818007199895424,0.2303637960440221,0.0,0.06241208811803621,0.0,0.07315472583887396,0.04470352113988814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568677791917329,0.0,0.2716395644310796,0.03883629496016914,0.052263630306339535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351209183851294,0.0,0.0634709358934235,0.0,0.04793496662747252,0.0,0.0,0.14032033475989794,0.0,0.0,0.042401156460358976
anxiety,ialexandriai,2020/01/28,"Not to be dramatic but anxiety driven procrastination is ruining my life right now, anyone have any tips? My university assignments are piling up and I can't even bring myself to look at the instructions let alone start any of them, I keep sitting down and telling myself I will but then I essentially chicken out. I've made so many detailed to do lists, written out why I'm feeling this way etc. But just can't seem to bring myself to be productive. It's even got to the point where I keep putting off things as harmless as doing textbook readings so I know it's getting bad. Help?",3.17158487530169,5.618933495575225,4.1845052292839915,83.35862429605794,76.87610619469027,7.294931617055512,27.97184231697506,8.296473431620573,2.132776991150444,467,20,88,9,11,151,82,113,0.107,0.825,0.068,-0.6553,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,1,0,15,26,10,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,4,2,12,1,15,18,1,18,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,1,3,59,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903510189541816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745027611169539,0.0,0.15439946451536118,0.0,0.0,0.1411242899734262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851969262623245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509389895286808,0.2666137385968945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205135656293278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544789049667293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142195851473792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528245326532626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587917106305101,0.0,0.0,0.1109205377851913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638493889038773,0.14255855963630715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694864413057346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190976508853592,0.0,0.20462403025485373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079466995073813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289498379631646,0.0,0.0,0.20188470560257174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723617919565332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837385314652556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285637475653307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640839250889462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408694192089762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020332905173454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212026131992876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flowermonds,2020/01/28,"My body wake ups alone at 5am (I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this because I'm not 100% sure that I have anxiety and I don't want to self diagnose but idk where to put it so)
So I've been having personal problems for a while and one of them was my addiction to marijuana but now I've been clean for 6 days. Before quitting on weed I smoked a very big joint before going to sleep everynight for a year plus all the joints of the day. But since I've quit weed I wake up so early in the morning and so tired. I wanna stay sleeping but it's impossible even if I'm very very tired (as I am right now). And I wake up very nervous, with a lot of thoughts and a little bit of pain on my chest. Today I woke up at 5:13 and my alarm rings at 6:30 so I wanna die. Because I'm soooooo tired but I can't sleep. Any advice?",1.0859420289855066,2.238845130434786,3.0461739130434786,95.07128985507246,78.67391304347827,6.211014492753622,20.96231884057971,6.742157984588678,0.09131275362318858,640,16,160,6,15,216,104,184,0.23,0.7509999999999999,0.019,-0.9898,0,1,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,1,2,9,6,0,2,9,0,9,14,8,0,3,26,17,21,1,6,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,5,1,15,2,27,12,3,28,0,0,0,0,3,16,0,3,8,93,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882556148964192,0.0,0.11547688320047175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239115993853368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036141067886983,0.0,0.0904017047116704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407382297423468,0.0,0.2011123334478248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290138573011203,0.13126310276089234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242308337975544,0.0,0.0,0.11994268710978075,0.1226444870522036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805187843223704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716020381870126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184399760595239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046610658579773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800768024927866,0.0,0.12574396311591504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031837438225555,0.12346520044546284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317667131068412,0.0,0.0,0.11307520508838335,0.0,0.1187960882520347,0.0,0.2513821823746207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018374852391881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327977950989576,0.0,0.0,0.09775358416504526,0.0,0.35477378599155257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595625313792855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275252726995826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381583314756536,0.0,0.4074660105852765,0.11201379381440202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900190373950823,0.06970125287198234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609927083773227
anxiety,Lemtheyes,2020/01/28,"Does anyone have a fear of being underwhelming as a person? I always have this fear of not living up to expectations, I want to know if anyone else has the same problem.",5.945454545454545,6.2817861212121215,7.293484848484847,72.16022727272728,66.57575757575758,9.024242424242424,25.59090909090909,8.841846274778883,1.857436363636364,134,3,24,2,2,46,26,33,0.257,0.706,0.037000000000000005,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278674482874612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829684580358149,0.2805945323802685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396504105455248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287688550973077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163210192818719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505023243273603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418170192373648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391176818140552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620401228887436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152546310924204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HarleyHatter,2020/01/28,"My social anxiety is making me sad thinking about my wedding. So for a while now me and my boyfriend have been talking about getting married and recently we've really started talking about specifics like what kind of ring I want, I've shown him dresses I liked and such and when I'm talking to him about it it's really exciting and just this really happy experience, but when I get lost in my own head about it I realize that my social anxiety has kept me from making any real friends. I have work friends but no one that I really hang out with or talk to regularly. Trying to make friends is the hardest thing for me because I want people to like me but I feel unlikable so I try to act like what I think normal likeable is but I just end up coming off awkward. And then the few times I do make a kinda friend somehow keeping the friendship going like texting regularly or finding something to talk about or the right words to say to things just seems stressful so I sometimes avoid it. It's like I want friends but dont know how to have friends. But now I'm realizing this will mean I wont have bridesmaids or a maid of honor at my wedding unless I just ask like some random work people. It's kinda lonely thinking about.

I dont expect any advice or anything I just wanted to have this thought somewhere other then in my own head.",5.757913533834586,5.983123390977442,6.242622180451129,79.91701597744364,66.96992481203007,8.755263157894738,33.16635338345864,8.472884824447931,2.560715037593985,1066,44,204,14,16,346,136,266,0.08,0.6970000000000001,0.223,0.9917,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,22,23,0,3,7,0,15,2,2,5,0,58,42,27,0,6,17,0,1,7,6,2,0,2,1,0,16,9,0,3,11,0,0,4,4,6,0,1,4,3,32,17,30,36,4,22,0,3,0,0,19,7,0,11,18,141,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854773849897342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232423491348978,0.0,0.13864015527287285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456826345581495,0.0,0.08471261037391467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523794394035829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805663073860522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123997526869248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025782113998105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863866669693912,0.0,0.0,0.0458175679692357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282028994733652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200526403801,0.0,0.09468499102340576,0.0,0.051498481777968716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646114466843923,0.0,0.0,0.18599386416120967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805426019911563,0.0,0.09436137500110206,0.04979952692763233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098887154094939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891676361301173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194434331630374,0.0,0.0,0.09870608705050353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878326934395188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614029368514879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564179233908332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313948595007176,0.2322006570782837,0.0,0.08947118787308941,0.0,0.0,0.07738454817499361,0.0,0.07206052977650346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249231502165706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184740764172492,0.0,0.06975970376184581,0.08962035894632772,0.0,0.06413762521823707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037989527250597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641637382894939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040089974618035,0.17418692412116826,0.0,0.07193803322689613,0.052838221374739015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304300867320404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378783844189855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193731420031507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Psychlady222,2020/01/28,Has anyone tried Rexulti for severe anxiety? I am on 150 mg Zoloft and .5 mg Rexulti. It’s been a week and I’m worried it’s not working,-0.8810000000000002,1.2256939000000031,3.068333333333332,86.4225,93.33333333333334,7.0,24.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.9686666666666668,107,5,23,3,4,40,24,30,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34156732418023644,0.0,0.0,0.31219956788297804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044120701787821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30314068206915284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581512218784337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32505355524328744,0.4534371750191237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emosca,2020/01/28,"Anxiety and spoilers I don't know if I am the only one but when ever I am consuming media whether this is books, movies, show or games I start to get anxious towards the ending or when something major is about to happen, I don't know how stop to feeling that way, so pretty much the only solution as of now is to spoil myself and look for the ending online and then get back to watching, reading or playing. Even if you have never experienced this, is there anything you may think might help? I get anxious with a lot of things but I want to fix one at a time, thanks.",4.024108695652174,4.944546486956527,4.9971195652173925,84.83915760869569,71.08695652173913,7.141304347826088,27.41847826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.362586956521738,446,15,89,4,8,146,77,115,0.052000000000000005,0.755,0.193,0.9546,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,2,24,23,17,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,10,2,14,21,3,15,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,8,12,71,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698397471996288,0.40458419396905776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473549578192307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376896704793631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31719627897068936,0.0,0.0,0.11827051908045393,0.16197423654607188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054047234836034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280661682566248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583462874002448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002326702569817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968185082970887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036921574874615,0.0,0.0,0.15223437045413785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995930682528706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163312848762265,0.0,0.13810570471914194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426776955879963,0.2723734856688852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217313404949145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911311736355434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378527235168866,0.0,0.0,0.12674288793461164,0.0,0.0,0.14970607368076747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164858680761788,0.0,0.0,0.11896260340036326,0.11473740376491992,0.0,0.0,0.10441404320125253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561697582825312,0.14213319227343155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trashcan_dream,2020/01/28,"I think I need some help. I've lived with anxiety for as long as I can remember. When I was younger, it presented itself with shyness and a kind of phobia of being watched by other people. Whether I was walking, or eating, or talking in class, I felt constantly like I was doing something wrong and that someone would call me out for it. 

I've always lived in a small town, so growing up knowing the same people forever definitely cushioned my symptoms. I grew to be comfortable enough in my skin, I've always had many friends, and my panic attacks and other symptoms have always been acknowledged as a part of me by those who love me and are close to me. 

But now for the reasons for this post -- going on three years ago, in the fall of 2017, I moved away to college. I went somewhere far from home with high ambitions and goals. I didn't know anyone where I was going, yet I had full confidence that I'd be able to find my group and my niche, all of these things. However, in the last three years, I have experienced a total descent into my symptoms and am in a bit of a dark place because of it. 

I had a hard time making friends, I had a hard time vocalizing my true thoughts and intentions with potential friends, leading them to assume my silence equaled disinterest. I couldn't participate in class, I couldn't form relationships with my professors, I couldn't engage in out-of-class activities or events. I lost interest in things that I was passionate about. I stopped going to class, I nearly failed classes (either due to bad grades or lack of participation). I spent a lot of time by myself, I had more panic attacks than I had ever experienced in my life, I became depressed. It was the same thing from childhood, that daunting feeling of being watched and chastised. Just relentless. 

Now I'm 20. I dropped out of school and have moved home, mostly because I knew I wasn't getting the college experience that I so desperately want, due to what seems like my own self-destruction. I've been hanging out with friends here and have even met new people, but I feel intense amounts of panic whenever I'm in heavily social settings. I still lack interest of anything out of fear of failure. I'm worried my friends are getting sick of bending towards my anxiousness and my panic attacks. I can't imagine that I will ever be any different, or that things will ever feel any better. 

I've tried in this post to describe things really concisely, or at least in a black and white way to not sound so pathetic (I've felt a little pathetic, although I know it's the fault of my brain and not me). I've tried medicine before but I had bad reactions. I come from a family who sort of recognizes mental health issues as weakness, despite having prevalent mental health issues. I feel like I'll never be successful because I hold myself back from doing things. I feel like people I love will grow to not love me because I'm a liability. I feel all of these things and many many more things, but I guess for the most part, I feel a little helpless. I make this post to ask you all for advice. How do you rid yourself of such negative thoughts? What are your experiences with taking medicines? How should I go about that without a supportive family? How does one even *choose a day* that feels important enough to start such a drastic life change? 

Sorry this is so long-winded. And sorry if it seems too personal or not personal enough. I just need some advice.",6.151007760532153,6.7447622227272745,6.403503325942353,77.82415742793793,66.16666666666667,9.408721359940873,33.37028824833703,9.374367535131368,2.9913303769401334,2737,114,505,49,41,879,302,660,0.168,0.7340000000000001,0.098,-0.9940000000000001,2,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,3,1,6,27,39,3,5,25,0,46,16,2,8,9,115,93,43,0,11,21,0,13,4,5,5,9,1,2,2,37,31,1,2,26,0,1,15,13,17,0,3,26,20,75,22,85,53,28,84,0,4,4,4,24,35,0,18,32,359,112,13,0.05622941963477197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989347618450418,0.04984398781718319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403621447430631,0.0,0.0,0.07647586708120871,0.0,0.043015352113910985,0.06352323911931892,0.0,0.03931691760775925,0.0,0.046272021302364685,0.0,0.05256691694481222,0.1919072471314056,0.05282939070617513,0.04323695286420276,0.09389843338121476,0.13710772922701162,0.0,0.047847094616743836,0.0,0.0,0.049730352231637305,0.06138796294916698,0.0,0.0,0.06277062849798225,0.0574165242731055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948327021861625,0.04843666612228045,0.0,0.060764026757897674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036263323920603996,0.0,0.04843031673765338,0.0,0.0,0.0587477756964308,0.0,0.0,0.049206744045761135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753673397637265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430006466212716,0.0,0.07427800271296044,0.1525881877640354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000632396500122,0.10601618508293842,0.06327372979831519,0.22745027257889724,0.08034061724450077,0.10797812159979524,0.0,0.05139267086435456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721355063359307,0.0,0.058755101950916926,0.0,0.12782589994369958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619430450885245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074103081833696,0.0,0.0,0.11953848733111888,0.0,0.0,0.03768939471589139,0.05940946905349909,0.11280538512063774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737781047369272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058554287733395334,0.09270665551472188,0.0458344818430052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943300397907323,0.109883416703424,0.11271330094521775,0.09930321541645366,0.09952253388025492,0.0,0.0,0.06138105382827341,0.04780424179040847,0.15224773969049038,0.0,0.07506714846961897,0.17102341785980224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333205938241685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952594870068654,0.0,0.08338680435758856,0.043367594856100825,0.054306723870954345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038102509973339575,0.0,0.0,0.26389243454455913,0.0,0.12178196389503147,0.0,0.15592959852219768,0.09819472071052276,0.0587477756964308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615567222886993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03602200605461316,0.057813208381161225,0.0,0.06036935341488873,0.06369697117593086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569071746158321,0.0,0.10237830361237496,0.05865954785981922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731881217986221,0.047643004785178696,0.04328815435573968,0.0,0.12588846342147464,0.03979947262872617,0.0,0.0449048871548313,0.04701031260141157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380847905276961,0.0,0.17533169058233233,0.04227752572773268,0.04519507756986981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988506230230406,0.036029541657508594,0.0,0.08927975660577296,0.09836348032215007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763521698719344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03316556855461614,0.044632296042033885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212523533988274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054203153976401235,0.0,0.0,0.05710370508009284,0.0,0.0399437664076784,0.06147804332844872,0.0,0.07241980538170864
anxiety,LePetitChienneGarcon,2020/01/28,"I can sleep anymore due to my anxiety... Ever since last August, I've been struggling with insomnia. More than half of the week, I get almost no sleep whatsoever. For about a few months since October, it was doing pretty well. I was still having sleepless nights, but only about twice a week. However, now suddenly, it's the worst it's ever been. I literally cannot sleep without taking Xanax despite my best efforts. The very thought of trying to sleep shoots my anxiety up to an extremely uncomfortable level that I cannot shake, even with guided meditation. I get so anxious that I have to breath manually. In addition to getting this anxious at night, I am ridiculously anxious for half the day (usually without even thinking about sleep). 

Up until recently marijuana has helped me a lot to ease my nerves, but like a switch, it suddenly turned on me and instead began to heighten it. I generally take Diphenhydramine and 5-HTP, as well as melatonin to sleep, but even with weed, Diphenhydramine, 5 HTP, and melatonin combined, I completely lack the ability to sleep. Not unless I'm taking a Xanax as well... I know the amount of medicines I take is bad for me, but I'm unable to sleep without them.

I've tried literally every sleeping pill under the sun with no results. Xanax is the only thing that helps me. I've also been trying guided meditation via the headspace app and I am still unable to get myself into a relaxed state. I've also tried exercising to ease my anxiety, but it didn't work. It's also extremely hard to keep a workout regimen when I am not sleeping at all every single night.

I really need help. This issue is getting out of hand and is completely ruining my life. I can't go through the day without feelings like I wanna die because of how tired I am. And now coupled with this, I experience intense anxiety at different intervals throughout the day. I feel like my brain is actively trying to torture me and I cannot do anything about it. I need help desperately. Do you guys have any advice on how I can fix this?",5.334252232142859,6.893347908854167,6.290863095238098,74.38687500000003,68.609375,9.44404761904762,32.72470238095238,9.784248007369934,3.4141483630952374,1623,73,280,38,28,538,190,384,0.17,0.708,0.12300000000000001,-0.968,2,0,0,1,0,1,52.0,0,1,1,3,24,15,2,2,19,0,28,21,13,3,3,46,50,24,1,4,12,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,16,15,0,1,5,3,0,2,13,7,3,3,8,4,38,8,54,42,9,40,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,2,28,202,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061104400305571134,0.0,0.0,0.06261559054370062,0.0,0.0,0.15001763895084594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042523106540010944,0.0,0.191343645582058,0.21192610698763434,0.062013777713321935,0.0,0.0,0.0514575425362019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221062851591545,0.03811821166530956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562224494689196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980508296476733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311247645334077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918917056816794,0.0,0.12098163084048286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489712593904394,0.06533140506338432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390306420148604,0.11312542570930155,0.10536983712843268,0.0,0.0,0.061167147396595074,0.0,0.0,0.06323492980574201,0.08934407040982978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334888085511834,0.0,0.03553770992950478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061915349676601214,0.0,0.0,0.05601533856281401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676523806110517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526593722573798,0.0,0.0555802720334519,0.0,0.0,0.03436530712130376,0.05097096977133098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416737226932607,0.09164821035304566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053161472875080856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991150942286676,0.0,0.0,0.0927316315868241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760428351685982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511502315201444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636163311573459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04005884888153465,0.0,0.06174164775168819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345229231301008,0.0,0.6257598587796053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987439821372107,0.0,0.0,0.06537079713492065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806159897311406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04154270284004393,0.040067228969449836,0.0,0.04964249176779032,0.0,0.07186998682236427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227163404225408,0.06801558344759243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886887150051302,0.051594480919634964,0.0,0.0,0.10031691501574444,0.0,0.16866816899975065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411099427112712,0.0,0.045523186694550265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bevreddit,2020/01/28,"I drove today! I know that’s probably silly to some. But for me driving gives me so much anxiety. I have my husband basically drive me everywhere. 

He couldn’t today without completely messing up his schedule which I did not want him to do so I drove. 

14 minutes there and 14 minutes back! Through left turns and everything.",1.879872495446268,4.7027376065573785,3.3025136612021875,83.45719489981788,90.96721311475409,6.645537340619308,29.728597449908925,7.793537801064563,2.725949362477232,258,14,45,6,9,84,48,61,0.068,0.9129999999999999,0.02,-0.3988,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,0,11,1,6,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102140867612624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129703963875687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881127569648494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469641078025481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26360422020002283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101774884240146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29856083338714434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200273754007927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962707854717708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520938790843821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988933072008066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207863850943582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648883701464441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Therewasamonkeyonce,2020/01/28,"Stellate ganglion block Has anyone ever heard of it?, if so was it successful?",2.928571428571427,6.011781857142861,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,87.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,2.3546857142857145,62,3,9,1,2,20,13,14,0.15,0.621,0.22899999999999998,0.3661,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6115828683441553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7911803809169787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FriendlyGrin,2020/01/28,"Finally started raising hand answering/asking questions in classroom full of students. I'm finishing up my Bachelor's and until now I have never asked or answered a question in a classroom discussion, even though I knew the answers, or was curious about something. I was always that quiet guy that nobody notices, all just because of my bad anxiety. I can't count how many times I've got mini panic attacks every time Professors asks the class to introduce ourselves at the beginning of semester. My face gets red when its my turn and I rehearse it multiple times what I'm going to say, hoping I don't sound like an idiot and stumble on my words. 
   
   It has all changed when I finally built the courage and sought help back in December. Was prescribed meds and started noticing improvements mid-January. Now I can with minimal anxiety engage in my classes, something that was an impossible task for me, and I'm guessing for many of us in this subreddit. 
   
   I'm very happy about this accomplishment, but have nobody to share it with, so here I am. My advice is to seek help ASAP if your anxiety is bad enough, it definitely pays off.",7.617857142857144,7.847852166666666,7.979761904761902,69.02107142857146,63.04761904761904,11.38095238095238,39.88095238095238,11.038039088145766,4.76852380952381,905,47,148,23,12,298,138,210,0.091,0.79,0.11800000000000001,0.6995,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,1,13,11,2,1,8,0,13,2,2,1,3,25,29,16,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,11,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,6,5,19,6,24,23,4,27,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,7,17,101,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082652519650094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288430097499604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837691029430207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467800711338496,0.1406664382999624,0.0,0.09507699557879976,0.20648034479861332,0.07537413081859776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080224772893947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776051794795493,0.0,0.08166775024274636,0.0,0.10417802332632498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708987311316415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460051181178747,0.0,0.07027150226088971,0.0,0.09889188952568204,0.0,0.13621123214941042,0.12243007901786004,0.0,0.13162464817664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575610339725164,0.0,0.0,0.12280947986565205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040773246040065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507175254278096,0.0,0.0,0.13734406535355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536427410476593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28154610932284424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450732427379534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770261231259528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832914498222724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037917279793265,0.0,0.0,0.17503612222834808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148265812856628,0.0,0.21629887316706173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449254989965045,0.0,0.0,0.14873224948434244,0.0,0.0,0.10202181541201193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,black_metal_rower,2020/01/28,"Here’s a poem I wrote about my anxiety while I was having an attack Dear Anxiety,

Thanks for all the breakdowns and attacks
All those times I said I was ok when I really wasn’t
Maybe now they’ll believe me when it feels like my chest is being held shut with tacks

Now that I can’t go anywhere without you following me like my own shadow

They tell me I’m not alone
But you force me to believe that no one wants me or even cares
I have friends, but yet, I’m still alone 

They all try to help but nothing gets better
Because with anxiety
It feels like everything’s getting worse
Like the cloth that’s smothering my face is getting wetter 
And it feels like I’m drowning

Drowning to the point where I wish I was already dead
But I don’t want to die
Yet it feels like I’m slowly drowning in my own mind

Because you never go away
You’re just a shadow that hangs over me everywhere I go
You’re the chains that restrict my freedom
And no matter how hard I try to break them
It just gets harder

And, still, you put me in pain

I don’t want to wake up in the morning
Because I know you’re there waiting for me
Like you’re a puppy waiting to be fed

And your food is me",1.1046341463414606,3.1820452682926827,2.4459739837398367,95.05227804878052,82.08943089430895,5.236813008130081,21.628617886178866,6.360717304075467,0.21679271544715428,920,29,204,8,25,296,125,246,0.163,0.655,0.182,0.0826,0,2,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,5,4,1,16,17,3,0,9,1,15,6,3,1,4,37,44,14,5,4,9,0,5,7,1,1,1,1,0,0,11,7,2,4,5,0,0,6,9,4,0,1,8,6,38,13,19,33,5,27,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,18,127,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224198123475045,0.11944027359934595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483989762677355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462664110120212,0.10169056645567773,0.0,0.0,0.1979375845174678,0.0,0.0,0.2438880920089516,0.0,0.09572526998469542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103530358943476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233108610733264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148835212852846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727485044440608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189079483018038,0.3092930949149527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087847615926154,0.0,0.0836222743079913,0.0,0.2261937728103099,0.0,0.18453773551843464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695751126700124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254779672449695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948325472801321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701478815818162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873684166887336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928673326138234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347768595827744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385462739615517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334299659297619,0.0,0.11516992151664207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231728208355434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088063062547077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693382632583588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295649439510857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728735974563993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460236631819552,0.09964846280691683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311283611139684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696924005011447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915198381844658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446517902968884,0.10433490445121263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030095157124273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rarri_ferrari,2020/01/28,"I don’t know what to do. I feel hopeless. Sorry if my English is bad. 

But once upon a time I fell in love with the wrong person and then  fell into a depression.  That was the lowest I’ve ever been in my life.  Had a very low self esteem  it was worse that ever.  So I worked really hard on myself.  Around  2 years later I could finally look myself in the mirror and really appreciate the person I was looking at.   I was so proud! Never felt this good in my life. 
And then I met this sweet sweet guy from school. Very charming. A little awkward but charming.   So we started talking and then dating. 1,5 year later  I feel like I’m back to square one.  I feel like I really suppressed my standards. Even in saying no or stop to my boyfriend but him not understanding why he has to stop or becoming immune to my cries or anger. 
And maybe I’m doing this all wrong by getting mad at him for messing with me.  
I sometimes can’t (almost all the time) tell the difference between irony and seriousness. 
And the more I’m with him I see we aren’t that compatible. 
Different taste in music, movies, goals in life, view on life. Different personalities     I love long and deep convos   he likes to sit in silence.  I wanna know big to small details about him. I don’t want to know everything about him. Just some funny facts.  And he doesn’t see why I should know. The only thing I should know is his every day routine pretty much.   But yeah since I met him I feel like I have ‘downgraded’ as a person. And that worries me a lot. Just the thought on having to work so hard on build myself up again  gives me so much anxiety. What if it doesn’t work or I get worse. But also  on the other side  he can be the sweetest most carrying person. He will do anything and everything for the people that he cares about.  Such a loving boyfriend. Our highs can get really high but our lows get really low.  I honestly don’t feel happy in this relationship. And I have told him that. And I have tried braking up with him in the past but it’s like he doesn’t want to let go.  We don’t talk about our problems. If I’m trying to talk to him about he shuts down completely.  And so im just so used to him being around. And he probably thinks the same. Idk what to do honestly.  I’ve been so anxious these past couple of weeks. I can feel it on my entire body.  The nervousness.  The feeling of worthlessness. My soul hurts everything hurt. How do I get out of this?  How do I live with the guilt if I were to brake up with him? I can’t deal with the guilt. I tried once. I couldn’t even last two days.  

Ps: I will admit I haven’t been the nicest person either. I have been very mean to him. I feel very sad and definitely not proud of it. 
Not trying to paint a better picture for me but just telling my side of the story.  I honestly don’t know his side. Since we rarely communicate about our feelings. 

Sorry if I’m everywhere  just trying to let it all out at once. But thank you for reading <3",0.8794984205068879,3.216194870216309,2.571681979309848,92.1386288552895,85.32279534109817,5.6803974052907,18.52711664134655,7.079830092131019,0.24013822855627165,2291,59,492,33,69,752,258,601,0.142,0.6890000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9827,4,0,0,0,0,1,69.0,8,1,0,7,31,43,2,4,28,1,49,10,1,3,7,109,98,49,0,13,27,0,12,5,0,4,5,1,0,8,23,32,1,5,21,1,0,3,18,21,0,2,15,22,76,22,74,73,11,72,1,9,6,3,56,42,0,13,31,328,99,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992972946987338,0.0,0.0,0.047860905140755534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578401647233889,0.06761188467116308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925029975125465,0.10655588827111058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046019880458172915,0.04997108252499993,0.0,0.0660980784896807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293122464089215,0.0,0.0664783045649711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061019638112924914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275012019413545,0.0,0.0,0.04778423851640249,0.0662213394202729,0.06574087867159817,0.07719479386457315,0.06170128038875225,0.051547512929929866,0.0,0.0,0.18758715189004466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905887392800923,0.10827297323325737,0.050425028164386466,0.0,0.16136419238948868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723512613279365,0.12826755899542708,0.05746404312680815,0.06556121776385147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634212108918102,0.05741223219508761,0.0340133395462852,0.050198167591471866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925952504690735,0.0,0.06370994936853798,0.10722518328370327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646666718223476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281383318332269,0.0,0.0646467598859622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734735784291424,0.048784598255622015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239850016915148,0.16909134919991206,0.1461950185559294,0.05998402167512035,0.052847411760612015,0.052964129161097,0.1005155043113227,0.0,0.0,0.050881140942048125,0.16204709898472594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012596458632565,0.06519267244826311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799121700626984,0.0,0.04615893116484157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121042262628293,0.04055496139232292,0.045517558458884735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426452462790555,0.04149148476316168,0.3135449431125348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088754386920287,0.06452691506691145,0.05726702907750935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986479756153454,0.0,0.19170273373604974,0.0,0.0,0.06425500049034501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759401020287874,0.0,0.06056998006446481,0.09538317382868647,0.0,0.06243514404721984,0.0,0.0,0.09901476353608687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059191797386257614,0.13399121940704228,0.04236114830813426,0.0,0.0,0.10007222169485744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431211701682514,0.10462063160436036,0.0551005515136786,0.0,0.0,0.03976075161207021,0.03834856737589572,0.0,0.04751310458020415,0.0697964018585742,0.0,0.0,0.05718790366067642,0.0,0.2031663598764872,0.0,0.058463387499366935,0.06230450502313365,0.0,0.0516899760826005,0.0,0.19752545695432008,0.07060051178927668,0.0,0.048006938255656766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080081083233124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071148444923847,0.06077916012625303,0.1219816762419172,0.0,0.13087010149228068,0.0,0.07708107453681523
anxiety,anon_retweet,2020/01/28,"Is there any support groups for Anxiety? My girlfriend suffers from anxiety and asked me if I could help her manage. I don’t have anxiety so I feel that whatever advice I give won’t work since I don’t really understand why she’s always worried. I was wondering if there was any support groups that might be able to help or website. 

She says she’d like to meet other’s like her to see how they “deal” with it. We live in Los Angeles, CA. If anyone can help, I’d greatly appreciate it.",3.0543877551020406,4.703327040816331,4.72015306122449,83.0400255102041,74.51020408163265,8.573469387755104,27.556122448979593,9.188382445141503,2.366159183673469,382,15,77,9,8,129,68,98,0.1,0.693,0.207,0.902,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,1,0,13,20,7,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,15,5,7,13,0,1,1,1,1,0,18,1,0,6,2,47,20,2,0.17082067164746367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692398332974262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213648296938527,0.0,0.0,0.2323278288214046,0.0,0.3920320387607119,0.0,0.0,0.11944178539435255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596942688947189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638640650594153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610861175801354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637206417185593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638667535925031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883303935412753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34349248638022395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669087033630837,0.0,0.1508377826444925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121373805105945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943209637064888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584345433378786,0.0,0.0,0.13612195907611502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130462479889608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876905477379973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778303434995563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541390867060121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852477316796772,0.1243594834237338,0.17347668389072285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arkady93,2020/01/28,"Anxious about sleeping For the past week I've had particularly vivid and violent dreams - every night. The past two nights I have woken up sweating and panting. Normally I only remember my dreams once or twice a week.  
I can't figure out what is causing this. I take my meds every day, haven't been watching or reading violent things... I know I haven't been eating healthy but poor eating hasn't affected me like this before.  
So now I can't relax because I'm worried about having more of these types of dreams when I fall asleep.",3.769313725490196,5.97264161764706,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137256,74.0,6.886274509803924,27.01960784313725,7.793537801064563,1.7241490196078435,423,16,77,6,9,135,71,102,0.205,0.7090000000000001,0.085,-0.9099,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,3,0,11,5,3,2,0,12,15,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,3,5,1,1,5,2,0,2,4,2,11,2,7,11,1,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,10,48,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180921951306446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889559556518592,0.0,0.15200712297487692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350964007986065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152062331648462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655809602307031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30101913671752345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817434822527647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727312582680763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842568838390331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352778727569873,0.1750265542445395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024281673086504,0.0,0.1358616608811328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410588929053186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868556883097267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236115501313245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876623672932307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431296307216262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867863599884294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745026138336477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28658401663274663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141477533712566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hellokayy24,2020/01/28,"Post episode tips to relax? Today was an interesting day. I used to be really anxious in high school but I haven’t been in a long time. Now today I was driving to go visit my boyfriend in my hometown but I like physically couldn’t drive the car. I was on the freeway and I kept getting increasingly more and more anxious about my car breaking down and being trapped on the freeway. Then my gps rerouted to give me the fastest route and I ended up in a really unfamiliar part of town and was near a panic attack. I decided to drive back to where I live because I knew I wouldn’t  make the whole drive. 

I think the most frustrating part was that no one validated my emotions and I’ve Kinda just been feeling off since the whole thing. I don’t know what to do to make myself feel better. I don’t feel like driving again but I know that’s not really practical. 

Does anyone else have driving related anxieties? What do you do to overcome it/ relax post episode?",3.023024767801857,5.102263636842107,4.233034055727554,84.62035603715172,75.78947368421052,7.2074303405572735,26.965944272445817,8.124751697461798,1.8011795665634671,761,30,149,13,17,249,108,190,0.138,0.74,0.122,-0.7912,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,2,1,11,0,18,0,0,3,0,27,32,10,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,8,2,0,11,7,3,0,1,9,3,23,6,21,19,8,38,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,2,13,104,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684396465127674,0.315565228759534,0.0,0.09765758383091504,0.14310413034516722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889002508169464,0.0,0.1073943891292206,0.0,0.08513898326436217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352306176320407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007289511080882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222249413435557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667286522316395,0.1571052411034705,0.12370245529502047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185769459984166,0.0997772847029328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296962279074047,0.13398017430185213,0.07937530011921909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756459960374024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535133564798408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646732286338015,0.0,0.1233274716619428,0.12359984946477585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645602938041095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464116945819122,0.0,0.0,0.16386773885723924,0.0,0.30248893025696943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675224832858014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684204884369063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134925914256766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553300376776394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278776016330584,0.08949221350234225,0.0,0.0,0.08144025871418757,0.0,0.2647737200295597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062641950016265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118637848877365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kristoffersonsilver,2020/01/28,"I feel like I’m either at a point where I could totally retreat into myself and hermit up or become the person I’ve always wanted to be. Anxiety, for me, has always felt like something I was making myself do. I literally remember my first panic attack at 12 years old and thinking “how far can I push this train of thought?” And the answer was pretty fuckin’ far, considering it was a panic attack that resulted.

But that’s the thing, I feel like I’m just telling myself I’m afraid or anxious at some point, not like the anxiety is controlling me. Things I wouldn’t ever have a second thought about years ago (driving on the freeway, getting stuck in traffic, taking rickety elevators, feeling sick without immediately assuming I’m diseased, etc.) have started to become very palpable fears over the last couple of years.

Now, I’ve hit a critical point. I’ve finished college. I’m on the hunt for a good job. My partner is finishing his degree this year. We have a nice apartment together. Two adorable kittens. And I feel like this anxiety about everything is something that no longer serves me. It felt like it was protecting me when I had a lot going on (changes in school, career, etc), but now it’s so burdensome. I’m so close to waking up one morning and just saying “I’m done.” Not with life, but with all the thoughts that dont serve me anymore. This isn’t who I am. I am no coward. I may have been a little less careful and a little more reckless in my youth and sure, probably should have thought things through a little better. But I have worked really hard to get to where I am now and I want to be able to feel like a functional adult without these looming fears. I’m ready. I don’t want to obsess over obscure and specific fears any longer, I want to LIVE. 

If you have suggestions for kicking anxiety to the curb, I want to hear them. While I know I will likely deal with this all of my life and it will just manifest in different ways, I want to know what I can do to make some of the more impactful symptoms fall away. Is it just trusting that everything will be okay? Learning how not to fly off the handle? What is it? What helps? What doesn’t help? What lies shouldn’t I tell myself? 

I would love to hear your feedback as I give this a go.",4.336891891891892,5.5729405157657625,5.10278153153153,83.1910641891892,70.64414414414415,8.162612612612612,28.96509009009009,8.567472430010655,2.110327927927928,1775,67,347,29,32,575,220,444,0.114,0.735,0.151,0.7964,2,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,1,2,1,4,18,27,3,7,23,1,43,7,1,6,5,79,86,24,0,12,17,0,8,8,1,8,4,3,0,3,28,16,0,3,18,0,0,5,13,10,0,4,14,11,43,17,48,59,12,53,0,0,0,2,20,29,1,9,26,239,71,7,0.07196565543368769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379321138278504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197623807385712,0.0,0.0,0.04893911350238574,0.0,0.22021411771244012,0.08130070643065415,0.07137059244174403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637426447103241,0.06761410224446254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589608247442284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364777400414022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337378197415548,0.0,0.0761301211434642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071560193276905,0.0574587199651207,0.07962862892873268,0.0,0.0,0.0741934307508061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518879281923885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364585145055083,0.08434321219604764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052145814089727,0.0,0.06509705545129944,0.0,0.0,0.12935618146309685,0.0,0.0,0.2429441100181973,0.18193998856637894,0.20564911448497744,0.1381966298763348,0.0,0.0,0.061213949748222626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751981693824222,0.06903601427356981,0.08179948086429,0.06036137739038161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446709177328637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222104795657866,0.0,0.09647412373258044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141480853513439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910088432374426,0.0586616143065355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166294142018327,0.2812702729538675,0.2163854784017988,0.06354699221987399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061182626733529165,0.06495181375568328,0.0,0.09607526764891856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551584945138506,0.0,0.048765790607668336,0.0,0.0,0.16887238156951093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283763447996449,0.0,0.0,0.2040924172210676,0.0,0.0,0.07321494369620693,0.0775911484237654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610304165674527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152305874026591,0.0,0.0,0.057229977690773336,0.0,0.0728330853618685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080535495333436,0.0,0.0,0.05093766132115988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782677856770215,0.07479987115292494,0.054109216649808584,0.0,0.12580230972741205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343235113162564,0.0461126861561013,0.0,0.2285307670905188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702999883399914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937920258593695,0.254683248843765,0.05712298755772815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874464747534396,0.0,0.05239185426254414,0.0,0.0,0.051122336824566274,0.0,0.0,0.1853740904503967
anxiety,MrDieALot1,2020/01/28,"My Discord for those with anxiety Im sorry if this feels like spam, but I just wanted to ask if anyone wanted to join my newly created discord for people with anxiety.
https://discord.gg/xCg69V",4.846176470588237,8.215289794117647,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,77.52941176470588,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.9956117647058824,159,6,22,4,4,52,25,34,0.28,0.551,0.16899999999999998,-0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,3,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099824796375068,0.0,0.0,0.23306724399478096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31161207955966663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853816181842365,0.2381260711841765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600461192290989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628448175114756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310842507247384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37312789259184576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932051711509991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hopesword,2020/01/28,DAE play it cool in public/work Like so you don’t create a bad vibe. Idk I always fake it and seem calm.,-1.7299999999999969,0.10028933333333434,0.8049999999999997,103.54,93.16666666666666,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.39865,80,0,21,0,3,27,23,24,0.251,0.377,0.3720000000000001,0.4336,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814496251312935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831149342426509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826794746378212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267445434021661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212347556733477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lady-Lapis,2020/01/28,"I'd it weird to have anxiety over something irrelevant/stupid? Dumb nerd rant-ish post ahead. TLDR below.

Backstory: the past couple weeks I've felt a little on edge over one of my favorite TV shows. Basically, there was this plot leak that seemed too unlikely to be true, but the leaker had been right about other things and had some credibility. I calmed down a little after realizing it made very little sense and doesn't fit the established cannon.  Well, the most recent episode confirmed the leak.

I literally lost my shit over this (my nerves make my stomach upset and I have to make frequent trips to the bathroom). I spent the past couple of days dwelling on it and worrying that I'm going to start hating something that I love, and is one of the few things I still look forward to. All because I don't like the direction it's going! Is that dumb or what!?

I'm not mad or upset, just scared. It kind of makes me feel like an uncaring person. I really don't have much in my life to look forward to anymore. I don't really have any motivation to do the things I enjoy anymore and haven't for about 2-3 years. I know that this is an incredibly stupid thing to be worried about and it probably won't have much affect on my life in the long run. I feel like I shouldn't be dwelling on this and should focus on other things happening right now. I feel like an stupid idiot who has no life and has her head in the clouds instead of on her shoulders.

Is this normal to worry about something like this? Does anybody else freak about stuff like this? Do I need a real life? Does anyone else feel like they have no life too? Am I asking too many questions?

TLDR: Freaking out about TV show, have no life, feel like a loser. Help?",3.4578487641390896,5.237417029325517,4.177824675324678,86.80102272727274,73.72140762463344,6.982865521575199,23.32226644323418,7.7094869923839395,1.000494679514034,1361,38,274,18,28,434,172,341,0.27399999999999997,0.644,0.081,-0.9974,0,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,4,15,33,8,5,19,0,31,11,4,6,2,40,57,12,0,4,5,0,6,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,28,10,0,0,11,4,1,6,11,19,1,2,8,8,26,14,40,43,6,41,0,2,2,1,9,23,3,6,23,177,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509006181137392,0.0,0.06197297257910125,0.0,0.16068171520672855,0.056644573089812425,0.08300504735838819,0.0,0.0,0.07573407963189042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938337783024067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927362290389634,0.0,0.05224520708344675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417860391508276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534810882018153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480724922804056,0.28937034249403165,0.0777829872382109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208050850231184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163750465789169,0.0,0.0,0.0799813059296491,0.08314036161353819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429977230142207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436018978714767,0.04452136843995935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433215679207772,0.3166219331287069,0.24358204567104974,0.0,0.07169193043951748,0.1360571892206886,0.0,0.0884327613011853,0.0,0.07311533001894291,0.07665429400021424,0.1622258370004556,0.08213214635046606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191043883628224,0.06006841611137825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937329708995611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978990940348772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466778140374626,0.0,0.07073542857315976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775858682101326,0.0,0.08734324871806977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907505370781681,0.0,0.0,0.09220792521511356,0.10379507239903844,0.0,0.07998830442399993,0.0,0.0,0.1383654100114351,0.0,0.0,0.08110585466750983,0.0,0.0,0.07374910922108635,0.0,0.0,0.08315633122325364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709801066726026,0.0,0.0,0.057339798575892276,0.0,0.06469525886814773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273788305102487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26909958531794625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668423211346052,0.0,0.0,0.06498190629303778,0.0,0.07283835865460214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24681092971566426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521682421803663
anxiety,smalltownvillain,2020/01/28,"When it suddenly stops. Does anyone else experience this? All day I was totally going crazy. Full blown physical symptoms, hard to cope with anything, feeling like I didn't have any control. While I was making supper it just...stopped. All at once. Suddenly I could relax, smile, crack jokes. 
Usually it is a gradual thing, ten or so minutes before I realize it but tonight is was just...gone.
Does this ever happen to anyone else?",2.819615384615382,5.809926602564103,3.941743589743592,80.69492307692309,84.25641025641025,7.222564102564102,27.03076923076923,8.238735603445708,2.5603138461538464,337,15,56,8,10,109,60,78,0.059000000000000004,0.825,0.11599999999999999,0.4974,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,4,13,12,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,1,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,5,3,4,7,4,12,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,10,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285552282969291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643655057159324,0.387392297706659,0.15556568338007115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608610508533002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120269839600862,0.15093487262300573,0.0,0.0,0.12191662712286455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308643343832434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158411237313894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099955896405222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491961753646532,0.0,0.0,0.09558545340365153,0.1350518377309225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743708032805344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716945784976806,0.0,0.1693447450810464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235650578080376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618718528374234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013238512623953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160956102592227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648730482574805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559128629627062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820335621457745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laslowww,2020/01/28,"Studies/Hobbies/etc. I wanted to know if anyone else has problems regarding studies, hobbies or activities in general. I’m usually very strict and perfectionist. I kind of freak out if something doesnt go right or if forget something or if i dont have time to do all of what i wanted to do. It usually leads to mentally beating myself up for it and having an attack. And how can i stop this from happening? It starts to slowly crawl into the back of my mind until i just cant anymore.",3.459062499999998,5.314241781250002,5.437916666666666,77.44875,73.89583333333334,8.133333333333335,29.70833333333333,8.841846274778883,2.6903583333333336,385,17,69,8,8,133,66,96,0.165,0.8059999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.9008,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,1,24,16,12,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,15,16,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,7,53,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942844630726544,0.14060765020470212,0.2060417093388254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287702827707153,0.0,0.15462672849631598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567740142484314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798590317453366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242698561185828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428476925438012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782429360891686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094055513135623,0.11051447047389516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265264334298336,0.0,0.20304479826177965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924171307877889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173079529146545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30961967702461946,0.0,0.0,0.14233339402494627,0.0,0.0,0.16812125650888976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725790215833601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429471175187436,0.16592130889684953,0.2372176124634561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Muunman6,2020/01/28,"How do you subside the side effects of class speech anxiety so I appear more confident? I need help acting more confident. I have crippling anxiety because every day I feel like I’m going to burst, and I was wondering how I can subside it so I don’t sound like I’m choking on my own words and I don’t stutter so much, thanks. I’m working on my pain tolerance, too.",1.3439000000000014,3.6218473066666697,3.6422500000000007,85.64737500000003,82.6,6.95,28.04166666666667,8.07648339933343,2.1763666666666674,288,14,57,6,8,99,49,75,0.142,0.606,0.253,0.8794,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,0,10,15,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,3,11,3,4,14,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459074699565049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829076321293818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935073609300711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528049791034672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171424331485633,0.21435570622971956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052527100640807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111712104747495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29317844694564216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057119833469246,0.22248319656187154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31927424529033904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27624563200230623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325391313812477,0.2184398984504759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,winter83,2020/01/28,"Probably won't get my new job now. I've been hired for a new job and had to take a drug test. I couldn't pee enough because I couldn't relax. The guy at the lab said if you can't do it they put it down as a refusal.
I didn't refuse I spent 3 hours there trying to pee. I'm so upset and disappointed with myself.",0.33541666666666714,1.4147572638888908,2.6927777777777813,97.13,80.52777777777777,5.911111111111111,17.555555555555557,6.42735559955562,-0.5172111111111115,241,4,64,2,6,83,53,72,0.14300000000000002,0.828,0.028999999999999998,-0.8046,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,8,3,2,0,0,8,13,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,2,0,0,5,1,8,1,7,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,37,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880655442330182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28308889060500964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522298069735177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753685478416166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417062461425444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403981505973934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844809462988428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715239035356915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631907428153765,0.0,0.0,0.24539692508767724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322035184543651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353955589680854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573395804073782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheLastWayHome,2020/01/28,"My anxiety is like being home sick. It's always there just under the surface of my skin. I can feel it in my throat and in the shallow of my breath. When I stress out and trigger it, it comes to the surface. It's paralyzing an terrifying. I don't want to go outside, I don't want to see anybody I know, I am afraid they can see through me and I am ashamed.

I have done really well for the past three years to guard myself and keep it calm. Yesterday I shared a part of my life with someone and now I regret it. I wish I had not said anything. I feel really stupid, I wish I could have just shut up and stopped talking but I didn't. I wish I had just been quite.

My breath feels cold, there is a lump in my throat and the corners of my eyes are holding back tears. Tomorrow I will be an actor.

I just want to go home.",0.6192302521008415,2.4252683885714283,2.449848739495799,95.83332773109244,82.25714285714284,5.71764705882353,21.15126050420168,6.794906146795322,0.20680504201680705,628,19,151,7,17,208,97,175,0.13,0.784,0.085,-0.5195,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,10,9,1,3,9,0,20,9,6,1,0,33,37,9,0,8,6,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,2,0,7,10,0,4,4,1,0,3,4,5,1,1,6,9,31,4,18,27,1,21,0,1,3,0,4,10,0,0,9,106,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278573632125808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175494185204914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264490218156724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815499392695375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236441544561792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268494301807667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724744815431407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308521815514316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746569477154309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082668576511028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657999749860794,0.0,0.0,0.08444747369789109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853454604241508,0.07507047544517907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639871974353648,0.1466857810044434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343623971912805,0.0,0.0,0.19687695939106456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616577206834366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489412428407395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019555190984006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846657389038,0.17601691965580424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350602348338348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718978067299721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815872225439818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301039753359184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989519507993748
anxiety,longtimelurkeronhere,2020/01/28,"Is it just me or does anyone else get anxiety when they exit out of Facebook on their phone? I always have to open my app back up to check my activity log to make sure I didn’t accidentally share something bad. Anyone else, or is it just me?",4.707133333333331,4.64979598,6.25,79.93833333333335,69.2,9.066666666666668,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.6882666666666672,189,5,41,3,3,65,39,50,0.146,0.7709999999999999,0.083,-0.5362,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186831828473564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010528008557245,0.0,0.0,0.3675328001556625,0.5385701721912795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208855784313468,0.21943959655688425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999122929861165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390965163739693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373100210886715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754310927422185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023278724779243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477000829141153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tankz4it,2020/01/28,"Chronic Pain linked to anxiety, Anxiety linked to Chronic Pain?  6 months ago I was a healthy, active, vibrant person who could not really empathize with mental illness. Sure I got your normal jitters some times, but I never had that real world-caving-in anxiety.

Then I had my first panic attack, the next morning i called it a fluke and went to work, but by 3pm I had another panic attack and went to the urgent care convinced i was having a heart attack. The doctor looked at me in pure confusion and said i was fine.

Well, for the months to follow my anxiety spiraled and I started getting really bad chest, rib, head, neck, and leg pains, basically pain that moved through my whole body. I think of it as a creature running through me causing pain every step along the way.

At this point I'm living with chronic pain and anxiety, and I do not know if one is the result of the other. I've been to dozens of doctors, had multiple ECGS and blood work, and all looks fine. I'm still too scared to do most anything cause I feel like this pain is the cause of something really serious. 

Has anyone else experienced this? At this point, I feel mentally okay but still have severe anxiety due to the pain. Thank you in advance.",5.214728723404253,6.279621672340426,5.70408244680851,80.32718750000002,68.44680851063829,8.598404255319151,29.581117021276608,8.841846274778883,2.3530478723404253,963,35,178,16,16,310,139,235,0.284,0.6,0.11599999999999999,-0.9944,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,4,4,26,3,4,13,1,16,22,8,4,4,38,33,15,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,14,1,0,1,10,12,0,0,6,0,0,7,3,17,1,3,12,6,20,9,25,20,4,27,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,4,13,112,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569457106179324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771142088244687,0.3401664148414537,0.0,0.0,0.05181985131661517,0.07593506276091737,0.060986705212480265,0.0,0.0,0.2529345029572658,0.0,0.0,0.061879251385126004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232016422247443,0.0,0.0,0.07567520375406972,0.0,0.0755606910122486,0.2283959879008303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917127982816885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171066903115027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190989262048373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244137281446922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494508740835253,0.05294462401438989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303843441236219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871972718670358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927301310813079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605885157598663,0.0,0.0,0.08782141213316044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072924495896447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03620669334089247,0.0,0.06544101332509962,0.0,0.12446846946474192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937209791450248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830874005461126,0.07876783414125768,0.0,0.0,0.05715865978666752,0.0,0.0788174587548915,0.0,0.07261264812058044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021925730054279,0.0,0.6308711877727077,0.17390563088012648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471051314424038,0.0,0.0,0.14011693423877114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435408220456903,0.14243143497402844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049614718476065,0.0,0.07419763448677577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372387782666015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570539568962146,0.0,0.0,0.05245586072325432,0.0,0.11836963410852484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984835890721221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823107898189378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047487076945457785,0.0,0.0,0.0432144840390767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882554090051316,0.0,0.0,0.06663432540383317,0.1374025284537172,0.0,0.08274183289185284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790679190791222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myasthenicdiabetic,2020/01/28,"My anxiety and depression caused my doctor to gaslight me, but actually I had a neuromuscular condition Hi friends,

This is my first post on this sub. 

I’ve spent my whole life trying to push through my depression and anxiety, having experienced heaps of trauma in my childhood. I finally sought help a few years ago, and I felt amazing on medication (mirtazapine). I had had no idea that life could feel this way. I was on top of the world.

But shortly thereafter, I began struggling with my jogging, which was one piece of my mental health recovery plan. I noticed that I had started having trouble clearing my throat after running for a few minutes, my distances and speed had plummeted, and my legs were often feeling like lead weights when I was still just warming up.

So I went to the PCP in my psychiatrist’s practice, thinking that it would be better for him to have full access to my medical records there. Boy, was I wrong. My appointment was disastrous, and he basically gaslighted me to high heaven and told me that the “elephant in the room” was that I was a stressed working mom who must want to be home with my kids.

I wrote a detailed account of the shock, rage, and pain that this experience put me through. It was originally just a letter that I sent to him, which of course was met with nothing but deafening silence. But I decided to share it with the world, because medical gaslighting of women and psych patients is so pervasive. I knew it happened, but I guess I never thought it would happen to me.

I hope that this speaks to one of you here tonight and makes you feel less alone. And please feel free to share with anyone that you think might need to hear my words.

Love and serenity to you all.

*TW: suicide, substance abuse, child abuse, health issues*

[An open letter to the doctor who doubted me](https://myasthenicdiabetic.com/an-open-letter-to-the-doctor-who-doubted-me/)",6.880328210471475,7.7741382636103165,6.487935660328213,76.80217699921856,64.64469914040114,9.325397238864287,35.06134410002605,9.339509955726095,3.18846017191977,1510,67,269,26,22,470,193,349,0.179,0.6829999999999999,0.139,-0.9644,0,1,0,0,2,1,59.0,0,4,0,6,10,22,1,3,14,0,27,14,2,4,4,56,53,20,1,7,7,1,7,1,1,4,10,2,2,4,23,18,1,0,11,1,3,7,2,11,0,3,25,10,46,12,39,21,7,38,1,2,0,1,28,15,0,5,15,187,69,5,0.0,0.2440654314828476,0.10050866027890873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129921420255208,0.0,0.0,0.10667218019464186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575824093790616,0.0,0.0,0.0720167835611545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278504433390787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109106794218788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058046547090746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223345193303211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741958680939018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162604910455758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074927162884023,0.0,0.0,0.20831029042835456,0.07357993956938423,0.0988917428646266,0.11282643434412155,0.0,0.08760784085178383,0.0,0.0,0.0795739962048407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346105296867752,0.0,0.18215699709232885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189586033991139,0.11608330952866001,0.0,0.06903565047707619,0.10882030267460706,0.10331279127489876,0.10229767898148184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626927822103625,0.0,0.10750044619593853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549740425338656,0.0503183535179326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295737631613656,0.0,0.06875023415903155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112711116276731,0.1037951458009602,0.1092618509380382,0.0,0.120626976247429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636978947825307,0.07943640759120149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882687112573596,0.11726095388361328,0.0,0.0,0.13958470708523651,0.0,0.10959437510540512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305802829782124,0.0,0.0,0.0986411296530416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353883187971888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290067941606415,0.0,0.08225226533092554,0.0,0.117980891100738,0.10767316243206973,0.0,0.11266025877782315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319905964777016,0.0,0.08176684871402032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984165254661708,0.0,0.06992712077467686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074935975675399,0.08175296028959772,0.0,0.12542065899236576,0.0,0.09547777445314637,0.0,0.11499069409555004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749818831988715,0.0,0.0,0.14632996455609146,0.11260930941530388,0.0,0.06632566547747587
anxiety,mmcca,2020/01/28,"The outbreak The new Coronavirus hasn’t hit my city yet (according to the news), but I’m really scared for myself and my family. So I’m urging everyone to protect themselves. I hope everyone stay safe. 

Everyday I’m just checking the news and hope the outbreak settles soon.

Please wear a mask when you go out, wash your hands with soap often. Don’t share food.",3.08944099378882,5.6543594347826085,3.987619047619052,84.03000000000002,77.84057971014492,8.000828157349899,25.799171842650104,8.841846274778883,2.292099792960664,287,11,53,7,7,92,52,69,0.054000000000000006,0.688,0.259,0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,0,2,4,2,0,0,12,9,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,5,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941216316070985,0.0,0.0,0.2437430705497103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126462804689695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694302253794048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136078093442135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24971446798328384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838162450065537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656372440914153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25885911414287205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755857113478171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlecH49,2020/01/28,"I made a song about what it's like to have anxiety. It's nothing special, but I wanted to share this in case anyone felt the same way I do with my anxiety. Hope this helps some of you.

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnJ70iNaFWI](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnJ70iNaFWI)",10.231829268292682,14.440573097560975,5.387987804878048,74.68978658536588,61.92682926829268,7.0268292682926825,22.445121951219512,8.07648339933343,1.1246536585365858,231,5,34,3,4,59,34,41,0.111,0.62,0.26899999999999996,0.8454,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,4,6,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533642961427279,0.0,0.0,0.24388032778199376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348906945320281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337849072736704,0.0,0.0,0.3464246839093492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039995321344664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300311632153829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33467101045059444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572390264336754,0.2768512805857916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway854961,2020/01/28,"Anxiety, IBS and a concert tonight Just need somewhere to talk about this where people might understand. Went to sleep and woke up feeling slightly anxious, and couldn't really calm down. It was generalised, but probably brought on because of my university work, and moving out of my house, and maybe going to a concert tonight. I was coping ok this morning, but today has been very stressful generally with issues moving out and I just can't concentrate on my studies now (which causes worse anxiety). Now my IBS is playing up from the stress, and the concert is in a few hours. We're getting dinner beforehand but even the idea of eating dinner is stressing me out.  


I just wanted to get this off my chest without worrying my loved ones. Thank you to this community.",7.004492063492067,8.084503100000003,6.8280952380952415,73.81468253968256,64.42857142857143,9.650793650793652,36.26984126984127,9.725611199111238,3.712031746031746,614,29,101,12,9,194,94,140,0.159,0.763,0.078,-0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,3,6,1,10,6,2,1,0,27,22,10,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,11,3,0,3,4,0,5,3,3,0,1,6,4,11,5,22,14,1,22,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,1,6,74,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278326705033355,0.1682267899289842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907746262709778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297238523664033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237289839175425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983541624449179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529376208396067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559946769381505,0.0,0.08462942505545308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466471175364805,0.17182304115140848,0.0,0.1681021394391358,0.0,0.15542416081610655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439778825911886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960088840794256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797080004957886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165371750858621,0.0,0.11041545278542904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090579494871242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032359817366703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055100132945296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539605551265186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901831653291756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117303687720354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196888402666226,0.0,0.13709703478235152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115000297472632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550213683457102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286698453346563,0.08783143321191134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804178025384256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354467316046085,0.0,0.10840881768392346,0.15122612026492085,0.15175280147963793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dredick1,2020/01/28,"Anxiety from Texting? May be related to social anxiety, actually it definitely is, yet there’s a little bit of a difference. With social anxiety, I’m worried about what the person thinks of me, with texting anxiety, however, I’m nervous about when to text back, I feel obligated to do it right then because it’s like a tap on the shoulder, yet I know they don’t have to, I say if it’s really important they will just call and leave a message, so I end up responding at like the most random times, sometimes immediately, or midday, or like 3 AM, but it’s mainly with my boyfriend so maybe we should just talk more and discuss what our expectations are? Because like I think there needs to be some ground rules for when to text and when not to, I feel so freaked out by all the random texts and I am concerned that he might feel the same way coming from me (though he says I can text him whatever, whenever and has always stayed true to that claim)",5.940513196480937,6.063650930107527,6.674437927663735,77.32711143695019,66.58064516129032,10.41955034213099,32.500488758553274,10.230975488527342,3.141017204301076,747,29,148,17,11,247,116,186,0.075,0.8370000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.6712,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,2,0,16,7,0,1,9,0,15,1,1,0,2,36,25,17,0,4,7,0,3,4,0,4,0,2,0,1,9,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,16,5,23,19,7,19,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,9,13,103,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.14526542374341944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386305018933368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555085185582163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446378663825475,0.0,0.18148677028636898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251604767893255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200221913298112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822930038345387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552652111975548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184535583586526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580354661890525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180930225827694,0.0,0.0,0.15762074399444936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909009800974346,0.14919635145436486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954940154796045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791643258859667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037745204213184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129978395976628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953632238670293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271252215099955,0.0,0.2367581390861144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30348708005951763,0.0,0.0,0.14722587714919044,0.0,0.0,0.15866444790226067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964764798076248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076634664389724,0.1462537281034664,0.0,0.08680118647547341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815776258276775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151174074062772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tuelos,2020/01/28,"Extreme Anxiety from Scholarship Interview I am a senior in high school. Today I had a scholarship interview at a college I planned to go to. I prepared answers to certain questions and recited them to my siblings as practiced. I vented to them about how nervous and anxious I was, and how I doubted I would get it. I am a first generation student, and I am kind of going into this blinded so everything was EXTREMELY overwhelming. Then the day came and by the time we were at the college I was like f**k it, it is what it is. However, my attitude changed very quickly. It was a group interview and all the kids did ABSOLUTELY GREAT. I did straight up SH*T! I was stuttering. My sentences were all over the place. I didn’t even know how to answer some questions. Like I would just stay silent in the middle of answering because my mind would go blank. I DID ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE!!!! I think I did horrible because I am not used to speaking to people of authority. Also, I am American, but I my parents are Mexican so I grew up with Mexican traditions and speaking to caucasians/African-Americans was really intimidating because I did not know how to sound good to them. I had never spoken to other Americans in such a personal way. I did attend school with them and such but there are just some things about the culture I won’t understand. Mind you, this is not a diverse university. I have never communicated with people this way, only to my family. In addition, I went to an academic advisor appointment so I can talk and ask questions about my major in interest, which is Civil Engineering. The professor went on about how hard it is and how I will have to go to school during summers also if I want to finish in 4 years. This seems like a lot and I honestly don’t know what I can and cannot do. I have no experience. I have no room for mistakes. I don’t know what to do anymore. I am willing to work hard because I really really want this, but what if I become depressed being so far away from my comfort zone and fail. This is so overwhelming and I am scared of making the wrong choices and stressing my family out for no reason. I am so scared and overwhelmed. I am lost. I really don’t know what to do. I kind of wish I could stop existing so I won’t have to be a burden. This is so so scary, and I am blindly going into this. I just want to cry. Why do I have to be like this? Why couldn’t I be privileged enough to be able to volunteer in my community like these other kids? Why couldn’t I be normal?Why couldn’t I be naturally talkative and confident? I was pretty confident before today, but this has changed everything. It has taken me off my high horse, and made me realize how I will never be as good as the kids who I am achieving to be like. I am trying to live their life when all signs are pointing to me that I cannot do it. What I went through today was so embarrassing.",2.9090549775076404,4.952383726795096,4.8542289069743525,80.20162837814637,76.00525394045533,8.541478658013117,28.53408193399952,9.221295682616745,2.7143398303629684,2272,99,436,58,51,778,233,571,0.11800000000000001,0.745,0.138,0.7708,2,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,1,1,5,6,32,32,0,9,20,0,82,3,0,11,7,93,110,49,0,14,12,1,2,6,0,8,3,3,1,4,31,28,0,1,16,0,2,11,20,16,0,1,26,7,79,16,67,63,8,57,0,6,2,0,25,26,0,10,23,350,110,17,0.07428527241548853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881181102427292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568280300701168,0.0839212133673654,0.07367102918801395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944670193382071,0.0,0.06979345875598618,0.0,0.0,0.18113445029404487,0.08204224708546258,0.0632112954567379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496256182094279,0.0,0.0,0.1571679366799477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059310745376137,0.0,0.08159888358074911,0.047907855240734494,0.0,0.0639817962801843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675654411020841,0.0,0.04906472182934027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352562581004918,0.0726652506485517,0.14005908722676555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318701476796554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03881098882554175,0.0,0.21109016109248369,0.12461392412246775,0.0,0.0818997750881254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309002593954364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697293770286705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547133597900529,0.20412621495922528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052469884783561564,0.21775219084897096,0.0,0.06559525651215728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109115004920585,0.06315468214116797,0.0,0.07029052090228011,0.049585996171932385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001389757779018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188014488581624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278379471042881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649729709455655,0.0,0.0,0.08248500394810927,0.0,0.0,0.10300010900962757,0.06486303455667508,0.07761229885991291,0.0,0.07022359355462557,0.0,0.0,0.07557482808405637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496495182657984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035619076989727,0.07637763223777194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874503371690978,0.22554198475767376,0.0,0.06762652204734701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917821642491002,0.0,0.062105814013658965,0.08509352856820547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970768809146235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493518341621753,0.04759900305601068,0.0,0.0,0.043316339731807575,0.0,0.21124125690290035,0.0,0.0,0.050434823756769366,0.0,0.0,0.07733358839536315,0.0,0.06415862437320978,0.0,0.061293129525865235,0.13144613500709187,0.11792838309719693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658957528436567,0.2681236160799448,0.0,0.08542439718782792,0.0,0.0,0.05408056305180007,0.0,0.0,0.1583103785261252,0.0812192838889069,0.0,0.0478372798972488
anxiety,xRezolvez,2020/01/28,Who here has air hunger? Yo,-3.4450000000000003,-5.083752166666665,-2.619999999999997,119.19000000000004,154.0,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-3.6434,21,0,6,0,2,6,6,6,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheaArcane,2020/01/28,"Anxiety after reading crime case I’ve posted this in another subreddit but no one has saw it and I’m really starting to freak out. Basically I went on a spiral tonight and read/watched things about the Junko Furuta case. It lead me to read some horrific manga and shit and I don’t know what to do. I frequently read and watch true crime cases as it’s something which intrigues me and I’ve never felt this way before. I really have no idea to explain it other than feeling more anxious than I have ever felt in my life even though I’m perfectly safe. I’ve been awake for hours and I can’t sleep and no matter what I do this feeling won’t go away. I’m terrified and scared and I can’t breathe, I don’t know what to do.",1.8565428571428555,3.82034934,3.613904761904763,88.23600000000002,78.93333333333334,7.219047619047619,23.380952380952376,8.192908349453996,1.3404952380952375,571,19,121,11,14,191,89,150,0.257,0.626,0.11800000000000001,-0.9797,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,2,0,12,4,3,1,4,28,26,13,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,8,3,0,3,9,3,0,1,5,6,12,3,16,20,2,17,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,1,7,76,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282047167752878,0.1187857492167962,0.17541773298714353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458869554079608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212847745256084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255836310744568,0.1404560721885654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702446748722165,0.0,0.2981787069715988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824695456353812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529156260914686,0.0,0.0,0.1752877542462178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067130673931902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096760624579842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975845816792595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521906649137694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871152859761474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212722585712842,0.0,0.1989476206614808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554584089096547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593886285487824,0.0,0.0,0.15538818324239545,0.0,0.0,0.11953908534195055,0.0,0.0,0.10990518366831463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315850450814372,0.0,0.15255792557740733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325089680956727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439424491180072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Old_boy7,2020/01/28,"Worry about work all the time outside of work It's such a weird mix of emotions. I kinda dislike my job and being there, which is evident to others. I'll think I don't need this and I hope I get laid off one of these days. Then I'll come home, relax a bit, and then worry I'm gonna get fired. I still try to do good work, but I don't think the management likes my attitude, but we are all basically working harder to make up for their incompetence, or sometimes we work harder just because they are constantly experimenting with workloads, seeing how far they can push us, but this is never acknowledged, its always under the guise of this needs to be done at all costs. It's my first job out of college so I don't know how it compares to other jobs out there. All I know is every week I feel anxious, frustrated, desire something else, but don't know if that's because of misjudgement on my part or am actually right about the working conditions. I could go somewhere and it's worse. And I need the money.",4.265566502463051,5.185696615763551,5.294556650246307,82.92932266009855,70.52709359605909,8.164532019704433,27.30788177339901,8.418075326091056,1.7609763546798027,795,26,161,12,14,262,123,203,0.12300000000000001,0.812,0.065,-0.8957,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,3,7,11,6,1,0,7,0,16,0,0,3,5,41,34,17,0,7,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,0,7,1,2,3,5,2,0,2,1,3,21,4,22,29,6,21,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,5,10,109,34,11,0.0,0.0,0.11653686706780715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936715456820053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491080943077596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455948640661046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037590471767802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028699090802151,0.0,0.12905078752018773,0.0,0.0953472947490642,0.0,0.0,0.07701613536409288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220830379730015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997602349773419,0.13433162662694698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100616650435253,0.0,0.0,0.1168158489269242,0.0,0.0,0.06038243012378415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157874232042036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247842281388839,0.0,0.06786923914266066,0.1001639793749994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978817536515775,0.11861118219791672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555182992058049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968906200078756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834266677834486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971389606466521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265645646247596,0.0921042032210093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092220316712606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932041526005533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198417943035806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516242040796774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193548729351736,0.11810960951438206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536910833650353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303925605254814,0.0,0.0,0.06963486608821062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810784618513422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364777020138944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579166340154212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521635870815068,0.2425539749124253,0.12169936363672153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laststraw_forme,2020/01/28,"Anxiety turning to paranoia. Has anyone else had their usual intrusive thoughts turn even more irrational than usual ?

Recently I started laying awake all night imagining someone breaking into my home, I can’t even sleep.",8.381666666666668,11.459502722222226,7.445555555555559,63.05500000000001,63.444444444444436,10.355555555555558,42.55555555555557,10.504223727775694,5.874455555555558,182,11,21,5,3,56,33,36,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.659,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716448834123916,0.0,0.0,0.15688695796438668,0.2298968579937884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743501716716152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963927641928633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250646132809414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055904818915536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154146583316053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453523905149533,0.0,0.19011068374175613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881250538509795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781272576021614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881072211444266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942307598870992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notasheephearder,2020/01/28,"so so so scared this corona virus has me absolutely terrified. i know there's all these ""low mortality"" things, but i read to far into the conspiracies and the videos of chinese hospitals and doctors crying for help. 

ive washed and sanitized my hands to the point they're cracked and bleeding. i won't leave the house anymore unless its 100% necessary. and even when i do i don't touch ANYTHING

im so scared, breaking down crying, i can't even eat anymore. nothing the news or cdc says can calm me down because i am fully convinced china is lying and that this could even be a bioweapon. i heard it's mutated already and 300,000-1,000,000 people fled china possibly infected. i feel doomed",6.676125954198476,7.258273969465653,6.559608778625956,77.19910782442751,65.03053435114504,9.603435114503815,35.45896946564885,9.516144504307137,3.319006870229007,554,25,100,10,8,175,94,131,0.24600000000000002,0.675,0.08,-0.9805,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,6,0,11,6,1,0,1,16,15,15,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,8,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,5,13,2,8,10,1,9,1,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,63,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951953356328418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508417947974799,0.0,0.0,0.1455600452429014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782653700723127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412270779157633,0.0,0.3885964277203062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810477527115699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099597478145146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504896414012394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943761001586772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856127840566927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409980482983045,0.0,0.0,0.1910645283649857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721054315495092,0.0,0.0,0.1872940816414024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972448438637236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262874398377875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721207692753398,0.19940956380153466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693136256073475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406648551056921,0.3541824728908686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175135345932035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,randomnerd99,2020/01/28,"Am i having panic attacks? I am a college student, and i have always been a nervous person and i struggle with depression and anxiety. Things were getting better last school year because it was my first year of college and i also do music and i released my first album and things went well. However, this school year things have not gone so well because my parents are trying to push me in a certain career path, my friends have been distant, perfectionistic tendencies with my music have been frustrating and as i learn more about the world, i am starting to realize it has always been terrible. All of this made my mental health worse, so i decided to go back to therapy and check in to my schools counseling. However, the psychologist said that i would most likely need more therapy than the school provides based on what i told him, and this kind of put me in a hole because i went to therapy in high school for 2 months, but my dad did not believe i needed it even though i was feeling hopeless about my future, and i am worried that the exact same thing will happen again. this weekend, i was feeling very very depressed and guilt tripping myself bc my problems feel miniscule compared to others, and the fact that i needed to go back to therapy made me feel like i let myself down. I had plans to hang out with a friend, but i ended up being an hour late because right as i was about to take a shower,  a voice in my head started telling me that everyone outside my room hates me, and i started to feel very cold and started shivering even though i was not outside. I also started crying and just felt very confused. The same thing happened yesterday when i was going to eat lunch, and today when i was going to class. What is going on with me ?!?!?!",9.226785714285713,7.167719773809522,8.738857142857146,72.30614285714289,61.08333333333333,11.221904761904762,39.66190476190477,9.558583805096642,3.7703097619047625,1388,58,250,19,15,444,171,336,0.142,0.7979999999999999,0.061,-0.9833,4,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,0,4,20,22,3,5,14,0,31,4,1,2,4,51,62,28,0,5,6,2,6,2,2,2,1,2,2,1,19,21,2,0,9,1,1,12,3,13,2,2,22,9,47,9,38,36,6,50,0,3,0,0,9,14,0,2,26,194,66,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189776168788075,0.12379511450203665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690733548601831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462815838234444,0.0,0.11440100620450955,0.0,0.18138722947532104,0.0,0.0,0.08381086155145147,0.0,0.06579097227402275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171275755089176,0.0,0.0,0.12814217003200945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611845683588729,0.0,0.0,0.06588652102993439,0.0,0.0,0.09826638657808023,0.0,0.0,0.07108182003486763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806641599952914,0.0531434735972792,0.0714250481404573,0.0,0.0,0.12655038871922725,0.0,0.0,0.1149454210234638,0.0,0.03886515085802045,0.0,0.21138474446969205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156378793172818,0.0,0.0,0.07344367745695786,0.07634451364635687,0.07907196463286875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859599934276365,0.0,0.0,0.07325812138592193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746463372809555,0.0,0.060636914656899736,0.08391396447047296,0.0,0.0,0.07606773115154289,0.0,0.07268535710381234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407772273484621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496655505129328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937654219350729,0.0,0.0,0.16547536928622453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872793930936624,0.08260011452885035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495355308997289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118016913108338,0.0,0.07478143105981107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352774830294741,0.07076091683274575,0.0,0.0,0.3764278935632944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632643730373033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776747165507544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055931225059733865,0.0,0.06501921238239848,0.0,0.34028094378667884,0.0,0.2471035314836734,0.0,0.14617351170702472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705120170464546,0.07108182003486763,0.0,0.05050520723951573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455146645493579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376918161922002,0.13791858529574014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554557949175958,0.0758086850816109,0.052843768650723065,0.0,0.0,0.14371211526208558
anxiety,queenofthecorn,2020/01/28,"Vomit Anxiety Does anybody else fear that they will vomit in public? It only happens to me when I am on the bus or at the gym. It's weird because I am not uncomfortable at these places, I just get very afraid that I will randomly throw up. Anybody have  advise or relate?",3.898333333333333,5.2002912407407385,5.189814814814816,81.8991666666667,71.77777777777777,7.622222222222224,26.462962962962962,8.07648339933343,1.655718518518518,213,7,41,3,4,71,42,54,0.129,0.831,0.04,-0.5826,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,1,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872505082532217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889656233435485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285957580726159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136755542917136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225331224887314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617917869388607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33204651586958545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855787414295511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39230943368445903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098203929823316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StarkTech1,2020/01/28,"Left Arm Does anyone have any issues with their left arm? whenever I'm stressed, having an anxiety attack my left arm near the inside of my elbow gets kind of an off numb feeling. Not completely numb just kind of of feeling. Whenever I get really really stressed the same thing happens, the left arm sort of goes numb near the bicep. I didn't know if this was normal or not or if anyone else out there experiences things like this.",5.007630522088356,6.429859421686749,5.443554216867472,80.67368473895584,69.24096385542168,8.90682730923695,25.88152610441768,9.2995712137729,2.111065863453815,344,10,64,7,6,110,53,83,0.184,0.7559999999999999,0.06,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,9,1,2,6,0,4,9,6,0,0,15,11,4,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,5,3,10,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,1,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001050552801644,0.0,0.1125057426497602,0.0,0.0,0.20566513101864795,0.15068737399701812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730978048034714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419680093091395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869919715139772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285548736280992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438596055319761,0.0,0.0,0.1487228429783311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367272507604432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005073546899149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349958897203753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062949994842867,0.0808240981780878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391542794084877,0.0,0.0,0.07184943743093176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409429407743066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842958821661215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369291743684356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540936916844026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StubbornMotherTeresa,2020/01/28,"Alcoholic drink caused anxiety attack This was a first for me.  I ordered a long island ice tea (high alcohol content) and drank about 1/3 of it on an empty stomach.  Ate a full meal in the next 15 minutes without incident but after finishing I started feeling awful.  Heart pounding, labored breathing, flushing and felt nauseous.  

Felt so bad we cancelled our movie plans and went home.  Started to feel better about 15 minutes later, but wow...  

I do suffer from GAD and have had anxiety attacks before, but only during high stress periods. This was a new and scary experience because I didn't understand what was happening until my husband said that alcohol can cause anxiety attacks and that he's actually had it happen to him as well.  I was floored and didn't understand how a depressant could have that effect but it's pretty well founded I found online.

I rarely drink anyway, so it's safe to say this episode will keep me from having any more long island iced tea!  

Anyone else ever have an alcohol induced anxiety attack?",5.97760886172651,7.861738529411768,6.404312452253631,72.93739304812836,67.44919786096257,8.979220779220778,34.747517188693664,9.424239791934726,3.670934606569901,823,40,127,17,14,266,126,187,0.223,0.675,0.10099999999999999,-0.9793,0,0,6,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,4,9,13,4,1,8,1,16,14,3,5,1,30,33,16,0,1,5,1,4,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,11,8,11,2,10,2,0,1,3,8,2,1,16,6,13,5,15,15,2,21,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,13,84,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.09397035991722016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116417276576076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654841325044412,0.0,0.2946626824968347,0.0,0.0,0.0673319398800339,0.09866595427620106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381993982100141,0.0,0.0,0.08040258565444602,0.05870074476272789,0.0,0.08194024084769795,0.0,0.0,0.0851654018272453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978436774769215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688399242352685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293903422141954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886655440474959,0.0,0.0,0.08044239923485076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710464697351007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419531899129886,0.0,0.0,0.09737963331564208,0.0,0.18491725278284746,0.0,0.0,0.08190876600650733,0.0,0.21116573740463712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703073001938935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411044014388508,0.0,0.2034826248854004,0.09659207627695472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559172164542697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043668923352984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300263828513018,0.10241118528026012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732369444056133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979669783776098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159891862708597,0.07657791844035182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631667289022614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030598526858687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049368749513088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316214840620173,0.08926674382645297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282527031384104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lauraelizabeth14,2020/01/28,"i need help with anxiety. I’ve had anxiety for the longest time. when i was in fourth grade, math was extremely difficult and at the time, i thought i couldn’t do it at all. i pushed past it, and moved on to middle school. i grew up in a very very small school that went EAK-8th and only had 200 kids in it. very tiny. all of my friends were family to me at that point and we had been having trouble in 8th grade about a principal that wanted to belittle us, and we became closer by fighting together. going into highschool was completely unsettling. i had a huge spike in anxiety, i had a panic attack in every class and couldn’t hold myself together. i talked to my mom and she took me into the doctor and we talked for a while and realized meds and therapy was the best option. i’m currently on Zoloft. my school runs by terms, and i had switched my classes around to make me more comfortable with the transition. i was all settled in but after winter break my anxiety has returned. bad. i feel trapped, and i want the feeling to go away but i can’t seem to escape it. i’m always a mess the first class of the day, and then during the day it eases a bit. my anxiety goes back and forth to where i can convince myself i’m ok, and then i start spiraling again and it’s back and forth all the time. my mom is scheduling biofeedback and therapy again but i want this ‘morning anxiety’ to go away, or at least leave me alone. i also have bad separation anxiety from my mom. she has helped me through everything and i just love her so so much and i miss her everytime i’m away from her. especially at school where my anxiety is the worst. i’m a girl, 14, freshman in highschool and i just want some advice on what to do. thank you :,)",1.8153990994678681,4.026942713467052,3.3785133033155965,88.60053295128941,80.31805157593124,7.312353663528451,23.438477282030288,8.329178653251315,1.4951741465411383,1353,47,283,29,35,446,173,349,0.146,0.755,0.099,-0.9429,1,2,0,0,2,0,38.0,4,1,0,2,15,17,2,1,19,1,25,3,0,1,4,56,49,32,0,7,6,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,11,29,0,1,5,0,0,9,3,10,0,1,16,2,47,7,46,31,12,62,0,1,0,1,22,30,0,5,22,199,58,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294342960439233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790973809830206,0.0,0.06787824015680127,0.07062668368090934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194617120278399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755609004146129,0.0,0.09656287643676607,0.2392417276012122,0.13053445138742878,0.1417419553830751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907597533100198,0.0,0.09266661425620183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899471741871935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094807284021112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868779372713883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151478146076827,0.0,0.07628437288924124,0.0,0.08001699727461037,0.0,0.0858354213878612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219860258396495,0.0,0.0,0.06557782125610108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471721482080144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378610508966668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987531318362611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660721465846015,0.0,0.056657837761348986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942821768457439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823012532842863,0.0,0.09021365467872547,0.0623963226570365,0.06293719861547292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455481264587395,0.0,0.09958800252632624,0.0,0.0,0.0810272478266514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023872217553628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436110237378185,0.0,0.07727126225794567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060078266169874224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644612455748792,0.0,0.07814579472365225,0.19413459631371535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738497556211072,0.14848205169241355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943044347252924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209979013254554,0.0,0.0,0.21010384725481385,0.2002569103251168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868430298386696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosesinateapot,2020/01/28,"Constant thoughts about life and how short it is - coping mechanisms? I won’t go into details because I don’t want to send anyone else down the rabbit hole, but does anyone else deal with this and have any good coping mechanisms?

This really started when I turned 25 about 8 months ago and it hasn’t calmed down.",4.195,6.232968500000003,4.036666666666669,87.495,72.33333333333334,6.8000000000000025,23.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,1.0505666666666666,250,7,47,3,5,76,46,60,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,7,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044536355948104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684709174321254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225458915836109,0.4726478733223308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059957347026097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24924623265696394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778575063784266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183974349802933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853500348951576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108135560161915,0.19345480168606508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291198959947448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840993223325444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477576418302748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325232450389965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831070468320088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508764604706116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604090211302425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Candid-Cap,2020/01/28,"Worsening anxiety and depressive thoughts I have an anxiety problem which Ive taken medicine for for 9 yrs. Recently I've been even more constantly worried and fearful mostly for my loved ones but also socially and in general. I struggle to keep my mind away from dark thoughts, think of  worst possible outcomes and it's damaging my quality of life and I'm sure those around me. I'm always on the verge of tears. I can distract myself for a little while with hobbies but it's always lurking. I wonder if anyone has similar experience that was able to resolve it somehow",4.300654205607478,6.876749392523369,5.4558971962616845,75.00440654205609,73.76635514018692,9.139813084112149,34.999065420560754,9.642632912329526,4.1245072897196255,463,26,75,13,10,153,80,107,0.268,0.659,0.073,-0.9603,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,3,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,22,15,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,5,0,10,3,15,10,3,9,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,4,3,55,16,0,0.18445785892251768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475108831375485,0.30696743046905106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822195143847279,0.0,0.0,0.12897722381746787,0.0,0.0,0.16420660177812652,0.0,0.0,0.17330423043911494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993334156403272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887328360121605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183267615482303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043518071430348,0.0,0.20756637362519806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395462033699965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028804082394374,0.0,0.18487523345863685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664804193932086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862498544869815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499341901280847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794852063255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650125941086034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821298825240764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803155784558526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192835404240775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384934906538024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819314791564885,0.0,0.29287787168339263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003667955601126,0.0,0.18732590953336334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Drunken_Geek_Matt,2020/01/28,"I can't sleep, I haven't slept for about two days now As the title says I havent been able to sleep. Melatonin hasn't helped. Zzzquil hasnt helped. Exercise, drinking, nothing I have tried has helped. I've been really upset about the family dog and I dont know where to turn for comfort. My partner hasn't been much of a help, all they can offer is ""I'm really sorry but pets die all the time"" I've had this dog for over half my life (she is about 19 years old and I'm 30) 

Every time I've visited my parents I've seen her get worse and worse. It started out with some incontinence, then she got lethargic, now she cant really walk because the muscles in her legs have atrophied and she's lost significant muscle mass.


I've been told she has cancer and has, at most, a few months to live. I know she's old for a dog but she's my puppy. I dont want to say goodbye to her.",0.8917171717171755,2.7324988877005367,2.7226292335115865,94.04642751039812,81.51336898395722,6.080689245395128,19.47979797979798,7.1686216300943375,0.19202222222222254,680,17,159,9,18,226,103,187,0.165,0.8029999999999999,0.032,-0.9783,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,7,0,22,8,4,0,2,16,35,9,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,2,7,1,0,2,2,0,2,9,2,0,2,10,3,22,1,19,25,6,19,0,1,1,0,22,6,0,2,11,91,24,0,0.1384047213031791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437023348023945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925959530363663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436422494252702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32441860516549714,0.13558393564940446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661194704461054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047565353988247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231075443670201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069489913806292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710790689728316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521272304641308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775934777032072,0.0,0.0,0.12221390460274813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108510284434964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104733280861339,0.0,0.10174339520917566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280306288637606,0.0,0.29046494565515296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368206391270345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659968255667583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012997907807028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27700935107532776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549327541374802,0.09796357410358124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140981202633786,0.0,0.0,0.13225164240921608,0.0,0.09396772064034592,0.15054459286164626,0.1352013017206348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163469056729386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820924705081589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912810274221232
anxiety,Biwy2,2020/01/28,"New to persistent anxiety TLDR: New to anxiety and meds. Been meditating and seeing a therapist. On day 10 of Zoloft, 25mg for 7 days and now on day 3 of 50mg. Don’t feel any better. Only thing that makes the rampant thoughts go away is exercise, but only for a few hours before they creep back. Feeling worn out and sad. 

I’ve been moved out on my own since August 2019 and my anxiety has been through the roof. I’d have regular panic attacks about phobias and anything stressful would be blown out of proportion. I’ve since started meditating and seeing a therapist which has been helpful. I’ve learned to cope and the panic attacks are few and far between. I was starting to feel a little better but I would have a good week followed by a bad week and it was exhausting. I spoke to my primary and he started my on 25mg for a week and then 50mg until I see him next. I felt pretty good before I started the meds and while on 25mg to be honest. I started the 50mg 3 days ago and I’m beginning to struggle again. My mind is always racing and it’s becoming difficult to concentrate, especially at work. My thoughts make me very anxious and sometimes I can let them go but sometimes it is more difficult. I noticed that exercise has helped a lot, I wouldn’t even have to try to resist any thoughts because there wouldn’t be any there. I wish I felt like that more often. A few hours after exercise the anxiety comes back unfortunately. I feel like I need to be constantly distracted by others and can’t be left alone or else I’ll think myself into despair. I hope the 50mg will slow my mind down eventually, if not then I guess I’ll have to try another Med. I’ve never gone through anything like this, so I guess I’m just venting. Thanks for your time.",3.1759802676565414,4.888153699716714,4.600867441633294,83.75705382436261,74.3257790368272,7.9284556022272135,28.31972257497313,8.641336200584522,2.1685845267168116,1388,57,277,27,29,462,177,353,0.183,0.691,0.126,-0.9645,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,4,11,23,2,5,16,0,31,5,0,2,1,56,67,27,0,8,7,0,6,3,0,5,5,1,0,0,10,22,0,0,11,3,0,6,6,13,0,0,14,10,30,10,39,42,7,54,0,2,3,0,8,15,0,7,36,170,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912478475250439,0.0,0.0,0.0807640192682936,0.0,0.0,0.06488581316534273,0.0,0.0,0.1590877279965729,0.0817690892030886,0.2386187049746629,0.08809548399317732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834219943720446,0.0,0.0,0.17742757928410802,0.07326500990579621,0.11992399448672747,0.06511024980465388,0.047536035366408574,0.08612305726852441,0.1327108949848082,0.0,0.0,0.13793438463577662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717307876953837,0.0,0.08426894504791378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116323514210785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514249095889874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051505218324538624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771662563979855,0.05570910471969638,0.14974653394390866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886359439358231,0.1308122644724162,0.0,0.0,0.17180806938496304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045370329012892,0.0,0.0,0.07745198140027433,0.15358967262032708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472576756940339,0.07974008685664782,0.0,0.1142916306479104,0.0781566945963387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662960182106353,0.0,0.0,0.10410484207200303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598554282659181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574756415278132,0.0,0.0,0.08288066262452551,0.0,0.05782136577393185,0.06014317455210385,0.15062761879976544,0.08293287836595471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878102914550096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861498498749705,0.0,0.1829860383825312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933394657464699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864204844483657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901213386678295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424891835303284,0.0,0.2759741043207084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932611056382134,0.08152188648881285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717937353395331,0.0,0.18108215640390765,0.051806611725641986,0.04996659418466687,0.0,0.18572281919232286,0.04547090968265731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058869392060288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434187131447479,0.0,0.0,0.1876531536385249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967343670478402,0.0,0.0,0.0567705492509544,0.0,0.0,0.11078986156814777,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Initial-Trick,2020/01/28,"I bailed on my husband's sports game due to a panic attack I was supposed to go watch my husband play a game today. I got there and was waiting in my car to go in, and I was kind of nervous. Once I saw that it was starting though I started to have a panic attack and broke down. I drove home and I'm still crying/shaking and I feel so guilty. It was important to him that I go and I let him down. I know he will be understanding when I tell him what happened once he gets home, but I know I let him down. I feel pathetic that I couldn't just go and be there for him. I guess I don't have a question just venting.",0.22986324786324985,1.9077517925925955,2.357777777777777,96.65461538461538,82.92592592592592,5.042735042735044,20.754985754985753,5.8734145424116955,-0.14921082621082649,472,14,115,3,13,159,70,135,0.161,0.8140000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9355,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,3,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,19,33,11,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,1,6,4,0,6,2,6,0,0,8,4,26,2,13,19,0,18,0,1,2,0,13,6,0,2,6,79,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34931544498710176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525448041821135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802108761786112,0.0,0.3490089232206199,0.0,0.12278857989428515,0.0,0.16912593986722646,0.0,0.13576232782334818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30799772199359843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987346007955822,0.16874749186630075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139809947926734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269998604446898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602588147903904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719839939119645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733265469702484,0.0,0.12260587502340198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418828638250702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083828557564122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455244748458276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598257367548937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PDXAirman,2020/01/28,"ok bad anxiety attack right now so lets talk? im 33 male portland oregon and having a bad anxiety attack where im thinking paranoid thoughts, anger etc. talking to strangers helps so lets do this",3.3079729729729728,6.109124054054058,3.6445270270270282,85.4084121621622,78.72972972972974,5.8621621621621625,30.871621621621625,7.1686216300943375,2.135654054054054,158,8,27,2,4,49,30,37,0.436,0.47,0.094,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30476124862963483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532171994622123,0.0,0.0,0.3326324485946857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221506982524669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351357630751107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43032107667113895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40737273197166896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010808650663514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202044757330341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763359548955944,0.0,0.15813546073313428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AyyHash,2020/01/28,"Corona virus Im having extreme stress and anxiety from this commotion of this new virus especially these comments of saying how its worse than it looks etc and the subreddit of Coronavirus is making things 100% worse and cant keep my eyes off it. 
Can someone confirm these posts or am i just overthinking.",6.5126785714285695,8.230156339285713,6.095000000000002,76.3,65.96428571428571,9.885714285714286,31.857142857142854,10.125756701596842,3.4025857142857148,249,10,42,6,4,77,46,56,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,2,0,8,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,6,8,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041292079527436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975932556014305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882292317059034,0.0,0.0,0.2371765599735269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240754728720365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811544957014086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577123744315749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555556263796375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219911127452304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608971805073685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056603328867818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772743275828863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438584220992121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,my-dude-nigreto,2020/01/29,"Help I guess. Lol I don’t know whether I do have anxiety or maybe I am just making excuses to justify my laziness but I’d still like help or suggestions with dealing with a certain situation. My parents gave me a year off after school and I didn’t really do much. At the end of the day it’s be lying to say I’m not lazy, anyway my mother wants me to start a course in 5 days time the subject is animation which I am interested in but I just feel that it’s too fast and there’s another intake in may which I asked for I don’t know maybe it won’t help but through all my arguments my mother is insistent on February intake so I am going to do the February one and I don’t know I probably tricked my brain in to thinking this just so that I have an excuse or something but I do feel scared. I don’t like talking to new people. And I’m scared of new situations and right now I’m about to start a new place all by myself where I’ll have to be involved with new people and I am scared and I was just wondering if anyone had any suggestions that would help me deal better with situation... sorry if I messed up so sentences or something or didn’t spell some words right or if it’s too long. 😅",1.0436220472440922,3.000842606299216,3.3314551181102385,89.2737811023622,81.5984251968504,6.898645669291338,22.36472440944882,7.9765259561132025,1.0872953070866145,938,31,209,18,25,322,128,254,0.107,0.7490000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.8076,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,15,10,1,3,9,1,26,1,1,1,3,47,44,24,0,5,19,3,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,5,3,28,5,27,34,4,29,0,0,0,0,18,12,0,13,18,141,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725991507546439,0.11194514829427014,0.08166963388766213,0.0,0.0,0.07464772712109573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980438728287383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441884025747266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917731685080846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137700250845449,0.2201257717436759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455596549531907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796017919355916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067307331413654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760605378447495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862307447576606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601433541185446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431320414080557,0.0,0.0,0.09447753541629522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126184293772074,0.0,0.21450566784041267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847946763881611,0.0,0.0,0.4124304498946435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723420334089812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185422064666442,0.0,0.0,0.14802521190381787,0.0,0.11153946433209308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510325950976387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839195547182343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823416226150313,0.0,0.08489830486722684,0.32065036649904977,0.10804486975135692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36000164223214376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643751611538038,0.0,0.1195069226806034,0.15112782756735485,0.0,0.08525713526626796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580809541861413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840626268772074,0.0,0.0,0.06225149108433713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296867765626643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157745765317431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583787225478535,0.0,0.0,0.06874869902351867
anxiety,Plankton500,2020/01/29,"Anxiety Alternatives??? Hi Reddit, 

I have a panic disorder and have been seeing a therapist for a few months. I have daily panic attacks, and I recently had a bad experience with anxiety medication (The first time I tried one, allergic reaction to Effexor) and am a little apprehensive to trying another medication. 

Are there any other alternatives to anxiety medications??",6.89448087431694,10.302662737704924,9.847131147540985,42.57157103825139,69.1639344262295,15.214207650273226,39.67486338797814,12.745084868956482,8.168473224043717,301,18,35,17,6,111,43,61,0.358,0.642,0.0,-0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,3,6,0,7,4,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,1,4,0,5,6,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714826634542212,0.1806382018541184,0.3953540471295235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597991853381,0.0,0.0,0.14383673050061174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974342531950812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851133084699998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465312216742644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265796784992002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206261884238705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375028137718589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673337373333745,0.0,0.0,0.40423917228346223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700940402511368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727543186027666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000166287741441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045095820189204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391756572593586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dequavis69,2020/01/29,"please help I experienced my first anxiety attack when my parents got divorced, I was in the 6th grade. My anxiety started getting better after I started going to therapy. I just want to add that my anxiety never got in the way of my school work. They typically happened at night, when I was alone with my own thoughts. 

I’m a junior in high school now, and for the past 2ish weeks I have been experiencing major anxiety/panic attacks at school. For instance, last week I woke up early and I tried to throw up because I felt nauseous and anxious, so I decided to stay home. Just yesterday, I had a mild panic attack in my english class so my teacher sent me to the nurses office, where I cried nonstop for an hour until my mom picked me up. 

Today was probably the worst of all. I entered my choir class, and my teacher asked me if I was in a better mood, because she noticed that I was sad yesterday. I just started to break down and cry. I asked to go to the bathroom, and she sent someone to go check up on me since I was there for a long time, crying and shaking. I asked to go to the nurse again and same thing happened, I sat in her office and just cried for two hours. My mom wasn’t able to pick me up, so I had to go back to class, where I cried even more. 

I told my therapist yesterday about what happened, and she said that i’m feeling this way because I had a long break and I’m not used to school ??? I was really confused by this because i’ve been in school for about 3-4 weeks now. I’m just not sure what’s causing these random outbursts. I’m not stressed out about school or anything. I’m just not sure what to do.",4.829774774774774,4.811524732732735,5.680076576576577,83.99470945945947,68.93993993993993,8.461801801801801,30.764114114114108,8.07648339933343,1.9793905105105103,1268,47,268,15,20,417,158,333,0.154,0.799,0.047,-0.9859,1,1,0,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,1,4,22,14,3,4,13,0,15,0,0,4,4,42,49,19,0,2,12,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,10,14,0,0,4,1,1,10,6,9,0,2,23,6,48,4,48,26,6,64,0,1,0,0,17,20,0,4,29,178,58,12,0.07418626093564533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683459292365145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025685967712928,0.08380935857763985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061048971670946674,0.0,0.2080624186972039,0.2531927450719733,0.0,0.05704465541491004,0.0,0.18089302437756055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312234382300595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620972552698974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40745062059681136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899932568070335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037510802576795434,0.0,0.07123044445749184,0.0,0.0,0.06310279565379097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03875925941387181,0.0,0.21080880856390696,0.0,0.11866705982829286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680799662450602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972548692589738,0.07838185778687172,0.07441486849644179,0.0,0.14611704667467648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047170417089921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130501284511675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377210437942708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721701787148624,0.0,0.0,0.06961878037296404,0.0,0.0,0.08446154977845899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704159288511906,0.08237506341696207,0.0,0.07081918041347035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814342367912913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998533673560243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752561840315294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056812263261324,0.0,0.0,0.4504827400939159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136764166563334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285777814725615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752825197451786,0.07907268336129376,0.0,0.0,0.08498011125256996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398393459470212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483845477666045,0.08613596685184631,0.0492860553344954,0.0,0.0,0.0588956044971425,0.04325860534168178,0.0,0.0703199009951839,0.07088815150637785,0.0,0.05036760146124007,0.0,0.07246919724880467,0.0,0.0,0.06407311024453613,0.0,0.0,0.0437569787995868,0.11777120168900795,0.17852323102889225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054008481515253184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,middleclasstrash-,2020/01/29,"Does anyone else get panicky over replies to posts? Like I joined a discord server and I asked a question and now I’m crying bc someone responded they weren’t even mean but I got so anxious over getting a reply that I got panicky and I’m crying and feel like I gotta delete my account for asking a question even though the person wasn’t mean. I get to the point of working myself up and then I try my hardest to ignore the app and then it’s never as bad as I think it will be 

Anywayyy I’m also anxious about replies to this post haha so time to log off reddit now that I asked a dumb question",0.4138095238095225,2.703009269841271,2.201873015873016,94.23757142857143,87.25396825396825,3.6774603174603184,21.89206349206349,4.604124745555138,-0.11036126984126947,472,17,98,1,15,155,76,126,0.20800000000000002,0.695,0.09699999999999999,-0.9303,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,1,0,8,1,4,0,0,0,1,16,20,15,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,7,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,13,3,14,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,3,8,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068620964434648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019227371152132,0.0,0.09343565869469213,0.13691746361329665,0.0,0.0,0.3747718393863906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157362411902312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935677081836125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693858068948555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162887290758826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651979179166186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756622635933196,0.09546372082200838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944501704938925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137487037058165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056757808096256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29111967816259005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030619905611481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667863311998727,0.0,0.0,0.1263214551204505,0.0,0.25595697191041605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44908112531899735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322239395030853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562329302673492,0.13128862651054107,0.0,0.07791943972729512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072449875044766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097282623583234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Soladi,2020/01/29,"Anxiety at work I just started as a placement student this year. I just feel so anxious all the time. Im so worried about making mistakes, and I have trouble sleeping at night due to this. I just cant stop thinking about what mistakes I could have made. I often know what to do in different situations, but I feel like I always have to ask before I do anything because im so scared to do anything wrong. Its a large workplace so there are a lot of new people there aswell, and I feel like everyone thinks that im a idiot for asking about everything. And asking the same questions multiple times just to be sure I understood it correctly. I also get so anxious while speaking to people at work that I feel out of breath. I have a hard time making conversation, keeping eyecontact and greeting people. Its so bad and I feel so embarrased. I hope it gets better soon",3.8024999999999984,5.742980916666671,4.823333333333334,81.85500000000002,73.16666666666666,7.419047619047619,29.857142857142854,8.192908349453996,2.281400000000001,686,30,125,11,14,224,95,168,0.195,0.682,0.12300000000000001,-0.9001,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,19,12,1,1,7,0,11,2,2,3,3,36,31,16,0,4,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,2,10,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,7,16,5,18,27,3,16,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,13,88,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353574621737497,0.09732308241480586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947683151780031,0.26427114436225224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250214867918308,0.0,0.3280355226496029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976597178745314,0.07129992307947478,0.0,0.09952740622234996,0.0,0.0,0.1034447965500219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338591474432324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220206437261992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117637292436772,0.10511933907592218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957015448857349,0.16711763405273874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221730381635565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477640886899517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617124300809545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790222672566959,0.0,0.0,0.10396261911541647,0.0,0.0,0.06428013401744632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428501081353325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943826746296196,0.0,0.11067378348874043,0.1561482183930704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296417077366301,0.0,0.10976241239946752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326349308954415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102599695260408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710096500420633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314719835463154,0.11704806665369699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278743592444479,0.0,0.0,0.09778680432736284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023680591127867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989110027579655,0.0,0.0,0.20460724192103494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030178320815215,0.11878221024352018,0.0,0.0,0.12788133200389815,0.0,0.0753207216290049
anxiety,DudeWhereIsMyPie,2020/01/29,"First day on Fluvoxamine and it’s making me extremely emotional My doctor prescribed me Fluvoxamine yesterday for my social anxiety disorder and told me to take it before a slept, so I did.

Today I’m feeling extremely sad and almost cried over a few minor things, don’t know if this is just me being weird or the meds. I’m not normally this depressed, though.

I’m gonna take them for at least a week, but I was wondering if this is normal? Or if it’s a red flag? Or if I’m just overreacting...",1.4844545454545468,3.8760141000000066,4.121454545454546,81.7057272727273,83.0,8.036363636363637,23.09090909090909,8.841846274778883,2.0714,390,14,77,11,11,137,67,100,0.122,0.8490000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.758,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,6,2,1,1,0,21,19,13,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,2,9,0,6,13,2,8,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,9,5,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682169276866832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800384671046855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575178702118302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226876375569067,0.13320231946003774,0.0,0.17789407655414605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367146994223996,0.21140419731130372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323316297157579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443369703112393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568427733939254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350992507820812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786819864192038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294212839627468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047340556497728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054326811762225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31058733062060784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721713791978332,0.0,0.2029261864014185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577739561170032,0.19735945991443854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567530543696365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398567952995874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mikewills499,2020/01/29,"Drunken Truth or Dare - Really anxious that I've ruined a friendship Hi all (throwaway account)

I'm currently in my 3rd year at University in the UK and me (M21) and my housemates (3 guys and 3 girls in total) went out clubbing last week to celebrate being back at university following the Christmas break.

We went to a nightclub and had a good time, after it closed we decided to head back home and carry on drinking.  Back at home, whilst very drunk, we decided to play Truth or Dare.  One of the housemates dared me to spank one of our housemates Alice (F21) who I get on really well with and much to my surprise she agreed.

We went into the kitchen away from the others and she bent down across my knee and I lifted up her dress and pulled her knickers down (panties for USA redditors) and spanked her bare bum 10/11 times.  I then pulled her underwear back up and she pulled her dress down.

We went back into the main room and carried on drinking with everyone else before we all called it a night and went to bed around 30 mins later.  Alice left fairly early the next day to head back home (parents house) to attend a family wedding and isn't back until Friday.  We haven't spoken since it happened and I'm slightly worried about her, our friendship is really important and I don't want to have messed that up.

Should I message her to see if she's okay/suggest going out for a coffee when she gets back? I'm just really embarrassed about the whole situation.

Any help is greatly appreciated.

TL;DR - During a drunken game of truth or dare I spanked my housemate and haven't spoken to her since - I'm worried I over stepped the line and made her uncomfortable?",4.4101253918495305,6.173997310344831,4.8114783699059585,83.29363134796239,71.19435736677116,7.611836990595613,27.807021943573666,8.238735603445708,1.89129331661442,1318,48,247,20,25,417,171,319,0.064,0.823,0.113,0.9444,2,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,9,0,0,0,14,11,0,1,16,0,10,7,3,1,6,49,27,25,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,7,33,4,0,2,6,1,12,4,3,1,2,7,1,37,8,47,18,6,65,0,1,1,0,33,27,0,4,25,159,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061924701866637274,0.0,0.0,0.10287317540028243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106372598072327,0.0,0.0,0.0855549441708739,0.5601632029397134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748632823424845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298361126275458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872690583794572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841051138389513,0.0,0.0,0.07606990273128078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701282729615142,0.0,0.0,0.08584434416844061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515138069872024,0.0,0.05175214774905888,0.07637776885714825,0.0,0.10039523488539984,0.0,0.09016485110476452,0.0805250706306867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869100137745649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103636664458465,0.0,0.2740252621835178,0.0,0.0,0.105072336324319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422698771956275,0.0,0.0,0.09893820151741056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616425806552287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694041990395087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684456178539057,0.08545471682409997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234107783551702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011126262188507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333444074012444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725639435968802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506534418616752,0.10235654336172023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619697299708757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513498210451952,0.05371022319501798,0.0,0.07304375855848705,0.0,0.08187490621421298,0.4220729729972128,0.0,0.10166651747363273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495402785352716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058640392435695965
anxiety,consistent2019,2020/01/29,"Advice Anxiety, Love, Communication Sometimes I can’t tell if I’m experiencing my normal level of anxiety or if I’m being clingy or if I’m just doing normal things that a person in love does. I worry about what I’ve said and how my S/O will receive it. I worry about if I’m doing too much or too little with maintaining the relationship like planning dates, contributing to paying for big events, being too much of a homemaker when we don’t live together yet we used to spend every night together, etc. 

Aside from anxiety, I know I have communication issues. I get nervous and scared and back out of asking for help or confronting people when I have a problem or I want change.


Advice?",5.3655054302422736,6.423803729323312,6.853032581453638,72.25059314954053,68.09774436090225,9.520133667502087,28.311612364243945,9.725611199111238,2.7121602339181288,548,18,97,12,9,188,84,133,0.15,0.74,0.11,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,11,7,1,2,4,0,9,2,0,2,0,24,21,15,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,12,3,13,17,3,13,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,9,8,66,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041536202365696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571624683861346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454901478100135,0.0,0.0,0.11966748344156515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646326297852918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619015305735585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735651368589365,0.0,0.0,0.13112237934617496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130863444403448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431343374848877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243405537138553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552847682995036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603144461960025,0.1559790431678782,0.13742140807037834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809187151501241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880736323666254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460453076087141,0.304962647778006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789210046676267,0.13588741037766774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891392992880792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670850539084907,0.0,0.0,0.14803682457574016,0.0,0.1558096809413742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391898812154547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602477424446938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339160027775746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441167806990592,0.0,0.0,0.09179278054826913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160933520725353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vestid,2020/01/29,"Spasm/jolt feeling when exhaling Hi

I have an occasional symptom where when I take a deep or quick breath as I exhale I get a spasm/jolt/tugging feeling in my chest. It’s in the area of my diaphragm so feel it has something to do with that.

Does anyone experience this? Any idea what it is?

I believe it is anxiety related because of some of the other symptoms I have.

Thanks.",1.3882666666666663,3.9329323600000015,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,85.4,6.0,27.0,7.3871296695380915,1.7006,297,14,58,5,9,99,55,75,0.025,0.8809999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.5514,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,6,4,2,0,0,7,12,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,8,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,3,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514462066066824,0.0,0.1970270574526695,0.0,0.0,0.18008678770900194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570016930936576,0.0,0.0,0.2901736180937988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253860426502853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25193589319707005,0.0,0.0,0.39067904585862173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345606193931053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29074557052787897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827659791514585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353915966584579,0.19364752538712507,0.0,0.0,0.2371198589647181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AgfaAPX100,2020/01/29,"I think I just fucked up my head Ok, so I am a little bit sick right know (just a cold, nothing bad) so I stayed at home today to get better.  
I was bored so I was just clicking through youtube, starting with some cute cat videos and then I somehow started to watch disturbing shit of animals being rescued and in the end I watched tons of disturbing videos of criminal cases etc.  


I am so fucking dumb, why did I watch this. Now I feel bad and I am scared to go to bed which I should be doing.  


What can I do to make myself feel better, help",1.7063392857142858,3.4494198125000004,3.001214285714287,93.49378571428572,78.55357142857143,5.908571428571428,23.7,6.742157984588678,0.594693571428571,417,14,93,4,10,135,76,112,0.257,0.616,0.127,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,14,4,3,3,1,12,5,2,1,0,15,23,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,10,0,0,3,7,16,4,13,17,4,13,0,0,4,2,1,5,4,2,6,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31899178454394794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33788793344325896,0.20854720516125394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918932539746415,0.0,0.21304069393298114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317353264667209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531946318507451,0.0998014245152155,0.0,0.10856254589582524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604429797949335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803842243025826,0.0,0.19161124318075404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498102547916932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145482898731256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750906904768347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329133694277866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313225696819394,0.0,0.0,0.19124694711130102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608195418960492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27041355942974155,0.20360467560619414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223995691490257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106708944434952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236818515004496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ra_laidgp,2020/01/29,"Have to fly in a few days and already anxious I hate, hate, hate flying. It makes me anxious like nothing else. I have to fly across the country Monday for a work event and I am already super anxious about it. This will be the longest flight I’ve ever been on (about 6 hours total) and I’ve flown many times before but I can’t stop worrying about it. I have had trouble falling asleep the last two nights already, worrying over it. 

I do have Klonopin that I can use and I typically take Imodium and keep Nauzene tablets with me as well for the stomach issues. 

Anyone else have severe flight anxiety and have some tips to overcome it?",4.4888082437276005,5.80822689516129,4.723655913978495,85.73603942652329,70.37096774193549,7.124014336917562,30.71326164874552,7.3871296695380915,1.8474347670250888,501,21,97,5,9,157,80,124,0.23800000000000002,0.711,0.052000000000000005,-0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,3,0,6,0,14,2,2,2,2,15,21,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,2,0,10,3,14,17,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,10,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457328348018925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299855457939948,0.4563116299151833,0.0,0.09414279984022088,0.13795368440324976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456797036783127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683109086671566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494740841647293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178878790349405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987847554163301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259240745520445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405282558941936,0.0,0.11967343185421493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974884890454152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577787078626735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987265486393052,0.1365029303347383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634968888056847,0.0,0.12918986223988918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210387663839442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256432902022533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123185856106492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785091507930432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152285168969818,0.0,0.0,0.11628496652250145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105673404296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980188793858016,0.2734651139808194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Markysparkybug,2020/01/29,"I often wake up in the morning from the night before a completely different person like I had way less Inhibitions at night, but no alcohol or drugs involved at all Does anybody feel like a completely different person at night time? And wake up regretting the things you’ve typed said or done in the morning?

I often wake up and cringe at the things I have written or said the night before , it’s like I have less inhibitions sort of like you would from drinking too much , like hangover fear I guess.
Except I don’t really drink.

Is this a common feeling ?",5.870107816711588,6.874128867924532,6.123261455525607,78.13292452830191,66.9245283018868,9.453369272237195,30.23719676549865,9.606745405546679,2.7587725067385445,444,16,81,9,7,142,62,106,0.11900000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.7261,2,0,4,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,9,0,7,7,3,0,1,16,13,6,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,4,8,5,13,7,4,16,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,7,11,55,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444595580007329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300456961482347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283454069315613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28245545660606064,0.0,0.0,0.11829140076181155,0.138329608832906,0.0,0.26483749602507395,0.15675855727599744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210797370186585,0.13669575110472762,0.09656810602102037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890905125036044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33019516771557217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936821016157732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074053776692291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360568919061252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659572253933179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571622536619074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796067769849775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882086149473888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729457761151856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602350595830374,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaos424,2020/01/29,"Anxiety before and after having my child (split custody) Hey all,

I am a divorced dad and I've been experiencing this for a long time now. I get anxious (stressed?) the day before I have my child for her weekly time spent with me and I also worry about her after she's back with her mother. I do my best to cope with this and figure it all out but I'm wondering if others experience the same and what you've done about it?

Thanks all",2.1257584269662932,4.0020173483146095,3.863356741573035,87.17908005617979,77.76404494382022,6.247752808988763,20.11376404494382,7.1686216300943375,0.4119539325842703,340,8,71,4,8,114,60,89,0.057,0.863,0.08,0.6136,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,3,17,11,8,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,13,2,11,8,5,10,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,9,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431777214862148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588549578735014,0.2745077796049081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684311587670227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41353054050399707,0.0,0.255001382450419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670744547267798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486615436244365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768932561364675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695143384227306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150371279462546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783424434505197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237111141715728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833770333691173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491067421480834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635106040486945,0.0,0.24676656143597897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crazyvibz,2020/01/29,"Anxiety disorder feeling So I been having like extreme anxiety to the point where I’m just so sad with anything I do in life I get these attacks 5 to6 times a day and it feels very hard to breath I get very scared I get this weird feeling Thro my body and it freaks me out every time is this just me, this is taking over me) Symptoms are super tired,extreme lightheadedness to the point I feel faint, dizziness,weakness confusion and I get these like brain zaps I’m scared for my life and I can’t sleep cause I think I’m going to do in my sleep please help.",0.5470724637681172,2.990194200000005,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550724,89.6086956521739,4.8057971014492775,19.84057971014493,6.42735559955562,0.09738840579710216,443,14,96,5,15,140,70,115,0.213,0.6459999999999999,0.141,-0.7871,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,3,3,0,8,9,5,1,0,15,22,6,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,5,15,3,10,21,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,5,52,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341004923433305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591205739661412,0.0,0.0,0.17406801227131538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995673411715634,0.0,0.17080686678054366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571807529610063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867711836158237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535974228915946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891533802895014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30946056569141145,0.10930852084099496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31976021625879136,0.0,0.08695763442725618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706458133420987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025576384420545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614731050634747,0.14950337894781496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795618363862178,0.2892829085395392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30637420990829634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062358106189125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590332794828641,0.11504252669733855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980409670783516,0.0,0.0,0.17843969684001895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524942670292194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dr-Anxious,2020/01/29,"How many would be interested in a research paper posted on this subreddit outlining the effects of multivitamins/supplements with generalized anxiety disorder? I’m working on a research “paper” - more of an outline - on how multivitamins / supplements react towards someone with generalized anxiety disorder, who currently takes medication for it, to see how it effects their health overall (specifically mental healthy and energy). 

Just out of curiosity, how many of you would be interested in reading something like that if it was posted on this subreddit?",17.811034482758622,14.06505883908046,16.742988505747125,26.67586206896553,46.81609195402299,20.795402298850576,64.63218390804597,17.879347455551382,11.164259770114944,457,31,50,20,3,155,58,87,0.09300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.4871,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,3,5,3,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,7,0,17,8,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,16,3,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,2,42,9,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070178980459721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599612665533545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329858592582812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803527685027584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068876783720342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214989475650494,0.2022241417475132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843651382954553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072031388284006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990483029994473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002365977389455,0.15448249877618436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087586693629934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460872457906774,0.0,0.0,0.2850947533812883,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,im-failing-at-life,2020/01/29,"I’m freaking out!! I’m so scared... I had an account where I vented about my feelings and stuff, then (I don’t know how) my friend found the account, realized it was me, and then told everyone (my friends and teachers) about it. Now my teachers know and I can’t have them tell my parents. What do I do? 

By the way, I was venting about self harm and stuff like that. But I was just venting.",-0.0030000000000001137,2.256234700000004,1.3949999999999996,99.31,89.5,4.2,23.0,5.6839178017228535,0.11234999999999973,296,12,68,2,10,94,48,80,0.078,0.8059999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.4738,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,16,10,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,6,1,14,3,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,50,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122383059705146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235318986694182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653203825312842,0.3739088355587806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659735661897954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822000822160993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686919789018808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226583953591235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524396287742174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5540221772211948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115026225001951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122383059705146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207376557209507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ToonlinkFTW890,2020/01/29,"(SELF HARM TRIGGER WARNING) -- EVERYTHING makes me stressed, hence urges to self harm.... Can't even do my fucking homework w/o being so stressed that I want sh and cry. I can't live like that!

I can't deal w/ urges everyday over work that should not produce this amount of stress. I am college student and I have a feeling that this semester will be fucking hell b/c of poor mental health, just like 1 yr ago!

(One year ago I became very depressed, and that combined w/ ADHD (w/ meds not working)and undiagnosed GAD made it worse. I used to SH everyday and often have suidical thoughts. )

Help? Advice? PLZ???",1.6748684210526328,4.442819184210528,2.094013157894736,92.73996710526316,89.61403508771929,4.604385964912281,25.546052631578952,6.322622252153567,0.9726157894736844,473,21,90,5,16,144,81,114,0.272,0.6679999999999999,0.06,-0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,3,3,1,0,11,3,0,5,0,17,19,5,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,9,0,1,2,1,9,2,5,13,1,6,1,1,0,2,4,1,3,1,7,45,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681354774376965,0.15189813231046276,0.27558355306274984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074799623340986,0.0,0.16025599603016558,0.13388373750781418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266933284472006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970309428508396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859718519649456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287411049636452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522976245040505,0.0,0.0,0.10419087399954302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188422778727229,0.0,0.13725994916074755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708492410181032,0.10376011430617736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266330366781532,0.0,0.15665104743965694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533291515092087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32432410262909345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341819222712745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340521705565885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425375534674694,0.0,0.1282576254742462,0.09168493154229973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316512397049472,0.0,0.15841077284306365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010087551784888
anxiety,9ans2,2020/01/29,"*How do you get over gym anxiety?* I want to get back in shape again- I got a membership to the nicest gym around to treat & motivate myself... so many classes and amenities, but I can’t get over the debilitating anxiety that people are looking at me or laughing at me while I work out. The rational side of me knows that 99% of the people around me do not even pay any mind, but the 1% of me keeps winning and making me paranoid... how do you cope?!",2.2176098901098875,4.019086736263739,3.7583379120879137,88.37728708791211,77.24175824175825,7.187362637362638,24.561813186813183,8.07648339933343,1.3179989010989006,347,12,75,6,8,115,60,91,0.021,0.794,0.185,0.9306,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,3,8,3,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,4,0,17,14,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,13,3,14,13,0,13,1,0,1,0,2,10,0,1,3,53,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528554765252293,0.0,0.15869908733242866,0.0,0.35705366319086057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154962055889336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944654230066864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541381835776392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657773914154989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664670174874884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074293052201509,0.0,0.0,0.12825363243200422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597138798164232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577578137330692,0.2365997829354651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23563640862440716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235776973578797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764722549375216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698955878045082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rayveltal917,2020/01/29,"Stupid Bad Luck Copypastas So, I keep running into things like ""IF U DONT FORWARD THIS TO 200 PEOPLE U WILL HAVE BAD LUCK"" and it always triggers my anxiety.  I just found one of those on a SoundCloud Song, and I'm just like on the verge of an anxiety attack.  I know it's stupid but it's like part of me just says ""ITS REAL AND WE GONNA SUFFERRRRR"" I'm certain someone here knows what it's like.  If any of you can support me it's much appreciated...",0.9458064516129028,3.1462395483870966,2.882161290322582,90.96324193548388,83.6236559139785,5.870537634408603,22.203225806451613,7.1686216300943375,0.7215729032258067,350,12,76,5,10,117,63,93,0.139,0.6559999999999999,0.204,0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,5,13,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,20,12,7,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,5,0,1,1,2,8,8,8,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,5,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735036298711497,0.0,0.0,0.14179934939462066,0.0,0.3190313062946284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721925905897945,0.0,0.0,0.3482075397325443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443814723915863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286291581886809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534032564398525,0.0,0.0,0.22919201291006816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074853307974353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532846780760513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412971524411568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258046087921741,0.0,0.14456008454492547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733906578829544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582183496284025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176676573658702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366236869451917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853005375488192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aubajean,2020/01/29,"The weather I lie and bed and contemplate 
Thoughts are supposed to appear then evaporate
I pick the clouds and can’t escape 
The unwrapping of them it dehabilitates
My own ability to go about my day
You look at me I smile and say 
It’s okay I’m fine there’s no need to worry
And now it’s not just the thoughts consuming me
They’re consuming you

Clouds don’t rest about one person
They grow float and become a whole new version 
Our minds aren’t isolated, shielded from immersion
Of someone’s thoughts
All it takes is a light breeze, a wind",1.4415873015873009,4.100984111111114,2.4963492063492083,90.905,87.5185185185185,6.419047619047619,23.455026455026456,7.7094869923839395,1.3741804232804244,436,17,89,9,14,138,74,108,0.07200000000000001,0.828,0.099,0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,2,2,0,5,2,0,0,7,1,5,0,0,1,1,16,14,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,3,12,2,9,11,5,8,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,4,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739452165966614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996792197723742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096917614084029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829456944188515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504538279019116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839215544969231,0.0,0.2395625339267991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680810991264083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165825374362965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972546211879193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101669579138148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649829099538165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907579171504622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27693237542256355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190082020234505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,azerty1977,2020/01/29,"Feeling anxiety about future, 43, unemployed, living in a foreign country without knowing the language, 6 months of benefits coming, but after that nothing... I seriously scared that this is the end of me. I also have a pregnant significant other who is relying on me. Trying to give up drinking, 2 days now successfully off from alcohol. Even if I get a job I am so afraid that it won't last... I feel seriously so lost...

She is relying to me a lot, I feel that she doesn't understand that I don't necessarily have the means to hold this together...

These anxiety attacks getting worse by the day and want just to run away somewhere...",4.852287581699347,6.5185273193277355,6.622128851540617,71.13545284780581,69.92436974789916,9.994771241830064,35.07096171802054,10.25414643259724,4.082814379084968,497,26,86,14,9,172,85,119,0.159,0.75,0.091,-0.8537,3,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,2,8,0,9,2,0,0,0,15,21,6,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,2,2,1,6,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,3,12,2,16,19,1,15,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,8,66,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397403511669465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526327228850697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920186769655252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713371952648305,0.17932166099743482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441119812518018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461811272781013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869726498614992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904758004132733,0.0,0.0,0.1260629229678313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28951754029315113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943562348676694,0.18309276226754936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940164346237232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489307328236734,0.1555784631467223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853514012592138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834903411014286,0.16226452597676902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790528467167602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234467706185045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313777704311765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108672207012486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958315190821604,0.0,0.0,0.198694659487112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257568489130597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398470003955308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450525781045566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blondiico,2020/01/29,"Did I Run Away from my Problems? I am normally a very optimistic, positive person, who is smiling most of the time. But I do have my demons.

Coming up on one year, I admitted myself into a mental institution for suicidal ideation. I suffered from anxiety and depression as I was in my 3rd year of college. I'd see a counselor, psychiatrists, talked to a professor, joined a club to help find purpose... tried everything. It got so bad, scary, and lonely, that I was begging for someone to be around me almost or talk to 24/7, because I was terrified of my mind when I was by myself. Most of my anxiety comes from dating, as I could not accept the hookup culture in my college town, and it ultimately put a very bad taste of the town in my mind.

Anyways, after leaving the hospital, I decided to take the rest of the semester off (and had the next semester off as scheduled) and moved back home. I got a whole lot better, tried to find my ground again, transferring to a school by my parents home, and started a bit of a new life.  I do get heavy waves of anxiety, but I work through them. 

The reason why I ask if I ran away from my problems, is because I don't know if I will be strong enough to move out of my home. I am honestly scared to visit back to my old college town (where my friends are) because the memories and the feel of the town gives me so much anxiety. The college just reminds me of my darkest moments of how scared and lonely I was, and how much I was crying out for help.  I really want to be able to continue on with my life without having that repeat, and it gives me anxiety just thinking about it. I just feel so stuck. I don't want to have to depend on anyone, but I feel as if I have to in order to survive, to live comfortable in my own mind.",7.174528583264292,5.457033349295777,7.844258492129246,76.0168765534383,64.80281690140845,11.395194697597349,36.657000828500415,10.328600350310266,3.555036454018227,1369,56,280,27,17,460,173,355,0.153,0.752,0.095,-0.9554,1,4,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,1,4,16,16,0,2,22,0,26,3,0,4,0,56,47,27,1,9,12,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,3,1,7,17,1,0,11,1,0,8,4,10,0,1,12,5,49,6,64,30,10,49,1,4,1,0,15,23,0,9,17,210,56,8,0.09073691419719264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908599126483883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34706745501498354,0.0,0.0,0.06344536014501605,0.0,0.0,0.0807750909784391,0.08482676619131926,0.0,0.1705006355296564,0.13954217232436633,0.15152306654243572,0.16593714211505922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024942695029724,0.09906120964859562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632363437084418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244604265655223,0.0,0.099670239568367,0.0,0.0,0.07815157123993922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375548787176392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815484877304344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763793047196707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586379147686586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010311482610353,0.0,0.047406292640008285,0.17408623227031125,0.0,0.0,0.14514119851670987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163808186862968,0.0,0.2730495695266682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986663506746762,0.0,0.0,0.09607729075868897,0.0,0.0,0.12818033181365698,0.0,0.0,0.0801223576134518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714127966769535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914414679607888,0.0,0.27485525145757544,0.0,0.0,0.19287796000806487,0.1334041445161883,0.0,0.0,0.08763427714914919,0.09649973763656247,0.0,0.08890291064220812,0.0,0.0,0.0952131278580829,0.0,0.061485681349814476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075260522614952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792279735910539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364594519756327,0.0,0.09121566047204517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812839068619784,0.0932926600064333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168696058810854,0.09183060138021212,0.07230557286727897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688109294686532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422405488910732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992514569346189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822286712798725,0.14586178915696268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581405508215467,0.0,0.0,0.05290942435531787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320881722483537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973491390216034,0.10703796581177427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187595183878743,0.10130452429914916,0.0,0.0874671473317597,0.0,0.06605755420698863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168631956328058
anxiety,RecollectionalMuses,2020/01/29,"Giving Up Hope Hey. 

This will be probably buried below the thousands of posts here... But why not?

I'm just a random college-aged male living in the United States who feels like they have wasted their entire life. I know that might sound dramatic: but here is why.

I grew up in a suburban middle-class evangelical Christian family, to oversimplify things. We were — and still are, the present time — neither that particularly rich or poor. You get the general picture. I guess pretty sheltered from the world as well. But I was too socially incompetent to have done anything, regardless.

My time in (public) middle and high school can be generally characterized as a total waste. Teachers would always remark about how ""bright"" and ""lucid"" I was, but I could never grasp the nuances of social interaction — I have Aspergers— and thus spent the majority of my time alone and away from others. Video games, books, and other forms of mindless entertainment consumed my time. I ended up with mediocre grades and transferred into community college.

I always knew that my social isolation from others was atypical. But the full extent of my problems didn't hit until I realized awhile ago that the overwhelming majority of my peers are no longer virgins, partied, have developed stable social networks, and are much more mentally advanced socially than I am. I feel like a 13-year-old trapped in the body of someone far older. 

It's left me all so insecure about myself. I cringe at the realization that I've spent my entire life nearly friendless, never in a relationship, totally alienated from my generation. And it feels like no one will never understand my problems.

I'm also deeply insecure about my own physical appearance; or, to put it more accurately, how people react to it. I get a strong sense of disgust every time I gaze upon my own reflection in the mirror. 
It's a topic that has caused me a great amount of self-hatred. I hate my appearance. A casual glance at a site like Snapchat or Instagram shows how attractive men and women get adoration, reverence, and praise from just merely existing. And me?  I've never been complimented on my appearance by a woman in my entire life.

It causes me to feel disgusting about myself. Like I'll never be viewed as attractive. It makes me feel ontologically inferior to them in some way. Or, that reality is just playing a sick joke upon us all. I can't help but feel a disgusted mix of sadness, envy, and repressed anger towards the world. It all feels so random, so meaningless, I've dwelt on it to the point of being cynical about whether love truly exists. They'll say that ""no one"" deserves love... which only makes me hate myself anymore.

My social skills are non-existent. I never learned how to communicate with others, impress women, etc. And the suggested ""help"" I've seen online from armchair commentators is even worse. Alone? Having trouble with the girls? Friends in general? They'll urge you to go after the hollowest, meaningless, and hedonistic things in existence. I see it now: someone in the comments is ready to recommend visiting a strip club, hiring a prostitute, or watching pornography on your computer. 

It's absolutely ridiculous. They just want you to shut up, keep repeating crap about how the world will ultimately work out for you, and wait for you to disappear from the face of it. 

And I find that a total freakin' joke. 

I still don't know how people easily obtain friendships, etc. The notion of someone other than family particularly caring about me honestly seems totally surreal. Like a dream you'd come up to relieve yourself of sadness, then, cry as you realize that it is nothing more than such. I just want someone to cuddle up next me. I want to be loved. I want friends. And all of this seems forever out of my reach.

I'm also a kissless virgin who has never been in a relationship. But I'm not necessarily depressed about it for the reasons that might be typical among my peers. It's less about the sex than the idea of a women finding me desirable/important to her. And I feel like the world is implicitly telling me that I'm too ugly, insecure, and meaningless to be loved.

I'm not unintelligent from an academic/""book-knowledge"" mperspective. I turned my grades around once I got motivated in college. I'm currently riding with a 3.9 GPA as a sophomore. But it feels like elite schools like Harvard, Yale, etc. are now impossible for me to reach regardless of my efforts. Any chance of that perished with my miserable years in high school. My CC allows me to transfer to a top public university in our state... but the whole notion still kind of stings me. (Yeah, cry me a river and all of that.)

I always wanted to make music as a dream career. I can create epic songs in my head, etc. (I want to good at syntheizers... think synthwave) But I don't know if I'll have the time now to ever become close to perficient. I'vd barely picked up an instrument before now. So I don't even really know where to begin.

I'm uncertain what my career path in life will be after college. (I'm still taking prereqs now) I felt forced to go to college by my parents. Still don't have a job. Still don't have a driver's license. I don't even know if there is a good place for me to start off at.

I feel undesired, unwanted, and abandoned in a world that is either vindictive or uncaring about my entire existence. Being white, male, autistic, socially awkward, and a virgin all together at once carries a lot of negative connotations in modern day society. So I'm afraid of what people would wrongly presume about me if I told anyone this in real life. (that I'm sexist, dangerous, etc.)

I feel like the gap will make me inevitably disconnected from my peers. I have no idea what a 20 year old is supposed to have done by now. Do most people have friends? Do they go to parties? I'm utterly disconnected from experiences that all of my peers have already done. A lot of things that you are supposed to do as a teenager I utterly missed. I just sat, cried, and got bored in my room every day.

How the freakin' heck are you supposed to fix this in a relatively short period of time? I'll graduate in 2.5 years. It feels like 
I've missed the boat entirely.  I've never really had any close relations with my peers ever. Can you even fix your past?

I'm constantly overcome with the feeling of being unwanted and alone, that my chance of accel at my goals is now past, and that I should just lay over, rot, and die. Maybe I'll survive. Maybe I'll get a decent job. But I'd just be a wageslaving for the next 50 years all alone.

I just want to do something substantive in my life. To experience the world, to accomplish things, to be the most moral and outstanding person I can be, but I just fear that all of this has already passed.

Am I wrong? Any tips? Any recommendations? I feel like the days are going by.... and I'm doing nothing with them. Feel free to ask me anything about this. I'll respond relatively quickly.

I'm afraid of dying a cynical, bitter man who wasted their entire life. Thanks.",4.388982838035641,6.6139486578148725,5.405435293485709,77.08267037748266,72.28528072837634,8.762603569366298,28.58329192796809,9.373239517866658,2.8177303557280395,5593,223,981,135,113,1837,533,1318,0.16699999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.151,-0.9906,6,6,1,0,0,0,208.0,3,12,9,14,65,80,12,11,75,1,89,21,4,19,24,200,182,74,2,21,36,1,16,12,3,12,8,3,1,10,60,45,0,4,38,13,5,15,25,36,1,3,20,27,124,45,174,134,39,152,4,9,7,9,73,75,2,26,70,677,184,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03489164643145777,0.0,0.0,0.16306681401076753,0.08687291659061387,0.0629548477931429,0.09825590891119887,0.0,0.0,0.10706883745031344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903608899916597,0.027522516717086748,0.0,0.06478241720436369,0.035040131960744035,0.03679774352640965,0.0,0.0369814796614998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347174858581637,0.03349378693902181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372181776677412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040131731927074116,0.08087032588738996,0.0,0.033906497105646034,0.0,0.042535860998210565,0.0,0.03142700136848965,0.0,0.12971047032185118,0.0761548462760204,0.0,0.03390205242749795,0.0,0.0817021661108185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084162033499893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0348626574634145,0.0,0.21949271092917805,0.10399175193610902,0.07120956582376023,0.0663276209197865,0.0,0.0,0.07700631368198851,0.07421314802285255,0.044292696174709316,0.2985357978630306,0.2249592405215877,0.037793268618589455,0.0,0.07195150225717542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123192674663308,0.0,0.08225915834964198,0.03775919331943983,0.08948032252108261,0.06602921509574072,0.06296206772857216,0.04339625690843327,0.04336119405300794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772277940952829,0.04039631455506164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276644555270465,0.08317529474159424,0.0,0.039094908723550224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886881627543712,0.0,0.0,0.07812054591283933,0.03498636151026803,0.0,0.04098900577804798,0.10816041505101734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276644818859115,0.0,0.19461562846799926,0.23076082947207585,0.0,0.03475697705534825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692757845108996,0.14210137232606934,0.0,0.10509658306740632,0.0,0.07908795159255687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039667192759775996,0.08351278605572285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028935274298887183,0.0,0.2428644821681188,0.0,0.08372292745210025,0.0,0.0,0.0755369534199131,0.0,0.08260666807377429,0.08383754978792797,0.053344821085223884,0.02993623873459132,0.0,0.0,0.04370635228941279,0.0,0.07515012236970894,0.10915339358060107,0.034368994401428765,0.041124450671015576,0.0,0.03720939530848329,0.0,0.03769749224585665,0.040044855456775295,0.04243841716586413,0.07532739066545738,0.0,0.039569237757714634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480207060890132,0.05043204422644939,0.040470237519965466,0.0,0.08451916577677443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031301890962735585,0.0,0.11950799502990404,0.03136606575216275,0.07166656859393508,0.04106268967204104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28086906189175315,0.13340368222493068,0.03030245055814224,0.0,0.0,0.027860313508889543,0.0,0.1886051474931238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029594993183518357,0.0,0.03440373682499796,0.036238834427182606,0.0,0.0,0.10460028110698312,0.0252212971645075,0.0,0.0,0.16066428799325605,0.0,0.0,0.03761165569245616,0.0,0.0,0.04281407239959277,0.0,0.040976770278613316,0.04734710809132695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625152680730945,0.03124337279421969,0.0,0.0,0.035390767982979014,0.0,0.07103536800988386,0.043945774082880314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028655683186227868,0.0,0.04011279058961559,0.05592264325837068,0.08607136968982983,0.0,0.12673776490764938
anxiety,thetalldoctor,2020/01/29,"Im paranoid I'm annoying I've been reflecting and have come to the realization (panic) that I'm annoying. I'm overeager, talkative, outgoing, and I reach out to people more than they reach out to me. I feel really pathetic and embarrassed. I always considered myself a socially aware person who didn't come off as desperate. I feel so sad and pissed off at myself.",2.814673913043478,5.651634434782611,5.217228260869568,73.01975543478262,81.46376811594203,10.406521739130435,27.46557971014493,10.125756701596842,4.053766666666667,292,13,49,12,8,102,47,69,0.321,0.621,0.057999999999999996,-0.9679,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,10,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,2,8,0,10,8,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641982849646561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470228803786327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321090697424624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34297116534607625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725359609037284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012522988411365,0.27724223848024715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034085238160825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236670094031016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slimersmom,2020/01/29,"I think anxiety is ruining my life I've had depression for years but finally realised that I don't actually think I'm depressed but it's been anxiety all along.

I worry about everything, I have zero self confidence, I think I'm not good enough, it's just a vicious circle of negativity in my head.

I can't concentrate on anything if I have something important to do because I live in fear or fucking things up or disappointing others.

Does anyone else feel like this? 

I am a 40 year old mum of 2 wonderful kids. I don't know how to get out of this head of mine, it's taking over and I just want to be normal.",2.451258181818183,4.3152596239999985,4.795418181818182,80.92170909090909,76.75999999999998,8.705454545454547,27.363636363636363,9.339509955726095,2.5489200000000003,483,20,98,13,11,169,86,125,0.255,0.626,0.11900000000000001,-0.9556,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,1,2,0,11,4,2,1,1,21,23,7,0,3,8,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,14,2,16,20,2,10,0,4,0,1,3,6,1,4,5,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.16277634251453804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552087369603012,0.0,0.0,0.11663302043043727,0.17091009528892476,0.13726522663239638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016819829547688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28733555249003145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459710356966521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934308160656272,0.0,0.0,0.1723528041675409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499124035831038,0.0,0.0,0.18770052866047787,0.08434095900287356,0.11916459151190607,0.0,0.1827252922338144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420732621504865,0.08714804495357123,0.0,0.0,0.1399070236277875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423774234926573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167094730532464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781838124199602,0.08149185875400007,0.0,0.1472907167853568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634322032305862,0.0,0.0,0.17503241626078106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401263019215674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841363205879888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541561805897652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081696169709508,0.32064321345044905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838513978659956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089148954323592,0.0,0.1693972469486198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148322186626903
anxiety,happy-vibeZ,2020/01/29,"I wish in the future to be full of confidence, to get rid of my anxiety completely, and to be successful in my career path I choose. One day I will look back at this post, and I’ll smile that I did it.",2.388333333333332,2.761359954545455,4.611818181818184,88.12106060606064,74.45454545454545,9.503030303030306,23.75757575757576,9.725611199111238,1.6913575757575772,154,4,38,4,3,54,33,44,0.035,0.708,0.256,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,8,3,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031349472924349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046965974582124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41546713991629575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255552500330825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702753619088632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327554510196162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685134907623477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795039529610608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556751326250403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m33ster_robot,2020/01/29,"I'm going to be homeless I need a job or a place that will rent to someone on government assistance.

The second option seems impossible.

I'm trying to get a job but can't drive.

I failed my test due to anxiety several times.

Ran out of money for a therapist.

Rural area.

Fear.

So far behind everyone else.

Fear.

No way to catch up.

Fear.

I'm going to end up

Or homeless.

I'm weak.

I'm tired.

Make it stop.",-1.4852794117647043,0.21233755294117884,1.8912867647058853,90.9651654411765,108.76470588235294,5.419117647058823,17.077205882352942,6.9077264865688965,0.5551323529411762,312,10,67,7,16,111,60,85,0.295,0.6679999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9769,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,9,15,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,13,12,0,17,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,4,4,32,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406336336037899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357094837179208,0.0,0.16282366374768578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566267247093598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205980490154178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604644707123497,0.0,0.20895587150085645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648566811880667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271160567977325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631167379917322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920689418152552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673569101686384,0.0,0.2076817577123395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576319963624358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369468696848113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344715317766386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071959426252164,0.21129183283070754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124812218835138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459200415667732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hatework7124,2020/01/29,"Anxiety and depression too bad for work. I suffered a long time from depression and anxiety. I was first given meds for it in middle school but I did not take them for long. My mom would always freak out about everything so I spent too much time at doctors and treatment centers I just grew to hating health care places and doctors. I don’t take any meds and just try to get through life.

I’ve always had a problem with working and school. Every job I’ve had I had quit because anxiety and depression and growing frustrated with trying to get through every day. The most recent job I quit was last month. I just got a new job last week but I’m already done with it. Most times it takes a few months before I quit but I cannot do this job. I’m always in a large crowd of people and they are all very disrespectful and loud. I also work a lot harder than my last job and it is already physically wearing on me. (Its a factory/warehouse job).

I’m already late on all my bills because I was in between switching jobs. I didn’t even work enough days to pay my bills and I already feel like I can’t do it anymore. I’ve started getting bad migraines and I had to leave work early yesterday after only two hours there. This morning I was just so depressed and anxious that I couldn’t stop crying or hold myself together. I had to call off again.

What are my options for treatments? It’s starting to get very obvious to me that I cannot function without some meds or a therapist or something. Is it possible I can go to the emergency room or a urgent care? I do not have a primary doctor and I need to make it back to work as soon as I can but I just can’t hold myself together.",1.803151630153529,3.9926152052785966,3.339652406417116,88.98241978609627,80.2316715542522,6.240503708814905,25.27867862687597,7.39963492309942,1.2783399344488535,1319,52,269,19,34,434,170,341,0.182,0.7709999999999999,0.047,-0.9924,7,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,10,16,14,2,0,12,0,29,7,1,1,3,52,51,28,0,4,16,1,1,1,0,1,6,1,1,0,14,19,0,3,1,0,4,3,10,11,0,2,15,2,37,3,37,34,9,42,0,5,0,0,5,12,0,9,28,180,51,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954776321006619,0.053531497747553634,0.16709709104043222,0.0,0.0,0.04552115866944345,0.0,0.15362561368961258,0.07562258677176965,0.06638600151010972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147234720790075,0.11178338076819842,0.08161140154608941,0.0,0.05696058819726285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835271861405817,0.0,0.13649857271157378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352990270829841,0.08634088556685893,0.0,0.23061958934418697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554625868078447,0.0,0.06850235423785021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916640244303973,0.0,0.04421291155228812,0.0,0.1127988396234318,0.0,0.060160910566635965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03384662489827536,0.0478215955538551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056938708526797076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989251357984048,0.0,0.03804326315923076,0.0,0.05353763697226336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608890239184964,0.0,0.07115356329503042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592192822209766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649899065625922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369389195351808,0.0755106770144015,0.07087927020700595,0.0,0.0,0.04728135182674382,0.0327032607658149,0.0,0.0,0.11847871044436525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690957314162511,0.0,0.0,0.04468263920067194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223064097969842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839873890558717,0.10686094806981876,0.0,0.049208238134266086,0.04963479456949275,0.0,0.06465059079414606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050910509756344834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640742410971425,0.0,0.0699375350949426,0.0,0.0,0.07546423373703531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405206564848903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135952090787826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609468527829625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549270503157398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051533301109028526,0.0,0.0,0.09476025196647073,0.0,0.0,0.05596442330641622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099053049715458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772192435275238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709889056291567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089505937359013,0.0,0.06539016943019961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046420374769124,0.0,0.0,0.05369483296527283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452729381738022,0.0,0.2923965401321009,0.0,0.0,0.04755190357157505,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strugglingstudent78,2020/01/29,"Hardest thing I've learnt about anxiety As someone who has suffered with anxiety for about 8 years now the hardest life lesson I've had is that anxiety pushes people away. People want to be around happy and funny people not the girl who's always crying and needs constant reassurance, it's annoying. All you ever here is to be open about how you feel but the harsh reality is, no one wants to hear it, they feel uncomfortable. My anxiety has ruined so many relationships which has only led to me being untrust worthy of people and increased my anxiety around friends and partners. It's like a horrible cycle that just continues to get worse and worse.",7.765584415584417,8.14506680991736,8.02250295159386,68.33297520661161,62.71900826446282,10.881227863046043,34.64108618654073,10.608840637214634,3.8880639905549015,528,21,85,12,7,173,83,121,0.27,0.593,0.13699999999999998,-0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,12,7,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,2,2,22,17,9,0,3,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,9,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,3,6,4,15,13,2,12,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,0,6,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244494056049247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628667447071893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619987086400726,0.0,0.0,0.1382571835883337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902252686876234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164311138769968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331103312449488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881221263773442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369176644436366,0.0,0.07688253459479769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664947975105814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585464026523694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394009155990397,0.0718926127738914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919230731782246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091137391971095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971619294001367,0.11191818425214203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40807563444449735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798964679741542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468414969840586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776339671080764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359193582109794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999275044455563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476314409698404
anxiety,Wastedkermit,2020/01/29,"I can't get groceries. Maybe somebody has some advice, I don't know. Over the last year my anxiety around leaving the house has skyrocketed. In the past, I could do my makeup and put on something nice and gain the confidence to go run errands. In fact, leaving the house used to make me feel better. 

Now nothing helps, and it's been like this for a few months now. I've been trying to get groceries for two days. But I think of people judging what I'm buying, or what I'm wearing, and I just can't. Elevated heart rate, trouble breathing. I can hardly look out my window. My partner lives with me, and he works 10hr days. I just want him to come home to some food to eat. But I can't bring myself to do it. I freak out.

I want to be able to go for a nice dinner out sometime with him. Maybe see a movie. But I get the same chest tightening, cold sweat panic thinking about that. I don't know what to do. I started ordering food to my house awhile ago (skipthedishes) and now I panic even thinking about stepping outside to grab the food. 

Going to work is hell. It takes everything I've got to make it to work every day, and I practically speed home once my shift is over. I only stop for gas if I have to, and I won't pay inside. I'll use my card at the pump with my hood up and I feel like I'm about to be attacked when I'm waiting for my tank to fill. I'll avoid a gas station if there's other cars filling up there. 

I don't want to live like this. Does anyone have experience working through these feelings? I feel trapped.",1.6720156640922426,3.5094547287066256,2.9298857826607225,93.52611987381704,79.0,5.5080604808006095,22.60295877297944,6.311591054244273,0.29260587403459226,1187,37,264,9,29,383,167,317,0.10099999999999999,0.809,0.09,-0.7641,0,2,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,6,13,13,2,3,12,0,22,10,5,4,1,49,56,16,0,6,8,0,6,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,12,17,5,3,9,0,2,11,7,7,0,1,3,9,35,6,44,49,4,39,1,0,2,0,5,12,1,5,18,154,47,5,0.09433278245200782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218090324550596,0.08362031992930666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216432037560608,0.0,0.0,0.06595967483688417,0.0,0.0,0.08397617609356596,0.0,0.10731715836179878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342968020654705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125933928701039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531705085955921,0.0,0.0,0.18251052217549185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255125362115505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652598665336054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623059131358911,0.0,0.0794794377553624,0.0,0.08478022225493871,0.0922755622798421,0.0,0.0,0.19078995676283586,0.06739135863229556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34220272495339443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785495616748054,0.0,0.16083448250190222,0.0,0.07544654359054719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450364423022143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178480140026828,0.06322927562786775,0.0,0.1892469444486244,0.0,0.0,0.3265420967634137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368566044046996,0.0768938081271421,0.0,0.1997695920763001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825869771947702,0.0,0.16659515032362793,0.0,0.07921577894132878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593572958555138,0.0,0.18953991832155626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529552696595171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051484893191336,0.0,0.0,0.1004613346224203,0.0,0.07174433185272998,0.0,0.2213583901480327,0.0,0.0,0.0900513148272645,0.06539847374721637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483050125361073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517101430773426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262198461432663,0.0932975339280373,0.0,0.06676922894769784,0.0,0.0,0.0788664300722659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092651254428238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133391401330765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404576711844576,0.0,0.09214942136622012,0.0,0.0,0.16294647266195347,0.0,0.0,0.1669197575049332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27470155649231315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060747219077332125
anxiety,Codplayer97,2020/01/29,"I want to open up I stuggled with anxiety ever since my parents divorced when i was 13. I just pulled myself back at the time and had anxiety for the whole time i went to high school. It really slowed down some personal and emotional development cause of me not feeling good. At the end of high school i was feeling better and made some good friends who are still my friends today (5 years later).

Two years later my mother died of cancer, and it didnt really change me at first but a lot lof things where about too change, like i was forced to live on my own and i found myself isolated for like a year.. it wasnt until  2019 i refound myself and i am now finding out again what i like to do regarding hobbys education.

Thing i like to talk about is:
My friends just see me as a funny guy to be Around with but dont take me too seriously i think. I want to start opening up about what ive been through and what that made/makes me feel.. i know they will be supportive, one of the girls said in the beginning to me that i can tell her anything. But at the time i was just not ready
Same girl that told me like a year ago that i am a really closed off person, and that is what i want to change!

Anyone with experiences on opening up? Thanks :)",2.5209579831932767,4.0829720313725515,3.675910364145661,90.33588235294121,75.74509803921569,7.210084033613445,22.338935574229694,7.957251820313856,0.8588935574229692,968,26,215,15,21,314,136,255,0.09300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9734,2,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,16,14,0,0,11,0,20,1,0,2,1,42,39,14,1,3,8,2,3,5,3,1,1,1,0,5,15,17,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,13,5,37,13,38,23,6,46,0,0,1,0,18,21,0,3,28,154,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915325607566016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798516544359734,0.0,0.0,0.07220084722944024,0.0,0.08497306870236719,0.0919220883977684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793995261672988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132388250685483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607507490704024,0.32770187240575416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716617368823894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101836586369125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615208022651492,0.09145651291277446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340335835138512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100677105600324,0.0,0.0,0.1566320242846546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437653314556572,0.08783175283119178,0.0,0.1132177772808038,0.2393321247904531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321690893361186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224229534668426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819686079700829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674825223031393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522347969137055,0.0,0.09117927754667876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778680955770918,0.0,0.19541165794699766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699707319146604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146565082343971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032293628630836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845040107115267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822261978430363,0.0,0.0,0.2090065280135748,0.082283773131638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541662027433873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308700218431788,0.0,0.08246248929446545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717668953587433,0.0,0.0,0.07763765223813847,0.08299538950888889,0.09025260924199643,0.09506668940001443,0.0,0.0,0.13720091432759776,0.06616397192965981,0.0,0.0,0.18063284325966672,0.0,0.09787712413264248,0.09866806275791694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100868694559169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827138769406068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572180075558018,0.0,0.11528459237769112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659807341417138
anxiety,SOICEY69,2020/01/29,Driving anxiety! All of a sudden. Can anyone relate So long story short ive never been nervous about driving. Driving actually use to help my anxiety. Anyway. A couple weeks ago I got stuck in a traffic jam like an hr wait and i ended up having one of the worst panic attacks of my life. When i got out i felt an instant relief. But now it’s progressively getting way worse. I panic almost everytime i drive now and i cant quit driving i just dont know what to do! I get the fast heart rate and feel like im going to pass out. The only thing i want to do when this happens is just get out of my confinement and run lol. Currently taking viibryd 10mg but maybe i need to up it because i have been on it for 3 years now. Any tips or just any good wishes would be awesome. Anxiety and panic attacks really suck!,0.5166071428571399,2.8313393511904787,3.1383809523809525,87.52328571428568,87.03571428571428,5.502857142857144,21.495238095238093,6.961326702584282,0.7925752380952379,633,22,127,9,20,220,110,168,0.172,0.6970000000000001,0.131,-0.8078,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,11,12,3,4,8,1,13,2,1,1,2,27,31,11,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,3,0,0,8,3,8,0,1,6,2,16,4,18,23,2,31,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,2,16,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.12911371421558626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728323328501827,0.0,0.132487547036839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799482214877552,0.0,0.3036462248155327,0.0,0.0,0.09251296739642097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010393485763469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806538486200695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639650301936236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506422106014686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718579105315373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689899962823474,0.09452100210269294,0.12703661745239686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073767157456098,0.0,0.07519379718347921,0.11097383800608547,0.2116379028436902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699970131769664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678585003538398,0.0886833952581772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291555655154786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271312470480559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345319209186333,0.1292782034480368,0.0,0.0,0.11708859051372053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292136693643186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810485132363077,0.10204423777595073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965545819364308,0.10062634556618667,0.0,0.4657054840248638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407260532446009,0.0,0.0,0.08476001870061227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947929790099308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789968678354111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427180129386764,0.0,0.0,0.07803880235442069,0.10502008803836678,0.10612965462222347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521478965058979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483335576258199,0.0939879467721684,0.0,0.0,0.08520214072950308
anxiety,droddman,2020/01/29,You ever get that feeling that feeling that if i dont curl my toes this instant some phantom menace is going to peel my toenails off like a peanut shell?,12.758064516129036,6.574499000000002,11.345161290322585,68.93774193548388,59.0,12.4,47.1290322580645,3.1291,3.974006451612904,123,5,23,0,1,39,27,31,0.098,0.7340000000000001,0.168,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824345029948015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495296082638329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025567514276129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596415720364416,0.0,0.2824343461788267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427900055168499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angstyvampire,2020/01/29,"Do I have anxiety? What kind? I’m wondering what it’s like for people who have been diagnosed with anxiety/ if you have had similar experiences as I have. 
Ever since I came to college two years ago, I’ve dealt with problems I never had before. It started freshman year, I was nervous and stressed out all the time. I’d get this feeling in public places like I’m going to throw up and I want to sprint out and run to my bed. My heart would hurt and it felt like I was having a heart attack. It only happened about twice a month but ever since last fall it’s started to happen almost every day. I’ll be in class and suddenly feel the need to throw up. Then I start freaking out that I might have to throw up in front of everyone which makes it even worse. It’s getting to the point where it’s taking over my life. 
Another thing I’ve noticed is whenever I travel to new destinations I get extremely anxious. I start to feel so sick like I’m physically sick. To distract myself I chew my nails or rip pieces of paper. 
The weird thing about this all is that I’m an extremely social person. I’m known to be very laidback and outgoing and fun. I go out often and have many friends. So I’m just confused I guess as to why this all happens so randomly. 
Idk what I’m asking but I just wanna hear other people’s experiences. 
Like does anyone else feel this way? Do I have anxiety or could it be something else? If so what kind?",2.114473818646232,4.132632927586208,3.735440613026821,87.41176883780335,78.34482758620689,6.7790549169859515,23.499361430395915,7.793537801064563,1.183231162196679,1119,37,230,18,27,372,157,290,0.151,0.735,0.114,-0.9089,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,13,19,1,4,7,0,23,7,2,1,6,49,56,21,0,8,8,0,5,5,1,2,4,1,1,1,24,15,1,0,7,2,0,10,1,9,0,2,7,6,23,10,34,43,4,42,0,1,0,0,8,14,0,11,22,144,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691088575752133,0.0,0.09817780208046001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280862350126496,0.2250122341998604,0.11076282656789306,0.0,0.06855527184299336,0.1004585836841318,0.0,0.0,0.0916587438784482,0.11154022488898953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834289862463926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213724304177584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828087250063752,0.0,0.0,0.06323084770045419,0.0,0.0,0.09951350692107938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579975033190311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380786167971664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475772997698906,0.17737444555129145,0.08260705460907224,0.09368610098293118,0.0,0.19181344578194312,0.0,0.0,0.1982977839586788,0.0,0.09413847689205508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574924443583028,0.0,0.15367323654129642,0.0,0.11144234915157968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800750804504912,0.0,0.26010233662748217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050372493258917,0.2323673507142603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495909036238002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204197345945734,0.0,0.07991967716995821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925201048843475,0.23949892188564784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544573027257672,0.09940213709753218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401014211867904,0.0,0.0,0.07825850161447062,0.0,0.0,0.07269904901859355,0.07561826906669945,0.0946923727596822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162476540254618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456756246177655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594397355489066,0.08560902254616437,0.10243604987602548,0.0,0.09268411885104982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381572545449267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220750441358575,0.0,0.0,0.09994442570270154,0.0,0.07547975197459335,0.0,0.0,0.2775867317464001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231009858724696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371756092450815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027334636317714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057170768066324026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577561817213744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089730835704133,0.05782942067768885,0.07782347585495203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847026989652665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632550879634316,0.0,0.0,0.09991612654902744,0.06964828198971021,0.0,0.0,0.1262753986538331
anxiety,Swiftie13-90,2020/01/29,"I don't know what I've done :( Hey

I just saw my so called ""best friend"" her words not mine had just blocked me on WhatsApp and I don't know why, we work together and I am currently on a week off for which I won't see her now until Monday. We was supposed to be going out this Saturday night but that's all but off now it seems. My last message was nothing but innocent she reads it then the next day with no interaction to me block's me on the app so I'm at a loss, something must of happened to make her do this I don't know what to think do or say.

I'm just really down now and feeling lost and alone like I've just lost my closest friend 😥",-0.4597814685314674,1.4887685244755249,1.6760445804195818,98.96483610139862,87.53146853146852,5.2533216783216785,18.72770979020979,6.6274283507984215,-0.1802304195804197,501,14,126,6,16,167,90,143,0.14,0.7609999999999999,0.1,-0.6037,1,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,5,9,7,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,2,29,28,12,0,1,9,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,2,6,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,7,4,19,4,16,18,2,23,0,3,2,0,13,9,0,2,14,82,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046699802647253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312645398759285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976436532298977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482845154185886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807632850513554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786839104628248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990837931885749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100030790879224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711620888875873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31912210477076725,0.1577750403744701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456232409395733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225813342520112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920100658231767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585039370674688,0.18164042232253885,0.0,0.1857234580072874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360968809847925,0.0,0.12399776829817782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392454073303288,0.0,0.0,0.15424011511801095,0.1762073043744607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900987262399729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402370794019547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525999787582687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465536522602118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409120260204862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrianTheDiabetic,2020/01/29,"Asking a girl out in my Ukulele Class Hey, everybody I’m a sophomore in college and I’m taking a class with this really pretty girl who is in my class. I’ve been trying to work up the courage to ask her out, but it hasn’t worked out so far, and I always get nervous and I’m having a hard time about it. Does anybody have any advice for me, I could really use it. Thanks in advance everybody",1.8631497418244445,3.3814061927710877,3.67765920826162,89.81445783132533,77.43373493975903,6.670567986230638,22.70051635111876,7.447530270364453,0.8067913941480205,306,9,67,4,7,103,57,83,0.053,0.8390000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.6533,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,15,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,13,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,1,40,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552175889684635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906282372328844,0.0,0.0,0.17086081950320015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469775726683023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060526802077894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987340408485054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126944816026107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507355248342933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255614872942166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32191851937316623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889111681398112,0.0,0.0,0.2313202270807351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465077851655948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058445772590347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217002129320913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658307032535085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YoungDumbHuge,2020/01/29,"About to go take a permit test and I’m extremely nervous. I held off to get this thing for so long as I didn’t really need it until now. I’m about to go and my legs feel numb, hearts racing, and I feel my heart pumping. I’ve taken so many practice tests and read the manual but I’m scared I won’t pass it feel like an idiot about it. Here we go I guess...",-0.3571249999999999,1.3054595374999989,2.1750000000000007,97.28,84.875,5.5,15.0,6.6274283507984215,-0.6492499999999999,273,4,69,3,8,94,54,80,0.15,0.8079999999999999,0.042,-0.815,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,7,5,1,2,3,0,2,4,3,1,0,13,17,9,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,3,3,8,1,10,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,37,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494618053688752,0.1645838264829169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036426699394966,0.0,0.3927915254683319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537900189053138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460038417528602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255224199378608,0.0,0.0,0.2038794324599152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335695981680197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082417101162733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304427759786201,0.0,0.1475876038148025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23065100238497024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321741348648878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305452201794745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,overclocker334,2020/01/29,"Always pushing myself away from intimacy and don’t know what to do about it To preface, I’m 17, and have had at least some form of anxiety for about as long as I can remember, even when I was just a small kid of 4/5 and the thought of trying new foods instilled a fear so deep I would breakdown and suffer panic attacks. 

My mother has always tried her hardest to help me live a normal life, and thus has given me a rather extraordinary amount of freedom all throughout my adolescence to make my own choices for just about anything you can imagine. I still have my father fortunately, but he’s mostly been out of the picture in my life. I’ve pushed away and rejected just about everything that I’ve ever wanted to without much resistance, for better or for worse. When I went to high school, I went from a school with <200 people to a school of 4000+ students, which as you can imagine didn’t help much. I’ve slowly pulled away from most of the people I’d call friends 1 by 1 as time has gone, (willingly) skipping on what most people would consider the American high school experience. I can only say it’s gotten worse year after year, as I’ve become angrier, more unpleasant, more self conscious, and generally a less happy person. Although, as if god sent her himself, in my sophomore year I met a girl and by some stroke of luck we hit it off and were together for just over a year, unquestionably the best year of my high school career if only for her. 

The problem has always been me, though. One painstaking night, I had been feeling the worst I had in years, and I made the worst mistake of my life, and just like I do everything else, pushed away the one person who unconditionally cared about me, because some part of me can’t let myself open up to someone else without thinking they have some agenda against me, because the idea that somebody actually likes me for me is just so out there. I honestly could not tell you what she sees in me, as she’s been hit on by much more attractive, desirable guys than me in the months since then than me but regardless she retains that she loves ME and wants to be with ME even after I hurt her so badly she should’ve ran far away and never looked back. I’ve been an asshole,  and I can’t make any excuses for myself

I want to get over myself. I want to be the guy she thinks I am, and I want to stop living like this. I apologize that this didn’t really go anywhere, but I’ve been feeling exceptionally shitty today and reddit’s one of the few places I know to talk to like minded people who don’t know you personally😟",10.153506876227896,6.579138510805503,9.589723968565817,71.63822053045189,60.748526522593316,12.537563850687626,38.416601178781924,10.125756701596842,3.6070376424361488,2038,66,404,30,20,658,248,509,0.12,0.742,0.138,0.7223,0,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,4,1,2,27,24,1,2,23,0,39,6,0,4,4,85,72,37,0,16,17,2,3,4,1,3,4,1,0,7,15,22,1,2,13,0,0,10,10,11,0,3,23,6,63,13,81,40,24,59,0,3,2,1,41,27,0,11,26,292,78,7,0.0,0.0,0.06839820134416899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749626916226871,0.0,0.0,0.04766393237008587,0.0,0.05361902812702254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057678495927116075,0.0,0.0,0.07973804371416965,0.3292615830165199,0.05389525548025677,0.05852262614540463,0.08545301652288294,0.07740943243416759,0.0,0.0,0.07355563832522061,0.06198933692356238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157022036697229,0.0,0.07146191934153208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596154785998947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710321050851015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258820679041446,0.06340085519471474,0.0,0.0,0.12598561444332326,0.06856194229457704,0.0,0.07887128039247898,0.0708797090083729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475369101571621,0.0,0.054151733781700434,0.0,0.03661938481602559,0.0,0.039834037079907306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880119679774358,0.0,0.0746126231460424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396034745968264,0.2221633325531379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503331236640794,0.0791236245696179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555969032736367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167226828209987,0.1485209442185563,0.13697067956834955,0.0,0.12378236231609675,0.0620278723892185,0.058858353505604324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325939798673265,0.0663213103229548,0.09357188416240346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707714079103506,0.0,0.055945555327242866,0.0,0.154573710536315,0.0,0.05405810191284211,0.06769382584645772,0.0,0.06577517082247239,0.06867379233372564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248537698078828,0.10661394238991084,0.0,0.08223608069557818,0.0,0.07590116349808998,0.0,0.19436766452257406,0.12240061357070538,0.07322963738911806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706712690253251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490175857957122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939885462390216,0.0,0.0,0.055738765804606696,0.0,0.35467655690407623,0.05585304080360594,0.0,0.07311966058733957,0.0,0.0,0.057979572349659274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938743932323243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597435076248079,0.05859878275458874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633607575742997,0.061262172051355736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982230355440587,0.06886354429272369,0.055644014815242455,0.04087032465446643,0.0,0.06643758301134749,0.0,0.0,0.09517367504236922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067059161191384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994916105373372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135129450059487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285638162279365,0.0995805371459412,0.0,0.0,0.2708158406862997
anxiety,Anatole23,2020/01/29,"I think I'm too empathic... Do you know the famous poem ""No man is an island (...) for whom the bell tolls"" ? Well, I used to be kind of selfish and focused on my achievements, my goals, but everything has changed and I think I've become too empathic now. Everytime I learn about someone's death, even if I don't know the person, I'm gonna cry or at least I'm gonna think about it. For example, I cried when I heard about the crash plane killing 176 persons in Iran. Or when I hear about the death of a young guy I don't even know, I can't help but thinking about it all day, it's haunting.",2.5458044444444425,3.330453056000003,3.7034666666666674,93.24817777777778,74.44,7.155555555555559,25.08888888888889,7.3871296695380915,0.8485822222222215,452,14,108,5,9,147,78,125,0.281,0.6940000000000001,0.025,-0.9890000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,13,4,1,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,22,9,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,13,2,13,18,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,5,62,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247878724216486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394381762337212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027691482056517,0.11823572333912777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421816984615319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476941905069126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153019025988415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066315465351391,0.0,0.12288539396454465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283269724853745,0.19091489185942506,0.3022678918549591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201616006495114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533890784966148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698939268534446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583423286868383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483992509793954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vivienne123,2020/01/29,"Health anxiety Hi, first time posting on this page 👋 

Does anyone have health anxiety? I have it quite bad and when I’m having a bad few days like recently I feel like my time is up. It’s all I can think about day and night, I scare myself to the point of panic attacks and have taken myself to A&E and called ambulances out.

Sometimes I’m fine and can brush off an anxious thought if I try hard, but then other times something like a headache, an ache in my chest or even an achey leg can set me off , I am convinced there is something sinister that the doctors haven’t noticed.

I’ve been on lots of different tablets but I started to get anxiety about the tablets and how they were affecting my heart rate. One of my main anxieties is my heart, I have palpitations quite a bit and I’m convinced it’s weak, I’ve had heart monitors on that came back fine, I’ve been back and forth to doctors and they say I’m okay and just offer more pills or counselling. I took the counselling but it didn’t work for me.  
Like I say I have good weeks and bad weeks, and this week has been bad. The shitty thing is that I have been having a lovely few weeks previous and this all came out of nowhere.
I’m an over thinker and scared about death to the point that I’m not living my best life, it’s always in the back of my mind. I get really upset with myself and wish I could be normal.

I could go on and on about what I think about on a daily basis but I’d be here for hours. My mind is exhausted.  I have a good few weeks and I think I’m cured, then boom it’s back and I’m petrified again for days/weeks. 
One big thing is my jaw... when I’m really anxious my lips are dry, I can’t stop licking/biting them and my jaw feels disfigured, my whole mouth feels wrong and I feel like it is so obvious to everyone, this makes me cry as this has been my longest lasting symptom. It causes me pain and aching in my jaw, this has been particularly bad this week. 

I have recently stopped drinking alcohol (I wasn’t drinking too much, I just fancied a challenge for January) so my glass of wine to relax my mind is not available at the moment, but I don’t really want to rely on a glass of wine to get me through it.

I’m just a bit fed up right now, sorry for rambling on. Has anyone tried hypnosis? I think this might be my last option? I dunno ☹️",1.864751378566293,3.6163425525773216,3.1878062814672745,92.29684727883,78.11340206185567,6.573483577079838,22.825461520019182,7.485028197883463,0.7617470630544227,1818,56,407,25,43,591,216,485,0.19899999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.094,-0.9955,1,0,7,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,3,6,23,30,1,4,21,1,46,27,10,4,3,70,79,37,1,6,13,0,5,5,0,1,11,3,0,0,25,26,6,2,10,5,0,4,7,14,0,3,16,9,54,16,48,57,14,61,0,0,0,1,9,23,0,7,37,259,79,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059807764950839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496723358433616,0.07157601056358524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214295628092416,0.1492580522660249,0.0,0.09238141229251667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751528163017773,0.0,0.2031843293855643,0.2757868118741934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932592169969364,0.0,0.216361316962149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674546724923097,0.1511101422880174,0.0,0.06786184376622617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054871108039875,0.0,0.07256383661321629,0.08520650351148741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901866700263906,0.0,0.13523047161316806,0.05780957391693749,0.0,0.0,0.12942735231672714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043632024141285065,0.0,0.0,0.06312318577631809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360773609456109,0.0943865915373127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056190624362675176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354091116260294,0.0,0.037543435125590885,0.11081603121207152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917680777806729,0.0,0.0,0.14043743704847927,0.0,0.23484434660419035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505581882398719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769547619666138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666014998576395,0.16136795939634635,0.0,0.058332213227401786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561618717701732,0.05962175261409279,0.0,0.04409558031468643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007924819899157,0.20010538396841496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856172006869987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061992859365332935,0.06472479960134457,0.0,0.07520977743567947,0.0,0.0,0.08952796651923042,0.0,0.07029252523445279,0.07750720707479145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489615410113135,0.0,0.06326724422327938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052593826528886,0.0,0.0,0.12695923264383818,0.0,0.13045261225389782,0.0,0.0,0.05641490125198077,0.0,0.10506716824950173,0.1322752205669589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017124708202068,0.0653350548573461,0.07394879068492581,0.04675762640677452,0.0,0.0,0.11045827940423336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866166093869061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777469184765918,0.16931438907692134,0.0,0.05244428166175556,0.11556039719113267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339511954155495,0.08970084271020548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896391488679491,0.0,0.3709255772044411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375365988140066,0.07596576972999723,0.0,0.0,0.04809248569385311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722262681464859,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mynameisvanja,2020/01/29,Is this anxiety? When I'm home alone I have fear and get so paranoid about how something really bad will happen,1.504848484848484,4.218502818181818,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,89.0,6.56969696969697,20.96969696969697,7.793537801064563,1.3520424242424252,90,3,17,2,3,29,21,22,0.47,0.53,0.0,-0.9064,0,1,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005594011157705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29586493597525465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32292254526873304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435204574546304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020624454135972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420043423281199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879447267803261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477638329409774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977413036869222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,niquesquad,2020/01/29,I took work off today and I feel guilty I decided to take today off since I've had a headache since yesterday. I'm feeling a little better and I feel so guilty that I'm not at work and just wasting my day. I push myself too much sometimes and often work through pain and I'm thinking I should have just done that today. I've been working on trying to put my health first since I've been having a lot of issues lately but I always feel guilty for it. Anyone else feel this way?,3.5166571428571416,4.353923179999999,4.3774285714285694,89.12300000000002,72.2,6.514285714285713,23.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,0.4518714285714282,378,9,80,2,7,122,61,100,0.126,0.841,0.033,-0.815,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,19,18,7,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,5,10,1,9,12,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,7,48,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111911690834302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178022747358803,0.1491453133241484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287376241691641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387534888694016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896030684501815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159824456612955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680022158807454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238148321744003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472543592797813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192874947051346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642001029495319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589121054646506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375147645526408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700470565335476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548880674264182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632986006822488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612307905717641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396438808110112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094443930858887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327015363347388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139268308178077,0.0,0.16172456724816206,0.09882693876457233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554021831381375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238830312047225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meri_28,2020/01/29,"Running away from job interviews? Does anyone else ever convince themselves a job would never work before they even interview? I got an accounting degree almost two years ago, and I currently have a decent enough accounting job that I've been at for a little over a year, but it's so far from where my family is. I live about forty miles from them, and my job is about fifty miles from them, so I'm isolated with my boyfriend far away from everyone. Traffic is always horrible and there's no public transportation where I live, so I don't visit people that often. I also don't really make enough money to pay all my bills and save money. Now that I have a little experience under my belt, I've been applying for jobs in the downtown area, which is way more centrally located. 

I blew one interview by cancelling it at the last minute and ghosting them, and now I might have a second one lined up with another company. I get so excited when I apply, but then if they actually reach out to me I start to obsess over quitting my current job and how much everyone will hate me, and how I probably won't be good at the new job. I don't want to throw away anymore good opportunities. I have a track record of running away from these sorts of things. Does anyone ever have this problem, and if so how do you deal with it? Thanks.",6.2615572715572725,6.277476494208492,6.816586872586871,76.94485456885458,65.91119691119691,10.458790218790222,30.394079794079794,10.203070172399654,2.895229909909909,1048,34,201,23,15,344,148,259,0.131,0.799,0.07,-0.9448,10,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,5,3,21,10,1,1,11,0,20,0,0,4,4,33,28,24,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,6,3,0,4,3,0,29,7,33,20,5,43,0,0,0,0,12,22,0,6,15,147,39,12,0.0,0.0,0.08943492775338133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124014988844888,0.0,0.09177192577449704,0.0,0.0,0.07329062675455028,0.07625822208430605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610059672352457,0.0,0.0,0.09088988470580972,0.12816439532572954,0.093903891612034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34442409666150503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798543633081914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448474695475652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040302699945913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655988729015352,0.0,0.0,0.18939313109876516,0.0,0.060532436689738914,0.16580116998428346,0.0,0.17514659573375754,0.0,0.08964902929088123,0.08639728825800624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788213682571814,0.0,0.0,0.15373947291172554,0.07329903204201083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048312267781282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6366233548559653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470510161912566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183710129630812,0.1618531834657192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061175546544731986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972237190081693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673715992658236,0.0,0.07068435052454958,0.08851391271919827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420569689221778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353697060943188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881171352449933,0.08769446463910853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747860234222937,0.0,0.0,0.05871185872793527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648687086133241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437688219816097,0.0,0.0,0.06088665471976526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952647885411681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405618367444878,0.07274567262995868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672061181687818,0.0,0.0,0.06510389140554057,0.0,0.0,0.11803621864448953
anxiety,cookedorse,2020/01/29,"Anxiety without feeling it? preface: the only job interview i mustered the courage to go to was grim. anxiety rising on the way there, almost catatonic when i parked. needed to puke, needed to escape. walked into the building and felt the anxiety subside. sat in the waiting area and thought it would be alright after all. looked at my hands and they were fucking shaking. my skin was cold. but i didn’t feel the actual ‘feeling’ of anxiety. no pit  in the stomach or panicked thoughts. i was just feeling the physical effects.

in the interview it was pretty shit, stumbled over my words and could barely make a coherent thought. in the end i think they were concerned for me lol. 

during the interview i has similar thought patterns to when i’m having a lot of anxiety, but i didn’t actually feel any. anyone experienced something like this?",3.1910216718266247,6.234895339869282,4.286474028207774,78.67334365325081,82.52941176470588,7.142621259029927,32.88923288613691,8.20500826718156,3.324275816993465,669,38,106,15,19,217,98,153,0.17300000000000001,0.73,0.09699999999999999,-0.8315,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,4,7,2,1,14,2,13,5,4,2,1,32,33,9,0,4,5,0,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,12,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,14,11,13,3,18,16,2,18,0,1,1,1,5,9,2,3,5,76,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.27217217952604256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964211569681012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948328764719345,0.0,0.5334061226247444,0.0,0.0,0.0975088360042934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134193700550248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235140370416593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525583368031274,0.0,0.13389682599441882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892212537299355,0.0,0.0,0.0792543990799243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838566396894586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812973085669273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710546507156287,0.0,0.0,0.11855802175424368,0.0,0.0,0.09308601379256473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680538368098175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060603513611244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187391668023486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314658265868827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073577940700352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935590281620978,0.0,0.4428406739422263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069136392316964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442779275650318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906346695071176,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FoxyThePirateGF,2020/01/29,"Guys, I need a advice. I already did a post about this a some days ago.. But I feel this is been mor intensive.

In December/2019 I started a experience in a new job. The first month was amazing, I'll finish my second month in february and I was so excited for that, but my performance worsened, even I have a help of a really good person, I have a sure I'll be fired... According with my vision of course.. In the situation of that I really don't know what to do, this is destroing my days and night, I can't stop to think about this. What I suppose to do? I don't wanna take my pillows or something like that. 

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Thanks for Reading. :)",1.5404615384615392,3.674361046153848,3.6500000000000017,86.705,80.84615384615384,7.384615384615384,23.84615384615385,8.384062270229773,1.614153846153847,496,18,104,11,13,169,77,130,0.028999999999999998,0.733,0.23800000000000002,0.9784,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,10,0,14,0,0,0,1,14,21,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,16,6,16,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,12,75,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906306115058346,0.16243397421539996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221334526613227,0.0,0.0,0.19854384957538174,0.22266045405438256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363533128323828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103035597493915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924693802591246,0.0,0.0,0.09265322993134806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558665086691155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369563949058593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143950337223386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282400420948313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818405268640249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070562937771853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952333499563431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29252582855607745,0.0,0.0,0.13587245545646026,0.0,0.1769773521599411,0.0,0.17196125975258514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000082889117076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549626084505993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832927133730209,0.0,0.2347804763985949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597295028935805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106951021339525,0.0,0.0,0.12970042715026014,0.0,0.0,0.15319945773526414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270447688972865,0.0,0.13777602524776333,0.0,0.0,0.16870565017631334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741479558284595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266045405438256,0.0
anxiety,TheNobleSparrow,2020/01/29,"Does anyone else deal with appointment anxiety? Specifically health related appointments? Hi :( 
I’m having a hard time dealing with an upcoming dentist appointment. It’s scheduled for late February because that’s the earliest they can see me unfortunately. At this appointment I’ll learn if I can save a tooth with a root canal or if I need something more extreme like crown lengthening or an implant. As someone who is terrified of the dentist and gets anxious about medical issues, the wait is killing me. 

I keep thinking the worst is going to happen and my tooth won’t be able to be saved. Of course I won’t know for another month so it’s premature to worry but I can’t stop- I’m posting this because for the second night in a row I’ve had dentist related dreams and have woken up in a state of high anxiety. 

How do you cope with looming medical appointments, waiting for results, etc? This is tough!",4.4065490196078425,6.7681508705882365,5.349999999999998,76.8916666666667,72.64705882352942,9.239215686274509,33.68627450980392,9.725611199111238,3.7911686274509817,728,38,125,20,15,238,113,170,0.156,0.7879999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9031,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,3,6,1,0,12,0,15,8,2,3,0,25,28,11,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,7,7,0,4,3,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,2,10,3,20,22,3,14,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,4,7,78,17,1,0.16548792107621668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735285144060613,0.2531956133258937,0.18695424655215045,0.0,0.11571300220230993,0.16956193160031846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017598013694224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34122156015869937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481959493721772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824392311295294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456277675632088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646060850026624,0.0,0.09405059921825172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634042207544615,0.0,0.14824467214394066,0.0,0.0,0.1759059215399525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748470745343709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727263944918747,0.0,0.14709326796321318,0.18308786559547896,0.0,0.09094783354046332,0.0,0.1866775831204467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084903912006651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334233405439709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320908797561748,0.0,0.0,0.12270719658818065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529920347081194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849168330446553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318724473043751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021737849927635,0.12740068665278842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835531207830187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060379777162575,0.0,0.0,0.09649733759815032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680610168277487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Content-Percentage,2020/01/29,"Academic anxiety advice? Do any of you have any advice or tips when it comes to school and the pressure that comes with it? Maybe things that have worked or made a big difference for any of you? 

It has been a few years since the last time I was in school.  I tend to procrastinate when it comes to assignments, which causes me loads of anxiety.  I’m open and love to hear any advice!",3.4954385964912262,5.073296263157896,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,73.21052631578948,8.224561403508767,21.87719298245614,8.841846274778883,1.16839298245614,300,7,65,6,6,94,49,76,0.083,0.863,0.054000000000000006,0.3468,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,2,0,11,14,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,10,11,1,11,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,5,40,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735694581730553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394150431782037,0.0,0.2471576136088588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594762111867328,0.0,0.41746110010617704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877648714239696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820690131339897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167788471563155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579751247723802,0.15285447501959712,0.0,0.0,0.16229015132459226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269772484490047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336287997057334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107320995850933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419614884744984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760413734220837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040274308853827
anxiety,Top-Cicada,2020/01/29,"What the fuck am I going to do? Probably a bunch of triggers in here. Anyway, I hate existing, I hate myself, I hate being anxious about being anxious, I hate the anxiety attacks that take over my life and lower my self-esteem, I hate feeling like I want to kill myself all the time, I hate feeling like I'm trapped in my own mind, and there's about a  50% chance I'm going to fuck up college too. I've been fighting the urge to kick my laptop through the wall and walk out of school all day, I'm stuck on the self-comparison train and I'm totally, totally inadequate, and I hope I die. I don't have family or friends because I broke off all my relationships already, I'm spiraling out and I don't know what to do. I'm almost laughing because there's no way I can function feeling like this",3.9233240379252656,4.603658521472396,5.463937534857781,82.28166201896266,71.1472392638037,8.381260457334077,30.76910206358059,8.575989854853784,2.2906981595092017,621,26,128,10,11,211,89,163,0.33899999999999997,0.5329999999999999,0.128,-0.9919,1,1,0,0,2,1,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,18,11,0,8,0,10,3,0,1,5,23,34,7,2,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,12,0,0,2,3,21,6,18,30,7,15,0,1,0,2,3,9,2,3,5,81,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477219454667995,0.0,0.12648251725954973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768155792081839,0.2589687772592848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303931858267524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973870619232126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391837054653708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895416938690324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805054260950346,0.0,0.1738611327336691,0.24564684948980814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855267519666186,0.2119228168499983,0.0,0.0,0.13027876675301725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.678962316952161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384036962150805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268065357131308,0.0,0.06299040990166756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095725359601691,0.16798797451496725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573032034689085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357632372226195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305557662465574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599834668270816,0.0,0.0,0.2391406923583646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617758866714631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683399277480052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760397340227771,0.09097750124619164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MightBeElon,2020/01/29,"Constant anxiety and nausea Hi all

I have been suffering from anxiety and depression since I was about 7 years old. I was on Paxil from 7-19 years old roughly and I plan on going back on medication. I am 23 and have a psychiatrist appointment tonight. 

Anyways, 
I struggle really bad with anxiety especially when it has to do with change. I am going to be moving next week on Wednesday to a new state (Texas) and I am from New Jersey. The nausea started up on Thursday and has been continuous since then. I am randomly crying and feel sick to my stomach and lightheaded. My appetite is shot and I want to just lay down all day. 

I go to a therapist and we have talked about this. I just have a fear of change and the unknown. I have a 23 hour car ride on Wednesday (obviously split through several days) and I also have a fear of vomiting, which this nausea is not helping at all. I will be driving down with either my mom or my dad. 

I just can't stand the nausea and anxiety that lingers to the point of making me bed-bound and the lack of eating/appetite. It's killing me. 

Does anyone have advice about the symptoms? I have Xanax, Ativan, and zofran on deck. I am seeing the psychiatrist tonight to see if I can get back on an anti-depressant because I cannot deal with these symptoms and being unfunctional because when I move I have to start working and getting my life together. I am sick of being near tears every hour of the day. Ugh. 

Sorry for the word splurge. I would appreciate if anyone has any advice or tips, or has had a similar experience. Thank you.",3.6377450980392174,5.435844957516341,4.994057516339868,81.05845882352942,73.28104575163398,8.163973856209154,28.579869281045752,8.841846274778883,2.349730614379085,1231,50,236,25,25,410,160,306,0.16699999999999998,0.812,0.022000000000000002,-0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,0,2,12,9,1,3,17,0,36,9,1,1,4,43,49,26,1,5,10,2,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,7,22,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,8,0,0,5,4,33,1,40,38,5,51,0,2,2,0,8,14,0,6,27,171,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278009681898315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297436081766174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705582545455501,0.0,0.3174949985826904,0.0,0.0,0.1450984832937629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956531347212302,0.08663268318232732,0.1264984945994671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952209926983046,0.0,0.0,0.11212435584793368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397208998294342,0.20074386371904915,0.10696881487785474,0.1787313434429362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079836827614486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741966891030907,0.0,0.0,0.10149416416162492,0.0,0.2335107323943176,0.05246260958386684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841740270562283,0.0,0.1769023235035224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954606747270227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435930576391534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479164442103636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328657167262498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925854092119778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045241677402097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151883514036603,0.0,0.2205543430914209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041813412080828,0.11034664739318363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775083962460906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980838140464661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646933129228333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536164240771492,0.0,0.0,0.11721577136429928,0.0,0.17165757086617933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161473623699932,0.1468793452205959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846924694345396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568630778426925,0.0,0.08339587137977843,0.0,0.09552541952774177,0.0,0.12046976576482953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119851183222471,0.0,0.08322753205066509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553626383096916,0.0,0.0,0.07370592960281665,0.0,0.0,0.13363209224776107
anxiety,usernamedthebox,2020/01/29,Does anyone else experience an after shock of anxiety? I might be explaining this wrong but days after a panic attack it seems I'm more likely to experience another one. Does this happen to anyone else? Why does it happen?,3.2331707317073186,6.261560121951224,5.4519024390243915,70.58029268292684,81.92682926829268,8.158048780487805,20.39512195121951,8.841846274778883,2.2840887804878043,179,5,27,5,5,62,30,41,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471119968475536,0.1347561397975919,0.0,0.0,0.2463397733688757,0.3609779973505641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039883864507896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136037555807879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624565802963986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943055321451965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446217883231709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115420542433336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605918779597169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868699091169792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936545694219708,0.0,0.0,0.20667694237886505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036257191729356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895018464886335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259504791015444,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happiestunhappyhuman,2020/01/29,Benzo influx to kill anxiety episode. Anyone else hav experience? My psych is having me take a load of ativan for a few weeks to calm down. I’ve done it once before and it worked but I’m curious anout other’s experiences.,1.917045454545452,4.4900420681818245,4.201090909090908,80.6166363636364,82.86363636363637,7.156363636363636,20.163636363636364,8.238735603445708,1.3768145454545455,177,5,33,4,5,61,40,44,0.096,0.799,0.105,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622267639800785,0.0,0.0,0.1976319787027946,0.2896032374672057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405101050551515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892440007328131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361136566198651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529621546612106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127048513601136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010077353117888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125138889977776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672079636314485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057689501069026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sheisunique,2020/01/29,"Panic Disorder - 5 Years Later The year of 2015 brought many changes and first for me: one year married, husband graduated from masters program, I started a new job, moved into a rental house instead of an apartment...

It also brought my first official mental breakdown---shaking, rocking, sobbing uncontrollably---after successfully and ""calmly"" managing my husband's major depressive episode that triggered suicidal ideation. You see, the love of my life lives with bipolar disorder and a few other co-morbid diagnoses. Up until the point of this breakdown, I placed the blame for many negative events/feelings on his mental illness. I did not step back and look at myself and my own behavior as a contributing, negative factor until being presented with the idea of losing my husband permanently because he had lost sight of his own self worth. Am I responsible for his mental health and self esteem? No. But I realized some of my actions were abusive and certainly were not helping. When he confided in me, when he asked me for help with this big emotional burden---something in me snapped awake. I started to reflect on our relationship, my actions leading up to this point, and my own mental well-being. I was nasty and insulting if I didn't get my way, I controlled his time/freedom, I had unrealistic expectations... I was manipulative and highly reactive. Up to this moment, none of it was obvious to me. All of it was second nature. 

The next day, I got on the waiting list for a therapist of my own and started doing Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. It turns out, these abusive behaviors were coping mechanisms/reactions to dealing with long-lasting, random onset panic attacks. I was diagnosed with Panic Disorder, and started trials of a few medications. My psychiatrist and I soon found lexapro, and I've been fluctuating doses of that for nearly 5 years. My relationship with my husband has never been better--of course, he still has his own mental health to deal with--and my own attitude toward life and respect of others has improved greatly. I am able to identify my triggers and get help before I react negatively. I don't have panic attacks daily anymore. I wouldn't even say I have them monthly. I can breathe and exercise and work... I have hobbies again! I'm not afraid of crowds or meeting new people.... all of these things felt impossible to do before. I thought it was just my personality as I got older... like my age was fitting me into this category of ""sorta of bitchy, but still fun and loving--but also doesnt want to leave the house"" kind of person.

I am so relieved that the person I've always viewed myself as (giving, loving, fun, outgoing, kind, generous, understanding, patient, hard working) was just hiding under an un-diagnosed anxiety disorder. That person is free again, and is much better equipped to help her husband (of 6 years soon!) AND herself get through hard times.

I feel lucky. I feel grateful. 5 years after diagnosis... I feel like myself again, and I have for a while.

Help it out there! If you are reading this and you are struggling, I hope that this gives you hope.",6.802214872909385,8.27581185637343,7.222808749881889,69.3859621562884,65.08617594254937,9.812888594916377,36.381413587829535,10.001912283498694,4.049659964093356,2472,121,384,55,38,807,286,557,0.115,0.745,0.141,0.982,2,0,1,0,0,0,114.0,1,4,1,11,18,32,3,6,18,0,38,14,1,6,5,74,70,39,1,7,10,5,6,2,0,1,11,1,0,6,23,33,0,2,10,3,2,7,13,13,0,4,25,11,68,20,66,43,14,69,0,4,4,2,46,23,1,9,40,285,91,9,0.061849614458989524,0.14656335882020385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892222867440736,0.05146383389919037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473147857712877,0.0,0.06133819805614105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782104043492221,0.14072573069470193,0.0,0.04755853577010315,0.0,0.03770295090683353,0.0,0.10525893293048924,0.0,0.0,0.10940191566673957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542869113139882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936960179522153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988788463510708,0.12752847339952175,0.05327098230439981,0.18832817025515375,0.0,0.0,0.2835400662772227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957249153584627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040851087032556126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509209377378555,0.04418537692763942,0.059385329195389164,0.0,0.0,0.10521850092585258,0.0,0.06781490986829476,0.0,0.0,0.0969416124183754,0.11866357197399577,0.0,0.0,0.09893357350532322,0.06818941828935605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081021210580363,0.0,0.0,0.13148649590308878,0.0,0.0,0.20728246418971,0.06534751345539276,0.0,0.1228612453631364,0.0,0.14273230199495945,0.0,0.06982068636325273,0.0,0.0,0.06137619879847566,0.0,0.0,0.12881371156787425,0.0,0.05041569074215332,0.0,0.06548981133273983,0.0,0.0,0.08737242360557725,0.0604331949599254,0.0,0.05461434270475332,0.05473496250234284,0.05193809892210429,0.06919389806093526,0.06751616038408341,0.0,0.11164338363881833,0.0,0.0,0.12541160276113086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062306979657975485,0.31164932095044795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936777218142409,0.06573635201109969,0.04546658313520677,0.0,0.0477022355785581,0.1194694861076686,0.06577776664571308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04191089943801467,0.0,0.0,0.2902687852949471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042878735073138816,0.2160187907789924,0.06461968309024634,0.0,0.11693575445172068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061866351843045585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280667871380178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918529587953928,0.0,0.0,0.04928613502723614,0.0,0.12904527356084902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761485490929849,0.0,0.0,0.1751099018091654,0.0,0.09878636400270607,0.0,0.0,0.06465864602356265,0.0,0.0676534396194962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073042438120314,0.0718121694455048,0.0410901355884118,0.0,0.0,0.0491016852114614,0.07213001514492162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727461996749451,0.0,0.06438762989561478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036480505076166486,0.04909334509496178,0.0,0.0,0.055610231238720734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005451190299471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23897474335395025
anxiety,trinitron10,2020/01/29,"Psychotic breakdown? I guess I’ve always had some form of anxiety,  but I was fully and highly functional, until the end of last year to now, I’m always in the brink of a mental breakdown, I’ve wanted to go to the ER and get help at times because I can’t snap out of it, I don’t want it to get to that. I have responsibilities and a child that is having to deal with my mental decline and all of its moments, I got into therapy but she just told me I prob needed meds and she’s outta state and we’ve been doing Skype sessions so now I feel so alone and have to start from ground zero and find another. I don’t want meds and yet I can’t function anymore. I’ve tried microdosing but it made me feel more anxious, So meds just make me feel more anxious of the side effects and the actually knowing that if I feel something it’s not really me being better but just the meds tweaking my brain :( 
I’m overwhelmed with looking up supplements but that is my first choice a natural approach but has anyone really been able to find relief from serious anxiety/paranoia/psychosis from natural supplements or holistic approach?",3.0024324324324314,5.106050909909911,4.57863963963964,82.00633783783783,75.93693693693695,7.322882882882882,26.865765765765772,8.238735603445708,1.9604695495495488,890,35,167,16,20,298,122,222,0.073,0.823,0.105,0.7936,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,9,4,0,1,9,0,16,1,1,3,1,43,37,22,0,5,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,14,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,2,1,2,7,5,20,2,25,29,5,24,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,4,11,114,29,1,0.12130186700546895,0.0,0.118373124192658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563215148865814,0.0,0.0,0.2018657412770274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271955840598555,0.0927955962413733,0.2740731650249221,0.12029885728543467,0.0848170858191134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394449224330972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728164387467376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541300051411814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250568985355322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743744986522348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453354746850478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217354177487789,0.10317930610776442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675043792085547,0.0,0.06893864642183012,0.0,0.09701618418071034,0.0,0.13362768219993273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130608452014876,0.1281620824259161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666433378832451,0.09887721155397884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186301762872647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477875951701788,0.08096993815058462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389561147785392,0.0,0.2444875028758171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994379737417939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541816423105267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338410349384074,0.0,0.0,0.08585808580375404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871925648328862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073209413466319,0.0,0.0,0.11590913220103485,0.0,0.08235600523304175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464095194848756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811442531359138
anxiety,AnxiTEA94,2020/01/29,"Anxiety fears become reality One of my biggest anxious, intrusive thoughts is “you don’t make sense when you talk and no one can relate to you because you’re too weird....” Up until a few years ago, no one ever confirmed my fear. My department manager at work has told me on multiple occasions that “people don’t understand me because I don’t convey my opinions very well” as if I’m trying to be misunderstood and confirming my anxiety fear. From what I can tell, it’s just her and another department manager because my boss, and 10 or so other coworkers don’t seem to struggle. I just don’t see how I’m meant to fix it because I ALREADY over analyze every little thing I say.  Go back to not talking like when I first started working at my job 6 years ago?! 

I would also like to mention this manager also says we can leave if we don’t like something at work (go to another position at the company or leave entirely) when the fact is that for those of us without a college degree, leaving and making the same amount of money is impossible.

I don’t even want to talk to this manager for fear I’ll stumble or say something that she can’t understand and be made to feel like sh-t again.",7.161581560283687,6.157718885106387,8.165797872340427,71.39791666666669,64.40425531914894,11.918439716312056,38.7322695035461,11.20814326018867,4.410099290780141,938,45,176,24,12,321,135,235,0.163,0.821,0.016,-0.9805,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,3,3,0,4,15,11,0,5,5,0,18,0,0,5,2,34,35,20,0,4,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,0,6,0,1,4,12,6,1,4,4,5,25,5,26,28,3,26,0,0,1,0,17,9,0,7,17,120,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178300605344765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692595709034433,0.1549736699984597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320555059739506,0.1482487019232391,0.10946368306436643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450621490044046,0.0,0.2362649831125533,0.10701282992106782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399818287251742,0.08764700528675587,0.08163815175902568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361349075372776,0.04899298448815292,0.06922175242613711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241877209360901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101352354889532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615326004897867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077931991346397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935186030832046,0.09711416816002373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168431906238972,0.1293562271468787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969755226671078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717473947182886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116419578962705,0.0,0.0,0.07721270868603566,0.08820949887522557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491888913264493,0.0,0.0,0.0685827252885608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129561177178814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336414066300243,0.08469043360965478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437268143067992,0.0,0.0,0.07692374567676871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258725136673697,0.0,0.06578529243793152,0.0,0.0,0.20174206426886784,0.11655266213709943,0.0,0.0,0.07994845921819763,0.05715113610772912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712017248310518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340324816902147,0.0,0.2116219740983915,0.0,0.0,0.06883137332204219,0.0,0.0,0.12479430730848172
anxiety,mirax09,2020/01/29,"im anxious to sleep at night because im afraid that i wont be able to wake up in the morning i end up being wide awake in bed. staring at my ceiling. then looking at my phone to see the time, and then i'd count how many hours of sleep i'd get if i fall asleep then until my alarm. but i just wouldnt go to sleep??? i'd find myself being wide awake until my alarm sounds off. and only feeling like im able to sleep after that and waking up at 12pm or 1pm. one time i woke up at 3pm. and its like i wasted so much time. im angry that i wasnt able to use the mornings for productive things. and my parents give me shit for not waking up in the mornings. im already pissed at myself for not being able to sleep at night like a normal, healthy person, and they're pissed at me for sleeping into the afternoon.",1.4083878691141258,2.415313067039108,3.3059257781324827,94.1334776536313,77.54748603351955,5.56121308858739,21.165602553870713,5.288315135182226,-0.15611125299281706,625,15,149,2,14,211,92,179,0.16899999999999998,0.752,0.079,-0.9640000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,3,3,6,0,7,13,13,2,0,19,15,16,0,3,6,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,2,5,16,3,33,7,1,36,0,0,3,0,4,20,3,2,17,86,21,0,0.3869984274288399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067655969983112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092995170679316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058977662342770715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569143487076694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891950822742738,0.06911793847027634,0.0,0.0,0.08842738790057685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054767639012959,0.0928110388171359,0.054985031172517386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527887403015788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225308886083928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141800912697074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124530274891817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808891590195233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112209319249127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158590407476305,0.0947940728334954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556003750595132,0.07358243571916491,0.0,0.0,0.10742898887089587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447802490141368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709691045136981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931208110971686,0.0,0.0,0.5809168695972776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427613977326066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692464213945025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356059664005787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SubwayBoi123,2020/01/29,"My mom was transmitted to the hospital today So today she went to the doctor because she had a big headache and neck pains, and she was transmitted to the hospital. I asked over text but she didnt know what it was or when she can go home.

I am worried she might have a disease like cancer or something...",3.1239344262295106,4.811458114754103,4.063081967213115,87.66183606557377,74.40983606557377,7.50295081967213,26.95409836065573,8.238735603445708,1.7205777049180329,239,9,49,4,5,77,43,61,0.16399999999999998,0.787,0.049,-0.8201,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,9,4,1,0,0,7,13,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,9,1,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,4,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510242184946614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636835607789285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748353202965728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526026182514716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693413014085084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475681987986775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118231202554104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848507794901073,0.0,0.314480195206473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28571768561937905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671509285267714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090394979295284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891504439534545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726888654308759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ogox98,2020/01/29,"Will this ever get better? Hi all, i had a simple question, did some body actually got better? Is possible to end this and win the fucking pain? I would like to hear your stories, i serioulsy need some hope right now. Thank you all.",1.91,4.431124444444446,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,82.33333333333334,6.266666666666668,22.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.1058000000000003,180,6,35,3,5,60,38,45,0.064,0.608,0.327,0.9288,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,2,8,1,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,3,10,12,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,5,6,2,7,4,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,4,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2334756592119889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231983010639985,0.0,0.2657552866042723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190645767288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164173351095263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211848269054276,0.12499941287692855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135186057062756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26965464608227996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376314435968046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688655211859887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740249340541248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545812361109532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697209355653777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26801724762803913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432009303838794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202713043811136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995791627504994,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UppinDowners,2020/01/29,"How to make phone calls effectively? I have to make many calls for work and inquire about specific things which means getting a lot of information at once. For example, one of the tasks is calling pharmacies and getting the costs for a list of medications but this can range up to 15 medications. Many times the techs are busy or get annoyed if I take too much of their time, if the list is too long sometimes they will outright refuse to do it and say they don't have the time.  Any tips for how I can effectively get my job done?",8.036442307692312,6.578819759615384,7.498923076923081,78.34607692307695,62.94230769230769,11.396923076923079,35.223076923076924,10.355215969177356,3.16352923076923,421,15,89,8,5,132,69,104,0.062,0.884,0.055,-0.1926,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,3,5,1,1,0,7,0,11,2,0,6,0,18,19,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,7,0,15,17,2,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,4,58,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144710403944834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020333026720747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771077940108542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424916230380969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263011377156256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503265684904726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932877158974194,0.0,0.0,0.2187884001773939,0.3323063927807674,0.0,0.17851830365231755,0.0,0.33019285615291805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047399045290055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453168178768316,0.11105240267897017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032756054250955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620859962124151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123220775079432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887760331287097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866871718761721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193098937628433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crimegoth,2020/01/29,"It's getting ridiculous I started spring term and it's been hell. I've had ""that"" specific bathroom anxiety for over six years now and it has made forcing myself to sit in a lecture hall more of a challenge. Now that I have to go through the routine again, I'm mentally exhausted. I've essentially done a lot to assure that panic or fear of embarrassment doesn't hit me, but even then, so much as thinking about it makes as that useless. Really wish I could go back to therapy, but I've got zero time.",4.458657142857142,5.5298933800000025,5.557428571428571,80.66300000000003,70.2,8.914285714285715,32.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.845571428571428,398,18,78,8,7,132,74,100,0.175,0.7559999999999999,0.069,-0.8211,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,2,3,4,0,7,1,0,2,1,12,18,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,2,5,0,5,2,13,11,4,16,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,10,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849270173789398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894637532829105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967276117831721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521492383123034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274261075422786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772646437284632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873203825329332,0.0,0.28006569804032444,0.0,0.19706584589377274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094775527059232,0.0,0.2331463922836532,0.16447162386730954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830978960651964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112982980356948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890932859492275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784795217466072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440076053930226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817759516259128,0.0,0.0,0.15788097308647894,0.0,0.0,0.1436758215157345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28334389561625617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867131273948346
anxiety,AusieReads2018,2020/01/29,Having anxiety thru breakup I'm going thru I am going thru a breakup I have chosen to terminate but feeling guilt for ghosting her because I feel I just dont know what I want out of life right now knowing that I am entering college an she wants a marriage right away I feel bad for telling her I wanna break up even tho she loves me alot an did alot for me an I helped her alot too but I just feel I dont know what I want out of life anymore and I've been having alot of anxiety because I feel like I cant talk to anybody about it because she like super clingy to the point where shell show up at my job crying or even tell me yes were still dating even tho I told her we broke up,3.091486486486488,3.5741084189189216,4.134702702702704,91.77921621621624,72.91891891891892,7.0010810810810815,26.28648648648649,6.742157984588678,0.8505059459459461,538,17,125,4,10,175,84,148,0.13699999999999998,0.72,0.14300000000000002,0.5972,1,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,1,0,0,1,12,7,0,1,10,1,11,3,0,0,0,25,27,6,1,4,5,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,5,27,4,21,23,4,18,0,1,0,1,15,11,0,5,5,88,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274304572799086,0.0,0.1443804175774434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678115848831962,0.0,0.12155673505259262,0.266240351119288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599174195758151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412472218618087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884709948043101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680587567588247,0.10400538936260144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547772409826006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758202778894808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446986531507505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002782487890825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056608672035083,0.14225018341534915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313954343325993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762413628470216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486562413156095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162637388908433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701507409688296,0.2544940344368925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911195239799432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25760801865318084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WalkerTj,2020/01/29,"Dealing with anxiety/depression flair up Just found this sub so hoping to get some advice and just general support.

I [25M] have been on 20mg Lexapro for a few years now. I started taking the medication bc I just got to a point with my anxiety where I was a complete vegetable.. I laid on my couch and didn’t move much. I overthought everything, freaked out about everything, couldn’t go to work, couldn’t hang out with friends, couldn’t sleep. At that point I didn’t want to kill my self, I don’t think I could ever have the “strength” to do that I’d be too scared, but I wanted to just die.

Tried a couple medications and had bad reactions to them until I found Lexapro. Was the first pill I took that didn’t give me this weird sort of mini seizure so I stayed on it. And for the past couple years it’s worked well. I feel like my anxiety has been brought down to the level of a “normal” person. It’s manageable.

Flashback to a week ago tomorrow, I’m hanging out with my girlfriend and everything is fine. Then out of nowhere this massive panic attack happens. Worst one I’ve had since person I started my medication. I was freaking out in her car, had to call my parents and they met up with me and gave me a little Valium to calm me down. It worked to calm me down although I still felt off. Didn’t get much sleep that night.

Then the next morning I was fine. Girlfriend and I went and got breakfast and then I went to check my vitals to see if they were normal since they were wonky the night before and boom! Massive panic attack again. Again I had to take some Valium to calm down. Stayed in bed most the day. 

Since then I haven’t had a massive panic attack but I still feel off... still feel like maybe the meds aren’t working, still overthinking about freaking out while I’m at work and what I’ll do if it does, still not feeling well. I have an appt with my doctor for tomorrow but still. This shit is really kicking my ass😪


Idk if anyone else has had a similar situation but some advice/support would be lovely. I gotta keep chugging along but damn it’s a pain in the ass. I’m supposed to be going on a trip in two weeks but I’m not even confident to do that right now. I’m too worried about what’ll happen if I have a massive panic attack while I’m gone again. Day to day life just feels off right now. I’m in a funk.",2.5420302713987475,4.179898043841341,3.540792797494781,91.00563596033405,75.86847599164926,6.6271607515657625,23.666022964509395,7.365786028017652,0.8220634237995825,1829,56,397,22,40,587,210,479,0.158,0.732,0.11,-0.9831,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,4,7,29,34,7,5,24,0,40,14,4,0,1,69,84,32,2,14,17,1,6,2,3,2,7,1,2,3,16,25,2,1,9,0,1,12,12,19,2,3,30,8,46,15,62,45,8,84,0,0,1,2,18,33,3,10,39,256,62,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514917943528795,0.05909895689567544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200477737681908,0.0,0.0,0.04661723350656053,0.0683113220536395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30338712511754,0.0,0.0,0.055666688300718185,0.0,0.0,0.05673128307288896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807755241337203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990225556814761,0.0,0.0,0.05323059210992655,0.14753823507906486,0.0,0.12898995713213413,0.06873387106308024,0.0574227971449704,0.0,0.06919296288800612,0.0,0.0,0.06823959837756258,0.058343390500838824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055694253212374784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440349245001299,0.060306856964249325,0.0,0.0,0.17975616590152707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855184601641995,0.09525816218637048,0.06401368182565824,0.0,0.0,0.05670949148298408,0.0,0.14620048830786864,0.051509098000484935,0.0,0.0696646755138078,0.06395596558576662,0.07578022627956076,0.0,0.10664422311119988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179121705858482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621838066690879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059259383901347815,0.07376050763733302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709101221466591,0.06514321577883925,0.0668208825762766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060172302949447184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669790038615341,0.0,0.07405537106639781,0.2014891165233996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085968839497024,0.0980202829874333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090433078862181,0.1251306092451757,0.13064494347097705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451773361872773,0.0,0.07094161003394236,0.31289165047238204,0.0740291758685947,0.0,0.0636440852878178,0.0,0.1164273931680378,0.0,0.0,0.1260494516227577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271052691300595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387167871328058,0.0,0.0,0.06674832838425031,0.0,0.05312738026035706,0.0,0.06955137905904375,0.0,0.06843582533558719,0.16545040752844908,0.07493990447271713,0.1334363519457239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437877747594016,0.14212275754678375,0.31945662134043745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131271466277918,0.0,0.0,0.10025512725038152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042719461717186005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407285385672215,0.04526457245659185,0.0,0.06512692950574353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786474193685651,0.0,0.10695734945555783,0.0,0.11988872325871162,0.12360756718854192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426828709223879,0.06770664934534698,0.0,0.047360474804636524,0.0,0.0,0.0858666239215182
anxiety,space_temple,2020/01/29,"Oh well I am a 20 year old first year college student who feels like he is losing his ground. I feel lost and i dont know how to effectively cope with anxiety. I see myself as an introvert, but actually i like having conversations with my friends and other people. Hell, I could even look people in their eyes long enough to make them feel uncomfortable (jk). The worst thing is, when i find myself in a center of attention then it's a game over but that doesn't mean im going to quit or walk out. Often times i feel scared to death, heart is beating million miles per hour, mind goes completely blank, nausea, dry heaving (this one just sucks) days before the actual event, but yet i've never given up. Everyone experiences anxiety, I undestand, but it's literally becoming more and more painful after many times i've pushed myself out of my comfort zone. The fact that I have absolutely everything well going in my life (loving parents, good grades, drivers license, passed military service etc), I still feel this emptiness and dread and also the fact that here are many people who live in a situations million times worse than mine, makes me feel like a shitty person.  It's hard to admit, but i do feel suicidal quite often by all of this cluster that has been going on in my head for so long. 

Last summer, I was diagnosed with an adjustment disorder, was prescribed anti-anxiety medication and went to therapy once, after i had experienced an unexpected mental breakdown from all the shit i've had previously bulked inside my own head. 

Excercise does help and going to the gym 4-5 a week for the past year and a half has helped me tremendeously, but it feels temporary.  I rarely drink alcohol and i eat well and sleep more than enough. Reading books is a good idea, but im having a hard time applying self-improvement techniques to my life. I can help myself, but i just dont know how.

Sorry for my clunky english.",7.0000472255017705,7.189388548209371,7.274844549390004,73.693305785124,64.34435261707989,10.660842188114916,32.16174734356552,10.398101306919678,3.2707086186540737,1525,54,276,34,21,496,216,363,0.174,0.7070000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.9809,1,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,7,17,20,3,2,19,0,22,15,6,5,5,56,47,26,2,1,11,1,10,3,1,0,6,0,0,1,15,15,3,0,17,5,0,8,4,9,3,5,8,14,35,11,34,38,10,46,1,2,3,1,16,13,3,3,28,177,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.15748406005391316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862333221563617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452795208282677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518342762623716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911602547017163,0.06866144719387336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846021766026064,0.0,0.0,0.06442458712873622,0.0,0.0,0.052038526485107664,0.0,0.0,0.08189889039715241,0.0,0.0,0.09247800042252616,0.0,0.07061256874514896,0.0,0.1891367098376099,0.07904571158143271,0.0,0.08256625513567074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674916601936265,0.08999094195195839,0.053295139462423965,0.0,0.0,0.07710297781207377,0.07251918062540143,0.07893053344634908,0.0,0.0,0.3263952598376359,0.11529024055989555,0.0,0.0,0.0737494133127604,0.06863507299575057,0.0,0.0,0.062341075695756226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183432481100374,0.13535828223315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456520345059856,0.0,0.16562292127188574,0.0,0.0,0.09561831743662894,0.16225489169923202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946362804163201,0.0,0.0,0.09108945409766443,0.17431860145407707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869048626855262,0.0657733114190125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398779908887667,0.11826351956004058,0.0,0.07125095615641243,0.14281663827981514,0.0677594753662426,0.09027173363018208,0.08808292373638603,0.0,0.0728260877898531,0.0,0.10772271737556456,0.16361446768929133,0.0,0.08789532148464782,0.0,0.08128692310458786,0.08131677871968034,0.0,0.08147413553590317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062233283922226636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467082847537404,0.0859324672379919,0.05467779177490481,0.0,0.08586009953160477,0.0,0.08959695734674024,0.0,0.07702795996306634,0.16782134809833027,0.07045560116855358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716479953734269,0.0807120713061768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078500214328285,0.0,0.0642996705998805,0.0,0.08417751339041618,0.0,0.08282736707032272,0.0,0.09069920535829254,0.0807485089055105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903261123038663,0.0,0.0,0.06443932620831129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826202095332883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922763163836618,0.0,0.053607006955998016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820450058093904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472483966389402,0.0,0.217650636349773,0.07480065660047686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223024341445899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588559815918349
anxiety,isopodsarenice,2020/01/29,"I constantly feel like I’m crazy I’m so fucking sick of living like this. I keep repeating constant little comments over and over in my head, like my colleagues will called me weird and deliberately play me because I am so anxious all the time. They’ll say shit like “oh you look nice today” and then insult with shit like “you look about 15” the next minute. Or if I’m just asking a simple question about work they play it up and work out a way to *jokingly* insult me and call it banter or whatever. Or they’ll give me random dirty looks and it’s fucking doing my head in. Or make really suggestive comments in front of me and then make me feel super fucking awkward 

The problem is if I report this shit it’ll be played down or I’ll look like a grass or a pussy etc and I just don’t want that hassle with work. I hate it as well because I have to acknowledge that I’m mentally fucked from PTSD and BPD. This is in a way my problem because I overthink everything and I’ll be told shit like “you have a problem.” Etc etc fml I’m so done.",2.7915294117647065,4.203170451162792,3.996306429548565,88.93683994528045,74.72093023255816,6.919288645690835,24.74008207934337,7.510576382923642,1.046425444596443,817,26,175,10,17,267,109,215,0.217,0.642,0.141,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,3,4,8,30,11,1,9,0,14,11,6,2,1,36,37,24,0,6,10,0,2,7,0,4,1,1,0,0,10,13,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,16,1,0,2,7,24,14,19,29,4,21,0,0,4,4,18,10,8,10,15,103,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350408895828024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565197435065411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755140480310288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153917005772375,0.0,0.1871077457141636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801651547394175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375867805586507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30654027521826915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234180427989231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265126264409734,0.06545307284014885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388034390813053,0.0,0.08788988529627934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045540392536124,0.1880563190320539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143572544195543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31332501957682923,0.09182692577988544,0.08090180054422015,0.0,0.3077496138593167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231361184919334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233102498212578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743850230303294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630028005065955,0.10709842962450404,0.0,0.10263493940783652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869387283808214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285959694629109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37618488182059817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342413557966472,0.0,0.08684468431291435,0.08754647051506885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403962401194593,0.14544677519575785,0.0,0.0,0.0823770389440461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001005175362776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LaLaLoopsyland,2020/01/29,"Is it too much to ask my mom to fucking comfort me? I've been having a bad day this afternoon dealing with my anxiety and intrusive thoughts, and it was so bad I had a fainting spell. I told my mom about it, I said that I needed to organise an appointment but she told me to stop and said that I was 17 already and that I need to organise my own appointments. Even though she's right, I'm nearly the verge of crying becuz I thought my mom would try and comfort me or at least make me feel better. It's fucking hard, having to deal with this everyday. It's fucking hard being strong and trying to sort this out on my own, but it's like, I need my parents support and by them telling them what they tell me, it makes me internalise u feelings more. The thing is, I'm happy with what I have going on. I know who I am yet this disorder is dragging me down and its making me really depressed. I'm fucking tired. I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired. I can't talk to anyone. I'm fucking tired.im so tired. I'm so tired of feeling like I'm going to die at any moment. I'm scared all the time. It's a never ending circus for me. Fuck, I'm tired. I'm just tired.",0.6068292682926852,2.560597601626018,2.7337788617886183,92.98886341463421,83.14634146341461,5.724617886178862,22.035121951219512,6.918507183188421,0.545369951219512,894,30,201,11,25,302,124,246,0.258,0.632,0.11,-0.9926,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,2,9,18,6,1,7,0,14,15,0,3,2,33,52,15,1,4,4,4,5,2,0,1,9,2,0,0,20,12,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,10,0,0,10,7,33,8,24,40,6,20,0,1,0,6,20,9,6,2,11,124,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026981211330597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946533282534762,0.0,0.05564549419635026,0.0,0.0,0.05086112755202627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800158380725206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214688354967811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433214865148354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990089040775901,0.046910939504125615,0.14998239579325828,0.06265039750961304,0.0,0.07549208407346247,0.0,0.08336573258901052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442557874616539,0.0,0.0,0.0480437328274695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033778233319018,0.05196509072820416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034787983266726,0.0,0.0,0.08267903229786758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743251665084076,0.1303205523202779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785711079808938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03997570950751477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107366005343135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145662479878383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557475862244866,0.0,0.0,0.05347187875282161,0.161806182324559,0.05610116224282646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076857147462634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659876602996901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211910853509196,0.13838378315612396,0.0,0.07282489732811194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060813452604157214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254388668971427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058465229343187965,0.12715500293156198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048324870632717364,0.0,0.07146615834220367,0.11549402559583995,0.042414968954219125,0.6688265477455743,0.0,0.13901135839291046,0.0,0.0987706485404656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051672031323440684,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NordyByNature,2020/01/29,"Mentioning Anxiety/Mental Illness to Employer? Hello! Depression/anxiety disorder sufferer here.

A few months ago I started working in a small, quiet office with 4 other employees after being self employed/working from home for about 5 years. I enjoy the work itself, but I'm finding that working in a small office environment is incredibly triggering when it comes to my anxiety. Thankfully, I'm not at constant panic attack levels (although I do have the occasional rough day), but it's definitely hindering my focus/productivity and it's starting to show and affect the company, as well as my overall mental health.

Quitting is something I'm considering, but another option I'd like to pursue before moving on entirely is remaining with the company but working remotely, which isn't terribly uncommon in the line of work I do. It's also what I'm used to. It's by far the most accommodating to my anxiety.

I have a meeting with my boss this evening, and I want to bring it up and be open/honest, but he's not aware of my condition. Safe to say I'm terrified of the response. 

Any advice on how to approach bringing up anxiety/mental illness to your employer? Some of my fears are the obvious ones (judgement, creating a path to termination etc) but also I don't want to come off like I just want special treament.",7.176913580246918,7.973159613168727,8.695078189300414,61.577185185185186,63.97942386831276,12.241316872427983,40.068312757201646,11.855464076750405,5.549853991769547,1058,58,161,35,15,370,144,243,0.105,0.733,0.162,0.9252,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,6,9,12,1,2,13,0,12,3,0,5,1,32,28,17,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,12,9,0,1,1,1,0,6,4,5,1,1,0,3,16,7,35,26,4,28,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,3,11,114,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513839630463106,0.11351714255353387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048184927417784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708494530176701,0.1342816963376272,0.2938958180361684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568632569805445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896932003720804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220624078201276,0.0,0.1383869748324007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258787250447598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676743989955554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282034758637852,0.08458218324630241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410269563008332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704418928343835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612140702677109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845425842042296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251269413268313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290539953182103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022159814201068,0.13610712898080662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677652502755684,0.0,0.0,0.15025039339181195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362071883569412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183816420335004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359413137151455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858656588439836,0.0,0.0,0.1812825420197648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179001094638952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060241088171027,0.0,0.0,0.2265986774949896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514099405125212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593736505859739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246620837569238
anxiety,ximbica_2,2020/01/29,"Tunnel vision DAE experience tunnel vision while anxious?

Whenever I’m slightly drunk or on Xanax or another CNS depressant, I feel like my vision span increases. I can see much more of what is ahead of me than I do while sober (and therefore anxious).",6.919710144927535,8.089806043478262,7.3204347826086975,69.88905797101451,64.65217391304348,10.481159420289854,34.89855072463768,10.504223727775694,4.054820289855073,202,9,32,5,3,66,36,46,0.134,0.6970000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.2006,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,6,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302188301448333,0.0,0.7115350788124243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27123828786587184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805009110633275,0.0,0.0,0.15923193018517098,0.2249773792057755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153852957296047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150085902745304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509487586304482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhoAndWhatTheFuckAmI,2020/01/29,"Struggling with my anxiety today and found this. Hope it's helpful for anyone else who's feeling the same. ❤ You're stronger than you think. You got this. Your anxiety doesn't define you or rule your life. 

[Coping Statements for Anxiety ](https://anxietynetwork.com/content/coping-statements-anxiety)",8.05561904761905,12.393232466666667,5.7971428571428545,64.95000000000002,79.8888888888889,6.126984126984127,26.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,2.115857142857143,251,9,33,4,7,72,36,45,0.157,0.638,0.205,0.5228,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,19,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7205604079647232,0.0,0.0,0.16465176267963494,0.24127514099533756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671173668538044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190648027005048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25818958241190154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883333479279523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783600678490994,0.0,0.0,0.23388288575861535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632514596606812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461728379284858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088485831039236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232057050970697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProfessorCarter,2020/01/29,"Having surgery tomorrow, wish me luck! My right shoulder has dislocated about 15-20 times over the last 20 years, and in October it finally gave out and I tore most of my labrum (the cartilage ring around your shoulder socket). I'm very very grateful that the recent injury happened at work because it's all covered by worker's comp. THANK GOD! I'm very supported by friends and family, but nonetheless my anxiety has been off the charts. I've cried every day for the last week, had several panic attacks, and am generally a wreck. I've been in constant pain for 3 months, wearing a sling and sleeping poorly. I've been depressed and just can't bring myself to do basic things.
I started anxiety therapy and it's been really good. My surgery is tomorrow morning at 7 am. I just need to make it through today. I doubt I'll get any sleep tonight. I'm worried something will go wrong and I'm afraid of the pain. I'm so tired of being in pain and it's going to get worse before it gets better. Does anyone have a mantra I can repeat to myself? Any tips for chilling the fuck out??",2.843301886792453,5.093758047169813,4.017584905660378,85.13826415094344,77.01886792452831,7.070188679245282,26.63773584905661,8.07648339933343,1.83232,854,34,163,15,20,278,135,212,0.263,0.647,0.09,-0.9935,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,5,16,2,3,10,0,17,10,5,1,1,23,37,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,8,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,10,0,0,6,1,13,6,24,29,2,30,0,1,0,1,3,11,1,3,16,87,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802396345080306,0.0,0.18901675070218688,0.0,0.0,0.08638260119508494,0.0,0.0,0.10997750591278392,0.0,0.14054549715537915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753093262087467,0.0,0.1051241232554302,0.0,0.0,0.10926179989422256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350371824161145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570376992066235,0.07967359698674628,0.0,0.1064055116994912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081113883193819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408845391990668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646327323529106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533290991724828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954473171358024,0.11421148069932542,0.1936349101919795,0.0,0.14042216950217234,0.1036201633279196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924672317084967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014044847323589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824644446163755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860908947411087,0.0,0.0,0.0916039392713302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39436837066941294,0.14494851274381146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914340117671101,0.0,0.12198163785918148,0.0,0.0,0.10550316985584146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956594172024353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472600432934809,0.0,0.0,0.09510774500402784,0.0,0.0,0.08744281548621351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019263803611445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373977221184088,0.14127967372553002,0.0,0.08207501934360457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203763510996429,0.14199197826349033,0.11710223500846068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058022995620137,0.0,0.0,0.09909697946364117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206582532610987,0.0,0.0,0.08993917518857769,0.12546168120061166,0.1258986315802116,0.0,0.13507247318003068,0.0,0.0795562260160396
anxiety,THEdevilsadvocate87,2020/01/29,FIRST APPOINTMENT..NERVOUS I have my first psychiatric appointment today and I am excited and scared... and anxious of course.  Good vibes are appreciated.  Thanks all!,5.011282051282052,7.675209615384612,4.707692307692309,69.02897435897435,106.69230769230768,9.425641025641026,31.256410256410252,8.344100000000001,4.7987641025641015,134,7,18,5,6,41,21,26,0.063,0.5660000000000001,0.371,0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091909873095899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161864425116608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30380217705493656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36263254999414296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334716845247381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34333003144363433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HUBBYCee,2020/01/29,"Moved to A New City I feel like shit, I feel so down
Job hunting - From interview to the next, Rejection to the next, No Call back.
This makes me feel like I'm not deserving enough. It hurts. 
I don't feel like going to my computer and apply again.",-0.2400840336134457,2.04352403921569,1.5965266106442575,96.59294117647059,92.92156862745098,6.0515406162464975,17.089635854341733,7.447530270364453,0.3112106442577032,190,5,44,4,7,62,38,51,0.214,0.6559999999999999,0.13,-0.7096,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,4,5,3,6,8,1,8,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,8,24,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671994234733486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081162935354641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105937496781164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412216764180933,0.4368130523300102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583186569941332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818648568241272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022533743194509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987188317498178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604704310786114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166214146521296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684427486968165,0.4335157771166277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092115507825636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway1621625,2020/01/29,"Anxious I have an STD, please help it’s destroying my life. As you can tell my username this is a throwaway. I’m a 21 year old female. I did something awful. My sex life with my boyfriend of 4 years was terrible, he wasn’t putting any effort into making me feel good and made it all about himself. He was being completely selfish and absolutely refused to listen to me. I was fed up and told him we needed a break. I then had sex with someone else, a guy who I became friends with. We had sex multiple times and at some points he didn’t wear a condom but never ejaculated inside me without a condom. He said he was a sexually active with one other girl over the summer and didn’t use a condom with her. I stopped having sex with him in November and ended my break with my boyfriend. This month my period was 13 days late and now I’m showing symptoms of a cold. For two weeks I have been extremely paranoid I have an STD, particularly chlamydia or gonorrhea or HIV. I know I don’t have HPV because my friend said he had all his shots. It’s driving me crazy the thought that I have chlamydia or gonorrhea or HIV. I can’t stop thinking about it. I talked to my therapist about it and she says it sounds like anxious thoughts and to try to let it go, but I can’t. I’m scared I have one of those STDS and that I passed it on to my boyfriend. Our sex life is better now, not fantastic, but better. Please help I cannot tell if I should be worried or if I’m being paranoid. Btw my friend is insisting he doesn’t have any STDS, and he doesn’t come across as the type of person who would lie. But I can’t stop feeling convinced I have an STD. HELP!!!",2.491005056890017,4.060684336283188,3.7860630004214073,89.48253318584072,75.84365781710916,6.7307627475769065,25.381479140328693,7.447530270364453,1.1026771175726922,1286,45,278,16,28,421,170,339,0.11900000000000001,0.745,0.136,0.8798,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,3,1,0,3,5,12,1,1,15,1,39,23,1,3,3,55,60,25,0,5,13,0,2,1,3,2,11,5,0,3,16,22,1,4,6,1,0,5,13,4,0,3,20,8,45,8,31,34,3,33,0,0,0,17,38,8,0,8,19,179,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435933769692933,0.0,0.0,0.2564313552250284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918476077602956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075206798921647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776485038009636,0.11899607916697033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319410523491875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480949807040204,0.0,0.10052181091262646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477174033536215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630550611135608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645011361390359,0.0951932061049645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237669524875088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821748462290964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237321868764215,0.0,0.12802593819754665,0.0,0.0,0.1160550893845778,0.2404920601776361,0.05544733284359171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739056795772076,0.0757579859033375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905896601265315,0.0,0.0,0.08415420697115264,0.08753340726935477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190926405559898,0.0,0.15381265825544355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909839948670304,0.0,0.2491641990406313,0.10728831567982802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140926058207664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159171675989291,0.0902548168585764,0.113627082618697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616291969233316,0.08737306409849488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846576702572305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796350347067774,0.0,0.09122200907429306,0.1983971492385191,0.0,0.0,0.13177503734845486,0.0,0.07272223774686036,0.0,0.1802027832489448,0.06617914145373056,0.0,0.0,0.1084481797061948,0.0,0.07705483326289186,0.0,0.11086694122211603,0.0,0.0,0.09802219449196828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103787223929308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940396321361642,0.0,0.0,0.11525845253698032,0.0,0.0806227318908699,0.0,0.0,0.14617255902428122
anxiety,gayerthanthoughtidbe,2020/01/29,"School anxiety I havent went to school much 'cause a lot of stuff have been going on and i havent got sleep very well 'cause a few days..

and mom came talk to me about how to get better like going outside and make friends and.. maming friends is hard and now i feel so anxoius so daaamn..

Im scared that my teacher and my dad is angry at me.. i dont wan to people to be angry at me..",1.0549999999999995,2.313067833333335,2.5757142857142874,97.96928571428572,79.0,5.276190476190476,19.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-0.5535999999999999,294,6,73,1,7,96,55,84,0.142,0.7040000000000001,0.154,0.2799,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,0,8,1,1,4,0,13,16,9,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,4,2,9,5,10,11,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,45,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035127184840138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226109614762566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098366527284982,0.0,0.37694100285466775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832063167190425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150212207366787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927661098593857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834913266630945,0.0,0.09585360669088706,0.0,0.20853633354849194,0.0,0.14673481707282304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434983218584484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981751639538824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963240175584855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597654803022154,0.0,0.0,0.12246522745929787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487359664400613,0.0,0.0,0.1348688927912201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719248126486662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836818436037926,0.3713555250451217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359886848446036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002510115399745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474633196404087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137897044662255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495830119291144,0.17007516423383806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,verylittlemrmushnik,2020/01/29,"Anxiety and depression and hope I spent months balled up on my couch. I was crying. I would shiver and shake. I forgot to eat and drink for days. I’d gotten it in my head that I was being watched  and that any moment the hammer would fall. I was ignoring my wife and kids. I would lose focus at work. I wasn’t sleeping. At work I tried to hang myself several times. One night I was searching online for something regarding suicide. I accidentally flipped my search engine to “Turkey” and was directed to a website that described various methods for painless suicide. I was following this trail and this only led me deeper.

Finally at a family get-together, a cousin pointed out that I wasn’t myself and when she did my eyes just glassed over. I told her nothing was wrong but the truth was, my head was spinning and I was screaming inside. It was December 28th. 

The following Monday i drove to an isolated location and attempted to hang myself again. I almost passed out and came to and undid the ratchet strap and bean bags. When I looked in the mirror, my blood vessels in my eyes were all burst and my face was blood red. I looked horrible. I threw up. My cousin called again and we talked for a while and she encouraged me to get help. That day I made the decision.

I made an appointment at my GP to talk. I went in on the 31st and told them everything. I talked to them about how my anxiety had just been spinning out of control. As soon as I would rationalize something, my brain would skip to something else. I had this feeling that I was being followed and listened in on. O told them I’d been suicidal and was wishing I would just die. In two months I had lost 30 pounds. The one good thing I did was stop drinking at all.

My GP recommended that we try Lexapro @ 10mg to get me out of this slump. She also prescribed Vistaril to help me sleep (it hasn’t done a thing that I can tell).

For the first two weeks I didn’t notice anything except a cessation of my suicidal thoughts and the feeling that I was being followed.  By the end of the third I noticed that my anxiety and my running thoughts weren’t as urgent. This week I’ve noticed that some of the anxiety is still barely present but I’m literally forgetting my worries. I honestly have to remind myself of them. The morning is the worst time for me for them but the business of the day usually takes care of them.

This upcoming Monday I have an appointment to see if we can try another sleep medicine that will help me sleep through the night. 

The reason I wanted to write this is that I was in a home. I’d isolated myself from everyone without even realizing it while also wondering why no one was checking on me or attempting to help me. Anxiety and depression were ruining my life and I didn’t realize it. The anxiety in me was telling me that all that I had to do was rationalize through everything and that I’d be okay. But as soon as I would, it would spin right to something else and it would feel like the world was crashing down upon my head again. I was getting closer and closer to dying and honestly it felt like my brain was shutting down. And in just a month, I have felt and experienced a profound difference. I’m back to being productive. I’m being a husband, a father, and a friend. Things are looking better and I have hope. 

And had one person not reached out to me and gotten through, it may have all been different. 

If you need help, don’t be afraid to ask. If your loved ones reach out, take the hint. If thoughts of actually committing suicide are crossing your mind, please get help. I for one don’t want to lose you and I don’t even know you. If you need to talk, talk. Don’t be afraid. Or be afraid. But talk anyway. Reach out. Even if it’s just online. Even if it’s just on here. People can help. We can help each other. Let someone know something at all so YOU can help them help YOU.

It’s a struggle and it’s rough but there’s help. I’m rooting for you, homie.",2.545090664644235,4.723428192602043,3.668167402095971,87.63378240485382,77.66071428571428,7.146001103143963,25.773166023166024,8.142894201729593,1.6483932570325432,3109,119,629,57,74,1005,309,784,0.11900000000000001,0.748,0.133,0.8723,4,0,8,0,0,5,83.0,4,9,7,10,27,29,0,5,38,1,83,19,14,7,7,126,137,64,7,23,24,5,6,2,1,11,1,2,2,2,40,49,3,4,15,3,2,16,13,15,0,10,60,17,107,14,89,56,9,87,0,6,8,1,60,39,0,15,34,457,147,2,0.0,0.0,0.04830169675789954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956385431284288,0.0,0.0,0.07916508052550743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033659493413348195,0.051901667478200436,0.22718931078431226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073161523217176,0.0,0.04627278806227988,0.0,0.0,0.0380599523925758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043775860994339326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050950513505006,0.05054172497412098,0.056611106170532326,0.050465244552317774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055514823975674005,0.0,0.0,0.05436986553585815,0.09576394430589756,0.0,0.08526297193891963,0.0,0.102739642553402,0.10342715654354456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065236933029839,0.0,0.09697596034828364,0.0,0.05064754130206257,0.08269638166209957,0.0,0.04383943702783445,0.0,0.0,0.13076856992905564,0.0,0.0,0.047296274329413385,0.08896899077913875,0.0,0.04666113925479495,0.0,0.07508114563386367,0.035360494495525266,0.09504930147217824,0.05422128006524049,0.0,0.04210191789139955,0.0,0.0,0.03824107319543108,0.0,0.12930006828281082,0.0,0.0,0.041515533063203734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239386354454065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649429760711472,0.0,0.049649284962357584,0.09832289984741477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440424855172935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061378955117713,0.034961024651043664,0.04836323250624383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469443436348425,0.11074842500560976,0.05403155938966271,0.0,0.04467275744968005,0.09367006023116747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997761661618295,0.0,0.11852352234109502,0.0,0.0,0.0734024392048788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289871057514146,0.0,0.04749347516324436,0.16905716443671095,0.0,0.0,0.20124170917099,0.03764451560333798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034314820444144925,0.043218660750477984,0.0,0.05433257774736582,0.04679043598962309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089091189103696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226996171162011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039442508529244434,0.0,0.0,0.05591724893974132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981300197351423,0.0,0.041938443249187496,0.1905251162259841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395281756481472,0.04138150681407464,0.0,0.05174475937024559,0.0,0.2707071033009688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443080559016976,0.238701719719776,0.0865246979892145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986503418771704,0.0,0.0,0.11788469333311084,0.05772391639141361,0.0,0.0,0.14188882298824013,0.0,0.10081515085681328,0.0,0.09670228269962604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451368715206866,0.0,0.05838894171038962,0.0,0.0794066288887602,0.0,0.0,0.04588399144867277,0.044663126238818636,0.0,0.056918830071833015,0.047713109347659065,0.05367712370869727,0.07206846006220505,0.05026636136024792,0.0,0.3164496969451264,0.054116935798376016,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lionglitter,2020/01/29,"So much panic For weeks now, I've been waking up in the morning sweaty and with my heart racing. It calms down once I get to work but in between that the morning routine of getting myself ready for work and making sure my two daughters don't miss the bus feels really daunting. I have health anxiety on top of that. My mom had a heart attack about 12 years ago and so I worry about that a lot. It is probably just panic but it hurts my chest. Not severely or anything (it eventually subsides), nothing else hurts and I'm not short of breath so I'm really trying to chalk it up to anxiety. But it's hard!

I have to see a therapist through community health care because I don't have insurance and they're booked up for another month. I have an appointment with my regular physician next week to rule some stuff out but I don't know if it is going to help. :( I just want to go to sleep!",2.782,4.469013200000003,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.33333333333334,7.688888888888887,25.333333333333336,8.447377352677275,1.6240666666666663,696,24,145,13,15,230,110,180,0.172,0.708,0.12,-0.9276,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,1,2,7,0,11,9,6,1,1,25,24,14,0,2,10,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,2,3,14,3,28,22,3,19,0,3,1,0,3,10,0,4,7,94,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762186180466992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913725076432826,0.20301528924126044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919273383605962,0.0,0.0,0.15095426543180934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088671816669983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352865086484586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084564091755736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709215519340604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865031239750825,0.0,0.15082180416002147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886436182067965,0.0,0.0,0.2820869688189956,0.0,0.31447706665749536,0.08893944828479335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28409522038910623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292306722675325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128084683386838,0.0,0.0,0.08857174305303346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540516590441464,0.1059120567200203,0.0,0.0975425691518946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411175397239904,0.0,0.0,0.12731983160720686,0.0,0.0,0.141310739155994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31136673475188403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430624848528723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000948774897345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057369149519648,0.0,0.0,0.1499021643389002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327860335672669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518985403451099,0.0,0.0,0.12505894910158255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406355659617718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008794005510284,0.0,0.12961905090151585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826412155288143,0.0,0.21287215946743707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932001010195997,0.13475334542052464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544814242964607
anxiety,Cherrribelle,2020/01/29,"Help?? What is wrong with me? I'm 14 and for a few weeks I've been having trouble sleeping at night. During the day, I'm completely fine and nothing bugs me, but when I'm left alone to my own thoughts at night and my mind wanders to my breathing and I get so focused on it.. Then my throat tightens and I get so scared... Searching up 'Throat tight trouble swallowing trying to sleep' on google isn't helping either; I just get: You have a collapsing lung, you will die in 2 weeks and that's what triggered my first real anxiety attack (I think)- I was shaking and I was trying to swallow but I couldn't and my throat was feeling so tight... Is anyone else going through this? Or should I actually see a doctor? ;w;",1.3517569930069904,3.7502496783216803,2.5837368881118903,92.45714379370632,83.68531468531471,4.9736013986013985,24.322115384615394,6.322622252153567,0.6844548951048957,556,22,114,5,16,178,91,143,0.19699999999999998,0.738,0.064,-0.9635,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,1,2,4,0,12,10,7,1,0,24,23,16,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,9,2,2,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,5,4,18,1,13,15,3,17,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,8,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.1636165546456414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736500571349157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826303138363254,0.0,0.0,0.11723505188746013,0.17179229188562592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074279338206904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579324087151132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812985656344476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400948070590475,0.0,0.0,0.17161191805702336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006233690952974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477630664497196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261550238890694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627936462843173,0.0,0.0952877089829612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476421927096804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821681797478643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929354430604496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146839133107969,0.0,0.16087879507229766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908391273403925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678616072407547,0.0,0.13360705286364222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33557155728318383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074327654023882,0.0,0.1331070380770641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276666417738169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26898100702185324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331502157554236,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway21828182846,2020/01/29,"I have to do a couple of presentations for university, thinking about getting some propranolol to help me through them For one of my modules this semester I'll have to do two presentations, including a 10 minute solo presentation. I've had a lot of problems with public speaking before, I get all the usual physical symptoms like a fast heart rate, uncontrollable shaking, sweating, shaky voice etc. I know that if I had to go up and do the presentation now there's no way I could hide any of this so I'd do a terrible presentation and embarrass myself. I've seen a lot of people say that taking propranolol has helped them get rid of these physical symptoms when making speeches or presentations with minimal or no side effects, which sounds like a miracle drug to me. Has anyone else tried this before? What was your experience with it?",8.900649350649353,8.510630331168834,9.004512987012989,64.79105519480521,60.623376623376636,12.635064935064936,39.379870129870135,11.93303328291395,4.942366233766236,677,31,113,19,8,223,101,154,0.133,0.7929999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.7449,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,1,5,8,0,4,9,0,12,5,2,2,1,19,21,7,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,4,6,12,2,19,16,5,15,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,7,12,79,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190657798273935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224255345913561,0.17939825021753303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29797382366221065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397934455882085,0.1937314373200387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304638376369405,0.0,0.14626347833857986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952692971404612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126956841076646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744286125659197,0.0,0.09950649165424552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074800111501412,0.234715464856636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962237339728674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107821328784115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977069522749266,0.0,0.0,0.11687253656716097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864409614445424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213839081190344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753547952003375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392369300462314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36396674775800336,0.13164431505169732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218926016803307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887319482970947,0.0,0.17103544250244132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192834591784249,0.0,0.0,0.1389766297932601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunstream6,2020/01/29,"Klonopin Dependency Hello All,

I am looking for some help & advice for getting off Klonopin. Here is my backstory:

I was prescribed .5mg of Klonopin 6 years ago after I had my first panic attack. This was during a time that my parents were going through a divorce, family problems were rampant, and I was not taking care of myself (drinking / partying, not eating healthy, not exercising). I have never upped my dosage but in recent years due to work demands and other factors I find myself taking the drug more often. Some weeks I will take it 4 days a week and other weeks I will take it almost every day. I am 30 years old now (male), have no history of health problems, I workout daily, get outside, eat an organic diet, meditate, practice yoga, do  acupuncture, and in my opinion do a good job of taking care of myself. I have a job that can be very stressful at times which can be a trigger for needing the medication. Drinking is also a trigger. If I have a big night out the next day I really feel the need to take .5mg or even more the help me feel better. I am aware of this and have been limiting the drinking, even socially. 

I have found myself becoming quite sluggish and tuned out once the Klonopin wears off which I never really noticed or was aware of in the earlier years. I have also found that I can be snippy and impulsive during a comedown on days that I don't take it. During that hour or so when the drug is taking effect I feel the most productive because I am not bogged down by anxiety and negative thoughts. However I have come to the realization that the negatives (and potential long term issues) far outweigh the positives. 

My fiance and I are planning on having children in the next couple years and this medication is not something that I want apart of my life. 

Knowing that my body has developed somewhat of a dependence to Klonopin, I have started to seek out psychiatrists so I can talk to them about a taper plan if necessary. Stopping cold turkey scares me because I've read how horrific the withdrawals can be (including seizures). I would rather not be put on a different medication (SSRI or other antidepressant) because I feel as that will only create more dependencies down the road. 

If you took the time to read through this long note, thank you very much. I am looking for some guidance to see if any of you have had similar experiences and what you did to get off the drug and how life is without it. I am positive that I will be able to do it but I know how difficult this type of thing can be. Thank you all in advance!",6.54074524982407,6.819494491836737,6.965777621393386,75.21602040816326,65.3061224489796,9.942294159042929,34.65165376495426,9.753983421225431,3.3505524278676986,2031,87,366,39,29,663,237,490,0.115,0.8270000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9792,5,0,7,0,1,0,54.0,0,5,1,9,15,13,1,3,31,0,56,18,2,9,4,74,90,32,0,11,18,1,4,0,0,5,10,0,0,2,27,17,6,2,11,8,0,5,13,7,0,1,14,8,52,6,50,64,12,61,0,0,3,0,15,22,0,19,34,276,79,6,0.07020727943396958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860574091435805,0.06223451715337176,0.0,0.07030244893261785,0.0,0.0,0.1122894719963081,0.0,0.07606955793441451,0.0,0.04774335752529512,0.0,0.053708376601212436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987091580808138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128393117707619,0.07753842422901165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209263332529951,0.0,0.07798446035294228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316200090565132,0.0,0.0,0.06047735465499832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768301932989062,0.0,0.1811115485263872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335166415078738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063292169645756,0.2442544644221445,0.14367914825495234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927424918510296,0.0,0.059152660938252125,0.0,0.0,0.06867619100712373,0.06618517476248782,0.0,0.14199563989812414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416818149053975,0.0597182760211292,0.0,0.15395731626006376,0.0,0.0,0.11004121741695416,0.0,0.039900414829714376,0.05888653502740231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462705499791461,0.0,0.0,0.09411691899730894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914002806297485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732781593052226,0.13933978335456382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716816939586435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917895548026896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426246600964222,0.11791286513875235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121793435479538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051610428537074204,0.1041156162141618,0.10829636408193027,0.0,0.14933247632449256,0.06588477577724043,0.0,0.0,0.07993145296628931,0.0736707296303616,0.0747684612794506,0.0,0.053395799670709794,0.0,0.08237311541236007,0.07795687534006478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435776943622665,0.0,0.07057770721183622,0.0,0.07467408366287058,0.1404525570417256,0.0,0.08995316193107017,0.0,0.06932121857174464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028973447232686,0.0,0.0559461119417632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156747997175243,0.0,0.054048993725605385,0.0,0.0,0.049693073738247794,0.0,0.0,0.05869642928067094,0.08042220138597557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42229709384491015,0.0564299518045461,0.0,0.12927486051465578,0.0,0.0,0.04664259682892866,0.0,0.0,0.05573673764135866,0.12281528768979907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800287071196517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115856716468275,0.041410072418042516,0.0,0.16894813417235227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767731202173759,0.0,0.051111735592592265,0.0,0.0,0.049873236964638586,0.0,0.0,0.2260559305970121
anxiety,the_deep_sky,2020/01/29,"Too scared of my family dying Whenever my parents have to go to the other city or some other place, i always feel they won’t be fine or something negative’s gonna happen to them. I suffer from anxiety but this is the worst part. I soon have to leave my home to study abroad. I can’t imagine to stay in the other country away from my parents and that they’ll be fine without me😰. 
Can please any body share their thoughts about it? It will definitely relieve me a bit.",2.723125,4.395515062500003,3.962916666666669,88.02375000000002,75.45833333333334,6.883333333333333,24.5,7.645422480735847,1.1376500000000005,370,12,77,5,8,121,71,96,0.146,0.7240000000000001,0.129,-0.1884,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,10,1,1,0,0,9,15,4,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,13,4,13,8,4,6,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,1,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277418642711975,0.0,0.0,0.1412031969921583,0.0,0.15884501791337194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508582635456514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266905092047905,0.2306426629444637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154988758775988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957457278742196,0.0,0.10498967475182017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800732975857392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361650631051749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828114312259385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986214424762668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611221579757655,0.22485528172831085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694095303830946,0.2279277820536249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788515382404746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985240887637825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213179867548737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484398988284946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015879311047904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,relyt43,2020/01/29,"Butterflies Basically for the past few years I've been getting this horrible feeling of butterflies in my stomach, somedays it's fine and some days it's hard to deal with... It's mainly worse when I have to go out and do something or when I'm thinking about social situations... Should I go to the doctors or just deal with it?",3.111302083333332,5.4041558593750025,4.241875000000004,83.64895833333338,76.34375,7.3916666666666675,29.416666666666664,8.344100000000001,2.2973729166666668,261,12,50,5,6,85,46,64,0.135,0.813,0.052000000000000005,-0.745,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,12,10,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,10,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230945151029198,0.5509031502782639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27347077313179063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350945924032776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959089096134292,0.0,0.3036899038313733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393414321711733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505421518787713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003223070157305,0.0,0.2723570820357661,0.0,0.20568876008887726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711986075729022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722799644290104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205561424988733
anxiety,unlawfulmiles,2020/01/29,cold hands Does anyone know how to get rid of cold hands? I get them so commonly now and I never used to,-1.9676086956521743,-0.2391165652173885,0.5046739130434794,101.68570652173914,105.95652173913044,4.039130434782609,10.097826086956523,5.985473137389443,-1.3518608695652174,81,1,20,1,4,27,18,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500760172996313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43813457483306895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231527123314347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27515192538353866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861430603118178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324130790788975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Itslobstertime,2020/01/29,"Sleepless because of anxiety? I'm not usually prone to insomnia, I'd have the odd sleepless night every now and again but nothing that worried me. But at the end of last year I started getting something like hypnic jerks every time I was on the edge of sleep. I say something like it because it feels more like I suddenly stop breathing and I jolt up in panic. I'd then begin stressing about this and can't fall asleep as it happens several times a night. Eventually, near 4 am I'd fall asleep from exhaustion and then get only 2 or 3 hours of sleep in. 

I don't know if it's stress or some underlying issue. It's gotten so bad that I'd anticipate the jolt before bed so I'm already anxious before even getting into bed.

I could take sleeping pills but that makes me stress a lot more. I'm scared there's something wrong with me and I don't wake up because of the pills. I recently took hormone pills and they caused really bad heart palpitations. My doctor told me the pills could have caused a blood clot if I kept using them. Since then, I'm basically anxious about using just about any medication. 

What makes me really think it's anxiety is that I'm terrified of something happening while I'm asleep and then there's no one to help me because I live alone. While I was home for the holiday's, my sleep was a lot better, not entirely normal but better. Now that I'm back at my place, I haven't had a good night's sleep in over a week. 

Even though I think it's probably just stress or anxiety, there's still that part of me that insists that somethings wrong and I can't shut it up.

Has anyone had any similar experiences and did you find anything that helped?",4.255518962075847,5.451733149700601,5.135104790419163,83.03353542914174,70.79640718562874,8.440918163672654,28.28792415169661,8.841846274778883,2.1019864271457083,1328,48,266,24,24,433,166,334,0.223,0.711,0.065,-0.9955,0,1,5,0,0,1,25.0,0,1,2,2,18,18,1,6,13,0,18,20,12,6,0,43,45,28,0,5,13,0,1,3,0,0,8,1,3,0,19,11,0,2,5,1,0,3,8,12,0,1,10,2,28,6,29,33,6,45,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,8,30,156,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915442795921772,0.08433814151081433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039447864613141,0.0,0.1753973545127948,0.17267955964662832,0.0,0.05343893127378221,0.0,0.06289219798319227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876698106521719,0.12762526244387673,0.1863546525280161,0.0,0.13006602533712974,0.0,0.0,0.13518541314149096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702138840019736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122040101458392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822538862877539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769087199980521,0.0,0.0,0.10095748404621492,0.0,0.12878463159168288,0.0,0.0,0.07475942601470577,0.0,0.0,0.03864335070022113,0.05459884681517895,0.0,0.0,0.06985210371004141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978850503222578,0.0,0.0,0.0641026168470353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516675929284525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056533911446607,0.10245365590793357,0.0,0.07666164579474334,0.0,0.07526434906811427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976902983021236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04200180561879142,0.06229750128464781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201384882058613,0.0,0.06748567826255765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994953557237915,0.0,0.0,0.10203007845139657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699129156312072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516225410797024,0.07488138645582842,0.07333293869763702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051788327664375605,0.05812552030680342,0.0,0.08966960364229246,0.0,0.08276205759436836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984904562583435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240030087389355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792107942441257,0.0,0.07546158916306271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077713085222936,0.07651589476376401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633977982331416,0.0,0.0632204894490201,0.0,0.38240665010978403,0.0,0.0,0.29418286660507703,0.0,0.0,0.05409481241020631,0.0,0.061034010917742874,0.06389567181558678,0.3501835221951059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746294290740628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979415639684581,0.07508829056421717,0.0,0.08912938898594364,0.0,0.0,0.07302844809953392,0.08491224915663903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201528623998146,0.0841725913794287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061304436330151216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761445090118609,0.0,0.0,0.16711996423784825,0.0,0.04921592584218827
anxiety,snortbear,2020/01/29,"Feeling on edge and needing advice I'm having a really hard time right now and I dont know where else to reach out. My job is on the line right now as a direct result of my mental health being not fantastic, but my job being on the line is making my mental health worse. Ive been having regular panic attacks to the point of actually passing out at one point, and every day I find I'm crying and unable to cope with even the smallest amount of stress. Some days I cant leave the house, and if it's a work day then it takes everything I have to get to work and I come home exhausted and usually I'll have a panic attack at some point. I'm also having invasive thoughts, regular flashbacks to previous trauma and most recently, insomnia because when I sleep I have nightmares and flashbacks.

I had an abusive childhood and was in an abusive relationship when I was dating my ex. I was also recently disowned by my mum and entire family, and the one family member who did talk to me (my dad) has just gone to jail and wont tell me why.

My medication has recently been adjusted, and ive been referred for counselling which will be starting in a few weeks time, but between here and then I just need to find a way to survive and a way to process what I'm feeling.

I'm terrified of losing my job, but I'm also terrified of staying as it triggers me regularly due to the current state of my mental health. In my job i work with people from all backgrounds, and my caseload includes drug addicts, rapists and a whoooooooole lot of abusive situations. Part of my daily life is being confronted by issues that I myself have been through. Its part of what made me so damn good at this job originally, but now its making it the hardest thing possible. 

My friends keep just telling me everything will be okay and I know it likely will, but thats not what I need to hear right now. Problem is, i don't know what I need to hear.

I think I just needed to yell into the void and know someone heard. I dont know what else to do right now.",6.347248096730857,5.753288583743847,7.0112136139722345,77.66521271831618,65.87192118226601,10.04191670398567,33.47917599641737,9.457814108942452,2.909048275862069,1599,61,315,27,22,530,193,406,0.2,0.764,0.037000000000000005,-0.9977,6,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,5,18,16,5,3,19,1,38,11,1,6,1,69,70,36,0,7,12,3,3,1,1,4,9,4,1,0,18,26,0,1,13,0,0,3,7,12,0,2,13,7,42,4,47,48,9,52,0,1,0,1,12,20,1,5,26,220,60,8,0.0,0.24653982009465936,0.06768509267526436,0.07561234520786543,0.0,0.06777752687524262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640085664705173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781341533765228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042281048544161114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974726715056693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618840816258422,0.13419386647599416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625781774900985,0.0,0.08043526827410255,0.0,0.11588231123149573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581144850368202,0.0,0.0584385652432395,0.0,0.124672108648562,0.0,0.13077236398647596,0.0,0.07014072853885772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267870760535813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358715649696108,0.0,0.03623759698755825,0.0,0.0,0.05817565202585528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213269577773421,0.0,0.0,0.2211784535082313,0.15634691660789216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957346593395157,0.0,0.0,0.08003181772669872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239353945434332,0.3441441556215282,0.06165011623781735,0.0,0.0,0.1905914725733566,0.0,0.0,0.07344194089608136,0.0,0.0,0.0489908295642034,0.03388566131194045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759579800805154,0.0,0.05896716338757293,0.0,0.06562985498648426,0.09259631871695864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987263246499475,0.2096948872848964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25714681023913216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939998982067463,0.0,0.0,0.16275740103523195,0.0,0.1502196603000754,0.0,0.04808530461235098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670209592103274,0.07819267576679426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663678958021112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443362005161438,0.0,0.20545310168588335,0.07446639446820227,0.0,0.2369313268783231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796324425655833,0.06940982226122233,0.0,0.0587682754128783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909317494306984,0.07392824516522747,0.0,0.0,0.07945133808274883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214988615737712,0.05574872487385129,0.12124692495696746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046079523637098524,0.04444291531727525,0.0,0.0550638792479672,0.08088843441908823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638994517008743,0.0,0.0,0.11010905285820033,0.055636192888887055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258636945599777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148413179117254,0.0,0.07068349195863784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Background-Jellyfish,2020/01/29,Home invasion anxiety I am a very light sleeper and wake up multiple times during the night because I feel like our home will be invaded during sleeping times in the back of my head. This is extremely unlikely to happen but I can't help but lose sleep because of this. How can I get past it?,3.2100000000000013,5.167972413793105,4.599517241379309,82.74720689655173,74.86206896551724,8.777931034482759,28.84137931034483,9.3871,2.765382068965517,232,10,45,6,5,77,47,58,0.07400000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,4,4,1,0,5,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,7,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395314313494564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484929172236707,0.0,0.2772303291156906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497549095153152,0.16244784948026622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880217361130085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108070636242006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333682994726649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241508790445715,0.0,0.4561825101958661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109153345617984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25439185356647825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133906209135612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707000323850326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551095238151939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26518650870537097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762101238501872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,storm4455,2020/01/29,"Anxiety personality? I’m just going to jump into it. I have been having anxiety/panic attacks since I was very young and never really understood what was happening to me. I never understood why I would always be irritated about everything/everyone. I never understood why I wouldn’t want anyone to touch me or comfort me. I never understood why I would do so terrible on test or public speaking or being interviewed, even though I practiced/studied for hours. I never understood why I always have a certain way of doing things because I would overthink about that task for hours. I never understood why I would sit in my car and cry before going into a store/school/literally anywhere with a pack of people. I could go on and on about how my life revolves around my anxiety, but you get the point. 

I guess my question is...how do you make others understand your anxiety when you don’t understand it yourself?",6.672435064935065,7.811286178571438,7.715173160173162,66.95103896103899,65.19047619047619,11.10909090909091,34.320346320346324,11.022393298168332,4.3488976190476185,730,32,114,21,11,247,98,168,0.092,0.878,0.03,-0.7995,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,0,10,4,1,0,4,0,18,1,0,2,7,38,35,11,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,9,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,9,2,27,2,18,18,0,25,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,5,10,92,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774852889776382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512748843488935,0.0,0.0,0.074683857371585,0.0,0.0,0.09508331830762627,0.0,0.1215115048465116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511022936924743,0.0,0.09088722635002322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527889044259346,0.0,0.1173254898246546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054682943108133,0.0,0.0,0.10206128887554324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580368351522584,0.0,0.18210731907501568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766297629700365,0.0,0.09445150503373592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103721678927355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544288185245335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129633438622111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942695611737157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404842879736634,0.09326214976145557,0.0,0.0,0.10096973327938596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965135930664472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842505786593436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809716455467848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835412506254334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095964874436561,0.0,0.1049400324651594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223854234330423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881292259028493,0.06299915512938506,0.08478060424329355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818959097492894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034983141899437,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosegoldmochi,2020/01/29,"Anxiety Over Placebos I know this is a weird post but I want to know if there is anyone out there who can relate. I recently started seeing a psychiatrist to get meds for anxiety.

I’ve tried a few different meds but as soon as he 
proscribes them and I get them filled I have to do like intense research because I’m afraid he’s giving me placebos. 

I have no reason to think he is because I have very strong anxiety that prevents me from leaving the house some days and I’m taking them and feeling better and I know they’re not but for whatever reason I think they’re placebos. 

Guys please tell me I’m not crazy lmao",1.6105257142857177,4.0755529840000015,2.9961428571428566,89.48450000000004,83.16,5.8114285714285705,24.128571428571423,7.1686216300943375,1.1092171428571431,493,19,98,7,14,160,74,125,0.106,0.69,0.205,0.9165,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,2,3,5,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,22,24,10,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,15,3,11,24,2,8,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,2,5,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822450085547847,0.0,0.0,0.11645993634650488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306217259565096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473053842410771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074149412636755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740157325241296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421579652681731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403743349111858,0.15977584083897695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491677957956444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218344085516836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27460472125137136,0.0,0.0,0.17635891955734329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137092435936355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700126820822925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282864254614772,0.0,0.0,0.15951475631767853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424949348892247,0.16445410978583713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272369160445793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788930391763924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522950054883708,0.0,0.14557742091346332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344491803188095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308069635459116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742627122012507,0.09823913566418484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,umberdragon,2020/01/29,"I think I had the worst panic attack of my entire life last night So to preface this I have an intense fear of developing psychosis. My psychiatrist actually considers it to be to the point of paranoia, so I have been prescribed a low dose antipsychotic. 

The antipsychotic helped a lot with my intrusive thoughts, but I was still terrified of developing it. I think the medication was making me extremely apathetic (I was before, but usually for only a few hours at a time. This is 24/7 now.) so I decided to get off of it. I ran out of pills and called my psyciatrist office to ask if I need to get a refill for them to wean me off (I have no refills left). They didn't answer, and haven't called me back.

I've been getting this feeling in my belly of being on a rollercoaster and feeling weird at times. Well last night it was really bad. I felt extremely weird. My brain suddenly decided that the apathy was negative symptoms and I was psychotic. I laid in bed in a ball and started uncontrollably shaking. I thought, ""This is it. I've finally developed psychosis."" I couldn't stop shaking. I didn't want to be in my room, but I didn't want to be anywhere else. I just wanted to go somewhere where it could stop. I was sweating so badly that I soaked my sheets. I couldn't think straight. I was thinking about how different my life was going to be now that I ""was psychotic."" This lasted maybe half an hour max, and I fell straight to sleep afterwords. 

Also to preface this, I hope this didn't offend anyone with psychosis. I'm not terrified of people with psychosis, I am terrified of myself developing it. You're an amazing person.",3.3045582922824286,5.5733436857142875,4.8665243568691885,79.51857142857145,75.63492063492063,8.40831964969896,28.63984674329502,9.130062681391069,2.721201423097974,1291,56,240,32,29,433,157,315,0.212,0.7140000000000001,0.073,-0.9926,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,0,14,16,2,5,15,0,32,9,3,2,0,41,56,16,0,9,6,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,2,1,17,10,0,2,12,1,0,6,10,13,1,1,21,3,42,3,38,27,3,42,0,1,0,0,7,17,0,3,19,174,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.11483565110514203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410615130669144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228240439972025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001198927267723,0.13387442926593232,0.0,0.09048625011951264,0.1965105440119377,0.0,0.0,0.10013434999872996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136630623038148,0.2403224849210284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395540612269787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294728405880415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830392584141903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324191961100258,0.11900192364946455,0.0,0.11298825045790352,0.1289092602948327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844439246548936,0.0,0.1337569554263577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887632617928403,0.0,0.0,0.11687968519115174,0.2317760276745135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28776706821850423,0.0,0.0,0.12785626477278847,0.0,0.1662373083591073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004466764821167,0.0,0.0,0.07855022523805433,0.0,0.11822223387086178,0.0,0.0,0.11854706740292748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872559088456794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208635437631866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949856319778245,0.0,0.13806845334269596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158232552389494,0.1027509048398326,0.0,0.0,0.11124267971979827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538681691796474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177618559333459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329229504721289,0.0,0.09397690127337044,0.19676626692949253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223113267466569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30161034967956096,0.0,0.18684458204564414,0.13723665974658866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960444825835246,0.0,0.2082266024398878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580563954691964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_mia_rose_,2020/01/29,"Any methods to help with anxiety or overthinking? I can’t help but worry/overthink about every little thing, whether it’s turning in a note, or missing a class to go to the dentist (which is what I’m worrying about currently) I try to think about positive things, practice my breathing or distract myself but nothing works.",9.23909604519774,8.705624322033902,8.480000000000004,69.29367231638419,60.016949152542374,11.256497175141243,45.09039548022599,10.504223727775694,5.078181920903955,261,15,41,5,3,82,47,59,0.16,0.7020000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.1154,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033415647930753,0.0,0.228746906515742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519344105718937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993804390628256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40084909345297703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996932216911734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869145247838274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973067298495681,0.1915977852630395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301266647450286,0.3252442329333137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217687670775588,0.3036659063737899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,musiclovermina,2020/01/29,"I have a lot to do and it's giving me TOO MUCH anxiety rn. I already had anxiety but my to-do list keeps getting longer and the more I cross off the more gets added. If I slip up for a second, I fall behind.

I have 7 assignments due this week between two classes, three of those are quizzes (it's midterms week).

I forgot to pay for my class' 120$ access code and my free trial expired, so now I don't have access to the assignment that's due tomorrow (oh wait, TODAY IS TOMORROW)

I need to check my bank account balance and budgets because I just lost my job but bills are still due.

I have a very important appointment this week.

I missed my other important appointment and need to reschedule it for this week.

Since I don't have a job anymore, my dad is yelling at me for everything and wants me to pay rent now. (He only wants me to pay rent when I'm out of work, he thinks it's positive encouragement to make me get a job)

My grandma is moving this week and needs me to help her move everything, she got the keys yesterday.

I still haven't gone to see grandma's new house and everyone's been getting on me to go see it even though she didn't even move in to it yet.

My boyfriend's birthday was yesterday and I didn't even see him because I have so much to do (my midterm was on his birthday).

I got my boyfriend a present but it was very half-assed and nothing like what I normally do, and I still haven't given it to him.

I wanted to make my boyfriend pizza for his birthday but I don't even have the ingredients to do so.

My family is upset at me for not spending time with them, so now I need to find time to spend more time with my family.

A family holiday is coming up Friday and I'm kinda hoping my dad didn't plan anything.

I still haven't gotten a dress for my cousin's wedding in three weeks.

I spent last weekend smoking weed to calm myself and ended up missing three assignments and it messed with my grade, I was previously getting 100%/A in one of my classes.

I'm literally trembling I have so much to do and everyone is pulling me in all directions and it's 4 AM and I just want to get enough sleep for class ""tomorrow."" I wish everyone would leave me alone, except for my boyfriend. It's barely even Wednesday! When my anxiety gets this bad, I lose my appetite so I haven't been eating much lately, but I've gained weight somehow. I'm too stressed and my thoughts are everywhere right now, I can't seem to format my posts lately.",3.4113728440169817,4.548586689860834,4.4912159475578965,87.07624791789803,72.75745526838965,7.982569448175813,27.90870990274569,8.441846121484758,1.807161345440868,1927,72,412,32,37,630,216,503,0.094,0.821,0.085,0.3218,5,1,0,0,1,0,51.0,0,0,1,5,28,14,0,3,13,0,42,4,1,2,1,58,86,33,0,13,10,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,20,23,3,3,4,2,14,9,12,9,0,6,19,5,73,6,53,66,10,61,0,4,3,0,17,14,0,6,38,270,93,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657024930514199,0.0815847285857793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967110380011394,0.0,0.07331971461382647,0.0,0.0,0.06083893729107021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172932086627385,0.09013533778928423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368503492738774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564989926520965,0.0,0.0,0.0654809475393847,0.07639051566039047,0.0,0.2441537359925534,0.0,0.0,0.21193279851242067,0.1328888829968755,0.0,0.2090867825057525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757162086146627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703813777482114,0.07092137940070742,0.042016707353412765,0.0,0.1182587947643514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955441014074153,0.0,0.0,0.07343019303305565,0.0,0.08530648095389541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200954147299984,0.0657132952372309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060263655836292264,0.16679484117294274,0.07828228459914936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03611896622401552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270991029443925,0.08070445119127073,0.06285351680509339,0.0,0.0,0.09869907148683844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357309501395757,0.21739125084098707,0.21927568402786893,0.0,0.0714030482152205,0.0,0.0,0.0724367110857222,0.07093881597185955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050097578399539634,0.056227878788741074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080548907402583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313669456049402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674037398235962,0.06730403187639784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061156510925689085,0.0,0.07398442080823736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23616566009280865,0.0,0.08468774359296431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047372017989089805,0.07263686033283377,0.05869297861452024,0.12932933212374886,0.0,0.07007797068261278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221987244467304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200168272811095,0.17442574486486634,0.0,0.3558180706501519,0.09002807582574399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501703440147844,0.0,0.0,0.05382266941043564,0.0,0.0,0.05251848160611287,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AcidAndBile,2020/01/29,"Does anyone else have career anxiety? I feel a constant weight on my shoulders and I'm not sure what to do. I'm 20, Living in the UK. I've been to school and then I did an apprenticeship in IT. During my apprenticeship, I came to the realisation that I'm not very passionate about IT. I find it interesting and I'd like to say I'm good at it when I put effort into it but I'm not passionate about it. Because I'm not passionate, I find it hard to really motivate myself to work in IT. Although jobs in the IT industry typically pay well (which is what I think initially attracted me towards it), I don't think I could see myself pursuing a career in it. I'm scared that I'd wake up one day when I'm 30 and feel like I've wasted my life for not choosing a career that I'm truly passionate about or enjoy. 

But that's the thing, I don't really know what I want to do. I'm not really passionate about any particular thing. I have interests and hobbies, but none of them really stand out from the others. At the moment, I'm currently working as a Barista, and have been doing so for a year now. This is an okay job and I do enjoy it (mostly because of the people I work with) but again, it's not something I am passionate about or something that I'd like to do long term. The only thing I can think of, is that I'd like to make one of my hobbies into a career. I like to draw and take pictures but I don't think I will be at a point where I feel confident enough to attempt to make a career out of this for a very long time.

For roughly the last 3 months, I have felt this constant weight on me, this constant urge to find a new job. I feel like I need progress my career. I don't care about being successful or famous, those things don't interest me. I'm much more interested in pursuing my happiness, in short-term and long-term. Sometimes I question if it is really I who wants to find a new job and progress my career or if I just feel pressured to do. Sometimes I feel like I'd just like a quiet, peaceful life. I really don't want to have to dedicate or make my work a big part of my life. Honestly, that seems like a waste of my life to me.",3.2712198248237527,3.8896707086092768,5.191151463362534,83.87177739799189,72.59823399558499,8.847368795841346,26.31268247525457,9.11188708381993,1.8744142846970024,1673,53,369,34,31,579,174,453,0.102,0.6970000000000001,0.201,0.9939,7,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,10,15,32,0,2,25,1,30,14,2,4,1,67,66,28,0,7,21,0,11,9,0,1,4,2,0,0,36,16,2,0,20,0,1,2,14,2,1,2,5,14,46,30,56,57,7,44,0,0,1,6,4,21,0,10,29,241,82,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042193558644014,0.0,0.05672161418483865,0.0,0.0,0.05184472338105536,0.07597150944546534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903976294135558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480346135202772,0.07559695800893525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037699421486705,0.0,0.05919968037057687,0.0,0.0,0.04781814323028948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488580969102759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061939607619651386,0.0,0.0,0.07661281018907297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249431767981103,0.15891010781383225,0.07119194720954614,0.0,0.2710730104895358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219028635527402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892997264670097,0.06642040111084785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943145159914646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074879384572275,0.0604390215980626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948651975751992,0.3260166437759461,0.0,0.06547242316243222,0.1968510714908605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847942504948355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059182762453487026,0.0,0.05450596351348338,0.054978442723803166,0.0,0.14322165867170306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048672225016143,0.056391500538196575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029307248762488,0.0,0.05140361575996831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009209320407131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453737632483025,0.08306067527492797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849995960767113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896400735981675,0.07423324725484393,0.07503987865450004,0.05908489471325501,0.06749988495992605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416268236688225,0.14666490853981332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988188414589279,0.0,0.05574868936717419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703767265605607,0.19003947760249676,0.0,0.0,0.04323522577037196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235670463529495,0.13119998963119353,0.0,0.0,0.1805801106406601,0.06666630799724603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591716823815207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477477000458395
anxiety,authenticsleeping,2020/01/29,"It’s such a double edged sword One hand, it stops me from doing the bad things I’d want to do ( like self harm/ drug use) because it makes me scared but on the other hand, it stops me from doing the good things i’d want to do ( anything that could improve my life/ help me make a change)because it makes me scared. Does anyone else feel this way?",5.356267605633803,4.8923037464788734,4.794471830985916,92.30325704225358,67.87323943661971,7.1000000000000005,23.38380281690141,3.1291,0.014067605633802938,270,4,61,0,4,81,48,71,0.13,0.614,0.255,0.8945,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,5,0,5,4,2,4,0,11,12,1,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,6,2,5,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,35,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484699601796366,0.197600240942067,0.15870122715499188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610238345560289,0.2351222646896679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397707891162055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876657739532985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364774631564446,0.0,0.16110356999403744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975120503682311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175557992407108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292650077474605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621746849690838,0.09421802086872276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861917497608543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306818876776685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861581177085522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118728267516897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322466755883972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25624534694449713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656269458972991,0.0,0.0,0.2274988764600006,0.15307738787399125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Charlotte023,2020/01/29,"Is this symptom familiar to anyone? I've been having weird episodes for over a year now... I think they are to do with anxiety/stress etc., but my symptoms have never quite matched the typical description of anxiety or panic attacks, and my doctor was particularly unhelpful.

The episodes have evolved over time, and they are certainly getting better now that my stress has decreased, but not gone.... i was just wondering if one particular symptom is common. When I have an 'episode' I have this weird need to swallow a lot. It's not a tightness in my throat, nor does it feel like something is in my throat, it's just this sudden need to swallow a dozen or so times during the episode as if there was something there.

Has anyone else had that happen?

Thanks.",5.152993506493504,7.115841507142857,4.9664935064935065,82.12396103896107,69.64285714285714,7.948051948051948,32.01298701298701,8.575989854853784,2.613928571428572,601,27,108,10,11,185,87,140,0.11900000000000001,0.787,0.094,-0.4137,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,2,8,9,1,2,8,0,18,8,2,0,2,22,27,12,0,4,10,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,3,2,1,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,6,2,11,4,12,21,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,6,10,81,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216936646343479,0.0,0.0,0.2224610308033544,0.1629934465915262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097334266043466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069090474021054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628223111367503,0.1392095778222517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328886341754309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741318945884588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043423984682431,0.1136448227318702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311130004744847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406714912045201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771711147319829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524179351445784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359075377913891,0.12269018583041805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779486491575062,0.0,0.0,0.1866428835916796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919824186124194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449308853665599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644449161920849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960265325039474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464569636681914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019302817233052,0.0,0.0,0.1855184532705459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251249722776124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244053664454716
anxiety,throwaway89788978321,2020/01/29,Can a GP prescribe Buspar in England or do I have to see a psychiatrist? Because I'm getting conflicting advice from GP's.,3.998750000000001,5.987974708333336,6.298333333333333,71.28,72.75,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.8064,99,6,16,2,2,35,21,24,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6537198170812971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078041881222817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34951460117122396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330906944162901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,althea_alethia,2020/01/29,"Made an appointment with the dentist today I dread making appointments over the phone, and it being the dentist is even worse, I have been avoiding to go for a very long time (never a good idea). So, today I bit the bullet and called, and a very nice lady answered the phone. Now it is just to go to the actual appointment, but after an semi-successful phone call I think I will be just fine.",10.120995670995669,6.413125428571429,9.744675324675324,70.91320346320349,60.948051948051955,12.864069264069268,36.056277056277054,10.504223727775694,3.514908225108225,306,8,59,5,3,100,51,77,0.078,0.838,0.084,0.1145,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,11,0,7,2,0,2,1,14,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,7,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,42,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2137337097995557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239115109964034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44729154888833306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466185171615442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489503043666649,0.1837051178632448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472489843257175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382742551974008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724374933144551,0.14619877088821834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892313598154576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034034363581724,0.0,0.0,0.12771338920385295,0.0,0.4152141666907092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614318917584287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223201954238112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UndercoverPoetry,2020/01/29,"I wrote about how my anxiety feels to me. 'Scream' I'm not an expert at writing and I don't even know if this is poetry but I wanted to share on a separate account to my main.  

Scream

It follows, 
I can feel it nipping at my heels, 
Rumbling, brewing,
I know it will catch me soon.

Shadows cover me, 
The demons swirl within them, 
Slumber calls to me, 
I can hear it getting closer. 

Eyes wide, 
I stare into the dark, 
I see stars, I'm frozen, 
It grips my heart in its hands. 

It has me, 
Always one step behind me, 
It reaches for me, 
I can't always get away. 

The scream, 
Always present, hiding away, 
My soul cries out in the night, 
I'm lost again.",0.3113636363636374,2.485547409090909,2.0556363636363635,95.99845454545456,86.27272727272728,4.42909090909091,18.648484848484852,5.6839178017228535,-0.3619733333333333,486,13,108,3,15,159,87,132,0.136,0.833,0.031,-0.9279999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,6,0,7,4,4,1,0,14,22,4,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,4,0,1,2,11,22,1,17,19,1,19,2,1,3,0,6,12,0,1,4,71,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257357242205409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111685481584392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957519747775661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505740045653746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313463173506673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910659323935526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298252103036444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007113194488034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737392773177005,0.2495750742760835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314926186891535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990680889707746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764417629477268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427154786792617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678297160638538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422383709770753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,benicetobugsplz,2020/01/29,(20F)I can't even talk on the phone My social anxiety has gotten so bad lately I can't even talk on the phone. All I have to do is call my former employers to get my w-2's sent to my new address. A simple but necessary task. I can't even dial the number without going into a panic attack. I've been trying to do this one little thing since the beginning of January. I usually have my mom or therapist make phone calls for me on my behalf but I wanted to be able to do this one little thing on my own but I can't. Should I throw the towel in and let them intervene or keep pushing? Has anyone else ever experienced extreme anxiety over talking on the phone?,2.1762254901960816,3.9838684852941166,4.534411764705883,82.73901960784316,77.38235294117645,7.4745098039215705,22.362745098039216,8.344100000000001,1.4207421568627452,518,15,102,10,12,181,84,136,0.08199999999999999,0.88,0.038,-0.6861,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,1,8,0,16,0,0,1,2,14,24,7,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,3,1,16,0,17,18,2,20,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,2,6,76,20,1,0.1511479119046734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23125547779409475,0.0,0.0,0.1056861343677462,0.15486889758019012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195257021260266,0.0,0.0,0.12620219298790425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086778348086389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626468551991527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994953109093875,0.1367219396990415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896854557018683,0.0,0.0859008415404226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343472089279239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050142816811126,0.0,0.0,0.15455898050686973,0.0,0.0,0.3029798314193787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008924048791404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702260764305006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459795951797879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048434736906252,0.0,0.0,0.1773395079832241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503111464697012,0.0,0.0,0.1540762616814348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644608986234968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549437544561808,0.2008319129680738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261951057376052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646807094684773,0.0,0.08915095454873895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570119335029064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rooogan,2020/01/29,"Anxiety attack because I was worried about the relationship with my girlfriend. Hey. 

The other day I had the worst anxiety attack of my life because of a few rather minor events. 

My girlfriend and I had been going through a rather rough patch and I was super worried that we wouldn’t last much longer. I really love her and i’m shit scared of abandonment because she makes me forget about all my issues and I didn’t want to lose her. 

I always have this little feeling in the back of my mind that she’s sleeping with other guys, and she has cheated before on previous boyfriends, but whilst under the influence of some illicit drugs (molly) she told me that she was really trying to make an effort to be faithful in this relationship. Even with that confession I still can’t stop thinking about it. 

So anyways I was sitting in bed about to watch some chefs table (the show). I watched the little intro and as soon as the music hit I just burst into tears ( I normally get goosebumps from watching the way the cooks work as I am a professional cook myself and would do anything for my job). I then just started violently shaking and went fully numb, and could barely breathe. I tried to stand but just collapsed into a heap onto the carpet and continued to cry for another 20 seconds. 

When it was over I felt awful but relieved. I was able to much more clearly think about what was going on and could focus on my problems but I still felt like vulnerable and that i overreacted and it shouldn’t have happened.",5.504024390243902,6.8040566411149905,5.7946533101045326,79.07671864111502,67.95470383275261,8.248710801393727,30.029442508710797,8.548686976883017,2.3332747038327524,1204,45,214,18,20,384,166,287,0.19699999999999998,0.732,0.071,-0.9858,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,4,18,17,5,2,16,1,23,10,4,3,2,53,41,23,0,10,9,0,4,1,2,3,3,0,2,1,13,19,2,2,6,3,0,4,4,12,0,1,15,7,37,5,38,19,8,33,2,2,3,1,17,13,1,2,14,167,50,3,0.11975630330656407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964683782849837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557492576137233,0.1832264884842099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985492337229643,0.0,0.0,0.27248016718498896,0.0,0.09208520512730133,0.0,0.21900699287358275,0.0,0.10190379364536868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123132706240464,0.0,0.13154667585947682,0.07723290844094882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887929172563687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909790888538977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055238522610255,0.0,0.2299696629410281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256772571853914,0.0,0.13612053390842616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857756833268325,0.10590010351272937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499446698766327,0.1188396523310246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976173708557324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458741864007131,0.05850688067105364,0.24005455404580356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397667092400856,0.0,0.0,0.10808473933242248,0.0,0.15987652476013364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091972765506034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760693245343761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733575056968425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145906088223451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343790886717504,0.0,0.0,0.2571469044117191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989695126589653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292812439986715,0.0,0.0,0.119842789876596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476412786269646,0.0,0.19127507703229094,0.1001216318965812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347000722251306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114432279853054,0.0,0.1626133378699021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063537046904042,0.09505697936766278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101529295224684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718401509786725,0.24323667823422715,0.0,0.08507144189278416,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lanky_midget,2020/01/29,"Im ruining my relationship. Hello,

First off i want to say im not blaming anxiety in this i am blaming myself for letting anxiety take control of me.

This all starts a few years ago when i realised google activty could show you when an app on your phone was used like the exact time, At first i was like 'this would be pretty neat if my phone ever got stolen' and forgot about it but then in the back of my mind i started to think people may be going on my phone while i was a work and being a private person this didnt sit well with me so i started to check google activity after work and everything seemed fine but i still obsessed with it for ages.

I want to say i have always been a private person, I remember when i got my first phone at 14 i would freak out if someone started looking down my texts even if there was like just one from my mate asking if i was coming out, Back to obsessing over activity on my phone.

This obsession soon made its way home where i would start to think someone was coming into my home and going down my phone at night when i was asleep (Crazy but it what i started worrying about) so i started checking and nothing, But i was convinced which led me to hide my phone in weird places in my flat before i went to bed sometimes hiding the phone and the battery in different places.

Eventually i start to calm down after a while, We move and i get a new phone blah blah blah at this point, Things are going to get worse for some reason this obsession comes back and i have a feeling my girlfriend is starting to go down my phone which leads me to start checking the activity on my phone and while i see nothing, i start asking her if she has and she says no, My anxiety takes over which leads me to start asking her every other morning which starts to annoy her (with good reason), For some reason i start to get a thing for sleeping downstairs on the sofa because it makes me feel safer at night and i get to sleep faster.

Time passes and this keeps going on,  i dont want to ask but i feel like i have to, i hate this but i cant stop, anyway it stops for a while and i try to regain control of my life but that doesnt last, I start to follow a strict ritual as of sorts where i would once again hide my phone in a weird place and remember exactly how it was, this worked for a while but the mind just takes over and i go back to sqaure one.

Anyway way fast forward till this morning, i have been 'okay' for a while even mentioning to my girlfriend how i feel like i have improved, but last night i fell asleep with my phone unlocked and in plain site, its almost like my body knew this because i woke up at 4am freaking out and when it came to my girlfriend waking up i ask her again, I feel like that of been the last time i ask her because even after i apologise she seems hurt and i know its because of me.

Anyone reading this is probably thinking why i dont want my girlfriend going down my phone? i mean i havent done anything wrong as in cheating or texting other girls i just like to be private so much so i dont think my girlfriend knows that much about me before we met.

Sorry for the long post but with a mixture of refusing to take medication and anxiety, depression and the ablity to see when someone has exactly been of my phone has ruined, i have wanted to talk about this for ages but i have never brought myself to do it.",6.541913746630727,5.328093027576198,6.696136844287789,82.11698984034838,65.7489114658926,9.499829981339417,31.151606883682355,8.238735603445708,2.0369158697905867,2652,79,559,28,35,853,262,689,0.124,0.778,0.098,-0.975,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,2,0,10,37,31,3,4,25,1,47,8,6,13,6,114,123,59,0,15,21,0,5,11,6,5,2,3,4,3,37,35,0,7,20,2,3,21,10,16,1,5,25,11,101,15,97,87,6,131,1,4,3,0,51,43,0,13,73,398,138,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268240472807839,0.0,0.048215648099625134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006497160966997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733962901851202,0.0,0.0,0.033667863738149194,0.0,0.0396236582846795,0.0,0.2700846207460477,0.0,0.0,0.14809867365568602,0.0,0.1174080936637587,0.0,0.08194485019878303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053484215055161384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055071204842550577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443186095137833,0.0,0.0,0.10800948611577828,0.03844415867376155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041471849878611286,0.0,0.0,0.050306896557843116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927455398498105,0.1692956526714083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540861133992973,0.0435547734179176,0.04056877003941666,0.0,0.043274454848784935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217313889657504,0.10319591865053157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228700603805764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062634035248696,0.0,0.19155478546867385,0.040386252453435766,0.07702051155960088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753852951401187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659750983178676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154597534809225,0.0,0.10402134142819457,0.0,0.0,0.042798268200889084,0.0,0.0,0.052924376839979165,0.11774695345606875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049237023629853084,0.034010035844614574,0.18819073954683754,0.0,0.0,0.042611569184844884,0.040434190403507334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556105174014274,0.032140751102367304,0.0,0.0,0.0524498772352997,0.0,0.04850643999766882,0.0,0.0,0.09723631097831946,0.0,0.0,0.05117623149116789,0.07079213593254723,0.0,0.037136539767255575,0.046503934962382434,0.0,0.13555760342187448,0.0,0.0924031723217262,0.0,0.0,0.051278580941834614,0.06525588433263645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03338140929665352,0.08408610536740174,0.1509206896735293,0.0,0.045517670636827864,0.0,0.0461147519774413,0.04898624463712562,0.05191425119622145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816340801660463,0.0,0.0,0.14851982356251855,0.0,0.05169548602486393,0.1090899834762646,0.0,0.0,0.11487333922033895,0.0,0.0,0.07673923417694077,0.08766859116860334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637030293511756,0.0,0.12239297667120475,0.0,0.047621954886260524,0.05390040586298064,0.5112162789624589,0.0,0.038452953941828336,0.08051174381176651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481236699048775,0.03870144980432458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397794299631873,0.1234112715726804,0.0,0.0,0.08423061760168862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032690945879910394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158646666892707,0.0,0.0,0.14200170191809444,0.07643905742841743,0.0,0.0,0.043292972306549805,0.044635882656167074,0.04344822668890004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516214560842103,0.04889904597202206,0.04906934862136555,0.13681858766433666,0.05264487939567671,0.0,0.031007264657154407
anxiety,quincycaSH,2020/01/29,"HEALTH ANXIETY CHANGED Hi there, my names Q. I’ve had anxiety for a number of years. Four years to be exact. Now initially I had been diagnosed with hypochondria/health anxiety. Days consisted of checking my heart rate constantly, Searching up symptoms of obscure diseases I talked myself into thinking I had, odd pains. Chest pain ALWAYS on the left side over the heart. Debilitating headaches that I would obsess over constantly diagnosing myself with brain tumours or imminent strokes, numb extremities, blurry vision, the shakes and all those other lovely physical symptoms of anxiety. I dealt with it as best as I could, I seen a doctor one time who wasn’t my usual and they prescribed me lorazepam. Now I managed on five 1mg tablets a month and that was fine. I attended therapy and all that jazz and it was rather manageable but slowly but surely over time it became a little worse. A night after drinking and abusing drugs  would mean a lorazepam and I sort of got used to that. I would only drink on the weekends and usually only need one on a Sunday and I was okay with that. UNTILL. Late last year I was on top of the world. Eating really well, exercising and keeping drinking to a minimum but then the silly season came along and in New Zealand when you’re in your 20’s you’re getting fucked Up on drugs and alcohol in the sun(Our Christmas is over summer) almost every day and then it happened. I started having panic attacks, now I had had a handful of them over the initial couple years of having anxiety but I began having them daily and needing more pills to escape or even worse alcohol! Then I realised something.. something I’m unsure of because I don’t know if it’s a WIN or a loss but here’s what happened.
I stopped fearing death? I stopped checking my heart rate all the time, I stopped getting the chest pains. I stopped checking any and every symptom on google. I no longer feared dying at the gym or any minute of the day. I stopped thinking I was gonna die when I get the flu. I stopped getting anxious when I someone on the news would have cancer. It’s like my health anxiety just up and left but now I’m left with a different type. Now I don’t fear dying but I fear having panic attacks? Like I even know they’re a harmless but I fear the attack itself, I fear losing touch with reality. Now instead of constantly thinking I’m dying I’m constantly worrying about why I’m thinking about being anxious? I don’t check my heart rate or anything but I’m starting to do whatever I can to avoid having panic attacks? I’ve been a month free from drugs(mdma was my poison) and I’ve just given up alcohol for awhile till I sort it out but I guess my questions are
1. IS IT A WIN IN TERMS OF THE FACT THAT MYSELF AND HEALTHY LIVING/THERAPY SESSIONS COMPLETELY ERADICATED MY HEALTH ANXIETY AND STRIPPED IT DOWN TO ITS BEAR BASIC SELF OF JUST GENERAL ANXIETY/PANIC 
2. OR IS IT MY ANXIETY GETTING WORSE? MORPHING INTO SOMETHING BIGGER AND BADDER
3.   WHAT CAN I DO TO HELP MYSELF? (I’ve given up drugs and alcohol) 
4. ISNT A QUESTION BUT FOR NOW, I REFUSE SSRI’s AS IVE SEEN FRIENDS HAVE REALLY BAD EXPERIENCES/ CAN I BEAT IT WITHOUT THEM?",2.4440668392562976,5.178364398682046,3.7519889385737852,83.60747034596379,82.11367380560131,6.302179336314428,27.122828900917863,7.606543801992383,1.9468727418216043,2518,112,444,43,70,821,275,607,0.256,0.65,0.09300000000000001,-0.9988,1,1,14,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,4,7,22,39,6,12,32,1,42,40,8,1,6,95,79,50,5,9,23,0,3,2,1,5,26,0,0,1,24,32,8,9,9,7,5,3,7,25,1,4,21,5,61,15,68,50,6,90,0,2,2,2,16,35,1,14,54,298,85,5,0.0,0.05764659228029199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079837236691487,0.04871957959520759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04048371535489583,0.0,0.0,0.06617226974057429,0.0,0.29775913283022165,0.10992949996460863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040037789591980164,0.0,0.0,0.2214020990240941,0.0,0.0,0.040623746412192255,0.029658799527873363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105898001033788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431353862706949,0.0,0.05564678799270323,0.0,0.0,0.051469086290685744,0.0,0.05101240239944445,0.21030914575325285,0.0,0.038845962302675716,0.053834313041728137,0.0,0.09413269350509867,0.0,0.0,0.09876481482578843,0.20197913428482686,0.050832684981720014,0.0,0.04979904902523514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298609595175282,0.16926828299118185,0.04978480697228626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427052374697237,0.0,0.08198555858592302,0.0,0.0,0.04759258325800477,0.0,0.32849314238649235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03758967165045928,0.04497949431194682,0.12709756042394546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038912750230363016,0.0,0.053597455571151864,0.0,0.08604848362658668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686612208411725,0.0,0.23061912975344695,0.03261150070846013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043245579315700784,0.0,0.0,0.05347752216571724,0.03965919984554242,0.054883410635200455,0.0,0.15858692479191375,0.0,0.0,0.04753940927792079,0.04876371617713991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544309636721148,0.0,0.0,0.0439117980730392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299806327282194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766972202704701,0.0,0.0,0.07215209609713177,0.0,0.04698997628754807,0.0,0.04565813319914663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593791385382744,0.0740065517376291,0.1553126688903996,0.17125364537517793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900639464155944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233751880737195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075634408588304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041224060402591634,0.11236781755836284,0.0,0.0,0.06887457544022517,0.0,0.0,0.2440596652075377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585546780283824,0.15170924326970878,0.0,0.03910594254163684,0.0,0.0,0.11127932571788668,0.0,0.0,0.12470111893772776,0.0,0.0,0.08511096377092704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04202111249803965,0.10717019316010973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04374545387928674,0.0,0.043902330921005414,0.0,0.0,0.046900360369992115,0.0,0.0,0.04941012008054218,0.1487466080039394,0.13824856316446274,0.0,0.0,0.12532536286746676
anxiety,AliceHanano,2020/01/29,"Speaking your thoughts is hard First time posting here, but I've been around for a while. I just had a class where I was supposed to hold a presentation with a couple other people. I couldn't do it. For some reason I chose to do the part about our own thoughts (it's philosophy). I was worried about it last night, but thought it would be fine. When class started, I just felt nauseous and I started to tremble. I ended up telling the teacher I wanted to do my part in front of her only, instead of the whole class. Luckily, she said that was okay. I've gone to therapy for about a year and overall feel so much better, so I didn't think it would affect me this bad. But I guess, I've only recently started to share my thoughts and opinions, and for most of my 18 year long life just been ""whatever"" and nobody really listened to my thoughts and opinions when I had some. I guess it's a bigger step than I imagined. Thanks for listening to my venting.",3.8238721804511258,5.0742858684210566,4.4218045112781965,87.53263157894739,71.89473684210526,7.112781954887217,29.360902255639097,7.447530270364453,1.6235639097744357,745,30,153,8,14,237,108,190,0.067,0.826,0.10800000000000001,0.8215,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,2,14,7,0,1,9,1,16,1,0,2,0,37,35,14,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,9,8,0,1,10,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,16,7,24,5,24,15,8,25,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,7,16,111,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771151060421205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040537892339564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694547362333894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630845885422486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171153144712241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685876597203858,0.0,0.12696021649544226,0.0,0.0,0.11247360112225603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29132947668691145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845087591053564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778397793049573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339698850702717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701817238906392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720325400843384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408760742149932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113165596550134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863814312062017,0.0,0.0916706796391573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663847165934394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470904326793716,0.1359530494440878,0.13055981529320287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257797027008607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28077630467080195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557364671563515,0.12173835269052488,0.15121495685754796,0.0,0.0,0.08472676392765698,0.0,0.5248737919956008,0.07710357476076599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799186912131799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762853797932532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428458751173938,0.0,0.18786284316217766,0.0,0.0,0.17030179880137786
anxiety,nikki243,2020/01/29,"Worried I won’t fall in love again Was just broken up with a week ago by my boyfriend of 2.5 years. I know I’m still heartbroken which is playing a huge factor in this, but I’m SO worried I won’t find my person. I really thought he was the one and I’m so scared that I won’t find the ACTUAL one. I’m still young and in college so I know I have time, I just worry someone better isn’t out there for me (even though he wasn’t the best boyfriend. It was a healthy relationship but he was doing bare minimum). I just want to find a guy who will love me like I love him, and I’m so scared I’ll never find that.",0.6276666666666664,2.083362377777778,2.607870370370371,96.4029166666667,80.7777777777778,5.981481481481483,20.13888888888889,6.816661863887847,0.017333333333333645,471,12,118,5,12,158,74,135,0.162,0.608,0.23,0.8869,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,13,9,0,2,7,0,13,3,0,0,1,19,25,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,7,1,0,1,6,2,0,2,6,0,15,7,10,15,1,16,0,0,0,3,11,6,0,0,10,73,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.13553409561449264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311532551442632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575378769964367,0.12283464407786435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173383674785957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077623745297153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752039021852988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265779713709088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785338216566034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760539806642149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711854711684958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822743218259128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127114556338267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897484321203256,0.0,0.0,0.1491131212059086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781010903822612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767886759234275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183135986361635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645619348320098,0.11026110447546512,0.08098637655164073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191940386970704,0.0,0.11140711770620798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423140776665052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943895045037678
anxiety,caraboo69,2020/01/29,"So hard to sleep, can hear my heart hit the mattress. Any tips? My mind keep racing and I am only thinking of the worst outcomes. Made a mistake at work and think I’m going to get in big trouble",0.016585365853657663,2.246052121951223,1.7104390243902436,97.40468292682928,88.75609756097559,3.28,20.39512195121951,3.1291,-0.5542039024390242,151,5,33,0,5,49,36,41,0.243,0.757,0.0,-0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,8,11,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510824721693666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575811616938978,0.0,0.17141450817771728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701874073821865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399415357865692,0.35741471211332115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26808888400228603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853949944341799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30454473031849644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293914681933185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018323877448526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865248695803026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195789957599408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mr-miller,2020/01/29,"A long winded thought about my anxiety-dating/relationships (24M) I've been to therapy multiple times throughout my life.  I have had some great experiences and not-so-great experiences in therapy and am debating whether to go back.  I have never been officially diagnosed with any anxiety disorder, but have been told by each therapist that I suffer from anxiety and depression-like symptoms.  My anxiety tends to be very situational.  I'm not sure if I even can validate it as being real sometimes. I've ruined friendships since I get hyper-fixated on something and want to talk to them about it all the time since that seems to be the only thing that helps for a little bit.   I've told past friends it's because I have anxiety and they don't believe I'm actually having anxiety. 

My anxiety tends to be related to pre-relationships.  I haven't been in one in nearly 5 years. I've been told be confident in myself, be myself, be funny, look good, etc.. When I first meet someone I can be that no problem.  Literally the only way my previous relationship happened was because I thought nothing of it until she and I were actually dating, and then the anxiety started. 

The more relevant and current problem is, is when I start to develop feelings for someone, I start to not be the person I am normally. I'm normally super extroverted, I love talking to people, I *try* to be funny, I have a lot of passions and interests, and can hold good conversations.  Maybe that's cocky, but I want you to know that's who I am. Though, when feelings develop for someone, even just enough for me to want to ask them out, I start to not know what to say, I get very nervous when I'm near them, I start worrying about who else she's into, and I start the broken record of ""I'm not good enough, she'd never like me"" in my mind. I essentially over-analyze the whole situation. I also have a really hard time in a group setting around the person I'm into if I'm not sure where things are going.  

When I'm not around the person I'm currently into, I can't stop thinking about it and all I can really explain is that my body is incredibly tense. Like I mentioned above, I have to talk about it otherwise it doesn't go away. Talking about it only remedies it for a short while, which makes me wish I could have therapy 24/7 sometimes. 

There is certainly a fear I have regarding this too.  I don't know where this all originated or what I'm afraid of.  I've been rejected, ghosted, cheated on, lead on, all these things and every time someone asks what specific fear it is, I just can't come up with one.  Isn't that what anxiety is though? (Please don't think I'm trying to make you pity me because I've gone through some bad relationshit.  I'm just being honest with my experience.) 

Even worse than any of those things is when someone says a very enthusiastic ""yes"" to a date (or maybe it's not a date, I can't tell) and it's just hard to plan because schedules are super busy. Most recently, (but honestly like 6 months ago) I asked this woman out to a museum in my city that neither of us had been to.  She said yes, and has said yes multiple times, but just has been hard to plan.  She's not the best texter, but she always eventually responds and asks when I'm free and we go back and forth for a bit. Last week she asked if I was available this past weekend, but I was out of town.  I asked if she's available this coming weekend and she isn't sure if she's in town or not. 

I don't want to come off as a ""nice guy"" as the internet says, because I've done my fair share of not nice things.  I believe everyone deserves love, but it's not like the world ""owes me a woman.""  I'm not posting this to pity myself either just because I've gone through stuff. I just struggle with finding romantic relationships and have trouble telling where things can go, which puts me in this anxious state (I think).  I want to know how to start a relationship the right way (if this is the wrong sub, you don't have to answer that)...but relevant to this sub is how to start a relationship while dealing with my anxiety. 

Let me know your thoughts. I'm glad I can turn to the internet so people I don't know can help.  Should I go back to therapy? Any thoughts on how to keep the anxiety away when I start to like someone?  What happens if a relationship actually starts and I get even more anxiety for whatever reason?",5.291099577085738,5.692684086505196,6.336949250288353,78.22650038446754,67.99653979238754,10.020838139177242,31.972510572856606,9.994966539143718,3.0198695117262595,3441,138,688,78,54,1151,316,867,0.146,0.7090000000000001,0.145,0.9168,3,1,1,0,0,0,116.0,2,4,4,7,42,44,1,5,34,3,79,7,1,8,10,135,164,61,1,19,38,0,5,5,1,1,3,5,0,6,49,39,0,3,20,3,2,13,29,16,0,3,26,11,89,29,97,123,20,106,0,5,1,3,66,36,0,15,57,459,138,1,0.0,0.0,0.12021265397847675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03639925426983776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032837509070302195,0.03416712573307404,0.0,0.0,0.08377132288065821,0.0,0.34553804549667066,0.04638871474787354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310831120527915,0.2303262631882804,0.0,0.07715877117567851,0.09472312971402487,0.034285308036729724,0.15018719359289304,0.0,0.0,0.09252630868170783,0.04309235391372634,0.0,0.08965880020233037,0.045610962072500615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611461502446204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03278490787178372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233343160678315,0.0,0.041677373439841625,0.0,0.0,0.04706095699085888,0.0,0.0,0.04202099274768113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03430228536223625,0.0,0.0,0.08485667179701817,0.04579532244877993,0.1084850561043066,0.0,0.03459676148724305,0.039236790437753626,0.0,0.12050043543802808,0.0,0.09241301430283674,0.04152466861052941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037530201260358144,0.034927574164230014,0.0,0.0,0.03172463362829401,0.0,0.06436007598566558,0.0,0.14001991929458651,0.10332333532450316,0.0,0.09054266858242213,0.0,0.04065813601950825,0.0726225182999268,0.0,0.1103512747498732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504639261897397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03649806182377692,0.0,0.0,0.13540060795148948,0.03347125765797306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198898712504006,0.029003519139118476,0.10030483614434092,0.041155215306462406,0.0,0.03633884621724737,0.034481992921174334,0.0,0.0,0.0349097018177591,0.07412066371746424,0.0,0.054818812541226114,0.0,0.08250520551826608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146122073146149,0.0,0.032775538693610766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333955934779098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046467765688516,0.03940038742083279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055649758760293114,0.09368919587014997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783972294892412,0.05693486168904152,0.10756205804220934,0.0,0.04507407818570114,0.0,0.0,0.03932633584051954,0.0,0.0,0.07858215724218068,0.0,0.041278956246334535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673789077600977,0.052611125839312815,0.04221888665367879,0.040544070662099266,0.3085988258362611,0.0,0.03506698261134005,0.0781193071192561,0.0979631749838077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0373815786827636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793432314219608,0.09231149858279096,0.0,0.0,0.20875173772797287,0.03161176716128164,0.08122333574103567,0.0,0.29064109583925346,0.0,0.0,0.03432992416175498,0.0,0.042927234934437085,0.04700651314651567,0.0,0.0,0.11610220457043828,0.04267945554754032,0.0,0.1320172957464381,0.07178052586229659,0.0,0.18783328950735415,0.0476764989451744,0.16367981815599786,0.07893319769040986,0.08068700890868706,0.13039552829368328,0.11971879618474375,0.0,0.0,0.11771037131326087,0.0,0.05575721700710912,0.04466399459427603,0.0,0.0,0.049392894936706455,0.0,0.0,0.10164210171032312,0.12109805170996354,0.06518669004732433,0.0329377028238685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584459515459947,0.04721962224626501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041700762157789735,0.041845995058226636,0.0,0.04489518253097851,0.0,0.02644277700983062
anxiety,Jroostah,2020/01/29,"Interview I've got an interview tomorrow at 145pm central time. Any good thoughts, prayers, crossing of fingers, would be appreciated. I've been without FT work since August & need this to be a good fit.

TIA.",3.1931578947368418,6.3012635789473705,3.8318947368421057,81.12626315789477,84.26315789473685,7.2505263157894735,33.915789473684214,8.238735603445708,3.3501936842105264,168,10,29,4,5,53,33,38,0.0,0.657,0.34299999999999997,0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,11,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35609240615745624,0.0,0.2234934383853783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513124702594451,0.2628516259185453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368999441427144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27186288113885665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609115861458046,0.19163860241388944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168071109453197,0.0,0.23926129458701406,0.0,0.0,0.2334637065843209,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Makumbala,2020/01/29,"Help!!! Hello anyone here have solved a driving related problem?  at this moment i drive in villages, but i avoid highways, bridges, night drive. i' ve tried so many drugs, always prescripted by psychiatrist. i am loosing my faith....",4.208461538461535,7.5437288205128255,4.093025641025643,79.6103076923077,81.30769230769229,6.196923076923077,30.87692307692308,7.554174236665415,2.6468523076923067,180,9,27,3,5,55,35,39,0.138,0.7759999999999999,0.085,-0.4812,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33255326629107596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794550352922769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634844726637497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678870005922178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051975432952452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750584943852741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824253943285229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27134627565504343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OfficialFuckUp,2020/01/29,"A little bit of optimism today: an appointment with a new psychiatrist that actually went very well So I've been dealing with anxiety (GAD) and PTSD for years now and my life has been super stressful lately. 

I'm sleeping on the little loveseat in my mother's tiny apartment (we don't get along well most days), having to find a new job due to the restaurant I work at likely closing down soon, getting my hours cut, trying to find a place I can afford to move into within the coming weeks/month, about to have to take out a loan to get a new vehicle (as my current car is on its last legs), in the process of trying to get a criminal record expunged, so that I can begin nurse aide classes and get into a career that's a little more fulfilling than minimum wage restaurant work. 

So all these life changes and all these things I have to handle have *really* been weighing on my mind lately. Add in my unresolved trauma from a very abusive past relationship, and it's the perfect recipe for daily panic attacks and constant, brain-damaging levels of stress.

Anyway, Monday night was the worst night I've had in a long time and I was having a major panic attack at work and was barely able to function at all. I believe this particular episode was mostly triggered by my realization that the doctor I had been seeing for medication management was not listening to me or taking me seriously when I had been trying to talk to him for months about my severe levels of stress. I realized that my anxiety symptoms and my mood were worsening rapidly. I couldn't stop ruminating on the fact that I have voluntarily admitted myself to inpatient mental hospitals 11 times in the past 4 years, and that's a cycle I very much want to break. 

I've had the need so many times in the past 4 years to have to go to the hospital and lie to them and tell them I was feeling suicidal just so they would admit me and give me the treatment I needed when I was in crisis and couldn't get in to see my psychiatrist for weeks or months. And every single time, without fail, they would give me anxiety medications and sedatives for a few days, get me feeling so much better, let me talk to a therapist every day I was there. I would always feel so great by the time I was discharged. And then they would send me off to different outpatient doctors who would always change my medication again and again. 

I felt that most of them did not fully listen to me, but I also realized that I was not making enough of an effort to advocate for myself and to be totally open with them about everything I was going through. I was too concerned with what they would think about me and not concerned enough about my own well-being to really be honest with them about what I was feeling. I got complacent about going to therapy every time I tried and would eventually always give up on it too early. My doctors would not take me seriously, I suppose because I didn't try hard enough to articulate just how much stress and anxiety I was dealing with. And then the cycle would repeat itself. An inevitable breakdown would eventually come again, and I would have to start over with a new hospitalization and a new doctor and more antihistamines and antidepressants that were not helping my symptoms.

So I thought about all of this in the midst of my Monday night panic attack. And I got *angry*. At the broken system I was in, yes, but also at myself for not being active enough in my own treatment.

And then I finally did something about it.

I talked to my dad, who is super awesome and supportive of me, on the phone for hours that night and asked for his help with finding a good psychiatrist. I was absolutely determined to get an appointment with someone the very next day, which sounded next to impossible. But I was frustrated and fed up enough to make it happen. And I was **not** going back for a 12th hospitalization. 

We made calls to various doctor's offices all morning Tuesday, and somehow, I eventually found someone who was able to see me right away. And he was *wonderful*. I told him everything I was dealing with and got the impression that he really wanted to help me if I was willing to participate. I was able to start a few new medications immediately that I'm feeling optimistic about, made a follow up appointment, and also got set up with a therapist, who I plan to see weekly and actually stick it out this time. 

So yeah, I'm still a bit stressed and dealing with a lot right now, but I think things are looking up. I feel a million times better than I did last night and I'm just glad I finally got fed up enough to really seek help with a more honest approach this time.",7.60764596317788,7.05536495622896,7.920800439382003,72.03965613582636,63.29854096520764,10.94998209040762,34.108961960025795,10.345600374805953,3.4223618740597463,3700,135,672,75,47,1217,345,891,0.083,0.8140000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.9708,5,0,1,0,0,0,81.0,2,0,9,11,43,34,5,8,50,2,71,18,2,6,8,142,140,66,1,18,19,2,8,1,0,12,13,3,1,0,35,65,3,1,19,0,2,12,13,18,2,1,52,16,97,15,129,70,32,134,0,1,5,0,47,48,0,10,72,503,132,14,0.11984867205866777,0.0473336928632124,0.07797001036698085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584293974518404,0.09972369602975507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224520811285315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037347443331118745,0.13634516638279848,0.037533924192050684,0.03071874366536208,0.0,0.02435287936393585,0.0,0.0,0.04500947076933493,0.0,0.07066427402457523,0.08722913956943003,0.0,0.0,0.04459691811768806,0.04079296468558133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452266911417701,0.06882601256791855,0.0,0.04317127915821453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305663819277264,0.1647449578066082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173878460392104,0.0,0.204450323791854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476714316121429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009776752402683,0.0,0.07180817237289673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119817928507325,0.0,0.03835783998596275,0.0875255747223075,0.10953951501985937,0.0,0.0,0.04380262762932539,0.0,0.0,0.16697595887768976,0.11496976696800165,0.09081701632622977,0.033507793313692844,0.15975655238311434,0.0440445280158872,0.0,0.0,0.03532726163172073,0.0,0.035786956495435444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710938477245696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868453353416074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039643771354918415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512844247799332,0.09012968154859284,0.0,0.0,0.040851129058650085,0.05643510761423379,0.0195173357925352,0.12011985477865153,0.0,0.03535410111805106,0.03354756662330438,0.0,0.0,0.03396368505173624,0.0,0.07560247421438049,0.05333327949290076,0.04050258082486207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097990450576288,0.04025975757554405,0.0,0.04033766458777125,0.0,0.09566206661420122,0.04246005715328188,0.08810256392806909,0.059244181156328415,0.0,0.2315011885972145,0.084973614925289,0.18744976659226573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061659382189431,0.0,0.0,0.11440911863991092,0.0,0.0,0.04173878460392104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046698894702389616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237083762856294,0.0,0.0,0.04289087389252614,0.0,0.06823340739738902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273384996945045,0.0,0.0,0.04513162861935737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03997840844543592,0.0,0.0676982606077788,0.030755121009037212,0.0,0.0,0.05655300462723654,0.0,0.03190376810696435,0.033399618769779614,0.22881041486134865,0.0,0.0,0.04369833166852452,0.045334284260385466,0.0,0.08304577300392907,0.09011128603684854,0.09632982281374644,0.034917673974442766,0.0,0.04568580047147534,0.0927690303971368,0.05308142153143737,0.05119612651861187,0.0,0.03171548612933487,0.2096541734246977,0.0,0.037867509191405996,0.03817351405135499,0.0,0.1356156354239755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185027468896146,0.04712656796814869,0.0,0.06409025037667096,0.0,0.10775834942763217,0.03703363990361663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385099476849066,0.04332359081518567,0.08725126064950525,0.0,0.0,0.31216921268166203,0.0,0.0,0.07717861541271928
anxiety,awayfrominstagram,2020/01/29,"Anxiety concerning the uncertainty of dreams How I’ve started to calm my anxiety through day to day life is to plan as much as I can, and it’s been very helpful.
However, when I get in bed and want to go to sleep, I feel like I can’t.
The fact that I can’t plan out what I will do in my dreams is terrifying to me.
Whenever I have dreams I just feel helpless and scared, and if I could just plan beforehand how I’m going to combat my bad dreams that would make things so much easier, but I never know what my dreams are going to be.
I just feel very scared. ;-;",5.664313725490196,4.15156284033614,6.622310924369748,82.90920868347341,67.65546218487395,10.958543417366949,29.917366946778717,10.125756701596842,2.3821417366946758,434,12,103,9,6,146,69,119,0.15,0.691,0.159,0.0221,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,2,2,0,13,2,1,3,2,22,25,12,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,4,5,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,3,16,2,15,20,2,11,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026863850842356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518391672098695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795510677040744,0.0,0.0,0.2551743479769537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000938796122247,0.14133332527870784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336059418787934,0.0,0.3373024775402082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260459442893568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872491274235807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973667335755618,0.09665216181012007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205636297408355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29086289765426665,0.0,0.1525825068458024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961345879793192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797782049009005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002859335367654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314327477249716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264690995586686,0.1166881771474987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053626980167508,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Several_Quit,2020/01/29,"I have MS I have ms for 15 years now and I don’t think it’s same as anxiety cuz whn u start feeling dizzy and when u move ur head u start bucking that u feel ur inside is coming out from ur mouth then it’s better to do MRI to be sure that u have MS 
😅😅😅😶😶😶",-2.5857142857142854,-1.2992958484848458,1.138658008658009,103.69227272727277,90.8181818181818,4.377489177489178,13.974025974025974,5.288315135182226,-1.3885428571428573,198,3,60,1,7,73,43,66,0.065,0.8140000000000001,0.121,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,1,1,10,13,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,6,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545399475480676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942754302014472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866201448617542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364797543602062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414802034423292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536426789247035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710204695537309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31359705432731216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320196611193853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426923827667554
anxiety,purrvocative,2020/01/29,"Crippling anxiety and career in sales Hi everyone

Put simply, I'm a nervous Nancy with a developing career in sales. What am I to do?

Previously, I only worked in online/telephone sales so did not have to meet clients face to face.

Now, I'm starting to need to attend conferences, client offices, networking events etc because of my new role. I know meeting people is expected and I had some issues in my old job when going to meetings with internal teams I wasn't familiar with.

All that is reflected of me now is awkwardness & nervousness...

I am trying yoga and meditation but I just shut down with anxiety meeting new people.

What am I to do?

Cheers everyone,
Nervous Nancy",2.7305952380952405,5.688107992063492,4.619345238095238,75.97044642857145,84.15873015873015,7.911904761904763,28.50992063492064,8.660442795831766,3.1637634920634934,541,26,87,15,16,183,81,126,0.078,0.887,0.035,-0.2869,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,4,2,0,12,2,2,0,1,16,18,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,2,3,3,2,4,0,0,3,0,11,1,18,15,3,17,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,8,59,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317033837409447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32718509037381804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035928620116236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849618877454734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086803838805224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215343085953395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232009482685152,0.21221037803860013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752484470549986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585650109725495,0.0,0.4130699734962293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243966943088617,0.0,0.0,0.16264045430530746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965094860163859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149755305763628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136216965487626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518823148088986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568332993188516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anotherbruinsfan,2020/01/29,"I'm a failure and my life isn't at all worthwhile Hi everyone :)

First time poster. So here goes. In regards to the title, I don't want to die so I'm in no danger. I just feel like a waste of space. 

I'm a junior in college. I was born and raised Massachusetts to first generation parents. I have two younger siblings. I am majoring in broadcast journalism at a school in Boston. And I'm a failure. 

So let's travel back in time for context. My dad came here a year before a 15 year civil war ended. He was 19. His dad died not long after that, and he couldn't go to the funeral. He worked odd jobs. Long hours. Fast forward, he has his citizenship. He goes back to to the homeland, marries my mom in August 1998, she follows him back to Boston and I (unfortunately) come along June 1999. 

Fast forward to college. My dad insists on covering my time here. I wish he'd let me sign a loan but he won't as long as he's able. He works 70 hours a week fixing cars; it's hard labor. I feel horrible because I'm named after the virgin mary and..........I didn't honor that namesake. i grew up in the Orthodox church but it never touched me and I hate myself for not resonating with it. And there's no point in worshipping if you're sinning. I really hate the homophobia and just lack of acceptance in the church in general. I have a boyfriend (and I couldn't ask for better, he's an angel) however i am not allowed to date so I'm hiding that. So I feel like I'm betraying my family for not believing in the church, having sex, and for being angry at them for commenting on my weight (I'm size 10, 173 lbs, 5'1""), and just some other toxic shit. Which I have no right to complain about because I've read some posts here and people have it WORSE. 

As a junior, I have only done one internship that was this past fall at a radio station, and my work-study job. I have also been involved with the campus TV network that takes literally everyone, but it's great and we even get credentials to the Iowa caucuses, the super bowl, etc. A friend of mine who I worked with at the network is now A DIRECTOR OF THE SPORTS SHOW WHO IS IN MIAMI COVERING THE SUPER BOWL WITH FOUR OTHER PEOPLE. This is his second super bowl. He interned somewhere else, got promoted there. He started the same internship at the radio station I had a month AFTER ME (we worked together there) but got promoted there to a producer!!! And he got an internship for the spring that I got rejected for!!!!! I got rejected from another today!!!!!!!!! A lot of my friends have THICK resumes and they're involved in everything. This school is really expensive and I'm so fucking dumb because I didn't get a full scholarship. I don't know how the fuck I got in here. I'm just a diversity token with decent grades. I'm not pretty enough for journalism, I'm not attractive enough for journalism, and I'm not smart enough for journalism. A journalism degree costs everything but you literally start making 20K, which is the poverty line. My mom got a full scholarship to a dental hygiene program (worth 15k) AND IS MAKING 40/HOUR WITH BENEFITS. It's too late for me to turn back, but I might graduate a semester early, this coming December. I wasted all this time, all this money, and I'm a bad person, a bad daughter, and a bad girlfriend, who is never going to do anything worthwhile. there are so few on-air jobs and so many people who want them. My parents claim to be proud of me and that I'll find something eventually. But they're wrong. My boyfriend claims I'm doing great and that he admires me but I don't believe him either. So I have a crushing feeling that i'm going to hell and that I'll be broke and I'll never make it. Why keep trying? 

​

TLDR; my parents have been through/are going through hell and they insist on covering my time at college but I'm a bad daughter and I haven't accomplished jack shit YAY.",2.2028065630397213,4.4024376191709855,3.9386487046632115,85.15799205526771,78.8963730569948,7.174328151986183,24.9306390328152,8.195976394782095,1.6903458514680485,3030,113,598,59,75,1015,330,772,0.20199999999999999,0.701,0.09699999999999999,-0.9981,8,2,1,0,0,2,126.0,2,1,3,16,33,40,11,0,49,1,47,8,2,6,6,96,102,52,4,7,22,10,8,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,31,40,1,1,7,7,7,14,23,21,0,6,17,8,65,19,77,75,17,88,9,3,0,4,51,34,7,5,45,373,96,27,0.06279596291425801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021790885497562,0.0,0.06803939958172238,0.07630396830148063,0.0,0.06584704239646995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167572691563373,0.0,0.05870574849294718,0.0,0.0,0.1931448772704025,0.2097280241771288,0.11483950842442925,0.0,0.05343473929882088,0.14149909258091556,0.0,0.05553792613786327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182185253851021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818632343215916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034459060209352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426207235393153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052457969212897165,0.0,0.05561858431276125,0.19465504832824507,0.07003409801253495,0.041476141262036116,0.0,0.0,0.12000846725288823,0.1128739247205438,0.0,0.059198445137982725,0.0,0.1270061026280787,0.0897228969063452,0.0,0.0,0.057394372458842914,0.10682842795107067,0.0,0.0,0.09703201035086928,0.11610771166713195,0.06561659762982171,0.0,0.1427535714308243,0.0,0.35156567644041525,0.1384655416043862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625284838704227,0.1239960253789445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552412256125408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694591084910248,0.055815937138402064,0.0,0.0,0.03451101896137018,0.0,0.07083658136690206,0.0,0.0,0.128426253272968,0.04435464570359352,0.061357871066600025,0.0,0.0,0.16671735331621884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053386882064817655,0.0,0.0,0.12575037859173188,0.06366525017894424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661659308829533,0.0,0.14709174562132354,0.0501231384897285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529635354337858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04255216964299513,0.04775915949075623,0.0,0.0,0.20918245624530765,0.0,0.05994585211297045,0.13060444180691713,0.054831012663527,0.0,0.0,0.05936248240294208,0.0,0.06014117406443085,0.06388606983997985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281295639364605,0.0,0.0804574036508047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362740921746425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271057339713725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289183070585018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834340018456655,0.0,0.0,0.08889461151951833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047214749057511884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830841548353028,0.0,0.059523230303498674,0.0,0.0,0.0426343367835168,0.0683039753360268,0.06134253115694384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407737182825372,0.0,0.05037113365572585,0.07646856549866071,0.0,0.0,0.056663589242900936,0.0,0.07221225827612672,0.0,0.0,0.22858104448944264,0.0,0.06399445101882836,0.0,0.06865752757133306,0.07630396830148063,0.08087708254053014
anxiety,bluesclues19,2020/01/29,"i may not show it but going to school after being absent for months really do be giving me brain damage for some background, i’m not liked at my school. i’ve always been bullied and viewed as this weird quiet freak. needless to say, the bullying makes my anxiety skyrocket (and i think i’m on the spectrum, which only makes things worse.)

despite everything, i’m gonna go to school tomorrow. nothings for sure but the fear of having to repeat another grade is enough motivation for me. + i dyed my hair today and i’m feeling pretty confident for once in my life. 

i dread the moment i walk into class and all their heads turn towards the door, then the struggle of having to find a seat in a full classroom. it’s almost crippling. to avoid this, i’m going to try and get there early and i’m maaayybe going to try and talk to my teacher about catching up on all the work i’ve missed these past few months. 

i have to wake up in 5 hours so i’m going to go to sleep now. goodnight - wish me luck B)",3.537095709570956,4.764712247524756,4.616455445544556,85.95049174917494,72.56435643564356,7.1688448844884505,24.85280528052805,7.554174236665415,1.1578147854785472,782,23,158,9,15,256,127,202,0.18600000000000005,0.696,0.11900000000000001,-0.9479,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,4,11,0,4,9,0,9,6,5,3,3,27,32,12,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,7,8,0,1,4,1,0,8,2,8,0,0,1,5,15,3,32,27,6,31,0,2,1,0,4,11,0,4,13,93,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513519355718473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229109027320022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415092102469898,0.10323810874075554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506513524157472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944175854128826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128638860124892,0.0,0.0,0.15185881031621595,0.06823591700305079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334391984335888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050698536908287,0.12945850379874224,0.4601788725334496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849995144332755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329007910349529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953207715315251,0.06593085703676704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801633615840776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543521119977369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949033217590875,0.0,0.0,0.1437197514507009,0.0,0.10263727413760436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882720136484158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729496359770055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645387275404053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731945292964848,0.0,0.4097366725415104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504971988961909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108140236495276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719090699627772,0.0,0.0,0.10846951386912357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965628432841989,0.0864719584223639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791896196159827,0.0,0.0,0.18324745069986886,0.14678930525586065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518843773238586,0.0,0.0,0.09824685181264013,0.0,0.13752788119682585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zzitincognito,2020/01/29,"No phone reply = I think you died Idk why and I hate that I feel like this, but if you don’t respond to my text for a while or don’t answer my phone call, I automatically think something is wrong or something happened to you and you died. I just can’t think of other logical reasons as to why someone nowadays wouldn’t at least shoot a quick text so when they don’t I get worried. I hate it.",0.5066666666666677,2.588583952380951,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,84.47619047619048,4.685714285714286,21.238095238095237,5.82211442006289,-0.07363333333333255,308,10,71,2,9,102,55,84,0.311,0.669,0.02,-0.9769,0,0,2,1,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,0,4,4,2,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,14,10,2,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,14,1,7,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,4,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573271259715947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41820704308364504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187389900170826,0.14393672663658155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105264526687371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816732419775302,0.0,0.0,0.3978378457312067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984325230151062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715409605127286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071260817028402,0.3102169464863422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872990623870106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363607143162859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046118307265532,0.0,0.0,0.2202857936674501,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VilkasBrynn,2020/01/29,"I've been on Zoloft sinve August and its helped until now. Hi! I (23f) have been on Zoloft since August and its done wonders. I went from constant every day existential crises appearing in the form of physical pain to a small attack every now and then. Its been great. 
But the past two nights I find myself having massive panic attacks at night, only to wake up exhausted and sore the next morning. I'm having one as I type this and I have to ask, is this normal? I know anxiety doesn't go away magically and I will probably always have these but I feel like I'm dying and I'm so tired of this feeling.",1.7135155753337583,4.102457033057853,3.350743801652893,87.61744437380804,81.97520661157026,6.037126509853784,20.05149396058487,7.321109707123232,0.6538081373172289,475,13,94,7,13,157,82,121,0.152,0.7859999999999999,0.062,-0.8403,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,1,4,0,12,7,1,0,0,16,23,13,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,5,2,9,2,14,17,1,22,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,13,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389031441406727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770468132724208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606152331418152,0.37982491730557183,0.15684075971245276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803972370777788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765914952605128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325198883691853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083228065962833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812995734675533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881452289733154,0.11925826964839492,0.0,0.0,0.1525754023332931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487290592466743,0.0,0.0,0.1840462297478396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189289184158537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174301203029683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155592145391982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753707622207984,0.31331404251601785,0.16356068119578254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311935517877098,0.12696145392350808,0.17763041957846396,0.19586204460758366,0.0,0.0,0.15935817594150495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799839717126718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809020918585924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186701991014515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307106377240732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547502517370884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103369267112907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_SilverFox101_,2020/01/29,"The world scares me This is my very first post here, so sorry if it's not up to the rules, but here's my issue. The world right now is scaring the crap out of me. A few nights ago, I had a dream that a nuclear bomb detonated and the second I vaporized was when I woke up. I ended up staying up late at night because I was scared it was going to happen in my sleep, even though the rational part of my brain knew that it was highly unlikely. Today, there was a 7.7 magnitude earthquake that hit my home country (Jamaica) and even though the areas where my families live were mostly unaffected, I can't help but worry. And tonight, I was just about to go to sleep, when the thought that the Coronavirus has entered the United states (where I currently live) popped into my head. I'm scared. I don't wanna die. I don't want my family to die. And right now, I just feel like crying my eyes out in the middle of the night.",5.053636363636365,4.909107946524066,5.805775401069522,83.71689839572196,68.46524064171122,9.15294117647059,27.16042780748663,8.841846274778883,1.7479882352941185,714,19,153,11,11,234,109,187,0.152,0.7440000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.8268,1,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,1,17,6,1,4,16,0,14,6,6,0,0,19,24,12,2,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,5,0,2,11,2,22,1,20,12,3,39,0,0,1,0,1,19,1,2,15,109,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106157457471576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300282627779213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368854734655586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154756840207896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485779580875595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606925884935724,0.0,0.0,0.15819689112748675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257927014290965,0.0,0.06055279607330277,0.0855545074930086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018653415654466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612145748459975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590082204364884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290535079253335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802706703836882,0.12652996801916302,0.12012615159757095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499531507360763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509124293344446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850727763953024,0.0,0.2114954546981244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371518219717298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968528622157108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469421306145555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454384519105806,0.0,0.0,0.4795910590610337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396872060169471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405828653641702,0.0,0.12764515130655227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353215165682788,0.09507377298654522,0.0,0.0,0.11351574299533372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881216255737432,0.0706358497291734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216191642960712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slow-wheels,2020/01/29,"Okay, I think I’m not “just making it up” anymore. I’ve been a lot braver recently. Maybe being in a place where I’m starting to get over my depression has really helped. But I decided to speak up in class for once because I couldn’t stand how completely scientifically incorrect my professor was. 

Every time I talked, at first my mind went blank and I had to recollect my thoughts, so I sounded stupid, and then my whole by would just start shaking, especially my legs. Just the pressure from being in a lecture hall in front of 70 people saying things that I know are empirically correct but politically inappropriate to say was completely overwhelming.

I’ve noticed this happens any time I talk about politics. I’m terrified of it. I don’t want to be judged. Especially as someone who doesn’t fit in politically with the campus culture, or like literally any political movement ever. I’m always alone, so I never talk about it.

Like, I’ve always thought I have social anxiety, but I’ve also always thought that it’s just a stupid thing that I think because I’m just an introvert and it’s cooler to pathologize yourself. But this like physical symptom was really scary and embarrassing. 

What can I do about this? Will just “exposure therapy” probably help? Should I stop being lazy and make andappointment to talk to my shrink?",5.511123234916557,7.465059410569108,6.583863928112963,70.92025032092427,68.71544715447155,10.219597774925118,32.45956354300385,10.426177893888326,3.82638536585366,1069,48,183,31,19,357,147,246,0.149,0.765,0.085,-0.953,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,15,11,2,4,7,1,20,3,1,3,3,39,39,16,0,4,12,0,0,3,0,3,2,4,0,0,15,6,0,1,8,0,0,4,5,7,0,1,9,4,21,4,27,22,2,28,0,2,0,0,12,13,0,2,13,118,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242928008951405,0.0,0.094532008124602,0.2950790512591882,0.0,0.0,0.16077288035071946,0.0,0.09042986137457174,0.0,0.11723195311493642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441186964429301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478805970997197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018135761696176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692716273605687,0.09959651114203348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005488485011706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061759528439986625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453217500846447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846652750506546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649647904349426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732534139243062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049739792377822,0.0,0.0,0.15781137422554598,0.0,0.11875722274909616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935778827350516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117037053655824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458217634987074,0.0,0.12588914460948572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819515085056973,0.0,0.1235036551188573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274497179153115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145592695958435,0.0,0.11671751377452252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880097062915638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204995887480783,0.10015843429068352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733843224465195,0.0,0.0,0.09882834483054552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228648199209022,0.0,0.3800489265909907,0.0,0.0,0.13518274187427973,0.0,0.15706613501681752,0.15148761069535402,0.0,0.2815351595414908,0.13785769425292915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972296213827522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095812907312722,0.0,0.13197656473715605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397256052813971,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayforthegrave,2020/01/29,"Is this normal anxiety, or should I be worried? If so, what can I do? Please help I’m 100% new to anything mental health related, and unfortunately haven’t seen a therapist yet. I’m trying to get one now. Please bear with me.

I don’t get stressed out in most social settings. However, in mildly discomforting situations, the following happens: my chest starts hurting. I feel short of breath. My hands shake (or my whole body, sometimes).

Situations include: seeing an ex (I’m over him, it’s been months), talking to a friend who I used to have a crush on (again, resolved issue), randomly while studying, and sometimes when I’m just chilling with friends. Also, sometimes it just happens when I’m sitting there doing nothing.

I don’t know why my body’s reacting because my mind is usually calm at the time. I tell myself to relax and name random objects around the room, which seems to help. My main focus is always on the reaction and not on the trigger.

Please, I don’t really know much about anxiety and I know reddit is usually helpful with providing info for specific cases. If you can offer some advice I’d be glad for it, no matter what it is",4.200142711518858,6.192654559633034,5.317737003058106,78.50827726809379,72.21100917431194,8.147196738022426,30.001019367991844,8.841846274778883,2.6680053007135567,906,39,160,18,18,299,139,218,0.099,0.755,0.146,0.9092,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,1,12,10,0,3,9,0,18,6,5,3,0,36,37,14,0,4,7,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,9,10,0,0,7,1,0,2,6,4,0,1,2,4,19,6,22,32,5,27,0,1,2,0,14,11,0,9,12,105,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168274340132704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139757198518643,0.09509833182017333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174862883557889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940508292429725,0.10174221987719148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967004718228284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25390057329927784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577883949779286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660014829614382,0.0,0.1194234854066496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213231855841232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214847930078186,0.0,0.0,0.2298182828581648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234967530750065,0.0,0.0,0.11928893637083345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843217957838806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517731303630548,0.0,0.11540019367134599,0.0,0.09122508807501899,0.0,0.08401620870670135,0.0,0.0,0.1103818737495128,0.0,0.0,0.11197981175528766,0.10966421776481776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744577734813762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763678874201796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321702067635003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107423345363523,0.10404521004510996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569332167893156,0.0,0.116504135004423,0.0,0.0,0.3391068271671415,0.0,0.0808949619837202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091866601035454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186187254217697,0.09989438854189882,0.0,0.0,0.13269935411404638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666433453819479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759532314388819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870975686790916,0.2517483017807966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312883580483743,0.12760056424510255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606691612917308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KeepsForgettinLogin,2020/01/29,"Pill Anxiety So I take meds for my anxiety and various other things and it usually goes fine, granted I have to closely stare at them each for about five seconds to make absolutely certain they’re the right kind. but every once in a while I’ll take my meds fast or when I’m tired and I don’t stare at them and my brain immediately goes “yOU DIDNT CHECK THEM YOU JUST TOOK 80mg YOURE GONNA LITERALLY DIE” and then I’ll feel sick from worry and that makes the worry even worse because what if the feeling sick ISNT just from worry?  And I’m never 100% sure, but it just happened again. Does anyone here do anything similar?",2.5386827956989246,4.807896685483868,3.760967741935485,86.50311827956993,78.11290322580646,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.1639430107526878,495,16,99,8,12,161,86,124,0.27699999999999997,0.665,0.059000000000000004,-0.9890000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,3,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,5,5,1,2,3,23,16,15,1,1,7,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,4,12,4,10,13,2,13,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,7,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486608648316761,0.0,0.0,0.11364057545049674,0.0,0.13374342262834504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907313566332038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143055910599376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686742761903983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222586737832246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073455841048503,0.0,0.13693349861619755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435405822058366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371945641204958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924375963297295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169720941661976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610551013071661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534854549174246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730827798234193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879462725592834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317696787646634,0.0,0.2443956772122217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797373891594007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679745569106093,0.0,0.0,0.18057016910610568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789972496364408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951531020613272,0.16562586381132718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SniggleNips,2020/01/29,Help with coronavirus anxiety This whole thing is scaring the hell out of me and I’m just looking for some kind of reassurance before I have a panic attack.,3.5090000000000003,6.131837233333332,4.830000000000002,78.245,76.66666666666666,8.0,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.495666666666668,127,5,22,3,3,42,28,30,0.385,0.494,0.121,-0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562953560951862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381142497764841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28508398862908835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456207760757896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488799065456747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813389797957326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930829468936901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354212818641482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225775888226086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740465830796923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myhiddenknives,2020/01/29,"Is there anything productive I can do while waiting to see a Dr? I've had anxiety most of my life and never sought treatment for it but recently it's gotten really out of hand and it's just a consistent every day nightmare where I can barely function. I made an appointment to see my GP but it's two weeks from now (I could have seen another doctor sooner, but she's the only one I know and I like/trust her and apparently...so does everyone else around here lol). 
I can definitely make it through that long and I'm not worried about that. I'm just wondering if there's anything I can do while I'm waiting that might be helpful? Would a mood tracker or something be useful information to her? Or..? 
Thanks in advance, pals!",1.5471691176470586,4.103160326388892,3.364918300653596,86.02485294117649,84.625,6.721568627450981,25.137254901960787,7.928766900206844,1.7721156862745104,573,24,112,12,17,191,96,144,0.01,0.825,0.165,0.9747,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,5,1,14,4,1,3,1,29,29,13,0,3,9,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,13,1,12,20,1,13,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,6,8,77,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118442931355066,0.14677419197073785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157727743119412,0.17079819122209838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318649471086254,0.0,0.0,0.12373535970425086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963792710467804,0.16790005758181048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027639533906102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165232616498393,0.18333272170141235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860130589288346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544254384225166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551806973429956,0.09373426523930042,0.0,0.0,0.16979216460291216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815448185676168,0.12806962536304084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035356604566375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797609178840207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001091095533115,0.1459199820819552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291195054802415,0.0,0.18944094918082185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057789452519543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477050300702652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664109767320832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742166199586288,0.0,0.0,0.16570749045344474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390042452304686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080665617354756,0.0,0.1948455553605814,0.0,0.13629352662811106,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Runwithscissorz,2020/01/29,Need some advice I’m in a constant state of anxiety it feels like these days. I’m feel like I’ve been messing up at work because of it and I’m always scared I’m gonna be fired. I’ve asked my manager/friend almost every week if he’s heard anything about me or less thinks I’m gonna get my ads chewed out. I’m in this constant fear all the time and in need advice.  Thank you,1.1671428571428601,2.4530642857142912,2.8566666666666656,95.955,78.76190476190476,5.7523809523809515,20.333333333333336,6.1826913282559595,-0.12990952380952334,296,7,72,2,7,98,59,84,0.138,0.772,0.09,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,19,4,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,4,3,9,14,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,7,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836703306225622,0.0,0.0,0.19657949514184375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633484605584397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501792002619106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154918679472838,0.0,0.1835265122577746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967081584332907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242900497026624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660589109704645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654024916640307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209071336562688,0.19852388947553049,0.280492639334352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167123232569588,0.0,0.1025656398084226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181760501304532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911277712584196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654394300642106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807389870505114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578968870460494,0.0,0.0,0.11447191203301753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747075398274132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291848052470196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emogirl123456,2020/01/29,is it just me or does anybody have anxiety about like answering people??? whether that be a text or snapchat or anything ?? like i will literally avoid opening the apps cause i just don’t like answering people or having people to answer to,4.515681818181818,7.0333419318181845,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,72.86363636363637,8.036363636363637,31.45454545454545,8.841846274778883,2.998063636363636,191,9,32,4,4,61,33,44,0.081,0.7440000000000001,0.175,0.6767,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,6,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247452712719414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26618722459737176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322915156490843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830696879097657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740914849563663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6727575200138021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AWeebByAnyOtherName,2020/01/29,"About to throw my pills away (good thing)! I'm now in the half pill stages of my anxiety treatment! Next week, I am finally off!

Over the past year, I have become more confident and skilled. Plus an exponentially lower amount of stress so that's good. 

Fuck stress. Holy shit I did not realize I was going through that much.",1.6648387096774186,4.37506798387097,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,86.90322580645163,6.325806451612903,20.65322580645161,7.645422480735847,0.8595096774193549,253,8,53,5,8,78,52,62,0.245,0.6629999999999999,0.092,-0.877,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,2,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,2,10,5,3,13,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,6,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790039751905149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984409004151667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584268422421149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25632785199504565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163227225272314,0.0,0.0,0.13298359247202066,0.3925243890116967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201175038334188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488541693003264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337275874438686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019041255802556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360762939662855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545452635033202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769503959269315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068379553793046
anxiety,samanipa,2020/01/29,Wuhan virus!? Ok this will probably sound absolutely absurd....but I am 10 weeks pregnant and today I visited with a friend who just got back from a trip to Mexico yesterday. She flew through LAX to get home. It dawned on me after our conversations that what if she picked up the Wuhan virus at the airport yesterday and then somehow passed it to me!? Is this valid to be concerned about or am I being just ridiculous? Since being pregnant my anxiety is so bad about these kinds of things. I start talk therapy soon to help....because I know it’s not healthy.,4.009832285115305,6.0939971320754776,4.36559748427673,84.74093291404613,72.9622641509434,8.107337526205452,27.815513626834374,8.841846274778883,2.1950935010482167,440,17,85,9,9,138,81,106,0.107,0.843,0.051,-0.7162,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,4,1,8,0,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,1,11,3,15,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,9,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131459383309293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142439951300623,0.23263868255504536,0.16984607914591188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526354565405206,0.0,0.14556909012268188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284037657019892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675521661591815,0.0,0.2794817254622037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29014312306878914,0.15312399029754234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004028680586925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304799393830485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972108914989581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394672467306664,0.0,0.0,0.31862984112727355,0.0,0.18510483273606892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641021567538625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234946754197299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenbanana11,2020/01/29,"Anxiety about seeing a psychiatrist. I started seeing a therapist in January of 2019, I was diagnosed with GAD and PTSD. I have seen improvements over the past year, however, I feel my anxiety has an overall underlying control on my life. I am in my mid 20s and feel a majority of the life decisions and directions I am making are based on fear. I want to see a Psychiatrist because I want to try medication. I am so scared that I will be told I don’t need it? I have worked it up in my head so much and feel like maybe I’m being dramatic. That I have developed a lot of management and because I am able to make it through each day, this is not necessary. When I mentioned to my therapist that I am considering medication she told me she thinks I can go either way.",4.752156862745097,5.400486862745101,6.804450980392157,73.52902941176471,69.26143790849672,11.610196078431372,33.600653594771245,11.407655852321104,4.126558692810457,602,28,121,21,10,213,92,153,0.075,0.872,0.053,-0.6048,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,8,0,17,6,1,3,0,21,35,8,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,7,25,1,18,28,5,16,0,0,4,0,5,9,0,1,6,88,32,2,0.14702393794268656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494582020788115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792488558860134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489984810191746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481827698611717,0.0,0.0,0.14922620218224614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544280527336327,0.22301916179662612,0.10503393064302713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355709210080825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088897673631976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769471076664786,0.07182846961283637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249944944130971,0.0,0.0,0.19627924047266312,0.0,0.14770530702382156,0.0,0.0,0.2962222995489982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807951117899096,0.10901638705094883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035098487163586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171863115680295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719661041397786,0.0,0.3514771298607198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040643000038892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414122476409721,0.0,0.09420700286725384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809753465533597,0.0,0.09981960295833196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734370557149562,0.11670075853789695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703517786892552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467859566593717
anxiety,bloomsred,2020/01/29,"I can’t stop picking at my nails When I get really anxious, I pick at my nails. I go non-stop until I can calm down. 

I don’t know how else to cope.",-0.6592380952380985,0.3106708857142877,2.4457142857142853,98.30761904761906,83.0,5.80952380952381,17.38095238095238,6.42735559955562,-0.526619047619048,111,2,31,1,3,40,25,35,0.151,0.772,0.077,-0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,5,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582213957164401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388332951317221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191335009570547,0.0,0.2305162767711366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229114555612548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598427617937861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6782126148455107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,isjshskwbeksnskwhw,2020/01/29,School everytime i want to talk to the person sitting next to me in class i can’t bring myself to to do it words won’t come out of my mouth and my heart speeds up. is there any way to get over that.,0.3136666666666663,1.6913723111111132,1.90861111111111,101.41625000000002,81.44444444444444,5.388888888888888,15.694444444444445,5.985473137389443,-0.9668888888888892,154,2,41,1,4,50,37,45,0.0,0.9690000000000001,0.031,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,11,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495918047774827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31616234967370205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175711888617106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349302588307721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903387215485785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204749223141842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714521968628433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29500341501832755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164827788935777,0.2913299514123815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItzTezz,2020/01/29,"Anxiety ruined school for me Since the start of middle school I've struggled with school, but more specifically anxiety and depression. I havent told anyone, the only person who even knows I have a hard time with school is my counselor when I broke down infront of her a few months ago, and even then I didnt tell her nearly how bad it gets. I didnt tell her that every day, On the way to school, on the way to  class, even just walking to my car, I get a really bad anxiety attack. It got to the point last year where I missed hundreds of classes, and up until recently couldnt make it through a full day without skipping one or more classes. Lately I've been going to class, and it's gotten just slightly better, but its still bad enough to where if I'm even a minute late, I just wont show up. 

This is just the anxiety side of things, I wont go into the depression aspect, But its twice as bad, and that's a whole different battle that I'm slowly working on. But I want to fight my anxiety issues, I love learning, I love meeting new people (even though its extremely hard because of my social anxiety) and I'm sick of not being able to enjoy these things. I don't want to tell my parents, They're going through some really tough times right now and I dont want then to worry anymore than they are.

If you guys have absolutely any advice or help, I'd greatly appreciate it, I honestly dont know where to start.",11.20202090592334,5.991116606271781,10.651083623693381,69.81739198606274,60.637630662020904,13.849337979094074,40.54668989547038,10.577609850970193,4.008552891986063,1114,34,228,17,10,366,154,287,0.23199999999999998,0.659,0.109,-0.9899,2,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,1,1,2,17,20,3,1,13,0,16,3,0,2,0,34,38,22,0,6,14,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,16,10,0,0,3,1,0,5,11,14,0,2,6,2,26,6,34,28,7,43,0,5,0,2,19,16,0,5,20,149,42,11,0.0823203994162244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044254156903513,0.07297206715380289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598069448981178,0.0,0.37784928139542,0.0,0.08163971606971122,0.05756033731644709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365133849467457,0.0,0.0,0.2749363799486665,0.05018175141380735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728057035873497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617969485347514,0.0,0.14180487878386236,0.0,0.0,0.08600729638607724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929577900509431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505897822680615,0.0,0.2718592371611937,0.0,0.06935848695788277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601802209157874,0.0,0.14035374018776794,0.0,0.06583914352475707,0.09075853097292692,0.0,0.08151013781682159,0.0,0.0,0.14748581700529054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517762848914915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592110947932477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048227730944908,0.06710211268157214,0.1857219923314288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859474895223862,0.0,0.054949505838707294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570735743160845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950555472706683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055782433113115794,0.06260837325530598,0.0,0.0,0.09140706158925577,0.0,0.0,0.05707059985028281,0.07187899752442126,0.0,0.0,0.07781938575288944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547311160066307,0.0,0.08128146321653812,0.0,0.0,0.07030117131043492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165631954279661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809628507263607,0.0,0.0,0.08391528035249195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165336048151483,0.0,0.06574117731139174,0.0,0.0,0.08605915514479519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585497252477664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938003100885098,0.0,0.08087937446294345,0.0,0.09600337380543264,0.0,0.0,0.07866066940541773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566411327108006,0.13068420271481254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190778611726898,0.0,0.07935392742693666,0.0,0.05993023120623649,0.08360036153445509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530116382437358
anxiety,avocadoqueen322,2020/01/29,"I (29 F) have always dealt with my anxiety pushing majority of my partners away, until I met the love of my life (21 M). I have been dating since I was 17 years old. Most often than not, partners have dumped me because of the issues my anxiety cause. It had gotten to the point where it was expected. I have tried therapy/ counseling, but I think I’m just not easy to be in a relationship with. I met my current boyfriend at work and it started as friendship, but progressed after I broke things off with my last ex, whom I was with for close to 5 years. That ex put me through a lot-he was manipulative, put me down, controlling, and was a over sexual individual who wanted to ruin my reputation after I officially broke things off with him. He still wanted to keep me around for convenience, but I haven’t spoken to him in a year because of changing my phone number. 
Anyway, my current boyfriend has been wonderful to me. He goes out of his way to make me smile, and does whatever he can to make me happy. I have taken his love for granted, unfortunately, and I have come to realize that my ex really did some damage, which has resulted in me causing my current boyfriend damage. It really sucks to see how much I’ve hurt him. I have broken things off a couple times because I know he deserves someone who could treat him better than me. I feel broken by being hurt throughout my life, either from failed friendships, relationships with men, and even family. I’m at a point where I feel like I need advice/ words of encouragement. I don’t want my anxiety to ruin my happiness.",6.720325940212147,6.493593318032794,7.424108003857281,73.79060752169724,65.0,10.586306653809066,33.02314368370299,10.194018383442646,3.2216171648987477,1242,46,234,26,17,414,162,305,0.17800000000000002,0.6679999999999999,0.154,-0.8888,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,5,10,19,2,0,9,0,24,4,0,8,0,47,48,11,0,6,7,3,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,13,15,0,2,6,0,0,4,4,11,0,0,13,3,48,8,49,32,5,38,0,9,1,2,27,18,1,4,16,165,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896076155722582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927805526831706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25590157055992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926251292471186,0.0,0.0,0.10476200851603884,0.0,0.0,0.2039160527628799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861653739246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290913680809167,0.11795681869327555,0.09605112534825708,0.0,0.0,0.12506161135564697,0.0890271512966757,0.12337744383251925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975782092100868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364757239060825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511637874330558,0.0,0.1127599006650126,0.07965873082621415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373969106817273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387354284426751,0.0,0.0,0.1163815729849185,0.0,0.09911019072337647,0.0,0.0,0.06127987536674695,0.09089092857177088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751764175348562,0.05447539372770952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479701201558943,0.20127406088165087,0.0,0.14886004063510322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196852803782602,0.08267906359947713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700505960603536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081530668131696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418534146768912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286508531006328,0.0,0.0,0.2394278878487645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885453144438743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223755162390967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447727498494812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892335373796207,0.0,0.08904751895948558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751494337670152,0.0,0.22223560902130385,0.07144748594482075,0.0,0.0,0.06501908391920813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570413517381974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973044660697841,0.08850696393701507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209217124940831,0.08117649573426418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541543921047795
anxiety,badbicth06,2020/01/29,"anyone else not so scared anymore? ok so as some background, I haven’t had a panic attack in a few years. I stopped having anxiety for awhile too but recently it came on really strong. My anxiety is entirely focused on having panic attacks and all my coping skills are based on avoiding them. But even more recently I’ve started to not be as scared. BTW I’m on antidepressants for my GAD but I was still having anxiety anyways, but I do think my meds make me more subdued.

It almost feels like I’m just tired of being scared so I’ve just had way less anxiety. Like I’m just like “ok let’s have a panic attack” and nothing happens. Or if I start to get the feelings of having one I’m like “ok, who cares”. And now that my anxiety knows I’m not scared of it it has kind of gone away a bit??? Like I still do little things like my stomach will be in knots and I’ll be grinding my teeth a ton but I won’t sit there over thinking it or be paralyzed with fear.

Let me know if anyone else started to feel this way!!!",1.2437142857142869,3.303908895238095,3.0880952380952387,90.73357142857144,81.47619047619048,6.095238095238094,22.380952380952376,7.2636822038024595,0.7848095238095243,788,26,169,11,21,263,115,210,0.171,0.616,0.213,0.9257,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,13,24,3,9,6,3,23,3,2,1,1,34,44,18,0,2,15,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,7,0,0,2,5,12,0,1,5,3,17,12,20,30,8,24,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,6,16,112,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412915388445614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595553300586564,0.0,0.09322445695469037,0.1314563902665361,0.1926317616046972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208216145726537,0.08831771950560684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262554271956402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751293655777183,0.0958410284296828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705276643794988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208725598905261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577808007443032,0.14259029708591378,0.06715485455975323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049112024048176925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312541922680941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788833622274072,0.10332178469354797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922462750885672,0.0,0.27554698185066395,0.09421442841160024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627468845845558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441473064749224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019719499478536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369800490414608,0.0,0.0,0.33087232838889025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021991516909035,0.0,0.18563073547130254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764485211025689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996047245544356,0.0,0.15013980570886093,0.07858965524122655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245057236468285,0.12046502567940755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804116020521592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922839540796762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053403203081775
anxiety,Sheenm,2020/01/29,"How do I make friends with severe anxiety in general? Hey y’all recently diagnosed with GAD, where it got so bad that I was placed on anti-psychotics. Doing better now but my anxiety is still off the charts. I’ve always been an anxious person but it’s ridiculous how much it’s affected me now. I’m also socially anxious, and I can’t seem to make any friends at my community college. I literally am so nervous to talk to anyone and no one really seems interested in talking to me. I just feel like I’m just gonna be a loser for the rest of my life. Any tips?",1.8590988142292488,3.917058704347826,4.494229249011858,81.46189723320158,79.34782608695652,8.007905138339922,26.976284584980235,8.841846274778883,2.3644782608695656,441,19,88,11,11,156,84,115,0.22899999999999998,0.652,0.11900000000000001,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,11,9,1,1,4,0,8,2,0,5,0,17,17,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,11,5,13,12,2,11,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,5,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914577950279308,0.14477990195054635,0.0,0.0,0.2366486040349768,0.0,0.2662153021166931,0.3931354147421131,0.0,0.1216631340309528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528068807078462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538866950182823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766038527008894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797839035289083,0.12430388594372113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688601541730077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916173734525444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289961672478585,0.08500641497090153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228943419965076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790822116432252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790524435433546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519279510428688,0.1817904083906276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146728729877063,0.0,0.17180159141840196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31680167297234435,0.0,0.19656770737105653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736859227635227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895466982093393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797052828392237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mgs38,2020/01/29,"Needy? I’m just so embarrassed by how needy i am... i just texted my friend for the umpteenth time asking him if he hated me, and before that I had a whole ass anxiety attack because I somehow convinced myself that he did. He’s so supportive and nice but i feel bad that im such a burden to him.",1.2092473118279583,3.1482613225806446,3.0948387096774184,91.2789247311828,80.93548387096773,6.068817204301076,21.623655913978496,7.1686216300943375,0.6162817204301083,230,7,50,3,6,77,46,62,0.32299999999999995,0.563,0.114,-0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,1,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,9,8,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,10,4,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,2,1,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704926919408215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896860918993601,0.3525212158756693,0.0,0.0,0.2587280344996624,0.18889353112846208,0.0,0.2636760657433102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667929658590973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394043563813732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30593191403901165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33471216305347873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516361620797551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806873591239808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34595815747302955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Findible,2020/01/29,"Dating Anxiety To preface this I have gad and ocd, and with most aspects of my life I’ve been able to develop coping mechanisms, however I do not know how to overcome this. I am terrified of dating, but desperately want a relationship. Whenever I go out with a guy I work myself up to the point where I can’t distinguish my feelings of anxiety between disinterest in the guy. So I always call them off. Everyone says trust your gut, but my gut is a seething pool of worms and is telling me jack. People who’ve dealt with this, mind letting me know your strategies.",7.01186544342508,6.737265431192662,7.6252752293578,72.74996177370032,64.41284403669725,11.670336391437313,37.432721712538225,11.20814326018867,4.271549235474007,448,21,84,12,6,149,75,109,0.08800000000000001,0.856,0.055999999999999994,-0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,8,3,2,1,0,18,13,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,16,1,16,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,2,58,19,1,0.22903837603762184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057827674505845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35042746152635473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387378996002525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885598352792146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580868475781378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016778729362755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535680032788599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517470031985478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342072573232112,0.16177657846486382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312634682963573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587863713234791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651529710112427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24590150064499144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821405095523963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001896359319512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509276836669065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674266558928175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theredcameron,2020/01/29,Job interview and I'm a wreck I'm applying for my first remote job. During the interviews I get so anxious and it starts getting hard to think and talk. I'm anxious that I won't get the position and that anxiety makes my performance during the interviews worse in my opinion. I'm hoping there are other people out there as well who go through the same thing and understand how I feel.,4.115175438596488,5.846960868421058,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,71.89473684210526,9.27719298245614,29.771929824561404,9.725611199111238,3.0027350877192984,310,13,58,8,6,102,51,76,0.183,0.754,0.063,-0.8143,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,14,16,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,6,2,6,15,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,37,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680541804007712,0.4926622675782336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102511543447962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854707333699656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417617964729117,0.0,0.12392117946630975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953273533009927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656994805795887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43275615989382016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554811789512112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116638937093047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433484426743369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752579820207455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448607899712349,0.1397157633874049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699469830137814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196050509748038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220860101969664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jenna_beterson,2020/01/29,"Does anyone else get anxiety before starting new medications? This is me completely. Although I am not diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, when I start ANY new medications I always assume the worst is going to happen and I fear the side effects. Last night I woke up in a panic attack due to recently beginning a new form of birth control, and I’m terrified to go to sleep tonight just in case the same thing happens. I get the worst heart palpitations and I automatically assume I’m going to die. For me, taking medications are an essential part of my life and I would like to learn to stop fearing the worst everytime I begin a new one.",6.023491735537188,7.0744490661157045,7.472386363636364,68.42857954545455,66.60330578512396,11.008677685950415,33.30681818181819,10.9516,4.032660330578512,511,22,88,15,8,176,79,121,0.304,0.677,0.018000000000000002,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,1,3,10,0,5,7,2,2,0,15,20,6,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,7,0,1,1,0,12,1,14,18,6,23,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,17,58,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447608752707813,0.0,0.0,0.08538519482063299,0.0,0.19210631330922945,0.0,0.0,0.08779456311676617,0.12865119237039185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428427756293046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684242366585173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316474086266483,0.0,0.14082636367653395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744089009467452,0.1303115927428898,0.0,0.14390278831460454,0.0,0.10987851690193433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488937804957614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825801106704807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119997244249368,0.0,0.21407614819637735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206481860999516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878935995820058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234826517264536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868683388367651,0.06134233779144727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37946586760592654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850670283076671,0.0,0.11782967740534125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508279438725366,0.0,0.0,0.14731776045998504,0.0,0.13596938628724087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397548182102867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565080917254787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774421416124067,0.0,0.0,0.10497389184977758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944055924717663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341657192978688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919431467100067,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,irelehvant,2020/01/29,"App to help with anxiety and get some sleep? Hello everyone, I’m so sorry if this has already been answered but I was wondering if you use any phone app that somehow helps you reduce anxiety, even if momentarily, and/or help getting some sleep. 
Thanks in advance!",5.274374999999999,7.580434354166666,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,70.04166666666666,8.966666666666667,32.83333333333333,9.516144504307137,3.4647333333333323,211,10,35,5,4,68,39,48,0.084,0.688,0.228,0.8799,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,12,9,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,3,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,7,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563273979966277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579587608385187,0.0,0.3553880185356138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534191335632768,0.0,0.0,0.22195405003897334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427140338860735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670783330710757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648966640398585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600190941909231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385275180582464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200615843623584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25189838249435165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LetMeHaveYourSkin,2020/01/29,"I can't write, especially about myself I'm in my senior year of highschool while also in school for esthetics. Esthetics is kind-of my stepping stone for getting into dermatol, which I plan on going to University next year to pursue. 

I'm not of a very high income family. My mom has been a single mother since I was two, so she's been my main provider for everything, but as we all know, University is NOT cheap by any means. I really want to get scholarships and a job to be able to support myself without relying too heavily on my mom, or loans. 

The problem is, anytime I sit down to write about anything about myself, my chest gets tight and my mind goes blank. I know this is a combination of my ADD and anxiety, but it's so frustrating because I *know* I *need* to do it. 

It's not like I'm a bad writer, or have issues typing, but I try and write these things about myself and I just can't. It's like my brain is searching for *anything* else to focus on but I'm fighting so hard to get these done, but I ultimately go no where. 

I'm not sure if anyone could relate and/or give advice. These scholarships and deadlines weigh over me everyday and I just want to get them done. It's at the point where I want to cry but I don't know what to do.",1.891323529411764,3.896294058823528,3.731789215686273,87.23180147058822,79.0,7.0735294117647065,22.389705882352942,8.07648339933343,1.1644411764705884,975,30,205,18,24,328,138,255,0.12300000000000001,0.825,0.052000000000000005,-0.9583,2,0,0,0,2,0,32.0,1,0,1,1,13,8,2,0,7,0,19,3,2,0,2,44,42,22,0,7,16,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,10,1,1,5,0,4,3,9,4,0,1,5,2,31,4,35,35,3,23,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,3,8,139,43,7,0.12780964184787993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489410280054157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220932440939784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691493923592758,0.0,0.09777402618325463,0.0,0.0,0.08936747330222901,0.0,0.2103528903071057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671571233067326,0.07791157138426118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142677829488609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020455990503218,0.0,0.1403928900914674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615872763404566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067685555888688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486706487959365,0.0,0.12048755556735047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33387631358543096,0.12260665460124122,0.14527432967300474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449233472361535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503790384855566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340006010175706,0.12683134818275818,0.0,0.0,0.13309407410698268,0.2809633465947934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488267018499635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922216865276252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905130383303462,0.2993782156395963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476922996011153,0.0,0.0,0.13592700407399375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082142327334912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229656617925742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818781293206734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935018098117634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572545648496234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503686695619414,0.12045907487664573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491104688321023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867743571694789,0.0,0.12485144861806513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054563398330244,0.22615631458654595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320393384365093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461043789264934
anxiety,sakiattack,2020/01/29,LOST MY WORK KEYS so i lost my keys for work somehow and i am completely freaking tf out. going in today to tell my boss who will then have to tell the people above her. im only 17 and move away for uni soon - the whole house is in shambles being packed up (fams moving too)  i really need my last paycheck but im going in offering to pay because i dont want to leave on bad terms. any words of advice?,0.9776744186046501,2.7100729883720973,3.009476744186045,92.6330523255814,80.74418604651162,5.695348837209302,18.88953488372093,6.6274283507984215,-0.008530232558139339,311,7,70,3,8,105,64,86,0.158,0.828,0.013999999999999999,-0.889,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,14,8,2,16,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,41,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678562756350718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168127050841676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138801093379287,0.0,0.1434247224000463,0.10471227950869598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010253359852402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131870128027526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952470723396432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982049725808984,0.0,0.0,0.3710923647118485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001932935332942,0.0,0.1818846340752258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750248130424569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36513870135404736,0.0,0.12736878386734368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064242070456192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908696757059542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004328895883954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002773661680429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282235654731936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131718478994683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178034878808434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501080948466675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotSuperChatty,2020/01/29,"A question Hi! I’m 16F. I’m involved in debate at my high school and it’s one of my favorite things.

I’m trying to find stories about nuclear anxiety and the ways that it affects people with anxiety, particularly as it pertains to North Korea. I think that these types of stories can be really valuable and interesting, much more so than than academic, divorced-from-reality hodgepodge that we see in debate today. I’d like to try and bring awareness to this issue, particularly since so much of debate is focused on big-ticket we’re-all-gonna-die type stuff. I’d like to put these stories in my case and read it at tournaments—totally anonymous, of course.

I’d love to hear your stories about your experience with nuclear anxiety, if you’re willing to share them. Sorry if this was invasive or triggering. Feel free to downvote me if it is and we can pretend that this never happened.",3.8697080838323368,6.433072838323356,5.15607410179641,76.68644648203595,75.10778443113773,8.007335329341316,30.79678143712575,8.841846274778883,2.9953595808383238,712,34,121,16,16,236,106,167,0.046,0.7959999999999999,0.158,0.9688,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,2,2,1,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,1,21,17,13,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,16,10,0,0,4,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,10,8,25,14,3,13,0,0,1,1,11,8,0,5,4,77,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200845320847882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790521788857658,0.0,0.0,0.09255255840193743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672989218319726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186522592850747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630391830473047,0.0,0.0,0.1933960611911693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105040474620053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788521284505446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520437819367614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691168379397363,0.0,0.14117483563018532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403536789236982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689967886330264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400980123854088,0.20505119849498932,0.0,0.18309355833224406,0.0,0.11726268889717212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525032456205426,0.14586238835407428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514159081939036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490279885515866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954161460357354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160631608476508,0.11728721959811755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350433199478674,0.0,0.0,0.2485497539682436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529182626888298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mandirahman,2020/01/29,"Lowkey freaking out This isn't so much a venting post as it is a rambling mini rant. 

I'm freaking out internally bc tomorrow I have a court hearing and I don't know how I'll be getting through it without crying or having a panic attack.  I've got all my papers together and in order and I've done everything I can to get ready but inside I'm freaking out. I'm trying so hard to not psych myself out. I don't know why I'm even stressing this much, it's a civil court matter not a jail time is on the line type thing but I can't calm down. 

I hate anxiety. I just want to feel normal.",0.4402846759539685,2.3750788188976384,3.086141732283465,90.33655360387644,83.64566929133858,5.482495457298608,21.58025439127801,6.67199483983844,0.4773130224106605,458,15,100,5,13,160,81,127,0.19399999999999998,0.722,0.084,-0.9066,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,2,7,0,11,0,0,1,1,22,24,10,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,3,9,1,13,21,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,2,62,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429225032303105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443226424604838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590584067030546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977596690810425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184819623115416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301412976181745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859005936885342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440843659521068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717646942570759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238446089174155,0.2120328941488932,0.0,0.0,0.2420522471075074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23605502541049075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31574938514527684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104210440740568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519767930745812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568251531325296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460090078636941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267825018866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522937926081376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580921913748252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667212107554754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378919256998284,0.0,0.0,0.2070227884641404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cdugxn1234,2020/01/29,Anxiety for no reason This happens rarely but for some reason out of nowhere I’ll feel really anxious feeling in my stomach it goes away eventually but once I legit cried for no reason idk why,4.722342342342344,6.749865378378381,5.803783783783783,75.41936936936938,70.89189189189189,8.176576576576577,31.25225225225225,8.841846274778883,2.9119981981981984,157,7,26,3,3,52,30,37,0.312,0.638,0.049,-0.8598,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,9,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220239851514936,0.26906873848995555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377224004278595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616228696688372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408557827043651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106164127539312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25364745390750537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258031330528635,0.7346473792665169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491491913429173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NicolasOrtiz01,2020/01/29,"I screwed up a cinema date So, I invited a girl to watch Jojo Rabbit at the cinema. But my anxiety betrayed me and I downloaded the movie days before our meeting and watched by myself. 

In fact, I'm so anxious I'm anticipating this situation: we'll meet in the cinema in two more days, and I watched the movie today.

Does anybody else suffer from an anxiety it is impossible to commit to watch a series or a movie without spoiling everything to themselves?",3.713706896551724,6.0792824827586225,6.012169540229888,71.32790948275863,74.7471264367816,9.40747126436782,31.5646551724138,9.827888789773867,3.780541379310344,364,18,61,11,8,128,59,87,0.19,0.785,0.025,-0.9262,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,9,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,9,0,12,3,1,9,0,1,4,1,5,5,1,1,4,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358676303110584,0.32183537207017504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24241344918718816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674504168330262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24930200345393214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798220822487184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560334135980882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202191055973353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700346582387626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27828814652709355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746159117390913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,welvna,2020/01/29,"Feeling watched? I haven't been diagnosed, but I wonder if the feeling of being watched all the time might be a symptom? If it is, does anyone know how to stop it?",2.1963636363636354,4.137960757575762,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,77.78787878787878,5.612121212121212,29.181818181818183,6.42735559955562,1.332381818181819,127,6,26,1,3,41,27,33,0.087,0.804,0.109,-0.327,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,11,10,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674558450195674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581711190251932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088122762353414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568587892145285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393651464416253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743555035414541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950278853540086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36678291099398497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577023770335584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826890202624585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smaller-god,2020/01/29,"Extreme stress about moving and pets Hey guys,

I’m probably going to relocate in 2021 overseas. Currently I’m a student, soon to graduate. When I do graduate, I plan to immediately begin searching for an overseas job in my field. The reason for overseas is that I am desperate to escape the conditions in which I currently live and I hold no affection for my current place of residence.

However, I have two cats who I love to pieces. While it will be ‘possible’ to take them with me, it will not be easy. Aside from the prohibitive cost of relocation, I know I will have difficulty finding rental property that allows pets. Until recently, I assumed I would be taking them with me. However I have recently begun to look in the realities of the cost of doing so. I am overwhelmed with guilt at the thought of leaving/rehoming them, yet I am faced with a practical hurdle. It basically depends on how much I can save I and how lucky I get with flat hunting. Basically my heart is breaking and I am just feeling so awful and despicable because I’m even entertaining the notion of not bringing them.

I’m not looking for advice because this isn’t a situation with a right or wrong answer. I just want a hug and to stop feeling like the worst person in the world.",5.745862970711298,6.820344619246862,7.120980648535568,70.6140232740586,67.24267782426779,10.661192468619248,35.439592050209214,10.686352973137794,4.1542654811715485,1000,49,175,28,16,342,137,239,0.113,0.7659999999999999,0.121,0.0274,7,0,0,1,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,1,11,11,0,3,15,1,20,4,2,6,0,37,38,14,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,8,12,0,2,8,1,2,3,5,5,0,1,1,4,28,6,34,30,3,27,0,1,2,2,9,10,0,4,14,131,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522508480679324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061417745232285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167714157047147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098599425993802,0.1207922959445388,0.0,0.0,0.15453798891126425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883384258986696,0.0,0.09609326182039786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741787579946166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036311905384055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677879082339288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929231079125937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260498017735604,0.0,0.14930260428948358,0.0,0.2839727824918081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260320918880851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797075285663597,0.12429480854376135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476359800443117,0.17665482171765082,0.0,0.0,0.19061467835229887,0.0,0.0,0.1822991163672578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384457366136366,0.3338963784889236,0.0,0.0,0.1443952014098805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900553802710063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136021820478792,0.19368299018786506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542574142275062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423231177028447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516865667480776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997290115366222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201110825019477,0.18486474857969715,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meowcatloverinpink,2020/01/29,"Panic attack caused me to hit someone's car Today I was going to see a psychiatrist for help with anxiety (my first visit here). However Google Maps didn't take me to the right place. So I parked started having a panic attack (my appointment was in 8 minutes and you get charged $100 for being a no show) so I freaked out. When backing up, I didn't pay attention I was so busy trying not to pass out and I just couldn't and I backed up and hit the grill of a truck. Busted my light, scratched my bumper, part of my bumper came off. I couldn't breathe. Couldn't reach anyone. I was shaking nonstop. I was able to write a note with my number. I picked up the pieces of my car, took a few pictures, and put the note under the windshield.",0.8530307752239956,3.1415205827814603,2.252925594078693,94.73067004285156,84.89403973509934,4.877444487728867,20.140631086871835,6.2272716619740125,0.02575855083755396,572,17,124,5,17,184,91,151,0.16699999999999998,0.78,0.052000000000000005,-0.9461,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,8,6,2,3,11,0,12,1,1,2,0,19,21,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,1,9,7,6,0,1,9,3,21,0,20,6,3,26,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,0,6,83,21,1,0.1880713099507395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387403733850326,0.0,0.0,0.13150383279332178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279165318496309,0.0,0.2892304568059399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510347581499564,0.0,0.1932010419460372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599733601678258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825949709220227,0.0,0.10688525955004388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260602346869113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413223199994911,0.0,0.2036629012612884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649448996068697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906361214485948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061187109375238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498684843561556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593522106067927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311784118085335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140621931964248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826961123223378,0.0,0.208954145396202,0.12768807413153666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GavinMF,2020/01/29,"First Post/General Info about Me Hello All! I am relatively new to this subreddit and I just want to start off by saying that I hope I can use you guys as a coping mechanism for my anxiety in life. I have dealt with it for a long time and I believe at this point it is just embedded in my everyday life, but I don't want this to be the case anymore. In short, I hope you guys can provide me with positive reinforcement and legitimate advice for my problems. That being said, I don't expect anyone to baby me. I prefer the truth! So, without getting to in depth, I would like to briefly describe my problems to you strangers. :D 

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Anxiety at School: 

I could really write an entire essay about my anxiety at school because this is where most of it comes from. I don't really want to type out an entire backstory here, but I'll just give you a run-down. I have severe OCD when it comes to completing and turning in schoolwork. (Meaning that I have to constantly make sure that my name is on documents, quadruple checking answers.... etc.) This ties in with my anxiety because I worry so much after the fact I may have missed a few questions on a test or homework. I know this is irrational, but it is just a problem that I've had ever since freshman year, and I'm a Junior. I think it has something to do with the reputation that I have built up at school being the smart guy who never misses anything and being in the running for valedictorian. Having a 4.0 doesn't help because I constantly worry about losing it. It gets to a point where I dread school because I know there is a possibility that I won't do absolutely outstanding on every test. I do not want to behave this way anymore. I do not care if I have to take medication, talk to a psychiatrist, or whatever. It isn't a happy way to live. If you think I should elaborate more on this topic to better explain it, let me know but I could go on and on forever probably.

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Anxiety in My Relationship: 

My relationship anxiety isn't as bad as my anxiety at school, but I can see where it might grow to be that big or even bigger, and I don't want that to happen. To start, I was a very shy and timid person before I lost weight. I have a girlfriend of almost a year that happens to be very shy and timid as well. In the relationship, I am the outgoing one who usually makes all of the decisions, talks in public, initiation, and other things.... It is kind of hard to do this because I believe that shy person is still inside me somewhere. This isn't the problem I just feel like getting it off my chest. I constantly worry that she doesn't want to talk to me or see me, but she doesn't really do anything to indicate that. I believe that it is just part of my train of thought. This is where her shy and timid personality comes into play. When we are together, sometimes she is very quiet and I perceive it as her being sad and/or mad at me. I don't really think this is the case because it is just who she is. That being said, sometimes she acts very happy and outgoing (around me.) I sometimes think that she doesn't want to see me or kiss me for some odd reason. It is just part of my nature as a really anxious person that OVERTHINKS EVERYTHING. If there is one thing that you take away from this post, let it be the fact that I overthink every single thing in my life. I love this girl with all my heart, and I know she does too. I just don't want my anxiety and worrying do anything to jeopardize the relationship. 

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Overview:

I really felt like just letting it all out to you guys. I haven't specified everything that causes me anxiety because it would be a much longer post. However, if you think I should talk more about something to help me cope, please tell me what it is! I am open to any advice, comments.....anything. The main problem with my anxiety is school at this point. My girlfriend is usually the one who helps me with my anxiety, so I don't want to develop anxiety with her. I really have no reason to, but I just worry. We can probably all relate to stressing about something that we don't even know what we're stressing about. I would love to make this a regular thing where I talk to you guys. I am new to this sub, but I am definitely not new to Reddit. I know how strong these communities are. I hope to hear from you guys. Thanks for helping me!

\~ G",4.4987982933416815,5.390513780600465,5.695145809684111,80.37427780169885,69.96997690531178,9.104442791717226,29.22761968137159,9.35164362399673,2.4626663248130893,3418,126,680,70,59,1142,301,866,0.159,0.7240000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.9899,1,0,3,0,0,0,118.0,3,10,0,5,38,39,1,6,35,0,88,10,2,8,11,140,149,45,0,30,32,0,4,3,2,8,4,5,1,11,71,35,1,0,24,1,1,7,23,18,1,4,7,12,117,21,109,119,17,78,0,5,3,3,67,45,0,18,25,510,188,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739417366269234,0.0,0.0,0.03965411545074411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872116455756089,0.1443565892778439,0.026929653803792572,0.0,0.3635306932407681,0.04473721981242177,0.078545981268502,0.027689544956316144,0.0,0.13035113554462252,0.03525278299131405,0.0,0.0,0.03720591231406036,0.0,0.033064709171449484,0.16898040362136416,0.0,0.033697053533972274,0.13384838852800834,0.0,0.03502336672342805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040375282783629465,0.04068055525788136,0.0,0.10233680504971282,0.04152030274018145,0.1283820059923178,0.0,0.06323545017195023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03465460759162236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416495300434501,0.05231142776513063,0.03582086068772625,0.06673014899701096,0.0,0.07118063517868893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020023169830894937,0.028290558725930805,0.038022627843873086,0.0,0.0,0.03368410983991424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062068778627820814,0.037988345749055866,0.02250583984217347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526394013985444,0.07003706789838103,0.08431079899638347,0.035474211503796316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463256839487022,0.04692670622558539,0.1061733475419815,0.0,0.0,0.11799650196870565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041237759245372464,0.13058018083889686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148238360925752,0.08391287523998524,0.05804031683862114,0.0,0.03496790967964882,0.03504513888316574,0.0,0.04430275744336711,0.04322855281789986,0.0,0.07148187750821006,0.0,0.0793007937331955,0.0,0.0,0.043136483055634785,0.0,0.039893272155084966,0.0,0.04200980360348965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058221752520543714,0.0,0.030542296814700533,0.11473904086710048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050283901048158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857668242912933,0.0,0.0,0.13831028976952842,0.0,0.043469385918445465,0.11230563339637553,0.044643540465743835,0.11377881067475093,0.0,0.085391933598831,0.18946134102793188,0.0,0.0,0.04436155026275074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758336912666342,0.08143168538843508,0.0,0.17006418886056374,0.0,0.0,0.07533816431826125,0.031491855412055375,0.0,0.2404665267377485,0.09466925899346428,0.0,0.0,0.04473721981242177,0.0,0.032757889108792716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914590488552939,0.11749752859163065,0.0,0.05605878352850835,0.0,0.03162495860017822,0.0,0.0907243291515796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03732294140076065,0.0,0.05954919767407393,0.15914664835375264,0.034612525710253625,0.03645876012541428,0.0,0.0,0.10523507773389744,0.1268717989840795,0.0,0.03143832203337118,0.02309133214707535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307390180402745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03420206127004185,0.08722856904265186,0.13069802490039745,0.2102162635410243,0.06286596421870122,0.0,0.04822266149488439,0.03560554694821453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03817340626182484,0.0,0.0,0.20108082031784225,0.0,0.08439303864337468,0.0,0.1443565892778439,0.051002763666517535
anxiety,AvengeThe90s,2020/01/29,"New constant tense stomach/bloating/gas type anxiety I'll be completely fine, not specifically anxious about anything, and it comes out of nowhere. suddenly my stomach is tight like I'm waiting for the jump scare in a movie, and I've got the burps. I started drinking the ""gas/bloating"" herbal tea we've got in the cabinet, idk if it's been helping though. Today I *was* actively anxious about something, so i had the tight stomach, but in addition I also had stomach cramps.",6.188446969696969,7.5053306477272725,6.220909090909089,76.58469696969699,66.38636363636363,9.048484848484847,40.80303030303031,9.2995712137729,4.1281757575757565,379,23,64,7,6,120,63,88,0.079,0.8059999999999999,0.115,0.235,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,0,6,7,3,0,0,11,12,7,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,2,5,2,8,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291130052585794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497399958534526,0.5167882939044444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882211870481168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702633551742044,0.2398138116926141,0.2471704698495752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240634242939134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658645551767871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533095467387237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174348205837063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090403107510148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289936272275507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760836801296823,0.0,0.0,0.16189273282697608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472115201297171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168045566723028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiddieslap,2020/01/29,"Advice on Rapid Heartbeat/Chest Pains Hey friends, so I've (F21) recently been dealing with a lot of chest pains and a rapid heartbeat due to my anxiety. The usual deep breathing often helps for a minute or two, until the pangs start up again. Is there anything else that you do/any advice you may have that helps you with something like this? Thanks!",3.1947402597402608,5.9168849242424235,2.5689610389610387,93.4377272727273,78.54545454545455,4.983549783549783,23.064935064935064,6.1826913282559595,0.4305480519480525,279,9,53,2,7,81,53,66,0.099,0.705,0.196,0.8002,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,4,4,2,0,0,7,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,8,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,7,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340590804687749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510328260414173,0.0,0.16990275340145766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182765999541364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289711177431968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553262332928466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159073919015727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29773239653167555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850483684076263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881798951571951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726513869433103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929290456747486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098027223468829,0.0,0.0,0.15720061911011793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044760625527226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216955419700236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446072532169948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jordanspector1,2020/01/29,"Anxiety + sickness Hello everyone! 

Ive never wrote anything in this section before, but I hope someone can help. For the past two days, I’ve had about a 102 fever. I went to the doctor and was told it’s just a virus and to not be worried. They also checked me for the flu, and it was negative. All day I’ve been feeling a bit better (I think it’s because of the Tylenol) and I even had the strength to go to a driving lesson. While there, one kid mentioned to me that he was currently sick from the flu and also missed two days of school. I brushed it off. I’m currently in bed and I feel terrible and I think it’s because of anxiety. I’m very worried that I’m going to get the flu on top of what I already have. Can somebody give me any type of reassurance because I’m trembling with nervousness which worsens my current virus. Let me also note that when I woke up this morning (before the drivers ed) my throat started to hurt when I coughed. Sorry if this is the incorrect section.

Thank you!",2.3296278051450443,4.197189059113303,3.747249589490973,88.28362205801862,77.12807881773398,6.481554460864806,29.01176792556103,7.3871296695380915,1.68660503557745,781,36,160,10,18,257,120,203,0.20199999999999999,0.667,0.132,-0.9533,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,4,9,10,0,2,13,0,13,10,1,0,2,21,33,15,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,9,0,1,1,13,8,0,0,5,0,1,4,3,5,0,3,10,3,19,5,22,21,4,24,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,2,12,106,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560944303874166,0.3382999852938573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589249916037096,0.0,0.2157464713455892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604026036537606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787748432757845,0.0,0.23998040979333646,0.0,0.0,0.12471300925698145,0.15394778536630194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728218109576603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144331010121346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313661400168352,0.0,0.0,0.13474231149965502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259907016900822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367256860929683,0.13527085938001168,0.16027990882416215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451688196776398,0.0,0.0,0.14005600849780572,0.0,0.0,0.15095548112205967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419357749795256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875658458138084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955528860299584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461121308211227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271093358831954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947839156917188,0.0,0.0,0.15785057213049064,0.09980850276808688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982423205983015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070865620771132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474231149965502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27549504232593364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634906573936775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307188601276293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28640757930248384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rainfallingup,2020/01/29,"how to make friends with severe social anxiety? hello! i rarely use reddit, but honestly im at a loss for what to do and im sick and tired of being lonely and miserable all the time.  if you have the time, please read my story and maybe throw some tips my way? thank you <3

im a 17yo who has suffered from severe anxiety and depression (professionally diagnosed) for atleast 5+ years. It has become impossible for me to maintain friendships for the last 2 years or so, and whenever i do find a friend group i usually fuck it up because of my bpd (also professionally diagnosed, and a different story, but it still affects my relationships a lot). 

I do my classes online so i rarely leave the house unless it is a family outing, and its difficult for me to find people with similar interests cuz my interests are niche, or atleast not mainstream enough for me to easily find friends. 

I've tried friend finding apps but its all mostly used for dating, and i still cant work up the courage to join a group or something at my local community college. I basically have no life outside the internet except for 2, maybe 3 friends from middle school that im slowly drifting away from. 

how do i work up the confidence to talk to people and make friends, and how do i find people to talk to in the first place?

any comments or suggestions are really appreciated. <3",5.799789592760185,6.711254350000001,6.713167420814479,74.17300904977377,67.03846153846153,10.271493212669684,32.217194570135746,10.328600350310266,3.4088687782805436,1081,44,197,27,17,360,142,260,0.151,0.6459999999999999,0.203,0.9528,1,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,4,8,18,1,1,15,0,14,6,0,9,2,43,20,27,0,1,11,0,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,7,0,1,0,0,21,11,34,19,6,23,0,5,0,1,18,10,1,8,10,130,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721451147191652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061349473721878114,0.0,0.1380288613843334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476021104617719,0.0,0.0,0.05499438811427192,0.09963567219069776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362296796319553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770227543504278,0.18313318964441125,0.0,0.09425575044424868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321648466660154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504692276235254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122755884992861,0.07673705820821371,0.0,0.0,0.4182005390792624,0.08340255865886212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409630312161557,0.0,0.0,0.38979186828821794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353748173649094,0.0,0.09552493943677937,0.0,0.0,0.0637217095569408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669779206035564,0.0,0.0,0.12043877966163813,0.0,0.18126671862656085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763171648990296,0.0,0.09425575044424868,0.09902926968687104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023967839753083,0.0,0.057794208766802926,0.0,0.0,0.09685743234530847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130266440713997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383514108789053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091963101454309,0.0,0.0694521184126228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440920541149977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450232252109902,0.0,0.08305809508517915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521049287017936,0.10368917576145716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125024295824667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155834046319971,0.09935936873287143,0.0,0.0,0.07160867807540433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135557456159191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619134549964072
anxiety,Amygct,2020/01/29,"Anxiety has taken over me. 
I no longer know what I can do to get out of this situation. A year ago my therapy stopped and ever since I’m not living my life anymore. I’ve been struggling with severe anxiety for 3 years, but anxiety always has been a part of me. I’m tired of everything. I’ve done so much to overcome my severe anxiety, but I never made succes. That’s why I’m kinda giving up at the moment and on myself. I don’t know why I’m doing all these exposures when the results aren’t there. That’s why I haven’t left my house for a few weeks now. It’s horrible. It’s my social anxiety which makes it very hard to come outside. I can’t even open my front door anymore. My social anxiety is destroying my life and is stimulating my depression, but I’m pretty sure it’s not my core problem. It’s my way of thinking. I doubt a lot. Just constantly actually. I feel like I’m not having control over my thoughts and feelings. Because I deal with this for a quite a while I became pretty isolated. I feel like my way of thinking has changed because of this. It’s like I’m fighting the good and the bad inside my mind and it’s very tiresome. My confidence is very low due of all this doubting and the feeling of having no control. One of my biggest fear is to lose control and that my bad thoughts will take over me. It’s horrible. I have zero joy in life anymore. I feel like I can’t achieve anything and i’m pretty much fucked for the rest of my life. I don’t see how my life can be fun anymore. I hate myself. I have my first therapy appointment coming soon, but I don’t see how I’m going to get to that appointment. Because even a 5 minute walk is something I can’t do anymore. 

Any ideas, tips etc. are welcome..",1.2902389819987583,3.3801371145251413,3.3844227188081963,88.5101039726878,81.48603351955308,6.435878336436996,25.028243327126013,7.594959193182576,1.3482418373680942,1349,54,283,22,36,458,163,358,0.22899999999999998,0.628,0.14300000000000002,-0.9855,1,0,1,0,2,2,37.0,0,0,0,7,11,23,4,4,13,0,31,7,0,9,5,56,65,18,0,1,8,0,6,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,19,15,0,4,12,0,0,5,14,14,0,3,7,8,44,9,30,56,9,34,0,3,2,1,6,12,1,4,19,180,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0714038709015097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486124963001139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088373280628692,0.0,0.0,0.049758461578347374,0.0,0.3358514774078392,0.0,0.3628274633196296,0.0,0.0,0.0602131020412301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218865291726065,0.1338122064623125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740470631302561,0.12605984513621493,0.0,0.07907133599591312,0.2462008743179878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543559147633094,0.06302166020710209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748788444978324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816044696744942,0.09665687451923977,0.06618692290736176,0.0,0.0,0.06576094379947706,0.0,0.0,0.08233717571962805,0.18498606294132813,0.15681909871369665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223880549976325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676449651284117,0.07645715163587724,0.07019182853784643,0.041584491773804966,0.061371959211092224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554641225596551,0.07224073829709937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442895407394121,0.0,0.08260060883180173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042520658336927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949998224355119,0.0,0.2584125049767896,0.1429896770527323,0.0,0.06461090821839252,0.0,0.0,0.08185909370101774,0.0,0.06220695806911726,0.0,0.06923571361899476,0.04884188915380647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388136492831268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075775001388814,0.0,0.056433614544080364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049582236878302016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923654092044374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233221672082995,0.0,0.07001430413333308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782585296538119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661485935660272,0.0,0.0,0.1653237170724392,0.0,0.060527408873636224,0.08224672831086456,0.0,0.149176257683464,0.0,0.0563302397871577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117382967046357,0.0,0.0764937127658654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896234757459506,0.0,0.05501512358969728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735372913475074,0.0,0.0,0.09376942728073336,0.0,0.11617843663217857,0.0,0.08409874698529081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112002193998966,0.0,0.11615870326270088,0.05869297621485552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807503550025102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423882961067018
anxiety,sugarandsand,2020/01/29,"Experiencing intense physical symptoms of being anxious, but I'm not anxious about anything. What do I do? Hello everyone!

I'm one of those people who gets anxious about nothing at all, and not anxious about things that should make me anxious. New situations, problems at work, fights with parents? Fine. My life is going well and there are no problems? Cue intense anxiety.

I've woken up every morning the past week with an overwhelming sense of dread. I've been having random painful chest pains, back pain, stomach aches, headaches, lethargy, and lack of appetite (very rare for me). 

There is absolutely nothing making me anxious so I cannot deal with the underlying issue. I have done CBT which was great for teaching me how to rationalise my thoughts, but in this case there is nothing to rationalise! (I am also on SSRIs).

I've tried going out and doing things (yes, including exercise), but I'm just walking around the world dazed and in a lot of pain. I come back home and am so tired from the experience I fall asleep instantly.

So what do I do? Do I just wait for this episode to end? Has this ever happened to you?",4.478498931623932,6.769467629807693,4.80128205128205,81.22149572649573,72.22115384615384,7.314529914529915,31.267094017094017,8.167268648758528,2.463579273504273,889,41,156,14,18,280,131,208,0.272,0.675,0.053,-0.9949,1,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,1,0,1,18,13,1,2,6,1,21,11,3,3,2,32,34,14,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,0,11,12,0,1,1,1,0,5,4,10,1,1,5,1,15,3,28,27,3,22,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,2,7,111,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625989188100721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295065013481479,0.6463824701681306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847370464666864,0.08489121230513462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665293511671107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214477181602806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831266160821456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975870720525776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446124745088042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625918385914846,0.0803454758033469,0.09112120502608184,0.0,0.09328103174578728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982201325129417,0.0,0.10839133061455296,0.0,0.0,0.10513547330783936,0.0,0.0,0.08432712392742886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565452540602813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953176208788707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735606007698754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107222994658192,0.0,0.0,0.12730797297959096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209992754649066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745033989956218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461885670405741,0.0,0.4058818974306344,0.0,0.1058867368262264,0.0,0.09103254805077432,0.06611108027973282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249456139426526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718938647608882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991162471741565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670678124982035,0.0,0.0,0.07570571863531116,0.0,0.10960305993801284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474363404734444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786825382156009,0.0,0.0,0.076492575937455,0.0,0.0857406930387895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694237021663058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrequentDrop2,2020/01/29,"Intense fear of developing Schizophrenia, Is there hope? So I would say this all started about a month ago when I decided to smoke weed. It was all fun and games until I started tripping pretty bad on about just everything wrong in my life. Ever since then I have been having this intense fear that I am going to develop schizophrenia.

I have had past experiences of this before, where I psych myself out in believing I was developing dementia, multiple sclerosis, and heart problems by googling my symptoms. It's safe to say that I never developed any of these diseases. However, this time it is about developing schizophrenia.

The reason I go to believe this is because ever since that trip, I would have bouts of dissociation, asking myself ""why does this feel so weird""  or ""why does look unreal"". Afterwards I would go on and have a some anxiety on why I felt the way I felt. I was able to deal with it, until one night just when I was about to go to sleep, I felt that my thoughts were too loud to the point it would vibrate my ears a  tiny bit, I decided to google it and from that night on it has just been a spiraling mess on my mental health. I would have panic attacks every single night, double checking my thoughts to see if I was going delusional, racing thoughts about worst case scenarios, ""what if"" thoughts. This would wear on me to the point I now afraid to go to sleep because I thought I was going these scary thoughts again. Up until this moment I have been having a hard time sleeping, I would wake up in the middle of the night covered in my sweat, I would have this very intense dissociation where time would seem like if it going super fast, along side with my thoughts, I would have moments where it seems like I blackout only to find out it was just five minutes.

The key defining thing that is worrying me the most would be seeing things from the corner of my eyes. I would see these small shadows darting across my peripheral vision, which are most likely just floater startling me. Any type of movement in my peripheral vision would easily startle me. Seeing anything in the dark would also scare me to hell. Afterward I would go on a full on panic attack about hallucinating which in turn would lead me to dissociate very intensely. I have had no delusions up until this point, but today I felt a little paranoid about a person sitting next to me in class was staring at me, but I quickly dismissed it. As for hearing voices I have none of that only in a few occasions when I am about to go to sleep. 

It has just been a continuous cycle every single day, where I would suffer these thoughts all the time and I simply can't get my mind off them, no matter how hard I try. It is very hard to get through life with these thoughts and even harder knowing that I have to be top of my university studies. Its just been so challenging for me recently. 

The only time I find relief of the seeing things in my peripheral vision and thoughts would be when I am distracted on something, which would be watching some television, and playing games, but talking to friends and family does the trick in distracting me and gives me hope that I am not developing schizophrenia.

I just started therapy and I hope it goes somewhere.

Thank you for listening to my issue. Any advice/answers/insights would be greatly appreciated.",7.990151515151517,7.493374843949049,7.61525767226404,74.36000675545262,62.503184713375795,10.414668982821851,35.59081258444316,9.725611199111238,3.31634118895966,2654,104,479,44,33,840,270,628,0.094,0.8140000000000001,0.092,0.4079,1,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,1,4,37,36,4,10,24,0,67,14,10,3,6,95,115,33,0,27,16,0,8,3,1,20,4,7,0,1,46,17,0,1,23,3,1,14,6,21,0,2,30,24,74,15,85,60,15,98,1,1,9,0,14,42,1,13,43,364,120,5,0.043964411615311866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03897179823616933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03515832408486047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969192250697608,0.0,0.033632654549827216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03617896474875985,0.0,0.04110079010099689,0.10003173024190397,0.0,0.0,0.03670844730408542,0.05360059451555735,0.0,0.0374104761527089,0.09906567334455207,0.0,0.0,0.04799775080114314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028353408406849624,0.045325377904550684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542065862650325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029038079233672374,0.07953665463223188,0.07408382591084986,0.0,0.0395123783182165,0.043005630668948594,0.0414457345384825,0.09894437180244013,0.022229727495466062,0.0,0.16885091876445246,0.0,0.08036535146784612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03396679535555159,0.0,0.045939181009656535,0.04217466970200066,0.2498598828124499,0.0,0.0,0.048470919013888766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815043195046515,0.0,0.0,0.04673211367850502,0.04955108712656666,0.05209803944453332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099974211552273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588742341365282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024161690855082237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210672821202491,0.06443637236109842,0.04406389030389081,0.0,0.0,0.03691903303685499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04430578636826568,0.0,0.044391522886520936,0.0,0.03509197390638885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03390806455773284,0.0,0.04675665051825948,0.1650304882802009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029791423118450962,0.10031074843711923,0.0,0.10316552873781754,0.0,0.0,0.04196900556368171,0.0,0.03838802843608185,0.0,0.0,0.12468173859041573,0.0,0.0,0.04472761210405308,0.0,0.04206800439237196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520273740295519,0.04340955256398353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992452943753713,0.04401604568054445,0.0,0.1751697198292164,0.08004709829351372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273563120775975,0.0,0.17598464875036604,0.0,0.0,0.033845951968282516,0.0,0.0,0.09335471047470742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569585734086285,0.0,0.03533692871407426,0.0,0.04047652341039448,0.05027713621857407,0.0,0.0876240046186098,0.0,0.0,0.3490283195012545,0.12818000982660538,0.0,0.04167312158759562,0.0,0.0,0.029848949587024755,0.04782065513885708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882573172487607,0.0,0.03489690356531794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901312976810285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464799407867403,0.0,0.6246211322185067,0.048068182452384256,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Artenes_Er,2020/01/29,"Anxiety in a relationship English not my 1st language sorry for mistakes. 

Some time ago I posted on this subreddit about a gf that suffers of anxiety (and depression) asking for tips to help her, it helped a lot (thanks guys).

The thing now its that I'm starting to fear that her insecurity and anxiety problem can eventually make our relation come to an end where she feels ""insufficient for me"" (she has already said this to me a couple times and this is probably even a problem of my insecurity). 

What I want to know its if anyone of you guys have felt this way (feeling insufficient for your partner), if you ever overcome it and why or why not? And if there is anything  I can say to this statement of ""you deserve something better"" other than ""it doesnt matter, I dont want anyone else""??",7.538599999999999,7.081387893333337,8.163833333333336,69.92775000000002,63.4,10.966666666666667,37.41666666666667,10.411451182825502,3.9164666666666657,624,28,112,13,8,209,97,150,0.16,0.787,0.052000000000000005,-0.9302,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,4,0,1,6,10,0,3,7,0,8,0,0,1,1,27,21,9,0,8,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,16,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,5,17,2,18,19,2,13,0,2,0,0,19,3,0,6,7,84,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724058121266366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840124398175515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32942579298327435,0.0,0.0,0.2007346388997016,0.1470748855492333,0.11812214756957952,0.0,0.13419161181782255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695049491370353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364800288467355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882556790037444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363179432220348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822917530789458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199102238209958,0.0,0.12713486613413252,0.0,0.0,0.09480758513120713,0.1298412008317792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152371645222108,0.14515745101528865,0.0,0.13782202781408645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28425663997367495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924252331812935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888646987369684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203356465281358,0.0,0.0,0.09581484166440248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747275678278378,0.0,0.15476165266485034,0.27469901680720776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410949148204084,0.0,0.0,0.13654051767238334,0.11414969502737488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105050009250862,0.0,0.16068258134229282,0.10159917476528267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215341855656734,0.0,0.0,0.09536237125701368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674000142497437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932859524064786,0.11393629478591337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590471484339022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ajh7901,2020/01/29,"i think my dog is going to die this week she’s been sick all day, she’s vomited all over herself. she has fluid under her skin. we can’t afford to take her to the animal hospital at night. she’s old. 

i always knew that my dog would die, but i didn’t think it would be so soon. i’m literally losing my best friend. and i hate that she feels bad because i can’t help her. at all. i really wish i could. 

i know this isn’t necessarily anxiety related but i just need some support right now. or at least this outlet to vent about it. i can’t stop crying. the same thing happened to my last dog before she died, so i can’t help but know that my sweet frida is going to die soon. it hurts more than any feeling that i’ve ever felt in my life. so much.",-0.1833333333333336,1.8178573333333359,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,86.77777777777777,5.575308641975309,15.790123456790125,6.937597516519254,-0.29933580246913616,576,11,137,8,18,198,95,162,0.22399999999999998,0.617,0.159,-0.9147,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,9,8,1,0,2,0,14,4,1,0,4,27,31,8,4,5,5,0,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,8,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,5,28,4,14,23,9,19,0,2,0,0,14,7,0,2,10,91,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775135592077095,0.0,0.0,0.09623467631368632,0.0,0.10825816418153753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815865171176065,0.08626589305783829,0.0,0.12041837088563262,0.0,0.14851068078715118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298777034391068,0.0,0.15544697440357266,0.09126511075322424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5874786126038121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280079186564035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431079123028882,0.0,0.1358760610073481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933371027476273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085184222265847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514075762480018,0.0,0.0,0.13971621802930306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970830089921445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151494141781235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554527767755302,0.11535316152697685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995583859719544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583184675684823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040294009914267,0.10493116890932272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280172152876552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849560624249633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065777807146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085256403462424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183124138180232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058891679361564,0.0,0.0,0.10640125202978208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401591008515853,0.18135348634669005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351435291121208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273462945061293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105560500075464,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ghostboy_450,2020/01/29,Sharp Pain in my chest Hey guys 23(M) I have been having a sharp pain in different places on my chest all day. I don’t really feel that anxious it’s more of just the pain that is there all day. Anybody else have constant pain in different spots of there chest and what do you guys do to help relieve the pain?,4.526875,4.766922937500002,4.478125000000002,91.454375,69.625,8.275,25.375,8.07648339933343,1.0619187500000002,244,6,56,3,4,75,42,64,0.25,0.68,0.069,-0.9269,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,8,8,3,0,2,5,9,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,5,1,7,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107750442561293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364653630250453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532501945820427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164329463056137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650381472652494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656966480533503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998872670915481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015031298891314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8056831517170964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821647315280687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701260492482283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,owibiuXD,2020/01/29,"Idk So i was sitting at lunch by myself and got anxious from all of the voices talking. It's like they were all talking to me at once in some other language and i almost had a panic attack. I don't know what i want out of this post though: maybe some of you can relate or can tell me why this would happen. I guess i was probably just overthinking as usual.


Also had the same type of anxiety happen a few fays ago. I guess i spun too fast in my chair and got slightly dizzy. For some reason this induced the same ""mini panic attack"" that i found easy to rationalize and went away soon after.",3.314784205693297,4.4974232148760365,4.573994490358128,86.21533516988062,73.04958677685951,6.700091827364558,22.535353535353536,6.937597516519254,0.6513408631772264,463,11,94,4,9,153,85,121,0.161,0.795,0.044000000000000004,-0.8819,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,6,5,2,2,5,0,9,1,0,2,2,23,19,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,9,1,15,1,17,9,8,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,7,6,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764863420162987,0.0,0.155493069107557,0.0,0.0,0.1241794197376252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879074543351115,0.17542511118709953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533126945075085,0.14589309152150898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025932937119292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838732234586566,0.0,0.3421225278361856,0.0,0.2746317378417091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853392426505333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586322289315597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600221875321293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537087531523062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643812903216294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871778351480627,0.0,0.16742088029682414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965635016341248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24962050480177106,0.13572381557563068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256434227690868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102181904864372,0.0,0.09158968641930436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439485034441786,0.1401183719687564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030828654906356,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zjwest811,2020/01/29,The TV is ALWAYS on at my house I’m 20 and going to community college so I’m living with my parents and whenever they’re home the TV is always on and so loud. I can’t escape the noise anywhere in the house and it’s starting to drive me crazy. It’s sad because I kind of cherish the time when I’m home alone and dread when they get home even though I love them because I get sensory overload from the constant noise. I’m just wondering if others can relate and if anyone else has any experience with noise-cancelling headphones or door draft stoppers or anything like that?,2.5609169278996866,4.760844543103449,3.679623824451412,87.4641222570533,77.70689655172414,5.942319749216303,26.062695924764892,6.980632752743323,1.1977689655172417,461,18,90,5,11,149,75,116,0.11,0.797,0.09300000000000001,-0.2568,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,1,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,15,15,15,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,8,0,1,1,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,10,15,0,13,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,5,7,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711535670590456,0.0,0.0,0.2845889555287153,0.0,0.0,0.11629303885121953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195745534212537,0.17522051854556842,0.14072711239288652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849288919951586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848016529713611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285737172847718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295085606700875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728113318619905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869190934781234,0.0,0.09718923704754816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146125778684182,0.0,0.0,0.3946464309725058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780811730072798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354711712014018,0.0,0.1510054495519967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543436989347718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898869791015141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104214815258417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801699804551742,0.0,0.09971762749241364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854536476892364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snack-hoarder,2020/01/29,"My phobia is out of control and I actually just want to cry right now I'm sorry, I know phobias aren't exactly anxiety as this subreddit intends it to be discussed, but I tried to find a general sub for phobias and no luck. I don't even want to search for the specific phobia... because of the chance of pictures coming up. Also, you can laugh at me. My phobia is admittedly ridiculous, but my current situation however, is... well I suppose it's ridiculous too but I am truly in agony right now. 

I have (and have had for most of my life) a *severe* case of lepidopterophobia—the fear of butterflies (and moths). I can't explain why, but the sight of them terrifies me and the thought of one coming into my room (I live alone) makes me want to scream, actually. I'm used to the paranoia that one might. I just want to explain that my phobia is entirely unmanaged.

The last few days these bloody things have been moving in droves. DROVES I tell you. They're migrating in unusually large numbers. It's the talk of the freaking town.

Yesterday I had no issue walking through the streets (I had no choice) and apart from the usual flinching, screeching and feeling my heart freaking stop when surprise ones lifted off the ground, I managed. It wasn't fun, but I managed. 
Today I didn't leave the house (no reason to) and everything was fine until about 20 minutes ago when I realized I was hungry and needed a midnight snack. I made grilled cheese. 

But the shape of the sandwich (or how I cut it at least), and the way the bread toasted is reminiscent of their disgusting wings. And now I can't bring myself to eat. I tried cutting it into a different shape, but... it literally feels like I am cutting into one, so I can't even bring myself to do that.

This sort of loss of appetite has happened a couple of times before. I can usually push past it, but tonight I just can't. I feel freaked out for no reason. I am uncomfortable and anxious, and I really want to cry (or puke, not sure which). 

I think it's made worse by the fact that everyone online was talking about them (because as I said, it's a ""spectacle""), and there will always be that one asshole who thinks it's funny to tag me in photos, not realizing that it literally feels like my heart tries to tear itself out of my chest when I see them (even in pictures).

I just haven't had a break in like, 3 days. I am tired, and I am hungry and I just want to eat my damn sandwich.

This phobia is ruining my life and I hate it. It only adds insult to injury that it's such a f*cking stupid phobia. Of all the things to fear... like... it feels like no one will ever understand how much I struggle with this because no one takes me seriously. 

TBH, I'm really just looking for comfort and good vibes. I feel so stupid and abnormal right now. 

P.S. I have considered cognitive behavioural therapy, but get this: I am too afraid.",4.384715302491102,5.549969562277582,5.3428807829181535,81.78136743772242,70.45907473309609,8.395800711743773,29.530427046263352,8.769984970463412,2.2646226334519572,2242,87,440,39,40,736,261,562,0.245,0.659,0.096,-0.9985,3,1,0,0,0,0,96.0,0,2,4,2,30,36,11,4,26,0,42,12,3,10,5,93,83,41,0,7,19,0,6,5,0,3,3,2,1,0,34,29,6,2,19,0,0,9,18,22,1,7,16,11,65,14,62,62,5,59,0,2,3,0,16,26,1,6,27,307,99,2,0.0,0.0,0.15018005494627534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820964963338733,0.0,0.0,0.07969479365467193,0.0,0.06153518893310213,0.06402679730623118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886491480794336,0.08692919795660706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072013369353306,0.0,0.0654769753125276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325675641254027,0.0,0.0,0.08630358636041092,0.0,0.0851413616321183,0.1690472579984757,0.09925002904016106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039415328668675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747377517112868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247003989031382,0.06960375952630828,0.0,0.07352699340094875,0.06915578965422435,0.0,0.0,0.17317550740002569,0.2334429499079421,0.16491473476230267,0.0,0.0,0.07032896497445057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04020208949718502,0.0,0.0,0.06454022793242943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804475295029644,0.0,0.0,0.07597009734796115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236720797758627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878751811208158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031359124504718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228854049248952,0.0627227893383254,0.0,0.08147669068026084,0.0,0.0,0.10870112139928367,0.1879642280366508,0.0,0.06794638458572551,0.0,0.06461683633346389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456198822874374,0.051363304987457344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162953685718201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178341501160404,0.05656554286855395,0.057055875325831465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649931071880895,0.05852232738398181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345545482947663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858955993203576,0.15823046511946892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713919795342985,0.07319505131486845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131749499226551,0.0,0.0,0.08692919795660706,0.0,0.0,0.08649263703024164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613684778150989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064331870143682,0.0,0.0804426275577406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725224628386208,0.0,0.05785522674935386,0.12369557658594245,0.06725583556288296,0.0,0.08799660270375327,0.0,0.10224149983688594,0.09861018431847764,0.0,0.061088018677094076,0.04486892551015264,0.08844026439816477,0.0729375895203456,0.0,0.0,0.15672767119321854,0.0,0.0,0.08010545301445204,0.0,0.06645825930027824,0.16949442941634985,0.0,0.2723151068048269,0.061077642634188335,0.0,0.0,0.06918538192566008,0.0,0.06943348994796163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841645986267673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JeatherBunny,2020/01/29,Help- emotional support animal So I recently got a puppy who is a bull terrier and I went to register her with the apartment but her breed is restricted and I'm not allowed to have her (I didn't know this before I got her) I have severe depression and anxiety and plan to get her registered as an ESA but I'm terrified they will evict us from the apartment before I get the letter or not accept my paperwork. She's not even supposed to be in the apartment now but there is no where else she can live. What do I do?,1.5172384219554047,3.7606972075471763,3.753087478559177,85.31824185248715,81.64150943396227,8.00548885077187,24.730703259005146,8.841846274778883,2.141483018867925,408,16,83,11,11,140,69,106,0.21899999999999997,0.737,0.044000000000000004,-0.9718,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,20,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,17,2,8,14,0,8,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,1,2,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820931915028392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050939831820451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050158956481192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988444968287001,0.2677530251495785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572173411093085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872292113255026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807505381816029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954727399307858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081570452277874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018588170324667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502706146418725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26890746622748257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27011494791189483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863221863174996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065727686572328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jrenner231,2020/01/29,"Anxiety because of my past When I was i my late teens, I was very promiscuous. I had a type - white guys. I myself, am not white. I found white guys very attractive and I was insecure and they made me feel attractive (unlike men of my own race, who I felt overlooked me). I had a lot of sex. I was left feeling shameful and guilty about my actions and I hated myself for a long, long time. It's years on now and I'm in a relationship with a white guy and I love him dearly. I am attracted to him, of course, but it's his personality I love most of all and we are due to marry next year. We have had our ups and downs based on my past, but we go to Church together and have worked through it.

However, whenever I meet another white male (not even someone I find attractive) - I panic. I begin to feel sick and have a what I can only explain as an 'anxiety attack'. I avoid interaction with other white men at all costs (I am fine around my fiance and his friends and totally find around white women). If I don't avoid them, I end up feeling sick for days...My mind seems to convince me that I find them attractive (which I don't most of the time) and I am TERRIFIED that they will find me attractive. It only happens with white men.

I am wondering if anyone knows if this is anxiety? Is this a normal human response for someone who has experienced trauma? I'm a little scared...",1.711025845989873,3.787488093525184,3.663685051958432,87.13461897148949,79.93525179856115,7.283986144417797,23.245936584066076,8.285830014693849,1.4108213162803085,1062,36,225,22,27,359,142,278,0.158,0.715,0.127,-0.8436,1,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,4,0,4,1,6,21,2,6,10,0,23,5,0,1,3,53,42,20,0,4,7,0,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,10,13,21,0,2,14,0,1,2,4,9,0,0,10,14,51,12,29,31,7,28,1,0,8,3,31,11,0,8,15,156,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703587468571353,0.2561507269304434,0.0,0.0,0.07804234636370631,0.0,0.0,0.1987183180390358,0.0,0.12697580551074555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803819795987769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885591557220927,0.0,0.0,0.07371927871814095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573937675137806,0.0,0.10716590310643484,0.0,0.40804873466076375,0.0,0.0,0.12237780203602125,0.08623186243924602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343219258171147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315430053518565,0.09869893347555853,0.0,0.0,0.11019464777475478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061339539992091366,0.0,0.12590423135641926,0.0,0.12126776037917562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118654641231001,0.0,0.19754783774157636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488931031371473,0.2014700296456567,0.10561084030318192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269722842409585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870160294505,0.0,0.109356960528277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977330497549595,0.0,0.13095370919555355,0.0,0.0,0.21309431617533187,0.0,0.097456093598569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983050237966635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174400047203514,0.0,0.0,0.1016082073161916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891385239477088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016477838581245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418469036636256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210394468828818,0.08125553253347062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375011773751345
anxiety,MiniiAmiibo,2020/01/30,"School Anxiety Hello everyone! I am a 16 y/o girl and I have been dealing with a problem that has been hindering me since 6th grade. 

Everytime I wake up in the morning to go to school, I always get a sick feeling as if something bad is going to happen if I go. Sometimes I cry because I think about how inportant school is and yet I can't seem to get myself to simply go. I miss school often and I have been trying to keep my absences low but today I woke up and couldn't get myself out of bed. Now that I missed school I'm worrying about possibly missing something crucial.

I do procrastinate and I am aware that being unprepared is a huge factor for this ongoing fear, but I find that even when I have no reason to be scared I still feel sick. Has anyone found a way to overcome this? Any help is appreciated!",1.966795454545455,4.101185751515157,3.8791477272727306,85.61872159090913,79.36363636363636,6.791666666666668,24.25189393939393,7.865858978985527,1.4104621212121211,639,23,128,11,16,216,104,165,0.218,0.71,0.07200000000000001,-0.9682,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,6,0,19,3,1,2,0,23,38,12,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,7,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,8,0,0,5,2,21,0,18,30,0,16,0,4,0,0,4,6,0,4,5,87,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771583658879784,0.0,0.0,0.08803294524230923,0.0,0.09903171501675047,0.0,0.0,0.0905170267944754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080884200424871,0.07891376508697771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219879475820688,0.0,0.13346106537680485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550293831378934,0.0,0.0,0.12369854403558345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567138636550162,0.13091134599378967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831832322354728,0.0,0.0,0.14193928427419808,0.0,0.0,0.20290262288594435,0.0,0.2942860507444344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144754664904336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677007657112543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506438363974388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593957953852926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238696938458041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309994909365438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960572248444013,0.6550702042423836,0.0,0.11784977326688285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708542631772924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931954314386996,0.1280330050035395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338188039935746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294869450706259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270695715698016,0.0,0.0,0.08789055483777665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275430991412317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314665013764584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,applestrudlee,2020/01/30,"Coffee makes my anxiety so bad Literally can’t talk to anyone for the rest of the day besides to my family :( 
I had a presentation so I drank a cup of coffee since I was a little sleepless too and it made me feel awful. Couldn’t stop stuttering the whole time or control my breathing at all",2.831016949152541,4.613252440677968,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,75.4406779661017,8.109830508474579,25.359322033898305,8.841846274778883,2.0023667796610174,230,8,45,5,5,80,46,59,0.265,0.735,0.0,-0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,1,4,2,1,3,1,9,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,7,0,6,3,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355147785802762,0.0,0.0,0.215265357361932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25705321077285664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34529515754286155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985465254621014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29022636255090833,0.0,0.15566506477323133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085601629491282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29130794162963586,0.20550131501489646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546679158704731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573877190169623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474490655940496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951771596265914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437186671459055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,team_sad,2020/01/30,Panic attack can’t stop crying everyday pls someone say something encouraging,10.8675,14.56275741666667,10.723333333333336,39.55500000000001,58.16666666666666,11.466666666666667,45.33333333333334,11.20814326018867,7.317233333333334,67,4,5,2,1,22,12,12,0.547,0.23399999999999999,0.22,-0.7906,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455568576884144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302076304549024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595152827510554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114547107821483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318426138703817,0.3015102501574791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274357921557706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NegativeBarracuda,2020/01/30,"Anxiety causing complete memory lapse? Has anyone experienced complete memory loss during an anxiety episode? 

I just had a meeting at work where I was raked so bad over the coals that I felt like I was snapping in and out of awareness during it all. Literally direct accusations, direct name usage, direct comments like: ""NegBar, how many times do I need to tell you about this? NegBar, this is unacceptable. NegBar, are you hearing me? NegBar, I won't tell you again!""

I walked out of the meeting and... I forgot how to read a clock. I forgot what time I worked until. I forgot the password to my computer. I was so flustered that I literally lost basic cognitive skills. I started putting on my coat and my co-worker asked if I was leaving early, to which I was like: ""Nope, just... cold."" 

And I sat down at my desk, coat on, still unable to read my clock or what I was going to do until the end of the day. 

I'm not externally freaking out, but it took me 15 minutes to kind of 'snap' out of the haze.",3.399664948453609,5.187486427835051,4.9531829896907205,81.14668170103094,73.89690721649485,7.32422680412371,26.042525773195877,8.07648339933343,1.6933824742268038,773,27,146,12,16,260,112,194,0.085,0.877,0.038,-0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,5,10,8,0,0,9,0,13,0,0,3,1,25,26,13,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,3,2,2,0,4,3,4,0,0,14,4,28,4,26,11,1,28,0,2,0,0,11,12,0,2,15,104,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250637512955926,0.0,0.0,0.11454392399492876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314580352519816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677947904972754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828411000908686,0.0,0.0,0.3435158222224904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564773821804888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509231215295912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728900567730708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310038183693306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463248601542326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058910748353226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345744220141282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400966014823627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882446519782202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608366549416434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146745423693417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646802801083623,0.0,0.0,0.3277205699831537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594977544535112,0.0,0.13082363252832302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863647286716027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191044800380002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200555254008785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357779896800093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wewereevergreen,2020/01/30,"F R U S T R A T I O N im frustrated cuz when i first transferred to this new high school i had this persona and it worked. people looked up to me cuz they had this idea of who i was in their heads. and it actually gave me opportunities to do social things i always wanted to do. and obviously i never seized those opportunities because my personality didn’t match my persona and letting that information out would ruin everything. but then senior year came and at the start it was the same but coincidentally after I started talking to girl I guess people somehow learned that who I actually am isn’t desirable. and I was so used to the constant stream of people wanting to fw me that I guess after it died off it felt like I lost something instead I actually had instead of something I never really had to begin with. and it’s different for guys than it is for girls because girls can get status just from looks but guys need charisma which is partly genetic and partly nurtured into the brain through peer groups/social environment BEFORE the teen years. But yeah idk obviously I’m making a big deal out of something that doesn’t matter but I have anxiety, depression, and personality disorder",3.8496298606778936,6.2378138340611375,5.564167186525264,74.59286754002912,74.41484716157207,8.030027032647121,28.372010813058854,8.841846274778883,2.575001081305885,964,40,169,21,21,328,137,229,0.111,0.812,0.077,-0.8604,1,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,5,6,8,1,0,7,1,19,2,2,4,4,42,37,19,1,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,19,14,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,12,3,22,4,27,23,3,25,0,3,2,0,16,9,0,3,16,123,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.3389953325669001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963500577302976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858225272314879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117414973753584,0.0,0.09853234296873586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926463236833416,0.0,0.13243772683907568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513240297302022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193787446769871,0.09973338229003048,0.0,0.1201761070967586,0.12098030256460778,0.1327101951254578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406836833802344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111180599321779,0.0,0.0,0.09849449477821312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049769482309238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551207513049085,0.2293089435318713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883826477008445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234293904903855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071756711802685,0.12507761579656967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840742370723098,0.0,0.05657120138601592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944759436053357,0.0,0.12640305740682115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729353347303485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585993853797702,0.1786152644927853,0.11183476833489417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25078768794693546,0.0,0.2408313734141009,0.20221407331559524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418073518204707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718992117583454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803761347486992,0.0,0.2674321171825576,0.0,0.0,0.16391947383388844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307099875725093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692852700877997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000090179368338,0.0,0.0,0.13659684884745255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429956304580541,0.0,0.0,0.08225688357192629,0.0,0.0,0.1491353478984808
anxiety,hiliqv,2020/01/30,"They aren’t looking at me anyway... but they are. This is my first time posting here and I’m on mobile, apologies in advance. I’m sure you guys if anyone can appreciate this is hard. Here it goes. 

It always takes so much energy to leave the house. 

I worry about getting judged for my appearance, and to this day I don’t know if it’s justified or BDD. 

I was bullied from around 10-15 yo and always think people are going to judge me. 

Lately I’ve been doing better. A huge part of it is getting a dog so that I have to go out whether I like it or lot. I’ve been telling myself that it’s ridiculous thinking that people are going to pay any attention to me. Even if they do, someone passing by will have forgotten about me within the next ten minutes right, so who cares?

And so today I’m on my way home with my dog and I see this chav and his friend just hanging out on the sidewalk up ahead for some reason.

My instinct tells me to cross the road and avoid them. The logical me says no come on, why would they pay any attention to you whatsoever, you’re being silly again. 

So I keep going. And as soon as I reach them, the guy goes “excuse me!” and my heart sinks. 

He asks if I’ve got a cigarette (I have none in sight). I smile and say “no, sorry”. He says “do you have a number then?” I ignore this and just keep walking. 

I know, logically, take this as a compliment and move on with my life. 

But I can’t. This one thing that I’ve been telling myself in order to keep going, the “no one pays attention to you anyway” argument just got a huge dent in it. 

Where do I go from here? What do I do when the anxiety side of me won’t listen to the logical side of me?

Thank you for listening.",1.4247443181818191,3.174689713068183,3.2488636363636374,91.36204545454548,79.42613636363637,6.331818181818183,20.94318181818182,7.292943589461545,0.4943136363636365,1297,35,290,17,32,434,177,352,0.11900000000000001,0.752,0.129,0.7665,1,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,5,6,4,21,11,1,1,15,0,28,2,1,1,1,51,59,31,0,5,12,0,1,1,1,3,1,5,1,2,21,18,0,5,11,0,3,14,8,3,0,4,6,9,45,8,43,49,5,50,0,0,3,0,29,22,0,9,12,204,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090036715935126,0.0,0.0,0.14784448249004248,0.0,0.08315803030588677,0.0,0.0,0.0760081520965337,0.0,0.0,0.09676933642850223,0.10162328232970684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613958586342766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083066332798812,0.0,0.0,0.0936386092724814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010489142564867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717977663452341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924633087321479,0.0,0.0,0.08398420628339384,0.0,0.11358638970851805,0.0,0.3706728948741236,0.0,0.17388055276407607,0.0,0.0,0.21526749985949564,0.0,0.0,0.09737716050368346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881440376903114,0.0,0.0,0.10903867077140064,0.0,0.0,0.12542947095121965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289862520311505,0.0,0.0,0.11948141752484524,0.0,0.12262250447900812,0.11510151904438333,0.0,0.0,0.07678063560524953,0.05310713528590778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912837273547471,0.0,0.0,0.09241599550387336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553482624145665,0.07990972455289097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560761447000185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732087607710814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771551023777813,0.0,0.15072291219604206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410809279305852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176550460193456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928323628847322,0.0,0.2593366275687622,0.0,0.0,0.0866227722147285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210428930809886,0.0,0.0,0.1216848885560906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245194751862212,0.0,0.16346330288844646,0.0,0.2850354662144817,0.1000797589572308,0.0,0.0,0.07221790577371033,0.13930587893959698,0.0,0.0,0.0633859996152131,0.0,0.10303839391529636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628393456029554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808817833465934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039388042328947,0.0,0.07721998714935027,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shadowjhunter1234,2020/01/30,"Heart Flutters/Skipped Beats Hi everyone, 

I’m seeking some advice, or similar stories, from the lovely people here.

Over the past three weeks, I’ve been experiencing quite intense palpitations. It’s not so much heavy beating of my heart than it is a “fluttering” feeling, accompanied with shortness of breath. I’ve had two panic episodes where the “fluttering” was so intense I thought I was going to die. 

I have been to a GP who did an ECG, which came back clear, but he ordered a blood test regardless.

Currently, I am very sensitive to these sensations in my chest. I will occasionally get pain, a thump, a push of breathlessness, or just a general feeling of uncomfortable in my chest.

Needless to say, I’m freaked out. I fear that there is something wrong as these “flutterings” and “uncomfortable sensations” seem very wrong to me.

Does anyone have a similar story?

Thanks",4.8442307692307685,7.662829320512827,5.18266666666667,76.429,73.1025641025641,9.031794871794874,32.835897435897444,9.558583805096642,3.6570851282051273,698,35,118,19,15,221,109,156,0.198,0.72,0.08199999999999999,-0.973,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,2,11,0,12,8,6,0,1,17,23,7,1,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,2,8,4,10,2,17,14,2,14,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,4,4,73,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852537649721128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058765583924198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261067013292646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724766465301588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898567906356105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092042502306652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479239303614282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406482544497905,0.17440135734898596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010294351582744,0.0,0.0980126785594594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087305521941634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565138497764755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267775376298366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835090118389553,0.20234400362274865,0.0,0.0,0.16463205719427051,0.11956166649007036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834318512728983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714667496916974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700060422562326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276770858394407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587774889498888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369135377090643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846782124039894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28459421183017186,0.0,0.0,0.13833656649540588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771146662371069,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jazzland504,2020/01/30,"Cynophobia I am 65 and retired raising my soon to be 9 years old granddaughter. She desperately wants a dog and has been asking for one for years.I can’t do it, help!",2.38401960784314,4.24327367647059,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,76.94117647058823,8.062745098039215,26.03921568627451,8.841846274778883,1.9416980392156864,131,5,28,3,3,44,30,34,0.08,0.828,0.092,0.1007,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895917516285687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510271830502481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495383608156935,0.0,0.3548748087866193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088936872493217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372476590804696
anxiety,idskidoodz,2020/01/30,"Heart palpitations 😢 I have heart palpitations, I went to the ER and turns out im completely fine and healthy, so these just come from my anxiety. Any tips on stopping them? They are suuuuper annoying :(",2.1481981981981946,4.986556297297298,4.036621621621624,77.1055630630631,94.13513513513512,8.953153153153155,27.78828828828829,8.841846274778883,3.4468774774774773,161,8,30,6,6,54,32,37,0.212,0.667,0.121,-0.4297,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,1,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930065654615176,0.0,0.21712066016349296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444848271086732,0.2975786873159234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.672653459492027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065730852239904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728528548322125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30871343199559376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631029377186652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InTheSun4905,2020/01/30,How long did your first psychiatrist appointment last? I have my first appointment tonight and am not really nervous but kind of curious how long the first appointment takes? or how long it took for you?,6.157499999999999,8.682906416666668,5.478888888888887,77.155,68.16666666666666,11.466666666666667,31.44444444444445,11.20814326018867,4.244177777777779,165,7,29,6,3,50,28,36,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.5523,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,4,1,2,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096627778784257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487931448438668,0.0,0.19474756369560814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6342966111970277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530550283647408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179634301588834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544328921977234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Martram24,2020/01/30,"Don't know if this is the right place for this. Allright, this may sound a bit wierd. I did a few google searches and didn't find anything so I stumbeld my way to this subreddit :) so hear me out:

When I am sitting down in a social setting and I feel 'uncomfortable'. I get the sense that I am out of balance to the point that I can't even take a sip of any drink without having the feeling of falling backwards. 
This results in getting shocks when I do try to drink because I have the feeling that im falling over and my body decides to react to it. It's really odd.

Like I said I couldn't find much on google about this. Does anyone know what it is or have it aswell? Im very curious to find out what it is and if there are 'techniques' to counter it or something!",2.7814166666666686,3.882594975000005,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,74.25,6.333333333333334,27.708333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.9843333333333336,596,23,133,4,12,192,92,160,0.076,0.868,0.055999999999999994,0.1357,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,9,0,16,3,1,2,0,25,26,12,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,17,7,2,0,9,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,6,14,1,21,21,3,19,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,5,3,93,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145095897918234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145958415048025,0.0,0.13486767381342624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099905947385873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789256559379186,0.1820450706091332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342142224604565,0.0,0.0,0.3211000131825296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824793427483564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24860343497716894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44937803290951095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125173488770656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847161714574912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540590887539818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801395404016238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006847542180327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047815763137247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123038127330847,0.0,0.15492921708766758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499226154251788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996133901721616,0.1558971147972747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706542413464096,0.0,0.1261706862444064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322503726879977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127069070472093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522658254320855,0.0,0.13008841573630764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579843085388322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MansDreamsNeverEnd,2020/01/30,"I found out today that sometimes social anxiety DOES NOT get better. I learnt about schizotypal disorder. It makes so much sense to me.
It's like a weight lifted off my chest knowing that I'm not alone in feeling that it gets worsse rather than better.",4.489374999999999,6.600459187500004,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,71.70833333333334,7.300000000000002,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.4413999999999998,203,6,37,3,4,62,40,48,0.20800000000000002,0.708,0.083,-0.6533,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,8,7,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644271060466544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953136253516709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516069220428625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926106362646975,0.0,0.2234259886070136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909384423661266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27993735326835395,0.0,0.0,0.2667808446517269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031326098690794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473295827929222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042330460979652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876843155840562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26025929017282035,0.0,0.0,0.2525109291268988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420067213230451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109022599453857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avamays,2020/01/30,"first therapy session and it’s with my parents so i’ve never been to a therapy session before and now the first time i’m going to one my parents are going to be on there for half of it and i don’t want them to be! does anyone have any advise on what to do in there, from past experiences?",1.8409523809523842,3.0371289682539664,4.308126984126982,86.61742857142859,76.77777777777777,6.944761904761903,23.711111111111112,7.554174236665415,0.9990215873015872,227,7,50,3,5,80,44,63,0.0,0.972,0.027999999999999997,0.1511,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,11,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,12,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,40,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056093409908922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480940764320394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883967723249146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937503589109355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657361367854705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766488109163569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516556873705465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075885087335704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002770709390167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916813805743694,0.0,0.2113532357516247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063849038785113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910127114840095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305886202299065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reddit_throwing_away,2020/01/30,"Memory problems This is my first post on this sub, and a new account so please be kind :)

So I have had anxiety all my life, pair that with depression and you've got me. The two seem to have gotten worse over the years and my meds don't seem to work anymore. Anyway that's not the focus of this post.

Since I constantly worry about literally everything so much to the point it distracts me from what is happening in reality. It terrifies me. When I'm talking with a classmate I'll suddenly slip off and worry about ""did I leave something in another class? Did I bring my homework? Do my parents think I'm a failure?? Will I suddenly drop dead and be laughed at?""

When this happens I forget everything from the point of going to bed the night before. I won't even be able to remember that I got to school or had been talking to that person in the first place, then just walk off thinking I just bumped into them. Since my brain can never focus, I end up doing poorly in classes. There is so much more to all that but that's for a different thread.

All I'm saying is I want to know that I'm not alone with these problems and want to know any ways to deal with this. I want to get through my day like a normal person, but it's so hard.",2.625,4.27301816666667,3.886825396825397,88.56928571428574,75.66666666666666,7.180952380952381,24.301587301587304,7.957251820313856,1.2185825396825396,966,31,205,15,21,316,138,252,0.125,0.8029999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8821,2,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,14,7,0,1,12,0,20,2,1,0,4,36,41,17,1,6,7,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,2,17,11,0,0,7,0,2,3,5,4,0,3,8,2,23,3,35,28,6,35,0,1,0,0,8,14,0,3,15,141,40,5,0.1124238961158228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164372511029152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645210453842652,0.11788625749751967,0.0860039728108689,0.0,0.11149429574484736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566445518335584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550224888001693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149029238040555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250411239783285,0.11590410037870058,0.09683053698820944,0.0,0.0,0.11745904323449415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957420277836478,0.0,0.0,0.07425492308948435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207869738846504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125541720868985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873684559532313,0.0,0.06389309097232478,0.0,0.17983131968437002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883216009920696,0.0,0.10070972861613768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707218754938747,0.12357046633274375,0.0,0.0,0.11904067325753008,0.0,0.0,0.07940832259620816,0.05492463689185072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248776044315092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652889986088174,0.0,0.08670823939787481,0.10857969942630022,0.0,0.10550221070111557,0.11015154834021362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483343216551206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632841939302748,0.11745904323449415,0.1234076776727878,0.21255384088808746,0.0,0.215342031287429,0.0,0.0,0.21514897080805406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735435857045638,0.0,0.0,0.08940399455608299,0.0,0.11377898489457244,0.0,0.2046929853552006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859964172469905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654940776457679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807241383128034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407338630611075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982181067413864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893158019546492,0.08923685583511387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184593533445941,0.2283438473828016,0.11456955478417125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239730313636852
anxiety,HypercriticalTeasel,2020/01/30,"Evicting someone living rent free in my head. I go regularly to a particular café, and have a circle of acquaintances who meet there. It's a group based on proximity more than common interests. One individual has really gotten under my skin.

They monopolize every conversation, over share about their personal traumas, and constantly tell unbelievable, contrived stories. No one can mention any problem without being immediately one-upped. Everything they say stresses me out; I don't want to hear about child abuse, work abuse, random neighbors bullying them, etc.

I can't evict them from the group; at least one regular believes the constant stream of bullshit. I'd rather not just quit, I don't have many social outlets.

 I've stopped showing up when I know they will be there, but can't always succeed. Just thinking about them boosts my anxiety. Does anyone have tips for dismissing nagging, repetitive thoughts like this?",7.570548523206749,9.937174430379748,7.095632911392407,67.6417194092827,64.18987341772151,10.076793248945153,37.21729957805907,10.317481424215053,4.496150210970463,752,38,110,19,12,235,124,158,0.198,0.7240000000000001,0.078,-0.9444,3,0,0,0,2,0,25.0,0,0,7,3,9,9,1,1,5,0,12,2,2,0,0,16,19,4,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,2,2,3,3,0,1,3,2,3,1,7,4,0,3,2,3,16,6,18,14,3,14,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,1,7,71,19,2,0.0,0.37059667858160655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013024581070332,0.0,0.0,0.10635157435163298,0.0,0.11963905982906765,0.0,0.0,0.10935256430106104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619965148330266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33800727765714045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368592445621429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744178487179988,0.0,0.0,0.13176657327751626,0.0,0.14055458472950494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888088635524041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050278505838078,0.0,0.17626457253167094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594867150614105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640498112388949,0.0,0.13809654863415352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585564216493107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238996773306714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365550145314932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964553234809486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663415975008505,0.0,0.0,0.10018839148679624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436878790675004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594214266003862,0.13250999979812336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307502862468627,0.17914592047052966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669305325616285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002093503398882,0.0,0.12415737192847907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224375125567236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075581304865507,0.0,0.11385486546974855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-kurt-cobain-,2020/01/30,"How do you deal with your anxiety? I’ve had a lot of panic attacks and anxiety attacks lately. I know they’re just that even when they present physical symptoms, so I used to just breathe and try to ride them out. 

But lately, they’ve become more common and are messing with my life. Like I have gotten extreme anxiety (feeling like I can’t breathe/swallow, tingling hands, brain fog, etc) during work or driving and I’d like to know if you guys have tips on how to calm myself down or how to reduce the amount of times it happens.

PS. I don’t have money/insurance at the moment so going to a therapist is not an option.",3.995017921146953,5.191790903225812,4.913978494623656,84.37152329749105,71.41935483870971,7.446594982078854,29.10035842293907,7.793537801064563,1.847031541218639,488,19,95,6,9,159,85,124,0.115,0.805,0.08,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,2,1,9,8,2,1,5,0,9,6,3,4,0,23,16,14,0,1,7,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,2,12,4,14,14,4,14,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,5,10,63,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932756843349878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898993175200694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892564920697601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191297297867892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766672821572418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911145599461423,0.11318335939929318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664606278607112,0.12242145216377427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738929592503316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967588299633715,0.15153535213770444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883527707007732,0.0,0.3866088793947636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103844892372448,0.2511572832570765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568632655036196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105705034392174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781113207540352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989651481517732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992289092720984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634393451485694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800223806944782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475398975456345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emrose94,2020/01/30,"Have a week-long business trip coming up next week and I'm terrified [also posted in r/agoraphobia and r/emetophobia]

I've struggled with emetophobia and agoraphobia for 20 years (I'm 25) and I have a week-long business trip to Indianapolis coming up next week. I was pretending it didn't exist for a while, but now that it's a couple days away I'm a mess - I can't sleep, I can't eat, and I constantly feel like I'm about to be sick.

I have a low-dose Xanax prescription and my partner is allowed to accompany me on the trip, but I still can't shake the feeling that something terrible is going to happen/I'm going to get sick while I'm there. Either that or I'm just going to be an inconsolable basket case the entire time and miss the whole conference because I'm up in my hotel room panicking.

Does anyone have any words of wisdom? I desperately want to cancel but I can't turn down this work opportunity, so I feel like I don't have any option but to go. Help me feel better about this pls! I am desperate!",2.243020594965678,4.2359222367149805,4.4492855326722625,82.56814645308927,77.84057971014492,7.642918891431477,22.972031528095602,8.532816995589336,1.5272280193236707,801,25,163,17,19,277,113,207,0.17600000000000002,0.691,0.133,-0.8796,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,2,11,0,17,5,1,1,0,25,38,16,0,1,7,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,7,10,1,0,4,2,0,10,6,5,0,0,2,4,16,5,22,34,2,32,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,2,14,95,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102446320638499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187495721203215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639320355173267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952170520227566,0.0,0.0,0.08403668227342757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192379914384592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750414330399425,0.0,0.1489750355897947,0.0,0.0,0.15253675578622913,0.0,0.08890671438219125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064007006452067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106268871880845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788196755570159,0.1969709209857453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720248794496014,0.0,0.31339048791619345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190697522739895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240300912789608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470046989597506,0.0,0.0,0.2439991853382314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932261344699981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202942451802638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795710799199035,0.0,0.0,0.10612947626820453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009321664445533,0.0,0.0,0.1441186422128915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038584539562736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994942643201006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131195411827345,0.0,0.4423240412141768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391303019100966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036193748841174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877574166646066
anxiety,Movingforwardtimes,2020/01/30,Ive come to believe that whenever I idealize or hope for a positive scenario I automatically ruin my chances of having it. Does anyone else experience this? As the title suggests whenever I’m in a dilemma or taking a risk(usually for a relationship or a job interview) I feel as though the second I try to idealize one of those near perfect or even just positive scenarios I ruin the chance of that happening by projecting it in my mind. It’s like I have to let it happen it’s own way or I ruin it,3.740227272727272,5.505885989898993,6.638270202020205,69.51073863636367,72.93939393939394,10.606565656565657,32.57702020202019,10.686352973137794,4.205514141414143,399,20,71,14,8,146,61,99,0.122,0.6509999999999999,0.228,0.8555,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,11,8,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,10,5,14,10,1,5,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,6,1,56,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634562849717488,0.2395233282735495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26337690962129623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013707579966146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045722825354068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952834829439097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440180865279612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867032988325026,0.0,0.0,0.11820031564548755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134412084793807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218474556485055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197904367063416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390440043418216,0.0,0.1142074211763719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360394214567339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584075026042217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509797521206711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576472708758106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967624404060194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871338340032135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855544570805923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NemosHumanTank,2020/01/30,Club panick help I’m in a club tons of girls flirting and it’s making me nervous. What should I do?,-1.0642424242424229,1.0113113636363664,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,94.45454545454544,2.9333333333333336,16.424242424242426,3.1291,-1.1452303030303028,78,2,18,0,3,26,20,22,0.09699999999999999,0.6940000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7085699960326938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7056405322274426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TiszoOW,2020/01/30,"Girlfriend lost attraction shortly after going on and off SSRIs, any correlation? My girlfriend of 5 months has severe anxiety, and has always been on SSRI’s in the whole time I’ve known her, recently she has been having some memory issues and her parents took her off of them pretty cold turkey, she struggled greatly without them and started using them about a week after her initial stop, and would then habitually use them and then take breaks inconsistently. Since serotonin is a very important hormone in raw sexual attraction I was wondering if these large fluctuations of serotonin levels could have any impact on her attraction. She said it went from 100 to 0 nearly instantly, and that there was no fade of attraction one day it just disappeared. Anyone have any similar experiences or input?  it would be greatly appreciated I am not super familiar with SSRI’s or even extreme anxiety in general, any other possible culprits that could be anxiety related please let me know. Thanks so much guys",13.139714285714286,10.567006628571429,12.298285714285715,51.41771428571431,54.14285714285714,15.714285714285715,46.714285714285715,13.925175675911133,6.736771428571429,820,38,115,25,7,269,122,175,0.11199999999999999,0.753,0.135,0.8225,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,2,5,10,0,1,3,0,19,0,0,2,0,26,31,13,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,8,2,16,8,20,16,3,28,0,1,0,0,17,11,0,5,12,87,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319078270450415,0.0,0.0,0.3700298225895603,0.0,0.31219580213002235,0.0,0.0,0.09511779730276697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172233867076522,0.0,0.0,0.08773036402843212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984885433530812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306688140349668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731098201915686,0.0,0.0,0.2999548631940719,0.0,0.134694567968866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198364805530847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476046279313364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910348663165184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849665211587482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858065461152806,0.0,0.10000028645464802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217983099609832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104912100304954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932395043650928,0.0,0.15335734984441735,0.0,0.13839499067290725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431668581438044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939902504884462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367915264481818,0.0,0.1125283301416594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628522276398127,0.0,0.0,0.11373011052825555,0.0,0.14221176693436496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228027442922877,0.0,0.0,0.1252413848255861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932223711445895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113824156445554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497856222289254,0.0,0.11224189725725567,0.0,0.0,0.10911788109565984,0.0,0.0,0.12610443216534134,0.0,0.15187656254318932,0.0,0.13113145502740325,0.14752254526779726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326861350518565,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BippityBopz,2020/01/30,I’m in my last years of my undergraduate degree which are vital to getting into my graduate study. How do I keep the anxiety from uncontrollable problems from affecting my work? Someone I love has an illness and I can’t stop thinking about their health and well-being. I accidentally told the wrong person about my sexuality and relationship and now I have to worry about it getting out to my conservative family in my last year of university which I’m not financially stable for. I’m so unbelievably stressed out. But these problems are out of my control. What tricks do you have to not be worried as much and just hunker down?,6.3730128205128205,7.755998726495727,7.460758547008549,67.62139423076927,66.00854700854701,10.294444444444443,33.42841880341881,10.411451182825502,3.727564957264956,509,22,87,13,8,172,77,117,0.228,0.708,0.064,-0.9541,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,7,8,1,2,3,0,9,3,0,3,0,22,18,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,9,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,15,2,21,16,1,13,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453399565550238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308719350210015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910335469624836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852130798135756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194788257631732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886966479781065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30973042285663754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714711824561232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396627102893144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588980143887622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635848560027089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039755290004311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097583549454034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883809977967495,0.2176300978576441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173635136898593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154124679160094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082162500575412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831319992478655,0.3858831606675412,0.0,0.0,0.20772156235715195,0.0,0.2446915078139489
anxiety,harrypotterismyworld,2020/01/30,"How do I start talking to my friends again? Hi all. So here's a short background story: I've had anxiety since late high school but kept ignoring it, thinking it wasn't that bad if I could still pass all my classes. I got through high school and did great in college with a really hard major in healthcare. I was practically dying on the inside from being so busy and always having to study so much, but I ignored it and still excelled. Well, that all came to a stop when I failed my boards after graduation, because my anxiety had spiked after moving back home with my parents. I was so ashamed and embarrassed that I completely isolated myself for months. I stopped talking to my friends and family members, and stayed out of the house all day to go study somewhere where no one could find me. I buried myself in notes like I've been doing all my life, (because the pressure from my family) and passed my second time about a month ago. Things are better now since it's a huge burden off my shoulder and I'm finally looking for jobs and getting interviews, but some parts of my life are still broken.

I have a few friends who reached out to me during this isolation period (over a span of several months) saying ""hey"" or ""how how are you?"", and I never replied back because I wasn't talking to anyone and they probably would have spread the news to other friends. They never messaged again, and that was the end of it. I also have friends, who I guess are my real friends, that never stopped trying to reach out. They knew something was wrong obviously and they sent multiple texts, facetimed me, asked other friends about me, etc. I feel like they genuinely cared, so I had no problem replying to them during my isolation period or immediately after I passed. I told them everything, even though it was so embarrassing, because I knew they wouldn't judge. Interestingly, the friends I didn't reply to all passed &/or are doing really well in their career after graduation. I guess I just feel really embarrassed about talking to them because they were able to pass their first time and have been working for 6 months, whereas I am 8 months out of school and a total failure. Even when I do get a job (\*fingers crossed\* because I have an interview next week!), I'm still going to be 6 months behind them, and I just can't get over that for some reason. 

A friend who I haven't spoken to in probably 6-7 months, who got my dream job at my dream hospital, messaged me today and I'm having major anxiety over trying to decide what to do or say. I don't want to rely on avoidance anymore because it's not healthy, but I also am so anxious about what people will think of me when they find out. I mean, they definitely already know based off of my LinkedIn page and silence for months, but having to admit it to them makes me feel so pathetic. They were all smarter than me in high school and I tried so hard to be better in college, but nothing changed. I'm still a failure and if I talk to them, they're just going to pity me or give me advice because they know soo much more than me with their 6 month experience. I guess I just don't really know what to do from here.",6.821727403156388,6.541795655284556,6.814005260640844,78.42666068866573,64.8048780487805,9.77187948350072,33.372788139646104,9.247498795725024,2.806637494021999,2508,94,480,39,34,800,258,615,0.166,0.7,0.134,-0.9674,4,3,1,0,0,0,74.0,0,1,20,6,43,33,0,6,18,0,49,4,2,5,12,98,87,50,1,8,17,1,6,2,9,3,2,2,1,0,25,29,0,7,16,2,0,12,14,14,2,3,24,9,85,19,74,55,19,86,0,2,1,0,53,27,0,11,48,347,110,18,0.05450651833900689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326313888614071,0.04831673977240311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060149298377534376,0.08717768604608228,0.045353789684199335,0.059057789847731135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509201201531675,0.06157685105946084,0.05405581985390619,0.03811222496230986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095623680785085,0.0,0.0,0.0838242962322192,0.045510666074278734,0.26581334134596946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964131720912436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234093627765516,0.05557302811563738,0.0,0.057660669096256036,0.0,0.05714904744854048,0.0,0.0,0.0870380393158667,0.0,0.0,0.0351521951169035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056569160566452815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827659685659177,0.0,0.06078917609541599,0.07200208259939299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898694408250797,0.053317833916403615,0.102767789068221,0.0,0.08268040022949491,0.03893946759230385,0.0,0.05970922658281395,0.09963594058602794,0.04636321665449146,0.0,0.0,0.3790044077350677,0.0,0.08543221847564941,0.05228761907854208,0.09293193142579698,0.0,0.08718768396182963,0.060093628893668635,0.18013522520888894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765426852093116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276738772203454,0.054674482083881384,0.0,0.0,0.06289320397797701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226792687313554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898660710315488,0.0,0.061485726823227616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699913170418622,0.05325826325970228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577174758733464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036383524241338464,0.0,0.0,0.05937357760457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915592462410965,0.057931802934814224,0.08013712515910218,0.0,0.12611636148993305,0.0,0.05796830061650238,0.0,0.0,0.05230047439520599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03693502746629315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052303820391269,0.05902524773970776,0.0,0.037787956805570073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753449139087092,0.05215537678433637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204035086528515,0.13967308546854806,0.05604177890030912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866915422292638,0.0,0.2206540260928303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157685105946084,0.0,0.09017671044969076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04196178076491816,0.0,0.0,0.03857999422385934,0.058096696226348936,0.2176448797723549,0.1367096699152163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905137385337495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036211708813271695,0.06985115214977512,0.053552377523364864,0.0,0.06356637834656839,0.0,0.05166580610547384,0.0520833140984486,0.0,0.111019044151062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032149356731540554,0.0,0.0437218412290482,0.0,0.098015811912929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396813945202973,0.0,0.0,0.038719866759619984,0.05959432122710615,0.0,0.0
anxiety,creepy_pie31,2020/01/30,Sometimes I bolt out of a dead sleep with a feeling of sheer terror. I’m not having nightmares that I know of; the feelings of terror I have are when I am completely lucid and awake. I need to turn on my light and sit for a few minutes before I calm back down. Anybody else go through this?,3.8895000000000017,4.472146949999999,4.616666666666667,88.68000000000002,71.16666666666666,6.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,1.0688333333333335,227,8,48,1,4,73,47,60,0.185,0.7509999999999999,0.063,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,11,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,11,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641680828878844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923350148276804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36020473733597363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869912234796043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474175356910985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952468935403566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880562293700826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25473733445643715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343797247406574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397788843112645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736828120557056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Exciting_Swan,2020/01/30,"Wrongly interpreting anxiety as depression? tl;dr did anyone else think they were depressed, but actually not depressed and instead had anxiety/anxiety disorder.

Hello everyone,

I hope im not breaking any rules, just looking for some clarification.

Im not sure I really have a disorderly form of anxiety, but Ive come to some conclusions about my mental health that Id like to express.

Ive recently been going through a bit of a low mood, nothing too major, and probably just a result of finishing college, stress, normal things.

However, Ive also come to have a lot of mood swings throughout the day, going from feeling fine and mostly normal to crashing and feeling like everything is about to crash down around me. I think I had begun to interpret this as depression which absolutely terrified me and I spent way way too much time worrying about how I was going to have to live with that for my whole life.

However, when I think about it and spoke to a counselor, I had essentially zero diagnostic criteria for depression, aside from intermittent low mood/empty feelings but not sad, which felt more attribitule to poor sleep/diet/excercise/alcohol use which I then continued to stress and worry about way too much. 

Most days for the last few months Ive been feeling this, Id wake up with ease, go the gym where id calm down a bit, go to class, make lunch/dinner, study, go home and browse reddit/talk to friends before bed. I never struggled to do any of these or lost any motivation to do them, I just spent the whole time worrying about it for no apparent reason.

Before realizing this, everytime my mood dropped slightly or I felt a moderately stressful/negative emotion I would interpret this as the end of the world and that I had severe major depression and that my life was going to be miserable. Anytime I felt a good emotion or began to enjoy the things I worried I no longer enjoyed, I would overthink how I was feeling and it would take the enjoyment out of it.

Ive always tried to desrcibe it as a ""lingering background feeling of something being wrong and miserable"". 

I never considered this before because Im fairly naturally mindful about social situations to the point that any normal anxiety I feel say, going for a job interview, is just a physical sensation rather than actual worrying. It just makes a lot more sense since I feel like I spend a lot more time worrying about my emotions rather than actually feeling any depressive thoughts.",12.533641580800841,8.923987401330379,11.815450632581193,57.603434198513135,56.36141906873614,15.755888874396767,47.37198382679014,13.681092451943961,6.410540263466808,1982,94,323,58,17,652,221,451,0.20600000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.9928,4,0,2,1,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,3,25,33,0,5,23,0,28,4,1,8,3,83,65,27,0,9,17,0,12,3,1,3,3,2,2,0,22,18,0,0,24,1,4,10,8,18,0,1,20,15,37,12,57,40,20,42,0,13,1,0,9,10,0,11,20,222,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.17078239469829504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062343381527465075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046651232206863014,0.04854017742339227,0.0,0.0,0.19835220690333755,0.0,0.1785073456118264,0.0,0.0,0.040789847431763074,0.059772066998309774,0.0,0.051931356836282944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035561049143521734,0.0,0.14891877147701024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737548084639655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005024982345592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524371390691746,0.0,0.35171263305943584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371608837670867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873219452284827,0.196860250805599,0.05166833010280815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055742493069277775,0.0524285836696716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654676483170461,0.08335041807372312,0.16803495952928382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507020453051614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652292841747252,0.04892942090797681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062008379053318824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058515706832063724,0.057940753695765686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903848546064486,0.0,0.057889421629317685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047551579199106186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240880288930877,0.08549998465029003,0.0,0.051511706064176085,0.0,0.048987499486553066,0.0,0.06368057246588414,0.14878539681124844,0.0,0.0,0.07787938931939511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878890936282324,0.0,0.058902672300216966,0.0,0.04656319281182885,0.0,0.085767260035132,0.0,0.08998455043249673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147051351178444,0.05597491023678061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514632158326288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289601271697748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037371498595397054,0.05997906481211284,0.05759970559946154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639108297472647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659030104520977,0.0,0.04825609453106869,0.06557204364267656,0.05837807210236036,0.059466147044168326,0.0,0.044909858636139985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364725026287771,0.060985393278082674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054980935506287285,0.0,0.04386136882425195,0.046888220921414994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751161624373777,0.11213794951383156,0.0,0.04631222222232045,0.10204847173487247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960627574153513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503835242961835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891306772160786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025999319303208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355457888318137,0.0,0.12432053961150095,0.1275623909680981,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mikehawk1988,2020/01/30,"Anxiety = Dillusion of certain things? I just watched a video about a girl living with anxiety ([https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XMOgdg\_V3Sw](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XMOgdg_V3Sw)) and it made me think. Aren't all sorts of anxieties, whether social, health-related or agoraphobia some sort of dilusional thoughts?

If you're afraid of social interaction, then you might have complexes about how you are perceived, which most part are not true. You're afraid of something that has not yet or has never before taken place (or it might have happened only once or very rarely). That people might think badly of you, etc. Or if you have health anxiety, you might think you are sick, while you are not. So you have delusional thoughts. Even if you had traumatic events, and pardon if I should be wrong, the chances of these events happening again are mostly very low.

In that case, and since anxiety is one of the rather treatable mental ilnesses, I'd say the only real way out is to expose yourself to these fears and get in touch with reality, before drowning in delusional thoughts. If it only takes place in your head, your body might perceive it as real, because it didn't make experiences, and it makes you get symptoms like a racing heart, sweating, trembling, breathing problems, etc.

It might sound trivial but I keep telling myself that exposure really is important. I've been having lots of panic attacks in the last months and years, and I can't get myself to do sports, since I somehow think it will damage my heart. But the doctors keep telling me that everything is fine. So I'm only exposing myself to my own thoughts, which get me deeper into that vicious cycle of being delusioned.

Anyways, just some thoughts. What do you think?

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**Delusion\* (Title)**",6.799278688524589,9.399669714754104,5.301114754098361,78.78577049180329,66.60655737704917,8.027540983606556,30.56065573770492,8.726425361277474,2.6351022950819667,1433,56,227,24,25,417,170,305,0.146,0.8190000000000001,0.035,-0.9821,0,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,13,0,0,13,16,2,5,8,0,33,10,6,4,4,71,57,26,1,8,19,0,1,1,0,8,4,2,0,1,20,11,0,2,13,2,0,0,7,12,0,1,10,4,26,4,26,37,10,21,0,2,1,0,20,10,0,24,11,161,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227508884618716,0.09226882967684834,0.0,0.0,0.2904487403791065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638655032019421,0.0,0.0,0.06340220493121433,0.046289016936056436,0.0,0.12922947440189758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434620337470834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772226322114736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937426466625588,0.05015407584883698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824510681966173,0.0742785927795245,0.0,0.08544751683232317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869074192207713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342974017599642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779307891823116,0.16142982152141455,0.0,0.17996569269271012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349882925283444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189681991664861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03709780160062974,0.0,0.06705162788607395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455686693454794,0.0,0.0718511383606599,0.10137384745387752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652419955792436,0.4833275556807362,0.0,0.0,0.06061025961199056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856543155043657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086785255099366,0.05145523857497314,0.2310066881528893,0.0,0.08909287201238046,0.0,0.08222975350878682,0.0,0.052643478726686566,0.0,0.15867095455517094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726591406451438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728603590703474,0.04864563822137073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038622811246026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562774332115026,0.0,0.0,0.15481148919651522,0.0,0.058458151743897374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892510646481304,0.057093356164782415,0.0,0.13274034481230687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050447562761250966,0.2432790730887837,0.0,0.3014178842338702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530796680944598,0.0,0.060273337441512274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302254598978599,0.09226882967684834,0.04889938177401303
anxiety,Not_Serious_BTW2,2020/01/30,"Is this anxiety? It's like, whenever I say something, like maybe a joke, I always feel like people think I'm an ass or something and I tell myself ""why would you say that"" and feel sick so I always say ""I'm joking"" after every joke. 

I usually like to text people but whenever I do start a conversation I immediately feel as if I'm being annoying, or if we've been talking a long time I feel like I'm annoying them and usually end up saying ""sorry if I'm annoying you, I'll go"" which they usually respond ""no, your not annoying at all"" but i never seem to beleive them

Today also in a groupchat one of my friends told me 2 years ago her younger sister used to curse a lot so I said ""so she was cursing when she was 1"" because I always thought she was 3. The reactions to that message were 2 angry face emojis. I felt really bad after and now I'm feeling a bit sick

Is this anxiety?",1.608418514946962,3.492059530054646,4.27708775313404,83.57111861137898,79.38251366120218,7.58457087753134,25.51880424300868,8.4952907291091,1.905022757955641,686,27,141,15,17,243,110,183,0.21899999999999997,0.674,0.107,-0.9795,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,3,0,6,14,4,0,8,0,10,4,2,1,2,26,30,17,0,4,8,1,6,5,1,1,2,5,0,0,6,4,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,5,0,1,9,11,25,9,11,19,3,19,0,0,0,1,23,3,1,7,20,83,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604676941458713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566986528659097,0.2986308409491482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830366841289779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988792981102393,0.07292670782895351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060743003908035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595866275514096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079532840784997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30244829499205994,0.17093060336187713,0.11486571866112022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242757783446606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798976331037297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922313669096572,0.0,0.0,0.10587077463248667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170705892916064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018667251033327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226776454240093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106590716778038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587587494044856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766394812536952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379766309893675,0.3805454603223298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890870525908566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841974980085213,0.0,0.13391850689574553,0.08467632068607653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961558691352159,0.10456385751952801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665551380601791,0.0,0.09497464164473343,0.0697585257075766,0.0,0.1133973826151111,0.11431373943198865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332385135521556,0.3952740580690777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794949596922418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498331636950039,0.0,0.0,0.07703924523988201
anxiety,blackmetalwarlock,2020/01/30,"Why do I freak out whenever we get too far from home? I used to travel all the time. Hitch hike. Planes. Road trip. I'd go and go and go. I loved seeing new places. Now, I can't even get a quarter a way up the mountain 15 minutes from my house without having a melt down. I can't make it up. I think of everything that could go wrong. I begin to feel like I need to break out of the car. I feel like I need to fight, kick, and scream. Like a kid. It's bad. Why? Fucking why??",-2.224464285714284,-0.4298456666666653,0.2303273809523816,105.09977678571433,100.90476190476193,3.3869047619047623,13.229166666666668,5.148860815047168,-1.4719404761904755,355,7,94,2,16,118,68,105,0.15,0.742,0.10800000000000001,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,7,0,5,2,0,2,1,16,22,3,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,7,3,6,0,1,0,4,12,4,14,21,1,21,0,0,1,2,4,8,1,0,7,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412533032419869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507174934559493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173789448463736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204276852576076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107901148160726,0.24171601509501256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639872515080971,0.17677296487349248,0.0,0.3845821481093956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969541128640736,0.0,0.0,0.19520419232849284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794975307830144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526862260850051,0.0,0.11292502232962345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25088089626549875,0.0,0.16338939551588766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675092280933244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348098509799755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083999293738168,0.0,0.0,0.09864677548256467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611210118399626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428252251273046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579599232202015,0.0,0.0,0.16307779096200425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496531591196247,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NBogart9129,2020/01/30,"Physical symptoms of anxiety: swollen lips and rashes I've had anxiety for years, and I've suffered IBS because of my anxiety. Recently, however, (during the most anxious year of my life) I started getting swollen lips, rashes, and even swollen eye lids twice.

Has anyone else experienced such symptoms from anxiety?",7.856320754716978,10.256042886792457,7.611462264150944,64.09191037735852,63.52830188679245,11.337735849056607,47.21226415094339,11.20814326018867,6.568324528301887,255,18,34,8,4,81,37,53,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.8516,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,11,5,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,5,3,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6536997809290789,0.2413389955883636,0.0,0.1493737652021168,0.21888727866381247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302257335968602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784589019269392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109937416276871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161188792570363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089187565567544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093201964823166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120709967452184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440828761945277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27513904098462355
anxiety,Majin_Vegeta_,2020/01/30,"Anyone else get a bounding pulse in their fingertips? I have a bounding pulse in my fingertips which I can feel almost all the time, especially when I’m holding a phone or game controller or whatever. Also get it in my neck. Doctor said it’s due to my anxiety but I don’t know that can cause this, as well as lightheadness and shortness of breath",4.556323529411767,5.975406691176474,5.331647058823531,81.0604117647059,70.32352941176471,8.969411764705884,29.776470588235288,9.3871,2.655684705882353,277,11,53,6,5,90,51,68,0.022000000000000002,0.934,0.043,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,3,2,2,1,13,10,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,7,1,7,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949279466877127,0.0,0.0,0.235534493558398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253136479798605,0.0,0.0,0.20594131393063744,0.3017794571204148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025621047385598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303389793402898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30146260288046645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460409342679661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489225594185933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077581771952646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618652699522994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28016423840301985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174205247070035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648166711768832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Darkesthunter,2020/01/30,am i getting better? a bit of a lurker here and ive gone to a psychiatrist who told me i have a bit of anxiety in me. At first it was shortness of breath and really bad chest tightness following up with dizziness and heart palpatation. As of right now i still have a bit of shortness of breath when im in a relaxing position at random times but the chest tightness went away. for a few months whenever i was at home chilling i always felt like at the center of my chest someone was either grasping or showing me. but as of now 1 week i havent had this sensation anymore. although is still have the shortness of breath still. for anyone that has overcome anxiety or has friends with similar conditions. is this a sign of getting better or is it just temporary?,4.467223917022577,5.889462946308727,5.4524588163514345,80.09710189139722,70.54362416107381,8.90811470408786,32.33740085417938,9.339509955726095,3.0354375838926173,605,28,113,13,11,199,85,149,0.048,0.8440000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.8937,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,11,0,15,7,7,0,0,18,22,12,0,0,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,8,3,11,5,25,14,5,26,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,4,11,87,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483593805313662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479307521375761,0.0,0.16070690515575786,0.11330690643202294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224832448269124,0.0,0.13530232852154145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28663449273193464,0.5307394829365544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559036243470756,0.0,0.0,0.137836944879318,0.0,0.0,0.12519697349087625,0.0,0.16932555358415669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202626550396115,0.0,0.0,0.16254617597959842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503837623625054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916789242646984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934422811784688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381134427278498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838710145044614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730174728319253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882324065650217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944908056491052,0.0,0.0,0.15484268375983345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299841869131138,0.0,0.0,0.15021902841736712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melisa-lv,2020/01/30,"I feel like Acceptance is making things worse before it gets better? I have been practicing Acceptance which is what I was unintentionally doing when this paralyzing anxiety hit. It seemed to work at first but now it seems like it’s getting harder. Am I doing this wrong? I need help to accept what I’m feeling and embrace it so I can get through this! 
Had a bad reaction to anxiety meds as well so trying to do this in my own. 
How do I accept waking up everyone morning a jumble of nervousness and sometimes nausea? 
How do I accept feeling shaky and jittery?",3.596355140186916,5.997519336448603,5.2353364485981295,76.58571495327105,75.26168224299063,8.018317757009347,27.522429906542047,8.841846274778883,2.5511428037383177,447,18,77,10,10,151,73,107,0.156,0.575,0.26899999999999996,0.9147,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,7,13,0,2,2,0,13,1,1,3,0,19,25,10,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,3,9,9,10,21,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,5,60,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132896947999531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097042155026926,0.0,0.0,0.1742401367522045,0.0,0.0,0.1810982138619448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956619609261116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31060637209990016,0.14628432768558966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417320772470135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32094415807751864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724982346381887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000759054083087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668238708863287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274480195567929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183083017867394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728211663584788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251805724608127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360369261736581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902215616617472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410854121531284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907153276475735,0.0,0.20867327216751214,0.0,0.2238786443066132,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zetami,2020/01/30,"I can never tell if I’m being ignored or I’m just speaking too quietly, and I hate it I know I’m pretty soft spoken, and I don’t like raising my voice because I don’t want to sound like I’m yelling or being rude, but I can never tell if someone is ignoring what I’m saying or if they really don’t notice or hear me. If I’m in a group conversation, usually I’ll try to say something and no one will react, or someone will glance over to me and turn back to continue what they are saying. Some of my friends will just hear me easily and respond or ask me to repeat myself, so I always end up assuming my input is being ignored when this happens.

Do people ever actually ignore someone trying to talk to them when they are right next to them? And how could I avoid getting so worried over it, because the more times it occurs in a situation, the more and more I get anxious from it, and it just makes me act strange and want to leave, and think they don’t like me.",6.297524752475248,4.740258158415841,7.476118811881187,77.44091089108912,66.42574257425743,10.06019801980198,33.071287128712875,8.841846274778883,2.5882320792079208,756,26,157,10,10,260,106,202,0.14800000000000002,0.763,0.08900000000000001,-0.9063,0,1,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,6,0,11,11,2,1,4,0,18,0,0,3,3,42,37,26,0,7,14,0,1,3,1,3,0,10,0,0,8,10,0,5,3,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,0,12,25,4,16,30,4,19,0,0,1,0,20,6,0,12,15,111,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.13316544679409126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354579771766755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416115661276997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757184344075928,0.0,0.0,0.10492945187252252,0.0,0.16636971296822956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895234637189358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086321207874005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343604134630398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054287931846263,0.0,0.14258961915718646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067128263951285,0.0,0.0,0.13472617199335699,0.0,0.0,0.3076010711081908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749949437822076,0.0,0.0,0.14449162269413582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000264682359808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108822686105383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049299989166545,0.0,0.14512694488530087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536081440227342,0.0,0.0,0.09246894662135123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460430384065636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882905693043776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741988276858052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653624437896044,0.0,0.3255558263048289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338695486097162,0.0,0.0,0.3468667919339705,0.1050537100379603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968152014867988,0.2385444164458501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743817052081483,0.0,0.0,0.0795710257912442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529500353788475,0.14842948555533605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502916045037548,0.0,0.16097549429102714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858193228286386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thedoor87,2020/01/30,"When good things happen I fo us on the bad aspect I'm a teacher. Today I got my feedback from a student satisfaction questionnaire - I got the overall data and the data for each individual class.

My feedback was good. My boss congratulated me, but I'm focused on the bad.
I achieved a 90% satisfaction rate, but the 10% is really getting to me. The 10% (4 students) said I don't mark work within the 2 week turn around period and 10% said they don't know how to improve. Additionally a total of 8% said I don't treat everyone fairly.

I keep looking at the data. I know it is good and I know I should be happy, but my irrational anxiety driven mind has got me focused on the bad. I feel like a bad teacher.",2.174989165763812,4.140349922535215,4.874225352112678,79.57202058504875,77.94366197183099,7.467822318526544,26.416034669555803,8.384062270229773,1.972676489707476,547,22,108,11,13,195,81,142,0.153,0.644,0.203,0.7884,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,3,3,10,0,0,14,0,9,0,0,2,1,19,27,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,8,5,20,6,11,17,2,11,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,5,66,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081457755619747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895270724033625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837954226562303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841628309982648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324363463341656,0.1034852805223736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568137283545065,0.0,0.0,0.36449546136509947,0.3475641485659114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809583735412813,0.1542020921136674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875482427670526,0.0,0.0,0.23882749675759385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076941024553217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164270422666955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626344312067874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279857510169784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41337418309998897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623600620252384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730671652265364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756192214391462,0.0,0.0,0.1742441431218798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161948861734562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545702079048347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beutriss,2020/01/30,"I’m not a bitch, I’m just anxious When I’m at work, it’s my job to make small talk and act like you’re the most important person I’ll talk to today. I’m sorry I cut the conversation short sometimes when I feel myself randomly begin to shake, and feel my voice will soon crack. I want nothing more than to stop everything I’m doing, and walk away without a word, but how awkward would that be?

To the old man that complained to my manager when I didn’t say “bye” first during my first month on the job, you should have seen me my first day. Constant shaking and a cracking voice, I almost cried from the mental torture of my anxiety. Sorry some days I wake up and just know it will be a bad day, and any words I say don’t come easy. It took about two months before the anxiety stopped being constant at work. 

To the new coworker here for training, you seem like such a lovely person and I’d like to be your friend. I’m sorry I don’t talk to you as much as I’d like. I had too much coffee the morning you tried being my friend and the rest of my day was spent with depersonalization. Every time I talked to you I tried to plan my words in advance while speaking, and I went home and replayed parts of the conversation in my head I felt embarrassed of. When I’m experiencing depersonalization, my mind often goes blank and everything I says feels forced, no matter how hard I try to come off as “normal”. 

It’s definitely a daily battle I face, caused by years of traumatic experiences and probably poor genetics. I’ve made it further than I ever thought I would, but I know on days my anxiety is bad and I don’t make small talk I can look like a bitch. I promise I might be introverted, but I do like being friendly and making people laugh and smile, it’s just some days I can’t help other people when I can’t even help myself. I’m fighting a secret illness, and repressing my symptoms so well you’d never know the war going on in my head.",3.8034740259740265,4.780227911616162,5.0630880230880235,83.9527272727273,71.65151515151516,7.879365079365081,25.75901875901876,8.192908349453996,1.4371352092352088,1527,46,319,22,28,508,199,396,0.177,0.645,0.179,0.7769,2,0,0,0,2,0,33.0,0,7,0,7,20,28,7,5,19,0,27,7,4,7,2,66,59,31,1,5,8,0,5,6,3,6,2,6,1,3,9,19,0,3,10,0,2,10,10,15,1,4,10,14,50,13,39,35,8,55,0,0,2,1,31,15,2,8,37,197,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785410941487661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053338334514725895,0.0,0.18000715738606646,0.0886089666432221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369205008693533,0.0,0.13097951657815396,0.0,0.0,0.06674221386769237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805741165630612,0.0,0.13512922175383082,0.0,0.16952024785716366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615691388635782,0.3035036346573137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051805427084370935,0.07094874163210589,0.06608467816468568,0.0,0.14098423090744974,0.07672425734186009,0.0,0.0,0.11897693207645675,0.0,0.07530968121022841,0.0,0.0,0.20014973065332406,0.0,0.0,0.18179553054335093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04457628838390917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026214943651267,0.0,0.16099340874228654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514634850123676,0.0,0.07867647136629186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566881679482844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931709812024378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299156058547672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586545406896012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079044391087963,0.07421687761710655,0.15706745783819806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904380199001973,0.08320689801015191,0.07919676034891111,0.0,0.12521177319097512,0.0,0.11531716429035553,0.0,0.060493731416670374,0.0757527914303193,0.0,0.0,0.07684942315397293,0.07526027900703237,0.0,0.08230409892907642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493721452279603,0.0,0.10875358991212417,0.13697243485389368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456595009238968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871234361974268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140407050669192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757399495163396,0.2634039166782857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114996272030727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152376011099204,0.0,0.315214492864904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226844761596866,0.04573594623328919,0.0,0.07434699259587628,0.0,0.08714391753741654,0.1597561845188319,0.0,0.07661937509916271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626286062395909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052227954880665,0.07270981932810627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560832113159194,0.0,0.11420289615038155,0.0,0.0,0.11143562306621176,0.0,0.0,0.05050942149945312
anxiety,THEARCHlVES,2020/01/30,"cancelling plans pls review my message okay so an old friend of mine is trying to force me to go out with them tonight and im sick at the thought so I’m trying to cancel but i just need someone to tell me this message doesn’t sound stupid:

*Hey, so I really can’t hangout today. I appreciate it but tbh I’m feeling pretty anxious/overwhelmed and I’m really just not up to it at the moment. I’m sorry*

??????? Is that okay? Do you think they’ll understand and it doesn’t come off as rude?",-1.2449071207430364,0.5355215784313749,1.1958410732714135,96.05075851393192,107.72549019607844,3.715995872033024,17.13312693498452,5.750287758089431,-0.32151764705882346,379,12,82,4,19,127,69,102,0.125,0.713,0.162,0.4752,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,5,5,2,0,3,2,7,1,0,0,0,16,18,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,2,10,3,13,16,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799037757512347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342749394378768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252773610357329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914225212995611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081048341157335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676285725530421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837145091395396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998754892165105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520659423723717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31744903580502953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993036741179075,0.0,0.0,0.2773524833093378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655741405496665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875772218699766,0.0,0.196697628447186,0.0,0.0,0.2348521231166696,0.0,0.0,0.3364321613671397,0.0,0.0,0.25793196398982865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,turquoisesilver,2020/01/30,"Was bullied at work and now 'triggered' with severe anxiety by looking at job descriptions, anyone experienced anything like this? I have been bullied at work and I am trying to find a new job. However every time I look at a job description, I easily lose focus on what I'm reading. I physically squirm, hold my breath tense up and try EVERYTHING to distract myself. I can't look for more than a minute at a time.

I think it's because I keep having to think whether the work matches my previous admin experience and every time I do it reminds me of all the time my managers used 'administrative' tasks to make me feel small. Like the time they made me rub out every pencil annotation from every page of a 300 page book till my hands got sore then they threw the book out and bought a new one.

I keep telling myself that anything has to be better but I can't convince myself that power games in the work place won't happen again and won't lead to (another) breakdown.",8.25529550827423,6.8026005106383005,8.310921985815607,72.6827777777778,62.51063829787234,11.121513002364068,35.782505910165476,9.994966539143718,3.382675413711583,768,28,144,13,9,251,116,188,0.098,0.862,0.040999999999999995,-0.797,5,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,8,2,6,0,1,11,0,12,3,2,5,1,24,28,10,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,4,4,1,2,4,2,0,1,6,7,23,4,24,19,4,25,0,1,3,0,4,12,0,0,13,90,29,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262428190120925,0.08946060067099691,0.0,0.0,0.08176883119328815,0.0,0.19246722932820096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128698947298731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342603195345616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941159955822899,0.0,0.10510027072202906,0.11439208719547687,0.0,0.0,0.0591295810906245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688321679750123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352950423465023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341176049101614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481418031536012,0.2078875211745734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426427983244045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946064397125972,0.13082861060010098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065370757417703,0.07805994677164617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588735877851315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924318323051129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221798972601703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697402634253687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211160315816264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221279462844636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986391044973207,0.0,0.0,0.3409502112333656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587923995411928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100066934522216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34054178188266115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,backflipEnis,2020/01/30,"I don't want to believe that i have anxiety 5 years ago i felt like having a heart attack. I went to hospital and they told me that my heart was having ventricular extracystoles(spelling it wrong probably, im not a native English speaker and im not so good multitasking with my phone to spell check). So i went to every doctor there was and they found nothing. They sent me to psychiatrics and they diagnosed me with general anxiety disorder. Started taking 100mg serotonin and my heart papilations stopped after 3 months. I was feeling like everything was back to normal and quit taking my meds, year later heart papilations came back. It was horrible every day felt like i couldn't breath and like i was having a heart attack. Got back on meds and spent 3 years worry free. Got my driving license and also got married, never had any problems with anxiety. This november it all came back again and i am still taking my meds. Mostly it starts every day around 9pm, i feel tense, i can't breathe. Sometimes i start getting cold all over my body like my soul is leaving my body, it only lasts for 2 minutes but its super scary. I am 26 year old male and not afraid of anything. Peopöe tell me to calm down when im having a panic attack but I AM CALM and understand that nothing is wrong with me but it still wont go away. I am worrying daily about everything, i got a fear of dying after having suffered so long from these attacks. What if it is not panic attack causing my problems? I feel calm and fine when they happen. I don't understand this. Anyone else having panic attacks while they are calm? Anyways thanks for listening, i started feeling a lot bettet while writing this post.",3.3779436732248094,5.825555331269348,4.328656746229903,82.58628982322983,76.18266253869969,6.892200139818237,25.89923099970039,7.941651935203635,1.7732152002396881,1344,50,239,22,31,434,165,323,0.203,0.6779999999999999,0.12,-0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,6,2,17,30,6,5,6,0,27,11,9,1,3,51,60,25,1,6,8,0,6,5,0,1,2,2,0,1,16,20,0,1,9,0,3,7,10,16,0,0,21,9,40,15,24,37,4,44,1,1,0,0,13,5,0,3,36,156,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546539920084707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003799077430565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04255041262396602,0.0,0.143599887243005,0.0,0.0,0.043751084653571734,0.06411136417062542,0.05149058584114702,0.05570143876904545,0.0,0.4271011424976533,0.058787496213241724,0.19245288797012952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049606853984873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390045081985256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312906597103106,0.0,0.06427763329624106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070621255197934,0.0,0.0,0.06350822844739286,0.06493879943172884,0.0,0.07171176494225237,0.06404405025283867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052270025561880464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815625007487116,0.0,0.11246952596407518,0.0,0.0,0.0704097492171407,0.12655107184843778,0.04470072121689761,0.12015590809982482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860585087541612,0.0,0.0,0.032690754968752865,0.0,0.03556053036220278,0.05248157007148207,0.20017491739383766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533131171610422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707345678356039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276218963573064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510037006250502,0.0,0.0662536341768947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284510328915102,0.0,0.0,0.05537334905259311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053195610353727586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850676229778844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994355994733498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048258597805149885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130627614952106,0.12007708733612273,0.0,0.06565771882339247,0.0,0.0,0.04758805048789426,0.0,0.22024069304680705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992570343147083,0.0,0.06746210025315767,0.1197439565434458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655194014137493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188429999009775,0.0,0.1771522491685124,0.0,0.09993853225576292,0.05231214172825503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411367716190868,0.0,0.05468979518487198,0.05760695248433152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059789253616477564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302771954845661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036905985659732514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600785222758622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708773662860506,0.0,0.0,0.13682308999055862,0.0,0.16117464077219665
anxiety,CKRV96,2020/01/30,"Struggling with unemployment Feeling really overwhelmed and almost hopeless when it comes to finding a job. I want one so bad but I simultaneously am so terrified to take the steps needed to get one. Have any of you had any successes with overcoming work anxiety? Need some encouragement or advice, I guess.",6.086981132075473,9.14308939622642,6.800603773584907,65.18543396226417,70.13207547169812,10.277735849056604,33.241509433962264,10.355215969177356,4.4718483018867925,250,12,37,8,5,82,45,53,0.256,0.562,0.18100000000000002,-0.7251,3,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,11,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,1,1,4,2,6,10,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,25,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414723819583511,0.0,0.0,0.24744430385871324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360856427077639,0.0,0.18903796469745174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632597273246198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128628113106804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494590444224908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585345517657104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910442833270072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722187915535004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452178851197672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664568811767408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33489536090046823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830456742166674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25833232984443905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579546657785329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575148800353294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798985387385518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,corniscondo,2020/01/30,"Had a Car Crash As of 2 days ago, I (19) had my first car crash while merging on the highway and was hit on the rear drivers side. After everything, I have this lingering feeling that I should have died in that crash or that I did somehow. Have any of you ever had something like this? I've had anxiety my whole life and dont quite know how to cope with something so traumatic like seeing someone else's car turn upside down.",7.667093023255812,5.727114197674421,7.339186046511633,80.73808139534887,64.0,10.460465116279073,35.45348837209303,8.841846274778883,2.767939534883721,335,12,70,4,4,106,63,86,0.196,0.7340000000000001,0.07,-0.9125,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,1,10,16,7,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,2,7,2,10,8,1,14,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,8,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147207709967704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472354903215342,0.0,0.1853039849956068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621721319122478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513947304533689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28388976128526905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235066095939075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910936341252274,0.0,0.0,0.2176991753110712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247790563702125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603926657379215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312233778768587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109301045026226,0.2366810220006587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576396114402923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930245921375512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523925087209266,0.37295835607628974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634748306650206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704392442948331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InternetRogue12,2020/01/30,Can't meet new people I get really anxious when trying to meet new people and it has essentially made it impossible to meet people unless I'm forced into a situation with them and I get told alot to just say hi to people but whenever I think if doing that I just think it's dumb and they'll just think I'm weird,3.0822727272727306,4.318986924242426,5.291333333333334,80.63700000000003,73.69696969696969,8.31030303030303,20.775757575757574,8.841846274778883,1.2041612121212122,251,5,52,5,5,88,42,66,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.846,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,16,13,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,7,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,2,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24052787552504445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247353951781554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014607389929464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112599137103296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904203813279891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639569878028107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931470284392516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393199376327803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40927269600076455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344477956994647,0.0,0.14455202116290153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway38373929,2020/01/30,"Help me to understand what's going on with me. Hi, I'm an 18m using a throwaway for privacy reasons. Since I was 5 I've been diagnosed with: Anxiety Disorder and Panic Disorder. More recently I've been diagnosed with Tourettes although I've had it all of my life as well. I'm not looking for a diagnosis here, but I'm just curious if this is something that I should be taking more seriously than anxiety or if it really is just that. 

>History of being light-headed and feeling faint when walking in large open spaces (football fields, gymnasium, etc.). I had this pretty bad in middle-school but it was mostly manageable. Eventually went away on its own and I was fine. (So I thought) 

>LONG history of not being able to stand loud noises (fireworks, screaming and loud music during pep-rallies and concerts, loud parts of movies, etc.) This one was always less manageable than my reaction to open spaces and pretty much always required me to escape the situation. 

>Within the past year I've actually fainted and have a crippling feeling of lightheadedness when anywhere outside of my house really. I also cannot handle being a passenger in a car anymore the only way for me to get somewhere is if I'm driving and even then my vision and everything just looks ""off"" and I'll get light-headed and have to pull over periodically. I've had to drop out of my senior year of highschool because of how absolutely crippling this has been and I've been homebound for months now with no improvement. (My anxieties/phobias would go away themselves after a month or so in the past making me worry about what this is).

>As of the past 2 weeks I've had trouble breathing. I'll randomly be sitting at my desk or just doing anything really and I'll start gasping for air or have really shallow breathing. Doesn't clear up for about 30mins to an hour and is really damaging what life I have right now. It comes up when excercising, doing work on PC, or chatting with family. Additionally my fingernails will turn pale/dark purple during an episode which I've heard is a sign of low oxygen. 

Anyways, if this is just anxiety or symptoms of it then holy shit. The way your brain can make you feel like you are truly in eminent danger of choking or passing out on the road or at an inopportune time is so intense. I've considered going back to my psychiatrist but even being highly renowned in my city she told me that she'd never seen anything like it and wasn't sure how to treat it (been at this for 30+yrs) bar the meds I was already taking.  Any help in understanding this is much appreciated.",5.673229291716691,6.985571612244903,6.550588235294117,73.76705882352942,67.57142857142857,9.519807923169267,32.37094837935174,9.773937934552695,3.284708283313325,2070,88,359,46,34,686,253,490,0.11800000000000001,0.777,0.105,-0.7892,0,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,3,0,2,24,15,2,1,19,0,45,12,4,6,4,70,74,43,0,6,22,0,3,2,0,3,7,6,0,0,23,26,1,1,7,3,0,10,7,9,1,1,20,13,29,6,63,44,11,70,0,2,4,0,11,31,1,14,26,249,52,8,0.08870529960357704,0.0,0.08656357651978884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788850390955554,0.07093759604463852,0.14761983060713774,0.0,0.0,0.060322645564768365,0.0,0.2035779341989633,0.0,0.0879718213817049,0.0,0.0,0.14599380678477114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666830979549269,0.06820889994377759,0.07406521994614708,0.054073927305516564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902445096152247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641176110447226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006802373148606,0.0,0.0,0.20332791682490012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785971448994688,0.11717802757711468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972260353295789,0.0,0.08362346189675787,0.0,0.13455619432680566,0.06337108376095238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268971573328842,0.0,0.15123979793743314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207445774565048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891458499362395,0.09372201929007952,0.0,0.0,0.08735685178762864,0.10235400594102563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253103528747526,0.08667385741710809,0.0,0.0,0.07850139875617586,0.14898022133283814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842295258665535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853159068123557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160744769130468,0.0,0.13041720354243094,0.0,0.06841499556253726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010900672258158,0.06746437756240924,0.0,0.10407655646029766,0.0,0.09605919520233172,0.2540377370564409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049035965538932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841344317753143,0.09120382183926368,0.08758578187145086,0.0,0.0,0.07575384118393215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977449894874648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105471531366408,0.07337794048735218,0.09970847336078076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828967338366783,0.0,0.0,0.06278606762308325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836036950922715,0.0921987709407174,0.1333906915822882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042209940712331,0.05172477354796882,0.0,0.0,0.08476171515331958,0.0,0.0,0.09648589360068396,0.0,0.1846906904954717,0.0,0.07661289798261965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082027586697207,0.07115404072080035,0.0,0.07975671742183264,0.08223070143288366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457851458642343,0.09008453760514223,0.0,0.06301369975900123,0.0,0.0,0.11424660925443067
anxiety,schlepper-lepper,2020/01/30,"Need some reassurance :( I’m 20 years old and i have horrible anxiety. I’ve had it my whole life. I fear lots of things and just have it in general, but the worst is that I’m a total hypochondriac. Any time something weird happens with my body i freak out and fear the worst and it usually turns out to be nothing. 

I have PCOS and my doctor put me on the birth control yaz about 3 weeks ago and  I was nervous because i remember the infomercials about all the blood clots/strokes etc and was nervous so i stopped taking it after a week. But for the last couple weeks I’ve had a sore spot on the back of my thigh by my knee crease. It feels like a bruise but there’s no mark. At first i thought it was nothing but I’m starting to really worry. I definitely didn’t bump it on anything and i don’t usually bruise or get sore very easily. 

What if this is a DVT or blood clot? It’s not sore or very swollen, I’m not experiencing any other symptoms besides just being quite sore. I have a doctors appointment on Monday but i don’t know if i can take the stress for 4 more days and if it is something serious what if it travels and gets worse? My family and friends are so fed up with me constantly worrying about my health but it always seems so serious and this does too.",1.599115826702036,3.7349125440613022,3.1541187739463616,90.32872015915122,80.64750957854406,6.92726201002063,23.831564986737398,8.012643519586192,1.2822813439434126,998,36,217,19,26,328,146,261,0.249,0.6940000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9947,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,11,14,0,5,14,0,19,16,5,1,2,46,36,28,0,5,17,0,1,1,1,0,10,0,0,0,18,16,1,2,5,1,0,2,6,11,0,1,8,2,22,3,22,26,9,30,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,10,20,141,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480907565381076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983818195637716,0.0,0.0,0.16080906222840316,0.0,0.09045021258166633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729814956062548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091618191556992,0.0,0.07207556515132056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133353609557666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777110653460122,0.13261172225133305,0.0,0.13082587963039793,0.0,0.07625243538284814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24203910202898946,0.10346911604034924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186438874661668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146237339235866,0.26609673197312683,0.059783671687840274,0.08446781848331447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005714769826021,0.0,0.0,0.09134883647307526,0.0,0.12354685479836525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455569993606367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567933376620996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497941073717353,0.09637811670800277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351357995258636,0.05776413484716252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052001482627618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767049216145484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269012521721601,0.0,0.12406878736234685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885983201907242,0.0,0.12575853468442585,0.0,0.0,0.07574500603016437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393833365385852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763760925363904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820476909442016,0.0,0.0,0.08368804584868919,0.0,0.0,0.09885058611325777,0.1354389328439106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289247060350683,0.17779750724223964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855074134641253,0.0,0.0,0.09386617297525328,0.06894435953819825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860681028599918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604404885683841,0.19511415717102032,0.0,0.0,0.2845253500143994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200626601458554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401487845556807,0.12049258013236258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614010428825575
anxiety,Eldaer,2020/01/30,"Giving up on goals for mental health is very hard too bear I'm very good at what I do, and I know this. The fact that my ptsd and anxiety had taken away the feeling of pride that gives me hurts alot and I'd love advice on the matter. I'm a painter and writer I published an anthology with former aquinteses when I was 20. I feel that now that I'm part my 30 and on welfare makes me worthless eventhough I'm in a 10yr healthy relationship. The deprioritzing of my goals and ambitions for my health are becoming very hard to bear...",2.8866666666666667,4.5996765555555585,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.1111111111111,7.392592592592592,24.962962962962962,8.167268648758528,1.3721407407407409,420,14,89,7,9,138,70,108,0.098,0.746,0.155,0.7512,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,8,0,5,3,0,1,1,14,17,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,11,3,13,14,2,10,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,1,3,53,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746020768155718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892568666794686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062185985759049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056608504757592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836477196394732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484200118467541,0.0,0.152319858314118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253609744960838,0.0,0.0,0.3860706845255076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944096118038426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980417954009506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390366648735796,0.0,0.12122131558669623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830129639471556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966581944172548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122840187624988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949735028241488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495241219993991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hey_zeus_kriso,2020/01/30,"Need help/support/suggestions on next steps My (34M) fiance (30F) suffers from generalized anxiety and periodic panic attacks. She's currently in therapy and was recently prescribed Xanax. She was told by her therapist to take one when she feels anxiety or panic attacks starting. She is currently not taking the medication - ever, for any reason. 

I have read a tremendous amount of articles and books over the past 6 months to help her cope with the anxiety and panic attacks. The core issue for us is that when life is stressful for other reasons, her anxiety skyrockets and she has meltdowns that impact me directly. The most recent example is this morning. After 3-4 days of fighting and tough communication (common issues for anyone in a relationship), we resolved things last night for the most part. When we woke up this morning, a minor issue blew up and resulted in a full-blown panic attack worse than anything I've seen. During the panic attack, she said some incredibly hurtful things - including that she was done with the relationship, was leaving, hated that I made her feel the way she does, and physically left the room we were in during the initial conversation. 

For context, my fiance and I have clearly established ground rules for communication when things get escalated: no yelling/screaming (this one is mine, since I am particularly sensitive to raised voices), no threats to leave (she is incredibly sensitive to this, as she has a very strong fear of abandonment), no generalizations (i.e. you always do such and such). All of these boundaries were violated today. Worse, I feel pretty strongly that my trust in her and the relationship was seriously damaged by her saying such hurtful things about leaving the relationship. 

I stayed with her for about 2 hours while the panic attack subsided. The only reason I did was because she expressed some comments about having ""bad thoughts"" about death. I don't think she would hurt herself, but she's never said anything like that before. It seems her anxiety issues are getting worse, since these ""bad thought"" comments haven't really come up before until recently.

I need space and time to heal from stuff like this. Worse, I am really hurt by the things she said. I'm wondering if anyone has suggestions/advice for how to engage in conversations with my fiance going forward. At the moment, I am too upset to talk to her, and I have no intentions of doing so any time soon. It's not punitive, I just need time to think/process before we talk. Couples and individual therapy is being set up right now - she's setting up some couples therapy, and I heard her on the phone before I left changing her biweekly therapy appointment to weekly starting next week. So we are doing what we can on that front...

I just really need some advice on how to deal with her when meltdowns like this happen. I am so emotionally exhausted. I love my fiance, but I am beyond frustrated with dealing with this issue. Help?",8.316810850439882,8.96593785606061,8.238565493646142,66.33248533724343,61.53787878787878,11.131085043988273,36.35043988269794,10.875528500678817,4.275804912023459,2380,102,370,57,31,769,255,528,0.19899999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9965,2,0,0,0,3,0,81.0,7,1,0,3,24,41,11,9,23,0,39,6,0,8,4,72,71,32,1,6,8,0,3,3,0,1,5,6,1,0,26,29,0,1,12,2,0,5,9,32,0,2,20,10,62,9,64,49,9,70,0,7,1,1,60,25,0,10,41,270,88,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981488421708463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04249639958144021,0.0,0.0,0.06946208349343648,0.0,0.19535155952290176,0.0,0.0,0.07142213923968163,0.0,0.08405660843836822,0.0,0.0,0.3486139544931736,0.0,0.0,0.08528678481674215,0.031133313353116268,0.0,0.17383569526095713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540279180882072,0.04399442431632479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302146841801418,0.0,0.03293752826950904,0.105306980708299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044693876562619236,0.052264885040817104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744967244327678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461979874310003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057470745608213684,0.07747135024816056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053366531863524184,0.0,0.02902567068995886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516323059180659,0.0,0.0,0.05042350623440711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026984321652344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029611082027912,0.0,0.21869660975163632,0.0,0.0,0.2665320310374029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163089254387185,0.0,0.16223516477770775,0.11098081068348978,0.0,0.036074007167972405,0.0748543104861977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046094912507226624,0.04832602101813213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514501564233373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040765570967310136,0.0,0.0,0.15147840456354647,0.039390249627443516,0.0,0.10863233627042036,0.04792806825075428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921607639354088,0.038842926924028943,0.0,0.3595353479710557,0.0,0.0553065252276813,0.0487544667421007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051959079027302506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051086306817288964,0.0,0.09815502671619007,0.15753306477707446,0.15128375511963502,0.21933094595171465,0.0,0.04361562388387788,0.14574488865264304,0.040614890669098576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649447299425626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449537617239022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229873674516625,0.05443647453470921,0.0,0.0,0.05850336001651015,0.0,0.05846577734429832,0.0,0.05795645173720105,0.0,0.0,0.07680030666085158,0.08210025911355819,0.0,0.0,0.2336233544478105,0.05929909251503071,0.16965145117649072,0.06545037346713674,0.0,0.08109169786906158,0.0893423316872865,0.0,0.04841074486263608,0.04880194891904333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614339121210452,0.0,0.0,0.04214014959217601,0.0,0.040538962060847464,0.08193453505179656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055385932327526415,0.0,0.0,0.20818890541395,0.03628042862601601,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dumthot,2020/01/30,"Help with fear of fainting?? I've fainted at least 10 times in my life, and I don't know the actual cause but I think it might be typically from standing too long and it's usually when I haven't eaten enough. It's not the actual act of fainting that worries me but rather getting a concussion etc if I can't get myself in a safe position fast enough or there is no one around me who would ""catch"" me. Recently I was sick and driving, and I felt a little queasy from being sick but it made me have a panic attack about fainting while driving. I pulled over and I was honestly fine (I definitely wasn't about to actually pass out)

But ever since then, I keep panicking at random times. I know it doesn't make sense to faint while sitting but in the past I've gone to sit/lay down before when the sensation came over me before and still fainted (although this was years ago when I used to eat VERY little). Right now im scared to even get into a car, I get scared if I'm surrounded by people because what if I pass out and they see, I get claustrophobic when I never have before, I get scared when I have to stand up in place for a few mins... and the worst part is I'm certain it wouldn't happen if I'm not starving + standing in place for like over an hour but I'm anxious 24/7 about this rn so I can't make myself eat. Does anyone have any reassurance or experience dealing with this... either the panic attacks or the actual fainting, or even getting myself to eat so I avoid feeling lightheaded in the first place",4.157434119278779,4.946668220064726,5.194526121128063,84.02815533980583,70.68284789644012,8.215811373092926,26.688395746648172,8.418075326091056,1.640989089227924,1196,37,248,18,21,394,160,309,0.187,0.723,0.09,-0.9894,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,19,16,2,7,15,0,20,14,0,5,3,53,46,33,0,7,18,0,2,1,0,3,10,0,0,0,12,15,4,3,5,0,0,10,11,10,0,2,9,3,30,6,36,32,8,62,0,0,1,0,5,24,0,10,25,168,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.35195865096884715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992731217408615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131642721287705,0.0,0.0,0.1018626716229274,0.0,0.06304663180009157,0.0,0.0,0.08026745230693749,0.0,0.20515520689877492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549647648358382,0.0,0.23017558398911686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312664924331114,0.0,0.09262600713782716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295787705847314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890546010967561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767890391238829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633254534542626,0.10055967098506392,0.11910846965699128,0.08156091471002312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820030440705612,0.0,0.10146257102376678,0.04559097730897075,0.0,0.0865741427505027,0.0,0.0,0.07669572302258051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297585432843895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973408806669495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060436817939974435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887960067737919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739547574775104,0.0,0.0,0.08014427876769566,0.0,0.0,0.09910648699990512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368738521932737,0.04405088022763512,0.1807413809637925,0.0,0.07979466513573122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531788282815497,0.12037390410566827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956525874282819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954209412409633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109926879095864,0.0,0.0,0.21158231834884664,0.0,0.09764171640030653,0.08607428861753412,0.06251021559498454,0.0,0.28261493591829384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902870835194884,0.0,0.0,0.07700184309826301,0.0,0.0,0.2708176976431599,0.0,0.07185116168051464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458680077439059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200721874281894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057775161050740986,0.0,0.0,0.10515382018354144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778750523744028,0.09930584781290308,0.07439694536235915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156862968055073,0.0,0.06405181501097054,0.0,0.0,0.05806437893332974
anxiety,Dragonod420,2020/01/30,"How do I stop worrying about my choices ? I am 23, and I had this very tough choice to make about my first career opportunity, it's ""only"" an internship but the probability to be hired afterwards is pretty high. 
I'm a very analytical person, and I'm always trying to ""optimize"" my choices. (Kind of makes sense of why I went into engineering)

First opportunity could have been a big career boost in a great company, but involved living in a city that has a the reputation of not being super safe, and I didn't feel like living there. 
Second one is a nice opportunity too, in a city I love even if the job won't give me the same ""career boost"". 

I've been thinking and torturing myself for a week, and today I've made a choice, I went with the second opportunity. I'm still thinking about it all the time, I don't know if I've made the right call, and I'm scared of having any regrets. 

It's the same with everything, I'm really bad at making these kind of choices, and it's driving me insane. 

How do you do just ""act"" and live with your choices ?",4.371714285714287,5.074131695238098,6.2742857142857185,76.7957142857143,70.14285714285714,9.047619047619053,26.42857142857143,9.23628265651192,2.020285714285714,816,24,165,16,14,285,117,210,0.157,0.687,0.156,0.5157,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,7,10,17,1,1,18,0,18,1,0,7,1,36,36,14,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,2,4,0,0,4,4,5,0,5,8,1,16,12,20,24,3,20,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,2,9,107,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490097574529425,0.0,0.0,0.09390514548652104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152984122201078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100414342398904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025270119637323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912063755197702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410534407494687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982186587956445,0.0986506938562782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491659106702897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246739673478314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224343200505872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589843953836282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703186481007498,0.0,0.0,0.28759655134738216,0.07589001433558425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746323138208972,0.0,0.36580492305079343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463056814552882,0.26132599578134885,0.27652611604177296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935725707731726,0.10502278424366304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057384749280832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404859926456288,0.14888312353358713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846324594614396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179271136227275,0.0,0.0,0.13825101718779853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027792484791256,0.1154484522421871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696350392827948,0.0,0.0,0.08052071224336757,0.0,0.13089207264755448,0.0,0.0,0.09375325699049593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278755072845441,0.0,0.0,0.11076653689975237,0.0,0.0,0.2560194735896532,0.1246036984524516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402359185459465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClassicScrapes,2020/01/30,"My [28/M] anxiety has ruined my relationship, my house and my job. I'm so lost. Hi guys. I'm sorry for the sad post but I'm so lost at the moment. My anxiety is derailing everything.

My girlfriend [24/F] is moving to a different city and the original plan was that I was to go with her. We've been going out nearly a year. She knew I was nervous about it but as time gets closer to the moving date, my anxiety is taking over and is ruining everything. Yesterday I came out and said that I was so anxious about moving and I was having cold feet because of it. Understandably, my girlfriend got very upset by this and our relationship is in question. She had the plan of moving for months now in order to work and go back to college and I was to follow. 

Her family house where we'd be living is also a bit out of town and neither of us drive so I'd feel a bit isolated (i work from home). And long distance wouldn't work due to the distance and not bring able to drive.

With work, at the time of talking about moving, it was quiet so I was up for finding something new in the new city but now, it's picked up again and I'm really enjoying it (self-employed). So moving would also mean my business would suffer if I tried to get it going in a new location. And in general my anxiety is stopping me from working the hours I need to.

I had to move out of my house back to my family house just now as I was living in a bad area and my anxiety made it impossible for me to relax there so I ended up staying at my girlfriends house or my family house most nights. 

So at the moment, my relationship might be ending because of my anxiety and not being sure on what I want to do. My work is suffering and I had to move home. It's all falling apart.

Note: I'm currently in therapy, take medication and do talk about my anxiety quite a bit with friends and family so I am doing my best to work on my mental illness and myself.

**TL;DR: Anxiety is affecting my relationship, life and job so much and I'm so unsure about what to do.**",1.5570432692307676,3.559183310096156,4.038596153846156,84.63140384615386,80.08173076923076,7.525384615384616,23.14038461538461,8.472884824447931,1.5896251923076925,1571,53,325,35,40,549,182,416,0.157,0.789,0.054000000000000006,-0.9887,5,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,3,0,0,13,27,15,0,2,17,0,37,4,1,4,2,58,65,41,0,6,8,0,1,0,4,4,3,2,2,1,13,29,0,1,6,1,0,18,4,10,0,0,20,4,48,5,63,37,8,74,0,7,0,0,21,27,0,5,26,232,61,10,0.05639327840202349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019536872753577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451256289788578,0.06370835288576937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672590028364219,0.047086031916877116,0.06875363818077468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591812664941313,0.0,0.18470056285187095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644988871511302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058918973232647824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989541250473624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136528473631223,0.0,0.2126502560167084,0.0,0.0285141359884896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154243480907058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356930700382789,0.0,0.05892632083665235,0.0,0.12819839879792286,0.0,0.04510285636212112,0.0,0.0,0.05583821175660357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131341125281988,0.0,0.05553601966511357,0.3904216306166581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192325437680427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03983224028272581,0.0,0.0,0.0995925960034834,0.04990627679281035,0.0,0.0,0.12311985005823722,0.0,0.0,0.053360683556422615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614288124358666,0.0,0.056810295116249174,0.056831160788604576,0.05982435662865799,0.0,0.0,0.04501257679723625,0.4794970423045611,0.04145554831926355,0.04181490137846439,0.0,0.1633949390683034,0.0,0.05292127159485259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400917216717988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317337801832723,0.05998119316639864,0.0,0.0,0.03612697817675802,0.0,0.0,0.2421811056339403,0.0,0.0,0.0536429216911372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058830488290331814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341430084018496,0.0,0.06312765818536054,0.0,0.06010773141211016,0.0,0.04714730586794375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053149997506870855,0.0,0.08480145425646128,0.0906535620802536,0.0,0.0,0.06449062857565993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576674827790338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03828733428295901,0.0,0.0,0.05870739163228695,0.06783417039640385,0.0,0.0,0.0465303606635589,0.03326221670097535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287384848221641,0.0,0.0,0.08012033394919235,0.0,0.0,0.03631542236464359
anxiety,anxious_husband,2020/01/30,"Moving Advice? Hi r/Anxiety

Before I start, this is a throwaway for privacy reasons.

Long story short, my wife has GAD (not diagnosed, refuses to see therapist). She was traumatized by emotional/verbal abuse from mother-in-law who lives in NYC. We moved away and cut ties with my family permanently. It's been 2.5+ years, but wife isn't fully recovered.

I have a good job opportunity (I'm the sole bread winner) that will provide us long term financial stability in NYC. Will/can moving back to NYC worsen her condition? She says it's OK to move back (so long as we're not in the same neighborhood as MIL), but I don't feel good about this.

Please advise.",2.704725274725277,5.225929936507939,4.485238095238098,80.16873626373629,79.0,8.63882783882784,23.184371184371184,9.265573868473778,2.2816649572649577,516,17,97,15,13,174,96,126,0.08,0.77,0.149,0.899,1,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,2,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,1,8,2,0,1,0,11,12,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,3,10,4,14,9,2,17,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,0,8,51,16,2,0.0,0.1746344827062066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402898493743665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275387250997936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847889396998755,0.2266694857250143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541906415418022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495989759708003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894731566047352,0.0,0.07452542457634345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247249508669166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626303346109665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301491390939565,0.3913097491549545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6266141235223381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179128824281067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154271223771326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172114063408186,0.0,0.0,0.11745171186515065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043242573223654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711325554228144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772934782809742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949151070713422
anxiety,Pinkelephants2001,2020/01/30,I cancelled all my plans So my anxiety is so bad right now that I’ve just went on and cancelled all my plans for this weekend. I’ve never in my life reached a point where I don’t want to be around anyone because of it. But here we are. Hope it passes,-0.06193939393939374,1.9251435636363683,1.7159090909090935,99.08719696969698,86.0909090909091,4.393939393939394,20.075757575757574,5.46131890053228,-0.3699696969696973,196,6,47,1,6,64,43,55,0.17,0.732,0.098,-0.6335,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,10,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,6,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731123815504081,0.0,0.0,0.24963034068954415,0.0,0.0,0.31781541525004103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980892112272454,0.2176305471067376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545924046192928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25216737541725176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753488355017452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33749072162219784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048853805115454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057429425284754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309527055561865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dinakiii,2020/01/30,"I can’t stop thinking and thinking and thinking... until I find myself in a loop of overthinking and getting hurt over minor bullshit.

I know that everything is actually better than I think but I feel like my anxiety is taking too much control over me and I can’t stop it on my own.

I just wish someone was here to hug me and calm me down by talking to me and *showing* me that it’s my irrational fear taking over my mind and body and that I am actually doing fine.",3.5016090225563907,4.6719802736842135,5.229172932330831,81.7442105263158,72.57894736842105,7.954887218045112,29.360902255639097,8.418075326091056,2.151406015037595,366,15,73,6,7,125,60,95,0.17300000000000001,0.657,0.16899999999999998,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,1,0,7,2,1,1,0,22,17,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,7,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,18,5,12,16,2,9,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.3613289778495695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162732532202787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373635057636546,0.0,0.20564260615204688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076439954394405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638688004928345,0.0,0.0,0.2083276940463782,0.09360952591940364,0.13226006734674267,0.0,0.0,0.16920950679187804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672509382575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819022671078573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174503609262614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904473265948167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869329893088039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609510126702418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686379412078094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095613314362335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27839608864276244,0.14880403482439994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745066462800207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128954474760269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChilsPlay1515,2020/01/30,Anybody else get anxiety related nausea I recently started feeling nauseous when I get anxious. It usually happens in the morning especially before an event. Yesterday was my first day at college and I my anxiety got really bad. I just about managed to eat breakfast but a few minutes later I was in the bathroom puking it all out. This has never happened to me before and I'm trying to figure out a way to cope with it. The same thing happened to me today. I wonder if anyone else has had this experience,4.440312500000001,6.5392107395833365,6.4212500000000015,70.39875000000002,71.8125,8.55,34.91666666666667,9.188382445141503,3.805879166666666,405,22,62,9,8,141,68,96,0.111,0.875,0.013999999999999999,-0.7933,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,2,14,15,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,10,0,12,11,3,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,11,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27475029628624953,0.2028697652279698,0.0,0.12556371424308865,0.18399683286018406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993845873901526,0.0,0.0,0.3056118984583465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581166376513374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837510787484544,0.3000254098886708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565978550348094,0.0,0.0,0.09079902103316527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527472534902394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764209608925475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436233314287773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763953900591345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850008137074374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504098362511572,0.0,0.17730963535658933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710481676195193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930231473444812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702170503134374,0.0,0.0,0.12192031602379876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777759321044172,0.0,0.0,0.1425390698768533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474251132474407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lady_Zambezi,2020/01/30,"Daddy Issues I have anxiety issues. It's affected my friendships, school life and work life. I couldn't study for tests because I always felt like I was gonna die.. I had wanted to start therapy sessions but my father wouldn't pay for them until I said I wanted to kill myself. 

When I finally started therapy, i started living on campus. Before that year all I did was coast by getting C's. 

When I started therapy, it didn't take long to realise I was deathly afraid of my father. Sometimes he'd ask me if I'm stupid. He'd ask me if I was normal. I know he loves me.. but he makes me feel like a failure. 
Just now, a few minutes ago, he called me weak.

That year away from home was amazing. I picked up all my grades to B+'s. 
I'm not saying I'm perfect.. but they never ask me how I'm feeling. When I feel horrible i neglect everything. I don't clean my room, I forget everything... because I'm so scared and sad. 

He's really hard to talk to.. but I will someday soon. I'm starting to learn to believe in myself and have faith in constructive criticism. It's really hard but I have to try.",1.1351231242785715,3.224533862831862,3.3837668333974618,88.30399961523662,82.05309734513273,6.2313197383609085,23.54290111581377,7.423996415210882,1.1279659869180452,847,31,175,13,23,290,124,226,0.22399999999999998,0.6759999999999999,0.1,-0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,2,2,8,13,2,2,2,0,17,4,0,4,4,33,44,16,3,7,9,2,6,2,0,3,3,2,3,0,5,3,0,1,6,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,10,8,38,6,20,28,3,23,1,2,0,1,18,6,0,2,19,103,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036470244145856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420999073383383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866147193350955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175425888944712,0.0,0.1063760407340631,0.0,0.0,0.13803847814870476,0.0,0.09634380442253287,0.12756271557108942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156125869187863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750683084908704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351373414335605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174573048311526,0.0808860054825677,0.1087111256456799,0.12402945205372852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059153958004423884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284981247512845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357115880206435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363492476691613,0.0,0.0,0.1252636559054661,0.0,0.06222399332095072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994446186030328,0.11062935474926043,0.0,0.0999773302981646,0.10019813759432304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218751054099373,0.0,0.07557673803022638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732398718374182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109337758709686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506615852150254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770029731699776,0.09003888591217392,0.11335523448536967,0.11458697221519552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197971066273807,0.0,0.40069649346275105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512904916813681,0.091003764160196,0.0,0.0,0.3884385666994456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687048273567945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356284539249189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824271540723138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582284717391386
anxiety,mel4529,2020/01/30,any tips on how to let things go? the apartment complex i live in said someone complained about me not picking up my dogs poop but i always do. i hate thinking that they think i’d do something like that and there’s no way to prove that i do pick it up so now i can’t stop obsessing over it/or let it go. how do you not get anxious about things you can’t change?,1.085388788426762,2.6408019873417743,2.2544665461121163,99.00025316455697,79.75949367088606,5.020614828209767,22.678119349005428,5.288315135182226,-0.12157287522603966,283,9,69,1,7,90,56,79,0.195,0.741,0.064,-0.9,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,7,4,1,1,1,0,8,1,1,4,1,13,15,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,1,10,1,9,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481260633009256,0.0,0.0,0.15921454122886258,0.0,0.0,0.2644971220271086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476755593654857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232181155967402,0.0,0.2661197943017943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231152162690899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788218993247926,0.0,0.11438273567083483,0.0,0.2067386286485985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270860510036244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983752375525689,0.18024257584617245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957408432103484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110874492606089,0.3000385436412241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583929308777425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sexistmisogenichater,2020/01/30,"I work myself into trouble online When im bored and have taken xanax i get into trouble, once irl when i went out drinking with xanax in my system, but most of the time online.  People will say really hurtful things about me,
And i cant function during the day anymore bc of what they said. It is enjoyable when i do it, but afterwards i feel terrible. I wish i didnt get in trouble so easily, but it is really easy behind a keyboard.",4.101060606060607,4.899487590909093,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,70.81818181818181,8.593939393939394,27.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.13965303030303,340,11,64,6,6,118,61,88,0.18,0.6609999999999999,0.159,-0.0324,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,0,0,12,14,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,3,12,1,10,9,1,13,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,47,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621999287180831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705071364905071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589976858292036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336815357726284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27626160827928303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830307452324295,0.0,0.2855823135141097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815625251131475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329200459081565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387449598643135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25149168671626004,0.21025040647247814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564635029605813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416563763515406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450885262519299,0.0,0.0,0.3040309209780638,0.0,0.0,0.192476200393883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vodkacoloredeyes,2020/01/30,"Coming off a panic attack I hate feeling this way. I had a panic attack on Monday, a bad one, I haven’t had one like that in forever. Coming off it, for the past few days I’ll be fine then anxious. Does anyone else have anxiety that cycles? I get into such a weird somber mood then try to rationalize it and get myself out of it which just causes more anxiety. Then I start panicking that this will be my forever. I know it won’t. I’ve had this before and went years without this feeling but I just can’t help but feel that this cycle is abnormal even for anxiety sufferers. Any comforting words are helpful.",2.646602086438154,4.6653304262295086,4.40430700447094,83.2400223546945,76.70491803278688,7.7150521609538,23.38599105812221,8.575989854853784,1.6674327868852457,480,15,93,10,11,162,79,122,0.223,0.6509999999999999,0.126,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,12,3,2,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,17,23,7,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,8,0,2,4,3,9,3,11,15,2,18,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,9,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720593505918284,0.0,0.3618004911568978,0.17809718301181535,0.0,0.1102310330475579,0.161528838852211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35869434648378146,0.0,0.0,0.13162935884775345,0.0,0.0,0.13414669788068634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194775458025862,0.0,0.2715993047728096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166981291324614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795868443157308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169453879214768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412490945301207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23913444935570616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647289761999548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564460099538874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113360439858069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866391283070735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701877000413222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365250846812092,0.0,0.0,0.3699315389304707,0.0,0.0,0.15049269853509697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158395035898444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703253297182394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513351501967396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614112420217806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196688908479958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015200382691419
anxiety,piercermotherfucka,2020/01/30,"Does anyone else find everyone around them gets kinda annoyed or angry when you have a panic attack? Even those who should understand, who get them themselves? I spent a long time today on the toilet floor in college with my boyfriend on the phone telling me to breathe but I found he started getting annoyed with me because he couldn’t see why? And then my Mum rang giving out when I told her I had to cancel an appointment cause I physically couldn’t drag myself up off the floor to go.. 
and it’s not that they don’t care these are the people who do the most in the world to care for me and help me through it all but I just full blown panic attacks and physically not being able to get up and snap out of it seem to be their line and them being annoyed with me definitely makes it worse which makes them more annoyed? Idk if I’m making much sense but yeah tia",5.075470219435736,5.5440095459770165,5.091734587251832,86.73126959247652,68.48275862068965,7.7065830721003135,27.31243469174504,7.348242739294969,1.2404321839080463,687,20,143,6,11,214,114,174,0.18100000000000002,0.691,0.128,-0.7894,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,6,0,5,10,6,2,9,1,11,1,1,4,1,34,30,14,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,4,2,22,2,22,20,5,22,0,0,1,0,19,14,0,5,7,98,33,1,0.1505146442745588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052433389165643,0.1542200400570315,0.0,0.1339899443620383,0.0,0.34246427372372784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175233012335124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069194222262122,0.1546200008369089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171637950495516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573567167408198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941350300592776,0.0,0.0,0.14382319276771727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756765806425486,0.0,0.0,0.16503153858955216,0.0,0.0,0.314550757482438,0.14438736183114992,0.08554094095257024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088679334470307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320072376334818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014090814559056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064558197873536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35319300972883577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434790277885878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994068429013645,0.13702287921286216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653503991215528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155643329745614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776629948320126,0.0,0.14267028355686773,0.14382319276771727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669105287384422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358160554024801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533872813415786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thefreshbraincompany,2020/01/30,"Complete audio recording of seminar on anxiety management The seminar was delivered to therapists training to deal with anxiety and panic issues, thought it might be useful for some people here: [https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYt4GdlVVi\_HHN1E1KEfiU-O2YnTIZoDt](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLYt4GdlVVi_HHN1E1KEfiU-O2YnTIZoDt)",32.0509375,39.12730221875,17.937500000000004,-5.042499999999991,11.1875,16.400000000000002,53.5,14.554592549557764,9.866450000000002,309,12,16,8,2,74,29,32,0.18600000000000005,0.738,0.076,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,14,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551585933509655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119129626539256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066994789182081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105026256924712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155902398995068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490408174074299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624234499231267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454092150844328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361741008407237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25693613860107456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saturn-socialism,2020/01/30,"my self worth depends on my grades at school TW mention of self harm, suicide etc is it normal, that even though I never cry and consider myself rather emotionless, I cry (at school and later at home) whenever I get a bad grade, especially if my friend gets a better one? also it makes me think “I have to kill myself”. And then I visualise ways of committing suicide or self harming. I once even cried for an hour, because my friend send a solved physics exercise, which i couldn’t do, on the class group chat. Is it something that I should be concerned about?",6.854890965732089,6.7189227289719655,6.4734112149532725,80.41454049844239,64.70093457943925,9.750155763239873,32.78660436137071,9.2995712137729,2.7143968847352027,440,16,85,7,6,137,77,107,0.214,0.627,0.159,-0.9006,0,0,1,0,0,3,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,2,14,11,8,3,5,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,15,3,10,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,4,57,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155614308642454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065651039070845,0.08808954292646873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780385241167505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761993102650319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116243706976782,0.19088975786746906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329002165668072,0.0,0.1509968870357362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449513440408372,0.0,0.14230934442748386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987452690001286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645890621576053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145196934503893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415852411970777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389422027481475,0.09792103499418027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29249566188032505,0.0,0.0,0.4522539572387681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124781229550958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161323148530913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092593637845322,0.14197645414701646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470217121288395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SittingDuckInaTruck,2020/01/30,"I wish I could get a dog. I've never owned a dog, or really any pet for that matter. I think it would do/would've done wonders for my anxiety, PTSD. self-esteem and help get me out of the house. Problem is, I live with my parents and they (especially my mom) are adamantly against me getting one. They had them in the past prior to me being born and had bad experiences (they got 2 huskies at one point) and from then on decided never again. My mom wouldn't let my siblings and I have one when I was younger because 1) it was too much responsibility, 2) it would piss and shit on the carpet, 3) barking and biting, 4) shedding, and 5) it could break things.

I'm 24 now and have been dealing with anxiety (and depression) for so long and it has gotten so bad and severe that it has pushed me into the realm of agoraphobia. It's sort of ironic, because getting a dog would probably help reduce my anxiety and get on my feet again to the point where I could get my own apartment and away from my parents (which is what I would need to get a dog in the first place).

I know some people say having a dog is a hindrance, preventing you from traveling certain places or doing certain things, and also make you feel guilty when you have to leave them alone; which I get. But if I'm having trouble leaving my house and interacting with people anyway, how much more of a hindrance could a dog really be? Plus it would be A LOT healthier and more affordable than self-medicating to numb the fear and sadness by drinking and smoking weed.

I don't know, I guess it sounds selfish, but it would be really nice to have a dog that could help me legit feel okay and comfortable when I'm out in public or when I'm panicking by myself. What sucks is I couldn't just tell my family I needed a dog for emotional support or anything like that. They just think I'm doing this all to myself and if I got a job, a gf, moved out, and stopped being ""weird"" then I'd be fine and happy. Oh well, I guess.",5.840077661032431,5.31490047236181,6.467464595705803,80.91594335312931,66.8894472361809,9.54792142530836,30.653723161260853,8.97023862654752,2.2600512562814075,1540,50,321,23,22,506,192,398,0.115,0.779,0.106,0.7623,4,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,6,1,18,23,3,1,20,1,42,5,3,2,5,81,73,42,0,19,10,4,2,1,1,7,1,2,2,0,21,31,1,2,8,2,0,3,5,13,1,4,9,4,43,10,38,44,9,39,0,2,0,0,22,18,3,12,18,229,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983431909360436,0.0,0.061642921494439624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241880627792947,0.0,0.17690391718278922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343240588985408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242163320011548,0.0,0.12872149024434884,0.0939776660515104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30772088982390666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946876833868044,0.06639112410073231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788822547872961,0.0,0.07551159514921521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670754169990255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540156660329572,0.0726666081770149,0.08673934696962486,0.07795054983498872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556641393192722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221797855508729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329998194492348,0.0,0.16983033234850364,0.0,0.0,0.08205585322278576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550005110694722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788592522627256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649257916770688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472515407491242,0.0,0.0,0.16323867154093633,0.0,0.07882217349185984,0.0,0.037658661177501655,0.0,0.06806534153006838,0.0682156688490769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553286377292858,0.0,0.0,0.0514532291511919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562138340949207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805564017808948,0.0,0.08192659709858366,0.1133291496716576,0.1143115314825916,0.11890169488828242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566994790820327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118219405991775,0.0,0.0735840567632676,0.10687872828236017,0.0,0.16106980625511005,0.0,0.1457359307034167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310807219483363,0.07375763093620784,0.09010542584576203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814324799592654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129917154540671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082791044916894,0.0870813890088042,0.07912417365041181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444449898689142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747241267116827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737358353043954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242049885912652,0.09878282582514697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930650804115908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864117740757801,0.0,0.08359278360757635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38330083548529215,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,its_that_sort_of_day,2020/01/30,"Has anyone tried Alpha-Stim? How did it go? Bipolar and Generalized Anxiety

So I'm pretty much out of options for medications (very sensitive to side effects and most meds stop working after a year or two anyway). I've tried ECT to spectacularly horrible results (long-term memory issues. I know, that's not a thing, but it's a thing). I'm exercising and meditating and that seems to help, but when my other chronic illnesses strike, those can go out the window fast. Light therapy, dawn simulator, and vitamin D help the seasonal affect, so at least I've got that going for me.

I know alpha-stim isn't approved for bipolar, but I'm looking at treating the anxiety side. 

Have you tried Alpha-Stim? What happened? Thanks!",4.258706467661689,6.648654298507463,5.8485820895522425,73.02023631840798,73.17910447761193,8.944278606965174,29.82338308457712,9.516144504307137,3.235200995024877,572,25,96,15,12,194,91,134,0.128,0.755,0.11599999999999999,0.5864,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,6,0,5,7,0,4,0,23,18,13,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,10,7,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,2,5,2,12,16,3,15,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,4,6,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853835292187489,0.0,0.0,0.13042321117344147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180208169186855,0.0,0.14918176160434538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494419303188265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500486907478116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468452633053565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050194580359451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506950751168292,0.15663473615785986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718816996639464,0.1879051702326868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711796159623427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897638465746302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980612830366373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594396256875914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172794202506728,0.21330856521912814,0.0,0.24783897293716375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799164245568629,0.0,0.18220865206018802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390336071275834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579304021991465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011653182819818
anxiety,beattrisse,2020/01/30,"Had my first interview today I just had a first job interview today at a law firm and my anxiety talked by itself. It didnt go well, I can feel that and I know that I could have done better than my performance but now I can't change those things so maybe I can get some advice for the next one? I know that a good interview has to have a long amount of time but mine was very short (like 7 minutes). Any tips of how you can control anxiety?",1.7537903225806453,3.33995570967742,3.1545026881720446,93.15175403225807,77.92473118279571,7.230645161290322,20.227150537634405,8.07648339933343,0.6198827956989241,343,8,80,6,8,112,67,93,0.057,0.871,0.07200000000000001,0.5192,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,0,13,18,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,5,1,12,4,7,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,9,57,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939836730969557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499499801771933,0.0,0.3037223424839466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556777208688712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209999422084948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264813853610166,0.15849571503607293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314674417009426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037365468283313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337708488508491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037143503449581,0.0,0.11281897001042925,0.16650248519038138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699257396982275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819405702890693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698295806379828,0.0,0.0,0.1756769132099793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943203125591508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111198121615702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451689937321365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955646244524588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188258205608014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157539699593884,0.0,0.3763324149288088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379322716974729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848616899104397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Worrymuch-xd,2020/01/30,"Letter from an anxious attached guy to my lover I've been feeling like this for a while.
I don't really know when this feeling started, maybe since the first time I kissed you or maybe later, but I don't know at what moment I started to lose myself.

You are really important for me , but I want to leave fear free. The easy way to live with out fear would be to hear yo my inner child. He tells me to run away from you before you run away from me, because eventually he says you will do it and I should worry about it now and anticipate, or do it easier for you and become distant and an asshole in order to push you away and confirm that I was right.
The fucking child also tells me to change my attitude towards you and to hurt you, not in a physical way but more with my actions, act like I don't care or I don't love you anymore, and I know it will hurt you but I kind of feel like it's just revenge since you will probably do the same thing to me, he tells me to be angry at you for my worries , because you are the source of them, he tells me to use everything I learn as a child in order to manipulate you and get the attention I think I need from you.

That would be the easy way, soon after I became like that you would probably leave me ,and I would blame you and put all the fault in you, but deep down I would hate myself for pushing you away and I would understand because I wouldn't like it if somebody did that to me.

The difficult way to live with out fear I don't know it yet. Not too long ago I didn't even know there was another way , and all I knew was the easy way.

I guess the start is to anylize things, we are great together, you have give me reasons to trust you and no reasons to not trust you, you give me all I need even if that isn't the same as to all I think I need.
We've got plans together for the future, there is chemistry between us and I haven't been this good or with a person this mature ever before.
You tell me you love me and you demonstrate it to me.
And all I wish would be to understand why I feel so empty when I'm not with you, but what I do understand is that is not fair to put that as your responsibility to fill me or cheer me up Everytime my mind  tricks me to feel like this.

You know, before I had met you I had been for straight one year organizing my life, I thought I had a plan , I deleted bad habits, stoped drinking , stoped smoking, started healthy lifestyle and to work hard for my goals. But now since I've meet you I don't know anymore.

Maybe it's because in this 3 months together I have put you in a pedestal since the first kiss, and god it's not your fault because to me you are damn perfect, but everybody has its flaws and I should strive for an equal not for a god , because you are human as me and nobody deserves that kind of pressure.
I guess also I've done things I didn't really wanna do sometimes, not transpassing any boundaries but just putting your own needs and well-being ahead of mine, and that isn't bad for a while because you do also the same to me for a while, but I can't expect for you to do always for me just because I can't control myself and I do it for you.

Fuck the easy way, I'm choosing the hard one ,I'm choosing to work on myself, stop myself Everytime I over think and meditate, be self aware of my real feelings and needs and not of what my head tells me to be. Be there for you and trust you to be there for me, respect my boundaries and put myself ahead when needed, work in a balance relationship and work on becoming the best version of myself again, I will do it.

And you know I love you, and I know you love me, and I wish I could send this to you and not scare and push you away, but this Is a battle I gotta fight on my own even tho I will use your maturity and learn from it.

The worst thing is that I'm moving in 1 month away to the other side of the world for my career and my plan was to not come back for some time and work abroad a couple of years, now I don't wanna even go , and I'm already looking to come back after the necessary 6 months away, but I won't do it , I will do what's best for me and if god or whatever the hell decides my fate is willing to put you further down the road in my way I hope I will be ready to love you how you deserve to be loved.",6.333067163607588,4.23732128100988,6.7522507849794495,84.38692568861205,66.70581778265642,9.923375794552367,31.17506956321957,8.133680483312611,1.874804232507083,3321,91,777,33,43,1087,297,911,0.14400000000000002,0.713,0.14300000000000002,-0.4432,0,0,1,0,1,0,68.0,2,51,1,18,34,52,8,5,39,0,82,14,1,7,7,160,149,76,0,27,35,0,8,6,1,20,1,2,0,7,42,49,1,2,31,1,1,19,28,22,0,4,18,11,159,31,117,100,17,103,1,3,1,11,88,36,4,13,44,564,201,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900360237224658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855541429198304,0.10556104835376476,0.036611766175651206,0.0,0.0,0.029921706120792632,0.04613814065442688,0.0,0.04970780365917906,0.08727292915122474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893780468289409,0.06766701426411814,0.07347680872587045,0.2145773477253139,0.09718972703671376,0.11232301837145828,0.0,0.0923511797728156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486122825038024,0.0,0.04654647272439925,0.07580470778541562,0.0,0.0,0.04935006679835876,0.035130651330442464,0.04868548412694552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502757337464863,0.0,0.04310353323933677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624710660980518,0.0398007814842778,0.0,0.0,0.03954462361131675,0.0,0.0,0.1485376776060245,0.13348721249488532,0.09430144817581487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485324860941732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135511842288855,0.022988335546502443,0.08441817527993846,0.025006378866419068,0.03690535577913991,0.03519105151778712,0.048510475199999695,0.09694256042354864,0.04356720494176994,0.0,0.0,0.07883123483258059,0.043441177092490985,0.04515699175460185,0.0,0.04959152481712945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370221616305996,0.0,0.0,0.09420644123380577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163906244099282,0.21763267872261896,0.0,0.0,0.09317990820887924,0.0,0.0,0.031078706160071638,0.12897791529413086,0.0,0.07770612461015143,0.03893887215426325,0.03694916195067696,0.04922506981409835,0.0,0.0,0.2382718783553693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261261642143848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044427749955798165,0.0,0.10536183537703077,0.04676534503405009,0.0,0.1957539456223732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963147065341218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384193561688367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487950943768247,0.0,0.0,0.2653946672375999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008196305426951,0.08456313764207503,0.09047925297763937,0.0,0.047239844947803616,0.0,0.03757600735519928,0.0,0.03499079675154638,0.044051966330085006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045901898709465136,0.0,0.0,0.14558997871896429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043517412020388634,0.0,0.12457452728136655,0.0,0.0,0.036786212748980036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307491577752253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692735051458372,0.08458082777915113,0.0,0.0349313154809622,0.0513138460283581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741756132823035,0.052926931410291145,0.0760042467314162,0.0,0.0,0.025952511125279302,0.2794030580649096,0.0,0.0,0.039561545046840514,0.0,0.039703418032543084,0.0,0.1011963243316863,0.0,0.0,0.1601636762679427,0.08936886089833115,0.0,0.218795805734976,0.0,0.0,0.05666948847158424
anxiety,nsfw_once,2020/01/30,"Propanolol and alcohol I understand it's not recommended to combine the two as with most medications, however was wondering if anyone had any bad experiences or advice for mixing the two? I have previously drank on these meds but just upped my dosage to 2 x 40mg recently and I'm concerned about dizziness but I like a social drink...(please don't say don't drink lol)",4.521761904761902,6.778506985714286,5.6485714285714295,75.34476190476191,72.0,9.80952380952381,31.666666666666664,10.125756701596842,3.6349523809523823,299,14,54,9,6,99,59,70,0.057,0.89,0.053,0.1788,1,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,5,4,0,0,0,12,9,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,1,4,1,8,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346109985429565,0.0,0.23345036832936866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854951600637084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274123208810533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239174480655587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279842182139832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368029950269493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067207799755097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24264221122927784,0.2200595044305289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397860843784712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156872495267782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371555957190235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267630645722467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42677639604771933,0.2274080689525384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368933676339577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,w8sting_time,2020/01/30,"I thought some of you might find these funny [Anxiety on an elevator ](https://youtu.be/0w9RFXk8974)

[Signing a birthday card](https://youtu.be/L8mhraRL3Oo)",16.042105263157893,21.93423663157895,8.609736842105267,50.25565789473686,51.105263157894754,12.221052631578946,51.605263157894754,11.20814326018867,8.354978947368423,132,8,11,4,2,33,19,19,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292438141959221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128398346040058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5952437689911539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44545471991559177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Extran0n,2020/01/30,"Anxiety Bubble Hey,

I thought I'd share my battle with anxiety on here to see if anyone else is going though something similar.

It all started a few months ago when I felt my heart was skipping beats, after that I was constantly obsessing over my heart rate and having panic attacks quite often. I got myself checked out and all came back fine, but for some reason it didn't help, I was convinced something was wrong. It's as if from that point I felt I was never going to be 'normal' again.

My anxiety has only got worse since; to this day I constantly feel sick when around other people and I keep getting tension headaches in my neck/back of head. My mood has got worse and worse over time and I've lost a lot of self confidence as a result, mostly because it is harder to concentrate. All I can focus on is the headaches I keep getting.

I've managed to keep my life in order and I've tried to stay positive but I don't feel the joy I used to feel.

Can anyone relate?",4.036131868131871,5.172241876923081,4.909835164835169,84.66980769230773,71.25641025641025,7.622710622710624,26.749084249084248,7.957251820313856,1.5768315018315016,766,25,151,10,14,249,115,195,0.233,0.7090000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9871,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,8,12,2,3,5,0,16,5,3,3,4,35,37,15,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,10,0,3,7,0,1,3,3,7,0,0,14,6,21,4,23,22,7,27,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,6,13,98,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993825573350866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573013848789168,0.0,0.0,0.1567858427669774,0.1148743435965479,0.0,0.0998054915653962,0.0,0.12754619514666654,0.0,0.17241794387646178,0.0,0.06834383321698004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822888512597375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24231144567833554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230444485940236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365710672160264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006506761428786,0.0,0.2152946088540524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715018288229435,0.0,0.1274342742865802,0.0,0.2690041290368394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150616109584048,0.0,0.0,0.2657119571832651,0.07514784822223848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29895700842641576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918964169964493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238599615565747,0.09531556379519432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948856010232323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646945541515093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984820432586699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526797290239138,0.0,0.1315419680233681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772593518303439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598424668533883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924735244239325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527216718172223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934057709526584,0.0,0.11695966020638103,0.0,0.0,0.09274210282783486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726221223698429,0.0,0.0,0.07935507457665768,0.1194989204754256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015172494494044,0.08900622641069048,0.06537474662373557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611824647525378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968307534315062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427621323465507,0.0,0.12257938085427808,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m0kemon,2020/01/30,Any experience using low dose Phenobarbital for anxiety? I was recently given a Russian OTC medication called Valocordin that is supposed to be effective when used occasionally for anxiety. 1 dose contains 18mg Phenobarbital and 18mg ethyl ester of Bromo-Isovaleric acid (pharmaceutical valerian basically). I'm going to try using it as directed for particularly bad cases of anxiety. Has anyone here had experience using low doses of phenobarbital or Valocordin for anxiety? Let me know.,9.2995358649789,12.095600746835446,12.248797468354432,30.696149789029562,60.518987341772146,15.899578059071727,43.5464135021097,13.816669648895859,8.547732489451478,405,24,45,21,6,152,59,79,0.184,0.778,0.038,-0.8423,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,5,0,9,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,10,9,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032971736841334,0.0,0.5414544859620448,0.0,0.0,0.12372513746107873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774297280082288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068220477246624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461753459399287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056279843323196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724519278228963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093982927331514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825502690444994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471336476393906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013508799316965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.611300003487114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LordOfDeeezNuts,2020/01/30,"Does anyone ever get a fear of going crazy or losing control of themselves? This has always been how my anxiety shows up.  When it first started happening, I actually believed I was going to go crazy, but I have since learned crazy people dont have the fear of going crazy, they are just crazy, so this is a symptom of anxiety.

Basically what happens is I get this feeling of being locked or trapped in my mind and then a ""scary"" thought comes about me losing control of myself in some way and it feels like I may actually do it.  Then I feel like I need to get out of a situation quickly before I embarrass myself or do something with very bad consequences.  Its like my mind is just trying to scare me at the worst possible time.  Racing thoughts, heart, probably not breathing right, feeling trapped, needing to escape, feeling like this cant be normal and I am going nuts, a feeling of INTENSE FEAR like no other.  There is also usually an accompanied feeling of the world just being so weird, like I don't understand how it can all be... I think some of my anxiety also stems from intense existential angst that I have not completely resolved in addition to normal anxieties building up and showing u this way.

Anyway whenever I research anxiety and panic disorder/attacks one of the main things I alway see is people afraid they are going to DIE or something from a heart attack.  I must be weird or a minority because I never cared or got anxiety about that.  Like my feeling has always been Im going to die at some point anyway, so I guess why my anxiety doesn't go that way.  Also after reading people dont die from this, I was like ok so thats that.  And sadly enough, if I did die that would mean an end to panic attack lol, so I wouldn't have to deal with this anymore - at least it would be an end to the anxiety!  So yeah never had a fear of dying - my fear has always been losing control or going nuts in some way.

Has anyone had an experience like this?",6.739505110944903,6.384527458115183,7.505332834704562,73.65229493891798,64.99476439790575,10.103415607080528,34.159062577910746,9.606745405546679,3.1998245823984046,1547,61,281,27,21,518,172,382,0.305,0.578,0.11699999999999999,-0.9984,0,2,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,8,22,32,2,10,17,3,43,4,3,5,5,65,78,29,5,9,14,0,8,9,0,5,1,0,0,0,23,11,0,3,15,3,0,10,11,20,0,2,11,9,33,12,40,56,9,41,0,4,1,0,3,13,0,14,23,209,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.11064827837958742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601199009374695,0.18869229724619935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346959600343204,0.0,0.05622417056426153,0.07928205483353039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348923842164706,0.0,0.0,0.04733624351214967,0.03455949489454485,0.0,0.048241523113210234,0.06387353840230248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780223887068307,0.0,0.0,0.04883595476342965,0.05944147734722824,0.0,0.1907578856362713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844794000674704,0.0,0.0,0.2941916467978153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049612380839916335,0.0,0.1328874256527723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042624913516933,0.058578970262000235,0.0,0.0,0.05128201719654401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545658166566909,0.0,0.3189766403764319,0.2293252635214565,0.12150436013226168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822299260532945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885917624115115,0.0,0.2899791795298816,0.0,0.04534252951320842,0.0,0.06245367383905824,0.0,0.10026677336625094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343628326866086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061238112396352976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24927579648282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902747219452098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617552404768281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448743226999178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407420517327764,0.0874501930105825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109410397049632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038416608788341015,0.0,0.0,0.1330339185947946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791125550144392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359316063814424,0.06391278059556323,0.0,0.0,0.06112458666803965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670828991468494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048415467825122765,0.0,0.0,0.056759531110548225,0.0,0.04517693949353172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468969924325462,0.0637252488909423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729000227110315,0.0,0.0,0.04012756038985035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892568031181205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03766427552561922,0.036326551916087,0.0,0.09001573609303275,0.033058113890132586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384907902676677,0.0,0.0,0.059019358249914375,0.0,0.0,0.06243927270022195,0.046777619464019926,0.0,0.18000089312456968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115656754405045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054608731500128,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Inside-Fox,2020/01/30,"In Need Of Help Hi r/Anxiety ...

I'm in need of help. I'm scared, lost, mentally and physically broken at this point. I've always had the tendency of overthinking things, and it's ruining me. Whenever I feel some sort of discomfort or pain anywhere, I go on Google and begin to look things up, obsessively...Stomach Flu, Acid Reflux, Muscle Twitching, Exhaustion...whatever it is that I have, I've read into it all and have always convinced myself of the worst. I've done Blood Work that has shown everything is working just how it should, but it's to the point where it goes over my head and I continue to stress. I have a lot of things happening in my life, some good, some bad, but it's all hitting me at once. I've cried so much this last week and it's tearing me apart, I'm so tired, I feel so depressed, my stress levels have sky rocketed, I'm Just looking for some help to get away from this dark mental stage in my life...

Thanks in advance for anyone who comments.",2.7448125571472097,4.685948839378239,3.939201462968608,87.04129838463885,76.15025906735751,7.649984760743678,24.824443767144164,8.4952907291091,1.6312428527887841,758,26,156,15,17,247,113,193,0.196,0.7240000000000001,0.08,-0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,4,7,13,0,4,4,0,10,8,2,1,2,26,27,13,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,17,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,3,5,14,3,25,22,9,25,0,3,2,0,6,18,0,7,4,95,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22726103706352424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044695514123996,0.0,0.0,0.09548732123646994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830448844982642,0.0,0.11402356056141913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000693764882353,0.0,0.0,0.11762064508840454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975033289137093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273311439112405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809969451151485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134800533246193,0.0,0.0776113281058437,0.11454172119595216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076132004740064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015200369717334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746038773701472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131625157172688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291554957071916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293553614226752,0.0,0.14907354801325262,0.11610012356120625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27524473990056203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038877841167394,0.20251797595151108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543406641494436,0.0,0.0,0.14531158965900698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581904496132161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659894933914554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367223791503484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128626048325157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572793613875255,0.0,0.0,0.2721771616897609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569579227051479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954179407307517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988375157534273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frog_goblin,2020/01/30,"Finally going to the doctors Hey all. This is going to probably be a long post but I’ll try to keep it simple.

So I haven’t been to the doctors in ages (around 10 years).  That being said I’m almost positive I have some form of attention deficit disorder.  Lately I’ve also been having a lot of generalized anxiety and a specific anxiety with driving.  I know this sounds super easy but how do I go about talking to the doctor about it?  Do I just blurt out all the stuff I need to say? I always forget to tell doctors about all my symptoms I’ve been having so I’ve considered bringing a note with me to not forget stuff. 

Also, has anyone with an attention deficit disorder noticed that it has increased/caused anxiety in you? I’m only going to the doctor for a checkup but would like to discuss this because the last few years my life has kind of taken a tumble to different stresses and such.

Any insight is greatly appreciated!",3.7354578754578753,5.60315664835165,5.415626373626374,77.84604029304029,73.17582417582419,8.15003663003663,29.715750915750927,8.841846274778883,2.6752317948717947,738,32,131,15,15,251,106,182,0.151,0.7390000000000001,0.11,-0.6227,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,1,13,0,17,8,0,1,3,29,29,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,5,3,11,4,25,21,7,18,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,8,96,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420564991824247,0.0,0.0,0.18241316373781014,0.09489960836332438,0.0,0.0,0.07755862360757032,0.0,0.2617462186135593,0.0,0.0,0.07974714457076958,0.0,0.0,0.1015296129338887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952446026871771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716184308870102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915907061722013,0.26142476382276275,0.5836804018519123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493734829749265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592713555115313,0.0,0.0,0.1257416830401476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137381177908067,0.0,0.11876661582931355,0.06267947328053018,0.0929668262991984,0.1286545498422038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055762808272046,0.055719581105009484,0.0,0.0,0.10093158849044276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696212249363552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456740694604621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984787405733095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674096133041513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092293773490351,0.0,0.12296631968179356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848866406189013,0.09069797103235136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130645090129709,0.0,0.2611223269396413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854270822379427,0.0,0.09166991219424238,0.09968564294320212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774331750750911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101859220483587,0.0,0.0,0.14689027118500145
anxiety,HeartStrings10,2020/01/30,"New job anxiety So after having an anxiety attack and quitting my last job, I've managed to get a new one after just a few days which I'm super happy about!

Only problem is, my anxiety gets so bad I lose focus and end up making stupid mistakes and come across all nervous and incapable. 

I'll be working alone after a few days and it's quite alot of responsibility. I know once I've made it past the first few months I'll be OK but just wondering if anyone has any good tips for those unbearable first day nerves!

I'm so nervous I can't eat/sleep/think about anything else!",3.4671794871794863,4.88984888034188,4.910769230769231,83.0092307692308,73.01709401709401,7.593162393162394,25.82051282051281,8.167268648758528,1.5757794871794877,457,15,91,7,9,153,82,117,0.21899999999999997,0.6920000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.8246,2,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,7,7,12,2,2,6,1,6,0,0,2,1,18,15,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,3,1,0,5,4,10,12,5,17,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,14,50,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220170439185618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993486195245252,0.0,0.3372619446687722,0.0,0.0,0.10275478745092434,0.0,0.12093195507551145,0.0,0.0,0.16718323467442878,0.0,0.0,0.12270180562371134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265892555942401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843226556237186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037228831986998,0.12276256484139375,0.0,0.13015906192196236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500007531748517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355649374284558,0.0,0.0,0.12325940306363767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643699173024567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29166155745635114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076296636252862,0.11978844543936938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440575068188806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390529623147481,0.0980940184896438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729857505400025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838613099931657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650294079967936,0.09958093237920967,0.1117663722352591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028576911021265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061668299862368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31261078521011426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706175110627262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941632284581964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936710282472982,0.10698544269513836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artistofmanyforms,2020/01/30,"just made an appointment for my licence exam i was shaking on the phone and stuttering, and being an idiot but i did it..... now i just need to pass the test without shaking and messing up. it's in three days and i'm a nervous wreck. god help me.",0.27470588235293997,2.5083755882352925,2.532843137254904,92.04279411764708,87.23529411764706,4.968627450980391,24.18627450980393,6.42735559955562,0.7748274509803923,189,8,40,2,6,64,40,51,0.24100000000000002,0.65,0.109,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,3,0,5,0,6,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583115394170577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37240229466872415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257155559221967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119651897031468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355718517438279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bobaroma,2020/01/30,"I can't do this anymore Late last night, I lashed out at my sister because I didn't want to do the dishes. And then I cried myself into the night thinking how stupid I look and say a lot of weird things. I couldn't get any good sleep.

I'm also currently a junior in college and trying to get good grades in class, but I just end up avoiding studying or working on stuff by being on my phone. I've also talked to counselors since middle school, but I have to wait for my medi-cal. 

I just want peace in my life, but I can't stop having suicidal thoughts. My family, friends, etc. are stopping this from happening. What should I do? Is there any way I can tackle this?",4.024103811841037,4.530270080291974,4.730608272506085,88.25889699918898,70.82481751824818,7.256772100567722,25.441200324411998,6.937597516519254,0.9111044606650442,519,14,111,4,9,167,93,137,0.122,0.759,0.11900000000000001,0.8062,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,1,4,0,14,3,1,1,0,23,24,11,1,4,6,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,5,1,4,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,18,3,17,19,2,20,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,2,9,75,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26530280001292483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560345521787464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645049440364224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111679223540003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220757772540566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691736959362142,0.0,0.18499617688943448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637362854827658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815579453592732,0.0,0.17332727980357074,0.0,0.0,0.2782587244927585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668406644145576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352115100692165,0.1871159493543951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716349771480665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392945069680527,0.0,0.0,0.14102229283042492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113277706479964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191167335357368,0.0,0.16787590268686545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721477859375278,0.0,0.16599632266341455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773604107682441,0.0,0.0,0.18988893965610715,0.18144199945832054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333252704121069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020099496946244,0.10628698173789726,0.0,0.13168743513483094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261927451047515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956765485833949,0.13166506750028173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076008841399515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkieprances,2020/01/30,"My anxiety is so bad, I don't know how to ask a doctor for help Hi there. I need help. I know I need help (medication) but my combination of anxiety, depression, probably a whole lot else, major doctor fear, and not having insurance for years means I have never been to the doctor as an adult. My crippling anxiety results in breaking down in tears/sobbing or completely clamming up, not being able to talk. Now that I have finally acquired Medicaid, my sooo supportive partner is trying to get me help. He's going to try setting up an appointment with the PCP listed on my insurance card but after that...I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm not even going to explain what's wrong with me because I can't even get words out. The thought of ME having to make the call and set up the appointment alone makes me anxious. Can I write down a list of all the things I think of and just hand it over? I'm at a loss. (Just typing this up I'm shaking and crying... Yay.) Any help?",2.8968083756345173,4.479857319796956,4.545885152284264,84.40075666243656,74.78680203045685,7.970685279187817,26.525697969543142,8.660442795831766,1.927609390862944,760,28,155,15,16,256,116,197,0.152,0.738,0.11,-0.8274,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,2,12,1,13,5,1,4,2,34,34,10,0,2,8,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,2,2,19,3,30,31,4,23,0,2,0,0,14,12,0,2,6,103,25,4,0.1254246735316861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990213567642656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529307899686737,0.0,0.2878485958479351,0.14169418037686488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725513866575885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472436340684453,0.076457716835185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807261499503456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150538389369867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777311438561293,0.0,0.0,0.10802808752626676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385132404174479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477622059313893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656836279188201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411376278580362,0.06341848352739292,0.08960341183207131,0.0,0.13739659914435404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310584304156241,0.0,0.14256346476158602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203475741482017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067903613032842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127616004260875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663157220786924,0.0,0.0,0.1674438870419038,0.0,0.0,0.13662423897900727,0.0,0.12635216323828088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860016123469552,0.09673524041349343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522901169109372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423304331741306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081160158257674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833265799088615,0.08036706637275655,0.0,0.09957318071217257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031024047243035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003216882480962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713219101178806,0.0,0.08076937754495361
anxiety,isthisavailable10,2020/01/30,"I'm a veteran and I'm just fucking breaking down rapidly I'm fucking losing it yall. Like I dont know where to turn. I'm not a threat to myself or others but I definitely feel helpless. I got back from afganistan 6 months ago and I thought I just needed time and some relaxing. However alot of drinking later and I figured out it's the only thing that makes me feel close to normal. I used to be normal socially. Now I sound strait autistic when I open my mouth in public. I'm fucking angry and afraid. ALL THE TIME. I used to be physically and mentally fit and motivated and I used to be so fucking good at every thing I didnt. Now I spend 3/4ths of my day in bed. I can hardly do anything that used to mentally seem so easy. I cant walk around my house without a gun. So for sure cant leave it. I used to call that being prepared but its turned into paranoid. I haven't gotten a job since I've been back. I've just been drinking. My real fear is the money runs out soon and I dont know what to do. I lost every part of myself I used to be proud of now I'm just a burned out angry fucking asshole and I dont know how to be. I have ""panic attacks"" that consist of tunnel vision and sound amplification and time distortion. My fucking heart and lungs hurt right now and I just need some one to tell me what to fucking be and how to be It. I cant keep pushing through this. I'm strong enough for that but fuck man I'm realy getting tired of being tired. I've never fucking asked for help a day in my life but I dont think I go father without somthing at this point.",0.2535392373148433,2.4159046407185656,2.499571383548691,92.79691774346044,86.42514970059881,4.952915222187205,20.765521588402144,6.339386263674448,0.1996898203592812,1226,40,270,12,38,415,161,334,0.14400000000000002,0.706,0.15,-0.1851,2,0,2,1,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,5,21,24,11,3,10,0,25,17,3,10,3,66,68,26,0,4,13,1,3,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,17,22,2,1,10,3,2,4,13,18,0,1,7,5,37,6,38,52,6,39,0,4,0,9,9,17,9,5,18,174,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339070359128528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884793964933607,0.06366047022992961,0.0668536767759891,0.08135474944036387,0.0,0.10997598640212257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730213217447166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223811009332207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352441708679577,0.14010825324463624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389058151783576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205031859388142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047041230873055,0.07231681012205941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5950017556742376,0.0373618505997862,0.0,0.040641680619236766,0.059980522998846125,0.05719434565400635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406033208567044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474157020166585,0.04793270670342288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251476548405973,0.07655462866798328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096421173587038,0.06356278075302887,0.0,0.0,0.11790268752628145,0.0,0.0,0.07572044096797627,0.0,0.0,0.050510745940626205,0.03493694727733605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000316945252713,0.07806334042974446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047734536966965516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441337119744671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057079863311733786,0.0,0.0,0.10604986538886277,0.05515414137956096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013233603916514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048458099393309285,0.05438778132726672,0.0,0.08390343465069766,0.0,0.07744007566518596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760156054672246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139583736249735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061070501172279114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510145940041913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915512046011949,0.0,0.0,0.07289705322987007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739882069798442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250427556607895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501823635986063,0.04582173489244031,0.0,0.056772209001981114,0.12509693743162087,0.16438408982106226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556813453041873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37057828378886265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786922828218534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,worldcitizen531,2020/01/30,"Fixing issues with Ex-girlfriend Hello all,

I broke up with my ex girlfriend almost a year ago after 2,5 years of relationship. I was struggling with a lot of anxiety that eventually turned into a depression and it was just a shit show. My condition made me totally emotionally unstable and of course it impacted our relationship. She tried helping but I was at at a stage where I needed professional help.

I was not being myself, I was self destructive and broke up with her. After that, nothing was ever the same. We tried working things out but she just treated me like a stranger, I was so desperate that I was just texting her all the time, she was blocking/unblocking me often. She said she wanted to get to know each other again but I felt so hurt because I knew I was not mentally doing well. It’s been almost more than a year that I’m undergoing a treatment with a psychiatrist and psychotherapist. This LITTERALY impacted all aspects of my life.

Today, I feel a bit better and I would like to work things out with her but I just feel like it’s impossible. Plus, I feel like she wasn’t supportive at all. It was HARD for my family and good friends but they’re still here for me, she’s not.

What do you guys think?

Thanks!",3.1385030269675265,5.5667360295358685,4.46076316272244,81.43431480462306,76.89029535864978,8.003595670519173,25.494221243808475,8.841846274778883,2.1571274628508528,977,36,184,23,23,322,130,237,0.141,0.713,0.146,0.47600000000000003,0,0,0,1,0,0,26.0,2,1,0,3,13,18,2,1,12,0,17,2,1,1,6,52,33,14,0,3,12,1,5,4,2,1,1,1,0,2,14,18,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,7,1,0,17,6,37,11,27,14,10,21,0,4,0,0,24,9,1,4,15,143,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609842816349696,0.0,0.26229829330906096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019292167475384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983907663400701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158337440271934,0.1429870746437407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280565410064353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473254307620383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184713177491382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346837589684548,0.0,0.1986695408628513,0.187132285923482,0.12575328282081674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101188339491884,0.0,0.06842725955341672,0.0,0.0,0.1098527709281941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968248329840318,0.0,0.0,0.11732483536908432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557501622854216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402078152389353,0.0,0.0,0.1367003313142882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197857058194378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250912005776547,0.2559444482510713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134737757681727,0.0,0.1239285022998392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198857606548411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971137878353668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567079024973365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281228984583734,0.0,0.0,0.1245839914539482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366319510446285,0.0,0.13444047355283678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459409537328107,0.0,0.0,0.1369199617208398,0.0,0.0,0.1486250287336785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058106010382785,0.0,0.0,0.17402343345758384,0.08392131803799907,0.0,0.0,0.07637059790091551,0.0,0.1241457703251649,0.0,0.0,0.17784224933037954,0.1424595001166073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772504477864475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775920469658414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906977810524149,0.0,0.0,0.09303847260115604,0.0,0.0,0.2530242645380058
anxiety,aquanonymous,2020/01/30,"I need to vent. I'm scared and don't know why. Hi. This is hard to type. I've been mostly okay lately but yesterday, I started getting bad again. I have emetophobia, and that's usually where my panic attacks come from. Last night was one of my few panic attacks that I don't think was related to that, and the one I'm trying to ride out now, I also don't believe it an emetophobia related one.

I've been to a few psychiatrists (the docs that diagnose and can give meds, I guess). The first one diagnosed me with OCD, PTSD, general anxiety, and didn't officially diagnose but mentioned something about high functioning autism. I don't think the autism thing is something I have, but there are days where I don't know. The last psychiatrist diagnosed me with OCD, PTSD, general anxiety, and bipolar (I don't remember the number, but it's the one where you have mixed episodes). I got prescribed an antidepressant, but was too scared to take it (I don't remember what it was), and would honestly rather take something intermittently that could help panic attacks like hydroxyzine (I do not want to even look at benzos, are those it?). I am not currently on any antidepressants, nor am I currently in therapy (but as soon as everything's opened up today, I'm going to call and schedule an intake).

So, yesterday was a relatively normal day. Nothing out of the ordinary happened. My sleep has been terrible though (tossing and turning like crazy). I got home from school and my thoughts were just racing. It was pretty intense, but I thought it wasn't that big a deal. Then my husband gets home and I can't think straight. I got into the shower hoping to slow things down, and it didn't work. If anything, it made it worse. My heart started racing and it was really hard to focus. I ended up calming down enough to go to bed, but slept pretty poorly, and for only about 5 hours (and it was all broken sleep).

I got ready for school with no problem this morning. I felt hungry and stopped at Dunkin for some food. Before I even pulled into the drive through, it started again. Racing thoughts, heartbeat that feels slightly faster than normal (I do not want to take my pulse cause I don't want to know), dry throat, hard to swallow. I order my food and then when I get back in the main road, I start eating. It was going okay, but when I was done, I got scared again. Same racing thoughts and the weirdest episode of me talking to myself. Just rambling on and on to just myself, out loud. I thought it was helping, but then I realized I felt worse. I had a sudden burst of energy (no caffeine, mind you) that I didn't know how to handle. 

I tried to hold off the inevitable panic attack that I felt building up. I got to my parking spot for school and just lost it. Shaking, crying, dry mouth, everything just feeling generally uncomfortable. Now I'm sitting here still, going to miss my first class because I suck. I am still pretty shaky, I feel hungry again, like I never even ate, and it's been super hard to keep myself together long enough to type this out. 

This is not a normal panic attack for me. A normal panic attack is sort of like this, but after I'm done sobbing or get control of myself again, I'm good to go. I usually need a few minutes to gather myself, but am typically okay and functioning. This one though, I seriously feel like I could run around the block like 5 times and still have energy. I haven't had caffeine and I can't think of anything I've done differently. 

Now my question (I know nobody is a doctor that can diagnose me), do you think this is a manic episode? I haven't had a problem like this in months. I know manic episodes are usually characterized by risky behaviors and a lack of need for sleep. I don't think I have risky behaviors, and definitely am very tired, and feel like I could sleep (but probably won't be able to). Is this a direct result from me not sleeping well in the past few weeks?

Either way, I'm freaking out. I just wish I could take it out and not have to deal with it. It's scary, and I feel like a crazy person when I'm talking to myself out loud. I've been catching myself doing it more and more while walking around in campus. 

I just wish this would stop.",4.242772508536174,5.649188596833131,4.9659591461831845,83.43110201473613,71.0706455542022,7.965823366146842,27.344521874563213,8.45407965823868,1.8484778698508413,3302,114,647,53,61,1065,317,821,0.19,0.7020000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.997,4,0,3,0,0,0,126.0,0,3,0,6,43,45,7,11,31,3,76,22,9,5,2,151,155,60,0,24,30,1,13,9,0,3,8,2,4,1,45,47,5,6,30,0,1,13,28,27,1,8,45,16,84,18,84,102,15,106,0,3,1,0,17,35,2,9,64,441,129,9,0.043276856389176666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03460848641892702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029429746371280093,0.0,0.06621335336751041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122633076230507,0.07705115482546887,0.0,0.29540203075516785,0.0,0.03327723124235464,0.03613436740946351,0.026381169973583547,0.0,0.0368254172961031,0.04875819737953811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419050901596487,0.0,0.0,0.04445725267042557,0.0,0.03727917978452972,0.0,0.0,0.04853867434625269,0.13821219342761293,0.0,0.04753759461888892,0.055819984332034216,0.08923307731370793,0.0,0.2196254913217196,0.0,0.045215103917341175,0.0,0.04429569631174311,0.0,0.132861748469209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044283028165169484,0.0,0.0,0.03833044950929746,0.08943312256587753,0.0,0.08575186647389357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777888960295662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312924734864544,0.09275098455465776,0.12465770655289668,0.0,0.0,0.07362254387328268,0.1046610930569292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904414851078723,0.041515104078380737,0.12297617400757975,0.03629857388269719,0.2076747328229608,0.0,0.047674336388608914,0.0,0.03826958118093587,0.0,0.15507025153525644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128328319111377,0.0580151292013683,0.04572437483945839,0.08682043107506464,0.04298368322814215,0.042618986084472295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846645841013902,0.0,0.0,0.1427029709035254,0.07055282808451507,0.0488181790141735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028597429969185,0.0,0.0,0.03829865606117088,0.036341659812110017,0.0,0.047241800978856635,0.0,0.0,0.040949607906050414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807083137947058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043697288108087165,0.0,0.034543173884547224,0.0,0.0,0.09626772196055496,0.033377779580902184,0.0,0.0,0.0406123980665907,0.16960852285901007,0.04152531088868629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595310741891587,0.03291399941380551,0.0,0.3046563987185301,0.0,0.0,0.0413126563018402,0.0,0.03778768173286196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320843637755238,0.04665977079164802,0.08282021379464424,0.10117665844036873,0.0,0.04847998352974312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027724262370147586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980484839399486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998304886261242,0.13139546732082252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654055208647385,0.0,0.0,0.0999499150928835,0.0,0.0,0.1225263267880666,0.0,0.10368286024617256,0.07236277950140863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301552405337202,0.06956859573487174,0.0,0.0,0.04949085689645635,0.0,0.05750244079696231,0.16638037278787368,0.0850385833475292,0.17178494950619064,0.025235082983788983,0.049740380136603236,0.04102139962694189,0.0,0.0,0.05876428944157866,0.04707279248927533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299002961338134,0.035707938840122105,0.07657743348906629,0.03435115422987332,0.034714083775661264,0.0,0.038911091235383284,0.0,0.03905063160682158,0.0,0.09953249813912804,0.0,0.0,0.031506066876192576,0.0,0.08820562781169541,0.06148527421040409,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wickedlilpixie,2020/01/30,"Fiance Sick In Another Country I'm trying to keep it together but I'm having a helluva time. I have GAD and it's taking a beating.

My fiance is travelling for work and in another country (15 hours away). He called me last night in a severe amount of pain and ended up in the ER. After all sorts of tests, he was diagnosed with Diverticulitis. He's going to have to stay in the hospital for 3 to 5 days, getting antibiotics and fluids.

I'm a mess. I feel helpless and terrified, and theres absolutely nothing I can do because I'm in Canada and he's across the world. I hardly slept and my stomach isn't enjoying the added stress. I know I'm probably going to be a mess until hes home. I hate this so much.",1.6564774951076338,3.6732750000000043,4.479882583170255,81.51849315068493,79.82191780821918,7.733072407045009,24.81213307240705,8.634040054169528,1.971054403131116,554,21,111,13,14,198,91,146,0.276,0.7240000000000001,0.0,-0.9925,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,1,9,0,10,5,2,0,1,15,24,11,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,6,1,0,2,2,10,1,21,21,3,22,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,1,8,65,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40728944407214657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246543678845886,0.0,0.0,0.1183878015914548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983087641240346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524852454527655,0.0,0.0,0.1971177102232939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201123589142978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819773798969694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146601349853693,0.0,0.22074652342506307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397282029072167,0.19174085276172367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480712907144676,0.0,0.19125641787872924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262158769855684,0.0,0.0,0.10673200508010447,0.15830598531735626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427657171066854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822516791057852,0.0,0.1863484550319768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665171575758606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093897917459961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940051583387696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700060007934767,0.0,0.0,0.22246537332894545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602074896435172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132446362469985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185493755657382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413862235071726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wwwoman,2020/01/30,Viibyrd for anxiety? Is anyone else using this medicine? Has it worked for you?  I am on week 3 and I might feel a tiny bit better but not what i was hoping for. Any comments about your experience are appreciated!,1.854634146341468,4.5406281219512215,3.725073170731708,82.96078048780491,84.85365853658536,6.206829268292682,22.83414634146341,7.554174236665415,1.2577473170731708,167,6,32,3,5,56,37,41,0.1,0.7340000000000001,0.166,0.5972,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,5,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984177140755084,0.0,0.23605924404145906,0.0,0.0,0.2157630100051304,0.3161718393616998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27290975841900283,0.3368842846770296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777505032336906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018458340895469,0.0,0.0,0.1560249328536666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064848781373324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273496075689648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665099661134304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475204760644368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246464784296217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marnixdevink,2020/01/30,"I once worked a summer in a supermarket and earned about 400 dollars then my alleged 'friends' went out to drink with me and left me to pay our bill, literally just left bc they dont care about me. so i worked for nothing. and now im gonna live on disability benefit, bc im not going to work again and taking advantage of. i also carry a knife, so if u want to beat me up you will get a disease bc its rusty and filthy.",3.078333333333333,3.4595059444444445,4.944444444444446,86.33000000000004,72.8888888888889,8.222222222222221,26.11111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.3877777777777776,325,10,76,5,6,112,66,90,0.048,0.873,0.079,0.3716,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,1,6,8,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,9,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,11,4,13,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,45,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333571457421653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082427435277993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393751750705564,0.2000836438851872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780020622724214,0.0,0.10671027633535034,0.0,0.11607789496478065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412421658064256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438284656099565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035324944088912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597986010768606,0.0,0.0,0.21751567326089533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356781975972156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046977599455473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893383921556535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460812776687893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aliyapplesauce,2020/01/30,"Anxiety Meds RE What do I need to know Hi

I’ve been going to therapy for a few years and it’s helped me out so much. But a couple of life events have happened to where my anxiety is crippling my thoughts, attitude, and actions so I think it’s best for me to try medication so I can get control of my anxiety.

I will be talking to my therapist but I would really like to hear everyone’s experience and any outside information they may have on what works/ does not work. Having some kind of knowledge going into this meeting with my therapist will keep me feeling less overwhelmed.

Any information is much appreciated, thank you",3.649586776859504,5.952129661157027,5.376033057851242,76.11132231404963,74.70247933884298,9.028099173553716,30.834710743801647,9.573946990214177,3.3163487603305803,503,24,91,14,11,171,82,121,0.043,0.8270000000000001,0.13,0.9285,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,4,4,5,0,1,2,0,13,2,0,1,0,22,25,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,15,4,15,18,6,9,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186908278464186,0.0,0.3690208423753005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687433520299499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803441107074686,0.0,0.1779154702082099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407118873142988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364552965982767,0.0,0.15728735726985107,0.0,0.0,0.081302262894504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400821315436903,0.0,0.18276583807292293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142189577242873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812264911072016,0.0,0.10777680915596953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292106917785902,0.0,0.16744217682129522,0.08836816116060284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357353673456926,0.07855581205750538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786058530205531,0.161983009077327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640413928369644,0.1192266918468796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300873498311368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292401028659474,0.0,0.14803748485169824,0.1838819188071022,0.3733883863094548,0.0,0.10303028383634567,0.0,0.12765245185981525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091685512988878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341198514052803,0.0,0.0,0.11422342336731164,0.0,0.0,0.10354604528108652
anxiety,robinpoppin,2020/01/30,"A recommendation for a natural pill :) Hey :)

So I'm dealing with a lot right now. Moving to a new country by myself, starting university, feeling completely alone. 

Anyhowww, my mom suggested that I'll take Valerian. Which supposed to help with enxiaty and stress. 

Before I buy it I would like to know from people who use natural pills. What you use to calm yourself down? 
And does it even work? The natural stuff?
Thank you :)",2.1475541125541118,5.0166378571428565,3.769642857142859,79.46494047619048,92.50649350649351,7.241991341991342,27.19588744588745,8.07648339933343,2.733970562770564,333,16,57,9,12,110,61,77,0.055,0.637,0.308,0.9659,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,10,9,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,10,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297108965851852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872970259387853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325459815013835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286590808671541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940927499100383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649233640592504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214532105490146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866332663769066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189175862480202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835696880108574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188560672452459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259761549971101,0.0,0.23573110270563502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142092832827181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376349907136724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941020626848248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698638951390256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540633952096812,0.0,0.2539001843906702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676090619320116,0.0,0.0,0.2041974070069344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831162772190123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146811273407885,0.0,0.0,0.1575555467888831,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cjbeames,2020/01/30,"When I silence the anxiety, live in the moment and listen to myself i become afraid and angry. My jaw clenches and I find it hard to focus. My true fear gets to stand and shout at me: other people are experiencing a world that I am no invited to. A part of the human experience I am banned from. And the distraction process starts again.",2.1956493506493544,4.669643803030303,4.178051948051948,81.90136363636367,80.66666666666667,6.8017316017316025,21.549783549783545,7.957251820313856,1.2622147186147197,265,8,50,5,7,90,49,66,0.244,0.716,0.039,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,6,0,3,1,1,0,1,8,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,9,1,8,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568191954517749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37076815549557396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283913094618424,0.0,0.37776997238112003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068352049879659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753959606300844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007325200458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964403478726885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635439959347045,0.0,0.23274082433140456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376190833646315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chelsearain89,2020/01/30,"Terrified to start Zoloft I’ve been suffering from moderate anxiety for years, but this winter is has become severe and started to veer towards OCD. My anxieties all revolve around health stuff, especially things that might cause me to be sick - people who have stomach viruses, food safety, etc.

I finally saw a psychiatrist yesterday. She was great. I felt so much better after the appt. she wants me to start a small dose of klonopin (took my first one last night) and then start 25mg of Zoloft on Sat. I asked her if it would interact with any of my current meds and she said no.

When I picked up the Zoloft the pharmacist told me that there’s a possibility of interaction with the spironolactone I take for acne (100mg a day). So of course I did the bad thing and I tried to get more info online. This ended up in a reading spiral about interactions and side effects that has me completely freaked me out to the point of not wanting to take the Zoloft. I’m terrified that it will make me sick. I plan on calling the doctor today but I’m worried she’s just gonna day take it and we’ll see what happens. 

I want to get better but I’m so scared that this is going to cause the exact thing that makes me so anxious. 

Help!",4.163075149838633,5.581954825726143,4.859052558782854,84.07266366989398,71.28215767634855,8.177132319041034,26.666897187644075,8.680891452615391,1.818435500230521,967,32,194,17,18,311,150,241,0.179,0.7340000000000001,0.087,-0.9742,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,5,9,7,0,1,14,0,13,11,1,6,2,31,41,16,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,5,9,1,0,0,18,10,1,0,3,1,0,2,2,4,0,2,9,4,25,3,30,26,4,32,0,1,2,0,15,11,0,2,19,125,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996588805853562,0.0,0.17991353158699658,0.13284431866949584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046808889180097,0.10993167796391214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818354337402577,0.0,0.12986998136541436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799930390818933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007352196106097,0.0,0.0,0.2415966244209702,0.0,0.0,0.12329188875834216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167288777183247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035933466951135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415069148149472,0.0,0.13114500891053274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290576640930715,0.1288151535390631,0.0,0.1000228141228706,0.14219146073990346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287285086903815,0.0,0.06682965487024263,0.0,0.0,0.12964445322233464,0.0,0.0,0.1039853013394708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499369620034975,0.0,0.0,0.07881874462814656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585233052373804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569857634963646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306170523006204,0.0,0.0,0.12474543032724072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644288891626746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035115412176827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968268065641794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152276853035051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111614699784065,0.13256614382906068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176227860386982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185593506518077,0.0,0.11772906912758095,0.0,0.0937047739567764,0.0,0.0,0.13284431866949584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329259589447121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461352067883758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26524131222826786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23436663465522345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114624845620036,0.11236320559452674,0.13064788801861452,0.07983654585468092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080745921810768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941933220092532,0.0,0.08353324715627984,0.0,0.0,0.07572472560821235
anxiety,EndeavourBeaver,2020/01/30,"Insane mood rollercoasters Anyone else have this as well? You get dizzy from worrying, then you either don't care anymore or the worry is gone. Then you feel insanely high for a while because the worry's gone. A while later, extremely tired after such dramatic mood swings.",5.938061224489798,8.303235816326534,5.5630102040816345,76.99716836734696,68.38775510204081,8.981632653061224,26.535714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.6648326530612247,221,7,35,5,4,68,40,49,0.282,0.6809999999999999,0.038,-0.9122,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,2,4,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358081510170044,0.16625727486504813,0.243627804414186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494496778480415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424266811932829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862986428463766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022579841945995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422722493446052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25122153584249635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732865071459352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378759438007175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7244138377806099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrassBadass,2020/01/30,"I experienced my first big anxiety attack and don't know what to do now. I've struggled with anxiety a lot throughout my life. I thought I knew the extent of how bad my anxiety attacks could get, but a few nights ago I had one that really scared me. I was sobbing, shaking, couldn't catch my breath and could not figure out how to calm down which scared me even more. My boyfriend was holding me and once I had been able to talk again, he helped me catch my breath. I felt embarrassed, sad, and terrified all at the same time. After I was breathing normally again, my entire body was aching. The next day I almost felt like I had the flu; my whole body felt weak and still kind of does. I am mostly just wondering if anyone has advice on calming down days after an anxiety attack. I've never really had the feelings linger like this. 

I also want to thank you all as this subreddit has really helped me with working through my anxiety.",5.856870342771982,6.100781284153007,6.051187282662692,81.30974664679584,66.75956284153007,9.714654744162944,29.75111773472429,9.573946990214177,2.4790590163934425,737,24,146,14,11,235,111,183,0.27399999999999997,0.648,0.079,-0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,9,18,3,5,8,0,17,8,5,2,3,36,28,11,0,6,4,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,9,0,0,3,4,12,0,2,14,5,27,6,17,11,9,23,0,2,0,0,5,6,1,5,16,102,32,1,0.11361757960003435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110257838247028,0.10071512902295528,0.0,0.11377159394406453,0.0,0.0,0.09085993735724658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345856870451769,0.0,0.0,0.07944405339665205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877691974841661,0.0,0.0,0.09486593315655832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524070353715789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142878432806508,0.0,0.0,0.14654787898835706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942750956334773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504333977290903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574484620720716,0.0,0.3272720820954462,0.0,0.0,0.09664305516622178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936049594835473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231093730022524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831522520923027,0.062441250391774526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025145654252132,0.11101562069390948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659360317285354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762888168915134,0.0,0.12083358486797414,0.10662240178871124,0.11132110471173967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099901419737652,0.07699021238305491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183589925085412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275020358533022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073514583439816,0.0,0.0,0.1187777632192632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913215067250842,0.0,0.10460380229247672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019966699563144,0.0662513243531519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701459217808227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684997010575336,0.0,0.0,0.12321341847477768,0.08271495112766711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hsebcdhvfu,2020/01/30,"Everything seems to be suddenly going wrong Just feeling an impending sense of doom after a particularly bad month topped by toxic work environment which came to a head yesterday. 

Corona virus, the seeming instability of our government, a recent health scare, my wife’s miscarriage and an angry work environment/bosses make me feel hopeless and on the verge of panic.",11.845591397849464,11.40811796774194,11.311935483870974,50.77123655913979,54.806451612903224,14.718279569892475,41.63440860215054,13.5591,6.258531182795697,302,13,41,10,3,99,52,62,0.307,0.672,0.021,-0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,2,7,0,1,2,1,1,0,9,8,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,8,6,0,10,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,23,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011551276215744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741201020638689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540109779370167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423700070704505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621071508012597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459718846386686,0.25475936951963274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998244450578986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130333391496246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812026140976247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23664648079927345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399527683140221,0.0,0.0,0.43637547476290395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489671014081113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26204292704947124,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kirb123,2020/01/30,Has anyone had success switching from Prozac to Zoloft? Prozac has stopped being effective for me... so I am thinking of switching to Zoloft but I am afraid of the side effects of it and also if it will work,2.881,5.347857099999999,3.0599999999999987,90.935,78.0,5.0,27.5,5.985473137389443,1.0162499999999994,164,7,31,1,4,50,30,40,0.035,0.857,0.10800000000000001,0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,2,0,7,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,7,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806684321635806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202759731249468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025140849690379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38513575332688005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375797191968016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nas2k,2020/01/30,"Looking people in the eye I struggle with looking people in the eye when they're talking to me, I've been like this for more than twenty years, I usually start looking at the floor or on patterns on a carpet for example and start counting the patterns and make sure that they are in even numbers and then I look them in the eye for a couple of seconds because I'll be tripping that they think that I'm uninterested in the conversation. It's a nightmare. Anyone else?",9.268369565217393,6.879576489130436,9.027826086956527,71.30304347826089,61.28260869565217,10.93913043478261,41.47826086956522,8.841846274778883,3.756034782608696,375,17,69,4,4,122,60,92,0.027000000000000003,0.917,0.055999999999999994,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,9,0,3,3,3,1,1,8,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,7,7,2,15,10,1,16,0,0,7,0,5,9,0,1,7,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032886516793247,0.20563318714653728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234028771104392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220624385036825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765283483774598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325555061518007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804822011099999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6741246308275818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396380485909973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27826982553679364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841023746566095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980738025191215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891503099729808,0.0,0.0,0.16130903266193156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859565298987535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210344395924392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923939264877798
anxiety,petri707,2020/01/30,"Will some alcohol help ? My dad to put it short and sweet has basically ruined my day, I also have a date later today that I don’t want to put off but I also am literally trembling atm on top of my chest aching. I hate alcohol but was wondering if a shot of whiskey would help to at least stop my trembling . I also have wine, which definitely tastes better so I’m wondering maybe how much of that I could take to help? I’m pretty light weight.",3.0818681318681307,4.408835428571429,4.781098901098903,83.93890109890113,73.83516483516482,8.276923076923078,23.98901098901099,8.841846274778883,1.5532153846153849,348,10,74,7,7,118,63,91,0.185,0.58,0.235,0.5661,0,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,2,2,0,9,7,1,1,0,12,16,9,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,6,1,2,2,1,2,1,4,0,0,1,4,10,2,10,12,3,12,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,4,5,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720310310394464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175833647121122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394052702564134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389714844241693,0.0,0.0,0.11225328085426137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718466534790733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500030680750351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486507707198232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795296548937402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707998740087275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499535729957405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455206322246309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087026935889864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498702923194428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026641653093828,0.0,0.0,0.21195626290649786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775178614536403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364610698002038,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happychartorg,2020/01/30,"Happychart - keeping a happiness diary Dear all,
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I wanted to reach out to those searching for tools and support in their journey towards peace.

[Happychart.org](https://Happychart.org) (Free, non-profit, no ads) - allows you to keep a private daily happiness diary.

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Simply open the Android app (or via a webpage) and fill in how happy you are from 1-10 each day - or whenever you feel like it!

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Over a few days you will start to see patterns where you are happier or less happy. These insights can help you to start doing more of the things that make you happy and perhaps less of the things that impact your happiness.

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You may also use it together with a friend or loved one and depending on your privacy settings you can keep track of each others Happychart and/or diary entries.

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Best wishes,

Happychart Team",11.370408163265305,10.62957243537415,9.296598639455784,65.81387755102043,55.938775510204074,11.66530612244898,41.408163265306115,10.608840637214634,4.6159959183673465,696,30,101,12,7,208,98,147,0.012,0.684,0.303,0.9941,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,11,1,2,3,13,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,5,1,27,20,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,3,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,13,14,17,18,8,15,0,0,1,1,16,8,0,6,5,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200105630956883,0.0,0.4200209388366088,0.4710397887102494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136340231522403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000014259472779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392017145887297,0.05538775419156836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059899817363649875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951955020484777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196701249630185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673782364077092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037877451548429066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997423944383893,0.0,0.0517521635991889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253662540486816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178171426287848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975287382745752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798061240572694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301554441399467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669613979993147,0.0,0.0,0.045729455952180316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915616746505868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710397887102494,0.0
anxiety,mernamaryllis,2020/01/30,"Can't do my dream job without benzos :( I'm 26 and I've been on benzos for 9 years. The majority of the time I was on about 10-15 mg a day, but since moving to the UK 2 years ago the doctors here just won't tolerate it. In the 2 years I've been here I've come from 15mg a day to now 1.5 mg a day, and my doctor is planning on taking me off them completely and to do it soon.

After being in a career I didn't want to be in my entire adult life I'm finally doing a job I've always wanted (chef). The salary, the place, the boss, the people - everything is just perfect! But I have bad anxiety and I don't think I'll be able to work anymore if I can't take something for my anxiety. I get very dizzy, foggy brain, heart racing, out of breath etc and I'm like that the majority of the time when outside of my house, sometimes even inside.

I don't know if I'll be able to continue working without benzos. I know they're bad. I've been to therapy almost 10 years now. I meditate and do breathing exercises.
I've been thinking recently of finding a dealer to get benzos from. I know, wtf is wrong with me!
I don't want to be jobless again, it sucks and puts a toll on me and I get depressed and feel sorry for my SO who's working and supporting us...

Can anyone help me or has anyone been in a similar situation? :(",1.3141489361702128,2.740170432624115,3.930797872340429,87.80875,78.71631205673759,6.969503546099293,23.09751773049645,7.793537801064563,1.0270113475177305,1010,32,227,16,24,357,142,282,0.141,0.7859999999999999,0.073,-0.9516,4,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,1,5,12,8,1,0,19,0,28,8,4,1,1,35,48,17,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,13,0,0,7,2,0,3,9,5,0,0,7,1,24,3,34,35,3,33,0,1,0,0,5,11,1,4,20,137,29,9,0.21949895583703571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972862902701913,0.0,0.109898248856156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913203574755758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679161004202703,0.0,0.108841991530728,0.15347877352618386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327245964641445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251671368862295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453945734390112,0.11507023952636855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123380017290052,0.0,0.09452706451373408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466648226634334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239967884344433,0.07248849509320318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863575406597573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549263363844557,0.0,0.0,0.12022518854763667,0.1003090345380907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201871740931515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300536597565773,0.07356276162907617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663616227100208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781884442375288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094632860163387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751930193150919,0.053618051250728674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664632636101273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760864692407059,0.0,0.1146648454392076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032853831731336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836436916886638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078590225400954,0.12336301150328186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449050997604007,0.10854503994829807,0.12285555520768185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454240695177946,0.0,0.0,0.16503589780734845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550809276166788,0.0,0.0,0.14064606792099232,0.0,0.0,0.12799160631241982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201510883917633,0.0,0.0,0.09055481317792463,0.19419925676179509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158916058839725,0.0,0.2396967811039633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199938253422208,0.0,0.2827002620061962
anxiety,Dorocia13,2020/01/30,"Anybody else feel anxious when people around you laugh out loud? Maybe it's because I was bullied at school and now I always think it's me they laugh at, especially when I'm alone.",3.5408333333333366,5.4163225277777824,3.84,88.90500000000002,73.72222222222223,5.911111111111111,25.88888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.8361222222222221,145,5,29,1,3,45,29,36,0.201,0.626,0.17300000000000001,-0.0422,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,4,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642759429304823,0.0,0.0,0.2926592929346137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973435917413562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131054515988942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440530403460564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29381700581374026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784024693563694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533501076303195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438384266709839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35595951137243736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536803364353966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisisathroawayk,2020/01/30,"I'm terrified of going to bed because I'm afraid the world will end while I'm sleeping. Things are terrifying right now, and I appear to be in a safe little bubble, safe from war and riots and disease, and violence. I'm waiting for that bubble to pop.

I just want to kiss my husband one more time. I want to pet my dog. I want to call my dad. But it's 3am and everyone is sleeping.

I'm petrified.",0.9493235294117676,2.72032385882353,3.5466911764705884,88.55886029411766,81.0,6.602941176470589,23.56617647058824,7.645422480735847,1.1022058823529408,308,11,68,5,8,108,57,85,0.23399999999999999,0.635,0.13,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,14,15,7,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,10,13,1,10,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562750481978494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774389366491109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064803483707345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596236686447859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544149624414278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723175841479848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841128487747402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203270635252946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437980403491487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805072671110682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843208745898674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807720524524644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notcoolcozimenglish,2020/01/30,Sometimes I’m ok Woke up today and I feel really happy. Works just as shit as usual but today I feel like I can do anything. Weird right. Everything feels fine no impending doom or dark cloud. Anxiety says to me you might be going manic but I can actually stop them thoughts today. Wish everyday was like this. :) there is some light at the end of the tunnel,0.6591038961038933,3.153168157142858,2.5689610389610387,87.97876623376624,96.0,5.974025974025973,17.79220779220779,7.348242739294969,0.8072857142857144,281,8,54,6,11,93,58,70,0.17300000000000001,0.591,0.235,0.7612,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,2,8,1,0,2,1,7,1,1,0,0,13,15,6,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,5,7,5,6,10,1,11,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,3,9,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.18978399218307998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487763276656793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600401034682589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225116160832296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747856843952706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950041201967399,0.13893623332872002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105272131902067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070271031931863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002577457928213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631207506687746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458858320546125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608447780346788,0.0,0.15465794839439614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996304690041376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234525324747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259361664022698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543950435128137,0.0,0.0,0.5530316362316103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419175455046624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364189099953613,0.0,0.0,0.1415834326653882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Llersej,2020/01/30,"My mind is a freaking mess So a new case of corona virus was just confired on my country,and the woman infected was said to be admitted right at the city that i live in.Now my anxiety is skyrocketing and i cant seem to calm down. 

I told my mom about it since my parents' job basically revolved around them going around the city and she told me that im overreacting.I also told her that my the news is making my anxiety high but she just shouted at me saying 'just stop  thinking'. 

Can anyone please,please give me infos that can calm me down i literally cant stop crying",3.3672030651340985,4.8147747241379335,4.898735632183911,82.8976053639847,73.3103448275862,7.914176245210728,25.819923371647512,8.515128840125781,1.6982118773946362,452,15,92,8,9,152,73,116,0.157,0.8029999999999999,0.04,-0.8571,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,0,17,20,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,3,19,2,11,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,3,59,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605597540895184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260303853467208,0.0,0.0,0.11896154113362135,0.0,0.0,0.3029103873329793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688404127754965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320788812362533,0.09669098558157052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975574959975155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377374910578304,0.0,0.16883159035782555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023130326897688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356566350829428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717866850432494,0.19925870452819272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431632891617576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889135023197064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186755872989196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529337513452015,0.1618362480787897,0.13529726324089428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548834638803216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073647576419776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28447902717244283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901489899781357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487710543162348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaynaitsabhe,2020/01/30,"If you feel anxious, restless, about to pass out, your heart is racing, relax your jaw. It might be the missing piece of the puzzle. So I just had a massive panic attack at work. Went to the restroom. My heart was racing. I had such a hard time calming myself down.

Then I remembered that my jaw muscles are super tight and that when I do an excercise to stretch those muscles, I get tired and sleepy. It calms me down.

So I am in the restroom and I feel like I am dying. I take a couple deep breaths and then I open my mouth wide until I feel a stretch around my jaw. Hold for couple seconds. Close again. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat.

After like 5 minutes I feel like a different person. I feel like my perception is totally different. I no longer feel anxious but totally relaxed.

It seems that stretching / relaxing the area around my jaw is able to calm my nervous system down within seconds.

Maybe you should give it a shot!

Peace!",1.5381199902841869,4.212517424581009,2.6072285644887043,90.23174155938791,87.04469273743017,4.900752975467573,22.86640757833374,6.498293943080001,0.7629560845275685,725,27,136,8,23,230,106,179,0.096,0.731,0.17300000000000001,0.9541,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,2,9,16,1,3,12,0,13,9,8,0,2,28,25,12,1,2,3,0,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,9,3,0,2,1,5,0,2,4,8,27,11,18,18,3,30,0,1,0,0,6,17,0,4,14,98,35,1,0.13346410178639248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015528919448187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376226932452824,0.0,0.1518346832853403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953509801977127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851466639007126,0.2788831599614781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049007600645818,0.2860403429507618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972948465573155,0.12803092781423486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955762017940265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31631120644294164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608152744026065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408262903896925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158432083824654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659136699916246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653570572949006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118881005224194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150070570522632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034839473096092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782399104152096,0.15339735164095097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372255947560405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716345565027426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CreyzWillieG,2020/01/30,Lsd microdosing Tried citalopram to no avail gut wrenching anxiety on a daily and draining depression will Lsd microdosing work to any extent and If so in what ways?,4.283275862068965,7.69266551724138,5.1409482758620735,71.11762931034484,83.48275862068967,8.417241379310347,31.38793103448276,8.841846274778883,3.881682758620689,136,7,20,4,4,44,25,29,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,12,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368232200187498,0.0,0.414238853517685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663850903225785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676365966688119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298100616113509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942116312764613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sk8er_girl90,2020/01/30,"I can't stop overthink about unimportant things this is not something that I need to overthink I know that it such a stupid thing.. but I can't stop overthink about small things. For example on Dec I bought a dress that I really really like it's the first time that I buy a dress this expensive (around $5000) I bought it for my sister wedding but since the beginning of the month I've been thinking ""what if one of my relative wear the same dress"" I've been thinking about this almost every day and I can't STOP IT. I don't even know why I'm thinking about it, I thought maybe she will look better in the dress but I also look cute in the dress so it not about that .

How can I stop overthinking about these small things that happen in evey day life & might be normal to some people",4.113833992094861,4.930171732919259,4.26352343308865,90.5641840767928,70.80124223602485,7.842123094297007,23.95313382269904,8.00094639256281,0.9595291925465844,623,15,137,8,11,193,87,161,0.025,0.835,0.139,0.9543,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,4,1,0,9,0,11,2,1,1,0,25,25,8,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,21,2,0,4,6,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,5,2,16,3,17,17,2,17,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,4,11,90,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871646009345893,0.0,0.0,0.11876750408126,0.0,0.16091609252080666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220996195018506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134957268516065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915599583501313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809284952186373,0.0,0.1251304111507842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632690251314865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133144813317232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632400742603548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490063574406364,0.07255699578575554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494306268010641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149203420273706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755109425887293,0.0,0.0,0.11854336811068872,0.0,0.0,0.11012209474139234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551330479348434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006377027035477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296169851894592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902852037120965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285325881105508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433421083509752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496661229603194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946674401975982,0.2854875154742175,0.0,0.11790443213614593,0.08660037266550341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401181411396595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jamieluke97,2020/01/30,What is the medication everyone says is good it starts with a a but can't think of it I got a doctors appointment in about a hour and want to ask about it. Any help please.,0.3801351351351343,2.4540815405405425,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,84.94594594594595,6.943243243243244,20.06081081081081,8.07648339933343,0.7261945945945945,135,4,33,3,4,45,30,37,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322985247150414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29313393552299594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209393880095712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996176286394509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629971545214119,0.2507805769217305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017098286642374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087909763349358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315876193515579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441919756544227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493535094246483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193761250344016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091498522242174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494433760456253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheBigMiddleChode,2020/01/30,"Agoraphobia help Hi, I’ve been agoraphobic since i was 15, and i’m now 21; I’ve been prescribed .5 mg xanax slow release. It did not help, and i swear i still have panic and fear when trying to leave my home. I have another appointment soon, and i would like to suggest an increase in the dosage, how do I recommend an increase in my dose without making the doctor think I’m only saying that to abuse the drug, i know the drug is extremely easy to abuse and dangerous, and i want to be as safe as possible about it.",3.2547857142857133,4.568353752380951,4.7001785714285695,84.74169642857143,73.38095238095238,8.29761904761905,26.458333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8759761904761905,404,14,85,8,8,135,69,105,0.16,0.643,0.19699999999999998,0.0877,0,0,2,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,2,6,0,10,5,0,2,0,15,16,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,1,10,2,11,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,52,13,1,0.0,0.4547603373531705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123277495898886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642646198815605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451058217051409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159503946673528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572644188864336,0.0,0.1924998535336311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054678822238356,0.0,0.0,0.2032033718018665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375679006176373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281004011478286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595504739859105,0.0,0.2251632532619546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634797735677055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526133265984582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587486784701318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532583606891619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296720559106325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029326128007107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131925941708467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849929272500516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632627865835695,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deviLz0r,2020/01/30,"How do you get over the anxiety of your first day in University / College? I've been at home for an year now (longer than I've ever been at home) mainly due to my injury and in 3 days - I start my first semester in a entirely new University and the anxiety is killing me - I'm afraid of failing, getting bullied, underperforming, interacting with other people and especially the fact that it's 2 hours away from where I live and I have to spend 4 hours travelling back & forth for the next 4 years is haunting me, please help!",6.176245954692553,6.223412854368931,7.029271844660197,75.2419012944984,66.08737864077669,10.750161812297735,32.70064724919093,10.504223727775694,3.253616181229773,416,16,83,10,6,139,75,103,0.19,0.764,0.047,-0.937,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,5,3,1,1,6,0,6,0,0,1,2,8,10,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,9,0,16,8,1,24,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,15,52,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578312109774005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905834519406398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844032375544086,0.14604022049387858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497118646816554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179758755440813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230993727293541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984554293407753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730239181925965,0.0,0.3810195266918144,0.0,0.3740747587846176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012332439069675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770681690634234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343026978158414,0.20198686500717716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166973758086778,0.0,0.0,0.20848007250197986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344295417046251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446103077449956
anxiety,StesnieMoore,2020/01/30,"My husband has anxiety and is nearing his breaking point. I’m panicking and need help. What do I do? My husband (25) has been suffering from anxiety his whole life. He’s on a few meds to try and keep it under control, but recently he’s been in a downward spiral. He loves video games (like WoW, Smash, Destiny) but when he doesn’t do well he gets incredibly depressed and can only see that he “isn’t good at anything.” Last night he told me he feels like he’s a waste of life and that it’s just not worth it anymore. He is good at so many things and I try to tell him, but he shrugs me off. I’ve suggested counseling to get a new perspective, but he says no. 
I’m at a loss. I don’t know what to do, but am terrified to lose him. I told him I need him and that I wish he could see himself the way I and so many others do, but I know it’s not that simple. 
What do I do?",0.6761251167133508,2.1951605714285733,2.8559352629940875,94.38868347338938,80.85185185185185,6.563460939931527,22.22875816993464,7.510576382923642,0.6286324929971991,664,21,163,10,17,226,99,189,0.157,0.7020000000000001,0.142,0.1334,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,0,0,6,0,19,3,0,1,0,26,35,17,0,4,9,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,13,8,0,2,3,2,1,0,6,4,1,0,4,4,20,7,15,30,2,17,0,4,2,1,30,10,0,0,7,97,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277613669126559,0.0,0.1476332567662568,0.0,0.0,0.12250252879168988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166963826101207,0.11885592746053185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821649246262454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527019779188396,0.1063485936007039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555507705480989,0.0,0.0,0.2497204078644293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978051598729057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231731519704346,0.0,0.0,0.16362371063876727,0.12134416810829896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029433301327494,0.1454550291900966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654092951570684,0.0,0.0,0.1343557264913263,0.0,0.0,0.301849808743251,0.0,0.0,0.1653545351018019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207617932856646,0.0,0.14377394411002214,0.0,0.13969894027125898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321791022185415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072475887151073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698540988478814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183827638539724,0.0,0.0,0.2372509417649536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011384702274265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889874059117333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844921898998161,0.0,0.20213800099471008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816144998725328,0.0,0.0,0.133846767715326,0.0,0.0,0.16620153082211692,0.17118645013018433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AquilaSailsAway,2020/01/30,"I can’t get help because I feel like I am making things up Context: I think I’ve been struggling with anxiety and depression for a Long time. I’ve seen a few Therapists in the past and even had a low dose of Ativan and Prozac prescribed to me. But I still feel like I don’t actually have any issues and I’m making things up and just not trying hard enough. 

Things are getting worse for me and feel myself losing control of things again. I’m generally pretty out of touch with reality so it’s easy for me to ignore my mental state and just continue as if things are Normal but physically I’m deteriorating. I’ve thé typical gut issues and food makes me nauseous which is really sad because food was something I really enjoyed. My heart has always been in the high 90s-100s and fluctuates a lot. 

But I can’t see a doctor or a therapist for this because I just feel like I’m making this up and I will be shamed for wasting public health resources for something so trivial. I know I need to eventually see someone if I ever want to get better but I can’t bring myself to go there. And whenever I get close to telling the Doctors about my REAL problems I start panicking and having anxiety attacks and backing out. 

Once again I’m trying to confront my fears but I don’t know how to push myself anymore",4.316716114610848,5.661615193050197,5.581142044299941,79.3279048973786,70.81467181467181,8.23255435887015,29.075594391383863,8.6894789155246,2.277481853281853,1041,40,196,18,19,348,141,259,0.175,0.73,0.095,-0.9694,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,15,16,2,3,9,0,18,9,2,6,1,52,46,25,0,6,12,0,6,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,9,18,2,2,7,0,0,3,6,11,0,0,5,9,28,5,28,39,3,24,0,4,3,0,3,10,0,4,13,130,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.09689136263169316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261607892157477,0.0,0.0,0.0675196608238909,0.0,0.151911032632942,0.0,0.09846762333019764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295512977272255,0.0,0.07634681380858396,0.0,0.18157624869904349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781270859648309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136062089541288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855171359155064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032522029374784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259167758174023,0.0,0.06557919172762743,0.08981223381766996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172729223215334,0.2008132218039567,0.2127954124784405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401203671791673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749680686517247,0.0,0.056428006233275665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889430939655813,0.0,0.0,0.10553915147411702,0.0,0.11765748312322047,0.06655106362305037,0.10490386976482782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726302960433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913284892560793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552220149606826,0.0,0.0,0.08786729707547368,0.0,0.1110785596403761,0.0,0.08441162721840527,0.0,0.0,0.2651036776505273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005956783527722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362124762095004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728175866524964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573913121292404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478221477152672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101221317315386,0.0,0.09500579234066428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130121773527176,0.12721365438960822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824033744262453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412691863461601,0.15287444844204745,0.0,0.0,0.07027699051800926,0.0,0.07929201369654831,0.0,0.0,0.10379801499648583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678262309801392,0.0,0.0,0.23056346210275874,0.3298147094248883,0.06362013338853613,0.0,0.0,0.05789598803987452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482089996957594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058562995760774325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118357796001937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheZenAlchemist445,2020/01/30,"I have bad anxiety and panic attacks Hello, I have anxiety and it's making me extremely hard cope, I can't sleep cz of it, I can't go outside cz of it, how do I cope with this? I have anxiety for about a year now.",-0.635625000000001,1.0841816875000028,3.1498333333333366,89.57850000000002,86.29166666666666,7.173333333333334,22.1,8.238735603445708,1.306995,163,6,39,4,5,61,31,48,0.34700000000000003,0.653,0.0,-0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.673190829841281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33370566191973106,0.0,0.0,0.2449186208422467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670641881227152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262766410916388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580031116277816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441600077445304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29354222683609604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889515210272334
anxiety,nyc-mc,2020/01/30,"I feel like someone’s gonna break into my house So earlier tonight (around 6pm) my boyfriend and I were hanging out in the basement of our house, and I thought I heard a noise. I didn’t think much of it because we have pets that frequently make noise and there is his mom that will come home every so often that causes noise as well. Like 6 minutes later we hear another noise and realize that someone is knocking on our door. We go upstairs, my bf answers and it’s a man that has parked in our drive way, claiming that he is a neighbor that lives down the street. He was asking if we had gotten a package at all, he said that he was waiting for one and it was “supposed to be delivered to his house.”  

We live on a main road, so we don’t actually know all of our neighbors. However, when my bf asked where he lived he became super weird about it. We saw him drive away and turn down a street that would lead him away from where we live completely. 

So far we aren’t thinking too much other than the fact that it was kind of weird, but we have these neighbors that have an address really similar to ours, and we get their mail sometimes. However, this person was for sure not a part of that household, and we went out later to see if the same car was at that house (it wasn’t). 

Why was he so weird? Who the fuck is he? 

So now we think that it was someone coming up to our house in hopes to get more info about us and see what’s in our house. Luckily, our front room is kind of separated from the rest of the house, and the light wasn’t on in the room when my bf answered. 

And the more I think about it, the other day there was a man that was walking by the front of our house and he seemed to be looking at the front of it. I know I could be overthinking all of this 100%, but I can’t shake the feeling now that our schedules and our routines are being watched and our house is becoming a target.

Now it’s 4am and I still can’t sleep, I feel the need to stay up and listen... thanks for reading.",5.131116671879887,4.408744582733816,5.488063809821707,88.00814826399751,68.40047961630695,8.691022833906787,29.161609842560736,7.7425588080867325,1.491540590136586,1549,46,356,15,23,495,191,417,0.028999999999999998,0.9109999999999999,0.061,0.9187,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,26,0,1,2,23,14,1,1,25,0,37,2,1,3,5,71,73,30,0,6,5,1,3,2,6,3,0,4,9,3,33,36,0,1,15,1,0,14,8,5,1,1,21,13,47,9,50,44,11,58,0,0,5,1,58,29,1,5,14,245,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.07038574685618608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563166252409356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642085036218321,0.1348583990001933,0.0,0.13553176531677075,0.0,0.0,0.043968074239351916,0.07965883032766112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409450709912455,0.0,0.12426239973357027,0.0756240013598181,0.0,0.0,0.05758770353526781,0.0,0.0,0.04651607979494316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077028038631261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094090449191785,0.05152768911507352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668043807024547,0.07536697454134951,0.0,0.040991552337147935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129260121505291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234946673751412,0.0716385883244821,0.0,0.7490259872997738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021876794890968,0.07927845031317221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047541740393673,0.0,0.2547585710741571,0.0,0.060568685854347465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814546890181324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447450986430452,0.0,0.0,0.10604358834608413,0.053481408017578905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048875260254354534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781067334385686,0.0,0.0,0.062978692659467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214672287786042,0.0,0.0462065339536697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860948818825363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149520868646638,0.06566189782451735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217929363634698,0.0,0.1833394382525747,0.0,0.07133564927333436,0.0,0.0,0.07687800288147333,0.05760087847022324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797903639830734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640503906136888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848648004121497,0.0,0.05726094347335365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845368635638728,0.0,0.0,0.08676014590273504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057251217474390714,0.0,0.0,0.06485101873361426,0.06686264093464797,0.06508358315046646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051237096455861546,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustABundleOfAnxiety,2020/01/30,"Panic...and then your smile (this is a repost because it got removed in another subreddit) 
Tough class.
For me, most of them are. My anxiety won't allow me to not overthink about most of things.
Heart palpitation.
Panic. This is bad. 
No, it's normal. Remember, when you loose a lot of blood on your period, it is something that you are used to happening, specially when you are stressed. 
No. I need to get out of here.
The bell rings, class is over. Finally, the cold fresh air.
I am shaking, I need to cry. 
Panic.
Your face. Calming.
Your smile, makes me forget about it all.
Your voice, soothing and relaxing. 
The feeling of your body next to mine, like a blanket that warms me against the cold January air and... panic.
No, no space for panic here. Wasn't even thinking about it anymore. I stopped shaking somehow and the tears aren't in my eyes anymore. 
Weird how when I saw your smile, I immediately calmed down. That doesn't even happen with my best friend. 
We weren't even talking about it, which is what helps, but only a bit.
Hearing about how your test went today made me feel happier and more like myself. 
You make me feel like myself. 
You know my flaws and you are still here. 
And that's why I am absolutely in love with you",1.4558263305322114,4.087931949579836,2.3779495798319346,92.1440112044818,86.64705882352942,5.5262745098039225,21.37871148459384,7.0316486544052195,0.6680919887955192,956,32,194,14,30,300,132,238,0.136,0.6990000000000001,0.166,0.9401,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,1,15,1,1,18,21,0,7,9,0,16,6,5,7,1,35,35,13,0,3,2,0,4,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,15,10,0,1,6,1,0,4,10,10,0,0,6,11,37,11,27,28,7,24,0,0,2,1,22,10,0,4,13,136,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155089498911248,0.08426960696463989,0.0,0.21849177832469216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197627924416582,0.06715052816014272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156027057598917,0.0,0.12026263312658565,0.1223593085318396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210020097409476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827246972768732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709567746417422,0.07869599928604527,0.0,0.12067132765472495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510682646890247,0.0,0.05755235172153685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810241047271257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948224882626936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415465542989235,0.1305362709659111,0.07383574290017762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060539265163932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145106135028062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936513237472152,0.09942076146052134,0.1042329738065259,0.14706096281018924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335965844573005,0.0,0.0,0.1171529459953673,0.0,0.10793021975379316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377916698587731,0.0,0.6462260171996896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247861161665998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480404261536056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797131734056811,0.09209596972994824,0.12618417704835802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853981744619185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318324535795498,0.07058399304866962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441571217560564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514005769074586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211640447343302,0.09939932686878596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaughtInthought1,2020/01/30,"Can anxiety cause sensitivity to busy places? Can anxiety cause you to be more sensitive to busy places, loud noises, bright lights etc?
My workplace is really busy with a lot going on. A lot of loud noises (ear plugs are worn), bright lights, people moving, construction vehicles moving etc.
This makes me extremely dizzy and lightheaded and in need of a lie down.
However, it never used to. It seems to have gotten a lot worse.

I'm wondering if anxiety can cause this? And if I handle my anxiety, should I become less sensitive?",4.411458333333332,7.02723972916667,5.409583333333334,75.27708333333338,73.58333333333334,10.1,25.25,10.25414643259724,3.2033625000000012,418,14,71,14,9,137,61,96,0.131,0.8109999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.6432,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,5,1,19,17,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,6,2,11,13,7,9,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,7,1,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461574760195504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102864133007536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493414386998809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32521915195573703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286355639055258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718710671673108,0.0,0.0,0.09732504747519824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099323437474241,0.0,0.10811153558326407,0.1124527390290679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108187062083117,0.0,0.30466749704933604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934055314712263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273413820344138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592751270772162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581178046043565,0.0,0.0,0.1485863435157776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,realrandom2019,2020/01/30,"I'm Unable To Talk To Girls In Nightclubs; Willing To Spend My Life Savings On A Solution  I'm unable to talk to girls in bars and nightclubs.

Every weekend I go out and i see other guys dancing and talking to girls while I'm just standing around unable to start any sort of interaction with any girls.

Even when a girl stares at me or makes it obvious she wants to meet me, I'm unable to talk to her.

I've spent years and a lot of money to try to solve this problem.

Nothing has worked so far.

My goal is very simple:

**I want to be able to talk to girls in nightclubs at will**

**that is all.**

**nothing less**

**nothing more**

If you are reading this and you think you can help me achieve this goal then please contact me; im very serious and im willing to pay a lot of money for a solution.",-1.0547918418839366,0.8733291768292695,1.0057611438183365,97.92426829268291,104.79268292682926,3.4815811606391938,19.069806560134566,5.501188778358388,-0.2714673675357444,611,22,134,5,29,200,92,164,0.038,0.8809999999999999,0.081,0.7046,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,3,0,4,5,3,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,1,2,23,21,12,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,6,9,1,0,1,4,5,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,14,1,29,16,5,18,0,0,2,0,21,9,0,5,6,82,20,6,0.14189200051363382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298285206659085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631396330817812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937183281239269,0.0,0.11955013018453768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806404937943331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049538873703954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951072169892848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065354186885208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022251620776347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412630094614712,0.0,0.0,0.09471401215229164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084476040237433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575480719591506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357714815583038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419303985041121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306955359013035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043188827766868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702370761970335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091866458126804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963353543132253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415152111235885,0.16738315639581772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329906629949533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137379621880508
anxiety,SubstantialChipmunk,2020/01/30,"Moving Home I knew that moving apartments was going to be stressful and knowing that I'm am anxious normally, I tried as much as I could to make the move as easy as it could.  Even asked a couple of friends to help.

Unfortunately, the ""friends"" let me down three times.  Going on a 48hr bender the first, too hungover the next and is now just ignoring me.   I've given up on this person, especially as they know I'm doing this all on my own.

It's now night before the removalists and I still have heaps to do but cannot mentally do this anymore.  I'm freaking out over whether I've picked the place to live, the right area (am moving to part of the city where I don't know anyone or the area), it is the first time I'll be living one own and more i don't know if that's the thing for me.  My current flatmate has basically already moved out but has left everything for me to deal with everything and I'm the bad person if I say anything. I can't deal with this anymore.",3.0875666666666675,4.2647852900000025,4.242000000000001,88.39766666666668,73.6,7.133333333333335,25.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.083733333333334,758,24,165,9,15,248,112,200,0.083,0.887,0.031,-0.8689,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,0,1,14,0,20,0,0,2,1,28,34,16,0,5,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,11,9,0,1,5,0,0,7,4,4,0,4,3,1,15,2,26,26,6,32,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,3,10,114,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201543220226239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300600324377207,0.21596396171261326,0.07613303354558232,0.0,0.08960085287407156,0.0,0.10179024945631576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091216979174924,0.0,0.0,0.09265081499665448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738673082857187,0.12047619040874312,0.0,0.0,0.22450573394179554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191573012743814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571277514327046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852304520309785,0.0,0.0,0.16824438479051831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376063690312472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298150838893255,0.0,0.1092178213866001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23935545116107645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830093403289822,0.11133952545521088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922901257394864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267977858316169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972774576113588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786232502240362,0.0800410162883165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579755786446475,0.10217865963561974,0.10668153294035376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378146219170185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790891690651704,0.0,0.0,0.19014364351843144,0.11375882571582945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298488652431404,0.0,0.08658757261201362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695354285465819,0.0,0.12472430308252695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233655984530023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698028571715175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392393228952912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blackmeout88,2020/01/30,"How do you overcome? Anyone here genuinely turned their lives around? What helped? I have hobbies that have always got me through but by my early 30’s, they kinda no longer work. Even exercise.

Yeah it’s such a stupid question, but one I’ve always been curious of the answer to. The older I get the more life seems like a tunnel with a diminishing light at the end. No matter what I’ve tried.

I’m not really someone that’s ever been open. Hell I even smoked a shit ton of pot to even feel comfortable making this post (I still feel awkward). 

I kinda just float through life feeling anxious all the time. And because I don’t like sharing my feelings I’ve just created this isolated insular life with the bare minimum just to cope with getting by. Wasting opportunities along the way. 

I’m 100% certain there is not even a soul on this earth that actually knows me, I’ve created this amazing smoke and mirrors mask that’s all phoned in jokes and deflections if a conversation ever gets too close to being too deep. When I did have friends back in my late teens/early 20’s, I just assumed they wouldn’t be friends for life so kinda just drifted away from them. All our interactions were all surface. Self preservation?

I feel like anxiety has made me the most misunderstood and self loathing person on the planet. Because it’s reared its ugly head as anger in all my interpersonal relationships. Which I’ve also made all surface and fake. If people get too close to me, I just instinctively shut them out. I’m never truly having a good day, (maybe an OK one here and there) because I’m always assuming the worst.

I tried Zoloft a few months ago and it was meant to help but made me feel more anxious. It made me catatonic. I stopped exercising and eating completely (I already have a low key eating disorder). I had to get off it. 

Any tips to turning life and mindsets around? Maybe they’re so obvious but my brain says otherwise (I am embarrassed by the length of this post TBH - may delete l8r).  Truth is I’m about to be another year older in a week, triggering this onslaught you’re reading, but I’m endlessly living the same feelings year in and year out and I’m just so done with being me. So I’m reaching out in this anonymous realm for some guidance I guess",2.8152351894228285,5.358061787185356,3.7506514111365377,85.46884007119249,78.72540045766591,6.905039410119501,25.50058479532164,8.021203637495839,1.6911920569539791,1799,69,343,33,45,576,233,437,0.158,0.703,0.139,-0.9269,0,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,5,2,33,23,4,2,23,2,24,13,3,7,12,84,56,26,0,3,16,0,7,3,2,2,8,1,0,3,20,24,2,1,14,4,0,1,7,9,0,2,13,9,35,14,43,37,14,48,2,1,0,0,21,24,2,13,23,214,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.08108057042556192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365128881836154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168816786673792,0.06644435203763238,0.2074042088998373,0.0,0.0,0.056501761001664576,0.08712358131564171,0.06356104840136798,0.18772849589060825,0.0,0.058096107093151265,0.0,0.0,0.14792944118266055,0.0,0.0,0.07806262868191305,0.06388849372781273,0.0,0.15194652464755898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275216312490124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871147560690922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358400602668994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522448206512904,0.0,0.0,0.08502647472803658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003674053134932,0.0,0.0,0.07359009724168729,0.0,0.0,0.21951175538877468,0.15031323641945918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29407769411619583,0.059357108687040826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283850562812424,0.0,0.21704668771744215,0.0,0.0,0.06968912746808055,0.06645197216456725,0.0,0.0915292957866213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527085806446197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138244017676263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045662241724736576,0.0,0.09372534334468784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934327375264675,0.12177579906410885,0.0,0.14673404194814127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31447433217126897,0.055460974079613465,0.0,0.16694338503740933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631895941068329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408153508542604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260330842884493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760181116633292,0.07254804493186885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914805823690284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307604653485277,0.0,0.08310911948159208,0.0,0.053227425973137434,0.0,0.0,0.08920395174731388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607382705158801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563895204116773,0.17335496177489434,0.0,0.08528723690016779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039903625845316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635309408482473,0.06946414728185951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844848506743005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282074250904585,0.1807488000308103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595030354463766,0.0666470869350839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048805987938465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051520662535096
anxiety,kendrameow13,2020/01/30,"Recently developed anxiety about wearing headphones... Is anyone else extremely anxious whenever you’re wearing headphones?

I really like listening to music with headphones on, but over the last month or so I’ve suddenly become very anxious whenever I do it. I can’t stop imagining someone is going to break in and I won’t hear anything until it’s too late, or someone is going to get hurt and be yelling for me but I won’t be able to tell. I just now tried using my headphones and I couldn’t stop glancing at my bedroom door to check and I even got up and locked it (I never lock my bedroom door). I don’t know why it’s suddenly such a fear for me but it actually makes my heart rate increase and I get so uncomfortable and feel so unsafe that I just can’t handle it.",3.241323676323677,5.1064299155844175,4.891038961038962,81.09556943056944,74.51948051948051,8.115084915084916,30.02797202797203,8.841846274778883,2.6341834165834173,613,28,116,13,13,207,91,154,0.165,0.804,0.032,-0.9645,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,0,12,3,3,2,1,24,23,16,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,7,8,0,2,3,0,1,3,7,2,0,0,1,5,18,1,15,17,1,20,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,2,12,76,25,0,0.16842526797325705,0.0,0.16435876590490722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884486899931075,0.3805452249265052,0.0,0.11776686344943768,0.17257159061593313,0.1385996447791122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601247597519935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069769953330874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124330103980283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895252514816733,0.08516087610034978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599050203889507,0.0,0.19143992230205112,0.0,0.13470507273925392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982751778148635,0.19958475348435747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030273281961925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256212257681896,0.13728907281927066,0.1899910383621335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228407844283768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242517421578857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344354420254684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989994974939326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789753943913552,0.0,0.1662996331478654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854123659861755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28162213121983026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721110785281372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434970122889075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546535472622635,0.0,0.13896848499893216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197760747124808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Whattod012,2020/01/30,"Getting worse and worse Hi, I have severe anxiety, lot of childhood trauma. Even before the trauma (unless it happened when I was a baby and didn’t know which is highly likely) I always had symptoms of severe anxiety, especially social. I never knew how to talk to people. The concept of talking to strangers or people I barely knew just seemed alien to me but began forcing myself to do it because I learned that was socially accepted. In my culture, social awkwardness, shyness and insecurity is looked down upon a lot and I always felt so much pressure and got bullied a lot.

Growing up, I was a very small girl and my hair was dark with thick eyebrows and I had freckled skin. I grew up in a society that worships blonde athletic women and was forced to compete physically when I unknowingly had physical impairments and disabilities. I felt like an alien and was treated as so.

No one cared about the quiet little girl when she had the huge loud brother with severe behavioural issues. 

Now I am older, I have tried to get my life on track a lot but always feel I come short. I got married probably too soon and probably to the wrong person cos I wanted someone who won’t leave me. I got in a career which gives me extreme anxiety.

I question everything I do so much. I hyper analyse everyone trying to read their mind and feeling like they are judging me. Every time I make a tiny mistake at work I want to kill myself over it. Now even when I don’t make a mistake I hyper analyse what I do and wonder if I made a mistake and whether people are happy with me. I worry I am not fast enough.

I probably look crazy af because my mind is always constantly trying to analyse people for what they may be thinking about me and beating myself up. If someone doesn’t smile enough when they say hello or goodbye, I worry. I don’t look people in the eye when talking. It didn’t naturally occur to me that this is uncommon in my culture and frowned upon. 

I Am sick of this pain every day. I have to work cos I can’t afford not to. I would prefer to work in a job that gives me less anxiety but haven’t found one so far. A huge part of me wants to leave my country for a while and go somewhere I can teach English and be in a culture that doesn’t frown so much on shyness. And yes I have been to other countries and other cultures and find that many of them are much less judgemental on those things. 

Half the reason I decided to stay here is for my husband but now I just don’t think I can do it. I want to run and just leave everything but it is not possible to just do that. I feel I don’t care if I’m a bad wife I will run and leave everything. I feel trapped in this world.",3.784869402985074,5.104708792910447,5.1565223880597015,81.95974626865673,72.07835820895522,7.748059701492537,28.51194029850746,8.238735603445708,2.003819552238806,2107,81,406,32,40,705,242,536,0.191,0.7290000000000001,0.08,-0.9958,2,1,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,0,5,5,26,21,1,3,23,1,50,7,3,7,1,90,88,49,1,12,19,3,9,3,0,4,4,3,0,4,25,27,0,0,21,1,0,6,16,12,0,3,23,17,71,9,55,59,13,54,1,0,5,0,30,28,0,14,22,304,96,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218292423213581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039452229463076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564913452157872,0.08125722861344985,0.0,0.05671339358738588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590620327688066,0.0,0.0,0.05741221555576731,0.0,0.0720238959769386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298309393223591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377324753456158,0.0,0.08804207729827086,0.0,0.1123093210626556,0.06368597963087794,0.17969948209058886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347989562757181,0.047614061870816383,0.1279869918574493,0.0,0.0609159823304538,0.0,0.0,0.07307719292563082,0.0,0.0,0.06964270764819333,0.1278715957778242,0.037878164976562316,0.0,0.15991589132637107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893749424445775,0.07094910423441428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041833215239032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956424436156437,0.06613885249348425,0.0,0.07373724820337339,0.0,0.03662854965030424,0.0,0.0,0.2822866880879413,0.0,0.0,0.04707616266544528,0.09768401054670114,0.06679981146444194,0.0,0.0,0.16790513247716948,0.0,0.0,0.2266503996969752,0.0,0.06306489921760433,0.08897745559560907,0.06757162921757773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345929893610515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597874708636165,0.0,0.05140382076933131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032618018269806,0.0,0.07091923950333692,0.0,0.0,0.07217437657966784,0.0,0.23103013787324594,0.05819533963834956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513673796480612,0.0,0.0,0.2155766972843487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466213797184199,0.0,0.06666704030160325,0.0,0.0,0.06852627662627105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530019631829337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067475020255101,0.0,0.2258832113617309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382079922447735,0.11294296983800553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103897047524423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927383474368676,0.0,0.16070983471181313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427863683025497,0.08541198136115616,0.0,0.0,0.03886357028794392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575089655546088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499240845937265,0.15724523781882058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227800192773892,0.14556380638726069,0.13537059783655075,0.13584205839363336,0.04734554028382993,0.07287022328516783,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waywardwake,2020/01/30,"What do you do when life won't stop throwing you under a bus? Trigger warning: death.

In the last year I've dealt with two dead grandparents (two weeks apart after prolonged illnesses), alopecia, panic attacks, terminally ill pet, and now cancer in another close family member.

I've been doing everything right. Going to therapy. Taking anxiety meds. Meditating. 

Where do I go from here?",4.47973880597015,7.783908223880597,5.46430970149254,70.80303171641795,78.70149253731344,8.72313432835821,29.270522388059703,9.188382445141503,3.6872402985074633,309,14,44,9,8,101,59,67,0.322,0.655,0.023,-0.9755,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,0,6,4,0,1,0,5,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,7,7,0,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,7,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24772179859168156,0.18072555090814366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687609675513373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232033078659715,0.0,0.222709248125596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685251317538728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256989829423216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686569676787838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624131551062673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27718072310126024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175056891962329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975100568921437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762563254031247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270164911536317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615509397329906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950020186430325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213300113887945
anxiety,Droelfelf,2020/01/30,"I've gotten so anxious because i don't want to look weird in front of others that it might just make me look weird by itself. In public, around people i am getting to know or with new found friends - i get nervous fast.

I am ancious or stressed all the time usually, for the simplest and tiniest reasons. I create my own problems if i don't have real ones - which, ironically, i don't have often, except for this and the usual family and friendy stuff that happens.

In short, i stress quickly and basically all the time.

It doesn't help that parts of the group of people i hang out with since uni started (November) drop phrases like ""he/she is weird"" talking about others who might have one or two odd traits but don't seem wrong to me. I'm afraid they might say stuff like this about me if they get to know me better. 

I also feel like they might already think I'm weird or something because i am a really quiet person, and that being added to my nervousness around others and that I'm probably looking pissed off all the time might make them dislike me. Being around others and acting like my mood is good drains me, which is why i might seem grumpy. 

I don't have many friends, a normal amount i guess, i struggle to let people close. And I'm so afraid of losing people to talk to in Uni. I like being around them, but what if they don't like having me around them soon because they think I'm ""weird""?

Have a good day",6.544976525821596,5.7418175352112675,6.3362535211267605,83.357103286385,65.54929577464789,8.700093896713616,29.848826291079806,7.3011,1.6262519248826293,1116,31,228,8,15,350,139,284,0.132,0.733,0.135,0.8417,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,8,2,14,28,1,7,9,0,29,1,1,3,3,54,55,20,0,6,11,0,1,6,2,6,0,2,0,1,20,17,0,0,9,0,0,3,7,16,0,3,2,6,34,11,31,43,6,29,0,1,3,0,18,14,1,17,17,155,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916476846472136,0.06461570127385194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128095947257372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596454885906977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477647225856897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146100119495245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521092917651734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617101416865163,0.0,0.04085488909480448,0.057723509760906684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859298899108996,0.1248517020678742,0.0,0.12664393742378058,0.0,0.0,0.13554235098756,0.0,0.0,0.08901026878860507,0.0,0.0714511404957144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415851205485571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881109320198985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262343660277625,0.0,0.2368486835496413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355485696112585,0.09039449084380508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786920554076476,0.08191848049602955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142959526219162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803710782823166,0.0,0.0,0.07916680835082343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095042921897222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749848610452901,0.0,0.22406608291091848,0.07055141115176515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711602623946836,0.07731465238341963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196804733535092,0.051762525343137814,0.08307581924951464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425537370531488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711450348680272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683856441424457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062203759099354224,0.0,0.0,0.057190629735184566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851121694013349,0.08446966495228506,0.18499325298383226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988789933290615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354670754987501,0.0,0.0,0.14134532472442582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892982322433588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797948797484464,0.0,0.04765791167280198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290939903923872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883420754249697,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ellie79,2020/01/30,"Losing Train of Thought I have been constantly losing my train of thought the last couple of days. Is this an anxiety thing or am I officially developing dementia or something? I keep going into rooms and forget what I am there for. I always remember again but there is like a brain time lag. Making lists in my head is the worst, because when I get to #2 or #3, I have to think hard about what #1 was. Once I remember #1, I forgot #2 or #3. I can keep an idea in my head, but the moment a second idea floats through, I lose track of the first one and it takes a few moments to pick it up again.

Am I totally losing it? I am going through some major stressors right now and admittedly everything is setting me off into worry and panic.",4.868438438438439,4.965884162162165,6.2111711711711735,79.82091591591596,68.86486486486487,9.280480480480481,29.28228228228228,9.150863307647796,2.284038138138138,568,19,116,10,9,193,89,148,0.23,0.75,0.02,-0.9852,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,7,7,0,1,9,0,13,3,3,2,1,28,25,11,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,6,0,3,5,1,17,1,17,20,5,22,0,4,0,0,1,8,0,5,12,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090870213135554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029235392740472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991830956889487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635272711226655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167423903724213,0.0,0.0,0.14506141056229455,0.0,0.08454967676652282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178256514047429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151494149816343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849516731023618,0.0,0.14901610434680854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174412694691948,0.0,0.2690960986889717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959954641682861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330582255691311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686528992962216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404961238948177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866765579359584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751132622021852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396189096707279,0.08883782714713195,0.0,0.0,0.15381946295604246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970250788770923,0.11196003753462816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009284054216996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857207636548652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709806784877869,0.08400460222173649,0.0,0.20816002910651568,0.07644638868991188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314002371275954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Songgeek,2020/01/30,"Night thoughts and fears Night thoughts and fears

Maybe it’s all in my head.. anxiety.. But today I felt uneasy all day. I’ve sensed 5 deaths and today was the 6th. My fear is it may not be over. A few weeks ago I woke up with my heart pounding and in intense fear. Only thing on my mind was January 30th. Heart attack.  I thought I was wrong and the death that happened today was it. But a few hours later that fear and anxiety came back. I had another scare with my mother. So much I worried she was the one.

But I’m more afraid it’s me. So much I don’t want to fall asleep. I want to check myself in somewhere. I don’t have a heart condition. No blockages. I’ve done a stress test and the results were great. My blood pressure isn’t bad. 
So it has to be in my head. I’m completely shut down. I’m laying on the floor at my uncles house listening to my favorite songs. Crying because I didn’t see a girl I care for this weekend due to stuff coming up. I’m upset because I want to write down a will or I love you letter to everyone. 
A last goodbye. But then I think I’m crazy.. I’m just gonna wake up and be fine tomorrow and this thought I had a few weeks ago about tomorrow is rubbish. It’s silly. Just some weird thought I had. 

Idk what to do. I’m scared. I don’t want to die. I don’t want anyone to die. I’m afraid of what’s next. Afraid there’s nothing. But if there’s nothing how would I know of such a thing. 
I pray there’s an afterlife of sorts. That I’ll wake up again and remember my loved ones and see them again. That we aren’t some cruel experiment by aliens or the universes cruel joke.  
Why could we have consciousness and feel all we do, achieve all we can, only to not continue on in a sense. It makes all life seem existentially meaningless.",-0.0013440860215077064,2.2111553172043017,1.8130322580645168,96.78788172043012,88.56989247311827,5.242150537634409,19.019354838709678,6.742157984588678,0.04277806451612909,1366,40,318,18,45,447,185,372,0.19699999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.091,-0.9918,1,0,0,0,0,1,46.0,4,1,1,1,14,26,3,13,17,0,32,12,9,3,5,65,67,25,4,8,12,1,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,18,20,0,0,12,3,1,3,10,19,0,2,19,6,39,7,35,40,13,44,1,0,2,2,14,18,0,8,23,193,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343855859595234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483816864666577,0.12378744909711414,0.0,0.0,0.056572138758013125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204352794299099,0.0,0.06221258037849407,0.06755406483535975,0.09864045752528472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253619018285243,0.08249019995211168,0.0,0.0,0.06969431897439557,0.08482957490265515,0.0,0.0,0.06459775101390706,0.0,0.08887267106716873,0.052178398447449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793763177849044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279607304335597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731021936054502,0.0,0.07914268719756934,0.0,0.45521501171557893,0.04090907033090346,0.0,0.0776835221279872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920038427583651,0.0,0.0,0.07154589809262664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606809150578228,0.0,0.0,0.2876259765451406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967721467330048,0.09335595247710507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446443667407552,0.06595010047818194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057147090826152415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604366736461386,0.0,0.054006130156978034,0.0,0.08128207564687318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169312611821207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895208344966247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086045638880597,0.1518517006826793,0.0,0.15526512543004184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964951539410332,0.1230670195603805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165199387651822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200428087127122,0.0,0.12894499745531546,0.0736548024383562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092678831407088,0.0,0.09261929434561383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075021895297406,0.051842014940508316,0.0,0.3211560751895422,0.0,0.0,0.2300714656465695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860557495609225,0.0,0.1297976211680939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300609056014858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216510662448599,0.0,0.05747409596745421,0.08845923356569962,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaxnabe,2020/01/30,"Pounding heart and extreme anxiety Hey for the past 3 years I've been suffering from palpitations. I went to three different cardiologists all three of them think that my heart rate is fast due stress. I had ekg, ecg, xrays blood tests etc. My holter showed that my average everyday heart rate is between 87-120. Doctor put me on b blocker (Zebeta). It seems to have reduced my overall heart rate however something strange is happening to me for the past 3 months. Everytime I wake up my heart is pounding like a hammer(beating between 120-180 bpm) . I can't even stand up, I have to wait at least 30 minutes till the beat goes back to normal. I've no idea what this is. It scares the heck out of me. I talked this over with my doctor he said it could be post orthostatic tachycardia or simply panic attacks. Anyone else experiencing these debilitating symptoms? I feel so alone in this.",3.4556661941885203,6.140829704819282,4.141126860382709,82.76478738483348,77.25301204819277,7.7613040396881665,26.632175761871014,8.671277953709913,2.2101889440113407,705,28,132,16,17,224,117,166,0.138,0.847,0.015,-0.9539,3,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,1,3,5,0,12,11,7,0,1,13,19,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,3,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,5,0,2,4,3,17,1,21,13,3,20,0,1,0,0,5,7,1,2,10,76,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593564661493056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301976665368486,0.0,0.0,0.08502198219210161,0.12458834577444608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833175420752006,0.0,0.09349897347333001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970836343990314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704079167441593,0.0,0.2489150677393494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157693729634402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561045707953714,0.08031228550174888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148203560143541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075259696220624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7204527173234762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726584295455274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059405126766105126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705589011279096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913718620512224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266541755838166,0.0,0.0,0.2321521840291925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645430348396472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223646051608444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566459606248827,0.0,0.12173770857594148,0.0,0.0,0.11069543133349663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360969558906376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928654858151535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638366027842934,0.0,0.09773337570994588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791310294858239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127196916869189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830312977414014
anxiety,69joe716,2020/01/30,"Apartment issues My roommate stole my wallet and dipped out, honestly am only mad cuz I need to get groceries and idk what to do, but also he’s probably gonna come back strung out asking for money completely forgetting he just robbed me. Wish I could make him change, or get him help, or Eat some pizza rn lol",1.9215690866510573,4.516120360655737,3.090538641686184,88.4260655737705,83.09836065573771,6.108665105386418,20.18969555035129,7.447530270364453,0.8197334894613579,246,7,47,4,7,79,52,61,0.049,0.76,0.191,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,16,11,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,5,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814529497231086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25501625044857656,0.0,0.0,0.2097540856700174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28856934013262564,0.23497929299718195,0.2860088717302839,0.0,0.0,0.21779585604434148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791261693569765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850368000462579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284138923752424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847156619846132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208546218039204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022659062018653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074645514377764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29410732788123023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136881790071106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alienstallion,2020/01/30,"The fragility of life I suffer from a remitted depression meaning I'm okay for the time being and feeling balanced.

I joined some toxic subreddits though and recently watched a guy getting killed by a racing car.

r/unexpected

A few days ago I thought to my self, most fatal accidents have to do with acceleration in some way.
Cars accelerate, people falling to the ground accelerate, even a door that hits your forehead accelerates.
Such accidents make me feel insecure and I become aware of my fragility. Such accidents seem so random.
I get a strange negative feeling if I imagine I got killed by a random accelerating thing.
It feels like shame.
I don't wanna end up as reddit content and people watching me getting killed in a random way they even might find funny.
My death should be my private issue.",5.622511415525113,7.944783602739728,6.370068493150686,71.06254566210049,69.13698630136986,8.976255707762556,34.08447488584475,9.516144504307137,3.7054995433789952,650,32,102,15,12,213,101,146,0.29600000000000004,0.642,0.062,-0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,6,10,3,2,11,1,7,2,1,1,0,25,21,8,5,3,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,9,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,2,8,16,2,15,14,4,14,0,2,2,0,4,4,0,9,6,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925955708076052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350446518708562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131642046743544,0.0,0.13530988898607946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391438562966813,0.0,0.0,0.2075259667542981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177376610937617,0.1122321794766898,0.0,0.0,0.14358643630235474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462345961542093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256471184584836,0.0,0.0,0.1555535718350658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397144985298304,0.0,0.0,0.5214231940722472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109642851239381,0.07675106171663575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486538402120968,0.0,0.0,0.17112781529675875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665813720694606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782654013987368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511717028042746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301782261113505,0.16388942801843706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437017386164743,0.0,0.15434982595379998,0.12471974961955072,0.09160619834315946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493971309481904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catcritter,2020/01/30,"How long for medication? (AUS/MELB) Hi all, I just got a refferal from my GP to a psychiatrist for anxiety, among other things and I was wondering how long it usually takes to get medication or any sort of progress? Thanks!",1.6950000000000005,4.471820880952382,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,90.1904761904762,9.466666666666667,26.04761904761905,9.2995712137729,3.3437333333333346,175,8,34,7,6,60,35,42,0.040999999999999995,0.82,0.139,0.6207,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,8,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,7,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580102389995298,0.0,0.20901486367443875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274775191805453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852140976604295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835875525656575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504868994706787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054297092134437,0.0,0.0,0.25154704961230284,0.0,0.0,0.1815172350117217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30091655762707875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29629871200394664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Corespirit,2020/01/30,"11 Things Others Don't Realize You Are Doing Because Of Having Anxiety Anxiety can be very harmful and it’s not something to be overlooked. The worst problem is that a lot of people can’t understand the effects it can have on a person and find anxious people as being lazy, irresponsible and passive.

If you are not an anxious person, knowing this can help you understand anxiety a bit better. If you are, we are sure you are going to agree with these things.

### 1. Decline invites although you may want to go

There are certain days that you may have planned all along and when they come, anxiety takes up the whole space. It can become so debilitating that you feel as if you lack the energy to go out.

You are aware of what is happening to you and you don’t want to become a burden where you are supposed to go – so you just cancel everything.

### 2. Obsess over trivial things other people may not even notice

A simple word or an unintended glance from someone is enough for your head to start processing and rewinding the situation even for days! The truth is you obsess over everything that has happened recently or a week ago, or any time ago, really.

You may obsess over a conversation you had, or the fact that someone hasn’t texted you yet (after a whole 12 hour period) or really just over the fact that some stranger looked at you as if they knew you.

Whatever the case may be, many would get confused by the notion that you even notice such things.

### 3. Go to bed late, wake up early in the morning

One of the biggest issues for you is certainly sleeping. Of all the processing in your head after the day, you find it hard to go to bed on time.

When early morning comes, your anxiety clock starts ticking again and ringing several alarms to get things going – even though you are tired. When your anxiety has switched on (by waking up), you can’t do anything to switch it off, so you don’t go back to bed.

### 4. In every situation, the worst scenario is your biggest thought

Instead of enjoying the moment as it is, you can’t help picturing and convincing yourself that the worst scenario is inevitable. If it’s a first date, you are convinced that something will go terribly wrong.

If you get sick, you always manage to connect the symptoms to the worst diseases you can imagine. It’s as if your mind tricks you into believing that nothing can go right.

### 5. You rewind conversations in your head – over and over again

No matter how well a conversation went with somebody, you always replay that conversation in your head fearing that you may have said something wrong. That’s why you try to avoid confrontation at all cost.

This constant rewinding seems to be able to haunt you until it starts chipping a hole from the inside. You always have to remind yourself that it’s your anxiety talking and that there is most certainly nothing wrong with what you have said in the first place.

### 6. When someone shows concern about you, you become even more worried about the same thing

If someone notices that you are not OK and shows concern, your anxiety grows even more. The thing is, when you hear someone asking if you are alright, it makes you fear even more for yourself and your state.

You think – if it has become noticeable, then there has to be more to it than I thought. This makes you feel worse than you did.

Read all 11 points on [Core Spirit](https://corespirit.com/articles/11-thinks-others-dont-realize-you-are-doing-because-having-anxiety)",6.400312755367359,7.476956747269893,6.083203699576558,78.63215418616745,65.77067082683307,8.912874229254887,31.798566228363427,9.04235418022936,2.6905346259564658,2749,106,488,45,42,854,268,641,0.155,0.784,0.061,-0.9956,0,1,3,0,0,0,98.0,1,59,2,5,32,33,2,8,36,2,63,10,7,4,11,91,104,45,0,15,21,0,3,0,0,8,3,4,3,2,44,21,0,1,15,3,1,14,12,21,1,3,8,9,63,12,76,82,21,82,0,0,2,0,75,31,0,26,36,369,107,2,0.05400692747424388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957477652287572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348142701899803,0.0,0.0,0.036726562658941656,0.0,0.3718363652490199,0.12202491117032925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444430996228548,0.0,0.05048918678910687,0.0,0.0,0.04152799357901055,0.0,0.03292212171412141,0.2385856331460253,0.0,0.06084731307586736,0.0,0.04776473852455991,0.058961577130293215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304437183778072,0.0,0.05836230228717178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044900010177572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329571677720623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055803593042613814,0.0,0.24969746371691934,0.0,0.045503165696732566,0.0,0.0970758880541278,0.0,0.0,0.12154561645624108,0.054615050515163126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872270658694446,0.09187652984028033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464917165469098,0.0,0.3069338147374485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551629520971372,0.0,0.04837959897528432,0.0,0.22170675435011106,0.0,0.06086973236740411,0.0,0.07239941013762702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318594469503921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636920084284607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029680794936672368,0.0,0.06092216656712857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535221708610823,0.0,0.0,0.04591475843259926,0.0,0.0,0.07210008691944503,0.0547545477364301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054531601104575986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364220697285154,0.2459489795397272,0.0,0.0,0.036596491766816536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232481021289907,0.09431353185241433,0.0564257444220223,0.0,0.051054003044817435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167733579797823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402154251582065,0.0,0.06919644133282922,0.0,0.053325325436538465,0.0,0.0,0.04612162097416595,0.10274591097990993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049165878414210655,0.0,0.061012455585164625,0.0,0.0,0.12141209856521623,0.05404593063137418,0.0,0.22879947194911454,0.12473151392826685,0.0,0.0,0.11467914371520005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090088999874177,0.05613387652893916,0.040606488215577656,0.043408722557744105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511586198926359,0.0346054584213424,0.053061532035296566,0.08575093556442112,0.06298374744487517,0.06207301839166603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03666715864718557,0.0,0.0,0.11244623231456558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456137122925392,0.06370937019110072,0.0,0.04332109957219173,0.0,0.048558713770591705,0.05006496284087705,0.048732851805300736,0.12059361165284592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054846656408739806,0.05503767303714978,0.03836497174325449,0.17714429113072694,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jakesituation15,2020/01/30,"I shouldn't care, but I do. So, I'm planning on breaking up with my girlfriend of over two and a half years soon.  Without going into a ton of details, we're obviously going to be living in separate places and all that.  With that comes separating our finances, of course.  My problem is, I dont think she would have enough funds to afford renting an apartment, living expenses, plus buying herself a car (since we share mine currently.)  She has a habit of blowing her money on unnecessary things, like clothes she doesnt need, makeup, different craft type stuff, etc.  Should I feel bad about essentially kicking her out, or should I just shut my emotions off and do it?",7.355931428571433,7.3317601360000015,7.1390857142857165,75.68440000000002,63.64,9.702857142857145,35.457142857142856,9.23628265651192,3.1466342857142866,527,22,95,8,7,167,95,125,0.083,0.868,0.05,-0.6204,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,2,24,20,7,0,6,4,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,6,4,4,2,0,2,0,1,17,3,19,15,4,19,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,4,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795203110215545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192120694398544,0.0,0.0,0.1852078901426819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246346096538323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25198442265403176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185184345415525,0.0,0.22215778398337693,0.2397875649981041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871305890037826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443847515681117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504065101184204,0.0,0.379706955165636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942358689407726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246346096538323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057308817781089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778544735030634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461294456232103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283986127934353,0.13776661210226296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002878018520624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072572823592912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273348256549965,0.0,0.0,0.13845626085648535
anxiety,TheOnlySpach,2020/01/30,"I’m a Nervous Driver I’ve had a learners since 2011, and I’ve only driven a handful of times.  I’m testing for my GDL on Friday, and I’m freaking out.  I just finished driving school, (For the second time) and I have two more, two hour lessons, but I feel like I’m going to fail.  My instructor says I’m way too nervous.  I stop too far away from cars at intersections, I stop too far away from stop signs, I take too long to change lanes because it takes me too long to check the mirrors, et cetera.

My last two driving lessons were pretty good, and the last one left me feeling great.  Then I didn’t have a lesson for a week, and it felt like I forgot everything.  Today I made stupid mistakes like telling my instructor that when parking on an uphill curve with a curb, the wheels need to face to left.  Then proceeding to do the maneuver, but straightening out the wheels right after telling him the correct way to do it.  I got to school after my lesson and it took everything in me not to cry in the middle of the education lounge.  Eleven hours later and I’m still holding back tears.

I feel like I’m going to fail, and I feel like I’ve just wasted $600.  I don’t even know how to turn the car on or off yet, because it’s been on every time I’ve gotten in to do a lesson :(

The worst part is that because I only have a learners I can’t practice without someone who has a full licence, and I have no friends, and no family where I live.  Just my fiancé, but unfortunately his licence is currently suspended so he can’t take me out driving either.",4.460411392405064,4.78538130696203,5.321999999999999,85.04799999999999,69.79113924050634,7.965569620253165,29.09113924050633,7.734863291789972,1.6582473417721522,1207,42,254,13,20,395,160,316,0.17600000000000002,0.71,0.114,-0.9664,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,8,16,16,1,2,21,0,17,2,2,2,1,47,43,19,0,2,10,0,6,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,14,0,6,11,0,1,9,8,8,0,6,11,7,29,8,37,32,6,60,0,2,0,0,8,23,0,1,31,159,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189845501289286,0.07768725780294061,0.0,0.18476423756124635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068783029865541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097874524455152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673058533950042,0.0,0.08512369271119051,0.0,0.1816018278697229,0.0,0.09524383838623184,0.0,0.20433895999428126,0.2165315255976929,0.09700642175394474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805695817354953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483745945289325,0.08474072396729389,0.08080440141626284,0.11138797341628644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899204565013326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552446360439886,0.16470888771395395,0.0,0.0,0.2195428054539907,0.0,0.0,0.24679529766234184,0.0,0.08921297623526725,0.17882001932561065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559878113530132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491383802921472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846179758631166,0.15367855211052805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940765014796752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027857150097086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628064951157494,0.0,0.08034458376890842,0.0,0.2044992559536896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357459194311194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560396027161515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068416745199465,0.253401456337575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789013722565796,0.0,0.17661258347556133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673745599468602,0.0,0.09576638227640573,0.0,0.11225010492777747,0.0,0.10989364286305624,0.2960803164726553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038876281799178,0.08104165746338247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739109992146328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImJustSoTiredx,2020/01/30,"My anxiety is too much I can’t take any of this anymore, I feel like I will kill myself soon, my anxiety and depression has come a long way, every time someone puts me on the spotlight, I start to blush a lot, I can’t control my anxiety, I get embarrassed, I just want to die, I can’t, I just can’t anymore, Why is life like this, why do people do the things they do to you.",3.3003703703703664,3.1337760740740777,5.150222222222221,86.992,72.20987654320987,8.949135802469135,28.54567901234568,8.841846274778883,1.8841338271604933,286,10,68,5,5,99,51,81,0.242,0.6809999999999999,0.077,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,2,12.0,0,1,1,1,4,5,1,1,4,0,11,1,0,1,0,8,17,1,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,16,2,5,16,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795129571176675,0.0,0.4318123022491507,0.0,0.3731967796348579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207816731840233,0.0,0.0,0.2110309139733298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620569210868521,0.0,0.19527433500318864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852801319719054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951364077231083,0.13441738507915346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830279421760243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081647248101082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328988629917435,0.18384525839385726,0.0,0.0,0.16651053003393498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599619569165839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831497292706094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044241884531144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914692125151975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594224276631548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317649830849154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146852864333564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250012778523388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971421650853028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097821133755473,0.14934803166351068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33955976714306685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigmightyfatarm123,2020/01/30,"My pp touched the office toilet bowl Sooo I'm at work and I went to go take a shit, and I was putting down toilet paper around the seat so my butt doesn't touch it. And idk what happened first time ever when I went to sit down tip of my PENIS touched the the toilet bowl not inside or outside but on-top of it. Like the seat makes a u shape on the toilet bowl. Now I'm scared and worried my dick is about to fall off. My penis has been feeling weird maybe it's psychological but idk!!!",0.4163111888111857,2.440769057692311,1.93958041958042,97.9963286713287,84.38461538461539,4.166433566433567,17.14685314685315,4.851557810540192,-0.9088153846153846,378,8,89,1,11,122,68,104,0.177,0.777,0.046,-0.9205,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,1,1,8,0,5,3,3,1,1,12,14,9,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,4,4,8,1,12,10,0,18,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,6,51,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492567633493636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387113643208554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334350458530124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244719881500388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997963842205236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336463320636286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892751088017307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615434414788791,0.0,0.26512158314131545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265290951321281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642085052481926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708880889608658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841888145726744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388137791739565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48927323507259707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921213013953872,0.26800180696538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaxythebeagle,2020/01/30,"Fear of Conflict and Arguing Who else has this problem? It's so frustrating not being able to speak up for myself the way I want to and feeling this tightening in my chest every time I do decide to stand up for myself. I get so nervous to the point where I won't voice my opinions if I feel that they could cause conflict. In heated debates I just shut down and want to cry. Once, I was in a debate with my friend about something rather controversial. She came off so strong and I just shut down and it made me kind of upset with her. She didn't seem like she wanted to listen to me though. Sometimes I can feel my entire body heat up from being so afraid, my face gets flustered and my ears begin to drown things out. I feel like such a coward/child admitting this but I am 20 years old and I really want to learn to stand my grounds better without caring so much about what other people think about what I have to say. Especially at work, I get bossed around by people with my same title as me but I don't want to cause a fight so I just talk about it later to someone else. I would like to hear from others with this issue or who've experienced this. How do you overcome this??",3.4204195481788844,4.654841390041497,4.124612724757957,89.3382238358691,72.85892116182572,6.6833563854310745,22.10258183494698,6.937597516519254,0.4631242969110185,929,21,197,8,18,296,141,241,0.149,0.789,0.062,-0.9502,0,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,19,16,3,4,5,0,14,4,4,5,0,50,35,20,1,10,10,0,4,3,1,2,0,6,0,0,16,14,0,2,9,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,4,11,36,8,43,26,2,26,0,0,0,0,16,17,0,4,8,142,52,3,0.13326471917165714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863385382395765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786181446479753,0.0,0.1480270606192962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524193366061043,0.13587226282345516,0.27379915209134165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640103440967613,0.0,0.1463850363809393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265114542530234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228127356232913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499598588654361,0.2695305846799047,0.0952043420037818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295999145459328,0.0,0.2088759464062388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019902389123282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909374355419746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877469768978135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953192309788904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609829948632964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796490222628178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398389052319687,0.14192257662788532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477795336126607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597823458113286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275163384538274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537279153952312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597745353946957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131919526105855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291476409378565,0.1025936915434498,0.13180221483081472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711313329233484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853515786336683,0.0853906510516819,0.13093190996421675,0.0,0.07770772943547627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930149206862951,0.10577933111637088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846243371888386,0.0,0.09701830273211144,0.0,0.0,0.09466743294796093,0.0,0.0,0.08581810989110171
anxiety,simonandliam,2020/01/30,Death in family My cousin who I was very close with passed away unexpectedly earlier today. I have panic disorder and generalized anxiety and don’t know how I’m going to make it through the next couple of days. I’m not registering the grief right now and don’t know how bad it will be tomorrow morning. Please keep my family in your thoughts and prayers.,5.248970588235295,6.840090661764705,6.19929411764706,74.83982352941179,68.85294117647061,10.734117647058824,29.776470588235288,10.793553405168565,3.4612729411764698,287,11,54,9,5,95,52,68,0.201,0.733,0.066,-0.8799,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,15,14,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,7,10,0,12,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985343711358395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088735840079907,0.0,0.19630149648049566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601374108843649,0.0,0.15162222619990276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694488342707338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432690734773744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361466503941855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897068058917906,0.0,0.0,0.2584133310276999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693332732490278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500351047571654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758431527854531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580729037304566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007769962657792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664581714559086,0.0,0.0,0.22285050802865844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398490503847066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reboottheworld,2020/01/30,"Is this normal or something I should see a psychiatrist for? I have anxiety and depression. The depression isn’t always there but when it comes on, usually every couple of months, it gets so severe that colors seem to literally lose saturation and I begin to disassociate intensely in an attempt rid myself of the experience. In the last year, when my anxiety and depression come on, this has gotten even worse. I know I don’t have DID but in an attempt to deal with high anxiety situations and depressive episodes, in my head I have created a confident, strong, and highly logical alter ego that looks different than me but I know is me. I will, in situations, imagine that alter ego standing there and in my head we will have a conversation to figure the situation out and sometimes I will pretend to be that alter ego in the situation and be confident like they are. Is this something to be concerned about or is this just an innocent over active imagination?",6.025764860139862,7.838344767045456,7.390000000000002,66.19346153846156,67.23863636363636,11.324475524475524,33.993006993006986,11.20814326018867,4.559085314685314,773,36,126,26,13,264,98,176,0.162,0.7120000000000001,0.126,-0.6552,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,4,8,7,0,0,11,0,20,2,2,0,0,28,30,16,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,3,17,2,23,21,0,23,0,5,3,0,4,13,0,3,8,101,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995482496228098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745678128471507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611477569812933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323769714802706,0.0,0.0,0.12334133839367115,0.4121755137387153,0.0,0.0,0.12499605753072165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901965130009489,0.0,0.10080002267615444,0.0,0.0,0.11702874394875085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250582270237698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556583617601516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528078492725627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314996333487056,0.0975207905562826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058448995358167714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004656366363946,0.13384411759990547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954937659340558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721966137544712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533585240162218,0.10891377738585242,0.0,0.1351566822295636,0.0,0.0,0.537911685973624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420607650606013,0.11832486239424796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176415562779067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192115878623018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704283313321837
anxiety,Morningstar611,2020/01/30,"Strange Book Store Experience TL/DR: A random conversation with a stranger caught me off guard and is making me feel like I imagined it

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Earlier this evening I went to my local Barnes & Nobel with my uncle and younger cousin. My uncle and cousin went off toward the children's section and I meandered over to the science section. Lately I've been interested in learning more about the universe and was looking at some books. While exploring the shelves of titles I find one that seems interesting and give the first few pages a read. While doing so another man (estimated age around 30-34) came over and knelt down looking at the books next to me. After I return a book to the shelf he strikes up a conversation with me asking me what brings me to the science section. I explain to him that I'm trying to learn a little more about our universe because it's something that's always interested me and while it might not give me all the answers I'm looking for it can't hurt to gather information from some of the most highly respected and knowledgable human beings in our history. So the conversation goes on for about 5-10 minutes, which I'm already uncomfortable with. He continues asking questions like what I do for a living (I lie), why I work where I work, what my hobbies are, other than my interest in the universe. He rambles on about some ""mentor"" thing he's apart of that sounds kind of pyramid scheme-y, I reluctant exchange information with him because it's hard for me to be rude to complete strangers when they haven't necessarily done anything to deserve it. After the conversation ends I meet up with my uncle and cousin and anxiously look out for this guy again to avoid any further conversations. I see him once more walking in the opposite direction of us, but then he ducks behind some shelves and I don't see him the rest of the time... this is where my anxiety kicks in to high gear. In particular my anxiety revolves around my health, and since I had just had a conversation with a man, who I then didn't see again over the span of 5 minutes made me feel like i was goin crazy. Did i just have my first hallucination? I realize strangers striking up conversation isn't unheard of, but it caught me so off guard that it had me ""shook"" as my younger contemporaries might say. I told my uncle about the encounter and he laughed it off saying this guy was hitting on me or he was just lonely. But the strangeness of the conversation still gives me an uneasy feeling. I can now almost imagine what it feels like for girls to get random guys walking up and trying to talk to them. Was I just not in the headspace for a random conversation at that moment? Did i \*actually\* imagine this? Am I spending far to much time thinking about this, ultimate making myself feel even more crazy? 

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This has caused me quite some anxiety of the last 4 hours and I'm hoping I'm not going crazy. Any insight is appreciated.",7.4735483870967725,7.402570512544807,7.332508960573477,74.55209677419356,63.40860215053763,10.067383512544804,35.92114695340501,9.618343705623,3.3261770609319012,2358,100,430,40,31,752,259,558,0.064,0.8690000000000001,0.067,0.7035,0,3,1,0,0,0,63.0,3,0,2,5,24,17,1,2,33,0,31,1,0,4,1,81,70,30,0,1,11,3,6,4,0,2,1,3,0,8,31,27,0,3,22,5,3,11,8,5,0,3,20,16,61,12,82,45,18,78,0,2,7,0,52,42,0,16,29,302,92,10,0.0,0.0,0.07898712023606164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105110964514713,0.0,0.0893208360708698,0.0,0.06734972016046205,0.2630998851850601,0.1967052954876161,0.11008584094471774,0.08487410432185785,0.1857598243102465,0.09144073110745944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660786692190848,0.1441099944884513,0.15133854583422454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868223956158947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257538657908504,0.0,0.08314910336929822,0.0,0.0,0.08486550693771686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283114372952853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169004643780955,0.0,0.0,0.10692204880354313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917621038585035,0.0,0.0,0.20463199279065164,0.17347363453859593,0.0,0.0,0.07397896364469891,0.1376974091541783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228853529173407,0.2329390688617699,0.04600085695947336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404341036368629,0.0,0.0,0.0725075865010975,0.0,0.0,0.08603691207012935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103804403783332,0.0,0.0803930631167306,0.07971096427624905,0.0,0.08664943155118053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428800158885255,0.0,0.06597803556244264,0.09130541293773477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817549764855948,0.08112453636539556,0.07147272986147607,0.0,0.2718815263489454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658869984508702,0.10805801205005927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173204643875833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950123453310643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608208601494505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619993819799969,0.05484798031862062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906728805700152,0.08609113102747272,0.08096329340988638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873568339216218,0.0,0.0,0.19349942379209265,0.07368600107334541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695555383648097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231263609127857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463989822721375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505762289112227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377386260525984,0.051863974134582436,0.0,0.0,0.09439515028546652,0.0,0.0,0.07734296635374732,0.0,0.10990778070394899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736252554256006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006695800490732,0.07303701441434371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785259115623542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967052954876161,0.0
anxiety,_dont_crash,2020/01/30,"Anyone feel ""off"" after company has left? Does anyone ever feel completely drained after having company over? I'm a home body and I admittedly don't have friends. I have a family and career but preffer being alone. Im most content in total silence, partly because I find it hard to find anyone with the intellecual capacity to hold a meaningful conversation. When someone comes over for any reason, wife's family for example, I feel like they ciphoned my lifeforce once they're gone. Like they violated my space with outside negativity and disrupted the delicate balance of my home. It's as though my thought process gets scrambled as a direct result of having to adjust from my level perception, to a level more normal or socially acceptable. Dumb it down from deep introspective ponderings to ""did you catch the game last night""? And god forbid they assault me with personal questions. Most wouldn't cross the street to piss on my head if it was on fire, so what do they hope to glean besides an intermission while they think of what to say next as my words fall on deaf ears? Seems I can barely connect even on a superficial level to people and preffer to just avoid them if possible. Phone contacts? Can count em on a hand. Facebook, Instagram, Snapchat? Not once. It requires too much energy participating in the social paradigms and only serves as a reminder of how disconnected the world is to me, or maybe it's the other way around. Being in public is just as bad but thats a whole different beast. Suffice to say it's an unwelcome sensory overload. Just wondering if anyone can relate.",5.933533270852858,7.866030439862545,6.6401140268666055,71.0155037488285,67.62542955326461,9.826991565135897,32.47125898156825,10.125756701596842,3.700792439862544,1282,56,207,33,22,421,183,291,0.16,0.7559999999999999,0.084,-0.9782,1,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,6,1,11,13,4,1,18,0,17,6,5,3,2,53,30,23,0,6,11,1,6,2,1,1,1,4,2,1,11,11,0,4,17,1,0,5,4,8,0,0,4,10,21,5,43,23,7,35,0,0,0,0,21,21,2,11,10,143,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583452297291606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262230526522238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398148454049057,0.0,0.0,0.1081583231250745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144513979175476,0.07406360392348599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495606976972027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465913410658276,0.1273875688376133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693878062445635,0.0,0.0,0.1063230737440181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024779644700743,0.10990123037480393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907361344920654,0.0,0.18429800050893388,0.08679766907543271,0.0,0.0,0.22209259483339172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938684841278581,0.0,0.06347730538475636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883768329383232,0.0,0.1246912439600222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437433224549456,0.1206741965185582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312378932442478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990364854963921,0.0,0.0,0.13200713191592614,0.0,0.0,0.11871485142908225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206033118298767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931446807443044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292137177235269,0.11401695102221948,0.119041521582021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587812400403041,0.0,0.09240414350701397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156969617682104,0.0,0.08423090434073809,0.10608672382050796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696990890991428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361047406904024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249194218656702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932390004105176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060654525976213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24770231855419836,0.102944236799133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778505403863326,0.11937044417613855,0.0964552555704131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964388722616734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564735539702474,0.0,0.0,0.13175859916716248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ihatemybodyok,2020/01/30,"I have severe panic attacks if I’m alone with a guy I like, please please help me Hi, so I’m an 18 year old girl and I’m a senior in highschool. Ever since I was about 12 and became interested in boys, they have become a major trigger for me. If I go on a date or am alone with a guy I usually end up having a full blown panic attack and embarrassing myself completely by either running away and hiding in the bathroom , OR throwing up. Just like. Throwing up. Everywhere. It’s so bad. 

I’m pretty sure it has something to do with the fact that I was assaulted when I was about 12, and that was my first sexual experience EVER and ever since then I’ve been different. I’ve had boyfriends before, but most of them were people I met whom I played games with who lived far away. When they came to visit I would get nervous but not super bad because I’d been talking to them for like 6 months before hand. 

Anyway, I’ve had instances where I went on a date (tubing in a river) and threw up in the river. I’ve panicked in movie theaters, at school at lunch, EVERYWHERE. 

And don’t even get me started on being trapped in a car where I cannot escape. That’s the fucking worst. 

I do not KNOW what to do. The worst part is, this guy I really like wants to go out with me, but I’m so scared I’ll end up throwing up or having a panic attack. I’m at such a loss here. I want to be with someone so bad and I’m so alone, and lots of guys show active interest in me but I’m such a mess. 

I am not sure how anyone could ever be able to deal with me at all",1.7417111336260265,3.0922223920972662,3.7597906112799753,89.8098941798942,77.35866261398176,6.3330406394236185,21.30372621861984,6.937597516519254,0.40698302375323614,1193,30,266,12,27,407,165,329,0.23399999999999999,0.6559999999999999,0.11,-0.9941,1,4,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,4,3,22,28,5,6,18,0,27,3,1,2,8,50,48,28,0,6,14,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,6,9,19,1,0,1,3,0,11,5,18,0,1,13,1,28,10,45,30,9,57,0,1,0,1,19,28,1,7,22,179,37,3,0.08976384400960638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789048131050788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276496684484695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30635799387059304,0.16867217258415812,0.0,0.22484718092925665,0.054719206150378084,0.09913711332155738,0.15276483966533078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266592418609083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941156826154721,0.0,0.0,0.07166912529120638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254258165674048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378411172973766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900824494411153,0.0,0.0,0.05928817238536966,0.3247861439349758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780626377262304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635307985869022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298522735156896,0.09379580725797074,0.0,0.10202972231851257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35552127288384666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060166812499014996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933186114035409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541632014478695,0.0,0.07926311881034084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763140101915287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164864389144225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419205438423528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315955590733919,0.0,0.09720549563966216,0.0,0.06223094711425552,0.0,0.0,0.19706749029219653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132210004220986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750501700714389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986926728281369,0.09084580240063686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140759346847904,0.0,0.14850715871743142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760566137346556,0.0691045925832298,0.0,0.0,0.06353531080196899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920272133519138,0.0,0.0,0.07214877762094309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886219243622184,0.0,0.10589008179573904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321198270237545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376565933392174,0.0,0.0,0.057804972518956624
anxiety,EngoHelp,2020/01/30,Afraid to sleep I just had the most intense and realistic nightmare. In that dream I fell into full madness. It was the worst experience. I am often afraid that I might go crazy or something. So this dream hits double so hard. I'm extremely anxious to go back to sleep. Any tips?,1.1338888888888905,3.7708437777777815,2.338796296296298,90.31708333333334,92.70370370370372,4.922222222222223,21.564814814814817,6.6274283507984215,0.646192592592592,220,8,43,3,8,70,41,54,0.225,0.682,0.09300000000000001,-0.8388,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,5,4,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406558838861388,0.0,0.0,0.3390064777812664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307440128006679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293537112858736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410862600042961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26881392148178435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183388599384409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6005960719341329,0.0,0.0,0.23101726141871265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crashnkazooie,2020/01/30,"I don’t know where I stand I have issues with my body image. Right now I just feel horrible, I don’t want to going to school tomorrow because of how I feel about myself. It honestly hurts so much, I hate feeling like I’m ugly and disgusting. 
For my whole life I was considered ugly until maybe recently maybe in the past year or so, people started to treat me differently: more nicer, more interest, more stares, more compliments. 
Some times I feel like it’s in my head though, am I over evaluating or under evaluating myself. Some times I think I look good but most of the time I just think I look messed up, and I just need it to stop. 
Idk, I just keep going through the same loops, I’m so unsure of what I think right now, idk what is right or wrong. I just feel like there’s so much wrong with me. But when I look back to how I felt about myself in a better mindset, it seems like all those insecurities vanish. And maybe I’m lying to myself, but idk what the truth is",4.240384615384613,4.79602564141414,5.129797979797981,85.41213286713287,70.36363636363636,8.516550116550116,23.816627816627808,8.617729084823388,1.2328977466977469,759,17,165,12,13,248,104,198,0.204,0.649,0.147,-0.9369,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,20,18,2,1,5,0,7,3,2,2,2,39,31,18,0,2,11,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,11,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,2,10,29,11,22,29,12,27,0,1,4,0,0,10,0,7,18,110,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044305311144764,0.0,0.07170048312270932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402594517387496,0.0,0.1306500749386645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288859055770272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29736278403562744,0.25208474109886325,0.1129343112753224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369310152286776,0.09865465734312973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161260838749132,0.12071276523812452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591538522289505,0.0,0.0,0.12276544533700195,0.0,0.10454667684520157,0.0,0.0,0.06464125717367261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307897436996707,0.2298541186329357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963152773685138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544973881494934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292948686105594,0.08721425396227837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228226113134797,0.08154337913846113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613624509612028,0.0,0.0,0.30134228908142235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190384214254695,0.0,0.1070774619589358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325253234364023,0.0,0.0,0.09833616658299216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22609977349322516,0.11556173430128555,0.0,0.2057567170134364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937573255167953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131930396382405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571995281631553,0.0,0.07574387035356303
anxiety,magic_123,2020/01/30,"Constant overthinking and questioning I can't stop thinking into every little thing. A thought will come into my head and I'll just fall down this rabbit hole of just thinking way too deep and questioning and just doing it to the point I stress myself into oblivion, and I don't know how to stop.",7.901578947368424,7.3992381052631595,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,62.68421052631579,9.705263157894738,33.03508771929825,8.841846274778883,2.731098245614035,240,8,42,3,3,75,41,57,0.10300000000000001,0.828,0.069,-0.2081,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,21,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,3,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111933532518,0.0,0.25230515746847315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671402491864387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961425173430898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831258101229165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340047941282824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071076316072435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230942376110869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903936245304775,0.2674465472308549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511141526589872,0.29920463361105704,0.0,0.1853542651058652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853227819468244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SorryImBadWithNames,2020/01/30,"Cant sleep because my heart is beating way too hard I went to bed at 11 pm. It is now almost 2 am and i didnt sleep at all. All because my heart is beating way too hard and that is freaking me out!

Worst part is that this is nothing new. And i know how it end. I pass out from pure exaustion and tge next day wake up feeling like i was hit by a truck. I than lazy around the house doing nothing because i dont have the energy to do anything and end up feeling like shit.

I just wish i could have a good night of sleep. It is so frustrating.

I also think it might be the heat. Its way too hot where i live",0.033099885189436414,1.6888693134328356,1.9911940298507456,99.14582663605051,83.47761194029852,5.018599311136625,20.009184845005734,5.8734145424116955,-0.3152105625717563,464,13,117,3,13,154,82,134,0.19399999999999998,0.71,0.096,-0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,2,0,5,0,19,7,7,1,3,21,26,8,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,5,14,3,13,19,4,20,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,2,9,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347313643293395,0.0,0.0,0.10759876783513064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072234328124506,0.1197771150569631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460594215690125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074264093247722,0.0,0.0,0.08677295883443306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769039830053408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383409137194485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360640104488283,0.19224363128303912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285329779156986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24105890952735104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188823697811969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525145390201556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394459868295256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146766709898242,0.0,0.11880921123398293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427352013875158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299482398581171,0.14309436285186655,0.12626509977637104,0.0,0.2582067433697324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570342976524325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811259077857269,0.0,0.0,0.4039384382571772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621355124299955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32039614423826906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472824913363442,0.0,0.0,0.15472468269322606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fakejakegyllenhaal,2020/01/30,Does anyone else get mini panic attacks? Like not full-blown ones (though I have those too)  but just like lying in bed shaking uncontrollably with a rapid heartbeat? Cause that’s what’s happening rn and it’s not fun,3.683780487804878,6.266146097560978,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,75.82926829268294,6.051219512195122,22.445121951219512,7.1686216300943375,0.8122146341463412,174,5,32,2,4,53,37,41,0.359,0.541,0.1,-0.9172,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933693186044145,0.32140894393630604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568637399936884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222424994964576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27450921696133435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620448641625563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638882773266826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27739198339242144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065028103489341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212562126998604,0.0,0.0,0.3680435831188035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081954462491456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justagirl8373,2020/01/30,"DAE get anxiety from friends who just want to text constantly? I’m definitely grateful for my friends, but when I spend that much time on my phone it makes me feel so drained. If I don’t reply, the double texting and so on makes it even worse. I literally need time away from my phone but then it also gives me anxiety as to what my friends might be thinking. How do you deal with this?",1.8019230769230743,4.080945538461542,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,80.7948717948718,6.464102564102564,25.134615384615394,7.645422480735847,1.182123076923077,304,12,67,5,8,96,57,78,0.135,0.7120000000000001,0.154,-0.2551,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,14,13,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,10,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,5,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659836814679927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378700244988132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207477873072906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863972047665746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766693185547526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585670791379396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165872385077087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118401505562403,0.0,0.11537501589558448,0.21184109426054096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29481264299919485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342666570379639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233609967110665,0.16374329307224753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414995056912093,0.0,0.0,0.2575365140816443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025176953557194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504552415777512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cammypoosmells,2020/01/30,illness anxiety i have had anxiety for nearly 4 years and whenever i feel sick i get anxious and it is progressively getting worst as time goes on and i don’t know what to do because i try breathing methods but it sometimes doesn’t work,1.727517730496455,4.441913276595745,3.5330851063829805,83.6841666666667,86.44680851063829,6.5375886524822695,31.23758865248227,7.793537801064563,2.681967375886525,192,11,35,4,6,64,37,47,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.775,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,6,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,5,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290925875363115,0.3906706943293749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080463039057495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485363849853552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36134644254274345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900499931521696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34201828119362715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016465663425812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347845893169467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175626363603365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226924826560518
anxiety,asdfghjklpqoei,2020/01/30,"College anxiety I’m a junior in my second semester. I’m a finance major and am currently taking multiple finance courses and I can’t understand 70% of what is being said. A lot of it is from last years classes, but I struggled to get a full understanding of the material then. I’m a slow learner, and I’m trying to learn, but we are flying through the material. I have been looking for tutors but no luck. I am already feeling like I’m going to fail, and we are 2 weeks into the semester. Every single day I go through waves of feeling up and down, confident and ready to try, to terrified and anxious. Especially at night, the fear sets in. All I can think about is how I’m going to fail, and my head feels like someone’s pinching my brain. All of this on top of the fact that I still have to find an internship, and with the grades I possibly will get this semester it’s not looking too good. I don’t know what the purpose of this post is, but I just needed to get my thoughts out.",4.3674856486796765,4.839646154228858,5.997213930348259,79.60422502870264,70.04477611940298,9.169690011481055,32.3769613471106,9.265573868473778,2.810218982013012,771,34,156,15,13,265,117,201,0.15,0.7390000000000001,0.111,-0.8862,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,3,5,8,0,2,13,0,16,2,2,1,3,37,41,15,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,14,0,0,10,0,2,3,4,4,0,1,3,6,16,4,29,36,6,24,0,2,2,0,3,10,0,2,11,108,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384179281047032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051245939461487,0.17796766500269165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585913973237405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159587534986744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327285071811984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726863592497044,0.23896054308010045,0.22508348525839605,0.0,0.0,0.14398248198271515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469137699722488,0.0,0.2685892272092448,0.13213136591470145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167450157754598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657612154177388,0.12841057577190124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539255189466463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645764082136829,0.0,0.0,0.13392908495555167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680886451398753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783422750854014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759500227002406,0.15087325011456054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498501387158981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334773609293434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580620927002206,0.0,0.0,0.16468789462751704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118445353860546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094090743483423,0.0,0.12506375647259665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390939093130296,0.0,0.0,0.3279952136238781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263636230056395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144620962670957
anxiety,KnownRevolution,2020/01/30,"I think I'm being pushed away by anxiety How do I help/support someone who is pushing me away because of anxiety. I'm giving them space, but I want them to know I'm not going anywhere. How do I word this without coming out insensitive?",2.9193749999999987,4.640508854166671,5.069166666666664,80.0925,75.04166666666666,7.300000000000002,30.75,8.07648339933343,2.388275,187,9,35,3,4,65,35,48,0.063,0.8170000000000001,0.12,0.3504,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,13,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297790229297631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278339663371479,0.0,0.0,0.17123545143620694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197248211385325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694671083731695,0.15964326595955758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828290877307008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154376572813245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23800763029660615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31876463209358363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799908689479673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568347052660018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707798194235355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3flowersmaybemore,2020/01/30,"X-post from r/dpdr Hello friends. I have been experiencing near daily anxiety for about 2 years now, and dp/dr since last summer. I'd like to share some things with you that I have learned in the past half a year or so.

Experiencing dp/dr on a daily basis was surreal and disturbing for quite a while. I had just about gotten to a place where I could handle my anxiety, and then I got kicked in the ass by depersonalisation. I worried I was losing my mind, and every time I experienced dp/dr I took it as evidence of that fear being true, ultimately only making the whole situation worse and ingraining unhelpful core beliefs. 6 months on, I have learned a lot. Here are the highlights:

* I have memories of experiencing momentary disassociation as a child, long before I knew about mental health issues, let alone experienced any of my own. It was surreal, but not at all scary, and it passed quickly. I did not consider it a 'problem' as it was an irregular occurrence, nor did I see it as evidence that something was wrong with my head. The lesson here? The experience of disassociation is only scary due to the specific story and train of thought I have now attached to it (i.e. that it is proof I am going crazy). It only became a problem when I treated it like a problem and began to struggle against it, in turn causing me to obsess over it and ultimately experience it far more frequently. It's the difference between stepping into quicksand and wriggling vs laying still.

* Using the above knowledge (and a specific memory of a time pre-anxiety where I experienced dp/dr) I can reframe the moment of disassociation, not as a scary and problematic experience, but as a sudden awareness of the nature of existence - something I definitely experienced pre-anxiety, and therefore nothing to be afraid of. A normal and natural part of the human experience.

* Bearing in mind that the 'problem' with experiencing dp/dr is the frequency with which it occurs and the thoughts that can come with it (rather than the experience itself), worrying about experiencing it makes it far more likely that you will experience it frequently. It's just how the human brain works. It obsesses over things it considers dangerous. Reframing it in the above way allows me to experience it in a far less scary way, thereby reducing my apprehension about it and causing me to experience it less.

* I have been doing an exercise recently, where periodically throughout the day I will take note of what emotions I am feeling, how much anxiety and disassociation I am experiencing, and what activities I am doing. Due to anxiety and disassociation often being a daily experience for me, I have an unhelpful core belief that these are my 'default' or 'baseline' states of being, and any other emotions are just a distraction from feeling like this. By doing this exercise I can see, clear as day, that they in fact only make up a small proportion of my day. I may experience them every now and then, but I will become distracted from them sooner or later. They are not emotions that I am doomed to always return to, any more than a pleasant emotion like happiness is. In fact, this exercise enables me to see that dp/dr and anxiety are only two of many different emotions that I will cycle through in various orders as I live my life, and are not to be treated any differently from the others. 

Another exercise I find incredibly helpful in defusing dp/dr is something called an automatic thought record. It's a series of questions that I leave typed out in the notes on my phone so that I can answer them anytime I am struggling. These are the questions:
* Date and time
* Situation you are currently in/what are you currently doing?
* What are the automatic thoughts that are surfacing and you are finding uncomfortable?
* What emotions are you feeling and how intensely are you experiencing them (from 0-100%)?
* What is the evidence that the automatic thoughts are true?
* What is the evidence that the automatic thoughts aren't true?
* What's the worst that could happen?
* What's the best that could happen?
* What's a realistic outcome?
* If a friend was in this situation, what would you tell them?
* What was the outcome of answering these questions?

Answering these questions never fails to ground me. They force me to face my thoughts with an actual objective mindset. I have to accept that I have them, deal with them rationally, and consequently disrupt the momentum of the anxious thoughts.

It's been a lot of typing, but I hope there's something in here that can help someone. We have to be open and honest about what we experience. Don't be ashamed, it's normal. If anyone is ever struggling, please feel free to message me and we can talk. Peace.",5.505702289042393,7.696574794392525,6.741485168630638,68.82559257754302,69.16355140186916,9.96231884057971,33.20018962481376,10.243074092678743,3.942753948259515,3768,178,621,107,69,1269,335,856,0.099,0.777,0.124,0.9835,4,1,4,0,0,0,121.0,3,8,10,7,30,42,1,12,60,0,81,10,4,11,10,130,112,56,0,14,19,0,4,5,2,6,6,0,0,3,76,43,0,0,29,4,1,5,9,22,0,2,26,18,78,21,97,69,16,81,3,3,3,1,40,34,1,15,43,482,154,6,0.0,0.0,0.04595293674053058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877092118088353,0.0,0.0,0.039182558128168885,0.0,0.0,0.12809095128020986,0.04937785217583968,0.2521654416975244,0.05319816850558552,0.0,0.032926343760415984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052007080330496634,0.04007002535155866,0.0,0.04941793100464864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052567887254061835,0.04808403941033882,0.0,0.0,0.0967485705452202,0.0,0.040563767873704235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127923286654453,0.0,0.0,0.09110724405334474,0.048547605603592725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759672747276187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178187072962381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259549857748768,0.07935052123556732,0.0,0.0,0.5066923966814398,0.0,0.05298921444268676,0.09524024668016064,0.03364102455471201,0.0,0.0,0.08607860690033849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276305949447817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02676226786786669,0.0,0.03766208423466076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832828628000859,0.050128060155012116,0.0,0.0,0.04832780931215095,0.05005434766951036,0.0,0.0,0.06312671704928045,0.0,0.0,0.04677088280645999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914960750558728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838454276348202,0.0,0.049861390901703904,0.0,0.04815259971303983,0.033260979675849435,0.11502870049609205,0.0,0.04158123279063355,0.041673068005237214,0.0,0.05268153822736942,0.0,0.08006827565172085,0.0,0.0,0.09429859533814522,0.047741754187615434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745553025709338,0.0,0.09509472374509673,0.0,0.03758669839767377,0.0,0.03461648504606433,0.0,0.03631862371664197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227618191199877,0.045184016427074994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906990439887524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099375855236203,0.044952625303451545,0.0,0.0,0.04919890915758729,0.051690554903049635,0.0,0.0,0.04509909472857528,0.0,0.0,0.1802346482424834,0.0,0.0,0.2110058010705036,0.05008589104404397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649558227054768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257362914704114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03895324099270405,0.15879301733086526,0.0,0.0,0.039899108291906134,0.14500838191748214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037606044444615065,0.0,0.0,0.1476857220511196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035405734481495435,0.037849067294393364,0.041158636653293335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256885677584992,0.0,0.0,0.2990728811627699,0.08237547507841393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231859692099168,0.0,0.05122027466104296,0.04599997699701991,0.0,0.0,0.04067054292401169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475552061113956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257417696006611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034281998444333515,0.09564413173068713,0.04798861767329921,0.0334513045235626,0.05148539894568852,0.0,0.06064868642169378
anxiety,jessiequick1031,2020/01/30,"My job and anxiety dont mesh very well - Help! After having my son, I got back into the workforce and was excited to help provide for my family. I went through a temp agency and got a job through a corporation that deals with creating and selling parts for transformers and other machinery handling and process $100,000 orders across the globe. Thankfully my job is an office job and that pays very well compared to what I had made in the past. But, right now its getting to the point where my happiness trumps the paycheck. 

I am an orders administrator and we're a small team but we have a huge workload entering orders and a answering questions via email and playing receptionist (which is ridiculous) and it gets pretty overwhelming. There is a huge turnover rate in my department because no one likes the job and it can get extremely hard. My anxiety skyrockets when the phone rings because I'm still trying to figure things out after 3 months. My job can be too technical for me and I still do not understand it no matter how many times I've written stuff in a notebook or Post-Its, it gets very annoying. I suggested we should start a training seminar for at least a month to lower the turnover rate and mentioned other things. My leader told me, ""Nah. It's not necessary."" To me right there, that's a red flag.

I have 5 people telling me 5 different ways and they all confuse me so much to the point where my anxiety will take over and I get kinda mean. Today, I think they saw a side of me they didn't expect. Apparently, I was doing something wrong and no one told me about until today. It's embarrassing. I asked my coworker for help and he said to me, ""Well, just keep doing what you're doing."" I said, ""No. I don't need the project manager yelling at me via email saying I'm doing this wrong. What is the correct way? I'm pretty fucking fed up with the answers I'm getting from everyone and it's very annoying."" He was taken back and said, ""Well, our mission is to enter orders.."" I looked at him and I said, ""Obviously! That's what I'm trying to do!"" So, to make my point, I purposefully made mistakes here and there to show them that training is NEEDED. Not enough to totally screw things up.

My anxiety and anger was so bad, I was so close to walking out and never looked back. But out of nowhere I got an email for an interview Friday morning. I got excited but my anxiety crept back. All because 2 weeks ago a new girl that worked for a month and a half came back from lunch and said she's quitting and walked out while I was at lunch. I found out when I came back and was notified that I was taking over her emails and orders which means I have her workload also. They were talking horrible shit about her. I didn't say anything because funny enough I was looking for a job as well, but no one knew about it. Then a woman that was in her place before quit because the team leader said unpleasant things and she was very offended. Something bad happened and I don't know went on. My department is very cliquey and often times very rude to other neighboring departments. They wanted me to go out with them and I declined saying I'm busy, in reality I'd rather go home to my 1 year old son and husband. I want to keep my work life separate from my home life. 

My fear is that if I get this job friday, I don't know how to tell them and how to face potential backlash from my bosses and co-workers. I know people will talk no matter what. I just wish I can just gather my stuff from my cubicle and just book it. 

So as Friday is coming quickly, my anxiety is growing big time and I don't know what to expect. Anxiety of feeling I'm letting them down and I'm just another person that quit in that department. I have chronic paon as well, and whenever I'm stressed out I'm in a lot of pain along with horrible migraines. Since I have started this job, I have been very unwell. But my gut and my body is telling me find something else, this is not working. 

Am I doing the right thing? ☹️",3.456825740857504,5.145356374527111,4.464790156052967,85.1213151205864,73.52711223203026,7.780966267339219,27.3969301702396,8.472884824447931,1.919877695460277,3147,119,628,56,64,1023,331,793,0.145,0.789,0.066,-0.9969,12,0,3,0,1,0,89.0,3,0,9,8,44,32,9,5,36,0,57,14,4,7,6,124,129,66,0,11,18,3,2,1,1,3,5,11,3,3,43,60,3,2,16,5,2,16,18,20,6,4,40,18,94,12,80,84,9,98,1,1,5,2,61,41,3,7,35,426,137,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067077494953483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036691052278185095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811027241118127,0.2456920979379849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03775618780244916,0.0,0.042892580278585085,0.0,0.0,0.21167813288455445,0.0766175063313201,0.1398432851040659,0.0,0.03904138698300205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050963493920248085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049513771597632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03952245463164777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473013391141839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793592304248973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377223888546865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03832772281212045,0.0,0.0,0.09481476120467916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438413013026558,0.0,0.0,0.04325256257917215,0.051628927329883584,0.023198833132583054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193444068813276,0.0,0.0,0.0503061937960916,0.0,0.04241628351134623,0.16779665344425415,0.0,0.052150506380026634,0.0,0.1467810406698049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040572453437491295,0.04884122178732056,0.04110040119205975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922592848768274,0.0,0.09204485098913856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097686867826077,0.08156235551007382,0.0,0.0,0.10086008197130336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469164734272187,0.06481427289179853,0.022415159315815517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155855581693036,0.0,0.0,0.039006420726645716,0.0,0.0868275015708508,0.030625951445830017,0.04651617472494436,0.0,0.09995580927352507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986542868507697,0.0,0.03372784461245994,0.06804042177017032,0.03538628764946115,0.044312195743709946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048144434989034576,0.0,0.09327054330937012,0.0,0.04882066296603723,0.0,0.0,0.04968469682495708,0.04379864562041447,0.06361627437122276,0.04006155568749786,0.04793592304248973,0.0,0.1301172427250554,0.0,0.043941355026192536,0.09335502739135804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139726680339768,0.14640040560116094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754647614801968,0.2618602624801813,0.10945933709443828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709622972910731,0.037953271616264175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059644017794306,0.0,0.0,0.06494967458583129,0.0,0.07328131795180312,0.0,0.05255657797512089,0.0,0.10504563105450734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899366642181144,0.07375488636313618,0.12030615757108512,0.04224109866287617,0.0,0.0,0.15240662621485998,0.029398718771499632,0.0,0.0,0.08026081272044662,0.0,0.08697972514702718,0.08768260260531159,0.0,0.062300430879641176,0.0,0.0,0.04776378224037396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30285331403863824,0.05412365397831005,0.07283647024649956,0.0368030039564375,0.0,0.24751539817781054,0.08506437018946034,0.0,0.0,0.05276093337910169,0.0,0.0,0.1336077784900964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032743261714372,0.0,0.029545886430391095
anxiety,GCameronMedia,2020/01/30,"Rough upbringing interrupting my ambission Hey guys, hope everyone's doing well! For the 4th week in a row I'm lying awake at half 3 in the morning wondering why I'm so scared of accomplishing my goals.
I'm a photographer, and I've been in and out of the industry for 7 years now. I've done some big jobs for Kurt Geiger, Tifosi to name a few. I love it, but my anxiety holds me back and makes me scared of taking more jobs, despite it being what I love.
My parents (father and step mum) were emotionally and physically abusive. They kept me isolated most of my teenage years before kicking me out at 16. My mum left an inheritance which I managed to get ahold of thanks to my older brother at 18 (my dad kept it a secret from me). However, while using this inheritance to get going with photography, the DWP came knocking and told me id committed benefit fraud (was claiming benefits so I could give my friends parents rent each month and remain in education). I was told I didn't need to declare the inheritance. However the DWP took the lot anyway.
I'm scared to look at my bank account because of it, hell I think I'm scared of having money because of that experience. It frustrates me so much that their is a mental block between me and my passion. I was doing amazingly to get on my feet at 18 and move on.
I dunno, what do you guys think? Any tips for calming down a really deep rooted anxiety?

Peace dudes, thank you for giving this a read. I'll leave a link to my photography insta in the comments if anyone's interested in checking it out. Would love some feedback 😊",4.531422287390028,5.713693854838714,5.968680351906163,77.3675659824047,70.12903225806451,9.378299120234605,30.21994134897361,9.688023934748609,2.851483870967741,1245,50,240,29,22,422,178,310,0.152,0.685,0.163,0.5641,7,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,2,2,7,20,2,4,17,0,15,5,1,3,1,40,46,15,0,5,2,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,13,15,0,4,5,1,8,5,1,6,1,1,13,2,34,14,41,30,8,33,1,0,1,4,25,20,1,8,8,148,47,7,0.0,0.12917938050250075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414222136469771,0.0,0.16681098915156484,0.0,0.0,0.07623433953502277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383517187163497,0.0,0.13292391442081394,0.0,0.0927741002783329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469804919082708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704933191686193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157265896473992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264090327844193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041801431172526,0.0,0.10664950309447166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423412911362728,0.0,0.17088660546435278,0.2091776121836748,0.061962659146470735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159080996246541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828859062411077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638530672899567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154440417480768,0.11845835050004527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155537232830052,0.0,0.0,0.09269100991643127,0.2952038610146296,0.0,0.07277648951846513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109873754363916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702445520518244,0.11587863839427212,0.08014752241283672,0.08084227277880975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421235626464249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905668469072632,0.0,0.06984560355662459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366209100524183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197487105124869,0.0,0.0,0.2007551588739837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972042973519844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083602862345052,0.12113320904053175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416447817295263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745502768856475,0.0,0.09802852880618458,0.0,0.09838007220645614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182353263419071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744978080452672,0.0,0.0,0.14041985914582206
anxiety,Pr3ttynp3tty,2020/01/30,"I'm tired of being friendless, but going is so nerving Last year I was friendless for a year despite my best efforts to make friends (and believe me, I tried) I moved here and I have made some friends, all Navy dudes but I also want to make some friends outside of that. They are all nice dudes but I'm very into creative stuff and art  and ""cute"" things like Sanrio and most of them aren't into that stuff hahah.

There's a meeting thing I'm supposed to go to, and I'm supposed to leave in 30 minutes but I feel so sick and anxious and as if I want to vomit :(",3.4342948717948723,4.087373743589743,4.031698717948718,92.20600961538463,72.24786324786325,5.8500000000000005,28.30021367521368,3.1291,0.6608982905982907,436,16,96,0,8,138,71,117,0.183,0.626,0.191,0.2865,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,5,7,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,3,2,26,18,17,0,3,5,0,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,11,7,14,15,6,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,4,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709141914721607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779231061868472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072298788453832,0.1930266841493336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300221923752056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263193081108131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090671026419388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993021483489988,0.0,0.19475884071156868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986053518379314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404216606042947,0.24555385475162506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954920231063331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211193189520224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24439426558187494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140430744794766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487865872707468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176426195694914,0.21697728952395928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689407063381565
anxiety,cripple2493,2020/01/30,"Sort of optimistic. So, my anxiety is kicking up again after a long time in low cycle - it never really like, went away, but now we're back to constant hair-trigger panic, fears around eating, fears about random contaminations and symmetry and wanting to bleach the everloving hell out of my skin and passing out - twice in 2 days due to anxiety. I'm having trouble answering any communication, leaving the house, and even things as simple as opening doors.

But, unlike last time this kicked up- I am now assured that I will be okay, and it will pass. Previously, we got to absurd levels with panic attacks melding into seizures and even if it gets there again (let's hope not) I'll get through it and be okay. That certainity for sure helps - because it renders all this angst and anxiety as just part of a cycle, and not the be all and end all of my life.

Just wanted to check in and say yeah, things suck for me right now- but they wont always and I'm glad I know that :)",6.256092843326884,6.362739000000001,6.5786460348162485,78.33772727272729,65.91489361702128,9.389555125725336,30.92069632495164,9.095868883498916,2.454568085106384,764,26,147,12,11,247,125,188,0.192,0.6729999999999999,0.135,-0.9324,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,0,14,17,3,4,5,3,10,3,1,0,7,41,21,20,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,12,19,1,0,2,0,1,3,4,9,0,1,2,2,9,8,28,12,4,33,1,1,0,0,4,14,2,4,17,100,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239802124638148,0.0,0.0,0.10132533525800914,0.0,0.3419545386432869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264188546195438,0.0,0.1695093881348899,0.13999071678639002,0.11457205813300445,0.0,0.09082921946892764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101642564791455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609288770595288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246453769830734,0.0,0.0,0.1319700685871328,0.0,0.0,0.19682662817523888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353335963111588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569304750669513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916917700905467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987178180546563,0.0,0.0,0.14799094965921464,0.0,0.17192637806044647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188668581948944,0.12145515746001355,0.0,0.1577698377301806,0.0,0.15236293463993647,0.10524334101611026,0.07279403596004305,0.0,0.0,0.13186060512965708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491824168431455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34963957157734354,0.0,0.16135283967345634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545342810625183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724546947799936,0.0,0.11849104451071235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404310496451502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979783997592296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376658373728834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576851266036553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381248006147554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GreyNavyBlack,2020/01/30,"Sertraline weight gain In the fall, I was at a positive point in that I didn’t have a lot of outside stressors. 
My weight had increased to a level I wasn’t comfortable with. I also didn’t really get a lot done - at work or at home. I was taking sertraline and had been for several years, and became convinced that the sertraline had caused the weight gain. I weaned myself off the sertraline.
A few weeks later, I had several very bad things happen in my life. These are still not resolved. 
I am slowly returning to my “normal” weight. I get a LOT more done at work without the sertraline.
But ... I’m miserable. I’m going through a difficult time anyway and facing a lot of challenge, but I’m just literally right in this moment so upset. I have a lot of anxiety about talking to my doctor. I know he will want me to take the sertraline and I would really rather not as I get nothing done and gain so much weight on it.
I feel like I will always be miserable.",2.4646725146198847,4.637075268421057,4.1771929824561465,83.91479532163747,77.89473684210526,8.011695906432749,24.239766081871338,8.841846274778883,1.967941520467836,751,26,147,18,18,252,103,190,0.11,0.768,0.122,0.0632,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,7,8,10,0,3,15,0,21,8,1,1,0,26,34,12,0,4,8,0,6,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,6,5,0,3,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,13,6,21,5,23,17,9,23,0,2,0,0,2,13,0,6,8,111,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144326606481618,0.08474096819558695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790909562003655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503408277928379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462011582708458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104239929379594,0.0,0.3126601550681149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149453673024208,0.07275617335991012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596252255684298,0.0,0.05787933709724465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005882674497713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021561501175836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055969875359720464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193424205855806,0.049755013026121536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329134903777563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486582291886304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997838498833654,0.09772045220914163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627391022140812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048559531501785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697278434826687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301056654161837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133140786313134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314549957782533,0.08185699865065721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765951172372214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938507546208259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403057933188895,0.06006923865163118,0.0,0.08169176562403252,0.6200825430114647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817236169245107,0.0,0.14828484298292507,0.0,0.0,0.07234586173418346,0.0,0.0,0.0655831146903866
anxiety,noour321,2020/01/30,am i the only one? please describe your anxiety symptoms like how it affects ur body i keep running to the hospital tests r positive:l,0.7346153846153882,2.933330923076924,3.2303076923076937,81.16469230769233,105.15384615384615,6.695384615384616,32.12307692307692,7.554174236665415,3.4552092307692317,108,7,18,3,5,37,24,26,0.067,0.745,0.188,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307960436336597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44715796599266416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578174707618009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667248604945708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727878541092878,0.3061681399761783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418944965132465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184182412547423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Turbulent_Truth,2020/01/30,"You are all going to think I'm insane. I never thought I would be the type of person to get anxious about what people will think about my posts... But this one is a doozy and I can absolutely imagine someone taking this, putting it on Twitter and posting it with the caption ""white people shit"". Maybe I just gave them the idea. 

Anyway, fuck it - - 

For the last couple years I have had anxiety attacks whenever I was in class or trapped in an otherwise abnormally quiet situation. I would imagine I was going to blurt out something inappropriate like a swear word. I've been able to overcome it at certain points as long as it doesn't get too bad with a lot of meditation and practicing non judgment principles like Jon Kabat Zinn has taught - it helps massively. But it doesn't help 100%. If the anxiety is too much, it doesn't work.

Anyway, the anxiety would go away for months at a time and I would forget about it, and it would come back and I would go through the same process again. But it's really, REALLY started to metastasize at my new job. I have started to think I am going to not just blurt out a swear word but I am going to blurt out the N word. Swear to God. I would never say this word. It sickens me. I could never imagine myself uttering this word. It's awful and I'm ashamed I have to put this on paper. But somehow I have become fixated on the fear that it's going to come out of my mouth out of my control. At work I keep my mouth closed and breathe out of my nose, but I have chronic sinusitis and sometimes I have to keep my tongue touching the roof of my mouth so I know I couldn't possibly be talking. This is utterly fucking irrational and the rational side of me thinks this is SO FUCKING STUPID and I just want to stop thinking about it, but I can't. At work in meetings it flares up and I have to do breathing exercises to keep it under control or use those absolutely breathtakingly, on their face ridiculous coping mechanisms I just outlined.

Anyway, the last couple weeks it has been a full time affair at work. I can't even be at my desk or in the building without the feeling coming over me. But, leave the office and it's GONE.

I swear to God this is all real and I think it's called OCD, but I don't tap the doorknob 4 times or lock the door 4 times or whatever...

Anyway, I hope no one screen caps this, but at least I'm anonymous here. There is absolutely no way I'm gonna tell a therapist about this.


Thanks for reading.",2.7508542855795106,4.648971336713998,3.9844379451860963,86.9167710741073,75.99797160243408,7.0201235907354125,25.86673899712251,7.900780265707199,1.46736297938582,1931,71,395,30,43,631,227,493,0.134,0.8170000000000001,0.049,-0.9885,1,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,2,6,23,16,7,3,25,1,44,14,8,3,6,95,86,34,0,12,22,0,2,2,0,9,3,2,1,1,33,26,0,6,13,2,0,13,14,11,0,2,9,7,47,5,63,63,7,65,0,0,2,3,13,30,4,9,21,275,80,12,0.07614557234617228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747534632756751,0.08602282277571502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662658127551122,0.07154127177819257,0.05855124494852956,0.06357837230637213,0.0,0.08409680220256008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775314295081005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677800455941635,0.0,0.0,0.17080746835133953,0.0607960434968049,0.16850725497821312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029343238865038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568493861868584,0.03850148929667869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118606392189052,0.07956583751655177,0.0,0.3029269847781312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020775441277232,0.0,0.0,0.0756297345518843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595908270790736,0.0,0.0,0.07556273109901508,0.20304505013696944,0.0,0.0,0.04184761518270265,0.12413760895257818,0.0,0.0806271665619011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440176077382964,0.0,0.0,0.06738643536494028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473624261728024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649846208227927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077866937557939,0.0,0.05597575709628288,0.0,0.17618447885700494,0.07354186826502755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319642096933568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557950448628838,0.06648737670103479,0.0,0.0,0.0719821782911984,0.08584269173782735,0.1458528194546428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309466351221576,0.0,0.0,0.07616617841946273,0.08667033171725705,0.097561606927545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060554015389161324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816233577206856,0.0,0.08559081369151432,0.0,0.0,0.06451789634718977,0.05862058172816165,0.0753099180876077,0.0,0.10779245605146147,0.0,0.0,0.06366110805442736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725199397091881,0.061202926708837,0.06655458648251318,0.07010461253606988,0.0,0.08841087841338185,0.0,0.29274604881584315,0.0,0.06045107889989256,0.17760438232610007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576532622127837,0.0,0.0,0.04491263143352379,0.06044081104374095,0.0610793851059797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340161448062424,0.0,0.2217395342296123,0.0,0.0,0.378641409100642,0.0,0.0,0.04903525206028008
anxiety,eggeater46,2020/01/30,"Finals week sucks I’m in 8th grade right now and it’s my first time going through finals and my anxiety has been awful.
I haven’t had an appetite for two days, I’m losing more sleep than normal, I’m not enjoying anything I normally do, and nothing has helped.
I don’t know what to do right now, I just want to cry. 
I’ve been trying to get myself to eat for a few hours and I’ve only been able to get a small amount of water and some orange slices down.
Is there anything I can do to help? I’m already ahead with my work and I’ve been trying to watch videos but it’s not working.
Thank you",1.3883380681818167,2.8791263281250044,2.9606818181818184,94.56159090909092,78.6875,5.592045454545455,19.44886363636364,6.1124844417494595,-0.19611875000000006,462,10,107,3,11,152,80,128,0.115,0.86,0.026000000000000002,-0.8178,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,5,4,4,1,0,3,1,14,3,1,0,0,16,25,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,2,5,1,10,2,16,20,4,16,0,1,1,0,3,5,1,1,10,64,13,3,0.1671432208729325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444670051276155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278641064766797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750892585060751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359897968790614,0.10779355004937692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102924230384536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661944571404111,0.0,0.14217193828936242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465086864814128,0.0,0.09499134423912407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240651554464836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646024041219162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185754301890882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869905105766932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32752973717893785,0.16037842830517401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711995123585565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854787947408824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726392970811071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538830213798597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746255622118367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269585508071045,0.0,0.16327463993297306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858540220238342,0.0,0.13407220986060212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433645109232956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mmae66,2020/01/30,"My everyday panic This is really odd...and I didn't want to be judged so obviously coming here anonymously was an idea I had. I struggle with anxiety that most people would label as stupid and it interferes with my life every single day. For some reason I always have a crazy fear I'm going to die, like I'm constantly checking my pulse for no reason at all and if I get the smallest pain somewhere I always am afraid it's some huge issue. I'm always afraid some horrible catastrophe is going to happen. I don't know what it is or why. I just always am afraid of everything. I'm an extreme germaphobe and get really afraid of getting even a common cold; fearing it'll turn into something worse and I'll die. I'm always so scared that one day out of nowhere I'll have health issues; even though I've never experienced health issues. I'm not sure how to go about my situation... Just curious if anyone ever feels the same way.. or if anyone has advice?",3.7100000000000013,5.3704031746031715,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714288,72.80952380952381,8.002962962962963,24.24021164021164,8.648137234880735,1.7525665608465602,756,22,140,14,15,255,116,189,0.253,0.7120000000000001,0.035,-0.992,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,11,13,1,9,6,0,15,4,0,3,5,36,33,14,2,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,5,0,1,4,5,11,0,1,3,3,12,2,16,27,7,16,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,8,86,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850369051317532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619567737092645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849427029725935,0.0,0.0,0.15527875932805796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564820793544056,0.0,0.11999112927511366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321885565087136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304769421799751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466772678074642,0.10043897099841223,0.093553133162529,0.0,0.09979254567172577,0.0,0.0,0.24989411324559585,0.05614344645355295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403613807198767,0.0,0.18931399344998168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818930780004427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360534489238001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534681762620134,0.0,0.3476801188644417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061022817172467964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842844161018993,0.05424687912547713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563827906702719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752412808014417,0.0,0.1181507820413154,0.13027753803382155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697880478132474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422657916490444,0.22832825705618234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116701742146017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480980224887285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548140738065108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607957373702107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465069116027392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909290587363142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077594706052225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549226962484597,0.08813569294152754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019327017193592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315579203690294,0.0788772221738207,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,connerisonreddit666,2020/01/30,"I feel great today Hey there everyone I have severe anxiety according to my doctor but SSRIs did not work for me and usually I feel just kinda anxious in general all the time but I guess I'm a high functioning sort of anxious person? Anyways I feel very good tonight for some reason and not anxious at all and it's amazing! I'm not sure what I did differently today to feel this way but I really hope it sticks around! I don't feel tired, I don't care that I'm over my visa limit, I don't feel scared to get on a plane and go on a holiday in 2 weeks, I did all my dishes and cleaned my kitchen and did my laundry and now im going to make dinner and have a hopefully good rest of my night! Any tips to stay in this mindset are greatly appreciated as I know it won't stick around long unfortunately because it never does but I hope you all have a great day/night! I didn't really have anyone else to tell about this because everyone I know doesn't really get it and it's to hard to explain to them so I posted here I hope this is allowed here!",4.024124111182935,4.247953031674212,5.676835811247575,82.4785633484163,70.71945701357465,9.029217840982547,28.00290885585003,9.04235418022936,2.0137379444085326,824,27,179,15,14,283,116,221,0.084,0.687,0.22899999999999998,0.9919,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,10,13,0,1,6,0,16,5,0,3,6,47,39,15,0,4,8,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,12,11,3,1,10,1,1,2,10,1,0,0,5,7,26,12,24,33,6,25,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,8,10,114,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804842774671288,0.0,0.07655034697977617,0.3391388718371484,0.0,0.06996859347051376,0.10252961754008408,0.0,0.17816021503530355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219988182142846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202413047240792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453440207605593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454785077529276,0.0,0.10242196626273124,0.08756858064239546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359244572314863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912350294088191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035787764874848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456088861632892,0.0,0.11373982209630558,0.16786151338197886,0.0,0.33096992062681624,0.11023416899979308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963963428477978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572540375553233,0.0,0.3975531457915991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080886362029538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998750133352954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855541250325204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679494621960025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717720001736922,0.0,0.0,0.18781064577247536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737392085117696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958357310460154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923148545955856,0.10288468986310514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018369393148792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304629061238278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665722413900697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431118200438128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746224411521134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058349389065087465,0.11501134332312128,0.18970205949903132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020875019774856,0.08256507091469033,0.0,0.07942786890303905,0.08026704653855547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284936432547448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilpoppyseedling,2020/01/30,"Finger gnawing anxiety I have the worst habit of biting my skin on my fingers like crazy when I’m anxious and breaking skin to the point that I bleed. My cuticles, my thumbs especially, and the sides of my pointer fingers. I’m a teacher and feel really embarrassed and unprofessional. Any tips?",4.641666666666667,7.265645759259264,5.666444444444448,73.67300000000003,72.8888888888889,8.764444444444445,33.022222222222226,9.3871,3.6013155555555554,237,12,39,6,5,78,38,54,0.271,0.688,0.040999999999999995,-0.9195,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,1,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349352195006383,0.0,0.37678177318005535,0.5564152679753924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490364276968487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406237921693645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655971721339126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155253798415513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,takeaabreath,2020/01/30,"Anxiety so bad I get a tight/sore stomach and diarrhea... Anyone else? Sometimes my anxiety is so bad that my stomach hurts (feels like it’s in knots), I can’t eat, and it causes me to have diarrhea for a brief period. 
It’s awful. 
It’s usually anxiety related to being nervous or worried about something.",2.5661581920903984,5.0086995423728835,5.2450000000000045,74.97281073446331,79.0,9.357062146892655,31.867231638418087,9.725611199111238,3.978285875706215,239,13,41,8,6,85,43,59,0.35200000000000004,0.61,0.038,-0.9558,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,4,3,2,1,0,5,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316613300781704,0.0,0.0,0.16198313456832925,0.2373646233468129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386855417352018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379802148084283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370475889106225,0.19352348979510106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713503484146362,0.16549904985240124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103359272514565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799846899121394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317812634926533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834437079158436,0.22911918578330615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551424564710234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526353811910716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emmakatemussell182,2020/01/30,"Anxiety, Depression Why do we go through that! I wish we didn't have to go through that!! It's hard going through stuff like that! 😭😭",-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,1.047142857142859,100.0228571428572,94.71428571428572,5.6571428571428575,24.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,1.0739714285714288,104,5,25,2,4,33,21,28,0.248,0.591,0.162,-0.4153,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590279463046533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29163554096262523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773022662806383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30331894357606204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654227756072557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876158007539044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30553368444794426,0.0,0.3893730988136396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peppapug1027,2020/01/30,"Hypochondria getting the best of me So lately I’ve had such bad anxiety for the dumbest things. 
My husband and I are traveling soon, and I’ve never been on a plane and so I’m a little nervous for that. My job is expanding locations and so a lot is changing and so I’m having to change along with it. And of al the things to worry about, I worry about my health for literally zero reason. 

So I had a doctors appointment this morning, they did labs, and they all came back perfectly fine. Well after my doctors appointment, I do back to work and I’m sitting down, I stretch a certain way and I feel my side, and what do I find? A stupid lump. A lump I have never noticed before. But now that I notice it, it’s pained. Cue anxiety 2.0. I do the worst possible thing, I google what it could be and land on soft tissue sarcoma, a rare cancer that can’t be detected by normal labs. Even though it’s more likely to be a cyst or lipoma. I’m a 23 year old who’s never had any health concerns so I’m just kind of stuck in this cycle of anxiety. 

Kind words appreciated.",1.5704500978473597,3.5658804611872164,3.6716634050880645,87.31301369863014,80.00456621004565,6.728506196999347,23.21395955642531,7.793537801064563,1.1807575994781478,827,28,173,14,21,282,125,219,0.163,0.743,0.094,-0.9282,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,3,17,13,1,1,14,0,18,9,0,1,6,30,27,20,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,16,14,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,5,1,1,7,2,19,8,21,16,5,23,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,12,125,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526047529031601,0.0,0.2877385642807713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281393161020974,0.10468433199452534,0.0,0.0,0.10668636222070862,0.0,0.13157514229411016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339757760275826,0.0,0.0,0.2652639105236211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010311636643236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566567902562894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281014726119396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339424149449673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459205920949435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550416633716152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665392007785661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441705790554722,0.0,0.0,0.2611211401962336,0.0,0.0,0.14143041170134008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612527369235923,0.12566042042942735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659081175543553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29009478865033195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228425747355381,0.0,0.2854844746493032,0.13156178678764108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340967971546386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134342411099693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128908159207967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498841837193013,0.0,0.1231819999866027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951821192954967,0.0,0.0,0.11272873680050426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127575217617544,0.2546523091158549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073850304593466
anxiety,Ch0rdeva,2020/01/30,"What helps you sleep? Hey guys, I apologize if this is a topic that has been brought up before as I am semi new to Reddit. I’ve been struggling with really bad anxiety most of my life and it tends to really love to sneak up on me before bed. I get a really bad, heavy anxious pain in my chest that I cannot shake 

I have tried regular “special” gummies but if I’m not careful they can exasperate the anxiety.  I’m wondering what everyone takes that really helps them sleep. Has anyone tried CBD, and if so what kind? And how does it make you feel? I don’t want to get “high” I just want to be able to chill out.",1.88469577666428,3.535490826771653,3.8717823908375095,87.86754473872585,77.74015748031495,8.082748747315676,21.781675017895488,8.841846274778883,1.3554787401574804,473,13,105,11,11,161,84,127,0.121,0.723,0.156,0.6824,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,0,3,9,0,2,3,0,11,6,3,2,0,18,25,10,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,1,14,4,14,21,1,9,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,5,1,63,23,0,0.15752228495478787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24100823366591734,0.17795534506311397,0.0,0.11014324421594196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630490564540194,0.0,0.0,0.26807972486404924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060446782136864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378488130878808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051929374352005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964800028822698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459778479265258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559718277236013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111677343558695,0.16643094262831054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403521959811787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126264835097753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217001225231213,0.0,0.10514734838790976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521360043928211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761481733876354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036512373226724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152720913302137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467649398959244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843715439575675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213894582899904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858214498560148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082619858266707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FULLBEARD10,2020/01/30,Anyone have a good way to cope with generalized anxiety? For me it seems most relevant when I have to go somewhere or am going to hang out with people. Does anyone know at least good ways to calm down when it starts to act up? My therapist has said I have a lot of self doubt too... any ways to help get a better image of oneself too would help greatly also.,3.8712328767123294,4.6449772191780845,4.9752328767123295,85.39682191780824,71.32876712328766,8.031780821917808,24.189041095890413,8.238735603445708,1.227215890410959,279,7,59,4,5,92,54,73,0.052000000000000005,0.741,0.207,0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,15,11,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,3,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015190259686066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618711368220793,0.0,0.1532022289383583,0.0,0.0,0.2800599840049455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177118178356434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525331064701316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463023244054696,0.0,0.22763050661037385,0.33594567520222113,0.0,0.22079294456573187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684669074669657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100604440376284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025819934251646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883858248912542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190497939991619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231379655813046,0.2089201422050972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174864595192208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325231794799054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768832684318505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226255848479827,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jfsakghaqw,2020/01/30,Is anyone accepting PMs? I have something I want to talk about and I don't want it to get any attention. Thanks.,-0.5341304347826075,1.5504033043478316,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,102.91304347826087,5.778260869565218,18.793478260869566,7.1686216300943375,0.7594434782608701,88,3,19,2,4,29,19,23,0.0,0.649,0.35100000000000003,0.7269,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31360212784434544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224512383489863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409351563670794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35502068389755026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706600012511401,0.0,0.4245708035164668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440039200262048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeadEyeMac,2020/01/30,"How do you get over the fear and anxiety of death? Do you ever really get over it? Are people just born forever to dread dying? I'm almost 20 and I'm losing my mind about dying most days. I've been doing so since I was about 12 years old. I worry about the people I love and care about dying as well as myself. I understand everyone dies and it's not something I nor anyone else can control, but it still doesn't help me be at ease with it all.",1.0516725146198844,2.873119968421052,3.3077192982456154,90.14847953216378,80.89473684210526,6.32748538011696,16.871345029239766,7.3871296695380915,0.11146783625730984,347,6,76,5,9,119,69,95,0.153,0.7509999999999999,0.096,-0.5539999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,10,6,0,2,2,0,9,1,0,2,2,16,16,10,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,10,3,12,13,2,9,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,6,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581640822316819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083129709217068,0.0,0.0,0.11044229371018434,0.16183841310354252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104052438767866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715432558865135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186466577320158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6557085399655566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194693482582642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287479347409934,0.0,0.15092796809289252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777376324421032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504468359834926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587053752530362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670561785867508,0.0,0.0,0.14255601749996158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948444635342238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574192672139434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900524718017367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118679730703233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306578499569629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159760602862953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261390525486621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443149240039395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201599484463442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040586475555066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171460408206816
anxiety,longestdecade,2020/01/30,"Is this what they mean with anxiety? I went to the ER about 6 years ago when I was very suicidal and got referred to a mental hospital (this was in Germany, not sure how to correctly translate this). I never got past the intake because it was so horrifying and humiliating to me that I just insisted I had lied about being suicidal to make my mother feel bad and refused to speak until they let me go. I've never dared to go to another psychiatrist or therapist or whatnot since, it still makes me feel sick. But they did tell me that I had depression and anxiety and I never really got the anxiety part.

I don't get the sweaty hands, panic, racing heart etc. There's lots of things that I can't do, like ring people on the phone or go swimming or go to certain grocery shops. It makes me feel like I'm going to implode, like there is insane pressure in my chest and I'm either going to vomit or scream. It's like certain things are impossible for me. Like today I went to the museum with my friends and they walked away while I was talking to them, and I didn't notice. Nothing major. But it made me feel like that until I sat in the car where nobody could look at me, it was IMPOSSIBLE to be around people. I am also obsessively pessimistic and I am constantly worried, but alson100% certain, that my whole life is going to turn to shit.

Just wondering if that's the anxiety part they're talking about. Or maybe they just got it wrong and I'm just an avoidant petty idiot.",4.622474402730372,5.558516187713308,5.789711604095565,79.64647866894201,69.71672354948805,8.863412969283276,28.64317406143345,9.120678840339163,2.32004313993174,1165,41,226,22,20,389,152,293,0.21,0.759,0.032,-0.9912,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,6,0,16,21,2,4,10,0,22,7,4,5,8,53,52,27,2,2,16,1,5,6,1,0,3,3,0,0,19,13,0,2,7,3,1,12,7,10,1,0,17,9,33,11,32,31,7,33,0,1,1,0,14,8,1,9,19,159,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825784416251087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449796377072902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976836887618796,0.2850607183799633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292986395298385,0.0,0.0,0.08752447281146299,0.0,0.07778256354707935,0.056787905172491035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067008793393058,0.0,0.07437862822146013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023635866123695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038951604201769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841278436289624,0.13310337438456454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197319996533308,0.0,0.048670912672826534,0.0,0.37060460324600975,0.0,0.2980260300833737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039200405846812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525978462354956,0.0657998483814293,0.2730720908134189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822877959118414,0.0,0.0,0.07919911634279259,0.0,0.08814781349530866,0.1865499253570392,0.0,0.0935891604694694,0.10147575220076667,0.0,0.0,0.0938807794060362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155462608678732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938706734258622,0.1060603524330426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930017317872584,0.0,0.20176083890763769,0.08892930870169186,0.1291672658337434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967903561630174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562476402954004,0.07706078943748802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439564459003771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379821851071436,0.0,0.08779977607591702,0.0,0.0,0.14975282830637152,0.0814237006175578,0.0,0.0,0.108162957291575,0.12377931526291235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830235180586267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132853390361596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686463666275813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271574335092252,0.0,0.1040069446680372,0.0,0.0,0.1010252598954667,0.0,0.09460589296806303,0.0,0.0,0.10185302650431287,0.0,0.0599903311624026
anxiety,Conformist5589,2020/01/30,Anxiety while trying to calm anxiety Does anyone else get anxiety from the thought of using tools to calm anxiety? My watch tells me to do a breathing exercise and it just makes me think I’m supposed to be anxious...,3.5689024390243915,6.122735097560978,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,76.07317073170732,8.978048780487804,32.201219512195124,9.516144504307137,3.652946341463415,173,9,30,5,4,57,33,41,0.153,0.743,0.10400000000000001,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7341585003255852,0.2710434977038163,0.0,0.1677589967873491,0.2458283770812636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099573038416328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042399222196874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534930965034513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601497559471063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970234789300735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537322895826095,0.0,0.1904712184081204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289124630824497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072155210847141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zivasgirl242,2020/01/30,"Doctor avoidance and phone anxiety New member! On mobile so please forgive formatting issues, etc. Sorry for the long post, I’m just really frustrated with myself

Over the past several years, I (24F) and my therapist (and meds) have worked to get my day to day anxiety down to a more manageable level, and for the most part it’s worked. But I find myself faced with certain situations and absolutely nothing can get through my brain fog. Namely, making yearly doctor appointments. I use “yearly” loosely, bc I am terrible about actually routinely going to these appointments. I have a lot of fear-based reactions surrounding doctors, stemming from some bad experiences I had when I was little (allergy shots, rough doctors, etc). And routinely talking through these experiences at therapy has progressed me to the point where I can get a blood test without bursting into tears (very needle phobic as well) but I still hit a roadblock to actually making the appointments. I avoid, procrastinate, divert, and distract as much as possible, and I don’t even realize I’m doing it until later, and then I get mad that I haven’t done something as simple as book an appointment. Last dentist appointment was 1.5yrs ago, before that it was 3yrs. Last “yearly” physical was 2yrs ago, last dermatology exam (very fair skin that likes to make pre-cancer moles) was 2.5yrs ago. I just can’t seem to make myself call these places for the appointment. Scheduling on the computer is a little easier, but I’ll still put it off as long as possible. I don’t even know where this avoidance is coming from, I’ve known these specific doctors for quite some time and I’m fine with them, I just dread walking into the building with every fiber of my being, and I unconsciously avoid them like the plague. Ambivalent about advice, just frustrated with myself and how I don’t seem to be progressing thru this roadblock",9.098149243918474,9.0132875,8.73510848126233,65.88147271531889,60.094674556213036,12.363182117028275,37.12097304404997,11.750952952430431,4.669052728468113,1517,62,240,41,18,487,191,338,0.11599999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.07,-0.9418,0,4,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,5,16,17,3,6,15,0,23,10,4,6,1,51,41,27,0,0,8,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,13,20,0,4,7,1,0,4,6,11,1,0,7,2,29,6,44,31,9,45,0,0,0,0,7,16,0,6,26,163,42,13,0.0,0.0,0.16846414479235572,0.0,0.0,0.08434710399200955,0.22954207127275664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320631762312589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720703466673019,0.0,0.0,0.07344865237638347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635732553721282,0.08813839932758917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435368606563965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133350076911712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417409820520019,0.0,0.08833134914188819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253055921729773,0.11402195356219468,0.0,0.07272504570413646,0.0,0.0,0.16886743725671716,0.0,0.09712962138535676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788913610585025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038642024553309,0.0,0.0490554346343616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900915935151298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743707685506368,0.2110774510367324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843393829868486,0.1730228371363416,0.0,0.15277408279727953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338287027675834,0.0,0.0,0.23046669550138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587773996000604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634522727234001,0.0,0.0,0.08336463718953017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282263578333225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347193600245576,0.08239849414496568,0.0,0.0,0.09018196380732603,0.0947491688589305,0.08159662405818244,0.19461689024018908,0.08266697368285704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677153151287494,0.0,0.0918078081553374,0.0,0.0,0.05529631050323777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571578900065073,0.0,0.09751263572572293,0.0,0.0,0.09702292447121436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645035872621867,0.0,0.09662381866761513,0.0,0.0,0.13786431435616334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693776198563874,0.0,0.0,0.0987099946422556,0.10021965686237767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033161804690926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454940552135991,0.0,0.14243966149015386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760854930042688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320565012369845,0.0,0.1256783126246576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233898017226988
anxiety,wizenink,2020/01/30,"How do you cope with anxiety? I'm wondering if you have any methods to cope with anxiety on a daily level.

I've been going though a lot daily, and even with antidepressants and benzodizepines, there's no minute in the day that i'm no t in  constant state of alert, just breaking my mind over yet-to-be-seen problems, and feeling  complete distress. ATM, I only want to know if there's some way to feel fine, just for a minute,an hour, anything.",6.0494318181818185,5.837055079545461,6.158090909090912,82.25963636363639,66.38636363636364,8.85818181818182,32.372727272727275,8.238735603445708,2.2621518181818185,349,13,70,4,5,111,64,88,0.16399999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.08,-0.7964,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,20,11,7,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,12,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,3,40,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232415295259604,0.0,0.3877084052733157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853080012462535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26569041890280337,0.27384088185425776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634253213821798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673716740854929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562584581053178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401595414283194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24955297215446964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926481206311608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543594831884927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558669063794631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272599218868394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247445101060516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489692173825945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494648894218239,0.20114116788256325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27480701395121976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thepadre27,2020/01/30,"Just discovered my anxiety. So, I'm healthy. God knows, I've been through every test the doctors wanted to put me through, all the blood work. It started on a Friday morning 8 months ago. 
I'm 33. I've done contract work in the jungles of South America, Hostage rescue, wildland firefighting. I am a stable, mentally sound individual with a good job and family. 
But this shit.
Tight throat The worst choking feeling. Impending doom. Tremors, fogginess, sleeplessness. Horrific nightmares, tightness in the chest. Heart palpitations, rushing in the body, and indescribable feelings that I am dying. Then it fades. I get a grasp on things again, life is good.
I am captive in my own damn brain. I can rationalize the fact that none of this is real, but I was never prepared for the physical symptoms when my subconscious decided to play tomfuckery with my body.
First post here. Good to meet you all. =)",3.3684613095238083,6.517951518750002,3.901428571428575,80.6616666666667,83.8125,7.547619047619048,30.744047619047624,8.418075326091056,3.143029761904762,713,37,119,18,21,224,114,160,0.111,0.748,0.141,0.7267,1,0,0,0,2,0,34.0,0,1,0,3,5,8,2,0,12,0,9,11,8,0,4,20,17,7,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,5,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,3,5,12,4,16,14,5,19,1,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,9,73,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009576574303188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295326176132687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761622272696564,0.0,0.18902190541279332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573187910977206,0.0,0.0,0.17331058466154928,0.0,0.1732775357700673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266301636733847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962387018011567,0.0,0.17123089627382168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440271537120699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846495239283968,0.0,0.0,0.4260635401947337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065009771297973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802822965212255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305620101394753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959875282489052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063905780000982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515303202061468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059333017724584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216586329192198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021767811328034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927281106704563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380894938863106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198486032515663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599276936868702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249153375816402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987185268494933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465401980485961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-dingleberry-,2020/01/30,"Anxiety state Hey, I’ve been diagnosed with GAD and panic disorder after going to the emergency room a few years ago because I thought I was having a heart attack. Sometimes I get into these random states of anxiety that last for a few weeks/months where all my senses are super heightened, I can’t sleep, overthink everything, act really socially awkward around people and have intense intrusive thoughts. Basically I feel like a different person. Is this an anxiety thing?",8.774337349397591,9.761678963855427,8.655084337349397,62.57636144578315,60.566265060240966,12.423132530120485,39.49156626506024,11.979248473330829,5.539676626506023,386,19,54,12,5,125,71,83,0.21600000000000005,0.695,0.08900000000000001,-0.8393,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,6,0,7,3,2,0,1,10,12,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,1,6,2,7,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224145458542356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459330287603925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297444847263935,0.0,0.2210522929574701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844775945487065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972175410892069,0.0,0.20300948585263648,0.2226926855752784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746306258288818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824747053378496,0.13881297807910425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151740127073064,0.0,0.11042916058776664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23025476116334376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583861598667437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492859799476797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509401422232802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279774290269268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347080261760556,0.16966140018555267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447805626404106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194447352042738,0.19807154317545714,0.0,0.0,0.19217461696610966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908895402301485,0.0,0.0,0.30851614841117553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512735403003414
anxiety,phatbtch,2020/01/30,"Unable to Watch TV Shows I’m not sure how to explain it, but I’ll give it my best shot. I’ve found it really hard to watch TV shows/movies for the past few years. A lot of the plot lines revolve around characters doing something that culminates in a humiliating situation. Whether it’s a case of miscommunication that leads to a misunderstanding or someone lying and finally getting caught in their lie, it kicks my anxiety into hyper drive. 

I know that the stories are fictional, but so many of them put their characters into situations that are my worst fears that I cannot stomach watching 65% of what’s on TV. I begin to spiral thinking “What if that happened to me?”, or I just get second hand embarrassment. Typically I’ll give up and turn on a nature documentary. 

Dramatic example: Scotts’s Tots of the Office. 

Is this just me or does anyone else encounter this?",4.025447154471543,6.446556341463418,5.438634146341463,75.5437642276423,74.0,8.519674796747967,28.00650406504065,9.21078282632365,2.7007972357723578,696,28,124,17,15,233,107,164,0.172,0.77,0.057999999999999996,-0.9591,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,5,5,0,2,9,0,5,2,2,2,1,23,18,11,0,1,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,0,4,4,0,4,2,3,0,1,2,5,12,2,20,16,4,16,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,5,4,80,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168259385068652,0.0,0.0,0.12950080831907398,0.1897661177608477,0.0,0.16487320033876934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943629713983578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207560298211834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471640565531836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840899167098992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288485162511247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306955162673726,0.0,0.0,0.19352567949049315,0.355334223727286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377764458475372,0.0,0.16590879595424746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101784740990183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745608581779086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777049170273935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680072088234458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618385545433755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186481338106312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163601086797777,0.0,0.0,0.1569250085162457,0.1425811411676588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745550924679035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867295433893063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014516710143904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926702175389313
anxiety,stephanibby,2020/01/30,Ughhhh Anyone else feel like they’re a burden to those closest to them because of their anxieties? I feel like the neediest person lately 😅😒,5.38111111111111,7.051355444444442,6.7194444444444485,70.93250000000003,68.62962962962962,9.844444444444443,28.314814814814817,10.125756701596842,3.2736814814814803,115,4,18,3,2,39,24,27,0.158,0.667,0.175,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251568224706727,0.0,0.0,0.2299385376953821,0.33694417964209816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004630111121152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747107491886567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33255139426854685,0.469858909872913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709554645222641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213175611301134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871378513803953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InsertEdgyUsername8,2020/01/30,Does anyone take Hydralazine 50 mg for anxiety? Maybe it’s just me but this medication doesn’t do anything. If anything it makes my BPM higher which causes more anxiety. I have Bradycardia so my BPM is usually at 35 now it’s at 80 and I am freaking out. Can I take melatonin or ibuprofen PM with it to help calm me down?,0.5863418803418803,3.079144215384616,2.6574358974359,88.87367521367523,91.46153846153842,5.965811965811964,24.145299145299145,7.3871296695380915,1.450247863247863,254,11,51,5,9,85,51,65,0.11,0.795,0.096,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,9,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41256546196714505,0.0,0.0,0.18854666390983274,0.0,0.4438005713450841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27700646550796865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359739266504021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074177913325987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999453256195128,0.0,0.2709012693410647,0.0,0.0,0.2716456116976578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054888795632837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969831341859763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InfiniteSugar2,2020/01/30,"anxiety, it’s eating me up Hello,

I don’t know if this will even help, but I have been dealing with this for almost two years now. I had a really rough year in 2019. While I was in college right before I took my final exams, I found out my grandma passed  away. My grandpa got hit by a car (thankfully survived) my other grandma broke her foot which was also a disaster because it happened at the same time. My cousin was diagnosed with cancer. I also broke up with an emotionally abusive ex who stalked me and threatened me at my university. I used to be friends with people at my university who spread nasty rumors about me just because I cut off their friendship. I found out dog is sick with heart disease. All to say, I guess I’ve gotten completely traumatized by what happened that year. I have dealt with anxiety before, but it’s just never been this severe before and I don’t know what to do. I constantly worry every single day about someone in my family passing away. It’s constantly in my head. Whether it’s thinking about my dog dying, my grandparents, something randomly happening to my parents or fiance. Im just always fearful and anxious now something bad is going to happen. I know it’s out of my hands with what happens but the thoughts are just so gruesome and horrible. I feel like every day is the last day I’m going to see anyone I love. I see my grandparents sick and it really hurts me deeply. It hurts me a lot seeing my grandpa sick because he was so healthy. He was diagnosed with alzheimers right before the car crash, and now he’s gotten worse because of it. Same with my dog. I feel like because everyone around me is sick, it’s making me sick being worried about them. 

I honestly don’t know what to do anymore, but I am suffering even though I hide it. If anyone has  any suggestions on how I can deal with any of this or anyone who relates, I would appreciate it. I’m just so sick and tired of feeling like this and really feel lost.",4.010173160173164,5.64218276623377,5.046168831168831,81.74163419913421,71.98701298701299,7.938528138528137,28.677489177489186,8.548686976883017,2.211122943722944,1555,61,291,27,30,510,185,385,0.275,0.6409999999999999,0.084,-0.9984,3,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,2,22,16,1,1,9,0,27,16,4,3,2,60,62,25,1,3,14,5,6,3,1,2,10,1,0,0,27,22,1,0,12,0,0,7,4,9,0,1,16,10,51,7,45,41,5,42,0,6,3,1,23,19,0,8,19,201,78,2,0.0,0.09216274315310716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789064232848934,0.0,0.0,0.12440959359612552,0.06472351812220367,0.0,0.0,0.10579320752050156,0.0,0.11901093106723636,0.08787513597444177,0.07714201746505367,0.16316766251740272,0.0,0.0,0.06924531993333792,0.0,0.0,0.14616351294782098,0.0,0.06494739339143588,0.2370856814767337,0.0,0.2647579061597088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815563028791601,0.16811633624901098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049505808839506,0.1603862525154926,0.0,0.1579006824392157,0.08072875749909443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795936792864419,0.0,0.08749788104686948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275278274224968,0.0,0.13107477266790096,0.07432709256244979,0.0,0.0,0.07332896439801923,0.08752997622166359,0.15732213838113185,0.1667092885023551,0.0,0.08520988512106402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057491505253888,0.0600966530109239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841424409662899,0.0,0.06221193071438556,0.0,0.0856891680161449,0.0,0.3439259799014475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983005682246873,0.0,0.0,0.0921758372043721,0.05213778030481631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654133201800092,0.0,0.08402136463012892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709948479125826,0.06340532032232661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400575975839612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491173507828338,0.06613019590510258,0.07020418045734514,0.0,0.051922225396840715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059992741990157215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637125998241538,0.0,0.0,0.0539264640096534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949357387973364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285627256254814,0.0,0.06185791356783062,0.0,0.0,0.18595420192697,0.0,0.0,0.08787513597444177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590714802600962,0.1197656952898164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161416191961845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984161570072543,0.07642356462944358,0.06175276056657643,0.045357175988209895,0.08940264539750792,0.0,0.0,0.08642221992927147,0.0,0.0,0.07598483833160354,0.0,0.0,0.06718143857201883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798929393798775,0.07926976476312159,0.05525637472316152,0.0,0.0,0.15027335664999592
anxiety,dutchgreens,2020/01/30,Being at a family gathering Standing their wanting to start a conversation but not being able to. Feeling awkard and anxious. time goes by slow have some standard  conversations.,7.115747126436781,10.740451379310343,6.897241379310348,62.830229885057484,69.6896551724138,9.383908045977012,37.25287356321839,9.725611199111238,4.958508045977012,146,8,18,4,3,46,26,29,0.085,0.855,0.06,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,14,1,0,0.4657706670256234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261882773895241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390871323439405,0.0,0.2355076440908175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329674875429203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715946215711249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274723607113578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhatsPoppinMyDude,2020/01/30,"I am so overwhelmed by how other people see me. I feel like this has gotten to an OCD level, I am completely *obsessed* by the idea that i come off as cringy, obnoxiously random, ignorant, desperate or pompous to other people. This fear really limits the things i say to others, and I rarely speak to other people. I try to be as enthuseastic when i talk with co-workers and college classmates, and i try to ask them questions as much as possible so that they're the one speaking and not me.  

It's automatic at this point and i cannot fight it anymore. Anything i say at work or to my family I run through every way what i said or did could perceive me negatively. I had a terrible semester last semester because a few missed assignments made me believe my professors hated me. I took this semester off, partially to address how my anxiety is ruining my life. 

I want to paint, or scream, or vent just to get this fucking weight off my chest. 
I have so many acquaintances that i need to respond to their texts, but it feels like it takes so much mental effort to respond. I think they might be really nice people who like me but I am a overwhelmed by these thoughts of anxiety that i shut them out of my mind. 

I'm gonna go get groceries after i post this, things will get better when I don't give up. I hope you all have a peaceful evening.",4.6644696016771485,5.575769260377362,5.736572327044027,80.1560953878407,69.60377358490567,9.209643605870019,30.571278825995805,9.444778638647367,2.706631027253669,1054,42,206,22,18,350,154,265,0.091,0.807,0.102,0.7723,0,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,1,4,4,10,18,3,4,8,0,16,4,1,3,1,37,41,24,0,4,9,0,3,3,0,3,1,6,1,0,23,8,1,2,7,0,0,4,4,12,0,1,7,10,41,6,32,28,4,20,0,4,1,1,18,10,1,9,7,149,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989933015072405,0.0,0.12309136069873218,0.0,0.0,0.10213825318423236,0.0,0.11603325121544585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756609694538459,0.0,0.0,0.13983809233069835,0.0,0.10977197805958933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691636821892599,0.13013499808326234,0.0,0.0,0.09909784664162846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197853944547419,0.0,0.10457447608417753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700707737479182,0.139666866762113,0.12551522968750692,0.17733935268302126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474477050183104,0.1945390532989788,0.11906496280084895,0.07053892268201352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254048650994015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327683521977185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011372296111568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117245322952263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766796914471621,0.1819128479821121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744312462370235,0.0,0.12583581944441344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250814017768032,0.13166921603699416,0.12532344790138145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248151272107072,0.0920316672579006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410533408906459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441902118065032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733130077134744,0.13992400511370234,0.11887040260543368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904017739318592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590258938795054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806431097701801,0.19740667929765154,0.0,0.0,0.09890570014024984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332102867443534,0.0997610682565207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491650753234438,0.07952958060508147,0.0,0.098535552670584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378992797345259,0.16853547863375096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320780771375736,0.09851881601510896,0.0,0.15114186427001866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807182597221731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NandC99,2020/01/30,"I'm anxious and stressed about the thought of my girlfriend cheating on me or not loving me anymore I (20M) get really bad anxiety and stress about my girlfriend (20F) when it comes to cheating / breaking up with me. 

Whenever she goes out drinking with friends it's the worst, i'll have small panic attacks until she texts me back. Currently she is on an overseas trip and a she will go out drinking over there too and knowing that she is drunk and could be getting peer pressured into cheating on me is tearing me up. I wont get texts back for hours and knowing I would never know about it if it happends makes me feel sick.

I don't know how to stop these thoughts and the anxiety and stress, I really don't want to ruin her holiday because i'm being insecure.",8.258098391674551,6.424883059602648,7.904976348155158,76.80887417218544,62.774834437086106,10.747776726584675,40.77672658467361,9.23628265651192,3.7141269631031233,606,29,117,8,7,193,95,151,0.313,0.637,0.05,-0.9919,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,15,4,6,5,0,12,5,0,2,1,31,29,13,0,4,3,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,6,14,3,1,7,4,0,3,5,13,0,0,2,1,20,2,20,21,1,22,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,2,8,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874861769857996,0.16890310582371526,0.14827318552479335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008856664088615,0.0,0.22992705429898194,0.12483413353873725,0.09113956411833997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287891401197681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937111846674905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29292465569459303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559646278991232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551061890939687,0.0,0.2343375276532648,0.0,0.08496965757936391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472366774784391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286659027269005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493810267904394,0.0,0.09979870908371696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531089353836688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541710882467434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155914543956185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249965825767747,0.5137876593044364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373875826699514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881845386498936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062072132669642,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slightlysleeping,2020/01/30,"So confused 
I was recently diagnosed with anxiety and I started going to therapy but have only been a few times and the meds I've been taking haven't started taking effect yet.

I don't know if I need support or not, all I know is I need to let this out.

I feel as though I'm falling apart. I'm stuck in a dead end job with hopes of going to school in the fall for a new (and hopefully better) career but my current job is physically intense and there is a chance I could injure myself and not be able to work anywhere any more. My wife has asked if I can step down into a different position but I won't be able to unless I take a major pay cut which we can't afford. It isn't as easy to change my position as I thought it would be even though I've been in this company for 8  years, and that makes it even harder on me because I don't know what to do and start panicking when even thinking about it. I haven't started to do anything about school yet because I feel so overwhelmed by the whole process (even though I know it shouldn't be that hard) and that has piled even more anxiety on me.

Because of all that I feel like I'm constantly disappointing myself and my wife. It's causing so much pressure and confusion on me right now  that our relationship is starting to get strained. I feel so helpless at times and don't know how to vocalize anything to her.
We are looking into marriage counseling because neither of us want to give up on our marriage or let this get more out of hand.

Thank you for letting me rant, I hope you all have a good night.",7.273644859813086,5.291931130841121,7.570330218068537,78.90278504672901,64.79439252336448,10.802990654205608,36.0417445482866,9.3871,3.0385628660436135,1227,47,260,18,15,403,159,321,0.147,0.747,0.106,-0.8985,5,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,5,2,0,3,20,16,1,5,10,0,34,3,1,4,3,58,73,31,1,11,10,2,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,16,19,0,0,12,0,1,5,12,8,0,0,6,7,37,8,42,56,11,39,0,3,1,0,15,16,0,9,19,187,53,7,0.1785717827611632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071746788247182,0.0,0.1366069250398267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469493619104698,0.0,0.08347025573147003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217711402655682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789661151851232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172120537857313,0.09445263419394873,0.0,0.0,0.09648632918838423,0.0,0.07128751900828947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062330029804176,0.0,0.09328475295943828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908079830659599,0.0,0.0,0.29486244590788696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058251769154554,0.06378585864245215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932963862141744,0.08565116283083063,0.10148645933151766,0.07488876954960763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998262114065596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26604310886164906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720494031235426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453459543749158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739026197225907,0.0,0.04362057652397504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497766153332734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959902581284725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917649726044066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656354035310599,0.13240871424255904,0.0,0.08623287027097075,0.0,0.08378876066851827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790594377128867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815904620812899,0.0958596330306861,0.0,0.07624966338919448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072417764678145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159850673556828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132057145300123,0.0,0.0,0.2013956356557401,0.0,0.0,0.08220245284541411,0.10210619813628698,0.0,0.0,0.05721079399039573,0.2631688048565701,0.07088302442533413,0.10412664256427114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739993384899316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052663132053945086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968450914341508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500119231489744,0.0,0.0,0.06342613549939337,0.0,0.0,0.05749718669615715
anxiety,PlusPromise,2020/01/30,"Irrational fear of telling the whole truth I have diagnosed panic/ anxiety disorder.

I get no joy out of making stuff. 

I try to not make things up, but sometimes I just say something because I am so scared of telling that person the truth, even though a part of me knows they wouldn't care. 

'For example, saying that I am ok while a panic attack is happening. 

Does anyone else do this?",3.2049034749034746,5.5554628108108135,3.8409652509652514,86.35364864864866,76.29729729729729,7.4718146718146725,25.43629343629344,8.418075326091056,1.826461776061776,304,11,58,6,7,96,60,74,0.294,0.594,0.11199999999999999,-0.9428,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,4,4,1,6,1,0,2,2,10,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,8,5,8,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216525596806633,0.0,0.0,0.12080176551256,0.1770188337627412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654587794673076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053163419452058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761461031962081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535350681628706,0.0,0.0,0.19800441249948694,0.0,0.15118839211035925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432353897645173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411008813037675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440939766582005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026292599220033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527761013551354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494748776824208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23064483735962565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40540655191264413,0.0,0.18708837240083268,0.0,0.0,0.1508523092296392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747803720894865,0.1729685634969049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330034445762747,0.1708696539870219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777534530445556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30200960118658393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477782683104808,0.0,0.16974138242034376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729654157100428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288668803795248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yaggadoo98,2020/01/31,"Worried about Dog sitting for a month I am house sitting and dog sitting for my great aunt for a month. I have pretty specific instructions and a few people to help me should I need. However, I can’t seem to get rid of the anxiety surrounding the whole thing. I worry about the dogs constantly or worry that I’m doing/going to do something wrong and I’m not sure why. I’m only on day 2 and don’t know how I’ll be able to do 4 more weeks if I’m going to be so worried all the time. Does anyone have any tips??",1.7227474747474751,3.052788527272728,3.873030303030305,89.0639898989899,77.36363636363637,7.070707070707071,23.131313131313128,7.793537801064563,0.9931919191919184,398,12,89,6,9,137,71,110,0.16399999999999998,0.746,0.091,-0.7174,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,2,14,19,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,12,16,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,51,9,1,0.16130368604259349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969203784804836,0.0,0.12339687831498004,0.0,0.0,0.11278728777849023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743119804277422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402753317647148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115794266223175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427451839313041,0.0,0.1833452040458189,0.0,0.0,0.17783788331399528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811846061857687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612279664570544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864828739318363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575021265445351,0.0,0.0,0.11960463932899865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267872185786545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182766587376597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410383842722345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684481763041068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417945810067715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202681514443214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716300155428746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405747650131784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938808725501522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455514874700344,0.18008980497983273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6552468921740099,0.0,0.0,0.17636025881072154,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway11223307,2020/01/31,"I was once a very confident man I loved myself to the point that I started to look a bit cocky I don't know what happened but now I hate myself and I really consider killing myself, I don't know what made me like this.

I need someone to tell me what might happened to me, so maybe I can left my self up and maybe change it.",2.526,3.253282457142859,3.861428571428572,92.31357142857144,74.42857142857143,7.314285714285713,24.0,7.554174236665415,0.7892285714285716,252,7,60,3,5,83,46,70,0.17800000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.7743,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,15,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,16,2,5,12,1,5,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,3,40,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201943298960151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336233027731594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567093629699908,0.0,0.0,0.1991281021297422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314120383781694,0.0,0.22168819322520414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191378570689689,0.0,0.0,0.0985360327387414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936963929079596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820339982453916,0.19084489690358467,0.0,0.0,0.4052514287728649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139622735725865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495513177631714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479432803751794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906631833154763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292084164980975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104076957838099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708921262233775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275792492013412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628682021356304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641619431906024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyExtractionPoint,2020/01/31,"Would I get away with telling my parents I was laid off rather than I quit because I couldn't take it anymore? I'm pretty good at my job. Never been written up, generally receive positive feedback on my evaluations. I haven't liked how our corporate seems really cheap as of late, but I'm mainly just exhausted between school, scheduling time to do photography, and work. Regardless, I'm scared my parents will get mad if I say I just quit on my own terms, but if I say I got laid off would that work?

Is there any way they'd be able to find out? Tax returns? Etc?",3.35432645034415,4.9458183362831925,4.552684365781712,84.78491642084565,73.60176991150442,8.208062930186825,28.484759095378564,8.841846274778883,2.169156145526057,444,18,92,9,9,146,82,113,0.126,0.8170000000000001,0.057,-0.865,3,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,1,0,1,4,5,5,1,1,0,0,11,1,0,1,1,19,20,7,0,7,7,2,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,4,2,16,2,15,10,4,16,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,7,57,18,6,0.17142176141895962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165726760675661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000432492623968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105638771243352,0.0,0.0,0.10449711468173246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911805772783356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667638436987455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791215903382421,0.0,0.0,0.14378044042783986,0.13710164228266802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010964739660925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933712134869536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374801378167764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322110302226804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806871593160259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439755859874645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646562879815116,0.0,0.0,0.10981716987005248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726429300921165,0.17162308794844533,0.1734879743270501,0.0,0.1560559334447195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288878308856248,0.0,0.14983017520015268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995740762068374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606661518815688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24959416787265495,0.0,0.0,0.24354620196283905,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrayChickenLay,2020/01/31,"Anyone else completely emotionally drained from having to socialize at work by Wednesday? I could totally use Thurs, Fri, Sat and Sun to recooperate and gain enough energy to go back to work on Monday. Too bad I have to be a functioning adult and work M-F. Sigh Can anyone else relate? Work makes my anxiety go through the roof!",4.899836065573774,7.028451114754097,5.804065573770496,75.17986885245901,70.63934426229507,10.125901639344264,28.593442622950818,10.355215969177356,3.3092662295081974,262,10,47,8,5,86,48,61,0.13,0.77,0.1,-0.4643,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,7,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,10,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,27,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751799265885246,0.0,0.0,0.2696689659854931,0.3951638095537029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482779561660247,0.16100889247083716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218347981185092,0.0,0.0,0.15396279072480015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32217724101971185,0.21691304585534266,0.0,0.19924975925784955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918477058575245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871863779630702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657065905148235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665472385302019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615437377236998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Raymonator,2020/01/31,Help with this please So I know this is weird I'm an online gamer mainly Call of Duty Modern Warfare I enjoy the game alot and I play the game with my best friend but I always have anxiety when I come across someone with a mic who is toxic for those of you who don't know what that means its basically a person who is not a good sport will casually swear you accuse you of cheating Ect. Whenver I get into an argument with someone and I swear them back or retaliate and stand up for myself I can't help but feel once they appear offline that they will hurt themselves I know it's strange but I've considered quiting gaming cause it's giving me anxiety badly before bed because I feel when I insult them back or have a heated argument they hop offline and harm themselves or even dare I say kill themselves please help I'm having major anxiety and I need an awnser because I feel stupid about having anxiety on such a topic which gives me more anxiety thank you for reading,3.0173940435280637,5.246165046391752,4.123642611683849,84.69452462772053,76.37113402061857,6.579152348224515,24.179839633447884,7.594959193182576,1.2846733104238264,785,26,147,11,18,255,115,194,0.318,0.579,0.10300000000000001,-0.9937,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,5,2,8,15,4,0,11,0,11,0,0,1,0,30,27,14,1,1,7,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,13,11,0,1,7,7,0,2,3,8,0,0,0,4,27,7,15,25,5,12,0,1,0,0,25,4,0,5,5,99,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060394905073828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084349297649615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442168679263345,0.11098652233461208,0.16205925385700834,0.0,0.11310907848202564,0.0,0.1394962091334615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573091955094727,0.0,0.0,0.1365502213039832,0.0,0.11450280761489487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779547123649477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163207613196715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269724731573064,0.0,0.06944763826328591,0.2550268542856641,0.0,0.11149088166661647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672897532654772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229857658990538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706142000183564,0.0,0.21915571798901426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479390141513074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856193645608728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156040366483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606466871533272,0.0,0.2918226769268101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138171691280418,0.13296061153560718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570700912338428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525323263747335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122379149744512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oldcowdisease,2020/01/31,"My husband's poor health is causing me a huge increase in my anxiety I started getting heart palpitations almost 2 weeks ago. My husband is obese and has some obesity related health problems.  Hes 45 and I worry about him so much. I see how it limits him and us. He wants to lose weight. He does try, but he hasnt made any drastic changes that he will need to have real progress.  Still eating too much, little exercise, etc. I have dreams he has a heart attack. I'm scared hes only got a few years left. My anxiety is so high recently bc of it. When I see his swollen feet, my heart starts to palpate. Even typing this out is making it so hard to breathe I need to stop. 

I've been on zoloft for years but these past few weeks I feel like it's not working anymore. And I take klonopin prn
Any thoughts, encouragement or advice is appreciated",1.6585272846811283,4.01061978698225,2.9438560157790934,90.6792422748192,81.89940828402365,5.8857330703484525,24.773504273504273,7.1686216300943375,1.0505026955950039,660,26,138,9,18,213,113,169,0.135,0.742,0.12300000000000001,0.1903,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,4,9,6,1,1,3,0,14,14,5,4,0,24,29,12,0,4,4,2,3,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,5,4,2,2,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,4,5,20,2,11,24,7,20,0,1,2,0,14,7,0,3,13,75,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191179744761202,0.1080558205043382,0.0,0.12206391485543623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579055826251332,0.0,0.18650430555435213,0.0,0.1208907305183024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867734075619095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252235178322889,0.1289526350365174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667435201440026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473277663416554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359492451625358,0.08051292522992573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061635632760746274,0.08708443782648884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368702654178161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749350610934084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919726952279996,0.0,0.0,0.25914518272068404,0.0,0.4333515506314316,0.0,0.12879264291309098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244326713422486,0.0,0.0,0.05955353529927286,0.12217449635108454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637343692977846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534347373785785,0.08136831216792527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921910403548208,0.18077264598374904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270943535538016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163660784768684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664056926629175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874737924586567,0.0,0.0,0.1203602356658536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204183914083515,0.0,0.19427492351219286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256101924711495,0.0,0.09734843937381063,0.10191275061984044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165263317532027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677393179141493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276119873332326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662909712117506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189899684203177,0.0,0.19555952865278475,0.14843974654095166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874368725714651,0.12379402163604575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699750028000964
anxiety,Nykitty123,2020/01/31,"I just left the house! So Ive been struggling with bad paranoia for the past 6 months and I've been unable to leave the house (only for school) , it's not bad- it just gets very lonely seeing no one. Idk what happened but I just said ""fuck it"" and physically forced myself out of the door, which proved to work. And (the best thing) I returned home in one piece and totally fine :-) I guess I'm slowly reclaiming my life back, one small step at a time",1.1318681318681314,3.4334305934065945,1.963395604395608,97.1941043956044,83.72527472527472,4.958681318681318,16.792307692307688,6.2581,-0.5207327472527471,348,7,78,3,10,108,68,91,0.222,0.665,0.114,-0.7348,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,14,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,3,2,7,2,9,7,3,11,0,1,1,1,1,5,1,1,5,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366951855887586,0.31200956181352185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960785425601418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273188160031866,0.09761693009077356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582688826129306,0.0,0.16522325020589151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741717787134626,0.0,0.0,0.43117982457539866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783808547362974,0.20300374897159698,0.0,0.13197162014633046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913503846954287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798257440306369,0.1421013189225283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836127645497324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772897619399608,0.0,0.0,0.189093491515946,0.1488884208971391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532721927729504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412913690284645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089487342462482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541637386995279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602277866270127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a-clockwork-apple,2020/01/31,Anxiety preventing me from starting medication My psychiatrist prescribe me Zoloft and wants me to work up to taking 50mg I’m absolutely terrified of the symptoms and don’t want to start but also feel like this could be the only thing that saves me what do I do?,11.083529411764708,7.71122647058824,11.013823529411766,61.51720588235296,58.80392156862745,14.905882352941177,43.147058823529406,13.023866798666859,5.453305882352941,214,9,39,6,2,72,41,51,0.098,0.816,0.086,0.0909,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,9,12,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,6,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24711377110700644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363904513220487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24671792864213435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624384651631296,0.22075554234249373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096581331325906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31129328394424394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350146845171233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374352334566397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32117786969063417,0.2323357335560724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529133839010694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645221221584573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496167281871185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sonlc360,2020/01/31,"I want you to know that you can stop anxiety at your will in a course of one week! Here’s how to do it and my story! Hello, fellow people whose world of anxiety was invisible to me until it happened to me too. I’d like to start with some real good news - I’ve brought a mental medicine to share with you because it is the love of people like us who help each other that makes us tingle, trigger happiness, and heal with every second! 

Let me start with my story first so that I don’t sound like an impostor lol. My mom has anxiety disorder, and she is living her life in constant treatment (which I’m about to power boost so much using the knowledge I’ll share with you too). That makes me predisposed to this state too. In fact, I’ve been dumb enough to ignore it and have consumed weed for a while. A year ago, I’ve started feeling panic attacks while being stoned. That dreadful feeling of no escape, depersonalization, and the lack of life sense. In general, a really tense feeling that you wouldn’t wish even to your nemesis! 

Now to add, I’ve been dumb enough [2x] to keep on smoking from time to time. Even dumber (3x) when I decided to rewatch my favorite movies while stoned! The peak of my dumbness was rewatching Harry Potter while stoned (at this point, I’m laughing my ass about my life decisions). Having not learnt a shit yet, I’ve drunk cannabis tea which has similar properties of anxiety - you don’t expect that feeling at all, like there’s something wrong with you and it will never stop (actually not). 

So naturally, I’ve finally had my shitty anxiety attack outside of weed state, while being sober. For a moment, my irrational part of me convinced my logical part that the corona virus is spread by aliens and that aliens were currently landing to wipe us all. *sigh* shit is crazy, right? Having a normal life, our irrational part makes us think that this is it, that our anxiety is gonna lead us straight to mind asylum, that we are crazy and all that bullshit, but deep down ourselves we just know that it’s not true! Feel it! 

I’ve visited a therapist, got prescribed pills, and have been taught about happiness. 

I’m a curious person, so I’ve researched into it even more and found this notion of positive thinking. This was really ironic for me because I have a big no no for open positivity (remember that Reddit hates emojis too, right?). But the thing is, it’s like a magic pill for me. 

You see, when we are having panic attacks, our brains experience a software error, our attention is used for negative thoughts instead of positive ones. That overthinking can be reprogrammed though because I’ve done it successfully. 

First, you need to write down a “happiness praying” for yourself. Write down 5 positive questions, mine are:
1. What am I grateful for right now?
2. What am I good at?
3. What’s one thing I like about myself?
4. How can I make someone feel happy right now? 
5. *I am yet to come up with this question*

While answering these questions, you are slowly but steadily rewiring your brain to get rid of all negativity that’s causing the anxiety. Focus on the present! Even the slightest positive thing can be an answer. What’s really powerful is that in time, you’ll notice how your answers will be more expanded and reasonable. I already think that at the bare least, we’re all grateful here that we have each other for support. That thought alone makes me seriously cry with joy! It’s just amazing how we share our love and help this way! Think like that while answering these questions. 

The next thing is, you make a list of positive thoughts in your life, some are “I feel happy” and “I’m empowered with happiness”. But don’t just stop at generic happiness keywords, work into thoughts that have the power to make your subconsciousness happy! In time, you will find your list more and more expanded. And as it expands, your anxiety will be getting eradicated! 

Finally, write down a small paragraph on criticizing the irrational part of you that makes you anxious, mine is:

“All stupid thoughts are coming from irrational part of me, an animal part that’s constantly scared and always needs a guide like rational me to calm down and start seeing things clearly once again!”

And if you’re struggling with reality and identification, write another paragraph about yourself, highlighting the “I” and your name and second name, and every attribute of yourself! 

Then, you go through this “prayer” 3 times a day or more until your subconsciousness gets what you want from it!

Now, I can get an idea of what your anxious minds could be thinking about it (been there!): “Oh no, I have to do this rehearsal like I am crazy!”. You will find it unexpected to believe that this technique is actually constantly used by successful people with no anxiety whatsoever. They have found out the power of positive thinking and are using it for their professional success as their mind is trained to respond in the most positive (thus successful way). 

Besides, you will find soon enough that there won’t be a need to repeat all that because by that point, your subconscious thoughts will have been trained. Although you are sure to live the best of your life if you continue doing so. 

Another thing that helped me out greatly is my memories folders. I keep a lot of memories in the form of items and photos. Go through them, remember the happy times you were experiencing, smile and think about how these items or photos are yet to be added as your future is happy. Also, I think breaking down the causes of anxiety also helps (the good ol psychoanalysis).

Start exercising too! Best go to gym as the atmosphere there is powerful! Learn about your anxiety and all the things you can do to heal it! Most importantly, do not consider your anxiety treatment as continuous! Each second you’re feeling happy is an investment in anxiety reduction! Have patience too! I was expecting it to be over in days, not the whole week! 

Imagine your mind is coated in positivity. Negative thoughts cannot penetrate your positive armor. It’s that simple. Keep catching your fearful anxious part, talk to it and tell it that you are in charge. If it doesn’t listen, you always have that prayer to go on. I believe in you because someone on the Internet believed in me too. So when you end your treatment, be sure to share your experience and give people even more positive thoughts! I love life and I love you with all my heart. This is sincere because look how much text I’ve written down for you :)",5.389778299903092,7.195625974209657,5.572909436653198,78.6339005503648,68.79201331114808,8.977360077526466,31.178841125596534,9.438466114692568,2.95373451573385,5159,216,918,111,91,1631,436,1202,0.111,0.679,0.21,0.9995,7,1,1,0,0,0,165.0,15,50,4,15,57,68,10,6,50,1,101,25,6,25,15,201,186,72,0,15,17,1,8,9,1,12,13,2,0,1,89,57,2,7,51,3,1,10,21,19,1,8,27,14,119,48,140,134,43,126,1,0,3,5,105,52,6,14,68,659,208,10,0.0,0.0,0.06573193240783351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02985451084611565,0.0,0.0,0.03488141478999409,0.03716575019873351,0.053866365691514886,0.056047457358153314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063099492406487,0.3349376842053117,0.11414346931211965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494459496191492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318288629836485,0.0,0.0,0.11383451700457338,0.07068832442361635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519408022423399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691954742255228,0.0,0.05802316537758213,0.0,0.109185503127336,0.0,0.02689003957034727,0.0,0.03699493564728178,0.043440496826807035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03859919328282548,0.0,0.0,0.03446543641938698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029829706872976525,0.10439861252715084,0.0,0.11122371697843034,0.0,0.056752228131072516,0.0,0.0,0.06588929047972869,0.0,0.037898377221871817,0.13623341403910952,0.024060372513801016,0.0,0.07378766700844128,0.09234632602179896,0.057294890383432086,0.0,0.07385484098474941,0.0,0.0,0.07038380776802819,0.032308084077094554,0.0765624879429909,0.08474535253482741,0.026936271660167564,0.037131352488588,0.0,0.0,0.029782337629565125,0.3943725847702729,0.0,0.033251161784959536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03990992343316265,0.09029762606122883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801963092496075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898066571228964,0.0,0.0,0.037018330913151536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03443918554619076,0.16651992626186746,0.1480852666239079,0.0,0.059478566052506815,0.0,0.02828198138427056,0.0,0.0,0.028632786370477406,0.12158689529570905,0.0,0.17984861134249933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033940635011536636,0.0,0.13602525533566426,0.039444582323823967,0.0,0.0,0.04951606179366912,0.07491792984885329,0.025975416247796108,0.0,0.035818129858064866,0.0,0.032998390214649086,0.0,0.03834390525834715,0.0,0.03586716729421593,0.06846553699327869,0.0,0.0,0.07903038956488165,0.0,0.25529846074018064,0.0,0.09339545438028893,0.029407311522062614,0.0,0.0,0.06367531540804433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091330432200534,0.0,0.0,0.03833421577137084,0.06472712663364905,0.03462774814476435,0.0,0.0,0.07630376300593561,0.11504714958716288,0.0,0.0,0.033718677932427416,0.0,0.053675801859189916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914227245502091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057072423992942004,0.025927834635980626,0.0,0.0,0.11919128457598765,0.0,0.0,0.08447176573746959,0.0,0.035208732339494134,0.0,0.0,0.038218670162228366,0.06348435052927869,0.0,0.0,0.027070003677265312,0.02943703835261802,0.0,0.0,0.03910405813019626,0.15662439167672804,0.17264177916741227,0.03308956777997975,0.21389969612397225,0.11783140630360853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255919347651047,0.1163517967770328,0.0,0.0,0.03972963919993732,0.05346584110248854,0.0540307226577529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03760153856813812,0.038729329838737,0.0,0.0,0.02451880297958044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0368228344425204,0.0,0.02168825128089429
anxiety,OfInternet,2020/01/31,"Help me! I feel like I can’t breathe. My mind is being stretched in all directions and I want to cry but I can’t cry because I can’t let anyone know I’m broken. I feel like I have a weight on my chest and I keep trying to lift it off but I’m too weak and so I just sit back and let it rest. I take antidepressants every day but they’re not doing anything. I still have no friends, can’t have real conversations, and whenever someone tries get closer with me I get nervous and run away, like the coward I am. 

I can’t help from running away. If I see a spider I run away. If someone wants to be friends for real I run away. I feel so sick. Like I want to throw up. But I can’t. Because it’s all in my head. And you can help your body with pills and painkillers but your mind has a mind of it’s own and it just wants to torture you to death. My mind doesn’t really do it, it’s just me. But why do I do this to myself?

Why do I hate myself? Why do I want to cry? How do I quiet the voice in my head that tells me to end it all?",-1.5540517241379312,0.3199389396551737,1.059310344827587,101.71672413793104,92.79310344827587,4.062068965517241,15.327586206896553,5.501188778358388,-1.0594258620689652,782,17,205,5,29,266,107,232,0.201,0.667,0.132,-0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,0,9,10,2,1,5,0,25,9,5,1,3,43,42,20,1,7,12,0,4,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,10,11,1,1,4,0,0,5,9,4,0,0,0,7,39,6,24,38,5,22,0,0,1,0,11,12,0,2,8,136,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848279315274118,0.0,0.08059729644176633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680760808576041,0.07531076899501557,0.0,0.11940814325742626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879063979366968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227515637507573,0.06316399815115388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674686927666254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251971995248494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856610319397073,0.13993848468509845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513383201238252,0.0,0.10234051238998394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966966989296875,0.20103193921142126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969438485587965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705467538102099,0.0,0.0,0.05382594482469622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003031098690801,0.0,0.1913965731518067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955709351477808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295714929435126,0.06274366709505272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804648880772883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659705918164117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782160018048973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363962450735513,0.0,0.08560496181677198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299134759920056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28884140839547845,0.0,0.0,0.11926604635933255,0.0,0.0,0.2651302094184713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,survivvor,2020/01/31,"My SO cheated on me and I don’t really care. Indifference caused by SSRI? I’m diagnosed with OCD since 2 years and have been on sertralin 200mg since. Last week I found out, the love of my life whom I shared an apartment with, had cheated on me. I left him, cried and felt physically ill for a couple of days and then it went away. I’ve never experienced this kind of sorrow before. The one that just leaves and makes you feel better afterwards. I don’t really feel bad about it now. I don’t want him back. I do miss him and it hurts sometimes but not as previous break ups.

My last relationship (before SSRI) it took me 2 years of intrusive thoughts to get over the break up. That relationship lasted 3 months only and we barely knew each other.

But this time I really loved him, we were planning to get married and buy a house together and everything. He meant the world to me. And I used to be extremely jealous. I thought this was gonna Kill me. Why don’t I feel the pain? The one that crushes your soul? Is it the meds? Or will it come back and haunt me eventually?  Has anyone ever experienced this?",1.609234539969837,3.99999416742082,3.2184445701357447,88.38899415535444,82.43891402714931,6.760256410256409,20.52055052790347,7.937092434478242,0.9421446455505283,865,25,181,17,24,285,137,221,0.18,0.755,0.066,-0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,2,2,0,2,7,15,4,0,10,0,14,6,0,3,2,38,37,17,1,1,5,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,15,18,0,0,9,0,1,3,6,9,0,2,12,6,28,6,22,22,1,32,1,3,0,2,15,11,0,1,16,115,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578483067363682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152674373289692,0.18867576127420824,0.10243759809056847,0.0,0.0,0.20879332153509456,0.0,0.0,0.10850570454407643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508644697694074,0.1260322099916214,0.0,0.10568303556114196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574960976999653,0.134764695243752,0.07912225300129652,0.0,0.0,0.1245236013433892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109764163162814,0.0,0.0,0.11026217198005778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186101025083944,0.0,0.11779769933017024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451875187025528,0.0,0.0,0.1281966333768995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156305120230553,0.13133778850759456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573376586535585,0.1277584806758457,0.0,0.3000161383307512,0.0,0.12990664881525388,0.13329858435851233,0.0,0.08665667619501195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145762120502774,0.0,0.08189378787095135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627637226714095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979267112403119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462292590096863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662702757582617,0.09330815191250844,0.13054644273604238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357871784925886,0.0,0.0,0.26343747555383784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029740810011071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213394876502493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479779364744135,0.07153913223892522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363085440219806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596122252527757,0.0,0.0,0.07236331980641213,0.0,0.0984112250146158,0.0,0.0,0.11373105420077087,0.1107049380550324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801138848335247
anxiety,coolbeansprout,2020/01/31,"Help Why do I keep doing this to myself.
My brain woke me up at 5am  just to overthink everything, and it's running on hyper drive.

I'm feeling like things are about to turn bad but I'm just oblivious to it. I feel like I need to run far far far away. I feel like I need to not be here. I feel like I should not be alive. I feel like your lives would be better if I'm gone. I feel like I don't deserve anything. I feel like maybe I'm not worth it. I feel like maybe no one would care to lose me. I feel like I'm crumbling and everything is heavy. I feel like I ruin any good thing. 

I feel alone. 
If anyone is awake please help.",-0.9064285714285704,0.9772817142857164,1.13964285714286,102.47660714285715,89.0,4.357142857142857,15.178571428571427,5.602791699666715,-1.083214285714286,480,9,125,3,16,158,73,140,0.127,0.555,0.317,0.9842,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,4,16,0,0,0,0,12,1,1,0,0,27,35,5,0,7,8,0,11,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,11,0,1,4,5,3,0,1,2,11,21,13,12,27,0,11,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,2,10,64,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899921166288904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843642794241807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008536576026224,0.0,0.07071437675140986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073555753124154,0.0,0.07174928831288219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599950822785001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592807376025003,0.0,0.0,0.08761298307919715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445954444201596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779455326383794,0.6138954508972476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207534072324759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519626687827175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637994553965083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198183431799311,0.0,0.07587916833910446,0.0,0.0,0.09613546879778848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726596643583289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743437034891927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058229469333586074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432708108437167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417826017773765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346889407896336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753989420122495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208667212376698,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cryosoleil,2020/01/31,"Dreading to go to sleep Ever since late November, I've been having this weird shortness of breath thing going on. It often comes with shakiness, chest tightness, an ""out of it"" feeling, and sometimes lightheadedness. It's gotten better during the day but it is awful overnight and in the morning. I have an overwhelming sense of dread when it's time to go to bed. This is because I wake up at least 2 times during the night. I usually go to bed around 11 and my wake up time is often around 6am and then 7:30/8am; my alarm is set at 8:30am M-F for work. No alarm on weekends. Sometimes I wake up around midnight or 2 or 3am. But I always wake up. It's rare that I'll sleep through the entire night. I get enough sleep every night in total, but it's disrupted and not good sleep. 

When I wake up, I feel tightness and that I can't breathe or need to cough to be able to breathe. Trembling and shakiness comes with it and just an overall sense of worry. I can get back to sleep in about 10 minutes. I have to sit on my couch every morning before work for like 5 minutes just to take deep breaths and get ready. I have extreme soreness in my neck and back/shoulders every morning and it's not my bed; I've had it since August. 

At night, I watch TV for about 30 minutes and am sometimes messaging people on my phone. I haven't seen a difference if I have electronics on vs off. I don't drink caffeine past 8ish pm and I don't drink coffee anymore. If I'm hungry then I'll eat something with low or no sugar. 

For health purposes, I have seen 3 doctors along with an ER visit and my body is sound. 2 EKGs and a chest x-ray have been done, everything normal. Vitals normal every time as well and nothing points to anything internally. 

I've considered smoking weed at night to chill out (done it before and always felt super calm and slept well). But I don't want to depend on anything to sleep. I'd like to visit a psychiatrist to be on meds but visits are expensive and my last experience with meds (zoloft) wasn't great. 

Any advice is greatly appreciated!!",3.887977346278317,5.0789559854368935,4.659203883495144,86.11896763754045,71.66990291262134,7.240906148867314,27.08284789644013,7.554174236665415,1.3947327508090617,1614,55,328,18,30,520,198,412,0.111,0.813,0.076,-0.9121,0,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,4,15,21,0,8,11,1,29,29,20,1,2,64,49,35,0,6,16,0,5,2,0,0,5,1,4,0,16,32,4,2,3,4,1,9,10,10,3,0,11,10,27,11,61,36,3,63,0,2,3,0,5,30,0,11,24,193,43,3,0.07679851126539312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504661637597462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278050271465464,0.0,0.0,0.05222562119363347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616348679969484,0.0,0.0,0.12639726222835224,0.2051008717683306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181066293477924,0.0,0.04681565964937343,0.0,0.13069975321843755,0.0,0.0,0.0679220422494203,0.0,0.08530583303080161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231023450043564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952868638386045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802380985424415,0.0,0.07860653051168985,0.0,0.15718308179618212,0.0,0.150466607082976,0.0,0.0785840497938531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935339167325199,0.0,0.0,0.06946865023729504,0.2588242321348973,0.0,0.06902154992874229,0.07512368049648369,0.0,0.0,0.0776632696657123,0.0,0.07373861442960536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037215718352615,0.0,0.17458545509803813,0.06441494756872426,0.0,0.16934125958531554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163322621482197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260103684205075,0.08663206581505836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503974672325478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061166606160322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694512299288618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36035100174370976,0.15049247034440366,0.07369024282644752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331286893550054,0.05324241787705492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259941661837188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705704426530154,0.0,0.4611238453905793,0.0,0.0,0.05912324600788728,0.2278670741229661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057742922778921776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051021518379481434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912731806447355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458271014688401,0.0,0.04529775172514431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810216951602272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118204617341217,0.07799261607845652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HippoSwan,2020/01/31,"Relapse made worse Sorry for the long post, but I need to vent it out some way or another. 

I had 6 weeks of intense cognitive behavioural therapy, which really helped; if anyone has the opportunity, take it. One of the best things I ever did. 
Anyhow, I went from having many panic attacks every day, to the point I was counting days without panic attacks. Then finally days turned to a week. Then a second week. I thought I was going to get a third however one just hit me hard this evening and there is no explanation for it. 

I was sitting in my car outside of a small supermarket, about to turn the engine on. But I felt that rush of dread. The butterflies, the tunnel vision, the heart palpations, just everything hit me like a train. It was like I forgot everything I was taught in therapy, all of the techniques vanished out of my head. 

Eventually I managed to gather the courage to drive home, I only lived around the corner so I found myself convincing my head it wasn't that scary. In my panicked state I found that I had forgotten how to drive. Forgot how the gear box and clutch worked. When I pulled into the street, there was one small parking space left. But I also forgot how to parallel park. It was quite late at night however, so I positioned myself and kept saying it takes as long as it takes. 

***also my car is about 20 years old, I don't have anything fancy. Its just a small Citroen C3. But you can imagine an old car can be difficult sometimes***

3 attempts later, still mid panic, a BMW pulls into the street and stops, obviously waiting for me to park. But this made me panic more which made the driving and parking even more worse.  After another 2 attempts, three boys stepped out of the car, not to help me, but to stand around the car a ridicule me. To laugh at me.

I can't even begin to describe how I felt. I'm surprised I didn't pass out and crash the car all together. Im trying to not feel as though I have failed, and my therapist always reiterated to forgive myself for having panic attacks and to have self kindness. Although this is an experience I am not going to forget anytime soon.",3.5428501742160283,5.537042985365853,4.5775958188153325,83.10792682926831,74.02439024390246,7.319860627177699,26.59233449477352,8.146662555663855,1.7832383275261323,1664,61,314,27,35,542,213,410,0.16699999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9825,2,0,0,0,2,0,55.0,0,1,0,7,25,22,4,6,28,0,27,3,3,7,4,60,56,32,0,2,15,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,18,16,0,6,8,0,0,17,9,12,0,6,26,5,42,10,51,27,6,70,0,1,0,0,8,24,0,4,26,222,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515012008018758,0.06510877361517439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164100127837699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054712963223581136,0.0,0.06439160427208596,0.13931498133144188,0.0,0.2670558831541549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211666200525182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513908537663128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550466012353382,0.07077997982764009,0.06592748623600503,0.0,0.14064887960083267,0.0765417576411261,0.0,0.0,0.03956464276699419,0.0,0.15026109256527925,0.0857170821531585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159023258924833,0.0,0.0,0.04088145673459228,0.0,0.08894051451862256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700950207905102,0.0,0.16061046272321075,0.0,0.0,0.0927244978555918,0.10489624276154552,0.0,0.07848932804322029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452148720056052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148346275009097,0.0,0.0,0.08826738175955927,0.0,0.08501690201510219,0.0,0.0,0.07645623948645193,0.0,0.06909459723250964,0.13849439547706002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212102624095464,0.0,0.07933139677161816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802005138938353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343063827256192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421665354233606,0.0,0.15906902324047215,0.05951128473368082,0.0,0.459037036240359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396984432825633,0.0,0.07494014911755169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322659614601706,0.0,0.0,0.05012780279898424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062226112047720425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816299415123224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738947402756255,0.08759245750349688,0.0,0.0,0.06248911636390533,0.06541900181876112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649873268821134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896728011992966,0.09085219520179337,0.0519846294600452,0.0,0.07687846261583403,0.06212033314150136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053125393805278115,0.1702231516637706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062109781755878564,0.18829796688053446,0.0,0.0,0.07253686854659949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754284758459213,0.0,0.056965624053607014,0.0,0.15948320852230236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050389277562877435
anxiety,Lil_ball_of_anxiety,2020/01/31,"How do i ask for a raise at work? Im expecting, not a promotion, but a rise in responsibilities and expectations as well as a different shift pattern than i am currently on. Its definitely a step towards a new title but its more unofficial. The thing is i have major anxiety especially around asking things of my employers but i know that if i dont ask they definitely wont give. Im just really unsure of how to say in a professional and positive way that i think i deserve more money for more work?

Sorry for the ramble my anxiety comes out in brain farts!",3.692383838383837,5.511635309090914,6.447575757575759,70.6058080808081,73.18181818181819,10.707070707070708,28.58585858585859,10.746095033038511,3.6083737373737375,444,18,84,16,9,161,73,110,0.08199999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.141,0.8554,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,9,0,6,1,1,2,0,17,13,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,10,1,17,12,4,14,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,62,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779281013684996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617096860359336,0.509463111539049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027848284718535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647797809879846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978872607730207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289596754716847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425811362518284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924328317849939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983174024008376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754416030005783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637156571136782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444577596221905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033456655793206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413643680912877,0.11639590999430947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418769914785487,0.0,0.0,0.16332786604541613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449110045484514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iamahighlighter012,2020/01/31,"I hate being quiet and contained! At the gym, at home, in school, at work, outside. I NEED A PLACE TO YELL, SCREAM, BABBLE AND BE COMPLETELY OUT OF IT! Doctor said working out helps with anxiety. For me it’s worse! It feels like I’m trapped in my own body and just commanding it to run in place on a treadmill, raising my heart rate higher than it already is, making me tired faster, and feeling like I’m going to die. FUCK! ALL THE TIME I NEED TO BE CONTAINED AND THATS MAKING ME GO CRAZY. This anxiety and panic CANNOT STAY. IN MY BODY. IT NEEDS TO GET OUT but of course the moment I try to “let go” and try to release all the tension and stress everyone things I’m dangerous and need medical attention. MODERN SOCIETY WAS MADE FOR THE QUIET CONTAINED MAN. I can’t I’m going crazy I’ve been like this my whole life. There needs to be place I can release all this excess emotion and energy. Please oh please fuck.",1.278126463700236,3.7128620273224087,2.7036533957845457,91.19983606557379,84.46448087431693,5.6715066354410615,21.28259172521468,7.07126945348624,0.678531303669009,713,23,145,10,21,231,104,183,0.20800000000000002,0.703,0.09,-0.9726,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,2,11,4,3,7,0,11,9,3,3,3,33,34,11,1,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,4,5,1,1,11,14,0,3,3,1,0,5,2,8,0,0,4,7,13,3,25,25,5,24,0,0,0,2,3,14,2,0,7,85,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373890306123375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155920092194285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24910363241509126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756679850014695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637385745802953,0.0,0.0,0.11477041830738242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261318302457737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714559152269036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339319886821993,0.1602122430561808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732586177783105,0.058583609370983,0.0,0.2549056112965927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070575093416828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287529837203876,0.0751587761454004,0.0,0.1124761322407612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466113340968312,0.07920115737627688,0.16434403856230256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610068291566166,0.14969608958253572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295978062389002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157170876207895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156109672170252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514578270008553,0.24617144856476386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666187622958156,0.0,0.0,0.11348215141845056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951629788611373,0.0,0.0,0.12844522101837344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449458675981194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538425335246746,0.12887762718232168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225863102547255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518980811517794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326482144688034,0.0,0.11427065882165376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chris21400,2020/01/31,Quick question Can anxiety after your vision? Cause time to time my eyes go blurry and unfocused,4.707647058823528,8.042353000000002,5.0779411764705875,73.79573529411766,77.82352941176471,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.9956117647058824,79,3,11,2,2,25,16,17,0.27899999999999997,0.625,0.096,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575190995123905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800940031931503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26560401342997003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235354856512677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450274716889126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Colourless-Aurora,2020/01/31,"At this point I’m convinced that I’m bringing my friend down and that she doesn’t care about me anymore At this point I’m convinced I’m bringing my friend down and that she doesn’t care about me

She always just seems happier around other people, I understand that I’m not the most uplifting person, but she still seems to hangout with me and I’m not sure why. We just started school again 2 days ago and my mental state has already dropped considerably. 

For some reason I seem to become jealous and then experience symptoms of depersonalisation when my friend has a long conversation with any one of her friends, I just seem to shutdown and not be able to talk to her at all, it just makes me feel like I haven’t done enough and that she’s stopped trying to be friends with me. 


Then you’ve got our conversations, boring, dry and stilted, she laughs more with other people and just seems happier with them overall. I see her smile and laugh a lot more often with them compared to our conversations. She also seems to be more interested in talking with them as well, she just talks more with them and is more interested in starting conversations with them. If I don’t speak with her, she won’t speak with me and if they don’t speak with her, she’ll try and start a conversation.

I’m sorry if this didn’t make sense, I’m not very good at writing down my feelings. I should be able to explain it better if questions are asked about it",7.14404255319149,6.561819219858156,6.7221418439716345,80.35300000000002,64.24822695035462,9.505815602836881,32.275177304964544,8.648137234880735,2.2749202836879427,1148,38,233,14,15,358,135,282,0.054000000000000006,0.7440000000000001,0.201,0.9928,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,6,1,16,20,1,0,4,0,18,1,0,3,2,66,48,23,0,5,15,0,2,1,5,3,1,3,0,1,13,27,0,1,13,1,0,2,11,2,1,1,3,6,42,18,38,38,10,28,0,0,1,0,45,12,0,15,13,161,55,1,0.19699435616721292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731180539146452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869408530275117,0.0787681577274098,0.0819575426099837,0.0,0.0,0.06698145870900896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768273367765723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768337110883355,0.09208156536649477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878239466307957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711274972667465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084887509808014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352253139569015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079681066933104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177391491572514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634914029241673,0.0,0.0,0.09960626549626724,0.07036640370359523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804933772728998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261475980956738,0.07877719120191748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812074592700971,0.0,0.0,0.08716690307855585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373877851426166,0.0,0.0,0.13149526242785967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992619887247485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674423699645643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657108266371354,0.08600393668933859,0.0,0.0,0.1862233407810346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033938159181213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127150375179184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996844027339788,0.0784894984599984,0.5380087897921191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025952678185463,0.20915042882931012,0.0,0.07865997365155995,0.08234805128957512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283242467757742,0.10237628192477556,0.0,0.2375049022104278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374623678838532,0.0,0.0,0.10253903607458843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127048737795227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856079213270977,0.0,0.08887838296444234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IntelligentTune3,2020/01/31,I usually get a sore vag after my period because I use pads but now I'm thinking what if I have uti and I can't tell if I'm peeing a lot because I'm anxious that I might have it or of I actually have it. I would talk to my mum about this but she's at work Because anxiety mimics a lot of things I know that I don't have it but what if I do its that little voice in my head telling me that because when I'm feeling anxious it burns when I pee so I can't tell if I have a uti or not I dont want to have to go to the doctors I've already been there a lot lately and it costs a lot I'm just drinking a lot of water so if it is uti I can try to flush it out,0.7270840480274465,0.7902955220125847,3.7768324757004015,93.72967409948544,78.05660377358491,6.788107489994284,23.8885077186964,6.574015621080383,0.4140641509433967,504,15,138,4,11,185,80,159,0.067,0.91,0.023,-0.7007,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,8,0,16,7,3,1,0,27,28,16,0,7,12,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,16,3,2,0,3,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,20,0,13,25,5,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,13,7,98,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.13399160033570698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152143454136302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050393028763105,0.3102351335341318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348037291156288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053929681469013,0.0,0.0,0.1609225112985769,0.13450836092040058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694264282884594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173711995902736,0.0,0.07803460136782811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409163585565265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546020965935925,0.0,0.15488801670799654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376174548661276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836665266505188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456607840777416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036198027179832,0.3600365058679589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091220516524435,0.08798063371969456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322228346758088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118588963392712,0.15122400809886968,0.0,0.08098709017301649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999609635440555,0.0,0.0,0.09753878956066638,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeddrockwell,2020/01/31,"Can a small amount of Ativan cause rebound anxiety? Possibly stupid question, I have mild anxiety issues compared to others here but I have attacks occasionally, usually around flying or things like when I was in a mild earthquake while in Hawaii last year. I have been very sick with the flu and have had a rough week, for various reasons. To the point, I worked myself up the other day about it being something worse (no, not corona... already went to doc and know I’m fine but I think all the meds and weird foods were really doing a number on my insides). Anyways, I took just half of a pill (.5mg I believe, not in front of me) and it helped, but today the feelings are just lingering and creeping back in every time I start to feel like myself again. It’s been all morning, I’ve been up for like 6 hours, but my insides feel fine, I can tell I’m improving from being sick (tho not 100%) but I’m still just struggling and don’t want to take more. Thinking if not the meds maybe it’s just lingering from how close I was to having a full-on attack yesterday? Does any of this sound feasible or familiar?

I appreciate any thoughts or conversation. It isn’t the worst I’ve had it and is no big deal compared to what others are going through... I just don’t know why the lingering/creeping back in won’t stop. I know exercises to prevent attacks but apparently don’t have the skills to deal with this low level kind of dread. Thanks.",4.847754759238523,5.74598131560284,5.429626726390445,82.57026315789476,69.177304964539,8.49003359462486,29.026502426278466,8.6894789155246,2.0839758865248226,1129,40,224,18,19,364,158,282,0.193,0.71,0.09699999999999999,-0.9866,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,16,16,4,2,15,0,27,6,0,3,2,48,46,21,0,2,19,0,4,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,13,11,1,2,11,1,0,4,11,9,0,1,11,5,19,7,31,32,6,36,0,1,0,0,6,15,0,5,20,149,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127664457756716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179539344275612,0.0,0.18200998785560726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590069102983576,0.0,0.4060066232550292,0.0,0.18294764262041294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340285374711979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220592383723375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672013388283509,0.24528755141037364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410374954581146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002299434494086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045107436385915,0.08498590648671356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384835767579035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760839256521174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973718611390998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715282107218188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416458780960195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387978565218395,0.19613389656424168,0.09696925717964257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435530302146734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951251689304612,0.0,0.2642781551033641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245678755962757,0.13411088101911242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332637718031401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620959218435007,0.12231192862821985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158214522707392,0.0,0.0,0.08420135107381091,0.0,0.0950025695949738,0.0994568916117757,0.0,0.124364077588725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944401900852095,0.0,0.10397733398543196,0.10952349187080376,0.0,0.0,0.07903253663224341,0.152451069612551,0.0,0.09444190630205952,0.06936723355365337,0.0,0.11276130973881887,0.0,0.1321702725852525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101895730383356,0.0981554502845709,0.07016639912495135,0.0,0.0954235006246778,0.0,0.0,0.11027822608610677,0.10734398158421853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660517188557812,0.0,0.12123162798971325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660711379930513
anxiety,Chipmunk96DD,2020/01/31,"I think I've found the cause of my breakdowns. How do I fix this. After a long night of distancing myself from my bf and asking myself some really hard questions I've come to the conclusion that I have some anxiety issues that stem from feeling like I've been lied to and feeling like I'm being ignored or not listen too and that these anxieties are the cause of my occasional emotional breakdowns. 

What are some steps I can take to remind myself that my bf isn't making me feel like this on purpose he is just really forgetful. How can I overcome these situations without first going through the breakdown/panic attack.

Any advice would be appreciated, thanks in advance.",7.942619047619049,7.9881470714285765,8.006190476190476,69.72214285714287,62.41269841269842,10.692063492063493,34.66666666666667,10.290406445055957,3.649838095238096,545,21,90,11,7,177,83,126,0.11599999999999999,0.746,0.138,0.44299999999999995,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,5,0,12,0,0,5,0,26,25,6,0,1,4,0,4,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,5,13,4,13,20,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,7,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549524808803184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516964459384925,0.0,0.2591177062315753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832741420243412,0.19266983856609535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479558352340064,0.0,0.1458874239814846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050561182635514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25689836600220445,0.3629694184967215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405632493414225,0.0,0.18569294573491335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625038609089634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171202574330464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676636083255412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482201483584244,0.0,0.0,0.14987701733276146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304816983296485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893155830923775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897203734818772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169908910198767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903661441311738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733657814431504,0.0,0.0,0.15592262999626888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108518142152432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325563128820567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030747885544202,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Charles578,2020/01/31,"Afraid to ask female coworker if she wants to carpool I'm super introverted so I hardly talk to my coworkers, I've talked to this particular girl once but worked with her for months. I added her on social media recnetly so I was thinking of asking her on there. My main fear is that she'll think I'm some sort of creep for asking, she does also have a boyfriend if that affects things.",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,76.27272727272728,6.997402597402598,22.688311688311693,7.957251820313856,1.1461480519480522,308,9,61,5,7,100,56,77,0.057999999999999996,0.9079999999999999,0.033,-0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,12,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,1,11,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,4,1,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019355196258804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319496918190602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971847728726714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25355500106823964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184832044972276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985349382149762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399654103487885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296920306392651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622178739275979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969694034432604,0.2887602960210204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290343080926434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404040413877174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,astefanidis1,2020/01/31,"Performing with Anxiety Hey everyone!

So I was diagnosed with Panic Disorder about a year ago now, and have been having Panic Attacks for years now. Underlying anxiety comes and goes in phases it feels like, some months I feel fine some months I have terrible anxiety every day. I've learned a lot though thanks to therapy and just living a healthier lifestyle and such so thankfully, it's not really controlling my life anymore.

Anyways

In my freetime I've always loved to produce dance music in my bedroom. Over the years I've learned more and more and advanced in my productions, as well as learned how to DJ, to the point where I now have my own manager and am getting booked to perform at shows.

The shows are still small at the moment but hopefully I can continue to progress and eventually get booked to play larger shows and even music festivals.

My issue is, I'm worried about my Panic Disorder.

Weirdly enough, I'm not worried too much about the anxiety. Because, it's normal. Of course you're going to feel anxious right before you get on stage, anyone would. So that anxiety I expect and as much as sure I'd love to not have to worry about it, it's okay. What I'm worried about is actually being on stage, performing in front of hundreds or thousands of people, and having a full blown panic attack.

Someone suggested I get some Xanax, not to actually take but just to have on hand for emergencies like that if ever needed. Not only that, but actually having some with me will make me feel more comfortable and less anxious and that thought could be enough to relax me, without actually having to even take any.

I've always been pretty anti-pills and drugs just because well, obviously it's not healthy lol.

I'm reaching out to this board to look for some advice! Does anyone know any tricks or tips maybe to relax on stage? What if an actual full blown panic attack occurs and I cant just ""breathe"" and ""ground myself"" that simply. Do I just get off stage and take the big failure? Do I try to play through it? Do I take a xanax? Would a xanax be too much and cause me to actually like fall asleep on stage 😂 (never taken one before or anything close to it so I'd imagine I have low tolerance)? Is there an alternative to xanax that is either much healthier or much less powerful but could do the trick?

Thanks in advance 😊",4.742187129885512,6.415203472035799,5.481871956836429,79.17664133438613,70.20805369127517,8.65927095670483,29.03072772733255,9.168548406835145,2.5629645216475856,1860,71,337,38,34,604,213,447,0.147,0.688,0.165,0.9373,1,0,1,0,0,1,47.0,0,1,0,9,31,33,5,5,15,2,33,12,3,5,4,80,64,38,0,10,23,0,5,3,0,3,7,0,1,0,17,24,0,1,10,11,0,7,9,13,2,2,5,6,25,20,58,51,22,54,0,1,1,2,5,27,0,13,18,233,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.384033483504174,0.0,0.0,0.06409298985542962,0.05814085269551879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915090784824373,0.0,0.0,0.08920578624324657,0.0,0.2508777247191481,0.14819421359000146,0.06504684451529467,0.0917229625951611,0.0,0.0539743084829429,0.0,0.0,0.2238514909279207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996511352224356,0.0,0.11162312655335464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737815760706273,0.0,0.056499272899402625,0.0,0.0,0.0735638451252143,0.1047352500729146,0.0,0.0,0.042299596534105526,0.0,0.0,0.0665716394060828,0.0,0.0,0.15034177062154774,0.0,0.057397535439658816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606262829566192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554231684550408,0.0,0.08664207266262894,0.059329170453509536,0.05526171493679783,0.06267327446256886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265544524716352,0.04685692494962525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133820332393204,0.0,0.03727584381168179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514485734302793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845806573005415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03604609929382823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632757917011751,0.0961306843214445,0.0,0.05791644963175504,0.0,0.055078394085100985,0.0,0.0,0.055761577311014034,0.1183935956199572,0.0,0.04378128850216264,0.0,0.06589314941853057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104705319129605,0.0,0.24107797893986385,0.048633547607453295,0.050586420844486696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426347276457832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444492739655486,0.04988352871065817,0.0,0.3847738673265758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547128056748858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062002977582891576,0.0,0.0,0.06672777814882952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201810969659905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601280332195465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557350132872076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052379605720028116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181702811375505,0.0,0.19725960969918416,0.0,0.0,0.18115712066729986,0.07500694612864171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444103860788926,0.052070484373629336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453074940341155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179451036867392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322563119414074,0.0,0.0,0.26643599365341875,0.0,0.09318534653892324,0.0,0.0,0.1267118489509537
anxiety,afterthetigersgone,2020/01/31,"Work related anxiety LOOKING FOR ANY ADVICE!

I have recently noticed how much others are trying to control me in my workplace. I am quite young in comparison to other people but I know I am good at my job and I am extremely committed.

I recently spoke to a manager about wondering if I gave off the wrong impression of “being silly”. She said no but she said I am too nice to others and essentially allow others to walk all over me. I cannot change my personality and I don’t ha e the confidence to be more assertive, no matter how much I try.

Today the person I work directly with is dead set on constantly telling me what to do (we are the same rank but she is more experienced). I want to confront it but I know I will come across as a horrible person because I usually try to let it go over my head. Today I stood my ground slightly more and she took offence.

Now I know I will let this ruin my weekend and I will think about it for weeks. Anything that anyone could help with work related anxiety or sharing any experiences would be very helpful. I am at breaking point.",2.1624583866837384,4.552217070422536,4.362434912505339,81.03048975672219,80.17370892018779,7.816389244558258,26.58322663252241,8.710501217029153,2.371969014084507,848,36,161,21,22,292,126,213,0.147,0.6890000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.2924,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,6,6,9,1,0,6,1,23,1,1,4,2,31,38,14,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,3,10,9,0,1,5,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,6,5,35,6,26,22,7,27,0,1,1,0,16,11,0,3,10,124,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202300520137884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733836795800286,0.0,0.18824549742566773,0.0,0.0,0.08603013050686048,0.0,0.10124873142835204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500203828651139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301565283152432,0.10598523387282648,0.0,0.13295897720813787,0.13799613570359165,0.09823480377766228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203535142518563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992459940541673,0.1031973574645069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627116367634272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649378305024001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209495282050895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285327940387904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516267501609229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331985136946514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180892281746868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007811328313194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529816505821161,0.32229273624989685,0.0,0.0,0.11630946280733215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086468921130706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429678217437859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340721784584213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753951026363644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883695771425668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324883532208646,0.0,0.1366983153003405,0.2506015554460013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355075569227485,0.10151817370878533,0.0725702411250256,0.0,0.09869262974426153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342806690208792,0.2687165773699685,0.0,0.0,0.08740175085113867,0.1345213310874879,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danmargo,2020/01/31,"Wish I was someone else Went to a symposium today where I could listen to things I’m interested in and network with people like me. Sounds good except I’m crazy and can’t talk to people. Anyways I left :( 

I just wish I could get rid of my anxiety for one freakin’ day. Just one day!!!",0.5783743842364544,2.931200482758623,2.493152709359609,91.94568965517244,87.27586206896551,5.383251231527094,20.354679802955662,6.868970318607317,0.4267507389162564,220,7,47,3,7,73,42,58,0.11,0.6629999999999999,0.22699999999999998,0.8114,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,11,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,7,3,8,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689424076566894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526464004257837,0.0,0.0,0.2848477555900327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448393246487604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538006662616687,0.0,0.0,0.1852305661732613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399438914942721,0.0,0.0,0.10789153213403677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929452887483243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062060462683249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711747180617114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775032597353864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671664098411027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933100850389247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472139190378646,0.0,0.0,0.5079114414392479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VegaszFinest,2020/01/31,"I've been taking L-Theanine for the past 2 weeks... Hello there, I just have a couple questions about l-theanine. 

Just a bit of information to start off with my current medications are:
* Trileptal 600mg
* Ativan 0.5mg x2 as needed

The reason I've been looking at something else to help my anxiety is my love for morning coffee. I get really jittery from just a tiny bit of caffeine but it also clears that morning brain fog I have. Typically I won't drink more than one cup on a day off but on my days I work I get a 24 oz black vanilla coffee before work every morning (no cream or sugar, lol I get jittery enough). I was researching nootropics and came across the L-theanine+Caffeine combination from someone in the Nootropics subreddit. Also being a bit of an anxious person reading several people's review of the combination with the same success I wanted to try something I could get my hands on that day.

It's been about 2 weeks now and I take it everyday and I'm not sure if it's helping with my anxiety or giving me more anxiety in the long run. Mainly because if I don't take it, I can feel a difference in state of mind. While I know it's something any plain jane could buy, I don't want to become dependent on it. At the same time I've also been on the same dosage of meds for about 6 months now and I'd like to cut the Ativan down to 30 a month or 1 a day as needed. 

So...TL;DR: Is it good to take l-theanine everyday? 

I like to have a routine so on days I work I've been taking 200mg AM, 400mg lunch, 200mg late afternoon. Also during these 2 weeks I've completely skipped out on feeling the need to take any Ativan so I just haven't taken any...Is that good? Will my psychiatrist think this is a good route to go? 

That's another thing I'm worried about, while I love the l-theanine, it's definitely not an Ativan and I wouldn't want my psychiatrist to completely take them off or see this as self-medicating. My anxiety is super bad some days and working 12 hour shifts in a warehouse make me go crazy sometimes with my thoughts. So I don't completely lose my prescription, lol

Big ramble, sorry.",3.1698724804607146,4.68839004662005,4.761651583710407,83.39731900452489,73.94172494172494,7.657781434252023,26.83676127793775,8.313332769828598,1.7883302618949677,1666,61,335,28,34,561,203,429,0.071,0.779,0.15,0.9906,1,0,4,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,7,18,13,1,0,26,2,26,8,2,3,2,52,61,26,0,11,14,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,17,12,3,0,8,2,1,4,9,3,0,1,9,8,35,10,53,46,11,50,0,1,4,2,10,20,0,9,27,199,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378643120153471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101135402003052,0.07797348493300439,0.22754236568373204,0.08400621751756382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620879250534145,0.045329480535260966,0.08212534802280652,0.0632753224439279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435472737204696,0.0,0.0,0.08301092866833999,0.0,0.08504862075737232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338967596563732,0.0,0.0,0.11874164295947015,0.0822784969047983,0.0,0.2877382878535553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769091268405598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284499661072066,0.0,0.0,0.06211866961935299,0.0,0.0,0.07683429113676407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265194210912778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519782262992733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540120255782972,0.07133338301995963,0.08452159008200705,0.1871102191359652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968457322087636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323012975099759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040866595052282684,0.0,0.08388190128056207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265758431982737,0.0,0.0,0.06580671691929811,0.06244410550107023,0.0831903970345067,0.0,0.0,0.1342265383431631,0.0,0.04963622203613536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519554041852305,0.07491039702956508,0.0,0.0,0.07508292364298673,0.0,0.11870770930884693,0.0,0.0,0.16541214181002936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503886102969843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098552685757975,0.05155221912675735,0.06492873459735067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330079643782949,0.0,0.07438063929231223,0.0,0.04763725083915839,0.07645499546289737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592557039870961,0.0,0.07757423590660804,0.08400621751756382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300542413550915,0.17173907507667727,0.07354445199493631,0.08324050999093371,0.052632756154846166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008390657385064,0.0,0.3913689777377452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940182284269313,0.047647216286524366,0.0,0.05903394377648144,0.043360215034616775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048590940200527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157927735042568,0.0,0.17894256240916515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654136592684334,0.07551671382824984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Androide313,2020/01/31,"Dad is betraying mom and i have to tell my older brother about it tomorrow Im not sure if this is triggering to some people, but if it is, please leave this post.

Dad and mom have been married for 25 years, and i never thought he could do something like that.

I dont know what to do, the plan is to tell Bruno, my older bro about it. My mom is bipolar and depressed, but still a great mom, and a extremely trustworthy person.

I barely cannot stand looking at dad, and if im having fun and remember the messages i saw, the anxiety starts again.

Help. What do i do? Im 100% sure he is betraying her.",1.7169281524926705,3.434286572580646,3.4612023460410555,90.32543988269795,78.43548387096773,7.089736070381233,24.175953079178885,8.00094639256281,1.2418967741935485,461,16,102,8,11,154,71,124,0.132,0.691,0.177,0.8877,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,17,1,0,1,3,22,22,12,0,4,6,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,10,5,8,18,1,11,0,1,2,0,17,1,0,4,9,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367528789312737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820467636199972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672639613027325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588328104862896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941539853074712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090838704222163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391666759894879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744803016269277,0.0,0.0,0.14350006944570412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066210052350843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380580659077012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6348950515179189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452426078094866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395509523575757,0.1183340997917392,0.0,0.14876436625880654,0.0,0.0,0.12979427786615924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535219752960996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433279386645017,0.0,0.0,0.09592439861589384,0.0,0.10822943146570116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25545903661099123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369074392522116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759070906382824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727284333544717
anxiety,ObviousDust,2020/01/31,"Has anxiety ever made you distant with your s/o or killed your sex drive? How can I help? Hi, I am just trying to understand my boyfriend. He has changed a lot in the past few weeks, went from being very attentive, wanting to spend time with me a lot, to being distant, reserved, and no sex (at least for the past 3 weeks, compared to our very active sex life before). 

Is this normal for someone with anxiety? I really wish he would run to me in these situations if so and not away, but I know I can't change how someone processes things. How can I help him if so? I don't want this to kill our relationship.",3.4008943089430868,4.501996406504071,4.609918699186991,86.35357723577236,72.73983739837401,8.06829268292683,26.67479674796748,8.515128840125781,1.670635772357724,470,16,101,8,9,155,82,123,0.13,0.7959999999999999,0.075,-0.7856,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,3,0,0,7,2,2,0,4,0,11,4,0,4,1,26,18,11,2,7,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,16,0,16,13,4,13,0,0,0,3,12,4,0,5,6,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346158391149415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407195595699895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304846490968165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244357344485911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870863909426567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055668158565059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33930535094348724,0.0,0.0842739809015469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831156765042424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607355688083081,0.0,0.14509802225211016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024479160097165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29276884590108626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823624312926926,0.0,0.0,0.1646343202161087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236534428294026,0.0,0.0,0.25985614429079656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187509552534096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941625621217868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411066934494137,0.0,0.0,0.1596367559350658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305010569517555,0.1808928048655677,0.0,0.24600699043070906,0.0,0.0,0.14215164153422627,0.0,0.0,0.1763383017357961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893134442247188,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aggressive-Bike,2020/01/31,"Dangers of Benzos?? Hello guys, the best way to describe my case is neurotic. I've been through a lot of trauma throughout my developing years and I have incredible anxiety issues now. I did a lot of drugs as a teenager and my brain was always numb and I never learned how to deal with anything because of that I guess. I don't use drugs anymore but, there's been a real decline to my mental health because of it. I have a lot of worry about health symptoms too. It's possible that I might have dementia, we're having it checked out. If it's not dementia, it's just plain brain damage from drug use. Regardless, I have some pretty extreme and obsessive constant worrying about things. This results in some pretty serious stress levels, and I imagine it's not good for my health. Sometimes when I go to sleep at night I have panic attacks because I feel like my heart is stopping or something silly, and I have to lay just right or do just right, it helps to alleviate that anxiety (rituals?). I just started 50mg of Zoloft, I was on 30mg of Buspirone (10mg 3 times daily) combined with the Zoloft but the Buspirone did nothing for me. I had to stop taking all my medicine because I was getting incredible headaches and all kinds of side effects, I guess it was partly due to Zoloft, but I also think I started way too many pills all at once. The only pill I'm going to be using for now is Zoloft, maybe atomoxetine again because I have ADHD -- and I'm just going to give myself time to adjust to it before starting anything else. That being said, I do deal with some pretty incredible anxiety / panic / obsessive symptoms throughout the day. I was considering asking my doctor for a xanax extended release prescription for the meanwhile,  I just can't decide if it's worth the risk though. Considering my addiction background too, she might not even do it. But she might. I don't abuse drugs anymore, I actually just quit cigarettes and coffee too -- I'm moving towards not using any substances of any kind -- so I wouldn't abuse it. But I am curious about your guys opinion on it. Something like xanax XR would probably work for my case, but is it worth the risk? I'm not trying to be overly-medicated or be like a vegetable from pills. I'd just use it for the meanwhile, while the Zoloft has to take the time to work and we can get things figured out a little. I'm not honestly sure myself if I should go for it, or if I should just grit my teeth and try to suck it up though. So yeah, I'd like to hear your thoughts on it. Appreciate it.",5.321431451612902,6.011270377016133,6.037661290322582,79.3827419354839,68.01209677419354,8.700000000000001,31.830645161290327,8.751876143730069,2.5388177419354845,2001,81,380,31,32,655,226,496,0.133,0.75,0.11699999999999999,-0.4005,0,0,7,0,2,0,61.0,1,2,0,5,28,25,3,7,19,1,42,28,5,8,5,87,73,34,0,9,29,0,1,4,0,7,22,2,0,2,26,17,1,2,9,0,3,5,11,14,0,0,12,3,49,11,55,50,11,41,1,1,0,0,15,15,1,20,23,260,75,4,0.0,0.1582452198928307,0.06516701259304515,0.07279934853589083,0.08025580154261228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053403422092945935,0.055565768807850566,0.0,0.0,0.09082449596491436,0.0,0.15325805997141487,0.0,0.13245434216790067,0.0,0.0,0.10990743021199964,0.0,0.06242967772921426,0.07597115124006205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035403597764032,0.0,0.05682430834470562,0.0,0.07008080789887274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909567978290966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216475358460753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306715625210045,0.13769315522074674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835149443990929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097713799812232,0.0,0.05578557801172845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441071308843181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0337656458705532,0.047707181005175216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977890835016662,0.06406083754988683,0.15180897421300082,0.05601135048106391,0.0,0.0,0.14712996565892048,0.13224411112996926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129499790187716,0.0752651808600814,0.07913385131657652,0.04476079067738554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697002916123713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908083354773634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130500069079222,0.06693045229562704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032024603218615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770377949782537,0.06708883286068124,0.0,0.07417680355742899,0.0,0.06729787816033132,0.21252701198861906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070975880756869,0.0,0.0,0.05150435156012509,0.0,0.0,0.06266789624670695,0.0,0.06407658740361842,0.0,0.0,0.0711178283406278,0.0,0.050788704891212816,0.0,0.15670235769286894,0.0,0.0723155284832425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528368337805005,0.0,0.20381581977317828,0.07199943401696282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102805879046882,0.0,0.07600952019538444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405840010033105,0.06352245419661058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682757727878717,0.0,0.0,0.10282001239519202,0.06604648472405694,0.0,0.14180030298976487,0.0,0.0,0.11166105361426874,0.07649551983645203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293874710291895,0.13881862807698306,0.10041952086107243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873046570379367,0.04278951106778851,0.13122074469603642,0.05301534459870162,0.11681872808486572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067759031855306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28837958690868776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601267946318267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723232432133964,0.13563534300621047,0.0,0.04743813426875277,0.0,0.0,0.043003711972865434
anxiety,AdventurousWafer69,2020/01/31,"Hydroxyzine and alcohol? Not sure if this is the right place to post it but I'm planning on going out tonight and drinking around 8 and was wondering if it's safe to take 10 mg Hydroxyzine about 5 hours before. Its 2 right now and i'm feeling super anxious about the day as a whole so It'd be nice if i could take this medication and still be able to drink later. Anyone have any input? 

FYI my prescriber knows that i smoke weed regularly and drink at least 1-2 times per week sometimes pretty heavily.",2.881210121012103,4.90746066336634,3.9747854785478562,86.55335533553357,76.02970297029701,7.261166116611661,25.083608360836077,8.167268648758528,1.5177911991199124,401,14,81,7,9,130,77,101,0.037000000000000005,0.752,0.21100000000000002,0.9683,0,0,5,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,0,1,19,15,12,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,8,4,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,10,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,8,45,10,0,0.175211046879827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872473240326365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191495201210911,0.0,0.0,0.1979386111325028,0.0,0.12251163783812967,0.0,0.0,0.15597497862213458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909169599135627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989176388089955,0.0,0.0,0.11299663038923105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149203672000802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859196980535446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957647568196552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172547587598916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962914092004202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650669659440796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830582522190501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780375010410553,0.17825262418516213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992585533969534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328820549901694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992376836756576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513433814666978,0.0,0.2634738039396057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216697044554196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054373323957006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561687669411576,0.0,0.0,0.1900089063383065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheWildRedditor,2020/01/31,"It’s been a good week, I’m finally get help! The suicide prevention center got back to me and are starting to treat me tomorrow. I went to the doctor today and she prescribed me for anxiety meds. And this week I’ve been relatively productive with only two mental breakdowns in the past 7 days, I consider that good :)",5.652704918032789,6.549578491803281,6.800122950819674,73.4710040983607,67.36065573770493,10.69016393442623,33.2827868852459,10.686352973137794,3.821849180327869,252,11,45,7,4,85,47,61,0.09,0.6990000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.807,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,3,6,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,9,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767233890045658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763380897494774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898349507516806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236450358497305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530621269869181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069412695469794,0.0,0.0,0.3875234626452546,0.18476123384249665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548423350362182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566020236581316,0.0,0.23280555235127665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756948780351647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052689553175367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635113357881439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526894063341279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897216785099302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256649540089484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706074511570346,0.0,0.0,0.21415024611516773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MindTheTiberium,2020/01/31,"Telephone anxiety coping mechanisms? I am currently required to receive calls regarding my late mother's estate from her partner.  I am unable to have the phone announce any incoming calls or messages and only look at it when I feel able to.  The calls (and message immediate demanding I call) come at any time of the day or night.

My late mothers partner is not an ""understanding"" person and so there is no point talking to them about it, and so I am unable to use my phone for normal activities in case they may at any point pop up.

Has anyone else found a way of dealing with such anxiety?",5.293125,6.7076949196428615,6.2003571428571425,75.54464285714286,68.55357142857143,9.171428571428573,32.75,9.516144504307137,3.231246428571428,469,21,82,10,8,155,78,112,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.7289,1,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,14,9,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,11,0,16,12,0,17,0,0,1,0,20,7,0,3,7,55,13,1,0.1472854519902765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30047747396023283,0.0,0.2253459352691029,0.0,0.0,0.10298541258893372,0.15091135095349525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015796559312521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268733753444354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498693191229532,0.1518448337194808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303809588146775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447194995895481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149089592554333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33228881029551915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236826848828639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382174193027296,0.14430847128801644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201722317525913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860397561319206,0.0,0.0,0.2784647179921492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838246723602125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858833314937598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332934982232385,0.0,0.127207341140642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690833621639693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,menwohats,2020/01/31,"How to recover quickly after an anxiety attack? I work from home and just suffered the worst anxiety attack I have had in a while. I was hyperventilating worse than ever before and on top of everything managed to seize up my neck so bad that I can’t even move it now. 

It started about an hour and a half ago now, and I am still laying here with bad symptoms. Still stumbling over my breath every few seconds, freezing cold, and extremely lightheaded/tingly throughout my whole body. 

I wish I could give myself adequate time to recover but unfortunately, I have a ton of work to get done and it is all time sensitive. 

Does anyone have tips on how to bounce back fairly quickly after an anxiety attack like this?",5.9440713101160885,7.091658664179107,6.507711442786071,74.92427031509123,66.83582089552239,9.53764510779436,31.30679933665009,9.725611199111238,3.0363625207296843,567,22,100,12,9,185,93,134,0.21100000000000002,0.733,0.055999999999999994,-0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,15,8,3,0,7,0,10,4,3,2,2,15,14,11,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,2,3,2,12,1,18,10,5,23,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,17,81,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287168595924814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34400471999567994,0.0,0.0,0.10480913261644904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115770344795211,0.0,0.11525897253402842,0.2503098908950666,0.0,0.0,0.12754846488801064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649806569851716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967789094383405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117295241115334,0.15339325664955766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900334907346917,0.13558739748804924,0.12629187382416282,0.0,0.13471475685021192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831325097381656,0.14379165760122412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035556305442968,0.0,0.14761506180496614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323047109461628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931323932175234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060955043939068,0.0,0.23941054178716026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579690650760536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480839769027953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735091892688825,0.17237031208683656,0.0,0.0,0.2182487401245341,0.0,0.1527544458139176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaymyusernamer,2020/01/31,"Still feeling off after panic attack I had a really severe panic attack 2 nights ago. I was trying a new medicine for the first time and I guess had a bad reaction. I’ve had panic attacks before, and although they were scary, I always knew it was just a panic attack and would stop eventually. This time felt totally different. I felt like my skin was burning off and all of my muscles were shaking uncontrollably. I felt like I was really going to die. I took Clonazepam, but it barely took the edge off. After 2 hours of panic, my husband took me to the ER. They gave me more medicine there and I finally relaxed after about an hour. 

I haven’t felt normal since then. I feel really out of it and forgetful. I’m also a little on edge and scared I’m going to have another attack like that. Is this normal after a major panic attack? I just want to be back to my normal self.",2.284026369168356,4.5237585114942584,4.338546315077753,82.18755578093308,78.82758620689654,6.622853279242732,21.154834347532123,7.724431198458867,1.107950371872887,687,19,126,11,17,235,94,174,0.282,0.643,0.075,-0.9878,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,7,20,6,9,10,0,14,1,1,0,2,28,31,11,1,5,3,1,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,7,1,0,6,1,16,1,1,18,7,20,4,19,11,4,29,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,20,89,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919813602803396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242694981120825,0.06495466628620945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185585789268977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328475659078996,0.0,0.06002562549185447,0.06517934108487007,0.0,0.0,0.06642586010532334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101706543753424,0.08155921610639262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894199275976686,0.0,0.2998108728346318,0.08551419658422786,0.0,0.06640034463970916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872999933966612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599519115018897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375265321310874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441291040191465,0.07823963001899993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753937281150621,0.0,0.07325683374668866,0.2294554856265409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495406381616262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002746273706866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815467733771825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143672988274417,0.08818896589178186,0.0,0.06457451708923502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234120955691892,0.06526416020412054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103832163253048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260192583070982,0.05299965019063208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604357766691849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545371272235308,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsadogslife1,2020/01/31,"Anxious at boyfriend's house I'm recently in a new relationship which is anxiety flaring anyway, I do not cope well in unfamiliar situations, but I stayed at my boyfriend's house last week and was super conscious of having a panic attack in front of him, his brother and his brother's girlfriend as it was my first time sleeping there and low and behold I had a panic attack.. in bed! I was violently sick into my boyfriend's bin a few times and it was extremely embarrassing. My boyfriend was so kind throughout it and very reassuring but I couldn't relax at all after that and just wanted to go home (I didn't, it was about 2am). But now I'm very worried about the same thing happening again and me having a panic attack and being sick in front of him again, his brother and his girlfriend knowing and thinking I'm weird. I don't understand why being in bed with my boyfriend brought the panic attack on either. :( feeling very distressed about the whole situation and obviously there's part of me that wants to be able to stay round at my boyfriend's house again, but the vast majority of me is very scared to. :(",7.0205555555555526,6.837065129629629,7.163333333333334,75.765,64.37037037037037,9.792592592592593,34.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,3.0222388888888903,892,36,167,14,12,288,111,216,0.302,0.634,0.065,-0.9963,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,13,19,5,7,9,0,18,3,1,0,2,32,30,18,0,3,7,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,8,14,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,14,1,1,9,2,22,5,27,17,7,32,0,1,1,0,13,14,0,0,12,118,30,0,0.10066780480895697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701059513895349,0.11372596548269942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580966433854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090066684050647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562798334432689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057211833363402465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902020733202981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009780161744829,0.0,0.0,0.3484713924940227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048300275293576,0.0553243928324668,0.08205769687222636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722559318528748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724479154123119,0.0,0.10901342260213596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939731259438248,0.10807954849057022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078603425430492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263096608418965,0.10074050589366132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145969712974304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668792163891428,0.06450386453377749,0.0,0.0,0.11740041306628884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047987350469413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322459270111485,0.11875295897841855,0.0,0.08074964082936555,0.0,0.0905124462405899,0.0,0.0908370359646816,0.11239200901463443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022330423150266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SassyMillie,2020/01/31,"Looking for Best Natural Remedies for Anxiety Hi friends- I have struggled with anxiety and related disorders off and on for many years. I suffered with depression as a teen in the days before anyone recognized it, so never really had any treatment or therapy. I've also had several traumatic experiences in my life including being a survivor of a mass shooting and surviving cancer. I pretty much live with GAD and PTSD on the daily. Sometimes I manage it well and others, not so much. I just started a new job about 2 months ago and will be taking over an entire department while my manager goes on medical leave. While it's exciting, I can feel my anxiety escalating. 

I haven't done well on anxiety meds and just had a big FAIL with Lexapro. Tried it for the first time last night (minimum dosage) and woke up at midnight with a raging migraine, ringing in my ears and a terrible stomach ache. Not going to keep taking it to see if that gets better. That feels worse than the anxiety (at least today) and I can't afford to feel this bad when having so much responsibility at work.  

So, I'm asking the room at large - what kind of natural remedies do you find helpful?  Just wondering if things like meditation, exercise, herbs or what-have-you have been successful for others. I haven't really explored this much, but am very interested in managing this without trying an endless cycle of pharmaceuticals.",6.310968992248063,7.8194325775193825,7.242635658914727,68.66573643410857,66.24806201550388,11.004651162790699,34.488372093023266,10.980518767755715,4.378897674418605,1127,52,182,34,18,377,164,258,0.122,0.7609999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.0808,2,0,0,1,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,7,12,17,1,1,14,0,17,7,2,0,1,34,32,24,0,2,11,0,3,1,1,1,5,2,1,0,14,15,0,1,6,1,0,3,7,7,2,1,6,7,14,10,35,23,6,36,0,3,2,0,5,18,0,5,16,132,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126880770696893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135943739297664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768860615723812,0.0,0.4369748100461462,0.0,0.0,0.07988079492063245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068010252983252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538745604529808,0.0,0.0,0.097211688636393,0.0,0.11989012933558794,0.10103793251488913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367676098470538,0.0,0.0983966301187934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093144625115047,0.0,0.0,0.1169094235468199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175078235134477,0.0,0.0,0.17329285029198704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441529121623927,0.09717434773490127,0.0,0.0,0.08826323195142935,0.0,0.05968682866120456,0.0,0.06492646880927426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657413126884417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336774487772765,0.1015437068328049,0.0,0.11896565994359568,0.0,0.09312263186349044,0.0,0.1209659830456128,0.0,0.0,0.0806926367433481,0.05581296302544037,0.0,0.10087794603811524,0.0,0.09593466625993684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582364878292133,0.0,0.0,0.12689731809361335,0.11508698668615762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911870254497492,0.0,0.33592461561579345,0.0,0.08811061908417744,0.11033581817438798,0.0,0.10720855554417427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162253771793741,0.0,0.0,0.13354300561607782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637294342272966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103623377073188,0.0,0.0,0.12906115599924833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298844623986548,0.0,0.08086120948548563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943074074376535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179181725793724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064589960466552,0.0,0.07589743417759523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661553920784025,0.0,0.108288237330723,0.0,0.0,0.15512589476448738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426177046310467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543489597206235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101253936037417,0.12389078089347035,0.0831696743230093,0.0,0.11642255073258162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356822423875255
anxiety,paintegrals,2020/01/31,"My mother’s attitude towards the situation Last night as I was worrying about various things, my mom was talking to me and was like “do you WANT to go to the doctor? Cause all they’ll do is prescribe you antidepressants and anti anxiety pills!” And I said no to placate her but like...yeah that’d be great actually thanks for asking. Then she proceeds to go “I know you can control your emotions honey” and hugs me goodnight and I’m like ok love you but also asking your 17 year old who has consistently had trouble breathing due to stress the last few days to control her emotions might not be in your best interest!!",3.0016106442577017,5.525576941176472,4.143046218487395,83.02168417366948,77.90756302521008,6.991876750700281,27.56372549019608,8.07648339933343,2.0347473389355737,492,21,91,9,12,160,84,119,0.091,0.6409999999999999,0.267,0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,7,1,3,2,11,0,1,3,1,14,5,1,3,1,15,24,10,0,1,3,2,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,2,18,9,12,14,4,13,0,0,0,2,20,2,0,1,11,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.1552611361786305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723425027561658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171301385405765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974788105151842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696830843917745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344214376684724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568940730352365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260798133314077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284819978659335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579379041087142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084328926978,0.0,0.0,0.17541112101978454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743859957367504,0.25937962375749724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331884053419709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359626148610108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687826608229084,0.0,0.1863389814767895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493069635391981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669513603570047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134295741022413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178837930259184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225143135761976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278806015078005,0.0,0.14648025023759956,0.0,0.0,0.10570066334681327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938428051053951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157636067062847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245682462845064
anxiety,wecouldbe_heroes,2020/01/31,"tw: anxiety desc {what my anxiety does to me} I can't focus at all and I have this constant irritated feeling. I feel so restless and cant stop shaking my legs. It feels so dumb complaining about a small thing but i spend almost 3 hours trying to finish a 2 page math assignment because im scared my handwriting is too bad or i forgot to leave a line and end up redoing it. When i mess up i cant forget it and it ruins my whole day. 
Also I have had recurrent chest pains, almost every day now since about March last year. It used to be much less but its getting worse. 
Sometimes my mind will get stuck on one thing and ill start to get that feeling like right before you cry, but its more like an aching, constant feeling. It sucks. 
The chest pains are the most affecting thing right now, i use a weighted blanket to sleep which kinda helps.
I also cant stand loud noises, ill panic and start crying for no reason except that the sound is too loud.

If anyone can relate to this please comment. Literally have no idea what to do now",2.7731884057971,4.6629067294686015,3.887270531400969,87.67554347826089,75.90821256038647,6.532367149758454,22.61111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.8487661835748792,811,23,163,10,18,263,133,207,0.302,0.609,0.09,-0.9951,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,12,14,2,4,8,0,15,9,4,4,1,31,30,16,0,1,6,0,6,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,18,6,1,2,7,0,1,1,6,12,0,1,3,9,17,2,16,25,7,26,0,1,0,0,4,7,2,6,19,104,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366059830932448,0.0,0.0,0.1889575776952848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075790301774486,0.0,0.0,0.08260822276986184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986443390588382,0.07201878051866675,0.0,0.10053085774482452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553408844959722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595487309070291,0.1523847200177116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338759804277224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463949222707468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954044067007553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986828560308357,0.0844012706312987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517427787381074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918865730555552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634690227230995,0.0,0.0,0.13336888932867014,0.1276145438325416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630218534427858,0.0,0.12509621223644424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543725090949898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929059267153465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684858328037895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005664796436987,0.0,0.2514246292419664,0.13861517094002762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968536396265068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147051924662805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017866847675761,0.0,0.0,0.11828159600903927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772898056789152,0.0,0.11822816432874304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684629261235033,0.0,0.1672442246788942,0.0,0.0,0.0987727068179894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546656576589586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802112352838455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407496772095546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438661548829956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190226506352948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039765022253862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608011741415834
anxiety,Hmpx98,2020/01/31,"Really horrible experience So I can’t even remember the last time I had a panic attack it must’ve been 6 months ago! But today I was sat in a relaxed coffee shop just working on my laptop when all of a sudden I started to feel like I was falling and couldn’t sit up straight. I quickly gathered my things and tried to speed walk to my car but I really struggled to walk with the feeling that I was falling over, this leg to blurred vision and hyperventilating. I found myself sat on the pavement floor struggling to breathe and see and it was so scary. I told myself that the quicker I get to my car I will be ok. As soon as I got in my car I relaxed slightly and managed to calm down but it felt like I was going to die! It was so intense it’s been about 3 hours and I’m just paralysed on the sofa feeling so traumatised. Any advice or anyone had a similar feeling? Almost felt as if I was on a roller coaster!",3.2130158730158733,4.344757365079364,4.846428571428572,84.36107142857145,73.23280423280423,7.093121693121692,28.843915343915327,7.447530270364453,1.6480201058201065,718,29,147,8,14,243,109,189,0.17300000000000001,0.687,0.141,-0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,1,3,10,1,15,2,2,0,1,27,31,20,1,2,7,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,8,4,1,8,2,4,0,0,18,7,23,6,24,10,1,32,0,0,1,0,2,11,0,4,14,104,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563802353278834,0.1502556823877189,0.0,0.16973446442696388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526900332118012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852162202998948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283605797245448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591910925802212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195625062111478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580811446057198,0.0,0.0,0.3428266618730811,0.12109418604104374,0.3255021729687559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858531460622445,0.0,0.0,0.0885592056736636,0.0,0.09633342286591484,0.0,0.13556838697312126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166927977786126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381689477067498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656228612809265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135297028217263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887723457682388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171780925941297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201577340027576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507329390911652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199762936391501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544062155930822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126113856976591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988395491952758,0.0,0.16067062862804238,0.16196899744767412,0.0,0.11508255948509365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340143477869872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shaynereinhart,2020/01/31,DAE get anxious when checking out at a store? anytime i go to a store i get really nervous before i check out. idk if i’m scared that i’m gonna fuck up and embarrass myself or what. sometimes i even avoid going to stores if i’m going to use a card. when i use cash i’m usually okay. is this weird?? lol.,-1.6301492537313391,0.3187830746268681,1.4647910447761203,96.49420149253731,98.8507462686567,4.471044776119403,17.147761194029847,6.2581,-0.217595820895522,234,7,55,3,10,82,45,67,0.27899999999999997,0.652,0.07,-0.9029,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,4,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,9,14,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,13,0,10,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032565941340083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841950684263135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729963422912526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481650194952664,0.28049375870401194,0.0,0.4576755797932673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196715755438222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687515498726064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654903492681769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636855243398772,0.2956446429837481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Raexyl,2020/01/31,"Worrying about Extra curricular Activities and Jobs So I was reading something online about how important extra curricular activities are for helping you find jobs. I used to do loads in school but none now that I’m at uni and now that my anxiety has reared it’s ugly head. 

I can’t bring myself to go to anything like that, I get too anxious. I feel like the system is so unfair towards social anxiety ridden introverts.

How important are extra-curriculars really? 

Anyone else in this boat?",3.846333333333334,6.848396522222222,5.751111111111115,69.86000000000003,78.22222222222223,8.933333333333335,27.88888888888889,9.3871,3.4433555555555566,397,17,61,12,10,136,66,90,0.185,0.698,0.11699999999999999,-0.8358,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,3,0,8,13,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,10,12,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,44,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341204228943204,0.2467074018359598,0.0,0.15269647338022554,0.223756263186738,0.17970825026352927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824285873137045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041956174774764,0.15601081759273966,0.0,0.0,0.1995954941551394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409461126258345,0.0,0.12411046767946834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241210291022074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637560640857966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334171900792369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133790138506597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843923948685612,0.0,0.13989991136881605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210123631908358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226110542419832,0.0,0.16811970295341297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861032734589955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217756353553472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Llibrarian,2020/01/31,"Seems like once noon-ish hits, my anxiety reduces DRAMATICALLY! First thing this morning I was on the verge of a panic attack and now that it is noon, I am in much better spirits and productive at work. Does anyone else experience this type of anxiety?",6.546099290780141,7.456391978723412,7.341276595744683,70.33333333333334,65.38297872340425,10.521985815602838,32.687943262411345,10.504223727775694,3.5755304964539008,201,8,35,5,3,67,41,47,0.192,0.705,0.10300000000000001,-0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,5,3,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,23,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40616053102095495,0.0,0.0,0.18561954452199328,0.2720006214763321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020051585119777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347825285350719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323105160049965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176223546853527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596760503027401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258046903976823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969296043559034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514757648031286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28271193302271425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114663895555103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416696837103149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636338216752506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193261935878558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlexFredSmith,2020/01/31,"My [27m] GF [24f] has more serious anxiety than ever before. My usual ways of helping aren’t having any effect. How can I help her? Hi everyone,

My girlfriend has anxiety and recently it’s been getting more severe. Having not suffered from anxiety as severe as that before, I’m hoping to get your advice on the best way to act in certain situations so that I can be better at helping her when she feels bad.

I’ve been with my girlfriend for over 2 years. After dating for a few months, I found out that she had anxiety (no big deal for the relationship, we love each other and I want to help each other out). Her anxiety was bad in the past (before we met) when she first went to college. From what she told me the stress of moving away from home and the pressure to have fun was a lot for her. She saw a counsellor at the time, before transferring colleges and taking Zoloft for around a year. That would’ve been 6 years ago now. Up until the last year and a half, she didn’t have any real anxiety bouts until 1 year and a half ago. Although she’s prone to anxiety, since we’ve been together, it’s always triggered by stress at work. She’s in grad school, so the workload can be intense. Her bouts of anxiety usually appear when the workload peak, such as before a big deadline. Her anxiety manifests itself by her:

· Unable to focus on work-related tasks  

· Her feeling really upset and unconfident. For example, she will say that she feels like she’s not smart enough for her job, not good enough to her friends and family etc….

· Sometimes finds it hard to reach out and isn’t as aware of how her actions affect others when very anxious. For example, she’ll sometimes get annoyed or be a bit rude to me over small things.

Up to her most recent bout of anxiety, I’ve been able to reach out and help her feel better by offering to listen and to be physically there for her whenever she’s needed it. She sometimes worries about how her anxiety affects me and our relationship, so I’ve reassured her by letting her know that I love her, no matter how she feels, and that I’m always there for her if she needs someone to speak to or to listen to her. I typically also let her know that, although it’s a horrible way to feel, it’s not abnormal or “crazy” (her own words) to feel anxious and that most people will experience it at some point. I’ve also been able to help by taking the some of the load off her by helping out with her household chores and cooking her meals, while she concentrated on working on the deadline that triggered the bout. These actions haven’t solved her anxiety bouts up to now, but they’ve clearly helped. 

To learn about how I can help, I’ve read about anxiety online (advice online is mainly to offer support and listen to them), and by speaking to her about the details of how her anxiety makes her feel when she’s not anxious so that I can learn (she mentioned that reassuring her really helps). The best education I had was last year, when I went through hard personal circumstances of my own which triggered me to feel anxious for a period of \~ 3 months. During this time, I lost my confidence and didn’t feel that I was good enough for my job or girlfriend. The actions she took that helped me were her reassurance and just her presence. Together, these three things have informed how I try to helpher.

However, since mid-Novemeber work has been particularly stressful for her. She had several big deadlines very shortly spaced: One at the beginning of December, on at the end of December, two mid-January and now two coming up next week. This has caused her to feel very anxious. She hasn’t felt anxious for all of this time, but she’s been up and down a lot. Because of that, she has seen a counsellor (however she didn’t click with them) and is now looking for one she likes enough to see regularly – which I fully support. She has also said that she thinks she’d like to start medication (Zoloft) again. Which, in all honesty, I’m apprehensive about her jumping into before working on coping tactics with the counsellor. I honestly told her that I was concerned about the potential side effects of the drug and her taking it before working on coping tactics and speaking to her boss about trying to avoid so many deadlines in a short space of time. After that, if her anxiety doesn’t improve, then I can see medication being the logical next step. With hindsight, I think this was a mistake on my part as it upset her a lot and made her angry with me. I think she saw it as selfish of me, but I thought it was best, to be honest about my real concern. Any honest advice on whether my actions her were inappropriate would be greatly appreciated.  

Her troughs have been seemingly more severe than they had been up to now. The anxiety manifests itself in the same way it always has, but the symptoms are more severe. Now, the actions I usually take to help don’t seem to work as usual. Also, unusually, she has started to get quite angry with me and can be quite rude when I speak to her or after I try to help. An example would be that, as I could tell my usual ways of helping her weren’t having the same effect, I asked her to let me know if there’s anything I can do to help – which caused her to get quite upset with me. 

I’m unsure of how I should try to help now with her current bout of anxiety. As my usual actions aren’t helping as much as usual, an obvious action would be to take a step back and give her space. However, she told me before that when she’s anxious that she needs a lot of reassurance so I’m worried that distancing myself will make her feel even worse. I also know that when I was anxious that I would sometimes get very easily irritated or lose my patience, which would make it seem like I didn’t want to be around my girlfriend -  but in fact, my own actions betrayed the fact that I really wanted her to be there for me. 

Therefore, I’m hoping to get any insights from you here. Either based on your experience or feelings, how do you think I can help my girlfriend better now that her anxiety is more severe and my usual ways of helping don’t have the same effect. Luckily, she’s still looking for a counsellor which I’m sure will help long term, but I’d like to be able to do anything I can to help in the interim and beyond.

Thank you very much for your time and help.

 TLDR: My GF, who suffers from anxiety, is having a more serious bout than usual. My usual ways of helping (reassuring her, physically being there and helping with household chores) are having no effect and she loses patience with me more easily than normal. How can I help her?",7.576996650317024,6.566046053654745,7.779810264385698,74.5237553535112,63.5800933125972,10.837640866132311,34.87015193204929,9.999027980811624,3.2942551884196667,5219,194,987,94,65,1706,394,1286,0.125,0.735,0.141,0.9856,9,1,1,0,0,0,141.0,3,6,3,24,62,57,3,9,51,0,105,10,0,28,9,184,194,96,0,20,24,0,16,5,8,11,6,9,3,1,60,56,2,1,38,2,0,18,21,23,0,8,45,33,170,34,187,119,40,151,0,5,8,2,168,55,0,24,76,729,230,17,0.08270681852870541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082014585350482,0.048876402921214805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110234354827092,0.06881869852097564,0.0,0.0,0.07499129698289983,0.0,0.4007131020409682,0.2491604356733402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537377638098502,0.049084402236226274,0.025773236908172736,0.0,0.025901926183233087,0.02119881275378031,0.04603782587023409,0.016805769639387746,0.0,0.18767309579441427,0.0,0.08679570344066821,0.07314745989032306,0.03009814165171719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664179018044805,0.0,0.02374820026676111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02201155489336554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028422366086293525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031971217272084365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02441789751070443,0.1139443366217852,0.0307466550732098,0.018209024537209004,0.024937684137978488,0.0,0.026343303142340204,0.0,0.05393542581018691,0.025989542596837768,0.0,0.18121589420981316,0.01969525589417029,0.026470505316230585,0.0,0.025197511258294857,0.023450125863239663,0.0,0.03022791919334465,0.021299694277381282,0.0,0.10082543119413333,0.02644663888656568,0.0,0.04624703692230077,0.0,0.030394853136205505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049392709417986284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619719756239989,0.0,0.027653894162027563,0.054764354978032566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471583701218982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060467265761502,0.04494473055527738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845733255039969,0.0,0.06734395641725724,0.0,0.0,0.02439764392203524,0.04630193154639335,0.06168518289917686,0.030094754152126837,0.09375250598571473,0.049764088541295236,0.026086397153024087,0.05520744359688195,0.0279505775465438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554561231270457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401052898702495,0.029301419710148276,0.0405326853247376,0.06132605796474275,0.0,0.0,0.05863975986245142,0.0,0.027011707279278815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037362853802892115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02985447491531974,0.02631767225241133,0.019112831402724458,0.02407213459618656,0.0,0.0,0.026061558905293047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796888208880142,0.027576400056131718,0.06275897754171668,0.05298410577861374,0.0,0.05444200364810936,0.05919744729136851,0.0,0.0,0.02622437469722305,0.02192392723421674,0.0,0.0279012386191186,0.043937750852990384,0.07529318133766774,0.0,0.1868703267550052,0.0,0.0456106233037502,0.030988643102040057,0.0,0.0,0.023359072981867155,0.0,0.1090655444436846,0.0,0.039026874562850984,0.0,0.02201659070459233,0.0,0.0947403811874612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256981169748849,0.025983399222770855,0.028654684108847743,0.10364205757170214,0.0,0.0240964682815597,0.02538177549657358,0.0,0.0,0.03663115679493919,0.07066025301097595,0.0,0.021886658490171098,0.08037835165784031,0.0,0.0,0.07902990942702061,0.030630106187968395,0.07487000101711762,0.0,0.05386169595452204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30363291959353217,0.11373631174154533,0.04878262442800863,0.15318058667931728,0.022114140341779692,0.0,0.0,0.0511133662535116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049361415215486,0.05599519260027309,0.028095104640644682,0.11750510181648448,0.0,0.0,0.10652095896585062
anxiety,ComfortableSolid,2020/01/31,"My face gets red and starts to visibly sweat when I get into anxious situations... How can I stop this? I have a prescription for Propranolol (Inderal) which helps sooo much with all the other physical symptoms like racing heart and trembling hands and voice. The only thing it doesn't help is my face getting red and sweating. 

It happens a lot in social interactions, so I try to stay away from them. The only thing I could see is to just face my fears and put myself into those situations even if that means a waterfall will form on my face. I could also see this backfiring and making me more anxious knowing that I WILL be visibly anxious next time. I don't know....

Any advice or similar stories?",5.7067424242424245,6.903982249999999,6.2209090909090925,76.58469696969699,67.4090909090909,9.503030303030306,31.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.0455242424242432,555,22,99,12,9,180,92,132,0.12300000000000001,0.838,0.039,-0.8409,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,6,0,11,9,8,2,1,22,22,12,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,15,1,11,17,5,12,0,0,4,0,5,5,0,3,6,74,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027049946345155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147928738286754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976155131754246,0.0,0.0,0.4864949288077705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348652400123081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292179826888301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948101097666772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615280176745679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498899250881815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693635748187168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701015001239187,0.19243035728152616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777714109013807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012882965801234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203681429012304,0.0,0.0,0.09581739312215233,0.0,0.0,0.15636257193420666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552208156246412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526617216064988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834486120951904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443023588062091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287735387889944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227011582109858,0.0,0.14632603667249836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160188025430013,0.15299985632215254,0.0,0.12001003621837958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919820334899322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907298213318172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370223597614511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745762328123278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ruydan,2020/01/31,"Social anxiety in college!! Hello there! So today I started my second semester in college and I was kinda excited because I get to meet new people but I have social anxiety... I'm going to say something but im not trying to be selfish in any way ok? Alright so im attractive male teen I say this because A LOT of people constantly say it to me and most of the time I find girls staring at me and all of this doesn't help one bit with my social anxiety since people are constantly looking at me. I honestly don't know how or when I got social anxiety but I really hate it since I  want to be that very social person that's always talking to everyone but my anxiety won't let me and I end up overthinking things, feeling ""stuck"" and not knowing what to say. Let me give you guys an example on something that happened today! So I went to my essay class and i sat next to this cute girl and I instantly caught her looking at me and once she realized I caught her she smiled and I obviously smiled back but I was terrified. Soon after that I got very anxious.. didn't know where to look, what to say and even how to sit on my desk (Not necessarily because of the girl) . I'm really good at hiding those feelings so I honestly doubt that anyone noticed it. Anywayssssss back to the girl, we spoke a little bit but nothing really of importance just things that had to do with our class work. I start overthinking shit since I never know what to do or what to do next when talking to a girl I find attractive and this has cost me multiple beautiful women that were into me :( Please help me on fixing my social anxiety or even tell me any tips you guys know!!! I really want this to end and finally be a sociable person and have decent conversations with people!!!",2.863588131990017,4.87148325787966,4.759384416304652,80.99201867085685,76.02005730659026,8.28546076347167,26.15777798317775,9.023248300946321,2.3052853498474906,1383,52,263,33,31,472,161,349,0.125,0.721,0.153,0.9159999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,2,2,0,1,16,13,2,1,8,2,20,1,1,2,3,52,49,30,0,2,13,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,11,22,18,0,0,10,0,1,4,8,4,0,2,13,12,47,9,39,30,5,40,0,0,4,0,40,14,1,7,20,183,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059218224403529536,0.0,0.0,0.09679458232615812,0.0,0.3266640732865945,0.08040059738100015,0.0,0.049762948279538234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944897922117544,0.0,0.1301516990659678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539600818670113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381659116700375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606903925774335,0.0,0.0,0.0940127719112696,0.0,0.0,0.06800493196792255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197026648572262,0.0,0.0,0.07796204911128123,0.13009416697841492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037182811845929815,0.06827169199486137,0.040446924852702584,0.05969309510325285,0.11384053835471213,0.0,0.0,0.14093679646583746,0.0629344215113697,0.0,0.0,0.07026455268709368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540602438090748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374924508780236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556282571846464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455500402037372,0.0,0.0,0.07132993259173966,0.0,0.0,0.17929185006426082,0.0,0.0,0.060505252102702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054889841603610594,0.06873536522324247,0.15137786095062453,0.0,0.0,0.06828847711981527,0.08102626214019186,0.0,0.07579255372728641,0.04822588718780157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735821164622355,0.12428387333896937,0.0,0.07812207844569358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237047391193892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28298182121973386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305385112917663,0.17661494373122866,0.0,0.0,0.4352863743400067,0.0,0.10957858944141732,0.0,0.0,0.1007474246956397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440572885374405,0.062204753796455736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456290702369556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414991567811386,0.0,0.1349195875911162,0.0,0.0,0.048319010130358615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744358861109952,0.083954519991116,0.0564905586367342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597428150790316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181180540171298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,addyhuey,2020/01/31,"please remove if this is the wrong place to post this. does anyone else, or has anyone else like suddenly suffered from uncontrollable anger? i like never used to be angry,  it recently i’ve been just crazy stressed about so many unnecessary things, and anything can throw me into a fit of rage. like last night i lost my shit because my fiancé and roommate wanted to grocery shopping before i could take a shower after work. i just don’t understand why this is happening to me. i’m so sick of acting like this, no one deserves this, fuck it’s selfish but i don’t either.",4.9272727272727295,6.368595681818185,5.327045454545456,81.3605681818182,69.45454545454545,7.6818181818181825,27.38636363636364,8.07648339933343,1.7807272727272725,455,15,83,6,8,145,81,110,0.247,0.664,0.08900000000000001,-0.9396,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,14,4,2,3,0,9,3,1,1,1,14,17,7,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,10,0,1,2,0,9,4,10,13,1,13,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,2,10,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374853191014093,0.34800297863803165,0.13974805774563834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035211901387728,0.0,0.14450500222950122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558809910291875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861133606952354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837269932458373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569966032723905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501719822862244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842662661054675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318634810097086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537947583550501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217164787876307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097627852989654,0.0,0.0,0.15936532710463305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507497650066785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742660293150106,0.18641225419685914,0.0,0.0,0.16264139408755712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767756348340065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431862205532847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945291651850483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768411537794574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282140089212388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678945325737813,0.0,0.14667065579185432,0.0,0.0,0.10016471420712636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323686795001593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363157293179684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567239786246054,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Robsled8,2020/01/31,Wish I could turn off my brain So tired of the constant intrusive thoughts. The anxiety of everything. The depression it eventually causes me. Tired of how no one seems to understand. I’ve read books. I’ve been to therapy. Nothing seems to help. I’m debating on seeing a psychiatrist and going on somethings done accepting my fate as a zombie. I feel like that’s giving up. But what else can I do.,1.953684210526316,4.753934368421053,3.8318947368421057,81.12626315789477,86.89473684210527,8.303157894736843,26.02105263157895,8.841846274778883,2.8354568421052635,316,14,58,10,10,106,59,76,0.192,0.685,0.12300000000000001,-0.6957,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,5,3,1,2,0,12,16,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,6,2,11,12,0,6,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,2,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350291750230132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094082200945294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927026842133466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271402395718774,0.0,0.14977230409377615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156770561843736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196579501584085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567041864041943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859036677340927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484921108901567,0.1340116075069056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994976096717588,0.10660955143237087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257350651531023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164513427848332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999400301149915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711325321376346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763694773164136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494819019789945,0.3415428337865682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444130092644219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452114998347835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892247671129097,0.0,0.4312054474968491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040399017309404,0.0,0.1952838333822948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571485422252812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-pepperglow,2020/01/31,"Shaking and voice quivering when public speaking Hi! I was wondering if anyone can help me with some advice. I get really bad physical anxiety symptoms when I’m  public speaking/in an a job interview. I have two university group presentations coming up and soon will be going for job interviews. The presentations mark the presentation skills and you get marked down if you show signs of nervousness. Issue is when I speak in front of people (even in job interviews) my hands shake and my voice quivers to the point it sounds like I’m going to cry! Even when I think it will be fine and remind myself nothing bad will happen it still occurs. I was wondering if anyone’s had similar experiences and had any useful tips? I really don’t want to bring my groups grade down, or give of nervous impressions in interviews like I have before. Any tips welcome! Thank you!",5.243497822931786,7.444365522012582,5.952327044025158,74.17171262699567,69.8805031446541,9.67218190614417,27.954039671020798,10.035473477838034,3.1358965650701496,694,25,116,19,13,226,99,159,0.11900000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.132,0.2952,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,8,12,0,4,5,0,14,2,1,1,0,19,30,14,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,5,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,1,0,7,1,6,0,1,4,6,16,6,14,21,1,23,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,7,11,72,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968967982752301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834081249188005,0.0,0.11718537822552635,0.0,0.0,0.2142196975780246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558045648777463,0.0,0.0,0.13034834318704552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195449439753298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826548489174342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202353239343588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984339366676389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600646863604519,0.14694809811231466,0.17411605038421246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546014866001269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267603908430084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988434872297067,0.4560345959302051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967597746270206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698422644188264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061985319275633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480843979460364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626724862200576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223329794320506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921688006801168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103129142168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815415331825407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963855739039394,0.0,0.0,0.1323018351036888,0.0,0.0,0.09035192098033372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33224313356012364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilytndr3w,2020/01/31,"Seeing my (ex-?) best friends for the first time in 6 months, face covered w/ acne & scars Here's a bit of backstory just so you guys won't be too confused: I've been suffering from anxiety and body dysmorphia ever since I started puberty, but it never got in the way of seeing my friends or being ""social"" in general. However, roughly half a year ago I broke out with horrible acne that's only leaving my face with more and more scarring (I'm already seeing a dermatologist btw) and at the time, my partner and my mom were the only ones aware of what was going on behind the scenes as I did not feel comfortable telling my friends about it. This of course led to several fights between them and me recently due to my absence in their lives. Now I'm supposed to see them next weekend finally to clear things up for good and spend some time at an event...I mean by now they know about my mental issues and all, but for some reason that doesn't really calm me down since I know how gross I look and I doubt that anyone would want to be seen with me like this anymore. Besides, my former best friend is bringing someone I don't even KNOW which scares me even more :( 
Just what do I do? Canceling is not an option unfortunately...

Thank you in advance for reading ♡",5.19125,5.817409317269077,5.738812751004019,81.6366528614458,68.27710843373494,8.795281124497992,30.421937751004013,8.841846274778883,2.323716666666666,996,37,196,16,16,322,159,249,0.13,0.728,0.142,0.5544,1,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,2,4,4,13,18,1,3,10,0,15,3,3,3,4,39,34,14,0,2,7,2,2,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,11,12,0,0,6,2,1,4,6,7,0,3,6,8,27,11,34,23,9,34,0,2,6,0,17,11,0,6,19,133,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428344977957743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982201129831006,0.0,0.0,0.12746617612632005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999659755103799,0.0,0.11667027621446527,0.08225874337893724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24691820837492603,0.0,0.1284357217717054,0.13067488793657167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540422636436774,0.10641485772239834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948385180583316,0.0,0.0,0.12887219131624356,0.0,0.10006710300370616,0.0,0.0,0.36356285908782027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685924622544279,0.09867339378707997,0.09408987966344848,0.0,0.0,0.11648509758715216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278876088993715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939606014282273,0.0,0.0,0.1245669846778129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747444310349462,0.0,0.10388095266188044,0.0,0.09879051780670056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814775019023694,0.0,0.0,0.11855650641728947,0.0,0.0,0.13778209735357624,0.09390154583980136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073355881605764,0.0,0.12511469926622096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797179631745034,0.17894565421559347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117674867972206,0.0,0.07536513878331526,0.12095663041500568,0.1161583016346096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778119812194285,0.0,0.3749850611462735,0.0,0.0,0.13290314051180074,0.0,0.1946310636803155,0.0,0.0,0.11992225608648123,0.0996785593296882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326834362359377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282519537928203,0.10830989811504944,0.0,0.0,0.07815680311316006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579579422782784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938890835664882,0.09337956304615973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357023465819682,0.0,0.0,0.07575825559212829
anxiety,TIPSLabUK,2020/01/31,"Are you often anxious, worried, or down? [No-cost psychotherapy/research study at University of Kentucky] Do these feelings interfere with your work, school, or family life? Researchers are conducting a treatment study on understanding the best way to plan care for people with anxiety and depression. This research study involves a diagnostic interview, up to 12 therapy sessions, two follow-up assessments, and weekly questionnaires.

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• Are over 18 years old

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anxiety,n0sens,2020/01/31,"Closed Telegram Support Group for People Suffering from Mental Health Conditions (E.g Depression, Anxiety, Bipolar, Borderline Personality, Schizophrenia etc.) www.t.me/huddlehumans

Hey all! It seems most of you guys here know that the mental health scene and stigma is still very strong and discriminating in our modern society and it goes to show how hard someone with a mental health condition like depression, anxiety, bipolar, personality disorder etc. has to go through just to find help or even just someone to talk to about their feelings.

I've had enough of the discrimination and marginalisation towards people with mental health conditions and hence, what I've been working on the past few months is creating a closed non-profit telegram support group for you guys of all backgrounds to come together to support one another, as well as advice each other when one is going through a tough time.

We are about 300 members strong as of today.

The group is a caring, close-knit, non-judgemental and well managed community filled with people being able to freely express themselves in a safe space and share any sorts of problems or issues that is currently affecting them.

Remember you are never alone in the fight against mental health and if you wish to join this closed telegram group please do so with the link below or search huddlehumans in the telegram app.

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anxiety,KittySmart,2020/01/31,"Any reviews on Lexapro for anxiety and panic attacks? I just started on lexapro 5 mg, 1 week ago and it's just getting worse because it seems that it increased my anxiety. Will it get better soon? Any advice from someone on this medication?",3.1660000000000004,5.999084711111107,4.177777777777782,81.14000000000001,79.66666666666667,6.266666666666668,35.66666666666667,7.554174236665415,3.0531333333333337,192,12,32,3,5,62,35,45,0.253,0.6509999999999999,0.096,-0.8042,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24747045380323476,0.22448856315677354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34443386793603353,0.0,0.3874671755860432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881055071671009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437728038911558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239767684461208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646226554638556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551201388089448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29713128931483856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305469454075955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145757223102634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792498316464958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313980956313693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580807627224121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samthebb,2020/01/31,"is this social anxiety I don't know if I suffer social anxiety but every time I talk to strangers my whole body gets sweaty and my heart beats faster than a normal heartbeat, I'm afraid of getting embarrassed, and If I go to school I feel like something is going to happen, also If I enter a room I feel like I'm the center of the attention there, like everyone is looking at me like what the...
Sorry for my English.",4.017499999999998,5.115235273809528,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,71.26190476190476,7.980952380952381,27.095238095238088,8.344100000000001,1.8635380952380955,329,11,63,5,6,110,56,84,0.087,0.738,0.175,0.8599,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,5,0,4,2,2,0,0,11,15,7,0,4,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,3,11,4,8,15,1,8,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,6,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975425849205712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865115658569011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080071234895836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777726476318754,0.1789379469993994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937173168601135,0.2675616369206446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567451426946506,0.0,0.2128519060645619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655961686154062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190771229808445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029149196413273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659492278249066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725386691735765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834781090050315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895202864374708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817823596380365,0.0,0.1441643073695458,0.0,0.20962574409882329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051501158559485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919463782605987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907259861115945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,young_sandwich_kun,2020/01/31,"Can't study because of anxiety I've my finals coming up in 3 weeks and I've yet to cover a majority of the portion,even though I've been trying to study real hard the past few days i just start getting anxiety about how I'm gonna cover the vast portion and i can't focus on the books the rest of the day. This is a big problem and i just wanna get back to studying uninterrupted . Any advise???(coffee/caffeine only worsens things)",3.4281006493506467,5.0309839204545455,5.269675324675326,79.6727272727273,73.43181818181819,7.301298701298702,27.34415584415585,7.957251820313856,1.7898974025974017,347,13,66,5,7,119,61,88,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,10,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,11,8,4,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,8,40,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784392921520824,0.0,0.3776284462499969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978693104098754,0.0,0.1504572676161984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126108711239792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183529134373733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163020208928949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703758069519602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579032458019744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109942771599908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771534481151167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561462176871226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617040266616535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809316229463994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469824460061428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397415528265796,0.0,0.24249631281011005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757244715910405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798159815943608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,line_text,2020/01/31,"New school, emotions are back Lately I just transferred school very late, I just started during 2nd grading I barely know anyone of my classmates and idk everytime I'm with them they have to adjust just for me, and it makes me feel like a burden somehow I'm so scared because I was described me as 'smart' by my teachers, and it feel like I'm stealing my classmates limelight and somehow and in their head I feel like their thinking of me and now I hate my name being called during class recitations then they'll assume alot about me. Especially a disaster when I was called to answer a question but my classmate said the answer before I spoke ,coincidentally I said the answer after they said it. But I. Knew the answer before they said it out loud now my classmates think I just copied their answer. I'm only 12 why am I experiencing these emotions rn?",3.8257873210633946,6.222316159509204,4.284809815950922,83.69735787321066,74.52147239263803,5.5736605316973415,25.59059304703477,6.42735559955562,1.0177348875255636,686,24,121,5,15,216,93,163,0.084,0.8809999999999999,0.034,-0.7695,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,8,0,12,8,1,1,7,0,7,1,1,1,0,34,26,12,0,0,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,6,0,0,5,8,0,0,15,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,10,31,4,12,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,5,13,81,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930486828836192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232596451358693,0.0,0.08112089142524477,0.0,0.22647294878565405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717675893449725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993814752595521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018591763995172,0.28520503659151786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138337471915965,0.13657267979302484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313418510447932,0.0,0.3002273366459791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504022346707944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882816504858272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852404093141453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120904324908528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490737326718999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063367398592686,0.0,0.1332306439841335,0.2693567027536412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419071313044068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705373462679609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098002792358853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007890665335405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,augpotarbor,2020/01/31,"Do you recognise this pattern of mental health behaviour - I suffer ocd/paranoia but do you recognize this - this has been cross posted into ocd/adhd and mental health - appologises if this is against any rules but if you let me know I'll delete it where appropriate ​

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I   have caught myself red handed in a ""pattern of behavior"" here on  Reddit  that is ""something I do so often and it's a classic way I think  and do  things""....

Please could  you take a  very quick look at this ""pattern of behavior"" of mine and  can you give  me suggestions as to what areas of mental health this is.  or if you  recognize this pattern within some type of condition or  within  yourselves or if you feel it's related to anything..

I'm   undergoing a long term (Probably all of life process) of trying to   lessen my symptoms (If it's possible as we all know trying as hard as we   like doesn't mean we succeed does it) - if you recognize this pattern   then any input would be helpful to me in my overall work with my   psychiatrist/doctor/therapist and most importantly my own self because   as well as being here offering help and support to other people I have   gotten so much help from talking and interacting with the community here   on these different boards that we all use.

Here   is my pattern I want to ask you about please. Firstly I want to just   say I have never ever been banned and never had a post removed and never   gotten into any kind problem anywhere on the internet for anything - I   am not a controversial person and I am tactful - I don't cause  problems  in real life and nor do I on the internet - I am ......OK now  I'm going  to use this as another pattern (I talk to much...I waffle I  go on and on  and on and on)

1. I   talk too much...I go off at tangents.....I just confuse people with my   thoughts..I go from one thing to another... I just have done it right   now.. Look back at this post.... I have now switched to an entirely new   pattern..Pattern of talking too much, pattern of waffling and pattern  of  going off at tangents..........
2. Now   I'm going to go back on my original request for patterns. I've already   messed up this post. Posts are supposed to be small and succinct.. now   nobody is going to read this and my mind is full of doubts  and I now   want to delete this post and delete my entire ID>..........
3. Here is the original pattern....I'm asking about

I   have just posted a long post which took me about an hour in all of my   time to try to help a girl who is having issues. I will provide the   link. I realized after I posted that it was a huge huge post. As with   all my posts it's honest and genuine and mindful of not saying anything   that could be misinterpretated or whatever....

On   one of my comments one person took away a point from 2 down to 1 which   meant my karma point went from 5 down to 4...that caused me to re look   at my post and think someone didn't like it.....then I started to have   more doubts.. although this is my truthful and honest opinion and it's   totally not even talking to a person who is suicidal it's talking to   that persons girlfriend - have I been to harsh - is my opinion going to   have some knock on effect...

Then  I  see that she has not replied to my one post and I've now replied 2 x   and not got a reply...so does that mean probably I've done something   wrong. Have I offended that person are people going to not like my post   am I unhelpful and is this damaging to the community.

Am   I going to get banned, will the moderators look at this post and see  it  has harmful because I've told my own opinion and it might not be   poplular but I've tried to be fair and give reasons for my opinion.   (Please don't comment on whether you agree or not agree on what I have   said because that's not the issue here)

My normal reaction is to delete everything I've written on this post and to permanently delete this account.

I would go back and delete every other posts I've ever made with this....

I've done this so many times...I always have a new id even though

Somedays   I've gotten 50 karma in 24 hours through posting on one channel like   suicide watch..and suicide watch they don't go around throwing karma at   you for no reason. My point is that I am not an problem poster I am not  a  nuisance I genuinely contribute but why why why why do I do this..

I   can't bear my words or my voice or anything recorded about me to be  put  down.....I mean why do I do this... even this post will probably  make  me delete it.

I even go and  learn  how to disguise my writing so I can't be traced. I post  this..stuff.  this is all I post online..there is no other place online I  have ever  posted why am I so scared...I am not wanted, I am not a  criminal, I have  no criminal convictions in the world....but I hide all  the time..as if  I've got something to hide.....

Why   do I do it??? Rarely rarely would I do this in fact I've never done   this before...it's actually a sign of my overall slight slight slight   improvement.

I was going to write   to the moderators but I'm too scared becasue they might say something   negative about my post..when in the past they've done nothing but made   me more effective, and more helpful to anybody in need.

Do you recognizes any of these tendencies at all? What is this linked to? Is it all or nothing thinking?

I've   done it before...even if I get my grammar wrong I sometimes will  delete  a post.. I am scared to talk normal like ""non formally"" I always  seem  to want to make my posts sound like i@m a news reader or  somnething.... i  care about ...OK here's another bullshit thing I do...

If   my post no matter how small doesn't get a reply from someone else and   other comments do I feel like what the hell is wrong with mine and I   delete it....I feeel rejected and.......not only that

If   I edit it for spelling or something and then I go away and it looks   edited I think and worry to myself that someone is going to think ohhh   noooo he's edited it that's suspicious so I'll then delete it...but then   you know when you there's a time lapse between someone writing a   comment, posting the comment and the system processing the comment well   if during that itme I've deleted mine then someone else posts in reply   to my comment and it leaves a messed up look where it says ""deleted""  and  someone has posted to that ""deleted"" comment and it looks untidy  and  messy and I'm responsible for that so not only do I then delete all  my  posts on that post but because all my deleted posts are linked and  can  be seen by admin someone somewhere has always got and always will  have  the power to see that I am responsible for messing up the look of  that  post!

I therefore often will  just  delete my entire accoutn permanently. I've got over 100 accounts  like  this I just make them use them...then something like this happens  and I  delete..the thing is i get good feedback there's no arguments and  I'm  not deleting them because of some negative thing....I haven't had a   single cross word with anybody on Reddit in my entire life..not even  an  online disagreement. I don't even go into those ""argumentative  areas""  and even if I was I would never ever argue in a public  space...so it's  not like I want to cover up something and start   again...........................

Is this something that applies to people as well? What is this thing that I have that makes me do this....

I   am not going to put a TL;DR because I don't know how to summarize this   condition which has plagued me so long - it's just one pattern but as I   caught myself doing it in real time I thought I'd just put it out  there  and see if a single person reads and can  relate..............I'l,l  delete this and this account before days end  anyway....

Thanks  to anybody even  attempting to read this and any feedback would be a  bonus. There is no  right or wrong here...just any thoughts or opinions  are truly  valued!!!

TL;DR  - I caught myself  in a pattern of behaviour that i wanted to share to  ask if anyone can  relate. I am a serial account deleter for no reason. I  suffer  paranoia/ocd. Two things I'm addressing here is

1. I   go off at tangents when I talk. I talk a hell of a lot. One of the   reasons I'm not unhelpful in Suicide Watch..I care about other people   ....OH SHIT I'm doing it again..I'm going off tangent on a   tangent....flipping heck...
2. I   delete stuff and always want to start again. It's a hallmark I do it   with relationships, people and places....I love people but I dont' throw   them away ever but I think oh they'll not like me because I'm this or   that so I'll go and ask another girl out or she didn't like my opinion   about this or that so I'll go and find another girlfriend or something   like that. Or I'll have a small argument with a friend and think oh   that's it broken forever they'll never like me again blah blah ..and so   on and so on

[https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/ewmr84/my\_boyfriend\_is\_trying\_to\_kill\_himself/](https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/ewmr84/my_boyfriend_is_trying_to_kill_himself/)

Update:   Since my karma went down to 4 that provoked me to self doubt and since   writing all this it's gone back up by 2 points.... now I'm happy   again..but that's not the point. What is wrong...I mean I know that you   have to sometimes be prepared to say what you believe and feel even if   what you say is not believed by the masses..",2.6409898783301884,4.764517920154186,3.765582127123977,87.31817914831132,77.12224669603525,6.152003356408644,24.465911474722052,7.1445048675071385,1.0094283721418078,7197,248,1432,83,168,2330,479,1816,0.099,0.7809999999999999,0.12,0.9846,2,1,9,0,0,5,384.0,4,17,7,8,88,60,5,6,60,2,150,9,2,24,26,289,276,144,4,36,72,0,5,16,3,15,6,9,1,10,128,83,0,2,35,4,5,39,50,26,3,9,40,29,174,34,197,207,29,218,6,4,15,1,95,87,4,52,72,975,302,12,0.0,0.0,0.020441759942352013,0.0,0.025174850953505454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023116111631289637,0.0,0.08715008267108566,0.022696631542543325,0.02545353228304856,0.08547020046756182,0.10982651732867298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014646994570341191,0.0,0.06895210367566489,0.018647735882904474,0.07833242216508758,0.0,0.0590426599471067,0.06442940620707202,0.0,0.08938590569981936,0.0,0.01782479852692575,0.04720136843735457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042714789906499684,0.043037751102134786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03344978390879487,0.0,0.0,0.013509418868146151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02188570223713131,0.0,0.021440676585361085,0.036662635665019414,0.1286195281566759,0.024550339999255318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03499793372706505,0.0,0.018553287107544263,0.0,0.0,0.13835640846598452,0.09474116545176284,0.01764919090543466,0.0,0.018826282241555484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031775089867690905,0.014964914039011916,0.0,0.0,0.019145655786530352,0.017817951674914012,0.0,0.0,0.016184003682460042,0.0,0.043776863071538726,0.040189544089690325,0.27381407073517344,0.017569787765643975,0.06701458835596383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0185238246935547,0.022299026890282438,0.018764865370773025,0.0,0.0,0.06679870961731338,0.0,0.0,0.07020341285021818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125817960292117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372754166128785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02181362087072614,0.05756105185666285,0.0,0.0,0.022180401417205217,0.0,0.02142026067870333,0.044387563246734506,0.14327461739467234,0.0,0.0,0.05561369387778547,0.1407251429796527,0.0,0.0,0.017808834276601758,0.01890595662356165,0.039642103974702005,0.055930534891601734,0.021237499658411287,0.0,0.09127197057174836,0.0,0.0,0.06333052637723488,0.04444402147107551,0.04230205189186576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061595356253742226,0.015532322279794697,0.09693612292648902,0.040462494929353617,0.0,0.0,0.04104824833487029,0.04019942500079236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993620821409498,0.031863069116043335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019996780193183482,0.10165662043923593,0.10974341036333078,0.02188570223713131,0.06898226682973739,0.09901089654179024,0.0236151838476999,0.6620438823687113,0.0,0.06775491560512516,0.06013184913736206,0.0,0.06317413664027015,0.0,0.0,0.06285957266504451,0.04768573249998051,0.0,0.08615016647040072,0.0,0.02248979944217141,0.0,0.03577813899218909,0.01992589053828664,0.09994986251122093,0.041944248076663616,0.0,0.06676985240665474,0.01906983746909069,0.04370566826082417,0.0,0.0215023305054363,0.03465601364480925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424137302815268,0.14513783387615647,0.041435270147997534,0.0,0.0444802920700236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795980251663668,0.09165275742762184,0.023770999943373,0.0,0.021772496219806647,0.015749929736591374,0.15153142373430914,0.0,0.01928566404542895,0.0,0.024321687794286975,0.09741622065536708,0.09395628477439033,0.020580834196620143,0.033259985517991544,0.04885867458114482,0.0,0.0,0.02001625514017528,0.04654693582777277,0.05688797014582279,0.0,0.020462685386926124,0.0,0.0,0.05427580046986382,0.0,0.017283899609857697,0.09884313056034127,0.016627168088591885,0.0,0.0,0.05650301443891004,0.038837125871248136,0.13231316419328573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015250045639086609,0.021273225602238464,0.0,0.07440259375480399,0.11451413559557375,0.02545353228304856,0.0
anxiety,This_1s_My_Name,2020/01/31,"Social Anxiety VS Anxiety Are they 2 different things? If so, what is the difference between them? How do you know whether you're experiencing symptoms of social anxiety, or just anxiety?",6.275833333333331,9.354680750000004,7.745000000000001,58.53333333333336,69.625,13.016666666666666,41.91666666666666,11.855464076750405,7.048466666666667,152,10,21,7,3,52,27,32,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.6531,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6892485351533246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706670566714498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378899503769965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592186904233455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341162417621806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964305185943966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rollin9st0ney,2020/01/31,"Asked for feedback and didn’t die I applied for an internal job at work in the last few weeks, had a mini interview but didn’t get the job. Despite freaking TF out as I hit send on a reply email to my rejection asking for feedback,  today I TALKED ON THE PHONE to the head of HR of my workplace about my job application. 

She even said it was a great application! And the only reason i didn’t get it was because someone else was much more qualified (thats fair) and gave me some tips to enhance my resume for later. 

My anxiety was telling me i was absolutely going to make a fool of myself and that i would only hear bad things and I proved it wrong! Take that!",6.3201904761904775,5.269801251851857,7.140317460317463,78.22000000000003,66.1111111111111,10.084656084656084,32.61904761904762,9.23628265651192,2.633793650793651,519,18,107,8,7,174,86,135,0.159,0.78,0.06,-0.9352,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,10,0,10,1,1,2,1,12,21,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,11,2,16,1,18,8,4,11,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,1,4,72,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311759864917122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32060726453212796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317236781172168,0.1045280391368426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779613739381836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324326359860728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325596329776012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917459886002324,0.0,0.09745176838203247,0.0,0.0,0.1890490269921145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598024587271968,0.0,0.19326195991858025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104799668809135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397729665253234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445921943804813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260520109717465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608251129363341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630227974345025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631096060168548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452880854159992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892597343102047,0.1378230932318667,0.14987451533855012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391870391092412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625358719854602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754488944710952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483401588255222,0.0,0.0,0.12180913802231193,0.18747825101683827,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrettyboyBeno,2020/01/31,"GAD - Only physical symptoms Hello guys! 

I (M,23) think I developed GAD in last year of Uni because of all the stress and lifestyle changes(also quit heavy marihuana usage). I have since finished uni with excellent results, found a great job, that I like, BUT the anxiety is still there. I dont feel scared of my symptoms anymore, understood how it works and I think Im in a better place than before. However the chest tightness,tiredness and headches are still there. I have no apparent cause, been to therapy, but they didnt really help at all, only told me that it will go away eventually. 

Can you guys advise me what to do? Fighting anxiety without a cause is pretty hard and I dont know what should I do.",3.8369154228855713,6.122100477611941,4.791865671641791,80.59635572139305,74.07462686567162,8.34726368159204,29.07711442786069,9.075114841892004,2.7275890547263684,560,24,101,13,12,182,91,134,0.141,0.782,0.077,-0.8123,3,0,0,0,2,0,22.0,0,1,1,4,5,7,1,2,6,0,14,3,1,4,2,21,22,7,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,2,14,4,12,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,6,66,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359943999318844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173397522090619,0.0,0.14087804212950622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346312561884868,0.0,0.0,0.08659396712955478,0.0,0.1208763287626748,0.0,0.0,0.12563401088373324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29185437039130724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33296925791365417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182607989479059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557533809631991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073178543934184,0.0,0.0,0.15661353034469608,0.0,0.28130888205281984,0.0,0.0,0.1272512579773935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521488615005776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153441220946861,0.0,0.1409653200468436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806841258419947,0.11579185612626824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939974155902562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607485840811647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841476804471662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451859750166338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109046173777552,0.0,0.0,0.09100255473035036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221946779817035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750740667855955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688683382997815,0.0,0.16272081216601722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952941551708351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244956685380452,0.0,0.0,0.1820431839151816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573737920608614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693366990213374,0.0,0.10341600930476014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147723884142572
anxiety,Lindasmith2912,2020/01/31,"How to overcome overthinking? This is happening a lot with me , I am thinking a lot over a certain topic. If anyone says anything to me and tend to think a lot over and then engulfed with all negative thoughts.",4.78316666666667,6.381531650000002,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,70.0,8.333333333333334,35.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.2713333333333328,166,9,30,3,3,53,29,40,0.095,0.851,0.054000000000000006,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,14,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,7,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074741149825238,0.0,0.2441759744224196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623892646324069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7567843585926137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23596432664681286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802534747608153,0.0,0.23556320808809145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unintentionalrebel12,2020/01/31,"Advice on dealing with anxiety? Hi guys I’m new here so I apologize if anything is formatted wrong (someone got onto me in another thread). Moving on, I’m a fresh 23 years old that has been dealing with depression for some time. Ever since 2015 I’ve been losing family members left and right and in 2018 I lost my big sister who was like a mom to me. I’m kind of an isolated soul, every one else in my family kind of pushed me away when I came out but my sister was the only who embraced me so now I feel like I have no one. I feel like everything got really worse after what happened to her and I have the hardest time dealing with it. I’ve tried therapy and I like it but I accidentally missed an appointment and they have this outrageous fee I’m unable to pay at the time so right now I’ve just been stuck. 

My anxiety is controlling my life and I cannot get a grip on it. I got fired from my job recently for wearing earphones, I wore the earphones because I work alone and me just being alone with my thoughts were unbearable to where I couldn’t even focus or do my job properly. Its like I have to do anything to keep my mind from going stagnant, I eat a lot just to be doing something, I’m always on my phone just scrolling through threads for hours so I don’t have to deal with my own actual thoughts. I’m really so lost guys, I want to feel better I really hate this funk I am in but no matter what I tell myself I have to do to get out of it I’m still stuck. And my thoughts are really KILLING ME! I hate letting my mind rest. I don’t even like to get in bed until my eyes are basically closed because if I lay there for awhile my mind just start going crazy.  

I really do appreciate you for taking the time to read and I appreciate any help/advice. I could have wrote a whole book but I tried to keep it as brief as I could. I will answer any questions.",1.226461538461539,3.282370979487183,3.196153846153848,89.95884615384617,81.51282051282051,6.76923076923077,21.538461538461537,7.882392219407189,0.9500769230769236,1462,45,320,27,39,492,186,390,0.182,0.731,0.087,-0.9908,2,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,6,21,19,4,0,12,0,34,4,2,1,1,53,71,25,1,6,12,3,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,13,18,1,3,8,2,2,6,6,10,0,2,19,6,56,9,48,45,5,43,1,5,1,0,20,20,0,6,23,208,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.07625450917340236,0.0,0.0,0.15271729240750506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186137036603362,0.0,0.0,0.06501971256140716,0.0,0.0,0.10627734930825036,0.08193782919611503,0.11955556116475348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860704844126075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341620074552635,0.0,0.0,0.09526826297011376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910951411288675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937268055891452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764196577463958,0.12477873045739545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222404572529297,0.06730287456003882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995792409087107,0.06527692003934044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322301062453933,0.0706831612386995,0.06583730528080678,0.0,0.07022824433601957,0.0,0.14732907993606872,0.0,0.11853156913272765,0.11164813382851152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247660730113752,0.0,0.0888188544794941,0.0,0.1874898941047461,0.0,0.0,0.15474408575796678,0.06909997788862791,0.0,0.0,0.15429645400507422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237637859252901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695331135580404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508610616946095,0.13891092317041295,0.08645162618023088,0.1627440061406493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490060901093284,0.07990463976816059,0.05519341873903327,0.2290549693494744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741998063607337,0.17060063383626112,0.06643282772826067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367009161495077,0.09151799298980008,0.0,0.0830516964781441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546922817483524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199601235178539,0.0,0.10590095716489653,0.059429880378551216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753599298899807,0.0,0.07816231534434884,0.0,0.2502961696521065,0.0,0.07715497759787407,0.0,0.0,0.1334642631398223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463918267909176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620875911445831,0.060156889708607574,0.0,0.0,0.055308721774357,0.0,0.0624036386894947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875243447561801,0.0,0.06829882612214205,0.0,0.08936123708973269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610607975595128,0.1822589767003943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610544917791848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608968618221457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724182486795187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688770185933089,0.0,0.07963252723650066,0.0,0.08543510175134361,0.0,0.050320351027955366
anxiety,IJustNeedWifi-,2020/01/31,"I’ve made a tiny bit of progress I’ve been struggling with derealisation for nearly 3 months now and that’s been causing my anxiety to hit the roof. I’ve barely been leaving my house unless it’s to go to doctors appointments. I am on medication but I’m not convinced it’s helping me much. 

Today, I finally built myself up enough to go for a walk into my town centre and get Subway. It’s about 15 minutes from my house but it felt like a big accomplishment.",2.9186290322580644,4.794112408602151,4.8039650537634415,81.32594758064519,75.45161290322581,7.230645161290322,26.678763440860216,8.07648339933343,1.7379473118279567,366,14,72,6,8,125,65,93,0.098,0.843,0.059000000000000004,-0.3224,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,11,11,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,1,8,2,15,5,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675421063417719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391022765383325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249836740099702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241660899049535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22629595042925646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028401538769645,0.2399148297774089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442372380346835,0.0,0.24893694308123654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467978353571303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054164386337995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23190004468478145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699725901214087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723262645736387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206296074582659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748117507423181,0.0,0.16099760323248544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895688042126994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075959409709575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whiteum,2020/01/31,"My struggle I am a student of graduating class. This year is so tough for me that only some of you can imagine. In the last couple days my mood drops sharply due to the most stupid things such as a bad grade for the ""super important test"" and the anxiety level is very high. When I'm at school my hands are sweating that my workbook gets wet, my muscles are tensed and I can't breathe deeply. So, here is the story. 
I was born in 2003 with torticollis, subluxation of atlant and curved legs. Fortunately, thanks to a long treatment, my legs became straight, but the  doctors didn't pay attention to my neck. When I was 5 years old, I was diagnosed with lumbar scoliosis of the 1st degree. My parents followed all the recommendations that the doctors gave.  They did massages, physiotherapy, and everything seemed to go through. But it didn't.
My dad is a greedy man. He has a psychopathic character accentuation, so there is no happiness in our family. Now I live with my mom and my dad lives abroad, I dont know where. Coming back to the topic. I am the only child in the family and I had no friends in kindergarden just fo no reason. I wasn't interested in playing with dolls, I liked LEGO and boys toys. So I had only one friend. 
Every year I went to sanatoriums to cure my back.  as it turned out, the disease progressed all this time.  Once I had a medical examination, they did an X-ray, and my scoliosis was already in the fourth degree. Then they sent me to make a corset, which I have been wearing for two years.  It made an improvement by reducing the curvature by 13 degrees, but still the main gap remains unresolved.  What does this have to do with treasury, you ask?  A year ago, I had a panic attack in school. I began to think that something was wrong with me. every time I see something reminding me of this, my brain automatically triggers a fear reaction.  I think it’s clear what physical symptoms I am experiencing. If I was going to school, and somewhere teachers were discussing something, then it seemed to me that they were discussing me. I constantly wonder: ""What's wrong with me, why aren't other people accepting me?"" And these are normal, rational thoughts. I just want at least someone to respond well to me. I know that there are such people, but for some reason it seems to me that they are lying. I find it difficult to find a common language with people because my values ​​are different from theirs. I don’t like vulgar jokes, films, series, I don’t listen to pop music, rock, rap, I don’t watch anime. I don’t think about moving to another country because I don’t like big cities. I do not accept the idea of ​​globalism, because I believe that every nation should have its own traditions and culture. I behave as if I’m self-confident, although, as I now understand, I am not. I laugh to much, even when I feel myself terrible.  I live in a small town, so we don’t have normal psychologists here and my mother does not approve of them. So all this time I first searched for information on the Internet, then I started reading books on psychology, even found an online course to overcome sociophobia. I just don’t know what to do. I realized that I have low self-esteem, the desire to look perfect in the eyes of other people, I am easily upset about trifles, although I have passed the temperament test several times and the result is always the same: I am a sanguine person. I have a specific phobia, which manifests itself in the fact that it is difficult for me to write in the presence of other people, because it seems to me that I look awful and that they will attack me. Because of this, I strain and it comes to almost a panic attack. I have tremendous workloads because I need to prepare for exams. But sometimes I just break down.  After school, my knees hurt due to stress, insomnia, bruises under my eyes, weakness.  I haven’t slept normally for a week, I can lie in bed for 3-4 hours without falling asleep. Even in my life, there are many responsibilities, such as the fact that I have to do exercises for the back every day, otherwise the spine will twist even more. I have to take a shower every day, because if I don’t take off my corset for a long time, my skin will be covered with acne (although it is already on my shoulders and upper back) Because of all these problems, I’m afraid to fill up university entrance exams, although I'm studying well so far.  I just don’t know what to do. It seems to me that my life is rolling into the abyss.",5.207472802522666,6.324619329069767,5.983582972014194,78.12520102483249,68.5,8.714229404808831,30.39022467481277,8.985284822729394,2.5100944028379977,3533,136,657,62,59,1158,393,860,0.133,0.79,0.077,-0.9943,4,0,3,1,0,0,122.0,2,2,8,5,39,41,4,8,50,1,75,26,16,6,8,103,121,46,0,11,17,5,4,3,2,4,10,1,2,4,47,30,0,0,29,9,1,11,23,23,2,3,26,12,108,17,101,90,13,91,0,2,6,0,34,36,0,14,45,471,155,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173491141452433,0.0,0.058441699785181885,0.0,0.12880913066013194,0.0,0.048562347183971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119826053006065,0.04464721882286022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456113988008367,0.19918760245595396,0.0,0.17950890562511213,0.048730321806886766,0.2846183275632978,0.0,0.0,0.06575464908806805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515194804813773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054840075164292,0.0,0.06306922217058025,0.0,0.0,0.06457709173737734,0.0,0.11291711996498145,0.0,0.0,0.05923679663643466,0.0,0.060976480906839124,0.0,0.11947316035570345,0.10214698525092808,0.0,0.06840051655647586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419175145043484,0.0,0.24586498084592814,0.0,0.05245252938246329,0.0,0.11003810457318244,0.06567413542409008,0.029509877265032132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668469321816973,0.04964318614648152,0.0,0.06399156354586401,0.09018157889998693,0.0,0.030492042548149925,0.0,0.06633760559372183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212805843211661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616632768216657,0.0,0.0,0.05747539132055333,0.0,0.0624783557861377,0.06588425608626818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829820460814015,0.0475732974371091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244644147092539,0.08553903506769266,0.0,0.15460569903407426,0.10329810473689656,0.0980197471051739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055224090365701466,0.03895747959072663,0.05917050220271389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879416570600321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835355577669612,0.0,0.06203019299386039,0.0429032162626253,0.04327511827908869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715488292582991,0.0,0.0,0.06124171674502399,0.06215424972865079,0.03954799895569736,0.13316213054553416,0.0,0.13695184035234226,0.06480474541052758,0.0,0.0,0.2023063442484839,0.050959959262945886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584511311067252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058378380108500785,0.0,0.0,0.12001291811397599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362642129196572,0.04650742510239543,0.26565553340063874,0.1217698119690817,0.06593311034131724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945043003227086,0.13479111096245802,0.057722090241237485,0.0,0.041309339018859734,0.0,0.04660843686013275,0.0,0.06685414549310223,0.0610132471434689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606610738671589,0.08776280326412814,0.0,0.0,0.05373242826298974,0.0,0.0,0.038773509066379296,0.11218916629185907,0.0,0.046333374408674896,0.17015846724100533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348173472521977,0.05701176646192487,0.060757510671840285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815524597461373,0.03442376555982324,0.0,0.046814946404075325,0.0,0.10494994841175836,0.05410270226894666,0.052663156473696036,0.0,0.0,0.056259450580922896,0.0632917353302547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762065255296925,0.0,0.18791796062855234
anxiety,Jad222,2020/01/31,Fear of medicine side effects I have just got some propranolol for my anxiety but I can't take it because I'm so anxious of the side effects. Does anyone have any techniques to get over this fear?,4.151538461538461,5.744186205128205,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,71.56410256410257,7.2512820512820495,33.51282051282051,7.793537801064563,2.3521897435897445,158,8,31,2,3,49,32,39,0.27899999999999997,0.721,0.0,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993114047142225,0.0,0.2361597788087586,0.34875069858565155,0.0,0.2158549008526623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818473763435084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701513115357733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6947617210713412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128650817352366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690094708148694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321090176828772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdderallAdmiralX,2020/01/31,"Recent very positive mood. Should i be worried? I have pretty recently had a very drastic uplifting mood. I'm generally very solemn and generally pretty reserved. Because of this my recent very positive mood has been worrying. I have felt a lack of a need to sleep longer than 3 hours, music sounds better, my anxiety has pretty much gone. Everything is kinda great. However, there's something in the back of my mind that tells me this is wrong.

A few months before being diagnosed with generalized anxiety 2 years ago, i felt a similar way and suddenly *poof* one day it was all gone and i felt cognitively deteriorated for a very long time, pretty much the following 18 months. I was just very depressed and everything felt very unreal. I think i just burned out, not entirely sure. 

 I'm not sure if I'm just not comfortable leaving my little depressive bubble but honestly I'm not used to feeling this excited about stuff and socialising is actually enjoyable now. I just feel like I'm stabbing myself in the back if i keep letting myself lose control again and burn out.

I am deeply sorry for ranting a bunch but I'm just unsure what to do or whether i should be concerned.",4.325958904109592,6.815423821917813,5.599221461187216,74.42211986301372,73.337899543379,9.494155251141553,29.671461187214607,9.888512548439397,3.454013515981736,943,41,161,28,20,314,131,219,0.131,0.725,0.14400000000000002,0.872,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,11,17,0,0,10,0,19,2,1,2,3,46,38,12,0,6,15,0,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,7,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,10,7,19,9,15,22,6,25,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,4,17,103,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0877417743877868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970213742888348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756585922897752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382745526633343,0.0,0.05480991567876811,0.0,0.07650904106436361,0.0,0.0,0.07952043047780226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084468015411197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798621966903919,0.0,0.15488326393572033,0.0912594450686245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161538083391633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092507279820188,0.06423361369307462,0.34532096904544685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912901183409632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854584675143617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799184927746466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520451186528532,0.0,0.09194177434323787,0.0,0.043926778147114674,0.09011609419122243,0.0,0.07956986408960902,0.0,0.10058925434183344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907861432602626,0.0,0.1435348356259331,0.0,0.1321922835164986,0.06666908920931852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060927137239079235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658939487656996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663336782573651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997758183414889,0.0,0.0,0.06921914916114474,0.0,0.10064984817356823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292847054179244,0.0,0.0,0.16948321332574484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858761740807207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057612394321637075,0.0,0.0,0.052428788104286986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776556593459239,0.0,0.5193114570713232,0.0,0.0713684748892114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262131700557804,0.0,0.0,0.09830536585866176,0.0,0.05790079740686496
anxiety,Ratossaway12345,2020/01/31,"Ok what’s going on with my anxiety? It’s getting out of control. Hi everyone. I’m typically an anxious person, but it used to relax and dissipate once whatever situation that I’m anxious about is over. Leaving me feeling “normal” and almost carefree. 

However, as of recently my body feels like I’m stuck in a constant state of panic. Even when my thoughts are not focused on a worry or a event or anything really, my chest feels tight and my body feels like I’m anxious. This will not go away and has been constant for a long time varying in levels of severity. I’ve been unable to sleep through the night as the feeling of anxiety in my chest has woken me up a few times. 

I have a stressful job, but when I’m home my body can’t seem to relax. I can only explain my sensation as a feeling of constant anxiety that leaves a slight tightness in my left chest and a feeling of un easyness in abdomen. I can also get the sensation of “feeling” my heartbeat, which draws my attention to it. 

What is going on? I’m eating healthy and hitting the gym, doing relaxing breathing exercises and taking some sleep aid medications. Nothing has helped. My only constant worry is that I’ll be stuck like this forever. 

Any insight will be very helpful. Thank you so much. If anyone would like more details I can try to start from the point this all started out of the blue two years ago.",3.5318759159745987,5.566277445692887,4.891698420452696,80.66790425012213,74.1685393258427,7.489920208435107,31.458882918091522,8.321376580360154,2.617060055365575,1086,53,196,19,23,361,151,267,0.096,0.715,0.18899999999999997,0.9813,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,6,12,0,2,16,1,20,13,10,2,1,39,51,19,0,3,7,0,10,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,12,10,1,3,13,6,0,3,3,2,0,1,6,11,19,10,35,39,5,36,0,0,1,0,6,16,0,6,20,127,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904674928774733,0.0,0.08929417804264628,0.0,0.0,0.07131185511306562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064090130492514,0.0,0.2046519893157687,0.3022213376081067,0.0,0.062352044148364816,0.0,0.07338202714318913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378124995720837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29715429802408233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38545862794627,0.10001543755658883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912465471692904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058898123075355975,0.0,0.0,0.08520890877588894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607095952658856,0.12741084546127746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931787366276712,0.0,0.1520377227197947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954196545594048,0.0,0.0894480897941399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849073974088424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888432963844292,0.0968870504443479,0.0,0.0,0.17426227859004176,0.0,0.0,0.07891556362793475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983271738704374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555263528677151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368310048760154,0.08737089988315787,0.08556418555188615,0.0,0.0,0.09496665329341547,0.0,0.13564062461311166,0.0,0.10462565309223626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786268524354711,0.0,0.0,0.08429759105453234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712669884850392,0.0,0.08804787496394925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118002243153602,0.0,0.10074044586936892,0.0,0.0,0.10023452445970456,0.17847539808096138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623464022206196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214771289153513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670472232070141,0.0,0.0,0.0820987930470098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079363877116106,0.10399533569442593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054281663396178,0.0,0.08710935588269261,0.0,0.0,0.07701709932897531,0.0,0.07357731078237496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111962772414672,0.0,0.06334615320942698,0.0,0.0,0.057424680991334125
anxiety,RedK121,2020/01/31,"Advice needed about a school appointment I have an anxiety disorder and depression. I m not currently on medication but I started recently going to therapy again for my problems (my school have a program where students in very bad circumstsnces can consult for free).

I didn't go to university for 3 months because of some problems. The social worker notified my department but this Monday, I have an appointment about this and me coming back and I have a lot of anxiety about this.

I tend to project a lot of my bad perceptions about myself (it s one of the remnants of my toxic relationship with my mother) onto people so now I m having thoughts of this professor being disappointed in me (something he hinted at before) and the appointment going bad.

For precision, my anxiety gets triggered with phone calls, knocking on the door, emails, mail or anything of the sort and it doesn't help the situation. I manage to carry my tasks just fine but I would like some advice to get relief , I tried meditation but sometimes I m so anxious I can't even meditate proprely.

The appointment is on Monday and it s driving me crazy a bit, so every advice would be appreciated.

Thank you for reading.",4.631651376146788,7.215857715596332,6.036229357798168,71.19994036697248,72.76146788990826,9.314128440366973,31.542201834862386,9.766711354998122,3.7563332110091747,954,45,151,27,20,321,126,218,0.195,0.731,0.07400000000000001,-0.981,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,13,12,0,0,14,0,14,1,0,1,1,30,25,14,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,2,1,1,6,4,7,0,1,2,0,26,6,30,19,5,23,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,6,10,117,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37266642084695706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917439300372809,0.14361166822712668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461056872417536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977489658268606,0.31842466273942466,0.07749238701500673,0.0,0.1081714530461026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878429202319673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980576792023638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950434079904374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948998627727896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456928172844477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396287744513918,0.0,0.10710576180959484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283198912726593,0.0,0.21673907440866305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520719227577461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210538458859854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614914500685786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280620340122203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146756197956422,0.0,0.0,0.0942593470354092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614115238414967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813038377851144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327715815737855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715639399352524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551763195313548,0.13648144637933746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573084872237437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289044630869355,0.0,0.12958486298983327,0.0,0.09786472081223728,0.12572690155504732,0.0,0.08997760092232074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703685175469004,0.14537507776056954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092066275921004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863074887245062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488895749800814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806076330051874,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shobuli,2020/01/31,"Can someone talk me through why this may be a trigger for my anxiety? I apologize if I end up summing it up, but since I’ve been transitioning more and more into adulthood, the more and more nostalgic things put me in a mode of panic. And sometimes, it’s not even really things of nostalgia, but I guess things I never got to appreciate as a child and find that I have a bit of interest in them now?

I’m constantly shamed about the stuff that I’ve seen movie wise, music I’ve listened to, and it’s always things like “how could you not have seen/heard this before?” and they make a big stink about it for a few minutes, or it’s a talking point, but I always end up feeling bad about myself and wonder why it is I’ve missed this in my childhood. And it’s the same with certain toys/fandoms etc like Pokemon, I’m really intrigued by it now as an adult but have been made to feel like I’ve missed out and it really makes me question my childhood and whether or not I got to fully be a child. 

I will say, I don’t remember most of my childhood. I don’t know if that is subconsciously intentional or if I have a crappy memory. I know my parents were always working, so I was with my younger sister for the majority of it, so we really only had each other. No one ever watched movies with us or spent time with us in the same way other people make me feel like they were supposed to. 

I can’t help but feel like I’m not ready to grow up but I’m really not sure what I’m anxious of. As I’m writing this I’m in a huge panic mode and I can’t even explain it, I just got done rewatching an anime I discovered when I was a teenager and it all sort of resurfaced. 

Have any of you had a similar issue? How do you cope? Is there a way to change this way of thinking? I’m tired of having these random spurts of anxiety over my past!",4.395643092291973,4.268440211488255,5.723668974912022,83.68604608922695,69.86161879895562,8.958519695765693,28.66261777727324,8.716276077567194,1.9146742876603469,1423,46,312,22,23,481,178,383,0.14,0.767,0.09300000000000001,-0.9653,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,3,3,1,15,16,0,3,20,0,29,1,0,8,5,74,59,34,0,4,20,2,4,5,0,2,1,2,0,3,29,20,0,0,12,0,1,2,11,7,0,1,15,9,39,9,45,39,13,33,0,2,2,0,23,15,0,14,18,219,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23611959585964426,0.0,0.0,0.06432450452109274,0.0,0.14472231919067932,0.10685987718416083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789787737370759,0.0,0.0,0.08048919931114162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032678791617031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000637725373872,0.0,0.0,0.10221828305019888,0.0,0.07552248963382698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967985025793274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675574870167715,0.0,0.10549295360053047,0.12495172408451358,0.0855621513757663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913103655469376,0.20272553660687148,0.0,0.0,0.08645362819763291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269570067281252,0.0,0.10420164781174708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340174314663782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872747820529428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039684789357102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310596991017732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950342981753469,0.18941885782054846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295370834901257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409669268456827,0.07194002548953964,0.0,0.22196217900894671,0.10503110045424614,0.0,0.09029694355977834,0.06557685808558703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941820883628745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508916594797144,0.10596254824624303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029841673920872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715213221538857,0.0,0.0,0.07522183577217285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782458995363408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014587591268232,0.0,0.09355201721958467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828302204519616,0.0,0.0,0.08915003996581641,0.0,0.0,0.1520558619302564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251365809705222,0.06060950999824038,0.0,0.0,0.05515624188541995,0.10871739316449427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275604622975057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524363081707344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070568652918106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257891716546476,0.06886271174926707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TiskDOTjpg,2020/01/31,"Month-Long Anxiety Flare I don't know if I've posted here before but I really need help now

Long story short I had a total of 3 dental procedures in a row and ended up with a metric shitton of anxiety from it. Like, crippling anxiety. I've actually gotten myself into a cycle of hypochondria and I'm really not sure what to do. I focus so hard on my pain and what's going on in my mouth that it is ALL I can focus on. I just got examined today and all I can think about it what they might have missed. I'm unmedicated but I work overnights so that makes it hard to get appointments and whatnot. Also I'm in a poor financial situation and I need help figuring out what to do.

This anxiety has caused me to tense so bad for so long that I'm experiencing massive jaw pain. My jaw will not unclench. Every time I try to relax I end up with another flare-up immediately after. It's been a month and a half and I'm honestly exhausted. Even if I do deep breathing or something the anxiety somes back immediately after.

Can anyone pass along any coping mechanisms they use to help with constant looming anxiety? It's constant and the only trigger seems to be my mouth/jaw pain. I'm so tense right now just typing this, but I need help from other people who are/have dealt with something similar. I'm just in a cycle of being in pain which makes me anxious which makes me focus on the pain and it's so tiring I've barely even been eating.

Does anyone have an h-runni g anxiety?",2.917424749163878,4.6547955518394675,5.136607357859532,79.53774046822745,75.08695652173913,8.128481605351173,24.66903010033445,8.841846274778883,1.9193273846153849,1166,38,226,25,25,407,150,299,0.218,0.698,0.083,-0.9903,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,17,12,0,0,12,0,18,12,4,6,4,48,40,23,0,5,11,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,20,17,1,0,5,1,1,2,3,8,0,1,5,3,23,4,35,31,4,33,0,1,0,0,7,16,0,6,15,147,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.08736260617420455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159238926288858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087945692327362,0.09387382307519013,0.4793998324449807,0.10113674933518033,0.0,0.12519466248434966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883850578888373,0.0747488828616259,0.0,0.0,0.07617841410103081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196590975440808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348749301862034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783431419296598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160550252802888,0.0,0.0,0.1585835583026459,0.0,0.0,0.11825964553520182,0.0,0.07542791416752315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677264651926145,0.0,0.05087860828722328,0.0,0.07160059978909622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603920159440235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400244646728994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492001033033167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437369525125788,0.0,0.0,0.2376780301617572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927409283596402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497092118108287,0.0,0.0,0.14291456269903088,0.0,0.0,0.1991429541478704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808711105444258,0.4762997638548122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062064737796402425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573933966032253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147028598479573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645309100672594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149937702607479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062883767813967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784004962453422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437540340520358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573634275234665,0.0,0.0,0.05220222179576985,0.10289478175145676,0.08485837764330602,0.0,0.0,0.06078098639641385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732007737446056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651746099681903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WalterLaWhite,2020/01/31,"Did anyone got over anxiety? Hello, I'm just curious about curing or getting over anxiety. I don't know if that's even possible. I just want my old happy life back while I'm young...I feel sorry for me coming from football player, funny and happy guy, someone who was loved by friend to someone who barely go outside his room cuz I'm constantly feeling that people are making fun of me and that they look at me as some stupid ass. I'd like to get a girl one day also. Sorry for long post, just needed to share it somewhere. I don't know if I'll be able to do this anymore. Thank you",1.8590082644628083,3.7168144049586793,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,78.50413223140495,6.052892561983472,21.743801652892564,6.980632752743323,0.6439520661157023,457,13,93,5,11,154,89,121,0.095,0.662,0.243,0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,7,9,1,0,1,0,7,3,1,2,0,18,25,9,0,4,6,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,3,10,8,14,21,1,13,0,0,1,2,11,4,1,4,7,54,17,0,0.1654170055927005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228391960896455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530871130243224,0.0,0.1640492206726138,0.11566341644736827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719546671839235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249210329544826,0.0,0.17875701757786644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668028399985438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925637210904343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727961650513876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780076818629646,0.0,0.17284711617411538,0.0,0.0940102963147215,0.0,0.13229909050352445,0.0,0.0,0.16378884236134536,0.0,0.3521789567403002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818177204906459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168389230121621,0.08081439339689994,0.0,0.0,0.14638884457994114,0.13890862336043608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929530585850104,0.0,0.11041713571722687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265461365572022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357732123412126,0.0,0.112090844015367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467932373457848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648281944396547,0.15842376587410725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803145840804452,0.0,0.0,0.3703415897426236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229375427415925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756723570540687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SarahSandiego,2020/01/31,"I had my first counseling session to deal with anxiety Anxiety has been my Achilles’ heel for the past 3 years. I recovered from a Burn Out. However, this vicious brain cycle called Anxiety remains.


I decided to make an appointment with a counselor to get over these recurring episodes. Reconfiguring my brain the way it used to be. Understand why this “fight or flight” physiological reaction keeps on occurring. And this is what I've learned.


https://medium.com/@sarahsandiego/i-had-my-first-counseling-session-to-deal-with-anxiety-ebf1782c4559


Hope it helps as much as it did help me.",9.631502525252523,13.846487125,6.861969696969697,63.28101010101011,64.11363636363636,10.729292929292932,34.77777777777778,10.504223727775694,4.7738217171717165,489,22,68,15,9,139,69,88,0.11900000000000001,0.792,0.08900000000000001,-0.1962,1,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,5,0,6,3,3,2,0,12,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,7,1,13,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43470351467911456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228972755964104,0.1934128450704616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905549798351848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32223085881884983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896098357224042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25392038801619715,0.0,0.0,0.1881308147357835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683598430197247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643529838009174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924106504369108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808170706943051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718662683851654,0.0,0.16359285771240922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034799596116294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091664995633318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197638898952287
anxiety,_MidnightStar_,2020/01/31,"Could i develop anxiety because of external factors? I used to have the kind of healthy anxiety before major events or exams nothing too overwhelming. But now in my second year of uni I've developed really noticable heart palpitations and my heart hurts very often. I started developing these couple of months ago, when it truly downed on me how many people don't care about enviromental and sociological issues and how they feel those don't directly affect them. These issues are very close to me and i feel heartbroken by peoples apathy to nature and to themselves. I'm 20 and i always known and seen how people view these things but seeing this kind of response from people close to me (from friends and family after i brought up this topic because of upcoming elections) switched something in me. 
Can it pass? Is there someone who experienced this almost constant anxiety and sadness after some events in their later years and then it went away? Is this what people call heartbreak or is it something more chronic? I'm apologise if i'm in a wrong sub.",7.074164317358033,8.598554732984294,7.314869109947644,68.78722915827629,64.49738219895289,10.065404752315748,34.064035440998786,10.214889679676881,3.8432292388240015,858,37,133,20,13,278,123,191,0.133,0.81,0.057,-0.9228,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,9,9,0,1,2,0,9,3,2,5,0,29,21,20,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,15,12,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,3,6,15,4,25,17,3,27,0,4,3,0,6,10,0,6,14,93,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125092143593177,0.0,0.12709463588272338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560975905293787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29128629250991417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924794752044585,0.0,0.0,0.15474166066426998,0.0,0.10800177233913001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960215103380665,0.0,0.12940603530600464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715822531925925,0.0,0.1013373570829872,0.14043742722911384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965131819711095,0.0,0.12835174608983846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806007504703908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080775087895123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358732533170399,0.0,0.0,0.26494840838275385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26434068375173764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867958084885464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130839717991842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178564432414672,0.14450220532238414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399607002112786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130985858747741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114086826630414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754109518199044,0.19542241505605046,0.0,0.0,0.08983645959060829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432172634952073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962036283356297,0.0,0.2094488516070962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765850874321497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876992307680786,0.0,0.1634679680413096
anxiety,princ3vinc3,2020/01/31,"I don't have the courage to go and do a job tomorrow/today. I just want to know if anyones had this happen. So earlier today i had called a local pawn shop to see about doing a sign spinning/waving advertising thing, you know where you stand out in front of the business and wave around the cardboard sign, and they told me to start tomorrow/today (it's 2:24 am currently) but I've gotten to a point where i just don't feel i can do it for several reasons, the first being my nerves, fear of being judged in some way, I'm just overall scared even though i know many people would think of that job being the easiest to do, the second reason being i personally don't feel its worth it a whole lot, i will be standing outside holding a sign up for 5 hours for only 50 dollars, which would help somewhat but at the same time it really wouldn't.

I just feel very discouraged, YET AGAIN, by my anxiety, i know its not the end of the world making the decision I'm making, i just feel like a failure as a human being every time i back out of something normal people would do, i guess i just always want to be normal, or viewed as normal, but i haven't felt normal for practically my whole life, i can't do things most people can without feeling like someones going to harm me in some way, my world is full of paranoia regardless. Do your guys anxiety get in the way of working or starting anything?? I'm sure it does if you have it as bad as i do. I know eventually i will have to get over it or at least find something i can do about it so i can do stuff that i need to without the fear or worry being there.",7.496545454545455,5.233388896969701,7.972424242424246,77.08863636363638,64.57575757575758,10.73939393939394,33.51515151515152,9.029198982220553,2.6488242424242427,1256,38,261,16,15,419,163,330,0.146,0.7959999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9832,3,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,1,2,19,10,0,3,20,0,40,1,0,4,1,67,71,19,0,14,18,0,6,2,0,6,1,0,0,3,17,6,0,2,16,1,3,3,9,6,0,2,5,8,33,4,41,52,10,38,0,1,2,0,11,18,0,12,14,192,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514344755602106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817066681015627,0.0,0.0,0.06314541734307041,0.0,0.07431574686487194,0.08039322054598969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694412380057468,0.07540336481702158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922145124341656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902909429120722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799860375359175,0.0,0.0,0.059647548257877187,0.0,0.0760883415460455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324309829307555,0.2283120610139581,0.1290320328799806,0.08670979272030052,0.0,0.08253982884620326,0.07681589484503352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436435151755394,0.0,0.1026481765397286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948438666116548,0.08941906719270915,0.07985902059613707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060531514257694374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889351381039368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923340824686346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481544336443641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378717473623201,0.08823980399535279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677658835667882,0.0,0.0,0.1205625137290224,0.0915580853678474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696219951161354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539304612778321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868326425264683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782448193901172,0.07885341727460995,0.0,0.0,0.08537020142415845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785358426481167,0.1857032236143488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041401077956793,0.0,0.07196374273072485,0.0,0.0,0.102022276649211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651763168850982,0.13904694157738262,0.0,0.0,0.1278408614961742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338099502462356,0.0,0.0,0.0851141726937047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999317636170873,0.05786568691218881,0.08872710086516004,0.0,0.10531858199438757,0.0,0.2568041271893175,0.08629311483675275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074513515311201,0.10653193562600873,0.21504673804826704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201651198794984,0.0,0.17410727938016646,0.0,0.06574526205744086,0.09171210533570552,0.0,0.19245652662017398,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sheeepcat,2020/01/31,"my car got hit so idk if i should be posting this here or on r/sad or r/rage.
my sister used my car the other day to go to work (which is okay with me) and while at a stop sign waiting for the car in front of her to make a turn or go straight. the car reversed into my sister who was driving my car. 
the lady got out of her car and was mad and was accusing my sister of hitting her. which is not true. 

anyways, i’m so angry! we called insurance. but i’m still so angry because she’s lying! and most likely will get away with it bc we have no proof that she reversed into my car. 
i keep thinking over and over what i should have done. (but i know i wasn’t there so there isn’t much i can do). i just feel hopeless. and i keep overthinking and wishing i could go back in time and get a dash cam, or wish that there was a witness. 
i know it’s not a huge deal and i’m glad everyone is okay. it just feels very wrong that she’s lying. 
i hope someone understand what i’m feeling.
thank you if you read this.",0.012181818181815627,1.766493309090908,2.0409090909090932,98.24136363636364,84.0909090909091,4.90909090909091,19.090909090909093,5.852544927426893,-0.3933636363636364,768,20,189,5,22,256,118,220,0.171,0.727,0.102,-0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,2,2,0,1,13,10,1,0,9,2,19,0,0,2,2,51,49,22,0,8,12,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,16,0,4,7,1,0,12,5,3,0,0,8,3,29,7,19,34,2,31,0,1,0,0,16,12,0,8,7,126,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106307500014038,0.12363396522267935,0.0,0.09801322193224736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417976048135052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283739728159144,0.0,0.0,0.10369321220530882,0.16576257647412074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453917765409484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363723725376047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438936247851624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680073582907098,0.0,0.2741339610211298,0.0,0.2571893728023829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969607443202552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582671116374164,0.0,0.0,0.17672678368148895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855157232014393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732543123942584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181956901554966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398786502265396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082880324977158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623285653859038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840334225831254,0.1344237039905326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480294951175337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302472318676036,0.0,0.0,0.09375519703809454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488822754418762,0.0,0.16738315985517402,0.0,0.13886686887780494,0.0,0.13266470508262276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697903026799002,0.0,0.0,0.11705360785896272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757934768136893,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Abnerapollyon,2020/01/31,"My experience You want to know what anxiety feels like? Sitting at 4 am thinking over the same issue over and over unable to control the thoughts because they keep coming over and over.  In the meantime trying to not do anything stupid that could make the situation worse, but at the same time thinking if there is anything you could do, while summarizing everything that happened and you could have done differently, while regretting the things you did, while your emotions range from sadness to melancholy to anger to sadness again to desperation, etc.  It is  constant waves of thoughts and emotions that leave you paralyzed.  It has been an hour since I dressed up to go to the gym and I am unable to move because I keep thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking.  I am writing this to see if I can calm down the thinking once and for all so I can finally move.

The funny thing is that when I go to work later today people will not even notice because I will no show any sign of it.  I will not show tiredness or worry or any other sign because even though I will feel like breaking down, the anxiety of the thought of people seeing me crumbling will prevent that from happening.  Yet they will not notice how I spaced out during conversations, or simply avoid situations that could make that happening.  It will keep me alert, because I will be overcareful of showing any sign, while worrying that someone saw any sign, so I will be looking and react to the minimum sign that someone saw through me.  I will become numb to almost everything, except those things that could cause me anxiety, which in turn will make me anxious just by trying to fake that I am not anxious.  It is terribly frustrating.  At the very least I feel better now.  I can finally move.  I am going to the gym.",8.568254842722588,7.975401631419937,7.796278656477702,73.84637106806474,61.38670694864048,10.56769148747112,38.50382086369291,9.773937934552695,3.73374519282033,1424,63,249,23,17,443,158,331,0.179,0.759,0.062,-0.9925,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,6,2,3,12,14,3,1,15,0,37,1,0,7,1,68,71,25,0,9,13,0,3,2,0,11,1,1,0,0,24,12,0,6,14,5,0,7,6,10,0,0,8,9,32,4,41,45,5,39,0,3,5,0,10,15,0,6,17,192,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759267053967779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625146898939686,0.0,0.17401527896053653,0.1713188994563692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479325480006764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23110779617610336,0.08374156494902818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706009746998748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789205481784467,0.0,0.06531559511486745,0.0,0.08193872301715217,0.08504297624938313,0.30269616036462355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921986045860556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759419797168238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058341383475972,0.0,0.0,0.08456371646440343,0.10016197107564956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629130433841066,0.07417034543659336,0.0,0.0,0.11501656004016217,0.10833725042043196,0.0,0.16612280117541034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292774471436386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011525321166149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467128985640259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914047516208791,0.0,0.20218735800046975,0.0,0.0,0.04167084470516943,0.0,0.0,0.0802865855593022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408747680032525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636729979524675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183917066539934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417664889862233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265207609267474,0.0,0.08075000257780993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513352114065973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084369816387952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272233203317996,0.17045853102770947,0.0,0.0,0.1284907265396207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511221342416563,0.3400943542221853,0.07449661863770532,0.1805871739715237,0.04421353882746204,0.0,0.07187221244042484,0.0,0.0,0.10295893199806494,0.08247465402743617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256267678495779,0.0447229138768335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520071846112081,0.1540057472640333,0.07727105459804402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SARAHSARAHPEARL,2020/01/31,"Changing anxiety feelings into Literally anything else So, the college semester has started and while the first week was fine, during the second there was a video I had to record. after maybe 45 minutes of hyping myself up, i record the video and it isn’t playing back correctly, but the assignment has already been submitted... cue panic attack. i’m talking, cold sweats, crying, cant breathe, feeling like i’m going to pass out. so i dropped the course because i value my mental health, but now everytime i go to work on school stuff i can not stop shaking or being on the cusp of a panic attack,, so its triggering my anxiety ABOUT being anxious.. does anyone have any ways to just shift that energy to a different place? i can take medication but quite honestly if i’m about to have a panic attack it doesn’t do anything for me.",8.212499999999999,7.4468601464968165,8.448463375796177,69.4455613057325,62.18471337579618,11.162101910828026,37.459394904458605,10.411451182825502,4.0097394904458605,661,28,111,13,8,218,107,157,0.193,0.7090000000000001,0.099,-0.9602,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,9,11,3,4,11,0,16,4,2,1,1,16,25,11,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,3,0,4,4,7,0,2,4,3,11,4,17,19,0,20,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,9,78,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486568216488872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160802755138893,0.0,0.2061069308256124,0.15218496661742095,0.0,0.094192989472683,0.0,0.22171117577911267,0.0,0.0,0.4597592692569743,0.0,0.10358436250264452,0.0,0.08211851081857613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250626413290185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797359184256245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074421278196486,0.0,0.0,0.11788641139489213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253366645585863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362277515261957,0.09623748979811496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458501786696948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311861127888818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319138126609415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581293844055963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533519969031207,0.0,0.0,0.13570705369347902,0.1357568971050102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741626281011692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074421278196486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328161797038771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633461689406068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534906433245167,0.0,0.0,0.11262433958196195,0.0,0.0,0.15421174466429408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128582752930528,0.10827551407325232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692723761232224,0.10805695376448728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807113544297294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dissociating_brb,2020/01/31,"Dentist appointment next week..... I feel completely stupid and defeated even having to post this....

I've skipped out on the dentist 3 times, meaning I haven't been in 12 months... an entire year. This time I can't skip out on it. It seems like it's not a big deal to any normal human being. Though I'm totally different, I'm terrified to go because I know the dentist is going to tell me how bad my teeth are, and how I need to make changes and take better care of my teeth. It's not like I have rotted teeth or that they are all yellow, because they aren't. I just know I'm going to be judged from not brushing every day and the dentist will be able to tell.  I might even need fillings, who knows.

I know I need to go, and that it will benefit me having my teeth cleaned. I just don't know how my anxiety is going to hold up on the day of.

 Do you guys have any tips to get me through the day? I need to just walk in there and suck it up and get through it because it's good for me. Though I know my anxiety is going to tell me not to go, and to stay home all day. How can I force myself to go get my teeth cleaned and checked up on?

Thank you in advanced for not judging me, I just need motivation to walk in there and get it done, thank you.",3.3211985846970404,3.4403756842105286,4.4416762494471485,91.08706988058384,72.23308270676691,7.762582927908006,26.54931446262716,7.510576382923642,1.0675040247678012,956,29,229,10,17,314,117,266,0.079,0.8220000000000001,0.1,0.5632,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,2,4,14,12,2,0,7,0,23,9,5,6,3,48,58,17,0,6,10,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,3,2,14,12,0,1,10,0,1,12,9,4,0,0,2,3,33,8,36,50,3,38,0,1,1,0,12,14,1,3,12,146,47,1,0.09776726018405224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297017901472152,0.0,0.14958337288008222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163157851249754,0.1787940430958912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646719666066786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968023760396663,0.0,0.10342479779865016,0.0,0.10250711220301373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522071789403155,0.10079375230376923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214597819173422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000498512360052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129148706573151,0.0,0.08237313337241976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943406432654003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431743300525015,0.0,0.44450709607993577,0.08200253930614146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680495852896152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806853341975036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322381976174486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552828982172948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065260405348072,0.0,0.0,0.10649720779487823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371561302326536,0.0,0.0,0.0780368943248407,0.0,0.0,0.3624659231100956,0.0,0.0,0.10397659035112393,0.0,0.09579115702554084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936340098894566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900364179006477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420689100830928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350881237275224,0.0,0.2563586840018662,0.18002191546362845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921116734786769,0.0,0.11401775127360095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842299888942164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295891013299312
anxiety,thegrayyernaut,2020/01/31,"My Friend is Afraid of Sanskrit Yes, you read it right.

I have a friend who is terrified of Sanskrit text as well as any languages whose scripts resemble that such as Arabic and Thai scripts.

She has been suffering that fear since childhood and her mother, who is a devout Buddhist, always thinks that she is possessed by the devil and many of her family members came to have a distaste for her, thinking that she is a bad omen.

You know what they say when people are afraid. Their irises open wide and they recoil and shudder in terror.  
My friend absolutely detests going near pagoda and temples that have sacred texts on them and is always miserable when hearing chanting. Despite all that, she has never had any prior childhood traumatic event that led to this fear. It just simply...exists.

The problem is, I have not been able to identify her condition and she has never considered it serious enough to go to a psychiatrist because she's afraid that they would think she made it up.

So I humbly ask you, Reddit. Is this a thing? Does anyone know what condition this is?  
Thank you so much in advance.

Have a nice day!",5.268653846153846,7.138766250000002,5.0809615384615405,81.78903846153848,69.19230769230771,7.7,28.865384615384606,8.278499904357787,2.1132153846153847,892,33,156,13,16,275,124,208,0.15,0.7609999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9526,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,5,1,7,18,0,7,9,1,22,0,0,2,3,24,34,15,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,21,10,0,0,5,1,0,5,3,12,1,0,5,2,25,6,18,28,3,22,1,2,0,0,30,8,0,0,9,116,46,1,0.1537778468510722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559109749331172,0.0,0.0,0.20914841825158312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752504603130154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376152832232852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839807881569118,0.09374154812604253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758808899117877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917398949508258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457203006999616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588936232067471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496806813329954,0.3460856609874877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564251490440881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479098835467138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331880963464255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690245659824433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550831688326973,0.0,0.15590660031952416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304441134137345,0.0,0.2372059111901899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661019656989087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714463128462182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381946132037128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132544098293547,0.0,0.1222903160067982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720662401162908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415779806751618,0.0,0.0,0.10216316840251838,0.295603904954575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826475229608767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923937030103197,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Siberiayuki,2020/01/31,"How can I calm down when something isn’t working properly? My Netflix account suddenly got expired, well they cancelled my membership by accident or something so I have to contact them, I am depressed and anxious during this time... I can’t concentrate on anything and I kept on refreshing my mailbox to see if nf replied...",5.4837931034482725,8.006521172413795,5.820206896551727,73.9954827586207,70.03448275862068,8.777931034482759,44.35862068965517,9.3871,5.116244137931036,260,19,39,6,5,83,47,58,0.174,0.753,0.07400000000000001,-0.7184,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,10,2,6,6,0,6,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989399439807586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905984934358895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041530645186185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824328392658226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814014001310087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437183025654998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059147795017317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31750911130559234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570851388896014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kimkilluhx,2020/01/31,"Can’t sleep I just need some one to tell me it’s okay and that these racing thoughts are normal considering my circumstances. I feel like I am constantly having anxiety and cannot sleep, it’s eating me up. I feel super alone and I feel like it’s my fault. But it’s just so hard to open up and talk about every thought running through my mind. Someone please put my mind at ease.",1.0791025641025629,3.4754733205128265,2.1617948717948714,94.9998717948718,85.02564102564101,5.51794871794872,20.2051282051282,6.937597516519254,0.2959897435897432,301,9,66,4,9,95,53,78,0.102,0.705,0.193,0.8092,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,0,18,11,6,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,4,11,4,7,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714355584532212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561601941094435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056990182582672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477395301470346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603767525380591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887376396963366,0.27196989691452755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051479504659733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598924515663895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843952816004065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114094067853064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865010356734016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898501486610425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894540333594014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135273552667176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809717723960207,0.0,0.1612815975845682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299484879876155,0.16637290801790966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022307648786233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rude_girl_,2020/01/31,"How can I distinguish between irrational anxiety and the more helpful feeling of something being ""bad""? I've been recently pushing myself to do more things I am scared of and it feels good. When I am in those situations I feel really bad and make excuses to myself why I shouldn't do this thing (that I'm scared of). Then, I tell myself that this is the anxiety talking and do it anyways and lose a big part of my fear.

In a recent situation, however, I felt like I kinda overdid this. I applied to a (simple) job and they wanted to take me. I had a super bad feeling, as always, but told myself to push through it. Then, the next day, I got a call from another possible job that just feels way better to me. So, I cancelled the first job offer and I'm taking the risk to go with the second. I feel like my bad feeling about the first job offer was a big part normal job- anxiety but also a bad gut feeling that I won't be happy in that job, which is a feeling I shouldn't ignore.

How can I distinguish a bad gut feeling from ""normal"" anxiety, which always feels like a super bad gut feeling?",4.624870129870132,5.03397522727273,6.146753246753246,78.98227272727277,69.45454545454545,9.012987012987011,29.80519480519481,9.04235418022936,2.431974025974026,850,31,166,15,14,291,107,220,0.212,0.625,0.163,-0.9317,7,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,6,10,21,0,4,17,0,17,3,3,3,0,36,39,17,0,5,3,0,13,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,1,15,0,0,3,3,13,0,3,6,13,25,8,21,28,4,18,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,12,121,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137065024459299,0.12771119263268912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047081012920854,0.23483006461772385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485352864256206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787217385255857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836229068562063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049492322397931394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635622706164921,0.465637495529312,0.1096491799543623,0.07368447550258507,0.0,0.0,0.13055362593648254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436143185927365,0.06436765408250385,0.0613776884973654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169341988619877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143862924275254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569283098788523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124769787563958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585480885058758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122596485757948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161612136684296,0.0,0.15038197869858008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620848746635658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651521607880766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916297085668414,0.0,0.15154718189913294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366451131690465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252272944789993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059079837691558265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154010557931742,0.06168241374631987,0.06707600046088738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196811671113236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333038987581186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045264494093524836,0.06091432737684535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924783202486545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Decent-Corgi,2020/01/31,"I answered an email at 11 pm and i feel scared... I mean, most people have the awareness to turn email notifications off at night? But I just answered an email at 11 pm because I wanted to be able to sleep well & not overthink the email anymore because I was waiting to answer it, and the email went to a huge exec. I could be overthinking it, but I'm worried he will be mad at me bc I sent the email out at 11 pm. I also sent the other half of the email (CC situation) out at 10 am.

Am I overthinking this?",2.468808411214951,3.4732474112149525,4.293539719626172,88.10236565420561,74.88785046728971,6.845327102803737,25.524532710280376,7.1686216300943375,0.97111308411215,391,13,88,4,8,133,61,107,0.073,0.895,0.031,-0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,9,0,9,1,1,0,0,17,18,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,4,1,11,1,15,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,1,58,15,0,0.248285109037518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198553511994364,0.0,0.2690168119097279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24623211196622666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027045959404123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982354564232609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554041126218202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27045527101572303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329987555371601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212963259591918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857670783402866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790828652964453,0.24846441757391866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700629017689733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464449901556865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323813086761388,0.230162783539844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521455802735962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohbrother999,2020/01/31,"Can’t stop obsessing over embarrassing moments at work I totally embarrassed myself at work today and I can’t stop thinking about it. How do people let these things go? I can’t sleep, because I’m just replaying this over and over in my head, obsessing over what other people think of me and how dumb I was to make such a mistake!

We had a big event, and I was helping with clean up as the event was winding down/over. I ended up trying to take a table cloth off a table where three people were still sitting and chatting (I was just in the zone of getting work done and getting out of there). As I was taking plates and decorations off the table, a supervisor of my supervisor attending the event approached me and told me to let people finish talking and not to rush them. I apologized profusely, obviously they were right, and now I can’t let this go.

Does anyone have any tips or tricks on how to handle anxiety from feeling embarrassed and stupid!! 

Thanks for any advice!",5.819556737588653,6.5493936861702124,6.399787234042556,77.08333333333334,66.92553191489364,9.458156028368792,30.56028368794326,9.516144504307137,2.7327645390070923,775,28,143,15,12,253,109,188,0.159,0.7809999999999999,0.06,-0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,3,11,10,3,5,9,0,18,2,2,4,2,30,31,17,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,14,0,2,3,1,0,5,5,9,0,1,10,1,19,1,29,18,1,34,0,0,0,0,8,17,1,1,11,107,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143175851557223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927474811235465,0.0,0.11208599241328633,0.0,0.0,0.10244890514965567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931611124119937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821903038687554,0.14993894910471736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977160208306507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408398476887491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309938400765938,0.0,0.1665392952424253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036990406033007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820803509871967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494742407422613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780201044933097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063089789590185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512570925178526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466239750378975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700959293852163,0.24499148711531754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203268458862008,0.11776574810313074,0.0,0.13489423765740158,0.0,0.0,0.09734015595223283,0.18776584332883736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888208506364233,0.14000438209074567,0.0,0.0994762138682571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200008995095115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,togayther,2020/01/31,"feel like you smell smoke though it's clearly not coming from anywhere in the room? this happens like, at least once every other month. to be honest i feel like i've scared myself into what i could have, even though i know for sure i shouldn't be self diagnosing. sure, i could have hypochondria cause i always fear anything about my health. i don't even really smoke, nor does anyone in my family so i know it can't be that. i've read online it could be some olfactory hallucination although those last between 5-10 minutes and gradually increase the next time it occurs. mine usually only lasts like a few seconds... so wondering if anybody has some insight on this?",3.2588673531193213,5.8937298110236265,4.108188976377953,83.00899454875834,77.66141732283464,6.427377347062388,23.942459115687466,7.61054688173877,1.3437697153240462,534,18,96,8,13,171,91,127,0.047,0.773,0.18,0.9344,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,3,0,13,2,0,1,3,21,20,8,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,10,3,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,3,13,7,10,12,5,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,10,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324025941652306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356269065939408,0.0,0.12188277514857797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521508485123497,0.0,0.12758455584534742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547638671128496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032959911969954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961297889134224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565190472209965,0.0,0.1247899485010558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962591739982474,0.16666610977346294,0.14977879531707308,0.21162112895226032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097411331413936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743512129904869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627959204554291,0.24146054947623802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894383126923503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822082789969192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751778309281247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157733435564387,0.0,0.11264512847589672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481511320207097,0.0,0.09488373191362533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828500029966254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545121280826827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791858256163923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29103671134455833,0.0,0.08636474495458961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312339777842993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606201168875356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JadedGypsy2238,2020/01/31,"Severe Anxiety After A Change, Anyone Else? Hi all. I’ve never been to a therapist because I’ve felt my issues haven’t been serious enough to go to one and like I’ve been able to manage on my own. Until recently. I just moved across the country and it’s been extremely hard. I’ve been so anxious and maybe even slightly depressed since moving. Me and my mom are EXTREMELY close and we have a very tight bond and she lives back home. I’ve been missing her so bad and every time I think of her or home I start crying uncontrollably. 

Anyways, I just feel I’ve been irritable and unmotivated and very sad as well as too anxious to leave the new place since we moved. I just want to see if anyone has possibly had a similar experience or has felt this way after a huge change. Everything just feels so odd and different and I’ve struggled with some dp/dr as well since moving. I felt ok the first week or so we were here and then I had a bad panic attack and haven’t really recovered since. Just feeling very emotional and my fear of ‘going crazy’ has been super aggravated lately as well.",3.05059941520468,5.061572120370375,4.4677582846003885,83.2793859649123,75.48148148148148,7.8807017543859645,23.86842105263158,8.6894789155246,1.6859388888888889,862,27,170,18,19,286,122,216,0.244,0.662,0.094,-0.9875,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,2,17,17,1,4,9,1,18,0,0,0,2,40,31,28,0,2,9,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,19,0,1,7,0,0,6,3,11,3,2,14,9,18,6,18,17,4,25,0,3,1,0,8,5,0,5,14,108,20,1,0.09510851895955937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275775668059882,0.2148911097213699,0.0,0.1330041756794728,0.09744991707884884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819967062809699,0.0,0.07313258038138525,0.1588232812914823,0.05797727039239006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122440423928448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044722421250815,0.0,0.0,0.08191682801599046,0.0,0.0,0.0993681594963627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945096353211585,0.106984282572825,0.0,0.0982725241949024,0.0,0.06281827978298365,0.0,0.0801330292202158,0.0,0.08547740420814727,0.09303438143639288,0.0,0.10702352557172186,0.14426917463160333,0.0,0.27395727962594096,0.0,0.0,0.08089925764079177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810472620279422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519855177080925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080319838215026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926858382480301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728655202187658,0.10070618899213774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646521824678418,0.0,0.08398256471013363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554929074868697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113899479200751,0.0,0.4043412161106033,0.0,0.0,0.07335355307582274,0.09185640026983648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444799387481466,0.0,0.0,0.1115893547238604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993681594963627,0.0,0.0,0.1072205648093362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060928952638307485,0.0,0.09390818849534444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578917586930865,0.0,0.0,0.10744555486068497,0.0,0.3146989988306553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731829924043671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942807428992204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042832100050684,0.0,0.0609416986356076,0.0,0.0,0.05545854224776814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354234661345616,0.05609746865910485,0.07549271541293691,0.07629031705193189,0.0,0.25654194185577284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bhsvuxa,2020/01/31,"Let’s talk about social anxiety. Personally my social anxiety makes it difficult for me to even talk or keep eye contact. I feel sick every time I have to socialize. I don’t go out to eat because of it. It’s even hard for me to eat in front of my S/O. I feel like people think I am weird because I barely speak.I get so caught up in my head to the point I really cannot even think of anything to say. Which makes things then 10x worse. Basically I do anything and everything to hide from people.

 (This is not just about me. I’d like to hear from anyone who is willing to share their experiences and anyone who needs to get things off their chest. As well as to let you know you are not alone.💗)",1.7027133825079015,3.4329251301369865,3.418767123287676,90.55494731296105,78.5205479452055,6.9580611169652276,20.819810326659642,7.882392219407189,0.6844284510010539,543,14,123,9,13,181,88,146,0.11800000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.064,-0.7003,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,11,6,3,2,0,16,25,7,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,9,3,2,1,5,0,0,3,4,2,1,0,1,6,18,4,27,21,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,1,4,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046950894267675,0.0,0.0,0.18709552683406835,0.0,0.22019244462680426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311199092886172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737972916141477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650973721110276,0.0,0.11272226035140892,0.0,0.12024013449977808,0.1308704521463381,0.0,0.0,0.13529458553073012,0.09557825882672732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397975403789888,0.0,0.07603487108144252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984787581010768,0.0,0.1373052077963096,0.0,0.1507889333495714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891702721188573,0.0,0.0,0.0735264512492722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736148318591015,0.0,0.13072423392619473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860921640615635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920219489188464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855036722078758,0.1168186249170367,0.0,0.0,0.1264730164392228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570809476526445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639368195822972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091404164467581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150676442288704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777657626832587,0.17145204884197845,0.0,0.0,0.07801292798732035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202915861383954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363415229300146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woertz,2020/01/31,"Anxiety about a dog attack. Advice needed. I am medicated and have been busting my butt trying to keep this debilitating anxiety at bay. I am also about six months sober which has helped tremendously. I love dogs. I always have. I've never had issues being around any type of dog breed. I've always and very passionately stood by and defended breed discrimination. I was recently bit by a neighbors (very large) dog. Within the week I was hospitalized for a servere infection and had to have surgery because a large portion of my leg/ankle became necrotic. I was in the hospital for almost two weeks. Now, I can't even think about my neighbor (let alone his dogs) without having to breathe, count, and talk my way around a panic attack. I can't be around medium to large sized dogs without having a full blown panic attack. I absolutely hate it and I hate the guilt I feel after because its not the dogs fault. Does anyone have any experience with this? Is there something I should do? I can't even let my 4 year old son play outside for fear of him being attacked by a dog.",3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,4.910392156862745,80.04343137254905,73.70588235294117,7.2784313725490195,25.549019607843128,8.167268648758528,1.7391490196078432,852,29,153,14,18,278,122,204,0.18100000000000002,0.758,0.061,-0.9723,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,11,14,6,4,11,0,26,6,2,0,1,20,34,7,0,2,3,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,5,10,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,11,0,2,7,1,21,3,26,21,3,17,0,0,0,3,8,7,1,1,9,105,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834025671105864,0.0,0.0,0.11101965029841812,0.11482722185950722,0.0,0.08866218817763119,0.18450438032611208,0.0,0.0,0.15078993511622588,0.0,0.16962951586728792,0.0,0.0,0.07752243526377439,0.0,0.0,0.29609171168650544,0.0,0.5045196164091805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516986719562268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104062762953198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970225252112798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645633501293456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845150951634616,0.0,0.12475885498255353,0.05605888032612963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892108186295064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431339585524666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571880843546392,0.0,0.09854578246512373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674286712175246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006392720439466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168921746391006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849486643626857,0.0,0.0,0.08220822658524521,0.08550928631582715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633874445300207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260162614700282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109470118906834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535265091759964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089112592958204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104061001405793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752730186684016,0.0,0.10830325604428832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295766850681056,0.0,0.08800293845795656,0.17786542820020596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137482158264969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139623368402978
anxiety,OakleyGaming2,2020/01/31,"This is why I stopped trying to meet new people I started talking to this girl and thought she was super sweet and just a genuine person and then she started to ghost me without any hesitation, I don’t get it. I haven’t tried meeting new people because of stuff like this and here I go trying again and this happens. Like we are in our 20s at this point, grow up and tell someone you aren’t interested like an adult rather then leading them on.",4.720823970037454,5.591820426966294,4.911853932584272,86.26680711610489,69.4494382022472,6.832209737827719,30.563670411985026,6.42735559955562,1.4715378277153561,354,14,71,2,6,111,63,89,0.045,0.754,0.201,0.9289,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,1,2,4,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,12,8,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,12,6,9,10,0,16,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,11,48,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785726088460382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357686626339735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059133779986824,0.0,0.11521104048180048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926554888537166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971177854176505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915784932528531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28108249260227136,0.17700819548873814,0.0,0.0,0.19163691092771526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176488193386302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28697399536100743,0.0,0.0,0.16948386924930944,0.0,0.0,0.23206709372418066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293949547857747,0.17718712692999775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093786403292973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41290284384603626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829242101244788,0.0,0.0,0.19541585139684287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousbuggg34,2020/01/31,Silent anxiety attacks most (not all) of my panic/anxiety attacks are silent . I feel the physical and mental symptoms of them but I am good at not “freaking out” or hiding it . Does anybody else experience this ?,3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,5.193947368421052,74.74513157894737,76.89473684210526,8.010526315789475,33.1842105263158,8.841846274778883,3.5847157894736856,166,9,26,4,4,55,32,38,0.183,0.6609999999999999,0.156,0.2018,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036094651754881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6002165705311681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23085138992636595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203693624010905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580450432200286,0.0,0.0,0.13338418488718418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126122974187012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658463178067371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095100909796525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741871075736394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InfamousBlueberry1,2020/01/31,"Hi, new here, with a question about Paxil/Wellbutrin Hi, I’m pretty new to Reddit, I’m hoping some of you can offer some advice/experience. 

I have really bad social anxiety, one on one interactions make me really nervous. Also, in a group setting if I am called on to speak or I know I might be called on to speak, let’s just say I’ve left work meetings as the panic set in. 

I also believe I have OCD which kind of feeds off of my social fears, (fun). 

I’m not a depressed person, I’m usually a happy go lucky kind of person, but I’ve recently got a new job and the social anxiety along with the stress of the job has me kind of down, although I do not have depression. 

Anyways, at the end of November 2019 my primary doctor prescribed me 20mg of Paxil. I look it and it first hurt my stomach pretty bad and made me feel kind of sick, so I started only taking half to get my body used to it. 

I did get used to it, and in December at some point started taking the full dose. Anyways, today I saw my doctor and she asked how the anxiety was I said I don’t feel a difference. She wants me to stop the Paxil and she prescribed me 125mg of Wellbutrin. 

I’ve read a lot about how stopping Paxil can affect someone if stopped suddenly, and it made me kind of nervous. I brought this up to her, but she said it I was just coming completely off of medicine then yeah you should ween off of it, but because I’m replacing it with another medicine it’s okay I can just stop taking it. 

I still feel uneasy about it. Any thoughts about this? Or Wellbutrin in general for social anxiety? Thank you!",0.7863986354775854,3.1414779290123462,2.9223001949317755,89.29745614035092,86.06790123456791,5.87966211825861,22.10656270305393,7.273561745256523,0.9529765432098768,1235,44,253,20,38,417,157,324,0.156,0.765,0.08,-0.9765,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,2,16,21,0,5,15,2,17,7,2,8,0,52,51,22,0,5,12,0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,14,12,1,4,6,1,0,3,3,10,0,4,11,10,37,11,45,36,5,39,0,3,2,0,29,17,0,12,17,167,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263621993552852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372681476051781,0.08284471902531486,0.2417576098800884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738599800699589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319334825251023,0.04816134717761778,0.0,0.0,0.08901274940050613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775789707210327,0.0,0.0,0.16134799546833242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805670566913383,0.0828363272092338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609556873119585,0.0,0.0,0.08254449365269496,0.0,0.16173205439185426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997589902722053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728306478535346,0.0,0.08890375721981045,0.11984347934001766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720249517233443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255478752271404,0.0,0.044900951829542096,0.0,0.06318834556062082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410339607395935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847082191563988,0.0,0.0,0.08457759722964309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680260285621914,0.0,0.0,0.4113631516129873,0.043419652046289926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584029095711428,0.0807890262087408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634517335563643,0.0,0.0,0.0671681078349321,0.0,0.14951484601520262,0.05273714355072026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381292061068217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22891357012536195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070730714605475,0.060087651698522024,0.0,0.09269656225291348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797004915218167,0.0,0.0,0.07468624248460673,0.0,0.0,0.1607550867253078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885048434273057,0.0,0.07902741769704652,0.0,0.1012265814282737,0.0,0.07800893071259696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030566780456084,0.06282877212295343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221468232335545,0.06694155922441887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184176002708088,0.0,0.06309432363670157,0.26421034016266104,0.090501149069965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782081234249946,0.0,0.0,0.07273814457207843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272196874772155,0.0,0.0,0.07488848565561107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364716994634836,0.08701398846277744,0.0,0.04659980791767842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751733628739585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jessicaplastic,2020/01/31,"Anxiety attack over crime in my neighborhood I live in what seems to be a relatively safe area. Rural farmland meets small southern town. It’s cute. I feel safe all day. Curtains open, sometimes even the windows for breeze. I never feel scared.


Nights are so much harder. I lock everything. I have Ring cameras on all the doors. I have motion lights on every corner of my house. Still I always freak that someone is going to break in. I live in a very large home with three floors and a lot of rooms. It’s too much to feel secure sometimes. 

Then my neighbor texts me that someone stole her solar lights by her mailbox. We live on a dead end street and our houses are directly across from each other. 

Now my fears are multiplying and I can’t even bear the thought of sleeping. What if the thief comes back? How have others managed this type of anxiety?",2.0918098159509206,4.845785711656447,2.501383435582824,91.64495858895704,84.52147239263803,4.977791411042945,21.033435582822086,6.508806274219699,0.4017290797546012,673,21,129,7,20,206,113,163,0.139,0.782,0.079,-0.8794,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,0,8,9,1,2,8,0,9,1,1,1,3,21,16,7,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,9,8,0,3,5,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,1,6,18,4,20,14,6,29,0,0,0,0,6,17,0,3,8,85,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646703465485787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325423583305461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290944447958287,0.0,0.11687016950881607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092507693435546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980203398436746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461715305806596,0.0,0.0,0.2007746196894269,0.0,0.12805729894094214,0.0,0.1365979248494081,0.0,0.0,0.17102989542786493,0.230550635656008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637885884880217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245737277049554,0.0,0.0,0.35074982983434805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40262724994549903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921562393244018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345882571677697,0.0,0.1172232968854388,0.0,0.0,0.14263139296759966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216751701496958,0.0,0.0,0.1383650894037618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209877795162455,0.0,0.25755959549883684,0.0,0.3006420410131622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137862235672048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066229922577733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254068535528865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waves-weeb,2020/01/31,Best medication for anxiety ?? So Im on Zoloft 50mg & been on it for a month or so and it doesn’t seem to be working or at least I don’t notice that it’s working . If there is anyone who knows medications that can be prescribed that do work well for them please let me know,5.526,3.8872956000000016,6.566666666666666,83.60500000000003,68.0,10.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,1.8994999999999995,216,6,52,3,3,73,46,60,0.027999999999999997,0.8240000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,0,7,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,7,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,1,37,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400392444852689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694780210633093,0.0,0.0,0.15490640115711896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232493285627539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393019612040189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435059382895979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22654036482707496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463578747628415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683166471588024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522255433268093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24318514962089824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168232320981933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919168580344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838527814196549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,virgoshawtty,2020/01/31,anxiety attack anyone up? i’m having the worst anxiety right now i been driving for an hour to cool down but it won’t go away,0.5144444444444431,2.6889463703703704,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,85.2962962962963,6.562962962962962,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9609111111111108,100,3,21,2,3,35,25,27,0.261,0.68,0.059000000000000004,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770943707306708,0.0,0.0,0.2637380692111288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291049070444868,0.35437980264498803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436418530221352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714534260043401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32211581879310913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0haltja16,2020/01/31,"I'm scared I wont get to grow up I was making plans for the future tonight and I felt anxious during it. I didnt realize why but then it hit me. I dont feel like I'm going to get to grow up. I have no real goals in life because I dont see a world where I can afford any of my dreams. I dont have any because I dont even see the world making it long enough for me to make something of myself. I'm only 18, but I'm so scared that I wont get to grow up, and I wont get to see my sisters raise kids. Scientists estimate that we only have about 20 years left before the world reaches the point of no return, then what? I'm scared that after that something really bad is going to happen, and I wont get a chance to grow up, and that scares me so much.",2.2079904306220115,2.101734573099417,4.342902711323763,91.61425837320576,74.6140350877193,7.153854332801702,21.97820308346624,6.574015621080383,0.23835204678362576,576,11,145,4,11,201,82,171,0.18100000000000002,0.789,0.028999999999999998,-0.9749,1,0,2,0,1,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,5,6,0,4,6,0,15,1,0,3,0,14,37,10,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,1,0,6,11,5,0,0,3,5,20,1,20,29,2,25,0,0,3,0,3,11,0,0,9,86,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437609834421648,0.0,0.0,0.1282295995286173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947728632526226,0.13838454599295547,0.0,0.09658534209485857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321132766333999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728215688883413,0.0,0.07496971717529904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057392101240860686,0.08108878985054117,0.108983668674282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965112964122231,0.0,0.12901627960420542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037308092035653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332472395543805,0.0,0.08017272442971128,0.055453353426490486,0.0,0.0,0.10044933823011858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272986355733641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344005328076552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265302752883055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072999652608898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919480631428176,0.07271492251716268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545576819032784,0.0,0.271349029271422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476510248298505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242161229125532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309421536733868
anxiety,earringbacks,2020/01/31,"I’m moving back to school tomorrow morning I leave back to university in eight hours and can’t sleep because I’m so anxious. I hate it there. I’m over eight hours away from my family, I’ve been sleeping on my friends couch for the past few months because I’m too fucking anxious to go to my own apartment because of my roommate, and when I get back I’m meeting with a lawyer to sue the company I work for because they haven’t paid me since I started working for them four months ago. My life is in shambles and I don’t know how to deal with it. 
If you have any advice on how to deal with situations like these, please let me know. Also, if you have any spotify playlists that helps you calm down, please send them my way. :) An eight hour drive all by myself means eight hours to let my mind wander, so I’m trying to keep my thoughts as positive as possible.",4.687443181818182,4.967372403409094,5.064772727272729,87.2484090909091,69.2840909090909,8.218181818181819,30.20454545454545,8.00094639256281,1.7908818181818185,677,25,147,8,11,215,105,176,0.057999999999999996,0.8220000000000001,0.12,0.8831,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,3,2,11,5,2,0,4,0,9,4,2,2,1,17,26,13,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,1,4,3,2,0,5,3,0,23,3,27,21,3,27,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,2,15,91,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074466319675114,0.10046011528344527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062987725980247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413643169078678,0.0,0.0,0.2560610498706793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064771683229348,0.2614310848385987,0.0,0.2763394119851821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23367629391711914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683734028672012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755839688354379,0.1047716631102422,0.05921019338509725,0.0,0.0644079918507607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188981000035858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596264071022908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44642847780370587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073281917419033,0.0,0.0,0.12456629453099174,0.0,0.0,0.11999999681344405,0.0,0.2317749949460943,0.08004825743795217,0.05536726289965551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344948105031432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443088870989546,0.0,0.18091768425957014,0.12045174465048165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818620972295802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488043879834544,0.0,0.1277624301368461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469590561914875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374766147644843,0.1273875519655819,0.2268234839260033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021548402521272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899712787226256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694356053140129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995599674313885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501102876125082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scuholz,2020/01/31,"finally overcoming anxiety about posting a video! I've wanted to post a video on YouTube for a hot minute because some of my biggest inspirations and people who get me through life are Youtubers. Also, for some reason, I've always wanted to talk into my camera and just put my thoughts out there about life/mental health etc. Well, I am sooo happy to say that I \~finally\~ did it! I just sat down and talked about mental health for 10 minutes and just posted it! I'm honestly really proud of myself for overcoming that step. It feels great to have my thoughts and feelings out there (even though I doubt anyone will really watch it lol). I am just really happy with myself and wanted to share that :-)",6.7304545454545455,7.261761287878787,6.667727272727273,76.64659090909092,64.9090909090909,9.630303030303034,29.37878787878788,9.516144504307137,2.5675878787878776,558,17,99,10,8,177,80,132,0.028999999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.2,0.9758,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,1,3,1,6,3,0,1,0,26,16,8,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,5,12,8,21,11,3,13,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,3,2,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142757863366946,0.1189029031298511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931687289744624,0.0,0.0,0.09991787289024257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710952876472901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936947203190066,0.09438303515621974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450743348649614,0.0,0.0,0.3130763904745127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746585079094091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754597322116248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042359746498411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30378860066806035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186670974697246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440079613658086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990677471235228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105714543354931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365234507004826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746330924100268,0.14692333880380182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136385307560603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971261689139666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039693708885884,0.2268907105384811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528555083767888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284828089364375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caitieok,2020/01/31,"My anxiety is returning after months of peace. My anxiety is returning and with great force. I saw something online the other day that triggered me and it may have set off another anxiety episode. I tend to get really bad physical symptoms with my anxiety, and i always feel bad even when i’m not anxious/having a panic attack. I’ve been to the doctors over and over and had test after test done to figure out why i feel so bad but i never get an answer. so my guess is anxiety. 
the physical symptoms last all day long and can go away with distraction but don’t ever *fully* leave. Not to mention i randomly get hypoglycemic, and i didn’t eat enough today so i felt horrible. i ate a frozen meal and still don’t feel great but i feel better than i did.
Why does my anxiety have to return. I was absolutely MISERABLE months ago and i don’t want to be like that again. I don’t want to live in fear again. I don’t want to feel horrible all the time again. I am so so tired of this vicious cycle",2.0962350182386658,4.149717341584161,4.094929650859822,84.6399869723815,78.55445544554455,8.015007816571131,23.99791558103179,8.841846274778883,1.8985405940594056,781,27,158,19,19,266,109,202,0.226,0.66,0.114,-0.9781,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,12,13,2,4,7,0,20,7,0,1,4,37,38,18,0,3,5,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,13,3,0,8,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,9,7,22,4,22,27,3,29,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,3,22,106,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759348352652147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160871257580884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544528187237756,0.5053389475955137,0.12437717088931115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525012264422875,0.10343883981573923,0.0,0.2757767469860209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737098743157267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200565647527602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268794696111502,0.09634577357729432,0.112666458303987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126557192833032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375862455512124,0.0,0.07271738630482523,0.0995881579105744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388863686794828,0.2783392917848938,0.0,0.10570944955513273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256188736475234,0.0,0.06257010828554539,0.0,0.0,0.24276251291412215,0.12128318409438064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974295485944057,0.0,0.11657579407661064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378735674810189,0.0,0.09721680730504567,0.09743151778289263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575519387595562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491284183956607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291739640594106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053033291351563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475729900475577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792282794224061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886385039768825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641978776634033,0.12653918518881668,0.10435815870008217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948124644593635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198689076805005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EobardTh,2020/01/31,"Need help with anxiety while live streaming even though I don't feel nervous. So since 1 week ago I've been getting troubles breathing (it was while I was streaming, although it's really weird that I streamed before aswell and it didn't happen.), I'm manually breathing a lot and when im streaming I even feel dizzy sometimes cuz I just notice I don't have enough oxygen in my head. Then the next day my heart feels pressured and it's like im getting a heart attack anytime.

Right now I feel better after I ate/drank. I also want to note that I dont excersise whatsoever which I know is bad but has nothing to do with this I think, but if I do exercise I feel more relieved and I can breathe normal. 

I want to visit a doctor today but I'm 99% sure its anxiety or being self concious, any tips?",1.920092592592592,4.106787351851857,3.43652777777778,88.45812500000004,79.80246913580247,5.778395061728396,24.939814814814817,6.9077264865688965,1.0321592592592594,629,24,126,7,16,207,105,162,0.098,0.789,0.113,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,2,4,0,14,8,6,1,1,26,29,18,0,5,6,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,5,18,4,7,24,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,12,77,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609876246920831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137597277581524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673696487799464,0.0,0.2176464166003784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618334021273229,0.0,0.0,0.11877537056823033,0.0,0.0,0.121046884150761,0.0,0.0,0.125811279317532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174146110018494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560204373820515,0.0,0.0,0.16671953723699062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146985446755795,0.0,0.18791362069870046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596371291643963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864271438186644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257939189788107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459926886430196,0.0,0.0,0.3371411429986604,0.09534923347864674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30731545019658657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817856639629707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949766395603953,0.0,0.12561206598432706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093847211139895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547884806408868,0.0,0.0,0.15128775253911206,0.0,0.13937780427860122,0.13649565614016962,0.16195606172335725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113095849805036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214833435333162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484009750435036,0.0,0.0,0.1176732085485718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069192248607112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340718338874582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115002258664333,0.1397629178787675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483927604725232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780909130561328,0.0,0.11410683125203705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nayarose15,2020/01/31,"Health Anxiety Ruining My Life I am here looking to see if anyone is struggling with the same thing as me and how you are dealing with it. I have been struggling with hypochondria/health anxiety for a little over a month now and I truly feel as though it is ruining my life. I am in my last semester of my undergrad degree and am thinking about dropping courses just to focus on my mental health. My physiotherapist told me my entire back neck and shoulders are extremely tight due to stress which is causing me more ""symptoms"" which I google constantly to diagnose myself with something new. I am having an extremely difficult time seeing any sort of light at the end of the tunnel and am looking for some advice or even just someone going through something similar, to know im not alone.",8.135459183673468,8.028359238095241,7.871488095238098,71.3558035714286,62.06122448979593,10.887414965986398,38.10289115646259,10.411451182825502,4.109272789115646,636,29,106,13,8,203,96,147,0.124,0.845,0.031,-0.8991,0,1,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,3,6,0,13,8,2,2,0,23,22,11,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,7,18,0,22,20,3,16,0,2,4,0,3,5,0,4,9,83,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075505489635315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918288369516944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795271969729168,0.0,0.2203817172191064,0.0,0.0,0.1007167138282935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075852516912264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796963434205948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565699109693598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849979506391855,0.0,0.14619843418569445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757744254022582,0.0,0.0,0.09513762520261823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283138343281267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186173642165763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593260745961696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558883922871986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916108604617349,0.11741252041434284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348062913007087,0.0,0.14436677601732267,0.0,0.0,0.2419160785146179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515930147760853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497203497036748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391155538089189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956382228800776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204534767297932,0.22177937232503744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499831092997508,0.3011655492347645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971359896167336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956943426259294,0.09229556275713048,0.1415194071503136,0.0,0.08399137997537083,0.0,0.0,0.13763720817848174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,postmonroe,2020/01/31,"How do I live in a world that gives me so much anxiety? I feel like I’m constantly anxious. Even when I’m not for a short period of time I know it’s coming. I get anxious about the stupidest things. I used to think I was just a really type-A person and perfectionist. But lately, I’ve found myself constantly worrying and being anxious about things. Things that don’t even matter sometimes. Work, friends, family and especially my health. I’m the biggest hypochondriac in the world. I’m constantly convincing myself I have diseases I don’t have. Or at least don’t have a diagnosis of. I’ve always been a worrier but I never used to describe myself as anxious.  But now at age 24, it’s kinda become this annoying part of me I hate. It’s worse than ever. I’m anxious about everything and I hate it. How am I supposed to live like this?",1.248886976477337,3.833947686746989,3.557917383821,83.63335341365462,87.19277108433735,7.258290304073437,22.96500286861733,8.269060116576782,1.8995677567412512,660,25,126,17,21,226,91,166,0.21600000000000005,0.713,0.07200000000000001,-0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,3,0,8,0,11,1,0,4,2,23,27,13,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,1,18,4,16,23,3,20,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,13,86,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354748246974344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600562292287431,0.6350471961810229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416574281866664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684508989075097,0.0,0.3644778700480596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851269555757404,0.10169580157153787,0.0,0.0,0.10104128728191457,0.0,0.10598527723101138,0.0,0.05684599048882174,0.08031719482178694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326936435630265,0.08686008976543946,0.0,0.05873797254761275,0.10784931453784624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199490366173455,0.0,0.11950363720080034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061786418606435536,0.0,0.1268214848678717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985138140268147,0.0,0.19854852931389735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264608496000142,0.0,0.08670990302226472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174645970381287,0.0,0.0,0.098166093120449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202300847042571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119224127497312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407262230982794,0.0720380752823724,0.0,0.0,0.06555653568804595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420002587752105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818475056684344,0.11417411424674152,0.11457175296864605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xLaunt00,2020/01/31,"I don't want to grow up! ust got my first job after college, it's a 8-5 cubicle job at a really good company, with really good pay and benefits, easy move up in the company, blah blah blah. Literally if there were a checklist for the ""perfect"" job after college this would be it. I should be happy and excited but I'm not. Just really anxious.

 I honestly just want to continue working retail and doing freelance design gigs for a bit.. is this normal? Or am I crazy?  I just turned 22 btw.",0.5063736263736267,2.953778020408162,3.605102040816327,82.64264521193093,90.22448979591834,7.505180533751964,22.84458398744113,8.384062270229773,2.1067572998430144,378,15,73,11,13,135,68,98,0.10300000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9302,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,1,17,14,6,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,6,7,11,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,48,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214112533133645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396871449516175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670774374606176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32877176119311724,0.15674993156793016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863343488833905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5834651243670937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830479106692365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202714738161072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766658132356437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131792414350801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311982261085493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268198426511142,0.0,0.0,0.13922462873418984,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ulisesc123,2020/01/31,Anyone have any luck with accepting anxiety as a way of getting rid of fear of anxiety? There has been times when I have done this but I was while not trying to accept and it happened while I was very very anxious. After I gave up I felt very very good,1.7948076923076923,3.8560027115384656,3.216000000000001,90.529,79.57692307692308,6.467692307692308,21.93846153846154,7.554174236665415,0.8356107692307693,199,6,42,3,5,65,39,52,0.19,0.662,0.14800000000000002,-0.1093,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,5,4,8,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536051534727915,0.0,0.3270434969757495,0.2414819505114581,0.0,0.14946224537112032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187452561746826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405334472811112,0.0,0.0,0.20523801822750568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111678000195774,0.0,0.0,0.17928728774602232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902256147249996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464207543883662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512539947643802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7054800033009602,0.0,0.16966851900909066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rockbottomresident,2020/01/31,"I have so much that I need to do that I end up not doing anything. My anxiety is eating me alive. I’m at a point in my life where I’m at a crossroads. It’s one of those life changing crossroads that whatever I choose, my life is going to be impacted forever. I know which direction I want to go but the thought of fucking up or not being good enough is so overwhelming. I know it’s in my head but I just can’t help feeling frozen in place. I have a lot of things to do before I take that first step into my new life, but whenever I think about doing something, I get anxious and don’t do anything. I want to be better. I want to be the best I can be. What can I do to make progress for this next step I’m taking?",1.2059615384615403,2.5015245961538497,3.3105128205128236,92.70115384615384,78.6794871794872,6.594871794871796,23.538461538461537,7.321109707123232,0.7502461538461533,551,18,131,7,13,188,86,156,0.047,0.79,0.16399999999999998,0.948,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,5,5,1,1,5,0,20,7,1,1,0,21,39,7,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,2,1,0,6,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,1,1,22,3,20,33,4,19,0,1,0,1,1,11,1,2,4,95,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061733058955025,0.17812253431481462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25949840771704835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341657930372004,0.0,0.16546522856737936,0.13944654735299347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679424707501386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133605612929078,0.0,0.0,0.13964906669045302,0.16291554439647632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972282967625641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411425734502555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576363072009146,0.08237621230054525,0.0,0.17921530423122894,0.13224634800287327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618151924094831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568306334278653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330292196545866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454687189491346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340456314375208,0.0,0.0,0.10524613444285542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590579560701356,0.11691051280215756,0.0,0.15227893634421674,0.16768412866328278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684146045289876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473188139463255,0.0,0.14904937560766435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138228255602693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709685247751466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474912624975888,0.10102874726180093,0.0,0.12517258825356162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789940439833457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thewarriorlady,2020/01/31,"Why. I don't understand. Today has been a pretty decent day. Took my kid to school, came home and hung out with my youngest, watched tv, picked up my eldest, naptime, smoked weed, masturbated twice, kids got up and we played. 

I go to the atm to grab some cash before going to my workout class and in the middle of driving BAM. Anxiety attack. Hits me like a good damn mac truck. It felt like a little prick in my chest and in my head I'm like ""what's that?"" Theh it all started. 

What triggered it? Cause i have no damn idea 

During my dance class I'm just putting on this face of confidence and sexy and in the pictures I'm smiling and laughing but it all feels so fake. I feel so fake. 

Now I'm home. Going on and off through these panic attacks in my chest and in my throat just begging for bedtime to be quick and easy before i smoke a bowl and shower.

I just want it to stop. 

If you made it this far, thank you for reading.",1.2279911821438425,3.2669192722513074,2.292829980710941,96.52896114632132,81.4083769633508,4.8587489666574815,20.523835767429038,5.750287758089431,-0.1872366492146597,715,20,161,4,19,226,121,191,0.154,0.713,0.132,-0.8653,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,0,0,7,15,5,1,7,0,5,6,6,4,2,34,24,15,0,2,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,12,15,0,1,5,5,2,8,2,8,0,1,6,5,19,7,24,16,3,29,0,0,1,0,5,15,3,2,9,92,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109891575768615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36017775687950104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694029454832369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810528027069865,0.0,0.16261750303061134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209027690685188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008227321465435,0.0,0.1519926352882052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698962776349063,0.13277436399715062,0.12660681315816433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624612670346018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31757521811194633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870120889733146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201186265945936,0.15865798912664805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497871008163842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573071083653572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104780912272693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913502438321422,0.0,0.0,0.15834264084574448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020785152615172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120454150951326,0.0,0.0,0.13234572322888813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574119005020833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004970342199705,0.0,0.175876905372573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479567732287592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336932502180692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284094995132338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExternalYak,2020/01/31,"Anxiety with a girl being interested in me. 24m. So I recently entered the dating pool again and started getting matches on tinder and bumble. I hit it off with this girl and we have fun texting, and she keeps saying we should hangout, she really wants to take me out and also expressed interest in having sex too. Every time I get her texts I get this anxiety and fear.

I have no idea why, like Im gonna fuck it up or be too awkward or not know what to talk about or not be good enough or something. I'm pretty insecure about my inexperience with sex and women in general and hate to disappoint people, it makes me so nervous.

Like anyone would be stoked to have a girl so obviously interested in them, and in theory i was, but now that its happening its so daunting. I cant stop feeling this way and I dont know why. Im not scared of commitment or anything, in fact I really want a girlfriend, which makes it even more confusing.",4.849046345811053,5.379748267379682,6.389104278074871,77.01149955436723,69.0,9.869696969696973,30.556595365418893,9.928628108626363,2.91358146167558,734,28,144,17,12,252,116,187,0.14,0.7490000000000001,0.111,-0.3646,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,0,12,16,2,6,4,0,13,3,0,2,3,42,32,21,0,4,9,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,4,12,16,0,2,4,2,0,1,6,9,0,0,1,2,19,7,20,23,2,19,0,1,0,3,14,10,1,6,9,100,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125508904237057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401250758678781,0.0,0.0,0.10973963200920923,0.0,0.12915240814914913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393843626286607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216619646219282,0.0,0.10366072902025594,0.0,0.13223297830290415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660682083955911,0.07935613576773806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509317489601153,0.24599194160192964,0.0,0.0,0.13163806640482442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138785994322004,0.0,0.0,0.1549507499406726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771718643212943,0.3390551838458257,0.0,0.0,0.13949997658078905,0.0,0.0,0.1725057961475314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335085310157387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952408658330088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088059403071866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596695442811835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108604281260425,0.0,0.15496430838330508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480900750295175,0.15712937991240156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082397141985556,0.0,0.0,0.11108651812458097,0.0,0.0,0.13121309399134282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800314973586952,0.1261464906945395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151592402187328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851405201633355,0.12457567992085605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28323700282117764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148926450366922,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,losethequit,2020/01/31,"Focus on your fallback Please don't worry about things you can't control.

When you focus on what you CAN control, you have more peace.

If you think situation A will happen, focus on making sure situation B and C can happen. 

Create fallbacks and focus on them.

You don't have all the data, but you tend to make it up.

97% of things you worry about, don't happen.

If I can be solved, there is no need to worry. If it cant be solved, worrying is of no use.",1.9822340425531912,3.5741918510638304,3.930797872340429,87.80875,77.29787234042553,5.976595744680853,19.196808510638302,6.6274283507984215,0.09874893617021252,350,7,74,3,8,119,54,94,0.055,0.718,0.22699999999999998,0.9249,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,9,1,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,15,0,0,5,2,15,24,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,11,21,2,6,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,1,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35044302540648964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144522277560455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856505220433907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584010821346274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714899873614255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512106816706677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724180279693638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207580136793546,0.1001037523056833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492969663611784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6346231326962353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adroraqui,2020/01/31,"Any of you felt like this before? Today I was  judged by my mom for having psychiatric treatment in the family group in whatsapp. After that I had an anxiety attack and I took my meds in front of my coworkers. They started making jokes about my medication. I felt horrible about it. The pain is too much. I don’t know if there is people going though something similar, because I feel like shit right now. It seems that for everybody who doesn’t suffer this type of condition thinks this is a joke or something. Am I getting crazy?",3.8138833883388337,6.0717875940594075,4.675775577557758,81.52761276127616,74.04950495049505,8.053245324532451,26.073707370737075,8.841846274778883,2.1912565456545656,421,15,76,9,9,136,75,101,0.19399999999999998,0.723,0.083,-0.9226,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,6,8,2,0,4,0,9,3,1,1,0,10,20,4,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,4,0,0,5,3,13,4,12,15,1,11,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,3,6,54,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376771617844754,0.0,0.15048055373545388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378296270989093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991095040239752,0.0,0.16738343262873814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543814536207973,0.0,0.0994611263273943,0.1405277415652129,0.3777397308435988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027714506781606,0.0,0.11179329739253732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810519323329194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220251118817894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130365687971046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184974769169692,0.1981619201625023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038122405505584,0.0,0.0,0.14460250628032714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093104467324348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637208099116688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798696794621162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907494721058426,0.0,0.0,0.2019172269510248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028697949693593,0.0,0.0,0.13923044646222765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260421015524624,0.1932639333336319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864555294942814,0.0,0.2185490592062796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bananadangle,2020/01/31,"I (27F) hate having anxiety about having anxiety. For the past few years, I have been trying to figure out how best to manage my anxiety. From meds to therapists to exercise, I’ve tried a lot. I’m working with my doctor currently to figure out the best medications for me as I haven’t had the results I’ve expected yet. After my appointment today, my mom asked how it went. She’s always been a very “Oh, everyone has anxiety,” type of person but she tries to be supportive. I told her that he prescribed me an SSRI and some ADD medication because I have had such trouble concentrating lately and the two meds can work together to help anxiety. I don’t know what I was expecting from her but she just seemed disappointed. She has never really liked me being on an SSRI but the ADD medication really seemed to make her upset. She just asked what else I’m doing to help my anxiety. I’m exercising and eating healthier but that doesn’t help a chemical imbalance. She’s a nurse, so I thought she’d understand this and be more supportive. Now I just feel like there’s something wrong with me. I know I don’t need to tell her how doctor appointments go and what I’m prescribed, but I like to be open about mental illnesses, I think it’s very important. Responses like this just make the anxiety worse, like your disappointing the ones you love. I’m just trying to feel normal and enjoy life and so many don’t understand that medication is necessary. It’s nothing to be ashamed of but right now I’m not feeling very good about it.",3.839189189189192,5.8553338918918945,5.41205945945946,77.34915675675678,73.25675675675676,9.736,27.380540540540533,10.078955797065145,3.0423169189189188,1216,46,226,37,25,411,148,296,0.153,0.693,0.154,0.6495,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,4,18,19,1,2,13,0,25,12,0,6,1,52,54,19,0,4,12,1,3,5,0,0,10,0,0,1,12,14,1,0,13,2,0,2,7,7,0,2,8,3,35,12,29,40,6,17,0,2,0,1,24,5,0,4,15,151,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130534971452038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588966587465322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022706419991045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223905597370298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986384865061833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754255297502239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876876798611188,0.07158742215748759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188552603741807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999034686961522,0.06122073532774237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048702610565388486,0.07187714702276475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460636151037543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231924804926754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941917851774278,0.0,0.09666802452693676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605291206326052,0.2093319606456226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285507467007472,0.07734334881921362,0.0,0.11440454868005015,0.08688157795101259,0.0,0.0,0.19037630655874133,0.3453159733781392,0.08636070084554698,0.0,0.0,0.10036529289706672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354197483778476,0.06609349386515552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839631935213729,0.08222694603808872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806934918862985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180585497668237,0.0,0.07482582550872774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979719968704901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731833130497758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602755477175465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597242419918291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449200873660408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490146433869686,0.0,0.0,0.09949884157679656,0.0,0.054910084324630536,0.0,0.06803249136925707,0.0,0.0,0.08122911885171284,0.08188552603741807,0.0,0.23272591840827436,0.0,0.0837118504591544,0.17842364702129773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212277745557287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944039630483858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477438966540925,0.0,0.08733082598430454,0.0,0.0936943515787106,0.0,0.05518495985993526
anxiety,beckyassbitch,2020/01/31,Scared to sleep alone.. just a me thing or is this common with anyone else? I refused to sleep alone until I was 12. I slept in my big brothers room every night and if my parents even mentioned trying to sleep in my own room I’d have a full blown panic attack. Slowly I began sleeping in my own room (first with all lights and a tv on + mom on a mattress in the hall). After a year and a half I was able to sleep in the dark with the tv on and eventually all alone in the dark. I am 20 now. In college. I met a boy who slept with me every single night and now when we are away for a few nights I get nervous sleeping alone. I’m scared if I close my eyes something will be there when I open them. Anyone else with anxiety notice this or is this just a me thing?,1.2280574912891993,2.647311335365856,2.8651567944250864,95.38524390243904,78.9390243902439,5.173519163763067,19.031358885017426,5.288315135182226,-0.4829567944250872,585,12,138,2,14,193,88,164,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.9664,1,4,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,8,5,1,4,13,0,9,9,9,0,2,22,15,12,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,13,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,6,2,20,0,23,7,7,32,0,0,1,0,10,19,0,4,13,97,26,1,0.10503524259703874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43513933743506816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035167309263312,0.0,0.0,0.1468861676297657,0.2152420370627464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949275183408352,0.09868406796867256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548693472374788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937478712437843,0.0,0.17699344404174402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893429236957626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054876579087186336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301600666951235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29570537968455823,0.0,0.0,0.11958331986562915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323622608035185,0.11662920682109447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031720277171415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6306665867584895,0.0,0.0,0.08086126130886599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395614959810555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131203502898703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763925251679283
anxiety,TheBrainIsABodyPart,2020/01/31,"Ever seen What About Bob? I've been having scalp neck and head pain for months. On top of a year of mystery medical issues. My chronic pain and other factors have induced terrible health anxiety that I'm in therapy for.

The other day my skin was feeling different on my face and somehow i thought maybe my jaw was going numb. I began googling numb jaw and read that numb lips are a sign of a tumor in the head or neck. I started rubbing various things on my jaw and lips and determined that my jaw was not numb but maybe my lips were. MAYBE MY LIPS ARE NUMB. ARE MY LIPS NUMB??? CAN I FEEL MY LIPS?? wait where have i heard this before? I tried to remember someone saying ""I can't feel my lips"" and why does this sound so familiar? And just like that, i realized... I have become Bob Wiley.

Btw turns out i can feel my jaw and my lips just fine.",1.6406398348813198,3.780006789473688,2.9621809425524614,91.74108359133128,80.52046783625731,6.3627106983144115,22.33952528379773,7.510576382923642,0.8540282765737874,655,21,140,10,17,212,94,171,0.146,0.7979999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9308,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,5,0,15,31,20,1,1,27,28,12,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,10,10,0,1,8,1,0,1,2,9,0,0,9,10,23,2,13,19,1,15,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,2,7,85,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189554054817398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173512361140744,0.13231719052736224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028322887297918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624621242344595,0.0,0.0,0.13607718878829625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406566791869072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144974767369745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837299366168426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191712456591779,0.1652869095839443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229932283805995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596837958608507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686553768170343,0.0,0.0,0.1566476928667551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411687513409685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33092128443908914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553989834677384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614871579166144,0.0,0.0,0.123658106439963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175279694517694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100621562267406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782530714251546,0.0,0.10330584109260284,0.0,0.0,0.1234478985575501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557281156823768,0.16913697412785436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031259499347015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013549687186996
anxiety,sb-2019,2020/01/31,"Beta blockers you have tried? I am currently on Propanalol. Works wonders but like a lot of medications it has side effects. I have noticed the day after using Propanalol i get a slight depression over cast on me. The next thing is it seems to cause vasoconstriction on my hands and feet.

Having read into Propanalol it seems this is very common. It's an older beta blocker and isn't as selective as the newer ones.

Can anyone recommend an alternative? I have a Doctor appointment on Wednesday and i will request to change medications. Shouldn't be an issue. Just wondered what people have tried and had most success with?

Thanks",3.94303643724696,7.026649228070178,4.184385964912283,80.6815991902834,78.64912280701752,6.665587044534414,27.19028340080972,7.882392219407189,2.127268016194333,508,21,83,9,13,158,81,114,0.042,0.818,0.14,0.914,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,9,0,15,5,2,3,0,20,22,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,8,3,13,18,2,15,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,6,9,61,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045516453122924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916603735366955,0.19736795952930256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203232139331807,0.0,0.1606938011097608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096388533303046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747593349667033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473222354845887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114943437522806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861645844860575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759024130509294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842095815712904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241294425466314,0.0,0.0,0.12642570959438204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293452199981677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662203714669912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396954607536359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177001493773608,0.0,0.0,0.12394984643022047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533396687484433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113791459302124,0.0,0.15394106664796228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046577709052219,0.13582630917227514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JLRik,2020/01/31,"Have any of you who take/took medication and were previously against it had a surprisingly good experience? I have some unsolved medical conditions along with GAD, depression (as a result of being nonfunctional) and panic disorder. I mean multiple panic attacks a day. I’m very anti-medication because I know if makes me gain weight or makes my symptoms worse or if I do damage to my body beyond what I’ve already done I’ll come out worse than I already am. I’ve had to work really hard to reach an okay point in my relationship with food and I know that medication-induced weight gain would absolutely be the death of what little sanity I still have for like...ever. I’m also pretty certain that if I ever felt better (chronic migraines among other things) I wouldn’t be so panicky all the time, so I don’t feel like just solving the anxiety issue would really do anything for me other than make me disappointed in myself.",8.348908045977014,7.776459063218392,9.039655172413797,64.68752873563221,61.81609195402299,12.101149425287357,36.574712643678154,11.429527900616536,4.3575333333333335,743,30,125,19,9,252,112,174,0.20199999999999999,0.65,0.147,-0.9131,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,7,12,1,2,7,1,17,9,1,4,3,30,28,12,1,6,6,0,5,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,5,18,6,20,17,2,12,0,3,0,0,3,7,0,6,5,87,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27545321093374275,0.09980737178530433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487240967634985,0.0,0.0954763045212038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270476421945822,0.0,0.0,0.14198492605169635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608062392017181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038082964056513,0.0,0.13863141200233522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750938112598092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048959237683312,0.0,0.10749528811615107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303857277672746,0.0,0.0,0.12771994480386425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289423864854875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220842881667826,0.0,0.0,0.06310570070037479,0.0891614837552008,0.11983340264411815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091599932663466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104681412961342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180172733121686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026511496571244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718030793016114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194788650368404,0.1250884732518032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992706933483186,0.0,0.0,0.13595040205749534,0.13863141200233522,0.2514579773171577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928660722652792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798208022558852,0.0,0.0,0.12697264521378054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990793288997188,0.0,0.0,0.13399501543366624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967029141436354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972129762668766,0.0938386348691226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291560945072389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277542504773085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138664139728542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297808128222297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30396034883310474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086030784880264,0.0,0.2543761024967415,0.1773173073261909,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nintenthong64,2020/01/31,"I hate people, help I am on prozac and vistaril, I can't afford a therapist.

I assume it's my anxiety making me feel this way, but I feel numb. I hate being around people, I can't last for more than 2 hours before I start getting super irritable and want to be left alone, my boyfriend included. I also have 0 sex drive anymore. The thought of it honestly kinda disgusts me.

I can hardly handle my boyfriend touching me in general, I hate when he hugs me from behind and keeps me from moving when I'm doing something. I hate feeling his body weight on me making me uncomfortable at night and I HATE kissing.

Can I fix any of this? I can't seem to feel happy lately, I'm just in a constant state of dread and discomfort.",2.1013300492610867,4.253636655172413,3.992733990147787,84.88387931034484,79.0,6.6256157635468,24.15024630541872,7.7094869923839395,1.3660246305418728,565,20,110,9,14,191,92,145,0.27899999999999997,0.5579999999999999,0.162,-0.9711,1,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,14,6,2,3,0,10,7,1,2,0,21,29,9,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,7,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,1,7,26,5,16,26,1,19,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,3,8,70,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873255729623968,0.0,0.10712034918351364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109108874376214,0.0,0.10247194066048664,0.0,0.13284312903397516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924454756541032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398220401311232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487890623293644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475315063651087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27091805238738004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998372702693881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259304128810354,0.11999354212835125,0.6612430624261406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978434975096933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191448524946855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906156215181132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918772189014986,0.1511022562270053,0.0,0.14553785844589118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882630283161355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236842569846306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257036846226784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857291383395743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121943712385605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031218150370276,0.0,0.0,0.09481101507037476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552712003582864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063419159845819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900761021088687,0.10632385338725382,0.0,0.16311590077226634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,firstmoonbunny,2020/01/31,"has anyone ever gotten REALLY cold during an anxiety attack? I got a very stressful text message and my body just reacted with extreme cold. I was covered in multiple blankets and comforters and still shivering violently. It took me like 20 minutes to start warming up. It's only happened the one time, and being cold is not a symptom I usually have with my anxiety or even during panic attacks. I tried to google it and didn't really find anything. I'm stumped but worried it's going to happen again. Any thoughts?",4.9309375000000015,7.151695218750002,6.175416666666668,72.16125000000002,70.77083333333334,8.55,34.91666666666667,9.188382445141503,3.771816666666666,415,22,63,9,8,139,74,96,0.17300000000000001,0.778,0.048,-0.8766,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,2,4,0,6,2,1,1,1,15,15,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,6,4,7,3,7,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420416214036058,0.0,0.27944427293946594,0.0,0.0,0.12770890990298392,0.0,0.15030042432335605,0.0,0.0,0.4155677644610607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287627557348856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120634619057357,0.16521192664716106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669332789148833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380077669133007,0.0,0.1460770669613551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230229174301851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923061761611853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376428034893687,0.13890896877961156,0.0,0.21429334493835767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340128069879746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927634141708952,0.0,0.14585970968202874,0.0,0.2092180495545636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983701705800346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499890996384754,0.1065011671864996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292417005212746,0.12400326597764427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115652825658245,0.1507004025602037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548381640581416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Milliebanillie,2020/01/31,"Urgent Care assumed I was having a panic attack This morning I got up for work as usual and went to grab breakfast from the grocery store before heading to work. When I exited the store, I had a violent coughing fit that ended up with me driving back home and vomiting and being unable to catch my breath. I called into work and went to lie down. But the coughing continued and got worse. 

I have traffic anxiety and need to be in control of my car, but I couldn't breathe. My in laws live about 2 minutes away. I called and asked my MIL to ride with me because I was scared and the Urgent Care is about 20 min away. 

My MIL lent me her inhaler and card me a bit and my FIL drove me to the clinic. 

I was still breathing hard and painfully. I was taken back. They got my medical history and meds and the nurse said it was probably a panic attack (I knew it was not). They did cheat x-rays and more and found nothing. They prescribed me an inhaler. 

My primary did not have any appts available today or I wouldn't have gone to Urgent Care. Later I was still having trouble breathing. I went to the after hours clinic at my PC office. I asked for a strep test even though Urgent Care said my throat was fine. I have strep. 

 Aggravated that they made an assumption based on my meds and history. Sorry for the rant. 

Tl;Dr: urgent care assumed my breathing issue was from past history of panic attacks instead of checking for other potential issues. I had to press to get a chest x-ray because I knew something was not right. I have strep and my throat is swollen causing my breathing issues.",3.660289389067522,5.3780138327974285,4.476390996784566,85.12608488745983,73.05144694533763,6.776643086816722,26.90945337620579,7.404127859558343,1.4713024051446943,1246,45,236,14,25,401,157,311,0.156,0.745,0.099,-0.9661,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,4,10,17,5,4,16,0,27,19,10,3,0,38,51,23,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,1,8,2,1,0,6,20,1,1,5,0,3,9,5,11,0,0,29,7,45,6,36,18,2,36,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,3,14,162,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939010524344832,0.0,0.06681026019401318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329097524900724,0.2980650508221603,0.16410630928343847,0.13430888875227806,0.0,0.10647597443825853,0.0,0.07431478957575315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534609333322017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783555283222476,0.0,0.44521409581136906,0.08971606080532807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795249138180133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773519894349956,0.0,0.0,0.057683274041358375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575720780466336,0.0,0.0,0.045628403071900685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954689998274986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823409725163642,0.0,0.08962986542133343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760310866731671,0.0,0.08600638405079712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734619736920005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711750961036362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263752913588203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401674066432914,0.08797980282473415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475704396333531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379931491195919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292951853502113,0.30740284599667184,0.0,0.0,0.08337017161816525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416080801346767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458274680076156,0.1661492398049174,0.0,0.08743655545452185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723396912262593,0.0,0.09776324711164304,0.0,0.0,0.13949006795770744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580519775889311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278240696818011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618604705101903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24287843976096465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074054570278748,0.0,0.08900079281541501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdamDennxxx,2020/01/31,"Panic Attack This was actually on Monday but I was at Disney World and I kind of don't like Roller Coasters, I like the thrill but have severe anxiety and keep thinking it will break or I'll fall off. So we were at Disney World and I was in line for Aerosmith Coaster (my dad said I should try it) and I got to the part of the line where you see the first launch, it's 0-57 in 2.7 seconds into the darkness, when I first saw it take off my heart basically stopped, my breath started cutting short and I started feeling light-headed. Some tears rolled down my face and I started blinking and looking around and tried to take deep breaths but couldn't, i couldn't breath at this point but my dad saw me and before we got on the ride I was allowed to go through an exit and not ride it. Once I got outside I took deep breaths and closed my eyes, it worked but phased me for the rest of the day. It's been on my mind for awhile and just needed to share it. This was by far the worst panic attack ever, just thought I should share it cuz I've needed to talk about it for awhile. I do go to therapy for anybody wondering",2.4392717785843923,3.952261969827589,3.1591742286751376,94.16114337568058,75.85344827586206,5.746279491833032,23.417422867513608,6.05967700443912,0.2745741379310349,875,26,196,5,19,275,124,232,0.159,0.797,0.044000000000000004,-0.9790000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,0,3,8,12,3,2,10,0,15,7,7,3,1,44,38,21,0,6,9,2,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,13,17,0,2,4,1,0,6,4,6,0,3,15,7,27,6,30,18,4,40,0,0,5,0,9,23,0,3,12,128,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.13081900384343909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025522266489894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933797476424295,0.0,0.3050153729810483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407150820567405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645482208080843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126103547168475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778257865678992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805538223873625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523738621030372,0.0,0.3216497154511866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757980056528307,0.0,0.0,0.15885662373656492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915484598295993,0.0,0.13959835946486066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309856655932221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257300663103713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535801967720928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988011730641824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276492183443346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31457090815740696,0.0,0.14516923550979627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672594621764746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751764810188565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682501902043924,0.0,0.0,0.1514447585687808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846558963453024,0.0,0.0,0.1120765493206484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015863726563238,0.10774887593829677,0.0,0.0,0.15330435071994072,0.0,0.0,0.0858974654522265,0.0,0.10642523406940656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894079066885607,0.18203001126466525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453776642246922,0.09759413008950292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gismariee,2020/01/31,"How can I help everyone else if I can’t keep myself in check? My anxiety comes and goes, I’d say I have an episode maybe once a week and I’m fine otherwise. However, the real issue is this: whenever someone I deeply care about (ie family member, best friend, boyfriend) is sick or injured, something snaps in my brain and my erratic energy just ends up hurting them more, and the cycle turns.

Today my boyfriend (26) had his tonsils out and uvula shaved down. This is a pretty routine procedure and shouldn’t have caused me grief. But there’s something that happens to me when I see him or anyone that close to me, in so much pain and so debilitated. The crying, the inability to breathe, the nausea, it’s unbearable. I don’t know what I’m scared of, he’s not dying. But I know I have to keep it together for him. I took a xanex when we got home and that helped bring me back to normal. 

All I’m asking is, does anyone else have this issue? And how do you prepare yourself? At least I had time to somewhat prepare mentally, this time. God forbid when something unexpected happens.",4.070716824644549,5.558614563981045,4.9881960900473965,82.78807612559244,71.60663507109005,8.118601895734598,27.879443127962084,8.660442795831766,2.0539784360189577,847,31,165,15,16,276,133,211,0.131,0.767,0.10300000000000001,-0.7343,1,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,1,1,11,9,0,1,9,0,15,5,2,3,1,33,32,21,2,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,10,13,0,3,2,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,4,2,25,4,16,27,6,20,0,2,1,0,12,8,0,4,9,106,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091072702101482,0.0,0.0,0.18446896491828332,0.13515730046122293,0.0,0.0,0.12331796778292163,0.0,0.0,0.10143058543717118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384313218491938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472550948908531,0.0,0.0,0.1344909538081843,0.13550782312532422,0.0,0.1136287151603437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489685206537758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690167008498466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543525908716044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038762211270416,0.0,0.11683303534128014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260455805290297,0.0,0.0,0.1243529319995272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191327624242937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550041246585856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233295011555956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683287639682646,0.0,0.13231640408597073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121229657038886,0.0,0.0,0.2753593684335947,0.0,0.23449519389515905,0.0,0.0,0.14498848353650867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252124358533718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293417285976392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969689682526118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924371354269204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047975871573135,0.0,0.0,0.14036145421152202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341998101472227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014236663700492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490006210616627,0.132064840841912,0.0,0.105115127049194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176684634840599,0.30465210066405085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383546918071053,0.0,0.1250351794387584,0.0,0.14655677366150252,0.0,0.14348011304115416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581018037939333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MPZ01,2020/01/31,"Studying/Revising on Effexor/Venlafaxine? I'm currently a student and have important exams coming up in a few months I need to get ready for.

Recently  I was prescribed Effexor/Venlafaxine after my previous SSRI's didn't  work, and was wondering whether anybody who took them before had any difficulties or side-effects that caused them to not be able to  concentrate or memorise information as tended to be the case with me and my SSRI's?",13.080717299578064,9.721029139240509,12.753417721518993,50.5294514767933,55.07594936708861,17.621940928270046,51.64978902953587,15.4700424275458,8.046794092827003,358,20,53,14,3,121,62,79,0.031,0.903,0.066,0.3527,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,14,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,7,0,11,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,38,9,3,0.3268760932289185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228695245451946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27814747977594106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357917899099991,0.0,0.2815748107293932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077926739889265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609093790354863,0.0,0.0,0.24237448129730502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227507074378406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36317136690858337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544831795061668,0.2379696889461336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dodge1992,2020/01/31,"15 year old daughter has no friends. Never goes out. Never talks on phone. Ever. Could meds help this? I am so tired of being her only friend.  My heart has been broken for her for at least 10 years.  She never forms a bond with peers.  I am sick to my stomach over this.  I am it.  No siblings. No cousins. No friends.  Just me.  And I am going to die and she will be all alone.  

Just sent her for psych Ed testing.  Came back with anxiety.  Not depression but lots and lots of anxiety.  She only thinks about herself.  I wouldn’t be her friend either.  So wrapped up in her own head.  

Please tell me there has been an instance where medication has reduced anxiety and person made a friend.

She has no desire to go out with anyone.  No desire to have anyone over.  No desire to be with anyone but me.  Wtf.  And I hate it.  I’m old.  Nothing in common.  I can’t carry her anymore.",-0.7580311457174673,1.2307820919540262,1.0438598442714129,97.57583426028923,104.51724137931036,3.394586577678904,15.957730812013347,5.4233941145090725,-0.6885915461624026,660,18,141,5,31,213,102,174,0.198,0.647,0.156,-0.5820000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,3,0,20,6,3,1,5,32,28,9,1,5,6,2,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,1,0,0,4,13,2,0,0,5,0,23,5,24,16,7,24,0,1,0,0,24,10,0,2,10,107,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070497272756446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289627592911081,0.0,0.12515632880862834,0.26472558395578066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970398858970722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433899513671222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076030200740503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869573591232322,0.0,0.13097550789938572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141549789317856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875084105714869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344455290577396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459621321064268,0.12951744287748948,0.0,0.0,0.14954741616120076,0.08458909151731347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458117935864046,0.0,0.11941333850140955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017957077222118,0.1271330603159994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919992860979851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109214859647792,0.0,0.2648510026567316,0.0,0.0,0.1919613278082319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019283115731776,0.0,0.1385295254895446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143464976045002,0.11030422126578708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086376073608884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504814952241316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253711664189827
anxiety,theclowneryisreal,2020/01/31,"heart racing and i can’t control it I just started the new semester and i’m in a health class now. so on the first day we had a daily check in when we went around and had to see how we were on a scale of 1 to 5 and then answer a question, and apparently we have to do this every class. i HATE things like this, plus we’re all sitting in an awkward circle. When we went around my heart was pounding and I couldn’t breathe and I thought the words wouldn’t even be able to come out, my voice was shaky too. This sounds stupid and exaggerated but it was really that bad. I managed to do it and was relieved when it was over with but now I know i’ll have to do this every class. I have no idea how to calm myself down in this situation it’s honestly terrifying, any suggestions?",2.281716697936208,3.5806293292682945,3.7202439024390266,90.85965290806757,75.82926829268294,6.997373358348968,22.9812382739212,7.61054688173877,0.7112435272045032,606,17,141,8,13,200,96,164,0.133,0.794,0.073,-0.8309,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,0,2,13,9,2,2,8,0,18,4,3,3,1,36,27,19,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,12,20,0,1,5,0,1,3,4,5,0,1,11,3,16,4,21,13,1,25,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,2,11,101,28,4,0.18022286735078152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225577299039872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208731228178562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047856632370424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524604219944024,0.0,0.0,0.20213527039536214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622883997543397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903550416284807,0.0,0.3036910773831308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532974789016803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779327698534241,0.0,0.1915684803926634,0.0,0.4271299310999006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344968043622305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990457746608282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804778957893357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740603683271542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189085737369086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545538369517486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143614291745278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257805394441505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756267311289074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973206495064308,0.0,0.0,0.14307682558688686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341368072196377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cantthinkofanameokok,2020/01/31,"Symptoms stopping me from finishing high school/fixing anything in life I (F20) grew up homeschooled and haven't ""dropped out"" or anything. I tried to be honest with my mom about my procrastination and lack of getting basic things done, so she gave me an ultimatum. Which I was sort of grateful for. Basically, it was ""Finish your high school coursework by December 31, or find a job with a pedestrian commute."" Should have worked out, right? Wrong.

Instead, I ended up incredibly anxious after Christmas. I got depressed that my boyfriend (29M) spent Christmas without me, called him and complained, and he lashed out at me about my failure to join his life or move forward in mine by not driving or graduating high school. Ouch. This has been a problem for us for years. I feel like he dislikes me because he does. Really not a helpful feeling.

After that, I started cramming. But I felt so anxious and sad that it was hard to think straight and not be irritable. My chronic arrhythmia and drowsiness worsened. I developed hot flashes on my chest and the feeling that my body is swaying or tipping over. I only got as much done as I normally do on a ""good"" day (i.e., not good enough for a cram sesh at all). When the swaying sensation kicked in, I found myself trudging through *""The Picture of Dorian Gray""* through the haze just so I could move forward with something for English. I felt like the book showed me how bad my character has become. How shallow I've become as a person.

Needless to say, I didn't finish on time. My mom said I'm ""graduated in her eyes,"" but I can keep on working the courses. In other words, she didn't make me go to work. I wasn't really prepared to go to work, but it can't be a good thing that she didn't hold me to it. She even said I could tell boyfriend that I'm ""officially done."" It was scary not to say that, but I didn't want to be a total liar on top of everything else I've failed not to be. 

I am so scared that even if I graduate and do other things I ""should"" do, I will still be anxious, unhealthy, awkward, self-hating, and tired. Too tired to do anything except distract myself from my failures.

I don't know what I want anymore, or if I'm capable of anything. How do I stop feeling like this, or push through the feeling so I can at least do the right thing? 

I would be so grateful for advice and/or hugs. Thank you. I will aim to reply to everyone.",3.7510677701255872,5.412197843683085,4.49303200416691,85.33026390416113,72.70449678800857,7.01867006192488,30.394640893570234,7.63319966405982,1.9307098674691825,1871,83,366,23,37,600,232,467,0.184,0.75,0.067,-0.9936,2,0,1,0,0,0,82.0,1,2,0,6,19,20,1,3,18,0,43,10,3,4,2,71,71,36,0,12,22,2,9,3,0,5,6,4,0,1,23,16,0,4,11,2,1,9,15,11,0,0,22,15,60,9,63,35,6,50,0,3,2,1,25,28,0,10,19,258,83,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586870501939387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263132593013721,0.07699781005855512,0.0,0.0,0.2555637300213268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482598231783956,0.04732849585692631,0.1714940982225687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624030496223026,0.0,0.0,0.07927890707545669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397811072377762,0.0,0.0,0.05007124209877315,0.0,0.06687103806591478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794310415123778,0.23835738590310826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485808270911828,0.0,0.06876580995503448,0.08022265834057994,0.0,0.10256069919560823,0.0,0.0,0.07418814730792801,0.06977763774572454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962850552645268,0.11093176414886306,0.1490927494631072,0.0,0.07096136224538352,0.0,0.0,0.08512802323273043,0.0,0.0,0.040563586238862616,0.0,0.08824896466451565,0.19536171883276848,0.12419126649603812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695500025649731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204031520958785,0.2460921051625245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704551237184587,0.06900981341304756,0.0,0.0,0.0426687985783138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967856067405804,0.11379264017090154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182516325470137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186156929976785,0.0,0.1650376211397759,0.057074179600971525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607051051441334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059048559501001026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779207063702762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429079433123266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994760761585457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260791428604882,0.1477064408046023,0.12348455578497182,0.07773097498108097,0.2357268398990459,0.0,0.0,0.08099523443367397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977090410964184,0.0,0.0,0.05495384355167107,0.0,0.06200323723965447,0.12982068320917886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069747040615394,0.0,0.0,0.0678605992883229,0.07148028815149109,0.0,0.0,0.2063217085328153,0.049748442999620564,0.0,0.0,0.045272386389359716,0.17847103654420576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052712321556548085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339110882024483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915879204056142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484198776735468,0.0,0.2260907696074212,0.0,0.0,0.05515307980356796,0.08488692316229213,0.0,0.049997479767061176
anxiety,Mr830BedTime,2020/01/31,"I asked my professor a question today Probably most can relate to wanting to stay invisible in large public gathering such as a classroom with 100s of students. I’m in my fourth year and I’ve gotten to know none of my professors for this reason. But today I took a chance at the risk of sounding stupid and the prof spent a few minutes on the question. 

Anyways, it’s the small things I guess.",5.477012987012987,6.255518259740263,6.0471688311688325,79.13646753246755,67.70129870129871,8.757402597402598,32.28311688311688,8.841846274778883,2.6829968831168842,314,13,58,5,5,102,57,77,0.077,0.895,0.027999999999999997,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,13,6,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,3,39,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281031133938544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26878885540542924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340936973562073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26306871441976465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466622199757458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508682949938916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600670323654167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209995162645774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625589316221269,0.0,0.27108828471771906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391503029800298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712527991975964
anxiety,libbygirl4,2020/01/31,"Overthinking relationship I’ve wanted to be wanted for so long, and now a boy is showing interest and really putting himself out there, but I’m too scared to let myself enjoy it, and instead overthink every message. Is there a way to just jump in and tell myself it’s okay to be unsure of what’s to come??? This is supposed to be fun and new but it’s making me more stressed.",3.3095175438596485,4.841196881578952,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,73.60526315789474,7.171929824561403,27.14035087719298,7.793537801064563,1.6429982456140353,297,11,58,4,6,99,53,76,0.11599999999999999,0.725,0.159,0.579,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,13,12,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,10,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528984009639804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399170206036968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911796438785509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519977981127693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900751054802209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750166078903217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28625581616657075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242031940805145,0.0,0.0,0.30571858534767005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850878287830397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261840573335311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24888702239657434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359098657587338,0.2260239945426317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brokenpa,2020/01/31,"Tired of waking up in a panic How is it that the brain can be in a panic in the middle of the night while you're asleep?

I don't know how much more sleep loss I can handle.",0.8974166666666648,1.5306545750000031,2.8850000000000016,98.1266666666667,78.25,5.333333333333334,13.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.506916666666667,133,0,35,0,3,45,30,40,0.287,0.713,0.0,-0.9017,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,5,0,5,5,4,2,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33971821584274625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724456624497971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237078785715782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855807215145071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7141004414250693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045365949610184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34976741891788193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Im-Forever-Silent,2020/01/31,"My first therapy experience After having an anxiety attack at school at lunchtime, my teacher told my mom to send me to therapy. I went to my first 'therapy' a month ago. they asked me questions and the lady interviewing me didn't show any emotion at all and seemed so careless, my mom said I don't need therapy and am perfectly fine tho I've told her countless time about my anxiety but she never listens and says that I'm probably just exaggerating about it all. It hurts cause she won't take me anymore or even schedule when I ask her too. It hurts cause that might be been my only chance at being able to get at least a little help with this, but now it's gone. This website is the only thing that's helping me, I write out my problems on here anonymously to help cope with it. It helps me feel like someones listening without feeling like a burden",5.270649350649354,6.061330523809527,5.959220779220782,79.54032467532471,68.16666666666667,9.204329004329004,31.93939393939394,9.339509955726095,2.7877666666666667,680,28,131,13,11,222,108,168,0.12,0.726,0.154,0.8022,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,10,10,1,0,6,0,10,0,0,2,4,26,26,10,0,2,5,2,2,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,12,7,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,6,0,2,7,6,23,4,18,15,3,21,0,2,0,0,23,8,0,4,12,90,35,2,0.10972057209439644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726066700118527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461375150292593,0.0,0.16787187466760195,0.0,0.10881332472042618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205147847439518,0.12482299053345565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542650292705455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342087562093305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246940306898833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732777323543148,0.0,0.0,0.1109560359704939,0.15676879725488752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866565251454268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732447036971217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29417354665790485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349162834437991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720785865030504,0.10996883786712162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639618799392283,0.0,0.2570068158994764,0.0875779138504298,0.0,0.0,0.0813564139436741,0.08462326925791121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689487855224855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829733423829285,0.10498776940740577,0.0,0.0,0.12291215147828186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436938981996287,0.0872542027907635,0.0,0.11104307666130753,0.0,0.09988548801824344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296588467886777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249621532130913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019001457304699,0.0,0.07289347271818902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397894793771024,0.0,0.0,0.20968541721603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171206957487887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576671611125232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrozenClorox,2020/01/31,"I never had anxiety until a few years ago, and every day it gets worse I never had any sort of mental disorder until shortly before I turned 18. At the end of high school all of a sudden I had huge amounts of insecurity, which spiraled into an eating disorder (bulimia) during my first semester of college where I lost 50 pounds in 4 months.

I got better once I got a girlfriend, which eventually turned into a toxic relationship and I broke it off with her. The last few months of that relationship I was always walking on eggshells, just anticipating the next argument. It went on like that for months, which is where I attribute most of my anxiety.

I'm also introverted by nature, I don't actively seek out social relations. But I got a major facial surgery just over a year ago which made me conventionally a lot more attractive. Since my recovery, people constantly interact with me and invite me to social outings which sounds amazing, but I have never had to consider conflicting schedules, turning people down, or going to huge parties or events with large amounts of people wanting to talk to me.

I still live with my parents and I'm almost 21. I have a problem with smoking weed too often. I overthink situations in my head constantly. I lack motivation to do the things I love, and I beat myself up for being inefficient and lazy. 

I need help, I haven't seen a doctor or therapist about this. Where can I get help for this? Is this really anxiety or does everyone do this? It's debilitating and exhausting and I get anxiety attacks sometimes, which I never got before.",7.458329652680184,7.787961703071673,8.288078699056419,66.33912868901828,63.36860068259386,11.399237100983738,35.66532824733989,11.088447113337141,4.255102951214616,1261,54,208,33,17,426,167,293,0.11599999999999999,0.75,0.134,0.6542,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,10,11,1,1,14,0,15,6,2,3,5,42,35,17,0,4,8,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,17,16,1,1,1,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,13,2,35,5,38,21,10,46,1,2,1,1,12,19,0,9,25,154,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517321032863286,0.0,0.09329293224488472,0.0,0.0,0.07450532849009366,0.07752210805195482,0.0,0.0,0.06335651014120096,0.0,0.2850888989111683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599050317524636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855589748822085,0.0,0.0,0.08239832213065316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013600799540541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060084775430913374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355408244611065,0.09536000403065792,0.08153075465859685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533273197921932,0.0,0.0,0.08251798987375931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849691259413008,0.08902471725864365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079247496541129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460271725450725,0.0,0.05294874863917099,0.0,0.2980554923393043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561585139887646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489527008552663,0.09843567055145548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594324653081537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551651436215571,0.0,0.08226785016906764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170239338951324,0.07920694580867688,0.08408653022905156,0.08815652761145548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389006027170103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309416998523635,0.0,0.0,0.06908188318170816,0.2874234257855369,0.0,0.09908377878169433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921943115927144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345052838905096,0.0,0.0,0.19377005257608526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914789222066567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059684935366134076,0.0,0.0,0.2000522098186424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428961378957604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706840751266081,0.1047232070891722,0.0,0.1899433138194443,0.0,0.0,0.0921441894007726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440299919433324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488381628539659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817365006471644,0.06189577591894967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040156531180834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495209824134295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636640884154778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949447657900356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999252337257725
anxiety,dontmindifido15,2020/01/31,"Facial tics I'm so tired and done with this shit.i can't even have an adult fucking conversation anymore. The funny part is that it only happens in certain situations, especially when eyes are on me (one on one too)  it's destroying my work life. 

Any tips on coping with it? My under eyes are moving, cheek muscles are moving, can't talk to save my life. I might just start drinking, fuck it. It's only thing that relaxes me. Been on anxiety drugs too, but had funny reactions to them like fast heart beat. Might try again but who knows.",2.4542919580419564,4.984935355769236,3.5280419580419604,86.60786713286717,80.05769230769229,6.4741258741258765,21.954545454545453,7.686295010490155,1.0511846153846158,423,13,82,7,11,136,76,104,0.091,0.797,0.11199999999999999,0.5049,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,3,0,2,0,12,12,5,0,1,11,18,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,10,3,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,3,0,2,3,2,7,4,10,13,1,12,0,0,2,2,5,6,2,2,5,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574135243540047,0.0,0.13020198970381733,0.0,0.16879196009385278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417296387536366,0.0,0.16673050700134745,0.1973771397457428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241502474328677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146929989818993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050666856376324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168697612900865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353707776112474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404335814533971,0.08315077517180572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611090970600361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617898163626315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230662885106733,0.2588884564720173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430924344385052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470712362421767,0.0,0.19131113113490614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046793227915803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679974091185915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307284443116793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561904458950924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555414459009825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390710895589988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Summergirl2015,2020/01/31,"Bad experience on the subway (vent) So last week I was on the subway coming home from uni as I usually do. Then there was an announcement that said the subway was not stopping at the station it usually stops at, and it will be suspended of service for the rest of the day. I legit almost had a panic attack because of this because first, the subway is my only way to get back home, I have no money for a bus, my phone is at 10%, and it's 11 pm at night. So I tried to call my mom if she can pick me up (but my phone kept dropping calls). Luckily my mom said  she will pick me up, and I had to wait at a subway station for until 1am. FML. You can  just  imagine  how much anxiety I had that time, it was terrible",4.8824006622516585,3.6978791192052998,6.540786423841063,81.78680877483444,69.06622516556291,9.669205298013246,29.471026490066233,8.841846274778883,2.0383834437086104,541,16,122,8,8,189,92,151,0.136,0.833,0.031,-0.9362,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,1,1,11,0,16,0,0,3,0,17,22,11,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,7,4,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,10,2,17,0,21,9,2,25,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,2,13,89,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586607072321266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121069955906093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025511460537894,0.0,0.12183513666455174,0.13229572976058696,0.19317433146369486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32358201113700746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364871353242186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218451424303818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499051883160508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477402355182633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278145662129131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31786836495707593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915457703114025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37113990664970414,0.0,0.0,0.1164759864922163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486907679512865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050526642535132,0.0,0.18590215485615766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30143671839441305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493577743209845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239109352817923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757438296124623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34901160441579904,0.0,0.0,0.1257670008571775,0.1270957643738489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,questioninggirl132,2020/01/31,"What are your small successes for the day? I’m having super obsessive/compulsive and anxious thoughts about the virus, but for the past two days I’ve done 30 mins of yoga and cleaned my house! I know it’s small, but doing these things is pretty tough when it gets bad. What about y’all?",3.109999999999996,5.123224561403512,3.1402105263157907,92.85347368421054,75.3157894736842,6.665263157894738,21.92631578947368,7.554174236665415,0.6610800000000001,228,6,48,3,5,69,46,57,0.128,0.718,0.155,0.4023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,2,5,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475980786601349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569053112294825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968645772913227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148700372897265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607534567881308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35502882150330234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909641144817947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937215063065213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130277075724877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441318761719293,0.0,0.0,0.24426865104532394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30056492679622443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samatha225,2020/01/31,"I was so worried about my cousin that I didn’t eat much for 2 weeks due to stress So I have this cousin who’s currently 17 rn and I’m really worried for her future and stuff. I caught her smoking weed and I heard she has had sex multiple times and she shop lifted and got in trouble for it and she drinks a lot and one day I just cracked I got so worried about her I lost my appetite for about 2 weeks and I didn’t each much. I tried to tell her that what she is doing is bad but she gets pissed off, but I never told her about my eating habits because of her. Idk what to do anymore and I’m still worried about it but I can finally eat again",-0.2214095744680833,1.8174128297872336,1.4880097517730488,100.09031250000002,87.36879432624113,4.6597517730496465,18.03235815602837,5.985473137389443,-0.5093514184397163,503,13,123,4,16,163,80,141,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.9614,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,1,1,1,0,11,6,1,0,1,16,20,15,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,10,4,0,0,2,1,1,3,5,0,1,10,1,26,0,15,10,4,14,0,1,0,1,17,2,1,1,11,86,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429585034978126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148553622757502,0.08869480249188573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383477856341274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253356779334994,0.0,0.44664521408094265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938697529295368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601719016582639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273758554216195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882927904169414,0.1236979944975796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139169223715676,0.0,0.1122177511653278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859384633042743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321034577373734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161956403062803,0.0,0.16666854256476585,0.0,0.1665614743689995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717248545260845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484160116305398,0.0,0.0,0.13903047104237584,0.0,0.0987842285011598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334209443517576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5910449392970805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misranina,2020/01/31,"Anxious because of my doggie Y’all, all I’ve ever wanted is a dog. For YEARS I’ve been waiting til I was stable enough and had a job, good place to live, etc. I finally rescued a little guy and he’s so sweet. But I have been SO anxious since he’s moved in. He has been slightly reactive to my roommates dog and he has separation anxiety from me. I don’t know what to do. I know I need to give it time but I’m honestly so miserable I can barely make it through work without breaking down.",1.7146494066882418,3.3636397961165017,3.881100323624597,87.62083063646173,78.2233009708738,6.907874865156419,26.97842502696871,7.793537801064563,1.5771518878101398,381,16,82,6,9,131,70,103,0.105,0.777,0.11800000000000001,0.0889,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,1,2,14,20,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,11,3,12,15,3,11,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,53,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580238384033236,0.4667257423286618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592184291459713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343980616437766,0.2303777543876339,0.0,0.18685244484826635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628498064819774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981587025736789,0.0,0.17325931044975598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453464618002332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498671530763268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270485742109935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703525112737767,0.1824031943798188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788564263926034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954893165192704,0.0,0.15316744196209564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158194355499701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708750585700916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204513734077525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183906880385875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991240341874892,0.0,0.15038385363550294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302292159010728
anxiety,looongsnout24,2020/01/31,"Does anyone else struggle with not being able to finish small meals/loss of appetite, and craving sugar? I think sugar cravings have to do with magnesium. I’ve noticed that I can’t eat a simple serving of oatmeal without becoming full. My appetite is almost non existent except for when it comes to sugar, specifically chocolate. Earlier I ate a full row of cookies with milk and felt full for a few hours afterwards. I just now finished most of my oatmeal with peanut butter, and a full orange. Constipation could also cause loss of appetite and I think I was constipated as well. 

What foods do you guys eat to keep you balanced and well regulated?",5.841783380018673,7.7537901344537845,6.225490196078433,73.97915032679741,67.82352941176471,8.314098972922503,33.390289449112984,8.841846274778883,3.1342429505135385,522,24,83,9,9,168,80,119,0.045,0.9179999999999999,0.038,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,8,8,0,1,0,22,14,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,10,8,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,3,5,10,2,18,9,6,12,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,61,13,0,0.19314526342052585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934070815401598,0.0,0.0,0.1544581973759328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505165903469074,0.19790014722556934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331376879530187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841338984431675,0.0,0.16637754218637962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421077646816594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902272160226373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952716464941433,0.16134808372896778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544974210572426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335520191967592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191244177041378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020917831868728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716763846169546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989716256245512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201917365659834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475193718719066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473215752573844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618514153258864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Necromuffin,2020/01/31,"Does anyone get overwhelmed when even just one person talks to you? Hi, I don’t think I’ve posted before about this. But I’m having a massive issue where someone, even if it’s just my fiancé talking I feel like my head is going to explode. It’s not loud or anything, I don’t even know how to explain it. I suppose it’s like when you’re in a crowd and you get overwhelmed with all of those people talking at the same time, but just with one person. My head feels like it hurts (but i know it doesn’t) it feels like a pressure, and it only gets worse when they talk and it also makes me feel sick. It goes instantly away when they finish their sentence, then back up when they answer me etc. Does anyone else get this? It’s a new experience I am having over the course of 3-months.",2.2238509316770205,3.977127006211184,3.1869254658385096,92.69666149068323,77.07453416149067,5.096894409937889,20.816770186335408,5.288315135182226,-0.14381490683229806,612,15,130,2,14,195,93,161,0.1,0.815,0.086,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,4,0,16,8,0,3,6,0,7,3,2,2,1,27,22,16,0,1,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,14,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,0,5,17,4,13,22,3,18,0,3,0,0,15,6,0,2,14,87,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076889760110697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621605109120453,0.1291105296436971,0.1036942029797069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838906987407552,0.09689270622581468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722389473235147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054165612129345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526387594597546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053271058322422,0.2496821429060197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326042568725312,0.0,0.0,0.2548545975381945,0.27006134714630875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633368198021813,0.0,0.0716134958110654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586420094755273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489463269974492,0.0,0.0,0.13152006506306058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850187772140202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462454199113681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411160687850333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057872828802812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169972890183317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077314938951532,0.09583509074695593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735838085637436,0.22005140502414625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068124597562804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676653558043284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051232183344609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074111527322826,0.0,0.0,0.07347653007321861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841335748126104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HandsomeCatWoman,2020/01/31,"I got a new tattoo and am pretty anxious. I recently got a new tattoo and am in love with it, i have a few tattoos now but this one is the first one that is noticable. I could wear long sleeves but I work in a kitchen and it gets hot.  I don't want to wear long sleeves all the time due to my anxiety. 

Also the fact that my in laws and father/Step mom are super against tattoos and won't hold back. 

I hope this is the right group to post in as I'm really freaking anxious.",0.9829989212513476,2.450264883495148,2.9645954692556664,94.19170442286949,79.77669902912622,6.131175836030206,23.09492988133765,6.937597516519254,0.5072489751887805,365,12,88,4,9,123,63,103,0.141,0.762,0.09699999999999999,-0.37799999999999995,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,8,0,10,4,2,0,2,15,17,9,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,9,3,10,13,2,16,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,10,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470674617323901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068557773194101,0.41551693317491145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141410342915731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683187977233242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642811596354264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608192257469228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941686561355649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826575456595181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254973977479623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659799750874833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538540894630573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552300491360341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937521018391808,0.0,0.0,0.249235371336308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612859668857656,0.18709584579791044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781321048904846,0.0,0.18158239554065936,0.0,0.0,0.1570524765512058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072355362817146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847097474776986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388384653882332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotAnotherTA7071,2020/02/01,"Hey all! Just looking for your perspectives/experiences on what I’m dealing with. Hello, friends! Just seeking your opinion on what I’m dealing with

Hello, all! I should preface all this by saying I’ve been diagnosed with obsessive-compulsive disorder. I’ve had it for most of my life. Just wanted to give the run down of my past several weeks.

Apologies because this will be long, rambling, and I appreciate anyone who reads it. 

I’m currently in ERP therapy for OCD. 

But, I’ve had for some time the fear of developing psychosis. It began around two years ago. I had various versions of hyperawareness of my surroundings. Once after a molly trip, I became concerned that I was hallucinating. I’d scan my environment religiously and try and discern if I was seeing or hearing things. This happened for quite some time. But eventually dissipated. 

I’ll also say that when one version of “obsessions” pops up, another seems to go away. So during this interim period of obsessing over psychosis or schizophrenia, I’ve had no issues with harm thoughts, etc.

It’s been roughly a week, but my intrusive thoughts have kind of shifted and I had an experience with a lucid dream (either induced by melatonin, which apparently causes them, or because I’m, in fact, becoming psychotic). Every day I’ve been having these really intense panic attacks. Tough to discern if it’s the worst I’ve ever felt or if it’s just because the panic attacks are so consistent. Before this I hadn’t had a panic attack for months. 

Anyway, so my obsessions now started to center around ideas of reference. It’s tough to know how I picked up on this, because I’ve researched a lot about psychosis and schizophrenia and I’m not sure if reading about this stuff made me start “experiencing” it. I get very anxious being around people because intrusive thoughts that I’m going crazy or going to start believing they’re following me, or if I’m seeing “signs” for myself, or if I’m believing things that don’t make sense. They’re always accompanied by anxiety, which confuses the feeling of whether or not I believe these sort of things. I know sometimes people have insight, at times, when developing psychosis. So that’s where doubt comes in. What if I’m just aware now but won’t be later? Should I be concerned this is the beginning?

Every new intrusive thought brings of anxiety and rumination. I go back and forth between thinking how can someone who is becoming psychosis think this deeply and speak about it so coherently, while also feeling overwhelmed and on edge. 

I should state I have not had hallucinations, disordered speech, grandiosity, etc ever before. I’m not experiencing those symptoms now. My lucid dream was really disturbing and intense, and my sleep pattern has been off (although last night it was better after I stopped using melatonin). The dream can only be described as a bad trip, and I woke up in a panic over it. Because it was so unusual and strange, my waking mind attached a lot of anxiety to the experience and wondered if this was in association. So my thought process kind of connected like this:

Have thoughts about paranoia. Feel on edge being in public. Wondering if I’m having other intrusive thoughts. Some times the thoughts are anxious or bizarre. And I feel like I recognize them as such but then a nagging doubt sets in about it. So I had said, okay, well I keep having these thoughts about being followed/seen/tracked/etc, but, I can understand rationally no one has a reason to do that and it would make little sense. Then with that dream being strange that became the “source” (even typing that gave me anxiety) as to why someone would do it. Even considering this hypothetically or talking about it is panicking me. But like what if that is a supernatural force thing I’m believing in or kind of believe in and that’s what’s happening and it’s all connected. 

Apologies for the long rant, writing that out scared the shit out of me, haha. 

Anyway, that’s the extent of where I’m at. Does that sound like anything anyone else experienced? I know you can’t diagnosis online, nor would expect anyone to. Looking just to better understand the situation I’m in. 

Thanks everyone!",5.273085629921258,7.6179281351706045,5.8397892060367464,74.40054995078741,70.14173228346456,8.804494750656168,32.77239173228347,9.395243139423963,3.408559645669292,3357,159,552,77,64,1084,327,762,0.153,0.77,0.077,-0.9963,4,0,0,0,0,0,100.0,0,3,2,3,44,39,5,14,26,2,57,6,3,10,8,142,126,70,0,18,40,0,6,4,1,8,3,7,0,0,62,31,0,2,31,6,0,10,11,24,1,3,34,21,45,15,88,76,18,85,0,1,5,0,25,35,1,35,42,389,107,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047341604061415236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541825287105295,0.04443845267764582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600132947068475,0.16342318161285654,0.120668195575181,0.0,0.11202911491324244,0.054721229129035084,0.04394896571382953,0.14262921557490793,0.0,0.18227267335698893,0.05017712681398557,0.041066270837453164,0.044592162964819736,0.1953364923759344,0.11796647736012965,0.0908899270717689,0.30085395695204337,0.0,0.09446734694743927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054863145480958005,0.0,0.04600493600203984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034442748226662684,0.11011942952633803,0.0,0.05420643228242489,0.0,0.0,0.12241685920794895,0.0,0.04673635268329685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044614244016705946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868695939450988,0.07054892573618365,0.09661840054570607,0.08999449120546943,0.051032160817758826,0.0,0.1567252961130701,0.0,0.06009711491358941,0.10801564260453313,0.03815358539919697,0.05127857645361389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126169819552317,0.0,0.027902670863239814,0.05123234248400786,0.12140848693977332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445431166832914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019296141642931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028939221574335,0.0,0.05574246837374569,0.0,0.04747011515843352,0.0,0.16684382775350182,0.08805238046629488,0.04353339262761868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03772256182208717,0.1043667939565551,0.053527302885305036,0.0,0.09452607226028477,0.08969595058300267,0.0,0.0,0.0908085242135256,0.0,0.050534483374236036,0.07129845296292761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392529971138168,0.0,0.042628526514024975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051580291464661136,0.0,0.05011834446846431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568761364605724,0.07237919837072565,0.04061801910222476,0.0,0.2506438930374787,0.0,0.0,0.05098250874149167,0.07405062915279491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056804343700529274,0.1068418242644382,0.0,0.06842709112241219,0.05491073528746603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050801773022263665,0.08494192048188233,0.05346918287757009,0.0,0.08511606746447048,0.04861923500055052,0.0,0.0603340977875905,0.05482096329335746,0.0,0.06003109821735726,0.05344502909218325,0.0,0.0905022397930401,0.0,0.05282035412997276,0.0,0.11340410092906368,0.0,0.0,0.04465019159667143,0.0,0.0,0.061137618842210785,0.0,0.0,0.05033495612011083,0.055509760477777816,0.0,0.0429260892143168,0.0,0.04916949260244995,0.06107494095544541,0.0,0.14192351463285865,0.06844140568849177,0.0,0.3815888701651636,0.12456694427135954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036259480366666486,0.0,0.052170350753216514,0.11119601581751043,0.0,0.046126033710992914,0.0,0.04406592233518728,0.03150051357734827,0.0,0.0856788809034626,0.0,0.04801882102556898,0.0,0.04819102293276822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583405450747895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381524975066698,0.0,0.0,0.03439200897368479
anxiety,Mona_Moore,2020/02/01,"Social Anxiety: what would it take to get out to a large festival or convention? What resources, tactics, persuasion is needed to get you to consider going to a music festival to see your favorite band?",8.765,9.014787722222227,9.457777777777778,59.315,60.66666666666667,13.866666666666667,43.0,13.023866798666859,6.512933333333334,162,9,23,6,2,55,27,36,0.040999999999999995,0.7240000000000001,0.235,0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324837678466921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541429214650046,0.0,0.24700505025001984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32226586019901426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34633655440537625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430412330832536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267807970505067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30874218865032005,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arieldelarosa,2020/02/01,"Prozacs for anxiety after already being treated previously for depression? I'm a 21 year old female. At 17 I had depression and was treated for roughly a year on fluoxetine (prozacs). This massively helped with no side effects and I felt comfortable to come off of them. 

Until now, have had no issues. But recently I've been feeling very anxious and irritable and think I'm suffering from anxiety now. Maybe slight depression due to the anxiety.

My question is, do you think the same drug and dose will be as effective even though my issue is different?",5.779499999999999,7.99755055,6.631,69.78550000000001,68.5,11.0,37.5,10.9516,5.0383,445,25,71,15,8,147,73,100,0.255,0.677,0.068,-0.9629,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,4,7,0,0,4,0,11,4,0,2,0,16,18,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,3,6,3,14,10,1,14,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,1,9,49,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911627665722497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975596679922118,0.19569972589622786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149221645729564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476062544365991,0.0,0.0,0.1809876788431605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089091399466094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144162748355887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758990531619347,0.0,0.16632722994633128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611190357028765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616126264099005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403204844855896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817749400623253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405638667652586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104296936042693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219965960267535,0.1701968421914555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429322595113759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231078934126384
anxiety,taytom94,2020/02/01,"Are Pica and Anxiety related at all? I frequently find myself eating paper or chewing on any cardboard/tape/paper products I can find when I am anxious? Do they tie into each other? Does anyone else get this type of urge? 
I don't even really compute what I'm doing until I'm already chewing.
I had to lie to a coworker that I had candy after my mouth turned blue from a colored sticky note.
Any tips to stifle this would be awesome.
Sorry to bug you guys, thanks in advance!",2.5821158392434995,4.823223712765955,4.551418439716315,81.0338888888889,77.82978723404256,6.305437352245864,25.33806146572104,7.3871296695380915,1.5710983451536644,375,14,65,5,9,128,75,94,0.055999999999999994,0.852,0.092,0.7393,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,10,4,1,0,1,8,15,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,10,1,12,11,2,9,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,4,45,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586103465680469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187312023855209,0.0,0.17927661919471385,0.26474807225688113,0.0,0.16386252162275589,0.2401186137636897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508070445971774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979790097902956,0.1957688194858594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547855422832735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283821394533488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243786834880588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320427110608039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013020107288866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623349224022823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575740514387945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25490480890437656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647506175257212,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlexJonesRapedMyDog,2020/02/01,"Headphones triggering anxiety I'm not sure but for whatever reason headphones have been a recent trigger for anxiety. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder 3 years ago but only recently this has been a big issue for me. I used to enjoy music all the time but for whatever reason i just can't enjoy sitting down and listening to music anymore.

Perhaps it has to do with my overly loud and chaotic living situation and open-back headphones and my paranoia of hearing loss (i have tinnius and hyperacusis from glue ear). Especially will all of the earrape and general inconsistencies in volume of content online. 

I'm honestly just frustrated at this point.
 I used to enjoy music and it used to be an escape from everything but now it's just uncomfortable. I would rather listen to my crappy pc speakers and only listen to music for less than an hour a day because otherwise I'm uncomfortable. It makes me even more anxious because I'm missing out and I've spent way more that i would want to on headphones to now absolutely despise wearing them whatsoever. 

I know that this long rant sounds ridiculous but I'm just so tired of feeling constantly uncomfortable in everything. Literally everything is ruined by anxiety and i am never for a second fully comfortable or confident. I just feel like I'm losing more of my life every second and getting older. I'm just done. 

Everything i used to enjoy is gone, everything i waste my money and time on is pointless because in the end my brain just wants to fuck me over. I'm just so done with all of this shit, i don't know why i keep trying to latch onto new hobbies, pretending that I'm going to become someone else because of it. I'm worthless, disgusting and alone. I will always be alone, i keep imagining myself as someone else because I'm just unfixable and there's no way that i can do anything but pretend that I'm someone else who's good at something. I even tried getting into digital art but now i realise i was just pretending to be people i idolised. People who actually do something with their time rather than waste it drinking to drown out the noise in their head. I just don't think i can do this anymore.",6.91350364963504,7.521182267639903,7.7033518248175215,69.11482335766425,64.52311435523114,10.566267639902676,36.63464720194648,10.444984826868176,4.123962647201947,1756,83,289,41,25,588,195,411,0.23399999999999999,0.667,0.099,-0.9963,0,2,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,2,21,20,6,0,10,0,30,10,5,9,5,71,67,25,1,6,22,0,2,1,0,4,3,8,0,0,18,21,1,2,8,5,2,2,6,11,0,2,8,10,36,9,53,52,7,40,0,5,0,1,9,17,2,1,19,202,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.08162911878252717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414957457606691,0.0,0.0,0.17326976687852252,0.0,0.0,0.06960246544649115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25596427566629404,0.09449928391900198,0.1659141765114298,0.0,0.0,0.06883579835003148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432072956531895,0.0,0.2549575244300753,0.09238347837922156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337967531950092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039458781172384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053946527137620486,0.0,0.0,0.08490172592829609,0.0,0.0,0.09586872066514787,0.0,0.0,0.17120343798287582,0.0,0.08194393486834449,0.0,0.0,0.20963340466326552,0.0,0.07408796900947291,0.0,0.0,0.11049842804967634,0.0,0.07047768415724091,0.0,0.3758905382078601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459064817804135,0.05975868756436727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733192645989001,0.08740604443234408,0.0,0.04753951537441341,0.07016060733274251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584775569656758,0.0,0.0942782267307995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237717430043814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730756799814161,0.0,0.1487017144374101,0.0,0.0,0.0919423367167106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908358971948891,0.04086655662167296,0.0,0.07386338352553677,0.07402651624725222,0.0,0.09358156075834148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558361937659993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451507693889873,0.08078848920396771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723729566262146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598302925365005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907511151062248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720097044427402,0.16518610897299876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858642453428334,0.0,0.09402470580372774,0.0,0.0,0.21262595697421244,0.12879379721518475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883796201263824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359874486515193,0.0,0.0,0.14632878585999418,0.09614193909169227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358402812248088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889826692069378,0.0,0.0,0.0986764063869858,0.13279297699888232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547999100779572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884335165791418,0.0,0.0,0.05386705593893154
anxiety,Betasheets,2020/02/01,I cant deal with this I have financial debts that I cant work up the courage to contact. I have a good job that pays decent enough but I cant do something as make a phone call. This is a cyclic thing because my anxiety is making it so I cant deal with my finances and then my anxiety of my future makes me want to just avoid the problem altogether. This in turn affects me on a social level in just wanting to avoid people sometimes.,2.010576923076922,3.7606317472527486,3.628667582417586,89.3069574175824,77.68131868131869,6.308241758241758,25.660714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1071197802197807,343,13,73,4,8,114,59,91,0.151,0.7859999999999999,0.063,-0.8294,2,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,6,0,9,0,0,4,0,15,15,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,11,15,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,52,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238137601180261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901605810604566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611191939737195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363908006814899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868455699876269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775167258277784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210023752519518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238215150996824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467271193010823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025144738839174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574413767797185,0.0,0.16293368927193366,0.20932106831833475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406066950504659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020761160674236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249665920011133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407916172262434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,y-do-i-feel-this-way,2020/02/01,"I work outside. Every time I come home, I have a THROBBING headache and I’m exhausted. 20F, I was a lift attendant at a ski resort but today was my last day as I got a new job elsewhere. 

I worked from 7:30AM-3:30PM today, and immediately after my shift is over, I have a throbbing headache, my face is super hot, and I’m exhausted. I do eat at work and drink water. No matter how much sleep I get this always happens. I can’t stand it. 

I’m basically depleted of all energy and I don’t even want to drive my car.",1.5102830188679237,3.4296492735849067,3.7949433962264174,86.73449056603776,79.84905660377359,6.881509433962264,23.807547169811322,7.908726449838941,1.265999245283019,397,14,85,7,10,137,69,106,0.081,0.809,0.11,0.4215,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,5,0,9,9,2,1,1,11,17,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,3,1,15,1,8,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,50,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209764859531186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851670490236036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113775537442688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438605314411552,0.0,0.22393439450780228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454591365584085,0.0,0.1843874420417333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433815642912395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503137385508916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935250556455992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195206772127772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171711789450776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838893920025226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087720737639535,0.0,0.0,0.21136311513160488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900434286926168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761103435048485,0.0,0.414881396685834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908121472162148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779681269488118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,burnt_out45,2020/02/01,"Getting groceries makes me want to crawl out of my skin. Going to the grocery store puts me on edge so much. Going to go do it right now anyway. 

Anyone feel a similar way?",0.843,3.161226371428576,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,85.28571428571428,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,0.10057142857142852,133,4,27,1,4,44,31,35,0.0,0.9620000000000001,0.038,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,8,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531649369719224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307142772529772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891645198458692,0.0,0.6173112849054982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416818391076324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661601396937384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36397629206415066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092023506744304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135558834121404,0.28739110545542235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tobibuk,2020/02/01,"Constantly anxious/tensed I'm posting to see if any of you experience this and/or have tips for my situation.

I have been in a constant anxious state for months now. My muscles are tensed, I get these ""shocks"" through my body, I'm tired but have trouble falling in sleep, etc. Even though I am neither forming nor feeding anxious thoughts. This tensed state seems never ending and I'm sick of it. 

I've tried A LOT. Meditation, exercising, mindfulness, quitting video games, quitting caffeine, and the list goes on. 

Therefore, I was wondering if anyone here went through this and what has helped for them.",4.499646464646464,7.427233981481483,3.9724242424242417,84.06954545454545,74.92592592592592,6.519865319865321,32.966329966329965,7.686295010490155,2.5100259259259263,482,25,83,7,11,144,78,108,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,8,6,2,1,1,13,17,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,1,9,0,11,13,4,14,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,5,6,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074630347985584,0.0,0.0,0.5355728793827982,0.0,0.11049538753364098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553115681516435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34153972860748305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996404785471658,0.0,0.1762406570898516,0.10437462032086743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457965854456024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256201343672873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592143353117052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434797394546052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595611166103892,0.0,0.12613477025511613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187932044502653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513451352421692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361600049582571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592618714040849,0.14386084948904568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762773900518106,0.1581400300946978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525964998484876,0.12545491744140636,0.0,0.181627532024185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728921686079493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649159775500598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137235377127652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway198012122,2020/02/01,"Feels like I have the flu when I’m having an attack. Every once in awhile I will get a panic attack and it will mimic the effects of the flu. I’ll feel warm, start getting achy, and get really tired. Wondering if anyone else deals with this.",2.8621428571428567,4.4633331224489785,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,74.91836734693878,6.53265306122449,18.37244897959184,7.1686216300943375,0.22115918367346946,189,3,38,2,4,62,39,49,0.307,0.618,0.075,-0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,8,12,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902179192687255,0.2330251716960997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174606111808829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344665807116891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998553280975825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916165087904654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299871920313873,0.16247342996453726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564626437769236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110902691782501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220164048002601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668358201161408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569514346859053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609735411688407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613931336902891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466341753418197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WTFnoAvailableNames,2020/02/01,"Does anyone else feel like you will piss yourself when you're ""stuck"" at like a meeting or something? Meetings, lectures, classes, driving etc. Anytime I'm confined to a certain place a certain time I get this and I feel like I have to gtfo or I will piss myself. Anyone else felt this and how do you deal with it?",1.6866359447004626,4.1884280322580665,2.5191244239631345,92.77725806451612,83.19354838709677,3.542857142857143,26.599078341013822,3.1291,0.4281723502304149,246,11,47,0,7,77,42,62,0.085,0.725,0.19,0.6868,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,7,2,0,3,0,4,2,2,1,2,12,10,6,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,5,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,2,5,28,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092404605897147,0.4531505434012276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797678397914475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351359565669932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36945385257945773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466199865424545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362138022638775,0.31595266099711083,0.2123208410578904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553203998951984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241009258235217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231035268281054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023777047575275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289435091847332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JohnnyRebel12,2020/02/01,"Afraid I could have broken my neck Age-21 male
Height & weight- 5’7 150lbs

Yesterday my 6’2 250lb friend was messing with my and put me in a headlock. Since then I have had tingling/burning in my hands. It does not hurt to rotate my neck and doesnt really hurt when I press on the neck bones. I am afraid this could have injured my neck or broken it or something. What should I do? I have really bad anxiety about hurting my neck.",1.918505747126435,4.252339931034484,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,80.72413793103449,5.705747126436782,21.160919540229887,6.937597516519254,0.3779333333333329,342,10,73,4,9,105,59,87,0.185,0.722,0.09300000000000001,-0.8234,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,12,9,7,0,0,9,12,6,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,3,14,1,6,7,0,8,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050530705773814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162746651567358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763025140123534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397135251748353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617150469378185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436354140289255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6832324700875902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386394918085133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725752820808129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759819524677088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377878658929432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590618124041851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,underjoy3d,2020/02/01,"Anxious thoughts after sex almost always leads to arguments In the moment while having sex i feel fine, just enjoying it as it happens. But when it's over, I notice a shift in my thoughts (thing that males are supposedly experiencing, from what I read online), and at that point my anxiety is spiking up; My arousal is completely gone, I kinda distance myself from my partner and I'm getting back in my head, and there I have thoughts like “he didn’t want to have sex with me” he regrets having sex” “he only had sex with me to make me feel better” but I always tend to think to myself, ""My feelings are gone, my arousal is gone, I want to be alone, why can't I just cuddle him and feel good ?"" and it then starts spiralling down, I try to distract myself from those thoughts but post-sex, i'm tired and I don't have any energy to cope with those thoughts, so they're sinking in, and it crushes me. But almost every time he notices my dissociation and ask what’s wrong then I spiral into my over thinking and asking questions like “did you want to have sex with me?” Then profusely apologising for feeling the way I do, which always ends in arguing and sleeping coldly next to each other. I feel hopeless and terrible.",6.098020581113801,6.2873124703389855,6.3842857142857135,79.3148305084746,66.2457627118644,8.77675544794189,32.111380145278446,8.418075326091056,2.384107506053269,957,36,182,12,14,308,129,236,0.153,0.7609999999999999,0.086,-0.9676,0,1,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,1,0,2,6,12,1,1,3,0,18,12,4,2,0,46,46,22,0,4,6,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,14,17,0,0,14,1,0,4,3,6,0,0,11,8,32,6,31,34,1,29,0,2,0,9,12,12,0,4,14,124,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348611520074681,0.12145801907703024,0.0,0.0,0.29273811796382604,0.0,0.0,0.07974871515388117,0.0,0.08971245946995203,0.13248353750076575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926624677549464,0.0,0.0,0.0901746281458335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037172076888426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295705026342815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038678370201743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880638799354366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557762930684855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126957520266229,0.0,0.0,0.0983618612455414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370289604789536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203545031191058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458596853189268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078279709262541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471968599313593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670290069594369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919034267954568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108595755093149,0.0,0.11231378401864454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137104032100316,0.0,0.11730334380254274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173563005929312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300544804735828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791004573938498,0.1502858229364523,0.0,0.4655027886771818,0.06838201795455044,0.13478646255106005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961972422008408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075094991812257,0.09308474423546484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105819386185084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821809422342892,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ouroborosanxiety,2020/02/01,"Help? Advice? Someone who relates to talk to to get our minds off of it? Please read my case or story below. So I’ve always suffered from anxiety and I’ve seen a psychiatrist for it but stopped going (out of nowhere my anxiety wasn’t as bad) . But recently my anxiety has been FUCKING eating me alive .... i get extremely nervous ... i feel like i’m having a heart attack .... i could barely breathe ... i twitch ... i shake ... i have muscle spasms ... i get terrible thoughts about dying or failing ... this has been this bad since tuesday afternoon... yesterday ( friday janurary 31st ) it was so bad that i called 911 and they took me to the ER .... they gave me 10 actavis generic xanax pills with NO REFILLS and i’m on a waitlist for therapy which takes about 3 months... i know right? fucking sucks... but i have a meeting with the therapist on monday to get prescribed more of the same drug or something different i’m not sure... all coping mechanisms don’t work for me ... breathing techniques don’t work , meditation doesn’t work ... stretching doesn’t work ... working out doesn’t work ... nothing works ... i can’t even eat without throwing it away or throwing it up or shitting it out 2 minutes after it enters my body..... all of this has caused me to dropped out of high school ... i’m extremely young as well ... turned 18 literally 4 months ago and this shit is eating me alive... i just want it to stop and i don’t want to be dependent on pills... can anyone help me or give me advice (if you’ve went through something similar)",1.6001902250682751,4.293470414634149,2.771023636877296,89.01136924380829,87.01393728222996,5.7507863263960814,25.52679159996233,7.2228458231874715,1.4669123081269428,1167,51,223,19,37,373,166,287,0.17600000000000002,0.759,0.065,-0.9902,1,0,3,0,0,0,87.0,1,0,2,8,7,17,6,2,7,0,21,16,6,2,3,39,45,19,1,4,13,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,15,11,3,2,3,1,0,7,11,14,2,0,9,2,28,3,37,34,4,34,0,2,1,2,11,14,5,8,13,134,43,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867938441513066,0.08472341048317297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952787705632071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934886194852565,0.0,0.0,0.06682979222354536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873284947320276,0.08979791446045142,0.0,0.2394088794900052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616470968206257,0.0,0.0,0.09759499525498216,0.0,0.0,0.09818410016169377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631060753834837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919403159104602,0.09985781903241306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083919448637647,0.293397972996505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631278313525198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832669809368724,0.06828036230009245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671914063902192,0.1997405439880203,0.09168634794579757,0.054318718593667485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325942812490535,0.12812674905100527,0.10098254681524024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052526723038989837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669418633197883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650571402161613,0.0,0.15257759941785098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170888974550796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491505128010996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560305267840166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437094276434793,0.0,0.0,0.08162239644147783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967292170140654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621722027672406,0.07906243769178252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098224134616565,0.147159977808836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981361788627266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008036870665267,0.0,0.07186215074887692,0.07682132342249888,0.0,0.0,0.10930084426566994,0.11097248203460454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587761130281231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618977275760304,0.0,0.10396053500922267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274780376187613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593537049123974,0.08860101094700998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213299868117962,0.0,0.4870693189621364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thrwawy22443311,2020/02/01,"I've been planning on taking a big step in my life for years. Now I'm getting cold feet, and my anxiety levels are way up again. I feel pathetic. I've been planning on teaching abroad for years now - I desperately needed a change in my life. In the process of getting ready for this, I've done so many things out of my comfort zone and grown a lot. I was sure I would be ready for this.


But now it's almost time to leave, and I've been panicking a bit. I woke up at 2am and just couldn't calm down. I've been crying on and off today. I feel sick.


I think this is mostly natural. I'm leaving everything I know and moving somewhere totally different. I... won't really know anything. I'll basically be winging everything once I get there. Part of it is freeing: I can see the person I've built up over the years truly come to light. I can see how strong I am. But there is also a lot of risk involved. I was excited about it up until the past month or so. Now I'm so, so nervous.


I hope I'm not making a mistake. Worst case scenario, I go home early and am out a couple thousand. But the shame would be unbearable. I hope I can actually do this.",0.8673478561549111,2.82033112033195,3.1619346473029064,90.27839298063624,82.19502074688795,6.340318118948824,22.489799446749654,7.492282038375204,0.8831367911479946,884,30,196,14,24,303,131,241,0.113,0.733,0.154,0.8283,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,15,13,0,3,12,0,24,4,1,2,2,36,46,18,0,7,6,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,8,10,0,0,5,0,1,5,3,5,0,1,8,6,22,9,28,31,7,38,0,0,2,0,2,18,0,7,14,127,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.1319563390762054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540445169888382,0.0,0.0,0.10813630690013504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344381164153467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127548702145676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762647669499165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304604979223542,0.116481049687298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149619633432106,0.14853408666237058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127732413784916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837818691677573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430561057381446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367437554164424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194241359787447,0.0,0.07684929720945795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356378413417232,0.2686102307389306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486280182880752,0.0,0.0,0.2863593524734757,0.0,0.0,0.19102139812718705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299203768151504,0.0,0.0,0.09026116938662858,0.137093024962589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079322339402076,0.14371868549311514,0.0,0.10026477129041486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440061144045875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643133108771886,0.12908389077288324,0.0,0.11806989474912942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662613290705974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550750300091265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274443360724299,0.0,0.10166947829389952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983492531656265,0.08664425461124703,0.0,0.0,0.07884854151532653,0.0,0.12817384169410326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733225692713257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211445428075874,0.0,0.0,0.26123396667254256
anxiety,lookitupbookworm,2020/02/01,"Anxiety of Confronting someone who did me wrong This happened today. I went to a printers store I use to go to refill my printer cartridge. I had a perfect original cartridge that I have been using ever since I bought the printer. I haven't used it for a while but I tried it and it worked fine except for just being low on ink and needed to be refilled. the guy at the store said part of it needs a replacement, I said okay as I have always been a customer and my father is acquainted with the store owner. I delivered my cartilage and tried it at home and it was a mess. it kept dripping powder ink whenever I print any page and destroyed a perfect paper ream I just bought. I dont like confrontation of any kind even if it's my right as I am afraid I will break in tears either way.

I will go tomorrow after work but it's making me very anxious and angry.  

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sorry of the bad English as i am not a native speaker",2.733829787234044,4.512465946808515,4.181861702127662,86.00875,75.70212765957447,6.614893617021277,26.11170212765957,7.413659706084162,1.391355319148937,730,27,143,9,16,242,114,188,0.174,0.72,0.106,-0.9054,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,4,14,3,1,13,1,16,0,0,5,3,27,31,14,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,12,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,3,8,0,0,11,3,23,6,20,16,3,17,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,7,102,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688788107157145,0.16522804084791806,0.18529786078185925,0.20740337242941628,0.0,0.1166580966671526,0.1722757063610234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732677962593567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787227577195221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072137033523544,0.13794026770801687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333260637631082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099381692622632,0.13485063884432955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296470765983752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879985686481546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450125140181932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179145621667787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614590850615396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513699665598966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302297171230695,0.29011493177918857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614526581614696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920834038565446,0.0,0.0,0.1707054320537845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445472298175378,0.0,0.0,0.20706790427007712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951196088405632,0.0,0.12582417198763188,0.0,0.1210432659567776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136419776304945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203604610354102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672911342269825,0.18529786078185925,0.0
anxiety,madekate,2020/02/01,"Extremely scared of being home alone at night Hello everyone! A couple of months ago my boyfriend and I moved in our very own house and everything has been amazing.. Except when he has nightshifts. I am left alone at the house once or twice a week, and every single time it happens, I get severe anxiety, sometimes even panic attacks. I know that the house is safe (like 4 locked doors from each side) but no rational arguments can help me calm myself down. I stay awake listening to every tiniest sound, and just stress over what would I do if there was sudden hint of danger. I have no idea where is this coming from, because I didn't experiene anything like this when I lived in an apartment building before the move. 

Has any of you experienced anything like this? What did you do to ease the anxiety and the fear?

P.S. I am sorry about my English, it is not my native language.",5.186237524950098,6.613619874251497,5.1704341317365285,82.78024201596807,68.82035928143712,7.961876247504987,28.28792415169661,8.344100000000001,1.9681540918163671,697,24,128,10,12,217,118,167,0.233,0.705,0.062,-0.9796,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,0,0,7,12,2,4,8,0,18,0,0,0,0,17,23,10,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,4,3,18,6,16,17,3,23,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,2,11,89,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534657406183635,0.0,0.0,0.2695372712816815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848839802485435,0.0,0.1990881434527884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141609997867825,0.0,0.0,0.14803419271237034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793220383054989,0.0,0.11072545926895758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208981746552796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439791060063978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594530169335833,0.0,0.21926921258355525,0.12433851860331735,0.11694655310546022,0.0,0.0,0.14642504101234727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798412421924854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506772396407272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721899569688223,0.0,0.13052441507204168,0.0,0.0,0.450434920369489,0.0,0.14689351960560612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151243693672776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137949302671865,0.0,0.0,0.19071521287738435,0.0,0.11490137720946675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038632844868997,0.2766012371378139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221120290852166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857721166544704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526718144884203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302762588021429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470024435564582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869540461116333,0.14566253228809686,0.0,0.13869426839614904,0.0,0.0,0.14905595532335178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587602146102422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736546162747113,0.0,0.0,0.1043771707528732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243595490695516,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InterestingPseudonym,2020/02/01,"When one thing happens, everything happens I started this year so positively. I made a promise to myself to be more positive and it was going so well. Then my landlord raised my rent, and my neighbours got worse. I'm in pain constantly because just as I start a new work placement, my feet decided to fail. Walking is agony. Tiny things, from my favourite pair of trousers tearing nd my only pair of comfortable shoes also tearing, to neighbours becoming abusive and obnoxious, landlord raising rent and everything in my flat falling apart. I'm waiting for my next anxiety attack, I can feel it coming and I just can't bare this anymore. No matter what I do, bad stuff keeps happening.",4.426973333333333,7.136083904000003,4.803699999999999,79.17568333333334,73.96,7.686666666666667,35.21666666666667,8.59863814320734,3.4577866666666663,548,31,89,11,12,173,89,125,0.218,0.66,0.122,-0.9191,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,1,0,2,0,6,3,2,1,0,14,20,11,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,8,6,0,2,2,0,2,4,2,4,1,1,3,1,15,3,11,16,1,15,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,58,23,2,0.0,0.20206480743663774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638266241440505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304644373974742,0.0,0.16913219345537991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940165529986831,0.0,0.0,0.14239574572287025,0.1039610387767958,0.1883506360439188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690714092769208,0.0,0.18429570317083266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065449502289588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623134064242463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692315244112236,0.0,0.13639830337059533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524301329819954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158588411305593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137130308012676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471087248017088,0.1813737329421231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556391573732555,0.12970514851253448,0.18146909349076454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414215181348581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952301984908303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266015299336388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333806153479054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415686808052726,0.0,0.17379723307278447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982368737257972
anxiety,pineapplepegasus,2020/02/01,"I feel like I’m making my boyfriend hate me. But I can’t help having anxiety! I guess my mistake is verbalizing it and looking for comfort. I guess I tend to feel like when I’m panicking about something if I talk about it with someone who doesn’t suffer from anxiety and is outside the situation then they will be able to see it with a clear head, give me advice and I will feel better. But instead what happens is I start talking about the thing I have anxiety about and my voice tends to sound frantic, which he (I’m guessing?) takes as sounding angry. And he reacts as if I’m angry at him, getting a very serious defensive tone and arguing with me. Then that makes me get defensive because I wasn’t trying to be confrontational I’m just upset about something totally unrelated to us or him. But he says when I get anxious that makes *him* get anxious and that’s why he acts like that. I just can’t deal with these fights when I’m already panicking about something else. It’s making me feel so crazy. Does anyone else have this problem? What do you do about it? I try to control my tone but in the midst of so much anxiety it’s difficult to keep my composure.",3.088189655172413,5.015907301724138,4.345206896551725,84.5704827586207,75.1206896551724,7.57103448275862,28.41034482758621,8.395991825355821,2.0974510344827584,922,39,182,17,20,303,119,232,0.184,0.7509999999999999,0.065,-0.9662,0,0,3,0,1,0,21.0,1,1,1,2,15,18,6,2,5,0,16,1,1,6,2,40,47,23,0,4,9,0,4,3,0,2,0,4,0,0,17,11,0,4,4,0,0,1,4,13,0,0,1,10,29,5,25,42,2,9,0,1,2,0,19,2,0,6,9,118,46,0,0.11076875106703886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108241941553362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222360712419619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389511655155216,0.2502743192685758,0.0,0.07745208624781892,0.11349567551357224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752360253209025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796595879171982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423657317976505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419771851057955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693448051620664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506615596164247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403203507227676,0.1582664357898711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23148840248370456,0.1062594793814656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36607280243928253,0.0,0.0979524407491643,0.0,0.0,0.10936120915333546,0.11368069538023838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424595893517394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845635546506376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234804987686186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301785307348223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957560058827873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142777725012235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599073512456224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808775678063215,0.0,0.0,0.08826835332188387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450871722809025,0.0,0.0,0.09385400332091834,0.2558255887288562,0.0,0.0,0.078402692128883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328431546125352,0.17806345252393865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358983625227955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040942184547346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324116893705445,0.0,0.0,0.09139582027237407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995156886091357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,simpLEE_me,2020/02/01,"What can I do?! So, I’m thinking because of my anxiety, I pick my skin and especially where pimples are, as disgusting as that is, sorry. I made my med person aware of this and she increased one med but a week later my anxiety was through the roof with attacks. I feel like I’m back at square one and so lost. Has anyone had similar problems? What can I do, if anything? Thank you",0.4036363636363661,2.807032285714289,2.5844285714285697,90.24807142857144,89.77922077922076,5.6774025974025975,24.58311688311689,7.1686216300943375,1.2681542857142858,294,13,61,5,10,99,56,77,0.221,0.6859999999999999,0.094,-0.8726,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,2,0,2,0,9,1,1,2,0,11,16,9,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,4,3,11,2,7,12,1,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382454575202619,0.0,0.0,0.1545816566758058,0.0,0.18192691965369368,0.0,0.0,0.2515061538785826,0.0,0.16999399266343207,0.0,0.13476603213413224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178279633138996,0.15793691962211195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800669043204056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413308460225979,0.0,0.0,0.20918769639378776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911317589695351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996139816424904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303525718474748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115401175304395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247476765933231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353731162515104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141656736528819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177334035385931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jynx1105,2020/02/01,"Frustrated with therapist search This is my first post here. I am 33 years old and have suffered with anxiety and other mental health issues for as long as I can remember. Last September I began my latest attempt at getting help and treatment. I gave up trying to find a psychiatrist that takes my insurance even though I know I need meds. At this point I think even talking to a therapist will help me. 
Unfortunately my insurance carrier, Cigna, offers almost no options in my neighborhood. I dont drive and I work full time and spend approximately 3 hours daily commuting to and from work. So I need to see someone that I can take a bus or walk to, and living in Philadelphia I didnt think this would be ao hard. 
The only therapist that will return my calls that I can get to by taking only 1 bus, without needing a cab or uber, is a Christian therapist and I'm just really angry and frustrated that this is the only choice I have now. I'm sure a Christian therapist is wonderful for a christian person but I'm a lesbian atheist and just have so much anxiety and stress about going to my first session.  I was raised Catholic and went to 12 years of catholic school plus catholic kindergarten and it just was not a good environment and some of my problems stem from extreme bullying and things relating to my experiences in school. 
My appointment with him is this Monday at 2:00. I have never gone to therapy before and have no idea what to expect. 

I'm not sure why I am even posting this but I dont have any friends and I guess I just needed to get it off my chest to people who might understand. Thank you for taking the time.",4.8310525591634566,6.253559009493674,5.675855806274079,78.84041552008806,69.66455696202532,9.166538249862409,29.87837094111172,9.54385415503706,2.776644634012108,1301,51,243,29,23,426,169,316,0.12300000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.045,-0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,5,13,10,2,1,12,0,26,3,1,0,3,55,54,27,0,7,11,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,17,21,0,0,8,0,1,6,9,5,0,2,7,2,34,5,37,42,3,34,3,1,1,1,11,10,0,8,16,169,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700058158375483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908328848462978,0.0,0.1329302199615656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393087001917971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871706060711522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365200680051126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215582496208004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498805730513705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940931210233744,0.14780494346639755,0.0,0.0,0.06712544160487853,0.0,0.13617804299584774,0.0,0.04937750175595432,0.07287317686111479,0.0,0.0,0.0957112077904375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782993005830602,0.0,0.0,0.0923523616214896,0.0,0.0,0.11647142900363425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556206424560399,0.0,0.0,0.09808011433253576,0.0,0.09068307823887932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047748518857634,0.070821084261736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671911084932724,0.07688855065512919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650721288107776,0.0,0.08755743497406968,0.09216892885336912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386886042641124,0.25769000369432205,0.06700937735159458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116889128121518,0.0,0.0,0.1982348707340443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060233599201932025,0.07586271634222537,0.0,0.0,0.08213233615691276,0.0,0.1664194260476691,0.0,0.0,0.08313511306306984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565935128946699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984212841833709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758600794209795,0.0692343488766431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361552090696008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952396252272618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377203583400798,0.0,0.2613002343691513,0.0698331096608636,0.0,0.07999001613523901,0.09935806236571627,0.5043881803910137,0.0577210767520028,0.11134198983107084,0.08536191730740626,0.0,0.10132412757180853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058987723201368115,0.0,0.0,0.09044806676501846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054123305709464,0.07839822007383762,0.0,0.0,0.08375192607528932,0.09422069863500812,0.1265034373574288,0.0,0.0,0.06171905370674555,0.0,0.0,0.11189935901804512
anxiety,Opiate-K,2020/02/01,I'M SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT I'M DEALING WITH THIS FUCKING ANXIETY FOR THREE YEARS THREE YEARS OF PAIN AND IT STILL FEELS LIKE THE FIRST DAY I CAN'T LIVE MY LIFE LIKE THIS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I WENT TO THERAPIES I'M STILL USING GODDAMN PILLS I TRIED EVERYTHING NOTHING HELPS ME ABOUT THAT AND I'M SO TIRED ALL I WANT IS TO LIVE A LIFE LIKE A NORMAL TEENAGER IT'S STEALING MY BEST YEARS I CAN'T GO OUT WITH FRIENDS I CAN'T EAT OUTSIDE I CAN'T DO ANYTHING I SUPPOSED TO DO AND IF MY WHOLE LIFE WILL BE LIKE THAT I'M GIVING UP,-1.231009174311929,-0.0924015504587139,-0.14097614678899004,103.83895779816515,119.55045871559628,2.844917431192661,16.286605504587158,5.108053359733372,-0.8865584587155957,417,13,94,3,25,127,66,109,0.192,0.64,0.168,-0.6123,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,2,0,3,0,11,10,1,1,1,13,24,6,0,3,1,0,1,4,1,1,7,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,3,1,1,13,6,12,21,3,11,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,1,11,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712057125480055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598770675399495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066830527500134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873640466621902,0.1578386905100229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566588396999075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375958092576159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741162325591418,0.10937419460988447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022621506285892,0.0,0.0,0.11828416546316135,0.14153786702679638,0.0,0.1468668314795932,0.08700987953626158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261925620609594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413938992643863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244157613034606,0.2991864044644735,0.0,0.27037903319295004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000484099237113,0.14690293982912928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290848539803407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571542659808641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244530651372042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750824308634618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519303246096232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394439790082054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322286682864257,0.0,0.0,0.09030195370295954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192461620751615,0.0,0.17092993862100886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957728540965797
anxiety,arfamac,2020/02/01,"The dread That dread you feel when you see some one you kind of know walking towards you and have the internal struggle of do I say- alright?, hi, how are you or hello. Do I have to stop and chat or is it a nicety and walk on? Is a smile enough or too little?
Then its 10x worse when you walk past them again 5 mins later. Multiply by 10 for each further passing.",0.1448538011695888,2.3580481052631583,1.6770175438596482,98.07967836257308,87.68421052631578,4.430409356725146,18.970760233918128,5.82211442006289,-0.3422994152046783,280,8,64,2,9,90,57,76,0.171,0.773,0.057,-0.857,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,1,0,5,5,0,3,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,12,10,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,3,9,2,7,10,3,16,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,4,8,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409818184682644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166859678965254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436478503175009,0.1813612865996228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307501898782605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236189039418791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31502566985021274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262432018928788,0.0,0.0,0.2629700541412214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758976924420022,0.0,0.3449912969665425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363017471319096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Palerthanghosts,2020/02/01,"It seems like anything related to the type of treatment I received from August 2017 to September 2019 will set off my mind... I’ve always had this thing where, I knew things fairly well and for what they are, but my mind would constantly tell me the worst of things... Anything would happen and, my mind would say either I’m terrible, not good enough, etc.

For the first 2.5 years of my PhD, I had an advisor who bullied me. The bullying was far more prominent come March 2019. He would constantly scold me, belittle me, etc. for not giving him basically immediate results. I left him at the end of September 2019 for the greatest advisor in the world. Things are much better now, but I still get PTSD here and there...

Anytime anyone raises their voice at me for whatever reason, reprimands me, etc. the kind of waves surge through my mind...and, my mind tells me I’m not good enough, the world doesn’t need me, etc. I basically crawl in my corner upset. It only got worse during the first 2.5 years...and the effects are still there.

My husband has been so amazing, helping me through this, being my greatest support person in the whole world...but that doesn’t stop my mind from screaming at me... For the lack of a better description, any time my mind is set off, it makes me feel small, worthless, and as if I’m not needed in this world for any reason. As if I’m nothing but an internet troll.

I thought about getting therapy, but why should I spend a fortune on someone sitting on a chair doodling? What is the effect? That person doesn’t have my interests in mind, I’m sure.",4.380714080046072,5.97147644370861,4.691134465879647,84.81621796717538,70.98675496688743,7.9011805355600355,28.031097034264327,8.456263369488248,1.9466338612150875,1234,45,239,20,23,388,159,302,0.163,0.71,0.127,-0.9309999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,2,6,10,16,0,1,19,0,21,0,0,6,1,43,40,13,0,10,11,1,1,1,0,6,0,3,0,2,15,5,0,1,8,0,1,2,7,5,1,2,7,4,35,11,34,26,14,38,0,1,0,0,15,20,0,3,14,163,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526089325619326,0.0,0.0,0.10667156890622197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484079417266094,0.0,0.12908409664826656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873173060397406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756138066880543,0.0,0.1695121432344576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946660590367225,0.16208042325492936,0.34988528719812656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03965708129594464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334267744402689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195394371526325,0.0752381829846083,0.0,0.13156844018555167,0.06272845307864075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935629370456056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257066077068222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167384008964555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521553485514786,0.0,0.0,0.03831743562999932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235331619102443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335437921389199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057655825536100325,0.11631121798795264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525668087540023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965032644446109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696588631518133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168166755809552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612803065043284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062371496660286574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140065673719567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664543503958573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527023091549105,0.06557184627458364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900259428050615,0.07392031001255255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710434037587668,0.0,0.08969270895263723,0.0,0.20842434380389505,0.0,0.0,0.062265470613039525,0.045733759635564065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051890793700606,0.0,0.07077179816173468,0.08756543509486864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079927911935846,0.22286059084265866,0.0,0.0,0.05050700668582744
anxiety,LoliconYuri69,2020/02/01,"Everyday worries and medication Hello, fellow Reddit mates. I am a 20 year old boy suffering from Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD) for short for 5 years now and I just recently know that from my psychiatrist. After I spoke to my psychiatrist about my meds. I have been starting to take Lexapro 5mg for 4 days and 10mg ever since for a week. The side effects I was fully aware of was really suffering. I had frequent headaches, hyperventilation, over excessive thinking, nausea, shortness of breath everytime I yawn and many more symptoms. I am really worried about the state I am in right now. Can anyone that has experience in Lexapro describe is this what I should feel?",5.678760330578518,8.043217413223143,6.487677685950416,70.10060743801655,69.08264462809917,10.129256198347107,33.58760330578512,10.355215969177356,4.115558016528927,541,26,88,16,10,178,86,121,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,12,4,1,1,1,12,18,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,13,0,16,12,1,21,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,13,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117231623674572,0.0,0.0,0.14731481591388754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358734410740067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414615668383309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057530582082405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608890968946966,0.0,0.0,0.1065279181114874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157861528158742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136000213303302,0.0,0.0,0.2340218956696717,0.21224148150504046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107691359839746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699385157160449,0.0,0.2080245590835747,0.0,0.0,0.17992257503967393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427958499868976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912287993333231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189808466988402,0.15840778725355772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499749267450564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899761161787324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279186830360596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713465588721667
anxiety,Green_Tambourine_,2020/02/01,"I got called for Jury duty! How do they expect me to serve as a juror if I can’t even do simple task without freaking out.

If I was diagnosed with anxiety and panic disorder and take medication for it do I tell the court?",2.1360869565217366,3.8675645652173967,5.0558695652173915,79.29728260869571,77.26086956521739,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,2.0051913043478256,174,6,34,4,4,63,38,46,0.17300000000000001,0.777,0.05,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,10,7,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456582502979996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32790253242079764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259331308563853,0.0,0.0,0.368034830104366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120987424882072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25683143405242553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234976837498369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767687032145141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144456541237386,0.0,0.28067569520169083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30955115585743703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leoglue,2020/02/01,"Making and cancelling dates How many of you do this?
I make a date with someone from an app and when the day comes I just chicken out...

I’ve forced myself to go before but it’s hard being charming (I’m a guy) when you’re either having a panic attack and trying to play it off or worried you’ll have one...

Not to mention being the only one in a tshirt in Winter because you’re sweating profusely.

I don’t want to have to take Xanax every time I want to meet someone new...",3.1968831168831144,4.022974373737373,4.586320346320348,87.37090909090912,72.93939393939394,6.0611832611832615,24.24386724386725,5.288315135182226,0.4849382395382391,369,10,76,1,7,123,70,99,0.161,0.728,0.11,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,1,7,0,8,2,1,3,0,16,16,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,1,7,2,13,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,8,50,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090213192280136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444237547187088,0.0,0.18766781700692348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998025830142207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142233481303443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858189378218248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534098356196094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837453345874847,0.0,0.0,0.197565280485061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944314173111379,0.22359833091851086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300403711646215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988944230138834,0.16773464830796864,0.0,0.2587624050755276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737346551677986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582262779652934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860174529664836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973579021236347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601666788879667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397447036706794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mangomelliii,2020/02/01,"Terrifying dream when I was little? Needs reassurance 

I had a dream when I was younger, have no idea which age, where I asked when I would die for some reason and it was this desert background  with a wheel in front, almost like from a video game. I asked that and I spun it, and then in black letters “17” appeared. I don’t remember if there was another part to that dream, but I’m turning 17 next year and I wanna cry, i posted it on r/precognition and the replies were helpful but then this one guy said to take it seriously and pray so it gives me anxiety. Has anyone had a similar dream and been okay? If it helps, i had this period when i was younger where i went through an existential crisis i guess you could say, so if the dream was just my subconscious putting my deepest fear I’d be okay. Thank you.",2.711305872042068,4.528052527607361,3.6464198071866782,89.65676380368099,75.87116564417178,7.3565293602103425,24.52629272567923,8.192908349453996,1.259967922874672,634,21,139,11,14,203,102,163,0.14,0.6829999999999999,0.177,0.3558,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,1,7,2,17,0,0,1,0,25,29,20,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,12,8,0,0,3,7,0,4,2,2,0,1,13,3,19,5,10,13,2,21,1,0,1,0,13,6,0,7,11,93,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762389069326193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600200163523406,0.13569784494804607,0.0,0.0,0.12403062458362235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316591400244329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416262418365321,0.0,0.19484737792973084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409600395062126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960568386651956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016235758252224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954078559155653,0.17563749231936468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377927595152137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024431090283615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666058807734735,0.17778480569847868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152757204525767,0.0,0.0,0.18864929923734933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201996086606837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208897802736147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988430079096253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831934934715835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237971796861832,0.0,0.0,0.20094085700849912,0.0,0.16873227043129932,0.14106242996107402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333702701258044,0.0,0.0,0.16331083797273102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294224417322864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443622463674665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260081053451895,0.0,0.0,0.11422911866245886
anxiety,tinbasher97,2020/02/01,"My anxiety is making me dread my wedding day I don't know how to deal with this. My wedding is in 6 months and I'm not excited at all, just terrified and filled with dread. 

Been doing just the bare minimum of wedding planning because I can't handle thinking about it. I'm having a garden wedding with less than 50 people, but I honestly wish I could just get married at a courthouse or elope then have a small celebration with close family another time. Everyone is trying to make the wedding bigger and more complicated than it needs to be. 

I'm not anxious about being married, I'm so excited to marry my fiance. But I'm basically just doing this big wedding thing for everyone else. I'm counting down the days not because I'm looking forward to it, but because I can't wait for it to be over. It makes me really sad that  I can't just enjoy my wedding day, and thinking about it too long makes me break down in tears.

 Anyone who can relate or has any advice would be appreciated. Just needed to get this off my chest",5.194490337248958,5.794883295566502,6.485221674876847,76.37947328533534,68.26108374384236,9.201818870784386,31.87154225085259,9.265573868473778,2.8417543766578253,811,33,151,15,13,275,112,203,0.109,0.823,0.069,-0.6362,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,0,2,6,0,20,1,1,5,1,38,41,12,0,5,14,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,1,3,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,1,15,4,27,34,3,22,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,2,8,105,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990635941607684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128028626205436,0.17158999820721266,0.12518356128780028,0.1848657492430752,0.0,0.11442035280716965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29925886307873706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306526078707606,0.0,0.0,0.31660129298671064,0.1687048583810396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366995770136154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127285893386971,0.0,0.0,0.1542645003542451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098948502306766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993184000665237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481556708548965,0.1374157376726959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369218206682047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306152703382994,0.0,0.0,0.2426728277441249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344683638468345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483147948448086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871463165067144,0.20970681929140672,0.0,0.0,0.0954193496218224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111002940451208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817703600919264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624461231700832,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a_white_egg,2020/02/01,"Is it bad to ask a friend to come over and sit with you? I've never really thought I had anxiety. Two of my sisters are diagnosed and medicated for it though. I just thought that I overthink a lot and get really nervous about everything. I honestly still don't think I have it.

I just get super super paranoid and anxious around when my period is about to start (its the regularity of the particularly bad episodes that makes me think its probably hormones). I withdraw from my friends and family and lock myself up in my room, then spend hours obsessing over how so-and-so hates me and how I'm impossible to love and I'm annoying all my friends etc. It's kinda debilitating. I need someone to give me a hug so bad, but I feel like I'm a burden on everyone. 

I'm considering asking a friend to come and watch TV with me or something so I don't feel so alone. I don't have the energy to go out and actually do anything. I reached out to one person asking to facetime but they are either busy or they don't want to talk to me. Last time I tried not to self-isolate, the person I reached out to wasn't the best about it. I think they tried but I could tell they were annoyed by it and it just made me feel worse. 

I feel like I have no friends. I don't want to rely on the internet so much. 

TL;DR Is it too much to ask a friend to just hang out with you to calm you down?",3.017321012321013,4.045306283216785,4.7396103896103865,85.33893939393941,73.58041958041956,8.384681984681983,26.556110556110553,8.841846274778883,1.7682236430236429,1071,37,239,21,21,364,139,286,0.153,0.703,0.14400000000000002,0.2543,0,1,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,3,4,3,18,24,3,2,12,0,18,4,0,4,2,53,49,25,0,4,11,1,4,2,6,0,2,0,1,2,12,21,0,0,9,1,1,4,9,9,0,2,6,5,38,15,40,42,7,27,0,0,1,2,24,13,0,4,11,163,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.097618040701901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360429836697582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652517708415267,0.1130091207830143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231885711008761,0.08905081781359674,0.3740704125649855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25057080400249176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497874439351508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233960761533712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986842562203643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153166248689306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156353768452902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558607548878426,0.08990345211490558,0.0,0.0943024634062508,0.0,0.2023193061496524,0.14292757491335956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637127335364815,0.0,0.10452650880282567,0.09596102688325653,0.05685121211625144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876214331781452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851261992906699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154046560651182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774240484622088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504470819388235,0.09028393095271166,0.09465389795753068,0.0667729839177838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077299461849612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707192557741364,0.07417340154565896,0.07715182401130798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778513204632229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469038428890496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785278319067544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816774741054476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435651615176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475786431672305,0.07701049776244473,0.0,0.0,0.07080406276121598,0.0,0.07988669794838331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040295253674838,0.08743348636763433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229183908342654,0.09828217902717334,0.1588304837350695,0.05833020367807869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583204677103014,0.0,0.0977179685410842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800442781533466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194244732847077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kwml,2020/02/01,"It's ruining my relationship with my sister I don't like to tell too many people about my anxiety because I don't want to be treated any differently. So I only choose to tell people whom I can trust and feel like would listen.

Which is why I told my older sister. But the more I tried to talk about it, the more impatient and mean she seemed to be. And when I brought this up to her, was when she yelled at me and basically told me it's all in my head and to get over it.

Since then I don't tell her about how I feel because I know she doesn't understand, but I can't shake the feeling of not being mad at her because how cold she has been. I know she may not know what I'm going through, but the feelings of sadness and being scared are emotions that everyone felt and it sucks that she can't empathize with that.

How have you guys dealt with people who are close to you, not being there for you?",5.589047619047619,4.566508989417991,6.0783544973545025,85.14673809523809,67.57142857142857,9.253121693121694,28.952910052910052,8.238735603445708,1.6397360846560838,705,19,160,8,10,229,102,189,0.11599999999999999,0.8440000000000001,0.04,-0.8736,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,11,10,2,2,4,0,21,1,1,3,1,36,41,17,0,2,6,2,5,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,13,11,0,0,12,0,0,3,9,6,0,0,6,8,31,4,23,28,3,13,0,2,0,0,25,6,1,2,6,117,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175932178660473,0.0,0.11447305469254687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736547502565753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634039964508742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832318901700768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429860140701257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30264691805624633,0.1069017852917737,0.14367644122450968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817994818782807,0.0,0.08504301671546134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816565636716045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357228749995688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467122440145701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621164016959284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170996790887697,0.0,0.16300021129059492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380683392168392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31122151596974634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065576487473104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981425855261524,0.0,0.0,0.1362252843788708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378252625000688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027377046197606,0.3923719740987678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859720281402514,0.0,0.10159472941775607,0.0,0.0,0.15577897180371364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882606733755922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350254853547305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062989079922878,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Billgatesdid911,2020/02/01,"I cant stop yawning. For context this has never happened in my 19 years of being on this earth and I don't know what caused me even to start this habit. I constantly feel the urge to yawn ALL THE TIME, causing me then think I'm not breathing enough and then getting really scared which makes it worse. I've been living day to day with this for the past 2 months and I'm starting to lose hope that I'll never get better. I'm going to a therapist next week but does anyone have any suggestions on surviving until then?

Thanks!",2.914257528556597,4.680431495327107,3.6036760124610616,90.40142263759087,75.16822429906544,6.6247144340602295,22.16926272066459,7.3871296695380915,0.6916072689511941,418,11,87,5,9,132,80,107,0.073,0.828,0.098,0.5627,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,4,0,6,3,1,3,3,17,21,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,6,3,13,19,2,22,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,18,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211813373389733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460078813346853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576024128858496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661186382684057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256966427864175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984704884163146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594302561433998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412706073317664,0.0,0.11769866818334045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010269926052712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620310175337207,0.0,0.10127452026981636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758066577950244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699167881461073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097933434639958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573528605232757,0.0,0.0,0.1993589458634368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894912459262452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223663209504084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748758970594736,0.0,0.1895165121090917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011097807380116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141587544916692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840814861093598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252260144414628,0.0,0.0,0.1489822284384933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406157100676574,0.0,0.2069026142769797,0.0,0.11418263586683698,0.0,0.0,0.10390918988074528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429403788724806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159986505143733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475422510299345
anxiety,shredder0107,2020/02/01,"How can one stop the feeling of “unsatisfying breaths” I feel like when i breathe normally it is not a full breath, causing me to take quick very deep breaths, which makes it seem like i’m constantly out of breath. Is there a way to stop the feeling? it’s not all the time that i feel this way, but a few times a day i become conscious of it and then feel like i need to manually control my breathing.",4.805853658536583,4.910620560975612,5.196243902439028,87.01826829268295,69.0,8.511219512195122,32.25365853658536,8.238735603445708,2.0358604878048783,314,13,71,4,5,100,54,82,0.042,0.8370000000000001,0.121,0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,7,0,3,6,6,4,1,21,13,5,0,2,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,7,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,12,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130858251092292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820136846518724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849837727697115,0.2163973502868564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442961066816398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877784529164406,0.2756711366685635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827805606546894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878819490588456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306172848073942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890391292463833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074037261015406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756443023155546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226110715713396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506601981199313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500841506325409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919477516188282,0.0,0.3062917912266225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alybun1307,2020/02/01,"Bad anxiety about being in my 20s I’m just gonna be completely honest here. The 20s are horrifying. I’m gonna be 21 next month and I am not looking forward to it in the slightest. People in their 20s these days are considered old hags. I don’t wanna be an old hag. I always thought you’re young af in your 20s. But I guess not. I’m feeling old when I probably shouldn’t. And as stupid as this might sound, I hate the idea of actually looking my age or older. I want to look younger, like a teen so I can feel young and youthful at least somewhat. I’m already pretty short and very skinny, kind of underweight so that helps. And I do have a very youthful face already, I just wish I would always stay like this. So I started really taking better of my skin with good skin care and diet. I’m also not ready to deal with the physical aging of the body that will come while I’m in my 20s. Like hurting and being in pain for no reason. I always thought that stuff didn’t happen until sometime in your 30s, because isn’t the 20s supposed to be your prime? Isn’t it still young? It literally makes no sense to me at all when people complain about physical pain of aging in their 20s. I don’t want that to happen to me. It’s literally horrifying. I thought your 20s is your physical prime but I could be wrong. On top of all of this, I still feel no different than I did like five or six years ago. I have loved anime since I was 14, and Kpop since I was 17. Still do. Actually my love for these things only grow over the years. I don’t just wanna suddenly force myself to not enjoy these things anymore because of age, a number. I plan on seeing BTS for my second time in May because they are my everything. They are ultimate faves. “Older” fans in their 20s and up get made fun of and looked down on for loving Kpop and BTS, but the truth is a HUGE chunk of us are in our 20s and even decades older. My parents even love them and they’re in their early 60s. Especially my mom, she’s a huge fangirl like myself and I love that about her. We even saw BTS together for the first in 2018 we had the time of our lives, and we plan on seeing them again in May, this time with my dad too because he wants to see them. He couldn’t last time because we weren’t able to get enough tickets because they literally sell out in seconds. It’s gonna be even harder this time. Luckily I haven’t experienced being made fun of for loving Kpop because of my age and I hope I never will. Being in your 20s is so terrifying because it’s like suddenly you’re considered a boring old hag and feel like one when you’re literally not, not even close. It’s terrifying because of the beginnings of physical aging. It’s terrifying and very stressful because of all the responsibilities that are suddenly thrown at you. It’s terrifying because you’re suddenly expected to become boring and bland, only drink black coffee even if you hate it and just watch the news all the time. You’re expected to drop everything you loved as a kid and teen because it supposedly makes you “immature.” You’re expected to drink alcohol all the time because you’re an adult and if you don’t drink then you’re an immature wimp. Yeah I’m pretty terrified of progressing into my 20s. I feel like I gotta start forcing myself to like black coffee and black coffee only. No more caramel macchiatos? Frappes? I gotta force myself to become boring and “old” from now on I guess. I’m truly terrified.",2.613143069629082,4.583956314121043,4.0780775309101065,85.76173282513713,76.63688760806917,7.2439899600260285,24.017755879892164,8.155646560271837,1.3878437110718598,2718,89,554,48,62,900,263,694,0.132,0.706,0.162,0.9712,3,0,4,0,0,0,61.0,7,11,10,6,28,40,3,1,25,1,47,19,5,5,7,94,106,45,0,16,17,3,7,9,0,12,3,1,0,2,28,35,6,0,10,4,1,3,22,14,0,6,12,22,79,26,81,70,9,93,0,1,12,7,47,35,0,11,64,344,107,0,0.05393434033741213,0.0,0.10526427209437307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780953849723446,0.057639407340409336,0.0,0.0,0.11903577144933444,0.04313127248188802,0.13463307525194534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125962273333898,0.0,0.05348837302513965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045032921342838206,0.4274123525000968,0.1191324829935147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047700541100763334,0.0,0.05990889348818624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054989654509346717,0.0,0.0,0.04645965852781416,0.056549129700010414,0.0,0.0,0.04306218208220767,0.0,0.0,0.03478318764097993,0.05560393663893495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634990631341765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850536153854738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572859112650185,0.0,0.21373873875589444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694541477785024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635411510099996,0.07706140702727597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045876522338632215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635693353698532,0.0,0.0,0.04523756577757599,0.0,0.0,0.11882951298590948,0.0,0.09538791807895848,0.0,0.0,0.10649799004445132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615105144106636,0.0,0.0,0.05356896950495524,0.0,0.0,0.057737826827759076,0.060885305330469236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056164315821512704,0.0,0.04396368589550363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714634924089245,0.0,0.04762501064085616,0.0,0.1811650486908284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407449352422585,0.1020679538101045,0.07200318196447793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721581192486552,0.0,0.06316724755058446,0.043049875893701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159748821482623,0.0,0.057359782820588436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28297508725761034,0.0,0.036547304844329484,0.12305848860317435,0.11477988154548115,0.0,0.059887702245842965,0.0,0.0,0.07478256124638684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974122773700816,0.05815034103474685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034551719487860316,0.05545348461855811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289360590390024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923008733840375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053342441691212064,0.0,0.07635000737869313,0.0574868306073545,0.1292161015898548,0.0,0.0617816046313911,0.0,0.0617419160084654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055191172226082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166315834693787,0.0,0.0,0.128453525110884,0.22014683305454485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487637066573479,0.0,0.0,0.13350443771828335,0.09543561396473736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202182964716376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03831340792387592,0.05896873440436976,0.0,0.06946389374097021
anxiety,AmazingGrowth,2020/02/01,"My DM is always open Hey, dear friends! I'm not that good at following threads but my DM is always opened if someone needs someone to talk to. We can talk about anything. I know how much it means to have someone who listens to you and understands you.  


I have an anxiety disorder and fear of abandonment / rejection since I was a kid. Finally, after a period of practicing and self helping my mind became more clear and calm. I don't have a cure but maybe I can listen and make your day easier.   


I'll also leave my Instragram here:  [https://www.instagram.com/alex\_namaste/](https://www.instagram.com/alex_namaste/)   


Talk to you soon",5.605371142618847,8.77849674311927,5.2708757297748114,74.92222685571309,72.39449541284405,8.367306088407005,26.42285237698081,9.095868883498916,2.50391009174312,511,18,85,12,11,157,76,109,0.18,0.68,0.14,-0.7193,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,4,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,2,1,21,18,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,14,4,10,17,2,9,0,2,0,0,16,3,0,1,5,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415388059725534,0.2945396479020385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539683390994606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456476554315513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414388130308342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284582628211376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916290959744887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388384847950255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367420029957871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845078006802806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186326384821955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726905257634022,0.0,0.0,0.18740681085770786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814217173578954,0.0,0.17781020251223392,0.19279395133355964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787094040516859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301079843194819,0.1312358116933134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463912692789428,0.0,0.0,0.14640792274338527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449889052781935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267734734615258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842527888210783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,archfapper,2020/02/01,"DAE get stomach cramps *and nothing else*? TL;DR: But does anyone else get no other symptoms other than the stomach pains?

There are a ton of threads here about people who get stomach aches when they're anxious. I don't get short of breath, sweaty, shaking, and I can usually keep my wits about me. I only get stomach pains that range from ""a little upset"" to ""stabbing intestinal pains."" 

I used to get racing heartbeat, feeling weak, and racing thoughts. Those have gotten better with time but the stomach pains happen if I so much as have an unpleasant thought. Viibryd can help these for a few weeks but loses its efficacy. 

Any vitamins, supplements, or meds that have gotten the stomach pains under control?",4.371465778316171,7.2826709921259924,4.108188976377953,83.00899454875834,75.29921259842521,5.797456087219867,28.66686856450636,7.010146845296331,1.806289400363416,564,24,90,6,13,171,90,127,0.20600000000000002,0.746,0.049,-0.9561,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,6,10,0,2,7,0,7,17,8,2,0,15,21,11,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,4,2,7,1,12,17,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647721406032123,0.0,0.0,0.14366133936848444,0.0,0.08891739655721137,0.1302965546322269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246795830804468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262743819434895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128378926487012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246168536129634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429893069730475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398633795663933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124524391760391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523666299040718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303094889469638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745370043251233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226618235816282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412527149509127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348161310148433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201916908623756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671544351692428,0.6765677408664084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816086554092402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321741242628068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019111366217617,0.07415149439237825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983056058957176,0.14005533996531688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200486323271048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,minejust-burnedgold,2020/02/01,"Starting Paxil and Ativan... advice? I’m starting on Paxil. Slowly... 5mg, to 10mg, to 15, to 20. While also taking Ativan twice daily. Has anyone else does it this way? I was experiencing debilitating anxiety and panic attacks as well as depression. Any feedback is appreciated!",2.5871938775510195,5.527956775510209,6.064056122448977,62.49567602040818,93.48979591836736,6.531632653061224,24.492346938775512,7.645422480735847,2.5705285714285715,218,9,29,5,8,80,40,49,0.21600000000000005,0.688,0.095,-0.7815,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,1,6,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703493674209849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124524360238335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881385775226888,0.0,0.21164446948355906,0.0,0.0,0.19344740330817764,0.28347130178725616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31474117582965233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238287220472306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421074041425885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111428655683314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246014013904001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916433485387236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801421036908868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960016955422207,0.0,0.0,0.24875094955030536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamnooneimparticular,2020/02/01,"Does anyone else have problems with blushing too often? Especially in inappropriate times.  

Here’s an example for you: in my last job I had, when they talked about employee theft the thought would enter my mind “what if they think it’s you” and I’d feel my whole head getting burning red. Even though I definitely wasn’t stealing anything. But the blush on my face made me scared they WOULD think it’s me... and that would bring on the heart thumping and weak knees.

This kind of thing has been happening since I was a kid, my first memory of it was in church when they’d say something like  “someone in this congregation is not right with the lord yada yada”",5.1202380952380935,6.491867055555558,4.94777777777778,84.525,68.92063492063492,8.13968253968254,27.49206349206349,8.515128840125781,1.7452444444444448,523,17,104,8,9,161,90,126,0.096,0.863,0.040999999999999995,-0.7906,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,4,1,8,6,0,1,6,0,12,5,4,1,0,19,20,8,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,7,3,16,2,12,9,1,14,2,0,1,0,9,7,0,2,6,68,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934717408839022,0.1895409873397294,0.15222849498347973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188332340564332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453285671639244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218213344826312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353495833911817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573498021130174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664804444291604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358334577878034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898499757487298,0.0,0.0,0.21921042216950454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357100035468132,0.0,0.0,0.19263543812443912,0.0,0.15078905120040093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037527796278676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503912148737835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867840820202413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700752467851405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797784147992291,0.0,0.1471090446150643,0.1852042045869501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302311367008134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567388393851694,0.14241198898847446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868550034081413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289710738589407,0.2370643316239496,0.18174873561467486,0.14685897220458846,0.10786737607543424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065313193985068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942282575778777,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,makeeh,2020/02/01,"I crashed my car yesterday I'm still in shock, i sat in the car for a minute after the impact telling myself this didn't really happen and i'm living a nightmare. but i never woke up. It's now been almost 24 hours, i couldn't get any sleep, i feel restless, uneasy, my heartbeat is definitely faster than normal, i'm still shaking and i can't focus on anything. I didn't call the police and they didn't show up anyway, there were basically no witnesses, i was able to drive the car home and i'm pretty sure my insurance will not want to cover it because it was technically completely my fault, i might have to lie about some of the details because there's no way i can pay for the damages myself. I'm fucked.. i've never felt anxiety like this in my life.. Wtf am i supposed to do, i spent 80% of all my savings buying that car because i wanted one for so long...",4.574785495403475,4.734022106741573,5.901807967313587,81.57112870275795,69.50561797752809,8.495199182839633,28.541368743615926,8.296473431620573,1.8584651685393263,677,22,139,9,11,229,112,178,0.18899999999999997,0.742,0.07,-0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,1,2,8,0,16,3,1,0,4,20,31,6,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,3,6,10,6,0,1,11,2,22,3,18,17,2,23,0,1,0,1,3,6,1,3,11,90,28,1,0.18204907612634594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229585280597246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237996144947383,0.0,0.139267044946421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981087806541882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33292628126455875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589246103192794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908749926898571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204948285218442,0.0,0.17479566218877515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830143737907585,0.09511312847749144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160985396792221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826100667291018,0.0,0.1792816689906386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285866462988373,0.08893998294130602,0.0,0.16075266951325182,0.16110770362148025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312530079310727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28081494095637377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836944192507947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336116545033375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520935824476112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662529979954965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218054979192275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907692547137565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157909978676186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911891667226508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147545236564789,0.1445020829420977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ninja_hamster69,2020/02/01,"I have a hard time making appointments in the calendar because I always fear not getting to sleep in the previous night. First of all, sorry any mistake.

Basically, I have insomnia derived from anxiety, and every time I have something important to do in an specific day (a date, a party) I get really paranoid fearing that I won't get to sleep and will stay awaken the whole night, and as my fear raises, my anxiety raises too, which means that I get stuck in this cycle.

For example, a friend of mine bought a ticket for me to go to a concert with her today. The concert will last the whole night, and as I feared not getting proper sleep the night before I cancelled the appointment and she had to find another one to go.

I'm tired of being like that. But every time I try not to care the worries come back again.

P.S.: I take 150 mg valerian 5 days a week but it doesn't seem to help too much.",4.562059925093635,5.393623202247195,5.773651685393259,80.08815543071161,69.78651685393258,9.079400749063671,28.87827715355805,9.2995712137729,2.4318749063670406,702,25,137,14,12,235,107,178,0.16699999999999998,0.802,0.031,-0.9381,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,4,16,0,10,5,3,1,1,18,26,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,3,1,3,5,5,0,2,3,3,17,3,22,19,4,24,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,17,91,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861126062247403,0.0,0.0,0.07241934427905189,0.1116678935004442,0.16293472505327894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188705521245983,0.0,0.06491754997472758,0.0,0.09061826560587656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085773892815492,0.0,0.0,0.09173486312784353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373592083327572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945101222676635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47933992219721505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733328085822254,0.09058345736648883,0.0,0.0,0.08227674170051827,0.0,0.2781927239749967,0.0,0.12104560836129473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953974066892582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138045911139157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868065508015966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052027425699885325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108534857532624,0.0,0.0,0.11600282128222365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828509736952519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997483635064578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216286373648201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822256896599782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694783333593167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31971172148251603,0.0,0.0,0.08198402641618023,0.0,0.11921093962360226,0.0,0.11350807785774103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006998306255114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629193804030408,0.12239880249864694,0.10094354279896764,0.0,0.0,0.07230220836249822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542279476573393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779274856846624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814948651483344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,__hoja__,2020/02/01,"I can't sleep I feel like I'm going to pass away while I sleep. I'm almost done eating my food, and my chest hurts right now. I don't want to sleep. But I need some rest and it's almost 2 in the morning. What can I do?",-2.0608974358974343,-0.44442734615384616,0.7246153846153867,105.30371794871796,91.69230769230772,3.466666666666667,10.589743589743591,3.1291,-2.13208717948718,166,1,47,0,6,57,36,52,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.6632,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,9,11,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,4,10,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312768456983765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232513475265565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203742462605435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203532408643999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888566580532837,0.15384358964606742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26039785447243285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238638419487533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053289266834864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520742712731966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967670838829484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390474275580032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465060914919699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701695092949092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yayyitsme,2020/02/01,"My ANXIETY IS CRIPPLING So I used be a confident person, like I was happy with myself I enjoyed speaking to people, trying new things and was never afraid to speak my mind. 

Now I feel like a different person. 

My heart is constantly pounding in chest. Every social situation makes me feel sick and all I ever want to do is curl up in a ball at home. I’ve told myself it’s all in my mind, but as soon a I try to be me my body fails me. My hands start to feel clammy, blood rushes to my face and I suddenly can’t breathe. Everyone’s eyes are on me and I try to speak, I try to be me but my voice like the rest of my body betrays me and all that comes out is a shaky voice that embarrasses me. 

I’m so sick of being stuck this mental prison, I’m sick of being this person that questions everything. It’s so embarrassing seeing people pity me. I so badly want to be normal again, everything was so effortless.",0.5302804642166343,2.817571776595745,2.932088974854935,89.26136363636364,86.55319148936171,5.971373307543519,18.65183752417795,7.348242739294969,0.5080553191489363,706,19,149,12,22,242,100,188,0.222,0.7,0.078,-0.9881,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,4,6,0,16,12,9,2,5,27,30,13,0,3,2,0,4,3,0,0,3,5,1,3,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,7,0,0,5,11,29,5,21,19,4,18,0,2,2,0,9,7,0,2,12,101,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024413688499742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180989548762732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29748934423765866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535226695240555,0.0,0.14470996451293586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990824818303316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112995366158713,0.11282559520698965,0.1279574747706897,0.24070072229591136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312791936393412,0.09566587741724994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255049961854452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868490152007228,0.0,0.0,0.13432341591444866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962661073516565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938647560675325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349505551759363,0.0,0.2704233983727297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328023746092596,0.12933185148329868,0.0,0.0,0.13120411795081102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567372730717505,0.35077714498728096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001070394504387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670954238111774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052131072864947,0.0,0.13650516134356455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478272884520383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896436213946289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279574747706897,0.0,0.3636664777558448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156559060064814,0.0,0.0,0.1579680776493652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weasty_boi,2020/02/01,"Terrified of phone calls I've been at my job for about 6 months now. I always try to work hard and seem enthusiastic about learning more and just wanting to help out as much as I can. Because of this, my supervisor is teaching me new things. However, one new thing involves me having to call people, and I am absolutely terrified of being on the phone in general, let alone to total strangers. I'm scared if I don't, I won't be seen as a valuable employee anymore and they'll give my job to someone who can make phone calls.

I just don't know what to do. I nearly panicked when she told me I'd have to call, and she just thinks I'm joking when I said I'd do anything besides make phone calls. Everyone says ""oh everyone gets nervous at first, but you get used to it!"", but I'm 20 y/o and I still dread making phone calls to my own family I get so freaked out. I don't think it's normal to have such an irrational fear of making phone calls, and I just feel like everyone's gonna see me as pathetic if I stand my ground on not calling.",2.9540610599078327,3.9925724101382483,4.49015841013825,87.02666618663595,73.74654377880184,8.005645161290323,26.465725806451612,8.472884824447931,1.6021430875576033,811,28,180,14,16,272,128,217,0.158,0.792,0.05,-0.9726,4,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,12,8,0,4,3,0,18,0,0,5,1,33,41,18,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,6,26,3,29,31,4,18,0,0,2,0,25,9,0,3,9,110,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524438437228183,0.0,0.0,0.07651933850516181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120110152594664,0.0,0.0,0.07567648245547393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605887949846036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7512238228652284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636194750022164,0.0,0.0,0.08669312194078779,0.10348225921848574,0.04649849973549254,0.06569731708537553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782224086250758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413827136175653,0.08821785459956435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823794448210179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061639857903264476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251520635715984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053963779192693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403686878465292,0.0,0.0449277458724244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554007299669275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340279541154686,0.0,0.06760228692660032,0.0,0.0,0.17763398790726775,0.0,0.0,0.09010274899090798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231549533280481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637545280859124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747644961338752,0.07313147932692624,0.0920695086726394,0.0,0.07328141267414445,0.08371829973145285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791868421290214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344057616873466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219027445454828,0.11785043749467135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787315833407212,0.0,0.06243582494477635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942521340774444,0.0,0.0,0.05424127790849202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694907042604517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iampambeesly,2020/02/01,"I need to move out of my parents house I’m 18F in college, and of course I’m not financially independent yet. My anxiety has been getting increasingly worse, and I know that I need medication and therapy, but I don’t want to get it while I’m still dependent. I don’t have the best relationship with them (long story) and talking to them about my mental health is near impossible for me. If I go to a psychiatrist, the cost of the visits and the anxiety medication is under my parents insurance. If I go to therapy, the cost of that is also under their insurance and because I’m still dependent on them and live with them over summers while I’m not in college. I feel as though I can’t be truly honest with a  therapist. 

The issue is that I really need help. I’ve had anxiety issues since I was around 12, but recently (the bast six months) it’s been a lot worse (increased anxiety/panic attacks, etc). My depression has also gotten a lot worse and the effect of it have led to me nearly failing out of college last semester.

I hate living my parents. I hate to say it but it’s true. My mental health is bad here but it’s gets even worse when I’m with them. There’s a lot of past and present issues that have made life with them less than pleasant. I need to move out but I can’t, and I feel so incredibly trapped. I have no options other than to live with them again this summer which means no new meds (i take antidepressants but need anxiety meds) and no therapy. Idk what to do.",2.959060402684564,4.723438503355709,4.778934228187918,82.03083087248322,75.04026845637584,8.392161073825504,26.349530201342287,9.065960079200117,2.15305755704698,1166,43,236,27,25,397,140,298,0.204,0.713,0.083,-0.9903,3,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,8,3,14,10,3,0,13,0,21,5,0,6,1,52,47,27,0,8,10,3,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,14,21,0,0,5,0,2,8,9,6,0,1,6,3,35,4,40,40,8,36,0,2,0,0,16,12,0,8,16,168,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329184270804862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543010600001489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398126416282222,0.0,0.09454418397333958,0.0,0.0,0.06938938648567428,0.05066017009507218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872138000654297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157840327514899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268428696134792,0.05489021330855026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404099143046258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302571405230603,0.0,0.09446122213841936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409839670144258,0.0,0.1766739230601757,0.0,0.0,0.055703676455060455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589226470619956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26022077139672684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567245492576561,0.06774184532052442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058699673832095074,0.0,0.0,0.2201502925771176,0.07354550356994764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119592557491737,0.0,0.07863616753632667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905259465268409,0.1846223269653353,0.1674395298863007,0.16750102821794646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633379286692445,0.1766553913798965,0.0,0.3081073340107288,0.0,0.08026353828830395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276835532292421,0.0,0.07933333500470925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323933126690287,0.0,0.08205637778902221,0.08922390385341658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608860567946405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874549587109621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327358703518284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248478205104064,0.06679682699313537,0.0,0.0,0.28511418155858026,0.0964915644930604,0.0,0.0,0.08165045563452329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901761129731028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387652718023961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,as122000,2020/02/01,"I can't concentrate Hey, 

I've recently been diagnosed with severe anxiety. It's not really a surprise to me but it explains a lot of the issues that I have. The most concerning one for me is my lack of focus which has gone off the rails. I cannot concentrate on anything and it is destroying my studying sessions. Aside from meds that the doctor recommended I take to calm down the anxiety, is there any other suggestions that anyone has that has worked for them through this? I just want to be able to focus when I study.

​

Please help

Thank you",4.845817757009346,6.440648850467291,5.3963434579439244,80.19582359813086,69.8411214953271,9.46214953271028,29.26285046728972,9.827888789773867,2.874664485981308,445,17,83,11,8,143,76,107,0.128,0.7290000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.4185,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,3,4,1,0,7,0,11,2,0,0,0,10,16,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,12,3,14,13,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,64,22,3,0.21674689416517787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484516927207436,0.26337120054048824,0.1473953206000236,0.0,0.3316215615480461,0.0,0.0,0.15155446801659972,0.0,0.17836422586567868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999353509137629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184963053035886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528087433047632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622744489744864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427045847694984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075693732791584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468733049400352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792300192262694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388536105236345,0.0,0.21401140944796704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448622958560639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296668992841226,0.0,0.0,0.1995514192836738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784293389700904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779432039529998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26337120054048824,0.0
anxiety,WickAndWax,2020/02/01,"I feel fine when I’m busy... kinda So... I’m a high stress high anxiety person in general. And I am in a stressful point in my life going through nursing school and thinking about starting the process of transitioning (ftm) 
While actually at school I feel fine. While talking to my therapist about transitioning and everything else, I feel fine. Besides of course just my regular base level of stress...
Now it’s Saturday and I really don’t have a lot I need to do this weekend, but I feel so in my head. And thinking about doing the one assignment I have to do I just can’t. 
I feel like crying over nothing in particular. 
It isn’t just this weekend either. I can never tell when it starts until I’m finally trying to do any self care like just relaxing then all of a sudden I notice oh my chest feels tight and tears are pricking behind my eyes... It’s been going on for months. 
I don’t know how to talk about it with my therapist because when I’m in there, I don’t feel it. I feel fine. So it feels like an exaggeration until I’m home watching the office, or YouTube.",2.131079216733422,4.34808435981309,3.8786782376502025,85.40475077881621,79.23364485981308,7.066844681797953,24.676457498887405,8.11559375814309,1.5720251891410766,839,31,169,16,21,281,113,214,0.069,0.812,0.12,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,17,13,1,3,8,0,15,5,4,1,2,34,38,20,0,1,7,0,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,9,7,0,1,12,3,0,2,6,4,0,1,1,12,22,9,28,37,3,33,0,0,2,0,5,13,1,3,21,111,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.11054455613281658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703401761813898,0.0,0.08665858967181775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905419730410534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549610952865008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443232962989866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946305763382082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018084069029735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154981589760459,0.1618539484539105,0.0,0.12409227294452913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875882293509774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625755845482535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937224959564055,0.11362868256958135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062255509760190474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001273684792484,0.16602808274048572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963062713729979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041870194999252,0.0,0.0,0.08399539359497066,0.08736821676447694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086948385569324,0.1289695839423584,0.0,0.0,0.07676119373618133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891138386427424,0.0,0.0,0.10708584428533396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256981724980323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292900209839757,0.0,0.0,0.11817533597904675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035977846021826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38928422295234055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820997150943572,0.0990113699492289,0.0,0.0,0.26305271064748104,0.0,0.14516999690219776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690941761865898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dillydallyally97,2020/02/01,"Can’t even get up the courage to walk my dog I’m so terrified every time I step out of the house. I live in a dense area and there’s always people out. I can feel everyone’s eyes on me every time I walk her. Just knowing that people will stare at me, and not knowing why... I’ve told my husband this and he’s very understanding and walks her most of the time but I can’t be like this forever. How can I get over it? I feel like I’ll never get over it no matter how many times I do it.",-0.7274159021406703,1.1167823669724832,1.8093807339449561,98.268627675841,87.71559633027522,5.101223241590216,16.422782874617738,6.42735559955562,-0.5442483180428135,374,8,95,4,12,128,69,109,0.057999999999999996,0.846,0.096,0.4389,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,2,1,19,17,8,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,4,14,3,11,14,1,18,0,0,2,0,5,9,0,1,7,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438314254070302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048445002697287,0.0,0.3329003685843553,0.18877405625974053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978137969482565,0.14113466804549726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096459335600741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795410452668596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714417937748892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930326162785901,0.0,0.174446336415358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029165931675094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523680378337237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739221191060041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607880005308836,0.0,0.0,0.18877405625974053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056636698253332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630051083226956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826434798267582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phillysaint,2020/02/01,"Pushover I get so scared that I if u don’t say yes to everything no ones gonna love me. And it’s to the point now where if I were to stick up for myself, my friends ask me why I’m so cranky. I’m miserable every single day of my life but I’m never going to be able to do anything because I let everyone walk all over me.",1.7548648648648637,1.905502054054054,4.054972972972973,92.35083783783787,75.75675675675676,7.541621621621622,24.259459459459467,7.554174236665415,0.7828032432432432,248,7,64,3,5,87,56,74,0.08900000000000001,0.818,0.09300000000000001,0.0766,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,6,13,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,1,10,2,9,9,2,9,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,2,3,40,12,0,0.2699945859718997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221825392252342,0.0,0.25240849129371185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645861936093254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412417185707038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274820834523333,0.2579913972599419,0.2426537245201401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859714737136129,0.0,0.1410610275547343,0.0,0.15344414523550598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760877568491301,0.19070516076046912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436806551320674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823646933978374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829553189693653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552321537059737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147105315540321,0.2703116814942167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436281188682143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GreedandJealousy,2020/02/01,"I don't know what the heck is wrong with me, I thought maybe it was autism, or it could just be plain anxiety I need help badly, I need medication or weed. Exercise isn't the solution, I've done plenty of it, where do I go? My brain needs some substance to chill  out",1.5801785714285683,3.2919238035714287,3.1065714285714314,92.73842857142859,78.82142857142857,7.337142857142857,21.91428571428571,8.238735603445708,0.9081757142857142,207,6,49,4,5,68,43,56,0.177,0.774,0.049,-0.7321,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,0,0,12,14,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,4,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383191230290132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224728648931594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974439732427758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273696510704374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726687078971625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142848045487428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785944092270858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643279626253106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676827260904837,0.0,0.0,0.26841822501096524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5927032195862857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115298681119841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29131894824652144,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caliiban,2020/02/01,"days of quiet anxiety? hey! i'm 16f, and ive been experiencing a few days of quiet anxiety. 

on tuesday i thought it was because i was worried about an online friend, but we have been talking. (the last time we talked was last night, and i don't doubt that we've lost touch) yet i still get jumpy every time i look at my phone, like i'm awaiting a text. 

i've also been nervous about my midterm grades and probably also a bunch of other things that have been building up. (frustration over mindfulness not working, worried about being alone, depressed, etc) 

since tuesday, i've been jumpy, shaky, feeling like crying every so often, not having a good appetite but still feeling painfully hungry, and really cold. 

last night something set me off crying- my sister wanted to watch stranger things with my mom and i didn't. so i started to cry. everything just came out. 

i thought it was because of PMS, but i'm nearing the end of my period. 

i'm sure it's not depression, since my mom also has it and i talked about it with her. 

i feel so much better when i'm distracted- in an engaging class, work, etc. other times i'm in pain, sadness and feel really cold. 

any tips to get all this out of my head?",2.9651529888551136,5.0245890127659605,3.938541033434653,86.7566666666667,75.8936170212766,6.688956433637284,26.08409321175279,7.62386473244151,1.4517497467071934,938,35,183,13,21,302,130,235,0.223,0.669,0.109,-0.9842,0,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,0,4,16,18,1,4,8,0,17,4,1,0,2,34,36,17,0,1,7,3,5,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,12,14,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,14,12,22,7,25,21,6,31,0,4,2,0,12,10,0,3,21,114,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361628049802114,0.0,0.2400174630460539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803392070391556,0.0,0.15306805487598912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197280964750852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848152938788566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442464272619085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296836712713773,0.12904128835597029,0.0,0.17233694520108991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861003182160802,0.0,0.2231528806483657,0.0,0.0,0.1685841822735852,0.0,0.08991384970421072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023427049514154,0.07147205244645143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729439387162161,0.0,0.10453859759012436,0.0,0.0,0.08391286374151732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267486699647352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446496879781011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775370903264956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840124672062617,0.0,0.10921075911283476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101676707016903,0.2343426108602129,0.0,0.0,0.07354446743143465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777060697707285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290952319914053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786525667104413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818257037416173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165516248095354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701940424499999,0.0,0.0,0.07081225145195487,0.0,0.15979187414330046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429107608277652,0.0,0.0,0.2412367540989694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293069019717715,0.0,0.0,0.15884885293113668,0.17501084919487386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059009037681102876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566766757045024,0.2032007791003349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Te545688,2020/02/01,Does anybody else get anxiety about not being able to sleep? I have this fear of not being able to sleep well and I freak out about the harm it can do to my body. So I often get really anxious before I go to sleep or if I wake up in the middle of the night. It sucks. I’ll start focus constantly on my breathing and shaking. I try to get up and do something relaxing to get my mind off of it but it often doesn’t work. Does anybody else experience this? I feel like this anxiety regarding sleep leads to insomnia and then insomnia leads me to be more anxious about sleep. Seems like it’s a vicious cycle,1.3815694789081905,3.6209265241935498,3.260645161290324,88.67442928039705,82.14516129032259,6.718610421836227,22.44168734491315,7.882392219407189,1.187088833746898,475,16,99,9,13,159,71,124,0.163,0.759,0.078,-0.7976,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,2,2,4,0,8,10,8,2,0,17,17,9,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,6,1,0,0,1,11,4,20,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,5,6,66,19,3,0.2579218135476878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973094814009328,0.2913782347834579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973623324494433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324649527037922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936092602106004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257091171400113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215460579414846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126148512482698,0.0,0.14511687338682602,0.06520650930654831,0.09212969756684164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695070044967794,0.0,0.07329145522483832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600756996537307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021375321951925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102107495584392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261565911206914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740116609397865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6452702039920908,0.0,0.0,0.09928040649436357,0.0,0.0,0.09127919357267117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755599048319393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595134277197128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388507604834513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DodgyDingo1337,2020/02/01,"How do i stop anxiety before my shift at work? I work at a bowling alley, relatively relaxed working environment however i get really anxious before my shifts because its the feeling of uncertainty before the shift, not necessarily knowing what to expect makes me feel anxious, does anyone know any techniques to help with this?",10.444047619047616,10.753450071428572,10.654285714285717,51.92404761904766,57.214285714285715,12.466666666666667,45.45238095238096,11.855464076750405,6.153566666666667,268,15,34,7,3,90,45,56,0.18,0.7020000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.4303,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,7,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,21,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006102192948908,0.0,0.15756014035992694,0.4653562033039972,0.0,0.14401321278025447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555234352279418,0.0,0.525774722731435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023847574173013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828085271470512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076064899542513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380517891796148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263823330876199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748103721168475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194434198704405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721932074908454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498277220592728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helpfulraccoon,2020/02/01,"Experiencing a return of crippling anxiety after being sick... I (27F) have suffered from anxiety in various intensities almost my entire life. I’ve been on medication, gone to therapy, and the past few years I’ve been doing really, really well (with no medication other than a few Xanax for the rare sudden panic attack, mostly just mindfulness and trying to live a healthy life). In the past six months I got married (had anxiety about the planning process and being in front of a ton of people but totally manageable), lost two grandfathers (I planned one of their funerals, totally manageable anxiety with the support of my family and friends), left a toxic job (pretty severe anxiety but it wasn’t interfering with my basic life activities and was manageable), dealt with some serious family issues (mentally unwell mother but I’ve handled that the best of all in general) and in my day-to-day life my baseline anxiety has been less than it has probably ever been since I was a young child. 

I started a new job mid-January and have another really good opportunity lined up that I’m waiting to hear back about. Right as I started my new job, I got the flu. I was sick in bed for a week, just completely miserable. I got sick on a Sunday and by the next Saturday I was physically much better but I woke up that day and was hit with this wave of sudden totally crippling anxiety like I have never experienced before. I spent that entire Saturday and Sunday sobbing, feeling like a failure and that my life was over. I couldn’t pinpoint what was causing it (I usually can) and my soul felt like a black pit. I started regretting quitting my previous job (because I missed the routine despite everything there being horrible), I had this unbearable desire to see my parents and it felt like I had mentally regressed to a child. I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t eat. I was vomiting bile from “anxiety stomach”. Nothing that usually brings me comfort (spending time with my husband and best friend, holing up in my house which is my safe space, taking my dog for a walk, watching comforting tv shows) even began to touch the horrible feelings I was having. My dad called me and it was so bad he asked if I was having feelings like I wanted to harm myself (I wasn’t, I was just overwhelmingly sad and anxious). I can’t stand to be alone and I’m an introvert so that’s not at all like me. I ended up taking a Xanax out of desperation last weekend and it helped some but not much. Any time I have any obligation to do (work, cleaning the house, leaving the house) I feel sick. I am dreading everything I have to do and I don’t know how to cope because this is so much worse than anything I’ve ever felt and it’s such a stark contrast to how strong and mentally well I was feeling before having the flu. 

Every day since last Saturday I’ve felt a little better, but I would still classify my anxiety as overwhelming and crippling. I haven’t felt even close to this bad in probably 6+ years so it’s scary and I feel alone. I don’t know why this is happening all of a sudden and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if it will continue to ease off or if something happened when I was sick with the flu that has messed up my brain chemistry. I don’t have a therapist right now because I’ve been doing so well and I don’t know if I should go to my primary care doctor and talk to her about all this and see about getting back on medication. 

Any comforting words would be so appreciated. If you’ve experienced the same kind of regression after being ill, did it ever go away?",5.1872950971322815,6.24861203478261,6.433213074313913,75.08784921369106,68.5072463768116,10.162195497995684,31.927227875423988,10.297328927527833,3.4368411964230656,2824,119,518,74,47,953,292,690,0.18100000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.138,-0.9804,5,2,1,0,0,0,75.0,0,0,1,11,30,42,1,5,34,0,68,25,3,3,11,102,115,50,1,14,17,4,12,6,2,4,21,1,2,2,28,36,1,2,16,3,2,6,17,17,3,3,38,20,69,25,72,63,21,79,1,9,4,0,16,27,1,10,51,364,97,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055680574253315115,0.1151804322183364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134403255143096,0.05830689904884943,0.3828404226446791,0.06281804703843638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045758340585807335,0.0,0.0519833545500127,0.06325894084564078,0.05224291450501878,0.08551393085357094,0.09285603641680096,0.10168923889103418,0.0,0.09463185700091407,0.0,0.11670845074549074,0.09835655892348633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207379139171235,0.0567791248144107,0.0,0.056693205874808875,0.057121856129060275,0.0,0.0,0.05830099280909351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434430119997937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056914276971036126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056898000030772514,0.0,0.0,0.04924970147084304,0.0,0.0,0.07345341851317548,0.15089425680051355,0.046849778061221724,0.0,0.09994873413298516,0.0,0.10483926502655656,0.0,0.16869395499804998,0.07944872999442495,0.26694855362449066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592087702238775,0.0,0.029051421253630163,0.0,0.06320343158439269,0.04663900242303582,0.13341767087921858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983429869831354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267110009586918,0.0,0.03727099252079898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248280049615413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803738066438319,0.22071831838890474,0.0,0.0,0.05790425759350044,0.15279581477158458,0.09065131678779953,0.0,0.05887787657081156,0.0604152109880525,0.0,0.19637798109559093,0.16299534788176126,0.055731017016737716,0.04910040910682743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060699642841112976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804916290704205,0.16811088514885833,0.0,0.05614539933549964,0.0,0.04438353902572205,0.0,0.12262865698284428,0.0,0.042886157119558455,0.10740769463034153,0.059136759548638576,0.0,0.0,0.05335468774650515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03767952165178253,0.0,0.0,0.06524071975914908,0.06174299262447148,0.0,0.10616290786465467,0.03854964336852024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657047741581095,0.11990361770368632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914297330060168,0.0,0.0,0.10686634224557427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497307158207777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862028812519285,0.0,0.0,0.06281804703843638,0.0,0.09199438979641987,0.0,0.055645356019128185,0.0,0.0,0.04280759851395791,0.0,0.0,0.11807293732299308,0.0,0.044406383437868284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631001204308698,0.0,0.0,0.0836163784042847,0.04469335235498775,0.0,0.0,0.0635893906513011,0.06456192135616813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484767694895407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03775227983488639,0.0,0.054318199290308136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248254085059054,0.0,0.032797386821018584,0.0,0.04460313627082452,0.0,0.14998725439803656,0.0,0.050175042909875865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04048124684257951,0.0,0.05666644786830091,0.0790006754024844,0.0,0.0,0.07161584963319417
anxiety,SubstantialScientist,2020/02/01,Prescribed Hydroxyzine scared to try it I’ll be out of work at 3 today and am planning on trying it.. I suffer from dissociation panic attacks where I feel “high” almost everyday from a bad marijuana trip I was diagnosed with PTSD from it yesterday it has been a living hell. I read that you can die from hyrdro if your allergic but I have taken Benadryl many times and was fine..,4.138538812785388,6.092227808219178,5.6426712328767135,76.27761415525117,72.28767123287672,8.702283105022829,27.235159817351605,9.2995712137729,2.550225570776256,302,11,54,7,6,102,59,73,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.9227,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,1,7,2,2,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,8,10,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,1,7,1,10,5,0,10,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,2,4,37,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548337161470624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788947185227457,0.0,0.0,0.2046908926502056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882316249216566,0.2544280928325997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395574039742499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590155514749691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164728747295165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854469384445546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876319446740004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28656846675694325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452173983836339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454389750306913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294955280443006,0.0,0.2323745372999243,0.0,0.0,0.33288295116525396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847288924991542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mr_blurg,2020/02/01,"Having a lot of difficulty managing anxiety RE: school and future work/career I'm 31. I returned to college in 2018 after 10 years out of school. Since 2015, I haven't worked a steady job due to generalized anxiety disorder and panic attacks. In 2015 I found some help through a local peer support group for mental health and addictions, which helped me get into volunteering from 2016-2018 and encouraged me to return to college for social services.

Last year in school went pretty well. Anxiety was manageable. I got good grades. I got along with students and professors. I enjoyed learning the content. Starting in the 2nd year I began to find the schedule overwhelming, since we were expected to do 2 full days of job placement followed by 3 school days (7 classes total). The work placement component really messed me up. Like I said, I haven't worked since 2015. So I managed to take a reduced course load, which means the work placement components are shifted to next year and all I have is the classes that aren't directly related to placement this year.

That seemed to be working OK for me. Although I had some struggles with anxiety, they were manageable, and I finished the semester well. This semester, however, something has changed. On Monday night I had a terrible panic attack and went to the emergency room. They couldn't do much for me. Every morning/early afternoon since then I have had severe anxiety. I tend to calm down a bit in the evening, but then don't sleep very well and the whole cycle starts over. I haven't had it this bad since I quit working in 2015 (I had similar episodes at points in 2008 and 2012 as well). My reflex in these situations is to run away. Drop all the responsibilities and hide, hoping it will get better.

This time I really don't want to do that, but I'm so tempted. I am seeing a counselor at school and he has been somewhat helpful. I may look into some med changes as a possible way to help. I am still attending peer support groups. I have a good support network in my life (girlfriend, some close friends, my sister, and formal supports like groups and counseling). I know I can call a crisis line if things get totally unbearable.

The thing is, I still have this urge to run away. I don't believe that I am strong enough to handle these emotions and symptoms and finish the semester. I think forward to next year when I'll be expected to do work placement, which I have been dreading and put off. I think also about how I can possibly work and financially support myself if there is always a risk I could feel this way. I know it'll be bad for me if I drop out of school. What would I even do? Apply for disability? But I also can't seem to convince myself that I'm strong enough to stick it out.",4.9616674020689295,6.5690819770554505,5.388374760994264,80.31575035544444,69.57361376673039,8.576339657792813,31.00107858998872,9.057496981413335,2.7079405696916226,2186,92,399,42,39,698,257,523,0.11699999999999999,0.75,0.133,0.9217,4,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,1,0,2,12,16,35,2,6,24,1,50,5,1,1,4,65,85,35,0,10,6,1,1,2,2,4,4,1,1,0,23,28,0,0,11,0,0,8,9,12,4,0,17,4,52,23,64,59,16,71,0,1,2,0,18,29,0,13,34,269,75,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378422320650451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358039222255674,0.04868476808598953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237988503563138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312648987682132,0.10994360221678123,0.0,0.0977063323128248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592041009263355,0.0,0.05174708614627711,0.06387745239121995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059744958449943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379103586186978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671524461635534,0.0,0.0,0.07546784861403201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705719980381142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581555160118825,0.0,0.1209123477128689,0.0,0.0772902268469298,0.0,0.04929695645724957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02958426876385231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347681741962725,0.0,0.0,0.06415287998514532,0.04520445889632983,0.0,0.09170672996721176,0.0,0.0,0.09815034208501426,0.09359112442846264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219308856798946,0.0,0.0,0.15687130837762508,0.0,0.0,0.058113346636561536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612372332603793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431081588306974,0.04769322504197103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041327140421375454,0.0571697803759165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913342262457461,0.0,0.0,0.04974286541473553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373422984587565,0.06499110074480273,0.0,0.05896402877542852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043011371052064734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445148648014967,0.05490740181708288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729708247512346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531059051676873,0.13192181965820654,0.0,0.05952541244248381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881842175969585,0.0,0.0622322815647508,0.0,0.0,0.07496564037139182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565613537192606,0.0,0.0,0.35528971765214595,0.046624665747910896,0.10653008995116177,0.0,0.06609932122915373,0.0,0.2419991948616657,0.06576736854137752,0.05855196771985687,0.05964328380096723,0.0,0.04504363536630538,0.0,0.0,0.08282695160099349,0.0,0.09345186429271356,0.0,0.0,0.061167055539963565,0.0,0.0,0.3319806430313189,0.0,0.060813994469453875,0.043992022330632936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774250654011865,0.07498132276553124,0.0,0.0,0.03411748400097983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827664061451455,0.034510544487842174,0.09288457308468297,0.0,0.0,0.2104290338235342,0.10847817972268056,0.0,0.06532400473292449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833619092695433,0.0,0.0,0.041563621180023394,0.0,0.0,0.2260700199947398
anxiety,thejhorton,2020/02/01,Waking up with Anxiety I wake up everyday with a pit in my stomach. I often lay in bed for an hour or more just gathering the courage to get up and face the world.,4.4105714285714255,3.843953628571427,6.069285714285716,82.71821428571431,69.85714285714286,10.428571428571429,31.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.853,127,5,29,3,2,44,29,35,0.049,0.86,0.092,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,2,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658096401327875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864225381995945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7283797588512386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Polymaster,2020/02/01,Try not to get anxiety https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6MqQ06NJ3UQ just try not to get anxiety,16.362500000000004,21.422583583333328,8.756666666666668,53.655,46.5,14.8,37.0,13.023866798666859,6.758899999999999,81,3,9,3,1,20,7,12,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.2584,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6660627230091314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548908851480831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911300462900314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MissBoomey,2020/02/01,I don’t want meds My anxiety is through the roof... my s/o does not understand it and just says it’s all on my head and kind of dismisses it . I feel like I live in a constant apocalypse in my head 1/4 out of the day. I hate living like this but don’t want meds.,-0.5472316384180793,1.122018372881353,2.0450000000000017,97.91518361581923,85.61016949152544,6.6451977401129945,20.002824858757066,7.793537801064563,0.4625231638418077,200,6,53,4,6,69,41,59,0.069,0.818,0.113,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,1,11,8,3,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,7,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276676428619472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992637591787274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137217612009505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619451232615555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075817791914214,0.15200133983576147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100641267923188,0.43672223804166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156489441743749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789517354367856,0.0,0.375755684011337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726740623907411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920147328723356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149875577638173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25099189075804706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hurricane_news,2020/02/01,"Some pigeon sat by our window for days and took massive dumps outside my window which has cracks on the sill. Scared of getting Cryptococcosis and dieing horribly Hello there folks!


There were some stupid bitchass pigeons that sat by our windows taking massive dumps, without us noticing. We just thought they were nesting 



That is, until some maggot or worm fucks decides to waltz in our house, through cracks on the outer window sill.




Some cleaner dude came in to clean the bird poop out.


While the worms come in occasionally after cleaning , I'm scared the cleaner may have unleashed Cryptococcosis into our house


. Basically, it's airborne and a fungal disease and almost always kills you. It goes straight for your brain, and most treatments rarely succeed in destroying it



The other issue is that it has a massive incubation time of 2 months to over an year, meaning that I won't even know if I have it, for upto a fucking year.


Its also one of the worst ways to die, as it causes meningitis, and cracks up your brain.



To add more info, the window is not open to the outside world whatsoever. Imagine 2 buildings packed tightly close to each other.

If you were to climb out of this window and go straight you would bang into the outer walls of the next apartment.


There's roughly a 1-3 meter space between one building and the next .


So I don't suppose the fungus, if it existed, could've dissipated into the air. 

The cleneaer guy scraped it off, and applied dettol disinfectant , but I'm afraid scraping it would released the spores on the shit dust.


This one bird almost sat in the same place for a full 3 weeks, and was one of the 2 main occupants



Am I at risk of dying to this horrible disease?",7.089329237921305,7.614588233438487,6.625359455420887,77.27844429686205,64.14195583596214,8.440245724721901,34.034368255022414,8.032893268588372,2.5747261829653,1358,55,237,14,19,422,186,317,0.098,0.855,0.046,-0.9415,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,6,5,1,2,7,14,8,4,25,0,17,8,4,1,0,49,33,20,4,5,8,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,8,1,20,22,0,1,6,0,0,5,4,13,0,4,10,2,17,1,45,19,11,48,0,0,0,2,14,31,3,12,11,163,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24145665609157216,0.0,0.0,0.09641570398388108,0.1003196519445924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691805948728397,0.0,0.1378941224718251,0.0,0.12385335959287093,0.0,0.10385598258643916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626125921236392,0.0,0.0,0.0777543840056376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753819827409971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963197690813227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292060767948207,0.06299018216565475,0.0,0.06851980896628107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937820248791495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782314058729707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258384279567779,0.0,0.0,0.13338719454125308,0.0,0.06625931394257753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133051684259536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623374994217657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564442699125985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726393349596738,0.0,0.0,0.32679157581165674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596465566638165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414129877540892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375813345146935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906497975044864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571506040447253,0.07030236056908455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395203590778393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502472544214212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569880282082538,0.0967098874210048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162202576306912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712916862609755,0.0,0.0,0.15527968063797734
anxiety,killing-itt,2020/02/01,"How to stop being afraid of being alone. I hate being alone, whenever I’m alone I overthink constantly and my anxiety starts to creep up until it hits me full force and I end up having an anxiety attack. I have my amazing boyfriend and kitty who are usually always there for me and my anxiety attacks. I smoke medicinally for my anxiety but I still can’t handle being alone for long periods of time. I tried playing games on my phone or Xbox, maybe even clean but I always end up letting my mind and anxiety win. I’m now 21 and it’s a new year so I’m trying some changes like facing my fear of being alone. Any tips or tricks would be greatly appreciated!",1.9807088331515807,4.421947534351144,3.912720828789535,83.67643129770994,81.29007633587787,7.1016357688113425,23.860959651035987,8.192908349453996,1.6992852780806975,521,19,100,11,14,176,83,131,0.21100000000000002,0.643,0.145,0.2099,0,5,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,4,2,2,0,12,1,1,1,0,15,18,13,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,17,5,13,9,2,19,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,15,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6173777221246008,0.0,0.0,0.19840050504246334,0.0,0.0,0.0810734119956975,0.0,0.4560133146797639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712589980858168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611852228270434,0.0,0.0,0.12883402735739893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111863477070383,0.0,0.0,0.07874341731582757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415518804111012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144002304279226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770466676531485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191011203153855,0.0,0.05824467151468615,0.0,0.0,0.10550558888808276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977210617112895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037780404858947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514302659298135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438424210905211,0.0,0.09520892160812104,0.09967291871391573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951790388132216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188455681632485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130353934951258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469017885579047,0.0,0.0,0.07677350963703122
anxiety,CheezIt624,2020/02/01,"Appointment is still weeks away, but I’m suffering now. Any suggestions? Since my appointment for a psychiatrist is still weeks away, I’m inquiring - what are your tips for keeping it together until then? At what point is it worth going to urgent treatment or the ER?

Due to work, my anxiety is through the roof. I can’t stop vomiting, I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I’m losing weight at a rapid weight, and I feel like I’m ready to lose it. My mind is unfocused, I continually shake like a chihuahua, and I’m miserable. 

This has been going on for the past two or three weeks. I’m trying to decide whether I have any other options aside from toughing it out until my appointment. Work will continue to be insane until April. Any thoughts?",2.7806393606393627,5.150885930069928,4.071893106893107,84.06190559440559,77.81118881118881,8.0017982017982,25.5989010989011,8.841846274778883,2.138632767232767,580,22,113,14,14,190,85,143,0.205,0.703,0.091,-0.9572,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,3,8,0,2,6,0,14,5,1,0,0,15,25,10,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,3,2,4,0,1,3,3,6,1,2,2,3,11,2,19,21,0,26,0,4,0,0,2,7,0,3,18,70,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156138621896839,0.0,0.11834880668698793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907006471326553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830171025307602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822343366229619,0.11052119431922301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758446924015161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137508802040176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116197592781816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461503685176638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620782334782599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768330935468205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624611284620787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279734720955505,0.0,0.15481660200191916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470950276131516,0.12934020355397907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281839083424485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503445570289036,0.0,0.1511241843451919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37228475959632057,0.3767777224407488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252539844947609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zparkp1ug,2020/02/01,"I'm afraid about losing my friends because of a stupid age difference. I am currently in matric but nearly all of my friends are in a lower grade, I know it is only the beginning of the year but I've already begun to feel incredibly scared about the end of the year.

I am a prime example of an introvert, although I've learnt to be more social I still prefer to hide all my problems from everyone and tend to take ridiculous amounts of time to make friends.

The only thing that makes me truely happy is making my closest friends enjoy their life and I am so worried about what will happen when they're no longer there.

I am finding that I have begun to lose connection with all the people close to me which causes even more stress.

Medication doesn't help, the only medicine that actually works causes me to lose all ability to feel any emotion and so I'd really appreciate some advice on how to cope.",7.696243686868688,6.840370732954548,7.792348484848485,74.02588383838385,63.26136363636364,10.776767676767678,34.89646464646465,9.994966539143718,3.324007070707072,723,27,134,13,9,235,111,176,0.193,0.659,0.14800000000000002,-0.7565,2,0,0,2,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,10,15,2,3,11,0,11,2,0,6,4,24,22,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,2,15,6,25,20,8,17,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,1,11,90,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.12693300704048951,0.0,0.0,0.12710635320125954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435393805972668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845446436034543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792916197704581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672427021479615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589915956288293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463152197019116,0.11520654433314766,0.0,0.0,0.08591234325927116,0.0,0.0,0.12429083708042846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315381753580958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888485470917955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019779625946716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502359761951275,0.13846569694794153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718554882469506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148501323941385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187478465646001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365570431641551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26047528438825196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103540230296468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29678035461556584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017661153523407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446280638972253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332843738436935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022630026567547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325935886089942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387689324854607,0.0,0.14899879512050146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977991106333256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641507704380763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758469244097271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469508280759324,0.13209598893431504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752618410503814
anxiety,lkud074,2020/02/01,"Cant handle a raised or angry male voices Since I was a kid and the later in my own relationships, I've been dealt with domestic violence and angry man voices.  Even though I am in a healthy relationship now, a raised male voice still triggers me.  Had a male coworker raised his voice at me and I walked out of the office into the cold to cry because it gives me instant panic.",9.8472,6.456710786666669,9.736,69.78800000000001,61.13333333333333,12.666666666666668,37.0,10.504223727775694,3.6226,299,9,58,5,3,99,54,75,0.217,0.7490000000000001,0.034,-0.9371,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,8,0,8,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,3,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207440676316095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280892904995794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727732864895764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28652398488584874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504401884552613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6413476043494121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24707369428249726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385286587584104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934545668460697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gonzito3420,2020/02/01,"Is it okay to mix zoloft/sertraline with magnesium citrate and Vitamin B supplements? Just wondering if it's okay to mix them, I have been taking sertraline for a while and even tho I am better I still feel that my nervous system isn't calm 100%. Is okay to take them as a combo?",1.8243452380952403,4.2335422678571435,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,81.67857142857143,8.019047619047619,23.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.0423190476190483,221,8,44,6,6,74,42,56,0.07400000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.7268,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,1,2,3,6,1,0,0,0,7,10,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,5,6,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754424079330271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28038321612036204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464375926870707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339012257199443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6383536551978237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460360301736115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MANDEEx88,2020/02/01,"Fear When Going to Movies Hello. This is my first time posting here so I hope I am following all the rules. I have dealt with anxiety for quite a few years now including minor panic attacks. About a year ago I developed a new anxiety or fear and just wanted to find out if any others have the same anxiety and what you do to help. 

About a year ago my dad started this routine of our family getting together once a month to pick a movie and see in the theaters. At first it seemed exciting but upon the first time going, I realized I could not stop thinking about a possible mass shooting happening while we are at the theater. I found myself thinking and worrying most of the movie about how I would get myself and my son out of the theater. I was looking for all the exits, watching every person who came in and out, and constantly thinking about the different things I could do if someone came in with a gun. I just kept running these thoughts over and over in my head and did not get to enjoy the movie. I felt sick to my stomach and was having bad palpitations. Second time we went to the theater I had the same anxieties and did the exact same thing throughout the entire movie. It’s been about a year and about 8 different theater visits now but even at the most recent movie showing, my anxiety over theaters has not let up. Do any of you have anxiety at movie theaters? I’ve started skipping the get together the last few times they went because of this.",6.155931888544892,6.407627936842108,6.433147574819403,78.79987616099072,66.12280701754386,9.653250773993813,33.25593395252837,9.478462496947786,2.99149742002064,1162,47,218,21,17,374,147,285,0.13,0.84,0.03,-0.9765,2,0,0,2,0,0,18.0,3,2,1,4,16,8,1,3,26,0,21,3,2,2,3,57,47,21,0,7,10,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,21,0,2,9,1,0,9,3,5,0,4,14,4,27,3,39,29,9,53,0,0,3,0,13,18,0,7,25,167,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712575522275993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138063760917587,0.0,0.443385706111004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989478316156263,0.0,0.0,0.0806557448706454,0.058885572581553525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209659882015869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438870304898076,0.0,0.1542521456760069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184982593062836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380242375285665,0.0,0.08138843509518047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106450521377146,0.2174004240052867,0.0,0.0,0.0927497458025422,0.0,0.08828931431960824,0.24650000295077326,0.0,0.10591531169612524,0.0,0.0,0.20187499800182965,0.0,0.10979835128732053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542176872944582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913796936046387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474796426459102,0.0,0.0,0.09594414505072267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874070185599577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877855054724716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111844352403602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710403196721545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093295470596692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287429105448608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133375718181982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434611799238673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890033815983266,0.09251469774902484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274443643087956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537940320782412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697652866965751,0.08793968162307124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184762834590753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674588572937674,0.0,0.0,0.08076070372921243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835155357236247,0.18568932931626567,0.0,0.07668844954711622,0.2253095389069404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697632089282921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909562626364414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810050502993732,0.0,0.06862083032782301,0.0,0.0,0.2488251671989001
anxiety,pawpadscrushingit,2020/02/01,"Political anxiety & paranoia Hi, this is my first post in this sub, so please inform me if this is not allowed or not formatted correctly.  

For the past 2-3 weeks I have had severe anxiety, with the past week reaching up to severe paranoia and delusional thinking. I feel like I have no one except for my therapist to talk to as I tried explaining my situation to my family as best I could but had a very hard time with it because I feel like they either dont take me seriously or just dont understand the severity of what I'm going through. Not sure which

I was dxd with Bipolar 2, BPD and PTSD about 5 years ago. I was at university at the time, constantly suicidal for 3 years straight before I started therapy (for the first time ever!) and much needed medication to gain control of the suicidal thinking. I (barely) finished school, and then started working  a full time at a non profit related to my field. I liked working but I had never worked full time before and it was incredibly stressful for me. I actually ended up having to go on medical leave for the last 3 weeks I was supposed to work there and instead went to an Intensive Outpatient Program.  I think the stress of working so much from my perspective at the time just made my mental health explode, if you will, and I did 2 other IOPs, 2 Partial Hospitalization Programs, 4 Residential Treatment programs, and 5 inpatient full hospitalizations.  All of this occurring over about 5 years. 

Fast forward to today, I do pet care and service dog training. I love animals, they help my mental health, and the work environment us low key and casual.  I love dogs and am generally confident in my knowledge and care of dogs so that makes it pretty easy for me to work with client owners.  I am even working right now to become certified by a nationally respected US dog training organization 🙂

However, over the past few weeks my anxiety has really been ramping up to dangerously high levels.  I was trying to inform my mom as best I could (albeit, badly because I was horribly upset and anxious) of my needs and asking her and my dad to please respect those boundaries and needs. I felt as if my very real and serious mental health needs were blown off for something much less important.

I live with my parents but have plans for moving out once I get my next full time job training guide dogs. I'd move out sooner (now!) but I just dont have the money right now, and I'm saving up for a new car. Living at home has been really helpful in some ways as I have less expenses to stress over and I can sometimes take breaks from work which is nice. 
However  my parents, especially my dad are really into political commentary news shows- FOX, CNN, MSNBC, etc. I have never really liked them and the politics have always given me anxiety. 

Fast forward to these past few weeks and I am extra stressed because of expensive car trouble that I barely have enough money to pay for, and I still need to dedicate ~ $800 ( a lot for me) for taxes coming up in April. I'm stuck in a loop where I literally cant stop working because I need to afford all of my expenses. The stress of this is always there, it never goes away.  Its getting worse as I find myself  overeating/eating basically nothing, eating copious amounts of sugar and soda, and smoking copious amounts of marijuana. 

That has been going on 2-3 weeks and then on Monday, the paranoia struck. I was so stressed and tired of dealing with my car and worrying about the tax money that I started having EXTREME paranoia and delusions.  I had first had thoughts of political figures from my dads shows coming to kill me because of my sexual orientation, which then turned into a general 'people are coming to kill you' type thought. That took me to a 'there are imposters taking the place of people you know and they will try to kill you' A variety of paranoid delusions followed. My T works at a Ketamine clinic and I keep thinking I am going to be ""slipped"" ketamine or some other drug that I dont want, without my knowledge it's being given to me. I keep thinking the food or water is contaminated and scenarios are running in my head where if someone offered me food or drink, I would have to refuse it. The delusions have such an influence on your behavior, even if you are self aware enough to know that it is a delusion.

I told my T this on Thursday on the phone, and she offered to call my mom and let her know that it's not a good idea for me to have those news programs on because of all the stress it is causing me. I thought this was great, and coming from my T, this decision would be respected by my family.  Well, when I discussed this  with my mom tonight, that is not the impression I got from her and it made me really, really upset.

 From our conversation, it seemed like she was more interested in everyone in the house getting a fair chance for watching their favorite shows, politics included. That it's only fair that my dad gets to watch his shows too.  I tried to tell her that this decision was for my health and wellbeing, but I was so upset that I dont think I did a very good job of articulating this. I just dissociated really badly during that conversation and the dissociation occurs when the politics come on also, even if I just look at or hear the TV for half a second. I have a total, horrible out of body experience when that happens.  I know I should have been more specific with my mom during our conversation tonight, but I have a very hard time openly communicating when I am stressed.

Now I've been sitting with the aftermath of all of this for a few hours now. I have a history of self harm and it's been a really rough night for that as well. I feel like I cant even relax or walk around in my own house and it's the worst feeling. I know I need to learn how to communicate better with my parents and speak my mind. I am sure if my mom knew about the delusions and the extreme anxiety I am having, to the extent I am having it, there would be no question about not having those shows on. But all my therapist mentioned was that these shows are causing me stress and it's best not to have them on  but the actual details of it are so much more intense. 

Has anyone been in this situation before?. Do you have tips for making something difficult to talk about easier? Please dont be too harsh in the comments as I'm having a really rough time and am in a fragile state",6.837557303739081,6.6394883683360275,7.487035892393062,73.34096497389434,64.75121163166398,10.73093114186041,34.42021961555571,10.342113300248739,3.4959169394301224,5072,204,941,110,69,1687,460,1238,0.14,0.741,0.11800000000000001,-0.9741,11,0,4,0,0,1,116.0,4,7,6,21,47,56,4,12,58,0,103,21,2,10,13,188,180,89,5,21,37,12,10,6,0,6,10,2,2,2,59,66,7,5,34,10,10,21,21,25,2,6,41,16,144,31,160,125,38,150,0,1,3,2,67,62,0,19,72,686,203,25,0.0,0.0,0.06810144534593977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03093070999498282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02790407359671608,0.0580678631258419,0.03780675971370405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334659845483689,0.03941937580010905,0.0,0.02439813164393314,0.0,0.0,0.031062339290660424,0.03262042494099583,0.0,0.03278330315659498,0.0,0.05826871683200927,0.1276233984230694,0.03853678991973302,0.08907461095134196,0.0,0.10985475900349316,0.030860193379126932,0.0,0.038758470983998115,0.043946754713248416,0.0,0.03562985104091297,0.0,0.07115187093685454,0.07168984135318439,0.0,0.15028697928896287,0.0,0.037707145276365296,0.03913568264297592,0.055718750174212905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035973349520154484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536737185034505,0.03418204487013477,0.04046502567807412,0.035704447228601166,0.0,0.0,0.030905011885111112,0.07210799119771928,0.03891513346095405,0.09218649877484712,0.031562890471364666,0.0,0.033341940941074164,0.0,0.03413223794066673,0.06578839332843944,0.0,0.07057218661176576,0.07478311151352822,0.033502936976632536,0.0,0.03189174598556,0.08904039565974889,0.08438597423827608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292101209217265,0.0,0.07932242210450204,0.05853350908317598,0.0279072737570952,0.038469868137043325,0.0,0.0,0.030855935069276082,0.0,0.06251489387780088,0.0,0.03581048239793571,0.14835932864918652,0.03932716413443613,0.0,0.046776343101576266,0.03686657385820565,0.035000717296499576,0.0,0.03436276611242232,0.080524119055285,0.0,0.03939016734582495,0.0,0.0,0.06925221929628557,0.0620293458366629,0.115812443602368,0.0,0.09588193086422428,0.028442609184002026,0.0,0.0369468528914494,0.0,0.03568065362327738,0.0,0.10228230858385796,0.0,0.06162265685645564,0.0,0.0293014937940004,0.0,0.0,0.029664944642319013,0.06298493746835628,0.06603356523226557,0.0465829541564822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030244139313638,0.10549239382938908,0.0,0.03523217769726359,0.20433242785657035,0.0,0.07417188347160335,0.10260204599084224,0.18111002180614544,0.0807353439251624,0.03370006294422183,0.03710930629253921,0.03274489762053025,0.0,0.03348095947156831,0.0,0.0,0.03716011143633487,0.023644530417367974,0.026537845396868227,0.0,0.0,0.11623428349172625,0.0,0.13323800272200698,0.04838109271286591,0.0,0.036455959735432135,0.11490674207095375,0.0,0.0,0.033418033238564765,0.03549892130649945,0.0,0.0,0.0407882750088408,0.0,0.03908836150782107,0.0,0.0,0.03971609238620768,0.20118125462180333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959719182759503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03531377387242975,0.0,0.031765452138653005,0.07280241982016512,0.11825812740032715,0.0,0.0,0.07844282112759066,0.0,0.0,0.029564888943174036,0.053724968937331016,0.034510259798274365,0.0,0.07409274416490423,0.0,0.027865748764682383,0.029172271512081436,0.3597303091285656,0.0,0.0,0.07633497884189147,0.0,0.06577284235412076,0.0,0.07870601520003889,0.056091653125413816,0.03049818840071467,0.0,0.03990340682590525,0.08102737223774811,0.0,0.1341488937459815,0.0,0.08310389219230434,0.1831185114100824,0.04010459201421045,0.03307466672695871,0.033341940941074164,0.03876762097827601,0.0947607495796041,0.03795377382656442,0.0,0.03632504417665183,0.08394442906847673,0.0,0.0,0.11516215315754287,0.020580909106712918,0.02769659222190994,0.16793528676056754,0.0,0.06274634148501039,0.03234633921410135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03363579259762792,0.0,0.2794292584876216,0.035435730944113585,0.03555914437153828,0.07436136888132265,0.0,0.0,0.06741021624425016
anxiety,pfpfpfpfppalt,2020/02/01,"overthinking overthinking overthinking my anxiety wasn't this bad since I was younger. it hasn't been this bad for years. buts it back. i can't stop thinking. my friend changed her username on discord and she doesn't have invisible on and I reckon she's found someone else better than me, a better friend or someone she's romantically interested in. she doesn't text back as much anymore. its so petty and stupid but I cant stop thinking what if what if what if. and it's controlling over her too. like I just wanna have a normal friendship without my anxiety fucking things up because I'm so scared everyone hates me and I just . i just want the worrying to stop",2.256328125,5.076725726562504,3.2940625000000026,85.69468750000001,84.703125,6.6375,26.75,7.865858978985527,2.002678125,535,24,100,11,16,171,77,128,0.156,0.626,0.218,0.5626,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,8,12,3,1,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,26,17,14,0,6,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,18,6,11,13,1,11,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,4,7,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24568737259120355,0.0,0.1592527628967644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24695307200845465,0.2681561146677233,0.09788841686837214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28404090580197244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698729366952946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801047487053028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414444981953513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534416033909912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760682919350897,0.2481282794340549,0.14845413704619126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854005457933534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845154873345181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180451857605913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733485101946312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076915069379968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328338958401445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27211876906234256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027576069985297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668258650617632,0.2057870734629161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471457280064824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547939262632677,0.0,0.0,0.16307735002608334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034086136310171
anxiety,Fandom_Soup,2020/02/01,Moving house I'm moving house today. I've lived in the same house my entire life and I don't want to leave. I haven't slept at all last night does anyone have any advice ?,-0.5448648648648664,1.6544253243243254,1.0095135135135145,101.00508108108109,93.05405405405406,2.9600000000000004,7.4,3.1291,-2.3774497297297303,135,0,31,0,5,43,29,37,0.039,0.924,0.037000000000000005,-0.0191,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979699723869052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776909985914493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165661808856075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772891002853264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7012898290575903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513903135784747,0.0,0.21451504180729825,0.0,0.0,0.1430962978907337,0.0,0.0,0.17889191876067262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306451954266265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011830595372234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920329597906836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949365729281015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psychicowl,2020/02/01,"Dealing with anger Hi, so I went shopping yesterday and felt like everyone was looking at me and I got angry and started muttering “leave me alone stop fucking looking at me”.

It makes me feel really paranoid and I hate how angry I get during day to day stuff as well.

The logical part of my mind says no they are obviously not staring at you but the anxious part of being in public etc goes crazy and normally has me just wanting to hurry up, finish shopping and run to the door.

Anybody else have this problem/know of ways to deal? Thank you for reading.",5.4731746031746065,6.236450444444448,6.160476190476192,78.37500000000001,67.7037037037037,8.764021164021164,33.94708994708995,8.841846274778883,2.938453439153439,440,20,80,7,7,144,81,108,0.188,0.7559999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.8917,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,4,6,3,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,1,20,18,10,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,1,3,3,2,2,2,3,1,0,4,6,13,3,15,13,3,14,0,0,3,1,8,5,1,0,7,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358466290881222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189342048987744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617827268966408,0.3455796835362108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000959135747199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186920035048048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015046628399088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474438105245315,0.0,0.16092377429896568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549449350392469,0.08756489393569894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404627261539956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654718349160618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210943036131593,0.0,0.0,0.17746584485735134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188165290705765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814861859554028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187533806491788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922979068282784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164213936746236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629922984614319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037205112255914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764690834556595,0.0,0.1073698465252712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332834819674852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186292418432872,0.0,0.0,0.14012240299626996,0.0,0.0,0.19186367984766367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430499200984893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885573835709402,0.13303431154939632,0.0,0.0,0.15069392427091252,0.1553683187452608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helpmesleep2020,2020/02/01,"My 3rd panic attack in last 2 days Alright, so this is going to be detailed story of what had happened. Last year at the end of December I was high on Edible Marijuana with 7 edible candy and 2 small bites of marijuana dark chocolate about 27 THC I believe, prior to this I never abused alcohol, never smoked in my life, and I was so naive that what marijuana would do mentally, I just took 2 candies and one small bites of dark chocolate(with edible 420) after an hour nothing happened to my body, so I was like hmm my body is resistant to this. So I ate 5 more and another bite of dark chocolate, I was with at a party where I knew no body and was invited by a person whom I had met 2 days ago. After 2 hours it hit me, and it HIT ME HARD!!!! I had my first ever panic attack, my legs were very light my brain also light, my heart racing like never before and I was feeling like I was dying, I told people around me and they didn't act and it made me anxious as I didnt knew this people, i had to call 911 and ambulance came the medical team checked my body and said I was fine and just high, but I was super anxious and asked them to take me to ER which costed me a lot, and then after a month of this nothing happens and then about last week I had difficulty sleeping 20 hours of no sleep, followed by 40 hrs and then now 52 hours of no sleep at which I had my 2nd panic attack like I was about to die and no sleep, whenever I go to bed I feel my heart beating, and as I am at brink to go to sleep my body wakes me up, also a weird sensation in my stomach which keeps me up. I went to ER again and they gave me gastritis medicine and 0.25 mg of Xanax, now my 3rd panic attack which just happened an hour ago is about whether to take Xanax or not? I didnt take the 2nd dose as I watched so many videos online and other reddit pages all saying NOT TO TAKE XANAX! So I am here with no sleep for 20 hours(after the latest episode of 52 hours of no sleep+with 12 hours of sleep with first dose of Xanax). So I am getting anxious about Xanax and fear of dying or getting addicted to it if I take and I simply cannot sleep. Need help! Can someone message me, or add me to a group of people who are going through the same scenario like I am going. Please!!",5.107692307692312,4.387540518046713,6.005785562632696,84.26954066634002,68.447983014862,8.859741956557244,28.731095868038544,8.012643519586192,1.6383933692634332,1748,50,385,19,26,580,206,471,0.149,0.792,0.06,-0.9924,1,0,2,0,3,0,42.0,0,0,3,5,24,18,4,5,13,1,33,31,19,1,5,56,68,44,3,3,11,0,3,5,0,1,11,2,1,1,19,30,2,1,4,2,2,10,15,10,2,3,31,8,60,8,61,33,5,62,0,0,1,0,17,17,0,5,40,254,79,1,0.0,0.06428628536528301,0.0,0.059148702217412176,0.0,0.0,0.09619203018128103,0.05798478488597548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677943345081274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056893737352537575,0.0,0.1838866511942214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04830069337291427,0.05072345414895844,0.2469030337323431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616915069417625,0.061129641635602076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013393494101657,0.0,0.06056933298677938,0.05540299118962968,0.06205614505652796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998321967813688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893220940103548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805605555914605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049079030408976286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061054791089001935,0.054868461681118134,0.03876158097096303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923028324497462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669462645019802,0.0,0.15417898632067942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191897230531715,0.0,0.04860407795075205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859083771975072,0.03636766993165234,0.1146520912654179,0.0,0.0,0.3740290741586944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482265740732531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326813539766317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03832368882767609,0.13253741071448458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046127800668378516,0.0,0.051339774457408206,0.0,0.05500860616267609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054658740176051934,0.05467881561064596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043307832405732466,0.0,0.0,0.04023126134542815,0.12554022589208333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412310174935364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03676629770054751,0.0,0.0,0.25463802295901944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128459918442119,0.04737557101607354,0.0,0.05955846041638849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051611323493398434,0.04314775523897266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886703099798752,0.0,0.04597221806401018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397450168453285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184538262824439,0.06028209775662573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476813381453477,0.0,0.0,0.04352210735758221,0.0,0.0,0.05029726182233599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038542983337670034,0.0,0.0,0.034940062031906124
anxiety,00meat,2020/02/01,"I swear I used to be mostly fine... This feels new, I used to be mostly ok, now I'm finding out I have some new rules to play by. I'm gradually figuring out things that trigger my anxiety. Lots of people around, people talking, people talking loudly, people talking over each other, general mess. Anyway, when it hits, it hits hard, like, a couple of hours, tensing up like there's spiders crawling on me. If I can find a place to get a quick nap, I find that resets me, and I can be fine from there.  Headphones, turned up loud, to block out ambient noise can help too. I was wondering if the community here had any more suggestions? I'm going to a funeral tomorrow and a lot of family is going to be there. I'm expecting a trigger, and will probably bring some headphones.",4.148868151715835,5.407477589403975,5.6272125225767615,79.1680433473811,71.11920529801324,8.934617700180615,28.95906080674293,9.339509955726095,2.592915231788079,600,23,114,13,11,203,92,151,0.096,0.8079999999999999,0.096,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,7,1,12,0,0,4,0,29,27,6,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,1,6,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,11,6,20,18,8,19,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,9,9,79,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178918796804444,0.0,0.11450665233216735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324910080330069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656207662459866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110727740560391,0.0,0.07568393609820577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104210989254951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820289386471085,0.0,0.17013595338170093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340860602622956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032898035831084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740704628679155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462545530280636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545093054313011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891284550280062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150838119142468,0.0,0.15638628527659698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138298032672935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36092721180432696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944235810022636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628115058289299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585551280292039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623242146776287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zoople,2020/02/01,"How to pass the time? When I'm feeling anxious, i find it really hard to pass the time between seeing people or doing stuff. Any ideas on how to kill some time? I find most things irritating when I'm bored so it's so hard to find a way to just chill",0.9783333333333316,2.692428314814819,2.8257037037037063,94.03966666666668,80.66666666666666,5.801481481481483,18.20740740740741,6.742157984588678,-0.17738814814814852,195,4,46,2,5,65,35,54,0.271,0.703,0.026000000000000002,-0.9235,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,11,5,7,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,7,5,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443652528798083,0.0,0.0,0.23982855845143736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073407774624046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820907595037397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803423209054491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396508534182305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348686894548059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717594439432846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599913833706673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916855070018005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302256156545424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103679831506802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713660074168539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850682314912704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SGarabage,2020/02/01,"How do y’all ease your insomnia? I don’t understand how most people can just go to sleep immediately. My thoughts always go straight to either thinking about all the social screwups I’ve made over the years, what I did wrong that particular day, or all the ways my life can go wrong tomorrow. It’s worse because I’m usually self-aware when I’m having one of my before bed episodes so on top of the other thoughts, I’m essentially arguing with myself in my own head to just shut up and go to sleep. I have similar feelings throughout the day but in smaller doses and I can distract myself if they start to get bad. When I’m sleeping, I can’t distract myself and I feel like I’m just stuck with them till I pass out.

I always have eye bags it seems and honestly it’s super annoying being bombarded with irrational thoughts that I know are stupid, but I’m still anxious about anyways for some reason. Do you guys have any tips on how to make the thoughts at night go away so you can sleep easier? Any advice would be helpful :)",4.233088235294119,5.571887504901962,4.926745098039216,83.96335294117648,71.00980392156862,8.185098039215687,28.796078431372557,8.648137234880735,2.0849984313725485,817,31,163,14,15,263,124,204,0.162,0.711,0.127,-0.7069,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,2,14,11,3,2,6,0,17,9,6,6,2,37,43,16,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,7,8,0,0,11,0,0,6,2,8,0,1,7,3,22,3,24,33,6,30,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,5,12,103,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756265559995782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021020421625324,0.0,0.0,0.16362583722952698,0.0,0.0,0.13591272098154447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303243251161152,0.0,0.1004513604286904,0.07333806023273429,0.0,0.10237243740370502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517618730451355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166171728163025,0.08594737962375151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285546745103378,0.0,0.3418663412422571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912289285191754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346974054195148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063927877422074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611760765975902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497642639298587,0.05877594704694969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383743837471795,0.08030588920117461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290001537406524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152316976430878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340575949261718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369568316561155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952301871206717,0.12550648977769951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815757320133795,0.122637885517175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515394828088345,0.0,0.09607736449204801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708789901585235,0.0,0.38204143293348863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524388054388974,0.0,0.0,0.13250121728196362,0.0,0.0,0.09549413541920283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260316073543635,0.08546267561264419,0.2630737432546824,0.0,0.07747379493584812
anxiety,FloofyPuns,2020/02/01,"How to deal with creative anxiety as a photographer?  

I’m a photography student with multiple mental health issues - have had them for most of my relatively young life, on and off. In photography mostly I work on documentary projects with social themes. So if I want to work on my photography, it *always* involves leaving my house and/or meeting people (bc I want to take their photos).

I’ve read about photography (and other creative forms) as a great outlet for anxiety, but unfortunately it's not the same for me. Usually I don't do anything productive and/or creative at all, out of fear. Ive been in art school for 4-ish years and I’m unhappy with 99% of the work that I’ve created for school assignments etc.

I’m almost starting my graduation project and it’s scaring me shitless. I really want to do a kickass project and I genuinely think I have a great idea for the project. 

Most of the time, I keep on postponing until it’s too late for me to create something decent. It’s as if I don’t allow myself to spend time on this & then I get all anxious and sad. I want to prevent this from happening any further. **Do you have any suggestions or kind words to properly help me overcome this?**",3.3549821357681613,5.800497275109169,4.804043271139341,79.1597290591505,76.24890829694324,8.18110361254466,29.18638348551012,8.97023862654752,2.7596358078602625,952,43,174,23,22,317,131,229,0.107,0.73,0.163,0.8853,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,3,4,6,0,2,9,0,11,2,0,2,2,34,24,17,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,24,3,39,22,8,20,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,7,9,115,34,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756795993870485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431260652052246,0.1488530493227421,0.0,0.18684857768394927,0.0,0.2101932980380272,0.15520225310709287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130534598284099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163453337385135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321694650189216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459264299703124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177628479548027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30292768926013125,0.0,0.0,0.12148621197762755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460303569529488,0.0,0.0,0.09208407913773936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852007360818549,0.0,0.15508725336844514,0.0,0.1433908354080934,0.0,0.12211119579146812,0.0,0.1430619331018995,0.0,0.0,0.15497257772531015,0.14546741792784534,0.0,0.0,0.09703678023612894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844847341914426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524319505839524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741890953844246,0.0,0.08801025543757325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754308025968215,0.27807529467274433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004337497694455,0.0,0.10576316922754628,0.0,0.0,0.09723949707365932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329396516465847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802866669247941,0.0,0.0,0.1602167855533683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130656875294013,0.0,0.3241252201000397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000466115115849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846933122936491
anxiety,Yunicorn4,2020/02/01,"Why the hell do my hands tremble!? Whenever i talk with someone, when im in grocery store, even sometimes with my close friends my hands start trembling when i feel even a bit nervous, and it makes me look sloppy. Anyone else have this problem? If so, is there a way to fix it?",3.8568181818181806,5.03226590909091,3.932500000000001,91.35875,71.72727272727272,6.227272727272728,30.113636363636363,5.985473137389443,1.2227272727272729,215,9,45,1,4,66,45,55,0.215,0.735,0.051,-0.8767,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,3,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,8,7,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,6,1,4,7,1,6,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899772850012336,0.2783863074321852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29662341919035595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269684882516497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589074156702872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737847435171832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099128981906972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934800404981248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815756217336794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136026330085794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599779175711519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302085018130409,0.0,0.2687158818898185,0.0,0.19230896556840285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838024582195495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566091497883685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451648316231756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Quinny135,2020/02/01,"I don't know how to cope with anxiety anymore Im am 27 now and I have struggled with anxiety since I was quite young, social anxiety has been my biggest struggle. I'm very quiet, not because I want to be, I get seriously overwhelmed in social situations that I completely shut down but I feel like I am really afraid. In some chapters of my life so far work/college etc, I pushed myself to be more chatty and outgoing and unfortunately it didn't work. A lot of people from the past avoid me now. I don't have many friends. People think I'm weird because I am so ridiculously quiet. I'm working in an office now with fewer than 10 people, everyone is nice but I feel like I change the dynamic of the place when im there, making it awkward and uncomfortable for others. I have seen therapists in the past and I've always found it difficult to say what I mean. If anyone would be able to help I would appreciate it.",3.304098360655736,5.036370448087432,5.094775956284156,80.26511475409838,74.02732240437156,8.377267759562839,26.95409836065573,9.029198982220553,2.2507416393442625,724,27,141,16,15,247,112,183,0.177,0.693,0.13,-0.435,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,9,15,1,6,6,0,18,1,0,2,0,26,31,12,0,4,4,0,2,2,1,2,1,3,0,0,7,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,5,6,20,5,19,21,4,17,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,3,9,91,27,2,0.12806559270592818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656083225206464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939094836672797,0.0,0.12700665571297812,0.0895464400933302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613519330335482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354764161912707,0.0,0.13427433740230155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282698847769282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237216196092067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950762322526468,0.1829801700356609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041731225892842,0.0989431592441619,0.0,0.0669089864764343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858396672839478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766656325768926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038150054658844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045651547772388,0.12513275950632666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887678724964646,0.0,0.0,0.08548477757683197,0.12983841031421556,0.0,0.13950097417174226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445061983233445,0.2663536710611069,0.0,0.1338012870057403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621352174815185,0.0,0.0,0.08204209799433537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184289949626557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105937181679663,0.1439510919394575,0.0,0.2610934881666273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677639270350156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869402378627808,0.0,0.08205926074396838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566752609625653,0.07553640464305023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796998302312902,0.0,0.0,0.1819482453538656,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DementorsKiss72215,2020/02/01,"I hate feeling like i have to question where i stand in someones life. My circle is tight and thats the way I like to keep it. 4 years past and I've found a group of people (online gaming) that I consider my friends. Took me a while because I don't call just anyone my friend, And in a way I was scared to. Idk what went wrong but it doesn't feel the same anymore. And a girl that I was the most close with doesn't seem to be feeling me or anyone anymore. Idk what happened or where the disconnect came from but its there. And here I am sitting here overthinking any interaction I had with her. Since I don't feel close anymore to her its hard for me to bring it up to her. And now im stuck between feeling like I should just not say anything or letting her know. Stuck in this annoying thought pattern of is she my friend now or isnt she. This is why I don't make friends.",1.7400608108108102,3.348070340540545,2.7604560810810845,95.86554898648649,78.02702702702703,5.706081081081082,23.994932432432428,6.322622252153567,0.3832770270270265,683,23,159,5,16,217,101,185,0.106,0.762,0.132,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,2,1,8,0,17,1,0,1,0,36,36,13,0,1,9,0,7,3,4,1,1,1,0,1,12,11,0,2,10,1,0,4,7,4,0,0,10,8,26,7,18,23,2,21,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,7,8,106,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007866395325753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940999633590434,0.1852409417002865,0.0,0.10900489308366022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074757134377693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525845453622753,0.15150117519996004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348836935702038,0.18926167793246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523768408189627,0.40935907611932254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713565925235275,0.0,0.11865988327734185,0.13077874561200942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430816296584032,0.0,0.0,0.11773826171945205,0.0,0.0,0.07279762001672449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354513118897194,0.0935617881210902,0.19414264417726929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841937592866612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264499135358339,0.0918324331696182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838769215819236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533905417408687,0.13261751370422276,0.0,0.0,0.1205883785196037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957388855973507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223457494663876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515998706598696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717009323296584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210284250447972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227935487852608,0.11952630095059608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448263410889231,0.0,0.08530114873509112
anxiety,alaskan-commie,2020/02/01,Indescribably bad anxiety and guilt Hi I'm surprisingly new to reddit and this is my first actual post which I'm not really sure what sort of reception this is going to get but I wasn't really sure how else to go about this. I've been experiencing anxiety that's honestly so fucking bad that it's beyond words. I feel a weight in my chest and my stomach hurts and I feel hot. And a lot of it results from feelings of guilt over something I did a long ass time ago that I've found impossibly difficult to forgive myself for. I'm just wondering if anyone else deals with this almost horror movie level trepidation or has had immense difficulty processing guilt which has lead to anxiety. I guess also a huge part of things is that I broke up with my boyfriend and lost my job all at once and I'm still trying to find a new one.,4.298293172690766,5.544339692771086,5.727891566265062,78.63513052208839,70.74698795180723,9.629718875502007,27.086345381526108,9.928628108626363,2.5382345381526106,663,22,132,17,12,224,106,166,0.26899999999999996,0.6709999999999999,0.06,-0.9891,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,7,15,1,3,5,0,9,5,3,3,3,32,24,13,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,9,1,0,7,0,0,3,2,10,0,2,6,6,12,5,20,18,3,18,0,3,0,2,3,7,2,7,7,81,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.1407160368273269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782245383016275,0.0,0.1443930465579271,0.0,0.0,0.11531475221772346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33093226086174576,0.0,0.0,0.10082630033726164,0.14774746066487104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24079791146761464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866137275549496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091714926241284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187318865216629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317939752906984,0.12265438744733866,0.0,0.15810520310593895,0.0,0.13330833866587433,0.07533728374576923,0.0,0.16390161491272015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884989078257633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436649120493132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309384758823232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761032021182092,0.0,0.0,0.15740869185242906,0.1225916255246718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785338416389473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356571605259253,0.09771201172233476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561519266316893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810142125493302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847533236174297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110103415445821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151563732450464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718090243144076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579846445971214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408276820444477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790069109321536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559380475973618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637612389553845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,APileOfLaundry,2020/02/01,"My sensitivity and fear of rejection is off the fucking charts today I’ve been so afraid of what people think of me. I’ve been deleting comments I made and refraining from saying things and regretting the things I do say. I’ve been worried even the closest ones to me are judging me and/or fed up with me.

I feel like I need others to tell me they don’t have a problem with me, or they’re not judging me. But obviously they would lie about it. I have a hard time refraining from white lies myself.

Why am I like this. Why am I freaking out so much.

I don’t know where else to post this.",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.3280991735537206,90.79396694214876,78.0909090909091,6.383471074380165,23.396694214876035,7.348242739294969,0.8020512396694217,462,15,101,6,11,150,76,121,0.17600000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9359999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,9,1,2,5,0,13,2,0,1,1,20,20,7,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,6,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,5,19,2,14,14,1,8,0,2,1,1,6,5,1,1,4,70,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674363174054775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974318768394028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808051847700185,0.1069785971917708,0.15114910934839826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955975320913487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952950083381934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627599996379274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067295614164366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019723109844306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553185293079613,0.15688006443492153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336858849072254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667935563624726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263021387939267,0.0,0.0,0.2024485499190709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365056125878331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492573738418602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28112184750011004,0.13556861569012152,0.0,0.0,0.12337099176833745,0.0,0.2005482113513246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818267729579858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486452206565373,0.0,0.15029669732726178,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kashyapaaa,2020/02/01,"My girlfriend has depression and anxiety. How do I make her feel better? (CRY FOR HELP!!) Me and my girlfriend have been together for 4 years. We have always lived together. 

Her health is fucked up. Her heart is weak, blood is fucked up, she has tachycardia, PCOD, migraine. It has gotten worse in last 2 years.

I have been a jerk and I'm a big reason for her mental state alongside her diseases. She doesn't sleep or eat. She's on medication. She was very social and everyone loves her. But she doesn't like socializing or going out. She's partially bed-ridden. 

I desperatly want to help her. She also accepted feeling suicidal. I feel helpless. She has lost the trust that I can make her feel better. What should I do?  She doesn't wanna visit a doctor either.",1.3821050903119847,4.082356800000003,2.80906403940887,87.22114942528738,91.34482758620688,6.072249589490969,20.008210180623976,7.447530270364453,1.0545796387520523,596,19,112,12,21,193,91,145,0.21600000000000005,0.659,0.125,-0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,3,2,14,3,1,4,0,20,12,3,4,0,22,34,9,1,3,4,0,4,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,6,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,5,4,27,6,10,28,1,12,0,3,0,3,26,6,2,2,4,74,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519043738337948,0.13025949701297168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975789071442275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27690588569285024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195933362858118,0.0,0.0,0.13483354881703052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023230627143953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018648136042804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958719755222813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166191086189002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28945002965314376,0.0,0.0,0.08896916684182922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640195184335027,0.0,0.18550873838967194,0.20986007049417052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760655435229318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648086998130332,0.0,0.13823371232602913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088934938475672,0.0,0.14128961928978528,0.0,0.20899243923103167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770445409379086,0.1577623768604545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095620635224786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665987872915818,0.31915954223685417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123681522242096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291675234606358,0.09233537189065434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953458628261047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162204218381066
anxiety,AguaThrowAway,2020/02/01,"NAD+ treatment for rapid benzo detox? Hey guys,

  
I've been on as high as 6mg a day of clonazepam, I've been tapering and I'm currently on 2mg a day.  


I can't jump any more, it's getting too hard.  


I've been reading about NAD+ treatment for benzo detox and I hear it works wonders, but it's about 5k a week.  


Anyone have any experience with it? I'd love to finally be off of these, it's such a long process.",-0.36269662921348456,1.6194253707865194,2.067516853932585,96.09138764044943,87.42696629213484,5.3577528089887645,21.259550561797766,6.742157984588678,0.2934170786516854,314,11,76,4,10,107,57,89,0.016,0.905,0.08,0.7882,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,5,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,13,7,1,11,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,6,37,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449080261209206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773202575245229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270969510095918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480656023114908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778020817395221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249347154772995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510999640095628,0.0,0.0,0.2271722532550216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858211839250172,0.0,0.0,0.2679381546910135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244245277973816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288803399999704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25366468093091105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341945803080344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750141031367002,0.18462094779902508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drsdn,2020/02/01,"Does pregabalin work right away for anxiety? I was prescribed 150mg a day for generalized anxiety disorder. 
The first 3 days I felt high, but past that it's doing nothing for my anxiety. I have been taking it for 10 days. 
IF in 10 days i didn't get any anxiety relief, should I expect it to start working soon? I mean should I treat it like a ssri in that sense?
Cause I dont wanna spend a month taking it for nothing just to have to quit and experience withdrawals for nothing. Not to mention side effects.",3.582599009900992,5.200404029702971,4.989195544554455,81.77904084158416,73.05940594059406,8.218316831683168,28.46658415841584,8.841846274778883,2.2978801980198025,401,16,78,8,8,134,67,101,0.08900000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.7808,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,14,15,3,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,9,3,14,9,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,10,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267565939505904,0.0,0.4620155153223953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185631973118396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551042158244106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38949392403235866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304303995590606,0.0,0.1321288684760491,0.0,0.17695447072829404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769328262390286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497024039918366,0.0,0.0,0.12842861680092282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788839547151293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952500160347216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376413434205016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644680200492342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051558689799872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43462542523725134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441332240393473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605921991503183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894122136797698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686866986132317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270453672438659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983921646125915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rainmanal,2020/02/01,"I’m new here... Left chest pain? Is this common/normal? Not sure if it’s anxiety or something to really be worried about Bc there is a kinda important organ there 😅 how do I make it go away? Im relatively healthy and pretty active. Also, probably a dumb question but how do you know whether you really have anxiety?",0.8544444444444466,3.4236722580645176,3.6547311827957,81.12987455197134,92.54838709677419,7.2716845878136205,23.017921146953405,8.167268648758528,2.1800480286738355,248,10,45,7,9,87,51,62,0.18899999999999997,0.6990000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.5895,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,3,1,13,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,1,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942284632261587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716001247193769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819071808684166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803246407136827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623485867698052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347871964548388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638863185438737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212212827973854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457189551891586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25843800471248546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470929883283838,0.261862234182837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720775645669922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311186152959736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869784015119384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22890847904659894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665314692191775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WindowsKidd,2020/02/01,"Currently having some anxiety and kinda overthinking things I’m in my early 20s now but I was born premature and it cost a lot of money to keep me alive. I know smoking pot is bad in that your lungs are taking in smoke, but it helps my anxiety. Also I know smoking cigarettes are bad (even natural tobacco) but I’m only human eh?

Just feel kinda bad :(",1.0297460317460327,3.5785296571428566,3.7947619047619088,81.70912698412701,88.14285714285714,7.682539682539683,22.063492063492063,8.515128840125781,2.107301587301588,276,10,51,8,9,97,51,70,0.242,0.643,0.115,-0.9008,1,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,14,12,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,5,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,4,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856333487692424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990257656619108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6532765472052742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225731888633924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186937149419187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481014155152033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231812878200174,0.0,0.0,0.28666001307901834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172460813282566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835173947758086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960907123243568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173265318092885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NiceKindheartedness1,2020/02/01,"So burnt out I’m new to this group. I’ve always (more than half my life) had anxiety but it was often overshadowed by my depression until recently. I used to barely feel it but now I feel it all the time. I hate my job, I have no support there and people keep pushing me and not treating me with any respect. Things keep piling up. It’s ridiculous. It’s a toxic environment and many people think so. It’s more money than other jobs I could get but I just think I need out. I’ve only been there a little while and I’ve lost weight, hours of sleep. I eat very little. I skipped lunches to catch up but I don’t do that anymore. I fear what this is doing to my body in the long term and need to get out. I don’t know what to do. I have so much stress all the time and can’t even sleep. I’m so lost and anxious. I just need help.",-0.9395484171322152,1.1565723519553082,1.2941689944134112,99.06814362197396,93.6368715083799,4.1006517690875235,15.279562383612664,5.7366,-0.8498102420856606,637,14,152,5,24,212,100,179,0.188,0.752,0.061,-0.9734,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,2,2,5,0,13,7,3,1,2,33,32,17,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,11,3,2,5,0,1,2,5,7,0,1,5,3,20,3,18,26,6,20,0,3,0,0,2,8,0,1,10,100,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197097320253384,0.0,0.0,0.09151054166989453,0.0,0.10294379971881246,0.152023016993382,0.1334548402338119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947420078177773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744123077363572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590282495786705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769618817145074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888059098699758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142589442418006,0.1360827829814458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061197108595908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328575860769251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019778545300462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252192026424572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26707503853674697,0.2392196249893253,0.0,0.0,0.07395480070026843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504903308743223,0.0,0.2697440543418992,0.0,0.11908803824442513,0.0,0.0,0.2937927321898617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364303642783434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989226253880612,0.2993403772767206,0.0,0.1299661686077055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234467796226956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658437710792106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286921133178706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693294459957564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414666233343158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270564961494454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940069408491777,0.1724508919759229,0.0,0.0,0.1569348293932186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622314849839123,0.0,0.11103231349502476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386701092827854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peachyfnkeen,2020/02/01,"Anybody else have chronic chest pain? So 3 years ago I had a baby and immediately I started getting chest pain, like a squeezing feeling that doesn’t really hurt but is really uncomfortable. After a few months I went to the ER one night and they did test and said my test came back normal and the doctor said he’s pretty sure the chest pain is from anxiety. Now 3 years of this and I still have the chest pain almost every day. I don’t even feel like I’m having anxiety really, I’m just stressed and worried alot which I guess might be the same as anxiety but I’m not having a panic attack or anything so I don’t understand the constant chest pain. Has anybody else experience anything like this?",5.281449275362321,6.04464047826087,6.1233333333333375,78.47166666666669,68.1304347826087,9.031884057971016,29.10144927536232,9.150863307647796,2.364892753623189,558,19,106,10,9,184,84,138,0.23199999999999998,0.619,0.149,-0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,13,1,2,11,0,14,12,5,0,1,22,27,12,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,9,1,1,6,5,9,4,5,19,3,14,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,5,15,63,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110936346775493,0.0,0.1142169359855992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617720849823051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877271392252293,0.0,0.0,0.129762354177825,0.0,0.08770688249140814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304569061304461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326084521492975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356075946983666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167476165007487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905688623593031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753370858037019,0.0,0.09610242303561553,0.0,0.0,0.11157483460517263,0.0,0.0,0.11534667112395228,0.08148614332376536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959285381147079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565250363045882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210607134189075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717526232996047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210020951017666,0.0,0.0,0.09104345462840516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703975937719032,0.1117568546763802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772915791581193,0.0,0.6068517458414298,0.1338275549832623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604238433822853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921372642005707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169987703268748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073389630465266,0.0,0.09109031511421596,0.0,0.13065800078069764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750238557357494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874289646875548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573691224612593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583582143297455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690478722248146
anxiety,princentt,2020/02/01,can’t enjoy anything or sleep does anyone else have problems sleeping at night or just relaxing? I just feel so anxious I can’t sit still anymore. I’m always so constantly worried and compulsive about everything and everyone around me...,7.3257142857142865,9.245130619047623,7.00809523809524,69.75357142857145,64.23809523809524,10.361904761904762,40.19047619047619,10.504223727775694,4.986276190476191,194,11,28,5,3,61,34,42,0.16899999999999998,0.693,0.139,-0.1014,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,9,5,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959078092050889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26598407923141554,0.2334966342636879,0.16462753274394734,0.24123963526461115,0.1937498961154656,0.20959458508161566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544307238054109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603814743142213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668278884630905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249763036830054,0.21160138902791129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904728128157105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209477259936626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252875818146899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471226963652531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802544121582698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391042495156952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bloodthugpanda,2020/02/01,"Doing my clinical teaching. Freaking the F out. I started student teaching in early January, and so far, I have been feeling really stupid and awful. Waking up at 5AM every day, riding my bike to school, going back to my evening job at 6PM, going back home like at 9PM, and public speaking at school is really testing my limits. I am really nervous. I have been flopping during my lessons. I feel like I haven't been doing well. I feel extremely judged by my mentor teacher. Any suggestions, advice, or words of encouragement?",4.264270833333335,6.843494385416669,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,73.89583333333334,7.6,29.416666666666664,8.515128840125781,2.806904166666667,415,18,63,8,9,138,66,96,0.138,0.77,0.092,-0.6872,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,1,1,10,2,1,0,0,11,16,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,3,1,0,3,4,13,4,11,13,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,7,44,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107781834030177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668245010726833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317178306489361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910775790379273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246689632746246,0.0,0.18173538030270092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271910917728888,0.15409512870301634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517297948381814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636329088258066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404758566712306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107588890898185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145461548223091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365970139295592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152672584985785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193938953015354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beantoes,2020/02/01,"I need a new job but I’m terrified I’ve been a very anxious person since middle school, but lately I have noticed a huge increase in my symptoms. I feel like I’m barely functioning and am stressed and anxious all the time. The really big piece of stress in my life is my job. I’m constantly on edge and having trouble sleeping some nights. I’ve even stayed up late searching for jobs online and end up having an anxiety attack. I’ve found a couple of jobs I want to apply for, but I’m so scared. I know that’s irrational and I should want to make a change....but I’m afraid of making a fool of myself in an interview, upsetting people at my current job, or making a mistake and ending up in a job that’s more stressful or I don’t enjoy. I feel crazy tbh. 

Ugh please tell me I’m being dramatic and it will be ok. Also any advice about writing cover letters/interviewing is also appreciated.",3.3538437253354414,4.7803738121547,5.098551696921864,81.53570441988951,73.30939226519338,7.60236779794791,26.18823993685872,8.192908349453996,1.725386424625099,704,24,136,11,14,240,113,181,0.27899999999999997,0.596,0.126,-0.9886,7,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,14,1,6,12,1,12,3,1,3,1,27,28,15,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,0,0,2,2,14,3,18,22,5,23,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,3,10,79,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150213319947723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661321748233303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063625536778616,0.0,0.07946149583180204,0.23469070238622716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816894952328155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224830721273367,0.0,0.0,0.11493195861266366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399882797107509,0.0,0.0,0.06860621746557465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504121202244776,0.0742058975292422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388985683844255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6184592598903607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708511929458359,0.0,0.2343433963671952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733675885980881,0.05074642092456313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080053148034624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770194811998875,0.0,0.10031984629773877,0.0,0.0974764676779342,0.0,0.0,0.11825851419548022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201149435098528,0.09069668161475784,0.0,0.11401983355551835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654281188683134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399360018387126,0.1051236127641322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592366753977472,0.0,0.1039466228603876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107133135999021,0.0,0.0,0.3569537281492761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796237246876034,0.0,0.0,0.0907883637423225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056836995407176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570495493734845,0.12253233127015145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cloudedconscience,2020/02/01,Heart pounding at night For a long time I've had problems with my heart pounding at night for as long as I can remember. It's hard to fall asleep some nights :(. I find asmr/music sometimes helps. Anyone deal with this too or have any suggestions?,3.7043750000000015,5.620484020833337,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,73.375,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8338999999999999,195,6,40,2,4,58,38,48,0.08800000000000001,0.857,0.055999999999999994,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,7,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,9,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379692882413391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418624553135353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916633139202212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543392812916995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174580883071803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808412543753251,0.1359900622683136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590950632531568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711836844597719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413429196919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298300395061928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065922505621706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830433038941116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lights-on-strings,2020/02/01,"Anxiety has been through the roof and i just need some good vibes please. I have OCD,  and have had it as long as I can remember.  Im no stranger to anxiety, but after a car accident last year, my general anxiety has been all over the place. The last few days it's been truly awful. Ive been irritable, stressed over nothing.  I keep panicking that there's something physically wrong with me and I'm just convincing myself it's anxiety instead, which makes my anxiety even worse. (After the accident, i had several follow ups with my doc and he insisted i was healthy after the PT, so im fairly certain my health concerns are unfounded, but try telling my anxiety that.) I was on medicine for a while and it seemed to help but it got too expensive so i stopped taking it. 

My husband and sister are at work and they're usually the ones who i vent to when I'm feeling like this, so i came here. Talking through it usually helps me calm down, so thanks for putting up with me.",3.007996323529415,5.037644468750003,4.302205882352943,84.33397058823532,75.66666666666666,8.684313725490197,30.564950980392155,9.325443323948027,2.9056160539215683,766,37,154,20,17,252,116,192,0.192,0.631,0.17600000000000002,-0.4005,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,1,8,1,16,1,0,1,2,27,28,18,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,2,3,0,1,4,1,2,0,1,10,1,21,6,22,18,3,25,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,14,106,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5906476367993628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471777697673778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298915590056585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499315673081652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506541627293932,0.0919303484734241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079322412203044,0.10291864096757604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367828026873661,0.0,0.0,0.17250548023249032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779969874162565,0.0,0.0,0.11437835220278444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097857861909675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286745817656564,0.0,0.0,0.11387939916775085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589614262878591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541597072062664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347371789507862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719816052448827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444515805437407,0.14125404288129575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936081425098522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457714654863643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171471349113622,0.0,0.1453738770920224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906558478593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758379926657036,0.14740463903029422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967527461462378,0.10342960691071756,0.1124736199420634,0.1184729702834117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736653792026287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834497836049819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936819286888078,0.0,0.13113781175984998,0.0,0.14069341611973762,0.0,0.08286690062209763
anxiety,sedatedxx,2020/02/01,"How to handle flare ups when meds aren’t cutting it. I am prescribed klonopin 1mg twice daily as needed. And i prefer it because it gets me thru the day without having to redoes like Xanax and having to feel like a zombie. Now that being said, I can go thru the day comfortably no problem but if the tiniest thing triggers me my nerves eat me alive and I don’t know what to do.

I am also prescribed 100mg Zoloft daily but I don’t take it because I don’t like SSRIs. I only agreed to double my dose from 50 was so I can get my klonopin back.

So my questions are:
1) What can I do to make my nerves stop eating away my stomach when something bad happens,
2) does Zoloft actually help with this type of anxiety. I am not depressed at all. I’ve been better than ever mentally. But the anxiety is still there.

Thank you guys.",1.7715458579881656,3.76930081065089,3.2619193786982272,90.48921042899413,79.35502958579882,5.408431952662722,22.98853550295858,6.322622252153567,0.5017600591715978,643,21,133,5,16,211,107,169,0.109,0.73,0.161,0.9072,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,11,10,1,0,5,0,19,7,1,3,2,22,30,14,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,9,4,2,1,4,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,3,2,21,6,17,26,2,14,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,12,94,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.16493953014227256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351655538210143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25860028866710383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588002307937166,0.1299662555610335,0.1411249750639505,0.20606653563304175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494848096159045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180083522055879,0.0,0.14557702393590538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479108921496768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459001329537069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288862953888194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546179337111097,0.1207482084309284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661236719550796,0.0,0.09605818911186748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673567705955228,0.14946418263442324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329081216640742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288919226629536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247724491513957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112822430304958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774356287622304,0.0,0.17033281044590334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532648588343215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285476315080494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172969730056985,0.0,0.0,0.18934153154550296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077710687924274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301201624784588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497991077757202,0.14130862368466274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708230689790054,0.0,0.0,0.15561127687172954,0.0,0.0,0.11228964425515707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292963530608662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andno-oneknows,2020/02/01,"I made a new account in an attempt to help my anxiety. I just made this account today so I could feel less anxious about posting/participating on Reddit as a whole. I’ve been a lurker for years because I was too anxious about what people would think of me and my opinions, even though my profile was already fairly anonymous. I have no irl friends so Reddit is a huge help for me in that department. I want to be a part of these friendly communities without being worried about saying the wrong thing or being embarrassed of my opinion or comments. It just sucks that I have to do it behind such a mask. I feel like I can’t be myself even though I’m completely anonymous, if that makes sense? This new account will feel like an alternate persona and hopefully I can be more comfortable. I’m not sure what the point of this post is but hopefully this small step will help my overall anxiety or something. Thanks for reading.",4.556343825665863,6.408167576271192,5.007380952380952,81.68046610169492,70.9774011299435,7.543018563357546,31.851896690879737,8.192908349453996,2.4757218724778047,739,34,133,11,14,235,107,177,0.083,0.745,0.17300000000000001,0.9440000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,13,12,1,1,10,0,19,0,0,3,1,26,33,12,0,6,9,0,3,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,0,4,1,3,2,4,3,0,0,5,4,18,9,19,19,4,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,8,6,102,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926635347342793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069520231140332,0.30561792951703176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245521817699142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418209380196136,0.0,0.0,0.1079966939980858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868019415032962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517948137180209,0.19326417732150367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900809381898347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719923040177076,0.0,0.0,0.26869384353886633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216557738057974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25597870432104897,0.09028926581868603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612761681928568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647691212741673,0.0,0.09377450227558352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278674866833852,0.0,0.12954479769912106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529984832323202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756676083176894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413225372501034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274840068539398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453222204024182,0.0,0.0,0.08986288906767173,0.0866712251726678,0.26579090125282706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821373955559973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978176596031265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101658158504488,0.0,0.1303889404981764,0.0,0.0,0.13736639028709133,0.0,0.09608712776513656,0.14788912351829955,0.0,0.0871050944647637
anxiety,no_typical_millenial,2020/02/01,"Do I suffer from anxiety? I have never considered myself to have anxiety or anything related. I have always been a positive person and always try to stay the best way possible in negative situations. However, lately I’ve been just crying for no reason and feeling like I’m not in my body anymore, that I just like.. am? Idk how to explain it. I just eat everything and binge until I really feel extremely bad or I just don’t eat at all. I think I portray my anxiety through what I eat, if I suffer from it... I don’t really think I have the right to say it’s anxiety when I have seen others that have it, suffering. I don’t know what I can do... I can’t stop eating and I really want to. I’m just so frustrated and want to just disappear. This has never happened to me before.",1.2521854058078965,3.5303738164557004,4.3157185405807885,80.6748883097543,82.98734177215191,8.52777364110201,23.851079672375285,9.168548406835145,2.4517612807148184,605,23,118,19,17,218,86,158,0.243,0.6659999999999999,0.091,-0.9726,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,0,3,0,17,5,1,2,3,29,29,12,0,3,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,5,4,1,7,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,4,22,3,15,26,2,13,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,3,8,91,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682103857723195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986815677621417,0.0,0.12921124214181098,0.0,0.0,0.10721638374304993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087855056134866,0.0,0.0,0.1108659685276524,0.0,0.13672980576863944,0.0,0.0,0.14472121893316428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311586550455047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533270894653335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170949568564336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175562154464446,0.09307817344257324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521374350375795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160318534786808,0.0,0.1469711708802657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730481877252353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097313932846086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376294530603305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468807754140361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503985636876749,0.13395833941870014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126571852955824,0.0,0.1036106924740592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644980054589918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887026973284458,0.0,0.10892707026602486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696729711438954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845738001276275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536951369369478,0.10341699465658667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hoffdaddy1989,2020/02/01,"In process of quitting caffeine to help bad anxiety I have general anxiety/social anxiety and I am 3 days off of caffeine. I am past the headache portion of withdrawal and I feel less tension in my body and face but my mind is way more anxious right now and my concentration is pretty bad. For people that successfully quit with bad anxiety issues, did you experience this where you are less tense in body but more anxious in mind and with poor concentration? If so how long did this last for you?",6.395780141843972,7.268737159574472,6.7136170212765975,74.83333333333334,65.70212765957447,10.521985815602838,35.87943262411348,10.504223727775694,3.885104964539007,399,19,73,10,6,129,59,94,0.26899999999999996,0.632,0.1,-0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,3,4,5,0,1,1,0,8,3,3,1,0,15,9,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,1,13,7,5,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,5,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36945914328190493,0.3637343467725223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032471321014424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35763598076120007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382197618485277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747417379448167,0.0,0.0,0.0813988288643454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079048200099363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802646484242795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122422237873815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424666167529842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325097820043415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536783526555445,0.1116066959259565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377957147298394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424546252849338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374802695304666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778236178505728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pistachiyox,2020/02/01,"Fear of parking is ruining my self esteem I get so anxious when parking and reversing between two cars. I've done it before on many occasions yet I'm still anxious every time. I avoid it whenever possible which actually just makes the anxiety worse when the time comes where I have to park between two cars. The risk is so scary to me. Hitting a car and having to leave a note/call the cops. Your insurance going up. Your self-esteem dropping. Holy shit I could cry as stupid as that sounds. I love love love driving, but parking scares me so bad. I look at my friends who do it so effortlessly and I feel stupid for being impressed by what shouldn't be so hard.",2.591153846153848,4.986020115384616,3.5592307692307688,87.35576923076924,78.61538461538461,6.76923076923077,26.153846153846153,7.882392219407189,1.6409230769230776,525,21,103,9,13,168,90,130,0.261,0.631,0.10800000000000001,-0.9408,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,11,14,3,4,6,0,10,4,1,1,0,11,21,13,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,9,0,2,1,4,13,5,13,15,0,17,0,1,1,3,8,4,1,0,6,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.15223845018249124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934345614258188,0.35248266162254616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025772213153786,0.0,0.0,0.1327488293672869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438455934870375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455735894500095,0.0,0.17136425056239438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964735656319645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314410049817433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554908250351728,0.07888085385845138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052913473760132,0.0,0.08150621334289299,0.0,0.0886612798345751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974990558473854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651868501393003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100497296556896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42240201583013975,0.0,0.1041345996355964,0.15816466110871058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587228300729074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618829639104187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254946354414727,0.0,0.16013696867054986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458585522114292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819356287614328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047885816742558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898250034016928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awfulmood,2020/02/01,"I’m in a horrible mood right now. Is this normal? 20F. I do have anxiety so I’m naturally pretty stressed out. I think I’m due for my period in a few days too. But right now I’m in just a horrible, irritable, angry, restless mood. Like I could jump out of my skin. 

I’m scared I have some mood disorder or something. Been feeling more irritable lately due to how bad my anxiety has been and the stress I’ve been under. 

I’m tired. Have no energy. I have to wake up at 6 for my dumbass shift tomorrow 7:30-3:30 in the freezing cold. It’s my last shift though before my new job. I have to shower but don’t have the energy, I have to make lunch for myself and oh my god I just can’t because I’m so tired. I hate being in a bad mood too which is making this worse. I’m just pissed off. 

I guess I’m weak minded tbh. And it could be worse. But I’m still not in a good mood at all. And I know that if my brother annoyed me right now I’d literally want to punch him in the face so bad",-0.45487984496123707,1.4895824325581373,2.4479360465116287,93.46787306201551,87.4651162790698,6.187984496124033,17.795542635658915,7.492282038375204,0.2457170542635656,753,19,183,14,24,265,114,215,0.322,0.622,0.057,-0.996,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,14,18,3,4,9,0,20,8,4,3,1,29,38,14,0,5,9,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,3,4,22,2,23,31,4,30,0,0,0,0,2,17,1,4,13,109,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312329990662196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489209606829212,0.08491401981954952,0.0,0.11853129399778922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224342768680765,0.0,0.0,0.08983489474961755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964616978519233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704326337494379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683552417057742,0.0,0.0,0.15345109974424342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752672448308664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382305532026081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765538634295108,0.113545461560134,0.15713282710792348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805336705960217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859633550605256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406500315257494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453369122546965,0.0,0.0,0.13648126188144713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171489607572665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568760487113637,0.0,0.0,0.13946037013492946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723746115958092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112425827298661,0.0,0.31912796531532284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925574748100297,0.13685837207047935,0.0,0.0,0.3202022980012456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216084567808535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28391062396770217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Auvaraa,2020/02/01,"Help Hey guys, I know this isn’t one of the most serious posts, but I have a pretty bad anxiety problem and I used to cry like a lot. Like if someone stepped on my toe I would cry. All of my friends keep making fun of me for it and they don’t understand what it’s like to not have control over crying. Does anyone have tips to help me not cry?",1.524799999999999,2.686085146666666,3.1303333333333363,94.8835,77.53333333333333,6.6000000000000005,23.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.5384666666666661,266,8,65,3,6,88,54,75,0.266,0.47,0.264,-0.0507,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,3,1,17,11,4,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,9,5,9,10,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253204049578472,0.0,0.0,0.11454543073948854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367812782873367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373593892540133,0.0,0.0,0.7197860015087929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433583310940204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265654646073697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220568330816734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960765058501874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560906222333692,0.0,0.0,0.09003014846595789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009975978387266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392722980393648,0.0,0.0,0.10934985979344287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100739027137024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689246486748054,0.16666191047671067,0.0,0.1567518061475059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880255210456285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705404287741918,0.0,0.14148624856551406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116371684427827,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lazoriz,2020/02/01,Question about alcohol Hi I'm going to the doctor soon to get on anxiety meds. I know you can't mix them with alcohol but I enjoy having a few beers with my buds so will be able to skip a day on the meds so I can drink that night?,-1.5024450549450528,0.4565492500000055,1.6032967032967065,96.79884615384618,94.96153846153848,5.279120879120879,15.120879120879119,6.868970318607317,-0.2858274725274725,179,4,44,3,7,63,40,52,0.027999999999999997,0.884,0.08800000000000001,0.6059,0,0,4,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,5,5,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,29,7,1,0.24584269132973965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254621429897439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806898596621388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585481978492693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516304118227781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408322442130606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844265943689598,0.0,0.13971806692973598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510871381301073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461516175995972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070671197232315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754000780323371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,golden-introvert,2020/02/01,I’m afraid of authority figures I’m not sure what it is but I’m very afraid of people of authority. I have problems talking to teachers and I’m afraid to do anything wrong because I feel like I’m going to be screamed at or embarrassed no matter what I do. It doesn’t matter how small the task is. I can’t even ask to go to the bathroom without being so afraid I can’t think. Anyone else have this experience?,1.2019638242894075,3.3915902558139592,3.366899224806204,87.94308785529718,82.48837209302326,5.682687338501292,24.671834625323,6.937597516519254,0.9976888888888892,326,13,68,4,9,111,53,86,0.20600000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.092,-0.9191,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,5,2,0,11,0,0,1,1,13,21,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,0,2,5,2,10,19,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690412058572908,0.2738829959243977,0.2199671789005101,0.0,0.2498917509630565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294512080229515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329693624725455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655077789198895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614731328211967,0.0,0.0,0.13515617372861355,0.190960956848187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038283374017805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059049777757462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853138944908385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557723890781459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519294394756981,0.0,0.0,0.2148476213794865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712766465007561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220552553724148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576700678318895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922533179805375,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThePajamaKing,2020/02/01,"Is there a way to stop/help excessive sweating?       In short summary that relates to the issue, my first signs of Anxiety was during my early High School years. I would constantly tremble during stressful situations to the point I constantly reach out my hand to see how bad it's shaking on it's own (commonly through the shaking leg thing everyone refers to), slight chance of stammering words, constant racing thoughts, you get the point. It's a VERY common thing amongst my family so it could've been passed down.

      However, what really raised my eyebrows was when I started itching really badly from behind. Very awkward and uncomfortable situation in class, you can agree. The itchiness continued on frequently almost every time I'd reach my 3rd period and would be a pain in the ass (ba dum, tss) to discreetly scratch while maintaining normalcy during class without asking to go to the restroom. This slowly transitioned to me realizing that everytime this happened, my underwear would have huge spots from the sweat and even to the point of appearing through my jeans.

       The symptoms begin to worsen from having to check my seat evertime I get up from it (condensation from the humidity) to changing boxers every hour or so because it happens too frequently to have a dry peice of clothing for more than 10 minutes. I have to now monitor what I wear because any light colored joggers (White, Grey, Khaki, Red, etc) would 100% catch secondary bullet wounds from my underwear and display a noticable swass stain plastered from behind. 

 I've tried using:

Baby powder: Doesn't work efficiently and had glaring cons.

Paper Towels/ Extra pair/ Layers: Believe it or not, just like the song says, ""two can be as bad as one"". 

Exercises/ Therapy: I have seen a therapist and researched some common ways to deal with it. Adamantly, telling an anxious person to calm down is the same as telling a blind person to see where you are coming from. Obviously it does help temporarily (and it may work for others) but it doesn't help my issue in constantly having to change. Once I can tell it's about to happen, it's too late. 

""Medicine"": Obviously this is the solution that does work, but can't work without proper prescriptions. And to tell you the truth, yes, it does eliminate all my problems, not just the sweating thing. Out of everything I've tried, ironically drugs works like a charm. (More clearly anything remotely related to CBD/THC). But legally speaking, I don't want to have to hide my remedies. I don't see myself wanting to be on a pill either, but honestly I'm open to any option at this point. 


Is there ANY suggestions anyone may have that can efficiently combat this problem of mine? I'm a fulltime college student with a job so I'm constantly out and about and this hindrance has been breaking me apart for the past 4+ years. Thank you for your time!",6.541181896181897,8.08011772779923,6.605450450450451,73.3329804804805,65.73745173745175,9.925439725439725,34.46610896610896,10.125756701596842,3.7784283998284,2285,104,376,54,36,728,284,518,0.106,0.8140000000000001,0.08,-0.8286,3,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,6,0,6,16,19,0,5,29,1,37,15,8,2,5,57,60,25,0,8,13,0,2,2,0,6,8,3,0,2,30,17,0,0,3,2,1,7,9,12,0,3,7,15,33,7,72,44,9,60,0,0,9,1,19,24,1,8,28,246,63,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717780751436899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462364265865302,0.0,0.05483569847221639,0.08097902295675909,0.0,0.050120957584788205,0.0,0.05898727973020295,0.0,0.06701197283161522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955169236801266,0.08739203247939102,0.0,0.0,0.08075983690821767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165779237197294,0.061746755238621685,0.0,0.38730798255818505,0.0,0.05723137236316955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389986871928217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818533709644605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312709617592537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994316048736683,0.047344563739711326,0.0,0.1207885132378409,0.06849417947614181,0.06442217815926135,0.0,0.06757438068840826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060971743783842215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490063188958232,0.0,0.040737911941825036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016157082225515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413860512646573,0.0757348149280545,0.0,0.0,0.0705912554269287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963248947537602,0.07113224071124066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085918650051156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003934187832944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160918893248845,0.0,0.07633782767991883,0.048572838422888814,0.0,0.0762735400634063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842753761405508,0.0,0.12517800812571706,0.0,0.0,0.27104650976257305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717789660464574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184125040493717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700353515610475,0.0,0.07254490582515458,0.17136120951357167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114468795993814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073611566964875,0.0,0.0,0.059928448802862994,0.08211023800659181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450390961143576,0.0,0.0,0.2506090924589633,0.06599414951465382,0.08197336542804769,0.08322705907164969,0.14286483063879554,0.0,0.0,0.05690663417031265,0.08359542787327891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733326263863916,0.0,0.07002183153844774,0.0,0.0,0.061909289767402516,0.0,0.11828851237503198,0.08455851353277223,0.11379393670438767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819567487542833,0.0,0.26092277394247004,0.0,0.0,0.20368024186116107,0.0,0.0,0.09232030928891788
anxiety,rainbowskiezzz,2020/02/01,Corona virus ordering from wish??? I ordered from wish in her beginning of the month and got my ring last week I washed it and my hands but now I’m sick and I’m worried. I’m know I’m overthinking but I like reassurance and someone to talk some sense to me :(,-0.81111111111111,1.2629808518518502,1.3907407407407426,95.77833333333334,101.5925925925926,5.362962962962963,18.962962962962962,6.937597516519254,0.4572740740740739,202,7,46,4,9,67,37,54,0.185,0.652,0.162,-0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,9,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,6,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432540613379262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715118283967065,0.2479203185261637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859081293407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24276715490703976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577026824988013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24446175840529896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439682983847614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6995078528332824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30887594193761464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dreamer674688,2020/02/01,"anxiety perpetuated by nightmares I avoid sleeping due to the dark nature of my dreams, and how i mostly wake up in a panic.

One I had the other week was the most haunting - as it was extremely nostalgic, and not conventionally scary. But it is to me.

Everyday I walk past a house, and this one is normal looking - but chills me for some reason. I dreamt about it. I walked past it, and an anthropomorphic bear stood on the porch, lit by a dim light. The bear was wearing a cooking apron and glasses. It invited me into its house. 

It was an old fashioned interior. A Calypso song I'm fond of playing on the record player. The upstairs was pitch black, and I remember feeling odd about the stairs and what's up it. All I could hear was creaking sounds coming from one of the rooms- from a chair maybe?

Then the bear gave me some dinner. A dead baby on a platter.  

I woke up sweating. For some reason I've always been afraid of those fairytale type of things. Doesn't sit right with me. It's terrified me from childhood.",2.243225108225108,4.729036237373737,3.5224963924963935,86.60136363636366,80.56565656565657,6.195670995670996,23.569985569985572,7.447530270364453,1.1319621933621935,797,28,156,12,21,259,122,198,0.10800000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.8941,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,20,0,12,6,4,3,1,27,20,12,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,14,10,2,1,4,4,0,3,2,3,0,3,11,8,16,2,26,8,6,24,1,0,3,0,2,12,0,5,8,109,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001363629445194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791943829811573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530171104790033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394489263883378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091158773243803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319710694950707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160551209784348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139608713932978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112301850774706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766434639962363,0.0,0.0,0.1891813957639236,0.0,0.3665024123960532,0.0,0.0,0.2115285273448778,0.0,0.0,0.3442096231029264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707311382701925,0.0,0.0,0.20423058406244232,0.15396453352554645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041769397642127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977499903182877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461575171397942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sunflower077,2020/02/01,"Why do I feel guilty for buying things I want? I'm 24. I make about 32,0000 a year post taxes. I have a good bit of debt.  I'm struggling financially and rarely ever do I splurge on wants but I bought myself a Keurig and now I feel guilty and sad. :( I wanted one for 2 months now and I finally have it but I'm sad. Should I return it?",-1.9355936073059359,-0.12526091780821602,0.522226027397263,102.15356735159818,103.3835616438356,3.5292237442922367,12.932648401826484,5.46131890053228,-1.3062228310502282,255,5,64,2,12,85,45,73,0.299,0.659,0.043,-0.9621,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,14,15,6,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,11,1,5,13,1,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29947701874184524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481303791571967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774001867448859,0.0,0.0,0.3004947464905337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300793999742588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310499932819502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895275407366926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588051378811887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26271450853640266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286769849964195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224031498282872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853879385363859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475233852918995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664755736835416
anxiety,toomanyqs123,2020/02/01,"I found out people at work think I ask too many questions and it's making me not want to come in tomorrow. I just started working part time about 3 months ago. It's my first ever job and i was so fucking proud of myself for being able to actually get one. 

I've been to work about 8-9 times now. i work at an event center, where i and about 5 other people collect dirty glasses and plates from the guest's tables. it's basically 10 hour shifts where you just walk all the time. 

the first day i came to work, i was told to find something to do (which i did eventually) but no one specifically told me how things work and what exactly my job entails.

well since i really don't want to fuck up, i ask a lot of questions, especially since the guy i work under is really nice and actually takes the time to show me how to do certain things and such. 

apparently, one of the bartenders has an issue with me asking questions. now I've barely ever spoken to this guy and i definitely never asked him a single thing. yet he brought up my name at their meeting saying ""he seems like a good worker, but god damn he asks so many questions, it's actually annoying"". 

i don't know if i did something to upset this guy but it's been a couple days since i found out and it's really making me feel fucking useless. im supposed to go to work tomorrow and while i know i won't talk to this guy at all, i dread the moment where I'll be faced with something i haven't dealt with before and I'll be forced to ask yet another fucking question and prove this guy right. 

Am i wrong for asking questions? Should i figure things out on my own (I'm scared to because people expect things to be in certain places and shit and i really don't wanna inconvenience someone by putting things elsewhere when i dont know where they belong)?",3.8725752508361206,4.8612572608695634,5.064782608695656,83.96015050167227,71.5,7.726755852842809,25.83862876254181,8.012643519586192,1.4025285117056856,1424,43,293,19,26,472,186,368,0.107,0.799,0.094,-0.7169,3,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,12,23,19,7,3,13,0,22,6,2,4,9,65,55,24,0,6,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,5,19,22,0,0,17,1,0,6,9,12,1,5,12,2,38,7,44,37,6,51,0,1,0,4,32,20,6,9,26,189,57,11,0.06024062165084705,0.0,0.17635847075124925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339967638235323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316754427747437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942179455016071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367221238251212,0.0,0.05126033209343536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688992228838481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189196148302964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665510206172627,0.0,0.07770043476501821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060155992605344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089821822477354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030459468334824977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505883683799555,0.10248128400454933,0.0,0.13210146460560432,0.0,0.2227659360470524,0.031473238472599835,0.0,0.0342361335298471,0.050526975343794835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823843225691404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932487777692429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650702087254907,0.06287555799862765,0.11955904341611485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932001069284062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029430524867270293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121442230253398,0.0,0.0,0.08042216545606741,0.12214907042903235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808348947265157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646128113365837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246181281046847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652347228421421,0.0,0.1252897861531825,0.0,0.06293862806239983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605584633304469,0.4048996977772553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436673911523455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144516174065874,0.0,0.04790576021826183,0.060311371333913164,0.0,0.0,0.05484079947141037,0.0,0.0,0.061836132443600214,0.1494949942169646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104168323655656,0.13912852091194214,0.0,0.0,0.042638622061247584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045293450443570894,0.048419129808759086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401271535690631,0.038599757944170886,0.0,0.0,0.1405071637074221,0.0,0.0,0.1151249910850217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106295886071573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416355347193254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508471201932622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586366304398511,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chaotic_goof,2020/02/01,"Overstimulation/anxiety? I find myself always running to the bathroom when I have to be at restaurants so that I can calm my anxiety down. I feel like its overstimulation mixed with anxiety, but im not sure what. I get overwhelmed with the noise, j get anxious with how many unknown people are around me, its loud and so much going on and so many social cues to remember, I panic and need a quiet place for a second to breath. Is this common with yall or am I alone in this?",4.024072948328268,5.390188702127663,5.338632218844985,80.70500000000001,71.55319148936171,7.924620060790273,26.19452887537993,8.418075326091056,1.7216401215805468,374,12,73,6,7,125,68,94,0.163,0.784,0.053,-0.8785,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,0,6,1,1,1,1,17,11,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,3,11,3,14,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762356903299384,0.0,0.0,0.1668047755801234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460070594681759,0.22647088354520556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784583160273522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136224338463208,0.14321381296184402,0.0,0.0,0.1832233957172162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094716836875848,0.0,0.11393013368632934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653898424684692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793815150486476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40648456729227705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473664634298165,0.14864389411410694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352050747126731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389787203775933,0.0,0.2094455643751953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270902671425553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043510724280312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889379704634496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,makingprofit123,2020/02/01,"my klonopin side efects  hey am a regular guy who sufer from anxiety i study and i have a job i live a very busy life i barely have time to eat and i have always something ''importat'' hapening so i suffer from anxiety

i been taking klonopin from months now and i have never abused it i take it therapeuticaly 

and on the last weeks i been taking it a couple times a week i been feeling shity

every time i take it i feel my stomach dosnt like it at all and this is really making feel very shitty i have the anxiety relief but i feel stomach sick i cant explain it but it sucks

am fucking desperate at this poin i been searching for administration alternatives i saw that can be injected but idk how to get something like that prescribed also i wish i could just put a skin patch and boom done without any stupid stomach problems

because they are fucking anoying as fuck i take oral solucion droper if anyone could help me pls that would be very apreaciated also i love taking a combo

.8 mg klonopin with matcha green tea + gingseng and dam u feel limitless

but now i cant this upset stomach make me feel so shitty about it now 

am a very healty guy and i dont have any GI issues or anything i always feel good i would say i have a healty gut but when it comes to taking this stuff its just ahh idk am so pissed off because this shit its expensive to ,,,,,,,, if any one knows any way to make a dermal patch for this stuff an efective i 

been reading alot of would that work but i havent come with any solution yet am looking forward to see what you guys came up with thanks for taking the time to read my shit and come up with ideas",3.0929292929292918,4.763290636363639,4.1233333333333375,87.26944444444445,74.45454545454545,6.707070707070707,24.949494949494948,7.3871296695380915,1.0927373737373731,1290,42,263,15,27,418,172,330,0.157,0.723,0.12,-0.9444,1,0,2,0,1,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,14,17,8,1,15,0,32,17,9,4,2,53,67,26,0,9,12,0,8,2,0,3,2,2,0,3,25,17,2,0,10,2,1,6,6,11,0,1,8,14,36,6,27,52,2,28,0,1,4,4,11,8,7,4,17,169,61,4,0.0,0.09095045332383107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277313530700533,0.127744316467411,0.0,0.0,0.2610040633932498,0.0,0.17616822851737302,0.0,0.0,0.0536737961784772,0.0,0.0631686101369029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358684201088202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779531267595413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837107559768333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225764695352748,0.08493572615212712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855420789227159,0.08996452746016488,0.0,0.0,0.07854672034650105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064675320989845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716923216442158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128957794100257,0.04010499243634493,0.0,0.0,0.0643843488098125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228019434612117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145197063138289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665498835775158,0.0,0.08011961591309452,0.07617447019432565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042186404184641,0.06257129973744607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542192919082693,0.07500410091113431,0.0,0.06778227883101229,0.0,0.06446077218438022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928072906007372,0.0,0.15371775326542855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061270719989383673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059203609761049936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201593814144317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345089576645096,0.0,0.07716704195974729,0.0,0.0,0.15356560578061682,0.0,0.049175722018798634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104424725416696,0.0,0.0,0.0611693994923477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575902413793489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819032188697808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574831837860175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617239472288277,0.0,0.0,0.07067216391525069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904222797549826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533468556634151,0.0,0.060930126431498526,0.12314774049515093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827254617234923,0.0739958576555814,0.0,0.05588367206759623,0.0,0.0,0.16358863109426405,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blacktooth305,2020/02/01,first time at a nightclub guys so a friend has been inviting me to go out clubbing and every time i accept it then say i can’t go the day before but i’ve done that too many times now i’ve gotta go and i’m shitting it i’ve never been to a club to i dunno what it’s like how do i puck up the courage to go through with this cuz i’m terrified,-1.4044444444444435,0.2934515185185198,1.3224691358024714,101.61111111111113,89.37037037037037,4.093827160493827,17.641975308641978,5.033348758259628,-0.8767432098765431,267,7,71,1,9,92,56,81,0.113,0.722,0.166,0.3309,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,5,0,6,1,1,2,1,10,13,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,3,1,5,4,9,9,0,15,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,9,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065414542427064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653781526819868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483923763978001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045066344121157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064621176505226,0.0,0.0,0.18752905683591609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5517857975647152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403363263317465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858337932989313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608547789761614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720480690280095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302499570324336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24915415484172004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42460543179984817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dirtydallas40,2020/02/01,"With love to make your day a little brighter To try and help in some small way, I send to you, my smiles, laughter, happiness, peace, friendship, strength, courage, bravery, healing hugs and love and hope that your morning, afternoon or night seems a little brighter...much love always",12.35142857142857,9.870870775510202,8.654795918367348,76.64913265306124,55.53061224489796,11.432653061224489,46.94897959183673,8.841846274778883,4.320175510204082,224,11,39,2,2,61,39,49,0.0,0.377,0.623,0.9938,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,5,6,1,9,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,4,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918390021633361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868795048954936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454285146228819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545351680327765,0.0,0.0,0.2289916717162777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462150401522737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242506735126774,0.0,0.15389626829961658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948336879681347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635886520740805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988727029062865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653070963025434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300265686241352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gold3nexp,2020/02/02,"I Feel Like My Life Is Ending Anxiety is taking over my life. My friendships are ending; I’m nothing but weird and far away to them, and when I try to communicate I’m “oversharing,” and when I’m trying to hold it together, I’m “distant.” I’m making everything about myself, it’s not just my anxiety telling me this anymore. It’s gotten to the point my friends have given up I can get better. I can’t explain myself or communicate normally. My worst fears are becoming real. I don’t want to live anymore because of this.

I’m only 22. I feel like I’m losing control and want to overdose or hang myself when I’m tipped over the edge. I can’t stop thinking about disappearing or dying, and my friends and family have always been my anchor. I can’t keep it together around my family now, I just feel empty and distant and depressed. Hopeless.

Someone please tell me how I can make therapy help me, or how I can make it better. It’s hard to stay present and in “the now.” I’m tired. I don’t have a plan, I’m just desperate for help. I feel like in order to be better, I have to mute myself more.",2.140156950672644,4.010350493273542,4.209621076233187,84.74106838565024,77.69955156950672,7.150582959641255,25.051345291479826,8.07648339933343,1.5717015246636774,852,31,172,15,20,292,107,223,0.147,0.664,0.18899999999999997,0.8153,0,0,0,0,0,3,27.0,0,0,1,6,13,14,0,1,4,0,18,3,0,6,0,38,44,19,1,3,9,0,5,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,8,10,0,4,6,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,3,5,31,8,20,40,2,22,0,3,0,0,8,9,0,4,12,108,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978318332721852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798891330930788,0.0,0.2332056479585005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466669289834933,0.0,0.0,0.11046559924469418,0.0,0.0,0.07167263935702914,0.1298523693941385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31195664495570674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187037969774648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126719026138392,0.0,0.12202430543114574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082731347262923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566884441992767,0.0,0.2216785251217048,0.1323045824528268,0.2377978462645799,0.2519868479165998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167633367766925,0.0,0.06142809389747975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532412156492102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761611166846576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450607777186284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609342388892728,0.17232364377495096,0.0,0.10382089449899044,0.0,0.0,0.1315363700226868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544671143588286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519855357935993,0.1128164002769224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942109891810482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906206206547688,0.11114639511202354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382611032645395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962093075583067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531932476771815,0.0,0.09829797926456728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840178074495708,0.0,0.20553149519253305,0.0,0.13445727923977366,0.0,0.0,0.07533732372278032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513518659642815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596514380687349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869758313333794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,midnightsip,2020/02/02,"Superbowl anxiety Why tho?! Raised anxiety just watching them!! 

1. The singers 
2. The players needing to perform",3.3583333333333343,3.409365944444442,3.93555555555556,72.19000000000003,139.55555555555554,7.866666666666667,47.444444444444436,7.1686216300943375,6.617711111111111,89,8,11,3,6,28,16,18,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.5067,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7948788011849992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852252732168884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687954567843765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cricket_aria,2020/02/02,"Is it normal for anxiety to flucuate throughout the day? I've been good at managing it for a few years, but lately it's been getting a bit bad again.


It gets horrible in the mornings, likely because of higher cortisol levels. I cry, feel like I'm going to vomit, can't eat, get tremors...etc. I calm down a bit at around noon, then it amps up again a few more times throughout the day. At night it's worse because I ruminate - I gotta stop that. But there are periods in the day where I only have a slight sense of doom, nothing unbearable.


I've had anxiety for almost 18 years now, yet I'm worrying if I'm faking it because of how I'm calmer atm. Sounds stupid but I guess I'd like some reassurance.",3.00691287878788,4.274323895833336,4.675176767676766,84.8602272727273,73.93055555555556,8.291919191919192,26.97979797979798,8.841846274778883,1.981855555555556,547,20,115,11,11,185,92,144,0.242,0.647,0.111,-0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,0,9,0,7,2,0,1,0,12,18,6,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,2,6,6,16,14,6,27,1,1,0,0,1,10,0,4,19,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169695767252334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496141708061785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470605570588281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374971410636253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482744019321802,0.2953065908032674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35258445130856203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737607311008546,0.31241998153021416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523237459389695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009072842447052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164816205868007,0.11535996263795185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530968742206461,0.0,0.09177170618935657,0.13544014051251166,0.0,0.0,0.1778862949321508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215429197333807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23667007947288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153622614664494,0.15821421967141025,0.15494255944502391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281134569751034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500289371173535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415915887534332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398881438713458,0.16455994474351834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079731605162269
anxiety,ajccb,2020/02/02,"I feel like the people close to me are getting tired of my anxiety and it’s making me feel even more alone It’s really tough because I talk to them about stuff and they equally talk to me about their problems too. I just feel like they think their stuff is bigger than mine? And so they kind of brush it off after a bit and it’s really getting me down. Reality wise their stuff is bigger than mine (my problem is I’ve started a new job and they’re upping my hours from 3.5 hour part time days to full 8 hour days) but the anxiety is what’s making it a massive deal to me. The anxiety is really debilitating and I haven’t felt this shit and anxious in my whole life. Even though I know sticking to the job etc is the right move, the anxiety about my nearest and dearest getting sick of me, on top of the work related anxiety, is making me wanna isolate myself again so I don’t have to feel like this.",3.21721198156682,4.448401059139787,4.500030721966206,86.46290322580647,73.35483870967742,7.679877112135178,25.1136712749616,8.192908349453996,1.3701348694316438,711,22,151,11,14,235,97,186,0.16899999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.081,-0.9241,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,7,2,11,9,1,0,10,0,11,4,1,3,0,24,25,12,0,3,2,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,6,28,5,24,24,7,23,0,0,0,0,10,12,1,0,13,107,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942828310485256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041347161558926,0.11936178573085142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440722964117962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534954737160885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627942024710787,0.1089272255151698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783494100485055,0.1395702606991846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369243033239366,0.2264431019412396,0.10144682160969096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560350165283425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31215114718931963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969557212030496,0.0,0.0,0.11002499940105527,0.05806605637446032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462831974845352,0.15485530596871486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157962854097453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229615236787574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204371861852983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441570739975265,0.0,0.07324892270112482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021980273863744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305880310400654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902300847831559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084548922438097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747842236946974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628542877708885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984540586323452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770042729128442,0.10380698755038788,0.0,0.06160916238281384,0.1214366189636661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796172352483147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691919980869805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrurAnda,2020/02/02,"What to do? I'm booking an appointment with a doctor this week. I need to get medication for my anxiety, it's gotten so bad that I think everyone is out to get me and is talking behind my back at my job. I think it is ruining my social career. I've been living with this since starting my career but recently it's been making me get sick.

I'm 28 and in Canada, and I'm trying to do a bit of research on the medication to give me some knowledge. Can anyone help me out?",2.0585999999999984,3.3524682599999984,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,76.4,7.800000000000002,24.5,8.472884824447931,1.6079999999999997,366,12,77,7,8,132,63,100,0.106,0.858,0.036000000000000004,-0.7055,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,8,4,0,1,0,14,21,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,12,0,15,18,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,53,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037796071002985,0.0,0.0,0.14658875860503534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120417448434682,0.17504493767326065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288781987384069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458068747184067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032491845537725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32859280358479,0.2011107244123464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052072034475466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804045583159397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851205023065384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399397609950184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42239085193581616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544921726528635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699928711343105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342062885305676,0.0,0.0,0.21370682223834805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838791138165605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850482487258925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686642853019727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233529075177062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681646882602834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gonekogwn,2020/02/02,"New Job Anxiety Hey guys, my therapist is away so I’m in search of some comfort/validation from any source I can get haha. I started a new job last Monday; it’s my first “real” adult job in my field. And ever since I’ve been crippled by anxiety (like crying/vomiting everyday). My psych upped my Lyrica dose, but I’m so overwhelmed by feelings that I’m in over my head. I have to commute 4 hours a day and I’m also working on my Master’s part time and I can’t fight these feelings that things are terrible. I feel like it’s an avoidance thing but I’m just so overwhelmed. I wanted this job so badly and now I have it and I’m still not happy. And the job itself isn’t even that bad, if anything I’m constantly asking people for things to do and I feel like that means I’m doing a bad job. I’d like to have more to take up the day if anything. I just feel like I don’t know enough to take initiative at this point even though I’m trying to? Anyway I’m just hoping for stories from other people that things will get better and I won’t end up back in the hospital.",1.033672406888268,2.9343306872246737,3.093121746095317,91.26424809771729,81.33480176211454,5.889387264717661,20.450340408490188,6.980632752743323,0.3805964757709249,834,23,183,10,22,282,120,227,0.141,0.745,0.114,-0.855,6,1,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,16,17,1,3,7,1,14,2,1,0,1,29,39,18,0,4,8,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,17,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,5,18,9,24,36,4,29,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,4,22,114,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679083084412616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065300014800606,0.0,0.14691709878667625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804011337013346,0.0,0.08977003035149403,0.0,0.0902182643148584,0.07383698334449587,0.24052956796302846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492594751013158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376846966433698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385583474170055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504928614381849,0.0992190716416662,0.0,0.12684667364059413,0.08685974020020812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24276459248955254,0.20579996129699865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167846817183612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033777120648636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507944219603373,0.0,0.10221996284147188,0.0,0.0,0.0985489336076746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537408564694178,0.0945648795947068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717375392301762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277260403204607,0.07827285801279317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345638242144837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045989303279622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548229698553384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039852746795,0.0,0.13314272174959074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907742765206776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929700717883294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943253408402601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796669984669511,0.0,0.07668536252661944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439708426305886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149195141144592,0.2551778861931988,0.0,0.09434367325427083,0.0,0.05599271130464265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519439416621907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663779176736121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990704599928123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hisigher,2020/02/02,Does anyone else get super sensitive to noise when they’re anxious? Whenever I’m feeling really anxious my hearing seems super sensitive and sounds/voices can be overwhelming. When I get like this I get super irritated by people talking and loud noises. Does this happen to anyone else? Sometimes it gets to the point where I want to put in headphones to drown out the noises I can’t control.,5.437916666666666,7.7845958472222225,5.970555555555558,73.63000000000002,69.69444444444444,8.133333333333335,30.055555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.9057055555555564,319,13,48,6,6,103,50,72,0.13,0.6579999999999999,0.212,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,13,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,4,8,12,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065752557566763,0.0,0.2516446902512782,0.3687516436689495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018246085435989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149437091483937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006433896690143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098604505587826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760571868483108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591255497806185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281208785780575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791246886374741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475181775624734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010702278958906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808953134877643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527794022761663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381597330447303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797107918276486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446336842757465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061367438464559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jiasung,2020/02/02,"How do you calm yourself down before an important speech or presentation? Whenever I'm doing something for school or any other activity that requires me to speak in front of a large audience, I get these weird shakes and fidgets where I just can't really control my body; almost like shivering. Like, severe shivering - my teeth start chattering, and my heart beats so fast I feel as if it'd fly out of my chest. Sometimes I feel this weird vertigo/dizziness that doesnt go away until after my presentation is finished. When it comes down to actually speaking, my voice is always prone to cracking, and it wavers a lot, so I try to speak as fast as possible to get it over with - as such, its made me very afraid of speaking public. However, when I'm with friends or family, everything flows naturally and I can speak for hours and hours. What I've been doing recently is imagining something very particular (e.g. a small red square) and speaking normally; thus, I don't think of the audience that I'm presenting to. This hasnt really helped, though. I still get that shivering, my voice is still very shaky, and all other of those bizarre symptoms remain. Any tips?",7.827361111111113,7.844261828703708,7.764259259259258,71.45666666666669,62.657407407407405,11.82962962962963,35.592592592592595,11.374738998889045,4.173164814814815,929,38,164,25,12,299,132,216,0.051,0.892,0.057999999999999996,0.3633,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,3,11,9,0,3,5,0,14,5,4,4,1,30,27,22,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,0,0,16,11,0,2,4,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,2,13,18,4,27,24,2,29,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,7,18,103,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.1433653455384278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711158358251464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222429159825576,0.0,0.0,0.1998109891683625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802907004576473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501166275175127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318659778616007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655205542989714,0.0,0.0,0.1647747896242559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203542485461844,0.0,0.13849597015215248,0.0,0.1485666841225334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350418391930828,0.0,0.2302670532725227,0.0,0.08349372319625054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409194447250673,0.09847230932788648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28935831316580524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354799116821929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489969977642942,0.0,0.1390120995019746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394299519395393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562169802535362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823173731284332,0.0,0.1450583072822018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868322890267816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596923615303882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262007420434572,0.14530015612643654,0.0,0.10398537862774967,0.0,0.2346489229438293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526982731716565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413555717158316,0.1443407228334786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974390072009197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636544377989069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Specter0419,2020/02/02,"Sudden Panic Attack! Hi Everyone,


So, I have been feeling amazing the last month, I have been exercising daily and recently learned Transcendental Meditation as such I have been feeling calmer and less anxiety then ever. However, today at work I started getting sharp stabbing chest pain then BOOM a panic attack, dizzy, shortness of breath, everything. I managed to control it so it didn't spiral plus having a friend working with me and telling them what was happening was good. Just wanted to know if this is common? Too have a month or many months of low to little anxiety then BOOM the panic attack rears its head again. I have been formally diagnosed with agoraphobia and panic disorder, however, they have been improving greatly the last year or so since I have been receiving treatment.

Thank You in advance to everyone!",8.451874999999998,9.666798770833337,8.104166666666668,65.45750000000001,61.29166666666666,11.4,38.91666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.988533333333333,669,33,97,18,9,213,96,144,0.212,0.662,0.126,-0.9283,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,4,8,14,3,4,6,0,18,6,3,1,1,18,26,15,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,9,0,0,9,5,11,5,12,17,1,23,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,16,71,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829314777222343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080621752251209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410061525739286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135442061047368,0.0,0.0,0.1370301124480315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815201743443648,0.0,0.2284960676354109,0.10745595093249112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209097811201192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237445201767013,0.0,0.06246698617704596,0.0,0.0,0.1002841786718763,0.0,0.13181916444669944,0.0,0.0,0.10572959503172842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227066298047344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570896456953462,0.19492039660561852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983402255000696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121860768589472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286303299374214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722397802568738,0.561127953609643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805451731479975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890415043051748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462765016148721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045037559733422,0.11007799324243517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333220370731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052164130991673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408728233074086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699496437777781
anxiety,DONTLIKEITILOVEIT,2020/02/02,"Riding in car with wife driving. My wife can drive in the left lane with people tailgating her, and she’s not even aware of it... or doesn’t care enough to get over...  meanwhile, my nerves are going crazy, and my heart starts racing...  it’s like I can feel the rage of the others on the road.   She will wait until I tell her to please get over, or until the car behind us starts flashing there lights.",3.3701666666666696,4.617576350000004,3.327500000000001,94.95416666666668,73.0,5.833333333333334,18.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.5347916666666666,308,4,68,1,6,93,56,80,0.08800000000000001,0.818,0.095,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,5,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,13,6,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,2,14,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,5,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28345684228730605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28726586131130544,0.0,0.18362759475032825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405737397125847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29050479701912235,0.0,0.15800345792928872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32945146259240066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30206626470569914,0.0,0.0,0.13582505435809927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274196990503795,0.0,0.0,0.3051791596022401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935637019959515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242999096600624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344201983455681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cisnfijndfijnwdf8nwd,2020/02/02,"(Vent..?) I’m having a lot of anxiety about something that may have never happened. TW: Mention of childhood sexual abuse and unrelated sexual worries. I’m using a throwaway for this because I want to figure it out and not have it in my post history or for people to possibly use against me. A few years ago I overheard my mom talk about being molested by my grandfather. Later she told me about it. She said that when she was about 3-4 my grandpa molested her, but she only recovered the memories after my brother was born when I was 10 years old. At first I was just mad at him for doing such a thing, but now I’ll sometimes get a TON of anxiety randomly about it, wondering if something happened to me too, even though I don’t think I’ve ever been left alone with him. He used to drive me to kindergarten, and the only time I ever slept over at his house he was living with his girlfriend who kept a close eye on me so I don’t think anything could’ve happened then. After mom found out about her abuse, she never let me spend the night again even if she needed them to take me to school. Even if it’s unlikely that something happened, I still remember some worrying thoughts I have had in the past. For example, for a small period of time I was extremely anxious for some reason that my dad was going to rape me. He has never done anything of the sort to anyone, and has never been like that so I have no idea where it came from. And to further support the idea that nothing has happened with him, he was the one to give me the consent talk about sex, to not let anyone take advantage of me when my mom had told him I was having sex with my then boyfriend. And from a young age I would think about boyfriends and have crushes and desire the attention of boys. (From preschool forward.) I would even kinda “flirt” (like how a child would flirt) with boys near my age even if I wasn’t attracted to them because I desired their attention. But to combat that point, (and I talked with my therapist about this) I didn’t know about any sexual stuff until I learned about it in sex ed in 7th grade. I still had that childhood innocence like any child should, now that I think about it I was probably just a hopeless romantic (because some children are naturally that way, more romantic than others, but not to a point of worry) and I had no idea of anything sexual or worrying. And I’ve always been INCREDIBLY uncomfortable around the topic of rape/sexual abuse, but that could just be because they are uncomfortable and taboo subjects to talk about. But anyways, sometimes when I think about my moms trauma I’ll spiral and think about “what if this happened to me? If it did then I’m dirty and not worthy of anyone and I don’t deserve a cute boyfriend” shit like that. It gets really worrying, but whenever I talk about it with my therapist or mom then I always walk away from the conversation comforted and reassured that it has never happened to me so I shouldn’t worry. Sorry about this being so rambley and not put together, I just thought I had to get my thoughts out before I spiral too much and it consumes me. If you made it this far thanks for reading, and have a nice day.",5.989569392543673,6.176007094855307,6.275862518467022,80.00964760580517,66.47588424437299,9.682523681237509,31.60180759537673,9.498858831193498,2.714401008082037,2511,92,489,46,37,807,254,622,0.159,0.769,0.073,-0.9957,0,1,3,0,3,1,60.0,0,1,4,2,49,21,5,0,24,0,52,7,3,6,7,111,95,51,0,17,26,8,0,4,1,6,0,1,0,5,37,32,0,2,21,1,1,6,18,7,0,2,33,2,76,14,86,50,8,72,0,1,1,4,50,24,1,19,46,368,113,4,0.0,0.1983766223915751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947206064228463,0.0,0.0,0.05780216854578931,0.0,0.0,0.09287652454132196,0.0,0.0,0.07590521745149298,0.0,0.08538875806381628,0.06304923974846785,0.0,0.1170706248039142,0.0,0.13778024256252452,0.0496825948491981,0.0,0.0,0.0524351869737405,0.0,0.0,0.13608465517893995,0.0,0.047490067911874635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638315953136083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911924065041171,0.0,0.0,0.035992733299570825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711284868780773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843093829130056,0.10096640081643288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04747182605256112,0.0,0.061192614924374125,0.0,0.0,0.0874750223864706,0.05353788923009643,0.03171802132317173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454672342854281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439706850757372,0.0,0.18900756703856653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030671631520800338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063756040854474,0.1141386964666158,0.0,0.10906348574419572,0.0,0.049281116040268316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744753484588216,0.0,0.052808625216278604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268190825152481,0.0,0.0,0.04102665798897582,0.041382293257470726,0.21521996699985327,0.0,0.0,0.05237375931787673,0.0,0.05355105193537351,0.0,0.058563044601964,0.0,0.037818195665605896,0.08489180474695847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327681252377664,0.03869151973910625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551668662470262,0.06291721519233894,0.053450404701099005,0.0,0.06017245278799204,0.0,0.0,0.05610430948749155,0.0,0.0,0.0558249484141433,0.0,0.035753216105558316,0.0573818162673542,0.0,0.0,0.06322167544666556,0.0,0.0530879433749773,0.0,0.0,0.05648254316852586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728800437346999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889543701245265,0.1103947284623057,0.06247455279254562,0.0,0.0,0.08913962938145614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388892068302085,0.0,0.06333235127110587,0.0,0.0,0.08392411635599903,0.22428919877660314,0.0,0.05138220742632885,0.0,0.1295990642853354,0.037077581451266634,0.21456417287456714,0.054832889819433635,0.13292034986634482,0.06508633941746254,0.0,0.0,0.10665739806398583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446053623771165,0.0,0.0,0.03291809284577708,0.04429925760544181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052339673156814,0.0,0.3400656429396993,0.0,0.11893713889324947,0.0,0.0,0.07187942137950735
anxiety,HiMyNameIsLaura,2020/02/02,"Between global warming, insane Aussie bushfires and this new Coronavirus the world feels a bit mad right now To be clear I've only ever 3-ish major panic attacks in my 32 years. I've had generalised anxiety disorder my whole life though. It sucks snooker balls but that's life.

But lately the world feels a bit crazy. I live in Sydney and we've been living under a smoke haze for months. It's eased off in the past few weeks but we've had extreme heat waves and drought. 40 degree celcius days and the eeriness of normally bustling suburbs gone quiet due to the heat, smoke or Coronavirus risk - take your pick. Right now I can hear the rain pelting down on my roof and it's the best sound in the world. 

I try and be rational. My cousin is 8 years old and like my sister and she's had GAD and Panic Disorder since I was 7 so I've grown up around someone who has much worse anxiety than me. But lately she's the one reassuring me about shit. 

I know rationally that Coronavirus is unlikely to be the next great plague. Yes, there will be carnage and it's easily transmittable compared to other big virus's we've had in recent years. But it would seem the mortality rate is pretty low and - as with any flu - those with compromised immune systems are most at risk. But with anxiety there's always the ""what if?"". I've watched way too many plague/zombie and disaster movies in my life.

I'm fine really. None of the above is stopping me from doing things and I'm pretty happy at the moment really on a personal level. I've just been feeling a bit uneasy about the world right now.

tl;dr Just having a bit of unease about the state of the world right now. It's been an eerie few months in Sydney.",3.0753792415169663,5.184290290419163,3.8729580838323368,87.12508582834336,75.7365269461078,7.088063872255487,22.510578842315372,8.021203637495839,1.1422118962075851,1343,38,265,22,30,428,188,334,0.174,0.691,0.135,-0.8793,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,1,16,17,4,5,24,1,23,6,1,1,2,39,34,24,1,3,10,2,4,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,14,17,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,10,0,1,9,8,17,7,35,19,12,56,0,1,1,0,9,29,2,4,23,154,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181877259289283,0.0,0.0,0.0668680461069004,0.0,0.2256674680447777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753490615344485,0.0,0.11186502914097536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319169171279352,0.0,0.4294053320150953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634149754284574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253903221547084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894547926636928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915641915196295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084096167259362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467454271183037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082551090490636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054039818066983145,0.0,0.2218419556860545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836101538444912,0.04803926817008752,0.0,0.17365509514209845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969159533394772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697277950344168,0.0,0.07228416043395207,0.0,0.0,0.0949681161996258,0.10457549939625928,0.0,0.09634291766890143,0.0,0.0,0.10318121726236014,0.0,0.06663122605672152,0.07478470261342958,0.0,0.2307390835026395,0.0,0.0,0.09386749622435908,0.0,0.08585831534218502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007474105771933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598594843861682,0.0,0.09708941054650487,0.0,0.0,0.3358945084477869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951630609207784,0.0,0.0,0.10093474589584107,0.0813399256912465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331503158411142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220862006554203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393222587841278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653263506583074,0.0,0.09660912194773932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675988923325206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805009720063394,0.07887471829301917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978238365354986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020708151865727,0.06985109723556687,0.0,0.0,0.18996466742277998
anxiety,JazzyFin,2020/02/02,"Anxiety about going to the doctor for mental health I’m 100% sure I have anxiety. I know it’s dangerous to self-diagnose but I just know and I have every symptom in the book. Ill have a panic attack and faint if I have to make a phone call (just an example).

I know I really need to go to the doctor to discuss this and get it diagnosed/treated because I can’t handle this anymore, but I don’t know how to do it. Do I just phone the reception saying “I think I have anxiety lol” or do I have to find a therapist? When I phone the doctors, they have options like talking to a receptionist, make a therapist appointment, etc (I’m in Scotland if that helps).

Does anyone know what to do or how I could do it in the least triggering way?",2.6411368653421623,4.043353019867553,4.868493377483446,82.5702014348786,75.09271523178808,8.741942604856513,27.152869757174397,9.2995712137729,2.3572777041942614,570,22,118,14,12,199,79,151,0.13699999999999998,0.802,0.061,-0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,1,12,1,15,7,0,5,1,28,29,12,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,16,2,15,28,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,5,2,83,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215656950521601,0.0,0.13895769204517489,0.09797255566157843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940248791469674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541357925954904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307438025434238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187144229943677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221506725599498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430244826696674,0.1226166943717114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626668200346078,0.0,0.0,0.11805400282361422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806373472831648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320496934317014,0.0,0.1592626133890255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893704563245885,0.0,0.0,0.09391698399380992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850211952959397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845373324189599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705739995101467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120424707319715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389444071974642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439625614867562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976207210432023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142608382013848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617183053650618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205792870950578,0.1456344567851385,0.0,0.11262015239896568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32537158387897275,0.0,0.08978084982950918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121777530747336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gasky_Cuspo,2020/02/02,"First job in a long time. Since 2017 wish me luck. I’m so happy for myself as I should be, but my anxiety always gets the best of me sometimes. It’s the day before the interview, I hope they like me. 

Not just like me, but call me back or I call them back and they want me. I really need this money to save up and get out of my situation so I won’t be so anxious and cautious all the time.",-0.8640697674418618,1.0648116627906994,1.8965581395348856,96.78274418604653,89.34883720930233,5.300465116279073,15.576744186046513,6.742157984588678,-0.44591720930232537,297,6,74,4,10,103,60,86,0.07400000000000001,0.645,0.28,0.9673,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,2,6,7,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,17,11,10,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,17,7,8,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,9,52,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667328944387518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329077885742934,0.2263732905024401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081609636682338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050931910176848,0.0,0.2102873081085547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092224423412077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922905182847344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704438231539322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938141610587965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330910898939906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902336749602012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884704461318964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579189408211325,0.0,0.0,0.1773307201109193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857983903696856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836908435611638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575708500805084,0.2252364373422918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818175473513794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368733516009946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818979934241755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042805394083984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kxyzar97,2020/02/02,"Failing to take a deep breath causes me extreme anxiety? I used to have childhood asthma and i stopped using inhalers before my teenage years. I'm now 22 and recently I've been unable to complete deep breaths at night mostly, it's gotten to the point where i throw myself into extreme anxiety and have panic attacks which obviously will make my situation worse.

A few days ago I started to dread the night time because I knew my body was going to do the same thing again, since then ive been able to tolerate night time but i still get the worry of ""will i ever be able to take a deep breath"".

During the day I don't have any issues with breathing and I hardly get any symptoms of anxiety.

I have no idea what it could be. My friends say it's anxiety and i believe it is too but why does my mind cause me anxiety when i fail to deep breathe? I like to think im a hypochondriact when it comes to things like these, i really hope i'm not the only one.

If anyone can give me suggestions of what nutrients i'll need in my body to calm me please let me know! It would also be great to know what kinds of exercises i can do to relieve anxiety as google and youtube havent been my best friend when it comes to finding solutions.",3.7970281124497984,4.918572417670685,4.827489959839358,85.09055220883538,71.81124497991969,8.103614457831325,27.88955823293173,8.515128840125781,1.8778931726907628,968,35,200,16,18,317,143,249,0.146,0.72,0.134,0.7302,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,10,15,1,2,10,0,24,10,7,5,2,35,45,15,0,5,4,0,1,2,2,3,3,1,0,0,14,10,0,1,6,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,6,3,29,10,24,31,4,34,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,3,23,127,43,2,0.19899835080899356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820001555937493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956945462291411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532570249433312,0.0,0.4566995810593245,0.0,0.0,0.06957213691388386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319467618995795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065377380862416,0.0,0.08466646980867873,0.1121014980812481,0.1044182459757216,0.0,0.0,0.22104230678188247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442612289939766,0.0,0.1714194587037684,0.10432299236058384,0.0,0.0,0.07944199523890097,0.0,0.0,0.12833747354898847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707239890958585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000270058866319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094044374016276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374563219827592,0.0,0.1039684249436604,0.09544867551109414,0.05654767434177251,0.0,0.0,0.109698192146404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913171753265751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988251318115116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123224579504216,0.10747618358107992,0.10385128842496093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361307983815016,0.10936428934814936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174464812648024,0.0,0.09722054241031412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664164722062608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046580313201237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377737781296066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801197075743859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742321631298616,0.07567360649968048,0.0,0.11674084404221527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922021555253808,0.0940588817329146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374171958611813,0.0,0.09824343204197984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912573788613242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823067460907078,0.1118412420066823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704260284707481,0.0,0.07946017000635565,0.08318576591630943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034177407991025,0.14962199415803584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322056618806201,0.06375505399858658,0.0,0.0,0.11603753865906988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187068210549386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978252969583234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104624242817603,0.10139816018954848,0.07068135943654856,0.0,0.0,0.06407420675188842
anxiety,gunnarniels,2020/02/02,What happened to the Corona virus thread? There were users there posting regular comforting updates that was really helping myself and a few others navigate this crisis. Is that still available?,8.198279569892474,11.873201516129036,6.7109677419354865,65.3531182795699,66.09677419354838,9.29462365591398,36.13978494623656,9.725611199111238,4.797894623655914,161,8,18,4,3,48,29,31,0.13,0.721,0.14800000000000002,-0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945955212584463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748933510999709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356638692670089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583079713791041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446665268920931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HyperEnemy,2020/02/02,"I'm worried I don't actually have anxiety I (19F) only just realized that being worried and afried all the time isn't normal. But I've always been told growing up that I was overreacting about things and to get over it, so I'm worried that I'm overdramatic and it's not actually that bad. I want to seek help, I'm just worried they will tell me nothing is wrong and I've wasted their time and my money.

Any advice on how to tell if I actually have a problem or how to go about everything would be greatly appreciated.",4.4926549865229095,5.154549801886791,6.5685444743935335,74.94047169811323,69.84905660377359,9.453369272237195,31.18059299191375,9.606745405546679,2.8502819407008086,413,17,82,9,7,146,68,106,0.135,0.716,0.149,0.1318,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,2,1,19,19,11,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,9,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.4478815005072173,0.0,0.0,0.14949771674339785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729794272812428,0.0,0.0,0.10403681739411952,0.0,0.11703509888332682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773825966434454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374953944458019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992970914797777,0.0,0.08694638137649396,0.0,0.0,0.16866937432345314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254436661929804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989537030455946,0.1467957328499527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635396729296707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463884763122503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674358194949976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163816666031164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841660523938194,0.0,0.0,0.1461862124722305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023605304990592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214653552485229,0.0,0.10867800498100147,0.16726792939052998,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Milky8881717,2020/02/02,"Biting inside of lip Wherever I'm feeling anxious, stressed, uncomfortable, or sometimes even bored,  This might sound weird but I'll bite the inside of my lip until it bleeds and hurts. But even after i can't stop until it passes. As I'm doing it- it feels good and it calms me down. It's kinda like the pain distracts me in a way. Any tips or tricks to avoid doing this ?, has to be a more healthy way of distracting myself when I'm feeling that type of way.",2.6654032258064504,4.477991387096775,3.662029569892475,89.51304435483874,75.98924731182795,5.940322580645162,22.377688172043012,6.6274283507984215,0.4855817204301074,361,10,74,3,8,116,64,93,0.235,0.596,0.16899999999999998,-0.6676,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,12,1,4,4,0,6,4,2,0,0,13,12,10,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,0,4,5,3,12,10,1,11,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687915457715992,0.0,0.0,0.2606174321229813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30474110890211703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499359454724931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349434790342776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24696163375210056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270494976001832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447288227797355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454736229760241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281612812980752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928696823923841,0.2642580584321392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493401098003844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MisguidedBantering,2020/02/02,"“Fine China”, a glimpse into the after effects of an abusive relationship    To live with anxiety is to build a house upon a trembling foundation. Life's beauties are still open and enjoyable, yet the ground upon which you stand shifts and jostles. Your knees become accustomed to shifting weight with the shakiness below you, yet it's never a habitually discarded task. Every movement, every shift, still requires effort and delicate balance to maneuver. And, unsurprisingly, some events cause the ground to quake more than others. 
   What is it to feel broken? When anxiety perforates the comfort of your happy home, rumbling the fine China and sending it crashing to the ground. When your knees buckle and you've fallen to the ground. To see the others around you still standing tall pushes you ever deeper, below the floor, as shattered and helpless as the China. Just because the China lay shattered on the floor, that doesn't stop the ground from quaking, and with every vibration, the pieces move farther apart. You still have your TV, your favorite chair, and all the other amenities that make your house so wonderful. But the fine China you once had lays forever broken on the floor. 
   “Who cares about the fine China?"" you may ask, and that is a fine question. Surely, just being a little broken can't affect the household too greatly, can it? Generally, no. You don't need fine China at every meal, and it's rare that you even consider needing to use it. The times when the fine China is important, though, make its broken state all the more agonizing. After having to substitute your fine China for something lesser enough times, you stop inviting people over to eat with you. You rely less on the China, trying to forget that you ever even had it. You miss the China. You long for the China. You resent the China. 
   Eventually, maybe months or years, depending on the severity of the quakes and your own ability to rebound, you feel as if it's time to give the China another go. You think, ""Maybe I can invite someone I trust over for dinner, and they won't notice it's broken. Or, more realistically, when they do notice.. they will be forgiving and understanding of my broken dinnerware. Maybe they will still see me as a person, just as one whose fine China must be used delicately. Maybe, eventually, they'll help me get some new China."" 
   As you get to know the person more, you become more familiar with the metaphorical house in which they live. You know of the pictures on their wall and the dirt on their rugs. You know that they don't live upon the same unstable ground as you, which makes you appreciate them for putting up with your shaky foundation. You begin to think that maybe, just maybe, you could invite this person over for dinner. That your familiarity with them would make it easier for you to allow them to see your broken China. Until you see their own China collection.
   An intricate wooden cabinet, carved delicately with depictions of beauty, of war, of legend, stands prominently in their dining room. The glass doors are pristine, without a scratch to be seen. Inside sits their finest China, on grandeur display and deserving of it. Plates depicted with beautiful scenes, vibrant colors, and no signs of ware or damage. Their China defines the word fine, and is anything but broken. 
   You are broken. Your China will always be broken. Why would you ever have thought that they would stoop so low as to even consider using your shattered, worthless China? Why would anyone want to eat upon something as useless and sad as your China, when theirs could be on display with the best of them? How foolish, how naive you were to think that your China would ever be worth something to anyone. Your China is broken, and will always be broken. Just as you are. 
   Your ground shakes and you fall back to the floor. It's easier this time, to stay on the cold floor. To not get up, laying among the shattered pieces of your China as your world rumbles around you. Maybe you should stay there indefinitely, never having to see the supremacy of others' fine China, never having to show others the insufficiency of yours. Maybe you will.",6.218458816351436,8.075662579865769,5.975143380109824,76.34971934106164,66.8255033557047,8.210128126906653,27.236729713239786,8.683859531658005,2.163518120805369,3302,102,536,52,55,1028,310,745,0.124,0.772,0.10400000000000001,-0.9846,0,0,3,0,0,0,111.0,0,56,19,4,36,33,2,4,53,0,50,10,2,14,11,111,86,50,1,13,13,0,4,0,0,15,1,0,4,3,36,35,7,3,14,2,1,9,12,13,0,1,5,12,80,20,105,56,17,99,1,7,7,0,87,48,0,13,35,406,116,1,0.0,0.07104330401598863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978376115175436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287373825343037,0.091739128717009,0.0,0.0,0.08385145274697887,0.0,0.04934232442190119,0.10675498899888533,0.0560549074094048,0.0,0.0,0.04610586905852146,0.0,0.03655132121883154,0.1324431668020063,0.0,0.0,0.06292477137214653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113365390833477,0.061595877835995363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574704767435548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227089767912827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195515198495353,0.0,0.11880989432008406,0.21695056470242535,0.20207699130661866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063558940996741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398054873029284,0.057519507516974384,0.03407689380656676,0.0,0.0,0.06610658507283519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382899203705286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040190211903311936,0.0,0.060145199544973875,0.0,0.0,0.20755885519727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988580516633509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04235182451324318,0.0,0.060096102411005964,0.15883847301153647,0.05306309315861067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009620885205084,0.0,0.4819064843515222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047859842677042984,0.06372844725202655,0.0,0.08891979726218424,0.13873553874841932,0.05791015633445638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653069253347033,0.0,0.0638559003953713,0.04063073873751799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415690120115084,0.15706540246499842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602767927108772,0.06716940349702764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437506159225467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389034955734329,0.0,0.0,0.0677382181442603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050804277236627685,0.13848140381996368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781967946497022,0.2394223817935221,0.10025920762771164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651199509023111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526066615635445,0.05891081743232671,0.04760188328454648,0.13985363424714678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04070919564458888,0.0,0.0,0.06242092160503281,0.0,0.1553596779375752,0.0,0.0,0.035366214770804566,0.0,0.0,0.07301564955384904,0.0,0.0,0.1082099225385722,0.0,0.0,0.057799714231571174,0.06502452792437043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297084342191727,0.0,0.0,0.03861255064226685
anxiety,sighofwinter,2020/02/02,"Is anyone else as lonely as I am? Who can relate.. What do you do to keep yourself sane. Let's all discuss it with each other. I'm at 23 Yr old male and I'm almost always alone, playing games, reading, or doing what I love the most; photography. I've sunken thousands into photography and I thoroughly enjoy it, sometimes I'll go out with another photographer but I'm so utterly alone all the time, I can't really relate to anyone. Anyone else have this issue? What do you do to pass the time? Today it's also very hot so im just gaming",0.8272237762237751,3.2063108272727305,3.6936363636363647,83.65199300699302,86.18181818181819,5.930069930069928,19.37062937062937,7.321109707123232,0.7781328671328671,421,12,81,7,13,149,74,110,0.05,0.885,0.065,0.353,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,0,2,15,17,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,3,10,16,4,9,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,3,4,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050573186105645,0.3733928482680075,0.0,0.14415495925619987,0.14999190734619933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890197726316495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37812884138957736,0.36939816914557744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30117050219620695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024466955240837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947132217829824,0.18814604577285746,0.0,0.16022459571682754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432947259368807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269293196627996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915399350329945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803101597845676,0.0,0.11548005492060835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782831126035512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022371884865035,0.0,0.1708667094039716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487345157575449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pizzarollgirl,2020/02/02,"Is it all in my mind? Writing this as I wait in the car cause I know if I get out my anxiety will get worse... These past two weeks my body has not been doing too well. My stomach is acting up, my throat is in a giant knot, and I am convinced my heart is not beating like it's supposed to be. I am having a hard time figuring out what is in my mind or what is real. I have almost taken myself to the emergency room 4 times last week. I had to call my mom Friday night because I couldn't calm myself down.

Basically I feel like my anxiety is getting really bad again. But I am not sure what to do. As I have this irrational fear that if I take my medicine (fast acting or my Prozac - which I haven't been... Please don't scold me) something bad might happen. Does anyone else ever get this way? I know if I go to see my doctor she will ask me about my medicine or prescribe me something stronger and I don't know.. I just am lost right now. 

Sorry for the rambling and any grammar or spelling errors. My mind is in so many places that I feel not here. But I needed to write it down and maybe hear from someone else who feels like this.",1.796596638655462,3.2805587016806723,3.1812521008403367,93.44977731092442,77.52941176470588,5.936470588235295,21.56386554621849,6.508806274219699,0.20304134453781544,873,23,199,7,20,285,135,238,0.16399999999999998,0.785,0.05,-0.9697,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,0,1,5,0,29,6,4,1,3,42,49,16,0,5,14,1,4,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,15,6,0,1,7,0,0,4,8,4,1,1,5,6,39,7,21,39,1,30,0,1,1,0,8,14,0,9,14,136,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641061744124273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905604730163204,0.0,0.17786650043745836,0.0,0.0,0.08128682202067186,0.11911496800833395,0.0,0.0,0.1086808906155224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413284933538105,0.07086676843872845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913090963885546,0.0,0.0,0.11870734212166295,0.0,0.0,0.11942388580839462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189899028928523,0.10173381050286508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942289796245167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515752179908236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081697970353318,0.17634307586868164,0.1661023765936276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429496413090156,0.0,0.06606927634826289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280217103760643,0.0,0.10413988100497837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102561451128875,0.13776040101032427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166887603288946,0.0947617360331116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170386075767136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269039157076612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178623264046956,0.11679179471789547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332609416397422,0.35214726270939184,0.13615414441260254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862001491611106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909559403197301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109766720226167,0.0,0.0,0.12145967379201887,0.1276109174807716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323213998624767,0.07447466823826078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927945294586084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263861406620026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985008155811926,0.17899452514680095,0.0,0.13013574999299735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956710555257984,0.0,0.08740781115115602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557615406253712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113562318680734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227624456569178,0.18650233776256114,0.0,0.1045254359468263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847176996667118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,banka_1993,2020/02/02,Phonophobia Does anyone else panic when his or others phone’s rings ?,6.942499999999999,9.662881583333338,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,66.5,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.6447333333333334,57,1,8,1,1,17,12,12,0.248,0.752,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341395642528952,0.4896368503148094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181894465325413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39920115588056826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606804173208685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Octopus1027,2020/02/02,"Lynn Lyons is an anxiety expert, and she gives a really interesting perspective on why anxiety is so prevalent and how we should look at anxiety differently. For the record, This isn't me in the video.  I'm just a person with anxiety and a professional school counselor who sees anxiety affect the students in my life all the time. 

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fynzVQKHz7o](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fynzVQKHz7o)",11.738548387096778,15.480013822580652,8.087935483870968,59.16190322580646,55.935483870967744,12.056774193548387,33.36774193548387,11.602472056035307,4.977473548387096,355,13,45,11,5,99,48,62,0.141,0.8109999999999999,0.048,-0.4342,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,4,1,0,2,1,10,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,6,7,1,5,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,1,31,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8186078537239004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236010550212643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205303543882453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116575293852474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971944706943685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687042094876485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710405989521107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216595507345352,0.17054295630976113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479438704906505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931160534872325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VerityPushpram,2020/02/02,"Anxiety after the event I’ve just finished my final assignment for a subject for my Masters degree. I’ve got one more subject to go 

I was pretty happy with my paper overall although there may be an issue with the way I referenced something 

So why am I lying in bed this morning, crying and shaking? You think I would be happy to be done - I feel so bad right now",4.387397260273975,5.289344452054795,5.945095890410961,78.443397260274,70.23287671232876,7.4838356164383555,31.03835616438357,7.554174236665415,2.2088597260273968,287,12,51,3,5,98,55,73,0.17800000000000002,0.693,0.129,-0.4687,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,12,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,1,9,2,8,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690529596467656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399826595932685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26837571999644283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500257441243644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353630280948305,0.0,0.0,0.26764228554217284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388535516207128,0.0,0.1954062407282064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201696076540329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550081927514482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555858672748122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856282354151074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864924525326156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880906444796392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655136633858924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939310523189147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204621722621257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735589996473994,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mystical-Prince,2020/02/02,"34 [M4A] fear of rejection Hello. I've been struggling with overcoming my anxiety of being rejected, coming across as awkward and weird and I wish to learn from others how they are managing.",3.1649999999999987,6.3074549117647045,4.414941176470588,75.52123529411767,88.11764705882355,8.60235294117647,27.388235294117646,8.841846274778883,3.5657835294117657,153,7,23,5,5,50,31,34,0.4,0.539,0.061,-0.9201,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,17,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418170365008925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848969462822737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027981347390598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671145902418169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138223910909975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayfd9sid9sj,2020/02/02,"Anyone here with experience or expertise w/r/t bad health anxiety and food allergies?  I have an allergy appointment set for a few weeks from now but in the meantime the past few days have been absolutely grueling. I've been examining the ingredients of foods served to me and finding potential allergens I never would have even considered before. Each and every night has seen me practically paralyzed in fear of having some severe reaction before I am able to see this allergist, and worse, I've been experiencing some ambiguous symptoms I can't confirm aren't allergies vs mere anxiety.

I've been experiencing alternating tightness in my throat and chest, but particularly as of recently, my throat an hour or two after eating, and sometimes recurring hours after that. I initially chalked it up to anxiety, but last night it got bad enough to where I actually started to struggle to swallow my own saliva. This same night, for a period of time, my face was hotter than its ever felt before during any of these anxiety fits, enough to make me wonder if this time was for real. What's particularly scary is that this throat tightness alleviated soon after I took 25mg Benadryl as an experiment. It could easily be a placebo effect but I am more concerned than ever that there is some underlying allergy issue that could be worsening with the damage the last month's anxiety-caused stress has put on my body. FWIW, during last night's dinner I had beans which I later found to contain white mustard. I have had these beans countless times before as well as mustard sauce in general without issue, but in the past I experienced sore gums and a clogged throat following ingestion of sesame seed, which has common allergenic proteins IIRC. It makes me wonder if sensitization is occurring in the present moment as my body is in this state.

Is anyone here able to talk with me in PMs or perhaps off the site about how I can distinguish health anxiety from real allergies, or at least give an educated opinions on my potential health circumstances? I am seriously worried about how I will be able to hold up over these next few weeks.",12.53104761904762,9.42177645974026,11.859480519480526,55.751125541125575,55.83116883116885,15.773160173160171,45.4069264069264,13.867442237049445,6.279349783549784,1727,76,278,53,15,569,211,385,0.14300000000000002,0.843,0.015,-0.9939,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,3,16,0,34,20,8,5,3,55,47,25,0,5,13,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,20,11,6,4,8,0,0,3,4,7,1,1,13,9,27,1,53,27,13,59,0,1,3,0,2,19,0,13,35,195,47,1,0.2422788853076787,0.0,0.07880974763697461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491931670206892,0.0,0.3089044735231722,0.0,0.0,0.11293801991453292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486183282407446,0.0,0.0,0.2748819822849956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794114824745644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296238466715677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289599836705715,0.0,0.0,0.05208327926378538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826372615532601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689256916748402,0.0,0.05334097291971148,0.1461034149924998,0.06804347009145308,0.0,0.0,0.15799682633605022,0.0,0.09087703450357232,0.0,0.0,0.07754190809940847,0.0,0.0738128373063768,0.0,0.19530972654210427,0.08854876414805267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747199449278751,0.0,0.0,0.06459085239264349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575311256106209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906393244206496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858414015377954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748962805782252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781535817950147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446156492573157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228680412292941,0.0,0.08588878103958107,0.3031497619192796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418840696898586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118573253712047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384427538558296,0.0,0.0,0.07974039016627482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643549678790652,0.0,0.0,0.0912353928182488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987333754145012,0.0,0.057162080674451374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250988151501306,0.08442749843644144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839401762543405,0.0,0.06491153021641613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412747663780919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897269187243754,0.0,0.0,0.07889042214889178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956100517116131,0.0,0.07261260480533874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784939989813941,0.1751607441272445,0.0,0.08201532284230216,0.08230096086425451,0.0573693229339213,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dante-Hitt,2020/02/02,"—> ANXIETY KILLER <— Reasons Why Most People Don’t Meditate (And Why You Shouldn’t Be Like Most People!) “Step into the fire of self-discovery. This fire will not burn you, it will only burn what you are not.”
—Mooji

I’ve been coaching people on how to meditate and I’ve been meditating myself about an hour a day, every day, for a year now.

It helped me go from being a severely depressed and anxious person on the verge of killing himself to building a thriving business, being happy most of the time and having the energy to do the things that bring me happiness.

The tension and stress I felt on a daily basis was dramatically lessened through the application of meditation and learning about spirituality.

That being said, this post isn’t for everyone and not a cure all.

I’m also not an expert, I’m just sharing my experience.

I would like to take the most common reasons why people don’t meditate and talk about them because if you’re going through severe anxiety or depression like I was... this could be a life changing fork in the road for you.

1. Viewing meditation as a hobby / not thinking it’s very useful.

Meditation is a way of tapping into the essence of your life force, your very consciousness itself through shutting off your thinking mind. 

Detaching from your identity, personality, life story, ego, environment, body and time itself by resting your attention in the present moment.

It’s the art of maturing your spiritual eyes so instead of seeing the chair or walls, you can see and appreciate the fact that everything is alive.

Everything is consciousness.

You are connected to everything because at your core—you are consciousness.

Meditation builds “presence” allowing you to detach from the mind.

Your mind can be viewed as cogs in a wheel and presence is the oil to lubricate that wheel.

If you don’t have much presence, the mind will jam and you’ll suffer mentally or emotionally by overthinking or being triggered by emotions.

As we meditate, we build presence and gradually lubricate the mind.

This happens in stages I’ve noticed:

Stage 1 you can’t control your thoughts and you’re suffering from 1-3 very dominant negative emotions which also produce many negative thoughts. 

You feel powerless to change.

Stage 2 you start meditating and begin hooking onto empowering thoughts here and there which allow you to feel hopeful, optimistic or happy for a time.

Stage 3 your thoughts, feelings and desires feel good to you the majority of the time. 

You’re generally in a good mood and optimistic about life but still get triggered.

Stage 4 you begin having occasionally bursts of presence or “no thought” which feels immensely relieving, powerful and liberating.

You start catching yourself or noticing when you’re unconscious (overthinking and in a negative state) more and more.

Stage 5 you spend the majority of your time being present to the moment while using the mind sparingly to create solutions.

You get triggered still but catch yourself fairly quickly and get out of it.

Stage 6 you achieve permanent “enlightenment.”

Enlightenment is a buzzword, all it means is you rise above thought. 

This isn’t hard. 

We all do this at least once a day when we see a pretty sunset or animal or something beautiful. 

However, maintaining a permanent state of enlightenment is the challenge.

2. I don’t have the time.

If you have time to overthink, stress out, be depressed, have a panic attack, get triggered easily and use all manner of addictions or distractions to cope with the daily tension you feel because your mind is draining you...

Then you have time to meditate.

People literally commit suicide because they identify with their thoughts.

They hear these thoughts, listen to them and take their own life.

I myself came close to taking a gun and ending it because I was so depressed and felt absolutely hopeless about “my life.”

This is your happiness we’re talking about, you can surely set aside a half hour each morning for that :)

3. It’s too hard / I can’t focus.

You’re setting the bar too high.

Sitting down and meditating is a win.

Every time you bring your attention back to the present moment is a win.

Every time there’s a gap in thought is a win.

Simply observing your thoughts and emotions and noticing them is a win.

Win, win, win, win, win.

4. I’m too tired.

Something that inevitably crops up for most of my clients is being too tired in the morning.

This comes down to a few things that are all really important to examine:

-You don’t have a solid morning or night routine. 

For this, select a time that you’re going to sleep and stick to AT ALL COSTS and a time you’re going to wake up. 

Make a firm commitment to these times and don’t waver for any reason.

Shut off all electronics, phone, tv, music, etc. 30 minutes before bed.

If you use your phone for an alarm clock, keep it on airplane mode.

If you select 10pm, at 10pm on the dot you’re in bed and sleeping. 

Building self-discipline is extremely important.

Stop drinking caffeine 5-9 hours before bed and drinks lots of water so you don’t have a hard time falling asleep.

When you’re laying in bed and have trouble sleeping, shift your breathing from automatic to manual by focusing on taking slow and deep breaths in and out.

Do this until you fall asleep.

This is a simple but VERY POWERFUL technique I use almost every night to knock myself out if I’m not already exhausted from a productive and satisfying day.

When you wake up, immediately sit up and get out of bed. 

Go pee and drink some water.

If you’re still groggy, do 10 push ups or walk outside your house / apartment to get your body into an alert state.

The longer we remain in bed, the more “excuse making momentum” we generate.

The more likely we are to hit snooze and slip off into delicious sleep once again.

-Don’t meditate in your bed (people will state that you can and that’s great—again, I’m just speaking from my personal experience).

Our brain makes connections with everything.

If I say bathroom, you’re thinking; using the toilet, brushing your teeth and taking showers.

If I say bed, you get the idea...

Pick a unique spot to meditate in each morning far away from your bed and SIT UP.

Laying down makes it harder to focus and be alert.

We’re practicing presence and that’s not the close your eyes humming “ohhhmmm” kind of meditation.

-Try switching from coffee to tea.

Part of what was making me really groggy and staying up past my bedtime each night was drinking a ton of coffee.

When I switched to tea, things dramatically improved.

-Audit your diet.

What are you eating?

If you’re eating meat, cookies, processed foods, lots of refined sugars, wheat (bread, cereal, pasta, tortilla) and other crap it’s going to take a heavy toll on how you think and feel AKA making you feel really tired.

I cut out meat and eat mainly fruits and vegetables now—it’s a noticeable difference energy wise.

A great documentary on Netflix about this is “The Game Changers.”

-Get proper sleep.

I go on about 7-8 hours each night which feels pretty great to me.

Somewhere in our culture the idea of pushing ourselves to “hustle” on 4 hours of sleep is a good idea—it’s not.

Whoever thinks they’re amazing on basically no sleep is a dork... or you’re a super freak like Gary Vaynerchuk but he’s the exception to the rule.

It’s really hard on your body and any results you create on low sleep will be significantly lower than being fully rested.

So get proper rest!

It’s not about how many hours you have to play with—it’s how you use them ;) 

-Thinking siphons consciousness.

Every time we think, we siphon energy out of the present moment and into conceptual thought.

The mind “feeds” on us in this way and keeps itself alive.

A great book on this topic is “The Power Of Now” by Eckhart Tolle.

This contributes to us being tired, feeling exhausted and feeling drained all the time.

Negative energy is denser and heavier.

As we begin shifting into empowering thoughts and emotions, we will start generating positive energy which is lighter.

The tired feelings will slowly fade away.

-Adrenal fatigue.

Something to note is that when we’re stressed (we get stressed when we think any negative thought or feel any negative emotion), our fight or flight system turns on and adrenaline, cortisol, epinephrine and other harmful chemicals are released into the the body.

These chemicals are great in the short term when we have to run away from a murderer or wild animal... like a seal.

But if this primitive system is turned on most of the time, which is the case for most people, that’s not good.

It’s extremely hard on our immune system which leads to things like disease and cancer.

Our brainwaves shift from low-mid Beta to High Beta in fight or flight mode which causes us to overanalyze things, obsess and become unable to maintain focus.

This is why most people can’t actually read books or learn new information.

Their body is in a constant state of preparing to handle danger, not a lion in this day and age, but a coworker who treated you unfairly, some negative person or simply being in a rushed state in general can all spark this primal state.

This is not a time to learn or crack jokes.

Which is why most people can’t go emotional.

They’re strictly all logic and mental.

Until they numb themselves with alcohol, drugs or artificially bump their mood with stimulants like coffee or nicotine.

If this happens for prolonged periods, our body gets short circuited creating “Adrenal Fatigue” and now it doesn’t matter how much sleep we get, we’re chronically tired.

Meditation will cool brain activity off bringing us from High Beta to low-mid, Alpha (tapping into the subconscious now) and transcendent Gamma brain waves.

As you get into the present moment, you reclaim all that energy previously wasted on thought which replenishes you.

You will heal yourself of this crippling fatigue.

I’ve cried during meditation sessions from getting present and truly connecting to my environment, breathing has felt like sex at times and I’m routinely filled with tremendous love for this planet.

5. It doesn’t work.

This is the equivalent of going to the gym for a week, quitting and saying “It doesn’t work.”

Great things take time.

It takes 12 weeks of 1-on-1 coaching with my clients to integrate this daily habit of meditating first thing in the morning, restructuring their morning / night routine, eliminating anything contributing to unconsciousness or a “derp state.”

3 months of training to get great results.

Everything great takes time.

Those willing to invest in themselves will reap the rewards.

Those who make excuses will stay the same.

The benefit of staying the same is you get to be comfortable and things are familiar.

But you’re not truly happy.

The price of transformation is commitment, discipline and the firm decision that you deserve more from life. 

On that note, if you’d like to book a free consultation with me to talk about your life, your challenges and how meditation might be a great opportunity for you, comment “ready” below and I’ll reach out to you.

For everyone else, thank you so much for reading and I hope that this post was valuable.

Start meditating because it will change your life.

It certainly changed mine and I haven’t looked back since :)

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anxiety,everythangspeachie,2020/02/02,"Does anybody else develope anxiety because of the way people treat you because your good looking? Im a handsome guy and people act weird around me. I could be having a super chill day but then i start encountering people that make me super uncomfortable and anxious.

Ill bump into some guy that gets super competitive and then i come across another who seems super intimidated. Then ill have to talk to some cashier thats flirting with me and another chick thats looking at me like ""you aint all that"". Ill come across married women who hit on me heavy. Its like everywhere i go i constantly have these things thrown at me and its fucking exhausting. 

Sometimes ill wake up in a super good mood but then this starts happening and it ruins my day. I know i just have to get uses to it but geez.

Does anybody else feel this way?",3.182183544303797,5.76441865822785,4.168844936708862,82.76250791139242,77.60759493670886,6.987974683544303,25.697784810126585,8.07648339933343,1.7936949367088606,660,25,121,12,16,213,95,158,0.174,0.602,0.22399999999999998,0.8984,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,5,2,17,1,0,4,0,7,7,1,2,1,24,24,13,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,4,15,11,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,3,17,12,15,21,3,24,0,1,2,1,10,9,1,3,11,75,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994348219641439,0.10922640532283176,0.16130090124781374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271045829811197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407487872916347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598487127798885,0.0,0.15429459226858536,0.0,0.11399831221423674,0.0,0.0,0.1841627382900856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498957002851546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23854894768525695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219392159600878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199792544355665,0.14919344524904468,0.0,0.0811452357813609,0.23951439049136994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827495445238007,0.12625999358174733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422703690441794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846822303937731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951031458864152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397986909202358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530684258330373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969572843128728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998166395356384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121319515522238,0.0,0.20212101565358767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476125658976022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485677112108024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331618572906695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266644357607968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cumguzzlerdude,2020/02/02,"My anxiety is getting so bad and I think I’m severely depressed. Want someone to tell me i am gonna be ok. I have been dealing with high blood pressure from my anxiety but also kidney disease. I haven’t felt normal in a while which is making me anxious and depressed. All my blood tests are normal but I feel something is wrong. I’m awfully nauseous and my stomach is in knots and feed like something is in there which increases my blood pressure. I’m on a beta blocker which helps my blood pressure but decreases my heart rate which worries me my heart rate is gonna get too low. It’s like a cycle. 

I feel like I’m gonna faint and die any second and it scares me so much to even be alone in my apartment . I have been staying with family. I’m seeing a psychiatrist and she have me Ativan at first then klonopin to ease panic. I think I need something long term and stronger. 

Anyone else experience this?",2.5300290885584964,4.664191104395608,3.6918875242404674,87.6619360051713,77.51648351648352,6.260374919198449,26.63994828700711,7.285733465282438,1.3872213316095667,719,29,142,9,17,233,100,182,0.24100000000000002,0.65,0.109,-0.9779,0,1,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,14,0,5,4,2,16,10,8,1,1,25,35,16,1,4,3,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,10,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,10,0,2,3,4,24,4,12,27,4,16,0,3,1,0,4,9,0,0,8,86,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316708795554778,0.0,0.11054440826487072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400277893167824,0.0,0.2114948304483278,0.15616327690973578,0.0,0.09665531507429853,0.14163543950558968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154182883051496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425115448548288,0.238118744207056,0.0,0.143463417405996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547544088630372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130120304616572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521782161407495,0.13031321369588106,0.0,0.13978891974170018,0.09875326126148733,0.1327247912524485,0.0,0.0,0.11758041725534152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444145769371425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276121426183552,0.09265427055006864,0.14605013055828925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260011928326715,0.0,0.0,0.122331332852123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922712070087134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161672651047544,0.10249758041346303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27087682438886274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621859491955334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839475716109392,0.0,0.11015333368965824,0.0,0.0,0.15616327690973578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712387233756505,0.3192541877250185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473373565591285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082121910344712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714749338344826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815330568445181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038172222679368,0.0,0.0,0.1511354401518467,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisusrnmisalrdytkn,2020/02/02,"Anxiety disorders: rarely just anxiety Anxiety is my constant companion. I understand it and I know how to deal with it.  

What messes me up is the sudden, deep sadness that doesn't have a name, the obsessive compulsive need to do everything perfectly and RIGHT NOW, the aching fatigue that keeps me from accomplishing anything,  and the insomnia that amplifies it all.",6.024285714285713,9.100657380952383,6.485952380952384,67.2632142857143,70.42857142857143,12.453968253968256,37.484126984127,11.538034831475384,6.089488888888893,297,17,44,13,6,96,48,63,0.191,0.727,0.08199999999999999,-0.6890000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,5,0,5,2,0,1,2,13,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,9,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.61889024179746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191536311998494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914173767015065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278017841751088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090650863097743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236193166698616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23969501151232805,0.0,0.0,0.1482035331008798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995682539465529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029663441613266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807358924930687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MaybeJustLazyX,2020/02/02,"Went to a sit down restaurant by myself for the first time in almost two years and yikes Self explanatory title. I love burgers and found this nice spot nearby. I was excited because it was my first time at an actual restaurant since I moved out that wasn't fast food. 

I felt rushed and just nervous the whole time. Rehearsed my order in my head numerous times and still forgot to order the shake I wanted. Their water was self serve and I couldn't bring myself to get up even though I was so thirsty. I kind of panicked when they brought out my check and I felt like shit asking for a shake after the fact. What made it worse was there were two girls who couldn't have been more than 13 years old each in front of me who were so confident when paying their check at the counter. I felt embarrassed and useless.

I had been to a few places by myself when I was in college but that was during the summer and I could just sit in a corner listening to music or watching a game. This time I was all alone with my thoughts and I hated it. Think I'm just going to stick to Domino's and Wendy's. S/O the ordering kiosks at McDonald's now by the way.",3.2959990462565583,4.701060433476396,3.790522174535053,90.94188245112065,73.4206008583691,6.7228421554601825,22.386504530281357,7.1686216300943375,0.5527445875059609,903,22,193,9,18,283,134,233,0.102,0.85,0.048,-0.8739,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,13,12,2,4,14,0,18,5,2,1,2,34,37,18,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,10,14,2,1,6,1,3,9,3,7,0,4,23,5,27,5,29,11,5,47,0,1,1,1,12,14,1,2,19,132,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.13156604670343114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350039607099118,0.13963410717544048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603962601591695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218575446324324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764376072253752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890481335721052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388348495270156,0.0,0.0,0.22935769413516455,0.16302633477674774,0.147824491116224,0.0,0.0,0.0704385144386091,0.0,0.07662199706788163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310802661940238,0.1383654510034597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403955368981152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586683008816599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168140018879213,0.12757108286337254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329360317296444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147217400663487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085946272669622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812958379231729,0.0,0.13839202825436098,0.11152549297629363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076683874997628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638798354495175,0.1324611481958607,0.10703297613209406,0.39307664065733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634014516251264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952103909037814,0.10701479615545174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498060662617667,0.0,0.15052305928516915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739432475639174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364086990376287
anxiety,marshmallowman_,2020/02/02,does your body feel really tense? my neck is always super stiff. my jaw hurts cause I'm always tensed up. does this happen to you guys?,0.43611111111111,2.899754740740743,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,94.1851851851852,4.181481481481482,6.75,5.985473137389443,-1.6941777777777782,106,0,22,1,4,33,24,27,0.239,0.6459999999999999,0.115,-0.5028,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865994486691578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247898165496614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003747288068744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117613705739933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784592220244655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895213768575368,0.25856782365733705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130196051286096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873185428829603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ivolksia,2020/02/02,"Mixed Anxiety and Depressive Disorder I created r/AnxiousDepression for people suffering the mixed anxiety and depressive disorder which is not considered an anxiety disorder anymore but a depressive disorder now.
For people here with the disorder, if you need help or support please join",11.399333333333333,13.847242711111116,11.500000000000005,39.33000000000001,55.22222222222222,19.333333333333336,52.77777777777778,15.903189008614273,11.093444444444447,242,17,26,15,3,81,32,45,0.396,0.384,0.22,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208000812781334,0.0,0.13862684853582766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36118382815098543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8010152536938565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369337762762386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036470790885658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381540706335693,0.0,0.0,0.15343939639794898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158623718125532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pretty_Lazzz,2020/02/02,"I am terrified about what plan b might have done to my body I (23f) did the unprotected act on January 5, the 6th day of my aunt flow. I took plan B emergency contraceptive immediately after. I've had spotting on the 17th of January, 8 days before my next period.  I took a pregnancy test on the 5th day of my missed period which said negative. I am extremely anxious. Has this happened to anyone else before?",4.291434599156118,5.843607278481013,6.572848101265826,71.38982067510548,71.15189873417722,11.342616033755275,29.62236286919831,11.20814326018867,3.9164666666666665,321,13,60,12,6,114,55,79,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.9459,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,0,0,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,1,9,0,10,6,0,14,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24469941609736565,0.0,0.15145365561878288,0.22193507994676848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686259163415959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059678840943985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190724990796048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165978180416307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094377575591689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154106683163655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297812527296261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035944626849014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060387848845178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813071756880473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jazzyjay97,2020/02/02,"Someone to talk to My anxiety has been on high the past couple days and ive been depressed. I really need someone to talk to, I don't usually open up but I need help.",0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222235,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,86.22222222222223,6.933333333333335,22.88888888888889,8.07648339933343,1.4095222222222223,130,5,29,3,4,46,26,36,0.1,0.799,0.10099999999999999,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,6,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993740608531208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28837175880646776,0.0,0.1680787392123844,0.0,0.224472158005797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468850785423026,0.2753599939611652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864937746484384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487918715069557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696024266325485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416460109456538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41895396424118575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870367925866789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,splashka,2020/02/02,"I feel ashamed Caused another argument because of my attachment problems...


Now I am sitting happily alone in my house, and watching TV.
Couple of hours ago I was beginning someone to be with me, to not kick me out of the house (heard ""please leave"" 10 times), cried in front of him, said that I need him, said that he is my only friend, he closed the doors after me, I still kept up crying in the building corridor, he left the flat, looked at me standing there with a brain not working, paralised, and he left...


Again I ashamed myself fully in front of someone that I care about. I feel stupid, I feel worthless. It was not the first time. And ""I'm sorry"" is not helping anymore.",4.687777777777779,5.685886106870233,4.769109414758269,86.79546225614929,69.61068702290076,7.654283290924512,30.586089906700593,7.793537801064563,1.90311636980492,524,21,105,6,9,163,83,131,0.18600000000000005,0.7140000000000001,0.1,-0.8621,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,2,6,0,6,1,1,1,0,18,18,3,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,4,7,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,6,8,19,2,18,11,0,24,0,1,2,0,11,10,0,0,10,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342384131216894,0.0,0.0,0.15588975400310887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782972809442586,0.0,0.0,0.149271974147275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091753492789105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802625035737342,0.0,0.0,0.15346165572149326,0.15462196014823734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654370143466168,0.3306707283599019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831707296086204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802930186866182,0.0,0.0,0.11628871436566013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088807176040623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482284840398006,0.3473517835309074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937529523158084,0.32707334735887844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639599475131236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116061157961791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447461999976592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522197434480818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402401214214974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28635141696112204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550643713904921,0.0,0.0,0.16849095650397772,0.0,0.0,0.12020271250892164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755348232776676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957784218184614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ComfortInThePanic88,2020/02/02,"I'd like to share a victory...kinda... Ok well it's a victory over my anxiety at least.

My husband and I haven't felt connected in quite a while. Finally this morning I got brave enough to ask him if he was still attracted to me. Unfortunately for me he answered honestly.

There was a long list of things that have caused his attraction to dwindle over the years. A lot of it was stuff that is a result of my anxiety disorders and some of it was just plain mean.

I know you are probably starting to wonder where the victory is here. I'm a big self blamer. Quite frankly I really don't like myself to begin. As he continued to talk my brain turned red and the urge to self harm pushed into my head. 

Normally after any kind of rough conversation like that I shut myself in the bathroom and allow my anxiety attack to hit. Usually that results in self harm and a downward spiral of thoughts about what a piece of shit I am.

Today it didn't. Today I recognized what was going to happen and I changed course. Instead I went to the gym. I ran on the treadmill like I had never run before. I made my fastest mile time. I chose to do something that made me feel strong. The self hatred was replaced with anger. I'm a good person dammit. I have never once judged him like that.

So I went home and told him that. So I don't know what that means for my marriage but it was a pretty damn big victory over my anxiety and that's the part in going to choose to focus on.",1.8894950321449429,4.052615396610172,3.4972413793103456,88.10728813559324,79.77966101694916,7.052016364699006,23.05376972530684,8.104835398774808,1.3125055523085916,1142,38,237,22,29,378,159,295,0.095,0.7959999999999999,0.109,0.3071,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,11,21,4,0,19,1,19,3,3,6,2,34,44,14,0,2,3,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,20,10,0,0,10,1,0,7,6,6,1,0,18,4,35,15,38,25,6,40,0,0,1,0,20,17,2,4,21,159,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002309259740111,0.0,0.31508689986959965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626299728979294,0.11714317600108788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876198378583173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494851119618865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577849639252124,0.10892854693864208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801247619502785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639547727833124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206469735473485,0.0,0.0988672936424116,0.11279854001760754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704038371476205,0.08636630326594125,0.08235447033274465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910559810094575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567686890204646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032872490272008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722735075567076,0.1131791761464548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515295660058393,0.0,0.0,0.0911251597582401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754136375815821,0.0,0.19486530057431228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432891037801214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883353670828776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088868208064936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965962929528608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150641450668164,0.0,0.0,0.08990938296374533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475745094367274,0.11101901489390804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904241955253828,0.0,0.0,0.0659651825281784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296804320921872,0.0,0.10569716732653686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927129319380694,0.0,0.0,0.07288265602140008,0.0,0.08223192992319069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787595001079053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276334018576521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840865506798331,0.0,0.0,0.08174663331689898,0.06004260214085212,0.0,0.19520693303395295,0.0983921937329942,0.0,0.0,0.11200173000850096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340684532588012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258234543604914,0.1909083385476404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166651136602422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630926763791069
anxiety,lod254,2020/02/02,"Do you have muscle tension? This has helped me. I realize this is anecdotal evidence, but I'm sure like a lot of you, I've seemingly tried everything. I started having severe anxiety (acute PTSD) because of harassment at my old job. Even medicated for the anxiety, I couldn't seem to shake the muscle tension. Probably half of the days I'd have tension and a tension headache. It's usually bad enough that ibuprofen or excedrin do nothing for it. 

The first thing that helped was a magnesium supplement. I found out in the ER (I think it was a tachycardia visit) that I was magnesium deficient. The first time I took it I could just feel it almost instantly. I take natural calm. It seems to work better for me than a pill.

The second thing that has helped I stumbled on recently. I've tried out several things I've read about online or been recommended. This one has been great. I'm way down from about every other day to only occasionally and a seemingly normal rate of bad tension with a headache. It's probably one every 2-3wks now. I'm not sure why this stuff would work. All I know is that its a strong antioxidant. It's called Pycnogenol. I buy the 60mg Now Foods version. I plan to keep taking this because my results have been fantastic.

I really think it's worth a try if you have similar issues. I'm very pleased with the results. Pleased enough that I felt that I needed to post about it.",2.8977805111384463,5.356605228782294,4.260975809758097,82.39058083914175,77.8929889298893,8.295257619242859,27.380210468771352,9.049649993220411,2.5893180538472054,1111,47,210,29,27,366,148,271,0.121,0.7120000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9379,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,7,7,16,1,6,18,0,21,4,0,2,3,36,41,6,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,28,6,1,1,11,1,2,3,2,9,1,6,9,2,23,7,25,29,5,22,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,9,12,136,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998298665341409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253238398575258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166481862780477,0.12154595844343813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881718829390881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017994610896182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959812593390794,0.0,0.0,0.128589700584329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602260266970404,0.0,0.06584742583011452,0.0,0.16799421175967585,0.0,0.08959919076407674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040864861281803,0.0,0.09572257052729016,0.0,0.0,0.16960056485521127,0.12055125758334898,0.10931012054023743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991378661793408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004698187209231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040553917306546,0.09893163173102736,0.08861325255981245,0.0,0.0,0.05478961379323215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487058070159699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475689034943693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043194734224137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392237559705571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767966361858177,0.09565977772557276,0.0,0.10461284376481418,0.0,0.1351114519923892,0.07582233102177928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188697412731239,0.0,0.0,0.09547998868854296,0.0,0.21497555139900504,0.0,0.11653779887845245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972170412792594,0.0,0.0638669938689454,0.0,0.09843651399162698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630333346350219,0.0,0.2252533252711243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056443970700485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412660873665235,0.0,0.0,0.18792219754984246,0.0,0.14991605255707247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869823684380888,0.12776070897619116,0.0,0.0,0.05813279605748443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107645080745179,0.20305852307468936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979965517461346,0.08225858926477242,0.0,0.07913303255104198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995898307818685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515789478193888,0.0,0.0,0.07082027248549301,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purplecubicle,2020/02/02,"Prolonged anxiety attack I had my second exam of my master's degree on Friday and it didn't go well. My conscious self-talk was positive: it's okay if you fail, you can retake this course or try a different one, it's difficult for everyone. Yesterday I woke up and had breakfast and even went for a run outisde (so unlike me) and sat down and studied for a while for the next exams. But I encountered a moderately difficult topic and I just got completely paralyzed. I can't study anymore. I was shaking and my stomach was churning and I have this devastating sense of loss of control and helplessnes. So much so I'm thinking of just flying back home and forgetting about this degree. I don't think I can take the next exams.",3.786063829787235,5.826049680851067,5.311648936170212,77.90875,73.46808510638297,8.67163120567376,29.48049645390071,9.2995712137729,2.921798581560284,579,25,103,14,12,195,90,141,0.175,0.7859999999999999,0.04,-0.9496,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,4,9,8,1,1,6,1,11,2,1,1,0,20,20,17,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,10,1,1,3,0,0,4,3,6,1,2,10,0,16,2,12,10,1,12,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,76,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637854572863034,0.0,0.2123290775595008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435689793164803,0.0,0.16462922534672547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224479150643682,0.0,0.24013068571672236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368830740970214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141410636468104,0.0,0.0,0.2045811546037665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167762465288225,0.0,0.17123485093924454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475915781666005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738769580490278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553942880103912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507929641522482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233523706835179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609761060635563,0.17208499019765575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743725049867751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535944078942115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925010756100284,0.1984722915597832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Red-Daoine,2020/02/02,"Date Anxiety I've been talking to this guy for a few weeks and we are going on a date today. I really like him and he's incredibly sweet but I have been having night sweats and anxiety about it. This morning I woke up soaking in my sheets, could hardly eat anything and what I have eaten has caused my stomach to hurt and for me to feel nauseous. I know it's probably anxiety, but this sick feeling is so bad it has me wondering if I need to cancel even though I really don't want to. Currently taking a bath now, and smoked a lil weed. Help me plsss",3.5847368421052654,4.456013921052634,5.183289473684212,83.28177631578949,72.0701754385965,8.857894736842105,26.530701754385966,9.188382445141503,2.0177754385964914,433,14,91,9,8,147,78,114,0.19899999999999998,0.723,0.078,-0.9392,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,11,5,2,1,0,18,21,11,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,7,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,4,14,2,11,16,1,11,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,8,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463101919612687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166054372345467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848459371866076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729191323999185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111133891413862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647955240214247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332791044395678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040602030657563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468079947244902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980189535605825,0.0,0.0,0.18076245829701196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352542769362027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601828185238214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089743550175576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858344890873612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962328281503012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936441617068428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756164804971112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585411848311764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171950136267795,0.16218959163095598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825573536907332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127147769317326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190198205051374,0.0,0.16186220267761095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188305333817832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Codebreakerx29,2020/02/02,"Is my job going to be too much? Hi all, this will probably sound rambly, you know how it is. 

I started working as a data entry admin on a finance team in November, it started okay but my GAD has been through the roof because of such a high workload and my supervisor. She's the most unapproachable person ever and her method of training me was just ""ask if you need help"" 

So her being that way and the job being very demanding, we had a private chat last week on Friday and I just broke down in front of her, I've barely been able to sleep, I've had anxiety attacks at least once a day for the past week, the work load is so much and I feel so unsupported.

She goes on to tell me that she's had people leave because of her, and had people tell her she's the most in unapproachable person ever. Then I'm told my workload of what I'm currently doing is going to triple, aswell as having to contact suppliers by phone and take on another project too on top of my current stuff. 

I'm currently just a wreck imagining what this week will bring, and actually been sick all weekend from stress.

I just don't know what to do.. I'm good at my current work but it's alot as it is it keeps me busy for my entire shift.. Anyone had a similar situation? I just don't want to be driven into depression again.",3.989073375262052,4.7326208150943385,5.380345911949687,82.71005765199162,71.0377358490566,8.454926624737945,27.552410901467503,8.680891452615391,1.88829140461216,1016,34,211,17,18,342,142,265,0.136,0.8240000000000001,0.04,-0.9801,6,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,0,6,15,6,1,1,14,1,26,2,1,1,4,33,45,19,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,13,10,0,1,4,3,1,5,2,4,0,0,11,2,27,2,33,28,9,37,0,2,0,0,24,14,0,4,17,148,40,8,0.13098224942361553,0.0,0.12781978102081734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137346309073374,0.10020106229488357,0.0,0.0,0.0915858342859837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245072190711395,0.14901121793084127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969112703070146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447271498709608,0.0,0.11281481949838985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23696188695791925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622856088482389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888046166912638,0.10986169640579643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779464080132868,0.1383899379405633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599593433205919,0.11642304155853725,0.0,0.0,0.14396883760293322,0.10676801524819847,0.0,0.1386912897958038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257404867427205,0.09712167827755484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949182083797512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250373780252915,0.18161319909416804,0.2287372959516429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122101847972612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472295362932641,0.13107684323767735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854198206079461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500397241719255,0.0,0.14994333836142307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848235062449016,0.0,0.2289685185451587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515915244524867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807407334535056,0.07725672434311208,0.10396761287059723,0.3151981792804004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860699127143609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HumanTireFire,2020/02/02,Stopped taking my meds because I do high performance sport and I’m starting to spiral again and have breakdowns... Is there any medication at all for anxiety that doesn’t make your heart rate slow down to the pulse of a corpse?? My doctor always tells me there’s not much choice and as long as it works and keeps me stable I shouldn’t change...but I was always so damn tired. I feel so trapped because I want to perform well in competitions but also I can’t live like this off the meds. I’m always on edge and I hate what it’s doing to me and my relationships with my loved ones.,2.7911016949152554,4.563423194915259,3.5120000000000005,90.90037288135592,75.52542372881356,6.4149152542372905,21.969491525423727,7.1686216300943375,0.4933837288135594,459,12,99,5,10,145,83,118,0.14300000000000002,0.748,0.10800000000000001,-0.4955,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,7,5,2,0,3,0,8,5,1,1,1,16,18,12,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,1,15,3,14,16,2,11,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,6,63,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204887788322318,0.4434016472279426,0.0,0.0,0.1207929869519502,0.0,0.13588477162636625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656050175859184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818095677451535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981394672735632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753706662490146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104897840167124,0.0,0.18767351045739025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788373947245649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677996488747114,0.0,0.15684859109016594,0.15719500275370596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031601371596724,0.0,0.11856792778801765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946088582847151,0.1789413090123397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057686229043286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036518618765862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070576896104596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257258625869832,0.0,0.0,0.1485047844083799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335539905201174,0.0,0.15525451596796588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415701219529125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476947153584176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970871364588507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931514519598847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sirahs123,2020/02/02,Anxiety after Kobe Bryant’s Death I know this sounds stupid however ever since hearing the news of him and his daughter passing so suddenly I’ve had a lot of anxiety. I keep thinking something will happen to my husband. I deleted my social media as I cannot handle looking at all the pictures of him with his daughters and family. It’s too heartbreaking. Anyone else feel like this? Any suggestions?,4.477876447876447,7.144611729729732,5.276100386100385,76.06445945945947,73.5945945945946,8.012355212355214,32.19305019305019,8.841846274778883,3.317813127413128,324,16,50,7,7,105,60,74,0.18600000000000005,0.7809999999999999,0.033,-0.89,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,10,4,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,10,1,8,8,2,5,0,1,1,0,10,1,0,1,4,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175289172465523,0.0,0.3943793389019719,0.0,0.0,0.18023541842398275,0.2641109046443189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215329745600003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316337717160074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429980863297233,0.0,0.13033382810513142,0.18414750756867504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279409115925933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905201097626379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911354985284024,0.0,0.0,0.14166101061193376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593105457159462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645784486627345,0.0,0.0,0.21914275191896346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322603385227956,0.0,0.0,0.2627591562458683,0.0,0.19844024119451684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516552953235114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,memeholic123,2020/02/02,"Anxiety attack? I'm not diagnosed with anxiety but I'm 100% sure I have social anxiety. I've been having more and more anxiety attacks and do you guys have any tips in how to prevent them? It's really annoying since randomly at school I can't talk and I barely breathe, so any tips would be welcomed. Thanks :)",1.3769262295082,4.031082983606556,3.632930327868852,82.59726434426231,88.01639344262293,8.295901639344264,25.6577868852459,8.841846274778883,2.810555737704918,246,11,46,8,8,84,46,61,0.158,0.568,0.27399999999999997,0.7626,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,8,2,1,1,1,11,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750816129666464,0.0,0.6189002043877635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601900973966834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528527034921565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026493408245952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957017561206682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469355863693306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673079988157921,0.0,0.0,0.20617420775400447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062359650043026,0.0,0.0,0.16256546425123575,0.0,0.18620986766362704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367664089011672,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Agnimitra42,2020/02/02,"High anxiety about potentially moving across the country for a job I currently live in WA and I have been unemployed for a few months. I’ve gotten a few local job offers, but they are all part time food service jobs with low pay and no benefits. I just had a 2nd interview for a nonprofit based out of Maryland for a good position in my field of experience (food access and nutrition), and it is feeling likely that they will offer it to me. 

My anxiety has been so high since I was laid off in November, and trying to find stable employment has sent my mental health on a nose dive. I have been wanting to get out of Washington for years, so maybe this will be a good change. But I only have a few friends in the mid-Atlantic region and all of my family is on the west coast. I also have mild agoraphobia, so being in a new environment frightens me. But if I stay here I feel that I will be stuck in unstable and low paying service gigs for the rest of my life, living in a region that is getting exponentially more expensive. 

Not sure what to do. Do I face my anxiety and take the risk and move 3000 miles away?",7.203882063882062,5.8817621891891925,8.014242424242425,73.55045454545456,64.4954954954955,11.856511056511055,33.695331695331696,11.022393298168332,3.5048054054054054,874,30,175,21,11,296,131,222,0.13,0.7829999999999999,0.086,-0.7301,7,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,1,16,0,23,6,2,0,3,25,32,17,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,3,0,3,3,2,3,0,0,8,3,21,6,31,18,8,30,0,2,0,0,7,21,0,1,6,127,28,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735435664540324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080873806236311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261260441737675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201166182135055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131575331779985,0.1265526808483714,0.0,0.13575494030479246,0.0959034744114815,0.0,0.0,0.12269598776364105,0.0,0.32465517777704833,0.0,0.10371607741881883,0.0,0.14027321695439046,0.0,0.0,0.22519390181660576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269440109052528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836709346074607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996474254762962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482004651956537,0.06558451878700441,0.0,0.23707867092150264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486548628502162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528572009727846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715175936841316,0.2853588671801988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965306172043276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209811515374036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537246362750034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110474844400899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308554698977127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265227664912901,0.0,0.10093429067071034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827837559334733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114242111545842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918020459165888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644831457010699
anxiety,OueThereYet,2020/02/02,"24M - I feel like a fraud socially I recently started going out to clubs and enjoying the nightlife and although I'm a nondrinker; I'm still able to have a lot of fun. My default personality is this really quiet, shy, awkward kid who's all in my head. I don't dare to take risks talking or dancing with new people even though I want to. This is who I've been for as long as I can remember. I hate it and I feel like I'm wasting my life with social anxiety. 


Almost always towards the end of the night, I become a completely different person. I get into a type of flow state where I'm extremely social I literally become the person I wish I always was. I'm able to speak my mind freely, I'm able to meet people easily and my personality really comes out. I'm no longer lost in my thoughts and uncomfortable. Does this happen to others? How do I make this my new default personality?

Now I don't think I lack social skills 'cause I'm really social around 2-3 good friends am able to hold conversations with anyone if they start it. Though I am quite serious around strangers.  

 **The worst thing about it is when I meet people during this state and say I plan to meet them again to hang out or a date etc. I go back this quiet, shy kid and I feel like I'm a fraud because I'm not the same person as they thought I was** 


**Background info:** 

- I probably do have some childhood trauma of being bullied then turning it around becoming a bully (I still beat myself over this). 

* When I lived at home I rarely talked to my family at all. My best relationship was with my younger brother and even then we aren't that close (jr of 7 years) with everyone else it felt like we were roommates. I was really an asshole to my siblings so maybe this is how I push myself away because I believe I'm a bad person?

- Around 11y/o I got into video games and really isolated myself from face to face contact. I wasn't really off but I would rather stay home and play video games than literally anything else. Into my college years, I made no new friends and would always rush home right after classes.
* I work a very isolated job which is also nightshift. The only social contact I make is greeting my coworkers in the mornings and when I sign out. I don't take lunch with everyone and usually just go for a walk. I've held part-time jobs when I was younger that involved people and I never had a problem with my social skills.




****All advice or opinions are welcome even criticism I'd be down to hear your thoughts****",1.286314553990611,3.8154357585513097,3.0968380281690138,87.61333215962446,85.78068410462777,6.049751844399732,21.96542588866533,7.42949916751922,1.055446170355467,1960,68,388,34,60,651,243,497,0.099,0.809,0.092,0.2536,3,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,2,1,3,8,27,21,1,2,21,0,31,5,3,6,4,79,71,35,0,8,8,1,4,4,2,2,1,5,3,9,20,36,1,2,10,7,0,10,9,9,0,0,17,9,61,12,56,50,10,64,0,1,0,0,43,24,0,8,31,246,81,6,0.23954717346121115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852068137287394,0.0,0.0,0.05996797292597196,0.0,0.0,0.04789144701773013,0.14949182853277068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581323300709494,0.0,0.0,0.0418742383583213,0.0,0.04928172825415364,0.2132477713304904,0.0,0.0,0.05626561371938989,0.04604924750677356,0.050002970986997824,0.07301286677273766,0.19842077461673804,0.0,0.0674719084277877,0.06284749491534769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061520233362622086,0.0,0.05158716974513078,0.0627901634495957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256895281251779,0.0,0.0,0.05240733644395529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005546270245637,0.0,0.053041923579656286,0.0,0.06678960496120932,0.118663986635948,0.0,0.0,0.11444879490539048,0.0,0.0,0.05645593899668725,0.0,0.09084168636691006,0.1283494114383583,0.05750071313399836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253677599683784,0.0,0.0312883777971269,0.0,0.10210513428358878,0.050230200965149616,0.04789693941692102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295769359376494,0.0,0.0,0.059125810047110976,0.06146112733310484,0.0,0.06749676856226393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802140098482033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885680346250968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042299813216801686,0.11703064895804167,0.0,0.05288113571847848,0.052997927600807807,0.0,0.0,0.06537350929521549,0.05091361014718348,0.0,0.05666633188433549,0.0799497991998225,0.0,0.06016433326756921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046858949319595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046188386947024734,0.17351711463131775,0.0,0.056199698730696336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554660495657522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485156128921239,0.0,0.16607184827600158,0.3660358661769584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456809216324358,0.0573035733624877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369697635510292,0.0,0.0,0.2301900799127876,0.0,0.05913098365165261,0.0642960040675696,0.06784006265022316,0.05114299431808885,0.0,0.04762438176396954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273293087994275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477636115919032,0.06383135353600933,0.0956513410809109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005483121463012,0.09626947207123172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978612447078615,0.038373039065754115,0.11767694083910442,0.14263027353695365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651396342558291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595684214944282,0.04941287637874905,0.035322782340169084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886685686672339,0.0,0.0,0.04359829881820701,0.0,0.0,0.08508371954133757,0.0,0.0,0.0771302629232164
anxiety,rebirthof_slick,2020/02/02,"Airplane anxiety So, I've always had a hard time riding in planes. Before I developed a panic disorder I would just drug and drink myself to sleep in order to get through a flight. As of the last 2 years though, I've developed debilitating anxiety/panic disorder and I haven't been on a plane since. My anxiety also doesn't allow me to drink or take medications or drugs without immediately causing a severe panic attack- so I've also been pretty much sober for 2 years. Now I'm in a situation where I have to fly and I'm sooooo nervous about it. I don't know how I'll cope or how I'll handle being trapped on a plane for 6 hours with my anxiety. Does anyone have any advice?",3.3622362309223632,4.999630014598541,5.546104844061052,77.48268745852691,73.67153284671532,8.485467816854678,26.323158593231586,9.095868883498916,2.2425824817518247,540,19,103,12,11,189,84,137,0.21899999999999997,0.74,0.040999999999999995,-0.9606,0,1,4,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,11,4,1,3,8,0,10,6,1,4,0,15,15,14,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,1,9,0,17,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,6,62,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955234996129953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284103266599779,0.11882942054185718,0.0,0.0,0.09711574642149276,0.0,0.32774794357203985,0.0,0.0,0.09985612314575733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246707412566042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152085318288948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670528323515025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273454309886948,0.0,0.12497405676750148,0.0,0.0,0.2797990052467587,0.3312286896534358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461236857863973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279297741443636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063915444952266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848468100393864,0.11640926964055433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438661235961083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498183517687346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33511369970562915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452891848136579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133473257995845,0.0,0.11813396767636355,0.16052450492382406,0.142913208160858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737540153791823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031017108052646,0.0,0.08327370168472098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766381363751154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144817803629998,0.0,0.0,0.1839300088713088
anxiety,lastredditontheleft,2020/02/02,"Why was I treated this way? 
When I was in high school I was used by this guy. He would ignore me after sex. Use me to cheat when I didn’t know he was in a relationship. He never told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more till I was 18. He used me from 15 to 18.

Mostly for pictures he’s two years older a senior when I was a sophomore. He was a marine so he traveled away while I was still in school. John took me out with his friends. We went to a party I blacked out. Him and two of his friends had sex with me. They called me a slut, gross and ugly after. They ignored me for a while. John kept hooking up with me. 

An older boy dated me in high school but told me not to say to people I talk to him because of his reputation. He acted like I was super weird and annoying and only suitable for sex. How do I get over someone so cruel to me? Why do I care years later?



Before all that happened, he was helpful to me and would hang out with me after he would only have sex with me if he was drunk and ignore me the rest of the time. He would never want to talk to me only about sex.After three years knowing him, he told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more.



That he felt no connection to me. It's been four years since all that, and I feel broken.I HAVE NOT SEEN THIS PERSON FOR FOUR YEARS. I haven’t even talked on the phone or FaceTimed him I’m so embarrassed and ashamed I feel so alone. This guy even four years later and me telling him to leave me alone keeps photos of me.

I have only been with one man since I feel disconnected from people. I can’t date I self harm horribly on my vagina. I put bleach in my vagina sometimes because I feel so dirty. If I insult him if he contacts me he just laughs at me or ignores me and keeps sending sexual stuff. This is my fault.


Why was I treated this way? Is it because I’m ugly? Why can’t I get over the way he treated me?",0.3025818267753735,2.2568593722084387,2.2652942219071264,95.91171422663359,84.31017369727047,4.632139903107643,18.280101618811294,5.622346879071545,-0.4783684981684986,1449,35,335,8,42,482,166,403,0.187,0.752,0.061,-0.9949,0,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,2,1,14,24,4,2,12,0,30,10,2,4,4,61,58,30,0,10,9,0,5,1,2,4,0,1,0,6,12,22,1,7,7,2,0,7,9,15,0,7,24,8,67,9,51,30,6,53,0,0,2,9,54,17,0,6,27,223,79,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058837480987854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737454799482697,0.0,0.0,0.15060719658693406,0.0,0.07007741844737074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409291785654202,0.0,0.08396566731589222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878843781936827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656317436986134,0.0,0.07907301447580438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725341007320162,0.0,0.08605341449283048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308735086819404,0.07282560935177404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055200331507890124,0.1740236165203338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640051899593545,0.0,0.0,0.09051950654335657,0.0,0.0,0.08720128135508434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04023413665151759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270333806526889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580422871466859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055805384980730635,0.2505365347147709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141881634767712,0.07190857237699398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827887881725402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841766620395622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549142129503427,0.0,0.2500407550440302,0.0,0.0,0.08591346484531584,0.0,0.0,0.13624860703118144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977850607574182,0.0,0.08145047923696985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576822673742586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427593654241627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985797291138019,0.07198126225702359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480214373564272,0.0,0.0,0.23607910379831726,0.0914986246413503,0.0,0.0,0.1608963113103796,0.0,0.0,0.213382943731294,0.0,0.0,0.14572404725490706,0.19610695974693587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634323374992055,0.2972476786607867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340084433829226,0.0,0.0,0.3182007003515224
anxiety,ConfusedKiddoooo,2020/02/02,"Anxiety, a good reason to quit school? School, i mean, a masters program. I have always wanted to go to graduate school. And now that I am finally in, I am stuck with anxiety.

I get anxious because I am scared that I might feel nauseous, that I might get another panic attack, or that no one can help me (cause I am taking my masters abroad).

Becaus of this anxiety, I went home for a break. But now I am confused as hell because I have to decide in a few days if I should continue with the masters or not.

I am scared that if I go to my masters, my anxiety will kick in and I wont be able to control it. But at the same time, I am scared that if I let go if my masters, my anxiety will turn out to just be temporary and such a good opportunity just flies away.

Help please.",3.236194240542069,3.834547322981369,5.143026538678711,84.258594014681,72.66459627329192,8.587464709203841,28.92207792207793,8.841846274778883,2.1067341614906843,593,23,130,11,11,205,84,161,0.217,0.6859999999999999,0.096,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,8,5,10,2,5,7,0,19,0,0,3,0,29,31,12,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,2,1,24,3,18,20,2,17,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,9,6,97,32,5,0.11824681992712945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983908267346164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239921008237547,0.4522924679423757,0.13358524889851553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452282833229154,0.11109677976882412,0.0,0.0,0.21624649170082724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147205665080235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262386327945835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625941653765775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597891450745596,0.0,0.0,0.12953361137127462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355816590882696,0.0,0.20160717829086672,0.1983596447450076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585167017223327,0.0,0.11861120164329288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091538484264995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288054521437557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508823791053604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012710543437587,0.0,0.0,0.1387371654838565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979949942639982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577004828126842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157742486513763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35515708521473344,0.35901628398804114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890689258688918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895067161524562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861858465160034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697450380624841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961598673664408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lennyghetto,2020/02/02,i lost everything i know this might not be seen or maybe ignored  by a lot but i need to get this off my chest. i feel so lost and useless. i’ve been doing my addiction for 2 years straight i mean like 730 days non-stop it made me think where is this taking me? i dropped from college 3 years ago due to some family problems and sometimes i beat myself to sleep knowing this was the main reason that started it. my life is just going downhill it made my mental illness much much worse recently and i couldn’t keep myself busy. i knew i had anxiety and i overthink a lot but it never reached to a point where it affected the people around me. my anxiety got so bad that my whole body would shake if my legs touched to the person next to me so it had some of the people around me worried and some thought that i just lost my mind. my overthinking got me in a very very dark place it touches every single detail to the point where i can’t make eye contact with anyone not even my mom during a conversation without thinking that i look awkward worthless or ugly. i forgot who i was and i hope there’s still time to find me. today marks my first sober day and trust me nothing feels better than this and i’m willing to beat everything just to find myself and my happiness back. i hope i get better and keep you guys updated,3.316437455579248,4.807820682835821,4.093113006396589,88.44733830845772,73.51492537313433,6.895806680881307,25.82160625444207,7.447530270364453,1.195730774697939,1045,35,215,12,21,334,155,268,0.201,0.721,0.078,-0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,8,15,17,0,2,10,0,14,8,5,5,1,58,45,18,0,7,11,1,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,17,13,0,4,12,0,0,2,6,10,0,1,16,7,43,7,21,24,10,30,0,5,3,0,7,11,0,11,17,147,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981970595057483,0.0,0.0,0.08929849745872646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541291730316204,0.0,0.0,0.07043861899571141,0.0,0.0,0.17935703555845134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774615975677622,0.08411234114558712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781898249661116,0.0,0.11189763258683977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993584505502487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665367512409987,0.0,0.08487643166659055,0.0,0.18107432423083966,0.0,0.0949671810864717,0.0,0.10187270560277736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841461122817955,0.08568801628797422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526329356902722,0.0,0.057251944021555576,0.0,0.16113937346295526,0.0,0.0,0.09974683627030237,0.0,0.10723788088788368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001118871909441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908180518520891,0.0,0.0,0.11072636044895903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115449841193243,0.049215684965038864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459486929090416,0.0,0.3299035321613108,0.17128833991751746,0.0,0.1906421856478756,0.0672436522478363,0.0,0.1012052449026372,0.1097336304935458,0.0,0.0,0.1015205951605671,0.10686750377368988,0.10171704856030868,0.11798357549920505,0.0,0.0,0.1481086037898829,0.0746962338199032,0.07769565054169962,0.0,0.1071364121352836,0.0,0.0,0.09666119448187686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967861990142028,0.08796086952342602,0.10525016814415128,0.0,0.1904606650719474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639302658196178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357583467521407,0.0994669990804192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081113407941457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963283569617604,0.0,0.0713031452946817,0.0,0.08044980201398969,0.08422179813878954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574272623623582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290981751276711,0.0,0.07997502274113673,0.05874136067520475,0.0,0.09548820712956894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623943069442015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247080595554168,0.0,0.09710820541425454,0.0,0.0,0.10230471690350214,0.10266101760390783,0.07156165626495832,0.0,0.0,0.1297444303726146
anxiety,HeyYaaaa1828q881,2020/02/02,"I cant stand this anymore How do I get rid of the tingling sensation on my ballsack? It started out of nowhere years ago. Stopped for a while, now has returned on full power. 

Every time I think about something which makes me nervous or even spontaneously I get this feeling on my ballsack. I hate this. Anybody else have this problem?",2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,3.0914285714285725,88.92857142857146,80.1111111111111,4.8698412698412685,32.8095238095238,6.1826913282559595,1.8407523809523805,266,15,48,2,7,81,50,63,0.146,0.802,0.052000000000000005,-0.7902,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,8,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,8,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27681505217312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309695245656174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608676771730741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625626175535464,0.0,0.2631071577762535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789682424098805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32630408047674525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30830925791296315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844757341969056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988072749459588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404063806132944,0.0,0.0,0.2210315340857512,0.0,0.0,0.2610778692741007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009473339648345,0.0,0.0,0.1820914492715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109639179184932
anxiety,uhthrowawayig,2020/02/02,I just got a traffic ticket. I'm literally shaking right now. I'm such an idiot. I hate driving so fucking much. Please tell me it's not that big of a deal...,-1.2679411764705897,0.773477500000002,1.985529411764705,92.9388823529412,97.52941176470587,3.896470588235295,21.50588235294117,5.6839178017228535,0.14166588235294153,121,5,27,1,5,43,29,34,0.252,0.6659999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.7057,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962124299334884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552935090951537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30737223237782835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794320147919004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825161299992601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218630374889601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32820335757161184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359087073069585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ozzzy189,2020/02/02,"Another rejection, makes me feel terrible I was on a date last week, a girl I was chatting to who I met off tinder. We chatted for about ages and really got on, I finally beat my anxiety and managed to go on a date with her, which i thought went well. 

But then sent me the dreaded ""let's be friends"" message'. Which has totally destroyed my confidence. I feel like the date was just a formality as we already got on really well, and now I've managed to ruin it. I keep playing reasons why I got rejected, it hurts.

This is only my second date in 6 months, the other one ended similarly and now my anxiety is so much worse so when or if there is another one. I've no idea how I'll get the confidence to go on another one ever again.

I keep telling myself it's because I'm not attractive enough, and they weren't attracted to me. I don't think I'm unattractive in anyway, though I hugely regret falling out of love with the gym. However this has got me feeling like I am. 

Sorry for the rant, I'm just so upset after being rejected again.",2.8569250069696146,4.387326568720383,5.0212043490381975,81.16976024533037,74.781990521327,8.75617507666574,28.999442431000837,9.325443323948027,2.6751759687761356,810,35,162,20,17,282,125,211,0.22399999999999998,0.6509999999999999,0.124,-0.9709,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,1,1,18,19,1,2,10,0,14,1,0,3,2,30,36,16,0,2,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,2,7,4,0,5,4,10,2,4,12,3,25,9,22,21,3,33,0,6,0,1,14,10,0,2,20,115,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887630044024676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958875262446162,0.19254661663465727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671571915537183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146389650644398,0.13003453449604227,0.0,0.0,0.11383664144906283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190897457036337,0.17981154714023506,0.0,0.1378602363392946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972297847311438,0.0,0.06575033990605647,0.0,0.14304453725766447,0.0,0.4026082870185152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472279278186072,0.14206697453243045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371881332396892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258284508171243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286880166081828,0.0,0.1229658660846936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358265412639995,0.0,0.08400445857074759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004506028017578,0.0,0.09251269566071814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25583340668326965,0.09571300809774454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124279005880454,0.12939261360814305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087643430740301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999662217146784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063826057589339,0.1236449347013846,0.09990918488173864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094760408034813,0.0,0.226304773460146,0.11666227535928872,0.11355816630530847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824977394674095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lockeddoorghost,2020/02/02,"Going to a psychiatrist next week. Very nervous So I’m going to see a psychiatrist about my anxiety and depression issues, I last saw one over a year ago and I felt like she didn’t really care and only saw her twice and I was put on Zoloft 100 which I took for almost a year and really didn’t feel much different so I gave up. My wife wants me to try again with a new one and i made the appointment and I’m just very nervous and I don’t know if I should write something down or just try to not freeze up. Sorry for the rambling I just need some advice on what I should do.",0.5324765478423998,2.583735105691062,2.6821138211382127,92.68519699812384,84.12195121951221,6.386241400875548,17.59161976235147,7.61054688173877,0.255099312070044,450,10,104,8,13,152,75,123,0.1,0.8370000000000001,0.064,-0.48,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,7,0,7,1,0,1,0,26,23,12,0,5,6,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,3,0,3,9,6,15,2,14,12,2,18,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,4,9,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546697525076507,0.15917184678066207,0.0,0.17980649873495005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736527384214015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830765394773594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465742796460585,0.0,0.0,0.18760521301293895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079249454802656,0.0,0.1724087275077662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409968635600045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741721602106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868317934525199,0.1463678858911605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772545663583241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699069392399324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199953336413753,0.13314375743185886,0.0,0.1734231531163184,0.19096738536848426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335319644485845,0.1365658228370569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051050305038294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300654293347026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430885361578746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823644082815748,0.0,0.20100618037094628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950120211937794,0.24382310518174405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963167124242687,0.10591096394075067,0.0,0.14403468126906616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312654879938964
anxiety,Cairo-TenThirteen,2020/02/02,"Seeing people you recognise from your classes/lectures around campus- do you always say hi? Occasionally when I'm walking around my university campus I see familiar faces from my classes and lectures but I never know whether I should say hi or not to them. If its somebody I've talked to several times before then I usually do, but if I've only seen them in passing, or even if I've only spoken to them once in a lecture then I usually don't. Is that rude? Because if it is, then it's really not my intention, I'm just bad at reaching out like that (which I'm trying to work on). 

The thing is, when I write it out I can already tell I'm overthinking it but it still frustrates me that I don't know what to do in these situations.

What do you guys do?",3.7065584415584425,4.727063292207792,5.347922077922082,81.65616883116886,71.92207792207792,8.197402597402599,29.584415584415584,8.575989854853784,2.19554025974026,593,24,120,10,11,202,87,154,0.059000000000000004,0.879,0.063,-0.3549,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,3,1,7,4,2,0,2,0,12,1,1,1,1,24,21,16,0,5,13,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,5,19,1,16,19,0,21,0,0,3,0,15,9,0,6,11,85,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835416466431893,0.0,0.14956305908516782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200240709105804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500803898961516,0.10957148441777163,0.0,0.1529505947415642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872052819678568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797678526678326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756738573235436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781480919398607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863118500471303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914236082812077,0.0,0.27340984327136325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461323421421208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514988096914162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858824442874912,0.0,0.0,0.2864685573017149,0.0,0.0,0.20306180095228588,0.0,0.0,0.20204201876152636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354537620620278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444730144865198,0.1571059139504209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941524583779352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481132962291484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203572531689952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959296174093847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308572182070314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idthrowawaypassword,2020/02/02,"I left in the middle of the shift This might get deleted or locked bc that's what happened when I posted similar story on r/TalesFromFastFood yesterday.

I work at fastfood/coffee shop place, and I had to leave in the middle of the shift. I was scheduled to work 7hrs but I couldn't stand the looks people were giving me. 

I'm asian and people were looking at me like a plague. People tried to keep a straight face, but I could clearly see their face harden, their voice starting to shake and I could see them trying to avoid any physical contact when I ring them up. My coworker noticed it too. I felt like shit. Like literally, a dirty shit that people try to avoid.

I get it but ngl, I was hurt , annoyed and most of all, uncomfortable. I was making them anxious and that made me anxious. I partly get it but partly dont, bc why would you come to a crowded fast food restaurant where hundreds of people come and go, if they're that concerned? Idk. Maybe I overreacted but I didn't want to stay there and make anyone feel unsafe or let people look at me like an animal in a zoo.

I feel bad bc it was peak time and the store was short staffed. But I might ask for 2wks off bc I dont think I can handle it.",2.872991803278687,4.498187364754101,3.772918032786887,89.74216393442623,74.94262295081967,6.355409836065574,22.85573770491804,6.961326702584282,0.5936924590163932,943,26,199,9,20,302,139,244,0.19399999999999998,0.721,0.085,-0.9807,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,5,2,5,12,3,3,12,0,19,5,4,3,2,39,44,19,0,6,9,0,3,4,0,3,0,2,0,0,11,10,1,3,4,1,2,4,4,8,0,0,11,10,31,4,22,26,4,30,0,1,5,0,10,16,2,6,11,121,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706906593852252,0.0,0.0,0.2348714610773401,0.0,0.07268538263804789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718072282151917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679525220562953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909021485013474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599380377281978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436610252253924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512211472462148,0.0,0.09980984729420753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569869931656716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293127718627773,0.0997198563902994,0.05907809547248829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192406532992796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128234837727874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239696716790943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100697454575151,0.11294372831566515,0.10629756406074882,0.0,0.2031420231958419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26187951430447753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836152673303593,0.13877701361269984,0.0,0.1044333641915013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205524615363798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834959685883925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513892702454336,0.0,0.432401745461846,0.0,0.10860730737413074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955690740606687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567194886147318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340966747705986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357748452387754,0.11079858495258722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660799424247514,0.0,0.0,0.06061501968993443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172895867954092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131335281291065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093800159296978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135602013115007,0.0,0.0,0.07384424115622766,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zast25,2020/02/02,"It's like my stomach had agoraphobia I don't know why but everytime that I am about to go out of my house and I am alone I have a horrible stomachache and diarrea (and i'm quite sure that it's a symptom of anxiety). It's awful and it makes me be late for everything.
Do you know how to solve that?",-0.4839615384615357,1.6346889692307731,2.4649038461538453,91.86197115384616,90.07692307692308,6.9423076923076925,21.971153846153847,8.07648339933343,1.2985769230769229,233,9,55,6,8,82,44,65,0.16899999999999998,0.721,0.11,-0.7105,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,2,1,2,1,11,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,7,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094880455042113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285969584364977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685607075931184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982664618876842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34479887813935023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284479987728542,0.0,0.3370826780848215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459886622251407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946508601409746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178325147697617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816349004720808,0.3105890433297069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696391333873692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,js24_productive,2020/02/02,"Can I get withdrawal symptoms from quitting anti-anxiety meds after 2 days? Hey all,

I've been taking **Citalopram (10mg)** for the past 2 days and I don't really want to continue due to the side affects I'm having. 

If I were to stop taking them, would I be likely to encounter withdrawal symptoms despite the short period? I've tried looking online but most people stop after a few weeks/months.

I know it's best to ask a medical professional but I don't have access to one at this time. So any feedback or shared experiences would be appreciated greatly! :D

Thanks",1.4644151376146797,4.184666834862386,3.63017775229358,81.1698537844037,91.66055045871559,6.394724770642202,23.32626146788991,7.645422480735847,1.8111142201834864,451,18,79,10,16,153,80,109,0.05,0.7140000000000001,0.235,0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,5,0,11,3,0,1,1,14,20,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,7,5,11,14,4,14,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,12,47,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840019091768354,0.0,0.1444424139173881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651587171939062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981489468954907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435391917699202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846966048029208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864767273412728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816841967641486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376739505540124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224512399725264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855644827079313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973010942150772,0.1902105314225254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070976371060316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794544845956698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024460318317692,0.13090005373007066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008272374609537,0.0,0.0,0.12095926809796895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31571439950914393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925006829633516,0.28392969349160896,0.0,0.0,0.17383482887796867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110099130045651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281925078159027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113675593840401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682565064490773,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Le_Harvest,2020/02/02,"Sleeping for days Is there any ways to sleep for days straight? Like maybe consuming some sleeping pills to sleep for a whole day, then waking up, drink some water, then immediately consuming sleeping pills again to sleep for another whole day? I just want to skip the next few days, maybe even weeks. Like how in Skyrim where you can just press the ‘wait’ button and skip the next few days. I’m feeling very anxious right now and would like to just skip one or two whole weeks forward to where I would probably feel better by then.

I’ve tried to distract myself, watching animes, playing music, playing games, doing stuffs, but I just can’t seem to get my mind off the thing that’s making me anxious. I think that the only way to deal with it is by shutting my mind off completely for the next week or two, by sleeping.",9.254285714285713,7.185898796178348,7.738034576888082,79.53242038216564,61.03821656050955,10.500090991810737,35.167424931756145,8.418075326091056,2.600789626933577,649,20,128,6,7,194,93,157,0.04,0.87,0.091,0.4632,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,1,7,0,7,12,8,2,0,24,16,9,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,3,2,1,4,4,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,4,9,6,22,14,7,29,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,5,21,79,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964057812723478,0.0919635187658477,0.0,0.19815729328404905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756556599525362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195420325431324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393644064698307,0.09041723044299367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591487501891243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057926548504943824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868984602291459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045820837108734636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854075570981696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854197283355968,0.0,0.17621751643909506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710866362762342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798172044073041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942935489690127,0.06670155864593144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455792347615492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489729340065937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984088900415913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143595317506166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039816216574096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826551764314019,0.05619609887734375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059544111446235774,0.0,0.17134482612687946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236359054168061,0.05172909462838305,0.1392280226789014,0.21104850848033094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937494906976775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124602409207258,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nangbeast,2020/02/02,"Bridesmaid aisle anxiety Hi everyone,

I have a wedding coming up, where I’m a bridesmaid. I’ve had panic attacks in the past when I’m standing in front of crowds. I’m hoping someone out there has a solution, techniques or experiences, on how to fight the attacks on the day or avoid altogether.

Thanks!",3.3168421052631563,6.0483234035087765,4.67640350877193,78.45565789473683,78.12280701754386,7.308771929824562,32.30701754385965,8.344100000000001,3.0167333333333337,242,13,41,5,6,80,42,57,0.249,0.626,0.125,-0.784,0,1,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,3,24,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721100206539692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162961365732244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333262342553044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468553245622245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882313821696884,0.0,0.2649579685173255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690300859625475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178017446808923,0.0,0.0,0.258571314543573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295030559508257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493761223505453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riris-hometown,2020/02/02,"Describe a place that brings back bad memories / anxiety This is for a thesis research question, you can also send a picture of the place if you’re comfortable with that.",7.135161290322581,8.27548719354839,6.822741935483871,73.75411290322583,64.16129032258064,10.070967741935485,38.08064516129032,10.125756701596842,4.197245161290324,137,7,22,3,2,43,26,31,0.16,0.738,0.102,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803911268986526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682237608100305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696055601844534,0.2927535135477196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.732647697258991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927752589173829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iHateMyLiteralGuts,2020/02/02,"How do I even go on? I’m a 32 year old male. I can’t even get out of bed this morning. My health anxiety and it’s physical effects have me convinced I’m dying. Usually I can power through, but today I just feel completely empty. My chest hurts, my head hurts, my throat hurts. Constantly. I just want this to be over. I just want to be me again but at this point I’m not sure I even know what that looks like.",-0.5703409090909091,1.547979920454548,1.6095454545454544,97.7718181818182,90.70454545454544,5.4727272727272736,18.227272727272727,6.980632752743323,0.06441818181818215,315,9,76,5,11,105,61,88,0.20600000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.087,-0.9167,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,2,1,15,16,4,1,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,13,3,8,14,0,12,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,7,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144512160498302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386019544504526,0.1998071556224635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189311131474968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663666787553368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348909715656044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660065688120917,0.0,0.10508079716471662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897568902911533,0.1965360626625884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938057642679949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161414098658084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033096600504438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552662787797452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401750659242764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478671559822556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426252307966214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526002123573045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363709230177704,0.0,0.21811319200100168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906711994009575
anxiety,Qylex,2020/02/02,"Overthinking is so horrible Every time I leave my friends after we hang out or play together, I always overthink. Like I think that they always talk about me when I’m gone, even to the point where I thought that they really hate me and they are just being plastic to me. I mean.. we are all in good terms, we always have fun, and I am kind to them so there is no way they’ll be like that, but still, I just hate it when I overthink to the point that its ruining me.",5.7504123711340185,4.496205896907217,6.087340206185568,85.97286597938147,67.35051546391753,9.821855670103092,28.67835051546392,8.841846274778883,1.7714635051546392,360,9,83,5,5,116,62,97,0.155,0.7140000000000001,0.131,-0.6719,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,5,0,11,10,2,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,14,16,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,21,7,8,11,2,14,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,8,61,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073990644797021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425482047516066,0.0,0.1712597907688184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704227458984654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704892985020736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40136482373592985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116695414677925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522861451452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861032666325829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141551228790465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843028389558353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021696274483713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232793945002785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337695694246535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302442034076699,0.0,0.16136995149820665,0.11852563710770535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134254217021235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,furkanx32,2020/02/02,"I love anxiety. I love the fact that I have anxiety, I accept it. This is a part of me. With the support of others I will live with this forever. Don't be to hard on yourself. Just focus on yourself and your goals.",-0.5146666666666668,1.6830156444444455,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,92.55555555555556,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7823333333333333,164,6,36,3,6,57,33,45,0.069,0.628,0.304,0.9117,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,7,6,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,30,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927321168137099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28849200881620546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843745380078693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5813223060388689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487469119212673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654565801423105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,colourum,2020/02/02,"Procastinating I'm currently procastinating preparing for an interview because I'm scared it won't go well and I've had a few rejections so far. I'd rather not prepare and use that as excuse if I don't get a positive result, which I know I shouldn't do. But no matter how much I want to prepare I'm just not able to start. I've also been dreading this interview for weeks (it's tomorrow) and I just want to get it over with. Any tips on how to push myself to do something (anything)?",2.9063999999999983,4.410841439999999,4.743000000000002,83.32150000000003,74.6,8.6,27.5,9.188382445141503,2.286,384,15,80,9,8,131,65,100,0.15,0.7759999999999999,0.073,-0.882,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,4,0,20,18,10,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,2,0,6,1,11,14,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,51,12,2,0.30023945022428644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401013798708362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417312180196065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470714854755016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302318213489965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137254416317388,0.0,0.17063299858330758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500374990330918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071054190875736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005920668700845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231138997155044,0.0,0.0,0.2125110281927195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25931048621883585,0.0,0.0,0.3541780133564138,0.0,0.24083397680546376,0.0,0.2699513230600618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VIllainLife,2020/02/02,I started to realize this about anxiety.. I just feel like I'll never be able to fully get rid of my anxiety but just make it so minimal or manageable I guess. It's kinda sad to think about but I hope it isn't true. Anyone else feel a similar way or feel that you can overcome anxiety?,1.1540000000000001,3.1919117333333347,4.043333333333333,83.885,81.66666666666666,8.666666666666666,25.0,9.2995712137729,2.4385000000000003,224,9,47,7,6,80,44,60,0.16399999999999998,0.745,0.091,-0.5436,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,17,12,5,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,6,11,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,29,11,1,0.24537664373494625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631373824954758,0.0,0.0,0.17157305459061584,0.25141736877665205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049806997973309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722094114467922,0.17529712331281727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819916880402152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703100370814671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371437312913105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987863367587134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637908150739417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892495946386464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367885138224914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572274454307329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476855845416396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AuroraCalls,2020/02/02,"Stressing! I must confess that I haven’t been diagnosed with any anxiety disorders but I have had to seek therapy through my school for very low self esteem/worth and definitely an above average level of anxiety. I’m not claiming I have it nearly as bad as some people on here but it would be nice to vent. 
I’ve always been anxious even as a child. It started as silly things like running to class because I was convinced I would be late and then told off or doing homework insanely fast and then evolved into obsessing about my interactions that day wondering where I went wrong when talking to people. This caused a decrease in my self worth to the point that I straight up hated myself which is a weird feeling.
I’ve always seen my anxiety as a self fulfilling cycle of worrying about interactions with people which in tern makes me awkward which causes my worst fears to be realised. When I mess up I can’t seem to let go and the part of my brain which is supposed to be giving me some semblance of self confidence just doesn’t seem to be working. I feel angry at myself as if I’ve done something wrong or feeling this way is my punishment for my inadequacies even though I do know this isn’t true and it’s definitely not something I think about others dealing with anxiety that I know, if anything I have a lot of respect for them for coping as well as they do. 
My mentality conflicts itself all the time, I don’t know if others experience this. I want to be alone but at the same time isolation terrifies me, I want people to understand me but don’t because I’m scared they will think I’m weak or somehow lacking and I want to achieve so much while having little faith I will achieve anything. I don’t understand myself I suppose. I’m better now but I’m at a point in my life where a lot of stressful stuff will happen and I know I need to learn to adapt to things. I guess I’m asking if people have any tips for coping and I’m sorry if everything I just said makes no sense. 😂
If others want to rant about their experiences or anything in the comments then please do.",5.8214805825242735,6.137327584951457,6.360500970873788,78.81362524271844,66.83980582524272,9.310446601941747,32.25669902912621,9.174902378510234,2.7098734757281555,1663,65,319,28,25,542,197,412,0.21899999999999997,0.6509999999999999,0.13,-0.993,0,2,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,4,18,25,2,6,13,0,37,4,1,4,3,70,76,39,0,15,19,0,3,1,0,6,3,1,1,5,23,12,0,1,16,0,1,3,10,16,1,0,9,5,47,9,56,54,10,38,2,1,1,0,19,21,0,19,14,230,70,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463087192046859,0.0,0.0,0.13598488518035828,0.0,0.0,0.11113639674511104,0.0,0.2500433886462947,0.09231335550341048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173052940467115,0.0,0.07639138933910097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822762489843827,0.09962397010820256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226923167828186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121964534620966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788520052621686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269865263844778,0.08424335838654436,0.0,0.08293780527680736,0.0,0.0,0.0936511148592883,0.0,0.0,0.08362160631537523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079424123452715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343911074224138,0.15986358744600146,0.0,0.091950763120362,0.12395088492231278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838734013474294,0.04643984590380186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001698309936645,0.0,0.07225925945363024,0.0,0.0,0.08067547807828372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963110963716628,0.0,0.09217674598425446,0.0,0.0,0.08355791525523201,0.0577168862662259,0.039921243983714105,0.08189871269453566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894033201549635,0.0,0.0,0.10908921615736283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234830931756525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006905839249545,0.060589760705498666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884881020143583,0.0,0.2832503635961872,0.0,0.0,0.08969723403979167,0.15449194062906738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772855325885664,0.0,0.08180978697702868,0.08269874637750194,0.0,0.14877838202572113,0.3409813334664141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258145786496143,0.0,0.09147192931846572,0.057837461007344874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720580502977,0.0,0.09354277182833468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567847169875768,0.0,0.0,0.0934468723907804,0.0,0.10857405961982627,0.10471783031740928,0.08028341136823494,0.0,0.09529596888130384,0.0,0.0,0.07808105493285311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701339328030189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742245766954184,0.19278770811445592,0.06486062531733677,0.0,0.0,0.07347053587829938,0.07574952800487987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886151500167926,0.05948863276048405,0.08298434873131884,0.0,0.11609430374326715,0.17868246481490213,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarahstellium,2020/02/02,"Panic attack help please Please can anyone help. I’m having a bad panic attack after smoking marijuana. Can anyone help please? Am trying to take deep breathes. have taken my 0.25mg prescribed xanax, sniffed pepper, deep breathes and taken cbd oil 5%. I don’t know what else to do.",2.5735164835164848,5.5448818461538485,2.964835164835165,87.03730769230772,86.30769230769229,3.740659340659341,18.96703296703297,5.288315135182226,-0.09101978021978052,224,6,37,1,7,69,38,52,0.242,0.535,0.223,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,1,0,7,3,2,0,0,2,12,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25426196933171363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136871822918058,0.0,0.0,0.15180997164410628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518851445811841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656052015185803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992211256441437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266471927455859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987428659463961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670409080955087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344211001014675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,These-Report,2020/02/02,"Dating, intimacy, and relationships seem impossible I'm a 23 year old woman raised in a strict, isolating religious family- homeschooled, shamed for going out with friends, the whole nine yards. I recently left the religion secretly and have been trying to explore the world more, go out, have friends, work, normal human things lol

One thing I'd like to figure out is dating. I've wanted a partner for a long time and even had an online one a few years back, but actual dating has been terrifying. I've been on a few dating app dates and I always feel so overwhelming, underwhelming, anxious, and weird. I've had a few hookup propositions and the idea of hooking up with someone freaks me out so much I immediately unmatch with them.

My new ""worldly"" friends are so comfortable with relationships and sex that I feel even more weird now that I have them to compare myself to.

Just thinking about redownloading dating apps, trying to open up to a person, or being in my situation at all makes my stomach hurt. :( Any advice or success stories?",7.894877344877343,8.360973523809522,7.905618085618091,68.98593073593075,62.43915343915343,10.893891293891297,35.171236171236174,10.637119530657019,3.8886465608465617,832,34,138,19,11,269,121,189,0.12,0.773,0.107,-0.3728,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,2,9,12,0,2,13,1,12,2,1,1,1,32,21,13,0,2,4,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,4,16,0,0,8,1,0,3,0,6,0,3,5,2,12,6,24,15,8,32,0,2,0,1,12,14,0,3,16,94,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.14883317064924434,0.0,0.0,0.1490364247856492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690515066080982,0.0,0.0,0.10371580013566836,0.0,0.0,0.17229915328644668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172750393788171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014701572634272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377808167290254,0.0,0.15423288360069254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35349939369003697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733561971470641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327104462315933,0.17217148530998058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570858518562728,0.0,0.0,0.07451139110939885,0.0,0.0,0.1349714573612999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180531015309788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121164737572422,0.0,0.0,0.1473004631132012,0.0,0.0,0.14943285134218667,0.0,0.0,0.1600394079143518,0.0,0.20669695996337245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317069052353125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059070042861647,0.3274892345554909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884442348871284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143386199492627,0.0,0.0,0.1292259257921234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264910141498566,0.09772580250870004,0.0,0.0,0.08893304040526194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709608645438807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995761959635458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027815861743648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110331327347439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964300202796623
anxiety,oouuu00,2020/02/02,"I have non-stop anxiety, help The situation is this: basically my trigger is the thought of anxiety. I think about or remember anxiety then it happens to me 

I can trigger an anxiety just by the thought of it

I can't exactly eliminate this trigger. So I'm always afraid of the thought and the anxiety it brings with it. Meaning I can't stop having anxiety. So I'm anxious 24/7

It's honestly been a week like this, what should I do?",2.675465116279071,4.8295541627907,5.0676162790697665,77.87723837209303,77.13953488372094,9.881395348837213,35.168604651162795,10.125756701596842,4.279958139534884,342,21,66,12,8,120,52,86,0.14800000000000002,0.733,0.11900000000000001,0.1555,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,3,1,16,19,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,8,2,7,14,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354059402031162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7469365456238609,0.18384067727328976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390324265410298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907573270272038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950256484054577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726269744490852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434346994246756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291742411715076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721022361986012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427200237256422,0.0,0.3875727485425434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053367888887046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousNicci,2020/02/02,"Weird thoughts So. I have anxiety and I have got a Lot og help in the past. Yesterday i felt very anxious. The problem is that i think some people are trying to make me sick. Yesterday i was sitting in a car home from a party, which i had the thought that the people who drove me home had something in the trunk of their small car, like a microwaveoven or something like that, that was turned on, and would hit me with microwaves and make me sick. This is a daily thinking. And still thinking about it now. Im aware that its a weird thought. But it seems so realistic to me.
I am diagnosed with Death anxiety and fear of sickness and OCD.",2.3678871391076117,4.506269141732282,2.939074803149605,92.84094816272966,78.05511811023622,6.1230971128608935,25.543963254593177,7.1686216300943375,1.0198089238845145,499,19,106,6,12,155,75,127,0.19399999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.077,-0.9314,0,0,2,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,11,0,11,4,0,2,0,24,25,10,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,11,8,0,0,8,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,10,1,13,2,12,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,7,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537363368651818,0.18735350529345612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832546553225328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661761010704045,0.0,0.0,0.15923369035641827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263846662841886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111599520161028,0.0,0.3327047646079853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913710184838513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620434000093911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099237368084916,0.0,0.0,0.221400759677102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831432094999084,0.22994700260215786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868776159096956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097572411057025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553455260994561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244110548994528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187932959922656,0.0,0.39497848937817603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259538131705472,0.1803877514849488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683647085520206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780892717143587,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,george2135e,2020/02/02,Physical symptoms stiff neck Does anyone else suffer from an almost constant stiff neck and get pains in the back of their head ?,5.8221739130434775,8.469187086956524,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,69.43478260869566,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.1638869565217385,105,3,17,1,2,30,21,23,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32830483709799063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292476188881997,0.3359317305197429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521044144656871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543006241556888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869128505512755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738852989398557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129353010525558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33647936410761703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488665876770177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34077249716128866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ravensfishnets,2020/02/02,"Did/does anyone else feel extremely extremely anxious before and during school? It’s not as bad now, but it’s still a work in progress. Everybody always asks me why it makes me feel so anxious and the truth is that I just  don’t know. Maybe it’s the people and the busyness and the loudness and the atmosphere that puts me on edge. But where I used to have panic attacks / crying fits at home, it seems to have progressed to school. Every time i feel like i’m getting somewhere with all of this, it just seems to crumble and i’ll go straight back to the start.

I’m trying my hardest, I really am. I have school tomorrow and i’m already starting to panic. I have 2 more weeks until we break up for our February holidays. I just have to make it till then and i’ll be alright.",2.073333333333334,4.1802154840764345,3.298369426751595,90.0571932059448,78.87261146496813,6.224883227176223,24.47940552016985,7.3011,1.0749629723991507,609,22,125,8,15,197,99,157,0.132,0.748,0.12,-0.6082,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,3,8,7,1,2,7,1,9,0,0,3,2,27,26,15,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,4,13,3,17,25,2,22,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,13,78,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573061003900839,0.0,0.11861198693213858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220790458324829,0.0,0.09967340680152977,0.14605804935302527,0.0,0.0,0.13326384711065112,0.16216979250780453,0.0,0.10961119675469544,0.11902225960085325,0.0,0.0,0.12129849480023346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658311832097266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908119678880562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010347763747893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623080716850065,0.10183686199902872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447584315795072,0.0,0.08101374484622355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298802811430972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834107004109389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964212329084582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030480724578824,0.0,0.1432093883930798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334500509966414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988253610122464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330087514862316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132038526285813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43280086363815945,0.0,0.2595420730945836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017934908013485,0.0,0.11383962317221373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312132779053405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678125029723746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231163593261617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434401615871174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862808306607107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377719438802023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hladovina,2020/02/02,"Apathy and alcohol abuse Been drinking on weekends since i was 15.
Last two or three years ive cut it down to once or twice a month. The thing i dread is anxiety and apathy few days later. Im sick of hurting myself and those around me. Dont know wheter i should seek help or try to find solutions of selfmedicating...",2.3017708333333324,4.393556468750003,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,78.0625,8.016666666666666,21.604166666666664,8.841846274778883,1.4331541666666672,250,7,53,6,6,83,53,64,0.294,0.6459999999999999,0.06,-0.9432,0,0,2,0,1,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,10,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,6,0,7,4,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,33,9,0,0.0,0.29654774074097723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26747939871750104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146794856593455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280742174746368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141363252992202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933330884031016,0.2451847948831325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287566828620708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776129298752793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26793612071574985,0.0,0.2703516084980871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755052771862347,0.2040163286080533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977573417618014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654620386133115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070389964961846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627876126163407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992762601621614,0.0,0.24449285434540316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117584641944327
anxiety,Aaliyah702,2020/02/02,"Anxiety about taking anxiety pills? What can I do? I’ve been prescribed Mirtazapine and Lorazepam, and have never taken medication for anxiety before. I’m super worried it will change the way I think or make me do something that I don’t want to do if I don’t have enough control over myself while taking the medication. I know it’s irrational but my anxiety in particular is very irrational. (Aka waking up in the middle of the night thinking the house is on fire and seeing and smelling smoke that isn’t there- that type of irrational) I can’t speak to my doctor about this because I already lied and said I took them and that everything was fine when I actually flushed the two days worth of medication down the toilet. Now I can’t sleep properly because I’m so stressed and am deciding if I should just suck it up and take the medication but it’s so hard lol. Any thoughts or similar experiences where you have figured out a good solution?",4.837103393843727,6.6320395966850825,5.815678768745066,76.39426795580111,70.16022099447514,9.591318074191005,31.71310181531176,9.957137785484203,3.3499168113654303,761,34,139,20,14,251,112,181,0.158,0.741,0.10099999999999999,-0.8315,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,9,5,1,1,9,1,19,8,2,2,1,27,35,18,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,10,9,0,1,6,0,1,1,6,2,0,1,6,6,17,3,16,27,1,18,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,4,6,96,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.1271938302886799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383432679261432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863622150334012,0.0,0.39884145663510906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589090980123256,0.0,0.1109104306653374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788329615777073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618830337700292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405904069216673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340934374357544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467690073639746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714191709286245,0.12749832424098004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932368883959767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167597656997732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039579675931233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163190137973884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700350389374234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252186207805106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052686920569696,0.0,0.0,0.12231602221095116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398395963092555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386475160850414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043494223193608,0.0,0.0,0.10034272468913018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930495937695354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29400020775473484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670342583564351,0.0,0.10347604524536386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448134376108566,0.0,0.0,0.12732403372778592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075448200107311,0.0768783877290223,0.10345846942757778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236742113079472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arrriah,2020/02/02,"So.... So my friend gave me one of her anti-depressants and 9h my gosh, my ocd is gone and im not overthinking and my fears are gone!!!
I feel so happy that im ready to cry, i really needed this break from life. Just wow.
I don't like pills for axiety, but wow.
Im ready to cry.....",-2.886495601173017,-1.4190446935483862,0.5017302052785944,101.5044134897361,108.83870967741936,4.835190615835778,8.862170087976539,6.574015621080383,-1.166632258064516,207,2,55,4,11,73,43,62,0.08,0.6509999999999999,0.26899999999999996,0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,8,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,1,9,5,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740378863453721,0.0,0.0,0.18584687769180575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428071075114266,0.10910243272287333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670739692362466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296967301631156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6992227827187025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240841656228685,0.10541687149736187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999458886985374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462148709273372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382311288548792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SubjectKindness,2020/02/02,"How much can anxiety start to look like paranoia? I honestly cant tell if I'm just paranoid or incredibly anxious, how would I tell the difference?",5.587500000000002,7.075185607142856,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,67.92857142857143,11.314285714285715,39.0,11.20814326018867,5.020085714285713,119,7,21,4,2,40,24,28,0.262,0.565,0.17300000000000001,-0.2151,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624113891381227,0.38751795813994655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35838566166914515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758354054635113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28805263439686274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252161117193807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279319792180046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5996338326584895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436734494859065,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,salutnathan,2020/02/02,"I just want somebody to listen Hi everyone,

I’m so prone to anxiety and obsessing. I process my anxiety by talking things out with people around me but unfortunately in my current situation, I don’t have hardly any friends around and those who are I’m probably on the verge of driving them crazy. 

My concern isn’t too complicated. I’m applying to grad school and realized that the career path I’m going down isn’t what I actually want to do. I’ve known this for a while so I applied to programs in another field and got in to at least one and am waiting to hear from the other. 

The program which accepted is at the university where I’m currently earning my MA so I’ve gotten a chance to get to know the faculty and students. I’ve even taken a grad seminar and it went wonderfully! The faculty are beyond impressive and my assigned advisor is famous in her field.

Funding isn’t guaranteed though because I lack a teaching license. However, the chair told me in the last 10 years he’s been there, he’s never seen a PhD without funding and the department would definitely help to find some sort of solution. A couple other grad students without licenses confirmed this and told me while it is stressful, I should be fine.

So, what’s been keeping me up all night is whether I play it safe and get funding while doing something that I know I’m not passionate about or risk not having funding (even though it would be rare) while doing something I know I’ll love.

Please help me break the cycle! 😭",4.618081504702193,6.24451095862069,5.745391849529781,77.34924764890285,70.44827586206897,9.134796238244514,33.18181818181818,9.573946990214177,3.333137931034482,1198,58,218,28,22,398,164,290,0.08,0.748,0.17300000000000001,0.9845,3,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,16,11,0,3,17,0,23,2,0,0,2,44,50,24,0,6,8,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,16,15,0,3,8,1,4,4,9,3,0,1,9,4,22,8,33,36,4,31,1,0,1,2,16,16,0,4,10,149,38,13,0.0,0.0,0.13334874859309612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292533443379453,0.1432873557797143,0.20907071124688356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432914045652151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329936016514157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119842686456286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050944713962316,0.0,0.0,0.13057303196934966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489380793668785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557391557127316,0.0,0.14278589329841582,0.0,0.07766021462009491,0.0,0.10928989871653194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240977889218857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401224148482812,0.0,0.1831845648699844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145903220335286,0.0,0.0,0.2252945222261076,0.1113863684432154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333016647377908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539137140643667,0.0,0.0,0.12823490304283508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925962298218799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473452635336577,0.0,0.0,0.1499984832160873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732966946835066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382950840490153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359809149924214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039663224778185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565298367575911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983249639998877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078286768777157,0.0,0.26851195717598497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611460639386993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611970765288345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667407670593206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634476157177785,0.14818894065995655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941416550681215,0.0,0.0,0.08799683993879373
anxiety,bamfbiscuit,2020/02/02,"Heart Anxiety Does anyone else have health focused anxiety? I specifically will notice my heart beating and then it will start to race. Then I get freaked out and will only make my heart pound harder. I'm constantly in a battle with myself of fearing there's something wrong with my heart and knowing that I'm just having a panic attack. I've been checked multiple times in the past, and this only really happens when something is out of sync in my life. It doesn't happen when I'm busy at work, only when I'm idle at home. Just looking to relate/share.",3.93333333333333,5.9063101111111145,4.604814814814816,83.4216666666667,72.8888888888889,7.022222222222222,25.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.5552888888888885,444,15,81,6,9,142,70,108,0.21600000000000005,0.7609999999999999,0.023,-0.9628,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,2,2,3,0,8,6,4,1,0,12,19,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,7,0,13,15,0,16,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,9,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983379608386032,0.0,0.0,0.09589620526765924,0.14052306559202155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602424166666934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820692814725936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001805621288653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145685219079174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432823705366386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165352296202665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425568585588514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578059542780838,0.0,0.650078296316297,0.0,0.0,0.13756938520393008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537227405608762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687081437305638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151687393332521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154652903257812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561424982824411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129188792010177,0.0,0.16091217605187552,0.0,0.0,0.1309221034314288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785972799872595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116455654890345,0.0,0.0,0.09707318449592024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997138020769551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984447662104612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994845530096892,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gibby121200,2020/02/02,"Correlation between depression and anxiety Around 5 years ago i became depressed, some time during my freshman year. The feeling was horrible, or should i say lack of feeling. I couldnt genuinely laugh anymore. My feelings of happiness, excitement, love, etc. i couldnt really feel any of them. They were there, but barely. And all that was left of me was negative emotions, but even those were dulled. The summer after my senior year is when i finally started to come out of this depression.

Around junior or senior year (class of 2019) i started having very bad anxiety. I had a few anxiety attacks as well. My anxiety is triggered by me talking to people i dont know or arent comfortable with. I had always been shy, but i had never felt such fear and stress by just talking to someone before. Though i sometimes my anxiety acts up when im alone too, this is how each of my anxiety attacks started

It seems like the end of me coming out of my depression coincides with me developing much stronger anxiety. I went from being able to feel almost nothing, to emotions being an almost physical sensation that i can feel with my whole body. Im thankful that i can feel happy again, sad and excited and everything else too. Though i guess im just not used to feeling emotions, so the anxiety seems way worse than ever before.",5.510584795321638,7.109771153846157,6.243448043184888,74.74095254161047,68.23076923076923,9.699415204678363,33.56027890238417,9.994966539143718,3.6859142600089974,1053,49,177,26,18,345,143,247,0.26,0.615,0.124,-0.9904,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,0,18,21,2,2,6,0,22,2,1,3,3,50,44,18,0,4,9,0,9,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,0,12,0,0,4,7,11,1,0,11,10,29,10,30,28,8,31,0,6,0,1,6,6,0,9,21,132,36,4,0.07779194254175968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895786336604269,0.0,0.1557947868655073,0.08056899165090932,0.0,0.0,0.06472912797733046,0.0,0.0,0.052901188527772765,0.0,0.4760849849482881,0.0,0.0771487036829034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850264342347576,0.0,0.1769991301014207,0.0,0.0,0.06495302265075859,0.0,0.0,0.1323904269114717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640931122579483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402174066078176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680083444862703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117157729478584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498518594959765,0.26251639455079817,0.06890057122015966,0.0,0.08675857930539163,0.05138084437554875,0.07036726570178252,0.0,0.0,0.06991438190312207,0.0,0.0,0.08753756280688177,0.31467154828365684,0.0,0.07469246424574515,0.08521727061438653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569659505089908,0.0,0.0,0.16562193874199388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252085941328388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042752417185897215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452117318777383,0.0,0.0,0.03800521370310805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021026534415425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718602862382224,0.0,0.05999794180934176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464346692911092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053931138039424516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983551036878402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061863275049153475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163772565796995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591286047123777,0.0,0.07693822030862055,0.0,0.1651846119719652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911040735004745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505243341731112,0.0,0.07162036901535508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286037715202652,0.0,0.045361107282330435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671872614652813,0.0,0.06418649962824377,0.0,0.06174762307277349,0.0,0.0,0.06994429878176495,0.07211391010033325,0.0,0.08685192573744736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792766354016338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003818419514848
anxiety,Stephersyas,2020/02/02,"I’m concerned about how fast my heart beats everyday. It can get up to 140 bpm simply by being at work. Should I just give into medication? I’ve always been a very anxious person. Ever since I got an Apple Watch, it tracks my heart rate and in my opinion, it’s pretty accurate. It often alerts me whenever there has been a sudden increase in heart beat. I recall once the teacher pointed out how quiet I was in front of the whole class and my heart went from 90 to about 120 bpm. Today at work it got up to 140 bpm because of how packed the grocery store I work at was. I had fears of being asked a question by a customer and me not being able to answer because of the panic that I felt being just by being there. I’m currently in nursing school and we had to perform a skill (super simple one too) and I felt like fainting. 

We were all standing up, observing the teacher perform the skill. I felt like everyone was too close to me and I started worrying about messing up. My heart was beating out of my chest and I got even more nervous wondering if anyone noticed me panicking. I’ve been afraid of taking any medication due to someday mixing it with something else like an idiot and then dying. Or, just simply stop taking it, then my body goes back to its crazy, uncontrollable self and then I die of a heart attack. 

I’ve been trying to convince myself that I can control it with my head. It’s all in my head. But sometimes this flight/flight mode switches on on its own and I can’t stop it. Plus it has been really killing my confidence in ever becoming a successful nurse, even though I’m doing fine in my classes.",3.9350180598555218,5.265310111455111,5.002403250773995,83.16859971620227,71.72445820433437,7.3647574819401465,27.39022187822497,7.793537801064563,1.6603726522187825,1278,45,245,16,24,420,169,323,0.129,0.799,0.07200000000000001,-0.9596,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,13,20,16,3,5,15,0,24,13,10,4,4,45,41,21,3,2,7,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,2,16,19,0,3,6,0,1,3,2,9,0,1,19,5,32,7,45,16,6,40,0,0,1,0,7,21,0,6,18,172,48,7,0.0869853437238981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237877422888322,0.0,0.0,0.05915301658678645,0.0,0.0,0.09826867901429186,0.0,0.06082217484173025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131955422357681,0.09895838609787963,0.0,0.06688636003884499,0.0,0.10605091633063518,0.0960684780516734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662110743521006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975614595002581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055410714148856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726650929658006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490599830263927,0.15736644680635484,0.0,0.0831182236031964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788269505445732,0.0,0.0,0.25055871329527585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045446251908072985,0.08344426789036595,0.0,0.0,0.20871037691512906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854411586598273,0.0,0.0,0.6184683067855204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962363948796165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274899354322105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525716495906746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903339036463432,0.0,0.09263655217144268,0.05894352010570311,0.0,0.0,0.10205855882069094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595224695859194,0.0,0.0,0.08222926596689456,0.0,0.0,0.08849536636276087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744349250187884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055725038576553185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880338117744494,0.0,0.0,0.09074468430258267,0.0,0.0,0.07195517521014813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696556731804942,0.08603072915241497,0.0,0.061568673998882176,0.0,0.0,0.14544728459807682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080430604155166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546265856001692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245193492097846,0.0,0.0,0.05905733852060417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177201841436813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806362851009207,0.0,0.0971160298420212,0.0,0.0,0.09433189472223004,0.18997909866432447,0.0883378389206831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,portlandpatriot,2020/02/02,i start drivers ed next week. Hi everyone so i start drivers ed next week and i’ve been waiting for this for awhile but the thing is i have social anxiety and i’m freaking out now just thinking about and  but is there anything i could do to try to help myself and not freak out? i know this is really dumb to ask.,-0.2078787878787836,2.0803751818181797,1.573030303030304,96.84621212121212,92.63636363636364,4.751515151515153,19.454545454545453,6.42735559955562,0.07780000000000076,246,8,55,3,9,80,44,66,0.149,0.757,0.09300000000000001,-0.6099,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,14,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,8,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,7,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946647656634324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038108816718626,0.0,0.2315375336487891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977439290975781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366588046147085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600763378219024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361126707205211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267986097626671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866341272635714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524678481284457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506034695796316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454059940590554,0.1586966042279778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815132148077916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973310400817538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mergermysteru,2020/02/02,"Feeling useless I have been feeling like I want to start doing a lot of things, like picking up guitar and again and learning how to code. But instead, I just lie in bed and do nothing, because I feel like there isn't any point in doing anything cuz we are all going to die anyway. At the same time I want to change. What should I do?",4.942826086956521,4.639951652173913,5.331702898550727,87.56103260869568,68.71014492753623,6.9,30.29347826086957,3.1291,1.094417391304348,260,9,55,0,4,83,52,69,0.09300000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.182,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,3,1,19,16,6,1,3,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,3,9,14,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145033958410674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747339175923632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369009618821944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667096763407826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26166089887652794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38243855179902503,0.36022935429655273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328568468350453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695194934199012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143435256464108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191607237732354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383350230852835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845193151501085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749741702115387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701328011531706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29741397950549603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Remphan,2020/02/02,"⚠ CHINESE CAUGHT SPREADING CORONAVIRUS (2019-nCoV) IN PUBLIC PLACES ⚠ [https://webmshare.com/jvXKd](https://webmshare.com/jvXKd)

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I bet you greedy plebes never thought of this when you opted for the plastic Chinese-made spork, over the stainless steel German-made one... huh? 🙄",11.454615384615385,16.58965343589744,4.3955897435897455,77.44107692307695,65.92307692307692,5.171282051282052,33.44102564102564,6.742157984588678,2.5671087179487184,240,10,26,2,5,56,34,39,0.067,0.9329999999999999,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123971710068116,0.4624899816514145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935544479975653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25791518574316163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39766260782673896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30216651113265197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624899816514145,0.0
anxiety,glutenfreecrackbaby,2020/02/02,"Inaction causes me anxiety But I’m to anxious to take action, it’s like a room that progressively getting more dirty and I don’t even know where to start cleaning. Like a have a deadline for a school project that due in 20 minutes but I have barely started, I feel like I’m always under this constant urgency but I can never seem to perform the actions to fix or do anything.",2.1602999999999994,4.641021480000003,3.7995833333333344,84.51937500000003,80.86666666666667,5.883333333333333,29.375,7.1686216300943375,1.9205000000000003,301,15,55,4,8,100,55,75,0.09300000000000001,0.809,0.098,0.319,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,1,11,14,5,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,8,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,8,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929798994909191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161804180466475,0.29774093320009554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168824353830979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707424944233246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28480817859286145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407489094231493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326079036809801,0.18828298654070444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769605523636216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448423522346196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862774256249609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326904518904146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667306565408704,0.0,0.23992960749163744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730896687774457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981597622867116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousSoySquare,2020/02/02,"Anger from anxiety Hey all, I'm kinda new to the anxiety game (realised I had a problem about a year ago) but I've suffered depression for about 5 years. I've been diagnosed with PTSD as well. I seem to notice myself falling into anger in stressful situations more and more. I feel like I can barely control myself from throwing something or hitting something when I'm put under high stress, I've never really had to deal with this before and it's starting to frighten me a little bit. Does anybody have any similar experiences or tips? Much appreciated.",4.013942307692306,6.626317125000008,5.371769230769232,75.07323076923079,74.86538461538461,7.621538461538463,30.592307692307692,8.548686976883017,2.893495384615385,447,21,72,9,10,149,77,104,0.284,0.627,0.08900000000000001,-0.9708,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,2,15,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,7,1,0,3,1,7,2,15,7,5,15,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,4,8,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159328878673448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629515124450925,0.0,0.2616499594368004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455200265766408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670262157824932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180635820273664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763075714498465,0.14729381240866793,0.17357526230898382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496552039083125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728417174763602,0.0,0.0,0.08646964349576892,0.122172190916188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068531819576647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354863470340504,0.17140061147358768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571471516918375,0.0,0.1318962751359271,0.1651660558345805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470018226060096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636369740982549,0.1999058137860693,0.17191595983467547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955572789526992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556844107450852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192226515950812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633093366591401,0.0,0.0,0.12104434681059552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917911331913853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376181579070025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025437674398504
anxiety,tristechula,2020/02/02,Mentally exhausted.. Hey guys.. im having an episode right now.. im super stressed cause i wish i could just relax and enjoy the moment but instead i worry about the worst happening and my anxiety has gotten to the point where it makes me physically sick. my head hurts i never wanna eat i just feel like shit overall. I also cant get over a toxic relationship where everything is supposedly my fault but even tho i feel miserable in the relationship i cant let go. im not afraid to be alone or anything im just.. im in love? Or i have some sort of Stockholm syndrome.,0.6832894736842121,3.2049558157894737,3.1291008771929825,85.31891447368422,91.71929824561407,6.358771929824562,22.03728070175439,7.645422480735847,1.4235807017543862,449,17,88,10,16,154,80,114,0.27399999999999997,0.598,0.128,-0.9709,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,11,13,1,3,6,0,9,6,2,2,1,20,18,8,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,2,13,5,8,14,2,11,0,2,0,1,5,7,1,4,4,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679052841892764,0.0,0.10562083951169296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010375011045868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868699600711146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567806151920644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545164937199787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514634977989753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723471286813203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870106660944968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356282139729908,0.09435486174899048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900406932093961,0.0,0.07506162841905241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077564592878368,0.11679404996691126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554770779538802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413897014907109,0.0,0.7133217634293966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505628764038236,0.0,0.06452548503582703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192034193312582,0.0,0.08816151354907169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310117797841878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186487376816146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485416796234465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28359961328166994,0.0,0.11279187269113986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557374381386694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512921964054556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188046487929374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412922088437373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pigeonspotter,2020/02/02,"Advice for starting a new job? Hi everyone, first time posting here so I'm hoping for some general advice :) 

I'm starting a new job tomorrow in a call centre and I'm feeling pretty anxious about it. I'm okay with talking to/meeting new people but I struggle a lot with change & anxiety in the workplace by not feeling like I belong or that everyone is judging me. I left my last job (marketing) because my boss would verbally harass me & say I wasn't good enough/wouldn't achieve anything. 

Looking for tips to keep me in a good headspace while I ease into the new environment? It's full time work/8 hour days & my friend is starting tomorrow too.",3.2954761904761902,5.694077039682544,4.425634920634924,82.03464285714288,76.22222222222223,7.057142857142857,31.92857142857143,8.07648339933343,2.654409523809525,521,27,92,9,12,170,83,126,0.152,0.711,0.13699999999999998,-0.5999,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,1,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,16,16,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,11,6,12,14,3,23,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,17,49,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303037331061012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830387136966269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014726366535693,0.1331256378095496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969722645446927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183415925815846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032779689189455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465907590097683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759970397126132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176020198847505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252023053889429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916687115933335,0.08418490666539659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100234628465679,0.0,0.0,0.09104287775583447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767717199386275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704169108513475,0.1160486451843802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508139972951821,0.10474159039565556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605531319898647,0.0,0.0,0.12803348520627927,0.0,0.0,0.05757066286347096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895590609753066,0.0,0.0,0.10018333867384006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552423555787597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816954060610139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285812874825775,0.1198856259024192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371108341363517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25022323727372103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319193495890683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471531380885127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374268822622733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578891034206776,0.0,0.0,0.08371014219771833,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,umaruchanonline,2020/02/02,"what can i do My parents argued since i remember myself. There were death threats, flying glass and other stuff. They got finally divorced last year. My father left home, he still has no job. I (17F) live with my mother, going to highschool nearby. Since the divorce, my mother found stuff to fight about, the shoes i wear, boyfriend i had and things like that. 2 months after divorce i found the-day-after pill in our house. And a male watch in bedroom. She was having sex with a stranger, yet she was screaming at me for kissing my boyfriend. Months pass and the fights became more and more violent. She doesn’t let me say a word, even if I say something, she makes me regret it. I have been using medication for my OCD and yes, it did stopped my intrusive thoughts , but my anxiety and my manic attacks got worse. I got super nervous around adults and I really can’t do anything, I tried to tell her this, but she didn’t give a fuck. 
 My grandpa came to visit us, and as always I was nervous so I couldn’t talk with him. She made fun of me ( after she said she wanted to prove she was a good mom to his father) . I couldnt take it so I didnt left my room while grandpa stayed at home. 
 I meet with my boyfriend to a little relax, but I return home 30 minutes late than she wanted me to do. After grandpa left, she started to yell at me, that I will die alone just like my father will. She thinks I got no manner, and all of my problems are just bullshit I made. I don’t know what to do anymore, I can’t take living with her, and my father doesn’t own a house or any place to stay. I am stuck here for 2 more years.
 I cant afford a therapiyst, so all i have tons of boxes of prozac. Please show me a way out.",2.7425641025641028,3.985256418803424,3.666894586894589,91.92717948717952,74.55555555555556,6.111680911680912,22.971509971509967,6.238725200709706,0.34053732193732245,1317,35,289,8,27,422,185,351,0.16899999999999998,0.75,0.081,-0.9799,3,1,1,0,5,0,50.0,2,0,1,1,12,19,7,2,12,1,32,8,2,4,3,47,56,21,2,7,7,11,0,2,0,2,3,5,5,2,12,19,0,1,7,2,0,4,12,12,0,0,22,6,67,7,36,29,7,36,0,1,1,3,47,13,1,2,18,195,79,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910629969674496,0.0,0.0,0.07962200128090928,0.0,0.0,0.06507269033803627,0.0,0.07320282318388806,0.0,0.09489907210880306,0.0,0.0,0.0787449695817481,0.08518466103803764,0.0,0.10886153887775864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094442193853061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061712331959769176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931143144695703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320254550805808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482405436375708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983896578614827,0.0,0.08846414718424248,0.0,0.09179486217659548,0.05438300683393642,0.08026048978411035,0.30612912095885275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28795554105807075,0.0,0.0,0.2208275340413101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495786475842898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052588890385324535,0.07800037208096168,0.10794283463333687,0.0,0.3119033966676232,0.09784982245134348,0.0,0.09349890130483107,0.09590682668033797,0.1689925889824659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810889649619848,0.0638740231834937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096397917493958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207133141627047,0.1527581807280326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625276209443912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997600450565128,0.10503922217734664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915627008469259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130166115952883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839846448293868,0.0,0.09102339512117832,0.15219354621709166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831202210286074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366707358034817,0.0,0.0,0.0677300920363835,0.20398627120513868,0.07641840303393697,0.08000138164782193,0.0,0.0,0.21908501635184002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389440459787092,0.07691224433937298,0.08363754631867758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357238823018839,0.06131448512537425,0.0,0.07596741530100598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649674373935193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151036576691412,0.08264570195234137,0.0,0.0,0.1128812450153832,0.07595451193341161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751659821071157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324284116819713
anxiety,eugenehong,2020/02/02,"Anxiety about brain damage When I watched a movie this morning, my head kept on tingling, and I noticed that my breathing was shallow. I can’t stop thinking that I may have suffered brain damage from this. It occurred during the intense part of the movie too.",4.98,7.212943666666668,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,70.66666666666666,5.633333333333334,34.91666666666667,5.985473137389443,2.122441666666667,208,11,35,1,4,62,38,48,0.266,0.7090000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,5,4,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,4,3,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395101515908707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6990156773420417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213168545039819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356450811369382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390419373563621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26175415390490425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200613049994045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SayFriendAndEnter,2020/02/02,"Going back to school tomorrow, pretty nervous I'm 18, and still have my last year of high school to finish (i live in New Zealand so it could be college for you US peeps i'm not sure). Most people finish high school here at 17/18/19, i'm turning 19 in May.

I'm just quite anxious because I've isolated myself at home the last two years doing online school (which didn't work). I'm scared what people will think of me, since I'll be one of the oldest there! I'm also afraid because I blush so much and it's really embarrassing. To go from a regular home life where I go out a few times a week to everyday for 7 hours going to a public school with 1400 people is scary. I'm quite good under pressure, and I know that when I get in class, when I get through a whole week, I'll be sweet! But it's just the start that's scary, having to meet new people, hoping I don't get cast out, hoping I can make it into some friend groups, hope I can fit in with the basketball players, etc.

I've been in this community for a while and love everyone here, always great comments and posts. This is my first post here.

Any advice is appreciated. I've already told myself whatever happens I'll be okay, I'll still come home, unharmed, and can chill and play video games & make music (which I love to do), that takes the edge off, but yeah.

Seriously anything helps guys, thank you in advance.",4.0719210526315806,4.828914064285712,4.823082706766917,86.73139097744364,70.85714285714286,7.609022556390978,24.73684210526316,7.669130373188453,1.0408928571428575,1078,28,229,12,19,348,161,280,0.054000000000000006,0.7979999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,0,5,15,19,0,5,11,2,20,3,0,2,1,30,50,15,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,12,13,0,0,2,3,0,6,3,6,0,3,3,1,18,13,30,40,6,48,0,0,0,2,14,17,0,6,23,126,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876144699889816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989417636242247,0.07170086965885503,0.07460409446892033,0.09714630163443112,0.0,0.06097170454430228,0.0,0.0,0.10128999683435724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737823347205611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689428133618339,0.0,0.10931150278155724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723393558343483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158601467180963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999432170251972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567373338172911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076264537522864,0.0,0.0,0.06927090041718273,0.0,0.14053055637084427,0.0,0.20382280847370327,0.07520234439788254,0.0,0.09885019087005632,0.0,0.0887772487573745,0.07928582079372906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009704045933119,0.1894608970130327,0.26980811889108103,0.2671570866716411,0.0882967931404278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927465377918271,0.14616932590801984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332933295853377,0.0,0.0,0.0791712018674051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618428497988633,0.0,0.11969715865039235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591023261194204,0.0,0.0,0.17318789045505004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075576699310496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486351256589596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173851245687688,0.09121619898274692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907283610624496,0.0,0.0,0.0574383317007101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897650509910945,0.4537022683826619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741674716945318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634616325058706,0.0,0.14320478429056524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845032532683729,0.0,0.06741297368484088,0.0,0.0,0.08254665160624099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745034747956529,0.0,0.0,0.0522813212328614,0.0,0.0,0.08567373338172911,0.0,0.0,0.09752406152341933,0.08758454765072311,0.0,0.10784963970160598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438392864684217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001019089086669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527336582155825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547587874225965
anxiety,slugmanadam,2020/02/02,"Worried for my future Didn’t know which subreddit to post this to but i guess it classes as anxiety so here goes. I dropped out of school in year 10 (9th grade) because i just couldn’t handle the stress and pressure that school put on me. At that point in my life i was a depressed mess. After i dropped out i tried out online school but that just didn’t work for me either. Anyway since then i’ve been doing a lot better, got a great girlfriend, awesome group of mates and been going to the gym a lot. But with my 18th birthday at the end of this year i can’t help but stress about what i’m gonna do with myself. I’ve tried several jobs but it just seems like as soon as i have the slightest bit of responsibility placed on me it just becomes too much and i bail out. My parents are super supportive and they just tell me that my path is going to be different, but i’m struggling to see any paths that could be options for me. I just don’t know what to do at the moment. I really want to work and be independent but it seems so impossible for me. 

Has anyone been in my situation and has any advice?
Any help will be much appreciated and thanks for reading:)",3.1817759181775886,4.407786259414227,4.301304044630407,87.87353672710367,73.43514644351464,7.15211529521153,24.156438865643892,7.594959193182576,0.9238728963272896,912,26,199,11,18,298,126,239,0.096,0.738,0.166,0.9705,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,13,12,0,4,9,0,23,1,0,1,0,39,38,20,0,3,14,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,14,13,0,0,4,2,0,3,5,6,0,0,7,1,25,6,35,23,6,28,0,1,1,0,8,14,0,6,9,138,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199706842653951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504660628293712,0.0,0.09391970126340388,0.0,0.0,0.08584454095691177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484023922322022,0.13559124480890486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858122962589337,0.1340344518414419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802288554721234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057427326887195,0.0,0.0,0.12826986813189142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087389230152371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954750741835184,0.0,0.09819141645759673,0.13535578129887646,0.13524641794524256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458201635272832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183156199206945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494378112593547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671699332384042,0.059979851166033986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875152183755907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050204966235525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632298920019892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826986813189142,0.0,0.11605855279789698,0.0,0.117580959268279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234190567033822,0.0,0.0,0.12280451424724567,0.0,0.0786504324920704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727533015777539,0.09783282334958407,0.22353274397627812,0.0,0.13869661291092392,0.0,0.10155768026156303,0.13800007454131466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812681971454569,0.12834720943224315,0.0,0.0,0.1393194056586652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730751934145667,0.11303130953441058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166707294786172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241368808586697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787579235005955,0.12468020505686885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812137185329006
anxiety,throwaway1823459,2020/02/02,"Should I (F21) break it off if I'm feeling extremely nervous? I have been with my boyfriend\[M21\] for 2 and a half years now. Things seemed to be happy but lately, I've been doubting if the relationship was gonna work. For quite some time, I had this feeling of ""iffiness"" but I attributed being young to being the reason I'm unsure about commitment. It wasn't until December that I started getting anxious about being in the relationship. I've already doubted my feelings once before but now I'm just pessimistic because unlike before, the feelings haven't gone away. I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I'm on antidepressants so I'm just a mess. I feel comfortable being in this relationship but at the same time, I'm so stressed about it. Thinking of meeting up and kissing him just makes me nervous. He's not doing anything wrong and is a sweet guy, I just feel stressed when I think about romantic things. I've been talking to him about this so he's not left in the dark. Would it be a wise idea to stay with him or should I just break it off?",4.0443222506393885,5.9704486183574925,4.550127877237852,84.12805626598468,72.47826086956522,7.382665529980107,29.567774936061372,8.124751697461798,2.088442114236999,852,36,161,13,17,270,110,207,0.168,0.6859999999999999,0.146,-0.6071,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,16,14,0,6,10,0,20,2,0,3,1,43,40,17,0,5,14,0,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,8,7,15,5,26,22,2,24,0,1,0,1,11,10,0,7,10,110,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891837218595216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323478026217643,0.15245272466115212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105062998871844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678800179280433,0.0,0.0,0.0822629921842433,0.0,0.22966146067397675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623043543150198,0.13696928600323965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40940230213751416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050471216790416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361964541390747,0.0,0.14365455742724206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523397622321849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222711815712667,0.0,0.14662129690965064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007877648714073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371511781182536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435337112394084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387489249809131,0.0,0.4346506510874452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285150716713468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551682386550356,0.14383651455261215,0.0,0.0,0.30916474537769845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846601672589028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930678747728296,0.172938340995561,0.0,0.0,0.1573784207707887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824368425614656,0.0,0.0,0.09586312200863828,0.14754435293599466,0.0,0.08690202832016908
anxiety,duhmbish,2020/02/02,"Anyone else get anxiety attacks at night for no reason? I don’t know what brings them on. It could be from being tired, it could be something subconscious but I frequently get anxiety attacks when I’m getting ready for bed/laying in bed. I get really shaky and lightheaded and feel like I need to crawl out of my skin and have trouble breathing. It’s the worst feeling.",4.122723004694837,6.212044112676061,4.6475352112676065,82.81853286384978,72.66197183098592,8.11361502347418,28.734741784037556,8.841846274778883,2.4438150234741784,296,12,54,6,6,94,55,71,0.295,0.607,0.098,-0.9381,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,1,0,7,3,2,1,0,13,17,5,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,6,1,9,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152309333973678,0.0,0.0,0.14406378219316282,0.21110620861440765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468786899452025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290028108020753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721149918317065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835398934042504,0.1471907500410439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305771014217806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323091297212738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065781840104443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527716203569419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933489771916411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199067348525906,0.21183729465271836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861505987993724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368058051821169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Agent_h3r0,2020/02/02,"Accumulated Anxiety from Illness So for some background, I am a 20 year old man who never got sick or had to do anything besides a yearly checkup up until this point. These past 3 months have been the lowest I’ve ever felt physically and mentally. I got diagnosed with mononucleosis a couple weeks after I started to have constant “chest pain” and feared I was going to have a heart attack. After mono was all said and done out of my system I had figured out I’d lost 15-20 lbs. every day feels different and when I’m occupied I never feel the chest pain symptoms and have already been checked out by a cardiologist. The thoughts of having a heart attack or being taken too early from this world creates a ongoing dread on the daily. The only things that help it go away is when I’m doing something or when I am with my girlfriend. Everyone tells me that I am completely fine but I don’t know why it is so hard for me to grasp even when I have spells of normalcy every day. Does anyone have any tips to try to relieve stress besides working out or have had anything similar to my symptoms?",5.338978638184244,6.140170761682242,6.306942590120162,77.07046728971966,68.01869158878505,8.731108144192259,31.173564753004012,8.841846274778883,2.5777340453938584,869,34,159,14,14,289,132,214,0.121,0.831,0.048,-0.9022,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,2,3,12,0,25,13,4,0,4,28,40,17,0,0,5,0,4,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,9,11,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,8,0,0,15,5,15,2,27,24,2,33,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,5,21,111,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515647641991602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328859771311409,0.0,0.0936946122859666,0.0,0.0,0.0856388049964835,0.0,0.2015763620454468,0.0,0.0,0.2786706641732429,0.1150712254176381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841486255447734,0.13235418631326618,0.0,0.0,0.1355185324509146,0.0,0.1579751371530731,0.0,0.0,0.1243116332942021,0.0,0.12796245517097446,0.0,0.0,0.10718049669832644,0.12533655098606694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089494010344446,0.11078750871789393,0.20638440344025072,0.11703207524773468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378207381783336,0.12385615865228125,0.0,0.11759718032609093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392130663444751,0.0,0.1959121796821392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097153848562848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902718011379581,0.0820937886512429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731018669627863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336981741987008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234280651159854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776001726647092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892371147198814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285190669752096,0.0,0.0,0.09314931979778662,0.2606484448279571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691820812095055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578040560810915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650372682222244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428882107475428,0.0,0.0,0.08668989032705132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029705336267428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546011127539132,0.0,0.0,0.10705034497361923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136831351924483,0.0,0.0,0.09723310131242828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315388113526159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982437062859618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051649257560722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916475515855875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774241645391526
anxiety,kissthe_goat,2020/02/02,"John warts Anyone used John Warts for anxiety and did it help you? 
I have anxiety and occasional, but small panic attacks and irritability that occasionally explodes into rage. I was on lexapro for 6 days, but I had way too many negative side effects so I’ve stopped. There’s a brand in Australia that also has John Warts in it, and I want to try it next month.",4.881,6.1932079571428575,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,69.42857142857143,9.028571428571428,31.142857142857146,9.3871,2.7318,287,12,56,6,5,95,52,70,0.32299999999999995,0.636,0.04,-0.9754,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,2,1,1,0,5,3,0,2,0,11,7,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,7,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245321338168076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295774550441707,0.0,0.0,0.19632131990220905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319417071564478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107379848946575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881946034212736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28465730251615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410840067425505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986027003349755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294237837948595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347367794952264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062479561848494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424956358980975,0.0,0.0,0.16560576439147054,0.2228626200215906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jameszon,2020/02/02,"Sleep & Self Loathing Hi guys, I’m writing this at 5am. Another one of those torturing sleepless nights. Just wondering if any of you experience the same thing I do when it comes to lack of sleep.

I can start off the evening ready for bed, tired. But as I try to sleep in the pitch black my thoughts progressively intensify and I can’t shut off. I become more and more awake in the process of trying to sleep. 

Think this might be part of the reason why I tend to pick my phone back up or read a book as a distraction. Then once I put my head down again, my mind takes over and won’t let me power down...

When this happens my thoughts get more judgmental toward my life and myself down a negative spiral. This very often leads to self-hatred and suicidal thoughts, and the further I am in that trance of tired, wired, awareness, the more I think. 

Anyone else? Opinions on this or how to help?",3.5185472154963686,5.1126071864406795,3.740714285714287,90.76182203389831,73.18079096045199,7.317029862792575,25.07223567393059,7.957251820313856,1.154535431799839,700,22,151,10,14,216,115,177,0.14800000000000002,0.823,0.028999999999999998,-0.9711,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,8,2,1,1,10,0,8,8,5,4,0,29,21,16,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,9,7,0,0,7,2,0,3,3,2,0,1,3,1,18,0,28,14,7,25,0,0,1,0,7,15,0,7,7,101,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644856263941085,0.0,0.08563889007377548,0.13205193379555144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805541705006492,0.1290334389282881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683485247785566,0.0,0.0,0.1390833182505853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084802953899527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520102384920386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317768666133674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318682801536633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579489594939705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469366084165814,0.11136230719004456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924378834960265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844103651049534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877522267971944,0.08895033891894392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335952173404278,0.12715662600689273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817977123483756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411474115752667,0.08533559115261198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637337655682136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659764253846728,0.0,0.0,0.12596727289973586,0.0,0.0,0.12948029715332493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627515718447494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504096564141516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913616259692485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775047400201365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468608899965388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366441803913244,0.16138581098475988,0.0,0.2999306665064507,0.0,0.28948336101892724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100074395007372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390807350193627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363511955888565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656917649695288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LennonDraper,2020/02/02,"I had an anxiety attack, does this mean I'll have more? My brother is going through a depression and he has several anxiety attacks. I was never an anxious person but after hearing him talk about some of his problems I was a little taken down by it. When I was trying to fall asleep today I think I had an anxiety attack, does this mean I'll have more?",2.083400402414483,4.3046554084507065,4.320643863179075,82.15126760563383,79.4225352112676,6.874044265593561,25.635814889336014,7.957251820313856,1.8441251509054328,278,11,51,5,7,96,49,71,0.264,0.7170000000000001,0.019,-0.9412,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,5,0,9,1,1,0,1,8,15,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,6,1,9,0,7,9,3,8,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862416669752843,0.1901284120154915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743885333495542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449544976357629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29455677120935875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564741859706066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896836546542233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867843342721697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666509031043441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980150346920868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695099443786486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103809784784293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901284120154915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352712558176683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783832241490322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952646979054594,0.0,0.0,0.1142630398964736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StarkBannerman99,2020/02/02,"I have been really scared, was wondering if what I’m experiencing is anxiety or not. Please help I’m a 20 and half year old male, around 6 feet and 235 pounds. No medications and no history of any chronic illness. I have been feeling short of breath for about five days now. I went to a clinic and all my vitals were normal (oxygenation was 100%). It came out of nowhere one night, then the next day it was normal until the evening then it kind of stayed. When I first wake up I feel normal but then it comes back once I think about it again which is minutes after I wake up. I just feel tightness on my chest as if I was laying on it. I don’t have a fever, no wheezing, only a few coughs a day, and my nose isn’t particularly runny. I’ve been thinking, while I don’t have anxiety, it could be that I’m feeling anxious. It has been annoying me and worrying me. I hope I find an answer here

Please help me out here, I have been really scared",2.7841408934707914,4.067040747422684,4.23441237113402,87.7396254295533,74.51546391752578,7.647560137457045,23.758075601374568,8.238735603445708,1.1577110652920959,731,21,162,12,15,243,114,194,0.184,0.772,0.044000000000000004,-0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,2,8,0,23,13,6,0,1,33,37,17,0,7,6,0,5,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,11,11,0,1,9,0,0,3,7,3,0,4,12,7,20,3,18,23,2,30,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,5,18,112,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295692828034237,0.0,0.20914179356269152,0.15442584460478773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168706081711853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510961117159566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563420599217378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775018370400545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913941280562067,0.0,0.0,0.2644698775875167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028540943071332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27646732861504303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493627080030595,0.11627224788664428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324684610973135,0.0,0.0,0.13576845374932014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423462572725036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377052993553952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453761215292323,0.12827850185120634,0.4017946781523867,0.0,0.0,0.14343785367381712,0.14557515124702122,0.09262771177557667,0.1039623054962559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000989629240897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175139957800126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737100256397608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569811916556735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517659610314287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671714484623442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823932367638398,0.0,0.1388198714251993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802675813790126
anxiety,laylaa_moon,2020/02/02,"Weird Anxiety Triggers What are the small and strange things that give you anxiety?

For me, it’s pointing in public. I can’t understand why it gives me so much anxiety and it’s almost laughable.

But basically if I’m with someone in public and they point to something my insides are like “donT POINT ITS RUDE” and I get a surge of anxiety and want to get as far away from that person as possible.",1.92448717948718,4.530831192307698,3.3720512820512845,86.32294871794875,83.23076923076924,7.056410256410258,26.615384615384606,8.167268648758528,2.0812461538461533,315,14,61,7,9,103,57,78,0.14400000000000002,0.77,0.086,-0.1457,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,11,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,11,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,1,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633354450812205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388482796635471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654468980185898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638183993491688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400457076270896,0.3378524311935129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603104348854712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944996846764248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375922120429455,0.0,0.0,0.4993996254842954,0.19852047234529016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920458571692913,0.13556641035176462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698958640532273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183320937817283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386529855894673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889820248430295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erilghost,2020/02/02,How to stop blushing because of anxiety My fake friends started bullying and insulting me last 2 weeks and I started to blush all week all day because I always remember them. The blushing starts as soon as I wake up and then remember them. Please help many are teasing me about the blushing already.,4.7940000000000005,7.380787672727276,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,72.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,38.27272727272727,8.841846274778883,3.882381818181818,242,15,40,5,5,75,40,55,0.235,0.6409999999999999,0.124,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,2,9,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,7,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,10,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393561780515379,0.0,0.18047940793633266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592903939810752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644422594106415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988351153313747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757754629295918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538449073119472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680365659636998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990405785752695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380926920158409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914141914636623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605719542418999,0.0,0.0,0.18133935045098384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479705697737556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayacc14248,2020/02/02,"Does anyone else get sudden bursts of paranoia and fear or is that caused by something other than anxiety? Idk I’d this is just me, but mainly at nights every now and then I’ll get huge bursts of fear where I feel like something really bad is going to happen but I don’t know what. I’ll get super hot and itchy and be terrified but for no particular reason. It only happens when I’m alone, but it gets too the point where I like actually can’t help but feel like there’s somebody watching me or something really bad is about to happen. 

I’m a little concerned because I know that paranoia is often a big part of schizophrenia, but it’s not like I’m scared of people or anything, I just suddenly get a super bad vibe. Plus I don’t have any other schizo symptoms so I don’t think it’s that. 

I’m just wondering if anyone else has really weird scared or paranoid flashes that usually go away within a couple minutes, and if they do what they do to solve them

Thanks :)",2.7902160864345724,4.672368489795918,4.1381032412965215,85.92958583433376,75.83673469387755,6.652581032412965,23.26410564225689,7.510576382923642,1.0427176470588226,768,23,151,10,17,253,110,196,0.198,0.607,0.196,0.3632,0,1,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,2,12,15,0,4,5,0,14,1,0,2,0,31,35,21,0,2,16,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,0,4,12,7,15,34,2,18,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,8,11,92,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.11151962366508143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835837188386587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771350263383818,0.0,0.08742296903283606,0.0,0.0,0.15981278783386396,0.23418427042592885,0.09404171502981017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736869421640607,0.0,0.2862540731497246,0.06966329564520272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739580691282893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264473183332248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000061477941054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190930546552964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962848176144264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25719084228820044,0.11556558971967901,0.16328159478609772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985297809938768,0.0,0.12989455093590327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031690956877772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659867059528602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560927941476827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233233964991538,0.1145373794921912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724291213037727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691417682862157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237528037682882,0.0,0.07922653072099442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803040395955572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962977623479624,0.11749763927564474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288260293446211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26393220967078435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187794295368716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521256499160156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322524051995416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258619527646393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239304835484676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amb3rzz,2020/02/02,"What do I do about my relationship? First post on Reddit so I’m sorry for any formatting issues. 
I (22F) have been seeing my boyfriend (24M) for about 5 months now. I feel like I’ve known him my whole life, he makes me so happy, we have never fought, we always seem to be on the same page. But there is one thing. I’ve been dealing with GAD for most of my life. For the most part, I know how to handle it where I can function on a day to day basis. I used to go to therapy and be on medication, but as time went on, I felt back to normal and stopped my treatments about 3 years ago (I realize now how that was a really shitty idea). 
However, recently I’ve been under a lot of stress since I’m currently in nursing school about to finish up in the spring and I’m in this new-ish relationship. Relationships have always been a trigger for my anxiety and I was single for about 1.5 years before I started seeing my boyfriend, so I was in a really good, stable place when I met him. 
My anxiety is now back to how bad it was in high school. For example, I was out to dinner with my boyfriend tonight and we had plans to go to the club after with our friends, but my mind was racing and I started having a very internalized panic attack. Kinda felt like the room was closing in on me, my heart was racing, I could hardly breathe and I was trying my hardest to hold back tears. Long story short, I did not make it to the club lol 
These bouts of anxiety have been becoming more frequent but this was the worst one I’ve had in a long time. My boyfriend knows when I’m feeling anxious since usually I get very quiet and start to space out. I don’t even mean to get that way, my mind just goes on overdrive sometimes out of no where over the smallest things, which I’m sure many of you can relate to. He’s usually very sweet about it and knows he doesn’t have to say anything, just be present. Normally I know how to calm myself down enough, but it’s been getting harder and harder to do this recently. 
I’m making an appointment with a psychiatrist on monday and have plans to go to therapy again, but my question is, is this fair to him? Should I let him move on? He’s such a stable, healthy person and always has been, and I just don’t feel that way sometimes. 
At the end of the day, I just want him to be happy and healthy, with or without me. 
Sorry for the long post, sending everyone love❤️",3.047497660593386,4.243581947046845,4.269315792370783,88.08950459624593,73.72505091649694,7.426234381020532,24.675565585952548,7.917944638633933,1.1637688225904106,1860,56,403,26,37,611,225,491,0.09,0.7909999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.9216,2,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,4,1,0,3,31,15,2,2,21,1,47,6,2,9,2,79,83,31,0,5,13,0,6,2,1,1,3,2,1,1,17,26,1,2,15,2,0,6,7,6,0,3,25,11,52,9,75,51,11,82,0,0,2,0,25,32,0,7,42,274,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702268553879615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887378659020976,0.0,0.0,0.05141661226515689,0.0,0.17352169505249898,0.08541648183358512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062219643106560064,0.0,0.0,0.08601598467789627,0.0,0.17441562096326935,0.06313023344136601,0.0,0.08350403701964391,0.0643375644060631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036751616996125,0.0,0.0,0.1462843642027536,0.07794940669184779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696700119345936,0.07812415589009993,0.0,0.04993893382427533,0.0,0.0,0.0722474984670318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469032246187155,0.05401497915175498,0.14519271041467705,0.0,0.0,0.06431285109546843,0.0,0.0,0.058415211689229585,0.0,0.1185075139743932,0.0,0.12891075941389768,0.06341711802607056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160974058313075,0.06773068052014802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959685395369045,0.0,0.07988490361172171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535319104437028,0.0,0.07891599794808818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621059140790193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773151740777865,0.10680953672121794,0.07387733211329442,0.0,0.0,0.20073436489709415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427994238122718,0.0682399411185053,0.0,0.15140848795927214,0.07665550889861518,0.0,0.08236020559023031,0.0,0.07616796418294508,0.0,0.0,0.15268677421460505,0.0,0.06035026451206225,0.08036024427735197,0.0,0.0,0.058314207989841764,0.07302350064756316,0.0,0.0,0.14816124384303347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024690301084461,0.0,0.0,0.08871069727315238,0.0,0.08187701895332604,0.0,0.0,0.06601873341163983,0.07899515807297071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482476046858733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469921841401076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687393364792724,0.0,0.1493092401456345,0.2435268344667848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012719402296946,0.0,0.1530403900734209,0.12050093225758825,0.06883145941467105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125088847796075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955817636886326,0.1692758398025095,0.1605490043285897,0.0,0.0,0.0632123860177721,0.0866096847919057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126044844764477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729306238397445,0.0,0.10046232357757656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817625954960613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051333447579481786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530177238086958,0.16654493762110167,0.18715566450707086,0.04459606001237969,0.12002957522064267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009016352452306,0.0,0.08441458338464561,0.0,0.07288423545675662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737924382538647
anxiety,tpowers55,2020/02/02,Unhappy in College I’m currently in my second year of college and I’ve never been more unhappy. All my friends from high school seem like they are enjoying their time at their colleges but I still haven’t really found my place yet. I’m in the process of applying to transfer to other colleges but I won’t hear back until late April. I don’t know how I’m going to make it until April without knowing what I’m going to do in the next two years. Does anybody have any tips for me?,2.2439393939393963,4.197353191919195,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,77.68686868686869,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.5257151515151524,382,15,78,6,9,126,67,99,0.021,0.8959999999999999,0.084,0.596,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,2,12,19,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,1,10,3,16,16,2,23,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,15,50,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182146717342088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166977951307869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953724844445758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447882474991558,0.17248672662774353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537626105187881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162529257887983,0.0,0.0,0.23588180428522235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539088375927495,0.0,0.251842046790434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907141153579283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490248499579671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218848586166732,0.0,0.23743486871668704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332545897109217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430232573612759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22594659132652314,0.0,0.2032435179146326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782922145587169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018213866024647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808828579478812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521043634289488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287538579818632
anxiety,Painnevergetseasier,2020/02/02,"I finally went and saw a doctor for my anxiety. What am I supposed to feel exactly when taking Xanax. I got prescribed .25 xanax as well as 10mg Lexapro with 1 refill

I've taken the Lexapro 2 times now, I know i was told it can take up to two weeks.
But I was told the xanax was for anxiety attacks or severe anxiety only. I had a bad attack last night and spent an hour on my bed freaking out about where I should take it before finally giving in.

It didnt help. I didnt feel any change and spent the next two hours trying to get this attack to pass. I tried watching TV, I went on a walk, I ate ice cream. I felt just as bad as i did before i took it. I didnt even feel any of the side effects he said i might. I told him i was on 500mg norco a few weeks ago for a shoulder surgery and he said usually I'd feel as if I took that. I didn't feel anything at all

I had another severe attack today and took another. It's been hours and I've felt no change",0.9049499736703516,2.2407078388625585,3.1304818325434454,93.4971340179042,79.61611374407583,6.395050026329647,21.20089520800421,7.1686216300943375,0.3811166929963132,738,20,178,9,18,253,116,211,0.18600000000000005,0.7909999999999999,0.023,-0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,4,0,10,0,16,6,1,1,2,25,45,15,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,8,8,1,0,9,1,2,7,5,7,1,2,30,12,25,1,22,13,2,32,0,0,3,0,10,9,0,3,16,101,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961304938937999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215067954360165,0.18835173405771105,0.20611813995944625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390774451681477,0.0,0.0,0.4086971318076201,0.0,0.0,0.14997878263237485,0.0,0.0,0.15284704429479715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001868578918032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919265381542104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059320076076384926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270586004633585,0.0,0.17246749115313434,0.19676963418191395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692313996477453,0.08615599520501373,0.0,0.0,0.07183097847760228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060199188997026525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653406206428251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049358407218462214,0.07320888689901035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527649510549632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551623726557767,0.0842826159482381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830618490850374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086383720512416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292432427071133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258267192632773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237018518476151,0.0,0.0851314139280271,0.2574580659134659,0.2993537999114365,0.12195310482170332,0.0,0.17546683487061132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891539139165728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408377392842953,0.0,0.08075190618739966,0.16651352017691184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LeastRabbit0,2020/02/02,"my teeth ache I've been sitting on the couch working on an essay all day, and I just realized that I've been pressing my tongue up against my front teeth for who knows how long. They ache, my whole jaw aches. It doesn't even hurt that much, but I'm so upset that I've hurt myself at all. I'm frustrated and want to cry, and I still have 8 pages to write.",5.077597402597405,3.7380239999999993,5.249967532467533,91.70923701298705,68.74025974025976,8.73896103896104,27.04220779220779,7.1686216300943375,0.9265870129870128,276,6,69,2,4,87,54,77,0.218,0.6990000000000001,0.083,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,1,2,0,4,3,3,1,2,12,8,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,8,0,8,6,5,9,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33073678960595915,0.19418023315904406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988692475760028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6446530887986727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654729722943356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26645804554152513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213381781186002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24045345310310615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759259600382366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361598535767263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919946718553868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catsandbats13,2020/02/02,"Question about Ativan Hi there, my doctor recently prescribed me Ativan to treat my ongoing anxiety and anxiety related health issues. I’m a little scared because I know that Ativan is a benzodiazepine and I’ve heard that those can be dangerous and addictive. I was wondering if anyone here could possibly share their experiences with Ativan. What should I expect? Thanks!",5.9471428571428575,9.470996730158731,6.462857142857146,64.75714285714287,73.76190476190476,10.584126984126984,31.222222222222207,10.290406445055957,4.814403174603175,306,14,40,11,7,99,50,63,0.142,0.74,0.11800000000000001,-0.1528,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,11,11,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,3,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26374583777283617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701605965395173,0.0,0.0,0.16916720380718042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748187666362345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316612649203135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763164130777246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366597301945343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25716654406746525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525182185559362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329616412981976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424833266814479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727463712587985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710235732057203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388825099843364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422200380032845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274206796909415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26236915897068924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tinynymphie,2020/02/02,"how do you define your anxiety? i have read so many things about the condition and it seems really hard for me to really pin down what it is aww everyone's seems so different.  what do all have in common? is it excessive worrying, overthinking?",3.033913043478257,5.780819782608695,4.928434782608697,76.11439130434783,79.43478260869566,11.50608695652174,24.417391304347824,10.793553405168565,3.934761739130435,194,7,35,9,5,66,37,46,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.6523,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,5,8,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222280755379683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30350571350854944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27758066578193386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602266900801465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945165943100471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905738679044788,0.0,0.37219739879543656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289119412151048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299213991048408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950120332022768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrwAwy1829,2020/02/02,First really bad anxiety attack. I have bad social anxiety and I have rather frequent incidents that can be as simple as me just being quiet shaking my leg all the way to my whole body shaking with me curled up into a ball in a bathroom stall. But this time I had my first attack at home alone. My SO just left me and i've been stressing about university and maybe it all caught up to me. I woke up in a huge sweat and my chest was super tight with my heart racing and I was breathing hard and I threw up in the toilet. This lasted 30 minutes and I ended up on my bed shaking and crying for the rest of it. I've never had one at home and I don't know anyone I can contact about this. Suggestions? Home is usually my place where i'm always at peace,1.0862499999999995,3.1678333057324863,3.0432444267515955,90.72117237261149,82.18471337579618,5.70843949044586,19.366640127388536,6.9077264865688965,0.2640576433121016,587,15,125,7,16,197,94,157,0.204,0.7390000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9611,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,2,4,6,0,13,6,6,0,3,21,18,13,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,12,0,1,1,1,0,5,2,8,0,3,8,3,21,1,23,8,4,31,0,0,0,0,3,17,0,0,8,92,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089822885608296,0.0,0.0,0.12926563723270398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376883131262632,0.0,0.0,0.1086260063472825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534715522539939,0.0,0.0,0.2594255206429196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256148858290346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064731055576013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759611048043907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642853347749547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916523113888274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840933354578201,0.0,0.0,0.4674933549865991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853776131930725,0.126632936113489,0.0,0.0,0.1687908311633632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560723610416252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981734379847445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527080305488028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231018716558324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952272193275996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583622021895133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779556430020791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058723053530186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109871450469796,0.0,0.0,0.12331149968376362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344540048910506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunkissedkai,2020/02/02,"Anxiety / job / rent So back in November I quit my bank job. I had just moved into an apartment with my S/O in September. I’d been dealing with panic attacks for awhile and had a really hard year last year dealing with an illness of one parent and then them divorcing. After I quit, I felt awful. It was impulsive but the job was so toxic and I couldn’t stand it any longer I was at my wits end. My S/O is generally understanding and empathic but now he’s coming off really cold and I feel like he’s resenting me because he’s paying rent when I’m supposed to but haven’t been able to. ( I’ve been going to therapy and started lexapro a month ago to get back on track. ) I know I’m obviously in the wrong here since I should obv be helping with rent. But he makes considerably enough for it x5. And I’m a student full time getting my MA dealing with this and it’s just so stressful. I wish he would be more understanding now because it’s already shit dealing with the anxiety and panic attacks. I could understand if he didn’t have money but he does and it would just be nice to be taken care of until I get back on my feet. I’m trying really REALLY hard. Some days I haven’t been able to leave the house to even go to the grocery store down the street. Some days I can’t even eat until 2pm. I’m just really overwhelmed.",1.2588233766233756,3.3804378109090933,3.430175324675325,87.9629772727273,81.80000000000003,6.837662337662338,22.548701298701296,7.957251820313856,1.1972519480519477,1038,35,221,20,28,354,141,275,0.151,0.778,0.071,-0.9601,7,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,16,12,4,4,11,1,24,4,2,1,1,46,46,23,0,7,10,2,4,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,7,18,1,0,7,0,7,4,5,9,0,1,12,5,22,3,30,25,5,37,0,1,0,0,16,12,1,3,21,133,29,5,0.1867356630043109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276494913407123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303372380083717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634933271408332,0.0,0.14285227108031182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124387747029992,0.0,0.21538229751859814,0.0,0.11383232694966698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519472685622132,0.0,0.0,0.08042811948630887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454661604487553,0.0,0.0,0.120429054381819,0.3850325380439953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170681854224954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553860093139284,0.0,0.0,0.08269618567029306,0.09647392873631654,0.0,0.12333714426836552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047209580996931635,0.06670199748091471,0.08964776027329363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634251503423215,0.0,0.10612618061039254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727847542967225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258248934647476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773394174846944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779594976194373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131251841384358,0.07610724431272478,0.0,0.09886305231017448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045614806280616316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232375254078231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452531232394861,0.09923522873709127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326845900433227,0.0,0.0,0.21909406608932272,0.10367392754523894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861636335218266,0.0,0.0,0.299069118401224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584073730517108,0.07723483505513144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608623169881704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069525355287453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677425240991577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054443533393118186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633906287645399,0.0,0.0,0.29159761616152485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736839838448706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265165729035178,0.10208306661986573,0.0,0.12025164460557365
anxiety,i-am-guy,2020/02/02,"I've been having a non stop panic attack for three days. Any tips for calming down? I know that sounds kind of outlandish but I've really never had it this bad. I don't want to go to the hospital. I've been trying to distract myself but it only helps momentarily.

I can't tell anyone because they will either be annoyed or just confused and I don't think that will help me. I just had to say something because I've been suffering silently for a few days now, my heart rate has been consistently fast. Has anyone else ever had an extended period of panic or bad anxiety? How did you break out of it? I just wanna feel normal.",2.3235714285714257,4.480774452380956,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,78.28571428571429,6.73968253968254,22.404761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.1877428571428572,495,15,95,8,12,168,84,126,0.27,0.6679999999999999,0.061,-0.9835,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,6,11,2,4,4,0,17,1,1,1,2,21,22,6,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,8,3,11,2,13,11,2,12,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,3,8,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431002558435908,0.0,0.1398412264125708,0.0,0.0,0.255635521126095,0.1872998363313116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079609835208675,0.0,0.0,0.3052601324168094,0.22286593115609316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357812939633524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270564523815489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653527424076243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242899192443284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038892496339505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661845688750295,0.2450534946621185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035769802996666,0.10046190307013557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409863537831968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910483792432874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390273656318899,0.0,0.4289519889315973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171061320427758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536961301077755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407280958252493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282868662357707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977494504496587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713062999289985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410895819099073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781996551058877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dragon_Cat_,2020/02/02,"I don’t want to get hospitalized The counseling services at my college are completely free. Now I know that people with depression have a strategy on what to omit from their sessions with therapists so they can not get hospitalized.

Well, I don’t have any issues with depression but I do have a large amount of anxiety. And sometimes it feels like like I’m not really in the world. It feels like I’m playing a third person video game. Like I’m not actually there but I’m looking through a glass window and into life. I feel like this constantly and when I’m not feeling like that, it makes me panic. I wanted to bring it up to a therapist but honestly, I feel crazy for even being this way. I don’t want to get hospitalized. Will I get hospitalized if I bring up something like this?",3.608336663336665,5.564600123376625,4.891038961038962,81.09556943056944,73.74025974025976,8.894305694305695,27.43056943056943,9.466822959209583,2.546845754245754,625,24,122,16,13,207,87,154,0.106,0.687,0.20800000000000002,0.9484,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,14,0,1,7,0,11,1,0,1,0,25,33,9,0,4,8,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,10,7,0,0,6,3,1,2,7,3,1,1,0,6,14,12,18,31,1,13,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,1,10,78,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.13052698551460035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095896219162014,0.0,0.1023233063165844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024107679382464,0.1445431878951598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040844215028564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834486352750802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33815636117614417,0.3822224942482324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795288658181905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960696664837374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350903839090206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447612536418906,0.4574264633285914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123217175957828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928345869201079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693435650036025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272987020515988,0.11679095941521915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568779699636678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029722380579908,0.13228853390445736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106030595573325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366790318064272,0.10616963188927583,0.0,0.0,0.12026309815458874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mybpdisvegan,2020/02/02,"Is it normal to experience partial to complete hearing loss during a panic attack? Is it normal to have your ears literally close up partially or conpletely during a panic attack? I had one earlier today and my hearing starting to go and my ears felt plugged and sure enough I could hardly fit my finger into either of my ear canals, when I'm normally able to wiggle it a bit. I also noticed a buzzing/electric sounding hum noise when it was happening. Almost like the sound of static on a TV, but lower, and gradually getting louder.
The panic attack only lasted for like 10 minutes and the ear thing was for the last half.

Should I be concerned? 

I don't know wtf happened, all I did was accidentally scrape my finger on the edge of a sheet of tin foil and cut my finger, and it bled kinda badly, and all the sudden my body went into fight or flight mode. I used to struggle with self harm but I never have felt like I'm going to faint after seeing my own blood. Ive never been so close to fainting in my entire life. My vision blurred and my peripherals went black, I struggled with breathing.  I don't think I was triggered by my blood or the small amoint of pain since my mental state was completely fine, mentally I knew I was okay and could think rationally and calmly and normally but my body, physically, panicked. 

I almost passed out onto the kitchen floor because my heart was beating so incredibly hard and fast for the first couple minutes of the panic attack. But I managed to walk to my couch before I fell and put my (unofficial emotional support) dog on my chest and she knew I was panicking and helped me stay calm by making me focus on her. 

My older brother says that his ears close up when he panics and he also loses hearing or goes deaf completely until the panic attack goes away or lessens in intensity. But I don't know if it's actually normal or not",6.991033057851241,6.720166360881546,7.676929752066119,72.34994008264465,64.45454545454545,9.684242424242424,32.47506887052341,9.120678840339163,2.830203415977961,1491,52,262,22,20,498,199,363,0.215,0.7120000000000001,0.073,-0.9962,1,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,1,0,4,7,29,7,8,17,1,23,22,15,3,5,67,48,37,0,9,14,1,7,3,0,1,6,12,2,1,8,25,1,0,8,1,0,8,6,20,0,3,17,21,44,9,38,27,6,44,0,2,2,0,14,19,0,11,18,176,52,1,0.07013214491029783,0.0,0.06843885674892279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404544251206401,0.0,0.0,0.11216930189343824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989271972031638,0.06589145875226213,0.0,0.058557411578448765,0.04275190459428281,0.0,0.0596772898421152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656613817576408,0.15580200567001776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059665885565827,0.0,0.0,0.11198962201260612,0.07759988440852933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888922349544676,0.0,0.07246525319638493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068602695025788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346757146057339,0.0,0.0,0.059654366633676514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036641151118096016,0.0,0.07971542829687189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403524825842195,0.0,0.12564925296499618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371320730888291,0.08310692939181523,0.04700809841120509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708558545731946,0.11433411702916615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953640800407329,0.10278907047509704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845993104670956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046813751312654014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135341362611184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818046732882608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435730577390246,0.0,0.07984591181310077,0.0,0.0,0.04752335642539406,0.053338656479766135,0.0746255468684272,0.4937097674248126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050217626325142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055771896530849935,0.0,0.0,0.0558862394540964,0.0,0.0731631223939108,0.0,0.0,0.05801403499538685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963989313567766,0.07475153509557465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466346903628616,0.0,0.0,0.07958512694068802,0.06609871659811296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046592680789967915,0.08987569329324635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647707303849892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060571655665748736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002640191147902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pickle_in_a_nutshell,2020/02/02,"I faced my health phobia of taking medication. Today I feel so much better. Hi r/anxiety, thought I'd share my story of how I faced my fear of having a severe allergic reaction to medicine. I used a combination of CBT, exposure therapy, and breathing exercises, physical fitness, counselling, reading, and talking about it with family and friends. I hope this helps if you're suffering from a phobia or specific anxiety.

# Background: 

It's a bit of a long story as to how my health phobia developed, but essentially I had a couple of strange medical incidents that freaked me out. A few years ago, for still unexplained reasons, my body started going completely numb - limb by limb. My roommates called an ambulance which took a LONG time to show up. That started to erode my faith in the medical system, even though I was \*actually\* triaged appropriately. Last year I stopped vaping after all those reports about respiratory diseases and deaths started coming out. I remember getting my first ever panic attacks about vaping around August/September. At that point, I threw the vape away. I'm also a gay man and I have a fear about getting HIV. An ex-boyfriend gave me chlamydia a few years back and was an asshole about it (basically didn't care that he'd given me a STD, I had to push him several times to get tested, which led to several fights and a LOT of gaslighting). Last summer I got prescribed PrEP (anti-HIV drug; it's kinda becoming like ""the pill"" for gay guys). I took my first PrEP pill and fainted from it, due to panic about allergic reactions. So I stopped that. I haven't had sex in 6 months despite being a decent-looking guy in a big, gay-friendly city. I also have the vasovagal reaction, which means I often faint when getting needles or when I take some meds. Suffice to say: when I squished up all of these experiences together, it formed a big ball of anxiety around medications. 

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# The situation:

My PrEP doctor referred me to an allergy specialist doctor, because I told him I had a penicillin allergy. He told me lots of people think they have an allergy, but actually don't – which prevents doctors from prescribing the more effective version of the drug. 

When I went to the allergy appointment a few months later, the allergist told me that the penicillin allergy test consists of me taking a dose of penicillin and waiting in the doctors office for an hour, to see if I have an allergic reaction. When she said this, I immediately freaked. I wasn't ready for that. She was really nice about it, though. She told me I didn't have to do it today (or at all). So she re-booked me for two months later. I didn't realize it at the time, but the upcoming test would eventually become an obsession that I would ruminate over endlessly.

The first few weeks were okay. It was Christmastime, so I went back home and spent quality time with my family. But without the distraction of working my job, I started thinking about the upcoming test more and more. What if I go into anaphylaxis? What if I have a panic attack? What if the doctor leaves and I suffocate because my throat is swelling? These thoughts swirled around my head constantly. I'm not exaggerating when I say the fear started to invade my every waking thought if I wasn't focused on something else. 

# The plan:

January rolls around, and it's T-4 weeks until my test. I decide I have to prepare for this or else I'll drive myself crazy. I start reading about phobias and cognitive behavioural therapy, exposure therapy. I read lots of articles. Sometimes I'd find myself visiting pages about anaphylaxis but I eventually learned to avoid those. I bought a couple ebooks on facing phobias. I watched YouTube videos on dealing with panic attacks. I learned about the ancient brain, the amygdala, and the fight or flight hormone response. I learned that while you can't often control a panic attack, you can choose to breathe in a 4-7-8 style that tells your brain everything's ok. 

I also gave myself exposure therapy of increasing ""scariness"". Here was my list:

* Halls lozenges
* Tums
* Multivitamin
* Metamucil fibre supplements
* Advil

With each exposure, I practiced my breathing and mindfulness and it went pretty well. I slowly built up my confidence. Also, every time I got an irrational, anxious thought I would note & replace with the actual factual evidence. While it didn't work 100% of the time, it did help me get through the days leading up to the test. 

Still, I thought about bailing on the test every day. But I knew that if I did, my ""phobia gremlin"" would continue to get worse. I would have to take medication EVENTUALLY so you might as well face your fear in a safe, medically supervised setting. That helped me decide that I'm actually going through with the test. I don't usually cry but I still cried probably every other day, thinking about how it's not fair that I have to deal with this anxiety. It had a severely negative impact on my quality of life. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. 

Friends and family became understanding after a while. At first they told me to get over it, or ""suck it up"" and go. They reminded me (lovingly) that it's a 100% safe procedure, otherwise the doctor wouldn't recommend it. While that's true, they didn't realize the extent of the irrational thoughts going through my head resulting from my traumas. But the more I talked to them about it, the more they understood and supported me. My coworker even volunteered to accompany me to the allergy test which I eagerly said yes to. She told me she was proud that I'd shared my phobia story with my other coworkers. There's definitely a stigma about mental health, but I wanted, needed, to talk about it a lot.

# The test:

So the day of the test rolls around. I'm nervous AS FUCK when I wake up that morning. I felt like a soldier who was conscripted for war and I'm about to leave to join the battle. But I kept telling myself it will be OK. That morning I was on autopilot. I took transit to the allergist office. I practiced my breathing on the bus. I met my coworker and we go inside. The doctor was super nice. I talked to her earlier that week over the phone so she knew I was nervous and she calms me down. After some discussion (and another promise from the doctor that I will be ok), I took the pill. Immediately I laid down on the examination table, closed my eyes, and went into my conscious 4-7-8 breathing. I did this for about 45 minutes, and each minute was better than the last. Eventually the doctor said to me, ""Guess what! You're not allergic!"" I was so relieved. I had built up all of these negative scenarios in my mind but none of them happened, of course. Ugh, the feeling was incredible. 

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# Today:

I'm still a little hesitant around drugs and medications. My phobia's not completely gone but I took a HUGE step to face it. It's given me the confidence to take other risks in my life. I realized that I'd become risk adverse in other ways that aren't healthy for me. My invasive, anxiety-provoking thoughts are pretty much completely gone. I hope this helps you face your fears. Sometimes you just have to do it. Just remember your techniques and keep telling yourself that you're doing something important for your mental health. 

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Thanks for reading.",4.314329740305509,6.760121967383249,5.219634276756313,77.33481640924063,73.21052631578948,8.900341479420092,31.072202846066908,9.4846551859229,3.3092122713849967,5790,270,1001,151,122,1886,509,1349,0.16,0.7340000000000001,0.106,-0.9974,1,1,5,0,2,0,220.0,1,10,7,14,66,67,10,17,90,5,66,66,20,10,7,167,163,85,2,19,32,0,3,2,2,10,41,5,1,3,76,51,0,10,35,8,2,26,22,35,2,5,72,11,168,32,158,77,31,153,1,1,3,8,74,53,2,26,73,692,244,33,0.0,0.0,0.12997958025205222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029517440354043217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651638170084066,0.0,0.14431725298383646,0.1213853204694534,0.0,0.034916770041286266,0.10189418190113736,0.0376182465311036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785833188139175,0.0,0.1515290935785862,0.03128538580880535,0.05120955337444776,0.0,0.04059736586868196,0.11032796189384518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058900291492201474,0.03635374323287146,0.03698753942827865,0.0,0.07434510615285296,0.034001870732814965,0.0,0.03395041864214977,0.0,0.0,0.028684029224488258,0.1047396993649917,0.03598425033880228,0.03734751573165264,0.0,0.07368913569108658,0.07315449326897186,0.08590006921531011,0.06865934852245859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067452528145831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584835738375787,0.0,0.05563386846780535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398718101647217,0.030120735574476858,0.11222294128030863,0.0,0.02992687848752925,0.032572685778214094,0.09417363728680347,0.18735243979172084,0.033673819794390415,0.0,0.03197213850097299,0.0,0.03043456519645881,0.11329601199642113,0.0,0.0,0.07717987631848393,0.030784270035175938,0.12178100161097324,0.0,0.11354709592445518,0.0,0.0532642987311078,0.0,0.03668246099117314,0.06594223584722689,0.02944608200469125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834849755482758,0.1415805726761072,0.0,0.0,0.08927812634789188,0.0,0.03340148303468419,0.06614658546773222,0.03279268077867887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033043991760855235,0.029597566887908638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142907358786687,0.0,0.07051739366279444,0.0,0.0,0.04703995526390197,0.03253629314670966,0.03337421706666534,0.0,0.05893690666301275,0.027962665437976316,0.0,0.0,0.11323803872949305,0.03005353151005775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036272232849415414,0.03698753942827865,0.23481576799101744,0.0671148607790191,0.035324840374647525,0.06724473533848525,0.0,0.079736524376707,0.0,0.04895700378731587,0.024690691212018775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953452547055975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02308524470739761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031478196616079916,0.0,0.0,0.06775384674114744,0.035901815349246684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332315301759315,0.0,0.021332109682914945,0.034236785714775834,0.0,0.0,0.07544226013034135,0.0,0.09502455618861104,0.05296119810662138,0.0,0.0,0.02653488928357744,0.0,0.0,0.1504729861244144,0.0,0.0,0.037429326617657965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127019607334345,0.06586687052210131,0.0,0.14141467537665292,0.0,0.10637008684452252,0.055678695024426746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03778716465124084,0.0,0.0,0.12518303597236138,0.1070574859586248,0.08731404392306141,0.030657126937409462,0.15232064586914876,0.0,0.0,0.06400971672409375,0.06543194415886422,0.1850490905814054,0.11650103816228922,0.0,0.09469030964706804,0.1909109916666952,0.18498135672928845,0.0,0.0,0.03252815883910182,0.034665299471503486,0.0,0.028759533518689963,0.03667400241410125,0.0,0.01964053709364976,0.02643109417963874,0.08013103823187799,0.0,0.05987936883824031,0.12347354956659687,0.0,0.0,0.03829205875653211,0.032098923753205034,0.0,0.048483949928556085,0.0,0.03393439475517853,0.11827281424380952,0.0,0.1213853204694534,0.06433014429883975
anxiety,mack10rb,2020/02/02,Anxiety and CBD So my wife has really bad anxiety. She doesn’t want to take prescription drugs because of the side effects and we have an on and off routine for exercise and healthy eating that sometimes helps. She wants to start taking CBD but it’s really expensive. Has anyone had any success with cbd for their anxiety,4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,4.830000000000002,78.245,75.5,9.333333333333334,30.0,9.725611199111238,3.5730000000000004,261,12,44,8,6,84,48,60,0.114,0.74,0.146,0.4848,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,10,10,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541053649882348,0.0,0.5582304124744834,0.0,0.0,0.17007803070931093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309400644640965,0.14827594583198914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820794633116869,0.2488937333738424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303765457543565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116496523500813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405691186282579,0.0,0.1721654783697233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657701954547907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869367656639773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katjade14,2020/02/02,"Weird thought Imagine not getting stomach pains every day
I know not everyone can relate to this but it’s such a crazy thought for me that I can hardly imagine",3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,76.09677419354837,5.423655913978496,32.913978494623656,6.42735559955562,1.9795075268817213,130,7,23,1,3,40,26,31,0.14800000000000002,0.797,0.055,-0.4184,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255299019601506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168799539369777,0.3593790809331907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964964063783656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369111766190453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669438682638694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001962639329932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5971618039238464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jocasioa,2020/02/02,"What Happened to my heart? Can someone explain? I'm 20, male, and I'm very active, eat healthy and I've been like this for years. My heart used to beat 50bpm and and my blood pressure was awesome. Fast forward a couple years later, it was still in pretty good shape. Then one day it just started palpitating. This was right after a very stressful event mind you and I had started drink monster maybe a month ago. But I'd only drink one like twice a week. I stopped immediately once I noticed my heart acting up. the palpitations have gone away for the most part but my heart always rests at 75bpm now. I already got checked by the doctor and said I was fine but in y'all's wisdom what's going on?",1.8400239808153456,4.271921539568346,2.6254388489208655,92.74444124700241,81.80575539568345,4.5699760191846535,22.21630695443645,5.6839178017228535,0.1132355875299762,550,18,113,3,15,172,95,139,0.039,0.8059999999999999,0.155,0.9334,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,0,2,7,0,8,9,5,1,0,15,19,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,6,3,1,1,2,1,4,0,2,0,3,9,1,12,5,12,10,3,28,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,19,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490118984717555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303998954827954,0.0,0.10785505030638516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178319024763536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342316386786622,0.0,0.08359481752490351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326725793505347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539584527885138,0.0,0.13263463625850866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366659771829986,0.10871993951445524,0.10366974959841613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146234164648047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.614406005553657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665254002152526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022171020808634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088025263498182,0.0,0.10346224034866207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475743602124598,0.0,0.13804212769707175,0.1756690796153077,0.09858260649610556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036690447790562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187114996938834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106956202048352,0.12329924771944326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109827447149494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349281269803366,0.0,0.10351549284073414,0.1083689546029408,0.148480410101119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195092057819847,0.0,0.2139017892785311,0.0,0.0,0.1039741423612422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694334003489567
anxiety,imgonnadieyoung,2020/02/02,"Anxiety Nausea Hi, this is my first post because I’m always nervous that nobody will respond and I will look dumb but I tell myself that nobody knows me in real life so it’s ok and well, here I am. 
Anyways, I’m feeling really nauseous right now and I know it’s anxiety. I have a fear of throwing up and being sick and it just makes everything worse. I’m looking for some tips on how to control the nausea or anything really. I had to see one of my triggers (a person) about an hour ago and it started as soon as they left. I thought I was feeling fine but apparently not, and with the flu going around I’m afraid I have it, which I probably don’t. Anybody else suffer from anxiety nausea that has any advice?",2.239819628647215,4.133281289655174,4.140689655172416,85.24212201591514,77.48275862068967,6.6684350132626,25.636604774535808,7.61054688173877,1.4552334217506633,557,21,110,8,13,189,100,145,0.196,0.728,0.075,-0.9619,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,10,8,1,3,5,1,11,3,0,4,0,25,26,14,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,5,1,2,3,5,15,3,14,20,1,15,0,1,3,0,5,6,1,2,6,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619629367534342,0.1507621075396086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151685212841025,0.0,0.0,0.115657508578269,0.0,0.3903230113752603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995805225795435,0.15140369352433156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103676747805822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075468995743644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207666993115164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528533375097907,0.0,0.0,0.19138277802477846,0.17199106630585229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466655424335895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665810721416487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674905956196855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693863767630628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847880659217748,0.0,0.12012970483030624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285642001697266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352704715138125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524789563786275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850379847093742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628857896146562,0.0,0.18337068802813347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358371638910696,0.21791007455169253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452439702293933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552854799533245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038066445404272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486539158065758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350213421514142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529187445780356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332196863983754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toboombs,2020/02/02,"Anxiety to me Morning:
My eyes open and my stomach already churning with emotion. Am I getting robbed? NO. Am I running for my life? NO. Why do I feel this way? My can I not catch my breath? Why am I spinning and nauseous? THIS CANT BE FOREVER!

Afternoon: 
Finally smoked and feeling a little better. I get a little food down and sit down to relax from the overwhelming sensation of feeling everything at once. My head begins to race. ""No one takes you seriously!"" ""Everyone is just using you!"" "" You mean nothing to anyone!"" I smoke myself into a cloudy state of euphoria.

Night:
I wake from my anxiety nap to find that I'm almost feeling same. It's 7:30 PM and I'm wide awake. Wait it's 7:30 PM and I'm wide awake. I'm going to be up all night alone with my thoughts just to start it all over again tomorrow.",0.1978749999999998,2.5811005375,2.319750000000002,89.83025,96.75,5.5600000000000005,22.65,7.087006719466742,1.2197049999999994,626,26,124,12,25,209,99,160,0.084,0.8140000000000001,0.102,0.6084,0,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,9,7,5,1,2,26,27,6,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,10,1,1,7,2,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,5,21,2,20,24,3,25,0,1,1,0,3,11,0,1,8,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162404605422919,0.16797449467528147,0.17897491103631524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814178857938804,0.0,0.0,0.1134033522587708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343923672602787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243602083585408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497448446926354,0.14576120080533525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280219426144397,0.0,0.0,0.17766547248201456,0.1482339286027672,0.0,0.1961144505223288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694696819830267,0.0,0.09217333428656783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644834978335046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455588941480813,0.0,0.32510346560883024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666674518776435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043988132969805,0.0,0.15562064736461154,0.0,0.0,0.1727214718196562,0.10990058792394264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147952049358522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194275224121665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287565799148975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007555589308734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873471009776274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269303182056405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purdybadger,2020/02/02,"First post So this is my first post and I just wanted help knowing how to handle anxiety attacks.

(TRIGGER WARNING!!!)


I haven’t had as many as others thank god but my most recent was the worst. I’m not going to go into why it happened but basically during this one I:

Cried uncontrollably 
Couldn’t stop shaking
Pushing against myself (if that makes sense)
And scratching my face roughly

The scratching usually happens on my legs and I kept trying to stop myself but it was like my hands were doing their own thing. Anyway I was wondering if anyone had a coping mechanism?",3.5501784197111266,6.270521485981307,4.3045709430756185,81.52630416312661,77.13084112149531,6.1338997451146975,26.549702633814782,7.348242739294969,1.6956990654205604,457,18,76,6,11,146,78,107,0.20199999999999999,0.728,0.07,-0.9495,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,1,2,3,0,10,3,3,3,0,22,21,12,0,4,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,3,7,4,13,2,8,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,7,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484595458001748,0.0,0.0,0.13569508195245442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077747706945364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131717953139046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301439624546824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058374643646306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432228909205162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300779871843762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665330162373916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948105811825148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954020156340704,0.1967519167685615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315037782210616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717221322661798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161622962261585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244948286485268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866940214828142,0.0,0.0,0.12892846848785788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317577086202604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213735686944505,0.0,0.1144648364329105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511389279381734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104557132061141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MagicCandy,2020/02/02,"You need to relax and calm down. You're too on edge. That's what my best friend said to me despite him knowing about my depression/anxiety/ADHD 'cause I've brought it up before and these feelings constantly..  


I would ""relax"" and ""calm down"" if I could. Why do people say these things as if we could control it?",3.432786885245904,5.1970221147540965,3.8696393442622967,89.04872131147543,73.75409836065575,6.847213114754098,25.31475409836065,7.554174236665415,1.190741639344263,243,8,49,3,5,76,47,61,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,9,6,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,8,6,8,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31257238074798754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131371193435395,0.0,0.2729438189968393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26717958229183525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810601651278261,0.29170814564207914,0.4153144187899103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150710745376398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009415098585257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293625849403646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928501965118649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031062557612826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474009898044223,0.2068305292602348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278933346137326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346868241789412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475736683975194,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DriftingThroughLife1,2020/02/02,"Shingles, again. A bit of a rant I've been having pain in my right eye the last few days with a rash forming in my eyebrow.  I went to the walk in clinic as my regular doctor isnt open.  She told me to go to the emergency ASAP as it is so close to my eye and she cant help.  So I get to the hospital and go to the admitting desk.  The lady scoffed at me and asked why my doctor just didnt give me cream. Frick, idk! So she rolls her eyes, takes me in the back and takes my information, she asks me if I have any medical condition. I refuse to say anxiety because I know I'll get another eye roll.  Meanwhile, I'm doubting myself, maybe nothing is wrong and my anxiety kicking up as I'm by myself.  With the Coronavirus, I dont want to be there.  I've read horror stories about shingles so i stuck around and waited for the doctor. He comes in, looks at my eye and says its a good thing I came when I did! I wanted to go to that woman after and say HA! But I didn't.  I have to go to a eye specialist tomorrow. Anyway, just needed to vent, thanks for listening.",1.4679859649122804,2.894310848888889,3.712865497076024,89.53526315789475,78.28888888888889,7.225730994152047,22.953216374269005,8.032893268588372,1.0614444444444449,811,25,185,14,19,280,126,225,0.139,0.81,0.051,-0.9391,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,14,1,13,13,7,0,0,28,40,18,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,15,0,2,3,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,8,12,32,3,33,31,3,27,0,0,8,0,19,12,0,2,7,119,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220769673643896,0.14218078555655111,0.20745611362699984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207062648061518,0.2535217720837229,0.0,0.0,0.10426242917328693,0.0,0.08265606131252681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803212796198284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550819451019049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680111886759648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744608468905922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163546719752056,0.0,0.0,0.15891365362740287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168319573691784,0.13007288878903533,0.30824186156804423,0.11372873725501233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088493954445877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451821080649927,0.11052616107938466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386373176916087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622110839368795,0.0,0.0,0.13659539656548614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054028102565413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010486821751652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428021010933956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562940958539946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579543882916235,0.0,0.3234863108147686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389769582763692,0.0,0.0,0.12483555568610115,0.0,0.0,0.09008177569252886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956465109485332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995219428519816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256958064282324,0.12235133633642595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824934954080835,0.0,0.0
anxiety,separatewafer,2020/02/02,"Hypochondriasis treatment? I am soon going to be going to therapy for the first time ever because I have illness anxiety (it gets more specific in my case but whatever). The thing is, I've never heard of therapy for hypochondriacs, how it works, how effective it is and I'm worried and just want things to get better so I can stop relying on medication. Has anyone here gone through therapy for the same reasons or known someone who did? I'd really appreciate some insights/experiences/advice from those who are willing to share.",4.853020833333332,7.5784757604166675,6.147083333333335,69.98958333333336,72.64583333333334,10.1,33.583333333333336,10.25414643259724,4.420445833333334,427,22,67,14,9,143,75,96,0.08800000000000001,0.754,0.158,0.8549,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,4,2,16,18,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,4,2,12,13,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672541277503094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617900275805287,0.0,0.0,0.13361061865082635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648324460852265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899857699122528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284673202982506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253624830287167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966736962627804,0.0,0.21719527636248095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924973769361582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737602870929278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241352595379552,0.1964665342043919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619051474797135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975507063666042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6555648133340425,0.0,0.25389589937241913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142281964220904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270649893505735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911168072783922,0.19405543026342975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jakman217,2020/02/02,"Help getting out So, I don't consider my self an anxious person. I don't have any fear, perse, of people, or crowds, but I do think I have a problem with leaving my comfort zone. I'm a natural Homebody, I can't count the number of weekends I've entered my home and locked the door after work and didn't unlock it until the next Monday when heading back out to work. I'm not a fan of parties, I don't go anywhere to hang out, all of my friends are living far enough away that I rarely meet up with them. 

I used to be okay with this, if not happy, at least content being able to feed myself, pay my bills, and play video games. But now, I'm starting to get lonely. For a while, I was living in Oklahoma City on my own. As a life long resident of the St. Louis area, I felt out of water. I made friends there, and stuff, but I never really did anything. I've since changed jobs for better pay, moved back in with my parents, and have doubled down on paying off student loans from college. But for all of my security and physical proximity to my family, I feel more alone now than ever. I feel like I don't have time to do anything despite filling my time with what I know to be mostly useless things.

My relationship with my sister is distant, but I watch her kids periodically and I enjoy it. We kind of get each other, even if we aren't on the same wavelength. My father and I don't really have much in common, but we get along well enough. My mother is deeply religious, but I just don't care for a belief in a Power I've never really felt before. It's gotten to the point with her that I've given up going to church with them as I just feel so out of place.

I don't like the way things are in my life. I'm not looking to end it, I fear death too much to jump into its arms. But, this can't go on. Is there anyone who has an idea about what I might do to help leave this rut? 

I'm not expecting my life to turn around in a single day, but I need someone to talk to. I want to get out of my house, get out of this shell, and feel like I can connect with someone again. Yeah, I can kind of say I want to find a girlfriend, but that won't help. I don't even care at this point, I just want to feel close to someone. Feel like I can emote to someone and not feel wrong for doing so. I want to feel genuine to myself. I want to meet people in person and feel... something. Something more than ambivalence or annoyance.

I'm sorry if this became a rant, meandering, or if it doesn't fit in this subreddit, but I was hoping to talk to someone about this. About finding ways out of this hole.",3.8686642833929135,3.96018140699816,5.111457588560288,86.86131702957427,71.02578268876611,7.787866969992418,25.91533961650959,7.39963492309942,1.0763320766980824,1996,54,446,19,34,666,241,543,0.094,0.765,0.141,0.9775,3,3,2,0,0,0,70.0,3,0,2,4,23,26,1,2,19,2,39,7,2,2,5,98,83,37,1,13,26,4,11,4,3,2,3,1,2,4,25,36,2,1,17,4,5,8,21,7,1,0,9,14,61,19,93,69,15,69,2,2,2,0,30,36,0,10,27,308,86,8,0.0726287536617292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522148510749149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049390043036061086,0.0,0.0,0.08204981868493448,0.0,0.050783713262916204,0.0,0.11953455178546805,0.06465498894890044,0.0,0.0,0.06823710485756643,0.11169405692091006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180172000565999,0.0,0.0,0.06423423050073702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809970962164812,0.0,0.07683159114504477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683953768493703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169757230645593,0.06432751838810437,0.15008983484440028,0.0,0.09594121363096536,0.065696865761653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846792515873218,0.16345507972978687,0.3305095209112145,0.15565798838355152,0.1394699864495511,0.0,0.13276273013201526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222558983127766,0.0,0.2276731568819563,0.0,0.12382978330873695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773146587990974,0.0,0.0,0.07453805465287286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604456789310705,0.0,0.07285256170932304,0.07213674007595658,0.0,0.08380383040250898,0.0,0.08198902248181268,0.0,0.0,0.0720728312087305,0.0,0.0,0.1512633410499197,0.03991486360648694,0.0,0.0,0.15380672672721435,0.0,0.0,0.15389950979610514,0.14193096167627706,0.0,0.1282650402075147,0.06427416149703823,0.060989861056826127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687230828045252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770476302083252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719287110513184,0.10678098142574627,0.05385330056457613,0.11203154448912868,0.0,0.07724150347449481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806456359078372,0.0,0.0,0.1007032659522394,0.12683325255159872,0.0758815893342787,0.0,0.13731529579628735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694959085268416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395835180836876,0.0,0.0,0.07797610088040889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057757300016526014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576762981179046,0.0,0.0,0.06007925555381385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076905364418458,0.11182632577732374,0.0,0.08130194352066397,0.05140700565991551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314254666560683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675248213001152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650263341759784,0.04653757272589737,0.0,0.0,0.08470082065023915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899922811233373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272792403337413,0.0,0.0,0.2141916032790453,0.11529864813293113,0.0,0.0,0.06530197190456072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574919534004028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794081406763416,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SquirrelDrinkingTea,2020/02/02,"It's getting more and more difficult to leave my room I just can't leave my room without feeling nervous or anxious. Am I getting worse? Before I just felt ""I'll just get this over with, I can come back home and stay in my room."" Now I just can't. 
I have to go to school soon and I guess I'll see what happens over the next few days, if it get worse or if it's just a bad day.",-0.10350000000000036,1.4060042235294112,1.7419852941176472,101.49768382352941,83.23529411764707,4.720588235294118,20.036764705882355,5.148860815047168,-0.5739117647058825,289,8,76,1,8,95,51,85,0.23,0.748,0.022000000000000002,-0.9353,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,16,7,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,3,10,0,8,15,3,15,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,5,6,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327316743596944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516391190800948,0.1576274807623644,0.0,0.0,0.16064201956631724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262144920748536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435012465210289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545530253888472,0.0,0.18126308046192646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945292107210705,0.0,0.1072907920758686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796781791690744,0.0,0.16694183692286962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936661702123486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997918375424109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077485078643725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106036701549794,0.15043709919844847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012195526171692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819818777164806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38477582140759903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Superashie,2020/02/02,"Needing to see dentist but anxiety prevents me from going First off let me apologize in advance if the formatting is weird, im writing this from mobile.

Secondly, the meat and potatos of what this post is about: i NEED to see a dentist.

I have severe anxiety when it comes to health and medical help. Dentists are the most triggering for me. About 3-4 years ago i had an experience so severe that i have been dealing with the emotional trauma ever since. (And subsequently have never been back) But unfortunately, after the previous visit my teeth have gotten worse. So far i estimate 2-3 teeth may be rotting. I think the biggest fear i have is sepsis or necrosis of my jaw. As dire as i feel this situation may be, i cannot bring myself to even SCHEDULE an appointment due to anxiety and trauma. 

I have nightmares frequently of the dentist showing me my outcome and needing to do intensive surgery to even keep me alive and its gotten to the point i cant even sleep anymore because i wake up an anxious mess. Ive built the courage (and tbh im quite fed up with myself lol) to possibly call on monday to schedule an appointment.

What i really need advice on is how i can just calm myself enough to go into the office, because that is the next hardest thing. Is there options i can discuss with the office? 

I am not medicated for anything and laughing gas will not work for me. I also highly advise that if anyone reads this and is blessed enough to respond to not give me worst case scenarios, because i already trigger myself with that as is. Thanks for hearing me out guys, and hopefully everything works out for the hole ive dug myself into.",6.017666666666668,6.754686028571433,6.697896825396827,75.09446428571428,66.49206349206351,9.474603174603176,34.79761904761905,9.516144504307137,3.3769714285714283,1309,60,230,25,20,431,176,315,0.126,0.7559999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.2638,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,14,12,0,1,18,1,32,13,5,3,2,47,52,23,0,7,9,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,13,19,1,2,2,2,0,6,6,6,0,2,6,4,36,6,43,40,4,35,1,0,2,0,12,14,0,8,14,177,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656593164393753,0.09666945087202886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034337730326675,0.08721013750168592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502771537765215,0.12319954546574585,0.10815188372248333,0.07625282409311204,0.0,0.08974183418960642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385549940531385,0.0,0.19943421677002354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135593509932154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394003411778512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124294898081866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267064004686673,0.0,0.2253630748760471,0.0,0.21608665503859173,0.09864523932026573,0.0,0.0,0.09801035845261252,0.10667536242436376,0.0,0.12271563697236144,0.055140785062033404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276095025787534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046141657640466,0.12395536649377445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798022545596613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159188944788696,0.12291135127020225,0.0,0.0730963402095275,0.1152211330093593,0.0,0.10831484738393847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355932384526665,0.0,0.0,0.09693186481904263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115147112069778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972009066522755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234474984941899,0.08410887178121472,0.0,0.11597975805028668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309091658421472,0.12294156669597338,0.10444321914754864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599194453894053,0.10908312769050156,0.0,0.06986253903641096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380322583710422,0.0,0.0,0.2463990909314917,0.0,0.09021027827705996,0.12258083381349788,0.1091323734506032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040191801209176,0.0,0.0,0.07245037687986115,0.06987715389019357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878466288010834,0.0,0.11113495165269034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022695339091156
anxiety,jxkg22,2020/02/02,"How anxiety controls your entire life Anxiety isn’t just something that you get when you’re waiting for a big event in your life, it isn’t something that is just a temporary feeling.. although it can worsen or get better, it never goes. Some thoughts that cross my mind everyday: 

Did I come across to mean to someone? 
What if that person doesn’t like me? 
What if I do that wrong? 
If I do this..will this person not like me? 
Is this my fault?
How come I’m this way? 
Why do I feel so uneasy? 
Does that person know that I’m nervous? 
Why is that person looking at me? 

Of course, these are just the ‘minor’ problems that we face on a daily occurrence. People think these thoughts may be easily dealt with but what they don’t understand is that we dwell on every single little thing.. not once, not twice, not three times but more. We act out scenarios in our head of how things should be, we feel that we have to be in control of the situations otherwise things feel out of reach and then we start to panic even further. We pick up on everything from the body language to the tone of someone’s voice, we feel the energy in the air a lot harder than the average person, and this energy is almost certainly negative. By the time the day has just started, we have already labelled ourselves a failure, we jump to conclusions fast, we are one extreme or the other extreme, we think irrationally and this leads to our indecisiveness or our poor thinking methods, we have belief filters that have already made our perceptions on situations even if we’ve never been on them. All these thoughts are of course matched with feelings of anxiety, these feelings are NOT just thoughts, these feelings are heart palpitations, sweating, shortness of breath, excessive fears of specific things/situations, trouble concentrating, restlessness, difficulty with sleep. 

I could go onabout this all night as I’m stuck in deep thoughts, but anxiety and people who deal with this are very misunderstood like really misunderstood, the disease is more than just a thought, it shapes the way our life is, it shapes the way we are from the way we walk, to the way we dress, to the way we act/react, to the way we make decisions. 

I just want to send big hugs to anyone struggling with these types of thoughts, life is hard but with anxiety it feels so much f*cking harder.. and they say anxiety comes hand in hand with depression so that statement alone says enough and Just to anyone struggling, keep your head held high.",6.455714285714282,7.477305480519482,6.021627705627703,79.31958441558444,65.62337662337664,9.363463203463203,32.28311688311688,9.473421319101043,2.8841657142857136,1980,78,361,37,30,611,219,462,0.16899999999999998,0.762,0.069,-0.9941,0,1,3,0,0,0,60.0,23,4,3,5,17,19,0,8,23,0,36,15,10,9,5,114,77,27,0,8,24,0,12,3,0,2,4,3,0,5,40,36,0,5,27,0,1,10,12,13,0,3,12,16,41,6,53,59,9,56,1,1,1,1,40,26,0,12,16,249,81,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654924583226113,0.06883164372454177,0.14667866494729273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050464396577305,0.0,0.0,0.09293957579612336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877772371056913,0.0,0.07382114139577704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174603744221764,0.0,0.0,0.149079191653363,0.053062229115084784,0.0,0.0,0.04286065830187582,0.068516472760327,0.057241174628362784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058158856240283184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867007493884345,0.0,0.08779129294921446,0.0,0.055994706218344896,0.0,0.05972920509205524,0.0,0.0,0.07478502848521107,0.3024337203449341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944433317044324,0.0,0.037770270532921285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953435085455845,0.0,0.13641253730780173,0.0,0.0,0.07875442115419015,0.0,0.0702177483391456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059071952446039085,0.0,0.0,0.036524214686127834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877682723675648,0.0974057615349794,0.06660953486319313,0.0,0.0,0.0558089537992207,0.0,0.0,0.056501198766139564,0.0,0.06288526136506918,0.04436200342937191,0.0,0.0,0.07239350525355717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710480329692678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048855127358565564,0.0,0.10251479806821666,0.0,0.0,0.062367416873421115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077683332134206,0.0450344448287939,0.0,0.0,0.07797550143381954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214882309245964,0.29014786266121645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359243784135954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042575437823493406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570197840545044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940575422426464,0.06650715311040771,0.0,0.11262125628875155,0.10232701207547293,0.0,0.0,0.09408026692034577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895508166601075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245753269271635,0.1277530331033666,0.0,0.3693280302535016,0.07750573791307581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918632635120138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483576477510558,0.03919933275612325,0.3692652984188279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993810444779225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266265535772952,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nick01302,2020/02/02,"My anxiety Makes it difficult for me to keep a job I'm a 26 year old male. I've had around 3 jobs in the past year or so. Most of them I've quit for not so good reason. I have autism, severe anxiety, and was recently diagnosed with bi polar. From 2013-2014, I worked in food service in a cafeteria. At first it was great. I was the only male there, but everyone was nice to me. I tend to be very quiet, and keep to myself. I dont think most if the ladies liked that, and began to resent me for it. They stopped saying hello to me, and were just grouchy overall. I told my voc rehab counselor how I felt, that job lasted about 8 months, and she found a job for me working on a plant farm I guess you could call it. That was probably the best job I've ever had. I made so much friends, and my social skills improved big time. I was there for about 4 1/2 years. Unfortunately the company was going under, and none of my co workers or I were getting paid on time. Like, our checks were on average of about a month late, and they often bounced. One day I decided I couldn't take anymore, and put in my 2 weeks notice. I knew the company wouldnt be around much longer, as all the top dogs left. The total employee amount went from maybe 20-5 in 1 1/2 years. I know that was a good reason to quit, but here is were things get ridiculous. As soon as I quit that job, I went, and worked with my brother, and dad, hanging gutters. That was a nightmare. My brother, and I get a long pretty well, as long as we arent working together. He has anger issues, and I'm frankly just not good when it comes to working on ladders. I was there for about a month when I found a job building trusses up in the mountains with a couple guys. That was okay, but I was just incredibly incompetent. They knew that. And they let it show. I would make the same mistakes over, and over. And my coworkers wouldnt even talk to me. My anxiety got the best of me, so I put in my 2 weeks notice. They found another guy in a couple days though. After that I went to go work at a crab processing plant. I actually caught on really quickly with that, but it was pretty straightforward stuff. The shifts were typically 11-15 hour shifts. After a month, My body just eventually gave out, so i quit that. Also I have a dog. And I was just gone too much, and she started acting up. I decided to take a break for a couple months after that. I started running out of money. And my voc rehab counselor found a landscaper who needed help. During my interview, I told him I'm not experienced with any power tools. He said that was okay. Because all I'll be doing is digging holes. Well, he had me falling trees with a chainsaw, hedging, stuff like that, which I've never really done before. He would yell at me, and say things like ""jesus! A pothead could do a better job than you!"" He would just degrade me all day long. My dads an oldschool redneck, and even he thinks that guy sounded like a jerk. I quit after a couple weeks, without a notice. I started my current job a couple days after I quit that one. I love it, I'm good at it, I get a long with all my co workers. I had been taking paxil for a few days before this, but a few days ago, I went to the gas station after I got of work. And was sitting in my truck sipping my coffee, when I suddenly became very lightheaded. I've had spells like that before, but they only lasted a few seconds. I sat there for almost 2 hours, and I still felt lightheaded. I couldn't with a good conscience drive like that, and put everyone on the road at risk, so I called my mom to come get me, and my brother later drive my truck up to my house. Because I assumed I would be back to normal by morning, but I wasnt. I called my boss, and just told him how i was feeling. I didnt tell him I was on a new medication. I felt the same on friday. I called again, and told him I felt the same way. And that I am trying out a new medication, and I think my body is just trying to adjust to it. I called my doctor, and told her how I'm feeling, and she doesn't think it's the paxil, but just my anxiety. So its Saturday. I feel better, but I still just feel off. Not so much dizzy, but just sort of floaty. I'm fairly certain I could drive fine, but there is still some doubt. I would feel like a jerk driving, when I dont feel 100%. I'm just terrified of driving now, and I think im going to have to quit my current job, because of this. I would just take a taxi or uber to work, but than I'm required to drive around at work all day. I'm not so sure what to do. I could go apply for another job that doesnt require me to drive, but who tf gonna hire me? My current job is so great. I've almost made it a year, but I'm terrified to drive, after what happened. Even if I do wake up one day, and feel confident in driving, then I'm afraid I'll get lightheaded again at work, than I'll have to go home. If I still feel the same on monday, than I think I'm just gonna tell my boss it's probably best he finds someone else. It sucks, because I knew they knew I was gonna bail on them after just a little while like I did my previous jobs. I was so confident I would prove them wrong, but it looks like I'm going to let them down.",2.1533402931561767,3.4582321908256866,3.7160234103131913,90.73558103975536,76.17431192660553,6.736264895075397,22.89570810924813,7.327987496337161,0.6837587261415168,4008,113,905,47,87,1332,376,1090,0.08800000000000001,0.794,0.11800000000000001,0.99,19,0,0,0,0,0,158.0,2,2,11,30,66,45,6,3,56,2,76,13,3,11,11,182,171,81,0,21,42,6,12,10,1,12,6,6,1,5,47,50,2,5,35,1,3,30,19,13,2,5,67,20,140,32,120,80,25,157,1,0,1,2,66,47,1,16,87,589,187,34,0.0,0.0,0.03335677034948645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030300343401176287,0.0,0.06845681277970903,0.0,0.0,0.027335389727857533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023244980347103084,0.07168576340095545,0.10459676263099403,0.0,0.03389942931002558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912878702917131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02628390256836904,0.0,0.08334829255178007,0.0,0.0872592740544797,0.0,0.10761592354650876,0.06046252782208548,0.0,0.07593714988826092,0.0,0.0,0.17451858073214935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888965474015559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916640868811976,0.1891090563404793,0.0,0.17635686320966398,0.0,0.0,0.03469408240961454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03498679795733926,0.0,0.0349801262650635,0.08012226497781155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02855473406723543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773080629938033,0.03091964006552692,0.0,0.06532486712009905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826785671943878,0.02441967826189484,0.13128059401217726,0.0,0.03124179351790823,0.029075252023039306,0.04133309578210995,0.1499155055805135,0.02640898316453609,0.0,0.10715232731058688,0.0,0.11655875162109115,0.14335149645641754,0.05467704933820027,0.0753717076225835,0.03765540478785285,0.10153687278673408,0.030227092385370993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02291152157934473,0.0,0.03428740412177587,0.0,0.06732490871302925,0.03944152041527837,0.0,0.0,0.03692250221613981,0.035677201211065435,0.4409656025039203,0.06076519032722109,0.0,0.0,0.018785572213667855,0.05572589996417835,0.03855886481146266,0.0,0.03713892001939519,0.06990696674852259,0.0,0.1669963322567705,0.034259414967424164,0.0,0.1210002283038574,0.028704330559164763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03085065352043935,0.06468780389671536,0.04563359547231911,0.0,0.03434048457497739,0.0,0.0,0.06886968053751867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04003362828111248,0.13641901427605452,0.0,0.1005110205258814,0.02534557243321733,0.026363320315433026,0.06602651410309114,0.0,0.0,0.033491171915147104,0.0,0.11674954273999635,0.035868333338458784,0.0,0.0694879675883954,0.05199401040473139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03263065443064942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695509095092057,0.07370810752964134,0.0,0.0,0.10308726713743543,0.0,0.2544978794973092,0.0,0.0,0.043795819766963125,0.07028972374754686,0.03375067123177741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03251497701612069,0.054365909452868316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861601054735137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03484431660579563,0.02896235772606328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258273709514783,0.0,0.10919138381727912,0.02857774182202089,0.0,0.0,0.07826058632259343,0.0,0.0,0.03221619727003616,0.0,0.10280265314251172,0.027474253774248773,0.05975327315831564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541809804858702,0.13141494482507782,0.03358371108131339,0.0,0.03986368082248448,0.0,0.0,0.16331216780024765,0.0,0.046414764706025485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056407576613314435,0.0,0.02713213681491134,0.08225638627185737,0.0,0.061467573633831325,0.12674848862081547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032950296531964095,0.0,0.24884954702372344,0.0,0.0,0.1699737369188283,0.037372728508737185,0.0,0.11006066469643756
anxiety,sadlilbabygirl,2020/02/02,"My anxiety is getting worse and worse It just needs the sligh thought of something i care about as a trigger and i cant think straight anymore, cant breath correctly and i feel my heart racing in my throat. I can barley distract myself anymore. Its nearly impossible to focus on anything. The worst is the lack of sleep im having and the medicine i got feels like no help at all.

I dont know any more coping skills that help me in those Situations.
I think im going to call the doc soon and just hope for him to give me pills so i can sleep more than 4 hours a night.",0.990495436766622,3.2630825084745787,2.25,95.09819426336377,84.08474576271186,4.986701434159062,20.941329856584094,6.297961479604792,0.09393272490221703,448,14,99,4,13,143,80,118,0.165,0.721,0.113,-0.6559999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,7,0,8,6,5,1,2,19,21,7,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,2,15,3,14,19,5,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119663509188742,0.0,0.12595534234533776,0.0,0.3265733368149672,0.0,0.0,0.13549135361524306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812411419874504,0.0,0.1678697065152757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296634161359247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665020483463075,0.11762463227627855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602183426472136,0.15794545603728824,0.09357330695197763,0.0,0.13168412280831387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510878583893448,0.22072029547299446,0.0,0.0,0.16353270936797928,0.1621452081692908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35569639364745104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048628733082664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043874273250019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208447651585234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451108399691973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850713577525646,0.3295340046388079,0.0,0.0,0.12675414784322409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109997027107676,0.0,0.13071219640384965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355809510550778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laurenthebrave,2020/02/02,"How do I know when it's anxiety and when it's my gut? So, I am really struggling in my job. (Teacher)

I have daily anxiety about it, I rarely get quality sleep, I sometimes feel too anxious to eat...it's bad. 

I'm thinking about switching careers once this school year is over. My mom keeps telling me ""it'll get better"" and maybe she's right, but I cannot live this way until it does. 

HOWEVER

Sometimes my anxiety tells me to quit something when I'm afraid. It's hard to tell if my gut is actually saying ""this is not for you"" or if it's just the anxiety telling me to run because I'm not good enough. 

This happens all the time, not just in this scenario. 

What do I do?",1.415258241758238,3.249253350000004,3.191428571428574,91.3628021978022,79.78571428571429,6.593406593406595,25.76923076923077,7.61054688173877,1.2674010989010989,519,21,116,8,13,173,82,140,0.136,0.8490000000000001,0.015,-0.8967,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,10,5,0,2,2,0,10,3,3,1,1,17,20,12,0,2,9,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,17,2,11,19,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,6,71,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.13681275021832495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290034859355,0.15838351705186354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705923950636506,0.08546322838315581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399348962479602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268796888646527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434572671859221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486172119204385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088817932006028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649504371537794,0.0,0.0,0.11759119526640202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397638011767713,0.0,0.12558961880445002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139124603487028,0.12461417456044373,0.0,0.0,0.07704900000957121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379715463402365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084745283516198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641978743437143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493059954366302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149117531694709,0.0,0.0,0.08981424891568608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972808620732865,0.0,0.1114908534675009,0.0,0.1418875766742648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402989683604781,0.0,0.0,0.10793105371512587,0.27731825835806906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656509634252016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901559443366098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983303755597316,0.0,0.0,0.08175041753155768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128242386946294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028273463056263
anxiety,Ginger_Mongo,2020/02/02,"Coronavirus I know this may sound silly, but I’m scared of the coronavirus. A lot of people are saying it’s not a big deal and that I’ll be safe as long as I’m healthy. I know all of this but I’m more scared of the fact that this will turn into a pandemic. I also know that I should be more worried over something like the flu but... I don’t know, the fact that this is new and spreading quickly makes me anxious. I live in the U.S. and while there are no confirmed cases in my state (yet, some results are pending), I just can’t help but worry, especially how the virus takes a few weeks to present itself. I’m scared that the few infected people in the U.S. infected it to others

I even did something stupid and looked up conspiracies about it. Some saying that it was man made and that it was leaked on accident or deliberately leaked to cause something. For some reason, I can’t help but believe it. There was some Reddit post (and I know I shouldn’t rely on Reddit for accurate info. The fact that I’m convinced is probably/most likely foolish) comparing this incident to the Chernobyl disaster and a lot of it makes sense. I’m worried to the point of considering staying in my home despite there being no risks that I know of. 

Anyway, what is everyone’s opinion on this? Should we worry about this coronavirus? Am I blowing things out of proportion?",4.542158486102899,5.7452696104868926,5.2261068401340465,82.62326434062687,70.12359550561797,8.317681845062094,28.65937315198107,8.6894789155246,2.1016786516853925,1074,39,210,18,19,347,133,267,0.231,0.695,0.07400000000000001,-0.9939,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,0,12,10,1,4,16,0,22,3,0,7,4,48,40,18,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,5,3,3,1,1,27,10,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,4,17,5,30,27,11,23,0,0,1,0,7,13,0,9,9,150,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411532022368714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295432165437446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259445398326794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089834038665807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133150731104735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773203634967066,0.0,0.0,0.11245624900149906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577680224587713,0.0,0.11805099728544555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880705917295413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499315314688988,0.0,0.10392095732865056,0.10415047441550912,0.09882856214152454,0.0,0.0,0.20010883032923024,0.0,0.1113595496336026,0.15711575703121053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366412880759867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318054844792065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125351827692304,0.0,0.11271289435903305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100321094367232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871809777855218,0.3534796673646387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27180669363663884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544010783655862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848698259542292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818690138222904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801111511563978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440248473367227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478072873999036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunflowerbeann,2020/02/02,"What tv shows do you watch to help wind down and lower anxiety. I have had a horrible low level background anxiety all weekend. All I’ve wanted to do is lay in bed and sleep because the idea of everything else I need to do feels too difficult (even simple things like dishes)

Trying to watch some tv right now. Wondering if there are any shows you watch that you find relaxing or comforting that seem to help?",5.906202531645569,6.5902722784810175,6.106177215189878,79.42584810126583,66.72151898734178,10.370632911392406,29.7240506329114,10.355215969177356,2.965873924050633,326,11,62,8,5,104,60,79,0.15,0.6990000000000001,0.151,0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,0,2,14,12,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,3,8,11,3,7,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,5,3,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527184444869498,0.0,0.3943403529696122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711573799007886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530845941670454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702346509342772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231639836659197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032094409903508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355694301308146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455149960441495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909567660113316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591860579679529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111073283964428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010830831557687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463655647885526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579258515063045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123081408239615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498834798307605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202156169303638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795077264411003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,therealwendymarvell,2020/02/02,"i need to rant okay i doubt this is gonna blow up or gain enough attention for someone to help but i’m really struggling here. i am fourteen years old and i know i am young but i’ve had to mature so quick and i can’t take it. let me start from the beginning, i barley saw my dad until i was about 5, then i got taken away from my mom who was the only person who ever loved me up until that point and brought to new york to live with my dad. my father got in trouble for some stuff and my mom came to new york to be with me and she brought my half sister, in third grade a week before christmas my mom just left me and took my younger half sister and half brother back to our home state. i didn’t have contact with her for months and since then i haven’t had a stable relationship with her. my dad remarried and is with my stepmom now who, is evil. (for example : she’s plainly said she is jealous of me because i’m prettier and because i will always be my fathers first choice over her .. girl i’m literally his daughter?) anyway she’s made it clear to me she’s doesn’t like me and it’s really been a hard time living with them. the child protection services are constantly around for verbal abuse and sometimes physical (mainly to my older step brother from my dad hurting him on many occasions) and i feel like i’m trapped. i’ve hurt myself and think about running away all the time. i live in new york so i don’t know where i would go honestly i don’t have many friends i can trust with this and i’m scared. i’m being forced to go to therapy and a psychologist, i might be put on antidepressants or anxiety medicine(my family has a history of using antidepressants and my aunt and cousin are schizophrenics) so it’s in my genes to be crazy which is great. i’m so sick of crying all the time and constant fighting with eveyrone. i don’t trust any of my family members and lost a lot of friends recently i don’t know what to do. any way i could possibly try to move out of my dads? there’s no way i could go to my mothers ACS / child protection services is trying to make it so i don’t have any contact with her for the next 3 years. a cousin or my grandmother? would i be able to try and move in with them how would i do that? how do i get to court? someone please help me i don’t have anyone",1.700857115857115,3.5451645738045734,3.1719537894537915,91.7920111982612,78.93762993762994,6.5348894348894335,22.78213003213004,7.520522993642371,0.8028000000000004,1804,57,402,26,44,591,223,481,0.142,0.733,0.124,-0.8873,0,1,0,0,3,2,34.0,1,0,2,3,19,20,3,3,13,1,48,3,0,5,4,65,83,37,0,6,6,19,2,2,2,6,2,1,1,4,15,34,0,2,6,0,0,12,11,10,0,5,17,4,70,10,62,51,6,60,0,3,1,1,50,17,0,7,30,264,85,3,0.08444649407745984,0.10005528668888954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026624794004188,0.0,0.0,0.17227953529903314,0.0,0.06460133682903811,0.0,0.0,0.05904695213774605,0.0,0.0,0.0751752834253656,0.0,0.0,0.15868052198874244,0.06493414137457006,0.0,0.10295559797119856,0.0,0.07185774668173675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658429242190024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251331986219693,0.0,0.13484730809417855,0.0,0.09276050844221367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872558023527896,0.0,0.0,0.07638668854608865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921727814144016,0.0,0.042698684738808716,0.060328592242144666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183014472277585,0.0,0.0,0.13048630369131944,0.0,0.04411980775496383,0.0,0.14397866596332035,0.0,0.13507915129558126,0.09310255784271247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564747171156172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320540984884647,0.0,0.08470671890595749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180803436947708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922875403508192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175136290226706,0.08635226161922288,0.0,0.08251258289813912,0.0,0.22370340420566606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218332382310664,0.07179338942945072,0.07621625791616195,0.07990531452689874,0.056368690534477565,0.17123098118638794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895843852473833,0.0,0.2967081397194568,0.06740438590608035,0.17950651784450394,0.0,0.06261600534079532,0.0,0.2446768505982673,0.08980980447596629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886123901049832,0.0,0.0,0.0642253640506702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373542137531802,0.0,0.09269689169081756,0.07982923242228293,0.09520073375344523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489205082601843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819717296416834,0.0,0.08338072520053705,0.09066393142101573,0.0,0.0,0.08032795392022672,0.0,0.08454567238153933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985501254686606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310248078520113,0.0,0.08351974193387017,0.0,0.059771663151745764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882818109093604,0.09667103207199564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349325405039125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657192556251022,0.0,0.0,0.054109903604853925,0.0,0.0,0.14772428939184926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382316210953616,0.17200087879542092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293465739543521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405939267586875,0.06773788381493841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996509951304246,0.0,0.0,0.10876154699763964
anxiety,ravenpaw_15,2020/02/02,"I get anxious about things I can’t see Hey. New to this thread! A little bit of background. One of my root canals got infected last year and I have another denture in the front (can’t be removed). Ever since then I can’t stop thinking about it and worrying that it will get infected again. If I’m not busy it’s all I think about. Sometimes I hyperventilate for a few minutes. I realised I worry about things I can’t see with my own eyes. Like my fave or my back or my dental caps. It’s dumb but I can’t seem to stop. 
I have decided to go see a therapist but it’s very expensive and I’m a student on a strict budget. Can’t get appointments with nhs for another six months. 
I just don’t know what to do. I have been staying out longer and going out more to avoid being alone with my thoughts.",0.2312275449101797,2.485196119760481,2.2221886227544907,94.00286377245511,87.80239520958084,5.7352095808383226,20.9248502994012,7.1686216300943375,0.5694433532934129,620,21,140,10,20,206,98,167,0.145,0.83,0.025,-0.935,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,6,0,15,3,1,1,2,28,31,10,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,9,0,3,6,0,2,4,8,2,0,2,3,4,19,1,20,25,5,20,0,0,4,0,1,5,1,4,11,91,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623027504901496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286450625655217,0.0,0.17703600548105464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049916739719885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108510044215175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175181461069672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562117805778805,0.0,0.1781221096152454,0.0,0.12533410713745322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612289613153107,0.12773834727693856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655985994843642,0.15706309092995188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508323369904487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135005075571584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061897387161199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37462916838208987,0.14266153749981994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296308948148307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549887185880558,0.0,0.0,0.16703041572598942,0.0,0.2620306544424469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819506527492724,0.20822033506566434,0.20082496493535126,0.0,0.12440904855401134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930092856488362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31829018751889593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091513940599683
anxiety,changemymindidareu,2020/02/02,"Treatment for the treatment resistant life story tl/dr is i’ve suffered for years with anxiety depression and adhd. meds don’t work for my anxiety and depression. 

point of the post: I found a new type of therapy. Funny story is I thought I was scheduling a talk-therapy appointment but when I got there i found out it was neurotherapy. too anxious to walk out once i realized my mistake, i stayed. 

the neurotherapist explained the different types of neurotherapy and how it can help cure mental illness. YES CURE. her office has a 93% success rate. 

i didn’t believe it was going to work but after only a couple weeks of appointments my anxiety is way way down. 

here’s how they do it: they take a brain map and look at alpha/delta waves etc. anxiety has to do with an abnormally high frequency of delta waves in the cerebellum/low occipital lobe area. to fix this, they send the correct frequency of delta/beta waves for 30 min each session. this helps to train your brain how to activate your parasympathetic system and eventually, your brain does it on its own! 

i’m recalling this to the best of my ability so don’t hate if a couple details are wrong. you get the gist. also, it’s safer than you think. it’s not electroshock therapy or any of that. anyway, look it up and see if there’s a place near you. it feels like magic. (most insurances cover it)",3.2992277992278005,5.748067911196912,4.624145173745172,80.36207104247107,76.45173745173744,8.622764478764479,26.962316602316605,9.281916038205594,2.6646437374517378,1075,43,199,29,25,355,154,259,0.11699999999999999,0.7559999999999999,0.127,0.8327,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,6,3,4,11,9,1,0,16,1,15,5,3,3,1,30,30,17,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,8,4,22,3,31,22,5,28,0,3,3,0,14,13,0,4,8,127,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323309189466132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805499147250033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487863047208232,0.0,0.3369356403262517,0.1243930492047722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240563543432428,0.11555373607296028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687577957744277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24366941915539495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189675301715446,0.0,0.0,0.11504159822754625,0.0,0.0,0.09635807333114192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280184587309835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055674965061607205,0.07866266340153928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414600394746655,0.0,0.0,0.05752797235578199,0.0,0.06257809614948122,0.0,0.0880650900014451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871090818315787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476089316725707,0.11633734535041665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777400609162813,0.05379422338296869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849294711196485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230747672571912,0.0,0.11096506282334467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634500173929463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726364196619353,0.0,0.08374367785479075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504159822754625,0.0,0.10408961665196068,0.0,0.10545501973575136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774347803707683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736269503843973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278907705300688,0.0885023116878897,0.0,0.0,0.37776141919927175,0.0,0.0,0.07055409343672506,0.0,0.08741510438086643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748005131555139,0.08832366471738594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032289979592665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203880874903791,0.0,0.07090728164322467
anxiety,dmission,2020/02/02,"Switching meds/dosage? I have been taking Cipralex for several years now. I got started on 5mg and that helped a couple of years, now I have been on 10mg for about 3 years. My anxiety has been pretty much under control and I have experienced basically no side effects from the Cipralex. 
Lately, though I have been experiencing some of the worst anxiety I've ever had. For the last several months, I have been excessively worrying (especially about work related things, convincing myself I'll get in trouble, something really bad will happen, etc). I constantly feel anxious to the point of feeling sick and quite depressed.
I am going to make a doctor's appointment this week to discuss my medication since it doesn't seem to be helping anymore like it used to. I am just worried that upping the dosage or changing medications will make things worse or I will have some bad side effects. I'm not even quite sure what I'm asking. Maybe for different experiences with different medications?",7.7303301168105625,8.626798620111735,7.7641848654139185,68.38075165058405,62.798882681564244,11.201828339258508,36.943118334179786,11.022393298168332,4.403732960893857,799,37,131,21,11,258,114,179,0.207,0.7290000000000001,0.064,-0.9777,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,6,8,8,0,0,7,0,20,5,0,6,2,21,35,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,4,13,3,21,24,5,21,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,5,13,87,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798938539120144,0.13282978909352147,0.11660588397965115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991965441120803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963456094990856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438204265513934,0.0,0.0,0.12706015893748682,0.13187384036362895,0.0,0.13009793457860785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126984780973672,0.0,0.0,0.24568818478581625,0.0,0.12034617061315712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113066519309186,0.07765922811428208,0.1063561256208854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501394618572605,0.0,0.0,0.11890204338907305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061429705950992175,0.0,0.06682234551326371,0.0,0.09403794991903112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039739281595625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576202479779344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958418468708983,0.1326332215056713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744272201774586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569685934991795,0.0,0.11812300801685065,0.0,0.0,0.355342706732464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384972003990344,0.0,0.08643343440188153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114931191971306,0.0,0.0,0.11961920082399664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501175709928036,0.0,0.0,0.07532354352983002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703868903033104,0.0,0.2656595781870429,0.0,0.09726182180551453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051736802212287,0.0,0.0,0.08322238646201703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081597058108576,0.0,0.08840410066719644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562273341888882,0.0,0.1155198892034327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154972982478297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431406201052583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855982593195317,0.2388125419108416,0.11982213191728025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271493301131281
anxiety,908997,2020/02/02,"Feeling misunderstood Been getting in a lot of just stupid arguments over reddit the past couple days. Keeps leaving me feeling misunderstood or like I am/ everyone else is an asshole and I’m tired of just having shitty interactions. I understand that’s the way of the world but how do you all not have racing hearts at all times about it ? I’m just so uncomfortable. 

Even on things I feel are so benign, so lacking of any real position, gets people so screwed up and pissed off and it feels like I have to respond to try to clarify myself that I’m not some asshole who’s trying to tell anyone anything. I just made a comment. Like ignore me. I don’t even know ugh I hate feeling like this. 

TL;DR: I’m tired of dicks and being a dick on Reddit.com",3.3201726844583987,5.422029714285717,4.553333333333335,82.55769230769229,74.98639455782312,7.244165358451077,26.273678702250127,8.139509932561175,1.7816325484039768,596,22,112,10,13,196,96,147,0.273,0.614,0.11199999999999999,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,12,11,4,0,7,0,10,7,4,2,2,29,26,11,0,1,8,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,5,11,5,17,23,5,12,0,0,0,3,6,8,4,3,7,76,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085408264628902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160359193019563,0.0,0.1313460997816187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660632928322487,0.0,0.10293577042949284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333435386070516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108428739726844,0.0,0.0,0.1525149722631983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40352011535069743,0.2280519941015363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678012471285605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758263399503106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913958248467969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186942470599606,0.0,0.0,0.08771792891207697,0.0,0.0,0.16900480550639274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31191112487527195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569540589459272,0.0,0.15102761095459225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236658181855814,0.11065404120004192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816720490084924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950688612379689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603833225396947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307034890361966,0.36689830082082425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673053046484692,0.0,0.0,0.16616048582332546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266916344784822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OpiumSmoke,2020/02/02,"Doc just switched my meds I take 2 x klonopin 1mg every day. For GAD, then I take Rexulti and Remeron at night. I started exceeding the dose the doctor prescribed (of the remeron) I was on 45mg and I was taking 90 TRYING TO SLEEP AT NIGHT IT WOULDNT ALWAYS WORK. (HEAVY CHRONIC INSOMNIA for years)

Anyways he **switched my Remeron to the highest dose of Trazadone(300mgs)**( I was prescribed this once years ago and just threw it away and said I took it )

**I am in DIRE need of sleep, what side effects can I expect from this change of Remeron to Trazadone? I just want to sleep **",0.03956168831168938,2.011810196428577,0.7240259740259773,98.93915584415588,107.75,3.107792207792208,22.948051948051948,5.238671369647483,0.1537000000000006,450,20,91,3,22,136,69,112,0.036000000000000004,0.951,0.013000000000000001,-0.5319,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,6,8,3,1,0,12,15,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,12,0,16,8,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,8,53,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711365926058668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747890466503627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652397317802473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749772355917455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143059327238243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141391271080431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493333834679883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687505410089115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314221287301462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33265778173920274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875612901355227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859700077122805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321077046144179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545225723663025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39979004865725004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692153182750805,0.12033516303976435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454147160507156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903372882803305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22827508641949554
anxiety,thomaserikson,2020/02/02,"General unwell feeling-physically- is it anxiety? Diagnosed with GAD and going through treatment while on FMLA leave months ago for work. I returned to work a month ago and am
No longer getting treatment due to the travel requirements for the job. 

In the past month I’ve progressively felt worse and worse just generally speaking. Poor appetite, no solid trips to bathroom, and just a general looming anxt with twitching muscles when trying to relax.

I am taking setraline 150 mg daily and carvidilol once daily. 

Is the general unwell feeling something to be concerned of outside the anxiety or is this just a part of the anxiety trick?",8.478571428571428,9.772636162162165,8.134826254826256,64.98324324324328,61.252252252252255,10.667181467181466,41.983268983268985,10.608840637214634,5.135683655083655,518,29,72,12,7,165,73,111,0.19399999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.05,-0.9195,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,4,2,1,0,9,0,6,2,0,0,0,18,11,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,14,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,47,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227961363717885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178595074887568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848017959485113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920623434496088,0.0,0.17482008358228313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512641710896684,0.0,0.10347714046629837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068085753316715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927906175834832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359904125797672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390341186380305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716895229805848,0.17381072283635754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016985386431344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689737276163855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361664123193605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26510482489782344,0.0,0.3710989633823814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jellyjayy,2020/02/03,"Increasing stress at work = Increasing anxiety Hi all,
I just wanted to share my experience and see if anyone else can relate and some best practices on dealing with this. A few years ago I was diagnosed with GAD and panic disorder, I am on Klonopin (have been tapering off for the past year) and I took less stressful jobs (like serving). I am now working at a job I like and they are giving more opportunities to build my skills and help me get promoted. I feel very motivated but I also can see my anxiety getting worse like it was years ago. I’ve done so much work to get where I am now, I currently take remeron at night and looking to find a medication to help during the day so I can get off of Klonopin. I do yoga daily, I meditate every other day (trying to do it more) and looking at buying a guided journal soon. I really don’t want to quit or “run away” from the stress I feel because I feel this is “normal stress”, almost like it’s necessary and I just have to find a way to push through. Have any of you experienced this? Did you quit? If you didn’t, how did you push through?",2.635486661860132,4.480451164383567,4.315308819995194,84.6535976928623,76.1689497716895,7.715549146839702,25.6815669310262,8.532816995589336,1.7771771689497722,851,31,175,17,19,286,124,219,0.10300000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.126,0.4761,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,1,10,12,12,0,5,8,0,21,2,0,2,1,30,37,17,0,5,6,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,6,1,1,6,2,5,0,0,8,8,26,7,26,29,10,30,0,0,4,0,11,10,0,5,17,119,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184907104406502,0.0,0.10443900635382412,0.0,0.0,0.08340677357150271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092596197774473,0.0,0.15957479633416047,0.0,0.0,0.07292732491333216,0.10686524282836192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799105259060964,0.0,0.0,0.06357886455660339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945392349493928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452668046761554,0.10752627237870953,0.0,0.10585989461349364,0.0,0.0,0.11953411494736957,0.0,0.0,0.1067326824288668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712728307338632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787524795184506,0.0,0.0,0.10202309105652876,0.0,0.0,0.15820804000458125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065228071434895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217964818760098,0.1000517862511661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981699998222635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699860019180524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381820651515656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516747507938066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506888520196636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667075551057005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787625638211556,0.10218952867989282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237079155210324,0.0,0.0,0.09956388523019752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218667263101308,0.0,0.0,0.06681572970146449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622340840950814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778903113084295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784188345087777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587849973350993,0.0708112415581328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605646411379432,0.12303488376416127,0.08278660060683578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277897410128363,0.0,0.10628819095941283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149275421033486
anxiety,Sartevscamus,2020/02/03,Anxiety: I didn't die facing my dear but I felt like I was going to the entire time. Someone seeing the catch 22 makes it worse.,0.5144444444444431,2.6889463703703704,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,85.2962962962963,5.0814814814814815,16.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,-0.2361259259259257,100,2,21,1,3,34,24,27,0.18,0.588,0.233,0.1588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,6,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30422879353738597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127354063610558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818410410281787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260141868635665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942893504912024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654585734033597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169043493071421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369581592150539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318939748712685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052761318916533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MattyIceismydad,2020/02/03,Any new medications for anxiety?? Does anybody know any new medications for anxiety? I've tried at least 10 different ssris and snris and none of them really work for me. Ive tried benzos but they're not the best on your body and mind longterm so I'd like to stay away from them too even tho they are the best for providing relief. I was wondering if there is any new class of drugs that could potentially lessen my social anxiety. I'm at the point where I would try litterally any clinical trial available lol and also I'm located in canada if that changes anything.,3.6379090909090905,5.93755151818182,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,74.72727272727272,9.127272727272727,26.45454545454545,9.642632912329526,2.6692,457,17,87,13,10,150,79,110,0.12,0.784,0.096,-0.2207,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,3,3,7,4,0,0,3,1,6,5,1,0,0,13,10,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,9,4,13,7,4,11,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,4,51,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337516037208165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856397733393872,0.0,0.3253659867963483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166664235924946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331996290800689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29756231054673377,0.0,0.0,0.15747693068386265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997616712363626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319354887088562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481217524458218,0.0,0.0,0.12406578927981372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644107180197506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363918718277224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791428194767658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926272549853534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856411104231653,0.0,0.0,0.14314948614366574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107733619187463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402053402810296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082288818889647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445188827584824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111027948754385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876201023111503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537458805925117,0.10321183485297904,0.0,0.0,0.10071088836051592,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SammyMhmm,2020/02/03,"Stress Relief and Prevention? Hi all,

I'm starting studying for some very serious and important exams for career license. They're notoriously difficult, time intensive, crucial to my career and costly so I'd rather not have to take them again (CPA exams for accounting majors out there). I've gotten three or four weeks into it so far, and while I'm making weekly goals, I've found myself constantly stressed, anxious and sometimes scared. I get really frustrated and irritated with the material when I can't understand it or it isn't clear, I spend a lot of my week devoted to doing the work, and I've been recently dealing with stress dreams and morning panic. I've found my dreams are starting to manifest my anxiousness and I have dreams that I'm doing more work and it's piling up and it's time sensitive and I have difficulty staying asleep lately because of these dreams, and this weekend, despite finishing my weekly work ahead of time to enjoy hanging out with a friend, I woke up in a panic at 10am because I thought I was wasting my day and I felt sudden anxiousness to get home and do work even though I didn't have any. 

I'm looking for ways to try and destress and make studying less of a dreadful topic and such a painful event for me each day. I have to do this intense amount of studying for the next eight months or so, and I can't keep living with the same level of stress and anxiousness I have been.",6.1833262032085505,6.744819200000002,6.595187165775402,76.59042780748666,66.0909090909091,9.670588235294119,32.903743315508024,9.627879704456738,3.0858149732620324,1140,46,207,22,17,370,150,275,0.185,0.723,0.091,-0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,6,10,16,1,8,9,0,18,2,1,2,2,47,38,29,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,9,28,0,2,5,5,3,1,5,12,0,3,10,2,22,4,32,28,9,36,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,5,24,135,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670326838220984,0.0,0.0,0.44324651205157695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958718493761165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599838457566836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265174136744853,0.10112451921154364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478626184906021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941799537471056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509706728226827,0.07578261910403586,0.0,0.10249396270576214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839035719163912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718520597066944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064764390531646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661358519945031,0.0,0.08236929592664731,0.0,0.0,0.08339099095320178,0.0,0.0,0.130949130547002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829298184651917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431780212750184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104372649114894,0.23017049112720256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062837745532848,0.0,0.09685016066419452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820329499318983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701163434922118,0.0,0.13885451740770915,0.10454885854419108,0.0,0.0,0.4494383270045228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375004044499849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637105560326366,0.07787099111474531,0.17158787150381385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659537803113226,0.0,0.0,0.10211316646074232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093295123170298,0.0,0.0778577644172289,0.31472141383999724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856372063826406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cosmicfreeway,2020/02/03,"public speaking I skipped school today because I felt way too uncomfortable at the thought of presenting my speech. Honestly, I miss a lot of school either because of anxiety or a bad mental state. Presenting in front of the class has always sucked for me, but even more so now. My classmates have the egos of a god. My teacher does as well, everytime I go up there she says something rude about my presentation and honestly I didn’t want to deal with that today. I know, there’s going to be that person who claims constructive criticism helps, but there’s a fine line between arrogance and guidance. Anxiety is such a curse, I don’t know how to calm myself down. Even now, I feel like crying at the thought of it. Actually, the last time I spoke, my eyes got really watery when I got back to my desk (largely due to my teacher’s remarks). When the bell rang I went to the bathroom to try and calm myself down and all I could really think about was suicide. Went into the handicap stall and just walked back and forth for a good half hour. But why? It seems so stupid and childish for me to feel this way, especially at my age, but I really can’t help it. Some days I feel completely numb, but unfortunately I can’t have that when I need it. I’m not on medication but I’d really like to see if it helps. I feel weak, anxiety ruins my academic career significantly and it’s very overwhelming. I was wondering if anybody had any tips to calm yourself down for a presentation or something. Any sort of advice would be nice, thanks.",3.9146717171717187,5.723658249158253,4.969583333333336,81.47437500000002,72.56902356902356,8.721043771043771,27.189814814814817,9.2995712137729,2.341440067340067,1208,44,236,28,24,396,167,297,0.19399999999999998,0.654,0.153,-0.9443,0,0,2,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,0,0,21,21,3,1,15,0,15,4,1,1,1,44,41,25,1,6,13,0,5,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,11,10,0,0,12,0,0,6,5,9,1,1,12,12,32,12,36,25,5,38,0,3,2,0,11,10,1,9,21,153,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.11051418406785644,0.0,0.0,0.11066510785013703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942318108127934,0.0,0.0,0.1540257051158435,0.0,0.259904340794826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416218752767,0.09455775372547807,0.13807044939155486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873888080356765,0.0,0.0,0.09041969933977324,0.0,0.12439814190568252,0.07303590334953787,0.11675421425236203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910451149321448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959911118512087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290473449327104,0.08090473957873526,0.10873630434835138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872344650887488,0.09498745531898356,0.18115031615889526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772421489540434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115269445439267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447681017615432,0.09231262951215202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065497773507192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962798112700988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140859332584485,0.11412783551751725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397231589996818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888420800793976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29019951490617524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005973991698521,0.0,0.22922702365823075,0.09024437939617573,0.1030971664938116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743684315661608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387546049419765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426398862906054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256505575681152,0.0,0.17981329259297787,0.06603610172509035,0.0,0.21469264201829732,0.0,0.0,0.07688828679223317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934418596187853,0.06679689001457294,0.17978275059015358,0.0,0.0,0.10182398768827956,0.2099649584627588,0.10218914211115088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281315001229028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044847375698391,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KnownMushroom,2020/02/03,"Feeling better, like a demon has escape from my body I don't know why, but all the sudden after all those months of extreme anxiety I don't feel much anxiety as I used too. It's like I had a sudden realization of something that made my life worth living. Odd.",3.4129245283018865,4.709013641509434,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,72.9622641509434,7.564150943396226,24.57075471698113,8.07648339933343,1.43606037735849,205,6,40,3,4,70,41,53,0.131,0.649,0.221,0.431,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,2,2,8,9,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,5,7,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391064361194446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538270252626499,0.0,0.3187908537297475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902303296333377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772697849758996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027156676245864,0.28042613349702394,0.0,0.25342510797801243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27156510694015784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290796222403759,0.0,0.21097706517720685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094561884558095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478747271380507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589716847281541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skyline096,2020/02/03,"I don’t feel myself anymore I’m not sure if this would be the right place to post this. But I’ve been smoking weed on and off for about a year now and I know it’s definitely affected me as a person. I once used to be super bubbly and never feel awkward in social situations. Now, friends I was once close with, I feel I don’t have anything in common with them anymore, I struggle to think of things to say. I even feel like this around people I don’t even know like it’s some sort of social anxiety I’ve got now. I don’t feel myself, I feel super boring and not fun to be around, whereas the person I was a year ago I was super bubbly and had so many friends. Just thought I would post this to see if someone had any advice on how to overcome this :(",1.974221153846152,3.3301837875000047,3.5912499999999987,91.23644230769231,76.75,5.9230769230769225,22.30769230769231,6.297961479604792,0.2862836538461537,586,16,131,4,13,195,84,160,0.1,0.733,0.16699999999999998,0.9155,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,11,12,0,2,5,0,16,0,0,3,2,35,30,11,0,4,6,0,6,2,2,2,0,1,0,2,8,10,0,0,10,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,8,18,9,21,17,1,20,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,4,10,88,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286551631082874,0.1167073170352842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953229522616547,0.0,0.10071839265661503,0.0,0.2611397099642622,0.0,0.0,0.10834372803005964,0.2344079576602481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391839599922024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39942296304103136,0.09405685919387836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343806206786064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052993302283744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471213761522245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864338621102206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348105507281086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154315221511802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28042401271553696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127542702171744,0.2299182489809421,0.13755511112932015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521848997647627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243564021265602,0.0,0.104700124127655,0.0,0.0,0.10491477916005827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798967104157645,0.0,0.2684185225988257,0.1115538203799288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376380510381211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408657877849025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746805767043375,0.08436145109981019,0.0,0.10452214314432227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371067260216805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705284283522666,0.0,0.0,0.16956751569149012
anxiety,talkinwalkinleavin,2020/02/03,"How do you identify early when anxiety is building up? I have found in my life that once I became aware that I am anxious, I am generally able to find a solution. The solutions seem pretty easy to implement after that whether it is admitting a mistake, exercising, seeings friends, etc. 

However, what gets me going is that anxiety will be building over a week. Then my brain will begin to play tricks. Until finally I am not sleeping or doing anything I like. Looking back it is pretty easy to identify. I was not productive, I was trying to be productive, I was not happy, I was avoiding fun activities, etc. While I am going through it, I don't see it for what it is until it has built up too much. 

Do you have any tricks to identify it earlier? I used to do some lucid dreaming and it would be activated as soon as I ""flew"" in my dream. Something like that. I wish I had a finger twitch or something else physical to identify it with.",4.513516483516483,5.734450351648352,6.2732967032967055,75.02170329670331,70.20879120879121,9.995604395604397,33.230769230769226,10.214889679676881,3.6608549450549446,732,35,135,20,13,253,104,182,0.07200000000000001,0.733,0.19399999999999998,0.9729,1,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,0,5,10,2,1,5,0,28,6,3,2,0,20,41,12,0,3,6,0,1,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,16,2,0,1,4,4,0,3,4,4,0,0,7,4,22,6,21,28,4,20,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,4,14,110,38,0,0.1618139915290971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003906307799156,0.0,0.24757452123077556,0.18280375190637452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315912758282916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442497130426675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063792964648465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517482640467726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609307483037323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725931831470626,0.14789505674996758,0.0,0.0,0.1774206896350314,0.12501708845841927,0.0,0.0845411319477463,0.0,0.183925240781768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225400290166998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429400762525417,0.15810828544138686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588299898928904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895190233037928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232661994110515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292460051302632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578896022411655,0.14730938057958987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193085165857768,0.0,0.0,0.249144632390916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098610784988896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975533458070058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979742353513601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860781044944696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494801691204608,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hollyleaf2728,2020/02/03,"Sure this is mostly a physical thing, but still Anyone have any idea how I can help this out? I was at school today and this one kid kept making “frog noises” (he called them) which actually sounded like he was going to throw up. The noise just made me freak out and my stomach churning and I started crying and the teacher had to talk to him, it was weird. I mean usually I’d still be annoyed and mildly upset by it, but this time I freaked out. Also another time, in band, my band director in his arms has a lot of veins showing, and I don’t even know why or if this one’s anxiety, but my stomach starts churning and everything and I have to look away and start to get upset if I don’t get out soon. I hate feeling this way, anyone know some ways I can try to get over this?",5.125748792270535,4.530778496894413,5.898467908902693,84.63554175293307,68.37888198757764,8.894685990338164,29.06901311249137,8.167268648758528,1.7263948930296764,602,18,132,7,9,198,102,161,0.177,0.764,0.059000000000000004,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,2,4,0,13,4,4,3,1,33,29,17,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,13,0,1,5,3,0,2,2,7,0,2,6,3,17,2,18,22,3,24,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,6,11,90,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.15358753228641886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258627561482072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702892192957256,0.16503455498638128,0.12040103470246495,0.0,0.0,0.22009805005199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787077150688352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071027183956166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288281859438345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039529835602666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414497694798506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795798674660873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466854758112554,0.0,0.08944696404111269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553876083399548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549354818916892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767137153293985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299214814002428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076891600426164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216589167133294,0.0,0.0,0.1338052553769665,0.0,0.14892389259257618,0.10505740280785444,0.0,0.0,0.17144116708353907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132997360292429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928458954830288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33419912540211777,0.0,0.2513797800525569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483358906307755,0.0,0.0,0.1265021401768491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456128586999866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354787652495536,0.0,0.14918498184538684,0.0,0.0,0.10685580615515096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334013600983436,0.0,0.0,0.2498538015161222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201777170685176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redbadger23,2020/02/03,Need advice on how to deal with new friendships Currently for the first time in a few years I have decided to expand my friendship group which I have been with for over 5 years and I don't really know how to make the friendship closer. She openly says that we are close friends but I'm always so anxious to start conversations with her out of school especially as I have no idea how to and I can't even ask if she wants to hang out as I'm scared of the rejection which in my current state would just ruin me. Just want to know how to deal with this . Thanks for reading this rant 😁,3.3701666666666696,4.617576350000004,3.966666666666669,90.37166666666668,73.0,7.333333333333335,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.8393333333333328,462,12,102,6,9,146,79,120,0.179,0.7070000000000001,0.115,-0.9278,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,5,0,28,19,11,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,1,12,2,25,17,1,19,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,1,8,69,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145070259331646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715361315201953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289464663225365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272558698420994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250701770194825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616236698738712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753539645776253,0.0,0.0,0.15927359441959826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23272207939847336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265930188268472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760898577356953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528601233493088,0.0,0.1991042245488204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062091737512448,0.0,0.13206713774963402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639414467134191,0.2063955028519263,0.2086382323498914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459164274763546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979833998760973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020969705336708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24318921629221615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644545038397416,0.0,0.0,0.2655120427953777
anxiety,roaming-,2020/02/03,"Really need help/advice about Lexapro So, I’ve been on Lexapro for about a year and 3 or 4 months now and initially it worked really well for me. I slowly saw my anxiety and panic attacks decrease and I overall felt much more in control of my life. 

However, now that I am pretty far into it I feel it is no longer working for me. The biggest side effect I’ve had is that I have gained almost 30-40 pounds during this time relatively quickly. My doctor originally said it wasn’t connected but I have pretty consistently been the same weight my entire adult life and had to do very little dieting and exercising to maintain that weight. I don’t know if Lexapro has increased my appetite or ruined my metabolism but I am now so anxious and stressed out about my weight that I feel I am just developing new mental health issues. I’m afraid that I am teetering on the edge of eating disorder territory or depression from feeling so unlike myself and just never having to deal with weight gain before like this in my life. When it was just 10 pounds I was like okay well a little extra weight isn’t a problem if I overall am a happier person, but now the weight gain is almost outweighing (no pun intended) the positive effects of the meds. 

Does anyone have any advice? Should I try to switch meds or maybe just try to go off it with my doctors aid? 

I am so self conscious and just not at all who I was before because of this weight gain and feel so trapped in a body that isn’t mine, especially cause I have exercised 3-4 times a week and have been dieting since the initial like 20 pounds came on and I’ve still just kept gaining and gaining and can’t make it stop which is why I’m almost to the point where I feel like I need to starve myself, and I know that is wrong and so unhealthy. 

Any advice is greatly appreciated.",5.323061544020233,5.914976218836568,6.0576201372997724,79.58812356979406,67.97506925207756,9.048343972058293,29.82307599662772,9.085049710711278,2.3672631819824157,1449,51,282,25,23,475,179,361,0.129,0.7020000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9479,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,11,25,16,1,3,14,1,34,19,1,7,2,65,52,32,0,6,16,0,13,4,0,1,8,1,0,3,19,21,10,3,11,2,0,3,9,8,2,0,14,15,34,8,30,37,6,36,0,2,1,0,6,17,0,9,20,187,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957187147711912,0.0,0.0,0.22500216564717407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186803827895896,0.0,0.05729767707072495,0.08461476804622282,0.0,0.052371256721089436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520864399411388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565785241247117,0.0,0.12746739205401098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319611778652736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566472257284563,0.0,0.07694210238297874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400581292707418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721777840746914,0.06451056454259697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584096329155852,0.15332499405707642,0.06554478788339492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664057228573197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935641037765974,0.053507997916044304,0.07191497033134507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256693701386851,0.0,0.0,0.08257662388392498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961433892815174,0.0,0.0,0.0502033497646031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817529729828031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232527456589371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871054357632475,0.14636784813542356,0.1501373347364967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049995792435247904,0.0,0.07524630576075665,0.0,0.16639223557305471,0.0,0.07548076931996008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978382068188265,0.0,0.05505952432254765,0.11107360403300492,0.05776687445957938,0.07233810661102733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787806418450594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653990856848296,0.0,0.0,0.07080394624403191,0.0,0.0,0.15239881054799748,0.0,0.07166841163586804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959646809302506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124628358161726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813619243394977,0.0,0.0,0.06195738582429219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981459168999314,0.0626190784931043,0.08579677167576899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087348642660202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170327006474604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061799677692398414,0.0,0.0,0.060079614181266124,0.6384492674888453,0.13468673774607448,0.0,0.06758487119045115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905500802057456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818905088640275,0.0,0.048232624148902
anxiety,keirbsjdkbe,2020/02/03,"I have some ptsd-like symptoms i think? I started having problems about my gender and other stuff about 7-8 years ago, they still exist. I also learned that I have some kind of blood cancer about 4 years ago (its not lethal somehow?). I was 17 back then. I also left my small hometown the next year for college in a major city.

Over the years I struggled a lot with becoming an adult and... adulting in general. I mostly failed and keep failing, I don’t know.

Something I noticed is that I became too jumpy. I started get scared very easily, especially by loud sounds.

I am also constantly thinking about dangers, death, illnesses, traffic accidents, death of a relative, and other things like that. For example, when I take the bus to the school, I think of the ways that I can die in the bus. I think of how much it would hurt to have a broken bone.

I also can’t be left alone by my thoughts because they make me depressed and anxious. So I have to constantly distract myself. Because of that I can’t sleep. I keep thinking about painful things.

I also lost basic trust in life, in a “Lovecraftian” way maybe? Existential horror? I don’t know what would be the best way to describe it. I lost meaning. A basic sense of my place in society, or universe, or life in general. This happened after I was diagnosed with my illness. This emptiness doesn’t really help with my anxiety.

I am not really sure what to make of this. But anxiety drugs don’t work. I am on my eleventh antidepressant so I’ve already walked that path, I’ve also had therapy but it basically didn’t work at all and also it’s expensive and not within my reach.

I don’t know why I wrote this post. I just need some advice I think. I am going to try to sleep now and will check my post in the morning.",2.417926767248688,4.700944446685881,3.692887777589423,86.76421384980507,78.59654178674351,6.6183759959315145,25.479657569079514,7.724431198458867,1.4948529242244453,1381,53,270,22,34,450,182,347,0.171,0.797,0.032,-0.9843,0,1,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,7,22,17,1,3,15,0,27,13,4,3,2,51,52,24,4,4,8,0,0,1,0,3,9,2,0,2,22,11,0,2,12,0,2,2,11,12,0,0,8,2,46,5,39,39,9,40,0,6,0,0,6,16,0,8,18,190,68,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808439626665444,0.14667241878775888,0.0,0.0,0.08568456378934773,0.09129592686692982,0.4631207266803935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657826983457054,0.09346269769823393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361517943613168,0.0,0.10086433269535776,0.09137010095726557,0.0,0.0,0.08682128118517306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880605405317299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125625385976929,0.08397041771550443,0.08586191502322542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959419165204197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322363286255498,0.0,0.04701804257022427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315891926345791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545297364550606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856545139905546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707056823398992,0.0,0.08615180474475168,0.13640069743155853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977536288246634,0.0,0.11687097416763988,0.08083656233359356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062173648214466,0.07033510036788143,0.0,0.0,0.11044742525339382,0.0,0.08311460151240603,0.09011852083115708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060816944795685064,0.0613441300832916,0.0,0.0,0.08798556053749505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419000966050292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803182055094505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643648649662931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846722454884082,0.0,0.0,0.0791625770051938,0.09670833541644186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599943923018132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282835508788826,0.08372838242693742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655818776010084,0.0,0.0,0.0636905129611779,0.0,0.0,0.11711512606782358,0.0,0.06606923625922152,0.0,0.0,0.08648860403881475,0.09470742080135436,0.0,0.0,0.07797316873901107,0.08598938499256066,0.06220355985151081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461032737329417,0.0,0.1099258547886167,0.31806484116621875,0.0,0.06567932474715032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056169048290663735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826189715319747,0.0,0.19700450655795002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465203215585944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045858521455145,0.0,0.0,0.11753972928481687,0.0,0.0,0.2131046990548406
anxiety,BoredKidy,2020/02/03,"I just miss those deep conversation i used to have. I had anxiety problems for a long time but about 2 years ago it took overhand due to drug abuse. Since then conversations were a struggle. At the begining completely impossible. Now i can talk with most people normaly but it just doesnt feel like it used to be. Having conversation where i forgetts everything around myself, laughed from deep within and just had meaningful expiriences with other people. Now i often just overthink so much that im not really present in the conversation. What should i say next, i dont want to bore the other person, find a joke, say something that can help this person, etc.) Nothing feels really heartfelt anymore. I just hope one day i just can enjoy thinks like i used to. When I overcome my anxiety, my depression and my depersonalisation/derealisation.",6.009878587196473,8.248809364238411,6.431407284768213,71.36490342163356,67.94039735099338,9.53664459161148,31.12637969094923,9.928628108626363,3.3870128035320093,678,28,112,17,12,219,101,151,0.18600000000000005,0.674,0.141,-0.6759999999999999,0,0,2,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,1,6,0,12,1,0,3,0,28,23,7,0,4,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,10,5,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,4,16,7,14,17,3,21,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,3,15,80,26,0,0.0,0.17540226231109005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122783198797958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264991886609082,0.0,0.1468151220296642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178628755206714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552163004411492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954730467440282,0.0,0.12750595901924314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350085752817673,0.0,0.1716784901456492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510285720671244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330481008848122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970615044425664,0.10575924482849423,0.0,0.0,0.13530516062111864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922756533137173,0.0,0.0,0.1470363436026914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599077559367628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464896547112766,0.0,0.0,0.13101004681806136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882585668978498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744138469946928,0.0,0.0,0.14204761950320569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031520341913708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526350371358032,0.2585242649277912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165353569310696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967542387429706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545345137170146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245956850424446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396782030562976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476273035496854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898831345067422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485755145790108,0.0,0.0,0.08632285680947689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447701501634102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835750512960404,0.0,0.0,0.08731736461444592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533240085133007
anxiety,mashanta,2020/02/03,"DAE get extreme anxiety around dating? I'm currently dating a guy for the past three weeks and things feel like they're going really well. I see him every couple of days, I've met his mum, we finally slept together for the first time the other day, he slept at mine last night and left this morning and... I haven't heard from him since. He hasn't messaged me all day. I have no idea why. It could just be he's been working then out or fallen asleep. I don't know

All I know right now is this crushing anxiety. A feeling that is so familiar to me every time I date someone. It usually happens within a couple of weeks. I get very invested very soon, over analyse their behaviour and get so full on. I have a horrendous fear of them rejecting me. The anxiety I feel when I don't get a response to my text, or they don't seem as responsive as they were overwhelms me and literally takes over my life. 

This entire day ive been unable to do anything. I've checked my phone obsessively. My heart has raced. I haven't been able to eat or sleep. I've been sweating. Ive tried to go for a walk. Ive tried calling a friend. I've tried meditating. Ive tried mindfulness. I've tried cooking or just watching TV or working on a project. I cannot stop thinking about it. Thinking about why he's not messaging me. Thinking he's now ignoring me, or preparing himself to send the dreaded break up text.

I have experienced this feeling in dating countless times over the last 2 years. I haven't been able to date anyone for more than 2 weeks because my obsession takes over, I get full on, they get freaked out and they leave me. What follows is just complete inability to function. I can't work, I have to have time off because i can't even function at work. I feel like I can't even survive. I feel trapped and helpless in my own head for hours. It's like a panic attack for HOURS. It's crippling me. 

I know my real fear is rejection, or being alone and knowing I can't bring myself happiness, contentment, self worth or self esteem but this emotion is so strong it is ruining me. Does anyone else get this paranoid and fearful during dating?",2.469647887323944,4.609192431924882,3.742842723004697,87.1970809859155,77.73239436619718,6.983004694835683,26.61244131455399,7.993328176185818,1.6987551173708928,1680,68,338,29,40,548,205,426,0.141,0.804,0.055,-0.9740000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,6,7,16,22,1,8,15,0,38,10,7,0,2,48,72,25,0,1,13,1,6,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,16,13,2,2,15,2,3,7,14,15,1,2,10,10,56,7,41,59,6,63,0,5,2,0,28,21,0,9,37,204,72,5,0.1558632907520487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071368165503713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885248621309502,0.0,0.0,0.10898323689585017,0.07985018022350886,0.0641311039379422,0.06937568685295427,0.0,0.0886584971928424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950128153716873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957692320922526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170984746516086,0.0,0.0,0.062222077477056624,0.17245976664997184,0.0,0.201037856573486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819850804064954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974352887626969,0.06510188974134963,0.08766261173532637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029462335600235,0.0,0.13132154478720914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630843020053881,0.2364274889163709,0.11134876605622164,0.0,0.08537030824070288,0.0,0.06628861774544681,0.0,0.0,0.0602097958997116,0.0,0.2850124773924949,0.0,0.08858070000533418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716458131809625,0.06891469663280707,0.08295968563583532,0.0,0.0,0.07998035143603628,0.0,0.0,0.09234937499683173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349394512173806,0.0,0.0,0.08797534175705397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131677684025726,0.1270493847592206,0.0,0.08251836001192762,0.08467296072596735,0.0,0.05504542584164775,0.11422039635380113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868874601495059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313356995095957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143599453774487,0.0,0.0,0.07439457366089522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870327384637754,0.04992500758170948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655319933984875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210143152055101,0.07094604304242802,0.16259940477501952,0.0,0.0,0.06446586237844973,0.0,0.07798792667829751,0.0,0.06603123022935739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515434508243989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718979721967285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177432233231066,0.14980635484510504,0.0,0.0,0.1817702765138024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264552358213829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583069728176297,0.12860353819475304,0.0,0.0,0.187536195468788,0.0,0.07006990840740479,0.0,0.1406423769196737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694066398065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018542453280031
anxiety,AnAppariti0n,2020/02/03,"How do you deal with your panic triggers in the moment? I get told so often: “Think about something else”, “go to your happy place, etc” and I try so hard but it never works when dealing with my trigger.  Unfortunately my trigger is getting my blood pressure read, so I want to be able to get a BP reading when I’m not anxious but its so hard because I’ve trained myself to worry and panic response happens like clockwork when my BP is read, even at home I can’t read it without panicking and I really don’t know what to do at this point.",3.5743348623853213,4.73790270642202,4.77145642201835,85.12122133027525,72.39449541284405,6.55091743119266,29.22133027522936,6.6274283507984215,1.4385128440366972,421,17,84,3,8,139,73,109,0.168,0.726,0.106,-0.8113,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,11,5,0,3,2,0,7,1,1,4,1,18,17,13,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,2,13,2,12,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,57,18,5,0.14366562607913402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230126467476388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757723220170884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962259043022305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001419581862395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602251493714061,0.09488979108247868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225178080138904,0.0,0.08164848607642408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270430386787619,0.1529347304127,0.2573923643242384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410833673652562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895487091238428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018776807118916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080378753713993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33712131543099044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010000158289008,0.0,0.13581045347891085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748180161515168,0.0,0.0920358788348953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106008178231618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205513222777907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372786623737622,0.0,0.09753952964836014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473770850949472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848853682046305,0.0,0.104590286834958,0.14589941697880432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Taw1827,2020/02/03,"Short vent m 25 I hate myself.
Currently still involved in college, of course its engineering branch.
Im 3 years behind my peers, yeah failed that many times. 

And i promised myself this year its gonna be different. And ofcourse it isnt. Just thinking of studying takes me down.

 I took January free from job for studying but i ended in a rut, sometimes laying on couch procrastinating as much as possible. Just thinking of studying geting sweaty pits and feet. I have exam tommorow , probably gonna blackout o. that one. passed one this semester, failed one , two togo.


I get panic attacks always before and during exams, im often nervous in social inferactions, i used to be open kid but then something changed.... idk what.

One day I realised i drink too much, now i dont drink much , too easy to start getting arrificial courage from that shit.

I had periods of weed usage, try to keepit to a minimum for   drug test. now clean for almost 3 months because i have DT upcoming.

I would like to get high right now but cant. Drank a beer and solid dose of spirits. Its evenig before an exam, i stoped studying, there is no point , what i know i know and what i dont , well fuck it. 

probably gonna pass tomorrow and if i dont , there is summer",1.6933053221288503,4.384395025210087,3.0720672268907587,87.16754061624651,86.14285714285714,5.694341736694678,23.479551820728286,7.1686216300943375,1.1867474509803926,968,37,182,15,30,314,148,238,0.13,0.763,0.10800000000000001,-0.7427,3,0,5,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,0,2,12,13,4,2,4,1,13,9,2,1,0,22,30,14,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,13,8,4,0,4,3,1,3,6,8,1,5,3,0,22,6,23,21,3,29,1,2,0,1,3,10,2,3,17,108,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146915585103342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530337591005164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303015748776624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982026465868699,0.0,0.19492390855713426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116421715515567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738664373719772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966605443352013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027070675019922,0.2244039367918776,0.13282574373539002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014451645588656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058869626237774,0.17952146642888003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308088253808896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101388815737706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474377144549465,0.0,0.11365960331442015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589230887083394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595665013991327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612182979642093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914217809591148,0.0,0.25259207499201064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104510411481272,0.0,0.0,0.13438366841317673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082738237659083,0.12912246749761386,0.0,0.0,0.24697900425558775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978133733562698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756986478348215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167553327265262,0.0,0.08817563855060613,0.11327932819504108,0.0,0.08106938180306106,0.0,0.09146883617123212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611704247649968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467804709911476,0.0,0.0,0.06678703690459338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725404229957962,0.07776262852252445,0.0,0.11188532114877492,0.0,0.0,0.0989225876491826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298188787431313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136330045788369,0.0,0.0,0.14751524240940736
anxiety,l3th4rgic,2020/02/03,"My best friend said she “wants to talk” and I have been uncontrollably shaking for a full day. We haven’t been as close lately and there’s been a couple of time recently where she’s bailed on plans. I’ll admit, it kinda bummed me out that she just did not show up to my Super bowl party last night without saying anything. I know she’s been extremely busy with school and other personal things, but she certainly hasn’t been as communicative as she used to be. 

Anyway, yesterday I made a really crude joke through text and I didn’t think about it until later that night when she didn’t show up. I figured maybe what I said upset her and I sent a very heartfelt apology. She didn’t reply until this morning and said she took no offense and wasn’t worried about it. Then she followed that with “I do want to talk though. It’s nothing bad and isn’t about you”

God. I’m kind of annoyed because she knows I struggle with intense, debilitating anxiety and she says that out of the blue. I asked her what it was and she said she’d rather talk in person. I have no idea what it could possibly be about. 

I know she said it’s not bad/isn’t about me, but I can stop feeling so anxious. I’ve been shaking, my chest hurts, and I even cried earlier today. Granted, I should have mentioned I’m just going through a lot right now, and this added stress isn’t helping. Just needed to vent.",3.375553359683796,4.976725079710146,4.0527272727272745,88.35136363636367,73.56521739130434,6.9022397891963125,24.86429512516469,7.520522993642371,1.077853623188405,1086,34,224,13,22,345,153,276,0.172,0.6920000000000001,0.136,-0.9296,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,3,17,18,3,6,6,0,26,1,1,2,1,47,49,23,0,6,9,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,0,2,18,19,0,1,8,3,0,6,13,11,0,0,20,9,39,7,31,24,3,32,0,1,1,0,38,10,0,2,16,153,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857453211737365,0.12662503670452546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223705335300812,0.0,0.10478508148927583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871739026257834,0.06832645613849257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176271195627408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949138136683121,0.12402079272745482,0.12312097518454923,0.07228606075722117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403160599383725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667394231042554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865972019154615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370093644688461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751287411573395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999015447175747,0.12653121173848433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672010017501802,0.18479825367934288,0.09136487726644227,0.12643765119261344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529132889417716,0.0,0.1060582829071988,0.0,0.0,0.11260523959163753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311019170967886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036983863524802,0.0,0.1075493367395822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573797379578406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635988498608414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180502603572105,0.0,0.11067119370826134,0.0,0.0,0.09572065068867716,0.5330962597838165,0.17827023512703416,0.0,0.11343680162381868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370873779694593,0.12839389167431514,0.1171764022508525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27027093244092104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446481719544858,0.07182004724695734,0.11012371780691788,0.0,0.06535812446413894,0.0,0.10624422135774934,0.0,0.1245314348510752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680613327891632,0.0,0.09248251383083612,0.13222220383524266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804670002533774,0.0,0.0,0.11382855868148113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hhhhhhhlnhhh,2020/02/03,"I have extreme social anxiety with my own loving family Is this just me? Is there a word for this?

My mom is a great mom but I can't even be myself around her. It's like I'm wearing a mask around her and it feels so bad. An example is I used to be really anxious about going outside so then I wouldn't go out  and just pretended like I Just didn't like to go outside. Then a long time later I went out just on a walk because I had been inside for a long time during summer and when I was back she asked ""Where did you go?"" and I said I just went for a walk and she said something like ""Oh"" or ""that's not like you"" in passing and that was enough to make me not want to go on another walk since even though I enjoy to. I don't know why. I just act how I am expected to. My family think I'm a quiet person but really I am not and I can't be myself. I know this doesn't make much sense I don't know why I am like this.",-0.7524110671936768,0.995018425120776,2.0457290294246806,97.15433794466402,86.97101449275362,5.502766798418971,15.689284145805885,6.782984794422108,-0.4578386473429958,702,13,178,9,22,245,100,207,0.06,0.7909999999999999,0.149,0.9551,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,19,10,0,0,9,0,23,2,1,4,0,37,45,17,0,3,12,2,1,6,0,1,0,3,0,1,8,12,0,0,5,1,0,12,10,1,0,0,10,4,32,9,18,31,3,30,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,1,16,124,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857708961453718,0.09380347424755572,0.13852497380634804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183144531979488,0.11463254855727292,0.0,0.0,0.09428671846739116,0.1023820432090818,0.07474762332311337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266985763872091,0.0,0.1619778607459495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311892382263086,0.0,0.06200003236621845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484370382981759,0.0,0.0,0.13518827652270554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021651793090848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594337512922398,0.0,0.0,0.21702854876477695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106687591559274,0.0,0.16369874898757675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28722062328080394,0.0,0.0,0.09013933785653587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706649489958084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710620284316826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23327818050749224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143200113402663,0.0,0.0,0.12499499499564448,0.0,0.0943983734360661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856953429258025,0.12047289794874955,0.0,0.1430006689838663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590375668002834,0.0,0.0,0.0723240750785899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733874910075275,0.22128979911044208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Adrasdea,2020/02/03,"How do you stop trembling I just had to confront someone and now I'm shaking.
Im at Starbucks, plugged my charger box in, went to the restroom, while waiting I happened to look back and see a woman picking up my charger box.

I run back to my table screaming stop, that's my stuff, why are you taking my things?
She dropped it and ran out saying she thought it was someone else's.

Now I'm left shaking and feeling sick from the confrontation.
Is there anyway to bypass these physical reactions?",3.8024999999999984,5.742980916666671,4.208749999999998,86.26125,73.16666666666666,6.0500000000000025,33.875,6.6274283507984215,2.1207750000000005,392,21,72,3,8,123,67,96,0.20800000000000002,0.777,0.015,-0.9438,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,8,6,2,3,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,13,16,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,5,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,5,5,12,0,10,11,0,18,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,7,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555470506633892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313249723237244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168983766068149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444364225961525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497286453545767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25119240651900704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941443064824773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838543449961476,0.0,0.0,0.18423128113363024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917789925972473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865762244784415,0.0,0.0,0.2646612368331446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738287342895305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359468372239685,0.0,0.0,0.18354180881354948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431868416396208,0.20861616751149972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theswolekitty,2020/02/03,"Traveling Anxiety Hi everyone!

A few years ago I was diagnosed with IBS and after years of trial and error with figuring out what the trigger foods were, I finally found them (yay!). During those years however, traveling was a nightmare. Every time I traveled and went to a new city and I ate something I had terrible IBS episode. So now I have this connection of stomach problems and traveling. This has prevented me from traveling to so many cool places and it’s getting frustrating. Even though I now know what my trigger foods are, I can’t seem to break that link between the 2 and I get so jittery the night before. The “what if’s” of there not being a restroom is the main one. I recently tried medication but I’m a pretty average person minus this anxiety and the side effects were just too much. Any tips? Plane rides don’t really get to me. It’s more of a road trip or exploring a new city or area I’m not familiar with. 

Thank you!! :)",2.8021857923497255,5.193939737704921,4.366256830601095,81.8666530054645,77.85245901639344,8.656830601092896,28.19945355191257,9.2995712137729,2.8825715846994533,744,33,140,21,18,248,117,183,0.087,0.8490000000000001,0.064,0.3137,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,10,6,1,0,13,2,12,6,1,3,0,30,23,16,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,12,3,1,7,5,0,9,4,3,0,1,8,1,15,3,15,14,4,28,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,13,94,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403637380059908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768037471379016,0.0,0.24226775901229064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474036382813687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071735654033342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045857140348632,0.0,0.13341291910134456,0.15130591776339053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734597631398422,0.0,0.0,0.3829440313941378,0.17361767546438064,0.0,0.0,0.24818697593987515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702254959887787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053749086990673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951643959172554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640216717198895,0.0,0.0,0.3058621549040054,0.0,0.14859653177656235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072990136119235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826118911207702,0.16543735277629182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610943069386061,0.0,0.1515152652485397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144018650443676,0.0,0.15634708529803742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415180260507976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219021074123862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578326853024404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557365674289236,0.0,0.09233253855968564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750620523583494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678787145970754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059079449960868
anxiety,BareSkinned,2020/02/03,"How to manage anxiety during major life changes? I am moving out of state (without my boyfriend) next month and my anxiety is through the roof. 

Does anyone have tips for managing anxiety when they have a major life change coming up??",3.6285714285714255,6.716240904761904,3.9812380952380977,81.48042857142859,80.42857142857143,7.1695238095238105,27.447619047619053,8.238735603445708,2.5070990476190484,186,8,30,4,5,58,36,42,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476277198539395,0.0,0.0,0.16684767091374775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504853671049257,0.205548792251568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881674192241126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370867431625739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904630872659678,0.2536138050472443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25377358457177845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300198120148923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrKiwiism,2020/02/03,"Had a panic attack and now I have anxiety Hey everyone I have never posted here before but I went through an incident and I just wanna know if anyone else has experienced this. I have never had “anxiety” before in terms of a daily basis but I have gotten anxious before big events, however around 5 months ago I had a serious panic attack which has never happened before but for the 3 days after that I had severe anxiety/paranoia/ptsd like symptoms and now even 5 months later I still feel this inner anxiety that I’ve never felt before. As time goes by it’s slowly getting better and better, but I still have to reassure myself to not be scared if I get the feeling of panic inside me, it usually happens when I’m lying in bed trying to sleep. 


Anyways I just wanted to know if anyone else has ever developed anxiety after having a panic attack. It seemed like I am scared to have another panic attack so I’m scared of doing anything that may give me one and it sucks cuz I’m usually very spontaneous and love to do things. 


Also how to overcome this anxiety, lately just letting time pass and forgetting about the attack has helped me most and reassuring myself to not be scared of things.",5.293760869565219,6.5295498000000025,6.741467391304347,72.33307065217394,68.3913043478261,9.054347826086957,27.85326086956522,9.354420925462401,2.671413043478261,954,31,155,19,16,326,123,230,0.23,0.62,0.151,-0.9623,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,17,23,6,9,8,0,22,3,1,2,5,39,41,21,0,5,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,16,0,1,7,4,18,7,23,30,2,32,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,6,26,123,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603963864544535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957751818053818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811960822262838,0.2849609786669163,0.0841636462237847,0.0,0.10418408097652496,0.1526678391897338,0.06130704423992864,0.06632067814059803,0.0,0.42377177967393537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169695059626516,0.0,0.0,0.13177815961008882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804625216953117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447016157208365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920646073164183,0.0673893965470821,0.0,0.07118781728073749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533874429355039,0.0,0.07153155720825126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784621318114537,0.07146706267524039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317599759186161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993569168125369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188635912887925,0.0,0.08403909701659415,0.0,0.0,0.07618116339058345,0.0,0.07279374554496779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723904028053221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893016904631848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983556642565794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504830391852468,0.0,0.0,0.4370477208432153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135028066521189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708635989900729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29834946119030203,0.0,0.0,0.06782188255575472,0.0,0.0841636462237847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455367173584496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189913829525989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743388919589735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989888049577568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688294524384979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058052063001205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410216048951454,0.06147019403522577,0.043941952855997855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906212477983044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2727throwaway27,2020/02/03,Obsessions How to stop the compulsive cycle of thoughts in my head? It's doing nothing but upsetting me,4.391052631578948,7.3893420526315845,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,75.84210526315789,10.115789473684213,35.8157894736842,10.125756701596842,4.944452631578947,85,5,13,3,2,28,19,19,0.14300000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.156,0.314,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646803974898975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279471327043105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460005249023815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368100784442668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hdcatt,2020/02/03,"Feeling nauseous in public loop I've recently been feeling worried about going into public for fear of being nauseous, which causes me to in turn, actually feel nauseous. I get very afraid i might throw up or something else embarassing, often on public transport and sometimes in classes or lectures, that leads to genuine discomfort like i might pass out or have a stomach ache, anything along those lines.    I have varied diet and i have tried sipping water etc but nothing seems to change it. Activities such as controlling my breathing only further makes me worried that something is happening making me feel worse in that situation. My only solution is trying to get through the activity by keeping my head down and not concentrating on anything which is really unproductive, but as soon as the time for that activity is over the feelings often die down and i feel better due to the releif i made it through the activity without throwing up.

I have not really used reddit before so sorry if this is the qrong place or way to post or anything like that. Could anyone think of a cause or solution or offer any advice? Anything would be very appreciated  thank you.",11.5017094017094,9.604454769230774,10.669487179487179,59.73106837606839,56.59615384615384,12.705982905982909,44.74572649572649,11.20814326018867,5.268745085470085,944,45,140,18,9,304,128,208,0.096,0.7909999999999999,0.113,0.6118,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,6,7,0,3,8,0,16,5,3,8,0,43,35,18,1,3,13,0,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,7,2,2,8,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,2,6,15,4,32,27,1,27,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,13,6,104,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.1105120652304198,0.0,0.0,0.11066298611910838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701137602604959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918445495651914,0.0,0.3727682646048621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636427113330336,0.0,0.0,0.1001571607302392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267031657658965,0.11979958292465225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701536923651852,0.09041796576461647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753179330863447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460276282185684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262995739852928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743358615063105,0.3435644302705449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833304864621165,0.0,0.06436048927682753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014334032999313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622338840505735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065852609265152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065285619826327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715639926987826,0.1511855862152782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027288324317095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086628913176098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225784778433334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831829353559632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084586634064086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509697552241754,0.0,0.1118170716666538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309518985942916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729360032337836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743650884807127,0.11200349897340353,0.12676997546948954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426198962373592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256366450049427,0.0,0.0,0.06603483564539492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377362529720587,0.12317946873390274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780845385254207,0.0,0.18688013620228916,0.0,0.08988965184923306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916540425077914,0.0,0.0,0.2300142553328033,0.11540766755722448,0.08044693135553242,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,electriccorndog,2020/02/03,"why am i anxious sometimes and numb other times Hi all, I've been suffering some really bad anxiety lately and the one thing that happens which I don't understand is I will wake up very anxious, but filled with energy. By the end of the day after thinking anxious thoughts all day I will just start feeling nothing. No excitement, no anxiety, no anything. My brain will in a way feel clouded. Eventually I will snap out of this funk and the anxiety will return, but along with it will come all my passion and excitement for life. Does anyone else experience this or know why it may be happening?",5.545446428571426,7.022686937500005,6.095000000000002,76.3,68.01785714285714,9.885714285714286,33.64285714285714,10.125756701596842,3.634192857142857,475,22,84,12,8,154,79,112,0.20600000000000002,0.674,0.121,-0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,0,12,5,2,0,3,24,22,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,2,2,7,3,11,12,4,14,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,3,8,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480041177144862,0.5139176525986363,0.0,0.10602764324008684,0.15536933316608462,0.12478377413992885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660999642278292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692762863746631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306212660561882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558576843240166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326979687151414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667269089002664,0.0,0.13430477473876626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832942129233334,0.0,0.0,0.15334376283287585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681830004944664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333535786434337,0.0,0.17105237792906616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710521983696224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549914222919502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275269730727353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971421118220372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997220145436854,0.0,0.10732897037150713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074043556796804,0.09716243341040194,0.0,0.12038230306348492,0.0884203597672333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785876069736438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511584767992304,0.0,0.120361855650576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27365639320710616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jordanforster19,2020/02/03,"What’s wrong with me? Recently I’ve been feeling really deflated and have lost all my motivation, but it comes in weird fluctuations like it’s a second part of my personality... it overcomes me and makes me feel so tired and sad I just want to cry, it is triggered by work stress and sometimes over nothing. But then I’ll just get a sudden feeling that I’m okay, like the feeling have just disappeared.",5.75346153846154,6.500423833333336,6.378615384615388,77.11638461538463,67.07692307692308,9.82974358974359,32.266666666666666,9.888512548439397,3.032294358974359,321,13,62,7,5,105,57,78,0.266,0.56,0.174,-0.9162,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,3,1,4,1,0,3,1,20,14,8,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,2,4,6,3,6,12,2,7,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985122569625153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531384878344583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660897474073552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040060588495008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251724447496125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25156338174528586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382715470986558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112297623576094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24955487697170234,0.0,0.0,0.20122003835729693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763216163899726,0.0,0.22754155886233904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279209281246535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639796796354167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648683576237951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592537212616695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777033399754104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519608823604781,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnoopySub,2020/02/03,"Things just seem to keep going wrong Really struggling with my anxiety, had my medication increased just over a week ago, got signed off of work for a couple weeks to give myself some time to get things sorted and now my work have sent me a letter for an absence meeting that's being held whilst I'm off sick. Which has sent me into a complete spiral.
I feel like Im pushing away the few people I have close to me.
I just want this all to go away.",4.30873188405797,4.830323423913043,5.011739130434783,86.44123188405798,70.19565217391305,7.437681159420292,24.02898550724637,7.1686216300943375,0.8173202898550729,353,8,74,3,6,114,68,92,0.122,0.8140000000000001,0.064,-0.7425,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,0,1,16,18,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,5,1,10,1,15,12,4,19,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,7,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756035836163441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515458596416238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722427010574855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077039464892906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919374013697884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016524737613232,0.14152258793807596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349900670234674,0.1900354480084913,0.2251694446221619,0.0,0.1584385641811387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398185556487295,0.0,0.0,0.1760802681228852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678159091073583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956477959308497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373375079497357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269078504601318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803426831018668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070969980138956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632175045930584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551362827615105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168444369303928,0.0,0.3178075357853899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28843813193861906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659111148556107,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brittlebittle,2020/02/03,"Boyfriend (M 22) triggers me (F20) all of the time but doesn't seem to care how it affects me in the moment. Hello.  I am having an anxiety attack as we speak so sorry if this doesn't make much sense. Also sorry if this isn't the best place to post. 
We've been together for almost five years. Today I woke up from the sound of my boyfriend's alarm, and it had been going off for more than a few minutes, so I leaned over and asked him to please turn it off. He got angry at me, saying he wouldn't be able to wake up if the alarm was turned off, which didn't make any sense because it had been going off for a while and he was sleeping right through it anyway. I told him it was annoying, and then he grumbled about how he didn't want to be ""nagged awake"" and that I was ""ruining his day"". The phrase ""you ruined this"" is a trigger for me and he knows that, but says it all the time anyway. This caused me to start crying... I couldn't help it. Then he suddenly burst out in anger and grabbed his pillow, stole the blanket from the bed and stormed into the other room. (He always has unexplainable anger in the mornings.) Then I was alone crying. After a bit, I try to calm down and crawl into the hallway. I knock on his office door and open, and I say that I am sorry for ruining his day and that I didn't mean to. Then he tells me that he's not apologizing and such saying ""what do you want me to do?"" he angrily explains how he thinks I was in the wrong and he was in the right. This makes me hurt more because it was very confusing, I didn't feel like I did anything wrong. I feel like I have disappointed him again so I cry some more. When I have anxiety attacks I get sort of self destructive.... I'm not proud of it. But that is what helps the emotional pain go away. Because of this, he tells me he's going to tie me to the bed. I told him i was acting this way because I am having an anxiety attack and that he had triggered me, to which he responds ""well maybe you shouldn't have triggers, then."" 
This sends me spiraling again because obviously if I could choose to not have triggers, I would in a heartbeat! so I'm crying in the hallway and he carelessly tells me that I'm purposely crying next to the apartment door so that ""the cops would come and get him in trouble"". it's not like I was having an anxiety attack or anything and couldn't control myself.... So I run and hide in the bedroom, holding the door. He yells at me, triggers me again by calling me a ""sociopath"" and a ""crazy person"" and then I can't control anything. I feel so dead right now. I have no idea how to get it through his head that I am acting like this because he wouldn't stop triggering me. He knows my triggers, and seems to use them against me whenever he is mad at me. I just have no idea where to go from here. writing this out has actually helped me calm down a lot but I still am extremely confused and I feel like everything is my fault, but at the same time I feel like I did nothing wrong. I have no idea how to resolve this... I guess i'm mostly posting because i feel horribly alone and confused. :(

He just came back in and sort of apologized for triggering me, but I can't help but think this is just going to keep happening if he doesn't care about triggers when he's angry at me. I've had countless anxiety attacks because of this reason.... :( 


Tl;dr : my boyfriend is unexplainably angry in the mornings and triggered me several times because I asked him to turn his alarm off, and doesn't care about triggers or my feelings when he's angry.",4.0450491215903845,4.656062588072121,4.8012734049930685,87.39356983934351,70.83079056865462,7.783645399907536,27.780888811835407,7.793537801064563,1.4653321544151634,2750,92,592,32,48,888,262,721,0.28800000000000003,0.6809999999999999,0.032,-0.9997,0,2,0,0,0,0,101.0,1,3,1,5,34,44,11,6,34,0,65,4,3,26,3,130,117,65,1,15,21,0,8,6,0,5,1,7,8,2,40,35,0,5,21,0,0,12,23,29,1,1,28,15,87,15,78,79,13,85,0,5,0,0,69,40,0,19,36,403,127,0,0.05560684667418933,0.0,0.05426426096994152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568222455184048,0.11518384601390134,0.0,0.04446877519514885,0.04626935100453625,0.0,0.0,0.03781456257847166,0.0,0.212695427515612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727909040737785,0.0,0.10396979053567897,0.3163040787846084,0.05224446291585909,0.04275823268665014,0.0,0.3050767584764552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058355954914751235,0.0,0.060708274521193824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678080767252072,0.06359941876229072,0.17008465855918575,0.05712354914527285,0.0,0.04790037464311582,0.0,0.0,0.12473561378249776,0.044397542299045016,0.0,0.30540754987617696,0.07172363173040837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255021803151825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997584824058933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681544734086998,0.15890216949925676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715684689791614,0.0,0.18961591455135768,0.0,0.044473875067466584,0.0,0.061257210782946526,0.0,0.04917295086955432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706866726337216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490883887347505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952827945287791,0.18832008421955912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942592030429074,0.0,0.0,0.061120137374921175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630001788481415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727495252274086,0.0,0.0,0.11135400584778687,0.0,0.05586455155241112,0.06057215773389407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087743051131108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591385122839217,0.0,0.0,0.053356269108832864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916960543553607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855375365983916,0.058097319460521976,0.061039619225602276,0.0,0.0,0.10651197592344633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717309968830212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246382968732813,0.0,0.17688318548285814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012447695301564,0.058010068483814015,0.06281990888220837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564700527383172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674193675649225,0.03935881228286033,0.0,0.04440769958429973,0.04648981372939267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580850489266392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126124408552319,0.0,0.0,0.12969919789654066,0.0,0.052708788709211564,0.10626944995250062,0.0,0.03775339876249402,0.18145284382058574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048026461670538666,0.0,0.04588147212630238,0.06559671778431059,0.0441381266043094,0.0,0.0,0.04999723327391424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900301687794273,0.1823920725875769,0.0,0.03580898611609541
anxiety,anxious_femboy,2020/02/03,first day at work and I'm having a panic attack I want to go the fuck home,-1.7533333333333303,-0.14209299999999914,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,90.11111111111113,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.0952,58,0,15,0,2,21,17,18,0.446,0.495,0.059000000000000004,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43397525976902096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601549426254346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244767395869201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526612947997761,0.0,0.0,0.21679722481490526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826438061316584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475708560167219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499988578891028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777134643646648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,temerald,2020/02/03,"i have this weird form of anxiety where im totally fine with talking to anyone and everyone face to face, but absolutely cannot speak to them on the phone. i start shaking completely, my heart literally goes crazy and i have trouble breathing normally, my dad thinks its bs of course and some of my friends replies were 'well you have to try harder and fix it you', much help. do you guys have some advice on how to deal with this?",4.690357142857142,5.955213988095237,4.900952380952383,84.8607142857143,69.83333333333333,8.933333333333335,29.47619047619048,9.2995712137729,2.3605619047619046,341,13,70,7,6,107,60,84,0.122,0.75,0.128,0.3604,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,7,4,4,1,1,13,9,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,10,3,12,8,5,5,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,1,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26089250463794583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204241113131042,0.0,0.0,0.18668058315145825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799263888370295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752475461785434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551135090636722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627025091445847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26435494942890325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31637590640763386,0.1789529447445685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28838724115437153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962630792557631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615864606113853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889718017463511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459066350241107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171071799534358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126379767063647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400496027726568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eddainn,2020/02/03,Panic atack ALL THE TİME i'm sick of it. i use a lot of medicatine but they are not helping i tried every thing but nothings work at days i'm good at night i am crying and having a panic attack i dont know what to do. is there anything left to help me. i cant stay alone cause i have anxyte disorder and my life is a mess because of this shits. i have to live alone because of my department but i cant do it. is theer anyone who beat this shit help pls,-1.4078076379066466,0.590142851485151,1.3602050919377682,98.16002475247528,95.73267326732672,4.0738330975954735,15.135077793493636,5.773587663045528,-0.8186724186704386,352,8,85,3,14,121,65,101,0.302,0.563,0.136,-0.9731,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,1,7,3,2,4,0,13,4,2,2,1,11,17,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,12,1,9,17,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,1,2,54,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33880088413323506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436604135412876,0.0,0.13459722236111898,0.0,0.0,0.18607487986508156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199411210044255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680227707703995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796646864987056,0.1054836710374134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874557108675854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169292281285735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378076633581243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718767113205102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288955851797793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988915241842554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771010668763196,0.0,0.11552836247977555,0.0,0.0,0.144427848518252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390541839532626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534914381994281,0.0,0.15694172207048626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838084839617314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33578716889462035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433485370459434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866302850956154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104755851114613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412646672156237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907475911431994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LanktheMeme,2020/02/03,"Am I losing friends? Do people hate me? I’ve been trying my best to get a long with everyone, but every time I notice I lose a follower. I often notice who it is too, What did I do? Did I say something wrong? I’ve been trying so hard to be a better person, but can I do it?",-1.166955503512881,0.6604803606557397,2.510210772833726,92.58672131147543,89.65573770491804,4.797189695550352,15.271662763466045,6.1826913282559595,-0.5061681498829045,206,4,48,2,7,76,41,61,0.23399999999999999,0.635,0.132,-0.7656,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,3,7,1,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,14,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,2,9,3,3,9,1,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894113859244746,0.18451360515189824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577722411714322,0.1993520147531012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118468306263636,0.0,0.10899898347325747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688879073718406,0.2059759452520993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462830742243852,0.0,0.4668004397519925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47504638672910704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463567560916685,0.18216502711251564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590854388403906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061123764709773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165206662918344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832880422527612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281008459256435,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwmeawayyyyyUwU,2020/02/03,"I was having really bad anxiety today. My anxiety is for the most part unmanaged, I make due for the most part but some days I just absolutely can not function. Today was one of those days, I woke up with a heavy feeling in my chest and all I could was just look at the clock as I became late for work. They are generally great about when I can’t make it, because I’m a substitute. But today idk I just couldn’t handle calling them, and I think mostly it’s because I couldn’t come up with an acceptable excuse, and I don’t wanna just call and say “hey I can’t make it today, my anxiety is really bad” cause they’d think I was ridiculous. I really love this job and I’m just worried I won’t be able to keep it with my anxiety being the way it is.",3.7899999999999987,3.8978144465408846,5.676408805031446,82.68517924528305,71.20125786163524,9.378867924528302,25.962893081761013,9.3871,1.8959957232704403,583,16,129,12,10,203,87,159,0.145,0.741,0.113,-0.2755,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,1,7,6,1,0,7,0,20,2,1,4,1,36,33,9,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,5,3,22,3,15,21,7,16,0,0,1,1,9,4,0,4,10,92,29,2,0.1284149846240075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929484470003848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444229652711025,0.15656116544400006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622521139142359,0.0,0.0,0.1319175627443703,0.0,0.11061813861376614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252891599986964,0.0,0.0,0.16563408315173342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493047466446576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415779738926886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743205748214212,0.11414113864595338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485769601890444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783624494384876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589953727890427,0.0,0.25715399818566786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701731698715116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781218287978036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24679778221124515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102120749973087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456627395449255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868895610140899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192983756900867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934876382213628,0.1304116502973705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,posie-pink,2020/02/03,"I panic/push away when I get asked out I recently starting dating a friend who I genuinely was excited about the prospect of dating.

I have a history of blind panic when being asked out and running essentially. I was hoping this would be different but I’m feeling all the same feelings.

It’s fun and exciting getting to know someone, I start imagining more. Then I actually get asked out and I bolt or distance myself from them until it’s broken off. 

Idk why i do this or what to do about it. Does anyone else experience this?",2.600481283422461,5.219562078431373,4.453814616755796,79.64671122994655,80.17647058823529,7.63065953654189,26.91978609625669,8.575989854853784,2.4568705882352946,420,18,75,10,11,142,69,102,0.095,0.731,0.174,0.7935,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,0,1,17,21,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,12,5,13,16,3,15,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,9,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.17630012508856455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632312394847367,0.1851096462352617,0.0,0.0,0.5066839596422079,0.0,0.16973796717424927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875341716851096,0.0,0.0,0.15809859992602207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509199822158984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672217639213322,0.0,0.0,0.18269634754777805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395790715524469,0.0,0.283165434040261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943820513235564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928715209627284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239360400859344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178382004541905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153074390490065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557470941196193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301942315229945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833715514591196,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anakeysi,2020/02/03,"What is currently Helping me with Anxiety.. I've had anxiety for over 20 years now.. and boy this shit fucking sucks ass. From the racing thoughts to the up and down depression that comes with it. Every day its a constant battle with my own brain. And really I have tried everything to get rid of this. I see a lot of people on this tread asking for help and describing all the symptoms I have experienced in the past. And so far the only thing that truly helps me is working out.. seriously it stops my racing thoughts.. gives me hope I feel like my actual brain shuts off while I am working out. It takes me a long time to get into the work out mode but once I start I always feel better immediately. Its like my magic pill for my anxiety attacks.. So I know many of us suffer everyday with this illness but wanted to share just to see if working out can also help some of you!!

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Stay positive stay hopeful and keep on fucking fighting for your life!",3.870017825311944,5.628276251336904,4.858096256684494,82.4369483065954,72.58288770053477,7.981319073083777,26.905169340463466,8.648137234880735,1.9952020677361848,757,27,145,14,15,247,118,187,0.138,0.701,0.161,0.7807,1,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,1,2,0,5,5,16,7,0,9,0,7,10,4,0,1,33,28,13,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,13,16,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,3,5,20,6,30,25,4,29,0,2,2,3,12,14,5,5,14,98,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.11169791136153816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153481907466318,0.09524113615263996,0.12401898590894032,0.13908324923137136,0.0,0.0,0.26268819939668914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700605002217607,0.130216478853169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123189389451508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25555377425045656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859844592806563,0.0,0.12369221679161332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381819743190167,0.0,0.09858552101999604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643874925239343,0.0,0.10287061441944567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575034574829204,0.08177131746858111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116356220908443,0.11960281758617285,0.10980189929953628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30688451906040315,0.0,0.0,0.2273721895736467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173863914168528,0.0,0.0,0.06290504620242264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084754148811897,0.11184021308229504,0.0,0.0,0.1012948243655296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731107292571546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604599413532585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189776038719798,0.0,0.08705312751610546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092664519998944,0.07935319108081526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332696695577218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242199000413925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749308345445605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101643783744858,0.2440014558360029,0.0,0.09569493807418784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896932356791827,0.0860608020361001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076043133626077,0.0,0.0,0.18173928882598986,0.06674342030722218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771184409764212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768308954025255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751235746800639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333173368355515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908324923137136,0.07370945232918164
anxiety,Sorceress683,2020/02/03,Anxious about anxiety I am dealing with anxiety issues right now. Sometimes I know what I'm anxious about and sometimes I'm simply anxious about my anxiety because I know I should be anxious about something and yet I can't remember what I'm anxious about. Which makes me even more anxious. Any thoughts or suggestions for calming my mind?,4.04163594470046,7.128353532258068,4.232027649769584,80.49661290322581,78.19354838709677,6.768663594470048,37.88940092165899,7.957251820313856,3.663978801843317,277,18,43,5,7,86,37,62,0.272,0.685,0.043,-0.8555,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,7,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470295299469444,0.0,0.2858570281486957,0.8442829576259625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759287209623443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841267909551093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822686477768829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130005026979502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690641303476514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314268789546342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576694660973842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109866971995386,0.10637089916888152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588997532326753,0.2463798882278498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888425350086302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,antieverything77,2020/02/03,"Anxiety, or panic? My chest feels heavy and it's hard to breathe. I cant think properly and my extremities feel tense and almost tingly. I keep replaying the same words over and over right now, ""ah fuck I shouldn't have done that,"" and I'm totally over reacting, because I havent dont anything wrong. I'm literally sitting at home, playing video games. I should be cleaning, tho. I've done my laundry for the week, walked the dogs, tidied.... maybe I had too much coffee...

I stopped refilling my clonazepam script almost 2 years ago because i was using it too much. I just have to remind myself to breathe. Maybe I'll put the games down and stress clean. It's been a while since I've had an issue like this for no apparent reason.

Sorey for the rant. I feel so dumb. I'd go to the gym but I cant even leave the house to check the mail right now. Thanks for listening.",1.7290229885057466,4.0157942011494265,2.6926436781609238,92.9750574712644,81.12643678160919,6.16551724137931,21.73563218390805,7.3871296695380915,0.6748873563218387,677,21,146,10,18,214,110,174,0.11900000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.062,-0.6248,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,2,10,1,15,4,3,3,1,26,27,11,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,3,5,5,1,3,6,5,1,0,6,5,16,3,14,18,4,18,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,3,8,82,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531378935224891,0.0,0.3057110812757417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677577476752345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256168059099889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610636110453052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124250688698215,0.17890304314524336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082297236601104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315511831492323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112118737056958,0.0,0.0,0.0867537272608663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674317826734456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311900981918572,0.0,0.0,0.1761360098974395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932549758378295,0.0,0.13568110524397073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616328454857019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457640405723448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067121078140819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244285960549658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910026295741407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345402267830874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694820264700515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607221710155653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262725140370259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762107959864802,0.1748584758963854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405383382433278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781107057853604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183939439667233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244551354309333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689730033732006,0.0,0.09830070505487473
anxiety,gianna-mw,2020/02/03,Anxiety at School I feel random moments of anxiety during school and when i feel anxiety i begin to feel extreme nausea and then when i feel nausea i get even more anxiety because i’m scared of throwing up. Does anyone have any tips to calm this? It happens everyday and my nausea isn’t a medical issue it stems from only anxiety.,3.479270833333332,5.863519218750002,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,75.5625,8.641666666666666,29.416666666666664,9.2995712137729,3.259716666666667,266,12,43,7,6,92,43,64,0.182,0.7809999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,10,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,7,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398511187646262,0.0,0.6973785911554771,0.0,0.0,0.12748367855860468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114170911777586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955108188866132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204218641489516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687496274096613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525564294631424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612266121604811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029664544948896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367008530090345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386639846684142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825359807948368,0.3690388971373175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ehside,2020/02/03,"New Pet Anxiety After a lot of thought and research I decided to get a cat.  A lot of people had said pets are good for anxiety, and I had had such a good time spending time with friends and my ex girlfriends cat.  Being an anxious person though, I obviously had a lot of worries, but in all my research and talking to people they all reassured me I would love having a cat and would be able to take care of it just fine.  After many visits to a shelter, and asking lots of questions I found a cat I liked and went through with the adoption.  

Ever since I've brought her home, my stress levels have been through the roof.  I worry about her all the time. She's so nervous, and clearly not loving her new home, having trouble eating and drinking.  I worry that she's going to be ok whenever I'm away.  I'm scared she's going to escape out the front door every time I leave(she's definitely tried).  I feel like all the things I worried about are coming true, and on top of that, I really wasn't expecting how big of an emotional burden this was going to be. I also wasn't expecting that feeling of my apartment no longer feeling like my own private safe place just because I'm now sharing it with a cat. Everyone said pets would help with anxiety not cause it.  I feel bad because all the things I worried about cat ownership basically were right, even though I was assured they wouldn't be a problem.  I feel bad too, because pet ownership seems to be so easy for everyone else, and its not feeling that way for me.  I also have no idea if these feelings are ever going to go away.  I don't want to be the asshole who gives his cat up for adoption, but I also don't know if I can live with feeling this stressed for years.  I know there's a stigma behind people who give up pets, but I swear I did my research(so much of it!), and I'm not lazy, I'm absolutely willing to do the physical work, but I'm feeling so stressed out right now, and have been on the verge of a panic attack ever since I brought her home, and I don't know what to do.",6.1023517786561285,5.251569147342998,6.712859025032937,80.4519367588933,66.46376811594203,9.45963987703118,33.55248133509003,8.575989854853784,2.534395169082125,1593,61,327,20,22,525,184,414,0.184,0.6509999999999999,0.165,-0.5749,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,2,23,28,1,6,23,1,38,4,0,2,12,79,79,29,0,10,12,1,9,3,2,5,0,2,9,1,17,22,2,1,18,1,1,11,12,12,0,0,19,11,44,16,49,48,11,43,0,0,0,2,29,17,0,8,17,228,61,3,0.0707872589759728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982563628505956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245617809011326,0.07996945385065256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617653156497788,0.08053072626567523,0.13301391996400014,0.0,0.1182088089183091,0.12945376814450804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217232824950816,0.0727180142162249,0.0,0.06097695567553583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069344564805504,0.0,0.07243303799099687,0.05913367165174613,0.07962613864338848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675431694309059,0.19209338517247776,0.05964131871670238,0.13528051894576354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221294855166293,0.10114086391279617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761457576202427,0.0546900606894485,0.0,0.03698342117857525,0.135811178029362,0.20115015284534296,0.11874598870058325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744720756021517,0.0,0.2130161771796308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799101991290972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670847885932527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374923739929448,0.0,0.06250644655848782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072318482014424,0.1277765298898523,0.0,0.0,0.07176717010200934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203678023374797,0.0,0.0,0.13673355164464976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305359644132759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722491728046225,0.06180870414595808,0.07395761932982774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773384681186234,0.0,0.0,0.07929793047835816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045348130711367285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090386478093762,0.13466978681069572,0.0,0.07087039517212124,0.0,0.0,0.06444206198820877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711190424055025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432596979753818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053223209166855606,0.0568961173911737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405581893104216,0.0,0.1390962450746973,0.056197176613365714,0.16510647985978813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048059902246970834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0417521593786678,0.056187631299434285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562049825792715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153396760669362,0.3594394879271012,0.0,0.15085571337255504,0.0,0.0,0.04558467392907626
anxiety,butterflize556,2020/02/03,"Medication I mostly get anxiety over health related things which used to only happen once in awhile. In the past few weeks I’ve been having pretty bad anxiety/panic attacks I guess and having a hard time breathing. I talked to my doctor and she thinks it’s more severe than I realized so she prescribed me Lexapro and Klonopin. I normally try to avoid medication and I don’t really want to get the side effects which my doc said I could gain weight/lose sex drive. I also thought two medications was a lot considering I don’t like taking them at all. But today I’m having a pretty bad anxiety attack, I am having a lot of trouble breathing, I feel dizzy and have an upset stomach. Anyways I was wondering if anyone could tell me about their experience w those medications. I was thinking about not taking the lexapro but taking the klonopin just when I’m really freaking out.",6.147141292442497,7.24567025301205,6.78702081051479,73.28158269441407,66.34939759036145,9.650821467688939,31.95837897042716,9.800150414767053,3.2008506024096395,706,28,121,15,11,232,108,166,0.161,0.779,0.06,-0.8943,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,7,9,2,2,9,0,14,10,3,2,1,29,31,11,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,6,3,21,1,13,23,6,12,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,6,6,83,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966654382758346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494142579672926,0.0,0.0,0.08452013575357913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27503048842670896,0.0,0.0,0.20185479481388527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930211869282732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123722917144571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824107789974846,0.0,0.0,0.0611191348573669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630667649609528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315984310120338,0.0,0.10689129228906884,0.0,0.10828221181612872,0.0,0.0,0.12848679133241284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059054485078756686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553091399641465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870841732533616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843397309421708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873025316256706,0.0,0.09193254337196508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539094716295645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459510991840255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487403525505775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149818800859782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655680863477265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726537911350561,0.09715649964495368,0.10565198440133887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030542818724239,0.1549064340400317,0.0,0.09596297990152247,0.07048445652974172,0.0,0.11457743414799805,0.0,0.0,0.08206767156872262,0.0,0.11807944206437213,0.0,0.0,0.1043990743133093,0.0,0.0,0.0712964933962062,0.0,0.09696038370181842,0.1471958424154894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108614692852055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,metallica11,2020/02/03,"How to seperate real concerns versus what you mind is making up? Often times when I get situational anxiety, and ""recover"" from it, I realize that it was all my ""my head"" - e.g. public speaking, people ""noticing me"". 

however, sometimes I Can't tell the difference - how do you expand this to other situations?  An example is I've had this gut feeling that people on a certain team at work are not satisfied with my engagement/etc ona project. To remedy this, I set an expectation that if there is any issue or need anything from that they should feel free to speak to me, and I've heard nothing. 

But it gets ""grilling at me"" in my brain. I couldnt explain it - it was like a ""gut"" feeling I had.  but, I chalked it up to me ""anxiety"" and just said ""well, this is your anxiety getting the best of you"". 

lo and behold, I was just told that explicitely that I have not been ""wholly attentive"" and they need more ""engagement"" from me in  meetings/etc.  work has been busy lately and I can see how that may be an issue - but I figured everyone is busy and noticed most people are on their laptops during meetings. anyways - I sould've trusted my gut!

Those with anxiety - how do you know the difference between a real ""gut"" feeling versus your anxiety creating a false situation?",5.976610644257704,6.6444236638655445,6.860184873949581,74.13873669467787,66.56302521008404,10.212212885154065,35.614565826330534,10.203070172399654,3.7910159103641465,984,47,176,23,15,328,134,238,0.039,0.855,0.106,0.941,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,6,3,4,11,7,0,0,10,0,24,6,6,5,3,48,40,17,0,6,11,0,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,20,9,0,0,9,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,10,9,31,8,21,26,4,12,0,0,1,0,19,8,0,5,4,135,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759088279653137,0.0,0.4269640983625516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185786415258823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714355106403795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246104169010134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324873421570996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489827640658973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666247133856063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257638163621111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749583664611703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455945408638207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330149983845574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134618090029944,0.0,0.12591786234295016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545343367334676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451055445995873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270942955813375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553704660415125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710719829823484,0.2541716052969659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321601608587122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541073762508456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618093712092262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895067307458357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37641353160983343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039997950704586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756517030362333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508943531964025,0.0,0.0,0.10666247133856063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036428086284116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252865928212515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrStrombolii,2020/02/03,"TV Show is Triggering me. My grandmother has this show on where this woman is a medical examiner and talks about all the ways these people dies and like examines them and talks about all the ways you can die and in freaking out, it's really triggering my health anxiety.",7.202941176470588,7.592248509803923,7.467450980392157,71.80352941176474,63.90196078431373,13.07450980392157,32.68627450980392,12.45797560212912,4.472498039215687,218,8,40,8,3,71,38,51,0.15,0.805,0.045,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,2,2,11,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998330971567936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697524264999589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917689380029108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410144511400038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765187582210018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902960894846386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584466201544216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44124767110340735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357531338252333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YUNGDURTY87,2020/02/03,"It happened again Some of you may remember me or my previous posts about me having terrible anxiety driving more than 5-10 away from the house or me with traffic and red lights. But I have been getting better recently with my driving and going places and not getting panicky and learning to control it more. However I got a speeding ticket back in October.  I failed to show up to my court date(s) I got the final notice in the mail and because of my fucking anxiety and bullshit I just couldn’t do it, I couldnt force my self to drive to the court, wait in a long ass fuckin line (another one of my triggers) then be surrounded by a bunch of people and sit in court forever until I got called. The day came and I just couldn’t do it so now I’m going to have to pay an even more hefty fine and go to driving school. Now fast forward to today, it’s finally nice out here, sun is shining the snows all melted and I’m feeling good about it, I wanted to go run a couple errands and go outside for a walk or skate on my cruiser board. On my way home I’m driving and speeding, sure enough I don’t see a cop hiding in this little spot and I get pulled over a minute later for speeding and now I have another fucking ticket on top of the one I didn’t even show up for. Pretty sure my license is now gonna get suspended and the worse thing is I have been finally feeling better behind the wheel and with my driving and now all this is happening. This is more of me venting but it obviously has to deal with driving but I feel like Fuckin shit rn and I’m scared my license will now be suspended and I hardly have any money to pay not 1 but 2 tickets. Fuck my life. Thanks for reading.",4.046912540839404,4.647219205202311,5.214528776074392,84.47107187735615,70.82080924855492,8.098316159839156,29.783362653933143,8.18289091462,1.978593264639356,1319,51,273,18,23,438,176,346,0.096,0.813,0.09,-0.6034,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,5,16,18,6,1,17,0,25,8,2,2,5,55,55,29,0,4,11,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,25,0,2,5,6,3,17,7,9,0,2,7,8,33,9,46,40,9,59,0,1,3,6,5,18,7,5,24,186,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060116869146454,0.21772867083873498,0.15884405090521408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754231936078127,0.07983118124385531,0.0,0.06328771604368254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364072855890445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601184061315834,0.11874243641976992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164429720986002,0.0,0.11487486922691048,0.0,0.0669553192960364,0.10703387424418302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107273825829497,0.0,0.13714427831289905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748355340198628,0.07416903772836224,0.0,0.3411892472839565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287939786078763,0.21696668623140886,0.0,0.2950165283997447,0.08707930084143717,0.2491030445864989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361538849982467,0.0,0.09300233893922163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041399375799257,0.0,0.0,0.11979435537074762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073331145204816,0.05072121399313409,0.10405492709687048,0.0,0.09187744410430318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819977243194467,0.0,0.0,0.14070225480879586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197572456136984,0.0,0.10846981617842097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943087354544207,0.1056222767578329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384810774563473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250973747894944,0.0,0.11760783574645475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039419441359937,0.10507139541263744,0.08273110840056211,0.0,0.108306915419956,0.0,0.10656975097537674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569826638659932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955835189211941,0.0,0.0,0.06897340316257547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840923256640802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612357333009732,0.08240749355884824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580146240654084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon172626,2020/02/03,"Something that might help that i havent already tried? Okay so. I have had severe anxiety and depression since i was about 14 (20 now) thats gotten progressively worse.
I feel as though I've done everything i can, for example:

-I have tried multiple different forms of therapy, have been classed as unresponsive to it
-Multiple different medications, some of which exacerbated my health issues
-Working, lost every job ive had due to anxiety and am now declared disabled and incapable of work
-Moving out, i love my family but my mother (divorced from my father) was abusive and even after living with my dad and sisters i felt very uncomfortable in the family environment and have been moved out in a youth help scheme since i was 18 and am now in my own flat
-Friends, i lost alot of friends due ti my destructive tendencies and now the ones i do have i feel anxious around them even though they try their best
-Being in a relationship, tried multiple times but always resulted in me having anxiety attacks and worsening mental health
-Pet ownership, i physically don't have the money for it
-Exercise, i quickly lose motivation and feel terrible afterwards
-Learning new things, again something i quickly lose motivation and interest in
-Meditation has never worked for me as my head is just too loud 

So like. Is there anything i can try that would help that im not likely to lose interest in or that will trigger my anxiety?",9.553777843777844,8.957779459459463,9.356061776061779,63.4694475794476,59.424710424710426,13.683516483516483,41.158598158598146,12.766815935922706,5.5758295812295815,1156,55,190,37,13,377,154,259,0.20199999999999999,0.669,0.129,-0.9526,3,0,2,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,3,12,18,18,2,0,6,1,30,6,1,4,1,34,38,21,0,1,5,4,4,2,2,3,4,1,1,0,10,15,0,0,7,1,1,2,4,9,0,1,12,5,31,9,27,22,5,27,0,6,0,1,15,10,0,4,17,140,41,8,0.0,0.11322465659924805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545440345854733,0.0,0.07951475685904269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924168995113146,0.10795720433135736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863890645093201,0.08506992416157186,0.0,0.10871491115410643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002858148122454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230691117715883,0.0,0.0,0.1996826897620686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779251106489968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623483354093426,0.0,0.08051461803547262,0.0,0.085884442625644,0.0,0.18017360440218835,0.0,0.1449561760336652,0.0,0.09175394940872963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766103236797198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807358657941324,0.2031546420047438,0.0,0.0,0.1921584168036184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032227322210062,0.09974129503592956,0.09482996416382104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337296581646999,0.0,0.08438248478905516,0.0,0.0,0.3207263565646171,0.2086331573163647,0.0,0.08624791268321268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962680772643171,0.09630343525980672,0.10137556536946137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313333270902173,0.0,0.0,0.07370285842076557,0.09229381509483202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475489146582904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025972024147144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795720433135736,0.0,0.1580987885617312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471356999328038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928281224102022,0.0,0.063486761344243,0.0,0.18777722027835408,0.0,0.05572263259401025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32439965744363736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884817965352925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208709556075428,0.0,0.09738525120825924,0.06788409110778952,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheAgnosticPotato,2020/02/03,"I challenged my fear today and travelled. This is a small achievement, but I'm absolutely scared of long car drives, my family was supposed to drive to and back from another city today (3-4) hours far from us, and they'd go there I'd decide to stay home and do nothing all day , even though I'd want to go and watch the landscape during the car ride, and see new places. But I'd get scared thinking about possibly crashing and very bad scenarios that I hear in the news, but I decided that I'd rather die while being out there challenging myself than living in fear.

The going trip was very good actually, but the return trip was quite hard, I felt quite sick, anxious and was almost on verge of panick, but I got through! I didnt enjoy the trip as much as I expected though lol, but It was a good day!",10.417101449275364,6.1046770559006225,9.679968944099384,73.4550672877847,61.04968944099379,12.969358178053833,38.01345755693582,10.125756701596842,3.4825892339544517,630,18,131,9,6,202,102,161,0.22,0.695,0.085,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,5,8,10,0,4,8,1,10,1,0,0,1,25,21,19,1,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,9,0,0,4,1,0,12,1,5,0,0,8,5,12,5,17,11,2,31,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,1,10,74,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.13115252022691765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457962849360994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409274404554365,0.0,0.15183085926279846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334334011126546,0.11221625362114664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335046848755625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948333032304538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876824554750579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669795101814224,0.30246898291805274,0.0,0.0,0.12904262448964066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021711848261218,0.0,0.22914349724874936,0.2254524025147257,0.10748991500292067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203937132632489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147568934574626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481159643139554,0.0,0.13235441200165374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867540708935265,0.1189375104650054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879758677500193,0.0,0.0,0.1298018908259181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895797415181506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041672602703495,0.0,0.0,0.15151292677256042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28589645424961035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269110578530966,0.0,0.10709736396239708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324979528197349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611645666287572,0.2640896166348865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25478612824563995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616635796114838,0.0,0.0,0.22178393637089705,0.079271095765883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cbamatex,2020/02/03,Insomnia and Anxiety Has anyone else felt less anxious when tired? Like I feel like my body spends so much energy panicking when I have energy that whenever I don’t have energy as a default my body can focus better just because it doesn’t have that extra energy to spare...the problem with this is that I keep panicking so much before I go to sleep that I end up not sleeping at all for days on end but feeling kinda okay anyways? I have no idea what to do about this but was curious if anyone had any similar experiences.,6.221974110032361,6.280498786407769,7.372961165048545,72.7778236245955,65.99029126213593,11.526860841423948,31.729773462783168,11.20814326018867,3.693907443365696,417,15,77,12,6,142,73,103,0.124,0.698,0.17800000000000002,0.5916,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,1,1,12,6,4,0,1,15,17,9,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,3,3,9,4,10,14,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106450439038373,0.0,0.1361902122487493,0.2011199023892292,0.0,0.24896131687066556,0.18240975939999546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852364229707234,0.0,0.15148791422383795,0.0,0.0,0.15745046577083482,0.0,0.39549585668659465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148127247340386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487187632008426,0.0,0.31535826468638906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414462364302194,0.0,0.0,0.1800316594905789,0.1271825659563254,0.17093389425192754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011768798156017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097087919047668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823862918578824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739500562941742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26174074367961336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703478516270696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35631125444359363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461591457355224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,McgillStudent1232,2020/02/03,"Imposter Syndrome I recently got handed a very big opportunity and i cannot seem to get excited because my feeling of inadequacy are overwhelming. I was one of a few recipients for a fellowship from my school and I recently got to meet the other students offered fellowships. Most are nearing graduation from undergrad or have already begun graduate studies. They have all made great strides to help their communities and their resumes are mind blowing. I, on the other hand, have just passed the halfway mark of my second year in undergrad and my first year I was scraping by. My resume is mostly filled with volunteer experience and working in camps and in retail. I have done nothing of note and I have this nagging feeling that I have taken this opportunity from someone more deserving. 

Does anyone have any tips to help me stop comparing myself or to feel proud of my achievement?",8.892222222222221,9.468031668789813,8.875753715498941,62.49831564048125,60.337579617834386,11.81854210898797,42.28520877565464,11.429527900616536,5.355851238499646,720,39,108,19,9,235,102,157,0.048,0.789,0.163,0.9541,0,0,0,1,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,6,1,7,1,1,6,0,15,3,2,1,1,21,24,9,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,3,7,5,20,5,21,17,5,15,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,5,7,85,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038335405779626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964628115351934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330459264626748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621644768545203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683619595791535,0.19509774655977333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864890369963004,0.0,0.0,0.2891900717767801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216397011745207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960502257062967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049551346266718,0.21018863968788246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557290425507617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039449993001305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924988013228667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293063292300984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291871255389049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764811969118596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294462008680974,0.0,0.17355757889029155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615343147876636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938916254890034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730347859188093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879305491598015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554042491941
anxiety,zkP5,2020/02/03,"19 years old, struggling with a lot of anxiety about my health in general and my heart. I'm 19, not diagnosed, but I'm pretty sure I have ARFID.

Growing up i never really ate fruits or vegetables, I *did* when I was really young, but just stopped at some point. 

I've tried eating something as simple as a banana and I gag and almost throw up/tear up if I try. 

My diet mostly consists of things like fast food, or premade things like chicken tenders, pizza, fish sticks, etc. The closest thing I can make to real food is spaghetti but I can't even make that right now.

I'm really afraid I'm going to die soon because of my health/have a heart attack. I've become obsessed recently with feeling my chest to see how fast my heartbeat is, it's speed usually worries me.

I'm probably going to starve a bit today because there's nothing for me to eat in the house really besides waffles or pizza, and I'm too afraid to eat more unhealthy things.

I wish I could just like food like a normal person.",2.0299748743718595,4.301799170854274,3.5889924623115586,87.05333793969852,79.90452261306531,6.19105527638191,23.5178391959799,7.365786028017652,1.136730452261307,781,27,151,11,20,258,122,199,0.154,0.706,0.14,-0.6051,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,1,4,7,0,8,18,3,3,2,32,22,15,1,4,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,6,12,1,1,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,3,3,18,6,20,18,6,26,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,8,18,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685596186331348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816338595450679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139951969178805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010044740098056,0.11785425725778008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650111178630765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520029731058566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830973270035968,0.1107494915270552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32757692981363523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190113177480741,0.0704818133849129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053956444306277135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871072164108951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129299249478033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268582635143097,0.0,0.2529068306688441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313052361606015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853502214151484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072213914795868,0.0,0.0,0.1424612551906987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230234028807212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045544261734426,0.10239237930866188,0.0,0.1119755683528116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317619924768256,0.0,0.0,0.1008766794470104,0.0,0.0,0.10856376498260396,0.11505283999343448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146083208038795,0.2734479889883681,0.0,0.10536454420130448,0.0,0.0,0.09113087509520454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503509756508715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215157935435946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921543280433344,0.0,0.11155783000638372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057414615388996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835770089736085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114984380570682,0.0,0.0,0.14489994862255134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752743115138768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271273934973664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837051450065288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871858453181963
anxiety,hcstapa,2020/02/03,"I keep making stupid mistakes at work. Am I stupid or is it just anxiety. I keep making stupid mistakes at my new job. I’ve tried printing a monthly calendar 3 times and it’s incorrect each time. I even had someone proofread it the last time and she missed the mistake as well. It resulted in 1300 misprinted handbills. My boss circled the mistakes with a sharpie and took the opportunity to wave the paper in my face while telling me stupid mistakes like this can’t keep happening. Here’s the thing, I COMPLETELY agree with her. I’m just not sure how to fix this. I try SO HARD to be consciously checking everything I do and it still doesn’t work. I know that I’m high anxiety, but I’m starting to think this is just a me issue. Am I just not smart enough to be in this role? Can anxiety be the cause of things like this? Please help.",2.779241516966067,4.8145990598802415,3.5903233532934133,89.15143313373255,76.36526946107784,7.327584830339322,27.300998003992014,8.238735603445708,1.771702914171657,661,27,138,12,15,210,99,167,0.179,0.718,0.10300000000000001,-0.7147,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,10,16,4,0,10,0,12,1,1,6,1,33,26,10,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,4,10,1,0,2,1,16,6,14,21,2,16,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,11,86,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34877724594584525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611833927865407,0.0,0.0,0.15934100872156248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157028940530745,0.0,0.10037686526421312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365837128137985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343893988040298,0.0,0.13613813656389198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186443245940087,0.16056802963984385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862053685606714,0.15080995108684286,0.4052422885490576,0.0,0.0,0.08352049624218348,0.123878441540475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484928580515863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288658209677124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130355827985677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677666350294755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682093683408708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876639913393115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756741311632828,0.0,0.12136599378051713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323294241054896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283127523382615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192848236127744,0.09737829011000214,0.0,0.0,0.265850385055999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884781694788675,0.206359653947136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664215798987836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127659909067945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Loner_In_The_Attic,2020/02/03,"i cant get it to stop, nothing to take off the endless fear, the adrenaline, its always there, i've had it for the past two months and im terribly lacking sleep, i cant ever take off the fear, its annoying and i just want it to go, im always scared, why? i dont know, its always there, i feel like something horrible is about to happen, i might die, my parents will lecture me once again for my grades, a relative might die, i dont know, but its always there, there are some exceptions when the fear and anxiety goes, thats when i sleep or sometimes i distract myself, and not much later something happens, every single goddamnit time, what do i do? how do i stop it? im already fully aware nothing matters, i base my life around it, i try to enjoy it but the fucking anxiety hits me harder than karma. i had anxiety before, around spring 2019, and its back again, help me please. what can i do?",3.0676006314127875,4.4230348011049765,4.38142462509866,86.67714088397791,73.9171270718232,7.160378847671666,26.18823993685872,7.7094869923839395,1.403176479873718,693,24,142,9,14,229,100,181,0.20199999999999999,0.725,0.07400000000000001,-0.9576,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,15,10,2,5,7,0,16,4,2,1,1,26,28,11,2,2,6,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,2,1,22,2,14,22,4,18,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,14,99,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431231627885732,0.0,0.34477521039622755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377344046758551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443118082591198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965304435146148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814605325139496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150166984064792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428095412854509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370158997752913,0.08727764967690732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496970673490952,0.05237738048510418,0.07400353545610583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576575716291054,0.054120635608502436,0.0,0.05887164452510915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320566545435032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943308512774839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356795702927777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385889236278032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316751262267288,0.050608033663112666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197817314668536,0.0,0.0,0.0826832299065815,0.0,0.07614935372452447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987916245697076,0.0,0.0,0.11031820829228993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502259996281332,0.0,0.0988867980247962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113708897488909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371000600568844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732631358201187,0.0,0.0,0.1594947400488705,0.10245152346137766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320899214969912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577108971752876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040319789472745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032968757350531,0.0,0.10119076258045187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109909066254885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347237060310937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,d1326,2020/02/03,"Stomach anxiety Does anybody else’s anxiety present itself through stomach problems? I’m constantly nauseous, whenever I get anxious I feel like I’m going to be sick, I get bad acid and get a stomach ache. I get dizzy too and feel like my head is spinning and my eyes go blurry. I’ve been to the doctors and he said it’s related to anxiety. Just wondered if anybody else experiences anything like this?",3.888701298701299,6.250634493506496,5.097402597402599,78.10896103896107,74.1948051948052,8.036363636363637,38.27272727272727,8.841846274778883,3.924849350649352,324,21,55,7,7,107,51,77,0.271,0.64,0.08900000000000001,-0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,7,5,0,0,10,15,5,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,5,6,3,4,12,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42205297625117055,0.2077566172221959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133546007872006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355026878511335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987324453702254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823122036752693,0.16093364931003176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072526069576149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989118672844115,0.0,0.0,0.18597248767690328,0.26275887526624064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843242691997858,0.0,0.20903119026883335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873623777851734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695352983367169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596912580345336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493266492776058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994335890156878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,burnout457,2020/02/03,"I feel anxious about driving a friend to the airport I’m an anxious driver and I’m worried he’ll judge how I drive, how my car smells, how messy it is (and there isn’t anything weird in particular, I’m just nervous). I agreed to drive him tho and I can’t take it back.


Tips to destress?",-1.0842622950819667,0.9404062295081984,0.9103114754098378,99.40087704918035,101.45901639344262,3.0957377049180335,20.854098360655733,4.935628992294339,-0.3581947540983608,224,9,51,1,10,73,42,61,0.177,0.733,0.09,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,9,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7606732026398629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27704732255998266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25887527040162794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022837791587195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601072135299558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25313083322622315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419005298540116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,truthfulshoes,2020/02/03,"Why are some people so rude? I have dealt with a few rude/insensitive people in my lifetime, and since I have high functioning anxiety, I can usually numb myself from it and tell myself that what they think doesn’t define my life. But sometimes if it’s about just the right topic, I can suddenly just shut down.

I have a family that.. to say the least.. is anxiety-inducing. And I’ve learned to numb myself from even the worst of things they have said to me. But sometimes all it takes is a hurtful comment from a stranger, and I just begin to feel sick to my stomach. Sometimes I can redirect my attention to something else, and everything is okay in the end. But sometimes I spent a lot of hard dedication on something that I was really excited for, and someone just walks up and says the rudest thing, acting like everything I just spent my time on to do what I love was set up purposely to upset them.. 

I hate being sensitive. I really hate it. And I never show that side of me in public. I’ll just be quiet and polite if anyone is rude. But since I go out of my way to avoid offending others, whenever someone goes out of their way to get mad at me for something they thought I was doing to be a jerk, I just shut down. 

I hate when I go out and do something innocent for my own happiness with pure intentions, and people just come and taint it.. 

It’s not only just that. It’s also if I’m doing something meaningful, and people make a sexual joke or just a very shallow joke about it. I can just feel so sick. Again, I have learned to not get so upset about it, but sometimes if someone shows up in the right way at the right time and says just the right thing, I can just feel so sick.. 

It doesn’t even happen that often.. which is why I feel so dumb to get upset when it does. I wish I didn’t get so upset when I see people be so inconsiderate. 

It’s not even like they said the worst thing in the world. I feel so sensitive and I hate it. And I’m just so anxious about being anxious. I don’t want to be so sensitive. I don’t want to care.. Why do I care so much? That I just shut down? Even when I try so hard not to? 

Thank you for listening >< I am being completely honest when I say I NEVER talk to anyone like this except my boyfriend. I don’t really open up to people at all. Ask anyone, and they’ll either say I’m quiet, funny, calm, smart, or hyper and adventurous. I love the feelings side of myself because it is a deeper part of me, but I just don’t think other people would understand or like it.. I feel so dumb talking in feelings talk, because people will think I’m overly sensitive. I’m not sure how to feel about letting it out here, but I am. I’m not sure how to feel about being so tender-hearted.. Any help is appreciated. Any advice on anxiety is appreciated. There’s a lot more to my anxiety than just this kind of stuff, but it was just a current problem. I’ve been dealing with anxiety my whole life. Anything is appreciated. Thank you so much for reading this ><",3.876609679937552,4.688615716393444,5.2401873536299775,83.36153005464482,71.34426229508195,8.43247462919594,26.327088212334115,8.704169506293173,1.7424793130366902,2337,72,487,40,42,784,215,610,0.16,0.72,0.12,-0.9615,1,1,5,0,0,0,86.0,0,2,7,0,55,44,11,5,22,1,51,10,1,4,7,108,103,56,0,9,41,0,12,4,0,3,7,10,0,0,37,27,0,1,19,5,2,5,15,22,0,0,11,23,68,22,72,80,16,60,0,1,1,2,28,36,2,11,19,355,105,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057553982122449325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047100331383945836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010467663068321,0.0,0.1802257890103208,0.13307488289824002,0.0,0.12354756178470225,0.0,0.0484676466569253,0.0,0.055061237538695865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180677207382538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200999090006698,0.0,0.0,0.0507350047129707,0.06175293690819561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060720764569270176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154162313254799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920132657836624,0.0,0.052165727565484425,0.0,0.0,0.15560504549170953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586659978808373,0.0,0.05552334708849711,0.0,0.2978035952692422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308610864609598,0.0,0.0669456442327289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208288896913802,0.06269751311404427,0.1055212317968926,0.23259645886516395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979385355139972,0.0394777711106789,0.062228471398403776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305102123101769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133271139303152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022671219767469,0.08320213082109544,0.11509742743754027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014514320260884,0.10631463598583027,0.0,0.03931455688734423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659291895302787,0.0,0.09085080809896537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479422361312565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378028265375536,0.0,0.32665703687960035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635697943848315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891346590894411,0.0,0.113193792632486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119266636127747,0.11205007191391517,0.23418838881690865,0.0,0.0,0.04693370385047342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744128659366824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971105151295186,0.2267109703328664,0.2912558030301494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742357776482588,0.0,0.0,0.11102044510474983,0.0,0.044283610718257066,0.14201880458009106,0.051479034962577185,0.10844986019800423,0.0,0.0,0.15651560048817767,0.1132174721430111,0.0,0.046758057839195365,0.06868724373844975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03998755497043023,0.0,0.0,0.0613144031579004,0.0,0.0,0.064867305452835,0.048596628354357414,0.06947857528752564,0.14025034739137504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943757266666767,0.06575698599189155,0.06772924983019596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183911361346089,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grapymcpooperson,2020/02/03,"Has anyone had success with naturopathic doctors for anxiety? Just curious if anyone has visited a naturopath to treat their anxiety and if it helped? I’m weary of pharmaceuticals and am considering an alternate route. This would be step 1 before seeing a cognitive therapist, so far just been self managing.",7.985961538461537,10.530987980769233,8.76846153846154,55.351538461538496,63.42307692307693,13.661538461538465,39.92307692307692,12.602617957971056,6.7457153846153854,253,14,34,11,4,85,45,52,0.09699999999999999,0.743,0.16,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,9,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,24,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815792080865928,0.0,0.0,0.4401733129095386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678365374501263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221689472975793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097617441880967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508219945325064,0.0,0.32836205234634885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654592019048384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359560539764528,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietycentral96,2020/02/03,"I gossiped about my in laws, now I feel so anxious & guilty. **My husband is awesome, I love him beyond compare.** Yet I don’t hold the same sentiments for his parents and his brother.To say the least, I don’t think highly of my in-laws, especially my Mother in law and my Brother in law. They’ve been mean to me, and thought less of me, and disapproved of my relationship with my husband. More than that they’ve always used my husband, and hurt him on various occasions.

**Despite it all ive never tried to distance my husband from his family.** Always invited them into my home, and been respectful and kind to them. Smiled at them, never said anything bad about them to anyone, including my husband. Because at the end of the day they r his family, and they will always be his family. And they aren’t always bad, but I have my grievances.

***A few recent family dramas had me very frustrated.*** I was hanging out with a friend. And suddenly I found myself spEwing out all my frustrations. Even as I said them, I realised I shouldn’t be saying them, but I couldn't stop myself. I bitched about my Mother in law, I spilled a few family secrets. Then I got home and I hated myself.**More than anything I feel like I’ve betrayed my husband.** My husband told me those family secrets in confidence and I didn‘t hold my tongue. I dont have the guts to tell my husband what i did, that would ruin the trust he has in me. Not completely our relationship is strong, but I don’t want to hurt him.

Maybe I’m selfish but I’m more than happy not to tell him anything. There’s no way of anything getting back to him or any of my family, but I feel so bad and guilty like I beterayed his trust.

**what should I do?**",0.8098524844720494,3.3529684583333363,2.6408385093167723,89.1389440993789,90.60714285714286,5.659834368530022,22.482919254658388,7.1686216300943375,1.1091440993788813,1326,51,260,23,46,438,157,336,0.127,0.7070000000000001,0.165,0.8995,2,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,0,9,1,11,22,4,0,9,0,25,2,1,1,4,53,43,23,0,5,8,12,3,2,1,4,0,4,2,0,6,18,0,3,9,1,0,1,13,12,0,0,12,7,72,10,38,24,10,27,0,3,0,1,48,14,1,1,13,191,78,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29529527798049193,0.09613026051092556,0.0,0.06033400904642978,0.0,0.0,0.10023061731653753,0.0,0.062036492116011685,0.0,0.2920426177203234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822174902518639,0.22223751669472103,0.05408411366381607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930233392299983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721835650862305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398153467559668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858136656265995,0.0,0.0,0.058600050691490116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5854745032375799,0.0,0.13458154180340165,0.06338302150243302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727910429296226,0.06854640465870324,0.0,0.046353588235439176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095909611758798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444622917215396,0.0,0.08759461646689279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373967449133107,0.17799081948629233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995749288783625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239032025782662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669018489711268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007507774995512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913318385591491,0.09664427838070846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368557669358057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851529230023068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760228113829796,0.1905084704011672,0.0,0.0,0.1687898968414974,0.1411106064090747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741755728707778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509389422808867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568494814186155,0.0,0.0704353654074401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847776824270808,0.0,0.06023642076363921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766273301954827,0.0,0.07320494977529697,0.052330540066432965,0.0704234016805199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302557017706603,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Groindzz,2020/02/03,"Anxiety/Stress issues. Hello, everyone. For the past few I have been having bouts of anxiety and stress, recently in the past 6 months it's been getting increasingly worse, especially the last 2 months or so. The stress is mainly caused by things happening in my life right now, probably too many to list but the main one being my mum having cancer since 2017 and she's been having chemo ever since, she also had a heart attack in October 2019, me and my brother had to give her CPR in the living room until the ambulance arrived, I believe this took it's toll on me also. Thankfully my mum is still alive and has recently started her chemo again after a break. 
I suffer a lot from what I think are anxiety attacks, this mostly always happens when I try to sleep, I will feel my neck/throat and jaw tighten up and I will also get really bad chest pain and literally feel my heart beating, even when it's not at a fast rate, I also get a sensation that my lungs are burning. Just at the moment when I'm about to fall asleep I'll wake up in a state of panic, feeling like I'm unable to breath and my legs sort of shoot up in the air. This last few weeks I've found it difficult to sleep, I'm only getting to sleep out of exhaustion,right now I have been awake for 26 hours and in 3 hours I start work doing a 9 hour shift. After my mums heart attack I went to the doctors to get signed off from work due to stress and I did explain some of my symptoms to the doctor and I was prescribed with Propranolol, which I have only taken 4 tables of since I got them, i really hate to take medicine. Anyway, I could list a lot of other things of what I'm feeling and what's happening in my life but I won't since it's getting a bit long. 
I would appreciate any advice, or stories from people that have been through similar experiences and what they did to fight it. Thanks",6.360251989389919,5.556318997347481,6.9105716180371335,79.09110941644566,65.92307692307692,10.086419098143237,30.25583554376658,9.3871,2.394438832891247,1470,43,299,24,20,484,200,377,0.17800000000000002,0.768,0.054000000000000006,-0.9945,0,0,0,1,1,0,31.0,0,0,2,3,18,16,5,4,20,0,29,20,13,1,1,38,60,26,0,2,6,4,4,1,0,4,7,0,1,0,19,15,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,13,0,1,15,4,38,3,49,39,10,54,0,1,0,0,14,19,0,7,30,199,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370495653876424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24127108148515256,0.06276008450587157,0.0,0.0,0.051291947940760564,0.0,0.11540065045289764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742229294023594,0.0,0.0,0.06297716836075813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497874531862015,0.0,0.0,0.0823451454675091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748279787371885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022114955249525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440245529529126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981785226771205,0.06822671152680533,0.0,0.07207232773545444,0.0,0.07378064293113085,0.0,0.0,0.15254966024563324,0.053884014846901335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270020229019898,0.0,0.0,0.2364403631268678,0.0723550427611429,0.0,0.0,0.06032468787522284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000956454958968,0.0,0.0,0.07446709706051959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681388543229373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283686593364965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872465882373035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122963750333774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655056713633422,0.03684910484976906,0.0,0.06660212626399123,0.06674922196433544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824817945025427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646965053869795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040787944566775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111029224133002,0.11472903117524925,0.08025808351946087,0.08849560999580994,0.0,0.0,0.14400440898100414,0.05229056665242749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132148011674935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663905385017718,0.0,0.1489472261052521,0.0,0.0,0.12882598373928966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495711166670511,0.0,0.22644000905536565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677315896135547,0.0,0.060234926968151525,0.0,0.3455987664533506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839600725428733,0.056710612941160435,0.0,0.0,0.1388833915179454,0.0,0.0,0.1002187433970797,0.04832963510080902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380054087457611,0.05120898489554555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605018118528546,0.0,0.0,0.06992022345072839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982137063938954,0.0,0.07686506048544642,0.05358013358553893,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,i-need-advice-ahhhhh,2020/02/03,school so i was super anxious this morning and i couldn’t stop crying and i still can’t for no reason really so i decided not to go to school but now i have this guilt because i missed class so i feel like i should’ve gone even thought i don’t feel mentally well at all this guilt is making me feel worse,-0.4219696969696969,1.8131092272727256,1.3942424242424245,98.12803030303031,93.0909090909091,4.751515151515153,16.424242424242426,6.42735559955562,-0.3647757575757571,243,6,56,3,9,79,46,66,0.282,0.593,0.126,-0.8422,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,14,14,6,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,3,3,10,3,4,10,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,36,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27002787619959884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570615985189925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625554654115189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578723912618374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625715263637715,0.1707580292493278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584223964187905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167745302874412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595496620971782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408788950676619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312420975740335,0.24575538168207306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838079328155526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908840209899509,0.1998338725673992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975750763111005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491031994531565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358478639570036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,irulethedark,2020/02/03,"Tips for bringing myself back into the here and now, centering myself Just as the title states, im looking for techniques that may help with this",5.904444444444442,7.704672222222222,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,67.51851851851852,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.7192370370370371,118,4,19,1,2,36,24,27,0.0,0.903,0.09699999999999999,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505670627498522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39275662943441575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329373398652541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920588133593213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,limitlesscascade,2020/02/03,"concerned about food being drugged at work So I'm 28 and kinda the outcast at my work,

this retail job, and I know this sounds extreme.. but I have been concerned that coworkers are putting drugs in my food...

i pursues this female coworker my age that this one other coworker guy seemed to be into, they are friends and had worked here longer than i...

i went way overboard with this girl, asked her to hang out a few times, 

would turn to her during tough times,
talked to her about God because we shared that same faith, one day i sent her a super long message about it and it made things awkward...

this guy who doesn't like me is an atheist... 

I leave my backpack in the break room usually, and this has been a concern.

my coworkers aren't too fond of me, that's also another reason.

is it likely that my food was being tampered with/drugged? I've left my backpack in the non-surveillance break room for a full year before leaving it somewhere more safe.

To be clear, I'm concerned about only the past year and resolving that. Anything you could share to alleviate these concerns would be appreciated.

(had a traumatic event a few years ago involving my own family betraying me in this sort of way, so that's where the concern comes from)",6.4443277310924385,6.645213684873951,6.062689075630252,81.8749579831933,65.51260504201682,9.15294117647059,32.54621848739496,8.841846274778883,2.5114756302521006,979,37,190,14,14,303,142,238,0.07200000000000001,0.782,0.145,0.9669,1,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,1,5,10,12,0,1,12,0,21,5,0,2,1,25,31,10,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,2,3,23,11,3,1,4,0,1,5,2,2,0,2,8,1,25,10,24,15,6,34,1,0,0,0,19,13,0,3,14,126,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433060936125788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412163518002016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341476265015365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685397156743053,0.0,0.1100300902329533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174653135127529,0.0,0.10015082572927153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138488337851652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397086519297916,0.0,0.0,0.07590433365760949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094707933471832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095353397913513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42695625715918734,0.0,0.090931817824226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330755501176981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679535063975095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646827717528705,0.0,0.0,0.24924663396158234,0.12787730176325654,0.0,0.0,0.11500086896551533,0.0,0.0,0.10415746271131936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136702164444556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950802725866553,0.08951328895583772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235437221065037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831722229940014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101133002557578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714623035808467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459977400460542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819214757240157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725924015207827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801970441438704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962577288837718,0.0,0.0,0.18684358323561626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109105587338944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25705277860893977,0.0,0.0,0.16721605441289264,0.0,0.0,0.22737754610474764
anxiety,AnxietyAl,2020/02/03,"Anxiety Attacks At Work It seems I've developed a fear of work. My job is pretty high pressure, and for some time I've found my self feeling anxious and fearful. This is especially present at the beginning of the week, and lessens closer to Saturday (I get most Sundays off and feel fine until Sunday night).

This isn't sustainable. As I write this my heart is racing and I'm afraid of what this week is going to bring. I'm afraid of whether or not I'm gonna be able to handle it and if I'm gonna just have a breakdown. I have a feeling that even if I got a more chill job I'd still feel this way. Knowing myself I'd still find things to scare me.

What do I do? Who can I turn to? How do I just stop being so scared and anxious and instead be able to just take things as they come and be normal?",1.8744873949579808,3.2759336588235293,3.3057142857142883,92.99000000000004,77.11764705882355,6.26890756302521,23.907563025210084,6.868970318607317,0.6134621848739497,622,20,143,6,14,204,97,170,0.156,0.797,0.047,-0.9541,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,9,9,1,7,6,0,15,1,1,1,0,32,36,18,0,3,8,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,10,0,1,8,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,2,4,13,1,17,28,3,22,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,6,13,90,26,4,0.2758084298516573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549634695782384,0.31158501998402804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568859529769938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879227028491192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910844333528832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31036116289095506,0.27891405849814044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604195409670554,0.0,0.0,0.1512048536996783,0.0,0.0,0.0720492605121753,0.0,0.0783741433462285,0.0,0.11029459846596802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634171586700139,0.0,0.14570337453592902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736973086888877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578855001644615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941376382017247,0.1351168507900848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402981640397572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761323534511192,0.0,0.0,0.1255428179483819,0.1438641719593705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202609683558065,0.11529409861997665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368680723291876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323486537731146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041305671957019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500001856471132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094619468952805,0.22123688591897225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079182179455207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkbatz,2020/02/03,"Ordering from China - fear of germs? Hi guys, I probably sound ridiculous but my paranoia is going crazy. I recently ordered some clothes and art supplies from [Wish.com](https://Wish.com) and my mind suddenly went to that paranoid place and thought

""omg the virus, I'm so stupid!"" and I've freaked myself out big time. I've tried to do some research about it and apparently it's totally safe but I'm still so shaken and terrified and I feel sick...

Any enlightenment will be so helpful!

​

Thanks!",5.000511860174782,8.02991494382023,4.441947565543071,80.8292384519351,73.71910112359551,8.000499375780276,32.36079900124844,8.841846274778883,3.1513435705368287,406,20,68,9,9,122,67,89,0.221,0.654,0.126,-0.8006,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,18,11,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,2,6,2,7,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354434454509031,0.26404214776908697,0.14777081526938024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445218601445306,0.10987293604836099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234960659364921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516023742976897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456509823749413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941011000674032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270312725112565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342851441252273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145566109041739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353531349707094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200059783415578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251118456332762,0.12670883190294932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753180081738845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143840969082455,0.0,0.0,0.4997663999636186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26404214776908697,0.0
anxiety,GarnetsAndPearls,2020/02/03,"New meds and cycles and panic.. Oh my! It's a heckuva morning.

I slept well, took my morning meds on time, and had breakfast.  All good things.

  Then, I changed clothes and flirted with my treadmill in hope to keep my depression at bay.  Get some feel goods going.

I hadn't even tied my shoes yet, when my watch started vibrating.    My watch is sensing I'm playing a sport.  *""But.. I'm sitting down?!""*

  Beats per minute:  120

  Crap... Panic attack incoming.

I'm still feeling the chest tightness; Breathing through it.

I started a new daily anxiety medication.  I'm about two weeks in with the starting dosage.

  While checking my med calendar, I notice my cycle will start in three days.  *""Oh great.""*  Which also tells me, that I'll be getting attacks out of nowhere.  (No worrying thoughts, they just happen.)

I guess I'm posting, cause I need a hug.  To have someone kindly tell me, ""You'll be okay.""

I meet my ""Anxiety Coach"" later today.  So that's good.  
(ARMHS worker/skills worker)

I just need a helpful distraction while I work through this, so it doesn't reach tearful levels.

Any support is appreciated :)",1.571911764705881,4.318681779411765,2.5061176470588262,89.20652941176475,91.5,4.876862745098039,25.917647058823533,6.588339656340683,1.300342352941176,849,39,155,11,30,267,139,204,0.10099999999999999,0.735,0.16399999999999998,0.9229,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,1,3,11,19,3,3,7,1,10,8,5,1,1,22,34,12,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,7,1,2,3,3,1,2,3,7,1,2,5,5,24,12,15,25,2,29,0,1,2,1,6,8,1,3,17,86,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254217272008708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869435949414735,0.0,0.1770527468188042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632990592837063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887751187630902,0.12241764700753525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463057714743915,0.0,0.09967046863872134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643273716392071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170241946937246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091906352969872,0.0,0.06576700406777146,0.2911842650167147,0.0,0.12758299139793736,0.12747990822208752,0.0,0.10233184279433627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756545666202593,0.0,0.0,0.11493722635812305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028582872718274,0.0,0.1205057842344565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856203758640194,0.11657689784069887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161155302014508,0.0,0.22352844181352846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174931175056318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715477039283941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082888644233024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980501663868674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32763214083173525,0.0,0.09241507073215552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131900509271244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022907952020917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687999907948663,0.0,0.0,0.09186967771707716,0.06747794109870042,0.0,0.10969013217001207,0.0,0.1285704706907276,0.0,0.0,0.11304276189212052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282453724500146,0.0,0.10404722362728364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842463853314514,0.11752045887230678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mafi10,2020/02/03,"I want to quit my job! I'm a dentist. I went to college for 5 years and unfortunately the field I work in is not what I expected. After 2 years of working I don't have a steady job with a fixed schedule. I feel stressed/anxious all the time and just feel like it's not worth it. I don't like the profession I chose. 

Sometimes I wish I worked in some factory or store from 9am to 5pm, maybe less money but for sure less stressful. I want to change but at the same time I feel bad because that would mean I wasted 5 years of my life in a college degree for nothing! My family and friends would be disappointed. 

Have you ever been in this situation? I don't know what to do...",1.78735431235431,3.26209504895105,3.5805769230769258,90.61650641025645,77.53146853146853,6.724708624708625,24.50407925407925,7.492282038375204,0.9303337995337992,524,18,121,7,12,176,86,143,0.152,0.738,0.11,-0.8682,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,2,7,0,1,8,0,11,2,0,0,3,26,21,6,0,6,6,0,3,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,3,1,5,3,0,0,2,3,18,4,18,16,5,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,10,76,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137004165756376,0.10002472557362066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358022960142333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842432485191465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468478515497067,0.0,0.24889899961818454,0.11722239493866993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267717052305554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256581935318392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017685415682483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589812579187285,0.16032733767552532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484549067604898,0.17873672634037013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744403414098926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452465192525626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844384749220776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228431346204206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795887429053315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546482209678894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135862835564504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356323159147035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210848840475116,0.0,0.0,0.18868971357207087,0.0,0.0,0.35836761936838696,0.0,0.0,0.2331226282182617,0.0,0.0,0.31699618396013785
anxiety,runawayfromall,2020/02/03,"Having anxiety is exhausting. So much time and mental energy goes into worrying over every little thing.

What’s it like to be someone who can just have an interaction and walk away clean? What’s it like to be someone who doesn’t lie awake at night terrified?

I’d like to find out.",3.33818181818182,5.563379181818188,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,75.36363636363637,8.763636363636364,23.72727272727273,9.3871,2.228745454545455,225,7,42,6,5,75,44,55,0.162,0.644,0.19399999999999998,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098692832574348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577513798578528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311432096720791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507417112482331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40208587351016506,0.27496066544230896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764701078081483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016714026958749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574494249307492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648946376176433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225924865380835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599698099975211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786054993753578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geekbyhall,2020/02/03,"People with severe anxiety in loving relationships, how did you do it? This isn’t really an advice thread, I’m just really curious to hear some success stories. I feel like it’s just not realistic for me to meet someone and have a loving long term relationship without settling.",5.816764705882353,7.934435333333332,7.429558823529415,64.50551470588239,68.21568627450979,10.590196078431372,32.357843137254896,10.686352973137794,4.275819607843138,226,10,34,7,4,78,45,51,0.07200000000000001,0.6509999999999999,0.27699999999999997,0.9229999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,9,9,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,4,6,8,2,3,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,3,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350656105421624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280187857178545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082412169666053,0.17071132788846793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693225358881799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167425931100085,0.0,0.0,0.2114699201503369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313370530290174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656630838410822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30616466229404593,0.0,0.0,0.5131019819706096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699540250937735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024679642856788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303465596460279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tonguetiedsleepyeyed,2020/02/03,Fuck Taxes This year brought a lot of changes in my life and I'm freaking out about taxes. I did preparations online and I had to drink during it bc I don't have medication rn and I was freaking out so badly. I'm hoping to finish them in the next few weeks but dear god.,-0.9107088122605376,1.201312258620689,1.5716091954022993,95.27319923371648,98.82758620689656,3.9570881226053647,16.78927203065134,5.82211442006289,-0.4383509578544063,213,6,47,2,9,72,45,58,0.139,0.725,0.136,0.2108,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,4,0,0,4,0,6,2,8,6,2,9,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,4,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776605401337251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517876996044861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32576674268903993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074317803896266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33029145264453075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348858228521435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28271721088934515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350033244462076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536645592824865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667469210730705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414758004564632
anxiety,I_call_people_racist,2020/02/03,"I've got a lot going on right now, but am I doing the right thing? I've got a new position at my job (which I've only been at 7-8 months, so that still feels new). I've got a girl I've been seeing for the past three months. And with the new position my schedule is completely different from three weeks ago. 

Everything is different than what I'm used to, and I'm doing my best not to burn out to let my own head get in the way. The future is a big mystery that we can't control, just keep working towards and learn when to hold on to things and when to let go. Maybe I'm doing one thing when I should be doing another, but maybe not? All of these changes are things that I want (or, at least, things I think I should want). So maybe I'm doing the right thing by just enjoying what I have now while I have it. 

Life is scary and confusing. Who knew, right?",3.156147540983607,3.4329361584699463,4.220887978142077,91.9628073770492,72.66120218579235,8.067213114754097,23.44672131147541,8.07648339933343,0.8305377049180329,659,15,160,9,12,215,99,183,0.038,0.8909999999999999,0.071,0.7744,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,3,10,3,0,1,10,0,21,2,1,2,1,30,39,14,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,15,8,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,6,2,12,2,20,28,5,33,0,0,1,0,3,13,0,3,17,107,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753150846831707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537197033758105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154656150233006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163930360935158,0.0,0.1153602836499156,0.0,0.12340363876955665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299077354663809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888437370000287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055632507443812006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057484101638304,0.0,0.12506074843525367,0.0,0.2639937952160757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291853202901968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091839374822146,0.09779626251279036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501830521046853,0.07771469578902826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354026467752607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316080498942956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564358357190055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187917097564526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455654005371909,0.08367981509235903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503237229998072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758467891854955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087676565034969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786699406704407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385787536258076,0.07050028902517834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502723316382487,0.0,0.0,0.12979250144291105,0.08733360531565243,0.08825630926606785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801003189354578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,petmeandbringmefood,2020/02/03,"Anyone got off sertraline? I am off of sertraline now for two days. I did lower the dose slowly and it worked well, just a few symptoms. Now I take nothing at all and it's really hard. These brain zaps are making it so hard. Does anyone else have had a hard time getting off these ones?",0.8219950738916246,3.235330706896556,2.289704433497537,93.40431034482759,86.75862068965517,5.383251231527094,16.9064039408867,6.868970318607317,-0.020490640394088544,223,5,47,3,7,72,44,58,0.135,0.828,0.037000000000000005,-0.5483,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,1,1,5,9,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,3,1,6,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067755827697737,0.2247692972796181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488817168227314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147475191082745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197114752788197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832545144892513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146111631989484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544929864490968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895341684674168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643040210054334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049031547740613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865000123706973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053329421937447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800821643331476,0.1649380646084741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279157329512846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429147817532665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723892956903705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597031259801806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,probably_crying_rn,2020/02/03,"Can’t stay mad... Does anyone else have the issue that they can’t stay upset with someone? Like even if they were fucked over. 
I often feel like I don’t have the ability to stay mad at someone. I fear that they’ll get mad at me for getting mad at them and that I’ll lose them.",1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,2.66,97.365,78.16666666666666,5.466666666666668,18.666666666666668,5.6839178017228535,-0.5154333333333332,215,4,52,1,5,69,37,60,0.313,0.585,0.102,-0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,1,2,10,5,2,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,9,2,7,9,0,7,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,2,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329829605069352,0.20998449103332345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934372796733705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120045495677055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536044876411454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306136446230761,0.10362344786913506,0.14640864868468073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894630440298807,0.21414461016113767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390334312120585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002459416442333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292746111211753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472887408194886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6553139511254079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marblecherub,2020/02/03,"Olfactory Reference Syndrome Hey there friends,

Hope you are all and are trying not to be too hard on yourself for today! I was hoping to get some advice or maybe some relatable stories or just possinle help someone else feel a little less alone with this strange label for a form of anxiety/paranoia condition. 

Apologies if my use of wording is aggressive or whatever I am not that clever. I am 22 and all my post teenage life I have battled with a particular way of thinking, negative of course you know how kind we are to ourselves, that stems from the belief that I omit a foul odour. 

Obviously I have asked family and friends and they always tell me I do not smell. But I see people in the streets and in shops ect make gestures whenever I walk by insinuating I smell. I feel this is true but rationally I know this is not how people work. I am confused how I my reality confirming this anxious way of thought. I cannot shake this paranoia and its especially how I am perceiving my world is bias.

I don't know if anyone else has any other similar friends or problems like this. Anyway take care x",4.7237264150943385,6.345387268867924,5.5520283018867955,78.85700471698117,70.17924528301887,8.88490566037736,32.58962264150944,9.354420925462401,3.0533245283018875,879,41,164,19,16,287,133,212,0.114,0.758,0.128,0.7197,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,1,1,8,15,2,2,6,0,19,1,0,6,4,49,35,18,0,5,13,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,10,1,1,2,7,5,0,0,2,7,26,10,17,32,6,12,1,0,1,0,12,6,0,11,2,112,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488640872951551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577774513156477,0.0,0.0,0.12675840455342627,0.0,0.0,0.10359586891250816,0.0,0.0,0.1720999160614908,0.0,0.10651909937058113,0.15608949640787598,0.0,0.0,0.14241657256835644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531995075143756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451968064404185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436118246399712,0.0,0.15405453721221982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35309062651458084,0.0,0.07959093596395274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646598621346984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210974372433494,0.0,0.0,0.30261436554036475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863781733530974,0.2511648941965389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760167071796146,0.07442523025190724,0.15268388310024128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168758811503914,0.0,0.15304518589815566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112256175001227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589882763392706,0.0,0.0,0.14576802503382685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213946060624814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907649606855198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454010736706155,0.0,0.1331511612564907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761279778797427,0.0,0.12094029547976075,0.0,0.0,0.14439973368263306,0.0,0.0,0.1034283059888578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315721428015473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418395065792419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090474015229486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joshd9286,2020/02/03,"I'm not aging well psychologically...  Physically,  I'm aging relatively well for now. At 33, I probably look a few years  younger (between 27 and 30). But mentally, it's another story.

I  have always been prone to anxiety and depression. But with time, it is  getting worse and no treatment has been helpful up to now. I have tried  several therapist, I try to exercise regularly and it helps for a while.  But the depression is always there, ready to return stronger that it  ever was.

I feel so old in my mind. I try to keep a positive outlook but everything I see is darkness and hopelessness.

I'm a gay man and still single for now. I have friends but I'm still very lonely at times. Hoping to find a steady partner.

I  just wanted to express this feeling of despair. I don't see how I can  go on living for all these years ahead of me, dealing with aging,  loneliness, depression etc.  I feel exhausted.",2.8795793433652537,5.307053517441863,4.8209986320109435,78.51907660738712,77.77906976744184,8.465663474692201,29.30369357045144,9.168548406835145,2.9901008207934336,703,33,129,19,17,240,108,172,0.212,0.684,0.10400000000000001,-0.9636,0,2,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,6,0,12,3,0,1,2,26,27,14,0,2,7,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,7,2,0,3,6,14,4,22,24,4,23,0,6,3,1,7,5,0,1,17,91,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378988198869043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990002340782901,0.1093596303011552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473795820534563,0.3693789268379474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943180664387718,0.0,0.12931032745401042,0.0,0.0,0.12847808604574554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684593260380172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065761895965486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044611947281456,0.0,0.07468770929322463,0.0,0.08124420976339454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163847649040888,0.0,0.0,0.14198585233165734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706432937715248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623124526449414,0.0,0.12004558837320015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440642875886342,0.0,0.14434306766309468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000646577373614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541288886363837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783210016443325,0.0,0.0,0.16149764221909058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22832693987778924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598093331006925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671557656406302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911697100993429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795224956203848,0.08431813614487399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570661255289348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456826207612296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411573435578216
anxiety,meggophone123,2020/02/03,"Turning 18 and losing access to treatment I report frequently on mental health and in particular, mental health among young adults. I'm hoping to speak with teens and young adults about how their treatment for anxiety or other mental health conditions changed when they turned 18, whether that was losing access, being shuffled into adult treatment, or something else. If you're open to chatting, or have any questions about what doing so would entail, reach out to me here or by email at megan dot thielking @ statnews dot com

You can see some of my stories for reference here: 

[https://www.statnews.com/2017/12/19/college-mental-health-niteo/](https://www.statnews.com/2017/12/19/college-mental-health-niteo/)

[https://www.statnews.com/2017/02/06/mental-health-college-students/](https://www.statnews.com/2017/02/06/mental-health-college-students/)

[https://www.statnews.com/2019/11/07/transgender-teens-mental-health-studies/](https://www.statnews.com/2019/11/07/transgender-teens-mental-health-studies/)",26.26001373626373,32.469163105769226,13.350439560439561,25.808846153846158,23.711538461538467,9.019780219780221,35.049450549450555,9.23628265651192,3.484114285714286,889,21,71,8,7,204,79,104,0.064,0.897,0.039,-0.4091,0,0,1,0,0,0,102.0,0,1,2,2,7,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,19,11,12,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,17,8,1,11,0,2,1,0,10,7,0,8,4,47,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928828460173161,0.0,0.05544632570122493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667329481766044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605470014780228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6933772036036128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198811656246007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217118373817627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6573771190156423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119319805056494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057756471908893374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579796485350718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767293159371787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051487084799604566,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovenletlive,2020/02/03,"Travel Anxiety and Fear of Flying  

Hey everyone,

I hope everyone's day is going well. I'm looking for any wisdom/support than can help change the outlook I've had recently.

To put things in context, I have not been on a plane for about 10 years, with the last flight being from Chicago-Toronto, so about 1 hour. I do remember being nervous on the take-off, but overall it was not a bad flight. Mostly because I was with my family, so I remember thinking if this goes down, at least I'm with them. .

Recently, I booked a trip to Cuba with my best friend, and I have the flight coming up in 4 days. Needless to say, I'm so nervous that the last 2 weeks have been a blur, and I just feel a deep fear and sadness that I'm super-aware of.

Usually, I'm a calm person who meditates for 45 mins/day. I am aware that I have some abandonment trauma as a child, which may be part of the problem.

Tackling one issue at a time, I went to the doctor for a cold (which I feel was brought on by me being so damn nervous), and discussed possibly getting something to help on the flight. He prescribed me 0.5mg of Ativan (10 pills) and told me to take them if I feel like I need to calm my nerves. I didn't tell him that I was tripping on the inside, so I think he underestimated the situation.

The friend I'm travelling with was a cucumber in his past life, since nothing gets him rattled, so talking to him about this is useless. My girlfriend is super-caring, and she knows this is bringing up old trauma that's I've buried for a long, long time.

As you can see, I'm all over the place. I'm looking for advise on how to take the Ativan, and whether it'll indeed help me stay calm during the flight. I took a 0.5mg to try it, and it definitely took away the ""sadness/fear"" when I was thinking about the flight. I'm worried that I'll travel to Cuba, and be so scared that I'll refuse to take the flight back.

Any suggestions would be welcome, as I'm honestly at a loss as to how to deal with any of this. I'm looking forward to coming back from the trip so I can speak with a therapist and get some help for this crap.",5.718797601199405,4.721423802298852,6.461489255372312,82.42308845577212,67.29885057471265,9.404297851074464,31.556721639180413,8.456263369488248,2.155697651174413,1634,55,354,20,23,541,200,435,0.136,0.737,0.128,-0.3958,0,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,2,2,19,27,2,6,32,0,32,4,1,2,1,50,71,30,0,6,7,0,3,1,3,3,3,2,0,2,20,20,0,2,9,4,0,16,3,16,1,1,15,10,36,11,63,47,7,55,0,4,4,0,32,20,2,8,21,222,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839862887568405,0.0,0.06899113229713956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847315970757404,0.1386931032102244,0.07530054877549781,0.054975822707505374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464339343999298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540357020097248,0.15537245547242362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744852236602752,0.09297657842612267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230797381535157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235090021573393,0.0,0.0,0.08501821200168283,0.30444895012522494,0.13680044805535033,0.06442804581107556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935311996339367,0.0,0.1413535219156112,0.0,0.05125410545671625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179590674114426,0.0,0.0,0.08957386464785826,0.08881387085181343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412951020015296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495632126758228,0.14702531283378614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370019791732902,0.04405974243202803,0.0,0.0,0.15962143662794126,0.2271975786586742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687089339679736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653475685788012,0.0,0.09463378668273394,0.0,0.06111156080885895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766136006789143,0.08609160513731219,0.0,0.07874589692396684,0.09422393090034452,0.0,0.0,0.10166982201235812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862946828122341,0.0,0.09066064259649684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809323849025813,0.0,0.20432361700484888,0.0,0.0,0.07171858013903241,0.0902907270148553,0.0,0.07186561677601762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460180622876653,0.10137150429166412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942867225978172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612500728395017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234065289878744,0.0,0.0,0.27123101193766164,0.07248713360628299,0.07882549841807268,0.0,0.0,0.10471151463536654,0.05991478000536171,0.17336035296300215,0.0,0.0,0.10517497514440367,0.0,0.0,0.08617545010786698,0.2003972830087133,0.061229565654360565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932582627227053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234081418736282,0.0,0.0810869743553462,0.08360222177956776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158705155788924,0.0,0.06406470102535733,0.0,0.0,0.058076060388760266
anxiety,Calluxk,2020/02/03,"Going to the dentist Hello,
I am 21 years old male. Been suffering from social and health anxiety, including a panic disorder for more than 5 years. I am the anti-medication person and believe medication is meant for last resort. I usually bear with my symptoms on my own and do a great job but there are specific life events, where my anxiety is too much. Specifically I hate everything associated with hospitals and doctors. I usually just can't stay calm, feel a lot of pressure and lightheadness. There have been times where I even blacked out. 
So I haven't been to dentist in a very long time. I take good care of my oral hygiene but there is a tooth that needs to be done. I know for sure that I will get all the symptoms again, so here's my question.
I have a box of Xanax pills that has been lying around for at least 3 years. I decided I would take a dose of 0.25 or 0.5mg 30 minutes before going to the dentist. This will be my first time taking Xanax. Is it alright to take the medication, even though it's old? Should I opt for valerian root extract instead of Xanax? Does the anesthesia for tooth interact with the medication? Thanks. You can always share your own stories and experiences. 

Note: there is no possibility to ask for subscription of medication from the dentist. In my country the medication is not prescribed by the dentist and it would be a long journey just to get a one time medication for the visit. The appointment is approaching.",4.366937686391459,6.429373880866429,5.3798807094647625,77.94227750745567,71.92418772563177,9.005116936116778,30.09401977711505,9.54385415503706,2.9675504316433843,1163,50,215,29,23,382,154,277,0.099,0.8190000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.4372,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,1,18,12,1,2,21,1,30,23,2,1,2,31,46,13,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,5,21,0,0,2,7,12,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,4,0,2,6,2,23,8,34,32,7,31,0,1,1,0,11,8,0,3,17,153,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846253658206115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427367058288487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394419225091825,0.08815482945216978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023967755516523,0.10624026346930897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614192731987332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807236430507472,0.09651682588025703,0.0825198124859544,0.09649842092183553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245643656081878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474793217679538,0.09224041746614042,0.0,0.0,0.0476793227408903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020885593343079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853242862551204,0.0,0.10718215052384797,0.07909172734257587,0.0,0.10396261455216302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309862109449964,0.0,0.10023314639803237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357507745976568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182308494245133,0.07686452173218906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660465674637386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689949707479465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016781327594368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474254721088004,0.5699649598949003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693190377051098,0.06991992249062387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978973718980668,0.0,0.06389798876593307,0.0,0.0,0.11063704090453287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233637580864313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630553464506373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056340574508019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612376768113608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050789988438144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887366904017649,0.196021074079388,0.2835979956063073,0.0,0.0,0.08681587408154319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926461803906816,0.0,0.21994101578437095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077093252834256,0.07780478020527838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397155930004395,0.0,0.0,0.1821722472069165
anxiety,Oh_my_Japanese_Boy,2020/02/03,Numbness in the fingers... Anyone ever get that terrible sensation? It's like your fingers are suddenly paralyzed and all the effort in the world is required to actually lift your hands and do something with them. It's usually my sign that the wave is coming to wash over me.,5.355,7.35797935294118,6.272696078431372,72.7996323529412,69.19607843137254,9.805882352941175,34.318627450980394,10.125756701596842,4.022486274509804,221,11,36,6,4,73,39,51,0.09699999999999999,0.857,0.047,-0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,4,5,3,0,2,8,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,6,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.4231363154932585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031869727959849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735126522493684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922209025822616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265409215764971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118376928931484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338106157755338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775550813689802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Babynagito,2020/02/03,I need to ask my parents for a stress chew? I chew on things when I'm anxious and recently I've been breaking a lot of stuff by chewing on it. I want to ask my parents to get me on of those chewable necklaces. How do I approach them with this? I don't know how to ask them without messing up or not being able to get my point across :(,2.5808219178082226,3.034059136986304,4.005369863013701,92.3502465753425,74.06849315068494,6.387945205479452,29.668493150684927,5.6839178017228535,1.053106301369863,259,11,61,1,5,86,49,73,0.11599999999999999,0.865,0.019,-0.7757,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,2,0,11,13,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,11,0,16,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,45,16,0,0.20433731984376768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084300911776684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730834316300029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351563181301855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229844710355856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737202821594641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151353351537533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537848239900919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316481491098936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175845190777555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340677094972976,0.0,0.2339173439456621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575263567277954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052344544125727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697388453512893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SativaCurl,2020/02/03,"Jointed to vent a second and to talk with people who understand Since I’m obviously not around more people that understand what I go through sometimes.


Super Bowl Sunday went well.
Left from my parents to go to my husbands friends house.
Not knowing anyone, I decided to just hang in the car for the hour or so we would be there.

I had my kindle and a new book so I was content!
10mins in 3 random ass people AND my husband come to the truck to, “come bring me out of my shell”??

So awkward.
After pleading with them that I was fine where I was and that “I didn’t feel very well...” I was made to come “hang out” 

Me.
Not knowing anyone.
Not caring to know anyone.
Standing out in the cold.
Hanging out.
Was apparently a need from everyone.

My husband understands I deal with anxiety and that I just do me to help cope with each situation as it comes.
But how rude.

I donno, I just feel misunderstood 90% of my adult life, and just don’t get why people are so fascinated with “getting me out of my shell”

Happy Monday everyone!
Thanks for allowing me to vent 🖤",1.8219617224880367,4.182150598086127,3.4154784688995217,87.49584928229666,81.29665071770334,6.288038277511963,23.375598086124395,7.520522993642371,1.1350746411483257,821,29,165,13,22,271,117,209,0.07,0.813,0.11699999999999999,0.9004,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,14,10,1,1,7,0,12,2,1,3,1,49,35,14,0,2,10,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,23,0,0,9,1,0,12,6,2,2,1,9,3,27,8,35,24,2,29,0,0,0,1,12,11,1,2,5,116,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328073275840096,0.0,0.0,0.2557815317569424,0.0,0.0,0.1085489227846214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432191394271773,0.0,0.0,0.4201483876077971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571069753724345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330302131359609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330904578017025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942074778999798,0.0,0.12741309076727614,0.0,0.1385981170242969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980317628289226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173115372876358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200824319926495,0.14069781254787705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103856723277333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248385843399998,0.0,0.08612702735464423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537882428168625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041402465169857,0.0,0.11776658210249814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539553632891602,0.0,0.0,0.3381403730081291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086674791983527,0.13706121187316522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059785617132965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800756580176513,0.0,0.1122623180885246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808191371470439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060999876599347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927027816999506,0.1130359257511673,0.1100283053402964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661986050402863,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shroomnoob2019,2020/02/03,"Made a terrible email mistake and now I am in an anxiety loop and can’t get out The story is a bit convoluted. I will try to streamline it for clarity and brevity.

My mom shared a message with me that was sent to her from a somewhat distant relative saying he had cancer and was asking for prayers. Included in the message was his wife’s email address for fielding any discussion. Feeling particularly compassionate, I immediately emailed the wife, telling her I would be praying for her husband. The response I received from her was kind, but had an edge of irritation that this information was made public. I felt a bit hurt by the brisk reply to what was intended as a compassionate gesture.

I wrote an email to my mom, asking her why they were so upset, since they were the ones who had reached out for prayers in the first place. I said I felt they were being rude in response to a kindness. Unfortunately, the way the mail app on my iPad works, if you have been emailing several different people in a thread, sometimes the “reply” arrow in the top bar and the tiny “reply” arrow within the email itself will send the reply to different people. In this case, my email went not to my mother but to the relatives. Their reply was sharp in tone and stated that they apologized for being “rude”, but the information got out on social media against their wishes, my mom saw it and privately asked them what was going on. The message announcing the cancer and asking for prayers was really done because they had to explain, and I don’t think they wanted my mom to share the information. 

I was mortified at my mistake, bringing further upset to an already traumatized couple. I couldn’t sleep at all last night because of this, and every time I try to distract myself, my thoughts keep looping back to this incident, making my anxiety skyrocket. I am so embarrassed and ashamed that they saw what was meant to be a private correspondence with my mom. I can’t seem to stop ruminating over this. I have told nobody in my family that this happened for fear that I will get judged for being so stupid and careless. I responded back to them apologizing profusely and telling them I totally understood why they need privacy, but the damage is done now. I feel like a really shitty person and am full of self loathing.

Tl;Dr- I sent an email reply to the wrong person and now I am unable to get past it.",8.368684006211183,7.722071598214287,8.363218167701861,69.7953687888199,61.8125,11.452018633540375,37.558618012422365,10.756437189917307,4.074354503105591,1908,81,332,41,23,621,215,448,0.19899999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9973,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,13,3,8,23,3,6,36,0,42,4,1,4,2,56,78,24,0,8,6,9,5,1,0,4,2,2,1,3,20,20,1,2,13,1,0,7,5,16,0,2,37,9,56,7,56,31,6,43,1,2,2,0,74,23,0,3,12,245,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664132081499173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595540835706321,0.0,0.1339894516994096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274836556172689,0.0,0.0,0.1346797206747546,0.0,0.1067699586314516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121869500732305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690020277145847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299471856651447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923950304913686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378581431093344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255802761365863,0.09854635549886727,0.08856122237190728,0.06256368206213928,0.16817169449613634,0.0,0.0,0.07449135094807975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726315445643505,0.0,0.049770957939284766,0.0,0.07004182230011143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774423879536618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375097548717737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784078904122814,0.0,0.1823920187209128,0.0,0.07138540996720948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427847792456757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657313889596709,0.05845707154417106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128346009950748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493584061134505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218331608939099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934316666965062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360035981572665,0.12142712068455702,0.15293443086247188,0.09149735928325724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220572663427154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330399207055293,0.06964324913600194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972509867297814,0.0913599478839398,0.09893495649214347,0.0,0.07244304289228533,0.0,0.08763836407352461,0.08927180458389718,0.0,0.0,0.08661403135828945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732167203118622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530890269706175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611459972344845,0.0,0.06952486175043784,0.051065755782217975,0.0,0.0,0.0836817785521521,0.0,0.1189155135834888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051654073807931,0.06951305267618467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118301210691364,0.15804584578195008,0.0,0.10070706416206172,0.0,0.0,0.0637557291882663,0.0,0.0,0.062210851437425475,0.09574964416561696,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maegangrich,2020/02/03,"Terrible anxiety from crickets HELP I recently got a reptile, and my boyfriend is away for work (who usually does the feedings. I have TERRIBLE anxiety trying to give him crickets. I tried to this morning and my hands were shaking so bad. I dont lid Does anyone have any advice to help me get over this irrational fear I have? 😂 I'm considering taking my anxiety meds again to see if itll help.",4.193679653679657,5.87126787012987,5.659155844155843,77.34682900432901,71.59740259740259,9.808658008658007,33.612554112554115,10.125756701596842,3.764369696969698,314,16,58,9,6,106,56,77,0.275,0.625,0.1,-0.9237,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,2,0,7,2,1,0,0,3,13,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,2,10,0,8,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,3,35,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692672472958446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008400362496814,0.0,0.43900980274261225,0.0,0.0,0.1337546666108227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972358900695784,0.0,0.159719459412865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33479896417647803,0.0,0.2241908758833006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525483556032146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994131726616903,0.1835031427485629,0.0,0.0,0.15299237465690996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846536858723289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248046532690146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888761518960286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243364953500332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382654345536428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597471940226067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106793049442596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392616594796993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CPA1292,2020/02/03,"Best way to deal with occasional, but severe anxiety? I’m not looking for a diagnosis, but I’m looking to hear from others who have had similar anxiety and how you’ve dealt with it.

On a daily basis I’m not generally an anxious person, but occasionally things out of my normal routine can drive me to panic. For example, I went snow tubing at a mountain ski resort recently and had a panic attack at the top of the mountain. I’m not afraid of heights, but I think fear of bodily injury is what ultimately lead me to this attack. This was not some high caliber, death defying tube slopes either, there were 5 year olds to my left and right going down no problem. I was able to make myself go down at which point it became painfully obvious this was nothing to stress about and I was able to relax for the remainder of our time there. The point is though, I panicked over something totally stupid and fairly low risk.

To give another example, I am pretty afraid of flying. As in, if I have to fly, I’m generally a nervous mess the days leading up to the flight and then I’m an even worse mess during the flight since that’s when the bodily injury could actually happen. I understand completely the odds and chances of being involved in a fatal plane crash, they’re low, but knowing that and telling myself that does nothing to calm me. As someone who would like to travel, this anxiety absolutely impedes my goals. Before my wife and I went on our honeymoon to the Caribbean a couple years ago, I asked the doctor for something to keep me calm and they prescribed me a few Xanax pills. I took them at the dosage she recommended and found they did absolutely nothing whatsoever to calm me, it might as well have been a sugar pill or a Tylenol I took.

I’m sure there are others here with these kinds of anxieties so I’d like to hear how you’ve dealt with it. Since I’m not anxious on a daily basis I don’t love the idea of being on medicine long-term, but would gladly take something prior to a trigger event if it actually worked (unlike the Xanax).",6.844121667805879,6.544051681704262,7.3939587605377115,74.35441045796311,64.76441102756893,10.362314878104351,32.923331054909994,9.910423181423305,3.087224561403509,1627,59,304,31,22,538,214,399,0.222,0.679,0.099,-0.9958,0,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,3,6,12,30,3,8,28,0,24,9,0,6,3,55,53,29,2,7,15,1,0,2,0,3,7,2,0,1,20,16,1,1,5,3,0,10,7,18,1,0,14,5,31,12,55,33,5,46,0,2,2,1,18,24,0,5,13,201,51,5,0.18346498675701944,0.0,0.17903536193234254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131532055811548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618951761080737,0.2807004254067368,0.20726321380315071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575749833254012,0.20871790830155146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805759544772475,0.0,0.09626759235565067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961797740236456,0.0,0.0,0.0732409316218186,0.10150025914341174,0.0,0.05915986938930549,0.09457217271297608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389209401146976,0.08027572312989799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058844672675592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322455820205977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057994418999028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799816640403291,0.10426737992629308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111874094340445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067783739042537,0.0,0.0,0.09692041571776724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355481930686757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153605496829222,0.0,0.09552527567731534,0.05041377934887456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966762246140397,0.0,0.0,0.08963172535504459,0.0,0.0,0.08118036998675858,0.1540643820382564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279215674976449,0.0,0.061232151644640125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731367910887513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987836685842371,0.2640594043071234,0.0,0.09625782073443066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760984057640727,0.2152566322196911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009727493090077,0.0,0.0,0.17343371360974458,0.0,0.0,0.09332492419260814,0.0,0.0877756074193967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057477052081872,0.0,0.0,0.07833904812741888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363160690157536,0.0,0.1517641329202676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772464395641873,0.2118604651407532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507926123333987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645678939977879,0.0,0.06897141877097981,0.0,0.0801782424861305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094299251105846,0.05877847776120925,0.09012670899307756,0.0,0.05348995458217953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038363508393683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549676072716322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281298344775568,0.0,0.0,0.08247852817685432,0.17007388078080574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678234770827826,0.0,0.09348324767885917,0.1303282627245618,0.0,0.0,0.11814543633565087
anxiety,sunross12,2020/02/03,"feeling anxious without knowing the reason I have been feeling really anxious, I have felt anxiety before, but yesterday it was a lot, I felt so unsafe and so sick, I felt like throwing up, and I couldn't sleep, and when I did fall asleep in the morning I had constant nightmares
I am STILL feeling anxious, and sick, and the worst part is that i don't know what the reason is",4.873648648648646,5.798916905405406,5.49010810810811,82.06164864864867,69.13513513513513,7.541621621621622,33.71891891891892,7.554174236665415,2.4073978378378382,297,14,55,3,5,96,47,74,0.29100000000000004,0.614,0.095,-0.9603,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,11,4,2,2,0,19,19,9,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,10,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,6,9,1,3,11,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910344474429666,0.5719633983166358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360511846258334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237314785207154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25599535039434634,0.0,0.4861176337218868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854957666583539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244921242953879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347650281200647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275418279662933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811407647983656,0.3470335118476908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888515551253194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347745707669749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268177639991604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zximmortal9,2020/02/03,"Anxiety in overdrive... Affecting my marriage These past few days I’ve felt like I’m going crazy. My anxiety is through the roof, I’ve lost my appetite and I can’t calm myself down. I’ve had crazy thoughts that of losing my daughter and my wife, I fear that I would be the one to do it(which obviously would never happen) but still scary to think about. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me? These past few days have been miserable for me. I’ve told my wife about these thoughts and she’s been supportive. I know it’s affecting her, you can tell by her mood change. 

I’m currently at the doctor waiting to be seen. Mental is no joke man..... seriously the worst thing to deal with. The mind is too powerful.",1.7484848484848463,4.080507251748255,2.7335944055944057,92.44398135198135,81.37762237762237,6.610536130536129,22.82004662004661,7.793537801064563,1.028483822843823,559,19,121,10,15,177,89,143,0.253,0.669,0.078,-0.981,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,4,13,1,2,6,0,16,1,0,2,2,20,31,4,0,2,1,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,9,2,18,4,15,18,3,11,1,3,1,0,12,3,1,0,8,75,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732961724374421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889621876366393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230397454404544,0.18415513823392132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283085875833036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010034478379657,0.0,0.0,0.1715085771125498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151703832527426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795801791645442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963359038617618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726743977321316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998363427818337,0.19499093052894825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001257993684314,0.0,0.1803609238691153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776706570486388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104132157743705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410366720999383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426506256493229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270220092580693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612663751734146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867090380089068,0.11445606447201533,0.0,0.2836175290613673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068440456318082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537809859848489,0.1952990398185612,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tigercanarybear,2020/02/03,"Extremely bad fear of losing everything or things going wrong every single day Hi, 

I’m a 29F and I’ve had a history with anxiety since my early teenage years. I’ve gone on medication and therapy a few times, but then I’ll stop and I guess things get better and now it’s all back and I can’t remember if any of those things helped. 

Over the last month I’ve had I guess what are anxiety attacks nearly every day. Where I just become extremely nervous and I feel like I might be sick and can’t stay still and like the world is just closing in on me and I can only focus on some of my worst fears and it doesn’t feel like I will be okay. I’ve even been on a small holiday the last few days and it hasn’t helped, the attacks still happen. 

I do have an appointment with my GP on Friday and want to discuss my options and possibly medication. But I’m scared that if I go on medication now, what if something happens and I can’t be on it later? And I’m scared almost to let go of the anxiety because what if my life does become better and I’m happy but then I actually do lose everything. 

I’d be using the nhs and in April I have to renew my visa and while there’s no reason this wouldn’t go through, what if I had become dependent on the medicine by then and suddenly I can’t use the nhs anymore? How am I going to cope not getting my medicine anymore? 

Help help help I don’t know what to do",1.952881355932206,3.5170090338983044,3.892,88.17596610169494,77.3050847457627,7.296271186440679,23.664406779661018,8.109356740369918,1.2116210169491528,1095,35,241,19,25,372,144,295,0.175,0.6990000000000001,0.126,-0.9248,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,11,19,2,5,13,1,28,5,0,5,1,53,50,33,0,7,12,0,2,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,15,22,0,1,5,1,1,6,10,12,0,0,5,2,25,7,25,37,6,45,0,2,0,0,7,16,0,13,25,157,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.08618708637722719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843921600229633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006028485439286,0.0,0.20269251462007776,0.0,0.1751784127462366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095235038604228,0.0,0.06791223962200893,0.07374308878732175,0.05383874408621568,0.2926258282456065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562228313289872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087630236025864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728898479849453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058334193146427814,0.0,0.14882596658454342,0.0,0.15875173353868352,0.0,0.0,0.1987679711536333,0.0893139802311213,0.126190929014471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228658123153356,0.0,0.2509700201971995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945877608064111,0.0,0.15620127458715466,0.0940177441737315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959934772916483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853808441469686,0.14398435170254134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031266693985597,0.062382670872593624,0.1294453314463281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761384615415808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669177970350425,0.0,0.093693026634726,0.0,0.0,0.07049577788089137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671709553847743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956695978407176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080714992173283,0.0,0.0,0.10004877039513768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684644287997187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305879850656019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799266175474293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413682983846787,0.14106412476550942,0.07383905207473218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010010390639962,0.0,0.17602664310379834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149980748083096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255937246373474,0.0,0.0,0.05209312612651863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656350259295364,0.0,0.056874858780043384
anxiety,sircr0tch,2020/02/03,"I just want to get done things about my anxiety off my chest. This week I've been dreading for the last 3 weeks. I work from home but I have to go in the office for training on Tuesday Wednesday and Thursday. Then this Friday I go to a cabin for my buddy's bachelor party and then nnext Monday I have my first ever (I'm 36) optometrist appointment.

I am dreading all of these things. My stomach is in knots and I can't stop obsessively thinking about all of these tasks. 

I guess I don't need any replies or anything bc anxiety is stupid and illogical and I know deep down it'll all be fine. Nothing bad is going to happen and when I'm past all of it I'll look back and wonder why I was anxious at all. It doesn't make sense and I'll never figure it out I guess that is what makes it very frustrating. 

Thanks for listening.",1.2235087719298257,3.435056292397661,2.813245614035086,91.81355263157894,82.56725146198829,5.671345029239768,21.780701754385966,6.937597516519254,0.5533999999999999,650,21,139,8,18,213,108,171,0.125,0.767,0.10800000000000001,-0.5955,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,2,3,3,0,15,2,2,2,7,30,34,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,13,9,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,3,2,17,2,21,29,5,27,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,4,16,91,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538892975734386,0.0,0.2596110712044005,0.1916912839684327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963304293416295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047425043697133,0.14167658566387026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736426218577319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348622035243306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443306108788199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865134310540956,0.0,0.2893009458940225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738456039255289,0.0,0.15004838842373958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702039238876932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325226523087056,0.13831269935731966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248934321150414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652683133744625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581634544254042,0.13086848302829268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281353977153115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197975802993564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186095210597305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621950960835604,0.0,0.0,0.2254570942708365,0.10872476273051873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000463322454246,0.10008227709918467,0.0,0.2722157998812612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311075163925886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840118560650381,0.1235298222364202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pearlgreyy,2020/02/03,"Anxiety about the future Hi all, I’m 19F and currently in my first year at university. University itself is fine but I’m getting really bad anxiety avoid the future and what my life will look like after I leave academia. I’m so scared I’ll never get into a relationship or make new friends and feel connected to anyone. More and more I’ve started feeling this void inside me every time I’m alone. Life feels so empty and I feel like I’m on a one way train towards a terrible inevitable future. It’s affecting my sleep and concentration on my studies because I’m spending so much time in my head (like right now). I don’t i hw how to make this feeling go away. Everything feels so bad and hopeless. Some days are better than others but the feeling is never away for long.

I’m in weekly group therapy at the moment which is ok, basically they tell us basic mental health advice and things to do. Which helps a bit but I still feel so trapped by my worries. I don’t see how I can make them lift and enjoy life again without this constant fear. Please help me",2.6180331753554498,4.830518706161136,4.071419431279622,84.66324289099528,77.5781990521327,6.874028436018957,24.768009478672987,7.908726449838941,1.4908083412322273,841,30,163,14,20,278,129,211,0.19,0.64,0.17,-0.8347,1,3,0,0,0,1,16.0,1,0,2,2,11,15,0,3,8,1,9,6,2,6,3,34,33,20,0,0,5,0,8,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,8,0,1,1,5,7,0,2,0,10,18,8,20,32,6,35,0,1,2,0,10,12,0,2,24,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186531896724317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118563350220722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514874410313533,0.0,0.0,0.08004477939375601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151092802731712,0.0,0.19116654719482185,0.06978394166503207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012453497313228,0.12497892130608923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123708658075279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382800941486349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645156797998962,0.0,0.10288428807649867,0.0,0.0,0.1288181284620016,0.4630629255645025,0.08178218658760161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737383353408824,0.0,0.0,0.08844442443458025,0.0,0.11961871530312022,0.0,0.06505975407252232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748613399417895,0.12168339266751628,0.0,0.0,0.1534626552170174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121430985577185,0.0,0.0,0.2425748634539496,0.1677826184800264,0.0,0.0,0.10130828856711364,0.0961316071606446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292422844123141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153656014188064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415355585974926,0.0,0.17658299654748633,0.11056232269312696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757238335902636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566105408064196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333671364392552,0.0,0.0,0.1229051479682834,0.0,0.0977624873483586,0.0,0.0,0.11461116026259666,0.0,0.09122311885174388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455938663863348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102720661717147,0.0,0.09142125081800966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005769286237333,0.0,0.13091409797492098,0.0,0.0760532413496121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335045838085523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377013905036423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086628626798447,0.09182631398006638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103514661492838,0.0,0.0,0.11625665880786315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371924985764397
anxiety,vodkaforkids,2020/02/03,"I don't know how to properly vent to real people Never posted here, but I just needed a place to vent and Reddit is the only place i know people i know don't use. 

I just feel so fucking tired: I'm pretty sure I didn't pass any exam, so I'm thinking of not even trying w this last one I have in a few days. It took me every ounce of energy to finish high school alive, and now with uni I thought I could get over my anxiety towards school stuff but I guess the fuck not. I moved in a new city in October, and my head is filled with thoughts about money, being wasteful, being a weight on my parents to the point that I'll feel guilty if I'm too depressed to cook and order a 3 euro pizza. I moved in with one of my best friends and I don't know if it's normal to feel this angry and frustrated towards her, plus I keep hanging out with her friends and I feel like they included me out of pity since I can't manage to make my own. I physically cannot talk about my problems with my family or friends, every time I try to open up I end up either angry, with a panic attack or just mute. 

I've been to therapy before and after overcoming the guilt/impostor syndrome + money anxiety it helped a lot, especially with my depression, but right now I don't think I can go..",6.258998277841562,4.462397488805973,7.332089552238809,79.2133696900115,66.6492537313433,10.335706084959817,30.69001148105626,9.057496981413335,2.278272904707233,989,27,214,14,13,338,149,268,0.196,0.684,0.12,-0.9754,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,13,15,4,1,11,0,15,7,1,3,2,57,40,19,0,6,13,1,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,7,19,3,1,12,1,3,7,10,9,0,2,5,5,34,6,37,32,5,37,0,3,0,2,9,18,2,6,11,140,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370467072866517,0.0,0.16582655338666566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330216925595633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222659352931796,0.0,0.11374206519308645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653560991278172,0.0,0.0,0.06989855626630187,0.0,0.18670154048169246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959958378275895,0.0,0.0,0.0715864486574334,0.0,0.18263597799414708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217455926520894,0.0,0.2192083344379886,0.0774293769543758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25121106312274083,0.20039807192958686,0.05662603914412579,0.0,0.0615969862488859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939692654501123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123300238742573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264734702641996,0.11451338891269405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633646228035332,0.0,0.0,0.2382595113065786,0.0883472269407655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295082851474202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214399352554196,0.0,0.0,0.07234699875475592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303895602297809,0.0,0.08036518176074206,0.08359223428663727,0.10467770694278916,0.0,0.0,0.10619306884596563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688727614103636,0.08243073040974001,0.0,0.12716498510071647,0.12034733470369932,0.0,0.0,0.15027929926871633,0.0,0.22647591346163914,0.0,0.10245768216161652,0.0,0.10380167822655813,0.11026524453254813,0.0,0.10370861696193397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336444257084116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255913543941656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193802948427985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965616298378358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407347005259753,0.0,0.0,0.10215040737660416,0.0,0.0,0.08711475758245402,0.0,0.0,0.12394627074301015,0.0,0.0,0.1388958690223941,0.0,0.17208919138834464,0.06319943973237195,0.1245711836465112,0.0,0.0,0.12041834089003978,0.14717091167738588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360876610285457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198221607437755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Autumnalboquet,2020/02/03,"Taking the first baby steps to leaving a toxic work environment My job has been the biggest source of my anxiety for months and after spending the whole weekend crying about how I can’t take it anymore I’m putting in my CV to other companies. I’m done. I shouldn’t be worrying about pleasing people at work whilst also working myself into the ground. 

My therapist has been urging me to do this for months but I’ve been too fearful of meeting people I don’t know. 

Any tips for keeping calm whilst I’m waiting to hear back from companies?",3.871333333333333,5.966527561904763,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761907,73.38095238095238,6.9523809523809526,28.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,2.037952380952381,434,18,76,6,9,141,73,105,0.092,0.858,0.05,-0.5023,1,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,8,20,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,1,2,3,1,0,1,4,1,9,1,16,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,8,52,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769401415584776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255933970803688,0.0,0.14128494137523195,0.0,0.1831597369649974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420127942806498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028698420263017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889987783309557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782406201101847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709454764053868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815551235731844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327320958387205,0.1641581658377691,0.0,0.0,0.1014990675484552,0.0,0.0,0.19555671665824248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29483057715590216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25607722712035624,0.0,0.0,0.20273071040097215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856613038197372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777230663189607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144356776585748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061962821612465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033626981730112,0.1875584698966193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,420catloveredm,2020/02/03,"Had a panic attack at work and now I don’t want to go back... So I work at a chain coffee shop. I started in October and it was rough at first but I started to settle in more or less. My shop got closed down for a remodel and I got sent to another location where I didn’t know anyone, there was a completely different layout, it was busier and the machines were different. I got put on bar for a good fifteen minutes and had a panic attack. It was just a combination of everything plus the area I was in was incredibly crowded behind the counter and the machines are shorter so I could see customers staring at me waiting for drinks while I tried to figure out these new machines that hadn’t been fully explained to me. And then I just burst into tears, told a coworker I couldn’t do it and ran in the back and freaked out.... it took a good 20 minutes for me to go back to work on register and I hated every moment. I couldn’t put on my customer service smile and I spent the rest of my shift wanting to disappear. I didn’t know a lot of the people at the store so I felt really embarrassed and super conscious that this was their only impression of me. I ended up calling out on Sunday because I spent the entire night freaking out about going back. I’m supposed to go back today and the thought of it is making my chest hurt.... I’d call my normal manager but my shift starts too early for me to comfortably call her before and I don’t feel comfortable calling my assistant manager. I’m pretty sure I’ll feel more comfortable at my normal store with familiar people but I still have three days at this other store and the whole situation makes me want to curl up and die rather than go back there with people who don’t understand. And everything about it makes me feel like I’m a failure who’ll never achieve anything in life because my anxiety and bipolar disorder will always get the best of me... I’ve tried meditating and going for walks outside and cuddling with my cats and I still am dreading tf out of these shifts... not sure what to do.",4.8458833650276185,5.592891511002449,5.781836457484381,80.5901919768179,69.09779951100245,8.895445078330164,30.307072353527122,9.049649993220411,2.477428072081862,1624,62,315,29,27,536,196,409,0.12300000000000001,0.755,0.122,-0.1001,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,7,21,21,3,4,23,0,28,6,1,3,3,67,68,31,1,9,8,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,17,32,2,1,11,4,7,13,10,10,0,2,25,7,42,11,58,38,7,65,0,1,2,1,12,28,0,2,25,224,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822807500007352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859810069208765,0.0627274827316473,0.0,0.0,0.0573342109061742,0.0,0.06747654673420267,0.0,0.0,0.18656685638862444,0.0,0.3783038028343231,0.0,0.09996922371677396,0.0,0.06977341004633268,0.0,0.08605079566026784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349124308284059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597229741223149,0.0,0.0,0.06546793460537627,0.0,0.0,0.05288128338454748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509994328354398,0.1713388315763109,0.09397566913389496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032584619142108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726250065102582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690860113886115,0.0,0.14738723789823327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438044510003475,0.058578675207735124,0.0787299815669351,0.0,0.0,0.06974660872163778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284004967880321,0.0,0.2796047179903001,0.1375503913098925,0.1967414812031524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095506440574585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877794874351728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012681670037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057916908040476375,0.04005959375565218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971091956812303,0.0,0.0,0.1642009083247477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324114353975949,0.07919321629186367,0.0,0.07694863252954863,0.1606793063285504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236241558102385,0.0,0.19241163116682852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705391921368934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342043033588682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485927114281002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252937966813264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534099507022778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216806672413627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411370192455494,0.0,0.13096582476470392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456240955103687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509646109537699,0.0,0.0,0.07772357102788284,0.0783516501113764,0.09110168720856957,0.1113411649980822,0.0,0.0,0.08536177172886635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509187022013184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154672538135686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908438392623907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheConventionWasSecr,2020/02/03,"Medical Anxiety - Could Use some Reassurance Hey All,

Everyone with medical anxiety knows one of the things we need is reassurance. I’m still in the early phases of trying to control it, but right now I’m having an episode.

I’ve had a cold/flu for about 10 days. The thing is, my symptoms are 1) chest pressure that makes breathing feel labored 2) muscle weakness (mostly in my legs) and 3) chills. I went to urgent care a few days ago, they did a chest X-ray (normal) and an EKG (normal). Then a couple days after that I followed up with my Physician, he listened to my lungs, he said they were completely clear, we did a CBC, thyroid, and metabolic panel. Everything was in the normal range.  I haven’t had a fever, I haven’t had a cough, my blood pressure has been fine, and after probably a million oximeter readings, my pulse has always been reasonable and the oxygen content has been 95%+, probably averaging at 97%. 

I’ve had trouble sleeping, and I just woke up with a new symptom (nausea). I also just started taking lexapro within the last 48 hrs, so I’m trying to be rational (best I can anyway) and say it’s probably the lexapro. 

As many with medical anxiety know, you get results, but those only provide a little support. I’m trying to keep myself from going to the ER, so if anyone can level with me, I’d really appreciate it, and hopefully I can do the same for you one day.",5.4505245829675175,6.0392526082089555,6.629130816505708,75.61367427568044,67.69402985074626,9.440210711150133,32.555750658472355,9.478462496947786,3.063396136962248,1081,45,196,21,17,365,165,268,0.066,0.8340000000000001,0.1,0.8776,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,2,2,2,2,9,11,0,2,21,0,26,17,7,5,2,40,49,16,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,8,15,0,2,4,1,0,3,2,4,1,3,14,5,22,7,27,33,6,27,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,4,14,133,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771866025815656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815667949615102,0.09172621303603597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529935562853479,0.0,0.0,0.07708044003626195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568718030877495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239421118911427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558164681655303,0.0,0.1236404362130816,0.0880154645523202,0.1219754072328995,0.0,0.2843755955503516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533640513576438,0.09907412148321412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055739259851366005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575944070429663,0.0,0.06265036284117982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094904509847354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798392233530634,0.0,0.0,0.12116700623473538,0.08985806223516536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048667295681412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358421245061847,0.1117632570339768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331572595777399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817395152542698,0.0,0.10646781150704504,0.0,0.0,0.32402726332435466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939921102316836,0.08384038706970169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565631627964196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026706988122063,0.0,0.07062079752484234,0.11334224077241915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414199902759424,0.1048608575246946,0.08766507635098787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103168501340008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802648452858241,0.0,0.08803560076108287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250959114470722,0.0,0.2291573989805136,0.08288468387193451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647344533426054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245315455613436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520957953628853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219102415594623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,koreilly4419,2020/02/03,DAE have a fear of falling into the sky? (Casadastraphobia) Just like the title says,2.1080000000000005,4.545074466666667,2.879999999999999,83.32000000000002,104.33333333333334,4.666666666666667,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.5823333333333336,67,2,11,1,3,21,14,15,0.262,0.601,0.13699999999999998,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7697030749832241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341734555394445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439533784932271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hotaruxmiyu,2020/02/03,"Anxiety + Long Distance Relationships My anxiety has been on and off ever since last week. I think last week was one of the worst weeks of my life. Coronavirus scare is at it's all time high, and it's not a great time to be sick in an East Asian country. Basically, I spent all of last week at home because I was sick with the flu, and my boss put me on a few extra days of sick leave because she didn't want me to get sick with something else. I went a bit stir crazy. Amidst all of that, my long-distance boyfriend and I had a rough conversation which resulted in him asking for time and space to process things, including whether or not we should even keep doing this. He seems to think that my anxiety is worsened by him. 

I had a nice long therapy session on Saturday about this, and what I have come to find out is that a lot of times, my anxiety comes from environmental stuff, or stuff that has happened to me during the day. When it comes time to talk to my boyfriend, I am unable to separate that situation from the current one, and the anxiety leaks into our conversation and causes me to question everything about our relationship. I know this isn't healthy and I need a way to work through this, but right now... nothing seems to be going right.

I feel like I'm on the edge of a really bad spinout from my anxiety, and, of course, I'm catastrophizing like no other. Thoughts such as, ""He's probably just thinking of *how* to break up with you rather than *if* he will break up with you,"" and ""It's gonna come, get prepared and start packing away the stuff that will set you off,"" plague my mind and I know it's the anxiety causing it. 

I guess I'm not asking for advice or even any feedback about whether or not I should still be in this relationship, because I've worked that out myself. I think I'm just tired, hungry, and maybe... just need a hug. Even if it's virtual.",4.529148936170213,5.250947787234047,5.025600000000002,85.8194,69.79787234042553,8.78195744680851,28.869787234042555,8.954980946260402,2.0058582127659568,1472,52,318,26,25,470,187,376,0.128,0.8320000000000001,0.04,-0.966,1,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,3,3,0,2,16,8,0,1,18,0,22,8,0,5,4,73,55,26,0,8,17,0,2,2,0,5,7,0,1,0,26,26,0,1,12,0,1,7,7,3,0,2,9,2,38,5,55,38,8,57,0,0,0,1,21,23,0,11,25,209,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540055368978686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052471929381398316,0.0,0.4131941286074562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442696975660062,0.0,0.07249502788776772,0.0,0.06442597061594718,0.1411093595971412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423951187937744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585306100286371,0.0,0.26586848073678604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952455039842256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445787293028687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528917655346251,0.06979628056423702,0.0,0.0,0.06934707162654341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390147738628002,0.05512362730107888,0.0,0.0,0.07052349189979888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062657353310114,0.0,0.043852210187019715,0.0,0.0,0.08506995619423019,0.08500122225753673,0.0,0.06823296184235557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152452750751611,0.07739848435593563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858398518918381,0.0,0.0,0.08481101759310228,0.18868883371628514,0.0,0.08170205174069083,0.0,0.0,0.05450089203848208,0.07539365163818551,0.0,0.0,0.20485440318357828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559927713389603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751830522695087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791032198645594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144273788996891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403778316683406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457218931311003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319229690408958,0.0,0.0,0.07756782640932594,0.0864376552924192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943112723042016,0.0,0.0,0.2485251808251863,0.0,0.13178965105915494,0.0,0.0,0.07725133242912571,0.0,0.0,0.14048842654196922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382813743257908,0.08673187198489897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940208500005521,0.0,0.0,0.05461474833554533,0.0,0.06162064341593935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649916604066556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201885664440501,0.0,0.0,0.08823999756348534,0.0,0.0512621477380575,0.19776587178691554,0.0,0.0612569855380907,0.224965155247022,0.08868488640727036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551138646767567,0.061246580795491674,0.24757467216150025,0.0,0.0,0.07152875206602669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234783306365828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thok_ast_thok,2020/02/03,"Dental Anxiety I have a messed up tooth and sent in a dentist appointment request yesterday afternoon. I was experiencing extreme pain yesterday because of the tooth and now it’s extremely sore. Because of these anxieties, I’ve barely eaten and I keep getting extremely worked up over what I’m thinking (and hoping) is nothing but me ruminating on how uncomfortable I am.

Has anyone else suffered with dental issues and having to suffer through a constant nagging feeling of anxiety even though you’re completely aware nothing is actually wrong? I take Zoloft as well, so I keep getting worried if I take any pain medication I’m going to get ill. It’s just a multitude of annoying circumstances and I just hope I can take care of them soon ugh.",6.462666666666664,8.40154345185185,7.331296296296301,66.54583333333339,66.33333333333334,10.733333333333334,38.68518518518519,10.793553405168565,5.000274074074073,606,34,92,18,10,202,93,135,0.287,0.612,0.10099999999999999,-0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,9,13,2,0,5,0,8,10,2,1,0,18,26,12,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,7,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,3,2,11,4,15,23,0,13,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.1460672586414318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178834823940258,0.0,0.3435171230653871,0.0,0.0,0.1046605747381412,0.15336607708070038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248853947681448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260995830795446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569378895516218,0.1617522011092315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250394352551699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886302039106754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568331172964425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346067461466307,0.0,0.08506727490691879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973344086517856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622828356280988,0.0,0.26608705455978543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150788060927808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872462951031001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31854269850468875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376249012179288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590966858201676,0.1470610182358031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458137406537504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896969570819666,0.15200852348049676,0.0,0.0,0.1636528939710667,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madonna_stan,2020/02/03,"I’m anxious when not listening to music Does anyone else experience this? I always have to have headphones in with music playing or else I feel anxious. I feel like the world around me is so quiet and it freaks me out. The only times when I’m not listening to music are when I’m sleeping or in class. Is this normal? When I was hospitalized for thinking about taking my own life, they took away my phone so I was on edge because I didn’t have music to listen to. The music I listen to is anything I want to listen to so it’s not always calm music but it can be super duper energetic loud music.",1.798415300546445,3.94085673770492,3.947131147540983,84.87157103825139,79.98360655737704,5.706010928961749,20.8224043715847,6.816661863887847,0.5608502732240432,470,13,91,5,12,161,69,122,0.048,0.8370000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.8801,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,12,2,1,0,0,15,26,11,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,9,13,4,17,21,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,6,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371764840989015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577845927910194,0.0,0.1416700357727217,0.2075984933267021,0.16673125239829165,0.18036638143915168,0.0,0.0,0.1903593192595005,0.0,0.0,0.12350953537411848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773058930704776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385102997938199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981920353831564,0.0,0.0,0.20489200459605988,0.14474504630018015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310985194105344,0.0989853002370839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985153603382941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540944840192363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275691339418286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233794881845014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982468530255956,0.0,0.0,0.1181438646419413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510782099912868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195049757061284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MurderJOY,2020/02/03,"Does anyone actually overcome anxiety? 2 years in battling health anxiety everyday... it all started because I developed Costochondritis but wasn’t officially diagnosed for 8 months so everyday for those months I thought I was going to die and developed sever health anxiety, and started googling symptoms from anything slight I was feeling and I convinced myself I have diabetes, aneurysms, cancers, etc.. all of this over Costochondritis I’ve convinced myself my doctor has missed something and I’m ill and going to eventually die and it’s like bruh I’m 22 and my doctor says I’m healthy and I’ll believe it for about a week after each appointment but then I’ll start to give into health anxiety and that’ll screw me for months and I’ll start to get depressed and the cycle has just continued for so long already I’m mentally and physically drained battling anxiety and depression I’m tired of it I’m just hoping people out there actually overcome anxiety  for good I never realized how deliberating anxiety is until I got it:/",5.159569892473119,8.079749258064519,6.266881720430112,68.53698924731184,72.54838709677419,9.724731182795699,36.13978494623656,9.994966539143718,4.6543462365591415,846,48,128,26,18,281,106,186,0.247,0.644,0.109,-0.9784,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,2,0,8,12,0,1,3,28,27,20,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,11,1,0,0,8,16,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,5,2,13,5,20,21,4,23,0,3,0,1,2,4,1,1,18,77,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.20606179556961945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651020956034275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653791398599316,0.0,0.0,0.07382402516648726,0.0,0.08688338437944726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436061795302885,0.0,0.0,0.1189525603589655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818718831079412,0.1071615273610502,0.2191508439843008,0.0,0.0,0.21613130806087816,0.0923938124304602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774966353593935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338444513410656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055161217982001666,0.10128200362396376,0.12000714995661595,0.08855553594641133,0.08444201016040273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33667996503958186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486481142536996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158107892016093,0.0,0.0,0.0934350210144468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639985676758903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528189636200268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142984264450516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731959122555375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396149269143699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927540328023832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128067994674723,0.0,0.0,0.2989204085903369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973809686001768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838187655537587,0.0,0.12134873495057075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846899468716505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799009002165855
anxiety,HikaruNekota,2020/02/03,"My mother doesn't believe anxiety is a real disorder I mentioned it on my last post on my profile and received help from an amazing person, but this is the right place for this + I wanted to make a separate post for it.

So my mom doesn't believe, that anxiety is a real disorder. I tried talking to her about it directly, no effect. I tried talking about my symptoms, so she knew what I felt like, no effect. And so I started documenting each time I felt anxious. This morning my anxiety triggered, so after I calmed down a bit, I went ahead and told her exactly how I feel in the moment, basically everything. Guess what. She told me:
-Don't worry. It's in your head.
Seriously?! That's all she had to say?! 
I am also getting ready for a pet I wanted for a long time. I wanted a bunny and there is a good chance I am getting one, so I started reaching on ESA (Emotional Support Animals) and rabbits actually can be ESA. 
Do you think, that if I want to register it as an ESA, that would make her take me to a psychiatrist?",3.253970588235294,4.735104642156863,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,73.65686274509805,8.433333333333335,30.39705882352941,9.017664075816787,2.6895941176470592,793,36,154,17,16,276,113,204,0.066,0.752,0.182,0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,3,10,6,0,0,13,0,14,2,1,6,2,29,35,15,0,6,2,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,14,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,7,4,32,5,21,26,3,21,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,2,10,114,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.1163860987563242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537672067997488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737137547554142,0.13473627003006566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26874315831298745,0.0,0.0,0.1302072323008976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27337760243871945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415783653772556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071883022968325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603043110078163,0.0,0.2290275110480742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246227898932062,0.0,0.0,0.1000343933099047,0.0,0.0,0.13138459192635468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224009951538053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994127085005165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721744684157883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826718658414619,0.0,0.0,0.10554637314525964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922153414739232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968252219511607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081751094191042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413819090938167,0.12460725050610255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284471054608893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27150090734172944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185223850112628,0.0,0.09484485518629246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883372339013525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534127955460484,0.0,0.1239627068489363,0.08967294806795288,0.19172247070227894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642063158503533,0.0,0.0,0.13908955346654825,0.0,0.0,0.2279269352586065,0.0,0.16194713493628746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813839509715054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056047962137452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112008666523914,0.0,0.08472291670476334,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SwimmingDuck37,2020/02/03,"Mirtazipine side effects Is anyone else here on mirtazipine? I've been on and off various antidepressants /SSRI's for the past 20 years or so and my doctor has prescribed it for me.

I'm on my fourth day of taking it (15mg) and so far I'm still feeling really low and anxious coupled with being really lethargic and numb, no increased appetite though as I've heard can happen with some people. I know antidepressants can take a little while to start to work properly but I just wondered about other people's experiences?",4.296281179138319,6.801355204081634,5.272993197278911,76.65216553287985,73.48979591836735,8.029024943310658,27.21541950113379,8.841846274778883,2.5044997732426304,422,16,70,9,9,138,73,98,0.096,0.8740000000000001,0.03,-0.6208,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,15,16,12,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,13,13,3,15,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,3,6,46,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497363641527801,0.0,0.15457121187748232,0.2265034417646869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460014118197845,0.0,0.14256626068792447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262656238012945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846683633089598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624038510716612,0.0,0.0,0.11177524337336878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548379141797453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148951786249927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215615132348953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102803945642515,0.306512164198609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832350788872989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646833705734892,0.0,0.17653985228419955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324211959905732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171916202975012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973156704534876,0.16093527066594807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235623953863774
anxiety,yurrr_,2020/02/03,Nausea Do you guys constantly feel like throwing up or just sick to your stomach all the time.,2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,80.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.3231333333333335,76,3,14,1,2,23,18,18,0.151,0.7340000000000001,0.115,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5782132558032076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705440407306406,0.38224927106352746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297967100214036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614048620576705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31199966627081666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babylonmoo,2020/02/03,"Having major anxiety because of work. I don’t know how to cope. I had a huge project on at work today. It’s been building up to it for months, I could barely sleep last night I was so worried about it. It went out today and was mostly successful, but I was on edge all day. Then, on the way home I saw I had an email from my boss’ boss, who had picked up on a mistake that happened due to an oversight on my part, and he seems really cranky about it.   

Now I just feel super sick and shattered. Like I can’t do anything right, like no matter my efforts, something will always slip through and I’ll screw it up. This job has been super stressful, and while the pay is ok I hate the stress and the pressure. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I should respond to my boss tonight or wait until tomorrow. 

I got home and pulled a blanket over my head and tried to hide from the world. I’m so anxious I can’t eat. Everything is snowballing and I’m freaking out. 

Does anyone have any tips on how to deal with a day like this?",2.192941176470587,3.4300211481481533,3.2958496732026137,94.0635294117647,75.94444444444444,6.008278867102398,23.816993464052292,6.2272716619740125,0.3831735294117644,792,24,182,5,17,255,128,216,0.193,0.687,0.11900000000000001,-0.9494,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,8,14,2,3,11,1,23,5,2,6,1,34,36,19,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,11,12,1,1,5,0,1,2,6,7,0,0,11,2,20,7,29,22,4,33,0,0,1,1,5,16,1,4,17,118,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240647102867336,0.0,0.0,0.10139439281215973,0.0,0.1140625317673043,0.16844268671384835,0.0,0.10425550282028796,0.0,0.12269814474054955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089112347078422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904572039996845,0.0,0.0,0.1923167582461464,0.15371749349857503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048006188632674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525684488084096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400315756956713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539039164671413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925039590533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185030200611494,0.0,0.0,0.14720724000687244,0.15302154702334425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29912268972650463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796061127800358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24582748530538706,0.12153793434983882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853094463652425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119011699850955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992201599896356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161462808541901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551848370427696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733219271337298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357367536727984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920956178843786,0.0,0.0,0.11478591337051368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415914045771886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826623005856241,0.0,0.0,0.10123039070397036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835013396288938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821893858008955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217095892061668,0.1514201989438664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abbeyrxad,2020/02/03,"i start my first ever job tomorrow and im really anxious its almost 4am and i cant sleep, im tired but my mind is racing. i work from 3pm-7pm four days this week which isnt bad at all but i cant stop thinking about messing up or how its gonna go. i also realized i filled out my W-4 wrong (had a hard time with math) and idk how to ask my manager if i can change it. 

im really scared about working at the cash register because im really shy and quiet. im working at mcdonalds and i know customers can get pretty mean at times. if a customer snaps at me im definitely going to cry lol. 

i just want to stop panicking but i cant.

p.s im sorry if this post is all jumbled, im tired and nervous lol",-1.3816758241758222,0.6073146602564137,2.1327838827838828,93.00269230769231,94.70512820512822,5.535531135531137,18.96703296703297,7.07126945348624,0.4418648351648353,541,18,127,10,21,196,94,156,0.16,0.654,0.18600000000000005,0.5281,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,7,5,0,2,3,2,9,3,1,2,3,30,19,16,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,8,0,2,4,0,1,3,4,5,0,2,1,2,15,0,14,17,2,21,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,10,69,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301796883153716,0.0,0.0,0.07428573801371711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494157468448552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684152629772739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756098080044338,0.05662613086948535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982674707818218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203755393734308,0.05990768682896719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402617647866939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901392941418951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048532261617634735,0.0,0.10558538427453816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321303003422723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8027148260904712,0.0,0.09218102514103506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105104078615488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011866735838606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937944889300917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896490519527106,0.09450460911393684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852707565327192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300114618468756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295913451357564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398504365658244,0.06574947038556156,0.0,0.0,0.15532382476704334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952147417415511,0.0,0.0,0.10833220156446696,0.21353149067563093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479013724237478,0.0,0.074512398535138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287955400391544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156287312884137,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squashbanana,2020/02/03,"I can't sleep... Everything is going sideways and my anxiety is getting the best of me right now. Feeling so alone. LONG (sorry) I am hoping by writing here, I can get some of this anxiety out of my mind and get SOME sleep. I'm really sorry if this is jumbled, I feel stretched so thin and just totally depleted. It's after 3am, and now I am panicking because this is usually when my kids get me up for the day and I haven't even slept.

My husband was laid off at the beginning of September and still hasn't found a job. I work from home while being the primary caretaker of our two kiddos: a baby who nurses around the clock and a 5-year-old with autism. I am her safe place, her rock... Which is why I've kept my contract job to work from home. She has serious sleep issues as a result of her sensory issues, so as a result I end up working when I wake up for the day, usually around 3 or 4am to knock it out if I am able to get her back to sleep. 

When she's asleep, I'm with my baby boy who I am just completely smitten with. Long story short, my job as a mom is 24/7 and I rarely sleep more than an hour or 2 at a time if I'm lucky. I've gotten used to this, but now I'm angry at myself for letting my anxiety keep me awake tonight when I know my kids will have me up any minute. 

It's all just piling up. This time next month, we will not even be able to pay our rent. February is our ninth inning, financially. I physically cannot work more than I am already working, trying desperately to fit in whatever work I can while struggling with the daily meltdowns my daughter has been having and trying to give my baby the best sense of normalcy possible given all the madness these days.

It feels like this precious time of these baby months is just slipping away because of all the stress from the constant aggression and meltdowns with my daughter, and now all the stress with our financial situation.

We share 1 car and have one spare tire on the back passenger side and 3 nails on the driver's side. We can't even replace our rear freaking tires right now. Diapers and supplementing formula have to come first. So I keep my kiddos as close to home as possible because I just don't feel comfortable with them being driven in that car. 

Everything in my mind is just adding up, you know? I can't shut it off. We need tires, we need an oil change... What can we sell? What can I do to make any extra income? Our credit is awful. We can't move... we just can't. We moved into our current home over 2 years ago, and my daughter STILL has meltdowns about that move. Change is torture for her, and she is already struggling so much with the change of a new baby brother and in the routine of my husband no longer being employed.

I feel like I'm comstantly hounding him... I feel like a nag. But things NEED to get done, and there is only so much I can do for him when I'm doing everything possible for our kids. He loves our kids SO much, but I can also tell he has been hit hard with the shock of being home around autism 24/7. There is no rest. There is constant sensory-seeking, violent meltdowns, and a need for a level of patience he just has never had to experience until now. I'm trying SO HARD to be the emotional rock for everyone because it's better than the alternative of them erupting at one another.

In the past few months, we had to also rehome our mastiff because he started growling at my kids - So, bam, another change my sweet girl has been hit with. Before this, that same dog snapped her swingset. It wasn't a huge swingset and was gifted to us by her godfather for her birthday when we first moved in, but we used that swingset regularly for therapy. It had one of those round swings, and we would go out there and spin or swing with music for long periods of time to stabilize her sensory system. We can't even do that now.

My heart is breaking for her. She is my incredible little girl, my first baby. And everything is just wrong lately. 

I am a planner. I am someone who takes control of my life and handles the finances, the cooking, the cleaning, all of it. And now it's all out of my control with no sense of when we may see a light at the end of the tunnel.

We can't afford insurance, so now we are behind on this last month's vaccinations for my baby boy. I don't even know what I'll do when my zoloft (generic) prescription runs out in a few weeks.

I promise I'm trying. I'm doing my very best, and I'm putting my family first in every single sense. I love them more than anything.

Everytime something breaks during a meltdown, or I get hurt, or I have to separate my babies, or another bill has to be paid... I just feel like I'm breaking a little more. I refuse to ever break completely, it isn't an option. But damn, I needed to get this out. 

I need something to improve or give me hope. I'm terrified about the future and what will happen within the next month. If you guys could really know how much I love these sweet kids, what I would give for them.... you could see why my heart is breaking right now. 

I want to get my daughter the help she needs so badly, and I have to wait until we can get insurance again. I want to be the best mom I can be to them. And selflessly, I want to have a sense of calm and peace. I want to be able to take my kiddos to the back yard and actually play together on a freaking swing since we can't really drive anywhere. 

I feel like the most selfish perspn ever for even admitting this, but maybe it's the lack of sleep and constant composure... but I want SOMETHING in my life to give so I dont constantly have to. There. I said it. 

Is that awful?? I KNOW I'm not entitled to anything, and I never expect to be. I'm just so, so tired and equally becoming desperate, you know?

If you've read this, thank you for any kind words you can offer. Actually, PLEASE be kind. I'm doing my best.",3.3229451821586657,4.5517655622895665,4.584361215147734,85.96979400749062,73.0909090909091,7.864578367949152,26.14292740135437,8.373315914872093,1.6064762493852385,4560,152,956,75,89,1507,409,1188,0.11,0.7759999999999999,0.114,0.8733,8,1,3,0,0,0,154.0,30,6,5,20,71,48,6,4,54,2,106,22,11,8,11,181,194,87,0,25,32,9,12,5,0,6,7,1,8,11,44,77,1,8,16,6,7,13,23,18,0,8,18,19,147,30,145,153,31,152,0,1,3,3,100,56,1,20,82,663,191,14,0.11724149870782336,0.0,0.07627386029954959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034642504885747744,0.0,0.0,0.04047561149176844,0.08625260614575593,0.06250532277230635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972823950361907,0.12293793386974035,0.08968942560739115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431984254229284,0.1043697904911338,0.0,0.0,0.03671741579671172,0.09015147562049354,0.032630584746786616,0.1191155490267349,0.04316134137534942,0.033254626718650364,0.0,0.20506286611367025,0.034563526025912006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536794661989546,0.03366438995501021,0.08195032052152991,0.16892854573024302,0.08766420669853878,0.06240519779374696,0.0,0.0,0.07561106751935473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03999291951900757,0.045802054438816346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043960301923997004,0.06922744582311349,0.0,0.0,0.15487380833121708,0.07070109852246728,0.03292700641523909,0.03734309209645791,0.14049213235081895,0.03822822753867758,0.03684161691851949,0.0,0.15808219855881492,0.13959558350471352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296741187736955,0.0,0.04284975062626409,0.0,0.0,0.20417948036809727,0.14995830496221574,0.04442069703136932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869583880097137,0.03455875670377755,0.0,0.07001690284332324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262116030971862,0.02619483507970909,0.0,0.1960046374857448,0.07763150811034206,0.038486419908579234,0.0,0.0418364830710257,0.0,0.0,0.08157977623554978,0.11634409680748972,0.06947308731532158,0.0,0.08139265286419699,0.1288657231194862,0.03185582315375336,0.044084505740886286,0.0,0.0,0.03996245859443765,0.05520742518691542,0.09546379028632623,0.07833785476806028,0.0,0.10375503698161664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058150299975321,0.0,0.02608653692754321,0.0,0.03926161459349719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892032793369215,0.09154121753410943,0.15596840953240307,0.16614554505647772,0.11491465537331715,0.2028438667038351,0.06028258100840311,0.03774419001001208,0.0831251093010491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041008410250325734,0.0,0.0794458737582564,0.029722480957189438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037306758889572036,0.0,0.0,0.040830804189563925,0.042898652873299296,0.0,0.1321721739341878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928669617353085,0.0,0.0,0.03909107530747615,0.0,0.07510790621238217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012359929981557,0.037174504434732206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062284196774751326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032327793090443216,0.043928118924609016,0.2346523382320993,0.0,0.03311278046403168,0.09025823360666617,0.0,0.08749483940035535,0.027661378741359842,0.0,0.062419474876723724,0.0,0.08953316043475741,0.08171084687194645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058767344095826964,0.0,0.034158079166291065,0.03598007337268052,0.04469195715677495,0.0,0.025963347390453424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115261430358552,0.1796691411246058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061323755846872,0.0,0.0381759694604959,0.0,0.04700902912684055,0.06750600787080592,0.08608329804832826,0.03224550498566421,0.11525345593393785,0.0,0.03134801945507708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052814455681955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707064147976115,0.0,0.0,0.05552333123940504,0.04272839131939974,0.0,0.05033312083620764
anxiety,ShattereMartiniGlass,2020/02/03,"I cant sleep because my dad left a propane tank inside the house. He does this.

One of our propane tanks gets empty, he leaves it indoors in the hallway right outside of my room so he can remember to take it to refill it the next day.

He has a super short temper, but the last time it was just too much and after an hour of pacing around I decided I had to put it outside and text him about how dangerous it was.



I come home today to find another one right outside my room. 

I want to take it outside and text him again but I know hes gonna get pissed and for some reason I'm cooler with blowing up and dying than talking to my dad about proper gas tank storage.

I'm so frustrated because I wanted to try and get a good nights sleep tonight but now I just cannot sleep knowing it's out there",3.6445779220779215,4.0313819642857185,4.62469696969697,89.10818181818182,71.61904761904762,7.299567099567097,27.177489177489186,6.980632752743323,1.1124690476190482,622,20,138,5,11,203,103,168,0.114,0.84,0.046,-0.9267,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,12,6,4,0,8,0,8,4,4,2,0,25,21,12,1,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,3,0,16,2,20,17,2,23,0,0,0,0,11,10,1,1,11,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894108985355138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349351475682374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479915435253635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305696621119464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977542496301437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731239044931164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326455443375088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853809948126375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375772660441828,0.0,0.0,0.12713510743538706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204350545541015,0.0,0.1492722384120848,0.17489883466043654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660486989377113,0.12355501083020393,0.0,0.16049754013821688,0.164688221030729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142610740798316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120323952047838,0.14224419967821209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542420654123195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237616519200234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584580212186516,0.0,0.0,0.17170653287737286,0.2588908645501473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550576522801878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793320396012764,0.12183138270754458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883854279414056,0.0,0.14367672034650414,0.0,0.0,0.1029104376891314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880739640480206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vertterre,2020/02/03,"Specific sub for anxious spouses? My hubby has severe GAD and my 4 year old also has diagnosed anxiety. I neeeeeeeed help 
I want to be a better spouse and a better parent for my anxious boys! Is there a community out there?",3.3326744186046504,5.649998488372098,5.342034883720931,75.90979651162795,75.74418604651162,8.020930232558143,29.3546511627907,8.841846274778883,2.854027906976745,177,8,30,4,4,61,32,43,0.174,0.607,0.21899999999999997,0.4857,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043744250547144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955057476600435,0.5774291153038762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520511499567303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593920633968437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129915090017128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681714099085174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28377355941635585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887145576519381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073825874236513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645748262045145
anxiety,Bl4ck_Future,2020/02/03,Over 200 absence hours Because of my Anxiety I had over 200 absence hours in the Last 6 Months...My parents were called and now I am called a criminal who skipped class...I dont Know what to do...I am depressed and I am Anxious and I cant bring myself to go to school...Today is the First day of the new semester and I am laying in bed again and cant bring myself to go to school...What should I do ? Should I Drop out the school ? Should I go to the doctor? Is There any Solution for me ???,0.1445804195804179,2.1015468846153884,2.053041958041959,97.18286713286714,84.96153846153847,5.320279720279721,20.031468531468533,6.574015621080383,0.0234923076923077,372,11,89,4,11,123,56,104,0.139,0.8370000000000001,0.024,-0.8796,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,15,1,0,0,0,10,21,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,2,0,12,0,14,16,0,19,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,8,58,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173812293507673,0.0,0.13694799218629905,0.20223895951202853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912748186472307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655940184655522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545155756895603,0.0,0.15418761703041464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323212354817356,0.0,0.0,0.2098073217971381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227229932204334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052195231426784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525925981056381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838340430510484,0.14592325653121893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289633656021605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987778858819292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435261776304048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968777534647658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ssaaddddlleerr,2020/02/03,"Night anxiety I get such bad anxiety at night for about the past year now. It sucks, I’ve lost so much sleep over it & as a first year university student the worst thing for my productivity is being tired all day. I don’t really know what to do because sometimes it’s not that bad but other times it is. What do I do?",2.9149253731343268,4.018691537313433,4.6061492537313455,85.90564179104479,73.92537313432838,8.345074626865673,23.84776119402985,8.841846274778883,1.3826441791044781,251,7,57,5,5,85,50,67,0.225,0.775,0.0,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,3,0,7,2,1,0,1,4,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,7,9,3,11,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,9,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23810803958930954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33622901484625184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36697802295987947,0.13396262746997353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417259312975856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869263081994508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481464799958685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077342127705658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398921576214513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154764527384366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124565785599945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097841752848804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078280210812746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199170191492632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734659009421373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599765785238394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281428391658244,0.2525798522630693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830342961551001
anxiety,sarahisarockstar,2020/02/03,"Wisdom Teeth I have to have surgery to get my wisdom teeth out. 
Tomorrow is the consultation to see how many I need to have out and I am more anxious for that then the actual surgery:(. 

I have a high pain tolerance so I am a bit anxious that I may feel everything like my mum did when she had the surgery :(. 
Has anyone else has had their wisdom teeth out?? 
Probably my OCD going into overdrive again :/.",1.5604078762306628,4.050183240506332,2.9194092827004248,89.76606188466951,83.68354430379749,6.549085794655415,22.701828410689174,7.793537801064563,1.2191001406469757,312,11,64,6,9,101,50,79,0.08900000000000001,0.737,0.17300000000000001,0.8113,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,13,4,3,1,0,9,18,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,11,4,9,14,2,10,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,5,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.23662738125060076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5478711130861029,0.0,0.16954900058242353,0.2484513882838773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26472746082638016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256253449732614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179271196837759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260614750716488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266867982159718,0.0,0.13780806649327704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561954679062965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846442076483345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583861383034006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979727558552347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580178654160209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614365281611449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932267007101193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LadyS2020,2020/02/03,"I hate my current situation and am scared for my future I live with a parent who’s an addict and don’t have enough money to move out. I currently have no job because I started getting panic attacks at my last one and resigned. I don’t really want to go back into the field but I feel like I have no choice because it’s what I went to school for and have no other work experience. 

I think I got panic attacks because I’m fresh out of school and feel like I didn’t know what I was doing.

I’m not sure what I’m looking for by posting this....maybe some stories of how you made it through/turned around times you thought were the end of your life.",3.718790849673205,4.2041870882352965,4.793039215686274,87.61339869281048,71.5,7.220915032679738,27.61111111111111,6.937597516519254,1.173048366013072,508,17,111,4,9,167,86,136,0.204,0.7170000000000001,0.079,-0.9337,5,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,3,10,3,3,4,0,11,2,0,2,1,22,28,7,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,0,1,3,7,7,0,1,7,3,18,3,16,21,2,17,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,1,10,71,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787567041658482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892090717063848,0.0,0.3295083452135946,0.0,0.11135798936717277,0.0,0.26484361250037913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826793665040728,0.1496382412231505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166219220964807,0.0,0.0,0.1464511451289828,0.2069195215713817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566270961400696,0.0,0.08230480100833452,0.0,0.115826146117264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429802153788328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371195375393936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958953376061342,0.11804799838124208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229096902695584,0.14150391665342593,0.0,0.1278791135120319,0.0,0.12161270682254045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703261453999474,0.0,0.0,0.1454916105481966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539212229677291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813408714994512,0.0,0.0,0.3398311973138652,0.16080597506262825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869796220626882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277569073409334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499053790200775,0.29313206070228576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278425726670534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250466224409067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364915633709884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279509889150303,0.0,0.11497126333156503,0.0844459709439954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752306696814425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541885553454308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342500111182863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543101481757276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,S9Throwaway115,2020/02/03,"I'm terrified of starting my work term. College student here, starting my work term when I'm done the semester. I'm in IT right now and the coarse has taught me a lot in a very broad range of things, and I know I'm likely to land a basic entry level help desk job as part of my work term. Even though it's entry level and I would only really be troubleshooting things for people, I still feel super nervous/anxious about starting. I'm worried I'm not going to know anything once I get there and am going to have to google a bunch of things just to figure out what's wrong and how to fix it, being that so much can go wrong with someone's hardware or software. This will also be the second job I ever had and the first actual professional job as well, so I don't want to mess anything up.",3.916801552106428,4.550946567073172,5.046496674057651,85.43641906873617,71.13414634146342,7.427050997782705,25.274944567627486,7.348242739294969,1.0980439024390236,623,17,129,6,11,206,102,164,0.087,0.833,0.08,-0.276,3,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,15,6,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,1,1,20,30,15,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,1,2,3,2,10,3,20,22,7,23,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,12,87,19,11,0.0,0.0,0.13662596142801126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196299472186212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304265259874608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327506325596978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247284666144452,0.12664372200007395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079139654768267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908929491042985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314751790352944,0.0,0.2387064355486309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938432777142285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168039750543677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388761188669567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840001058401071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902835723609813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029207464450357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910214976998226,0.0,0.10648110691798153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161318912833188,0.0,0.09706274622007197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969162660978895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956462290179933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862689127535116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972915583493778,0.0,0.11180921921837396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27904191175160115,0.0,0.1375554877385076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551986756920755,0.08257934848470319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588248586989734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057787812503084,0.1421832028542253,0.0,0.09945646493408752,0.306149840658832,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZoeKeller,2020/02/03,Anxiety Attacks I don’t know if i’m having anxiety attacks or what it is. i went into work super nervous because i just had put my two weeks notice in and i felt i was under so much pressure and started uncontrollably crying. i couldn’t breathe too well and i went to the bathroom to calm myself down. i have a history of anxiety but i don’t know if that was an anxiety attack or just something random. any advice will help:),1.8591731266149871,4.2120345813953515,4.190155038759691,82.04076227390182,81.09302325581395,6.612919896640828,26.997416020671835,7.793537801064563,1.977456330749355,338,15,62,6,9,117,61,86,0.25,0.6829999999999999,0.067,-0.8907,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,3,3,3,0,10,1,1,0,0,16,17,9,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,6,1,1,6,1,11,3,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,2,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608645810513152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194712139144634,0.0,0.5037348411810323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618364252792256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035071319415784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082714027911104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806084125227002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034119406451964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094149374261292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101450773426095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742075404879188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548838553273806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673237860324668,0.0,0.0,0.1165187545752802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080964213073926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204808840008211,0.0,0.14801298655607906,0.3052084413481793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198451882207894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IronBulldog53,2020/02/03,"Has anyone tried compression wear? I was getting a bout of anxiety (as one does) and I immediately noticed my heart beating hard but also felt aches in my lower legs which happens sometimes. I started lightly rubbing them, as that helps make them feel better. I also have a habit of putting my hand to my heart wherever it feels like it’s beating hard/fast. Pressure on my body helps relieve stress, which I know is not unique to me and is the reason behind the wide use of weighted blankets. Anyways, this made me wonder if compression clothing could help my anxiety. I don’t know why I had never thought of this before but I wanted to ask people if anyone else has experience with wearing compression clothing for their anxiety? Does it help? I saw a site called [CalmWear.net](calmwear.net) that seems aimed at sensory and anxiety disorders. Does anyone have experience with that brand specifically?

Any thoughts or advice would be appreciated before I decide to go spend a bunch of money on compression clothing.",7.552833333333332,9.045364394444448,7.042222222222224,71.29000000000002,63.38888888888889,9.555555555555557,36.111111111111114,9.725611199111238,3.7839444444444434,821,38,127,16,12,256,116,180,0.13,0.703,0.16699999999999998,0.9254,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,3,3,5,0,2,6,0,12,8,7,4,1,29,31,12,0,5,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,11,0,2,2,3,2,0,1,7,9,21,3,19,21,1,10,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,5,3,83,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050708820345688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808709070237396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690288525216976,0.0,0.3460442949078352,0.0,0.0,0.23721870848861265,0.11587076547870452,0.0,0.0,0.10572086950186532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924570334353379,0.0,0.0,0.10001606303223734,0.0,0.12561391399415686,0.0,0.0,0.11547424164708835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029058828372163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960724210412086,0.0,0.2968889979605509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446948995388156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124113218383384,0.0,0.0,0.1143601431425131,0.08078921501447699,0.1085810388565606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908317271529372,0.0,0.06426982060358416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000022621016592,0.0,0.20260707668684905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26801674692306937,0.30319872740843923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429906868250715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524848627663452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700544130388848,0.07548630078082738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721949284575795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287500434431953,0.0,0.0,0.07663052578894866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840013118017948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368344415654973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162720397919796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294995317482096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184571259289834,0.0,0.08004340175479642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295405192572773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955653566646393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677849735499516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976706649257884,0.0,0.0,0.06670151016843634,0.0,0.0,0.13770922680680905,0.0,0.0,0.10204322536788236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263778407311007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033360069856471,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yojodavies,2020/02/03,"I have an overthinking problem... This is gonna be a long one so settle in guys and gals.

Let me start off by introducing you to my best friend, John. John and I have been best friends since sophomore year of high school (we are now 19). John and I have lots of fun memories together and we even went on vacation alone together 1,200 miles away from our hometown. We were extremely close. 

Things have changed.

John started college in fall 2019, whilst I have decided to take a gap year. John started acting different whenever he started talking to a group on Discord. John started playing video games night and day, while talking to his Discord group in the process. Now remember, he has never met these people and most likely never will. All they do is play video games together. John starts acting differently. He slowly stops responding to my texts and snapchats as fast as he used to. He stops wanting to hang out. It has gotten extremely bad now to the point where I feel like I have already lost my best friend. I would facetime him and while on call with his Discord friends he would tell me he's ""in the middle of a match on TF2"". Even on my birthday his discord friend called him and in the middle of an AQUARIUM, picked up his phone call. I know how trivial this sounds, but he was my #1 best friend on snapchat for like 2 years and I was his, and now we aren't. This means that he is snapchatting his online friends more than he snapchats me. He will ignore me on snapchat and he will ignore my texts. Everytime I ask him to hang out now he is either ""too tired"" or ""doesn't feel like going out"" but he will gladly spend all of his time with online friends that he has never met in real life. I feel completely cheated and like I have wasted 3.5 years just to end up the 2nd choice to video game buddies. Everything changed when he started talking in that discord group.

Now, you're probably wondering if I have approached him about this. I have, on multiple occasions. He brushes me off every single time, but the last time, after he ended our facetime because he was ""in the middle of a match"" when we hadn't talked for real in about a week, I texted him and told him he was treating me like dirt. He responded saying that he knows he has been and he feels terrible about it. That kind of sentence doesn't fly with me because do you understand how easy it is to just reply to a text, or just to facetime someone who wants to see you? If he facetimed me by himself it would make my entire week but no, that's too easy. He went on to tell me that I don't deserve that. If I don't deserve it, why would he act like this in the first place? We had the time of our lives in the summer and it went right downhill. Every single time I think I need to talk to him about this my heart pounds. This has been making me depressed since October. 

Someone please tell me what I should do or at least give me some advice. I love him so much and I don't want to lose him.",4.551734693877549,5.445866452380956,4.612047619047619,88.17878571428572,69.85034013605443,7.7167346938775525,28.305442176870752,7.822599999999999,1.5443536054421765,2326,80,484,27,40,721,254,588,0.087,0.782,0.131,0.9836,2,1,0,0,0,0,67.0,9,3,1,7,24,35,1,0,19,0,50,4,1,6,5,86,89,37,0,13,14,0,4,7,8,10,2,2,0,1,25,30,0,4,12,8,1,11,11,9,0,2,18,8,72,26,72,59,15,94,0,3,1,1,94,39,0,10,51,308,97,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162442342855452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531423826940737,0.0695915770204849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058955382259489326,0.0,0.05924975449650832,0.0,0.05265496204931069,0.07688522608045738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647228670090321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931830892851847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342456197173294,0.0,0.0661203446164866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067041112537381,0.0,0.054316060407614976,0.0,0.0,0.13177480340777808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171018113445608,0.0,0.0,0.08330501954321169,0.0,0.10626657699491956,0.0,0.05667694859412231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275461691903285,0.09010442452970042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364134661184273,0.0,0.0,0.3897784737267754,0.0,0.0,0.06049576584389905,0.03584015019254315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244227430622561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472994613667823,0.0,0.06662951075406373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567039911963361,0.06931553952596306,0.051404753308186384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448617936258354,0.044543254443876606,0.21566573848011802,0.0,0.0556857750533457,0.05580876118817592,0.0,0.07055135430843558,0.0688407025227543,0.053613898477961296,0.056916810123620924,0.0,0.08419007030224901,0.0,0.0,0.06869408306172052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463585533675389,0.04676040761017135,0.14591419552531382,0.0,0.0,0.059180343596323175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273311373544286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043719936514900096,0.0,0.06588740170388904,0.06922422495761654,0.05961490879139565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799256874828571,0.060342764062484774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355897648282362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143807365364771,0.05385544842140117,0.0,0.050150220375020566,0.0,0.06382311209740807,0.05025303780020821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433271309873697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106866132630519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124541596211946,0.0,0.0,0.1054469659106696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047415519781778964,0.2534382106883199,0.16535949718359189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041896248017805546,0.04040821726871777,0.0,0.0,0.183862681441964,0.07248162943417685,0.0,0.060259388926106876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565079605495687,0.0,0.05446617506429755,0.0,0.0,0.11158855525292467,0.0,0.10117065247448176,0.0,0.0,0.1753800690682454,0.056904539159589276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838912197330489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919255336360995,0.0,0.0,0.16244199042218369
anxiety,AnonymousThrowaway97,2020/02/03,"Please let me just vent Feb 3 2020

As of today, I am at a critical moment in my life.  I have been dealing with an overwhelming level of anxiety and depression for quite a while now.  Some days I wake up and I don’t want to live anymore because of how much pain I feel.  I understand that I have a lot of blessings.  I just graduated from nursing school, I have a new car, I have friends and family and a girl who loves and cares about me.  But it doesn’t change the fact that sometimes I still feel so empty.  I wish I knew what the reason was, what is causing me all this pain.  Why do I live every day with such an intense level of self-hatred?  My anxiety has gotten to the point where I avoid people and places and situations that are not threatening at all just so that I don’t have another panic attack.  My self-esteem and confidence is extremely low right now and I am honestly terrified at even the thought of going out and meeting new people and making friends.   Why am I so afraid of everything all the time? How am I going to go out into the world and get everything that I deserve if I don’t go for it?  I’ve done a lot of work so far in my life to overcome my challenges as far as dating, fitness, education, etc.  But when I get depressed it feels like I’m back to square one.  I can barely fathom that I used to have the confidence to approach people and do public speaking and take risks because right now I only feel like a fragment of myself.  Something has got to give.

I’m currently not medicated but I don’t know what the hell I’m gonna do because I can’t go on living every day like this.  Having a panic attack in basic social situations.  Worried about today and tomorrow and the next day, all the time.  Freaking out when I go to the store even though I’m only dealing with strangers.

Trust me, I went to church for a few months.  I got baptized again when I was 21 and I read the new testament of the bible.  I was praying everyday and doing my best.  But somehow all my problems got worse after I got “saved”.  That’s why I don’t feel like spirituality is going to help me right now.  

I’m so scared right now because I am about to pass my NCLEX and become a nurse, find a job, find an apartment, and start living on my own and supporting myself.  Nursing is STRESSFUL!  How the hell am I gonna take care of other people if I can barely take care of myself?  I need to be mentally healthy to function at a high level and the truth is that right now I'm NOT!  I’ve been depressed before in my life and it’s been bad and I pulled through it with no medication.  I don’t know what it is but right now I am dealing with the most CRIPPLING mental health challenges ever.  

I understand that life is for the living and you need to live it to the fullest but its easier said than done when everything makes you AFRAID!  I don’t know what the hell happened to me that I started bugging out every day but I want my life back!  I used to be such a happy kid, outgoing, in shape, good grades, extracurricular actives, at peace with myself.  But this anxiety and this depression is a silent killer and it feels like it’s beating me down every single day.

I try to tell my parents and they don’t understand how I feel.  They just tell me to get a job and suck it up.  I talk to my girl about some things but not everything because its not fair to her and I need to be strong.  I’ve asked some of my friends about their mental health and they don’t even know what anxiety or depression feels like.  WHY ME?!  Why do I have to live like this?  Will I ever get better?  I’m going to hold on as long as I can.  I have no plans of hurting myself.  But sometimes it really just sucks you know… When am I going to start enjoying life again?  When will I stop having an existential crisis everyday.

I don’t know what the hell I’m gonna do, where I’m gonna end up, what direction I’m gonna take my career.  All I know is that I have to keep on living and trying my best.  But its hard when your anxiety gives you panic attacks every day and your depression makes you hate yourself and all the people and the world around you.  What the fuck is wrong with me?  Is it genetic? A chemical imbalance?  Or am I doing it to myself.  It’s just like a black cloud that won’t stop following me.

I want to live.  I want to live so badly.  I know everybody has to die someday.  But I want to live a long life with great experiences doing what I love.  It’s hard to imagine when I’m at my wits end.  I just hope it gets better soon.  Because I really don’t have a solution right now.",2.3175762739370316,3.952440788461544,3.932041544952938,87.97456183057452,76.47863247863249,7.089667856756464,23.493400411121932,7.895744190144994,1.1052760359190743,3542,109,758,55,79,1182,319,936,0.184,0.66,0.156,-0.9912,4,1,1,0,0,2,83.0,0,8,4,11,56,70,11,10,46,0,75,17,1,11,11,146,170,76,1,13,28,1,10,8,3,8,13,2,0,3,49,49,0,5,24,1,1,15,21,36,0,1,17,14,115,34,98,141,20,120,9,9,2,3,38,48,7,12,65,513,164,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040999435624332434,0.14955578459899135,0.0,0.03877638749340507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034807014984490084,0.036552933412296616,0.1334446308330377,0.0,0.06013049845228876,0.06529321828985904,0.14300885389591267,0.04318253727250992,0.03327095757458715,0.0,0.08206542778319376,0.06916099932592648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959422379779874,0.04016615359948559,0.0413622890939071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765124643278966,0.12093019499340747,0.2020590415876675,0.0,0.04057930665430308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002511890199811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926144239911401,0.0,0.043606491475873005,0.07747493228532913,0.07073581878753933,0.1647158819084228,0.0,0.14056112596163545,0.03824700085650595,0.036859709292355616,0.0,0.15815983039130174,0.1396641368336357,0.0,0.0,0.0714728192241916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062497381264227,0.03614703467866258,0.1021398749473607,0.07501597363528265,0.1999913012077006,0.03279496609525275,0.1250863802304217,0.04310754783043757,0.0,0.0,0.03457572799868515,0.04162234857804716,0.07005128711000434,0.03860285044837235,0.0,0.08312228720220337,0.0,0.0,0.026207698976260813,0.04131097071285938,0.0,0.038834815898592584,0.0,0.0,0.04185702834984405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760082111651402,0.034753602261115124,0.0,0.0,0.17190534289663612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03998208356751906,0.19332087858260927,0.1528170738296377,0.0,0.3797831825491035,0.06920399303172388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664823188631981,0.07057799613042717,0.0,0.07829804292141661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877765122966393,0.11820987783342204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03120900066286488,0.0,0.028742772065756542,0.0869757772844223,0.0,0.1132881768724813,0.04158296540714213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02649496281775566,0.05947415445704085,0.08320965681948952,0.1376251901653718,0.04341558019128791,0.0,0.0,0.13553401462016249,0.0,0.040850855594339715,0.042919719768016944,0.03696184653405888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03741312416534974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158733470696347,0.0391102723570976,0.0,0.05009652706374159,0.04020099482962677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337364598808952,0.03719276028471006,0.0,0.03914561211305093,0.039570975155310745,0.0,0.0,0.08157901096488049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789938274979392,0.0,0.0398572114678529,0.0,0.030100852697291913,0.07734118919229938,0.0,0.08302488850751907,0.0,0.031225064079380662,0.06537818559968751,0.044788564423621585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436986647713211,0.0,0.0,0.1175924077407763,0.031426850897674115,0.06834970738875777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025976097606820542,0.0,0.038415248305387686,0.031040787513779942,0.04559868900297167,0.0,0.07412387132854542,0.0,0.0,0.0530922478132629,0.0,0.0,0.1221124730952711,0.0,0.06753915907405753,0.0,0.0,0.11531005520359733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036245805674305576,0.17640694971688495,0.0,0.0449627155104911,0.0,0.0,0.02846504103270092,0.039707634586586736,0.039845925942477975,0.0,0.042749374601183415,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sean7755,2020/02/03,"Has anyone here ever had any side effects due to extended release Xanax? So far, my medical tests have come back with great results, but that still doesn’t tell me why I’ve had various forms of discomfort for well over a month now. My mother brought up the fact that I started taking Xanax instead of clonzepam right around the time I started feeling things such as muscle aches, swollen glands, among a few other minor issues.

I’m going to call my psychiatrist tomorrow and ask about it and perhaps go back to clonzepam, but I figured I’d ask here about other experiences",12.281635514018696,8.48089732710281,10.502313084112151,67.41085280373835,57.03738317757009,13.316822429906544,45.44158878504673,10.686352973137794,4.8123663551401865,462,20,81,7,4,142,83,107,0.057999999999999996,0.8759999999999999,0.065,-0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,1,4,0,5,5,0,2,2,13,16,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,3,1,7,2,14,13,3,22,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,11,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947146318768905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340701808483058,0.0,0.0,0.18257781035953044,0.3834718115074588,0.0,0.0,0.3154104064407133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942467100158368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667096703419952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855199435224805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062202036892776,0.0,0.0,0.1037020681482809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331201459867011,0.0,0.0,0.2261176862295456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406563400123574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661138384299635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637046729538299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751497961187175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903342397272804,0.0,0.16378893250368354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420572785243802,0.0,0.17926185165999853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362558387972094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959239821538135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440481138922285,0.0,0.1850661116781456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProfessionalCorgi8,2020/02/03,"New job and panic attacks I have agoraphobia and I'm starting a new job in a few days. It's part-time so it feels a little less overwhelming. I'm also happy with how I pushed myself to go to the interview and did really well even though I was freaking out. But in all my past jobs I end up having issues with panic attacks throughout the whole shift. It's making me want to call off the job, but I need the money to go back to therapy to deal with this. I also genuinely want this job really bad, and I got along well with the person that hired me, I would be so happy right now if I wasn't like this but instead I feel really sad and stressed. The thought of being essentially trapped somewhere for several hours panicking and desperately trying to distract myself from it is making me feel overwhelmed, not to mention having to take the bus. I feel trapped within the situation itself and I don't know what to do.",4.9063114754098365,5.61779882513661,6.026352459016392,79.01854508196723,68.94535519125685,8.94153005464481,28.364754098360656,9.075114841892004,2.2487344262295084,727,24,140,13,12,243,108,183,0.225,0.695,0.08,-0.9851,5,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,13,16,2,6,11,0,12,0,0,3,1,32,30,17,0,5,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,13,0,0,6,0,1,3,3,11,2,0,5,4,18,5,24,22,4,20,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,1,10,103,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343679321121275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672937297366296,0.0,0.08338267388754685,0.09054179273187944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072804631393283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993399655260267,0.1117955477041167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960445100771755,0.0,0.0,0.07162274474666892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931947845221408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325643487023084,0.0,0.0867283418480455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23087004480236464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067902852920163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131818391909088,0.5380434327929521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959507868395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297767588645707,0.1086840745348315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447673609231739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040592888346322,0.0,0.20946156222687534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544589217483644,0.0,0.11742855483754094,0.10351701807030814,0.0,0.09468449823696004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840584162306905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260606519640938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250487559571213,0.0,0.0,0.12188965259548334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675347653476718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421617506428875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153241398855704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240091145491728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654048126006696,0.08608822241937134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362276547370976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791992052586232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949988451538597,0.0,0.0,0.12106794630276844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703174778926941,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LiterallyIDK,2020/02/03,"Anyone get major anxiety at even the tiniest chance that you have upset someone close to you? This is pretty self explanatory. I thought I upset my girlfriend even though I didn’t. I over thought some things (her text messages and not talking for 40 minutes) and asked if we were all good. In the end I was honest about why I was anxious (the title here) helped. We are actually good now. 

I think this has something to do with how if I did something wrong as a kid my dad would blow up on me, so I always felt like I was walking on egg shells. My therapist could give better insight I’m sure, but I’m just spitballing.",3.2919512195121925,4.978504414634152,3.980983739837399,88.4285487804878,73.95934959349594,6.220813008130082,26.934146341463407,6.742157984588678,1.1035112195121952,485,18,98,4,10,154,92,123,0.071,0.802,0.126,0.684,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,0,1,9,9,0,2,4,0,13,1,0,1,2,22,22,9,0,4,5,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,9,1,19,6,12,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,3,3,68,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.18002980291056445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535054931782915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112977938398388,0.2084144446597773,0.0,0.1289955245129071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246766623394344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316113420513073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729548780251522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339809442699066,0.0,0.0,0.24369992620780986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713360150256546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638529232607118,0.17697389368471128,0.0,0.3094729062027512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365575776954915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012957929674503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768658356317125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924570796560622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631272148410227,0.284049641532037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387401670742889,0.0,0.0,0.14828127664250892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420018004349795,0.12256299327830004,0.11820991844876305,0.1812546245823008,0.2929194283906308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664681440580896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310521630963931,0.20170432800193366,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LTC11698,2020/02/03,"Sleepless nights. My anxiety keeping me awake till 6am yet again, worrying about the day of work I have ahead and how I’m going to get things done in the time required. 
Worrying about so many different things going on in my life i just wish i could shut all these feelings down, it’s overwhelming and it consumes me. 

Does anyone else have many sleepless nights through their anxiety?",3.926607142857143,6.557015430555558,3.6630952380952384,87.12000000000002,75.25,7.447619047619049,28.341269841269842,8.418075326091056,2.2103269841269846,309,13,57,6,7,93,54,72,0.114,0.848,0.038,-0.5423,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,10,11,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,11,9,1,15,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,8,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924911470390605,0.0,0.0,0.13367146569764726,0.1958776584494004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263478186207968,0.0,0.0,0.12328971736530668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973339116158845,0.0,0.0,0.16729535271370766,0.19563468309119225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596991476722085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666198788861304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987914964935836,0.0,0.2172941883448036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992189597261165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502999106616512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876355239240033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588027577631407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25401152503026536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114735622373122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198376389939917,0.0,0.0,0.13917503299007744,0.3882876084525905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jonaWritesCode,2020/02/03,"Been waking up with pretty severe nausea. So the past couple of days I have been waking up and feeling the need to barf. I’ve thrown up a couple mornings this week (usually not much because my stomach tends to be empty in the mornings) but it freaks me out and I get anxious about why I feel this way which throws me into a panic attack. Also I have a very limited appetite in the mornings and can really only drink liquids until around 11 am but I have acid reflux and know I should probably eat. 

My sleep hasn’t been great. I’ve been trying to make a habit of staying off my phone before bed and getting to bed at a decent time but I’ve been waking up earlier than usual due to nausea and usually can’t go back to sleep even though I still feel tired. Has anyone else experienced a similar problems?

 I will say the last 6 months of my life have been crazy as I just finished building my house and I quit my job to focus on the house. The house is since done and I haven’t been doing much for the last couple weeks because I’ve been feeling so shitty. I’ve dealt with anxiety since I was a teenager but don’t think I’ve had this morning nausea this badly. (I will add that I am a male so pregnancy is likely not the cause. )",3.6623809523809534,4.6719131746031755,4.854126984126985,85.19642857142857,72.01587301587301,7.187301587301588,24.714285714285715,7.3871296695380915,1.0929428571428563,968,27,195,10,18,320,141,252,0.166,0.792,0.042,-0.9859,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,1,1,17,0,30,10,6,2,0,33,42,19,0,3,7,0,4,1,0,3,2,1,2,1,7,14,2,1,6,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,11,7,22,2,29,27,2,32,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,17,130,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404255101665332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039558651905375,0.11872477651847856,0.0,0.07348322159090018,0.10767983507490854,0.0,0.0935547358518704,0.0,0.11955805646264325,0.0,0.08080975777227496,0.08774796966571541,0.12812700310241634,0.0,0.08942610128493579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795909651718093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488490416291912,0.0,0.06777606255568833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754626421896596,0.0,0.10295078386655046,0.0,0.1075360132394526,0.08779142051766503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941270151361986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255199794104995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981313996504884,0.0,0.05972657256812381,0.0,0.0,0.1158650131962052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36378841033650855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042882350681137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057756169817299564,0.17132906599519132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423004381036669,0.0513429583884101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015015724555917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388394737429239,0.0,0.15451037381174998,0.07792486536579922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992769291938913,0.0,0.1233035765752208,0.0,0.0,0.1003228220631474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691700244399974,0.11330764713934018,0.10055946912546776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117789651030682,0.0,0.0,0.06732504006207991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357389018864282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872477651847856,0.0,0.17386744549461905,0.0,0.21033708525258266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201477758703056,0.08392712282871391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733912408522003,0.1032529910851592,0.0,0.061280367000237014,0.12078853679460655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135100815403378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472341064902297,0.08671243912098077,0.0,0.08341765071431173,0.16859796301966334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482976687631137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imjustreadingyoshits,2020/02/03,Didn’t eat in 3 days and still not hungry Has it happened to anyone? Any tips other than : eat lol,0.8657142857142865,2.6608205714285766,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,81.38095238095238,4.2,15.261904761904766,3.1291,-1.1489238095238097,76,1,17,0,2,25,20,21,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574856538170168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647512901175378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441890762574773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7748788804536391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348268111917155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023794216380228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,d3s3rtnights,2020/02/03,"Singing in the car to reduce driving anxiety I don't know if this might help anybody but this has consistently helped me.  I have had pretty bad driving anxiety for years and one thing I've found the most helpful is singing along to music.  The louder, the better.  I make a playlist that mixes up ballads and up-beat tunes to change up the rhythm and I make a point to learn the lyrics to new songs to challenge myself.  It gives me just enough to focus on while being able to drive safely and at the same time helps me control my breathing.  I'm one of those people who finds it more difficult to breathe when I concentrate on my breath, but singing - especially songs with longer notes- helps me get those deep belly breaths that calm me down.  I even have an ""emergency"" playlist with songs that make me feel strong- if that makes sense.  When I'm feeling a creeping panic I pop that on and it helps get me through. I hope someone finds this helpful!",4.076229508196725,6.000280448087437,3.6117158469945374,90.89790163934427,72.3879781420765,6.410054644808742,27.50054644808743,7.0316486544052195,1.1912880874316945,754,28,151,7,15,224,112,183,0.077,0.6990000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,4,9,0,1,11,0,8,4,4,5,0,30,22,12,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,15,8,0,2,7,6,0,4,1,3,0,2,2,5,18,6,23,18,4,21,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,5,7,95,33,2,0.13326664824537024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038972422817028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127208473326816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786352057373227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097844331664666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494698779002903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770007205806006,0.0,0.08802136429837347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347672431352154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436066043347417,0.0,0.0,0.14612000120391982,0.0,0.0,0.1392526466602836,0.12784151238552469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252807762494325,0.0,0.0,0.13236385151320415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323986465171263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558260901450708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137485383454632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287097593124264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060985963805595,0.0,0.0,0.1563596978125149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239031405745272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598005817932345,0.0,0.0,0.1355800914904141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291639859168268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853643945422435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770885429387157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581935215132579
anxiety,GarageDrama,2020/02/03,"Are these anxiety attacks? Twice today, and once yesterday, I'm driving along, and I feel ramped up, almost like I am on cocaine, or drank 15 cups of coffee. My mouth goes completely dry. I feel hot around my forehead. My heart is elevated, at about 100 and I start getting skipped beats. I almost feel dehydrated as hell out of nowhere. Lasts for a few hours. Have had to go home and lay down all 3 times, when I feel a little better, only to have it come back on me.

I'm def under stress. There are a billion things...",2.0112621359223297,4.161017359223301,3.205640776699031,90.42516019417478,79.29126213592235,6.061747572815534,22.921359223300968,7.1686216300943375,0.7566745631067961,400,13,84,5,10,129,79,103,0.11800000000000001,0.835,0.047,-0.8012,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,2,1,3,0,7,4,3,0,1,16,18,7,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,2,5,10,2,16,16,2,20,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,3,9,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999218397797575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276247917428798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777666412551172,0.0,0.2271764645459029,0.0,0.15354946052717355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660978054992335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201545113898775,0.209371406615934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40387752070479105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432990312843972,0.0,0.11348855942393345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663388371191302,0.0,0.0,0.2003055821745333,0.0,0.19665465175950692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277418953736786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755855950745476,0.20014207070434206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266357748816764,0.0,0.15187341810303612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134177240937248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874448348338555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266531549853394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644097882721202,0.0,0.18928298862705595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JUST_CHATTING_FAPPER,2020/02/03,How to handle? I can handle the dread. I can handle the intense feelings and acute sensory impressions. I can handle my heartbeat. But how the fuck am I supposed to handle the feeling of everything being unreal and the amnesia? My rationality can overcome everything else. But how the fuck can my rational brain overcome something If it feel unreal? The thoughts of “maybe life has always been like this” “maybe this is the new normal”. I’m lost and it’s annoying af. You can’t do shit?!,2.861575757575757,5.801000511111113,4.383131313131315,78.21045454545455,82.77777777777777,7.717171717171718,27.070707070707073,8.575989854853784,2.7675555555555555,386,17,64,10,11,128,55,90,0.16699999999999998,0.759,0.07400000000000001,-0.9012,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,8,4,1,8,0,12,5,2,3,0,14,20,9,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,8,2,4,16,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852888419886914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951693571055266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923511562060396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856605822030961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32545989433006833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967095836410251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154818553364754,0.1048218724425226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342146681565427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311033476110078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072208037628336,0.0,0.0,0.2102206259861024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202400132710642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517671293008426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703345516437365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thankyouhaveanice,2020/02/03,"Importance of Meditation & Valuing Your Energy I wanted to share this for the sake of recovery.

I came to the realization that my anxiety triggers when I don't value my own energy. My anxiety started when I was being overworked and wasn't being appreciated for the energy I was putting in. Accepting and being in that position made me devalue my own life energy. When you don't believe in the value of your life energy, you feel helpless and constantly worry. You lose self confidence, self worth, self esteem, etc. When you lose these things, you become a victim to your negative thoughts and nothing changes until you start believing in yourself again.

This is where meditation plays a key role. It forces you to value your energy over everything else. It's pretty much saying everything else can wait, my energy is the most valuable thing and this is the absolute truth. Essentially you are valuing your energy over the most essential asset of this universe, which is time. Be willing to give 20-30 minutes of your day to add value to your own life energy. This way, you can determine the value of your own energy and not depend on any external force for validation. When you feel that your energy holds value, your life also begins to feel like it has meaning again. You no longer worry about wasting time, because now you are certain that you are giving value to life with your energy.

Please take this time to meditate and value yourself, ESPECIALLY if your anxious self is making you feel like you don't have the time. Because essentially, your time will feel so much more meaningful when you input the right energy.

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My backstory of anxiety:  
I have been dealing with severe anxiety, where I haven't been able to get good sleep. My lack of sleep made me worry and my worrisome thoughts made me lose more sleep. I have been constantly worried about my relationship, my future, my career, my family, my overall life. It feels like a mental torture of negative voices and thoughts that would arise at random times to make me lose confidence and motivation in life. Considering that I went from being a national level athlete and top university graduate, to someone who was constantly worried was terrifying. I thought I was done for good.

I became desperate to recover because I did not want to lose everything that I had worked so hard to build in my life and this thought alone became an unnecessary pressure. I began working out intensely because exercising always helped me feel and think better, but it began burning me out even more. I tried meditating during this time, and throughout each meditation session, my anxious self kept making me feel like I didn't have time to invest into meditating. I had to identify the root of what was draining my energy, and it was my job. I tend to not know my limits sometimes and just blindly give my all. This has always worked in school and athletics, because the energy I input was rewarded in records and gave me the value of confidence. But when it came to having an unappreciative boss, it broke me down. It made me doubt the value of my energy. My boss was benefitting from all the energy I was putting in, but refused to even give me a simple thank you or any acknowledgment. He just kept suggesting that I need to work harder.

It came to a point where I burned out and physically became sick, and even then I was treated as a broken tool. Decided this was my final straw and told him that this job is not for me. Then he began begging for me to come back, which I did but then the same thing happened and it was time to really quit. I took 2 weeks to physically and mentally recover.   After I felt like my body had reached a baseline of energy, I began working out and meditating again. 

So the steps that helped me were, identify what is draining you. Allow yourself to recover at all costs. Once recovered and when you are confident to physically, emotionally, and mentally take a step forward, use that energy to value your energy by meditating. Try to spend each day as if your daily energy was well spent and that alone should be the reward.",7.708513383168558,8.152125738726793,8.120237521099593,67.36625934410418,62.83289124668436,11.947383650831929,34.64299493609839,11.567385478589935,4.360876392572945,3293,132,545,96,44,1088,300,754,0.122,0.727,0.15,0.9725,2,2,0,0,0,0,82.0,0,34,0,17,28,31,2,2,29,0,60,15,4,15,5,112,117,52,0,8,13,0,10,5,0,4,11,2,0,5,43,41,0,6,22,2,5,11,13,11,1,0,50,13,100,20,80,57,19,82,0,7,1,0,58,29,0,8,48,401,143,14,0.04976948786451647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309235947087213,0.0,0.039800641464033115,0.08282440170764785,0.10785043861546237,0.06047537529729846,0.06768991683266244,0.0,0.1522940879651053,0.11245070993080833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03826966408066745,0.0,0.15169508929262035,0.054966489156284506,0.0,0.11214633941773644,0.0,0.044017067541633335,0.0,0.05528268128958002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076910612246696,0.0,0.0,0.05264951896207102,0.04287200690365527,0.0,0.16134940634117068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419440469122137,0.051310156617437916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093146568250955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315204165921541,0.05598397505765222,0.0,0.0,0.05550613493890397,0.09861683204188196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341888196125727,0.0,0.046918243787676894,0.0,0.20131958776071213,0.1422213282992978,0.047786513247871316,0.05452004124223002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02600250324935126,0.19097371121806814,0.0,0.08348857024679658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044010993752334124,0.0,0.044583685402930735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671887723961334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987770742951464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027352008945785683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28122928909860906,0.12157428908333345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783966318921634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883723711731139,0.09966455884791492,0.0,0.0,0.054213562709786,0.0,0.0,0.15046781357687564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317260026217702,0.03690344462464807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775516589651405,0.0,0.0,0.053002880275342217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463195217853282,0.04704825295210153,0.0,0.0,0.05063346161207755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006416345725286,0.0,0.052935976591266566,0.0,0.0,0.03188360834658077,0.0,0.0,0.0534338042556109,0.0,0.04250287070043541,0.0,0.039578694350835816,0.0,0.050369378785036084,0.0,0.0,0.2596021508233672,0.05622535496540417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494162923803138,0.0,0.042169525559512144,0.0,0.04922329610051626,0.0,0.07045419934530595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484092196985763,0.0,0.0,0.04582105768407097,0.0,0.0,0.09919390876113514,0.03189027821974133,0.0,0.1975570702934226,0.26118889748476976,0.0,0.0,0.04755687847909176,0.05529573227442602,0.06758043061004375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042984857877168686,0.0,0.0,0.0587106668509171,0.03950470288787857,0.03992208111568546,0.0,0.044748746665407804,0.046136813869568916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116389958553808,0.2527166539742406,0.0,0.035354816222585975,0.0,0.06047537529729846,0.0
anxiety,JohnnyMarkl,2020/02/03,"Just ventin I get stressed out hella easily and then i start getting really dizzy which makes me think I'm going to die which increases my stress making me more dizzy. Then i roll into a ball and can't do the project that i'm stessing over, which also increases my stress. Another thing is, I love talking to people but only briefly. When they start actually trying to befriend me and talk to me, I start shaking and my muscles are so tense. I want to get past that phase of just absolute fear so I talk to them more so I can get used to them but every interaction just knocks all my energy out of me and makes me overthink about every word for days. God I hate anxiety.",3.325162822252373,5.070396007462686,4.395237449118047,85.24806648575306,74.0,7.857801899592942,24.86838534599729,8.575989854853784,1.6401582089552251,531,17,107,10,11,173,82,134,0.198,0.722,0.08,-0.9447,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,9,7,1,5,2,0,5,1,0,4,1,21,23,14,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,22,1,15,23,5,16,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,8,70,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.14343791226206234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754528967742447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541284742709438,0.11244449855283477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479432513566832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525490906486674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476854344957977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540101310569585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30717814229654833,0.0,0.08353598491517324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511903277483046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326613244186631,0.0,0.2943444881645321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179008375883484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031553109724926,0.10190213873492347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416350694867956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31211403760359663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051186432894516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544272626858496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765149765320832,0.09418320542950627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979438773318848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694940043819872,0.0,0.0,0.08669662206804166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fergon101,2020/02/03,omg i’m laying down and i’m fine then all of a sudden i feel like i can’t breathe and then i panic and now i’m over here not being able to breathe .,-3.384166666666665,-1.9491599722222208,-0.13888888888888928,106.745,107.05555555555556,2.4000000000000004,11.555555555555555,3.1291,-2.0579111111111112,115,2,32,0,6,40,25,36,0.10099999999999999,0.767,0.132,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,19,3,0,0.5438231911348261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749733454963739,0.3885073964077313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26568454161805183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6380593415444663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ldc092,2020/02/03,"Afraid of rejection I do this thing when i feel overwhelmed by the people I care about and list all the negative things they might think about me. They've never said any of these negative things to me but it doesn't change the fact that I believe they think this. I wish I was more confident in myself, to ask, to stop putting that pressure on myself & to just not care at all what others think. I wish I could get more reassurance without asking.",4.016850649350648,5.765965295454548,3.928766233766236,89.28636363636366,72.18181818181819,7.301298701298702,23.935064935064936,7.957251820313856,1.0876246753246748,358,10,73,5,7,109,60,88,0.122,0.642,0.23600000000000002,0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,4,18,17,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,2,14,3,13,13,4,7,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,58,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929095967647452,0.0,0.12107539597299265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328924810967682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059357563536254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36305356067080496,0.0,0.18834596508307166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215290743955036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002392803017255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302015793540168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887556606181988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731779501167413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343265009952252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898246563433726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935973524151374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885198246882336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354851722186433,0.3422484391011372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40948149781325854,0.17162717027344224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jessdiee,2020/02/03,"Extreme fatigue, no energy, activities/life makes me anxious so I rather do nothing, doing nothing makes me anxious. Vicious cycle. How to get out? I feel like I'm dying.

I finished school. Job hunting. Daunting. Can't make a routine for myself. Low energy. Putting in exercise classes 3x a week. If I take caffeine I get jittery and anxious. So I stay low energy. Low motivation. Don't want to do anything. I love sleeping because I feel calm. Just being awake makes me so nervous now.

Zoloft was great until I think I built tolerance? Idk. But upping my last dose already made me feel a bit weird. 50mg seemed the best. Looking to find a new therapist too since I moved.

Man I'm just tired",0.6238636363636374,2.918170780303033,2.4671212121212136,87.17068181818182,102.56060606060606,4.624242424242424,25.95454545454545,6.42735559955562,1.492099999999999,541,27,96,8,24,178,93,132,0.204,0.601,0.195,0.6506,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,1,1,5,0,7,7,1,7,0,21,25,8,1,3,5,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,4,17,5,8,22,2,15,0,4,1,1,2,6,0,2,7,51,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517047993874702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765596502243834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571291909726615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571667680121582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756517987967566,0.0,0.15351350968365668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593459993054614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329521259935805,0.10045430350545607,0.0,0.0,0.12851818006955276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692948713374304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502686628468296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953718924272784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146187596757036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869664728956147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807991501717405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690916230947136,0.1330518816843299,0.3754423789255812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944988399847278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580538236388162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698448670835829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135539255829152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423083562601849,0.0,0.12800923786971774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631692984969386,0.0,0.1407150367943429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987526836497894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572384297194548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326309667286054,0.0,0.09009944501200803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161451870436822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293747804743101,0.0,0.1127916579298129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Essiekiwi91,2020/02/03,"How much Ssri amount to be effective? So I was talking to the doctor and I said that the 100mg of sertraline hadn't done much, I still get anxiety attacks occasionally and now also I started getting that pre-panic attack feeling of intense heat on the back of neck that goea all over. She said I need up the dose to 150mg and said that for sertraline to be effective for anxiety the dose needs to be higher sometimes up to 200mg. So we'll see I guess.
I still reckon I get anxiety or depressed because of PMDD. So anyone here with PMDD that takes 150mg?",3.9723230088495565,4.999516353982301,5.373617256637168,81.69458517699118,71.3008849557522,8.481858407079647,29.169247787610626,8.841846274778883,2.2613017699115048,440,17,88,8,8,148,67,113,0.132,0.787,0.081,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,10,3,2,0,5,0,7,4,1,3,1,14,20,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,5,10,0,17,10,4,9,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,2,5,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028034368984245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738807728756353,0.0,0.0,0.1139115751305826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706709160638471,0.0,0.1252689606480264,0.0,0.0993093962415815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031551808553708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674692067199898,0.0,0.16671512341681685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823729973946041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25534375343043403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946548874487567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951753439578544,0.2415937669438271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648986997698321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981944900627812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112373312669492,0.0,0.1153096654659924,0.0,0.2602028204702603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248924486693065,0.130942169106276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sherbet_head_,2020/02/03,"How to build a support network with anxiety? I’ve realised that a major part of my problems with anxiety is that I don’t have a support network - people who I can talk/vent to (and support them as well.)

Don’t have any friends, limited family... the problem is that anxiety gets in the way of making friends and creating that support network.

Where do I start?",3.6378260869565215,5.742299666666671,4.9703623188405786,79.91032608695654,74.07246376811594,8.078260869565218,36.13768115942029,8.841846274778883,3.556350724637681,283,17,50,6,6,94,43,69,0.159,0.59,0.251,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,9,15,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,8,15,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998471503402464,0.0,0.3711783671034087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246848908505511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499106856032977,0.0,0.08449937727420047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795874892246292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514223906812118,0.0,0.11212604128190244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095153284144573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447620857771194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7341356329228534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299957206679168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283769782246381,0.0,0.0,0.14541835417796758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bitchioto,2020/02/03,"Someone looked inside my window today and I can't stop thinking about it. I don't know what to do to keep myself calm. I'm a 22years old student and I leave alone. Today a guy was standing outside my window and was watching me. I freaked out. I opened the window and shouted to him to leave or I'll call the police. I didn't know if threatening him was the right thing but I did it. Of course I called the police. The police came and they looked around the house but ofc he wasn't there. I can't stop thinking about his face. Every sound in the house scares me so much. I don't feel safe in my own house. My friends came by, they suggested me to stay the night at their houses but I didn't want to leave my house... I'm so stupid because now  I can't sleep till the sun is up... Also I can't even sleep in my bed, I can't really move from the couch. . . I feel like I watched my first thriller movie. I'm so stupid, I didn't sleep at my friend's house....",0.33802555168409043,2.2497209024390266,1.62885017421603,100.77154471544716,83.87804878048779,4.490127758420441,17.56678281068525,5.288315135182226,-0.8185656213704999,735,16,180,3,21,233,102,205,0.134,0.782,0.083,-0.8728,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,1,10,9,2,1,12,0,17,4,4,0,0,26,32,15,0,2,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,5,1,4,10,0,4,6,0,0,3,11,4,0,1,10,8,35,5,20,22,2,24,0,0,4,0,13,10,0,2,10,108,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984004511791623,0.0,0.07709005516774127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581533593137887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876379059272849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686782812138467,0.22050900567893905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636704731626553,0.0,0.0812201146550672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748422108249843,0.06886729485585101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199673773766811,0.0,0.0,0.14895488883432892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544993020180306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6673873718247614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568364894812351,0.0,0.0,0.1059564771328941,0.0,0.0,0.30621711032307336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709556583846773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190136291373278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245662822137372,0.07086418187601115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046370793423482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115428473364008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175551538800503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232401606001448,0.0,0.0,0.09651197769236496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289405140190184,0.0,0.08167835824249173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274825406091438,0.0,0.16118736301636966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404305405990413,0.12353686859525095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274950958672725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568584874512905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gabsfitzinit,2020/02/03,Deathly afraid of the world ending Does anyone else have a huge fear the apocalypse is coming real soon.,4.391052631578948,7.3893420526315845,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,75.84210526315789,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.8597157894736847,85,2,13,1,2,26,18,19,0.149,0.7440000000000001,0.107,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26258573102851923,0.3847842758934879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32349375678914505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32863687295362765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137148023123413,0.0,0.3326162534381977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225859910928684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274458104017075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adanice_49,2020/02/03,"Anxiety over past pregnancy scare I just need some help. I had a pregnancy scare last month and I’m still trying to get over it. I used birth control pills and plan b right afterwards. I got my period granted it was shorter than usual (which I hope is an effect of plan b). I also took three pregnancy tests a week after my suspected period (basically a week after starting the placebos on my normal BC pills). All tests came back negative and it relieved my anxiety for a bit. It’s been a week after those tests, I have no symptoms that could possibly indicate pregnancy yet my mind still races about it. I’ll feel weird cramps/movements that could be caused by menial things like gas and I’d still panic about it being a kick or pregnancy cramp. I know my anxiety itself could cause symptoms like nausea or lack of appetite. I don’t know what to do. I’m tempted to get a fourth test but I’m worried that it won’t relieve my fears",3.2879891304347844,5.305571603260873,4.478695652173915,83.43532608695655,74.81521739130434,8.078260869565218,26.17391304347826,8.841846274778883,2.1100282608695653,741,27,142,16,16,243,113,184,0.15,0.772,0.078,-0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,9,10,0,4,9,0,13,5,0,5,1,28,28,8,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,15,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,6,1,16,5,16,16,4,26,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,22,89,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026652599872069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946305303191159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987161228548366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015746464213427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468322622696864,0.0,0.26376278629914696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398883443995755,0.3075024128450733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446293900201262,0.0649126718116104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341462679100412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267703408521392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605025730614624,0.0,0.0,0.12751008409924489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110833425280894,0.10464665155318892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543974707321712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296269761713474,0.0,0.10247151189197504,0.0,0.0,0.09519197674833324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578492226290675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062600543787746,0.0,0.0,0.12255302207238344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472890732264518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096356267173757,0.0,0.0,0.2570611023719281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086786577940968,0.0,0.3075727633546294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668714847109652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528981826680733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263465414915635,0.08716144041167513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087890664929688,0.14139218522048025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30893553617793024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037589359864207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,funnyjake2020,2020/02/03,"blacking out during anxiety attack so a long time ago I had a girlfriend and a situation where I was trying to get ahold of her because my anxiety and untrust kicked in....funky stuff goes on in my head... anyway, I started calling a lot, and a few times my anxiety kicked in. each attack was further than the last, with more headaches and blackouts. I felt so drained after I woke up and I gave up, for good, and I just stopped talking to her. 

what caused this black out and how can I stop it from happening again?",4.437751060820368,5.43513104950495,4.874766619519097,85.81178217821783,70.1881188118812,7.751626591230551,31.26025459688826,7.957251820313856,2.055971994342292,400,17,81,5,7,127,70,101,0.187,0.784,0.028999999999999998,-0.9143,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,6,0,4,1,1,2,0,18,10,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,13,1,15,4,4,19,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,1,10,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769770302578912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341692585356257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304418105011605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153230924398731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317513822609705,0.0,0.0,0.1943411859469496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816436019900737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883935926589406,0.0,0.0,0.1586761995583029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729229418496466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415447118263307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420791275050086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741939260798294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083507548682285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126475745964703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390341410793494,0.0,0.0,0.316327877725035,0.0,0.0,0.2165671918299268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520566677838468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206261367923747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844160418625442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,make_my_decisons,2020/02/03,"Help with decreasing guilt/anxiety My (21F) anxiety has been skyrocketing lately, mainly from uncovering past trauma in therapy that I've been avoiding thinking about for 7+ years. 
So now it is manifesting itself also as insane guilt over the smallest things/nothing at all, and it's really hard to sleep or distract myself. I've been doing things that use to work, such as taking a lot of baths, eating comfort food, and using my heating blanket but it all doesn't seem like it's working :( I am wary of using any pharmaceuticals because in the past they only made my emotions harder to control. Does anyone have any tips or tricks that work for them?",9.05035812672176,8.195214545454547,8.951033057851244,66.80715564738294,60.570247933884296,11.041873278236917,36.69559228650138,10.125756701596842,3.7828170798898064,524,20,85,9,6,171,90,121,0.159,0.812,0.028999999999999998,-0.8992,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,4,5,7,1,3,3,0,9,3,1,5,2,17,16,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,7,2,16,12,4,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,6,57,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993695135335442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098692651842003,0.0,0.248596866424978,0.0,0.0,0.11361132751970553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904763698730908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223759603182568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421892623865815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625984756530834,0.0,0.18277059806202506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647411320608596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455521305250551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890838925382967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328699137373813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938059239932155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813655040469025,0.0,0.15374458004373984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590604672977873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357502980358814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31021527767445706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040902536820386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791768646077588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259953609009056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216638827323265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858125486087076,0.0,0.10794594947162793,0.1041120287829545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209973393492044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548669158315322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463320535726434
anxiety,Maximum-Memory,2020/02/03,Coronavirus I know reddit is probably the worst place to come to for this kind of thing but I’m desperate for some reassurance. I’ve been following the virus really closely and it just seems like bad news after bad news. Even when I see a bit of good news people in the comments are quick to explain why it isn’t actually good news at all. Nobody trusts the official numbers or professionals and everyone is convinced that it’s way worse than what they’re reporting. I don’t wanna just stay away from the news altogether either because I’ll feel like I’m ignoring it and it’ll make me even more anxious. And I know that there’s a big disease scare every few years but I just can’t shake the feeling that this one is actually worse. Is there anyone who has been following this that doesn’t think this is gonna be really really bad?,6.002545454545455,6.3530570424242425,6.649848484848487,76.77477272727275,66.45454545454545,10.721212121212124,30.43939393939393,10.577609850970193,3.0891939393939394,672,23,131,17,10,221,103,165,0.21100000000000002,0.65,0.139,-0.9431,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,2,8,0,15,0,0,1,1,30,30,8,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,1,7,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,2,3,6,8,14,25,7,16,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,3,6,81,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.2949043984663208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070044914901486,0.0,0.10565291675685684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419638048505983,0.0,0.378487581272148,0.0921094047049884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496250810011015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301596199592977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960078548856644,0.0,0.12730860850686632,0.1443829126823855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280181011926602,0.10794615985171448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534717023788701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734782032944922,0.16608166244735506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764005146266496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086069395824224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238954524873757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475399583043997,0.0,0.15786776362347807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291179335842407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903963666535205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512778655440392,0.0,0.1204074601159558,0.13755613419618382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105292767139548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038439531293793,0.09681903865162657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199364687089758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634461376276644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079684440644773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730370709467097
anxiety,Suspicious-Language,2020/02/03,"Is it normal too talk to yourself for hours? I wonder if anyone else does this. I have thoughts about ethics and morals, mostly about my life (“what will I do when my parents are gone”), and the current state of our society. I can found myself walking back and forth while muttering under my breath because I’m repeating the thoughts and words I hear in my head. Whenever I do this I’m very anxious and I can feel a tingling sensation in my chest. It worried my father who told me I should get help.My doctor tells me it just ruminative thoughts, but I feel it might be indicative of a severe mental illness. The other “strange” stuff I do is whenever I’m in a car with a friend I to check to let sure the trunk is closed otherwise I will start thinking that the trunk is open and my stuff will fall out. It doesn’t stop there, after I’m done ironing my clothes and leave the house, I could imagine the iron still being plugged in and the house catches on fire, it happens every time and I find myself running back to check to let sure the house isn’t on fire. Is this just a classic case of anxiety?",4.443606060606061,5.3271131181818205,4.719090909090912,87.35196969696973,70.0909090909091,7.684848484848485,29.21212121212121,7.793537801064563,1.6827666666666672,866,32,179,10,15,272,126,220,0.11599999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.047,-0.898,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,14,0,25,7,3,0,2,36,43,13,0,4,4,2,4,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,15,13,0,1,10,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,7,5,27,3,21,26,1,29,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,4,12,123,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476973782668224,0.13995191068754806,0.0,0.08662149187977056,0.12693221333550356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905159198285387,0.0,0.07551759380259457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989100586922748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679894048000453,0.10841036986451508,0.12677476097341445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348789362857992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437631005853623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252773814557395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132263181556699,0.0,0.0,0.13583071600544774,0.09571127625056076,0.0,0.06472346888063309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954884447927156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713913735336327,0.0,0.1396245285680531,0.0,0.08303579723380343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199926245228687,0.4288311555983931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117363101512625,0.0,0.25335640394105063,0.08750184052832738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248443756381133,0.1314197061544837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137850166947065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137556804083304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995191068754806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768463818862511,0.0,0.09893268737009507,0.10357127819361434,0.0,0.0,0.2836315412215976,0.0,0.0,0.2335154926218953,0.0,0.0,0.09957202351873773,0.10827872467673688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937887403212439,0.0,0.2950464907628705,0.07223685485718731,0.0,0.0,0.11837499316064265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022159981364138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434523632125633,0.0,0.12580864490058327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CapitalTear8,2020/02/03,"Last Friday, boss told me his plan to put me on stage to speak and explain our plan to the audience. The seminar is in March, and I'm already couldn't get myself stop thinking and worrying about it. I don't like to speak out loud, I'm having panic attack just thinking about it.",6.248947368421053,5.336132491228072,6.725263157894738,80.68684210526318,66.19298245614036,9.705263157894738,31.280701754385966,8.841846274778883,2.3314491228070184,220,7,45,3,3,72,41,57,0.182,0.7859999999999999,0.032,-0.8411,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,6,1,9,9,0,8,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34283313307987723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534330704180936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231275573731846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532382996099681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177813996360953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36450543737409735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123101257895507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597348360583968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981308175938901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968594187330306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155014433335123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SleepEatRepeat_k,2020/02/03,"Does anyone else wake up with anxiety tremors sometimes? Sometimes after a nap or first thing in the morning I wake up and before I even have a second to think “oh man the anxiety is kicking in” my entire body is already vibrating uncontrollably from weird anxiety tremors. 

Anyone else experience this or know why it happens? Just woke up from a quick nap with this happening and was curious if I’m the only one",6.516883116883116,7.553667181818183,6.966649350649352,72.54425974025976,65.49350649350649,10.315844155844157,36.17922077922079,10.355215969177356,4.027152727272727,331,16,56,8,5,108,54,77,0.126,0.845,0.03,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,0,4,3,3,0,0,10,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,0,11,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041605803998416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168036638273386,0.0,0.0,0.2539780877288542,0.3721709256507389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454051758808168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173270821452213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893202616727015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034311318876285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995462918507953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776537779324669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448115556768385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212021108152812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981055026687363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306664928876025,0.1381259705600562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592426632705358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120656568422389,0.1163712041621902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387878980799298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Concrete-To-Heathers,2020/02/03,"Fight or flight, or something else? Whenever I'm around a guy, I get sweaty underarms and get all warm. Doesn't matter if he's aesthetically gifted or not, it just kinda happens.

However.

I've never been sexually inclined toward dudes. All my sexual fantasies, naughty video searches, etc center around women or female-bodied enbies. Plus, I have thrice sampled the fruit of the tree of the carnal knowledge of men (I'm from a homophobic shame culture) and found it more than a little lacking. Unless you're supposed to laugh yourself silly while doing the do's? And are men and women supposed to bang with all the erotic tension of two elbows rubbing against each other? In my experience, ""good"" sex with guys is less than mediocre, but even bad sex with women is far more emotionally involved and thrilling.

Anyway. It gets worse when I wear more masc-of-center clothing, and it's three times worse now that I've moved back to the South. My current theory: I have this subconscious fear that a thing is expected of me -conforming to gender roles, etc - that I can't fulfill.

Thoughts?",5.723785594639868,7.58623930150754,5.771939698492464,77.31003685092129,68.04522613065326,7.919731993299832,30.352093802345056,8.447377352677275,2.4570057621440538,867,34,144,13,15,273,135,199,0.139,0.816,0.045,-0.9638,2,0,1,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,3,10,0,11,5,2,0,4,33,19,16,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,13,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,5,0,2,3,4,9,5,22,16,11,16,0,0,0,2,12,8,0,6,7,96,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044566050561398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149021416569984,0.14277977860625182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899450067577972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285047999165432,0.19235457240129253,0.0,0.0,0.38142553617624697,0.11294540708272105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727306319631052,0.0,0.1924251301513752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749519676792128,0.0,0.0,0.26802493331751304,0.0,0.0,0.14342861697190915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386383259668669,0.15121677007515466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138922956895267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174838363810686,0.0,0.0,0.1318875165275861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316459257651953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360633041218195,0.0,0.0,0.13575672589168605,0.09971281690660372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704440052014125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485319078114257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thefrogboy11,2020/02/03,"please help i recently decided to get into tennis but ive never played a sport before and i need some help. I'd feel stupid just carrying my tennis bag around school until practice since i dont have a locker, but is that what im supposed to do? I think ive seen other people do this but is that weird? Also, when do we change into sporting clothes? I dont know if we have to wear them to school or if we change in a locker room. I mean its just practice and to my knowledge we dont have any locker rooms just for that. Im having really bad anxiety about if ill look stupid wearing my athletic gear to school :( please help me",2.2140111034004164,3.797872427480918,3.7369882026370576,89.4816238723109,76.63358778625954,6.595697432338652,21.06939625260236,7.348242739294969,0.5695587786259537,492,12,105,6,11,163,76,131,0.204,0.703,0.09300000000000001,-0.9584,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,3,0,14,3,2,0,1,28,22,12,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,9,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,17,1,13,21,1,10,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,5,4,68,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127391813298812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586913083923958,0.0,0.107846947731248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549933577555464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177098284595353,0.0,0.0,0.11996096413576203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982697487707509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495671654025596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128215989408815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365461512746133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834815466243233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045585019229634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747722104082365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838509566097788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356518015923715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453258998338358,0.10873008137397773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773563643652904,0.0,0.0,0.30950061790470873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031341633235676,0.0,0.13919768775518332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280284678415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166175540119966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033230939568528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tootles553,2020/02/03,"Forgetting something then getting extra anxious about it For example tonight I forgot what I wanted to google, and now I’ve been very anxious for two hours over it. It’s probably not even relevant cause if it was I’d remember, but it’s making me crazy and I can’t sleep.

This happens quite often and always makes me so upset. Does it happen to anyone else? How to stop this",1.3009459459459445,3.958691256756758,2.923027027027029,87.28616216216219,89.13513513513512,5.662702702702703,22.264864864864865,7.1686216300943375,1.1672800000000003,299,11,55,5,10,98,56,74,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.9091,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,4,0,16,10,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,5,0,7,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688052119014571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583737528305406,0.0,0.14185236240666527,0.20786566862805333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840475625183733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775340823730748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947297804659592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339946109814409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599190529545983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587969232825963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978741089737864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708363981067998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872962395332204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157786488392878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298136880819943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030178576745052,0.0,0.0,0.15618027386699834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960952957995906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817582708724948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739010719800124,0.11965877633052413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chrisMentalAlt,2020/02/03,"Should I tell her about my nightmares? I have been getting recurring nightmares of one of my closest friends dying in my arms after a car crash. I always end up waking up and having a panic attack after it. she means the world to me and helps me through a lot, even though it’s all in my head I feel like I should tell her. I just fear that she will be weirded out by it and not understand it.",3.0371138211382096,4.047861573170735,3.986341463414637,90.82430894308945,73.51219512195122,6.442276422764228,24.642276422764226,6.42735559955562,0.6337252032520322,307,9,67,2,6,99,57,82,0.14400000000000002,0.76,0.096,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,4,0,7,3,3,0,1,13,11,4,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,16,2,13,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734514674532289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26981608122306683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461458980821537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100629772587236,0.0,0.0,0.15664910976002067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668831439209581,0.11992070805890626,0.16943490278752016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832376105537282,0.0,0.12391198037510555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434057161196411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589706215567977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586969745604987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016341755488164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583485849089225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071310614022466,0.0,0.0,0.2782688914210448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145955536446841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330191561608627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246903219360296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jacuzzi_excuzzi,2020/02/03,How to stop overthinking? Y'all have any positive tips on how to stop your brain from overanalyzing literally everything? I'd love to have a great mindset and hush down my anxiety.,5.539895833333333,8.435954031250002,6.270000000000002,69.10833333333336,71.1875,11.766666666666666,32.541666666666664,11.20814326018867,4.819091666666667,147,7,25,6,3,48,27,32,0.14400000000000002,0.5670000000000001,0.289,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415243951846133,0.0,0.2717002709347071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964816264779145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31919942205065177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915706923762722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32055030037927235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938677259553645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Onifashion,2020/02/03,"How to deal with anxiety. Let’s face it humans, life is hard.  Even when life is at its best it can be hard to not feel the pressures to always be on, to be your “best self”, to make sure you are succeeding in your relationships, your job, your home, your mind, your body and every other aspect of your life.  It’s normal for fear to sneak up on you, fear that you may forget to pick your child up on time from school, that someone will judge you for being yourself, for saying the wrong thing at the wrong time, that you are not succeeding to the best of your capabilities at work, that you said the wrong thing to your boyfriend, or girlfriend or friend… that you are not doing or being your best. Yes, life is hard.

The trick to avoiding or more so diminishing your anxiety is teaching yourself to think differently, to focus on what is good within whatever situation you are in, within whatever is causing you anxiety. Generally people get anxiety from focusing on one thing so much it expands in to a web of negative spiraling thoughts that takes over your mind. Let your mind be free and calm, only think about the things in the immediate future that really need to be addressed, not the horrible thing that could possibly, but most likely will not happen a week from now.

The more you focus in on the big test that is coming tomorrow the chances of you spiraling in fear is greater.  You start imagining yourself failing your test, and then you get into a fight with your parents and then you’re are grounded for a month and then you start doing drugs and drop out of college! Just kidding, you’re fine, no drugs for you.  But, do you see my point?

Instead put that energy into studying and imagine yourself passing that test with flying fucking colors! Put forth positivity into the things that cause you fear. Ask yourself: what is good today? It may not all be easy, it may not all end up the way you want but you can walk into whatever you are faced with, with hope for a good day, minimally.

Now, let’s say you do come face to face with that mother f*cker anxiety regardless of your attempts to be a happy human, here are some tips that have helped me in the past:

-hot yoga

-meditation classes

-hot bath with soothing music

-writing your feelings down

-watching a sad movie and crying it out

-CBD oil

-therapy

-boxing

-all of the above

-tapping your temples gently and chanting “it will all be ok” (maybe not do this one in public bc people will think you’re insane)

-Lastly I have one trick to help you sleep that I have been using for years: Close your eyes and picture a large green field of grass surrounded by green trees. In the middle of that field is a well that drops down farther than the eye can see. As things pop into your mind, words, thoughts, fears, memories… imagine them falling into the well, never to return. The well is the lock and key to your thoughts, what goes in doesn’t come out until morning. Keep doing that until no thoughts are left and your mind is clear, lay still. Before you know it your body and soul will relax and you should be able to fall asleep.

I hope this post has given you a little insight and hope towards your path of an anxiety free life!

Oni~

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anxiety,dani_useless,2020/02/03,"My anxiety is 200% after losing my daughter Trigger warning for loss


I gave birth to my stillborn daughter on the 28th of January after being induced when it was discovered that her heart stop beating. Of course I'm suffering from postpartum depression and going through the grieving process but the one thing I wasn't expecting was the anxiety this kind of anxiety is something I haven't felt before. It feels like my heart is going to pop at any second last night I only slept for 3 hours and not in a row. Even staring at the wall made me anxious sometimes I feel like I forgot how to breathe. I'm not sure how to handle it till I get my phycologist appointment set up.",6.295846153846156,6.847666392307692,6.7228846153846185,75.8058653846154,65.84615384615384,9.884615384615383,36.25,9.827888789773867,3.658538461538463,541,26,96,11,8,176,89,130,0.191,0.76,0.048,-0.9041,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,6,0,8,4,4,5,1,17,20,7,1,1,3,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,8,4,14,4,19,11,0,18,0,5,1,0,4,6,0,0,11,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213306884458234,0.0,0.40946895941787104,0.2015621039372153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182099011227654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367158021730004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784372704103233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042749440083644,0.2549244035399201,0.1713097259411018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321629478014704,0.0,0.20279867405631366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42285352900031203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757062686594628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857953969872244,0.0,0.145434878970751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433251960711224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960464771719574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882388506331927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743366234593024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090098335648908,0.1356952981517913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735526696163491,0.17646044441781436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491658430214554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681573111920089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853331389935405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,C00ps935,2020/02/03,"I feel like I have to know how everything works at every level or I'm an idiot Don't know if this is the right place to post this but I just want somewhere to get it off my chest.

I can't help feeling like I *need* to know everything about everything or I'm:
- not being appreciative of the work that goes into making the world work
- an idiot who doesn't understand X subject

Don't know where to start but say for example when I'm buying food at the store I wonder to myself how step by step it got to the shelf so I go on a binge of learning how from start to finish it ends up there from the farming to the killing to the logistics etc. Or walking around at work I wonder how the building was made so I do the same thing and go out and learn how they're constructed from start to finish. Computers as well. Back when I wanted to build my first gaming PC I spent 3 months doing nothing but learning how they worked inside and out (which is also what propelled me to go to uni and study more and subsequently get a job).

I feel like if I don't know or understand how literally everything works and how it came to be in its current state I'm not being appreciative enough and taking things for granted but I know it's overkill. And what if society suddenly collapses one day and we don't have people who know how to do basic things like farming or know how to cook or build a house or generate electricity so on and so on.

It's like I also need to be in a constant state of preparedness at all times and it drives me nuts.

Don't really know what the point of this post was I just needed to say it somewhere",3.786337641989818,4.597944291291292,4.9039691865778865,85.69091656874271,71.55255255255257,8.313826870348612,25.589371980676326,8.587818076936951,1.5263357879618744,1271,37,273,21,23,419,157,333,0.092,0.843,0.064,-0.9065,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,7,26,9,3,0,17,0,20,3,1,12,1,73,59,44,1,8,18,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,22,17,2,0,19,2,3,8,9,3,1,2,6,5,23,6,46,49,5,49,0,0,0,0,8,21,0,12,21,186,45,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053710227074911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822175386919136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756559061531989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049836070064863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949548264642298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666802899051718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778255691041419,0.09079183455390508,0.09799680451899284,0.0,0.0,0.07403315210298085,0.0,0.3158828128021541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332871333232775,0.1883202062679911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747410537729681,0.10625115586293003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181551663562718,0.0,0.14981338623855806,0.0,0.0702766098380748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889652358044526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138865850277122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719610590175451,0.0,0.09721367488011264,0.0,0.4346129538889755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464099157595215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314346898297705,0.05865302578199196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013594154631904,0.0,0.0,0.1954605370887237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431236767402217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954209119131167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091707856732805,0.0,0.09180406803255588,0.0,0.08306430365908417,0.0,0.16830781135440304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629092600194837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503937206420884,0.0,0.13975340122979246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186581710518586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660663114840739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512813848486128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123693355402085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294878813122065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365444736697864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900449534572643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905796690705883,0.3838166704950468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pettywap01,2020/02/03,"Has anyone taken Celexa and experienced weight loss? Hello all.

I just started Celexa and today is day 7. I have noticed I have lost my appetite. I can only eat about once a day now and get full very fast. I’m wondering if this is a normal side effect? Thank you!",0.5736388140161708,3.0342619433962237,2.502479784366578,90.60660377358492,89.9433962264151,4.538005390835579,17.005390835579515,6.1826913282559595,-0.184906199460916,205,5,41,2,7,68,42,53,0.10300000000000001,0.847,0.049,-0.4122,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,1,9,13,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,1,1,11,2,8,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854253936179972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420482337378305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27135320351149284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854961895797555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894836818171345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598276243044077,0.0,0.3019179343302269,0.0,0.28241622721485776,0.0,0.2016871824573278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877012066814168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441491890800105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513669155545934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880761087338596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322927155469802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28758472966672016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PierreFuckingSucks,2020/02/03,"Tips on giving presentations? I have to give a presentation this week in biology class and I’m extremely nervous. Biology is my worst class so I’m afraid of sounding stupid and besides that I suck at presentations in general. Even if I’m confident in what I’m saying my face always go red, my eyes start to tear up, I stutter, and I start to shake. I have no control over any of that and I absolutely hate it so I’m just wondering if there is anything to do to help that.",2.2036458333333333,4.27105957291667,4.672083333333337,80.56458333333337,78.27083333333334,8.433333333333334,27.333333333333336,9.150863307647796,2.462945833333334,373,16,77,10,9,131,60,96,0.218,0.7020000000000001,0.08,-0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,3,3,1,0,5,2,2,1,0,10,18,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,4,9,0,14,18,1,15,0,0,2,0,4,7,1,3,6,48,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722220525782655,0.0,0.0,0.1857019412072157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471936592248573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062794336046443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036499381098064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523921295108298,0.15519613351292755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696073172377079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303797076884054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217162044668099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865710639582373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190461536107968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961407038637129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway2189_0,2020/02/04,Paralyzed and no confidence Usually between the times of 11-4 become paralyzed almost like I’m afraid to show any personality. Absolutely 0. But that becomes a problem bc in order to do ANYTHING you have to show at least some sort of personality. Does anyone else experience this?,5.047599999999999,8.052588560000004,7.189999999999998,61.32499999999999,73.4,10.4,34.0,10.355215969177356,4.7822,228,12,34,8,5,80,44,50,0.092,0.805,0.10300000000000001,0.1548,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24476124069946145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622071635441193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091107192467403,0.2504473216999478,0.20114498394319105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399072494434477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390225588601036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041898199564245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390993482108685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194161043020162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268535275681776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338864068330148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425290424834193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920500609625203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,witterss,2020/02/04,"Getting help I had a massive breakdown hysterically crying last week over getting an hr complaint. I basically interjected myself in a conversation to say that someone is from Wuhan, which may make the person feel sensitive. I spent a half hour in the bathroom shaking and sobbing, and left work early. 

I then didn’g go to work Monday. I felt too anxious. I tried to use my sick time but work needed a doctor’s note, and my psychiatrist did not seem to cover the criteria. 

I went into HR and told them I don’t feel safe in the office. I’m too anxious. They gave me sick time before my vacation time, and I feel a lot of guilt, but at the same time, I feel too anxious to be working. My vacation started Friday and I just wanted more time off to be free from work. 

Maybe I did not want to ask for help, but I feel guilty. I’m currently on what is considered medical leave, but my office makes me super anxious. I always say the wrong things and I myself am so reactionary. 

It should not be customary for me to hysterically cry after getting complaints. I feel  guilty, but I know I need this time to grow, or to find a better career. 

Do any of you ever feel guilty taking time off because you’re too anxious?",4.40046165301564,5.621115151898736,5.630181186398612,79.5277438570365,70.47679324894514,8.108116157855548,28.28716803176967,8.4952907291091,2.0577790518739136,949,34,180,15,17,317,134,237,0.20600000000000002,0.705,0.08900000000000001,-0.9727,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,7,7,8,0,2,13,0,13,4,0,3,1,42,43,15,0,5,10,0,8,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,6,8,0,1,11,0,2,4,4,4,0,1,8,10,31,5,26,30,3,31,0,1,0,0,12,10,1,4,17,117,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765943214691702,0.0,0.0,0.06346874103421632,0.0,0.0,0.527191147638431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725251941229023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689412420037065,0.0,0.07941838316772605,0.0,0.0,0.08254428404135628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050409299619513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552892650423572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844238454447511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303391023732949,0.0,0.08961304655625761,0.0,0.08530346219370724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628584777738435,0.0,0.05304254303110603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511651187526304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191290189221513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051292649002280005,0.07607777380129861,0.0,0.09882477021575573,0.10140514045628038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934725445638041,0.0,0.0,0.12459923864180687,0.0,0.0937642144640646,0.0,0.0,0.0940218458754199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840851221268696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149362063571475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484421916744609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849656537087216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907962729187387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606064155869333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017380604868519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200541924036655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809571610534329,0.0,0.0,0.08918241728814512,0.0,0.06336608242514492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060860289555494,0.0,0.0,0.11009888280757812,0.0,0.07486504183901674,0.0,0.0,0.08651939989438849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397328631963996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204353766032442,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happy-bunny2,2020/02/04,"Is this a panic attack? Hi, not rly sure how to start this so here we go:

Idk if I have anxiety or not. I overthink the smallest things. Sometimes it results in me crying and trying to catch my breath in public toilets. Sometimes I can't cry, as there's people around, so I just fidget and get an awful feeling through me.

Honestly sometimes I just feel scared of everything.

What's wrong with me?",1.7433333333333323,4.30468307692308,2.918205128205128,89.57679487179489,83.61538461538461,5.005128205128205,24.051282051282055,6.42735559955562,0.8402205128205131,312,12,59,3,9,100,62,78,0.272,0.648,0.08,-0.9420000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,8,6,1,2,3,1,3,1,1,2,1,16,8,8,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,2,10,2,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277117746104027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777676327741604,0.0,0.22718939996068974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387256608668775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947892132680393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019502587337614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433584366710573,0.0,0.1134950214559606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343067995914129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844794472552766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993613991525555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925299665351933,0.0,0.14134982040174038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882163947128581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326728694539458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558427770336165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834235001532407,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sladurcho2706,2020/02/04,"Is it a panick attack? Hi, not rly sure how to start this so here we go:

Idk if I have anxiety or not. I overthink the smallest things. Sometimes it results in me crying and trying to catch my breath in public toilets. Sometimes I can't cry, as there's people around, so I just fidget and get an awful feeling through me.

Honestly sometimes I just feel scared of everything.

What's wrong with me?",1.6829487179487153,4.2293003717948725,2.918205128205128,89.57679487179489,83.74358974358975,5.005128205128205,24.051282051282055,6.42735559955562,0.8402205128205131,311,12,59,3,9,100,62,78,0.24100000000000002,0.677,0.08199999999999999,-0.9112,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,8,5,1,1,3,1,3,1,1,2,1,16,8,8,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,10,2,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571456884558718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286729421726525,0.0,0.2336948321014525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512883069043888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846181925410016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773298321047234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732343794282027,0.0,0.11674488329160924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241231854576672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056611913081893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6094967065738133,0.0,0.14539728769067034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936058582344633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647187745917075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946665213679105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459445218965585,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carputt,2020/02/04,"Super anxious about a trip tomorrow I’m flying to New Orleans tomorrow and I’m already anxious, mostly about the flight. I’ve been on dozens of plane rides and never had an issue but I’m already worrying that I’ll get anxious/have a panic attack during the flights tomorrow. 
How can I not be anxious about being anxious? Normally I just take Klonopin but that basically ruins my entire day once I get there as all I’ll do is sleep.",4.936627450980389,6.183483858823532,6.177352941176469,76.00642156862747,69.23529411764707,8.490196078431373,32.990196078431374,8.841846274778883,2.9927254901960776,348,16,60,6,6,117,59,85,0.262,0.711,0.027000000000000003,-0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,5,0,7,1,1,1,2,11,13,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,7,9,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,37,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31768330211430096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8130575877871068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375282032710647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282955680722504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040568498928975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023622971148015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101559854527747,0.13901839554560813,0.0,0.0,0.14103088881282946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329167422403947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688828759684686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404420726032582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822515842188443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617831631323913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lunacristal,2020/02/04,"How do you deal with it? How do you deal with anxiety at work? My job doesn't really allow me to get up and take a break, so I'm just stuck sitting there freaking out. I try controlling my breathing, but can't always do that.",0.541875000000001,2.5541444375,2.65816666666667,93.1035,83.79166666666666,6.34,20.016666666666666,7.554174236665415,0.5655366666666666,175,5,40,3,5,59,39,48,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.5695,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,4,0,10,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26297701563994563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24177563572410704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544743847101093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6516626299046878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512188588622118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31362858863107496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246825809651334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762854788672566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457565151177774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230086499497408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheHeisenbergEmpire,2020/02/04,"Jury Duty question In January I received a summons for jury duty scheduled to start tomorrow. It says one trial or three days. I just called the number for reporting instructions and I was told I'm not required to report tomorrow, but to check again for instructions for Thursday. I barely slept last night due to my overwhelming fear of this whole thing. I thought I was going to be relieved to hear I didn't have to report, but now I have even more questions that I can't get a grasp on.

Does this mean I may have to go Thursday, Friday, and then Monday the 10th? Or is it possible I am completely in the clear? If I don't have to go on Thursday or Friday, is my service 'complete'?, Or is it just postponed until I am called in? Nobody I know that's been summoned has had this happen to them. I took off work for the next 3 days and I'm not able to request off for Monday with this much notice. Having to drive an hour to an unfamiliar city is paralyzing me with fear. The idea of being around all of these people in an official setting at the courthouse is freaking me out. I'm very concerned about having an anxiety attack while there, or even while driving to the courthouse.  I was hoping to get all of this over with. I live in PA. Thanks in advance for any help it is greatly appreciated!",3.1226211531658983,5.0256851478599245,4.393146444994694,84.37250707463745,74.95330739299611,6.851715599575522,26.467810399717017,7.686295010490155,1.5561766536964976,1021,38,196,14,22,336,143,257,0.079,0.8240000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.7084,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,9,9,1,3,13,0,26,1,1,0,3,35,45,15,0,2,12,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,13,8,0,3,7,0,1,8,5,5,0,2,10,2,22,4,45,32,5,45,0,1,0,0,12,14,0,10,22,149,35,10,0.13538613169252567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206721213919387,0.0,0.10357002017664398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052236073310332,0.0,0.15402126977681313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27648875507008536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28389956650133275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462570945290598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847731619517073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788425262517903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046940754784024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146733190565447,0.0,0.2308291758464746,0.0,0.0,0.14926368814604096,0.0,0.0,0.11972150913613427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259000998181746,0.0,0.090746470256325,0.0,0.0,0.13446897680882527,0.13332806825768748,0.0,0.0,0.1528344634242737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440467732498852,0.11035776707569683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195484346734158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747518721768935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952438452197324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398468697717776,0.12705071328535394,0.0,0.0,0.15413800826517945,0.0,0.0,0.09174114665548323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938596970118564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262752134323665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30332690413487523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766448592332806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582700084056528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464536036203228,0.0,0.0,0.08994453007827759,0.0,0.0,0.10748146578620503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936725067742086,0.15041897381221556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170773742906323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115378111720726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985627163132049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Somerandomdickhead,2020/02/04,"I’m headed back to that dark place and it scares me. So, i’ve had anxiety/depression since 2001 and those first few years were hell. It was like living in a place of darkness, I pushed away all of my friends and i’ll always regret that.

Over the years, the anxiety has gone up/down but never completely gone away. Which is fine I understand that that’s how my life is (I may not like it but I understand it).

However over the last couple of weeks something’s hit me and I don’t know what to do. I’m scared, worried, I just feel horrible. I’m getting that same feeling of constant anxiety/depression I had all those years ago when I was in that dark place and nothing mattered.

I don’t want to go back there. I know I haven’t achieved any real progress over the last 20 years, but I can’t go back there.

I’m sorry for being such a downer, I just had to get some stuff off my chest.",1.3180132850241542,3.322273711956523,2.6336231884057995,94.38770531400968,80.90217391304347,6.262801932367151,21.63526570048309,7.3871296695380915,0.5936664251207731,689,21,156,10,18,222,101,184,0.132,0.785,0.083,-0.7739,1,0,1,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,12,8,1,2,6,0,16,3,2,1,3,28,34,11,0,2,6,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,15,5,0,0,6,0,0,5,6,4,0,1,8,2,18,4,17,23,5,31,1,1,0,0,1,11,1,2,17,99,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150914140624567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467101404248932,0.0,0.0,0.0855445024563614,0.0,0.09623236806618367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363759505065057,0.29018437541111824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318930301007474,0.13593905200786202,0.0,0.0,0.13918910571722135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669305663326235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721085189308334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700064835349213,0.0,0.0,0.09718843773813778,0.0,0.13144475911143966,0.0,0.142983707528401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910134122963907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826661966410636,0.20507844339660625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885230156054869,0.12291357481593225,0.0,0.11107875568245396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702039260973014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070311495395612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942851072508295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318156171376328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188426934738445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405842368971276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096842671235978,0.0,0.14081652656452226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440044865373206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619128037047596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419679354989908,0.0,0.10090467608362956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775031460066008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240298648872475
anxiety,aimeeellenpenny,2020/02/04,"Night terrors Anyone get regular night terrors? 
I get them 3-4 times a week where I’ll wake up literally crying or hyperventilating and will have to settle myself before I can go back to sleep. 
They’re all really vivid horrible dreams, not related to each other but can sometimes be loosely related to a previous event, other times no correlation. 
It’s been going on for a few years now. 
Anyone else the same? 
Any tips? 

I have been through a couple of traumatic experiences, have GAD (diagnosed age 6) and likely PTSD. I’ve had counselling and CBT, manage day to day mostly with techniques. 
Night times are unbearable though.",5.602543859649121,7.703755921052632,6.428947368421056,71.53096491228074,68.73684210526315,9.628070175438598,29.333333333333336,9.994966539143718,3.2590070175438615,501,19,82,13,9,165,87,114,0.152,0.83,0.017,-0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,5,0,11,3,2,0,1,11,15,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,1,5,1,11,10,5,19,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,15,51,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223412446302499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25136656484148423,0.1841720440358945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821434864394022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152951458853463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888663775693965,0.19744364032265868,0.23184389108512704,0.0,0.0,0.1824394223639678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015555469884595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582705771716353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782077847067133,0.0,0.20430872587197615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781530531380596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060411521104424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011462525925714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515053152157954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987681212815626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777743801016924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660051585094716,0.0,0.3144357652995694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441822020251916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575117540303033
anxiety,lilbbtrin,2020/02/04,Any experience with Prestique? I’ve been on Zoloft for a couple years. My prescription ran out and I haven’t taken it for a few days and my attention/productivity/libido has skyrocketed and I feel so amazing. I don’t want to go back to Zoloft.. I was just prescribed pristique and will start tomorrow but want to know about others’ experiences/side effects especially in regards to libido,5.383145539906106,7.7855253661971835,6.309507042253525,70.9030399061033,69.98591549295774,9.240375586854462,31.551643192488264,9.725611199111238,3.4463502347417836,315,14,52,8,6,104,54,71,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.62,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,13,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,6,1,11,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600416561113509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940380869713181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231127018574711,0.0,0.2466130864107148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740556041843126,0.0,0.0,0.19335035947218385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173238433503885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101542456262117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706610900859042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510928585436635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246249788926533
anxiety,Fortren,2020/02/04,"Random anxiety attack Hey, just wanting to vent. Today I was playing R6 with friends and my heart started pounding it got to 150 bpm (I dont really know of that is high but I felt like dying). I muted my mic and started crying.
Hours later I'm still a bit shaky and had asked my bf to come over and as I'm waiting for him I can feel myself getting better but feeling guilty for asking him to come",0.8294243641231596,3.022667578313253,2.9343775100401612,90.45034805890228,84.06024096385542,4.6527443105756365,21.27041499330656,5.82211442006289,0.2138230254350737,311,10,63,2,9,105,63,83,0.15,0.715,0.135,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,18,21,7,1,1,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,3,11,4,10,17,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,7,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072994888312616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683991093715905,0.22415384375495728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742599579323314,0.2151093519556428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33945351368258664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164318477320253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448947642233345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309215811413121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925193142951825,0.0,0.18918288412626616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222745264073126,0.0,0.10294177634803707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758554365400573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23348543037992045,0.0,0.20817651823223465,0.0,0.0,0.19403812878371096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828435864677093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626052658449608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622458876777612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789223930571166,0.0,0.1573510621865016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867645468600354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621535584967205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,less_doomed,2020/02/04,"I started meds! I’m just on day 3 of starting anxiety meds. I know it can take 4-6 weeks to feel the whole effect, but is it common to feel worse than you did before starting on them? I last few days, I feel like I could cry at any moment, which is very unusual for me. I feel constantly overwhelmed and like I can’t handle anything at all. The instinct to run away and hide is high. I had a panic attack last night, as well. Is it the meds? Tell me it’s going to get better!",1.0449019607843155,2.5715513333333355,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,79.78431372549021,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,0.04052156862745093,364,9,84,3,9,123,71,102,0.18899999999999997,0.684,0.127,-0.8378,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,2,7,1,2,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,12,21,4,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,4,12,4,13,18,3,20,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,14,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260203823753578,0.0,0.1154210595011878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241595258789776,0.0,0.0,0.17164521270767308,0.14175460500617387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283858455951632,0.0,0.0,0.1334391016663692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304523857859934,0.0,0.1204635997882099,0.0,0.1657321146867758,0.19460732330480174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051532784779916,0.10778708888379446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882739283775393,0.0,0.0857472976399472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594106179672614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829184610956639,0.2459709938906564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742248702200128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027734745400093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158853993430173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770225215687043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203761266139107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134412848617727,0.0,0.13187379653283887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448993817470125,0.0,0.0,0.1210250236613403,0.0,0.13565720956036176,0.0,0.0,0.16844961055721616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537573087332688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tripelle,2020/02/04,"Recommendations for things to do to occupy mind while driving? Lately I've been having a problem with getting too deep into my anxious thoughts while I'm driving. I don't have driving anxiety; rather, my mind isn't engaged enough while I drive that I spiral into my own (not driving related) thoughts. I want to stop it, I basically self-trigger anxiety attacks every time I drive for more than 10 minutes. I think driving specifically is an issue because I commute quite a bit on freeways, so my brain can go on autopilot. I don't have this issue when I'm watching TV, at school/work, etc., so I think the solution is to find something to keep me focused on something, anything. A distraction. Music does not work. I have been thinking about podcasts, and have been trying to find some that would hold my attention. Any other recommendations are greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance!",6.019886128364388,7.887189782608694,6.499642857142856,72.35994047619047,67.32298136645964,8.59648033126294,37.01915113871635,9.075114841892004,3.696838095238096,709,38,113,13,12,230,102,161,0.09300000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.105,0.2276,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,1,1,5,0,17,1,1,0,0,24,29,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,8,1,0,9,5,3,0,0,5,1,17,3,18,23,6,24,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,1,7,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939777518570696,0.0,0.22363291648134248,0.16512578103482353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202820221944451,0.0,0.0,0.16628473037661853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910133200227516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957522740736915,0.0,0.0,0.1631694038351362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791070095583118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102837276970066,0.16301353525736592,0.0,0.0,0.1231510140538737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26718583729655226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636561228562445,0.0,0.08306940836658057,0.0,0.0,0.16114834122813226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051182984264957,0.0,0.1299189037175191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488142036323475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951716378929697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986095713733065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554653498382088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479276212170761,0.0,0.0,0.15248283604222654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505119060824588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220117696483294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456985629667395,0.0,0.0,0.09710608122235874,0.2809714817288085,0.0,0.2320786808814303,0.0852304696605584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923700254110927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862123922987964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282092701972705,0.0,0.0,0.10383201041041562,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SAT_Throwaway_1519,2020/02/04,"Do you ever feel so scared of some unlikely event that you almost want to stop existing just so it can’t happen to you? Sometimes I get so scared of some random super painful thing that I feel like I want to avoid it at /all/ costs, like I’m too scared to live in a world where it’s even a possibility.

Random, painful medical problems and being a victim of violent crime are the two main categories of things that get to me",11.414728682170539,6.276263418604653,10.820232558139537,68.5453100775194,60.16279069767442,14.257364341085275,40.29457364341086,11.20814326018867,4.152601550387597,338,10,69,6,3,111,57,86,0.317,0.579,0.10400000000000001,-0.9734,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,8,12,2,4,4,0,4,3,0,0,2,16,12,4,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,9,0,1,0,2,7,3,11,11,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,5,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300964782630652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071251449902387,0.16531860627275588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481982096764413,0.13056514135772726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097110415178548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616157488973734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857647011959735,0.0,0.16138211035481667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411339163042914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388943104911244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603658726176255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487846042759694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489296495452595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075619712768215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527971360089191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428377773169212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853182471598836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559541338172888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PossiblyTrueInfo,2020/02/04,Purposely triggering attacks Found out through the grape vine today that someone I have do be around has been purposely trying to trigger a panic/anxiety attack in me after having seen me have one previously. I have no idea how to respond without making it worse.any suggestions?,13.138749999999995,11.140678708333333,11.715833333333334,53.81250000000003,53.58333333333334,14.6,51.08333333333333,13.023866798666859,7.025508333333334,230,13,30,6,2,73,42,48,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,8,0,0,4,0,9,11,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,4,0,8,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768767078642938,0.0,0.19897555032498526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154386773735106,0.0,0.5918018913837286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851858841020384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936208896802602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736185622579084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762502808446538,0.0,0.0,0.3051709436845625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203816226161058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465440927170128,0.0,0.0,0.17659061558468347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507268187237853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mildlydramatic,2020/02/04,"I feel like I lost a piece of me I've had brain fog and balance issues for 2 months now and I'm still not sure why. I've realized that in conversations with people, it's really hard for me to fully grasp what is happening, which makes me feel like im not showing my full emotions. This is getting me really scared on what people think of me, and its been causing a lot of anxiety. I feel as though I'm not the happy, positive, caring person as before. Rather I'm standoffish and annoying",3.893457142857141,4.824311260000002,5.557428571428571,80.66300000000003,71.4,9.314285714285717,26.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,2.2608714285714284,386,12,78,9,7,132,68,100,0.188,0.733,0.079,-0.8508,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,1,3,0,4,1,1,2,1,19,16,7,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,4,9,5,11,13,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432929612942076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938848666869598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091018391748941,0.0,0.0,0.19097679312570875,0.19242074482444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070048557289045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28413131739596503,0.2676310756839297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786264828653153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563914485551953,0.19939682038244447,0.16779451893783476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023288120152533,0.19550478174007974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302210028250573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044728809175094,0.15924573511410775,0.0,0.0,0.12503203474469535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951043639020026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25971673864825545,0.16355337830093095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399933821606042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753171923084885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495873901010587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653908944573524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002179371926605,0.1840328243835918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901970248485662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thanksforhavingme,2020/02/04,"Beta-Blocker Recommendations? I summer from a lot of physical manifestations from anxiety during heightened moments like public speaking, stressful moments at work, and shaking legs/profuse sweating is the last thing I need. I found on here that some people have used beta blockers to great effect.

Does anyone have good recommendations for what's worked for them? Thanks!",7.669499999999997,11.325705616666667,6.7966666666666695,64.14500000000001,67.83333333333334,7.333333333333335,35.0,8.344100000000001,3.635500000000001,307,15,37,5,6,94,52,60,0.102,0.7,0.19899999999999998,0.8101,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,1,6,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,2,0,8,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,4,8,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148502382475215,0.0,0.0,0.19330166669271007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192500875730044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30311534957583763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187482197974585,0.0,0.3047893066921939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253452780973134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506048339398286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350296049465385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498565558099271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165700870658728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166748327255923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451985971278,0.0,0.0,0.18366242522756887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23876576730515034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025206980201221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ponycat123,2020/02/04,"Quitting meds I take a fairly low dose of Lexapro, 25mg per day.  I know everyone is different, but last time I tried to quit I got an awful headache. 

What was your experience quitting Lexapro? How did you do it?",0.5735714285714266,3.07185635714286,2.030476190476193,92.97285714285721,92.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,26.04761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.4230190476190483,165,8,35,3,6,53,37,42,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.7105,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,2,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530092208771553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478799628863982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267063915752916,0.0,0.2320799653983349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975372019752185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038860936090166,0.19339369913968815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635357406243062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7570465906081065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838550283965587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383447319924821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107991162038945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeatleCake,2020/02/04,"How to forget the things I read. Ok I have severe OCD about hell and religion. Basically I am scared God will punish me in eternal hell for listening to music. and I have an obsession about religion and hoping that the said religion is wrong so I can listen to music without my fear of hell. 

Is there a way I can recover from this so I am able to be happy again.",2.8128828828828847,4.366142000000004,5.006486486486487,81.13558558558559,74.94594594594594,8.717117117117118,24.495495495495497,9.2995712137729,2.0761873873873866,284,9,57,7,6,99,51,74,0.315,0.544,0.141,-0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,4,3,4,1,10,0,0,1,0,7,14,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,9,3,11,11,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,2,45,12,1,0.2915319125077311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280544522674237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103411418783652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895569693287781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916108051835695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773136089310697,0.0,0.2918743025735761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293480798739897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936808485885489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314044624550773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810263603168943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187443808808662,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-Lanius-,2020/02/04,"Feeling nervous for tomorrow Everytime I know I am going to experience something new I get really anxious. 

Tomorrow I am going to the first lesson for a poison license course that I'm attending for a job.
I don't have a clue of what It is going to be like and how many people will be there. I just have bad memories about courses, which doesn't help at all. I always have the fear of being at the center of the attention or to make a fool of myself somehow.

How do you guys deal with this if it ever happens to you? What comforts you in these cases?",3.779196428571428,4.8177428125000015,5.673571428571428,79.32142857142857,71.76785714285714,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.2774964285714288,433,16,83,8,8,150,75,112,0.175,0.764,0.062,-0.9187,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,7,7,1,2,8,0,13,1,0,3,2,15,22,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,0,1,11,2,17,18,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,6,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316209964005052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622562287008169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938302372555109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932989265816726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099872068977345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270810183507125,0.0,0.261226127363742,0.11737879619037987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746125599220107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128546708422865,0.0,0.3957977298656922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298586946509412,0.2052838483627952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556009841003232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303667358141621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758006984440556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341365325873395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495767792939366,0.23535720789881825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420576773078468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093916580061227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871715594313553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787155105146793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maryteeza,2020/02/04,"Psychiatrist Sending Too Many Meds... Hi everyone! I finally found an antidepressant that has been helping with my anxiety (Effexor at 37.5mg) after a journey of nothing working. However, my doctor will send me medicine for anything I mention I have trouble with (ie sleeping) and at each of our sessions, he’ll fill a months worth of everything (Ativan, ambien, effexor) and it makes me uncomfortable that he’s willing to throw so much shit at me. 

I’ve only taken the Ativan twice when I was actually having a panic attack, which I told him, but for some reason he still filled it again and now I have ~60. Same with the ambien. It’s simple math that I don’t really need a refill so... why is he refilling it? It makes me feel uncomfortable for some reason. 

Has anyone else experienced a psychiatrist like this? Would anyone else also feel uncomfortable?",4.270576923076924,6.946693621794875,5.787794871794876,72.09053846153847,74.3205128205128,9.031794871794874,28.348717948717947,9.558583805096642,3.2427902564102564,679,28,110,19,15,229,105,156,0.126,0.8320000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.8995,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,8,5,2,1,8,0,12,3,2,4,0,20,21,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,0,1,6,1,4,0,1,5,3,15,1,14,12,5,16,0,0,0,0,12,3,1,2,8,77,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.1568324462057002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285219160634977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229448023350702,0.0,0.0,0.2247481620473342,0.329338378186221,0.13225288723891712,0.0,0.0,0.1828339372321285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449629418750333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685097356607081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535679054232116,0.14443824334248387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625223753208972,0.0,0.0,0.17605294554471934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621321862113526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772235854777956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851612437536963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455399704771946,0.16293748836276242,0.0,0.0,0.17851561841999833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827937173607912,0.0,0.11814235202140914,0.11916645657053045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420820361643106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222927691115924,0.0,0.18856176695290236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029566932840447,0.3304789163624885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496931290657818,0.0,0.0,0.16082879975000114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834539772008413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535679054232116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501824601187213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700078511201495,0.0,0.0,0.11416571582409715,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lunachilde,2020/02/04,"Just started Escitalopram, have a question about side effects. So I've been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and a couple other things too. But I've started on Escitalopram for medication, I seem to get Nausea but it comes and goes. Anyone know of there is specific foods that make it worse? Sometimes I have no nausea at all and other times it's bad.",4.193831168831172,7.164126045454547,5.787142857142857,70.36500000000002,76.42424242424242,8.61991341991342,29.12554112554113,9.23628265651192,3.2729722943722948,293,13,47,8,7,99,51,66,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,2,1,15,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853159856122392,0.0,0.0,0.17232176334303725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577329811081554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229262680048164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726893781219989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501389394000714,0.0,0.0,0.28245008975523744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980051934791441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875860303433084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354410545888404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450556376862865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482698438754885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27607750788133617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243564714629564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437427959096909,0.0,0.34887349877862955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372871231051292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370547005381978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511509713325452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,V1Joseph69,2020/02/04,"Sertraline increased dose Hi there,

I have had bad anxiety and panick attacks since September last year and was prescribed sertaline 50mg start of December. I improved a lot but the past few weeks all my anxiety came back and started having daily panick attacks. The doctor has now prescribed me 100mg sertraline daily and still no improvement but that was 5 days ago. Anyone know how long the dosage increase takes to kick in or anything I can do to decrease anxiety and panick attacks? I'm a 20 year old male! Thank you in advance :)",4.5751515151515125,7.107582474747481,4.9101010101010125,79.4518181818182,72.73737373737373,7.632323232323233,32.21212121212121,8.515128840125781,2.966927272727272,431,21,70,8,9,136,74,99,0.177,0.6679999999999999,0.154,-0.1635,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,3,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,1,13,15,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,4,0,6,1,5,11,5,20,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,14,42,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102035623812615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909916171100444,0.0,0.0,0.1191247964566333,0.0,0.14019779409648744,0.0,0.0,0.5814522893465555,0.0,0.13100195851408056,0.14224960201262635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485483600959336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987283194424126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437817853059712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362942757061388,0.13887211033974106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076972347641562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484020924168886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877185108838126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263489133290018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092961363540807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117374221842294,0.0,0.13605556762088786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809502762272268,0.0,0.0,0.15685134536710751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366583935278058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942194608415813
anxiety,deathviarobot1,2020/02/04,"Is there a reddit for the SO of people with anxiety? My girlfriend has anxiety and I’m trying to learn as much as I can about it and ways to help her and
Be more supportive. Are there any online support groups or reddit subs for SOs?

Ps, just reading this page has given me so much insight.",2.67135593220339,4.4139354576271215,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864406,75.77966101694916,6.753898305084746,23.664406779661018,7.554174236665415,1.071180338983051,228,7,46,3,5,75,47,59,0.054000000000000006,0.8140000000000001,0.132,0.7053,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,10,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,9,8,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,35,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761923659528834,0.0,0.4221204849848665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849277617689556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056316817413311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127205322352614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759713905338904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6261686770010464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731576862743424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899398151338906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kenny-mothmaan,2020/02/04,"Going on an airplane for the first time... Trigger warning: panic attacks, mention of medication/drugs
So Im flying for the first time on saturday to see my sibling which is very exciting, but im really stuck on the thought of flying. Its not just the plane, its the entire process of going through security/being in the airport. Im flying on my own and haven't really let on to my parents or sibling how nervous i am.

I talked to my therapist about it today and almost had a panic attack while talking about it so she recommended lorazepam or whatever its called. Ive never taken that medication before so im nervous about it as well! 
 Being in the plane makes me worried im going to panic on the plane and have no where to escape.
I know im overthinking it and it will be fine but all of my options are making me anxious. 

I really want to go. My sibling is my best friend. They live in Newfoundland and wants someone there for company bc the massive snowstorm really scared them.
I dont know how im going to react to the lorazepam and almost just want to smoke some marijuana beforehand bc i know how it affects me. Either that or drink a bunch on the plane lmao.
Its only a 3 hour flight so its really not that bad 😂😂 
I feel really silly for being so upset about it and its too late to back out because we already bought the ticket!",2.126918186843561,4.430635544776123,4.307976782752903,81.8557075732449,79.74626865671641,6.806191265892759,24.851299060254284,7.921354282810032,1.7007715312327254,1058,40,196,19,27,364,139,268,0.14800000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.8158,1,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,2,3,19,16,2,7,16,0,14,2,0,8,2,41,33,22,0,3,10,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,17,9,1,0,5,2,1,5,6,10,1,2,5,2,22,6,35,23,6,28,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,7,11,143,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755587769592042,0.0,0.09232588640619624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451710177039126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036095617987606,0.0,0.0643328572466422,0.06985638568667918,0.051001119340416144,0.0,0.07119235061067528,0.0,0.08780075978664824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543083670260795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805420298008348,0.08195938540715479,0.0970242900230157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230329887748283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233000848658978,0.0,0.0,0.06463900630942344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377423947788771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239270652659568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6326043252735288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793950868309438,0.0,0.0943772310468707,0.0,0.0,0.08555264768388489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387731047541604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169344337414694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428320937344289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452724126444273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363064313503829,0.0,0.2944868890277375,0.09289955661825916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215858315262208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376278729502122,0.0,0.06666979623327958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088868254135484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449275589263784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714096472275224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642028931564092,0.09757091744682024,0.0,0.07930418931304037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903199714072307,0.14804251775298094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522445781399263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496538871992286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chickpeamask,2020/02/04,Completely irrational fears I basically live my life around anxiety especially social anxiety. I have to give myself a pep talk before I go into Walmart. I completely avoid eye contact because I am convinced people with think I am super strange or ugly or attracted to them. If I do not clean something in my house everyday I am convinced my boyfriend will come home from work and be mad at me for doing nothing. When I allow myself to eat “bad” food I keep thinking about how bad it is for me and how fat I am because I’m eating it. Driving is scary for me but I push through it just to get what I need done. Yesterday I decided to push myself and go swimming at the indoor pool alone so I could relax and get out of the house. The pool was empty and I was thankful because of my social anxiety.. while swimming I kept getting completely crazy/irrational thoughts and would have to remind myself over and over again that they are not real or possible. I would be swimming and suddenly start thinking of an alligator swimming underneath my legs and brushing past me or while swimming underwater I’d accidentally bump into a dead body or something. Completely irrational and yet my heart was pounding out of my chest. Then I started worrying about what other people at the gym thought of me. It’s just never ending and I wonder what life is like without this just to feel okay and normal.  I rarely leave my house anymore and that just puts me in a cycle of anxiety and depression.,5.457455516014235,6.8891527081850565,6.224731316725983,75.45894750889683,68.1814946619217,9.178718861209962,33.622953736654814,9.516144504307137,3.3603521708185067,1185,55,204,25,20,389,153,281,0.171,0.748,0.081,-0.9676,0,2,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,15,14,1,2,8,1,22,11,6,3,1,56,43,28,1,6,14,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,11,21,4,3,8,9,0,12,4,6,0,0,7,3,41,8,35,30,0,39,0,1,1,0,7,13,0,7,15,154,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137993904000024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995287998703168,0.0,0.09707619167279867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713891820807211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346073946981915,0.17901042114957205,0.0,0.08329341806782516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872881148265703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431975887879582,0.4105246686870098,0.0,0.0,0.07815366976476537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430870571135791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017093240686893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032276884265246,0.0,0.0,0.08669756896531974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014849012289588,0.0494938898466709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183636306050612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342352475993856,0.09390076675372157,0.11126126057590002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159948823493748,0.0,0.0,0.0981872167831403,0.0,0.0,0.338840447196066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700520013613992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036466945398957,0.0,0.0,0.1382789584573197,0.04782194948048343,0.0,0.08643475955452765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258091648333861,0.07549539293617187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590708428887762,0.09392385298546968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934428610862119,0.13572307099198969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035128268090824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840204301707883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141521871878322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995640414236428,0.0,0.1507142018556506,0.0,0.0,0.13856783318180305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867672051538953,0.0,0.09011988974938437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881633796226862,0.0,0.1554204315125957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435820504702433,0.10615273484557017,0.07126186728287984,0.09940755689674624,0.0,0.1390702136147687,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beanfreak_,2020/02/04,"small victory: I corrected a mistake and moved on instead of beating myself up over it! I'm doing an internship for university credit right now, and I have to complete a certain number of hours that get approved through an online system. Today I logged into the system and found that all my hours had been declined. 

It turns out I put down the wrong date for one of the entries and hit ""submit all,"" so my supervisor had to decline all of them because of one mistake since ""submit all"" doesn't allow for entries to be approved individually. 

Now usually I would panic over something like this, calling myself an idiot and effectively becoming a sobbing heap on the floor, but today I didn't!! I stopped, thought about it, corrected the mistake, sent a quick apology to my supervisor, and then moved on to the next thing I needed to get done. 

I know it might not sound like much but I'm really proud of myself :)",7.929122807017543,7.433623198830406,8.312397660818714,69.30789473684213,62.62573099415205,10.640935672514619,37.71345029239766,9.994966539143718,3.8478818713450287,721,32,123,13,9,239,101,171,0.1,0.7440000000000001,0.156,0.8759,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,5,6,12,1,1,13,0,11,0,0,2,7,30,22,10,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,4,0,1,4,3,7,0,2,8,1,16,5,26,10,5,30,0,1,0,0,4,12,1,1,14,96,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134952786112716,0.18361925063464168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697683320791155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431868384917865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013998357719606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229366486671625,0.0,0.0,0.17372621881289727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274619072547887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137122386873343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245083286618225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637380244426398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35341256211488115,0.12221899409408575,0.12327843658612365,0.0,0.0,0.17681760798447554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225321878957124,0.0,0.0,0.19506831451443335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671355310429385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650933617902733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198369565946198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375305992072141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799377630038036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899939889948698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045463926486557,0.0,0.0,0.13199053372942596,0.0,0.0,0.31518689190481225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084130835251253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311004913322831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810513934515092,0.18177737171469896,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Casual_Tourettes,2020/02/04,"Yesterday I had an anxiety attack so bad, I was physically unable to move I’m not sure what to flair this so please let me know. 

I’ve had anxiety for a while but I’ve never had an attack this bad. It came after the realization of the magnitude of my college senior seminar project kicked in and it was just a flood of what I can only describe as bad vibes (self doubt mostly I guess). I instantly felt my heart racing like it was about to explode, I could not breathe for a good bit, I ran to my bathroom and the world was spinning, I had tunnel vision with the edges just an unintelligible blur. I threw up several times, and to put it lightly, almost soiled myself. I had to get away from all stimulation so I locked myself in my bathroom with the lights off and laid down on the floor in the fetal position for a solid hour. Until that hour had passed I genuinely thought I was having a heart attack or something like that. I couldn’t stand without becoming dizzy and faint. It was honest to god one of the most terrifying experiences in my entire life. It subsided after a couple of hours but I keep getting flashes of my heart racing every couple of hours since the event. I’m not sure where to turn or what to do.",3.700569812962154,5.29844411570248,5.0294345367551125,81.6897498912571,72.71900826446281,7.904654197477164,25.54675946063505,8.532816995589336,1.7350132231404962,964,31,188,17,19,321,135,242,0.161,0.754,0.085,-0.9666,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,13,3,1,18,0,18,6,4,1,4,35,31,15,0,2,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,6,6,7,0,1,17,3,24,6,37,11,4,32,1,0,0,0,1,12,0,8,15,134,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925527689976186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693368855546786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723761755958174,0.10250997168831426,0.0,0.2733003055350479,0.0,0.1205005250618148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911699642575715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247897720226465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711336187790154,0.241450473380564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192767034845042,0.0,0.0,0.10672795014716767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047601916300215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400820181763892,0.0,0.0,0.0915140907289415,0.0,0.0,0.1201940759383092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878782989653526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297951508413457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697964929262796,0.0,0.0,0.059962560644748676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156968458216243,0.07706576661370397,0.10660870572908754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596387402490048,0.0,0.0,0.08415033490760172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073933981944717,0.0829810762907997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976713491646546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968304890445804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382278898129547,0.12326027911032204,0.0,0.09025474921205642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839961888284198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056648219788835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661906942007952,0.0636213885755898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867749451119987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517561730820334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meerkatluvr,2020/02/04,"Is there something fundamentally wrong with me? I feel so worthless and worried about losing my job. It's the slow season where I work so we've all been stretched thin as far as clients goes. It's especially bad for me because I just started here about a month ago so I'm naturally behind everybody else by a larger margin than normal. Because of my lackluster performance, my managers have been yelling at me and lecturing me constantly. I feel so scared and sad and angry. I don't know what I can do to speed things up or make things better. I just don't have enough experience right now to land every sale I try. I'm absolutely losing my mind with doubt and worry. I don't know how much more of this torture I can take. If I lose this job, I think I'm gonna give up on life entirely.",3.1995355587808447,4.892732069182394,4.468050314465412,84.81322206095794,74.2201257861635,7.659603289791969,26.06724721819061,8.384062270229773,1.6502361877116596,625,22,129,11,13,206,105,159,0.252,0.73,0.018000000000000002,-0.9898,2,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,6,13,11,1,2,3,0,11,1,0,2,1,22,24,14,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,2,4,20,1,18,21,4,18,0,5,0,0,1,10,0,3,8,81,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356775136069914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779782006490056,0.18660661608829548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536819257592364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654023369377783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786110271611492,0.0,0.0,0.1581507983245182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895875675488605,0.0,0.0,0.1497210112015876,0.0,0.0,0.15478239605308333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682808033869196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30377475743072924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682343791216633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811005449386976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137014024319779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216802972588024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545458953156848,0.0,0.12217018415027735,0.0,0.11251593071486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996526188066425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071149686571387,0.0,0.0,0.15323869841873206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783224835789885,0.0,0.0,0.10833590420053672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508127305610402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033711147891351,0.09807398730655058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391697193970753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142872988394632,0.3108775626633544,0.0,0.0,0.16734592125374192,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImafreudSo,2020/02/04,Just cried in my driving lesson So I’m onto my third lesson and I’ve just broken down because I keep doing things wrong all the time. We pulled over and my instructor said that I sound very nervous n I just started crying. He understood and said he’s had this all before. He was really nice and reassured me that I will gain confidence it will just take time. But this nearly happened on my second lesson also due to my really low self esteem. Has anyone else been through this and what have you done to calm your nerves? I don’t want to be breaking down on every lesson :(,2.550502392344498,4.812109377192981,3.667607655502394,87.22643540669857,78.03508771929825,6.250717703349283,20.012759170653904,7.348242739294969,0.6321859649122814,455,11,87,6,11,147,80,114,0.16399999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.127,-0.5617,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,5,6,6,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,0,2,20,20,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,7,3,14,3,12,10,2,16,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,4,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472581647074694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440292271835405,0.2110555728684974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255663050602383,0.0,0.1752777297899704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525288388439522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107937701502829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207370848409234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355091614984547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215150843972214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830885838706561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639180286413321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918770641158768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148868695525182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579696562725014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487478999614854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368470206220893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402225626335595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699588739226052,0.1214950585821454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252118326693345,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowRA10251986,2020/02/04,"I need to stop obsessing over my bf’s exes and I don’t know how to stop I have generalized anxiety disorder and I tend to fixate and obsess about things.  I’ve been with my bf for about 3.5 years and we are great now but didn’t have the best start.  When I met him, I was really depressed and drinking a lot and he was the same, but the big difference is he was easing his depression by being a player.  We were in what I call a “non-relationship” for about a year and half.  And without hashing it all out there were two big issues.  One was he took an ex of his on a trip to do ayuasca in Peru after saying he owed it to her.  I begged him not to go but he went with her to the jungle for 2 weeks.  Luckily the deal with her was that when they got back they were to have no more contact and that has been held up.

The other issue is a girl he started hooking up with while we weren’t talking for a short time.  He slept with her once, then once we came back together we decided to be exclusive and he cut her off.  The problem is they work together so they are still in contact and she’s still totally obsessed with him.  I found her on social media and she’s constantly posting about how she has to see the love of her life every day and he’s with the wrong person, how hard it is to know someone loves you but they can’t be with you and all sorts of other dramatic garbage.  I know she’s crazy but I can’t help but obsess and continue to internet stalk her.  She even posted something about how a guy cheated on her with his now gf (which I don’t know if that’s my situation but the shoe seems to fit) which has really thrown me for a loop.

How do I break this toxic cycle?  I know I’m going to screw up my relationship if I don’t stop obsessing about this stuff.  Thank you guys.",2.402093727072636,3.5756920505319165,3.996870873074105,89.50000000000004,75.30319148936171,7.526632428466619,22.805942773294202,8.104835398774808,0.961823844460748,1385,37,315,22,29,463,183,376,0.138,0.775,0.08800000000000001,-0.9123,2,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,5,3,5,2,22,17,3,5,20,0,34,7,2,5,3,68,60,34,0,4,11,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,15,31,1,4,8,1,1,6,10,12,0,3,20,3,53,5,52,37,7,48,0,2,1,3,62,16,1,5,23,228,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167505275225598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419163077772564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204344521512424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901916219210757,0.122110896860762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537520552541992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885469369968591,0.11007018865803836,0.18391334628071535,0.0,0.0,0.11154686509080003,0.12236211943615895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045892077818699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051737916555756,0.0,0.08995424937976976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706248375837712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135419807048314,0.0,0.08538984910632258,0.11770896232839967,0.0,0.2114285817280346,0.0,0.0,0.09564060971319363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156243411583102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287017056133349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933766902414607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541138769573005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076791838583,0.19271944487328224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916501097924954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740281519014605,0.07234683337764551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322321682717713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450301527182474,0.0,0.0,0.10215983614492206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679298669747034,0.0,0.0,0.2292516453996927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490393795747622,0.0,0.0,0.08507800706871442,0.09719498896677692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000850957102625,0.0,0.10883363214346248,0.0904617709231082,0.08219303380779375,0.0,0.0,0.15113785505486727,0.0,0.17052558433057016,0.2677813552323776,0.0,0.0,0.12222056123993735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581378887440662,0.0,0.09829501206555452,0.0,0.0,0.07093002614454293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062255621535092114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862001764699287,0.0,0.0,0.104294044647028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564056884074325,0.0,0.0,0.09897237002348933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291780126866698,0.0,0.0777263057452028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673093872763365,0.0,0.1375065211414674
anxiety,diazendo,2020/02/04,"silent panic attack i had a panic attack during class today. i don't have them often; it's usually just anxiety attacks, but this one was so bad and i've felt anxious af all day. i was sitting alone in the front row in a silent class, everyone just doing their own work, and i started sweating, shaking, dissociating, got stomach cramps and was so close to crying. i wanted to just run out of class so bad. nobody noticed which i'm relieved about, but i also just needed to vent about this because i have nobody i can talk to irl. hopefully tomorrow will be better.",4.5419090909090905,5.887516963636365,5.756136363636365,78.28420454545454,70.27272727272727,7.6818181818181825,28.29545454545455,8.07648339933343,2.0175454545454543,446,16,79,6,8,149,76,110,0.28,0.635,0.085,-0.9718,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,11,11,3,3,3,0,11,3,2,0,1,17,18,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,8,0,1,6,1,10,3,10,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,55,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214889285461438,0.0,0.13292229216797835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271542273649464,0.1877759449357986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5672815991394909,0.0,0.0,0.2775656169394937,0.10132328644814764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700389986010393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257967032730968,0.10719509914968224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158825814440889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959272619670145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329375362738765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165089268318371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324651734156282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923718770260944,0.0,0.0,0.11263176931564255,0.0,0.0,0.3900356148789557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764802432016848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359753870844504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755264186791382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183062638291546,0.0,0.098038073325862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100669690341727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dankmeme84,2020/02/04,"How do I know if I have anxiety? (I've already posted this on a different sub but then realised this might be more accurate or something)

Throwaway account. I (15M) am probably overreacting because that is what I seem to be good but here goes:

I sleep bad. Like I wake up constantly in the night and no matter how much sleep I get I am always 'exhausted' (if someone at my age is capable of feeling that way). Even when I have early nights or try to sleep in on weekends it never works. I always seem to worry alot when I'm trying to sleep about the most random things and I think that could be a reason as to why.

Also, I hate everything about myself. I can name multiple things that I dislike about myself easy but genuinely struggle to think of a single good thing that I like about my person. I don't know if this is normal for someone my age because of hormones and all that but idk.

One of the main things which I hate about myself is that I constantly feel like I'm a burden on people. Every time I talk to someone I always start to worry that I'm talking too loud or that my breath smells bad but nobody tells me or that I smell bad and nobody tells me or that i have greasy hair or something similar or even that people just don't like me and are plainly too polite to tell me. The problem is I dont really care how i look or whatever but I still constantly worry that it's at an extreme level of bad. Sometimes when I see random people looking at me, I start to worry loads more because I worry that I've done something wrong and haven't noticed or there is something happening that I'm too 'self involved' to realise.

I'm self conscious about everything, I feel like I'm terrible at everything and all I ever do is worry. It's gotten to the point where I just completely hate myself because all I ever seem to do is worry. 

Every time I talk to someone I go bright red. It doesn't matter who it is unless it's my close family, I always go bright red. Sometimes I'm not even talking to anyone and I go bright red which then triggers a load of worries and starts the whole process. I dont know why this happens but it does and it's completely random.

I assume everyone else my age is feeling the same way but I feel like I'm worrying way way way too much. Some of my friends even pointed out that I might have anxiety which now has me constantly worrying that I'm 'self diagnosing' and am overreacting.

There are likely some other things I forgot to mention but these are the things I remember

To summarise, all in all I worry. I worry so much constantly and I hate that I do it. It's at the point where everything I do, I start to worry that I'm doing something wrong or there is something up or what not. I am terrible at socialising, I go bright red constantly for no reason and I just seem to lack basic social skills.

I know everyone my age is probably going through this and feels the same way but I just feel overwhelmed with it all which makes me think it's not completely normal.",4.0368086576099484,5.095225422442244,5.250173459206387,82.52266060326967,71.17821782178217,8.211466728068157,27.78939289277765,8.569652575389874,1.9831191649397493,2370,83,467,39,43,788,212,606,0.204,0.7040000000000001,0.092,-0.9978,1,0,6,0,0,1,40.0,0,0,0,2,36,32,4,2,17,0,44,9,7,7,9,106,95,50,0,8,32,0,8,7,1,2,2,1,0,4,51,17,0,1,23,1,1,5,12,17,0,1,3,22,72,15,53,86,21,64,0,1,11,0,17,22,0,28,37,334,123,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609244501956829,0.033402157709233014,0.1390185497644179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390539143685922,0.0,0.0,0.02920542185916509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949940766831026,0.10184646497915696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042585646251655236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138005256066612,0.2708206761827792,0.0,0.033348652020818964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042394025611498,0.0,0.04363906625689448,0.0,0.0,0.03655179005916779,0.04274355353360135,0.09790445855917106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034892121171661884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035048198488986,0.07556378043726514,0.07038332176484886,0.07982295242919357,0.1501549037282201,0.0,0.03937551056438224,0.0,0.1478354324544148,0.08951801521395067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0322701461140445,0.0,0.02182225417533919,0.0,0.11868966209492535,0.0700666694737058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387127946588465,0.0,0.0,0.1649505082733128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181923535550032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284144172466934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014983768810708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02788071741396041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861929933454704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211369380166637,0.0,0.03221434893308684,0.0,0.0,0.0783935887140406,0.08184828658482474,0.0,0.0475535764919425,0.0,0.0,0.02830333468066212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687080490267676,0.03647053758517102,0.0,0.0,0.11845385706686072,0.0,0.04000256137148005,0.0,0.09006675436733018,0.03996669789592707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026757893218738883,0.08588970054307678,0.0,0.0,0.047315431308811634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03328399040577231,0.15209745464049373,0.13072058636985875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719417506293888,0.0425776025190936,0.1415608484134843,0.19293203329060524,0.08261998997194607,0.0,0.1182554949490596,0.0,0.033356281537091595,0.0,0.0,0.0436653787664464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428736398453014,0.10952221315741437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649433086292578,0.08029047246258968,0.0,0.0,0.048710955540033414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671597537779526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892277122866248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537893103946114,0.046632903677056484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03040787747425719,0.5514316145508894,0.0,0.0,0.09133433136320084,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayacc1857,2020/02/04,"this this sound like anxiety to you or physical illness? sorry if this makes no sense im just really worried about myself for the first time ever and im very much alone so i came here. 

sidenote: i already have a doctors appointment and a psychiatrist appointment scheduled.

so a few days ago i had my first panic attack ever, and had no idea it was a panic attack and was also smoking weed when it happened (ive always smoked so dont think its the weed), anyways, since i didnt know what it is was i thought i was dying or having a heart attack and even started thinking about what everyone in my life is going to do or feel when they hear im dead, and i just stopped feeling real and my brain and thoughts were all over the place but it felt like some sort of psychotic episode (it was just an intense panic attack i guess but my thoughts were actually insane) it felt that extreme

so after a couple of hours i managed to calm myself down with a help of a friend that i reached out to and she told me it might be a panic attack and i calmed down once i looked it up etc

the problem is ive been feeling terrible, i havent been feeling real, been overeating, it feels like a CONSTANT panic attack at this point?? chest tight and its hard to breathe. sometimes i feel like my heart is burning as well and my stomach has been constantly clenched for the past 2 days (literally cant unclench it its uncomfortable and it hurts)

i honestly thought i was used to stress for years, so not sure why this is happening. im 20 btw.

does this sound like panic/anxiety to you? why is it turning into physical pain? i honestly feel like im going to die or just need some peace of mind until i get to the appointments tbh. im scared :(",2.623101808689168,4.608884228323704,3.8709957113555866,87.18894928211826,76.65895953757227,6.661047920939772,26.19019205668469,7.601502580125103,1.43235271303375,1357,52,272,19,31,443,178,346,0.222,0.639,0.138,-0.9856,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,2,20,30,6,7,17,0,32,10,6,2,4,64,63,30,3,3,12,0,11,6,1,1,4,3,0,0,25,17,0,2,17,0,0,3,7,17,1,2,23,15,33,13,31,38,6,34,0,1,1,0,8,11,0,10,26,185,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.059953787370809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054460318744994664,0.0,0.0,0.06363034978302487,0.06779741301583657,0.0491312595995193,0.051120623082804025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939984896731788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193617046286101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858416803170117,0.0,0.07026772246089484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327834473277706,0.0,0.0,0.06797902815496039,0.0,0.07924374697757441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752410572807055,0.0,0.0,0.06288351730526773,0.053764056258188905,0.0,0.07200387189494929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851865258286459,0.040578652317369984,0.11114682306760476,0.0,0.05870582122176386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745125189673972,0.13167211778940252,0.11797858031301807,0.0,0.0,0.10451680179336184,0.0,0.0,0.04746618286893736,0.0,0.03209837053846732,0.0,0.0698322862963203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767993748673662,0.0,0.10865732208023747,0.0,0.055035611006776085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924412321752473,0.14560661619690632,0.04118002068898986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060503208485863276,0.0,0.06576973029900618,0.06935505422993116,0.3981759307999824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03376424606870131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339486972269735,0.18009050320391465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159172524602862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100976880027975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517509795377102,0.06203399882461485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516336781031086,0.045554861712682096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542855025799876,0.0,0.0,0.06537344984872863,0.4324994867706447,0.0,0.0,0.0586487030071729,0.0,0.0,0.06418873629698033,0.0,0.058077956647568964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058787046835527434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985783391389148,0.039358205823412484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150929611023044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082143805230704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076290356385144,0.06877384961048003,0.0434855247375672,0.0,0.0,0.05136420099380797,0.0703760376393808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790377847696882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873287868141,0.0,0.19509690998478835,0.03582449108245017,0.0,0.0,0.05870582122176386,0.0,0.0,0.06682596747715823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306196416758988,0.0,0.05069207568575861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523936821867715,0.0,0.11087492794545784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062392399091108164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039563504619695364
anxiety,Ashh_The_CyborgWitch,2020/02/04,"been sick for the past 2 weeks and i'm scared about life on 21 Jan i became ill. fever, nausea, vomiting, diarrhoea, coughing. this lasted for 4 days and since then my symptoms are much milder but i'm still on sickleave.

those first 4 days i was probably more sick than i've ever been before and it changed my life. not only did i truly notice that my GAD had gotten worse because i was in a constant panic attack and thought i was dying. i still can't fully shake the feeling that i'm dying. these past 2 days i haven't even checked my temperature because i'm scared i still have a fever (i checked Sunday and i still had a low fever at that point). since last week i've seen a doctor 3 times because i'm so fucking worried. yesterday the CRP test showed the infection had decreased, but that relief only lasted until today.

this illness put my entire life on hold (work/routines) and i feel like a different person. i'm scared what will happen once i'm healed because i feel like my life doesn't exist anymore? or like i'm a ghost of my former self? (which is ironic because i felt like that before, but now i'm a double ghost i guess).

my doctor said i'm going to feel weird for 1-2 months because my body will still be weak after the infection, but yeah i'm just really bulldozed by this. i never realised how much anxiety affects physical illnesses too... i'm scared about returning to work, i'm scared about ""being me"" again  (×\_×#",3.159410569105696,4.957580369337983,4.204063588850179,86.22063661440187,74.57491289198606,6.595180023228804,24.501887340301977,7.333567415737692,1.1211929152148667,1134,36,220,13,24,368,156,287,0.23600000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.079,-0.9937,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,16,17,2,7,12,1,19,23,1,2,2,25,45,15,4,0,7,0,5,4,0,2,21,1,0,2,13,6,0,1,6,1,2,3,5,12,0,1,14,7,25,5,18,27,4,41,0,1,1,1,3,7,1,2,35,119,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492768801001958,0.0,0.0841713075852637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655540217062862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104271183264853,0.0,0.14444151117187615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427487911282864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978448439391047,0.0,0.0,0.09171766770899864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420838138124802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761697529238378,0.0886743235670718,0.0,0.17374242529916245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560578810721259,0.07677257662893515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165755492003398,0.1212667169890818,0.08149148439577933,0.0,0.0,0.07219301418819238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846381189455477,0.0,0.0,0.0482353377531722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349728662566624,0.0,0.07505300066584879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754870930658825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979351773731164,0.16585883519683262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774489745001315,0.0,0.12478298597626646,0.0,0.06545936578887704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662858512587458,0.0,0.09038707989605868,0.0,0.12909963180630146,0.0,0.09958029410604666,0.0,0.0,0.1620419521327079,0.0,0.07410791586269501,0.0,0.0,0.08023251144956993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150755509282717,0.0,0.0,0.0853209060541436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437188017002406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073375237447644,0.0,0.4248638889248546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854115182331516,0.0,0.0,0.14041580819238453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33889883030518525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882156466235029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737975975599969,0.04949018624035927,0.0,0.08044977338421001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361601602280886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357725301760578,0.08619275131906713,0.08649293823707446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aulit,2020/02/04,"Doing everything I can I’m not doing well at the moment. My baseline anxiety level has been way too high for months. I also have a phobia that is problematic when my baseline is too high. 

I’m trying everything I can. I switched meds from Lexapro to Zoloft a few months ago when I felt like that wasn’t helping anymore. I’m doing yoga and mindfulness and learning how to meditate. I do deep breathing and see a therapist once a week. I have a pretty strictly controlled clonazapam rx to take as needed (15 pills every nine months) which is usually enough but this past six or so months have been really rough. I still have pills left because I get so paranoid that I might need them even more at some point so I’m reluctant to take what I have left. 

I’m not sure what I need. I just feel like I’m trying everything I can and I’m not feeling any better. I don’t know where to go from here. I made an appointment with my GP tomorrow although I’m not sure what answers he’ll have for me. I just can’t feel like this anymore.",3.389182692307692,4.792479552884622,4.513653846153846,85.85634615384619,73.18269230769229,7.892307692307693,26.94230769230769,8.472884824447931,1.7996096153846155,809,29,166,14,16,265,116,208,0.11599999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.062,-0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,16,7,0,0,7,0,23,5,1,3,2,31,46,15,0,3,8,0,5,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,7,1,0,1,7,0,1,2,5,6,22,7,13,39,4,25,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,3,16,107,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033096498040648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320057870806048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925424301522478,0.0,0.08915620835527717,0.0,0.23116161584098985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104443340200615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307412184849504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071454452046774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042160234794673,0.0,0.07697653001367513,0.0,0.09819375108911443,0.0,0.3142279919117664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678517287393133,0.16651879988042328,0.11190097760526638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088968070747738,0.0,0.06623491386518096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811730842458005,0.2462712841305427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404979841540856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532518374795672,0.0,0.0,0.17081323840713095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027720509108564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294546444277338,0.0,0.0,0.12363527611869772,0.11767670190336042,0.0,0.3720987687797041,0.0,0.0,0.2592487660114364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411606781061575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125489363189787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017220429227577,0.0,0.0,0.11856763485841056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746613783068751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287086165316903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307257243284586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196835866788822,0.0,0.17525388993890625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531712417502187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582521037478212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835727965806662,0.0,0.0,0.09250758368222484,0.09348495216024044,0.0,0.10478748412749274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alextwig,2020/02/04,"Has anybody tried using the self help workbook I was just given ""the anxiety and phobia workbook"" step-by-step guide. Has anybody had any success with following or using similiar kind of books to help with anxiety?",6.346228070175438,8.632153447368424,6.73947368421053,69.30464912280705,67.15789473684211,9.27719298245614,36.35087719298246,9.725611199111238,4.200235087719299,173,9,25,4,3,56,29,38,0.136,0.6579999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274095041081412,0.0,0.4786412885650206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193781886122461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257732222846977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32635884857938224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239684889397564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403841485383578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AcBlaze,2020/02/04,"How long do acts of confrontation affect you for? Hey everyone, new to the sub, not new to anxiety, hope you're all well! Earlier today I had a confrontation with a stranger while I was walking my dog, nothing physical happened (luckily for him amirite!) , but there was a lot of aggravation and verbal assault tossed about VERY fast, I was shaking A LOT, pretty close to tears, even an hour after it happened. And I'm still out of sorts about it, still shaking a bit, still close to tears, but the whole thing has really made me crash, after I'd managed to have a decent enough day. It's just so fucking hard, trying to be a big man, when inside you're always so scared, to do anything, you get out of the box and you're just beaten back in. Shit, it's only fucking Tuesday man",8.184649859943974,6.172781601307192,8.05062558356676,76.27352941176474,63.05228758169935,11.095798319327734,36.23622782446312,9.606745405546679,3.2180110177404284,607,22,120,9,7,196,99,153,0.24,0.7070000000000001,0.053,-0.9869,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,1,15,12,7,3,11,0,9,3,1,3,1,21,17,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,10,1,0,5,1,8,2,21,11,6,26,0,0,0,2,6,6,3,4,16,79,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201491697347276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137178756346916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056078036442942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199705454064265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321180536404032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023203166065318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639345751446196,0.0,0.10479112134247444,0.0,0.0,0.15160308398231662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933507537559718,0.08289147248373284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805988363981348,0.0,0.14212505989755567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575817023042184,0.15624469271339406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404060090907182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697681638803464,0.0,0.1501246156192793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064628709991125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522351898933327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206654169150338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614106976442117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016394159669474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884283346734634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628586163896511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801098554221881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540432818819316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150387809946517,0.0,0.0,0.1077173484151188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090822762525198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265124658679645,0.0,0.0,0.17713431531521465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crafty_Beach,2020/02/04,I hate my anxiety rn So i am having my frist period since my copper IUD got removed. Today i went to work as usual only to get sent home again after 10 mins because of the cramps that started as i was walking to the office. Ofc the cramps triggered a panic attack. At home i crawled into my bed and had a 3 hr nap. I am still in pain. I didnt eat enough today. But the worst thing is i am alone. Being alone when i am not feeling well gives me major anxiety because there is no one to help me. This sucks so bad rn. Why does life with anxiety have to be this exhausting?,0.7778650137741074,2.6947904710743806,3.0681198347107457,91.02521005509644,82.30578512396694,5.686225895316805,20.00068870523416,6.816661863887847,0.3024209366391184,441,12,96,5,12,151,86,121,0.309,0.6709999999999999,0.02,-0.9874,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,3,1,6,0,13,6,0,1,0,7,22,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,4,3,8,1,1,6,1,15,1,13,14,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,10,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378890955021634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743622119304255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557411092398785,0.0,0.0,0.13619953299582255,0.1988745500686125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427486128989756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691388802775467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854798355540834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247906751343069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522418488440707,0.15648088490591833,0.0,0.0,0.13046306352896814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610485848632916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933681797137604,0.0,0.3272480747462287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521744992786508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053526406066187,0.12406115481105764,0.17357264194338734,0.1913877849281038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493568551932078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115458147496569,0.0,0.13026893930994382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837059210029328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092399769290688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796551469105547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666570455109385,0.15121514715302334,0.14719166736119635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875430241927387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Toffy-y,2020/02/04,"New therapist As I'm scrolling through this reddit, I often see people saying that Cognitive Behavioral Therapy does wonders.

It makes me even more anxious tbh, bc my new therapist uses this method, it's said to be great, help with everything, so I should be happy i got that particular therapist on my healthcare.

I'm not. I hate the way she makes me feel, i hate how i have to write down stuff that stresses me, I hate how she talks more than me, and about herself, i hate how quick she is to make assumptions about me, slap labels on everything I say and do, how... Demanding for answers she seems. I feel worse after appointments with her.

My previous therapist only once gave me a homework, told me to draw myself bc she knew I like to draw; I felt safe with her, I could tell her everything, and she never talked more than I did, never told me to leave early bc she had a phonecall to make (like the current therapist). What my new therapist also did was confirm my fears about having a job with the stories from her life and how awful her jobs were.

I don't feel like going to the therapy anymore, even though the method is said to be amazing.",4.180034291743603,5.726737892376683,4.8182590345555285,83.88202321287261,71.42152466367713,8.475758375098918,27.91585333685043,9.007467420416297,2.2186741756792405,902,33,176,18,17,289,119,223,0.073,0.773,0.153,0.9626,3,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,15,13,4,2,8,1,16,1,0,10,2,34,42,13,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,4,1,0,9,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,13,9,42,7,26,24,3,14,0,0,1,0,25,3,0,3,12,123,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733935449805263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512859518145393,0.08350953508678602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723148606179354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368907032171533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123428447494303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703625271296346,0.0,0.0,0.09475494497846004,0.12773096037790602,0.06015664629541795,0.08085078123005246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785610139703629,0.0,0.06734707726775771,0.0928372009554394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963864876695975,0.0,0.3325432101705275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056441378340728765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712254319449166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916179266161027,0.0,0.0,0.059477052684440423,0.12341611364976834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483212371394087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988942101362894,0.24397948321151694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967643769019389,0.0,0.06404231169331973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058377704995342415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601980133140904,0.13392767711392228,0.0,0.0,0.0671011270755284,0.07665780535381822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645746893924384,0.0,0.09639550447367294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353628781511874,0.07359958800086512,0.0,0.19259336086655665,0.5866166017931006,0.0,0.0,0.08273177914708997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092451683816944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272678218653407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668386511938778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131760715360236,0.0,0.0,0.08581291259080727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WillowW0lf,2020/02/04,Confidence in the gym Signed up for the gym again to try and get stronger and make myself feel better about myself (I’m quite small) and it just made me feel shit there’s way too many people in there everyone is bigger and better than I am and now I just hate myself even more so I just left early. 😢,0.78857142857143,3.031159920634924,1.9676190476190487,96.98571428571432,84.71428571428572,4.8698412698412685,13.761904761904766,6.1826913282559595,-0.8892476190476191,237,3,53,2,7,75,46,63,0.10400000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,11,4,2,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,13,9,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,2,7,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718272611886552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618207500008376,0.0,0.0,0.2548855816240835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697478359585231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936287191992322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26335474297149025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28981843048009265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523998784396448,0.1780538719225574,0.2704368232102797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492689099176132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837153659745737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738091605432749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110185017736244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117291860711679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kidvisions,2020/02/04,I miss coffee I haven't had coffee for 4 months due to anxiety but I miss it. Should I get back to it? I'm worried it might cause an anxiety attack especially that I haven't had it for months now.,-0.26162790697674154,1.8168856279069807,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,88.06976744186045,6.2306976744186064,17.902325581395353,7.554174236665415,0.3817572093023252,154,4,36,3,5,54,26,43,0.326,0.674,0.0,-0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,4,6,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776617435024919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35517067647849593,0.0,0.2400612487625224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207136890352112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311074452686813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311930971421444,0.0,0.0,0.4983874649036814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31705256366119833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,durbanhaze,2020/02/04,Welp In 40 minutes I have to give an extremely simple 5 minute presentation and I’ve been dreading it all week. Feel like I’m gonna pass out in front of everyone,0.8288235294117641,3.2001227647058816,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,86.05882352941177,6.9294117647058835,23.20588235294117,8.07648339933343,1.4679647058823528,130,5,28,3,4,44,31,34,0.10300000000000001,0.821,0.076,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121188160374947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709901075995238,0.3828795149787721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141276825300967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618358604563564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299030880192479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emerald188,2020/02/04,Trigger warning * One of my biggest fears is developing schizophrenia or that I have it . Are intrusive thoughts the same thing as delusions ? Sometimes I have these thoughts of scenarios that can possibly happen and I don’t know if that’s considered a delusion?,5.364000000000001,8.743015177777778,4.7022222222222245,77.38000000000002,75.0,8.044444444444443,40.111111111111114,8.841846274778883,4.489577777777777,213,14,32,5,5,64,38,45,0.131,0.8690000000000001,0.0,-0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,3,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973264106859162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122378893142159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405000463736932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926412389608265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980579217497444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492167926496492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345784849326133,0.0,0.0,0.56063085505082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avojnop1997,2020/02/04,"In denial For the longest I ignored my severe anxiety. Now I am having all of the physical complications that come from it. Headaches, IBS, Dizziness, fast heart rate. It took multiple doctor visits and lab tests that came back negative for me to finally acknowledge it. Wish I would’ve acknowledged the signs when I first got them. I have a fear that I’m too far gone to go back to normal.",4.467747747747747,6.4320355945945975,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,71.43243243243242,9.257657657657658,28.54954954954956,9.725611199111238,2.863484684684685,310,12,57,8,6,100,59,74,0.177,0.787,0.035,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,4,0,3,2,1,0,1,10,11,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,2,0,1,4,0,8,0,8,7,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,38,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607391952551333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740650206222663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781957578231265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952520138052455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896107542205184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737067192985559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664517816071447,0.0,0.20689535580390528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823591491483042,0.0,0.1945370511005482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882343522625369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383184133428467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747860357526993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702427592512557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797079608114368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278698908254705,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heyday328,2020/02/04,"Anxiety without a trigger feels like such a betrayal Usually when I feel anxious I can identify why. It’s usually because I’m scared for my health or because I’m about to attend a social event.

But sometimes that feeling kicks in and I don’t even know why. It feels like my body is betraying me. I have never had any sleep issues, but last night I woke up suddenly just to feel anxious. No idea why. Why did my body wake me up for that? When there’s a trigger it’s so much easier for me to level with it and calm myself down. But when it comes out of nowhere I feel defeated. I can tell myself there’s no imminent danger and yet my chest is tight and tingly. I woke up this morning feeling drained even though morning is usually my best time of day for productivity.

I have a doctor appointment later today to talk about getting on medication (not currently on anything) and then a therapy appointment right afterward. Hopefully this day ends better than it started out. This shit is exhausting.",4.047812499999999,6.049223156250001,5.192083333333336,79.21125000000002,72.64583333333334,8.966666666666667,30.75,9.516144504307137,3.10936875,794,36,145,20,16,262,112,192,0.174,0.701,0.126,-0.7237,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,14,11,2,1,6,0,11,10,6,2,1,30,27,15,0,1,7,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,9,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,8,19,6,24,23,2,35,0,1,0,0,3,11,1,2,24,99,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533084039710676,0.0,0.08474261877351341,0.25028857704997365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115843689300128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350548985164445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625159267098295,0.09797153977673244,0.0,0.24609224155169765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542290670992644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288150083376228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338296929378155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811382462854198,0.0,0.0,0.14633176663284322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39207839626739577,0.15827545200955634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057875397514359314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774871020278675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100246308646026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125051560744394,0.0,0.11562038384692272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060879076732473926,0.0902964599991546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823819908029972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159422024243844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143241607783404,0.0,0.08543655642484506,0.0,0.0,0.10395489102426264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460129717897392,0.0,0.0,0.11090516133651697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370900865634075,0.0,0.0,0.11085506183394278,0.11292122487445212,0.0,0.0,0.10955936824488104,0.0,0.07840715862168435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903679827612652,0.0968222862802887,0.0,0.12668093686397747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883593539902706,0.0,0.0645938291372664,0.0,0.1050018056281564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660092398789733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39982905185352896,0.0,0.0,0.1067832061813754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uhhelp,2020/02/04,"Afraid of pregnancy. 20 [M]  I need some serious advice. Every time I go to do something sexual with a  woman, I don't get nervous of performance or anything like that, I know  what I'm doing. I get UNGODLY nervous about getting someone pregnant  even when using a condom. I never have sex without one but I can't seem  to get over the feeling that its going to happen when I don't want it  to. How do I get over this feeling? Sex is supposed to be fun, not  anxiety filled. I don't want to feel like I'm taking this ginormous risk  when I go to stick my dick into a vagina. Is there any men out there  that feels the same way as I do? I know I'm overreacting but if anybody  could help me get over this feeling that would be absolutely wonderful.  Thank you.",1.6258008658008656,3.691296558441561,3.8152987012987047,85.9948528138528,80.16883116883116,6.704069264069265,24.552380952380954,7.793537801064563,1.4241191341991355,586,22,119,10,15,201,94,154,0.069,0.725,0.20600000000000002,0.9659,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,8,9,0,4,5,0,15,5,2,2,1,28,43,9,0,6,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,0,9,0,0,4,7,5,0,1,0,5,16,4,18,39,2,15,0,0,0,5,4,5,1,5,7,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776184085627015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978789634022124,0.0,0.12350471329485803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285518875652694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289004140024921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663266692419024,0.0,0.13602407840496628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408156322731365,0.11533608829282507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060889890085138,0.0,0.2752581406702878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427649684326354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821294398140134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745151203304316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774739957814912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197091603189254,0.12451606474838435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939907123414952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697314346952906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136791525753805,0.12428797696718658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138628273906438,0.0,0.0,0.14863654046596986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941396721469808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943633975749173,0.0,0.0,0.19044847173407944,0.12814724640089528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556268788363017,0.17507983323464665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468564537221845,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lyrindaniele,2020/02/04,"Rapid thoughts? I’m not particularly asking for help or advice, but maybe some relief that someone else experiences this? Sometimes, and nothing triggers it, I start to have really rapid thoughts and images go through my head that make absolutely no sense. Like there are a million people all talking at once in my head and they won’t shut up and I can see them. It’s hard typing this right now because I feel clouded by the images and noise. But I don’t experience it often. And it isn’t triggered by anything I don’t think. Does anyone else have this problem??",3.728411214953269,6.16237497196262,4.242813084112154,83.70160280373834,74.98130841121495,6.149158878504673,27.522429906542047,7.1686216300943375,1.4941334579439252,450,18,82,5,10,142,78,107,0.10300000000000001,0.807,0.09,0.3422,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,2,3,1,21,18,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,3,9,2,8,15,2,8,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,3,3,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682928585572674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265294848068307,0.18541204047863755,0.1489123606984758,0.0,0.16917055872146786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030983224066716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583568690517847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302333048771383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35402173780881474,0.0,0.0,0.09149739971891092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028421494418848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210211155817625,0.0,0.3714285958139412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129179971987153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840654958639649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079033911733035,0.0,0.18179583415824016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363331809996713,0.0,0.0,0.19271351692099886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545294091961026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315160584180872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592581883629766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545364638557183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419946332794592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533244520910344,0.0,0.17897130225179886,0.0,0.128082440682035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544654638927804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595006987147745,0.0,0.2873196144139821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Moses-Pharmacoach,2020/02/04,"Tough times don’t last, only tough people do! 💪🏾 Happy Tuesday! Always remember that everyday!",1.7514705882352928,3.5238757647058847,4.114558823529411,73.13301470588237,114.88235294117649,6.405882352941178,21.897058823529417,7.1686216300943375,2.4773647058823536,76,3,10,2,4,26,15,17,0.153,0.613,0.23399999999999999,0.5538,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658663408020595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468069743696362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35841488854039866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33441231915427705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048332141394742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980953619718146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563931085542849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhiskersTheSpider,2020/02/04,"Does anyone else feel like they’re not fit to be an adult? All my life I had social anxiety and while it sucked, it wasn’t THAT big of a deal until now. I’m almost 20 and I still feel like a child because I basically 100% rely on my mom. She drives me everywhere because I’m too anxious to get a license or use Uber. She schedules my appointments because I’m too shy to make phone calls. She buys the groceries because I’m too anxious to go grocery shopping alone. She’s still stuck paying for all my needs because I’m too anxious to get a job. 

And every time I do step out of my comfort zone, it always goes horribly wrong. I went to one job interview and I couldn’t answer a single question because my dumbass brain shuts down under even the smallest amount of pressure. I ended up crying and laid in bed all week in depression. 

I’m such a pathetic loser, and I honestly feel like I’m better off dead.",2.9401801801801817,4.525056891891894,4.464324324324327,85.02261261261263,74.67567567567569,7.095495495495496,27.46846846846847,7.793537801064563,1.68616036036036,715,28,142,10,15,239,116,185,0.245,0.6759999999999999,0.079,-0.9840000000000001,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,1,1,9,0,5,2,1,2,3,22,24,9,1,2,2,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,7,0,0,5,1,3,4,3,5,0,1,4,3,19,6,19,18,5,24,0,2,0,0,13,11,1,3,12,79,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364971440140556,0.12789045137748198,0.0,0.0,0.102747188771577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446364285358272,0.4184996480219092,0.0,0.0863417147712249,0.1265222373946874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516420857791012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921008433807608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378471159884038,0.12608926293258624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563953890909733,0.0,0.12730485796879035,0.10635514807542573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080602172735258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315364004992912,0.0,0.1093686910181544,0.0,0.0,0.08155891298499232,0.0,0.1040391870005615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730912563739,0.2646473991630969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902883955987288,0.0,0.07017785259401879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507431359978896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721921999843142,0.1809816842283875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242541272581745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446210100181246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156058149515213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367482112932942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832846750058558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587468279258954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972262931309407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200353841407607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066490844621952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990500750980682,0.0,0.0,0.11446935507505125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500854097245812,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Compris-Nauta,2020/02/04,"Has anybody else experienced fear of startig a new Hobby? As of now, I'm an exchange student in Canada to learn French and I haven't done any sports yet and a friend suggested me to start Karate and I love the idea, I had always wanted to do some type of combat sport, but never got there. Now my anxiety is keeping me from finding a place where I can learn it. Has anybody else experienced this or found a way to overcome it?",2.346860465116279,4.419332000000004,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,77.83720930232559,6.16046511627907,24.703488372093023,7.1686216300943375,1.0465860465116283,336,12,68,4,8,110,64,86,0.076,0.867,0.057,-0.1306,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,0,8,1,0,0,1,14,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,7,2,10,11,1,10,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,6,46,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124073317167585,0.0,0.0,0.16446805785349758,0.0,0.1850165729418093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474991737733217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040736179969796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721514080258899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104888999790945,0.0,0.0,0.26517888676151363,0.18685471469965206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343161361146027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730221409818372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149696985969207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828140924413256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865316307479388,0.2335827430098324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526844857278908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118451131490126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265092652019226,0.19197133233627256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PeanutCats,2020/02/04,"My mind is going a mile a minute what are some good tips for slowing thoughts down? My head is racing but none of it is coherent in content. I've been gradually getting better over the past few months but these past couple of days I really haven't felt like myself. I feel like I can't slow down and just typing this is taking so much mental effort to try and write something with any sense. Even now I feel rambly and incoherent with this post and rereading it over and over again, I think it feels like some sort of release like all of these words are building up. I don't know if anyone would want to chat for a bit, anyone with similar experiences. I'd be incredibly grateful!",7.122634920634923,6.271553644444449,7.052910052910054,78.84666666666669,64.40740740740742,9.788359788359788,30.396825396825395,8.841846274778883,2.1780158730158727,542,15,108,7,7,173,93,135,0.091,0.823,0.085,-0.2131,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,0,12,1,1,0,1,28,23,9,0,3,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,9,6,18,18,7,18,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,4,12,70,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241215097225885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517326648342106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920314780657416,0.19652297843012806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991763039529276,0.0,0.11609077875014115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889410907053236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608313904839368,0.0,0.0,0.27305356089696525,0.25719663320443265,0.17283666897086916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940471639604773,0.0,0.10230314450346273,0.15098283383585773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474095259815806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989281241619276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35177281169139696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140652329427825,0.0,0.18175756465864468,0.0,0.14368129997690693,0.0,0.13232717381629627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34367751977781874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239866321390984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153182412119239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857956211672148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534420882397336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534236514525108,0.0,0.14290687325960125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221415332889175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617384908306696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787308076429302,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RCAF_420_Squadron,2020/02/04,"How do I stop feeling threatened and abused by my boss  

I'm 47 years old, I'm English but I emigrated to the USA in 2002. For the past 17 years, I have worked for one company in a variety of IT roles. I'm married and have a supportive wife. I have two kids and a great yellow labrador. Oh, and I'm terrified to go to work now, anxious all the time, constantly seeing plots and plans against me, actions being taken to lead up to me being fired.

A couple of years ago I was moved into IT Security from being a Help Desk supervisor. I didn't realize just how much I enjoyed the Help Desk and human interactions. Unfortunately, the Help Desk was outsourced and will never come back in-house.

With the new role came a new boss. My boss over time, or perhaps I'm just recognizing it more, has become very passive-aggressive. Stupid things like denying a request to work from home for one day, something other department staff are allowed to do.

I feel I'm under a microscope and being scrutinized or tested. I recognize the strategy because they taught me it and I would actively help them with it in the past. To be clear, this is a company that had me install a GPS tracker on another employee's vehicle without his knowledge as they thought he was slacking off. The same employer that had me install spyware on another employee's computer so we could see what he was doing all day.

My job pays well, about $75k. I get 4 weeks vacation and 6 personal days. Unfortunately, I've never been overly busy in any of the roles I've worked in for this company and inevitably my skills have suffered as a result.

For the past year, I have struggled to find ANYTHING to do at work. Seriously, one week I binge-watched three seasons of a show on Netflix. I was never asked to show my work, other than special projects.

Early last year we were assigned a huge project, a software upgrade for the entire company. It requires physically touching every machine. It was around this time that my boss turned into the piece of work she is now. I am sure she was under pressure from her boss.

So this project had a timeframe and there was a lot to get done. We ended up having four people working on it. It's now, almost, nearly, finished. Just about 20 people who are hard to lockdown.

Here's the problem. While I work in security the number of times I'm required to respond to a security threat each week is maybe twice, usually once. The rest of the time I have NOTHING to do. Great position to be in right? Nice paycheck, private cube, YouTube all day if I want. However, things really started to fall down around the last performance appraisal.

My boss asked (I assume everyone) to complete a skill matrix. To identify everything we do each week and how long it takes. Realizing this was going to be a problem I had to creatively describe all manner of activities that while I was doing them, they were completed in significantly less time.

At the actual appraisal though - fuck, it's like they never read it. I got a good appraisal. I did not get a raise this year however and it was explained that they were trying to get my salary in line with my role as I'd previously earned more as a manager. Sounds logical until you realize I hadn't been a manager for three years and since then I'd got regular pay raises.

The role I do really does not require one full-time person. Yet they hired another guy. He was immediately given one of my long-standing projects because in all honesty I hated it and didn't give it the attention it needed. Now I had even less work to do.

The problem is, I never approached the leaders about this. They never questioned what I was doing either, partially because there were three different managers telling me what to do.

When I finally got to the point of saying I wanted more work to do, I was immediately referred back to wrapping up the big project. So I would then ask to discuss future opportunities. Nothing was suggested. It was also around this time that my manager demanded I submit weekly reports of what I'd done that week.

I suffer from anxiety and worked very unhappily for a boss many years ago who was just a bully. I got myself out of that situation. Now I feel all those same feelings coming back. The absolute almost panic level of anxiety I experienced this Monday morning was insane.

I've convinced myself that they want to get rid of me, but because I was diagnosed with a disability that could explain some performance issues that they're stuck with me.

I have a therapist. I have anxiety medication. I realized though over this weekend that it was like I was waiting for something to happen. Like a change was coming that would make it all alright again. That's never happening. My boss has been here for 30 years. She's not going anywhere and she is not going to suddenly want to be office chums with me.

So the only answer is to leave right? Say so long to the 17 years and the time I invested to build up my vacation. Find another job, that really won't pay anywhere close to what I'm earning based because of how my skill set has stagnated.

I've worked in IT for 30 years, so 17 years is a big chunk for me to have spent with one employer. The thought of leaving honestly terrifies me. **I'm realizing though that it's the only thing I can change. I can't change my boss.**

So here I am, looking for opinions and suggestions and ideas. Do I stay and stick it out? Fuck the boss, people have arsehole bosses. Do I leave? Do I again ask for more work to do?

To be clear, when something needs doing, it's done. I excel in fire fighting rapid reaction tasks. I'm very much a sprinter and not a marathon runner. I work with the highest levels of management in the organization because I am known for my discretion and frankly because those big bosses want only me to help them. I am known as the goto guy for anything that needs to be done quietly, quickly and never later revealed.

If I stay, what strategy can I use? How can I disempower my manager from being able to cause these awful anxiety attacks just thinking about coming to work?

I need shit to do. I don't mind having to do work. In a strange way, I used to find it comforting on a Sunday night knowing the next day I had was planned out with the work I needed to do.",4.068439147182055,5.936470560430465,5.246982700364917,79.39923368022706,72.28642384105959,8.407433436950939,30.041762400324373,9.04235418022936,2.694125057440196,4959,214,913,105,98,1641,466,1208,0.11800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.096,-0.9847,12,1,3,0,3,0,138.0,4,1,11,33,49,39,8,3,70,2,115,5,1,24,18,174,189,59,0,20,18,1,8,4,0,5,2,4,1,6,67,54,0,8,29,7,5,16,20,17,1,12,56,17,115,22,150,115,24,158,0,2,4,2,62,51,3,11,91,643,182,67,0.03702210363323615,0.04386513890619822,0.0361282326433849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563572216990744,0.0,0.07414457791379221,0.0,0.0,0.02960656289978131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02517630001262935,0.1552836147045176,0.1132872317818874,0.041824439182721836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093207360497429,0.09887256412606901,0.13844267712178726,0.04211798756721995,0.0,0.0854031373676485,0.0,0.1579783152365486,0.040888004783950514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042343423755478345,0.0,0.03803189863913247,0.11749343006461907,0.12756505647578145,0.07763394256890065,0.04000774168425657,0.0,0.05911827447029724,0.04096425349851057,0.0,0.11938097040610306,0.0,0.0,0.03757665587857547,0.0,0.038680218543646235,0.0,0.0,0.03239829237699871,0.15154586326654365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03279059507650929,0.0,0.0,0.02445275028597731,0.0,0.031192719061238064,0.03537620656895338,0.033273079546529666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748779519468527,0.0,0.0,0.04055590490408111,0.10151259602645796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845267648539333,0.09671260558694468,0.035514975295636,0.08416205867792452,0.031052384025748794,0.1184398332361182,0.08163399991030026,0.0,0.07331540640749078,0.06547704795099171,0.0,0.033164532973137026,0.03655166262803141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240756783645338,0.0,0.0371361885419565,0.0,0.0,0.04271853690997186,0.0,0.041793448655981336,0.0,0.03864145754860436,0.07347745050336385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020346379945172008,0.06035591147087253,0.0,0.11760318653349562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234851910604702,0.0,0.0,0.09829019009326276,0.03108924279685527,0.0,0.0,0.031474868586022844,0.0,0.0,0.024712541656531247,0.037534602235163916,0.037193679208528486,0.0,0.0,0.03729587448764174,0.0,0.0,0.03738177085416896,0.0,0.0,0.03934863714048744,0.054431011976538435,0.13725710369336408,0.22842982929795624,0.0715123567766187,0.03937342722055506,0.034742736313712295,0.0,0.07104741385549335,0.0,0.03884846997491975,0.039427332098644095,0.15052281336872228,0.08447093427887709,0.0,0.04343746175575868,0.0,0.0,0.10602536116880544,0.0769993954251283,0.06465254576687035,0.0,0.0,0.03499785453483155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627545969809382,0.0,0.0,0.04147322897567508,0.0,0.037032122340264366,0.0,0.0711519227777829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323334843489226,0.0,0.058882925535165435,0.0,0.0,0.05900364665554675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800265735759208,0.030625066701275638,0.041614395649093035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550427233959923,0.0,0.0,0.02620443550332619,0.07892127305079741,0.0,0.030952136377449275,0.0,0.0387035410779532,0.0,0.0,0.04201224447121922,0.034892894535725555,0.0,0.027836014474547657,0.0,0.032358950390720155,0.0,0.0,0.042985515796575405,0.07378752178317588,0.02372226912115258,0.10912208654450208,0.05878282975136793,0.17270309081928653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025135578172259657,0.040269417588279836,0.03616521572761403,0.0,0.0,0.06395042148396547,0.04077461670860534,0.09164133829731314,0.10918297966256216,0.029386422626984224,0.1781813903742961,0.0,0.033287317342184465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0356879867655906,0.0,0.4851455827701977,0.0,0.0,0.07889832061501642,0.0,0.0,0.28609225106948233
anxiety,wonderpanther_k,2020/02/04,"How do you discipline yourself without beating yourself up? I was diagnosed with anxiety a couple years ago and have been medicated since (celexa/citalopram) I’m going to therapy and trying to really work on myself now that I’ve gotten out of the hole of “just make it through today”. I am trying to build healthy habits and reflect more, but it is so hard to stay on track. My inner ‘discipline’ voice is only ever negative. 

Example: I make a misstep of some kind, my inner voice tells me how stupid I am for making said misstep, I remember I’m supposed to be nice to myself, I cut myself some slack but then that feels like I’m okay with not making progress? 

I know that self-work takes time (and is never truly done) but I was wondering if anyone else has struggled this way.",3.618830769230773,5.7031551600000014,4.722000000000001,81.75946153846157,74.06666666666666,7.548717948717949,26.871794871794872,8.384062270229773,2.0421641025641017,614,23,111,11,13,201,101,150,0.157,0.736,0.107,-0.8412,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,1,0,3,6,7,2,1,3,1,13,2,0,6,2,31,27,12,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,5,15,4,18,20,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,9,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351512316060494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238535243020127,0.0,0.0,0.11320467161392953,0.16588630853667755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913994671384528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432571222168768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568053578261466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524718588894027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644837166807176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186181350948316,0.11566182887426064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920118482534968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450311469684989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859457245799944,0.08897634175929235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909646063704122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322796601847659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309783281185206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486773208797915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313271021474828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371767713251998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340183166724455,0.0,0.15400455596327156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889764652308087,0.0,0.0,0.1339258584847384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256450980392854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925367104745967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217291107203406,0.0,0.14150827010482048,0.0,0.18514745849922085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944055482660274,0.0,0.15346284872172006,0.0,0.0,0.2198397749181005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850916918820204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560664116031009,0.1755743064521768,0.2357311461241325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425868538792922
anxiety,MontanaKittenSighs,2020/02/04,Triggered by a data form... Ugh. Filling in information for a criminal background check for a new job and there it is.  Just listing my former addresses and realizing I've blocked all that out and forgotten what the places look like sent me reeling.  How utterly ridiculous.,3.4879464285714263,6.711204520833332,4.292619047619045,76.5,87.125,7.742857142857144,33.9404761904762,8.418075326091056,3.8867226190476174,219,13,34,6,7,70,43,48,0.243,0.71,0.047,-0.8588,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,11,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,5,2,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991157376102237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457235807124858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223644191243506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857672994407102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254919890954247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,richard_fredrick,2020/02/04,Anxiety is just your mind playing games Anxiety is just the mind showing u the negative outcomes and that thoughts will make you anxious......do yogo and some spirutual exercises to control overthinking and limiting you brains unwanted activity..(btw .im high when i poestef this),7.6652173913043455,10.769998347826093,7.3645652173913065,62.74510869565219,65.52173913043478,12.42608695652174,46.28260869565217,11.698219412168324,7.141278260869568,228,16,31,9,4,72,38,46,0.188,0.774,0.038,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,13,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155157036873304,0.306807943048621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30317294395458666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045999092522881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28693903602235243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29335285537203143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812816674007174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484364858152341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156040754521935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LivingdeadEllie,2020/02/04,"I'm starting to feel better After getting out a toxic and emotionally abusive relationship I went to my boyfriends house yesterday where he had dinner cooked for me and a warm bubble bath ready for afters. This has never happened to me before, things are finally starting to look up for me, he treats me so so nicely which can be hard to deal with sometimes but it's also so refreshing. I've been homeless for 6 months and I'm going to view a house tomorrow as well!!",5.562673992673993,6.478541549450548,6.274450549450549,77.09138278388279,67.57142857142857,8.704029304029303,30.551282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.524493040293041,375,14,67,6,6,123,67,91,0.042,0.836,0.122,0.7293,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,8,16,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,5,6,5,16,12,0,14,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,9,46,10,0,0.0,0.24694503408489585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666743538657762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773510854929742,0.0,0.0,0.18433160928317704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487309968839474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344457909806353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538401824774547,0.0,0.0,0.22831523092400274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889147180943944,0.0,0.11845056784909865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843061738914415,0.0,0.1867044520929065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809801503580454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502131108168464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635980892048974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074727388478632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376636333719616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613389058343,0.0,0.29504318827678305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846578046674202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739568414997013,0.1932085352967261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayzz9870,2020/02/04,"Trouble focusing when watching movies/tv So over the past few months I've been hyperfixated on my memory. 

Recently while I've been watching tv shows and movies I've been having trouble following plot developments. For some reason when I reach a scene that references an earlier development in the story my mind just goes completely blank which then leads into a mini meltdown.

I feel like I'm focusing and trying super hard to focus on the show but nothing is going in. I tried turning the subtitles on to help me focus but that ended up triggering another one of my anxieties related to my reading comprehension - so i find myself subconsciously checking to see whether I understand after each sentence and when I don't I end up panicking. 

Anyway, I'm just super fustrated and upset because watching tv/movies used to be a way I could relax and take my mind off things when I'm feeling anxious but now it has become a source. 

Is having trouble focusing/concentrating to this degree a symptom of untreated generalised anxiety disorder - I've been dealing with this particular instance of health anxiety for 2 years
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anxiety,Serenetxl,2020/02/04,"In a nightmare, I had an attack because of its dream scenario and then woke up having an attack. I mean it doesn't feel good knowing my sleep broke, and having an attack on top of that... But I'm also mildly fascinated I could get an attack in dreams and then wake up having an attack!! Like my body had the physical symptoms of the attack while my mind was engaged in the attack... Not a nice feeling of course, but science is a cool thing. 

But okay. Trying to calm down before I head back to sleep. Good night friends.",3.481674757281553,4.963871378640778,4.3244538834951465,86.99017597087378,73.07766990291263,5.926699029126214,23.55461165048544,5.985473137389443,0.5305155339805827,404,11,79,2,8,130,66,103,0.158,0.614,0.22899999999999998,0.888,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,17,7,0,11,2,9,6,5,0,0,13,16,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,3,7,9,13,11,0,13,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,6,56,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778323507804507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8741566021357821,0.0,0.08440655212521861,0.0,0.06691492997967252,0.0,0.09340640397330467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219300098912549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764261834109804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100628060344156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480822846809673,0.0,0.05735042882206181,0.0,0.0,0.18414016756306234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265595267660627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032686265407219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053628202991113434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957199041809705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108366678574961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030119504045391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196990640693373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409332758193368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729264813395675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074526799175812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xevawej675,2020/02/04,"How can I help my parner through this darkest moment? My girlfriend has been suffering from axiety and depression for about one year. It's now starting to get to a point where I'm really struggling to help her when she is feeling her worst. Sometimes I fear I even make it worse by doing or saying something that upsets her. I really don't know what to do.

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So a bit of backstory first: about a year ago she had a bad panic attack, I was with her when it happened. We didn't recognise it was a panic attack at first. She was freaking out and I was trying to keep it cool, but I was kinda starting to worry because she (and I) had never experiences something similar before. So we spent the night at the hospital and from there things started to roll downhill really fast.

She started seeing some therapists and was told she was suffering from anxiety, caused by her troubled relationship with her parents. She struggled to find a therapists she got along with, she stopped working regularly, she was exercising lightly but only at home watching YT videos.

Then she started having trouble sleeping, which made the anxiety worse. She tried antidepressants for a week but had a few side effects that scared her and prompter her to stop taking them.

Around last Christmas, depression surfaced along with suicidal thoughts. She saw two hypnotherapists, she found one she liked and she is now almost at the end of her sessions with him, with only very minor improvements so far. 

​

So far I have always been 100% available and focused on her, trying to keep her company when she needed it and giving her space when she wanted it. I started practising mindfulness to try and be better for her. I tried to always be calm and understanding without judging her. I didn't always succeed but she understood that I was trying my best and she felt like I was helping her.

We have an amazing relationship. We've been together for 9 years, living together for about 3 years.  
Last night something worse than usual happened.

She couldn't sleep. She started crying and woke me up to talk to me, as we always do when this happens (about 1-2 times a week). I hugged her and as usual I tried to calm her, but she was feeling worse than usual. Whatever I said it didn't seem to do anything other than making her feel worse. She started saying that everything was pointless, that life wasn't worth living any more, that I couldn't understand how she felt and she just wanted it to stop no matter what.

I was shocked and I tried to make her see reason, which obviously made it worse. We started shouting at each other like never before. 9 years of intimate beautiful relationship seemed to have disappeared in thin air. She was deafened by fear and I was blinded by rage, because I felt powerless, I couldn't find a way to break through the barrier to help her. I could see her drowning in her tears while punching an unbreakable wall.

and here we are.

She eventually calmed down and later this morning she told me she wants to try taking medications again.

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Now I feel like I'm losing her. I simply cannot understand how she feels, because I never experienced it. Does that make me unable to help her? To really help her? How can I do that? Is there something I'm missing so that I maybe can understand better?

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I turn to you my dears because I have nowhere else to go.",5.30410525620708,7.117243719492869,5.5070810221870055,78.99372243132595,69.01584786053883,8.301122556788169,30.73695853143159,8.841846274778883,2.6460261225567887,2701,111,469,48,48,854,273,631,0.191,0.69,0.12,-0.9934,2,0,4,0,0,0,83.0,6,1,1,9,29,38,3,8,17,1,51,7,2,13,4,100,113,43,2,8,8,1,9,4,1,0,4,4,1,0,30,36,0,6,22,2,2,2,14,23,0,5,40,22,104,15,73,67,7,74,0,6,6,1,83,22,0,6,52,341,134,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159364530375263,0.0,0.046985744545622536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617191476011355,0.2033604729889595,0.22806214017344315,0.031908663702226316,0.0,0.0717906161523153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861292255742727,0.0417706519821278,0.0,0.10676141453849902,0.0,0.0,0.039178026314438334,0.11441320222587198,0.0,0.07985456900452323,0.0,0.04924189025148671,0.08299763811595842,0.05122682330700914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820196228295965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746351008254482,0.0,0.051541766645572064,0.0,0.0,0.0808279395189126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04106188023917212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919742640571739,0.0,0.04155908812523478,0.0,0.0,0.03099163042537481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042170593179103065,0.0458988558153907,0.0,0.10560090352037706,0.11862621722537894,0.03352118563836415,0.13515783609229173,0.0,0.08577197037222402,0.07982389531047789,0.0,0.05144770376106165,0.0,0.0,0.02451488110557815,0.045011991536995206,0.026666933043117805,0.0,0.037527921157827486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447927826376468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870552508065835,0.0,0.047066731440812894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341310657183298,0.0,0.0,0.025787180598520837,0.07649561216697151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033142494587663746,0.09169514838760656,0.0,0.08286621717956139,0.0,0.0,0.05249387157523048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887977253305398,0.12528356915828806,0.0,0.04713959561643609,0.0,0.0,0.047269118810533084,0.0,0.0,0.04737798461970223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034792171687628014,0.1085677392870836,0.0,0.0,0.08806649814097069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359131178775518,0.0713728025475139,0.0,0.11010604088349253,0.052101482749398034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435658814405536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202380955922384,0.04824377399532582,0.0,0.15113045222417787,0.0,0.0,0.044633699465455264,0.07462873685816881,0.04697724699834875,0.0,0.11217260979923896,0.0854323065576431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391205166707893,0.0,0.0,0.14449182073718614,0.0464071954902623,0.0,0.2989055848582139,0.0,0.0,0.11768702828112595,0.0,0.09810641561485997,0.0,0.051325204541604635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055921833097686,0.037714238130615634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089604403293265,0.03117298433869649,0.0,0.0,0.03725093729143505,0.027360676720384256,0.0,0.0,0.08967222966861464,0.0,0.28671347235756955,0.0510378134461523,0.045836111970067935,0.19539040692850296,0.0,0.0,0.15503432174180534,0.0387156789451992,0.083027680278168,0.037244610071597434,0.07527621957418218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523126779318217,0.0,0.03415987619632866,0.04765171003859106,0.2869060112492611,0.0,0.0,0.22806214017344315,0.15108159629310194
anxiety,Hiannyeong,2020/02/04,"Is it okay to take meds? Hi I’m a 18yo. 

I went to see a psychiatrist a few days ago. I didn’t know exactly what’s wrong with me, but I’ve been feeling something’s not quite right for a while. I thought maybe this is what people call ‘depressed’? But the doc mainly focused on my anxiety level instead. Said I scored 10th among 100 people.

I don’t think I was exactly diagnosed as ‘anxiety disorder’ but I got prescribed with lexapro 5mg anyways. Now I’m scared about taking it. Maybe the doc gave me the pills because he couldn’t just say “you’re perfectly fine”? Maybe I’m just doing more harm by messing up my hormones?

I know no one can decide for me whether I should take it or not, but I’m just feeling so unsure about this. And I have no one else to discuss with since I never told my parents about anything! They would think I’m perfectly fine and stable, and maybe they’re right...

sorry this is so disorganized. I’m from Asia so my English isn’t perfect & the medical system would be different from western countries I guess",2.8707585470085446,4.762403105769239,3.893589743589746,87.72918803418806,75.63461538461539,6.92991452991453,27.42094017094017,7.793537801064563,1.6214638888888893,818,33,166,12,18,264,125,208,0.126,0.721,0.154,0.7929,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,12,11,0,1,8,1,16,3,0,0,6,36,39,14,0,4,11,1,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,8,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,9,5,20,6,18,25,3,13,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,2,5,99,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271332599984545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777005549823348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945431582880675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046359581190501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751119472093652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298372722886663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200306656627418,0.0,0.10951655992591053,0.12905746212594335,0.0,0.1328476609480844,0.1457281775020009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621988692161996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858459888867968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169574656581208,0.0,0.14007319518842914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975975763565662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510968497174435,0.0,0.14123814732941947,0.1280931151695991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806811354607926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723241183586377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118818793885315,0.0,0.0,0.17630354673586698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524270325566198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717567143556205,0.12095147423818367,0.10111704666689256,0.12730218082189648,0.0,0.10132435571365496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051821481580496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788847296339477,0.0,0.14233720092067628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868093474359221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629488189974955,0.0,0.10094515659945072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149999335186527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178719621157088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065146718530603,0.1390216762937902,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gelologtu,2020/02/04,Suicide I’ve been holding cutter and sticking it to my wrist but i couldn’t bear with the thought of being in pain afterwards. I want to kill myself but I can’t. I just want to know how. Fuck this anxiety.,-0.1020155038759718,2.222735116279072,1.7491860465116282,95.28641472868219,93.18604651162792,4.7271317829457375,21.12015503875969,6.42735559955562,0.37140620155038784,162,6,35,2,6,53,34,43,0.395,0.55,0.055,-0.9679,0,0,0,0,0,2,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,0,12,9,4,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28281872595572644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34178077171365256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409017172181562,0.0,0.2031769039950963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39338580570456855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043907055227453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934997131956095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361161019616732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Novahkiin22,2020/02/04,"Insight from my therapy! I went to therapy yesterday and had this insight: it's okay to do something in a round about way if it accomplishes the goal you are working towards. For me this is most commonly me keeping myself on campus because I know if I go home, I won't get any of my school assignments done. And that's okay. It's okay that I can't get myself to do it at home because I have found a way to get myself to do it. 

I hope this can help someone out there!",3.0065800865800867,3.7854046363636407,4.824704184704185,85.6618181818182,73.34343434343434,8.08138528138528,29.294372294372288,8.418075326091056,1.9851402597402599,365,15,80,6,7,125,61,99,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.9115,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,3,3,11,0,0,0,0,12,20,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,15,4,14,15,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,2,59,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599050775436158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380697370622265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046448334679063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192633142695538,0.0,0.0,0.3134375503966443,0.0,0.11365094441520378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403966819823118,0.0,0.40118437843122456,0.1986212464627989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774781830303976,0.0,0.0,0.10990155576153428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238634398627628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943897882975212,0.15395126110398005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573798682217322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31746321199883765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537971496705027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145584877891353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cancerofuniverse,2020/02/04,"How do you deal with anxiety I'm having an anxiety attack.but the reason is just stupid.
Anyway I've tried everything I could I cried I ate I took medication but steel my head hurts my Hart is just going nuts and just I feel awful
I can't talk to my friends or family about it cause they'll just say ''don't worry''
I know I should worry but I can't stop.
What's your advice",-1.3363333333333325,0.4070297000000025,1.3875000000000028,94.6141666666667,108.25,5.133333333333333,12.833333333333332,6.742157984588678,-0.2570166666666669,296,6,66,6,15,101,57,80,0.264,0.657,0.079,-0.9212,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,7,3,1,0,2,1,10,3,1,3,0,17,16,5,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,2,15,1,3,11,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032241789081398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136469840089903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321568662601494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059019832465692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636748307445976,0.0,0.2251815143163037,0.0,0.21134472240019905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423966910150566,0.0,0.19325458861377715,0.0,0.10365353371029816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838153518236145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165055207772282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103878721987976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194554148592246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266195854429036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651468598947506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077287007457027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630232437781517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713881444664987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477023987045086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277611677272218,0.13918070308629274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163723878554008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sspooks,2020/02/04,"Need some tips please!!! My anxiety level has been consistently severe for a long time. I've been struggling to take care of myself because of this. I do take medication but I'd really appreciate some self-care ideas?

Some of my main symptoms are tension headaches that go down to my shoulders, teeth grinding (awake as well as asleep, but I do have a mouth guard for sleeping) and just getting overwhelmed easily overall which spirals stuff. If you have any guided meditations that you find work really well, I'd love to know.

I really want to create a plan of action or a daily routine to get myself under control. I really appreciate anyone taking the time to help me out. xo",5.093095238095241,7.09702608730159,5.9001904761904775,75.20314285714291,69.87301587301587,8.532063492063491,28.473015873015875,9.120678840339163,2.618069206349206,541,20,91,11,10,177,87,126,0.055999999999999994,0.685,0.259,0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,3,3,7,0,3,5,0,8,8,5,1,0,17,19,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,12,4,17,17,4,9,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,5,3,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206310070022857,0.0,0.1260641799713952,0.0,0.0,0.11522525641774728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045467840744247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801476221520775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848264093919584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061541032833864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219233093718422,0.0,0.09365416336029957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045550960259463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860282663852772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056447625493624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583428945397772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872974037853784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600895827882162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218996933858647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089033773133065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222757160907558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191229258935792,0.18616620939187986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490937698213068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227467177855302,0.18864554486536053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128028878099152,0.3717055434979867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218117682119626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971976282340058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963326615496668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996935007433206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmoddBoward,2020/02/04,"Guided meditation really helped me So I suffer from really bad anxiety. It’s gotten to the point where I can never relax and just enjoy some peace and quiet.

But recently I’ve been listening to guided meditation every night before I go to bed. And usually it tends to work. Next day I don’t feel to stressed out.

It’s certainly not a 100% cure for my anxiety, but it’s a nice comforting thing.",3.0418131868131866,5.1387139871794885,5.699304029304031,74.04807692307695,75.7948717948718,10.098168498168498,23.96336996336997,10.290406445055957,2.990136996336996,313,10,57,11,7,112,57,78,0.139,0.696,0.165,0.628,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,8,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,3,6,5,8,6,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38825501183080396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188096558395725,0.0,0.0,0.21593307242143667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365572482742924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380572757701047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830987067882313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421899349881884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700915565280468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571717103861286,0.0,0.26987914191014795,0.2381387785074563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988744738039003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251333233276081,0.0,0.25055971004801225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29068391865959303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685884319134896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794833812000189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847420157058598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,d3adandbr0k3n,2020/02/04,"I hate when I have a dr appointment or any thing I need to do and I get So anxious that I end up with the feeling of needing to poop, then right when I am about to walk out the door or just got done getting ready then it hits me and I have to go poop. 

For example I am about to leave for the dentist in 4 minutes and I took a shower, got ready at 930 was just fine then about to walk out the door and bam it hits, I need to poop because I am so anxious. not because of the appointment but because of my severe social anxiety. 


So I sit here now waiting for the last minute after doing my anxiety poop thingy and writing this and about to get my shoes on and go out the door. my stomach is still upset and I hope to god that I can hold it long enough till I get back home. funny thing is, I also didn't eat anything since last night so it isn't anything I ate for breakfast. 
I just really hate this and hate when this does this to me.",2.1380858085808576,3.0182218514851544,3.564970297029704,93.48910561056108,75.53465346534655,6.574785478547858,23.862706270627065,6.742157984588678,0.5153890429042911,722,21,172,6,15,238,101,202,0.135,0.785,0.08,-0.9051,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,19,6,3,1,9,0,14,11,6,0,0,28,35,24,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,12,13,3,2,1,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,7,1,24,2,31,26,1,30,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,16,122,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563445368369548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982753947539658,0.0,0.20210104899927872,0.2984542176441834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174020107928072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157110310578904,0.0,0.2415673812454415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155951782418544,0.1351766543145709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516376969115676,0.0,0.0,0.11699489091642985,0.13648702993128972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679001859853016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760518548562509,0.0,0.15014260722245726,0.0,0.2112931366034684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39124246803110335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249970966921198,0.1311978177882589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534629860240215,0.0,0.13986705586167295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689784872039395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938351043030791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396001462239292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462194138754174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128064111852704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492271088220917,0.0,0.10926841460681283,0.0,0.0,0.13465183358567126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054893701108484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551298966210266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675980725404575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dolpheen22,2020/02/04,"Anxiety Induced Nausea To start this off, I have no official anxiety diagnosis. I have seen 2 different school and college nurses over the years who have said that its highly likely and that I should talk to my
gp about it, but its hard to make secret appointments with a very strict, prying family who want to know where you are 24/7. I just wanted to clarify that I may not have anxiety, but I do experience symptoms and such.

My biggest fear is vomit, the sight of it and everything else. And the thought of it can cause me to spiral into making myself feel sick.

It happens every so often, I’ll feel slightly unwell, and suddenly my mind goes to “We are on a train, we don’t know where the toilets are, what if I vomit, what do i do?” etc, and it will cause me to panic and feel very sick, as in, sore stomach, that feeling you get in your mouth when you are going to be sick.

However, i am very rarely actually sick. I’m only sick very occasionally when i am actually very ill, and theres never an outcome to these feelings of nausea.

Its getting to the point that it occurs randomly and will cause me to cancel plans, leave outings suddenly, or just panic for hours on end.

Right now, im sat in my house not wanting to move off the sofa because im scared if I move too much i will be sick.

I hate feeling like this as its ruining my life, It’s keeping me from doing things and i want it to stop. Usually, i try distract myself with someone and it will fade,  but sometimes (like now) It won’t go away.

I also have trouble swallowing pills whole, and often need to break them up to very small peices, which i still struggle to swallow without multiple attempts or gagging. Im not sure if this is a mental thing or because I had a cut in my throat when i was younger from a sharp ended mcdonalds chip that prevented me from swallowing if i didn’t have enough moisture in my mouth (it still happens sometimes). So medicine to help me feel better is generally off the table.

Are there any techiques or anything that people who experience this use to cope? Or just ideas?

Any help would be appreciated",6.376856511211708,6.0566453002421285,6.98447204968944,76.96990525318456,65.7312348668281,9.894473102431837,32.9686282766607,9.43228470229965,2.8605265606905985,1651,62,319,28,23,545,216,413,0.19399999999999998,0.747,0.059000000000000004,-0.9962,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,4,1,3,22,15,2,6,13,0,36,20,4,7,2,74,67,33,0,11,19,0,9,3,0,8,13,1,1,0,35,18,3,3,13,0,0,4,9,10,0,0,7,12,42,5,46,49,4,44,0,1,2,0,15,21,0,13,21,227,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.15730962612675356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445647904555862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962269816336752,0.0,0.18497831307359824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632764057780025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572716168602503,0.0,0.0,0.09826707293790557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128491117933676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483978588795417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421074423517691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733167649629539,0.0,0.14277687765343616,0.08328223489562653,0.08989126536622588,0.0,0.0,0.06790970128314149,0.0,0.07243885627088227,0.15768621538179434,0.07598331801480361,0.0906983764693466,0.28527951808200386,0.05758127086745121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422124589818321,0.0,0.09161465297352682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255014955651296,0.0,0.07220253941245353,0.07957666292568656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805011564008488,0.08515923444427223,0.0,0.0,0.07937561181509513,0.09300257137294593,0.0,0.09098856076791642,0.26118828164855323,0.0,0.0,0.07164174822490976,0.0,0.0,0.08859225010537382,0.0,0.0,0.08534467345575343,0.0,0.0,0.05693077144297669,0.11813252744471467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760340055943923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122670988953216,0.0,0.0813838924127668,0.0,0.0,0.17133191812250873,0.05925090654343086,0.059764516793205574,0.06216435252618011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061300586446948635,0.0,0.18913548681282374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055878488096717735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761938657013287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883269449700702,0.07666987577537883,0.0,0.08069552232434356,0.08157237393094251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829284756739724,0.0,0.1594326240456904,0.0,0.057049703933492166,0.0,0.12873590267128093,0.0673859284707131,0.0,0.08426151974900248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596535717752953,0.08377515560898076,0.0,0.0647839185876873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709526055062847,0.0,0.0,0.0639880800573388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054722693520436384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961326473945932,0.08877046066999954,0.39902490685342895,0.19016190334754665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899879823590823,0.0,0.07769635330251237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057256538768854476,0.0,0.0,0.051904311578309416
anxiety,JDav30,2020/02/04,"Returning to work fears Last Monday I was sent home from work because I was a wreck, I was overworked and burnt out and everyone could tell, along with having seriously bad flu/chest infection which didn’t help matters. Thankfully that’s all cleared up now after some strong medication and the only real issue now is my mental health.

It got to pay day on Friday and I found out I haven’t been paid for the week I was off, and I really need the money. I spoke to my boss yesterday and agreed that I’d come back on Thursday, which I thought I could do, but now I’m packing my things up to go back home from staying with my parents and the thought of going to work is filling me with dread. If I think about it I just end up in tears but I really can’t afford any more time off. 

I’m lucky enough to have private health insurance, which in the UK means I can get access to CBT quicker than if I waited for the NHS, but I haven’t started yet and don’t feel equipped yet to cope with what I know will be coming my way.

I don’t know what to do, I’m not in a position to tell my boss I’m actually not coming back yet, but I don’t feel ready to go in yet and don’t want to end up in the position I was in before I had to leave.

Has anyone been in a similar situation here before? What did you do, or what did you say to your boss when you went back into work?",6.094280788177342,4.201887679310346,6.892709359605912,82.5396551724138,67.03448275862068,10.354679802955664,30.36945812807882,9.04235418022936,2.078980295566504,1057,28,245,15,14,354,148,290,0.061,0.871,0.069,0.2869,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,5,15,7,0,2,10,0,31,4,0,3,2,53,61,17,0,6,10,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,12,20,0,1,9,0,3,9,10,4,0,0,19,4,32,3,45,38,4,53,0,0,0,0,11,18,0,5,24,166,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.1083586904731916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551077649596084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764151205600671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415305778099437,0.09271347795037922,0.06768874608859132,0.0,0.18897314436458595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28695250483804186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731226622316,0.0,0.0,0.0716113946027346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966963608433148,0.11473365152745807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610315360728803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495048833621886,0.11228997690482302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174925581922373,0.0,0.0,0.0580136393445774,0.0,0.1893191930232221,0.0,0.08880855974890092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360599322120873,0.0,0.0,0.07442754346642817,0.0,0.2227636651530891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589655600573255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204898636980682,0.09051214314654724,0.0,0.1175749670535238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209547421057864,0.0,0.11186077546124706,0.11190186044919548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233450089388336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445066505056494,0.0,0.0,0.12329640174569448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638744272813995,0.14226969902741518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830319441863496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481323019255568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859444284910365,0.11835350323768792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410711418054524,0.1022304002572172,0.0,0.0,0.07376981609377656,0.07114973052775074,0.0,0.17630617354134756,0.0647481186893773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549406839231367,0.08813811361832061,0.08906931742381853,0.0,0.0,0.10293487725662896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233527797543832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Flopwit,2020/02/04,"I found relaxing video that not feel artificial Hi everyone,

When I'm stressed, at the end of the day I watch some videos, and I found this youtube channel that have relaxing videos but not with artificial frame. It's all ""natural""

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H\_Lf\_OpnF\_U&feature=emb\_logo](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_Lf_OpnF_U&feature=emb_logo)

The website is french, but the videos are in english :[https://lesnaturales.com/category/les-meditations/video-musiques-relaxantes/](https://lesnaturales.com/category/les-meditations/video-musiques-relaxantes/)",29.54772727272727,37.10418045454546,16.376136363636366,2.1442045454545564,17.181818181818173,11.31818181818182,37.38636363636364,11.20814326018867,4.6881818181818184,515,13,44,8,4,124,41,55,0.032,0.882,0.086,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,7,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,2,4,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967644249409714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760213816363846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439115621792769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26314453239037644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924418106417236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6038963009526483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154554204453725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gameover233,2020/02/04,"Anixety has been destroying my life Ever since the holidays anixety has completely taken over my life. I dont go to work because I constantly feel anxious. Going out to even do groceries is a struggle. I dont go to the gym anymore either.

However I did start therapy last week and I was able to do groceries on my own without anyone coming with me. I hope that therapy will help me control this and that I can get back to work and my normal life. I guess I wish there was a quick fix to this.

Thanks for reading.",3.481674757281553,4.963871378640778,5.126395631067961,81.24066140776698,73.07766990291263,8.645145631067964,30.350728155339805,9.188382445141503,2.7587679611650486,404,18,78,9,8,137,67,103,0.076,0.787,0.13699999999999998,0.7488,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,1,4,0,13,3,0,1,1,15,25,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,5,1,15,2,12,19,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,7,58,19,3,0.1537563979975743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173700964718568,0.152485031236978,0.10751004849422513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822917924409194,0.0,0.09372847310403123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324475223530053,0.16121065796256742,0.16615604327427547,0.17245087452617214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604027066705154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155465076627196,0.13908146470871754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774385469041731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033137189243438,0.0,0.2621499128988114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938000704391382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030596725320046,0.0,0.0,0.15271479625032947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533198596109393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258080730677672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064862446324032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379800666250898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718888129836925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882956988252047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073957128019253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155823345260524,0.3516676822263664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333410803069783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681226958758486,0.14821568085980386,0.0,0.2238729779441921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Facelessgamerhd,2020/02/04,"Social Anxiety and Eating meals Help Don't actually know what to say, just wanted to talk about my problem with someone!

Currently I've been having social problems ever since I went out with my friends and one of them found it funny that I wasn't eating my whole plate, ever since that moment 2 years ago, I haven't been able to eat in public with my friends ever again because I start to feel sick, and normally want to vomit.

Anyone else with a similar issue?

My psychiatrist, has given me some pills called Dumyrox 100mg, BTW these past months I've been thinking of letting go

I take it everyday honestly, its just made my life worse, I still haven't been able to go out and eat with my friends, only mr Girlfriend, and I always feel super tired, I always want to sleep, everyday at all times, I was never life this..

Please help me, I just want to know how I can fix this with my self, I want to be normal again",6.328846153846152,5.866777159340661,6.549758241758244,80.5202417582418,65.86813186813187,9.258021978021977,29.18901098901099,8.548686976883017,1.9808971428571425,721,20,143,9,10,232,108,182,0.096,0.746,0.158,0.8635,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,11,7,0,0,1,0,14,12,1,2,5,39,32,6,0,9,3,0,2,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,9,13,5,0,6,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,10,3,23,5,22,20,3,24,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,1,17,89,32,0,0.2077477110450225,0.0,0.10136589900617173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207790553090056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728627379116036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794632151594758,0.0,0.0,0.07263101496877873,0.10643104022714502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332053820425294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606682028176526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251555453439554,0.08677327748704065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818795476317121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504348482464997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389232110092055,0.24075804931935815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806781173476605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924891157967498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841731789059138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141727089183332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062180549407962,0.14673835214082367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828795366015466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291112046368085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011392099902985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354864780854914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703876127785641,0.07900074786006651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915934866798104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402230063033413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878650252886446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260465910278048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836308535609886,0.0,0.0,0.17185105338205273,0.0,0.1039488719786984,0.21177262912424194,0.08801198070082185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352244957463376,0.0,0.0829537951996067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810021209210666,0.08348987039727934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655817237636914,0.0,0.0,0.0605696804865948,0.1193877164616903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063374563298665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962921047369945,0.0,0.11597145014164616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058563329691836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689135731836808
anxiety,yeahss0,2020/02/04,"Do you feel it in your chest? I've getting crazy. Lately, I've feeling anxious for no reason. I feel it in my chest. I even feel short breath but why? I'm trying to stop smoking too. But this never happened, I never felt anxiety for no reason. I can't even study now. It's so annoying this short breath and this ""pain"" in my chest. It's not pain, it's just how anxiety feels for me. Anyone can relate to this chest ""pain""?",-0.4219696969696969,1.8131092272727287,1.6177272727272758,96.5257575757576,93.0909090909091,4.296969696969697,16.424242424242426,5.985473137389443,-0.4855712121212119,324,8,72,3,12,107,51,88,0.172,0.736,0.092,-0.8084,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,3,9,6,3,2,17,12,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,6,9,0,8,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26137847611096365,0.1929962980969113,0.0,0.11945265474617632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256714196627604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318996206884863,0.0,0.1640295585767829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925487213847824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106990209298218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927106933614087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635188438320256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453453377491703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512961666740987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282672656866696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598657704837025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541531135556416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleepy-rat,2020/02/04,Some kids in my class are laughing and whispering and looking back at me I sit alone and behind these guys and I’m freaking out help,1.7355555555555533,4.21335218518519,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,82.7037037037037,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.6035037037037041,107,4,22,1,3,33,23,27,0.151,0.662,0.18600000000000005,0.2732,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313860304339197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945193414185304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080201982603975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34390016402120666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308497780572991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ctrl777,2020/02/04,"Sometimes I forget I have free will I don’t really know how to explain this but I’m so used to letting things that make me anxious control what I do and the decisions that I make, that doing something “wrong” (going against what my anxiety is telling me to do) will have terrible consequences that will somehow ruin my life in reality literally nothing bad will happen. My anxiety gives my brain unspoken rules that I subconsciously follow all the time that makes my life feel boring and monotonous. I want to make it a goal to challenge my thoughts and start living a life that I enjoy. I just had this thought and wanted to share.",6.074474789915963,7.261265050420175,6.473434873949579,75.14527836134455,66.56302521008404,9.64747899159664,34.202731092436984,9.827888789773867,3.4619319327731084,507,23,89,11,8,164,75,119,0.185,0.695,0.12,-0.8616,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,4,0,13,4,1,7,1,24,31,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,6,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,3,1,17,5,8,23,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,65,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26376039974893106,0.19475505976434893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394098331940736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924476408013079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933534475710872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871670983006611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537510774533815,0.09797493455979883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244659146746584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474270353987448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628355821943778,0.3652988965537824,0.0,0.0,0.15222620824558802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602947579256453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541576649813394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104393925634116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271658066435882,0.17050111964171535,0.0,0.12202067743802801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067911107484172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145302722168736,0.0,0.0,0.2737216265191338,0.10052376502603788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889223144933608,0.0,0.0,0.20336375712328855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884847210032453,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bl525,2020/02/04,I genuinely can’t tell if I’m sick or if my anxiety is manifesting itself physically so I don’t go to work. We love psychosomatic symptoms :))),2.244880952380953,4.758528964285716,6.592857142857145,64.41880952380957,80.78571428571429,10.876190476190477,30.76190476190476,10.504223727775694,4.46767619047619,113,6,21,5,3,44,24,28,0.166,0.695,0.139,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,13,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779407577432888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807754389409973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458921700865533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134987761239219,0.0,0.0,0.4318144609267992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596684409746779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,05mus,2020/02/04,Not sure if I have anxiety? Not sure if I have anxiety or not a few people told me they think it’s possible but I’m not entirely sure I’ve always been very quiet and kept to myself and kinda been afraid of everyone and what they’d think about me I only have a few friends and can never be around them without thinking about how much I think they dislike me idk if I’m overthinking or if they actually do They’re always very kind in person but I just feel like that’s not what they say when I’m not around. I can’t talk to a stranger without my heart feeling like it’s about to explode it’s also very hard for me to say no to anyone not sure could be something else or nothing at all.,2.7140630797773606,3.7846294353741534,4.1510698824984535,89.1035621521336,74.37414965986395,7.250216450216451,24.9282622139765,7.686295010490155,1.0891278911564624,545,17,121,7,11,181,81,147,0.147,0.7490000000000001,0.105,0.1894,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,6,0,9,9,0,1,3,0,12,1,1,1,6,41,23,16,0,5,19,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,6,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,12,1,0,0,4,6,18,8,16,15,4,6,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,8,4,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.1249745346209705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241481936438274,0.21312335248458766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959412076725505,0.0,0.0,0.08954714932503291,0.0,0.0,0.2280128638897042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225076483049324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698321701678956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237313118110076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950864896020226,0.18298161928743933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098943942900388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472252504437225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175954593489666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336166379046224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125133750591176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414369169206928,0.0,0.09877286238940526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288336341079699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740042554073647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878526021775443,0.11182282149020452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437585705330322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368741223841666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859193085201304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828050460397328,0.0,0.0,0.1029350876454994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282396427008501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237313118110076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170050890337878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690327819872945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatNVGboi,2020/02/04,"Somthing is keeping me from working I'm in a photography class at a small school so naturally I'm the only one in the class, however the photography classroom is in a portable and is connected to the art classroom. There is only one art student so the only people in the portable are my teacher, him, and me. For my assignment I have to take pictures of some stuff in specific ways that would be easier outside in the courtyard but to go outside I have to walk into the art side of the portable. I just cant. Something is keeping me from doing it. It's not laziness, I love this class. No one is in the courtyard and no one would see me there so the only people I would have to go past is the teacher and one student and I would only have to be in their room for less than 5 seconds but for some reason i just physically can't. My body won't let me. Wtf is this",2.072837078651688,3.935951606741576,4.194817415730338,84.80267556179776,77.87640449438202,7.1466292134831475,27.417134831460675,8.07648339933343,1.8491449438202243,678,29,139,12,16,233,82,178,0.059000000000000004,0.9059999999999999,0.035,-0.6303,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,15,0,24,2,1,1,0,20,33,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,1,3,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,1,17,1,24,25,3,18,0,0,1,1,3,13,0,2,1,112,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593898456638558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957102592397338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495659131414109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355584091477613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670529747997306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756513828106949,0.5338555106412608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401585719610246,0.1946541821263099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434184273142775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207975441413045,0.11187074767398501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807723949439188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607102239242952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055540098974128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143314886743157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220385076286184,0.0,0.0,0.398909315733236,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Layne_Cobain,2020/02/04,"Anyone try TMS for anxiety/ocd and find relief? I finally found a TMS provider that takes my states Medicaid which I’ve been on since anxiety kicked my ass out of the work place. I’ve tried so many different meds, therapy, even ketamine infusions for shopping 3K. Tms is 100 percent covered by Medicaid so I don’t see what I have to lose. Anyone here tried it?",3.7816190476190457,5.8545304000000025,4.637142857142859,82.59619047619049,73.57142857142857,9.23809523809524,30.23809523809524,9.725611199111238,3.1265238095238104,288,13,55,8,6,93,56,70,0.11900000000000001,0.836,0.045,-0.6322,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,7,5,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199811703173473,0.0,0.0,0.3144196415325637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23490466317305936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850136027801664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629569169631035,0.20549506591257316,0.0,0.0,0.2465199115643393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25153279218245456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227947344336664,0.0,0.0,0.24974093776908626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23490466317305936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916434117304328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859857893511654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904789710134954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257118353430333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579445059922999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368251726214553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GypsyMoth1988,2020/02/04,"Overthinking so much I'm exhausted I drive myself crazy overthinking and trying to decide if something is worth doing or saying. This post has taken me months to write up. I do this with future conversations, trying to determine the outcome. I'm terrified of someone getting mad, or asking questions I'm not prepared for, then I look guilty and I'm not I just don't want to be invaded.. I want someone to agree... and be supportive. I've thought about talking with a therapist,  but do not know how to bring it up without sounding like there's a major problem... idk

TL:DR I feel exhausted overthinking about everything! And can't shut it off",3.5415840220385704,6.144950975206612,4.628450413223141,79.8384331955923,76.43801652892563,8.000275482093665,29.918044077134986,8.841846274778883,2.9243217630854,512,24,88,12,12,167,81,121,0.16899999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.045,-0.9246,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,9,2,0,1,0,25,24,11,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,2,4,8,2,16,20,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,4,4,57,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959348557646468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149337944065604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336049885514725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713343038761324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321254631099772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953109699252893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826861477097015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895152644814952,0.0,0.16481024147750467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471829628983116,0.0,0.0,0.21452579500726932,0.0,0.0,0.2511514165960779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782900744255041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799219743758345,0.17259743737904146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25441555851646097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020067352842065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603094442382338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779869970124724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044294462158747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644738371011962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216117448605152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway_inception4,2020/02/04,"short term medicine for anxiety caused by insecurity? i am looking for something to take only for a few weeks while I work through some life stresses.  i had anxiety under control for about 20 years until something recently came up that has made me incredibly insecure. i have an appt for a therapist and to see a dr for a physical, but i wanted to be familiar with what is available these days so i can ask about it. i want to address this anxiety and not just hide from it, but i do want the option to calm it for a little while so i can think straight.",5.181506493506493,5.728866709090909,6.20038961038961,78.59772727272731,68.27272727272727,9.922077922077923,33.896103896103895,9.957137785484203,3.283428571428572,438,20,87,10,7,146,76,110,0.10099999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.098,0.172,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,3,7,0,9,2,0,3,0,17,19,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,2,10,1,21,15,3,14,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,2,8,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483932958876055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265302955958454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346157389197868,0.0,0.20070809524232666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191342084461448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260033184550792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800199504783886,0.0,0.19582112748707595,0.0,0.0,0.1640691873811057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848723731237444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485945651685886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291323276642586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569180025633608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008246629879284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380603190788112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690072397741685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685012600613075,0.0,0.1251910007257267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457188622984994,0.0,0.15672128199974156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422382691565777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581769696491607
anxiety,kruziikrell,2020/02/04,Too scared to answer the phone Does anyone else dread when you get a call from an unknown number or someone who isn’t family? I need to schedule a doctor appointment to follow up about my thyroid and I am too scared to do it.. my whole life I have had major phone phobia and now at 23 I still struggle with it. Any tips or advice?,2.1762254901960816,3.9838684852941166,3.580000000000002,89.58166666666668,77.38235294117645,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,0.18478627450980456,259,6,53,2,6,85,54,68,0.2,0.782,0.018000000000000002,-0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,4,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,9,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111648085546866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779514654748676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252992881490212,0.2528195399992504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519543608292175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255409137012585,0.2159283220552578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612389065897427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260934450742776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289141440109163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428337921585593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295838401479472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940698311935536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090663440638775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705097590700466,0.0,0.0,0.2579515792163292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275482120773062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dontwannabehere--,2020/02/04,"I’m so embarrassed how about how much my anxiety affects me. It embarrasses me so much that I always have so much anxiety, I become so overwhelmed over the littlest shit and have multiple anxiety attacks a day. My boyfriend is so supportive he just talks to me and holds me when they happen. He too suffers from anxiety but mine is a lot worse and it makes me feel guilty and embarrassed because I feel like if he isn’t anxious I shouldn’t be. I  feel like I’m weighing him down with all my anxiety and I’m always sad and depressed because of it. I wanna change .",3.6322222222222216,5.341050714285718,4.856190476190476,82.41103174603178,73.10714285714286,8.549206349206349,31.19444444444445,9.150863307647796,2.8251753968253976,448,21,87,10,9,148,65,112,0.312,0.613,0.075,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,11,12,2,4,3,0,7,2,1,4,1,22,16,16,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,3,17,3,8,14,5,4,0,4,0,0,6,2,1,2,4,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25961199832994336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967047708055819,0.17623763599165415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747457483277285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901945052720371,0.17229173766221753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650292250477118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060825879742033,0.0,0.13436412642842235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663760047130916,0.2228954419450415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379518813412096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242920435875373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326271563024376,0.0,0.0,0.10413241650091416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440378303748341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013361147158392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702900010121006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538834196430199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589791673441086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,martionki,2020/02/04,"Advice for panic attacks Yesterday I felt like I had my first panic attack. It was really frightening because my hands werde shaking like hell and I felt like it would never stop. After a couple of minutes I calmed myself down (telling yourself everything will be fine). But now my anxiety got worse and I get scared of the little things (for example when I think about the future or what could happen at school). Does anybody have any advice for panic attacks and random waves of negative thoughts?

Thanks in advance!",5.450887096774192,7.955322623655912,5.311491935483872,77.68723790322579,70.07526881720429,7.660752688172043,28.829301075268816,8.472884824447931,2.5062268817204303,416,16,64,7,8,129,71,93,0.33,0.5479999999999999,0.122,-0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,15,4,5,3,0,7,1,1,0,1,14,15,6,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,6,3,10,6,11,5,0,14,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,11,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754616868335769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958481434916182,0.0,0.10782333824024576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810394196799391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591940050059017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253394763256427,0.155954117379546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334283334231926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667321652442978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706606119826683,0.0,0.0,0.11988863343162776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363849090689037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127274274361611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463812165143452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657735361839974,0.1412649644225574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870627855032927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961094440234413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902936452230659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111157875987027,0.1426449217630666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783720433064772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319305532314324,0.12976418105809645,0.0,0.0,0.0936382890816227,0.09031253415038856,0.0,0.11189541549048396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436360606816863,0.1001240260584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bakemechocolatecake,2020/02/04,"What has helped be (anxiety and panic attacks) I’ve been having anxiety and panic attacks for 6 years straight and it has been absolutely hell. Several psychologists, psychiatrists and group therapy, nothing helped. I’ve been determined not to do the meds before suffering for 10 years. But now! I haven’t had a panic attack in 6 months and in that timeframe Ive only had anxiety 8-10 times when going to the movies or restaurants! (Used to be several times daily) 

What did I do differently? I know it’s a fucking sucky answer but: exercise. I have been working out (CrossFit) 3-5 times per week the last year and for the last 6 months I’m really feeling the benefits. Never again will I stop working out for a longer period of time. 

When I don’t feel like working out (the feeling is appearing less and less throughout time!) I think to myself that it’s 1 hour of sweat now or several hours of anxiety next week. Then the motivation just straight out arrives. 

In addition I quit smoking cigarettes 1 month ago. That has really helped to!! (Not the first 5-7 days, but afterwards) 

I have been forced to ‘reschedule’ my life and I am seeing friends and family less than I used to. It truly is a sacrifice in some ways but the return is so so worth it. 

Hope it can encourage someone here. I really have been struggling for several years but are finally finding my way out of this miserable anxiety life🍀❤️


TLDR; Exercise 3-5 times a week helped radically after 6 years of suffering from anxiety and panic attacks.",3.938645833333332,6.1098187395833365,5.45557777777778,76.46720000000002,73.40972222222223,9.607999999999999,30.27,9.98439552973466,3.471977333333333,1199,54,214,36,25,404,147,288,0.17,0.693,0.13699999999999998,-0.8137,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,6,9,19,6,6,14,0,30,5,1,3,1,41,43,22,0,1,10,0,3,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,12,16,0,1,8,2,1,2,5,14,0,1,9,4,16,5,29,31,4,53,2,3,1,1,7,11,2,5,39,135,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773348382316254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507239028195257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477128533347835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501988607122035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927858647986369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983292848428937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720332167607293,0.0,0.11590665218342736,0.054587826303469436,0.0,0.0837041975905533,0.06983800440260593,0.06499491066759505,0.0,0.0,0.05903472479760196,0.07064046988579216,0.0,0.0,0.04342596722885495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486595227146367,0.0,0.0,0.07589307580530731,0.15049831465054722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04199332775858662,0.12456985367394605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794228804034353,0.037330413123312416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487507295600344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829708985333851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058932649919766676,0.0,0.08126365666556645,0.0,0.0,0.07331813680058696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058113787953200234,0.0,0.35860601707548123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127219538513765,0.0,0.0,0.14685197179609746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088944273219855,0.0,0.0,0.34528941023454635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474254639776783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388277478496243,0.0,0.07988106436054608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738230584328455,0.0,0.0,0.04896089747003578,0.0,0.0,0.26733419595666824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319886395964586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130252952640044,0.18387618698342434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688372020640216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460299592344972
anxiety,lokisetfree,2020/02/04,I'm supposed to take a pre-qualifying exam for a job tomorrow and I'm freaking out FUCK FUCK FUUUUUUUCK I'm freaking out I'm scared I'll mess this up again shit shit shit,0.8893243243243241,3.0897411081081114,4.601283783783781,78.54895270270273,83.86486486486487,6.943243243243244,25.466216216216218,8.07648339933343,1.6924108108108116,139,6,30,3,4,52,24,37,0.602,0.39799999999999996,0.0,-0.9838,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,2,10,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703343831543397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25242965748481344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546754870774931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7833421857649117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125964636540266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lavendernageki,2020/02/04,Stress dreams Recently my anxiety has picked up to the point where the past three nights I've had stress dreams and for tonight I just haven't slept and I don't exactly want to. Any tips?,2.0360526315789467,4.449416552631583,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,80.84210526315789,6.957894736842108,20.026315789473685,8.07648339933343,0.5944526315789478,151,4,35,3,4,44,30,38,0.20800000000000002,0.66,0.132,-0.2783,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184244451981968,0.0,0.23830987974324705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923378807176704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973785091511914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944845371992161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075857493170792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7136840230075541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374097305856926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Parmenidesplease,2020/02/04,"Not used to not constantly being worried about something I realized that my brain is constantly finding things to worry about. And if there is no immediate thing to be worried about, I’ll just invent something and worry about that.
*I think it’s that I am so not used to not being worried, that when I’m happy and worry-free, I feel like something is wrong and I’m forgetting something*. 
- *for example,* I noticed myself suddenly calling myself an idiot over and over while I was just laying in bed trying to go to sleep. I was replaying what I said in a random conversation I had with someone yesterday, which literally should not matter. The thoughts just pop in my head and suddenly I start beating myself up over whatever embarrassing things I did",3.9329907502569377,6.684436158273384,5.090775950668039,76.24814748201442,75.90647482014387,8.000205549845838,29.35303186022611,8.841846274778883,2.9478628982528265,602,27,98,14,14,198,81,139,0.147,0.77,0.083,-0.8485,0,0,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,1,3,0,12,3,3,2,0,27,22,10,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,6,2,16,2,19,12,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,9,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334290408472702,0.1311162804753934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775212632971835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492563358547923,0.0917328507564364,0.0,0.0,0.11736021873038795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297575376261617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668994692568925,0.0,0.0,0.13178099590299508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273239745212728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619041066240018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214294971375755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284981431257529,0.0,0.1087974874339451,0.3954110325990514,0.0,0.0,0.09088601029103284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559205468587289,0.08227700212042556,0.0,0.10193955273412998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871788448236207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180209393825007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6520096354014845,0.0,0.0,0.14039115871573266,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rayaxmoon,2020/02/04,"thinking about therapy Genuinely never thought about going to therapy and now I’m in a spot where it might be my last resort. Any therapy goers out there who wouldn’t mind re-assuring me how the process is ?? 
I can’t just talk about my problems without breaking down no matter how mundane the issue is so I was just wondering if they ask questions and direct the conversation?",5.836760563380281,7.291284788732398,6.401521126760564,74.45861971830986,67.30985915492957,9.623661971830987,35.32676056338028,9.888512548439397,3.7982540845070414,304,15,51,7,5,99,57,71,0.04,0.909,0.052000000000000005,-0.3076,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,19,13,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,8,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,3,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914294959591908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128428755434432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628552530193867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135614199584991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678581728440192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170606435538953,0.20659945485073705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780913104916974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578573135100685,0.0,0.0,0.22921189396565705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445910691304205,0.0,0.0,0.7019738178908681,0.0,0.0,0.13110689398241862,0.0,0.1624388077894108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972383448407196,0.2218926240788672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DragonSsause,2020/02/04,"My voice changes pitch when I talk to intimidating people I am 16 years old and suffer from pretty bad anxiety when talking to people who are older, and more intimidating than I am. I find when I am asked a question in class and put on the spot, my voice tends to go higher, and I cannot make out sentiences properly. Does anyone know any helpful tips to help overcome this problem?",7.169189189189191,6.754947135135139,7.411486486486485,74.87641891891893,64.13513513513513,9.562162162162162,33.364864864864856,8.841846274778883,2.6733351351351344,304,11,57,4,4,99,55,74,0.207,0.688,0.105,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,10,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,9,10,1,11,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628143150730855,0.0,0.17580711567518167,0.0,0.0,0.16069132396160354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148451098001256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188512854031645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24311278774073825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111181978804546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004587403073186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060861804743087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080790206713876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629978917585152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340265981614934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411511817266068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186482455377975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338035037764307,0.0,0.2199010043491135,0.0,0.2310265906566293,0.2574443262233741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694316489254232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479927104653265
anxiety,Apology2MyBody,2020/02/04,"I’ve suffered with anxiety most of my life but recently it’s been worse. I’ve been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder at age ten but for the last few days everytime I wake up (which is anytime and no alarm or schedule to get up)  I feel anxious; My chest pounding as if someone woke me up in a deep sleep which also comes with bouts of nausea.

Nothing in my life has changed; and my routine has been the same. 
 I’d had anxiety when going to bed but never when waking up. 


Anyone got any ideas?",3.893457142857141,4.824311260000002,5.085428571428572,84.04700000000003,71.4,8.514285714285714,30.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.3599714285714284,386,16,79,7,7,128,72,100,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,7,7,4,0,1,16,13,11,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,1,7,0,16,7,3,18,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,3,8,53,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521557978020582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404930730185396,0.0,0.474138514758429,0.2333958518571025,0.0,0.14445745532941065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855227655886272,0.17796505825990871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332380006901348,0.0,0.0,0.20969164871299475,0.0,0.0,0.2367781087661083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446167194018524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079384274235998,0.0,0.1174138599525826,0.0,0.16523452742061373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23322291324682015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840416330287086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918512010138689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593403750306408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823543367315807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203989654840976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674624383068765,0.0,0.17504900318420685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105400357933093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BoringCaterpillar9,2020/02/04,"Can't hold job down due to severe anxiety, can't get help for anxiety without money I'm trying to return to the workforce after leaving my last two in-person jobs due to my daily, multiple panic attacks from OCD while being there. I don't have my own car so I have to rely on public transportation. Being stuck in bumper-to-bumper traffic while riding out a panic attack for 45 minutes and wanting to scream from the severity of it is a special kind of hell. I want to see an online therapist because trying to go back to my in-person therapist gave me such excruciating anxiety, I could barely focus on the appointment. I tried meds but the only thing they did was give me tics. I don't know what the fuck to do anymore when I feel this way about a part-time job. My family is giving me a roof over my head, but money is very tight so they can't help me with other expenses like therapy, and I'm constantly being made to feel like a leech. I feel too scared to live and too scared to die.",6.967910447761196,5.632283228855728,7.8649203980099545,74.47529104477614,64.97014925373135,10.826069651741292,31.54278606965175,9.888512548439397,2.8447747263681595,783,23,152,14,10,266,121,201,0.215,0.726,0.06,-0.9812,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,9,13,4,4,11,0,17,2,1,1,0,18,34,10,1,3,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,0,3,4,6,9,0,1,5,6,20,4,29,25,1,21,1,0,1,1,8,6,2,0,12,99,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585577244461907,0.0,0.11173015406281783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563379438817322,0.0,0.08662990920816037,0.0,0.06867753939539828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217472965241526,0.0,0.08995121680116976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692507934161545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106207443863769,0.0,0.1708954536363277,0.08048555594884425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415394560021554,0.05886109924895136,0.21615077714157646,0.06402825229933251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562342858946552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102955347491248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353981221261482,0.0,0.0,0.11731984550401245,0.06191593546887695,0.09183433932389884,0.0,0.11929249540481596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008165217375104,0.0,0.09948236364649278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660324439780224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251417741949633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568431550477934,0.0,0.2643685103933733,0.0,0.12200166497108413,0.0,0.0,0.1967437383154754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558807330973565,0.0,0.08977680522524925,0.0,0.0,0.2545513535516041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883849645871867,0.2616178828203489,0.07484744132120266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294697396215439,0.0,0.1100541309679172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295771866359877,0.132901603947311,0.08942563010896919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860187864115707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,t0niidk,2020/02/04,"Studying While studying I have all of these thoughts bombarding my brain that I might fail very badly and that I won’t graduate and you know what, hypothetically that could happen to me.

How do you study with anxiety?",4.2940000000000005,7.111812400000005,4.535,80.36,75.0,8.0,27.5,8.841846274778883,2.3857500000000003,176,7,32,4,4,55,33,40,0.207,0.7929999999999999,0.0,-0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,9,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,25,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958424970762819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228980542747414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43171143708678733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087673282688514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34197840413824804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253317800302549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102526283746584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070153425998898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190874726816777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ricoret,2020/02/04,"Having a total work spiral. I’ve had something I need to deal with at work for a few weeks now. It’s a small administrative task, but the work it’s connected with gives me a huge amount of anxiety and so I have ignored the task. It has built up to this huge thing hanging over me to the point where it felt impossible to address. 

It has now led to someone outside my work making a complaint to my boss. My boss forwarded it last night and and said ‘FYI - we can discuss tomorrow’. My boss is a decent and reasonable person and the issue is not huge or unresolvable, but I am blowing it up into this huge issue in my mind. I can’t stop ruminating on it and feeling sick about it. And my boss is in meetings all day today so I don’t know when we will actually speak. 

My boss also doesn’t know about my anxiety issues (I’m in therapy for these) so it’s hard for me to give a reasonable explanation for why I let a simple thing turn into a big thing. I’m going to accept responsibility and apologise, but right now this just feels like an all-enveloping cloud which I can’t see past. I need to try and keep my emotional response proportionate, but that’s something I am very bad at.",4.782,5.0854148666666665,6.285,78.5,69.08333333333334,9.566666666666668,29.333333333333336,9.558583805096642,2.4454083333333334,928,32,192,19,15,318,131,240,0.102,0.794,0.105,-0.0579,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,4,12,4,0,0,14,0,17,1,0,9,2,46,34,19,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,19,15,0,3,8,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,3,7,23,2,29,29,4,36,0,0,1,0,10,21,0,2,14,130,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.12176772764075924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978688753322336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909134183362586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418647071489284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804730728645902,0.12864317356099014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036122075542626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618549804195414,0.08914318444246984,0.11980880829218225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239401571710103,0.07091561009873787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177878138318942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907151388941764,0.0,0.11091060477798734,0.0,0.0,0.13715215333638794,0.10171272785524234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759647289049922,0.0,0.060961429089795675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329192494541797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599269211507286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504625769290992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709800738668155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911706678498105,0.0,0.10895348330391506,0.0,0.0,0.11795786583511668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25659018686643514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656182971965866,0.1186947904147287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994338699969557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572607750905384,0.1921241862588224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432205055563328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426973289519159,0.0,0.24869577608373536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182772844058972,0.0,0.0,0.08471774047693814,0.13572530717301765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295694628048843,0.0,0.0,0.10009135712003787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125949553841267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633666394921543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SteadyingRuck,2020/02/04,"Chest pains I am 23 and over the course of my life, it would be fair to say that I have been through a lot of trauma in my life. (Multiple car accidents, bereavements, bullying all through my schooling). Since 2015, I have been getting these stabbing chest pains that will last several hours at a time and will sometimes happen when I am anxious but more often than not just happen randomly and even when I take painkillers, they will not go away. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety back in 2018 due to the traumas mentioned above among other issues (and had 12 sessions of cognitive behavioural therapy, and had numerous tests on my heart concerning my chest pains. I was told by my doctor and local hospital there was nothing they could diagnosis me with, there was no abnormalities or concerns regarding the results of the tests on my heart. I have had panic attacks before but they did not say the pains were part of this and usually when I have panic attacks, I experience a lot more symptoms too. Any advice on how to manage these chest pains when they happen and would it be worth booking another doctor’s appointment about it?",12.320442583732051,8.892999722488044,10.746118421052632,64.54970394736844,56.55980861244018,14.469138755980866,45.263755980861255,12.38480682065935,5.463243540669856,918,40,157,21,8,286,123,209,0.228,0.755,0.017,-0.9936,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,13,12,2,2,8,0,25,17,6,2,1,28,32,17,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,0,9,11,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,12,0,0,12,2,22,0,24,12,6,22,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,5,10,122,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275149409217416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150569694779346,0.11025908382535517,0.08043956478698695,0.11878972175064995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392469150369034,0.09879201232882914,0.08085396260157966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947501945585551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395382594402244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056565643253008,0.10672517273058668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525123571231267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945067188633937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285700789020516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493660516169949,0.0,0.05975924440155225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789517489943579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920683040138256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355170121861797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974942115026692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571139350260171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485412987641986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787897676350198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089438959511343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594357816534282,0.2467420530364313,0.0,0.11386734843736032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723921412617845,0.0,0.10641754941892556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878972175064995,0.0,0.08698127752882114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399617131858066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929125060948047,0.07905981475645439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024834228194853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131388879559505,0.0,0.0,0.10047545925386893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580801722514385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939127673664354,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenfolder20,2020/02/04,"New to this - please help I have recently been struggling with anxiety.

I have never really had any issues with anxiety in the past. Around Christmas time this year after a heavy week of socializing and drinking with friends I had some bad anxiety and felt very burnt out. I didn't really realize or appreciate what the anxiety was as it was a new feeling, but after going to a doctor a week later they diagnosed me with anxiety. Within a couple of days I had returned to feeling normal with very low anxiety as I realised there was nothing physically wrong with me. I saw a therapist twice and after the second time I said there wasn't any need to see her again as I felt fine, although we booked another one in 3 weeks later just in case. For two weeks I felt normal and didn't have any anxiety, although I had stopped drinking during this time. Then I got a cold which brought it back a bit for a few days. I recovered and felt fine, but then last Thursday I had mild food poisoning and I couldn't sleep at all. I have never had issues sleeping before. I then slept for 2-4 hours for the next 4 nights. This has caused the anxiety to come back as I am exhausted and continually worrying about going to bed and not being able to sleep. It's especially bad at 3-4am when I am just lying there awake worrying.

The issue is there is nothing specific I am anxious/worrying about. My job is going well and isn't too stressful, I have a good social life and hobbies, I have a very supportive long term girlfriend, I don't have any money issues, I have a very close and supportive family. The anxiety mainly seems to be around returning to 'normal', basically how I was before Christmas, sleeping fine and not feeling anxious and being able to drink again. 

I have tried lots of methods to help me sleep, getting a routine, not looking at my phone, reading before bed, meditation, podcasts, getting up if I don't feel tired. Even though I'm really tired, and I drift off really quickly, as soon as I'm basically asleep I get a jolt of panic, heart races, brain races, get really hot and sweaty. I calm down, drift off and then it happens again, on repeat. It's incredibly frustrating. 

I'm now at work very tired and anxious and at a loss of what to do to help. I felt like I could deal with the anxiety on it's own as during the day I generally feel ok and can get on with my normal life, but coupled with the insomnia it's a real struggle. 

The doctor had said when I first saw her that the other option would be 6 month non addictive medication. This is something I don't want to do if possible as the idea of being on medication for 6 months is scary and I am worried about coming off the medication and I just am scared about being on long term medication and it kind of signals to me the problem will here for ages. But I don't know what else to do and am starting to feel like its my only option. 

 I feel like if I got rid of the insomnia the anxiety would go but I expect its unlikely they would prescribe me with sleeping pills without addressing the route cause, and I'm not sure how much that would help actually fix the problem. 

I am just scared of another sleepness night and another day of struggling with anxiety. At the moment there is little joy in the day it's just a struggle to get through as I'm so tired, before I worry about not being able to sleep and then the frustrating feeling of being up all night.

I have a big mental block around drinking too as I feel like drinking has caused this, but I really want to return to drinking as I feel like its the last step in returning to my normal life. I've only had a couple of beers in the last month, I don't even want to drink I just want to get over my fear of it. 

I've tried CBD, calcium and magnesium, I exercise very regularly, eat and drink well. I feel like every other physical aspect of my life is fine, I just don't understand why I can't sleep and what to do about the anxiety. In total I've only really felt the anxiety on about 10 days in the last month so hasn't even been that bad or that long. 

Sorry for the rant and I know it's not as severe as many cases on here, but I just don't know what to do.",5.628781104813796,5.563120106078666,6.671068570455599,77.7312804358931,67.24791418355184,10.138610104351637,30.82924278173725,9.908190646982085,2.8002453406630825,3295,115,656,69,49,1108,293,839,0.154,0.727,0.11900000000000001,-0.9832,1,0,11,0,0,0,71.0,1,0,2,3,47,42,3,9,47,1,74,46,13,5,6,138,133,69,0,22,27,0,18,6,2,5,22,2,3,0,32,49,11,2,24,12,1,10,23,21,2,5,31,25,72,21,116,87,12,117,0,2,4,0,17,37,0,10,76,449,104,6,0.10496344188354917,0.0,0.03414305937327418,0.03814188161299683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517165310747187,0.11006332074599312,0.37471814680225696,0.11857881267250728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343971681831896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053806938534563135,0.08764008964686708,0.0,0.0,0.11908821082681233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038197631081243535,0.0,0.0,0.039057971545482836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078263683251613,0.0,0.060277807389578573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02793492246367139,0.11614005200757532,0.0,0.13538547321199187,0.03607089988422416,0.0,0.035511894682902764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716230202997799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27419790145655465,0.0,0.035801268399621285,0.0292278290263399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932736343028721,0.0,0.029478742274339213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032983397166902316,0.03937101789762397,0.19459979005453354,0.1249765064238248,0.20156272934793326,0.0,0.0,0.02976061668184925,0.042307403522101945,0.0,0.027031498275384924,0.0,0.12795782108165746,0.0,0.07953752387451787,0.029346118365050418,0.05596590204478098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03093960833684412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041460728003758086,0.0938063767468619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03445594899334449,0.0,0.0,0.03949698323082332,0.0,0.1460727506241215,0.034720006648215035,0.0,0.0,0.036434424170700884,0.05768516262804795,0.11407895255874922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885171085347973,0.102559671592122,0.035066981217634866,0.0,0.09288934306004998,0.02938095182127665,0.0,0.0,0.029745388253730395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03547215180209164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098616664470498,0.035259487251204584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117077572024014,0.0,0.025720069010940552,0.025943020723236284,0.05396951811435384,0.06758289749315832,0.03720993707581344,0.09850107978915648,0.17140314532833734,0.06714350224463174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02370864823184001,0.07982942738627767,0.0,0.04105066113779991,0.0,0.0,0.03339982737961944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384061130860368,0.0,0.03944350322558535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695722550672879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034997282160535194,0.039823792095113816,0.15689862676399075,0.0,0.0345462453253414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656284641172677,0.0,0.07005781089727882,0.0,0.02788075783951877,0.031851591779867884,0.0,0.03952627089083576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151177356779262,0.07133134042823541,0.0,0.026935328537252074,0.0,0.03916599323502527,0.02476455480301553,0.0,0.0,0.029251379122151186,0.040078422681051266,0.1463074392843262,0.0,0.0,0.0794075133175933,0.03297560059464488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062354869445898,0.0,0.0,0.034375349574028005,0.0,0.0612050270559374,0.16085338093209944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750885803843349,0.0,0.03417801031186855,0.03642354824512326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732116644296672,0.08254687670923018,0.0,0.1122604557090258,0.0,0.06291649323728117,0.0,0.03157106009363176,0.0,0.0,0.03372700411552765,0.0,0.025471545266594377,0.17765911713243435,0.0,0.0994173567544041,0.038253682087502086,0.0,0.02253100507046146
anxiety,Saberleaf,2020/02/04,"Anxiety/Stress over not being at work? This might sound odd but even though none of my colleagues ever complained about this, I feel incredibly anxiety the entire day when I call in sick, take a day off or can't be present for another reason. 

I keep feeling like I'm doing something wrong and should be working. I always end up working on my phone when at home, which sometimes causes more trouble than help.",8.197207792207795,7.632470766233766,7.395422077922081,76.32741883116887,62.116883116883116,9.777922077922078,36.133116883116884,8.841846274778883,3.075418181818182,327,13,58,4,4,101,65,77,0.22699999999999998,0.672,0.1,-0.9068,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,1,12,12,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,6,1,11,7,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,8,40,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723271114512886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107466302449654,0.15375030001229445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522458607977506,0.0,0.0,0.2064633669242393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592328858529923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800995756702828,0.0,0.0,0.13274638751287152,0.18179927625936865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203244573903966,0.1435812262073777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134713665239906,0.0,0.20160083496900566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864159478958871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818941060733387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320961429409527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664245894670327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547253804071757,0.1987758459745972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302236331318153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111307812157293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746330667974632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43895078452246855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974172339416945,0.0,0.0
anxiety,legslegslegs90,2020/02/04,"Would actually love someone to talk to someone who gets it I feel so alone, as most of us do. I would like to find someone to talk to about it. Maybe we can bounce ideas off each other. I was fine for about 2 years but I feel like I'm ""relapsing"". Any conversation with someone who ""gets it"" would be awesome!",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,84.55555555555556,5.504761904761906,21.698412698412696,6.868970318607317,0.3953555555555557,238,8,54,3,7,77,42,63,0.027000000000000003,0.753,0.221,0.9207,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,13,3,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,4,12,8,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.17677335488350038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876136754128156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318618130911788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318674626441045,0.1294114629894706,0.0,0.0,0.16556508903216582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928367648517447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044929295045902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769985618929893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349225257775882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198652336668164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139411084384069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29119821623674674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789755378663744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860449241306637,0.0,0.0,0.11665273787152974
anxiety,katfpr,2020/02/04,Anxiety when I’m about to fall asleep The last couple days I’ve come done with a cold. I fall asleep fine but then will wake up in the middle of the night with a panic and not able to fall asleep. It’s like the moment my brain is about to fall asleep I get a huge rush of anxiety and it wakes me up. Has anyone else experienced this?,0.7866071428571431,2.6371147638888885,2.18809523809524,97.69500000000002,81.91666666666667,5.7809523809523835,14.452380952380953,6.868970318607317,-0.7152285714285713,261,3,64,3,7,84,49,72,0.107,0.79,0.10300000000000001,-0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,0,4,7,7,0,0,7,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,12,5,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,36,7,0,0.2703047807379161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135648348155717,0.0,0.0,0.1890033875911474,0.27695919100713523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30174953046173464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328436341847327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990870986074063,0.0,0.1743242218193783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766156385102517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258049595546372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122309151716106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033447339990075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320572622466858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536627257745146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31714441977741403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KelseyRose1212,2020/02/04,"Why do I feel so anxious about my friend being over? Is this normal? I don't want to be a bad friend... ...but tonight was worse than yesterday. I feel like there's a brick on my chest and I can't breathe. 

Essentially my friend has been at my house every night for the past 3 or 4 nights. Not a huge deal, right? She's going through some emotional shit. Just got out of a toxic relationship, might get back with her ex, etc. Whatever, it's her life. I told her I am 100% here to help her if she needs it and I can give advice if she wants it. 

But every night she's been over she's brought alcohol and she's completely turned the night around. My fiance and I have had plans these nights but we just end up trying to host and if we try to watch something or play something together she wouldn't be interested and talk through it all. 

I just want a relaxing night with my fiance. Is that too much to ask since I told her I'm here for her? I don't know if it would be rude to ask. But she just kind of walks into the house like it's no big deal and then it changes our whole plans for the night. I work all day and want to come home and chill. 

But I'm extremely anxious all of a sudden. This happened really bad once before when a friend stated at our house for 5 days because she was homeless. I was not going to kick her out, of course, but the lack of space in the house and lack of freedom (or so it seemed), was hard. 

I'm starting to feel that feeling again. I'm not one to turn someone away at ALL. But I don't know if a nice way to ask her to just give me a break for a few days. Is that even right? Should I even do that? Because I feel like I'm going crazy. It's hard to breathe. I feel like I have no space. And listening to her emotional issues may be hurting. I'm trying to help but I'm really emphatic and I get sucked into trying to make things right for other people. 

I really don't know why I'm hurting. But I can not sleep, I feel shitty and selfish but I don't know if I am. I'm not trying to be. I love her too pieces. I just feel so heavy. I want to cry. I want to leave, but it is my house. I don't want to dread coming home because it's going to stress me out. What's going on with me? What do I do? I'm scared...",-0.4008305274971953,1.5875997325102915,1.5985686494575368,99.340164983165,87.68312757201647,4.933722409277966,16.44953236064347,6.305155272017332,-0.5995764609053493,1714,37,426,17,55,566,191,486,0.157,0.731,0.11199999999999999,-0.9374,0,0,3,0,0,0,61.0,4,0,0,3,21,25,3,3,16,0,40,8,5,1,4,92,97,38,0,20,31,1,10,4,4,5,2,1,2,0,22,26,1,0,13,2,0,9,15,11,0,1,11,12,63,14,56,75,12,55,0,2,1,1,43,23,2,13,24,270,85,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935126222010145,0.0,0.06490912880872986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723050914181667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406859633710125,0.17034202465971907,0.0,0.05706418851408612,0.04670282197157966,0.1014253208681561,0.11107370162846597,0.0,0.051682512150230786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425144223351192,0.10463868727801104,0.0636813408236803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667164825785548,0.11751056323147227,0.1252338721754612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664136768316718,0.053794744715566514,0.0,0.06773754619110049,0.08023211876200441,0.0,0.1023466853814913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456826599460543,0.13017106765275493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877002908492072,0.0,0.0634649040822568,0.11652847562849253,0.17259051150000698,0.0,0.04857673807249428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370931925806748,0.0,0.10881642011913237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142114441603941,0.0,0.121847851657614,0.0,0.0,0.35041035125049,0.13003992274125062,0.0,0.0,0.06339340104729382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324799262044012,0.1335173469688636,0.0,0.0,0.06431146270798352,0.0,0.0,0.042900172164697714,0.11869165859229057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481730025912857,0.0,0.04054226117531695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443210777990598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464850953536795,0.04503554044294942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39898136598280654,0.05950913246250634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468267075097585,0.0411568027364046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798011314060812,0.042107224246088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672857759737855,0.0,0.0,0.06520855375562808,0.0,0.15560659216287154,0.0,0.0,0.06080809574312593,0.0,0.0,0.05529246825485377,0.0,0.0,0.06234541478417234,0.05024207829252059,0.0,0.060780626729849165,0.0,0.051462062501530216,0.09351625553743326,0.0,0.0,0.042989793720664166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957375722733285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048817909725662224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04035080677105345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160731604255218,0.0,0.20618137729734945,0.13212831508251288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507688166786619,0.04821001569608144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961096387669797,0.06781042726296421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421708710160676,0.0,0.06189595075653208,0.04314565407213662,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffee_slayer,2020/02/04,it’s so hard i’ve just retreated to an abandoned study room to calm down. it’s like how dogs can tell when an earthquake is coming. the feeling of my throat closing up is my first sign. right now i look normal just sitting and listening to music but really i’m struggling to breathe and want to scream. i hate panic attacks i hate them so much. i wish they’d go die and take me with them.,1.4839814814814822,3.5623567037037063,2.635293209876544,94.20256944444448,80.72839506172839,5.531481481481482,22.47067901234568,6.6274283507984215,0.4309864197530868,307,10,67,3,8,98,61,81,0.33799999999999997,0.564,0.098,-0.9829,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,7,9,3,2,3,0,4,2,2,1,0,16,15,8,1,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,1,0,5,10,2,9,14,1,11,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266888044854242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020846108815492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434747298613621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861933197716926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954815552186916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332692626642212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015290318840887,0.4632320933851813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146122828250978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700246154470305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245584612359774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298553277074855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752491253985749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028889598515954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003446236176542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452518034187877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638780741339138,0.0,0.2050481872983932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383714353730462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697750630884481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,D4rk_Soul26,2020/02/04,"Anxiety on the bus One time I was travelling to school on a bus but I was very sick. Normally I put headphones and the trip goes well, but that day I had forgotten the headphones at my house.
At certain point a start felling a lack of oxygen and suddenly my vision went black and I passed out.
After 2 months I went back to bus trips and every morning I feel an extreme anxiety feeling before the getting in the bus...and when I get in I start feeling dizzy, weak, a hole in my stomach, my heart starts to accelerate and finally the sensation that I'm passing out.
Guys I really need an advise I don't know what to do?",3.7892444444444418,4.8827337200000045,5.119466666666668,83.09617777777778,71.80000000000003,8.755555555555556,29.88888888888889,9.150863307647796,2.4805822222222216,485,20,99,10,9,162,77,125,0.158,0.7509999999999999,0.09,-0.8587,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,12,0,5,4,2,0,1,17,18,8,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,1,0,9,1,1,1,1,5,4,15,2,15,13,1,30,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,0,11,62,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835590646852746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250993321579405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770506029455533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952470115873122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561513703331456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28113038449660244,0.0,0.0,0.20302366438271152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365808875131826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350918934937466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962095372136334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384984310035351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185438157924212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793133982501544,0.0,0.0,0.1374223567211314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815873674212319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255866982279967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519995398942728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631124147743888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872931224512892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756728022608074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393539771696502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080693872793584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291945241233326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666369708742563,0.3436118095775623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skincare_obssessed,2020/02/04,"Me every night trying to sleep Me: You don’t need to play all of your embarrassing moments on loop 

My brain: 😈😈😏",-1.5373999999999979,0.3975007599999998,1.4794999999999978,95.58725,101.4,4.1000000000000005,14.25,5.985473137389443,-0.7651999999999997,89,2,21,1,4,31,22,25,0.10400000000000001,0.8,0.096,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069556701433647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826213946433051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367292497762216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261672153677769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544547403754946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083222708656705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Almond_boi359,2020/02/04,"I can’t sleep because of my anxiety, any ideas? I can’t sleep and i have school tomorrow. I’m really worried about it because hey guess what? I have anxiety. I tried a ton of things to try to get to sleep, i’ve gone to the bathroom I’ve tried to take deep breaths but nothing is working. I’m just anxious. I’m putting it on here hoping it will let some of my feelings out but i honestly don’t know. I know I’m probably just making a big deal of it now it probably won’t matter later but do you guys have any ideas yourselves? Should i stay home from school?",0.4828894634776972,2.6087766554621865,2.45731092436975,93.7488881706529,84.96638655462183,6.01447963800905,23.43956043956044,7.321109707123232,0.92619534583064,438,17,99,7,13,146,69,119,0.064,0.846,0.09,0.7062,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,12,4,4,1,0,18,25,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,11,2,13,20,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,56,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532990424451505,0.0,0.2197342751415204,0.16224710732997796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509601815077447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480635292200433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261741785164642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503431393437124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821107399680806,0.14220408981898747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406025008178014,0.1426447687164416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242537751745005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785704986115265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685881550675484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586592138216077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378050442107497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096883148710328,0.0,0.0,0.1443754430569886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200516792926726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906975335561163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311642183778587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530773455604518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798262729501212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954132097588987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925209467865672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455538672350953,0.1458507326691335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dramatic_TrashPanda,2020/02/04,"Stop trying too hard. And opinion is that, just and opinion. It's not real.  Yesterday I talked about this with my therapist.

People have opinions and you can work to make an impression, but at the end that's it, an opinion. It's not the reality. It doesn't matter how hard you work because you can't control what people think of you even when you try hard. You are going to be liked and you aren't.

Think about the people you don't like. Does your opinion change them? Does your opinion make them less atractive or less good at their jobs? No, because they're too busy loving themselfs and having a life and working and having fun. They don't care and they shouldn't care about your secret opinion of them unless they did something really bad that hurt someone (including themself).

I don't recommend making conexions trying to impress people, it always ends bad when your energy doesn't allow you to keep trying. Just love yourself, be yourself, do what you like and I promise you'll meet people that admire you for that in time.

People don't really care about people that try too hard. Experience tells me they like/envy people that don't try to be liked and seem happy. So stop wasting your time and impress yourself doing things for you first.

Don't you want to be happy?

And opinion is that, just and opinion. It's not real.",3.890525568181822,6.002797171875002,4.2513068181818205,85.30846590909094,73.375,6.217045454545455,24.52698863636364,6.980632752743323,1.0458734374999996,1060,33,192,10,22,332,117,256,0.18100000000000002,0.642,0.17800000000000002,0.8483,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,19,8,5,15,21,0,0,6,0,26,3,0,6,0,50,40,20,0,2,9,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,14,0,4,4,0,0,1,15,3,0,1,1,4,32,18,19,33,2,14,0,1,0,2,33,3,0,11,14,133,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728369455136261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617776940902144,0.10672223862230196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26774628861694105,0.0,0.09260145717671728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817904192987026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532066473417654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550617877496534,0.0,0.0,0.05781668746621496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562698268247736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744580576135653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974871319367755,0.0734210246823305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186367351221487,0.3136601675387712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370907421208673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686595049399118,0.07780599870120296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182924954657339,0.21382828459364345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800927437676568,0.0,0.17529283382133634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854913990797026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992702125703653,0.11215557715055664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796894661553028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416894954111171,0.0673894719826217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636799332735054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035810278761223,0.07651030250564092,0.0,0.0,0.10163601653470683,0.05815501372989902,0.1121790394721895,0.0,0.0,0.10208586467341164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35658709563681346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05163098741821683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911817021711769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TossMeAway10000000,2020/02/04,"Strange manifestation of anxiety or is this normal? Long post, could really use some insight. Already gonna see a psych about this, Im just looking for input. Doc says im healthy, got full checkups.

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2018-2019 = Work stress always left me with an uncomfortable feeling in chest. Sometimes it got overbearing and Id need to relax in a quiet room to feel better.

I noticed early 2019 I started having this uncomfortable feeling every day. Unless distracted or out, id feel this uncomfortable chest feeling at work. It just sort of dawned on me that ive been dealing with this chest tenseness or pain for awhile now. Ignored it.

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Mid 2019 = Big move, had to fly. On the way to the airport I noticed the car was making me nauseous. Ive never been carsick, ever. Noticed it was getting sort of hard to breathe. Went back home just in time, fighting back this nauseous feeling. It was hard to breath, I was panicking.

Thats when I had my first panic (anxiety?) attack. Took lorazapam (never took it before) felt better within the hour.

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Late 2019 = New place I moved to doubled the stress. I was depressed, sobbing, hated it. Felt an incredible amount of stress and emotion I havent felt in quite some time, all of it negative. No panic attack or anything though.

Move back home, feel relieved despite going through some horrible experiences to get back home.

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Nov 2019 = Ate a little bit too much, triggers urge to vomit. I panic being scared of vomiting, end up with the SAME feeling I did prior to airport. Wife helped me with lorazapam and it went away. I felt tense and tired for like 2 days after.

It was worse and lasted longer than the airport panic attack.

The problem with this incident, is it brought that uncomfortable chest feeling back X10 plus stomach tenseness. Like im always anxious now. I was feeling fine prior to this, feeling stressed but better than I had been. Because of this 1 panic attack, it somehow triggered the uncomfortable chest feeling except way worse now with stomach tenseness. EVERY DAMN DAY SINCE.

I had the flu after xmas and I felt BETTER than I did without the flu. Thats how miserable this feeling is.

  


JAN 2020 = Wake up in the middle of the night, no idea why. Thought I had a stomach ache or something. Noticed my heart rate is shooting up way high. Panic, immediately called 911 cause this felt incredibly different. I think ive been having anxiety attacks before cause THIS attack left me on the floor, telling 911 to hurry cause I literally could not breathe. 

Survived, ER told me it was a panic attack. Vitals all fine.

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Since then, Ive been taking half of .5 lorazapam (so like .2 .3) at night to avoid that. I also take it in the morning when I cant take the tenseness anymore. Its the only thing that helps. Less sleep ruins me.

Ive tried weed, different strains, Im not even a smoker but im desperate at this point. Weed chills my head and makes me floaty, but the tenseness in chest and stomach still remain. You know what it feels like to be high and calm in your head but still be tense? Weird. Ive given up on weed.

I cant see my psych till a few more weeks. GP prescribed me loraz since it helps.

Some days I break down cause I cant live like this. Its torture. I only ever feel better on loraz but its addicting and I would like to avoid side effects. Been taking small doses for about a month now so its probably too late.

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So has anyone gone through this before? Did I ""snap"" and not know it? All because I overate?

Thanks to my wife Im keeping it together, this is torture every day man and some days I really just cant do this anymore.",2.4337056605116203,5.188822015850146,3.2751126054007926,86.8420384601701,82.44380403458213,5.329177784893443,25.13850642188779,6.775458762138228,1.172005535987477,2885,115,521,33,81,913,300,694,0.228,0.68,0.09300000000000001,-0.9984,2,2,2,1,2,0,129.0,0,2,0,11,31,54,12,17,28,0,48,28,18,11,7,104,103,34,0,6,20,2,23,6,0,2,9,2,4,1,47,20,1,4,28,1,0,11,14,36,1,2,40,28,51,18,74,56,17,101,0,4,3,0,14,40,2,13,51,319,98,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04064458475954147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114333668733288,0.029815650268301536,0.06204581896571039,0.24238033665468225,0.2718216450864939,0.0,0.0,0.08556546636567833,0.042119811595863865,0.07395054825742567,0.026069532743101056,0.0,0.03068119394470035,0.0,0.0,0.29690803153740103,0.03502913286724468,0.1433437851932221,0.0,0.0454554254745343,0.0,0.09517669306257803,0.0,0.0,0.16487139947776086,0.040703992263619114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038070684341678415,0.0,0.0,0.15320194954102465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595357793486005,0.0,0.0,0.14426887475054187,0.03843771428407232,0.03211227646446635,0.0,0.0,0.07790677170482001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193898790442084,0.03302216870631454,0.0,0.0,0.024625440416462363,0.06745023091264114,0.09423902452933436,0.0,0.0,0.03647047682074413,0.0,0.0,0.2827753303732708,0.02663538343406555,0.2147883924676392,0.0,0.0,0.03171337794749676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038958243609396856,0.0,0.021189106921119555,0.0,0.05963813931319501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679749485178586,0.03680979765639672,0.07652737980462282,0.0,0.0,0.04418119930839555,0.0749711551207425,0.07878425843000418,0.112195354821771,0.0,0.036716797391904914,0.0,0.0,0.042088602207930086,0.24163586268209306,0.0,0.0,0.03313934210048674,0.0,0.0,0.04098014016180945,0.030391078392510682,0.08411496155035039,0.0,0.08101739625188055,0.0,0.0,0.1092891878600013,0.037367922873415484,0.032922067436989964,0.032994778247260916,0.03130880114233714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977413296951207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029759382691048025,0.11887957485842507,0.02740770724274431,0.02764528806950145,0.05751076141673634,0.036008695550563484,0.0,0.06997619269753985,0.0365299737387667,0.0,0.16979032528773008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671165641710444,0.0396723375995252,0.3062095795602782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03895338585241,0.0,0.03524501626492875,0.0,0.03570734531795326,0.0,0.040197984698980095,0.0356753326302161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03965565645675565,0.0,0.0,0.04776960776434794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02964938416650693,0.03732734873929376,0.0,0.05942034200968381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252404083170894,0.0,0.037310486750350084,0.0,0.0,0.028702706774313774,0.03687439517557277,0.0,0.026389496379237223,0.0,0.05954939996502182,0.0,0.17083277266883934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213039152783558,0.0,0.032587475660883214,0.03432569377221017,0.0,0.0,0.02476954125676984,0.02388980045002248,0.036630909391852436,0.02959898282655504,0.043480688500999565,0.042851968745858685,0.0,0.035626040295508137,0.0828468162410795,0.02531309056753709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032201025967294496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878186596484018,0.029906623731270544,0.0,0.0,0.06912446916574885,0.03364261472320616,0.0,0.0,0.03594002234519708,0.0,0.05428575291848325,0.0,0.07599026778273704,0.026485172022799847,0.0,0.2718216450864939,0.0
anxiety,throwaway647483626,2020/02/04,"Australians who want a weighted blanket There is currently a weighted blanket (dreamz) on sale on catch . com . au that is only $75 now, originally $220.",3.4223809523809554,6.228491714285713,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,78.28571428571429,6.590476190476192,34.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.9744619047619056,120,7,20,2,3,39,22,28,0.0,0.9470000000000001,0.053,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904241406748188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252327855647629,0.0,0.0,0.9300129089534352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lmorningstar24,2020/02/04,Parent's money I feel very uneasy that I ve been using my parents money to pay for college. I worked and helped with it and now I feel like shit cuz I need to buy a new PC for school and I just don't wanna use their money anymore cuz they worked so hard already.,-0.33646616541353325,1.815658210526319,1.6629072681704289,97.64368421052635,89.70175438596495,3.2571428571428567,15.160401002506266,3.1291,-1.2422862155388472,206,4,46,0,7,68,43,57,0.177,0.778,0.045,-0.7399,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,2,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,4,0,13,7,6,0,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,9,1,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,28,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498889262334681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457370483655706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289959261505277,0.16177315458725405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285124649038808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178206209490572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063013682631016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790692995081072,0.0,0.21870307541120032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028832401081408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291755645400151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324436898049733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911534868323228,0.0,0.18684176575735975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32971094711313537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,creampuff4044,2020/02/04,"Please help me understand why I’m like this (15, F) A rant. I’ve been feeling so exhausted because of this and I decided to ask you guys if I really should reach out to someone for help and for opinions on what’s wrong with me.

I’ve always been an overthinker and was often excluded from my older siblings since i was so young compared to them which also caused me to become a very quiet/shy person who gets always gets worried of being judged. About a year and a half ago, I had a lot of people hurt me and take advantage of me for my kindness including my first bf and it’s affected me a lot. Due to this, my constant overthinking got so much worse and It lead to me crying myself to sleep almost everyday for over 9 months straight and made forget what it felt like to be genuinely happy to the point where it lasted. It even lead to me wondering what it would be like if I weren’t alive. Though I’ve learned to take control of a lot those feelings including the near-suicidal ones, I still find myself constantly worrying that people aren’t genuinely there for me and there’s always better people they could be friends with rather than me, like me being in their life is a burden. (even when that is far from the truth) This makes me push people away when I get too close even when being around them makes me really happy, because i worry they won’t stick around and will hurt me. I have a lot of friends who care about me and I’m from a rather wealthy family, but no matter how good my life is these feelings still hit me. Hard. It makes me feel selfish because so many people see me as having a “perfect” life and I just want to be able to appreciate how fortunate I am, but no one knows how much I’m hurting inside and when I’m not around anyone. It also affects my school work as I find it very difficult to find motivation and pay attention in class. I sometimes can’t even learn in class because my mind is always thinking about things, and i just can’t turn my thoughts off. I worry so much over the smallest things sometimes and it’s just so exhausting.

I don’t tell people because I worry they won’t understand and the response I get is usually like “things will get better!” Or “think positive!”. It makes me wonder if I’m overreacting because I’m so young and I don’t know if i have anxiety or depression or want to say I do because i haven’t been diagnosed or have talked to a professional abt it. (My parents don’t really understand things like that) 

Do you guys think I have some sort of mental health disorder and if I should try harder to get help? idk, i just want to feel normal :,(",4.416379310344826,5.373967706896554,5.187988505747128,83.69336206896556,70.20689655172413,8.558620689655173,27.335249042145595,8.841846274778883,1.9489019157088119,2061,67,415,36,36,669,231,522,0.131,0.731,0.138,-0.4988,3,0,0,0,1,0,40.0,0,2,6,10,41,28,0,0,18,0,42,8,1,15,2,105,87,49,0,15,18,1,7,6,3,7,7,1,0,3,31,26,0,1,25,0,1,3,13,10,0,4,11,9,63,18,53,60,8,39,0,4,1,0,24,17,0,20,25,286,94,11,0.06002653229464362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320989908549149,0.0,0.0601079012784603,0.0,0.0,0.09600639237807544,0.1997875339775495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045920132905558415,0.0,0.0,0.04197194706680836,0.0,0.0,0.16030902031832814,0.05611670470926098,0.0,0.056396903043429876,0.0,0.0,0.2561413185847961,0.06629458887430621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617717962041297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061201050233054125,0.06166378373591477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297347131884665,0.0673248601280847,0.04792630163388571,0.0,0.06593632709685596,0.0,0.0,0.05170076430763716,0.060925666730484926,0.0,0.0,0.06879560646453367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858783382761224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658767242282356,0.0,0.1517560916183156,0.0,0.05763488442015601,0.0,0.16458948913494406,0.05105853770525564,0.0,0.0,0.0927526998971805,0.0,0.18816831372117526,0.0,0.0,0.050347407349212114,0.04800870140410903,0.0,0.0,0.11887140865932158,0.0,0.12779871963296136,0.05377198252347848,0.0,0.0,0.06380539686201009,0.0,0.0,0.12070355787631099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277893295905935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625083962532128,0.06597802463939567,0.04892963545467628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719554486549872,0.17595558973140235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412964475119064,0.0,0.05679855623802376,0.16027270568134733,0.06085748220997907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049262616193018,0.0,0.060609685976739276,0.0,0.0479126053910616,0.0,0.1323792239336706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588132568091833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135106356343327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665236045203816,0.0,0.0,0.24968903668699954,0.05241285266839843,0.0,0.0658911068301785,0.056744475308321975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536360096546038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773550776929132,0.0,0.06075005534579218,0.04783337457749598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965456781119837,0.0,0.06006988273838423,0.0,0.05086028601979163,0.0,0.11873555062771801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587453245987038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565928362991058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902649637829101,0.04824705289380346,0.0524658350020276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595158432248299,0.11538773438779515,0.058975763208136286,0.04765436161322463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040754075182998936,0.06529163008390823,0.0,0.18746921120425492,0.0,0.0,0.06611074483794455,0.09905635126019964,0.1062156119436154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416460886607625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019242742621226,0.04370003042304976,0.3047992865121361,0.0611721646183643,0.042641126296766765,0.06562958994128686,0.0,0.03865511875058294
anxiety,moonlir,2020/02/04,"I think I might have APD I was reading about it and I could relate with many of the symptoms, is anyone here diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder?",6.596785714285716,8.335153678571428,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,65.78571428571428,9.885714285714286,35.42857142857143,10.125756701596842,3.8658,125,6,21,3,2,40,24,28,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346811257229093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679741876466462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406585839577603,0.0,0.0,0.3846624114003659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402773383604636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35605164391899496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930602015434229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357220077845641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488493081719622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505890873286249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pe4cemaker,2020/02/04,"Afraid of psychiatrist Hey, I just want to let this off since I have a psychiatrist appointment later today. I've been dealing with really bad anxiety my whole life and its getting worse and worse. Yesterday I had the worst panic attack in my life where I alerted the whole family was crying and trying to calm myself down the whole time. I finally came to the conclusion that this is not something I can control and its just my body randomly going off.

I am now totally convinced I need a psychiatrist but I am afraid of the meds they will prescribe for me. I've read a lot of bad things about mental issues pills and I really want to stay away from them. This and the last time I went to therapy I had a really bad panic attack there and this is making me generally more anxious about going.",4.377186147186148,6.100352974025973,5.659155844155843,77.34682900432901,71.20779220779221,9.28917748917749,25.82034632034632,9.725611199111238,2.502421645021645,634,20,116,16,12,212,91,154,0.23600000000000002,0.726,0.038,-0.9866,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,7,12,2,4,10,0,12,4,1,2,1,23,21,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,10,0,0,6,0,20,2,18,13,7,19,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,8,89,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319060490428682,0.13761991447454774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27717162310381355,0.11445222774408548,0.0,0.3051393761646237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531258051953493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932759098885392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662949219542156,0.0,0.0,0.13381159457792302,0.0,0.12558923584764062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483937631570384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334459056331647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364499211257489,0.0,0.13846420350858712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714657236115812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929810819897653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456738343426055,0.17208762282293508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356549442258907,0.0,0.0,0.08131460781488485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531258051953493,0.0,0.12276411385553256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032666661126824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858548680451152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185118578669517,0.0,0.2341196132863693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076929045704892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937816172913978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984201413942728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930975118608993,0.0,0.0809306124642112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206636749034313,0.0,0.11546942877328965,0.0,0.0,0.08270657505346063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437030847691118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129267104274397,0.0,0.4080170769067572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482863468977435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Addyisyourdaddy,2020/02/04,"Does anyone else experience physical pain? I’m only 15 but I feel like I’m 87. I have severe anxiety. I always had it when I was younger but it got really bad 6 months ago. I quit going to school and I got home schooled, I don’t talk to friends or leave the house, I sleep sometimes 3 times a day. But Ive started having horrible indigestion since my anxiety problems, and my back hurts whenever I lay down. I’m just so sick of this. It’s sad that one day everything was normal and than the next everything dropped like a sack of potatoes.",0.9984965034965044,3.420123590909093,3.0500000000000007,88.26653846153849,85.81818181818181,7.020979020979023,23.91608391608393,8.139509932561175,1.6575874125874126,425,17,89,10,13,143,79,110,0.306,0.61,0.084,-0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,0,0,11,15,9,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,5,1,12,3,6,10,0,12,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,11,45,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904213358956485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051558763626048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399866702865501,0.0,0.0,0.1096763792335128,0.1607160678559617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061150079323525,0.13096703423818806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231647385292326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726451230612816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103188621409864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819415902376332,0.15343389104960098,0.0,0.0,0.07931039572137605,0.11205695335362977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118547029356262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914408053267313,0.0,0.2509018956554181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733794700670886,0.0,0.0,0.1809891418703785,0.1679160871092871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608636711799352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326246327433926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519984051660332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681664028340332,0.0,0.15368419881723808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628873237916224,0.11929498693851825,0.16690434717503475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008866286139128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683416842045293,0.0,0.0,0.10048506946073407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31749044655738684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772010444281774,0.0,0.12975174111576646,0.0,0.15696787259454292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513320430926364,0.0,0.11102248901781996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607378117716006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914631752007881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Justwigglin,2020/02/04,"Panic Attacks that last hours? Hello all. I am new to this sub, so I am unfamiliar with how things are done here, so I apologize if I say something 'wrong'.

Anyways, I have been officially diagnosed for around 4-5 years now (not going into all of the diagnoses and what not), but I have always been told that panic attacks can only last like an hour max. I brought it up with my psychiatrist the other day that most of my panic attacks last 2+ hours, though I think around 3 1/2 - 4 hours is my max (though they ended because my 'rescue' meds kicked in, also not going into the meds themselves). My doc did not seem to really understand that and like other docs/therapists I've had, said that they should only last like 30mins. 

I just want to know if this is something that others have experienced? Have you guys experienced prolonged panic attacks? If so, is there something that you have found that helps break the panic (non medicine related, as I am assuming we can not talk meds here)?

I have been having a lot of prolonged panic attacks and am having a very hard time dealing with them, even with meds. I've generally been getting one every night before I go to bed, which also means that I am getting very little sleep cause I'm just sitting in bed panicking. There is no trigger that I can figure out either (other than possibly the fear of having another panic attack), they just happen. 

So,ya. Is this similar to something you guys have gone through? I'm desperate to figure out something to help. Thanks for listening and helping!",6.778101879927228,7.000417147766324,6.981414998989288,75.49770163735599,64.80756013745705,9.596199717000204,31.894279361229035,9.325443323948027,2.806280210228421,1214,43,216,20,17,392,154,291,0.193,0.727,0.08,-0.9913,0,0,5,0,0,0,42.0,1,3,4,0,20,19,6,8,8,0,32,3,1,3,2,47,53,17,0,5,13,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,2,2,21,15,0,0,9,0,0,5,6,15,0,1,12,6,27,4,29,40,5,32,0,0,0,0,21,10,0,7,18,155,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035456485097558,0.05386914677619545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788588834993192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526525168210652,0.0,0.4419088785823735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039465108648422315,0.0,0.05508925859123996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650615983315238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041752161648305385,0.06674444489658446,0.0,0.1314201589338749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625184230276249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057340722793645174,0.0,0.0,0.04276038212843915,0.0,0.05454652630417923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285087821553594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098443812922198,0.0,0.0,0.0676483082380521,0.0,0.11038027668756578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820622454415356,0.0572496663623177,0.0,0.05799462581744026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018225003725534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550247647080869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035579596209465554,0.21108806232604144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948865757600078,0.06488682575378822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055039919536271964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705212064720359,0.2876476797822769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625266210735214,0.0,0.060754420815145586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386972796801868,0.0984758874773662,0.0,0.5317118561921416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298500275896172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041474317770244636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158288604868375,0.051484114614461035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893717149401305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478709187984663,0.0,0.0,0.249201372449304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052035830706979376,0.0,0.05960420433911365,0.0,0.07516852133003979,0.043010603318085684,0.04148299396636214,0.12721410515449852,0.0,0.037750611239168785,0.0,0.0,0.061862166564164336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739697419769555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683511666448003,0.038185528234589455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078339560076821,0.0,0.0416906545502566
anxiety,ccllproduction,2020/02/04,"Anyone gotten to a point of absolute numbness? I don’t know. I stopped taking medicine. Every time I’m about to dissociate or depersonalize I just try to distract myself. But it feels kind of repressed. It makes me just want to disappear and not deal with anything anymore. Not suicide, or anything, just wanting to escape. I don’t know, I just wanted to know if I was the only one to do this. I am comfortably numb at this point. I’m like a zombie. Not in a bad way either.",1.0761347517730506,3.6287423936170238,3.1564893617021283,86.38416666666667,87.82978723404257,5.260992907801419,23.790780141843967,6.816661863887847,1.063775886524823,371,15,71,5,12,125,61,94,0.13699999999999998,0.71,0.154,0.3913,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,24,17,5,1,4,12,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,1,9,3,13,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666146816488526,0.14570731490204533,0.0,0.3429654402880873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399238589834526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483530965035452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557296172088216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536548421038024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170004303681997,0.3435680788448479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180615988166064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909829796401385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412067567104511,0.15848583213234627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939814905198646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421880550741994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793886356708376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667923960738864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151070051781952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147942331049948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687318006083314,0.16540594761463492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pantsr0ptional,2020/02/04,I can’t talk in class My professor has a fairly open lecture he asked questions and expects people to shout out the answer. I want to answer the questions when I know the answer but I can’t get the courage to speak up. I feel that I’m waisting a good opportunity to be engaged in class but I don’t know where to start.,1.9388557213930329,3.752608283582092,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,78.1044776119403,5.6606965174129344,24.59950248756219,6.42735559955562,0.6763950248756223,253,9,54,2,6,84,43,67,0.0,0.7509999999999999,0.249,0.9481,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,5,1,1,0,0,15,13,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,4,9,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,2,33,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291159981857707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747646306499302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627176883517513,0.0,0.0,0.2612261408849257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423251696004081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591745205671195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6977816290284806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044309238626228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250328509452362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369892890618844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SchizoRoadKill,2020/02/04,"New Discord for adults living with anxiety [Here’s the invite link.](https://discord.gg/SSQCvBe)

Hello, we are a few lonely adults with some pretty hardcore difficulties following our every day life. We find it hard to converse or make friends- we may even fear it. This is our final attempt at making relationships.  

If you too need somewhere to fit in, come give us a shot. Hope to see you there.",4.476428571428574,7.697111428571433,4.005357142857147,81.93089285714288,77.57142857142857,6.357142857142858,25.892857142857146,7.645422480735847,1.811142857142857,320,12,51,5,8,96,60,70,0.16699999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.162,0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,6,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,15,11,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,8,10,2,8,0,1,1,0,15,3,0,5,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877812494534134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130990268342866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071570349216146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543551476057031,0.0,0.19690041809659767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629749197841094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25600444181291826,0.21359549280757967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055428765133968,0.0,0.0,0.22418415883118306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093472645192956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321145781008706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506761902760345,0.0,0.0,0.20635937846310892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119901009493756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328390674050306,0.0,0.2257067253538493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377546087954049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090390470583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622683506514334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811095965622367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KetchupOnWaffles,2020/02/04,"Idk if this is the right place to post, but.. You ever feel like something really is gonna happen at night? Tonight is one of those nights for me. I feel like a stray bullet or some shit is just gonna rip through my chest. I’m 13 and just having these kinds of feelings so idk if it’s just puberty or not. 

I hope my grammar is understandable haha.",0.6175684931506851,2.7846943698630184,2.193407534246578,95.5895633561644,84.75342465753424,5.293835616438357,18.71404109589041,6.6274283507984215,-0.08765616438356183,271,7,62,3,8,88,56,73,0.122,0.774,0.105,-0.0701,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,1,6,2,2,0,1,17,15,7,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,6,5,6,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,6,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084617027949363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495782065111657,0.3292772943922262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379251297364376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288959678056225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399856772476573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517946333772806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43253688200797147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616374162762425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077869073387295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207142631404185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763676330922515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680916266918444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365609716667968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774171873998974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991403987654886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ethnyngs,2020/02/04,"My health anxiety is ruining my life. To give context before I explain my situation; I am 23 years old, I have been diagnosed with GAD and am currently prescribed Prozac and Lorazepam for emergencies. I've always been able to recognize that I suffered from anxiety, but it was never unmanageable. That changed in September 2017. In my late years of high school and early college, I was a heavy weed smoker. I never had any uncommon problems with smoking. Sure, I had a few bad highs, but never anything that kept me from doing it again.

In September 2017, I took a trip with my dad and brother for a long weekend, and when I came back, habitually, I wanted to smoke. For some reason, this high sent me into a complete panic attack. I was having terrible chest pains, was short of breath, dizziness, you name it. I thought I was having a heart attack. It landed me in the ER and I was told that I was in perfect health and I had had an anxiety attack. I quit smoking weed, and assumed that with time, these physical symptoms would pass, but they didn't. 

Since then, I have had awful on and off bouts of anxiety coupled with heart-like symptoms. Since my first emergency room visit, I have been back to the hospital 5 or 6 times, only to receive the same results. This vicious cycle is ruining my life. I cant remain motivated or committed to anything because as soon as I start to feel comfortable, the anxiety returns with the same, awful physical symptoms that land me in the ER. I can't stand this anymore. I feel like this is a crucial point in my life and I'm wasting my time dealing with this debilitating condition. I am constantly avoiding my job. I can't stay consistent in the gym. I don't even stay at my own apartment; i sleep on my parents couch. I feel like I am declining so fast and it feels completely out of my control. 

Any advice would be appreciated.",3.9536974789915966,5.973431638655466,5.214025210084039,78.87582773109247,72.94957983193277,8.345434173669469,30.947619047619053,9.029198982220553,2.8831393837535013,1473,68,266,32,30,489,186,357,0.191,0.74,0.069,-0.992,3,1,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,1,5,7,18,4,2,15,2,36,15,4,4,6,53,51,21,0,4,5,3,4,2,0,2,11,0,2,0,17,21,0,3,9,2,0,7,8,13,2,1,22,4,48,5,39,26,5,58,0,3,0,0,13,23,0,4,27,188,65,4,0.08626069680069888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429295456985539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177580993852675,0.0,0.0,0.11732046365961828,0.0,0.3299459847331237,0.0,0.08554743228561823,0.0,0.0,0.14197040715854958,0.0,0.0,0.294401986827942,0.0,0.1326583025693798,0.0720240787168711,0.0525837201268649,0.0,0.07340149957686876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865925702816557,0.0,0.0,0.0912523794549192,0.0,0.18088539883419466,0.0932171685675948,0.09674870635791158,0.0,0.09544582030529827,0.0,0.0,0.08893099070703457,0.0,0.08755279147930642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697437669285444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446400058548395,0.12324931806024292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337330463237708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274912053109013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338217393421694,0.0,0.20443868207578011,0.0,0.273417486632494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560043133082489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730582324267513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827854435466288,0.0842852385214499,0.0,0.0,0.07633800220279263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995887015279256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051609068127614,0.0,0.0,0.06560514697279916,0.09178746322727296,0.10120834179021844,0.09578229553195763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815442403978863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253983707670108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174886908658976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869036300988302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730043040111891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271147957396604,0.09696063738550337,0.0863229932443003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105576517690451,0.18388485087725748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129968588124464,0.26897367782049403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848135784642093,0.15089791798390673,0.0,0.0,0.08242579241401785,0.09583880808822992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087879391064138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255424813383492,0.0,0.0,0.11109812114322604
anxiety,virtural-bat,2020/02/04,"End of the world anxiety I'm not sure if anyone else experiences this with their anxiety... but I think of the end of the world a lot. This is a newish development for me. I'll hear a noise down the street, someone yelling or something and think ""yep, this is it. The beginning of the end"".  I hate being so irrationally afraid and having my mind jump to the absolute most outrageous conclusion. I can't watch movies about natural disasters or the ""end times"" unless I want to incite a full-blown panic attack.",4.103737113402062,6.066433226804127,5.074832474226807,80.27451675257736,72.40206185567008,9.386082474226805,26.55798969072165,9.827888789773867,2.622815463917526,401,14,77,11,8,131,67,97,0.271,0.6859999999999999,0.043,-0.9798,0,0,1,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,3,2,12,1,5,0,0,0,1,17,12,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,7,1,11,11,2,11,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,5,6,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827844208182761,0.0,0.0,0.12923539187389915,0.1893771854518955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102674861569332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439930895968934,0.0,0.6548077336623441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807963499078873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247847676450105,0.0,0.0,0.2083135521349158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713337405165315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662266265822544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685475531907447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660338521164985,0.14228891612189346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419733568837942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368594599199287,0.0,0.0,0.10777415676659326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901580056801304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,isavampire,2020/02/04,Does anyone else get really intense loneliness? And how do you solve it?,2.8338461538461535,5.880488153846155,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,90.53846153846158,8.753846153846155,21.884615384615387,8.841846274778883,2.92026153846154,58,2,9,2,2,19,13,13,0.183,0.594,0.223,-0.2606,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36420952887063696,0.5337003625104659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455823247512868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351261582355873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721368980876891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336873451019651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kurgenn,2020/02/04,"What are some small things that get you through a really anxious episode I've heard that doing small things like referencing your 5 senses can help you get grounded to reality, or simply focusing on the present can help. What are some things that help you get through a panic attack/ reduce anxiety",8.852222222222224,9.123673851851855,7.6003703703703716,72.63166666666667,60.48148148148147,10.903703703703703,38.37037037037037,10.504223727775694,4.085525925925927,244,11,41,5,3,74,37,54,0.12,0.706,0.174,0.5118,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,2,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335235323595493,0.285534516522498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28753856481774104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961528850238443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082371387586299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348043289841593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965465857703319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191753168717735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037457708806821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,121015,2020/02/04,"How do i help my (LDR) anxious girlfriend to be comfortable enough to meet me? A bit of background: I \[29f\] met her \[27f\] online, and she promptly swept me off my feet. I've known her for 6mos and everything has been going great for us; we have amazing compatibility and have been working on getting together. I haven't been in a serious relationship for a long time but meeting her has made me want to literally risk it all again. We are a little bit broken (i have dysthymia and she has anxiety) but I have never thought that our issues should deter us from pursuing a relationship. 

However, I made an error early on of not realizing how serious her anxiety is. Initially we would make plans of meeting up, and she would always come up with a reason to hold off. There has been some timing issues but I also felt like she was avoiding me, and I took it personally one time which led to a massive argument. We made up afterwards until I, unfortunately, made the most idiotic step of trying to surprise her at her workplace, thereby almost causing her a panic attack at work. 

I have apologized profusely for this incident, and it has also made me more aware of how her anxiety works. I consider it a blessing in disguise, since I wouldn't have known the extent of her illness (she has not been thoroughly forthcoming about how it works on her, leaving me to research thoroughly about it). She has previously tried pushing me away but I know she's worth it, which makes me want to try harder for us.  She's turned everything around for me in the short span that I've known her, despite her anxiety trying to convince her that she isn't good enough.

It's been a month since the incident and the issue is, she keeps flashing back to her panic attack and spirals into what-ifs every time we discuss meeting up again. I understand that the incident has been traumatic for her and I know it will take time for her to get pass it. She told me she does want to see me, but the fear of something bad happening locks her up and makes her think she can't face me. Any suggestions on how we can overcome this? 

TLDR: I caused my gf a panic attack when i tried surprising her at work, and now she's scared that meeting up with me will trigger another attack.",7.816931818181814,6.9468217453703724,8.074663299663303,72.14575757575759,63.02777777777778,11.465656565656564,36.30303030303031,10.735267742514802,3.826394444444445,1782,72,329,39,22,586,201,432,0.185,0.7390000000000001,0.076,-0.996,1,2,1,0,0,0,51.0,10,0,0,6,17,24,5,7,19,0,37,3,2,18,2,73,66,26,0,7,7,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,0,1,19,23,0,3,11,0,1,7,7,15,0,1,18,2,76,9,54,41,9,47,1,0,1,0,59,24,0,3,17,245,95,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266973715894648,0.0,0.0,0.11607058558528563,0.0603851876083774,0.0,0.0,0.049351015435809116,0.07609740174654975,0.22206757631357435,0.0819849836022429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460389911564901,0.0,0.3302416087371701,0.06818318446618736,0.055802898604151316,0.06059405681891595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845826521248435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910156105952238,0.0,0.06251380333933221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350768883390567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499712351081758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114450332669224,0.0,0.13044492331867455,0.0,0.0,0.08166295944423871,0.0,0.0,0.06967988921449632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583108381715158,0.0,0.04124397801543701,0.06086941618127605,0.0,0.08001018393566797,0.0,0.0,0.06417461665335332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864305489770097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723694510155004,0.0,0.06450476191029125,0.0,0.0,0.07976664642805499,0.0,0.0,0.07684259496700555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03545470225340278,0.07273557093326811,0.0,0.06422337259046439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433438919871198,0.14532584503732784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792576959622565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055971509048329225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917623374810731,0.0,0.0,0.2554405744123003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336651498640823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461544793425161,0.0,0.15582896963112935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265659456574394,0.0,0.05782998048573866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006356285388844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055868980773484345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054564633378045686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650079912390401,0.0,0.05761355594279253,0.21158472691973876,0.0,0.0,0.06934504734885616,0.08062945456871325,0.24635595892663134,0.07893680358088047,0.0,0.07554934827672516,0.26188324273235963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841341051588462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26416408301873234,0.0,0.0,0.10310522823920022,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovelylinaaa,2020/02/04,"On my boyfriends birthday I ruined his night cause I had a panic attack due to his best friend wanting us to walk all through LA (at night) for his favorite chicken place So for my boyfriends birthday we went out for the weekend and got a hotel and enjoyed that weekend together everything was  good and fun, he told me this was the first time anyone has ever did something that special for him..

So we came back on Sunday (his actual birthday) and seen his family for a bit then he decided he wanted to bring his best friend and my best friend with us to LA and go bowling at the new arcade we found !

The car ride was kinda awkward since my boyfriend hadn’t talked to his best friend in a few days and tends to ignore him (not cause of me but more cause he like to be involved with his family). So we decided to take the metro link in order to avoid the traffic and once we arrived I got hit with a random wave of irritation and anxiety cause we had to be at this chicken spot before 7 when they cut the line ( according to my boyfriends best friend). He then had us walking the wrong way for 10 mins so we had to back track and it made me more irritated especially cause it was supposed to be about my boyfriend (who JUST wanted to go bowling) 

We proceeded to walk for 15-20 mins and came across a subway (which I assumed we were settling for since we couldn’t go to the chicken place his best friend cried about going to). I walked in and immediately sat down while my friend went to the bathroom. My boyfriend and his friend walked away and didn’t look back. I got a rush of adrenaline and started to breathe fast while having the urge to hid and cry (which are usually the first signs a BIG panic attack is gonna hit). 

I attempted to call him and ask where he was ( I was the ride) plus there were a few shootings in the area. He ignored me and I broke cause he didn’t look back and continued to ignore me. I got triggered and almost screamed. I walked towards a dark walkway and broke down. My best friend found me (she’s never seen me have a panic attack) and didn’t know what to do. Eventually my boyfriend came back and was looking for us.

My best friend told him where we were and he tried to hug me and calm me down (he’s dealt with my panic attacks before but not as bad as that one) but I kept flinching cause he was the cause of it. I was so fixated on the fact he left me that I couldn’t breathe. He eventually calmed me down and I fell in his arms while crying like a baby. After I came back I felt so embarrassed cause no ones ever seen me have an episode. (I’ve always excused my self before it hits) 

After that he went back to his friend and I disassociated for the rest of the night. I felt bad about everything but I was too far gone.. once we got to the place to eat (after his friend cried and whined about not making it to his favorite chicken spot) my boyfriend lost it when I didn’t want to eat and broke down. He wanted to leave and I tried to snap out of it and do my best to get him home but he stayed far away from me and vice versa. Once we got to an area I was familiar with I led the way to the metro station and got us the link back. When we went back I sat alone while my boyfriend stayed with my best friend and his.

I felt like shit the whole time and decided I was the problem while staying away from them before I could ruin anything else. ( I honestly am very negative toward myself so I thought I ruined everyone’s night and kept making everything worse) once we got back to my car I drove to my boyfriends house (which is next to his best friends house) but he didn’t get out of the car and decided to stay in the car with me and my best friend. I took my best friend home then he got in the seat next to me. 

it was an awkward drive back to say the least, when we got back to his house I stayed quiet and waited for him to say something or leave. He turned to me and said thank you then he hugged me and sat there. Looking back I wish I spoke up and tried to explain why I had my episode but I was still kinda out of it. He then looked at me which I looked away cause I didn’t want to look at him in the eyes cause I knew I was wrong and should have went to the bathroom and kept to myself instead of ruining the night for everyone. 

He got irritated and left. I was hurt and mad at myself so I drove off really fast and got home. 

NEXT DAY

When I woke up (I didn’t remember what happened the night before cause I smoked and went to bed) my boyfriend had texted me asking me if we were still together. Naturally I was confused and looked through our messages, which were embarrassing. I had blasted my self hatred thoughts and told him he could do better. Plus I told him to have a good life (which was stupid and I can’t face Palm hard enough) 

I left my laptop at his house so he brought it back to me and we talked. He asked me why I had my episode and everything and I tried to explain myself but I didn’t know why I was irritated and cold before my episode. But he just tried to ensure that it was okay and I didn’t ruin anything. But he kinda back tracked and said between me and his best friend we really but a damper on his night. I took that hard and really wanted to know if he wanted to be together  (cause he had finally saw the worst side of me and now knew what he was getting himself into ). He was adamant about wanting to be with me. We cried and hugged but he eventually had to leave and help his family. 

We haven’t talk since and idk if I should leave him alone or try to reach out. I know he’s with his best friend and I don’t want to steal him or anything plus I think he needed time away from me. I have no clue how to go about this since I feel very exposed and I’m not sure how to go about any of this. I’ve never had someone see so much of me and want to stick around. I thought it was because of sex but he ensured he wanted me (which I kind of believe but I’m not sure cause I can’t stand my self so how can he WANT to be with me). 

Should I leave it alone and act like it never happened or talk to him ? I’m not sure what to do and I’d love some advice..",2.568205329153603,3.874588494514107,3.396588087774294,93.43767523510974,75.1050156739812,6.5773542319749225,22.94808777429467,7.045561527961178,0.4761992727272726,4773,130,1099,47,100,1515,369,1276,0.145,0.696,0.158,0.9855,0,4,3,1,0,0,93.0,27,1,2,20,55,96,8,10,50,1,83,15,7,22,10,239,204,123,0,26,29,0,6,4,18,4,1,7,4,3,37,113,2,8,26,3,0,40,28,40,0,4,108,28,195,56,163,79,28,177,0,11,14,5,149,56,1,15,76,717,232,1,0.0,0.0,0.024131517006492284,0.0,0.0,0.024164472231647374,0.0,0.0,0.0247620906415066,0.07683402176519069,0.0,0.0,0.02057615105573473,0.0,0.0,0.01681627545726509,0.0,0.018917288228210687,0.0,0.0,0.0172907909869291,0.0,0.061048517856650726,0.022013669902196747,0.06935362401405283,0.11252927241584254,0.1161665268091891,0.28522115683571364,0.04129464577544235,0.015074306640768212,0.0,0.12625314943610938,0.0278606301117895,0.3892666259387926,0.021870410461015025,0.0269971936014108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02525063460738546,0.1131315844375276,0.0,0.3556427420632334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03948750164051189,0.0,0.1358158639224908,0.03189576358237841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050607000842795735,0.020657546984909615,0.0,0.0,0.025551222988771737,0.0,0.0,0.044736814281384416,0.0,0.047258416367632186,0.08889777619193537,0.0,0.06993568452345739,0.0,0.012503507912029262,0.0,0.0712299149580897,0.02708893951627365,0.0,0.0420682177147779,0.0,0.05422720087331158,0.3438941706369869,0.0,0.038758971292621916,0.0,0.08432289659730728,0.041482302254089984,0.23733235540710754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043734785251212036,0.0,0.04430388274750924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016575039095326694,0.0,0.07441431532527068,0.0,0.0,0.11413379780969785,0.02647244544213124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02575100013401958,0.05436070106323036,0.0,0.0,0.13091992458564408,0.08060299039693357,0.0,0.01746652017546524,0.04832452050548276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612616480339196,0.0,0.02699415510875821,0.0,0.022318499731534856,0.023398770676703973,0.033013024752398167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018178344124355133,0.01833592118791208,0.057216592542443476,0.02388300682686861,0.07889734363333285,0.1624426133261061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534047922582324,0.03351343778263922,0.0,0.0,0.11605459446905735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750827676634874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023661901652666958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752526511620208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02801264906092513,0.0,0.04704506537110252,0.03933030250800373,0.0,0.0,0.0197054685288362,0.0,0.0773918742728497,0.0,0.025383521562451702,0.08182291397662493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02095243696233228,0.038074522354077135,0.0,0.0,0.017503008996755626,0.13178682594289953,0.0394965356049475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991915321787354,0.0,0.018592806997120168,0.07950355088308797,0.0,0.022766744703304528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01584506904559299,0.0,0.058895166690140076,0.043258283774045364,0.0,0.0,0.0945168327352644,0.0549487019070611,0.10073445409618643,0.02689758297797732,0.0,0.0,0.14872712373255118,0.0,0.027235026032115545,0.04080731977579389,0.18961216528468952,0.039256775407909866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754179181562276,0.0669410639421624,0.02760856509732443,0.02843663490234318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02520052526871224,0.0,0.054073618287298925,0.0,0.0
anxiety,micheleinthemiddle,2020/02/04,"Help...anxiety is taking me over... I struggle with a host of depression and anxiety disorder issues all in combat with my type 1 diabetes. Medication has been a constant struggle as I haven’t found the right one to work for me yet; a genetic test I took at my psych office has recently revealed I have a genetic mutation where my cell receptors don’t receive serotonin at a normal level, and my transport cells don’t carry the amount of serotonin they should. (Basically antidepressants haven’t been working right cause of this) I am taking a fresh jump with new meds and hopefully will find a solution, but for now I am tapering off my Effexor and it is sending me through some SEVERE withdrawals. I’ve had anxious tics as a child and I grew out of them with age but as the severe anxiety has returned I have been ticking like crazy and It is very painful for me. I cannot make them stop or even relax without ticking and it takes a toll of energy on me. I even have bruises appearing on my neck from tensing it so much when I tic and I just feel miserable because I don’t know how to make them stop or get better while I’m going through this whole process. Any tips on making tics better ? Even just a kind message would be helpful to me right now.",6.467591836734695,6.4118885551020375,6.936224489795919,76.50270408163267,65.48979591836735,10.428571428571429,35.867346938775505,10.125756701596842,3.582591836734694,996,45,188,21,14,326,143,245,0.14400000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.0964,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,4,12,11,0,3,13,0,25,4,1,5,1,39,40,19,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,6,13,0,2,5,1,0,8,7,5,0,1,6,1,29,6,31,30,5,34,0,2,0,0,11,14,0,5,13,134,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186891054089017,0.0,0.2762926514079878,0.13600573826001006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338825205231915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294925645997775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367306180119507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009815672868486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369120141525444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797666595317226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385481613228115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608724906593387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110033717407438,0.0,0.0,0.13200074738493986,0.0,0.0,0.06289848509115424,0.0,0.06842006221509661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138893494644854,0.0,0.0,0.11957382413451167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565524042966406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536701909219122,0.06616285787532937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881617270496066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410825491952756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337254675654519,0.12127964039359737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850005060159652,0.0,0.0,0.1162728188132552,0.0,0.0,0.11795603680828493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157896338928074,0.0,0.12810279436894795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886999440349005,0.0,0.0,0.3084356325365663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720114765200201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130183409505534,0.0,0.2517142503495051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271553505998318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337570371096565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933385132242907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344104496777074,0.0,0.1160510716201729,0.0,0.17528981310552275,0.0,0.0,0.08552116539519335,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skyline2727,2020/02/04,I quit smoking 5 days ago ! Just needed to post this somewhere ! Next one is quit drinking starting today !,2.311929824561407,5.213185105263161,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,92.68421052631581,2.533333333333333,27.385964912280702,3.1291,0.6770912280701755,83,4,13,0,3,25,18,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26554794357480144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931958399801947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29346147320634497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221250283950826,0.0,0.0,0.3185927505404714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299425490531472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869022407262774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6372524528836527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203496298657692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28395435265438285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flirtfulpufferfish,2020/02/04,"Is there any way to prevent blushing/burning redness in my face when presenting in front of people, or just anything to really soothe myself? I got diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder in early summer, and this has always been a problem of mine.
 So, I have a presentation by myself in 2nd period tomorrow, and although I'm not as shaky as before and accept this as pure fate, I'm afraid I'll go red. Like, really, really red (kinda pale.)

I wasn't prepared a week ago, and thought I could handle it since it was a group project, but it turned out the moment I overthinked the whole situation, I couldn't help myself. It wasn't the stares that got to me anymore, it was the realization?

It must've been obvious, my whole face felt so hot and warm, and when someone was asking a question about the project, I could hear the laugh in his voice and everyone around him. It couldn't have been me, I guess, because he must've been laughing at something else.

Anyway, is there any practice or methods I could use to prevent this?
 I'm drinking more water and I feel a lot more relaxed this time because this is something I actually want to do and discuss (it's about some creature you created, and what it does on a certain planet.)",6.390994575045205,6.615875130801691,6.795265220012058,76.49553797468356,65.62447257383964,9.640626883664858,34.22814948764316,9.424239791934726,3.1174402652200124,974,41,179,17,14,317,138,237,0.04,0.818,0.142,0.9703,0,0,4,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,2,13,0,21,5,2,1,3,42,36,21,0,7,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,16,13,2,2,5,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,13,10,22,7,23,18,6,24,0,0,4,0,10,9,0,8,13,124,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.13710228913802303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453982800026732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690261373257288,0.0,0.0,0.19108204920116045,0.0,0.10747784814662437,0.0,0.13933271447391948,0.0,0.0,0.11561493826211415,0.12506982197215305,0.13134331905430638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712881910459088,0.0,0.11955040507067005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365200910783455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259888076888122,0.0,0.0,0.16101877927829494,0.0,0.12294761531499368,0.0,0.0,0.1376310466043141,0.0,0.0,0.11736506158503865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342484408107669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103820106019004,0.0,0.134896677420286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984621761884628,0.0,0.22473244708762086,0.0,0.15477044512233418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834742422128092,0.0,0.09417044945455083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863847785674371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944333330826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740114219658497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344341875012095,0.0,0.0,0.15738590610386702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27001297256072776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621843756363018,0.15792161661776466,0.0,0.0,0.11904046769140275,0.21631893971590765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153687755051148,0.08192342719285882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281758695769013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134207149485972,0.0,0.0,0.08286725007783276,0.11151793256830224,0.1126961506958034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137140092469897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lyolfe,2020/02/04,Go to activity to forget anxiety Just curious what your go-to/favorite thing to do to get your mind off the negative?  Happy music? Funny movies? What about before you go to bed at night?,2.302500000000002,4.921112027777782,4.63666666666667,77.85000000000005,81.5,8.044444444444443,22.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.219522222222222,147,5,26,4,4,51,27,36,0.162,0.62,0.218,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710792344739057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015284809516391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513492596914055,0.0,0.6041612831201872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772155794507188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35779572568026097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325364814838973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541652610620106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JordyCutthroat,2020/02/04,"Anxiety about working Hi, I’m 20 years old and have had an income for only 6 weeks out of the last 11 months. I live by myself and have managed to pay rent/bills for all this time only through my savings with no financial support from anybody (been saving up since working full time at 15) I live in Australia and actually have completed a trade and had once amassed a large amount of clients, yet due to anxiety I still doubt myself and my abilities. I’m getting to a point where I will no longer be able to pay rent from my savings with no money coming back in (I do not know where I’d go if I couldn’t pay rent) and I’m terrified about applying for jobs. Does anybody have any tips or advice for my situation? Thank you so much.",4.259395973154362,4.983096852348994,5.109590604026844,84.96787583892619,70.40939597315436,8.376107382550336,29.66510067114094,8.548686976883017,2.0446021476510063,577,22,121,9,10,188,98,149,0.139,0.813,0.048,-0.8591,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,8,6,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,1,20,20,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,10,0,0,1,0,7,2,5,1,0,0,3,0,13,5,23,14,4,22,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,11,74,14,8,0.1812076606499702,0.0,0.17683253727506815,0.0,0.0,0.1770740287684989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322742311743667,0.0,0.27724672882009804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933750575846549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609435442713332,0.18999278457147653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857604497166505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467352361922822,0.0,0.10298448947955648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798206423943648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958699130349258,0.1477084288940161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200193684643318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463822590888128,0.0,0.13320848059839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014695744263604,0.1929802446139462,0.0,0.2756331829084436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712998108063052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989684943795215,0.20368500287392488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471267187054393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563230589765447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683166790947873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211327288316806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453538550958123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26384267025200103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669179233205475
anxiety,AristaWatson,2020/02/04,"#selfcare app helps with my anxiety! I know that many of you on here are on the go and don’t have time to physically go buy things to help and would like to have something on the phone for ease of access. Well, I have began to use this app called #selfcare and it does a lot for me. Especially when I just pretend I am there and put in my earphones and listen to the calming sounds and play the soothing games. I love to go to the diary and also write about the prompt options given to me. I recommend. It helps me, if not even just a tad bit.",4.189304677623261,4.272703176991151,5.011908975979772,87.88185840707969,70.3274336283186,7.87307206068268,26.762326169405817,7.447530270364453,1.1372715549936785,421,12,95,4,7,137,73,113,0.027000000000000003,0.735,0.23800000000000002,0.9751,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,1,0,18,16,10,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,3,1,4,2,0,1,0,2,2,12,5,18,13,2,11,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,3,4,68,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826897811811681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747620929091887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249406045916306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332709476134713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991638222352112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508877479005149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38949678494443457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593716320341077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554904507472692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160815229554152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421831822055266,0.20618323708044087,0.0,0.0,0.2316104132815407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296533353941292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587042954690935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177069865781512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320986455725964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730572148642453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540218538494048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228290303414972,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,systemmalfunctioning,2020/02/04,"This stopped my panic attack! I was on the verge of having a panic attack, and quickly opened this guided meditation on youtube. In just 4 minutes, I slowed down my heart rate and was breathing normally. I thought I'd share.

 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YFSc7Ck0Ao0](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YFSc7Ck0Ao0) 

If you've never meditated before, I highly recommend some sorta guided meditation. It's a lot easier being told what to do than remembering to focus on your breathing mid-panic.",9.737942857142855,13.659300013333333,7.625904761904768,59.47200000000004,62.2,8.552380952380952,29.380952380952376,9.23628265651192,3.2650952380952383,411,14,49,8,7,121,57,75,0.19399999999999998,0.708,0.098,-0.8205,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,2,3,0,5,3,3,0,1,13,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,7,1,9,2,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,4,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122252144077819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915651076121364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667746460064953,0.0,0.2378573124151784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913935380245956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363056298472185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057506281714284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282722287161248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550231573227913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821488879322965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872439610769153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151169374580852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BounteousAnxiety,2020/02/04,"Today has been an awful ride So I have just had so much anxiety fueled shit happen today. I found out the guy I have been hanging out with has been dating other people. Part of me is appreciative that he was honest about dating others, especially since we're still getting to know each other and said nothing about being exclusive, but part of me is so anxious about the whole thing. I have usually been someone who is overlooked, so now I feel like I'm just waiting for him to say that he's found a girlfriend and never wants to talk to me again, even though he said he still wanted to fool around. I know I'm overthinking it, but it's awful.

To try to ease some of my anxiety, I reached out to me ex, who I've been talking to on and off and I told him I was moving on. I know I didn't need to do that, but I was seriously freaking out over it. His response was minimal and now I wonder if I shouldn't have said anything and if I hurt him.",4.447227891156459,4.497169607142858,5.6504081632653085,83.64340136054426,69.76530612244898,8.370068027210884,27.55782312925169,8.07648339933343,1.5809333333333324,737,22,157,9,12,247,107,196,0.161,0.774,0.065,-0.9536,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,17,7,1,0,4,2,23,1,1,0,1,34,42,16,0,6,7,1,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,12,13,0,1,7,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,17,5,24,2,27,23,6,23,0,1,0,0,20,9,1,4,12,121,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837646347889066,0.15386074117625195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207626676486586,0.1212417611624384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995502046928898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688639071403371,0.09729720246615307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29865994020985714,0.0,0.0,0.07115587664755131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485372416128788,0.12043612926595325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457987660367467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454640108439589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653763320070535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475293854536267,0.10011844760303894,0.10098631383294653,0.1050414050054604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068206015513065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294970210690824,0.0,0.09441994745763982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38865577195458856,0.10830713743568024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980144484810625,0.11266129452793724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539694967919174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175298147848093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893556527735591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048141081278248,0.0,0.133810163328081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581924565509385,0.1301394464352299,0.0,0.09246695862631316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999872970335745,0.0,0.1606617996843655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205602111955954,0.0,0.0,0.14769685910209113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iwishiwereaunicorn,2020/02/04,"How can I help my husband?? New member here, have lurked for a while. Needing some advice!

My (27f) husband (29m) has recently been started on Cipralex by our Family Doctor. He has struggled with anxiety/depression for a long time, but until now has only wanted to talk to me about it. I finally convinced him to speak to our Family Doctor just before Christmas after an anxiety attack sent him to the ER with shortness of breath. Since starting the Cipralex I have noticed some great changes in him, but we're he's still having a lot of ""bad days"".

At Christmas time he got really drunk at a party and confided in me that he thinks this might stem from his childhood and home life. He was super embarrassed about it in the morning, and hasn't mentioned it since. He also hasn't drank anything since then (he wasn't a big drinker before, so not surprising). 

He had a ""bad night"" tonight. I work at a hospital in a field very closely tied with Mental Health. We have identified that my working night shift can be a trigger, and I am starting to try and switch as many of my nights to days, but I can't avoid all of my nights. So he called me tonight in tears, saying he was almost to the hospital to be seen in the ER, but that he turned around because he changed his mind. My personal opinion is that he needs to speak with one of our Crisis workers, and that he should seek therapy, and maybe speak with a Psychiatrist. He has told me that he doesn't want to, and I know I can't make him. He's safe, says he's not having any thoughts of self-harm, but that he ""doesn't want to feel like this anymore"". I'm at a loss. He is such a vibrant, funny, kind, hard working and dedicated man, it kills me for him to be in this much pain! 

He has agreed to go back and see our Family Doctor this week to adjust the dosage of the Cipralex if need be. I just don't know what else to do! Any advice/support is appreciated. Thank you in advance.",4.949166666666667,5.230413144702844,5.395390826873385,85.10068313953491,68.71576227390183,8.5171834625323,29.561692506459952,8.344100000000001,1.8937614987080105,1505,52,316,20,24,482,199,387,0.114,0.7490000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9301,0,1,1,0,0,0,57.0,5,1,0,7,14,17,2,3,20,0,35,9,1,3,1,54,60,24,1,8,10,2,2,1,0,2,6,5,1,2,16,18,2,2,6,1,0,3,10,9,2,1,11,9,33,8,52,43,5,46,0,1,2,0,49,17,0,7,27,193,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866647046948936,0.0,0.0,0.09085930607466383,0.0,0.0,0.07256179308101833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340760244584448,0.0,0.0694130276039185,0.0,0.08998603640364035,0.0,0.0,0.07466825061537592,0.08077455173020133,0.0,0.10322564997452274,0.0,0.06977062037582743,0.1515220549862044,0.05531201144385938,0.0,0.15441983088290356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265191584939393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919739662584736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170348250385094,0.0,0.07815104950611558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27861736955891825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579854267666365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566143488307387,0.0,0.045879003870608816,0.06482203688279127,0.0,0.09939719074533733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156753510811274,0.0,0.07257011478266706,0.10003710038747576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128190993906807,0.0,0.0,0.09644845285553563,0.0,0.0,0.060818634911118226,0.0,0.09101591555631186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038628159141028,0.0944879023657123,0.09973260432336492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408973804585544,0.04432917703805684,0.0,0.0,0.08029877766835691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714076467849984,0.0,0.0,0.06056719046575014,0.0919923751360686,0.09115681762137114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914408575046462,0.09625688431979272,0.09161780551508347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670162696023703,0.20183946898823565,0.0,0.08763369210951694,0.0,0.3405995153165982,0.0,0.0,0.10330388856037596,0.0,0.0,0.06148527087617816,0.06900905130676789,0.09654982957046324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792274446712517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058128002625573424,0.0,0.08959115807922513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431430872778706,0.0,0.0,0.07230509016088671,0.0,0.09465775856127953,0.0,0.0,0.22517403596552868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267087840290548,0.0,0.07246213313272241,0.0,0.0,0.09485729055100403,0.0,0.0,0.10296648754902528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293040769748989,0.0,0.08353780200828065,0.10376487645408833,0.0,0.0,0.058140162679742174,0.0,0.07203449356100358,0.10581814227221517,0.0,0.0,0.08670243113788521,0.0,0.061603997346167415,0.09869504800084257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486695714174862,0.16055587685193387,0.0,0.07278319350450126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198171339635652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sprinklerdick,2020/02/04,"I've been trying to figure out what's wrong with me. For the past two months I've had these random heart palpitations that make me feel like the air is being pulled from my lungs. I've had numerous ECG and blood tests and I just had a holter monitor for 24 hrs and nothing has happened during these tests. The feeling happens at random like I said sometimes during very stressful periods sometimes not. Does this sound anxiety related at all or am I mislead in believing that. My psychiatrist said it sounds like the start of a panic attack that doesnt quite go full force, and that terrifies me to no end because I feel like I'm going to die when these episodes happen. Thanks to anyone that reads this I'm just at a loss trying to figure out what's wrong with me.",6.142001471670348,6.383453251655631,6.113598233995585,81.11416482707877,66.15231788079471,9.09521707137601,29.360559234731426,8.841846274778883,2.1385225901398086,615,19,119,9,9,194,94,151,0.182,0.73,0.08800000000000001,-0.9476,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,11,1,2,7,0,9,3,3,1,1,21,24,6,1,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,13,8,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,6,7,10,5,17,17,2,17,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,10,69,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883271281746823,0.0,0.0,0.09947534060727874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184753650537392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672372412821014,0.0,0.0,0.16028449317320007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476491210046291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449749171489645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600500024385594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580112372102936,0.2032689933815796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170551646731865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37741471710628577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685852942954559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27801493526815685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496332134845203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135549592939201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650757754317328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691790333039355,0.0,0.0,0.1358085108322311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513168637088414,0.1423039921546998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706541248008729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281408420774109,0.0,0.10069624824686854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629646416717591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097895206715468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317786251424154,0.0,0.13897271476606038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173839310484947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110899669693111,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DoubtfulCorgi,2020/02/04,"Lip picking and scratching I picked and scratched my lips so much that my top lip started to swell, triggering a panic attack (I have anaphylaxis so any allergic reaction, big or small, is pretty much a one way ticket to panic town). Does anyone else find themselves picking and scratching without really registering they're doing it? I fidget a lot with my hands when I'm tense, any suggestions on how to fidget that's not touching my lips or fiddling with my earrings?",7.926860465116277,8.391371918604655,7.720325581395353,70.34676744186051,62.37209302325582,10.135813953488373,36.967441860465115,9.888512548439397,3.8582818604651163,379,17,60,7,5,121,61,86,0.16399999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.055,-0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,2,3,0,3,6,5,5,0,16,5,9,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,5,8,0,7,5,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,2,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092870899021096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900722011967647,0.23300381866119396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258706597090599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990040943675808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996812367029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784451645450935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333203260882287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343384311079367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409585896040093,0.0,0.0,0.5336227377507208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23135315755201355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568179283586086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095879051500162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050390908064656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192107967742984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsgonnabealrightann,2020/02/04,"I had a panic attack today and my cat helped me through it I had a panic attack today because a boy who said he loved me ( I said it back) let me know that he doesn’t remember saying that because he was drunk and that he doesn’t feel that way. I have been heartbroken all day. Reading the messages over and over I began to have a panic attack. I was crying hysterically, and started to breath really heavy. This time it got to the point where I couldn’t breathe right, my cat then got on top of me and began to lick my face and my arms and it brought me so much comfort that I was able to control my breathing and I laid there holding him until it was over. Pets are amazing, every panic attack I have had my cat has always stepped in. There is hope guys. Let’s get through the rest of the day together.",3.9340087623220192,4.482848698795183,4.867743702081054,87.04182365826946,71.04819277108433,7.241182913472071,26.53669222343921,6.980632752743323,1.075910843373494,628,19,134,5,11,205,90,166,0.19399999999999998,0.723,0.083,-0.9649,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,12,4,4,8,0,19,7,5,1,1,16,32,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,12,8,1,2,3,2,0,2,3,8,0,0,15,5,22,4,15,14,3,23,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,1,11,93,34,1,0.11446837547457975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524685826522084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208972091742577,0.0,0.08801911502881082,0.0,0.13955771846450984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838601653827078,0.0,0.0,0.12573813543800388,0.14764526489734742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644454331788524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057878650029797474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980500167749995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310163350425346,0.0,0.0,0.11334168841218928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672573919081306,0.0,0.0,0.11369292507738404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290882555419032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23410333878494805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331217800957007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414742687390507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372159001205038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820961427219794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449935224265426,0.0,0.07333137245928763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967035513649589,0.09775536721071346,0.21777127614110275,0.09102984660155933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102130532640278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667474302695185,0.0,0.2170052710281392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085966838741416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loserloser_loser,2020/02/04,How do you deal with coworkers who dislike you? Most people say I’m too nice and too much of a pushover.... a bunch of my coworkers won’t talk to me at work granted I don’t see them very much due to the nature of my job...I don’t know what to do just me asking where my manager is and this girl is like what about her? I really think they don’t respect me at all...,1.5433333333333332,2.2603657407407383,3.514506172839507,93.91027777777781,76.77777777777777,7.375308641975309,22.141975308641968,7.793537801064563,0.5923234567901225,279,7,71,4,6,95,54,81,0.033,0.8320000000000001,0.136,0.7998,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,9,13,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,13,3,10,12,5,4,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,1,2,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948979647955689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252093612993061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130299277981691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336001185560276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411021719536627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46377591035816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868945302547504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208178243573854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25085407567283474,0.0,0.0,0.2513683739145102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25354228797791034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212405681830706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260274694835093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296473055577524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veroniponi667,2020/02/04,"My top 4 go to solutions for anxiety and stress. Running, Swimming, Sauna, Sleep

Sometimes people tend to get stuck in a mental fog. The ""trigger"" isn't there, but now anxiety just feeds on itself. Body aches leads to more anxiety which leads to poor sleep and further leads to body aches which continues the cycle. If you are ""stuck"", try one of those things or multiple things and your body and mind will thank you.",6.333376623376622,7.324582077922081,5.43418181818182,83.53127272727275,65.88311688311688,9.276883116883116,29.685714285714287,9.3871,2.427542337662338,328,11,62,6,5,98,57,77,0.207,0.7240000000000001,0.069,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,1,3,0,3,6,5,4,0,13,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,9,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,37,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42389217247994176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.615490625682742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649976340346406,0.0,0.10497104669911457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613731494444094,0.0,0.1864975109054848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515962275334006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804989579934162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696730458360215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267612091374247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115768142602359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004982878022118,0.0,0.0,0.2454171081074193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540130275219072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stilleous,2020/02/04,"I'd just like some questions anwsered/ reassurance that this is the norm with some anxiety I have been diagnosed with GAD and I'm still trying to understand all these weird pains that I'm being told are nothing more than my mind playing tricks on me because of anxiety 

I'm constantly getting chest pains, left arm and leg pains, tightness, aches. I've had palpitations before but I've just had what felt like a heart spasm that felt nothing like a palpitation

Is this all normal to a degree? I just want to understand it all and learn what to expect with it without worrying it's something much worse",5.106754385964912,7.084824236842106,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,69.78947368421053,8.575438596491226,30.21052631578948,9.150863307647796,2.691463157894737,489,20,88,10,9,153,74,114,0.141,0.728,0.13,0.1911,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,4,0,8,8,4,0,3,27,18,4,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,3,4,5,11,11,7,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534977036879906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376963980183613,0.0,0.1308928345052785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662290210514162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612805067524055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953901906471636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036665441866604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822820973255372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713014969967782,0.0,0.0,0.22545180631097184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531831872185156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130782875362642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507147911913712,0.2951964183992141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910385197764905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231800552193066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842117623881722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284398895933504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698535680617664,0.0,0.10443635099704353,0.0,0.0,0.32027227141583964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072933917650418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482807790091904,0.0,0.0,0.15621566739960785,0.15675972590828174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DoinMeAGrow,2020/02/04,"Anxiety as a result of constant negative news stories I’m an avid news reader and find that when I am in a funk, I will obsessively scour local news articles and cross reference with local court records to see how long the “bad guys” of the world are in jail and therefore, unable to cause me harm. I know this is an unhealthy, scary, anxiety-inducing cycle, but I sometimes can not get myself out of it for days to weeks on end. I sometimes use the excuse of liking true crime to explain why I will spend hours scrolling through my phone reading article after article.

I’m probably alone in this, but I wish I could just stop or at least reframe so that I am not losing sleep over how me, my family, or my students could be harmed.  It’s honestly incredibly stressful. :(",10.284346846846844,7.194503966216217,9.816486486486486,68.61725225225227,60.01351351351353,13.380180180180185,42.23423423423424,11.538034831475384,4.730753153153153,609,26,113,13,6,198,104,148,0.21600000000000005,0.664,0.12,-0.9375,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,2,7,0,10,1,1,6,1,30,18,12,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,1,1,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,15,3,20,13,1,20,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,2,10,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953786619286669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431241693850255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751015860683645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937897193547936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038575330297528,0.0,0.30123433823391915,0.0,0.0,0.1216600042549406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708290789392893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778371110784269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241752492737286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855889064386908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678757228111872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577669235935448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367400525736216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216210414794837,0.0,0.0,0.16694431985666433,0.0,0.21104478238237134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033905233394601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869540707200186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032512884490365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887805939285368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731481858480381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577151295792898,0.2160914738440098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292815604066194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131912451754734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022219064714295,0.0,0.2169317009313804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maybeiwonthurttmrw,2020/02/04,"Fear of being her Anyone else have this everyday fear of being like your mother ? Hence my mother was abusive ,alcoholic and pill popper. I just scare myself if I do something that reminds me of her. I can feel my anxiety just grow. This got worse after I had my son. This fear.",1.99722222222222,4.54001057407408,3.4348148148148177,86.4666666666667,82.14814814814815,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.7236888888888888,217,6,40,3,6,71,39,54,0.32899999999999996,0.633,0.038,-0.9601,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,12,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,31,16,0,0.0,0.26148522439625665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358537968296749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882961026900906,0.0,0.0,0.1543137403390005,0.2261261516541014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843607585031712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7450232498732565,0.11158905770835416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650842527495925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781949644361212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095228394237454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990032325646726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249051136909927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Browingsmile,2020/02/04,"Just venting I guess? Trigger warning: self harm, Su*cide My life has been going really far downhill recently, I was diagnosed with anxiety like 2 years ago, tried therapy but during the sessions i was so anxious that my brain shut down and i couldnt think of more than 1 word answers to questions. A year after that i got put on meds, 10 mg. those didnt do anything, so now im on 20 mg. My doctor said it was unlikely but possible that it could increase suicidal thoughts. I have never had suicidal thoughts before, but since i have gotten on the 20 mg meds i have started cutting myself a lot, and am starting to consider killing myself. The thing is, based on what i have seen and heard about depression, I don't think im depressed, but cutting myself makes me feel better, like im punishing myself and that i deserve to be punished. I have no fucking clue what to do,  talking to someone about this seems like such an impossible task, and my parents would notice if i stopped taking my medication (M17). first post on reddit btw lol.",5.608218013142637,6.465343381909553,6.1528643216080425,78.2142752222652,67.44221105527636,8.937147274835716,34.90568225744105,9.057496981413335,3.1556521839969074,819,39,148,14,13,266,130,199,0.22,0.682,0.098,-0.9828,1,0,0,0,0,3,26.0,0,0,0,2,7,13,6,0,6,1,21,6,1,2,1,30,39,12,3,4,6,1,1,3,0,1,4,2,0,1,11,6,0,1,8,0,0,3,5,9,0,1,13,4,23,4,17,22,3,23,0,2,1,1,6,8,1,5,14,98,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077471407534166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298576221017277,0.13731741151221946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000256642886872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343048106867314,0.0,0.0,0.10750149609361698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569050230810228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970481443620142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938245043329207,0.12337114900665624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441203698946983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061459560137543924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339075140798104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237143318278764,0.0,0.0,0.06907992235533919,0.0,0.09721499939825537,0.0,0.1339015253419917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39388603527473337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447756467973698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585467811675966,0.17815023162024024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333784663645687,0.0,0.0,0.08113586980419442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700302986370151,0.12244929148609568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374720105132853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838599393579887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496739115469195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702987005452705,0.11641173227649967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219177557474055,0.13616432309141274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786833129850024,0.0,0.12001640626922515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562231354163653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106549653478546,0.12680362941595996,0.0,0.0,0.10054778901961983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029893025680956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720680694717918,0.0,0.0,0.10162161958839544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659129296101025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139081190694416,0.0976976481525338,0.0,0.0,0.1390035337859708,0.0,0.08075271851545426,0.15576924183880647,0.0,0.1929949613324624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252477735322787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863459528385893,0.0,0.0,0.15654901033235524
anxiety,lunalydialucious,2020/02/04,"First day on the phones at my call center job Title is pretty self explanatory. I started a job at a popular hotel call center, i was genuinely excited for this which I've never felt for a job before because I got great benefits and great pay. We've had 3 weeks of training, today is the beginning of my 4th week. We've done mock reservations and things like that and I was confident i knew the system and man i just crumbled today.

 My first 2 calls were a disaster, followed by one meh one and then lots more frustrating calls because I didn't know what to do! We had help, there's just a lot of us and not too many people who know what they're doing. We got a lunch and i cried to my boyfriend because I seriously cannot quit this job, we need the money and his isn't as secure as mine. 

Coming back from lunch I just couldn't collect myself, i cried to a girl in my class and tried calling myself down with no success whatsoever. My anxiety has always been bad but today I experienced a whole new devil, or maybe its been so long since I've felt this way. I talked to my teacher and she was so sweet and said she really believed in me and I was doing well, she said lots of people think they know it and when you're in the ""open water"" you just feel lile drowning. She told me I was wonderful and she wasn't gonna let me quit but i could be done for the night. 

Now I'm sitting in class trying to better prepare for tomorrow. I had the worst panic attack of my life tonight and I feel terrible for my teacher having to see me like that. I knew today would be rough, I barely slept last night but now I'm so physically and emotionally exhausted and I have a full 3 hours ahead of me. 

I feel like such a loser for thinking i found my career and I feel like such a failure for breaking down in front of 2 strangers and coming off the phone early. I guess I'm just looking for a place to vent, thanks for reading this and i hope you're all having a better night than me.",2.8268382352941184,4.201882860294121,4.219264705882356,87.52169117647058,74.56372549019608,7.158823529411768,23.534313725490197,7.756953410329674,1.006628431372549,1549,44,330,21,32,513,207,408,0.135,0.726,0.139,0.4072,5,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,4,1,1,9,17,28,3,1,21,0,32,6,1,0,2,63,68,31,1,5,10,0,7,4,0,2,2,2,0,3,13,27,3,1,15,2,2,4,8,11,1,4,26,13,57,17,41,35,8,52,1,1,2,0,28,16,0,7,32,221,70,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362885464582292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849905454647595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699523903369039,0.0,0.05880042216854098,0.06384894353125517,0.1398455226442379,0.0,0.06507001943080935,0.0861550821104618,0.0,0.13526233983207112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39042018956706775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174362334792494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061054773932332676,0.0,0.16799658674186285,0.04931658256452811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650995407127113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860180366653902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546613621454089,0.10925983211848883,0.14684566590470075,0.0,0.0,0.13009004953996994,0.0,0.08384499785386555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231949101368995,0.16861606514647615,0.08423991424765193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051255978364886434,0.0,0.0,0.0759515929004541,0.07530717792929043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30353721720081783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260771197086915,0.06233295141564842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819537351127746,0.05401275828519261,0.1494367864399728,0.0,0.0,0.06767321260845534,0.0642152264319922,0.0,0.0,0.1950352242132864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775281983326277,0.0768240174847915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056701258700069465,0.058978089736851626,0.07385484125654693,0.0,0.21528469128341435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036355951886861,0.0,0.0,0.08972062975297655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602882042211864,0.0,0.07989448338929739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779710091964956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626697200638815,0.07649031971849296,0.0,0.04898840050133695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548025129640704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093639132765321,0.0,0.07977449727334532,0.0,0.0,0.06325646480255237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412559483561425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614633887220235,0.0,0.07040295755805995,0.0,0.0,0.05080302159092235,0.09799729720336303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899370561741407,0.07307000463067105,0.0,0.1038357128462429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198354456318317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069802971235087,0.12267864272343525,0.0,0.06875537736345813,0.0,0.0,0.08537560648728762,0.0,0.0,0.08292804736876322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432182825533125,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lotoseater,2020/02/04,"Intuition or anxiety? You know the saying, “trust your gut”? Well, how do you know if what you’re experiencing is intuition or just anxiety? If I listened to my “gut” all of times I thought it was telling me something, I think I’d live a pretty boring and lonely life.",2.6099999999999994,4.8736692307692335,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,77.84615384615384,8.006153846153849,27.707692307692305,8.841846274778883,2.3909953846153846,208,9,41,5,5,70,41,52,0.146,0.6920000000000001,0.162,0.4479,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,1,1,12,8,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,8,2,2,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,4,1,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828393224617138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468716519153623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222905171860438,0.0,0.0,0.27866502826117795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210607401157736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509637796137625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295073842931605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758329149097551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022124500625858,0.0,0.2505371633069653,0.18401862691546567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837464646150546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,linaatlas24,2020/02/04,Day after Xanax depression? I take a .5 mg Xanax once or twice a week when I feel a panic attack coming on. This is on top of two other anxiety and depression medications. I took one last night and just felt like I could cry all day today and was really depressed. This has happened a few times (depression that usually goes away in a day or two). I’ve never thought about it being connected to Xanax but now I’m connecting the dots and thinking maybe it is. Has anyone ever gotten really depressed the day after taking a Xanax?,4.167597087378642,5.8201603592233,5.58464805825243,77.95522451456311,71.62135922330097,9.033495145631068,25.496359223300967,9.516144504307137,2.3805155339805824,419,13,76,10,8,141,71,103,0.191,0.779,0.03,-0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,1,8,0,7,5,0,0,3,17,18,8,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,7,0,4,5,2,4,1,9,11,2,23,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,2,17,52,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383579238276318,0.0,0.0,0.09490805243296456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441650550804162,0.12752613603040264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692243257401645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837219300659873,0.0,0.1490969284647335,0.3501476369420212,0.0,0.5845355282092582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277876468205208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863095999529048,0.0,0.13032549154341555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200287278616763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064095739629418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631255518326616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636259237699302,0.0,0.0,0.13673726929751065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468607960462534,0.0,0.0,0.12737673956497886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445517983132717,0.09197656465479373,0.0,0.0,0.1592540726633343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390877247697015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041094710696137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697257661143974,0.0,0.1077572751973667,0.07914732313655164,0.0,0.12865953220256454,0.0,0.15080496565081974,0.0,0.0,0.2651839062675918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949132637270107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887726455057024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Upstairs-Raise,2020/02/04,"How to identify a panic attack? Hi. For the past year I have had several anxiety driven episodes where I suddenly get a dry throat, a feeling of lack of control and a sudden urge to cry. Of course I've done some research trying to find out what it is, and to me it seems like these could be panic attacks. However, I am not exactly sure as I do not experience some of the major symptoms such as a feeling of dying (which has been a common factor in all the cases I've read about so far) and my episodes are usually clearly triggered by specific events. I also usually breath fine after the first two minutes. 

Hence, I would like to ask if any of you who have experienced panic attacks always have a sense of terror/ feeling of doom or a feeling dying and also whether triggers can sometimes set it off?

Thank you.",7.55485849056604,6.488793188679249,8.117224842767296,72.26564858490569,63.65408805031446,10.717295597484275,38.11399371069182,9.827888789773867,3.766716352201257,643,29,116,11,8,215,108,159,0.18,0.715,0.105,-0.9425,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,7,13,3,4,12,0,15,3,2,4,4,29,24,13,2,4,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,8,0,2,4,5,10,5,22,17,5,17,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,5,12,87,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056282156452109,0.10697713220537114,0.0,0.0,0.08742922414988796,0.0,0.098352565466435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019176610462545,0.4387868321289629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419759469956844,0.10264941368321448,0.0,0.1412236097126979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668622230160666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156755799971068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257621250064194,0.0,0.0,0.26002713827536017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750690805217752,0.1093580931615452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671703790290003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562161418997225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525331655296462,0.0,0.0,0.12273070391003035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860069681442085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704157136403333,0.0,0.14524287788178647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715496752070898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211718439990002,0.1336292023575991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836621200020513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728781024444149,0.0,0.12559020788171799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831943615268441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132953021478796,0.0,0.0,0.08279222765640849
anxiety,Idk_cereal,2020/02/04,"A small rant poem story thing about my feelings Eyes

Eyes.

Windows to the soul.

Staring.

Watching.

All trained on me.

Waiting.

Hearing.

Listening.

Little glass marbles.

Little glass marbles trapped inside cages of bone and flesh.

Some find it beautiful and others find it horrific.

Little glass marbles with shackles made of veins.

Twisting them.

Learning.

Thinking.

Plotting.

Planning.

Remembering.

Just waiting for the right time to strike.

Just there.

Staring.

Looking straight through me.

Hollow.

Cold.

Empty.

Thinking I can't hear them.

Thinking I can't see them.

Just thinking.

Hawks watching their prey.

Like every movement is carefully documented.

I hate that feeling.

I hate anxiety.

I hate eyes.

If we're up to me.

Humans would have hollow sockets.",3.2457027649769614,4.4410940080645185,2.6352626728110597,82.47932258064517,125.04838709677419,3.67520737327189,32.57511520737327,5.6839178017228535,2.465510875576037,603,36,80,7,35,177,88,124,0.188,0.73,0.08199999999999999,-0.9407,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,4,1,5,5,3,0,3,0,5,6,6,1,1,23,23,3,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,5,3,0,2,10,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,15,13,2,11,21,2,10,1,0,9,0,8,8,0,2,2,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813263960831888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744383026288816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301074509918044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616111317781906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822783758529022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573801640737897,0.0,0.0,0.3480903185355722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754429373841995,0.464315149311053,0.0,0.0,0.12967584280238784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461181174745056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749303671893985,0.1318758035551309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230545828740201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259131685360903,0.3957903074798188,0.0,0.0,0.09004488708082033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969717390994346,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,macbeth1026,2020/02/04,"Trying to think logically about my anxiety Hey everyone,

I’m writing this because I’m having trouble thinking logically about my anxiety symptoms. I just need a bit of reassurance that my thinking is sound. 

As a very brief history, I had my first panic attack about two years ago. I went to the ER thinking it was a heart attack. I had a chest X-ray, EKG, bloodwork, all of that. Everything normal aside form just needing to get my weight in check. 

Over the past.. maybe 9 or 10 months I’ve been getting panic attacks where I feel tightness in my chest and discomfort in my left arm. This got to the point where a month or so ago I went to the ER again and had another healthy EKG. 

What I try to tell myself is, there’s no conceivable way that I’ve been having heart attacks almost every day for the past year or more and that two separate hospitals got such a common diagnosis wrong. Is that sound logic? I feel like wouldn’t be here to type this if it was something other than my anxiety. 

Thanks for any help, truly.",5.196507692307693,5.913023820000002,5.927000000000002,79.9706153846154,68.3,9.153846153846157,30.384615384615394,9.265573868473778,2.5434576923076917,804,30,156,15,13,263,120,200,0.165,0.758,0.077,-0.946,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,4,3,11,0,14,7,5,0,1,26,31,9,0,5,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,12,3,1,1,9,0,1,3,2,9,2,3,11,6,17,3,20,18,4,24,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,13,97,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860047442180112,0.0,0.1050589739403394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134699047086966,0.11001436443249976,0.24078308892765055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774318158114155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395627943815636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145419221702819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766262678546675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839689027006635,0.10025245455863292,0.0942924134265912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609812643935836,0.07495255002313846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924213735824672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962934737452842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782302500823645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486537172961817,0.07032348865798692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399236020659426,0.0,0.0,0.05125702645594563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540298116626724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748710416203189,0.0,0.0,0.1555888873957992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279614298689006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619441049020244,0.0,0.0,0.2003098265481585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918024462470366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077004300038543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904867931679746,0.0,0.0,0.09170186739178987,0.09659325107556037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689056784492166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424631781029302,0.0,0.20497684732074706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656730982387241,0.0,0.08327803585469848,0.0,0.12776034163762434,0.0,0.1945177641536156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471000039436803,0.0,0.13512589949413198
anxiety,Abhorrent69,2020/02/04,"Is anyone else very into horror or dark-type media? Why does my anxiety not overlap here? Is this common? It sounds silly but I get anxious in sooo many scenarios but for whatever reason I love horror and grim and dark media! I grew up with goosebumps and loved scary video games in high school and college. I used to get a little paranoid about whatever I would watch when I saw horror movies as a kid but I basically imagined my bed as a safe space. Later on when I was older I was just like ""well I mean from the murder's perspective the best time to get me would have been before the movie bc now I know all the weaknesses"", I could logic myself out of it. 

This seems very bizarre to me now to think about. I'm getting back into reading and I'm discovering that I just really love creepy dark settings or horror stories. I also happen to have general anxiety: social anxiety, anxiety around food, anxiety with transport, health anxiety, death anxiety, ect. 

It's much more under control now but I was just wondering why someone who irl is fearing for their life on a bus ride or is constantly fearing tragedy and death would enjoy this? It seems really paradoxical to me, but also sounds like there could be some obtuse relationship here. My adrenaline is pumping on a phone call but a horrifying monster chasing me in a video game feels closer to fun than fight or flight. Why would I love feeling dread in a theater seat if I have to struggle through it in my workplace? I'm surprised it's not more triggering or causing anything with my anxiety but I also seem to have an intense interest in horror so I'm wondering if these two things are related? Does anyone else experience this and have you found out why this is?",5.123133232016212,6.6325706382978735,5.8602013677811575,77.46389880952383,69.06079027355622,9.009169199594732,30.729609929078016,9.408791572840183,2.90514883485309,1376,56,244,29,24,449,179,329,0.244,0.609,0.147,-0.9912,0,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,1,1,2,21,22,2,4,13,0,23,9,1,5,1,62,49,29,3,8,19,0,2,2,0,4,3,2,1,1,15,15,1,2,14,5,0,3,2,8,1,1,6,6,30,14,38,36,6,36,0,1,2,4,15,21,0,13,13,167,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948987362758196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971766650796382,0.09177616428887088,0.0,0.11360742744632266,0.16647649335259362,0.0668522053960004,0.07231931749483497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062467244183844514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912781648371512,0.0,0.08525459206781771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295339528714152,0.0,0.0,0.08345412026862613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778975033233404,0.09111567007078114,0.12972435677038222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218438128388097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357283638487801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946665347199122,0.0,0.1828313638173324,0.08215305875909319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982336843008436,0.08907361140229207,0.0,0.0,0.16977465142569467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183876732509753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635252235435363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583273252056706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044646449420971616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057381019326239624,0.0793778674057642,0.08142212652017675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29328297830652783,0.0,0.0,0.0823628932883553,0.0,0.08849233305863148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971950365842535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126029207511043,0.0,0.10408668045006723,0.08352651067572117,0.0,0.08721954002708827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221750463555498,0.0,0.22186891306730566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281222425671499,0.06883295460055096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492791807711061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397112194026305,0.05205422740174146,0.0,0.0,0.04737071059991183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935802236724608,0.0,0.0,0.07016381454409981,0.0,0.13406022385592326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304299507246355,0.0,0.2932197480434461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619895890630122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308374521810235,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2020quest,2020/02/04,"This is really dumb. Political voting makes me nervous. What if I read it wrong, fill in the bubble above the one I meant to, and doom the country to my Un preferred opponent.",3.215196078431372,5.280894441176475,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,75.17647058823529,8.062745098039215,26.03921568627451,8.841846274778883,2.134050980392157,137,5,26,3,3,46,30,34,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35623423863949183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616340545052055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338224651450235,0.0,0.3418878207775733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5834931632448831,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ggoneawayforggood,2020/02/04,"Scrupulosity please, please help I am 16F and dealing with scrupulosity, which means i think anything i do is immoral. I’m not even religious, i just want to be a good kid. I have a wonderful boyfriend but it prevents me from getting close to him. How close is too close? Please help",2.607777777777777,5.3022134814814805,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,80.85185185185185,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,1.7399851851851853,224,10,45,4,6,69,40,54,0.035,0.637,0.32799999999999996,0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,4,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921107594271871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370455755267109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186521375798634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120127841234904,0.0,0.0,0.1928526191374773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082316581428091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504588958811943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7571753859297444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732851841922495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561743649504726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934700655846065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Etherealzx,2020/02/04,How long does the chest pain linger from a panic attack? Recently i had a panic attack and it feels like my chest is like stretched and aching. How long does the pain last for those of you that experience it?,4.3582113821138195,5.6970880731707325,4.130243902439022,89.79260162601628,70.70731707317074,7.417886178861789,20.98373983739837,7.793537801064563,0.5115300813008128,165,3,35,2,3,50,29,41,0.40299999999999997,0.509,0.08800000000000001,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,2,2,4,0,2,4,2,2,0,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,3,2,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485977477074628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450734906717388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286109527622347,0.0,0.0,0.09969042485320632,0.1408517154147602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607123672721312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926456164907245,0.0,0.0,0.3489622086620701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195859856299196,0.4626514379079245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946725050351492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redheaduprising,2020/02/04,"Racism Anxiety When I was in middle school, I started getting paranoid I was racist. Let me say this first, I do NOT consider anyone to be inferior or superior based on their skin color. I think that is disgusting and it makes you a horrible person. But when I was in middle school, every day I was paranoid I was a racist. I have high functioning autism and ADHD and I have bad anxiety. At first it wasn’t that big a deal, but after a while I was paranoid almost every single day. I don’t know why I started getting paranoid, considering I find black girls to be more attractive than white girls (and I am a white boy). I am in 11th grade and I still get paranoid about it. What should I do",1.6345652173913052,4.033907528985509,3.474811594202901,86.53613043478262,82.40579710144928,6.578550724637681,22.96811594202899,7.793537801064563,1.2920081159420294,541,19,108,10,15,181,78,138,0.221,0.73,0.049,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,2,4,5,1,0,5,0,19,1,1,1,0,15,27,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,6,21,2,10,16,2,20,0,1,4,0,8,9,0,2,11,79,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944041112799464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283977104439952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936515526917644,0.0,0.0,0.12767275231306285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524569085916664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355138019288641,0.18824460045488664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076837051006064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688601592401,0.31062576284746024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861907558475956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929187456450313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034792982658823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867129548645436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188175010339762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943251682134413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520469232142436,0.0,0.3695862265728325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584794800961241,0.0,0.14581841314623736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699774620898712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476111248508585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amandamh1,2020/02/04,Klonopin I was prescribed klonopin to take when I feel anxious. Felt like I was about to have an anxiety attack so I took one of my pills and laid down. It’s almost been 2 hours and my anxiety feels 20x worse. Please help. Did I do something wrong. I take .5mg,0.22047619047619094,2.5765782962962973,1.1852380952380948,100.305,90.11111111111113,4.567195767195766,20.67724867724868,6.1826913282559595,-0.03331957671957664,204,7,47,2,7,63,42,54,0.253,0.619,0.129,-0.7351,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,12,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,3,8,1,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23935053540137716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657092715891059,0.2700319347123733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719271768183443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417179838703209,0.0,0.22950294637394456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021443985489842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23539297685633334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677628540594813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197055799015905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623793438558157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840142951283049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594363960461151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26556726189791424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358844746944264,0.0,0.2613379798081385,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaycat129,2020/02/04,"I have mentally exauhsted myself. When im not worried about something, i feel off. so i start thinking of things to overthink and worry about until my head is spinning. I constantly need validation about things i do, ive been this way since highschool but instead of asking a million questions on yahoo answers, i have moved to reddit. I am always so worried im doing something wrong. i always ask questions like ""was this controlling of me?, am i manipulative?, did i say something bad?"" i tried online therapy and thought it was helping a little bit but i really just used the therapist to validate questions i had like those above. I can't live my life like this im so exauhsted. does anyone have any tips?",4.0848997493734345,6.463771969924814,5.412199248120302,76.00045426065164,73.66165413533834,7.741604010025062,31.384085213032584,8.59863814320734,2.9003889724310774,564,27,94,11,12,188,86,133,0.047,0.795,0.158,0.9251,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,15,2,1,3,0,17,23,9,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,2,19,3,12,17,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,7,67,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134236147807147,0.0,0.0,0.08227555782080617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459717951384729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262137105271017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010193970960224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208686839110675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307443612672121,0.13569761891042378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587685944407976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611748475929389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124167942533786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109528123128534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920613509597711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854569547386853,0.17732494739020244,0.12126112541155933,0.10683406090855496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192680855475045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859042308036056,0.0,0.08971059898058753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066006180684201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750760481919372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962140096459068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008199953459718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27942595612833043,0.0,0.0,0.08563548048497911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835959735484885,0.14047565720952646,0.16075726011845246,0.07752381897812778,0.0,0.09605045430927434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214247980178725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449423858608167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603413975763868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36860562959897736,0.0,0.0,0.1322806919785202,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bemboula,2020/02/04,"How to deal with homesickness It’s not often, and it’s not a real problem in my life, but when it hits me, it hits me hard. Today I felt anxious and extremely homesick when stumbling upon a picture of Athens on social media, I cried when thinking about my family, my house, my neighbourhood, my friends back home. I cried thinking about how things have changed and how I’ve been only briefly visiting my own home during summer for the  past seven years. Feeling like you’re on a long and tiring business trip for 11/12 months is no joke, I so wish to return home someday... part of me is missing.",4.208454106280193,5.914365130434785,4.579420289855072,84.98903381642515,71.6086956521739,6.850241545893723,28.42995169082125,7.3871296695380915,1.659009661835749,470,18,87,5,9,148,79,115,0.163,0.701,0.13699999999999998,-0.3228,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,3,0,19,12,12,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,5,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,2,3,13,3,13,8,2,17,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,1,12,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485285654660108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258196898666637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309653237283582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35947494359705434,0.0,0.16869309275900454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425374181520832,0.0,0.082735139909855,0.11689574398486935,0.1571083630100033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641844424787246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657838278082458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923961205966186,0.0,0.0,0.18880452983005944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557516503549675,0.07994028542284687,0.0,0.0,0.14480546752319212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306061611169198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444632693015878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771929786165867,0.1562012646307471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656972087674784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862442765630726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679795161898922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870704979868474,0.2096921941573256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880661031279521,0.1551000364594364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816391238072927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537094834075024
anxiety,Shycityry,2020/02/04,I’m just so done Honestly everything seemed okay for a while but now it’s all gone to shit again. That’s it really ☹️,-1.6572222222222202,0.28648762962963303,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,98.62962962962965,7.1444444444444475,14.157407407407408,8.07648339933343,0.4576740740740744,94,2,24,3,4,33,25,27,0.17800000000000002,0.691,0.131,-0.5124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024746620027168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412889679351079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145541781036329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44699791426955604,0.0,0.0,0.5040156689034948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CiscoRockatansky,2020/02/04,"I think I might have anxiety, what should I do? The title says it all really, I've started to notice things I thought were normal just aren't, and after talking to my friend about it I think they might be related to anxiety. Things like nervous ticks (ie the 'jumpy knee thing') I feel a constant need to crack my knuckles or just stretch my fingers because they feel like jelly. Whenever I'm basically doing anything, be it walking around or just sitting at a bus stop I feel like everyone is constantly watching me and judging the way I walk, or my mannerisms, or the way I talk (if I'm speaking to them.) I often panic about really quite small things, not full on panic attacks but a wave of adrenaline and worry washes over me and I curl my toes up really tight and often slam my fist onto the desk or whatever is near to relieve some of the stress. And I'm always worrying as to whether my friends truly like me and want to spend time with me, or if they (and my other peers) are mocking me behind my back, or only talking to me out of pity.

I used to think this was all normal but as I said I've spoken to a close friend who has anxiety about it, which took a lot of effort, and they said it sounds like what they experience with their anxiety. I want to talk to a professional about it but I don't see a therapist, I see a counsellor infact I'm seeing her today, should I bring it up? I don't want her to think I'm self medicating because I don't know, but I'm not even sure if it's within her job description, who else can I talk to?",4.8762008660892775,4.879011939873422,6.094417055296471,80.99128914057297,68.84177215189875,9.437441705529649,29.60626249167222,9.276330184999452,2.338394936708861,1207,41,251,22,19,407,157,316,0.128,0.7659999999999999,0.106,-0.6523,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,7,2,12,17,2,4,14,0,20,5,3,1,3,63,48,26,0,11,20,0,5,5,3,4,2,5,0,1,19,14,0,2,9,0,1,4,6,7,0,0,6,14,45,10,39,36,5,29,0,1,4,0,25,14,0,16,13,175,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754608206184137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27750847856999505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462962408149706,0.08073276635377638,0.0,0.10317225045018613,0.0,0.06973452742856424,0.0,0.1105667961208845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960059814542048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575933143289487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598994734179612,0.0,0.0,0.0866575792180113,0.0,0.08871160555585964,0.0,0.0,0.1375658107915555,0.1295770077614077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019914634717524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999520589243805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984050589092498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153122585083465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710085909164413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135999903263342,0.0,0.1924141795967832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672450185599105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771265438658235,0.0,0.10325044856254008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897335232579165,0.0,0.2128088706058434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964593079202469,0.0,0.0,0.17429379751645782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253271660643665,0.07211982684189228,0.0,0.0,0.21680305833124253,0.0,0.09460879128150758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419040269528653,0.0,0.0,0.07582037392470074,0.10388436665840324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547365773890013,0.0,0.0,0.36446340082415146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529734817972078,0.2409999501317541,0.2324403450766126,0.0,0.0719972294924999,0.05288170081456002,0.0,0.08596291850753933,0.0,0.10075922670357172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832649757076407,0.0,0.0,0.16047281990382595,0.14397000095350734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841989143262352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sheeniebeanie1,2020/02/04,Has anyone tried EMDR therapy? I have been in treatment for around a year now in CBT. Me and my therapist are now focusing on trauma that’s came from my illness and we’re going to be starting this form of therapy. I’d never heard of it so does anyone have any information?,2.6530909090909103,4.708128127272733,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.81818181818181,8.036363636363637,25.54545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.1722,217,8,41,5,5,75,46,55,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,6,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,9,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807282380125784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716559230791394,0.0,0.0,0.23658578760350465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039625506094504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325713584988303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103947526783534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497313216112106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881087155084228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078472611886235,0.30857181262059424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043591600914846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711429281338092
anxiety,ywrite,2020/02/04,Role of alcohol in anxiety I seem to feel very anxious the day after i have a few. I'm also taking cymbalta and have read that alcohol has an adverse affect on the efficacy of SSRIs. I seem to reach my limit much quicker now and get sloppy easily. Is there a connection? Is it the cymbalta? I don't see a reason to keep drinking if its counter productive to my treatment. Thoughts?,2.2231000000000023,4.7194194933333335,4.900916666666667,76.62337500000002,80.73333333333333,8.55,29.375,9.188382445141503,3.2977000000000007,302,15,53,9,8,107,56,75,0.098,0.853,0.049,-0.5473,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,0,6,3,0,2,0,11,15,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,3,2,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,9,14,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,3,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011753773401606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751348043543226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937647129307716,0.26489552958105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512201286882448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297010212427695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856007589397613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250606284136535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084164967285385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236969610239372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345433399830748,0.0,0.0,0.24108437578476394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685011124418205,0.42692336425208977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629969318769034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861508381407538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934704629967588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veggilante,2020/02/04,"Has anyone tried Rapid Resolution Therapy for their anxiety? I've been experiencing anxiety my entire life, and now at the age of 24 I've decided to finally stop kidding myself and get professional help to manage it. The very first therapist I called started talking about this thing called Rapid Resolution Therapy that has had a dramatic impact on the livelihood of her patients after years of using other types of therapy. I'm not sure what to expect-- I made an appointment with her to try it because the research I found looked like it was more geared towards victims of trauma, which I am not.

Has anyone ever tried this form of therapy for their anxiety? What was your experience like?",10.20050666666667,9.261855464,10.1878,59.12756666666668,58.36,14.093333333333335,42.433333333333344,13.023866798666859,5.920333333333334,563,27,87,18,6,187,84,125,0.11599999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.083,-0.5049,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,3,5,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,2,2,13,15,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,2,11,3,18,9,2,12,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,11,63,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186243582653287,0.0,0.0,0.19415281639554927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463230779111612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835313797098596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558388011082594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580691797995348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208656169139506,0.0,0.11809267367004175,0.0,0.15222501652410675,0.0,0.0,0.07253536909469523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305793253347164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980630119021103,0.13565518437237045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658613101459575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136869303752166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826787261165904,0.0,0.0,0.1160719754566667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085000494872331,0.0,0.0,0.1115900244895321,0.0,0.0,0.6350780405722876,0.16119771745925054,0.0922355656163472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827788211890866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990855271525587,0.0,0.1145531177551887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940495614349375
anxiety,joemamma474,2020/02/04,"Just need some reassurance Hi all,

I can’t say that I have a chronic anxiety problem (hell, I’m a therapist) but I’m dealing with what feels like the most stressful situation of my life right now.  I could just use a little reassurance that it will all be okay and that there’s nothing I need to do or can do about it.  I’m not one for prayers but I’ll gladly take thoughts.",1.8945054945054949,3.706442589743592,3.5813553113553134,89.23269230769232,78.23076923076924,7.021245421245422,26.52747252747253,7.957251820313856,1.4569318681318677,294,12,66,5,7,98,58,78,0.10300000000000001,0.723,0.174,0.6819,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,1,4,1,8,2,0,1,2,19,17,4,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,5,5,5,13,4,3,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,3,2,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824181375722246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964657629539731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536859329180719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441968316464115,0.1757914647360139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380553693491446,0.12021669384059208,0.24662539258431224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36491351399666505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361094685880807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674245899673915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545442826211824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101412491434828,0.0,0.19568363579421805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765914284313331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818707623142513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501297171951603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857046228975224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535099085983088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125242737656016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,94dogl0ver,2020/02/04,"social media anxiety - validation issues? this is quite embarrassing honestly because i know social media is toxic in the first place but this is a reoccurring problem i’ve been having and can’t afford therapy at the moment. it’s petty, and immature, but hear me out because my anxiety is at an all time high

whenever i post a photo on instagram of myself that i like and am confident with, my stomach does flips when i see my friends just like it and do not comment on it.  i am always my friends hype man, commenting on their pics they post of themself etc but when i don’t get the same response i wonder if it’s because they are embarrassed to be associated with me so they don’t comment on my pic to avoid being seen as my “friend” by the public? or i question if it’s actually not a pretty photo of me and maybe i should delete it...

i’m not sure what the source of the thought is but i’m sure it revolves around being validated and liked. deep down i know if my friend does not comment on my picture it does not mean they are not my friend/that they don’t like me/that it’s an ugly photo. but the anxiety continues to eat away

any tips on squashing these thoughts? thanks friends",4.172521008403361,5.308759781512607,5.537226890756305,80.29894957983194,70.93277310924371,8.625210084033615,29.546218487394967,9.007467420416297,2.403783193277312,940,37,185,18,17,316,124,238,0.12,0.701,0.179,0.9670000000000001,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,2,5,17,0,3,12,0,20,2,1,0,3,40,33,19,0,5,16,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,1,14,10,1,1,7,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,4,3,29,13,24,25,3,24,0,0,2,0,21,16,0,6,10,128,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.11021495703562853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397666976163507,0.0,0.0,0.07680433337544139,0.0,0.25920062655927195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005421947494795,0.0,0.0,0.10611258925668372,0.0,0.0,0.2065449169615622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965085315081795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556771217678012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596002157215638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606828295859536,0.0,0.0,0.5235515754681797,0.0,0.059007456992339176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272936773483152,0.0,0.0,0.11932926924509725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178819519225304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413977808561888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207107389828089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346527233779595,0.12302678858732545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800019854271157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633415143505247,0.11490246841993815,0.0,0.10807010074535864,0.0,0.0,0.12652072396682154,0.1201275635696562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000003467201446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302599932431845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289272077403226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039816845596882,0.12915885254862836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932643202977006,0.06585730307670176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248062243036308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boylognese,2020/02/04,"How to cope with depersonalization? Hi, friends. So I’ve been dealing with (what I assume to be) depersonalization for the past 6 months or so that has grown worse as time goes on. I had a major panic attack while driving last spring and haven’t been able to drive since. My brain entered a sort of foggy, dissociative state that hasn’t abated since that initial attack. I was also shortly laid off from my job as my anxiety was interfering with my attendance and have been unemployed since. 

Does anyone have any experience with depersonalization? Any tips or methods you can share as to how to deal with it/make it more manageable? Lately I have not even been able to leave my house without a serious bout of panic. I was on Xanax for roughly 6 months and was cut from it cold turkey a couple weeks ago. About to start hydroxyzine poamate (which I’m a little nervous about). Any input is greatly appreciated!",5.331360946745561,7.217048289940827,5.888284023668637,76.00094674556215,69.05917159763314,8.276923076923078,27.792899408284025,8.841846274778883,2.1903159763313607,727,25,130,13,13,235,107,169,0.136,0.805,0.059000000000000004,-0.9086,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,10,3,3,6,0,18,2,1,2,0,16,20,14,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,7,0,0,9,2,11,3,27,10,2,22,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,11,83,18,3,0.27872762702320597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353761194669853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144919131446994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843165165300643,0.0,0.10661293588084424,0.0,0.0,0.09744641877737642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170929141656112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557610625931526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542034089084914,0.0,0.0,0.2873559445718935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195821236017007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204848445298508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632455143352454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076721366121778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364909639402416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080712944861514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829708072106844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360010865236518,0.15720845190153065,0.1475661559626662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967915332610578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224777326732489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32702681508958803,0.0,0.0,0.13303852934102045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458495600481287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986424245051242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126416039271614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178924490336486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434174301590265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202363215200312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aspig,2020/02/04,"WHM and anxiety- Removing SSRI Anyone had success tapering or removing SSRI medication while doing the Wim Hof method? Particularly for anxiety/panic related issues. If so, do you feel completely renewed or still struggle?",6.831142857142857,10.883658400000005,9.054285714285717,42.61571428571429,79.28571428571428,13.085714285714287,41.285714285714285,10.793553405168565,8.129685714285714,184,12,17,9,5,65,32,35,0.11199999999999999,0.794,0.095,0.264,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,4,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,13,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30565659249046945,0.0,0.0,0.2793764196418105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189232268098349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202576481703136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41702903521948026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025071397911029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31908316727404,0.0,0.0,0.4176990574181719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutelittlevole,2020/02/04,"my anxiety + mistakes are making me feel like I'm about to lose my job So today, like any other regular day for me, I made mistakes. 

I make mistakes at work, like any other person, but when I do, they always happen around my boss.

I'm also only been working there for 3 months, and I'm somewhat new to the line of work (unbeknownst to my superiors, I lied on my resume a bit hehe)

Today I started work at 7, went through the opening tasks peacefully, got bored and started completing extra tasks, then my co-worker notices that the phones haven't rung yet. That's weird, I say, I turned them on when I was answering the messages. Must be a quiet morning. I double check. OF COURSE, THE DAMN PHONES ARE OFF. shit, I think to myself, and at this point, with my luck, I know the boss must have called by now, so i answer the messages quickly and wait for him to call, wrought with anxiety, and probably dripping beads of sweat off of my echoing forehead. (Because I have no brain, haha, get it). He calls. Says he's tried to call for the last ten minutes. (Bit of backstory here: I once left the phone off of the hook for around 15 minutes by mistake, and it doesn't ring when it's off the hook. He was calling the entire time. So, I'm pretty nervous right now) I answer and immediately apologize, it's very hard for me to speak when I'm nervous so I blurt out something stupid like ""yeah, I'm sorry, I thought I had turned the phones on this morning but I might've.. forgot"" He then begins explaining that people have probably been calling and I listen and say thank you and whatever else my thumbass could come up with. 

Anyway, since this has happened before, and I already feel, due to my (social and regular) anxiety, and depression, that I don't quite fit in well, and the fact that my boss barely speaks to me except for when he stumbles into one of my Mr. Bean-esqe blunders, I feel like I'm probably going to get fired soon. It's so hard for me to read the situation right now.

I'm looking for new jobs as we speak, should I start calling some places, or am I over-reacting? 

Thank you for reading, guys. I could really use some calming words and advice.

Edit: they were only off for an hour and 40 minutes, but I'm still freaking out because its scary when I don't know what's going to happen",3.9426012863868483,5.093185168490155,4.838480206882835,85.03874411511173,71.49452954048141,7.464995689940988,27.415224454611764,7.793537801064563,1.5699633843909546,1790,62,358,22,33,582,232,457,0.152,0.752,0.09699999999999999,-0.9738,2,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,1,2,3,6,26,26,3,2,18,2,24,4,4,7,3,67,67,35,0,9,5,0,6,5,0,3,0,9,0,3,17,27,0,2,11,2,1,4,5,14,1,2,11,16,52,12,57,50,7,58,0,2,1,0,38,25,2,5,34,221,69,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961798849064281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861859533135825,0.05697312691964011,0.059280013800748835,0.0,0.0,0.0968955795944192,0.0,0.16350246032945875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684302832658753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685833451367521,0.0,0.06062267930712467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555581512731049,0.0,0.0,0.07953092474727161,0.5092306013715832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136967146192643,0.07469709466482344,0.0,0.0,0.11376372752445515,0.0,0.0,0.04594594247066045,0.0,0.061361626737139525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951451595772377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806804240139263,0.10179225120276013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444321816734484,0.0,0.08097825585338396,0.0,0.056979660845334186,0.0,0.0,0.07054192627084419,0.1890002653733964,0.0,0.1276397501935682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016015881148427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139568066142003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830675184386686,0.05807268165880178,0.0,0.0,0.07740589854356557,0.0,0.0,0.1740290394155847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059826308838903615,0.07970286939785066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741199774818814,0.09511072102968413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557773112245841,0.0,0.0,0.056865608224207415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761416996455803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111080644976891,0.0,0.07587163708812153,0.048276206975834964,0.10836726248797562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939103471912749,0.06220677672248395,0.07443393574006701,0.0,0.06734781119569905,0.0,0.0,0.07247990305413787,0.2304365187637955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577586697125853,0.14252487283561754,0.0,0.04564019066444894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216825336372144,0.0,0.1699662538304714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313007687676171,0.05893307568326715,0.08008029344795745,0.0,0.07262342670706498,0.0,0.054846462890287564,0.0,0.07975088150698371,0.15127881964976972,0.0,0.056894877214912876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311822543054154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045649738337957116,0.0,0.05655910872627873,0.04154245777350105,0.0,0.1350603651992647,0.0,0.0,0.04836942708460302,0.15498419367376154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153121340196765,0.0,0.05878306571836772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405615410914926,0.06604312030081548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593293340176708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alt_for_404,2020/02/04,"I can't fucking do this I love my boyfriend so much, but he's got a lot of stress from his family in his life and I'm his only source of support. His dad is a loose cannon and very irresponsible, and his mom is a manipulative bitch with munchasens who has brainwashed him into feeling sorry for her. I'm his only outlet and I am so, so overwhelmed. I don't know how to handle his problems and my own at the same time and it terrifies me. He doesn't have a therapist and I'm in no way qualified to give advice for his issues, but he always looks to me for support and I feel so guilty when it overwhelms me and scares me. He always says how I'm his only source of happiness and it's too much stress for me to bear because he wants me to move in with him right after high school and get married fast and do everything fast and start a business or something, all these dreams that are his but not mine. I don't know how to deal with it. It's too much.",3.229466950959491,3.9611210049751264,4.5097832267235285,88.30130597014929,72.78109452736321,7.334896943852168,24.80490405117271,7.447530270364453,0.9338724946695104,746,21,167,8,14,247,108,201,0.18899999999999997,0.7090000000000001,0.102,-0.9676,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,2,5,6,0,12,3,0,4,1,35,30,25,0,2,5,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,17,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,1,4,28,4,23,29,7,15,0,2,1,2,25,7,2,2,6,114,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370735248077301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334373807255775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550935131024819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461569680482056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260686702918999,0.0,0.13223725994060592,0.0,0.14185287272432598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968048073769609,0.07328705219341644,0.1345630092552549,0.0,0.0,0.11218943729563148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932362283701509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820652895621428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640896597746803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418116386579814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907923763552157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177943115935704,0.0,0.0,0.11925541261377015,0.1266022033212558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428648890614486,0.0,0.14908840509225132,0.309351226098354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200526824684368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422268163329132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979270124581386,0.0,0.11155102302349863,0.1404381256365798,0.1419641507807907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798930211289512,0.0,0.15702456608833487,0.09928622131397337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213653688408954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183611417186805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286820733582882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179453672315518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157402302438559,0.08273687468764751,0.11134248093985327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spookster-Snek,2020/02/04,"How do i deal with anxiety? Hi,teenager here. For years now I've been experiencing anxiety symptoms and I think it developed into a eating disorder-ish thing(only like few foods, can't try out new ones). I don't know how to deal with it and have had panic attacks from people overwhelming me and my emotions,no matter what I do i cant tell anyone i know and trust that I think I have it,. What should I do?",3.645702811244981,4.729661542168677,5.15921686746988,82.71223895582331,72.13253012048195,8.424899598393575,27.086345381526108,8.841846274778883,1.9554032128514047,320,11,66,6,6,108,56,83,0.131,0.778,0.091,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,11,3,0,2,0,16,15,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,11,2,7,12,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33887696832584874,0.0,0.0,0.15487026361602005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519757207280839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566908814694335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266385490190895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26782538651942656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24344913169034155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820834101024357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391546320908134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008668336804135,0.0,0.0,0.25986962731867114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355258943231034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021188496704065,0.0,0.0,0.19359115469828264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714745453575465,0.2838424247867045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037649687711027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263165874774292
anxiety,brightwings00,2020/02/04,"I think my anxiety is ruining my work Last year I left my full-time job due to increasing stress/burnout/health issues (one of which was anxiety). Frankly, it sucked. I missed the pay, I missed the stability--I felt like I was incompetent and stupid and not worth living. I was unemployed for about half a year afterwards, and while I got onto some meds that helped, it was really, really painful. 

As of a month ago, I've wrangled a part-time job, which I really love--the pay is good, the location is convenient, the people are fantastic. And I'm *terrified*. I came home today and cried/hyperventilated because I'm scared I'm  not working fast enough. My boss keeps saying ""speed will come with time"", but I already made a screw-up once--that was pointed out to the group--and in my heart I can't help thinking: I lose this job and that's it, that's the end of me. I'm trying not to annoy my boss with constant ""how am I doing? Am I doing good??"", but I'm scared and tired and it feels like I'm constantly on edge. What do I do?",2.106498855835241,4.065491772946864,3.6512178998220186,88.28988558352405,78.1304347826087,7.642918891431477,22.48893974065599,8.532816995589336,1.3065999999999995,795,24,173,17,19,263,119,207,0.16399999999999998,0.758,0.079,-0.889,5,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,3,2,14,3,2,10,0,17,3,1,4,0,28,35,13,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,11,13,0,1,4,0,3,3,4,10,0,2,9,3,22,4,15,25,3,24,0,4,0,0,3,6,1,1,17,94,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982271376984157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671781685373025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955396266614224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552336581574692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169935374810444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672192078657808,0.0,0.2677663088519996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097314699488842,0.1280134739731146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264347837176201,0.08850841393446345,0.1189556741061094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782933256393965,0.09908768788104826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169131979162738,0.0,0.14681252425700972,0.16608428776699888,0.0,0.12427369944033358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293109785864597,0.3688308476722291,0.11012083289157176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098845218195117,0.0,0.0,0.13460893591234802,0.0,0.0,0.12105467027371505,0.0,0.10939883705840313,0.0,0.0,0.13860337055279046,0.0,0.0,0.11181729679856486,0.11722953231402684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761599606742878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888935025747236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395237279293362,0.0,0.13182974019122626,0.0,0.0,0.1341628785022948,0.0,0.0858910593668736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711791183428298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23810501327830036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098523829146565,0.24807485437345575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191777822886248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876988234665534,0.0,0.0,0.07224237611462317,0.14239553926655202,0.11743505589030714,0.0,0.0,0.08411448265643245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803895897330335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956467180904796
anxiety,Knever,2020/02/04,"Need help finding a job. Anxiety makes it difficult to do jobs where I have to audibly interface with customers/clients (retail, call center) and I also have an allergy to cigarette smoke which would make most outdoor jobs, I assume, non-optimal. Any assistance is appreciated. Thank you. *TL;DR: Looking for an entry-level job where I don't have to deal with customers, and there is no chance that I would be exposed to tobacco smoke.*

I'm almost 33. I had a job at Gamestop for roughly 12 years with a few months gap here and there, leaving for another job when the anxiety got bad but then coming back because the other job didn't work out, either.

My anxiety stems from an allergy to tobacco smoke (weed smoke also, but that's not as common), so everywhere I go outside, I have to be mindful about smokers. I'd have to remove myself from the situation if I encounter a smoker (or they would remove themselves, which has happened approximately once in several hundred cases).

A quick exposure is not dire (though it does mess with my head, clouds my mind and I cannot think for several minutes), provided I can get away from it quickly, but prolonged exposure can be very dangerous, and I would likely die from extreme exposure.

Over the years, I also developed social anxiety in dealing with customers. People upset about not being able to return something outside the return period, calling me an idiot and threatening me for not accepting their clearly stolen goods to pawn, even had a guy threaten to kill me for not returning something he bought a year prior and didn't have the receipt.

At the end, even seeing someone come up with a return would trigger an anxiety attack because they *could* be a jerk about it. Even if they weren't, the damage was done.

I left a few months ago when I got an independent contractor job writing various articles online, but with no set schedule, I now find that I lack the motivation to properly do it.

I'm looking for suggestions on entry-level jobs wherein I don't have be clientside either in-person or on the phone (text communication like chat or e-mail is fine) or be in danger of smoke exposure. Mostly everything I've found in this realm requires a degree or experience. My forte is writing but I haven't be able to find a job there.

Also, I live in Florida. It's illegal to smoke in pretty much any public building or facility, and also illegal to smoke within 50 feet of an entrance to a building. The first rule is hardly ever broken, but the second is broken very often (people just walking by when the doors are open, employees on a smoke break just outside the door).

Sorry if it's too much info. I just want to be a productive member of society without sacrificing my mental health or my physical health, and I've yet to find a solution. Any information you can provide would be helpful.

Thank you.",6.485383511753668,7.375657448405256,7.260784129787003,70.9278851672001,65.51031894934334,10.323121068314757,34.81343118861053,10.328600350310266,3.8756556009270495,2272,102,377,54,34,756,270,533,0.172,0.764,0.064,-0.9962,11,0,15,0,0,1,75.0,0,3,4,4,33,18,6,1,37,0,49,4,2,5,2,83,70,37,2,13,27,0,2,2,0,6,2,1,2,1,14,20,0,1,11,1,2,6,15,11,0,2,11,6,38,7,61,42,10,55,0,1,3,0,23,21,0,15,28,274,52,13,0.1228493768706856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444928014430706,0.0,0.061507952690134426,0.0,0.0,0.2456065057480747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253126834350524,0.06440914154170295,0.2349485926313581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987945065114029,0.057710516762102475,0.047231793887036924,0.051287049132561234,0.0748878398936785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544294916872495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582386034686896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904261554323338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665231325564036,0.0,0.0,0.0637491288882524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053753158783439295,0.06285878246567117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440404214027125,0.0,0.0,0.12171128220453073,0.05556214731954683,0.0,0.0,0.055204549278911726,0.060085131763382336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245642097113848,0.05224780860428595,0.0,0.06734900041604744,0.0,0.0,0.03209186449694458,0.0,0.03490906597030579,0.051520114384961783,0.09825386918764063,0.0,0.0,0.06082009872674826,0.05431764912522485,0.0,0.05502445579969134,0.0,0.06303945135770432,0.13058314291768922,0.0,0.0,0.0823433477626955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6095452528716735,0.0,0.06795731692897836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503987602817222,0.06673810371121269,0.0,0.0,0.06001800017730285,0.0,0.05423912524086762,0.0,0.10316253616518956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200291300222776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190163870192107,0.0,0.12404285021866525,0.0,0.09805720056676002,0.0,0.090308427230423,0.0455456281654056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541528849867546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851682897430364,0.05363366868106057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062490990712849075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048947524001747435,0.0,0.0,0.13878482817898527,0.0,0.0,0.06904392339488431,0.0,0.06261473446641676,0.05204493918061786,0.09457545219257604,0.0,0.06875990979005492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310320088821248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935846012915449,0.06034944451754675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136360174586627,0.03622987269796601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921120770655203,0.0,0.04471790474543802,0.0,0.0,0.26180601782436025,0.0,0.0,0.11866645639453045
anxiety,xenozfan3,2020/02/04,Terrified to correct doctor's office receptionist to get refund. This morning at my appointment I was overcharged because the receptionist misread my out of pocket limit as my deductible. I felt so bad this morning and was to scared to correct her. Now I have to go back tomorrow to try and get a refund or else I won't have enough money to pay for the medicine. I'm really scared to go back and correct her. I only have the copy of my benefits statement on my phone so that just makes my anxiety worse. I called my insurance company and they said I should be able to get my money back but it still scares me to death. Anyone else have trouble like this? And thanks for reading.,4.473863636363639,6.056215628787882,5.291333333333334,80.63700000000003,70.74242424242425,8.31030303030303,29.86666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.482343030303031,541,22,100,10,10,176,80,132,0.191,0.747,0.062,-0.9371,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,3,4,0,9,1,0,1,3,17,19,10,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,5,2,1,5,0,0,4,2,19,3,18,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,7,71,24,3,0.16732218620679068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800101446723156,0.0,0.0,0.11699556303039585,0.17144135299001612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38598129903253997,0.13970703643028326,0.10199805168327568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085465985905932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126134763075238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795524325235737,0.0,0.0,0.1728885463913335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065553838126234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26225680897346937,0.0,0.19018610872522687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174516841055443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111688858571102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725606243674162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673674659666751,0.0,0.10719087701351424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916171547775607,0.0,0.5025560939531583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362371404362222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404778861452542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360078111764893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051560247900158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sk028,2020/02/05,"What do you do to calm down when having a panic attack or anxiety? I have been struggling with really bad anxiety, which makes it hard to leave the house most days. What do you guys do when you get extremely anxious? I’m on medication but it’s not really helping. Any suggestions would really be appreciated!",3.4614367816091938,6.178498017241381,5.4731034482758645,73.0405747126437,77.44827586206897,10.073563218390808,25.18390804597701,10.125756701596842,3.3321287356321845,247,9,43,9,6,85,45,58,0.276,0.627,0.09699999999999999,-0.7127,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,2,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,7,12,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,1,5,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371105375975544,0.0,0.345831193741422,0.2553543855317111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571466120101072,0.0,0.0,0.1887291729048363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577340396149682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809357617412924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380946306778596,0.0,0.0,0.2024823070980973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151506005710147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608131981352654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393376537788933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087962954055034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277057457017598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652025125128556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344100213978797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630009494412801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056825924282747,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anchulssian,2020/02/05,"I feel like reality is crushing me I've had 3 panic attacks in the last 2 days. I've gone back to cutting because I lost control of my impulse and I had to skip therapy again. I don't know what to do. Another one is starting I think, I can feel it and all the methods and exercises never work. 

I don't know what to do anymore",-0.1426408450704244,1.9003778873239447,3.1613908450704247,88.20433978873241,87.02816901408451,5.803521126760564,27.184859154929576,7.1686216300943375,1.494674647887324,254,13,56,4,8,92,47,71,0.187,0.7759999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.8402,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,2,1,2,0,9,1,0,1,2,11,17,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,2,9,1,6,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619021610667592,0.0,0.0,0.2477014507208889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28414567717599337,0.0,0.1920551740635364,0.0,0.15225546123042838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28013459060012985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610788579289588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525790949476544,0.17843337940263818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745304912004159,0.2035931952956481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202339274436128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27264985611306713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263547560728286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692483790005005,0.0,0.0,0.2930474055935776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678615482811724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28562998726002,0.0,0.0,0.16004041534090746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183313130520026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AgathaGertie,2020/02/05,"Why is it when one person is mad at me, it feels like everyone is? I got in a fight with my sister, and now it feels like my boyfriend and roommate are also mad at me. Why does my brain work this way, and how can I stop it?",2.728933333333334,2.1802585599999977,4.126000000000001,95.16633333333336,73.4,7.466666666666668,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.13386666666666658,168,3,45,1,3,56,34,50,0.201,0.7120000000000001,0.087,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,3,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,8,8,6,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,7,2,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,30,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957392975269756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292552108990985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293355521783529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504151074711045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650166906313107,0.3744397272248393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095979646013789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25606422995075845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758257193344573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288257527688098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190987476939237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801563802450584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729472549652304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907870273888645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoldfishAreBomb,2020/02/05,"Why am I like this? When there isn’t anything in particular going bad in my life at any given moment I start things. I find a reason to be mad at someone, or I pick fights with the people I’m closest too, I do something bad that I hope someone will notice and get mad at me. 

I don’t stop until I feel like they are mad at me enough, or have yelled at me enough. I can’t stop myself. The past week it’s been like this. 

I’m scared everyone’s going to leave me..

Why am I like this",0.2661320754716989,1.8764810849056632,2.459094339622641,96.31184905660379,82.49056603773585,4.994716981132076,17.20377358490566,5.6839178017228535,-0.6574913207547168,369,7,90,2,10,125,65,106,0.245,0.642,0.113,-0.9313,0,0,1,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,12,4,1,3,0,11,1,0,2,0,11,20,5,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,2,17,5,11,16,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,12,56,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568598877427246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999251636503715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28408264004449896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35155448105733084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255492006209493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601670920686094,0.12153224408421495,0.0,0.0,0.15548465605182996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887956847232886,0.0,0.19336381776809766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896543492676533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801302668290927,0.0,0.0,0.12015928628663765,0.3324440034849775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368032852884856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623967611842581,0.11793831487428925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490950886991852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703176704487947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28828064732619857,0.13096505159044022,0.0,0.0,0.12041030770817145,0.0,0.0,0.2844523222002536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301875722283533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645829818973132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30700984457709474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pheonix10,2020/02/05,Constantly feel on edge in work? Feel like I'll go insane and shout out something and have a breakdown while in work. Any tips on how I can break this cycle? I feel like I'll shout something out and get fired etc and I'll go insane.,1.0604081632653075,3.1395293265306137,1.9585306122449,98.47575510204081,82.26530612244899,4.736326530612245,17.963265306122448,5.6839178017228535,-0.5856236734693869,183,4,42,1,5,57,29,49,0.179,0.726,0.095,-0.6553,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,6,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,19,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802922782812699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865030561887489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29568148388959914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021614537112722,0.3788068961978114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851547678603546,0.0,0.3013502638646905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590507607027624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082082502235675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860244329073868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,666edgy,2020/02/05,"Feeling better but paranoid about being mean? miraculously, I got rid of my CONSTANT anxiety, or at least it's disappeared for now. no external circumstance in my life has changed, I just decided not to care and really committed to that (on Monday). That said, whenever I'm around people, I get this nagging thought that that 'feeling better' is really just a kind of apathy and filterlessness  and if I continue feeling the way I'm feeling, I'm going to expose myself as an insensitive uncaring asshole. Also, this has actually already kind of happened. I teased my mum about how she cleaned the house just because her boyfriend was coming over. Ew. I hate that kind of humour, and yet it just leapt out of me. It's not even humour, it's just pathetic stupid nonsense. But let's say it gets even worse than that? Should I let it happen? I also don't feel love for all people like apparently you're supposed to, when you're truly happy.  Is that an issue I should work through or just...acknowledge I don't like certain people for no logical good justifiable reason and move on?",5.285858085808581,6.947825242574261,6.2520990099009905,74.22375907590761,68.85148514851485,9.545082508250827,31.783498349834986,9.888512548439397,3.3842999339934003,857,37,147,21,15,284,124,202,0.243,0.589,0.16899999999999998,-0.9661,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,16,18,4,0,5,0,12,2,0,2,3,36,33,15,0,3,12,1,5,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,15,8,0,0,10,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,4,7,17,14,24,24,2,18,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,3,8,102,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.12379119728884355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139986534602199,0.2028901831511237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704295666941767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292694749282282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732901611025203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438409449676253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933609922479608,0.0,0.13419470330253697,0.1092734816924912,0.0,0.1370840996514597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757173066203082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32070594946936154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325519502346727,0.0,0.07209404700801092,0.1063991099471688,0.10145672573935488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435313237710794,0.13503843333004956,0.0,0.12524205444216144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637247503113995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324026099517384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962967355659195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594336028926799,0.08960072607158802,0.12394890570231368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144906804953094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818118581585306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482571791944778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638337569479481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253183112142133,0.13042703128399308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120667195668923,0.10087938598904317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070789992380758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069079428651266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235121700361906,0.0,0.12927505529314026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sammmmmm17,2020/02/05,"Constant anxiety and dread I keep having these ""what if"" thoughts when I go to sleep and they are stopping me sleeping. I have had barely any sleep everyday for the past few weeks and can't concentrate.

I always feel like something bad is going to happen and feel sick and dizzy. I worry about my health constantly.

I am constantly in fear of death and it is stopping me functioning. I can't control it and it is often unbearable. I end up just crying by myself.

I feel trapped inside my room and I feel like whatever I do will have awful consequences.

I don't know who to turn to and feel like non of my friends will believe me. I also am scared if I have a problem.

Does anyone know what I should do or who I should tell, and have any advice in general?",2.90577177789098,4.781956622516558,4.022119205298015,86.91425878757003,75.49006622516556,7.295160468670403,25.522669383596536,8.139509932561175,1.5753042282221092,594,21,119,10,13,193,89,151,0.254,0.682,0.065,-0.9819,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,3,2,1,21,5,3,1,0,31,34,15,1,5,4,0,5,3,1,4,2,0,1,0,8,10,0,4,8,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,5,24,4,12,28,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,13,85,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472503059630904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207096114497204,0.10620389493215238,0.0,0.0,0.17359456071020193,0.0,0.09764166709060887,0.0,0.0,0.08924649436600149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657124865860698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380276588761634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137895365404264,0.14315532564045638,0.0,0.0,0.14020283679948575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169566874648952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304816325030467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362668575134693,0.3226845577133313,0.27355088650912146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986117381644098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507766825676927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128686440218718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567176148635335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344929489949394,0.0,0.0,0.14029149981741587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187070420186063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184359885425615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213101032393402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778652581875466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831864013488028,0.0,0.0,0.09826090799807999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341986371270652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156003414525606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013292213596956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883199383520214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238239989342708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296211860896886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LilMoeWithDaGimpyLeg,2020/02/05,"Has anyone else felt like they need to cry, but aren't able to? I've felt like this for a while now.  I think the catharsis from a good cry would be very helpful, but when I try, it works for like a second, and then I start thinking again.  It's like I can't let myself get caught up in the emotion, perhaps.  Has anyone else felt this way?  Did you find a way to let yourself cry?",2.1829629629629643,3.0588640246913563,2.9317901234567887,98.08805555555556,75.41975308641976,5.4,20.907407407407405,3.1291,-0.5233555555555558,290,6,71,0,6,91,54,81,0.115,0.664,0.222,0.8651,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,18,6,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,3,7,5,8,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,10,43,11,1,0.14430683923083595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180539458267333,0.2957188203705551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755428603038027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24109969425639285,0.1623257709651387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156715879879052,0.0,0.13189383671816296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539436745296874,0.0,0.0,0.12103773015521145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672583247880988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29512704040203336,0.0,0.2820041297127336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070016927843444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214112355081104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493199144867484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797487128802904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906825540024064,0.0,0.2290881041019296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050570976462088,0.0,0.0,0.10251143822409983,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AliyaG,2020/02/05,EMDR therapy experience I'm about to start EMDR therapy to try to help with my PTSD and am interested to hear of anyone else's experience with this type of therapy. Have you tried it? Did you find it helpful? What was the experience like? Did the effects last? I've read about it and it sounds very promising!,2.245214285714283,4.9527332833333375,4.2728571428571405,79.69500000000002,82.83333333333334,8.095238095238095,25.23809523809524,8.841846274778883,2.415809523809524,247,10,47,7,7,84,41,60,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.9318,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,10,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,28,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205822612307668,0.17886000877370872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582464983459914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512267145384205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595470505600438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967447328653946,0.0,0.2340112573711163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229181455271314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528246706015856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040543336209638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460983542853975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355630413757447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5988826264877429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237033088610612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440324236304694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fkejfjsjnddn,2020/02/05,"any tips for sweating? When in public, even just grocery shopping my hands get clammy and cold and pale and my armpits sometimes sweat so much I can feel it dripping down my sides. No matter how much I wash my hands they just keep getting sweaty, my advice?",4.303979591836736,6.263287510204084,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,71.85714285714286,4.9,26.535714285714285,3.1291,0.4234040816326536,204,7,39,0,4,59,39,49,0.053,0.925,0.023,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,9,5,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659368163567646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25465875045061825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24734003129070736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934797477708776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912999333379433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328543885293631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.550570714868927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703695813072613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lizzy-to,2020/02/05,"I’m exhausted (first post here) I have numerous issues which need addressing, which all accumulate into a general feeling that I’m on the edge of imploding. 

My anxiety is self perpetuating- it stems from the fear that my periodical brain fog and ineptness is innate. I am a 17 year old girl. Like anyone else my age, my greatest desire is to become a fully functioning adult. I fear that whatever condition/s I have will affect my development.


Over the past three years I’ve tried to fix myself, through watching online ‘gurus’ and self help media. The general idea is to fuel yourself with self determination into a better mindset.  Other people just say it’s better to be kind to yourself rather than forceful. 

I am lost, any guidance would be very much appreciated.",4.407379239465573,7.276651366906477,6.024588900308328,69.55318345323745,74.89928057553956,8.863514902363823,28.63360739979445,9.424239791934726,3.3192298047276463,616,26,96,17,14,209,99,139,0.085,0.7240000000000001,0.191,0.9449,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,3,8,0,2,8,0,12,2,1,1,1,16,17,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,5,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,11,4,14,12,3,12,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,0,8,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096207074005335,0.0,0.12331663589515796,0.0,0.0,0.11271394455441434,0.1651672136509148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803140280202534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851344665433309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799511653164547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466090748812196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627869174988844,0.08150695353367679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371156115006814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804815343555944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197381680701052,0.0,0.16824965977291384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786373761158355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875358809482988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596752540250402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849966107811527,0.11952686292320328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915101734340715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388248852943975,0.11175494667182748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438388482118834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819175072865782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044964936737951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944339949803243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300588683594933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145109979649326,0.0,0.0,0.2076134759563263
anxiety,k8eeeeeee,2020/02/05,"Finally did it. Many people with anxiety and or depression know how difficult it is to complete simple daily tasks such as taking a shower, brushing your teeth, or even cleaning up your dishes. Things like grocery shopping, running to the post office, or going to work can seem nearly impossible (for me at least). Taking the leap into therapy is so much higher on the level of difficulty for me and probably many others. However, after almost six months of delaying the process, I finally booked myself an appointment and forced myself to show up. 

Since I'm brand new to this board, and Reddit as a whole, people don't know anything about me. So here's a very short summary to bring anybody reading this up to speed. In August I finally went to see a psychiatrist for the first time in my life. I had never addressed my mental health in any form or fashion before this point. I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and my psych kept reminding me how important therapy would be to take back control of my life.   


Fast forward to about 2 weeks ago, I went to my first therapy appointment. Naturally my anxiety was peaking as I first shook hands with the psychologist and sat down on the couch. Most of my anxiety centers around having a deep fear of being judged by those around me. So much so that I can barely accomplish tasks in public because I'm terrified that everybody is silently watching, judging, forming their own opinions. I never knew why this affected me, but it has caused many unfortunate circumstances in life, like having to miss out on many experiences growing up. Anywho, I decided I would go into this session doing my absolute best to convince myself that if there's anybody out there who won't judge me, it's this psychiatrist. It was one of the most difficult mental hurdles for me to overcome, but I'm so glad I gave it a chance.  


My psychiatrist was able to identify possible issues, and we are going to start breaking those down over the coming months and tailor coping mechanisms specifically meant to help me personally. I'm truly excited for the opportunity and finally have a positive outlook for once in my life. I know it will be difficult, maybe unbearable at times, but I can't continue to live this way. At the end of our session she said it appeared as if I am hypervigilant - I don't believe this is an official diagnosis since it was our first meeting - but I had some type of answer for a state of behavior I find myself experiencing often.   


Moral of the story: something finally clicked and I actually feel like there's somebody in this world that can help me. It can truly change your life to take the step I did, and I strongly encourage those in a similar position to fight their hardest fight if they have to, but to get in to therapy at least once. I'm excited for the future and looking forward to turning my life around. It will be a long journey but for some reason, I actually have confidence in myself to finish out the task. I'm really glad I found this community and I hope to meet new people that are further along in their journey and may be able to offer me more advice. Likewise, I hope to do the same for others.",7.920290404040402,7.658977011784514,8.475300925925925,67.36072916666669,62.55218855218856,11.936784511784511,37.41771885521885,11.395327392982844,4.495080976430975,2531,112,429,67,32,847,286,594,0.066,0.8,0.133,0.9946,2,0,1,0,2,0,55.0,3,3,4,10,20,23,2,2,29,0,42,11,2,6,2,76,80,38,0,7,13,0,2,3,0,6,8,1,4,1,33,28,1,3,12,4,1,16,6,9,0,6,18,9,62,14,94,51,15,92,1,2,4,0,24,43,0,19,36,325,95,8,0.13394342434106662,0.0,0.13070946058563246,0.0,0.0,0.06544398203157639,0.05936638199729302,0.0,0.0670624956950093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554306083382932,0.0,0.20493270600328295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511201275665312,0.1788570679778761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149711274205731,0.0,0.0408253341301985,0.0,0.056987994357445886,0.07545418575442425,0.0702826800966828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879839660629884,0.07084719134429279,0.05769019995425289,0.07021856602065879,0.0,0.07511446991952662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057682637557869176,0.06797487810962508,0.0,0.0,0.07675538430446965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931705872577745,0.0,0.0,0.044234184263376775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551118536680216,0.0,0.07536179543614538,0.033862909948219104,0.047844604556209834,0.0,0.3668211856569512,0.06121093162900231,0.2278644166389625,0.0,0.07343102563042712,0.0,0.0,0.034989955453619964,0.0,0.11418470217068012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118779829882822,0.0,0.0,0.0897794539296078,0.0,0.0,0.1330360428815464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990106770896105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041770464202512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838246053692651,0.09815698708402196,0.0,0.05913724882522675,0.059267857794044,0.05623937096652815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715952180601818,0.06728208648523479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349834679061736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691236341423144,0.0,0.09846382861861544,0.0,0.1033054262020168,0.12936339388290874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264537548276596,0.045381765408287436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928925808222672,0.05847711584794935,0.0,0.0,0.06330991517156133,0.07550054278761471,0.06414038756823477,0.0,0.07220683293860566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698983566697378,0.0,0.042903793725142976,0.06885807423421926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370543464194824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336778374311027,0.06096853147845275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079938474808568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051558095970697854,0.0,0.0,0.047402922575814285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141757127929585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063519580383816,0.0,0.04449302970999088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810348787776134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284599143027003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525867638578638,0.0,0.05315902784436144,0.05372066783179759,0.0,0.0,0.12416689628591415,0.06043155345044093,0.07477152494067653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875620408939056,0.0,0.0,0.09514956562730682,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lekss777,2020/02/05,"Guys, is anyone here having stomach problems because of anxiety ? I mean despite diarrhea, are you having gases and just a nervous stomach ?",7.255652173913043,10.258706956521742,7.8776086956521745,59.06684782608698,66.39130434782608,8.078260869565218,46.28260869565217,8.841846274778883,5.6778,112,8,11,2,2,37,21,23,0.276,0.7240000000000001,0.0,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594946782274755,0.0,0.0,0.3285855386436935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28646457938109243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653039538704912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118908433631424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496589372778329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blumetric,2020/02/05,"Passage of time? Constant anxiety?? Does anyone else have a complete and total inability to be present in the moment? I am never NOT thinking about the dark future of dying old and watching my parents die and the stress of the transience of life (moving apartment to apartment every few years) and I feel as though every moment is a skipping stone to the next, never fully landing or making contact with reality to enjoy it and relax.

I haven’t taken klonopin in almost 8 months. I also haven’t touched alcohol, since I find any depressant no matter how small makes my anxiety and BPD worse.

Feeling anxious all the time is making me want to sleep all the time rather than be awake and feel the overwhelming roar of anxiety in the background of my life.",8.890285714285717,8.087189171428571,8.477142857142859,69.90785714285714,60.85714285714285,10.285714285714286,38.57142857142857,9.23628265651192,3.717785714285714,604,26,97,8,7,193,91,140,0.16899999999999998,0.765,0.067,-0.9367,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,11,0,8,4,1,4,5,28,17,12,2,2,3,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,5,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,5,9,2,18,14,4,22,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,2,14,67,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035082094701502,0.14087696208353756,0.0,0.0,0.11250674712602288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956714775935946,0.0,0.3228737995145519,0.1589354231609562,0.0,0.0983711004666518,0.14414969356349042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177189412950612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475068614780003,0.15203186171898214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117286509996544,0.0,0.2920202419512284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231154896335796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752531341008547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370684748158799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134055927105256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858468813051788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874172468828727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817275025544966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229442634722084,0.14952722420038675,0.0,0.0,0.2170118254511702,0.0,0.14962142801860245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762655842544534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621543684715025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637712377290013,0.0,0.14078785671943647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115562953128015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014607140664373,0.13822353102682022,0.0,0.24610585960864215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298039812958037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337131279273926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059733550390907
anxiety,Panicguy72,2020/02/05,"Need motivation Will try keep this brief. My acute anxiety comes in stages. I can have GAD for months with symptoms here and there yet still manage to function and go about my day, however once I get a panic attack the next few months are hell. It's constant acute anxiety. I started a job on Monday. An amazing job great company great pay. Problem is since December I have had acute anxiety symptoms. Most of this happens when I leave the house. 80% of the time at home I am ok. As soon as I leave and go to work it starts. Choking, dizzy, muscle tension and chest pain.

I have had anxiety for years but moved to a new country and spoke to a Dr here. He spoke to me for 2 minutes and gave me xanax. This was in November. I was scared to use it. From November to January I only used it twice. However then for the last week I used it 6 days in a row. I then read horror stories of this drug and am so afraid to take it. Today I skipped it. It was the worst day in a long time. During a one on one training I couldn't concentrate kept choking can't sit still etc. Then had a meeting with the manager I felt I was going to faint. I had 6 panic attacks today. Didn't take the Xanax though.

I really need this job to go well. I don't know what to do. The symptoms are unbearable. If it happened at home I'd suffer in silence but it's affecting my work life now. Any tips?? Anyone have similar symptoms?",0.7081712596346748,3.0053919721254374,2.5620969274627794,92.18388237778484,85.72473867595818,5.987498680181607,22.285819871185726,7.348242739294969,0.8890636469221835,1084,39,234,18,33,359,157,287,0.182,0.7609999999999999,0.057,-0.9853,5,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,3,13,17,3,5,17,1,24,12,1,5,0,27,48,18,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,11,2,2,0,16,10,0,2,3,1,1,7,4,12,1,3,14,3,24,5,33,32,4,46,1,1,0,0,5,9,1,2,28,146,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127871704499649,0.0,0.27573933491779185,0.0,0.0,0.06300785754044283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050290345556463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762283374331319,0.0,0.09737821209030104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743428391559433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450040234652327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049782586056416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652089885476978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707939124870468,0.0,0.20484912306660694,0.0,0.0,0.19869586790930988,0.0,0.0,0.15937010173527275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807777940881416,0.0,0.0,0.10397624490370913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682644329979801,0.08009498929757529,0.0,0.0,0.049522767798475004,0.07345266816730686,0.0,0.1908295337959626,0.0,0.0,0.06364821689042006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974559068121688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385182608117794,0.09577396202891636,0.0,0.13363264999896196,0.0,0.08702997410137688,0.09583430069270824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596550431556412,0.12212338435501813,0.06853364046881652,0.09588468732446843,0.21145219327293846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622426409492989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013560155091888,0.0,0.057727552511952565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021704742100724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454092920445858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756236521861206,0.0,0.14392586727922396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746402263015111,0.13550484017036366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885338123733536,0.0,0.10508914961494102,0.0,0.1708297930139285,0.0,0.0,0.06117960072797157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23348147549828835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228178219167311,0.0,0.08102080526429563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312040771911664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802866880511475
anxiety,moogleboots,2020/02/05,"Seeing a licensed clinical social worker vs seeing a licensed mental health counselor? Hi everyone, this is my first time posting here. Sorry if this isn't the right place to post this question, but I figured that you all might have some experience with this.

I saw a counselor on and off for about 7 years in my 20s. She was a licensed mental health counselor. I haven't really needed to see a counselor for the last 5 years. However, I am now 5 months pregnant with baby #2 and caring for a toddler and really find myself struggling with my anxiety and OCD. 

I scheduled a counseling appointment at a counseling center near my house. Unfortunately, the counselor that I wanted to schedule an appointment with doesn't accept my insurance. There was one counselor at the center who did accept my insurance. Her profile says that she is a licensed clinical social worker. I haven't worked with an individual with those credentials before. Have any of you seen a social worker instead of a mental health counselor for anxiety/OCD? And was it a positive experience?

Thank you ahead of time for any feedback!",6.244489112227804,8.236273080402015,6.720683417085429,70.50802680067005,66.93969849246231,9.32676716917923,33.367169179229485,9.725611199111238,3.6766037520938037,889,40,135,20,15,289,105,199,0.087,0.848,0.065,-0.3247,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,6,5,5,0,1,18,0,14,5,0,0,1,24,23,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,6,20,4,25,16,2,23,0,0,5,0,13,10,0,4,11,102,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772998436876727,0.0,0.09434302104769644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494019536431426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257377016341181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784198972566055,0.0,0.2412703471478388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271649750101988,0.10489988579297987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932650137243352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230009025495946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052605111249303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728467281418473,0.13082796669216654,0.0,0.0,0.09843656045498396,0.0,0.0,0.09144366664458828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356797570470954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884801278289007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362218526216285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138151834152015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800985966085265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531857877496764,0.0,0.09807271297456543,0.0,0.0,0.2948213416865441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771418555119693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805185091572775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892570267999134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135407701579726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438231923923768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274007484400165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978181527622961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883406476142922
anxiety,Witchinghell,2020/02/05,"Can you guys share any advice on handling a job again while having derealization disorder ? I'm not going to go down the medication route again if you guys suggest that. I've done everything to help myself from having anxiety , and i've seen plenty of personal growth but the shitty healthcare i have doesnt promise me good mental health care. I'm mainly asking for advice from people who suffer from derealization/depersonalization disorder who have gotten much better or are able to work through it to handle a job. Thank you for your time",7.979727891156465,8.90705785714286,8.118775510204085,65.94646258503404,62.265306122448976,10.206802721088435,30.619047619047624,10.125756701596842,3.1834843537414965,442,14,69,9,6,144,73,98,0.192,0.6629999999999999,0.145,-0.7432,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,2,2,7,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,0,0,5,17,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,1,7,6,13,14,2,9,0,1,1,0,13,2,0,2,4,46,11,3,0.17503840669462298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420910104071913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903211887506815,0.0,0.133903902020199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363728181143306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480724637615195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846332132344905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012183573768368,0.0,0.0,0.17912506208536516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731323339550904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989567205724389,0.1468139108944934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34663108425355005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605764115147685,0.0,0.0,0.11732455435614644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34739721955036845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633277977048356,0.17639754447555475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867336909775184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134959181127425,0.1528367851796618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161151847732804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020663025652139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743004477104775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RockstarArePigs,2020/02/05,"Blood Pressure & Heart Rate I’ve had every single test to rule out a cause for extremely high spikes in my blood pressure. My best is 117/77, my worst has been 190/130, heart rate between 60-150. 

When my heart starts racing it stays racing for hours and hours, even a whole day, then it all begins the next day.

I’ve had all tests in the book, does anyone relate?",4.544583333333332,5.582263180555557,3.7926666666666686,93.51899999999999,69.97222222222221,6.315555555555558,21.344444444444445,5.6839178017228535,-0.06829222222222242,287,5,61,1,5,84,52,72,0.11199999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.055,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,4,0,5,5,5,1,2,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,7,4,6,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,32,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105019415524514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974529267209198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947299089173569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906174534945927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23933695017908024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623815852338851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255819870260598,0.0,0.15633920176962982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6596553944437823,0.0,0.19605043881462936,0.0,0.0,0.3654711935606355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973412503895988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133771766965546,0.1977783470428073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207167003609998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lizzobeth10,2020/02/05,"Is anxiety something that therapy can really fix? I can’t imagine not being crippled by it every day. All it takes is a single “what if” thought and suddenly I won’t be able to breathe, my face will feel like it’s on fire and I’ll start shaking. 

Has anyone ever successfully overcome anxiety with therapy? I just can’t see how this is something I can suppress. It’s crippling and overwhelming, it feels like my body’s natural response to everything. It feels like constantly trying to counteract it with logic would just be exhausting.",3.917200000000001,6.641424319999999,5.184000000000001,75.70700000000002,75.8,9.2,33.0,9.642632912329526,3.9739,432,23,71,13,10,143,68,100,0.098,0.768,0.134,0.6767,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,1,0,14,4,3,1,2,20,21,5,0,2,4,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,5,6,4,7,14,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,49,16,1,0.18463221761520945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28248628223006483,0.0,0.0,0.12909913946943952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508477141648745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952183544506666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907250611954392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701041122690147,0.1555606064630634,0.0,0.16593553203843292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800667904110137,0.3957038794667013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706059261797447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828012638243375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712797302552386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842778028684207,0.0,0.0,0.13068363392485408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388204498836459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222860634006213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657735716763862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535315618366152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311574300367306,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justacuriousbanana,2020/02/05,Discord server for people with anxiety? Is there a discord group for people with anxiety? Could really use a support group of some kind.,4.1575000000000015,7.450103083333339,5.23,71.81500000000003,80.66666666666666,8.200000000000001,28.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.539683333333333,110,5,15,3,3,36,17,24,0.29,0.507,0.20199999999999999,-0.1978,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269781187107186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500042654199724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35867227484826075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775706953586199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065155868742967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908566429954485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974781206523024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SexyTruckDriver,2020/02/05,Anybody afraid of going to the bathroom in the middle of class? Literally would almost have my bladder explode before walking past all my peers 😭,6.627307692307693,8.834877115384613,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,66.30769230769229,6.7384615384615385,36.07692307692308,7.1686216300943375,3.0236,119,6,16,1,2,38,23,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378897193996155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570849321427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052812990519552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127814995421538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38158416731929135,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sn1ped_u,2020/02/05,"My body starts itching when anxious Hi everyone, sometimes whenever I'm in any public place with more than a few people, I kind of feel anxious and my body starts to itch. The itching sensation however isn't like the normal one. This one's like you've been pinched by needles inside of your body onto your skin. Scratching doesn't help much and the itching usually stops after a few minutes. It also occurs sometimes when I'm nervous. What's happening with me? Is it normal?",3.613666666666667,6.262500588888893,4.305555555555556,82.00500000000002,76.44444444444444,6.666666666666668,30.0,7.793537801064563,2.3556666666666666,383,18,64,6,9,122,63,90,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.8895,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,0,4,8,8,0,0,8,10,5,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,6,3,10,9,4,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,9,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082028459495387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124461639971184,0.0,0.0,0.36961298448787017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451240859530213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631417354678956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271438850173744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446592445800159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964876679474447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035045239939411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984047002542195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025510191212872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205606128156319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170126433999565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341047205481905,0.0,0.17091336185167885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32358300608749524,0.0,0.23157512216459056,0.0,0.0,0.13676586854834294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016772092478567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Natalie14444,2020/02/05,Does anyone know if Aripiprazole is benefic for derealization ? I know that it depends from case to case but i wanna hear some opinions .,4.1575000000000015,7.450103083333339,4.738333333333333,75.34,80.66666666666666,6.533333333333335,28.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.4609333333333336,110,5,17,2,3,35,21,24,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618916168838032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529222850570974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833303641348615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5688774451550827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChlorineWine,2020/02/05,"Someone please help me! (Coronavirus Anxiety) I am so ducking worried about this Coronavirus. I have spent virtually every day for the last week in a constant state of fear induced panic. I cannot get it out of my head that in the very near future, a large amount of people are going to die including those I love and it terrifies me to my bones. I don’t even know why I’m writing this at the moment. I just feel like I need someone to give me a reason why it isn’t going to be as bad as I think. Today I watched a YouTube video by a doctor who said it is going to become a pandemic and it is going to be coming to where I live. I have literally spent every minute of the last 2 weeks thinking of nothing but this virus and to me that seems like the logical thought process because I don’t know if my thoughts are even normal or not. Sorry for writing this post. I feel like I just want this to stop but I know that’s not going to happen.",3.256530612244898,4.165259346938779,4.6802040816326524,86.4433673469388,72.87755102040815,7.4367346938775505,26.755102040816325,7.7094869923839395,1.3893204081632655,736,25,157,9,14,246,110,196,0.085,0.8220000000000001,0.094,0.162,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,11,0,13,4,2,2,0,32,39,10,1,4,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,15,5,0,1,13,1,2,6,6,3,0,0,5,4,22,4,26,32,1,24,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,3,13,102,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570930114257707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446216287501403,0.07626628808484875,0.13817487819000365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777174279460544,0.0,0.13520016110077296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068601601486101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298450973042426,0.0,0.0,0.12805604676415636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526880242890854,0.0,0.2108222291342213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078425869080713,0.12651940274467074,0.17875813987229328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536514837065044,0.12001753109072505,0.3555163142433049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063493037474624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839961640723804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385902826489106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062726160437547,0.2039637482826741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336822500010727,0.0,0.11047499185350078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129172419475283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276795815181316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258186880039465,0.12004703833153238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467903855592584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673596848911896,0.0,0.0,0.13733391841868806,0.0,0.0,0.1198214143343512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863458042417578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900887364396212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389603257175444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201168737369291,0.0,0.0,0.14005112435294606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045981014792187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033169940795766,0.0,0.19864775460374587,0.0,0.0,0.11859026285508913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322938494478702,0.07379350004976483,0.0,0.2007124260589816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257857951715853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705593322575734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpazAttack45,2020/02/05,"I’m scared of dying, so why do i have “suicidal” thoughts? Probably not the best idea to ask on the internet but oh well, anyway yeah i’ve been having some thoughts of suicide recently. I don’t have depression and i’ve been going to therapy for my anxiety and other depressive episodes in the past, but recently at random times i’ll just think about, how to say it? “Harming” myself? You get it. Why would this be though? I’m scared of dying (like anyone else) so why do i have these thoughts? 

P.S they’re not strong enough for me to actually act out on them, just random thoughts. I’ll talk about it with my therapist next time i see them but i was wondering if you guys had your own thoughts on it. (Once again i know it probably isn’t the best idea to ask on reddit)",1.4218557874762825,3.790722077419357,2.8110436432637584,91.14833017077801,83.06451612903227,7.001897533206831,22.66603415559772,8.124751697461798,1.3081157495256177,602,21,129,13,17,195,94,155,0.23800000000000002,0.73,0.031,-0.9899,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,3,2,3,11,10,0,2,4,1,14,0,0,1,0,27,29,10,4,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,9,2,15,5,20,18,5,16,0,2,1,0,10,7,0,5,8,83,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.10867460838866252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519269175755327,0.0,0.0,0.0778678745612717,0.11410495768777965,0.0,0.0,0.20821948127101456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337380233011905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918342565057036,0.0,0.2311552423602202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930298260259176,0.0,0.0,0.1150681555332433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058182777121442236,0.0,0.06329038330139418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026726879827817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25143143373397586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061202409054830015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054406529229910634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843623313516262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859838032831176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630896080654874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401371486786197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991583360973535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856064087713622,0.22298837021583076,0.0,0.08874220692011399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436269565163932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950967789761419,0.0,0.0,0.1273537466980436,0.1293014840135791,0.0,0.07135716635460032,0.1094139693909518,0.4420504779644275,0.12987378145201142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001290656030304,0.0,0.3014644254266205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076885057911448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910936007669153,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princessjah-,2020/02/05,"Work anxiety has caused a panic attack Okay so on Sunday night I started feeling really sick, and proceeded to throw up all through the night and into Monday morning; so of course I had to call off work. 

My boss wasn’t exactly pleasant when I told her , and I didn’t get any well wishes or anything of the sort; but I let that go and gave myself time to recover. 

I’m not off sick often, I had a day off in November, and I think 1 or 2 in October but these were all genuine illnesses ...I’ve had poor health over the last year compared to other years. I have always given work notice and have completed back to work forms when I came back. 

Today, I was asked for my address by a co-worker who sends out all the letters etc. 

My anxiety ridden brain thinks this is about some sort of disciplinary about too many days off or something of the sort :/ 

I could be totally wrong; but now I feel sick about going back in tomorrow and facing everyone. 

Not to mention we are a small business and I feel guilty than my co workers had to pick up the slack, so they might be off with me also. 

Filled with so much anxiety which led to a panic attack about an hour ago:( 

Any tips , or just reassurance? 

Thanks guys",5.490803571428572,5.380190854166671,6.140714285714285,81.57000000000002,67.54166666666666,9.523809523809524,29.22619047619048,9.23628265651192,2.2461190476190467,935,29,191,16,14,306,150,240,0.19399999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.057,-0.9901,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,5,19,10,2,2,12,1,18,7,2,4,5,46,35,22,0,2,10,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,6,14,0,0,5,0,1,8,4,5,1,0,12,3,22,5,36,18,8,45,0,0,0,0,13,15,0,10,22,134,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100660946098774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081105634855699,0.09448806770244662,0.0,0.0,0.15444456736394405,0.0,0.2606111326669653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344728714890127,0.0,0.10615995679495584,0.25837372309656964,0.0,0.2619537143196845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267665595898269,0.1159538373260248,0.1298783331812547,0.0,0.11665376025078475,0.0,0.0,0.1190617829744288,0.0,0.0,0.0906655894560337,0.0,0.0,0.1464690388707582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664546505318164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850805948012113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722526675046872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932856107141485,0.0,0.12907350101534448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243874415657316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070520194030837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183023435312003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256366732104536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611916932150412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512842237500395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046545399093594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347706068486127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131300817165028,0.0,0.0,0.12928477710862132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664680665900349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274717310205059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742130722566993,0.0,0.0,0.08037584359690263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454752733216373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552478281040407,0.0,0.0,0.06621568233472667,0.0,0.10763824190189446,0.10850805948012113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210089097764674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058431951652558,0.0,0.0,0.4133522598738419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415615757793905,0.0,0.14625326835303454
anxiety,musicwithdean,2020/02/05,"No anxiety disorder, but I do get anxiety from Effexor for major depression. Actually I'm not even sure if it's anxiety, but it sucks, bad. Can you guys help me figure out if I am, in fact, experiencing anxiety, and also what to do about these medication induced symptoms? Hi. I took Effexor 150mg once a day in the morning. I started feeling a certain way some evenings (and I worked a night shift = hell) I felt: (strap on this will get weird)

-Generally paranoid

-The feeling that something bad was going to happen imminently (nothing in particular)

-The feeling that others, even those not around me, could see me and read my thoughts

-Racing, irrational thoughts (what if...[insert very unlikely negative event) 

-Being unsure whether or not I am hungry / need to use the bathroom

-Visual artifacts that are always there like eye floaters, light ""fuzz"" or TV ""snow"", the colored lights you see when you close your eyes; become more apparent. I just focus on them way more.

-I stutter normally, but it gets much worse

-dry mouth

could go on but will stop there. I got a new psych doc who thought that it was because the effexor was being metabolized partway through the day, which made sense because days I exerted a lot of physical or mental effort it was more likely to come on, and stronger.

So he added a second dose at 12, which helps to stave off the side effects quite a bit, but some days are still bad.

I asked him if we could add an anti anxiety med to take as needed, but he said that they can be highly addictive, and you never know who will become addicted; that it could lead down a ""very dark path"". I am inclined to understand his view despite my suffering. What is your take? 

Ultimately I just want to know how to deal with these side effects. (Although I  need to identify it in order to tackle it.) Sorry this has gone so long. What do you all do to tame your symptoms? Doctor suggests therapy. I'm reading the wiki, I want to try CBD.

Thanks in advance. I hate this shit.",3.8454181818181823,6.055695520000004,4.732484848484847,81.37290909090909,73.8,8.065454545454546,29.763636363636362,8.841846274778883,2.611640000000001,1560,69,287,33,33,505,230,375,0.185,0.7390000000000001,0.076,-0.9935,1,0,1,0,0,0,73.0,1,8,2,7,15,16,4,0,18,0,27,11,4,7,5,69,66,25,0,13,18,0,5,2,0,3,7,1,0,1,29,12,0,1,14,3,0,7,6,11,0,1,13,15,35,5,34,43,10,41,1,2,6,0,25,18,3,10,15,190,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.08392637086460006,0.1875115915495108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877644424181703,0.07156125675833097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289597059244562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656076589820665,0.08040105073987504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154263502252879,0.10485307237994597,0.1899667712663324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389283242681476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740838359353732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746650951373262,0.0,0.0,0.22185888128824308,0.08866515703841424,0.0740741245574717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856671154681368,0.08802755632418993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041220444555716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045686790239186,0.0,0.0825762184479635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479881095580615,0.0,0.09775479773745646,0.0,0.0687843318232168,0.0,0.0,0.08515633810516028,0.07605203198972861,0.0,0.0,0.08491000442003614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152917885630961,0.09086672784736738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945298291165222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840332919954013,0.0,0.0,0.0761098116584236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311654350600448,0.0,0.08137797159873779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955297730738046,0.08663881859005136,0.08667063988579117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322198684295302,0.19131005995355874,0.06633069613255711,0.08306208382068507,0.0,0.08070784423631408,0.08426452817198435,0.08252204948777978,0.0,0.0,0.09159022331856116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147461217944022,0.17205223760101865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180840024732504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370662656116377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828068471313888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620919196089257,0.0,0.09627314405504407,0.060873256493279626,0.0,0.06868198327846316,0.07190222954737108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105666380779569,0.178779772147285,0.12932687282232816,0.0,0.0,0.07917986502196056,0.09835174871898963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482995745519525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095552325482473,0.058390286522013626,0.0,0.0,0.08953199491600577,0.0,0.07427884507095446,0.0,0.14192270848833094,0.10145341272253006,0.13653011084823896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261109560123311,0.0,0.08764424669678485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pola_rize,2020/02/05,"How to tell my doctor to up my medication? I'm prescribed 1mg of Ativan a day.
When I take 1mg my anxiety is still present. It feels less intense, but I have had panic and anxiety attacks while on 1mg. I've taken 2mg a couple times, and my anxiety completely goes away, and I have very rarely experienced panic and anxiety attacks while on it.

I've disclosed to my psychiatrist that I smoke weed daily, drink occasionally, and that I used to do cough syrup occasionally but also that I stopped using it a year ago. I don't know if he'll think that I'm just going to misuse the medication because of this.

I don't know if I'm just anxious about about talking to him about it, but that could probably be it.",4.783417624521071,5.0305835103448295,6.643678160919544,76.1263601532567,69.06896551724138,9.754789272030653,31.28352490421456,9.725611199111238,2.8171226053639846,559,22,114,12,9,196,81,145,0.205,0.787,0.006999999999999999,-0.9797,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,2,2,4,0,9,5,0,3,0,21,22,15,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,5,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,2,14,0,15,17,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,10,72,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328269450928212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982954326293364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458518514556985,0.16928015121035628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34093651670529873,0.140782607610646,0.0,0.0,0.091343016577214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710773167460285,0.0,0.0,0.11963759272307825,0.1657986373983929,0.0,0.0966364600070128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337085226145394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678927828886598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576521810913696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851593368468855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469979471356225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019024951038015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35161739107055606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615563002390817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966496345338327,0.1252756146560051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266342911997035,0.12043827851128272,0.13096955086997167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601346443254667,0.0,0.0,0.0873747678978506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588328075716039,0.0,0.12363632290294367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649410023482168
anxiety,mossara,2020/02/05,"I am terrified of people and I crave nothing but social connection I have severe clinical anxiety and depression alongside high functioning autism. I essentially operate like a normal person but I struggle with connecting and maintaining relationships with people. I’m lucky and have a very loving boyfriend. However, I am almost completely ostracized from my peers. I talk to no one and no one talks to me. I’m too scared to. I love every day in fear and anxiety and it manifests heavily in my body dysmorphia and inhibits my ability to function. I am scared every day. I am tired of being scared, and I have forgotten all of the exercises I learnt in therapy to help me overcome the challenges my autism presents. I am regressing, at least it feels like it, and I don’t want to deal with it anymore.",4.858131868131867,7.341981061224492,6.078503401360546,71.62299843014128,71.72108843537416,10.781580324437464,33.75667189952905,10.727762888450028,4.619115541601255,644,33,105,23,13,215,85,147,0.262,0.568,0.17,-0.9414,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,12,0,5,4,0,10,6,1,0,1,21,16,12,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,13,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,20,6,17,15,2,8,0,1,0,2,9,5,0,2,5,74,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605481376929064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316056016368727,0.0,0.14465104738935713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201435379106766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292839130138694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881315223943532,0.15037226258523667,0.1256265040381287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457817902069119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412978496660266,0.07374973082818724,0.10420033933873736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977649376756889,0.15410603123621264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251682026976706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632834496159453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290898680085756,0.1399538184912039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976730876635813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223789206795306,0.12735679125006194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565959368309968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43808519763322745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477700319340927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868294231443224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524815068992662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23446881942114234,0.0,0.0,0.16680030214892216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764127671391615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203473805294745,0.0860302949188434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mymidnightmelody,2020/02/05,"Worse anxiety attacks after starting Lexapro - is this normal? Hello all,

I recently started a 10mg dose of Lexapro, and have had much worse and frequent anxiety attacks since. These mostly happen in the middle of the night, a little while after taking my dose for the day. However, it seems that I've started experiencing them during the work day now, too. I've been having some nausea too, which is very unusual and unsettling for me. Is this normal and related to the new medication? I used to take 5mg but never experienced anything like this. It's almost scaring me off of the medicine, and I'm worried about an upcoming solo work trip because of these intense attacks. Anyone have similar experiences?",6.581736111111113,8.210679187500002,7.287916666666668,68.14319444444446,65.71875,9.75138888888889,36.09722222222222,9.994966539143718,4.1083461805555554,568,28,86,13,9,188,87,128,0.18100000000000002,0.8079999999999999,0.011000000000000001,-0.9613,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,3,1,9,0,8,3,0,1,2,16,17,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,6,1,13,15,4,19,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,15,60,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457648283971494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209017838191258,0.0,0.0,0.10095438961912934,0.0,0.11881306957037945,0.0,0.0,0.4927618993665718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801317574197469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622730136112484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123209506051393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767543582874485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053715002043642,0.14470745917065544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544843357592765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613647673770724,0.0,0.11135534864725301,0.13944384489400602,0.0,0.1354915696277719,0.2829249943174343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255858962853307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455033564316658,0.0,0.0,0.1314388281215296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943326282200008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065803509685625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171127374241552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469862631113855,0.0,0.1191292539211234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022183653639334,0.14662567775185512,0.29427267364546755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SparePartsAccount1,2020/02/05,"Severe Anxiety + Jury Duty I got summoned for jury duty 6 months ago. I postponed, desperately hoping I wouldn't get summoned again. No such luck.

Problem is, I suffer from anxiety (obviously). Except I essentially consider it debilitating. It actively affects my ability to do simple, every day things that are just about required for living normally: driving, shopping, phone calls, etc. I drive, but only short distances, and only places I know the routes by heart. If highway is involved, I essentially won't drive myself. The courthouse? No non-highway routes in a downtown area that's a convoluted mess of one-way-only streets that alternate direction every other road or so. The drive alone is enough to deter me from going. The parking is of course in a parking garage, which I avoid at all costs, and parking needs to be validated - I literally didnt even know what that was prior to this. I'm not a bad driver, I just hate it, and every aspect makes me anxious. Literally every yellow light makes my heart rate pick up worrying if I should stop or go. 


Then there's the actual courthouse part. I've been there before, and it was absolutely awful. Everyone there is short and condescending with you. My social anxiety is a disaster. Between the excessive number of people that will be present and how rude all the workers are, just thinking about it gets me worked up. I literally cried a little when I got my notice just thinking about the drive + speaking with a judge + whatever else will be involved  and all the many ways Ill probably find myself embarrassed by my crippling anxiety. 

Other threads talks about asking for medical exemptions and showing your medications, doctors note, etc. Except I don't take anything for my anxiety (even though I clearly should)  because going to the doctors is always a nightmare. I always end up with condescending nurses or nurse practitioners that have literally scoffed at me, rolled their eyes, straight up talked down to me, etc when I start freaking out. I also get what I call ""medical anxiety"", where completely normal medical things freak me out. Such as BP machines - being able to notably feel my heart rate in my arm freaks me out because I focus on it too much, and can typically feel my pulse increase, which freaks me out more. I MAYBE go to a doctor once a year, not at all if I can help it, because of how terrible my experiences always are. I'm aware that this is something I desperately need to do... And I'm working on it... But at this point, I don't have a doctor I can go to and get a note, nor medications to show for my anxiety. 

I'm at a loss. I don't know what to do. I've been freaking out about this for literally 6 months now, ever since the first summons I was able to postpone (online with no phone calls...). Its ridiculous and excessive, but I can't help it, and Im genuinely considering just.... Not. Which is contempt of court, which I'm frankly considering just to avoid all of this. 

Idk if I'm looking for suggestions or just to vent. Again, I know this is pretty bad and I really need to seek medical/professional assistance, but until then, I'm at a loss.",5.665522350786644,7.033175013651878,6.556501290268876,73.51256846749358,67.63481228668942,9.607858153666859,32.7227170565221,9.864919413459043,3.382210988096228,2482,108,431,57,41,823,270,586,0.183,0.747,0.07,-0.9962,0,3,1,0,0,0,99.0,0,2,1,7,32,22,4,3,25,1,41,15,5,6,8,87,78,38,0,14,24,0,2,0,0,6,10,1,0,0,34,23,0,6,9,3,2,11,14,20,0,1,8,7,55,2,68,60,13,63,0,3,3,0,18,31,0,10,20,298,89,10,0.13340844595048792,0.0,0.06509369942399412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912926896504352,0.0,0.0,0.06908545806126179,0.0,0.05334334301373062,0.16650977123788194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35719983599002164,0.07535678535982053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054891891940486506,0.0,0.06235944407364154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139047989414733,0.1219868255984852,0.0,0.056760380753764814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043374089108506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993810868859282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327145674929766,0.043018705516349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730983948604144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572281899687344,0.0,0.05908014269375056,0.06892329349618123,0.22317852324727366,0.0881150203452777,0.06033778856994414,0.2248047391447585,0.06373874359952161,0.0,0.0652495296066568,0.0,0.0,0.06745531874785954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609664513504832,0.056738577986874414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940081355716266,0.0,0.1895477355812642,0.0,0.10669892132007618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585661037011628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371344761819273,0.0894208691912634,0.0,0.0,0.06625234431455422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205200731539538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663558592422993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685515524933687,0.05890105096515703,0.0,0.056014747411360415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905117360551097,0.06762761245511137,0.06701335763557516,0.0,0.0,0.3359874350369143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064853487668631,0.0,0.049035278973068766,0.14838100839000926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307119517363864,0.0,0.07594319996992832,0.0,0.07103782047830276,0.04520050780688459,0.10146313476015864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223417320311305,0.0,0.046244309366092584,0.0,0.06969171573897981,0.0,0.06305705142186419,0.0,0.0,0.06786217536685699,0.07191843434446553,0.0638269327852215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042732433297188316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535678535982053,0.0,0.055178422547542426,0.0,0.0,0.06799655506238382,0.0,0.05135216971982442,0.0,0.0,0.04721359234662916,0.0,0.0,0.05576771722469148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015327423440746,0.10722865543288544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863064354879109,0.08548274536812371,0.06553656039733867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058934147434759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712293753887792,0.06774137633139615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429553326122006
anxiety,hushtheworld_isquiet,2020/02/05,"On the verge I'm so close to having an attack but on not sure why??? The only reason I know I am is because my friend came up to me and smacked my ass all in good fun its usually fine but today she did it and I just started SHAKING oml my arms couldn't stop and I could feel my nerves were shot. This isnt the reason I'm on the verge of an attack cause idk what it is but this just shot my nervee. I haven't had an attack since a little bit befote school ended last year I felt so so bad but now I feel ""fake"" since I haven't had one in so long but idk",-0.2557142857142836,1.2608560476190505,1.8034126984127,100.83464285714287,83.76190476190476,4.517460317460318,14.468253968253968,4.7782277997778095,-1.331860317460318,426,5,111,1,12,142,76,126,0.225,0.6579999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,3,1,8,0,13,3,3,3,2,25,21,12,0,2,8,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,6,3,15,5,9,13,2,21,0,0,0,1,2,10,1,0,9,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525658958310363,0.0,0.0,0.13518268000294512,0.09869488562592764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675671579522004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517450010843006,0.0,0.1663195177448229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292667898742354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339846694057112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372657299715393,0.0,0.1554527731073353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250862611877355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579699464899994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897794276439351,0.13197298120893555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226986484314765,0.0,0.1432795241215207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971001810271848,0.12313492581603368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33292757576923043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638550101199618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678565365873296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459614775066995,0.0,0.0,0.13535859580179982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525921555210376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534656100715214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783138583627633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609274811976666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426056137747708
anxiety,Rinfires,2020/02/05,"Does anyone have tips for dealing with this? So today I was taking a math test, and I thought I was doing pretty good as the material was relatively easy and I had studied for hours. But with 4 minutes left I realized that I did a free response question wrong, which would for most people be easy to fix. But instead I couldn’t handle it and I panicked and was unable to write anything so I for sure failed the test... like my heart starts pounding and i feel lightheaded, I hate it so much. This is probably the fifth time this has happened to me in this class alone, and it’s significantly impacting my grades. And it really sucks because I 100% understand the material. Does anyone have a good way of dealing with this kind of thing? I just can’t think when it happens and I hate it :((",3.455414585414584,5.373695870129873,4.431298701298704,84.39167332667333,74.06493506493507,7.335864135864138,26.78121878121879,8.139509932561175,1.7087288711288708,620,23,122,10,13,201,95,154,0.133,0.7240000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.1733,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,3,0,7,0,15,1,1,0,1,25,26,15,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,7,1,17,7,14,16,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,2,6,85,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512836983933282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296373897723784,0.0,0.1312028448228805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971911514532747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32874453788526525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790483156587441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061600179265853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745593128005485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28197874956525193,0.0,0.0,0.3148215273876635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893329403660505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701306407064894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602882067756908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322847486881135,0.0,0.0,0.07789273336547806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720434239951935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053335440284973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220447408980174,0.1718997623807863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860562766585614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213925256709597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285013890396835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026723222556465,0.0,0.11987657965716698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592267966179532,0.10216061952945267,0.0,0.12657495525458218,0.09296884007302547,0.0,0.15112737865529333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597925993553647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655345599507184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132592793252408,0.17431903668371995,0.0,0.0
anxiety,birdnest19,2020/02/05,"Seroquel (quetiapine) withdrawal insomnia Hi! I don't know if anyone can help me with my problem but I'm still going to try!

In 2018 I did a severe depression that lasted around 6 month. I was hospitalized and given heavy medication. I'm currently taking 300mg of effexor, 150 mg of wellbutrin and some straterra for my ADHD. I'm a 20 year old woman.

I was also on seroquel (quetiapine) for my anxiety and to help me sleep. I went up to 300mg XR. I gradually decreased my dose (with the help of my doctor) and got down to the lowest, wich is 25mg. 

A week ago, I decided to stop taking it. I was always tired and was having trouble getting up in the morning. My doc was ok with it. 

Now my problem is that I can't sleep! I sleep around 3-4 hours a night and have a constant headache. 

I was wondering if anyone else had the same experience and how much time did it take before you could sleep without the medication or have any tricks....

Thanks in advance!",2.2223618382780685,4.314578743455499,4.425820244328102,82.23121436881911,78.31937172774869,7.385805700988946,25.794357184409538,8.344100000000001,1.8713767306573603,744,29,147,15,18,257,114,191,0.155,0.76,0.084,-0.9434,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,1,0,10,1,18,10,4,1,0,27,32,13,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,12,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,12,0,21,2,23,19,3,26,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,5,14,95,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841487931712405,0.0,0.10946930847245348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875750154757007,0.1027562707401493,0.0,0.0,0.08397963978039805,0.0,0.09447199262787707,0.0,0.0,0.17269869327373835,0.12653342087325706,0.0,0.21987033613110613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105083653806394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345232354975378,0.0,0.09859930553663117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106364548956597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640056673109168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316275794530176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080008782818445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452012230026724,0.0,0.070184055713144,0.0,0.09876882748686344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483247523107472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216159682121005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678686565449857,0.10066347520086033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881289968708015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857112810618317,0.0,0.09078174267821723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158900425855784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958538438439288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23633271021993005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951221326486407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943297120580548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986218631202358,0.10324588053478932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785546486960121,0.0,0.0,0.11369598601156285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200990290813952,0.1419373158610851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384380546464369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905883027356137,0.0,0.0,0.11447947318239522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190430790687462,0.1339231538082694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952559939548319
anxiety,javiikillz,2020/02/05,"Anxiety/Stress in my Early 20s Hello,

I just joined this community because  I feel like I have developed anxiety in my early 20s and wanted to get more insight as to why this has affected me now of all times. 

I had an issue back in late 2018 where I started to lose hair (alopecia) randomly. At the time, I was dealing with a mixture of emotions from having a girlfriend, to moving back to California on my own, and making my managers happy during my initial probation phase so I can keep my job and develop a career. While I heard alopecia has no research-based reason from happening, they did say that anxiety/stress can cause it to develop faster.

I recall having the tendency to scratch my head when I was feeling stressed out and overthinking to the point I felt hopeless. That is when my hair loss started to develop and has since been growing back to its normal state. I stopped my tendency to scratch my head when I was in a better place.

However,  I feel like I have developed a new tendency to throw-up/gag because I have stopped my other tendency to scratch my head in situations where I feel anxious/stressed. Has anyone ever had a situation like this?",7.561484848484845,7.334171754545458,7.919090909090907,70.94030303030306,63.27272727272727,11.333333333333336,39.696969696969695,10.864195022040775,4.503151515151514,926,47,161,22,12,305,121,220,0.09300000000000001,0.825,0.08199999999999999,-0.1027,2,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,1,3,12,9,0,1,10,0,19,5,5,4,2,26,32,11,0,2,1,0,10,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,9,12,31,5,27,23,3,35,0,3,0,0,6,12,0,1,23,117,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468792408179167,0.12506351773479088,0.0,0.07740650651140839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553726240804697,0.0,0.13496773120740005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790830685753377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372305577519468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413051435688196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452661013514064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013771228249277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390019458093813,0.15817329766053967,0.10629278286880113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783804349968364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978947967702038,0.11784600328014665,0.0,0.0,0.34084138646761064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554575998772673,0.10985620624807912,0.0983984149376042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487844302996035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622525097606605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384897216344805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389548914764965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766036975080725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069181927451169,0.0,0.0,0.10846598893567523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156616631889546,0.0,0.1046506513135676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382170229231285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880359180642132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157513280193344,0.24887089032065104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567131059418617,0.0,0.0,0.18510627434162666,0.5072422379128333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910427780735062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529583076397648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989274841613016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SensitiveEase3,2020/02/05,"Caffeine side effects So even after just one cup of coffee, it feels like my heart is beating harder and faster. Do any of you get this just after one cup?",2.272795698924732,4.475969612903229,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,78.67741935483872,4.133333333333334,20.010752688172047,3.1291,-0.42371827956989216,122,3,24,0,3,38,26,31,0.087,0.841,0.07200000000000001,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29217221785673114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28377538717630896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724059212341826,0.3069373021868265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244709226921057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5091294501791792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099020435415464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822749199036812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asatreat,2020/02/05,"anxiety stomach pains Hey! This past weekend I got into a really bad fight/breakup with my bf and since then I've been incredibly anxious which pretty much always manifests in stomach pains (when I'm anxious I clench my stomach without realizing). I ate a few chicken nuggets and a boost protein shake thing w/extra calories yesterday, but haven't been able to eat anything today yet. Just wondering what you guys eat when you're experiencing similar symptoms? Thank you!!",4.768095238095238,7.9084491428571395,5.3285714285714265,73.48309523809526,75.42857142857143,8.019047619047619,35.52380952380953,8.841846274778883,3.897795238095238,384,22,58,9,9,123,67,84,0.159,0.752,0.08900000000000001,-0.4086,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,3,9,3,0,0,9,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,1,7,1,5,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,32,11,0,0.18881838330845352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711202083794962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444554641232474,0.42662205624505023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538144109394122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765546311341894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386416689371235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101531001935026,0.0,0.0,0.18695988545930428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880323745334788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40183214505212295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024851211332785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209617725882566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096189131842468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561925178680874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962545975252044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383859880057315,0.0,0.0,0.12544254381526546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789777494223518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201418350962786,0.20476548224504185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fmleighed,2020/02/05,"Debilitating anxiety about missing work. Hi. So I recently got diagnosed with idiopathic intracranial hypertension (high pressure in the cranium and spine), and it’s been messing with my vision and giving me really severe headaches. While I wait for treatment, it’s very hard to work, and I’ve missed going into the office for about 5 days. 

Now technically I’m still working; I can work from home as I have VPN access, I’m just not in the office, and I’m doing only about 75% of my usual 100%.

But I’m actually panicking about missing work. Literally full on crying and imagining horrible scenarios of getting fired, losing a promotion, having people see me in a bad light. It’s making it very hard to leave the house, it’s gotten so bad. 

My boss has told me to take as much time as I need, and has asked me for a few things here and there, mentioning that I don’t need to come into the office for them, he’d just like me to do them. Doesn’t mean I’m not totally losing it though. 

I had a few very bad experiences with my old manager at my old job, when I was dealing with a similar medical situation. I was consistently missing 3 days of work per month on special disability leave for a year while I underwent treatment, and I lost my manager’s respect, was threatened with termination if I didn’t “snap out of it”, and missed out on a promised promotion even though my performance was actually better than when I wasn’t missing days as the treatment was working and I was feeling better. The dread from having to call in sick and hear the utter disdain on the other end of the line has given me terrible PTSD that I can’t seem to get rid of. 

Does anyone else have this problem? Major anxiety about not going to work and losing everything? I’ve read a lot online about people having anxiety about GOING to work, but I have the exact opposite problem.",7.854534199938098,6.824738150417832,8.65574280408542,68.52843624264935,63.03899721448468,12.100340451872485,36.10043330238317,11.319583603955671,4.117426988548437,1472,58,267,37,18,501,177,359,0.17600000000000002,0.779,0.045,-0.9846,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,18,20,25,0,2,19,0,26,4,1,2,2,45,60,28,0,5,8,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,12,23,0,1,4,1,0,4,8,19,0,0,15,7,32,6,52,44,7,36,0,10,1,0,11,15,0,3,18,180,44,16,0.0,0.0,0.160108331838907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826927418113049,0.0,0.0,0.05736066448594225,0.08405438354377083,0.0,0.0,0.07669149743663266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548698349152286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451062912705913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376673923513772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066574704496725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011141489380756,0.15871704724972907,0.08457431340953574,0.0,0.08326363135708177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178923749346795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852957869884216,0.0,0.07265851514973383,0.0,0.0,0.05418323525269424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737276206384476,0.0802458105088458,0.0,0.0,0.04147927777169976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571963152011583,0.07869528944319157,0.1398668627669294,0.0,0.06561075208790138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697419890307434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924592218789798,0.0,0.0,0.08667430788097187,0.08228762886075565,0.0,0.0,0.09465718612320087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140691619206221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372609209975146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040078076955161565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27532799215590475,0.08955071375540148,0.06974308366949207,0.0,0.0,0.05475888980208929,0.0,0.0,0.08935998535047755,0.0,0.08264146640706119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547942315159838,0.0,0.060305043246163564,0.12165558233808715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721635205235301,0.0,0.0,0.06239118913714379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137452517703766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699251732601574,0.095894332889389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205703543375073,0.0,0.0525536163343962,0.0,0.08099950344033327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537114292083729,0.0746814333556813,0.0,0.09267601398804563,0.0,0.0,0.09221059238667907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551312571255695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167998704165139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054500299621836286,0.0,0.16119761900964988,0.0,0.047835172369624215,0.0,0.0,0.07838780098174543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903497816655719,0.203061992363392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375010363991138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282774453582314
anxiety,ThrowRA_CreativeName,2020/02/05,"Possible Anxiety Symptom? Hello there, I have been battling with myself about mental health for the past couple of years. For the first 18-19 years of my life, I never had any issue with any sort of relationship, romantic or not, that I felt was affected by my mental health.

This has reared its head mainly in my romantic relationships recently, where I have developed an unexplainable paranoia of my S/O being unfaithful, but for the last couple years. Now let me say that I have never actually been cheated on (to my knowledge) but I do have a suspicion of something happening with one ex in particular, and that one has real legs to be true, but that's beside the point.

Anyway, so the issue I feel like I'm battling with is that I want people to let me down. I feel like I would rather just have my s/o just cheat on me so I can stop worrying about it and move on. One time an ex disappeared with a friend of mine (turned out later to be a joke) and the whole time I just said, even to other people, things like ""I hope they're fucking so I can just be done with this"" and whatnot, I NEVER act or think like this outside of romantic relationships. I also apologize if this has absolutely 0 base here, I am not too knowledgable about mental health, to be honest.

Tl;Dr: I feel like I want people in romantic relationships to let me down or hurt me so that I can just be right about them hurting me and get it over with, why am I like this?",5.627089783281736,5.74743414035088,6.515954592363262,78.20619195046442,67.24561403508773,9.933952528379775,29.04540763673891,9.773937934552695,2.500865841073272,1130,35,225,23,17,376,143,285,0.106,0.722,0.17300000000000001,0.9677,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,1,22,18,5,0,11,0,30,8,2,1,4,47,44,17,0,6,15,2,4,6,1,1,5,2,0,0,16,13,0,1,7,1,0,3,5,7,0,4,7,6,36,11,39,27,2,31,0,2,0,1,12,13,1,6,21,173,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.08679999411708876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113133683827673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209747907990412,0.0,0.06804464495448816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968375811670212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102424252140703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874902882519225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492368667686228,0.19063247795867372,0.0854036127340513,0.0,0.0,0.07565875467291873,0.0,0.0,0.06872066927652426,0.08223059199823671,0.04647143234963745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865603935086284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128586465914856,0.2836413116171637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834500339716267,0.0,0.0,0.19044041930921693,0.0,0.0,0.18567630036055624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250413841600566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728647395539314,0.06282629674995187,0.2607317286222749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689146791899773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945371866380279,0.0,0.0,0.20580554031260492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081951923664089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491051690382646,0.18499512931874046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408420078889002,0.1002750166734652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124180384027964,0.0,0.0,0.08782499125881889,0.3819855951307832,0.0,0.07596073583684487,0.0846095045817289,0.0707346750185574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847618231907524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436414844848084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245057906575284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909281087650934,0.05699400910321203,0.0,0.0,0.10373208271137163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674941047528067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049271586124142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026134390705897,0.09930678155808834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903305714543746,0.0,0.06318579925041486,0.0,0.0,0.17183794980296835
anxiety,crystaloceans,2020/02/05,"I feel bad about everything. Hey, there! So I'm not sure if anyone feels the same, and it may sound rather silly, but I feel bad about everything. I've been like this since I was young, and it's only gotten worse. If I spend more time with my mother than my father, I'll feel bad. If I wear one shirt more than another, I feel like I'm not being appreciative of what I have. It goes on and on. It's so silly, but I feel awful. I can't just simply choose to go with a friend to a concert, because I feel like I'm not being appreciative enough and that I should go with my mother or father instead because they're my family. I have an upcoming convention and I bought a three day pass. I was planning on taking my mom one day, my dad the next day, and a friend the last day. But then I started feeling bad because, well, what if one of my parents wants to go more than my friend does? But they're just saying they don't? It's such silly worries. It amazes me that people can actually choose what they want to do with a freewill instead of worrying about every little detail. I can't see how people pick an outfit because it's their favorite, and not because they feel forced to because they haven't worn it for a while. Everything I do has to be set and equal, or else I'll feel bad. Anyone else feel like this? Or am I just crazy?",3.475213756412696,4.160810859205778,4.579543986319592,88.19621318639561,72.17689530685921,7.420026600798026,23.96522895686871,7.475848149327749,0.8568599277978337,1036,26,228,11,19,340,126,277,0.175,0.6679999999999999,0.157,-0.9136,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,5,1,15,18,0,0,11,1,19,2,2,2,1,52,44,24,0,8,19,7,11,4,3,2,0,3,0,0,15,12,0,0,13,1,2,4,8,5,1,4,6,15,32,13,23,33,6,20,1,0,1,0,17,4,0,8,15,147,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.08649578890902722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294240110699106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395247318046045,0.09081788726892084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700360987567382,0.3241894933001633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286511231905899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756581635517484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808773297628494,0.0,0.0,0.09158451121865613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467951366598193,0.0,0.23898051918713445,0.0,0.08355797667868464,0.0,0.4929863542185506,0.18996437431177168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054394783279972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112136262125944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225003544357443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321196689158222,0.08883639195647458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038092184820548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942652158800702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801858067573892,0.06741154646242077,0.0,0.0,0.09841960522101988,0.0,0.0,0.12289785514015147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048677342881582,0.0,0.0,0.07063128462935575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332047849850852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273690008998907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353822535350842,0.0,0.06664311691703942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051684268072606426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455942370135027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969426023679499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002798548603025,0.09032748805028333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlyingCheddarMonster,2020/02/05,"My supervisor is flaming right now. Can’t stop worrying about it.. I fucked up really bad at work this week since I got a message from my supervisor detailing what I did wrong and now I can’t stop thinking about if she hates me. Yesterday when HR said she wanted to talk to me I had a gut feeling I messed up so badly and I could tell my supervisor complained to her, I feel so awful right now. I can’t lose this job either because it’s my first job as an intern and my parents think I’m doing really well...",1.5991509433962283,3.540589858490569,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,79.66037735849056,7.258867924528303,22.864150943396226,8.238735603445708,1.3261879245283024,399,13,85,8,10,138,69,106,0.315,0.672,0.013000000000000001,-0.9867,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,9,9,2,0,3,1,8,2,1,0,0,13,18,8,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,4,3,19,1,10,13,1,14,0,1,0,1,9,5,1,1,9,58,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999787579289621,0.1095050386756711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342551526235628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816597141238129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279912760347505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607149792468487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436721069896308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735433224645872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565239781788325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096783676181268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946561314730865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016010481244545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068180071999633,0.17087590911244455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859757024137665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003691260059921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443854039488688,0.15701064263876266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302082530235586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595454793830428,0.0,0.1440939537651562,0.0,0.16151522297570098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307778644863149,0.1824300779707684,0.0,0.0,0.19640484312127485,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sandgrounder17,2020/02/05,"Anxiety about teenage girls. I have been so Anxious about teenage girls recently. I have also had anxiety about the boys, but not to the same extent. At my college all the I.T. servers have been hacked by someone from their mobile phone. They don't know who it was but they are pretty sure it was some sort of youth.

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They are all over the media and the news articles about them are causing me to panic. A recent one stated that a school near me introduced a rule stating ""Female students are superior to Male students"". Female supremacy is in the air at the minute. All these thousands of teenage girls are taking to the streets to demand female supremacy legislations be implemented, and I am so scared that I will be oppressed in the future.

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I do have a few friends who are teenage girls (I can count about 8) but even then these news articles/music videos are horrific enough for me to lose myself to panic, and I am so sensitive to it all that when I do meet one that isn't nice (about 1 in 10) the feeling is so much of something 5X worse than satanic hopelessness that I can't even put it into words. It is outer space deep.

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I wanted to talk to someone about it because its affecting my life massively at the minute.",5.745862970711298,6.820344619246862,5.541064330543937,81.94121992677825,67.24267782426779,8.485460251046026,31.67390167364017,8.660442795831766,2.4628428870292893,1000,40,186,15,16,310,130,239,0.184,0.727,0.08900000000000001,-0.9819,0,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,5,1,15,9,0,3,15,0,30,1,0,2,5,24,34,13,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,16,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,5,0,3,5,1,21,4,33,26,10,23,1,2,0,0,17,14,0,2,6,143,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467408815295973,0.0,0.3848169862554642,0.4315597036661114,0.0,0.0,0.1811315518898415,0.1337436789112173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721676522175597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161612060724054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232547859946034,0.0,0.1563870716093172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986005406407525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146554795965886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506243142925096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362028075406899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324448365640735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702811001002199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604442698526051,0.0,0.0,0.2778034111778568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044219971889812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119011692822402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337858764941996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852609865152805,0.11981402389239545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200617941487076,0.09114014173519264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157840186885082,0.0,0.08901233476885133,0.09515503344403503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982775458513338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064652700998578,0.0,0.0,0.4315597036661114,0.0
anxiety,LukeStarman,2020/02/05,"anyone else get anxious in the shower ? just wondering if anyone else deals with this !!  getting in the shower always makes me very anxious and my pulse goes crazy !!  is this common or just a me thing ?  and if it is a common thing, what are some ways to deal with it ??",2.2476923076923083,4.421373000000003,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,78.61538461538461,4.929230769230768,18.09230769230769,5.6839178017228535,-0.34458153846153783,204,4,41,1,5,64,35,52,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.8190000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,7,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713607594498772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538413802590236,0.0,0.2808994692653998,0.4116206103690106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141667458550175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33559447851591595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988772720308416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340791919063202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26689204833620755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573496371318666,0.0,0.15943757844116055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178299216628291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morrowindmasterrace,2020/02/05,Is medication a sustainable solution? I've started paroxetine and I feel great. But how long can it last?,2.8077192982456154,5.832116789473687,4.890526315789477,71.280350877193,91.63157894736842,10.954385964912284,32.64912280701754,9.725611199111238,5.261301754385965,85,5,14,4,3,29,18,19,0.0,0.674,0.326,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401069137459439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235423049260558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870798079488268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202421599626821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47837832557385496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361131532883895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeyaSorry,2020/02/05,"Hey guys, could use some advice for work anxiety. I've experienced this with a job once before, and it didn't go away until I quit months later. I don't want to make the same mistake.

The job I work now is easy, and there's no real reason to be anxious. But I'm aware it's just what my body does.

Anxiety medication is out of the question because I have very little money and no health insurance. Does anything help you guys with your work anxiety that I can do to teach myself to shake it off?",3.818361344537817,4.592834029411768,5.132072829131655,84.22147058823529,71.45098039215686,8.181512605042016,25.35574229691877,8.418075326091056,1.4694801120448189,389,11,82,6,7,130,74,102,0.166,0.779,0.055,-0.7369,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,4,3,2,0,1,4,0,9,3,1,3,0,18,14,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,12,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,51,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537959060544596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611998791358682,0.17780153026494827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295153759486208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786945125514064,0.0,0.0,0.09594112487685204,0.0,0.13392400575809987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482051178662744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566001927151269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27545932833362624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944616542141952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116740285338628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729409793719244,0.0,0.0,0.1054926062988992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123629006091286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774225045128829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505646481167208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854996949275527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562410850688968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761109337956756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763084866407464,0.1673995237520155,0.0,0.1791398737062764,0.0,0.1618191556697654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593108506801882,0.0,0.12986004118792274,0.09283041801507276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437369342876773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TellNoTales224,2020/02/05,"I'm 17 and these symptoms are Killing me I'm 17..So uh ivebeen to the er hundred times these past 2 years with chest pain, heaviness, palpitations, and what not. Tests always come back normal and nothing was found every single time. They said it was anxiety, its a little hard to believe when I hardly ever worry and I'm facing anxiety attacks and chest pain nearly every time. My doctor reffered me to a psychologist because apparently its in my mind and I need to control itm I've had face numbness, left arm chest pain and everyfike I go to the doctor they say everything's normal, ecg, ekg, blood tests, holster monitor.  I've been getting a weird forceful thump lately that my heart does and they innterupt my school life so badly this past week and it's scaring me a lot I don't know what to do, my psychologist appointment is next Wednesday but I just am really stressed, I keep getting these weird symptoms for 2 years and I've never lived a day happy since like I always used To. I don't know why this started 2 years back so randomly.",4.240991379310344,5.994858083743846,5.1108343596059145,81.01827124384238,71.61083743842364,7.636576354679804,28.943657635467982,8.278499904357787,2.1454633004926102,833,33,152,13,16,271,122,203,0.172,0.812,0.017,-0.9696,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,1,7,13,2,2,7,0,10,17,8,2,2,29,25,14,1,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,12,12,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,11,2,0,6,4,19,2,11,19,2,25,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,20,81,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273023410130465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799840247767658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491707168713573,0.0,0.1688638742268857,0.09168114421931653,0.06693505442104337,0.0,0.0,0.12371068448970822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458579472206798,0.0,0.0,0.12315370440905425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081402554905278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477659984098014,0.09608958179540733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932334434706623,0.18502798201697432,0.0,0.09868409919472236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203936183618388,0.0,0.0,0.11473535354340272,0.0,0.062403728931897086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688762302357768,0.19672432526667305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011740399399346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975981918029282,0.12148104988492875,0.0,0.12069001151246195,0.0,0.1238628715982634,0.0,0.11930157446681383,0.0,0.07755729708517041,0.05364433149378461,0.1100517232001134,0.0969582993688064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933508138115183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087000161462199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141773361924333,0.08468705121639447,0.0,0.11677702366069966,0.0,0.21516778291502156,0.10535919926857597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505152639332671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963929201096826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703427866310448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444805475629536,0.08731996772739023,0.10993222891105234,0.11112677166585623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083039987228612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771931987646928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577927514827256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282552815371573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920815097887052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483477068064423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807756020780133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908037264443052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151055097267863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212911810508112
anxiety,digidesign1,2020/02/05,"Acid reflux caused by anxiety?? Hello everyone!

So recently I’ve dealt some acid reflux after eating meals. I think it’s acid reflux but I’m really not sure. I’d say I eat pretty bland and really don’t have a lot of caffeine, sugar, carbonation. I’m starting to thinking this acid reflux could be caused by anxiety. 

My symptoms of ‘acid reflux’ after eating are mostly feeling a tight throat and some like air bubbles popping in the back of my throat. Some bloating in my upper stomach too. Mostly it’s just the throat thing which makes me think it’s all in my head and it’s anxiety. Has anyone else had this issue and what did you do to help? I do takes tums and famotidine sometimes to help. I’m also just on the birth control pill.",2.3407816091954,4.779498986206903,3.886206896551727,84.41781609195405,79.82758620689657,6.349425287356322,22.080459770114945,7.554174236665415,1.1393356321839083,583,18,107,9,15,193,88,145,0.057,0.826,0.11800000000000001,0.8984,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,10,12,5,4,2,27,20,8,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,9,2,14,16,7,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,6,7,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163749112276752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490773658066373,0.0,0.0,0.10635463352563304,0.15584849370445533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695856533091605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125053555699059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059753779565215,0.12144264449770413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669210071883635,0.12706335070381916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534186312184322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690833824629459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561025568429391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039041718784428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875702848215048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743103174479954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931335735195754,0.0,0.0,0.10153058213959534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547444214666678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948833980841083,0.0,0.15018432198019865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095918321067882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043471718591706,0.0,0.10765997396261484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433561931421743,0.15809426604722404,0.11436325705899585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105112005350192,0.29238624990718665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gutteralz,2020/02/05,"Second week of college classes And I have massive anxiety. I’ve always had anxiety about school work since I was a child. My moms ex husband(not my dad)used school work as punishment when I was a kid. Although, I enjoy classes, and everyone is nice, I don’t feel like school is for me. Maybe I’ll look into trades, but I just want to enjoy my 20’s while I still can. I’d much rather work at a grocery store or movie theatre than attended school. Only thing that’s making me depressed, and anxious at the same time is, telling my mom I don’t think school is for me..I feel like such a disappointment. I’m very conflicted right now. I am in touch with the disability center on campus, but fuck man, idk if any of this is worth the toll on my mental health",2.011864035087722,4.218554177631582,3.1119999999999983,90.79966666666668,79.59210526315789,6.158596491228073,23.291228070175446,7.3011,0.8766617543859656,593,20,124,8,15,190,102,152,0.146,0.7440000000000001,0.111,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,2,0,7,0,13,2,0,1,0,18,21,11,0,3,6,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,4,0,1,3,4,16,5,15,18,2,15,0,2,1,1,7,8,1,2,8,72,19,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076780226706024,0.0,0.0,0.08800204105314521,0.0,0.19799389936300732,0.1461944770334132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145912781186444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365511934731856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086538923306593,0.18489854556282173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963583297075832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755490811726714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644465916975056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867032961744262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638100532225497,0.0,0.13000797110713336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041306915576728,0.0,0.0,0.30312273418978186,0.0,0.0,0.09512994657913823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842079816438874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051393020626116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6548402401823162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070478337066616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334558792749708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310850598747064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597308471215041,0.08291957515704088,0.0,0.0,0.07545898563659044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566217955562422,0.0,0.0,0.10677535103728253,0.0763283330255012,0.0,0.1038034846446822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282632220714708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hotcake20,2020/02/05,"Experience on Viibryd? Hi there, I recently started Viibryd for my anxiety and I feel as if it’s worsened my symptoms. I am unable to sleep without taking something and I am in a constant state of anxiety. Has anyone else taken this medication before, and if so, how was/is your experience?",3.2183333333333337,6.0644163888888905,5.838518518518517,69.23333333333335,79.55555555555556,8.044444444444443,34.925925925925924,8.841846274778883,4.022948148148148,231,14,35,6,6,82,43,54,0.131,0.8690000000000001,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,8,7,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687839301823391,0.0,0.0,0.16853805310773692,0.2469699799434851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510397722471085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604744062322276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013547415760306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715591353209577,0.0,0.0,0.12187509999418845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428185234435005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799408069745895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121018429339186,0.0,0.0,0.1855613741272472,0.0,0.0,0.17060659989877724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25052881030024826,0.1812291580802388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323502095107957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KelllzXo,2020/02/05,Social Anxiety How do you handle social anxiety? I make plans and cancel because I overthink it and don’t go. I want to find ways to overcome this and be more social!,1.535,4.132263030303033,3.718409090909091,83.09761363636366,85.36363636363637,5.724242424242425,23.40151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.3631878787878788,132,5,23,2,4,45,24,33,0.17800000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.5255,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39978234661778383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928397373296185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388203460789831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850087156875766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441750034741998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7990768915918752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411949655283091,0.20740506783918108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saskiasensei,2020/02/05,"Heart attack or panic attack My heart keeps hurting and it's been like this for a while it beats fast, it feels like it's being crushed, it messes up my breathing
am I okay or should I get this checked out",-0.5043853820597981,1.6713995581395409,0.5266445182724233,102.2279069767442,99.93023255813955,2.4571428571428573,15.445182724252494,3.1291,-1.3790770764119598,163,4,36,0,7,50,31,43,0.289,0.578,0.133,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,1,1,4,3,3,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,4,3,3,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670483654505286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601332207522134,0.17804310299151796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302073723940711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.590654746024265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667955918521597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151854180262925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435129968898358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924064409370428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honesttogodguys,2020/02/05,"just venting and shit im 12 years old. up until now, i have been incredibly outgoing and expressive.
recently though i have developed anxiety, which has completely changed me.
nobody really knows the real me. everyone in my classes just assumes i am still crazy, loud and weird. (i come from a remote town in the middle of nowhere, so ive had classes with the same people all my life.) 
i only have one close friend who vaguely knows i suffer from anxiety, and everyone else in the class thinks they are just as weird as i was.
my parents are quite toxic. we were having a school dance recently, and when i attempted to dance with someone i ran to the toilets and had a panic attack, so i couldn't do the dancing. my parents told my teachers i was just being a 'drama queen' and that ide be over this in a few months. i am not going to tell them about my anxiety as their reaction to that would be the same, although i probably should get treatment.
im stuck. i either dont tell my parents and let it get worse, or tell them and get laughed at and told to grow up. 😐",4.6481738544474345,5.348695825471701,5.622318059299194,81.72443396226416,69.51886792452831,9.076010781671158,30.23719676549865,9.23628265651192,2.5145272237196767,833,32,166,16,14,275,127,212,0.14,0.8190000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9502,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,4,3,11,8,2,1,12,0,25,2,1,0,1,33,37,20,0,3,7,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,15,0,0,4,4,0,7,3,6,0,1,10,1,29,2,23,20,5,27,0,1,0,0,16,11,1,2,9,123,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804496616250989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902096674405606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927216435803893,0.10526510464038427,0.12812513573750367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321834020132085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208302571406593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335360600552999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441197740171003,0.0,0.1915345062996006,0.0,0.06944948842760755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639955066142749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431664583714065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495852119264188,0.08631398633679882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753945324400126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282291050544907,0.0,0.08280637418932334,0.09293915833055906,0.0,0.14337622177592868,0.4070683326142023,0.0,0.0,0.08471859656656867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175305044982324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997551357096634,0.0,0.13909117878079386,0.07828491389400534,0.0,0.2413169480834942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367365820763378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543728867063456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354027817342366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758965725024628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204264609481531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830129066166548,0.12006159237256712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335360600552999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245329792009269,0.08680788929651817,0.0,0.0,0.07869326072418496
anxiety,IndecentThots,2020/02/05,"Just screwed up a job interview... again My thoughts are just going to ramble, not really in the mood to structure this situation properly.

I'm really into coding. I'm not super knowledgeable, but I enjoy working with code. I applied for a ""coding for kids"" instructor position. Set up an online interview for today. Normally speaking on the phone makes me incredibly nervous, but the interview was supposed to be a video chat, so I felt like I would be more comfortable face-to-face.

Woke up this morning, had my coffee, took a shower, dressed myself up nice, I was feeling good about myself. I got on my laptop and started to set up the video chat. Microphone is working, but webcam isn't. This was weird, the webcam had worked before and the light was on. Checked my settings, the internet browser had access to my webcam, had all the permissions it needed. Still wouldn't work. Tried multiple webcam-testing websites. All of them claimed to not have access.

I was scrambling desperately to get this webcam set up. Apparently I'm missing the proper drivers or something and I just didn't have time to figure out how to get them or download them or whatever. My brain is freaking out, my entire plan fell apart. What was I supposed to do? Work as fast as I could to find a solution? Postpone the interview? Ask if we could just do a phone call? I was overwhelmed by options. I couldn't focus any more and I was a blubbering mess. The interview time passed and now the opportunity was gone.

Why on Earth does my laptop not have necessary software to use a webcam which is already built into it? Why is it my responsibility to ensure it's able to do what it's supposed to do? How am I supposed to even know how to make it function properly?

I hate to make myself out as the victim. I hate FEELING like a victim. The last phone interview I had (for a different position) actually went well, but when I did a follow up phone call, the person on the other end clearly didn't care about me and was extremely unhelpful. That position ended in nothing as well.

I'm so tired of this. Just give me a job. Any job. I don't care at this point, I just want to do something. I feel trapped. And I can't help but feel that the universe just doesn't even want me to get out of this rut that I'm in.",3.0782403787920534,5.3120938939051925,4.632480317128231,81.09468534933657,76.20090293453725,8.023982822220999,27.283433353520888,8.841846274778883,2.3795214336838635,1797,73,336,41,41,601,198,443,0.124,0.762,0.115,-0.8037,6,1,2,0,0,0,63.0,1,0,3,8,22,24,5,2,30,0,43,3,1,7,3,65,80,26,0,10,20,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,1,2,20,15,0,0,10,4,1,7,12,11,2,0,25,7,42,12,57,48,4,47,0,2,0,1,24,24,1,5,14,236,62,16,0.1022353417315958,0.0,0.09976694590469412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281924184363505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904707635347047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955762437623652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699474582486752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412845262997855,0.2087874290088326,0.0,0.20847148904742488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632532028144183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681417242623648,0.0,0.0,0.0894668365011297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110033543419565,0.0,0.0,0.13505095801849468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206773042431229,0.0730369485606392,0.09816196070485762,0.0,0.09344125019329877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024123933991682,0.09807345557422473,0.05810270072044064,0.08575015412152781,0.08176694215896263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018724682235538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852619453417523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30435840448977153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056185870130517,0.08333544868054306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989404772695598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047286534288374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580621047466694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016892827859557,0.0980975676938804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926795699906936,0.0,0.0,0.09664544331913816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098915559760158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491680759921673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741152166373626,0.0,0.0,0.07236270108003959,0.0,0.08164527596962706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116344153639876,0.11922849983706625,0.11750448589414875,0.09690714989681223,0.0,0.11358722638987112,0.06941108613167105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829851025028451,0.0,0.0,0.12060210675932576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838437003753172,0.09477318603724864,0.18450298844518329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721427319882255,0.0,0.0,0.07262505349087263,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shinzeethellama,2020/02/05,"Just need someone to talk me down I was diagnosed with the flu yesterday. They prescribed me tamiflu. I have anxiety anyways so I'm a little on edge. I have taken 2 doses,  but I am so scared of the side effects. I threw the box away because I just can't do it. Anyone else like this? Did you get side effects? Did they go away? I think I am just working myself up. I'm never giving this to my kids again!!!",-0.5998627450980365,1.6046801411764733,2.026617647058824,93.14894607843142,94.64705882352942,4.715686274509804,20.024509803921568,6.42735559955562,0.32086274509803925,312,11,67,4,12,107,60,85,0.14800000000000002,0.812,0.039,-0.8394,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,3,7,2,0,1,4,0,9,3,0,2,1,10,18,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,15,1,9,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977495385749157,0.0,0.0,0.1807471503321253,0.26486077932697955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857329823861449,0.0,0.0,0.15757740467808354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623690682276778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159411187838049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505404150764214,0.24797392845587785,0.14690983270839772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628860326770455,0.25908195746192964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167228994525898,0.1993688636835408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588006459711576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902371478076899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777014010328168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563447438417903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818893380907087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Antidotebeatz,2020/02/05,Looking for movies that are actually about social anxiety and not just dwell on it broadly Im looking for some movies that are actually about social anxiety and are clearly about social anxiety and not like some introverted girl in high school who may or may not have it. I have struggled to come across many and want to watch one tonight! thanks!,7.323437500000002,8.258084468750003,6.6906250000000025,75.591875,63.6875,10.15,34.75,10.125756701596842,3.4914500000000004,282,12,50,6,4,87,40,64,0.162,0.742,0.09699999999999999,-0.3948,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,16,12,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,3,1,2,10,10,2,7,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,5,2,35,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.36048667260442013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42389152034568056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910514916223484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514870019219066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995107714067182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023648201198267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31020774805825857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872596979880521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515943020230133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692914336415165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648438812028873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309152040342725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700495671681258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894252545398116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yes_velma,2020/02/05,How do you get over your mistakes or regrets? I think this causes my anxiety. Do we ever get over regrets?,0.6857142857142868,3.211852809523812,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,92.33333333333331,4.704761904761905,26.04761904761905,6.42735559955562,1.3515904761904771,83,4,15,1,3,28,17,21,0.374,0.626,0.0,-0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,9,5,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,5,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843690594609112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161494328886322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544902795044964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250135629623367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32194647629597584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whateversticks101,2020/02/05,"Brain Reset Does anyone else get this because it kills me.

I'll wake up anxious usually because i have to fo to a meeting at work or something relatively easy for other people. I'll het to work and have awful anticipation anxiety that makes me wretch and sometimes vomit. I will then force myself to go to the meeting and once i start speaking i gain confidence and then 5 minutes into the meeting i am normal and happy. I then have the ability to go to any other meeting that day happy and fine.

But this is the kicker. I'll come home still feeling fine and thinking ""that wasn't so bad"" i'll then go to sleep and the next morning wake up having an anxiety attack and go through the motions all over again.

It's so crippling and frustrating. What i don't understand is that mental health websites say to not have avoidant behavious as it makes things worse. But i dont get any better. My anxiety just ramps up to max every morning.",4.2803044496487095,5.872786573770496,5.241190476190479,80.76750000000001,71.24043715846993,7.632943013270882,30.011319281811083,8.192908349453996,2.2405975019516013,745,31,136,11,14,244,108,183,0.128,0.725,0.14800000000000002,0.6141,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,5,10,3,1,8,1,12,6,4,2,1,25,25,20,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,13,12,0,1,3,0,0,6,4,5,0,0,1,3,12,5,19,23,1,22,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,10,88,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914376001590447,0.0,0.3191628580788867,0.15710870309791686,0.0,0.0972404748372494,0.14249291289070906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821138389618178,0.0,0.0,0.11611704075526495,0.16955068587650995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299547775011037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524731063280936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197958715953444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896881813675191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170046502476844,0.0,0.162988161665434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617453934316288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717186729985606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031760706703033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531591895928836,0.0,0.3161451091112755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29608367133697194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782414259136265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949782791676432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538595546619347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565964999309773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014912586197567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790175811125025,0.0,0.13625836823216414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810424559590538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641312902977793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059347412914933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916971522909513,0.0,0.0,0.10706232686841016,0.1375430749581799,0.0,0.09843395291816236,0.0,0.1110609074956361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239145085738223,0.0891099799301959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477602612247653,0.0,0.0,0.15316516552480278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248818583401204,0.0,0.14172347841866426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DopeytheSam,2020/02/05,"DAE only get anxious about things such as jobs and being at the Gym , but is quite a confident/non-anxious person normally ? I wouldn't describe myself as an anxious person normally ,  I'm confident when talking to people and normally described as laidback and easy-going . However I can't get past anxiety so much so that it stops me getting a job,  and I also get very anxious at the gym or anything like that , is anyone else like this? I don't know what to do about it and why this is .",6.9609375,6.116347385416669,7.754250000000002,73.66575000000002,64.72916666666666,10.596666666666668,36.90833333333333,9.888512548439397,3.658573333333333,383,17,70,7,5,129,61,96,0.09,0.759,0.151,0.784,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,14,14,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,9,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,49,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038984047041328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516561216277575,0.5102150065190016,0.0,0.10526374101647046,0.1542499366062779,0.12388473875987338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576004634483715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146117351751431,0.0,0.085557523615581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987830290944715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273494778982829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709621483134036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066703133829528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425029477362159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449536078250062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143711112973364,0.10436813129269544,0.2628981181377561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012188604365085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258613765236193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100142203404035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001462633193517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421441979440527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584238422062392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,winniepeppa,2020/02/05,"Vomited during a panic attack I just vomited during a panic attack. I have a cold that is starting to go away, but somehow I planted the idea in my brain that I have pneumonia. This caused me to spiral into a panic attack and my stomach began to hurt. My stomach hurting gave me more anxiety and next thing I knew, I was vomiting profusely. I’m pretty upset.",3.445190476190476,5.434541042857148,5.985714285714287,72.92761904761906,74.28571428571428,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.8555238095238082,283,12,45,6,6,101,46,70,0.3720000000000001,0.5760000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.977,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,4,5,0,4,6,3,1,0,9,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,4,1,11,0,6,6,1,7,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560064712975794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5603505084595112,0.15425668590588046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832841339810522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866264646117446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330980082620452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515256773093413,0.185344248046666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461201446388636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779051941212335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670346007483588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162105916128138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907684641120932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,airconditioningfan,2020/02/05,"A terrifying experience. Female- Teenager 

A few months ago I had the scariest expbrencw of my life. 

It was the middle of the night. I woke up and couldn’t sleep, I decided to go to my mom and ask for another sleeping medication, she said okay and to go wait in my room. 

I sat in my bed when I started shaking. I started hyperventilating, I felt as if there was someone about to stab me, I felt as if I was going to die.i started crying, my mom walked in, I felt as if I couldn’t speak, I sat and stained at the wall and tears dripped down my face. 

She asked me if I was okay but I didn’t move or say anything.

I asked an opion of this with some people, and they all said it sounded like I was possessed, but no, it was just the worst panic attack of my life.

I was so paranoid I grabbed a sharp pencil and was prepared to stab someone. I felt as if the window was opening, I felt like I could hear footsteps downstairs. Even though my mom heard none, it was terrifying I felt as if I was about to get stabbed.

I didn’t want to take a Xanax because I was afraid I would get so tired I couldn’t escape if someone was sin the house. My mom forced me to take it. I sat in the same position for about an hour till I finally layed down, another 30 minutes passed before I fell asleep to a racing heart and exhausted self.

I would never wish that upon my worst enemy.",2.082446808510639,3.699295063829791,3.596046099290781,90.20875,77.08510638297872,6.402127659574468,24.870567375886523,7.1686216300943375,0.9013375886524816,1056,37,234,12,24,349,139,282,0.24600000000000002,0.703,0.051,-0.9965,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,0,10,12,1,3,15,2,22,11,5,0,2,41,52,28,0,15,11,4,8,2,0,2,6,7,3,1,7,10,0,1,7,0,0,8,8,8,0,0,29,15,47,4,35,17,7,32,1,0,0,0,17,13,0,9,13,160,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981154363204589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882133967002387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409201407924869,0.0,0.2525147145568082,0.10242902770882642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488515261674129,0.0,0.07661406414103979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188647563171996,0.0,0.09890039517970946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344322584770924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946797511637869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807255307436432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186924807246753,0.09863011380937284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940802609967799,0.0,0.15350872047117414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147719456647808,0.10669317651378987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866739261220458,0.10388953636136064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719027791582002,0.08797415185588595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070186829849346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42179662824323977,0.07186593211819073,0.09569409358732994,0.0,0.0,0.06944136776875938,0.0,0.0,0.08449275252950034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563792884645112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241967437290151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128984133667227,0.07160029668549914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392725719742824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020218604224586,0.0,0.2288618099210273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118398137949216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353918390980205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845998168417497,0.0,0.0,0.10348321767934687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310560686851447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353703713978046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791808180226116,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VgiB,2020/02/05,"How can I be so anxious about something I loved not that long ago? I have a floorball match tomorrow and I’m soo anxious about it but I just have to go. (They wouldn’t have enough players etc.)
I’ve played floorball for almost 5 years but then I lost all of my self esteem and quit about 5 months ago. Now I’m so scared and I’m not even sure why. 
Any advice? I really don’t want to mess up tomorrow.",-0.0973255813953493,2.021996709302329,1.622139534883722,98.75018604651164,87.72093023255816,4.835348837209303,17.902325581395353,6.2581,-0.3692893023255812,311,8,74,3,10,101,59,86,0.203,0.711,0.085,-0.8837,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,9,6,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,1,2,14,14,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,8,11,3,11,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,9,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007104804513887,0.362982015951158,0.0,0.2050190618252624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923125747163928,0.0,0.0,0.4625992904068746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115527255548134,0.2283409206732843,0.13522984589668627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635932658145907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811898062456425,0.0,0.0,0.22349955968122154,0.0,0.1847872194053259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634227314204952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776781332178835,0.0,0.0,0.13116266323097767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498198336270454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359006240668707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762002824174573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929664637217272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076185575555765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474738025555792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184682899298905
anxiety,sadmonkfy,2020/02/05,"Anxiety and exercise. Help. Hi everyone. 

Yesterday I was making my daily exercise and I started to having lots of anxiety. I thought I was going to die. I get so scared that stopped it. I know it was a bad decision but it was increasing so quickly that I couldn’t see another thing to do. 

I’m hypochondriac so think about exercise makes me afraid of dying and I guess that’s the reason why it makes me anxious. Starting to do exercise was a big step for me so I really don’t want to quit. 

Does anyone here makes exercise? Any advice? Please!",0.04098130841121517,2.1333154112149586,2.7077149532710294,85.17858177570095,105.1682242990654,7.3736448598130835,23.107009345794395,7.908726449838941,2.378959252336449,427,19,81,14,20,147,66,107,0.138,0.794,0.068,-0.6331,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,3,0,10,5,0,5,0,18,25,8,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,5,0,3,2,3,0,0,6,1,13,0,9,18,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,5,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634724963782513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576256020210228,0.17850149532113874,0.26045169430578724,0.19231198215703765,0.0,0.1190291059190274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213533578682194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533447134862153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896983551420312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266251357849046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889383969919701,0.0,0.09674590169672223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187528059761582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410189884205273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355421694674323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472386203353785,0.0,0.0,0.4545206547151223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686194189484054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810610638554257,0.0,0.0,0.10905400105028118,0.1750252797681672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043040205397084,0.0,0.1356516484685978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409800122332665,0.0,0.0,0.14232029920920622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309356323611143,0.10907681453948072,0.0,0.1351439819300115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004063444580175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360652569966982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raven0190blue,2020/02/05,First Day I have been having recent anxiety/depression/who the heck knows for months now and finally took the plunge and sought out counseling. Today is my first session and my anxiety is through the roof about it. Any pointers or helpful tips on first therapy sessions?,8.157500000000002,9.299308083333337,7.120833333333334,72.50750000000002,61.91666666666666,11.4,38.91666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.806866666666666,220,11,35,6,3,67,39,48,0.036000000000000004,0.905,0.059000000000000004,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,5,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,9,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757054818980693,0.0,0.1976579922700082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663203825932496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303979581627303,0.0,0.6593270149164837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318491476455394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199745361130608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623436359601807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551164967494501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954770574926301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449115496496069,0.0,0.2870667816065774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilfluffypufffy,2020/02/05,Kpins vs valium My Doctor gave me the option between kpins and valium. Which do you prefer for out of the blue episodes and which do you prefer for recreational use. Im currently taking xanax given by my family dr but she wont give that to me :( which is fine but thats what works for me during a spur of the moment attack.,2.267727272727271,4.227049409090913,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,77.63636363636364,7.430303030303031,17.060606060606062,8.344100000000001,0.6893515151515155,255,4,51,5,6,86,48,66,0.114,0.855,0.031,-0.7783,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,10,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,8,1,9,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,35,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251918870511185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825465381172671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523360045061973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585327846071651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037115776823601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810117055931405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227979535475756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720927272111389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hellknight101,2020/02/05,"Started Paroxetine (Seroxat) again. Does anyone else get this weird sensation like you are being electrocuted on one side of the head? When I used to take Seroxat (Paroxetine) years ago, I would often get this weird sensation on one side of my head. The leaflet says it is a common side effect, but basically, it is a weird, tight, stinging sensation that almost feels like electric shock. It is not really debilitating but it always appears whenever I take a pill.

I stopped taking it due to advise from my psychiatrist but after about a couple of years, my anxiety came back with full force. To work on the issue, I recently saw my GP. He prescribed me Seroxat until I can get access to a new psychiatrist. So far, I feel calmer, more focused, and less jittery but this sensation still worries me a bit. 

Also, I the medical leaflet says that you are not supposed to take anti-psychotics with Seroxate, but my previous psychiatrist prescribed Olanzapine anyways. I wonder if this was the reason why so many side effects appeared that I was recommended to get off all pills...",6.858620964527702,8.254314989637308,7.196891191709845,69.9070864886409,64.90673575129534,10.083539258668793,35.57154244719011,10.214889679676881,3.9793494619370255,855,40,137,20,13,278,115,193,0.085,0.8390000000000001,0.075,-0.0006,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,3,10,6,0,0,11,0,10,5,2,4,1,27,27,12,0,2,8,0,3,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,12,4,0,2,6,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,4,6,19,2,19,21,5,28,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,6,17,95,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497562435631696,0.0,0.14117716101949362,0.0,0.0,0.1127464911216031,0.11731168554434078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785394031995103,0.0,0.0,0.09858072238958483,0.1444568664609333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084095678557558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539202486300615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125047904633946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599837978514675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337784011616452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777575161880187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425735633845226,0.10072046039063083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946375630042785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893847180946614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715280409877315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377573225008046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429377233684587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202861021143334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361652030614386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910715888514561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903192720806006,0.14495713785939604,0.13920671306558258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423552722202636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979064995904036,0.0,0.11259163952548587,0.11787064851423568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240158466808837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176667809213927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721797874823113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289335427899606,0.1026395215998415,0.1431781747002059,0.0,0.10015244294361113,0.0,0.0,0.18158078415671755
anxiety,branlo28,2020/02/05,"The Root Of My Anxiety... My anxiety mostly revolves around my health and or death. However it's not what will happen to me or what I will go through when I die or get extremely sick and die. My biggest fear and the cause of my anxiety is leaving my kids behind. I do not want them to be sad. I do not want them to miss me. I do not want to harm their mental health by losing a parent. Etc. 

Obviously it is something out of my control. One day I will die regardless of anything. It seems even more silly typing it out right now...but I just needed to share. Maybe others feel the same?",0.8871346153846176,3.0923473416666667,2.8583333333333343,91.01076923076927,83.91666666666666,6.0256410256410255,20.89743589743589,7.321109707123232,0.6670512820512822,451,14,97,7,13,151,73,120,0.27,0.6829999999999999,0.047,-0.9805,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,4,7,0,1,4,0,9,3,0,3,1,27,19,7,4,5,8,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,0,1,19,2,15,15,4,8,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,5,2,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620535989748277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982149411832272,0.14043817694843813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620610497354127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769391504156516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174093892087956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911840774827739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594200964139148,0.10419775299321712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752174877297897,0.07976724755241893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824221085188752,0.0,0.08965757735799547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950498797337613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353790172372906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704307475056762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176490987695023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848923960515196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589830837990639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697564993666258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690098757679403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517172719177718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472457584722766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361707103098365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144991115396794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27914948657044475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kmartmitch,2020/02/05,"Possible Trigger Warning. Please give advice on taking back my life. Desperate. Hi Reddit,

I'm desperate to get some things off my chest and see if I'm not alone in this world. I recently, as of monday, started some over the phone therapy for my crippling(and yes I mean crippling anxiety) but I'm still not at ease with everything and I feel like I'm the only person in the world with what I've been going through.

I've been through a lot of trauma, abusive childhood, bad period with drugs and drinking etc. I've always struggled with mental health, but I more or less got my life to a decent point and I have everything I need/want.

For the past year, I've been suffering panic attacks near daily and constant anxiety. Panic attacks can be triggered by something or literally out of no where. Some I can control some I violently break down and hide and sob and lose my mind.

I constantly feel paranoid, like things arent real or I'm living in the matrix or...something. like I'm scared I'm not in reality.

I also have intrusive thoughts like ""oh what if you stabbed yourself in the eye with this sharp object"" or ""what if you just hurt this person/thing you love more than anything?"" These intrusive thoughts cause me so much emotional turmoil it makes me so upset. I am such a gentle and kind person that it makes me feel absolutely insane and need to be locked up. I would never in my life hurt anyone or anything so why the fuck is my brain giving me these thoughts that spike so much distress? I dont want to die either, I just want to stop suffering.

I'm always afraid I'm losing my mind and going to lose control or that im developing schizophrenia or I'm going to end up in an institution for the rest of my life.

On top of this, I'm a severe hypochondriac. When I have panic attacks 60% of the time I'm convinced it's a stroke or heart attack and I NEED to go to the hospital. I used to go a lot before i knew it was panic attacks.
I've convinced myself for months on end that I had contracted HIV when I've never had exposure to it. I've done the same thing with other STDs or other diseases.

I also tell myself i need to institutionalize myself for a few days, which is something I seriously cannot afford to do, but I feel like I'm batshit insane.

Sometimes I feel like I have a brain tumor. Part of me is convinced its impossible this is just anxiety related. I have so many physical symptoms it feels so impossible 

This has been affecting my social life, love life, work, and school. I want my life back. I want to feel normal. 

Its like everyday I wake up in an extremely anxious, paranoid state and I cant stand it anymore. Everyday it's something else. I cant just have a good day.

I drink a lot to cope with it and I know that it affects me worse. I'm not willing to quit drinking entirely but I have cut back and intend on continuing to do so.

Am I alone? Do I need to institutionalize myself? What is wrong with me? How do I make it stop?

If anyone has any advice please blow me up, I am so tired. I'm ready to fix this.",2.1021078431372544,4.308683491830067,3.8513986928104593,85.61729411764706,79.27777777777777,6.694379084967321,24.252287581699342,7.793537801064563,1.3637079738562083,2395,86,478,40,60,802,257,612,0.263,0.628,0.11,-0.9988,2,2,8,0,0,1,69.0,0,3,0,8,23,44,8,10,23,1,40,25,6,13,2,102,95,47,1,14,26,0,9,7,0,2,13,0,0,2,37,25,3,4,13,3,0,5,12,30,0,0,13,11,64,14,66,78,18,63,0,8,2,4,13,27,2,20,35,311,101,2,0.0,0.06536292058053085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078155351437424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427108214142087,0.0,0.08823277289143402,0.09180538751295884,0.0,0.0,0.037514904529450485,0.0,0.12660596521047476,0.062322098249168074,0.054710042132901,0.0771469728551679,0.0,0.09079415652519986,0.0,0.0,0.3137975559880179,0.0,0.12725819692550894,0.046061468777080304,0.0,0.0,0.046942369013029034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316743700884572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667087879494113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923011792605764,0.12374715779832615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711552643584879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725380109630935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056454171079801475,0.06465437002833456,0.16212560819505295,0.0639752724333364,0.0,0.04608427739667618,0.062054544539003886,0.09772174967267104,0.0,0.061524890278104226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099159638387111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525580129591028,0.11823222282255688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100025861319357,0.028822060140438505,0.10584088264862004,0.1567611004556128,0.04627078727030697,0.04412144590456213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863908591006685,0.0,0.0653722070384164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811310607350793,0.0,0.05958895748429975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057447103195984624,0.030317898213008208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275860636122473,0.18865991527987366,0.0,0.04871276113626557,0.0,0.0,0.18515058470360876,0.0,0.14070097943176638,0.09957929017003228,0.0,0.11047159119407256,0.05592986335151375,0.0,0.060092159199628986,0.0,0.0,0.05559454962887337,0.0,0.11140426226510343,0.0,0.04403313076757005,0.0,0.08110700208993722,0.20452517401136855,0.08509514139778991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405115849593474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195637740515108,0.0,0.2589025758275045,0.0,0.05973961359705428,0.05266237559335524,0.0,0.14450698161445782,0.0,0.1211118326708424,0.05214988584308187,0.062191596320973624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058676039236506786,0.0,0.06279120766187837,0.0,0.0,0.054469962553562484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552309853100024,0.05583113482026225,0.043960315258038035,0.0,0.0,0.062322098249168074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623498885957447,0.0,0.16987852925548272,0.05456077774185405,0.0,0.03904691696803294,0.0,0.0440557948229704,0.09224281888919796,0.0,0.057671685186573216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057338799669519575,0.041478113343470464,0.0,0.0482176862355522,0.0,0.06308735210042853,0.0,0.10994990660946982,0.0,0.0,0.13138739081918022,0.03216785211079705,0.06340542621543771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476458803594176,0.0,0.0,0.1626922564565586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977891070017167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040161647200340315,0.0,0.05621906598463262,0.03918848234148176,0.0603155744197081,0.0,0.035525221074659115
anxiety,JerseyShore-T,2020/02/05,"I need help teaching my bf how to help me I (23F) have had anxiety my entire life, but wasn’t able to label and acknowledge it until I was about 20 and in college. I’m in therapy - currently working with EMDR for past traumas (mostly from a past abusive relationship) 

My current bf (24M) is super willing to be supportive but we have been dating over a year now, he has friends with anxiety issues, and he still doesn’t understand how to help.  I appreciate that he asks me what he can do, but he’s always asking when I’m in a state of heightened anxiety and having a downward spiral.  I’ve sent him short articles on how to support a partner/loved one with anxiety and videos people have made on fb for advice, but he doesn’t seem to be able to understand that LOGIC is the worst way to try and help. I’ve told him before if I could be logical I would be. I’ve explained how my anxious thoughts always have events and memories that support them to make them seem very real and like pure logic, so saying “it’s not true” doesn’t do anything but aggravate me.  I’ve explained that kind gentle physical affection helps if you don’t know what words to use.   

I’m doing my best to work on my communication when I’m anxious - what the thoughts are and how they make me feel - at his request. But he’s not getting better at being empathetic or supportive, and I honestly don’t see how he’s trying to improve even tho I know it’s not because he doesn’t want to.  He’s also not great at understanding when certain actions of his trigger more anxiety and that if he wants to help he needs to make a change to help me. To him that comes off as “lack of trust”. 

To prevent going on and on I’ll just say he wants me to talk to him about it yet again while I’m having a tough time and this time I’m unable to identify the source of the anxiety quiet yet.  If anyone has tips on how to help him I’d appreciate it. Thank you!",5.972669589574963,5.1971584603580565,7.002374862988672,78.02157715260019,66.69820971867007,10.209767385214956,32.685543782730484,9.606745405546679,2.822861795152844,1502,55,308,27,21,508,190,391,0.115,0.664,0.222,0.9945,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,3,5,22,19,0,0,11,0,33,1,0,14,3,79,74,40,0,12,16,0,1,1,3,2,1,3,0,0,15,18,0,1,16,1,0,4,11,3,0,1,9,5,33,16,50,57,5,41,0,0,1,0,48,16,0,8,20,197,48,4,0.16257837903156694,0.09631439706956564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943485518909915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650069354867968,0.1352782352366643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37311604488766986,0.1836672922099132,0.0,0.05683929137723436,0.0,0.06689407668366286,0.0,0.15198883792657233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955313542984282,0.0,0.06917111304621927,0.0,0.0853079892523664,0.0718936822307934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599318394582013,0.0700234389311024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490280326680113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369074301856972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04110225668603766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280382617334118,0.0,0.04247024643442806,0.0,0.04619851971192728,0.0,0.0,0.08962161841720005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358914418388432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484479426000764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465018176318215,0.08934882532382188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057416958561936376,0.03971379192184804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691779661020999,0.1627834956680606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054980802874628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508365859665505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519945891266734,0.05635568874675245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252489413738173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727416791002242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928885242422494,0.0,0.0,0.06477695949723385,0.1480052502534516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491765175283151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689840357681312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533717135301499,0.0,0.07484016415908684,0.09296127263441233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906907276990132,0.09480076023399776,0.0,0.0,0.07767530415401701,0.0,0.1103800474373532,0.0,0.0,0.25387473930951976,0.0,0.07020775997933071,0.0,0.06707209464314592,0.1438394103200582,0.0645235749373062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835899623412975,0.0,0.0,0.057745507931225924,0.0,0.0,0.0523475728773965
anxiety,bleedingberries,2020/02/05,"What happens when something you're anxious about actually happens? Does coping with it become harder than it would have if you hadn't been anticipating it? Does it increase your anxiety about other things because it feels more likely for the worst-case scenarios to become true? 

I'm driving myself crazy worrying about a loved one's health. They had a health scare earlier but didn't get a CT scan. They also smoke a lot and fall sick more frequently these days (no severe symptoms). But I can't stop worrying about them, I just feel like I'm going to lose them. I'm actually tearing up typing this because it feels so real. It feels more like a 'what when' than 'what if' and I'm sucked into imagining a life without them, how hard it will be. And I can't tell myself they're completely fine and everything's going to be okay because I don't know that. They're not perfect but I love them so much and even though they're here, it feels so real that I actually start missing them.",4.659642857142857,6.051181750000005,5.30752976190476,81.43687500000003,70.04166666666666,8.19404761904762,27.776785714285715,8.634040054169528,2.0144348214285714,784,27,149,13,14,253,110,192,0.192,0.703,0.105,-0.9611,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,7,2,15,13,1,1,7,1,12,7,0,1,2,30,32,18,0,3,8,0,6,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,18,7,0,1,7,0,0,5,8,4,0,1,4,7,17,9,14,24,6,13,0,2,1,2,12,2,1,3,9,97,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.34179942816718456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336655877070624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931498583555895,0.1318965653738304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351286736118505,0.25788689586158153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241228551245367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529540276090405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434098206718332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711361681561382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049291992278642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29516667996640283,0.2502230275441155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099811858585112,0.0,0.13270574204130448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064868747629525,0.0,0.10458688931305482,0.0,0.0,0.2482039034461435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416386411865638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246541381876163,0.1711174381492844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061566114011275,0.0,0.09925840353656402,0.2107465365379705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582617806496598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911419926439499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657787481148312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688915279258975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318965653738304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988141914756151,0.0,0.0,0.08263769002015962,0.0,0.0,0.09760992756728876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135006605251307,0.0,0.0,0.1020464230731713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756486303880218,0.0,0.11470827983902405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254479370120718,0.0,0.0,0.2371347139914281,0.0,0.0829372946075904,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,somefuckingusername1,2020/02/05,Antidepressants I made an appointment to go back to therapy today after 3 years of not going. I'm pretty sure I need to go back on an antidepressant. I'm overweight and I smoke and have zero libido so Welbutrin is of interest to me as it claims to affect these issues positively. I took Wellbutrin for a month or two 5 years ago for postpartum depression and it made me very angry. Is this a sign that I should not take it again? Could it affect me differently this time around 5 years later? I'm certainly no where near as bad as I was back then. Does that matter?,3.0520535714285733,5.129377241071432,4.686928571428575,81.40807142857145,75.69642857142857,8.051428571428572,22.807142857142853,8.841846274778883,1.6906757142857145,449,13,87,10,10,151,73,112,0.158,0.738,0.10400000000000001,-0.8157,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,4,2,18,17,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,4,0,9,3,16,11,0,22,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,14,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861001236041058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928499603255405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127567192278422,0.14939847644055654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286047192696275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411152824593372,0.0,0.0,0.18694301634800656,0.0,0.0,0.15658222030587912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050689028596553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867556829356681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33861442557867283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428196456656663,0.0,0.0,0.13267379526656514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203540585128586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686387305764823,0.0,0.13453255190652222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462122760537813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043351031417728,0.0,0.16960403751579958,0.0,0.198797015766708,0.0,0.0,0.17478790889890394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763539649374546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34567377319992904
anxiety,FluffTheUnicorn,2020/02/05,"Anxiety sucks Always get anxiety about going out like to school or something lately. Was gonna go to the store but anxiety hit hard, harder than usual, and was unable. Got stuck sitting on the floor crying and now gotta try go get the laundry done. But have to go out a couple houses away and it always feels hard. Tho not as hard as today. I should study, I wanna fix and send a valentines gift for my bf, I need to fix something to eat. Feel like I can't do anything, Def not cope with life. I'll get it done eventually.. I'll get up from this floor.",0.6790890688259097,2.9520156403508766,2.4247368421052653,93.29738866396762,85.57894736842105,4.911201079622133,17.541160593792178,6.297961479604792,-0.23106531713900136,429,10,92,4,13,141,76,114,0.152,0.772,0.075,-0.6249,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,0,17,25,10,0,3,5,0,5,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,2,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,6,5,5,2,18,15,0,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,6,50,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24334402395469976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33558820310667303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203318018634597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738444088021484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179664153313494,0.16062274598519513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992805875939856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496260305438968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787284174873006,0.1044641120460332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055888672001367,0.0,0.3324151492007033,0.0,0.11695054593174302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929701821562733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872554026876185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494965784696336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328397406469872,0.14287758730523267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842496326685908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798884223654313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514432982868324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860545332719373,0.0,0.0,0.09927807256180207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104763250459486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heldenreise,2020/02/05,"Called my college's counseling services... guess I'll die I'm having extreme anxiety out of nowhere (used to suffer a lot when I was younger) and called during a panic attack to ask to talk to someone. ""Uhh... our emergency services aren't open until 10 but you can come in"" cool thanks guess I'll just die instead.

I feel like I'm dying. I have to finish my part in a group project that I present today. Why today. I don't wanna screw over my partner. But I feel like I'm dying. Texted a crisis hotline and they just responded ""Do you want to do breathing exercises"" Wow yeah sure thanks that will surely cure me. Fuck.",0.7595982783357229,3.2946754715447213,2.2935533237685317,91.50581061692972,91.03252032520322,4.5201339072214255,21.869440459110475,6.2272716619740125,0.4937655667144911,485,18,95,5,17,157,82,123,0.17300000000000001,0.5770000000000001,0.25,0.8812,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,1,0,4,13,3,1,4,2,9,4,1,1,2,19,23,6,4,2,4,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,14,8,13,21,2,12,0,1,0,2,11,5,2,3,8,52,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638377713499428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000630942463312,0.15820567003887073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840003125377501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197915451271732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57730697973057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063013504602867,0.1986950681513265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856266615352588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063899180139177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587954461528556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182274596118797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631619443091835,0.0,0.15059304026807158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782869496653042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621328358013229,0.0,0.0,0.1117745833408374,0.0,0.2560633707524527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636333134469796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010686958857895,0.0,0.0,0.08202370270796011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548386325587704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aymarr,2020/02/05,"Can't seem to escape my anxiety. 9 months ago I was prescribed birth control for a hormonal condition and it heightened my anxiety to a state I've never been in before. When I realize what caused it I stopped the birth control, saw a therapist for the first time, and went on fluoxetine. 

I lost my job as a result of the anxiety. I was having nightly panic attacks, insomnia, crying all day constantly. It got better shortly after starting fluoxetine but has slowly been getting worse and worse. 

I've gotten a few jobs since I lost my job, but I am currently sitting in the parking lot unable to hold back tears because I am so afraid to go inside of my new one. I am so sick to my stomach and whole body hurts. I keep pushing myself through this over and over again but I feel like I'm just crumbling under the pressure. 

I don't know how to go on like this. My chest hurts and I need money desperately but I don't know how to do this again",3.4762411347517705,5.10770634042553,4.926723404255321,82.0636666666667,73.36170212765958,7.779290780141842,29.022695035460988,8.447377352677275,2.209988226950354,744,31,143,13,15,249,111,188,0.245,0.7120000000000001,0.043,-0.9883,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,6,10,11,1,3,10,0,13,5,3,6,2,29,30,16,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,5,5,0,1,4,4,8,0,2,10,2,22,3,21,20,4,33,0,4,1,0,0,8,0,2,21,99,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294050914467632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924029144659146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494628238193955,0.0,0.09796975892574948,0.0,0.07766742502307777,0.0,0.10841578821760367,0.0,0.0,0.11268302451211484,0.0,0.14152282463971752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088427624589052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376840100533017,0.2858003533794813,0.0,0.0,0.13995295013591444,0.08216835061217596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442188595637477,0.09102111020763284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837414360341403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656601347310627,0.0,0.14481909307165206,0.0,0.10190072285690986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727882244339783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793017154143869,0.1132470916742661,0.0,0.0,0.1400414551277572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449133358429862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781642390503959,0.1083186888434052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169675455727238,0.0,0.0,0.09447225786423633,0.09826577803912298,0.12305253477031175,0.0,0.11956484056631304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633572602302009,0.0,0.0,0.14948716596576173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598848970270173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539415158343557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901808402422478,0.0,0.0,0.1065197403491754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793182369028846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429329015950173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810954292350848,0.0,0.14224774716284602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596815831723242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MidnaTwiliPrincess,2020/02/05,"Extreme Paranoia Bordering on Delusions? (TW) I've been dealing with anxiety most of my life, but recently (past few months) I'm constantly plagued by thinking of the worst possible outcome all the time. If I'm sleeping I'm terrified my bed will collapse and kill my cat. When I'm cooking I'm constantly checking the oven making sure nothing is catching on fire. Sometimes I'm afraid to showed because I think the fire alarm will go off and I'll have to quickly get dressed and grab my cat. If I see a cop car I automatically think they're looking for me, even though I don't do anything that would warrant the police coming for me. 

I'm aware that these fears are extremely unlikely but thinking that does not remove the worry. And it's to the point where it feels like my life is being overtaken by extreme worry and I don't really know how to approach this. 

I went to the doctors and she suggested a new medication for me, but that isn't really helping, and I'm also currently waiting on a call to book a therapy appointment as well, but I've gone in the past and I just didn't feel like it was helping me get rid of thoughts like this. 

Some of the fears I have are very intrusive and gory and disgusting and I just don't want to live my life being afraid of everything in my life falling apart or dying horrible deaths. 

Has anyone had any experience with this or found a way to tone it down?",6.148327338129494,6.079186593525183,6.721501798561152,77.81951888489209,66.15827338129496,10.259352517985613,35.360611510791365,9.978442167317967,3.399488489208633,1115,50,218,23,16,366,156,278,0.19699999999999998,0.732,0.071,-0.9907,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,10,13,2,5,15,0,21,8,1,2,2,43,49,24,3,4,11,0,5,3,0,3,6,0,2,0,12,14,1,1,9,3,1,9,6,8,1,0,8,7,21,5,28,36,5,31,0,0,2,0,6,10,0,6,14,132,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223755251118908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843532200320029,0.0,0.0882349719697307,0.0,0.0,0.0806485813220845,0.0,0.094915194272618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031034299767157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777528628432304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935540841997406,0.0,0.24928365963635465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891072835183107,0.0,0.0,0.11970496476595953,0.0,0.0,0.11805562846977465,0.10093502594380346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618114423415512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366037531174116,0.11282489198090265,0.0,0.2595796849641108,0.11663898724088527,0.1647981886054789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646462567288833,0.0,0.0,0.12052103537335125,0.0,0.06555051943240077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462027034005532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276068923676159,0.0,0.06338798241991374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258729051434837,0.16904825340769472,0.0,0.10184754974888743,0.0,0.0968567568857926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699050938283977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619316275074885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206348340436447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113963276606988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067207612824008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202106303576297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903381308943924,0.13002879640808368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777982921564325,0.0,0.11388457750270906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191124236820546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542354266585254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407445186400028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870681621844534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319016225255703,0.0,0.0,0.29562148786450765,0.11332120541257175,0.09156727115372344,0.06725582458782417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516778179674594,0.06803066505249793,0.09155171808857536,0.0,0.0,0.10370473234936144,0.10692156295618896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342672357425765,0.0,0.08193440100208284,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoHuskies858,2020/02/05,"Weight Loss from Anxiety? Hi everyone,

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25 M here. Woke up this morning and while getting ready for work, realized my belt wasn't as tight as normal. Weighed myself and found I was down to 125 pounds. I'm a small guy and have always been skinny, but in November, when I went to the doctor, I was 145 pounds. I haven't been getting exercise in the last few months and haven't been sleeping well + have had a good amount of anxiety and stress + haven't eaten well.....could these things explain my weight loss? Have any of you had experiences losing a good amount of weight from anxiety or is this something else for me?",5.343852459016394,6.164014491803278,5.155860655737708,85.25952868852461,68.01639344262296,8.722950819672132,28.364754098360656,8.841846274778883,1.964308196721312,496,16,100,8,8,153,78,122,0.16,0.764,0.076,-0.8157,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,3,7,0,1,5,0,15,9,2,0,0,12,23,11,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,6,1,3,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,12,4,9,3,15,11,3,10,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,60,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305901704738452,0.16024225579069382,0.17970646539472787,0.10057246967927673,0.0,0.33941375453455125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808071209178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513749903934853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354581863669965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413183216254626,0.0,0.14466796002130292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215729605175444,0.0,0.0,0.15453621998653672,0.0,0.0,0.2480916536053557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643755206766668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055272365924365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654546977151964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804696732010934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449039672937108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480000393771892,0.0,0.0,0.11385543590611275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694111983252631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825369220953548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402823441085527,0.2659475548370441,0.13709850834848916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766803477149084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970646539472787,0.0
anxiety,Chubbysloot,2020/02/05,"Have you had an easy time finding medication that’s right for you? Has anyone else had a really rough time finding medicine that works for you? I’m starting to think it’s a lost cause despite it working for my anxiety.

I’ve recently started taking medicine for my stress/anxiety and I’ve currently been at it for almost 3 months and nothing seems to be perfect.

I first tried Buspar that worked great for my anxiety but after the second day on it I didn’t really sleep. I was energized but I was only getting 4-5 hours of sleep a night. So we tried Flouxitine and that didn’t do anything for my anxiety and only helped with sleep a little. After that I tried another antidepressant but i stopped taking it, it was making me sad and forgetful. Like I wasn’t really grounded. So now I’m back on buspar, 10mg twice a day, with some zalepon in case I wake up in the middle of night and still have 4 hours before I have to get up. 

Sorry about about formatting and spelling, I’m on my phone and don’t remember how to spell the names",4.575320910973082,5.433477149758456,5.738747412008284,80.25358695652177,69.7729468599034,9.392546583850931,29.278467908902694,9.606745405546679,2.6161569358178056,818,30,161,18,14,273,112,207,0.08800000000000001,0.835,0.076,0.3194,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,6,8,6,0,0,9,0,16,5,4,3,1,28,29,14,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,10,1,19,4,27,18,1,32,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,3,21,103,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150273407479514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045291620621335,0.3515059193598374,0.0,0.0,0.08032091213337426,0.11769955622984014,0.09452956089638567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883291901610086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774729343966372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180048032410814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816539197447648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596050391912468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998117105602385,0.09770974680194336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003136736883188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664637372699386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699602983977921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262508259120636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056120474308296586,0.11513154759233638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253959499160149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667770266839663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572107857086522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168943631733052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559847966874532,0.0,0.11022242371274386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473009650400464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076911613814745,0.0,0.11342187293301688,0.0,0.13012715991688845,0.09809974136627027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457481447109472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448637561854298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285893811661147,0.1626134569275425,0.0,0.0917366292928946,0.0960378233484726,0.1315850600224676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273833432575733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360509993559043,0.0,0.0,0.13396513834762228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339708820255717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508837365763746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Goldenpanda18,2020/02/05,"They say avoid alcohol if your going to a party as this is a safety behaviour but I want to drink and also want to reduce my anxiety about socialising.. I want to relax and take a few beers but apparently this is a safety behaviour and will stop anxiety from reducing, how can I win in this situation?",3.5494915254237327,5.510178864406786,6.412000000000003,70.10884745762712,73.91525423728814,10.82169491525424,27.0542372881356,10.793553405168565,3.6449091525423727,239,9,43,9,5,87,40,59,0.12300000000000001,0.5770000000000001,0.301,0.9072,1,1,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,12,9,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,8,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124845109416716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383055464461405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473673004762628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864386980333703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617650727735278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252660539476105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286675744417369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444577994775665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198468875198972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173917035625323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wormblanket,2020/02/05,"Can't stop biting my lips I (21f) cannot stop biting my lips as soon as I enter my place of work. I start the day off intending to leave them alone and let them heal, and by the end of the day they are a mess again. Any tips on how to implement a less destructive coping mechanism? (I can't chew gum)",1.8086153846153863,2.81933724615385,3.4584615384615383,93.42153846153849,76.53846153846153,7.661538461538463,19.15384615384616,8.238735603445708,0.4199846153846156,231,4,57,4,5,77,46,65,0.147,0.795,0.059000000000000004,-0.6839,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,3,2,1,0,5,0,5,4,2,2,0,6,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,9,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113065470665034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440228925353807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876938808653462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662215137356199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182670545830648,0.0,0.3073597788597351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140384097417946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127495542549808,0.0,0.0,0.5025907325273886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188232312172901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mission-recovery,2020/02/05,"Mission Recovery - Back To The Studio [Rap]. A song aimed for mental health recovery. We are a group based out of Bangalore, India. Vishal, the artist, who makes his own music through scratch, has lived through the hardship of mental suffering in the form of depression and anxiety. Music is how he communicates that it is not impossible to come out of such suffering if one can control the mind. This is our first music video.

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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wbiFNIRFDvk](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wbiFNIRFDvk)",10.469120879120881,14.41078671794872,6.758278388278392,66.45576923076925,60.02564102564102,9.585347985347983,32.93772893772893,9.957137785484203,3.906034432234432,436,17,57,10,7,119,60,78,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,3,0,11,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,2,3,0,12,8,2,6,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,42,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654154164804373,0.2976547360845317,0.0,0.0,0.1873946889028768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836008385190808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110124300607984,0.0,0.0,0.2747448759584269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098476921650813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208363917604298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603823582103278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630527527407656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351353927126214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937266572745813,0.0,0.24734103604341465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659920854295092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976547360845317,0.0
anxiety,cdrinko,2020/02/05,Getting upset and overwhelmed happens. Just don't get stuck there. Try these [4 ways to find your zen.](https://www.playyourwaysane.com/find-your-zen/),9.426212121212119,14.10734313636364,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,72.18181818181819,4.751515151515153,25.51515151515152,6.42735559955562,1.0620424242424251,127,4,17,1,3,31,20,22,0.127,0.73,0.14300000000000002,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7279154230668479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160977059046123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521367415920877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27035918302968204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160814189014608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mitchr90,2020/02/05,"Hope this will help I don't know if reading this will help you, but I wanted to share a bit to give someone hope. I have been struggling for the last couple of months and believe me, there were some days that I thought I couldn't handle things anymore... I went through some tough times and even if some of my problems are over, not all of them because life is not perfect. As I write this, I have no income right now and will not have for the next couple of months, so as you can see I do have problems.

But I want to share with you the things that are helping me to cope with everything... First of all, accepting that I can solve all my problems in one day... Making peace with the fact that as long as you live nothing will be 100% perfect, this will let you breathe, this has helped me to understand that I'm not a problem, that life is like this and has given me strength to show up every day FOR ME.... And as Woody Allen said 80% of success is showing up, so even when you are terrified keep walking because is the lack of movement what will make you drown... The second thing is accepting I need help, that I don't have to be alone... So even if I or when I feel I don't have anyone to talk to... I reach someone, because unless your surrounded by assholes, someone will hear you... So don't be afraid to reach someone, talking about it will help you... Sometimes talking or crying will make you feel better already.... Don't be afraid to talk, don't be afraid to cry, don't be afraid to show that you are hurting... It is not easy, since if you are like me, you probably have had to solve your entire life by yourself... But this will help, believe me.... The third one and honestly one of the most important ones... Don't dwell in fear, face ""that hard thing"" you need to do... One by one... Try with the easiest one, once you get over the first one you will feel a bit better to face the second one... I have felt overwhelmed, I have felt no will to live... And most of these feelings were in the last couple of months and if I hadn't start trying these things I don't know what would've happened, because I was in a really really dark place... Step by step ny friends and send me a message if you want or need to.... Best of luck to all of you...


A little note... I also think I might need to read this again some day...",5.747744680851064,4.8187144553191485,5.550510638297872,88.75300000000001,67.21276595744679,8.541276595744682,29.65106382978724,7.087006719466742,1.372891914893617,1774,51,402,12,25,550,185,470,0.107,0.6970000000000001,0.195,0.9919,1,1,0,0,0,0,103.0,0,20,1,9,14,32,0,8,18,0,62,6,3,3,7,79,96,34,1,21,18,0,7,2,1,13,3,2,0,0,28,13,0,1,13,5,0,6,18,14,0,14,12,10,55,18,59,63,14,37,0,2,1,0,41,12,0,19,21,289,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659254445244718,0.07095359770004694,0.05141847561803825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376557996049384,0.04495812171334377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677999073894014,0.0,0.0,0.14488193171997174,0.06747598133260059,0.11373135863713647,0.14039185561475542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213431002800382,0.14125498701467387,0.16586558964949752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740315199331592,0.0,0.05417319362398644,0.0,0.057786208929133075,0.0,0.0,0.07235226509639914,0.13004245577376106,0.0,0.12347085755023142,0.0,0.0,0.10938239052881707,0.0,0.0,0.04967588428267529,0.0,0.03359265152907024,0.06167976666171469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685783258606586,0.0,0.05759769331668917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246765685176056,0.0,0.3016795691591625,0.0,0.0,0.12772332434804176,0.0,0.0,0.06883151991929568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715033676804573,0.0,0.0,0.07067215770148699,0.10482165636297004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574827908209317,0.13624511577592185,0.06282476250701377,0.06444272098288538,0.11355127301073688,0.05690102967947136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875671096243588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820920555173428,0.0,0.0,0.1539643186921534,0.0,0.0,0.1907023402493484,0.0,0.0,0.06838083888331624,0.0,0.0,0.06169493111070218,0.0,0.0,0.06847445686487988,0.39212523429469104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717692563028166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932329422767024,0.24609508154345103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862926953612425,0.0,0.08238091036121803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054909487395621334,0.06116139442565439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512365717223458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053187337240418686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179153543307035,0.0,0.06359160951390859,0.0,0.04550991388541715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672174304725922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206718727902436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358112966183587,0.041199071994254884,0.0,0.05104482253751129,0.03749223480664874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730720399869005,0.0,0.0,0.06693568922285048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377252530165913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960418103286541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567491098262938,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rustytrumbone666,2020/02/05,I’ve been having uncontrollable anxiety for the past 6 months and haven’t used any medication. Is it a good idea to self medicate short term before my waiting list for the doctors?,7.433823529411764,7.8804765,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,63.411764705882355,11.505882352941176,34.64705882352941,11.20814326018867,4.032105882352941,147,6,26,4,2,48,32,34,0.12300000000000001,0.792,0.085,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194380655316629,0.0,0.2186664277686123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322835324569225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925688304669034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397486029734633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226779921440533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759064294497511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281543541587272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728661369864556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981929277496362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687354435703684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoMoreCaffeine14,2020/02/05,"Skipping classes due to Anxiety I've been skipping my classes due to anxiety. I always study the night before and wake up early to prepare but I always have a hard time leaving my dorm room. 
Its been happening since last week and I feel so trapped in this cycle.
I just don't know what to do.",2.007344632768362,4.311090101694916,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,80.18644067796609,5.967231638418079,26.78248587570621,7.1686216300943375,1.4572689265536716,232,10,45,3,6,76,43,59,0.177,0.823,0.0,-0.8537,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,6,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,27,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743041850879111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360654698174897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425234802007445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441101913300355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520344016524597,0.0,0.2553139912545877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663466377144036,0.2323221114845601,0.0,0.3017856350984462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674636390189621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23576415257449826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619228233513395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22861873747577266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoldenRedhead,2020/02/05,"Blood clot anxiety I have severe health anxiety, and my latest fixation is the fear of a blood clot. I know someone who recently had one, and now I'm paranoid.

This morning, I've been having on and off pain at the very top of my thigh. I keep telling myself that I'm not on hormonal birth control and I haven't been on a plane in over a year, so I'm not likely to have a blood clot, but it doesn't help. (I also have Lyme disease, which causes plenty of aches and pains, but this feels different).",2.7042961165048527,3.9934105339805854,4.20989077669903,87.81153519417477,74.72815533980581,7.480097087378643,24.52548543689321,8.07648339933343,1.2809038834951458,387,12,83,6,8,129,67,103,0.19399999999999998,0.7909999999999999,0.015,-0.9299,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,6,0,10,7,4,2,0,14,16,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,8,1,11,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,6,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605077628238275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33682236545990313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261507119747975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24691259811068314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000584446198705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477255944075728,0.11131249523374884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400503592149585,0.0,0.0,0.14755930681842686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956759906216356,0.0,0.0,0.12098655274538116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755227645484693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917671143542025,0.0,0.4685019959976232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736773938695916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487024586615515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652909694736367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241741620779204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164360833790671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417668864491549
anxiety,shutterlove18,2020/02/05,"Starting new job in a few hours I’m terrified. I haven’t worked in a few years due to mental health, but bills are getting too high. It’s a cashier job at Petsmart. I’ve been a manager and a co-teacher, but this is the first time I feel like I’m not going to be able to keep up. My memory has become non-existent, and I’m so scared I’m not going to be able to remember what’s what/which buttons/etc. I’m so scared to be around people. Part of the dress code is jeans, which is honestly one of my biggest triggers. They make me too aware of my body and I have anxiety attacks. I don’t know how I’m going to manage this, but I don’t have a choice and I hate it more than anything.",0.8870307692307691,2.292841580000001,3.0700000000000003,93.60346153846157,79.86666666666667,6.482051282051282,22.205128205128197,7.321109707123232,0.5720974358974358,527,16,127,7,13,180,88,150,0.163,0.787,0.05,-0.9547,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,2,2,8,0,14,2,1,3,0,17,30,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,1,3,5,4,0,2,1,1,11,2,16,26,4,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,8,75,17,5,0.32986410679122713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617256940876226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357250268228832,0.14682449514801385,0.0,0.187634021101823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215449492212307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832023300526338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394283735546305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339460185053907,0.11782749190080885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029112036273034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617019057974355,0.0,0.2812040604161677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628362567396867,0.0,0.17531506018901602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742597698105603,0.0,0.0,0.1624248495625268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32733922712362745,0.146599187228116,0.0,0.0,0.0906423432003996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057747024928492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009342635995582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621271738981755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929240492616026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176222785595938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860534131617725,0.0,0.11434311894229453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683586491493565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302515161567153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673975629403532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617320668342118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007249920328204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621083487699376
anxiety,bifemalehan,2020/02/05,"Anyone else here who is bisexual but suffers from sexual orientation anxiety/HOCD? Hi! I'm new to this sub, as most of my posts generally are focused in r/bisexual, where a lot of my anxieties lie. I have been in a committed relationship with my straight Male partner for 2 and a half years now. I have identified as a bisexual woman since before I met him, and when I first started dating him, I fell madly in love, and was so sure of my sexual orientation being bisexual. 

Now, however, this past year, I have been in an endless anxiety loop of obsessing over my sexual orientation, every experience I've ever had with a guy, analyzing every interaction I have now, trying to figure out who I am. I have an overwhelming fear that I am actually just a lesbian, despite so many experiences and feelings I have had to the contrary. I have not been diagnosed with OCD before, but I have had anxiety for a long time (been on and off medication) and for depression, as well.

I see people online sometimes talk about HOCD or sex. Orientation ocd, but usually these people are straight thinking they're gay or vice versa. I wanted to know if anyone here has experienced it from the perspective of being bisexual and constantly obsessing over whether you are just monosexual. Any discussion, thoughts would be appreciated. Thanks!",7.8458035714285765,8.320116354166668,9.238214285714283,59.36250000000001,62.54166666666666,13.357142857142856,38.39285714285714,12.66393586644259,5.561910714285716,1055,51,171,39,14,369,142,240,0.115,0.76,0.126,0.5887,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,1,14,11,1,4,11,0,27,6,0,0,3,34,38,20,0,3,10,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,7,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,1,2,10,3,23,4,30,24,2,30,0,3,1,4,16,12,0,5,16,130,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.1394238178381897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971588037933863,0.0,0.3278932543544177,0.0,0.0,0.19980079098974451,0.14639067093022104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24314946167346316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543953767061583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230566405103608,0.14501348227843974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935238331817324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923715992141266,0.24075398446417995,0.0,0.0,0.2795151792080425,0.0,0.16077228368583754,0.0722410782959116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121528031616589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414671175392035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785194780808541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264384532185091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146584604719425,0.12894881163724722,0.0,0.0,0.14485119148563189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439299082800016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798800930590946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638881617176182,0.19810083686023708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368332127195303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339255081194078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138515930781095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818634371595475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130543489118685,0.0,0.10112652003300536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465647820685553,0.0,0.0,0.11483621805490625,0.0,0.1315386208595222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154749863640743,0.0,0.1134255116790038,0.08331062202848095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700165261165586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735485287967765,0.0,0.08427042649865757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846033503076762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014931562410771,0.0,0.0,0.1840115563348888
anxiety,ggtheepenguin,2020/02/05,"I (26F) know I’ve been struggling with anxiety since I was a child or maybe even depression. But I’m afraid to go seek a professional, maybe they will just say that everything is normal and I shouldn’t worry about it. What are your experiences when you finally went to talk to someone about it? How did you open it up to your therapist, physiatrist etc ? I’ve been really considering to ask for help but Im really clueless on how it’s done.",3.73256157635468,5.473183241379314,5.126108374384238,80.44758620689656,72.9080459770115,10.028899835796388,26.221674876847292,10.290406445055957,2.769953694581281,350,12,71,11,7,117,64,87,0.139,0.8390000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.8294,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,1,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,12,14,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,1,8,0,11,6,1,7,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685839850110858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168882738117707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660443420880434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983160271075324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286786979018601,0.13542988696875094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842806780173469,0.2005727601211927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246161087337828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165314531137326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743693367789464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221483128945758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268703536297435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119893028189631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089996892422385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627133757064635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305953024412764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961483977295902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737334477837967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435691822704586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480691519087967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380723426829448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900782054568657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823253297155414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MegabyteLans,2020/02/05,"I need some advice... Hello people, 

I will keep it short for you, I am an anxious person when it comes down to health related stuff... Normal to low weight(Normal),normal BP and a healthy diet, and I want to exercise as well but when I run for 10 or 15 minutes I feel weird, heart goes fast (well obviously) and my anxiety kicks in **gradually** , therefore I feel more tired because my breathing isn't right. I feel like I will die if I run for more than 15 minutes or so, today I couldn't even complete my 15 minutes because I felt really tired, in reality I am not thought because I can do what I have to do and stuff with ease. I only feel ""tired"" after a some running , or at tennis practice where are other people are present and feel like I will die in front of them. It sounds so stupid but I feel like I am not improving at all, I started running for like 30 minutes and now I can't do 10... What should I do? :/ 

**P.S.** Walking/Brisk Walking isn't an issue as well , I can do 10K steps a day without getting tired.",0.950833685099198,3.2449042184466066,2.7389658083579604,91.3781110173069,84.48543689320388,5.3301815111861535,23.51962853524694,6.7026698264267655,0.7375789784719289,783,30,165,9,23,259,111,206,0.24600000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.048,-0.9928,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,0,10,10,1,0,5,0,21,9,2,1,2,36,35,18,2,6,9,0,7,4,0,4,6,1,0,1,8,8,1,1,8,1,0,8,7,3,3,0,2,8,28,7,21,28,5,27,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,6,13,112,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685970721109037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365570172258581,0.1235391757376708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199984006925634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419900324962284,0.11465585028322085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052444442017006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269848928066548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222745059775215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317567663260098,0.2343680935570279,0.10499722877075256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057133082050216125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623845382062095,0.0,0.1295853124423026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413742558510777,0.0,0.0971990816783438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136998508731832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108479054716503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428789324637726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316883460579233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162493554803452,0.09548391286834963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005513254834808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338793176223473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740150079739097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503689063163248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681505929207818,0.0,0.5027464935877984,0.10365504228089127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449996975772009,0.0,0.0,0.13316401595658836,0.2949678102560604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541359441776617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SniX-72,2020/02/05,"Anxious about tests. I have a test coming up on 8th, and I'm nervous as fuck. Even when I'm prepping and doing good, I just don't feel good enough and that's a shit feeling. How do I cope with these thoughts?",1.1509999999999998,2.7366791555555565,2.1708333333333343,99.53625000000004,79.66666666666667,4.5,22.36111111111111,3.1291,-0.38688888888888906,162,5,39,0,4,51,35,45,0.23600000000000002,0.611,0.154,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,10,11,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,2,5,10,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,24,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35909340025194136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27380982733023124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284362476441653,0.0,0.20994474563882934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214409911275586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938581465264531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533214856367599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262806080800893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523467932185672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CherryBlossom490,2020/02/05,"Horrible, untrue thoughts pop into my head I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder when I was very young. I had some challenges with it throughout my life. However, this has got to be my most anxiety inducing experiences yet. And I hadn’t told ANYONE until now.

At random, I would get these horrible thoughts about me doing, saying, or being something I would ever DARE do/say/be. These thoughts want me to be very cruel to my friends or do something highly unethical and illegal. I want to be a kind and gentle person, not a cruel and nasty bitch! These thought seem to be trying to make me go against my very nature at heart.

I always try to fight back with thoughts that say the opposite of what the bad thoughts tell me. And it’s getting harder and harder each time. Sometimes the anxiety is so bad that I feel like I can’t walk. Other times my head hurts from the stress.

This has been going on for, I think, a few months now. And this is without telling anyone due to the fear of accidentally conveying the wrong message and damaging a lot of my relationships and my reputation. I’m sick of fighting this. I just want peace!",4.042361111111108,6.0424177731481485,4.877962962962965,81.46333333333334,72.6574074074074,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.3773722222222227,893,36,167,18,18,289,127,216,0.26899999999999996,0.639,0.09300000000000001,-0.993,1,0,2,0,3,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,9,16,5,2,10,0,19,6,3,2,1,40,39,14,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,2,3,2,0,1,13,14,0,0,10,0,0,3,4,12,0,0,13,3,24,4,25,19,5,20,0,2,0,0,11,5,1,7,13,116,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803040024523852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427999944848473,0.0,0.0,0.14794946314431398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135027303097092,0.17666978560523275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738028986523827,0.0,0.0,0.1212509039301192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569816182384527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348838085090274,0.0,0.11904944390848746,0.05349342561609316,0.07558038570437751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173740506445029,0.0,0.11054765123438952,0.0,0.12025213586985825,0.0,0.08461439241414875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715358057062276,0.0,0.0,0.12536827535734946,0.0,0.1117788421239218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325635982301745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016981953391816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472654908942272,0.051686377960508484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994362146431492,0.0,0.0,0.07061937323427678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444502508031926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237662243555812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358486335586335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523986820106172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963123254484681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289321714721486,0.10463453687026687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118848299313115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494000551398307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677895378109715,0.0,0.5039392529924194,0.12338051058031375,0.0,0.0,0.10109221342052988,0.0,0.1436565126385547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26187730759762595,0.18720292794124188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198316678256747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030829361891845,0.11567086204911226,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maximos93,2020/02/05,"Thinking before moving Does anyone else have to consciously remind themselves to move because they're so caught up in their anxiety? Every single movement I make is planned and deliberate, even my facial expressions and I'm just wondering what the solution is. Can anxiety alone lead to a split between the mind and body?",7.774285714285713,9.805116428571427,7.359285714285718,67.2357142857143,63.28571428571429,10.6,37.214285714285715,10.686352973137794,4.734907142857144,264,13,37,7,4,83,48,56,0.10300000000000001,0.856,0.040999999999999995,-0.3527,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,2,0,10,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784970112071866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661381345653322,0.0,0.0,0.16732889726954506,0.2451981237507717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587922028607586,0.0,0.20363248359508465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658159364108002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094190165552812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991014638322485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580599019655993,0.0,0.20162632256900412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597391649556938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163167608589084,0.0,0.0,0.5086905690499763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333815165327866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595180452243187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smartboy_12,2020/02/05,Anxiey Hey guys I am doing some 15min interviews with people that want to ( overcome fear and anxiety) . PM Me if you are interested . Thank you,3.1925641025641016,6.113868000000004,4.582307692307693,77.64602564102567,80.53846153846153,8.082051282051282,24.051282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.412528205128205,112,4,19,3,3,37,25,26,0.10400000000000001,0.684,0.212,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603017804492221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299883967385519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663486087087994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265212837471537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433619161091008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777988046731454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shad0wZ3n,2020/02/05,"Recent event made me realize that I may have an issue Pretty much, recently I had unprotected sex with someone and let’s say that my brain did not take it very well. 

At first I was terrified of having contracted HIV. The girl did say she had nothing, and did mention she was only with another guy. I looked online and saw that the chance that the girls I was with having HIV were 0.012%, and even lower for the chances of me catching it. Anyways I went on PEP right after the event to be 100% sure. Unfortunately, all this odds in my favor did not silence the “What if” voice in my head, and now I have to wait anxiously for the final HIV exams in three weeks.

The other issues was pregnancy. Before we did anything she said she had the implant, and drunk me at the time thought it was enough. Anyways, I did not ejaculate in the end, and I’m pretty sure no precum came out as well. Unfortunately, again, this wasn’t enough for my brain and now I’m dying anxiously for a news that realistically will not arrive.

Thanks to this event I realized that my brain simply won’t accept rational thought process, and that it always gives in to irrational fears. Is there anything I can do to help myself in this sort of situation?",6.823485881207397,6.4678114978902945,7.10396624472574,76.60165530671861,64.82278481012658,10.16150600454398,31.310938007140532,9.661875296680813,2.6775306069457963,963,31,187,17,13,313,134,237,0.11599999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.2311,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,13,0,28,9,4,1,3,33,42,11,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,3,17,15,1,1,5,1,0,3,7,1,2,2,23,6,24,7,27,14,4,28,0,0,2,4,14,11,0,3,14,139,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773126011587101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316091509836133,0.0,0.2653795102862155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330951197418306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999448289637677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933530204559355,0.0,0.1343362550658266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189886191103798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402951280925364,0.2427230645255491,0.0,0.07757735695741931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321685705944464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286652779208761,0.0,0.09990643820988516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267272121220072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629807254470274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054184127708875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872703951619882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451832297426363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010482399890306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863190266047918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113795467394884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634231316055667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127004226745372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893291721713755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389861879036061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319436025722363,0.0,0.0,0.10030520055569386,0.11172579139065808,0.18680850536302365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202338338556094,0.0,0.0,0.09951851837014844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139828878290774,0.0,0.0883109018784783,0.0,0.0,0.10813599893213033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649094736816507,0.06848845818695361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691197281835932,0.0,0.0,0.0942146327275839,0.0,0.2112107692925168,0.10888117183436323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,broken-glass-kids,2020/02/05,"2:30am It’s 2:30 in the morning and I can’t sleep because I’m so anxious. My boss had a bad day yesterday and flipped out on me and was cursing. It was really scary. He was throwing shit and I honestly was afraid he was going to hit me. I don’t want to go to work in 5 hours. The thing he yelled at me for wasn’t even my fault so i don’t know if he’ll do it again (3 patients didn’t show up to their appointments and he got mad. How is that my fault I can’t force people to come to their doctors appointments). 

I started applying for different jobs because I just can’t go through that again. I’ve taken the max amount of my anxiety medication and it’s not helping. I want to sleep but I also don’t want time to progress.",0.1676470588235297,2.192902407643313,2.2920194829524188,95.0790108654927,85.43312101910828,5.987111277632072,22.611090295991005,7.285733465282438,0.722262195578868,566,21,134,9,17,190,90,157,0.11800000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.065,-0.6955,2,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,8,7,2,1,4,0,16,5,3,2,0,18,30,12,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,1,0,5,9,6,0,0,10,1,18,1,18,18,1,18,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,1,7,80,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511579402637612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483846585838184,0.2191281411319683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619548172235125,0.2364816581842341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708588474319752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509303480356895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265482463537712,0.0,0.19853402492602493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811374929192074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307087165836756,0.0,0.15513358337947894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300123721488662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910189826584434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248288152265086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659950266570806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954019183058005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344726888353518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242605908644748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991049211314813,0.0,0.0,0.3882152980539924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729124295415687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886343330226502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310404872867247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432212913438008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412106996241252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rk1499,2020/02/05,"Please send some advice or hope my way.. Recently (past two or so months) I have been feeling extremely anxious. Last week I had a panic attack for the first time in my life... and then two more over the course of the week. It was terrifying and I didn’t know what to do, I could barely breathe, I felt like I had tunnel vision and my heart was racing. I feel like my future is hopeless, I potentially will have so much debt I don’t know how I’ll ever be able to live or support a family, and having a family is my greatest dream and I’m feeling like I’ll never be able to have that because of financial reasons. I also live in Alaska currently and it’s dark almost all day and it’s been like -30 F for four weeks straight. I can barely drag myself out of bed. I have no motivation and my life seems completely hopeless. I have a wonderful boyfriend whom I adore but he’s starting to feel terrible because he hasn’t been able to help me out of this dark pit. He thinks it’s his fault. I don’t know what to do.
I want to see a professional but I’m too embarrassed. Also I can’t be spending that kind of money. I just don’t have it. And I feel like I should be able to do this on my own. If it was anyone I cared about in my shoes right now I would beg them to talk to a therapist but I can’t do that for myself. I don’t know why. I wouldn’t be able to tell a stranger all my problems. I don’t know what to do",0.4230284380305598,2.341799006578949,2.6351740237691037,93.63605687606115,83.60526315789474,5.896264855687607,19.67487266553481,7.1029339738359605,0.2456584465195241,1094,30,256,15,31,371,147,304,0.109,0.755,0.136,0.2546,2,0,0,0,0,2,29.0,0,0,1,2,10,18,1,2,10,0,42,5,3,3,4,49,64,22,0,8,8,0,6,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,15,11,0,0,16,1,3,1,12,8,0,4,10,7,40,10,28,44,7,28,0,2,1,0,10,9,0,9,22,174,55,2,0.4850435645782194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479579152451577,0.0,0.0,0.09714021310546933,0.0,0.0,0.15515566534071554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959223316235456,0.0,0.06783074763554081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036141557404938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827122198211305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890684810929896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171178982405328,0.0,0.0,0.07745356359232904,0.0,0.0,0.0625625945000053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774993468582745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829023619650284,0.0,0.2452526001791876,0.20790913167058006,0.09314357739669298,0.0,0.0,0.08251556164912273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495579188377986,0.06502289541144968,0.0,0.0,0.09635154062111274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101964639870308,0.2665672581071098,0.07907504860668682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370402456415885,0.23696778515611455,0.0,0.1713209415730467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743142913216022,0.0,0.07131256595856537,0.0,0.0748190997979967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381882291166605,0.0,0.0,0.0926057932426484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648643561162682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282423694742102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974111365560263,0.09578440078587094,0.0,0.0,0.08284491078335769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730338443336715,0.0883130888459488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866326630279794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008433781141418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779719288168594,0.08478989092037559,0.0,0.0,0.11263459264095728,0.0,0.06215926619619745,0.0,0.0,0.05656656062451601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952683320257727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721825228673126,0.07700100092852849,0.23344361407671105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753527466630286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520181104237483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891220633932704,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shapeshifter2790,2020/02/05,"Sometimes I get to the point where I think anxiety is good for me I appreciate the fact that I worry so much because it has kept me safe until now. Sometimes I’m worried about living with out it... I’m worried about not living with social anxiety because if I’m not hyper sensitive to peoples cues. I’m more afraid of being the person whose walking around blind to her own flaws than to be a person who is in constant worry of doing something wrong. But Then I realize that people tend to walk on egg shells around me because they don’t want to hurt me. But I’m supposed to want to get hurt so I learn more. My whole plan is counterintuitive. Not only that, but when it’s my social anxiety that becomes the problem... I won’t let it go.... I hold on to it like it’s my world because it is one of the only constants in my life... it has helped me see my flaws until now and I’m scared of missing them if I let go.",3.0058195488721786,4.053048589473686,4.608120300751882,86.19684210526316,73.63157894736842,6.9022556390977465,26.203007518797,7.1686216300943375,1.1637744360902258,712,24,150,7,14,240,100,190,0.142,0.799,0.06,-0.91,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,10,10,0,2,6,0,13,3,0,0,1,24,30,12,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,14,6,1,3,3,0,0,4,5,7,0,1,1,2,22,3,28,24,5,22,0,3,2,0,10,10,0,2,9,105,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605717519236555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202148090271922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768500039423741,0.12539523206203854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453912867249834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863919195841595,0.0,0.12905399682011084,0.0952313746186198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610299677856938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430923292086097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220324529029066,0.08019616249478584,0.05546956491631397,0.0,0.20051455694387946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346444653186845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693716536481894,0.1727035017134529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574277037807526,0.19827626764073628,0.0,0.0,0.10733133382901784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864177242003943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136726423496064,0.0,0.0904761189005608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147802778781285,0.0,0.08740809706068413,0.22458653380000226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275139633745792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393683692177485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676256922102852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612186655173137,0.0,0.0,0.1241373964386052,0.0,0.0
anxiety,michael2601,2020/02/05,"Is this normal Is it normal to feel like you're having a heart attack during a panic attack. I'm overweight and I have an intense fear of having a heart attack. Tiny pains in my chest, acid reflux, and shortness of breath all set my anxiety off and make me think I'm having one. I'm sure you all can imagine how bad my panic attacks are with this fear. Every symptom of my panic attacks make it worse as it goes and it takes me hours if I dont have a xanax for my panic attack to stop.",3.3495700416088776,3.9381500873786384,4.812649098474342,86.76601941747576,72.39805825242719,6.274063800277393,22.481276005547848,5.288315135182226,0.2724130374479889,381,8,79,1,7,128,62,103,0.41,0.5429999999999999,0.047,-0.993,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,16,6,6,5,0,10,8,4,3,3,18,18,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,14,0,1,0,2,10,2,10,18,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778601797506735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6947255815802563,0.0,0.0,0.08498069342786678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928349972382338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575267220567942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290579401766262,0.051462205459912716,0.07271049279536107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412157333462625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023119955609136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497237739301216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587571380881155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944239953762166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896766223416874,0.0,0.10829936893328636,0.47765998367446794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509128042444998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592491573290422,0.10578670384609863,0.07652467295532045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521547428832475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037208612335508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mytoothishigh,2020/02/05,"Lightheaded feeling when have anxiety/negative thoughts As hard as I try to ignore them, sometimes laying in bed I can't get negative thoughts out of my head and just fall back to sleep. On occasion when this happens I'll feel like a rush to my head and my head will instantly feel lightheaded and sort of spacey.  I normally can't shake it off (mentally, not physically!) for ages.
Doesn't really seem to happen in the day, which is strange.

Any ideas what it is?  Rush of blood?  Some chemical suddenly being released?  Something else?

Thanks",3.4155545454545475,6.286753010000004,4.003454545454549,82.5517272727273,78.9,8.836363636363636,29.09090909090909,9.339509955726095,3.2039000000000013,431,20,78,13,11,136,73,100,0.055999999999999994,0.8190000000000001,0.125,0.7887,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,8,5,5,0,0,17,18,7,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,7,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,4,7,2,15,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,7,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459095822282007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087930202257434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815707223861545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305075014520467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27791362645049594,0.13088723108004766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572110434224744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240288740491383,0.0,0.16412264471199864,0.0,0.5640874404474091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682490329686584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895084992324395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463536818519316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950960330381188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737078434656295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679001409356758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334507228292335,0.0,0.0,0.14104613224330914,0.1812021026177321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867769235865876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909009299260788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438943643011376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mr_Crick84,2020/02/05,"MS anxiety I've thought Ive had every deadly disease at some point of my life and the symptoms are very real but it always turns into nothing. But the past year I have been having worsening all body spasms (Small ones which people can feel or see if they catch them), numbness, Loss of coordination and poor cognitive skills and most worrying a hand tremor which the doctor has said is not normal. Needless to say I'm convinced I have multiple sclerosis. Has anyone else had these symptoms and got them checked out?",8.5309375,8.076297718750002,7.754250000000002,73.66575000000002,61.39583333333334,10.596666666666668,35.86666666666667,9.888512548439397,3.4553441666666664,415,16,72,7,5,129,79,96,0.171,0.753,0.076,-0.8545,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,12,7,2,0,1,18,19,8,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,6,5,7,1,6,13,3,8,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,4,2,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895449037801616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533326827130706,0.0,0.0,0.14197780583532393,0.20804948919847413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255436091643707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078310470175495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962284704469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107901470765666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266856038780976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623982341231174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342074992206022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894662362234408,0.1948326713048414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759244345659705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383491691519905,0.1407698238441988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194859091784566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111620740635394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931477617715044,0.16147410656768482,0.0,0.0,0.1618051589887433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220949527905812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611996148179459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208609089297088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675381342637068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620789333543796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307580259685338
anxiety,hatcatcha,2020/02/05,My friend died and I’m driving to her funeral tomorrow and can’t shake the anxiety One of my best friends died in a car accident two weeks ago. I’m driving to her funeral tomorrow taking the same route she died driving. I’m having such bad anxiety and a sense of impending doom just thinking about it. I’m not usually an anxious person but this is keeping me awake which is stressing me out more. Compounded by the loss of my friend and the reality that I’m on my way to say goodbye forever which is hitting me really hard as I prepare to leave. Please help with any words of wisdom or relatable stories to help me come off of this panic attack.,4.613178294573646,5.699951403100776,6.007751937984494,77.51922480620159,69.85271317829458,10.074418604651164,33.713178294573645,10.25414643259724,3.650913178294575,517,25,98,14,9,175,85,129,0.24600000000000002,0.585,0.168,-0.7602,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,12,1,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,15,7,5,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,7,0,2,0,2,12,5,18,14,3,16,1,2,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422144281841346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910013607589604,0.0,0.2454620495637849,0.18124394783363704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251602390031632,0.0,0.0,0.13395509263498334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836483587047568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381990702868934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995132656328099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718510767296917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437167120842912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150700998397581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260047619708452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698756852983043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871374674340813,0.0,0.0,0.1882338940180856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008415726854834,0.0,0.176107570984449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277767123874057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275829884695293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837757872408621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062586501830427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279917175472512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672000870332628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766945988536762,0.0,0.0,0.1273444749935253,0.12868990496536048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GungnirGirl,2020/02/05,"I feel like I can barely function Since last August my anxiety has just been skyrocketing with no stop in sight

I live in a toxic household where no one is accepting of me being LGBT, everyone is constantly yelling and fighting, sometimes we don't have food or running water. I've been trying to get a job so I can move out but so far I haven't had any success. I constantly have tension headaches, trouble sleeping, lack of appetite, and I've been in this dissociative state where just nothing feels real. Not even the trauma my mother has caused me. I have trouble getting up in the morning, can't focus in class, and have no motivation to do anything. I can't even cry without my mom telling me I'm exaggerating. I feel like I barely even count as being alive.

On top of all this, I suddenly have this intense fear of death. Of the nothingness. That one day I won't be able to see my friends anymore(some of which might already be gone by that time, which only adds to it), that I won't be able to create any more art, that I won't be able to do simple things like watching my favorite show or listen to the songs I love. I want to believe in an afterlife so badly, one where I can at least just see my loved ones again even if I have to let go of material things. This fear keeps throwing me into panic attacks, I can't even see people die in fiction anymore. I don't even know how or why it started.

I've read stuff like ""you won't even know you're dead"" and ""you can't do anything so just don't be scared"" but that all just makes it worse. I've seen people say ""wouldn't living forever be more scary?"" too but I just can't agree with that. I know I can't do anything about it but that doesn't mean I can just accept it.

I'm only 25 but I feel like so much of my life has been wasted suffering in this house and it feels like the rest of my life will be gone in the blink of an eye. 

I know I need professional help, I'm seeing a therapist tomorrow so hopefully they might be able to help. 

Apology for the wall of text and thank you to anyone that has read this far.",3.3302639296187664,4.333350300699305,4.46770283479961,87.67961876832848,72.79953379953379,7.4935258290097,26.19302203173171,7.831003766801068,1.2976900669223244,1625,53,353,21,31,533,201,429,0.171,0.6609999999999999,0.168,-0.6555,1,0,0,0,3,0,42.0,1,3,1,3,27,26,2,5,12,0,55,8,2,4,2,58,88,23,3,6,18,2,5,6,1,8,2,4,0,0,25,12,2,2,13,5,0,6,22,12,0,4,8,17,44,14,43,61,8,39,0,1,8,2,17,21,0,7,17,237,69,7,0.3084063241916434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508351193863717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048634380769024,0.0,0.05898249846534416,0.0,0.07646405058667252,0.05391121816975119,0.0,0.19034409516590756,0.0,0.0,0.08771417918763612,0.0,0.0,0.06437659963981368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686707909654648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920456234417074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663883654862727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469246636979967,0.049724141321246834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001926835795235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564740698387114,0.0,0.0,0.0736738648069463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352142838876355,0.19492438010562588,0.22032553962500734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323153784929164,0.0,0.059568490258874715,0.0,0.0805647876942605,0.0,0.04381860531616024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335912908967684,0.0,0.0,0.07657926690306394,0.0,0.08896487267286231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651142222092798,0.06853142783904156,0.0,0.0,0.1694920502535628,0.06284807916498772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884159041342623,0.10891825371756524,0.2260076276923171,0.0,0.13616421726350442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391743742848868,0.0,0.051465904053069216,0.0,0.0,0.08398622486418411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635851864600264,0.0,0.09030043987052354,0.0,0.08194677875863683,0.05667853349183179,0.0571698453964398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398104645661051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898410689066227,0.11727845343448225,0.0,0.09046209289605424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690505660841663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424489166146627,0.08775847891677616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131427188016346,0.07719213310852291,0.0,0.24575991087934154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377922458858616,0.0,0.07715726288765334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625543513870636,0.0,0.05457289590537109,0.0,0.0,0.06446037413631678,0.0,0.0,0.08826286390820835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739018022562193,0.07098477690481092,0.0,0.08952087820046459,0.10244572895244973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04495855194352711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234691245083024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547651013514056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695721845119616,0.0,0.0,0.07432317275385016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857309806016939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cptsdthrowawayalt,2020/02/05,"A family member found my account I use Reddit as a diary. I interact with other and spill out my deepest fears and my most extreme and intrusive thoughts. I am no contact with several family members and one of the family members who abused me emotionally for years (an older sibling) found my account.


 I frequently made comments about them. Sometimes venting dramatically in order feel better and get validation so I could try to move on. They saw these comments and posts. They saw posts about me wanting to kill myself. They saw posts about me questioning my marriage. They saw posts about my failings as a parent. They saw posts about my inner thoughts and worries about issues with my parents. They saw it all. 


Not only that but they took screenshots. They sent them to me. They argued with me about what I said about them. I feel so violated. I spent so much time getting this family member out of my life and this whole time they were watching. They were in my head watching my deepest fears and failures in real time. This is so unfair.",3.780000000000001,6.596542,4.256083333333336,81.64725000000003,76.91666666666666,6.548333333333334,27.30833333333333,7.734863291789972,1.9526720833333329,832,34,140,13,20,262,102,192,0.17600000000000002,0.815,0.009000000000000001,-0.9864,2,0,0,0,1,1,20.0,0,0,14,2,12,7,3,2,5,0,5,2,1,2,1,31,26,16,1,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,15,0,0,7,0,3,3,2,6,0,1,17,11,39,1,26,8,4,22,0,1,8,0,26,7,0,2,6,105,48,1,0.0,0.130525177188789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743024820215616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795621583271296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391858181036774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154076037090775,0.2479280729889592,0.11140347653174276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24157615376322114,0.0,0.0,0.1151112732835022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305905136128246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498158262191145,0.0,0.0,0.12187907127318798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781140637287177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423892312036638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708586734177112,0.0809825029620376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746493205303682,0.08378394885613863,0.0,0.0,0.24464601698096594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5275286568786535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340780619017487,0.0,0.0,0.1253896465025149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047902691164318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445286784159965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895405405790386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491428182555147,0.19271084703313507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239518034502372,0.07479346644023195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514548800748088,0.0,0.0,0.06497700963368963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299308944075775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187590494637033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094137982601026
anxiety,adventurerin,2020/02/05,"Buspirone thoughts? I have a prescription for hydroxyzine right now that I feel like I like, but it causes me really weird like... delayed response drowsiness? So I don’t take it that often even when I need it because it makes me hardcore fall asleep and stay asleep or at least really drowsy starting like... 8hrs after I take it. I have a friend who is on Buspirone and says they love it and it’s been really helpful. I’m too scared to take something like Prozac because of the side effects (I’m a serious emetephobe and the thought of throwing up because of a medication makes me unable to take it) but Buspirone mainly causes nausea if that. 

Is anyone on it? Any thoughts about it?",3.2795384615384613,5.8453829538461575,3.6500000000000017,86.705,77.15384615384616,6.153846153846152,27.69230769230769,7.321109707123232,1.6433846153846163,544,23,99,7,13,169,77,130,0.077,0.764,0.16,0.9248,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,1,6,0,6,5,2,5,0,20,21,10,0,2,4,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,14,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,2,11,7,12,17,2,14,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,10,65,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263723264040417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553341264966824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27601565902862696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100923349676305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968750843215936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763144879286364,0.10782406185524172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660775394859865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011648594823575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36868263917608496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362197625123161,0.0,0.201493220676963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204558828720513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191230860974001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29006789906745656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128892964627211,0.0,0.12002519281365193,0.15110675501709708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161928995055614,0.0,0.0,0.10682867385661038,0.16087076056307253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539207893094099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359463481692657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moeflores,2020/02/05,Anxiety & Gerd Has anybody ever gotten anxiety focusing on swallowing when eating ?? It’s like when I eat and think about swallowing I freeze up when I’m about to swallow the food in my mouth.,7.67837837837838,7.390606702702705,8.208783783783783,69.16020270270272,63.05405405405406,12.80540540540541,37.41891891891892,12.161744961471696,4.900632432432434,156,7,27,5,2,52,30,37,0.091,0.8009999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322826549168529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692116650319379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6276109673137559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774054460655964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708330966469429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498261038706516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650520570759214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WindowcleanerJuice,2020/02/05,"Have anyone of you tried microdosing shrooms to help with your anxiety? I'll be more than happy to answer your questions about this topic! So a lot of studies in the recent years have claimed taking tiny doses of psilocybin mushrooms every 5-7 days can make you happier, more focused, treat depression, treat anxiety etc. [This Ted talk explains it pretty well](https://youtu.be/8kfGaVAXeMY), so If you have any type of question you want to ask about them (safety legality where to get them etc) I'll be more than happy to help you guys! Disclaimer: I won't be doing anything against Reddit ToS in this thread just gonna give some legal advice.",9.450724637681162,9.242664173913042,8.302391304347829,69.67648550724637,59.43478260869565,10.449275362318842,35.68840579710145,9.725611199111238,3.4301014492753623,520,19,84,8,6,160,82,115,0.055,0.7040000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,7,2,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,11,17,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,17,12,7,6,0,1,0,0,18,3,0,5,3,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118399824553346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912849743942558,0.0,0.2680246440993758,0.0,0.0,0.12249002194609775,0.0,0.14415832292250685,0.0,0.1637697765233258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297669332034872,0.0,0.1508823916267763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907443095424793,0.0,0.0,0.14759681728257798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915243890583211,0.16804874590170474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345587318438255,0.0,0.3729650175057986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348391006610136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489318843466024,0.0,0.0,0.11693409889360147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822117338141166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39248368102977904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729692471826403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317136583767871,0.14080315498324866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893581099805905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033257810451552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750797761285593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281026197215133
anxiety,Aspiebatman,2020/02/05,"Anyone else still get super anxious over stupid stuff, in their relationship? I (f22) have been dating a guy (m24) for about 2 and a half months, and I still have moments where I feel like an awkward teenager with a crush.

One example, I mentioned Snapchat a few days ago and he asked why I didn't add him on it even though I saw him, and I told him it was because I never get on it (which is true.) I decided to go ahead and add him though.... It took me 3 days to work up the nerve to add him, because I felt like I'd be bugging him, even though we've had a near perfect relationship for nearly 3 months.
Another example, is that when I go to his house or he comes to mine, I get worried that I forgot to put on pants or a shirt, when I see his face.",6.900916442048517,4.086263062893085,7.294986522911053,83.21773584905661,66.16981132075472,10.595148247978438,33.40610961365678,8.418075326091056,2.222199640610962,573,17,137,6,7,189,97,159,0.073,0.841,0.085,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,11,7,1,1,8,0,9,2,2,0,3,19,23,12,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,9,4,25,5,19,13,1,27,0,0,2,0,17,9,0,2,15,90,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855960578971914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207572669298755,0.0,0.1638416775483278,0.0,0.10140776550743576,0.14859952011831648,0.0,0.0,0.13558269343923207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681686791191706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492978541941475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870636292167044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115325910700865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158079370876327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333110436196554,0.1036088657245746,0.13925074371756518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731526135055666,0.0,0.16484683535707098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360167656358028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734418647342794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170785036334554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152179452686725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185543418391056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827551679327494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579436993678513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114140989386401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556946893273845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316409598618339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602369803693892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274712600189735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858158394501388,0.16113274060572302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308662651734997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558296070360078,0.1472841587465902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luna_abaddon,2020/02/05,"About the venture into full independence and my anxiety is on overdrive! So, my roommate is leaving back home. I’m a 28 year old, living in an expensive city. I work two basic jobs that pay a bit above minimum wage. Just a tad. Regardless, I’ve been living with roommates for the past thee years or so. Before that I was living with a narchole ex. That shit ended after living together two years. Worst time ever. Before that, I lived with my mom. 

I’ve never been fully independent but now, I want to be. I’ve always wanted to be but can’t afford it but now I can. Almost. Just need to budget and cut corners. I can make it. I have backup plans and possible roommates if worse comes to worse. But I’m terrified. I’m terrified of losing everything I’ve worked so hard for. Built myself from nothing (after ending with the ex, was dirt poor).",1.4493636363636355,4.025356648484852,3.5038636363636404,84.63579545454547,85.54545454545455,6.20909090909091,20.37121212121212,7.554174236665415,1.0659757575757571,657,20,122,12,20,222,104,165,0.222,0.769,0.008,-0.9891,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,4,10,4,2,0,8,0,12,1,1,3,2,27,20,12,0,5,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,4,0,2,4,1,12,0,18,14,3,21,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,3,15,79,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831636932829713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662496299067936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802878836539304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985337999946002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807994037397946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989860206631555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110383559800983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269927337491431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591237725055625,0.0,0.0,0.1151663650643862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147906585031602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285375416105392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271618227708255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568458042395892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657616065936174,0.0,0.0,0.14335886506978895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855362242651738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007914109590612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501616277822993,0.09883152337813766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295634357378975,0.0,0.1344641715254484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232667386432315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446160156165253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315366046758875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472101874891023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25035352867138405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511637283474419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657877331116526,0.0,0.26117664735681784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475590257785177
anxiety,goktugkt,2020/02/05,"Fear of change I try to accomplish something but when I do, if it requires a change I become anxious. 

I worked hard to built a better portfolio during my undergraduate studies so I can increase my chance to get accepted to a good university for master’s degree outside of my country. Recently, I am accepted to to a university and in that moment anxiety settled in. Then I realized I can’t go because of insufficient financial status which kinda relived me because I can’t do anything about it so I don’t need to change anything. Couple of days later, I find a new way to tackle this finance thing. So the visa office requires sufficient resources to live in there 1 year but I thought maybe I can find a job in a lab as a researcher to finance myself and show it as a proof. So I sent mails to labs that work on my research interests.  None of them returned until yesterday. Until yesterday I had accepted that I can’t go, which again, deep down it relieved me but yesterday one of the lab returned positive about hiring me and now I am very anxious again. I want to go but also I don’t want to go.
I realized, I can’t even change the city or town I live in my own country. I don’t know how to fix this state of mind. Do you have any suggestions?",2.8988499452354866,4.891938076305222,4.841761591821832,80.50849123767799,75.86746987951805,8.061409273457466,29.792077400511133,8.841846274778883,2.6673196787148594,987,46,187,22,22,338,130,249,0.045,0.7959999999999999,0.159,0.9802,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,7,14,8,0,1,12,0,16,0,0,1,1,27,27,21,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,9,1,4,6,8,1,0,1,3,1,34,7,35,24,3,35,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,3,18,134,46,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219093412485747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689930083431803,0.0,0.0977564339315442,0.2887250724644032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210315042003842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579510587511716,0.14113031011122226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301690334768405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540725307537617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139349254793698,0.0,0.08241181473058969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440187407449297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379550283004755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358935761412236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676324800033975,0.0,0.2904963816057049,0.10718137533007964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144717343857751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680852771510326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022819837934488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256758980222105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837886095477472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290280839339549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475217835435336,0.0,0.12341713837587555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659153803904818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261738959953951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837640268732896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489576903726201,0.0,0.0,0.10144832250756004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675874406247155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543736532059787,0.1507437485400909,0.10143109110654476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860603995046467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822904099608987
anxiety,ohnoitsapril88,2020/02/05,"Exercise induced anxiety! Anyone else experience this? I did for the first time about six months ago. I went jogging for the second time ever...it caused a panic attack. I’m talking severe panic. I’m talking terror for over a week. (It would come and go but palpitations, difficulty breathing, sweating lasted hours). I’ve always had anxiety attacks, but never panic attacks. (No it was not another health condition - Was checked at the hospital and cardiologist). 

Anyway...still traumatized I’ve been unable to exercise. Even going for walks scare me if my heart rate goes over 100. 

Anyone relate?",3.969445214979196,7.293441679611652,5.265693481276006,70.41410194174759,83.66019417475728,7.603051317614424,27.745492371705964,8.418075326091056,3.158512343966713,475,21,66,12,14,157,76,103,0.319,0.6809999999999999,0.0,-0.9877,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,3,5,5,0,6,6,3,2,1,11,12,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,1,6,3,8,0,3,6,0,4,0,9,5,0,18,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,9,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255753659490155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504188331253108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497575910319527,0.2115342620730601,0.0,0.0,0.1933466714655816,0.14166184637089008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718659259246888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142029238199685,0.0,0.11909718184245975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549697041608545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131822547063108,0.12506244132813654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352430319626575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760233924217806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715062233368784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696198254960074,0.0,0.16383661172247774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615645958364234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112698871655007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035636205845044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663323354270507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866485626476535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842055982547927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561923923813481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222533796250236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123891589358866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109023742426866,0.0,0.0,0.12816672014920968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982146458907448,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MentalMonkie,2020/02/05,"And on to the next one Recently my car died, so I've spent the past couple weeks constantly debating and searching between cars. Finally got one I liked, a '12 civic, two days ago. Now that that anxiety is gone, my brain is on to what it was on before, which was trying to decide my future (college, what degree, community vs uni, etc). 

I never get a break. Either something with a higher priority comes up, or when what I'm anxious about is fixed/gone, my brain just goes to the next thing on it's list. I don't remember the last time I was able to just relax and not worry about life. I spend all my time fixing anxieties just for the next one to come along. It's never ending.",4.2991403081914035,4.873619043795621,5.505790754257909,82.70123276561235,70.24087591240877,8.716626115166262,25.441200324411998,8.841846274778883,1.66504606650446,527,14,109,9,9,176,90,137,0.067,0.872,0.061,0.0531,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,8,0,7,3,2,0,3,19,14,6,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,2,1,2,5,4,0,0,4,6,0,10,2,17,8,3,30,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,20,72,20,1,0.1430719786414004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682467659638286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889934411088988,0.16163061204514995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174371607468215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194312898160153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24648768228161186,0.0,0.15460998165976664,0.0,0.0,0.1583064230941842,0.0,0.09226959017422336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848612567744038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671930706318602,0.0,0.1595630755547199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156728359298587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474920376197992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442773119351045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116622758155357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101055969655504,0.06989774191940283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069186007191213,0.0,0.4564760172040158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29084782637796963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657839254504234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126631857627206,0.0,0.1620726615853081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014379902260477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505066527416386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685284260035005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713648200618023,0.0,0.1397605339610613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476371129741575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529653918945346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,destinydollface,2020/02/05,"Debilitating headaches Paxil I’m 24/F and take 10 mg of Paxil for anxiety and panic disorder since January 14th. It’s giving me such bad headaches. Every day I suffer through with migraines that make me almost vomit. Sounds hurt extremely bad too. Then, I also have little to no sex drive and cannot orgasm at all, not even alone. I was taking lexapro but it made my whole body feel like it was on fire wirh burning sensations. Anyone else have the same issues?",2.266363636363636,5.089253818181824,3.3527272727272748,85.27409090909092,84.68181818181819,5.927272727272728,21.63636363636364,7.348242739294969,1.0980545454545454,368,12,66,6,11,118,74,88,0.19899999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.067,-0.8559,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,5,5,2,2,1,12,12,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,3,6,1,7,9,3,6,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226658450453025,0.20920359514046666,0.0,0.161533547702437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452391857390949,0.0,0.0,0.14123804354570746,0.2069654664839556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373110566570061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436843494793496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302686282303976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150121785212746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687390428123117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341432162005107,0.0,0.17018762324769665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213361530356042,0.1443036774916002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376987377723826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623744136075174,0.0,0.0,0.21082797578861412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868346590734824,0.2024498240922551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113044592642328,0.13483174457083766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699499750605815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709050927750094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037468541816641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551771763351525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Matthewdvernon14,2020/02/05,"Worrying I’m not sure if this is the proper place to post but...I find myself worrying about the smallest things and getting super anxious about these small problems. My heart beats fast, I get really upset, all over things that don’t matter in the long run. For example, my gf (not long at all), messages me asking if I was busy. I messaged back saying no, assuming she was asking if I wanted to hang out for the rest of the night. I didn’t get a response. 30 minutes into the wait I laid down in my floor covered up with a weighted blanket, put on some music and started tearing up. Fast forward a little longer, she was just on the phone with her mom. Another day, Same person, I was suppose to pick her up one morning. She slept in, I couldn’t get ahold of her so I drove all the way up there and then had to go home. The way home I was crying cause I was worried something happened. Then it’s just constantly stuff like that. It’s ridiculous and I don’t know how to stop this terrible worrying and situational anxiety.",3.4386764705882342,4.965687034313731,4.537401960784315,85.24080882352943,73.26470588235293,7.256862745098039,27.45588235294117,7.865858978985527,1.6588588235294115,801,30,159,11,16,262,127,204,0.16699999999999998,0.797,0.036000000000000004,-0.9712,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,1,1,12,0,12,3,2,3,4,34,27,12,0,6,7,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,10,9,1,2,3,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,10,2,23,3,27,16,6,39,0,0,0,0,15,19,0,5,14,110,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145106667978426,0.09590018552353943,0.14162130767793368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438966971876465,0.0,0.0,0.09639423130070428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287794247573232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135469806775223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377022582738183,0.08084693768115102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145769226156799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26198205527301466,0.0,0.07124507249674368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085558270367647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485524028661332,0.0,0.0,0.25149293983403104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889466997414559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124464598077103,0.12564382180334702,0.0,0.22187960795054426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682031385172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764202569607216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494729429807635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945966347821537,0.1309746941850793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006038835493438,0.0,0.0,0.11995275067737013,0.0,0.1260215937207893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030893375972824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969143731683906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091008140728728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650838200030727,0.0,0.0,0.08873057225537716,0.0,0.0,0.10480671384617096,0.0,0.0,0.14350740039622878,0.0,0.0,0.11815047492278398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665674508245306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394067515613259,0.19901013291430766,0.0,0.15265491260410471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092373436126202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxietyrunzmylife,2020/02/05,Can eating too much sugar affect Anxiety medication,8.475000000000001,12.839966500000005,11.130000000000004,29.51500000000001,71.5,13.2,33.0,11.20814326018867,7.31635,44,2,3,2,1,16,8,8,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284842341238482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731345247754177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642540280826729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117468511236406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon13732,2020/02/05,"Almost 2 years clean and never told anyone *trigger warning*: mentions self harm I self harmed all throughout middle school in different forms. I wasn’t diagnosed with my anxiety disorder yet, but I definitely had the symptoms. I stopped self harming all on my own, and although sometimes I feel like I should be proud of it, a lot of times I feel guilty that I never told my mom. I feel guilty that I didn’t seek out help. I’m proud of myself but I feel like I did a selfish thing. It’s been 5 years since I started and I haven’t said a word to anyone but my current boyfriend. (We started dating after I stopped).",1.6127166276346614,4.1305563606557385,2.703653395784542,91.19983606557379,83.75409836065575,5.125058548009368,25.107728337236534,6.5431188927421005,0.9281761124121783,484,20,96,5,14,154,76,122,0.201,0.619,0.18,-0.1752,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,1,4,24,18,7,0,1,3,1,4,2,0,1,2,1,1,3,5,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,5,21,4,9,8,5,17,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,15,62,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036726486639787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487482744277185,0.0,0.0,0.20999591558904845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241300513860467,0.0,0.15688911665543878,0.17210062169653567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037091355793233,0.2145539694332329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006515697685148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672480768262566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276638166802263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586992274034827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316310215250576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284007573770774,0.0,0.0,0.15197369178654932,0.0,0.0,0.4699604983185908,0.0,0.0,0.1242169729950058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485157492655099,0.0,0.21257329422439805,0.0,0.0,0.25108717156689203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607759176737676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976209673939396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756166712103754,0.0,0.0,0.28697572083056977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934010123788457
anxiety,I_Surpass_Metal_Gear,2020/02/05,"I turn bright red when criticized and don't know what to day... I've never been able to take rude comments or criticism well, even when it's unwarranted. If I mess up or say something wrong in a conversation, and someone points it out, I kind of break down inside and turn bright red. I feel that at this point in my life, I should be able to just brush it off an be able to respond back or just not show it. Even if I think that I've moved on, from that comment or situation, I can feel my face turning bright red and it's such a horrible feeling; sometimes I think that people pity me when they see me get red. Is this just a lack of confidence within me or something else? I have no idea. Does anyone suffer from something similar? Any advice on how to overcome this???",4.545769230769231,4.992769730769236,5.092717948717951,86.33561538461541,69.64102564102564,8.291282051282051,27.779487179487177,8.238735603445708,1.5803071794871792,602,19,130,8,10,193,96,156,0.171,0.735,0.09300000000000001,-0.9195,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,12,10,1,0,4,0,8,2,1,1,1,27,20,15,0,4,11,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,13,15,5,19,16,1,20,0,2,8,0,6,12,0,7,6,86,28,0,0.4198542974329471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675892008014798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517177322391232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785729562125728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761401288893643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902570960549468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247244167725127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691146365949658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184873202476184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229094799222106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311884718721304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798813232035655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457378806188054,0.07691364724356235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885183561453252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874622437474594,0.0,0.0,0.1079391724589022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702470175128444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26459867998408065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129499634541444,0.0,0.0,0.11152317211164103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731127384003635,0.0,0.0,0.11858039457874775,0.3232243503889715,0.13841554526925726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522606005251978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935045388102394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456680911410525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583314528876732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530149214703746,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lxtooo,2020/02/05,"heavy chest, trouble swallowing anybody else feel like this :((",9.236666666666668,13.57755933333333,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,66.77777777777777,8.044444444444443,42.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,4.923133333333333,50,3,6,1,1,13,9,9,0.205,0.606,0.18899999999999997,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6402197496045363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875093548360498,0.5475085239961149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744190009634246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aequanimis,2020/02/05,"I did lots of small brain things today and can't stop feeling bad about it I had a really rough day today. The first part of my day was okay, but the afternoon was pretty bad. 

It started with me going to my orientation for a tutoring job at a daycare center. I parked in the spot designated for the bus (I had no idea!) and they called over their intercom for the person who parked there to move their car. I quickly ran out and I could tell the bus driver was obviously peeved, but I moved my car as fast as I could and parked somewhere else. 

Then I went back to campus, and put my card that lets me into the parking lot I park in into the machine and it got stuck and I just couldn't get it out and the person behind me started honking at me because I was taking so long so I just backed out and parked in a visitor lot.

I felt like such an idiot today, and I get filled with this huge sense of embarrassment that I was ""that person"" in someone's story about the idiot they saw do this or do that. I just can't shake it. I almost feel like I shouldn't ever show my face to the world again.",4.292725563909773,4.328719162280706,5.304411027568925,86.0392105263158,70.09649122807018,8.093233082706766,24.619047619047624,7.7094869923839395,0.9963047619047628,851,19,188,9,14,281,122,228,0.083,0.802,0.115,0.6408,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,14,9,2,2,16,1,17,2,2,0,2,38,31,18,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,17,0,1,4,1,0,10,5,6,0,1,14,5,32,3,29,12,4,44,0,0,1,0,10,16,0,5,20,139,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287676954483189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776074425248272,0.2147402029917956,0.07838933128527273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435527411927617,0.1313082192482744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053427014251111,0.0,0.0,0.16586418451206322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074232687931206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632007491033915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004135411353696,0.09186713683245402,0.12346981156158268,0.0,0.0,0.10938146389121904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436946778994624,0.0,0.07308258166054371,0.0,0.10284787373684104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516627431679738,0.0,0.0,0.12760908801365056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314954441854717,0.0,0.12564846056870427,0.0,0.0,0.11380109527993125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32797648106432303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733488255609949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925409991339868,0.0,0.0,0.3368483397240393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308256982786316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927186528601536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238021246781367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895675412573114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203811338494355,0.0,0.0,0.10750982425607204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966862186071408,0.0,0.11239628267313703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854317281200657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656744664882397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192073521869948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GalacticAccident,2020/02/05,"I finally mustered up the courage to get another job I was fired from my previous job in September for substance abuse, It was my own fault and I completely deserved to lose my job but it really knocked me down a few pegs and I didn't have the stones to start work again. I did some volunteer work over the months I was out of work to keep me busy but this week I finally managed to bag myself a new job. This probably isn't the place to post this but I'm proud of myself.",2.5032575757575763,3.9616826969696985,3.8968560606060616,89.16528409090913,75.56565656565657,8.586363636363638,26.516414141414145,9.188382445141503,2.0127868686868693,373,14,84,9,8,123,62,99,0.091,0.8440000000000001,0.065,-0.1235,4,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,14,2,15,6,3,14,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,7,56,19,8,0.0,0.1933816334140528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114387303213854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112653688901702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35758542343646843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527246057570205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6478579460480374,0.1450719016545627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825944647696565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027567734945486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576328800909934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052365567058309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631367914921712,0.0,0.17597205355734585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045589230264884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552354937625366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092024469306432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35646471427016146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melsbed,2020/02/05,"I was given headgear this morning and my heart has been pounding ever since, freaking out rn I know it's ""temporary"" but it's still a piece of metal literally coming out of my mouth and wrapping around my face for the next year and a half. I can't stop pulling on it hoping it'll just pop off but it's fucking cemented to my molars. Didn't go to school today but I'll have to show up tomorrow with this monstrosity. And every day after that for the rest of the year and all of next year.. just writing that is giving me a panic attack

Edit: [said bullshit](https://i.imgur.com/vAJzCo5.jpg)",3.08779446640316,5.450932878260874,4.0837944664031625,84.40450592885377,76.73913043478261,6.616600790513835,23.49802371541502,7.686295010490155,1.240304347826087,471,15,88,7,11,152,78,115,0.092,0.8290000000000001,0.08,-0.3331,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,6,0,8,4,3,0,2,21,16,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,5,1,8,1,17,10,3,21,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,12,63,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815433551797993,0.0,0.2320029072966508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566997903573053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151973211401705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844688187108599,0.1718221103784936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885325115724255,0.0,0.1956308455622669,0.11589966321507368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416612526117046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025512035192292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207608845765547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43376951811018416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392711046993711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939867148473654,0.0,0.0,0.20639079796508544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869525163114962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628609319472226,0.17049688366876184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933043713443416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39397795239641104
anxiety,caress_me_down13,2020/02/05,"PANIC DISORDER: Worst panic attacks of my life, do others feel this way when they have panic attacks? Hey all. I apologize because this will be long but please read if you have panic disorder because I’d love your input. 

I (25f) have had panic disorder since I was 7.  Unfortunately, it is a major part of my personality since it affects me so often. I’ve had panic attacks from ages 7-14 (got better for a while between 15 and 16, not sure why) and 17-25 (now). They typically last 10-15 mins and they’re manageable with medication. 

But I’m on here to describe the worst panic attacks of my life and ask if anyone else has experienced it. 

During the not serious panic attacks, I’d have usually at least 3 of these physical symptoms: extreme nausea, diarrhea, stomach pain, sweating, shaking, dry heaving, light-headedness, photophobia, sensitivity to noises/people talking to me/other stimuli, hot flashes, and the occasional other random symptom just to throw me off. 

Mentally, my symptoms include: fear of going crazy, fear of hurting myself (because of the suffering), fear that the attack will never end, and fear that I’ll be committed to a mental hospital. 

But here are the panic attacks that really stick with me. In the past year I’ve had 2 or 3 of these. I’ve avoided going to the ER thus far. Today I had a horrible one that’s thrown me through a loop. Let me try to describe:

I’m sitting in my car about to go into school. A wave of anxiety hits me, that feeling I get that means a panic attack is starting. Like everything slows down for a second as the adrenaline starts shooting through your body. Usually I have a warning, I’ll feel anxious before and know that an attack is coming on. Not this time!

This time, it hit me out of nowhere like a truck. My heart started racing, I started hyperventilating, I had to RUN to the bathroom and had diarrhea. I started dry heaving and almost vomited in the bathroom. I was shaking like crazy so much that I could barely take my meds. I was sweating and freezing at the same time. I felt like fire ants were crawling under my skin. I couldn’t stop moving. All within the span of 4 minutes. 

What was going through my head was “I need to call an ambulance, but that’s not fast enough. I need help NOW. I need this suffering to stop NOW because I can’t bear it. I need this to be over RIGHT NOW.” Of course, a million other thoughts were racing in my mind like: “I don’t want to be taken to a hospital only for them to make me wait in an ER” and “I’m fucking scared that this will never stop” and “how can I make this stop?” 

It’s so hard to describe, it’s just like I felt completely and utterly powerless and pathetic and terrified. I felt like an animal whose instincts were just telling it that there was immediate danger. (I wasn’t afraid that I was dying, to be clear) I had no rational thoughts, I just needed IMMEDIATE relief.

This shit went on and didn’t get better for 30-50 minutes. In the past, I’ve had attacks last up to 2 hours (of that severity). 

Guys, have you experienced panic attacks like this? Does it make sense/is it relatable when I try to describe how awful/terribly unique it feels? Please share your experiences if you want to. 

Btw this is cross posted in r/panicattack",4.525695860203868,5.9230324720893135,5.7791391026974575,77.90632879134598,70.37161084529507,8.578170723250816,30.69582553220997,9.02518940039,2.6836099715692394,2548,107,469,49,46,853,289,627,0.31,0.632,0.057999999999999996,-0.9996,1,1,0,1,1,1,97.0,0,6,3,2,20,55,14,20,30,0,47,18,8,7,7,82,93,33,1,12,16,0,12,8,0,3,8,0,0,2,42,21,0,6,11,1,0,13,12,41,2,3,28,14,56,14,67,52,10,75,0,3,0,2,21,23,2,7,44,305,98,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316487265308461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03297630838745403,0.04869800710735569,0.0,0.030141024916969107,0.044167641562000585,0.0,0.0,0.04029870218333552,0.539437780343901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051091421806892,0.0,0.03668040525036585,0.0,0.0,0.07624828582429947,0.0,0.04788153686197533,0.0,0.0,0.04401649452855122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03713238090156002,0.045196281897238025,0.0,0.0,0.03441698450219105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473767878552485,0.0,0.14821114340906769,0.0,0.03772273587575205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036009899076699416,0.0,0.038179510910213085,0.04454047529380158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03874128848833175,0.04216636950958382,0.0,0.19402691589070173,0.08718364447546363,0.0,0.12416682633017448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039851208900134105,0.045042671187228316,0.0,0.09799353229248807,0.0,0.03447615768096925,0.0,0.0,0.04268215249357839,0.0,0.0,0.03861490300879285,0.0,0.04423964334634859,0.0,0.0,0.0510813386008361,0.028893337890073437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042451159979212914,0.0,0.04614633525369411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02369017193154065,0.0702750034002537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044079255149865965,0.06089470634621811,0.1684770323992018,0.0,0.0,0.038147842659118684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03890524482229222,0.0,0.08632164969191568,0.0,0.0,0.04695554992548644,0.04788153686197533,0.04342520297617119,0.0868823049613306,0.0,0.04352521583825319,0.0,0.0,0.045815323494494624,0.03168819307431454,0.15981439421083254,0.06649268745771614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02921003914810565,0.03278438984685852,0.045868291076990704,0.5563373111287092,0.0,0.04668007350954148,0.08229994858909237,0.029884577685096936,0.03763888045825075,0.0,0.09463585235223183,0.0,0.0,0.041284053517685916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311810492061927,0.0,0.027615089079033883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03681266397920277,0.0,0.0,0.04315706612475388,0.043626018325292164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869800710735569,0.044248140901861716,0.07131618474865623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255479945710734,0.0,0.0,0.1441556550907254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062730927899545,0.13441228804603586,0.032410677996179194,0.03464732339263951,0.03767692829614433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844339618079498,0.07540713493584304,0.0,0.04085986453743898,0.0,0.0,0.05853288595849795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495130660810673,0.0,0.05085058997569284,0.03421588539888477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996010147225335,0.03889685705673017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027759133870420116
anxiety,MLA_NOT_APA,2020/02/05,Just had an anxiety attack about the toilet not flushing This is in my own house btw and I was having a great day before all this happened. It is still a great day I'm just upset that it happened. Been off meds almost 2  weeks because I need to get them renewed at the doctor's before I can get more and I can really feel the difference. And it sucks,0.9401712328767148,3.1874238904109617,2.8399828767123303,90.95394691780822,84.06849315068494,5.293835616438357,18.71404109589041,6.6274283507984215,0.13631643835616458,276,7,57,3,8,92,53,73,0.13,0.762,0.10800000000000001,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,1,6,0,8,1,0,0,1,10,16,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,6,2,5,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398869419265184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583954437475298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23175243632377204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418128065307965,0.0,0.3466887545164446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627554861034563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283625839717812,0.0,0.20850842858448693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300318695736572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286280055259446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491876145761311,0.0,0.0,0.36028467318654434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505693355534726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226278721100633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105027576597185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050347690168218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268510683992513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340592112770266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,indigoralon,2020/02/05,"I have to sing in front of a class of people tomorrow I'm taking a vocal class as an elective. I was awfully optimistic in pushing myself to do so. Obviously now I regret doing it.

Whenever I think of doing it the classic physical symptoms arrive and I panic. I just don't know what to do. I know I'm not a great singer and that doesn't help the situation.

I'm freaking out honestly, I was supposed to perform Monday but I lied and said I forgot my sheet music because I was about to have a panic attack lol. 

Not singing isn't an option. I mean I thought about dropping the class but I don't want to just give up... then again the final is performing our solo songs in an actual recital and I think I'd die if I tried that.

I just wish I wasn't like this.",1.075353773584908,3.1141350691823964,3.6478891509433993,86.6088148584906,81.95597484276729,6.490723270440253,23.14504716981132,7.645422480735847,1.186927358490566,592,21,123,10,16,207,91,159,0.201,0.728,0.071,-0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,9,8,1,2,11,2,15,1,0,0,1,25,30,10,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,3,0,2,7,5,0,0,7,2,21,3,17,23,0,14,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,86,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.19788742676023924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306954857788477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361492858214693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104572391427892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221393927740623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452839395933472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356950501635994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592149362769534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288899714409044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990697664145984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208906601329236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758454484441696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058453373733573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289352852433767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279371302899685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076968241653465,0.15246794190021354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598709347138962,0.0,0.16098743373367488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767667335783848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960695174163755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331909968623671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,onekatt,2020/02/05,giving info to people does anyone else get a lot of anxiety after they tell someone some sort of information? like “the project is due friday”. after i tell people information i feel glad i helped but then i start to question myself and then become sure i was wrong.  then i get worried that they are gonna miss some important deadline because of me and then will hate me. i’m sure i’m not the only one lol,2.3562037037037022,4.651218,3.9464043209876567,84.80256944444447,78.87654320987654,6.025308641975308,22.47067901234568,7.1686216300943375,0.912097530864198,322,10,61,4,8,107,56,81,0.16699999999999998,0.6459999999999999,0.187,-0.0378,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,2,15,14,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,11,4,7,11,3,8,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,5,9,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582416782676856,0.0,0.0,0.1424264981376595,0.2087069877684723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416902779756478,0.2249623093208879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782526369211298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015890594010266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029930237253494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128417975710988,0.19540036008596426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110412522617294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136530756552824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951384287422667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317203810987844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802727670307025,0.15491728805940802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28242939712477483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281821628289389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258795310468594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417456553400845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839554497767109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35607236134710313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685957191207235,0.0,0.0,0.2227057194813823,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OkamiBen493,2020/02/05,"My S/O is struggling Hello, my S/O is going through a lot. It’s her last semester of college, she’s poor and hates her job, she’s thinking about moving out and getting her own place. All the jobs she wants are difficult to get and are short term, as well as all over the US. She doesn’t want to be apart from me and her cats are sick. Everything is just CRUSHING her and the stuff I did to feel a little better is either not going to work or is not an option.

Please, just any thoughts or opinions would be awesome.",2.058055555555555,3.5652583240740765,3.184444444444445,93.605,76.87037037037038,5.911111111111111,23.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.3850111111111114,401,12,90,3,9,129,73,108,0.168,0.746,0.086,-0.8654,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,4,5,1,1,6,0,13,1,0,0,2,24,23,9,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,3,1,0,2,1,14,2,12,18,6,11,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,5,2,64,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401336073091662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225079144443312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852010287771066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419439620765604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532451212241124,0.0,0.23422688947913334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344992451806806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40898226465969606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679732842515235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653471553849265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751920207627322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190181425558911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215297663012793,0.2262012687072921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154274783892536,0.2358990652552255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204033729493098,0.0,0.16359532530132626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24787496382684346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24308901290821966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528027766055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500202804259729,0.0,0.0,0.1463851091816663,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Desirai,2020/02/05,"Food anxiety? Eating disorders I'm going to bring it up to my therapist next session but was curious if there's anyone else that has experienced food anxiety. Specifically ..

Avoid eating in public at all costs, including avoiding any events or occasions I'm invited to that will include food

If I do eat in public, I fill up on drinks and eat only a few bites of the food and will take it home (I immediately eat what I take home)

When grocery shopping, try to ""hide"" certain items because I don't want people to see me buying them, or not buy those things at all even if I want them

Even in front of my family, even my husband, I will only eat tiny amounts of food and then when I'm alone I will eat

If I've gone all day without eating I will stuff my face like a pig which causes intense guilt and shame

Have severe panic attacks in groups where I'm expected to eat (weddings, banquets, etc)

I was anorexic as a teenager, but eventually I seemed to have developed binge eating disorder, gained an extreme amount of weight(antidepressants caused a lot of weight gain too) and now I am overweight which contributes to my shame of eating. Despite eating very little, I am still overweight

I hope this doesn't get deleted, I'm not looking for a diagnosis because I'm going to talk to my therapist about it but I feel alone",9.591967914438506,7.180149615686276,9.32306595365419,69.51016042780749,60.68627450980392,12.40998217468806,39.652406417112296,10.832165505486646,4.167117647058823,1052,42,194,20,11,343,145,255,0.18100000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.081,-0.9764,0,4,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,11,10,1,6,7,0,15,22,1,2,4,32,35,18,0,8,12,1,2,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,12,5,21,2,2,2,4,6,5,7,0,0,3,5,24,3,29,27,9,25,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,9,9,121,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299768293770854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267106124966468,0.0,0.0960047029099773,0.0,0.0,0.04387513769820206,0.06429314731917464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138535949650691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650168000626459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891977577780486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04046752459803734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383019695789692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146953985536885,0.0,0.7704872953987533,0.052418233448957983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998104871558207,0.12433417197748756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915360361100665,0.0,0.031727474571033185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793780496735236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032783447246378626,0.0,0.0713227193619013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588351545366142,0.062323315893546324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030655696910864793,0.06289037773416846,0.0,0.0,0.05269284934342342,0.0,0.0,0.05334644266971702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673363137930184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544596594475052,0.0,0.0736217232150932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350183726659068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000234782572128,0.057123783368699436,0.0,0.07088782725037164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011095037754497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183190139419145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435796983624566,0.0504347841161288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571144898050764,0.041687246337381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042602042206209424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177399852936127,0.07402125983984911,0.0,0.0,0.15282128446673646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060487214896065934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2dheisbb5,2020/02/05,Chest pains Hey I recently quit vaping I’ve never owned one just always hit friends and been having the worst anxiety withdrawals in my chest feel like I can’t breath pressure in my heart been to the doctors 3 times I’m healthy but I’m still anxious when I feel it if anyone knows any way to help me out it would be appreciated I’m kinda just writing this hoping it makes me feel better cause fuck anxiety.,2.5924390243902407,4.903741597560977,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,78.14634146341461,6.539024390243903,23.664634146341466,7.645422480735847,1.1664829268292691,329,11,65,5,8,106,61,82,0.171,0.605,0.22399999999999998,0.8006,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,1,2,0,6,7,4,2,1,17,17,4,0,3,4,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,3,7,4,5,12,2,9,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,3,6,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487427391125762,0.0,0.0,0.1429195359479697,0.0,0.3215515899273415,0.23742684335188805,0.0,0.1469523873050986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587403150139867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158975426094536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511297724076006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187975041887694,0.1501420535992702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237310431641744,0.19429433143037875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490467618407644,0.14086929664321826,0.0,0.0,0.2087414544046373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115501292029661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267609589149447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028689616324014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209235066094335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241337173882518,0.0,0.22363057971443187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353654911644924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751277042827293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783819207043374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254901228680735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681934529349754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929532091313086,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SirWeasels,2020/02/05,"For my anxious buddies in Germany (or really anywhere in the world) I've been suffering from anxiety for just over a year now. I wouldn't consider my case a serious one, but it happens a lot that I find my self worrying excessively, having irrational fears when I'm alone and a decent amount of social anxiety.

I had read a while ago that vitamin B could help with anxiety. A couple of days later when doing my groceries, I stumbled across this drink and noticed that supposedly it has some content of vitamin B. I thought ""what the hell, it's not that expensive anyway"".

I was feeling anxious that day, and when I came back home I took a full cup of that drink. It wasn't more than an hour or two and I swear I felt so much better! I would be exaggerating if I said that all my issues got resolved but I definitely felt better. Even the next day I felt reduced social anxiety.

So apparently taking vitamin B does really help (in my case at the very least, but read the research). I'm planning to experiment soon with vitamin B supplements and see if it's just as effective (I guess it would be).

I think a combination of taking vitamin B supplements and lifestyle improvements such as meditation, journaling, doing things you love and attending therapy could be REALLY effective. I guess I'll post again as soon as I feel concrete changes!

I discovered after writing all of this that I can't add photos or links. The name of the drink is ""Rotbäckchen Lernstark"". You'll find it at a lot of supermarkets in Germany, I personally got it at Kaufland but I saw it at DM too.",6.003909774436092,6.690943099667777,7.210347962930587,71.58449903829344,66.50830564784053,11.253785626857843,35.11120825319112,11.10113133989139,4.196358139534883,1247,58,226,37,19,424,161,301,0.11599999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.172,0.9744,1,1,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,6,16,8,1,1,17,0,19,9,0,2,2,50,41,26,0,7,12,0,5,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,21,11,3,0,13,5,1,3,4,4,0,2,14,8,30,4,30,18,10,34,1,1,2,1,12,12,1,10,18,161,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757756908581238,0.0,0.0,0.1023238842976738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30231770261430724,0.2232249507375441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596878565200485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475581505244525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129974348320776,0.0,0.0,0.1045141136405026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776271199557906,0.10931698843893743,0.0,0.19114765260674316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645791026916813,0.0,0.0,0.29035030847279103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525447901570079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664241224294562,0.0,0.11117407906954524,0.09990945163449673,0.0,0.28458180670194,0.0,0.18059731495142567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580339536890764,0.0,0.21767204223397613,0.0,0.08736585049858854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324430774535874,0.0,0.09910143470952948,0.0,0.09729513236774796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311838755362801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679873329296938,0.08916813926022536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262715415008432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507171791687256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248102603629354,0.0,0.0,0.06694739617889546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626571943269776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946202048105946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764744839728074,0.0,0.18987564169794696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397856018497684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872840841020178,0.0,0.1030668056512288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014221756096349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485660795752502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298296639882666,0.0,0.06563632904968852,0.06330512087463495,0.0,0.07843377300372334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976708924781482,0.0,0.0,0.09651030183501348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151786223030102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033313736955138,0.0,0.14036509177181233,0.0,0.0,0.06362202129833619
anxiety,icecubes990,2020/02/05,"I'm anxious person but at the same time I don't give a fuck? I'm anxious talking to people, I'm anxious about my health, but about other things I'm very phlegmatic. It's very weird, I just don't really mind much of a thing. I'm a person that everything is no big deal for him and just go with the vibe.

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Anyone else is the same? It's just really weird, I'm very anxious and at the same time I'm a person that just doesn't give a fuck about things.",3.859333333333332,3.591422800000004,5.07,88.39833333333334,71.0,8.266666666666667,24.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,0.9764666666666666,360,8,84,4,6,120,49,100,0.177,0.745,0.078,-0.7642,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,9,0,5,3,0,0,0,13,17,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,17,4,6,0,0,0,2,8,3,2,0,2,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004712024024826,0.15705827930904026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5840828575925091,0.0,0.09037770234344544,0.13243643749005865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332556411563461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079754901877674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616554676044777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389872743826361,0.0,0.2479852529208796,0.07345827089084163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373914142301109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051012738618667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501687780562756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896087466873989,0.3385799464982206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560739442987885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038898142715164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576126985797766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507385944257611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199453225926862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705827930904026,0.0
anxiety,pepper-peach,2020/02/05,"Disturbing News Articles It seems like the most disturbing topics are what news outlets discuss most because the more shocking the more interesting, and so they want to grab attention, but it gets pretty depressing! Are there sites / apps / places I can read “trigger-free” news? I know everyone has different triggers, but I’m referring to disturbing things like violence, murder, death, etc. A place that discusses the more “normal” recent events.

So I want a place to read the “normal” stuff, but I’m also curious as to whether anyone knows of a site that is dedicated to GOOD news? I’ve heard a lot of people say “the news gets really depressing, it’s so negative all the time,” so I’m sure someone has to have had this idea at some point.",7.3645588235294115,7.7940081029411825,7.351764705882353,72.63294117647061,63.55882352941178,11.8,34.64705882352941,11.45678717892309,4.198429411764706,586,24,103,17,8,188,87,136,0.24,0.59,0.17,-0.9524,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,6,12,1,3,11,0,8,0,0,1,2,27,19,11,2,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,4,5,10,17,9,10,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,5,5,63,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386479191142474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830209032486862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441898410705367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266811584270696,0.0,0.0,0.16182618824127554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274233783965035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480032140208803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184636908767394,0.0,0.0,0.12991366470747726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485098957813108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702460448779843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134202329572755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168121071818026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035169486471109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738062958004356,0.0,0.4854785647238266,0.0,0.1464203049836374,0.0,0.0,0.15757794235559466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098621169395622,0.0,0.0992259513405944,0.0,0.15293434301156664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317406352162312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100525880169795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123706845661445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773110121388764,0.0,0.0,0.14598118449226882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290146436192488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903171050250012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827152594774516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alittlesadyeah,2020/02/05,"Anxiety Sleep Patterns I recently got diagnosed with anxiety but have been suffering for a little while now. I’ve always found it difficult to fall asleep unless I’m physically exhausted, but I started using a sleep recording app, which registers the sounds you make while sleeping, a few months ago and noticed that my sleep is never restful or calm, I kind of thrash around almost every 10/15 minutes. I also make this weird humming noise kind of like I’m like in pain or afraid? I don’t know it’s so strange. Could this be a product of anxiety? Or is it something totally different? I’ve been prescribed a beta blocker, propranolol and am yet to compare a night on meds with a night without. Maybe it will make a difference?",5.6299264705882335,7.315666845588236,6.025764705882356,76.08394117647059,68.04411764705883,9.55764705882353,34.923529411764704,9.888512548439397,3.7761258823529418,585,29,99,14,10,188,95,136,0.222,0.738,0.04,-0.9740000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,1,9,0,10,8,5,4,2,23,20,12,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,1,7,5,13,13,3,16,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,13,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168316183691558,0.0,0.1319773858592181,0.0,0.0,0.10539939360994872,0.1096670982549572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024769940531203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732880914302753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523055819630228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377293260612916,0.0,0.2754032336006637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110461111351857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451050029124138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541148127027708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744961829072362,0.07243313300628328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878040028097065,0.13209694827647592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639300192301178,0.0,0.13240953527674829,0.0,0.1463986727530333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520048570523914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165130266863284,0.0,0.0,0.2473683522272469,0.0,0.0,0.15005372317159038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402431370254103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013534166417354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527575638081556,0.0,0.0,0.10146509842158724,0.0,0.0,0.09328781666722932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383178230324713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704926867012006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PsychologicalMeal2,2020/02/05,I'm not sure if this is anxiety but I'm not sure what else it could be. I get extremely worried anytime I leave my room. It feels like everyone is out to get me when I'm not in my room. even if I'm still in my house I get incredibly worried something bad is going to happen. It's gotten to the point where I have panic attacks when I'm outside for 4 or 5 hours at a time. I'm home-schooled so it isn't too bad but I would like some help. not a diagnosis or anything just anything people use to cope with this. it's horrible.,0.0507471264367787,1.920674879310344,2.7265517241379307,92.73195402298849,84.6896551724138,5.935632183908046,22.597701149425287,7.1686216300943375,0.6848873563218394,410,15,97,6,12,143,70,116,0.28300000000000003,0.639,0.077,-0.9793,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,2,20,22,9,0,4,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,1,9,4,10,18,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,7,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024871692861228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28021955456118897,0.0,0.0,0.1936957503139458,0.0,0.0,0.2843205941246921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593905113004726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223069169420252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245536853636902,0.0,0.0,0.1626910797601257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608875875877074,0.12163404225586788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668620480608083,0.0,0.09676289184976693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056068278390775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412193699033618,0.0,0.17078503316318852,0.0,0.16767216798370754,0.19645760723693453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802811480372916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636123307153544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976385939824132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180371026890992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095108254361404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231258407733896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310747508961907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597015131370788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209367673104545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928019086972743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705029356471916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34581534047918,0.0,0.12094808174809316,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stargeart95,2020/02/05,Does anyone else have anxiety over talking to your doctor about sensitive subjects? So I know I have anxiety and adhd but last time I talked to my doctor about my depression she sent me to talk to the behavior health unit instead of taking care of the issue I had come in for originally. But also I think I might have IBS after recovering from ulcers but that’s another sensitive subject. I know I should go and talk to my provider about these things but my anxiety over not being taken seriously keeps coming up or even just saying I don’t have anxiety or adhd although I’ve been diagnosed it before. Or even just my provider saying it’s just acid reflux. So basically not being taken seriously. In the end my anxiety is getting the best of me.,5.482237762237767,6.800858937062942,6.903083916083919,71.04077972027973,68.020979020979,10.195524475524477,31.08321678321679,10.355215969177356,3.5253306293706292,600,24,102,16,10,205,85,143,0.094,0.813,0.09300000000000001,0.4125,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,12,5,0,0,4,0,12,5,0,1,0,23,25,13,0,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,5,3,19,2,19,16,1,14,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,4,5,81,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085077771128716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264286645599993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458802513545468,0.490943774962986,0.0,0.0,0.08974654397409759,0.13151155929819205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092179052257891,0.0,0.13469726703605275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086318671990588,0.0,0.0,0.22112737470772809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054919396625093,0.1302743477607857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26274695668951703,0.11232150145599246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722143656005437,0.0,0.11368157400924687,0.0,0.0,0.16955027103831916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670585038423753,0.0,0.07294527043532674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643193264649706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396590412242293,0.0,0.11408495320580928,0.0,0.0,0.14107755544908265,0.10462382583728898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136160947837598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041409630257762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965045596832647,0.4126571728742637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527121469820745,0.08224263348900053,0.0,0.0,0.07484295098483634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DANdandandan132,2020/02/05,difficulty swallowing from anxiety?  hello everyone it all started about a month and half ago i was eating some toast bread and i thought it was hard to swallow or was stucking on my throat and i got a small panic attack. after that i searched some forums and made it even worse reading people saying that they have swallowing problems for years for different reasons. from that day i have difficulty swallowing i dont feel something stucking in my throat but its hard to make the swallow process i can drink liquids with ease i can eat everything but i think its hard to swallow sometimes and its hard for my brain to give the order to swallow when im thinking of it. its been a month and half some days ago the symptoms stopped as i stopped thinking of it but i ate some bread at night and thought of it again and got hard to swallow and im in the same spot again.. any advice and thoughts of what is my problem? im afraid of eating solid food and im thinking for my next meal every time,3.1165128205128236,5.349303446153852,3.581666666666667,88.67916666666667,76.07692307692308,6.17948717948718,28.782051282051288,7.1686216300943375,1.5748974358974361,792,35,154,9,18,247,102,195,0.15,0.823,0.027000000000000003,-0.9424,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,2,7,0,10,21,3,3,1,37,27,17,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,14,12,17,2,9,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,13,7,17,0,25,14,6,23,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,17,100,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624553565641183,0.1746149625356164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697814144728427,0.0,0.07534633991742462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204921006411224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099499801632413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703877087519586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290349048623512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543224207176946,0.09648495759323834,0.0,0.30234663459980576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505323524933086,0.0,0.08298401069104551,0.09411361344816802,0.08851852842301186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049800666244279874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909728011851488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448278887901153,0.0,0.0,0.1575465795113274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411487747194008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255543414694223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319579570753107,0.06574437505760361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723122838293793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047476784245419,0.0924283515019368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555949270261172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682821594853432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848765885544133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851895341869664,0.0,0.0,0.1012664882730359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832503015426867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582418444113395,0.09741140314508667,0.0,0.06971335687958853,0.0,0.0,0.16468794599241982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237121173179843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524395555899897,0.0,0.2345756535184117,0.05743165218615701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037206813619703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342581200537617
anxiety,_mh_99,2020/02/05,"Feeling like my life is falling apart everything seems to just be falling apart, I haven’t eaten in days, I’m so stressed, and my anxiety has gotten so bad in the past few weeks. I just want to be happy.",6.900714285714287,5.049713833333335,7.209523809523812,80.77714285714288,65.42857142857143,10.304761904761904,35.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.7633428571428573,159,6,34,2,2,52,32,42,0.248,0.574,0.17800000000000002,-0.5435,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,6,11,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,2,4,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523992697335221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27548183206520743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278069400507416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965241836078542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682498189128686,0.23570553448863454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512218004091851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330427534798016,0.16118951007493498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149601628982869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003603108942544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779392747410701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946041325272575,0.0,0.26465384847112905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlueWildfire9,2020/02/05,"My anxiety is finally reaching me in contexts I was supposed to be safe I have an anxiety disorder and also depression. I have had about three anxiety attacks a week for months now. At first, they only happened when I was alone and tired at nights. Then they started to happen regardless of if I was alone or not (and scared the shit out of my roommates and my partner). Then I started getting them in other places and times and not only my room and at nights. 

Today I had an attack while I was playing a sport with some friends. An activity we do twice a week and it's always been fun. We train, we laugh, we talk, sometimes we get dinner together afterwards. I was happy. It was a safe space where I could temporarily forget about my disorders and just play for a couple of hours. And today I just... had a crisis in the safest space I know. And it felt awful. 

I feel defeated. I'm losing. I'm letting *it* into the safest, happiest parts of my life. I will never feel as safe there as I once did.",1.3575296442687763,3.8362504797979824,3.202744839701364,87.43353754940712,84.60606060606061,6.271761089152394,22.750109793588052,7.586124646067393,1.239878963548529,777,28,153,14,23,259,114,198,0.172,0.633,0.195,0.8077,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,5,0,3,3,9,16,3,1,12,1,19,4,1,0,1,37,31,20,0,3,6,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,5,19,1,3,4,3,0,0,3,7,0,3,12,3,30,9,21,15,2,33,0,3,0,0,11,13,1,3,20,118,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26351503455479663,0.0,0.10173467233195947,0.10585398951964904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919599138476032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894533674129606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157170730059584,0.14076219928335826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957104388291714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29160135312598523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864856910252045,0.0,0.12214740989921713,0.13935902355532384,0.0,0.10820995299432598,0.0,0.0,0.0982868463048209,0.0,0.13293032727997653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499356109342045,0.13542390818210132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528223661503182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991464371836678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008708539893846,0.0898564964161814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232227965202435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154268042558523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981169019565788,0.0,0.0,0.2387673913216923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548099877573205,0.0,0.19350715919587594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776264341170272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291375201460826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736551303897342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058550251528578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581997967068936,0.0,0.18008842624515173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225148545951868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741807332325738,0.14621619719540813,0.24117198302916626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040901699930848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hayley_n,2020/02/05,"why do i keep scratching my head when i'm anxious? i have what i can only describe as a nervous habit of scratching my head when i'm anxious. which is a lot of the time, i should add. sometimes it's because it itches but that's not always the case, i've started to notice a pattern wherein my head gets really itchy when the anxiety is at its worst and i'm about to have a full blown panic attack. but when it's not at that stage and i'm just feeling really nervous, i have a sometimes uncontrollable need to scratch my head. maybe feeling really anxious and feeling itchy are kind of equated in my mind, but i'm not too sure and whatever the reason, i can't stop scratching my head when i feel anxious or on edge at all. any suggestions regarding what it could be or mean would be really appreciated x",5.184355828220858,5.434484276073621,6.186631901840492,79.73957975460124,68.20245398773007,8.973987730061351,32.864417177914106,8.841846274778883,2.658151411042944,639,27,126,10,10,213,89,163,0.23199999999999998,0.696,0.07200000000000001,-0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,4,9,0,14,6,6,1,2,30,28,15,0,4,9,0,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,8,13,2,13,23,4,15,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,8,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299703548754508,0.0,0.0,0.07600370745877442,0.0,0.08549955333831548,0.5050483889493349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714827850817964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813061518767123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923487637289924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260460016772102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839234978069605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5735132176587482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934144233170818,0.0,0.11638555076780295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950181997797703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122824844183794,0.12174432923824376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285030663226812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828719768235683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724464895008636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500195520496891,0.0,0.13113158543472542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28639685848564805,0.11491254286503205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210759399352697,0.0,0.0791075038475888,0.0,0.0,0.0934401447899674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533673920920944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517079150466255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085009715277883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939430967489536,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,____DEADPOOL_______,2020/02/05,"Water Helped a LOT Hey all,

I just wanted to share that an increase of water consumption helped my anxiety to great lengths. I was only drinking about a glass of water a day to about 4-5.

I went from having hundreds of unopened/unactioned emails to getting fairly close to clearing my queue of things to do. A lot of my physical body pain also went away.

Check an online calculator to see how much water you are drinking a day and see if maybe this could help you as well.

Cheers!",4.324711246200607,5.7654983404255375,4.962036474164137,83.40500000000003,70.91489361702128,7.499088145896658,27.258358662613983,7.957251820313856,1.6885550151975683,380,13,72,5,7,122,64,94,0.051,0.777,0.172,0.8955,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,0,5,8,1,1,2,11,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,2,8,4,17,7,5,7,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,3,2,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917188401502804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269868016219586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525566936150191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719821133589686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893293105828426,0.0,0.0,0.2405991446059041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36546635494570295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745678099981966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056553745789936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750912140270806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171705855891249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873993688415535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371246070148313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186818931040435,0.1984862744815972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29728831290409363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392549222341025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100231109823234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771726790942187,0.3458394233969147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CabbieGangster,2020/02/05,"Living with my partner gives me anxiety. I miss my cave of solitude. *This is my first time posting on this sub so apologies if I did anything wrong.*

I've always needed more time to myself than most people, more space too. It's the only thing that's ever made my anxiety go away. I realize now since moving in with my partner just how important having a space that is just 'mine' is to me, how much even just a single room really made all the difference. I've never lived alone, (always with roommates) but I've always had my own room. That one place, no matter how messy or small or shitty it was...it was my literal cave of solitude and I miss it everyday.

It was a place I could enter, shut the door, and avoid the world for a night or a day and no one could tell me I couldn't. There's just something so comforting about coming home and knowing I can do whatever I want without having to explain myself to anyone or argue why we should do this instead of that, or even just to not have to talk to anyone for a little while. Now if I want alone time I have to ration it because if I do it too often it'll hurt my partner's feelings. Now if I want to watch something while my partners here I've gotta make sure they want to watch it too. Now if I don't want to talk at all it's rude and hurtful.

Living with a partner means I've had to give my cave of solitude up. Sure I have alone time, sure I can go to a different room if I want space...but eventually my solitude is always broken, and my time always runs out. In comes my partner ready to sleep or talk or have sex. This is normal. This is healthy. But it gives me anxiety.

I just really wanted to get that off my chest so I tagged this post as venting...but hey if anyone else has felt this way and has advice I'd be glad for it. Thank you.",1.9446542553191504,3.5272781462766005,3.4914361702127685,90.95875,77.37765957446808,6.189361702127662,21.590425531914892,6.9077264865688965,0.4338553191489361,1397,37,305,14,32,462,168,376,0.11599999999999999,0.769,0.115,-0.7559999999999999,1,5,2,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,1,1,27,14,2,1,12,0,31,3,2,6,7,75,59,32,0,20,24,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,5,6,24,15,0,1,6,0,0,7,7,8,0,3,8,4,42,6,38,44,8,46,0,4,2,1,20,19,0,16,17,212,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945253712712899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526294763818757,0.0,0.0,0.3382708693194841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659954964727696,0.0,0.0,0.17055583085078066,0.08330892113631531,0.06690896708556097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639086999921207,0.0,0.0,0.049564165795137366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400780518375301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298345008355455,0.0,0.0,0.052436471939745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989761327852473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792180284510399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740538880346466,0.07354709350916479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041111405913462816,0.0,0.07806774353849319,0.0,0.0,0.06915993442385379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247970017188095,0.2339920674788488,0.09241760670154826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155783546595427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408225879497632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468435703953117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149125898097627,0.21538746476103213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386983651852426,0.05427324357995978,0.0,0.0,0.0885674685654979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641677564965146,0.059770209239599414,0.0602883210101617,0.06270919002750601,0.0,0.0,0.07630137833637514,0.07966387536707119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019184007650652,0.061837853497795865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056368233338086784,0.0,0.16989761327852473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573980575187998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041750565299303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725822571518329,0.0,0.08136600337082528,0.0,0.0,0.125188639418043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298934594427017,0.0,0.0,0.19605514557869064,0.0710661501741258,0.07485682333397492,0.0,0.0,0.05401694678703756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370546564301348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356999998348736,0.06453793767329648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336717747178904,0.0,0.0,0.07837732053333242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888967514660453,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bambi16161616,2020/02/05,"Can you develop anxiety for no reason? I’m sorry if my question sounds stupid, but I have randomly been get symptoms of anxiety over the few months and nothing at that much has happened that I would think that would cause for me to feel like this. I feel very a confused and kinda scared. Should I go see my doctor?",3.761935483870968,5.522201645161292,4.281483870967743,86.45222580645166,72.87096774193549,7.540645161290323,26.916129032258066,8.238735603445708,1.7450541935483872,250,9,49,4,5,79,50,62,0.23199999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.049,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,7,2,0,2,0,16,15,4,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,8,1,6,11,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,2,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502284699577179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351518959456115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342973608188487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314858447102293,0.16353214649090705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195951471232094,0.0,0.13009387101986658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242286761296216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183304045685374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271243369777168,0.0,0.16827395058514574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964370262810606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25642970173941665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353558731898971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291771574177646,0.0,0.18241029077207868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562441184526115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792338746539354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667520580293356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888733336900612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32521979957908026,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mind20four7,2020/02/05,"Can taking anti""depressants"" for anxiety, TRIGGER depression? I don't have depression. If I take an antidepressant I'm essentially correcting something inside my brain that doesn't need correction

I just have anxiety. Does it not make more sense to take something that specifically targets anxiety like Buspar? If I take antidepressants do I get more ""susceptible"" to getting depression, because they'll change my brain chemistry in such a way?",9.777916666666666,12.115430958333334,9.037111111111113,55.91900000000001,58.861111111111114,13.537777777777775,43.56666666666667,12.688352899677879,6.898096666666667,367,21,48,14,5,116,50,72,0.225,0.741,0.034,-0.9223,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,2,2,2,2,9,16,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,4,15,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686796383725255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792788222762897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35866656093337945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994142382267052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534542369530931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058178230754462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678610749827276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784831777928857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723198343290086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911645247873465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473451966858277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831410843058798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751275963782455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,some-velvet-morning,2020/02/05,"Do you ever have all the physical symptoms of a panic attack without any emotional symptoms? I think this is what happens to me sometimes. I’ll start getting heart palpitations and everything feels like it’s going “too fast”, but emotionally I have no anxious feelings at all.",8.268095238095237,9.267048734693882,8.359591836734698,64.21993197278914,61.6530612244898,10.61496598639456,42.863945578231295,10.504223727775694,5.135933333333333,224,13,32,5,3,73,44,49,0.212,0.753,0.035,-0.7889,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,4,3,1,0,3,9,11,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,11,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424460452906092,0.0,0.0,0.2366402511523819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830113088658536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712486715754173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947662606616397,0.0,0.0,0.18825715429453266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182755466329345,0.1496446348301381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943886265019116,0.0,0.11904601168730762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523266987690049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822167299482514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233593125398424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24576663931816956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717011318010267,0.0,0.1482631762669329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354368140919373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421922283785226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192055927963426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stuffmyfacewmomos,2020/02/06,"I didn’t cancel my class today! It was one of those days. The weather sucked (it was raining heavily) and my anxiety was out of control. I was tempted to cancel my class and email my students that something came up. My sister advised me against it by saying that I was already up so I just just force myself to go. So I got ready and went to the office. Still, was feeling anxious all day befire the class, and I told my colleague about it. She offered to sit in my class while I taught. That made such a difference! I went to the class, it went well and I’m proud of myself and thankful for the colleague. I love her. It seems like a small victory but it was huge for me. Thanks for listening ♥️ please find support in friends and family when it gets hard",1.5139950980392172,3.779036588235297,2.7158455882352968,92.62318014705885,81.81045751633988,5.393627450980394,23.94158496732026,6.6274283507984215,0.7188173202614374,590,22,123,6,16,189,90,153,0.057999999999999996,0.747,0.19399999999999998,0.972,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,1,0,7,0,8,1,0,2,1,18,27,12,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,12,9,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,16,4,22,8,19,11,1,19,0,0,0,1,11,7,1,1,7,87,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828097172057648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052214080645394,0.19274953599955436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514129635652447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136235714921065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006871678469606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825927429839064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608432659171863,0.0,0.08626948009571336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594156721566693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181887976083312,0.0,0.08914075223221371,0.0,0.09696602079986046,0.0,0.1364586312824811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528400252849027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335523297169728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398921501888713,0.16144267635613194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561502876112052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728709564646406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568211310156816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532402622480082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134990882113834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625558588012507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936150438921524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141638719061133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172571319466592,0.16303260808353054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340588177035366,0.4744931964233418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LeeroyM,2020/02/06,I plan on going to the doctor soon about this but I'm curious does Celexa work for you? I'm strongly thinking of switching from lexapro,1.1338888888888905,3.7708437777777815,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,92.70370370370372,4.181481481481482,25.26851851851852,5.985473137389443,0.8287851851851853,110,5,21,1,4,34,24,27,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835001090324269,0.4988800568579326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239890866002271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652836646527017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150243700439951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caixone,2020/02/06,"Looking for advice or a distraction. Hi, I’m struggling through an anxiety attack right now for about an hour. I can calm down for a few minutes at a time but it keeps ramping back up & I can’t stop crying. My usual deep breathing strategy is not helping me right now. Any tips/advice/anyone up to just chat to distract me?? Thanks in advance.",3.076666666666668,5.107957647058826,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,75.47058823529412,6.298039215686276,28.98039215686275,7.1686216300943375,1.7099333333333333,272,12,51,3,6,88,55,68,0.264,0.662,0.07400000000000001,-0.9009999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,3,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,2,12,7,1,16,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,7,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385402227901696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449170368812924,0.0,0.16600230518684114,0.0,0.18674250797968267,0.0,0.0,0.1706864977104091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277708917612276,0.0,0.1877045431100724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681419741175258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362093409914527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403979241102979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169750526524528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049898503037572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169350380957183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408582621499552,0.0,0.25519544311955594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474251875530996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423417617685704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26885127534002057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,420be-here-nowlsd,2020/02/06,"Using trazadone to get off Gabapentin or lower dose of Gabapentin? Has anyone used trazadone to get off Gabapentin or to lower the dose?? 

Or do you think one is a better long term medicine?",4.723619047619049,7.0305006000000025,2.4457142857142853,98.30761904761906,71.57142857142857,4.666666666666667,28.809523809523807,3.1291,0.4962380952380947,151,6,30,0,3,40,24,35,0.13699999999999998,0.79,0.07400000000000001,-0.3527,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,6,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642882243309521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342873064916565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949516521083373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344951150867779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561249791722983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421904912057957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6528963950674022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,screamy222,2020/02/06,Tiredness Everyday I’m so tired. I get around 6 hours sleep everyday. How do you guys deal with tiredness?,1.9208333333333345,4.750470750000002,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,91.5,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.1526666666666667,85,4,16,2,3,26,17,20,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.5777,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518595004190941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074891035128442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650369121202355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913632032239507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389245175780128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955390449381645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542858661927796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Addycrayola,2020/02/06,"Scared of corona virus I live in Ontario and I’m scared that the corona virus is going to completely infect everyone. If you guys are familiar with video games, you might know a game called the division, I’m scared Canada is going to end up like that😕",3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,4.625,84.1675,72.6,8.200000000000001,22.5,8.841846274778883,1.5094000000000003,202,5,39,4,4,65,37,50,0.16699999999999998,0.785,0.048,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354427733574416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500720680013613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124811262806525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279054970547218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711002348252702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23616133214424614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107826656400712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652341225378385,0.0,0.21060774874389526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530202761091377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7163671205892865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,konnerbllb,2020/02/06,"Tips for chest/back tightness on the go? Aside from breathing exercises and a foam roller/ball?

I often am tense in my upper torso and pushing in on my chest will lightly pop what feels like my back or somewhere in between. It's never a full pop, more like just rubbing that feels like a light half pop. Does anyone have tips for physically loosening their upper torso without help from someone else?",4.9788,6.997975880000002,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,70.2,6.6000000000000005,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6225999999999994,321,12,56,3,6,99,55,75,0.062,0.8320000000000001,0.106,0.5239,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,3,2,0,1,10,6,3,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,11,5,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,5,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974220462302236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342114400914305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470818336970511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358628473932038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855240247730292,0.4034143574031941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160463054224301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924976520848666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138182166665527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776171270570494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392298294358169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721703078788957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yachtrock94,2020/02/06,What do you guys do when you flashback to a painful/embarrassing memory and all the emotions come flooding back? Please tell me you guys know what to do here. I'm overwhelmed with emotion over something that happened a few years ago despite the fact that it was so long ago and hardly anyone was there.,5.8571052631578935,7.2927841403508795,4.872763157894738,85.50809210526316,67.24561403508773,7.1035087719298255,31.793859649122812,7.1686216300943375,1.8804070175438592,244,10,45,2,4,72,44,57,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,9,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,4,7,2,8,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005124143637701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579620159424373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371138566289174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946020667880692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082382673483831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473742264054464,0.19977208822642728,0.0,0.20237161614423207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415461407293793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999238628045712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798211174254603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391709585877024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745591148849648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547908570019805
anxiety,marlindog77,2020/02/06,"Anxiety at a Start-Up I like working at a start-up most days. I get to wear comfy clothes, build my resume and have flexible hours. 

What I get freaked out about is the loss of control, the constant change. Things change on a dime and I'm scared I can't keep it. I'm scared that one day I'll come into the office not on my game and I'll ruin everything. How can I learn to go with the flow?",0.6168529411764716,2.3052755529411795,2.297279411764705,97.5165073529412,81.70588235294117,5.661764705882352,20.036764705882355,6.6274283507984215,-0.04167647058823487,302,8,74,3,8,99,59,85,0.192,0.754,0.054000000000000006,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,7,0,4,1,1,2,0,13,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,1,1,1,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,7,1,11,11,1,13,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476135651421825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556765810107856,0.18552657186670685,0.0,0.2327439619553824,0.24156148033470826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277798234688447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356524597746272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504919345838875,0.0,0.12240262858131826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210108243766385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143527840298424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522139134494214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594373685886294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312560808409669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30488719848180823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430856415925738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679563269170654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Keeks2634,2020/02/06,"Relaxation techniques? 
I have been dealing with pain that has me worried about my heart. I was proactive and made a cardiologist appointment, but it's not for another 2 weeks. I've also had a massage and went to the gym in hopes of relieving the pain. The massage did help temporarily (and we found a ton of trigger points in my pecs, armpit and front of neck!). I've been meditating most evenings since this pain began a couple weeks ago.... But I'm still getting distracted by the pain.
 I've been through anxiety induced pains in so many places so many times in the 9 years I've had health anxiety, and I know it will take time to dissipate. I've never figured out, though, how to stop fixating. Does anyone have any other suggestions? I'm sick of loading up on nsaids, I know that's not good long term. Oh, and I've been in therapy for many years and have increased my appts to try to tackle this. Thanks ahead of time for any suggestions to chill the fuck out :)  ",4.34976443768997,5.796774143617027,4.773738601823709,84.75500000000002,70.86170212765956,8.5629179331307,28.854103343465045,9.04235418022936,2.2362145896656536,761,29,154,15,14,241,113,188,0.201,0.68,0.11900000000000001,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,1,8,12,1,1,10,0,13,11,3,4,1,27,26,14,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,5,2,0,3,3,7,0,0,12,0,9,5,28,13,4,29,0,0,0,1,5,11,1,2,15,88,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163353419385766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916884746098548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593681389440206,0.12022433853903053,0.1754194417976672,0.0,0.0,0.08016849102727157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686207208596936,0.0,0.0,0.11820286857680468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033417313811327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572764799906953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571179855023595,0.0,0.10599544282044897,0.05990179482723393,0.0,0.0,0.09616603365807652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218714580403317,0.0,0.13586511562108966,0.07684991820182613,0.0,0.0,0.11387693470888698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602128435645885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146486359876752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848804652502968,0.0,0.3487223865545617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842795546132877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6099977840454568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978865118007127,0.0,0.10838474927935647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948426759354009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156254513304672,0.09585557702091396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862052685760415,0.0,0.0,0.10555766765365364,0.13111642968266454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264661932533727,0.0,0.2005663787860432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784229560359651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393646866500388,0.0,0.0,0.10628507309065134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164363369989596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476663703869421
anxiety,dinolizardbeast,2020/02/06,"Anxious after loss I recently lost my grandmother, and I've been dealing with a lot of depression regarding it. But lately I've grown increasingly anxious as people find out I've lost a loved one and they react as if I shouldn't be sad. The number of times people have scoffed when I say how old my grandma was and then follow it up with ""well it's not like it was unexpected"" make me feel as if I am overreacting in my grief. Yes she lived a long life but that doesn't make the pain of her loss any less. So now I'm constantly on edge and nervous for people to find out and it makes life really difficult as I juggle the depression of loss and the anxiety of people's less than sympathetic reaction.",8.94481220657277,6.0957666267605655,9.345633802816902,70.2119248826291,62.30985915492958,13.410328638497653,37.04694835680751,11.855464076750405,4.123052582159625,559,19,113,14,6,189,90,142,0.215,0.679,0.106,-0.9317,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,5,5,15,0,1,7,1,8,4,0,5,0,25,17,18,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,12,1,1,5,2,12,3,20,10,4,18,0,9,0,1,6,5,0,3,11,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265889100756813,0.0,0.11548501541342338,0.3410866999009267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313558350364185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563451758383925,0.2600455697823351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633059170654398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759518681232694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702909721129886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325692428520604,0.07375208761554394,0.0,0.1333016330146806,0.13359603948734486,0.0,0.0,0.3295842809180634,0.1283419367432535,0.13624850741858044,0.0,0.3023036092474107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840853671768576,0.0,0.1022953140057689,0.0,0.16063351421194752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186303541363168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670970293171456,0.0,0.14905611567217802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005052036417145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880267740305044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573237851675726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,neptunebro,2020/02/06,"question about a tired panic attack i felt fine throughout the day until about lunch time, i had been a little on edge but not more than usual and then it felt like the energy just drained from me, i was so tired and could barely keep my eyes open. and then i started feeling all the symptoms of a panic attack except for the panic. my heart was racing, i couldn't breathe, i felt dizzy, and i felt like i was overheating. it was exactly the symptoms of my usual attacks but there was just no feeling of panic, i just felt the most exhausted i've been in years. it was like my body was sounding the alarm and going into overdrive but my brain was just dead. usually there's extreme alertness and that feeling of panic but it just wasn't there. idk it really weirded me out and i tried to search up stuff like 'drowsy panic attack' or 'panic attack but tired' all i could find was people feeling exhausted after the attack but i couldn't find anything about feeling exhausted during the attack. so i wanted to ask if something similar has ever happened to any of you guys or if any of you know what's going on? i'd really appreciate responses",4.3067607491427085,5.8849401614349794,5.135747823793196,81.60579002901609,71.152466367713,7.399525191242418,26.57056185702981,7.928766900206844,1.6995261936164603,908,30,164,12,17,295,109,223,0.319,0.565,0.11599999999999999,-0.9968,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,14,24,7,8,12,0,18,14,5,0,4,52,36,22,1,7,17,0,10,4,0,0,8,1,0,1,8,10,1,1,14,0,0,2,5,19,0,0,18,12,22,5,24,14,4,22,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,6,16,120,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208116093578024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055714065142176535,0.0,0.0632934666036943,0.5391561175919459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520312789527536,0.0,0.07557929795846682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811118677117608,0.0,0.0,0.043663041603093526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061241530653843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116416878922475,0.0,0.3250290311195792,0.0,0.12375921914700368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695471600196413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703693288026598,0.05986982387156373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022876230840484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017782319303491,0.0,0.0,0.037207975064884234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230569281283225,0.06785651474156251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5560468244335283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693695869092705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584321504589436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674496317177449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052121324804477946,0.0,0.0,0.04792075963510597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750410557991005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407393489723172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947835139560822,0.23344502653453694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596611133750159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223696931718903,0.0,0.03993317332853958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043598719496764964
anxiety,whodat_throwaway,2020/02/06,Any tips for anxiety in this situation My ex who turned out to be verbally and physically abusive got me pregnant out of wedlock. I lost the baby after an anxious two months. With much therapy I was able to leave the relationship (basically as a “leave in the middle of the night situation” ). He constantly threatens me that he will tell my family my community etc. let me just paint the picture my family and friends  are extremely religious and will no exaggerations never speak to me again if they knew. Although I don’t respond to him (68 days no contact!)  I have CONSTANT anxiety of what will happen if/when he tells everyone. He’s super erratic so it’s highly likely he may just tell everyone.,5.286769230769231,7.161381061538464,7.0892307692307694,67.39076923076927,69.15384615384616,11.046153846153846,34.53846153846154,11.00357731598739,4.580907692307694,558,28,93,19,10,194,92,130,0.156,0.794,0.051,-0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,12,15,7,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,14,3,15,5,2,14,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,2,9,66,19,0,0.14242586680643352,0.16875136251553374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685447341945444,0.0,0.21791079654036227,0.16090068958005946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30782352860320394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185290149216822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884249006678158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721880385199609,0.0,0.0,0.2685328632951312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003787139201222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391097653564802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594672364828075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048074800370306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301616856552598,0.0,0.1456400984572844,0.0,0.06958208431320742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547465817303285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368296806286568,0.0,0.10469939983299924,0.0,0.10984760875729846,0.0,0.0,0.13365702780502142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529120795574137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201852834006488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734594557890476,0.0,0.1628763912305289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491844446818798,0.1391293765820202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawayOnety,2020/02/06,"Unable to talk with a therapist. (i.e. Kind of my last hope to get this fixed)

So last week, after years battling with anxiety/depression I finally decided to fuck more than a few bucks and go to a therapy session.

So what happened was : I was unable to fully express how I felt. I can spot two reasons for it:

1 - I was a bit too anxious to bring up some of my insecurities, some that I'm still not confortable to share with other people. Therapists can make you feel more at ease but it only got me so far (which worries me)

2 - for me these feelings are pretty natural, so natural that I'm unable to accurately depict them... For lack of a better analogy, it's almost like trying to explain someone else a pooping procedure - it's something so natural to me, that it feels weird to explain it and I can't accurately do it for the same reasons.

Honestly, I'm losing my hope to fix this, I know I'm not myself anymore but I see no way of getting ""myself"" back with ease. Fuck!",2.703150394178291,4.610655530927835,4.918320194057003,80.12628562765312,76.16494845360825,8.069860521528199,28.42207398423287,8.841846274778883,2.49083056397817,759,33,145,17,17,264,116,194,0.135,0.695,0.171,0.8926,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,2,9,13,3,1,7,0,8,3,1,4,0,29,31,10,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,0,10,0,1,2,4,6,0,1,5,5,19,7,28,26,8,14,0,1,1,2,7,3,2,5,9,102,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414564852966685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262310960601156,0.14276023157559584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106890615489223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731253370944012,0.1571566810127612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398436881166565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202521850954136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835711890831114,0.0,0.1382150701650415,0.15769075443125058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615986558183724,0.1504164069235957,0.0,0.08181039579068541,0.0,0.11513037806632412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729496621691758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28595068644915006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990231109096475,0.07911143916249243,0.23467776731249596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032695107407315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104380669539914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608808746713413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948085435361847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997971629865488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644942628711205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960102114939372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470992420602867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196880537824373,0.11082014028303028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495906831685518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570197230483947,0.0,0.0,0.1646199608742792,0.3342752889676644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773295145118167,0.0,0.1406187376596424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426121954483633,0.1154684212660094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618873689211934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269941293543016
anxiety,HourBunch9,2020/02/06,"What’s wrong with me? LIST OF MY EVERYDAY PROBLEMS:

- Uncontrollably Moaning When awake happen everyday.

- Talking and replying to myself everyday and night.

- Repeating noises or words or hear with a moan.

- Insides shake uncontrollably when called on.

- Fear of talking to others.

- I keep remembering past events like for example me screaming after seeing a spider on a roller coaster ride.

- Repeatedly watching, doing or saying thing over and over.

* What do i have? Is this even a disorder?!*",4.305014245014249,7.6884231481481535,4.9041975308642,70.99965811965811,89.12345679012344,7.924406457739789,29.68755935422602,8.384062270229773,3.6972784425451097,389,19,53,11,13,124,61,81,0.256,0.716,0.027999999999999997,-0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,5,6,1,12,8,0,17,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,3,12,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25048043629347216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811369712065344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620194426786724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760325820213575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691946086219954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764728154284796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180353994509413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984200761775915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019900456382406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341682050140841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472057402310714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778789787906632,0.0,0.0,0.19507373745128764,0.0,0.0,0.19547367546265607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943283886071432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629675328423934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681988732395614,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hamburgerbenny2011,2020/02/06,I have extreme ups and downs I’ll feel great and amazing for awhile and then all of a sudden I’ll have what feels like the worst fucking week of my life. I’ll be scared of everything and constantly anxious and cry a lot. Oh good days I’ll be happy and social and it will b like I don’t even have anxiety. Anyone else have these ups and downs. I dunno I felt great last week but this week I really fucking hate myself and feel like everyone hates me which is probably true but that’s ok lol.,1.5082524271844662,3.5330721067961206,2.861951456310681,92.8892378640777,80.35922330097088,6.4500970873786425,20.00873786407768,7.554174236665415,0.5032765048543686,389,10,86,6,10,126,67,103,0.161,0.597,0.242,0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,16,4,1,3,2,9,3,0,0,2,19,17,12,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,8,10,8,13,3,12,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,2,11,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837240302950465,0.1748073209504165,0.0,0.10819481390316016,0.15854503197904754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672143435216784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699699236813297,0.0997917390738041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926183963577212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220148436866736,0.0,0.0,0.14785661246264736,0.139066488611801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347170894671073,0.22108645999040155,0.14857055795489232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861013613600463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978498138253822,0.0,0.34119335732017003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471905229630132,0.0,0.3055389788910407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613026491102766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109294415816421,0.2267881718223268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315507765866717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683127836033773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912766510282643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491745057897194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773358122373474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372358985597808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lamy65,2020/02/06,"Health implications anxiety Hi guys. Here’s the story: for over 3,5 years I have been suffering of panic attacks while being outdoors or playing sports. When not at home or when I’m not around my girlfriend (my safe ‘places’), I’m also very anxious. Basically, I constantly think I’m going to die. I still try to play sports, to do exposure, but lately I’m worried about the impact the panic attacks/constant anxiety have on my health. I imagine it can’t be overly healthy to get adrenaline rushes while playing sports? Isn’t this really bad for my heart? Anyway, hope somehow can give me some advice on this. 
PS: I’m fully aware that I’m feeding my anxiety by thinking like this, but even when trying to be rational I still think it can have an impact on my heart’s health",4.21893736017897,6.085511469798656,5.170620805369129,80.10725111856827,71.88590604026845,7.919686800894855,28.52404921700224,8.59863814320734,2.3046237136465333,615,24,110,11,12,201,92,149,0.177,0.713,0.111,-0.8623,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,12,11,1,2,4,0,12,6,2,0,0,15,25,10,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,6,1,1,1,4,6,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,0,12,6,17,21,1,20,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,5,11,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471848477934206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024928324073432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31639529079814965,0.15574636128649794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272762364627793,0.0,0.1568394803728621,0.0,0.0,0.1151101512798898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898132078689608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308040712814288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105745241078196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202791815042635,0.13225110202458445,0.07835092743384897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365064062702919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43962693087509336,0.0,0.3267375027969908,0.0,0.0,0.1382881958605778,0.13692942851027948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551588070858352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735307642743267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235059091850595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403787378046026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831880185939657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019572286636765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26501183298148345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720035059210088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375171440535635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000693927928154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877948707945542
anxiety,cosmos-throwaway,2020/02/06,"Skin care tips? I hope this is the right place to ask this.

Im a teenage girl with, to be honest, pretty bad skin. I have a LOT of (acne) scars on my back, shoulders and face, and no idea how to manage with them because nobody ever told me to.  
I'm too anxious to go and buy products people recommend, so usually I just wear makeup. I also have bad depression so im at home a lot, and usually dont have the energy to eat healthy. 

Does anyone have any tips or experiences how to deal with this?",2.3384708737864046,3.536723077669905,4.3244538834951465,86.99017597087378,75.50485436893204,7.480097087378643,23.55461165048544,8.07648339933343,1.1549815533980583,379,11,83,6,8,130,70,103,0.145,0.696,0.158,0.3498,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,7,6,5,2,1,16,13,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,7,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,7,3,13,11,2,9,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,4,4,52,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412775295719806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405716225489973,0.0,0.0,0.18947886876510425,0.0,0.11727558567433626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679804895438715,0.0,0.0,0.12896837489931687,0.2800828355504494,0.10224217858321376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100443299762502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729147008145096,0.14445928382445253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677523260254072,0.0,0.1965697118333596,0.0,0.0,0.1716221561971054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517147509335884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406494781180714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532065451951913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823950619962916,0.16658644863653216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893384711874208,0.36233851465897104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851836204261001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627777623039,0.0,0.1752344848240028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063424559651108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323423773034966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026619203671333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694456350998213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lotteke69,2020/02/06,"PE Class Hi, I have really bad anxiety when I’m in PE. I simply get so scared when I have to go the class and when I have to do something in front of the class, I usually start panicking and crying. It’s really bad and I’m so so ashamed of it. Tomorrow I have to talk about it with my PE teacher and a councillor to see if there is a solution where I feel less nervous. I personally can’t come up with a solution, I feel like I just don’t want to go anymore (which isn’t an option). Does anyone have any suggestions on how PE can be less stressful for me? (ANYTHING EXCEPT SKIPPING CLASS IS POSSIBLE) 

I really need this, I just want to feel normal in class.",0.9392236024844748,2.970079630434782,3.4745755693581764,87.70826086956524,82.40579710144928,7.710973084886129,22.900621118012424,8.634040054169528,1.6337664596273287,511,18,112,13,14,178,77,138,0.20199999999999999,0.73,0.069,-0.9673,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,4,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,20,27,12,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,0,4,14,1,18,26,2,16,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,7,74,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886975876018325,0.0,0.14497064921193,0.0,0.18793783483819212,0.13250615862715512,0.0,0.15594629914426988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164571758289905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324160069208507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816211846643692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583692285090718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28745795447524924,0.1353822631647813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900843368410964,0.0,0.21539988388174194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925824704104233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051540402848864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567446308203545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654682771501129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363818235237209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642048720064664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972735882613456,0.0,0.15101078606977725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458900492902938,0.0,0.0,0.1341324690310499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170771020048717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231677562785045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871275827428973,0.0,0.22354967557225108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JenzKid,2020/02/06,"Me and my partner have been together for around 6 months. I'm not really used to relationships and tend to overthink a lot. I've been with my Girlfriend for around 6 months, and things have been going great (a couple of hiccups but that's normal I guess!).

When we're together we get along great, but it's getting to the point now where things doing seem to have that fire anymore than at the start.

She seems like she wants to talk less and less while we're not together, and there's less intimacy too. I know people will just say that this is the honeymoon period coming to an end but I've never had to go through this before, does anyone have any advice or tips that helped them Inna similar situation?

Thank you in advance guys.",4.838958333333332,5.949753868055558,5.185722222222221,83.53150000000002,69.34722222222221,8.537777777777778,25.511111111111113,8.841846274778883,1.6833744444444452,583,16,116,10,10,185,97,144,0.022000000000000002,0.8740000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,1,1,8,4,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,27,26,11,0,2,7,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,9,11,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,2,10,4,18,21,4,19,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,5,10,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736875027261965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095143410367594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971076795822406,0.1126045767833683,0.0,0.0,0.2867237230106484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370352043713856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872375103027687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819033081516036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092927231576655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263574910553675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682759939385727,0.0,0.18304819198584427,0.0,0.0,0.3550995857964328,0.17740633806679346,0.15945727562292464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794331294085747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850468063461638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867717248870533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691247286883992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257084983170369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420581169669488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577873402372334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164650942859916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223710295634316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316787259709137,0.0,0.0,0.1728992480994381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806736464582566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932138695378182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101838295807035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398662571336746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943976517229153,0.0,0.1482661871275045,0.0,0.0,0.21397880336576894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908891029115264,0.0,0.0,0.09498696841217558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heggy5,2020/02/06,"Tics/Tourettes with anxiety? I can't seem to find anyone with this. But often when i am alone, i get very intense tics. This involves me usually shouting a profanity. I can't control it. Ill often feel very intense anxiety and embarrassment just before

I rarely get it at work. Or infront of anyone. But not all the time.

Anyone else get this?",1.8181880341880363,4.616951400000001,3.383589743589745,83.66752136752139,88.84615384615385,5.965811965811964,25.68376068376068,7.3871296695380915,1.8007094017094016,271,12,48,5,9,89,45,65,0.13699999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.087,-0.484,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,15,8,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749616996407834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33607070298961306,0.0,0.0,0.4607633143918134,0.22506234134415784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691009062621886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636158086101745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834934334538125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110640870705103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007605445162901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442817641812115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996551681584412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808250371026414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191877382573496,0.3624764944830086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991133970742605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beely_yumyum2x2,2020/02/06,"Weird dissociation? Hey everyone. I had a really strange experience earlier and was wondering if anyone else can relate? 

I was brushing my hair in the mirror before I went to shower and I had a sudden muted horror at not recognising myself in the mirror. At all. I felt like I was looking at a stranger. The longer I looked the worse it got. I couldn't find any familiarity.

I just kinda walked away and continued with my shower but I was in this weird haze of... not really confusion but....I felt really weird. 

I'm ok now, I think but I've never experienced anything like that before and I'm not looking forward to experiencing it again any time soon. 

I am definitely running on some high functioning anxiety these past couple weeks. I think it's catching up to me.",2.2398021308980205,5.037404000000002,4.62675799086758,76.3378386605784,84.34246575342465,7.901978691019787,23.864535768645357,8.680891452615391,2.380972298325723,608,23,107,17,18,211,92,146,0.099,0.7959999999999999,0.105,0.5847,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,7,1,9,1,1,0,2,24,21,7,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,10,9,17,3,14,10,2,24,0,0,3,0,1,11,0,5,12,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245006882794731,0.0,0.1262748174649957,0.0,0.0,0.1154177834243626,0.16912932795785213,0.13583501602449735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550846695510793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809175255829552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826420701345538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378912211584337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772736103920873,0.0,0.16146593943820595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169779375307678,0.0,0.1508670698603038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201812849721825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744009868978108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128553766002587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158408743032411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730885265911907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575738991666515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172359645382207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153488568924336,0.0,0.0,0.09625114377776108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240575712593647,0.0,0.0,0.15301756824943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790067228505306,0.0,0.0,0.16821606193974248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HarleyLovesData,2020/02/06,"School - please help Is anyone else’s main source of anxiety from school? 

I am doing fairly good in school, I have some good friends and there are some subjects that I really enjoy. But I find that in certain lessons when asked questions in front the class my anxiety level rises extremely quick. My heart beats fast, my face starts to go red and I just feel really sick and as if I wanna disappear. I don’t know what the reason for this is, it tends to happen in subject that I find difficult like maths and some sciences. I’ve had some bad experiences in the past when I’ve been asked questions and been made a fool of myself by some teachers. I understand it’s impossible to complete stop anxiety because it’s important and is natural in everyone, but does anyone have any tips on how to stop feeling so anxious??? Thank you for reading this and any help is greatly appreciated.",6.707142857142856,7.077424000000002,6.8358095238095276,75.97585714285717,64.95238095238095,10.291428571428572,33.46666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.3124123809523818,704,28,129,15,10,226,106,168,0.11599999999999999,0.701,0.182,0.9166,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,7,11,0,0,4,0,13,3,2,3,1,32,25,15,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,10,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,4,3,14,8,19,21,6,20,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,8,9,82,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498632254880325,0.0,0.2952734725411709,0.14534909421915132,0.0,0.17992402279873165,0.13182729799764736,0.0,0.0,0.2405593250517397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742566366083016,0.07842989640436203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348974840254748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259116782585255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747885847120696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294007241180516,0.0,0.12585409503959566,0.0,0.0,0.13010864825841173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518568206529436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940233928378753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312040062876049,0.2158276825551499,0.0,0.14184802206923758,0.0,0.0,0.11377354721055268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246263118664316,0.17247607205083015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070813030509597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285674073368742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174113237156448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282045706035105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412299623445633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28825712352638605,0.0,0.12869474269947492,0.0,0.16484568559736704,0.13228383169064895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906321402839208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106615747536644,0.0,0.0,0.21513091745021792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845277339095807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393951987774488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MCxTGOD13,2020/02/06,"Was just recently prescribed Sertraline (Zoloft) 25 milligrams to start for anxiety, and am wondering if I will ever be able to drink or smoke again? First off, I’m 6’1, 20 years old. The doctor said if I drink while on this only one drink could end up feeling like 4 and drinking more may make me sick, she also said smoking marijuana while on it may cause panic attacks and making things worse. It’s not that I can’t live without these things but I like to drink at parties (I’m away at college) and smoke occasionally with friends. Does this mean I have to stop all of this completely? Anyones advice is welcome..",6.4772154963680375,6.760690305084747,6.284285714285716,80.03177966101698,65.44067796610169,9.115738498789346,32.958837772397096,8.841846274778883,2.602582082324456,488,19,93,7,7,153,90,118,0.10099999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.113,0.5334,0,0,7,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,1,0,10,8,0,3,2,24,20,11,0,3,7,0,1,2,1,3,3,2,0,0,9,5,5,1,3,5,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,3,7,4,15,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,6,13,61,16,2,0.13191245422348985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890332356982154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549034198386778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091266642070493,0.0,0.0,0.09223625511039472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006946017942333,0.12393609303542738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551042744537953,0.0,0.0,0.13830769851386182,0.0,0.0,0.10532136088336484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501798650702748,0.1154374776333181,0.0,0.0,0.6461199277160005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683528075125015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932236697567578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666989003811673,0.09423828365461577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112204666174992,0.0,0.0,0.10191523491007748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889152395632636,0.0,0.11648111382753575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761051750223472,0.0,0.0,0.14369133411046445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841993064431585,0.0,0.08938729290298507,0.10032536563980757,0.0,0.15477084290523999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024763450864246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509579032292076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336831404906193,0.0,0.0,0.11028471837953728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527354623810593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715889856453785,0.14305342959681294,0.0,0.0,0.13443006044998246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494729560022984
anxiety,PennyEmpty,2020/02/06,"Anyone else have heart palpitations when you think you’re not anxious? My heart speeds and slows and skips randomly when I’m not having a panic attack and I’m just relaxing. Is this still anxiety? Does this happen to anyone else?
I’ve had tests that have all come back fine. But I’m still worried.",2.121305418719213,4.85735856896552,2.9000492610837436,89.0284482758621,84.0,6.072906403940888,18.630541871921178,7.447530270364453,0.5931300492610839,239,6,46,4,7,75,42,58,0.063,0.732,0.204,0.8242,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,1,1,0,5,2,2,0,1,11,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011575650203746,0.22168455277557825,0.0,0.2744177852775659,0.4021225692147553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324046466841094,0.0,0.15088910282228554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903515652104342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172258843471674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278507210659975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352593813232894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650680541378369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023415187859034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313419780362841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573654838430245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199281546375978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChidiOk,2020/02/06,"Has anyone tried Namenda to reduce anxiety symptoms, if so what dose was effective for you? Hi all, I have been prescribed a Namenda to reduce overactivity, anxiety and ocd related symptoms. Has anybody else on this form taken it, what dose was effective for you? I’m currently only on 5mg and I’m thinking I need to up the dose because I’m not noticing anything. 

Thank you,",4.321737089201879,6.460488521126763,6.309507042253525,70.9030399061033,72.23943661971829,9.8037558685446,35.77699530516432,10.125756701596842,4.405082629107981,299,17,49,9,6,104,48,71,0.078,0.83,0.092,0.4678,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,1,9,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,5,1,8,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236720264707756,0.0,0.0,0.19362247824163373,0.0,0.2278740039388385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880226079687474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313234509997139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532585836764844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152647948049952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060315059873275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756327218311196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549422715410033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743326715572033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800426443924226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lol_ivi,2020/02/06,"Anti psychotic medication for panic disorder Hello! 
So I’m looking to see if there’s anyone in a situation similar to mine who can give me some advice.

Quick summary, primary diagnosis is Anorexia nervosa with a secondary diagnosis of panic disorder. I’ve tried SSRIs, benzos, anti histamines and just... so many different medications through out the years. I’ve been receiving constant therapy and mental health care for over 10 years (25 years old atm) and nothing seems to help me. 

Last week my doctor brought up that he thinks the best step for me would be to try an antipsychotic and see if that might be what finally helps me but I’m scared. 
I’m quite well informed about the potential side effects but I’m in a situation where I can’t decide if the risk is worth it. 

Currently my life consists of basically nothing but anxiety. I have around 5 full blown attacks a day (usually triggered by food) I can’t leave my home alone, can’t go on public transportation, I’m on sick leave from my job and I’m in and out of wards for my eating disorder, what do I do?! 

Has anyone here with persistent panic attacks that have been hard to treat gotten relief from anti psychotics? 

I’m terrified of the weight gain, is that dose dependent and have you experienced it? 

I most likely have more questions but I would be so thankful for any input and support cause I’m very scared (as per usual lol) and lost in all this...",4.434119635011829,6.435447925650562,5.5845843190267015,76.80201334910443,71.60223048327138,9.054477864143292,30.071138898276445,9.573946990214177,3.0544929368029736,1128,48,201,28,22,374,164,269,0.20199999999999999,0.6809999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9701,3,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,6,11,17,2,6,10,1,22,10,0,4,1,37,43,20,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,1,0,10,14,3,0,6,0,2,5,3,9,1,0,5,6,17,8,33,32,6,32,0,1,3,0,11,14,0,9,14,123,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432178627445764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996938356540416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563938679923872,0.0,0.07384032227348833,0.0,0.0,0.13498315016783308,0.0,0.0,0.08592650597649362,0.0,0.2196191557729653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101295607710375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841228643607973,0.09915636945187244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043077668306941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062249764175226686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008466623448185,0.33187336997404554,0.09879603809924542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876778337484224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573693225997202,0.0,0.0,0.11671677158419352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259427316270673,0.05485661038962537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646622445505636,0.0,0.0,0.10260011826987442,0.0,0.0,0.1293955257994561,0.0,0.09682108342894516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578482128416044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867965143150234,0.0,0.20440920087073447,0.0,0.0,0.06817750320203952,0.04715657610105243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105554955313331,0.0,0.10536695792152508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785982345434352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447482992196072,0.09727312898142527,0.10239633112926108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523407636574613,0.0,0.10128532572153977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33974909168540807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812857001156398,0.1026647750701018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327400954574267,0.0,0.15383369214087142,0.08787149890731738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699323658020706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953388558951056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886600160287607,0.11038319725454597,0.0,0.0,0.061848452624804484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310664344835271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261431079104215,0.07964211379061181,0.0,0.0,0.077425443752905,0.11753979287716255,0.08678634658137208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713525238846375,0.0,0.0,0.18647418324768208
anxiety,americanslptouk,2020/02/06,"Why do I have so much anxiety about skipping class when I’m genuinely sick? I have the flu right now and am in a lot of pain. I haven’t been to class once this week and don’t think I can make it in tomorrow either. I feel so guilty for missing a whole week of class and emailing my professors every day to tell them I won’t be in makes my heart race. I also get really anxious thinking that everyone thinks I’m a slacker, lazy, don’t believe I’m actually sick etc.. It’s one thing to miss a day or two but I have class MWF and I’ll be missing all 3 days if I don’t go in tomorrow. I’m genuinely worried about what my classmates and teachers think and am wondering if I should just suck it up and go in tomorrow even though I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck.",3.0544304490690064,3.3848042349397613,4.725575027382259,88.06110076670319,72.91566265060241,8.68696604600219,27.74151150054764,8.841846274778883,1.793681927710844,597,21,141,11,11,203,97,166,0.183,0.7959999999999999,0.021,-0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,10,6,1,0,6,0,17,5,1,2,1,25,38,16,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,2,2,15,1,15,31,6,19,0,3,0,0,3,7,1,5,11,87,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.15438060269017514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265126658469332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102274204929628,0.17872122868400075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823748365380165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060781800696257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643507349815366,0.10448975912672384,0.0,0.13329051591736185,0.15116709817819282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998157817273806,0.11301827509297628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265309009508669,0.0,0.17981767155060238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746803287943886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728864080885423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449617726578644,0.0,0.0,0.2111997623908075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629537094880225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684780806173441,0.107200569315878,0.0,0.16833619743089934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134711754308294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510213103773205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827397296323468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510120248932137,0.40547327518083054,0.15543092160856326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453863618406322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537973621690006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275110005630454,0.1766249058436393,0.0,0.0,0.17156139980669555,0.0,0.1606600116085584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleepybubby,2020/02/06,"Acute anxiety coping methods? Hi, I’m new to this subreddit but a veteran when it comes to anxiety. I have finals next week and I can’t get over this overwhelming anxiety. At first it was just a general feeling, then it morphed into rage and finally I broke down in class today (frustrated silent crying). 

I’m seeing my doc next week to talk about new med options (I couldn’t keep my eyes open on Prozac) but in the meantime I was wondering if anyone had any methods of dealing with acute anxiety and agitation in the mean time? I’m normally very good at stopping the spiral but deep breathing only goes so far for me. Anything that’s quick and effective (and not a substance)?",4.598384615384617,6.302018223076921,5.727692307692312,77.15230769230772,70.61538461538461,9.507692307692308,32.230769230769226,9.888512548439397,3.461907692307692,539,25,96,14,10,179,92,130,0.156,0.77,0.07400000000000001,-0.8499,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,2,1,6,0,6,3,2,1,0,25,16,12,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,3,8,1,16,12,0,28,0,2,2,0,3,12,0,3,15,58,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567320795401627,0.0,0.4755037553817251,0.0,0.0,0.10865505600776776,0.0,0.12787597228142922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338581198773144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069294646378128,0.0,0.16020432891923214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857184518059998,0.0,0.0,0.3404529315699624,0.0,0.13217800606697322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118692005447402,0.0,0.0,0.13033706434125955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812127388212794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926955606466162,0.17260763639616414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001608713411659,0.3305264364066898,0.0,0.15225306804159608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818409376601613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382885133933764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991629200456425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489976283543865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090611456117921,0.0,0.14729528547935236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821627475335218,0.0,0.0,0.2492952910622746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685180993779666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mbetowler,2020/02/06,"Do weighted blankets work? Weighted Blankets?

Has anyone tried Weighted Blankets for night are anxiousness and restless legs?

I’m thinking about getting one but they are nearly £150-200 in the UK and wanted to know if they are a gimmick or actually worth it.",4.31468085106383,7.323287702127661,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,76.2340425531915,5.4621276595744686,34.93191489361702,6.742157984588678,2.605190638297872,210,12,32,2,5,65,39,47,0.078,0.871,0.051,0.212,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,4,1,0,0,8,10,5,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,5,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.21970976422753447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25435060060894576,0.0,0.15742713605712022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762935641541157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123734210437667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112840248636628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256457999919407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426429897629875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528591782626574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279679056602592,0.0,0.0,0.8225005688069214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390877993244565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joefitch,2020/02/06,"Serious question. When im down, I feel everyone around me is down. Does anyone else experience this same feeling?",3.3338333333333345,6.514426050000001,4.710000000000001,73.16833333333331,88.5,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.095666666666666,91,5,14,3,3,30,18,20,0.069,0.851,0.08,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316739018273536,0.3394871237248431,0.0,0.2949542796299265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899494437237265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27678401270327724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166003719074369,0.0,0.32410468380189256,0.0,0.0,0.335061185656432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578936612880263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711658482180072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VesicaLibra,2020/02/06,"General Feeling of Dread and Darkness Hey all, as the title says, this post is in relation to general and pervasive feelings of darkness and dread. I'm curious if anyone else struggles with this, and if its characteristic of anxiety? For some more information about me, I also struggle with (Pure O) OCD and panic attacks. These things also triggered after a bad experience, so there may be PTSD elements for me. The sense of dread/darkness just manifests as untethered fear I guess.... where \*everything\* around me seems awash in a sense of 'evil', even though I know it makes zero logical sense and that nothing around me is actually dangerous or bad. It's like I'm stuck in this fairly severe fear state that just distorts my environment and my thinking. Can anyone relate with this, and do you have any suggestions for coping? What worked for you to bring some relief? Thanks in advance.",6.315943396226416,8.333072748427675,6.424040880503149,72.60511792452834,66.79874213836479,9.828301886792454,32.74685534591195,10.125756701596842,3.694613836477989,713,31,115,18,12,227,105,159,0.25,0.684,0.066,-0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,12,15,3,7,4,0,7,0,0,2,2,35,19,17,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,0,1,1,3,11,3,24,16,4,12,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,8,2,83,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.15261297250011255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501282370630709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634979074143837,0.0,0.11963705337596067,0.0,0.0,0.21870146072320848,0.16023887297990325,0.0,0.2784384917456003,0.0,0.1779149105300379,0.0,0.0,0.2611563391739513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064282900571994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329337014024323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405522275045014,0.1529783182646309,0.0,0.35196190277048,0.15814981781875415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227996581082874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594723007071664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640369974461436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439078151049948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005933342988806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834886367634173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977730242692994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281021381060525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436670213190976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237054879126498,0.0,0.17667490269536004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269831939187404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398185503164704,0.0,0.0,0.10389781258609078,0.100207669740236,0.1536512654554134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385295602270935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raspberrimax,2020/02/06,"Feel like I'm losing a grip on my life & can't see any way out Originally posted this in the Agoraphobia subreddit, but thought it might be worth a shot posting it here too considering my fear is heavily Social Anxiety related (I also have GAD).

I've  been housebound for around about five months after I suffered a panic  attack that lasted about three hours that came relatively out of the  blue (I have never suffered one before). I'm on a gap year in which I  intended to save up more money for University (I am 19), but when I  tried to resume my normal life, going to work etc, I just suffered more  & more attacks until it got to a point where I couldn't even get  down my road. I've been so, so desperate to get to University (to study  History & Politics), but right now it seems completely out of the  question as I have made little to no progress & have about five  months to get to a place four hours away & to start to move into a  new place, alone.

I'm  definitely at my absolute lowest point, I am extremely depressed,  especially when I think about the prospect of not having the opportunity  to do something people hold as some of the most important & fun  years of their lives. None of my friends know that I am agoraphobic,  & I am way too embarrassed/self-conscious to tell them, I just make  the excuse that I'm ill. I have missed out on so much, not being able to  see my friends, missing their birthdays, missing family gatherings, I  can't see my Dad because of a recent separation & family turmoil  & it looks like I won't even be able to attend my own Grandad's  funeral about which I feel incredibly guilty (he recently passed away) -   I used to be somewhat socially anxious, but still loved going on  nights out & meeting new people. I feel like I have been completely  robbed of such an important part of my life & still get consistent  panic attacks every day at home - nowhere feels safe to me. I also  suffer from derealisation & depersonalisation which has led me to  convince myself I'm in a coma dream or something similar. I'm isolated  in my bedroom for pretty much nine-tenths of the day & feel like I'm  going insane. I know people have it worse & don't want to play the  victim card, but I am at my absolute wit's end.

I  have been waiting for help for the entire period of being housebound  (I'm still waiting now), the only thing I've been prescribed is Diazepam  (which I now hate taking because of the consequences &  addictiveness) & the only help I've been offered is three CBT  telephone sessions, with the deal being afterward I would have to go to  the place & continue sessions by going into the place, which seems  like a big leap. Even if that did help, the problem is that the wait  time is 16 weeks minimum. For a while I did try to take things into my  own hands, doing affirmations, meditation & mindfulness & trying  to slowly expose myself outside my house again, but every time I tried,  an attack or overwhelming dizziness would completely set me back to the  point where I have lost all motivation.

In  this period of time, my health has been rapidly deteriorating it feels  like. I smoke & the only way for me to justify going into my garden  & getting outside is to have a cigarette, which has led to me  smoking lots more than I used to & my diet has become awful because I  get so dizzy when I'm anxious (which is basically always), so I have  not been able to cook for myself properly at all & don't want to put  pressure on my family to make it for me, leading to me just eating  ready food, which I used to completely oppose! I have also not been able  to properly exercise (whereas before I played sports, walked everywhere  & generally exercised daily) because increased heart rate triggers  my anxiety & I have been escapist drinking. Ironically I absolutely  loathe myself for making these decisions.

I  can't wait much longer, it completely feels like my life has come to a  total end, I can't see or imagine any way out of this situation.

I'm  not sure what I expect from this, in some way it's nice just to write a  lot of it up - if anyone has any advice whatsoever I would be eternally  grateful.",10.569400000000002,7.358287940000004,10.39975,65.02925000000002,59.6,13.6,40.625,11.698219412168324,4.604212500000001,3312,125,604,72,32,1101,343,800,0.18,0.715,0.105,-0.9968,2,2,5,0,0,0,128.0,0,0,3,7,38,42,6,6,36,1,66,18,2,14,5,96,131,26,1,11,20,1,9,7,2,5,10,0,3,0,33,14,5,7,17,9,2,17,16,23,0,6,17,15,77,19,107,101,22,111,0,11,6,1,22,44,0,15,49,397,110,5,0.11993831176082605,0.0,0.0,0.0326876158447586,0.0,0.02930058253470587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031054979870488414,0.0,0.07193596843696055,0.0249495708607094,0.8122069417697354,0.0,0.061171623642990725,0.0,0.04587624010571815,0.06774807660329207,0.0,0.020965914071955118,0.0,0.0,0.02669263146646897,0.0,0.13644714448481107,0.056342996013544165,0.02305628959847934,0.0,0.07311328162223761,0.033115610566312216,0.051029334717194764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034294369180888996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025829058879511386,0.1571912974491909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038675144418382025,0.030912783237953805,0.025825673043067408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02937347113335888,0.0,0.030681708890920336,0.0,0.0,0.053114872321554304,0.0,0.03344073046855243,0.05941359281465039,0.0,0.05052660027773265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480037456878556,0.0337409863916132,0.1061277247963092,0.10710494235842748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036257470665747735,0.0,0.04633202107328403,0.0,0.09399422643565364,0.0,0.10224555982973492,0.0,0.02398140612210681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029603562989609082,0.0,0.031872204208362516,0.0,0.03553186922925868,0.060294091636631686,0.0,0.030076976467076168,0.0,0.059057538675662026,0.03459817713650205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03295747974295956,0.02444143300957517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084715976593946,0.1025426514143568,0.030052424327352213,0.026476931664136026,0.0,0.025179493660847558,0.03354507295709203,0.03273170885490928,0.05098363181221879,0.0270622522671196,0.02837213264378755,0.060044815827454114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03180889877099858,0.030275876077271738,0.0,0.04786680808462565,0.031868861069273564,0.0661263445674238,0.0,0.02312595499808288,0.05791858444076602,0.0,0.02813849518586876,0.02937852005270177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020318326019260355,0.06841386804107044,0.0,0.07036088334921213,0.0,0.032470375933454136,0.0,0.06236259279985507,0.0,0.12531000822168048,0.0,0.08503535407676703,0.0,0.0574338743276443,0.0305050954155432,0.0,0.02869119158307378,0.0,0.0301427826259059,0.033589589586064804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921230669903611,0.0,0.0,0.02560666572798593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557530600780716,0.05459366722954853,0.03128045418509603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03370392190935992,0.0,0.06113100232620273,0.0,0.04616718602461635,0.0,0.0,0.02122323859585386,0.0,0.07183716802712173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02826010985574066,0.0,0.045089341968536485,0.0,0.02620784274351112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03984084246608628,0.019212906819892076,0.0,0.0238044055746666,0.05245274557956833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814302407280462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769114430765019,0.0,0.0,0.035371361885520286,0.11900181150857465,0.024051819781773582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021829129855070042,0.0,0.030556846575229557,0.06390055160746064,0.0,0.0,0.03861817022097806
anxiety,laurengray1993,2020/02/06,"I’m coming down from an anxiety attack at work. My husband called me on his lunch but he sounded upset and irritated. I asked if he was okay, he said he was, but I didn’t think that was the case so pushed to see if he was okay and he exploded on me. Said he didn’t want to talk to me and that I’d jumped down his throat and all he wanted to do was call me and tell me he loved me on his way home for lunch. 

I had a meltdown in the lunch room. Just ugly crying. Now I can’t stop thinking about how much he probably hates me and how I don’t know what I did to make him react that way. I don’t know how to leave things alone. And I don’t really know how to calm down. 

I just keep thinking about how he might die and the last thing we said to each other wasn’t very nice and how he could just leave me at any moment and I didn’t think I did anything to deserve how I was treated. 

I don’t know why it happened or what I did or how to deal with him. I was supposed to go to the gym after work but I’m probably going to go to my best friends house for a while. I’m just so lost lately and sensitive and panicked all the time and I have no idea how to just chill.",1.9350574712643684,2.276345053639852,3.58300766283525,95.20025862068968,75.47509578544063,6.8727969348659,21.396551724137925,6.691623216298621,0.06871034482758588,893,18,231,7,18,299,120,261,0.16699999999999998,0.732,0.10099999999999999,-0.9497,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,4,20,12,2,1,8,2,24,5,1,11,2,57,52,32,1,5,12,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,9,17,3,2,9,1,0,6,10,4,0,0,19,5,32,8,31,31,5,26,0,1,1,1,30,10,0,5,8,148,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193367100548515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006102578139672,0.0,0.09006378995169033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688247108103026,0.0,0.11006246685109528,0.13393585581631218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355128004542296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404327537849807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141471612379163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399851634560827,0.0,0.12932182766218342,0.0,0.12137535290378708,0.0,0.0,0.12218605120149365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909585747298726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072749211307847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041090156509185,0.0,0.0,0.11623485589811715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809365739957588,0.0,0.0,0.1358456120707635,0.0,0.13290381702877366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046446027648593,0.0,0.0,0.2588072192548337,0.09596636880528983,0.13280554440893,0.24931997538185985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285171471888339,0.0,0.10625670273714166,0.0,0.07858626699296144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489384356276904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654573251381507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538675709383429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754214071838787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359670398895713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381625722835513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842827529308074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462761021516183,0.10290196574519682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643031159899842,0.3017487396875801,0.0,0.0,0.06864981450646927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714029390580864,0.1388814296821876,0.18689856240843966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106233794352526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141894467067725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alleeele,2020/02/06,"Did I have a panic attack during my exam today? This is something I’ve never experienced before, and honestly I didn’t think it was a panic attack until my mom told me it was.  Today I failed an exam which I was really confident and well-prepared for.  My mind was blank during the exam, my hands were shaking and nothing I wrote made sense.  I couldn’t even write neatly because my hands were so shaky.  While I  am usually methodical and mentally organized during exams, even when I know nothing, today nothing I wrote made sense.  I might as well have written in another language.  This has never happened to me as I’ve always been good under pressure and I don’t know what to make of it.  They uploaded the answers today and I got every single question wrong... even though I got 97% on the midterm.  I don’t know what to make of it and I have felt shaky and anxious all day.  Is this what a panic attack feels like?",3.881795690343175,5.5030560502793335,5.283579409417398,79.95470670391066,72.29608938547486,7.348922585794092,26.19353551476457,7.957251820313856,1.7261792498004795,719,24,129,10,14,241,97,179,0.18100000000000002,0.723,0.096,-0.9408,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,7,17,3,7,7,0,20,2,2,4,3,31,37,15,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,6,12,1,0,18,5,23,5,12,17,2,15,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,12,93,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917326214349736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123761277085557,0.0,0.12107055925713285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36576090983102855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532927825362367,0.0,0.091192996207216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911519262018957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235250564134098,0.0,0.09029457454279134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054187908405830126,0.07656161426674464,0.10289912598022813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988834216856086,0.17142581142058955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476926611376477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766919758128681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052357400605702736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281195503838087,0.14307239008992828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800122916763276,0.1136894612111006,0.1082102232994411,0.12551513469117026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653108070576354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084948763453246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377219483888686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005389969122215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865525875347712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250399585597651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866962105095341,0.10529307986278932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063350387060261,0.10240465138067903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803160412597835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927157521075772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171725685119524,0.0,0.0
anxiety,o0Loiter0o,2020/02/06,"My heart rate has been 110 for the past hour or so I went to the gym today because everyone is always saying that is supposed to help anxiety.  I just walked on the treadmill for about 30 minutes with a slight incline.  I got a little jittery afterwards as I do sometimes because I hadn't eaten quite enough.  It's been a couple of hours and I've had a full meal, but my resting heart rate is still above 100.  Should I be worried?  Rapid heartbeat is one of my triggers from 10+ years ago and I've been checked by a doctor/cardiologist, but it has been a while.  I'm not very overweight but am definitely out of shape.",3.8269244444444435,4.929772528000001,4.741866666666667,85.80337777777778,71.72,7.155555555555559,29.08888888888889,7.3871296695380915,1.5766622222222222,486,19,100,5,9,158,88,125,0.037000000000000005,0.89,0.07400000000000001,0.6417,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,0,16,5,2,1,0,12,20,9,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,9,1,9,0,14,9,3,16,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,9,66,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744097240732847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717291114532692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450152770308414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302930856027653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090049202772591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333851744954805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951754771624004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049398200127784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107383748654668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476748202505044,0.12661003216313518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720402779892789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931896844538695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799781077902636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031836919522606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009094270197906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021415143835715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681858449385408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084904519726727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904711400768333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558553207503844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751043701455596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918285499495251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163997269980123
anxiety,Ionlyused59,2020/02/06,"Restaurant tonight... I have suffered from generalized anxiety,  health phobias and panic attacks since 6th grade. I'm 35 now. I'm in therapy and on countless meds. I started to take a mindfulness and stress reduction course as well. I wish I could say I've found relief but I am still struggling so much. 

Usually I can hide it but today I had a  panic attack at the hairdresser (I'm so embarrassed) and I had to leave a lunch early with a friend this week. 

Restaurants have always been a source of anxiety for me. My husband and I have a plan to go out with a friend tonight. How can I try to remain calm and just enjoy myself? I'm at the end of my rope. I'm just so tired of all of this.",1.0112142857142852,3.3712210500000026,2.825357142857144,90.39089285714287,84.92857142857143,6.071428571428572,23.035714285714285,7.413659706084162,1.068785714285715,537,20,112,9,16,178,87,140,0.225,0.636,0.14,-0.8739,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,2,5,9,0,10,3,0,1,1,20,20,13,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,9,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,4,1,14,6,18,15,2,16,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,10,73,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588285592297092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498557814631555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715660637740365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038576752381248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463977323158544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905552169147124,0.25233810149559016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281000431278452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358559618404956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291643322145175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139505898812625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489151376260042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004797733439512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38320650195271977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298667038025178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508759729853126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558813129250145,0.0,0.1304155972253075,0.0,0.18706534479229245,0.1707218606955041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227850489408779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675351868242399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769509347042912,0.15479406100478751,0.0,0.0,0.1108733866646086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985740425194266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099343392870985,0.0,0.14683082208869527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779270976883133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,74100,2020/02/06,"Xanax prescribing What's the typical dose doctors prescribe Xanax at? 

I have a family member whose doctor writes for #120 2mg bars each month > take one full tablet 4 times a day as needed. 

This seems like an insane amount of Xanax. Is that normal for benzo tolerant individuals?",5.5403846153846175,7.477988423076923,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,68.61538461538461,9.046153846153846,24.538461538461537,9.516144504307137,2.203215384615385,226,6,39,5,4,72,48,52,0.053,0.8490000000000001,0.098,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,7,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,19,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319010086060046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6449623452229022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970141317853517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539242691304305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25148093714596104,0.0,0.0,0.2336158321415586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086956515568393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134953999659707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868222709324817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368887842593431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371624851062893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ifuuuuckedup0194,2020/02/06,"Constant anxiety over going bald? I always dread it and feel like I might be, because my dad and grandad went bald. 

I've always been complimented on my looks and whatnot, but I worry I'll look weird/ugly if it happens to me and then no guy would ever be able to want me? 

I'm a male too, if that matters. 

It sucks.",2.511363636363633,3.6062777121212117,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,74.9090909090909,6.492121212121212,25.32121212121212,6.742157984588678,0.8646157575757578,243,8,53,2,5,82,49,66,0.198,0.7120000000000001,0.091,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,5,2,2,0,1,13,14,8,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,3,7,2,4,8,0,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,3,4,32,11,0,0.2462452026334511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097914697658552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837690601183127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010878996001367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266103583835854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274288358586314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450897329195636,0.17591762196345545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994682337951184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24382146522272466,0.21775381945149053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030296768107625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135679035461121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612272461873956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524180050641536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22827176986632625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250073956300853,0.0,0.17492552683078913,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frooteetootee,2020/02/06,"Advice when travelling for work when you experience separation anxiety Hi Everyone! 

I’ve been dealing with anxiety for the majority of my adulthood. I have moderate separation anxiety especially when it comes to my fiancé. 

Next week I have to travel for 5 days for work, and the anxiety is consuming me. I have awful stress about being away from home, away from my fiancé and overall just being alone every night in my hotel room. I usually end up just counting down literally the hours of when I see him again and to be honest it’s pretty miserable. 

Does anyone have advice on how they overcome this anxiety? Any tips on how to make my trip more pleasurable would be great!",5.395241935483874,7.561182233870967,6.755677419354843,68.71351612903229,69.40322580645162,10.766451612903225,30.94838709677419,10.793553405168565,4.092231612903227,543,23,88,18,10,184,82,124,0.146,0.75,0.10400000000000001,-0.2001,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,10,5,0,2,3,1,11,0,0,3,0,11,14,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,14,3,21,8,2,24,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,12,65,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29643104322221314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709005220885655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314452616889112,0.0,0.5801566273274129,0.0,0.0,0.10605502080198358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500820874084976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065499397550434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978181354682222,0.15637075770208364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273223286306593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433945378256154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779313186913066,0.144932419075762,0.0,0.1483677216618261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722274988372776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214287123037304,0.0,0.14936979306662815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012445593003438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613085915036065,0.14233716126241566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430848937750302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086571842308312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737437475154679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704911039420114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166491947487447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208431087643742,0.0,0.0,0.10774590774226607,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ashley_Venzon,2020/02/06,Day 6 - THOUGHTS - Negative Thinking Reversal | 29 Days Of The Anxiety Guy A must listen if you're facing negative thoughts and perceptions!!! Let's go warriors!!! <3,4.8419540229885065,7.901902620689657,5.6765517241379335,71.58195402298853,74.51724137931033,10.763218390804601,40.70114942528736,10.504223727775694,5.847473563218392,132,9,20,5,3,43,27,29,0.32799999999999996,0.672,0.0,-0.8825,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787888568568275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700559277014295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071146391387701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36084416612262893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37265557472184735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351278643895776,0.0,0.5786353025465495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beligerent,2020/02/06,"Came to Austin. Stuck in AirBnB due to Anxiety So I flew into Austin yesterday and have been pretty much hold up in my Airbnb ever since I got here. 
I can’t get out of my own way because of my anxiety I’ve gone to the same restaurant 500 feet down the street three times because I’m too anxious to go any further because I feel like people are looking at me.
They have scooters all over the place which I could rent but I feel stupid writing them. This is combined with the fact that a friend of mine was killed on a bicycle last year in traffic so I’m very sketched out. So yeah I’ve spent hundreds on this vacation and haven’t done a damn thing",2.727625508819539,4.32444476119403,3.250461329715062,93.4555291723202,75.26865671641791,6.365264586160108,25.614654002713703,6.980632752743323,0.8685164179104476,514,18,113,5,11,160,94,134,0.14400000000000002,0.774,0.08199999999999999,-0.8276,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,3,0,7,1,10,1,1,0,3,17,23,6,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,2,4,2,3,0,1,9,3,13,2,20,13,4,26,0,0,1,0,4,15,1,0,7,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394762915249568,0.0,0.3138047083594408,0.2317067110493135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750845529809702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345818771194044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637571382676425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098904028169604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855263660037304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207411316382709,0.14652480291841438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846118085419506,0.0,0.10715725157561856,0.0,0.11656410816535992,0.0,0.16403868618821352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269148091179276,0.0,0.0,0.16718538266828353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020240401858052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223389812836462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077345937706788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219179834703338,0.0,0.21428777998102685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866231731920604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966237012808247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626055581336005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195965383629072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692305065965666,0.0,0.16280030215483515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207886713953665
anxiety,DruncleBuck,2020/02/06,Ever have days where your anxiety is incredibly high for absolutely no reason? Yeah. It’s one of those days.,2.391833333333332,5.338455850000003,4.710000000000001,73.16833333333331,90.5,8.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.6351666666666658,87,3,15,3,3,30,19,20,0.185,0.706,0.109,-0.1851,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204297012606301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402650672171899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788863356788902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425526581870993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838329872484988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43066180282418576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marrrissa_,2020/02/06,"Tips for when your anxiety makes you feel unloved in your relationship? Been dating my guy for almost a year now, he moved 1800 miles across the country to live with me. Most of our days are filled with endless amounts of laughter and kisses but not when my anxiety tells me he doesn’t love me and he’s only with me because he feels trapped. My anxiety gets really bad sometimes and it causes a fight. Just last night I couldn’t stop thinking about how he probably feels trapped and just doesn’t love me anymore because of certain things he had or hadn’t done over the last week or so. I tell him I need him to tell me why he loves me more but when it comes to anxiety, I feel like there’s nothing rational that him or I can say to convince me otherwise. We ended up going to bed without talking anymore than me saying that I felt like he didn’t love me anymore, which led to nightmares all night about him telling me he regretted moving here and wanted to see other people. We talked this morning and he told me when I say things like “I don’t feel like you love me anymore” that he feels like he’s not good enough for me or that the ways he shows he loves me (including moving 1800 miles) aren’t good enough which makes him upset. I can definitely understand how this would be frustrating but I can’t get that voice out of my head telling me to look at all the signs that he doesn’t love me or that he hates me for him having to move.",6.707819634703193,5.6550206267123295,6.347890410958907,84.22359360730596,65.33561643835617,9.704474885844748,32.137899543378985,8.648137234880735,2.207360913242009,1141,37,245,14,15,355,144,292,0.14300000000000002,0.664,0.193,0.9737,1,2,0,0,1,0,14.0,3,4,0,0,14,24,3,1,6,0,18,9,1,6,3,53,46,21,0,5,13,0,7,5,0,1,0,4,1,1,16,13,0,1,9,1,0,8,12,7,0,0,7,13,45,17,30,36,7,32,0,1,2,8,50,8,0,7,20,149,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561763894560106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23107591225321036,0.0,0.29956344176014515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305209967610192,0.09206682048132048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757498823591387,0.0,0.06504972213798584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048701104631765364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727834384270764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688411881418622,0.15605492949329794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290967496727737,0.16184438091658018,0.07250650560172815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890722797575217,0.0,0.042917070574097535,0.12667725839045782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477199394563379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745556992901501,0.07750045747922045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311005471347135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446474273448896,0.0,0.06668137061643761,0.0,0.06341381131437858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770883829067552,0.0,0.10081406381917477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210431424669137,0.0,0.055993618963595386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417319385704572,0.0,0.07245894224645684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743276887240899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235278286572075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141823780893306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048377018327187625,0.0,0.0,0.08107514368091462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015833099849335,0.0,0.0,0.060175896536366916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468653709750606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631341505755496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213926338572838,0.33001839057592425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033798537731337,0.04838713852978895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215808062745764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861406362416644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044540865252361166,0.059940509707771324,0.060573797946558386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814078930971405,0.0,0.0,0.07279402955327427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364388414769287,0.0,0.0,0.04862936071481797
anxiety,TrebuhHC,2020/02/06,"Being in public Whenever I take the bus, I feel like everyone is staring at me and I start sweating really badly, then when I realise I’m sweating I think everyone notices me sweating so I sweat even more. Kinda don’t know how to fix this sweating issue anymore. This never use to happen but yeah.",0.4523981191222575,2.6141030172413835,2.945673981191224,83.33490595611288,105.0344827586207,4.867711598746081,24.238244514106583,6.574015621080383,1.60211724137931,237,11,39,4,11,81,45,58,0.040999999999999995,0.8740000000000001,0.085,0.3299,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,3,5,5,2,1,9,11,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,4,10,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,5,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27019982615788146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748658876757194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799524108036958,0.0,0.0,0.5206803801389467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377602499851163,0.19464023305088504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409289853552199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843697891450539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973285538197026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310660640366148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013228573933096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31018915651803897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454014902804885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192843393378032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485049138762845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457666185441367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353116190073608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,worldinjune,2020/02/06,"Avoiding everything that could possibly make me feel better I've been in a state of high anxiety since the end of last week. For the past two days, I've barely left home. I'm crying all day and even worse when my SO gets home because I'm ashamed.

The catalyst: I've realized I have to give up freelancing and get a real job. It's been over 4 years since I last had a desk job, which I ended up having to leave because of my anxiety and at that time, depression, too. I'm terrified of going back to a job, even though I've done lots of work on myself and therapy since then. But still, it all boils down to the fact that I simply cannot believe in myself. Not deep down.

I've been isolating myself, worried about money (I don't have any), and avoiding doing anything that would help me. I haven't even been taking my dog on good walks. I haven't been applying for jobs. I haven't been doing the work I should be doing. I'm frozen but in pain. I'm terrified that everything is going to happen and fail. and all my thoughts about myself will prove true... I don't want to go through all of this again.",3.090523451671416,4.259496000000002,4.224695516973308,88.55665457372378,73.58149779735683,7.808136823011142,23.925628401140195,8.313332769828598,1.2284928219746043,860,24,187,14,17,281,122,227,0.163,0.805,0.032,-0.9773,4,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,12,9,0,3,9,0,26,2,0,1,7,29,43,13,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,9,7,1,2,4,0,1,4,7,6,0,1,9,1,20,3,28,29,5,34,0,2,0,0,2,14,0,1,15,119,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621831228852761,0.0,0.1714819414672389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922323735434081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618267962385473,0.0,0.1366459789504369,0.0,0.0,0.1262758933636593,0.0,0.09912574152534867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948684086374255,0.0,0.12311472842469852,0.14456478639284465,0.0,0.09653442703495088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469685703111399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853940526720204,0.0,0.0,0.2220835496091655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146073620081265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566710668579945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711445400897275,0.10751744603632196,0.1910931134025332,0.09400747138342626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911206344768972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751249293681363,0.11841878066990448,0.22485096015511574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448888252698679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272048341646893,0.0,0.11867664420956095,0.12177535802690775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952864941205201,0.0,0.0,0.0748143379478275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192611300399424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699313883843377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635347389443152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757169275986788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27814145404891505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950731369449234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427028765246558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817336373792426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011813048584627,0.08897908097984249,0.0653548084044082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948597311465624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610774765425129,0.0,0.08990389671198429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319129725808992,0.11382278338877272,0.11421919851674575,0.0796184882430316,0.0,0.0,0.07217591056007445
anxiety,Frstflowers,2020/02/06,"Help! I would be grateful for answers I think I have social anxiety, but I havent seen a specialist just yet, so I want to ask some questions just to be sure
1. Is social anxiety a constant anxious feeling or just like some sort of episodes, because for me some days are better than other
2. Does social anxiety always occur when youre around people? Or is it better around people you know like in a class or something. Does it like gets not so bad when you are occupied with something?
3. Is it possible that I had it since childhood, but it wasnt that bad until now?",3.47937069813176,5.101920575221243,4.552684365781712,84.78491642084565,73.3362831858407,7.146116027531957,27.59980334316617,7.793537801064563,1.7142888888888894,447,17,86,6,9,146,70,113,0.06,0.6459999999999999,0.294,0.9858,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,11,8,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,24,19,10,0,2,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,10,6,11,13,3,11,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,8,11,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381835260495865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34150810681146393,0.1681082068306095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493743506219936,0.1391133429075792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24849326764130386,0.09071063921849014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26321328869933674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080621391000113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959674355799073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26044193023494444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524068749578139,0.10630689876557238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774489279872378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974139622065738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177978031299331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809700353601053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632642134436985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775618971704906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669656045157982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309370185999027,0.0,0.0,0.4550663442296036,0.0,0.2291159615485319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402477127285336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534875306965383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776952081680854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570737635470166,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway1999000,2020/02/06,"Anticipatiory anxiety? Anyone else? Like before I go places or do things. Driving to college is a big one rn. 40min for me to be anxious and convince myself to turn around.

And once I'm there I'm fine but just getting there is such a challenge. Anyone else get this?",1.305439560439563,3.9618450384615396,2.964835164835165,87.03730769230772,89.0,4.509890109890111,22.813186813186807,6.1826913282559595,0.5912879120879122,210,8,40,2,7,69,41,52,0.055999999999999994,0.812,0.132,0.4195,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,5,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888930115642349,0.2641760974815407,0.0,0.3270170099201476,0.4791996993671798,0.0,0.2081699013719923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898322105299066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906917417714896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443466950948157,0.0,0.1328984001459815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424390744670093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490352275238959,0.15845810963923426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443162271692796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535493863092306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254354100000008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,123mkopl,2020/02/06,"Keep having this dream where 911 doesn't show up. I am posting this on this sub because I feel this very much has to do with my crippling anxiety, maybe even depression. Thank you for reading...

I don't know why, but for the past few years, every so often I have this dream and it is the exact same setting and circumstance every single time.

I am in my childhood home with my family, the number of family members in this dream is the only thing that seems to fluctuate from dream to dream. Every time, we hear an intruder coming in from downstairs trying to kill us. We go and hide in our secret hideout on the top floor and I call 911. Every time I call 911, the operator seems she couldn't careless about the fact I am in danger. She seems to be confused about where I am and why I would need police. Once she agrees with me that police need to be involved, she tells me that the police will be there soon and we hang up.

This is where it gets frustrating. The police NEVER show up. Ever. Every single time, they always fail to get there in time. Its almost as if I never called 911 in the first place.

What has been a new ""change"" in this dream i keep having is that the intruder can't find us so he decides to give up and leave the house, then and only then after we have checked the house to make sure it is safe do the police finally decide to show up, but it is always after the danger has passed.

Why do you think I keep having this dream? I also have dreams where I am being chased by someone who is trying to kill me and I can't seem to run fast, almost as if I am in slow motion. When the person chasing me grabs me, I wake up.

I also struggle with thanatophobia so I am sure that has something to do with it too.",3.0587742003367,4.363353196022729,4.076830808080807,89.05411195286196,73.85795454545455,6.5784511784511785,20.991582491582488,6.937597516519254,0.3764403198653197,1343,28,282,12,27,435,162,352,0.114,0.775,0.11,-0.8131,0,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,7,2,1,3,19,14,5,2,18,0,40,1,1,1,7,55,60,23,2,6,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,23,19,0,4,11,12,1,6,7,10,0,1,1,3,42,4,47,52,5,54,0,2,0,0,25,24,0,10,22,210,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326821246936347,0.0,0.0,0.1383749527031196,0.14397786376529662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661851368594774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273985552501894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26503006463467155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152333264279416,0.07452658687601924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745168174595234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057143549147143625,0.07825942439928961,0.364470796508128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631207318831826,0.0,0.04374550793951136,0.0,0.0,0.09477495651776403,0.07907481370195213,0.07359116997368449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904029438958467,0.08299482522542988,0.0491695073165729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751075337062716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678343295812496,0.0,0.0,0.19965760782409125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070039666261705,0.1914361040078435,0.0,0.04754738623532815,0.0,0.0,0.09160882914932356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057750654719221785,0.0,0.08691778270170544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359982357063877,0.12830226390025656,0.13345422319066227,0.08355849191402018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213759855927696,0.0,0.1315998930731929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259010221667776,0.0,0.07554315738127307,0.09039167142841348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285920607236866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865402410046063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150466846386624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330542787964389,0.06660488127219756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044617377967536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308217361805374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561952133713516,0.07965307161657159,0.0,0.0,0.0574779364032087,0.055436490192423006,0.0,0.0,0.25224329172276466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747849463396125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813818387090025,0.0,0.0,0.07138544414102949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342039421868084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145907255098895,0.0,0.0,0.05571400087383025
anxiety,WhereIsTheLove_,2020/02/06,"Anxiety and school I’m a student who at one point in their life fucked up in school(university) because of bad mental health, and got in a shitty situation. Now I cannot fix my mental health because of the fact I’ve screwed up in school...I’m a year late with my exams and still barely progressing because of my anxiety and fear.        
I don’t take any medicine, I thought I could make it by tricking my mind but 4 out of 7 days in the week I’m having panic attacks over my future and regrets about fucking up in the past. I cannot for good live in the reality.        
I think I will finally get some therapy because this sucks and I hate it. I hate being like this. I’m a very positive and outgoing person and to notice myself rotting it sucks big time.         
My parents don’t get it, I cannot study in this state - I would be happy if I could but I really cannot. They don’t get it, think Im sleeping all the time while in reality I’m just tossing and turning for 8 hours straight and I can’t do this anymore.        
Is there anybody else, a student, that has been through this? How is it for you now? How did you manage to get your shit together....",2.1529487179487177,3.8077563888888895,3.8994957264957257,87.94411538461542,76.991452991453,6.902222222222222,26.22991452991453,7.734863291789972,1.3856417094017088,881,34,190,13,20,296,131,234,0.21,0.708,0.08199999999999999,-0.9842,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,2,1,8,17,10,2,10,0,21,8,2,3,2,30,42,16,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,13,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,14,0,1,4,0,26,3,28,32,2,33,0,1,0,3,8,18,6,2,15,122,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778136684733603,0.0,0.17499862429995533,0.0,0.11343283185038446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301221641064856,0.0,0.0,0.0955013492747832,0.2788965196899825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264400216270912,0.0,0.0,0.07376473150613921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554863942866523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870771858044774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529616010246133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114823361145802,0.239032380457695,0.0,0.0,0.09593533887741736,0.09147901114991608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217581412986111,0.0,0.2258503654885588,0.0,0.24315819592091986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263987631687016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354851012610375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290240372042726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080788984265081,0.05587960405844037,0.0,0.10099839494758872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634860036433061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053344336788426,0.0,0.11548977533444585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022078856765748,0.0,0.0,0.07750589615135786,0.0,0.0,0.13419863705337767,0.12700389401572865,0.0,0.10918731118889932,0.0,0.09987097741495997,0.0,0.0,0.10812474275719187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327385682428647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472717337357572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740798416056752,0.0,0.1285663331183923,0.1144611979096039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134289376070076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599846889044227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080189164011616,0.0,0.0,0.14657837061347426,0.0,0.09080382826154082,0.13339015717108146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441106678071552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437431961684173,0.0,0.0,0.09174760974355003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125127224568178,0.0,0.0,0.07365606516662107
anxiety,fallingleaves1031,2020/02/06,"""Brain Games"" for anxiety? My therapist has asked me to look into challenging and stimulating games, apps, courses, etc. that might help me expel some of my extra brain power so that I will be less anxious. Any one done the same and have recommendations? Thanks!",4.365000000000002,7.442516804347829,4.671913043478263,77.95352173913045,76.6086956521739,8.027826086956521,24.417391304347824,8.841846274778883,2.252153043478261,207,7,35,5,5,65,40,46,0.115,0.69,0.195,0.6646,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,1,0,7,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,2,4,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324116848309393,0.0,0.19488578939582213,0.28779902970373383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381602056346135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687784888198103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607013582010189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284117579832984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075595293527396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392884366169912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702532872141446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262761709940874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454286681851366,0.0,0.2957885384552773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadnuglyy,2020/02/06,I can’t live like this anymore My anxiety has officially taken over.,2.10923076923077,4.975895692307695,5.098846153846154,70.08365384615385,92.07692307692308,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.9179538461538472,56,3,9,2,2,20,13,13,0.129,0.682,0.18899999999999997,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756075760377997,0.0,0.6165707235160068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30373682241790745,0.0,0.5489826219707407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KentuckyCow,2020/02/06,"Im scared I have DID Im scared I have DID

Long story short I hve anxiety, adhd and ocd (potentially “etc.”) and I have recently become a hypochondriac in regards to mental health due to intense derealisation. I have a fluid personality, so im not very rigid in terms of my morals, hobbies/interests, music taste, and political views, and I also score quite high on emotional and cognitive intelligence. However what worries me is that this fluid personality of mine is not one but many, because of my derealisation and multi-faceted personality, as there are also other minor sources of worry such as forgetting what I did last Monday, the reason I walked into a room, and losing track of a conversation midway (although this could be my inattentiveness). Overall I wouldn’t say I have a very strong sense of self, and I have had a troubled childhood (although I wouldn’t label it as traumatic - I would embrace the chance to step into a time machine). Are these potential signs of DID? Does anyone else resonate with what is said above?


Edit: There are times where I am overwhelmed with the wide range of things I’d like to attend to, whether its the different pc games I can play, or go do some reading (and what to read amongst the many choices), or do the chores (which chores), or eat (and what food to eat), etc.

Apologies in advance if this doesnt belong here (feel free to suggest where itd be more appropriate), but it does cause severe anxiety, rumination, fixation, and hyperawareness.",5.8222527472527466,7.53252194871795,6.5474194139194175,72.43299725274728,67.6080586080586,9.26952380952381,31.598717948717947,9.642632912329526,3.1465473992674,1184,49,203,26,20,389,164,273,0.105,0.792,0.102,-0.4395,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,4,9,10,0,4,13,0,29,5,0,2,0,35,32,26,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,3,4,17,15,4,1,2,4,1,5,5,6,0,1,6,6,20,5,27,19,5,26,1,2,1,0,10,12,0,5,10,141,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336555540223548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787284730394398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015418632379484,0.0,0.0,0.07776221506442653,0.11395012782392686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779397633298899,0.1228252306104786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142456509088303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879395966464503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619316686618815,0.0,0.0,0.19464523904343486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275958622296677,0.09290359316461408,0.1250988511817883,0.0,0.0,0.2480621894835992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623227254611917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447833573702564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320450411061825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821345779258385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750188444299255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603850538160433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065285508899927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054332704606650864,0.0,0.0,0.09841937204438601,0.0,0.12441809923901954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550360183954016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120758252632018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536032210359615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913188312316741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828795384632695,0.2224847600401285,0.0,0.0,0.11434475073938999,0.10980871409156384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578834981792264,0.08844047228632668,0.2226857956415011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160186671235149,0.12563822604981148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388450008816698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969755475417338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352356343945905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588294635474795,0.0,0.07900201599893747,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,__great,2020/02/06,"I'd just love to get some good vibes, I'm having such a hard day :( Lately I've generally been having a hard time, mainly after a breakup. I've been getting better, but today I was just bombarded with challenges at work that were incredibly stressful for me.. all day long. I kept telling myself I just wish this day would be over. And at one point I just wished I could vanish. It's not so much a suicidal thought, I just wished I could not be for a bit to have a break from ot all.

The challenges at work were because of a deadline my team is trying to meet and a lot of pressure is on me specifically. People got frustrated with me and that was really hard. Really really hard.

The work day is over.. now I have a wedding I'm going to. I just want to get home and bury myself in bed and not talk to anyone.

I hope y'all are having a great day, and are loving yourselves. It's hard to do that sometimes.",2.120327540106953,3.7721306149732636,3.733900401069522,89.10908589572195,77.07486631016043,6.600133689839572,21.84792780748663,7.413659706084162,0.670272994652406,703,19,152,9,16,234,102,187,0.109,0.715,0.17600000000000002,0.9433,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,7,9,11,1,2,12,0,22,2,0,0,2,33,38,8,1,8,10,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,9,5,17,8,22,24,7,21,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,3,11,105,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816099079500839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814163351352119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988626230008028,0.1220376443255876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849861551013288,0.0,0.0,0.3604526371359499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520537959869553,0.0,0.0635286258229678,0.09375793875157834,0.08940275423853987,0.12324070765854378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006762522068707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212705884020648,0.11102534089755099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609563815828798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098924080622426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503356646160588,0.20177631588902925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217307055798037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574678058447724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749597791688025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567068535518856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483238170456495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055584656200497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804658702205224,0.0,0.0,0.12227201790842568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984661710156906,0.09770291666761463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874289566468015,0.06518133115728011,0.0,0.10595683142141812,0.0,0.0,0.07589304566135972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593227181158745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856334092274758,0.0,0.0,0.24413718550160024,0.0,0.0,0.07940714960555241,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChaotixEDM,2020/02/06,"Trying to do YouTube with social anxiety... So I’ve wanted to do this for ages but I literally can’t talk on cam without looking completely nervous, stuttering, and not conveying my thoughts in an articulate manner. 

But I feel like practising on camera and deleting pretty much every take I do is hopefully helping me try to just speak better. I’m one of those people that others always say “sorry, what did you say?” Because I talk quite low and mumble a lot. I actually hate that i present myself like this 90% of the time. 

So YouTube is tough lol.",4.048258547008548,6.232365855769231,5.3685897435897445,77.15418803418805,73.13461538461539,8.083760683760685,29.824786324786324,8.841846274778883,2.7429542735042745,435,19,75,9,9,145,80,104,0.122,0.657,0.221,0.9208,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,3,9,1,1,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,14,15,7,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,5,10,4,11,13,2,7,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,2,5,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.18970625314971776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175628411491405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871538613016375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850437048282884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719309077124877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382458930887054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163790294340422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829442701761217,0.13887932247784307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919296477079689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030215057505734,0.0,0.0,0.1930829575445244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994793650737848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324694934484044,0.0,0.0,0.16527183731273495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290628937127373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173039867738548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477240865041512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777457931189707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206768215474032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30918919527649225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816620966573129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176147645784716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616452625048734,0.3125025406830173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433180044736572,0.1133561409926219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26396953334966433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146620936814578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873945597777959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dare4902,2020/02/06,Please help me out I am 17 year old boy. I live in India. In my country people won't give much attention to anxiety and depression(any mental health). In feb 2018 when i was 15 year old i think because of hormonal changes i start feeling depressed and anxious. I know days when i cry for all day literally i cry all day long. Because of it my mental and physical health started going down. Somehow i confess all that feelings to my parents. And they take me to our family doctor. He gave me some antidepressants and i started recovering from all that thing. But then from past 7 to 8 months i am having too much anxiety about my health. I did visit my doctor but he said that if i will give you antidepressants again than you will get addicted to them(which is true) & it will affect my memory in long term. In past few months i start knowing my triggers. But i feel anxious all day long and when somebody mentions my triggers. I start having anxiety attacks and sometimes panic attacks. I also have ocd. What should i do to reduce all this things ?,3.3790259230164965,5.770129149253732,4.2691228070175455,83.29736842105264,75.91542288557214,7.017648599109718,27.991882691804136,8.032893268588372,2.027183084577115,833,35,152,14,19,268,115,201,0.13699999999999998,0.8390000000000001,0.024,-0.9657,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,1,0,8,5,2,1,0,0,14,6,0,3,7,33,32,16,0,2,4,1,3,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,4,33,1,20,23,11,35,1,1,0,0,16,7,0,3,26,105,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634792265960592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801365145045122,0.0,0.10569938344496688,0.0,0.0663398551410966,0.0,0.2238849198048229,0.22041580655994064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221962813649524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893564915041807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319886992406073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143162975981904,0.2516562411274603,0.0,0.08402285111463091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997006728921549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196493782209056,0.0,0.14797823199569754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050967777169301835,0.18716477919870925,0.055442010723072865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31108503516192754,0.0,0.0,0.0653881827362036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072259146523776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614169642270536,0.25899584010783755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662235131738925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573285088524513,0.0,0.14342637511848333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473237682237644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144582372758674,0.1083218291585884,0.0,0.18625207298643665,0.06763144618672592,0.0,0.0,0.10708465789842307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279589971494012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648309484404234,0.0,0.3452450229924223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334823492811171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962067510213598,0.06250846614974916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256427571659257
anxiety,CarsonTTT,2020/02/06,Feeling like I’m going to cry I started a new job this semester working 15 hours a week and the only way it fit with my schedule was to take a lot of night classes so now that I’m starting to have things due I’m finding it insanely difficult to figure out how to balance things. Tuesdays and Wednesday’s I’m busy for 13 hours straight and then Thursday I have classes throughout the day so I can’t sit down and just work and fridays I work so I only have mondays and weekends to do my work because I’m so fucking exhausted. I have an exam and essay due tomorrow and I started back on Monday but now it’s Thursday and I have nothing more done because of my long classes and work and I’m so fucking tired and I just don’t even have the ability to focus and this is worth a 1/3 of my grade I’m like on the verge of breaking down I can’t do this every week I’m fighting back tears in the library right now,0.7362225511966436,2.915050093264252,2.7290007401924505,91.86625215889464,84.33678756476685,4.9197137922526535,26.807056501357017,6.1826913282559595,0.9896787071305204,720,34,151,6,21,241,98,193,0.08800000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.08,-0.5256,1,0,0,0,2,0,3.0,0,0,0,5,14,7,3,0,10,0,14,4,0,1,0,23,30,21,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,15,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,2,1,14,2,19,28,2,42,0,0,0,2,1,10,2,1,30,97,23,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159249355501964,0.0,0.17117867724026845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422785597063768,0.09054934912949368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368264928837485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273591156485066,0.0,0.11829692785064942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099278249574352,0.1003050715383808,0.0,0.0,0.12832725723053598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25960357336847745,0.0,0.0,0.0797951676129817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27654048969649925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932989688685862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371891871302879,0.0,0.0,0.12425364931115455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936696672449795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560363387086188,0.0,0.1317602022115681,0.0,0.1347219967316459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135680444796008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990475794803195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981372874244972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556678273158847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655714973155504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137442891535414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144663312192404,0.2252481959016912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511081091012118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SegaBitch,2020/02/06,"Coming to terms with new problems. I've been doing a lot better lately with my depression and anxiety lately that I didn't think I'd be thrown a curve ball like this. I'm having trouble with suicidal thoughts. The thoughts manifest themselves at the weirdest times of the day or at the most random places also. I'm going to talk to my doctor Saturday about this to see if there's anything that can be done to help! My outlook on life changed recently and I want to be more proactive in my mental health! 

I just needed to type this out as I don't have anyone to confide in. Thank you!",4.641987179487182,5.595027846153847,5.241955128205127,83.52908653846156,69.68376068376068,7.901282051282053,29.15491452991453,8.07648339933343,1.931752991452992,466,17,90,6,8,150,82,117,0.145,0.736,0.12,-0.6228,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,11,3,0,0,0,19,22,6,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,1,9,3,20,14,4,17,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,5,9,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808203499629466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165612433757646,0.0,0.0,0.129476614639029,0.0,0.1523808333731852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376964532153834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588749383662432,0.15950933937598769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942066424535047,0.0,0.1594884298826557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953145688086254,0.0,0.18949531480354448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523755290922916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682924807474267,0.0,0.0,0.1241169331810658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177643139735058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079250703759665,0.09046571848323942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742666945961625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660989049671625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730274129700426,0.0,0.1788403360888099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346539804142066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718465998605418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828350767356781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755816300817912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254818654213794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488342931781665,0.0,0.17048156054649335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865078354691365,0.0,0.2940118743904445,0.1079753213216568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092192826983688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,votedog,2020/02/06,"Work is forcing overtime on us after laying off half the company, my anxiety is through the roof I've had anxiety all my life but work has always been a great cause of it. Recently half the company I work with was laid off without severance. My team went from 6 to 2, as did all company dept/teams. The way the company handled it wasn't very professional and those who remain are walking on egg shells, unaware of what will happen to us. 

I'm lucky to have a job. I only know this because they keep reminding me. The day after the layoffs, we got a new project. It has an impossible deadline now that we were working with half the staff. They are asking us, no...let's be honest here, they are EXPECTING us to work late nights and weekends now to make this deadline. Two weeks ago, it would have been cake. With such a motley crew now, it's never going to happen. Employee morale is awful, nobody gives a shit, and everyone is looking for a new job. Last weekend, nobody worked. Employees were understandably bitter about it and now we're all super behind because of it. 

Last night I was told I needed to work as late it took to get this done. They said ""I don't care if you work until 3am, get it done."" I laughed because oh yeah, hell no. I told my boss I would work as late as 8pm and they'd have to accept that. At 8pm I was done but still received messages and meeting requests until 11pm. This morning, they started at 6am. I ignored them until 730am. 

Management knows we aren't happy and they could care less. The problem is that we can't afford to quit and lose our jobs. Part of me wants to stand up for us but another part of me needs to pay my bills and keep my health insurance. I'm the bread winner in my household and my wife has chronic pain, so insurance is important. I feel so sad and dejected right now, stuck in a job I need, but has changed so much I hate it. 

My anxiety is through the roof. My resume is out and is bouncing all over the country but you know how it goes, it takes time to find a job. So for now I'm stuck knowing I can't do anything to make this better and management could care less about me as a human being. I haven't slept well since the layoffs and I feel incredibly stressed. Overall, I just don't feel well. :(",2.3573692810457523,4.153807566448808,3.6930931372549023,89.0231691176471,76.82135076252723,6.768649237472768,25.20049019607843,7.645422480735847,1.2346657516339867,1759,63,371,25,40,576,227,459,0.171,0.741,0.08900000000000001,-0.9896,8,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,10,2,8,14,19,23,4,1,23,2,47,8,2,5,5,64,89,33,0,11,8,1,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,23,22,2,3,10,3,2,5,10,10,2,4,22,6,51,13,53,59,9,49,2,2,1,0,33,12,2,2,30,248,74,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058426046833789574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054843158968527365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911333832635025,0.15126500229459414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423906477190151,0.0,0.06161780559353109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053604095352395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058292845652787764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160170317830065,0.0677086628319801,0.06972500563892957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524900035359157,0.0,0.0,0.04250708569918405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234924090020046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298070116297462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999796128381175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602413796794801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887146251016704,0.06322775285544284,0.037458690324268434,0.0,0.05271497756759906,0.07266701339313539,0.0,0.0,0.1165696039793668,0.07016339165177704,0.0,0.0650733802251772,0.0,0.07006021754182958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32703205071957275,0.1171692943844502,0.0,0.0,0.14489165451671887,0.10745238092040113,0.22305113953706754,0.0,0.0,0.06739837333161698,0.046554826508383884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055348566165663714,0.07373745140016959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799209140832444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048452104278207266,0.1466163187399593,0.050834558772158665,0.12731433945099488,0.0,0.12370585235547925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012821879215811,0.0701338576520773,0.0,0.0,0.14275018989530122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306784151806648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010436826568715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507907425178258,0.0,0.0,0.0562875588928644,0.062696370954981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446056999756892,0.06765660421425554,0.054522187681421336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466520829010485,0.0,0.05263653962835105,0.0,0.07550072724230811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049556803264720124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03843318294886554,0.0,0.0,0.12596140232594924,0.07322944863789947,0.0,0.0,0.06438538399519404,0.06861558407966686,0.39641355993655664,0.0,0.0,0.054383405319131495,0.0388759637119815,0.052317014208731916,0.05286975808675989,0.0,0.118523651311167,0.06110007594818484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635357673302492,0.0,0.43185536173064826,0.0,0.0,0.09364244190945056,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hornyonion,2020/02/06,"Feeling better!! Hey people,

I have recently moved to a new place with my gf, closer to a much more inreresting and busy city.

I have been feeling anxious about the move without me knowing.

I feel much better now. I sleep better, without waking up in the middle of the night or having physical side effects due to anxiety (tingling, numbing and heart palpitations).
Also I am closer toy friends amd my days are more interesting!!
I like it that I am in a much better place emotionally!

Find what gives you anxiety and kill it!!",3.522474226804121,6.2444074845360875,4.8589793814433015,77.5029020618557,77.24742268041238,7.178969072164946,28.25670103092784,8.238735603445708,2.423437938144329,414,18,69,8,10,137,67,97,0.111,0.665,0.22399999999999998,0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,5,3,9,1,0,6,0,7,5,3,1,0,13,12,5,1,0,3,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,11,7,11,11,5,17,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,7,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541322700891332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080991034171896,0.16304133344541724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510559792162145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307492453388234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234138407113538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891867595178816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190652276573722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150182965699616,0.0,0.0,0.13844558451063774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102074713852522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966949291004942,0.0,0.07931489296378552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050781348386934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067801693941298,0.3182770031177536,0.0,0.0,0.13938584993030814,0.0,0.13543521842297038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005381502553112,0.0,0.30156886894595897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249929923650026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442494590531385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782400464390701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gigglefritzz,2020/02/06,"Does anyone else struggle with anger due to anxiety? When I become severally anxious I usually become irritated as well towards myself or others. Unfortunately there are times I become very very anxious and my partner is not sure how to help me or does not notice I'm anxious in general which only makes me even more aggravated. Then my anxiety consumes me even deeper. 

I have GAD and I know it is my job to work on myself. I'm on medication and have been in therapy most of my life. My current situation in life has made my anxiety become so extreme, I have constant worry and panic attacks daily. Which then leads me to also being irritated more than not, making my partner distance themselves from me and I become even more anxious and/or lonely. I have also struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts because of this.

Just wondering if anyone else can relate or possibly have a third party view to help me out. 

Thanks for reading. :)",5.442333887043186,7.669110459302328,6.695614617940202,68.94058139534884,69.40697674418605,8.867774086378738,33.21594684385382,9.424239791934726,3.6389970099667774,757,36,114,17,14,255,103,172,0.267,0.655,0.078,-0.9872,2,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,11,10,2,3,1,0,12,3,0,5,1,28,21,18,1,1,8,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,7,1,1,3,1,23,3,20,17,4,16,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,6,8,92,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510288944479362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671266049611168,0.42670936387000064,0.0,0.13205322283883605,0.19350633993103106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074260649603493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756274468528087,0.5214443651906976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204367552534296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133113933441488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652700550301047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776581056147962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710742552607584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265868827442423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370572796596023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518954408780711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339530173566572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935054158775607,0.12606353050904304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951267918266042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750748719802326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181713876698892,0.0,0.11079151350333204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645395954931916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445406606371318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667734096750016,0.0,0.0,0.10614160430030788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974343675086557,0.0,0.10328946616197866,0.0,0.08899775539054534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869370873169728,0.10798723341834834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496569105237072,0.055062024935295314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039996656127297,0.15582682411354531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490257302655127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240369361157407,0.06874508164147608,0.09589673797796014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frizzyhaired,2020/02/06,"Medical leave for anxiety/depression? Has anyone here gone on medical leave from work for anxiety/depression? My doctors are recommending this to me but I'm worried about it. I'm interested in knowing:

* What did you do while on leave?
* Did it help?
* How was coming back after leave?

Thanks",1.569358974358973,3.3783954230769204,3.3461538461538503,78.79051282051283,114.0,7.887179487179487,25.487179487179485,7.793537801064563,3.180494871794872,230,11,38,8,12,76,40,52,0.128,0.672,0.2,0.8523,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,4,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,9,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125593036334864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811510470523122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472494636849898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30940932808734123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838465673280164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039411551066785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871331954946504,0.0,0.0,0.7607578326692949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618923450850948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536806193020362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076399577128558,0.18241073164810065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shybutterflies20,2020/02/06,"1 step forward, 10 steps backward Hi guys. I'm here because, holy hell, I'm just so done with anxiety. 

I've been recently taking anti-depressants and I thought I was getting better- I have been, on that front. But after losing that dull numbness, that emptiness, my anxiety has increased what seems like tenfold. I can barely talk to people without stuttering or wanting to run away and just hide away. 

I participated in a debate today, out of requirement (school), and I had a small anxiety attack in the middle of it and I couldn't even speak without stuttering like mad. My mind just went blank and I couldn't hold on to a thought at all, and it just got worse. 

Afterwards I got incredibly anxious and had a really bad panic attack and could barely walk without almost collapsing because I was shaking so much, and hyperventilating. All of this is just so hard. It feels like even the slightest progress I make is immediately put 10 steps behind. I cant stop thinking and I'm still kinda crying and it all feels so overwhelming. I feel like everything is gonna crash around me and everyone will eventually see how much of a nervous, anxious, absolute mess I am and will walk away. 

I just really need support. People make me so anxious. Public speaking makes me so anxious. Hell, anxiety itself makes me so damn anxious not knowing how or when itll strike even though I'm always consistently worrying or have some sort of dread in the back of my mind. 

Thanks for reading my panic attack rant, I'm still really shaky...",4.795546910755147,6.816290638596492,5.59699466056446,77.00519450800915,70.68421052631578,8.465293668954997,30.636918382913805,9.085049710711278,2.8511769641495035,1212,52,210,25,23,395,158,285,0.27699999999999997,0.621,0.10300000000000001,-0.9946,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,4,25,28,7,7,8,0,22,1,0,6,3,62,50,28,0,5,14,0,4,4,0,4,1,2,0,1,11,16,0,3,8,1,0,12,7,21,0,0,12,7,23,7,27,31,7,35,2,3,1,0,6,15,3,9,14,138,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342771801586743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693245717004324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25494231658818056,0.4706099375688588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416781852887673,0.0,0.2843477720708857,0.2348309368985511,0.06406392359769299,0.06956436177371825,0.10157583395666073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368515297227846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652007295566724,0.0,0.09151737437237313,0.0,0.0,0.07175889848291944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525994686875517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508588055700185,0.0,0.0,0.07961084327804135,0.07487795267119693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637936926199014,0.11904019187264475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435285341936597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332688820557863,0.0,0.0,0.08249473156478884,0.0,0.0,0.07463367876280354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578762457001604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281357371439314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320792844065938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224530521083944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824835614447542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249190018390364,0.06177685416683479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550388781755287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551995717320315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375436624005908,0.0,0.0,0.08333732680290779,0.0,0.160120745624676,0.0,0.08226329471200787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843190059715709,0.06639109336909656,0.07584664721036352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307058288244533,0.06965488720399507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454462574549427,0.0,0.0,0.06264234638892395,0.06696526477066148,0.0,0.0767050563195487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533847473307388,0.0818563489665896,0.13228525895376667,0.0,0.0,0.0789726703051538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049141216233026856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723363634838304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409374263263443,0.0,0.0,0.08461020393564951,0.08490487925303665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NightmareGoddessXV,2020/02/06,"I can't get anywhere in life with this. I'm not able to communicate with teachers and students for help and as a result I'm failing my classes. **F**.

I feel like they're gonna ignore me, or give me a look,, or yell at me...the possibilities are endless for me. God I'm trying to get help but I feel like nobody cares enough.",-0.9830434782608712,1.1297771449275371,1.808246376811596,94.38802173913044,96.3913043478261,3.919420289855073,18.49420289855073,5.6839178017228535,-0.35798666666666623,249,8,57,2,10,86,49,69,0.057999999999999996,0.73,0.212,0.8537,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,13,6,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,7,3,9,12,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,28,8,3,0.2684998457906377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273753487360229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774321152346777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715231790988771,0.383632686963275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28056017500630154,0.2575695180534246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599395737992433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964938156572492,0.26235092440446256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254722470499895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026932332857896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229377049907813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpinDocktor,2020/02/06,Tips For Not Letting Anxiety Burn You Out? Recently got laid off from my job - wasn't a good fit. So now I'm home applying for new roles. Waiting to hear back from places is excruciating because now I'm alone with my own thoughts and overthinking things. Has anyone been in a similar position? What have you done to distract yourself?,3.0314285714285703,5.831088968253969,3.8406349206349217,83.55714285714289,79.95238095238095,8.044444444444443,29.63492063492064,8.841846274778883,2.8609111111111107,267,13,50,7,7,85,54,63,0.20199999999999999,0.775,0.023,-0.9009,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,13,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,4,1,10,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27801754721842586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053519242805219,0.0,0.0,0.18769588741599685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640982891824092,0.0,0.1636353920568877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747020484925748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515041502513852,0.21469187024825526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30254558338704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692620397757585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638016685133603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27449281949706833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592560492993133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28045728312336904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650470285645733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833618549633928,0.0,0.0,0.21310728515881489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alv0065,2020/02/06,"Starting a new, big boy job, and feeling super anxious? So I just got a great new job, but I’m feeling a lot of anxiety about starting. I’m going to be working in a business setting, which while it’s what I’ve studied, it is sort of the first real job I’ve had in this world.

Strangely I’m most hung up on the dress code, which is business professional, ie suit and tie everyday, which is a big big change for me. I’m 22 and I have largely always just worked super casual places where the dress code is polos with dark jeans. I’ve never particularly liked ties, and now I am going to wearing one everyday:(

I’m also feel like I pretty much have to get a clean cut, professional hair cut, which is causing me stress. I’ve always been a fairly casual, fairly long haired guy, so going clean cut and suit/tie feels like such a big change to my personality.

Just wondering if anyone had any advice or ideas to sort of work through this?",6.308936170212768,5.5192924468085085,7.056893617021277,77.95300000000003,66.02127659574468,9.647659574468086,31.03404255319149,8.841846274778883,2.310115319148936,732,23,148,10,10,244,107,188,0.105,0.716,0.179,0.9415,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,10,12,3,1,11,0,12,3,3,1,1,25,29,12,0,1,6,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,6,0,0,6,2,0,3,1,4,0,2,4,6,7,8,16,24,3,26,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,7,14,79,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281534343577392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048766567254754,0.21824639068281115,0.0,0.0,0.08918313763674385,0.0,0.10032561158134412,0.148156588312865,0.0,0.09169967489853774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472210170751814,0.2774681675387752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652435302679029,0.1873801134658289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155192064151974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685178807921889,0.0,0.223598278711522,0.0,0.10488868443606698,0.1445878911155758,0.0,0.12985422753250306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804680917890384,0.0,0.0,0.3904237067093656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221255508193688,0.0,0.0,0.11605925079051742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149483982148264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640670849917922,0.0,0.10114715474671687,0.2533214314231174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886728639897211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451080748164515,0.13701867440675866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342167304291205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927178905361566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565029627181084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022622259977006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422212227875919,0.286425495805901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lawrxncium,2020/02/06,"Anxiety and Depression are getting the best of me right now I've had a rough past couple of weeks, I've just gone back to university for my master's and it is hella crazy at the moment. I've been waking up with migraines, feeling dizzy, I'm sore all over, and no matter what I do I am always tired. Everyone has been criticising me lately for not having a job while I'm doing my masters, and it's really getting to me. I'm 22 and I have been working since I was 14, this is the first time I have taken a bit of time off work for myself to get a job in something I am really interested in. But it's just never enough for people. I've cried pretty much every day, my boyfriend doesn't know what to do anymore. Honestly I'm scared, I had thoughts last week of hurting myself that I haven't had in a long time.

 I'm just stuck.",3.2482952380952383,3.875403920000004,5.066642857142861,84.71177380952379,72.65714285714286,7.890476190476193,24.869047619047624,8.07648339933343,1.2765333333333335,646,18,140,9,12,222,104,175,0.17300000000000001,0.737,0.091,-0.91,2,0,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,6,5,6,0,1,8,0,21,4,1,0,2,17,35,7,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,11,2,16,3,20,24,5,25,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,16,92,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013119803583229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196399352851806,0.0,0.1550994668224741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025628033691578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412441844790698,0.0,0.17074024862282214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304547248549196,0.1717899624340039,0.1008603094913069,0.0,0.13470074463158538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159539506699233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176753747643444,0.14943986177342355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790768137265104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302749274215006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512608579142356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742154696432535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31039111062639657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594930043359984,0.1274808683886966,0.1764177006888145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840255778122829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496657916256225,0.0,0.12061963896791852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929446327774504,0.10842295924277022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591075307380714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037824922616748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355845306876551,0.0,0.0,0.15657630737794212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936960116738458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039868863611465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415828044723855,0.2735814038904818,0.17975032400408528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508974715932355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771139720030034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Samillow,2020/02/06,"Panic attack Ok, I am sorry but I am desperate, I am having a full blown panic attack and everyone I know is asleep...I can’t stop it someone please talk me down. I’m freaking out.",-1.0346491228070178,1.0353962368421072,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,99.78947368421049,4.63859649122807,16.859649122807017,6.42735559955562,0.15814385964912248,139,4,28,2,6,50,29,38,0.488,0.41700000000000004,0.095,-0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615108903059113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358152228246407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356274905025095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791019284617486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708976364373836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910153029908565,0.0,0.0,0.2762574533986971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632469234710293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835776363092825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noche-oscura,2020/02/06,"Waiting I'll put this behind a spoiler as I don't want to trigger anyone. Warning for medical anxiety.

>!Tomorrow, my test results come back. Or rather, they are already back and I have my follow up appointment to find out if it's something.!<

>!I want it to say 'benign' to be the best case scenario; where sure, an operation will likely be needed, but it's all good. Relax.!<

>!And I know the odds are good. It's a small chance, they're just being really thorough. It's super common. This is just a nodule. A biopsy is a normal follow up, it's part of the diagnosis.!<

>!But I can't sleep. I just cry. Tears that just spill over.!<

>!I'm so worried. That I'll have to divide my life into before... and after.!<

>!I'm driving myself crazy, thinking every small ache or twinge is a 'sign'. These last 4 days have been an agonising wait.!<

>!Logically, I know that even if it's bad news, it's not a death sentence. But my mind just spirals into useless 'what if' scenarios.!<

>!Why am I playing out 'how to tell people' conversations, and 'here's my plan on how to pay for treatment without going bankrupt' schemes? It's just making it spiral into a kind of paralysis.!<

>!I've always been anxious, and for the last 3 years I've done really well with therapy, but having an actual health scare feels like I'm going to have a very hard time clawing my way back to equilibrium.!<

I just feel scared and alone.

I'll have answers tomorrow and then I can cross the next bridge.

But it's hard.",4.1839024390243935,6.432009801393727,4.552008362369339,82.87408919860628,72.93728222996515,6.961337979094077,27.85630662020906,7.839951260653429,1.8307974634146351,1211,47,218,17,25,381,175,287,0.165,0.705,0.13,-0.6985,0,1,1,0,0,0,96.0,0,0,1,3,18,15,0,2,17,0,22,4,1,5,2,54,38,20,1,8,19,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,18,13,0,1,7,1,1,8,4,4,1,0,3,5,17,11,26,31,3,32,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,5,14,138,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.12455225875444682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219021080009433,0.14084716410996995,0.0,0.10620161549623944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763957142431803,0.14418995866103695,0.0,0.08924457888385755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944277338128964,0.10656896133824427,0.0,0.0,0.10860703406323696,0.0,0.1339438862058967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994528904188143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019982765013678,0.08231329588219123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306137762193901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430097621823686,0.0,0.10753705153859656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907105279608894,0.09118167177784622,0.0,0.0,0.11665505711212874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507455447975198,0.2141064916346348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286697792894601,0.0,0.0,0.13566884958669376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291104869268291,0.1402884887651078,0.2080773000186338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015158640250516,0.12471093675056034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519660823895601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857770972388488,0.0,0.0,0.12887383786763795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463890727149672,0.0,0.0,0.13574008293267253,0.0,0.12505410645756015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382150578523014,0.0,0.0884852641200959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283073054961621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635310678709604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014995869001858,0.25556756631710137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277260590283466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202934245858015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155763975144932,0.0,0.1459604690302047,0.0,0.0,0.08178263882945352,0.0,0.0,0.07442434379417083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053113206770779,0.15056354257620108,0.10130983574625108,0.0,0.0,0.11475818935760428,0.0,0.11516972755558685,0.0,0.0,0.12303450893734764,0.0,0.0,0.12961840405248706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219203624530844
anxiety,MalnourishedNews,2020/02/06,"DAE feel uncomfortable sleeping in your own room? A bit over a year ago I developed panic disorder, and I felt more comfortable sleeping in the living room and dragging my siblings to sleep there with me. 
After months I got a new bed, changed my room around and felt comfortable going back in.

It's been too hot to sleep in my room recently so I've been sleeping in the lounge room for the past couple of weeks, now that it's cooler weather I can sleep in my room again but I feel super uncomfortable and I'm not sure why. I'll sleep in the lounge room and when everyone gets up in the morning I'll move to my mum's room.

I do share a room with my sister, So it isn't the fact that I'm alone. It just feels like something is wrong with the room itself.  

I can't really explain much further. It's just a strange feeling.

Also I know how silly this sounds.",3.403151223776224,4.564336823863638,4.305909090909093,88.30482517482521,72.80681818181819,7.460839160839161,25.470279720279716,7.882392219407189,1.2316421328671323,675,21,145,9,13,218,100,176,0.11599999999999999,0.777,0.107,-0.1531,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,13,9,0,1,12,0,7,7,7,1,2,24,20,11,0,0,4,2,7,1,0,0,0,1,11,0,9,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,8,16,7,20,15,4,36,0,0,0,0,5,22,0,0,13,86,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984806535302572,0.0,0.0,0.11506283061494348,0.0,0.08884411009015769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889974960222456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542661936161762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212889853897494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752573543537274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292655043756134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732661405262813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615780026959727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469561997488255,0.07936761119798598,0.2133407949042862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804351830340955,0.0,0.06313889957360662,0.0,0.0888542991186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105592283386569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427630875353144,0.0,0.09810055314732373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867644502892197,0.11807836869956145,0.08166896705861781,0.0,0.0,0.1072980291527774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130348215270005,0.0,0.0,0.10605451334012232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117148633332733,0.0,0.1096947356663046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7782395734372866,0.0,0.0,0.08552778214110418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470746550316927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911519109246922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002476263067448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146696421950233,0.0,0.07154272836959928
anxiety,Narsuaq,2020/02/06,Is it normal to see a doctor about a cough? (6 weeks) I had an appointment to see one yesterday but I panicked and ran away because I was worried seeing a doctor for a cough seemed trivial and pathetic. Is it normal?,2.456395348837209,4.556072720930231,4.518779069767444,81.8121220930233,77.6046511627907,7.090697674418602,27.02906976744186,8.07648339933343,2.0263534883720937,169,7,31,3,4,58,30,43,0.295,0.705,0.0,-0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168081281183685,0.0,0.0,0.14383164584877778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830053337979544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623576781700578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988439897100176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640597683727426,0.21479810060004612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892631679559844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396165389664949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anarchyinthefay,2020/02/06,"Dizziness and anxiety I was diagnosed years ago with GAD and Bi-Polar. I ended up stopping my medications around the age of 18. I was doing so much better and my symptoms faded. 

Coming up on 10 years later, my mom had passed away last year. I started having bad anxiety and panic attacks. I have been experiencing bad dizzy spells where I just feel off. I chalked it up to having to withdrawal from pain meds after an accident, but it’s been months. 

I don’t know if my dizziness is due to my grief or anxiety. I just feel head heavy. I worry all the time about my throat closing, which became a fear after losing my mom. I probably need to get help again, since I’ve seen a crisis worker in the emergency room, but I feel like that makes me weak. I dunno. 

Any advice I would appreciate. 💜",2.800274725274725,4.837183166666667,4.4890476190476205,82.72500000000002,76.30769230769229,7.277655677655678,23.32234432234432,8.192908349453996,1.4377652014652016,618,19,119,11,14,208,110,156,0.281,0.642,0.077,-0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,11,1,2,6,0,12,7,2,1,1,24,22,9,1,3,6,2,3,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,6,5,22,2,18,15,2,30,0,2,1,0,3,11,0,3,18,77,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249333534418954,0.12926037682166033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916240483142476,0.0,0.33465504267560164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981045964752555,0.0,0.16589097411972706,0.1370024199304691,0.0,0.2435067379908789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896568574152673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256107705088662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800393864758696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915298363973338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408771679024026,0.22119248400808755,0.1041736317045732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618478126415476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965309395333767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773987950211584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013870044307657,0.1188625279378221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124014586087943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313495898446656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733579036352093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619728278217872,0.1468980192732971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415645696579126,0.11639190326983365,0.0,0.10719426687587226,0.10812346910072224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516245509222648,0.1710880139382412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721831313837567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062357299118155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321194299624216,0.0,0.0,0.12191180897583945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156251459771874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502864697587391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808699624192492,0.0,0.10358613994671084,0.0,0.0,0.2817093417763372
anxiety,fracttallz-,2020/02/06,"I’m having a full blown panic attack There’s a really bad storm where there was a tornado warning, and now there’s a watch until 1pm. It’s not like I haven’t been through an absolute ton of these already, but my anxiety is so bad 

My anxiety was already bad, and when I got that alert on my phone it went like BOOM. The warning is over, but there’s still a long watch. I need help relaxing, I can’t stop looking out the window and checking the weather radar and updates even though ik I probably shouldn’t 

It’s been awhile since I’ve had a panic attack idk what’s gotten into me, can someone help me calm down?",3.49079861111111,4.352026968750003,4.706666666666667,86.64944444444444,72.28125,7.876388888888887,26.722222222222207,8.167268648758528,1.5510805555555556,484,16,103,7,9,160,83,128,0.297,0.585,0.11800000000000001,-0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,11,11,2,2,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,12,18,10,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,7,0,0,8,4,10,4,8,9,2,15,0,0,3,0,3,7,0,0,9,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669661628300696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543921923623467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783122608466173,0.0,0.0,0.41648551889068497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981976797730048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298130939405708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228945546044891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246224839345966,0.0,0.0,0.14714371927148728,0.13962492523789946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232870994432524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901640441873613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792671837798242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651682066039933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375402635732197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088003285357073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327834381182134,0.13900916647901665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335943244781398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541339573415666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vorpalJ,2020/02/06,"Anyone get really pale in the face? Woke this morning with a vibrating feeling in the chest. 

Then noticed I was pale. Got scared and hollered at my wife. 

Since then I've been on the couch freaking out with different random symptoms. 

Tingling, nausea, feel like I'm gona pass out, along with several other symptoms. 

I went like a year without this stuff. Ugh...",2.9622727272727296,5.914036060606063,3.182045454545456,86.94306818181818,82.33333333333334,5.724242424242425,26.431818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.6075818181818191,284,12,49,4,8,87,51,66,0.085,0.818,0.09699999999999999,-0.0516,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,0,2,5,2,0,0,11,9,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,5,2,3,2,11,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672163087263608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249856468806768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418386111729537,0.1708458123605747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249438138194026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191266748306028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336691232346365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722690864067728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320292769294538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394266722090779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701666918511989,0.0,0.1978238828800359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376473397198786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971281216976519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169055906121926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052802408578574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540020590553731
anxiety,Authentic_Haiji,2020/02/06,"Anyone else have this absolute hate for themselves? Hate myself for being this worthless piece of shit that cant even walk past people half my age, without getting anxious because they might be looking at me.

Held me back from so much, if I try and push myself it backfires and i get worse.

Sick of letting my family and partner down, fucking hate myself",7.08727272727273,7.707204545454545,6.399545454545457,78.56931818181819,64.15151515151516,7.8121212121212125,34.68181818181819,7.1686216300943375,2.4997090909090907,284,12,47,2,4,87,54,66,0.301,0.677,0.021,-0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,5,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,7,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,1,1,10,0,8,9,2,7,0,1,1,1,2,2,2,2,3,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268027859519369,0.0,0.14037675931060378,0.20570336960822366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437281696631006,0.0,0.12238204236492126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677100546319869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260074725252438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892596037777773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856003097247448,0.2097786730668359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5946297722483884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529172474423085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858867727211188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297569528269247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758243505106064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164909133302,0.1391823994159566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607828175827425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363035408813386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352644008184536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459261076147506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,h093,2020/02/06,"Had a total breakdown after work and not sure how to build myself back up again. I’ve been dealing with a quarter life crisis at the tender age of 26. I lost my mind when I got to my car yesterday after a particularly rough day at work, where yet again my coworkers treated me like shit, and then I got in a fight with a close relative on the phone while on my break. I’ve had severe spiraling anxiety because of all the micro aggressions, and then I couldn’t take it anymore, and broke down sobbing in my car for over an hour. 

I am in a weird spot where I don’t know anything about where my future is headed. I have a supportive partner, but I have zero friends, and my family thinks mental health issues are fake. I’m ostracized at work and constantly left out, snapped at, or treated like a leper.

After yesterday I don’t feel the same. I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I need my job to pay my bills but I’m just dead inside and have lost all motivation. I don’t care about what happens to me. My heart is racing and I feel sick. I’m so over it. I can’t afford therapy and consulting the people for telephone therapy provided through my EAP just made me feel worse...",4.321250000000003,5.011133291666667,5.501666666666669,82.33500000000002,70.25,8.833333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.017664075816787,2.1442083333333333,930,32,190,17,16,310,134,240,0.16,0.765,0.075,-0.9391,2,0,0,0,1,1,24.0,0,0,0,6,14,18,3,0,14,0,17,7,3,3,4,37,36,18,1,2,6,0,4,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,4,14,0,0,7,0,2,2,7,9,0,2,8,4,30,9,32,27,4,40,0,4,0,0,7,19,2,1,20,131,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538385832329984,0.0,0.2732361932272552,0.0,0.0,0.11336241359475308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592676082032564,0.0,0.08397549248013722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404526162905909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886656210670907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884197856292761,0.14202159381938328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986520021004327,0.0,0.20896249353232751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643084815511113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203539871045897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181821086387325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137859980890544,0.1464294303545902,0.0,0.16324291023803805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566306380768609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378269549557468,0.13670273537466368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141547641748287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967356874751148,0.0,0.0973019634403694,0.1346023901802358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007564491507068,0.0,0.0,0.13034916549275366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882682696420362,0.0,0.13909547198238262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214519636131207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955034767328925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556263915696854,0.1414057558257575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563252045110583,0.1298345028439703,0.0,0.10357624807423577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31507466009320256,0.0,0.0,0.08826923242272852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008665822656486,0.0,0.14038632559556366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jimithypark,2020/02/06,"stress My family and I know that I have social anxiety. Presentations stress me out, I can’t talk to authority figures seriously without tearing up, I can’t talk to people on the phone unless I talk to them regularly.

This morning before school, though, I felt really odd. In the first half of the morning, I felt really out of it and disconnected. In the second half of the morning, I felt really stressed and rushed and scared.

When I was about to leave, I realized I forgot a change of clothing for dance class. ADHD mixed with scared and stressed is not a good thing.

I was getting really frustrated and I ended up breaking down crying at the front door. My throat felt like it was closing up and all on my way to school I was trying to contact my mom but my phone wasn’t working and my hands were shaking and I felt really scared.

I’m thinking this was a panic attack, but I don’t know why. The same thing happened to me last year before my French exam.

My dad took me back home after dropping my brother off and when I went inside I started talking to my parents.

I told them I felt weird and rushed and stressed and like I couldn’t breathe and they said:

“I also get out of breath when I run up and down stairs.”

and

“I know you caught my cold, and I felt out of breath and congested too.”",3.2790199335548174,4.9684812209302365,4.294451827242529,86.15569767441862,74.0,7.239867109634551,25.07641196013289,7.957251820313856,1.352194684385382,1017,33,206,15,21,330,130,258,0.172,0.804,0.024,-0.9835,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,2,8,17,2,10,10,0,13,6,5,0,1,46,35,26,0,1,5,4,8,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,7,24,0,1,13,1,0,9,7,14,0,4,20,10,43,3,36,14,2,41,0,0,0,0,18,18,0,0,13,143,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821170495340377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535155133065007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251566897483357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296843526754628,0.0,0.0628377288550626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390756081943386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644905243783878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976571576308398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237977149049231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770384572822816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492489218740895,0.0,0.0,0.06951109327330471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539078081748984,0.0,0.0,0.06854296040601088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226483321676422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197194452930892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473372419629698,0.06661280574764104,0.0,0.08652980880632748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984864666763249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957096181767276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588095454422306,0.09074052357340917,0.0,0.0,0.056654442457998215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617600107464167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773454889938614,0.0,0.2454482922782144,0.1654102507939672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330337221877797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784192233604329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680506131663226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627341513948629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085824345477648,0.052362953896345384,0.08028960407934127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808707776381951,0.09079406143148763,0.05548259798715535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486562838220312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757553709920597,0.07373969855416257,0.0,0.0,0.07877528056511694,0.0,0.059493221453347477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052625078698363546
anxiety,A_Pimp_Named_Anon,2020/02/06,Help me stop feel like I’m dying. So I get anxiety so bad that a lot of the time I feel like I’m having a stroke or a heart attack. Does anyone else fee this way?? I feel like if I just knew other people do I would feel way better during attacks.,1.630272727272725,2.2526999818181817,3.932500000000001,91.35875,76.45454545454545,6.227272727272728,17.386363636363637,5.985473137389443,-0.4279999999999995,189,2,45,1,4,66,39,55,0.23800000000000002,0.5539999999999999,0.20800000000000002,-0.4459,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,11,11,4,1,2,3,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,6,4,1,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407359748129192,0.0,0.0,0.1286355790256981,0.18849823992975065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41858316734887774,0.0,0.0,0.15360664165105806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270585396058887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909310393622929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099273283434154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536827042593473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720815274054591,0.3942830127846333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611634151450546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800445029415555,0.12331071221742915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696342527531481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564040798910464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754111597235845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380653290247312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727395072399687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920524595488813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068647882266615,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sweetbutpsycho-,2020/02/06,"Dentist appointment today God I dread it. I feel like they are judging me because I don’t floss enough. I hate hate hate the dentist. 

Dentist: When was the last time you flossed?""

Patient: ""You should know, you were there!"" 😂",1.5828571428571436,4.33182442857143,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,90.42857142857142,3.752380952380953,26.04761904761905,5.46131890053228,0.579447619047619,174,8,34,1,6,51,32,42,0.294,0.612,0.094,-0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,2,5,3,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,3,10,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,9,1,0,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639312903450992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820393697088522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380161525813485,0.19500179555512226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8084708059247709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001099821662425,0.22249782399665213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335386442009245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916445037588273,0.0,0.25873299205974365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jleondude,2020/02/06,Car accident Just got into a car accident due to heavy rain. Luckily no one was hurt. My anxiety levels were going off. I just feel so low.,0.23714285714285666,2.6518669999999998,3.5757142857142874,81.89428571428573,93.28571428571428,8.514285714285714,21.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.460042857142858,108,4,21,4,4,39,25,28,0.42100000000000004,0.493,0.086,-0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,3,2,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414346335906048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738649761436571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078214560194001,0.0,0.43319189775237466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798273324959182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36702327472454294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dreamweenie,2020/02/06,"Missing work due to anxiety ... then having more anxiety for doing so I have a GREAT job. Decent pay, GREAT benefits, great coworkers. I work 3 days from home and one day from the office (in total, four ten-hour shifts). One would think that this would be a great schedule for someone with mostly socially-based anxiety like me, but... that \*one\* day a week at the office has been killing me lately! I don't even know why, because for my first couple months at this company I was fine. But lately, I just wake up on my one day a week that I'm supposed to be in the office overwhelmed with anxiety, and have been making excuses to either take the day off or work from home again. I think I've been in the office twice since the new year. I messaged my boss this morning telling him I won't be coming in the office, I'll be working from home, and I'm literally feeling sick to my stomach for doing so.

While I feel better about not having to show up and talk to coworkers (like I said they're nice people, socializing just wears me out) and sit in a cubicle all day, the relief is short-lived because I feel awful about not showing up for my ONE day. My supervisor hasn't said anything negative about it, nor have I heard anything from my coworkers, at least not directly. It's just me feeling bad and like a weak link for not being able to do something small that's expected of me.

Can anybody relate to the feeling of avoiding something that you know will trigger your anxiety - and then having extreme guilt + anxiety for doing so? Or have any advice on how to cope? I want to be a better member of my team, but I am constantly crippled by anxiety and I worry it'll affect my job.",6.003428165007112,5.8185503543543575,6.6596775723091515,78.53227596017071,66.47747747747748,9.653168958432119,31.9407302038881,9.276330184999452,2.689454054054054,1320,48,256,22,19,435,167,333,0.095,0.799,0.106,0.5538,2,1,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,0,8,12,20,1,3,16,1,32,5,3,5,2,48,51,21,1,4,13,0,5,3,0,5,2,3,3,0,11,12,0,1,10,3,1,1,9,7,0,8,7,8,32,13,46,33,6,40,0,2,0,0,12,16,0,3,25,181,43,9,0.08033040213642748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849793925858058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462742809963545,0.0,0.430167764322712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221015272886402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670725303807781,0.0979373350850602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209142541756584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919752850062368,0.0,0.08680862681129384,0.0,0.0,0.08888406205528923,0.0,0.3626452466674519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053057472997044205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308732489348932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832899902044026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35425820778657297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417338292504364,0.0,0.07910926477711287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943105787202727,0.0,0.08887368802470696,0.0,0.0882949763853461,0.0,0.1812323851118461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773613051554767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362116720186072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411896058855604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758360295378103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27216979727395496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569098630049653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282521581746944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645013875872359,0.0,0.0,0.08188672873200571,0.06806368904818705,0.12368453630597087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060398465164697365,0.06456653437570907,0.07021231217303574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294495617909707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738095246901746,0.0,0.12887240627736152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248569333335401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23392595794316445,0.08157942270005462,0.0,0.11412882577177046,0.0,0.0,0.05173014524017025
anxiety,blurryface2223,2020/02/06,"I’m so tired of my anxiety It’s constant, I’m always worrying about school or my relationship. Is he ignoring me? Will I fail? Did I mess up? Is he going to leave? My mind is overthinking everything and I can’t do anything about it. I’ve begged my mom for therapy ever since my other parent died and she hasn’t gotten it for me. She’s on anxiety meds but I can’t be. She can go to therapy when she wants but nope not for me. It’s a battle everyday just not to break down over my anxiety. I have such bad relationship anxiety and so many people have left over it, I don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t get professional help and my boyfriend can only do so much. I’m so tired of it and I’m worn down.",-0.4492105263157882,1.699196184210532,2.6681578947368445,90.18210526315792,90.44736842105264,6.8842105263157904,19.84210526315789,8.032893268588372,1.0701000000000005,548,18,126,14,19,195,82,152,0.233,0.7440000000000001,0.023,-0.9788,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,0,1,0,18,2,0,0,1,16,29,13,1,1,6,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,3,0,21,0,17,24,1,14,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,4,85,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218892044717153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482496666462015,0.0,0.14527608221798585,0.0,0.0,0.12054660199517013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231081286475848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583007775118271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203073496369476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250618856234156,0.0,0.0,0.13165337858850434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653359082566025,0.0,0.16650426598502768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981873783850295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050561289589635,0.0,0.0,0.15510894543898265,0.15915892709819732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485151739959807,0.0,0.0,0.16271441518491722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791045787302015,0.1715642060065934,0.0,0.0,0.10768505236615583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114102255427448,0.0,0.0,0.16265685911261876,0.0,0.0,0.1015558793590104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145451706661647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825301199309807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117584412596885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350420870959362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33673130390082323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640203042724065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876500777344998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DCLocket,2020/02/06,"Anxiety over opening letters I just got a letter, and my hands were shaking like crazy when I opened it, my legs were weaker, and there was that cold sense of dread in my chest. Hell, I'm still shaking a little.


It's not like the letters contents were anything heavy, it's just a doctor letter, one that I expected.


Does anyone else here get like this over letters?",4.7753521126760505,5.966247943661977,4.739549295774649,86.37411267605634,69.56338028169014,6.806760563380282,28.284507042253523,6.742157984588678,1.3379723943661972,288,10,55,2,5,89,49,71,0.23199999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,3,4,0,4,4,3,0,0,8,7,3,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,5,2,6,3,4,2,0,10,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,5,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363683562587856,0.0,0.0,0.21604554493703085,0.3165858565238666,0.2542636774667804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162534562607591,0.27038991047063765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581125987117004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614289571915922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471190111828817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528551082908834,0.3096784794690438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937240331969026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675130722319896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ApplesauceOfDiscord,2020/02/06,"Shout out to all the anxious insomniacs It's just about morning here. I've been up for the last 4 hours, getting the laundry done for the weekend.

I'd much rather be asleep.

But since my circadian rhythm seems to have forsaken me lately, here I am. Might as well do something with my wakefulness. If you're also awake and don't want to be, virtual hugs and imaginary weighted blankets to you. We'll get some rest eventually. 

It'll be okay.",2.5163824289405703,5.0324789069767455,3.641317829457368,85.97564599483206,79.69767441860466,7.078036175710594,26.997416020671835,8.167268648758528,1.93629354005168,350,15,69,7,9,113,68,86,0.039,0.8740000000000001,0.087,0.6096,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,12,4,2,0,1,13,16,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,6,3,11,8,4,7,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,5,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868756856201227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089343718249292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279846705573145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857453549971116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693051157618479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290813649305224,0.3084771966333697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29010010772124833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102613234457692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489496549096161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262107018846448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052450975038367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129505090871404,0.0,0.0,0.3330032062589598,0.245875298600372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cybertronic123,2020/02/06,"Can't identify if I'm anxious or it's something else. Can anyone relate? I'm a 22yo male. For most of my life, I've been mildly socially anxious but by working as a waiter I overcame these negative sensations. On top of that I have also always been feeling fatigued/brain fogged but fixed it by adapting to a healthier life style (proper nutrition, exercising). 3 months ago I had to deal with my mom passing away dueto cancer. At first I felt ok, but now I burst to tears ocasionally when I think about her and in parallel I've noticed that I began to have anxiety like sensations. It's strange as even if I feel like smiling in my mind, I have the physical feel of weakened knees, chest and heart area feels tight, vision is sort of ,,tunnelled"". Is it normal to experience anxiety symptoms without any negative feelings in the head? Of course, everything changes when I engage in social interactions. Then the sensations magnify and I do get  negative emotions. But the physical-only symptoms manifest when I'm merely chilling at home or taking a walk. Another thing I noticed is that I get some unsettling dreams lately. I wake up time to time staring at the end of my room as if Im on guard. Im interested on what are your thoughts guys. Is this a text book anxiety or should I look for other issues?",5.121124497991968,6.571542578313255,6.249176706827309,74.89778112449801,69.0,9.71004016064257,33.9136546184739,9.994966539143718,3.6727124497991976,1038,50,182,26,18,347,154,249,0.151,0.735,0.114,-0.8638,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,10,1,15,11,5,0,0,32,31,21,0,5,11,1,7,2,0,1,6,0,2,2,12,4,0,2,8,3,0,2,5,0,0,1,6,9,21,5,34,24,2,30,0,0,2,0,9,15,0,10,15,118,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470233418230822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445698592903294,0.0982816238495758,0.0,0.0,0.08032264414102618,0.1238544833691446,0.2710742841354916,0.2668739682309581,0.0,0.0825891592278807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109734746877295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185604943839485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495062111661642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217719756102315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986704100745789,0.13286412856060864,0.10461534451772964,0.0,0.0,0.0780142260183054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615466635491692,0.11553970095847887,0.0,0.0,0.2986139288348003,0.08438179330674199,0.11340947892839147,0.0,0.0,0.10046905123962764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342103007375603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695299340986387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122066049781972,0.0,0.0,0.1399675299330189,0.0,0.0,0.11847955638887785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551701883174835,0.12328197718529516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323951797270656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668570532162438,0.11541061139583905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918733827183086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926306392021792,0.13833553868754575,0.09427872834601632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572818920199884,0.0,0.2689507393310099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408079164853647,0.0,0.09093114339313578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455346246563338,0.08880821581495117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847074234187376,0.075683693786623,0.0,0.0937705761639544,0.1377482880623264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385920328420847,0.0,0.08598954833159557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chrissy1130,2020/02/06,"I feel sick but no fever or any actual symptoms of a condition. I’m 99.9999% sure it’s purely stress and anxiety but still need to get it out in the open. 
A little back though info; I live in VA but last Friday I drove home to TN to stay with my mother in law(she and I are best friends seriously it’s great). I went to stay with her as she was having surgery that coming Monday for a torn labrum in her hip and would not be able to do as she normally does and would need company at home. Surgery went great and she was up and moving about writhing 24 hours of course at a very minimum. Well this past Friday we went out for dinner and needed to go grocery shopping, as we were at dinner is seemed like there were soooooo many people there( I get anxious in large crowds) I’m doing my breathing exercises and making sure I have a clear view of the exits but still was shaking like a leaf. So we go on over to Walmart and still the same it seemed like everyone and their mother was there so I was having difficulty calming down. Once we got back to her house I felt better. Then Sunday night my husband calls to tell me he’s taking my kitten (8 months) to the er vet because her eye is swollen shut and has bloody tears. So the vet tells him she has conjunctivitis (pink eye) and an upper respiratory infection, which could be each their own orrr could have been caused by feline herpes. Totally freaked me out because she has all of her shots and boosters and was tested everything came back normal. But since Friday night I’ve had a headache that goes like a Mohawk, up from my forehead and down through my neck. I’ve also been very nauseous but having actually been sick. And it gets worse when I eat anything sweet(which I love sweets). And I’m sooo tired, like today I’ve not really had the energy to even get out of bed. And I came home(VA) last night.  I’ve check and I don’t have a fever, so I assume it’s a combination of stress(my sister is sick and had to go to the er for dehydration, plus my MIL and her hip, then the cat), the anxiety from the stress and crowds, as well as my period started a Tuesday. 
No meds have helped, I’ve taken goody and BC powders, Advil cold and sinus, Tylenol, I’ve tried only drinking water, (I didn’t take all the meds in one day) but no relief yet",4.385722482681409,5.155044739696312,4.978874816317962,85.85333216709819,70.14967462039046,7.944048701980268,26.150794206143733,8.049812674583475,1.365655741375691,1799,52,377,23,31,577,238,461,0.121,0.7390000000000001,0.14,0.9383,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,4,0,2,2,22,23,0,3,23,0,38,26,7,2,7,75,69,47,0,9,10,4,2,5,1,2,13,0,3,0,10,40,5,0,6,3,2,12,7,5,4,1,24,8,43,18,54,39,7,63,0,0,4,1,31,24,0,4,30,236,53,1,0.07949369767071544,0.0,0.15514876364573935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357108130698921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405844037113258,0.0,0.1216249222685571,0.08980525138646456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541653988099179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337723996698227,0.0,0.09691724053248424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342373133401139,0.07030571560292784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117195325002136,0.18183922554520476,0.0,0.08166192505464122,0.0,0.0684767816902893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693849825803086,0.0,0.0,0.05126685864808514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956547053021839,0.0,0.0,0.07787356015052302,0.0,0.08134189834052155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250483758858917,0.0,0.0,0.07595963475194188,0.07144380968322335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040194402060677606,0.0,0.07632641604038387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141663362775169,0.0,0.16612870420629214,0.0,0.1355343009577479,0.0,0.06357837191475484,0.17528416463873894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328294989345003,0.0,0.2392159808509723,0.0,0.07828527941966637,0.09172505408385316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959594696825213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941830265007201,0.07967356880975783,0.07019439143529682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174616578899301,0.0,0.053062660473881286,0.08059413240888999,0.0,0.0,0.1765991550816649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345111106665093,0.08448922015853517,0.0,0.17683070868554926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379835063960826,0.15577389121432075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465819362568032,0.05386698685474275,0.0604585392017874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588572932607919,0.055110920774888966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092569828032358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144736153569867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575800817842123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626604836314887,0.169459409487901,0.1904513089380864,0.0,0.27317928630190763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984373857076086,0.0826243894730883,0.11953873507127495,0.0,0.13896199118152253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810215434992958,0.0,0.0,0.09136631147715447,0.07535073043774186,0.0,0.0,0.05397100261505549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118125166369402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294876203054233,0.22107436246209092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101086926304772,0.11294008407933455,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,getfree06,2020/02/06,"Traumatized by a movie Hey guys. 
So I came across this movie called 'a serbian film' and I am deeply shocked and severely upset by the disturbing scenes I witnessed. I am so ashamed of myself for watching the movie and I am just so disgusted it makes me even more anxious, depressed and sick. I'm a ptsd, depression and anxiety survivor myself and I'm taking antidepressants, antipsychotics and xanax. I guess the movie was a trigger in some way, and now I can't stop thinking about it. I know it's just a movie, but I feel like it just keeps on haunting me and I can't stop thinking about how horrifying it is. How can one become so affected by a movie, knowing it's just a movie, but at the same time knowing that events like those in a movie probably happen every day in real life? I was so upset by watching it I could barely talk the next day, and I'm thinking of never watching horor movies again. It really fucked me up. Did any of you guys had experiences like this one, and if you did, how did you manage to cope? p.s. Please don't watch the movie, PLEASE.",3.1371774618220134,5.02736708056872,3.913420221169037,87.88386387572409,74.87677725118482,7.153343865192207,25.466298051606113,7.984000788550335,1.4096474986835177,838,29,171,13,18,267,112,211,0.2,0.7020000000000001,0.098,-0.9642,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,0,17,12,2,4,14,0,15,4,0,6,1,41,32,22,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,12,12,0,3,7,1,0,1,4,9,0,2,7,5,20,3,18,24,3,19,0,2,4,1,8,7,1,3,13,114,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619960100024072,0.0,0.10821870658488766,0.1598127746896225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562346231947836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444940441219478,0.16179583450378945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294658891521843,0.0,0.0,0.18246369346294194,0.0,0.24368352131425874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343488994369772,0.0,0.11918856727551032,0.0,0.0,0.13837782920066602,0.0,0.0,0.07152787638959085,0.10106110094609312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078014168066915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583729742948332,0.2801409595545456,0.12509514671336314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257386966324294,0.0,0.0,0.23323287753279714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991940700617427,0.2073348347692674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442756266280487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910488447465022,0.0,0.15044736465363698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171780047426834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105674964518861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252089760785742,0.0,0.16536252215206826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101571359868358,0.0906247354084206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598127746896225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365385833599053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636247123465803,0.1137024945341146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193108079389405,0.0,0.0,0.08248813576652211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228663982087203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,galactic-cowgirl,2020/02/06,What has helped your pain that’s correlated to anxiety? I’m desperate for help I’ve been having horrible face pain for a month. Jaw pain... you name it. I really need support or treatment.,1.6641666666666666,4.425901527777782,3.606888888888889,82.02700000000002,89.27777777777777,8.435555555555556,23.86666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.6346733333333336,149,6,28,5,5,50,31,36,0.322,0.5479999999999999,0.13,-0.8137,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457589087573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34096884916769016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301852996193429,0.0,0.0,0.1885961749446064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8119341462716545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294214913425314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886316407277032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ffslike,2020/02/06,Escitalpro Hi everyone. Just wondering if anyone has experience with escitalpro 10mg? I’m especially interested in side effects if any you might have experienced. I read that anxiety is one possible side effect which is troubling because that’s the reason for taking the medicine in the first place 🤷‍♂️ Thank you,4.1256390977443615,7.386043368421053,6.631328320802009,62.02263157894741,80.22807017543859,10.27468671679198,32.70426065162907,9.957137785484203,4.772099749373433,260,14,40,10,7,92,47,57,0.092,0.8109999999999999,0.09699999999999999,0.0754,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,9,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,2,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,1,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791974762664015,0.0,0.21139829914536368,0.0,0.0,0.19322239854990736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845346680830675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26405340765286345,0.0,0.27031220992742383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505350147699455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931516219454961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725421054796745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887150575429672,0.0,0.0,0.3115302899401098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27641341582243706,0.0,0.0,0.2841221405685425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077722624994328,0.0,0.0,0.2544154875315617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29967746147546537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gee_monies22,2020/02/06,"A little triumph over my severe anxiety and avoidance I actually don’t know if this is a triumph in the general sense but it’s definitely a personal triumph. 

I had a job interview and at the end the interviewer asked for references. I am a person who hates references because a) I feel like I never make an effort to network and b) asking people for help is so hard, because I assume the answer is always going to be no.

Anyway they wanted a specific type of reference  so the ones I brought were invalid. It’s a smallish city so they suggested someone I worked under previously. Now me and this boss had a lot of problems, and that’s mainly due to my own issues with authority (that I am working on!!). I could hardly be like “no she hates me” so I just smiled and said “okay!”. 

So I’m leaving the interview basically defeated and shot my old boss, what I believed to be quite an audacious email asking for a reference. 

I then decided I would not check to see if she replies. Ever. So I’m going into my email I see her name and immediately avert my eyes to not see the message and check other messages. I do this for three days. And you know when your anxiety builds and you basically distract yourself? Yeah I did that and became somewhat of a vegetable. Unable to exercise or do anything but binge stuff on Netflix. But I was fineee I just never had to look at this email and I’ll forget about it right?

Wrong. My curiosity got the better of me and with a beating heart and sweaty palms I opened it up and it said “sure, no problem”.


Now....whether it’s going to be a GOOD reference is a different story. But I was building up the message in my head like “I’m sorry, I would be uncomfortable providing a reference when you (lists all the terrible things I’ve done)”. 

I don’t know, I never ask for help. And I desperately need help. I feel like this is a start to a beautiful thing.",2.0019727047146425,4.395423026881724,4.243978494623658,81.62442928039704,80.82795698924731,7.363771712158807,26.205128205128197,8.384062270229773,2.1279490488006623,1474,62,281,33,39,508,187,372,0.161,0.682,0.157,0.7226,2,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,2,10,14,20,2,2,29,2,27,6,4,3,6,69,56,33,0,9,11,0,4,4,0,2,1,2,0,2,20,21,1,2,14,2,2,4,10,9,0,2,12,11,45,11,33,36,5,31,0,1,5,0,32,14,0,6,17,207,65,9,0.0,0.0,0.09770323370476626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330833468953329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318392393847727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239069824292758,0.0,0.3743968704768665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206514031124074,0.0,0.0,0.112801596942367,0.0,0.08854850790842671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799381282196704,0.0,0.0,0.06456948484926754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460468602006948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245810417765308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867710761559085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056478753003556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124793690589147,0.14305231035377164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707024815450486,0.08397638388528803,0.0800755659766603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937672998112353,0.1976966695988222,0.1027525895532122,0.0,0.0,0.11864335745178607,0.2013261227581324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044998628864668,0.09935421681739848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650709405952436,0.0,0.0,0.10601322730734432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565541276778006,0.10034711370677836,0.0,0.0,0.08407606274760697,0.0,0.0,0.08511892822551523,0.0,0.0,0.06683125789019019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423813399434333,0.2316574673469868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505969606922247,0.0,0.06784428933842855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941099684749827,0.17484283969880918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916037277265032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649055022573918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550241968728586,0.19047517880339712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393493947873429,0.0,0.0,0.11310774585560784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483183401459515,0.0,0.0,0.1120767810665588,0.07086585472792946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461409895556778,0.0,0.0,0.09436245229903248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303131572914415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905370619067515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577793470678968,0.0,0.0,0.14224556058513205,0.10946612604928482,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charleymations,2020/02/06,"Work sets me off like crazy I work full time in retail and it is the absolute worst for my anxiety. I constantly feel so on edge and dread constantly bc the managers can be really bad. I just feel like at any point I’m going to be shouted at or fired and the idea of it makes me feel sick. Apparently I look it as well as one of my coworkers told me the other day that ‘You always look on edge and really worried’ and I was just like YEAH 

It got so bad today that when I did some tiny thing wrong, wasn’t even something I’d get in trouble for just an honest mistake I had a full on attack and was struggling for a whole hour whilst having to serve customers as I’m working my unit alone. I’m still in work but I had to vent as I still have hours left and I am just really not feeling okay.",2.8352169625246586,3.5997910177514822,4.285931952662724,89.41852317554243,73.73372781065089,7.763510848126232,23.55078895463511,8.07648339933343,0.9905617357001972,618,16,142,9,12,206,101,169,0.18600000000000005,0.7509999999999999,0.063,-0.9464,1,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,4,11,15,1,2,7,2,13,1,0,1,0,22,27,16,0,1,7,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,9,1,1,8,8,17,6,21,17,5,26,0,0,2,0,2,13,0,2,14,93,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401107042107119,0.0,0.0,0.1125649399106847,0.0,0.0,0.0919959729709019,0.0,0.103489880440402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539020922009614,0.0,0.0,0.2259085923190748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923822103140965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872452943539014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935207132281246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27360930875321804,0.09664504025357762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067893411707768,0.0,0.07688352211629437,0.0,0.10819687257065408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644980506529703,0.0,0.0,0.15271620416771842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698360812761735,0.0,0.0,0.1982749372870289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272045644984037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030136728336126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916701597880194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278846247546629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599941358106257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414621056449264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607175924245656,0.0,0.0,0.14142546430966668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987493338509757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888365678749609,0.0,0.1282309240351283,0.12926714972803455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163420140963027,0.0,0.0,0.1510368223280707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939458043838477,0.1373848014958275,0.0,0.0,0.14790894508831542,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fox76589,2020/02/06,"Sertraline question So I have just started taking sertraline and I noticed last night (when I took it) that I was unable to sleep.

My question is will I be ok taking it this morning? I'd rather switch to mornings so I can sleep but don't want to accidentally give myself a double dosage?

Thanks",1.5509210526315762,4.2880862631578935,2.922083333333333,86.80312500000002,89.87719298245615,4.955263157894739,22.91447368421053,6.6274283507984215,0.9157736842105262,235,9,43,3,8,76,43,57,0.025,0.8190000000000001,0.156,0.7924,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,2,0,0,7,14,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,3,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262381975480393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922402100645288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131886552281846,0.0,0.0,0.26850419207468434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283871657997065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720185126609175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669280129490852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546430591163399,0.0,0.0,0.2171288065581285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262025735837122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910391498888386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mth69,2020/02/06,Whenever I feel anxious I cuddle one of my dogs ❤️ It really seems to help. I love my doggos.,-2.6564285714285703,-1.2769872380952378,2.190833333333334,88.70625000000004,111.85714285714286,5.90952380952381,14.773809523809526,7.1686216300943375,0.589466666666667,72,2,16,2,4,28,18,21,0.086,0.604,0.309,0.7322,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329019826242205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385125170058655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161796131063017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257398471065688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31964527296242035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021917444818555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294302504809359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,666queengoth,2020/02/06,Keeps me up My anxiety and thoughts I'm stressed out about life and I thought about hurting myself but I didn't so idk,-0.8436000000000021,0.8603678400000021,0.04800000000000182,103.62400000000004,110.6,3.6,25.0,5.6839178017228535,0.4514000000000005,96,5,22,1,5,29,21,25,0.205,0.7120000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.2355,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29221832319261304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40892402360141095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395267994774224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698080811642402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43756379029966624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065085949150341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SPECTRA2506,2020/02/06,"I'm terrified about going to work. I just got a job at McDonald's and I thought everything will be fine, but when I got to my shift yesterday I started to get really frustrated and stressed and unsafe and my hands were shaking like never before . Today is my second day and I get really anxious just thinking about it and I really want to cry, im thinking that i can quit easily but what am I gonna do in the future if I can't even handle mcdonalds. I feel like crying just thinking about it.",3.9714144271570038,4.852967584158421,5.926251768033946,78.2731683168317,71.17821782178217,9.731824611032534,28.289957567185287,9.957137785484203,2.7905264497878366,390,14,76,10,7,136,67,101,0.223,0.66,0.11699999999999999,-0.9304,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,2,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,19,22,10,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,4,2,13,3,9,15,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,52,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074108782930372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622641502251045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033425026191513,0.1184040355698729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126322582204699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650039734450468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283150044302556,0.13116080206479006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191842347285632,0.0,0.1043416651271548,0.0,0.2936765001087273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831485709886293,0.0,0.18219039921916866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793911667939936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160031924166958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527662217250588,0.0,0.0,0.3528483127079174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994997874743594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030824971661424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529221266083109,0.0,0.1457544749615918,0.0,0.0,0.17402725273668646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828949843190272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365985346343626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nxevegas,2020/02/06,"Not sure if this post belongs here or in relationships/relationship advice So I am going on my last semester at college and my girlfriend of 11 months and I signed for an apartment here in town because she has one more year of schooling left. A few months after we started dating I developed some pretty bad anxiety. I tried to get professional help because it was damaging our relationship and things started to get better but once school started back up again things started to get bad.

 I get really anxious nearly every time I try to text her because a lot of the time she either doesn't respond or disregards what I say/doesn't react to it. I try to text her good night most nights but after our 11 months of dating she has maybe responded or even reacted to that once or twice. I know she sees the texts and isn't busy because I can check the snap map on Snapchat (I know this sounds creepy but it just makes me nervous when she doesn't respond...its like a cycle) so she is choosing to ignore me on purpose. Maybe it's the anxiety overthinking things but I just get the sense that she doesn't want to talk to me despite being her SO.

The past few weeks have been especially rough with my anxiety because the ignored responses are becoming more frequent, she's busy with multiple jobs now so I don't see her as often, and even when we hang out she is looking at her phone a lot texting her guy friends. She has never been a super open person and has some anxiety/depression issues of her own so I try to be sensitive of those but it just hurts that I try to talk to her and be open with her but I'm just ignored.

I mentioned how we signed for an apartment for this fall so I will stay in town with her and we will go from there. I'm essentially putting my adult life on hold for her so we can move somewhere together once she's graduated and now I'm really freaking out on the inside that she doesn't love me the way I love her/want to be loved.

My anxiety has been a problem in the past by making it difficult for me to convey how I feel. Typically I'm too scared or anxious to tell her she is doing something I don't like right away so I let it sit for a few days to a week (which I know makes things worse but Im trying to work on that) then it kinda all comes out sort of like an attack or snap at her which really upsets her. After a couple big snaps I really just feel like our relationship is hanging by a thread and I'm absolutely terrified of losing her because I have never been this close with anyone before. Im scared that if I bring up anything that she's doing that upsets me (the whole ignoring/not responding) it will be the end of it and I really don't know what I'll do after that except truly feel lost.

I have been terrible at asking for help and have never done gone to Reddit for it but please, I don't know where else to go.

She's ignoring me as we speak despite me knowing she's on her phone. I just want someone who will say good night back and respond every once in a while so I don't think she's off texting some other guy because I'm broken :(",4.48558153917514,5.022710755942949,5.5034787986548634,83.01707201113217,69.8082408874802,8.628363805032663,28.068532333500837,8.700769036622559,1.9267273858760767,2441,80,504,39,41,807,255,631,0.192,0.755,0.053,-0.9982,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,9,0,0,5,32,33,1,5,26,0,47,4,0,7,5,99,91,46,0,5,25,0,4,4,2,4,1,3,0,4,35,31,0,6,11,0,1,11,14,20,0,2,9,10,85,13,76,72,15,90,0,4,3,3,69,36,0,17,43,353,120,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089675056030053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069340666201998,0.14080394875986124,0.0,0.04357442511582346,0.0,0.051282675496406735,0.0,0.058259225935081524,0.07089609662636216,0.05855012216894904,0.09583789775248183,0.10406640456105852,0.2659207276702163,0.06882569907680544,0.05302830863260664,0.0,0.0,0.05511549839485252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368172301454584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895404652518385,0.0,0.040190167204698736,0.0,0.05367468607467879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377328776881254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205896797034944,0.0,0.05519554307455636,0.0,0.0,0.08232133808806197,0.0,0.10501176111869352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453005989309966,0.04452022720606977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814698695687022,0.0,0.1627937759309201,0.0,0.1062508287245586,0.1045393165974432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340988819968834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354132559894333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667130608670748,0.0,0.1346289799603288,0.06504414542069613,0.06184132637428705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054911455046243,0.05079775624110593,0.0,0.0,0.06770904758526612,0.06372471433802368,0.044017279255482,0.12178235232940116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233170169511425,0.06971827054890405,0.06802781846363723,0.10596163081226798,0.16873417693576784,0.0,0.12479390700005973,0.0,0.12521427671962268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492256887006199,0.06623452215933583,0.0,0.0,0.1441912130571699,0.0,0.0,0.1754445926574751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654679492199343,0.04222851303151344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189797943736328,0.0,0.054413961784296264,0.0,0.06840681219291997,0.0,0.0,0.05968373349743902,0.06340014517247718,0.0,0.05963022527087027,0.0,0.06264713381001652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996135888636792,0.0,0.0,0.20071969241672732,0.0,0.053219513082073566,0.0,0.09911607414104008,0.12478303914695354,0.12613895339350273,0.09931928081613907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528021185438729,0.047975694819070214,0.0,0.0,0.17643693811515268,0.06642304776735758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058734288257010075,0.0,0.0,0.10017822571032224,0.054468966969676666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656061167313471,0.0399310693827818,0.0,0.0,0.07267663842470072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25386033119686746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027089644903576,0.049465389454819715,0.09997601024055344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957618962013502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045368486246239535,0.0,0.06350770199183027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013096115506521
anxiety,DarkASMR01,2020/02/06,Yoga for anxiety? I wanna try an alternative to pills. Does yoga really help with anxiety?,2.4316666666666684,5.110910500000003,7.140000000000002,53.3716666666667,100.25,12.133333333333333,24.08333333333333,9.725611199111238,5.4467333333333325,72,3,9,4,3,28,14,16,0.201,0.64,0.16,0.2389,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7271421606794868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159014912941516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185554291853915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044624538373851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226689951660946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lee_en,2020/02/06,"Feeling genuinely sick due to anxiety? Hi,  


Has anyone else felt feverish, slightly tired, flushed, ""hot"" limbs etc? I've felt this a lot during evenings and nights recently and am wondering if it could be a result of anxiety and stress. I've taken my temperature many times with no fever, just feeling ""sick"" all the time.   


Anyone else?",4.2940000000000005,7.1118124000000025,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,75.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.8735000000000004,264,12,45,6,6,82,49,60,0.225,0.7290000000000001,0.046,-0.8967,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,4,4,0,1,1,15,10,4,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939548748732308,0.0,0.0,0.2686808087769293,0.3937157973008021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533986196087456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32099667594435954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427356988934051,0.12689876939459388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429143645842,0.0,0.3689461281156119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334040317392567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947876937216884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802991660262952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897032774107072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200820397251641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406282973594693,0.2208229379057033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835468177010608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seramac2,2020/02/06,"lifting the feeling of dread does anyone have any tips on how to manage a pervasive feeling of dread?

i've tried exercise, meditation, listening to music, stress eating (lol) and nothing seems to work. when i'm in class and with other people, it seems to go away. but as soon as i come home, it hits me like a train. i think i'm anxious but i can't tell what i'm anxious about. it's really getting in the way of me completing my tasks.",2.1257584269662932,4.0020173483146095,3.995941011235957,86.22851825842697,77.76404494382022,7.1466292134831475,24.608146067415728,8.07648339933343,1.4664483146067413,340,12,70,6,8,115,63,89,0.126,0.8079999999999999,0.066,-0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,4,1,2,2,0,1,0,12,15,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,4,1,0,5,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,1,15,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,39,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275852015617593,0.0,0.0,0.4743187077602493,0.0,0.14678682802839815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723465521371364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083474018209847,0.22010594784512055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370976962489788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480917603364574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229222735063769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967893175021164,0.0,0.11930715538155592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105753155877161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256041910337307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143197487013006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455379296970748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448551742349485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822218871812845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047228876773194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834866866564588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451365104417531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252761292730207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663140353458555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283038550328926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deedeeleena,2020/02/06,"I had a panic attack 3 days ago and I feel like I can't get out of this state... So I had a random panic attack 3 days ago and I feel like I'm not the same anymore... I can't breathe normally, my heart randomly hurts, I feel weird and very tired ... (I want to mention that I got very scared and I quit caffe and smoking since my panic attack) and everything feels somehow off.. like I have lost myself.. should I go to a psychiatrist?",0.8399999999999999,2.799921666666666,2.8633333333333333,92.345,82.33333333333334,5.777777777777778,20.0,6.937597516519254,0.2653333333333334,330,9,74,4,9,111,54,90,0.307,0.602,0.091,-0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,2,13,3,4,4,0,6,3,2,0,0,19,16,7,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,4,4,15,3,5,11,1,8,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,7,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457048575518184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744488535044824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730013075250801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787592692412103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455652196721953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803027971452468,0.1980186656421584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240800038031775,0.0,0.0787643753853908,0.0,0.11084376537523588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423082767281494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836437416026005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312547032338107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128828719094972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578960996750986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878195135333404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740843127280642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387536208669896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464378546598508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928979757696712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287039356801425,0.08174447565497323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Katharsis0,2020/02/06,"Any tips to help my loved one. My gf has anxiety and it used to be a little complex for me to understand because I wasn’t been around any people with it nor experiencing it myself. Since I realize the struggle she is constantly feeling I started to research and understand everything towards anxiety. I promised myself that if she experiences an anxiety attack I would know what to do and how to do it in order to ease her suffering.

Last night we were hanging out and suddenly she got a anxiety crisis. She kept repeating that she was gross, tha she was ugly, that I don’t love her, that she thinks to take her life, and a whole lot of awful stuff that I don’t want to even remember. I tried to hug her and tell her that everything was okay. That I was there for her. That I won’t let anything bad happen to her, ever. But still, she kept repeating that to herself. I know this stuff is daily revolving a person with anxiety’s head, but it was so painful for me to saw her suffering. And if I was upset by seeing her I can’t imagine what she was going through... If you have any advice or you know something I should improve or anything, please tell me.",6.073718508565669,5.859239314410484,6.893100436681223,77.01739334900907,66.33624454148472,10.539603627813237,33.77258985555929,10.214889679676881,3.314091434329864,909,37,178,20,13,303,123,229,0.147,0.7559999999999999,0.098,-0.8936,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,0,0,7,13,1,2,6,2,24,6,1,2,1,39,44,17,0,6,7,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,19,12,0,2,11,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,14,4,43,5,25,25,2,17,0,2,2,3,29,5,0,6,9,141,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445056775965864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389415653571997,0.0,0.4479912404948516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927633666097248,0.10426368904843927,0.0,0.1332435382212408,0.0,0.0,0.09779223831430574,0.07139667430268133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265676108039089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735818246643578,0.10594383657916527,0.0,0.0,0.21052396386321667,0.11456809514159914,0.0,0.0,0.059220560076828736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665633089919884,0.0,0.09367341222991253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035708736955668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020128189558488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785046168984487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310207897955545,0.09547031638337433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197654992951873,0.08272695268094611,0.0,0.117387325755234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957320132537104,0.21141491867325696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099113557251134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936510975765611,0.0,0.12462639770058548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119786406355217,0.10226668521661662,0.0,0.12856512740126394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267674786110492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333131878385068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688478679155503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016647785286364,0.0,0.0,0.08289977525590378,0.0,0.09353402965295476,0.0,0.0,0.12244167047836975,0.26815405193524844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806140256931601,0.0,0.20474012611850675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504724833526727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951836173471596,0.0,0.0,0.2438569146557488,0.0,0.10115607275470842,0.0,0.0,0.06908177414962761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076287866448724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320033003856518,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohshitthisagainnnn,2020/02/06,"Help on managing bursts of paranoia and anger? Ok so I’ll have long periods of time where I am okay and normal (lasting from a couple weeks to a month or two) and then I’ll wake up in the middle of the night with severe dread and heart palpitations, and this feeling will begin, the feeling of being irritated at everyone over every little thing and feeling paranoid that everyone hates you, is talking about you, is out to get you, or will eventually bully you. I also have major problems staying motivated and completing school work when I feel like this. This feeling usually lasts way longer than when I feel okay, (months) and won’t go away until I’m on break. Even when I have nothing to worry about or I’m not worrying, I still feel dread. I feel so frustrated as this has been going on for years and it’s completely drained me at this point. I don’t know what to do. Any advice or suggestions on what this may be and how to manage through it?",7.971236559139791,6.57146633870968,8.013010752688169,74.42284946236559,63.03225806451614,11.277419354838711,35.182795698924735,10.25414643259724,3.3704666666666667,753,27,145,14,9,245,118,186,0.17,0.7070000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,2,12,10,3,2,5,3,16,2,2,2,0,31,32,24,0,2,5,0,8,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,10,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,1,8,13,4,29,25,1,38,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,5,19,102,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538044616656105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260733220766216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725338999667234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054896809937865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26905560644517074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196962955776293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474578695532442,0.0,0.1081044664999047,0.24520632077114846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190083642229764,0.09166278823048828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703528865352712,0.0,0.14584003457744069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126676933175668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520448138469434,0.0860017043649116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051435768901766,0.20917521158911048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268448451594319,0.1285976606808803,0.0,0.11354795693770735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048273868654592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040774536414077,0.1257139494601514,0.12311435171726255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129190743844913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277279461850753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985387652006086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495077122418695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675855096024336,0.10246640623287016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312857845590008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524169439520181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481704087438783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253376258867412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413124061858212,0.0,0.0,0.10184439305192036,0.10292040753061983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340927052950672,0.2606046607784104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262571924478354
anxiety,Charming-Cry,2020/02/06,"Is this am anxiety symptom? I have been dealing with a very stressful job recently. The commute, the people, the work it's all really difficult. But I'm trying to keep my head high and tolerate it for the pay and the experience (fresh grad). There are people in the office that are starting fights and making me feel unwanted. The previous person who I replaced is still being trashed openly. I am trying to be mature and professional but an argument with a co-worker that led to me being in front of HR has really affected me.

This person is giving me the silent treatment and doesn't even look at my face. I'm sure she is playing the victim too. I left work yesterday and felt like I was getting sick. Then on the way home I started shaking. I felt cold my hands were freezing and I felt jumpy. I started shivering. I kept feeling cold after getting home. Then I felt extremely exhausted. 

I thought I was getting the flu but so far there are no cold symptoms. Just exhaustion. I feel tired all the time. Idk if suppressing my emotions caused this but something doesn't feel right. 
I keep trying to ignore what's happening but it's staring me in the face everyday.",2.773949925261583,5.4307982690583,4.066933856502241,82.45418254858002,79.76233183856502,7.304110612855007,27.22888639760837,8.344100000000001,2.3209433482810167,926,40,165,20,24,303,131,223,0.213,0.723,0.064,-0.9843,1,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,2,2,16,0,20,11,4,4,3,39,44,16,0,2,7,0,10,1,0,0,7,0,2,2,10,10,0,5,9,1,1,3,3,8,0,0,10,15,25,3,14,31,2,25,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,1,12,110,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870729831617746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912046662443185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195472636010859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043676856326772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658894582031757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134288494348232,0.0,0.0,0.2345267234860914,0.0,0.4453501819075378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817492860184632,0.11123716092938743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025409824936674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900602073514348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251564232645545,0.23262999040595064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507009252133865,0.20613700577378474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598834512397888,0.0,0.0,0.05665105913639135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973752360906621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740264354230149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607808925497222,0.20249952528751025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857090224772734,0.0,0.11449420750777033,0.0,0.0,0.09902721453984016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926987768977264,0.0,0.0,0.24622630185290534,0.0,0.09260394312591698,0.0,0.13282911644416354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928872940085033,0.2410488320476763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205743546921703,0.06761584847852968,0.13327628083258436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618293389699296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567721983103147,0.0,0.0920417991477107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532556891638007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Olesiris,2020/02/06,"Inability to follow up on things due to anxiety 18 (M) I’m not too knowledgeable on specific anxiety disorders, nor have I been diagnosed with anything, but I know something is wrong. I feel like I can’t progress in life due to it. For example, I’ve been trying to get a job but every time I need to follow up and/or set up an interview I can’t. I get very scared/anxious. I’ve screwed myself out of so many things (beyond jobs) because of this. A more relevant example to my current situation would be dating. I’m above average physically and I’m not bad at talking to people but I have this constant feeling of “I’m not good enough.” I’ve tried Tinder and Bumble, yet when I match with somebody, I can’t message them. I don’t know how to describe it. I want to message them. They’re cute. I’m interested. However, I feel like I’m not good enough despite being good enough. I don’t know how to handle this. I’m extremely introverted, if that’s helpful at all. Whatever this is is seriously ruining my life and I don’t want to be somebody who’s 25 and still relying on their parents and family members to survive. I want to get past this, I just don’t know how.",1.5512288135593195,3.8618301737288174,3.991600000000002,83.2584847457627,82.0084745762712,7.674305084745763,27.23661016949153,8.608573733854374,2.3617578305084743,915,42,183,23,25,318,125,236,0.11699999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.134,0.619,5,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,2,10,12,1,0,3,0,18,4,0,3,1,34,41,15,0,6,9,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,2,3,23,7,30,35,5,24,0,1,0,1,10,11,1,1,12,113,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603866892737884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544032559204992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069834546842319,0.07810704613710016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846334318897238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300495649034981,0.0,0.0,0.14684843298576858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971785768466275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795531021119828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078985052464945,0.0,0.19435959994058405,0.18307263443651445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008283917213112,0.0,0.0,0.3224088682729842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588304418868745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542991185553855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28166826423098834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810044507798508,0.12519599218139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990402087089578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500699941430243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227354318375454,0.0,0.122314876673215,0.0888294220506525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402383398284832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864097052779602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232502901354136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029862876096466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024816567352996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471381264978133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398413607976204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572092250794562,0.2267237251638368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102009414884067,0.14009037692465176,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dokapon111,2020/02/06,"Being told no. I've been having this problem. If anybody tells me ""no"" even if I know they're in the wrong, i don't pursue it.

Situation. I'm in the us air force. The guy responsible for approving leave tells people they can't take days off for various reasons. He's usually just being a dick, and let's them take the time off of they keep persisting. I get told no, and I just accept it. I have self esteem issues and I don't think I deserve to take time off anyway, so I just let it be.

My sister gave birth to my first niece last month, and after having been told that ""I don't think you've earned this time off"" I just haven't felt worthy of using it, even though I have ""use of lose"" days. I have crippling anxiety that makes it hard for me to even tell my supervisor that I'm going to go use the restroom.

What the fuck do I do???? Medications have never helped, granted I haven't tried everything, I can never sleep more than like two hours at a time, and when I'm not at work I feel guilty whenever I'm trying to enjoy myself. This is clearly not healthy, and it's been destroying me internally for a few years now. I need help.

I feel like I don't deserve the right to feel happiness and to feel human. This is legitimately killing me.",1.91567247504652,3.720862066147863,3.6440906783962106,88.83822534258165,78.14396887159532,6.8041955675858565,21.29064456098799,7.7425588080867325,0.7373638639824054,969,26,212,15,23,324,133,257,0.16399999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.087,-0.9512,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,3,6,12,11,3,0,10,0,26,4,2,5,3,35,55,12,1,4,8,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,14,7,0,1,10,0,0,2,14,6,0,2,8,6,31,5,24,42,3,30,0,1,0,2,18,10,2,2,20,138,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200937459462837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827307550921591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241808735507364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634640732335346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168185739381731,0.07658525911074866,0.1029309047482864,0.0,0.0,0.0911861198994356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910668836367614,0.056008714661666764,0.0,0.1218509392137257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061470129167836,0.0,0.11411871447158616,0.09603209700052877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371072361863876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055725534770981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118912243557031,0.0,0.095286223598326,0.11860332930827334,0.0,0.05891551477860452,0.08738408512522926,0.0,0.11351163028994166,0.0,0.2192429852950349,0.0,0.1047471407220502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119931818632164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155828786770146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799491852991937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855677576413234,0.0,0.0,0.07948905842617676,0.1653618606865654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432049388863098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257800868948146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110221695967814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155007633435426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111835254102958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049974238530865,0.10727960055079128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180809459549255,0.0,0.2810982924385501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738165715527567,0.10532559796565197,0.0,0.2500418139957313,0.0,0.0,0.3073088323142271,0.0,0.14556648713600082,0.0,0.10472095318249756,0.0,0.12895102358672586,0.27776479247335983,0.11806805632064316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780444641162339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720875540705053,0.0,0.06903468942775373
anxiety,Linayru,2020/02/06,"How do I go to therapy when I'm anxious about therapy? Apologies in advance for the long post and mobile formatting.

**TL;DR:** I've been struggling pretty hard for the past year or so with my anxiety. I think it would be smart to start going to a therapist, but I had a terrible experience with therapy in the past and now I'm extremely anxious to try it again and I'm not sure how to move forward.

When I was in my junior year of high school, my parents set me up with the therapist that had been counseling them and my siblings for the last couple of years. She was fine for the first couple of months and was always good with my younger siblings (as far as I know), but turned into an absolute nightmare for me. 

She would openly discuss my private issues with my parents (whom I was already having serious problems with), told me that I was a manipulative delinquent that would never hold a job if I even managed to graduate, tried to have me sent to military school against my will, and would regularly schedule my parents and I for joint counseling that ended (more than once) with her and my parents feeding off of one another, yelling at me in tandem while I cried in the chair, among other things.

I went from being somewhat not okay and having trouble at home to having to dissuade myself from suicide while my boyfriend's parents were ready to let me move in with them at a moment's notice. In the year and a half I was forced to see her, I was never more relieved than when I found out that she was moving multiple states away.

It helps that I'm able to make my own choices this time, but I'm still terrified of going to see someone and coming out worse than I went in. How do I know that the person I see will actually help me? Any advice is appreciated.

For those of you who made it all the way to the end of my very long post, thank you.",6.990103537532357,6.1183876393442675,7.269079666379062,77.25666522864539,64.68306010928961,10.21892436008053,34.563704342824266,9.414487439383343,2.9910185792349733,1460,56,286,23,19,476,186,366,0.134,0.794,0.073,-0.9711,6,0,0,0,1,1,36.0,0,2,2,2,12,12,0,1,18,1,29,1,0,6,4,52,54,27,1,6,7,5,1,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,17,24,1,1,4,0,0,12,4,5,0,3,19,5,47,7,64,26,5,65,0,0,3,0,23,22,0,3,28,216,64,6,0.0791904236043293,0.0,0.07727843008188684,0.0,0.0,0.07738396543062998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738860164200557,0.0,0.06589277625137054,0.0,0.0,0.053852203606279146,0.08303806388937032,0.06058045730359079,0.1789252760299584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440200976560536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682155379358187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524539498452166,0.08698696183353531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402784207008512,0.0,0.0,0.05230452792798697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774634297359564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735933386339586,0.0,0.08682821204521074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501722803510538,0.06642117015511166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093906496509092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615934335898873,0.08366903039393186,0.07943445166761623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265422792495182,0.07858427614447935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704197160889217,0.06455076464257094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809775734507772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016206582505594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493189355875528,0.05286022267960682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320904060026487,0.2525006634639904,0.0,0.0,0.12215307323683652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015882214412256,0.0,0.08433521664277388,0.05366148049856498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396579692890524,0.0,0.15119243982707548,0.0,0.06914602337426952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168507111601656,0.08056513027679163,0.0,0.07577454048902754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602898729250438,0.18931354438183035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709778893731044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605138941801771,0.0,0.06324157458485775,0.0,0.0,0.08278702483559447,0.0,0.08662147029728387,0.0,0.07463603706691266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290790248591282,0.27168345271620475,0.1838923708119848,0.05261059865398585,0.0507420258764957,0.0,0.0,0.04617657283620158,0.0,0.0,0.07566984338498532,0.0,0.10753019886282372,0.08613644077892607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534039296564882,0.0,0.06285767224630591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682063211223506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070180707997192,0.2250184193770585,0.0,0.0,0.2039841457646534
anxiety,Donglestank,2020/02/06,"I have an unhealthy dependency on marijuana because being alone with my own thoughts is nearly unbearable at this point I have been having this thought off and on for over a month now. And i havent told anybody, not even my therapist. I needed to let it out so im not the only person who knows what i feel like right now. I feel so much guilt for stuff that ive even been forgiven for, its gotten to the point where i feel guilty for appologizing, but feel worse if i dont. Like over-appologizing for stuff feels attention seeking but at the same time i still feel horrible for not doing it. Its been a pretty awful week. On monday one of my long term friends from high school blocked and basically disowned me for an ongoing feud with our mutual friends. And the worst part is my girlfriend feels responsible for it all. And i feel guilty because theyre my friends and i could have prevented all of this from happening if i wasnt such an idiot",5.413225806451613,6.1258642473118305,5.8711290322580645,80.57669354838713,67.81720430107526,9.425806451612903,30.01612903225807,9.516144504307137,2.487567741935484,754,27,152,15,12,243,108,186,0.18100000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.133,-0.875,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,9,9,2,1,9,1,17,0,0,1,2,36,32,12,0,4,7,0,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,2,12,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,8,20,5,25,21,8,23,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,3,11,113,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546056383401947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945858592739762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044263813164831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328668030871642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277312292889518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290569545380049,0.09343748372588824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031475977925672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565850387333762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818841547996566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127727904273946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187959559381553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374318444817312,0.0,0.1277962543992523,0.0,0.0,0.11574637410981548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439653864081244,0.0,0.09614681184512393,0.096980250368307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862771478876341,0.09947284007866332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163446410822286,0.0,0.0,0.1142021051498162,0.0,0.0,0.24728051254265584,0.0,0.0,0.13306199012310144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116952383124402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236799478079822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044502720205226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994499838397291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518590284942842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076677051040252,0.07626558360347281,0.0,0.0,0.12497689656203613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049130632980839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328772658467425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HJVG2112,2020/02/06,"Just one thing remains... So I’ve had anxiety pretty much my whole life(I’m 29) only just realized it when I was like 23. I’m a profesional musician and teacher and I’ve had so many hurdles to get over, anxiety definitely makes performing worse. I have come to a point where I can control it and even use it in my favor. The one area where my brain gives me trouble is meeting women and feeling emotionally attracted to them. I always seem to think I’m going go be disappointed and betrayed, perhaps because of previous bad experiences. 

Recently I am meeting this girl I like, but she is dealing with a complicated period in her life(recent divorce, change of employment, moving) and the last person I really liked was in a similar spot. The other day I was set to meet her in the morning but she never answered my calls for about three hours.

During that time my anxiety spiked, this is something that my previous relationship did so much. She was late, forgot things, lied and told me BS excuses. My brain went into overdrive and all I could do was lay down sweating. Every time I meet a girl I like I always feel anxious because I feel they are going to eventually disappoint me in some manner, even if they don’t give me any reason to. It’s so hard to trust or just let things happen that I can’t control. This feeling interferes with my productivity and I want to fix it, otherwise I will always be afraid of meeting people.",4.734683123249297,6.493525805147063,5.990105042016811,75.18612745098041,70.36029411764707,9.151540616246498,31.334733893557424,9.606745405546679,3.1911895658263307,1137,50,200,27,21,381,160,272,0.10099999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.0068,1,0,1,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,3,3,13,12,0,1,9,0,23,3,3,5,2,40,45,18,0,3,7,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,15,13,0,4,9,0,0,6,3,5,0,3,11,5,36,7,24,29,5,29,0,2,0,0,25,12,0,4,14,141,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718867426622843,0.0,0.0,0.07406831247501032,0.0,0.2499670546955032,0.12304689842923322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909423949022826,0.13279140882890006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317812681505355,0.11121796256519616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522132703404217,0.0938236402807481,0.0,0.0,0.2443227103111887,0.08696255653636238,0.0,0.0,0.07024341952688487,0.11229018711538066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251864833618735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387927917498716,0.0,0.09176853076957356,0.0,0.0,0.10654318922614757,0.0,0.0,0.22028985750512087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690541888437028,0.20896909287066548,0.1857026744667484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631626659085064,0.0,0.0975695789337534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726277891927018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878311166247821,0.12286480800974417,0.0,0.0,0.1113765419456469,0.15386471011314348,0.21284830247346948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270394206255336,0.11042625983900456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576312443549718,0.16013525424255645,0.0,0.08400465897772356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761198388457206,0.08283742451015944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551037123371772,0.09510342980825758,0.0,0.0,0.10296318459585016,0.0,0.0,0.11080926766821347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977597776293516,0.11198635457147817,0.10754387509508807,0.11693770344310395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915530836114084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385077974683698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708182764946796,0.06979057450858182,0.0,0.0,0.1270225022122607,0.0,0.0,0.10407629083762647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407061003814833,0.0,0.0,0.06424295111309143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096853730048262,0.0,0.1216036114424986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099725292207714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Andrew-Levi-Black,2020/02/06,Annoyed bye PDA? Is it understandable to get annoyed bye PDA when it happens? Like the when someone makes out in front of their friends with their significant or when people start grouping each other for instance? Its not Jealousy nor do I hate anyone so please don't put words in my mouth with out trying to understand me. I just find it nasty & lack of social etiquette.,3.1980000000000004,6.101151871428577,3.1625000000000014,87.97375000000002,80.28571428571428,5.214285714285714,25.892857142857146,6.6274283507984215,1.1181428571428569,301,12,54,3,8,91,55,70,0.133,0.682,0.185,0.5256,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,3,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,14,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,11,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,7,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27468476012736875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726446246438035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170926740148975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586603241473066,0.0,0.1324517815495498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241835901090868,0.0,0.0,0.2502948195997315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385523828448515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922407111048207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757562529448459,0.0,0.0,0.2782847222894593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25485386141638433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584278994484259,0.2148035031048794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794401125815784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212089825254318,0.0,0.0,0.5278387315833849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smudgewick,2020/02/06,"Shaking uncontrollably while talking to people? I’m just recently off my meds for antidepressants and anxiety. It’s been ten years since I’ve been med free. This has started in the last two weeks or so, and is driving me nuts.

Any time I start talking to people, whether I know them or not, I start shivering, shaking, fidgeting and trembling. I assume it’s related to my anxiety...

Does this happen to anyone else? Any tips or tricks to deal with it so I don’t look like a tiny chihuahua in human form?",3.235899198167239,5.51894163917526,4.3061168384879736,83.38627720504012,75.90721649484536,7.61008018327606,28.30355097365407,8.515128840125781,2.2676630011454755,397,17,75,8,9,129,69,97,0.131,0.7909999999999999,0.078,-0.4868,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,12,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,5,0,2,2,1,9,3,10,10,1,15,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,4,10,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529482964124181,0.0,0.2845514657647506,0.0,0.0,0.13004294960800494,0.1905605533247154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173929164546716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275411516629326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536410934666575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446328218413056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221085192640172,0.15160016540672658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908614185099464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561780523403305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131681853851056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578730246012061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363480337202465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538462451932649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949170836674024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989705985389129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844760892680737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167740500189905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491835546557845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976632038947616
anxiety,confessixns,2020/02/06,"I scratched myself and realized it was self harm afterwards. It really scared me I’ve been in a really bad stage in my life. I dropped out of school and now I’m home alone 24/7, but too anxious to do things such as go to the gym or volunteer. Last night I had a really bad break down, mainly stressing over what I want to do in life and overall being unhappy. Whenever I have break downs I cry uncontrollably and twist my wrist/ankles. It’s always been I bad habit of mine ever since I was young, but it never causes pain. However, I started to scratch my ankle and maybe after 5 ish minutes I realized what I did. I have serious scratch marks all over my ankles and it was kind of traumatizing. It looks like a cat attacked my foot. I’ve never done anything like that before and it scared the hell out of me. I had to wear socks around the house cause I didn’t want my parents to see.

I’m just in a shock I didn’t realize I was doing it. I feel guilty that I did that to my body. I never saw self harm as a ‘solution’ to cope with pain but now that I have caused it without noticing made me sick to my stomach. I’m scared I’ll do it again.",1.5411487257512348,3.371360142259416,3.3104165081780152,90.67786515785471,79.3765690376569,6.855914796500571,22.160707493343484,7.84624498591911,0.9120276150627618,890,27,198,15,22,297,126,239,0.28600000000000003,0.653,0.061,-0.9964,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,19,2,5,8,0,21,9,4,4,5,32,33,13,0,2,6,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,1,2,17,11,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,16,0,0,15,7,33,3,29,17,2,29,1,0,3,0,3,11,1,1,15,131,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030678969570956,0.0,0.0,0.09665447496844122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312278036919058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558983156524373,0.10340708039914936,0.0,0.13214883719594636,0.0,0.0,0.29096639324977625,0.0,0.0,0.09884365511966706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902763979516038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35798513688439204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759637100501312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887207087332535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507342418937818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058734016348704586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601643877544154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165180108825628,0.0,0.0,0.13403311282038818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096282687292155,0.0,0.094685952243655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640945707010407,0.11349987529026535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754519439823406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991345701816553,0.0,0.0,0.1166983928327921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26876939699233904,0.0,0.0,0.10900834702833144,0.0,0.0,0.13224899774855042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472049865968889,0.0,0.12898199956005207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232453258677956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34888945181181913,0.11756018179614967,0.09256452820076727,0.0,0.2423605514430777,0.0,0.0,0.0960888016589774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221868805136984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306095579812527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717158207566974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702842550080194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119741522647592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FirstwayForward,2020/02/06,"Post Trauma Hyperarousal | Self Hypnotherapy for Anxiety Lynda will help you feel safe, feel more resilient as you regain your confidence and control. Become more resilient and at ease in the world around you.",10.466285714285714,11.403762057142856,8.429285714285715,65.79821428571432,57.0,11.571428571428573,37.5,11.20814326018867,4.614142857142858,172,7,24,4,2,51,29,35,0.10300000000000001,0.638,0.26,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825031329173925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32874324476939665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40784788430338004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141861685924466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734446623631929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475249314896628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35367435072607345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852463186174293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,queseraseraphine,2020/02/06,"I have a vacation starting in ~36 hours and can’t stop thinking about everything that can go wrong. Sorry if this is a little jumbled.  I’m out of sorts and sleep deprived.

I’m taking a week off from work to see family out of town.

I think a lot of my other anxieties about my trip are stemming from my fear of flying.  I’ve never been a fan and have to get intoxicated just to get on the plane.  I make MAYBE one round trip a year and don’t drink much outside of weddings and holidays, so it’s not the worst coping mechanism I guess.

Over the last couple days, I’ve started to get a little anxious about other things here and there.  It’s starting to make me second guess going at all.  Is my SO going to be okay while I’m gone?  What if my relatives that I’m visiting and I have a disagreement of some sort and I have to somehow manage to get back home without help?  There was a violent incident at my workplace two Decembers ago and I’m paranoid enough about it on a day to day basis, what if something happens again and I can’t be there to help?  The weather looks really bad...  am I gonna hit turbulence and throw up again?  My friend still hasn’t opened that Snapchat, is he mad at me?  Am I gonna get through TSA okay even though I’ve like, never broken a law?  The list goes on and on.",1.868557213930348,3.664849313432839,3.4709701492537337,90.0665049751244,78.25373134328359,6.705472636815921,23.106965174129357,7.645422480735847,0.9516189054726368,1008,32,219,15,24,334,150,268,0.133,0.799,0.068,-0.9359999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,18,11,2,1,16,2,19,3,1,2,3,37,49,19,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,12,15,1,1,2,2,0,8,8,7,0,3,3,3,18,4,37,41,6,44,0,1,3,0,6,17,0,10,20,144,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102841797918596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951752264233018,0.14055071896918225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956655374529254,0.10387924564914013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766007133049646,0.0,0.2407073215998758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187689137180603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855137607525066,0.0,0.08217328673441701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181393806986124,0.0,0.11728503806133248,0.1399986577874356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961207933810026,0.0,0.3250019967809506,0.0,0.2121194824411808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741088031099739,0.0,0.11001756802148956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678216030141976,0.0,0.12479588731708174,0.0,0.1225212572457184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141279736245573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060781666027164026,0.2493880303471845,0.0,0.0,0.10447517080182672,0.0,0.0,0.10577106341819327,0.0,0.0,0.16609262743282502,0.0,0.12498908427748592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145750686697887,0.0,0.1919091885582214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430513376725196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970183699509055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914065940024147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450235504773273,0.0,0.0,0.09577882522835343,0.0,0.13926961446801273,0.264179435909489,0.0,0.09935598786117447,0.104014425692045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935427210522044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826541406590169,0.1594370203503322,0.12223465529521525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215329403458348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979620772528937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992921594364322,0.0,0.09057378598561268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602554451610355,0.0,0.08011757472637941
anxiety,MEDlNA,2020/02/06,"Is this anxiety? Ever since I was little I’ve always been anxious about everything and I would overthink everything. kindergarten I would vomit every other day or cry until my grandma would have to pick me up. And then from 1st grade to about 3rd grade, almost every morning I’d vomit bc I don’t even know why. I would just overthink everything, and even when I wasn’t overthinking that much I would feel sick and then I’d get more anxiety about me vomiting where I’m not supposed to. 4th and 5th grade I got better at calming down and not overthinking at school. But before my basketball games every weekend or even basketball practice I’d vomit or had to take a shit really bad. 

Middle school I started vomiting again in the morning but not as frequent as elementary. Then 8th and high school I stopped vomiting but would still get anxiety before school every single morning and it would kill my appetite for breakfast and lunch. So a lot of days I’d only eat dinner. Which is why I’m so skinny and underweight now in 11th grade 105lbs and 5’6, 16 years old. 

My mom says I don’t have anxiety and I just overthink everything. Idk, I just really wish I wouldn’t feel this way all the time.",3.3335335968379454,5.75770771304348,4.2377075098814245,83.3010276679842,76.21739130434783,7.486166007905138,25.67193675889328,8.438071523408619,1.9855652173913048,954,35,173,19,22,307,123,230,0.124,0.841,0.035,-0.9424,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,17,5,2,0,4,0,18,13,2,1,2,42,29,27,1,9,12,1,2,0,0,8,7,1,0,0,6,12,5,1,3,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,3,20,2,19,16,5,29,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,5,18,110,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384186173815354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797824305024588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867663432903961,0.10587107916709028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824796572082393,0.0,0.0,0.1594888299877003,0.0,0.0,0.08288314845270138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294133648552704,0.12087662061591885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589366352031313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569327732546895,0.0847704259139183,0.3158351331135986,0.0,0.3368993734418115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477006426555658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792425789925116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495230782591218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990148595795541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368157060067364,0.0,0.05150321783224016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939268759984099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967299428180234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975767224577347,0.0,0.0,0.06889118050019861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833794596184704,0.0,0.0,0.07127434856358293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007223522093732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452579153169755,0.0,0.3793776307666841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619692276298453,0.07752187296674162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663318365987236,0.0,0.07484078156072106,0.07834979129047705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046188663178914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054645869011685715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438646727065455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912610915373802,0.0,0.10776742559576052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660062679336958,0.0,0.0,0.06034927575426785
anxiety,sleepingsheep9-1,2020/02/06,"Does anyone experience random body pains when have an anxiety attack? Most times when I’m having anxiety, along with heart palpitations, and heavy breathing, I often feel like random parts of my body will have pain. Like tonight it was my armpit and leg. I’m just curious if anyone else has experienced this.",6.768454545454548,8.667082890909093,6.507045454545459,72.90056818181819,65.54545454545455,9.863636363636363,28.29545454545455,10.125756701596842,2.9838181818181817,249,8,41,6,4,78,43,55,0.19699999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.114,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,6,8,6,0,0,11,9,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31790090368456564,0.0,0.0,0.2905679722090707,0.2128942542810204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637873568617354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615915056161626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818289009711924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357278631024733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324784106661692,0.0,0.0,0.10505936201081996,0.14843743901577264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462192479495552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030207574348166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421832490318917,0.0,0.0,0.22500453019767047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115767103011407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnstoppableExcalipur,2020/02/06,"Anyone here recommend gabapentin? I've tried most of the types of medication for anxiety and depression over the years with little success. I'd mostly be using it to treat GAD and SAD, although it'd be nice if it also helped with insomnia (I have a lot of trouble breathing at night (probably due to anxiety) and often wake up in a panicked state shortly after falling asleep and can't go back to sleep) and chronic pain (although I don't expect that to work as only opioids have for that). My psychiatrist mentioned I took a low dose years back with another doctor, but having exhausted almost all my medication options over the last decade, he said I could try it at a higher dose as an alternative to going back on olanzapine. 

I would have tried it at my last appointment, but I mentioned to him how I haven't felt safe driving anymore the last couple years (and one other issue related to when I went to the ER for a side effect that I fear will reoccur in public at certain times of day) so I didn't. I've been terrible without my olanzapine, so I'm thinking about trying Gabapentin for as long as needed at the appropriate dose and then going back on Olanzapine if it doesn't work, that is if he is fine with my primary care MD doing it since it's much easier to get there. It was nice getting a somewhat decent amount of sleep on the latter, but my anxiety only continued to get worse, restless legs were annoying, and I gained about 20 pounds on it (and have already lost 15 on the two months off).",11.162209121936087,7.149644017064848,10.867123797704007,64.59294756438105,59.341296928327644,14.067514737821904,43.01861619609061,11.741389052700956,4.899111945392491,1199,48,220,25,11,399,167,293,0.132,0.769,0.1,-0.79,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,6,14,19,1,2,15,0,22,16,6,3,2,39,38,27,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,2,10,1,0,0,15,13,0,1,3,0,0,7,6,11,1,2,9,2,18,8,47,23,7,48,0,4,0,0,8,20,0,10,20,154,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110843355217134,0.0,0.12215281449249855,0.08852139591581458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607158168804982,0.2540402257444712,0.0,0.10977801425727612,0.07739933251584251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404652750344599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128592016416822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837959674615978,0.1224800364234185,0.0,0.07138802421547454,0.0,0.09533998128798987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329928801607693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456074255451988,0.0,0.0,0.1062829317078671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734980492978843,0.0,0.18872866826531234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419538894270833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553505126558995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27068945253414195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094377165893916,0.0,0.09796009149884193,0.0,0.0,0.12083481830451973,0.09410748937432864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302371826967116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835433987516272,0.0,0.0813723156177172,0.08207768297473017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387816805467788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750086481482644,0.16837449277694808,0.1177854808448382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934610469788615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529468144748566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156664566530534,0.0,0.22154649251107128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709278001638806,0.0,0.0,0.06454615624434687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298433465055368,0.3006139516419096,0.0,0.10813127449618992,0.0,0.0,0.09560347478239588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261380260750458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670439579930202,0.0,0.1611720885991894,0.0,0.11280593446080199,0.07863334783683308,0.0,0.0,0.21384857735001836
anxiety,logical_guineapig,2020/02/06,"Dyspnea - Help Me! I've found that when I'm anxious I feel like I can't take a full breath. I receive oxygen just fine, but my lungs never feel full. It is like I'm starving for more air, or I feel the need to reach maximum capacity in my lungs. 

Good old trusty Google told me this is called Dyspnea. It can be related to asthma and other problems, but I am certain it is related to my anxiety. 

Does anyone else experience this problem? When this happens, what is the best way to get it under control? I've recently gotten a weighted blanket which has helped me, but I can't hide in my bed all day. I know in general I need to work on my anxiety, but what can I do to directly solve my problem?",3.50601398601399,4.333788587412588,5.417769230769231,81.68973076923079,72.21678321678324,9.076643356643356,30.38391608391609,9.3871,2.641834125874126,540,23,113,12,10,187,87,143,0.133,0.675,0.193,0.8217,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,0,4,0,12,5,3,1,3,22,26,8,0,5,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,1,1,1,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,4,18,6,12,22,5,16,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,8,73,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500078628563517,0.1846004795204033,0.0,0.11425616741652014,0.16742713502949613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148285395213414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685417903991465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327194775701366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538233058571056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429963061144141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650342245804065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984087426706922,0.0,0.0,0.24786654833267244,0.11673614785639598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791645086160037,0.0,0.0,0.08537206339585772,0.0,0.0,0.13705587195949806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449798593267008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190530720361635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898027939591524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966228813278002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24232460881239054,0.126027559631292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146544762199184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690678752633232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134214811967226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285978533960056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613992258716153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970282003378406,0.0,0.19898255799154574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189603614093826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,symphonicdin,2020/02/06,"Well, I Think I Might Belong Here... You ever live your life for years and then turn 23 and think, hm. My friends are really out there not expecting to die at any moment from any thing. That’s weird—
Oh, wait. Maybe I’m the weird one.

So I think that high expectations manifested themselves into anxiety, which I ‘conquered’ by adopting the mentality of “if it happens, it happens”, but in doing that I’ve found myself accepting stuff that I shouldn’t be thinking about.

If I’m in the car, I feel the need to come to terms with getting into a car accident. If I’m at a mall or on campus, I mentally walk through dangerous situations to “prepare myself”. I’m hyperaware of my health to the point that spotting a freckle I haven’t seen before sends me into a freakout. I worry about stuff I double and triple checked— stuff that makes no fucking sense!

Four days in a row—
“... did I give the dog peanut butter with that toxic sweetener in it?”

1. I do not own peanut butter that is toxic.
2. I checked multiple times all days.

I worry that I posted things on social media that I don’t mean to, and have to check 2-3 times before going to sleep to ensure I didn’t post something (that I know I logically didn’t.) 



This stuff comes and goes, and I’m genuinely a really confident and outgoing person, but I’m starting to think maybe this isn’t everyone’s way of life. Should I get checked out?",2.8776763990267646,4.8265830875912465,4.280018248175185,84.71131690997571,75.78832116788321,7.486374695863748,24.920316301703163,8.344100000000001,1.6318228710462286,1082,37,215,20,24,358,152,274,0.098,0.825,0.077,-0.7539,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,1,7,6,2,0,12,1,15,5,1,1,2,45,45,15,1,8,8,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,23,16,0,1,11,1,3,7,9,3,2,2,5,4,27,3,34,36,5,35,0,0,1,1,7,15,1,5,10,139,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424043160373834,0.0,0.08009810193304569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819040288979188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038606356564715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505054698293406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086659887306896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471055965427336,0.0,0.10004894479971024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294137506267153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480228589573828,0.08089387748734364,0.09679695359267232,0.10940680277795704,0.10044140250002173,0.059505568711029015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517840637684185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129521755180052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062528781431004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754245696300701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791074667284304,0.0,0.0,0.09245535233145297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989058341333583,0.0,0.21037803195653887,0.11405310685670125,0.0,0.0,0.21103355891765735,0.11107415996891193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763652309084629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094998826622319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142329845319144,0.0,0.0,0.0989789114228152,0.0,0.20055454892137026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341518397968479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769143096375212,0.10477939165770128,0.10673231381451258,0.0,0.08060608200759428,0.0,0.0,0.07410987144904085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794430927252827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391210724154021,0.3354497590350716,0.0,0.0,0.12210722739900982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388764167105794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310898370455451,0.0,0.0,0.09414126890081592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126635336215544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742579879474601
anxiety,mediterraneanweather,2020/02/06,"My anxiety is ruining everything I have GAD and because I very rarely have an actual panic attack, I'm not medicated for it.  I'm medicated for my other mental health conditions because they take priority due to being more significant,  but it really sucks. 

For example: 

I just got my first tattoo.  I've been wanting it for over a year and despite me being so happy I did it, and proud of myself for going through with it,  I can't seem to stop these intrusive 'what if?' thoughts.  

What if I hate it in the future?  What if it's actually terrible and nobody is being honest with me about it?  What if it stops me from getting jobs or dating someone? I'll never get that unmarked skin back.  It's forever.  Why does everyone keep asking me if I like it and saying 'that's all that matters'?  

These things keep running through my head on a loop and they won't stop.  I'm on holiday,  I'm supposed to be relaxed but I'm not.  What if people think I'm a thug for having a visible tattoo?  What if people bitch about it behind my back?  

And why the hell can't I just chill and enjoy it. I'm terrified for no real reason. 

Anxiety can go fuck itself.",1.6255058224163008,3.9244921528384284,4.208105895196511,81.8873262372635,81.62008733624455,7.310116448326057,23.51546579330423,8.344100000000001,1.7809343522561862,889,32,171,20,24,312,129,229,0.187,0.6729999999999999,0.139,-0.9132,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,7,15,6,1,7,0,15,6,2,1,2,38,38,19,0,8,14,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,27,10,0,5,4,2,0,3,7,9,0,1,4,2,20,6,23,29,2,18,1,1,0,1,4,4,4,9,12,122,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.26345070173836754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065254686378914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261922386236325,0.15356429817531664,0.0,0.20758941898481226,0.0,0.16457053494238594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812580131023848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898342602898802,0.12131531926921965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481770369905615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479094835578915,0.14104760706301395,0.0,0.15342954661874866,0.0,0.10795939524578384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369345640724945,0.0,0.1332691978612759,0.1385329880944751,0.1434821575500951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395123758290026,0.2399607615672289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594658364678448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719652633634813,0.1360325763094334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041083289012289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583751673413709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871624421673668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364185526902427,0.08647449475718758,0.13878649560697287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734505203846284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288477306838247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437188593179365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385591316947689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149150692348756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967767020875904,0.08649258473951907,0.0,0.10716257491079097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113763074665231,0.07961732558001196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436049401830113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692555977174826
anxiety,sunflowersweety,2020/02/06,Sleep aid I’ve been pretty dependent on Melatonin to get any sleep but I know it’s not good to take every night. What are some things you all do or take or help with sleeping? My mind will just stay in over drive all night.,0.9074468085106382,3.0697784680851115,1.3823829787234059,101.89400000000002,83.46808510638297,4.611063829787233,15.782978723404256,5.6839178017228535,-0.9858731914893616,176,3,42,1,5,53,40,47,0.062,0.8240000000000001,0.114,0.3697,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,1,2,12,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724677818610568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243456672853445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131271837046552,0.0,0.0,0.18161379950570733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513446281835166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899837915714777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863201973310087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40639458419206187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202872876685445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6500545041561699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307905288157191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256049099242428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438518877867872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyRa888,2020/02/06,"Fear of having chlamydia and being infertile makes me feel like I’m going crazy Hi..

So in September I had totally protected sex with a guy I started dating at the time.. we had sex three times with a condom and when he told me he didn’t like oral with condom so I refused and was actually proud of myself at the time

I’m not dating him anymore but since the then I’ve been obsessed by the thought that I have chlamydia and am now infertile because of it

I have no symptoms and no legitimate reason to believe I have it but it’s making me crazy

I’ve been crying a lot over this lately and my appointements for the tests is on Saturday and it’s worse and worse everyday

I’m so scared of having my dreams of having a family ruined by this",3.7303409090909088,4.8424338881578946,5.3254066985645965,81.49375598086125,71.96052631578948,8.422009569377991,26.976076555023926,8.841846274778883,2.0252684210526315,589,20,117,11,11,200,89,152,0.23,0.703,0.067,-0.9818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,3,9,0,15,7,0,3,1,23,25,15,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,12,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,8,1,14,3,17,16,2,18,0,1,0,6,8,5,0,1,14,84,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.1884232922803567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914886246509348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770293949332032,0.0,0.0,0.2175408885092588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209501431088426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820235327137396,0.21727451929823244,0.09762967347656604,0.13794009810677382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973476296031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911846946200008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780850418814146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866334116216066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415412349698474,0.0,0.0,0.25777172692070066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985237333115113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331195888018127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972206421274962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666669107848128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068944310406397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532880728022061,0.3377685806039741,0.0,0.0,0.18450117324885726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935406080809253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jonjprk,2020/02/06,Separation anxiety What are ways to help with it,1.753333333333334,3.756916000000005,4.520555555555556,70.66750000000002,111.22222222222223,10.68888888888889,26.722222222222207,8.841846274778883,4.516288888888889,40,2,7,2,2,14,9,9,0.149,0.614,0.237,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929428943936462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519527510355032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152315742648351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway-coward12,2020/02/06,Failed to approach a girl I’ve been wanting to talk to and I feel awful I missed a really good opportunity to talk to someone I’ve been trying to talk to for the past few days and it feels very bad. I had no reason not to talk to her and had no reason to be afraid as every other interaction I’ve had with her has gone great. I feel very lost and like I’m never going to make any progress in relationships.,3.1982758620689684,3.853316586206901,4.9845402298850585,85.15198275862069,72.79310344827587,7.639080459770115,22.54597701149425,7.793537801064563,0.7764114942528737,321,7,72,4,6,110,53,87,0.19699999999999998,0.645,0.158,-0.4364,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,4,0,9,0,1,3,1,7,0,0,3,1,14,17,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,7,3,6,4,15,9,1,7,0,3,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295668697474725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509684129297054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660719487455593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233983514574925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27426820742784563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027582279646016,0.15165446314821235,0.0,0.19934315543650544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833440787909977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973749709494328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206917715187798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945146329382346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260316432620804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158312207943002,0.3718046404563066,0.0,0.19412177917041912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531993359339631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5813114351126698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275780856223785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29837361172524024,0.10664615091658022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mkay954,2020/02/06,I need to know how to survive slp grad school I’m not sleeping. It takes me Triple the time to complete an assignment as it does other people.  Why can’t I just be normal and sit down and do it?,0.7535714285714299,2.5208241190476213,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,81.61904761904762,5.152380952380953,20.02380952380953,5.985473137389443,-0.1484476190476185,151,4,35,1,4,50,35,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37296608228069134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112933281653045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549463457972335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637621768817172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485304754483184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466117430890861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600080461770064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559773072737699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745747855499313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074234318431957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32098234147812194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adrianromero23,2020/02/06,"Social Anxiety Just probably had my first panic attack while working out at the gym, need someone to speak to about this. I feel odd.",4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,70.6,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.4838000000000005,106,4,18,2,2,34,24,25,0.342,0.6579999999999999,0.0,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26658805193666724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39644899360434777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620315218709706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964189178104786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258395254699362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088689653159169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757229249549047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35523388110105764,0.29526797317515474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369930884158576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Conarthebarbarian,2020/02/06,"I don’t know what is and isn’t anxiety. Please help I was diagnosed with GAD at 14 and am 21 now. I haven’t dealt with panic attacks in a long time. 2 days ago while driving I had a absolute horrible one and I had to call 911. My vision went blurry, I got extremely hot, everything felt floaty and weird. I’m not able to accurately describe it I’m sorry. Now ever since then I start to feel that way when I’m in the car. I got the hot feeling again earlier today and I keep feeling it starting then stopping. On top of this I have some kind of bronchitis/like issue and this is just wreaking havoc on me mentally. I can’t decide what is and isn’t my lungs or just anxiety. Idk if I should go to the hospital. Idk what to do. I can’t accurately describe what this feeling is and I fucking hate it. Everything moves almost in slow motion and it doesn’t make sense. It’s like I’m half asleep physically or something. I hate this so much.",0.5380535117056873,2.841776482051287,2.9052396878483826,89.3341806020067,86.74358974358975,6.4682274247491645,22.324414715719065,7.7425588080867325,1.1941036789297663,734,27,157,15,23,251,113,195,0.17600000000000002,0.741,0.08199999999999999,-0.9516,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,4,1,5,0,18,4,2,1,1,31,39,17,0,2,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,11,0,2,7,0,0,6,8,6,0,2,7,7,18,2,15,31,2,31,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,5,18,98,32,0,0.14994162057333252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291419967856474,0.0,0.15014487398197507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294098586606724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058023967733155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310715908356426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669994090902212,0.0,0.0,0.15218758863561493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563078012836166,0.0,0.0,0.2695157205596081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30325995441393616,0.0,0.14396746973647934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861861209296106,0.0,0.0,0.08521527837782696,0.0,0.2398440228004201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960726156131543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005027076365923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650009582253752,0.0,0.13327500176688944,0.0,0.15614112418889645,0.08240399335496032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325390196832772,0.0,0.0,0.1326936158197672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008719604846468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511058868923861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593642132993236,0.11022434362538194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101604322620131,0.0,0.0,0.17592418501588244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459087276592774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403325799221428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543238500214502,0.0,0.1678473683305619,0.212258901574181,0.0,0.0,0.12535790874063485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743216475488168,0.0,0.14212712409000794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901667920315599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899738447229407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,satisfiedjelly,2020/02/06,Not Normal Anxiety I feel strange about my anxiety recently. I am understanding more about it but the main issue I have is my abandonment anxiety. I’m wondering if there are other people here who get anxiety from being alone. I personally cannot go more than an hour or two without talking to others on bad days. Otherwise I start to flip. Recently it’s been terrible causing me to act out which in turn causes the people I love to be pushed away which makes it worse since I get less contact. I’m starting to hate that I don’t have the so called “normal” anxiety of being anxious around others. Most of the people my support team and therapists work with have issues with speaking and being near others and in opposite which helps them. But I feel like it’s hurting me and it’s horrible right now. I feel like my meds aren’t helping and I’ve gone back to some nervous habits that I thought were gone. It’s a very frustrating time,3.9683699633699625,5.89391851098901,4.96178021978022,81.09988644688646,72.68131868131869,8.58959706959707,28.616849816849808,9.21078282632365,2.6016054212454205,747,30,139,17,15,244,113,182,0.244,0.6459999999999999,0.11,-0.9809,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,9,11,2,1,6,0,15,1,0,3,0,29,35,10,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,16,9,0,1,6,1,0,5,5,7,0,1,5,4,18,4,22,26,6,22,0,2,0,1,11,8,0,5,11,99,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193369458007865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503190368228868,0.13300239310062814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480545105308532,0.0,0.0,0.11061204509378474,0.0905277860676523,0.098300374172067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021640013506307,0.0,0.0,0.2418841056572875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759266833695948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858482374198942,0.16821394036014267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230190600272262,0.0,0.06690917697387633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623487837090468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782506563659215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159412099695575,0.0,0.12603335097542706,0.0,0.0,0.2457609200404466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503473048798166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625672328075816,0.0,0.07858628218679006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130772476457599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070254794948705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485932289737294,0.10279807063849368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249009822361424,0.0,0.0,0.10054153540307212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738820746265284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666105750119636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359961695575218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462762851041552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366946355127988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346517470326954,0.06864982777918925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805739927822726,0.11500597097689795,0.12256200680294295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714031268686332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348837515860745,0.12767412638108638,0.08570948890636411,0.0,0.11997783328705675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,titas_goji,2020/02/06,"Fear of Death and how to overcome it? basically caption, i am so incredibly terrified of dying, i think of it on a daily basis. for me it’s usually a chain of thoughts just slowly come to the thought of death and then it hits a pinnacle of just how infinite and inevitable it is and for a split second i get a massive pit in my stomach that lasts a few seconds and slowly goes away. it’s not the thought of pain before death, it’s the billions, trillions, infinite amount of years and time that i’ll be nothing for. i know i won’t feel it and i won’t know i’m dead, but i don’t want to just disappear. i don’t want to feel nothing and be nowhere and for there not to be a “i” or “me” anymore. the only thing that even remotely helps is that thought of quantum immortality and even solipsism but i know they’re just my brain trying to figure out things that’ll calm me down and not have me beak down and they’re probably bull anyways. So, is there anything that helps you from the fear of death? (please don’t comment the obvious “it’s just inevitable bro” yeah i know dude)",1.161677978883862,3.4412752941176485,2.737901583710407,91.8342430241327,83.3891402714932,5.8552790346908,24.59294871794872,7.1686216300943375,1.0177555052790348,844,34,182,12,24,276,108,221,0.135,0.794,0.071,-0.9318,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,2,13,1,14,3,2,2,1,42,31,20,6,2,11,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,17,14,0,0,12,0,0,2,8,3,0,6,4,2,18,1,27,20,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,7,128,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469050151023704,0.0,0.0,0.12189825135886995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917287739293516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604759857519798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536191061552474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760075604602275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537354055456555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567674785533007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33337454480183176,0.14979781365769407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739173678439339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857664227028732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256331833219836,0.12074560460830105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28426918698685383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265943172501895,0.15762061246434006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260210113132334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970904039093586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968217906776195,0.09491563155654524,0.0,0.4703942428135542,0.0863757112207671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057044984080436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314411056581507,0.0,0.17474165590098512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539077169435027
anxiety,rhimichele,2020/02/06,"After years of feeling okay, I’m back in a hole. I lost my job last year, also got engaged last year. My wedding is in 2021 and I should be excited but I have no income and bills are destroying us and centerlink rejected my claim without giving me a reason and I cannot feel happy. I wake up crying, make my bed, drink water, eat breakfast, exercise, meditate and after all that I end up crying again. I feel so lost and scared. I’ve been applying to literally every job I can, I’m volunteering in my spare time. I’m doing everything right and these things always worked with my anxiety but I just keep crying and panicking and having attacks that make me throw up. My fiance works mon-fri and he’s barely making enough for us to live. I don’t know what to do and I feel like such a failure. My psychologist is too expensive for me, I cannot afford to see her.",1.701954022988506,3.9820019540229854,3.845517241379312,84.70954022988508,81.183908045977,7.085057471264367,21.73563218390805,8.167268648758528,1.3452321839080463,676,21,134,14,18,231,110,174,0.28,0.6709999999999999,0.049,-0.9938,4,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,4,7,11,2,1,3,1,14,6,1,4,1,28,31,15,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,12,4,1,6,2,2,1,5,6,0,0,4,5,26,5,17,25,2,19,0,3,1,0,6,7,0,0,12,88,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189891997317944,0.106024887677512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747709151854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496034068767952,0.0,0.0979792609895597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198995724186128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482455089107153,0.0,0.1303839956637016,0.0,0.0,0.11285761994340897,0.1316604616708696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735810144954193,0.0,0.11451821953969887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577125368795943,0.09102993832364284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223430452733128,0.0,0.0,0.10191060618398458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564254610537607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25289233586553306,0.11325807548297614,0.0,0.0,0.07002751885772934,0.20773104306964893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062251703984689676,0.0,0.11251551064375158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27819121813433123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516450319986395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101051432584673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088172567280826,0.0,0.0,0.12757114091991026,0.0,0.10153843066875763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465317642189181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430049584819083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306544728324169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282976986354822,0.0,0.18552872543602686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461657867493568
anxiety,Salar049,2020/02/06,"Im losing hope. :( Hello

Ive dealing with anxiety for about six years now. During this time Ive seen many doctors and taken different kinds of medications but so far nothing has seemed to truly work. Im starting to lose hope. 

Ive recently visited a Psychiatrist for the first time to see if i could help more help but it always seems like all doctors care about is receiving money. He prescribed me a new medication but it truly doesnt help. I can barely function. Its hard to leave my house. Im afraid ill be losing my job soon because my anxiety keeps getting worse. I dont know what else to do :(",1.9077634130575305,4.387555109243698,3.7463865546218496,84.50687136393022,81.94117647058823,6.686748545572076,24.27989657401422,7.882392219407189,1.580228959276018,474,18,91,9,13,159,85,119,0.191,0.595,0.214,0.8124,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,5,9,0,1,3,0,11,5,0,0,1,14,23,6,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,2,3,10,5,11,19,2,12,0,3,2,0,8,1,0,5,10,49,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194860127861652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874588760187979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468862729032892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491993557002097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782431003089058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263153995847464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801001804534665,0.0,0.2508141038252806,0.0,0.0,0.14359555075149374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023518934738709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421764358865852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401299089056413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975616540445138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463729072550691,0.0,0.0,0.2433851341246016,0.0,0.1413746066234304,0.0,0.0,0.3970362327364146,0.0,0.1215847546756779,0.10890369829126843,0.0,0.1275884123360903,0.06733520548752897,0.0,0.0,0.12973372089712018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985834352169455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112142794187649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421866500124773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468572177684471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183330708319375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756371954639405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097626608787986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763463286272578,0.2230799096223198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672211243749345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288780289153452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919789716136235,0.0,0.12486097597517395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890052418032432
anxiety,icecoldfilter,2020/02/06,"Vision Blurriness due to stress? I have always been a bit of a anxious person by nature, but recently I have noticed under heavy stress my eyes get a bit blurry and cannot focus.

Has anyone else experienced this? 

This was the first time this has ever happened to me.",4.5238235294117635,6.320358588235294,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,70.9607843137255,7.452941176470588,24.514705882352942,8.07648339933343,1.6126823529411762,212,6,36,3,4,70,41,51,0.179,0.7909999999999999,0.03,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,0,7,1,1,0,1,3,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,4,0,5,7,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517349848453016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25141010300873845,0.0,0.15560715169429504,0.2280214730404923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859183600369327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859060149268369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130277011229009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929485471198465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626946640758246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679392828377013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336653675029297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431585346565625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973424003990547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509844219936621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976653931662688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Linaj_21,2020/02/06,"Anxiety, anger and Appetite Loss 
I have been trying to control how I feel but I feel sooo much.

I am suffering a whole lot right now in life and it has caused me soooo much pain

I do my best to be the healthiest person I can be but when it comes to me suffering with anxiety and depression it is hard.

When I get upset with someone or what they have said and have tried everything I have done to make things work but then they do not work, I get so quite, turn off my mood and I become very monotone and I just feel like I don’t want to exist or my feelings to exist I feel like my appetite and everything just shuts down and all I feel is painful silence.

I guess I’m posting his because I’m struggling with losing my appetite when I get upset at someone and it happens to be always close around anytime we’re supposed to eat and then I feel like if I try to eat I am not enjoying my food at all even if they apologize to me I’m just too upset at myself right now cuz I can’t handle myself?

So basically I’m upset with someone and I’m anxious then I get monotone with no feelings or something then even when someone apologizes to me and tries to make me feel better although I accept their apology which I am usually upset at what they did or what happened not them but anyways then I’m kinda upset at myself for making myself feel this way or something like that then I’m feeling like that appetite loss when it’s time to eat and when I eat I feel like I’m not enjoying it because I’m upset. Most of the time when I give in to eating I start to either have stomach problems since I have IBS although I try my best to have that under control it happens. Or I tend to vomit after eating. So it’s usually best for me to not eat :/

It’s so sad that I starve myself cuz I’m anxious and upset :(

Please help. I’m begging for advice. This is soo annoying and saddening to myself and to the people who try to make me feel better well One person which is my Significant Other (although he understands)",2.6510112519584124,4.243547595641648,4.233067226890757,86.3488345677254,75.46489104116222,6.795869534254379,25.94851160803305,7.510576382923642,1.3494264919527126,1579,57,320,20,34,528,164,413,0.218,0.636,0.145,-0.9890000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,13,24,37,2,9,4,0,26,13,1,10,2,78,70,51,0,4,21,0,14,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,23,24,8,2,15,0,0,1,8,21,1,1,4,15,59,15,42,63,11,39,0,7,0,0,17,15,0,12,27,234,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216441988218549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293326837541145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733150694768086,0.14373502216855474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056631363839833984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755894839882027,0.07025842293274516,0.0,0.0,0.200281915938464,0.11252564226200723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535073632578693,0.0,0.054799199280279945,0.0,0.0,0.14270059071442995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479201585455433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510083709971178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556624232154064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403499659809073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434718360102328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41815740931984496,0.2272349568593107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692422591468423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294608396098562,0.06102587220754348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007974626626938,0.0,0.16876517275553665,0.0,0.05698707472535434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264019011083877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493357370521237,0.186476188338212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711695747964469,0.0,0.05408370108921,0.0,0.0,0.16985560558623092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352955910448477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043107571273313404,0.0,0.13538294945521795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410304128663705,0.11109336168808198,0.0,0.06983081620671445,0.0,0.0,0.06092615180833631,0.0,0.0,0.0608715297171251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766301229704562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086547353256071,0.06051299546455492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262347478217706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560513739267395,0.09794878082761048,0.0,0.0,0.045027443183757454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650482879803124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042263372350843535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418952612562149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591448652802282,0.06919549601704321,0.0,0.06622607441174065,0.0,0.0,0.14012717327592647,0.0524895254589246,0.03752212416684447,0.05049509557427636,0.0,0.0,0.057198056801287075,0.0,0.0,0.07102453621176079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262581673016196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PVice,2020/02/06,I'm going on two flights tomorrow. I can't stop shaking.. any tips?? I'm going on two flights tomorrow. I can't stop shaking.. any tips??,-1.9357142857142868,-1.3581774285714283,1.1414285714285732,94.00357142857143,126.85714285714286,4.457142857142856,25.42857142857143,6.1826913282559595,1.3859428571428576,104,6,22,2,7,36,13,28,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.5770000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354674999022472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639319643942629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353705444469541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6255397365152683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KyLyWySy,2020/02/06,"Adult Psych Ward I’m feeling a bit unsafe with myself right now(suicidal thoughts), but I don’t have an urge to harm myself at the moment. When I feel like I’m going to hurt myself that instant with a plan of how to do it, I’ll call 911. What are the differences between the adolescent and adult inpatient units in a psych ward? I’ve only been as a teen, but I just turned 18 on 1/24. What can I expect from an adult unit?",3.619356060606058,4.298139193181822,4.611818181818184,88.12106060606064,71.8409090909091,7.684848484848485,23.75757575757576,7.793537801064563,0.923289393939394,331,8,73,4,6,108,62,88,0.114,0.833,0.053,-0.8025,0,0,0,0,0,2,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,1,12,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33091504786680875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095067984893661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166829794100009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065206687998833,0.21654016458509726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226306170769126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244830066402368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808308645251878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052702516659135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588522755867646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33155057099421903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406336153815746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296940819135249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SeaButterscotch4,2020/02/06,"My psychiatric physician assistant stopped my fluoxetine for anxiety. Need support. In February 3rd, the day after my PA gave me the OK to stop my SSRI antidepressant fluoxetine, was my first day I wasn't prescribed fluoxetine in four years and seven months. Currently my mom is stressing me to find a job and I'm trying my best to find one but as of now, I get ghosted. I try not to think about the negative because I don't want to be on antidepressants for the rest of my life and I was worried about taking the fluoxetine for longer than five years because I read somewhere that the sexual side effects of fluoxetine can become permanent after long term use.

I honestly want my moods and interests to return to a comparable level to where it was before treatment but I feel so alone because my mom is worried over her finances, all of my friends from college and high school have grown apart from me, and whenever I consult Dr. DuckDuckGo about other patient's experiences coming off antidepressants and other psychiatric medications, I get bombarded with horror stories and conspiracy theories about psychiatry.

I don't know what's to store in the future or if my side effects would ever subside. If someone can cheer me up and lend a helping hand (metaphorically speaking) by offering guidance, then that would be beneficial. I know that as long as I'm alive, there is always the chance that things can get better and that I should call down, clear my mind, and not make things worse. But the problem is that nobody can guarantee me that my side effects would reverse, while the Internet is ridden with psychiatric medication horror stories.

Can someone please break down this matter for me? I have come a long way, but I just want hope that things can get even better for me.",9.566188461538461,8.758670640000002,9.142336538461539,65.69535096153848,59.52307692307693,12.432692307692307,40.3125,11.578365685549247,4.804449999999999,1438,65,238,35,16,463,176,325,0.115,0.7140000000000001,0.171,0.9713,2,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,7,11,13,0,1,14,1,25,6,1,5,3,53,47,24,1,12,10,3,2,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,16,15,0,2,9,1,2,4,6,2,0,5,5,3,37,10,42,36,4,43,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,4,21,172,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097436733908056,0.0,0.0,0.08816806731793868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105989975772811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937785855684724,0.1170256353500358,0.09016503417340396,0.0,0.11119956622737054,0.1874278446512764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819806123381596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825520939627905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667219992071444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998626255775403,0.09584782018918693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365022201498393,0.0,0.0,0.05357708175411769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193692927934874,0.09013040002903,0.0,0.0,0.08186523078436048,0.0,0.22144106419420384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102344645486693,0.1119536483947344,0.0,0.10524321383791432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514997460125723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646682457303945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484341082397653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28131653782370075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072981192775082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348918495356184,0.0,0.0,0.10699043662887936,0.2482005609946887,0.0845770851342837,0.0,0.0,0.07856876289706667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180193784716006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631339407411655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139039765657913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598970695999266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723822177810538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956087779156465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717633541432926,0.12137800460898385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202433238722204,0.0,0.0,0.07966950935144156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118740479531087,0.0678955510428111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388117106921233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151631076898643,0.0,0.0,0.18749568679521472,0.08410693543885935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521714374576764,0.10798334451962434,0.2258150317387788,0.0,0.0,0.13647086159308774
anxiety,doublep93,2020/02/06,"Im so anxious that I cant sleep and heart is racing I was signed off work for 2 weeks for depression and due to go back tomorrow but my anxiety is keeping me up and my mind is racing about going back tomorrow. Ive worked at this place for 10yrs and know what I have to do and do it well, but I cant stop my mind racing and im so anxious. I just dont know what to do",2.806941176470588,2.104387576470589,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,73.23529411764707,8.682352941176473,25.235294117647058,8.238735603445708,1.0992823529411755,284,7,74,4,5,100,48,85,0.111,0.8270000000000001,0.062,-0.4596,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,0,12,2,2,0,0,16,17,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,10,1,10,16,0,13,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397290501792346,0.4126918149104426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28089777530406895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573187670232586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140679635191911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761182589114333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164446923747902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945931812901556,0.0,0.0,0.16235038475018862,0.0,0.0,0.20076263138273656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368854936487622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083351628662634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278491651308865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270609225816031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651322451206966,0.0,0.1642269887640363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659471285231092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sweetpotato82,2020/02/06,"Anxiety on Wellbutrin does anyone have experience switching from wellbutrin to SSRIs? my doctor just recommended it because my anxiety has become more of an issue than my depression lately but I'm worried about the side effects and was hoping to taper off my medication soon, not go on a new one. would love to hear if anyone has had a similar experience.",7.838593750000001,8.901193171875,8.903125,59.72937500000001,62.59375,11.4,37.875,11.20814326018867,4.96129375,289,14,41,8,4,99,52,64,0.10800000000000001,0.742,0.15,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,1,0,8,11,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,4,2,10,8,1,8,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,2,3,33,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264214639241353,0.0,0.0,0.2983559397241099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300550370106163,0.23562624257975864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375642777432832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183708466684136,0.1867023822543946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173908098494416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125065626729095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404588429813572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119028276109951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268001332157925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066597822753005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255501282931792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492579096690853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060529489557276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457021125556754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666537749563056,0.0,0.15155638701864171,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LoobusDoobus,2020/02/06,"I messed up at work today I don't want to talk about what happened, but my manager took me aside and had to explain exactly what I did wrong and why it was wrong. To be honest, I was working a shift I never work with people I don't know, and I just wasn't thinking. I feel like absolute shit and just want to never come back.",7.259952380952378,4.182631185714288,7.838571428571432,80.42309523809527,65.71428571428571,11.047619047619047,33.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.4431904761904764,253,7,58,3,3,85,46,70,0.26899999999999996,0.672,0.06,-0.9268,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,1,0,8,1,1,0,3,18,17,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,1,10,2,8,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,40,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289529354094792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824852220949693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711491115619133,0.15134170613742678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733333355640625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642416083837975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349648988565813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267749749357693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468662569883895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745526744358312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027253170389675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574135954675098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080375332387204,0.0,0.23536696118935985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499026720095042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115665159234305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626758135081235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632372658528431,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LadyWhiplash,2020/02/06,"I’ve never read an article that better describes what it’s like to be me. I’ve never read an article that better describes what it’s like to be me- Does anyone else feel this?


“As someone with an anxiety disorder, my mind is always in overdrive, racing at top speed trying to figure everything out. For each and every problem that presents itself, my brain reasons out hundreds of possible reasons why, usually settling on the worst possible scenario or the one that bears the most personal responsibility. I see myself as broken and flawed, so I naturally assume the fault must ultimately rest with me.

When a friend does not acknowledge my messages or doesn’t respond back right away, my mind races to decipher what I must have done to upset them without realizing it. I ponder whether or not I’ve been such an awful friend, caught up within my own misery and personal problems. I believe I must have devalued their friendship, damaging it irreparably, causing them to give up on me and walk away. Somehow, the worst possible probability always seems more likely to me rather than the sheer possibility that they might just be busy, distracted by their own lives at the moment.

When my partner does not respond to me with absolute elation or passion, I start to wonder whether they are falling out of love with me. I dwell on how much of a handful I have always been in the relationship, whether real or imaginary. I wonder whether they’ve stumbled onto someone else they mesh with better and I honestly could not blame them if it were to happen because I know how horrible I can be sometimes. No matter how much or how often they tell me they love me and they cannot imagine their life without me, my anxiety leaves me with an overwhelming sense of insecurity that convinces me that anyone else in the world would be a better choice than I am for them.

If something goes wrong at school or at work, I automatically assume I must be to blame and seek out how I must be ultimately responsible. Even if I know for a fact I had nothing to do with a situation happening, I look for areas where my intervention may have prevented the mishap and I blame myself for inaction. I feel as if I’m damned if I do and damned if I don’t, but either way, I’m still to blame.

If something breaks or stops working, I trace back to my last time using it, considering every irresponsible action I may have done that could have contributed to its demise. Somewhere in my head, I rationalize that forgetting to shut off a machine when I was done using it once six months ago must have ultimately caused a chain reaction that led to its deterioration and destruction. It doesn’t matter if a dozen other people have each done a dozen different things since then to contribute to the situation at hand. In my mind, my mistakes are so glaringly horrendous that I cannot fathom any other explanation being more likely. It doesn’t matter if an item was past its prime or threadbare and past due to be replaced. My anxiety tells me it would still be usable if not for me.

I internalize everything. I assume the chaos within myself is constantly leaking out into the world around me, seeping into everything I come in contact with, making everything ultimately worse. My mind races straight for the absolute worst possible scenario, making a pit stop at every other negative possibility along the way. My anxiety tends to blind me to the positive possibilities or even to the simple likelihood of coincidences or happenstance. It discards any randomness, always looking for a definitive answer and cause. There must always be a reason why, must always be someone to blame, and my mind has designated me as the sacrificial lamb.

I do not do this intentionally. It isn’t that I’m just being a “Negative Nancy,” refusing to listen to reason or see the positive side of things. When I blame myself, I am not having a pity party, expecting others to feel bad for me, too.  I genuinely feel responsible whenever anything goes wrong. Part of having an anxiety disorder is having a brain that is constantly, consistently, working in overdrive, looking to connect and explain everything around me, whether those connections are real or imaginary. Even if those links seem ludicrous to others looking in, when my mind makes those connections, they feel genuine. My brain is often on autopilot, with me just along for the ride. Whenever the rational side of my mind tries to speak up, speak out, to even suggest I might be overreacting or making something out of nothing, that voice is drowned out by a hundred other voices, a thousand other possibilities, of ways and reasons that I might be, must be, wrong.

If I’ve ever had a friend in the past who has distanced themselves because they felt I was too much of a handful, part of me assumes other friends will follow suit and discard me, as well. If I’ve ever had a partner fall out of love with me or cheat with someone else, part of me braces myself for the next time it will happen, leaving me abandoned and alone. Because of this, I have trouble letting people in, trouble trusting others and allowing myself to be vulnerable. I am terrified of being hurt, of putting myself in that position again. As much as part of me knows my current friends and partner are not those people who hurt me in the past, my brains keep pushing to link everything together, to make connections even where none truly exist. Even worse, when I am faced with pain or abandonment from others, I still question myself, looking to take personal responsibility for the choices and actions of everyone else.

Perhaps even worse than the initial blame game I play with myself is the way my mind will keep building and compounding my theories upon themselves, escalating them to unfathomable proportions. I build these fragile houses of cards in my mind, adding new card after card until I’ve created a precarious tower of self-loathing and blame. I tear into myself with a never-ending monologue that continuously harps that if I had just tried harder, just been better, not been so broken, been more responsible, none of this would have happened. My mind taunts me, telling me I should have known better than to even try, reminding me that everything I do, everything else I try, will fail, too, in time. I tell myself the lie that I am destined to be alone, that sooner or later everyone always leaves, then push everyone away, creating a self-fulfilling prophecy. I allow my anxiety to convince me that failure and loneliness is an inevitable part of my life and I don’t deserve any better. I sincerely believe it’s just what I do, just how my life will go, that I cannot fight the inevitable.

Even if it eventually comes to light that I was not to blame, even if the situation had a simple explanation that has nothing to do with me, it does not quell my anxiety. Instead, I tell myself, “It might not have been me this time…” as I begin to mentally brace myself for the next time I actually will be at fault. I chalk it up to sheer luck and I don’t see myself as ever truly lucky, so I consider it a rare “free pass,” unlikely to ever happen again.

I often catch myself traveling down that anxiety-ridden path, needlessly panicking before I even know all the facts. I find myself looking to rest all the blame on myself even before I fully understand the situation or its underlying cause. I often find myself taking any distance from family and friends personally, without considering their lives are busy, too and that life happens to us all.  I feel like I have to be ever-vigilant, ever self-aware, so I have even the slightest chance to rationalize with myself before the inevitable self-blame-game begins. Even then, it is a struggle within myself because my body automatically reacts to the anxiety festering in my mind. Even if the logical part of my brain is able to determine I am not at fault, there’s always that kernel of doubt bouncing around in my head, asking “…But how do you know for sure?”

Years ago, I had a friend that used to jokingly tell me, “Beth.. get off the cross. We need the wood.” It’s a sentiment I’ve come to relate heavily to my own anxiety. After all, I have been needlessly carrying the burden, real or imaginary, of everything going on around me for my entire life. I am slowly learning to differentiate between the rational and irrational, taking ownership of my own actions and decisions without carrying the weight of the rest of the world on my shoulders. While I cannot will away my anxiety disorder with mind over matter, being able to catch myself and separate what is probable from what is unlikely is a good start. I may have to live with this anxiety monster on my back, but I don’t need to keep feeding it..”


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anxiety,lasagnaisgreat57,2020/02/06,"i’m afraid to go up to people? this is really random but i just figured something out. i work a job right now where i’m a cashier and for some reason, it took years, but i’m mostly fine with that and i don’t get a huge amount of anxiety anymore. but anytime i’m asked to go up to someone and ask them something it’s hard. it’s why i never do volunteer work, because the few times i’ve done it i’ve had to walk up to people and confront them first and i’d just freeze up. i realized that i’m fine with my job because people come up to me first. does this happen with anyone else? has anyone managed to fix it?",0.5422267206477756,2.3508834887218057,2.684210526315791,94.0402429149798,82.53383458646616,5.295315211104684,20.757085020242915,6.297961479604792,0.10287784846732206,476,14,109,4,13,161,75,133,0.047,0.878,0.075,0.5408,2,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,4,4,4,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,22,19,8,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,3,2,9,2,19,16,4,20,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,6,65,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422784720730387,0.0,0.1610471689108581,0.22709362091490706,0.16638766726110155,0.0,0.0,0.3036253154030234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798278056923446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988454034586215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210851662211213,0.16618127259938156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565594389433186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762575724126045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484203277563779,0.0,0.1845798719174805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360087329350033,0.0,0.14546947507096436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222938843412895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524512023672751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33774217904252685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403114340207584,0.16696388764457626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868010762060004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759245543955412,0.2500313939521106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469087045852614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804211804144968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653164807029148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644359712608895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457378674847738
anxiety,A_Alien_From_Earth,2020/02/06,"How do I know if someone’s talking about me or if it’s just my anxiety? I’ve thought it was just my anxiety once before but it turned out they were actually talking about me. Today at school I was wearing headphones bc it was piano and I heard someone say, “She’s so stupid!” And then I heard someone say something else and I just got this feeling they were talking abt me. I talked to the teacher outside and explained to him I felt like ppl were talking abt me and he was very nice and said they weren’t. I asked my friend he said he didn’t hear anything but he was also wearing headphones. Is this just my anxiety? I really just want to know the truth. I almost had an anxiety attack over this and everyone is telling me not to care what other ppl think but it’s part of my disorder at this point, tbh.",1.2796969696969676,3.600010212121216,2.7171212121212136,91.90901515151516,83.24242424242425,5.606060606060606,24.924242424242426,6.937597516519254,1.0037878787878791,635,26,133,8,18,206,88,165,0.139,0.757,0.10400000000000001,-0.7351,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,10,7,2,0,3,0,14,2,2,1,1,31,31,17,0,3,12,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,11,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,18,9,25,5,11,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,25,5,0,4,3,88,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.12243563672466895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563496665009372,0.0,0.0,0.10033422934480044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839211979424135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324691637172292,0.0,0.11729273813769985,0.14273442812039872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067613827423702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791981988124776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379363677669996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480981852847128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198870816329923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634388195358533,0.0,0.12046597249275623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969338648533406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034573611008707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140805255794256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790444765004556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129580908559649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361601597016814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586625230495314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186048774172192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037602296125061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23869168821483366,0.1995494368980512,0.0,0.12697716964034134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189179892494706,0.09658900404303032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042196410416389,0.10966184628893606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039283717727266,0.0,0.09960511022124884,0.0,0.0,0.11892604803321832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646977508199215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352167620527786,0.07400244438433691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,destinymaylas,2020/02/06,"Anyone experiencing something similar to what I experience? Should I go see a Doctor already?? I have been dealing with couple of stuff in my head that until now im not sure what I should do. I dont even know where to start but I will try my best to explain. 

Ive been having anxiety attacks and I dont know what to do. I noticed it became worse last year and I started studying here in Sydney. 

Basically, I pin pointed 3 triggers to my anxiety. 
1. When something doesnt go as planned, I get anxiety attacks. I like to pre plan everything in my head. It is kinda like an automatic thing for me. When there is something needed to be done or I wanna do, my brain thinks of lots of ways on how it can be done. But when none of those work, I feel lost. Stuck. Unable to think of another possible solution. And my brain kind of replays everything and be like ""what went wrong"" instead of, what else I can do right now. I cant control whats going on my head when this happens. I just feel overloaded with ruminating thoughts that I just wanna give out and internally break down. 
2. When I need to make decisions and I know im time constrained. Like if im shopping with someone and Im taking too long, Im like, Omg i have to decide quick coz they might be bored or get mad at me or leave me here. I have to decide quick. It is like someone in my head constantly telling me ""decide now"". Not hearing voices but there is just this constant pressure of needing to decide and the pressure makes me more anxious and end up consuming more of my time. This happens when im tying my hair and i have to go somewhere and I know I only have lets say 20 mins to prepare. or when I pick my clothes and I cant decide which one. The pressure just makes me unable to decide more. And my mind gets over loaded with negative thoughts and same thing, I feel like i am breaking down internally
3. Over thinking about negative things that ""might"" happen in the future due to a certain scenario. This is the worst trigger. It happens when something seemingly wrong happens to me, regardless how small it is. Let me give you an example. When I went to ride a ferris wheel, I got scared coz I was high up. Pretty normal. But then my mind suddenly thought of things like, omg the ferris wheel might collapse, If it does i will fall, I might fall in the water but dont know how to swim so Ill end up dead. My relatives will be sad and so on. Or, Ill hit the ground and this is what will happen, my skull will be crushed etc etc. And these thoughts, they occur to me in just seconds. All these thoughts in just seconds. 
Another example was today, Every single my bf texts me a good morning message. Today he didnt. Probably forgot. so my mind all of the sudden was like, he didnt text me, is he mad? did i do something wrong? is he breaking up with me? not wanna talk to me? okay ill go to his house and talk to him, what if he doesnt wnt me anymore, ill cry and cry and feel hurt, etc etc and a lot more. i
It is like, when something happens, Ny mind shows me all negative future events that I know wont happen but still I cant stop thinking about it. And they replay on my mind. 
And sometimes this gets the better of me. I cry and just be like, I cant take it anymore.... 
What should I do? Anyone who also experience this? pls help",1.0401144278606935,3.3622593000000016,2.7232537313432843,91.44945771144279,84.3582089552239,5.483781094527364,22.813930348258708,6.860650240851648,0.7125040796019899,2561,93,539,32,75,842,265,670,0.187,0.722,0.091,-0.9975,0,0,6,0,0,1,88.0,0,1,3,7,40,34,4,4,16,1,67,14,8,12,5,126,126,58,1,14,24,0,5,11,1,13,5,3,0,0,40,30,1,4,28,3,1,11,19,16,0,3,21,10,82,18,70,82,18,82,0,3,1,0,24,28,0,16,50,378,122,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261128949128025,0.03812621760741465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999841978471284,0.1094152755677466,0.0538599389259167,0.094562911413263,0.06667187663814196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847591897849608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003267632185651,0.04216525748835315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644363430184536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030409284994353,0.05347231999977305,0.0,0.05275222417057561,0.157108460771774,0.0,0.04915152431487296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879807039841738,0.04172130177539859,0.09757753002200784,0.16762659725113807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03982690627819347,0.0,0.08445298885895647,0.0,0.21268390672944995,0.03148933166131986,0.0,0.04016880982508435,0.0,0.08569563954816099,0.09327191075836777,0.0,0.0,0.09642500885992177,0.034059509543675606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963428334371513,0.09146969751449098,0.13547591518408966,0.039988091647188466,0.03813059008767529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33727551380022885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571597527478826,0.0,0.05373394721294324,0.0,0.03195599792604597,0.0503719649565141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501132433417296,0.05103779283903023,0.0,0.3089874411415159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049646875771674905,0.15720781475484855,0.03886203579965943,0.0,0.050481652736692716,0.0,0.09750320932180724,0.0,0.2562111761827385,0.0,0.0,0.04219146938079246,0.0,0.0,0.05204362775313491,0.08106430273163187,0.0,0.0,0.09547164363711086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230541512062936,0.2406941891500489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605271989100762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671203597521605,0.0,0.054279068469923385,0.0,0.0,0.03230626914716128,0.036259496841063325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506892010073507,0.05374715668527125,0.0,0.04850329805320494,0.051402437921745335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040714763321817116,0.0,0.03791360786988707,0.04773166467729832,0.0,0.03799133792793279,0.04340214114037919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079088420402936,0.22021836878655607,0.047152458589855034,0.0,0.06749017193661858,0.0,0.03807385317822764,0.03985899649802722,0.0,0.0,0.05457723804058811,0.0,0.0,0.04493375656353101,0.0,0.07169234394226742,0.07663979832933161,0.04167063864590796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266943919040325,0.12219458202105547,0.0,0.1892457903900098,0.05560013538499812,0.0,0.09038192481495952,0.0,0.0,0.032368651718461795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03784272924798475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839165101866801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034708456970211486,0.0,0.048585582730196565,0.0,0.15637758896718915,0.0,0.03070156960635339
anxiety,ab01468,2020/02/06,"Struggling with social anxiety (needing external validation and social media paranoia) Whenever I go to parties, I'm confident. I can hide my anxiety pretty well. But after I leave, I ask my husband for compliments or positive things anyone said about me. I just want to know that my hard work as a person is noticed. I want people to say I'm beautiful, smart and talented. He tells me everyday and honestly it's helped me to see myself as worthy, but if someone comes around that hates me, it throws me into depression. 

Social media has impacted me because I will overanalyze my pictures and essentially cyberbully myself. I can be really mean to myself. If someone puts a bad picture of me on social media, I can't handle it. My friend, for example, will tell me it's not a big deal and the photo is not bad, but I'm so scared that someone will come and pick apart my appearance or my life. On social media, someone could be making fun of me and I'd never know because they're doing it behind their phone. The funny thing is I'm not self conscious about how I look in person, just in pictures because I have no opportunity to defend myself if they're not in person.

Any advice is appreciated. I want to get better.",5.326346153846154,6.4493651709401725,7.006912393162395,70.87524038461542,68.23076923076923,9.610683760683765,30.86431623931624,9.827888789773867,3.217949572649573,966,38,163,22,16,335,131,234,0.132,0.675,0.193,0.8987,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,8,15,1,2,5,0,16,1,0,3,1,40,38,19,0,8,14,1,1,0,1,3,1,2,0,4,10,12,0,0,4,0,0,6,7,6,1,0,1,5,33,9,25,31,0,18,0,1,2,0,21,9,0,6,3,115,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023391811758314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121876464861716,0.0,0.16023356676557496,0.0,0.0,0.07322838978321584,0.0,0.0,0.0932302982191916,0.09790672611061857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488733853123636,0.19152400891949198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262357882694916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804281353888152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361694279581185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797017160634807,0.09020224186368013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091274453750122,0.0,0.05471615997899613,0.0,0.059519447320688965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381589301487174,0.1033974117291096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019710228769542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511175542392298,0.0,0.0,0.11089203813977118,0.0,0.0,0.07397262210457928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794530827572992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990688414194174,0.0,0.0,0.11407970770406488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765463042134785,0.08077284114094439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923374542337413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260534468418244,0.2743338639074199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654622592637944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052807632285954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709156415710456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996204970315188,0.08328406504147451,0.1048511943037566,0.0,0.08345481310723955,0.0,0.10925434893040327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337860360891482,0.3549434428872073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948464952022792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830741189926179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915351991739813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531421046751365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416322566809447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624337408659608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ranger556,2020/02/06,"Anxiety controls my life. Not sure what to do       I’m a 21 one year old dude.  I developed something along the lines of bipolar disorder around age 13 after the passing of a family member.  Weirdly enough, I began with me pulling out my hair.  It strangely brought me a sense of relief/escape.  After some time it became almost subconscious to be plucking hairs.  Later came the awkward bald patches that I spent every day trying to hide by pushing my hair a certain way etc.  I still struggle with this issue 9 years later(trichtillomania).  I think it’s messed with my self esteem going through school, being whispered about and made fun of for my bald spots.  During those years I’d dealt with the textbook symptoms for bipolar disorder, and somewhat “self diagnosed” myself knowing that my dad is bipolar.  I had terrible lows and contemplated ending it all frequently.  Also had extreme bouts of unexplained rage.  It really damaged my relationship with my family, getting in extreme fights and arguments all the time.  Around age 15, I tried smoking weed with a fishing buddy of mine at the time.  I remember how surprised I was.  Upon further experimentation, I found that it alleviated some of my depression/other symptoms.  I have a medicinal card now and use it regularly.  

The anxiety didn’t really manifest itself until later in high school.  I’d find myself sitting in class with sweaty palms and my heart pounding for no apparent reason.  Although I was still somewhat social and had few issues there.  Somewhere along the line I’ve developed this sense of constant worry.  I’m always sweating the next thing.  Even if it’s as insignificant as talking to someone.  Or being somewhere on time.  My social skills have plummeted from working full time straight out of school(I dropped out).  I get full body trembling when put in most social scenarios.  Feel like I can’t breath.  The embarrassment of this has played into me being even more insecure about myself.  At this point, even so much as the THOUGHT of my anxiety can trigger an ice cold rush of adrenaline into my blood.  It now feels like a “battle” with my own mind every day.  Trying to stay in a worry free mindset.  All it takes is one thought to slip by...”I hope my anxiety doesn’t come on” - and so begins a domino effect of my body going into trembling anxious mode.  Today for the first time in 4 years that I confronted my boss about being underpaid.  Just the anxiety leading up to that moment was crippling. The fear of making a fool of myself.  I was very matter-of-fact in describing that I was being paid significantly below the industry standard, and fellow employees in regards to the work I am licensed for.  He took it as a threat.  Without citing his every word, he nearly fired me.  Upon his initial reaction, my anxiety kicked in and I stiffened up and was helplessly fidgeting trying to avoid trembling like a leaf.  It didn’t work.  From the muscles around my lips to my knees, I was trembling like an abused animal.  My voice trembled as I spoke.  I felt disappointment in myself as I watched him observing my nervous behavior with a sort of conviction.  I was so helpless.  Couldn’t really even articulate my argument.  Lucky to have a job and a small raise, I left feeling dead inside.  All the time spent preparing for that meeting was useless.  I didn’t even get my point across.  

This is the millionth time anxiety has messed something important up for me and I’m lost for a direction.  I feel like someone else is in control of my life.  I’ve never posted on reddit.  This is the only time I’ve actually felt a need to post something.  Any insight into this would be so greatly appreciated.  Thank you!",4.865996397323723,7.25475246119403,5.558455995882658,75.7861194029851,71.40298507462686,8.20277920741122,31.10396294390118,8.939507131559953,3.0118064848172925,2919,131,474,60,58,945,340,670,0.182,0.757,0.061,-0.9972,3,1,3,0,2,0,78.0,0,1,0,10,25,44,5,12,39,0,39,22,14,12,7,90,76,30,1,5,5,1,10,5,1,1,8,3,0,2,30,36,0,3,16,1,5,12,10,29,0,3,30,15,67,16,99,37,17,100,0,7,1,0,18,44,0,11,43,331,97,11,0.0,0.07410759176583914,0.061036540239450016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263146827638746,0.0,0.0,0.050018559878687766,0.05204385085067265,0.0,0.0,0.042533889326099736,0.0,0.33493628962334565,0.07065994869904199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703942588133755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389505295705387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153674284148964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053878429230037314,0.0,0.06759074431635026,0.1403028471012479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067487248481146,0.0,0.0,0.06348356675057526,0.0,0.0,0.14336783524938435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522497279161333,0.0,0.055397796388729034,0.06462744342602858,0.06975608512704504,0.20655747148325512,0.0,0.15809483438773092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792689263149285,0.07038240750204885,0.12650192917445416,0.13405008871515472,0.12010924881410948,0.0,0.057166535225966576,0.053202176694054866,0.0,0.06857920965528502,0.0,0.0,0.09803418120399726,0.0,0.07109344279079582,0.0,0.0,0.06895793892847163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411812062568536,0.0,0.06608400474781356,0.0,0.06212296912752512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056497403884154,0.0620679318666026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0343740212954485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795715419878559,0.0,0.08835714399937057,0.15278575004171324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827709315093622,0.0,0.0,0.05918318386606493,0.04175039665313208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063154319877315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045979008793117435,0.046377572993537175,0.048239857888496426,0.0,0.06651910705497785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563222243032744,0.0,0.08476650238076765,0.047569570960091886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825366481085225,0.0,0.11980486582201708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287669202668958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020702038231497,0.06430840736358967,0.0,0.06715173020818255,0.0708531992066951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899017475199508,0.0,0.0,0.13049966279894148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127540019699696,0.10599120324029952,0.14445447721773408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666664420850881,0.09989972383922946,0.0,0.0,0.06538737351842867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894950861347089,0.1300199048791488,0.04702732166149099,0.050272654650650686,0.0,0.0575845823878655,0.0,0.0,0.0415532370205101,0.04007738900699888,0.0,0.09931015970040966,0.3282432651317011,0.0,0.05928694218842371,0.0,0.06949166631657594,0.16986036861494566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540202521496792,0.0,0.05160756397720968,0.0,0.049646645737425096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060292770526148974,0.0,0.13660419067563814,0.12703838555541985,0.0,0.0444313691232207,0.0,0.0,0.16111205297495235
anxiety,ILikeMilk22,2020/02/06,"Does anyone else have really bad texting anxiety? My friend is kind of bi polar and at points she won't respond to my texts for weeks, and I have no other way to contact her. It freaks me the hell out.",3.1764285714285734,4.065261880952382,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,73.04761904761905,7.504761904761906,23.523809523809533,7.793537801064563,0.9753238095238096,157,4,34,2,3,52,38,42,0.273,0.665,0.063,-0.8676,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617213981001996,0.0,0.0,0.2392187472519919,0.3505430857989301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856564930454498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29939212896621703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28579794381673324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26432160316896536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562660607720466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32341464347893056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917128010532602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715594862413193,0.27442858811593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tangerineloving,2020/02/06,"When it hits you.. I'm 25 yo girl loving with my bf. I love him but our relationship is not what I had in mind when we started dating. He's okay, I guess. I used to have a big group of friends but now.. I don't have any. My best friend is ghosting me atm and I don't know what I did wrong. My anxiety is kicking me like a boxing champ and I could really use a friend now.. but I'm alone. I talk to my bf but I would really love to have someone else to talk to. I should be studying for my finals, but for the last month I've been watching sit coms dreaming about having a group of friends who will just be there.. I'm a mess. I just need a friend and I don't have any...",-1.0670352941176482,0.7590663200000023,1.3031764705882374,101.43511764705885,89.13333333333333,4.59607843137255,16.15686274509804,5.900188976854957,-0.8537725490196078,508,11,134,4,17,171,87,150,0.07200000000000001,0.642,0.28600000000000003,0.9903,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,2,8,14,0,0,7,1,20,3,0,2,0,22,33,10,1,4,8,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,24,12,12,23,1,12,0,0,1,3,22,2,0,1,10,84,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387318354509108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020646932595829,0.0,0.113655251808006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591451183984364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862064710545267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411074335719895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627506122861003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739220901411212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366604110661612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164990527801425,0.12110396217520585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258354739186754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022692908778137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001283066531892,0.0,0.11858674803268215,0.0,0.0,0.11016239297111004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035483693937094,0.0,0.0,0.15950802973054756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588244521188915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051582484194256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388290537798361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25663267228497266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553950173888504,0.16243741249995905,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Martin-Esse,2020/02/06,"Can’t handle University First posting and I’m coming straight out of and anxiety attack, I’m in my second year of law school and I’m not being able to handle it put simply, my mind is working overtime and my heart keeps pounding and I feel like I’m about to implode, it’s just too fucking much I need a break but I can’t have any time to relax and be mentally stable, I’m disappointing people around me and I’m just at the point of breaking, no optimism what so ever and I need someone to give some help on how to find positive in all this fucking mess of a life, if this all over the place it’s the best I can do because my mind is all over the place as well, I miss people I shouldn’t miss, I’m not there for those who need because I can’t even be there for myself. I wanna sleep for a month, tired of everything tired of my depressed brain, it’s just too much to handle I wanna quit everything",1.6713643363104396,3.3920263612565438,3.4336495226362835,90.45630736064061,78.58115183246073,6.1695103172158925,22.23005851555282,7.048011613610866,0.5863684016014781,709,21,155,8,17,237,105,191,0.146,0.7020000000000001,0.152,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,14,12,3,0,7,0,12,8,3,1,4,36,30,13,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,2,1,0,2,7,8,1,2,0,1,17,4,27,26,7,22,0,4,0,2,3,12,2,2,6,106,26,2,0.1322382596725631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992655122048826,0.0,0.10116190669747724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177200872477127,0.0,0.15044011091254594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122243141048706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877589507407115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476216316128056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391155153218822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389661928535855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734212334499797,0.11961707665707652,0.0,0.0,0.2376944420429862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686363740557717,0.09447103913253274,0.0,0.0,0.120863373642655,0.11248179612353593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445042804167135,0.0,0.12685498835870598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670297441438338,0.08863651799563849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175394411779868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340379355668076,0.06460493406351148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332650629793323,0.0,0.2670458907578693,0.0,0.1055513172440518,0.0,0.194420672777008,0.2941589818869042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335471781453067,0.0,0.27632167175796296,0.0,0.12500789857345826,0.0,0.12664769873509307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329359754233284,0.0,0.14065166669089738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383217865237734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233376056220558,0.0,0.11204504829119026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710919264698593,0.3039768529195277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889807662218008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627102799169736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515710362748179
anxiety,MortisFlame,2020/02/06,"I Wish I Wasn’t So Sensitive Tagged someone in a post on Facebook and they still haven’t seen/reacted to it. Or maybe they have seen it. Maybe they saw it and hated it, so now they hate me! And they won’t talk to me anymore and I’m going to die alone ...

This is how my brain works all the time. I hurt my own feelings over the slightest thing and usually it’s something that’s only happening inside my head. But maybe it won’t be. Maybe this time I’m right. People have hurt me in the past when I ignored these feelings, so now I don’t know what to think. I just wish I didn’t care. I wish I didn’t cry every time someone slightly raised their voice at me. I’m grown-ass man, for Christ’s sake. I shouldn’t be acting like this.",0.19764705882353084,2.2303536878980914,1.690745597602099,99.3898388909704,85.36942675159236,4.7132259273136015,18.152491569876357,5.900188976854957,-0.5139161483701766,567,14,136,4,17,182,89,157,0.168,0.745,0.087,-0.9294,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,6,1,9,7,2,0,4,0,13,2,2,1,1,19,30,12,1,4,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,5,5,23,2,10,20,2,18,1,2,2,0,8,6,0,1,10,81,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319491209751851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634766088969962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422217654854318,0.0,0.0,0.12989391576975415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399441298061293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222223130427024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073409243914366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288356517226576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724049830301663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266037500103253,0.0,0.0,0.2515644273802588,0.1307502873227288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727710323555072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001631461003728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224174385013009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119661290090229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689428006048573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161876894468453,0.08832388381285043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220150401535702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879984620836923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158930829821721,0.09807959366341347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174268575771052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024001810567269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463963210143008,0.08163348283706445,0.0,0.0,0.22286582380097408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031431631899854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395149444722583,0.0,0.0,0.09274952062573537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EldritchKnight124,2020/02/06,"Why am I like this? -be me-

Get home from long day at work

Find out we have to go look at houses

Go to look at houses

Immediately have to shit because anxiety sucks

Text friend who lives 2 minutes away

Friend says yes to lending me his bathroom

Decline friend's  invitation so you don't blow up his bathroom

Go to Cumberland Farms instead

Place toilet seat paper cover down

Proceed to slowly emit mashed potato poop

Poop doesn't break paper barrier

Poop smears on ass hair

Take one square of toilet paper

Wipe

Realize there is a lot 

Reach for tp

there is no more tp

have to waddle with shit caked ass hair to grab

 more plastic toilet seat covers

Wipe with 20+ toilet seat covers

Poop smears more

Hurry home to shower

Grandfather runs into the shower

Have to wait with shitty asshole

Finally get into shower

Ice cold

No more towels

Family used them all

Use my daughter's 5 day old tiny trolls towel to dry myself

Stare into my own eyes into the mirror

-be me-",3.5900534759358287,5.877809716577546,4.286096256684496,83.92561497326206,74.8288770053476,6.325133689839571,21.16042780748663,7.285733465282438,0.7826491978609624,775,19,139,9,17,247,125,187,0.13,0.8009999999999999,0.069,-0.9236,5,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,1,1,4,7,3,0,3,1,11,11,11,2,1,17,23,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,5,0,2,9,0,2,2,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,0,10,12,4,29,21,7,24,0,0,5,2,11,13,5,1,7,71,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168161237192644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434679559149797,0.0,0.0,0.09308533275420032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695949122365025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395325371389792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672768777312225,0.13956627815240813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539300797136841,0.0,0.1595603179176735,0.0,0.2603511085322583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306343832535783,0.0,0.0,0.35239373859104794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460217207062862,0.0,0.13483809997753982,0.1351358998506349,0.25646136997241675,0.0,0.0,0.12982123704360066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023439194389136,0.0,0.10347439461319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595404221221402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143425178772642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31349150676343435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481242006055906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637698964117297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778922773412178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116840996374118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emptymike85,2020/02/06,"I am having trouble breathing for 3 days now. I know I have anxiety and have been referred by my dr for CBT . I have had large panic attacks in the past that seen to snow ball when I feel that I have a health problem (heart attack/cancer/Ms). 

I've been ok for about 3 months and then suddenly 3 days ago I found myself having to catch my breath. Since then I am pretty much constantly focused on my breathing and having to catch my breath. It's also a bit painful now on my chest.  A tight pain.

I have no other obvious symptoms but I keep worrying that it is something more serious and the snowball is rolling. How the fuck do I snap out of this... I just want to breathe normally!!!!!!",2.9659881422924883,4.465433688405799,4.0099736495388685,88.6578853754941,74.43478260869566,7.047167325428196,27.03820816864296,7.686295010490155,1.4536144927536236,531,20,111,7,11,172,89,138,0.193,0.755,0.052000000000000005,-0.9502,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,1,6,1,16,13,7,1,1,18,23,10,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,8,0,0,5,3,18,1,14,18,3,18,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,12,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721614092876599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183220390930476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567750005969126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035380277747557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362773840938466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165974097432914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287609837703133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967694920199247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944626249007977,0.0,0.16396354420265533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885220313790972,0.0,0.21016871384247546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576429118238444,0.0,0.0,0.0974706830701088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156454063787888,0.0,0.13037768713272746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737720505001567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774403727801151,0.2080900425321204,0.0,0.0,0.16930717575193185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043567108052386,0.0,0.16970654695130094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671141394611092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365379632283753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843416694304438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460966163039737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011448398459856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foodandtears,2020/02/06,Tired of seeking help. Is it just me or it's actually a thing when you feel like a burden even for your doctor?! I have been missing my appointments for 2 months now just because of this feeling. I tell everyone around that I am doing perfect just because I don't want to project myself as someone always needing help UGHHH ievndidgv Idk if I make sense,2.816397515527953,5.313498507246378,3.8166045548654246,85.25608695652177,78.42028985507247,5.681987577639752,28.697722567287784,6.868970318607317,1.6410853002070396,283,13,51,3,7,91,57,69,0.145,0.67,0.185,0.5987,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,1,12,12,4,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,2,7,11,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,38,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.2510137413328251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140311633677976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289840974825405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136030036470132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26327989672005464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989417655015962,0.0,0.0,0.2457887728051311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26012059664037346,0.1837610397661432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448239557369271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566676482598044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169916946338662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531392460119105,0.0,0.0,0.1907285056684736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179452535263422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482531275066928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708883473422425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956414106918421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171751403114164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aulei,2020/02/06,"Paying for Treatment: Money worries I'm 16. I am hoping to be going to residential treatment next month to help with my anxiety, depression and other struggles. The issue is, our insurance will cover everything but our deductible and out of pocket maximum, which leaves us paying $6000 out of pocket. I'm really stressed and scared about this. I don't have a job because of my symptoms, and so I can't help my parents pay. I really don't want them to have to pay this much for me. They've already spent so much on me. They recently had to pay $10,000 for my sister's funeral and memorial stone, and I don't want them to now have to spend tons of money on me. I'm worried that if they do it I'll feel really guilty, and we won't be able to travel or do anything fun because all of the money that we could have used for fun will now be spent on treatment. What if it isn't worth it? If I go, I'll be missing a month of my internship, and I'm scared the lady I'm interning will be mad at me. I'm also worried that if I'm missing a month of my at school classes, I won't get any credit. I feel like this treatment could be helpful, but I'm really scared that I could be making a bad decision. I'm so anxious about this and I can't stop freaking out. Any advice, comfort or other words would be awesome. Thank you so much.",4.281902242911554,4.280714075539571,5.813546339399067,82.50870715192553,70.11510791366906,8.84333474396953,29.30258146424037,8.671277953709913,2.0764419805332195,1035,36,219,16,17,354,126,278,0.21600000000000005,0.654,0.13,-0.9688,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,5,1,4,0,9,18,1,5,7,0,32,1,0,2,1,38,56,22,1,11,8,2,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,15,15,0,1,3,1,13,3,8,11,0,0,3,2,30,7,31,36,5,19,0,3,0,0,15,8,0,7,9,144,45,9,0.11277331611911193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020077932228373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444815862359225,0.09018478015657692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533794442455712,0.0,0.08627127815698048,0.12740174756637326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928028302567597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416100841489723,0.1374911335642677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270120949418582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713149192503223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135338486245693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404315417767592,0.08056527956866759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589194031252629,0.0,0.12818334882516225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267687299054821,0.0,0.0,0.11200934867032898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770604260099116,0.11191011504007743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941065858874768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509534585557168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527706420865833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27004375501824257,0.0,0.2487040896348213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993570107805278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522142172809514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889818961267981,0.0,0.11135004459339436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33871728869787804,0.11413261659254473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428354193040316,0.12918145259318034,0.11789515571974868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721465557929114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382651790961928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565241387911334,0.09739993666226043,0.0,0.0,0.13303324740584338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435803299979745,0.0,0.08011092814650829,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Erdrin,2020/02/06,"Is anxiety causing my head NUMBNESS AND TINGLING . So I am not sure if Anxiety is causing numbness and tingling in the back of my head or is it the other way around ( the numbness causing my anxiety) . I never had anxiety before and I’m still not sure if I do . I recently started feeling this numbness and tingling feeling on the back of my head . I even had a brain MRI but it turned out to be normal . Idk but i feel like it gets worse when i think about it . It drives me crazy , it’s just constant numbness and sometimes feels like pins and needles . I’ve searched the symptoms and can’t seem to find any medical condition related to what is actually happening to me . Has any of you experienced something like this ? It only happens in the back or top of my head . And i just cant keep my neck completely still . Has any of you experienced this . It’s killing me , its the only thing i can think about :’(",2.7872752808988785,4.827839117977528,4.194817415730338,84.80267556179776,76.35955056179775,7.371348314606742,30.787921348314608,8.278499904357787,2.395043820224718,705,35,139,13,16,233,91,178,0.159,0.757,0.083,-0.9078,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,13,11,1,0,8,0,14,17,6,3,3,36,28,16,1,3,10,0,4,3,0,0,11,0,0,0,15,10,0,1,8,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,6,20,5,16,25,0,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,13,100,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.1046079659056024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186911460087076,0.0,0.3280190037734833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542728830378304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472816362253537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121601671467132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966634012211685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33035988187726784,0.0,0.0,0.11239310953191667,0.11584094133187993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080203710662514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168063498055418,0.15316188253731244,0.0,0.0,0.09797532665513373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600555691579612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958637880978568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44005664816272794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528085140435737,0.11859664250648493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711185268881267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798882982550796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267626883001733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502945378500393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305498436233992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584325246461766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758733658049658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252482293624243,0.10601971990559514,0.0,0.07587397708504895,0.0,0.17121394601260212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206217990069825,0.1114178303954456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121634982022539,0.13737391163989998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659861426641233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508730351120704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924202102186496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kie-ran,2020/02/06,Started taking xanax xr but it does not help i have pretty bad anxiety and when i took xanax 0.5mg i stopped the panic attacks but when i started xanax xr it didn't work. started feeling so anxious on the train :*,0.6647286821705407,3.179920162790697,2.023604651162792,93.31897286821709,91.55813953488372,3.7968992248062015,25.77131782945737,5.46131890053228,0.6767550387596901,169,8,33,1,6,54,31,43,0.46799999999999997,0.455,0.077,-0.972,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,8,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574934130526514,0.2890742863676855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911031788387227,0.0,0.0,0.21365112199122174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392441910569671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293818336041922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151258393265534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30022287217796984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032439974532945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433446550017145,0.0,0.0,0.21392915026970002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923917254310634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842947697928045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186285440155958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gips3,2020/02/06,"I often talk to my anxiety I often talk to « my anxiety » like it’s a little animal living in my head. What I fear the most is dying and all my panic attacks start with an « omg that’s it I’m gonna die now », I found that challenge my anxiety help. When I feel the panic attack close, or my anxiety at a hight level, making my chest ache, I just say, sometimes I even yell, something like « go on, kill me now, you’ve been trying for years now just kill me once and for all, I just feel my chest hurt I’m sure you can do better » etc... A bit like lieutenant Dan shouting at the storm in Forrest Gump. You will look completely crazy and it’s mentally hard to face your worst fears, but afterwards, what a relief when I can say to my anxiety « see? You can’t really hurt me »
I hope this might help people struggling with fear of death",1.4867324561403519,3.3684852280701776,3.276370614035088,90.60824013157897,79.76023391812865,6.614181286549706,20.04422514619883,7.645422480735847,0.5990260233918123,638,16,139,10,16,213,103,171,0.28300000000000003,0.596,0.121,-0.9791,0,0,1,0,0,2,18.0,0,4,0,2,11,21,4,6,8,0,8,4,4,1,3,23,20,7,5,1,5,0,3,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,13,0,0,2,9,26,8,14,15,6,17,0,2,2,0,10,8,0,6,11,85,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214595153266583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507047101059494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745046416482407,0.1202944522826756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155278076561414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871111218696066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288639193593212,0.07277674012742197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37196927398974505,0.1114265918225708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081313939862172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262117963582019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870491332900984,0.0,0.11308251017005864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771055680632408,0.0,0.0,0.10943944916812813,0.0,0.0,0.2359125449896967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438087203248447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149377816421054,0.1104352070894164,0.09729615819246648,0.0,0.09252839526531946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735499361418185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110414595509925,0.11688981510434472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734437511129653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25855879841921303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638902134779099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058790160623364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524848205203858,0.0,0.0,0.08780388727241555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482648011734173,0.1089766611140286,0.0,0.0779901389622006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519021451981533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384889585922297,0.0,0.0,0.1771264867232185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480898545976912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095609956975142
anxiety,Nerdy_McFlirty,2020/02/06,"Anxiety attacks 24/7. Not going to sugar coat it, it was was a heckin' bad time. 

Night time:
I slept in broken intervals where I wake up shouting, covered in sweat, sleep paralysis, if I could sleep at all. Few times a week I would get breaks and when I did I slept for her like 2 days straight, I was just trying to recover a little bit.

Day time: 
I would be mostly tired to the point of near insanity. Just zero energy. I would have pain throughout my whole body and mind was fuzzy. Get irritated very easily, but I was like this for so long I learned how pretend that I wasn't, I reminded myself that it's not their fault I have anxiety problems. Heart would race for no reason and would have to lay down and hope it went away soon, I would also do some light cardio jump jacks to work off the anxiousness.

Stage fright turned into stage ""I think I'm going to faint.""  Had to power through that in a public speaking class, and just whenever it's triggered (I absolutely hated interviews).

Meds:
I can finally sleep after 20 years, that was a new experience. Anxiety is managed mostly, I still get fits but I'm working on getting  another med to take care of that. Life is much better now, I only wish that had meds 20 years ago, my life would probably be entirely different. Hopefully there's still time for me to pick myself up.

Good luck everyone, I hope you win the fight with anxiety too.",2.951660516605166,5.1410241955719576,4.095164575645756,85.00952177121773,76.41697416974169,7.878435424354246,24.12413284132841,8.726425361277474,1.7797727232472331,1091,36,215,24,25,355,168,271,0.151,0.6859999999999999,0.163,0.8577,2,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,1,1,5,14,18,3,1,8,0,27,16,9,4,1,40,47,12,0,14,8,0,0,2,0,7,6,2,0,0,12,7,1,0,3,1,0,4,4,8,0,1,13,4,29,10,30,24,8,45,0,0,0,0,7,17,0,8,23,139,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878676677528908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107731244777697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931984408130565,0.27197185965022697,0.10040911340523503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111384330968694,0.08350569580656927,0.0,0.0742110964165313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860714670940241,0.09703395196679572,0.09872565532696773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906190944539704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709634563141031,0.0,0.0,0.1146405080872941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286069403873112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492865909595916,0.0,0.08694170520450989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973637073046056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185744548820766,0.0,0.10102511664640354,0.07454833609418432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877506096838249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532324062369763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648337155789708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555716010753015,0.08684456745352986,0.089081120341082,0.0,0.07865601258138426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29617696598090315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897434739671384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533703453185526,0.0,0.0,0.08584086818342179,0.0,0.08340786914777927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759725322635284,0.09457459789475098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840203386726949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582768420308298,0.08504616673519529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138345394762894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668325963515211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195938271691458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682670679489379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056950722040986,0.0,0.0,0.259133244975346,0.10215449752541238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060343693030251035,0.09667592910737073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333531709775816,0.0,0.0,0.07129418342639783,0.0,0.0,0.0823926603724638,0.0,0.09923135786180147,0.1022076259462421,0.0,0.0,0.12941141269529838,0.0,0.0,0.4419646665795936,0.0,0.0,0.11447162569431328
anxiety,runchamunch,2020/02/06,I'm tired of being scared of everything. I feel so suicidal because I really can't see myself ever feeling better. I can't imagine ever going through a whole day without worrying and feeling nauseous over stuff that hasnt even happened yet.,6.689333333333334,7.967391711111107,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,65.22222222222223,9.555555555555557,39.444444444444436,9.725611199111238,4.488777777777777,197,11,28,4,3,66,37,45,0.233,0.606,0.16,-0.7653,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,8,11,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,5,10,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143942830918246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520601220405368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963602220932865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532493944564472,0.4197572456978108,0.0,0.0,0.2085278438037701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35195429940782336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318643544975418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517769641314185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486402545396585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322960927487516,0.0,0.1848927628780903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656115020408449,0.2537961510380614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666769873150902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590460547778411,0.0,0.2236624632090081,0.0,0.0,0.2356312206875437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunsetscorpio,2020/02/07,"Anxiety is Triggering a depression relapse Recently my workplace has slowed down a lot. They aren’t giving me many hours and I’m a server, so because we are slow tips have been scarce. I got paid today, deposited it in the bank, and then got an oil change for my car which was way more than I thought it would be. My bank overdrafted and now I won’t have enough to pay my bills which come out in a few days. I just had an anxiety attack and started getting suicidal. Now I’ve calmed down but I feel heavily depressed and the suicidal thoughts are lingering. I don’t know what to do. I could really use some advice. Please don’t tell me to get a new job, I am also a student and will be finishing my program in about 2 months. I’ll start job searching then, for something in the field I’ve been studying.",2.711305872042068,4.528052527607361,3.863597721297108,88.09970858895706,75.87116564417178,7.847326906222611,26.980280455740576,8.634040054169528,1.9360415425065731,634,25,133,13,14,206,107,163,0.138,0.821,0.040999999999999995,-0.9359999999999999,4,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,0,6,4,1,0,11,0,21,0,0,2,0,21,36,11,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,6,2,4,3,0,0,9,2,17,1,14,21,5,25,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,2,15,87,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508816672573637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347671291387695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236237064107892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756566838559389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412316134631347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633388131145613,0.13300525553760678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232789201070448,0.0,0.0,0.09957771768450238,0.0,0.2659756407345217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954046453212095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807123210669024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133929055709995,0.14811825417110713,0.0,0.0,0.24698174751942675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205670209705913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064440168944595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485632472201711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126864221132045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654128174946422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324368980620125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491242123814128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948907421930234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891506793997057,0.0,0.15245518662167815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886763670524585,0.0,0.0,0.21857569692686704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33778552923743604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349557812946552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451588392088761,0.0,0.0,0.14635680751098162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335536213755092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255859900254723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968407372992024,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,procraper,2020/02/07,Buspar don't do shit There aren't any side effects for a reason - it's just chalk.,0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222235,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,86.22222222222223,3.6,14.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.3746444444444441,65,1,15,0,2,21,16,18,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.4449,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239261172311531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6409480503876067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6399001827110574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aquamanda,2020/02/07,"I'm having anxiety spikes every day at 3pm like clockwork. Any suggestions on how to combat it? I'm not sure exactly when it started, but I noticed the regularity in early December of last year and began to pay more attention to the pattern. Every single day, no matter what I do that morning or the night before, I get a bad anxiety spike at EXACTLY 3pm. Like, you could set your clock to me. It's weird. 

It's always the same symptoms: my pulse elevates, my stomach gets upset and I feel kind of nauseous, and my whole body feels like it's buzzing. I've tested and ruled out all the possible factors I could think of (caffeine, medications & the time I take them, what time I go to bed/wake up, what and when I eat, activity level/timing) and tried multiple methods of treating it (Xanax, CBD, exercising before & after it hits, and simply lying down and trying to relax). The Xanax is the only thing that actually helps, but the anxiety is strong enough I have to take a double dose which then makes me really drowsy and shoots my productivity way down.

Are there any possible causes or treatment methods I'm missing?",5.133333333333329,6.3172445555555585,6.414888888888887,74.71900000000002,68.72222222222221,9.278518518518519,30.14074074074074,9.558583805096642,2.8692540740740737,888,34,159,19,15,300,137,216,0.138,0.785,0.077,-0.8943,0,0,2,1,0,0,35.0,0,2,1,1,4,12,0,1,11,0,8,9,2,3,4,30,24,17,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,14,10,1,0,4,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,18,8,20,20,7,26,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,18,98,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.12972332331747571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061081221351228,0.2880654581713279,0.0,0.18079784520398248,0.0,0.3050798874092123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099340923670774,0.0,0.0,0.226232194184666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765847148199926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655869447699084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227218914307566,0.0,0.0,0.17146143156028965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602353160581554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373552089592049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400338371786227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344297251630231,0.09496728206258398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890389521423646,0.0,0.0755488239399099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910211301611866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842914704595907,0.0,0.1083580463946461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948328837762721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887337352743097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391589985385602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474851067985272,0.0,0.0,0.15134497456187498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011014518437785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997237163645438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516021227563357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409058263945667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528767415832334,0.13816817018278327,0.19989797680916185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831470426980913,0.08517802731739517,0.0,0.0,0.1550284725343449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805054106132012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551593932680947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484148226358186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560442177923297
anxiety,thegothsloth,2020/02/07,"Not sure if I want to take meds after hearing about side effects. I might have mild general anxiety but I’m not diagnosed so I guess I shouldn’t say that. I’m just on edge most of the time and I have trouble sleeping because I get anxious and I ruminate about every little thing that’s bugging me. I don’t even have a reason to be this anxious!! It’s gotten to the point where I’m afraid of falling asleep because I don’t want to suddenly have a mental breakdown. My doctor decided to have me try hydroxyzine. I specifically asked her if there were many side effects, particularly weight gain. She said no but you might have dry mouth. 

A google search shows that weight gain is in fact a side effect since antihistamines can stimulate your appetite. I can already hardly control what goes into my face so I’m super freaked out. I’m starting to have an anxiety spiral, someone please tell me if you have experience taking this and how it’s helped (or not) and if you had any side effects. I’d probably be taking one dose every other day or so based on how often I get anxious. I can usually tell if it’s gonna be a bad night based on how I feel the whole day lol.",2.760018315018314,4.786928029914531,4.136056166056168,85.25576923076923,76.3931623931624,7.021245421245422,26.100122100122103,7.957251820313856,1.6111199023199023,925,35,183,15,21,305,135,234,0.133,0.763,0.10400000000000001,0.3326,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,8,13,6,0,1,9,1,22,9,4,10,2,42,42,19,0,8,13,0,4,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,11,6,2,1,7,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,7,25,2,17,31,2,22,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,12,8,115,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021440011350202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024310099512054,0.0,0.18053722701055128,0.3999145262472887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031277150281933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985239103610478,0.14386171459673558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234547449367656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219868305330006,0.0,0.0,0.11976610507544208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077657713900933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793696888827374,0.0,0.19883783595585933,0.0,0.0,0.11542528252281213,0.0,0.0,0.05966364256627296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329880679403248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998877195352793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570357707385404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299300909976086,0.0,0.07909198083156757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826560634659199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963206970273872,0.0,0.0,0.13106985458313636,0.0,0.11891484508899194,0.2503557556217267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110733701833453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995891181492835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952703922092187,0.11154682676335526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722245896407738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132222349451124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224369931049463,0.09383723061443174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760966937397543,0.0,0.11808382696475332,0.0,0.09997983914660263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352002333777092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121229326143144,0.0,0.26616080833906713,0.0,0.2062719718938932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839303312582176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880593828238109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011331040842379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995879795461018,0.0,0.13919727457356704,0.0,0.0,0.28738103540288074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174123384603886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,locusthewolf,2020/02/07,"Finally got the courage to see a doctor:) So today I was diagnosed with severe anxiety. I have some tablets now and my doctor wants me to see a therapist... What do I say? What if I'm making it all up? I have so many worried about it so I might not go. My previously councillor told me to remove what was causing my anxiety from my life, so now I don't do anything at all. I'm nervous to go back to them too. I guess I'm just stuck in a rut and wanted some words of advice/support.",0.639417475728159,2.4484393980582557,3.4347669902912656,88.78244174757285,82.20388349514563,6.838446601941747,23.89223300970874,7.908726449838941,1.2900726213592228,370,14,83,7,10,131,64,103,0.133,0.8340000000000001,0.033,-0.7743,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,4,0,8,4,0,2,2,17,22,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,3,14,1,12,16,4,11,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,5,5,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28585658604018066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537493172628811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366461192519428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193105056251866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189633631174553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38246715745288346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046686521914712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236531592637392,0.0,0.14942904794968329,0.0,0.20581985881515405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196711302190406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471383895958553,0.18942140406392294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820245049336552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485787215804466,0.0,0.0,0.2977666720526643,0.0,0.0,0.2110704129629822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201818753149693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692987994344975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709777039779687,0.17852888587343935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040029280704534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974005072902472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuperbOxygen,2020/02/07,"Anyone else get anxious over unknown callers? I have OCD pretty bad but this has me really anxious. I get these calls on my work phone and I have no idea who it is. It’s all from the same town in the middle of nowhere. They never leave a message (except once, sounded like gibberish or noise) and when I call the number back it goes straight to a voicemail message. 

The numbers it comes from are all in succession. So it’s the same number but one ends with 1, 2nd ends with 2 and 3rd ends in a 3. 
 
My mind goes crazy thinking what it could be. Did I do something? Is someone harassing me? They’ve called a few others in the building too, but most seems to go to me. 

Does anyone else get anxious over this type of stuff? How do you convince yourself to not let it get you anxious?",1.2819955323901728,3.567588063291144,2.3739463886820573,94.59640729709606,82.92405063291139,4.730305286671632,23.21816827997021,5.900188976854957,0.3256853313477288,606,22,128,4,17,192,101,158,0.14300000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.091,-0.8665,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,2,5,5,1,0,10,0,12,0,0,1,3,24,20,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,1,13,3,18,16,6,18,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,7,89,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534800311476437,0.0,0.17128478556719146,0.2509949490701188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941812411874091,0.10226750979852056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37520402080775456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550755851607163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779205960259596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718498696187867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463630081059947,0.0,0.3254485882944069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25596754911059355,0.0,0.06960944929679873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826748018558033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969095066892367,0.0,0.12524633430855353,0.0,0.059838609600596886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367209280636825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944658131596015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043953143453654,0.0829970995623936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246084170006994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784652251267381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150318264978724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377875930939606,0.09429277124917684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021280014913673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848163961450312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916849066326872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,14Questions,2020/02/07,"Anxiety in relationship So I have had anxiety for my whole life, and I have recently started to get help (in the last 3 or 4 months). I have been with my boyfriend for 10 months. Every single time I fall into an anxiety spell, where I have a low week or two, my relationship is the first thing I attack, because it is most certainly the most vunerable. We are two happy people with great communication habits, but little things (that I can look over when I'm feeling okay) become huge and terrifying. He is a very blunt guy who has problems expressing his emotions, and I really don't see that's a problem, unless I'm already heightened and sensitive. The things that I have problems with, become so big and unmanageable. I have no idea how to really deal with this.",7.24472602739726,6.983384123287671,7.772705479452058,71.84138698630139,63.93150684931507,11.409589041095893,34.003424657534254,10.9516,3.699139726027397,606,23,112,15,8,201,96,146,0.152,0.74,0.10800000000000001,-0.7704,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,5,9,1,0,8,1,15,1,0,1,1,24,22,13,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,2,3,15,4,13,20,4,19,0,1,2,0,10,9,0,4,9,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802321120626105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078426816974353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259988893076312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176850235337126,0.2962869476455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828907322212586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508857609563835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130159758131012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782355835625073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409662948974116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008090235659188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788621250485842,0.0,0.13281644637983978,0.0,0.14279103768500978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990901907275864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142403498641974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933933360503692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094744735536304,0.0,0.13444023711216946,0.0,0.0,0.11264106553452763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141333078024844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299351550496432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38505218987758427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186284119536005,0.0,0.13244383324728398,0.28802528607872685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688960283033704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494266412702844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26734343872954736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821620286036075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26206417836953955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106768457959314,0.0,0.0,0.10759638953646106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975886280755196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rionchou,2020/02/07,"I've gotta get this out. I feel like I'm going to have another breakdown and I'm scared. I already posted this in r/mentalhealth, but I want to post it here too since my issues seem to primarily be anxiety...

To give some context, I've been dealing with anxiety and depression for many years - since I was a kid. Although I can function, I have been absolutely miserable for most of my life. I can't find joy in anything. I just fake anything positive - in reality, I'm almost always scared. I worry all the time and cannot stop it - I've gotten so worked up from the anxiety that I've actually (mildly) dissociated many times. The real world is terrifying. I feel like a burden on everyone, and I feel like an idiot with no potential. I know it's illogical, but it doesn't make a difference. I can't just talk my way out of it, and experiences in my life don't encourage me. If anything, it makes me feel worse because I continue to feel awful despite positive events in my life.
It all kind of came to a head a few years ago. I was going to go into a medical program at community college. I did very well in my coursework, and made it into the program. I immediately dropped it; I had very intense anxiety for almost a year and just knew that if I kept going, I would have a breakdown - if what I was having wasn't the beginning of a breakdown, or a mini one (I wasn't really...functioning). I knew it wasn't for me, despite doing well in the classes. Despite working hard for it, dropping my place in the program was an easy decision.

I had been passively suicidal for a few years before then, but this time it just got more intense. I researched methods. I probably wouldn't have gone through with anything, or I would have picked a shoddy method like slitting my wrists or overdosing - one with a high chance of failure. I posted on Reddit asking for advice then, too. Someone suggested making a drastic change in my life, since I really had nothing to lose. I decided they were right, and instead of taking any plans I had further, I chose to get my bachelor's degree so I could teach abroad. I've definitely still had my moments where the suicidal ideation has gotten more intense, at times it's been more active than passive. But I chose to keep going. I wish I knew why. I worked to gain experience to help me teach. I took courses that were terrifying because I knew they would help me be a better teacher and a better individual. I pushed myself to get out of my comfort zone. It's been so hard making it through these past few years, but I've somehow made it through.

I was successful; I'm going to be leaving in about a week to teach overseas. I've prepared for this specific job for a full year, and I've invested a lot of time and money into it. I am literally about to leave my job, sell my car, etc so I can move across the world in 10 (!) days. I'm not ready for this at all. Despite everything I've done, I'm convinced that I'm going to fail or have another breakdown - but this time, I'll be on my own. I feel like I'm delusional for even trying to make this big move. I thought I had a handle on my mental illnesses, but they are really really overpowering me right now. People tell me not to discount the hard work I've put into this. They say I worked hard and remind me that I graduated with highest honors from community college and university. They point out that I've done all of this on my own. I wish I could say I felt proud, but in reality I know that my ""success"" was fueled by anxiety. Every single assignment and class felt like torture, like life-or-death. I had to continue to do well, or else I may as well drop out.

I wish I attempted suicide a few years ago instead of choosing to do something like this. Maybe then I could have actually gotten help for this anxiety and depression. I've gotten therapy multiple times and tried about five medications since the medical program fiasco, but I still feel like I struggle to cope. It's silly, because I function very well. I just don't know if I can handle the stress of leaving my life and going across the world. I've been crying for the past two weeks. I can't focus at my job. I've been obsessing over this move at unhealthy levels. I feel like I'm already losing my mind.

If I don't figure out a way to manage this soon, I will have a breakdown overseas. I'll be out thousands of dollars to return home, and I'll have to deal with the shame from ruining my life and showing that I can't be a real adult. I'll have to deal with it without any insurance, since leaving this job means I'm also out of insurance.

I'm so, so scared.",4.275966648590022,5.2439187787418655,5.7831012744034735,79.25972783351413,70.54013015184381,8.972912147505424,30.349850867678967,9.271962702966755,2.629440835140997,3622,147,712,74,64,1231,335,922,0.159,0.6920000000000001,0.149,-0.9731,5,0,3,0,0,1,119.0,0,0,5,17,33,45,2,8,41,1,73,12,2,8,4,127,141,50,3,16,27,0,14,10,0,7,10,2,1,2,43,39,0,3,25,1,5,17,17,18,5,5,46,16,103,27,111,79,19,111,0,7,0,0,21,51,0,18,45,469,146,27,0.0,0.0,0.08651735519820015,0.0,0.0,0.04331775384614275,0.07858990979045337,0.0,0.08877811498153564,0.0,0.09783623555141988,0.03544985917083385,0.03688525195125288,0.0,0.0,0.06029043580043299,0.09296557475190467,0.20346923211497744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591585221121206,0.0,0.041441600497611565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106758114222917,0.0,0.03772068622856919,0.0,0.0,0.0784107385241054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070052927196543,0.0,0.0,0.046894169640562235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617922003419483,0.0,0.04869328910143216,0.02858851669408135,0.1371036565653345,0.07636094923815744,0.0,0.0,0.04631433593662653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907278485669996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037031164048578064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943851642390227,0.02927886485546304,0.0,0.037349066881533964,0.04235822797508819,0.03984001750210395,0.08672447225228264,0.0,0.0,0.1793124626118623,0.1900117387751824,0.0851255207247388,0.0,0.040515873067119464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948016748260054,0.042524384777377834,0.20154538963264246,0.0,0.035453924714682526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884019058124002,0.0,0.04549430940419557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913831719211598,0.04683598783004718,0.044465568610924974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626792488174632,0.17595864007540055,0.039401622969977984,0.0,0.046161797965384464,0.07308612345183307,0.0,0.0,0.18775190328648467,0.0,0.0,0.21917602419762672,0.2165689430253565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991855510985184,0.0,0.03768690281853872,0.0,0.08389028146440147,0.14794964961702275,0.0898852303642214,0.04453440591704907,0.048287240921677736,0.0,0.1339703128710453,0.04467317280019042,0.0,0.04475962025117275,0.0,0.0,0.14134403070524873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042534839727170634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060076911032433365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463403051757629,0.03073212442007027,0.0,0.04631433593662653,0.0,0.04190520253029005,0.0,0.1273646911767876,0.0,0.04779412435103516,0.0,0.0,0.0445628559254816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091213937111908,0.08519481476943347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571339180792769,0.0,0.07050434813572129,0.13314308869211985,0.0,0.0,0.04035542699205166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833468993568372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375597901791732,0.03412660478020575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080234116885947,0.03706100162086445,0.05077868232268487,0.04634226152054139,0.0,0.1454660861813435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03332986663599834,0.03562994480112743,0.03874547133856938,0.0,0.050694037467751904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03519224847887507,0.18094004140420086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492511137954383,0.06019291799594016,0.0,0.04330295984598107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097281216959666,0.026146373464502604,0.0703725418710384,0.07111604744544467,0.0,0.19928532669423965,0.0,0.03999999809979722,0.0,0.15292837423931896,0.042731542638477435,0.0,0.16136008091603327,0.045018218118956725,0.04517500485501632,0.09447007962678064,0.0,0.0,0.199824811118946
anxiety,roz_poz,2020/02/07,"Levels of anxiety attacks I had an awful day today. All week my anxiety has been off the charts but manageable. Then my boss shouted at me via the phone and I had to what I thought was calmly go to the loos and have a cry. I cried for a bit then started hyperventilating a bit.

My point is I was thinking this is a level 2 attack as I've had much worse as I'm completely losing control to the point of passing out.

Does anyone else have a scale or is it just me?

Unfortunately the effect of my level 2 attack is still apparent 10 hours later. I feel drained and just awful.

Sorry for the stream of conscience, I'm not thinking straight and needed to put down in words how I'm feeling right now.",3.167996158770805,4.557072176056341,4.817784891165172,83.51396286811783,73.71830985915494,7.135467349551858,26.289372599231754,7.686295010490155,1.4165690140845069,547,19,111,7,11,185,90,142,0.282,0.688,0.03,-0.9896,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,3,0,12,2,13,0,0,4,1,22,24,11,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,7,3,12,1,17,17,4,25,0,1,0,0,1,12,0,1,10,73,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241882925264513,0.0,0.0,0.10245635793640498,0.15013609210533166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000930591467595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31994304170301274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363267998398655,0.0,0.16434453127280124,0.0,0.0,0.3219100567002151,0.09449896689866548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822835785688882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240602697551314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817874822082533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327570518644971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430137175584773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392826900363905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771554255117724,0.10864926339937687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770341944751256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730193567139194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513481169389085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402701754306875,0.10371385300367947,0.0,0.1170181049625644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777950261379592,0.0,0.11632751568336275,0.0,0.0,0.13889218823225855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175365809535392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932538592759675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lyssa-loo,2020/02/07,"Switch SSRIs or add on? I know we are all different but I'm having a hard time deciding what to do.


I've always struggled with anxiety but fall of 2018 I went through my second depressive episode so I finally got help. I started therapy and Lexapro/Cipralex with a diagnosis of GAD and OCD (intrusive thoughts, no compulsions). I'm not sure if the medication did anything. I slowly increased till I reached 20mg and am still on it. But it took so long to pull out of the dark place. 


I've made a lot of changes in my life and so my anxiety has been better/manageable. Mostly I've learned acceptance and to slow down. But I still struggle most days with physical symptoms of anxiety -  tight chest/throat, restlessness and tension. 


Would it make more sense to try a new SSRI or add on Abilify (antipsychotic). My doctor has left the decision up to me and I really don't know what makes sense.",2.934346785225721,5.375423877906978,4.203556771545831,82.94582079343365,77.66279069767441,8.698221614227085,29.885088919288645,9.325443323948027,3.0449264021887825,705,34,136,20,17,231,114,172,0.161,0.77,0.07,-0.9185,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,7,0,10,4,0,3,2,39,22,18,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,14,0,1,7,0,0,5,3,5,0,1,7,2,14,2,22,14,6,24,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,6,10,85,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127409735306952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620720799239191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298281208289274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953136250964204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689569584131375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101746132265506,0.0,0.13588377676680324,0.0,0.0,0.16483207577441975,0.0,0.16148036692087894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728251349641805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618002367706596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132750583823486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574734263648483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734083294836308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714134125417746,0.0,0.11143491626410504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961810171826713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412716161122706,0.0,0.14928217096752375,0.21062029596919007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589328251256748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237155650646156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483207577441975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106905259225568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166771184698147,0.0,0.25198454492623834,0.0,0.0,0.3298629250763364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869275440136595,0.16397946512370365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041937245153547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252487216027363,0.09199472632335097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752840272224266,0.10711287789774716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625082634107306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207256535546037,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigdingaling23,2020/02/07,"Do I have leukemia? I have a spleen pain that comes and goes and a burning sensation on the left side of my back.

PS.

 I was recently at the ER 4 days ago due to an anxiety attack, I thought I was having a heart attack but they did an ekg, an x-ray, and a blood test and said everything is normal. The next day I followed up with a doctor's appointment and she said that I'm fine. Am I tripping again or should I make another doctors appointment?",2.736082949308756,3.8477711182795717,4.309708141321046,87.82741935483875,74.3763440860215,8.325038402457759,27.264208909370197,8.841846274778883,1.9084144393241167,346,13,77,7,7,116,67,93,0.098,0.875,0.027000000000000003,-0.5803,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,11,0,10,5,2,1,0,13,17,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,6,2,11,1,6,10,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,8,49,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021497320020315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135069320131932,0.14689548986573114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43690306973038623,0.0,0.1476522464460916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540903300415502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24767523545409306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930831276610704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257603500239696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22754573279105686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863130797192314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817546533231972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042164430459981,0.0,0.18813974661946747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432381356616425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959750796035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653117635088815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524431736251788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stupidmale997,2020/02/07,"Panicked that I'm losing something I can never replace I thought about posting this in /r/relationships but I kinda know that there's nothing I can do at the moment.  I'm just panicked.

Long-story short, I broke up with my fiancee last spring.  It was a super slow burn and I pretty much left the relationship feeling fine, I had grieved it and healed from it while I was in it...if that makes sense. So I was casually dating over the summer, but not really investing in anyone.  Finally, I decided around October/November that I wanted to get back out there and start dating, I felt ready.  

In comes a woman, let's call her Jane.  Jane and I's first date was far and away the best I had been on (I was on about 7-8 first dates between my fiancee and this date, so I feel that's a good sample size).  She was legitimately everything I wanted.  I must have a dozen things I wanted in a new partner, expecting to find someone who hit 3-4 and be ok with that, only to have Jane hit all 12.  We met up for a 2nd and a 3rd date, each one more spectacular than the last.

Towards the end of the 3rd date we talked about what we were looking for and I confessed about having a broken engagement the year prior, expecting it to be a red flag/dealbreak, the usual anxiety.  Only it turns out that she had a broken engagement the year prior too, around the exact same time.  I can't explain the feeling I had when she said that.  It made me realize how alone and broken I had felt prior to meeting Jane.  Having a broken engagement at 27 years old felt like a scarlet letter, like I was broken and there was something wrong with me.  I felt whole again, and I didn't feel alone.

​

Months later and we've fallen deeply in love, albeit quickly, but not once in my life have I felt this way.  I have never felt so connected, nor loved someone so deeply.  I was in a 7 year relationship prior to this one and not a single day felt close to what I feel for Jane every day.  I didn't believe in soul mates until Jane, I didn't think I could ever love someone the way I love her, and I **hate** saying that because it makes me sound like a 14 year old.  It's only been a few months!  But when you know...you know.

​

However, Jane's relationship ended differently.  I left because we were headed in two different directions, and to be quite honest I just slowly fell out of love.  I left and never really looked back and immediately felt happier and more like myself.  Jane was cheated on and was shattered from it.  She really only dated as a means of slowly acclimating herself to her new life.  She didn't expect to meet me, for this to happen.  She's still getting over her loss, but doesn't want to lose me.  So it's definitely been a struggle for her to heal while she's also with me.  We've talked about it, and I've tried to be incredibly understanding, and I think I have been.  I let her lead.  She asked me to stay over the first time, she said ""I love you first"", she was the one who wanted me to meet friends first etc.

But she confessed last night that she feels like she's been lying to herself.  That she's trying to force herself to be ok with being in a relationship, when she may not be.  She wishes she met me six months from now when she could be a true partner to me, and not have this emotional wound she's still carrying.  It came to a head last night when she said she didn't know if this relationship was good for her.  **I** was good for her, but the timing might not be.  She doesn't know if she could heal while being with me, but at the same time didn't know she could love someone as deeply as she loves me.

Jane's going on a trip this weekend to see an old friend, and I have a ton of work I need to do.  So we're taking a break from the conversation until she comes back, but still talking over the weekend.  However, I can't help but feel like I'm about to lose something that I'll never ever regain.  I don't consider myself an emotional or dramatic person, by any means.  I pretty much shrugged off my 7 year relationship/engagement.  So me feeling what I feel now tells me how rare it is.  And I have no idea if I'll ever find it again.

I'm just beyond myself at the moment with anxiety, and I can't focus on anything or do anything.  I feel like I'm losing my mind.",3.0163967199783137,4.432017358294932,4.355746814854978,86.56937652480347,74.14976958525347,7.225698021143942,23.478991596638657,7.827709963407826,1.0372657359718085,3329,93,700,46,68,1101,305,868,0.095,0.7290000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.998,4,2,3,0,0,0,120.0,4,2,0,15,45,42,2,1,46,2,73,16,2,6,11,145,148,65,1,18,24,0,18,7,7,3,6,5,0,4,40,47,0,0,37,3,1,8,24,11,0,11,48,28,117,31,95,79,14,138,3,7,4,8,88,41,0,8,91,488,157,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826205305859314,0.0,0.034075137543603015,0.0,0.09233566080287477,0.10355143311540184,0.028976206683407217,0.0,0.06519294417877805,0.0,0.0,0.029793846718917612,0.0,0.07012866694234804,0.07586372506413425,0.03983452318323962,0.0,0.04003342237192477,0.09829319473214976,0.0,0.05194922335114935,0.0,0.0,0.0480067883343572,0.04471648210417477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043509492285028886,0.04873439694499794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340934609471075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608221533413678,0.0,0.0,0.05495974660005954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903659445731238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586084948158677,0.07547948346120914,0.0,0.04752132410393777,0.0,0.11562933602053008,0.0359006952603237,0.0,0.038295048496008205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154485578255986,0.09132160585549666,0.3272976417974384,0.046677084485955485,0.07788938967617241,0.18121988046695348,0.0,0.0,0.06584063682115238,0.0,0.04452384896863136,0.0,0.024216199420975755,0.10721753757596633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037679811439638826,0.0,0.0,0.04206847433501794,0.0874601415440676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028560531125472636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048101413061513935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050378576391856,0.13893108713100225,0.0,0.0,0.1388874079148843,0.08714306000124078,0.060193293090418286,0.14571938184547986,0.0,0.0,0.03770843824900227,0.07156320225453375,0.19067840465785305,0.0,0.0,0.3076569304435974,0.0403185364671762,0.05688490479957343,0.0,0.0,0.09282938857827693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452023914162843,0.04302387236880734,0.0,0.10203249460786752,0.0,0.06264638776261834,0.03159471569205697,0.13145358815776467,0.08230585230305447,0.0,0.079973046688214,0.0,0.0408853673328812,0.0,0.13413582950188052,0.0453781740483133,0.08662075341793869,0.12962705661951496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03720533850902479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04080852478739174,0.08669921414706024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532089476453312,0.0,0.0,0.08189101731774076,0.0,0.0,0.3202297535313088,0.0,0.0,0.12159537417411916,0.0338851185355818,0.0,0.0,0.033954589429507166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441298740246494,0.09840959419707092,0.0,0.0,0.030159520612063676,0.0454165051753109,0.1020850112032156,0.0,0.0,0.04454513987726302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0320373568893045,0.10274471872387207,0.037242948094409166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0283081374251866,0.05460543230809218,0.0,0.03382751682051645,0.09938474779718554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057858677237002734,0.04634735709667796,0.04162370027159167,0.04435842932777157,0.0,0.0,0.04692880687760224,0.0,0.12566217368817564,0.06764354216452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757245387216568,0.048999305012864966,0.0,0.0,0.0310205291635375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658725838531386,0.10355143311540184,0.16463634833855745
anxiety,erykaxoxo,2020/02/07,Missing gym I go to the gym everyday. It’s a new thing I’m trying and it’s good for me. But I’m anemic so it’s really hard because I basically feel like I’m gonna pass out every time I’m there. So today I didn’t go and now I just feel so anxious about it. I hate this feeling,-2.420151515151513,-0.6813730151515145,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,97.33333333333331,4.751515151515153,16.424242424242426,6.42735559955562,-0.3152303030303023,215,6,55,3,9,81,44,66,0.17,0.715,0.114,-0.5343,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,13,6,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,4,6,2,4,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174507364911202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129538034098354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23675515637855396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262470960213398,0.20074691142962772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193982756731529,0.2356900025775203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517213768656023,0.27742995358649075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728271749155024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713921665246341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800162036832725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186684337288938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385373135356965,0.0,0.266355747612887,0.0,0.0,0.19078098735655727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ktwixx,2020/02/07,"Tips and Tricks for Long Plane Rides with Anxiety? Hi everyone, 

In April my boyfriend and I are heading to Japan from California. I'm super excited but also FREAKING OUT. This is the first time I'll be going on a long plane ride since I was a child. 
I've been on shorter plane rides recently and one Xanax before the ride seems to do the trick. However, I'm worried it won't be the same if I'm stuck in a plane for 9+ hours. Any help is appreciated! Thank you!",1.6639583333333334,3.5973266458333337,3.442916666666669,89.37708333333337,79.41666666666666,7.183333333333334,23.166666666666664,8.167268648758528,1.1815916666666664,362,12,81,7,9,121,69,96,0.136,0.7090000000000001,0.155,0.6104,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,1,6,2,0,7,0,9,2,1,0,0,9,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,3,0,2,3,0,4,3,11,10,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,42,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551114330339595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747588944133389,0.0,0.196593138858956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186756600545212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455605766306772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859166247773512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460507334152213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26374117579420403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722519064651582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530788677271189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548480103313795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413996784745708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537420940821993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339498698617307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258099066840366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659764279261586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985026194379675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609811630146126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bananas4me63,2020/02/07,Can’t stop obsessive thoughts I feel like my brain never stops obsessing over everything. I’m sometimes so caught up in the neverending anxiety that I’m not mindful of what’s going on around me. I feel like I’m in a constant fight or flight mode and it’s driving me crazy.,2.9956363636363648,5.135753654545457,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,76.0909090909091,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.465472727272727,221,10,44,5,5,71,44,55,0.192,0.657,0.151,-0.3226,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,11,9,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,2,5,2,7,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977858320465509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015941637507764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886211637343161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793947509480695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323631222813097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614557315031461,0.3694084797157391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693679544057275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526235626672472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610562385706529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994054543539979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557071178638283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323095516231619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052554504078527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gwm9797,2020/02/07,"I'm getting in trouble for using my wifi hotspot at my college dorm. And now I'm receiving an unknown punishment. Hi sorry just found this place but I don't know what else to do and I feel like I'm going to have a break down. 

So here's what happened, first semester here I had a wifi router, didn't know I was allowed to have it I didn't see anything in the rule books about it so I figured it was okay, my wifi speeds were slow with out it and it was making doing anything on the internet a mess. So I had that to help me, now this semester, or I should say quarter because we go off of quarters. They started to crack down on it and I accepted that, still a little upset and may have used my hotspot to express that but we'll get to that. So I  unplugged it and took it home over holiday break but they came back a day after to make sure I got rid of my it, they had a guy come in with a laptop and everything searching for the network, they unplugged my computer while I was editing a project so I lost the progress on that... it was gone so I thought it was good. 

But I was still dealing with really slow speeds and I have a smart TV that won't connect to their wifi no matter what I do, it won't accept the MAC address. So I used my phone as a way around that as a hotspot, so I've been using that as a way to connect, I tried an Ethernet cord but the port on the TV doesn't work. So I had that running during the night when I was relaxing so I could watch Netflix and all that. But I was still mad about them coming into my room and pulling on my wires and stuff. So I named it ""Don't invade my privacy."" 

Cut to this morning when I'm awoken by a knock at the door, it's one of the resident life coordinators ""We know you're using a mobile hotspot and you are now violating the rules, we are going to have to discuss your punishment because you knew what you were doing."" They tell me all of this I get an email and now on Tuesday I have to meet with this coordinator who's probably going to give me a fine or something, a fucking fine or I don't even know yet over a hotspot and I'm freaking out because I barley have money as is. I'm like freaking out right now I know I probably should of relented but I was just still upset and now things have gotten worst and I don't know what to do.",1.4971508061064327,3.1208325030674864,3.2271203690493198,92.18066913967756,78.77505112474438,6.266628620345273,24.255528606077906,7.121374137718711,0.8000335853902127,1790,63,408,21,43,596,207,489,0.109,0.802,0.08800000000000001,-0.8998,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,4,4,7,4,33,25,6,2,31,1,47,2,0,8,3,73,90,44,0,3,12,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,5,1,37,31,0,0,13,6,1,12,10,14,0,4,28,4,60,11,56,55,3,66,0,1,2,1,30,25,1,4,27,295,97,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608762279143802,0.08983505819641223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759681245644988,0.0,0.1845491306575156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541899325454395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385734415239434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057179978773818,0.0,0.0,0.06508132879188934,0.10403813819117694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430088866733154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665289601073213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069520135914737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102526593370784,0.07209314482148002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583759099270596,0.0,0.11064724255260028,0.0,0.09329357790182123,0.15817055752972384,0.09680612313622773,0.2294075259225851,0.08464206680834849,0.08071032701731046,0.0,0.0,0.09992095167440876,0.08923811876224592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764068001164547,0.0,0.10122519897246153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327589242486376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127870379736848,0.09860318909139604,0.1011425678199759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101598009751331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347220619300436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947011670901542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838209273922105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054338900168834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176052122252379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464823866991673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618019953481923,0.0,0.08025104470055741,0.0,0.0,0.08041557450168348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768870312572901,0.0,0.1129652165501527,0.07142761015413245,0.0,0.3223609321290907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155226478223647,0.0,0.0,0.09511046584959663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820348346034354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704292917000315,0.0,0.0,0.08011462499744544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211942069562753,0.06851413679409321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357874618563464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020203441958325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346676004464653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Year-Of-The-GOAT,2020/02/07,"The slightest criticism at work sends me into a spiral of anxiety and depression I cant take this shit anymore.
It could be just a slight critique during a targets review and i will let it absolutely tank my mood.",3.4540243902439016,5.979324097560978,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,76.3170731707317,8.002439024390245,29.76219512195122,8.841846274778883,2.9444097560975613,172,8,29,4,4,58,36,41,0.28800000000000003,0.7120000000000001,0.0,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,22,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30866003850260976,0.0,0.4001423712495854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221448452256601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475155425754006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125842235542732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141650033705301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033657073028337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29373723940836083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pumpkin_marshmallow,2020/02/07,"Got separated from my friends at school My school stars on the 10th and, basically, the school has a system where they separate the classes (ex, there's 10th grade 1 and 10th grade 2) in order to prevent people from talking too much on classes. The problem is: this system is kinda random **and** they don't put much attention onto that.

I'm not a talkative person, the opposite, actually. But they always put me with people that bully me (people they **know** bully me) while all my friends are in the other class. No big deal, I can just ask to change it, right?

Wrong. They specify that they can't change it, they can just change it from grade to grade. And I've asked more that I can count that *please,* just change my class already. I've been 2 grades in a class separated from my friends and they don't seem to care, so this will be the 3rd one. Wish me luck, guys.",0.2736842105263157,2.6686881812865515,1.578245614035087,95.0277192982456,97.01169590643276,4.63859649122807,16.859649122807017,6.42735559955562,-0.14782105263157908,673,18,142,9,27,213,93,171,0.096,0.8140000000000001,0.09,-0.233,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,8,0,7,7,0,0,10,0,13,0,0,0,1,21,21,8,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,0,19,5,16,17,4,16,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,4,1,90,30,13,0.0,0.0,0.1244647777430013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407482381450875,0.0,0.10612702331434193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23847329051763605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003985094836618,0.0,0.5396995678736698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149250885801572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295621085514646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200877846117656,0.0,0.0,0.12628884802806675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009497759681245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751938061456647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642727649276817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652693457920602,0.11136670895062648,0.0,0.14000527243226185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204261047424465,0.0,0.25643437415081044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892208230307224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872447341437189,0.0,0.11611148398568052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251522715895472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666957912040082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944960194748346,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HavardSultan,2020/02/07,"Getting anxiety over growing up?? As the title says, im getting anxious over the fact that grow up and that i haven't used my time as a kid properly. I don't have alot of friends and i just see everyone on the social medias being so happy and partying and just having fun while i can't do shit. I have found some activities alone but each time I see some guys laughing I get really stressed out that I don't have that.",3.7396551724137934,4.529161528735635,5.120172413793107,84.17956896551726,71.64367816091955,8.558620689655173,28.29310344827586,8.841846274778883,2.041813793103449,331,12,70,6,6,111,55,87,0.091,0.7140000000000001,0.195,0.8436,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,5,0,10,1,1,1,1,15,17,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,3,9,4,9,15,4,11,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,3,3,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288751300375507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690538918978376,0.2496515841748725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116185141067548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423000390903871,0.17073344423783787,0.0,0.34636861604735714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188111509886782,0.0,0.23524399393558304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387030933362893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156946341793292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757371518657199,0.0,0.0,0.3521948924478812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268392307839265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252676730927698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25313902597055826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25771774264903546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908611848012327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GigiBaji,2020/02/07,"Anyone else? I feel as if even if everything that I think is going wrong now went right, I would still feel sad and lonely.",2.9063999999999983,4.410841439999999,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,74.6,6.6000000000000005,16.5,7.1686216300943375,-0.2389999999999999,96,1,21,1,2,30,21,25,0.314,0.6859999999999999,0.0,-0.8271,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309891392154359,0.3384836956834424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759659173460496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181937566988021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29689822773672603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33407083943774857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877461179179934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28211799659127845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26381877984284624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116756175248121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062387383131313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234671911760224,0.3611870200700855,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angrytremble,2020/02/07,My anxiety is bad and I can’t reach any of my ”safe” people What should I do? I can’t get in touch with the people that know me well enough to help. The anxiety is growing and is soon to be unbearable. I’m scared.,-0.2951063829787266,1.56853991489362,2.1355744680851068,96.49400000000004,86.02127659574468,6.313191489361702,17.910638297872342,7.554174236665415,0.18306297872340416,164,4,41,3,5,56,34,47,0.187,0.612,0.201,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,11,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,6,2,5,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268481687154024,0.0,0.5010137798361628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734163892488664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338354912570152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108493983226142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949031192795002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799640888381763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540406721364312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278457456752261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944269079559257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ylime96,2020/02/07,"How can I learn to love myself and be more confident? Hi everyone! I'm a 23-year-old female currently struggling with a lot of self-confidence issues. When I think about myself, I truly do not think I am beautiful. I think I am awkward, my skin is imperfect, boring, unintelligent, the list could go on forever... I feel a lot of anxiety when it comes to the majority of social situations and I am genuinely surprised when people express interest in being around me.

The thing is, plenty of guys come up to me when I'm out. I have a few guys begging to take me on dates, telling me I'm beautiful, etc. So many of my girlfriends tell me they are jealous of my looks. I've been really successful in my career so far. I got into a highly competitive post-grad internship that I never thought I would get accepted to. Friends are always asking me to hang out. Almost every single day of the week people ask to make plans/grab food/go to the gym together. When they ask I internally think, why would they want to hang out with me?

I am not trying to brag by saying any of that. Basically I am saying there are so many external factors telling me that logically, I should not feel this way. Internally, I feel terrible about myself. I've read self-help books, workout regularly, etc. Those things have definitely improved how I feel... but not enough. I just want to learn to love myself :(",4.163863432165321,5.928650547169816,5.673315363881402,76.86364779874216,71.83018867924528,9.274034141958671,28.468104222821204,9.725611199111238,2.842451931716082,1085,42,202,28,21,367,148,265,0.085,0.7959999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8379,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,3,1,15,12,1,2,10,0,21,3,1,3,1,43,48,13,0,6,6,0,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,8,11,0,0,13,4,0,5,5,5,0,0,3,8,38,7,35,39,9,28,0,0,1,2,20,12,0,3,10,140,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064819607830413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848158023095637,0.0,0.0,0.07231336035721636,0.0,0.08134813705355454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466319985467556,0.2982345060981024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320122284240367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849020921128782,0.0,0.0,0.06857909326183882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987538829571124,0.2371895446582344,0.0,0.0,0.0895941950511077,0.1016103387872236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507037647417968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858410742186555,0.0,0.08215633172100135,0.0,0.055557119158778805,0.0,0.12086846110288176,0.0,0.08504806442125748,0.0,0.0,0.2105823095777033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712759955723419,0.112351739398642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098905093435434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929698233951076,0.0,0.0,0.18080921446879386,0.19194805863169376,0.0,0.07098131692325785,0.2156197071002982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201427808134151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115836484000287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744250282665164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184223182970673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636659104954732,0.0,0.06812272692118658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912819639802418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218670639339912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952815890782514,0.0,0.10839801047325287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116737215819572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995280261980127,0.0,0.27883181077580244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129223780291,0.2725479112638866,0.0,0.0844203466850812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219639586618369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544159625128184,0.08440600755347584,0.0852977806152531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595333782138067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107866491768945,0.0,0.0,0.0684780661330189
anxiety,imSilv,2020/02/07,"I fear I may have ALS I’d like to start off by saying that I am 19 years of age. 

Last year, I’ve complained about feeling lightheaded everyday. I went to visit my grandparents in Europe for the summer and was fortunate enough to receive an MRI after my blood work showed up fine - as did my MRI. The neurologist told me that I’m healthy and all I needed was some melatonin to ensure a proper sleep. I’ve since let go of the issue and my lightheadedness went away despite getting rather inadequate sleep. Point is, sometimes I tend to think something is wrong when really it likely isn’t.

But here I was, living the end of the decade in December, and a recurring shortness of breath struck me. I ignored the issue for the first week it started. My shortness of breath occurs at random times in the form of inhaling deeply or yawning to get a full breath. But then, my arms started feeling fatigue, alternating between the right and the left (arms only). That’s when I paged doctor google and found the shocking possibility of having ALS.

In the month of January, I told my mom about my symptoms and she said everything is ok. She told me due to my sedentary lifestyle I had this shortness of breath coming into play. I was encouraged to work more as I do not have any school until March. I did so, and even asked my coworkers if they’re anxious. The replies I received were all from females stating that they would wake up in the middle of the night and her hands would start shaking. Another, said she would start panicking, shaking, and crying from despair. All of that sounded terrifying that they go through such things, but I was not able to relate. I’m often laid back.

There was a point where my shortness of breath went away, as I began to sleep, exercise, and work a little more. I convinced myself that the sedentary lifestyle caused my fatigue in my arms and that my allergies cause the shortness of breath. I was thrilled that I was starting to rehabilitate myself to an extent. And then suddenly, the worst thing has happened the past four days. The shortness of breath returned fiercer than ever, and my right foot has what I used to describe as “micro-twitches” which has awakened me from sleep and denied the ability to fall asleep easily. It’s very subtle and cannot be seen under the skin and is accompanied without any pain. It also disrupts my ability to keep my foot pushed on the pedal without my foot feeling “weird”.

I called my grandma, who was a doctor in the labor department, and she sides along with my mom saying I have extreme anxiety and I need a psychologist. My grandma then recommended that I take magnesium tablets. I got my bloodwork the following day (today) and went to the pharmacy for advice. They told me to buy b-complex for the twitching, drink gatorade for electrolytes, and take a warm shower with some stretches. I’ve just finished the shower, foot still feels weird as far as halfway up the shin. My right hand isn’t feeling the “fasciculations” but is feeling fatigue. My mom is completely unsupportive and yells at me that I have lost my mind and need psychiatric help. 

If there’s anyone with a similar experience, or some insight with people who do have ALS, I’d love to hear what you have to share. Thank you for going through this lengthy read...",5.966709956709956,7.2285194805194815,5.876103896103896,79.05677489177492,66.85714285714286,8.529004329004326,32.361471861471856,8.77342768361299,2.675838095238096,2624,109,468,41,42,822,303,616,0.077,0.8170000000000001,0.107,0.9643,4,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,0,2,3,5,19,28,0,3,41,1,41,38,24,3,4,75,91,45,0,9,14,3,10,2,0,4,12,7,2,0,24,30,1,2,9,5,1,17,7,16,0,2,28,19,70,12,82,57,14,94,0,5,1,1,34,37,0,10,41,324,94,8,0.07088817928389461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927110836726606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668925136213675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964127855445898,0.07433243683337704,0.05422926312270024,0.08008346507278065,0.0,0.04956666318756418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627087842964463,0.0,0.13320355586677202,0.05450863420314467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238475682244155,0.0,0.0,0.14564337434447772,0.0,0.0610638895847157,0.07432490727511308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786733629089762,0.0914340224107186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511411057283286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944342828650488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278588611918913,0.07324643880503746,0.0,0.046820973854670864,0.06412241658713788,0.0,0.0,0.0637097246441776,0.06934224171478791,0.0,0.07976890978134779,0.21505916038442702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060297449085637576,0.0,0.07772522967062925,0.0,0.0,0.07407229574826459,0.0,0.12086215771730993,0.0,0.0566957527317487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268618282894074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798961300488912,0.0,0.047514852315306375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797768369041914,0.0,0.0630086708626178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778332743562811,0.0,0.0,0.07702021420796475,0.07248796613887055,0.0,0.0692647673957342,0.07104857863536587,0.06259556103932852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738282160255977,0.0,0.06397934946301748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157685312837968,0.2490701364597892,0.05658226839172493,0.0,0.0,0.15768806015444892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652375416097425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053913654689100116,0.07543002074632088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767078829115669,0.04914493786128192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340244850154638,0.07991577099793247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090736263195731,0.0,0.04541278284483418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161435334604453,0.13486178345739894,0.11274625081946378,0.0,0.07174262197457165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863943444186975,0.0,0.2837574955167673,0.0,0.0,0.05457318369583456,0.07011022191782257,0.0,0.3010501089395822,0.0,0.05661139154611241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367996087504057,0.10659817735745104,0.0,0.0,0.06526431135735894,0.0,0.0,0.09418991286751707,0.04542228294589397,0.0,0.0,0.041335467408075866,0.0,0.06719370522388969,0.2709467726077835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122462662232716,0.0,0.05849017191992665,0.0,0.0,0.05686222151248148,0.0,0.0,0.2628562095777919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666735035819502,0.0,0.15482231637844732,0.0,0.0,0.15107078604616275,0.0775050958341229,0.0,0.0912993265971513
anxiety,jourdanlc,2020/02/07,"Does anyone else experience numbness? I get a numbness in my leg (and sometimes my arms will feel weird) when I’m anxious. It’s not completely numb, just enough to be annoying. I had never experienced this until I had a really bad anxiety attack back in August, and it went away until recently when I had another attack. Doctors have told me not to worry, and I realize it’s most likely a physical symptom since it only happens when I’m anxious but part of me cannot help but worry deep down! I’ve had blood tests done and they came back normal but I have not done any further testing. I wish I knew how to manage the physical symptoms so they wouldn’t cause me even more anxiety. Does anyone else experience this or other odd physical symptoms?",4.064166666666665,6.069639305555558,5.6427777777777814,75.98000000000002,72.6111111111111,8.688888888888886,29.36111111111111,9.2995712137729,2.9254277777777786,596,25,103,14,12,202,90,144,0.17300000000000001,0.758,0.069,-0.8798,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,9,9,3,0,4,0,12,10,3,2,1,23,22,15,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,10,2,15,1,10,9,4,18,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,11,73,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159183572397312,0.1258115288509438,0.18357171626757388,0.2710908886001592,0.0,0.16778832879233976,0.2458713592123056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27299356306407896,0.11272698518916108,0.1845174165363876,0.1001799109128508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372273794526788,0.0,0.1232545062013985,0.0,0.0,0.1257987846806042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280660292314785,0.20999401405570198,0.2455663694444544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004590355737572,0.0,0.0,0.12397342050827258,0.0,0.07924694189900659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473072633539305,0.0,0.0,0.06066647552986783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268561324363787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609963611468104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042136740808792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058617116919604285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253747123874714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175568297455918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125167438788756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992875231757606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686350511946388,0.0,0.11846769416865514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925030326428963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186652097432586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741215377135687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146478884293345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122446338291143,0.0,0.0,0.13797331337672614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24369497473903004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nikkihargtn,2020/02/07,"Does anyone else have to keep their phone on Do Not Disturb all day everyday? The panic I get when I get notifications, phone calls, and emails...It's just too much.",2.890520833333333,5.128537843750003,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,76.8125,6.766666666666668,20.041666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.5747166666666668,129,3,27,2,3,41,29,32,0.105,0.8240000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432924873023933,0.3565126071028191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552925776639537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439689607699487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044905826641618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906648973620679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635756759457462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30927109613523784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557809275698545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082405913730584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cakebydaocean,2020/02/07,"I think the last time i smoked weed it broke me and made my anxiety worse. The last time i smoked weed i got too high and it gave me a panic attack so bad I went to the ER with my BPM being at 145. 

Ever since that I have had a panic attack every single day. They’re getting so bad that it’s affecting my daily life. I’m scared at work, i’m scared to be alone. They’re so bad i’m starting to feel like there’s other things wrong with my health and it’s not just my anxiety. I had smoked daily and this has never happened until that one night. My anxiety wasn’t this bad until that night. 

Has anyone had this happened to them? It would be nice to know that i’m not crazy and it’s not all in my head.",-0.2626661573720384,1.7034504415584415,1.8117723453017585,98.20782658517956,86.79220779220779,4.662490450725745,14.253628724216961,5.900188976854957,-0.9656244461420932,544,8,131,4,17,181,80,154,0.29100000000000004,0.6659999999999999,0.043,-0.9909,0,1,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,14,2,4,5,0,11,3,1,2,3,20,26,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,12,1,1,8,1,17,2,12,14,2,17,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,13,80,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435864847219367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29772372949343,0.0,0.0,0.09070853983611786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29516769930820475,0.0,0.0,0.4332684403127298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366355662105583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173460226154952,0.10930108075294906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559416202456532,0.0926774086474022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777730593048972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375499608972656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943534007105595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331379228766264,0.13789435057192978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706431017925005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129488497144056,0.21149058344815688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163042583374216,0.06337834250391618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275137231422552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005390668837423,0.0,0.0,0.2434810905678552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790676518066258,0.0,0.0,0.30441472612557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597598762863079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731199425125464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182184840672304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618523937321658,0.08312419471235975,0.0,0.0,0.15129038958469612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202587657930146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444322285452174,0.0,0.13220348635039875,0.0921547503429015,0.14183674310227778,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hollands251,2020/02/07,"I did it! I confronted my social anxiety today. We all know that feeling of dread when you have to do the thing that gives you anxiety. I have social anxiety and I was absolutely dreading going down to my local stores and asking if they had any open jobs. My whole day I did nothing but sit in bed watching youtube and browse reddit trying to distract myself. Finally I was sick of the anxiety and psyched myself up to just get it over with. I listened to some pump up music and practised what I would say. I then just went to the stores and acted calm and confidant. I think I did well! 

The thing is I only went to two stores and didn't get anything else done today because of this debacle. But you know what? I'm still proud of myself. This community understands that we have to take the small victories, because if I didn't go I would've just further cemented my social anxiety.",3.779149463253512,5.5621666878612706,4.917146985962017,81.81851156069365,72.87283236994219,8.179851362510322,27.964079273327823,8.841846274778883,2.2862009909165986,699,27,132,14,14,230,97,173,0.125,0.812,0.063,-0.7738,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,3,1,1,6,7,1,3,5,0,15,1,0,0,1,27,31,14,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,11,12,0,0,5,0,3,5,2,4,1,1,11,4,27,3,18,19,3,22,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,3,7,99,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911091305475001,0.0,0.5124611829678726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025186873807248,0.0,0.12525065177276826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633425873805426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640424853660578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710525209580954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119208084942574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774292782927838,0.0,0.0,0.14676553872190795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999517647294812,0.12852319518667066,0.15228472784696073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295175674841544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726079572167555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855479361096114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189574288547673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654409398741972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097188308707045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699441228082697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073422525992527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780170756239669,0.08584721794536235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539895523870024,0.0,0.0,0.0909617645140275,0.0,0.13087631460352822,0.1394750518127784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046164606331335,0.24839652312055785,0.0,0.14958082531852007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034720191307186,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Current_Anybody,2020/02/07,"Just wanted to share this with someone After three years of struggling with anxiety on my own, I just booked an appointment for counselling. It took a lot to finally pick up the phone but I’m glad I did. I’m looking forward to getting the help I need.",3.66,5.351617599999997,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,73.0,7.4,30.5,8.07648339933343,2.16,200,9,39,3,4,64,40,50,0.063,0.759,0.17800000000000002,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,8,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,4,2,10,6,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,4,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26564598194800165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803963787473142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142425884221344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327549532040433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916032919470057,0.0,0.0,0.29522029060843025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574821364523233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942245539591709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630220286188161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38580851808086936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481757308934265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361818941016728
anxiety,NickTheSlick,2020/02/07,"How to quit a job? Im a kitchen employee at a restaurant where everybody talks and is friends besides me because I dont really talk all that much at work. My other job has offered me a schedule that is much better for me, more money, and I am more comfortable there and know people like me atleast a bit. I have been needing to put in my two weeks for three days but haven’t because I dread the conversation and get really bad anxiety any time I try to do bring it up. The thing is is that ive probably only had 1 or 2 non work conversations with my boss in three months and I really only say 1 or 2 sentences to her a day because shes pretty hands off with the back of house. When my shift is over, she is usually at the bar chatting with regulars having a drink and I hate to interrupt a conversation with “could I talk to you about something for a second”. Especially since there is no office we can go to so we would probably just have to go somewhere not as private. I dont know. Ive just been having a really hard time trying to find the right moment and I cant bring myself to bring it up. Theres only two employees right now in the kitchen and she would lose half of the back of house staff by just loosing me.",4.290531496062993,4.535340208661419,5.60676181102362,83.13998523622048,70.14173228346456,9.18464566929134,28.4734251968504,9.188382445141503,2.1196543307086606,959,32,207,18,16,323,137,254,0.113,0.8320000000000001,0.055,-0.9555,5,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,5,14,8,1,1,17,0,28,5,1,2,1,31,38,15,0,4,7,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,7,14,4,0,3,3,1,6,6,4,0,6,3,3,29,4,33,32,6,32,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,2,14,148,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436899552811706,0.0,0.08366060173212136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818318650995187,0.09131157891690804,0.1999957206943397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672061223703532,0.11939351108497842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731558424999014,0.0,0.0,0.14105715057129287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25633974633925954,0.10713180785151584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995365742321358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844917707624678,0.0,0.057136428536362034,0.0,0.124304360893299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796566624698924,0.10797100579377064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523750256258254,0.0,0.0,0.1181282737690592,0.0,0.2170471508983029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020351190578613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053428092006812485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234659955877393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729063144947254,0.0,0.16078532922802233,0.08108953996936444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495211182934105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581690837767435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125910198739336,0.23581856544529256,0.0,0.0,0.10993766387797332,0.0,0.11631851804825355,0.0,0.0,0.2802369436982908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186786803645626,0.0,0.08696798226130269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046426390744272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841911750875323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636998559127755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265435978507716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753815475654304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849741222909654,0.0,0.2136589383961209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044531111171268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772252089791083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923171861995267,0.0,0.0,0.15537334318521007,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shanondorf,2020/02/07,My therapist taught me a belly breathing technique So my therapist taught me the way to breathe deeply and expand my belly to get more air into my lungs. You know the yoga thing. Did it physically hurt anyone else when they first started using it? Whenever I breathe in deep it it actually brings up a sort of cramp in my upper chest just bellow my bust.,3.8385784313725497,6.059110014705883,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,73.85294117647058,7.4745098039215705,26.03921568627451,8.344100000000001,1.8975803921568624,283,10,51,5,6,92,51,68,0.078,0.885,0.037000000000000005,-0.4432,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,6,5,1,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,11,0,7,5,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,34,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.2671406001302782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141242880556333,0.28048931877019306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868307439119964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232851687768189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302312405746678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930551345124465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044589096519564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376172356760665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.635689910445109,0.1818673966687268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364321850786523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172900804128305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ACudi,2020/02/07,"I'm 25 and just spent some time reading through r/midlifecrisis... I'm not sure why, but I was curious after I had seen the phrase mentioned on another sub. Midlife crisis. And I had always wondered about it. So I was curious about it and looked into what some of these people were saying.

It was pretty devastating reading these accounts of people suddenly finding themselves filled with regret and depression at a point in life where things seem so set in stone. Unhappy marriages, feeling like they've lost their youth, wishing they'd made different choices.

I struggle with the anxiety of making bad choices and ending up regretting them. Does anyone here have good advice for avoiding worrying about ending up like someone who so deeply feels trapped?",7.70279866332498,9.341624526315792,6.764310776942358,72.88668337510445,63.13533834586466,9.520133667502087,37.33416875522138,9.725611199111238,4.005318128654971,614,30,92,12,9,187,98,133,0.3,0.562,0.138,-0.9858,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,9,11,0,2,3,0,8,1,0,2,1,25,21,9,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,2,2,1,1,7,0,0,10,5,8,4,18,10,2,17,0,4,2,0,7,9,0,4,8,59,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480486355138346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403320434497997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684641401746956,0.12901838183452488,0.0,0.0,0.11792545775381387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081744465975726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525979191519486,0.0,0.0,0.17620553091508784,0.0,0.0,0.14758857431453273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987513738040698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705511211336847,0.12048508175666292,0.0,0.0,0.15414494842479856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145736553329388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912395382114215,0.16478977756571464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162527356422616,0.0,0.18410367115559756,0.0,0.0,0.15958267872260576,0.11257657497298701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338442380776776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943073155702198,0.0,0.0,0.17157979987686947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373954451945894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411890555956707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353452218702962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289836258553895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763117753908062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895259226351074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120449499360342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834238583137403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521822727075606,0.0,0.19394157215664054,0.0,0.1828959897414136,0.0,0.17127437680108915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MeridMax,2020/02/07,"Sleep > Wake Up > Everything's the same It's been exactly a week since I've been feeling anxious AF. I sleep all the time thinking i'll wake up and things will change but they don't, so I just ""live"" untill the next time I can sleep again.

F*ck the circles that my anxiety throws me into.",0.6089461358313812,2.8774733606557383,1.9298829039812653,96.74737704918032,85.88524590163935,5.4529274004683845,20.18969555035129,6.868970318607317,0.2344875878220134,229,7,52,3,7,73,46,61,0.066,0.9109999999999999,0.023,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,5,5,5,0,2,9,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,4,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782251546294356,0.26260071382510697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458997594678676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890978123833007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753297841665143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052563409471861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472116852227877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922838544603561,0.0,0.6978493076711386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544284973911644,0.1489436541527958,0.0,0.0,0.2710852543103695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645621721398534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeyThereTweety,2020/02/07,"I don’t know where to go with this. Recently before my exams (studying MSc in Immunology and Inflammation btw) I have had an explosion in the dorm I live in. There was fire and a lot of smoke, I don’t know how it happened. I dealt with the situation best I could, stopped the fire, opened the windows. The fire alarm went off but nobody came so when I started cleaning the place I just turned it off. After the exams I contacted the organization that runs the place and we are dealing with the damage. It was one of the most scariest experiences I’ve had. I have no one to talk to about it. I live far from home in a different country. I have friends here but I don’t want sympathy. I tried talking to my boyfriend but he keeps saying it is not a big deal (I know there are worse things in the world but this was such a terrifying experience for me, I just can’t help myself), he also blames me for not wanting to talk to him (via videochat) so he just starts talking about himself and what is new and exciting in his life. I don’t want to be a bad girlfriend (especially after 6 and a half years) but I just can’t focus on anything. My mind is in such a weird place and I just hoped for a little understanding. 
I’ve noticed I have panic attacks when I am alone, my body starts to itch and I start crying for no reason (crying lasts for less than a minute). The last two exams I had I passed but didn’t score as high as I wanted, so this whole situation is already somewhat ruining my life. 
I was thinking of seeking counseling at the UNI but I just don’t know if I can talk to anyone face to face. 
So I’m here, letting it all out, hope it will make me feel a little better. 
Thank you <3",2.442614528470634,4.059750749279541,3.9030646924376415,88.39144092219021,76.08933717579251,6.861134850442214,24.357448077114178,7.6298220110432995,1.0320321772831167,1318,43,287,18,29,436,179,347,0.153,0.7509999999999999,0.096,-0.961,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,0,2,23,14,1,2,25,0,31,6,4,3,1,55,57,26,0,8,16,0,4,0,2,1,3,1,4,0,13,15,0,2,8,0,0,5,12,7,0,4,10,5,42,7,41,43,7,42,0,2,0,0,20,23,0,6,14,204,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956072261349226,0.10186841058819797,0.0738217448566967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454658467538216,0.0,0.07596477859456459,0.0,0.0,0.10501804422855854,0.0,0.0,0.07707653028133361,0.0,0.0,0.07855057649639309,0.0,0.0968755805771691,0.08164232057251798,0.0,0.10253764369203487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055801524620408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370349251764521,0.0,0.2028004425606716,0.0,0.1903389066627279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644622491290307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180597384959628,0.0,0.0,0.04667563981273038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131989836275812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246294582865926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163105498212879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187468030080474,0.09753252691468356,0.09259630186639277,0.1833729714648041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205100459813917,0.0,0.0,0.20292869174368,0.1504929401051493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439511041168336,0.13040516473100555,0.0,0.18504142913956576,0.16302609137270924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848022501026618,0.0,0.0,0.0616188698128959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932086429495112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891553500136891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509764133714096,0.0,0.0,0.12510578325974325,0.0,0.0,0.10830805419091126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893386747387092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491194572673446,0.09114680512037478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341008005534072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752475107440904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613551810642092,0.0,0.0,0.07717683143971495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709838002023784,0.0,0.08498833950890552,0.0,0.0,0.061327884464042186,0.05914969949100561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626736796479612,0.1004087735814726,0.0901752539519215,0.09609988067952244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779165908929213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557400023459552,0.0,0.10306287237913964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407365107534234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944579820421431
anxiety,Untrammeled-Pursuit,2020/02/07,"How to stop obsessing over a social situation that is over? So I went on a social work outing for the first time in my entire life. In the moment I was talking to others and thought about my choice of words before I spoke. Everything felt fine until my analysis of the event afterwards. Here is the cognitive dissonance I’m facing..

Reality: everything went fine. I made people laugh, others made me laugh, people supported me and I supported them.... I didn’t say anything too personal about my life except for where I grew up and what kind of music I like and let others talk for the majority of the time.

Anxious mind: I started obsessing over every little detail after I left. People laughed at me. Was it because they thought my joke was funny or was it because they were making fun of me? Did they think I was weird? I should have said this in a different way. I shouldn’t have stood that way. Maybe I should have eaten pizza with them and had another beer to make it seem like I was more involved. Did they say these things because they meant it or were they mocking me?

After these stupid anxious thoughts came into my mind I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t remember the reality of the social situation and began creating a new situation in my head. A normal outing immediately turned into a detrimental scenario in my mind... so I need advice.

How do I stop these anxious thoughts?
How can I determine the reality of a situation separately from my anxious mind?

Thanks for your help!!",3.803901098901101,6.231177785714286,5.045714285714286,78.06851648351649,74.71428571428571,8.164835164835166,26.840659340659343,8.950670267944501,2.4468296703296706,1180,45,208,27,26,390,141,280,0.087,0.77,0.14300000000000002,0.9527,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,8,2,10,18,2,2,16,0,25,8,3,7,0,43,52,14,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,4,0,1,15,10,3,2,9,2,0,4,4,5,0,1,28,5,43,13,35,18,2,36,0,0,0,0,21,16,0,3,16,152,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819599798613962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794842712219378,0.0,0.3790116450740992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902054727471932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338508412575158,0.0,0.07136996748798108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592866640435088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876297061510233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066683975178098,0.0,0.1507597574771699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053148356989102,0.0,0.0,0.07134255289450142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607816314344797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562184788242825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734109448626562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112854340278187,0.08576609188114077,0.11848432923396868,0.08195247736993473,0.08406304174118175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158725814912064,0.11197210590540874,0.0,0.08426196392972958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387523358131389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219096022023775,0.0,0.08100531804688592,0.0,0.0,0.08217798772515883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444147548692693,0.07323489629555194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501205451079127,0.0,0.07978267792134533,0.13339876702446188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635506668499893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37710823771769614,0.0839338331890486,0.2564946813068285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059365925774664825,0.0,0.0,0.14024360345543166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035676510481528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482830013463848,0.0,0.07721922992998795,0.0,0.0,0.055721667688923116,0.05374259894567122,0.0,0.2663440017550855,0.09781434587029708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123002307114587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314938108359833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550270633188826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061060732877722734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lebellacarus,2020/02/07,"I can never go back to my new dentist I have terrible anxiety about visits to the dentist. My doctor prescribed me Xanax specifically for when I have work done on my teeth. 

I went in this morning. I woke up way too late and had to rush to get there on time. I didn’t take a Xanax because I didn’t think it was going to be effective in the time I’d be there. 

The thing I specifically hate about the dentist visits is having to get X-rays. I’m just not good at the whole process and I never, ever have been. I guess my mouth is just too small and I’m too sensitive to things hitting the top of my mouth. My gag reflex is also very strong. All of these things together have made me cry in front of a hygienist before. 

Today I topped that. Going through the motions. I tell her that I’m very bad with the process. It was made even worse because my sinuses are irritated  now and it me partially stuffed up. Then it happens. 

I threw up. I don’t think it got on the hygienist, but definitely on the lead vest. 

After that it was just a full blown panic. I was mortified and wished I could just run out of there as fast I could. I kept apologizing. She was very sweet about it. Then it was just all downhill from there. 

And the real shitty thing is? If I go to another dentist they’d probably need to take new X-rays.  😑",1.1717211386399595,3.3164058966789653,2.945528465998948,91.18320571955722,82.2841328413284,6.380653663679495,21.855693199789144,7.5804360353943165,0.8215228255139695,1022,33,225,17,28,339,140,271,0.10800000000000001,0.84,0.052000000000000005,-0.8937,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,6,21,7,1,1,14,0,28,11,3,4,5,34,54,13,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,17,8,0,1,3,0,0,13,6,4,0,0,18,1,32,3,34,30,4,46,0,0,0,0,7,16,0,2,16,159,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950265749017714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047050057855905,0.09518481307810572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567517349497813,0.10388970902818058,0.15169669590843746,0.0,0.10587654252753062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986865356826584,0.0,0.13667506108222466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735429816387006,0.0,0.12733001275517442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218156375106965,0.11254956983563068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001389322056606,0.0,0.2828544646214091,0.10436181810183556,0.09951406888719104,0.0,0.1370682065469627,0.0,0.1100286496914432,0.0,0.0,0.12284396468056015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403568618096203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354679578014964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225958868055847,0.19192851887361484,0.24034095300916536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598597256819196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341512349153889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162293271825846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710428654134573,0.0,0.10875296698129197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330649864441354,0.15945307986218735,0.0,0.0,0.14510647986610226,0.0,0.11794038685884338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30799106020531536,0.0,0.09876280321401312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534325627139225,0.0,0.13891611083160538,0.14308265249738136,0.0,0.0,0.09058290915403748,0.0,0.12679974308343764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,benbentheben,2020/02/07,"Anyone have experience with BuSpar? Hi. 

I've just recently started to accept my anxiety as a serious issue to work on.  My doctor gave me a prescription for buspar. Does anyone have experience with this treatment? Any insight or advice? 

Thank you",3.3293355481727613,6.457324790697676,5.4661794019933545,66.81395348837215,91.7906976744186,8.038538205980066,27.07308970099668,8.418075326091056,3.589527574750832,198,9,26,6,7,68,35,43,0.067,0.8059999999999999,0.126,0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655439429365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479443902690365,0.0,0.20788251684662767,0.0,0.0,0.3800178022631727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27814029546726965,0.23780397684464255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316332511781162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836289076351253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683132557621217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234096973839285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25018428287568745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783201257934846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,srhkn,2020/02/07,"why do i push people away when they get too close? So, I’ve been talking to this guy. I’ve always had interest in him, but he had a girlfriend up until recently. We’ve been talking a lot, and things felt good. We’re going out for the first time in tonight, and all of a sudden I want absolutely nothing to do with him and I cant stand being around him. I want to block him and never speak to him again. This has happened every single time I try to date and I’m so tired of it. I feel broken. Is there a way to get past it?",0.3607655502392362,2.0784944385964934,2.5290111642743227,95.38959330143541,82.68421052631578,5.1980861244019145,18.25837320574163,6.1124844417494595,-0.362726315789474,402,9,96,3,11,136,75,114,0.11900000000000001,0.804,0.077,-0.8281,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,2,18,19,10,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,3,12,2,17,13,3,23,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,12,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755436102509546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780767496491374,0.0,0.0,0.19821288686268532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775098970595846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667257028457967,0.0,0.20256390348454065,0.0,0.0,0.17945063667330224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044582040279634,0.0,0.11989888727175825,0.17695129374486998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088930757213188,0.18655972333582335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935881226150738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271276381982416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243102411286745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013943579235896,0.14625975928022406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830703155709585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391387512655822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015883000517215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460361443494161,0.2424785239490948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323451213660585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887067595441184,0.16745785116101045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903672526284918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,satanscakee,2020/02/07,"Goddamn stairs Okay, this is a rant but imma start it off with i hate stairs because i think i will hurt myself badly on them.  i know this is pretty stupid to think about but today i fell while going UP and now i wanna avoid them as much as i can, if anyone doesn’t mind to give me enough support to not resort to avoiding them that’ll be great.

P.S my grandma recently has a thing for being scared of stairs since she lives in a flat which has steep steps so she goes hella slow (btw she has no mobility issues as far as i know) because she thinks if she goes too fast she’s gonna break her neck",2.401666666666668,3.737111230158732,3.277968253968253,94.00314285714286,75.5873015873016,5.674920634920635,18.949206349206353,5.6839178017228535,-0.3885974603174605,469,8,106,2,10,149,92,126,0.21600000000000005,0.664,0.12,-0.9337,0,2,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,3,0,4,10,2,3,3,1,11,1,1,0,0,16,22,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,0,0,21,3,17,17,2,19,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,7,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430912461265166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232277538802152,0.2516206455929514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325077754277927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798320735056024,0.11729329793683554,0.0,0.0,0.2275400869148649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037623661808512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093930989033492,0.0,0.0,0.21541222085865472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268474932608641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224165270196416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838992083042435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171665249301214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996764560487108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378019571929212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662729454190773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072372655116086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608029836914754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342031449879647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371129605983195,0.3967293419586908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562875845902986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mango_Mongoose363,2020/02/07,"Anxiety win: Driving in bad weather! I’m from Texas and recently moved to Colorado last summer. This is my first winter here and we’ve finally had our hit of constant snow this week and it will continue through the weekend. The roads are slippery and visibility changes within the hour. I have tremendous anxiety about driving in any kind of bad weather, but snow really takes the cake (likely because I have experienced it much in my lifetime). 

I usually will avoid going anywhere due to the adversity of the weather but I had to take my cat to the vet today because she’s been sick the last few days and it was getting worse. It was only about a 15 minute drive to the vet and luckily they are off a main road. Despite my heart beating out of my damn chest, wanting to pull over and cry because I felt overwhelmed with cars passing me at a way faster pace than I was going, and listening to my cat howl in her kennel, I made it to and from the vet! 

I was so insecure about if I was annoying other drivers and I kept feeling like I was going to lose control of my car at any moment. 

Does anyone else get anxiety about the weather? Especially snow? I’d love to hear your perspective or any tips for staying calm while tackling travels!

P.S. - my cat is okay! Just some bad allergies, she will likely improve over the week :)",4.570006167763157,6.050936925781251,5.336611842105267,80.79983552631582,70.3671875,8.201973684210527,32.223684210526315,8.6894789155246,2.6794015624999994,1047,48,195,18,19,340,152,256,0.168,0.7120000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.9397,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,1,5,7,18,2,3,15,1,18,4,2,2,0,25,35,16,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,8,12,0,3,2,2,0,12,0,10,0,1,12,5,26,8,36,19,4,47,0,2,0,1,9,13,1,3,23,126,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610870038270643,0.0,0.2937070171446742,0.0,0.0,0.08948475390304064,0.13112794095559135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32056727921141065,0.23404145380529304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538309004697946,0.0,0.0,0.13829807399538255,0.14353750447957028,0.0,0.0,0.14057713343964764,0.08253481743190079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199386038431093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690867234370764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470920441282689,0.09142705990160993,0.12287834634782492,0.14019295519450492,0.0,0.10885748697651153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372578926655868,0.0,0.21819746870185572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423979899910025,0.15165380163168504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603193202961807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326873891957,0.0,0.20863727766824072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756983825311294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317394356968294,0.0,0.0,0.115504574514331,0.12109528345009568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601969273396922,0.09407809345231163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733255804635337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198558134818666,0.0,0.1263622152320618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136406850283229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244611305078552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130758435443327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094899440222802,0.0,0.0754843695981535,0.10158248078585017,0.2053114561765052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041987515798306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crazytooth8978797,2020/02/07,"intrusive thoughts about teeth falling out hi guys, idk if this is the right place to post about this so sorry -- i don't know what i'm looking for other to vent a bit. for the last few years ive had some receding gums that im very stressed about...the teeth arent super loose but they have a little more mobility than other teeth. i expected to be told to get a gum graft but the dentist says its ok and she wants to be conservative, that the mobility is normal.  i see a dentist very often for my gum issues (cause by my medication for a chronic illness) so i'm on top of it but i cannot stop thinking about my teeth falling out....this thought has seeped into basically every day of my life; it effects how and what i eat, i dream about it, i am obsessive about dental care. i work with a therapist and am on a low-ish dose of antidepressants but this is the one thing i cannot move past. i get out a mirror multiple times a day to look at my gums and teeth. am i totally losing it? does anyone else have experience with these types of things? i feel very alone.",2.5040182648401843,4.051731570776262,4.080114155251143,87.48035388127855,75.7579908675799,7.423744292237442,24.03881278538813,8.167268648758528,1.2185360730593608,830,26,182,14,18,277,129,219,0.092,0.831,0.077,0.1405,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,5,9,6,0,2,14,1,17,13,5,3,1,30,32,12,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,17,9,1,2,6,1,0,3,4,3,0,1,4,5,20,3,29,26,5,21,0,1,3,0,6,10,0,3,7,114,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746381217534033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955613005336944,0.1458861959608274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554432136326111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516695417313774,0.1462645433966617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364797710869527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459860303890825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569134406069054,0.11894108463678255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199621626593713,0.0,0.0,0.13927597280911205,0.0,0.0,0.07199212926431882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877642824090748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097960956251818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537959502880027,0.14860880857293496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824889313818023,0.11605954670237148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056793558391466,0.0,0.14270320170562056,0.0,0.0,0.2391284192975392,0.15928795827858666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343391331247396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513285071367029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950318374406814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648107402796448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135918808462755,0.0,0.0,0.14875787710341234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636167358141388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159262575909224,0.0,0.11322711362612453,0.0,0.0,0.11345925059775518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938391154719833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903692049022795,0.16309699430360386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165315355415543,0.18918326577018227,0.09123201800311843,0.0,0.2260692750243313,0.08302352638754346,0.0,0.0,0.13605118035285071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524377951650237,0.08398002328813492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036550890814838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168871826307942
anxiety,actadhg,2020/02/07,"my anxiety is getting in the way of my new job I honestly don't know what to do at this point. We are in the middle of training (a month in) and its hard, but we are at the point where we are speaking to customers over the phone and getting help while doing so. 

It's a call centre job and yes, I do have phone anxiety but I've done it before with previous customer service positions. At this point, this is the only job that I could get tbh. 

Monday was our first day talking to customers over the phone and I showed up. I was terrified but I showed up, which is a big win for me but something was wrong with my system ""log in"" and username so I had to watch someone else take calls all day. Tuesday rolls around and I'm anxious as fuq, I get up in the morning feeling sick to my stomach. The avoidance tactics sets in and I'm driven to email a sick day - just to rest and take a break from the stress. Nbd. 

Wednesday comes and I take another sick day. The anxiety and delayed anticipation is getting to me. I'm imagining all my co-workers looking at me like a coward and thinking that I wanted to get away with a day off. All the stress ends up making me sick...a cough and a head sweat start to kick in. 

Thursday, I show up, but only for 2 hours. I'm sweating, coughing, and my back is killing me. Idk if the stress is making me sick or if the sickness is the stress. One of the training people told me I ""looked like death."" I speak to my manager and say ""I don't think I can work the rest of the day,"" and she was really understanding about it and told me to go home. Apparently lots of people are getting sick and she mentioned to me that another co-worker left for an entire week with the flu, so no big deal. She told me they figure out how to fast track me and there was no use delaying the recovery process by being in the office. It felt like a victory when I left for work. 

Friday morning kicks in, and my symptoms are still in effect. What my manager said about another employee rings in my head. It feels safe to email again - So I emailed , telling them that I'm still experiencing the flu, and that I'd be in on Monday. 

At this point - it's not a lie that I'm sick - but it was in the beginning and my anxiety got the best of me. And I'm scared about how this looks to my manager and supervisors and the people that I train with. I'm scared that I'm already 4 days (4 sick days in a row!) behind at a job that I really care about and that my anxiety got the best of me. Now I just don't want to open my email - I'm terrified to see how my manager responded. It's gotta be bad for a new employee to take so many sick days in a row, especially when I'm still learning the job. 

I think I screwed over this chance.",2.7848815800485407,3.788265063268895,4.293219934722572,88.41211042765087,74.11423550087873,7.738907021508076,26.201397606494268,8.192908349453996,1.423799866097581,2107,72,475,33,42,704,230,569,0.201,0.716,0.083,-0.9975,10,1,1,0,0,0,66.0,4,0,2,8,25,20,2,7,41,1,32,20,5,7,3,78,84,46,2,5,12,0,4,3,0,1,14,5,1,0,28,37,0,4,12,3,0,3,6,11,0,2,16,15,59,9,78,63,8,87,0,0,5,1,31,45,1,4,38,306,87,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007425580947865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975707660633613,0.2428881102559312,0.0717373623545782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652880706621422,0.0,0.0,0.059660703651175914,0.048827877761413285,0.05302017051856254,0.0,0.0,0.054034152094918256,0.0,0.13327947645121682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968198926957886,0.0,0.06474287636473933,0.0,0.0,0.054699960471710427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069989174182548,0.0,0.0,0.36857246574732505,0.0654661104407461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498294250279239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304642493320396,0.0,0.05624249474210671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421540702211154,0.0,0.060970329464948965,0.0,0.0,0.05401339652551226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322343183445974,0.0,0.036088733153771334,0.0,0.10157412030028193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688387377581707,0.0,0.13033943332333794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042562970703997914,0.0,0.06369606540959476,0.0,0.06253508976429913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150716778665104,0.0,0.07025376956754721,0.0,0.034898151876085484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798671199460755,0.0,0.0,0.09306924430450653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997299565241846,0.0,0.0,0.05398575801468309,0.0,0.0,0.08477400248080598,0.06437942537891275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050685402870271054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265813842719685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302950546086223,0.09658981111211022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206951817247076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011356244893375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135994753745801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040340923607445,0.05049805625796455,0.12714992972615188,0.0,0.050601586812418727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380367162189999,0.048885700063965885,0.0,0.0,0.04494590057231102,0.0,0.15213447264236965,0.0,0.2909579138807272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660012156911582,0.19097755244429854,0.05103920551316782,0.05550213690735837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206545137752615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203202235040208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610614206223235,0.0,0.054843945888680766,0.0,0.0,0.07490834668015309,0.050403651297914485,0.05093617996199349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849161513432198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942770444717634,0.0,0.0
anxiety,getthroughtheday,2020/02/07,Phone anxiety A while back I posted about having severe anxiety about talking on the phone - especially when it is work related.  I bought a cheap head set and for some unexplained reason it has really helped.  I don't know why but they are pretty cheap and worth a try for anyone else with similar anxieties.,4.679999999999996,7.083174894736848,5.62442105263158,75.04294736842105,71.98245614035088,10.174035087719297,25.43508771929825,10.355215969177356,3.1577466666666663,247,8,42,8,5,81,46,57,0.11199999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,7,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558546415299981,0.0,0.0,0.16935419618753464,0.24816592849238525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862394064297223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232979899417156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857048687571545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234378316688886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331086131298683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319638339476188,0.2464078549589137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516165181874733,0.249025356771146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736208165555104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467385795187706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444015887557376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185508282883692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763269050608086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fionathehippo00,2020/02/07,"Going Out I’m a 21F. I struggle with anxiety, depression, and binge eating disorder. One of my good friends is having her birthday tonight at a casino and the plan is to drink, go to clubs, and the arcade. I pretty much only know her out of the people that are going. 

Obviously, I’m super nervous about the whole situation. I don’t really drink. I’m very self conscious. I don’t party. Idk I told her I would go and I want to be there because she’s a good friend of mine, but I’m really just anxious about it all. I’d prefer staying home in bed which is maybe the problem. 

In the past three years, I have struggled a lot. I went from being fairly social, popular, athletic to closed off, sheltered, and sad. I sit at home and want these things to be in my life like going out and such and then when they come around, I freeze up! 

Thanks for letting me rant :)",1.4583333333333317,3.6778717298850574,3.1673563218390828,89.57160919540232,81.70114942528734,5.935632183908046,21.160919540229887,7.1686216300943375,0.6394850574712643,667,20,138,9,18,221,113,174,0.14300000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.179,0.6883,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,7,14,0,3,10,0,13,4,0,0,2,27,29,11,0,5,2,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,3,1,5,15,3,0,3,4,1,7,2,6,0,2,2,1,20,8,24,22,4,26,0,2,0,0,10,12,0,1,6,92,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354139198239087,0.1529055157848512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048904667611054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250731679538251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659092828082045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657564480433565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512134667076188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651804142182497,0.0,0.13849551923364448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091401537802724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846089524189971,0.2270481512047569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27153158173784303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438411083719441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840322519243833,0.09560079596182397,0.0661245425303295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506863234628635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597597037632864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949687459769058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091715788126413,0.1029387923036455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292056578448886,0.09383375288599828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376982958761393,0.0,0.12951043534950182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734156976800182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119822202964494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213761989731825,0.0,0.13797096404473794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442637151631489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829917161767657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461090665059045,0.0,0.0,0.08991966815902053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933149176981354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167685985656453,0.15966435076196078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546960932015172,0.0,0.15111200010953216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614783958801944,0.0,0.0,0.0871601310673799
anxiety,MirunaD,2020/02/07,"Fear of going crazy Did you guys ever get your anxiety at such a level that you think you will go crazy? This happened to me a few times. I feel like I will literally have to be put in a hospital because of a catatonic state. I don't think this is even possible, but my brain does find a way..",2.01467741935484,3.3409665967741944,4.091161290322585,87.81674193548392,76.58064516129033,8.185806451612903,23.690322580645162,8.841846274778883,1.4805380645161292,227,7,52,5,5,78,48,62,0.121,0.848,0.031,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,7,1,1,0,1,6,14,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,1,6,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399191853086445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545831321322408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830848534603473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219140426147378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749057653613894,0.2293822541241053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853537547170081,0.12822025329207692,0.18116125649677406,0.0,0.0,0.2317722006087501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324877560080328,0.0,0.2882365289297875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510891319904792,0.2242444793108823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238888778858211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858791147813442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492308079229226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249742041594233,0.0,0.0,0.14786751956631375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128406050712308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fantomefille,2020/02/07,Afraid to ask for permission to go to pharmacy I need to pick up my anxiety medications but the pharmacy closes before I get off work. I have a nightmare boss and am pathetically uncomfortable requesting to leave early to go to the pharmacy. I don’t know what to do.,3.4335294117647024,5.970798235294121,6.203686274509806,68.75258823529413,76.45098039215686,11.138823529411766,29.807843137254906,10.793553405168565,4.351812549019608,214,10,38,9,5,77,36,51,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.8294,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,7,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,11,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837988456886374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468164182602059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156768352337988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938218483930058,0.0,0.4216732058483072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388102177302775,0.0,0.0,0.39281447770766026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737235330780958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750771254839349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700780116670493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mosham126,2020/02/07,I have a lot of stuff to do and I'm not handling it well mentally I have a 2000 word essay due friday. A test for physics on Thursday. A lab report for physics due Thursday. A lab in chemistry which for which I've done no prep. An out of college project that I'm falling back on. I am doing that thing where you make it bigger than it really is and out off working. This isn't stuff I can do the night before. HELP. I'm panicking and I don't know how to stop,-0.06984545454545099,1.9356632700000027,1.997454545454545,96.9337272727273,86.3,4.836363636363637,21.090909090909093,6.1124844417494595,0.03510000000000035,357,12,84,3,11,119,64,100,0.11599999999999999,0.846,0.037000000000000005,-0.6464,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,2,0,12,16,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,6,1,14,15,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,7,59,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327247330183765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494640854085307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705266755503442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771914062771851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528244869001933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474494198458292,0.0,0.0,0.17645883812697147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664073956299532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480790105880973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693524122065812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210123951887717,0.0,0.0,0.6052458497160172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756255392247584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768665417760734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245339527482896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,celestial-star,2020/02/07,"Is this how anxiety feels like ? Lately, i've been observing these patterns in my daily life:

1. i try to listen to the lectures and take down notes but the motive lasts for the first few minutes and i don't even remember where my mind wanders off later if i think back about it. Today, the first few minutes of my discrete mathematics class were alright and then my mind took a solid right angle, i was thinking about an anime character with an anime opening playing in the background. Whatever i was thinking, it was not clear. i was thinking about this character's hair and was thinking about how the opening might be my most listened song at the same time. At the end, there hasn't been a proper conclusion.

2. i was doing everything on a whim, say for instance today i was having my lunch and my peers looked at me and said ""didn't you have your breakfast ?"" Come to think of it later, i figured i was indeed shoving things down my throat. A few days back, i literally jumped out of my bed to close the door and i was still half asleep, my right knee was kind of paralyzed (it was still sleeping). I fell down and i haven't felt anything, i tried to lift myself up and failed again. 

3. when i try to study, i get restless and read faster. this has become my normal speed and i haven't noticed that until recently. I don't really understand what i actually read during this time and it makes me riled up and i get back to the first line and try it again with an increased pace and the process goes on until i get frustrated about myself.

4. when someone explains me about things and if my thoughts aren't suppressed, i tend to cut what they're saying by saying something i haven't even completely thought about, sometimes i don't even give a shit about what they're saying. I know, I'm damn arrogant and I'm the greatest example of the dunning kruger effect.

5. when I'm browsing the internet, i tend to open a lot of tabs and i try to read something from a random tab only to abandon it in the middle and start reading about something else from another tab, I'll skip that too, eventually. At the end of the day, i don't remember exactly what i have read. Even when i want to ""watch"" videos on youtube, i tend to read the comments while listening to the audio and at the end, what i grasp from the video is close to nothingness and what i do in the comment  section is basically upvoting all the comments, I've half read and half understood. I listen to music while doing something and to be honest, i don't really enjoy them as i was used to. I'm not that open to new music these days, even if they are of my taste i tend to reject them blatantly.

P.S. sorry for the grammatical mistakes, i suck at english.",4.993719074221865,5.6806981191806365,5.555725458898647,82.55808938547487,68.73929236499069,8.52075552008513,29.86799680766161,8.591530228387361,2.1575882841181167,2138,78,422,32,35,690,244,537,0.08900000000000001,0.86,0.051,-0.9675,0,0,4,0,0,0,59.0,0,2,3,7,30,16,5,1,34,1,40,10,6,6,4,80,80,39,0,6,6,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,2,0,24,33,3,2,21,11,0,5,14,10,0,6,22,17,62,6,69,55,10,74,0,3,2,0,19,31,3,7,39,298,86,11,0.0,0.0,0.07095084183081188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623887455669848,0.055620105631426095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983107393382962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677199256060651,0.0,0.0,0.08029837464896677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263002285837645,0.07623115188443845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066860838447046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060736767951412536,0.0,0.19318855265710846,0.0,0.0,0.2401090630413643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534371684971152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367624800362953,0.05194138136774655,0.06980943121608607,0.0,0.0,0.18553177533652454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395809227277125,0.06974648939234067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571240287141884,0.039957470368643264,0.05926532264384725,0.08201585134742713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051354596147880384,0.035520616151192376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061054964135459036,0.0,0.0,0.06181227974076919,0.0,0.0,0.04853200685505834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712987400821282,0.14682523429307176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022017883755363,0.0,0.0,0.07123671795512165,0.0,0.08277658232473957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529640264517513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090816914657804,0.0,0.09315501016975357,0.0,0.07178868071340243,0.0,0.16472408529053706,0.1241815326955422,0.06916032239430459,0.2312758101078024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463195218941196,0.0,0.0,0.07275878817789498,0.0,0.061603795587510925,0.2238913875659831,0.07190837058008409,0.08138872854903291,0.051461879605744665,0.0,0.1161266591660082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054666074581576365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660564428567993,0.2795234930360252,0.0,0.11544133080698885,0.08479123377943003,0.0,0.1378341053192448,0.0,0.0807793529260394,0.24681395971254935,0.0,0.0,0.07568980219972782,0.0,0.06279488239169896,0.0,0.0,0.04288404803589865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sansanxhez,2020/02/07,"How I help my partner fight their anxiety attacks, relieve them, when I also suffer from it How I help my partner fight their anxiety attacks, relieve them, when I also suffer from it",7.295294117647058,7.707539705882354,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,63.70588235294118,9.15294117647059,40.52941176470589,8.841846274778883,4.041517647058826,146,8,22,2,2,48,16,34,0.43,0.361,0.209,-0.875,0,0,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,0,4,0,6,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,20,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641696550890542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440273553552279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6603229097649143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890499888579196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hbat24,2020/02/07,"Going at it with no meds I can’t seem to tolerate meds. Remeron started at well until I had to increase to 15mg and it got wild. That was my last option. 
I finally got off klonopin 2 months ago and really don’t want to go the benzo Route. 
Anyone have success with anxiety/panic disorder with no meds. 
I see a councilor and starting IOP next week. Also doing neurofeedback 
The worst thing right now is my mind seems startled easily. Light flashes and sounds are problems. Not fun.",2.515806451612903,5.106189881720431,3.897215053763439,83.68582258064517,80.29032258064517,6.730752688172044,25.429032258064517,7.908726449838941,1.8022180645161288,381,15,69,7,10,125,73,93,0.18100000000000002,0.7,0.11900000000000001,-0.737,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,18,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,1,0,4,3,6,3,11,14,2,17,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,10,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541103430784861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903031504853205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156217683753473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992507916150631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044764686056656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197609522806366,0.0,0.2780925192980564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171353519220392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793350293132983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755421389683006,0.0,0.13876793945309213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489481570502234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663540016872711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137479071323347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484696549247466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385384654628978,0.31653878801521923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461083332117076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550031924668455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025431024317626,0.0,0.13945452411671672,0.0,0.15631487629516613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fast_Carpenter,2020/02/07,"I have an anxiety in hiv I am a male, not circumcised had heterosexual sex with sex workers, wearing condom.  
After sex i fill condom with water to make sure condom doesn't broke.  
I know that logically my change of infecting HIV are slim but somehow i still get an anxiety about HIV everyday, why am i being like this ? please help",2.657619047619047,5.364434126984129,4.589841269841274,78.18571428571431,80.74603174603175,8.044444444444443,24.87301587301588,8.841846274778883,2.3990063492063487,262,10,47,7,7,89,48,63,0.052000000000000005,0.7390000000000001,0.209,0.8794,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,12,1,1,1,9,10,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,7,8,0,5,0,1,0,9,2,1,0,1,4,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183087788465028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35836857812024075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699079309252633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270671189547237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617645038114786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655035258580813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22612834803573914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718623723088174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705382622909382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192821163121269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056828290960392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway239423489,2020/02/07,"Job hunting anxiety rant I recently finished my degree, now I'm unemployed (3 weeks). 
Being unemployed makes my anxiety go through the roof because I worry so much about my future and my parents are constantly nagging me about it.    
   
Yet I haven't sent a single application because the thought of sending one makes me feel anxious too! I worry that it's not good enough to get the job I want and I worry that I have to go to a job interview (I have severe social anxiety). I know it's irrational and I should just send it already. I know I won't get a job if I don't send applications. But my stupid anxious brain is tellin me no. I don't know what to do.     
  
For some reason, it's also comforting to say ""I'm only unemployed because I haven't started applying for jobs yet, once I apply I will get one for sure"" rather than ""I've sent so many applications and still don't have a job"". This would further increase my anxiety I'm sure.",2.7839361702127654,4.57501755319149,4.683989361702128,82.40875,75.59574468085106,8.104255319148937,28.77127659574468,8.841846274778883,2.421993617021277,732,32,145,16,16,250,98,188,0.19899999999999998,0.741,0.06,-0.9694,13,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,12,6,2,0,7,0,16,1,1,3,2,23,35,9,0,5,5,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,8,8,2,0,2,3,2,26,4,13,27,5,19,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,10,95,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307549771875773,0.08194326871244241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31354960408661675,0.2315183474892519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738981594800955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143876822261642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073102739106656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587637820243782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181067587774283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060520880422774,0.0,0.11646934858636455,0.08594492569087386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100994388930036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894046953200986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367957806100839,0.1038860203861556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753254448309602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912460455846308,0.1388693376868043,0.07793119484392222,0.0,0.0,0.1137780963861569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053537150578612,0.10117435125325352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814863144708101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575917374462595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445277082771327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252706459630222,0.0,0.081830723782441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931489205805104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134779491795849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060438020256519225,0.0,0.08219329387891333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121823356053329,0.0,0.07279001291032987,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nice-Source,2020/02/07,"Just got prescribed buspirone for panic attacks? Just got back from the doctor, first time being prescribed meds for my anxiety and depression. She prescribed me Prozac for obvious reasons, and then gave me buspirone and told me to take it when I feel a panic attack coming on. Now that I’m home and I’ve researched it, because I’ve never heard of it before, it seems like it takes 4 weeks to even work? Why would I take it for a panic attack? Anyone have any experience with it?",3.825543478260869,5.976641554347825,4.414565217391306,83.8951086956522,73.67391304347827,6.339130434782609,25.630434782608692,7.1686216300943375,1.304865217391304,381,13,68,4,8,121,62,92,0.247,0.7290000000000001,0.024,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,3,3,3,0,3,2,0,1,2,14,15,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,5,2,7,1,10,8,0,10,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,9,44,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976310531969494,0.0,0.1098290033392944,0.0,0.0,0.1003859706599237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899874265870239,0.0,0.1103948057411749,0.0,0.08751762168097367,0.0,0.12216565612486174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367098033280645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365476875830712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469477659932548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948252031785604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043689436856188,0.0,0.0,0.07259221277684398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211872991881575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296486309249701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401024762387413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013999390319166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947150330220594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072836757571317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053377744890514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761164896512513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069876796008525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238354414976393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371556105641596,0.0,0.0,0.1371852219630048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516146000810833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129547643519642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451909616924128,0.0,0.0,0.10198647316789428,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeetmeacrossahighway,2020/02/07,"I hate being like this My mom messaged me and I thought her messages sounded odd. What if she’s being held captive, what if I’m missing a detail? What if she’s in danger and this is the last time I’ll talk to her? I hate this, I hate panicking over everything, I hate my brain.",-0.4991101694915265,1.7135955932203402,1.6862500000000011,96.10869703389831,93.06779661016952,4.3059322033898315,20.934322033898304,5.985473137389443,0.1123372881355933,216,8,48,2,8,72,38,59,0.379,0.584,0.037000000000000005,-0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,11,5,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,12,1,3,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,3,3,31,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405249032175663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936417855673642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8508895856002744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562886612917222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526299799856292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523444483289904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317879266977182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105137650152488,0.1256366082394127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,llamabitch529,2020/02/07,Anxiety in high school. What coping things do people with anxiety do in high school if they are taking almost all pre-AP classes and have like 100 assignments for all of them and know I’m going to be taking college level classes it keeps causing me to have such bad anxiety I keep shaking and it can’t get it to stop.,3.662812500000001,5.22334840625,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000002,72.75,7.620000000000001,26.8625,8.238735603445708,1.84594125,254,9,48,4,5,84,47,64,0.184,0.779,0.037000000000000005,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,13,15,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,31,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012252404769091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611851149408146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677872265890912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643392045068945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498956424842663,0.0,0.1142061292478326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424635414529132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572322326944357,0.0,0.0,0.11043842483160736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817540651583134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393153960991651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40675000244346254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800557130605046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021830517706747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350413685253673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icrymyselftosleep2,2020/02/07,"I’m such an anxious human being. And, I get anxious over the weirdest things. A couple hours ago I was in class and we had to go up to the front to sign a sign in sheet. I went up and there was a girl signing with a pen in her hand, and I didn’t even think too much of it when I went to sign. So, because I had assumed that the professor had left the pen up there, I waited for her to sign and stretched my hand out for the pen. She gave it to me and I signed and I was about to put the pen back on the table and she was like “oh it’s my pen.” And I was like “omg it’s yours. I’m so sorry” because I literally didn’t even think to ask her for the pen. But, she said it’s fine. But, I’m still anxious about it for some reason. I’m legitimately thinking about dropping the class so that I don’t have to run into her because I’m scared that she thinks I’m weird or something idk idk idk",-0.16969055805342492,1.377592015075379,2.014334832055013,99.2755673102354,83.62311557788945,4.79248875958741,18.51388521555144,5.399115186594226,-0.6813376884422118,677,16,176,3,19,228,92,199,0.098,0.831,0.07,-0.0622,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,0,15,5,0,1,14,0,13,2,2,1,0,30,31,16,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,10,13,0,1,6,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,14,3,25,3,28,16,2,24,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,3,7,116,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810427316134738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280173889539995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564877681182434,0.0,0.0,0.11979795779830538,0.0,0.2849164581165128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238595898630185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580435125244165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139728585936815,0.0,0.08854279009370293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342825426701295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927344642162934,0.0,0.0,0.1522286845503991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452841681237552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566186001228893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601848381772797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819823023837214,0.0,0.15597956140773045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199398233488592,0.0,0.17440152264691064,0.0,0.0,0.1244193547405607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350432891673793,0.3993126457856444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888499919541752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chloepart,2020/02/07,"Propranolol (extneded release) for Anxiety Hi everyone, 

After years and years of being on different SSRIs, and trying in vain to find something with no sexual side effects, I have decided to try to get rid of them all together. I have been using propranolol as needed for physical symptoms of anxiety for a few weeks and have really liked it a lot. I take 30mg when I am feeling anxious, or can't sleep due to physical anxiety, and within 20 minutes I am much calmer and can do what I need to do (sleep or otherwise). 

My psychiatrist has written a prescription for 80mg extended release propranolol. I have seen some people say they don't recommend the XR version but no one has explained why. I feel like it would be better than an ""as needed"" prescription, as you wouldn't have to suffer through half an anxiety attack before it kicked in, and you wouldn't have to know ahead of time if something was going to make you anxious. Does anyone know why some people may not recommend it? Or have any personal experiences with the XR version?",10.781038461538463,7.982263892307693,10.617788461538463,62.35283653846156,58.794871794871796,14.673076923076925,43.86217948717949,13.023866798666859,5.761833333333334,829,38,140,24,8,276,118,195,0.125,0.7959999999999999,0.079,-0.638,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,2,3,1,6,1,0,7,0,24,3,2,3,1,35,39,15,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,4,4,14,3,29,29,8,14,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,8,10,102,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175055359965234,0.0,0.4128551942321233,0.304843479548999,0.0,0.09433953726901152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349152472194907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480739184191302,0.0,0.0,0.1193262011168377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409631861296063,0.0,0.0,0.11806982200648555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892230134407856,0.0,0.13197811948354626,0.0,0.0,0.1364396980510562,0.09638721847891232,0.0,0.0,0.12331487520794325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049038260757749,0.0,0.07667841851177899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829753560149386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183066369492275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470456801814635,0.0,0.0,0.09006046864327984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918207757556706,0.30012548094121194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142560959466868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707374669961116,0.11780735975424415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643351487002322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729418168492637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27003583761899946,0.0,0.0,0.20773675555604013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402340397344747,0.10144341053953594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867321738644996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832043001708182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652797613512683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822507146136484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434894968607992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584363853941062,0.0,0.0,0.17376873225366854
anxiety,MyCatsNameIsDio,2020/02/07,"Should I leave my therapist? Hello, I have been seeing a therapist for roughly four months now. She is great during our sessions but something has come up that is very triggering for me. Waiting times.

She knows that I have very little faith and patience in people. I have disclosed my experiences with classmates and professors at university have consistently offered their personal numbers and to call or text if anything goes wrong, consistently, across the board, I was stood up with little to no explanations even having one prof cut a scheduled meeting short to meet with someone else instead.

I disclosed this when my therapist did the same thing, offered her number. I said I didn’t want to go down that route. But of course I caved during  panic attack. I’ve texted her three times on two months. Every time. She takes days to reply, even email. 

I know people have their own lives but am o being irrational here? I’m  naturally inclined and it been my problem due to my trauma that o cut people off real quick if I catch a whiff or hint of shady behaviour. Should I leave my therapist? Waiting for her replies keeps me in suspense.",5.721538461538457,7.7041365384615395,5.478076923076923,78.94192307692309,68.23076923076923,8.084615384615384,30.30769230769231,8.660442795831766,2.502061538461537,912,36,155,15,16,282,133,208,0.156,0.8009999999999999,0.042,-0.9766,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,2,0,7,9,3,1,5,0,18,0,0,1,0,27,31,12,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,7,0,4,7,4,29,2,23,21,2,26,1,0,1,0,18,12,0,4,11,107,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091849680418936,0.0,0.0,0.13951548805830818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522446952337785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563955058987537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908969688781968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244615246552846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619990691659365,0.0,0.10332562582076786,0.0,0.0,0.11996096713561175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969653211530243,0.0,0.0,0.13520597727349093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900399104053092,0.0,0.0,0.13479443307874145,0.0,0.0,0.25970639330360096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458258053371074,0.10828931766526227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577283546489505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310093060014118,0.0,0.0,0.14388623547591733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505986523658875,0.10708051355114168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734552926851614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958594985124814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665436228414346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772454758469276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390858862068604,0.09441073339896906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220656943346417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5695566727850842,0.08147352005492421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452908896444836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979698020754975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023741205339849,0.07233354476384428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408257397333112,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danielhol,2020/02/07,"Forced memories I've noticed that during extreme bouts of anxiety, I sometimes get this rush of panic and anxiety that doesn't last very long, like you've received really bad news.

With it comes a forced memory, like I'm trying to think of or remember something?

Can anyone relate please?",5.990094339622643,7.926290603773588,6.27561320754717,73.66926886792454,67.49056603773586,9.828301886792454,30.23113207547169,10.125756701596842,3.450588679245284,234,9,37,6,4,75,44,53,0.26899999999999996,0.606,0.125,-0.84,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868902508297593,0.0,0.0,0.17681282806702492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113617963173187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178254156304588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211432090060105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612308519447856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24707935981692344,0.0,0.0,0.22378230215447265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28789456919292433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966888714599248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277575708474185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619952211591146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864528121273028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946719493577423,0.25009524177143044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202910965648928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168236862808342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086445212612857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,browngirlsays,2020/02/07,"Am I afraid of my subjects? (Student) My dad asked me today, “Do you run away from your subjects?”

As usual, I escaped the place because it makes me uncomfortable. But it really got me thinking. Part of me was also embarrassed because I felt like I got caught. Busted. Felt uneasy. Went to the loo for some time alone. 

I think it’s fair to say I run away from my subjects. Being a final year law students with a lot of backlogs and no confidence in herself, I often feel like an imposter and I run away from everything that makes me even slightly uneasy.  I think it’s the fear of failing, the fear of finally finding out that I am not competent enough. 

I don’t wanna describe it a lot because I feel that won’t help me. 

So I need help; tips to face my demons. How do I manage this fucking heart that beats so fast when I am talking about my incompetence or completing tasks. 

Completing tasks.. they scare me. Nope, can’t do those. What do I do? I’m so hopeless.",1.3316944312232266,3.787303523560208,2.8702546406473144,89.94756187529751,84.44502617801048,5.566968110423608,23.86506425511661,6.980632752743323,0.9908931937172779,747,29,150,10,22,244,112,191,0.185,0.735,0.08,-0.9641,0,1,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,2,1,3,9,10,1,5,8,0,13,3,2,3,0,25,30,11,0,2,3,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,0,8,0,0,5,6,8,0,0,7,5,32,2,21,21,5,19,1,2,0,1,10,6,1,5,10,106,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188134562470544,0.0,0.10183028460971802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904165692218045,0.0,0.3589081442871061,0.0,0.0,0.23286791692324876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670180423822196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157178002789774,0.0,0.08410400523492803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444108428033467,0.0,0.0,0.2865760471646276,0.12876947559821475,0.09096862390633248,0.24452441295119265,0.27897999190022443,0.11638249014626302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771976964026518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368392589824305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508933751062838,0.17070082310834714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244195470544608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651245617517145,0.0,0.0,0.16999508918562628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441778149738607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789211549653582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303866701442346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157448706576957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012624310055089,0.12748521369294324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234758344858062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447746559814077,0.0,0.0,0.0742504497678276,0.0,0.12069932063876665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024224420593298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804143638160634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199999284408513
anxiety,CupCakee420,2020/02/07,"The end of the rope I'm (23) and have had anxiety for as long as I remember. I wasn't diagnosed with anxiety and depression until 12. Last year was a big year, graduated from college, bought a dog, got married, and started a career. It's been 3 years since I was at my happiest which came from exercise and lack of stress. 

At this point my mental illness is the worst it's been ever in my life and getting worse by the day. I took Zoloft to combat my seasonal affective disorder (no sun Michigan). It put me way over the edge straight into sudical thoughts. It's been two months since I got off. 

I started going to therapy and exercising. It's not going fast enough and every day I make life harder for everyone involved with me. I'm struggling to do my job. I need serious help fast and I have no idea what to do.",2.3597154471544712,4.367096841463415,4.2874146341463435,83.79742276422769,77.53658536585365,8.275772357723577,27.396747967479683,9.029198982220553,2.404028943089432,638,27,129,16,15,217,103,164,0.19699999999999998,0.752,0.052000000000000005,-0.9670000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,8,0,12,7,0,2,1,21,27,11,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,3,2,1,5,4,5,0,1,13,0,16,0,22,14,3,31,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,16,82,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268816627057324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960333896749538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912685313967815,0.0,0.12772126981207024,0.1505104155261988,0.0,0.0,0.16995226923257994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134021575162694,0.15322238277292954,0.0,0.0,0.13413607021620794,0.12494004582179186,0.14169668444257705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747498606874033,0.0,0.1685523382400968,0.0,0.23720083783966625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939512429038927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674004558524614,0.0,0.0,0.14715414861294795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087548908420685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948209337864496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312312747298051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898419181983954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494406346044536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836302388371216,0.0,0.0,0.10995456209603477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018122436398806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907160275086662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798275522009146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453327155892348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991971659105607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986477644246553,0.15502406783620565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695816225932021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772505994511072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475475636096049,0.0,0.0,0.14485700016379854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770506387551274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511193624860273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864801469191155
anxiety,letsgetburningnow,2020/02/07,"Going to be learning how to drive soon and I’m trembling nonstop What’s a typical (I’m not sure if things vary by state. I live in Louisiana) driving class like? Are you in a room full of other people.....in desks or tables?? Will there be a teacher? Will that teacher call on people to answer questions?? I’m getting my license soon and I’m kinda freaking out over the whole class thing, because of my anxiety when it comes to other people and small places. I don’t want this to be a repeat of high school all over again. I’m THIS close to saying fuck it and not going

Also, a certain amount of hours are required. How are those hours distributed? Can you do them all at once?? Or??

One more thing. How hard was driving to you? I’m shitting bricks and am always on the verge of crying just thinking about it. I can’t keep calm and I’m literally going crazy",1.108815028901731,3.5163909075144524,2.584656069364165,91.93848699421969,85.01156069364163,4.6160693641618495,20.788728323699427,5.985473137389443,0.13428578034682115,669,21,136,5,20,217,105,173,0.145,0.82,0.035,-0.9502,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,1,1,11,8,2,1,7,0,14,2,1,3,4,30,30,14,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,13,9,0,2,4,0,0,7,4,4,0,1,1,2,9,4,22,24,6,30,0,0,0,1,7,15,2,5,8,92,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058119645194264,0.14627344006502327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448077914799011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716147461046407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950379436088915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142967055589432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930998035301547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251733092471593,0.09184432418866116,0.0,0.29972078179552786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747554827338445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573442490778114,0.0,0.0,0.3462403979647697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625244863666854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588333448130049,0.0,0.15522799564375347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721327220919687,0.11912154560863568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24374476635653264,0.0,0.18366574398707292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692782880139198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979724952107406,0.0,0.17791139222066032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804484721096408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568234813707414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503661715348682,0.11264073397831792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036869694405796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626604514643886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RevWilliamson,2020/02/07,"Need help waking up on time Hi everyone. Wanted to reach out to some supportive folks here for advice.

I have severe general and social anxiety. I take medication for it and am happy with how it’s working. I’m a hospital chaplain and it makes the already high stress and demand job manageable.

However, the medicine has made it to where I have a hard time getting up at a certain time. I was almost late to work today because I was sleeping so hard. I commute and the work day starts at 8, so I have to leave pretty early.

Maybe this is just a sign I need multiple alarms. Do/did y’all have to adjust to something similar and if so, do you have any tips of how to wake up on time?",3.034249011857707,4.550648920289857,4.6940316205533605,83.75353754940716,74.28985507246377,7.9167325428195,27.03820816864296,8.575989854853784,1.9690492753623188,533,20,107,10,11,180,90,138,0.10800000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.109,0.4654,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,3,8,5,0,2,7,0,11,4,3,4,1,23,21,12,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,10,3,20,18,1,19,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,3,9,69,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239716320765292,0.0,0.0,0.15616614063327766,0.0,0.1720999293951131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605456849371317,0.0,0.11930494628329386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950685596338698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057790299947834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902143367900636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147991284089323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601671659184813,0.2794096219060933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453317225259028,0.1647747412453364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476101141238702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592373528062502,0.1651335474902845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475681421672415,0.10410099738450863,0.0,0.15667749419792998,0.0,0.0,0.15710798939472276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312769215110144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866203339817758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761844610919801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606736478933844,0.15897621365580206,0.0,0.12006157514271006,0.0,0.0,0.11038556493736168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864562333692766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697558642900085,0.0,0.0,0.11725855277391856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637538432013846,0.0,0.14782685455587416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919861440256294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406107159743764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Weepingwillowlady,2020/02/07,Toxic Parents I think my parents are toxic and want to control me. Should i shut them out of my life and cut contact with them?,3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,73.61538461538461,5.2,28.384615384615394,3.1291,0.7786,100,4,20,0,2,32,20,26,0.083,0.866,0.051,-0.2023,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109966407174949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588293118594189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8137824925165164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480168208872065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161373951985804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GeeOKeem,2020/02/07,"Had Panic attack (first ever) on this past thanksgiving because of marijuana. Have had anxiety since. I've had social anxiety since sophmore year of highschool (22 now) but befpre that had none. Never taken medication before this event (doc perscribed me hydroxazine to help for now) or have gone to therapy.


Went to the doc two weeks after my attack and he said i'd be fine but im still having anxiety. Im assuming this is temporary because this is not at all common online.

I must admit i smoked a couple times since the event because i figured it'd make it easier for my subconcious to understand that weed isnt bad i just had way too much. Each of the two times however i felt like i couple steps back the days following in terms of getting better so i've decided to avoid weed for the time being.

I also feel like the event may have given me some insomnia because i have yet to sleep through the night since as i wake up about twice a night, have trouble falling asleep and am tired all day 

Is there any tips that may help my recovery? Already considering therapy.",3.8181445523193123,5.9895926699029145,4.969449838187703,79.81791801510248,73.75728155339806,8.461272923408847,26.97842502696871,9.150863307647796,2.487346062567421,854,32,154,20,18,281,128,206,0.113,0.7559999999999999,0.131,0.7978,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,2,2,9,0,22,6,3,1,5,25,34,8,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,7,0,0,5,4,6,0,4,11,3,14,4,21,17,7,34,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,26,102,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241682779845594,0.08998195695549119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076517248952653,0.0,0.2582317689572092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560147867994155,0.0,0.08652069764050424,0.09394924278092873,0.2743638392345605,0.0,0.09574597033500326,0.0,0.0,0.09951452366458537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24900179784422286,0.0,0.14513178549970862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178050319217401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056893337060132075,0.08038409037166434,0.10803654966236424,0.0,0.0,0.09570919244443617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878689493566396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083915532664974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430811514434637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099428757406004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510776806905886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335175191136995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271492022386841,0.0,0.08678212300772813,0.0,0.0,0.21118421709934676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201761471580148,0.0,0.0,0.10741277778146872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070319937414944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723098075249506,0.0,0.11260095226994606,0.11469965594713873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985837129426398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573521477386457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683341160858092,0.12932483351695692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983077845974855,0.11713696748185433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931289406500809,0.09025650975428327,0.0,0.0,0.1043068816724136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245899247681073
anxiety,sadyeehaw2016,2020/02/07,"Took anxiety medication to feel worse I’m going through a rough breakup that has given me a lot of anxiety. Went to the doctor and got prescribed something but when I took it it made me feel worse so I didn’t start taking it. But last night I just felt so crummy about the breakup that I figured taking the medication would make me feel worse enough to where I wouldn’t focus on how bad the breakup is hurting me. It kinda worked. I feel like shit still, but not focusing on her as much. I hate going through this.",3.6645873786407774,5.192215106796116,4.095327669902915,88.63289441747574,72.68932038834951,7.0917475728155335,26.46723300970873,7.645422480735847,1.2813893203883495,408,14,85,5,8,128,64,103,0.272,0.703,0.025,-0.9825,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,0,6,0,5,4,1,3,0,19,24,9,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,8,6,12,1,10,14,3,13,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,2,6,55,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961254981497506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530560400387722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360719943478585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506666152587906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035278945564077,0.10721296625892912,0.1440946697303823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058113775718073,0.0,0.12002796644093462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816710275271938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065742680658252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233042074781865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331862419968176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758763220628774,0.0,0.14200374104365082,0.10017562637755524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023677321438747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032173045771823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083437554374498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404890592474782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553437331030485,0.0,0.0,0.10622321964694303,0.0,0.11984936926088872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567409088053386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33347569169792857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912019323242414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925573139199103,0.0,0.45881498398354503,0.10660833404075204,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,J0N0X,2020/02/07,"Hey Hey, I'm 13 and I've been feeling alot of anxiety lately (Right now i'm feeling anxious/stressed out about my PC even though theres no reason to) and I would just like some support or whatever. Thanks!",1.0492857142857126,3.4963225000000016,2.295523809523811,93.56614285714286,85.90476190476191,5.2647619047619045,25.06666666666667,6.742157984588678,0.965432380952381,163,7,34,2,5,52,35,42,0.08800000000000001,0.655,0.257,0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,4,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,19,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252387464423735,0.33262298333174456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944687582122561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977461054949682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33213075265108744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384401043342931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027238867904859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251442283667948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372694721497937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341165683400831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27107231098264506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892767536801913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915518371272188,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YouAndAnxiety,2020/02/07,"Meditation and Anxiety When you have anxiety it sucks to do some of the most simple things. On my new blog I just started I write about things that I have found through out the years that have helped me get through the day!

 [Does Meditation Really Help Anxiety](http://youandanxiety.com/index.php/2020/02/07/does-meditation-really-help-anxiety/)",10.022636363636364,12.7295254,8.008863636363639,62.133295454545475,58.63636363636364,12.772727272727273,33.75,12.161744961471696,4.979636363636365,287,11,43,10,4,85,40,55,0.121,0.821,0.057999999999999996,-0.2957,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,7,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,5,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573897142472782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127124349687852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883357460741967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27418337528139697,0.0,0.0,0.1306486461935509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028399133337291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415143440266451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019804809946922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699730050691234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322641610312972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610336671464666
anxiety,jbriscool,2020/02/07,"Heart anxiety and gym Been considering going to the gym recently to help me overcome heart related anxiety. Basically anything that involves getting my heart rate up or pounding causes anxiety and I think the gym would be good exposure to that. Unfortunately I keep thinking the worst like I’ve got a heart problem even though I have been cleared. 

Anyone got advice on how to overcome this/ people who have dealt with this in the past. Thanks.",5.735768535262205,8.44622449367089,5.839276672694397,73.29898734177216,69.8860759493671,9.071247739602173,34.070524412296564,9.606745405546679,3.8122245931283913,361,18,57,9,7,114,57,79,0.159,0.7020000000000001,0.138,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,6,4,4,2,1,12,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,5,3,8,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744123415051438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462755109745965,0.0,0.0,0.1055009825214634,0.0,0.12416394793090645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549985222218747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965687473428388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883020034545077,0.0,0.08575035160620745,0.12655359862851695,0.2413500217014456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7151888730718953,0.10113377179855698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411184566173234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371386880248948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403500646600242,0.10460335428878204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437476426438273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897887382040564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891290090948802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933596159590592,0.14824189484247066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718303615912746,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrjbb3903,2020/02/07,"My life Damn I'm a whole ass red flag

Let's see 

Never dated anyone before at the age of 21 no ons either 

Suffer from OCD, anxiety/panic attacks and add (take Xanax, and Adderall)

Dropped outta college 2 years ago and just recently got kicked out of my grandparents place in AZ area due to compuslive lying, stealing etc. 

Never had a job but did a shit ton of counselor work at a summer camp from 2008-2015 every summer & did volunteer work in AZ at a food bank.

Very indecisive, and inherently needy but don't realize it and I'm a narsacicist who only cares about my needs and fucks over everyone else inlcuding family members for money etc. 

Can't manage more than one thing at a time and meanwhile others my age at least had 1 or more jobs by my age or at least had some dating experience 

But I'm a my own pace it sucks but nobody wants to help a person who's stole a shit ton of money from family members, lied about everything and has a hard time displaying emotions at all.

I smile in pictures as you can tell by my profile pic but other than that I'm usually frowning or have a blank stare due to thinking/day dreaming.",7.536842316975063,6.096391871681418,7.982019308125506,74.42915124698312,63.911504424778755,11.050040225261467,33.819790828640386,10.018931242160765,3.1486513274336296,897,30,173,16,11,298,148,226,0.193,0.762,0.045,-0.9848,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,3,10,6,1,13,0,11,7,3,0,3,28,23,17,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,10,1,0,1,1,3,0,5,9,0,1,6,4,9,1,31,16,13,33,0,1,3,2,6,15,6,5,17,106,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499463975934935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278156601155465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859572173187353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041638636123914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998699576540785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376654265935795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093817145123942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779367154035468,0.15861445703260482,0.0,0.0,0.3145212695685265,0.0,0.0,0.11880489932238801,0.1347387078241358,0.12672844768391814,0.13793239102064153,0.26585864100011064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050682723361316,0.0,0.0,0.13035916045390694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277657805137613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631502220797985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945143541190882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27985636944249803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418972104885747,0.0995977664726939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045552736429221,0.21750735178532407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555033047341242,0.10724255686044412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312230901848555,0.14732282430473895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392278937699591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236472022211323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894843423228481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060200904798554,0.0,0.12324676908737138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367911658581328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644452129771802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529983851246046,0.11634595399016873,0.08316987615644039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742983671538596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531027700035934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080420609933873
anxiety,Nefelibata12,2020/02/07,"Prescribed 100mg of Prozac after months of not taking it. I originally went to my doctor to start on some medication due to an extra increase in my panic attacks. She put me on 50mg of prozac, after a while my prescription ran out and my anxiety had gotten so much better so I stopped taking the medication. That was about four or five months ago, recently my anxiety has been worse than ever so I went back to the doctor and she prescribed me 100mg of Prozac which I started last night. I woke up this morning not feeling good at all, I feel kind of scattered and my body is so shaky. Is this normal? Is that dosage normal to just suddenly start at after not being on anything for months?",3.6957152406417113,5.455213772058826,4.762700534759361,82.93737967914439,73.04411764705883,7.298395721925132,25.59893048128342,8.00094639256281,1.5464647058823533,547,18,104,8,11,179,84,136,0.153,0.8079999999999999,0.038,-0.9237,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,2,4,0,8,8,1,1,2,19,20,9,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,5,3,3,0,2,8,2,16,3,24,11,5,33,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,20,79,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299231111008821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242472409004393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061243948978345,0.0,0.0,0.1667415180982141,0.0,0.11270124395429795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962690910235736,0.0,0.16280328296929222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000357836141909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325785578811885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482177105420454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293373810319135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526273390989859,0.0,0.11947195113243365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953023679464615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509659777791018,0.0,0.10774386542216696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375435278475419,0.2872097647224339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196520379633112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473406674423299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471757465314178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112233709949609,0.0,0.0,0.12253686621949655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204008111205348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717388009588005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936464974729208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glitter_asf,2020/02/07,Hopefully this doesn’t sound weird. Does anyone have gas or trapped gas in their butt all the time because of anxiety? Or stomach and butt always making noises because of anxiety?,5.392708333333331,8.252208687500001,5.16375,77.03958333333338,71.5,8.016666666666666,32.541666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.3115916666666667,146,7,22,3,3,45,25,32,0.23600000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.6322,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,1,1,6,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30289622293030777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569530605493881,0.0,0.0,0.2545332830825303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438099751906109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185589022191697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36155688709380496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298811954481694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226468659621536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SevenHeavy,2020/02/07,"Quitting the job I used to love I’m a hair stylist in a medium sized salon. I was friends with my boss before I worked for her and quit another job to come here when she opened this place. It was an incredible move for my career and I was so happy. We had a killer team, my best friend was our receptionist, and we had so much fun all the time. We all loved each other so much we would work all day together and then hang out all the time outside of work. It was amazing..

Then, gradually my boss started becoming less and less friendly and more and more angry, aggressive and unapproachable. She got really into handing out write ups for weird shit which caused our two newest stylists AND my bff to quit after less than a year working here. Once, at a party, she got drunk and asked me “what she could do to make everyone happy” and I simply told her “communication could be better! Let’s start having regular meetings over dinner or something” which then caused her to go to every other stylist separately to mockingly say “SeVeNhEaVy tHiNkS wE nEeD mEeTiNgs!” Thankfully everyone agreed with me and shut her down. But since then there’s been so many issues that made it very clear she doesn’t care for her employees or her business. She is a big spender and living large but then will come to work and make sure we all know she had to pay us out of her personal account because we aren’t making enough for the salon. Anyway lots of issues.
For about a year I’ve been planning on my exit and the time is very near. I have everything lined up and it’s really going to be a pretty easy transition save for the fact that I am TERRIFIED of putting my notice in. I am sick over it every single day. I’ve gone through every worst case scenario and truly I will be fine in all of them. But I can’t shake this all-consuming fear of this confrontation. I’m not sure if it’s because we used to be friends? My therapist is on maternity leave and I can’t seem to calm myself down. I guess I’m just seeking some advice or solidarity. I will be putting my notice in two weeks from today. Thanks for reading!",3.716857707509885,5.402801239130441,4.523017127799736,84.97962450592891,72.84057971014492,7.723495827843652,25.347386912604303,8.391295532112219,1.5693874396135277,1659,53,332,28,33,534,218,414,0.09,0.746,0.16399999999999998,0.9829,4,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,11,0,1,12,11,28,4,2,15,0,34,8,3,10,10,77,64,35,0,5,9,0,2,0,4,4,1,1,0,1,16,36,2,0,3,3,3,10,5,8,0,2,15,3,51,20,51,37,20,52,0,0,0,2,40,23,1,8,19,230,67,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957864893453402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539310305026085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613198479769052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992856739925934,0.08994003939641329,0.0692963272660619,0.0,0.08546241460205596,0.0720238248717847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302977607266084,0.16731510769469649,0.0,0.14030039207905995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004058190175113,0.0,0.0,0.10503940447318214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414550852091347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584088629951086,0.1556318254861987,0.07318973134217421,0.0,0.0,0.0916385231448106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25167005707487816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925642974409331,0.0,0.1302641608908053,0.0,0.0897113097188708,0.0,0.0,0.17338099645496916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999676225925744,0.16162600322367815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475528271708341,0.0,0.0,0.08622932557568529,0.0,0.08327417512593838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719097801986782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923426407284615,0.14699895266532975,0.0770570339517882,0.16307816793102844,0.08256366681615268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655394151195557,0.11973016016369965,0.0603840142303271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543162568193586,0.0,0.08672704430027472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110707093774846,0.0850836424535679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285003466782931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637320291264316,0.0,0.25985271534638915,0.08145837782536018,0.0,0.10434040939518227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647614461795361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413658539660548,0.0,0.0,0.0835932327334264,0.06736498198395073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269367314790744,0.0,0.0,0.11528212119829526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535055733719682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499512811004952,0.0,0.09455386743978958,0.0,0.05218111841363955,0.0,0.0,0.14245855423470682,0.0,0.07719212821415293,0.07781591274309935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910294202460828,0.0,0.09795789002215527,0.14066970149501565,0.0,0.13438701839902684,0.0,0.0,0.06532331977984868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29643312709318675,0.0,0.0,0.057850039409853324,0.0,0.0,0.10488466592325173
anxiety,GreensAreGood,2020/02/07,"Does anyone get anxiety over making plans?? Almost every time I make plans with someone (regardless of the person), I immediately feel overwhelmed by the plan.  I feel suffocated by the plan (like a big weight on my chest) and almost feel like my time is being taken away.  Then I can’t stop thinking about how I’m dreading the plan, which builds up my anxiety even more.  It makes it challenging to get together with family and stay connected with friends.  Additionally, its hard to explain to my husband how I’m feeling or why I feel this way because I’m not even sure.  Anyone else experience this? How do you manage it?",4.9913409961685815,6.842309551724139,5.915977011494256,75.60450191570885,69.86206896551724,8.948659003831418,29.26819923371648,9.444778638647367,2.7868325670498093,492,19,87,11,9,162,77,116,0.113,0.805,0.08199999999999999,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,6,6,7,0,2,5,0,4,2,1,6,1,26,20,7,0,1,2,1,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,1,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,10,5,14,18,1,11,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,6,51,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181110512504434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302465135947016,0.0,0.0,0.22212953572602898,0.16275056573735472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492356057425997,0.0,0.0,0.0968275175507264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390021379412174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326906133000328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098249209397643,0.0,0.13382972742076096,0.0,0.0,0.15537620416389436,0.1497404133180978,0.0,0.4015719132724108,0.11347547756987447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271955201828995,0.0,0.16597490739351595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142289628522548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520260629170182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180812202304215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869314438494335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458479424943734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930252921125835,0.0,0.1327975277292112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970501787516072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177839270930734,0.0,0.0,0.1852420073069984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607996508158484,0.0,0.1934245836511793,0.0,0.0,0.14332858326839562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LeonFan40,2020/02/07,"Anyone afraid to have work responsibilities besides easy, mind numbing tasks? I’ve had so many jobs and always quit or get fired whenever things get complicated. I don’t know if it’s because I’m stupid or too anxious to focus on instructions. The longest jobs I’ve had have been the ones where I couldn’t POSSIBLY make a mistake ie data entry work.",4.047810945273632,6.385377388059702,4.967985074626867,79.33366915422886,73.6268656716418,7.451741293532338,27.58457711442786,8.344100000000001,2.0763950248756213,283,11,51,5,6,92,53,67,0.19699999999999998,0.76,0.042,-0.8625,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,1,1,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,2,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,25,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075164860267724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817451825179014,0.0,0.17438267130289548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202878006236328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605970216966556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949717941842127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706088218390786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647299271802274,0.25284722435326346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518176945813334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689963984151414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811552105719782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652621116513488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656868503884431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631248285460445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RealSpaceMountain,2020/02/07,"How do I cope with/help her with the fact that my girlfriend has random anxiety moments/thoughts about our relationship Hello fellow people of this sub and thanks in advance for reading this 

My girlfriend is and introvert and had really shitty relationships/ assholes as boyfriends before/ basically all of them were assholes and treated her like trash.

It seems like she kinda falls into an anxiety phase from time to time (especially at work) and starts remembering the past and or overthinks things, that are actually good.

Is there some thing I can do besides giving my best and prove it to her?",13.630142857142856,10.455367609523806,11.617023809523811,58.52839285714289,53.85714285714286,14.309523809523812,47.20238095238096,12.161744961471696,5.70752380952381,489,22,76,10,4,151,80,105,0.126,0.733,0.142,0.2452,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,3,3,6,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,3,19,13,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,11,6,12,11,3,9,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,5,6,56,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.20213856645967648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169227631007404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626071492016335,0.0,0.2173804426708668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870737284529624,0.0,0.17373903822194078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884144294952666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239608842663104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773837934984956,0.1436046573615707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207195856955129,0.0,0.13269906126803105,0.0,0.0,0.4447812548456231,0.2346490161555115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885722960983707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661461798622685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907064995558004,0.0,0.0,0.2752289605581601,0.0,0.0,0.1644458650340371,0.2415697686208152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080024286670704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Trick_Comedian,2020/02/07,"Kicked anxiety’s ass today Never had anxiety until last year, until it slowly ramped up over months and I was reduced to being a hermit these past couple months. I’ve always dealt with depression and working out has been the biggest thing that kept me healthymentally, and anxiety robbed me of that, being in a enclosed room for hours like that was terrifying and I’ve felt like complete shit just rotting in my room. 

I just finally reached my tipping point and just said fuck it and went. Got a great workout in, had some spikes of course or anxiety, but I didn’t let it stop me from finishing my workout. It may be stupid or insignificant, but it felt really good. Today was the first day I really controlled my anxiety and not the other way around.",8.680603621730384,7.667923760563386,8.35945674044266,71.2604929577465,61.3943661971831,11.77625754527163,35.77867203219316,10.914260884657429,3.833672837022133,602,22,107,13,7,193,92,142,0.14400000000000002,0.745,0.11199999999999999,-0.8363,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,3,0,6,0,13,3,2,1,1,27,20,13,0,0,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,11,10,0,4,2,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,13,3,11,4,15,2,1,30,0,1,0,2,1,12,3,4,18,74,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859001670398367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451460579048203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126875112568242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943197776260575,0.0,0.1598509402109165,0.0,0.15769827514346368,0.0,0.09191512848478904,0.0,0.12275429564169682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736876228478409,0.1561262736177646,0.0,0.12122944247417684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175962075193873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954098956376875,0.11398814707006948,0.1571313996895378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035581087032345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617474164412955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457387643152461,0.0,0.13925844727797096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227519968259716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992202650816436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605371472139174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472969290323952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826069403918266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355713970287004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629714944953726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915507062533146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468551984183536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701890559415594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312761164025024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321196510847974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037579719746963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177972393094813
anxiety,DayDreamNightScheme,2020/02/07,"Another Buspar thread. Hello. I just wanted to ask and maybe get some updated answers here.  I started Buspar a week and a half ago. I take 5mg twice a day. I think it feels like it might be helping my anxiety but my brain fog and feeling outside of my body is kinda bad. If it stays this way I’ll have to stop. I can’t focus on school or work. So my question is does this feeling go away? 

I don’t get any other symptoms. Just this weird brain fog and disassociation.",0.6051733833177161,2.8479159278350537,2.811977507029052,90.60825679475168,85.59793814432992,5.176757263355202,21.189315838800376,6.574015621080383,0.37238969072164974,363,12,78,4,11,123,70,97,0.115,0.812,0.073,-0.7116,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,7,4,3,0,0,20,18,8,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,10,1,5,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,6,7,46,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655849106794154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702885718352644,0.19587369972302204,0.1428997467808962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463065513386286,0.0,0.17550260973128345,0.0,0.15596829613024482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207490159682628,0.0,0.4170560730915668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046907792281175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346794617491084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28335162412507925,0.1334483306106341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951882009157496,0.0,0.1061614507166129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520657617688966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912599319235895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766342003948136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816286466720687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925620038877635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890492682957439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322163897577144,0.1991015184535216,0.0,0.15617126064766051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415435773203946,0.14044864040673624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969243831494035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017813676727788,0.14827133777184726,0.14983786589811648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599096706916058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway394000,2020/02/07,"How do I know if i actually have anxiety or my brain is just trying to trick me into thinking I have it? I was talking to an online friend (pretty much my only friend) and I was telling him some problems I’ve been having and he said he thinks it very likely could be anxiety. Since then I’ve been thinking about it a lot and from what i’ve read about anxiety, that seems like it fits what i’ve been going through. I started to think it’s a possibility, but my mind also wonders if i’m subconsciously trying to just convince myself i have it so i could somehow use it to get attention or pity from others. I think it’s because so many people claim to have mental illness as a joke so I don’t know how many people actually have or if it’s actually as popular as it seems. I go through this cycle in my head a dozen times a day now and I want to just figure out if it’s possible to subconsciously trick yourself like that. 

Also, going to a therapist or doctor is not an option so there’s yea.",3.3392394822006466,4.393924800970879,5.289300970873788,81.60149190938513,72.83495145631069,8.017605177993529,26.84012944983819,8.447377352677275,1.7866016828478959,783,27,161,13,15,271,106,206,0.075,0.8340000000000001,0.09,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,16,12,2,0,8,1,18,4,2,3,0,43,37,25,0,8,13,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,17,6,0,0,12,2,0,3,2,4,0,1,6,1,19,8,21,28,3,12,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,15,8,116,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.34145142232377723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654299371232788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676721471879941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109849250464019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302011807776657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862441773488977,0.0,0.0,0.07521874013954445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937898263654928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022098201111492,0.0,0.06093601285964041,0.0,0.1988559399302386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969927203710705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819707032621785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094321355006795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915734279277273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23649543827326985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753879405580213,0.0,0.11776624441360653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573879344983046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870477476789121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171749695345256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26297272954887096,0.0,0.11865785529701432,0.0,0.11160218359548646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166647237684777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110944845006058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123568990037126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648015618080884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255355178983283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937453169697735,0.10194252368481156,0.0,0.0,0.1354200896285223,0.0,0.3736691012131978,0.0,0.0,0.06800973422230591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583725208770584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073360350174423,0.0,0.0962345727851626,0.06879326032417292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648368806068588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jamesinthahouse,2020/02/07,"I think I'm into the final stage of an anxiety cycle Maybe I'm been optimist, but I guess I'm almost 100% well! Therapy, health nutrition, sports, changes in personal life, meditation, all together are make me felling better. Sure, sometimes anxiety try to catch me, but Im winning in fill seconds. I'm really excited and hopefull and such a good thing to share it!",5.197391304347825,6.682392217391308,6.722434782608698,71.44539130434784,68.85507246376812,11.317101449275365,35.53913043478261,11.20814326018867,4.686707826086957,289,15,50,10,5,99,54,69,0.042,0.63,0.32799999999999996,0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,12,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,8,6,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292403184853693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502616351016388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246997444896656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421775768891973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507816166270059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920156160864323,0.0,0.0,0.2521921963863763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433418766356776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472836763388861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617000238721023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281254757463167,0.0,0.2299909476137077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989283909228794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665841519695028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264176161744288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576380852950267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26180139771685146,0.0,0.15209091453267148,0.14668909531999846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542843745694446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583555652358654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ONLY-NEW-TO-ME,2020/02/07,"Dentist bad teeth by genetics. Help. I cracked my tooth and I have a fear of the dentist. To the point of having to be put asleep, usually.

Oh, also, I am broke. 

Good times.

Any tips to ease this impending doom I’m feeling?",-0.8241666666666667,1.1520055555555544,1.2881944444444464,95.84562500000004,104.55555555555556,4.916666666666668,21.180555555555557,6.6274283507984215,0.6843888888888894,170,7,37,3,8,56,37,45,0.22699999999999998,0.595,0.17800000000000002,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,4,5,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,5,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28396312525408113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414714892140823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964830005700259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995718478433012,0.17954276995464966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978303170276704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380074817578601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33567220161756395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569607365114237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705421622263964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910784115942879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bobeeen___,2020/02/07,"Hey Did anyone fellt like they are in a loop,and they are gonna live they're life over and over again?(srry for my gramatics)",3.3665384615384615,4.764211038461539,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,73.23076923076924,8.276923076923078,20.69230769230769,8.841846274778883,0.8920615384615379,101,2,23,2,2,31,21,26,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936588804068692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986760178260384,0.3449210147032765,0.0,0.6234201092815846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Firmament,2020/02/07,"Weather Anxiety I have looked over the archives and know it's been brought up here before, but lately my weather anxiety has been rearing its ugly head again. I really only get it in the summer (though with global warming, my state is starting to always feel, at least mild, so that doesn't help obviously).  I've got a routine down for when I'm home, and do the best I can there...thing is, it pretty much ruins every other aspect of my life when it's in full force. 

Recently, I have applied for a job, and its distance and the times I'd most likely be working are really toying with this anxiety. Every time I think of it it I get that disgusting pit-in-my-stomach feeling and almost launch myself into a panic attack. I wanted to be good, and strong, and push through the fear, but now if I get this job I really am concerned this will get the best of me and I'll be fired quickly for never being able to work up the courage to leave the house when it's even remotely stormy out (also doesn't help that I'm writing this as my area is under a tornado warning right now). I don't know what to do, I am in therapy so it's something that will definitely be addressed, but honestly...it doesn't feel like something I'll be able to ever fully get over, and certainly not within the time this new job may start. 

Any advice? Thoughts?? Anything at all, I'd appreciate. Thanks!",4.6378343434343465,5.268827403636369,5.77269696969697,80.88660101010102,69.50909090909092,8.43838383838384,28.732323232323232,8.515128840125781,2.0532262626262634,1076,37,210,16,18,359,155,275,0.163,0.688,0.149,-0.3425,3,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,5,15,15,2,2,13,0,27,2,1,1,5,36,48,21,0,2,5,0,5,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,21,13,0,0,7,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,6,17,10,30,34,7,39,0,1,1,0,3,18,0,4,20,144,38,5,0.22251099726900572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087175856428832,0.0,0.0,0.11140631105897328,0.0,0.0,0.0889709820625074,0.09257348735607948,0.0,0.0,0.07565755418507214,0.0,0.2553304558071111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155379579335757,0.0,0.0,0.1265691910620167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946702349832934,0.0,0.2335115637962173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348320757249162,0.10063696801241076,0.1874751120197572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251933668335986,0.16876236888992094,0.0794809504543886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906320306758056,0.0,0.0,0.09331583377324068,0.08898118564123225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141802388111331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914443113889342,0.0,0.11159833634929336,0.0,0.0,0.1283739079750369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312117461690487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222862249337447,0.0,0.12550104840814266,0.1178035090280905,0.0,0.0,0.07858304890153328,0.10870763380102844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342659843964456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178559271810132,0.0,0.08580709923086095,0.10745125385809592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846148200763141,0.0,0.13053435631128268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318683918503646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381936385536315,0.0,0.10985138293820863,0.0,0.0,0.09501158794414864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712998366014409,0.0,0.0,0.15749442912482006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242911549500157,0.1272303587014036,0.0,0.0,0.07128803122484811,0.10930796253337904,0.08832443855600364,0.19462192784039567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562137562520426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199065610502336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alphabetaneutral,2020/02/07,"I’m having false memory flashes Hi I’m (18f) having false memory flashes. I’ve never had something like this before and it is freaking me out giving me a panic attack. 

I suffer from paralysing anxiety and anxiety attacks. Recently in this year especially my anxiety has peaked. I get panic attacks frequently. I feel like this thing I’m having right now is somehow a result of brain damage caused from my history of mental trauma??? Or could it be something else?? 

Today like three times I had these random flashes of false memory. I thought it was dejavu at first but then I realised that is a completely different thing. Like this happens when the last day comes into my mind and somehow there’s this tiny flash of short events that I’m a hundred percent sure never happened ! It’s visual and like a flash of an image and a memory.

Like for example I had a flash of memory that I injured my hand yesterday but then when I looked at my palm there’s nothing but I can literally feel the sensation of a cut right in the centre of my palm. 

What is going on? Am I losing my mind???",3.0857177033492817,5.4499465071770405,4.74578708133971,79.65025956937801,76.7511961722488,7.624976076555022,25.761004784689003,8.548686976883017,2.1776945454545458,856,32,150,18,20,288,111,209,0.18899999999999997,0.735,0.076,-0.937,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,7,18,4,2,12,0,16,5,4,2,3,26,30,13,0,1,4,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,11,0,2,5,4,20,7,18,23,1,29,0,3,1,0,2,10,0,4,23,104,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786379751487279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143687011671084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331208824742352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553518270387102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247228666601164,0.0,0.1045850989473637,0.12729745573834172,0.0,0.0,0.09693705715165467,0.0,0.0,0.07830025524097962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684898499491254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142357604284316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227784195717311,0.08673626899502215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327240406371817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343240197091604,0.11646879821238335,0.06900084927345028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214727252993012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896642776053548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35589262005325234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195492790692323,0.13582820770898998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235405110764175,0.0,0.2451816390237357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727978460301775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649743296969055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849000415163587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987902818891805,0.0,0.0,0.20736920236747994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693672661592492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114428729258521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613205680818359,0.0,0.0,0.09638702377903978,0.07079591520143202,0.0,0.11508373209228825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818490740541317
anxiety,nik8455,2020/02/07,"What type of SOFT prescription/not prescription medication is useful for anxiety? I had a nervous breakdown in November and since then I feel my mental health is on edge and I have many anxiety attacks.

I am considering medication but I do not want anything strong like Xanax or similar which I know is not a good idea for me.

So I was thinking something soft to take daily that restores chemical balance in brain and improves mood.

Any thoughts?

Thanks",4.205677506775069,7.267730109756101,4.799918699186996,76.87746612466128,77.17073170731706,8.52249322493225,33.50135501355014,9.150863307647796,3.7788655826558273,367,20,60,10,9,117,63,82,0.158,0.6659999999999999,0.177,0.6922,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,2,0,8,5,1,1,0,14,16,7,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,9,4,7,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891969922926432,0.0,0.33505122823869404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020888832188056,0.0,0.0,0.2491310493402893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24446360592224775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107271727501158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836771760404189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232774550444366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721137738588764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035036047073652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698672659952528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201998199682701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412157789989685,0.2206889158685939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114956207791952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685880571972152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465210937316585,0.0,0.0,0.20161520202624916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031899765992495,0.0,0.1738524191804887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913576514816505,0.0,0.0,0.1291650995908635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bobbyzpaw,2020/02/07,"I had my first panic attack. I've known I have some sort of anxiety issue most probably due to the constant domestic violence between my parents since I was little. Every family meal is like a nightmare for me: the insanely heavy atmosphere, the tension, the silence among the members. I always have to eat in anxiety for fear that they may start a fight at one point.

This dinner, my father suddenly scolded at my mother, but she didn't say anything back. That just got me completely off guard. My stomach, my lung began to feel like it was being crushed by pressure. My breathing became increasingly short. Voices started to appear and whisper aggressively in my mind. My eyes became a bit blurry.

Realizing I was in a state of extreme unwellness, I rushed to my room and did some breathing exercise. The panic eventually subsided. But I was still in trauma thinking about the first panic I ever had. It was so terrifying and scary and lonely.

I'm trying my best to distract me from the trauma by playing some video games. But I don't think it will go away anytime soon. Is there any recommendation you guys could offer me? I really could use some help right now. Thank you so much.

TL;DR: I had the first panic attack and I really need some advice on getting rid of it and maybe preventing it from happening again.",4.062576752440105,6.596976648979595,5.2770008873114485,76.20181898846498,74.34693877551021,8.01597160603372,27.795031055900626,8.841846274778883,2.636982253771073,1049,42,173,23,23,347,153,245,0.244,0.6859999999999999,0.069,-0.9932,1,2,0,0,2,0,29.0,0,2,1,4,11,20,4,8,13,0,20,9,5,1,1,32,35,11,0,3,4,3,1,2,0,2,1,3,1,1,8,6,3,2,5,4,0,4,2,15,0,4,12,5,31,5,27,18,10,35,0,1,1,0,13,15,0,9,17,130,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186216324248018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525110857931678,0.0,0.0,0.07784589426569319,0.0,0.1751438031506214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942019231750266,0.0,0.0,0.26046022689568066,0.10755160601623097,0.08802304281070444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013285851555887,0.0,0.12497539564612188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002326953555338,0.1237051682494841,0.0,0.1827955236184983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117134951991112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354781958653143,0.09644884707770897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791541239610808,0.12881449449785914,0.05788123281779234,0.08177987950910966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921132598439872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598076704273807,0.0,0.06505791873446676,0.0,0.09155490213335632,0.0,0.0,0.11334674619346093,0.10122852343405747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672916301493432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948057566409538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185192355079153,0.1147325037635912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500400049120775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558558564674863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415118188484291,0.0848806375517369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757019503923833,0.0,0.0,0.5372398729460062,0.12710925644035956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821444303880748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342177665019816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666928962507192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775972946499437,0.0,0.09103390873491687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469364851512677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204984167338451,0.0,0.0914186718211612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539180363995486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669997202298984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771998108233688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886833543034527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ummgh23,2020/02/07,"Can anxiety really speed up my heart ALL day?? I don't know what to do anymore. I'm 21 years old. My resting heartrate is at over 90 most of the time and I have palpitations. Right now, it's at 115, I'm breathing slowly, I'm not even anxious, just wondering why the hell this happens.

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I had a lot of ECG's, a 24h ECG and 24h blood pressure monitoring, there was never anything wrong. When I bring it up with my internist and tell him my HR is so high all the time even when I'm not anxious he dismisses it and says it's just my anxiety.

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I was diagnosed with adhd, generalized anxiety, health anxiety, social anxiety, depression and multiple personality disorders. 

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Does anyone else experience this? It worries me that it doesn't matter if I'm anxious or not, my HR is too high for my age.",3.828783653846152,5.645375118750002,5.435000000000002,78.01769230769231,72.8125,9.173076923076923,31.68269230769231,9.661875296680813,3.2379086538461537,649,31,123,17,13,220,97,160,0.146,0.805,0.049,-0.9279,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,1,5,0,11,5,3,0,3,23,20,10,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,1,14,0,11,17,5,20,1,1,0,0,6,8,1,5,11,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224030051875918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310608567542622,0.3712739570738989,0.0,0.0,0.3895719841877728,0.3451819839607133,0.10100708746200934,0.0712153631291493,0.1043565917569426,0.08381325394433528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568433993325354,0.0,0.08772260906462925,0.10337484399260086,0.0,0.0,0.11672806334820275,0.0,0.08912896429425105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508197866713557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345409370206447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962810902200944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006495467427975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826098917676592,0.0,0.12069185064551476,0.0,0.21521864730921467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055973683753097074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658858947644794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855241976307775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687365411083018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889308358621837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524723701416058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697870229204878,0.0,0.0809946108655215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382248334530704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902073295756566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877823247612886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190310573407673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045116612132623,0.0,0.10343285640724026,0.0,0.0,0.1113561653989124,0.3712739570738989,0.06558757720344385
anxiety,anxiouscharlie,2020/02/07,"Sleep deprivation = less anxiety ??? Does anyone here with diagnosed anxiety disorder sometimes stay awake the entire night for relief? Yes, I know this is unhealthy long term. The same technique is used in major depression and appears effective. It’s called to as “wake therapy.”

It relieves anxiety because inhibitory neurotransmitters build up in the brain. These provide effects of relaxation and a desire to sleep. Kind of like a tranquilizer.",5.981666666666667,9.815764944444446,6.065222222222222,64.40200000000002,80.1111111111111,10.102222222222224,36.36666666666667,9.642632912329526,5.5163400000000005,364,21,46,13,10,115,60,72,0.214,0.56,0.226,0.6173,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,5,1,2,5,4,3,0,10,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,10,5,4,8,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711167841769014,0.0,0.0,0.14353681400433094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513701369566324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291607932629926,0.20961421868273436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680768963362206,0.2083552635683924,0.0,0.0,0.2352690989935963,0.0,0.17964224302418974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137679253341509,0.11281672775346707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028962406762447,0.0,0.0,0.1816666756194371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264172961857265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108572600721656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030275438380867,0.0,0.0,0.2188015705919616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23475600375053074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772963374742241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nightlywanderer,2020/02/07,"I quit the job I just started I quit a very toxic job. It was so bad there. Started this new job this past Monday. First two days are good. Third day lady tells me I'm not going fast enough, I need to put out twice as much as I am, and if I don't get better I won't make it. Yesterday I woke up with horrible cramps and so nauseous I couldn't make it out the door let alone to work. Today I called out again and quit. I just couldn't take the stress of knowing when I walked in everyone would be mad at me or if be fired as soon as I got there.

I'm so tired of being wrong. I'm tired of being stressed. I'm tired of no matter how hard I work it's never good enough. I always work hard and have perfect attendance and it's never good enough, people still get angry at me. 

Now everyone will be angry at me for quitting and think I'm a huge failure and that I'm so stupid. I wish people knew it was like to live in my head. They seem to think it's so easy.",0.24391509433962355,1.8487459386792475,2.1807924528301896,98.30713207547173,82.5377358490566,5.183396226415095,16.732075471698113,5.985473137389443,-0.6890950943396228,737,13,184,5,20,245,115,212,0.23399999999999999,0.65,0.11599999999999999,-0.9815,3,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,10,15,12,2,2,5,0,17,5,1,3,3,34,40,21,0,7,6,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,10,11,0,0,5,0,0,4,8,6,0,4,5,3,22,6,23,24,4,32,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,4,19,114,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066777600818487,0.0,0.0,0.08087649135116727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115623891126765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596369931896379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924998732289746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253692899377381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012944344351316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857536374161396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082676537437744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156384764856903,0.0,0.05523984214285126,0.24457511881536026,0.07773808999167106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414056594677896,0.0,0.09975315136571196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28936194032974283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053417458365693726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939150224671367,0.0,0.047486014927239084,0.0,0.08582758183276656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297607897429903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145168634161023,0.07207105776746073,0.14993012183110174,0.09387439807576467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278645359689193,0.13476965797319895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097710798793069,0.0,0.4135279907543325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848537476194376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375944365796222,0.0,0.0776224185855284,0.0,0.2226798758008645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308077153124384,0.0,0.08495530359266715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245610596610961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351442792530718,0.0921323036009975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949482861630412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019849863979972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117728602645864,0.0,0.0,0.21228382345132832,0.0,0.0,0.06904664397193115,0.10627071384471062,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tyc881,2020/02/07,"Over the counter medication My anxiety has gotten worse and I don’t want to rely on actual prescribed medication, so I want to know what are some good over the counter medication for anxiety.",17.063142857142857,9.561181028571431,15.928571428571436,43.201428571428615,53.0,20.857142857142858,57.85714285714286,17.122413403193686,8.829571428571429,156,8,26,6,1,53,26,35,0.171,0.684,0.145,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.24501958916873795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384153734604896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059547672315934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379879747909534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7588154063487527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961890672616443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558737748030954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tuxkittytoebeans,2020/02/07,"Flight pre-boarding is your friend! I was recently diagnosed with an anxiety disability. A few months after the diagnosis, I was on my way to visit my LDR boyfriend via plane. This was my first time EVER travelling on my own and my anxiety had a field day. I could feel my stomach clenching and was so restless. Standing in line waiting to board my flight was extremely stressful. Would I be able to get my baggage in the overhead bin? I always booked a window seat because I love looking out and seeing everything below as we pass by. On my way to see my boyfriend the anxiety was bad. But on the way back, it became manageable. After saying bye to my boyfriend, he suggested because of my anxiety that I ask the flight attendants if I could board early because my anxiety was high. They didn't ask any questions and just told me to board during pre-boarding (before families with small children). It was so helpful for me as I was able to get on the plane, find my seat, put my bag in the overhead bin and get comfortable in my seat and relax my anxiety before more people boarded the plane. Those few moments of being alone and able to relax and calm myself was the best thing I could ever do regarding my travel anxiety.

If you have anxiety DON'T hesitate to ask flight attendants for assistance or pre-boarding!",6.674698795180722,7.140540566265062,7.0438393574297224,74.12816867469881,65.02409638554218,10.495421686746988,35.877108433734946,10.355215969177356,3.8625681927710858,1047,48,183,24,15,341,132,249,0.096,0.795,0.109,0.8618,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,1,2,6,10,0,2,13,0,22,3,1,0,2,27,35,16,0,6,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,6,12,0,1,3,5,0,7,2,3,0,1,13,5,35,7,31,16,5,36,0,0,3,1,18,13,0,4,13,131,41,2,0.297049875790008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255136192106816,0.0,0.0,0.08238976427556463,0.0,0.0,0.06733470060382782,0.0,0.6059795784482448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777015350779809,0.0,0.0,0.07613767289598397,0.08267474616768528,0.18107884716432315,0.0,0.1685117103600964,0.0,0.10391183937355124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23717015464993935,0.0,0.0,0.0638575318538227,0.0,0.0,0.1004997903586984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913241271893268,0.0,0.0,0.08898975815783254,0.0,0.09334406204429567,0.0,0.05006578084984628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049940165327476,0.08422349086632715,0.0,0.0,0.07649999905709455,0.0,0.1551962998187889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636875673313195,0.10461650098067801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314902724688862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936637016731648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903412561148689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864566060178176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953905696506074,0.110921281314181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977669719928664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874199464573693,0.0,0.0,0.15780686121837956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342320969689572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578224606840838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057737390461658676,0.0,0.0,0.09461462870337267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578436486849935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033856966130787,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dantstheman,2020/02/07,"mental block hey all, just thought id ask if anyone has dealt with what feels like a mental block. i find that whenever i am in an anxious state, i overthink what i say or think im being boring because i really cant think of things to say and it almost feels as though im not myself. has anyone dealt with this?",4.30409090909091,4.232747136363638,5.326818181818184,86.26022727272729,70.06060606060606,7.8121212121212125,24.07575757575757,7.1686216300943375,0.8268303030303037,245,5,53,2,4,81,48,66,0.159,0.802,0.039,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,17,11,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,6,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206845998538407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336076971448216,0.0,0.28887148334843754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931113143760947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259207089791239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088919402436374,0.14757078306647214,0.0,0.0,0.18879757072937825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462534277784965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009177076620835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163398620327117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233146130622553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328539129141588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723326373383035,0.2647182886207441,0.2029500343696591,0.16399032078882586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erhalfviti,2020/02/07,"Is my memory normal? I've always thought my memory was pretty good, but recently I've been questioning my long term memory. I don't remember a lot of things on command. Ages 0-16 I only remember in snippets, it's like screenshots of specific events and how I felt at that time (rarily feel like videos) other than that I don't remember all that much from that time. I have like 20-30 memories from that time I can recall on command. I know what I used to do (for example remember the video games I played and what I loved doing when I was very young) but I only have a few ** specific ** memories of doing those things. Other memories I have to be reminded of. The memories I have also have no set date (I remember watching Frozen in the cinema, was shocked when I figured out it came out in 2013, when I was 13).

How much of your life are you actually supposed to remember? I can't tell if my memory is normal or not. Been stressing about this for a while now and I can't seem to find an answer.",2.0433542812254544,4.102708716417912,4.327829274679234,82.8764728986646,78.75124378109453,8.808693375229117,24.011783189316567,9.414487439383343,2.296038805970149,776,27,157,23,19,269,110,201,0.038,0.8320000000000001,0.13,0.9579,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,7,0,23,2,0,3,1,33,31,14,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,0,15,5,0,1,6,2,0,0,9,3,25,6,23,21,6,25,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,5,18,115,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.1093412829013638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960359621562466,0.09323171655561482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815141890722465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056654109043406516,0.08004608723263988,0.1075822720466518,0.0,0.10240852899118244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397934131003977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157786093671625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914180129223174,0.16422087346107964,0.0,0.0,0.09915768264946376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525798132219772,0.10112639799740827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647342325842763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195636846556213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043292085163494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139916363757065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255177939929658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063246389264153,0.0,0.7615614845009188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200298308321494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834895973146146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793363500472173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887751588483414,0.0,0.0,0.08895245556336237,0.19600575640117632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677225559523793,0.0,0.09245014921463646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rosemary-Slavic,2020/02/07,"So much on my mind but no one to talk to Well I've been scared lately, for one, my doctor needed to take me off my meds as to make sure the severe headaches I was getting weren't caused by the meds. In the meantime I need to see a specialist for headaches before I can get back on meds. As of today, the meds r completely out of my system and I'm frightened. In the past few days I've already been on the brink of and had an anxiety attack and I'm still recooperating from it. 

The second thing is, I've kind of started seeing this guy. I've known him for 2 years, we've worked together at 2 different jobs and so a friendship has developed. Then I decided one day to finally let him know I've had feelings for him for a while. Then we started talking, almost like dating. And I can feel within my gut that I can trust him. My therapist said u can always trust ur gut so I'm believing in my gut. However, I'm still really worried bcuz of passed experiences that he doesn't want me or want to talk to me. It's been a few weeks since he had text me back and so I'm worried. That was probably the reason for me having the attack I did but still. 

I feel like my gut is saying one thing and then my anxiety is saying something completely different so idk how to feel. 

I feel like these feelings have been eating away at me for the past 2 weeks, even if I've tried to get better and distract myself. I guess I just hope I haven't scared him off and that I can get a better control over my anxiety so that way I can have a healthier relationship.",2.9142750257997965,3.9910389969040274,4.564013157894738,86.31163377192983,73.89164086687308,7.983952528379773,24.913441692466463,8.472884824447931,1.4463169246646022,1208,37,264,21,24,408,151,323,0.13699999999999998,0.747,0.11599999999999999,-0.518,4,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,4,15,16,2,3,17,0,27,6,4,5,1,39,56,26,0,6,5,0,6,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,11,11,1,1,10,0,0,1,4,5,1,5,12,11,37,11,40,43,3,40,0,0,2,0,17,15,0,5,25,173,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287228697823594,0.0,0.09132782996320513,0.0,0.06886303421974034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993375336456192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830312618002756,0.07775583965320887,0.12727481915135286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042275080519864,0.09324229393412084,0.0,0.14638916869313062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501742155748594,0.0,0.0,0.17354478368741347,0.0,0.0928224910641423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674683778752236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293338295118413,0.0,0.08470847072885015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846842449143225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466226651024458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095525968333539,0.0,0.0,0.2510759638808803,0.11824766609267436,0.0,0.09065964590912742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295494894168553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911695822562613,0.08194551200752555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821994544780182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212663064349561,0.0,0.0,0.0861819102425037,0.04548278741960077,0.0,0.09335699926589892,0.0,0.0,0.08462781095001172,0.0,0.1212972156530021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055243010392556455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36771126333912996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356411025991096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608381971002683,0.12273113322248247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243215464929056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800776276081366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922938699287009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301824021305675,0.08509116801526306,0.0,0.08885337690535403,0.0,0.0,0.07872380839703337,0.13162830891672267,0.16571459843163586,0.0,0.13189817181470034,0.0,0.0,0.09349535796627807,0.0,0.0684600111783393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371276942580402,0.0,0.0,0.11715605160821138,0.0,0.19827697188536986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780004162361836,0.0,0.06222529670469485,0.1995583040612109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609085657330683,0.10996426805905292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844689933532123,0.0,0.0,0.05618867640132327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976281042074864,0.06569111640337896,0.13277032281846696,0.0,0.0744112703352236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060250339558509836,0.16809380068405094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329479196812436
anxiety,BeeBirdMoth,2020/02/07,"Struggling with intrusive thoughts about hurting myself with my bare hands Hi, I'm on a throwaway because I'd rather not have this on my main account.

I started having regular panic and anxiety attacks in about October; no specific triggers, but they often occurred just when walking outside. I'm a student in my second year of university and I had no problems like this the year before.

Whilst the panic attacks have become less common, one thing that has persisted are intrusive thoughts about ways I could, in theory, hurt myself with only my hands or no hands at all. Once they're in my head, they'll stay there until I reassure myself that I'm overthinking things, though I start to research about them excessively and it sends me into a loop.

I have no interest in suicide or more traditional self harm; it's not that I really want to do these things, it's that they scare the hell out of me but seem so potentially easy.

At this point, as soon as I get over one thought a new one arrives within hours to take its place.
In order of occurrence, these thoughts have been:

- Using my thumbs to press hard on my eyes. I had this on occasion since October/November, and came back around early January where I had an especially bad week because of it. I'm pretty much over this one; it's much easier said than done, at least where damage is concerned, and I've since been prescribed glasses for unrelated reasons which have helped my eyes feel better protected in general.

-Opening my mouth so wide my jaw dislocates. This one only lasted a day, and is again much easier said than done voluntarily. And is apparently a quick fix from a doctor if it *does* happen. I have no history of jaw or joint issues. 

-Twisting my neck so far that my spine breaks (using only my neck). This is the one that replaced the jaw thing last week. ""Easier said than done"" doesn't apply here - it's straight-up not possible to do this yourself.

-Pressing on my neck until I pass out. This one might just terrify me the most. Last night, just as I finally got over the neck thing, I remembered that I read a few months ago about how minor pressure on the carotids can cause fainting. I did some more Googling and apparently this can take as little as ten seconds with minimal pressure. It just seems so... easy to do that it scares me. Apparently a grip like this can cause death or brain damage if held too long, though if it's self-induced I'd imagine you release any pressure as soon as you pass out, but still carries a margin of risk. 

Fainting is a major anxiety issue of mine (even though I've never fainted - but I have two incidences of coming close, one caused by a panic attack and the other several years back after getting a routine injection). I get that it's a common anxiety fear but now I know how simple it is to self-induce? I'm terrified by it. I'm surprised I didn't latch on to this as an intrusive thought when I first read about it, but now it's back again pretty much out of nowhere after getting over what I was certain would be the last and worst one.

To get over my previous intrusive thoughts I tried them all out to reassure myself there was no threat/it was harder than my head made it seem. But this one? From what I've read there's no ifs, buts, or maybes about it. I will admit that last night I pressed on my neck for probably just a but under ten seconds - I wasn't sure if I started fainting or having a panic attack but judging by my heart rate, it was probably the latter. I did not pass out.

I don't want to experience passing out or anything like that, but the theoretical simplicity of just pressing lightly on my neck will not leave my head. 

I'd also like to add that I have spoken to doctors and a counsellor, who have put me on a waiting list for CBT. There should be about 2 or 3 weeks left until an available space pops up, but in the meantime I'd just like some advice or to speak to people who've had a similar experience.",6.638748112352765,6.409950980519486,6.948266384778013,77.14123678646935,65.16883116883116,10.123829658713381,33.23165206886137,9.706407341189486,2.999501057082452,3125,118,598,57,43,1015,330,770,0.17600000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.084,-0.9976,3,0,0,0,0,4,88.0,0,2,5,3,50,37,5,12,35,0,53,27,21,10,5,111,95,60,2,12,39,0,10,5,0,6,6,4,0,1,56,29,0,3,15,3,1,9,17,25,0,17,30,17,67,12,100,56,17,109,1,4,2,0,19,49,1,22,52,434,123,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182186066071615,0.04700930903486561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04240934719094504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03606330298566602,0.0,0.1217070745733528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364048392453992,0.04720936271095498,0.0,0.2413243798367869,0.0,0.1223340688373972,0.044279166515500505,0.06465513592071882,0.0585692299608472,0.045125981201760056,0.0,0.0,0.04690213602178573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059200798383092675,0.0,0.060654016657659876,0.0,0.16343416821238438,0.0,0.04568202317022325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234141321684688,0.0,0.0,0.03420099144289225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856016881004174,0.04640830597124245,0.16280920092897222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035026868203574965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375015133274564,0.0,0.05967528779573636,0.026814367745170032,0.0,0.0,0.05809351992469314,0.0,0.045108647434160605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853409738784514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424142108791128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689566413013574,0.0,0.04750589246189404,0.0,0.1632771475991245,0.0,0.0,0.06284269515912938,0.03554596012732305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222543846338131,0.0,0.11354283808887568,0.0,0.0,0.11070241383237572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029144777598620025,0.21613913891817224,0.0,0.056152801721059485,0.05761898290384156,0.0,0.0,0.12954279241671665,0.05315158987586988,0.0,0.046931292579051306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017977723726762,0.0,0.0,0.05327736489380771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625814155500239,0.0,0.0,0.042329313007626386,0.0,0.15593729624620198,0.0,0.04090123519343447,0.05121824470554728,0.0,0.09953311849668048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647691768355995,0.359355810957662,0.12099875259086085,0.0,0.24888460074600197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03676543052442889,0.0,0.05540672935226941,0.0,0.050131998399477316,0.05978515497819813,0.0,0.1079043942006049,0.1143540572910306,0.05074407413732626,0.0,0.053311400185157835,0.0,0.0,0.15913783766748124,0.0,0.033973397571799804,0.054525311840120716,0.0,0.0,0.06007445900149245,0.0,0.1513355722648046,0.0,0.1061877556355152,0.0,0.0,0.14483391649855995,0.16597055737003633,0.05991060726538161,0.0,0.08773656644147923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260810722593155,0.05652462396415769,0.042351100100171055,0.0,0.0,0.055440137264499686,0.0,0.058007957320256764,0.0,0.049981650483094234,0.0,0.07974631883203051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615917571242512,0.0,0.15630981786475198,0.25260697544297417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036004971774699766,0.0,0.05180416231426642,0.0,0.0,0.09160454176667683,0.0,0.0,0.06255881721259435,0.042094011523938935,0.1276162395636383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03767212338551512,0.0,0.0,0.10245182500004342
anxiety,citrus6,2020/02/07,"Does anyone else find that you feel physical symptoms of anxiety when you’re not really feeling anxious? For example, I’ll be watching my favorite show (not feeling anxious) then all of a sudden, I feel my eyes begin to ache and my heart begins to beat like crazy.  (Some of my usual physical anxiety symptoms).",6.104999999999998,7.6022499824561445,6.942938596491232,70.66598684210527,66.71929824561403,9.910526315789477,37.05701754385965,10.125756701596842,4.322512280701755,247,13,38,6,4,82,42,57,0.184,0.698,0.11800000000000001,-0.2796,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,10,7,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,6,6,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,7,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192908192110226,0.4715150768412698,0.0,0.14591919181075322,0.21382506330386064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262388711212274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433167534726116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220747959308264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073664604985935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24729575937708234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019541989451603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369059251618118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338125527171352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298398604526154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Me_SadUgly,2020/02/07,"stuff Hi. I've been here for a few months. I'm not sure if anyone's going to read this but I'm just going to post it here. So here's the thing: You guys may have heard the term of someone who's living with their family in the basement embarrassing. Unfortunately, I ended up being a hermit with severe social anxiety. I had a therapist last year but things didn't work out well and I stopped going there. Every time I tried to go, I had the feeling the therapist thinks my problem is a small one and I have anxiety before trying to meet them for my appointment. I would usually delete my posts. Some of them didn't make it to the Internet. I'm just desperate for help. I feel like no one really understands what is going on, why am I like this. Most of them would just came by just to say I'm too selfish and a burden, that I should get over it and stop being a loser. I've tried to suicide but my anxiety gets in the way so I'm not sure what to do now other than sitting here, venting my emotions to the Internet. Sorry to those whom read this.",1.5565284178187395,3.5817987235023097,3.5570506912442386,87.96509984639017,80.19815668202764,6.89831029185868,20.93241167434716,7.957251820313856,0.9429637480798778,821,23,174,15,21,278,124,217,0.243,0.7070000000000001,0.05,-0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,1,4,2,14,10,0,1,14,0,17,0,0,1,2,34,36,10,1,5,10,0,2,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,16,8,0,2,4,2,0,6,5,5,1,2,7,4,20,5,26,23,4,27,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,4,12,123,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719337126389543,0.0,0.0,0.08285100434440963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082631307742408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355210614830905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328536814641767,0.10494702263786132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998329852147559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111701882361587,0.0,0.11982426820415586,0.08464932188685938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381233075176165,0.0,0.33670315591682703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732378747622935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942138894245962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965852128130502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577651541123456,0.0,0.10462889301193293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909303453065503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945776347017748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058386116774642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269614458546809,0.0,0.0,0.1133789841138019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370442483586365,0.0,0.07590776596220547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422805082835288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338600399133784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207856934337334,0.10039624254925236,0.0,0.0,0.13263992022336554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812599005996084,0.0,0.0,0.13564276915582735,0.1296088929258771,0.0,0.22335095683363396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27515218243996464,0.1574390604155921,0.07592364544376748,0.0,0.0,0.069092506325177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413409166840303,0.0,0.0,0.12335233028546325,0.0,0.0,0.1305000599343701,0.0,0.0,0.09405189364462678,0.0,0.0,0.10653679320283307,0.0,0.1069188483758797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626217422479579,0.0,0.0,0.16834387665840495,0.0,0.0,0.07630371320254672
anxiety,Midsamber,2020/02/07,"I have a mild fear of driving. 4 years ago I had an accident that thankfully no one was hurt but the sheriff's who were at the scene told me I could have died. My car completely had it's engined ripped. Being 17, I called my dad. He was shaken and upset. He immediately told me I wasn't driving anymore which at the time I wasn't worried about. Then suddenly after 6 months or so he got tired of driving me and expected me to jump right into it again. Looking back I wished he made me drive  shortly after my wreck. I feel like it would've helped. To this day, I only drive when I absolutely have to. Work and school. Anywhere else I beg my boyfriend to take me places and he's used to it. I asked him to help me drive more. I go to places with him that are closer to home. My real issue is if I stop going out to a certain place regularly for a period of time, I get anxiety over driving back to that place.  The distance doesn't seem to matter. I'm scared to drive a couple miles to a place I went to plenty of times. I don't know why it happens. Most of the time it's thinking about it that restrains me. If I don't have anyone in the car with me, I'm panicky while driving. Having someone with me gives me comfort, but that can be an issue when the person I rely on can't be there for me when I need them. I've seen a therapist and I feel like they didn't really believe me because of how aware I am. I know where my phobia started. I know what helps me. But it's not taking care of my reoccurring fears of driving to places I've been before. I know I just need to drive more, but I don't know what to do when I can't find anyone to drive with me. It's destroyed my quality of life. I don't know how other people can just drive and it's second nature. I never got to feel that. I get terrified of running into construction and not knowing what to do, or taking a new route. I get terrified of getting lost or hitting someone. I desperately want to change but I can't leave the comfort of my home. I'd pay for driving lessons again if that's what it takes. I just want to know I'm not alone.",1.5227469242267482,3.1274760717488803,3.421569506726456,90.90020984247442,78.64125560538116,6.188708750143729,22.646659767736,7.010146845296331,0.588606714959182,1632,50,366,18,39,550,202,446,0.163,0.763,0.07400000000000001,-0.9915,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,3,18,14,1,4,17,0,33,2,0,4,2,64,81,27,1,10,17,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,26,14,0,2,15,0,1,21,16,7,0,2,17,5,63,7,53,59,3,66,0,2,2,0,20,19,0,8,28,238,89,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948363398616729,0.0,0.0,0.08118329155284003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996436306484128,0.0,0.07773692553023434,0.1096173252646552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732794580997673,0.0,0.0,0.12054655893554908,0.0,0.04778281038239862,0.0,0.06669992019589625,0.08831313024808812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003991919713557,0.0,0.07991880170887362,0.0,0.08292100927658459,0.0,0.08218525327407443,0.0,0.0,0.0625840991671335,0.08673158769363151,0.0,0.05055188472605377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135132598390214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548066681063107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764099894402966,0.1189015379439438,0.11199661759236673,0.0,0.0,0.07164253279669025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381185284577293,0.07519410049551148,0.0890960819408851,0.0,0.12538340022613834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931565744860987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576195779441457,0.0,0.15725323022185886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391283732405795,0.0,0.0,0.16362729344541208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446270708244287,0.0,0.0,0.08299846992411927,0.0,0.0,0.05536569219889922,0.07658997044311626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658237159884311,0.0,0.08556656208030522,0.0,0.0,0.07416984734822915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256621406041968,0.0,0.0,0.11624307056871155,0.06045539732683436,0.07570478787285947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311575122464655,0.059615376971191014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434233708920505,0.06844281860280603,0.49137428076150297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921936894341219,0.05021548222278036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694042044660012,0.0,0.0,0.07847712823132973,0.07932987438116354,0.0,0.0713588226770514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283082881074554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548135512591442,0.0,0.0,0.0655334273483976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574326631175715,0.0,0.0,0.07216643996350597,0.0,0.09101110637844816,0.0,0.05022598702178182,0.0,0.0,0.18282785583897893,0.09009210564943304,0.0,0.14980058466900964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769953209550024,0.0,0.0,0.09246708890325374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266374406244136,0.07073033255348808,0.0,0.09013896067215182,0.0,0.0,0.057065263631133185,0.07960384224456785,0.0,0.055682503881506994,0.0,0.0,0.05047741433679375
anxiety,youthuser002,2020/02/07,"Anyone else become a hermit because your anxiety has sucked the life outta you, only to realise if you push yourself alittle your tougher than you think and realise how much life you’ve wasted being scared all the time. 

But I’m still a hermit atm",10.36255319148936,7.9608053617021275,9.14095744680851,71.38250000000002,59.21276595744681,10.251063829787237,38.393617021276604,7.1686216300943375,3.1016468085106377,200,7,33,1,2,62,38,47,0.214,0.752,0.034,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,0,0,3,2,1,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,6,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290767905335775,0.0,0.0,0.22202262062953898,0.3253444616974757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356182531421776,0.3506841922773492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652534936565116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485581470005665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341925793018425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414939826894221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31790043457698325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535778827997898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345880973391756,0.0,0.0,0.18515284686725547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,serenity_flower,2020/02/07,"Waking up at 3am once a week thinking I am dying I’ve had plenty of people die in my lifetime, but this past November/December I’ve had two deaths to people that I knew and loved which had affected me strangely. 

I wake up in the middle of the night sobbing or sometimes screaming with my heart pounding in my chest because I momentarily think I am dying. I’ll either have a dream I’m in a coffin or wake up with crazy heart palpitations and think it’s the end and I get terrified. 

I never think about death during the day or really get anxiety until now 

My family brushed me off. Is there something wrong with me?",2.8184604105571864,4.809413016129035,4.6031378299120265,82.13834310850444,76.09677419354837,7.412316715542523,24.982404692082113,8.296473431620573,1.713509677419355,490,17,94,9,11,166,80,124,0.214,0.6970000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9442,0,0,1,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,0,7,7,6,1,1,18,16,8,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,14,1,17,12,1,18,0,1,0,1,1,10,1,3,8,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256794254947997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014808547024974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595179378758232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115132083621703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455098897211181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487555697661154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166679092908255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38936276392301594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482758094250623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670858516216452,0.0,0.0,0.15417261314784084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496073896449518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683093048802085,0.2277924205758965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524672712489302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647648113521226,0.16248445773655407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210749766144299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048493600030664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178145747393058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796225018826503,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pidgeonjail,2020/02/07,"Graphic designer gets anxious when asked to do revisions. How can I get over this? Hello! I'm a graphic designer, I get so scared when clients ask for revisions. At the back of my head I keep thinking they're mad at me for making mistakes and I'll get fired or something, or tell my boss how incompetent I am. It's one of the worse feeling and one of those things that I hate about my job.

I'm just really scared overall, which causes me to make more mistakes at work 😔",2.723125,4.395515062500003,3.962916666666669,88.02375000000002,75.45833333333334,7.300000000000002,27.625,8.07648339933343,1.7104624999999998,370,15,78,6,8,121,66,96,0.297,0.6890000000000001,0.013999999999999999,-0.9834,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,2,3,0,3,1,1,6,0,16,17,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,2,10,0,12,17,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,48,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879387622568106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36211376116968425,0.0,0.0,0.14892157019223815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989541685693555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792622250545396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047418450979651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121069176664834,0.19876302184709374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218926212706933,0.17214429122580424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585547056255453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624738903926352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407103988053478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38779828353742496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909792412124448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927758805442591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866686099879854,0.12409699485055907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099529241520725,0.0,0.19736799161330065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deni105,2020/02/07,"Do you feel like you can't go on Do you ever get to the state that you can no longer and fear it will only get worse but you push yourself forward and if you would rather not exist, only to stop the pressure in chest, a sense of less value, a sense of rejection.",2.727857142857143,3.505276071428576,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,74.0,6.314285714285715,21.142857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.006699999999999928,204,4,47,1,4,66,42,56,0.24600000000000002,0.687,0.067,-0.8931,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,0,6,1,1,0,1,10,10,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,6,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005210652154492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37385112749125904,0.16798547581052967,0.2373451860348532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347152936617292,0.0,0.18881397133083744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231080164749812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053517880071979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777591652297733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385707641186955,0.2360066674646336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lintulainen,2020/02/07,Do i have anxiety? I constantly worry about my health and anything that feels weird in my body.,2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,80.1111111111111,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.398133333333334,76,3,14,2,2,24,16,18,0.326,0.674,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102245781376028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333711514207459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504454955678923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382271361394864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504500541811246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310528099979308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118290784102855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yjanssen1992,2020/02/07,"Heart rate Anyone here with a high heart rate ? Like between 80 up to in the 90s , or when doing something like chores above 100 im a smoker a little overweight so dont know if thats a issue",-0.21317073170731504,1.9592301219512187,1.7104390243902436,97.40468292682928,89.24390243902441,3.28,15.517073170731704,3.1291,-1.1868868292682926,149,3,33,0,5,49,35,41,0.057999999999999996,0.8109999999999999,0.131,0.4201,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,18,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886995723867794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165715426182715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6401726725492182,0.0,0.2853902228971408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917694223229181,0.2819287903759891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844756513797208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639280680782533,0.27072514358999833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794691851673364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nomoresillydaydreams,2020/02/07,"Therapy session cost me $325?!?? My psychiatrist who prescribed me medication also recommended that I see a therapist to work on CBT techniques. I was on a waitlist for a year to get an appointment and finally went last week to see someone at the university-affiliated hospital that is part of the same group as the psychiatrist.

After my appointment at checkout I was told the session would cost $325 and my jaw hit the floor. I was stupid for not asking how much it would be before making the appointment. I did recently change my insurance to a plan that doesn’t pay any coinsurance until the deductible is met, so the $325 is the full amount that would have been billed to insurance.

I’m so confused now...another therapist near me who doesn’t accept insurance charges only $160/hr (and I thought that was too high at the time I called her). 

I know hospitals charge ridiculous fees because they know insurance covers it, but I feel like this is crazy. 

If you see a therapist who accepts insurance, what are their billed rates like?",6.804364261168388,7.525118525773202,7.137680412371132,72.68356529209623,64.77319587628867,11.415120274914091,35.75429553264605,11.20814326018867,4.250901718213059,830,38,149,24,12,270,118,194,0.064,0.861,0.075,0.6257,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,2,5,7,2,1,16,0,18,2,1,2,0,19,33,11,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,6,0,6,1,3,3,0,0,10,4,20,4,17,18,5,18,0,0,3,0,12,9,0,2,10,98,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792412637805585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027821177591277,0.15462521491300946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785568260902895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898905656927105,0.0,0.12547804346552932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505736803057457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599367998723634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456047074934079,0.10534582656900902,0.0,0.16153579432621684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704203667403876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580013791579908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208089322034255,0.1202000069384362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408352531846402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843104366056914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485509625466609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840045088878254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215037200697067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968537568831598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559947596519146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525208333973601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494282198633334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863395852019286,0.5136390955998527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170671831769985,0.08598541637792087,0.0,0.0,0.14090484830457242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828393627814755,0.0,0.0,0.13669738148196595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073530164541302,0.0,0.0,0.3142551725006313,0.0,0.0,0.09495974165452496
anxiety,soap_chan,2020/02/07,Can anxiety harm your heart? So I’ve had doctors tell me anxiety won’t hurt my heart. But I have multiple panic attacks a day where my heart rate goes up and I clench my jaw and start shaking. I was and am going back on medication but I’m still worried??,0.12929919137466328,2.4795590188679237,2.502479784366578,90.60660377358492,90.88679245283018,6.047439353099732,22.66576819407009,7.447530270364453,1.156037196765499,200,8,43,4,7,68,41,53,0.29600000000000004,0.7040000000000001,0.0,-0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,5,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,2,6,0,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052515901216362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697319857492945,0.0,0.15341207226272946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866844912191866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042085326755152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338701562065348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7092664671667385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358124822479246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098690405373296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340838250390196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412153069647001,0.0,0.15933018718463554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438189469492754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261367071197567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,staylorxoxo,2020/02/07,"Projecting anxieties onto others? So a small backstory: I have GAD and PTSD. PTSD from a bad car accident and sexual abuse. GAD has been a living hell for years. 

So I have my own fears and things that spike my anxiety for myself. But does anyone else fear or project their anxieties onto others? 

For example, I have bad PTSD in cars but for the most part am fine as long as I’m not a passenger. Whenever my fiancé leaves to go work or wherever, I’m almost terrified to the point of tears or an attack that he’ll get in an accident. This is a daily struggle for me. It’s normal to fear that for myself, but it’s crazy how worried I get for him. 

Also, he’s getting on a plane today to go see family. He’s done it many times and is fine. I’ve never flown and am terrified to. It’s probably one of my biggest fears. I am awake worried sick about him getting on a plane. 

Does anyone else experience this time of projection of anxiety?  Any tips or coping mechanisms that help? Thanks!",1.622303601643701,3.967686802030453,3.761972443799857,84.799627749577,81.99492385786802,7.81329465796471,22.07130771090162,8.704169506293173,1.7642566594150348,768,25,153,20,21,262,111,197,0.29600000000000004,0.649,0.055,-0.9944,0,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,5,12,2,5,11,0,11,1,0,1,1,18,22,18,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,9,0,1,2,1,15,3,26,19,3,19,1,0,1,0,7,9,1,6,6,98,28,4,0.0,0.12501493075632092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056554191435562,0.0,0.0,0.08437822159331691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175204459080113,0.0,0.32286676367475803,0.0,0.0,0.14755343524875056,0.216219828531432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003557792376167,0.0,0.0,0.1761968797770133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466921018053464,0.10797580992041952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762841285711033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321136541054474,0.09946769261654764,0.4749230998159487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050347938612094,0.0,0.11993024757575138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072273211059621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172238811817377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316937502657076,0.09337514645218327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697300444960003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137766118052528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337974155152613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149792735858433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425963820028025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974331485984482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376020412143513,0.0,0.3700150189730885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407971552064678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030446109452646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714163432266736,0.0,0.0,0.0700977447119616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305024832102456,0.0,0.10001341017609933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681427786912329,0.2143059111108032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794652095265097
anxiety,KillTheRogue,2020/02/07,"Math makes me have a breakdown!! I REALLY need some advice. Every time I try to start my math homework and something goes sideways, like I mess up for get stuck I start having a full blown panic attack! I’m still in the public school system but do all my work from home because of a horrific mental health stint back in 2018 that I’ve yet to crawl out of. Because of everything, I’m almost a year behind where I should be and hope to graduate this year; on time and then upgrade next year. All of the pressure really weighs on me though, specifically with math because this is the math course I failed while in my decline mental health time back in 2018, in actual high school. I used to be so good at it, ended up with an 98% in ninth grade and was good until 11th, and now I feel like my brain is stunted because I haven’t gradually been increasing my knowledge like a typical student. How can I cope with this and not stop my study/work sessions with insane panic attacks? I need to be able to be in a positive headspace and focus for longer periods of time. Thanks in advance.",5.624420368364028,5.940408502347424,5.868544600938972,82.17081256771401,67.26291079812206,8.807367280606718,29.060671722643555,8.617729084823388,2.0195781148429037,853,27,168,12,13,272,126,213,0.13699999999999998,0.72,0.14300000000000002,0.562,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,9,14,2,3,10,0,14,4,1,3,2,28,27,14,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,5,12,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,1,19,7,34,19,5,41,0,1,0,0,1,17,0,3,24,106,24,13,0.11792957792640647,0.0,0.11508225651004095,0.0,0.0,0.1152394186840404,0.0,0.0,0.11808943740105846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683238395158539,0.0,0.1813611321339771,0.0,0.28755510448467525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164841061892507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445060268960264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936075566398693,0.0,0.1059875004971726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059628737986938476,0.08424891403406863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161333710271642,0.0,0.0,0.1978274696674843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507072534001818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459907386236828,0.11829298205023606,0.11713068008527774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284330476531495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871890900405656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376905544341397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488657550434866,0.0,0.0,0.12541944400662536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767299006992313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109741475816374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387020576424133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078795060564056,0.0,0.0,0.16694232447303395,0.0,0.09417871326787423,0.09859440768342152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085737110161544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586521155152288,0.0,0.27506274101372585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800664423112272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185329132741963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170827452983645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782834513454694
anxiety,Kazuesan,2020/02/07,"Death Anxiety I feel like I always have death on my mind and I don’t know how to cope with the anxiety surrounding that.. I am fairly young (22 F) and whenever I mention it to my friends and family I think I just either freak them out or they don’t take me seriously. I am not religious but I do believe something is out there..it’s more just the idea that I won’t exist and that my friends and family won’t exist and it’s all I think about. In short, how do people cope with death anxiety? It’s almost paralyzing when spirts of death anxiety come on and the only thing I can do is have someone hug me and talk to me until I feel distracted enough to move on with my day.",1.5116088840736737,3.312201894366197,3.710845070422536,87.91286565547131,79.35211267605635,7.749512459371616,22.19068255687974,8.617729084823388,1.3536624052004331,527,16,117,12,13,181,76,142,0.196,0.722,0.08199999999999999,-0.9287,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,14,1,0,2,1,31,21,14,4,0,6,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,2,22,4,16,19,4,14,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,5,82,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779702145341336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788500981971395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438496923576167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024005201483416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530980491550588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462069115381684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836418702586785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350947208894184,0.0,0.1797305419602239,0.12696984281488824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746264226203601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063473911941168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767537170541167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868295553688418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945592154607776,0.0,0.0,0.18889811205508705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517113652365034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321511393358907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505894536606182,0.13682469323251562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336303100564004,0.14285207387912716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180754453095896,0.2277635098084569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DysfunctionalHuman42,2020/02/07,"Can't post anything on social media without thinking all the possible outcome and then deleting everything I mean I know it's super weird but whenever I feel so weird while posting/ commenting something on social media. I think about stuff like ""How would people react"" or ""What if someone I know sees this post"" even when the post is completely normal and SFW

Then I thought maybe having an alternative account for this might help but its still same.....I type the whole content and think for 5 mins and discard everything and that's all (this is the 3rd draft of my post xD)

And is this the right subreddit to post this? I wasn't sure",3.163634615384616,5.9342753250000015,3.4483333333333337,86.78076923076925,79.08333333333334,6.35897435897436,25.89743589743589,7.61054688173877,1.613051282051282,509,20,92,8,13,157,81,120,0.071,0.85,0.079,0.4417,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,3,27,17,16,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,8,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,8,3,8,13,3,15,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,7,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341335771576814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175961687782956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300196802268961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258830644601321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635410874074687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423204234750115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812675938993374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061394622272537724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624954396572788,0.13688836799754478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333129881673996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312712629122527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871217795148927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167083088591614,0.7221263581400741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731906029748976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014044914477872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562036695594319,0.10647736921429778,0.09674471236070084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003579490980969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385882226189298,0.0,0.0,0.11843980258262478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415673083794609,0.0,0.09976568071576422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403028862289231,0.0,0.1211386490954521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927033848467805,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LysandrosUK,2020/02/07,"Anxiety - Pregnancy Hey all. 

I recently have gotten a FWB and are having regular sex. Condoms are always used and she tells me that she takes the pill (I have seen the pills so I think she does), however, I am terrified of getting her pregnant. I had a condom break very early on into sex and I pulled it straight out and put on a new one so I'm not sure if that most paniced me or not. I have been having dreams of her calling me and telling me she is pregnant and it terrifies me, I'm not sure how I would even cope if that happens. 

I know she wants kids eventually so that's not helping my state of mind, afraid of getting trapped by a baby.

I seem to get fixated on one thing for a month at a time (last time it was speeding cameras), then my anxiety moves on to a new target, is this unusual? 

Thanks everyone",1.9331337325349305,3.758338401197605,3.731640718562877,88.13825948103796,78.16167664670658,7.327584830339322,26.70219560878243,8.238735603445708,1.7527807584830342,631,26,135,12,15,212,102,167,0.124,0.8059999999999999,0.07,-0.8058,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,9,0,14,6,0,2,3,27,29,14,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,2,0,2,5,1,24,3,15,23,2,23,0,0,1,4,13,8,0,5,10,94,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388661966398038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553414251163745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041377569454352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604692897443486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102295467517029,0.0,0.0,0.15947094581530805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615800649255855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758064499632767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186312892481254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171860887486304,0.13603796479767394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851174652505452,0.0,0.13321033898958165,0.17737810211804567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32236761028689725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22617853205848884,0.0,0.0,0.19580994634077992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777096499049335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647841534323473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519307680903923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145844867792773,0.0,0.12548082416164075,0.0,0.2917391617069272,0.1536502739629798,0.0,0.0,0.11087457766465314,0.10693664076903882,0.0,0.0,0.19463028903690535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413973668230545,0.0,0.13770207258342854,0.09843629219987034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855416424399975,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_xitrus,2020/02/07,"i have a question, do you know what's happening when it's like there's so much to look at (ie. store aisle) and you can't quite focus on your surroundings or register what's around you. you're kind of looking all over the place but now you're just ???? and in crowds or classrooms, sometimes the noise is a bit overwhelming and my brain just wants to shut everything out, wants everything to be quiet.

i'm not sure if it's called sensory overload but can anyone else relate to this feeling? i just want to understand it, thank you",3.2433333333333323,5.182547428571431,3.681904761904765,89.44476190476192,74.71428571428572,7.7142857142857135,25.0,8.515128840125781,1.5698571428571424,420,14,87,8,9,131,76,105,0.055999999999999994,0.853,0.092,0.3928,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,0,1,8,5,0,1,4,0,6,1,1,0,2,23,17,10,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,8,4,12,16,3,11,0,1,2,0,8,9,0,4,3,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667951333165684,0.20028555002131446,0.0,0.17401272684115468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134062742156076,0.0,0.0,0.21821290875898355,0.19960014854507754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329290375770933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513576907894323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883720054487798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285644041151624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355541679856512,0.1074270426857088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954984064879978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282967704332723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369540583600085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422804940133046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189748914298256,0.2079099721030135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332814426182002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423132177902693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799656006799256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034946541101348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34588574424649426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,almosthappythere,2020/02/07,Coping with anxiety What are some things you do to help yourself get over an anxiety induced rough patch?,9.388947368421057,9.256033157894738,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,59.526315789473685,11.810526315789476,40.05263157894737,11.20814326018867,4.6596947368421056,86,4,14,2,1,26,18,19,0.154,0.7240000000000001,0.122,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.817292580166456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790870381825758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580496397041142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548855012973741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nocultureatall,2020/02/07,"Dissociated so hard yesterday I forgot what a cat was Right before I had a panic attack yesterday, I looked at my cat and literally could not comprehend what the little furball in my lap was. Then my attack happened and the muscles in my arms seized up and so on and so forth. Is this a normal thing with panic attacks?",8.199139784946231,6.855975258064518,9.028064516129033,67.1454301075269,62.54838709677418,11.492473118279571,35.182795698924735,10.504223727775694,3.650305376344088,254,9,45,5,3,87,42,62,0.258,0.742,0.0,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,2,5,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,8,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,7,0,6,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6975220185380362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390902384941695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317770040331978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807291266460912,0.0,0.1830808586345184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483856229139585,0.0,0.0,0.1716244661173315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024520299239967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795826795806148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453608852524582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357784117902832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frozenember9,2020/02/07,"Being alone with my thoughts while studying I'm a senior at university with a pretty hectic course load, and I really want to sit and study. However, when I try to do that, I find myself latching on to anxious thoughts and ruminating over them. To calm my nerves, I plug in my headphones and try to distract myself with a funny show playing on low volume in the background but I really hate doing that because I know I won't be able to learn as much. This is really exacerbating my worries because my course load is extremely intense this semester, and every minute wasted makes me feel extremely guilty. I don't know what to do, please give me some advice!",7.280571428571428,7.2376825200000034,7.611085714285718,72.30040000000002,63.8,10.342857142857145,33.85714285714286,9.957137785484203,3.3271942857142864,525,20,92,10,7,172,80,125,0.192,0.7090000000000001,0.099,-0.9375,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,19,19,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,18,2,17,14,2,11,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,63,23,2,0.20691096591303015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219100119268507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429735960352864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337504966168048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522620086848618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433141277851247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462040134453647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911287433630594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848785243528086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428174192953336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274257113531317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811467643692932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210336742694738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22712610637558794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050283816853751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976573890659146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285283895115492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28095792772487105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220414485737787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012812958197866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idomsavant,2020/02/07,Panic Attacks after smoking weed A few months ago I had my first severe panic attack while I was high on highly concentrated marijuana. I’ve smoked weed before but never got as high as I did that night. I felt like I couldn’t breathe and my heart was beating so fast and hard. Since then I’ve experienced left chest pain and tightness. The feeling comes and goes though but I was eating dinner this evening and felt the chest pain again and then I felt a sudden burst of overwhelming emotions I started to cry for no reason felt like I couldn’t breathe and I felt light headed and nauseous. Did I just have another panic attack? I’ve never really had this issue before and I’m wondering if the weed triggered something in me. I have anxiety but now I physically feel the symptoms.,4.0898307692307725,6.291140260000002,4.722000000000001,81.75946153846157,73.06666666666666,7.015384615384615,26.205128205128197,7.882392219407189,1.6758974358974357,629,22,112,9,13,201,91,150,0.262,0.688,0.051,-0.9865,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,3,4,6,0,11,11,6,2,2,30,23,20,0,3,5,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,10,2,1,9,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,13,11,16,2,8,8,1,22,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,17,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229953272851596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918296168449164,0.07965447938934468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553678189315787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720349710943822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969349857020079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437518742699147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654471869751453,0.0,0.11712534470504485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877283743386818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529631956318157,0.0,0.4998762441078296,0.0,0.0,0.0885677148987752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327737474905947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327454000295718,0.0,0.1068611355073438,0.0,0.0,0.12338729323347936,0.0,0.3300377722624851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867827328698676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313089486962145,0.0,0.0,0.1017393316676242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311068363981493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061350289463688,0.0,0.0,0.09771320315984604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215902885968067,0.3665007977750993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670442058085836,0.10705668532560572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763034108787054,0.0,0.08613234540149074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015964602128499,0.0,0.0,0.07369941466052593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822457446359653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230117853959284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291790083010285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Im_making_my_lunch,2020/02/07,"Dumb moment in a work email Hi all,
36 yr old mother of a 3 yr old here. Work a lot. My husband works nights. I suffer from severe anxiety, worst case scenarios in my head but try like hell to be positive. I work in an ABA company ( therapy for kids/ teens on the spectrum, behavior issues and delays) I never go out and rarely have friends night out. I did something stupid earlier and would like some feedback. The company I work for is great. Treat me well. I work hard, been there almost a year, I drive for the company and even donate my son's toys. I'm a part of a focus group that meets monthly to discuss problem solving. We had a rescheduled email stating meeting will be next weeks due to weather. 5 other Behavior techs, my clinic manager, meeting coordinator and myself. I was feeling playful and stated in email I'd be with my girlfriends on night of rescheduled meeting for Galentine's and getting hammered may we reschedule another night? Thinking at the time it wasn't a big deal. Sending it and wanting to punch myself afterwards. Meeting coordinator simply stated. Let's please keep it professional and tagged my clinic manager in the response. I felt like an idiot. My anxiety is through the roof. I doubt I could be fired for this but may get a talking to. I re-sent a response stating sorry for unprofessional response I was feel8ng playful that was in bad taste. I'm just overall embarrassed. Anyone else have moments like that but anxiety makes it 10× worse. Not looking forward to the repercussions.
Thanks for listening
❤",3.2893227351916394,6.1610891114982556,4.271575566202092,80.41185812282231,79.4878048780488,6.793074912891988,30.571537456445988,7.972316293177498,2.630045383275261,1233,62,206,23,32,398,171,287,0.19399999999999998,0.659,0.14800000000000002,-0.9221,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,0,6,5,21,4,2,19,0,21,4,1,1,2,37,35,12,0,4,5,3,4,4,2,4,2,1,0,1,9,14,1,2,3,3,1,4,3,10,1,0,8,7,25,11,30,17,5,37,1,1,1,0,23,13,2,6,22,128,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095981569369276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619353533779132,0.2543071397664921,0.0,0.0,0.07748065415332334,0.11353753795899245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252139390643606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847245508606627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423983990187155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256720845239214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318870081344729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602866710768907,0.0,0.10639460065592912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561122803144372,0.0,0.11578689304737938,0.0,0.06297565366251222,0.0,0.0,0.12216798367802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992636432712674,0.0,0.1137226260695281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565644119557968,0.0,0.09849267071485876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331033145060987,0.0,0.21654390844472726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930521623524902,0.0,0.0,0.09420636587476312,0.0,0.0,0.07396627358833026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844717167827569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546320065141275,0.0,0.11784727489315515,0.4159492414990983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255208619090134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999600681821106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163567375043292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602982940145096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251833159965592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530664967262915,0.0,0.12404228370038373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906456527336286,0.0,0.10201859902691662,0.12672044355437853,0.0,0.0,0.07100232231626555,0.0,0.0,0.06461397335527362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523244989245606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535837759752093,0.0,0.08888478336188654,0.0,0.09963114501833813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840242848360428,0.0,0.1129244569726858,0.07871596602485663,0.0,0.0,0.07135775432105321
anxiety,alanheadno,2020/02/07,Freaking out but also not I’m so so tired I’ve been having 12-13 hour days for the past week from school and work and I’m just so tired I just want to sleep. I was breaking down for half of the day so my essay took me so much longer than it should have and it’s midnight and I just finished and now I have to start studying for an exam I have at 10am but. I just don’t know if I can do it. My brain feels like literal pounding mush right now and I can’t even look at a computer Screen with text on it without feeling sick since I’ve been doing that all day. I feel so defeated. I just don’t want to be in school anymore. And I have a five hour shift literally right after my exam that I do not even know how I’m going to manage to hold a conversation. I just want it to stop,-0.5013974591651547,1.3789183218390841,1.816061705989113,98.35352994555357,87.04597701149423,4.812583182093165,17.203871748336358,6.05967700443912,-0.5819609195402302,604,14,151,5,19,204,98,174,0.134,0.794,0.07200000000000001,-0.9283,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,18,3,0,0,6,0,17,5,2,1,1,34,32,18,0,5,12,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,2,0,2,4,5,17,1,21,26,2,24,0,1,2,0,1,8,0,1,14,102,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546432015793302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559203268976474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514035027465533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30354186689951795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724781198053266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237983839114426,0.11208175051119797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891638072854099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090087240558673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244451753059553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664818941327081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174750223239098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533169075149803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976859357807845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679652176967849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175607042289911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978045396466073,0.0,0.1570026081192327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104705725808883,0.0,0.0,0.13116648363329558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606423524389174,0.0,0.0,0.17430979004987435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776121300378703,0.0,0.12584713668486128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123569096847814,0.0,0.11421728224757273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cashmere_and_Wine,2020/02/07,"Worrying About Loved Ones Dying A lot...and I mean a lot lately..I’ve been doing something benign like driving home or making dinner and will suddenly remember that someday...someone significant in my life (usually a parent, grandparent...sometimes my husband or a friend) is going to die. That it’s inevitable and life as I know it will literally never ever be the same. Then I sort of have a mini existential crisis until my daughter calls my name or the oven beeps and I am forced back into reality. Is this normal? It happens several times a day lately.
I’m not really sure where this is coming from.
I have a history of anxiety, OCD tendencies... I’m wondering if maybe this is just my latest “obsession,” since sometimes my obsessions come and go at the drop of a hat but are so strong while I have them.
Any advice or words of wisdom welcome...because I’d really like to enjoy life and not worry about when it ends...",4.436354679802958,6.351781666666671,6.0755336617405575,73.64068965517242,71.41379310344827,9.109359605911333,28.52052545155993,9.606745405546679,2.999149096880132,726,28,122,18,14,248,118,174,0.092,0.747,0.162,0.9547,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,8,11,0,2,11,0,14,5,0,1,3,31,26,17,2,2,9,3,0,2,1,2,3,0,2,0,9,8,1,0,4,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,13,9,14,22,2,24,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,8,16,86,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362405539631813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948110375402582,0.0,0.10665665705362223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720611658528216,0.0,0.08498972655647002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423643940514708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019763333538666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991498878776984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28939390107221336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234855931652699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611424536434535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771629215530497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847229538842705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328949941398512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398505961633489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766221165072855,0.0,0.15727292191946007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954314534622348,0.13622808271081466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370614383834907,0.12583286479019978,0.0,0.09306457714347356,0.0,0.14006709937247167,0.15187030416880154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753004368204927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366029443905286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944752545171996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481048291319185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863328125159753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793677550459162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575060065007204,0.0,0.11533046346091393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813093169435132,0.10733307079244582,0.2757817998789069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140261007596096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129748622102989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535524963362349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119608986688388,0.0,0.2831775163941531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lace200,2020/02/07,"Intense Panic Attacks About Dying I can't explain the experience that well but it always happens at night, usually when I'm about to go to sleep. I start thinking and realizing that one day, could be soon or later, I am going to die. And it terrifies the shit out of me. I start thinking about the process of how I'm going to start dying, then how my relatives will react, and finally the fact that I will seize from existence. I can't explain how fucking terrifying that is for me, I don't want to just dissapear from existence after I have been consious of my existence my whole life. I know many people will say that that's just life, everyone goes through it, we don't know what truly happens after death. But I can't think of it like that. When I have these panic attacks my heart starts racing like crazy, I have to let out screams because of how horrifying it is to imagine. I'm not sure how to cope with it anymore.",4.948677536231884,5.629216222826088,5.973695652173912,79.5444927536232,68.83695652173913,8.959420289855073,31.63768115942029,9.075114841892004,2.6291681159420293,731,30,143,13,12,243,99,184,0.244,0.6859999999999999,0.07,-0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,14,11,4,2,4,0,18,6,3,6,2,32,39,14,4,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,15,7,0,0,9,0,0,3,6,7,1,1,1,2,19,4,26,32,1,21,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,1,17,103,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058477539651747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261567591180904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894363165464938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754518793071029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156572400306688,0.0,0.0,0.08203902972558189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39606736050154623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215532782325382,0.0,0.12443442997015275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393508143155322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176023101059859,0.0,0.0,0.2168867537103124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498030736899366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074281530124875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398210504950474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007942234239145,0.17970240645615124,0.12429540255352513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896956432978884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193766631102449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619984630107291,0.0,0.0,0.2985037903496832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819043309618069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116139242870706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305778100984181,0.0,0.0,0.12730047850781076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36015563550647234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989260944563575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453042243267745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010231198604292,0.0,0.07503093402235088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437581750385654,0.0,0.0,0.14202387015129522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkodyssey,2020/02/07,"I get anxiety over past events just before falling asleep at night.  It’s kind of hard for me to describe exactly what I mean when I type this out but I will try my best. This doesn’t happen every night, but it does happen often. Basically what happens is I’ll start thinking of things that have happened, and it could really be any situation that made me anxious at the time or caused me stress or whatever. And as I’m remembering it, I’ll start to think about how the outcome could have ended up worse for me. I’ll fixate on it and just imagine the worst case scenario for events where I ended up fine.  

For example, one night I was remembering this time when I was home alone and heard frantic knocking at my door. This guy was yelling through the door ""I know you're in there, open the door. I know you're there,"" and I knew he was probably at the wrong address, but it was still a stressful situation for me in the moment. Eventually, he stopped knocking and yelling and I'm assuming he went to whoever's apartment he was looking for. BUT, the night I was going over this scenario in my head, I started running through all the what if's. ""What if he had broken down my door? What if he actually was looking for ME and wanted to hurt me? What would I have done, where would I have hidden from him?"" My heart rate will increase and I just start to experience extreme anxiety. This is just the most recent instance of this, which is why I'm using it as an example. But there have been more situations that have crossed my mind over time. 

I know it's irrational to freak out over things that have already happened, especially if in real life, nothing bad really ended up happening. It doesn’t make sense. I know a common thing for people is imagining the worst case scenario for future events, and getting anxious over that. But I don’t think I’ve ever heard of anyone doing the same for past events. I just want to know a possible explanation for why it happens or if there’s anyone else who experiences the same thing and knows a way to help ease the anxiety. Maybe someone might even be able to explain it better than I can at the moment.",5.989428571428569,6.181446704761907,6.3020000000000005,79.80300000000003,66.47619047619048,9.386666666666667,32.03809523809524,9.174902378510234,2.5999123809523814,1696,64,334,28,25,546,192,420,0.14800000000000002,0.792,0.06,-0.9898,0,1,0,0,2,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,19,13,0,3,20,0,36,4,3,5,3,72,75,30,0,11,19,0,1,0,0,5,1,4,6,1,35,14,0,1,17,0,0,6,3,9,0,1,16,7,34,4,52,50,9,62,0,1,2,0,13,25,0,12,30,229,69,1,0.07234470493924419,0.0,0.0705979961715532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492729629560957,0.07983418086550577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049196880164325565,0.0,0.16603050378706993,0.1634578489595616,0.0,0.10117019958338587,0.07412569951195247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060404806783924826,0.0,0.0,0.061560015464002214,0.0,0.07592130452013376,0.06398301248867362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431794023873997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552272030353718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330933881469604,0.07403375069791253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060434717906958375,0.0,0.19222780659033065,0.0,0.0,0.04778299531320865,0.06543992743006903,0.06095353411285213,0.0,0.0,0.14153400658216125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559424482634595,0.0,0.04111516300135204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163263190815973,0.44781928559001577,0.0,0.06480664567735449,0.0,0.07424653871554482,0.0,0.0,0.08572882367917785,0.048491130759844084,0.0,0.07256763768075339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744650290623782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533587749108679,0.2385525471427501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109920458569185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150266333887505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684543090352991,0.0482906523127859,0.0,0.07267997990071783,0.07880459225582961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674629940161601,0.07304752883149174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715624192830641,0.0,0.06941669553668675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902264436251173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812241367700215,0.050154709357018185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155778482733797,0.0,0.0,0.07799982790105704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234411249239984,0.09269174095224417,0.0,0.07143166839726904,0.0,0.16390489587755278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395543842807654,0.0,0.0,0.061297433727580564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482381804859948,0.0,0.05777457481594547,0.06048341271065912,0.1657412301613214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192250429436598,0.13906669732174107,0.0,0.0,0.12655433769233776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491173058225941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248259713751684,0.0,0.0,0.08534156271967755,0.0574238594119367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706426626926315,0.13055968741727628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372543491414278,0.10278320543570402,0.07909757798901973,0.0,0.0
anxiety,readingemily,2020/02/07,"Getting major anxiety about moving I can’t sleep. I can’t relax.

Moving with a baby in two days and Things in the new house aren’t perfect. The stove isn’t flush with the countertop and shutters not installed on the windows yet. I sent an email to the people responsible for getting this done tonight and I’m getting anxiety about what they will respond with and thinking how upset and frustrated I’ll be.

I can hear my heart beat through my ears. I had a migraine today and couldn’t see clearly, lightheaded and at times felt I was running out of breath. 

I don’t even work. My job is to take care of the baby, yet I’m crippled by my anxiety and I’m so upset at everyone around me (except baby and husband).

My doctor prescribed meds but he didn’t give me one that was suitable for pregnancy. I was on meds for 2 years and stopped cold turkey before I got pregnant with my first. It was the worst experience. It was 2 months of brain zaps, headaches, and vertigo. 

I want to be on meds again but I’m scared to go through the same thing again when I have to stop. I need my doctor to prescribe me something I can take that will be safe for pregnancy if we decide to have another child in the future. I’m upset at the doctor and I’m upset at myself for not speaking up. 

Sorry this post is all over the place. I’m a mess.",1.7611469089907743,3.9619784535316,3.2100536968194966,89.79322456285284,80.44981412639405,5.918270687043923,24.08935701500757,7.093109894594671,0.9688743219055488,1040,38,213,13,27,340,146,269,0.13,0.8079999999999999,0.062,-0.9585,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,4,11,12,1,5,15,0,25,10,5,1,3,39,48,18,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,2,5,3,2,1,9,19,0,3,3,1,0,5,9,8,0,3,11,6,26,4,39,31,4,37,0,0,1,0,11,15,0,1,16,145,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511864505412046,0.27384109333338713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622113419174108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153352279110184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320188174981384,0.0,0.0,0.1216558798108534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695228007606711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663908046053852,0.0,0.12210697897229793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881050397880075,0.0,0.0,0.11401648632367525,0.0,0.1167189950709895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456703022628875,0.0,0.0,0.10149452178900184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702115136179975,0.11446373389944693,0.06781296769002212,0.0,0.09543203565384267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344836246818213,0.14139615474876066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768060376597135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840784446582855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976167450494456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952410153205464,0.2536390293650628,0.0,0.08847513175602037,0.0,0.11524112446175652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085510929690669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272227170832523,0.0,0.1246652209581127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142766924229994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946130166953595,0.0,0.09508351974986992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194073370774612,0.0,0.0,0.09185926213637123,0.0,0.13357027498037602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951567317368168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942933239361092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854335977396206,0.07645618440028397,0.0,0.0,0.06957713072652731,0.0,0.1131025123342119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655943992646875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037871447980372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686722905297235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683891800692239
anxiety,kwill2421,2020/02/07,"Counterintuitive Every day I scroll through this subreddit along with countless others searching for advice and solutions to my current situation. See, I suffer from extreme anxiety and depression as well as a severe mental disorder and  a substance abuse problem. I have been cognizant of this issue for some time yet I have not been able to come up with a viable solution to my ongoing heartache and headache. Even now I find it comical that as I write this very post I google search the best words to use to explain my current misfortune. Now that I’ve laid my intro let me describe the reasoning behind this post in more relatable terms...

I’m suffering! I  try to reach out for help everyday for support but the very root of my suffering prohibits me from accomplishing that. I have debilitating anxiety that keeps me from accomplishing my goals in life. It’s very frustrating to want help and to search for a community who understands and appreciates me, yet I’m too anxious to ever reach out. That being said it has taken me over an hour to write this simple post because I criticize and critique every sentence I write, every word I use. I over analyze myself and my thoughts.   My question is will this ever get better!?? Can I overcome my problems and finally be free of this torture!?!!",6.758005319148936,8.20621114893617,7.059827127659577,70.60718750000002,65.17021276595744,10.470744680851064,36.38962765957447,10.550175099000144,4.267090425531915,1040,51,169,27,16,337,136,235,0.149,0.737,0.114,-0.899,2,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,9,13,2,0,8,0,12,1,0,4,2,38,27,13,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,17,15,0,1,6,1,1,1,1,8,1,0,5,2,29,6,36,18,4,25,0,4,1,0,9,7,0,2,14,125,46,3,0.12457614790017872,0.14760236441925734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173436993790054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060082432745068,0.1407355879364801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594046348594828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073498148368426,0.11017747924442996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731132069002113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034130946803561,0.0,0.10729725364320623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277505826490988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228137078243525,0.2253725157895547,0.3148823325933072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364670807906429,0.11386034229355428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508589558695335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700153196998724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268241172763908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002513250845854,0.0,0.11072900418192133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738755152018288,0.08799181741628018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554345646069065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35792854098140503,0.0,0.0,0.2384050983284073,0.0,0.0,0.13955379623899725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808502816951758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850044430389114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927106094820208,0.0,0.0,0.1407355879364801,0.0,0.0,0.14002880977578894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413675363429797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889954614198852,0.0726413536554379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457902703110695,0.0,0.0,0.12968816337790834,0.0,0.21518758750146336,0.0,0.3083651060618696,0.07347823968822173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112008917956175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,calmdowntoughgirl,2020/02/07,"My roommate is really triggering me right now TW: EDs 

Apologies, on mobile. I spent last year really struggling with anorexia, including six weeks of inpatient and ten weeks of outpatient hospitalization. I never really felt like I “beat” it and lately I’ve been REALLY struggling. I moved in with this girl a month ago and I hear her on the phone all the time and once she mentioned “back when I had an eating disorder,” and tonight I heard her saying that she felt like she ate too much and wanted to throw up. And then I heard her throwing up. I feel so panicky.",4.146780893042575,6.219084093457947,4.8167601246105916,81.70422637590862,72.55140186915888,8.493873312564899,25.907580477673932,9.150863307647796,2.202915680166147,446,15,83,10,9,143,75,107,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,2,16,12,10,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,9,2,0,3,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,8,7,17,2,10,4,2,23,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,16,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705818082775647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623944348702596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030620802888918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129798928295976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958684789387937,0.0,0.3402385742060497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969321289653635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442424558501246,0.19986523195102204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731210752425846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142230620185708,0.1883128626615419,0.1302466924873481,0.0,0.13665109581433338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868947730246585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540207145106148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513095970380765,0.0,0.14089957207188866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704511843450168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331429429995637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045045569469972,0.0,0.2842440478484617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409724008108175
anxiety,Marina_Alexopoul,2020/02/07,"I just feel like I can’t try to relax and sleep without my mind trying to find all the flaws of the person I love the most. Honestly it just feels like my mind is trying to ruin my relationship with the person I love the most. I went from worrying that the relationship isn’t normal (which my mom reassured me it is, and this calmed me down), to being afraid to even think about him because if I do, I might find some flaw of his or some flaw in our relationship that would make me lose him or something. 
I went to my GP and he didnt even ask me what my thoughts were about or anything. He just said he believed it was GAD with mild depression and gave me some antidepressants. Thing is, I went there expecting he’s give me something to help me sleep and basically go through panic attacks. I live alone abroad (I’m a student) and all the people that could calm me down with a hug are just not here. I don’t really know what to do with the antidepressants cause depression is just a byproduct of anxiety and when anxiety isnt there, I am truly happy with my life. It just doesn’t seem like a suitable prescription.
Im not a gp or anything so I don’t think I can really have an opinion on that but I live in the uk now and ,from what ive been told, gps here don’t really prescribe meds like xanax. It just feels like that’s what I need sometimes. Every time I go to sleep I’m afraid that I’ll start thinking about that and end up shaking and being unable to move. 
I told him that I wanted something to help me with the stress but he went like “i can do nothing about the stress, the antidepressants will help you deal with the stress better eventually.” I don’t know if I should insist, he was a little cold and he was obviously rushing.",4.801533930857873,5.040311095774651,5.461491677336749,84.6470134443022,69.02816901408451,8.820742637644047,27.122279129321385,8.710501217029153,1.6659859154929575,1369,39,296,21,22,444,160,355,0.095,0.774,0.131,0.9195,0,1,3,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,2,20,28,1,7,20,0,34,8,3,2,3,69,64,21,0,9,18,1,3,6,0,4,2,1,0,2,20,18,0,0,12,1,0,9,12,12,0,0,15,5,45,16,35,42,7,21,0,4,0,3,32,7,0,14,11,197,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541457904807097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261794325187086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357324095351948,0.0,0.07709879639936103,0.09382211369227787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027325889946127,0.0,0.0,0.09291602619546692,0.0,0.07293846632856224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471993378978533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584599347002497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502347702318966,0.14206346298121264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304439544732902,0.0,0.0,0.10894199129330696,0.0,0.06948496362662117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509870710329574,0.17675085162505585,0.0,0.0,0.15075310852071125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911323029495684,0.09373978546878613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779139398980641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583473818711952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908230541014417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064727365691716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582513618556109,0.24174555969235464,0.08265711921243714,0.1456459467697702,0.0,0.0,0.09226340824293,0.0,0.0,0.1488657146215288,0.0,0.055049707425450685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916061476375908,0.0,0.0,0.08748818095642885,0.16654341566063666,0.09658846738873852,0.0,0.08765310311987161,0.0,0.06115083996944914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080359201074466,0.07913268089618272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676137704462892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571746692968431,0.144020140795034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849816607754785,0.0,0.0,0.26562739979112937,0.0,0.0,0.07844834285601965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507805711916916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475902148731767,0.0,0.0,0.1904694887859497,0.08156544553570072,0.0,0.0583730531548118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834090799690627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478974390505297,0.15853132301049055,0.0,0.0654723748052368,0.048089218994599565,0.0,0.0,0.1576082176014057,0.0,0.16797619325247434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864324495472909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058039649506216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794986309928948,0.0,0.0,0.08375280856287172,0.0,0.05858468581907499,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InderAles912,2020/02/07,"I can’t enjoy things as I used to because I cannot stop thinking about old age.  I’ve developed an irrational fear of getting older to the point that I cannot stop thinking about it. As I start to overthink which makes me anxious and sad. I was diagnosed with Anxiety last year and I am in treatment, but it’s difficult.  I began to fear aging when I turned 18 (I’m 21 now) and this fear is getting worst. I don’t know how to cope or how to stop thinking about this. (I am not old, yet I’m fearing something that hasn’t happened.) 

For some reason I started to associate old age with bad things like as soon as I stop being young I wouldn’t be able to enjoy the things that I love doing such as Drawing, jogging, watching anime and tv series, fashion, etc...  

Whenever my friends start talking about aging or birthdays I instantly feel bad. This is making me cry everyday because is something that I cannot control and is killing my mental health. 

I feel like my time is over. 

I needed to take this out because no one takes me seriously, they start to laugh and say “Don’t be silly.” Or dismiss this fear that I have. I’m going to talk to the therapist but my next appointment is in 3 weeks. 

I can’t cope.",3.5314663023679422,4.716608303278691,4.640109289617488,85.93922586520952,72.52459016393442,7.38943533697632,29.12932604735884,7.793537801064563,1.789931511839708,942,38,192,12,18,309,129,244,0.217,0.6509999999999999,0.132,-0.9792,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,11,20,1,5,4,0,23,3,0,7,0,35,49,19,1,2,6,0,2,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,16,9,0,5,7,2,0,2,11,12,0,1,2,4,29,8,29,43,3,35,0,1,1,1,6,5,0,4,30,125,45,0,0.09491800448655087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261201363020836,0.1072303277339741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585051380371478,0.17358340361380645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645861307340894,0.0,0.0,0.10426297092235212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633977654555106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585866544385772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340457191170549,0.09598679007065718,0.06780944137070599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333341481201877,0.0,0.0991814794961204,0.0,0.053944089335978634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393567789593323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008934002032107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501270869201974,0.0,0.05216445294554143,0.07737084219383915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274428499705993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566720489542892,0.0,0.1267170100903135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956550235695307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703804976251097,0.0,0.0,0.10094637459273008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29880143634502176,0.0,0.06431889633735077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897281944501548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759151718349787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548260689744507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614503425575925,0.0,0.0,0.2687338084634747,0.0,0.0,0.3174228075906078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427330533649558,0.15258299315236434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020711901344224,0.1891779136337194,0.18245887396182298,0.0,0.0,0.05534745172648008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324353249024236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197868026983943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613749783334033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061124082880319765
anxiety,somethingabnormal,2020/02/07,"Having a panic attack My partner hasn't texted me back in hours. They had a shift at work but they didn't text me before/after. I'm really really worried that they're dead. When someone doesn't text me back for a while, I just think they're dead. And I'm so so scared. I won't calm down or sleep until they get back to me. This sucks so bad. I don't know how to handle this right now.",-0.08424836601307106,1.8188404705882348,1.8368627450980384,98.71477124183008,85.47058823529412,4.718954248366012,12.973856209150329,5.82211442006289,-1.191183006535947,300,3,73,2,9,99,57,85,0.386,0.614,0.0,-0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,10,6,2,2,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,7,13,10,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,11,1,7,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,8,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735264589656445,0.0,0.5546328088787962,0.20075093334749328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125615956846554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677739083764604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321353079913986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820955080426346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080541847659565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053278763418196,0.0,0.0,0.2407146829022043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406059441768792,0.0,0.20371751335346885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405931399222386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503758291470004,0.2441706784582421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,you_exist,2020/02/07,"Anticipation Anxiety DAE get major anxiety in anticipation to an irregular part of your schedule? Like, if you have a part-time job, or once a week commitment to something like a sports team. If there's something in my daily routine (like school, in the past) I felt I could handle it...but when there is a day or two between to rest, the space is filled with stress and anxiety in anticipation for the upcoming commitment. 

I want to learn to relax more in those days off but instead I'm on edge until, in my case, I'm back at work.

 Once I'm actually back at work I'm reminded that it's not that bad, sometimes I even enjoy being there - but the cycle repeats itself no matter how many times I try to remind myself that it'll all be fine. The anxiety is always building and building until I actually start my shift. 

How do you cope with this?  

(also this is my first post lol so i'm sorry if I messed up on any post etiquette)",4.1944116424116435,5.226315118918919,5.842162162162165,78.52374220374223,70.78378378378378,8.71933471933472,27.744282744282746,9.057496981413335,2.1761143451143448,727,25,144,14,13,249,111,185,0.084,0.759,0.157,0.889,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,4,12,9,0,1,10,1,10,0,0,2,3,22,19,16,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,1,15,6,25,14,5,30,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,5,17,97,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.2681913848730733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988947596469216,0.1143389875885218,0.0,0.0,0.09344584930316743,0.0,0.4204836129118582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132490213604715,0.1147344801756489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971344805319816,0.0,0.0,0.17724059793756053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076027919611604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193844887484574,0.0,0.0,0.11688379935907955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179284932941549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636163303332824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139979296897084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931565727934578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926816515427321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29761072297211344,0.13117667432100913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26320817622762605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906973445030038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157515451211634,0.13590540289730513,0.15382309257636334,0.09726193800876358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740662787197648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801268801948394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329470370367007,0.0,0.13423296104685306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105000543289154,0.0,0.11022477055268193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007723752055886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babycheesecurd,2020/02/07,"Broken trust is giving me terrible anxiety. This is an anxiety post and not about my relationship, but some context is needed for this to make sense. I have been with my boyfriend for 4 years and on New Year's day I found out that he had lied to me for months and it broke my trust with him. Quite honestly it didn't just break my trust, but it broke me. 

After finding out an everything my anxiety has been horrible. I can't sleep at night, I lost my appetite, losing weight, crying all the time, picking at my skin. Just really a shitty time for me right now. It sucks to have to rely so much on my medication right now to get through the day. 

I'm in college so it's already a stressful time and I don't have anyone to talk to anymore since I don't exactly feel like pouring my heart and soul into someone who lied to me.",3.0739053254437856,4.39889485207101,4.352189349112425,87.01396449704144,73.85207100591715,7.803550295857987,26.01775147928994,8.384062270229773,1.576292307692308,646,22,138,11,13,213,101,169,0.26899999999999996,0.647,0.085,-0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,7,12,1,1,6,0,14,5,3,2,2,24,23,9,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,10,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,3,21,5,25,17,3,25,1,4,0,0,6,10,1,1,14,92,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066054613159962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549213650546605,0.0,0.15337162671384685,0.10813514540990073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987618675550475,0.1994734096055873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898979466003938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781958816819438,0.11048226637101312,0.0,0.0,0.14134765070757724,0.0,0.0,0.16956616548196687,0.0,0.0,0.0807984435150897,0.1483547417603448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326145154486775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555436670992034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301422344628603,0.16881916449684695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323033326583657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579399344310418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344046233268105,0.0,0.11368582771513072,0.1146713013521596,0.0,0.14936230609700782,0.0,0.14512891057823385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811232008675848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448972137450935,0.0,0.0,0.09907299706280093,0.0,0.0,0.16603663783989914,0.0,0.26414116860875464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792839707872086,0.0,0.1547620722558204,0.0,0.1310347698567591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715149419210527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430212189027562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27053365052097744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883225066005381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991795558246481
anxiety,theantfly,2020/02/07,"The bad part of my brain is winning right now I'm currently in the middle of my isolation cycle, stopping messaging people and staying at home. I feel like a shit friend and I want to say sorry but I'm so anxious to have relationships I don't want to open communication again. I don't know why. I want to support these people and make sure they're doing ok but right now I want to isolate myself more. I'm a selfish piece of shit and I know that this thought will force me further into isolation because I've been here before and isolated myself countless times. I never learn from it, just keep going round and round: isolate myself because I feel bad, feel guilty for abandoning my friends, feel too shameful to message them and apologise, eventually get back in touch and try make up, decide I don't deserve their care and begin to isolate myself again. I have a friend that I can't really shake, maybe because I'm not going cold turkey, just messaging them less and less. I get so frustrated at them for messaging me, I want them to just leave me alone and get on with their life but they don't. I have another friend that is the only outlier in this situation, they're overseas and my closest friend but the problem is the opposite with them, they never reply to me. I'm so anxious about them and I hope they're doing ok as they have a tendency to be self-destructive. I'm also starting a new school in a month and I'm so worried about that. My social anxiety causes me to freeze and try hide, so I know I won't be talking to anyone in my class anytime soon. One side of my brain says that's good, we don't want to be forming relationships with anyone because they're scary and a commitment. Other side of my brain says that'll be embarrassing, going to school everyday a loner, standing out because I'm not talking to anyone, that'll made everyday hell. I also know that being quiet and anti-social may come off and being pretentious or something and I really don't want to be seen as that. I don't know what this post is for, I guess it's just a vent. I'm debating whether to admit myself to hospital but even though I want to hurt myself I know it's not ever gonna be bad enough to warrant that. And maybe hospital will do more harm than good, I've heard people say they were worse when they got out because of what happened to them when they were in there. It's probably not good to have on my record either.",4.372923021060276,5.418837265432104,5.378121520213026,81.96350762527236,70.3786008230453,8.351391914790609,28.080125877511506,8.671277953709913,2.040490873880417,1925,67,377,32,34,634,205,486,0.209,0.655,0.136,-0.9936,1,3,1,0,0,2,40.0,1,0,15,1,27,31,4,3,14,2,37,6,5,4,5,83,88,39,0,10,16,0,8,1,5,7,1,6,1,0,21,29,0,3,14,0,0,5,15,15,0,1,8,16,60,16,55,65,9,51,1,2,3,0,36,23,3,4,21,253,81,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479692948391574,0.0,0.11550674708695607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572774181495556,0.05524720850705578,0.1631734468835662,0.0,0.151491258691439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553182370267872,0.18089912342552475,0.2641435766168235,0.0,0.06145290652853224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186030082214244,0.0,0.0,0.07363191195526918,0.0741886336522277,0.0,0.062210128736313874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462135835969501,0.0,0.0476998571638273,0.06532606779388417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606404477262458,0.05159314772942511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789804507616978,0.0,0.11319407637555524,0.0,0.12313087885617575,0.18172118865589568,0.05775999695124444,0.0,0.07955718503722192,0.0,0.06386287428294793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244137646455695,0.07172959498141468,0.0,0.0,0.07731175289976633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419141578640289,0.0,0.0,0.23813748699070955,0.0,0.0,0.07646931509480136,0.0,0.0,0.051010296527997545,0.035282473208666974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833520464401786,0.09641326177102123,0.0,0.1451070464381602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764438238017064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139923016878832,0.06974939758922573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893734933436701,0.05492567574165127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820595695567606,0.0,0.15020233391030532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916567754975858,0.0,0.0778641151584537,0.06910366848081731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253046559151816,0.0,0.0,0.15507199600348712,0.0,0.12334897518928853,0.0,0.2297252541793921,0.0,0.1461786263296245,0.0,0.0,0.0753399917071235,0.0,0.14826318566239455,0.0,0.08117699257572078,0.0,0.07361800409053301,0.0,0.055597584863282985,0.0,0.08084306934023519,0.05111686071910612,0.07697566547083379,0.0,0.06037817696794204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819530742747638,0.06806539411401337,0.0,0.0,0.11609352248857545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709546353779882,0.05733368537349709,0.04211138147799463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806369218390612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407723040536257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516626260384834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334172908153537,0.0735971592340411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,diginespremium,2020/02/07,"How to Eliminate Stress and Anxiety Ebook If you have been struggling with anxious thoughts, worrying, or panic attacks, you may notice that such thoughts have been negatively affecting your life. Perhaps your personal relationships have become strained, or your professional performance has been compromised. Once you notice these negative effects, it may exacerbate the problem--as this realization seemingly lengthens your list of worries!

Our ebook has been carefully constructed to offer insight into anxiety-related disorders. In this eBook you will find: 

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anxiety,nonicknamekate,2020/02/07,"Moving We’re not even moving far away, ten minutes south. But it’s enough to have me crying and fighting for air because I’m convinced we just signed up for the worst lease ever and I’ll be miserable and alone and unhappy. I just want somewhere to feel like home.",3.946132075471698,5.3746571509433965,4.271839622641512,88.03530660377363,71.83018867924528,6.809433962264151,26.45754716981132,7.1686216300943375,1.1922867924528306,211,7,42,2,4,66,43,53,0.28,0.617,0.10300000000000001,-0.9042,0,1,0,0,2,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,5,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,2,6,4,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29024698004531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632972957611989,0.0,0.0,0.17083338389331065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078335100006974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895656821773381,0.0,0.1850976983402865,0.2534956184195683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416991585783402,0.20020548200066604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811063354369973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691245573853786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957074016093845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529443925220907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theevilparker,2020/02/07,"Speech Problems, Anyone? Today haa been anxiety-ridden. It's coming from everywhere. On days like this, where I can't seem to shake it, not for a few moments, not at all, I often have a difficult time *speaking.* I stutter, lose words, lose train of thought, become forgetful--it is incredibly hard to communicate with anyone, my very supportive, helpful wife included. 

The strange thing is that I can write. It's a little more complicated than usual, but I can still do it (source: look at this rambling post), on keys easier than on paper. Stranger still, my Jeopardy! game is on point. I nail the clues and don't have trouble quickly spitting out the answers (questions).

I think I'm asking if anyone else experiences this sort of *dysphasia*? If so, does anything help? Right now my best cure is time... and that really sucks and is incredibly frustrating/angering.",3.3121731748726653,6.3678434838709705,4.111578947368424,80.11473684210529,81.90322580645163,7.3921901528013585,27.512733446519533,8.371475516178862,2.5917096774193547,680,30,114,16,19,217,109,155,0.11900000000000001,0.735,0.147,0.8212,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,3,7,11,1,1,6,0,13,1,1,0,1,22,22,7,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,2,4,10,3,16,20,4,24,0,2,1,0,8,11,1,6,11,74,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408335072214337,0.16648197620734828,0.13370881430777448,0.0,0.151898705495861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944856676029214,0.0,0.0,0.17051479980588485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996382725344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478742678213036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421890640850096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357328340228574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893854136609273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455519275335226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781647473359905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938048169267614,0.1628496162683328,0.0,0.0,0.1364439299749904,0.36355151912211603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153597977429945,0.0,0.15561281002125038,0.0,0.0,0.15547329854956984,0.0,0.0,0.18201698855033385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409010851453032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875871185269467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791748017016546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25951661713079593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843826104154279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794579892684626,0.10411188358507796,0.0,0.1289925322198378,0.18948908296179787,0.0,0.1540139059996771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895093114036129,0.13406463909029642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erinkate22,2020/02/07,"Thank you! Hello! 
I’m personally not very good at writing or talking about things relating to my personal experiences with anxiety and depression, etc., but I’ve been reading a lot of people’s posts on this thread and I wanted to say thank you so much for being brave enough to share your struggles, advice, and being so open with sharing your experiences. It can be very scary opening up and I think it takes a lot of bravery to reach out to others, let alone strangers. 
I find it extremely comforting to know that I am not alone with my issues especially regarding panic attacks, and simply reading what you guys post and realizing how much I am able to relate, brings me a lot of peace internally and makes me feel a lot less isolated. 
Also to those who comment and offer kind words of advice/support on peoples posts who are struggling, you are so wonderful and you are so greatly appreciated.  

Thank you
♡",5.278343891402713,7.11623651764706,6.029999999999998,75.12192307692307,69.11764705882354,8.995475113122172,31.312217194570128,9.466822959209583,3.074108597285069,728,31,126,16,13,238,109,170,0.156,0.609,0.235,0.9691,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,8,0,0,7,15,1,3,4,0,11,0,0,2,0,34,23,17,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,11,15,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,2,17,10,22,18,9,11,0,1,0,0,21,7,0,6,0,93,28,2,0.11458306479573102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196924478383184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373469973681937,0.0,0.09163203551942503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765573094109412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035477795346198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869022580835356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839493591791195,0.12779040591252455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241684482730662,0.0,0.0,0.05793664039660009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472684537605396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610683839397163,0.0,0.12632823345104718,0.0,0.11345524887155845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959495003191413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932062946768356,0.06297185580571021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716894699379045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896576966406301,0.0,0.0,0.07648508550323037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684634734425474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443853823730226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887493955203932,0.20009902500958246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292167071691496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292281452007293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112105215303112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957419595023155,0.0,0.0,0.13002750405944494,0.0,0.0,0.08615220468802949,0.09209752715345597,0.0,0.3164780740309418,0.0,0.0,0.07612389680641,0.07342020125973045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890860571315888,0.06758406036136302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426044598466965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,everythingzalright,2020/02/07,"Why do I feel anxious and waves of nasty emotions even though things are going great? Life is rationally pretty good right now: my business is going well, I have great friends, I landed an intern for a film production company, and I’m hitting my 2020 goals but lately my anxiety has been fucking with me. 

I’ve been irritated, overthinking, unsatisfied and can’t focus. Maybe it’s the corona virus I’m scared of, or maybe because I’m worried if I’m doing the right thing (for my goals), or maybe I’m not sure. I feel like what I’ve accomplished isn’t enough even though I should be proud. 

Not sure what’s going on but it’s messing with me!",3.182727272727273,5.155922204724412,4.150522548317824,85.86911954187546,74.98425196850393,7.137866857551898,24.931281317108088,8.00094639256281,1.409888188976378,508,17,101,8,11,164,79,127,0.2,0.652,0.149,-0.7988,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,6,12,1,1,4,0,13,2,0,0,2,17,25,10,0,2,7,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,2,2,11,9,7,20,1,9,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,3,58,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132240655829614,0.1672044755798227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902229887879362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648665350620478,0.0,0.1529296013522336,0.0,0.1955129282278696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967240365217854,0.10573540455716957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434894796312647,0.13682901788320645,0.0,0.0,0.2523453958966781,0.1241402798934243,0.0,0.3263539311275176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669570387611183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454090470027427,0.07230817933537759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460752910357216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505751524529776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527923642447823,0.0,0.0,0.14817966971513374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789875128663171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665701242584305,0.0,0.29082998061074633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133075028581815,0.0,0.13355225341226593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503071190001394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bumblingbuffoon_,2020/02/07,"Not sure if this is the best place to post but here goes. I have horrible sleep hygiene that has become unmanageable. I suspect my anxiety has something to do with it. Any advice? 26 yo female. I have had horrible sleep patterns and anxiety ever since I was a child and fully aware of my autonomy. I believe my brain does not fully shut off when I'm supposed to be sleeping. I remain in a half-sleep state until the next day. 

I can go days without sleep. I don't necessarily feel crappy, but I do recognize that I am not feeling optimal. On the third day is usually when I can have deep sleep. The interesting part is this...while I don't actually sleep, I feel like my brain remains in this limbo state where half of my brain is asleep while the other half is up and running. 

WHAT THE HECK IS THIS LIMBO STATE?! I HATE IT. I need to sleep fully like normal human beings. 

Has this ever happened to you guys? I would also appreciate any advice. 

I'm going to a doctor tomorrow for this same reason. I'm not sure what he can do for me though. He might send me to do a sleep study and those are usually pointless. My dad has done countless sleep studies (he has very similar issues), nobody was really ever able to say what his issue is.",2.2257993197278907,4.460263326530615,4.14063775510204,83.55843962585037,79.0,6.858843537414968,22.86139455782313,7.937092434478242,1.319710884353741,965,31,187,17,24,327,132,245,0.124,0.7959999999999999,0.079,-0.887,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,1,0,10,0,34,14,13,1,5,28,45,13,0,4,8,1,3,2,0,2,1,1,0,3,14,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,7,1,0,3,4,4,26,6,20,37,3,31,0,0,0,0,11,9,1,2,16,131,40,1,0.07592266438930444,0.0,0.07408956846795635,0.0,0.0,0.14838149789066316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060715327282023626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326003056764807,0.0,0.11616126089669412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838506178771883,0.0,0.08553884373172611,0.07967615222041594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542644077733424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689151281736246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771006412120324,0.066440435240887,0.07769524545631201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060291897840786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516634100815484,0.054239166609784735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629719962185832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517537428970275,0.06713816138101228,0.0,0.0,0.07495791276668022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848707258992673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418395763741002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054194895788654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629569363208189,0.0,0.0,0.08074461490187354,0.0,0.07438809119353458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221684692398266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932302497143387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271292552209248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863800291871852,0.07806114389410285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060376750034989775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280401254599834,0.0,0.7597749482953526,0.0,0.0,0.058448976292667335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311242535818702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459363228206957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723617710317387,0.06264414938582319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318673916469265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053933282454503115,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mewd7,2020/02/07,"trouble watching tv shows and movies My anxiety has been improving, but ever since it has peaked, I have had the hardest time watching movies and tv. Like my attention span has plummeted. I know this is a super minor side effect, but it was a big way for me to unwind at the end of the day. Anyone have the same issue?",5.060714285714287,5.5600496349206345,5.91123015873016,80.73446428571428,68.52380952380952,8.839682539682537,28.448412698412696,8.841846274778883,2.142526984126984,249,8,48,4,4,82,48,63,0.047,0.7979999999999999,0.155,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,9,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,2,4,7,1,9,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,5,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30293207636275904,0.0,0.0,0.2768861557976245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25538147361884017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507305420198495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35819658390320896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133117840294395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176263300394988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346122921214892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275678961748167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090557105711365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143192708744139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Relative-Writer,2020/02/07,"Obsessed over things that I don’t believe happened I struggle with anxiety. At different points in my life I have started worrying I did something despicable or shameful to someone. Yet I know deep down I didn’t. But then as time goes on, the memory of what’s real fades and is relaxed by memory of the false incident. It’s awful and debilitating. How do I convince myself not to go down this road?

I feel really awful and weak right now.",3.2766176470588237,5.6256619999999975,5.212573529411767,76.61533088235294,76.05882352941177,8.485294117647058,29.448529411764717,9.188382445141503,3.0065588235294123,350,16,62,9,8,120,66,85,0.231,0.711,0.059000000000000004,-0.9226,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,2,2,6,2,0,1,0,11,11,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,10,2,13,9,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,1,6,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210928037620788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31064642910049045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880728026919253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941429423945426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670025297500895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24382174436206924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153065096637805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475195282908975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26064821822753964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313834174952373,0.17663579803189666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354667139054554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336199754702385,0.2122657377371348,0.0,0.0,0.19515880371474686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882464983967751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317871515113748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607768301183832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800110161024342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slobberypuppykisses,2020/02/07,"Tips for weaning down anxiety medication? After talking with my doctor, we decided to wean down my anxiety medicine by 25mg two weeks at a time. I started going down from 100mg to 75mg several days ago and tonight I'm really feeling off. I was watching Netflix and one of the characters had a panic attack and now I just want to down some alcohol or something. Has anyone else been through this before and discovered some good tips or tricks to deal with the transition? Thanks..",4.184423076923076,6.474409131868132,5.184711538461542,78.15091346153848,73.06593406593407,8.945604395604398,32.254120879120876,9.516144504307137,3.4537131868131867,385,19,67,10,8,126,69,91,0.127,0.807,0.065,-0.6875,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,15,10,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,2,6,2,18,7,2,15,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,4,8,45,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010565606707028,0.2291922844726783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281222908794626,0.0,0.0,0.1499552652924233,0.21973938928804246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439789612724649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248947789613898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830881691056268,0.22109861728257407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950867326169676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915362812230626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843730905379836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188243575277988,0.17987868930215234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604566701389705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532349784795284,0.0,0.0,0.25162234502701203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738842724585215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422785089462764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510161694754136,0.0,0.0,0.1517957367889224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237464835147653,0.0,0.1974457527368006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250532229234158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949604378261352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649393527736816,0.0,0.17202670027947314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AllMyFriendsAreAnons,2020/02/07,"IWTL to stop spending so much time dreading things that I can’t change. 
This might seem silly, but I dread things like having to walk the dogs, take out the trash, or clean the bathroom. Sometimes it’s bigger things, like visiting family or a work thing. Definitely exercise. 

I spend days thinking about it and making my evenings less enjoyable, all for something that often only lasts 30 minutes and then I can get on with my life. I know logically that if I could just do it without the dread, it would be so much more insignificant, but my brain obsesses about these things. What can I do? Has anyone overcome it? I think it’s how I’ve always been.",4.36967741935484,6.280892096774196,4.4718064516129035,85.08770967741938,71.58064516129033,7.540645161290323,26.10967741935484,8.238735603445708,1.6140864516129034,516,17,99,8,10,160,89,124,0.138,0.7290000000000001,0.133,-0.1696,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,4,5,0,12,3,1,2,1,24,19,11,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,17,4,0,1,5,1,2,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,11,4,9,14,5,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,7,73,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808329627142394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443908083436547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986706941681207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826611854144912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420926437750984,0.0,0.0,0.1147743763053352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754591847745922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777201047270365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298072338787076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780633631702804,0.14506734347703207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570377593788828,0.17389195549265415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879475204043854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879549500353945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26165332004019515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535237602228214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201501508845784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370081498449232,0.17601450272198493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878887882862293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380948359166467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911688132379398,0.2280688985577561,0.0,0.0,0.10377433620365936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155441142252253,0.0,0.12956252922034472,0.0,0.0,0.1264230738132217,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fuckanxietydisorder,2020/02/07,"Anyone else having persistent itching sensation like me? It's driving me crazy. It's been a month and it's not going away. How it started? I felt a bump, went to doctors, after couple ultrasounds they've said it's only a 1 cm sized swollen lymph node but it's small, so i should let it go but obviously i'm not convinced because Lymphoma can be hard to diagnosed. And couple days after my doctor visits end, one day, i started to itch all of a sudden. Since then i've been reading about lymphoma itch every day. My itching is weird. Some days my chin itches, it doesn't itch the other day at all and my ass cheek itches instead lol. Then my head, belly, chest, arms... I've no rash or anything but my problem is i've been suffering from this bullshit for A MONTH. I mean i don't remember if other physical symptoms of mine took so long to go away. I remember my tingling vanished after 2 weeks, twitching after ~20 days. My whole skin is mildy itchy and i feel like it's so sensitive for ~35-36 days. I've started prozac again, used Atarax and it's still there. Have you ever had such a persistent physical symptom? It's such a bullshit, man.",1.233533834586467,3.7756085438596543,2.8532581453634087,89.10947368421054,86.36842105263159,5.3624060150375925,23.4937343358396,6.868970318607317,1.0003892230576443,900,35,174,12,28,295,135,228,0.177,0.785,0.038,-0.986,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,2,12,6,0,0,8,1,15,24,14,2,4,26,29,16,0,3,7,0,4,2,0,1,17,1,0,1,14,5,0,0,5,1,0,7,5,3,0,1,8,5,19,3,17,18,4,36,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,3,27,104,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995992465250662,0.11717057734782628,0.0941047152721372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488124488527746,0.0,0.0,0.06970996434435986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530640553482351,0.0,0.5162482151037409,0.0,0.0,0.11606828040212128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340951075022212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552922718617336,0.0,0.10128490401570514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344096756003857,0.0963493205516623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057821504597080575,0.08169549003681767,0.10979907623194383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949723544602073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024399383747768,0.0,0.11736158801409165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169361005550145,0.0,0.11173650243669901,0.0,0.0,0.10120089257354743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245665084184024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825547102152053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749014958228438,0.08697240220445743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094226328172334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143863033891246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25908465493821753,0.0,0.10877813181563707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459593319596073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242823931241324,0.0,0.09132433598306837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377180040413125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705300953446974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987663122101665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172896974135804,0.0,0.0,0.10600856180670308,0.0,0.12767367245458552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Funsizewifey,2020/02/07,"Anxiety caused a breakdown and I lost my job. I had a job that I liked, it was stressful, which wasn't good because of an anxiety disorder, but my meds were working great. However, my job didn't offer health insurance and I got to where I couldn't afford my meds. I dealt with daily panic attacks for about 2 months. Then I just got to where I could barely function. I snapped and yelled at someone because they kept saying the same thing over and over and over and I wasn't able to help them because they wouldn't let me speak. I had my breakdown after that. I couldn't leave my room. I couldn't do anything. I'm now unemployed, and it is causing my depression to get worse. I have my meds now because we got our taxes back, but I'm afraid of when I can't afford them again.",2.3183827493261475,4.1519456226415095,3.31098382749326,91.55278301886793,77.05031446540879,6.3038634321653175,24.564690026954175,7.1686216300943375,0.9152350404312668,610,21,130,7,14,195,90,159,0.195,0.7490000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9621,8,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,4,2,9,9,1,3,4,0,17,1,0,2,0,21,25,11,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,12,3,30,3,14,7,1,15,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,0,9,90,36,6,0.13069755829580262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996654872268116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755295432376473,0.0,0.0,0.14868734067360842,0.0,0.10049835485066047,0.0,0.3186880737849739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685247893383189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435136534208794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256961544716658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979072491242046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828407986677003,0.0,0.0,0.10962291099486604,0.3135923304549724,0.14409451942403567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389253927750799,0.0,0.0,0.0876038183393871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38909147893350987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383898429976037,0.0,0.1336471083879515,0.0,0.06385222519465886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426718239862035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355265708336434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432154410427012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334542429804976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393594417269728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073961701442604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497136114468867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682965024801909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514937903975088,0.0,0.13319197770820632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SilverReading2,2020/02/07,"Sure that's schizophrenia, but... So does anyone else have full conversations with people (family, friends, coworkers), only to suddenly realize you are totally alone and the whole thing just happened in your head? They feel real in every way, not just normal hearing voices, and I hate them.",9.037074829931974,10.227024408163267,8.118775510204085,65.94646258503404,60.02040816326532,11.431292517006804,34.70068027210884,11.20814326018867,4.4053210884353735,232,9,33,6,3,72,46,49,0.11,0.7909999999999999,0.099,-0.1513,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,13,6,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,4,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025852529028664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895514854274601,0.24758117752954514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114543370998068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185305125731728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358590677196745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277897326199365,0.0,0.12217671465575305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866847654687626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367493089788292,0.0,0.0,0.23856219028362746,0.2479847826558927,0.0,0.2723375279332441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367486675007343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377249850388527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751763670385875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275030825580356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277358879810449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052997817848158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917967294083464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697741948645792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cobalt-dock,2020/02/07,I have a problem. And I can't even put it into words to post here.,-2.71125,-1.1246796249999989,0.8049999999999997,103.54,95.25,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.588025,50,1,14,0,2,18,15,16,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647141995942104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288423535591025,0.0,0.0,0.5283682307987593,0.0,0.5551002885776702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_crunchwrap_,2020/02/07,"Anxiety didn’t win today. I went on that date. My anxiety a lot of the time prevents me from putting myself out there. However, today I went on a date with a lovely woman. And it went extremely well. We even are scheduled to go on a date number two! I’m a girl who likes girls so there’s an extra layer of anxiety attached to who I’m attracted to. Sometimes I worry for my own safety. It may be 2020 but anything can happen. Hate crimes are still around unfortunately. I hope that as I continue to put myself out there more and more my anxiety will understand that there is nothing to fear about being vulnerable with another person. I’m allowed to feel happy. I’m allowed to experience. Bad things don’t happen all the time.",2.275477855477856,4.738392678321682,4.38394405594406,80.61181351981355,80.25874125874127,7.44969696969697,24.91794871794872,8.447377352677275,2.0495327738927744,575,22,106,13,15,197,91,143,0.149,0.6779999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.4273,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,10,10,1,1,8,0,10,1,0,2,1,18,25,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,8,0,1,2,0,0,6,2,3,1,1,4,1,12,7,21,17,6,22,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,3,11,77,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101284675784668,0.4406859643305589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851251545702356,0.12820436037493524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024695727861813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512090348413954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408748289174726,0.0,0.16205751704136478,0.07281858233663663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184734811936706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470492626525976,0.15330721635075326,0.0,0.1421855264689645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303992269305382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070358716531093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243685891905375,0.12997964425386688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818679120159344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257488113601083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28955078268168843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424350478697169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501099332267288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956775230568684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679532347191081,0.0,0.2730197782379409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068225269049606,0.14992525227033213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948726270548033,0.4005115349436755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462547677944635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SwaoetTkruplz04,2020/02/07,"Taking a state certification exam on Saturday and I am so anxious about it! I am taking a major state certification exam on Saturday and I am so nervous. It doesn’t help that I have GAD either :/

It is not a multiple choice type test, which wouldn’t be that bad. It’s a performance/skill type test in front of judges. 
Any advice on keeping my cool and focus during the exam? Any good motivational phrases to think about before the test to mentally prepare?

I have the skill, it’s just the nerves that will ruin my chances of passing if I let them get to me.",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.27272727272728,7.309090909090909,24.63636363636364,8.238735603445708,1.643018181818182,440,15,84,8,10,150,67,110,0.152,0.762,0.086,-0.8131,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,0,1,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,11,16,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,10,2,11,12,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,58,19,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769335446238845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854411323457714,0.0,0.0,0.3201594195777049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366257478945433,0.0,0.0,0.2411510850730131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480639180135382,0.0,0.0,0.237701053270662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995591068348186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518974356742069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897939686338213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855988363822716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426160513406688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815901913164652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpiritualBiskit,2020/02/07,"Just came back from the ER after a heart attack scare. My heart is healthy, my lungs are healthy and my blood is healthy. I’m just an anxious mess but it was a huge relief and I feel like a new person! 


As a person who has experienced panic attacks a few times I thought I fully understood what a panic attack is but I was so wrong.",1.1781366459627378,3.268332942028988,2.790517598343687,92.6126086956522,81.89855072463769,5.102277432712215,21.45134575569358,6.1826913282559595,0.1838389233954452,259,8,56,2,7,85,46,69,0.33799999999999997,0.483,0.179,-0.9449,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,3,3,8,0,7,4,4,0,0,10,12,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,5,2,7,2,3,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193453907177276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844350396470077,0.0,0.13167397604376788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958544078253744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658473758767743,0.12233480633590645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058434881900752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365984083138975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653858975783633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018294977156061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990425653507778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144239692881852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594645035953715,0.09985216883190456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872254603573148,0.0,0.0
anxiety,accentofmoirarose,2020/02/07,Work Anxiety and panic attacks In my first full time job and I can’t seem to get my grips on how to handle this workload. It’s a lot. I work in medical administration so it feels like the stakes are always high. I truly feel like i’ve been experiencing a panic attack for 48 hours straight. I’m really scared and worried for my health because I’m not sure how long I can go on like this.,1.4839814814814822,3.5623567037037063,3.655046296296295,86.89145833333335,80.72839506172839,6.519135802469138,21.23611111111111,7.645422480735847,0.7890111111111109,307,9,66,5,8,105,58,81,0.23800000000000002,0.619,0.142,-0.8328,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,9,2,3,3,0,4,2,0,2,1,11,11,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,4,7,4,8,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,7,36,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466190884481539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134798561131199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009238486987692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741470028435632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819201730199866,0.2517659178116733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988234965013406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206135499166562,0.0,0.10014301023319397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873007577546228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861733207430916,0.0,0.0,0.17352928703582035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485915133864038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582588378779888,0.0,0.0,0.15593844648374794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980565525188508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775109211510523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41348400886984427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288329274540275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764148475295715,0.0,0.0,0.16041305417488574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607386033314614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274824346565366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25656289952521844,0.17894767569663844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strdust99,2020/02/07,"Work is stressing me out Work has been exhausting lately from working 6 days a week for 10 hours. ( I've been working this schedule for a year) I've considering just hurting myself or something to get out of working. To top it off, we are understaffed at out location and my other coworker gets time off since he's been sick but it's nothing severe like a cough or sleepiness.  Our boss let's him go home with I deal with the majority of the work. It's been like this for 2 weeks and every day I've been close to having a breakdown.",3.723888888888887,4.982518981481481,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,72.14814814814815,7.622222222222224,28.314814814814817,8.07648339933343,1.7747925925925916,422,16,86,6,8,138,73,108,0.125,0.835,0.040999999999999995,-0.7687,0,0,1,0,0,1,8.0,2,0,0,7,1,5,0,1,6,0,10,3,0,1,0,14,13,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,0,7,2,17,7,1,18,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,11,52,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803605534632724,0.16628182211889506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358928941302695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853363563833598,0.0,0.09166422544994687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178596447543936,0.0,0.15883712354941326,0.0,0.17266315355417425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194095739778227,0.0,0.0,0.16492887590430413,0.0,0.1575952649087463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547610945736962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221060096611932,0.0,0.13341988362087054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241681112176578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475594377868948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404888201073723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587525288682692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7045216458764809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038647937620472
anxiety,mckennaconno,2020/02/07,"If quicksand was real. (What the fuck is wrong with me?) Feeling lost and past the point of no return, you know? How sinking in quicksand would feel if it existed outside of cartoons. Up to my neck, unable to get even a finger out to touch solid ground. 

Up until the start of my sophomore year of college, my anxiety was tame—not nothing, but also not severe enough to necessitate treatment. I have moderate-severe ADHD, and the anxiety I did experience definitely stemmed from feeling generally/easily disorganized, scattered, forgetful, etc. I had, and still have anxiety about accidentally letting people down, like forgetting to do a favor I was asked of, forgetting birthdays, things like that. That was all manageable though. As long as I wrote my shit down, didn’t procrastinate, and treated my body right, life was cool. 

Within the past year, however, that fear of being sort of “unreliable” has swelled into a debilitating fear of inadequacy, seemingly out of nowhere. I sometimes find myself considering that few people value my existence, even though deep down I know that couldn’t be further from true. I consider myself pretty intelligent, but have suddenly become so terrified of sounding stupid that I refrain from speaking my mind a lot of the time, even about topics I know like the back of my hand. I hesitate to crack jokes lately, and my typical quick-wittedness completely escapes me at times, replaced by a suffocating loss for words. 

My ambition, deep passion and excitement for life, once ablaze, has dwindled to a spark at my core, flickering, about to go out any second. I had plans of going to PT or med school, but now I have truly no fucking idea what I want. School feels insurmountable. Maybe I’m depressed dude, I don’t know. I used to draw, paint, create piles of art during my “blue” periods, but I’ve even lost the desire to do that. I feel like I have no purpose here. 

Life sucks a little, but rock on.",6.910648425787108,8.179264520114941,7.197076461769117,70.41209145427287,64.7183908045977,10.4199900049975,34.38330834582709,10.472087959537523,3.8875098450774614,1535,67,253,38,23,498,207,348,0.174,0.64,0.18600000000000005,0.5989,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,0,4,16,23,5,2,15,1,25,11,5,2,2,50,49,22,0,6,9,0,8,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,11,11,0,1,12,3,0,2,7,12,0,1,12,12,35,11,52,32,5,39,0,4,1,3,4,21,4,6,20,175,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797516722508262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850245752591233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675551731861656,0.0,0.2252877038941464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177095647099733,0.0,0.0,0.07548277034023207,0.0,0.0,0.10841545064642016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903910540677092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292405943428944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454930871966279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014306118541774,0.10947984354489657,0.25934803674638685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602413604287724,0.0,0.22092567114693173,0.2481756858366413,0.07012904424030297,0.0,0.0,0.08972096586475624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815037884174424,0.0512871233179554,0.0,0.11157878168806136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081625513516828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157955089699032,0.0,0.11073431464649866,0.0,0.0,0.10038028984727748,0.2080103753709916,0.19183370144688644,0.09838704679604404,0.0,0.08687287228768686,0.0,0.0,0.2143172301671132,0.08345631144931659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986198645274519,0.0,0.10903910540677092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911859369344296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419189602312768,0.0,0.0,0.10454244465698212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874190629061537,0.13611040203807226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279758675192132,0.0,0.0,0.09986902279411776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117331792018496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383231222304449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986962960007632,0.0,0.08936566371440041,0.0,0.22179685440696506,0.10076488801434656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970876239496824,0.0,0.06948164135275453,0.0,0.07839463837583427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521641630983199,0.0,0.19289308687167192,0.0,0.11448151797903365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847829797620019,0.0,0.0,0.057900217951852476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973354842429087,0.1073279386755808,0.0,0.12642999045008235
anxiety,ithinkyoure5yearsold,2020/02/07,Switching from Celexa to Zoloft First time poster here with a quick question. My doctor is going to be switching me from Celexa to Zoloft in a few months because my husband and I are wanting to have a baby. Has anyone went from Celexa to Zoloft? I’m a little nervous about it because Celexa has worked so well for my anxiety and panic attacks. Any and all input would be greatly appreciated!,3.841389961389962,6.350037270270271,4.0004247104247135,85.21040540540544,74.94594594594594,5.3096525096525085,26.787644787644787,6.1826913282559595,1.0883536679536685,314,12,55,2,7,97,51,74,0.128,0.7909999999999999,0.081,-0.3949,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,2,4,0,8,4,0,0,1,8,12,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,5,2,12,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,40,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390911352778488,0.0,0.19563718699055915,0.0,0.0,0.17881641748630694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29093639167451724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117883400047916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26175642771386004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752874080419954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453405485517038,0.0,0.0,0.28194962228377296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563144557662653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204125875667084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000508598980629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864826238437104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912160153013038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083960070314795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299371967999032,0.23706964867126284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617870817034265,0.0,0.0,0.18166737487379586,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nate-Feuerstein,2020/02/07,"How do I control anxiety? Hello, I’m Maddox (M15)I haven’t been diagnosed with anxiety, but at random times I will get a adrenaline rush and feel like my chest is empty. I will breathe heavily and can’t concentrate. I feel tired a lot even with 8 hours of sleep on a school day and lose focus if I try to pay attention. I obsess on thinking of what to say to people when I know when they will approach me, and get sweaty easily. Any tips on how to stop this? Is this all related?",3.5448979591836722,4.525250224489799,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.26530612244899,9.273469387755103,26.244897959183675,9.606745405546679,2.1949836734693884,374,12,79,9,7,126,69,98,0.19699999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.063,-0.8857,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,1,3,0,9,5,3,3,1,20,16,10,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,5,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,10,1,12,12,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,7,50,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843197485490512,0.0,0.35645269257290113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613028986556448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025053635400004,0.0,0.0,0.2364661922641324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387874773091528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355997861893848,0.1664384221703829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434411583722297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229434873358814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803776385905807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138205251968016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606410540740779,0.0,0.19806824616328614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151653570642865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527222374000246,0.0,0.2357846050499912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314470244100344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477874388999608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928190174959802,0.0,0.0,0.13585044132934534,0.267772156635578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817571632659633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soFreshandDefydef,2020/02/07,what to do I was in shower and had a panic attack that had me hyperventilating and i started to blackout so i grabbed shower panel wall and held on. It took me awhile to get reoriented.  I used grounding techniques to get oriented. this have never happened to me. Anyone have experience with this kinda thing?,3.0514285714285663,6.045024719298251,4.768170426065165,75.38052631578952,82.50877192982456,6.064160401002509,25.686716791979947,7.447530270364453,1.8250822055137847,247,10,40,4,7,83,41,57,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.7506,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,8,13,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,1,7,0,8,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267627349961904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689456080904226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172341120182021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388736560248689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28678328034654177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501252645969214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805039525168529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295459006917384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545491341698544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603165968044748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800968007360784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,austinmac11,2020/02/07,"Eating disorder anxiety help! Hi so here is my situation I have had a anxiety disorder that lead to a eating disorder. I have came a long way over the years but still struggle. I have got a new job serving I am excited about it but nervous because I am very structured around eating. I will be starting work at 4:30 and be off at 10 pm but That means I miss my dinner meal! And it’s a 5 hour shift so no breaks what are some good late night dinner options I don’t want to eat to much before bed or I feel sick I do not eat any sweats eathier I eat very healthy.
Thank you!",0.0030853994490342984,2.252784404958682,2.281619834710746,93.0721267217631,89.24793388429752,5.8712947658402195,21.28980716253444,7.3011,0.7656474931129473,447,16,100,8,15,151,83,121,0.193,0.6679999999999999,0.139,-0.6083,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,2,6,0,13,11,1,1,0,15,21,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,9,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,1,14,3,9,15,2,17,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,8,61,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899796872463692,0.0,0.1777358306962671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341381543538578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708147061208205,0.0,0.09885009293414168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328648158725202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994144884676707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7132108914342868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058737841770782964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974358925203849,0.09290986202345572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786471049369961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440171068081255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527844309765554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104214118266824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280469276040193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654059959879446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539657097381098,0.0,0.0,0.11219541634852004,0.0,0.10901544688227252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057727800878655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222404306034213,0.0,0.09277161558099843,0.0,0.0,0.12144362460230823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695154171350303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170091377111087,0.06851867516925858,0.09220845376210683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457141472855721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748081419529829
anxiety,jenandspaz,2020/02/07,"Anxiety and routines Does anyone else feel that they do better at work because you, for the most part, have a routine? I'm fine at work but not at home on weekends because of neighbors, etc.",6.914594594594593,6.437117351351353,6.614189189189191,80.59263513513514,64.67567567567568,8.481081081081081,37.41891891891892,7.1686216300943375,2.7203621621621625,150,7,28,1,2,47,33,37,0.037000000000000005,0.872,0.091,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,19,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240845052724456,0.0,0.0,0.20481785218545315,0.3001331741620015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571250281934506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590656783964125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563379898963173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446987189925379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266854269541915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811014934259434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29382461928808706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31720594845136313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42650136565935737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Strife4,2020/02/07,"Does anyone else get nervous when eating in public, particularly while alone? I've had on and off battles with anxiety and panic issues, but one thing that has always been the worst for me is eating in public. I think a lot of it stems from some legitimate stomach issues I've had in the past and it almost feels like some sort of PTSD trigger due to a fear of vomiting.
Usually it is fine if I'm with someone or a group who is familiar but lately it has been getting bad again. Any advice?",5.432482993197278,5.727138438775513,6.553469387755103,77.16891156462589,67.6734693877551,8.982312925170069,28.578231292517003,8.841846274778883,2.1596068027210884,389,12,74,6,6,131,71,98,0.215,0.7390000000000001,0.046,-0.9553,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,3,5,0,9,4,1,1,0,17,14,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,4,1,2,2,13,10,4,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,7,8,51,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806203943723296,0.0,0.0,0.1850873685250516,0.1914351943272271,0.0,0.0,0.15379903532443376,0.0,0.0,0.1256953711154105,0.0,0.14139965596929174,0.0,0.0,0.1292421972691992,0.1893871578486912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433101815602054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175194058656772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782684083724941,0.1544074394595183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799280223681602,0.09345904634120396,0.13204745608788282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931392117934927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38584322117036496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085039759076312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903019303285543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714164852437887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525020805430928,0.0,0.0,0.21686617465484034,0.0,0.0,0.17644765266107645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160643430364383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566116317757391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279736537365395,0.1184359663408502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357163589192168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whitepeachgang,2020/02/07,Isolation? Whenever I go through a particularly rough time I find myself getting easily irritated by friends/family which causes me to push them away. To the point of not talking to people for weeks on end. I feel like it's because as I put myself down I assume they don't want to be near me either. I know this probably isn't true subconsciously but this doesn't change the way I act. How do I get less annoyed/irritated so my friends/family don't have to deal with me constantly isolating myself?,3.430126002290951,5.7614097216494855,5.2793127147766326,76.40895761741128,75.49484536082474,9.259564719358536,27.27262313860252,9.725611199111238,2.9656011454753735,401,16,74,12,9,137,72,97,0.083,0.8759999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.3689,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,12,13,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,17,2,15,12,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162418050610127,0.0,0.0,0.13730666988048007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313876648504845,0.2382783171558752,0.0,0.0,0.2434087767245028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221670421367466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994993543657685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246800500377065,0.0,0.11389014925448546,0.16091437984097826,0.0,0.0,0.20586896252841985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23536141785299525,0.0,0.1280113728430639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378822809624182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004285540791987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615584934262894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292841339399224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428511605513685,0.0,0.0,0.2264324626914573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104261900024932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134160509678736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285476460301418,0.1787882265486187,0.18067717413446413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amazinggrainne,2020/02/07,"How to you handle telling your new partner about your anxiety? Normally I wouldn’t share about my anxiety (health anxiety, OCD, GAD) unless I was very serious about a partner. 

But I’ve just started seeing someone new and we get along fantastically. 
Unfortunately my anxiety is at a high point and it is affecting me, I feel like I either need to discuss it with him, or tell him I am not in the place to date. 

How did you broach the topic with your partner? 
And how long did you wait? Or were you open from the beginning?",3.3009130913091305,5.431407782178218,4.675775577557758,81.52761276127616,75.13861386138616,8.44928492849285,28.05390539053905,9.150863307647796,2.5101674367436737,410,17,80,10,9,136,67,101,0.11699999999999999,0.836,0.047,-0.6191,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,7,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,4,0,24,15,10,0,3,7,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,18,2,13,10,1,12,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,2,7,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945684758788785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982460005989176,0.13881090122119213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151588241261693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653619210507693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529296944014228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492717771539236,0.0,0.0,0.17195303065312734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407404199554366,0.0,0.37532025724702,0.0,0.0,0.19037678165276184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300644851518607,0.0,0.18368019681042652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483522596274282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463324923157474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752945529180138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33966072808439457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603212470988152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InspiringLego,2020/02/07,"is this a panic attack?? ok basically today was tiring, I had a migraine I was on my period, I have the flu and so I took a panadol. 

In the middle of a study session I suddenly feel like I’m gonna pass out, I notice there’s 5 minutes till break and manage to survive and immediately get up and run outside at the break. 

It’s pitch dark and I feel like getting away from everything but obviously I don’t, my heart is beating like crazy and I’m not even walking that fast and my hands were shaking. I get back inside head to the bathroom and feel like I’m being choked and have the urge to cry and scream. 

About 5-10 minutes pass in the bathroom and I get out and by then I’ve somewhat consoled myself even though my heart was still beating and hands shaking. 

It was kinda really scary and I really don’t wanna go through that again, I searched up panic attack symptoms and a lot of mine matched up so I was worried my anxiety’s gotten that bad but then again it could just be me being sick or claustrophobic in study?",1.461387559808614,3.7320184641148337,3.2461004784689003,88.71020334928232,82.0622009569378,5.713875598086124,23.375598086124395,6.980632752743323,0.8573234449760759,805,29,165,10,22,268,116,209,0.259,0.69,0.051,-0.9940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,12,13,2,4,11,1,17,10,5,0,1,31,31,24,0,2,5,0,5,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,7,17,0,0,3,0,0,8,3,8,0,0,9,6,21,5,22,17,2,33,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,4,15,112,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739573709522313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194211561958016,0.13189828924697733,0.10794900412080546,0.11721735345043295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208766535595377,0.0,0.1542086227076539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854486935314333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617086134498934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295178763822475,0.30087768844049584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29338583422094383,0.0,0.07978521661266545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407765266467742,0.0,0.0,0.3327187474347254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27434415741047435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935208085159164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598316287261048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294279963896949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987112515732165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211330881123527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591593637218087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792959993206966,0.0,0.0,0.16135430442609988,0.13307054319272218,0.0,0.1559752188723906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425699011298229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boiledafricanskin,2020/02/07,"Why? today in class the teacher was randomly choosing people to answer the questions and I didn’t know the answer. Her eyes locked with mine so I thought she was going to call on me and immediately my legs started hurting. Almost as if my legs were going to run away on their own, Then it felt like a bunch of needles were stabbing me in the back and on my chest. This is the first time I’ve experienced the needle sensations",3.5782142857142856,5.462988011904763,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,73.64285714285714,6.704761904761906,26.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.3753285714285712,339,12,65,4,7,110,62,84,0.033,0.937,0.03,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,7,0,6,4,4,0,0,14,12,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,3,11,1,12,5,2,15,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,4,7,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770556169372911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25995049625279976,0.21275027410442307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28252178907223496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656567293235033,0.0,0.0,0.23534434513545036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144878795700499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29619226461898635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205640133805548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351721471712404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181546471823674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30994555134151697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583592621725573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965346112052625,0.16133466101036967,0.0,0.2622608218580097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496611727639116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UtterTossPot,2020/02/07,"Scared of going to work Content warning: aggression from customer



Im a student, just moved to a city and I run a shop 1 day a week. Last shift some kids tried to steal and came back later and threw a drink at me.

I'm not trained for this and don't know how to handle these situations. My boss gave me a generic sorry it happened message and did a report, but other than that I received no other advice.

I'm am adult and I feel like such a coward for being so paranoid about some kids coming back next time I'm in, especially since other retail workers have dealt with worse. But I know its likely they will since its not the first we've seen them.

I've been tempted to quit before, but theres virutally 0 jobs here and I don't know what to do. I keep thinking about what happened and how it could've been avoided if I just gave no shits like usual and let em get away with it the first time, but the other staff are all super vigilant and confrontational, which is just something I dont have in me. 

Pretty sure if I see em next shift I'm gonna be shaky all day or have a panic attack.",3.404058370044055,4.260324303964759,4.394226321585903,88.82763904185022,72.48017621145374,6.732268722466961,23.87912995594713,6.6274283507984215,0.6006301762114536,855,22,185,6,16,278,139,227,0.19699999999999998,0.715,0.08800000000000001,-0.9723,1,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,6,13,14,4,4,12,0,17,2,1,3,3,42,39,20,0,2,12,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,15,14,1,2,5,2,2,7,7,9,0,2,8,3,15,5,19,26,4,25,0,0,2,0,9,4,1,6,17,116,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287209292602714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468990795662746,0.12775192768223864,0.20911102708827373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570374917401804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551788443950496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712944981777013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856407160681143,0.0,0.0,0.1753837957658326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936036399624956,0.1332026276736554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875247467696116,0.09713976052885062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313186102243807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104073542266623,0.0,0.0772770843428249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404824899253644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687511378880355,0.0,0.1349330857405356,0.12085982406424768,0.0,0.0,0.22418305024279986,0.11083685296177473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904249549115233,0.0,0.19928989502616384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451870587990928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892195085514935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953604027599447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383343101786583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446249490404138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361335655890887,0.0,0.10835357049864804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395752244660534,0.22495798222196986,0.15284032795619598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467932888928114,0.0,0.1522116161105803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815376412410984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712656607860943,0.0,0.0,0.15857491517147465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231733277136983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975600853564844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907003740620196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899059744500388,0.0,0.13856899100422654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seventeen_spoons,2020/02/08,"Are anyone else’s panic attacks really sporadic? By that I mean, sometimes I’ll start having a panic attack, then I’ll get distracted by something and think about that for maybe a minute, then I’ll remember I was panicking and it’ll all come back and I start hyperventilating again

Does this happen to any of y’all?",2.69370023419204,5.480030360655738,4.0577517564402825,81.49163934426231,81.45901639344262,6.76440281030445,21.82903981264637,7.957251820313856,1.403176112412177,256,8,46,5,7,84,44,61,0.293,0.7070000000000001,0.0,-0.9536,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376370871152307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415208802571704,0.20737992586371728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605122373819561,0.0,0.1556310108036592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434733044777112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711921879071926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690769517408575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574422225373743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789792413571097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203335266214344,0.22046996665575144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749391852450735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966087668255827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292766569461267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581531009754268,0.20017607970280246,0.0,0.2865156651587007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296880010152862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilostitireallylostit,2020/02/08,"Trigger warning. Opinions needs on anti anxiety medication and how I’m feeling PTSD commenters especially welcome. Raped/ anxiety Need opinions on .25 clonazepam no judgement please.

I’ll try to keep this short. I’ve been on Prozac for quiet awhile. A few years ago I was raped by someone I thought was a friend.  After this I basically stopped interesting with people I just couldn’t explain to them why I was so upset and different and down. This went on for about 2 years, I’d go to work, home, sleep. I’ve started pulling myself out of this I’ve lost quite a few friends because I am just not ready to talk about that night a few years ago. 

Suddenly about a year ago, I started having horrific panic attacks. It started with enclosed spaces (cars, trains, planes etc) and my panic would result in horrible IBS symptoms, where I am soaked head to toe and vomiting. At first I thought this was a gallbladder issue and when every route but was diagnosed with anxiety by my GP. It’s increased now to anytime I feel like I am somewhere I can’t escape. Like being out with a friend or even a work meeting. It’s ruining so much for me. My GP is friends with my mother so she did not know about what had previously occurred. My mom is a very cold person and would not agree with how I’ve handled things and I just can’t deal with that on top of everything else. 

I’ve been delaying life so long I want to just get back out there without this anxiety.  Anxiety I never used to have.  Not like this. Over this time the last few years I have been self medicating and still taking my Prozac- which has really really helped my stomach issues. 

A few weeks ago I went to see a psychiatrist, they set me up with a nurse practitioner who I didn’t really feel was getting me. I was totally open and told her about the rape and depression, not in detail she was rushing me.  When we were done she was pushing me to take group anxiety therapy classes.....I’ve talked to maybe 2 people about what happened to me. I changed after what happened.  I know I need to work my way through this but group therapy over 1:1? I told her I would think about it.  She said it’s good exposure therapy but I’m feeling like this might even be PTSD related? I don’t know. She also prescribed .25 clonazepam once a day as needed-that you put on your tongue to dissolveI’ve been taking it in the am to get into work (again a place I feel trapped especially in a meeting room at times panic just sets in for really no reason umm not thinking about the rape etc. and once the pa of and sweating and ringing in my ears happen it just goes downhill). 

I do like this over Xanax that just made me tired- now tired better than puking and missing work and family events- also so hard to put on a show with these people.  While it’s helping in the AM I’m still getting symptoms later in the day especially during some meetings where I’m not even the one talking just feeling trapped.  

Does .25 work for anyone else dealing with anxiety or pstd? Should I ask to increase even though I just started on it? Thanks for your opinions.  Also she upped my Prozac just by 10mg (70mg total a day)

I did tell her the last time we talked I would rather have a 1:1 therapist so they are setting that up. I’m just still shocked over her recommendation of group therapy (not with rape survivors just GAD group). 

Tldr: raped, anxiety/ptsd psyc recommended group GAD therapy (? Wtf), prescribed .25 clonazepam once a day as needed Does this work for you guys? Experiences when on for the first time? I’m still anxious.",3.4275203136136834,5.554553656521745,4.127272511285342,85.61906985032073,74.7536231884058,7.191256830601093,27.3984319315752,8.089982424148904,1.809930862437633,2813,111,545,46,61,895,303,690,0.154,0.7509999999999999,0.096,-0.9925,1,2,0,0,0,0,81.0,2,4,3,13,52,30,7,4,29,0,45,25,6,7,3,105,98,39,0,12,27,3,7,5,4,6,13,4,2,3,32,34,0,4,15,1,0,11,17,16,1,3,28,13,68,14,89,61,13,103,0,4,1,6,54,40,0,7,53,353,100,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235227728723166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338153650798175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27539746676858884,0.05809932060690697,0.0,0.03595985080480327,0.052694352808002665,0.0,0.0,0.048078501714256434,0.05850709563121957,0.0,0.039545174669140426,0.0,0.03135020359668077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548413648701367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054404303607490864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266795030888404,0.10604060184382708,0.044295104252315184,0.05219862405535058,0.0,0.05373160913155566,0.0,0.0,0.09001047295358194,0.052628988389464976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592346158508445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471225860467775,0.13587158191209264,0.0,0.04333054598586754,0.0,0.04622042408524512,0.05030672847794168,0.048482007624683514,0.0,0.15602210889940465,0.07348075041131649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748974143467264,0.0,0.0,0.1589334535629839,0.0,0.10747661967066356,0.0,0.029227878039821218,0.04313560325911267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092208509581365,0.13643358078319567,0.0,0.046069639465258494,0.0,0.052780254778156836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894258723065938,0.0,0.05158676042950984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735553062774854,0.0,0.045711820363109584,0.0,0.0,0.0847909170851119,0.08384182835658797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363253167575515,0.1256263051314754,0.0,0.0,0.045512411549572494,0.0,0.0,0.05614004535977931,0.0,0.0,0.04866268426853032,0.0,0.0,0.051666622078209504,0.0,0.0,0.10361716792930087,0.0,0.05455728045743788,0.0,0.060232182755129926,0.0,0.0,0.03780570496077,0.15253367894722394,0.03966466182183039,0.0,0.0,0.04826195916299287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430832688035896,0.03484913511275402,0.0,0.0,0.18102002557925376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696168672575143,0.04490519248987188,0.05373160913155566,0.05645281042609372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035072996270865,0.10339925675066104,0.0,0.05470030873985807,0.0,0.0,0.1317850983473812,0.05287683965141954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892007349825471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04098168261193854,0.0,0.053650914610356565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051465423267021734,0.0,0.043575016766559664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560481186413232,0.0,0.1642827709541078,0.042996346872835815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690735385370627,0.11600300405534335,0.16534442122220605,0.04495058559040073,0.04734825280467274,0.2940636145841376,0.05971219967368304,0.03416666561975786,0.06590633352772096,0.050528026319300666,0.0816566232241754,0.119952980116212,0.11821849037175107,0.0,0.09828385544281837,0.0,0.03491642789255566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441752374146176,0.0,0.042433718966088364,0.030333733406535,0.040821376760995294,0.04125266601628974,0.0,0.0,0.09534906600193516,0.04640602568721236,0.0,0.0,0.049575028988450065,0.0,0.262082814546066,0.0,0.0,0.14613270500315698,0.0,0.0,0.16559063854011202
anxiety,jakesinhere,2020/02/08,Leg bouncing The constant leg bouncing is killing me and annoying everyone around me. I do it all the time and without realising most of the time. When I was at school and now at University people always tell me to stop because it’s shaking the table but I literally cannot stop. I know it’s irritating but I have zero control. Does anyone else have this problem???,2.5924285714285698,5.345171028571432,4.51107142857143,78.30517857142857,81.57142857142857,6.928571428571428,30.17857142857143,8.07648339933343,2.643428571428572,292,15,51,6,8,99,49,70,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.9519,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,1,4,0,6,2,2,1,1,14,7,6,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,8,0,6,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615968410852586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483919119738624,0.2415497924251857,0.0,0.2098640568096317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370866644585675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25475784049488803,0.2644093559282795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630304671593352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969356601261696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252655513908721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26081818904022913,0.0,0.12955992011816644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634366989330035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255772297268653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385876922139728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941886790038531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605252821518424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749309546833743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272508783866127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KyloDren,2020/02/08,"I am horrible at everything I don't think I'm stupid, but even in the easiest most menial jobs I fuck up everything. I forget something in the closing process, misunderstand simple things, I don't know what's wrong... In retrospect I feel like an idiot, but I don't notice mistakes as I make them.... 

I just want to stay home and not fuck up",5.563676470588233,5.545829779411764,6.4841176470588255,78.85352941176474,67.38235294117646,10.329411764705883,31.70588235294117,10.125756701596842,2.9853411764705875,267,10,54,6,4,89,48,68,0.28800000000000003,0.547,0.165,-0.9125,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,14,12,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,10,1,8,12,1,8,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,1,1,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385140649456678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445908195875284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543433354570455,0.1772250552431209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586832642249338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488397686675102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246176472376508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633570588585586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119706857803718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559219969625522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28243539137848644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909804980392737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644152792729113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481021677215452,0.15895664558323655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463212487246278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27123141441557913,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poop_dawg,2020/02/08,"I have a medical problem that's getting kinda serious and I'm scared Upper stomach issue... it's pretty bad. Basically it always feels like I need to throw up or my esophagus is on fire - and I do vomit a lot. Usually at least three times per week, but some weeks are worse. I got meds for it that (Zofran) haven't helped and now I need to go in to get an endoscopy. I'm scared to schedule it. I don't want to go by myself. I'm worried about what they'll find.

On top of the fear of being sick, it's been really getting in the way of my work which makes me feel terrible, and also worried that I'm going to lose my job.",1.5785372522214658,2.9284332105263187,3.853274094326729,88.97174982911827,77.796992481203,6.941626794258375,22.617224880382786,7.686295010490155,0.8749458646616546,479,14,108,7,11,166,89,133,0.278,0.68,0.042,-0.9862,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,3,9,0,3,5,0,9,4,1,1,0,17,26,7,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,8,0,1,2,3,12,1,18,22,3,19,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,4,7,65,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894057020377792,0.1341614756714614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462553320970935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143560665559333,0.16305178436956602,0.1151872086196265,0.0,0.0,0.147367010695388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527178562230032,0.0,0.27490282827297297,0.0,0.12895535766850408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080732591006821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828875363505727,0.16000209813435629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877188698423289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803821201797752,0.0,0.13707729317680234,0.0,0.0,0.10762644833728033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790971247112622,0.1624285581194763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239109271476726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403523087818112,0.0,0.15428131501931347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329206990488213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228512266094529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401815351537368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775789491689661,0.0,0.0951013172443752,0.12798182965711755,0.25866798691823595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738190970619684,0.32748647524061736,0.16431351269673394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cabbagebrain2765,2020/02/08,Fatigue Laundry Does anyone else struggle to complete task like laundry when they’re fatigue? I’ve been anxious a lot lately and as a result I’m fatigue. My laundry is piled to the top and I feel too tired to start on it even though I’m running out of clothes to wear.,3.8568181818181806,5.03226590909091,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,71.72727272727272,5.5,33.75,3.1291,1.520909090909092,215,11,42,0,4,68,42,55,0.23,0.696,0.075,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,2,5,1,1,0,6,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,8,5,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323648501055767,0.0,0.2003182083643849,0.29353954783399544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003759241541017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25070650006262035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393229323255577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922180742633693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485631716333944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231695512238203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996296316120027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24356080411000045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202776807947437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994981714089458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814717936237602,0.0,0.0,0.329274394314899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,earthtociera,2020/02/08,"Thoughts on benzodiazepine for panic disorder/PTSD/GAD/SAD Hi, I've been struggling with Anxiety since I was 8 years old. I've had trauma throughout my life and before anyone goes into the ideology of therapy- I've seen therapists all my life and am currently seeing one. I have extreme anxiety to where I have panic attacks just going to the store, I don't have a job, I have no friends and I currently only have the support of my boyfriend. I have had cannot tell you the amount of jobs I've had because I quit every single one of them because it was too much. I WANT to be social I LOVE people and the only reason I was able to go out throughout my life was because I was an alcoholic it was easy to let loose etc. I've been sober for 2 years besides the couple slip ups I've had due to stress with my relationship. I have even developed a head twitch back in 2015 that is like a seizure almost it happens so fast and I cant control it when my anxiety peaks.
I was able to function on Lorazepam well I was able to work on it but after my primary doctor could no longer prescribe it because it was not in her field to do so, I was left with trying more antidepressants again...
I have tried close to or about ten different ones and am currently on Wellbutrin and Gabapentin, the Wellbutrin is heightening my anxiety and although it improves my focus, It is a loss for me because my tic came back stronger having been on it for 2 weeks now and it lasts way longer than it used to...I have state insurance until I get on my boyfriend's this month to find a better psychiatrist.
A little family background, my Dad, his sister and mother all have anxiety and my grandmom is also agoraphobic. They all have taken Valium for it. My Grandpop on my mom's side has anxiety in which he takes xanax.
My question to you all is, because Anxiety can most definitely be inherited, would it be more of a loss to to take a benzodiazepine, enjoy my life, make friends, take my dog hiking places, find a job, maybe even go to school? Or condemn benzodiazepines because they have adverse long term side effects and just keep exhausting my brain and body and not do any of those things?
I don't want to suffer anymore...I know benzos are addicting and they suck and cause dementia but guys I'm gonna be 26 and I wanna LIVE...",5.337640773020084,5.936199314285716,6.037536945812807,79.72142857142859,67.94505494505495,9.264873057976509,31.294050776809396,9.314750747691287,2.659629026146267,1828,71,356,34,29,598,233,455,0.113,0.7979999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.4206,7,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,4,7,16,20,2,4,17,0,53,14,3,6,4,55,77,27,0,5,8,4,0,1,2,2,10,0,0,1,19,24,1,2,7,0,2,4,8,12,1,4,21,2,49,8,48,48,12,46,0,3,2,1,22,20,1,5,21,241,68,6,0.2322577439604416,0.0,0.0,0.08439840781582943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273763140113424,0.07752419367159233,0.0,0.0,0.06191214464425116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052647743450168746,0.0,0.4145785896287863,0.0,0.0,0.054133338279556416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807557119052661,0.0,0.1190612457937552,0.0,0.330358384952971,0.0,0.06587807783972799,0.0,0.0,0.06847103343588233,0.0,0.08599533159322319,0.0,0.08642548483584682,0.0,0.08854699497392046,0.0,0.07953089379580974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868322697094873,0.06181296985592709,0.08566292535977862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088663629924972,0.0,0.07924188084893101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634292635927067,0.1022693662739462,0.0,0.06522905549367658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298397686534516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151958018402566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962783789572852,0.0,0.04044836171148769,0.0,0.13199742827452893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766572273437751,0.06846158531374663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945448388805597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304799729229293,0.06881378481025274,0.0,0.0,0.042547594005303634,0.06310702011863523,0.0,0.0,0.08411623946333564,0.07916642638104816,0.21873401764902925,0.037823133969090664,0.07759442524900233,0.06836261435873169,0.06851359822667309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987389395734872,0.0,0.0516779492015112,0.0,0.0777780404569455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067248755003143,0.0617953051203651,0.0,0.05691205524315196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123847744287957,0.0,0.15738385818525374,0.11776165347779476,0.0,0.1816696132073827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367275856164589,0.0,0.08088663629924972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049895791681246,0.0,0.08672727597248751,0.0823448999575768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959988108798872,0.0,0.08311929899309607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835241217904296,0.061693117141663874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640420019631263,0.0,0.0,0.07891917368676138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868348699656048,0.08093540751671156,0.0,0.0,0.08785444515584002,0.0,0.0,0.1746289186253761,0.0,0.06766783513196027,0.0,0.08853565722728703,0.08988971400070818,0.051433908275053,0.0,0.0,0.06146223508761234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512517490027974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686537303195944,0.0,0.0,0.0913277566523443,0.06145179548256111,0.06210105087797209,0.0,0.06960920161805198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636213459319382,0.0,0.0,0.05499641250309269,0.0,0.0,0.09971091482751414
anxiety,Kennyv777,2020/02/08,"How real of a thing is being anxious or having panic attacks without knowing it? I do have anxiety. I do get panic attacks. And lots of the time I can feel it.

I’m wrestling with interpreting some physical symptoms today, mostly related to memory. They are perfectly explained by anxiety and DP/DR. However, at the time I was not consciously anxious or in a state of panic. It did occur around the time of day that I usually have panic attacks, and panic attacks shortly followed.

Still, I remember an old therapist telling me I had a high baseline of anxiety and just didn’t know it. It would make the most sense of my symptoms, but I can’t help but go to health emergencies.",4.590232558139533,6.336617209302325,6.1805348837209335,73.72754651162792,70.70542635658914,9.50108527131783,35.380620155038756,9.888512548439397,4.016221085271319,536,29,90,14,10,183,84,129,0.19699999999999998,0.755,0.047,-0.8873,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,4,10,4,5,8,0,15,3,0,2,1,29,24,9,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,4,1,11,1,14,18,4,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,6,8,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413449775012316,0.23760531938238544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361610753741276,0.0,0.4785459450601232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782052349249278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053172857887299176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494258856262617,0.0,0.05976575305852655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178184887363417,0.0,0.0,0.07048759472086394,0.11110898991060407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558811545631212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894046202296726,0.0,0.0,0.0701961755828675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034939495041797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6169223171497363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969690823997135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191275774801038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839821788228741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186063080547947,0.0,0.0,0.09191586178688203,0.0,0.0,0.12210070725683785,0.06986468526663484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396170032834147,0.0,0.09968088778188164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582063041439247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137201668750102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470377381736372,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WDW80,2020/02/08,Anxiety and newly diagnosed with cancer I was just diagnosed with oral cancer yesterday. I've always struggled with anxiety/fear/worry throughout my life. Does anyone have any tips in reducing anxiety while undergoing cancer treatments?,8.399864864864867,12.465719729729733,8.428310810810808,51.1111148648649,67.91891891891892,12.348648648648648,38.979729729729726,11.20814326018867,7.03214054054054,198,11,19,8,4,64,29,37,0.413,0.5870000000000001,0.0,-0.9584,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329328811872261,0.0,0.0,0.19036910656850373,0.0,0.42830735829169536,0.0,0.0,0.1957408726093598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682673310890085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497777556910666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150108359849353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773021969781865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926545414676222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842931171033357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,favmyheart,2020/02/08,"feeling dizzy all of a sudden? Is it possible to start feeling very dizzy due to anxiety? Like, as it you're about to faint and everything starts spiraling? This had never happened to me before until today, and it was so weird feeling this way because I started feeling so much worse & ended up crying.
Does anyone have an idea of why this is or how I can stop it?",4.675416666666667,5.745592375000001,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,69.69444444444444,7.982222222222222,29.677777777777766,8.238735603445708,2.1821244444444448,289,11,53,4,5,95,55,72,0.212,0.684,0.10400000000000001,-0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,2,12,14,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,1,10,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168295796223113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309100035362666,0.0,0.0,0.1399283267855999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219910938308309,0.0,0.17028710027746294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982206139651125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512607243482864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724662959788592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985465625750874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047460737691788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769651639174813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259107495994116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776836268161904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711098404790895,0.0,0.15434462705012206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256048602103085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42493719885008496,0.0,0.0,0.16730900549246847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896900484691626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511968657617473,0.0,0.1588456798182173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057687620644508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393904117138428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deli_sandwish,2020/02/08,"Herbal solution for anxiety? I naturally do not feel the effects of most things and am quite resilient to them. But I do well with CDB oil, I don't get drowsy but calm and feel immediately better. I got back in college and am SUPER stressed with the work load I have for 2 classes I am taking with this 1 professor. 
I used to take Zoloft for ocd when I was 3 up until I was 8. 
I was curious to get back on prescription medication for anxiety in general but the thing is, my anxiety would hardly be happening if I wasn't in school. I will graduate college this fall and my anxiety is mainly due to it. Not myself necessarily.  I have insurance so prescription medicine I could get and it would be much cheaper than buying supplements every month. 
But I don't want to take prescription medicine for anxiety that is caused by external circumstances and not solely due to myself. 
Does anyone have any recommendations and can list a brand and the herbs in it. I don't mind tinctures and supplements.
I like CDB oil because it's fast but it's so expensive. And I don't like the potential side effects of prescription drugs for this case.",4.513140852671349,6.274432440366973,5.703837021046951,77.00902590393956,70.92660550458716,10.083540205072858,30.71343766864544,10.328600350310266,3.4359748515920137,904,39,170,27,17,301,116,218,0.065,0.8140000000000001,0.121,0.9424,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,6,6,7,0,1,6,0,26,3,0,4,0,35,38,20,0,5,9,0,3,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,11,13,0,0,4,0,2,1,8,1,1,0,5,5,23,6,26,27,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,10,120,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789391457306802,0.0,0.5506235320873315,0.0,0.0,0.10065624936251474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138406436600214,0.0,0.08775325370292146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273159504784144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788080196705544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493585848197185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597544772965866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694137791184518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212877735628652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557531939988094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256306656192825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513346789489255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272983825144217,0.0,0.12895484865128545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065767696807147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450188927360086,0.0,0.0,0.1453528866732724,0.0,0.1149030124376642,0.0,0.10582303265142104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311320246051338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568951757085158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489925552650167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247073344763653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127378660028466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433036416237862,0.0,0.0,0.08490802285131825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943227553801653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480050287899267,0.0,0.0,0.20452212211141635,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EveningSnacks,2020/02/08,Need advice Ive completely 6 of 8 semesters of my uni and now unable to do cx im really scared of projects and interaction with ppl and i havent got skills to do on my own. I get panic even thinking of going to that place. I dropped my 7th sem and now family and everyone making me more depressed and anxious i feel like running away but there's no escape. Should i try uni?,0.6064838255977527,2.859327341772154,2.770042194092828,90.83694796061887,85.70886075949366,6.042756680731365,21.436005625879048,7.3871296695380915,0.8099862165963431,296,10,64,5,9,100,58,79,0.145,0.805,0.05,-0.7331,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,12,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,10,1,10,10,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416832250133354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794069643929434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237007263145096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593156614995764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130207459798938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335589578654974,0.0,0.0,0.23632973166684584,0.0,0.0,0.2331560926459087,0.0,0.12505500170623735,0.1766891006579231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921715663670347,0.0,0.1405605537800862,0.0,0.1978084758239944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671535488978921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083055084989865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509142457403309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338842759748653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29018271535186363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25840208874338105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584427920018132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761557103230256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847593735080787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679175078640123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frivolities,2020/02/08,"Take this with a grain of salt...but I think several of my anxiety symptoms are coming from an unbalanced diet. I went to an acupuncturist for the second time about a week ago. She said that a magnesium supplement will help me with my sleep, give me less headaches, and help me with my anxiety. I started looking into vitamin deficiencies and my current diet. I realized that I rarely get any vitamins in my meals. I’ve always been blaming my constant fatigue on my anxiety and forgetfulness on my depression. I’ve recently been going to the gym and feeling too weak in my muscles to do anything. 

After looking at vitamin deficiencies, a lack of potassium will make your muscles feel weak and sometimes have an irregular heartbeat. I barely have any potassium in my diet. I don’t regularly eat eggs or drink milk and could be experiencing B12 deficiency with a complete lack of energy and get weak easily. 

Have any vitamin supplements worked for you?",6.71259689922481,8.320815220930237,7.768604651162793,64.89480620155042,65.3953488372093,12.012403100775193,38.17054263565893,11.698219412168324,5.369324031007753,766,41,120,27,12,259,104,172,0.15,0.752,0.099,-0.8519,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,10,0,12,18,1,1,0,23,27,8,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,3,13,8,0,4,2,0,3,1,5,0,1,4,6,23,0,23,19,3,18,0,2,2,0,7,7,0,1,8,84,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467925620055966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779073289645286,0.0,0.0,0.33783678690471924,0.0,0.3800458602269208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362729760119645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264794264009684,0.17362626556898209,0.17895251877285487,0.0,0.13221646207198612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262924344532166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222291508637354,0.0,0.16944801087754344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746256521040967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303615388698518,0.15885661163950993,0.09411311255947533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219935865114955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781210871208647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105378956307252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635079653694241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752154081409367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707851088119312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571751005157415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637805744546166,0.0,0.11721105813343995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211964229769758,0.12450902483151527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610845880131957,0.0,0.0,0.0965614772319494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283266047846373,0.0,0.0,0.153510928313971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055725599508035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Melancholy_Buffalo,2020/02/08,"Forgot to take Pristiq last night... just took missed dose. How long until I feel better? So, like title says. I usually take my 50mg of Pristiq at night before bed, but I forgot to last night. I didn’t realize until I started feeling like absolute shit this afternoon - nauseous and overall awful. For a second I was like oh shit I’m getting sick! Because it’s flu season. Then I checked my pill organizer (thank god for that thing) and realized I forgot to take it last night. I took it immediately because I don’t want the withdrawal to get worse. 
How long should it take to start feeling better? I think it’s been like 45 minutes, still feeling nauseous. 
Also - should I take my dose tonight, around 9-10pm or skip it?",3.0611178749308263,5.332154093525184,4.200143884892089,83.99381848367459,76.41007194244605,6.579081350304373,27.23907028223575,7.61054688173877,1.70239413392363,565,23,105,8,13,184,85,139,0.174,0.635,0.191,-0.7155,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,2,0,2,1,6,7,2,2,0,21,29,11,0,3,3,0,4,4,0,2,5,1,1,0,9,3,0,3,7,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,8,5,15,7,12,19,0,23,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,23,56,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534809622483116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613987615065636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453628628953405,0.0,0.1014558507230222,0.0,0.0,0.21089828892769116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114484992783586,0.0851778539056907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458538810969184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29156480984346145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329987977597481,0.0,0.0,0.21102939314937252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475566821271571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481639035458578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447755278312122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878305302416471,0.0,0.09521714044305674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482301771433536,0.0,0.0,0.10977085937502933,0.0,0.0,0.0792110378926159,0.07639769623010527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649375792844427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131487402380734,0.0,0.07032487550965709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150543924916793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zac_taylor,2020/02/08,"anxiety is making my life hell. I don't really know how to start this. Lately my aunt has been getting very sick I constantly think to myself that some thing will happen to her.

 I also have been getting flashbacks of something that happened to me when I was 9 years old. I think that it might have been my fault. 

(P.S my mind was going everywhere when I wrote this sorry.)",2.6888062622309192,4.962009465753429,3.510019569471627,88.47191780821919,77.63013698630138,6.36320939334638,21.38747553816047,7.447530270364453,0.7970133072407046,293,8,57,4,7,93,52,73,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.9117,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,0,9,23,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,0,13,0,5,15,1,8,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,7,42,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524378007884634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772052629089567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503223804497908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24204645032041214,0.0,0.1316473136504438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096799723731247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730421780881335,0.0,0.26130192195303986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361537988210229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546226303711066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457352327291799,0.2338920786755241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24306899293895595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839560156364331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832909406712996,0.0,0.2593039131556086,0.16395718421959501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538924494999573,0.2968532901927941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911286581418071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916965713191227
anxiety,nothisisnicole,2020/02/08,"Job advice for someone with social anxiety? Hi, this is my first time posting here. I have very bad social anxiety, the thought of socializing makes my palms sweat. I recently started working at a small fast food chain as a cashier but, I don't feel like I'm cut out for this. I work 5 days a week and on my days off I don't feel like I can relax because I just can't stop thinking about having to go back to work and talking to so many people. 

It's my first time working at job like this and it's really taking a toll on me. I don't want to just give up so easily though as I enjoy working there; my coworkers are so sweet. I don't know if I should just work less days maybe? Or maybe I could figure out a way to lessen my burden, I'm not sure what to do honestly. I just don't wanna have anxiety attacks on my days off anymore.",2.047199036918137,3.24437396067416,3.88654895666132,89.84348314606743,76.24719101123596,7.108186195826645,23.950240770465488,7.7094869923839395,0.9859971107544134,647,20,147,9,14,219,102,178,0.161,0.71,0.13,0.2613,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,8,12,12,2,0,6,0,15,3,2,1,1,27,28,12,0,5,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,6,1,0,1,7,4,0,2,1,3,21,8,24,25,1,28,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,2,17,93,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000050576664333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583434787511617,0.0,0.11163757239826244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806276876889186,0.0,0.0865581260690244,0.09398988476156277,0.06862063192070507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987668156535908,0.0,0.0,0.29038913759348584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383589767618772,0.1608377282680871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150119154128772,0.13611811663905954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798583531226742,0.06397519730960151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234134700410873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061864630783796226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498565473235785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514025932034489,0.11412665619891126,0.22618011045965655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804073224798941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780937915987623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211417860845265,0.0,0.11114768241874748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344247823363539,0.09537881236577446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967646980345285,0.0,0.0,0.09411219559059596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609435404467736,0.0,0.0846374029483769,0.0904781896698136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212926449268407,0.11059784939015607,0.08936670967500664,0.1312790405166257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288069218494276,0.06639573961462301,0.08935153038397686,0.09029555427676103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917066727241864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omgkittykats,2020/02/08,"chest pains / pressures hey (m18), i find myself recognizing my anxiety and i’ve gone thru many tests/ekg’s/blood work and have come back abnormally healthy so it doesnt make me feel like im dying considering i know my health is in good shape. but i still get these chest pains/pressures (feels almost like muscles contracting on the left side of my chest, center, right side, it really varies. i also always have the tendency to take a deep breath in but never reach full satisfaction, i dont know what this is and i wonder if any of you get it too?",3.6625752855659433,5.6146134299065436,4.265358255451712,85.65749740394602,73.57943925233644,7.746209761163032,22.16926272066459,8.515128840125781,1.203569885773624,435,11,88,8,9,138,79,107,0.08900000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.086,0.1729,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,6,6,4,1,1,16,17,8,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,12,3,7,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,3,5,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034732517018436,0.0,0.0,0.1624972127277582,0.16907685313940587,0.0,0.0,0.13818147661038732,0.0,0.1554457660664165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562465708186077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503691824124795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088724271801645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814631629453076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054858331126382,0.14516455381730342,0.0,0.0,0.1857191142258548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232493480198752,0.0,0.0,0.1704326797344454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159897667279252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194885003209881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233444011303879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207750116955753,0.0,0.0,0.19854436902232306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356361139318406,0.20601068299300196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567186753932084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621679300321087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130173718247853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352981679931914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227403103487198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277946247508986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035935369499116,0.14793042346387505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,l0go,2020/02/08,"DAE feel like they should always be ""doing something"" What I mean is that I find it difficult, often impossible, to do something like sit by myself and enjoy a video game, TV show, or a book. 

I find it almost impossible to shake this feeling of ""I should be doing something else"", even later at night when there's nothing to do except wind down. 

It's like an undercurrent of subtle nervous energy that makes these things, that I used to enjoy so much, very hard to do.

It's there even when I am seemingly very calm on the surface, even to myself at first glance I'll think I'm feeling okay and decently calm, but it's still hard to just slow down. It's not like I'm getting panic attacks or something.

At first I thought it was adhd but when I reflect on it more, it's just this nervous level of agitation under the surface rather than a plain inability to focus.

I have a lot of symptoms going on, probably all related to a anxiety and stress, and this is one of the more pernicious ones. Even when all the other bullshit calms down to a baseline, this is still there.",6.978586816027573,6.148268573459719,7.437828522188712,75.90194743644982,64.68720379146919,10.137182249030591,33.39982766049117,9.339509955726095,2.8578398104265395,843,30,162,13,11,278,113,211,0.163,0.726,0.111,-0.9478,1,0,4,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,18,17,1,5,11,1,15,1,0,2,2,32,28,13,0,3,9,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,20,4,0,0,10,5,0,2,1,7,0,4,2,6,12,10,28,22,6,27,0,0,1,0,2,13,0,6,15,123,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569320365475226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307572177995244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865319508041844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989350305043647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855383976985848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090830095655199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449879880531249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807583264849235,0.09328652794163776,0.0,0.0,0.2386958921160723,0.2221429194249304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822277009868452,0.0,0.07421174242707937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339484387505735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551795785046257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101462474300304,0.0,0.0,0.08716330398481607,0.0,0.0,0.1422401293257265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599147892297626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254068111104507,0.0,0.12529523302967768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769690591476142,0.0,0.0,0.15320774107204704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078755172050306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887531871317572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021081001714656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856304837872,0.0,0.14957918909229165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572283620696965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675168909323694,0.08367052581457825,0.0,0.1036661005961731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277937545308728,0.0,0.21548469703096404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,channeling12,2020/02/08,"I’m scared- anxiety, agoraphobia, physical sensations I’m scared- mix of agoraphobia, anxiety, physical sensations

22, M. For the last 15 months, I’ve been overthinking my anxiety, overthinking my physical sensations. It led me to become home bound for 4 days straight in June and I was afraid to have a shower. But since then, with my family and friends, I have constantly been out nearly every day so I’m pretty good most of the time but still get irrational negative thoughts. But I’m overthinking whenever I have to go somewhere by myself, I think I started feeling this way about April last year so the maximum independent thing I’ve done by myself is get on a taxi to a location or small 5 min walks e.t.c. For 20 years of my life I have been so independent, I have even travelled from Europe to Asia by myself. But I don’t understand why I’m scared, i think like it’s about something will happen to me but also I’m in a cycle of - irrational negative thought, physical sensations in my stomach and then more thought and sense of panic. I’ve tried deep breathing and trying to relax but it’s hard. Now whenever I watch something it’s like can I travel to that hotel by myself, can I go to that country by myself, can I do what this person is doing on IG/TV. I’m very sociable and productive. I’ve realised I’m quite insecure but not sure how I’ve fell into this and just want to be independent and free again!",4.753695652173917,6.128493210144928,5.995623188405798,76.65626086956524,69.79710144927536,10.302608695652177,31.5536231884058,10.467255456243755,3.548700579710145,1130,49,211,33,20,379,145,276,0.14400000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.106,-0.8982,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,12,13,0,6,7,0,20,3,2,5,1,37,42,23,0,1,10,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,2,1,11,11,0,1,7,4,1,7,4,6,0,0,8,3,25,8,35,32,2,37,0,0,1,0,2,11,0,2,20,131,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511217849920196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016527391843796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516468094844526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420394829180459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953530084813648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450831733161306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681459788346603,0.0,0.11074350862472228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390953096411796,0.0,0.0664597970839633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015498875270912,0.0,0.13734350314136512,0.0,0.14940027595502578,0.11024527715658558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162315797197162,0.0,0.11774403943866098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184460796801856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428158889917087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283965706196562,0.1284294715359193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491381262186013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421601788356493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476796469213416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372129843210506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980216438267806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947818251434817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872817248496716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237720866208614,0.0,0.0,0.09303360580625836,0.0,0.10496781224487298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238802413913472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732261139690557,0.16844234129501842,0.0,0.3130450154462016,0.07664347163080698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847768337490585,0.0,0.0,0.1368332302541294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845141263238947,0.07752646523822422,0.10433061450180592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860376990419297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928555032120965
anxiety,hvh_19,2020/02/08,"I can't go home because i'm scared to be alone, and i don't know how to fix this. I recently left a 6 year relationship, and moved into my own place. & by move in, I mean i moved all my stuff there and i continue to sleep at my ex's every night and spend all my time at his house because every time i go home I panic, I can't sleep and i'm miserable.

I don't know how to fix this or what to do. Do I just go there and deal with it no matter how awful I feel and hope that eventually it gets better?

I've suffered from anxiety for years, since I was a teenager its phobia related and I struggle with a lot of things - going places on my own, going anywhere. I really don't live a normal life of a 28 year old. This is the first time i've had to live alone and I didn't really expect it to be this bad and i don't know what to do to fix it.",1.8463109142166727,2.0722279685863896,4.287643979057595,90.49089407974226,75.59685863874346,7.761739830849779,21.498590414820786,7.882392219407189,0.5683601288763587,646,13,164,9,13,229,97,191,0.18,0.7809999999999999,0.038,-0.9739,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,4,6,1,15,3,2,3,2,30,29,14,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,14,13,0,0,5,0,1,8,8,6,0,1,3,1,23,2,21,24,5,27,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,3,11,103,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23766258902590806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431578150159935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777228357391699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579928463746333,0.1398832962940836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147415663940224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828718178160015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333908260063934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058013676637158874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759389110550164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994452232070083,0.0,0.32603392122184843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23017796588654524,0.11395816225804202,0.0,0.13238927199647113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891667615664155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466037141403627,0.0,0.08104102149293545,0.0,0.0,0.20262695886467005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754395257192124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498051009848678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658367866901181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767142089700284,0.11241635265250692,0.0,0.0,0.12039552452358974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461729626505686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23974819102301045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700489824907745,0.0,0.11328738716767132,0.12318290439826556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148701729015047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491032649291926,0.0,0.2296365645460575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994637451639055,0.13134460766441022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622511597939809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070944125460488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216575495243556
anxiety,Jongecca,2020/02/08,"Anyone else get anxiety about cleaning in front of people? My friends think I'n crazy but I absolutely CANNOT clean in front of people. I like cleaning alone, but the fear of people seeing me clean is so strong that I'll put it off as long as people are in the house. And then it gets worse and worse and worse until finally I'm living in a trash pit. 

I think it stems from the way my mom used to always be yelling at me for not keeping the house cleaner and me never having enough time to satisfy her.   (We had 12 dogs, 3 cats, and I was in multiple AP classes + 3 orchestras)",3.946779661016951,4.666268550847459,4.962500000000002,85.75527542372883,71.11864406779661,7.933898305084746,25.76694915254237,8.07648339933343,1.3713694915254242,451,13,95,6,8,148,81,118,0.20800000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9129999999999999,0,1,0,0,1,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,1,1,14,15,12,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,6,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,2,11,3,18,12,1,17,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,7,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032014807308456,0.0,0.0,0.12880120713103327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184171691216337,0.0,0.0,0.10823573103319316,0.15860499056167776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931072389657794,0.0,0.0,0.1599438279644031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741865542014368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956952250907775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959364504455801,0.0,0.16174720193050562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572235373981957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758823196224992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562464620174676,0.0,0.13668614897248907,0.1369880303978773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129314183237874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938685985584654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292593395579832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561096462060053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335096718145952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983717960291841,0.0,0.0,0.09026176556573813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369252222256622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228684618156858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732456618568997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoCreativeInput,2020/02/08,"The GIGANTIC Misunderstood Difference Between 'Self-Care' and 'Self-Soot... Self-care is exactly what it sounds like- taking care of yourself.   

However sadly as a culture, we have confused the notion of  ""Treat yo self"" by buying your favorite drink at Starbucks, a bubble bath with bath bombs and binge-watching your favorite TV show under the classification of 'Self Care' which in actuality is 'Self- Soothing'",12.691421568627447,11.341977455882356,10.950000000000005,56.92833333333337,53.852941176470594,13.184313725490195,46.19607843137257,11.855464076750405,5.746484313725492,329,16,46,7,3,102,51,68,0.094,0.655,0.251,0.9081,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,4,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,10,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.1421248273572896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969818723135664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216408278041066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267295506604613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115294629133509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9116133699283472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950407650883194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Miche_lea,2020/02/08,"I need so much sleep I struggle every day with anxiety and I get pretty good results, but just as long as I sleep 8 hours or more at night. I know sleep is very important, but whenever I miss some sleep I just collapse and I can't manage my anxiety. Last time I slept less than 4 hours I had a brief but very intense panic attack. Everyone I know can easily not sleep at all and still be functioning and that becomes a problem for things such as hangin' out with friends. 
Any suggestions?",2.114329896907216,4.48651388659794,3.2775360824742283,88.84104639175258,80.23711340206184,7.178969072164946,24.13298969072165,8.238735603445708,1.5851905154639176,385,14,78,8,10,124,68,97,0.22699999999999998,0.625,0.14800000000000002,-0.8596,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,2,2,0,5,6,6,1,1,21,11,12,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,12,2,10,8,5,12,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,8,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519210794530816,0.0,0.2141706762152679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592489768920269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459838670136658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027638068987692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794031205918007,0.13375816433383975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814923216046704,0.0,0.07313447000620621,0.0,0.0,0.11740970240485828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27570683570904364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386016174461614,0.11410347106188468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387907649428485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290238766307652,0.10379438618450518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136300027530848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642379359258571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241134186460552,0.0,0.13394323267574856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7004121390889053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178927492970957,0.0,0.0,0.14633888451877455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929973789513334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162424212210984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099852276610125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,la_primera,2020/02/08,"Unintentionally Starving Myself Hi! So, at my job, they offer free meals to all employees. I work here about 6 days a week, and have been here for 3 months now. Yet, I cannot muster up the strength or mental fortitude to go up and eat. My legs are stuck to the ground and no matter what I do, I just can’t go. It’s frustrating because I can feel the pain of my hunger, and I cry because I can’t do such a menial task. I’ve only just begun to use the bathroom in certain situations (like at the movies last night!) despite my crippling fears. I was wondering if anyone maybe had advice on what I can do to help combat this. Thank you kindly :)",2.9892366412213747,4.248151320610692,4.381595419847328,86.98124809160306,73.9618320610687,7.07206106870229,23.787022900763358,7.554174236665415,0.9167703816793892,497,14,107,6,10,165,94,131,0.146,0.684,0.16899999999999998,0.5132,2,0,0,1,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,9,9,1,1,7,0,13,5,1,1,2,14,20,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,2,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,4,1,16,7,14,16,1,17,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,9,70,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695422646109732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808526498310673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582048091405709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326363000174537,0.1365840523289416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670932045476932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831743721954016,0.10708505375901672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072502902835835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195527887603812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016431493246607,0.0,0.0,0.22054188737282102,0.0,0.1726333548524494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346764109354004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276688445580846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134298549565629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904507322647574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874623646383546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107232820235862,0.2253545809132181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380556454532904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498352763272672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182914573501768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988146061679102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296722151526171,0.15418228214827595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magicaltimes2,2020/02/08,"Does anyone have targeted anxiety? I don’t have a better name for it, but it’s like anxiety that only happens at specific times. Like it’s triggered by something. I recently lost a potential friendship because my anxiety kicked in. I’m not sure what triggered it, but suddenly i was terrified. My anxiety kept saying I had to be really nice to them because otherwise I’d misstep somehow and they’d think I hated them. I ended

 up being too strong too soon I think because of it. They end up thinking I’m obsessed with them or I’m a clinger, but really I’m trying to mitigate my fear. Like if I listen to my anxiety, it’ll stop. I tried to reason with it, but it usually overpowers me. It usually goes something like:

Anxiety:  “if you aren’t super nice to them, they’ll hate you”. 
Me: i don’t think that’s true. I might scare them away.
Anxiety: would you rather they are creeped out or think you hate them based on a misubderstanding?
Me: well i dont really want either..i dont think it has to be either way. Why can’t I just talk to them slowly?
Anxiety: because if you are yourself, you’ll be relaxed. you’ll mess up by saying something that might accidentally be offensive that you didnt know was and they’ll think you hate them. Do you want them to hate you?
Me: no..but..
Anxiety: it’s either be super nice or have them hate you. Do it
Me: ok ok just stop already. if i do it will you calm down? 

I feel like i’m the only one that does this though because i havent seen any other posts like this. But i’m posting incase someone else is similar and has learned how to deal with it? Hopefully i’m not alone. 

Thanks everyone.",0.8784545454545452,3.312647436363637,3.110530303030305,87.45579545454548,86.75757575757574,6.815151515151516,23.40151515151515,7.993328176185818,1.5936424242424252,1274,50,260,29,40,433,143,330,0.233,0.574,0.193,-0.9178,2,1,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,13,15,5,10,34,7,3,5,2,38,0,0,4,2,53,69,17,0,9,19,0,1,6,0,9,0,3,0,0,23,7,0,3,11,1,0,0,10,12,1,1,7,5,53,22,26,46,2,22,0,1,1,0,34,9,0,11,16,169,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754067423810683,0.08034502520921143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951168201595662,0.0,0.5012787079788507,0.0,0.0,0.050908784607197034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840516083232713,0.0,0.0,0.2219142636267573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439242810074274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506146491247195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742888742390893,0.0,0.17065998967273854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082142863000351,0.0,0.12897189147950294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957080626200758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081928820405817,0.036813723074269424,0.05201378220074878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438354277369591,0.0,0.0,0.43129474059789263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231440016565159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04001316688774177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134207689676631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947812388246954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447476991151216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933633131106666,0.11074696005127943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394591586738392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992728771226498,0.07485836510099891,0.07188874659819249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579909215428386,0.07289313451271273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168966481160909,0.16815260149268693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217408700457206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862032538548253,0.0,0.0,0.058520011468447174,0.0,0.06703147954212944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265653060155728,0.07153312238360196,0.0,0.04245471192911581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886319698508923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037462659614524,0.0,0.08588764779408689,0.0577913042013278,0.0,0.0,0.06546279916364688,0.0,0.06569755750685105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172044819829365,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Penny3434,2020/02/08,"The Battle Between Anxiety and Depression 38 F here.  I struggled with depression in my late teens/early twenties.  Prozac helped me and after a couple years I weaned off.

In the past 10 years I’ve struggled with anxiety on and off.  At its worst I was having regular panic attacks, heart palpitations, and diarrhea for 4 months straight.  I finally decided to try medication again and have been on Lexapro for about three years.  It’s been thoroughly life changing.

The problem is for the past 3-4 months the depression has come back.  Sleeping all day on my days off from work.  Not wanting to hang out with my husband/kids/friends.  Basically isolating myself.

My MD suggested adding Wellbutrin.  It’s been about three weeks and the depression is starting to lift but the anxiety is coming back!  I’m trying to decide which is worse and I just don’t know how I want to proceed.

Opinions?",4.187870370370368,6.937826722222228,4.601959876543212,80.10256944444447,74.98765432098766,8.247530864197532,31.112654320987648,9.017664075816787,3.128146913580247,707,34,121,17,16,223,106,162,0.19899999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,2,3,8,0,12,5,2,1,1,25,19,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,13,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,11,0,2,4,0,12,0,26,15,2,32,0,4,0,0,2,11,0,1,18,81,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012202484514516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931709990288633,0.0,0.20184802315151415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884628435686613,0.2261224405785262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522687064100867,0.0,0.1692922317922438,0.0,0.4521855980369294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437791892252641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140429168266396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553321214522325,0.08797486077561117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213218442800977,0.0,0.14805698310810567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927065493983784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222169762856728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095267875862351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399491265248352,0.0,0.0,0.2505880956541486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255895984080362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313459105190252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929002200711549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27442434188047604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822179329314225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483062533270694,0.0,0.10528173354631347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555238039372548,0.0,0.13375610695315426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25356425901288154
anxiety,Aftercare4u,2020/02/08,"Anyone give up coffee/caffeine and feel better? I've been thinking about it but its such a big boost I get from it, but I feel like there's a lot of anxiety from it.",4.447500000000002,3.62492430555556,5.524444444444447,87.515,69.83333333333333,8.311111111111114,26.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.0279333333333334,129,3,30,1,2,43,28,36,0.057,0.698,0.244,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134976572251847,0.0,0.0,0.2865433142731857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624368545517422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414416737772409,0.2927628631224319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410480103547166,0.3931197320816626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002087162578506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483992823546537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625847830006099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dutterbutterr,2020/02/08,How to rid myself of my anxiety/sometimes panic attacks!??? Have never had this before Now in February but a couple months back in October my grandpa passed away and it put me into a full blown panic attack for 4 hours ..I’ve had anxiety before but never this bad ..since then I’ve finally got out my room am moving more it’s still winter here in Michigan so maybe when it’s nice out it’ll go away..I’ve never been one to be introverted when going places like the store ..ALSO when I’m in public places or social gatherings I get EXTREMELY dizzy and faint I don’t know why I’ve never had this happen to me ever USUALLY I’m the one talking to everybody even people I don’t know but now I feel like I’m trapped thought it is way better I just don’t understand why i get dizzy at places I love being at such as a concert or Target ..I started cbd oil last night and it kind of gave me a slight tremor and dizziness but it was because I was dehydrated ..I’ve gone to the doctors and emergency room multiple times within the last couple of months ..had every test done on me and nothing thank God all came back normal but did have like 0% vitamin D on blood results idk if that has anything to do with it ..I just want to be able to go to the gym a frikan concert the stores social events WITHOUT GETTING DIZZY AND NERVOUS AND OVERTHINKING MY DAMN BREATH...if any one has anything to recommend please because I’m tired of this shit,1.9690215964682023,4.220651051903116,3.5263095096050634,87.53038062283737,80.00346020761246,6.3391480730223115,23.114306168714947,7.503015589744147,1.1003348287793822,1130,38,224,17,29,373,165,289,0.187,0.7020000000000001,0.111,-0.9812,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,17,16,4,3,11,0,23,7,2,2,6,39,47,24,0,3,11,1,1,3,0,1,4,2,2,0,13,13,0,0,5,3,2,8,8,8,0,3,14,4,19,8,31,29,3,54,0,0,0,1,8,19,2,3,29,140,32,2,0.09595345870073514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673394625594811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525164230080202,0.0,0.07340413326989652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792304149233435,0.0,0.0,0.21832182312629192,0.18030286608810145,0.14756457377466353,0.08011713003646635,0.11698467563232735,0.0,0.16329865209630542,0.0,0.0,0.08486303664568799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974519446057386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234135397682127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821243087638257,0.0,0.09819370258014748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337635451321376,0.08679539683399855,0.0808449273941086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851695179793819,0.06854917006821279,0.0,0.10511232383864758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039516551452453,0.0,0.16359768548385387,0.0,0.07674274643824733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485132663789634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449482846786364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992076152076927,0.10546702300438,0.15642975115726462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063403937430338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660174275056186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639814628631818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531782705710651,0.10198334125455913,0.0,0.0,0.2960208907724011,0.0,0.0,0.09004582092508509,0.09401401667840928,0.09206993150244737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950616407319432,0.0,0.0,0.22516141891538566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652204659591353,0.0,0.300752825068904,0.10532808337055037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645972851736524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849484646805187,0.07937369259293077,0.0,0.0,0.1956249348828232,0.0,0.0,0.09490042417861301,0.0,0.0679163519381219,0.0,0.07662855606654262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712375545123497,0.0,0.0883410530178905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617632810303912,0.05595123340567314,0.11028438545249952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989093448793716,0.0,0.0,0.10567917855632328,0.0,0.05659583601008414,0.07616338925077458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316614374328235,0.0,0.0,0.09249571008034993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Abbie_mystic,2020/02/08,"Zoloft brain fog Hey! I'm currently on 100mg of sertraline (also known as zoloft) and have been for a few months, does anyone else get really bad brain fog? The other day I forgot the names of my co-workers who I've been with for a year and it just seems to be getting worse. If I go to tesco for one item it has to be written down or I'll come back empty handed.
Also, I believe it's called disassociation where I feel like I'm not actually here (as if I'm just floating above my body) it started before I was on sertraline mainly in new places or if I was excited to be somewhere but now it comes on when it wants. At work yesterday I had to keep checking I was there...I do suffer chronically with migraines so this may be a side effect but it's tricky :( 
Any advice would be appreciated x",2.161038961038958,3.7827456969697018,4.239155844155846,85.66159090909092,76.87878787878788,7.138528138528137,22.69480519480519,7.957251820313856,1.027571428571428,620,18,134,10,14,213,110,165,0.10400000000000001,0.846,0.05,-0.8289,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,5,0,16,8,4,1,0,26,31,15,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,8,2,10,2,20,16,3,22,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,7,11,85,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.16649473629061795,0.0,0.0,0.16672210995801398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272880045427478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160234288998278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119297335714553,0.17481429306591315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119170054412274,0.14245563502590888,0.0,0.0,0.1451800206314541,0.19222364935055147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951378704895785,0.0,0.3809234902717518,0.17421605732438344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29393785529835315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100319707419818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930553616666906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425261759025865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626760812264282,0.12188673693280715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827763591004456,0.0,0.09696391672111217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164963863678793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335342423526769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618253547299689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647801471576245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561252001503615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825540622638314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929975213928678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532065582783106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076152802259067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006326082196034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484181728246508,0.0,0.17387032932370075,0.12119935134233607,0.0,0.0,0.1098698774048766
anxiety,ta4619,2020/02/08,"So much change, not handling it well I recently graduated from college, I’ve moved into an apartment on my own, and have had no luck finding a job. I’m pretty anxious about all of this, I just feel like I’m not sure about anything anymore. I recently was out with my boyfriend and just started crying in the bar out of nowhere. That night I talked to him a little bit about how I’m feeling but I’m also worried that if I talk too much about all this, he’ll think I’m crazy or dramatic. I just don’t know what to do right now. I feel like I need someone to talk to about everything but I also don’t want to burden my bf",2.511363636363633,3.6062777121212117,3.9504242424242437,90.2506363636364,74.9090909090909,6.795151515151516,26.83636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.133403636363636,486,18,109,5,10,161,84,132,0.139,0.768,0.092,-0.7174,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,3,28,20,10,0,3,9,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,6,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,2,3,13,5,19,17,6,14,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,7,72,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25561918781751203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055336600536726,0.15850047637833814,0.0,0.0,0.13151988648313714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448422807699707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169070482045235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555695993444226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363770625218722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24243241262355245,0.22835373434274256,0.0,0.0,0.14607441058123216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859867189032978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783399029155459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561619104207474,0.1601836285537103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986549066206674,0.2349751154942541,0.11850598628097052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499821183082133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625964288209351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156098835412139,0.0,0.0,0.1364871128795256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541666010475412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312283265117032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063034152286134,0.0,0.0,0.3853766036766211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240748286898002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426715515513699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369916988398249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230699672323468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deadspidey67,2020/02/08,"How do i confirm that i have anxiety I have all the necessary symptoms for anxiety but still i dont wanna believe that i have anxiety.
How exactly is it confirmed",3.184895833333332,5.496028531250001,5.901250000000001,71.75208333333336,76.1875,10.516666666666666,38.79166666666666,10.504223727775694,5.331591666666666,131,9,22,5,3,47,21,32,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,2,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.739627886539299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630981833239409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777087041679967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257372505004422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349713826340174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soapyegg,2020/02/08,"How do I stop being so irritable? I’m snapping at my husband everyday. My generalized anxiety has made me very irritable at times. I hear myself saying ridiculous and mean things almost everyday. 

How can I stop?",2.8077192982456154,5.832116789473687,5.51157894736842,66.82771929824563,91.63157894736842,8.849122807017544,30.017543859649123,8.841846274778883,4.159722807017545,170,9,25,6,6,60,29,38,0.36,0.64,0.0,-0.9293,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,8,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193731079968211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439888143446248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594694251560441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017894661041898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474199967628272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25363449985481656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332975261118105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189007410787686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859769265250368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631595355678434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,totallynofapping5532,2020/02/08,"Constant feeling in heart are Hi! Hope you're all having a good day, and if not, hope you're managing it. :)

Straight to the point: I had a rough childhood, can't remember much of when I was younger than 10. But ever since I remember myself, I have always felt my heart being clenched. You know that feeling when you've done something, feel bad about it but eventually live it out, or, even better, realise that something you did is not that bad and feel the stone, that was on your heart, disappear? I feel it all the time. At least that what I think it is, I'm not fully sure. And that feeling is not going nowhere. I can't enjoy anything to the fullest.

 I've went to many doctors, seeing psychiatrist, have taken sertraline and coaxil. Nothing seems to help. However, in my life I've experienced full calmness two times. One when I was 13. And one not so long ago when I did shrooms and smoked weed. I've done many drugs many times, but never before have i felt peace.

My question would be: maybe this has a more specific name? And just any help is very needed. I'm very tired, it's ruining my life and I haven't had any progress in healing at all, no matter what I do.

P.S. I'm posting this here because I think it's close to anxiety.",2.585053367684946,4.535779218623482,3.407259845417741,90.63122101582628,76.65182186234819,6.434228928965773,25.397313213102684,7.348242739294969,1.0926453441295552,965,35,203,12,22,306,138,247,0.13699999999999998,0.755,0.10800000000000001,-0.8903,1,0,4,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,2,10,10,0,0,7,0,26,9,3,0,6,48,48,18,0,5,11,0,9,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,17,10,0,0,15,0,0,3,10,3,0,3,13,11,21,7,15,32,7,29,0,1,1,0,8,11,0,6,14,125,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913276151889545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572708902029709,0.0,0.0,0.14012439345044694,0.0,0.07881571473545577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478281013584209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204722908885994,0.06280457524888867,0.0,0.08766876882112247,0.0,0.0,0.09111940417930234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133606872368876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644417988063965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545295735551093,0.0,0.21086569670182287,0.0,0.0,0.1194791291353404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804865687767847,0.09319422398281464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125626361131649,0.0,0.1978450114076272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058552872234349476,0.08641453419715524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662640612313448,0.13811425161013793,0.0,0.0,0.2046590026507111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662119031190819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145542664991235,0.0,0.0,0.09097512299621067,0.0911760482546324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133609805035553,0.10350491805132517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573702782259928,0.07639354628023075,0.07946111834420808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885761378488754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962812852541584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739423855570899,0.0,0.098671814532495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541431925526699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334200262464509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209953602024052,0.09379231804548382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522536857566537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863112388765024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971021492454468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203165557299126,0.0,0.0,0.1802283981060344,0.11841489404471928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064284496320693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001686688746442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550747528899324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318774214169801,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magickmoon111,2020/02/08,"Thinking of getting out more I’ve been a long time sufferer of anxiety. As per the advice of a friendly redditor I’ve decided to try and take baby steps to try and get over some things. 

What I’m getting at is, I’ve been thinking about taking classes at school and trying to make friends. I’ve never had a real friend before so I think it would help me? Some days I’ll have confidence spurs and I’ll want to go out and talk to people, maybe even order my own food for once.. that feeling goes away right after I get to that point but this time I’m for sure confident.

I hope it works out in the end because it would be a huge improvement for me!",2.42991919191919,3.9140421333333317,3.793400673400676,89.7248484848485,75.81481481481481,6.983164983164983,24.124579124579125,7.686295010490155,1.0530740740740745,508,16,110,7,11,167,88,135,0.037000000000000005,0.757,0.20600000000000002,0.971,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,2,24,24,8,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,6,5,23,18,4,21,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,3,7,64,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884883467206458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652711803227173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311301300264434,0.0,0.0,0.09285503757160872,0.0,0.1296161432583855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823610453190186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491347551630206,0.0,0.0,0.10060828476323712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701937638766361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419027165622495,0.0,0.3530544488283377,0.0,0.3183311242879961,0.0,0.08656899803398213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209928155402108,0.0,0.0,0.15129167982738662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480157063023065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167716919881373,0.0,0.15302950487945774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748133157646105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221963618995694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560198765550008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439950138108546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337757635133666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008350086327256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415959018030806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356316686704232,0.0,0.22905674316192376,0.12243191976007906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119701487856064,0.29280838912501217,0.0,0.0,0.1776422032024151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31025312615573164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984439116845751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089337684613264,0.0,0.0,0.21641259476454566,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jackthetaco,2020/02/08,"I’m scared to go into training tomorrow for my first potential job I haven’t been hired yet but it’s part of their interview process to see my performance. Plus, they know I have no work previous experience. It’s for a boba shop. I’m really scared. I don’t want to embarrass myself. I’m probably gonna do horrible. I don’t want to mess up. I’ve been crying all day about it. I don’t even know if it’s worth going to anymore",0.09713286713286706,2.3329306813186825,3.0671328671328664,87.80741258741259,88.34065934065936,7.7046953046953055,21.45954045954046,8.575989854853784,1.6857824175824183,336,12,74,10,11,119,59,91,0.254,0.68,0.065,-0.9613,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,3,3,4,0,3,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,19,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,2,2,5,4,0,1,2,1,10,0,12,16,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,43,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369403550479468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26243787632987703,0.15408097803759324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780168593686547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337055756934789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032217260781452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27156280164750984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370871462753742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26260383969171586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587226166218022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25759172828936744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305563097091998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783929515978237,0.0,0.19038502437919616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818375530746431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739336066282505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KelvinBenjamin69,2020/02/08,"Does anybody else have to wear their hood up in public? In class I always have to have my hood up, or else I’ll feel anxious and naked",2.8734482758620707,3.4478096206896574,3.4925862068965543,95.84853448275864,73.48275862068967,5.8000000000000025,21.396551724137925,3.1291,-0.37508275862068974,105,2,25,0,2,33,21,29,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34605566441452074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698398580209383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639501063966044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6948492094243923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102876153216984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jo-anna-anna,2020/02/08,"Help/advice needed I’m struggling more and more with daily tasks and being on the phone, really struggling on what to do. If anyone has any advice it would be super help-full right now, Thankyou so much, sorry if this isn’t the place to post it",5.384421768707483,5.667139959183675,5.710612244897959,83.21176870748302,67.77551020408163,7.34965986394558,22.455782312925173,6.42735559955562,0.5757292517006802,194,3,37,1,3,62,39,49,0.138,0.787,0.075,-0.3134,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748997156745031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524351032381066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990629145058905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32574604891868536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862774682873742,0.1801761626592725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538758709197925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327200368454827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566747933826136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207514616120492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720106668806444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080578946449292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726151903514911,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jennywasaclementine,2020/02/08,"Physical symptoms: can it really be anxiety? I've been getting on and off help with Cognitive Behavioural Therapy for 5 years and my thoughts are well under control. Rarely do I worry about something without pushing it out of my mind and thinking of the possible positive outcomes or how I can take control of the problem. So for that reason I'd say I don't have a problem with anxiety, per se.

But for the past year I've been having a tight/tingly stomach (sometimes to the point of nausea, often with heartburn) along with a feeling of dread/fear every time I have a tiny worry, even if I know nothing bad will happen and I reassure and distract myself. In the gym, I'll get that feeling but more severe, with dizziness and a weak feeling. I've also been having a ton of fatigue. The fatigue mixed with the fear is distracting and leads to some delays in starting projects or chores. I have a history of Bipolar II and trauma and I am generally under more academic pressure this year. 

My doctor seems to think it's anxiety and put me on Wellbutrin. I stopped shortly after because it made the feelings worse and ACTUALLY made me worry about things. Now I'm trying CBD but it just dulls the symptoms in intensity -- it's all still sort of there. I'm asking for your opinions because my doctor doesn't give me a lot of time to discuss my symptoms and if there's a possibility I'm misdiagnosed, I would want to try a second opinion. 

TL;DR is it possible to have an anxiety disorder without being overly worried about anything (no cognitive symptoms), just physical and emotional symptoms, or should I get a second opinion?",7.064411764705883,7.419311715686277,7.583137254901963,70.97411764705886,64.19607843137254,9.937254901960783,39.22222222222222,9.725611199111238,4.091092810457516,1299,68,213,24,18,429,167,306,0.168,0.75,0.08199999999999999,-0.9849,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,3,16,14,0,4,21,0,23,13,1,7,1,66,46,24,0,7,12,0,4,0,0,3,12,1,1,0,11,21,0,4,10,1,0,3,5,12,1,2,6,5,21,2,42,35,6,27,0,3,0,0,7,12,0,13,12,160,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.08401130766992224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884604872244854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634341009217504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084463877768916,0.0,0.0804824197818584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188145673618017,0.1049591878345334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311424940777747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866646495570833,0.176233287382673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683953154319096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686155611121939,0.0,0.07253443986540929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375010667405906,0.1741185272137165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349352326817293,0.08258526083748725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612899965279947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770423420557639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047312748520400134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319054033867604,0.0,0.1629206586465052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692624085643298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260556506434913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218253506327253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138276660625056,0.29116022517226914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647527836118081,0.0,0.08654411109145728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055151383820278135,0.08851473847617132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846213074507634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837299661815983,0.0,0.09725706383107452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627619828072015,0.08514509608288746,0.0,0.06093486263545915,0.0,0.06875149216086528,0.07197499744630892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474017608617744,0.06472887836526428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098451284577004,0.0,0.05719429322691132,0.1103258423647664,0.0,0.06834575115667964,0.10039940675746152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689875960083733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077804379356975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740514423565747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659751511167882,0.0,0.0,0.34971382234042403,0.08773294613943444,0.06115578319090539,0.0,0.0,0.16631718719694785
anxiety,LivethePath,2020/02/08,"Anxiety Causing Anxiety... In an attempt to talk with a family member about the long-term anxiety I have felt with that family
member from time to time the situation got worse. Altering the relationship. I guess I did a bad job bringing up my worries and how they arrive and where they come from in therapy with the individual. Now they are very hurt and feel as though I have painted them in a cruel light and spoken poorly about them. That was not my intention at all but how it ended up coming across. My anxiety causes me to be so stressed sometimes that it sometimes takes me me back to being a kid and the stress I felt then. It was no one's fault. I just felt that way sometimes. In trying to talk about how I felt it only hurt things.  I feel so terribly awful about the whole situation and that things might never get back to the way they were with that close family member and the guilt is so terrible. My anxiety causes me to worry about the effects of my anxiety sometimes to the point that the worry about worrying causes the very problems I am trying to avoid. I cannot yet seem to break this cycle and I feel ashamed that it is a problem and that it affects not only myawld but the people I love as well. I did therapy for years but I think I only used I think to vent and not really practice enough life experiences to fix problems over time. I am trying to move forward from this accepting my role and wanting to improve but so am afraid that it might be too late. Thank You for reading.",5.326770981507824,5.978331378378378,6.1128165007112365,78.98453058321482,67.98648648648647,9.33968705547653,29.09246088193457,9.414487439383343,2.4562189189189194,1192,40,229,23,19,392,142,296,0.251,0.693,0.057,-0.9963,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,6,2,22,20,1,6,19,1,19,2,0,11,2,58,40,26,0,4,8,0,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,21,18,0,1,12,1,1,5,6,16,1,1,10,8,34,4,41,25,3,32,0,2,0,1,13,13,0,4,13,175,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412520043802864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433667363791845,0.06207672963413479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054998387574539,0.0,0.12808690066401876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584947022817801,0.07682043671815376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727257376392671,0.2102635098772344,0.0,0.1127763949380904,0.0,0.28553953115444425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03884329532555095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946217394282185,0.0,0.08190172134319396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918023342801865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377803266568159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386677606814745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052513561030535366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579485094396235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710116760453834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577410650584958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901920974157997,0.0,0.0,0.0573410729832996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037952444625388,0.16963297735112154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154292345924347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028204809532322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342042445545484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436722730532032,0.0,0.047628661101362865,0.0,0.0,0.07982097027985788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768281477013656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713852865217893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941247631421172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032872186409045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055899772545634066,0.11951477825868972,0.0,0.06844882812564901,0.17004479464712402,0.0,0.09878582985019993,0.09527724950360712,0.073045656052524,0.0,0.1300571895388454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514304180201953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421203039716396,0.0,0.12268830058942445,0.04385185051956687,0.1180265473909937,0.0,0.0,0.06684697875063489,0.0,0.0,0.08300589090667215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020123879573449,0.07576605462368924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787709993611427
anxiety,Skeptical_Hippos,2020/02/08,"18, struggling to find a part time job Hi, I just turned 18 last month. I’m a good student, going off to college at the end of the year (which is a whole different story lol) but I’ve struggled with anxiety my entire life and had a massive mental breakdown towards the end of the summer going into my senior year of high school. I quit my job working in a retail store and I’ve been working on and off for my parents at their jobs (they own businesses)

However, they are pressuring me to find a real, on the books part time job. Honestly, I understand. They have been helping me out with gas money and other expenses but I do feel like I need something to do after school for cash. 

What’s a low anxiety level job that I can do that doesn’t require a lot of stress or human interaction?

Thanks.",2.324905660377357,4.4466046352201305,3.980477987421384,85.40430188679248,78.1194968553459,6.7557232704402495,25.065408805031446,7.793537801064563,1.5019740880503147,623,23,121,10,15,208,101,159,0.114,0.7879999999999999,0.098,-0.1779,8,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,4,1,9,0,4,13,1,11,1,0,0,0,20,19,7,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,4,1,5,2,1,5,0,0,3,1,16,4,23,16,5,26,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,2,12,81,21,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810565990964036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363809604425227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962481061698107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059835283789539215,0.08454074076317397,0.0,0.0,0.21631770398019529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345085044227665,0.09925635849875997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931951377720367,0.12503066803294838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5871613724319277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964613213192394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358567842462837,0.057814003453725366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100606795197597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925694102208755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944563183625234,0.0,0.0,0.08774617935546092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140042222888365,0.25629719542601065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258671038321278,0.0,0.13469463101737575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952888896138236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110242766414256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555585921826302,0.24742528916422996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894979551903428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380077603863593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871783839090242,0.0,0.12319410415519948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212022891840344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723030485360165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524116742658861
anxiety,pastasauce26,2020/02/08,How to overcome anxiety without medication I've had anxiety my whole life and been on medication for about 7 to 8 years. I tried coming off the medication due to side effects a bunch of times but never succeeded. I am back on a really low dose of the SSRI right now and havent had any side effects but I dont feel its doing much for my anxiety. I'm too scared to raise the dose so I'm wondering if anyone has any tips on how to manage without the meds? I already do therapy and exercise but it just doesnt seem like enough ?,3.358279816513761,4.468184770642203,5.529254587155965,79.68819380733947,72.8532110091743,9.486697247706422,28.303899082568808,9.827888789773867,2.6797055045871563,416,16,86,11,8,146,71,109,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.9404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,6,0,10,7,0,4,1,19,16,10,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,1,6,2,16,13,4,15,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,3,7,59,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820899509727633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244216048819153,0.0,0.3786910063685943,0.0,0.0,0.1153771259523444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688063205199487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421394063404174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338763707898185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049692378101747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343278270513341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654972289915635,0.08061436132624794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328620624329686,0.4986832856968067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129954617034445,0.0,0.12726400639746782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570807129598074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091555878641004,0.0,0.0,0.16520135820617252,0.0,0.0,0.15021668977861588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887005309451607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621723801325273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202930514459307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422505338277972,0.0,0.31812280839204776,0.17894366531633238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625946177073503
anxiety,WetNoddles11,2020/02/08,"Anxiety I'm new to this thread, I could just use some people to talk to who understand what I'm going through. Anyways hope you all have a great day and keep going",5.078823529411763,4.940550999999999,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,68.41176470588235,9.15294117647059,28.764705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.9385764705882358,130,4,28,2,2,42,28,34,0.048,0.7559999999999999,0.196,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,10,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442227482250797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548924046314095,0.0,0.0,0.20588762366081115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628703595860908,0.0,0.0,0.3519704646872127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170838724493329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837610152522353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083303215964105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132537111331135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565982959090954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323469327499056,0.0,0.2757265305067378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamtrappedbymymind,2020/02/08,"I wish you all the best.  

I've scrolled through many of these recent posts. 

Many of us are struggling right now. From me - to you, I wish you well. 

I've read that many people are in the same situation. Job shit.

Well I'm 25. My prospects are pretty slim, all leads have fallen through by now.

I graduated University two times. I have many different training certificates and qualifications. I've applied for 260 jobs in the past 8 Months. 

Still nothing. No drivers licence because of anxiety too. I'm 25 and have never worked a day in my life. 

I've done work placements, internships, volunteering but never had paid work.

I'm a likable person, a loveable person but a failure of person. 

I runaway from my problems. I'm not doing too well mate. 

I'm a screwball and an embarrassment. I'm sick to my stomach and fearful everyday.

I just have this deep sadness within me. I'm sad within the stomach, chest and throat region.

It's like a slow storm of dark whirling energy that can't escape.

Thanks for writing similar things. I'm not so alone now. 

Take care.",1.8542193450114224,4.608932396039601,3.0954455445544533,86.70764661081495,86.42574257425743,5.681949733434883,25.591012947448593,7.1686216300943375,1.4554510281797413,832,36,156,13,26,268,122,202,0.191,0.672,0.13699999999999998,-0.9423,3,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,3,0,5,11,14,1,3,11,0,11,7,5,1,4,20,25,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,7,3,1,3,0,16,7,19,22,4,23,0,2,0,0,9,7,1,0,14,91,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213391132060717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962463210202548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141769848689138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294883466202088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944916672336345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755564445125081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240392150369415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989208340793253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183397266816804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325200948271968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275131329310749,0.05723689515593348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751144309571207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351344082681502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071709485650134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241511030755016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183942313444767,0.08122177440486998,0.3068903990859921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220383023863996,0.11919058525960012,0.0,0.11210323619703988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718850530635135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567820709770728,0.0,0.0,0.10005126793048713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025977265049828,0.0,0.13168915301519096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356157262590886,0.0,0.0,0.122477725886556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808733401734906,0.0,0.0,0.1078622418593558,0.0,0.0,0.07783377278585371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831507282021862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444517103986708,0.0,0.14092520648117352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160141022282769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26944907859906186,0.0,0.0,0.255874639402823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alya159,2020/02/08,"Ordered food from phone for the first time I used to get so anxious upon ordering food and never did it. With some encouragement from friends I finally managed to do it and overcome that anxiety that comes with the phone and deliveries. 
I'd like to say to people it's little steps every day that will help you longterm for sure.",8.881904761904764,7.522984492063492,8.333333333333332,72.72000000000001,61.22222222222222,11.574603174603176,38.460317460317455,10.504223727775694,3.893184126984127,265,11,49,5,3,84,46,63,0.062,0.746,0.192,0.8436,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,10,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,11,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159735708277785,0.2681752390834216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448444849211111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309240676629726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000542877249736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600414902488281,0.0,0.20191787168506745,0.5740889691250397,0.0,0.1834015288921472,0.0,0.12402282795640678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911283144517313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597335067561933,0.23792014424900995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308441572323428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457149361246493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887765017522067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373068276063032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384199452997124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050227080872952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cuddlyvampire,2020/02/08,"I gatekeep myself all the time I hold myself to such high standards in a lot of ways. I never draw even though I am admittedly good at it because it's never good *enough*. Which ironic because that's the best way to ensure I never get any better at it but I'm just too scared. I also have a guitar that I'm too scared to try to learn to play. 
I'm not allowed to like anything. I've never read Harry Potter, and I kind of want to but my mind immediately goes ""no, it's too late for that. You've missed too much, you can't ever be part of the fandom anymore""
I never allow myself to be a casual fan of something either. I have to love everything about it and know everything there is to know, or it doesn't count. It means I'm a fake ""nerd"". I kinda like Pokémon but I never remember what types are strong or weak to each other so that means I don't like it enough. I also have autism which makes it worse because I feel like I have to be obsessed with everything and know everything about that thing because that's what autistic people are like.

The anxiety also gives me a kind of mental block that ensures I don't like many things to begin with. If I listen to music on my own initiative there's something that happens in my brain that makes me like the music less.
I know this is true because most of the bands I like I discovered accidentaly. I **hate** it because I absolutely love music but instead of a hobby it's now a great cause of anxiety for me. I just keep listening to the same bands I already like. This also happens to a lesser extent with other media like books and tv shows.
I know how weird that sounds and I hate that I can't really explain what it's like.
I've had CBT for it but that doesn't help because it's not a conscious thought that I can challenge, it just happens subconsciously somehow. I don't know how to fix it. I feel like nobody even understands, and like I'm the only one who experiences this.

I just spend my days on the couch not doing anything, paralyzed with fear. I don't have a job either because of my ASD and mental illnesses. I can't draw happiness out of anything.

Sorry if this isn't a very coherent story. I just let the thoughts flow and wrote them down as they came. Thanks for reading.",2.3029519133265737,4.2149924595186015,3.8621059934888216,87.22605860062978,77.35886214442013,6.471665688210492,22.962534023589694,7.407850130929222,0.926305054170892,1762,54,359,23,41,585,202,457,0.19899999999999998,0.701,0.1,-0.9917,3,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,2,4,28,40,2,4,21,0,27,5,1,7,9,80,67,26,0,3,19,0,2,13,0,0,2,3,1,0,43,15,0,3,18,10,1,2,20,11,0,1,5,5,48,29,46,58,15,25,0,1,0,2,15,9,0,8,25,253,91,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410842157957767,0.2148188219681096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045668447976687364,0.0,0.1027484588374534,0.0,0.06660080158240406,0.0,0.0,0.16579123414547986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32750186109071594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047617926622443,0.05939410929048264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496841268841131,0.0,0.07680868292647636,0.0,0.06898780931211485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331012606032402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387803976889941,0.0,0.08871193573018232,0.060746533346344264,0.0,0.0,0.24142227436638725,0.06569154786787249,0.0,0.07556927820162898,0.0679122796314463,0.0959526564151104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035086288253013215,0.06442224635345457,0.0,0.11265469379699547,0.0,0.07403983262358445,0.0,0.0,0.17815774100147272,0.07148891266654586,0.0,0.13260548232681685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045013315377720006,0.07095410226369307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664206265593436,0.059691423520563336,0.0,0.13986547888760645,0.22144340357571726,0.0,0.07575500109647801,0.0,0.0,0.06867165784807364,0.0,0.4265179904439578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057093711064485214,0.1212219966897564,0.0,0.08965443075010053,0.0680857405036625,0.0,0.1463053514669451,0.0,0.0,0.13535509842603655,0.0,0.0678085126358395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049367457440569786,0.0,0.31076952641127364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455067084797064,0.05107523697183376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272350736126053,0.0,0.04655758103778653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343485382454386,0.0,0.04302191455440816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607476516301767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446993460164214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034000868850647,0.0,0.07517575101860302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182831024168298,0.0,0.0,0.08923105190710462,0.0,0.06598052308408167,0.10662887720102487,0.03915925947486948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045594580758410434,0.0,0.0,0.06991186404129743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541081213211689,0.03961040521568433,0.10661076586219304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843779885409604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the1andonlyjoja,2020/02/08,"This is exhausting Yes. This is a vent post. I just am so frustrated with this anxiety. I feel like it kicks my ass every day. Yes I had a baby two months ago.. yes I’m lacking sleep but I was feeling so good and then last month my mental health took such an unexpected hit. 
I was so caught off guard that I’ve been convinced I have a brain tumor. 
-panic attacks 
-vertigo
-debilitating headaches 
-light sensitivity 
-occasional distorted vision 
-Tingling hands and feet
-Sound sensitivity 
-almost brain zap feelings but slightly different
-irritability 
-general feeling of unwell 
-perfect blood pressure 
-perfect bloodwork
-optometrist saw nothing wrong
-I’ve been getting massages to destress and I’ve also been practicing self care to try and fix this.  
They’ve switched my meds so I’m feeling more mentally stable but I still have this gut feeling that something is wrong. My dr is sending me for a ct scan (waiting for the call) but I just wish this would stop and I could go back to feeling my regular slightly anxious self. 

Anyone else feel like they are constantly battling their brain? No I’m not asking for medical advice cause I’m being followed enough by professionals but has this ever come completely out of the blue for you? I’m just so tired of fighting this inner fight",3.6519683908045977,6.857928306034484,4.1087586206896525,79.37877011494255,82.75,6.7140229885057465,29.71609195402299,7.908726449838941,2.652754712643678,1045,51,168,21,30,328,151,232,0.18,0.613,0.207,0.752,2,0,1,0,3,0,29.0,0,1,2,2,13,17,5,2,7,3,18,16,9,1,3,38,43,17,0,4,9,0,9,2,0,1,7,1,0,2,11,8,0,3,8,0,0,6,2,10,0,1,9,14,18,7,14,30,3,21,0,0,3,1,10,3,1,1,13,98,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615775473738293,0.09629918021604547,0.0,0.10878317225001093,0.0,0.0,0.08687609862456541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310617441901665,0.1227276572310972,0.0,0.07596075474811373,0.1113103286214028,0.0,0.0,0.10155991183605184,0.123589031734077,0.0,0.08353430971723214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638208135456068,0.11092941115856336,0.0,0.11076155127328773,0.11159900553931416,0.0,0.09358021788067897,0.11390268559812255,0.117396825969734,0.0,0.0867369349961526,0.0,0.0,0.0700611752468811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350140482002305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907513636249815,0.0,0.0,0.11224993607473843,0.0,0.0,0.09826740084964997,0.09153044028466054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439436645189793,0.1552190327762931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675777961562815,0.0,0.061740291628075476,0.09111864779037752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547489314533167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885527667508779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061480372185422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067000669534672,0.10943925106219304,0.21895889331231472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342429512076174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423908634757036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274608344193156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404317281524897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666189517031735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871436636416523,0.0,0.0,0.08363323161086007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675677870247628,0.0908244858300706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486099848641953,0.0,0.0,0.12069849414190342,0.07375665239056957,0.0,0.10612149944477642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492593608421013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717183412187954,0.2375526290364424,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xSaikyo,2020/02/08,"Drunk people at work I'm a 20 year old female and I'm working at retail which usually is reason enough for me to be constantly worried/stressed cause I have social anxiety and a general anxiety disorder (dont know the english term, I'm german) but getting this Job is me trying to show my mind that I can get over it.

Anyways. I'm currently at work and our store is in the center of town so pubs and clubs are very close and there was a group of 6-8 men coming in. Really loud laughing, shouting and just being their silly drunk selves they asked my coworker for something that I cant recall cause my brain just shut down..

A few of them were ok but others were rude and tried provoking us and I just didnt know what to do.
My coworker just laughed because he thought they were funny but I was trying my best not to cry our scream so you can imagine how helpless I felt during that situation.

I just stood there till they left and apologized to our customers, because I felt this was the least I could do since I wasnt capable of kicking them out atm.
Also they said that theyre in training to become soldiers and that just shocked me even more, guys like this defending our country when they cant even behave properly.. I dont know
Thanks for reading I guess. I just really needed to vent, even if its more complicated in english :)",4.692648287385133,5.583825015037596,5.3891228070175465,82.74608187134504,69.52631578947367,8.617878028404345,29.43943191311613,8.841846274778883,2.2375737677527154,1058,39,209,18,18,343,154,266,0.113,0.759,0.128,0.853,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,5,1,8,4,18,11,1,0,7,1,24,3,1,5,0,42,43,20,0,3,12,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,13,13,2,0,8,6,3,1,7,4,0,0,13,6,35,7,25,27,7,24,0,1,0,0,22,15,0,2,9,143,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727935235115742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611597325062795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372152530636492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483071578589754,0.1343471931469327,0.0,0.0,0.12765877798585362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579589658499458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992556419489004,0.0,0.10478627761190157,0.0,0.1314548809076933,0.0,0.09712352413307253,0.0,0.13362116912250546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941555089623903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513374506624306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569166037253093,0.0,0.2410358526665068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359628834493995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271088395844882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340055300748075,0.12044753855462365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071375562197155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055850492914165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216749870686267,0.0,0.0,0.05942953515091731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228266337684132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019812396382383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764582000909985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433323093196657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167778102592094,0.0,0.15585762723830426,0.12507117826337005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157121203440365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006258870540186,0.1367339218311794,0.0,0.12400161791277113,0.0,0.09364815795075664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393437786534303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199424560982348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657243272274033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477666293631845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632379148810232,0.0,0.13397462985509567,0.10036975099443002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656767253917332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833530297244087
anxiety,EtherealFlower-,2020/02/08,"My mind won’t shut the hell up. I am so tired of my thoughts racing a hundred miles a minute, every minute. I’m tired of having anxiety so bad that I can’t go to work or make friends. I am so tired of being depressed. I am just tired. I’m 23 and this is ruining my life. I can’t even afford to get the help that I need so I’m just stuck. I’m tired of being stuck.",-1.6421428571428578,0.13640764285714546,1.1717142857142877,101.62328571428571,91.61904761904762,4.312380952380953,15.542857142857144,5.6839178017228535,-0.9640914285714284,278,6,74,2,10,96,47,84,0.39299999999999996,0.5489999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9867,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,4,0,10,6,0,1,0,8,21,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,9,1,7,15,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873368285839975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959218351231655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368040910214382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251340956272073,0.0,0.13076942049881898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991330334890105,0.0,0.08108976561297332,0.0,0.08820827401815289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040326399623845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962798907196694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360253446110602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671581891345682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150847534265268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232178023143138,0.0,0.8919437273650582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299326079530465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nay16z,2020/02/08,"Anxious I have been feeling anxious lately. 
I have no one to tell besides you Reddit.",2.5874999999999986,5.490152750000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,84.0,3.2,33.0,3.1291,1.6613499999999997,68,4,10,0,2,22,13,16,0.35,0.565,0.085,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8061019474326485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039471677202235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024545204792549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24175803939947335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31183458088795885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uwannadie,2020/02/08,"Did i have an anxiety attack? I haven't been professionally diagnosed. I want to test it because it has been ruining my life but my parents won't let me. So for a musical-theatre-hobby-thing we all had to sing a solo for the entire group. I was able to push my anxiety down and make it out alive. But when my friend started singing, she got a panic attack. Me and another friend of hers were beside her telling her she was ok. But a crowd started forming and wanted us all away. I felt tears coming so i ran to the bathroom. But when i arrived i started sobbing uncontrollably and hyperventilating. I thought i was going to die but i managed to stop hypervetilating and crying after some time so i went back but i struggled to not cry the entire time we were performing our solos. I'm currently in bathroom writing this because i couldn't hold my tears again. Is this something i should be worried about? Don't worry, i'm taking good care of my friend and trying to convince her to seek help.",2.734809716599191,5.076961476923074,4.266990553306346,82.75020242914985,77.8205128205128,6.566801619433199,27.18623481781377,7.669130373188453,1.744846153846154,788,33,148,12,19,262,117,195,0.201,0.619,0.18100000000000002,-0.3757,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,1,9,14,2,3,8,1,19,2,0,1,2,30,36,17,1,4,7,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,2,2,0,5,5,7,0,0,14,1,33,7,19,17,4,21,0,2,0,0,19,4,1,1,12,108,38,3,0.13762137056975762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443080064707406,0.2105599435992172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131283533784521,0.12929980786878026,0.10582233910790607,0.0,0.1677854202878887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031415927941362,0.0,0.0,0.11854862491690762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023412267383265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968279422121166,0.14282925503910968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213809765984466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31897778855287395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782133963805226,0.11543027623221115,0.11006838199609438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224470375892024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407271755407042,0.09720604398087168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186333350276928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146902618284315,0.15281224562654805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594765463643714,0.0,0.0,0.2922273432677443,0.0,0.0,0.1150576280733694,0.0,0.14387173732259478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347414347756778,0.0,0.12028714378541745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925599577612173,0.16049625580194227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343587691284536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655415639229906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623453000176084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275763892876772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27952236422777643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mermur,2020/02/08,"I have phone anxiety, but I've been told to call my sick Grandma. Why can't I just do the right thing? I haven't had a close relationship with my Grandma in many years. By anyone's definition she's been a good Grandma, especially when I was a kid, but due to certain personality quirks I just don't like her. She can be very critical, judgmental, negative, and overbearing. I don't like being around her and generally see her once a year at Christmas because I live 500 miles away. Whenever I do see her, she mentally drains me faster than anyone else on the planet; I always feel significantly worse after we've spoken. The last time we spoke on the phone was 9 years ago when I told her I had just gotten engaged to my husband. She never congratulated me, only chastised me for not calling her enough and proceeded to launch into her negative diatribe about everything going on in her life. I quickly ended the call and haven't spoken on the phone to her since, despite her literally begging me to call her. Between her negative attitude and my general hatred of talking on the phone, I've flatly refused.

She's now 90 years old and just had brain surgery after a bad fall. Things are a bit touch and go, she's at home and healing but no one knows if she'll ever be her old self again. Apparently her spirits are low, and Mom and Dad are trying to keep them up so she'll push harder to recover and regain mobility. Mom texted me this morning and told me to call Grandma this weekend. I instantly felt light-headed and sick to my stomach. A feeling of pure dread...

The thought of calling her sends me into a tailspin. For the last 9 years, she's been my #1 feared person to talk on the phone with. I know the right thing to do is just call the poor woman, but I honestly don't know if I can. I'm afraid she'll start criticizing me, complaining, and sucking the energy out of me. After a certain point I'd undoubtedly end the call abruptly and possibly make her feel even worse. Despite the fact that I don't like her, I do love her and want her to get well.

My parents know that I deal with anxiety, hate talking on the phone, don't really like Grandma, and understand how difficult she can be, but they don't understand anxiety. I'm genuinely afraid that if I don't call her, they'll be extremely disappointed in me and never forget that I refused to do this simple act of kindness. I know staying motivated to recover and keeping spirits up can mean the difference between life and death, so in a way I feel like my Grandma's life is at stake, which just adds an immense amount of pressure and anxiety to this phone call.

Why can't I just do the right thing?!",6.874714285714287,6.252608895238103,7.5007857142857155,74.6814642857143,64.80952380952381,10.928571428571427,35.13095238095238,10.371327730470783,3.489466666666667,2110,86,410,45,28,702,232,525,0.207,0.721,0.071,-0.9978,2,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,3,1,21,25,2,5,29,0,44,9,2,4,8,81,78,34,1,4,16,5,6,5,0,4,6,1,1,5,13,31,0,4,15,1,1,6,18,12,1,1,15,9,77,13,56,54,3,66,2,2,2,1,76,28,1,3,35,271,90,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055320480462175296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192803669968246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096625694710972,0.0,0.0,0.08727354562121062,0.06394385545052247,0.0,0.05555590331153648,0.0,0.0,0.05863389757474559,0.0,0.05210765306687208,0.03804303080511805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813282310793345,0.0,0.0,0.06966740582951476,0.6372503181138622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433938889897811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520255139959465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052133455623073394,0.0,0.11054903728048318,0.06448362677202027,0.0,0.04121956305866807,0.056451153754121186,0.0,0.0,0.056087834067105366,0.0,0.0,0.07022578421925445,0.1262204220744512,0.044583928185028966,0.05992098373241109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03260534130465671,0.0,0.0709352372279252,0.05234444741397206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161448282810555,0.0640480962822197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259980768877277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094130121795577,0.0,0.0649878043950406,0.17148764072697806,0.10174087862270847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322407818008093,0.15244575306540858,0.0,0.05510696303459976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632520241524885,0.0,0.041657488717557534,0.06327140651338506,0.0,0.06798005940209173,0.0,0.0,0.06289207837661925,0.0,0.0,0.14618181199024266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626501766784357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097233964575922,0.06646194733387857,0.042288934951816036,0.047463713507507964,0.0,0.0,0.06929613976941795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089836380764572,0.0,0.0,0.0589952563636105,0.07035507574566897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03997984048671175,0.0,0.0,0.06700229621176486,0.0,0.15988698384067673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946139005085228,0.0,0.06510462973390868,0.0,0.0,0.05162412625597606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417234744615086,0.06651808800937271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048234592669715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584307131175816,0.0,0.0,0.04954458147583008,0.03639031325310052,0.0,0.0,0.1788991128267879,0.0,0.042370593792948,0.0,0.0,0.12993681017914432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051492720703528005,0.03680955853636719,0.049536166131638665,0.0,0.0,0.0561118344641546,0.0,0.11262611799743692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271971417259054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094190915199112
anxiety,Aaa9538,2020/02/08,"I badly need some support Hello everyone, so here's my situation (24M), I graduated in 2018 (finance) but couldn't get a job since i graduated , a lot of bad things happened while i was pursuing my degree , i wasn't really interested in the field and my end of study project didn't go as planned. The only thing that was keeping me going through the years was getting my degree, and after graduation i'll see what i can do, although I sacrificed my mental health for that, I developed a bad anxiety and I was diagnosed with GAD after.

After graduation things went from bad to worse, There was a period where i couldn't muster the courage to go to  interviews actually nobody called me in the first place for any interview, so who knows maybe i would've gone to them. During the summer I passed a dark period where basically I couldn't eat or sleep, so I was was put on prozac  (20mg), which helped me a bit along with some counselling 

 A year passed without anything , so in (September 2019) , i started to look again ( for real this time) ,in the span of 6 months i got 3 interviews , one was bad , the two others were okay, but they didn't lead to anything. I can't get a job because I don't have experience and I don't know how to circumvent that. 

For the moment I started an internship where I don't really do anything, i got sidelined which what happened to me during my end of studies project.

Living everyday became a nightmare, I wake up everyday with fear in my chest,  I get an adrenaline rush as soon as I'm awake,  I don't do anything,  can't enjoy anything so I stay under the blanket while fear is torturing me , and my appetite is also gone,  I've got no purpose and basically I found life very difficult. I'm back to medication again but I don't really know if it's working anymore.",7.1635028248587584,6.114503542372884,8.013333333333335,72.6394350282486,64.42372881355932,11.595480225988705,36.050847457627114,10.864195022040775,3.8110915254237288,1410,58,274,33,18,478,182,354,0.171,0.816,0.012,-0.9955,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,4,16,14,1,2,21,1,29,9,3,2,0,31,57,24,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,14,10,1,1,4,0,1,11,15,9,0,3,19,2,43,5,39,35,4,50,0,0,2,0,9,14,0,5,24,183,57,14,0.0,0.0,0.09100594332278968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457805123864666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341835081286255,0.0,0.07134179172632403,0.0,0.09248645807553728,0.0,0.0,0.3837152021640384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717093208478304,0.38933091027426137,0.056848953814674176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018131214089596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522641371141136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946544783660144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542578382446444,0.0,0.0,0.1651970671529513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911161201180301,0.0,0.0912238057717958,0.0,0.20988140425144985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932484799881948,0.0,0.1022521204925166,0.0,0.0,0.19489294125227788,0.0,0.15900129168181673,0.0,0.2237598125206194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493473604396186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912844423396636,0.0,0.0,0.06250858858465058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508751208555416,0.08289162003663147,0.0,0.0,0.15375577751545275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587058512347571,0.0,0.0,0.08234814971680586,0.0,0.07831287779412331,0.0,0.0,0.07928425768583293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368977152656628,0.0,0.0,0.0939471983946514,0.09398170396193284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443730883585732,0.0,0.0,0.06914931224379008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319374821272447,0.07092659023103492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974343198916686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374962356085496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614754016868706,0.17922957692224786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431421537244486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714363201719633,0.10482542473737468,0.09332492726360936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320163870599993,0.09940016957262318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582759408550868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586857241571575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054379243547249684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109910261182773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694726837255457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645070888774439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898969770526122,0.0,0.06789262729894809,0.0,0.09503743895139063,0.06624750754742659,0.0,0.0,0.120109645010483
anxiety,sad___hoe,2020/02/08,"Why do I feel dread all the time? I have a weird feeling of constant dread.  Maybe it's because im in the process of getting into nursing school and a whole list of other things but it doesn't go away.  

Are there any techniques to get rid of this stress? I don't want to feel butterflies in my stomach anymore, it's frustrating.  The only time this doesn't happen is if I'm alone watching a movie or just doing some sort of activity that distracts me.  

I'm not trying to diagnose myself but I would appreciate some tips on how to stop feeling so anxious all the time.",4.146978260869567,5.09793390434783,4.9971195652173925,84.83915760869569,70.82608695652175,7.489130434782607,30.02717391304348,7.645422480735847,1.8123260869565216,449,18,91,5,8,146,79,115,0.22,0.725,0.055,-0.9578,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,4,7,0,9,2,1,1,2,21,20,7,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,5,7,0,14,19,5,11,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,5,5,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233970947389893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285522008159187,0.0,0.0,0.22070737438075785,0.1937500515970577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355229164233675,0.0,0.0,0.11909297819401744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111206699857829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829184130210115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395130610143974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414079103716293,0.0,0.11103069973116114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276104136545534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102823425271894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962708751649133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485842446863165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772028736280028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333428217643828,0.22379048769075527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979213838492965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417575327995624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326403311161073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523161691715753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628695099840866,0.2181185721810558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878202574270013,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Theory0fChange,2020/02/08,"I am anxiety and anxiety is me Is it sad that the same thing that makes me who I am, the obsessiveness and ADHD triggered by anxiety, is the same thing that consistently cripples me? When I medicate myself I lose my ability to synthesize information rapidly and create things which is painful as it’s to me who I am.

Since I was a child I’ve always had a wild imagination and obsessively read and continue to read massive amounts of nonfiction. As I’ve aged that imagination has manifested itself in my ability to rapidly solve problems, create new inventions (in my head) and conceptualize and mock up massive software products.

Yet it’s the same thing that cripples me from taking my next steps in life. I want to take one of these ideas and build a company. The largest problem I have is my anxiety triggers a rash that’s bright red on my face and body. While my anxiety can be purely subconscious it manifests itself randomly and when I feel it happening it triggers my real anxiety. Hell its even happening while I type this....

I just feel stuck... it’s like the same thing that makes me who I am is the same thing that holds me back from achieving my full potential. Anyone with similar triggers? Any coping mechanisms? Anyone else have the red blotches?",6.211987179487183,7.554978179487178,6.855630341880343,71.9598557692308,66.35042735042735,10.978205128205133,35.565170940170944,10.9516,4.321496581196582,1010,49,175,30,16,332,121,234,0.16,0.77,0.071,-0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,2,2,12,0,17,7,4,6,1,36,27,16,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,30,11,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,9,0,1,3,5,29,2,18,23,7,17,1,2,3,0,5,6,1,1,11,131,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095618335531826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975921808244602,0.0,0.0,0.07975918288964688,0.0,0.5383454102203702,0.0,0.0,0.1640195968646942,0.120174393263335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018646437640324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027941808544372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797823972424634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746695825978286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186076639684016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743301597047945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120370300729568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324027483494128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284327767233228,0.05730050448516703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121415370529352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657996835615565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815431468472015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327651680657586,0.1247360565730912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947670755510583,0.0,0.12480163883021975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445564075445207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346374818418325,0.1334982849772139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702101956242044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637045699968476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675216327995678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917891222280055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suarezm371,2020/02/08,"My Anxiety Developement I started experiencing anxiety during the summer of 2018. I began getting really constipated and had trouble taking deep breaths. I constantly felt like I had to gasp for air and alot of weight over my heart. 

It comes and goes alot and it is hard to find my trigger for it. I think it has something to do with my parents continuing divorce of 3 years (since 2017). I also get it randomly and rarely during social situations ( although being around friends and family makes it go away). And I get it alot when I feel pressured or experiencing a time constraint at school.

I think my anxiety has evolved to: pressure over my heart, necessity to take deep breaths, exhaustion, nausea (but never vomitting), and rarely headaches. Is this normal? (I am 22 now).",6.460863309352519,8.212686057553956,6.979201438848921,69.7826151079137,66.12230215827338,10.16431654676259,35.48273381294964,10.355215969177356,4.099655539568346,618,30,101,16,10,202,89,139,0.113,0.846,0.04,-0.7351,1,0,1,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,5,0,9,7,4,2,1,26,23,13,0,1,2,1,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,6,16,2,16,18,3,20,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,5,11,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090938697426982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37568601212119535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572609910997672,0.0,0.0,0.15379984231859825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410114997062527,0.0,0.1768995933719025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543200889790819,0.0,0.0827707257038922,0.0,0.15717593799511467,0.0,0.149617184101755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647281897576207,0.0,0.25657665064859225,0.0,0.09303345634306144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664142864193785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879662972435025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997466910232613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926981594531894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262541392480138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038947416190427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817674725825229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486925510862488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567131223205406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541283807515972,0.1840036292685542,0.0,0.1668696942613369,0.0,0.12602286767236362,0.0,0.0,0.1158664245950874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461613394979295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097823863445948,0.0,0.0,0.09545373362083784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934030031279631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541627018185963
anxiety,redditnationfan,2020/02/08,"When Breathing Makes You Think You’re Dying (But You Know You Likely Aren’t) Hi, everyone. I’m looking for some support and perspective from those who best understand. 

I am a longtime anxiety sufferer, but it seems to be worse lately. Could be tied into many doctor appointments and a near-constant fear about my health and the health of those I love. 

I’ve been experiencing breathing issues, real or imagined. Any time I move lately l, I feel slightly out of breath. No one else notices this, but I am constantly aware of it. 

Lately, my chest feels tight or as if there is a slight weight on it; other times my heart feels as if it is beating too hard. 

Sometimes, I will put my hand on my chest after I climb a flight of stairs to see if my heart feels different. I’ve even found myself not wanting to leave the house simply to avoid this feeling of being slightly out of breath. 

If I could look at myself as an outsider, I would acknowledge I’ve been in super-hypersensitive mode. I am overanalyzing too much, leading to a vicious circle of negative, foreboding thoughts. 

Have you experienced the breathing situation I have described? It sometimes helps to know others have worked through the same issues and would appreciate hearing from you. 

(By the way, I saw my cardiologist last week. My EKG and 48-hour monitor showed no issues. She kindly ordered a stress test because she said it would be good for my peace of mind.)",5.716703078450844,7.261356622641514,5.790605759682226,78.38860973187688,67.67924528301887,8.446871896722941,30.92850049652433,8.841846274778883,2.554207547169811,1135,45,202,19,19,358,161,265,0.13,0.741,0.129,0.1924,3,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,5,0,5,6,11,1,3,12,0,21,15,10,2,0,46,44,18,1,10,10,0,9,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,13,8,1,2,14,1,0,4,5,5,0,1,6,17,30,6,32,28,4,24,0,1,4,1,13,8,0,8,11,136,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929673848383194,0.0,0.0779546207187776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211840949947749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693968331142452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011967649860742,0.0,0.16272063820055094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575801089035572,0.10646572322271054,0.0,0.10430084053560217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512590286526886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730519738515173,0.0,0.0,0.09737156508021592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466788868374585,0.2576231342404909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173009645261957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547041996053427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128402375349197,0.0,0.0,0.216633759419586,0.11485076794732076,0.24150831740466194,0.0683026483757983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003527755857207,0.1175810297453268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190771054964174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611507444196512,0.11200516115918474,0.08306359177187053,0.3448491069263939,0.10789932407315422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049784086677443634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114374444801805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197037971802913,0.0,0.06802026253200022,0.10331246107966777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028917989396544,0.0,0.0,0.10830551813617276,0.07490956972343812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160159083889948,0.0,0.0,0.0690513169702627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243948421214104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598659122305133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693197522426496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120256490887813,0.0927675984936733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454192597845292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156703017509292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672820150500232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563698862741835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529457778573358,0.0,0.08089867014964003,0.11883955261347093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608339836422917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010433927754848,0.08088492918879914,0.08173950107349151,0.12408897592789475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418574558645348,0.0,0.10384667006906666,0.21716440810324286,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hello5450,2020/02/08,"Is this anxiety?? 

I keep seeing weird things happen. For example the floor moving/ sinking or things like my desk moving to the side. It really freaks me out and sometimes I get really panicked. I don’t know what else this could be other than anxiety. It is rather odd and I feel like my mind may be playing tricks on me. Does anyone else get this? If so how do you stop it?",0.6575999999999986,3.146445226666668,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,90.06666666666666,5.666666666666668,18.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.43646666666666656,292,8,60,5,10,95,55,75,0.20600000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8045,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,15,6,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,3,5,11,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,3,3,41,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121901674047137,0.0,0.0,0.14267412082666905,0.20906984570714293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162914599582534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785625469298333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409094883785923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317208738146376,0.14577092546249004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321184428949272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804377266481567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136598555692945,0.0,0.0,0.11213867019705427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937371525403555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060288898808368,0.0,0.0,0.4337384689454524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143494235878817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259871511688573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180729606986408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059208677308946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27111897684662273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gegen_wind,2020/02/08,"My anxiety is starting to ruin my life I don't know where to go right now, so I thought I'd post here.

I am 22 years old, female, and currently in my first relationship. And this is all about it - because when we became a couple, my anxiety slowly started spiralling out of control. I was depressed for a very long time, my entire teenage years, to be exact. I was in therapy and proud to say that I conquered my demons. What's left now is a pretty bad anxiety disorder that I thought I had under control, but really, I don't.

Last year in January, I met my now boyfriend (24M). At that time, he had been in a relationship for about seven years but him and his girlfriend had broken up for a few months. He was feeling kind of miserable about it and I helped him get back together with her. But clearly, he wasn't happy. So, August last year and the two of them broke it off for good. We got closer and I was just head over heels for him. He made it clear that he didn't want another relationship at the moment and I respected that.

The months went on and the stress from university was really getting to me. I was in a bad place mentally and he was there for me throughout it all. Shortly after Christmas, I had a breakdown. I couldn't keep up with my studies and my repressed feelings. He knew this - and then, he kissed me. We've been together since (it's been six weeks at this point). Those were some of the happiest but also most anxious weeks of my entire life. It started with me thinking he just kissed me for my sake and didn't really love me at all. I was reassured by numerous people that he did love me and he stated himself that he's been in love with me longer than he wanted to admit. After that, my best friend and I had a fallout because she wasn't happy me and my boyfriend got into a relationship. That made everything worse. I was afraid that my boyfriend would break up with me because - I don't really know - and I was crying for three days straight. My anxiety literally went through the roof during that time. I was panicking, crying and I honestly thought of breaking up myself and move far away. But that thought scared me even more.

Recently, my brain came up with the thought of him only using me to get over his ex. He has never given me a single reason to believe that, honestly, and I don't know why I am so freaked out over this. He holds a grudge against her because of how she broke up with him but nothing more. He's affectionate, romantic and cares and worries about me. He makes sure I am included as much as possible in family activities because he wants me to like his family. He also wants my parents to like him and we talk a lot about interests and where we see ourselves in several years. My mind is out of control. I know he would never use me like this but my anxiety is making my life miserable. I'm overthinking so much that I sometimes lose track of time, I find myself wandering off and it is starting to affect my physical health.

I am not ready to go to therapy again. And I don't want to confront him with that fear, either. As long as I can keep my mind occupied, everything is fine. But as soon as I start thinking again, everything falls to pieces. Have some of you dealt with similar situations? Have you found a way to control your anxiety? I would really appreciate any suggestions.",3.0834938636424134,5.0256216616085005,4.353848734126668,84.43978090141896,75.17602427921092,8.023650933099061,27.039400473870568,8.791512727339544,2.119675164390491,2621,102,522,56,57,862,274,659,0.163,0.715,0.122,-0.9814,2,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,4,3,1,9,27,40,1,7,20,0,51,12,3,13,9,114,103,49,0,9,12,2,2,3,2,3,4,1,0,0,30,44,0,8,18,0,0,7,13,16,0,5,42,4,97,24,92,56,16,95,1,7,1,5,61,40,0,4,46,371,127,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398578556233933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996097659579358,0.06161831652987789,0.2697220252122415,0.06638566566471371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055209940760468534,0.04518525719087614,0.09812959936090472,0.17910744159739247,0.0,0.0,0.06620597947926035,0.061668330652624725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559914158665274,0.0,0.06720942175099713,0.059912977052008765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636316066161302,0.0,0.06502033954540468,0.12909718500595524,0.037897388909318,0.0,0.0506126397135228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734769380089026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03881252532701577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843766784974697,0.0,0.11079339019133784,0.06612491318114984,0.059424857580107925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370848075315046,0.049983929788706964,0.0,0.06443079237315924,0.045400286100403364,0.0,0.09210400654042307,0.0,0.06679293731396682,0.04928776629902208,0.09399656426051453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251089928602295,0.0,0.0,0.060307974530507374,0.06246251107506776,0.0,0.0,0.03938772001243345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446282647890666,0.0,0.06119280790142281,0.12917882490918545,0.09579966732583577,0.0,0.0,0.06384636560353378,0.0,0.12451851286252152,0.0861261626198085,0.0,0.0,0.10400712797201236,0.0,0.06574096593377615,0.0,0.04995835314525153,0.15910818915132208,0.11120628105293637,0.07844975618052172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059219462889184525,0.0,0.11866811798901457,0.0,0.09380841722046944,0.062455959257659566,0.08639539545480054,0.0,0.09064357210727622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056384854820740585,0.0,0.061662071022009025,0.0,0.0,0.044692045376666815,0.0,0.0,0.06524955580040702,0.0,0.0,0.040738989140981625,0.0,0.06139501464343247,0.0,0.05555019781571672,0.06624665466192173,0.056278881558076636,0.0597832784887663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822598498338994,0.06041833470404655,0.058021549730131926,0.2523586497009672,0.0,0.05018343353893984,0.0,0.046730838288832,0.05883219320478314,0.0,0.04682664533481881,0.0,0.0,0.06638566566471371,0.0,0.04860950866808812,0.06605227494696615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811828631148224,0.0,0.20796440170499825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731302266843042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538360049737904,0.0,0.0,0.047231617134771,0.0,0.0,0.13440163222575802,0.0,0.0,0.07530614432414305,0.0,0.2332569999116807,0.13706112825929026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740308697259115,0.0,0.0,0.1015050382673362,0.0,0.04848577661092775,0.17330022651326782,0.04664347605652693,0.09427255483637922,0.0,0.0,0.10894811076835012,0.053024628755007436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967686040919415,0.05988469938089928,0.1252310284657596,0.0,0.0,0.2270493627636013
anxiety,rabidreader67,2020/02/08,"My boss has no concept of anxiety I am a 52 year old female with ADHD and anxiety. I work in sales and my job is high pressure. I continue in this field because I make a nice living and enjoy what I do.   Also I was a stay at home mom for many years and I don’t have many skills besides my gift of gab.
My problem is my boss does not understand anxiety. She is an extremely difficult type a narcissist who gets on my nerves daily.
Here is my problem, I can generally keep my anxiety at a simmering level, but this week due to some personal things going on my anxiety was at a 17 billion level. It is made my job difficult to focus, and I haven’t sold a lot this week. It is early in the month so I can easily make up on the sales, but my boss is having a hard time understanding why I’m letting some basic things slip to the cracks. I’ve mentioned I have anxiety to her once, but she looks at anxiety or depression as a character flaw. She’s never said that but I know her well enough.
How can I respond when she asks me why I’m letting these things slip through the cracks?
I work in a very small office so I don’t think they legally have to follow the American with disabilities act.
How do I convey to her that I’m not stupid, absent minded or doing this on purpose to piss her off? 
Thank you for your input!",3.4769756191950485,4.289964216911766,5.307128482972138,82.51109133126936,72.2720588235294,8.961609907120744,27.18343653250773,9.276330184999452,2.1558426470588232,1025,35,216,22,19,353,147,272,0.134,0.79,0.076,-0.8575,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,3,8,12,2,1,16,0,26,1,1,8,1,36,45,18,0,2,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,14,7,0,1,4,0,3,3,7,8,1,1,5,3,39,4,29,38,4,34,0,1,1,0,18,18,1,5,12,152,53,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693546890815485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446477755342052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5655964359273375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874102886051453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438535411358205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097089159208203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242932278214873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913434225345757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518241847366428,0.0,0.06002663656645981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461533612399804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159399179826396,0.10594610103834136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096243502823132,0.09388046658704548,0.0,0.0,0.05804633458816742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160084950181216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326494903317342,0.0,0.08869472576163369,0.0,0.0,0.08979488036624475,0.0,0.09994079142371153,0.14100517786304526,0.21416547669386235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664672459408124,0.12370160224840215,0.08430537709247399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081461139138006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108310811298724,0.11248252107175227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092223857847771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021293520442908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046940351548694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125775355118578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972412831095944,0.0,0.0,0.21050895488041124,0.06767743324894122,0.0,0.0,0.06158823720190671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990959602114535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714807907266946,0.0,0.0,0.16944499268702426,0.0,0.09496562853901884,0.0,0.19061237593949765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378614933159518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603244224452934
anxiety,HelpMePlease273,2020/02/08,"PLEASE HELP! Conspiracy I have PTSD, Anxiety, Depression. I have always loved movies. Lately I’ve gone down a rabbit hole of reading into conspiracy theories that Spielberg/Seth Green/George Lucas and other Hollywood people I love are secretly pedophiles. All related to this Issac Kappy guy or something. 

I don’t want to believe or even think about this stuff, but my mind won’t stop making me. I won’t stop worrying it’s true, and I feel nauseous 24/7. My therapist dismisses it as just me being irrational but I feel as if I’m losing touch with reality and becoming a danger to myself.

Can someone here *PLEASE* help me? Help me to know how to convince myself this shit isn’t true or to tell me what steps I should take medically to fight these thoughts? PLEASE. I am suffering so much, please please please. 

I want my mind back",3.2059276018099534,6.001999230769233,4.251644042232279,80.92472850678735,79.12820512820514,7.773152337858223,25.20211161387632,8.671277953709913,2.2699469079939667,664,25,117,16,17,215,104,156,0.21100000000000002,0.56,0.22899999999999998,0.3263,0,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,3,0,2,0,11,4,1,2,3,30,24,13,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,2,6,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,3,20,5,14,18,2,8,0,3,0,2,9,2,1,4,4,74,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915628413881479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418098491023554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461465727369798,0.0,0.0,0.12153152511853285,0.0,0.12397840825476715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477806322947364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268097456210325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127996763277136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089577885062864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127428082786632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047559910158513,0.0,0.12413092471325575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310761622601853,0.0,0.0,0.19863241141694432,0.0,0.0734531531421754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108546267068439,0.0,0.0,0.2222198734100096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089272066719208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762885024484736,0.0,0.0,0.7247511606115448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286319197604019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007067549930928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295539930669532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323729482159428,0.08471485852219728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839982341767271,0.0,0.0,0.12597049986203404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827370596875204,0.0,0.0961805941130885,0.0,0.0,0.12776596266725085,0.0,0.07050976345751156,0.0,0.08736018042718223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980994407030005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175187228355284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eman12771,2020/02/08,"Terrible Anxiety is Preventing Me From Quitting My Job I've suffered with anxiety for as long as I can remember, and I'm currently taking Lexapro and Klonopin. They help, but only to an extent. I've recently been offered a job that really excites me: 18% more pay, more vacation time, in a new city where I really want to live. I've been at my current job for 2.5 years and I don't feel like my wage is up to market, I'm not happy with the work I'm doing and the all around atmosphere at the company. I have about ONE more week to try and get my notice in (I'm trying to give myself a few weeks in between jobs to move). I've brought a resignation letter 3 different days, but failed to deliver it to my manager because I was too afraid/anxious. Any tips on how to handle a resignation? I know most people are nervous, but they actually do it. I can't even bring myself to do it (even after taking 1mg of Klonopin). Is there something else I could take or a good way to deal with the anxiety that's holding me back? I'm tired of anxiety preventing me from doing things in my life, which I'm sure many of you all can relate to.",4.740913549969342,4.704288330472103,6.397709993868794,78.83692060085838,69.12875536480686,10.262293071735133,31.235131820968732,10.125756701596842,2.961977559779277,883,34,184,21,14,306,137,233,0.166,0.77,0.064,-0.9585,8,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,3,9,11,0,1,11,0,17,2,0,1,3,27,33,12,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,3,0,2,3,3,6,0,1,4,1,23,5,36,28,8,26,0,4,0,0,8,10,0,2,13,119,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.11945609049323945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324410447307795,0.0,0.3745782403763282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897230137739114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412698564118993,0.0,0.07462099202955154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773572395079584,0.0,0.0,0.07894537297059476,0.12620101302683168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789409690357814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225920738152572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170345113768714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189499699585664,0.08745089124953648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395502309159529,0.117428387506729,0.0,0.10267306548940372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303094538644831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204993368496627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858986080598929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672742292137926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646295274851662,0.05980413801784916,0.0,0.10809170989668997,0.10833043839772362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410617716868765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010418764285614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822591277595668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936644941414966,0.0,0.0,0.0829492869309758,0.0930995589042338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486480954863447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301998339469515,0.0,0.0,0.15684004639821186,0.0,0.12086671445195375,0.0,0.13866851140261746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423845145317347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537151037455708,0.0,0.276114929025032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813248461058875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137920448880679,0.14069415850157424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621891972316674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220154956171461,0.09716465223339292,0.19638244788465925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911712284197565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882907478137277
anxiety,spareacc1qu,2020/02/08,"Need to vent and any adive would be brilliant thanks I’m 16 and a drug addict and the most paranoid person I know. Since I was young I’ve had OCD tics and have always been an anxious kid But not until recently have I become this paranoid. I also overthink everything beyond and I have a massive fear of sociopaths and I have a lot of friends but so many of them fall into the traps of these fucking sociopath dickheads.
Maybe that’s normal but either way I just can’t control my negative thoughts. I’m very drunk sorry If I sound like an idiot but I just needed to get this out because even though I’m top of the anxiety I can be happy, it’s never without the drugs and I’ve gotten used to that. I was obsessed with drugs since I was eleven ling before I’d even tried them and they’ve been tied into my life for so ling I feel hopeless now. Just trying to force this stupid shit onto the internet for advice before I regret it so any replies much appreciated thanks",1.8123299319727904,4.218542647959183,2.9806122448979586,90.316768707483,81.70408163265307,4.957823129251701,21.578231292517014,6.1826913282559595,0.33012517006802744,773,24,152,6,21,248,121,196,0.205,0.679,0.11599999999999999,-0.9595,0,0,3,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,2,2,12,13,4,2,10,0,15,8,1,2,1,36,29,19,0,6,11,0,1,1,1,1,5,1,0,2,8,12,1,1,3,1,0,1,5,8,0,1,8,2,18,5,19,18,4,13,0,2,0,1,5,6,2,3,6,102,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418641501844692,0.0,0.1292460720811117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577083636267154,0.11005358101793866,0.0,0.0,0.17988702828270647,0.0,0.1011809889528798,0.14941977316755184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062642146654847,0.1460743173004829,0.22509248972431514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483444297272353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601499771607446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471719752612552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886963927258636,0.0,0.0,0.14883287573183482,0.0668762499496441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218622322966328,0.12227520073221522,0.06910206506828173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079663996148445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268839787442623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342141239268734,0.06461712054647044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244544616739026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409412921021013,0.13287616568689992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722867325588117,0.1961429795617685,0.10200953660516594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958985767161282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548712800411373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305939574861312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576627811620232,0.21881897805033312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805782820296826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435403760336928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299479262815415,0.1050022099426584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959606690845242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423294201695985,0.0,0.10913099492965156,0.0,0.10498437489972927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749700872316905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395598522427764,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sophbish,2020/02/08,My anxiety gets worse day by day (F18) Recently i faced a few anxiety and small panic attacks before i sleep usually.I am trying to sleep and i want to cry but i can't and it hurts so bad.Before i fall asleep overthinking makes it even worse.Also breathing is an issue too. This year i am studying for my finals in order to enter University but lately i can't handle the pressure anymore.Two days ago i threw up before my class and now my stomach hurts 24/7.People usually take meds but i am not sure.I don't know how to deal with this anymore...:/,1.212474012474015,3.6707351261261247,3.260720720720723,86.89278586278591,85.12612612612614,5.937907137907138,22.051975051975045,7.321109707123232,1.0510091476091477,433,15,84,7,13,146,74,111,0.105,0.7979999999999999,0.09699999999999999,0.3058,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,3,0,7,6,6,2,0,13,13,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,0,13,0,9,12,1,17,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545207446283314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219779808649242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337902295839109,0.0,0.15154112157589866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383731296234178,0.0,0.0,0.12758547366780945,0.0,0.0,0.39007642686786537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784869810370098,0.2956390128722898,0.15753485188900834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092600928449368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738999037002358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798341063090396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271610086446736,0.0,0.0,0.1594883216696188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397742205832183,0.0,0.17237026519777993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199826929491852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697314836497981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792832960376884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593548246709084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087612613261145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058299440327954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144016544425066,0.0,0.11489005622866745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374430550003896,0.0,0.14926790874701848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829269903697872,0.0,0.0901281229330807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557209605608639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840116432021713
anxiety,chrysocollacal,2020/02/08,"Coping with a friend who makes your anxiety worse? My best friend has the absolute worst qualities about her that trigger my anxiety. She goes ghost a lot, isn’t insanely reliable, and really enjoys being alone (as in she needs regular time periods away from everyone, even me).

I am currently spiraling. Extremely anxious and depressed and alone at my current school. I want her to be there for me but her lifestyle just does not suit her being my rock. I feel like I shouldn’t even need a rock, but I do feel like I need support right now. Even knowing the way she is doesn’t make me feel better, and my anxiety makes me start questioning her all the time. It sounds so stupid because it’s just basic communication, but she’s just a very strange person to have in my life. I’ve brought things up with her before but she doesn’t like to feel pressured or suffocated and I understand that.


I love her the most of anyone and she makes me feel amazing when we are together or talk, but her inconsistency during these really bad times makes me miserable. I want to rely on her but instead she triggers me more with her natural tendencies. I don’t want to change her but I get the urge to cut her off completely because the up and down on top of everything else is torture. I’m scared to lose her as well.",3.58818181818182,5.680324952569173,4.519505928853757,83.14273715415024,74.17786561264822,8.710671936758894,27.3102766798419,9.339509955726095,2.4761003952569167,1035,40,202,26,22,335,141,253,0.187,0.645,0.16699999999999998,-0.6031,2,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,4,13,22,3,3,10,0,15,2,0,7,1,49,39,20,1,7,13,0,5,3,2,1,1,1,0,1,7,11,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,10,1,0,1,6,46,12,27,34,6,23,0,3,0,1,29,12,0,5,12,140,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200962146819876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570536789679249,0.12653530668414115,0.0,0.07831745194901306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523366326433414,0.0,0.09352063299806583,0.13655607622525867,0.0,0.09530916362597022,0.0,0.1175437657165284,0.09906052428026844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848787851561535,0.0,0.1174365385885798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964709146789297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801752138399422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935669423450982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193743542065825,0.0,0.0,0.10702687794492344,0.10066409513233224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28316890789863536,0.1600347334796787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307167346265895,0.0,0.05851870077541605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155576683352085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911340525673748,0.16416195110051218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530646793775604,0.0,0.09522380281002626,0.10109011390050812,0.0,0.3738255788430989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491538925536865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779963421363708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547275827637622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350828599709275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565282037517024,0.0,0.0,0.11213790711486096,0.11335641715336213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927867887031863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710349122507664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002647031545673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441204935633275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593542964180305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660257200711177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924169781511064,0.1981927612599955,0.0889054359631762,0.0,0.0,0.10070717003960873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141440509178687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oceannbreaze,2020/02/08,"Is there any real reason to be scared of studying and working? 
I’m so scared of studying and working.  But it needs to change. I’ve been out of high school and a recluse for 4 years. So this year I’m planning to start studying and get a job. 

So my question is: is there a real reason to be scared? 

For studying I’m scared of being a part of a class, doing presentations, people judging how I look, needing to prepare placement (talking to the professionals and asking if I can work for them as part of studying!! 😵), trying to look professional enough! trying to speak/know what to say in each situation. Etc.

For work it’s the same but worse! Plus worrying about messing up, worrying if coworkers like me, etc (and again if I look professional enough! Because I’m female and hate wearing makeup and also can’t figure out how to do my hair though I’m trying!)

Oh yeah and the main reason I’m scared is because I’m worried they’ll judge me for being out of school for 4 years (or a little bit over now) without ever having a job or studying! I’m worried they’ll think I’m lazy, or a joke or something, or weird, or stupid, or less than them because I did nothing for those years!

And there are probably more reasons why but I don’t want to freak myself out even more by bringing them back up in my memory. 


But yeah... is there a real reason to be scared? Will it all be okay? For real? (Especially will they even hire me/take me in since I’ve done nothing?)


Edit: also do normal people just not think about it? Like my mind is constantly racing thoughts all day and night! Do normal people not have these thoughts like that and they just do it because they can? How can I get to that point? I would love to just think “I’d like to...” then go and do it because I’m free. And not have negative thoughts about what people think or if I am capable, or if it’s gonna turn out good or bad, etc. I’ve literally stressed so much it’s insane. Now I don’t even know what normal thinking is (never really did lol). Like honestly I don’t think I know how people do anything? 

It feels like thinks are always blocking me and I can’t move in any direction... for normal people is it just they can walk wherever they want freely because there is nothing blocking them? How can I get to that point?",2.5354130434782607,4.366073671739134,3.773260869565217,88.4929347826087,76.41304347826087,6.252173913043477,24.108695652173914,7.066338657993696,0.880604347826087,1779,58,366,19,40,580,188,460,0.142,0.7390000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.9057,2,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,11,5,32,25,2,7,12,4,47,3,2,10,4,95,88,49,0,14,27,0,2,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,19,22,0,2,20,1,1,4,11,13,0,0,7,6,33,13,52,69,17,36,0,0,3,1,16,16,0,16,22,246,52,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296587554225648,0.04836506861311022,0.0,0.0,0.07905466033025732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783233020383372,0.0,0.05433949195068477,0.0,0.0,0.04469491818595897,0.04853236085975154,0.21259657542394067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345798674187604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061489067099718825,0.0,0.0,0.06281301120186455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748613601131511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059482562663012536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011834960323164,0.1944758768734281,0.11517402479884792,0.0525778384497252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029389997013135164,0.041524865617037485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911045171112684,0.0,0.033034058609391174,0.04875290790086002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738689307236699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141277733324752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536117079481199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583275668241932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703830864877854,0.0582570166315624,0.0,0.0,0.14643233088246066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524605290821151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869018076400032,0.0,0.0,0.061778202953558424,0.04272892721606094,0.08619863685252116,0.044829965471966236,0.0,0.0,0.054546840021099996,0.22780257761277656,0.16731894182837845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588849473063354,0.0,0.24178139948742056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098947621831232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266911519531644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511385763250138,0.0,0.0,0.26463815679123404,0.037236680821650235,0.29881345093621736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622372702799098,0.34916256657084144,0.11765220928667752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808201055052433,0.06533549233282293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044747846209874736,0.0,0.0,0.04114152490283335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665825587382645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046719071548305485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260711293694158,0.05710800423398945,0.13843545229783374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839018801109515,0.0632238479749169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856784648053456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052449218868769534,0.0,0.0,0.05603090347289348,0.0,0.16926421205385594,0.2361170487370736,0.059234845739917386,0.041290684318976034,0.0,0.0,0.14972365359532014
anxiety,Joes11026,2020/02/08,"Pregabalin Hi I am 30M and has just switch from Sertraline 100mg to Pregabalin currently 25mg 3 times a day. I decided to switch due to Sertraline side effects. lots of weight gain, sexual issue, tiredness.  So far my sexual function has improve after switching for 3 days but I cannot tell if my new meds helps with my anxiety or not. 

Anyone has experience with Pregabalin ? 

1. When will feeling dizzy and stone goes away ?
2. I also have been super sleepy since the switch. will that goes away too. 
3. is Pregabalin effective for you and it what dosage ?

Thank you everyone, this forum has been helping me a lot.",2.3243226600985203,5.110800422413797,3.713842364532024,83.1939655172414,83.56896551724137,8.141871921182268,24.665024630541872,8.841846274778883,2.4612334975369468,483,19,89,14,14,158,85,116,0.036000000000000004,0.759,0.205,0.9682,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,2,0,16,14,9,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,10,2,12,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,8,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410818312622525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655288697062562,0.0,0.0,0.15223276836180588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409104522297614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808188701621396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803789593772806,0.0,0.2129689743429028,0.0,0.0,0.11008424224900168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918621928972707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272399531789744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701903663859352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183447410949335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027240736450786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009772831543194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029422900155551,0.20044453578731705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695251667938273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651206175010099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mruhhadf,2020/02/08,"How do you calm your nervous stomach before important events? Hello,

I have an exam soon which is kinda not important but obv I dont want to fail. I suffer from anxiety and depression so exams make me feel like it's the end of the world. So bad. Around 2 weeks ago I learned everything about the exam, all of the topics and now it's kinda like, I only repeat/reread the stuffs and I know them almost by heart. But still, I feel like dying. I wake up and my stomach is shrinking, I am taking some tranquilizers but Idk if they're helping me. I do realize that I have prepared myself, that the chance to even fail is like prob min except if I don't get a panic attack or something and don't go but I need help. Most of the time I am getting a nervous stomach before exams and it's really bad. There was a case I almost missed my most important exam for university cause I had to run to the toilet.

I really would like to hear your ways to like get over the nervous stomach because I don't want to miss/fail the exam because I can't get out of the toilet.",1.1768827283605925,3.3832755275229403,3.3166134822497035,88.16594136418031,82.71559633027523,5.809652971679299,20.487435181491822,7.079830092131019,0.5940312724371757,827,24,168,11,23,281,119,218,0.154,0.632,0.214,0.9257,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,2,10,20,1,4,15,0,17,6,6,3,1,37,32,16,1,6,9,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,12,0,0,2,3,28,8,20,29,4,17,0,5,0,0,8,5,0,10,15,113,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148169188061125,0.0,0.2744605672327283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483867725039188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199867159244338,0.0,0.15590791779596697,0.0,0.0,0.2288528878132101,0.1670821261081371,0.0,0.2332295733211745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407824653823031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803623813533995,0.0,0.14223056783735574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061514844800953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213807614504383,0.0,0.0,0.09051660826355808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316677150065047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385876468839895,0.19580925477696104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286400406716838,0.0,0.07788555486509982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445912611423224,0.16239840761340302,0.18371609642614675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531608025845599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017181596619453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147827651942578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161676982018264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422852751199624,0.0,0.16079220798177593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755884483600425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550356140869248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944392501829957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156883179641921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304041829013676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991175754655133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166480880200393,0.10877955543182696,0.10992884183948877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735248995498452,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MaskedRay,2020/02/08,"Looking for Advice... Hi, I'm a 19 year old living on my own with severe social anxiety and mild depression, as well as mild OCD.

I don't even know where to start honestly... I've been cooped up in my house only eating very minimally since my food has almost run out, yet unable to go shopping because of my anxiety. I'm constantly paralyzed, procrastinating on important things (luckily most of the time not that big of a deal) by my constant overthinking and perfectionism, as well as bei g addicted to my phone for sufficient entertaiment for my brain and using it as a way to cope with reality. 

I've been trying to figure out how to organize my apartment, I have too much stuff and it's making it look messy and causing me immense anxiety but I just can't seem to find a way to solve it. Now my apartment fairly small, only a one room one, although the room is quite big, like living room or such. 

I really don't know what to do with myself, I have so so many things I want to do and learn, but I just can't get myself to face reality like that, I don't really mean the problems I have as in that I aren't accepting them, I am, but just SOLVING them and actually doing them is so stressful and terrifying for me.   

I have two therapists that help me do stuff, and I could be way worse off, but as you can see I still have problems a plenty. ANY advice is welcome.",5.48993181818182,5.355719963636368,6.903670454545457,76.1795056818182,67.54545454545455,10.511363636363637,30.64204545454545,10.270032843473604,2.9344590909090904,1070,37,216,25,16,368,150,275,0.126,0.7709999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.8314,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,3,1,16,11,0,1,9,0,25,5,2,4,0,41,40,26,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,13,14,2,0,8,1,1,2,7,4,2,3,2,3,32,7,37,36,3,31,0,1,3,0,10,17,0,4,11,154,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.10857399618717706,0.1212901416814117,0.0,0.2174445407007088,0.0,0.0,0.11141111162527237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566081431550317,0.0,0.2553414581531149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782324175056123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420328264366255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142949686633051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404657009359349,0.0,0.08883229039029407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470447635291205,0.0958283270731027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113847055596876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348637400899301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168989187966047,0.0,0.1345363875708705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812891083766609,0.0,0.06323178833711293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457542893197085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283794396854979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229149432220825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871231807966864,0.0,0.19648975367819949,0.0,0.18686124849819016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426710932905163,0.11280047380657247,0.0,0.12119507582517053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178911690947273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674896119522485,0.0,0.15078570754803866,0.16923693236165654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292214817053112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183390165889234,0.0,0.0,0.14255238497529651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866004836499891,0.10128719183172788,0.0,0.12569246177025845,0.0,0.0920356638554023,0.0,0.0,0.11341585707084767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875060782820242,0.0,0.08885261347275765,0.0,0.1274482893810826,0.0,0.25473283270442026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918177521356744,0.14783278934652738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487677140622683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553843542737221,0.0,0.10868513921722003,0.0,0.0,0.09609317022098733,0.0,0.0918013935997882,0.06562420329054325,0.2649397248199873,0.0,0.0,0.2000727299265462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113383743496271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164798068823325
anxiety,Mr_rokit,2020/02/08,"My own worries affect my s.o. Hello!

I have a chronic disease that affects my anxiety levels and my anxiety levels affect my disease. 

It's one of the autoimmune ones (UC).

I am always trying to be as healthy as possible and I always try to avoid the flu etc.

With the new virus spreading, an immense sense of doom has clouded my mind. 

Having lost a parent at a young age, I know that losing someone can be devastating. 

I don't want to have to live through a situation like this again AND I don't want others to have to live through that also.

I am worried that if something happens to me my s.o. will be alone. I don't want her to have to live what I have lived and I want her to be happy as much as a human can.

So I am worried sick I will get sick and perish so this makes me sad and by being sad I make her sad ad nauseum. 

I know I belong to a group that won't get through this easily, if it hits.

I know that the chances are currently low but I feel like many of the things that have happened to me had low chances to happen. 

I don't believe in luck but I know some things about probability theory and I feel like I am always in the 0.001% of bad things to happen except for when I met her. 

My father, a doctor, does not seem to worry. All people around me don't. And all people around me think I am always overreacting. 

I take solace in thinking that since I am always overreacting, I must be overreacting now too. 

All the above, affect  my partner. And I want it to stop. 

I want to be care free for once. 
And I'd like to be able to be happy now, even if something bad is going to happen later.

Sometimes I wish I was a dumb, carefree, egoist but I can't and I never could. 

Am I worried for myself? Absolutely. Am I worried for others immensely more. 

Is there a way out? (I am on therapy but it's progressing slower than the virus).",1.1622130128470791,3.1935043517060397,3.4032027904406696,88.52128159966848,81.5984251968504,5.9002900953170325,21.57487221991988,7.0608816371341465,0.6300351706036746,1422,44,301,18,38,487,173,381,0.177,0.7090000000000001,0.114,-0.8693,3,2,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,3,13,21,1,1,18,0,44,5,0,6,5,57,75,26,0,12,9,2,2,4,1,4,5,0,0,2,21,15,0,2,9,0,1,1,9,12,0,2,4,2,54,10,48,56,8,25,1,8,0,0,11,12,1,6,15,225,75,1,0.07673537429201717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794747055884881,0.0,0.06136525109759901,0.3192498927681346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740470259887495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662150392797984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814166459021775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645448948687119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782368282353205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061266952357940926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854190714409694,0.0671516431535063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558022641572523,0.05068299101132631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759942176412696,0.10963953345333967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018213186360451,0.0,0.04361048157754786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392841903198273,0.16337246564467853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686870196299423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995611130243042,0.0,0.27103496542831723,0.0,0.0,0.08584725568419163,0.08376572567429301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244291639973628,0.07779762543886337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748085323865575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056409329389960565,0.0,0.05918305123977385,0.07411150265961311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172066924930321,0.10399575109473336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520555213198587,0.0,0.0,0.10639729329880472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650760481239668,0.0,0.0,0.08273371207646903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985700277634767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347629457583473,0.08625377579037681,0.0,0.0,0.0650176336219245,0.11814928016237805,0.07589324729324501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415420889073661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769545163243635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775358805710351,0.0,0.15293871893949532,0.098337858815425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419656420404247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715630714145476,0.060908968375331815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824189342962116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675709845035098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helloitisntme22,2020/02/08,Is it possible to have attacks in your sleep? Off late i get jerked awake from my sleep in the middle of the night feeling like i wasn't breathing and someone was choking me. I was reading that one of the causes of something like this happening is anxiety. My anxiety has also been worse recently. Is this possible or could there be something else that's wrong with me?,4.122723004694837,6.212044112676061,4.6475352112676065,82.81853286384978,72.66197183098592,8.11361502347418,31.551643192488264,8.841846274778883,2.8091671361502346,296,14,54,6,6,94,51,71,0.22,0.6990000000000001,0.081,-0.8796,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,3,0,11,3,3,1,0,6,14,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,8,2,9,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499535950915468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28689293892653844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332242027230908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262688304616898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971338994056893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664254553873594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481190138087242,0.13395889295180827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979674874623173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581659224457512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115221498098957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321816983999428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596768092243747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270632521823991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227841037836226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875631392130846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851458690856037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752956298108088,0.0,0.15887864437230462,0.28871240646679536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910911508461272,0.0,0.20501536850430424,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KirasStar,2020/02/08,"Does anyone ever feel like they’re making it up? I know it sounds bad but my head tells me this all the time. I’m making it up for attention, even if I have a panic attack when no one is there, it’s still just to be convincing. The voice keeps telling me that I should stop wasting resources when doctors are so understaffed and that I know how to act normal I just choose not to.  It gets really bad sometimes making me worse and sticking me in a vicious circle. And then when I have days that are okay, my head uses them as ammunition.",3.617545871559632,4.791846293577984,4.446685779816517,87.44966169724773,72.30275229357798,7.2848623853211025,23.716743119266056,7.645422480735847,0.9596137614678892,422,11,88,5,8,136,76,109,0.256,0.684,0.061,-0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,11,8,2,1,4,1,7,3,2,5,2,24,17,12,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,3,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,3,13,3,8,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,10,62,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711890266890272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068239335962916,0.0,0.0,0.3035910885189393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724606669075223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860801727563178,0.15909454981720805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007729460772745,0.16444865780434995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192362607879694,0.1298780744430452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498308286413162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731588379720539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159234016566948,0.0,0.0,0.19982523276968325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881837770321788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364059066194129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781255622015218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319249705846642,0.0,0.0,0.2133033229905928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646584117497825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980501213773215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518584687998345,0.15199307869531906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178027153445857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600913840694257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701697173143886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526990010233188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,butteredgrapes,2020/02/08,"Too nervous to check my email Hi and thanks for reading this :)

I skipped some important uni stuff on Friday when I really shouldn't have because of my mental health and I know that if I check my email I will see multiple passive aggressive/angry emails from my tutors asking where I was. I know I have to check them but I just cannot bring myself to open my email. My heart is pounding just thinking about it. 

I have a history of avoiding emails/texts because they make me nervous but I have to get over this because the longer I leave it the worse I'll make it for myself. Does anyone have any advice?

Thanks so much <3",2.5386827956989246,4.807896685483868,2.9996774193548386,91.96118279569893,78.11290322580646,5.746236559139786,22.43010752688172,6.816661863887847,0.5648301075268822,495,15,100,5,12,153,79,124,0.106,0.804,0.09,-0.4404,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,3,3,0,10,2,1,2,0,16,21,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,1,3,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,23,2,12,18,2,6,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,1,68,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131703562189288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009835153047764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405159573431342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925977093188736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767574186454289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802865135918724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763516964884752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898601034170775,0.0,0.2441306610497025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264426693756792,0.0,0.0,0.2181418312700044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750353583704935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076162755784194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514459044065926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060723494295608,0.0,0.13197950829935007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641685558756091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583971614263805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793448092300617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320071176768892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994851427242986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,keegandots,2020/02/08,"Is it normal for people who have anxiety to run out of breathe when having a conversation and getting excited? I've always been depressed, full of regrets and guilt and overthinking, but ever since my first ever panic attack about a week ago, I always feel tense and uneasy with shocking sensation, I run out of breathe when having conversation while getting excited but not when doing something physical like walking. Is that normal? Will it subside if I manage and accept my anxiety? Oh, and I'm also sensitive to making mistakes and hearing sounds right now.

Please help me, thank you.",8.748685897435898,9.347326240384616,8.529615384615386,64.7820512820513,60.634615384615394,10.77948717948718,38.487179487179496,10.504223727775694,4.520729487179487,475,22,67,10,6,153,73,104,0.23800000000000002,0.601,0.161,-0.8438,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,8,12,1,2,2,0,8,2,2,1,2,23,15,15,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,7,0,1,1,3,7,5,10,13,1,17,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,11,52,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149065616099815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470992717082252,0.3219485084866442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29599280804205325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200887286769224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662685228732782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499913709158328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781921099395413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455701446881396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214977628446312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804352966549068,0.0,0.12967218942925127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451480538033066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913608151103914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790995350307748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269836781617245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412083551365742,0.0,0.0,0.2123610331853228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521382039928867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003214743278876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489349933575176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811201619950806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518197784567814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Large-League,2020/02/08,"Falling into suicidal ideation again :// Really upset. I’ve had bad anxiety my whole life but I guess I’m lucky in that I’m high functioning and achieving and go to a top school and got into PhD programs and what not. Everyone is so proud and happy for me and it’s....too much....I know it’s dumb and I should be so happy but it feels like so much pressure and I feel like I’m just gonna end up disappointing everyone and making a fool of myself. This feeling is so strong I can’t be happy about any of my accomplishments for very long and I’ve started to have suicidal ideation again...It stopped for awhile when I was taking meds, but now that I’m off them, it’s back again. And I’m so ashamed to say I have to go back on them again. I don’t wanna do that. I just wanna be a normal person and react normally...I feel so dumb...",0.325344827586207,2.5267741206896592,2.451275862068968,92.98381034482759,86.52873563218391,5.778850574712644,19.61954022988505,7.1686216300943375,0.40176643678160895,643,19,144,10,20,216,96,174,0.191,0.611,0.198,0.6555,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,5,16,16,2,3,3,0,13,1,0,2,0,34,31,22,2,4,6,0,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,8,14,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,3,5,14,8,18,23,2,22,0,1,0,0,4,8,2,2,13,89,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983733275685432,0.0,0.11066401691097014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246824204866045,0.12078452586061582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128125258636526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764564415894605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925764822803322,0.20668935597316568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442649958518973,0.0,0.11569730764901474,0.0,0.15935859762441945,0.0,0.0,0.461977746223502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528405595890035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950100285492301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217718632583908,0.14134651568236675,0.0,0.0,0.12801898428242076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656124824575936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068394141512862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126825533684168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417354618617157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631097618939474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267249229155128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503893183190605,0.0,0.14640299857048866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239064184269904,0.0,0.0,0.12094170506697267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164677283894829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876583805935522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935912460818288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615070129481723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gaycheesecake,2020/02/08,"More willing to step out of my comfort zone with someone that doesn't have anxiety? I have a new friend that i've been spending a lot of time with and he doesn't have any anxiety disorders. He's confident, he's spontaneous, he's a smooth talker, he's very easy going. 

For some reason, when he asks me to hang out, I feed off of his energy and i'm able to do things anxiety has prevented me from doing on my own. He gets me to go new places i've never been, try new things i've never tried, and I feel totally safe doing all of these things with him.

It makes me feel shitty that I can't do these things on my own, it makes me feel like i'm 'faking' my anxiety because I feel so fine when i'm with him. 

Does anybody else feel this way with a person?",3.70472049689441,3.68963192546584,5.12750931677019,86.97672981366463,71.36024844720497,8.924472049689443,25.416770186335405,8.841846274778883,1.4852429813664596,584,15,135,10,10,197,84,161,0.023,0.789,0.188,0.9647,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,14,1,0,3,4,26,28,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,12,10,1,2,6,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,2,6,17,5,20,25,7,19,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,2,9,82,29,0,0.1391896669459219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465374654028474,0.0,0.4259188569390333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012354937054516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848487290584534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952341714724744,0.0,0.12180581552698955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627510630535665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518923889470294,0.09943712587757712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753759140752182,0.0,0.07272085613759847,0.0,0.15820939070500187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800104052813047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833407736782985,0.0,0.0,0.18582036702375976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470330383895767,0.4032907430462546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215350483814478,0.14542357694802285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311015962670173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793495311573793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698857195694314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811626141298179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900129441316613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484605235155118,0.0,0.11048227887596407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Signal_Star,2020/02/08,"Need advice for helping my long distance girlfriends anxiety. I've had anxiety in the past it's not half as bad as it used to be I used to not be able to leave the house without having to pee every 5 mins and a gut feeling that I was going to be sick. I handled my anxiety with slow exposure to the things that would set me off. But for my girlfriend this doesnt help her in the slightest and I got the blame for a bad day and she fought me on it because I told her my experience of how I felt with my anxiety.
She wouldnt speak to me for the whole day and when we got talking again I said this weekend we spend time together watch some shows that kinda thing on video call. So I get woken up at 6:00am and she makes a joke about her nap time so I stay in bed instead of getting up right away go make my coffee and stuff like I usually do before we watch in the mornings. 
And she gets upset because I said I thought you were napping. And then she just ignores me on call and stuff then wont spend any time with me then she leaves the call and just wont answer messages or anything. I want to be there for her to help her I thought spending time together would help a lot but she was super impatient with me to get up that she is now mad and upset with me about it . And I know it's her anxiety playing up but how can I help with this ?",2.0521784897025164,3.3915353192982494,3.3612051868802446,93.0346681922197,76.50877192982456,6.500381388253242,24.321128909229607,7.079830092131019,0.7258085430968721,1046,34,241,11,23,341,141,285,0.125,0.809,0.066,-0.8984,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,1,0,1,13,11,2,2,12,0,18,3,2,6,0,51,42,26,0,5,9,0,2,1,2,5,1,3,1,0,16,21,0,1,6,7,3,2,7,7,0,1,14,7,47,4,42,19,3,37,0,0,2,0,35,15,0,4,19,171,63,0,0.10060227802764524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830738176160383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841299885790829,0.0,0.3848023366530233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278710294713669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451915183145712,0.0,0.16799739998624655,0.12265242985813417,0.0,0.08560512889363084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30817852162564435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297602934180438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476175817896385,0.0,0.0,0.09840833197469608,0.0,0.0,0.05086753453101577,0.0,0.09659396345047784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102421522541741,0.0,0.11434918596703544,0.0,0.16092166386340984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371579317846133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608152172350122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528838102713125,0.0,0.0,0.2130465732181046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914919142696167,0.0,0.0,0.08902985028539813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552845920759704,0.0,0.0,0.13430560354588933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459531443066267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603625776242172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591379575410069,0.19139160818830306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722864281845257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033107891502544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086030033205899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367136661458118,0.0,0.0,0.1597339427408958,0.23464798936003656,0.0,0.0,0.09612978787132652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377613508540188,0.1107991962646673,0.0,0.05933783009585125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231885070339616,0.0,0.09697700601798673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292994378094562,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stushkaiser,2020/02/08,Propranolol So I heard about it from a psychotherapist on YT and I've been seeing good reviews of it. I'm thinking it could help with my anxiety but I'm not too sure how I'd go ab9ut getting it. Would I go to.my regular doctor or a psychiatrist?,0.921176470588236,3.3154139607843165,3.4583333333333366,85.40750000000003,85.86274509803924,7.321568627450981,24.18627450980393,8.344100000000001,1.8489450980392164,196,8,41,5,6,68,40,51,0.081,0.8370000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.0018,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,10,11,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,5,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807159082363646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929798857341219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37558909158690995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171634076125485,0.0,0.4170925243597153,0.3077804284767113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459589925134836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924118102216265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458462326787272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23512687942072225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606709027004906,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,minamisheva,2020/02/08,"CBD for anxiety I'm thinking of buying CBD oil as an alternative to antidepressants, since they made me feel like shit, I lost hella weight and my sex drive and I was wondering, for those who have tried it, how did it affect you? 

I'm not extremely anxious, but I want to get rid of the nasty physical symptoms and just calm my mind. i would be happy to hear your opinions.",3.385720720720723,5.081259013513517,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,73.72972972972974,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,1.8574036036036048,293,10,60,6,6,96,59,74,0.124,0.7170000000000001,0.159,0.4355,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,5,4,1,3,0,16,15,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,4,10,3,8,9,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921499269482038,0.2837588246160851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700277666171386,0.1794410945843684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122975859648822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673828785736708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830950425714398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271252852044975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741896655378593,0.0,0.0,0.23767000967409316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361744393763097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25782986203274594,0.2077764364748058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610693615299969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094425495191167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705328811952754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815086386109605,0.0,0.0,0.305866251926731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27239103892192656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842912867356014,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unc4ptured,2020/02/08,"Emetophobia trigger at work As the title states, I have emetophobia. It's tough. Yesterday, while I was at work, a little kid got sick. Droplets got onto the door, and on the ground outside of the door. I have work today as well and I can't help feeling panicky. I can't stop thinking about it being a stomach flu and me catching it.

I've been washing and disinfecting my hands. But people are stepping into the droplets outside before walking into my work, in turn spreading the germs around and I'm in so much unease.

These thoughts are literally driving me insane. I don't want work to become another negative thing for me in connection to this phobia.",2.864135944700457,5.658390782258071,4.0417050691244265,81.86112903225808,80.69354838709677,6.123502304147466,28.211981566820285,7.447530270364453,1.9912368663594464,523,24,90,8,14,170,82,124,0.191,0.7609999999999999,0.048,-0.9457,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,8,0,10,5,2,1,0,15,18,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,2,1,0,5,2,11,1,17,12,1,21,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,0,4,63,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889698127288025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885623185081852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948767163293625,0.16140449069294235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590837149472613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30341031586563033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713912113934134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011011095976627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394372998125027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315008655960428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858174092960658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601557364316568,0.12153987337603735,0.0,0.1505854614535141,0.0,0.0,0.1797953316064352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063183707094081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118787199928834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054592518679362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6904498375403024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,neonma,2020/02/08,Hey I feel like dying all the time and I wish I could stop it,-2.921999999999997,-1.322241533333333,-0.07833333333333138,108.9825,97.66666666666669,3.0,7.5,3.1291,-2.673,47,0,14,0,2,16,13,15,0.134,0.5489999999999999,0.317,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542175938947805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604375765354264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432224394259967,0.31694290511379275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167444719015805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709103951953713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586952758530498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101744083620765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redditor12369_,2020/02/08,"School anxiety... So i am not athletic in any way and at school we are running 20 mins straight in gym and every day just thinking about it makes me have a panic attack and i cant deal with that feeling anymore any tips to relieve the stress.

P.S i have struggled with anxiety dor years but it now just peeked",3.3820967741935486,5.0480201129032265,3.9008387096774193,89.18125806451616,73.67741935483872,6.895483870967742,28.529032258064518,7.554174236665415,1.5894090322580654,245,10,50,3,5,77,50,62,0.146,0.7829999999999999,0.071,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,3,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,8,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31457873082248683,0.0,0.35388196016155904,0.0,0.2293837054003676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631328484933635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491669313436444,0.23845625319527766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487704643383505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695032172227465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439202714079694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27137628607901604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681682587876364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649490458284883,0.2418010355876542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820528252003226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359217853244136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894718643201382
anxiety,Lea_Bug,2020/02/08,"Anxiety and meds As someone diagnosed with GAD I have a very hard time figuring out how I feel about medicating. I would please like some opinions:

As someone with a mental illness, should I take antianxiety meds like 0,5 Zopac every time something stressful happens? I feel like it gets in the way of me learning healthy coping skills, but also why should I live with it if I can medicate?",8.045416666666668,8.116477152777783,7.491111111111113,73.415,62.194444444444436,10.533333333333337,38.83333333333333,10.125756701596842,3.996683333333333,313,15,54,6,4,98,54,72,0.096,0.774,0.131,0.3428,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,1,0,17,10,7,0,4,2,0,3,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,9,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642041798954916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400666119749535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583682540302945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542648154950398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185155924032312,0.130802579874437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565919679925726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190965432493307,0.0,0.16401649853083006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683518290595934,0.0,0.16167559090029515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067529066996648,0.3688964200438547,0.1845159554175284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098252136952494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31027035403057385,0.14095491077699354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973386254699644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376641013116897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352747726445634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107194424014436,0.0,0.145331705636535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521409614434066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006491299726314,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Acbailey25,2020/02/08,"I (24m) love someone for the first time in years My anxiety has kept me from having a girlfriend in the last 5 years. My senior year of high school I told a girl I loved her for the first time in my life and she told me she cheated on me, so I’ve been very hesitant to love since then, but I’ve finally found someone I can love again, and I just want to tell everyone on here that love is always possible no matter how hard things get and I hope the best for everyone",8.261500000000002,4.4771609500000045,8.32,79.94000000000003,64.5,12.4,35.0,10.125756701596842,2.9508,365,10,86,6,4,120,66,100,0.083,0.643,0.27399999999999997,0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,1,0,6,0,5,6,0,1,0,11,17,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,15,7,12,12,1,18,0,0,0,5,13,6,0,1,12,54,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444290096547552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521643904014223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433798235898918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628475194168435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066650774108847,0.0,0.23398005101564304,0.0,0.15080366980125048,0.0,0.0,0.0718580959926254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320732025939607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531678742327914,0.0,0.13660658631779093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211208853993024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714738355282117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6206685223965057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505379131788666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391961235853065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377312034171322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330715459631368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202145547255765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137434896541108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603994019574663,0.0,0.0,0.2628475194168435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348351893212982,0.08112366516999676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657105078925757
anxiety,Eggmcmuffin098,2020/02/08,"Having an anxiety attack I took a bath because I wasn’t feeling well and I stupidly stayed in the bath when I knew I was tired. 

Instead of getting out I feel asleep, my head jerked into a “falling motion” and it hit the side of my bathtub right where my temple is. It hurts, I have slight pressure and now I’m convincing myself I had a brain bleed. 

I looked it up google and apparently the temple is a really sensitive spot. It’s basically as soft as a eggshell and people die from hitting it! Now I’m freaking out and panicking. I want to run to the ER 😩😭",0.8910769230769233,3.1979807565217437,3.148695652173913,88.24397993311037,84.91304347826087,5.973244147157192,23.628762541806026,7.321109707123232,1.140076923076923,437,17,90,7,13,149,76,115,0.251,0.684,0.065,-0.9670000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,1,10,0,7,5,3,0,0,13,18,9,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,9,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,6,2,0,5,4,14,2,12,11,0,16,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594345092569507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913918435523485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613821747979073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859326486994353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26582888128787874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25902026330668004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382056486793875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628695814933445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741990422622011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508985344477585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757255336994404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408737412902796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187388695272304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273007052070889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943908211452783,0.0,0.0,0.28457668312894513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107573540941888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302971563342297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beansalot,2020/02/08,"Really need help, intrusive thoughts relationship problems Hello, my first post here I feel very confused and conflicted, I love my girlfriend but we had been fighting a lot about a week ago and it made me think about leaving her, we patched things up and things should be great but my anxiety causes all of these intrusive thoughts like “ you don’t love her” and it causes this internal argument. It has killed my libido and will to live and go on because it is so confusing. Now when I go to be intimate with her I feel the all too common feeling of impending doom and pit in my stomach. I know deep down these feelings are just fabricated in my mind but it’s tough to know what to believe. I don’t know if I really do feel differently or if my anxiety is just making me feel numb to everything. I feel stiff, awkward and emotionless. I could just really use some help. Everything was great before and the only time it wasn’t is when I let this anxiety take a hold of me so I know it’s just my mental problem but having this internal debate is torturing me. Thanks to anyone that replies",3.1321226415094365,5.454314948113208,4.29588679245283,83.14298113207548,76.40566037735849,8.390943396226419,27.10943396226415,9.120678840339163,2.486140754716981,867,35,166,22,20,283,119,212,0.182,0.68,0.139,-0.7668,1,0,0,0,2,0,13.0,2,1,0,1,13,17,3,3,5,0,20,5,1,5,2,57,44,20,1,7,11,0,7,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,16,12,0,3,14,0,0,2,3,11,0,1,7,7,29,6,17,31,4,17,1,1,0,2,14,6,0,7,9,119,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023824474025108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650680985712424,0.0,0.0,0.08075923346601817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040681078502589,0.0,0.09828071272966962,0.13012725290643234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372975406263649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221615038856727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067134510414936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760520058109294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087965673534412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824296119521883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128091321329613,0.0,0.0,0.2546749978750077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483241374206266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778197264788518,0.0,0.25389981012786184,0.0,0.0,0.12229622997534505,0.0,0.11810503682149415,0.0,0.05642673080407162,0.0,0.10198728747953764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819269053420604,0.2084838029437546,0.10928746899585116,0.0770961425481863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639531783950118,0.0,0.1166205554463868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564067087205561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784181032254168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061563187193872,0.0,0.0,0.22103292339398956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197388100724666,0.0,0.0,0.12400215996747913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684049458489941,0.0,0.0,0.10633549686334788,0.0,0.0,0.15346413646259272,0.0740067722353221,0.0,0.18338580810037766,0.06734810148917413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975361659008808,0.0,0.09529835469606536,0.0,0.0,0.09264592625785348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puffinprince_37,2020/02/08,"Chest pains on left side? So I've been living with anxiety for a decent portion of my life and while most of the time it's manageable, every now and then I'll have a period of a few days to a week or two where my chest starts to hurt. The last time it happened it was localized in the center of my chest and went away with deep breathing + massages; recently they've started to flare up again but this time it's localized on the left side which makes me worry that it might be something else. They come in bursts of sharp pain, lasting 5-10 seconds. Just wondering if anyone else has dealt with something similar in the past. 
I'm hesitant to go to the ER because my family has no real history of heart conditions and I'm a fairly healthy 20 year old, but I also don't want to be sleeping on something serious.",6.091393939393939,5.498945533333334,6.721212121212126,79.52848484848491,66.39393939393939,10.484848484848484,32.878787878787875,9.994966539143718,3.0052424242424243,643,24,131,13,9,212,109,165,0.133,0.846,0.022000000000000002,-0.9358,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,11,0,9,9,6,1,0,19,20,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,1,2,3,1,7,0,24,14,3,38,0,1,0,0,1,17,0,5,18,80,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413964085891695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091866353522332,0.0,0.0,0.09979883309205567,0.14624184480980426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409778452215365,0.0,0.0,0.08700574852577518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294765337654835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204784178201413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384620906234712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202546125706846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455138657742358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111569032821063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621402158241546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913353143056453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279342432714346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268496523278834,0.0,0.0,0.3101490803755992,0.0,0.10081310525400462,0.0,0.0,0.1260315612698907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527214080660258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514119998963133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976917198613796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037456050695394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625015830340104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245586887409874,0.0,0.0,0.14092681800020507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428312151381742,0.0,0.0,0.32963728244243345,0.0,0.0,0.20204742221410624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496777761918611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942465218634384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841847540950681,0.0,0.11448790354302865,0.0,0.0,0.1323104143988757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478257791896796,0.0,0.1449473529201962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191224172189373
anxiety,caged-crane,2020/02/08,Interview I haven’t worked in almost a year due to anxiety. I’m ready to get up and kick anxiety’s ass. I have an interview at 1:30 pm for a senior home to be a server. Any kind words will help.,-0.5902325581395331,1.4066634651162817,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,88.76744186046511,7.1609302325581385,17.902325581395353,8.238735603445708,0.8317572093023253,151,4,36,4,5,54,34,43,0.11900000000000001,0.685,0.196,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,3,18,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36410403476108827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472680450244709,0.0,0.5563230561061279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997181397354204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437208835999979,0.0,0.3647316220343504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786450499544487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26471324165025484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415365371107774
anxiety,maverakain,2020/02/08,im crying so hard WHY WONT ANYONE HELP ME?,-0.8870000000000005,0.643976300000002,2.4700000000000024,95.165,86.0,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-1.819,33,0,8,0,1,12,10,10,0.564,0.436,0.0,-0.7761,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31497033858998763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49480638193933896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40352141670045255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30193214873419355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865713694376536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064678049599851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mandydz,2020/02/08,I’m terrified to talk about my feelings with anyone I tried to open up with a friend today who I thought would understand what I was going through. She ended up being pretty judgmental and I feel really bad now. It just sucks because I feel like I’m constantly wearing a mask of who everyone in my life wants me to be and it’s exhausting to keep the act going,3.2352511415525096,4.9645851506849334,4.834452054794522,82.07213470319637,74.2054794520548,8.702283105022829,27.235159817351605,9.2995712137729,2.4606365296803654,288,11,56,7,6,97,54,73,0.165,0.721,0.115,-0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,14,16,2,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,3,9,2,12,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126592076910158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045124927168268,0.1493115617867677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646903070111445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694182956832014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340481762636119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37154311743451857,0.17498332301642466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923802279681484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27840713087432234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177116097343208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730065248457687,0.11966403830734668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491893859987145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569131663992893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687139901087128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944529308435838,0.0,0.0,0.2321720094715657,0.0,0.0,0.1662964122250396,0.0,0.0,0.25498846504664824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444704209267949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173996496903584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiety8076,2020/02/08,"Anxiety I have horrible anxiety and it’s causing me not to go to school and failing my classes. 2  years ago I was sexually assaulted by a worker of the school and the trauma of it has stayed with me this whole time. Since then I have switched  schools


It is super hard to get to class because of the ptsd and anxiety and I don’t know what to do.
I have talked to the school councillor many times and they can’t really do anything about it. 
When I get to school I can’t focus and I’m on edge the whole time.",1.4834579439252311,3.3598291682243016,3.2502897196261697,90.81749065420559,79.74766355140187,7.270654205607477,23.78411214953271,8.238735603445708,1.3073110280373832,399,14,90,8,10,133,63,107,0.182,0.782,0.036000000000000004,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,3,2,4,1,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,11,16,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,11,1,14,15,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,60,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253434714793235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245141769538149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636099028986895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619674859781283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452577969672805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775239237801605,0.0,0.08036145754768696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266675388162137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771030195305441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335843925270414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529022405533958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058511339612124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7155269001138617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696838391407728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507146719913736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365278270194652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473562134632424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157383754426727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105762006537364
anxiety,nicole471,2020/02/08,"GAD is starting to overwhelm my life Lately I have felt so overwhelmed that I don’t sleep or eat. I was diagnosed with GAD and PTSD about two years ago but everything was very manageable until about 6 months ago. I caught an old co worker using their phone to record me undressing (which triggered my anxiety horribly), I had to lose my job over it, & now things continue to go down hill. I’ve managed to continue to work part time but it’s still not enough money to pay my bills and now my fiancé and I are almost two grand behind. He is great & tells me not to worry & he’ll take care of things but I can’t help but feel like it’s all my fault. I’m just miserable, I bite my hands until they bleed, I stare at random job postings for hours to punish myself for not working more, I blankly stare at my tv for hours until the day is over. I don’t care about anything but at the same time I care so much it physically hurts my chest. Sometimes I just wish I weren’t alive. I have no money to see a therapist & I’m alone so much because my fiancé has been working overtime to pay our bills, I’m scared to ask a friend to hang out because I’m scared they might want to go out & spend money I don’t have. Idk how to feel better.",3.0437431416378766,4.072466274131276,3.9865474497053452,90.76033732981102,73.51737451737452,7.151473277789067,23.284088599878068,7.475848149327749,0.7382154440154438,971,25,217,11,19,313,145,259,0.142,0.6859999999999999,0.172,0.9109,4,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,3,6,12,17,1,5,5,0,18,7,3,3,1,30,39,16,0,2,11,0,4,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,3,1,8,4,9,9,0,2,7,7,33,8,35,30,7,33,0,5,3,0,11,8,0,4,21,130,41,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210904266211718,0.0,0.0972104206478904,0.10054438569016444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259243339013046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426503572760762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988760166622977,0.0,0.09075559708679364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835670184229707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585833205430585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296934997431685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260781126314499,0.0,0.0,0.09853296430507699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933587415696896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030837746159804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872481886060395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817194204637944,0.0693531322752018,0.09321089639314432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500285970276868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034426733383004,0.0,0.0,0.1070297477406498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506989034322921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120617599112869,0.0,0.10392489044096856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267150943583325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950914352642632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856964535400525,0.047427810457887146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860637383982696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298529252791233,0.0,0.0,0.07748739226186449,0.0,0.1427282134286826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186789685902027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512690766418134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929746796836079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347995187872263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438567956096325,0.0,0.07735925501948586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714893458375227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960134406365936,0.0,0.06871289229215509,0.0,0.07752727537988129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299119510472493,0.0,0.08485117233693175,0.0,0.0,0.1127159986590019,0.12898971591148742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321488757582295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966381265482074,0.0,0.0,0.08384493577256932,0.0,0.08010019788612935,0.05725960645660856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116358582434731,0.0,0.0,0.2120236233205126,0.0985882595293322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251558071425943
anxiety,mjberry1980,2020/02/08,"Like a switch Two years ago I was normal, then one day I just flipped, every day since has been hell. Is this common?",2.2324999999999977,3.783030583333337,2.3649999999999984,99.48,76.5,4.800000000000002,16.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.1894333333333336,90,1,21,0,2,27,22,24,0.17600000000000002,0.728,0.096,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33818836262269125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920888025631653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214412590071632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638803997092546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738018557195283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25852316445788515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31559159617698523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37268288323719184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456819415545521
anxiety,nujcesaspun,2020/02/08,I took a very hot bath with two handfuls of epsom salth. I am anxious. I need support pls xoxo.,-0.9051666666666698,1.2225601499999996,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,97.5,2.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.4308333333333332,73,3,16,0,3,24,18,20,0.091,0.545,0.364,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618494778341322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031343535431962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639233316890056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542133187618561,0.0,0.0,0.39935708226919736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373187628069849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dastardly-bastard-,2020/02/08,"Ever since I had a bad session, I cant bring myself to go to therapy. During therapy, I was trying to bring up some difficult topics, but in the middle of the session I had a bad panic attack. I tried to keep myself together and my therapist tried to help, but it was too much. I ran out of the office like a mad man. I was going to go in my car, but I got incredibly dizzy. I threw myself into a chair in the lobby. I must have looked like insane, because everyone in the waiting area was staring at me and the desk woman called a nurse. I was still hyperventilating when the nurse checked on me. I said I was fine and she left. Then, another nurse came by and checked on me, which only made me feel worse,like there was something wrong with me. I said I was okay again and went to the entrance area where it was quiet and I could calm down. Then a third nurse followed me. This point I was extremely embarrassed. I wasnt in serious danger or anything I dont know why 3 nurses had to check on me. There could have been someone who had a serious issue and they were all occupied with my sorry ass.I'm so embarrassed by this incident that I haven't been to therapy in months. I feel like a failure.  I feel like I cant talk to my therapist anymore. I  dont know what to do. Sorry for the REALLY long post.",2.4815807327001345,4.017288365671643,4.351207598371778,85.56373812754411,75.7910447761194,7.708548168249661,24.122116689280872,8.438071523408619,1.471165671641791,1014,32,214,19,22,345,139,268,0.168,0.7190000000000001,0.113,-0.9603,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,9,19,3,3,17,1,29,0,0,1,3,30,51,15,0,3,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,0,2,8,12,0,2,5,0,3,11,6,12,0,1,26,8,40,7,32,22,3,40,0,0,2,0,10,20,0,2,12,152,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753414924056332,0.0,0.0,0.11116127930197556,0.0,0.0,0.09223895832475992,0.0,0.0,0.12751639883853896,0.0,0.0,0.18717776832816888,0.0683278672847089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144544854648244,0.12819892933334756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898645926444556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26273284408570724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139010641763507,0.0,0.10710498594078384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700253383918634,0.1601515264997141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110675618674494,0.0,0.08964709549098589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513029279114013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699085823144295,0.0,0.09962905617122364,0.0,0.0,0.12320138021163568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217840519819242,0.0,0.0,0.219042341540662,0.0,0.0,0.099194444035301,0.09412577649264084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606047332878793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946765451037172,0.0,0.08239765279986412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524805328980636,0.0,0.1315112382551737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595948750481388,0.0,0.10734941875491832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180650902483728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324290792809106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927204371696074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497188601574784,0.0862908978945079,0.0,0.2509469092613002,0.0,0.0,0.08951370392459727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009217144872106,0.0,0.0,0.38454754340467656,0.2602858537743868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283013930427469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039067945349956,0.10114207885725987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255074485304085,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ialreadyreddit6000,2020/02/08,"I got a refill on my anxiety medication today and I am so relieved. Asking for it gives me anxiety. My doctor doesn’t like prescribing anxiety medication because it can be addictive. So for the past year I haven’t asked for it once and I have just dealt with my anxiety holistically. Last month I broke down and asked her for a prescription because my anxiety was really bad. She put in an order for me and I was so relieved. She gave my 30 pills. Well, my anxiety was so bad that I took one every night before bed so that I could get some sleep. When I ran out I was so worried. I had nothing left for emergencies. 

I had an appointment with her today and I knew I wanted to ask her for a refill but I was so scared I almost didn’t ask but I just bit the bullet. Thankfully she said yes and told me that she expects this order to last longer. I told her it would. I’ve stopped drinking caffeine and alcohol and that has greatly helped and I am getting a referral to an acupuncturist next week. Things are looking up.",1.920819327731092,4.240508602941181,3.8162184873949587,85.0044117647059,80.61764705882355,7.6112044817927185,24.910364145658264,8.563005593585519,1.9576599439775904,801,31,160,19,21,270,110,204,0.122,0.8029999999999999,0.075,-0.6453,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,9,1,19,8,1,0,0,24,38,19,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,0,10,12,2,1,1,1,0,3,3,4,1,1,16,2,36,6,17,19,2,23,0,1,1,0,19,6,0,2,13,115,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269406004140264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047648696346714,0.1035151771506425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744897683729298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483208572046008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262769265745104,0.12603293840840954,0.0,0.08796455112853534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285877750305327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253656338496415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580874105670288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126819084169884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709793568960743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801839089755508,0.09916676479035123,0.0,0.0,0.08267846863586158,0.11397135434576865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929011500166188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852892129914387,0.0,0.0,0.1123172911179046,0.0,0.0,0.05050382632535008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680900387180343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827896864232906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251297631950218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994053532822187,0.09701047886181287,0.0,0.0991911457085568,0.0,0.0,0.11009105133793357,0.07004960726502414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098683179563138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392047468960564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622470222537971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833334241556868,0.0,0.10349645604448787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344970329733404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642616818259621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517385447073992,0.0,0.0,0.06867778785544447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959749145995452,0.1975585750402789,0.114853480961194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097328111973905,0.0,0.08292122727656233,0.0,0.09294658216416683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498237824849707,0.0,0.07343466746682924,0.0,0.0,0.06657014103201796
anxiety,bkhadlin,2020/02/08,"Anxiety when smoking weed. Help! Sorry if this kind of thing isn’t allowed here, but I have some legit issues and I’m not really sure what to do about them. So I’ve been smoking for 12yrs now. I used to hustle, used to take blunts of fire to my face every day. The last few years though, I’ve developed anxiety that seems centered around my smoking. Like straight up I will take a dab and immediately feel my chest get tight and my heart rate skyrocket. Tried to smoke a mini swisher a few weeks ago and had to put it out after a few puffs cuz I felt like I was gonna flip out. I quit drinking coffee and smoking cigs a month ago, hoping that would solve the issue, but no luck. I’ve cut way back on drinkin alcohol thinking that would help, also no luck. So today I said fuck it and didn’t smoke any weed. And thus far, I’ve had zero anxiety today and I feel completely fine. Granted, I’m a bit on edge and I will probly have trouble sleeping tonight, but I’m not anxious and my heart isnt pounding a mile a minute like it normally is after I smoke. Shit is fucking me up cuz weed is the only substance that I truly love. Cigs, coffee, alcohol, I can do without. But weed? It’s my life blood. I’m horribly torn right now and I’m asking for some insight/guidance/opinions/whatever from literally anybody. Anybody ever dealt with this before and if so, how’d you overcome it? Please fam, lend me a hand.",1.4824210526315795,3.7582761719298285,3.0616666666666674,90.0325,82.01754385964912,5.764912280701755,23.184210526315788,7.0316486544052195,0.8457157894736844,1099,39,226,14,30,361,165,285,0.132,0.687,0.18100000000000002,0.9532,1,0,7,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,1,13,15,4,0,12,0,19,15,8,6,2,47,41,26,0,6,9,0,6,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,13,16,3,1,5,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,7,7,22,10,23,29,6,31,0,0,0,3,7,12,3,8,20,130,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405794045082792,0.2460132249837681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204521637650454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827176663723366,0.0,0.2641529463591349,0.13002993854541695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246316657886534,0.10760271476422874,0.0,0.0,0.08850459141831704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979413968627401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565909988807414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067988212789756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422980701584922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275392122794632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411429975752994,0.09697649082340397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639576860217833,0.0,0.1105137955063828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281570035593134,0.0601348608936407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727874799657288,0.15429785214560593,0.0,0.0,0.11432000739650193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402684386704729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985866182363045,0.0,0.09382164606109426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129834662930123,0.16869574960907466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038820044973244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187151024309216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277330216700153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753853494740031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634494506547428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570702428602815,0.0,0.12242273592117545,0.0,0.0,0.07373583744314277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829454466907324,0.10948620541802208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478247576525572,0.0,0.0,0.11814822379762165,0.0,0.0,0.11518285850366974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884472981237693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848013794830386,0.0,0.17308135253945175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646714943359886,0.07375126256936397,0.11308490509850815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820218076130427,0.0,0.0,0.07814516461927007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988184309940194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136081207360114,0.09232606458904223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095203705340888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352709853182942,0.0,0.0,0.0741204555514454
anxiety,Nhughes1387,2020/02/08,"I never thought I had any anxiety until I read something. I roll tiny bits of paper between my index finger and thumb all the time, I always wondered why, would just roll up tiny paper balls and flick em into the abyss.

I also have eye twitches that don't stop unless I squeeze and eye shut so I guess I have a very very very mild form of tourettes.

It's very interesting growing up thinking these things are normal and not really paying attention to them until someone else talks about them, would also like to point out I roll them to make them longer and then a circle roll between my fingers, never thought it was weird until someone caught me and asked what I was doing lol.....

I wonder do any of you all have these issues? Would love to hear if you do!",4.277559487492376,5.652690422818793,4.58131787675412,86.34273947528982,70.94630872483222,6.492007321537522,24.954850518608907,6.574015621080383,0.8652362416107375,599,17,115,4,11,188,93,149,0.024,0.88,0.09699999999999999,0.8873,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,4,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,14,6,4,1,4,29,25,15,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,6,2,1,2,4,1,0,0,6,6,21,3,18,16,4,16,0,0,2,1,10,6,0,4,9,82,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932889540186996,0.1193073016995221,0.0,0.0,0.19501260891871444,0.0,0.10968866858852667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404505247826196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653862150016726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977926210906985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579540747704825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616046323662877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965605440821267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005037205227814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294100132594429,0.0,0.09571019607795928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211737673124366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048626226805927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554459781563374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342319538115764,0.0,0.0918557140612261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429782626725505,0.1103843112654694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987577331749152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524694421345925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952582198427708,0.09187492976464337,0.0,0.22766238453800655,0.08360859293288725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732285643560724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938211314321027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109885168246323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055684777890572,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bcxx143,2020/02/08,"How do you deal with anxiety about death & dying and/ or fear of loosing people. I’m so afraid and sad that I worry when something happens to my family I will be alone. I don’t have many friends. I’m afraid something will happen to my significant other too & I’ll truly be alone. I’m scared of not being loved & I’m scared of their being nothing. 

I literally feel so crippled by this. On one hand, it’s how I know I need to write again, see my therapist & get back on medication. It’s keeping me up at night and leading to panic attacks and crazy anxiety. 

But On the other hand I know I’m not alone in this. How do you deal with this? I guess this is all over the place and I probably need more advice than I thought.",2.5658333333333303,3.9127993552631612,4.17763157894737,87.67175438596495,75.1842105263158,7.171929824561403,24.508771929824558,7.793537801064563,1.129577192982456,570,18,124,8,12,191,90,152,0.24100000000000002,0.675,0.085,-0.9723,0,3,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,1,10,10,1,6,2,0,11,4,2,4,1,25,29,13,2,2,4,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,1,4,17,2,19,22,2,13,0,1,1,1,8,8,0,2,4,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677912825324728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713141340690602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179354697607635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284234863715504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135954452157286,0.0,0.09189214572357507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464092906094216,0.0,0.0,0.1240275619334043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126588957285729,0.1344766088711766,0.060425435328235765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232944472589316,0.0,0.06243655059868108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164848465880966,0.0,0.21135616151759565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622173990230743,0.0,0.0,0.13135389882600873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785813642375136,0.0,0.0,0.12115954675372408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038894725446447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722322850819755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214756342375684,0.0,0.11466849184685697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809798370828983,0.0,0.0,0.14021363928374025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284987979508802,0.0,0.12485753059859765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884685104322827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392911673988693,0.0,0.095230196404021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400193004607507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387547836062842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487380424275277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136336260921887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Liverpox,2020/02/08,"Help!! Guys, 

So I'm on a bus with my colleagues on an office trip. I'm beginning to feel anxious and kind of left out. 
I haven't taken my meds for the past two days. Usually with the meds, in very social and talkative. Now I just feel nervous and in unable to socialise. I'm scared because I can't go through another episode like this where I end up not having a good time because of intrusive thoughts and OCD. Could use some help on how to cope. I wish I have taken my meds man, shit. I have only had one hour of sleep last night as well, and I'm quite hungover. Maybe with some sleep I'll be better?.",1.3142857142857167,3.2208063809523857,2.646269841269841,94.79178571428574,80.42857142857143,5.787301587301588,22.404761904761905,6.816661863887847,0.4415523809523809,468,15,106,5,12,151,84,126,0.10800000000000001,0.792,0.10099999999999999,-0.22399999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,1,2,5,0,8,3,3,2,0,20,21,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,1,2,4,2,10,5,19,15,2,21,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,2,11,59,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557660628749061,0.0,0.16781753144632336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110758346145486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137908370499685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860389617692706,0.0,0.0,0.09580149858169608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315698866003932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022117810808966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442354042731938,0.12459544071728253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708637773404773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991378673573789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629035761236314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469041187522956,0.0,0.12108686056714628,0.0,0.0,0.1613983886449095,0.0,0.0,0.07257329755894075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923694261416978,0.0,0.4950117137433609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394027118543255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066031352123092,0.11297783422522588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180635954910195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799962350994218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487229710562012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248290881533647,0.0,0.0,0.29731157601471164,0.15142649680366396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793092236344102,0.08661982964022595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451103074237795,0.0,0.0,0.1282982160442754,0.1636051948434722,0.12256807640069728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356294869683533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708234531666851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway0644645,2020/02/08,"I just need to tell someone... I feel so lost and anxious. My girlfriend had her second seizure in front of me while we were sleeping a couple days ago, I woke up to it is what I mean. I saw the last seizure she had as well same scenario, we were sleeping and I woke to her groaning really loud and thrashing about. I like to think I'm not a weak person but idk why I'm so affected by this. I'm afraid to sleep. My thoughts are constantly on the event, replaying it over and over making me tear up just thinking about it. I've never been so scared like that in my life. I got over her ppast seizure within a day I believe, but this last one is just so fucking haunting. I have no friends to talk about it and no family. I had anxiety already so this just elevated it from a strong 45 to 100. Every twitch or slight noise she has makes me pounce over to her making sure shes okay. I'm sorry if my wording is confusing I'm having a hard time organizing my thoughts. Just... if anyone has any advice.",1.2172861766065672,3.332358601941748,2.670665742024969,93.38707119741102,81.9126213592233,5.671382339343506,22.916319926028663,6.868970318607317,0.5960747110494693,776,27,171,9,21,252,120,206,0.141,0.7559999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.7359,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,2,14,13,1,3,7,1,15,7,3,4,2,34,36,17,0,3,11,0,2,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,6,1,2,13,4,28,7,25,23,1,21,0,1,1,1,14,10,1,4,12,113,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388476369851792,0.12595324429840574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679864387808806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966253302679288,0.0,0.10869762614614883,0.16052002269094884,0.0,0.09935186860797704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008554289357965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354763216104295,0.0,0.0,0.15721867476504375,0.0,0.1832711826187176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971603371960572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394877741637087,0.0,0.07184442147000701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977753829899396,0.13135890638828696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136414802570022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272837529781369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231642849686786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036159819543354,0.1388349270844119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510682846007934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845363494386915,0.0,0.0,0.1547764762301038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535712530703632,0.10958772579712586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628312174091397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240665543438168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102579322819013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225578509503076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265745704592372,0.0,0.12039147114045755,0.0,0.0,0.1590569001604814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391711477966195,0.0,0.0,0.11420568248114354,0.12419196891752934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208967063358952,0.0,0.22560544384838546,0.08285318523936502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775499300169066,0.0,0.1282131394738292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoodHotdogs,2020/02/08,"Am I the only one who doesn't experience any worry about common things? I see so much of people who are worried about going to the store, checking their phone, talking to people, etc. I know thats a big part of anxiety, but for me it's just mostly physical symptoms. Shortness of breath, tight chest, the pit in the stomach, and some pretty bad dpdr. The only thing I am actually anxious about is some social anxiety and getting in trouble, in a way. 

I have a constant worry that I'm about to get into big trouble. It's usually with my parents. I can't shake the feeling of trying to make sure I'm on their good side so they don't get angry with me. It feels like I'm always covering up for something bad I did. Like i have guilt for something I didn't do. 

Theres also some smaller stuff like me always questioning if my friends even like me. None of them really make any effort to talk to me outside of school which I'm used to. As selfish as it sounds, I really hate the thought that they all have friends that they'd rather be with than me.

Maybe the depersonalization is preventing me from getting worse mental anxiety and maybe even depression again.",5.063901018922851,5.80624476419214,5.8740436681222725,80.14020669577876,68.60698689956331,8.55208151382824,30.113828238719073,8.648137234880735,2.27304518195051,917,34,176,14,15,301,129,229,0.19399999999999998,0.647,0.159,-0.8127,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,6,1,13,17,1,2,11,0,16,4,3,3,2,27,34,10,0,2,4,1,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,14,7,0,2,5,0,2,2,5,9,0,1,3,5,25,8,33,29,9,17,0,1,1,0,16,10,0,6,8,122,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.10848542443858256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890223261276703,0.18500390837370254,0.0,0.0,0.15119818451253705,0.0,0.2551331574528413,0.12558992523743207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564382723160472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013476773933612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575015289888222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398341178077175,0.14685285159946193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874513165535002,0.0,0.0,0.11242130881723963,0.07941953411973758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177860551719676,0.0,0.23232596333675345,0.0,0.06318020554329072,0.09324372697982046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975689492699048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109586610361924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724726698358224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841304843378925,0.0,0.22336946925680864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112032738429055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172239554565572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533135030979404,0.16909887341980645,0.0,0.0,0.12344060653299335,0.1203857671057678,0.0,0.15414190847479856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309937771466225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124535315432554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243609457016293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250949895755998,0.08858772187992947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332333546225007,0.0,0.17116747019124784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726251425221669,0.0,0.0,0.10477596595891024,0.1155477072499751,0.0,0.17870771364282245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771219132939767,0.0,0.0,0.08825618870185359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547681320154605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960147799948434,0.12243753088108802,0.0,0.0,0.0882411980372274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386941606512706,0.1132912480850646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gheymer,2020/02/08,"Anybody have any job suggestions for an anxiety riddled teen who doesnt want to do customer service? My (19F) boyfriend (21F) wants me to move in with him and his roommates, who are all currently trying to whisper in the kitchen about how I need to get a job if I'm ""about that life"". I completely agree with them, and I've been trying to find a job for months, well, passively looking, but I can't find anything that's not customer service related or doesnt involve working with people.

I had a job as a cashier once (would never put it on my resumé) for about a week, worked one 2 hour shift and then went home and had a panic attack. Everyone calls me a crybaby for it, saying ""well everyone hates their job blah blah blah get over it"" but I can't, and it's not that I dont want a job, I need to make money and be an adult, I've got bills to pay, I just don't know what I could do that won't make me spiral. Sorry for the rambling and run-on sentences. Any advice?",5.304423337856175,4.548987149253739,5.919448213478062,85.16877883310721,68.05472636815921,9.100135685210313,31.208050655811853,8.296473431620573,2.0237323383084576,751,26,166,9,11,245,116,201,0.138,0.823,0.04,-0.9372,7,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,2,7,5,2,1,12,0,17,2,0,3,2,32,32,14,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,2,1,11,10,1,0,3,0,3,3,10,3,2,1,5,3,18,2,23,23,1,13,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,2,6,102,29,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714871225474916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913152192145018,0.0,0.08388195088945732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023260830603903,0.0,0.0,0.12474270609695208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119649109593695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496594021217207,0.0,0.0,0.08754660375733145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850898492396298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955055042993345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043622947016168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145752001122878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769712277898561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825667539994548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998789164503404,0.0,0.10798316399574874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6528642422622373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026077313373024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744903867263593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920783850556819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638445466319516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752158493671293,0.11654059848651566,0.0,0.16260817322683244,0.08456884073109554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677367282372085,0.07430167866311893,0.0,0.0,0.12865065114396335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601750469701414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102285368666328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719808208356294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274419930709338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488903065710322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402323514768274,0.0,0.08795461707793009,0.0,0.1971770392564449,0.10164664976594356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965301378168886,0.0,0.0,0.07789221493005696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Larsen-97,2020/02/08,"I hate how I can even seem racist sometimes I've had social anxiety for over ten years now, and some months ago I had the worst experience I've ever had with another person.

I met a nice black guy at a bar and my brain just stopped while we were introducing each other, I was extra anxious because I had a panic attack maybe an hour earlier and I had a hard time focusing on anything, even shaking his hand which was the absolute worst. It was incredibly awkward and I tried to be extremely nice afterwards, listening to his stories and so on. I so wish I had the courage at the time to deal with the situation better, but I'm just so damn pathetic sometimes. I don't consider myself racist, all people are worth the same to me no matter their genes, sex, gender etc. in my opinion. But the fear of being missunderstood and all the other baggage just makes everything so hard. 

I've been grudging over this for so long and I just wanna put this behind me, I feel like this is the place to do so.",5.570516074450083,5.856635218274112,6.446002538071068,78.0878193739425,67.3756345177665,9.815397631133672,31.13747884940779,9.725611199111238,2.7944859560067687,786,29,154,16,12,261,122,197,0.21899999999999997,0.6920000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,1,15,14,3,4,14,0,18,4,2,2,3,31,26,17,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,11,1,1,2,1,1,2,2,9,0,1,12,6,22,5,19,12,9,22,0,0,1,1,10,8,1,3,13,116,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668865954724094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169174682549758,0.11796228748728048,0.17420167979266746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268931488700264,0.0,0.0,0.17542432910200045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939986573222453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637703328005496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213777316126302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897303767459253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197333749346894,0.20369478986953693,0.13948238468069532,0.0,0.0,0.13858467590104595,0.15083681726717532,0.0,0.17351744291423726,0.07796796121754661,0.11016023957219324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268186735356287,0.0,0.0,0.27626514384185474,0.152240201026972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185556487401194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533414556812412,0.0,0.0,0.1364618116103786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292944394798828,0.0,0.1549142444561912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308066579486968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092003028958428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069026011919081,0.13464116071296695,0.1611057835255869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501320864961296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037754301303842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332683395844428,0.0,0.1571870941073551,0.0,0.0,0.30501473475509083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891778719535954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798300773064152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469142027315964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732195339280535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929949985748587
anxiety,jimmypfromthe5thgala,2020/02/08,"Job Is Trying to Punish Me for Having Anxiety and Depression So I have been working for a big box store for almost ten years. In those ten years I have been told, but not officially recognized, by management as one of the best employees at that location. I spent 7 years at one location and 2 plus at the current one. I am always on time, get my work done early, help others, and am a fairly pleasant person. I suffer from anxiety and depression, but up until a few years ago it never got in the way of work.

In 2014 I went to see a new doctor who interrupted cuts on my hand as me being bipolar and she prescribed a medication (I wish I knew what it was called) that made me very sick. I had to take these giant pills three times a day and they were not good for me. My pharmacist even warned me on taking that high of a dosage and she turned out to be right. I had to go on a leave of absence from work but returned a helluva lot better.

Since then, the only things that I can not do at my job are ringing people out at the register (due to claustrophobia) and going outside to get carts (if I am outside for more than five minutes everything starts to warp and I have a huge panic attack.) Keep in mind that I work on the floor, so I do everything from helping customers to cleaning up spills to stocking shelves and then some. I do a lot of work in the six-hour shift they give me and I do it better than anyone else. I was recently recognized for all my hard work with a $25 gift card and a gift bag full of things for around the house. My store manager was even there to help my boss present the stuff to me which is something she never does.

Four days after getting all of this stuff, I was called into the office of a manager (who we will call Derrick) who I barely ever work with, but was the manager for that shift. He asked me why I didn’t come up to the registers to help out and I told him about my disabilities. I have a doctor’s note in my file saying that I can’t do those two things so he would have to take it up with HR (which we don’t have, but kinda do. The HR manager quit before Christmas and the store manager was filling in). He said that if I can’t do those two things that I would have to be moved to a different department. I told him that no one has ever had a problem with me not going up for back up (that is what they call going up and ringing people out) and he said that he would talk to my boss about getting me moved.

The next day I warned my boss (who we will call Sean), who was instrumental in getting me recognized officially, that Derrick wanted to move me out of his department. He said that he would talk to Derrick and get everything straightened out and that I wasn’t going anywhere.

This was over a month ago.

This past Wednesday, Sean calls me into his office to tell me that they are moving me to a different department because of my “problem”. He said that they needed people on the floor that didn’t have my “problem” and that could answer for back up. I said that he couldn’t do that because that would be discrimination and he said that “it’s what's best for the company”. I told him that no one has ever had a problem with this setup and he said that two people have and that it was getting “ridiculous”. He kept going on and on about how I would be getting the same amount of hours (I won’t. I will be going from four days down to one or two) and that I would be doing what I am good at (which is apparently anywhere where customers aren't’ even though I have had no complaints since I started at this location.) I got up and walked out to go do my work.

After having a huge panic attack that I had to keep hidden in fear of being called out for it, I was on the floor and another boss (who we will call Heather) came over and asked me what was wrong (she knew because she was the other boss who complained). I told her that I was being punished for not being able to go up for back up and she went on and on about how it was “best for the company” and that my coworkers were complaining about why I didn’t have to do certain things but they did (I am almost 40 and I swear I work with children). I told her that it didn’t matter what other people thought and that I have every right to continue doing my job, the same one I have been doing for almost ten years without any complaints.

So, I am being moved out of a department that I really love due to my depression and anxiety. I have a doctor’s note detailing what I can not do and I have never had a complaint from any management (until a month ago) because I work my ass off and I pick up the slack when others have to go up for back up. I feel like I am being singled out because they don’t believe that I am sick even though most of the managers have seen what my panic attacks look like. I don’t know what to do which is making my anxiety worse.",5.1969009949724025,4.820960305611222,5.947038287100519,83.61028987800164,68.188376753507,9.087677108603172,28.53081601800091,8.585537434231625,1.8231279893119576,3787,110,814,52,57,1244,311,998,0.128,0.7909999999999999,0.08,-0.9932,8,0,1,0,0,0,82.0,4,0,7,17,28,34,7,4,49,0,118,11,2,10,9,133,182,60,0,18,16,0,3,2,0,12,8,10,1,2,83,61,0,3,6,0,4,25,26,22,0,18,58,16,121,12,147,98,16,144,0,4,3,2,80,70,1,11,50,631,204,31,0.03926303863976262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441294427387472,0.0,0.11794878499062406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03266999344472954,0.0,0.0,0.05340042532400618,0.04117071942119505,0.12014446836702306,0.0,0.0,0.027453629528041548,0.04022962297767897,0.0,0.03495242863697605,0.0734112820151189,0.1340021239470758,0.0,0.12076341260495548,0.0,0.11967191964225088,0.0,0.033409954022997984,0.04423599927181306,0.12361241014633705,0.06944993399975713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207356185766831,0.04490645641104713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033821631201121874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03134834149131894,0.0,0.0,0.10128564709001034,0.0,0.10145159294320033,0.0,0.0,0.08204303733352676,0.0,0.120562151295591,0.03435934970260455,0.040179720364328576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03279923066044438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373146689210658,0.1065469989031476,0.03308080345497093,0.0,0.10586126230221687,0.0,0.0,0.04418183424423715,0.019852572058576073,0.028049522649372487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410653733694006,0.037664684350106524,0.2231408967605762,0.0658639479775639,0.06280447749411508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035171970574491604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052687486835954,0.04148355601331605,0.0,0.0,0.07733236824662884,0.04530427503381011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688752239114635,0.06979758554134867,0.0,0.0,0.021577939219245564,0.0,0.0,0.04157388878427195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03836387485340236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032971063808434134,0.0,0.0,0.06676006278395494,0.035436425303760746,0.037151636501501765,0.02620838317453317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039553380748397364,0.0,0.0,0.039644476391999466,0.0,0.06267876570203992,0.20865198203945376,0.0,0.029113045651227836,0.09084622766561634,0.037920487381762506,0.041756687022849334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623955782410906,0.029861310145821243,0.0,0.13820014844849204,0.0,0.0,0.03748101308707935,0.13610023657601786,0.03428297089424147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150277701556242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04176107457634298,0.0,0.0,0.025152907940195486,0.0,0.038767513928490496,0.0,0.0,0.06706084093751777,0.26143698624255096,0.03122354422931772,0.0,0.0,0.031287558393141617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495758259171547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030226605363402624,0.0,0.0,0.05558116166994962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989357128566937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856275613495891,0.06311628640234189,0.03431762635963294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042309118924586,0.0,0.07715147222846226,0.03117046695599672,0.045789187151676715,0.0,0.0,0.2251050960050962,0.0,0.026657025942853987,0.0427069113746944,0.1534171344335941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03239611883585492,0.02315835745998573,0.03116517252822625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279446035722313,0.07085757079477836,0.0,0.045150556745684106,0.03784816814392993,0.0,0.31442355725308524,0.0,0.0400123907091511,0.1952393529665287,0.04292796913751521,0.0,0.12642054797359845
anxiety,tricey03,2020/02/08,Dealing with anxiety and being in a relationship Is anybody in a relationship and have anxiety? It’s hard idk what to do anymore 😔,4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,70.6,11.4,40.5,11.20814326018867,5.719000000000001,106,7,17,4,2,39,20,25,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887279067785356,0.0,0.3167898644458895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32931948672708833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28614756534002306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6858990169347161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZeroFalcon,2020/02/08,"Just when things felt like they were going well for the first time in as long as I can remember, I've discovered something which feels like it has destroyed everything I've worked towards. Feeling distraught right now, please help. I started college this year and joined a society, and for the first time in my life I felt like I had a group of people who genuinely liked me. For the first time ever, I was beginning to fight the anxiety and genuinely let myself believe that people liked me. Just as I have started to feel vaguely confident, I've been hit with what feels like a giant setback. A couple of weeks ago I joined a chat they've been using for months, and tonight I accidentally stumbled upon a discussion they had months ago, before they knew me, talking about how this weird person (me, I'm 100% sure, description was definitely me) was staring at people and was following certain people at a society event. Now, in their defense, I was very awkward at said event, and quite frankly I don't blame them for feeling weirded out by me - I came out out of the event feeling awful, because I knew just how weird I had acted. Not to the extent of purposefully following people around, but I definitely get why they would have thought that's what I was doing. It's the first time I've actually seen material evidence of the negative thoughts that I'm always convinced everyone has about me. Convincing myself at the time that they didn't view me negatively, that certain people didn't actually dislike me and that it was in my head, was a major thing for me, and now I'm finding out that I was actually right all along. It seems like they like me now, and the people who said it at the time are very friendly towards me, but I feel like the confidence and trust I was building in them has evaporated in seconds. I'm now terrified that they still think I'm that weirdo stalker, and that every dm I've sent/ interaction I've had with them is still being viewed through that same lens.

Apologies for rambling, I'm just feeling very upset and very lost right now. If someone could help me I'd appreciate it so much. Thank you.",8.418218673218675,7.304849808353815,8.147482800982804,72.89473771498774,61.97297297297297,11.284963144963148,37.794717444717456,10.355215969177356,3.7886747911547913,1700,71,314,32,20,545,187,407,0.085,0.726,0.188,0.9887,0,0,1,0,1,0,42.0,0,1,11,7,21,28,3,3,20,1,33,2,1,3,5,59,71,22,0,3,8,0,10,9,1,1,1,2,0,1,26,21,0,1,18,1,0,6,6,10,1,5,31,16,47,18,44,35,5,63,0,1,4,0,28,23,0,2,43,214,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.22513692341237188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633866069179604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398895053731381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883011927042145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845943299603766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468789842865962,0.0,0.06543827133140842,0.08664266107556698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795584923988106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140030228375935,0.08509103386976609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956261616894224,0.0647935819024851,0.0734835309876232,0.06911491109555112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110732798018654,0.16481725229995545,0.14767671215360567,0.0,0.07028739294215204,0.2616525408714491,0.0,0.0,0.05941459717491621,0.0,0.040178325709908286,0.0,0.04370540150190276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892404037368758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309210444188488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863790595810118,0.054318433634133766,0.33813561749108345,0.0,0.0,0.06805619680579691,0.0,0.0,0.08394804506304818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276551095833613,0.0,0.05653210650878426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732010491388165,0.06714820229563555,0.0,0.08441573289110113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179515982981572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711541873518103,0.1970226673446316,0.1463035702305054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000904928396075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515914705268436,0.05920321835331448,0.0,0.0,0.10886381752484284,0.0,0.12282869893277976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724795942116107,0.0,0.0,0.061811229554285925,0.0,0.07080139024880347,0.0,0.0,0.1021810640415488,0.04927594751187383,0.0,0.12210381808901286,0.2690544187052899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641897527408593,0.0,0.25381010856895475,0.0,0.0,0.06168646005739496,0.0,0.0691444858747507,0.0,0.06939244723835024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598585716632085,0.0,0.0,0.054629252729367465,0.0,0.0,0.049522619004306746
anxiety,Condensed_Milkkid,2020/02/08,Foreshadowing Does anybody else’s anxiety make them feel like almost everything that happens in their life is like foreshadowing to some awful event that’s gonna happen that they have no other proof of orrrr is that just me??,6.770650406504064,8.708719073170734,6.432682926829269,73.28528455284554,65.58536585365854,9.369105691056909,28.300813008130078,9.725611199111238,2.8032373983739842,186,6,30,4,3,58,34,41,0.16,0.7290000000000001,0.11,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223066878710117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462299569373071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816709354215547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688813979658757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892763399740333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274733342345704,0.22994426120288106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692578216897473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22734656567931374,0.3144992152029633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148509756020704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sushibitch12,2020/02/08,"Career plateau - anxiety barrier I am really struggling with what to do in my life. I was hospitalized with manic depressive/extreme anxiety/panic attacks when I was 18 and have been dealing with a less severe, but chronic version ever since. I’m finally not on any drugs - just have Ativan In case of panic attacks. It took 10 years. 

I work in advertising as an account manager and have always wanted to be in sales, but I have 0 confidence. I feel like I have always put on a big front that I am a confident, attractive, smart 28 year old female and it’s all bullshit. I’m at the last stage In an interview process for a sales job and I have to present in front of 3 salespeople. The second they told me that I basically shut down and I don’t think I’m ready. I really haven’t tried that hard in my current job to learn presenting skills so I’m afraid I’m way over my skis. Should I tell them I’m not interested and work on honing my skills? When I tried to make a mock pitch tonight and practice I had so much anxiety and started crying. I know my shit and I love talking to people about my industry but I just can’t get over this hump. I stumble on my words and I get so frustrated quickly. I used to think you just had to be smart and hard working to succeed and make $$ and I was so wrong. 

Any advice? I feel like a total failure. If 17 year old me saw me now she would be so disappointed 😞",1.4596839080459745,3.5960209166666717,3.5247701149425303,87.48,81.15277777777777,7.027969348659005,24.514367816091948,8.104835398774808,1.5322397988505752,1096,42,231,22,29,372,156,288,0.203,0.6729999999999999,0.124,-0.9717,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,6,14,18,5,3,10,0,23,6,1,3,3,42,45,25,0,4,9,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,16,0,1,6,1,3,4,5,10,0,1,9,5,37,8,32,31,5,40,0,1,1,2,10,17,1,1,19,146,44,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184333617837278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169302426633895,0.0,0.0,0.164837701894996,0.0,0.1854324000310263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757606270794307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313040064525605,0.0,0.12494989943036268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055129578883574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096306027304747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225627824117482,0.17316786616288055,0.0,0.13276657331115407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664198981766248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171393491883397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405407878838841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666072955589617,0.09879261187749697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560578866417187,0.11842252057455425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938599973696587,0.0,0.1618013199955324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890945345576075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543539960037892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421998341372492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402348890832016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183754625607528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552851879243111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691933354918093,0.12440808819377852,0.10025630479631437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857846253352781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670254889098154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741442637940306,0.10593246456915384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553176727201319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580995995566715,0.13465552713338785,0.16457108231308332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467622831140076,0.0,0.0,0.07148576814145306,0.0962013951676233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647009386745733,0.0,0.0,0.08609563919923302,0.1325110752716465,0.0,0.23414277104162995
anxiety,andurpointis,2020/02/08,"Morning Panic Attacks - What Can Help? Hi all, first just want to say this is my first time on this sub. I’ve just read some stories shared on here and want to say you are all so strong and can make it through anything anxiety does to you. 

I need some advice on how to cope with my morning panic attacks. I wake up, and am instantly gasping for air and have a rapid heart rate. It takes about an hour to fully go away. It’s really starting to control my mornings and I just wanted to see if anyone here had any suggestions on what I can potentially do to help with this. 

I have no problem falling asleep or sleeping through the night. I have no red flag stressors in my life, other than planning a wedding. (I’ve had these morning panic attacks before wedding planning) 

Thank you all in advance.",3.4703846153846167,5.328376038461542,3.991282051282056,87.82038461538464,73.87179487179486,6.082051282051282,29.30769230769231,6.67199483983844,1.4600538461538457,626,27,121,5,13,197,96,156,0.183,0.7190000000000001,0.098,-0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,7,8,10,3,3,4,0,12,5,4,3,3,25,22,9,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,7,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,7,0,2,2,4,13,3,23,20,5,18,0,0,2,0,12,9,0,4,6,85,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489376154192062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387379247557953,0.0,0.10560231329753596,0.0,0.0,0.09652268892540987,0.0,0.11359740767767244,0.0,0.0,0.4711306135998005,0.12969569222396873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746419889145085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482666364622386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080212635041185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348381572132513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845286665123348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358130386223882,0.18505426891507026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594428591874208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750366508855997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214459653903084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235693776644264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954375413031918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858902144255334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208825289314566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380800898367269,0.0,0.08843370987435896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955424463762724,0.0,0.0,0.11000218615655803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814242632379767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770735728224443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379095597129452,0.0,0.0,0.12709120239221458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049382802143379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24426354236883016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Otheraccountt17,2020/02/08,How to deal with things that are out of my control before I relapse pls I can’t stop thinking that there’s no guarantee that everyone will stay in my life or survive. I have a friend who’s going through a rough time and last time things got bad it made me permanently afraid of people dying or leaving. Now that things are rough for her again I’m completely helpless. I’m doing everything I can but I know with mental health it’s something you have to deal with in your own. I couldn’t stand to lose her help,1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,84.38461538461539,5.38974358974359,21.166666666666664,6.816661863887847,0.4215666666666671,408,13,86,5,12,128,72,104,0.11199999999999999,0.804,0.083,-0.4304,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,3,4,5,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,3,0,15,16,5,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,2,13,1,13,12,1,12,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,2,6,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567683754061084,0.0,0.0,0.1597664842930151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685854102622652,0.0,0.21058426277127296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38713627955457147,0.0,0.0,0.19486103291953727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794088560174792,0.16874294099301115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505978096896904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067060330370035,0.0,0.1501655847863117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995757946388939,0.0,0.0,0.12584885534058146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031857596982674,0.15304615843667962,0.0,0.1988064408852462,0.0,0.0,0.1326175798574879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005088157268886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765921932999929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921383660022303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301663348248261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454370298441654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012286062792486,0.0,0.15697238108193998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37421013035078704,0.12030643129780524,0.0,0.0,0.21896400829592752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iwillgoifthereisfood,2020/02/08,"Small victories are victories!! I drove to a new place BY MYSELF (I’m terrified of driving), ordered sandwiches for my family AND managed to take my time with the order despite feeling rushed and panicked for no reason like I usually do. AND NOT ONLY THAT I decided to buy two cases of diet coke for my family so I ACTUALLY ASKED AN EMPLOYEE where the cart was, picked up the drinks, checked out on my own, and wheeled the cart out!! I know it might seem dumb to feel happy about such small stuff but I was anxious the whole time and I still pushed through it!!:’) 

Small victories🎉🥺",1.9645609257998624,4.574924026548672,3.463716814159291,85.71142273655548,83.07079646017701,7.370728386657588,25.50646698434309,8.384062270229773,2.0962299523485366,457,19,88,11,13,150,79,113,0.11800000000000001,0.845,0.037000000000000005,-0.7907,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,7,0,5,4,0,2,0,18,13,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,6,1,2,4,2,1,0,1,3,2,12,2,17,9,2,20,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,2,6,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.20253572375728945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344687918789279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940282277750167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033168359969219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913132765367696,0.0,0.20988378176030367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093741258302652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140622855458374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139687584879907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017434117008525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200449978833852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784868286159534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168422168655945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339266246032887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889427986938665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574713107554406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23759141437324904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560493532515263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24204439945535006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274305179918564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285834623442493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317185741941736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigLittleRed11,2020/02/08,Valerian Root Has anyone ever taken it for anxiety?,2.8000000000000007,5.063549555555556,8.453888888888889,42.46750000000004,109.0,10.68888888888889,26.722222222222207,8.841846274778883,5.606288888888887,42,2,4,2,2,17,9,9,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561068637358727,0.0,0.0,0.5082931248525536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6575585565814484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,schnazz_,2020/02/08,"I’m the cause of my own suffering, always Do you ever have the realization that each moment, either consciously or unconsciously, you make the choice to suffer? The ability to be free is always right there in front of you— the ability to not react, to not resort to fear, to not *care* if you’re not good enough, if you’re not meeting some self-created expectations, to just be— and yet you’ll never be able to do it. Not fully. Maybe you’ll have a brave moment, a brave day, even, where everything feels clear and you understand: I don’t have to suffer. I don’t have to feel this way. It doesn’t have to be like this, always.

Today I feel so separated from my thoughts, which are so dizzying, and hectic, and paralyzing. I know they’re not useful, or rational, or worth having. But they’re still there. And so I am the cause of my own suffering. That’s so frustrating. Or it’s just human; I don’t know. Thoughts? Is there a way out, other than just through it?",2.2963408958696903,4.406932424083768,3.808019197207681,86.66053374054684,78.16230366492147,7.385805700988946,21.082315299592786,8.344100000000001,1.1232615474112848,747,20,155,15,18,247,97,191,0.107,0.767,0.126,0.3946,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,5,0,0,15,12,1,1,9,0,21,0,0,5,3,44,33,16,0,3,18,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,9,0,2,1,12,6,0,0,2,3,14,7,19,26,6,15,0,4,0,0,7,4,0,7,9,112,24,0,0.1714238468340422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279151191319261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477803664780028,0.3521990231408457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055419966694252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712665826228213,0.0,0.11322383409708064,0.15506268366183745,0.0,0.0,0.1540647000609843,0.0,0.0,0.1928994863546032,0.2600311430087296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378218957506925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842012619818907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374903261014859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144267488897091,0.0,0.17221829507584802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221263862335386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639502855228598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883245839972106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689930551887627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721827723134503,0.0,0.0,0.16248976273437465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845827014089996,0.0,0.14805516409929462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721365409871627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,healthworriesreddit,2020/02/08,"Anybody with anxiety that makes even basic taks feel impossible recover? I feel like I've fallen too far into a hole of anxiety, and that I'll never recover. 

I've suffered fear my whole life. 

I used to just suffer in silence, then in my 30s I drowned it out with alcohol. 

I'm 37 now and I'm three months sober, and have been working on my anxiety with therepy and an online course. 

However, I’m wondering if it’s possible to recover from this point?

As even basic things like having a shower fire up my anxiety horribly. So in the past year, I’ve been avoiding even that! So at the moment, every little thing feels like an impossible task... and I fear I’ve left things slide for too many years and I’m a hopeless case.",2.686794871794873,4.720867722222224,4.463333333333335,82.79192307692307,76.6388888888889,8.31965811965812,26.35470085470085,9.057496981413335,2.296505982905983,568,22,112,14,13,192,91,144,0.225,0.7090000000000001,0.065,-0.9713,2,1,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,3,7,0,4,2,0,2,1,21,14,11,1,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,11,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,2,4,8,3,17,12,1,22,0,3,0,0,0,12,0,2,11,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021862118346805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587527991635799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706174644299954,0.0,0.1263138568909227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374028019302195,0.22741179330820266,0.21420540130557988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288824900744386,0.0,0.1058927543614918,0.2197296539945023,0.150258976651686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007259848318452,0.1519950975060019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966451558173168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562735486009405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143115366881959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417226238124103,0.1690119943159928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988000644816497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948253038764082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738004895965838,0.0,0.0,0.16258157569608894,0.10914336485773228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930868097148298
anxiety,fireocity,2020/02/08,"I've been spending all of tonight trying to find the perfect movie/show to get me through my chores. Naturally, I haven't gotten anything done because I can't decide on a movie/show. And so the cycle continues. FML.",3.1085714285714303,5.460749619047622,3.957380952380952,85.39178571428572,76.61904761904762,6.104761904761905,29.54761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.7810761904761896,172,8,32,2,4,55,35,42,0.0,0.899,0.10099999999999999,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298329408823915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184074134467369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345247603808897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773999975725592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728957753798917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546276647863697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,searchingfornormal14,2020/02/08,Fear of someone after me For some reason I’ve developed a recurring fear that someone will be after me and try to kill me because of something they’re unhappy about. It’s gotten to the point where I’m preemptively worrying about things I could possibly do that would make someone retaliate - things that are harmless or impossible. Has anyone else had irrational fears like this?,11.444656862745099,9.785546308823527,10.602941176470589,59.416568627451,56.5,14.360784313725492,44.72549019607843,13.023866798666859,6.028690196078433,311,15,48,9,3,100,54,68,0.272,0.6709999999999999,0.057,-0.9517,0,0,1,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,3,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,7,11,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,9,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642686026594627,0.18526165793691127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022036300821103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443624197392188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104391742822335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6103860233034739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003995713083225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833484549642621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206923694376615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092430425613778,0.2038365982952801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859032412064936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596002846955285,0.13919670652980565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024483769468016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275841671646985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836217735798275,0.0,0.1284425453821064,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icedancing,2020/02/08,I had no anxiety attacks today!! I’m so proud of myself After months of daily anxiety attacks I finally went a day without any. I’m so grateful!,0.7101724137931029,3.2320888965517263,4.734051724137935,74.0348706896552,91.06896551724138,7.037931034482759,31.38793103448276,8.07648339933343,3.439958620689655,114,7,18,3,4,43,21,29,0.331,0.45799999999999996,0.212,-0.3439,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891879266479017,0.0,0.42564984699388303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329933102502986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941824859900354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047583464720262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205938728146696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26370439777862675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578974407577384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681782557021057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AntonioGarzaHi123,2020/02/08,"Best way to get through counselling I’ve been going to counselling for the last month and finding it so hard to go and open up and not feel awful afterwards, any advice?",14.480909090909087,7.53472496969697,11.94060606060606,68.2309090909091,56.87878787878788,14.412121212121216,48.15151515151516,8.841846274778883,4.6177515151515145,136,5,26,1,1,41,28,33,0.05,0.772,0.17800000000000002,0.7016,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474772902876445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418125987857645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37316854011672745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179796397236103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250017495598849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578048784444345,0.0,0.4041786544857645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31853774787111355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28985235712821034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838276124418937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282249862802843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IntuitionisCalling,2020/02/08,Anxiety Causing Left Side of Face to Tingle/Partially numb So I'm scared because this is something that sounds like a stroke but it happened after I saw a horrifying video of Chinese people dying from that virus and this whole thing about the virus has me.feeling anxious lately but tonight I begin feeling tingling and partial.numbness on the left side of my face. Has this ever happened to anyone else?,6.288333333333334,8.846235611111117,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,67.8888888888889,7.022222222222222,32.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.6376499999999994,332,15,50,4,6,99,54,72,0.16899999999999998,0.785,0.047,-0.8477,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,3,5,2,1,1,7,9,5,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,1,9,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,6,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472514065195015,0.24325906878287065,0.0,0.150562170589435,0.220628727845518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126179881999073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212009157273252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234762103689894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987870626927402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477627913475665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775236224189048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808272393474103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24289908290395265,0.0,0.4679084644666509,0.0,0.0,0.1051982628426208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492811507177256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215580643654772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576982320008782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305419022559013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040574494568825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dino_Wesley,2020/02/08,"Lost My Home, My Fire, and My Identity. Searching For a Light. I am not sure if this is the correct place to post this, but really just sharing this seems warranted at this time for me. Forgive me if out of place. 

Long story short, I had been self-medicating anxiety with sex, alcohol, work, and fitness for many years. I always felt the undertow of anxiety, pulling me into chronic dark mental places if unattended - and figured staying busy was the best solution. I took up meditation and other coping mechanisms in my teens, which seem to keep the wolves away from the door and instead roaming along the mental tree line, where they belonged.   
 It wasn't until I turned 30 that I began to really investigate the subconscious origins of my anxiety. It was a very serious relationship, actually, that caused me to question my beliefs and my thought streams more seriously. 

The origin wasn't a surprise. It was the root of a dark tree, sprouting rotten fruit that I knew very well, but pretended didn't exist. It was my childhood. I won't delve into it. But one of my first memories in this life was sitting in the back of a police squad car, with blood on my forearms, sirens dancing through my iris - desperately watching my mother try to murder her lesbian lover with a hammer in our front yard, in Daytona Beach Florida. 

I decided to do what I've never done, go to therapy. Initially, they were impressed with the amount of self-awareness I had around the issues and the methods I developed to cope. 

But they had a next-level solution. 3 milligrams of Klonopin per day. 

I knew that road leads to a dark place, but in this moment, immediate relief was more important - as my inquisitive nature into my repressed memories seemed to have unleashed new bouts of rage. 

I took the Klonopin as prescribed, and felt better than ever. In fact, I stopped drinking. The thought occurred to me that this is how life must feel for the more fortunate people with Rosey childhoods, or proper brain chemistry. 

This newfound self-awareness, which felt like a lucid dream, soon became a putrid nightmare. My wakefulness and mood started to slip. My entire attitude became dependant on a refill. 

I, against my better judgment, decided to stop taking them after a very fast rief 3-day taper.  Ambitious? yes. Stupid as hell? Even more yes. 

I ended up waking up at work to police and EMT's standing around me. Apparently I had a seizure and was unresponsive for 7 minutes. 

Me, being the well-adjusted adult I am, woke up in a rage that people were standing over me. My employer ended up letting me go because ""this makes us look bad"". My doctor, who is now under investigation for overprescribing patients, cut me off with a 3-week taper. 

I had to sell everything I own, flee my home, and spend 90 days shaking in bed at my grandparent's house. 

With the help of CBD, meditation, cold showers and the slow grind of time, I  have somewhat returned to this world.  Moved to a new city, started a new career. Slowly getting back into the gym, etc. 

But, I will never forget the feeling of having to go through job interviews, my face is maniacally twitching with every word I speak and every smile I half- attempt. 

I will never forget squinting at daylight with a raw nerve for a mind and hoping that this heart palpitation actually kills me this time. Egging it on to finish the job. 

I will never forget finally falling asleep after 4 days of tremors and waking up to the bed soaking wet and shaking. 

I will never forget these things, but I don't remember who I am. 

It's been 8 months. I am going to keep going.",5.797251076685736,7.296681086102723,6.230683936491612,75.47879829015878,67.4441087613293,8.896882432345567,32.66516680593945,9.252503621752664,3.0923258597415955,2837,123,481,54,47,916,343,662,0.109,0.762,0.129,0.9470000000000001,6,0,3,0,0,0,101.0,2,0,4,10,13,30,8,3,42,2,41,20,9,8,10,97,73,33,2,5,13,1,7,1,1,6,6,1,7,1,34,34,3,5,19,7,2,17,11,16,1,3,32,14,70,13,95,33,9,107,2,1,2,3,19,42,1,11,44,338,104,10,0.0,0.0,0.1381202606092707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756303141115514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058885302266517316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241379143703594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599845351785618,0.0,0.0,0.0664896075644243,0.1088336620882634,0.059088983451984475,0.043139997397735316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426747878675644,0.12517848719143607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900137403847184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269904126439697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256005940880388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243485507022411,0.0,0.07242104234395927,0.0,0.06932647202475682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536028491085913,0.0,0.07892590748945069,0.046742118213344334,0.06401442194569618,0.11925151524506772,0.0,0.06360242505636579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156565295397449,0.0,0.20384740865111525,0.07752375005288471,0.0,0.06019589643462352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036973771785972664,0.0,0.20109767049690086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838613566277497,0.04743482804747528,0.0,0.14197373256754686,0.07028937626587176,0.0,0.08165768180653603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073864230221521,0.14045420810651862,0.12580510397189767,0.07829518062306061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723658822822622,0.09997217820675323,0.03457405601686588,0.0,0.0,0.06262815199136679,0.05942795984005581,0.0,0.07725249385576692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723871670681533,0.07174844523615803,0.0,0.0,0.07860817176394692,0.0,0.1426365902025088,0.0,0.07145630376357807,0.0,0.056486972828766566,0.07521602385190128,0.0,0.0,0.2729062671792318,0.2050468144733256,0.07526341078545629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047954763465609784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812433642365764,0.0,0.29575329180405857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677769383089169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792772407520058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067259774300553,0.0,0.0,0.07597919574349375,0.08016724326966441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932757449775763,0.22148184552032246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018102730250623,0.07543011381839254,0.0,0.11833175414545938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669874685343416,0.0,0.053209322630011414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080930278674627,0.0,0.047015639352393335,0.0,0.0,0.11236502826960096,0.12379755128476742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725345873412233,0.048047362875261984,0.07697612151109708,0.0,0.0,0.0851261405740907,0.0,0.0,0.17517498922722466,0.0,0.0,0.056766454453929124,0.0,0.12725928200442566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304104362413134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557278037241262
anxiety,autumnssong,2020/02/08,"Just had one of the worst panic attacks in my life I had a very bad week, and a minor conflict with my parents just got me. I was heaving, shaking, crying, I felt like I couldn’t breathe, usually when I have panic attacks I can ground myself for two seconds to drink water. I tried to drink water and I couldn’t even take it down because I thought I would die for some reason. I always feel like I’m losing control during panic attacks but I thought I was going to die and I’m having a very hard time recovering.",3.209928571428569,4.512355171428574,4.58779761904762,85.54741071428572,73.47619047619048,6.011904761904763,27.410714285714285,5.985473137389443,1.0806428571428568,403,15,79,2,8,134,67,105,0.322,0.645,0.033,-0.9762,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,12,3,4,4,0,10,6,1,2,0,18,19,5,2,3,3,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,5,2,0,2,2,10,0,3,8,3,17,2,9,8,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115106474831084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573818978791617,0.0,0.0,0.11189635698951073,0.0816938838229656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030845208662633,0.0,0.0,0.1472084344973127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27817140601764195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625660219322995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851519251970871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677616654010691,0.09573985490738546,0.12867476065904926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616342476416217,0.0,0.10718349181880373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005050501934265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946582754358262,0.1309452520124083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992774129050024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081156957888407,0.0,0.0,0.4717107783270517,0.14880703960477334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778903802289827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076208816514763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127847964520952,0.07814482601055459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098692437421377,0.0,0.13091251475635848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759783687601194,0.22115169343008806,0.0,0.0,0.10749820155168582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519992580309407,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GilRico22,2020/02/08,Struggling with fear Anxiety? Remember “Everything you have ever wanted is sitting on the other side of fear” ~ George Addair :) imagine the possibilities stay positive stay strong,7.964166666666667,11.898348035714285,7.857142857142858,55.35452380952384,68.64285714285714,10.876190476190477,37.904761904761905,10.504223727775694,5.978033333333332,147,8,16,5,3,47,25,28,0.261,0.502,0.237,-0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236211316294785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745512008724694,0.0,0.0,0.22599121868675145,0.0,0.0,0.5659127624701735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28347732753487315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848490916692719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360343833554114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628749888770561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483144630438437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jcorb,2020/02/08,"So... it's been a bad day. I don't know why, but this week I've just been in a funk. Way more critical and self-hating than normal. Today I went out for lunch, and it was just weighing heavily on me. Little stuff, like catching my reflection in the elevator, just really makes me focus on how much I hate my appearance.

Anyways, I decided to sign up for a Meetup group, which is specially for people with social anxiety or ""introverts"". The meeting was tonight, and I decide to go. Sort of a weird location, they're meeting in a cafe area above a grocery store, playing card and board games.

I go there, and don't really see any indication which group of people are there for the Meetup. There's one group that looks larger than the rest, but nobody has any cards or board games out. A number of people seem like they just stare at me, and not the friendliest of faces.

I just go back to my car (it was like a 30 min drive). Pull up the event info, sure enough it looks like that was the place. I just kind of sit there, running through my mind, *thinking* about going back inside.

I just had this weird thought. Like, ""I really just need to call someone for a quick pep-talk to get me to go back inside"". But I don't have anyone. Nobody I can talk about my social anxiety to. I just sit in m car for like 30-40 minutes, trying to think if there is *anyone* I can call, getting more and more upset (eventually, the thought of calling the suicide prevention hotline even crosses my mind). I eventually think how weird it would look to show up so late, especially since I'm sure some of those people would've remembered seeing me (I stand out). So I just... go home.

I'm just so disappointed in myself. I don't even have the energy to be angry anymore, though. I feel like I've reached a point, it's just like ""Yep, I completely failed again. No surprise here. This is just how it's always been, and how it's always going to be. You're wasting your time even pretending you're going to change.""

And to that, I completely screw my diet up (keto) by shoveling pizza in my stupid face, followed by a coke.

Which is even more stupid, because I've spent a *fortune* buying low-carb food. So I managed to ruin my diet, put on more weight, *and* waste money. It's like I hit the trifecta.

I just don't know anymore. I legitimately wonder if there is something literally wrong with me. Like if they did a brain-scan, is there is just something physically or chemically wrong with my brain.

Whatever the case... I give up. I just don't have it in me to deal with this anymore.",2.6252859960552257,4.57062979289941,3.9554792899408286,86.77093096646944,76.51479289940829,7.031321499013808,23.298224852071012,7.946510646118237,1.1720016568047342,1983,61,406,32,45,651,230,507,0.161,0.75,0.08800000000000001,-0.9935,1,0,2,0,0,1,102.0,0,1,2,1,46,30,4,1,25,1,32,12,3,5,2,75,68,29,1,6,26,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,22,17,8,1,15,5,4,19,8,14,0,1,13,8,48,16,58,51,9,59,0,3,6,1,18,23,1,11,23,260,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394988333340375,0.0,0.0,0.10130054816298882,0.0,0.11395696223845395,0.0,0.2215982152000001,0.10415901009702236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181604576212506,0.06218930975350901,0.04540350001305078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629295797663102,0.2281631685052827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879201779136961,0.0,0.1561857964502047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048034690309145166,0.07678761084202126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695975549327419,0.0,0.1967784787136784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03766030738101465,0.05320991364490568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006385889508559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782748025177551,0.07144986482601101,0.33863842877319544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353549684883805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471145986696184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756148012532701,0.08186665397792542,0.0,0.08401887383033516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638811422124461,0.07465047214754654,0.0,0.0,0.18763821544749573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049717274084188634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041105630815332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054752796752536935,0.055227415610820944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297648832058727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047089093591278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654559938967532,0.0,0.07781777583620295,0.0,0.07040950908450659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487492291318221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431451161732343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437351994442939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187049277857321,0.06780556188344801,0.07770090853475088,0.0,0.0,0.061612231400385936,0.0,0.0,0.15184991855550128,0.0631083070394685,0.11467967432246325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526400297670747,0.08147115471775951,0.0,0.1403966961662054,0.0,0.0,0.11973152595275555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317506133370833,0.07317812902148722,0.11826068313052568,0.043431018856672936,0.0,0.07060017127224545,0.0,0.0,0.050568348922722335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591202980415998,0.059744920514879785,0.09069893877770677,0.0,0.06904550565536997,0.06720836696952302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077248799810015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581966801358292,0.16286862056880394,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reflector_1987,2020/02/08,"Teeth Anxiety I have a lot of anxiety, but I am especially paranoid about my teeth. I have nice teeth but am so worried they will fall out or get chipped or cracked. I wear a professional mouth guard every night because I am so worried. Well a few hours ago my dog jumped up to give me a kiss and she smack my mouth HARD. She gave me a cut on my lip, but my teeth feel okay. My whole mouth does hurt, but the teeth themselves don't feel loose or look chipped. My anxiety, however, is out of control. I keep picturing worst case scenario. Has anyone experienced something similar, and if so, was all of your worrying for naught? I am obsessively thinking about it and don't know how to stop.",3.4532887700534762,5.152574382352945,4.242112299465242,86.66973262032086,73.55882352941177,8.180748663101605,29.275401069518715,8.841846274778883,2.209699999999999,540,23,114,11,11,173,87,136,0.244,0.66,0.09699999999999999,-0.9688,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,7,8,1,1,6,1,12,11,10,2,1,24,21,15,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,4,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,2,5,20,4,12,18,5,10,0,1,1,1,6,4,0,5,4,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586449372442588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107316530339017,0.0,0.0,0.12513906289757926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909764673475576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072859361822712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661669868322425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078883249392258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098388491615225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935037490977985,0.17168306649913775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032078503344954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624810016739512,0.0,0.19158967439603225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907558667673702,0.0,0.0,0.098356506574085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502886175217529,0.0,0.0,0.1521527725001621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679499833311727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377788341569779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962583089936632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467590426672003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091433738202224,0.0,0.0,0.19981214085796986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452541483281713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aml1130,2020/02/08,"Just prescribed 25mg of quetiapine fumarate (seroquel) Hi! I’ve been dealing with anxiety and depression for the last 6 years. Within the last 5 months, it’s really made it hard for me to sleep. After trying melatonin, sleepy teas, zzzquil...my doctor how now prescribed me 25 mg of quetiapine fumarate. He told me to start taking one pill a day and to bump it up to two if I don’t feel any side effects. 

I know my dose is considerably smaller than what most people take but I just wanted to hear everyone’s experiences on it. Also once I start taking two doses, do I take them at different times of the day? I just want to time it right so I’m not drowsy during the day but also make sure I’m ready for bed once it kicks in",2.083265306122449,4.180782054421773,3.756700680272108,86.8305612244898,78.79591836734693,6.648979591836735,22.744897959183675,7.7094869923839395,1.050804081632653,570,18,117,9,14,190,98,147,0.037000000000000005,0.897,0.066,0.62,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0,5,0,4,6,1,4,1,21,20,9,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,7,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,3,11,1,20,17,1,20,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,13,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300370093525537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780738110452354,0.0,0.11002736152263494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782698028688955,0.14827945660565373,0.1238780971556023,0.0,0.0,0.15026873982304267,0.0,0.1472131630288477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743298722156486,0.0,0.1406905323548311,0.0,0.0,0.07272331894200328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884085882476667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621036296447299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079043629778665,0.234476616189878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609270892176126,0.09600572676085346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480144375225815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063424009542501,0.09746098622311776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971162309242622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213934300585948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228275839933622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393100120750002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360316715458932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555536881843958,0.0,0.43256041193938377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677335133957098,0.0,0.0,0.13743298722156486,0.0,0.09764918087024296,0.0,0.28099641612339005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966593656139678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261995678927908
anxiety,_S-A-G-E_,2020/02/08,"How do I pretend to be normal? I'm freaking out. I'm a 28 year old who was taken out of school in the 4th grade and raised by people who sheltered me into complete uselessness. I have no social skills, crippling ADHD, possibly on the spectrum, extreme anxiety, minor agoraphobia, and numerous other small mental health issues.

With all that out of the way, recently my family's financial situation went belly-up and I'm being forced to find a job. Not only am I absolutely fucking terrified of actually interacting with randoms, but I literally have no idea what to actually do. After a solid month of trying, I've been hired at a Wawa (convenience store with gas station) as a gas attendant (in New Jersey people aren't allowed to pump their own gas. Don't ask me.)

I don't know how to be normal. I just don't. The only other actual, real job I had, I was fired in literally two days because it ""wasn't the right fit,"" even though I performed my job perfectly. I know it's due to my behavior or appearance (extremely fat, looks like a neckbeard.) There's nothing I can do about my appearance in the time between now and tomorrow when I go in to give them my information, but maybe somebody here can give me some advice for how to interact with people like a functional adult.

Do I call everyone sir/ma'am? Do I offer any opinions at all or do I just shut up and follow orders to the letter? Will I be allowed to use my phone to verify that I'm making correct change, since I don't think gas attendants get a cash register that does that, and as I said, I was taken out of school in the 4th grade? I have an app for it that I can get correct change in like 10 seconds but I'm afraid that if a manager sees my phone in my hand I'll be immediately fired no matter what my excuse is.

I'm extremely overwhelmed, afraid, and desperate. If I don't keep this job, my family will almost certainly lose our internet, phones, and probably even electricity and our car. My aunt's on disability and my mother is on social security, we can pay rent reliably, but we can't pay half our bills and have literally nothing for ourselves. However, on paper, we make too much for any kind of other assistance. Me succeeding here is the single line between a decent life and living literally in the dark indefinitely.

I'm so scared. Please tell me how to act normal. I recently got Medicaid and a therapist but I've only seen her three times and I'm still a complete wreck. I need to keep this job because nobody else nearby will hire me and driving scares the hell out of me.

I know, I'm a complete mess, I need serious help, but I think this subreddit is my only hope to at least try to get me through this in the single night I have until I go. Thank you.",5.304939654235078,5.7830612255083205,6.8869375883440265,74.02725752962922,67.98336414048059,10.431249320430576,31.06888115689899,10.39495659498063,3.246371273241275,2157,82,409,55,34,746,266,541,0.11199999999999999,0.7959999999999999,0.092,-0.8509,9,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,6,1,2,5,18,22,2,5,26,0,41,5,2,9,6,81,84,35,0,8,13,2,3,3,0,3,3,1,1,1,20,28,1,3,8,1,6,11,12,12,0,4,12,7,60,10,63,64,8,58,1,3,3,1,33,28,2,12,20,268,80,16,0.0,0.0,0.22704889510000556,0.0,0.09320662065334648,0.07578632153398153,0.0,0.0,0.07766061452619102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548077744807514,0.0,0.059329733108615064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250390847480341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455420660774012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919282055687317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640868375157077,0.0,0.2439463487809669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050016871282216185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786932683121784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478765531867613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244933169745593,0.0,0.0,0.07410758868827118,0.0,0.0,0.1462248164215339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088430749204498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169879539943144,0.12155861847717048,0.14879657468943666,0.08815313783721923,0.0,0.06202820551619534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243785301096329,0.0,0.0,0.051983806237307015,0.0,0.0,0.07703009511680359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875507015379088,0.0,0.08094777592237429,0.38480925513823344,0.1378697555727194,0.0,0.08076210219987756,0.12786739754019136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054779732054894566,0.11366907625467075,0.0,0.06848291340128511,0.0,0.0651270738519806,0.08676474885766516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353777581857716,0.0,0.07791490801074549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815768679519892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190404753915658,0.0,0.05701220451069711,0.11501281761485542,0.0,0.07490356988673802,0.0,0.07278056813760367,0.22796372368392545,0.14883315748130685,0.0,0.08138143439598253,0.0,0.0,0.23593776197009636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130162272454698,0.0,0.0,0.08513263213993291,0.0,0.08743215547201126,0.0,0.0,0.08361792922984583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827512003767693,0.0,0.0,0.1531533685020275,0.0,0.0,0.0662319597221553,0.07377302546943504,0.0,0.15529313862837665,0.15698058093221073,0.06180167973825115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415469793872111,0.08717561365046067,0.0,0.15811609863048334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193590983780482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778691155778742,0.07140266991252556,0.0,0.0900478947056318,0.0,0.09938884540128708,0.0761978694228053,0.0,0.09044645300424224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531016574662748,0.0,0.07576043877798708,0.0,0.0,0.06698303734938171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155993342065909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718947108174169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049943189046743865
anxiety,smegmadude9,2020/02/08,"[HEALTH TRIGGER] Injured my knee years ago and the image of the accident still haunts me. Sometimes I stop myself from working out and running out of fear of repeating my trauma, fuck knees. It's pure hell. 

Does it get better?",2.8435714285714297,5.736265738095242,3.1383809523809525,87.52328571428568,82.09523809523809,5.2647619047619045,25.06666666666667,6.742157984588678,1.1990038095238096,179,7,31,2,5,55,35,42,0.41600000000000004,0.534,0.05,-0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,1,2,0,0,5,2,1,1,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,2,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935755569687134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29290625598018777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898222618710932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726752469156272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061752344733413,0.17303051516724294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35203421249265066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275504746918766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644848021680988,0.2768855244057128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411066548046631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327230857290624
anxiety,_crazy_ninja_kid_,2020/02/08,"How can I support a friend with anxiety? Hey guys,

So I have a really close guy friend 13 (m) with anxiety so how do I support him? Constantly worrying about me and I am unsure how to assure him that I'm ok. As an ADHD'er, I feel sometimes I might say the wrong thing out of pure impulse. (I know you're reading this BTW. :P) Does anyone have any advice I could use?",0.7346052631578956,2.8247208815789486,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,83.60526315789474,6.43157894736842,22.657894736842106,7.645422480735847,1.0684000000000005,281,10,61,5,8,96,58,76,0.133,0.66,0.207,0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,4,2,15,13,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,6,7,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776569633361746,0.18519633236087046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887980787666065,0.0,0.2899639077148799,0.0,0.0,0.1325164913059374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480332929221212,0.0,0.15131595691006136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658498546245833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582679003931556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29284470243809435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753083450489868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041550004172138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010503163836252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895708587077572,0.0,0.12141109076202122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071357042895514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743970273071445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43012912883957577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259083824382481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368406061157706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192466324885284,0.0,0.0,0.20720990072305728,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ramentaschen,2020/02/08,"Has Anyone Else Had Problems Taking Statin Medications To Lower Your Cholesterol? Recently I started taking Pravastatin prescribed by my cardiologist to lower my cholesterol level around the same time I had a major life event that triggered new feelings of anxiety, irritability, insomnia, and depression. After 3-4 months of really struggling I put two and two together and wondered if this medication could have an effect on my mood and outlook. As a trial I discontinued the medication and as a result have felt better mentally. Not completely “fixed” by any means but much improved. And I found that there is some scientific evidence that supports this for a minority of people taking this medication. So I thought today that if this information helps just one other person out there that is really having a difficult time managing their feelings of anxiety then it was worth sharing this personal experience. Has anyone else discovered this?",9.729999999999997,11.414300630573251,9.773764331210195,52.9530031847134,58.61783439490446,12.904203821656052,41.17770700636943,12.340626583579946,6.238638726114647,777,40,97,26,10,256,106,157,0.109,0.777,0.114,0.7137,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,5,8,0,1,8,0,11,6,0,3,0,28,23,13,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,13,8,0,0,9,0,1,1,1,4,0,3,6,3,11,3,15,16,4,15,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,4,10,79,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384106637373867,0.0,0.18863221192863397,0.0,0.0,0.1724137260326887,0.25264926036053714,0.0,0.10975376587342234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903951589890776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926666206926968,0.0,0.0,0.0984366084626953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061890385836632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059850615889124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206007576126837,0.0,0.0,0.12467771944162755,0.0,0.11837722415552085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518053861674756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263833192255565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708299772270682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429837477107834,0.0,0.4968046753202683,0.12424678628179245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840847752735657,0.0,0.09063194523471436,0.0,0.0,0.11907373696776972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354413462977929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547339388416239,0.2153032168409264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797137077301233,0.0,0.123939968648388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579647810901188,0.0,0.12173347641717125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872649203901537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888892151696682,0.0,0.0,0.13990742783706447,0.0,0.0,0.2780950103037596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787806644241502,0.14378216113036982,0.0,0.1168640003035302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408717921790286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370216943988786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,astar45,2020/02/08,"Discovered an anxiety trigger I’ve been trying to pinpoint triggers to my anxiety over the past couple of weeks and I noticed a pattern. Whenever I have a large amount of sugar in one go (like a binge sugar session or anything more than one chocolate bar), about 20 minutes later my heart rate spikes up and I get really nervous. That eventually spirals into something more serious like a panic attack if I’m having a particularly bad day. 

I should also say, six months ago I was pre-diabetic but after changes in diet and some medication I think I’m back to normal (I got a blood sugar testing kit back then to monitor glucose levels which I still use today). 

I’m researching into the effects of blood sugar on mood now. One paragraph stood out on particular from an article (link below):  “the body interprets this significant rise in sugar and energy as the result of stress, and releases cortisol and epinephrine”. Cortisol is one of the hormones released during moments of intense stress, such as a panic attack. 

What do you think of this link? I would be interested to hear what people have to say about this 

https://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/health-and-families/features/what-happens-to-your-body-an-hour-after-a-sugar-binge-a6701051.html",8.443464972527472,9.020154575892864,8.724642857142857,63.201126373626394,61.276785714285715,11.178021978021977,37.76648351648352,10.891193690592663,4.538350686813186,1011,46,151,24,13,334,144,224,0.13699999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.057,-0.9411,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,1,8,13,2,5,14,0,10,12,4,5,0,26,21,13,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,7,9,7,0,6,1,0,2,0,9,0,5,4,8,12,3,31,14,4,28,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,3,16,98,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781844431527913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628965651798547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033545905806439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937522866676908,0.0,0.0,0.30241311339666904,0.0,0.20440220562116745,0.11097594543591832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476352387680159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406032435776884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470645697243206,0.0,0.08571722683379912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944101997649772,0.0,0.07553693702139612,0.0,0.10630184627753153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127921169560667,0.14980145293795347,0.1575013275506042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089151999395085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387965696514236,0.12986815239913324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338948294081992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608906852458076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302255133248759,0.0,0.1513211618102494,0.0,0.0,0.3602583698584951,0.0,0.0,0.3118871248689812,0.0,0.0,0.12687951720901414,0.09214442666572736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514681309281186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139387071347887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232213004663927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614367305722472,0.0,0.3045004312431586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703292506630782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598500909447893,0.0,0.0,0.09023850486643913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479326993680335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661396734281116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441685194825426,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunflowr13,2020/02/08,"Anxiety making me push people away... but I don’t actually want them gone I don’t know how well I’ll be able to articulate this but here we go. I’ve suffered from mild anxiety and depression since high school. Most of the time my anxiety is triggered by school or work stress. Other times I’m fine. Lately school has been very difficult as I have just started a masters program. My anxiety has been at an all time high. My heart is racing, I tremble, I feel numb. The worst thing though is how badly it makes me overthink. When I’m anxious I overthink everything and to such an unhealthy length. I start to overthink what I’m doing with my life, if my friends like me, if the guy I’m see likes me. I also get very paranoid. Like usually if my boyfriend goes out I am pretty chill about it. But lately I’ve been getting so paranoid and stressed and I’m constantly thinking about how he might be hooking up with someone else. I know this is just because I’m already so anxious from everything else but I don’t know how to control my thoughts. As a result I get really sad and depressed because it’s like I convince myself what I’m overthinking is true. What happens next? I feel like I will constantly talk about my problems and it’s the same thing over and over again. My boyfriend says he is always there if I need to talk. But I start thinking about how annoying I am and how eventually he’ll be sick of me and so I feel like I start thinking it’s better if I just end things and push him away enough for him to end things to make it easier on him to not have to deal with me... I push him away even though this makes me more sad because I want the affection and attention. I do the same thing with my friends. I don’t know what to do and I would really appreciate any advice on this matter because it’s really starting to control my life.",2.97154458185592,4.6921112171581765,4.002848741676036,87.79491222001211,74.89812332439678,7.279391161463289,27.313759404998702,8.049812674583475,1.6644074894058636,1456,57,302,23,31,471,165,373,0.196,0.655,0.149,-0.9722,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,5,29,27,1,3,10,0,28,5,1,15,2,72,66,38,0,10,15,0,3,6,2,4,4,1,0,1,21,18,0,2,12,0,0,5,5,14,1,0,5,5,51,13,37,54,7,35,0,5,1,0,16,12,0,8,24,200,72,5,0.07547138949483131,0.0,0.07364918926813671,0.0,0.0,0.07374976834131179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328455502253297,0.0603544429119546,0.06279824194665734,0.0,0.0,0.051323132880706786,0.0,0.2309416255570753,0.17052237610443782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272356438984613,0.0,0.06301545778613893,0.18402663414375156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674831089076512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631155206831878,0.16929516156191893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780768863157912,0.13000679436517573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609332329150452,0.0,0.1336904999944332,0.07798212012225066,0.0,0.049848140973709584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356576369093342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144818065703377,0.1078335514700083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166180166176609,0.0,0.1182920581329638,0.0,0.042892129888766055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472854119483653,0.06673910048218791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943395993194776,0.0,0.15947933333621148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590840767604165,0.0,0.17027002930501825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066153487087015,0.221229052200245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151095413097508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006321760923077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596107901591349,0.0,0.0,0.08026467893199933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052322358741561895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678153557053527,0.0,0.07221592711276542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504671399729485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001787812605675,0.0,0.2291432261818645,0.06014092611364288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062430713289944074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394666340505463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670951896677576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729044433502427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132208814104332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506991882257177,0.14507705696143494,0.148300513978995,0.05991585302288311,0.1320239224178197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312107301096168,0.12454360067310526,0.08902996184065505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785784290535894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054944070412147855,0.0,0.0,0.05361270971717865,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zzzbty,2020/02/08,"Lip picking? Am I the only one who picks my lips into oblivion when I’m anxious and stressed? I’ve tried everything to heal my lips to keep me from picking, but I just can’t stop. It gets so painful, and sometimes my lips even bleed. My therapist suggest anti-depressants to keep me more level throughout the day, and hopefully stop picking my lips too, but I haven’t tried them yet...",5.161200000000001,6.059706720000001,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,68.46666666666667,8.133333333333333,33.66666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.5136666666666674,304,14,59,4,5,95,51,75,0.18100000000000002,0.774,0.045,-0.8665,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,3,8,5,4,0,16,8,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,11,1,5,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623303173495977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975573355720434,0.0,0.20000145671517452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337199656321704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869466960468885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131973081332115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306361454539788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127964395183221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735097378059446,0.17660557183951514,0.2470869768445452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296608513185369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882746029454775,0.2659948713560312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26961279626697743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153096288936485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Turtlelover222,2020/02/08,"I don’t know why I started mind-blanking regularly during conversations I never used to get this, but all of a sudden, a couple of years ago during a group conversation, I had my first mind blanking experience which made me feel really embarrassed. Ever since then I am always thinking about drawing a blank if I ever want to talk for more than 10 seconds (it’s a sort of feeling where whenever I start to explain something, and then link it to something else, I’ll then start telling myself that I won’t be able to remember the rest of what I’m going to say and then I’m so stuck in my own head that I’ve completely forgotten what it was I’m talking about and then anxiety overwhelms me) , so I end up just speaking for really short periods of time, or not at all out of the fear of it happening. It really has become a problem for me as it happens fairly consistently now and is what is causing me the most anxiety at the moment. Has anyone experienced the same sort of thing and if so how did you overcome it?",14.173382838283827,6.752445381188121,13.604356435643563,57.490066006600685,58.05940594059406,17.03102310231023,50.003300330033,13.023866798666859,6.120403300330032,805,33,153,18,6,275,124,202,0.125,0.861,0.013999999999999999,-0.9709,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,3,11,0,11,1,1,4,5,35,30,19,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,15,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,5,5,17,0,26,23,7,28,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,6,20,114,32,0,0.14109717447444814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507413185524488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740415222172294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158779045460064,0.0,0.0,0.09865842506524757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583074376502806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494566519074747,0.0,0.0,0.1479377029503762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612133984482712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786858407942034,0.0,0.12497021672419728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552609445556512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802011106107864,0.0,0.15877354863326915,0.14268594182003422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001718452844062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371745009178357,0.0,0.08018877583949065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24954353081435984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448064075466052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754331708126135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350955807467693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28493584787221193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882283931958732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350109403824044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711713889039143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983559342921644,0.0,0.0,0.11220613636798556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116717040783233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172469965893652,0.0,0.0,0.29960791894855776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681712835316906,0.12332514960037552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373869313512276,0.0904093721490267,0.0,0.0,0.08227489710947075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186265625566835,0.0,0.0,0.0832227692067646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731825370160466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086195430896486
anxiety,molly_jolly,2020/02/08,"Vitamin D, Anxiety and Depression So I have GAD, along with depression and panic disorder since about 10 months. After an initial period of confusion and despair, I had managed to get my anxiety and panic under control thanks to meditation. Depression I had no power against and was just about coping also thanks to meditation. About 2 weeks ago I found out I had a bad vitamin D deficiency. I bought an OTC supplement and started with 2000 IU per day, increasing it to 4000 and eventually (for one day) to 6000. From the very first day my depression symptoms began to drop very quickly. By the 3rd or 4th day I was feeling great. But then very subtly my anxiety was going up to a point yesterday where it was back to the same levels where it was at the beginning of my ordeal. More than that I began to experience the same symptoms one would face from the initial period of SSRI anti-depressant treatments (from what I read on the internet).

The only possible factor that could have had an impact was my vitamin D supplementation, because the rest of situation stayed exactly the same. 

My question is: \* DAE had the same experience with vitamin D?\*  \*Or DAE have any insights into this?\*",5.572168609379236,7.62258166820277,6.843534833288157,68.7332014095961,68.72350230414747,10.820168067226891,33.04120357820548,10.843485225782073,4.347830252100842,950,44,153,31,17,321,125,217,0.17300000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.083,-0.9668,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,10,12,0,3,16,0,17,7,1,1,1,30,28,13,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,13,0,1,4,1,1,2,1,9,0,3,15,1,15,3,34,11,7,33,0,5,0,0,1,10,0,4,19,117,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128589628129032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913748538136021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770171569758233,0.0,0.26222912833696616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786001512128136,0.0954035521727125,0.06965272969723597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281539509994088,0.09122848379464736,0.0,0.0,0.2947567741897983,0.0,0.4920661701418828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095354023843964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353927940661314,0.0,0.0,0.05777403084719542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971907453908133,0.0,0.12528180083757415,0.0,0.0,0.05969690049705096,0.0,0.06493742480661238,0.0,0.0,0.1259736706566231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120241277677346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485305418865652,0.08690099441080114,0.0,0.26812242484220944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801401880842998,0.12881263585030595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799899291445105,0.0,0.11429238769469185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451826618082523,0.12843467618476453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087485438581869,0.12178752076373672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23752282812630146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039321445360165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828330299111382,0.0,0.0,0.09165365661699247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116806777762425,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,masochist_nun,2020/02/08,"Anxious at work? Firstly I’ll make it clear that i don’t have an anxiety disorder, but I’m introverted and neurotic, so if I can help it, I like to work alone or with few people.

In the past I’ve worked as a bartender, which I found difficult. Speaking to people, being the centre of attention at the bar, and having to deal with impatient customers really wasn’t for me, but I persevered.
My most recent job was at a themepark, where I felt more at ease, but I still disliked dealing with customers. Having to cater to their needs and deal with such a large number of people at once was mentally draining. 
I have no problem doing physically labour. In fact, at the themepark I spent 7 - 10 hours a day running around and pushing these giant steel mechanical trams along a track. I didn’t mind it too much, and I also don’t mind talking to people one on one.

Does anyone else feel anxious in customer service? Any advice for working CS jobs, or suggestions for jobs that aren’t customer-focused?",6.683650642551164,6.753449968586388,6.997524988100906,75.82033317467874,65.02094240837697,9.667967634459783,34.64112327463113,9.339509955726095,3.1550062827225123,788,33,142,13,11,256,122,191,0.152,0.774,0.073,-0.9213,4,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,5,8,3,0,0,10,0,14,1,0,1,2,29,21,14,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,11,1,0,4,1,1,2,6,2,0,3,7,3,14,1,28,13,4,21,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,4,7,98,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867602701743102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578185521637636,0.0,0.09712065079977876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258772388520323,0.0,0.09290617181067272,0.2743997516031634,0.0,0.08491815416643422,0.1244361996867002,0.0,0.10811305370222052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832288792317395,0.3756177503692305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918810834364395,0.0,0.10627857246066437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145289251897116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061406954331792864,0.0,0.11660759966091312,0.0,0.0,0.10330225494343016,0.0,0.13315972089579658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140296914557793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960025107272497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615504695437615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933258179752617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106642222277972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238941753582752,0.0,0.24525250875588184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927708570472077,0.09005097472959755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293364638671923,0.1645904619646784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593434100914653,0.336782598740777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162078133921761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780168053983419,0.0,0.11991367921193725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969872605040571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761402465295872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536577337844806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stripa18,2020/02/09,"Stress and anxiety makes me want to drink water, so everyday except friday I consume like 4-8 litres of water. Obviously not when I am in holidays. I remember that as a kid I had a disease that gave me diarrhea whenever I was stressed, so basically everyday of school, I had diarrhea.",7.195,7.054837388888894,9.348518518518516,60.09833333333333,64.0,14.607407407407408,42.074074074074076,13.5591,6.539229629629627,225,13,38,10,3,82,40,54,0.132,0.746,0.122,-0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,7,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031855421132214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077405689162813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534744139954813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096929084901228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558628087038154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179295125078219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7196995473191474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528969525892314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laughinghyena688,2020/02/09,"21yrs old,Drank whiskey two nights ago and last night the hangover led me to a kind of panic attack that made it feel like one of my first ones. 21yrs old,Drank hard alcohol for the first time in months two nights ago and last night the hangover led me to a kind of panic attack that made it feel like one of my first ones. Been inside the entire weekend feeling terrible. Going to my program(rehab) for my panic attacks and anxiety every Monday Wednesday and Friday. don’t know why I’m saying this but I still have hope I’ll live a better/happier life. Honestly between that and my mom their the only things that keep me going. in the back of my head I am scared of the thought that there is the possibility I could kill myself. I only say this because I’m only 21 years old and have a good amount of time left hopefully but if it’s already starting to wear me down then that idea isn’t so far out as I would hope it was. If you’ve read this entire thing thank you. Means more than you know.",4.689577303884236,5.203196480198024,5.015544554455449,86.77930312262,69.34653465346534,7.799543031226197,25.439451637471446,7.61054688173877,1.1024862147753236,787,20,165,8,13,249,114,202,0.128,0.748,0.124,0.287,0,0,2,0,0,1,15.0,0,2,1,3,4,19,4,4,12,0,10,5,2,4,0,29,29,13,1,7,4,1,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,15,7,2,1,8,3,0,4,2,9,0,9,5,6,19,10,20,22,2,33,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,25,101,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357421753385966,0.0925749040845773,0.0,0.0,0.0955919364287962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626726042734456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956425299012942,0.0,0.06660864725573998,0.0,0.052805295974491885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661204757200478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916235887696529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298460753098011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139936417940454,0.12376866267969472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104744919481767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984610352426878,0.0726562521392003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221305014094944,0.07759825035581823,0.0,0.08890139952599052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581120682526951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778815503498138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699555112498131,0.09583682048145084,0.18041150629622416,0.09521276757305196,0.14122053618436212,0.0,0.0,0.09411742478485892,0.0,0.061185219956682024,0.08464039736382117,0.0,0.0764907377701868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393178677698014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943591265238536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145319240960428,0.06914259385381152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251636985452309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27269251475629896,0.0,0.23479514426871134,0.19764477646259931,0.0,0.3049044322326072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765574717454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664762150863807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777404919471628,0.08672591566547988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131304029720691,0.0,0.06917818186561789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975190641155916,0.0,0.0,0.11509851187721346,0.0,0.0,0.06876992272686032,0.10102251168042732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923847330982728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816484871800225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153533194328136,0.0,0.0,0.05578313169003793
anxiety,Alia2121,2020/02/09,Is my drinking worsening my anxiety? I think it maybe and I’m in a vicious cycle of severe anxiety the. Relief from drinking that I don’t know how to deal with. I’m on 30mg of cymbals as well that I feel may not be working because of my drinking,-0.4039083557951493,1.8139155094339607,2.7251212938005414,89.01037735849056,92.01886792452831,5.292722371967655,26.439353099730464,6.868970318607317,1.4654711590296494,194,10,40,3,7,69,40,53,0.21,0.695,0.095,-0.6486,0,0,3,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,9,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710293841393977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782802486753893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250010700536531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7126840089465903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226171738839416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327370969850688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362759462933595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27396019247461284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538660030737056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803997959632426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654560591193832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,murasakimirai,2020/02/09,"It's just too much These days i literally feel anxious about everything, like doing homework, performing well in exams, going to school. I worry about how people see me, if my friends really like me. (I always think they're forcing themsleves to stay with me, i also am very introverted and not the most popular) Right now i feel like crying because of school tomorrow. The fact that i'm panicking over small things makes me even more anxious because i'm graduating this year and i don't know how i'm gonna do to live alone. I'm going to have so much more things to care and stress about. I can't even go to the supermarket without feeling like dying. I know that i improved a lot over the past few years, but i seem to have relapsed (due to something that happened to me a year ago). Since then, it's been really hard for me, especially because i though i was doing so well,i, for once, was hopeful before spiraling down. I'm even feeling anxious about posting this, it's like my mind is working against me. (Also stressing over a presentation and my finals this week). I'm sorry it's just a rant and no one is even gonna read it. I just needed to get things off my chest.",5.008717948717951,5.570703803418809,5.823914529914532,81.0933076923077,68.65811965811966,8.633162393162394,30.129914529914533,8.648137234880735,2.20426017094017,926,34,184,14,15,304,129,234,0.132,0.77,0.098,-0.5644,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,21,12,0,2,8,0,13,1,1,3,1,30,39,15,1,3,7,0,5,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,0,8,1,0,3,5,2,1,1,3,6,24,10,26,34,7,26,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,5,18,121,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018916087611537,0.0,0.0,0.10537521603676184,0.0,0.16272791559724345,0.08465844867509176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448223878063674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860650339711216,0.0,0.0865759242553336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373391906622052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176006935408712,0.0656159127350269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055933232868634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688015557987231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914401799769206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057775684017664,0.1453706489161117,0.0,0.11145464423784718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860650289225775,0.0,0.05315659494962205,0.0,0.17346892512554266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997112877128625,0.0,0.09114187521096044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105390180517207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118307454207004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24853281159583146,0.0,0.08984106271310986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649838510532554,0.0,0.0,0.06791434058877338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027315746347178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958583934199465,0.07544125422644322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835313088673383,0.06894378945708349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712534617097834,0.0705358873874977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744181030455397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177068001733232,0.0,0.1303585303429482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688809151771075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593899289346687,0.08107611533120844,0.09262313971131686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416298248119075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832684518621147,0.0,0.11389312309449932,0.0,0.10844465721426268,0.0,0.0,0.23309286198641715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278087763019426,0.06519290031046672,0.09996212522832222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394875157772172,0.0,0.0,0.08161221537258695,0.0,0.18295861580601314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807676287660977,0.0,0.0740702226813698,0.10332510438330704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965577524257467
anxiety,Eyeholeman87,2020/02/09,"Let's play a game. What music lyrics do you find helpful (at least sometimes) in reducing or putting your anxiety into perspective? Rules are simple. Just list the Band Name - Song Title and then post the lyrics. If you want to follow up with a brief explanation for why you appreciate the song, feel free. I'll start!

Tool - Lateralus 


Black
Then
White are
All I see
In my infancy
Red and yellow then came to be
Reaching out to me
Lets me see


As below so above and beyond I imagine
Drawn beyond the lines of reason
Push the envelope
Watch it bend


Over thinking, over analyzing, separates the body from the mind
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment
Drawing way outside the lines


Black
Then
White are
All I see
In my infancy
Red and yellow then came to be
Reaching out to me
Lets me see


There is
So
Much
More and
Beckons me
To look through to these
Infinite possibilities


As below so above and beyond I imagine
Drawn outside the lines of reason
Push the envelope
Watch it bend


Over thinking, over analyzing, separates the body from the mind
Withering my intuition, leaving opportunities behind


Feed my will to feel this moment
Urging me to cross the line
Reaching out to embrace the random
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come


I embrace my desire to
I embrace my desire to
Feel the rhythm
To feel connected
Enough to step aside and
Weep like a widow
To feel inspired
To fathom the power
To witness the beauty
To bathe in the fountain
To swing on the spiral
To swing on the spiral
To swing on the spiral
Of our divinity and
Still be a human



With my feet upon the ground
I lose myself between the sounds
And open wide to suck it in
I feel it move across my skin
I'm reaching up and reaching out
I'm reaching for the random or
Whatever will bewilder me
Whatever will bewilder me
And following our will and wind
We may just go where no one's been
We'll ride the spiral to the end
And may just go where no one's been
Spiral out, keep going
Spiral out, keep going
Spiral out, keep going
Spiral out, keep going



I personally love this song because it reads to me as overcoming ones fears and insecurities and letting go and being open to new experiences. Also an urging to question everything and continually seek truth and knowledge over the course of ones lifetime, and a warning that unchecked anxiety leads to nothing good (overthinking, overanalyzing separates the body from the mind etc.) Judging from his lyrics and his biography, it seems likely that Maynard James Keenan (lyricist and lead singer) has struggled with anxiety just like many of us have. Invincible (Fear Inoculum album) is another excellent song about the anxiety of getting older. If you're unfamiliar with the band, I highly suggest checking out their catalogue!",4.5733185694179985,7.129437110894942,5.273160857686893,76.73517633910093,72.83268482490273,8.187697657090819,29.02955542677374,8.962127807601751,2.752827270469409,2241,93,376,49,47,723,235,514,0.064,0.802,0.134,0.9883,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,5,4,1,7,18,21,1,4,37,0,28,8,5,4,4,91,67,38,0,6,8,0,8,3,0,10,0,5,1,2,12,43,2,4,18,10,2,22,2,8,0,5,4,28,44,14,86,45,7,82,1,3,15,1,22,43,1,11,18,263,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398195899188387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389482681396739,0.24482203634067576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048771821887149486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666108472468477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830145033362848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891936628931593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086288660411112,0.08266912212313249,0.08922949778757294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190557101430628,0.07826267518438491,0.0,0.18006133409150404,0.2831793280896697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312539428178025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180061012558699,0.0,0.31829069315323044,0.06710648473654347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536273325065262,0.08453230344993674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844573246883792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471637728399925,0.0,0.3272523073042373,0.0,0.11726285143861173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718613925062566,0.0895079135912902,0.0,0.0,0.07220988133218305,0.0,0.0,0.0811150348358968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235426495789936,0.0,0.0,0.08503529762746563,0.05881470922440892,0.0,0.0,0.07727173015967319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676934224295172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686057704842449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985945220962053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019642101341327,0.07662505708524554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042962333489931,0.08962669677547247,0.0,0.08002913884254774,0.0,0.0,0.16452204512684193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25502243630682864,0.07283581191289337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791294511018027,0.0,0.05662971157626901,0.0,0.06389408301122992,0.0,0.0,0.08364119761124264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253113508932364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623915661705512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719048915626301,0.06350621967846734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219431326266841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PusheenGirl04,2020/02/09,"Anxiety over exams As I am writing this I feel really stupid but I feel the absolute need to vent and speak to someone.
I started having anxiety and panic attacks a couple of years ago, probably related to university mostly.
My family put so much pressure and expectations on me that I did something very stupid. I told them I was done with exams in the past month, so I could not experience that constant weight anymore. And also, because I felt very stupid. I would sit and stay on books for hours but all my insecurities would have the best of me and put me completely down. I studied and studied but I was not able to take the actual exams, so I lied. Told them I took the exams when I didn't even show up out of fear and anxiety. I feel so guilty it is eating me up, but I really needed to feel free... Even though that was not the correct way. Because, of course, I feel more anxious and I can't tell anyone. I just feel hopeless.
Anyway, in order to get my degree in the next couple of months, I do have to take these exams of course, which happen to be this following week. So this is my ""last"" chance.
I am extremely anxious because: I know I lied and that makes me feel like shit, this is not me. I really need to pass them and not listen to the voices inside my head that tell me to not show up because I won't make it, like the previous times. Also, I fear that I won't show up/pass meaning I have to confess what really happen.
Please don't judge. I just need some motivation and feel encouraged. I also want to stop feeling like I'm not able to do stuff in life, I just want to go and pass them, let everything go and move on.
I wish I could build myself up in one night and make it. I want to make it. Why do I believe so little in myself?!",3.0923670597972297,4.304617229050283,4.710161390440722,84.90925408648873,73.63687150837988,7.87353610593834,24.153114007862612,8.401726058763845,1.3856911649079242,1360,39,286,23,27,459,160,358,0.18600000000000005,0.718,0.096,-0.9908,0,0,1,0,0,1,45.0,0,0,4,2,17,17,5,5,10,0,28,5,2,5,2,68,66,31,0,13,14,0,11,3,0,4,1,3,0,0,18,17,2,1,14,4,1,9,12,11,0,1,10,14,54,7,41,48,6,45,1,1,0,0,13,17,1,2,18,201,72,7,0.1580950473331002,0.0,0.07713898035617818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007086027573937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964282835116927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814134177269721,0.17860240352027765,0.07839390277398284,0.05527186649412327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992796984173591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274654693816126,0.0,0.0,0.08905949005716783,0.08295549924338842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828798246223042,0.08542229093628237,0.0,0.12622603098439708,0.17492916285821675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089306142490225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088535094679816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442028773361042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710428172577454,0.07732364617646009,0.07451897026337602,0.17790088128920448,0.3597192277032851,0.11294313340365088,0.07589801902695784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04129906854954955,0.0,0.08984905870119635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398029282397487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112556449301032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784588790047248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344245173579885,0.06443428212068025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083144858263096,0.05583360367868771,0.11585588165648493,0.07922638524346752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211059343446012,0.0,0.0,0.0861059268485089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618995846654887,0.0840150078024426,0.05810902521955904,0.23445094876484565,0.0,0.0,0.08406793819397987,0.07418074613494953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356464780244633,0.0,0.0,0.0927452372822679,0.0,0.0,0.07545980575346248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677044346002459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085226600166158,0.0,0.0,0.15892918871484113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255947115326767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114114710027537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697671028375794,0.06085464563110251,0.0,0.0,0.055950244106555636,0.08425414262085049,0.0,0.06608726929904171,0.0,0.0,0.09049050264385776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886780042309013,0.0,0.13818203969041093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766379065618627,0.0,0.04609324673331167,0.0,0.0,0.15106659274118994,0.08782470732913128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304449711025776,0.13987283252774624,0.06274424492714137,0.06340715541218155,0.09625858829899496,0.0,0.0,0.07132809505327115,0.0,0.09090075110228288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230618565693157,0.0,0.0,0.050904013566392035
anxiety,libraryladylisg,2020/02/09,"About to give up on my career. To put it short, I’m 26 and have accomplished what I feel like is a lot for my age, I have a masters degree, a good job, pay all of my own bills, and am an unmarried mother of a 14 month old. 

I work in the library field, and have been a reference Librarian in the past but had to give up on that job because it was only part time and not serving all of my financial wants. In hindsight, this was the best job I’ve ever had and I was at my happiest working there. 
Over a month ago, I finally got the full time benefited job that I wanted at a small branch library that is close to my moms house which makes transporting my son back and forth easier. However, the manager here ended up being a micromanaging devil who has put me down in front of my coworkers more than a few times now. I have fought tooth and nail at different times to be where I’m at and it’s so discouraging to be treated like this. But that’s a different story really. 

Last Thursday, I started feeling ill and left work to go to a clinic and my blood pressure was reading levels of 180/120 and my heart rate was around 130.  I was immediately put on blood pressure medication and was also diagnosed with the flu, which I’ve been fighting off over the past week. 

I say all of this to say I want to quit my job and just take my chances at finding something else. I would prefer to go back to part time Library work but will go anywhere that I have to for the time being. Every time I think about going back it’s an actual mental trigger that makes me feel hopeless. It’s like I’d rather be physically ill than have to go back. It’s crazy to say but it’s that bad. 

I don’t know what to do. I’ve been an anxiety sufferer most of my life but have never felt like giving up on something in this capacity. A part of me feels I should just keep trying and hope that these feelings will come to pass, but I don’t want to do it at my healths expense. My son needs me. I’m not normally one to post on websites but I feel like I’m running out of options. 

I have talked to a doctor about all of this, and she is leaving it up to me. Problem is I don’t know what to do.",4.790677534386148,4.359018966887419,5.974536423841063,83.26051069791137,69.04415011037528,9.353336729495672,29.785107828154178,8.950670267944501,2.0878514858210213,1684,56,375,27,26,567,205,453,0.124,0.782,0.094,-0.9543,8,0,2,0,2,1,36.0,0,0,0,8,18,20,2,2,24,0,41,13,4,3,6,69,77,24,0,12,12,4,7,5,0,4,9,3,0,0,29,20,0,2,13,1,3,13,6,10,0,1,15,10,41,10,67,53,14,75,1,3,0,0,15,34,0,4,32,256,70,15,0.0,0.0,0.0724836218604974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658420647539666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593992773186405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682168950218752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612226345004989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845766359549846,0.06201817913985828,0.04527856006999754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794911224704774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639830448355502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538957530443742,0.0,0.1552072785886696,0.0,0.0760256405724976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204888916916445,0.0,0.06578736130181495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718778452143652,0.06258156261207237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253400494916514,0.10612698450990443,0.07131755288583143,0.08136680540934119,0.06788781779140866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375975391244065,0.2110666087802892,0.06230001018335023,0.05940608948580185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789529607092695,0.0,0.0880185837428999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377380476392906,0.0,0.0857056669884751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685422277731053,0.06602079625534338,0.0,0.0,0.08164137585877114,0.060545655627322975,0.0,0.07864860137153927,0.08070216051460576,0.0,0.0524640304741952,0.18143991268591286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631476356792077,0.0,0.0,0.09916092726289398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748262471071576,0.07485372980113987,0.0,0.0,0.08699230601851557,0.11857436006863978,0.0,0.0,0.05507544252153464,0.05728698913923589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277567388354211,0.0,0.0,0.07794120003920421,0.0,0.05033200670369352,0.05649099342804539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130420649883175,0.14181157180573212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113681867634772,0.0,0.0,0.07107304242127688,0.0,0.22400665326812694,0.0,0.07900271548435185,0.07429708446850591,0.0,0.04758373796082938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720411695722293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436410235168795,0.0,0.0,0.05257363162044043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584704812970912,0.059701026226678784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047593692213599464,0.0,0.0,0.30318054708259684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050429196508637836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524195859965686,0.0,0.05958051629571817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162981161262374,0.0,0.0,0.05276423836667858,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Karen_Please,2020/02/09,"I think I might have anxiety, what should I do? My (13F) half brother and grandpa have anxiety and I think I might have it. My emotions of guilt and anxiety can be extremely overwhelming and I always worry that everyone secretly hates me and other things like that.

I don’t know how to tell my mum because my brother having anxiety has been very hard on her. I also think I should talk to a professional but the idea makes me really nervous. What if its all in my head. I think I worry I’m just being over dramatic because I feel like my emotions are less valid and important than others but I don’t know. 

Any advice would be helpful.",2.693693333333332,4.9722987360000035,4.331700000000001,82.55968333333334,77.64,8.006666666666666,26.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.3142666666666667,502,20,95,12,12,168,77,125,0.155,0.76,0.085,-0.562,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,3,2,0,19,1,1,2,1,27,29,11,0,4,4,4,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,22,2,7,20,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,3,2,74,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385153378355048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772347735868124,0.12249019388277675,0.0,0.0,0.10010758744758007,0.0,0.450459815644497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947523208540078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311820100238479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066509736890045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443360540126093,0.10516657964604674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318709017250757,0.1453390196754313,0.15107953679827488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867150308635184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618173893565905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180511104342174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383836583370765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826356230630244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31233228013497394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430625003101177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183215137716984,0.12866769359778574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779952820369506,0.3773039134915829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146335088700527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298997023142787,0.0,0.10457348811478627,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,burnt_noodlez,2020/02/09,"im so boring i have 1 really good friend and shes so funny and interesting and i just am so boring. everytime i try and show a little of my personality to ppl i get really nervouse that no ones going to like me so i just settle for being boring. everytime i try to make new friends i can feel them getting bored of me. i wish i could stop worrying so much.

does anyone else feel this way ? or does anyone know how to deal with it? thank u in adavance :)",-0.3739433198380553,1.8749124315789525,2.7863157894736865,88.1019028340081,93.10526315789473,5.870445344129554,16.781376518218618,7.321109707123232,0.41979352226720623,351,9,75,7,13,125,65,95,0.153,0.597,0.249,0.9117,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,15,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,2,14,6,9,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649272599296083,0.19410773669455136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125559638935712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530841660235146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315673929516883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825612962750946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157712872396498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927278855531762,0.0,0.1979533126430703,0.0,0.10766537498554242,0.15889661554603776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046319984325858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041134525845363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255275550007876,0.1898726285904518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645532231944628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392631170709162,0.0,0.0,0.18296616858955425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837213822791238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654151690941431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272531881627105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838364327253907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441455675228806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25724004302234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037180702652025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785121837374205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923895493235697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timeforariskywhisky,2020/02/09,"Diazepam at the Dentist... So tomorrow morning, I have to go the dentist to have some work done. I've been putting it off and putting it off for months - being sat in the chair, unable to get up, is my biggest trigger.

Docs have given me some diazepam, 6mg. How will I feel after it? Benzos are under strict prescription rules in the UK - I've only had ,2mg in the past and barely felt a thing...!",2.064535714285718,3.806746525000001,3.4696428571428584,90.54250000000002,77.5,5.571428571428572,25.17857142857143,6.1826913282559595,0.7278571428571432,302,11,63,2,7,99,57,80,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,2,0,8,16,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,4,0,13,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,2,4,43,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242392911380964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020479568233673,0.0,0.3042179323492737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553682695766234,0.0,0.180068565767823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529001991099329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097255895120065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024614657418461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6370272874131752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049569410534666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306646926188904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elytunirn,2020/02/09,"Extremely anxious and scared in my own home I still live with my parents as I’m not 18 yet, and I get extremely anxious whenever I’m around them. Thing is, they’ve done literally nothing to ever deserve me feeling this way. I’ve never been abused but I’m still terrified of them. I can barely talk to them and struggle to even be in the same room. Whenever they start talking to each other I go into a fit of anxiety because my mind makes me believe they’re talking about me and how much they hate me or what I’ve done wrong. 

Not to mention how much I get scared of noise. I feel so dumb, I got scared of a vacuum today because it was just too loud. Who gets scared of a vacuum? If they shut the door too quickly it makes a loud slam and I go into a fit of anxiety because of it. I feel like I can’t leave my room and whenever I leave to go to the bathroom I start shaking and get extremely lightheaded. About the only time I feel safe is when my boyfriend comes over, but he’s out of town today. I’ve tried texting my therapist and she tried to help me calm down but I just can’t. Every time my mom tries to come talk to me I just shut down and get so terrified, and I can’t even talk to my dad. I know this is completely irrational and stupid but I just can’t stop feeling terrified and scared.",3.3175072296124952,4.065606249084252,4.6664314632735735,87.1983053788317,72.58974358974359,8.38473105841527,27.555234239444765,8.6894789155246,1.8065208791208784,1018,36,226,18,19,339,127,273,0.259,0.6609999999999999,0.08,-0.9957,1,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,6,0,21,14,3,7,9,0,13,0,0,4,2,48,38,24,0,1,12,3,5,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,9,20,0,2,6,0,0,6,7,11,0,0,5,7,39,3,32,32,5,37,0,0,0,0,19,16,1,2,15,146,48,0,0.0,0.10761050223829677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895882029810058,0.20520846478622828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085179977009849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609472581454965,0.0,0.0,0.10232651335624852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647208851623898,0.09522627488360716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588709468266007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997557992503495,0.0821546785860914,0.07652236486782488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296143992843172,0.0648840288738835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372565622609907,0.0,0.15485055381519716,0.0,0.07263951658065905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896689916213044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087679828356004,0.0,0.09110295783541547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991399136597265,0.0,0.0,0.19233706284400315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437157086090196,0.0,0.08019844653100026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125022674296786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917054234064134,0.10637089749750313,0.0,0.0,0.13353083296189888,0.0,0.07004836092485296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714719796135705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907504751268206,0.0,0.0,0.10084828584389707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546487531109245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285700916809605,0.0,0.14506286332680562,0.07593216444721955,0.0,0.0949480064956681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365000770292384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545259992754977,0.0603388208799588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591934053207544,0.0,0.17217932665327915,0.0,0.0,0.1849887353794266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209113607593715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930078396817314,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImpersonalLubricant,2020/02/09,"Fear of losing loved ones I've had the phone calls where the person on the other end of the line tellse someone I love has died.  I've received the same news via text and email.  Now whenever my parents or sister call, I get this feeling of dread right before I answer, ""ok who died"" ""is mom ok?"" ""Is dad ok?"". ""How about my sister's kids, are they safe?"".   It happens every time like clockwork.  Truth is entire family is healthy and live good lives and take care of themselves.  But anxiety don't care.  I'm reflecting on this today specifically because I have been thinking about my parents and how they're getting old.  They'll be 75 this year.  I've been crying for 45 minutes.  I don't want to lose anyone!",2.5189596015495295,4.65533671223022,3.3512230215827365,90.08014941892641,77.56115107913669,5.715771997786387,22.92252351964581,6.67199483983844,0.6072862202545659,549,17,110,5,13,174,98,139,0.138,0.6629999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.8687,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,6,15,0,2,5,3,14,2,0,2,1,17,26,8,2,1,2,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,1,10,11,10,21,1,11,0,2,0,2,19,4,0,1,7,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138683357095366,0.0,0.0,0.10180985957062763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875898409629444,0.0,0.12389847119734188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973563864591853,0.0,0.2969064227534764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993940408932153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022283951668717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289621257058073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267783940167355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372627048639428,0.16384523348302846,0.07362187106571555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214439591521375,0.0,0.0,0.12212591576486645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287573352816364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113486957017037,0.0,0.2571423964951337,0.0,0.0,0.32578776726137004,0.0,0.0,0.2628269956200785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052990851433278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527871408461556,0.0,0.0986651911112323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233525214768586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713599303296305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434521256220818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233699873192634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947625651316592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329730812420327,0.0,0.0,0.08490299450212531,0.0,0.1380157802228393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588114436669672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376434706301667
anxiety,WondersOfBlueHeavens,2020/02/09,"My anxiety (Intrusive thoughts, OCD) Hello. I am Daniel and I suffer from painful anxiety. It is really hard for me to go through this daily. I always have to suffer and use energy to make a compulsion to calm my anxiety and bam anxiety comes back in a second. I am anxious because I hate people and my brother because I get anxious about his existence. His breathing, talking and everything what he does makes me feel anxious and get anger issues so I punch a wall or something. Since I live in the same appartment it is really hard for me. I have had anxiety throught many shapes for 5 years. I am suicidal and I go to college but I occasionally eat junk food to cope with my painful life. I dont have a girlfriend even though I want one and I want to expirience love and lost my virginity because I am fucking 21 years old! I want to be happy and duxking defeat my anxiety. I dont hate my brother but I have an anxiety because of him and I really need ro defeat my anxiety and depression and every mental illness I have immidiately and NOW! I want to live a happy life and be good at college, become a computer programmer, eqt healthy and wrokout frequently and cleverly, be dangerous fighter, have a good people and friends to surround me and have a beautiful girlfriend that I will love, kiss ans hug her, talk to her and have a sex with her. I want to be happy and I want to crush this demon to death that tortures me with mental illnesses and sad life. I will defeat that demon!",3.985965097036257,5.730122069204158,5.520123363923575,77.8660794343313,72.25259515570934,9.178336091469836,31.94238002106213,9.653516015845867,3.3150738979990964,1174,56,215,30,23,397,140,289,0.254,0.542,0.204,-0.8839,0,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,6,28,6,0,12,0,23,17,1,3,0,42,46,27,2,7,3,2,3,0,3,2,7,0,0,0,8,26,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,16,0,2,3,3,45,12,27,37,1,15,2,8,0,7,17,6,1,1,6,148,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684735895213089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036256296859826,0.2788998264193057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327751762403698,0.0,0.2006579136092848,0.09088511932027307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708873264919593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087803413273817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201433975600627,0.0,0.1928913722390894,0.0,0.0,0.08420532570031697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435313215190754,0.0,0.06933461314104432,0.0,0.07395880089327049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04160934015431965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995078904285698,0.0,0.06357864450608189,0.07607768712413478,0.08598841391247493,0.0,0.09353695277625088,0.13804535791225012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628042970032229,0.1474350510567255,0.1624927524273312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589153465841624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437595538945078,0.0,0.0,0.14533080033122842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983150888545277,0.0,0.14854360129929467,0.0,0.10986118344628397,0.08343123663791224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586209040824176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061018522731258684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863516781446506,0.0,0.05576323229646946,0.0,0.1751291162192221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410191127005205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815521020639206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807284571707188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335245128768527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001416146500732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228648773789514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085153505270505,0.06533070669705829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107392153105692,0.0,0.0,0.29122794873874497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598678231935328
anxiety,NovelGraveyard,2020/02/09,"I'm letting anxiety win... For over past year. I've been doing an apprenticeship; it's been a struggle the whole time but I was managing to push through it. But now, I'm so close to finishing, there is one task I have to do that I just can't.

The apprenticeship up to this point hasn't been great. I can do the work, I can focus on my job at hand but as soon as the time comes for the trainer to pay a visit, it's caused anxiety to jump through the roof. But I've mostly been able to push through this sessions.

The final assessment to finish and pass this apprenticeship has three sections.
Observation - Doable.
Multichoice Exam - Easy!
Professional Discussion - This is my problem.

The last three times the train has come in to do practice runs with doing these professional discussions I have frozen, unable to talk, barely able to focus on anything. To a point I'm trying not to cry but I just can't stop myself from doing so. To a point. During one of these visits in the last couple of weeks while I froze, when asked 'what I was thinking' all I could think was 'I'd rather jump of a bridge'.

So I've come to a point. Do I continue this apprenticeship and aim to finish it or quit now?

I've spent a year of work doing this and it feels a shame to fail at the last little hurdle, to let my anxiety win once again as it has done in the past when it's come to observations and talking assessment during school and college.

But on the other hand, it's just a retail qualification, nothing big or important? And this apprenticeship has fucked my mental health, and pushing through with doing this final part, even though it's so close to being done feels as if it might destroy me.


I've grown so much since starting working, I can talk to customers, hold a conversation. Heck, we are a small business and only two of us are in during the day. I can run that shop by myself if needed and a big rush comes in. So I thought, I should be able to do this final assessment, this professional discussion, but I just can't.

I need to make a decision, I thought I did want to quit, but thinking about it, I don't want ticket anxiety win again.

I hope this all makes sense, and doesn't seem like a big ass ramble of shit.

Any advice, please?",3.4834021283456944,5.0624572821670455,4.449220251531767,85.70763882618509,73.24379232505643,7.591073847146082,24.62102547565301,8.238735603445708,1.3586783489197036,1748,53,360,28,35,567,199,443,0.11800000000000001,0.797,0.084,-0.9362,6,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,2,0,0,9,25,13,3,2,29,0,47,6,4,3,2,64,74,36,0,11,18,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,28,20,0,2,9,2,4,17,7,7,0,5,13,5,30,6,57,54,7,70,0,1,0,2,12,24,4,8,30,248,58,14,0.2458899990509747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080093620416236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055737877094004885,0.0,0.2508069016579623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744883934440818,0.0,0.0766246521342324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841989208476321,0.0,0.3530207693232405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654410519969598,0.09069086901579164,0.09003287261754979,0.05285956913859858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775389347557493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413600844311887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288624779198851,0.0,0.0,0.2693604749521423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757737806346561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036486400721756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712319021881769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140808359652935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133596086960516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043316772753966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762612239116986,0.0,0.04004314438423475,0.08214879222321121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942232248910667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259976169946258,0.08695014377291492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602524805894573,0.12154954575695524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864602859311916,0.0,0.0,0.08728827466928597,0.11108095136008916,0.06233680816866121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875830238890732,0.15648655141832787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997112652569479,0.3099273703662185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842784030734919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743561874593063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295126882670431,0.0,0.07461634005116642,0.0,0.0,0.08413418349719727,0.06780091605736832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801406897238647,0.0,0.0,0.06852501647731077,0.0,0.08568587181689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763706708955225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755638278886472,0.08052855853862231,0.1301394620447001,0.14338043584161522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564772290405525,0.0,0.08006626661950876,0.0,0.09859179774042537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668819482030884,0.0,0.06574604179419694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150913423410176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901084784486407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055633983790232
anxiety,AnotherNameForGloom,2020/02/09,"Medication: Vistaril/ Hydroxyzine Tl:dr I was prescribed this medication after some trauma that resulted from anti depressants. My doctor prescribed me just a few pills and it’s just a low dose. Meant to be used for only two days. He was hesitant to do so and I’m not sure why. Anti depressants have only traumatized me making me more depressed, anxious, and I even engaged in self mutilation as a result of them. It’s been a few weeks almost a month now since the incident from anti depressant and I’ve been getting better. But today I woke up with a panic attack and other symptoms similar to what I’d experienced on anti depressants. 

Tl:dr Why might a doctor be hesitant to prescribe Vistaril/Hydroxyzine? I don’t mean for long term, but I want to talk to them about being prescribed this medication to take “as needed” meaning once or twice a week when I really can’t sleep or am having back to back panic attacks. I’m traumatized from antidepressants and don’t want to be reliant on something I’d have to take daily and has negative symptoms",4.470499108734401,6.722481272727273,6.0563933452168754,72.38596256684495,72.13131313131315,9.305288175876413,29.8288770053476,9.773937934552695,3.3992064171122984,844,36,138,23,17,287,118,198,0.23399999999999999,0.7170000000000001,0.049,-0.9849,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,9,14,2,2,9,0,18,10,1,4,1,29,32,15,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,11,0,2,6,1,12,3,25,21,5,17,0,6,0,0,5,5,0,5,12,98,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020910888178756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433637904494313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504180889976616,0.0,0.16925856535665565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973390527755834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097954151790921,0.0,0.4739722267506506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530197763740498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269353726336697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057501764143917375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739956327483038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346584931232672,0.0,0.0,0.2397750298458179,0.0,0.3326213628483326,0.0,0.11675617944852235,0.0,0.0,0.08784877581886004,0.0,0.0,0.08160803398640364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721021977440027,0.0,0.16741105293158795,0.0,0.2582631980320916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050720115756022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481649674072325,0.0,0.0,0.09104270077623718,0.0,0.1101394010840829,0.0,0.0,0.08472950124633004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037301693876977,0.2287887901716022,0.1655027211094164,0.08846199239207166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432393246919272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751254670279896,0.0,0.0,0.0950564311331998,0.0,0.0,0.12983238135265954,0.0,0.17656685361673827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986239129663302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,90sRnBMakesMeHappy,2020/02/09,"My anxiety triggers my fight/flight/freeze response. Is it best to vocalize to someone when I am pushing them away in response? I have come to the conclusion that when I get attracted to someone, my fight/flight/freeze response is triggered. It's due to past childhood/CPTSD/being demisexual. 

Does it look desperate, needy to say, ""Hey, it takes me a long time to warm up to someone, and I might appear standoffish, but I would like to get to know you."" Do I even bring up anxiety? I have been DXed with it. I met someone I kind of avoided, though they kind of tried to start conversations. And I just want them to know I soooo want to get to know them, but past hurt makes me terrified, I just shut down.",3.706031851360319,5.4288162189781035,4.168002654280027,87.36297942932985,72.94160583941607,7.901526211015263,28.5129396151294,8.575989854853784,2.0054291970802915,550,22,113,10,11,173,80,137,0.152,0.76,0.08800000000000001,-0.8922,0,1,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,1,4,2,7,8,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,21,25,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,22,6,22,21,1,18,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,2,9,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397695846562774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723674740264878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446031815967618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499412125604995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714034643836362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350726533879062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562776483676665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677641946330945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263843386077975,0.25837561702126505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656191304043812,0.0,0.0,0.13868581471341712,0.13159920523138693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460694917844753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662474175983152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992000235227538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462423502496064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311286741937454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092206099415476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782845293454346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396943948620576,0.0,0.09138044001799024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639764152877217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486643038911524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132421113064836,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sugar_piehoneybunch,2020/02/09,"Had a panic attack at work -- I feel so embarrassed and ashamed. Don't want to go back Firstly, this is deeply embarrassing to write out, and I feel ashamed for having felt this way in the first place. 

Context: I work at Subway. I've struggled with anxiety and depression for a long while and despite having tried to reach out for help, the system's either failed or my symptoms haven't alleviated. I'm now coming to believe I've resistant depression, but I digress. Needless to say, I've not been able to hold down a job for long. 

I was too ashamed to put this on my forum, however, when signing my contract. I accepted this job merely because every time I'm unemployed my mum, despite being aware of my struggles, nudges me constantly to get a job. 

So, yesterday I had a panic attack. This Tuesday coming up will mark my 1 month being there, and needless to say I'm still trained on veggies only. I appreciate they're trying to take it slow, though. I went into this job thinking it was full-time but recently found out it's a zero hour contract, and so this upcoming week I was contracted 8 hours in total only. The bus fare costs quite a lot, and the wage I'm being paid just doesn't seem worth it. 

In addition to this, despite being only on veggies I feel worthless and incompotent; unable to blend in with the team because they're all extroverted while I'm introverted which, granted, is good for them. But my manager made a comment in passing -- ""you're too quiet! Cheer up!"" -- and I've found this to be triggering since I already feel too depressing to be around, as my mum makes it abundantly clear to me. Needless to say, I broke down and tried to quit on the spot, and the manager advised I return Monday to help close and see how I feel by the end of the shift, which I thought was generous. The thing is, I feel way too ashamed and embarrassed; even more, I still feel useless and incompotent, and I don't know what to do. My CV is now looking like that of a job hopper. 

This is supposedly one of the easiest jobs yet I still manage to mess it up. I don't know what's wrong with me.

Edit: I'm now worried my manager sees me as an emotional wimp not worth keeping around. So if I don't quit, surely I'll be fired, right?",5.718190045248868,5.738720819004527,6.524162895927602,78.56642533936653,67.05429864253394,9.695927601809958,32.83710407239819,9.466822959209583,2.8700018099547515,1750,70,345,32,26,580,214,442,0.18100000000000002,0.728,0.092,-0.9901,10,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,1,9,24,28,2,11,21,0,29,1,0,4,4,67,64,31,0,2,9,2,9,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,22,28,0,2,16,1,5,6,8,23,0,4,14,16,37,5,57,42,5,62,0,7,3,0,12,25,0,4,29,221,59,19,0.07807188805838837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615426985291141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059724780672512384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390010651468671,0.0,0.1776360869802449,0.0,0.060032462826850964,0.0,0.0951837966466545,0.0,0.0,0.08796028282442732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345040372097928,0.0,0.08436797544475919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172960835449505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878203658768369,0.06914851985566113,0.0,0.0,0.05156574574905295,0.0,0.06577893290211356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763284468006033,0.0,0.07496125584302812,0.0,0.0,0.13281581619884528,0.0,0.1712035911052534,0.0,0.0,0.040789339212159784,0.0,0.04437005315094845,0.06548299560773592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465988176153508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377016670652102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648458132479944,0.0693938812928681,0.0,0.0,0.08581253584125717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381419809419386,0.0,0.0,0.13818232830526234,0.06556072306159166,0.0,0.0,0.06637392735010461,0.0,0.07387350818012789,0.05211359151712038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062316236198946384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290353186470795,0.17813156676725322,0.0,0.18320107821705026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815685062666867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848381109885487,0.0,0.2491171890262518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708657079490425,0.0,0.0,0.06667296582431463,0.0,0.1862576968805007,0.0,0.0,0.12442637356222767,0.07107371471330544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458187257452913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704493195899413,0.0,0.0,0.1632353772457457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358183055218775,0.08114658488470304,0.058700343653557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186749333885657,0.05002531346314257,0.07670523362473992,0.06198035840383907,0.04552434576433883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901706165495855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604882234970798,0.12393966158696425,0.0626245593767469,0.0,0.0,0.07237342239890215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136745286764116,0.07928579202292367,0.0,0.0,0.08535935366153567,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hellsteelz,2020/02/09,"How to deal with all the time lost? Hey everyone!

Just wanted to make a short post about a subject thats has been on my mind. Ive had a GAD, fo what i can remember, since I was about 7 years (28 years now). Im doing much better now since i started on meds a couple of months ago, but I still get some anxiety from time to time. 

The current subject is the time i've wasted and lost due to my anxiety. Im mostly thinking about all the opportunities i've had to socialize, travel more and having fun in general. How to deal with this? How do you guys deal with it?",1.6976470588235273,3.157032420168072,3.7266302521008434,89.53969327731095,77.73949579831933,7.1129411764705885,21.984033613445376,7.908726449838941,0.8403942857142854,434,12,99,7,10,148,76,119,0.115,0.8,0.085,-0.3892,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,10,5,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,4,2,20,18,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,8,3,17,12,6,20,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,2,14,63,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192528670441836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277029952391925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316245200952548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467315994280926,0.0,0.0,0.4602992737574824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220963950218038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777554526601288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736115777200431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215152796268091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249223619191523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934252371881427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531215732255206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027185424086467,0.0,0.1187915089411427,0.0,0.10940424852838317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425341874405909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859086827901887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246220842634993,0.0,0.0,0.15170938485339608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053398226579952,0.0,0.11885265147842775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536170401191273,0.0,0.0,0.3471265953636373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877814422941178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167815430623414
anxiety,jstchill78,2020/02/09,Anxiety/Heart Valve Issues I'm trying to find out if anyone has any experience with Aortic heart valve issues and anxiety. I've been recently diagnosed with sever aortic regurgitation stemming from an issue with my aortic valve which the cardiologist recommends replacing. I have dealt with feelings of anxiousness and dread for a long time. I've been reluctant to treat with medicines but it's progressing to the point that It's getting hard to keep pushing past it as I seem to get caught up in a cycle of anxiety then worn down to depression. My heart is pumping harder than normal to keep my blood flowing properly which I can feel and gives me a physical feeling of panic or fight or flight which my mind then attaches thoughts to. The cardiologist seemed to brush off my assessment other than to reinforce the need for me to have the replacement. I guess I am just having some hopes that there may actually be a link here and maybe post surgery I can be rid of this torment. I have searched online but really can't find much if any info on the topic. Thanks for reading!,9.076865671641787,8.265052333333337,8.804223880597018,67.74096268656719,60.492537313432855,12.617114427860699,37.51293532338309,11.792908689023552,4.501789651741293,873,35,151,23,10,282,127,201,0.126,0.813,0.061,-0.9079999999999999,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,2,11,0,15,4,3,0,0,36,33,13,0,5,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,2,10,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,5,5,14,3,33,25,2,17,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,10,6,100,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.1218736574187841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985761761991597,0.0,0.19107950024004505,0.14108903203215864,0.0,0.08732529897203962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756672053028693,0.12675971533657554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216541521508993,0.0,0.0,0.1894429064770862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282925835119741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049870529484026,0.1198049175319802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757932362750686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187602144612913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439822312776106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404296553480272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910550349301451,0.0,0.22201417917070534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052284301952822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546779585782855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261022973295832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918077915970381,0.09260361777969503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223647124639296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653034333059692,0.0,0.0,0.11922069066536364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806048128821164,0.0,0.1196091482005294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492280583269158,0.0,0.08000709719092833,0.0,0.1233128297571824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273885267505437,0.0,0.14108903203215864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498102020544188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914792298228672,0.07282378553303236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479143924439783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,discopeanuts,2020/02/09,"What’s the point? For ages I really wanted to try bouldering, but was too anxious to do it alone. Finally got the courage to do it solo when I was visiting some friends in a city close to where I live and have been loving it. Thought I’d finally found a way to deal with my anxiety in a healthy way.

Cut to today. I went to visit my girlfriend in another city and whilst she was at work I thought it would be fun to get a quick session in. It was super busy at the place and not much room to stand on the mats. Admittedly I was probably standing too close to the wall when somebody was climbing which is a big taboo, but I still thought I was generally out his way. He jumps down from the top and makes a point of landing as close to me as possible. He says ‘that was a bit close wasn’t it’, I replied ‘yeah, sorry mate’. Then he grabbed my t shirt and said ‘don’t fucking do that again’. Felt embarrassed and ashamed as I know I should’ve been further from the wall. It was at the start of the session and ruined the rest of it for me. I’ve been replaying the situation in my head ever since and honestly just don’t want to go bouldering again.",3.2676768428890526,4.206973772151901,4.335666418466122,88.80875651526434,72.88185654008439,8.276892529163566,28.28716803176967,8.671277953709913,1.8358803176966991,892,34,202,16,17,291,130,237,0.09,0.7709999999999999,0.138,0.9442,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,11,11,2,2,18,1,22,4,2,1,1,33,40,16,0,3,4,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,12,14,0,1,7,0,0,6,4,5,0,0,21,4,19,6,34,17,4,51,0,1,0,2,15,26,1,1,14,131,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642883006137986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825106743905425,0.10815663372364652,0.1597211081330638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435222769190454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575835187631758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788786579301795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574862896751258,0.3097535411924891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501776554757593,0.10923117111061707,0.13070512786980573,0.0738661167328412,0.0,0.0803504932610745,0.0,0.11307588207532412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509843992410568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769969938250187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484265465194667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760252799474522,0.0,0.09437340022472483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039318365001328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477138125302702,0.0,0.267302860136966,0.15938665353075915,0.0,0.0,0.15243341357841045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057275422324901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344863979039933,0.1124324234869664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695242508350147,0.15891898414520084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826526762181095,0.10007071363963913,0.0,0.11290762933999353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33672389482861365,0.0,0.0,0.1340133453038342,0.0,0.0,0.09598891169106402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678121061982712,0.3366667009360012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106227682351967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029275806735718,0.0,0.0,0.10043352200064963,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-PastaSteve-,2020/02/09,"Dead Ends I often myself trying to plan out the next few years of my life.  I often come to two options: to do what I love (Rock climb and travel) or set my self up with a stable career. I think through all the actions I could take to work towards these goals, but always end up at a dead end. I see myself being depressed with nothing left and turning to suicide. No matter how I think through my life that is how it ends. I've tried telling myself my thoughts are wrong and that I can be happy, but they always come back. I can't ignore them and I can't avoid planning my future (I need to find a job soon after all). 

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Does anyone else feel like this?

Does anyone have advice on how to cope?

Sorry for the long-winded message.",2.3628307692307686,4.135194893333335,3.2273333333333305,92.47546153846157,76.73333333333333,4.615384615384616,20.871794871794872,3.1291,-0.3076358974358975,574,14,118,0,13,182,100,150,0.16899999999999998,0.718,0.113,-0.9248,1,1,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,2,5,7,7,0,1,6,0,10,3,0,3,2,30,21,10,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,9,0,2,5,2,0,5,3,4,0,1,1,2,21,3,20,17,3,23,0,1,1,1,6,7,0,4,11,82,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905031244861934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977378171371145,0.1430900692628487,0.16047084742679155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468286482372315,0.13531402131560058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015481986771182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752094534001666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544145917347074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137455602275517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231138222728462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103215856431258,0.0,0.4678740336064049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677495735404096,0.09434574387573813,0.0,0.0,0.12070307470261292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058338552325506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105202522975806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348669947216158,0.0,0.1865598275373743,0.06451924968999326,0.0,0.0,0.11687148808871894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919190024630001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792294802260604,0.0,0.0,0.14045036517030482,0.0,0.0,0.12671788976500914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523701267773902,0.0,0.13777037986667753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783357577061246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445534994771178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929484613915188,0.0,0.11542877315317315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169241114931176,0.0,0.10484317072623753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932404579795394,0.143646484564004,0.12900623882582693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614334544173432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443900216050275,0.16047084742679155,0.08504416127747841
anxiety,infinitejess8,2020/02/09,Brain fog? Empty head? I’m diagnosed with anxiety & I notice when I get stressed out or anxious that sometimes my mind goes blank. I don’t really think anything & I don’t really feel anything. It may look like I’m sad but I’m really just feeling nothing at all. It’s like all my thoughts and feelings have been drained from my mind. Does anyone else experience this? What do you do to help it?,1.1744999999999983,3.726197450000005,2.7225,89.79250000000002,87.0,6.2,24.25,7.554174236665415,1.4054750000000005,316,13,64,6,10,103,57,80,0.147,0.7240000000000001,0.129,0.5311,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,7,3,2,0,2,16,17,4,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,8,2,5,14,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,3,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686252982354595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013265016890158,0.19217435282219805,0.0,0.11894392195653873,0.17429641246198369,0.2799698463377803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898975095584152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726566970363795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488632242716637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421039476010119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639889910694014,0.0,0.0,0.25803613097786465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887474764322746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745805492702645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402024106771425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621298585866906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428484214245245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435224840607233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322383568278326,0.19366982330498006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269278675115901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824180261223082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948588816318432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899875299977264,0.0,0.1350472652505203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Redcole111,2020/02/09,"Sometimes, Love is Pain Last night, I had just about the worst panic attack of my life. I started freaking out while going to bed, and I'm still not feeling quite normal. It was a pretty standard affair, nothing too dramatic; a bit of hyperventilation (my chest is still sore), a bit of numbness radiating all around my arms and head, a pounding heart rate of \~120 bpm (while lying down), feelings of impending doom, rumination, restlessness, insomnia, etc.

It all started earlier in the day (or maybe a few days ago) with a deep pit of fear, worry, and just sheer pain sitting square in the middle of my chest like someone had punched a hole through it. I think it came from my thoughts about my crush. I've been thinking about him nonstop lately like a lovesick teenager. I'm a man, though, and he's straight, so nothing is ever going to come of it. I think it just hurts that I'm never going to have the connection with him that I so deeply desire. My fears also probably come from the fact that I've never had a real relationship with someone. I've heard that most of us queers go through our teens in our twenties because it takes so long to start being ourselves, but that isn't really much comfort right now. I just feel so unappreciated, so unseen. But my crush - he's the only one who I feel really sees me for who I am. Though I guess not in *that* way.

I've been thinking about his twin sister a lot in the last few days, as well. I don't really know her, but she relatively recently came out to her family as a woman (formerly, she was considered a man). When my crush talks about her, it's with every bit of the same love and affection he's always had towards his twin, and, frankly, towards everything and everyone else in the world. I don't know how, but he seems to find beauty in everything he sees and does. I guess I just wish that I could be the object of his love, as well. And it floors me that this man has so much in his heart for everyone, so much compassion. If a sibling of mine came out as transgender, I would be too busy panicking and freaking out trying to reconcile the past with the future, male with female, that I'm not sure I would have much room in my consciousness for such love (as awful as I know that sounds). And I know that people in this world with that kind of love for others have some deep kind of pain in their souls as well. I want so badly to help him shoulder the burden I know he's carrying, I think my mind is manufacturing pain for me to feel on his behalf.

I know that none of this is healthy for me to be carrying around, but I can't bring myself to stop feeling these things or avoid him until they go away. I still want so badly to be his friend, even given my feelings for him, because he's just so amazing.

Anyway, I just thought that writing it all out might make me feel better about this whole thing. It hasn't helped, really. I'm sitting now in the middle of an open lawn, hoping the sunlight can burn away the pit that's still lingering in my chest.

If any of you guys have any thoughts, I'm eager to hear them, even if it's just commiseration. I think all of us here need a little more love in our lives today.",6.339791241417704,5.64036715615142,6.590554833920951,81.02400816478011,65.92429022082018,9.730116904806088,30.47671182037484,9.007467420416297,2.209286658007052,2483,75,517,36,34,801,275,634,0.12300000000000001,0.735,0.142,0.9787,0,1,0,0,0,0,85.0,5,1,3,2,48,39,1,5,32,1,34,23,8,3,9,114,98,46,0,13,21,1,8,2,1,3,8,3,3,6,37,31,0,2,27,0,0,11,11,19,3,1,16,14,71,20,90,73,22,84,2,2,3,7,56,39,1,13,33,352,108,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187394977823272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046797972390512636,0.04869285923290826,0.0,0.0,0.07959044735280597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418941101704504,0.0,0.06657430739213814,0.1099618742528468,0.0,0.09772257058037156,0.07134581091520965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051755686234006525,0.1916642054419629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079193750416294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081862611265664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046723008439053804,0.0,0.0,0.11322058644758155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121075341608604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048885480316934564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526464084058202,0.07730307206742454,0.052934180800667405,0.0493051493465869,0.11183565913402133,0.10518699271081736,0.0,0.05516691682899702,0.1317012713299695,0.2367134840831408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348570497940209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521197163455765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662897223020487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893151414041545,0.05794344275070022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060057824917246476,0.0,0.06595565822966774,0.13869162851109687,0.07844868977317823,0.0,0.0,0.05812300476258455,0.0,0.0,0.0626462673204997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187797622947062,0.19296451198556516,0.09540230279952494,0.06601247353050888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413340087701019,0.05717928168629587,0.058651849186065766,0.0516737347363116,0.051787859984660435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975113241174614,0.31689645826577706,0.0,0.0390621784114726,0.0,0.05879063971708641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620798745941245,0.0590879490558761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207407724349685,0.043391420819680684,0.09026759439149752,0.0,0.0,0.0549165271322994,0.057336623118042086,0.11230195559280076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039654284806245804,0.04450666860097763,0.249075226324814,0.0686599502563318,0.0,0.0,0.05586342394722376,0.040570009127018435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953530524625807,0.06309385041644046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224262423563174,0.0,0.06660793050544173,0.14995619851620431,0.0,0.05778088390875787,0.06282797473336862,0.0,0.049975279201315385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326482903377603,0.053273897339913175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916665763482356,0.0,0.057877219239384686,0.0,0.1242610754930982,0.0,0.18693479098106128,0.048924869412313735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515387654539311,0.0,0.043999333568416815,0.04703570654662858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775542692706873,0.22498135277571368,0.11499009888654248,0.13937368817781826,0.0,0.0,0.05546958349822368,0.0,0.0,0.039730856205995736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078335409587805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903255990988715,0.04645000500087439,0.0,0.0,0.1578480044988898,0.0,0.0,0.06533486123158708,0.06729446418850463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059429328575001425,0.0,0.08314105766116306,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XyranDarkstar,2020/02/09,"Afraid of losing your anxiety? I know sounds weird, but like how many of you want to get rid of it so badly yet are afraid to be without it as that's how you've lived your life for so long and can imagine life without. That's where I am right now.",4.40388888888889,3.57048124074074,4.759629629629631,92.99833333333332,69.92592592592592,7.9407407407407415,25.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,0.5470074074074076,193,4,48,1,3,61,40,54,0.17300000000000001,0.745,0.081,-0.6471,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,9,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,5,1,9,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442611669202455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403593651959564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464433943701785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540436701210402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959635279820612,0.13693875078699488,0.0,0.24750701563937236,0.2480536531094926,0.0,0.3135801762203849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841767380938963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239371748025985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653261852702494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403918019241738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tushto981225,2020/02/09,"Too afraid of sweating Ok so I'm a 21 year old boy from colombia, I suffer from a lot of anxiety and I smoke weed and cigs, I'm 1.80 and my weight is about 86 kilos, I dont know the measures in english, I'm so sorry, so I suffer also from social anxiety and is pretty difficult for me to meet new people or stay in a place that I can be judged or that I can't get out, I'm studying social communication and journalism, it has been hard for me because everytime I have to do something in public or record or something like that I start to sweat and it's not just a little, it's a lot, and it gets worse when I start to see everyone watching me, also I have been lately suffering from shaking in my head, when I'm in public I shake and I dont even notice it is people that tell me, so the point is I want to enter a gym near my university,  I'm going to do it with a friend, the problem is I sweat a lot plus my social anxiety, I'm scared of going into it , and sweating a ton and people will start judging me, also when I start excersicing I feel nauseous, will people think bad of me if they see me sweating a lot or struggling?    How do I clean the machines? I wouldn't like to leave my sweat in there.",3.683430232558141,3.6502981472868217,5.5630910852713225,83.89835755813957,71.40310077519379,8.155426356589148,26.977713178294568,7.865858978985527,1.4427666666666663,934,28,206,11,16,325,122,258,0.16699999999999998,0.759,0.07400000000000001,-0.9659,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,16,15,0,5,14,1,21,8,7,1,0,33,42,28,0,4,8,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,11,14,1,0,3,1,0,5,5,11,0,0,2,6,31,4,29,36,5,29,0,3,3,0,10,12,0,10,13,143,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25806607294936385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24686748610619696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981471753288378,0.06557240375941538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521375950673494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104759464395881,0.0,0.0,0.10278575436127058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438957086087541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310670579675021,0.0,0.11239959380180926,0.0,0.1222666522051565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635972508920064,0.0,0.11039571612876356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591165140080593,0.0,0.12134129564087605,0.11389889246202267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510450150641816,0.10781131188306828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658015852808189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388976448209578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246678639546467,0.1128744339608664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29829619817893444,0.0,0.11238557854184053,0.0,0.10168645053496764,0.0,0.0,0.10943524289568177,0.0,0.10292796915037317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769425023522128,0.0,0.17143540587754036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289558349299145,0.0,0.16562207551200506,0.0,0.12041347630311493,0.3045485010464004,0.114653087094946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245334228800943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940191006564304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892517777524053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634463444018709,0.0,0.0,0.1309887438715689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962089714961087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927021175888794
anxiety,emmalouisek,2020/02/09,"I'm scared of going outdoors It's been like this for 2 years now. I only go out in the car, i won't go to the shop or anything. I just get this feeling people are looking at me or thinking horrible things about me. I used to get bullied quite a bit at my old school, and then me and my family moved away. I also can't meet new people. Getting help is really hard. Someone came to see me this week, and then that night, i just remember feeling so anxious, dreading the day they come back. I felt sick and i just couldn't stop crying. I don't know if this is the right sub to post this and i don't know what i want to get out of this, maybe writing stuff down is gonna help, or maybe i need advice i don't know.",1.6804623655913955,2.6966862451612954,3.3029838709677435,94.38780913978495,76.87096774193549,6.198924731182796,21.9489247311828,6.42735559955562,0.17073118279569946,548,14,132,4,12,182,96,155,0.149,0.75,0.10099999999999999,-0.8562,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,2,5,0,11,1,0,1,0,30,34,13,0,4,7,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,8,1,1,7,6,2,0,0,3,6,20,1,16,28,1,27,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,4,12,81,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378481967843491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112810539076317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936458233057296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608541142858818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325362796574993,0.1084711521323351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400768618147212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613420806853511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151598648115974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495452792802458,0.09097598848305223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132984599732769,0.0,0.14265455521886006,0.0,0.13544561398442498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29480493790973744,0.0,0.24051341018631264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636755085614862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891073166438536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325787796748984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891778918540617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846002696292902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28343979109960754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993097924817084,0.0,0.1045987534055614,0.0,0.13624255449537265,0.0,0.1323810138246466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480251812746958,0.0,0.0,0.1072871541414292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559499551642506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510236530326655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004120125020085,0.0,0.0,0.09037057979395346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980043442223646,0.12046971052815915,0.0,0.0,0.14123181267813034,0.14276646216403302,0.1124114475768804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952488040324755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793760735156213,0.0,0.0,0.16148697749282767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937180734515121,0.09038948481555956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183585014890595,0.0,0.0,0.08320446270906492,0.0,0.11315474640725967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084196742108072
anxiety,flintplaintiff,2020/02/09,"Tips on how to stop feeling anxious in the moment? Im extremely anxious about a performance and I know that if I keep feeling anxious, it will ruin it and I won't do as well as I can.

Any tips? I can't stop feeling all the adrenaline in me",-0.1587820512820528,1.93012786538462,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,87.65384615384615,5.7743589743589725,25.974358974358967,7.1686216300943375,1.356951282051282,187,9,41,3,6,66,35,52,0.304,0.613,0.084,-0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,10,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,1,7,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163304757461488,0.0,0.0,0.7557068163146156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382339356106122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408550771612714,0.0,0.0,0.19819356390456885,0.0,0.0,0.12254316943513607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728400730451552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048447832472488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,humble-monkey,2020/02/09,"Any recommendations for natural ways to help with anxiety? So I've been having really bad anxiety these days. I usually have stomach pains, heartburn and muscle pain, which I'm used to. But now I'm having trouble sleeping. 

I started eating more healthy, exercising regularly (around 4 to 5 days per week), stretching and meditation.

I feel better overall (more fit, better mood) but for some reason my anxiety just won't go away and actually feels even worse than ever. I feel tired the whole day and when it comes time to go to bed, I just can't fall asleep. I manage to sleep around 2 to max 5 hours at night, waking up multiple times in between. 

My mind is racing non stop, even without having any distractions around me. Phone off, no TV, etc. Also tried reading books in bed to make me more sleepy which used to help in the past but doesn't seem to be working at all now. 

Are there any other natural methods that could help with anxiety, other than what I mentioned above?",5.933036036036036,6.8164803891891905,6.304662162162162,77.32005630630631,66.72972972972974,9.409909909909912,30.5518018018018,9.516144504307137,2.7246666666666663,772,28,142,15,12,249,124,185,0.146,0.735,0.11900000000000001,-0.6542,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,14,8,0,1,2,0,12,11,5,4,2,30,25,10,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,8,10,1,1,5,4,0,4,5,5,0,0,1,3,11,2,29,21,7,34,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,2,16,88,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.11329826957774075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928462894324267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685890649205946,0.0,0.35526917280550724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31006472236745114,0.0,0.0,0.1090811362318948,0.0,0.09693986308288573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053645992932213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001112080374032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269756237485108,0.0,0.0,0.22462749563808806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880077042950613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948380931171524,0.15336782848828925,0.10502041050999757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611314817506668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319662617658529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334610684250001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433654362738704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749862093144726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722936998703287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895334802545556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470802619483696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083197334296893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613287096985572,0.0,0.07437756327047904,0.1193716296010818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569440167920023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323705986966597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217720548619148,0.0,0.0,0.0970660127749522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539938096124451,0.13344154016849294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882526499049458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005487554406322,0.12786934698358374,0.0,0.0,0.09215592873256977,0.09312958187775264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962312523533925,0.0,0.11191765689637394,0.0,0.08452324001273269,0.0,0.11831729868565982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elos1492,2020/02/09,"Fear of losing control I've been in therapy since last march, and have made quite good progress, i seem to understand my anxiety a lot more and keep discovering layers of it and all possible contributing reasons for me developing these thought processes. My latest revelation is, that MOST of my panic attacks and intrusive thoughts com from a fear of losing control in some situations resulting in catastrophic consequences( when crossing a bridge or standing near a ledge - > losing control and jumping off for example, although im not really suicidal). And i can kind of trace it back to my being bullied as a kid and feeling like i dont really have any control.
I just wanted to write it down, and maybe give a bit of hope to people who are considering getting help, but are on the fence. Do it. Best thing I ever did, it doesnt bring magical results and relief, but it helps you understand yourself better and have a better relationship with yourself(and as a consequence you have better relationships with others).
I really enjoy reading the posts in here, and hope you all are having a good day! :)",10.569961111111107,8.944907585,10.304666666666666,60.763444444444474,58.15,13.888888888888893,43.22222222222222,12.650343791298138,5.677655555555552,887,42,141,25,9,292,128,200,0.08800000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.231,0.9898,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,13,5,19,1,3,11,0,16,0,0,8,3,44,30,18,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,13,0,6,7,1,0,3,3,7,0,0,5,1,14,12,25,24,8,20,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,7,8,105,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908861581350374,0.0,0.0777204953590076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557986917894555,0.0,0.07812088543460192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106618505533916,0.2695596399805479,0.11091628116527047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557932347358055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552087475676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190695001781242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189920153428872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22864700073194125,0.05136988012896085,0.07258004715567247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530796030263981,0.09745993186430957,0.0,0.17042744398280488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619502262090932,0.0,0.0,0.2018150710056076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974087877867507,0.0,0.0,0.09030299932851983,0.0,0.10579637325720316,0.0,0.08281412236097398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049634567417434335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409790795066853,0.0,0.08637310098900211,0.0,0.09613238567001872,0.0,0.0,0.10206661869455368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920076046329064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043372332617251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453397946608605,0.0973006757494742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805962011942964,0.10162327553460034,0.0,0.19525457889842396,0.10445738493035088,0.0,0.2181516980022952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924889845106654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404108095812232,0.11419791597133358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112929614401283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618363118946712,0.0,0.06749572338205767,0.0,0.0,0.161311405531615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115295846279147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599238246406053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,linguisticshead,2020/02/09,"Exercise and anxiety Hi guys! A bit about my story: I used to be a very sportive person, I used to run and ride the bike, but for about 8 months now my anxiety got so bad that I’d completely freaked out by anything that made my heart faster. I thought I was dying of a heart attack all the time and started having ectopic beats which made me go to the ER constantly. 

Now, I‘ve been feeling a little better, even though I still have those beats that make me very anxious from time to time. I was wondering if any of you have been through this or if you have tips so I can exercise again. I miss my old self and I also get a lot of pressure from my family because I‘m becoming „lazy“.",6.5253340184994855,5.213367021582737,6.755724563206581,81.99510791366906,65.83453237410072,10.5327852004111,33.5262076053443,9.606745405546679,2.7654739979445013,532,19,115,9,7,172,90,139,0.168,0.795,0.036000000000000004,-0.9568,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,3,11,6,1,1,8,0,10,4,2,5,1,19,24,12,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,5,1,0,8,1,18,1,15,15,3,17,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,5,12,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825485253320273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055944877502633,0.0,0.22624654090395624,0.1670556256252633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168777245587856,0.0,0.0,0.1682281197454923,0.0,0.0,0.12346868446259987,0.09014266983872908,0.16331530925998405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078261152609108,0.16144020201914924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550431649417212,0.159799352902703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346995416182124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766943866087327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394025270985258,0.0,0.07476958061153992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725810625501832,0.0,0.08404025039598766,0.0,0.1182684145134062,0.0,0.0,0.14641859310851796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504630059676359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820868131679912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571725923543658,0.0,0.2798440697813445,0.09870710015228812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803168402972755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516897735058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911794745370234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426492103481138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466603862971713,0.0,0.1180924354816279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528553794099025,0.11739550597721905,0.2586797048089703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554314625315171,0.0,0.2440232138839765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036313754606107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Cars93,2020/02/09,"Anxiety Served me Well After doing extensive mental and emotional work regarding the source of my anxiety I realized something that I consider to be a very important breakthrough for me (if “breakthrough” is even the right word). Anxiety served me beautifully during the times that I needed it. I was raised in a very abusive household. During those times I needed the hyper vigilance, the expectation of being attacked, the constant need to look over my shoulder, the adrenaline rushes that I got when I perceived danger, and expecting the worst to happen because all the time the worst would happen and I would get attacked in some way. Anxiety never failed me when I needed it as a coping mechanism and a source of protection and self preservation. Anxiety became a problem when I finally moved out of that abusive household and into an environment that made me feel safe and comfortable but my mind was still wired to expect something bad to happen. Now I am in the process of undoing that mental wiring but it will take a while. I was abused from ages 6-23 and I am only 3 years out of that hell hole so I’ve got many more years to go. That realization helped me understand where my anxiety disorder came from and has brought me a sense of peace. Now that I know what caused it I am better equipped to manage it and hopefully cure it one day, if that’s even possible.",8.773955178679591,8.195106086614175,8.522125984251968,68.7633040581466,60.96850393700787,12.382313749242885,38.04239854633556,11.661520659325953,4.606476438522108,1102,47,186,29,13,355,141,254,0.172,0.737,0.092,-0.9625,0,0,2,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,11,14,4,0,19,0,14,1,1,2,2,43,34,20,0,14,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,18,14,0,2,5,0,0,5,1,9,1,1,8,2,26,5,26,21,5,33,1,1,1,0,2,9,1,4,18,136,44,3,0.0,0.3523858761679661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550403968339306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255668825160403,0.0,0.0,0.08277583523111208,0.060433419359249674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767923583131289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338711371638,0.0,0.10184172259540604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071326301360184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639356125058607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362038857928712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151656450560728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095902652395386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050126997885645536,0.0,0.0,0.10860050022843956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179535443718361,0.0,0.05634223730363695,0.0,0.15857894389037588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630014116727425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644990794036207,0.0,0.0,0.09846610126588726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448348508335756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325069622900062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938064850672364,0.0,0.10051006353464732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998149603999321,0.0,0.1001008120467096,0.0,0.0,0.10536768164515234,0.0,0.294037381856197,0.07646110285150713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717826855833232,0.07539868517417432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176285660231312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486138629723878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466305076153627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342223812537717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264208372305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917149214000889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453920960342711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342396346165098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320583788375537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359796358845174,0.0,0.07869088865758918,0.0,0.0,0.0891366947223576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217342346060003,0.0,0.0,0.1408491497722256,0.0,0.0,0.12768285181943825
anxiety,dfghhjjttffffhhffddr,2020/02/09,"It’s like there’s a brick on my chest Sorry for the mini rant, I’m just sitting here reflecting on the fact that my throat and chest are constantly tight and nothing seems to resolve them for more than a few minutes.",8.19590909090909,6.106457681818185,7.471818181818183,80.67772727272728,63.09090909090909,10.618181818181819,35.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.776127272727273,174,6,36,2,2,54,36,44,0.136,0.807,0.057999999999999996,-0.3365,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,0,1,8,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146497817544903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326684036682309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569682578376961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335539826913758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331153453951216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miab0616,2020/02/09,"Struggling with a short attention span from overthinking? Does anyone know what im talking about? Im constantly thinking about everything while doing things like even writing this. I just sat here and stared at my screen for like 5 min on the last sentence realizing the things i do that makes me feel terrible about myself. Im so tired of always being in my head i wish this will stop. I feel like i cant fully enjoy anything im actually watching cuz my mind will think of the worst case scenerio of something and then im convinced that thing is happening and start freaking out and i end up missing what im watching. Its freaking draining, frustrating, exhausting. Conversations are especially hard because i really wanna listen to them but i feel so selfish because my mind starts to trail off to what ifs and im thinking about if this person can tell im anxious or did they think how i moved a certain way was weird or ill even judge them and get into debates in my head about how i shouldnt be judging people because im so scared of what if they judge me and i start feeling terrible then try to be kinder and I feel like a fraud and i start thinking can they tell im a fraud and then i just wanna go lay in my bed with the door closed in the dark. And being in groups i cant do it people take my quietness as an offense but really its safer when im quiet. But i feel so much pressure to speak up and put on a smile and everything i say is in hopes it has to do with what was said to me bc i cant concentrate but I really hope they can see that I really do care but im struggling at the same time. I feel like i cry every single day and i try to hold it in if i have to talk to someone for too long bc i feel like im gonna break down from frustration. im so stressed and emotionally drained from all this and i wish i could become invisible. I feel so selfish and like a crappy person. I know im an a hole. I just dont know how to fix it. Its like haunting me. Because its so much easier said than done and it feels nearly impossible. And it doesnt help i have really really bad trust issues. I am constantly thinking what if this person just wants to take advantage of me what if they just wanna hurt me or use me? I just dont feels safe anywhere i go except when im alone in bed with my door closed and my dog and hula hoops and stuff. I get confused in that area because u can never tell and usually thats where my temper comes in because i will put holes in my wall bc i can never for example tell the difference between someone just being nice and someone being nice and expecting something in return. Or someone will tell me things are ok but ofc i get back in my head about it and think they arent so i get frustrated with myself. I just feel lije idk wtf is going on around me ever i cant trust anything...If theres any advice or experiences youd like to share please please do.",2.125563538672996,3.8957737317880787,3.780356116456328,88.25723416218918,77.41059602649005,6.876371360739722,23.64788204423341,7.771483598077405,1.104190778458078,2290,74,487,35,53,764,248,604,0.18600000000000005,0.665,0.15,-0.9765,1,1,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,8,1,36,46,5,6,16,1,45,6,3,6,5,117,97,62,0,17,26,0,13,9,0,6,3,7,4,3,33,37,0,3,24,0,0,7,11,23,0,0,7,25,73,23,68,76,6,67,0,2,5,0,29,33,0,14,34,319,106,0,0.0,0.0,0.040417696888758264,0.0,0.0,0.04047289334826228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042896242309925336,0.0,0.0,0.034462841117044035,0.0,0.0,0.02816545366985205,0.0,0.0,0.04679020759514173,0.0,0.028960216172425286,0.0,0.034083234932615586,0.03687053065403202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031847651793973815,0.0345820462847702,0.1514870589654639,0.04574259139815412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222810159146337,0.0,0.0,0.03567767787818642,0.0,0.08951563131024612,0.0,0.033068660204229425,0.0,0.045495394419068025,0.026710987630019997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043272677191815885,0.0,0.0,0.03624490502849618,0.04238468310028086,0.09708246289988368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658933352329355,0.036683785384310184,0.0,0.0,0.054711995403190036,0.03746467739486093,0.034896195354968566,0.0,0.07444710938072502,0.04051445428839467,0.0,0.0,0.2513043797612696,0.11835524168189862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865561471886919,0.0,0.0706158936161194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036625531940301485,0.0,0.03710212050494297,0.0,0.12751951583238502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027761408696104654,0.0,0.0,0.08227423527531914,0.0,0.0,0.04433850037262026,0.0,0.715811506838842,0.04322931414762346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828624794836557,0.03376095032593737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211134834620415,0.0,0.0,0.03665335777277332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027646633808071898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836401325502128,0.0,0.0,0.0440204563735048,0.06089354453431638,0.0,0.06388776121467762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057427631101873815,0.1084930042254806,0.0,0.09092838579086883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327244859334255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919942036861987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879542723192566,0.0329370143800738,0.041466339243058654,0.0,0.0330045414813827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037231824199475,0.06377073199655547,0.0,0.0,0.11726263410323555,0.0,0.0,0.03462704856093519,0.04744383102851761,0.0865975375685443,0.047413353019228666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228190604996866,0.06657995061620263,0.1810044600631696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006430784267787,0.18577151133339373,0.0,0.0,0.024150991709816248,0.0476035489597524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056239793942762656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035771591388937145,0.04561574088472499,0.0,0.02442923029738021,0.03287543938576442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952566131428848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HristValkyrja,2020/02/09,"Damn it! I am so friggin' tired of being worried all the time. I can't even be sure when I am right or my anxiety is playing tricks on me. And when I am right, I...just can't control it. All the ""you knew it"" thoughts.
I just...lost 1 year of relationship with someone I care deeply. Maybe if I weren't this insane, this broken I could have done better and she won't have needed to lie or being so tired of dealing with me.

I don't feel like I can do this anymore. Fighting to have a normal relationship and then everything blows on my face. I am so fucking tired and sad and lonely! Just want my brain to stop overthinking, overreacting...",1.8484358974359016,3.766266638461541,3.339615384615385,90.41455128205128,78.76923076923076,6.17948717948718,23.14102564102564,7.1686216300943375,0.7342564102564109,493,16,107,6,12,162,78,130,0.267,0.649,0.084,-0.9738,0,2,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,7,11,4,0,3,0,20,6,2,1,3,23,27,14,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,1,18,5,10,18,2,10,0,2,0,1,6,4,2,3,7,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104349590361517,0.0,0.1569190223333771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993924008095796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663406063356882,0.0,0.0,0.16132333694280165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746543651965038,0.12633167041192225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312545852100974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192152276110713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045076777856636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220454695354112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000450648489628,0.11303765628346113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627864297547336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730189482346911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272385258981615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589606484722206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732358118264898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502921614582113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33975393545207433,0.0,0.2702505986548252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406552710016556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228515637226212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912741252013342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125614848210109,0.0922636449726908,0.5455772160541374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332659537113222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068756274828086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189323096609723
anxiety,bmahle,2020/02/09,Dry Mouth from Zoloft I recently started taking Zoloft and it’s giving me an incredibly dry mouth no matter how much water I drink. Does anyone have an experience with this/tips?,4.765454545454546,7.345152212121214,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,72.33333333333334,8.036363636363637,23.12121212121212,8.841846274778883,1.9172303030303035,145,4,24,3,3,47,28,33,0.077,0.813,0.109,0.0094,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,2,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706775345394619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387640988008789,0.0,0.0,0.3792221374158389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786695698230355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713528620571127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845716759464601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822261489931539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739996872234044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29105985735140505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,llamaramasloth,2020/02/09,"I totaled my car yesterday in the snow. And I was *this* close to moving states and now everything is unknown and I don’t know what to do/don’t want to just annoy people with my anxieties I haven’t had an accident caused by myself since I was 16. I’m 29. It was lightly snowing yesterday and when I turned into an office park to get my back worked on, I hydroplaned, sped up and hit a median and tree. Hurt my knee but otherwise I’m fine physically.

What I’m not fine is mentally. I thought I’d have a place to stay for a couple of months, but as it turns out it is only *maybe* a month. I thought I’d have my car to do Uber eats and door dash to supplement whatever job I find upon moving (because I have about $3-4K saved for the move-my industry is not in demand where I’m moving, so I won’t have much luck til I get there).

I was offered a car to drive, but it’ll require me leaving the stick shift which is a whole other thing. People say it’s easy enough, okay. If I have a car I’ll be a bit less worried about job hunting.

Idk. It’s like on the drop of a hat everything has changed. Instead of moving in March with a car, it looks like I’ll be putting my 2 weeks notice in ASAP because my commute is an hour each way and I simply can’t afford Uber to transit and back. Our transit sucks.

I’m getting my mom, my dad, my bf, everyone telling me different things or what to do and I’m just at a loss. I’ve never not had a car, I’ve never totaled my car.

Everything hurts today. I didn’t sleep at all last night. I’ve just been crying from anxiety and I can’t even go anywhere or do anything to take my mind off of it because even laying in bed, I can’t get comfortable. 

I guess I’m just venting because I don’t want to annoy people in my life anymore than I *feel* like I have (which is probably once again just stupid anxiety).

I don’t know what to do",0.9143802655523352,2.598537473815462,3.1145622430410462,92.03609085394623,80.74563591022444,6.330147603963066,22.80791265080542,7.329194593529364,0.7555154141672848,1441,48,331,20,37,492,199,401,0.102,0.802,0.096,-0.3518,4,0,0,0,0,1,47.0,1,0,0,3,18,16,4,0,19,1,37,4,2,1,5,50,63,21,0,3,14,2,1,3,1,2,1,1,2,0,18,17,1,1,6,0,0,14,14,7,0,0,10,4,41,9,43,48,9,55,0,3,1,0,7,18,1,5,22,203,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034137068042514,0.0,0.08790085404877451,0.0,0.0,0.07293801640488698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630775092789746,0.0,0.21612122233107448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967650887647762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105126685278556,0.0937627451083499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807154809989577,0.09736000209620163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260339416549136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069444404058964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158234730101288,0.0,0.11708349944339436,0.0,0.0,0.08469333743003774,0.2389748726629026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481588237806194,0.06331996197298903,0.0,0.0,0.08100963314528226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522988490013426,0.0,0.050372597331222166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764005789400354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728638055391774,0.0,0.18976850489338726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591062221017562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742157168928968,0.07224832835222962,0.0,0.09385033356167534,0.0,0.0,0.06260463217563195,0.1299059057378447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443001910072614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904450558689958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932196361618534,0.0,0.08949481133635717,0.10380676572452613,0.14149321221535466,0.4710181964049423,0.06515599764776847,0.0,0.13671960964856852,0.0,0.0,0.08317676131059283,0.0,0.0,0.1009101010992982,0.0,0.0943920410145721,0.0,0.06740995369271761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434242704735068,0.0,0.09260339416549136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556216334677718,0.0,0.0,0.0891013900761535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704851079990329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331874611521662,0.0,0.08869775079732252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944717743530674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664154230344398,0.0,0.07746979594833915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776863767323302,0.0,0.0,0.1407305790551968,0.0,0.0,0.08401442238899579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928161158414552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455695321831003,0.07035333770334508,0.07109664038035196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895640605292738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452641875763616,0.09001186593287612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bernie-McDickens,2020/02/09,"Hypnic Jerk Hey everyone, I was just curious on what the community knew about Hypnic (or hypnagogic) jerks. If anyone here has dealt with them or if anyone has any remedies to deal with them, I’d really appreciate it.

Some nights when I close my eyes to fall asleep i get a feeling in my head like I’m falling. But I jerk once in a panic, and have to wake up until I try again and repeat the process. different sources say different things about Hypnic jerks (as in one involuntary jerk that wakes you up when you try to sleep OR like mine, but your muscles continue to jerk multiple times once you’re awake.)
This shit sucks, and I only see my GP once a month, so I’m hoping the internet can help me through this. However, every solution online says to take deep breaths or concentrate on something - for EVERY symptom of anxiety that I have - and that solution has yet to work for any of them.",6.413930635838149,6.450191115606941,6.913069364161853,76.3124942196532,65.58959537572254,10.85063583815029,32.32890173410405,10.577609850970193,3.2787160693641617,705,26,137,17,10,231,109,173,0.134,0.748,0.11800000000000001,-0.2467,3,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,3,1,9,12,8,1,6,0,7,9,8,0,0,20,16,17,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,1,2,5,18,3,25,14,1,21,0,0,2,0,11,9,2,8,12,85,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081167790713072,0.0,0.11705936623195208,0.0,0.0,0.21398934246407225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577562069586233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31974525617504274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578507651340565,0.14621652433436516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737116938756845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994628265571961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570419754571863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256562929962257,0.0,0.0,0.15198271832189775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951502761899407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213856682719627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359827246470766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888817673543212,0.10368985606614008,0.1163780934082536,0.0,0.17953521023952598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802809908402192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433742209642986,0.0,0.0,0.12193659204543532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707214009693912,0.0,0.0,0.15312983560924706,0.0,0.0,0.11780175368121802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904567068359995,0.11505149032461268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165924143913878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922680005337194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778015700009952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139989242104356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yoder20,2020/02/09,"Tips for sending texts Hello! I’ve had anxiety and depression for the last bunch of years, and I’ve been on medication/in therapy for about 5 years now. Some aspects of it have responded fairly well to treatment, but one thing that has not gotten any better is the massive anxiety I feel about reading and responding to text messages (or FB messages or IG messages; not exclusive to texting necessarily). Things get especially bad when I take longer than a day or two to read/respond to a message because then I start to feel super guilty too, which just makes my anxiety worse. 

Has anyone else dealt with this problem and have any tips for working on it? The only thing I’ve figured out that’s worked is that for some reason, it often feels easier to type my responses in my Notes app and then copy-pasting them into the message box, but that hasn’t come close to completely fixing the problem or anything.",10.836215538847119,8.020368912280706,10.015505430242275,66.76631578947371,58.70760233918129,13.046282372598164,43.142021720969076,11.20814326018867,4.79220568086884,728,32,127,14,7,233,111,171,0.182,0.762,0.055999999999999994,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,4,8,7,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,2,0,30,18,14,0,2,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,4,1,2,3,3,7,3,24,15,3,17,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,7,9,85,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946087418885895,0.0,0.3534461367173677,0.0,0.0,0.10768568238379804,0.15779896781842098,0.12673511791879152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858989830156708,0.09388159271029647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620719123194006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266389536967646,0.16147401990217342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932214984025813,0.0,0.13264650494698094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865357317238868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336125830303421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046260531198729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553673467519602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280125705939716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435952349949196,0.11712970617027135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701766360603072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29472891412451235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080985178350061,0.0,0.0,0.15834544450894125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090073594094226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579453539335932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612109222938852,0.0,0.3069473832370205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044302970918505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847131203549207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423870824045106,0.0,0.15694688357767206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983516673008996
anxiety,confused_noodles,2020/02/09,"Guys I thought I had this under control The past few months when I’ve been to therapists, I’ve told them that I’m not worried about my anxiety (as much as my depression and ADHD) because I’ve been working on it for years and I know how to deal with it. 
True, I haven’t had a panic attack in a little while and I know how to recognize the beginnings of those, but I’ve just realized that I haven’t eaten anything other than peanut butter in the last 24 hours because I’m avoiding the possibility of interacting with one of my flatmates and interacting with the disaster of our shared space. 
Ugh! I need to eat and I need to go to the grocery store and I need to get out of this apartment but I can’t deal with the social anxiety right now, which is causing general other anxiety and it’s a vicious cycle that’s inching into panic and I hate it because I have no idea how to fix it.",4.268717948717949,4.86319786813187,5.820604395604399,80.34522893772895,70.31868131868131,8.923809523809524,30.551282051282055,9.075114841892004,2.487075457875457,700,28,142,13,12,239,100,182,0.21600000000000005,0.75,0.035,-0.9871,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,2,7,10,3,3,10,0,9,2,0,5,1,34,23,17,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,14,2,2,5,0,1,1,5,8,0,1,7,1,17,2,28,16,2,21,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,9,100,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175216872588622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279813255722878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760420514881507,0.0,0.0,0.16258276330534108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613530551778214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680974879510222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160287695698323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946715075210695,0.12308969318238995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623441284170416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466549838208666,0.0,0.08122004905555377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415051152142541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109578013397392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407393004544705,0.0,0.0,0.16132998661687592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708113638938453,0.11649216208497372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323513209789376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407080680785055,0.0,0.1050565904000985,0.3179017872039489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684071007635886,0.0,0.0,0.3353523266965277,0.0,0.0,0.13642544982916274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611115413629969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204586585703335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456805464027228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593157327753869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345597745656535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365583151393821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404146648253168,0.1451338337504931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203049066404713
anxiety,fadedguy41,2020/02/09,"I’m new to this subreddit but I’d like to share my story 20 yr old male from the US currently in college. I could say I’ve had anxiety all my life but it didn’t trickle upon me until sophomore year of high school. I constantly cared what ppl thought about me and was very observant to the ppl surrounding me and their thoughts. I worried I wouldn’t make friends and that ppl saw me differently. 

I overthink A LOT.... like I over think very simple things like whether to get a 1 subject notebook or 3 subject notebook for classes. I’m absolutely tired of it. Anxiety is the reason I fidget with strings and the reason I’m afraid of being in uncomfortable situations. It’s probably the reason that I have trouble socializing with ppl sometimes because I have to other think what to say. 

Anxiety has given me a lot of physical pain over the years. I injured my back in high school and did not recover the way I should have. I was diagnosed with irritable bowel syndrome and cannot eat certain foods anymore. I have now troubles with my pelvic floor. I believe this anxiety also gives me inflammation in my joints. I have been tested for arthritis and other diseases but they all came back clean. I would appreciate if anyone had information about this. I’m tired of feeling like an 80 year old man that can’t move around the way I want because I let my body get worse.",4.355827922077921,6.189136390151518,5.2249783549783535,79.99318181818184,71.46212121212122,8.361904761904762,31.51082251082251,8.976282227363876,2.781450432900433,1093,50,203,22,21,356,147,264,0.171,0.711,0.11800000000000001,-0.9442,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,0,7,12,0,1,12,0,22,10,2,4,3,40,40,15,0,6,7,0,1,4,1,3,6,2,1,2,14,13,2,0,9,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,12,4,33,8,29,22,4,28,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,4,16,132,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189089407173464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133491965593587,0.0,0.1015553318374854,0.07160190454187666,0.0,0.0,0.09115954800130384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748173356566975,0.0,0.12484669624925687,0.0,0.0,0.11537206014744512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374560888867932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712068169250615,0.10440572960969774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066025284343213,0.0,0.08175971605921545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103935940032579,0.0,0.1069883623489668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478287679944036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051777560704568,0.07315605541825232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238249829999742,0.0,0.07911558109834751,0.0,0.10700170453869792,0.09823339135110083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638680704779956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471304901582296,0.0723296066228455,0.20011390496138706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411714679780027,0.0,0.0,0.06835417329220875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883718879649423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890055210794887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490748185353287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896301662737078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040674535886652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31585913237643426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286846379150918,0.0,0.20727271274117254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510421109990802,0.0,0.10438600907377067,0.0,0.0,0.10127826031325826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803138153991864,0.1312302163758318,0.0,0.1625916017573806,0.0,0.2353922186337946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317707529211573,0.0,0.0,0.16898485542998082,0.06039939085296037,0.16256398492723154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399426732591484,0.10435645229067413,0.07274348864014643,0.0,0.0,0.1978307166757285
anxiety,LeeAnthony27,2020/02/09,"Ssri sexual side effects I just came off of cymbata after about 6 weeks. I noticed a very small improvement with depression and anxiety. However, my sex drive was cut in half and my ability to orgasm was also extremely reduced. I am thinking about trying an ssri. I tried lexaoro in the past for about a month which wasn’t long enough but I noticed no sexual side effects. What are your experiences with specifically ssri medications as far as sexual side effects? Thanks!",4.994382352941177,7.770078247058822,6.1843382352941205,69.64827205882354,72.41176470588233,9.897058823529411,31.801470588235286,10.125756701596842,4.148558823529411,381,18,58,12,8,127,62,85,0.098,0.812,0.09,0.2218,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,1,0,4,0,5,3,1,3,0,11,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,0,8,1,14,4,1,15,0,1,0,2,1,8,0,0,5,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716152531547603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903978900589074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676791562729298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015781172088505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418256526815556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893581086876705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071178380693765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357704533521902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868083173361159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532911675222582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234174495437569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547238266169672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996323915370566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177952919648941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310732686460502,0.0,0.0,0.1877325922531175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cateyegirl2,2020/02/09,"Can’t sleep The moments before I go to sleep are the worst. My mind starts wandering to what I could have done better today, how I should get it done *now*, the could have beens and what ifs...",0.3438461538461546,2.7192356923076986,1.0673846153846152,101.30261538461541,89.51282051282051,4.1456410256410265,12.928205128205128,5.6839178017228535,-1.26032717948718,148,2,34,1,5,45,29,39,0.102,0.825,0.07200000000000001,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,2,2,1,0,7,13,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,2,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778677651673012,0.0,0.0,0.2263588457005235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086958178895085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238326142841858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371850851445555,0.0,0.14545705923775346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584272553671839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122512904048664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811562210893962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426019594325593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UrDadLovesMe,2020/02/09,I feel sick I feel so anxious I feel sick and I just know my dads gonna come to my room and berate me for something stupid. I hate this so much and my meds do nothing for me.,-0.6514999999999986,0.9379688500000009,1.2900000000000027,103.625,85.5,4.0,17.5,3.1291,-1.17325,134,3,36,0,4,44,26,40,0.355,0.645,0.0,-0.9432,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,10,0,3,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790309458464756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890122674552737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089320054981229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312467908448933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438759217974612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726761172252593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466385486092917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219310168863949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582920883266848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Vacterl,2020/02/09,"Anxiety is... Wiping a strangers pee off the toilet seat because you’re worried the person after you is going to think you did it.  
  
I just realized I do this every time. What the fuck",0.8791666666666664,3.4459263611111126,2.951333333333338,86.72700000000002,90.94444444444444,5.102222222222223,21.088888888888885,6.742157984588678,0.8435622222222219,143,5,26,2,5,48,30,36,0.203,0.797,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295473998714059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26260098690684835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36295279882348574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982514391989333,0.0,0.0,0.2448235972305673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761426246791857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760280036845413,0.0,0.0,0.2511927144571232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43748049492502944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lablady18,2020/02/09,Racing thoughts Does anyone have any good tricks for calming their brain down?  Part of my anxiety manifests as racing thoughts that keep running in circles and I find that I can’t pull myself out of it even though I can recognize what is happening.,6.919710144927535,8.089806043478262,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,64.65217391304348,9.611594202898553,34.89855072463768,9.725611199111238,3.420907246376813,202,9,35,4,3,61,40,46,0.068,0.812,0.12,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,7,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983463918912604,0.0,0.22312764047948327,0.0,0.0,0.2039432580608476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32560147807413986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552433992759961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926460515885412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26658215786623074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244639932318865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257923845168977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592507301364975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158514451410057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28656543562650105,0.4631086450548056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twixthyme,2020/02/09,"I experienced what people are calling anxiety. Was it that? And have you had a similar experience? Mental breakdown? TW: description of physical and psychological anxiety. 

I’m not American, but live in an English speaking country. A few years ago, I went on a trip to the USA with a view to “check it out”, as it’s possible that my line of work may lead me to move there. There was a lot riding on this trip, and I (F) was looking forward to it. 

A few days in, I felt terrible. I feel like I couldn’t read anyone’s intentions (and that’s basically my job, so I’m good at it usually). People seemed menacing even when they weren’t. I started to feel like I was losing my grip on who I was as a person, and what my function was in the world. 

I couldn’t breathe easily for the entire two weeks, it was like someone was stepping on my chest and I couldn’t get enough air. I would walk outside of my Airbnb to try to get some fresh air, because I craved it, but it was never enough. 

I stopped eating and lost 10kg (around 22 pounds) in two weeks, and constantly felt sick. In the morning I would get up and like, dry heave for like half an hour even though there was nothing in there. 

I didn’t want to go anywhere or do anything, and everything seemed bad. I’d watch tv, and feel suffocated the whole time, and just think “how come everyone in these shows seems okay”. Two years later, and the shows I watched during those two weeks still make me feel terrible (Orange is the new Black, Grace and Frankie). 

I went and saw a psychologist about a week in, and she suggested that it was something to do with my childhood.  I have experience in the field, and didn’t disagree... but it also didn’t seem entirely right. I went 3 times in a week, and it made me feel marginally better. My partner didn’t know how to deal with me, but was supportive. 

The feeling went 80% away as soon as I got in line for security at the airport. It wasn’t culture shock, as I’ve travelled widely, and a lot specifically to the USA. The rest of the feeling went away when I got home. 

It was so bizarre and even though it’s past me, I’d like to hear about other people’s experience and whether you’ve felt the same in any way? I think the pressure of deciding whether I wanted to live there, combined with the political climate (I’m a gay female), combined with feeling a bit unsafe, and out of my comfort zone may have all contributed.",4.241164772727274,5.133238468750001,5.0785606060606066,84.55886363636365,70.5625,8.484848484848484,29.33712121212121,8.754623652393294,2.081354166666668,1875,71,394,32,33,610,229,480,0.076,0.804,0.12,0.9542,2,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,1,1,5,23,20,0,1,31,1,34,5,2,6,2,81,77,43,0,7,9,0,12,6,1,4,1,2,1,2,25,31,1,2,19,5,1,16,11,7,0,5,33,21,41,13,58,37,12,71,0,2,6,1,12,30,0,10,32,256,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376170110265937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752248171829941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891494031620909,0.0,0.11005267212457312,0.0,0.0,0.05029520426773716,0.0,0.05919235038975256,0.06403304656510465,0.0,0.0,0.13516140931570875,0.0,0.06005863601063026,0.04384792646357682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361633556194908,0.07852904866324786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344868296820459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196141927940722,0.0,0.07773089356617255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638896930348257,0.07415678334372677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360245828805805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864606026204874,0.0,0.14252747467329213,0.0,0.0,0.06873230109532354,0.06464614337049276,0.2110843450302944,0.0,0.0,0.29096019261312844,0.10277376765951778,0.20719255270038608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274153853594167,0.0,0.04087953824683172,0.060331562244394864,0.11505815729277652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107045991384898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721517635709004,0.0,0.0708366675797699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137953361209343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039530906454473165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108485058723769,0.0,0.1270312071165003,0.0,0.060403175014654885,0.08047139231625013,0.07852021033949831,0.12230481187255605,0.0,0.06806200778717393,0.04801390591884718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248863114840236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645032178221556,0.0,0.0,0.05547693396640023,0.06947054693988032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901887899769099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686654275512424,0.14960184100582533,0.0628065962014082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109038954962666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194957373195858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061427919573869436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26192987680970303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609461474448456,0.0553753116512265,0.0,0.0,0.05091250096408763,0.0,0.057443477502575335,0.060136791458737265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162543462815414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921798181340501,0.14134193263312286,0.0,0.0838860493362064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048835822002944215,0.0,0.2810610563032156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922085221884169,0.0,0.08485248318555183,0.057094771995279674,0.2884899710986694,0.0,0.0,0.3333996557255404,0.0,0.08030739728209894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052365975615454086,0.0,0.0,0.10219417049623887,0.0,0.0,0.0926412630064362
anxiety,solaireswaifu,2020/02/09,"Feeling down after I had (close)people here for a sleepover Hi Reddit,

I really needed to get something off my chest and I feel very stupid for it, but I just can't change the way I feel. I had my boyfriend over for the first time, we had a great sleepover, cuddled and played some Super Nintendo (Super Mario World) and had a couple of mini shots everytime someone died etc. , just all in all a super nice and wholesome time. 

So here is my problem, after he left today to go home I felt very lonely, depressed, like I couldn't do simple tasks. 5 minutes ago I started crying and it really suprised me, because when we casually meet outside to go to the cinema etc., I don't get these intense feelings as if it's going to be the last time I am going to see him. I also have this when I have my best friend over, who stays for a couple of days after she leaves. 

I have had a not so wholesome childhood where my dad started to leave - when I was around 6 yo - for several months every year until today (27 now) and my mom wasn't always at home either, they put me in children or school shelter very early until I was older than any other child. 

I am not sure if I am interpreting things, but does it sound like seperation anxiety? 

(Btw I got diagnosed with severe depression 2 years ago and I am in therapy, haven't talked to my therapist to this yet but I will definitely.)

I just wanted to get it off my chest because I don't want to sound too clingey, which I hope I am not, but I felt very sad and hopeless, even though there is absolutely no reason to be.

Have a lovely day, everyone and thank you so much if you stuck around until this line",5.537574162679427,5.32019845757576,6.3091387559808645,80.7642344497608,67.45454545454545,9.007974481658694,29.4896331738437,8.532816995589336,2.0413939393939398,1281,40,258,17,19,423,183,330,0.15,0.6970000000000001,0.153,0.7188,0,2,1,0,0,1,39.0,2,2,1,5,21,22,1,0,11,0,28,5,2,1,3,47,52,29,1,9,15,2,6,2,1,1,1,2,2,2,13,14,0,0,8,4,0,5,10,7,0,1,12,9,43,15,39,36,8,51,0,5,1,2,18,14,0,6,32,183,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765514884097266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562486623950335,0.07868697676855299,0.0,0.0,0.06430852265106278,0.0,0.07234318096252343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836862516150464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529382859128873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992417997873705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000389109979271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927226182333047,0.10387695638822066,0.12197525189349605,0.0,0.16290012731019055,0.09598309618595097,0.09814518818170063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275585841195182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093348628663414,0.06246033948029375,0.0,0.07967642899439567,0.09036242737443527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126283315752676,0.0,0.18159750895915944,0.0,0.0,0.08043829142415276,0.0,0.0,0.07306191128872082,0.0,0.148221417378521,0.0,0.21497748494156635,0.0,0.07563353922768827,0.10425999709438892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971599645909465,0.09392595952510928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708439083588718,0.0,0.20026472466122616,0.10274687453547074,0.0,0.0,0.09240091628571602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535003777564024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107552449034872,0.07548214830562879,0.0,0.06951732313440763,0.0701199267363046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556056505961347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904874531976314,0.0,0.0950655403840786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116355554831053,0.09723020248368153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570643570223596,0.07535732704051237,0.0,0.0,0.21366665421057332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012596311301427,0.07280197953042386,0.0,0.0,0.13386943540382215,0.100795400298931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912789001903472,0.0,0.0,0.07600904129749098,0.0,0.08706420878773682,0.10814513491194022,0.10979909736081134,0.06282583903087167,0.0,0.09291119254693392,0.0,0.16542761380180948,0.0,0.17927613604321693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31210935558230896,0.11155564744967636,0.07506255582405386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179556434004828
anxiety,MeatGoblin04,2020/02/09,"I need help. Recently i’ve been having these panic attacks where my heart would beat very fast and my breathing would be short. i keep thinking that i’m going to have a heart attack or stroke. i’m losing control. i can’t sleep anymore because i think i’m going to die. 
Before getting in the shower today my heart started beating very fast and i felt this tingling pain in my feet. can someone please give me advice.",2.7647560975609764,5.1188580975609765,3.5172560975609737,88.10198170731708,77.78048780487805,4.5878048780487815,24.88414634146341,5.148860815047168,0.580141463414634,332,12,60,1,8,105,60,82,0.248,0.696,0.055999999999999994,-0.9524,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,1,5,2,1,2,0,8,9,6,1,0,11,21,3,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,2,10,0,4,16,0,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761298254011831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980981142218588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437025515214318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208408698675767,0.0,0.12853997502815753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694253710202335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567752611962143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450402074065327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892202648919876,0.14490943574700835,0.17170047751410447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370164759636217,0.1012515784795784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426806718044065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899623967738728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200824037131188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073729146059093,0.17723504017424158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581728057656828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491524133448886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511679660489508,0.0,0.12799169300470312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692024790236786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358485283290072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318614888378098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492787810066163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214615778771938,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Uncleblazer18,2020/02/09,Does anyone else dialogue with their subconscious mind? I have always been an over thinker. I think about multiple things at the same time and often talk to myself while I’m thinking. Maybe I’m just super baked right now but I noticed I’ll often argue one side while speaking while my voice in my head will argue another side. Does everyone think like this?!?,4.469601990049751,6.911931208955224,4.263507462686569,84.38441542288558,72.73134328358209,7.451741293532338,24.59950248756219,8.344100000000001,1.689230845771144,289,9,51,5,6,88,53,67,0.10099999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.3252,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,2,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,12,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,7,2,6,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123064303000503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409888193654709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606971619702564,0.23548020246442086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022382525933362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198712055750644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960514690241995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358640806647605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227961324434092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088748564688275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320551035878138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616543195520587,0.0,0.0,0.15573360245948384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626706929571244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472253529534988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526837869513196,0.4417827319943405,0.0,0.0,0.13401128649826807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nicod27,2020/02/09,"Experiences with SAM-e Has anyone here ever tried the supplement SAM-e to help with anxiety symptoms? If so, did it work? And were there any side effects, such as making anxiety symptoms worse?",5.1273333333333335,7.53448782857143,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,70.71428571428572,9.23809523809524,31.666666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.5453809523809525,154,7,25,4,3,50,30,35,0.182,0.7490000000000001,0.07,-0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,7,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,16,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379842602190955,0.0,0.436022910369984,0.0,0.0,0.19926695934877706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25778372312583464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876836511359965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101830819131613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022857503422527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924135628395402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934849634176189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074712467350958,0.0,0.2904223437831382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HealingPoverty,2020/02/09,"I feel like I'm doomed to fail and my fate had already been sealed. I'm starting a class for medical coding, I am finding studying to be very difficult. I can only concentrate for a few minutes and then my mind wanders and I stop. I was always a bad student and ended up dropping out of high school and college. I'm paranoid I'm going to fail. 

I have a girlfriend, the first one I've ever had at almost 30 and I love her. I'm afraid that if I dont succeed and make more $ shes going to leave me, after all, studies show that women are not marrying because they're unable to find ""economically attractive men"". The study tells they desire a man who makes more than they do...my gf is a very high paid woman and I just dont match up. I work a dead end not secure 14$ an hour office job and have no skills to get me to a higher place financially. I'm paranoid shes going to fall out of love with me
Now that I think about it. She may not be in love with me at all and only ""loves me"" and I hate the fact that there is a difference. 

I'm quitting smoking and maybe that's why my anxiety is shooting through the roof. 

I hate that I cant talk to my girlfriend about any of this because I'm afraid she will see me as weak and leave me because men are ""supposed to be"" all of these things and I'm not.

At the end of the day I'm paranoid because I dont want to lose the woman I love. But. A part of me knows that if she leaves me I'll be ok. I will choose to be single the rest of my life as a coping mechanism because I'm not good at meeting people. 

I dont want to fail this class, I need to make more money so my girlfriend will stay with me. She tells me that how much $ I make doesnt matter. But I know its bullshit. She makes 5 to 6 times the money I do, I'm a failure as a man and a failure as a boyfriend and I want to cry right now but I cant. The nicotine withdrawal is getting to me. Oh my god I'm going to fail! I dont want to fail. I want to be loved. I wish I could still be loved even if I'm poor. I hate this.",0.7457859649122831,1.9927336955555541,3.0048654970760253,94.61126315789477,79.82222222222222,5.714619883040936,21.842105263157894,6.202715092499727,0.10639999999999984,1553,45,381,11,38,533,198,450,0.172,0.74,0.087,-0.9685,2,0,0,1,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,11,11,28,3,2,26,1,37,10,0,6,5,65,86,29,1,12,12,0,1,1,4,4,3,0,0,7,16,21,0,2,7,1,4,5,14,15,0,2,5,2,58,13,50,69,11,35,1,7,1,7,33,13,0,5,16,236,74,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334266776025246,0.0,0.08082589408948351,0.0,0.06094436178728493,0.0,0.0,0.049808011838859835,0.0,0.056030987267324486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115516515210745,0.2232424312785657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058478881194465225,0.0,0.08045441661974982,0.04723592254889687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652374583180102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42920349501053134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461569177616375,0.0,0.0,0.04837656347937054,0.06625283288867047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037034054995844834,0.052325087214848416,0.0,0.0,0.133886249690989,0.06230078388351295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653328887287025,0.0,0.16650360906527364,0.061433074375641314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693803028964584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477131026522994,0.0,0.0,0.07212997817497893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268275566157284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050529527203783,0.0,0.0,0.2326625002168553,0.0,0.0,0.05173396724465551,0.035783017106865406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194061027708417,0.0,0.0,0.4627350873118182,0.0,0.24445263338524126,0.0,0.07358282247271596,0.0,0.0,0.07378500244631793,0.0,0.0,0.07395493715629342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384231375477257,0.05430904018697943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963161165147989,0.11140978598897408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931544591710511,0.0,0.05077773934210575,0.0,0.07652374583180102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790335317673655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254944860594974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412621354058223,0.05836549313602751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184204323612202,0.07806770058507641,0.058492260013357215,0.06123474753449246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058870256580886515,0.12803588957436654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486596489117799,0.0469314021773761,0.0,0.0,0.04270880544311333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086692274220401,0.21600422384968787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609076058112562,0.0,0.08422627540043848,0.0,0.0,0.05332205490893099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,givemeanew_name,2020/02/09,"Need advice on talking to people I'm agoraphobic and my world is very small. I've been housebound at times. Month to month the only people I talk to are my husband, my mother, my mother in law, and my cats (of course).  Every three months I see my psychiatrist. Several months ago I started attending the church where my husband works. It took a lot of exposure, going there when it was empty to get aquainted with the building. On Sundays, interactions are brief and I'm not otherwise involved, though I am starting to get comfortable enough that I don't leave the service early to sit in his office. It's definitely progress. 

There's a nice lady who has invited us to dinner at her house before, and I declined through my husband because I couldn't go to a stranger's house and make small talk. But from being around her a bit, she's someone I'd like to eventually be friends with. She texted me today asking if we could get together for coffee or lunch, which I really appreciated because I can handle one-on-one better than group situations.

I can probably do it if it's a place I've been before with my husband, if he knows where I am, and if there's an easy way to leave. But I'll never even get that far if I don't text her back. I don't know what to say. Maybe something like, ""That would be great!"" But then what? Do I ask when she's free? What works for her? Do I suggest a couple places I'm familiar with? I also have to ask that she pick me up because I can't drive due to my anxiety. How do I say these things naturally without sounding socially inept and rambling?",3.9814639515685184,5.1929529746835446,5.190412768299397,82.32079526692353,71.46835443037975,8.027297743533296,28.29609246009907,8.456263369488248,1.9685750137589435,1244,46,248,20,23,413,175,316,0.012,0.867,0.122,0.9841,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,0,4,13,8,0,0,11,0,26,2,0,3,1,36,46,22,0,9,11,6,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,16,13,2,0,2,0,1,6,8,0,0,1,4,4,41,9,33,36,3,41,1,0,1,0,33,16,0,7,19,161,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164221842133064,0.09220298916012737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318072866024549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795711623079787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925953698886812,0.29171984940416085,0.0,0.0,0.07998108640257502,0.0,0.19021966879017035,0.0,0.17701814559750584,0.0,0.0,0.09199278245073003,0.11355740040553225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304748450911936,0.11509057861810393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747526215596596,0.0,0.06870090234451508,0.0,0.08763709280239608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036170271110454,0.0,0.2173741012919108,0.0,0.11822820146454438,0.0,0.0,0.11467686436576108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003860492008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432780732883482,0.0,0.0,0.2202736553544168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163291424779226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884298022817836,0.0,0.0,0.06943079576630366,0.0,0.10449701130770823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320950057362589,0.0,0.0,0.07712577740047785,0.08022275210169635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048323113573884,0.07910806676786522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422175784788258,0.0,0.21734699661619955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214572306307907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663464901647666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543374751880488,0.0,0.0,0.08288645897589632,0.0,0.0,0.11750730197224693,0.0,0.0,0.11691717693014872,0.0,0.10603015628435083,0.08813154095686836,0.08007580054516081,0.0,0.0,0.14724465292883965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25080986271904504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910291983497621,0.0,0.1021941734385419,0.0,0.060651961631161336,0.0,0.0985940231632337,0.0,0.11556445155651834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251171939588408,0.0,0.0,0.0858232381423205,0.0,0.0825622364576649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026671294562704,0.0,0.1514482643509594,0.0,0.0,0.07388924567211652,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notnotweird,2020/02/09,"Uncontrollable head twitch I have recently developed a “tic” in the last few weeks. I find myself feeling anxious then my head will twitch to the side once or multiple times. This happens all day, everyday. At this point it feels fake because I can stop them for a short while until it feels like energy builds up and I have to twitch. My partner said I also do this in my sleep and I have since woken up to myself twitching. 

I guess my question is, has anyone else experienced this. It’s getting increasingly annoying and my doctor hasn’t really taken me seriously. I feel like a straight up crazy person and that this is the precursor to a huge mental breakdown. I am in the middle of my second to last semester of school as a single mom and I realistically don’t have time to breakdown. I don’t have any clue how to manage this either.",3.36240740740741,5.668649191358025,4.792370370370372,79.9396666666667,75.60493827160494,7.776790123456791,24.997530864197532,8.648137234880735,1.961624197530864,667,23,123,14,15,222,100,162,0.106,0.813,0.081,-0.6204,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,1,9,0,15,8,3,1,1,17,25,12,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,1,5,1,0,2,10,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,6,21,2,19,21,5,26,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,3,14,89,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033616999628025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083294367640527,0.0,0.0,0.18412259585048232,0.0,0.11396038727153915,0.16699370877870784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935195121671987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510952254633843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668183732367325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615004983056697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296331798781812,0.2328678953461734,0.0,0.0,0.14896205071439164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515105684663135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795423913311441,0.0,0.14412391741457578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345318815397218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657031944024205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924896309484352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424692172400146,0.0,0.0,0.1908818507130144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356987625695086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230907559731204,0.0,0.0,0.15407010714474345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825764726680979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044100608607044,0.0,0.16092447435166976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503263769015976,0.0,0.0,0.16494588213775618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481990169667307,0.0,0.1630991073472438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362597516738114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190071534815612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073385150340755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ixxithial,2020/02/09,Anyone else in long distance relationships worried about their partner when they don't answer any calls or texts? My girlfriend and I are long distance about half of the time due to college. Most days in the morning one of us calls the other before we go to our classes. I wanted to call her about three hours ago and no answer. Didn't think much of it because it was still relatively early but now it's almost noon and she should be up by now and I can't help but think something bad happened to her. The calling and texting and getting nothing feels like screaming in an empty room and getting no response. I feel so alone right now.,4.103790322580643,5.9489650241935506,4.1863225806451645,87.13448387096777,72.14516129032259,5.605161290322582,28.529032258064518,5.6839178017228535,1.0970703225806462,509,20,95,2,10,157,88,124,0.166,0.812,0.021,-0.9528,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,21,16,12,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,4,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,3,2,3,13,1,15,12,2,21,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,3,15,67,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354755386775904,0.0,0.1530382587532325,0.15828691626765545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393038099863716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686305059679388,0.15659351093677884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760757515991222,0.09316441303823184,0.0,0.13004799979359533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242305156982119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856340869841364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767076360606144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455198083773752,0.10918256017967168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596958717679714,0.0,0.08685742960282627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514802685062816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243945709752138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050783671915674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466555005706492,0.0,0.0,0.2705014080622618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123484350366266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664555131741358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356230088449923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408339363810706,0.0,0.1305169145458475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765683859831125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205110471638375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585598095644124,0.0,0.0,0.08911703675424287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183836981900502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014373572927123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520738899516534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roygabiv3,2020/02/09,A fear that I wont be able to sleep. I have a horrible fear of not being able to sleep each night. Been going on 6 months and results in little sleep and anxiety attacks each night when trying to sleep. Some nights only get a few hours. Any advice for breaking out of this?,2.168928571428573,4.0269051785714325,3.3172857142857133,91.2277142857143,77.57142857142857,5.908571428571428,20.128571428571426,6.742157984588678,0.2190685714285712,214,5,45,2,5,69,42,56,0.244,0.7559999999999999,0.0,-0.9222,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,0,5,4,4,1,0,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,3,4,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,29,4,0,0.3140463692798993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534412387121136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678115010960294,0.0,0.12012230645820507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863654113089056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533894755276864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203813308142914,0.0,0.08923989443159343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463620695848918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737848247996514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253344078910427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420668652270421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942320765437425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6285463396239607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660843509798193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bruhthrowaway1707,2020/02/09,Bad grades Hey Reddit! I am in 7th grade private school and have some bad grades. I want to know if I can pass with these grades or be worried because I am halfway through 2nd trimester. I am also open for tips if anyone has any for studying. My parents are very supportive but I get scared to tell them my grades. (I am very concerned on the inside for my grades) [grades photo](https://imgur.com/a/9PinHYY),2.8716959064327483,5.762172368421055,2.1428070175438627,94.74020467836256,81.89473684210526,4.430409356725146,24.23391812865497,5.82211442006289,0.4263847953216375,324,12,62,2,9,93,54,76,0.135,0.8270000000000001,0.038,-0.8098,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,13,6,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,1,9,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,0,38,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829631452776068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712729855969347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212541209010047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43496011169486026,0.15877898882693298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608387694531265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314650339206295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892190966214437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26077409358914705,0.2636077103294163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955762111940016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766067547893026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298270643649093,0.15363088481330694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26451808667551824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thealiencowboy,2020/02/09,"Fear of death Since a young age, i’ve always had a fear of death. not the process of dying, although that doesn’t sound too pleaser either, but the concept of life and death itself. I remember my first panic attack over death when i was around 12 and watching the news. some guy died at a house party, he was stabbed i’m pretty sure and i just remember thinking, “what even is death?”. i then spiralled into thoughts of what happens when we die, the fact that death is eternal and inescapable. i began thinking about the possibilities: “what if it’s painful to be dead?”, “what if we’re still conscious but can’t move?”, “is there an afterlife?” ect ect. and the worst part is, i made myself believe that even if there is an afterlife, we will just be stuck there forever too. it’s like an endless circle. just going round and round and it’s inescapable. like a box, we are trapped in a cycle. it terrifies me. anyone else experience this kind of anxiety?",2.319590163934425,4.902711819672135,3.0025437158469934,89.83299590163935,81.07650273224044,5.627213114754099,24.45054644808743,6.961326702584282,1.0000166120218579,745,28,145,9,20,233,111,183,0.314,0.604,0.083,-0.9957,0,1,0,0,0,1,28.0,3,0,0,1,15,10,1,3,14,0,14,2,0,1,2,33,23,16,10,3,10,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,12,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,7,4,12,4,13,13,4,16,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,4,11,99,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931039305483684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096915107167433,0.0,0.0,0.10026029957165268,0.14691806222841775,0.0,0.12764581682435264,0.0,0.16312467387294816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154929658074155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464426564325469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978236569328678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941298699661388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402610843700862,0.0,0.32270297320270697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196585204567982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149076657806327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197677110043833,0.12679763101361682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545062583170853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493166500976256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012792616942898,0.14010437423593733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567729547064486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523988673638014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257505731431809,0.16823505091424515,0.0,0.15527534869786438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164854814682247,0.0,0.14587725554572026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248615507257065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861212528280875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450992886294148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514159556031008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375462064697826,0.0,0.11383414173358923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyAnxietyToday,2020/02/09,"First Post, Please Help 27/Male/USA

My anxiety started just over two years ago, about three weeks after I quit smoking cigarettes. At the same time that I quit, I smoked weed for the first time. I did it twice in one day. The first time was greatly enjoyable, they second time was a trip to hell. 

It didn’t start as anxiety, it started as a stomach bug. I was sick for a few days, dizziness, vomiting, diarrhea, the hole 9 yards. I went to the doctor because at the same time, I started having frequent heartburn. The doctor said it was probably a stomach bug, and gave me a prescription for acid reflux medication that I’m still on. She also noted that my heart rate was high at the time. 

Fast forward a month later and I’ve been back to the doctor two more times for random things. They notice my heart rate high again and do an EKG. Everything is fine, just a high heart rate. To be on the safe side, they schedule an appointment for a holter monitor (basically a 24 hour EKG) and an echocardiogram (sonogram of the heart). They also do a full blood panel. 

In the meantime, I stop drinking pop completely because  I’m now thinking that caffeine will make whatever this is worse. Here’s the fun part, I start noticing my heart beat, heart rate, and strength of my pulse. I now have a crappy case of anxiety. Chest pressure, chest pains, pain in my arm, the typical signs of a heart attack. I also start experiencing episodes of claustrophobia, which was never a thing for me. Everything just feels off now. Everything comes back normal. Doctor says it’s a good case of white coat syndrome.

I end up at urgent care because I think I’m having a heart attack, but part of me knows it’s not and that’s why I go there instead of the hospital. They say it’s my acid reflux causing it. So we switch medication. 

I continue to live with panic attacks for about a year. The major ones make me feel like I’m just going to have a heart attack and die, even though I’ve been told that I’m in great cardiac condition. Having small attacks where I have to go outside, because that’s the only way I feel I can breathe. I changed my eating habits, trying different diets. I felt great on keto, but I’m already on the skinny side and it made me lose 15 pounds. Either way, I was eating healthier and starting to work out as well. And then, I notice that I haven’t had any anxiety symptoms in almost a month. 

Here’s where I’m an idiot. I get lazy. I start eating less healthy, and almost completely stop working out. I start to have a pop here and there. Nothing happens, so it’s no big deal. 

Fast forward to January of 2020, I buy an Apple Watch of the Marketplace. Guess what? It has a heart rate monitor. Now I have a way to check my heart rate as often as I want, and it even tells me when to take a minute to breathe because I’m in a stressful situation causing my heart rate to go up. I start having episodes again. I wake up one morning and start having a panic attack, my heart rate is way high. I’m back to where I was last year. Thinking I’m going to have a heart attack, having almost daily panic attacks, feeling my pulse almost everywhere in my body, shakiness, and just feeling crappy. 

I took the plunge. I have my first session with a therapist, and will be meeting weekly. She specializes in cognitive behavioral therapy and brain spotting. The first session was nice, maybe even if it was just to open up to someone outside of my circle. I’m going to start working out again, hopefully daily. I’m also going to start eating healthier again. 


I know we don’t beat anxiety, but we can overcome it. I hope we all can. I just needed to talk, and maybe hear some encouragement. Thanks, everyone.",3.4884999999999984,5.350990850000001,4.446388888888889,84.5575,73.83333333333334,7.355555555555558,26.722222222222207,8.131152278815165,1.7474138888888893,2892,106,557,46,60,937,301,720,0.136,0.779,0.085,-0.9903,1,0,3,0,0,0,104.0,4,0,5,14,43,37,10,6,52,0,43,44,26,5,2,80,106,36,1,6,13,0,6,1,0,2,12,4,1,0,27,29,7,3,11,2,2,13,6,19,1,13,22,15,69,18,74,80,12,118,1,1,2,0,23,40,1,12,65,356,96,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03164515146894877,0.0,0.1429902084483479,0.0,0.039394910891633605,0.11419442175262165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024276653047709627,0.0,0.13654879883683887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249035865394775,0.0,0.08235135162912118,0.0,0.10880938326168206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039653719077008785,0.0,0.039852069098190716,0.0,0.0,0.03639767295126888,0.07334574242797585,0.037764977851302624,0.030751665410728893,0.0748597803301353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604600989969178,0.036804266523315435,0.0,0.0,0.03705009201840127,0.037298024130735415,0.0,0.14615841228129808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034971586090628934,0.0,0.14611661236970586,0.0,0.0,0.031618859780866364,0.0,0.0,0.07073687568751164,0.0,0.0,0.03411207733415052,0.09625230962151816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902528399439626,0.02550348711198628,0.034276792076617525,0.0,0.0,0.15182843674161448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01865133772632569,0.0,0.14202058762566538,0.02994276176083008,0.0,0.11807535013435105,0.03932664961447013,0.0,0.031568649382496414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04023554797417552,0.5922514725272291,0.023928394512331023,0.15087249068299352,0.0,0.07091464202767257,0.03515648165515925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923864955994635,0.02909958018894023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017440806393036603,0.0,0.031523012411579086,0.0,0.0,0.03993822866590247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033779408460858286,0.0476589331571144,0.0,0.07172920923728351,0.0,0.0,0.07192629612716818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698945801179059,0.0,0.0,0.02647047487538501,0.027533393056327703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0349775972534453,0.0342543069323457,0.12193119117568373,0.0,0.0,0.0725720243658628,0.02715081992555815,0.07597284665914221,0.125655817708169,0.0,0.07731742307175032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918695753862514,0.0,0.0,0.03418992722120778,0.0,0.038489732548287116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594090213612159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03395807628518767,0.05677880994960551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401273516941078,0.0,0.0,0.03024778250874778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328484640442829,0.0,0.02850939537427634,0.0596921927005788,0.040893267285317364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03710509631328772,0.026841325583609504,0.028693632632186213,0.031202639435877862,0.03286699029118978,0.040825100792632414,0.04144947639434001,0.0474338713970914,0.06862374097898327,0.03507424354855061,0.0,0.14571527139554866,0.0,0.0,0.03411207733415052,0.039663080419018434,0.024237386356828775,0.0,0.06974578426332981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021056289563228286,0.1133453265286464,0.05727142579205297,0.0,0.03209783223110008,0.03309347907184383,0.032212939345542015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796824119398567,0.0,0.03638049401148806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896726599389115
anxiety,TyGustavGans,2020/02/09,"Claire Weekes Hey guys, need some adivice here. I‘ve recently been into the work of claire weekes, and I still have some open questions, maybe some of you can answer: She mainly talks about accepting anxiety. I really don‘t know how in the hell I could do that, I feel like shit, why would I accept/live with that? I want it to away, not accept the damn thing.",2.679875776397516,5.143068043478261,2.619503105590063,93.83869565217393,78.71014492753623,6.2616977225672885,17.10351966873706,7.447530270364453,0.08601283643892366,281,5,58,4,7,84,55,69,0.162,0.722,0.11599999999999999,-0.6626,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,3,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,19,11,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,3,8,8,4,8,1,0,0,0,6,4,3,4,5,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041101210401032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385366523474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872972970872305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585342928959453,0.1778171918955311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645426527403466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679122482123715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160200695636796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500576981385856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184559291433915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27882963967850233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945438765006675,0.0,0.2457628441562548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549655813049704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987751951657893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005974702727444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536087350581213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681013092177211,0.0,0.3993118300049993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245973027913215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812052033678181,0.0,0.0,0.17681438405504885,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,devanshdamani,2020/02/09,"I'm worried that I'm constantly annoying people. Rant

I talk way too much, if that makes sense? Sometimes, I feel like I'm a bit *too* talkative and that just annoys people to the point where they either ghost me (if it's online) or excuse themselves and go away (if it's IRL) often just leaving me alone. I am also quite clingy as a person so that makes the whole ordeal 10x worse.",0.7094805194805218,3.1888407922077966,2.2779350649350683,92.44547402597406,89.12987012987013,4.638441558441558,16.790909090909093,6.2581,-0.20262493506493487,299,7,60,3,10,97,55,77,0.221,0.731,0.048,-0.9136,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,13,8,9,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,8,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,2,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315509215274805,0.0,0.17878871442428446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100512172759964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408035321253596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241599564493855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304362492716125,0.15971833314121234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705988808344978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23672817187748504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922492730122407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29846919873028793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434955129779724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099903438325721,0.19521255440970736,0.0,0.0,0.21134575604305847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779403681469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211162811908462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969696283710088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774593268658694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24960773405329398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270460174291005,0.2278367596107207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,datguyeh,2020/02/09,travel anxiety issues I am leaving for a week long vacation tomorrow morning and driving on one of oyr busy highways to get to the airport. The entire trip and all its details has me sick to my stomach. Trembling in fear of the unknowns and the what if this happens. I did this same trip last year but i dont recall it being this bad. Im struggling to cope with things right now. Didnt sleep much last night. Found my self running to washroom every couple hours. I feel like im ready to breakdown. But the trip is only just beginning. My pregnant wife is traveling eith me and i dont want to bring up how im feeling and cause her any stress or concern. What are some good coping methods. Ill be stocking up on gravol for the travel.,2.4036734693877584,4.580771918367346,3.5158843537414946,88.5570918367347,78.1156462585034,5.560544217687075,26.8265306122449,6.5431188927421005,1.1648857142857143,580,24,112,5,14,187,103,147,0.16,0.765,0.076,-0.9076,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,7,0,11,4,2,2,1,20,19,10,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,3,3,0,9,3,5,0,1,3,2,11,2,17,14,4,25,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,11,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038497672064673,0.0,0.11682467878632315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275085961083164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687785012541966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689735261922129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35795593034509005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866690543969242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184406952489542,0.1544321023080624,0.10909787252500976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744142308036444,0.0,0.0,0.07978600168489307,0.0,0.0,0.12808803718823525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350431990337375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039109503734407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948672619941693,0.15939222081593127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489622125824696,0.0,0.1617005350020423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460763558512022,0.0,0.0,0.13514579657249534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226129176527876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331037827181844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348197259435044,0.11614477181812108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041567885977812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593124896043368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282283198257868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749317041169607,0.15964830928274326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145542906200143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007381557399352,0.0,0.12249679196713438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834187197958663
anxiety,jaja-two-times,2020/02/09,"Help I think I been having an anxiety attack for 6 hours now.Everytime I think about it it makes my heart beats skip,How do I stop a anxiety attack?",1.5131182795698948,3.5276065483870984,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,80.29032258064517,8.004301075268819,20.010752688172047,8.841846274778883,1.3433784946236569,117,3,25,3,3,40,24,31,0.375,0.54,0.086,-0.7964,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222705223899312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279678418222635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270551585385838,0.18499349201064527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717992761630763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422866744555436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074400515592056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536926383142573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,euyis,2020/02/09,"I'm Chinese and currently getting constant, daily nightmares of forgetting to put on a mask going outside... (rant) ...and it's wonderful! Finally getting a change of theme here, imagine like more than half a decade of constant I'm failing a test, not graduating, sick with AIDS, getting chased and killed there's something new horrible stuff to dream about!

Just kidding. Thankfully the dreams are just as bad as before and not getting worse.",5.036266233766233,8.157235142857147,4.714399350649352,78.40588474025976,74.19480519480518,7.486363636363637,35.59902597402598,8.472884824447931,3.5689753246753253,354,20,54,7,8,108,58,77,0.16,0.615,0.226,0.4836,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,10,6,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,31,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180183596372526,0.0,0.0,0.18362950847156934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282872922591968,0.0,0.0,0.4664052626677704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639784055795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509853974568482,0.0,0.12264384788989592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387502102614997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542875152635316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842053401576505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693813522108726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613302376366645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24703883606931426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867921670252534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340253884974689,0.0,0.0,0.21991816072647485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Constant-Amphibian,2020/02/09,New job starts tomorrow and I don't know if I can do it I'm just barely above being the most agoraphobic I've been but I want to return to society so desperately I forced myself to get a part-time job. Now I don't know if I can do it and I feel ready to back out of it and resign myself to disability or something. I don't know anymore. I feel so ashamed of myself. Why can't I just be a functioning member of society?,0.4732850241545883,2.2677352173913055,3.6597101449275367,87.03118357487922,82.69565217391305,7.132367149758455,21.09178743961353,8.167268648758528,1.0504599033816429,328,10,75,7,9,119,52,92,0.19699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.053,-0.9418,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,17,20,9,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,13,0,9,17,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661090850685905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063275225235756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271349205539008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019020557747994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325478942926031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423978399651693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591526703525604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905728692009744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065718569689632,0.0,0.0,0.18992380455257926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826669410427535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212411224168345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,absloutemattness,2020/02/09,"Anyone else obsessed with schizophrenia Hi I’m 22m 

It’s been a year now of constant anxiety and depersonalization induced by a bad lsd trip. Truth be told I probably don’t have schizophrenia but my mind is constantly and I mean constantly searching for possible symptoms and threats.

DP/DR doesn’t help either sometimes I feel like absolutely everything is fake(sometimes), I also have brief moments of realizing that I’m actually alive and human(it trips me out, to think I’m in control of my body, hands fingers etc ). Truly strange and unwanted. I’m going to see a therapist this week.

Wanted to make this post to see if anyone else relates/ has any tips or tricks to overcome depersonalization/ obsessing over mental wellbeing",6.145090909090911,8.742971523076928,6.53755244755245,69.24108391608392,68.38461538461539,9.650349650349654,36.43356643356643,10.018931242160765,4.3610000000000015,598,32,92,16,11,193,98,130,0.133,0.7509999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,2,3,0,9,4,3,3,1,22,22,9,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,2,5,7,2,14,19,2,15,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,8,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.14123260965316714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573807615973634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841927744687952,0.0,0.11071570773244536,0.0,0.0,0.2023928734687059,0.2965796921204378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208409439406522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075899638928798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691951986833718,0.16232356191997271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418015634016525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614087873105473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300712354777819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731782859635315,0.10339294996738864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225165134837198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970074125843999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070626910226094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660635170742488,0.0,0.0,0.15765005836566826,0.0,0.0,0.14585070848742338,0.0,0.1461329454807325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315787151672365,0.1386083957479523,0.0,0.15604011224617514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306572557388039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862772751068877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504266985063324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803912422628234,0.0,0.09273517495156453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829278677094714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536369492337056,0.0,0.11609121598700403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319939989621563
anxiety,thenpipe,2020/02/09,"First date in two years and I’m freaking out Hello,

I’m currently getting ready to go on my first date in two years.

I’m really struggling with agoraphobia, the fact I will be in the cafe with this guy and I can’t really escape. If I excuse myself early or often, it’ll seem rude, right?

I’m worried I’ll have a panic attack, and he’ll never talk to me again because i’ll seem like a nervous wreck. I also think everyone in the cafe will witness the panic and think the same thing.

I’m breathing deeply and taking cbd oil, but I’m still extremely nervous. I’m worried the nerves will make me need a very aggressive poop.

Does anyone have any tips so I can enjoy myself and try to seem normal?

Thank you! xx",1.7855185909980449,3.83436680821918,3.5908414872798424,87.89246575342466,79.54794520547945,6.089236790606655,20.70254403131116,7.1686216300943375,0.5980407045009781,558,15,113,7,14,187,89,146,0.185,0.72,0.096,-0.8478,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,5,12,3,5,9,0,9,2,2,1,2,24,28,11,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,9,0,4,0,1,11,3,11,22,1,19,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,6,12,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035809284389225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234796469427768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523598224610464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122016747343544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174591649505348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170717232844276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381313930642894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560374603975186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863219247577165,0.0,0.08553496150988173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902274406438526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352871227537898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046267083327368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159690022600822,0.11607805799690173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746208555812546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531683209969124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283359023466387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285296987617088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110399033116965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019278709825798,0.0,0.0,0.15733958738189416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316037007984747,0.12096951312926695,0.0,0.13856397565673587,0.0,0.0,0.09998825178910813,0.1928739299469693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218242021481276,0.0,0.2940413182710725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418166360008895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056884852443004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938394415718844
anxiety,jmcleandavis,2020/02/09,"Can Mental Health be Treated? Short answer yes; 

I've started noting my random thoughts on mental health and how it impacts me and my story. 

New Post: [https://my-mentalhealthstory.blogspot.com/2020/02/can-mental-health-be-treated.html](https://my-mentalhealthstory.blogspot.com/2020/02/can-mental-health-be-treated.html)",28.80775862068965,38.30844141379311,12.058189655172415,21.524525862069,31.41379310344827,4.279310344827587,24.49137931034483,5.985473137389443,1.0982344827586208,287,5,19,1,4,61,25,29,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.696096724489588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6599554426118522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581195038030686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156796230395834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588017864292137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997350795555804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prepareforpapajohns,2020/02/09,"DeFusion Coping Skill Hi everyone, I have been going to an IOP program and we took some notes that I thought should be shared with everyone, so I computerized them, and am now posting them here to share with you. Feel free to ask me any questions! Here is the [link](https://imgur.com/gallery/EY2QHF9), there is a png and a jpg.",8.98,8.199186333333332,7.353333333333335,77.96500000000003,60.66666666666666,11.333333333333336,38.33333333333333,10.504223727775694,3.7888333333333333,260,11,49,5,3,77,48,60,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,2,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,4,5,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194329374072701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016615158712845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6166676531386858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631563110395101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833860390990318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090374997387961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614745793993359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561712601729321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585084906828666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway3737373795,2020/02/09,"Lately I feel that my anxiety has spiked. I have had anxiety all my life, but it has always been fairly manageable with a few exceptions once in a blue moon. I don’t have any sort of trauma that triggered it and it seems that I’ve just always been this way.

Lately I’ve gotten to the point that all the sounds in my house set me on edge, I’ve had a lot of disturbing dreams, I always feel like something is stalking me. I recently developed a medical condition that gives me a lot of wacky symptoms and makes me lose control of my facial movements. Because of this I am often scared of my own reflection because it doesn’t feel like it’s my own...",5.166049618320611,5.3731309007633605,6.01915076335878,81.07391698473285,68.23664122137403,9.603435114503815,30.115458015267176,9.516144504307137,2.5510679389312982,512,18,103,10,8,169,76,131,0.14,0.785,0.075,-0.8243,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,7,0,12,4,1,3,2,20,19,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,12,3,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,5,16,2,12,14,7,10,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,5,5,71,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067864406736301,0.0,0.0,0.11081814767201324,0.0,0.2493273669018304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986773758095354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277310017037784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471918808183213,0.2328368078888885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632574186458692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803355255724108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676511583090577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510321753707177,0.15922770363642602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231016085119572,0.0,0.2770849277434245,0.0,0.0,0.10877682937010116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416469951720705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354670498164015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404953905454952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090299121542606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315103458012967,0.0,0.0,0.14835234174041956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254542972817627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693774687371137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934978216003645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hartness1234,2020/02/09,"Last week I kicked ass Last week was very productive for me, and I began to work out several issues that always plague my mental health and give me anxiety. I'm slowly learning how to take one's time and gradually come to conclusions on what the best answer is. When it comes to emotional trauma (which I deal with a lot), the best way to deal with it is simple; one day at a time, one piece at a time. Eventually, the traumatic thoughts will hurt way less, and your solution/coping mechanism for moving forward will bring you a sense of satisfaction. This started happening to me this week, the more I decided to just sit down and think about my problems. Things became less scarier that way. This week will be amazing also.",6.900748175182482,7.149678372262777,6.936925182481755,75.82976733576642,64.54744525547446,10.645620437956207,31.723540145985407,10.411451182825502,3.1877890510948905,575,20,106,13,8,184,91,137,0.11900000000000001,0.769,0.11199999999999999,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,4,5,6,0,0,8,0,7,2,1,1,0,20,18,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,6,0,0,5,0,3,0,3,3,0,11,3,18,11,7,27,0,1,0,1,5,6,1,1,14,73,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790446580289764,0.1122736027983947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322203111766737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832040286183166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324626354084037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701948876880426,0.2782163722195754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177948645822065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943834278402566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931925204250345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342560100840435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444466857101369,0.0,0.0,0.14083316083469785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997394318810265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471371710683398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597895617850767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341055681096024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742987057072607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911097612037564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243389726778167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550502786237926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145150188912938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964232184921042,0.08645849184909779,0.0,0.10712033450446366,0.23603847760603375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133240612795844,0.0,0.32130641906896323,0.4329348149246104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823155149503153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woahokcalmdown,2020/02/09,"Feeling like I'm depersonalizing This is the first time it's happened in forever :( it usually happens when I can't understand what I'm feeling and can't process it. I feel so fucking confused and lonely, I hate dealing with this. 

Everytime I'm speaking to people it doesn't sound like I'm there, I feel like it's not me. I don't feel real, I feel confused, I feel numb. I can cry, I'm crying but it's not solving anything. I don't understand anything. I can't feel anything.

I feel so fucking lonely, I don't even have myself right now. The last time it happened I had someone to talk to, I don't have anyone right now and I'm pretty sure I feel so terrible I don't plan on opening up to anyone I know. Someone please talk to me until I can sleep?",0.7752233804914397,2.9349458670886115,3.1954653760238294,88.70653387937455,84.0,5.4897989575577055,25.749813849590467,6.794906146795322,1.1249258376768427,589,26,123,7,17,203,71,158,0.179,0.7,0.121,-0.8268,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,13,3,2,2,0,15,4,1,0,1,25,40,9,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,13,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,1,12,21,4,10,39,0,15,0,2,0,2,4,6,2,2,12,73,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578983325790421,0.0,0.2787454658168598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480522547216574,0.0,0.11640505898999652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457586637821402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709059383664782,0.1613255854367151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604102896097873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876660478282788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995373233108231,0.0,0.0,0.11147506420219776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205228018631759,0.0920365671825534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548609349911167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827744742099099,0.0,0.0,0.12394106811047052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486987127648958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851608590071606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928487261505236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129913547674107,0.0,0.19133623570608727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641616219086916,0.0,0.0,0.18150526092245248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167723950697635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23508619389631025,0.0,0.0,0.12435420685695328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kleinebanane,2020/02/09,"Feeling breathless/shortness of breath for days? For the last two days I think I've been feeling quite breathless, and I'm wondering if this is a symptom of anxiety? It's been pretty much constant, but I have a really nerve racking day tomorrow so I wonder if it's related to that. Usually when I feel anxious I check my heart rate and it tends to be quite high, but I've not had this and it's just felt normal? Is there anything I can do to stop this?",2.513467741935486,4.288318774193551,3.9157930107526897,87.69368951612906,76.31182795698925,7.230645161290322,27.75403225806452,8.07648339933343,1.8070870967741928,358,15,74,6,8,118,62,93,0.09,0.855,0.055,-0.6136,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,9,3,2,0,0,18,18,9,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,7,0,7,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,9,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877004672018012,0.20492969200999026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927625237059813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602831123571784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35096282425156505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27516296567246834,0.0,0.174171874026286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495916586176264,0.0,0.1916584287010638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478647244338641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334943322745352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777329001194682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845484070300192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858811877940567,0.0,0.0,0.11620910250637465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516580233669282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885434362225446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623341280291932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772008582866188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978581439943915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934398289679651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,afonzo3434,2020/02/09,"I didn’t used to have anxiety but now I’m constantly having breakdowns I am usually pretty funny and chill but when talking with someone I don’t know to well, or that I want to cause a good impression, I literally freeze and blush. Same goes to speaking in public. Also I don’t know how to tell anyone about anything so I always keep everything to myself and there are days that I feel I’m going to explode like I can’t take a deep breath and when I get into my room I just break down completely.",3.230882352941176,4.706281843137255,4.768774509803921,83.58198529411767,73.70588235294119,7.845098039215688,25.495098039215684,8.472884824447931,1.7051333333333332,396,13,79,7,8,133,71,102,0.013999999999999999,0.752,0.23399999999999999,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,3,0,19,19,12,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,3,13,4,12,18,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,7,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871201894327626,0.1946968336075132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900024686331148,0.0,0.0,0.16360991162077249,0.0,0.19255225934345185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037022135705802,0.0,0.0,0.24533205845404304,0.2528579973324232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090295940581494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029340585171397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183114078461288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222491184756797,0.0,0.13298082266568034,0.19625810672132848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797936371398976,0.0,0.0,0.2571874676907984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431476059994924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380500057279324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825734763889014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592992199607718,0.18807076181987034,0.20451590235088205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209058077580866,0.2577048213394225,0.0,0.13801223672230464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103833919480079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SleepyDaymare,2020/02/09,"I may have anxiety, but I work at a call centre. Am I gonna have to quit? I don't see myself getting used go calls... Hi guys,

I've been struggling with anxiety for years now, but haven't booked a psychiatrist till now. So I have yet to get real help and a diagnosis.

I've been in this call centre for little over a month and I can't seem to get used to talking to customers. The job itself is good. The company is pretty chill, they don't just fire you out of the blue (infact the firing rate is pretty low), the superiors are nice and unformal, the colleagues are helpful, it's not even an 8 hour shift and it pays really good, but despite all that, I always feel panicky. I can never be at peace or confident.

It was doing okayish for the first few weeks, but then suddenly, after coming back on a monday from a weekend, when I just got to my desk, I started crying uncontrollably. I couldn't stop, I was terrified and wanted to go home. My bf also works there, he's one of the reasons I wanted to try this job because he is also an introvert, but seemed to be doing very well. He came to me and tried to comfort me, but I just couldn't stop crying. I told him I can't stay and I really needed to leave.

I was too afraid of telling any of the superiors about having mental problems because idk how they would react to that since it is a call centre and I seemingly can't talk to people without panicking. So we lied that I have a stomach bug and my superior said I could go home. I am now on ""sick leave"" and I have a week left of sick days to use up, but every time I think of coming back, I'm overwhelmed with anxiety and would rather not come back at all. It would be a shame to leave the place since it is really a nice workplace aside from my situation, but idk if I can go back. I also need the money.

I was doing okayish till this job, so I didn't think of searching for help as a priority (my former jobs were all non client contact), but now I thought okay work and money are now in jeopardy so I really need to find someone ASAP.

I booked a psychiatrist, but the earliest appointment she could give me is in a month. My bf suggests to go to work but cheat as much as I can until my therapy or until I get fired while I look for a new job. It seems like an okay idea, but, again, I am overwhelmed with panic and anxiety just thinking of work and I just don't know what to do so I am writing here to see if anyone has any advice since I can see a professional in a month.

Is this an uphill battle and I should quit for my mental health or should I ""cheat"" at work by doing non-call related stuff for a month until my psych session and see what to do from there?",4.5550877479834275,4.365654422661873,5.900693263570961,82.76652169173755,69.52158273381295,8.897667320688901,27.280139524743838,8.575989854853784,1.6984155875299758,2073,58,449,30,33,703,244,556,0.14,0.725,0.135,-0.4103,5,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,1,2,9,34,24,3,7,34,2,60,4,1,6,4,93,103,53,0,18,26,0,4,1,2,7,3,1,2,1,18,25,0,2,13,3,3,9,14,12,1,2,13,11,59,12,68,76,5,67,0,3,6,0,29,17,0,10,41,317,77,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007969010871244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750186916057145,0.0511581120915018,0.0,0.0,0.08362000283474484,0.0,0.18813484582702344,0.0,0.0,0.04298978079350332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891040538177169,0.0,0.07495795173171206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511207838875487,0.0703192528824674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888440287246758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817706089281693,0.0,0.1350706100772808,0.0396509299570043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060841043372169,0.0,0.05180140161611695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03108724549931293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056193613062262185,0.052296724288056144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848763875993036,0.058979324471968374,0.1747087434833474,0.1031366975670035,0.04917292843856491,0.0,0.0,0.06087703999941909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535269903429049,0.0,0.0,0.12363065944591488,0.0,0.12334331055763854,0.0,0.060547578158460874,0.0,0.0,0.0694059153516168,0.0,0.0,0.3050579620664554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033789006880252714,0.0,0.0,0.19530230388049166,0.06680058556573955,0.0,0.0,0.03003709525278958,0.061621312083615765,0.0,0.0,0.051629559734730934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391918507784752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629800826049607,0.0,0.04519648810084252,0.13676480730890325,0.0474188596116523,0.05937988776528344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04166192700500195,0.0,0.0,0.07213610962152096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262401319556479,0.0,0.0642358087297525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509899263140625,0.0,0.058830157971058075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078776632462266,0.0,0.06998019891749185,0.15754827572998292,0.06321393706572656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058483647429680874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597339951152806,0.2238843275668254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525761229662596,0.0691085640145248,0.0,0.0,0.052093664933042814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043517414591735706,0.06553184019215348,0.0,0.1028037372578724,0.0,0.06427454020308024,0.07038240463558429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883412006289334,0.053738149014033655,0.0,0.07031024905491946,0.0,0.0,0.1181859254633694,0.0,0.0488099957894722,0.035850762762582235,0.0,0.0,0.0587488727909677,0.0,0.0834847502199666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930263054211108,0.0,0.050729250421739695,0.07252758399216293,0.0,0.09863461774713568,0.0,0.055279877684930236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059266642695869225,0.0,0.26855862448782875,0.0,0.0,0.131025563529485,0.0,0.0,0.039592518283445115
anxiety,Sheckweess,2020/02/09,"Social anxiety 4 years ago  something happened in my life , and it changed me ever since. Because of what happened I developed social anxiety and depression where I can’t interact or speak with anyone.To the point that I start failing in uni were I just keep thinking 24/7 and can’t study. 

I don’t know what happened to me , but 4 years ago I was confident of my self , now I can’t do shit , when I try to speak to someone instantly I back offfff because I don’t want to be judged or made fun offff ( I know it’s childish but this what I think) . 

I’ve tried to go out and speak to people , but the same thing happens I stand there in silence. I’m extremely depressed .For the past year I’ve been sitting in my room doing nothing just crying or blaming myself for the stupid fucked up shit I’ve done in my life. 

I don’t know why I’m posting this to be honest.I’m new here and this is the first time I open up to anyone.",4.258647469458984,4.474408089005237,5.074044502617802,87.03351003490403,70.2041884816754,8.042059336823735,29.52923211169284,7.793537801064563,1.6915022687609071,719,26,156,8,12,234,107,191,0.2,0.732,0.068,-0.9802,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,4,0,5,0,15,5,2,1,1,26,32,12,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,3,22,1,21,25,1,30,0,3,0,1,7,12,3,3,14,95,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248033082401284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400521274077434,0.0,0.0,0.0886623797081283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750233145214428,0.0,0.15459372566944926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413890536941114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928521496311275,0.0,0.0,0.21842745531665636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297616994455978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469898681172425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785707534986183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722570898186067,0.0,0.0,0.07206407042387815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44851969344001547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270677390136485,0.0,0.0,0.20905994652782164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791269404791785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998240520110527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246543385183352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166921569991587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210461374798416,0.0879080184377341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198681635645056,0.0,0.1214405428799809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228135424400647,0.0,0.26031931434494343,0.10489130129016556,0.0,0.0,0.2585158043471286,0.10743828452782997,0.09761779437142902,0.0,0.0,0.08975057479315167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842411137071512,0.16249823727368806,0.0,0.0,0.07393882644227047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721794456081414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479066039106322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441840213850933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449675358785487
anxiety,-BoB-,2020/02/09,"I feel like I’m not good enough. I feel like I’m not doing the best of my ability. I feel like I need to do so well in life to the point where it’s difficult to function. My brain is so focused on the fact that I need to be the best or very successful. I need to have a really good paying job in order to life a sustainable life. I need to move out of my city and live somewhere much nicer. I need to find really good healthy minded friends. I need to get into a relationship. I need to go back to school and further my education. I need to learn how to drive so I can drive wherever I want. All of these thoughts pretty much come into my head, sometimes all at once and it becomes so overwhelming to the point where I just lay in my bed or feel paralyzed for a while because it’s so difficult to focus on something else. These thoughts are actually preventing me from doing much rather than helping me.

I’m still waiting for my therapy session but is there ways that I can calm myself down? These thoughts don’t go away",3.5801428571428566,4.56924910952381,4.704285714285717,86.2707142857143,72.19047619047619,8.457142857142857,27.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,1.929609523809524,803,29,174,15,15,264,110,210,0.069,0.7979999999999999,0.134,0.8824,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,14,15,0,1,9,0,11,5,2,1,3,39,35,13,0,10,7,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,9,0,1,6,3,3,1,0,3,4,25,12,33,31,8,27,0,1,0,0,3,16,0,2,6,117,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.09591546850330036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234534936454193,0.07557784529277815,0.0,0.059915801539650614,0.10855200623094642,0.0,0.0,0.2062955859181904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972255293870904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466690217937403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210749024412684,0.0,0.0,0.10155836962678286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987906220722648,0.21065212758754656,0.0,0.0,0.08983397465515347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593750733008985,0.0,0.051351722441619015,0.0,0.11171932167256812,0.2473193741338003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087243168127497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588075834026776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753624207173377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082723765730984,0.14405649538838725,0.0,0.08679061028412442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924343934430294,0.0,0.0,0.10446519771808616,0.2167602301379541,0.5830378490353584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467412196453213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858289414516025,0.0,0.0,0.09999481365420644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593235278543818,0.0,0.0,0.10552514343796457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947328278828224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566734508750908,0.0972099114756731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849338099603563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240154863505213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340904429731862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109836595863902,0.05797314665398369,0.07801689392684058,0.0,0.0,0.08837323069768972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skullsandcrosses,2020/02/09,"Does anyone else get anxious about the weather? My imagination tends to go into overdrive when the weather is awful and causes major anxiety.

I was just wondering if anyone else is the same?",5.570196078431376,8.220819941176472,6.530000000000005,68.4316666666667,70.17647058823529,8.062745098039215,31.92156862745098,8.841846274778883,3.3778745098039216,154,7,21,3,3,51,28,34,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015875371313346,0.2976958851983246,0.0,0.3685103200901439,0.5400025969414272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270701531267076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306029325569333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402643729509472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376752219163565,0.0,0.14976111483993587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285769760858241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chiara08,2020/02/09,"Can you give me an advice? Hi everyone, I'm a girl who has been suffering from anxiety from a really young age. Sometimes I need to have space and be alone because is exhausting for me being with other people for a long time. The problem is that my parents don't understand that and always ask me to do something with them when I'm at home, although I'd prefer staying at home and relax. When I do something I don't want to do, I often become  hateful and grumpy and I know that I can't be like that so I always feel guilty because of it. Am I the only one to feel like that?

P.s. sorry for my English.",2.4764285714285705,3.830442198412701,4.401777777777777,85.94600000000004,75.42857142857143,6.944761904761903,25.29841269841269,7.554174236665415,1.2827517460317457,471,16,97,6,10,161,78,126,0.20199999999999999,0.774,0.023,-0.955,1,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,4,7,1,0,6,0,16,1,0,0,0,16,27,9,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,8,7,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,2,15,3,14,23,0,10,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,8,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740968255645049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845210212806408,0.0,0.0,0.2964883773830254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629264472438812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665564451603953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721053194007767,0.19676477999699973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024042966754888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801670663474336,0.12727822352873014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090822449198326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589706060571134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357419933156209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791260284773264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408088900681568,0.0,0.0,0.15766684085594015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321040924053657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207264755418427,0.13549943630451056,0.0,0.0,0.19782665920881715,0.0,0.0,0.12351437526957693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704759750206219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413447135013514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27431401824900153,0.17620574238254566,0.19943660550035874,0.0,0.1898958754649085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388708696296382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547183978446205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508394863597582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowAwaywithGuac,2020/02/09,"Anxiety over someone abusing a photo of me when I was younger Long story short, ran into a guy recently who found my personal facebook page, and took a picture and made it into an emote for a discord group I am not a part of. I don't know how many people have seen it, and I don't know how often it is used. It is making my anxiety skyrocket, and I know if I even bring up how blood boiling angry and uncomfortable it makes me, it will only be used more. 

I have basically adjusted to taking it out of people in my personal friend group, since most of us met by playing a game the asshole and his friends were a part of. My anxiety is driving me crazy, and I'm paranoid because I can't trust anyone. I feel like people are talking and sharing stuff behind my back, and its freaking me out. I have severe/crippling GAD, so this basically has stunned me over the last week, and I have flushed over 20 people out of my personal discord.

I vented to my boyfriend about the picture, and say I don't trust anyone anymore, and how I have left all groups associated with the guy, his friends, and the game itself. He thinks I'm overreacting, and that he doesn't know why I'm doing this, but won't stop me. I just want someone on my side, and some way to make it stop. I'm paranoid and anxious about it, and feel like no one is taking this seriously.

If anyone has any advice on how to get it removed, that would be appreciated. I already contacted discord support, but never got a response, and I don't know what I can do since I no longer can bear to be in a server with the asshole. Anything is appreciated.",6.949632352941176,5.5612290464396334,7.736375773993808,75.55273703560376,65.03715170278639,10.304102167182664,36.28657120743034,9.188382445141503,3.1155202786377707,1254,52,252,18,16,423,162,323,0.124,0.773,0.102,-0.0259,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,16,0,32,2,1,11,2,61,62,29,0,4,6,0,2,2,3,3,0,1,0,5,20,25,1,2,10,3,0,5,11,2,0,1,9,4,36,10,31,47,7,31,0,0,1,0,24,16,0,5,11,179,56,0,0.0,0.120766247985554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996014065636987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112478439076389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931352245767725,0.0,0.23392050500896444,0.11514794481782878,0.10108371010413572,0.21380815848834145,0.0,0.08387683357150591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837519514939469,0.0,0.062133454850574275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465360555905388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732149899901238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307421267719108,0.14563263916254882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175715797178516,0.236244507888468,0.0,0.05325239495818255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815199417386297,0.0,0.0,0.20184654083285294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800807232505703,0.08308371013793361,0.0,0.0,0.11074345206486877,0.0,0.0,0.0995922892029629,0.0,0.0,0.0902017544937258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644532886627263,0.20411021201332244,0.1033374838106446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861200859094028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906804150194154,0.07751970434128996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075295675731985,0.0,0.2826520349879274,0.2669948928581638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064013277073093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105605230729011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862932579464762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272400343611846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043025375732002,0.0,0.0,0.11668146900150207,0.0,0.1156649964129958,0.0,0.0,0.1532721022108828,0.08192466836078205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531039241871305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324410370578925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260504244354828,0.1760635587232118,0.0,0.0,0.06011889681200819,0.08090451987323373,0.08175929873898287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919728222159386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724056687582985,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rod6nt,2020/02/09,I feel like I’m pretending. I feel like an attention whore. does anyone else have these thoughts? or am I just a pos?,-0.5712499999999991,1.5624177083333386,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,101.08333333333334,5.7333333333333325,18.5,7.1686216300943375,0.5007000000000001,91,3,21,2,4,29,19,24,0.165,0.5760000000000001,0.259,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527797237761788,0.3704148835231604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31636425042022825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019994299096145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655857362020384,0.516532838043863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532359784531097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28700256259608103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VivereMomento,2020/02/09,"My illness is slowly causing locked in syndrome and it’s to the point all my friends have left me behind because I can’t keep up with them physically anymore. I lived hard for the first 23 years of my life, i went through 10 bucket lists, I traveled, I danced around fires, I went on road trips and lived in a tent in the mountains, I’ve seen the pyramids and was never afraid to jump in waters. All because some where deep inside I knew it wasn’t meant to last long.  At 23 I was diagnosed with a long list of things wrong with me, stemming from Ehlers Danlos Syndrome and years of neglect and abuse of doctors over looking what might be wrong and blaming everything on being fat. “Your fat loose weight and your back will stop hurting” is what they said when I fractured my spine. So they didn’t catch some diseases early enough to have done any preventative measures. They gave me under 10 painful years to live. Now I’m 26,  I use a walker to get around because my bones are continuously moving in and out of their joints, like if I roll over in bed I can dislocate my shoulders or my hips. Yeah. That hardcore. 

Because my condition is rare, no one really knows what to do or how to treat it, I do the best I can with my research and a team of specialists that I’ve fought to compile, but no one can change the fact that it is very progressive in my case. No amount of money in the world can save me from what is going to happen. Basically, the worse my condition gets, the less I will be able to do because I won’t be able to move without dislocating things, I will essentially be trapped inside my own body. 

I thought I’d have more time to figure it out. I thought I’d have more time to get through one last bucket list, to do things with my friends while I still could, my friends promised they would be by my side and wouldn’t leave me. I mean they haven’t technically left me yet but no one wants to make plans with me because it has to be accessible, not too over stimulating because I deal with sensory overload, and I’m allergic to a bunch of things now as my immune system is failing. No one wants to invite me out Nd I feel like I’m already trapped because I’m watching them live through Instagram and Facebook and they always say next time we will call you to come out too, but I’m starting to realize there will never be a next time.... 

Worst? My diseases are affecting my teeth SO much that my dentist is talking about giving me dentures soon because he can’t keep up repairing the damage and they are starting to hurt worse than a dislocated shoulder. I’m 26, I already use a walker and now he wants to give me dentures, my anxiety is making me crumble and all I can do is cry, 
I just wish someone would slow down and stop passing me over...",7.009939071817469,5.916277553539023,6.797165543168267,81.3799432849365,64.75317604355718,9.686310604096443,34.923580502981594,8.527137837955566,2.593950427793622,2176,84,451,25,28,687,259,551,0.156,0.775,0.069,-0.9932,0,2,0,0,1,0,47.0,1,3,10,6,19,20,1,1,18,1,54,19,9,8,6,82,94,29,0,9,9,0,4,2,3,10,10,2,1,0,18,32,4,6,9,3,1,12,16,11,0,6,15,9,72,9,75,60,15,78,0,5,3,0,29,33,0,6,34,305,90,4,0.14423609674432725,0.08544809449047391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916811941511955,0.0,0.060007993502041335,0.0,0.0,0.0490427459263259,0.0,0.055170109608926314,0.0,0.07152172528750803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840070593075606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055454327616735286,0.0,0.39566243620931996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568344243658164,0.0,0.0,0.08010689389125325,0.0,0.0,0.07364059066917171,0.0,0.0,0.07408510150892335,0.07629133266578918,0.062123312904208076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057580393326167476,0.0,0.07921828973415783,0.0,0.07435054117882331,0.0,0.07319830102475383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381587841227519,0.0,0.07380180233630983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745172223379497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481505167829718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036465052161864686,0.05152114816694111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134357510384029,0.0,0.0,0.1671546758273391,0.0,0.11303611113533454,0.13836440693270186,0.04098634885097751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377375200199199,0.0,0.06460360591313716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440772472671088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820367003468494,0.0,0.0,0.039634193335438855,0.11757166978201584,0.0,0.07636260020197973,0.15671294114183484,0.0,0.0509391103493318,0.07046647122261625,0.0,0.25472623190606514,0.12764440677346187,0.06056099723800496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627871458848504,0.0,0.0,0.07855769680762935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765058526021838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330014441042375,0.05301506356253867,0.0,0.1112437696825379,0.0,0.15339672521043324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434528003369935,0.0,0.07673868816845718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817486632496643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620066847537716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860077886883066,0.057351166672054074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110538835382155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209105165475058,0.0,0.05759356658869071,0.12058783534314105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579657554984255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916481072294308,0.0,0.0,0.11450734948664636,0.16821045585516295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457367727371722,0.0,0.059504942720059226,0.12761128033231647,0.0,0.0,0.08782035420194555,0.0,0.13370830672160894,0.0,0.0,0.08293219649377223,0.06951922509220808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698890501695086,0.10246118479138512,0.15769952922812222,0.0,0.13932497600573676
anxiety,TheYikesGirl,2020/02/09,"Is it normal to barely be able to talk or slur your words, or talk really slowly during a panic attack? Last night I thought I was dying since the world was suddenly spinning, I couldn't walk straight, my chest was hurting, and I thought I was going to pass out so I called my mom because I didn't want to call an ambulance, and I wasn't functional enough to call an uber. 

I was waiting outside and the world was spinning, and I got sick of waiting and called 911. On the phone I couldn't figure out my address and could barely talk correctly, when they asked what I was wearing, I would kept saying ""um, black... uh black pants and uhmm.... and uhm..."" I could basically barely talk and kept slurring my words and it was hard to breath. I was convinced I had sepsis or something due to an infection and that my body was shutting down. 

In the hospital they told me everything was fine and that I had no infections and there was nothing wrong with me, so I was confused why I suddenly had all of those symptoms. I know the fast heart beat and spinning is a panic attack symptom, but I've never heard of the difficulty speaking thing and word slurring as a symptom. I basically sounded like I was really drunk. If that was a panic attack, it was the first one so does anyone here have that symptom, or could it be because of something else?",6.821658456486041,6.244183659003832,6.9167296113847865,78.67801724137935,64.90038314176246,9.602736726874658,33.96852764094143,8.841846274778883,2.7369516146688557,1049,40,202,14,14,337,133,261,0.14,0.828,0.032,-0.9733,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,2,6,12,3,4,14,0,32,13,5,0,3,47,45,26,1,9,6,1,1,1,0,1,7,4,1,0,11,18,1,4,4,1,0,3,6,9,2,2,28,7,32,3,18,9,2,21,0,1,2,0,18,9,0,6,10,140,43,0,0.09663935880030414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757248665018434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034475512377564,0.3298236658384772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782091230113274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734454184318716,0.0,0.0,0.3947183610526707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147599315754444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029639704763896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456975412729285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072978378598017,0.0,0.0,0.0998542909696755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685322434788592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220138922729937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054922374661110336,0.0,0.0772913234060392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656988358052828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451810547873152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345443233848517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311046425907584,0.07877397570564784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721310926726493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318284903976387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453423113428774,0.0,0.0,0.09068949170438358,0.09468605314560656,0.09272807114681178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548533056934977,0.0,0.0,0.34015639631731426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123819295679366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685149693784482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799410762431903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487953995527395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017811853725027,0.0,0.31070022387933816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420289586307228,0.0,0.0,0.15344171233262466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234304872242954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700039765986872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720199002656634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864982777307696,0.1056599681474321,0.0,0.0
anxiety,another1dumb1blonde,2020/02/09,how to lower your heart rate blow on your thumb. the vagus nerve in your thumb connects to your heart and blowing on it can return your heart rate to a normal speed.,5.517272727272727,5.747254212121213,4.790454545454548,90.10568181818184,67.48484848484848,6.6000000000000005,22.560606060606066,3.1291,-0.005593939393939261,131,2,27,0,2,39,22,33,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9640555721057814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657006847785576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Friendly-Neat,2020/02/09,"Anxiety brain shocks I don’t really know how to explain it but I get these brain shock feelings in my head randomly and I noticed it can even be triggered by moving my eyes from side to side it’s the weirdest feeling it’s like a brain fart, is it maybe my Zoloft meds or something does anyone know?",2.1072677595628413,4.326420737704922,3.076639344262297,91.11255464480877,79.327868852459,6.033879781420765,24.92076502732241,7.1686216300943375,1.0633912568306014,239,9,49,3,6,76,47,61,0.14400000000000002,0.775,0.081,-0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,6,5,2,0,11,10,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,5,9,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790770061676568,0.0,0.0,0.14433089001199428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6912856776904157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806360619001197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363358433490114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874029725758728,0.14746365555273536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784385797893432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184240136429194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688170749571546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084444747541778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073726498182597,0.0,0.2292816800181306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938757671193293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350060222184964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223539662360806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890914713790988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alemorg,2020/02/09,"I can’t deal with this anymore my body is so close to giving up. I can’t deal with this extreme anxiety anymore. I have been struggling with anxiety and other mental health issues but have almost never seen a therapist or psychiatrist because my parents didn’t want to pay for it because they believe that’s only for crazy people. I’m now older and have my own health insurance and I was glad they cover mental health services but I called to schedule an appointment and they were BOOKED FOR THREE MONTHS! I waited for fucking years and I have to wait three fucking months. Worst anxiety of my fucking life. I feel like my heart is gonna explode. I can’t even fucking harm myself because then that would affect things for me as fucking well. I just want to give up on living. If I haven’t checked into a hospital is because I have a lot of responsibilities and can’t risk having a mental health stay on my record due to it affecting a security clearance. I’ve been struggling every fucking day so I would have a perfect record (Because I can only have a perfect record) even though I’ve been struggling with substance abuse I can’t even tell my doctor because that’ll go on my medical record. I just can’t do it anymore, the only thing that has stopped me from ending it all is knowing that there are people out there that need to be protected and helped. I can’t do it any fucking more. One mental health stay would derail everything and all I ever heard was that they were basically like prison. I just want to give up. I’ve been practicing killing my self so if i do it the real thing wont be so bad if i act it out. I beg that someone helps me please!",3.8514519523030164,5.5233706018237125,4.6240273556231015,84.44848901098902,72.46504559270517,7.006827215337854,27.851414542903903,7.61054688173877,1.6283218611176062,1324,50,254,16,26,426,155,329,0.17,0.7040000000000001,0.125,-0.9597,1,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,4,2,16,22,8,4,10,0,42,17,2,2,6,48,65,21,1,10,9,1,1,2,0,6,8,1,0,1,21,16,0,5,2,1,2,2,11,15,1,3,11,3,39,7,30,46,6,27,0,0,1,7,16,10,7,6,15,182,60,4,0.0,0.08362415174453658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067431665674569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799589799827594,0.0,0.161977407871181,0.0,0.2099851486731659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058930219463573325,0.25814451687486034,0.0,0.0,0.07951796248886008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839696239560343,0.0,0.0,0.07206868643937579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045517386396509776,0.14552696522728162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224023255653207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251172951567252,0.0,0.0,0.1398495856715653,0.0638424239800823,0.05946555139560016,0.0,0.06343153406984585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03568668293353422,0.05042139720090955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567417320372083,0.0,0.20311639885672944,0.04011146973149601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751089895273863,0.0,0.08363603267269114,0.0946147543501428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366576717298308,0.0,0.0,0.07808481221895379,0.0,0.03878817681679887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049851783342683066,0.0689623205474643,0.0,0.06232223549643216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060003439004384575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711005583333294,0.2845066905237923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267040017153387,0.0,0.0,0.05233317004564464,0.054434601099290304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782591559809992,0.16103471691369625,0.0,0.0,0.07836923147065437,0.0,0.0,0.09786068979952038,0.0,0.0,0.07747415647413833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033394822482362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362891806679914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980105581732406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045488691110326,0.0,0.059006906481713466,0.0,0.2213523681578721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168884552158916,0.0,0.0,0.08194724524814098,0.140667944347435,0.0,0.06934315914201959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488733814905513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345867689018185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504111305701793,0.0,0.0,0.045450332566540505
anxiety,doglover-9,2020/02/09,"Coffee is making me feel super anxious Hi I’m a 20(F) I’ve drank coffee for the past couple of years and have had no problems with it causing me to feel anxious. But recently the past 6 months anytime I’ve drank after noon it tends to make me anxious at night. Today I made a cup of coffee around 1 pm and drank it, and it is now almost midnight and I feel anxious. I was getting ready to sleep and I started to feel this uncomfortable pressure on my chest and feeling like I couldn’t catch my breath. I’ve struggled with anxiety for most of my life but in the past coffee hasn’t cause me to feel anxious. Does anyone know why it would suddenly start causing me to feel anxious when I’m getting ready to sleep?",2.4996816976127327,4.4576868620689645,3.5710344827586202,89.32625994694962,76.93103448275863,5.564986737400532,25.636604774535808,6.297961479604792,0.8537851458885948,565,21,113,4,13,182,81,145,0.147,0.78,0.073,-0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,5,0,8,8,4,6,0,30,29,9,0,3,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,7,13,2,19,21,1,20,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,16,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039001142713024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669412122323288,0.6795516617334278,0.0,0.07010000608964415,0.0,0.0,0.08924741472879709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089657676722236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109292679931584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877330489554622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548404390559252,0.07162155759857702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047572713010468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550970380483236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708124441265057,0.048979095060981866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486286475656774,0.13384079640602356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002187566704982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940816926518521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871116814955133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592964550889553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898884079031328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065302851270134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192075286633002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480736529658936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502917570941484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046374249237006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121764468812232,0.0,0.0,0.06456036112641164
anxiety,henseyke,2020/02/09,"I can't I don't know where else to post. What can I do? I have been laying in bed for the last hour. That's no surprise. That's the norm.  I'm a burden to my family. To my son and my husband. 

I just had an orgasm for the first time in months because my antidepressant makes that almost impossible. My depression makes me feel inadequate and I have virtually no libido. And my antidepressant makes me feel slightly better but almost incapable of enjoying sex.

 And now I've spent the last hour in bed silently crying and composing the letter I would write to my 2 year old son telling him how sorry I am that I couldn't be stronger for him and that I had tried so hard and how he had saved my life and that he was the only part of my life that made it worth living. And I was worried that my crying would wake my husband or my baby. 

 And now I'm outside having a cigarette that I shouldn't be having and drinking wine that I shouldn't be drinking because I can't sleep but I'm so tired. And everything hurts and the last time I tried to post on Reddit I almost quit because people were mean and unfeeling. And I don't know what to do and I couldn't give two shits about karma and all that shit but I just want someone to understand and tell me it's going to be ok. 

I'm in therapy and taking medication. I'm still not ok. And I don't know who to tell or what to do. But I want to be a good mom and a good person and I don't know what to do. 

Tell me where else to post please if this isn't okay. Last time I posted in the wrong subreddit apparently and got pooped on a little bit. I just want someone to understand. I'm not looking for sympathy or pity, just help please.",2.1352437237471946,3.5889231671388124,3.865456676760768,89.02957507082155,76.53541076487251,7.135254469082737,22.370714076389564,7.873277556716777,0.8650717788414575,1310,36,293,20,29,440,151,353,0.152,0.728,0.12,-0.9107,1,0,4,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,3,14,16,2,0,14,3,35,14,6,6,1,67,63,35,0,10,14,5,3,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,19,23,3,0,9,3,2,1,15,7,0,2,10,4,42,9,28,42,3,31,1,3,1,2,19,10,2,7,16,190,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556080813676291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560538300976176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525284971014125,0.0928933527015416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186928925074008,0.0,0.0,0.07328561297731186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670642687141382,0.0,0.0,0.14215913152673748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764710269528591,0.0,0.08021278439501431,0.0,0.08604544513974621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237525950660091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162354281829517,0.04835710389060559,0.14273447051769725,0.06805212955285338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762215559675257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703225955469544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758780751075186,0.0,0.0910877718489861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704713725154895,0.2774301985723385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019942836156836,0.0,0.08527988155861424,0.07513369210276892,0.0,0.07145194722771796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051171130394702,0.170389407729531,0.0,0.0,0.09268507228456448,0.0,0.08571655710997651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996532801690032,0.06791591386406877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928486437136154,0.0,0.0,0.06471276659699231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214131224842244,0.0,0.05898885749037894,0.07429499519266704,0.0,0.18680072600357506,0.0,0.0,0.3259606577334241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050087416464726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468189146777036,0.0,0.0,0.08514880267074576,0.0,0.14418847717542307,0.0,0.0,0.0952483261527157,0.0,0.0,0.06795087049802936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397510065657043,0.0,0.2974803896987744,0.0,0.0973048042797918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884536041834284,0.09779539610964333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553745562977455,0.0,0.08311798079269711,0.17715787173185613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056017707456384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641033782082616,0.0,0.12088722944623498,0.0930296639267738,0.0,0.054793466020942067
anxiety,jenniferandjustlyso,2020/02/09,"Dealing with a scary physical diagnosis, on top of existing anxiety along with med changes, and I'm having a rough time. Storyline A, My psychiatrist has been trying to find the right mix for me, and I'm going through mental and physical side effecta, and having so much anxiety. I know it comes with the territory, but it just sucks. 

Meanwhile in storyline B, I got diagnosed with a super early stage breast cancer. And they are recommending a mastectomy. I live in a small town, and we're driving 5 hours to the closest big city for a second opinion, and a plastic surgeon that does breast reconstruction with existing tissue from other places. I might not be a good candidate for it, and as I've decided implants are not for me, I'd be flat on one side if it doesn't pan out. 

I'm scared about surgeries, because - pain/recovery. I'm scared they'll find more cancer then what they saw on imaging and this won't be the end of this chapter, and more tests, waiting and scary things will happen.

It's getting to where my hands are shaking so bad at Doctors appointments it's hard to fill out forms, the sheer force of all that adrenaline just t-bones in to my brain. And I can't seem to get a handle on it. 

I do have xanax to take as needed, and I take it. But I know it can be really addictive, so I try to take it on the regular.  And I need to be somewhat present for the discussions I'm having.

Even a person without anxiety would be having a tough time, I just hate feeling constantly in the panic zone. 

Storyline C, My Doctor basically prescribed me four days off so I had some time to deal pre and post appointment, and a coworker made a snotty comment about how I don't look or sound sick. And I get to deal with that when I get back. I have a hard time with conflict, but in this case I don't think I'll have a problem with telling her that making disparaging remarks at a mentally ill person with cancer, is being a bad human.  My workplace is kinda toxic, and I was going to try to start looking around, but then this all happened and so that's on hold.

The drive is tomorrow, the appointments are on Monday, and I feel so unequal to the task with my misfiring brain. I miss slightly more normal, or better medicated me, where I was ok at methodical planning and getting through the task at hand. I had this little stoic reserve that went in to effect in times of crisis. And it's not there. And I don't have an alternate set of coping skills at the ready. Any advice, or commiseration?


The technicals on the meds, for those that like to know that stuff. I was on 10mg of Trintellix, and I still had a lot of panic attacks and was crying all the time. We tried going to 5mg of Trintellix and 25mg of Pristiq, and it was like a constant migraine, my head hurt intensely, I was light/noise sensitive, dizzy, terrible vertigo and nausea, at times I was incapacitated it was so intense and painful. I have had issues with withdrawals/side effects in the past but that was the most severe I've experienced. I only lasted 5 days, then went back to 10mg Trintellix and no Pristiq, but a lot of the physical issues remained.  Now we're attempting a very long gradual taper from Trintellix to Pamelor. So I'm on 10mg Trintellix and 25mg Pamelor for 2 weeks and then some more tapering. 

Zoloft has usually been the most effective for me, but I acclimated to it after years of taking it.  I tried viibryd prior to trintellix and felt like I was coming out of my skin.",6.173306303262379,6.0377448477305995,7.0136456808199155,75.97046814581223,66.11566617862371,10.519037429139921,33.471824905207036,10.214889679676881,3.2901860494800466,2733,109,529,60,39,913,310,683,0.195,0.748,0.057,-0.9987,0,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,1,0,3,9,24,23,3,5,43,1,53,24,8,6,3,109,98,60,0,6,18,0,9,3,0,5,16,1,0,3,34,52,0,3,15,0,0,11,11,16,0,3,22,14,50,7,92,64,16,90,0,2,3,2,14,41,1,15,38,363,84,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080112092072691,0.0,0.07181101787759259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049973938843764235,0.0,0.16865293520118374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654193490238004,0.0,0.08360250449235299,0.0,0.1130145192564836,0.1227177865753446,0.04479722516988408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499361631202359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407244112246713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773990466759018,0.12660574285586318,0.0,0.15882750326324446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072243696202397,0.09478656214282624,0.2272867879453369,0.0,0.07458814448060694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504348960808742,0.06430930204511154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508800706148611,0.0,0.0,0.04853772185508865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431485542874126,0.0,0.07055940980129938,0.0,0.1343322691884341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197061659571107,0.0,0.12529371585258933,0.06163772831899076,0.05877457152002346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996929605746874,0.0,0.1316605173715088,0.07255357427004126,0.0754192536749993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237026705222048,0.0,0.07866976090703894,0.0,0.0,0.153403465592575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116022766196287,0.059902023474298925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077066666099312,0.07365366125674372,0.06489070348089432,0.06503401937799523,0.12342178298237742,0.0,0.0,0.12495268622032515,0.0,0.06953553643840238,0.04905339723461969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325582675567407,0.07403080475825098,0.14811599059349276,0.07795849777406624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402168035722511,0.10897992321990947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200203020615327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049796951008861806,0.05589046446606069,0.15639150855224032,0.17244321494593795,0.0,0.0,0.07015202011786184,0.0,0.12833269251742666,0.07677867180618071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038059689148896,0.0,0.0,0.0703174986115418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707789780771954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275782156207542,0.0,0.0,0.14714737605135686,0.0,0.0,0.06690015136697018,0.0,0.08301982280333453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201474627414175,0.0,0.058687117128825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841254691628471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210134585792776,0.0,0.06423120979107537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882175033895093,0.047087746241548926,0.0,0.0,0.29995757846078674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946553817539546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093596758664308,0.06063478527203894,0.0,0.0,0.05894714408124022,0.0,0.0,0.13624707623522625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083921256046516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052203326770450136,0.0,0.0,0.04732346377164627
anxiety,ThrowawayProse,2020/02/09,"I feel like my family thinks I use my anxiety as an excuse. I am not a perfect child. I’m 20. In college. Sometimes I lash out at my parents during my anxiety attacks, because I feel like they are not understanding of my condition. I know they do care; they care a lot, actually. But I only know that because they tell me. They don’t SHOW it. They’re not very affectionate or sympathetic. 

My parents often bring me and my brother in for a “family talk”, but of course it’s mainly about me since I’m the Problem Child. One thing that my younger brother brought up to me is that I “say I don’t wanna use I anxiety as an excuse, but when my parents ask why I ‘disrespect’ them, I mention my anxiety”

I really hate these kind of statements. I’m really not trying to use my anxiety as some kind of “get off of jail free card”, but every time my parents sit me down and ask me all these questions, I feel like I am forced to bring up my anxiety. Yes, it’s wrong that I disrespect them (rarely, that is. Only when I’m in a really bad mood), but I also do not feel HEARD. I have to bring up my anxiety and my depression, and my OCD, within all these “talks”, because my mental issues are literally ruining my life, and they are literally the only reason I have all these problems with my parents.

I feel like my family thinks I’m manipulating them. I’m really not trying to though. I feel very hurt by what my brother said 😞",3.095758631612292,4.405733933797912,5.285880582831805,80.40083227747863,73.77351916376307,8.84187519797276,27.331168831168828,9.339509955726095,2.359823693379791,1097,41,224,26,22,384,125,287,0.20800000000000002,0.705,0.08800000000000001,-0.9899,5,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,9,1,6,21,2,0,8,1,13,1,0,5,4,47,45,18,0,3,12,8,6,4,0,0,1,3,0,2,14,7,0,0,14,1,1,4,8,9,0,1,3,9,57,12,29,42,6,19,0,3,0,0,31,11,0,5,7,150,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.07751180460934473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351980018768823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253438372492131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148511855597556,0.09036260519781948,0.0,0.0,0.06632037500785902,0.14525858991536508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196748511375308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841257414275748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692284034413097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463739484528036,0.0,0.24097186976215346,0.2269780089891943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04149867313749414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842025818800791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503099983685113,0.0,0.0,0.08290383692145893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542735297961875,0.08730483123183876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610345585325613,0.15522110732837535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752818185229749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004632673838115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382353377320804,0.18122930666501816,0.0,0.0,0.44098570033531215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200674678625611,0.0,0.0,0.08897929917060997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035384714356909,0.08166682919362052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555571234700438,0.06316558387950973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570496292273162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855787791032688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768496278416894,0.0694249470990448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052769478351556584,0.1017905252747396,0.07803915139618806,0.0,0.04631602230293965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785493125348533,0.0,0.0,0.08268898588991024,0.0,0.2058049430626378,0.0,0.13107543119818812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167283442686984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684376813272404,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Voldermorts,2020/02/09,"simple ebay auction had me in panic attacks and anxiety for the past 24hrs jesus,

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Im sorry reddit but right now this is the only place i have to share my thoughts, 

i spent the past 24 hours in total agony.  TLDR i picked up the guitar recently and started learning , i realized how much i enjoyed playing and thought of buying an electric guitar and went on ebay last week and saw a great set on auction, and it wasnt too far away from where i live, So the stars aligned, The whole past week ive been checking constanlty at that auction monitoring the site trying to be high bidder, as soon as i was outbid i rebid and became top, to a point of obsession

The auction literally ended 20 mins ago and for the entire morning ive been looking at the activity and refreshing the page all due to the severe anxiety ive had of losing this auction

i know this sounds really stupid in hindsight but the entire night i couldnt sleep and just kept waking up due to panic attacks and the whole morning ive been getting worse and worse anxiety. This sounds like i have a problem but i really dont know who to turn to",5.430730446024561,6.003926633484162,6.2107724628312875,78.65050904977377,67.73303167420815,8.667226890756304,31.17032967032967,8.634040054169528,2.456588623141565,890,34,165,13,14,293,128,221,0.201,0.715,0.084,-0.9797,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,13,3,3,18,0,17,2,2,2,2,29,29,19,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,1,6,3,8,1,3,8,0,0,13,4,18,5,25,14,6,37,1,1,2,0,2,18,0,0,18,108,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054160390949244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885054564472356,0.14450168594880747,0.0,0.0,0.27292206575165456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705789638448559,0.11172992691654814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937419298269382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532845646409117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213116561822232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111050875227087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564626520900798,0.0,0.0,0.11711295009084602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845477972199906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307114304730724,0.09693625533292836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058098654714273966,0.0,0.1050091705842986,0.0,0.09986345013835972,0.13304186199133594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742040914308365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111599035660191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044456297010632,0.0,0.2790556736635536,0.0,0.0,0.3405698375372972,0.0,0.0,0.12424683679542675,0.0,0.1124185147938773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379106421514795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236731107704934,0.0,0.11741985993171512,0.0,0.0,0.10155764133226386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434655916776092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900659869703915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331220049077134,0.08417269456800598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881952919294667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073935971699507,0.12935158960625268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907820497001297,0.0,0.0,0.11024069475690963,0.0,0.2655414640795486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238073771084956,0.0,0.0,0.14450168594880747,0.0
anxiety,clicks3nd,2020/02/09,"Sad I’m happy like 75% of the time, but the other 25% I wake up at 3, talk to no one and lay in bed at night and cry. It makes me feel so alone sometimes. Like I just want someone that loves me to realize what’s happening and hold me. I’m listening to my housemates on the other side of my bedroom door laughing and having fun, and I want to join but I’ll just ruin their fun. I wish I didn’t live so far from my family sometimes and that I could just crawl in bed with my mama right now",2.682063492063495,2.752094296296299,4.4123280423280455,90.90833333333336,73.62962962962962,7.652910052910053,23.761904761904763,7.447530270364453,0.7166015873015876,376,9,92,4,7,128,70,108,0.132,0.605,0.263,0.9487,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,20,13,10,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,14,7,14,11,0,12,0,2,0,1,4,9,0,0,5,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532143200793104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814090012271868,0.0,0.2495799349301875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419372632620454,0.0,0.11488439571625696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092138984979926,0.2418696759018949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220070309712482,0.0,0.20063092941501334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506624004964474,0.0,0.1516646938654819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322155123917552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539636346504305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940364242124137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251461878827636,0.0,0.4494337538097247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826230979490357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324882005399023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26802913947084384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612807253727975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yellondblu,2020/02/09,"Comfort me This is my first reddit post ever, I’m not sure if anybody will see it/reply. 
I’m at a nice restaurant with my boyfriend and on my way back from the bathroom I slipped right next to my table onto my side and 15+ people witnessed it and went “oooooo”. I feel awful and embarrassed. The manager had to come and asked who fell to fill out an Incident Report. I don’t want to ruin the date but I feel terrible. Talk to me, please (:",0.7695604395604398,2.9811343626373628,2.6117472527472536,92.54575274725276,84.49450549450547,5.398241758241759,21.18791208791209,6.742157984588678,0.44168483516483503,341,11,73,4,10,113,68,91,0.12300000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.126,0.0693,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,5,1,4,0,0,0,2,16,13,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,2,3,11,3,11,10,0,17,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,1,5,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569102033048965,0.0,0.0,0.2113118858062076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23672443552188466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485813297207444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779043320694759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337532000545849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922634956891177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051861506185486,0.0,0.0,0.3016587973123118,0.0,0.0,0.2631919642033752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23468619272316785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898794754845466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590051222769605,0.0,0.0,0.22088182533219133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209002649012694,0.2181313441334488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25475157355231665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yasei13,2020/02/09,"Insomnia and hypochondria I am anxious and hypochondriac by nature, for the past few weeks I have no longer had a panic attack and I managed to bring down the anxiety increases with breathing exercises and daily meditation. For a few days of very bad nights (because of my cat ...) and I know that the lack of sleep promotes anxiety in me. For 3 nights I also wake up because my throat hurts, nothing serious and that night my hypochondriac nature took over! I started to focus on my sore throat and stress, I tried to get back down and I succeeded but it was fragile ... I fell asleep again around 4 am listening to a meditation app. I'm not sure what I'm asking here but this group really helps me and I needed to say my tired of these moments when I lose control ...",4.047653061224491,5.943295619047621,5.001105442176876,81.02573979591841,72.4013605442177,8.437414965986395,28.5765306122449,9.075114841892004,2.4883020408163263,604,24,113,13,12,197,96,147,0.196,0.748,0.055999999999999994,-0.9463,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,6,9,1,2,6,0,5,10,6,1,1,19,15,13,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,11,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,7,0,0,3,3,18,2,21,12,4,22,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,11,77,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335460495964045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555018345999065,0.1886571112068815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866118701676134,0.15611802599096855,0.1899812171913495,0.0,0.12840904742635942,0.13943406723386334,0.2035975217787403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872993846978344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769812793661436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724813120679417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193340309489257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787718803883294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177622794185616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868249809176588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382486977188582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470141218611374,0.0,0.1602364564667531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959329572167028,0.0,0.0,0.15941587218409808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069814401210745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280133395624052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711586261546546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820010499762645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912925068397622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739105684113494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193648610515496,0.0,0.0,0.1855378791184364,0.1133788201146336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778857918271742,0.0,0.0,0.13395352508287853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noob_4327,2020/02/09,I see a group of girls around me I get anxiety! Anyone else? So I'm a 21 y/o male. I am fine talking to girls now when they are not in a group but whenever I see girls in a group I get anxious. I can't even look that side properly. How do I avoid this anxiety at such moments?,-1.2299999999999969,0.5112237777777793,1.9676190476190487,96.98571428571432,89.0,6.139682539682537,20.11111111111111,7.447530270364453,0.44472063492063496,210,7,55,4,7,75,45,63,0.171,0.804,0.026000000000000002,-0.7877,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,6,10,0,8,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,0,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404701591351353,0.3252337812970851,0.0,0.2012993978235061,0.29497734978181445,0.0,0.2562831566553258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049517293434286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014864500340264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008213095383688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24175511232345434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458822150089419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313950953674453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SaladBread,2020/02/09,"Anger related to anxiety? I noticed that at any given point when I don't have my mind focused on something, it's very easy for me to think about getting up and hitting and breaking everything around me. Once I imagine it, I feel an urge to do so. So I tend to tense up, kick the ground, punch my leg or the table in order to relieve the urge to hit something. In fact, writing this right now has caused me to tense my  feet and twist them around each other in frustration.
Many times, when I get angry enough at someone to yell at them, all the noise around me is muted, and I feel like I'm not in control of what I'm saying, rather my mouth is just talking on it's own. Literally right after I calm down, I instantly apologize and feel awful about what I said, especially because I can get mad about very stupid things.
I have OCD and anxiety, would either of these examples result from this?",5.992471910112357,5.659998808988763,6.26773033707865,81.82979775280899,66.52808988764046,9.367191011235958,31.28314606741573,8.841846274778883,2.3099802247191006,700,24,143,10,10,225,111,178,0.154,0.769,0.077,-0.9391,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,13,7,4,0,5,1,9,3,3,3,2,28,23,11,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,11,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,22,3,31,18,5,26,0,0,0,0,7,19,0,1,6,98,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034115547434747,0.0,0.2482541924157461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333326567013127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891110650179054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668389074725162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819863938000234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765611835561045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582722804829373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461278980595981,0.1159173066827344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543196731222257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792711716079662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450437033322726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383455025786808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847320619286359,0.0,0.17279971158799629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338646689780758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277135271160496,0.1543447265003918,0.1290342512204112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374808655045169,0.2498286140328247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041701313478932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077971532626582,0.10396851737500563,0.0,0.0,0.09461407447396923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677600534859808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526358595556575,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shawnzothegreat,2020/02/09,"Anxiety This is my first reddit post. It comes on the evening after the worst panic attack I’ve ever had.

I don’t really have anything to compare how debilitating my attacks are compared to someone else’s but for the first time I would like to talk about it and hopefully gain some perspective 

I fight with them daily. Sometimes multiple times a day. They come at night when I’m asleep, or in the day when I’m at work or at home with my fiance. They range in strength and consequence. They happen with no identifying trigger (or at least none that I can tell) Sometimes it’s a flop sweat and some careful breathing for half a minute, other times it’s gasping for air and passing out, only to snap awake suddenly now looking sideways along the floor. There still isn’t enough air. Rinse. Repeat. 

It’s been a long 6 years since they started. I have prescriptions, I’ve seen doctors, I practice calming techniques and breathing techniques.  I carefully watch for the early warning signs so I can get ahead of it. 

I’m just tired. I’m tired of being on lookout. 


I’ve never complained and I’ve never felt sorry for myself,  but  I don’t really have anyone to talk to about it that can understand what I feel or how much work it is to cope. 

I know I don’t struggle alone. I’d be forever grateful if you would share with me your feelings and thoughts, successes and failures, trails and tribulations. 

I Hope to hear your story,

Shawnzo the Great",3.5961371841155234,5.85489002888087,4.066940072202165,85.63934151624552,74.70397111913356,6.7424693140794245,27.68649819494585,7.699297019823105,1.734651812274369,1146,46,213,16,25,360,164,277,0.131,0.7090000000000001,0.16,0.9139,0,1,0,0,1,0,29.0,0,3,5,8,13,17,3,2,11,0,19,7,4,3,3,44,41,21,0,5,8,0,3,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,13,17,0,0,6,0,0,3,8,7,0,3,5,8,26,10,33,32,7,39,0,0,3,0,15,12,0,9,24,142,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226624767867752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060210730292248,0.0,0.0,0.08281219176086592,0.0,0.09746154414958688,0.0,0.0,0.2694727989325641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415038358739388,0.0,0.0,0.20404175745372885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276097502652647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122278139332104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893687012448574,0.0,0.0,0.12237455067673632,0.0,0.07822490391599092,0.107130831835306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197681350352578,0.0,0.1137157419244845,0.0,0.0,0.2014807370621494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061877164662678424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057451052700733,0.0,0.0,0.10473128226411177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348434647543206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879951116036873,0.2352644644650712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508853186801003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786113923124056,0.0,0.0,0.10481085066791246,0.09945519428951703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706302219829617,0.0,0.1826880538937367,0.0,0.0,0.11114280308490594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007481285855494,0.0,0.13895742738383546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134275614711328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517444120500935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797028441017154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034921068063167,0.0,0.2342695984954765,0.1325777834028691,0.08382858473780658,0.0,0.09458198537242524,0.0,0.0,0.12381350754510813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038641165627088,0.10351701773963597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402380418221797,0.20718041724350456,0.2722461877688842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329454435199873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244352727258222,0.0,0.0,0.1682650138754058,0.0,0.0,0.0762679677789782
anxiety,stegirl1214,2020/02/09,"Does anyone have anxiety while sleeping Like I will be anxious I won't wake up on time so my body just knows to wake up early? Like if I dont set an alarm I will wake up at 5 and again at 6 even if I dont have to be up till 9. Even if i do set an alarm I 
Wake before my alarm anxious it wont go off",0.4182432432432464,0.2368956891891898,3.2576756756756744,98.06705405405407,78.5945945945946,6.460540540540541,20.205405405405408,5.6839178017228535,-0.3985481081081086,227,4,67,1,5,82,42,74,0.08199999999999999,0.759,0.159,0.6606,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,2,0,11,6,6,0,0,6,13,7,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,11,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,3,7,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752106449862335,0.5174872295936049,0.0,0.16014613746933182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948913561445868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25440552222972834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042949640628754,0.0,0.536853086898904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302550046066419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016549484340054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587128477786738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237892213797749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22919974819074898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355176685675355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sustainablyqueer,2020/02/09,"Tonight’s Journal Entry Anxiety. 
It’s knowing you have no reason to be afraid, but being afraid anyway. 
It’s hearing everyone talk about “normal life anxieties” ... moving, buying a car, a job interview, a presentation, and knowing that your anxieties show up even outside of these situations, but not being able to explain why. 
It’s everyone thinking they understand and they go through the same things, but they don’t realize that “normal anxiety” is not the same thing as “anxiety disorder”. 
It’s racing thoughts, heavy breathing, sweaty palms, avoiding everyday activities like getting a haircut or speaking to a cashier at the grocery store. 
It’s then worrying about how it appears to everyone else that your hair is too long or that you didn’t respond when that cashier asked how your day was going. 
It’s worrying about that for 5 minutes... then an hour... then 2 hours... then 3... now 4... and oh... it’s 4 am. 
I haven’t slept and I’m still laying here wondering if that cashier thought I was the rudest person on the planet. 
Sometimes, it seems calm. 
Sometimes it’s not sweaty palms or heavy breathing or racing thoughts. 
Sometimes it’s completely silent. 
Sometimes it’s not being able to get out of bed out of fear of whatever situation you may face. It’s worrying about everything all at once and worrying about nothing at all. 
It’s knowing what the reason is, but also not knowing what it is. 
It’s knowing it’s stupid, but not being able to stop. 
It’s wanting so badly to stop because you know how stupid it is, but no matter how many breathing exercises you do, you’re still suffocating. 
No matter how many cold showers you take, you’re still sweating. 
No matter how many times someone tells you it’ll be okay, your mind... your heart... your body tell you it won’t. 
It’s not having control... wanting control... knowing it’s dumb to not be able to control it... but still having no control. 
It’s exhausting. 
And your “normal anxiety” is not the same thing. 
So please understand.",4.175218033998519,6.538562200542008,4.72809066272481,81.08057649667408,73.33604336043359,7.724759793052478,31.507021433850703,8.575989854853784,2.766957723577236,1568,75,275,30,33,499,168,369,0.203,0.758,0.039,-0.9964,2,1,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,15,3,4,24,12,3,4,13,1,26,14,11,12,2,77,54,33,0,6,21,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,2,1,38,8,0,7,19,2,2,5,18,9,0,0,7,4,20,3,28,37,5,32,0,0,0,0,28,7,1,9,21,184,58,2,0.2801033578781125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599963852414268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214174531502265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546470711053012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846865097578729,0.042687101784281034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778292145515989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342076038645137,0.0,0.3141597335322589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516087336468582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025567878629808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058497603357328676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625140654020229,0.0,0.0,0.20073807151367346,0.06293470922301722,0.0,0.0,0.07879853774544629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731712218257782,0.0,0.07959459663327338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892421040515149,0.08298095693266237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792269249259528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948984050921958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693905902697811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946132132743226,0.03421108802303415,0.0,0.0,0.06197066434587314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129856306959749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070613574131758,0.0,0.0,0.07442638524923906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058313643598985,0.06719168157834664,0.0,0.0,0.07457523363888031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061143862002250075,0.0,0.07686734337261288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399645152353854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374889426645827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574239550628202,0.0,0.0,0.05933266654009301,0.0,0.27702938316576875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236909034257184,0.1170894746921082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265071645783599,0.05628411723395177,0.12241134042036192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956616853625636,0.04486973041260352,0.0,0.16677808372989855,0.04083263012756568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579873696329504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260610885213518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631874282986707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759400358023818,0.0,0.2844585564657732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wilsonman693,2020/02/09,"i (19 M) feel prozac has made my anxiety worse and im considering getting off it. advice? so i was prescribed prozac i December and have been on it coming up 2 months. i was prescribed it for my moderate depression and anxiety, but also found out i most likely have adhd. this was seen as a good way to test the waters as my doctor said. but i didnt do any testing an was just assigned it willy nilly. 

the first week or two sucked. i wasnt feeling anything. the best way i can describe it is sedated. not much was going on in my head. i also noticed i started having restless leg right before i went to bed. also had trouble falling asleep.

three to six weeks was a different stage for me. my depression was completely gone and was finding it easier to socialize. i didnt really care that the depression was gone. i honestly learned to live with it. but  the decreased anxiety was great. it felt like a barrier that was up my whole life was taken down. even the fog in my head was gone. however, there were downsides. with my depression gone, it felt like my emotions flat lined. im also a creative and my mind hasnt been able to have my normal flow of ideas as i used too. still, i enjoyed the change. my sleep was improving, but my bedtime restless leg is still a thing. something i kinda overlooked though is the sudden moments of intense anxiety where i wanted to stop what i was doing and run home. this only happened twice and i didnt give it much thought. 

the last two weeks have been absolute hell. my anxiety hasnt been this bad since middle school. im not thinking the ways i usually do. kinda irrational. im also arguing with my cousins (whom i live with) much more over menial things (to be fair, one of my cousins is the biggest little shits i know). ive had a few anxiety attack and care a lot more than i used to. also my motivation to do anything is gone. all i wanna do is binge shows and play video games. sleeps still fine for some reason though.

all i want is for this shit to end. im considering getting off it, but have heard about the side effects. if someone could give me some advice, id be really grateful. im a little scared and dont know what my next step should be.",2.021656288916564,4.289935036529683,3.540674553756745,87.4078486924035,79.91324200913242,6.721544209215442,24.566417600664174,7.84624498591911,1.4491488584474892,1718,64,343,30,44,566,218,438,0.19,0.6859999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.9852,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,4,18,27,6,3,21,0,55,14,9,6,2,61,90,29,0,7,10,2,4,3,0,1,4,2,2,0,22,16,1,2,15,4,0,12,9,15,0,7,41,7,46,12,39,44,14,50,1,4,1,0,10,18,4,8,19,239,68,8,0.06649192682393197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799103747027062,0.129950282687409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190414191493615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521679034559983,0.0,0.3051968521434058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943438059352227,0.0,0.0,0.07564416584844587,0.0,0.0,0.05551798152834432,0.0,0.0,0.05657973236534869,0.0,0.06977917497582829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355859017032421,0.0,0.07033964206485525,0.057276907361253765,0.06971552021304551,0.0,0.0,0.053088393071581474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907759656751125,0.0,0.0,0.06946991144579127,0.0,0.0680573046084776,0.0,0.0,0.07792804303161742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479446810824462,0.05889211131652425,0.0,0.0,0.04391729056690997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672406321220816,0.0,0.12768535415505772,0.0,0.060772416514253115,0.056557998989019975,0.0,0.07290496576214013,0.0,0.0,0.06947857482486135,0.12757023003907372,0.03778889432109552,0.05577027353181342,0.0,0.07330758406050747,0.0,0.0,0.0587985912974425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647979968541468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666968240247366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506129195906963,0.4309361462506559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308444813664082,0.05419979492075902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046965214315634586,0.0974537904276556,0.13328475746704432,0.11742717914820547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565290584119023,0.0,0.06291626886833615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713789137451906,0.0,0.05307322162087775,0.0,0.14663765062423867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071491851171491,0.0,0.06514797071464834,0.0,0.07570149939457023,0.0,0.0,0.045056650440488,0.050570106590575585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519286189300845,0.06836477498977643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678374220192211,0.06324904890759153,0.0,0.06657001836117597,0.0672933797803722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365060147402054,0.055002808977369255,0.0,0.1330798929965585,0.06778014587120601,0.056338393823459385,0.05118873377069291,0.0,0.0,0.04706332803804825,0.0,0.15930161595814635,0.05559022813620227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834856328948433,0.04260534188244402,0.13065596101312216,0.052787162677902566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990590170426947,0.0,0.0,0.11485535202959375,0.0732314634878967,0.0,0.07843732237435101,0.15833458970519687,0.16000743890087993,0.0,0.0,0.06163868231989395,0.0,0.07423586173531865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677609539978166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lexviv24,2020/02/09,"Too scared to sleep alone thanks to anxiety Pretty much what the title states. I was diagnosed with high functioning anxiety a long time ago, but recently started having issues with sleeping this last month. I’m okay falling asleep when my significant other is home (he’s home from work only three nights a week), but I just get so anxious now at night when I get into bed and turn the lights out. It’s to the point where I’ll go a whole night without sleeping, I’ll start to feel these chest pains and my heart racing at just hearing the slightest noise outside, or I just can’t shut off my mind. I get irritated when people suggest to “just meditate” or trying breathing exercises, as if I’ve never tried that.. it’s like this fear of being alone at night is much bigger. Wondering if anyone else has ever experienced this to this extent ? And if there’s any other coping mechanisms I could try ?",5.3434108527131805,6.611556209302329,5.710465116279073,79.6506201550388,68.30232558139535,8.524031007751939,27.70542635658915,8.841846274778883,2.1153705426356586,716,23,131,12,12,229,118,172,0.153,0.7809999999999999,0.067,-0.9361,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,2,7,1,8,10,7,0,2,25,20,15,0,4,12,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,11,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,4,9,3,18,17,4,33,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,6,20,81,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206266218627116,0.0,0.0,0.2384959561146901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829761350496091,0.0,0.17616011655119235,0.13007287697349335,0.0,0.08050698701565011,0.11797222408790704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192811896969663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686238554965275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961828101529014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414868033497136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295619711118811,0.05821710238038087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046415580142616,0.0,0.06543543271688401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297686043562552,0.13643877986260164,0.0,0.12164934701678673,0.2309850880428714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201738900033468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385262780304132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056250485414655056,0.0,0.0,0.10189327941213082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625629838389645,0.0,0.09190184801206272,0.0,0.16927897809785478,0.0,0.08880132544497972,0.0,0.0,0.4321958887733666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756744188320911,0.1225146764032694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982201382633734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884238297511847,0.0,0.0,0.11713647743197528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368463092583538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527296671929142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456626824068708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299017426118054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600336454261218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713774387666878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451290904160696,0.1252368017864162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235655246074534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854717829226298,0.0,0.1109886755853981,0.12486197087371705,0.08382164821307897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Black5iveLMS,2020/02/09,"How to stop overthinking How does one stop thinking so much?

 I keep thinking up fictional possible although unlikely negative situations and how I'd deal with. It has gotten worse lately, today the thinking got me worked up to the extent of a panic attack, first one I've had in 6+ months.",3.1066060606060617,5.880679690909092,4.7195454545454565,77.55265151515152,79.36363636363636,8.03030303030303,27.34848484848485,8.841846274778883,2.8080303030303027,233,10,39,6,6,78,44,55,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,11,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,7,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,26,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402003543951656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767436811179286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847685931891486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959417291033722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886662659519924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766946697330344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381732556845525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852861683701034,0.0,0.15521098136497485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861456209418076,0.0,0.0,0.24772536178533214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380267658501036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373283520942112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35304223001087465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405866788449773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013446833093126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537112336684947,0.0,0.2151680170158748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sparkas,2020/02/09,"Anxiety At Night For the last few months, my anxiety feels like it's been ramping up.

Every night, for whatever reason, I seem to feel like my throat is swelling or my tongue is swelling or I have trouble breathing. It's like I'm overly aware of my throat and tongue and my brain goes, ""Well, what IF you're having an allergic reaction to something? What if something else is wrong?"" My teeth hurt. My jaw hurts. I can only guess that I'm clenching my jaw or my jaw is tight, but I can't get it to stop. I've seen the doctor who has cleared me of any unusual thyroid issues, doesn't seem to see anything wrong with me physically beyond acid reflux (another obnoxious new development in the last few months).

If I can just relax and get my mind off of it, I can get to sleep and I feel fine when I wake up. It repeats every night now. The last few weeks I've just forced to run the clock out on myself and stay up until 5-6 AM until I get too tired and naturally fall asleep. I lay down to go to sleep, I get this choking sensation, or my brain panics and makes me feel like my tongue or throat is swelling, I sit up gasping for breath. Repeat for hours.

I logically know that I'm fine. I've seen a doctor. The sensations go away and, if I was allergic to something or my tongue or throat were swelling, anything more serious would've demanded I go to the hospital or die already. But knowing that I'm fine hasn't made this process stop. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to be able to sleep regularly again.",3.3590659186535774,4.537117122580646,4.359424964936888,87.813920056101,72.93548387096773,7.842917251051892,26.70406732117813,8.321376580360154,1.558436185133241,1188,41,258,19,23,386,153,310,0.166,0.7659999999999999,0.068,-0.987,0,0,3,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,1,9,0,21,23,17,3,1,47,49,25,1,5,17,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,14,10,0,3,11,1,0,5,4,7,1,0,6,9,34,9,36,42,4,41,0,2,3,0,1,13,0,15,25,148,48,2,0.09504861530447237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488851052203077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463631776294115,0.09966676058817632,0.14542386109684155,0.0,0.09426268605721776,0.0,0.0,0.15643382345739365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930130288763864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122113782883564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864545644497437,0.0,0.0,0.19457257063762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940092171495979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016511561436306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922377431571427,0.2037082492953792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482948925483074,0.0,0.1620549554211927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470676563351704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360373998936697,0.0,0.20350301705131546,0.0,0.0,0.09920605997235037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567086997059093,0.23243192232851645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574380938703666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993729798046482,0.06344568878032897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597200614305727,0.0,0.15173379583869026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179854494647012,0.0,0.26759006008039543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228875499369299,0.0,0.1115190706915793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772580685752218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574144041195667,0.17305737919371225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853517748331564,0.0,0.0,0.2195192031497484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130917729388844,0.0,0.1589297967795992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924440107633623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606213593128434,0.0,0.07624226595315386,0.0,0.08546012003852795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751980923429865,0.2078414797076752,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExistingEnthusiasm,2020/02/09,"Anxiety about the future/falling behind?  Lately, I find it’s hard to enjoy life the moment I’m not distracted because my anxiety takes over immediately. However, it’s always anxiety about the future, whether I’m falling behind in life, how I’ll be successful, etc.

Turned 20 in the fall, currently in my third year at college full time, have a part time job, live at home/no license.


I’m proud that I’ve gone to school and work but it constantly feels like I’m not doing enough or that I’m behind. Anxiety has made it a terrible struggle with getting my license, and with not having my license it brings more anxious thoughts.

Some jobs require a license, an internship which I need to graduate will most likely require a license, finding an internship in general, whether I’m graduating in 4 years or 5. 

All of these thoughts plus more always fill my mind the moment I’m not distracted, and I’ve noticed it’s taken a toll on my overall energy and mood, and I really don’t know what to do.

This was some good venting, but I also really need advice, before my mind makes me go crazy.",7.448883116883117,6.784774485714292,8.094502164502167,71.03201298701299,63.66666666666666,11.445887445887447,37.662337662337656,10.832165505486646,4.170571428571432,862,39,154,20,11,289,122,210,0.10400000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.098,0.1612,4,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,4,11,0,3,12,0,9,2,0,3,1,38,31,14,0,2,10,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,6,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,6,2,12,6,22,23,10,26,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,5,12,95,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864218998585644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527663864160264,0.2190787456820906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402832946309257,0.14872163260327725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024970709879893,0.0,0.11202039010258068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226172009285054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602470811622905,0.1468192243995781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656378111177443,0.09404737483957563,0.0,0.0,0.24064270086835696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877919645674117,0.0,0.07481701497030804,0.11041776862464428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792826358632302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205089408358364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612751446742917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723487726827097,0.0,0.1485015475396671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596983085451085,0.12863041427613092,0.0,0.11624514527470353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456589467266975,0.08787420973845668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658482982519129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952265321095548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498789608754589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255894963166535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867060384072696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332319956135931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376241721136836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989808255344973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902320701709426,0.15352677838706674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431922016108276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583929147878427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695504171150457
anxiety,goatofglee,2020/02/09,"Random thoughts won't stop popping in my head and I rush to suppress them, b/c what if it comes true? Advice/Discussion Basically everything is in my title. I've noticed an increase in frequency of horrible thoughts just popping into my head. I'm actually too nervous to type specifics, which is so stupid and irrational. Basically bad scenario happen(s) to me or someone I love, and then I'm (irrationally) afraid that ""putting out the thought/energy"" will actually make it happen.

I know that's completely insane and not really possible, but it's there anyway.

I've taken up crochet recently and the thoughts seem to increase when I'm crocheting. I even become worried that I'll somehow pass that energy into what I'm making, and then the thing I'm making will carry that negativity to the person who gets it.

This is bonkers! I feel anxious and ridiculous at the same time. Does anyone experience something similar? Do you have any insight as to why this is happening or what this is? 

I'm probably going to start listening/singing to music when I crochet to help keep my mind engaged. Maybe that will help.

I hate anxiety.



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anxiety,Imjustpip,2020/02/09,Nausea My anxiety has been giving me terrible nausea lately and I want it to stop. I cant eat much because I just end up feeling sick. My mind is constantly running and my stomach feels like its always in knots. I hate this,1.5959999999999999,4.039134377777781,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,83.0,6.266666666666668,24.555555555555557,7.554174236665415,1.5393555555555558,177,7,33,3,5,60,38,45,0.266,0.588,0.146,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,8,9,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,3,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382782398867532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190680915122919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745651674186344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094583380185701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29302241838392784,0.0,0.0,0.2536339875192091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895890343746351,0.20457888667358515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747069633796132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282725699889658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230316775645437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399032508342773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891465549847396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105108885658097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941358042857916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689052268580687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glamatovic,2020/02/09,"TFW you're unable to sleep over something someone said to you And the person who said it is right in the next room sleeping in heavenly peace. 

4AM right now, how are you guys doing?",3.41,5.252993333333336,3.5122222222222237,91.255,74.0,5.911111111111111,23.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.4758444444444443,144,4,29,1,3,44,29,36,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,5,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580178855941569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771327047845449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275308011569989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450724796239423,0.49574772530939104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215418680354452,0.0,0.22079091360227834,0.20060932746486845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qazpalm_,2020/02/09,"Is this normal? There are times where I feel like my heart will just stop randomly, and I can never sleep because of the thought. I get this weird feeling in the left part of my chest whenever I think about it. How do you stop feeling this way?

Also, I've been dealing with anxiety since I was a kid and when I was younger I did this thing where I would simply walk around the house while looking at the tiles and counting them (I still do this and my family makes fun of me for it lol). It was only much later that I realized that I did it to cope with my anxiety.",2.7828205128205146,4.035511555555559,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,74.47008547008545,7.2512820512820495,24.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9650957264957264,440,13,99,6,9,141,78,117,0.087,0.836,0.077,0.1243,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,0,5,1,13,3,3,2,1,22,21,8,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,4,18,2,11,12,2,16,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,9,75,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556163321533362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977269524560785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322944951965405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186223765902004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061732879944916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344541044425855,0.0,0.2951769244685537,0.13901761786874922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166705946500633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305942055477325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245347442521211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114263806403525,0.0,0.0,0.09506854289468844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340950990656467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989265602338226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430485947973007,0.0,0.15008248470993238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906602900064268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479971069313314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107257711070689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096973391122646,0.0,0.1947340087067595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540260100147388,0.3253777178845765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927925853749409,0.12468764184090342,0.0,0.1544854833448001,0.11346902051673312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445924337109967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823362192506194,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotoriousBunny11,2020/02/09,"How exactly do you cope with crowded places? So it took me 7 long years to stop feeling super anxious at school. With a help of some meds and few therapy seasons. I'm 21 now and I find myself back to square one. I literally drag myself to go to college,shopping is the ultimate nightmare for me. Even family gatherings which weren't really a problem before are now a one. I still take my meds from time to time,but stopped doing therapy because I'm paranoid that I might blow it up. Is that common? And if so how do you deal with it? I apologize if my English is a bit iffy.",2.043822843822845,4.0825525897435915,3.9889510489510482,85.4083216783217,78.65811965811966,7.331468531468532,26.875679875679875,8.296473431620573,1.954767521367522,451,19,91,9,11,153,81,117,0.087,0.8029999999999999,0.109,0.5446,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,9,2,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,18,15,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,2,13,1,13,12,3,16,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,4,11,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973535627095704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432826799698094,0.0,0.10649133771006272,0.0,0.14865102470891672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071970137959648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010099212122635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538319416315562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468517759063728,0.0,0.0883301179517795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596663966267445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928215685389258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709315246939775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459796212736654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880894701456119,0.0,0.0,0.18532185157326211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367532322239089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251718576843315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715777513386415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119129208362674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679881898142266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951019478762686,0.2921026321895361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134752636340416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995537393222754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372998975095047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409054462541453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249667681435416
anxiety,orangegooxe,2020/02/09,"Sudden fear of dying soon The title pretty much sums it up. I suddenly got extremely anxious a couple days ago that I will die soon. And it's not much of a ""what if i die"" thought, it's like ""I will die in the next week"" and the sort of certainty in that thought made me worry further that it's some ""sign"" from the universe or of my own intuition. I am very young and perfectly healthy, I do not suffer from any illness and I don't consume drugs or alcohol. The fear is stemming from driving and being in an accident or a similar, accidental cause of death. I haven't been able to stop thinking about this and it's distracting me from school and work. 

I really don't know what I'm getting at with this question, I just don't know what to do. I recognize that death is inevitable for everyone and that I can't avoid it but I haven't been able to focus on anything else but this for the past few days since this fear came out of nowhere. Any advice would be appreciated. This is my first time posting on this community so I apologize if I did something wrong.",4.028992248062018,4.970667558139535,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,71.09302325581395,8.710077519379848,29.68217054263566,9.029198982220553,2.2906496124031004,835,33,175,16,15,275,120,215,0.168,0.741,0.091,-0.9306,0,1,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,0,5,10,0,20,3,0,2,1,36,30,16,6,3,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,20,11,1,2,6,0,0,2,8,7,0,1,8,0,19,2,25,17,5,26,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,8,15,121,39,2,0.23873818179816675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664609410064322,0.1058134967632282,0.12756925571246822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235015030384176,0.0,0.0,0.1348530956550916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823059090424298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365264396998902,0.0,0.12262493808276605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207962864344058,0.0,0.15396637694281398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955450816170976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384302482647625,0.0,0.099717558338991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406228180408301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40297024153251815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153528773903198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062365423217233214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954703665659763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120426117343384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831770824761274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294992003258465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755000331889182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695038238398584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395130415734828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143225924169184,0.12144127940718676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372070070679334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647089625021501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080789280148545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098743345517871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189615802024803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979790498570346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648689353549461,0.0,0.1895314490340599,0.06960507684405604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849200133426182,0.0,0.0,0.09575068448667744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690211985354376,0.12122510612157936,0.0,0.08479637730817657,0.13051136202432445,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0202847,2020/02/09,Just wanna go home. At dinner with a group of friends. I was having a good time until I accidentally dropped the chips on the table. I laughed about it and when I looked up one of the girls just rolled her eyes so now I’m just kinda wondering if she thinks I’m annoying or she doesn’t want me here. Ruined my whole mood. Just want to go home and sleep. 😞,0.6531000000000021,2.759469160000002,2.2262500000000003,95.79937500000004,84.06666666666666,5.3500000000000005,17.375,6.6274283507984215,-0.32989999999999986,277,6,65,3,8,90,57,75,0.107,0.742,0.151,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,0,5,0,3,3,2,0,0,15,12,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,9,3,10,11,1,10,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,4,4,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147165488371306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111172682280339,0.2295792912345391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.549117248939407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985179883135945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185476477314191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739128354309576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538562342888822,0.0,0.0,0.15960551189656175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32288858807132026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055932030108787,0.0,0.0,0.2968324168640802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lewisaufc1910,2020/02/09,I feel weird I feel weird i cant explain how I feel and  I cant sleep cause of this Its like I feel a bit lightheaded and I feel panicky I'm shivering rn.,-3.1585714285714275,-1.9543828888888868,0.18238095238095287,102.91500000000002,114.0,4.27936507936508,16.253968253968253,6.1826913282559595,-0.4056698412698414,120,4,32,2,7,42,21,36,0.201,0.7140000000000001,0.085,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,10,9,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,16,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34734908029780104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268386791660468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8043580451104155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543724656379193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183904707494926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cobalt_Rave0087,2020/02/09,"Movie Theaters I’m sitting in the parking lot of the movie theater right now. I just cancelled my ticket because the second I pulled up, terror just gripped the hell out of me.

It’s opening weekend for Birds Of Prey which is what I was on the way to see. It starts in three minutes but I’ll be waiting at least another week - maybe - to see it. I’ve been so excited all week, only to have this stupid, shitty anxiety ruin it like it ruins everything else.

There’s way too many people. Loud noises. Huge, dark room. Remind me why the hell I thought getting A-List would force me to get past my anxiety? (Which sucks more because now I’m locked into paying for it for another three months.)

I just needed to get that off my chest. Is this a trigger point for anybody else?",2.202156862745099,4.433582287581705,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,79.06535947712419,5.648627450980393,24.579084967320266,6.742157984588678,0.8895249673202614,602,22,120,6,15,192,101,153,0.22699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,1,7,0,7,1,1,1,1,14,19,2,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,12,3,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,7,0,3,3,4,11,2,20,14,4,25,2,2,2,0,0,13,3,1,9,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699000387530448,0.269860741624829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503946657065692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29468605025450545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851915138779166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764541252282789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617045678636441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995213927587853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882183960988554,0.17719761878009335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078499348642542,0.0,0.0,0.13078368396283602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414509067905114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837485946719458,0.12227982287297677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673630084334956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506277277294148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811043679784039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248428139263302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002617754886695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28000478709151483,0.28296311593011897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591556970063649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252954340292272,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xofronk,2020/02/09,Does this happen to anyone else? Does anyone else get really bad anxiety to the point where they puke or can’t eat? I haven’t eaten in five days because my anxiety has been making my stomach hurt. Sleep has even been difficult with all the pain I’ve been feeling. Is there anyway to soothe an anxious stomach? I take medication and sniff things like lavender. Is there anything else to alleviate stress and anxiety?,4.5615584415584385,7.090613207792213,4.944155844155844,79.20766233766237,72.76623376623377,8.036363636363637,27.883116883116887,8.841846274778883,2.4923818181818187,335,13,57,7,7,106,56,77,0.3,0.63,0.069,-0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,9,7,3,1,1,7,15,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,2,5,1,6,11,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846438515479769,0.189341883435427,0.0,0.2343816006216421,0.3434548942347525,0.13792167693617235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139940173663375,0.10216826174683287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808904183646974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29333824044611434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149808052682194,0.4200284068178251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069914826821628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474430695571282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756481737282684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820937020422867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794207720105516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188158131336026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187524024606818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688407844277476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833971323171455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843750264944648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736975264582413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677224461729917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919868448128963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601539939175024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134692715123304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FoxeLade,2020/02/09,"Lost touch with the world I've had an anxiety disorder for years and, this is so hard to say, but I feel like I'm out of touch with the world. I don't have any close friends and I feel too anxious to even skype my family. Is that stupid? How can I feel bad about talking with people that I know and love? They probably think I don't care about them but I love them to bits. Does anyone else have trouble taking to their family on skype? :/",0.6277173913043441,2.776982858695653,1.8501739130434809,98.18395652173916,84.54347826086956,5.853913043478261,16.808695652173913,7.1686216300943375,-0.17730347826086978,341,7,81,5,10,108,61,92,0.248,0.5870000000000001,0.16399999999999998,-0.6971,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,6,9,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,1,0,16,19,7,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,7,12,5,13,17,1,6,0,1,0,2,9,5,0,0,2,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069626515219426,0.0,0.14702535793480678,0.21712078385325648,0.0,0.13438420471059434,0.19692208216550894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047120503433104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098224652814383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959512254680712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026719055000465,0.0,0.16818737498593675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055066682243496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694014344734186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623605711148172,0.0,0.2915321748069604,0.13730107306567935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848605653917854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216511532399406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562298140979964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389466712452978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979885008541016,0.0,0.34691921717441365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324083094011674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721407851740806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283775703380575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445034864821603,0.15447560301273364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314803896976872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376450830413392
anxiety,KatnipNix,2020/02/09,"Why do things hurt ten times more for us? And feel like an apocalyptic ending? Always seeing the worst. I thought maybe this should go in depression, but its so damn grim over there right now. I feel so lost and alone. And its been a while. Why do I feel like such a fool for helping someone I knew wouldn't exist for long? Especially when my main anxiety stems from trauma and everyone leaving my life at some point with my main fear being ending up alone? 

As usual I knew, I knew this would happen but I can't help but...help. Its actually my bloody job to help. And I know what it stems from in my past, I've done my own work on these things. But then I think I'm strong enough to handle it or them and be something that I begin doubting perhaps I may not or never will be. 

This must sound like a babbling mess because I'm not being specific enough. But I even fear or feel anxious that as soon as I say it the guilt and shame will kick in and then the full end, period, full stop, end of story has become final..real. 

Apologies if this makes no sense but I needed it out of me.  I hope everyone else is doing alright tonight.",1.7976640316205523,3.840364995652177,2.9037944664031627,92.86450592885376,79.47826086956522,5.74703557312253,19.58498023715415,6.782984794422108,0.09886956521739164,879,21,191,9,22,281,142,230,0.29,0.631,0.079,-0.9956,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,3,8,20,1,5,7,1,19,1,0,1,2,43,39,26,0,7,11,0,4,3,0,7,1,2,0,0,17,10,0,1,10,0,0,1,6,14,0,1,7,7,24,6,21,21,10,32,0,4,1,0,7,12,1,8,22,131,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.1083302712019342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229946875784038,0.0,0.0,0.09236966012373024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492275738884872,0.1254103095564145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767099333772505,0.12260241708674804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956132133403312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136023219655188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273505957540484,0.0,0.3932895464413449,0.22940712058591675,0.0,0.07332141309708169,0.0,0.0,0.2121506517929304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498354350567857,0.2245210531474248,0.15861190043632462,0.0,0.12160661775143322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308984673764581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816625175175488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976320933153643,0.0,0.0,0.1102585118201782,0.0,0.0,0.11883907643903807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016082932738687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061008488269952935,0.0,0.0,0.11754413062621755,0.0,0.0,0.07841002565454729,0.16270242388783404,0.0,0.0,0.09824083244808672,0.0,0.0,0.121181115261511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410039583631024,0.0,0.11152500581551092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231290699583486,0.08561817015352298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059721192109736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494083977668192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480239253016068,0.0,0.08828003510926974,0.0,0.0,0.08846102585741672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940588682369297,0.08546133530253411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280978012807052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475009369171503,0.07113107006329765,0.0,0.08812996683009335,0.06473113717787689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353200832501544,0.0,0.12226242367842236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033948713762945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081699347722814,0.0,0.0,0.07885870083902245,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,polyamorys,2020/02/09,"what are some strategies for controlling/calming a ptsd episode? (especially in public) what are some strategies for controlling/calming a ptsd flashback?

i’ve noticed that when i am out somewhere with my partner and i get triggered (usually through seeing my abuser), i have very difficult episodes in which i no longer see my partner as ‘safe’ because he doesn’t look like my partner, or ‘feel’ like my partner - instead he looks like/feels like my abuser. this can make things so hard though, because he’ll try helping me but will inadvertently set me off, i’ll try getting away from him, and that i’m alone in a public, crowded space which obviously doesn’t help my ptsd episode.

this is probably one of the biggest issues in our relationship, and it sucks, because neither of us want to end a relationship we are generally incredibly happy in because of external factors (ie. trauma and ptsd episodes from an abuser). we’re trying to brainstorm some strategies that he or i could do in these scenarios to prevent me becoming scared of him, so that he can help me better and help us get out of the situation. however, i’m a bit stuck on any ideas or strategies that we could use, especially when we are out in public and i see my abuser. i get really stuck in my head, and it can feel very difficult to trust him. i’m a bit clueless when it comes to coping mechanisms. so i was reaching out to see if any of you have any strategies or mechanisms to calm a flashback, or strategies my partner can use to reassure me that he isn’t my abuser/is safe/is just trying to help me.

sorry if this is a little all over the place. i would appreciate any advice, help or tips, no matter how small. thank you guys so much. <3",5.55381374722838,6.594553317073171,6.053813747228383,78.21446784922395,67.65853658536585,8.890465631929047,33.506651884700666,9.095868883498916,2.94340975609756,1360,61,251,24,22,440,153,328,0.11900000000000001,0.723,0.158,0.9429,1,1,0,0,5,0,43.0,6,2,0,1,11,15,1,1,12,0,22,1,1,5,2,47,47,26,0,6,10,0,3,3,5,3,0,0,0,6,18,16,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,9,37,10,38,39,8,28,0,0,6,0,36,21,1,11,8,163,55,0,0.0,0.3780347690913977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794560847826926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261266817540157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697222439446665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494201015564357,0.0,0.0,0.1944964478825021,0.08809437193486569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054581762479924,0.174165830090976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871063769465661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737200767933035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064827188069235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209950115574529,0.11396851776949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669605264203075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898006658364153,0.0,0.08491151488616529,0.07145393173913073,0.0,0.08186208457169193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32078950339606005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004517656938625,0.0,0.0832541218721502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587694691247414,0.0799456631166983,0.0,0.0,0.13396531978466944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053243875499663966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863658350644785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081318348834684,0.0,0.0,0.0540509487466747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333763354095937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600035259120957,0.0,0.37296489683698103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109961533695915,0.0,0.0,0.17127589912481805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798588580226947,0.0,0.25425007756932283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965940176163467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929058596077802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734370588340181,0.0,0.0,0.0529924397343921,0.0,0.07836888209761142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166212789305972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918953750849825,0.13778300617425154,0.0878500740940878,0.1316292505708378,0.04704756845032496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666289366136847,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,36384892747,2020/02/09,I’m feeling lonely... Honestly I wish I had someone care for me and check up on me ones in a while. I lost most of my friends and fucked up some friendships. I’m really antisocial sometimes I choose to be lonely but majority of the time I wish someone was there for me just to make me feel wanted and special and just make me feel less depressed.,3.9389999999999996,5.017237757142858,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.42857142857143,7.885714285714287,29.714285714285715,8.238735603445708,1.9936571428571432,273,11,56,4,5,90,46,70,0.129,0.638,0.233,0.7328,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,18,16,6,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,11,4,10,12,4,6,0,4,0,1,1,4,1,2,2,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265511774378275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965398855351739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461394655419812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629918304880204,0.21095816358501168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490965598839017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046374618524884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546275856366789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618448574416756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866896331797341,0.0,0.2256859433495874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305954111402205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459249260629666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248149386642562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlushyButtons,2020/02/09,"A Very Not So Fun Couple of Weeks Hey guys.

So my symptoms heightened starting about January 30th. It hung around until about February 3rd, which ended up with me having a sudden bout of extreme sadness. I had minimal anxiety for about two days, slowly getting over the aftereffects of being so tense and anxious for that long. 

It might have been three days, actually, but I had a therapy session on the 7th of February. I had switched from my therapist of 5 years to a new psychologist due to financial reasons. My old therapist was charging over 100 dollars per session, she could only see me once a month, and this new counselor is covered by tuition and sees me every two weeks.

I had to talk about the cause of my PTSD with her. I thought I had gotten over it by now, cause I rarely think about it, but then I had to go into more detail and it broke me. Suddenly, that little progress I made on getting less anxious this week was gone.

Looking back, the panic was coming back full force since that session. After my session with her, I felt off on the car ride home. It was like something just was off. Like things weren't right. I felt it the next day driving to university but tried to ignore it so it wasn't as prevalent.

I had a really fun snow day today. But things were off. When I was all alone outside, things felt off. Like certain things just weren't really there or really real. It didn't help that my vision had gotten fuzzy for a second but I don't know if that's from everything suddenly being white or maybe me zoning out without noticing. It just felt like reality was real. 

The rest of the day was good until about two hours ago. Suddenly, I felt everything I usually feel before a panic attack sets in. I tried to do the grounding trick my new therapist gave me in my head, but my vision did the blurry thing again and it didn't calm me down. So, I had to take 0.5mg of xanax, which I try not to do unless I absolutely have to. On average, I take 1-2 of them a month. It's the start of February, and I've taken four of these now.

I cried in my mom's arms for a good hour, telling her about how I feel like I'm dying (really common feeling for me when panic attacks set in) and how I felt like I was losing touch with reality (not at all common, I've never felt this before). She tried to assure me that everything was real, but it was hard to be convinced. I did the grounding trick outloud while my mom held me and it worked better this time though. I also began muttering anything I could say outloud about my life to try to convince myself I was real. The reality loss feeling has subsidized for the most part now. The xanax seems to be stopping that, but the xanax isn't taking away all of the anxiety like it used to do.

I need advice, honestly. I sent an e-mail to my psychiatrist about my Effexor's effects possibly wearing off but I don't know when he'll respond, and I'm scheduled to see him the 17th. I honestly feel like I can't wait that long. Does anyone know what's going on? I know anxiety makes me feel like I'm in danger/dying, so I'm probably not, but that experience has shaken me. What do I do?",4.12799567099567,5.101534080952384,5.352821067821068,82.18775974025975,70.8888888888889,8.393939393939394,27.65151515151515,8.710501217029153,1.9846190476190475,2461,84,492,42,44,820,279,630,0.10800000000000001,0.773,0.11800000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0,1,1,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,1,6,33,33,4,3,29,0,52,8,3,9,6,87,104,41,1,4,22,2,15,9,0,2,5,1,1,1,39,17,0,4,22,0,2,8,15,12,0,6,47,21,70,21,84,49,9,92,0,4,5,0,19,30,0,6,61,341,109,5,0.0,0.0,0.05511927382761453,0.0,0.0,0.055194547507213115,0.05006878386312066,0.0,0.0,0.0584993680506846,0.0,0.04516944583687904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296280531778578,0.12761945699112204,0.0,0.03949423663867409,0.0,0.046480707803622526,0.050281857496296434,0.0,0.1285151650068734,0.0530676508988305,0.08686390245490769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612576937586674,0.0,0.0,0.0499546357818571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604722854652315,0.0,0.048655115156948765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019418112446832,0.0624973805947202,0.06204393856933048,0.18213435632382585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862045094643651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942866612662504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050027185299458016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047589375332453214,0.0,0.15228987263640528,0.05525122586882277,0.0,0.0,0.17135705382056235,0.12105442932250335,0.3796278576775004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059020087060969985,0.0,0.06420119694138537,0.09475054454006808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055927064042215965,0.0,0.0,0.05059768609096352,0.0,0.05796786764698145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378593736296369,0.0,0.056657068320025164,0.0,0.11124878217803068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241663492004737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989562314329465,0.2483527278715983,0.05661081858281284,0.0,0.0999713798309444,0.04743150609463378,0.06319004479757631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344559348721508,0.03770285039924544,0.0,0.0567447793305413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991955184810587,0.0,0.13230444652886153,0.09016840568668387,0.0,0.0,0.04188143913895586,0.04356318241384654,0.1636549404783951,0.060070326105442565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430628573162328,0.05926942165889579,0.060152566434366526,0.0,0.042957877319474216,0.0,0.19881194072170447,0.0,0.0611655998618218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367611148265268,0.0,0.0,0.06089824224101039,0.0,0.06602562068243628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25716014225283784,0.14473786022736213,0.058073945557622936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048236185282342636,0.0,0.044917559743101465,0.0,0.0,0.13502894767661905,0.05142001453256343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046723332806196685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043483383637369234,0.0,0.0,0.07995793595900491,0.0,0.0,0.047222328791405074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058707478437991276,0.12740459124337752,0.045398907062221175,0.04936864376859787,0.0,0.06459324897787667,0.1967433978185353,0.18762402331226105,0.03619203464525375,0.055494274410978886,0.0448412038503211,0.032935699649726084,0.0,0.053539292824686564,0.0,0.0,0.19174129409647006,0.0,0.16552709193402254,0.0,0.0,0.04878318887004104,0.062208059989038986,0.046604401875934176,0.0,0.0,0.1359218003267616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444760983205881,0.0,0.041120306853956616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03637320910563277
anxiety,LedZempalaTedZimpala,2020/02/09,"Help needed bad... So I’ve been talking to this guy since November 2019. We hit it off really well, he liked me, I liked him. I liked his friends, they liked me. Now he did get out of a relationship of 4 years back in March 2019 with a guy he didn’t really like in that way. Anyway, it was about 1-2 months after we became exclusive that he told me he wasn’t interested in a relationship. Granted we did get lost in our feelings and rushed. I got more insight when he said it wasn’t anything I did or anything about me, he just doesn’t have interest in me or anyone at the moment. He said he wasn’t mentally ready and needed to work on himself. I myself too wasn’t in the best place for a relationship either, I have stuff I need to work on too. We tried being friends, but we ended up being more fwb. I wasn’t comfortable with it for that long. We decided that the best thing to do was take a break and come back to work on a friendship. Which Im fine with, we have always gotten along and connect well. My biggest worry though is Im gonna be ghosted. There was no time estimate, which I get. However, I’d rather not waste my time if it’s headed that way. I am using this time to work on myself. Im actually handling it pretty well. 

Where do I go with this? Did I do/say anything wrong? What can I do to preserve any form of a relationship? Tell me anything that can help!!! Please!",1.4349999999999987,3.3115005555555577,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,79.90277777777777,6.488888888888887,21.430555555555557,7.526774132740827,0.6772513888888891,1072,31,238,16,27,360,148,288,0.040999999999999995,0.723,0.23600000000000002,0.9948,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,8,0,1,7,18,19,0,0,10,0,28,1,1,1,0,33,47,11,1,5,8,0,1,5,2,1,0,2,0,2,20,18,0,0,3,0,0,3,9,3,3,0,20,3,35,16,34,22,6,37,0,1,0,0,36,17,0,3,19,159,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.08928968412598443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613437761914467,0.0,0.0,0.062222359387964686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397812723899429,0.0,0.3011830475646345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071394402629595,0.07639772245548579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204480769007853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881816217435042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104082769796568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626457058756303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413835776152215,0.0,0.1434131266109475,0.0,0.052000908188076095,0.0,0.07317999334464842,0.0,0.0,0.18119650480305627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390422319139344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265950829360568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29650339575553425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223508595124446,0.0,0.0,0.08097360784052766,0.0,0.0,0.09988180943039712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220932561094984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303351353183149,0.0,0.0,0.20353572598695027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955968294872736,0.10043826677826526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308723050352977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172330196256811,0.0,0.0,0.3929421133818823,0.0,0.0,0.17407272926695422,0.07276356241040012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568879881520567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474429866928478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879575218340445,0.07354331415773821,0.07997403270610412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607877739042527,0.0,0.0898971609904363,0.0,0.16006115541669202,0.0,0.0,0.08743107755357603,0.0,0.062121716760368435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902563336532835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452550651927083,0.0,0.0,0.24680537906931924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644902627972383,0.0929215292480401,0.0,0.0,0.10003963478804513,0.0,0.058922263051717126
anxiety,sarah-marie1,2020/02/09,"Trying to call a therapist for help. I tried to call to make a appointment with the therapist for help, and the receptionist asked me why I wanted to see her. I didn’t want to tell her I don’t know why so I just hung up. I don’t even want to call another one in fear of this happening again. I’m literally scared of everything and I need help. Do they always ask this at first? I’ve tried just emailing one and I never got a response back.",1.1586021505376358,3.0850371182795726,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,81.04301075268816,7.574193548387097,21.086021505376344,8.515128840125781,1.134131182795699,344,10,79,8,9,117,56,93,0.07,0.8059999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,16,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,1,12,0,14,14,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,0,4,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265538199702265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457028867306294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27561342654349924,0.0,0.0,0.11334776152759266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451560579777078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736168694284973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248093226926286,0.0,0.0,0.16587514061562453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253852894976171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789575641018113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303525323325737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964137092033443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101165928063785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839607881266044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930126880769782,0.11369024582313632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997751426945035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758126477738684,0.0,0.11746520344294813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288412125791511,0.0,0.0,0.3423044265464987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002413550027298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608354224634584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266025838906824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jmaree81,2020/02/09,"Mail Anxiety I cannot check our mail box due to anxiety around bills, legal action, having our home repossessed. 

I haven’t looked in there for about 3 months, and my neighbour just emailed saying can I check bc he is missing some paperwork he’s been waiting for for a while. 

What if it’s months ago and now he knows I never check my mail... so embarrassing.",1.5007460317460328,4.16651475714286,2.446190476190477,91.37769841269842,87.14285714285714,5.9682539682539675,20.63492063492064,7.3871296695380915,0.8124444444444445,283,9,57,5,9,89,52,70,0.13699999999999998,0.84,0.023,-0.7555,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,7,9,1,10,0,1,1,0,11,2,0,2,7,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844983917171281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910441171135505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28570910828099666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219340190191302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638298719964335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695129811328198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123504990991854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753258175196174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25522835828619034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sades-sphinx,2020/02/09,"My recent flight doesn't sit well with me We got on the plane (leaving from NJ) and about 5 minutes later an Asian family sits in the row in front of us. They were speaking some Asian language, I don't necessarily know if it was Chinese, Japanese or something else. About 2 mins later they started passing an ear thermometer (that they owned) between them. As soon as I saw this I put on an N95 mask I brought with me and left it on, then I quickly ran to the bathroom and washed my hands once we were off the plane. I also wiped down my phone and anything else I touched.

Now, with the whole scare around coronavirus I'm kinda freaking out. I already had some other small illness like a common cold or maybe the flu, idk, before getting on the plane but the whole thing still doesn't sit right with me. I don't want to go out of my way to get tested since I'm currently away from home, but it's still kinda bugging me. What do you guys think? I've got pretty bad anxiety so it may be that but it still doesn't sit right.",4.0855297334244725,4.752012894736847,4.516353383458647,89.27197368421055,70.77033492822966,7.311141490088858,26.89029391660971,7.1686216300943375,1.098186329460014,801,25,174,7,14,253,131,209,0.091,0.879,0.03,-0.8016,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,3,1,4,0,12,5,0,1,12,0,12,5,2,0,0,27,26,15,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,1,1,11,13,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,3,1,0,9,6,25,2,28,15,5,41,0,0,1,0,11,16,0,8,15,113,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566527179904975,0.120053894585665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484424440184655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353904041849448,0.133641949941817,0.0,0.0,0.1410461883885992,0.0,0.12534704590614446,0.0,0.0,0.12774423916215152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508182299765049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152329426450191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686690813172124,0.0,0.08531877674245951,0.0,0.2401353257756527,0.0,0.0,0.14864609752480085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058634396775444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250407726847657,0.0,0.0,0.1589593564870811,0.16310987454077067,0.0,0.0,0.07334287262242872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081946722652842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987687552882365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272980633683733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091581554477876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482290747121101,0.0,0.0,0.2564096944653192,0.0,0.0,0.15030004545880418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418390280153267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557258360620735,0.0,0.0,0.1062583504962144,0.0,0.3596670199228018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997355371496623,0.09619322601019197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058036586505352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854686695870981,0.11916123111797705,0.0,0.0,0.1349792645895992,0.0,0.0,0.3352155720599622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IFUDIEIDIE,2020/02/09,"I've been self medicating with Wellbutrin for a month and feel the benefits with minor side effects, how can I go about using this information to get a prescription for more? Hello all. Have been diagnosed with anxiety and had trouble getting up in the mornings while also suffering with a low libido. Did all I could do to try to improve my mental health through exercise, changing the way I think and quit smoking but benefits were temporary and would just lose motivation to continue and now I'm stuck and was at my lowest a few months ago (my symptoms affecting my work). Psychiatrist prescribed me Prozac but it doesn't suit my lifestyle and I find the benefits don't outweigh the negatives. 

Someone I know told me about Wellbutrin and they gave me their last fill of meds which lasted me about 4 weeks. It was a pretty low dose 75mg and I began taking it daily. Within the 1st week I felt the energy and waking up was easier than ever. 2nd week productivity increased and my outlook on life has been positive and incredible since I started taking it. Not to mention sex has been a little more enjoyable! I'm running out tho and don't know how to present this information to a psychiatrist.

The psychiatrist who prescribed me Prozac initially didn't want me on something like Wellbutrin because he thought it would make my anxiety worse but since I've done my own trial and error and found good results how can I continue taking this? I also didn't mention that I was taking it because I was super scared that they would judge me or berate me for doing so. Also was only taking the Wellbutrin for a week at that time so couldn't really say much about it yet.",7.386095238095237,7.558526165079368,7.64261904761905,71.43821428571431,63.53968253968255,10.682539682539684,35.27777777777778,10.380263240014207,3.7402063492063498,1342,56,231,29,18,438,172,315,0.1,0.7559999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9638,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,6,17,13,0,1,17,0,31,11,1,9,3,54,56,29,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,3,9,1,0,1,15,20,0,0,12,1,0,4,8,6,0,0,23,3,31,7,31,28,8,37,0,4,0,1,14,13,0,1,20,167,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809060787314053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654766937146977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930435230048402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349107594812782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170602592117414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835047878640256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231435855699932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324036178039106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009544278394232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595142081128826,0.0,0.10624791523073564,0.0,0.10113834277864296,0.0,0.0,0.12132950835988615,0.0,0.0,0.11562725854023545,0.0,0.06288882960868457,0.09281370340105433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176230414142634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216282055477908,0.18040017993828647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816019530855835,0.05406134025205683,0.1109072195994434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379669381765793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386429685055983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291479825941727,0.11147511991055437,0.11151606325230386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766504604733073,0.0,0.08134550630992739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415950966028495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257778338616004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176971653979303,0.0,0.0,0.07088960224584688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799875689859255,0.11078679641139684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154392126135147,0.0,0.0,0.18307295537068904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937591774843914,0.08518903804476538,0.0,0.0,0.07832347759775997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501482165864077,0.4160008437944438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709044319555285,0.0,0.08784916676758399,0.06452489056256963,0.0,0.0,0.105737348257147,0.0,0.07512872748706344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557197680963007,0.0,0.0,0.06526826850036054,0.08783424523725199,0.3550489543534837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055949404047044,0.0,0.11276876888434617,0.23582232276695034,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cryonisus,2020/02/09,"Anxiety with known cause I am not sure if similar questions have been asked already but I am having a panic attack right now so I will just write it in any case. My girl girl recently dumped me and its a hard to swallow pill so I know the cause of my attack. Another factor is even though she hates my guts, I still care about her as she had mental issues she was struggling with and I keep worrying about if she is doing alright.  I feel hopeless because a lot of people have an attack and they dont know why. But in my situation I do know the cause but I cant act upon it. Because of that I dont know how to handle this and process everything. I would appreciate some insight. Thank you.",1.7108206686930103,3.8634323262411385,3.401686930091188,88.61250000000004,80.34751773049645,6.298074974670719,22.83738601823709,7.447530270364453,0.9651130699088148,542,18,112,8,14,180,92,141,0.245,0.67,0.084,-0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,1,0,10,12,5,2,6,1,17,3,1,4,1,31,27,14,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,6,1,1,8,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,2,23,4,13,22,2,8,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,5,3,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449074786063808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929753875627143,0.1376934318717868,0.10045430589045158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276019827777752,0.4481634662639042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009472310307188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388264867552108,0.4046847560204101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077963911029091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673118827087885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180159161138162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639594392951068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176309134788171,0.12964468601404752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705695639606988,0.0,0.11671728384475652,0.0,0.0,0.28866539575591443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163786163967744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233290907683126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406785042532625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103610000590084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471009350041617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965603013492852,0.0,0.0,0.11214083045803146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760163750946667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486696141140807,0.0,0.0,0.1372771597764464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376121989964453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089563308260125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290146387341106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848981793366878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333550180503737,0.0,0.0932811922242998,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snowsurfer2110,2020/02/09,"So anxious over the political situation in America. I just wanted to see how others are dealing with the current political situation in America. I disagree completely with Trump and the majority of his policies but that is fine. What really gets me is the hate rhetoric he spews every day along with the unchecked corruption. 

Feel so helpless to do anything. Obviously I will vote against him but I have lost all faith in the election process.  For the first time I am genuinely ashamed to call myself an American.",6.6014285714285705,8.802570241758241,6.985494505494508,68.1345054945055,66.36263736263736,10.914285714285716,40.47252747252747,10.914260884657429,5.254424175824177,416,25,66,13,7,135,69,91,0.19899999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9432,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,8,0,7,0,0,1,2,13,13,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,9,2,14,11,2,8,1,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782026071499363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265019767388187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145800131919993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581979059138102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881670076182425,0.2538822449947368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074838524198761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451596397177572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946780368294146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286601783278259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431298072965929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26882081961470555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775983936115784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962365623028836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536109313489295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359561977290744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452499552513858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mildbox21,2020/02/09,Does anyone know about free online counseling? Free because I don't have the money to be honest. Online because I'm too anxious to talk to a person face to face about my problems..,3.7816190476190457,5.8545304000000025,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,73.57142857142857,5.80952380952381,25.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,1.2390952380952385,144,5,24,1,3,47,26,35,0.051,0.6940000000000001,0.254,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383006853242783,0.0,0.2712807497103562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730112358610711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33951904746737505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132206061359719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387643166448601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712391425447592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31183915912961463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-Thefall,2020/02/09,"EXTREME Self consciousness I was wondering if anyone can help me on this problem that I’m having that is ruining my life and stopping me from progressing.

Whenever I’m out I constantly feel like someone is watching me and judging me and I makes me alter my behaviour and mannerisms ever so slightly. It’s mentally exhausting.

How do I stop being so self conscious ??? 


Please help",4.454658385093168,7.358664072463771,5.697763975155282,71.76913043478264,74.94202898550725,9.739958592132506,35.944099378881994,9.957137785484203,4.780940372670806,307,18,46,10,7,102,50,69,0.154,0.711,0.134,0.1478,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,16,12,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,1,3,10,0,6,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,2,5,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630055447701157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519239525059374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087377635670865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787437140837025,0.16654365191795567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125158680550965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466219726976114,0.11389248757771628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556119118073301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349339063638109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558998691974639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223067942473284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486397822446359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752499488822176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898037832901852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252812759958139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jamzzz98,2020/02/09,"Romantic relationships are still one thing I have yet to “accomplish” Hi. I’m a 21 year old woman diagnosed (by a primary doctor + therapist combined) with GAD, Social Anxiety, Phobia, OCD, and Panic Disorder. Basically everything under the anxiety umbrella except for PTSD.

This brings on depressive episodes with my anxiety, and I’ve had things like suicidal thoughts before. 

That being said, I’ve always felt different and definitely would classify as a late bloomer, I’m very strict with my routines and absolutely hate change because it makes my anxiety worse or pushes me out of my comfort zone.

I’ve struggled with keeping jobs, getting my license (delayed it until 18), but eventually I accomplished those things. One thing on that list is successfully getting a boyfriend. I don’t see it as “oh in the right moment I’ll meet him eventually and everything will work out” my anxiety tells me: I need to accomplish this now and believe I’m capable of being in a relationship or else I’m doomed into thinking I can’t function in one if I wait years from now.

All my attempted failed relationships resulted in me jumping into a relationship just to be in one and filling a role I’m suppose to be in that said relationship as a girlfriend. 

I never had a successful long-term relationship, and I jumped into sex because I saw myself falling behind at 20 years old. Now I crave sex but without the physical affection aspect.

My last failed relationship that happened two months ago sent me into a confusing, emotional OCD filled state. It was during the holidays and it was awful.

I thought I liked him but I wasn’t sure, I wasn’t feeling the physical affection he was giving me and I thought something was wrong with me or I was broken. I convinced myself I was all these things like asexual and aromantic because I wanted to be in a relationship with him but I hated being close to him. The nail in the coffin was him cutting me off and not talking to me after a month (same exact situation happened when I was 15) and it killed any hope I had left.

It was so bad I started seeing my now therapist. I still have the same mindset and thoughts and it enters my mind everyday that I’m incapable and will never be with someone. I get down looking at other people my age successfully in a relationship and happy, people from all walks of life especially. Not going to lie it brings on the suicidal thoughts.

I’m above average in terms of attractiveness so it’s not my appearance hindering my ability to meet guys or a poor, awkward personality. I’m just a very strict to my routine type of person and would like to go out to bars and meet people and have fun like other women my age, but I’m so caught up with school and don’t have many friends to go out all time and do that I feel like I’m wasting my youth/life away.",6.290076965365588,7.1021800841121525,7.26526937877955,71.00049890049479,65.91588785046729,10.854865310610228,35.361462341946115,10.781019540027769,4.099529961517317,2255,105,394,61,34,758,254,535,0.17600000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.9632,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,10,14,31,4,4,24,1,35,6,0,4,8,90,83,40,4,6,17,0,3,6,2,4,3,2,0,5,27,39,1,3,9,2,1,16,11,14,0,5,25,9,57,17,66,47,7,78,1,4,4,2,34,31,0,8,36,270,84,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546031371651116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051254683381978285,0.0,0.0,0.041888926256984906,0.0,0.23561248553147865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057873589040644526,0.0,0.0514319706552054,0.11264917505454787,0.0,0.0524155787833948,0.06940014054786936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516278702838453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530544874835284,0.06252093303194461,0.0,0.06435706681943214,0.07059693780107594,0.06304842498116632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145743862843522,0.06928974690751252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110721080918817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062291857933897375,0.044005806271171635,0.05914398549098587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047590659651345936,0.0,0.09654763888705256,0.059090659883750216,0.10502312495761247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099195773333815,0.10894226839401686,0.06557248874342393,0.0,0.12163104980698025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061180966844972776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061126764142123424,0.05475136004848972,0.06814934353239444,0.0,0.0,0.05021079990920488,0.06948551560473587,0.0,0.06692668519078297,0.0,0.04350866976790082,0.18056277809576898,0.0,0.0,0.05451251802338362,0.05172702097805042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041117314083237815,0.06245096318066306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219667869703997,0.0,0.09833428023994667,0.0,0.0,0.04567432618752138,0.09501674461256954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292740150983093,0.0,0.16696228929676907,0.0,0.0,0.0722722811280778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811342394147002,0.10757044206639693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200506472037951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5952012682964533,0.0,0.052604573909643404,0.1171880943014504,0.0,0.0,0.062340723471488065,0.09817166948310703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923902041600268,0.0,0.06279166456499542,0.05219200226885448,0.04742134675460551,0.0,0.0,0.0435995625192786,0.0,0.09838489334731072,0.0,0.0,0.06439587140625466,0.0,0.13475698814788906,0.0,0.058055627132126426,0.0,0.0,0.04951034473378781,0.05383959064637577,0.0,0.0,0.1430406454020608,0.20461572041368425,0.03946967510578736,0.0,0.24451067267596366,0.03591843833314192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017254536695363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165002429803413,0.036332247242912466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059378520478949086,0.0,0.044844263874200034,0.0,0.06277388517457436,0.0875152671992968,0.06734802289131259,0.0,0.11900177152453592
anxiety,bendavidi,2020/02/09,"Am I alone in this? After being exposed to the worst in people (Sex trafficking, child trafficking and the Holocaust for example)

I am at complete loss of faith in humans...",6.98322580645161,8.085814580645161,7.203387096774198,71.02508064516131,64.48387096774194,10.070967741935485,34.854838709677416,10.125756701596842,3.884341935483872,136,6,21,3,2,44,25,31,0.266,0.6579999999999999,0.077,-0.7096,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,2,1,5,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359110975872073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437594930600099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256651160954496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thrwy104858895,2020/02/09,"I can’t stop worrying about something happening to my identical twin. My brother is my best friend and even when we fight, I know that I can never have as strong of a bond with anyone else. We go to different colleges but still text/talk to each other multiple times a day and he’s the first person I will tell about anything that happens in my life. Without him, I would be incomplete. 

I know it seems irrational, but this world is such a messed up place and so much can go wrong. I’m only 19 and if something were to happen, I would have to go the rest of my life feeling constant pain everyday. My dads cousins (I guess this makes them my cousins too) are twins and one of them died suddenly at the age of 28. Decades later, the surviving twin seems to be doing well and is a functioning member of society, but always tells me and my brother to love each other.  This makes me very paranoid.",4.084641460234681,5.379425451977403,4.58666666666667,86.42894393741852,71.31638418079095,8.158018252933509,28.304650152107786,8.617729084823388,1.9766900478053016,703,26,143,12,13,223,113,177,0.153,0.755,0.092,-0.8977,1,0,2,0,1,0,18.0,2,0,2,4,9,9,1,0,8,0,16,4,0,2,1,30,32,14,1,3,5,5,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,8,12,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,4,1,2,1,1,23,5,20,26,5,20,0,0,0,1,17,5,0,5,12,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730128639365744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985719836541226,0.14444406101265592,0.11600921956709445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479430428915999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523423253087392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091627701863607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630828759533726,0.14728735460487366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177653113307586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311169993445588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128046244127527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991202924359776,0.0,0.0,0.10891581469389117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403555508635021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529825834433209,0.0,0.3739873329240347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495075212817272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991475742818105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723413245724027,0.0,0.18820187802434865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363177955476474,0.0,0.10872749216816878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552732560936696,0.10721673695560194,0.15000579611140566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309266587684595,0.14728735460487366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667404985542985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170566515992092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258165878554784,0.11786019981401155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330919915717948,0.2464341919610175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220281043059259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163179423355724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675215130160208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589347112778954,0.0,0.0,0.14316548260217354,0.0,0.20028712976445168,0.1541324460507386,0.0,0.0
anxiety,york443,2020/02/09,"Every time I try to do anything I get sick I have severe anxiety, OCD, and psychosis. Every time I try to make myself do anything I get sick. I really need money, I'm going to be homeless, but every time I try to force myself to send some applications out I throw up. I am anxious for hours. I can't do any of this. I'm in my early twenties and the entire adult world seems way too hard for me to crack, like telling me to break a diamond in half while everyone else has an acorn. Why am I finding this adulthood so hard? What have I done wrong?",1.1870813397129183,3.110047245614034,3.253572567783096,90.19485645933014,80.9298245614035,5.899840510366826,21.767145135566192,6.980632752743323,0.5752561403508776,422,13,91,5,11,143,74,114,0.158,0.7859999999999999,0.057,-0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,0,9,19,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,1,2,17,1,14,17,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,7,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515849911198545,0.0,0.12954631512582693,0.19130847821429914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787083940297008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329585911800854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146367381784086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428034307087864,0.16181372364933005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477569769325442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694861435580447,0.0,0.096241071510337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033946877833973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676794999334352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273204232798076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303722965570676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556509134270666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848494592018533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416277363828906,0.0,0.19130847821429914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801254187331833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962343859220768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34491670203850994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344159516011648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280499085799726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185149105678734,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redwhiteandfool,2020/02/09,"I know everyone throws out the word “nervous breakdown,” but I’m pretty sure I’m actually having one. I’ve had panic attacks before. Sometimes they last a couple of days and I thought those were nervous breakdowns. 

But now I think I’m REALLY having one. 

I was working a job I liked fall of 2019, but my boss was a toxic monster. His energy threw me off so much, I always thought I would faint around him. I started living an unhealthy life filled with panic attacks, cold sore outbreaks, dizzy spells, migraines, and sleeping when I wasn’t working bc suddenly, I was so unhappy. (Odd since I got along with 98% of the staff and I had so much money for once). 

Well, I quit. And I hoped that by quitting, this sudden surge of anxiety would go away. 

*But it’s only gotten worse.*

I ended up fainting at the doctors office while giving blood and I’ve become so afraid of fainting in front of people (I used to a lot as a kid), that I’ve become anxious all of the time. And I’m so afraid of other people, I literally shake and go numb around them and gave dissociative moments. To avoid this, I’ve shut myself in and have become agoraphobic. 

In my anxiety craze, I’ve developed magical thinking OCD where I believe that my showering and drinking water is somehow my fault about the worlds drought and Australia on fire, so I punish myself by not drinking water and showering. When I do, it’s the bare minimum. 

I don’t do anything besides sit on the couch. I can’t go to the grocery store and had to take Xanax just to go to a night out with friends/colleagues. 

My therapist has diagnosed me with GAD and OCD and she thinks I need a low dose of SSRI but every single psych she recommends isn’t taking new clients so it’s more and more days passing without medication (plus I’m not on insurance anymore since I quit my job).

The worst part is: I know what I need to do to get better. I need to eat healthier (although I am paleo and eat vitamins, but I’m so messed up I practically starve myself all day), I need to exercise, meditate, take a shower, etc. BUT I JUST CANT DO IT. 

The craziness of knowing what needs to be done and unable to do it is insane but I can’t bring myself to fix myself. 

Does anyone have advice about how to get better when you are literally paralyzed with depression and anxiety?",3.0495796460176976,5.087248117256639,4.454610619469026,83.25178318584072,75.57079646017701,7.174867256637168,26.78672566371681,8.07648339933343,1.833076814159292,1807,70,342,30,40,599,236,452,0.198,0.735,0.068,-0.9963,5,1,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,2,7,22,23,3,8,19,0,32,22,2,3,3,69,69,43,0,8,13,0,1,1,0,2,14,0,4,1,14,30,6,1,8,3,2,12,9,17,1,2,15,2,52,6,53,51,11,49,0,2,0,0,10,19,0,3,18,232,66,8,0.0,0.0,0.08088998100927411,0.0,0.0,0.08100044847537807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897222697166328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902349220459585,0.09364360899157824,0.08220592594496835,0.057959545361020326,0.0,0.0682125019152373,0.14758171563387856,0.0,0.18860170925549408,0.07787913329261954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746408851322367,0.07053441672357605,0.09339014368813812,0.0,0.14662129085217326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171768019381184,0.0,0.1603741515562878,0.0,0.07139418119722178,0.08413295525449806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484278881597583,0.07253876160997838,0.08482660999962666,0.0,0.16240389297806326,0.0,0.16963704917551325,0.0,0.0,0.0734171150635373,0.0,0.0924457444519602,0.0,0.0,0.06983952072599281,0.07920621818921866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661459758085104,0.07951691702070701,0.1884362126251214,0.0,0.06629576898889218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232979414054857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645137096656527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666472176632669,0.06756749743154457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058548597873534926,0.04049651690897757,0.0,0.07319456316292262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047124467238396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350429451693647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186933051938105,0.3073143549737715,0.0,0.08005696318843168,0.0,0.07778789813403675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827656133048133,0.1123386211096402,0.06304259180624591,0.0,0.19451023199485196,0.0,0.0897632328524048,0.0,0.1149328226698196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433028273470136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644953987333679,0.0,0.0,0.053102308648561664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371371297525968,0.0,0.08295119327832752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819816450451873,0.0,0.05867091012023025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812409768874325,0.0,0.18697189296075228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624322315405304,0.0,0.1593402520666844,0.0,0.13161291417697338,0.0483346012054818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159149508411132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452926065432654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990428428157346,0.0,0.12069175116184686,0.0,0.0844733470283464,0.1177672453416818,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wojo2712,2020/02/09,"Just getting my story out there. This is my first Reddit post so please excuse if this isn’t in the right place. I’ve gotten a lot of value from reading others experiences and responses on here and figured posting my story could be good for myself and others.

Here goes.

After moving from NJ to MO when my parents split at around 14 years old I lived a pretty normal life with nothing but normal high school anxiety until the summer I went back to NJ to visit friends. While I was there my dad who
Still lived in the area passed away from alcoholism. The last conversation I had with him was an intervention with him and my brother and I. That entire situation completely broke me. When I made my way back to MO during my sophomore year in high school I didn’t care about anything I steadily grew into a drug addict over the next 4ish years of my life while pushing everyone except the people who were doing the drugs with me away I burnt countless bridges with good people that will probably never be fixed. I basically made myself into an absolute jest and everyone could see the trajectory I was on. This was a very small town where people I didn’t even know knew of my situation. When I came to my own realization that I had to stop living like this the only people who I had left were either the people I got drugs from or my mom who tried like hell to help me but to no avail. This is hard to say because it’s a big source of my insecurity and anxiety to this day but the reason I was able to stop was because of the birth of my beautiful daughter when I was 19. I’ve made a few bad decisions along the way but I’ve become a good dad and I put my daughter in front of myself always. I’m now 22 I have a good job and my own place with my brother, but after living in a town of people that I alienated for a couple years and after getting the looks and comments that you’d expect a young parent who had substance abuse issues to get, my self esteem took a big hit.I’m out of the town I lived in and that’s been a big step toward feeling normal and not like a fuckup. At this point I’m in a better place mentally I don’t do any drugs not even drink other than the occasional Mary Jane. 


I’ve grown a lot with everything I’ve been through including more that I didn’t mention.  Even though I’m in a better spot than I was I still live in a prison of other people’s opinions everyday some days are better than others sometimes I’ll go a week without feeling like that but it always comes back. If anyone has any advice on how I can get over others opinions and be myself more consistently I’m all ears. Just typing all this out is pretty much the first time I’ve confided in anyone outside of my family. So I hope it helps anyone at all, my story isn’t finished and I’m not perfect I still have  anxiety to beat from everything but If your going through anything right now your 100% stronger than whatever it is and there’s a lot of people rooting for you to conquer it. Good luck everyone❤️.",5.254374110953059,5.453859526315791,6.11206970128023,80.51002844950216,68.04605263157895,8.74402560455192,27.945590327169274,8.524219190627866,1.872075071123755,2384,70,473,33,37,788,268,608,0.078,0.78,0.142,0.99,3,0,6,0,1,0,27.0,0,4,0,8,30,21,1,1,39,0,40,10,1,6,5,84,68,38,0,10,19,9,3,4,1,1,8,2,0,1,32,32,2,2,7,2,0,15,12,4,0,2,28,7,62,17,82,33,14,103,1,1,2,0,30,45,1,12,43,331,94,5,0.058345830003572276,0.06913026777350657,0.0,0.0636055668718619,0.0,0.05701486981023063,0.0,0.06235394817385735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709680909992527,0.0,0.0,0.07935433033238504,0.0,0.13390320075951986,0.0,0.0,0.12239028283984965,0.0,0.09602729341207414,0.05194015873747783,0.0,0.0,0.1096356558312642,0.1345930253987836,0.04871633094603547,0.07113415284752546,0.06443838523989065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548064356437305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673208601762019,0.05948746223437097,0.0,0.0,0.05025976625522083,0.0611744926828761,0.0,0.0,0.09316879522891072,0.06455855114352986,0.0,0.07525646704443767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057156700914029634,0.27065055691632683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561061133419374,0.0,0.0,0.11150388184805528,0.1048749396927482,0.05707341743049709,0.05500325588147487,0.0,0.05900280949168795,0.041682272612600116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099257866390115,0.0,0.0,0.045077843527670816,0.0,0.12193315216615998,0.0,0.0663185595424204,0.2446885700392078,0.04666449024686303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052266403394251926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821595994816466,0.12329114561425805,0.0,0.0579505741360595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060897887801197585,0.057899233369284674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03206534229468716,0.047559638767106525,0.0,0.0,0.06339291501647583,0.0,0.0824227704454215,0.11401930151213928,0.0,0.3091226210298775,0.0,0.048995802430218185,0.0,0.0,0.14881061460723444,0.0,0.1656247052775922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587988735579279,0.0,0.0,0.06833393093015082,0.0,0.06201238363478832,0.042890898409868615,0.0,0.04499990100508025,0.0,0.06205145212780885,0.0,0.17149957623245482,0.055984397484164686,0.0,0.06122413376371987,0.0,0.0,0.04437463288151067,0.0,0.0,0.12957227891101952,0.0,0.0,0.3235972167948667,0.0,0.18287692223052654,0.06404620042000776,0.05515566839227015,0.0,0.11175835373269853,0.11871736963630425,0.06290667302942092,0.0,0.0,0.05865367437997111,0.0,0.0,0.058361619213794236,0.0,0.0,0.05998923072793711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996540400537035,0.0,0.046398945848980924,0.0,0.11809818979763008,0.04649407245277128,0.0,0.06086742544642847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311663150369256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057705517772543125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978516562770182,0.0975594528726234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732448174055031,0.0,0.034021922679818815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482436395546884,0.039612988651557365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048141420222582776,0.0,0.09262440816398733,0.046801505462652944,0.0,0.0,0.054087168955168775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562432980476446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029120631648848
anxiety,Skeptacless,2020/02/09,"Feeling restless and irritated These are fairly new symptoms that I'm assuming are stemming from my anxiety. The past few months I can't sit still, my hands have to be fiddling with something in class. I lay in bed to play games/watch tv and relax but my body just screams at me to do something. Its almost like having restless leg syndrome but throughout my entire body.

I've also been easoly irritated over very small things. My roommate, who I love dearly, just asked me to do something around the house for like the 5th time in the past 3 days (doing dishes, buying paper towels, taking my laundry out of the dryer, normal roommate things). With the past couple of requests, I have just felt an intense, sudden wave of anger appear and it takes hours to go away. She's not making unreasonable requests....but my fuse is so short right now and I dont really know why or how to control it. I just want to scream. Theres been other small things to set this anger off too, this example was just the most recent.

It sucks cause since starting meds a year ago, I've had a better (not perfect but better) hold on feelings of sadness and numbness that pop up. It's like my brain said ""oh, we're not really affected by these emotions anymore? Well try these on for size!"" I feel a bit like I've regressed.",5.13950280112045,6.1192893134920645,5.315779645191409,83.35340336134456,68.56349206349206,7.357983193277312,28.3155929038282,7.285733465282438,1.5400814192343608,1025,34,193,9,17,323,165,252,0.135,0.715,0.15,0.3026,1,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,4,14,21,3,2,11,0,16,9,5,5,1,39,33,12,0,2,12,0,5,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,17,9,1,2,6,3,1,2,5,9,1,0,6,8,18,12,30,26,3,35,0,1,0,1,6,16,1,5,19,119,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638960299962942,0.0,0.1201816929568274,0.0,0.0,0.09597915186908447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918142073839164,0.0,0.11902659908691375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684235654174123,0.11220156471399112,0.0,0.11276180237739075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229410657755127,0.1310296646221859,0.2666281078920644,0.0,0.1339808979656988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329257495073452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346115152281039,0.0,0.13279874198994784,0.0,0.07740232682646643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406613755091892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500522219344524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820556394678476,0.0,0.11523706261006315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820956420040053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819454015969025,0.13848581328356646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595930427162768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454088629902856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832183440505973,0.0,0.08011361523970785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331405394603218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957980216809476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159150992098096,0.0,0.0,0.11759313869381804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437151511319295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377449081549505,0.0,0.11850428444914644,0.0,0.0,0.10249557122127284,0.11416555418156955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928095800489857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771894720814949,0.0,0.0,0.08495006675820352,0.0,0.09584732936433904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474569666405927,0.1804787046524997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920587415850045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998404474589917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148502353612869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990282453668286,0.07079031647155247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791149574892164,0.0,0.10829848078894984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728830177201723
anxiety,frecklerat,2020/02/09,"i’m going to die without weed i smoke everyday because i wake up every morning feeling nauseous, anxious, and depressed and weed is the only thing that will fix it (its an instant fix). i feel like i’m going to hurl, my entire body shakes, and i can barely get out of bed. i’m on day 2 of being sober from weed because i ran out and i’m trying not to buy anymore because i’m struggling to finish high school and i have hardly any money. without weed i’m a mess, i can’t stop crying, i have many mental breakdowns, suicidal thoughts, and the anxiety doesn’t leave. i haven’t eaten in around 2 days because even when i try to force myself to eat, i can hardly swallow i feel so horrible. i’m only 17 and it feels like i have an addiction that i never wanted to have but it’s literally the only thing that makes me sane and able to do daily tasks in life. do i give in and spend my last bit of cash on more or do i try to suffer through? i’ve never posted on reddit before and i’m not even sure what i’m posting this for but if you read this all thank you xx",1.7317931998136942,3.201844699115046,3.772841173730789,89.1990102468561,77.67256637168144,5.819841639496973,22.956683744760127,6.339386263674448,0.5012336283185843,826,25,177,6,19,282,129,226,0.126,0.8290000000000001,0.045,-0.9353,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,2,6,0,15,7,2,1,4,33,38,16,2,2,8,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,12,13,3,1,5,1,4,4,9,5,0,0,3,6,22,4,27,33,3,26,0,2,0,0,3,11,0,2,11,106,34,2,0.11879627636907528,0.0,0.0,0.12950547623127098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078554162886817,0.0,0.09087882626263527,0.1342059782813561,0.11781398464642034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057538722416542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28966842978966245,0.0,0.10108688143089076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969476582920395,0.13195588234257713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049213134803744,0.15322754097463098,0.0,0.10231905876279557,0.0,0.1232917793578772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215582482484722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569276402948162,0.0,0.10009098648233272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026786704370506,0.16973616714937154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206615126735185,0.11396021312721025,0.13502932304361745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128362593200224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551478835209434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683482076859054,0.0,0.12578810384665198,0.0,0.0,0.08390932322275342,0.1160757200044606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929743694456169,0.12044077842537446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971870539763076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324602378792929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710497640317453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275479888754632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882842432859635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120228173916009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931900638967993,0.0,0.1241916614978824,0.0,0.12994384493189165,0.0,0.11196408458167124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937165049755572,0.0,0.0,0.1578459347273834,0.0,0.0,0.09431097376420744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196462098665816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006912170786928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290307423295608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlueButALighterShade,2020/02/09,"Head shaking kinda It’s not like all the time or very violent but it’s like small tremors when my neck gets tense, is this normal or should I seek medical help?",2.3390909090909098,4.316138060606065,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,77.48484848484848,6.824242424242425,23.12121212121212,7.793537801064563,0.9345030303030306,128,4,28,2,3,40,29,33,0.28,0.627,0.09300000000000001,-0.6357,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,8,3,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183389943706706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42889282473539103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801140417586688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083361938692803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420997018971108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094598211601875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436847486513164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34481678172810304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,druggachoppa,2020/02/09,"Anxious to go to sleep. HELP! Hey

3 days ago i woke up in the middle of the night and had a hypnopompic hallucination. I saw a person hugging its knees by my door, and screamed ‘what are you doing?!’ At 3 am.

It kind of looked like my dad, i dont know, couldn’t see much.

I’m insanely afraid of it happening again, i just feel like staying up till the morning so i can sleep. Darkness makes me anxious as hell.

The last 2 weeks i have been waking up in the middle of the night to pee and a strong urge to eat. Then this suddenly happened, and i’m so afraid it will happen again.

Advice?",0.30009367681498844,2.49190936065574,2.0266042154566755,96.05393442622952,86.54098360655738,4.797189695550352,19.370023419203747,6.1826913282559595,-0.1622337236533964,450,13,103,4,14,147,83,122,0.106,0.77,0.124,0.5128,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,5,9,1,2,9,0,9,7,5,1,0,9,22,9,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,6,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,5,10,5,17,16,1,21,1,0,3,1,5,8,1,0,13,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842971555192815,0.15278811775736192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894389900940333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111589430961328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020064573911923,0.0,0.0,0.17636889966347055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715118049490297,0.12313512848604999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795704310754344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572562584217543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155303162976484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948803458948528,0.09472540233355528,0.14049767115067285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841429775283978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474029483935322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150526755819843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670557422976944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234992843300308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049946049760585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734984266623426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34497206253885515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371448293402928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825804178302584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AJlucky007,2020/02/09,"Anyone else have this? So I have no idea what's going on with me. I have these episodes of feeling like I can't breathe, but I can perfectly fine. Also while I have these ""episodes"" I feel like I'm so deep in my thoughts and not really here like I'm in my own world. I try to snap out of it and eventually it goes away while I'm distracted, but the thing is I don't really feel anxious. It's more like worrying that I'm going to go crazy or something. When these episodes happen I can't concentrate or remember things someone said to me 3 seconds ago. They can last a half an hour or almost a whole day.",1.7931036931818198,3.3844260234375017,3.3294318181818205,91.91784090909091,77.828125,7.154545454545455,24.13636363636364,8.00094639256281,1.116615625,473,16,109,8,11,156,80,128,0.08800000000000001,0.733,0.179,0.8936,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,1,4,0,10,1,1,0,1,18,23,13,0,0,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,2,4,14,6,11,21,3,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,11,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603734548931042,0.0,0.17626564830268254,0.0,0.0,0.1407687561351225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988604452239311,0.0,0.12308219556665845,0.1803604990682209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653831936530448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135228750946644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704800028212306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670136734509745,0.25150749767021885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30012066126941755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566012553806027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335117133496594,0.0,0.0,0.1987130962082416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348552737979345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439916709430533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553485184923355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940431601211028,0.0,0.16744201988299748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914713535924135,0.135514211294157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338890804913989,0.0,0.0,0.13974580322297148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951080191318875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652789806970095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876399839802548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,enskatekeni,2020/02/10,"something like ACT but w/o mindfulness? I've been dealing with my anxiety for years, done several courses. but, while I'm doing a thousand times better than when I started (I regularly leave my house, for example), i still have like total breakdowns when I encounter something even mildly stressful. i just have extremely low tolerance for stress. something like ""low frustration tolerance"" (see wikipedia) although I wouldn't say it's that simple.

so now I'm looking with how to deal with this kind of thing, and it seems like ACT-style is probably the best. I mean, it makes sense: if I focus on my values and how doing the stressful thing can help me keep in line with such things, then I should be able to do the stressful thing.

the problem is. ACT is mindfulness-based. I am *terrible* at mindfulness. I've tried so many different methods--we covered it briefly in CBT, extensively in DBT, a bit in this weird quasi-ACT thing I did, i tried that app for a while, and it was the ENTIRE focus of the MBCT course that I did.

I-can-not-do-it. the MBCT course was my last-ditch effort at really getting it, and all I did was get a panic attack every-damn-time i tried.

SO. Mindfulness it out. Is there any other way to get a handle on dealing with stress?",3.040001804077217,5.382872116182575,3.7728702868482777,86.67591376510917,76.80082987551867,7.012881111311564,25.830957965000906,8.04050195162591,1.6687079559805156,984,37,189,17,23,312,136,241,0.18600000000000005,0.6829999999999999,0.131,-0.9389,1,0,4,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,3,13,20,2,6,12,0,22,0,0,3,2,28,34,18,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,18,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,13,0,1,8,3,20,7,24,23,4,24,0,2,2,0,5,11,0,2,14,124,38,0,0.0971757030577421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608281037611166,0.0,0.07433914685757692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055139096816577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197990509465486,0.08594401245482652,0.10609069945262144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30055164864518924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152792690125637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944448291154252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641836353837558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231088220530647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065134825383697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212771426899494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637422983157145,0.0,0.10119354093456298,0.0,0.07921116786037424,0.0,0.10289503847429243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990055991861693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160311624229484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486553637274363,0.09852091057084876,0.0,0.10585282866341242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943592752279067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401474986338225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047718436481786,0.09298402396089772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062253243704877385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727801941864171,0.0,0.0,0.07743645395633286,0.0884651103996039,0.0,0.1097808844910714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443181136746526,0.0,0.0,0.06878146278486863,0.0,0.0776046419888858,0.0,0.556572197651074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227960957775631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666393391927265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792777078658896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713354993057475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257796673861164
anxiety,chinchou73,2020/02/10,"Is taking advice not being yourself?  Title says it all. Isn't ""yourself"" ""you"" without the advice? Does accepting the advice mean you're not being yourself? My mind is stuck on this and it's stressing me out.",1.6261538461538445,4.372834051282052,2.98089743589744,85.26826923076926,93.10256410256409,3.6256410256410256,21.884615384615387,5.46131890053228,0.5233384615384615,164,6,26,1,6,53,28,39,0.124,0.812,0.064,-0.3485,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7567986578035208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22591330648351676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28120663295360754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606631040181011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052953323631964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957158456194301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941005407350622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488523468501841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AtrocitiesExhibition,2020/02/10,"Dear boss/teacher, I'm not constantly yawning because I'm tired/not paying attention, i can never get a full breath when i breath in and yawning purposely sometimes helps. shoutout to my fellow random crippling symptom sufferers.

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anxiety,just-the-blues,2020/02/10,"How long does tight throat last? I had a bunch of caffeine that I think triggered an anxiety attack : tight throat, right arm feels sore/stiff, increased heart rate. This is my first time getting a tight throat, how long does this usually last for you?",4.6958695652173885,7.063135760869567,3.003695652173913,94.01032608695654,71.82608695652173,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,0.808452173913043,199,6,39,2,4,55,35,46,0.114,0.84,0.046,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,2,5,5,3,0,8,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,4,0,2,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907586444738207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836814030995737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43643077793632895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608319922458552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210429554943788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027957523627268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954911385141877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40652107663226905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413490236537602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129508796932116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597789205444331,0.0,0.0,0.14540300342299253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27463326590055265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dgceo,2020/02/10,Death Constant anxiety has ruined my life. I honestly don’t have the energy anymore. I just want to reset. Bye I think x,0.213750000000001,2.5423928750000044,3.466666666666669,80.89500000000002,99.41666666666666,7.4,22.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.3923666666666668,95,4,17,3,4,34,22,24,0.31,0.46299999999999997,0.228,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382789959727898,0.0,0.496243319734956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407339057452101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353433773059621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206238266647164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951375736215048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,underscoreotto,2020/02/10,"frequent urination I’ve been dealing with frequent urination since last month and I don’t know what to do! It started out of nowhere. I went to my doctor and had a urinalysis done and he said there was no sugar in my urine and I didn’t have a uti. He suspected it was an infection called urithritis and prescribed me some antibiotics which actually stopped the frequent urination, but came back about a week later. 
 Something also worth mentioning is that I have anxiety. I learned that this can be a symptom of it, but it’s weird because I’ve suffered from anxiety for years and I never had this problem until last month! When I’m at work and doing something that keeps me occupied, the urge goes away but when I’m not busy, I start thinking about it and the urge comes back. Has anyone else had this issue?


Edit: I also want to point out that for the longest time, I convinced myself I had diabetes. I was in trade school for 6 months and ate cookies about 2 times a week from the whole foods next to my school. But, I didn’t have any symptoms for it. I monitored how much water I drank, which wasn’t abnormal, and I counted how many times I peed day and night and that seemed normal as well. And now all of a sudden I have to pee all the time!  I’m not in school anymore so my sugar intake has decreased and like I said, my doctor said my urine looked fine!",3.688580214373573,5.208890073800738,4.334370057986295,86.97209102091023,72.61623616236162,7.3759269021261655,27.29590581620102,7.957251820313856,1.6018274819891056,1074,39,217,15,21,342,146,271,0.079,0.861,0.06,-0.5934,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,15,7,0,0,13,0,24,18,6,2,3,41,43,27,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,17,19,6,2,5,0,2,3,8,3,1,0,19,6,27,4,27,23,5,41,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,2,31,147,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.10660985437055986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473046026437364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742920835466716,0.0,0.1671481608514592,0.0,0.10834421870349197,0.07638843047340807,0.11193703020808096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264167397788954,0.16800925243932965,0.0,0.06659629542879962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115539680963009,0.12495009885154205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410709505150272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045563504441793,0.11262943199174168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236390031795488,0.0,0.11179817853797797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126231372531247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210257695355646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140260638428206,0.0,0.0971042463600516,0.0,0.0,0.0600395990674079,0.1781026765362764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337283698565868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174043136235698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075987352180662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616010679625537,0.0,0.08030952298912791,0.0,0.08425844918754274,0.0,0.11618601395443005,0.1025214295811345,0.10703940828696526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327425125025036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453515577336736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117583262617116,0.0,0.0,0.3316930738274625,0.0,0.09945487087136223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037070629330908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682082101305415,0.0,0.0,0.15465196321380825,0.0,0.0,0.09133584762446914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710007923222686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000142191589802,0.0,0.0,0.2548125110814261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443703834873772,0.0,0.1752635975568149,0.0,0.09822667190133576,0.1012735778372631,0.0,0.12197099351913968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795335210526081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035184349251529
anxiety,happydaiiz,2020/02/10,"I thought I was ok Sitting in the middle of the Moscow ballet, playing the wonderful swan lake. I would have never thought that this was going to be the time that I go into full panic mode. Thankfully by the last act I could appreciate the beauty more than my suffocating. Which I think go beautifully hand in hand. However, I think I need help.",4.652272727272724,6.278937257575759,5.8276969696969685,76.79154545454547,70.36363636363636,8.916363636363636,28.35151515151515,9.3871,2.5790096969696967,273,10,50,6,5,91,47,66,0.040999999999999995,0.5870000000000001,0.3720000000000001,0.9764,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,1,6,2,2,0,1,10,16,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,2,9,3,7,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179632785883126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522767739604733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778047366210252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162302693818668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966941748233821,0.20459240163984585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311236922045159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422476607192556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399483177313243,0.0,0.4211891363218262,0.15468093737991676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28767375223882363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884400351692153,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janesmilesla,2020/02/10,"Anxiety at work Hello everyone,

I have pretty bad social anxiety and it is horrible at work. I am always feeling sick to my stomach with my interactions with my coworkers. I feel like I am not liked and they see me as incompetent. They laugh when I try to give my ideas or just ignore me. I have told my boyfriend but he says it’s all in my head. Going to work and being at work literally makes me sick with anxiety. I have a contract until September... what can i do to reduce the feeling?",0.7466797488226078,3.253770418367349,3.484693877551024,83.50591051805341,89.7142857142857,7.097017268445839,22.84458398744113,8.139509932561175,1.842573626373626,383,15,75,10,13,134,63,98,0.20600000000000002,0.706,0.08800000000000001,-0.8797,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,4,2,5,0,0,2,0,9,4,2,1,1,17,17,8,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,19,3,13,15,1,7,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,4,55,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573281195930513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295325907810382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627148362328747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884020314926224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839024326592464,0.1337077414384268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954173193591472,0.10636781845223056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208101766596125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112818069788057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287466505565086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493131397721285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904098597395424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883781199386273,0.0,0.0,0.14914295762403815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078690658248226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884020314926224,0.0,0.12706992474840906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450212821589537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,niloc1987,2020/02/10,Is obsessing part of anxiety? Recently of late been doing better from a loss of a former best friend she decided to dump a 5 yr friendship for her new relationship. How the friendship ended wasnt clean or concise it just ended out of nowhere. There are times i just post memes or articles coping with loss and feelings of anxiety never naming anyone on social media. Then one day she just outs herself on my posts calling me obsessed and creepy and such saying i should stop with all of that. Not saying shes wrong i couldve had more of a different outlet but having someone who caused it telling me to seek help was kinda a kick in the teeth i was just wondering not that i want myself to be like this always having anxiety attacks barely sleeping. Is the obsessing part of having anxiety? Or is it just me?,5.934615384615384,6.72657194871795,6.529897435897437,76.03176923076926,66.69230769230771,9.316923076923075,30.98461538461539,9.3871,2.8485123076923085,648,24,113,12,10,212,104,156,0.163,0.722,0.115,-0.4357,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,8,12,2,3,8,0,16,2,2,2,2,30,19,9,0,2,11,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,5,3,15,4,20,12,5,18,0,2,0,0,15,5,0,5,12,90,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326999801176867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533275588739729,0.0,0.0,0.10358768094223388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685383620750174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547091735976573,0.13102379773278836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127443754748218,0.0,0.0,0.15218756340179904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554242440030616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478186529319388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26242816928704404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490746890810791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445784333267195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929967129379393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671160332141322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237703896242398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425993827906955,0.1430810940339894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038809973846087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208570759877563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837673486932104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627708367836195,0.15905421128426173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356245489660049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825378097033612,0.15101699699122947,0.12552429536954438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385735095847535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948682528135091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638558527256571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738081575920263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065887546096802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197525962725445,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkneko420,2020/02/10,"got in a car crash yay got into a car crash. at first everything was fine i was a little shocked but doing ok, it felt like a go cart crash so it was whatever. then the adrenaline started going away and the pain came. not just physical either. the base of my neck is so sore from whiplash causing my whole head to feel funny, my back feels tweaked, and my hips are hurting from the seatbelt holding me in from the impact. my anxiety is skyrocketing so bad as i try i piece together what just happened, and my emetophobia(fear of vomiting) is running wild because people can vomit from shock. i just want this to be over but i still have days until the full effect kicks in. it feels so weird and i never want to drive again. it was terrible.",1.7721541582150095,4.371398572413798,3.035780933062881,88.48937119675458,83.9655172413793,6.170385395537528,23.01217038539553,7.510576382923642,1.170565922920892,583,21,115,10,17,188,96,145,0.231,0.674,0.095,-0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,0,0,10,2,12,7,3,2,1,23,25,13,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,0,0,7,2,7,0,1,8,4,13,4,18,16,4,25,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,10,83,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487515046376464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826894578434069,0.14951782278720946,0.1623552122924092,0.1185331516406054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239568911927124,0.0,0.1997507418202062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540229781375498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747565217589052,0.0,0.0,0.21880705490009106,0.29495489935858393,0.0,0.1866997161081234,0.0,0.0,0.16539660988950308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210175438984424,0.0,0.31103422911462336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194893455766408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995588297841688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081596497051147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499703458241483,0.1948870843121014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996959621015468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690543139922016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480514082680228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763066315556824,0.0,0.1552857108358925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201682181658173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22937988333084985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709325087033712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,createweirdstories,2020/02/10,"Am I strange for being aroused by a man's looks? Or does it make me dirty that I like looking at men? Is it common? I ask because Ive been reading a lot on reddit about dating & attraction lately. A lot of men keep telling me that most women are able to be aroused by ugly men so long as those men say & do the right things. I am not this way though. I just like beauty. My question is: is this how most women are?

Ive been trying to talk about this on various subreddits and getting banned.

The first subreddit I tried talking about my love of beauty on was r/cuckoldpsychology and got banned.

Then I tried posting about it on r/purplepilldebate and alao got banned.

When asked why I was banned they cited a comment of mine where I'm talking about good looks being a key component to attraction. I got banned for it then muted when trying to talk about it with mods. Do mods hate female sexuality??? Here's my conversation with the mods, as well as the comment that I made: [https://m.imgur.com/8SLxF6f](https://m.imgur.com/8SLxF6f)

So that brings me to my question: **are most women like me and they get aroused by beauty?**

I always just considered this a part of my sexuality? Is it wrong or dirty?",3.3961175069471987,5.851849685589521,3.7219472012703454,86.91780766177055,76.16157205240175,6.434378721714968,23.0728463676062,7.520522993642371,0.9503781659388646,954,29,186,13,22,296,114,229,0.136,0.742,0.122,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,1,17,10,1,0,10,0,20,4,3,3,0,27,37,17,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,16,6,0,6,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,8,4,25,8,30,26,7,19,0,0,3,4,24,7,0,9,12,127,41,1,0.11998529086484346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998373738207976,0.2600080250454657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434010026989454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314191964800232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499993660243112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205942711512156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537472453325432,0.0,0.0,0.1006379693138633,0.28788959390859825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846063409753955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066484395117762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534863428695176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585625727626172,0.0,0.0,0.10618320669847553,0.30227227577632537,0.0,0.0,0.204014407157369,0.10829140954404076,0.11353298333927865,0.0800911133533358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993237752538708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491274165071345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688219713848634,0.0,0.12001776058857333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246678281008507,0.0,0.09541711915266678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385758527340488,0.10487243278164347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971289576138761,0.0,0.1178849390761125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32584854582353845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952387390329314,0.0,0.0,0.10788118614164308,0.0,0.10826806248737042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118507995419187,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greengingko,2020/02/10,"Losing Health Coverage at Work Due to FMLA Hi everyone. This is my first post. Though i have read reddit posts for years. Any who. I have had anxiety and depression due to a traumatic childhood for as long as i can remember. I am 23/F. I have been coasting by in life working entry level jobs which is miserable and i feel constantly set back compared to my peers. 

In the summer, i received a raise at my job. I lost my affordable health care coverage due to this, and i was essentially required to apply for the coverage my job offers. They pay the premium, but i have a high deductible health plan. I have been untreated for mental issues for a very long time and have never really stuck with treatment due to poor relationships with therapists/bad reactions to medication.  

I have been feeling like i want to quit my job and go to school and focus on myself. Though i have been exhausted and having debilitating panic attacks on a regular basis. My job is extremely emotionally taxing and i work very long hours. I can’t remember the last time i worked a normal 8 hour day. It is in healthcare/customer service and i am verbally abused by rude people every moment of my days. This is so stressful i can’t even begin to explain. Due to this, i took two personal days off a few months back to try and regain my headspace and explained to my boss that they were mental health days. I needed to visit my primary care to receive a doctors note in order to return. When i saw them, i unloaded about my struggles. They recommended i obtain FMLA paperwork from my job, start a new medication & see a therapist. 

I decided to do all 3. It took a while to get the papers from my job, but once i got them and had my doctor fill them out, i found that it was a battle with this new medication. I began missing work due to lack of sleep, negative side effects, physical symptoms etc. all covered under FMLA. My doctor only filled out the FMLA paperwork to be good for 1 hour every two weeks which doesn’t help me in any sense of the word. After they were the one that told me to get the paperwork so i could take time off for therapy, time off when i’m not well enough to do my job etc. At this point they’ve lost my paperwork so many times, forgot to return my calls and cancelled appointments on me so many times i am wondering if they ever even properly submitted the paperwork to the insurance company it was supposed to go to. My bills began to rack up from office visits. All out of pocket. It took me months to find a therapist but i have just started going, we are maybe 3 sessions in. My primary basically shrugged all of this off because they are not a specialist. Which i can kind of understand but i was basically left to handle all of this completely alone with no idea how to handle the symptoms, no coping mechanisms, no safety net with my job, etc. 

I don’t make much money at all. I have not been able to afford to go to college yet. I couldn’t afford my car which was old and constantly breaking so i had to sell that. I live paycheck to paycheck and i am essentially screwed. I live every day so anxious and depressed i can’t take care of myself in the most simple of ways. 

I continue to miss work because i am awake all night, i have constant anxiety attacks to the point where i hyperventilate. So today i receive a piece of mail that is basically outlining cobra coverage which is very expensive saying that my group benefits at my job ended 1/31 and cobra goes into effect 2/1, which has obviously already passed. I am also now required to pay that premium or the one that was considered a benefit at my job as they paid for the premium prior which is $500+ a month and is more than half of one of my paychecks. 

I am confused and don’t know what any of this means. I don’t have the best relationship with my therapist yet because we just started therapy. My primary care doctor doesn’t really care about this entire situation and has showed that by being totally careless, and my reputation at work has plummeted/don’t feel comfortable with my HR department as no one warned me about this. 

What is going on/What should i do? Did i lose my healthcare benefits w/o any warning? Should my therapist extend my FMLA paperwork to protect me further? I don’t think i exhausted the benefits because they’re supposed to equate to 12 weeks/yr. Should i just quit at this point, get free insurance and hospitalize myself to get more thorough, complete care with my mental illnesses? I am at a loss with what to do with myself. 

Thank you for reading this is a dumpster fire.",4.805001410835214,6.172009502257339,6.044051213318284,76.3869797545147,69.66591422121897,9.600705417607225,30.435172121896162,9.903583721103773,3.1101941873589176,3633,147,663,90,64,1219,370,886,0.147,0.765,0.08900000000000001,-0.9938,15,1,0,0,1,0,85.0,2,1,10,22,29,40,5,5,37,0,76,19,1,5,11,97,129,46,0,10,12,0,4,1,0,3,17,1,0,1,38,38,0,4,18,3,10,18,19,22,1,8,31,7,113,19,119,91,20,125,0,10,2,1,32,38,1,5,64,475,151,36,0.04330186793017801,0.051305632723417344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484767601557791,0.04778468803010909,0.034628488139229384,0.0,0.04691755581101855,0.0,0.1177870203073732,0.0,0.06625162088832327,0.04891878537442458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852425206240062,0.0,0.06659292714702879,0.03615525100146687,0.10558566710731697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045442638879771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421604859578518,0.0,0.2648948416381913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080236934455664,0.1403818078863384,0.0,0.0345730180371852,0.0,0.0,0.13963061270404908,0.0,0.07459167079482737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772851867351509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048708773149365586,0.03835260231080597,0.04474240489079951,0.1448790872219925,0.05720095075647956,0.039169018621570566,0.10945107397627453,0.041376790468068116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656841765031562,0.030934863101441494,0.0,0.0,0.03957712280870162,0.03683254674063993,0.0,0.04747826314682902,0.0,0.0,0.09049375509931197,0.0,0.12304724718329105,0.03631955237662459,0.034632459484679995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411144289258885,0.0,0.0,0.029024329309396694,0.045750800905755215,0.0,0.0,0.12793085224250209,0.0,0.0,0.04888253817169138,0.0,0.04519589994062651,0.4726746456615666,0.0,0.0,0.04509223197831446,0.02379757417274693,0.035296801786419536,0.0,0.0,0.047047606205694016,0.0,0.03058538990745785,0.02115510540885062,0.0,0.07647268541868762,0.11496237146366935,0.0,0.09688742805003316,0.0945382080608708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02890433308790887,0.08780259516856427,0.043502546502496735,0.04716842855353711,0.0,0.13086622905629774,0.13091429449676573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368941357385146,0.0,0.03183185530546229,0.03210778639425073,0.03339707002323501,0.08364242775596796,0.0,0.04063586970349221,0.04242663671448086,0.0,0.0,0.04543802623450268,0.046115076125551865,0.11736986548255572,0.032933021817800244,0.0,0.05080541210741586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03002006300914432,0.03780952084572423,0.0,0.0,0.12280278478392788,0.0,0.0829424394705009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211373335204764,0.08662717206121945,0.0,0.05548057080754031,0.0,0.0,0.09298000177064618,0.0981051503404406,0.0,0.0,0.0344353833877938,0.0,0.04382380212173665,0.034505982428611685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486731138306656,0.0433331400213319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194785498341332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960214341227885,0.04526851420412528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001444153712518,0.06511523139907678,0.0,0.0,0.039866542200674634,0.09903891954673763,0.20110722463246328,0.0,0.027746088516864185,0.0850877307716158,0.0,0.15149800448690615,0.0,0.04104510764328844,0.041376790468068116,0.1443299056583294,0.029399125915328575,0.0,0.0845992659205709,0.04507877163770835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718572794260607,0.025540563617931368,0.03437100722692878,0.03473414652517965,0.0,0.03893357961450883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046959028636260135,0.22066992903149305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02788498323952744
anxiety,Special-Towel,2020/02/10,"The upcoming finals are terrifying me to the core. Hi.

I am a senior high school student from Finland and I am currently preparing for the last batch of my high school finals. (I already took two exams last autumn.)  The subjects that I am taking are the Finnish language, math, chemistry and physics. Currently there's exactly one month to the beginning of the first exam and the last one will be over after the 26th of march. I am already hard at work (and have been for the past two months or) studying around 6 hours per day, seven days a week.

The thought that these exams will determine where I will be able to continue from here terrifies me. The idea that everything that I've studied for the past 12 years or so will be measured in just a set of four six-hour exams terrifies me. What if I have a bad day and mess up?

It's not like I have been slacking off during high school and have now realized the importance of these four exams. Actually it's quite the opposite. I've been working diligently and meticulously through the past  three years and my grades have been mainly A's or high B's. The thing is that because of how our system is constructed those A's and B's don't matter at all. The only things that matter are these finals.

The [grades itself](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matriculation_exam_(Finland)#Scoring) are L, E, M, C, B, A and I where L is the best grade and I is a flunk.

If you take a look at the grade requirements for getting into pretty much any university, the grades required are consisting mainly of L's and E's. You can get away with an M if it is not the ""important"" grade. The problem is that L's and E's are only given to the top 20% of the scores. (The grades are awarded according to a normal distribution.) So getting to those grades on multiple subjects is hard to say the very least.

While I am lacking or below average in other aspects of life, this is something I've been good at. I would say that I've been building my whole identity around the grades I get. They are the measurement of how much value I give to myself. If my grades come crashing down, I am afraid that I will plummet with them.

I honestly don't know the meaning behind this rambling. Maybe some of you can grasp the idea.",5.561543778801847,6.311020845622121,5.925506912442397,80.18683179723506,67.50230414746544,9.14930875576037,30.01612903225807,9.23628265651192,2.4341806451612897,1773,63,344,32,28,569,206,434,0.069,0.877,0.054000000000000006,-0.5037,2,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,1,3,2,9,12,10,0,1,43,0,46,1,0,2,2,50,61,26,0,8,11,0,2,1,0,6,1,2,0,0,23,19,0,2,7,0,0,2,4,5,0,9,9,5,31,5,46,43,10,56,0,1,1,0,10,23,0,9,30,242,54,26,0.08898421183041415,0.0,0.08683575461960945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639258097492432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051231544332539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842962855505135,0.0,0.0,0.08360359619580597,0.0,0.07429810000538456,0.05424394961022677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338344042642163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665201929131607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216236545133087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997327185807489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29243356363892004,0.0,0.07568992512534459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596231197395585,0.08536176431697153,0.0,0.0746357350560165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942475103921688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760668214843072,0.0,0.0,0.17526304829694705,0.0,0.0,0.20090468792209487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890339568381295,0.2176020276189955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285218039160582,0.0434731911341859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472432669112293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939660107463401,0.09692989329891123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420526978482717,0.0,0.1308272686999858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718563445671362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059600973158313,0.13535300575837028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548364968967179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052893383314356,0.0,0.08514587314139961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464566256478343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152763362457424,0.0,0.27017031903815625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850439364230555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381010614934138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823431273816905,0.0,0.0,0.07064352456043392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886473349735757,0.0,0.0,0.17384929009326158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734212939406468,0.0,0.0,0.0713777672854429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934769469925096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956313201877884,0.0,0.0,0.06321183100256357,0.0,0.0,0.11460582991360375
anxiety,NailiCouldntBite,2020/02/10,"Anxiety is preventing me from living my life Man where do I even begin.  I am a 30m and have been struggling with GAD and panic attacks since age 18.  After graduating college I’ve struggled to keep a job for longer than a year.  I am recently unemployed as of last week and anxiety is at a peak.  I have issues sleeping and also issues of even being able to get out of bed.  I feel like such a lazy asshole and blaming it on my depression just seems like an excuse but it truly is a chore just to get out of bed in the morning.  I’ve lost passion for all of my hobbies and just sit on reddit all day in bed on my phone.  I’ve tried 5 or 6 different SSRIs and now I am on Prozac and it doesn’t work just like all the pills I’ve taken before this.  The only thing that helps is my klonopin script but I always run out about 2 week before my next psych appointment and my doctor refuses to give me more.  I feel like I’ll never be able to hold a job with my anxiety and panic disorders and it’s quite discouraging.  I’m not quite sure why I’m posting this, maybe just to get it off my chest and ask if anyone has any helpful tips to get out of this slump.",3.080814850530377,3.7775666475409855,4.7576470588235305,86.51676470588238,73.09836065573771,7.872324011571842,25.008678881388626,8.124751697461798,1.2842789778206365,898,26,198,13,17,305,140,244,0.135,0.7609999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.4692,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,12,14,1,4,11,0,15,7,2,0,5,41,30,18,0,1,10,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,10,18,0,5,3,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,2,19,6,34,25,4,28,0,3,0,1,8,13,0,3,16,122,29,8,0.22732274916797204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089496019009002,0.0945753688767534,0.0,0.0,0.07729363233172235,0.0,0.2608519213556588,0.0,0.0,0.07947467586771514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062580420782928,0.12930622227808286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343491643033373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330218363575873,0.0,0.09789637537954347,0.0,0.0,0.11875194484985885,0.13026578243293932,0.11633723313153305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014453189353752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149412122636992,0.1623994174268322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375335080795927,0.10903434743763214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236964700939354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372658898269742,0.22558275207359174,0.10102745215494867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264919046753108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028239023485792,0.2221168254557737,0.0,0.10036507613057427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407481700595158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141881278967086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766265908064998,0.0,0.12088016133025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864445971488184,0.0,0.2667142667261391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885617794557152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417857254504229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222689519128604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347304659857523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402186360010953,0.0,0.11374345946938627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376470944907999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071245004182911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755115667845919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716861241394939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234459748569426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256171166615168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274683439757965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319419869754035
anxiety,liquid-water-12,2020/02/10,"Hey    I’ve been going through some stuff and I feel as though I have anxiety attacks. Earlier my thoughts spiraled out of control, I started crying, I felt as though I couldn’t breathe, I was detached and I was shaky. I don’t know if this was an amity attack, and if it was I don’t know how to bring it up to my parents who often blow things off. Help",1.2317953667953638,3.092281986486487,2.724749034749036,94.35635135135138,80.48648648648648,5.3096525096525085,25.43629343629344,6.1826913282559595,0.6479482625482627,273,11,61,2,7,89,50,74,0.2,0.762,0.038,-0.8591,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,1,1,0,9,1,1,2,0,17,17,10,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,2,11,0,9,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,1,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385452877809224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170858368701912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25489324816832865,0.0,0.0,0.24963623472863394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149103111341982,0.0,0.2182068090406844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915802445076696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232868351073606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497941024470126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523471511323522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085695500435274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601602002733492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098253207111226,0.0,0.4465668051512883,0.1804203528662942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Butters_PC,2020/02/10,"what is considered a suicidal thought I've been feeling like garbage today, thanks to my anxiety and long story short have been thinking about what would happen if i died, if i was never born, why live any longer. stuff like that. but i don't want to kill myself and don't plan on doing so, so i just kinda push these thoughts down. but then i got worried i was gas lighting myself. i don't want to feel like this so i don't want to help these thoughts but i also don't want to go to a therapist and go to a mental hospital for something that i shouldn't even worry about.

so, i was wondering when something is considered to be a suicidal thought and not just a bad thought.",5.386521739130433,5.193850659420292,5.7592391304347865,84.49581521739131,67.76811594202898,9.218840579710145,31.74275362318841,8.841846274778883,2.3330405797101443,533,20,113,8,8,171,76,138,0.166,0.68,0.154,0.0701,0,0,2,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,12,6,1,0,5,0,17,0,0,0,1,29,35,16,4,8,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,9,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,11,3,14,4,13,21,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,9,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631046352985173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040239265088784,0.0,0.10169719939725898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099766982462364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796864665885386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780428941655917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443488537628714,0.18994185494463453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110344790720076,0.0,0.10632265567563627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755662657970466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910553328574196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707619085577422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948403626224121,0.0,0.11738668176251105,0.11764593889337947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397022777582154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252997417715283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468432076980736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218219478308806,0.2908251713175654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239144151040125,0.0,0.15435125397272811,0.0,0.08518129695724483,0.0,0.5276895784574881,0.0,0.0,0.1260096716220011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136410860467183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995585987211142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416558069645755,0.0,0.2700099660453283,0.0,0.09443533476796803,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princessshipwreck,2020/02/10,Pretty sure I’m getting worse I think my anxiety disorder as morphed into a panic disorder. I’m getting multiple panic attacks a day for absolutely no reason. No CBT or DBT skills are helping at this point. Any advice?,2.8885365853658564,5.831327121951222,5.739707317073172,68.51687804878051,82.65853658536584,8.158048780487805,32.590243902439035,8.841846274778883,4.025308292682927,176,10,25,5,5,63,33,41,0.43799999999999994,0.426,0.13699999999999998,-0.9428,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115470235168372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472174929177482,0.0,0.16561073543526136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462833908587286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961517106531252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962220385876601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262093686667351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510559765916842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079979357717789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046486735355618,0.0,0.0,0.22024347569238725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258304273603235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403492378213173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871510049468408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061711344454546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brenty22,2020/02/10,"Anxiety on antibiotics Hi everyone,

First time poster here, I wanted to know if anyone has had previous experience with anxiety being extremely worsened on a round of antibiotics.

There is some literature that supports that it can upset pre-existing anxiety issues.

I was extremely happy at my job with little to no anxiety, I then got sick with a sinus infection and was prescribed a round of amoxicillin and now have horrible nausea, racing thoughts and really bad anxiety.

Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this?",8.795767790262175,10.678882528089893,9.552303370786518,52.99714419475657,60.79775280898877,14.922097378277154,40.676029962546814,13.5591,7.284459176029966,431,23,55,20,6,146,66,89,0.262,0.674,0.063,-0.9461,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,0,9,3,0,0,0,14,15,6,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,3,4,2,10,9,1,8,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,4,4,43,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6873161467153791,0.0,0.0,0.2512884445472384,0.1841148066134035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150034595191227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010888900118993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171702583614672,0.0,0.1757724137692148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284519086507398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371541879351693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128455859206292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755086368007756,0.17831572845799354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987535505533187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009772763009554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511474476763832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203911374869976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265469250947296,0.10477934807012068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598648929906876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948673749140528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,canolgon,2020/02/10,"Severe anxiety about this new coronavirus At this time, there is no major risk in my country with this virus (Canada), but I have suffered with anxiety for numerous things in the past.

My most recent anxiety attacks are from this virus. I have been trying to keep my mind off of it, but I always find myself back on the news cycles keeping up to date with it. My anxiety stems more for my daughter and pregnant wife, but its taking a very negative effect on my life and I have no idea how to deal with it.

Any advice or suggestions would be greatly appreciated.",5.757156208277702,6.662213607476637,6.362082777036048,76.6751401869159,67.13084112149534,9.478771695594123,30.238985313751673,9.606745405546679,2.8029209612817088,444,16,80,9,7,145,75,107,0.23600000000000002,0.725,0.039,-0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,20,11,7,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,11,1,19,8,3,13,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,6,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798729583662162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531625903808466,0.0,0.0,0.12517522361767122,0.0,0.5632580865421497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940839239317774,0.0,0.1415399510953214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977007592795112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823840809607946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029399512329212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779480220055416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32722317566201736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001544690098735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858601749878994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777778157721646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571748412583774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174882299742406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794888544999213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839918235516513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228921028599025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073338218975918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249727567948322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151878618756985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307594168733979,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vosek,2020/02/10,"I’m a huge hypochondriac I’m 17, male, with GAD. I worry constantly about my mental heath. I always wonder if having anxiety so much can change the way my brain works. I feel like there’s something wrong with me and I just want to feel normal. I was wondering if it’s possible to go loony from having anxiety day in and day out, or if anyone else has anxiety about this kind of stuff. Thanks!",1.9301582278481035,4.201420291139243,3.4966930379746834,87.58149525316459,80.26582278481013,7.494303797468352,20.00158227848101,8.472884824447931,1.1963531645569616,309,8,63,7,8,102,59,79,0.142,0.746,0.11199999999999999,-0.3382,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,16,14,7,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,3,10,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,4,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814163835806335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085950861987537,0.0,0.0,0.1244881075363512,0.1824206750614452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874896675620932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834029191870214,0.0,0.0,0.19239551718789985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296391905840947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487276627447906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004243284312155,0.12719017674336253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118293438510632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539887945414146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698023285743242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942013837994913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087820331043362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744391563863039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071076917554206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706212852820365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038105846370283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639132047238395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501125510196337,0.1413180484977402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861486073079944,0.12961357446646848,0.18080593828982566,0.0,0.0,0.19465628881054486,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lnwalser,2020/02/10,Sleep anxiety I have a weird relationship with sleep. Of course I have anxiety/health anxiety/panic disorders so I know those things affect it. But somedays I sleep really great and my anxiety is greatly improved and I feel good. If I could just continue to get good sleep I know my anxiety recovery would go much faster....I just have such a hard time turning my brain off and accepting sleep. My health anxiety makes me scared to fall asleep because of the sensation and fear something will happen to me while I sleep. My heart races as I fall asleep sometimes which is annoying. It's hard for me to just let go of the day and tell myself its okay to turn off for the night. It's almost like sowtimes my body and brain have forgotten how to sleep? Its really frustrating. I love sleep. But I need better habits or some sort of thinking change around the whole idea of sleeping. Am I making sense to anyone else? Thanks.,3.15928253968254,5.7841088171428625,3.5753809523809537,86.74523015873018,77.97142857142858,7.7746031746031745,24.007936507936506,8.680891452615391,1.867126984126984,733,25,140,17,18,228,103,175,0.133,0.705,0.163,0.8943,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,15,2,2,6,1,11,17,15,4,0,31,26,14,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,3,22,10,19,22,3,12,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,5,6,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820236945693967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506518361759117,0.0,0.0,0.05727523492696735,0.08392919794872229,0.0,0.07291963197092337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993319593440318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244508929931326,0.0,0.09098649697508872,0.0,0.18288323258717545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665273076552586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540059199284219,0.0,0.0,0.05282688784268814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387900246627726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842751482392988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092174513146187,0.04141750100466976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042795982901932206,0.0,0.09310570225858136,0.137408902155519,0.0,0.18061798889477704,0.0,0.0,0.07243509280857133,0.0,0.1467553042806793,0.0,0.0,0.17413864975399182,0.0,0.09706689393630123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246942026012392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003410909728814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376124239534252,0.0,0.040018387053213485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392937178567711,0.0,0.10935467034288698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060215228504743576,0.060737197877986725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686948046867025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049506922135442,0.0,0.0,0.08794353956538274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200886027808316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7377463276506905,0.0,0.0,0.06306036589680451,0.0810137131065255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159527340005158,0.07541417002783662,0.0,0.0,0.05441913012001096,0.05248632365670258,0.0,0.0,0.04776392951154981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781948998395542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914525572104304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818840194166666,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YourLocalNewsSource,2020/02/10,"Anxiety Getting Worse Hello everyone,

I haven't been on Reddit for a while, so I apologize for any posting taboos/mistakes in advance.

So, I have anxiety. I grew up in an abusive home and have had it since I was about five years old. I was an angry kid growing up and crazy depressed in high school. My anxiety worsened in university — to the point where I knew I needed to see someone. So, my anxiety/depression/OCD wasn't officially diagnosed until I was 19 (I'm 27 now). 

I was on several different medications when my diagnoses were first provided. I was on Cipralex at first and then moved onto Ativan for panic attacks. I was also given a stronger antidepressant, but I forgot what it's called. While I was on my second round of medication, I weaned myself off of it before having to see my doctor for a refill. I felt that the pills weren't working any better than writing and therapy was. I was also fairly sick of having to constantly up my doses. 

I haven't taken medication for about two years now. I've been in therapy, though, and write all of my anxious thoughts down in my journal. However, I feel as if my anxiety has only gotten worse over the last year, despite these coping mechanisms. I'm seriously apathetic, constantly on auto-pilot, and am experiencing disassociation. I often feel as if things aren't real, dangerous situations won't hurt me because none of this is really happening and that I could blink at any moment and my whole life will disappear. Like, all of this is a fever dream.

I don't know if any of this is normal or if things are only getting worse because something more serious is going on. Is this common in people with anxiety? I certainly haven't experienced disassociation before, but I'm going through it now more than ever. I also haven't gone through anything particularly traumatic in the last few months, but I've been disassociating a lot since January. 

I was wondering if anyone else experiences this and if so, what methods I could use to keep myself grounded.",5.6632023246650895,7.204685353723407,7.227281323877069,68.05018518518521,67.80319148936171,10.357604412923562,32.80890464933018,10.504223727775694,3.896313750985028,1607,71,267,45,27,554,199,376,0.157,0.7879999999999999,0.055,-0.9867,2,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,5,17,10,2,1,11,0,39,11,0,1,4,43,64,34,0,10,10,0,4,1,0,2,11,0,1,1,16,10,0,2,7,1,0,8,10,7,0,5,25,8,39,3,50,35,8,58,0,2,3,0,6,27,0,10,23,205,55,3,0.0,0.10314639790840677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885448401917234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368025930128451,0.0,0.3329856629516261,0.09834780770812523,0.0,0.060871150561151825,0.08919853146526233,0.07163916570380377,0.0,0.0,0.09903807016318232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061363115000142,0.0,0.14815544440109935,0.0,0.0,0.07699341510825088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889328325770092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815189218963024,0.0,0.13901328513312994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498067705287699,0.17671877011980222,0.0,0.0909543503696352,0.0,0.08910487720144457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272360493473456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874658133936774,0.0,0.0831851527258166,0.0,0.08515687287030513,0.0,0.0,0.08803563853510676,0.0,0.08358682339729441,0.0,0.0,0.14809853501157585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909656930070292,0.0,0.09895116497576212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698279100703485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197879578433547,0.08732365098264877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319459204891116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737882770568942,0.0,0.0,0.04784336386824472,0.14192351867417696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061489794202235576,0.04253086463349733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401137669325802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630974304085046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694867791549929,0.092526098967231,0.0,0.06455046620773695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852957954160433,0.0,0.0,0.09134998411231884,0.0,0.0,0.13241908899389185,0.0,0.10214073923193698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060353243883947465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229547927591739,0.0,0.08337499618451627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990880889825273,0.05576990993903213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810469906639999,0.13874374429759515,0.0,0.0,0.09834780770812523,0.0,0.14402623106682666,0.09785390219595776,0.0,0.0,0.07376174669633696,0.06701948986923095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911084342448496,0.0,0.11567146139744325,0.0,0.0855314754873555,0.06911225290637325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504046322207698,0.0,0.0,0.07518790302819907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971942303904438,0.0,0.0,0.09440785340704266,0.06337735838592952,0.0,0.2661506293745907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681824445514004
anxiety,pingypenguin,2020/02/10,Feeling short of breath Really feels like I can’t breathe and it’s been happening daily for like 2 weeks. Does anyone else get this and also how do I stop it,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,78.0909090909091,6.824242424242425,20.090909090909093,7.793537801064563,0.6405636363636362,126,3,27,2,3,41,29,33,0.066,0.722,0.212,0.5936,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,6,7,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26749826585020897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338890729382715,0.3427331607755088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927218217356536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794305082475235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382649036971854,0.2389657382868743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476161868525458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957958483591933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268380639658993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142882533555367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796556572052478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683144561181928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sip69420,2020/02/10,"Is it familiar for you too? When I have a really bad night because I can't sleep and I get really anxious over that I can't sleep but then I get anxious over getting anxiou, and the next day I get panic attacks because the last night was so bad I think that this night will be the same",2.0429508196721287,3.4619841147541024,3.676196721311477,90.43560655737707,76.70491803278688,6.847213114754098,23.67540983606557,7.554174236665415,0.9245121311475412,225,7,50,3,5,75,39,61,0.313,0.687,0.0,-0.966,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,4,0,7,2,2,0,0,5,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,3,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39563973765048266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920828440354912,0.0,0.0,0.2924122892958472,0.21348590993343652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292884431895188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659425029920825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427347111318622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862271523580417,0.4929751844501301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544909040108306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435469637059108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504647962615742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220081506130752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oiitsyaboy,2020/02/10,"Academically least-successful child in my family and distant family. I am a hard worker but things just didn’t pan out. Everyone else is becoming Doctors, I want to go into Government. I have stress and fear of going to family events due to being “overlooked” by everyone. It’s just the family environment is very competitive and I just don’t fit the bill. I work hard but my interests are not where everyone else’s are.

I do have a slight condition (seizure prone) so I stay closer to home. I am not travelling for education like the others in my family, so I am naturally behind.",4.463111111111111,6.473792745454547,6.76939393939394,68.29853535353536,71.54545454545455,11.797979797979801,28.58585858585859,11.429527900616536,4.225282828282828,462,18,81,19,9,164,70,110,0.11,0.7709999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.2475,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,5,0,13,1,0,0,0,13,16,7,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,2,0,0,1,2,12,2,12,14,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,58,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611733408184845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937028452166434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24381932620779845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183403979967065,0.0,0.0,0.6878709385181286,0.16421703861862147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587603429119724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614575401372195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638433947067156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129629208618557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554690558339185,0.0,0.0,0.16716763336679766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695248813884627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041135885287405,0.08607602980734919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624215364705436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,limegreenbanana,2020/02/10,"And the pain begins So I’ve managed my anxiety pretty well over the years, I try not to do things that I know causes my anxiety to flare.  But now, it’s starting to flare up just doing regular things.  I am beginning to have panic attacks at work for what seems like no justified reason.  I e gone to counselling in the past and it has helped and I plan to go back, I’m just waiting for the place to call me back with a date and time to go, but that’s still at the very least 2 weeks away.  On top of that I’ve been on several medications and my body seems to give me more side effects from the meds than actual benefit so that’s out of the question.  I’ve been doing breathing exercises when it starts getting bad, even though that is causing dizziness, it sometimes helps.  But now my anxiety is causing me some kind of chest pain when it gets bad.  Does anyone have any other ways to help relax anxiety? 

Marijuana is not an option due to it not relaxing my at all.",3.761173469387753,4.795243382653067,4.9812244897959195,84.28520408163266,71.8061224489796,8.457142857142857,27.26530612244898,8.841846274778883,1.932432653061224,757,26,158,14,14,251,119,196,0.14800000000000002,0.74,0.11199999999999999,-0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,14,12,1,1,9,0,12,7,3,5,1,28,27,13,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,6,3,0,3,4,6,1,0,3,0,13,6,29,24,4,34,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,5,18,108,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.11705491610576943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157082343112096,0.0,0.3670488823236625,0.0,0.0,0.08387255918609908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646162960389033,0.11269795468133985,0.1844698978850645,0.20030822328995784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323856920726246,0.0,0.0,0.12248342757687987,0.0,0.0,0.36966829364363396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496996721632217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922653348514944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533893971614468,0.1150679717650216,0.1363418855148057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412019696355597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491055409058473,0.06592195696498591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860202129127414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323856920726246,0.1208380576579786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552727366582844,0.14073670560795856,0.0,0.0,0.11450684454272493,0.0,0.0,0.12532331103133448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203333524771792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437262171948233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332965137455935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218397851397352,0.0,0.13551053736919444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863464996829627,0.0,0.1698039331023035,0.0,0.09579305893744336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593802877514733,0.0,0.11785129201526733,0.0,0.06994441856111724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143888529688678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897217384990237,0.0,0.0952115557161127,0.09621749241444237,0.0,0.10785039438094317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732578887173087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724453978971654
anxiety,Antipillow,2020/02/10,"My anxiety is caused by a fear of anxiety? About two years ago I had my first panic attack caused by a bad high, before that I never felt anxious about anything really. Things would make me worried but nothing was so serious that it interrupted my life. After having my first anxiety attack I’ve been so worried about having another one that it causes me anxiety to the point where I have an anxiety attack. Nothing else really causes me that type of stress. I get worried before I go on a plane because I think “am I going to have an anxiety attack in front of everyone?” And then I have one, or I’ll think it when I’m working or just in any places where you really wouldn’t want to have one. Do you guys relate to that at all? Found anything that helps you get through it?",5.843217893217889,5.836749844155848,6.867748917748918,76.30098845598846,66.79220779220779,10.221067821067821,30.74747474747475,9.994966539143718,2.9249388167388166,612,21,116,13,9,206,87,154,0.282,0.679,0.039,-0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,3,9,9,4,3,6,0,14,1,0,5,2,19,25,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,9,0,6,5,1,18,0,18,18,1,20,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,8,86,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316036477178132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379667118567828,0.09837205728063858,0.43060427496689097,0.10598300753990884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440169772715204,0.0,0.0,0.4269074331781121,0.0,0.0,0.07833069055510727,0.057188084636048186,0.0,0.15965744379010702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854908832244062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836947817892796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896432048054724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055667229074526,0.0,0.0,0.09007605904793944,0.0,0.0,0.15959611625877188,0.0,0.1028621026167771,0.0,0.0,0.09802778478244116,0.0,0.10663320625135338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289051355991082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288148179670068,0.09911953946196192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626353423051003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262150885687064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235506558455745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003394057339642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907121861753008,0.0,0.0,0.11007040205997283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801556156310902,0.0,0.08868446184875539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029876587925675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746350914116548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062325788704005236,0.12022432225078053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164255172429336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533387073645392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829763884122186,0.2858177175769826,0.0,0.066642705174489,0.0,0.0,0.06041307784534972
anxiety,gogobebee,2020/02/10,"LAVENDER OIL IS AMAZING I almost had a panic attack one hour ago and focused too much on my breathing. It was an awful experience, 10/10 would not recommend.  Anyways I decided to rub some lavender oil mixed with almond oil on my wrists. I  inhaled the shit out of the scent and it fucking worked!! TAKE THAT ANXIETY,  I WIN AND YOU LOSE.",1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,85.25,5.7,26.75,7.1686216300943375,1.7024437499999996,264,12,47,4,8,86,52,64,0.212,0.597,0.191,0.3434,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,2,7,3,1,4,1,4,4,3,0,0,10,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,6,7,2,6,3,2,5,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,2,2,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24844109950274426,0.0,0.28064840075020697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440462215572534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188458599710656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27415635541001226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591036960927027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276007999697085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31354874226735496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602958290749496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991717729951332,0.0,0.0,0.3288346772592327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876915699504535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107270191658402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040387934050068,0.0,0.0,0.19909468883192613,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,needlesandthread,2020/02/10,"Triggered anxiety Currently at work and feeling extremely anxious,and this is what triggered it:
I was taking the train to work like I do every morning. Unfortunately I have severe sinus issues and don't really know when the onset of my sniffles usually come in. It is sometimes terrible in the mornings but gradually gets better in the day when it gets a lot less colder.
 I was feeling fine until I got on the train which had air conditioning.
I completely understand especially at this present day that people are particularly scared of germs spreading. I tried looking for a pack of tissues in my bag which I had sadly forgotten and also realised that my hand sanitizer was empty.
The train wasnt packed, but relatively full and you could hear what people were talking about.
I then heard a woman who I assumed was directing her conversation at me because I felt the stares, I am paraphrasing what she had said but basically said she worked in healthcare and that people who are sick shouldn't be going anywhere because germs spread like wildfire and went on to say a few more things I tried not to hear. This made me extremely anxious. Extremely anxious because I felt it was directed at me and I couldn't get over the stares.
I know I'm not completely in the right here but unfortunately there was nothing I could do. I now feel terrified and do not wish to go outside especily on the trains.
I feel like a crazy person. I can't just let it go.",7.277977941176469,7.685922606617647,7.612058823529412,70.76676470588238,63.74264705882353,10.770588235294118,36.117647058823536,10.550175099000144,3.939275,1167,52,202,27,16,382,147,272,0.157,0.767,0.076,-0.9711,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,8,8,0,1,15,0,28,3,1,3,0,36,56,17,0,5,8,0,7,3,0,1,2,6,0,2,19,9,0,0,10,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,19,16,30,5,24,31,5,32,0,1,3,0,16,17,0,2,13,144,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858798539058617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474377512179844,0.3754379885125866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258511209507385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797287663914762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542420879518322,0.2322942583165632,0.0,0.0,0.1768921591073998,0.0,0.0,0.14288345051127804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333404049107057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404785505154998,0.07913880587196981,0.21272576429679002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362856174470145,0.0,0.18887063781701355,0.0,0.0885981450455889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24970649749179424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562196153515693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175981490560173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327655121571402,0.0,0.16235951405332785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302442151137187,0.0,0.0,0.09417828094087233,0.0,0.10481947182028467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629310943614913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303955829015066,0.09672583067556992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096630924801818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460258805302688,0.21074777697015154,0.08809397708071579,0.11090667468357857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251459961708622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956086322803606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329019656724786,0.08903801322027717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359503278448022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042004297800626,0.0,0.0,0.11532231921909565,0.0,0.0,0.12200474474243556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269099297655897,0.0,0.0,0.12738759193778967,0.0,0.0,0.24193999341877415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RoseColouredBard,2020/02/10,"Kind've Stuck rn I wanna post something somewhere thats practicality anonymous. What better place than here? I started my day off great as i headed to class. All it took was one particular person i loathe to cheekily talk about me behind my back to set me off.

Second lecture, i start self harming myself through an argument on fb. I only had keys and i was about to go to the uni library to find better tools. I wanted people to see me. To help me. That was the purpose of that initial impulsive idea.

To look back at what developed myself into a worse state definitely was the feeling of inferiority. How ive only had my family as friends my entire life. Only recently got friends since uni last year. I have the overwhelming fear that they will leave. Theyre already dropping like flies.

If im not even able to function like a human being at age 21, ruining people’s lives around me, then why on earth am I still trying to acquire an honours degree? I just want to be happy and have people stay in my life. Im lonely. Thats where it might stem. Please, i want to be seen as a friend. But that cant happen if i keep having outbursts can it?",2.48384151246983,4.7603711814159295,4.0278680611423985,84.48163314561545,78.3362831858407,6.232984714400643,23.98954143201931,7.348242739294969,1.1604318584070796,901,31,172,12,22,299,147,226,0.10400000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9527,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,11,16,0,2,9,0,18,3,1,1,1,20,33,10,0,6,5,0,1,2,3,2,2,0,0,3,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,10,4,27,10,33,18,1,29,0,4,3,0,9,11,0,3,13,115,38,2,0.1210968460097904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363338083563842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780186697097847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862319994386391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420063892970115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809744758419898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998332469791143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415932907472998,0.13626761868823145,0.06123020389565523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068032339860777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806773685003484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882212826527531,0.0,0.09685221016144184,0.13350970023521544,0.0,0.0,0.10708554099798216,0.12890984436412362,0.0,0.0,0.1242803004469646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116866326840254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670359918629674,0.26161074802736106,0.0,0.0,0.10763644079747896,0.0,0.12610373023446714,0.0,0.09871009207871304,0.0,0.1282240749201364,0.0,0.0,0.17106856719183544,0.11832360424484516,0.0,0.106930733623711,0.0,0.1016908516282137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846461684049626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205835686724171,0.276298824669952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518599165249181,0.105737095012654,0.1265204299304029,0.13292797221839162,0.0,0.0,0.11597730421735088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956852620231133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964985078082969,0.0,0.12633042062898514,0.0,0.0,0.10017256239957653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932262683149478,0.0,0.0,0.17142594177555098,0.12907312539838026,0.09670809765059163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733305775566986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454305164769093,0.08221680943490761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142781718630014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927106811434216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234080316769628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798239851425177
anxiety,airfire0,2020/02/10,"Do I need to leave my husband or is this my anxiety? 

I am a 20 year old female, with a 16 month old son. I got pregnant when I was 18 years old, the guy was 32. We met at his work (he sold me a vehicle) and I was super into him immediately. I found that as we went on dates, I was very confused. I noticed he was very dry at times. He barely texted me, didn’t try to hold on much of a conversation on dates. Then other times, he was a lot of fun. I think I was just excited someone older was into me. I had sexual experience before and a couple “in school” boyfriends, but he was the first real guy I actually went on dates with. I got pregnant very fast. I knew him about 3 weeks, and was pregnant. I tried really hard to make things work for the fact we had a child together and I wanted us to make this work and be a family. He promised me he loved me, didn’t want anyone else, wanted to spend his life with me. I was very immature and broke up with him every other week. Once I found tinder in his phone and he told me that it was there from before we met, but I never remembered that. I was very drunk that night and we were staying at a resort for his work function. I got upset and left the hotel room. I ended up in his co workers room asking him to call my boyfriend. He tried to feel me up. He was a disgusting old man probably early 50’s. My boyfriend came to the room and just said “let’s go”. He never tried talking to me about the tinder thing. He never tried apologizing. He made no effort at all to really be with me. The next issue was when we were supposed to be moving in together. I expressed I didn’t feel safe in the neighborhood at one set of apartments and he said “well I won’t be outside”.
He was very selfish. 
We broke up a bunch more then got back together after he came to one of my ultrasounds. Finally broke up for the final time. 
All I wanted was for him to try. I wanted him to be more of a man, take more initiative to make things work instead of just letting me go so easily. He truly made me feel like he didn’t give a damn about me or my safety. He was 32 and a virgin. He never had sex before or a girlfriend. He had issues staying hard and thought his issues stemmed from his childhood. 
His father murdered his mother and step mom.
Even though me and him broke up, I secretly was hoping he would try to change or work on himself. Or that we could at least be friends and raise the baby right together. 
We had a lawyer together and sat down and made a parenting plan.
3 weeks later he gets into another relationship with a woman. He never ask how my pregnancy is going. I had to get upset and argue with him about why he seemed so uninterested in the pregnancy. He acted like it was an issue to buy baby supplies knowing I was only 18 and a student. 
Instead he could go over to his 37 year old girlfriends house and give her money for loans and spend time with her child. He knew this woman 3 weeks, and wanted to introduce her to me. 
I was 6 months pregnant, in constant pain, and he wanted me to meet a woman he has known less than a month. I was a floored.
She helps him pick a custody lawyer and I get severed with a battle that costs my grandparents $14,000.
He involved her in my pregnancy. Let her listen in on our phone calls. He even tried asking to be in the delivery room and I was on the news. Then he tried suing for the baby to take his last name even though we were never married and I was the primary custodian. I was on the news again. 
I did some research on his girlfriend to find out she is a radical atheist. She says people who believe in Gods are shit and deserve to die. She is off the wall politically crazy, and every word out of her mouth was profanity. She had a history of drug use and prison time. The local police department said she was a troublemaker. 
I expressed all this to him and he had no problem with it aside from her cussing. I cried and cried for him to please drop the attorneys and just try to get a long for our child’s sake. I couldn’t believe he wanted to expose our child to something like that. 
He ends up breaking up with her the month our son is born. The judge put her in a parenting plan that said she is to never be around our child. 
Fast forward a few months and the issues still didn’t stop. He wanted overnights at 3 months even though I was breastfeeding. He wanted people I never met around our newborn. 
I didn’t trust his judgment anyways after the woman he tried to bring into our child’s life. I started coming over having sex with him. I wanted to get back together with him to make things cordial enough for our son. That led to me falling deeply in love with him. Getting married. And now, I’m pregnant again. I have already scheduled an appointment for an abortion. 

I have suffered from panic attacks since I was 12 years old. I had a fear of big open places. Once I left whatever was triggering me, my panic went away. My anxiety has gotten significantly worse. Starting in October I have had to call an ambulance out multiple times. My attacks get so bad I cry, hyperventilate, I get dizzy, my heart rate goes up. I feel like I will die. 
Yesterday it was so bad, I had to take half a Xanax. It calmed me down immediately. 

My question is, is me focusing on the issue of him being with another woman and putting me through that a part of my OCD and obsessive thought process, or is it a warning I should leave him? I love my husband with all of my heart. He has apologized many times, and said he would never do that to me again. That he knew it was so wrong. We’ve been doing better. The thought of leaving him makes me physically sick because he does help me through my panic attacks so much... but yet I wonder if he is the reason I’m having them. 

I think about this constantly and the entire situation makes me sick.. and it was 2 years ago. This has been going on since September. I am wondering if I should leave him, or try to make this work?",2.4171657775143243,4.2279804672199175,3.8878719620628353,87.6288243430152,76.69294605809128,6.8809326220114615,23.6753606006718,7.760100539840176,1.1044912467891717,4633,147,969,69,105,1532,426,1205,0.153,0.774,0.073,-0.9987,3,0,2,0,0,0,127.0,19,0,1,14,40,46,9,8,65,0,103,18,4,16,14,180,197,68,3,23,16,10,6,4,4,6,7,7,4,16,34,79,1,3,24,2,7,21,19,28,1,4,89,13,173,18,150,87,17,175,0,5,0,6,182,71,2,17,84,645,207,13,0.0,0.0,0.035479366105873864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032228449139428864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040121055614764665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624735301511912,0.055626291094625684,0.0,0.0,0.02542178776080908,0.03725223056540894,0.0,0.06473120223513244,0.10196717498123743,0.12408463336334698,0.03415877031520388,0.055912859197331764,0.06071345847362716,0.02216300135445826,0.0,0.0928118549210604,0.08192419029525376,0.0,0.032154973905010875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113742467247359,0.08316586357411246,0.0,0.0,0.03846107891525272,0.03131849394416353,0.0,0.07857839758153083,0.0,0.05805650456757844,0.04022853156072101,0.11980997525671998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546603197003883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0318164159258742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216278973883992,0.0,0.03037176121707214,0.0,0.06440334566224376,0.03756668901617579,0.0,0.09605430614392957,0.0,0.06126498964592846,0.0,0.0,0.035564301455223456,0.03427431650767592,0.04091193887107018,0.07353313671896006,0.051947157723244944,0.0,0.07965503389274492,0.03322980667530507,0.03092540136044204,0.0,0.07972754933572432,0.02808946946486564,0.0,0.15196102060311398,0.06975424583829737,0.10331312499882496,0.0,0.11631264242515622,0.0,0.0,0.07199865464796197,0.0,0.0,0.0651377895342301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616687402142002,0.048738906892928015,0.0,0.0,0.03611088630863759,0.0,0.04195130787317074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768471949859576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019980957001951308,0.02963595674421798,0.0,0.15398802930384511,0.07900437160668801,0.11153304894189953,0.051360307247508764,0.0710491327355657,0.0,0.0,0.03217496293786855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0309095769151122,0.09844133164474528,0.10320613714953998,0.1698809141995185,0.03686047716434775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425810934167349,0.17411974003210134,0.03864193182807573,0.05345342575960221,0.026958390578568296,0.2523681085110997,0.0,0.03866627667591799,0.03411875342370881,0.0,0.0,0.0413928939179556,0.2289044862778136,0.07743842683441075,0.04927313638163682,0.027651276054824658,0.03868660617621511,0.1279719622784791,0.08074069847041321,0.03937128630123105,0.0,0.050410985912043814,0.0,0.03798551809360411,0.03990926917198581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919919261691239,0.03478891406911108,0.0,0.07309802184689823,0.040728365789300086,0.0,0.0,0.041382433952966965,0.04658268492839489,0.03738123949338437,0.0,0.039034008339140516,0.04118560102792285,0.031048835703738894,0.17292003413285795,0.028912691260993138,0.0,0.036795410301073056,0.0,0.033098214001799506,0.0,0.041073268227205896,0.037320125971702256,0.06015007510810605,0.04086699709566877,0.0,0.0,0.030805323245813088,0.027989535791370868,0.0,0.0,0.05146760263627236,0.07750383938649635,0.029034893377499,0.030396233027344982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200823092172857,0.02922252657944345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661638771471187,0.046592429766450026,0.10716224336144298,0.08659062670215785,0.14840116084189234,0.0,0.0,0.03474084649216105,0.0,0.2962096892120297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373321471137635,0.031400932877766886,0.0,0.17999090207242344,0.2358884942331249,0.0,0.11665415696258435,0.0,0.03268947391706997,0.1011104189051084,0.032806702737637264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078855628327785,0.18527923609337196,0.0,0.03705107564635994,0.05165419945244825,0.039750872259050406,0.0,0.1170641694537089
anxiety,rarthur2020,2020/02/10,Dry mouth/gagging feeling. Do you ever have gag reflex issues when your anxiety is bad? I've been hot and feeling like gagging/puking all morning and idk if I'm actually sick anymore or if it's just anxiety. The best way I can describe it is feeling a choking sensation on the verge of vomiting along with feeling dehydrated as hell at the same time.,3.769313725490196,5.972641617647064,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,74.0,8.062745098039215,34.86274509803922,8.841846274778883,3.47081568627451,282,16,48,6,6,96,55,68,0.266,0.578,0.156,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,2,15,11,7,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,2,6,10,3,7,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,4,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.2627629711258185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119726794756244,0.0,0.26703768595238464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482432025769905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282576115885521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435648416988857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445921841674648,0.19236236442569268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810418183011393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154886390726062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701009275150948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372935112670668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lollyrec96,2020/02/10,"Help me sleep peacefully! So I used to have nightmares nearly every night for about 21 yrs, I found out it was from repressed childhood trauma. After this trauma was dealt with in therapy the nightmares stopped. Now all of a sudden they've started again but are completely different to before, I'm 23f and I wake up screaming for either my mom or dad or just screaming and crying hysterically. It's got so bad that I've been put on tranquilizers by my psychiatrist but I still have them. Help please, I'm too scared to sleep.",4.001755555555556,6.3493120199999975,4.5553333333333335,82.19322222222225,73.8,7.2444444444444445,26.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.7648777777777775,422,15,77,7,9,134,76,100,0.256,0.653,0.091,-0.96,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,2,2,0,6,3,3,1,1,15,12,8,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,5,2,8,1,16,7,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,9,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588786710384585,0.0,0.0,0.17925162574519846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208674345994962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313942853908612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200893154924048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748566179346148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309719945894465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847979927102658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28239479660325445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24671622695559065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976851564318294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23123559121189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176614667316526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090209370513985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216136446103026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910247382093175,0.0,0.16822910755361495,0.1761167533387522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409019967616644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193801663730155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purrfecta18,2020/02/10,"Need your thoughts please :) seeking help Hello everyone ! I am a female, 21 years old and have had anxiety since I was around 16. It wasn’t as bad at that age, but as I’ve been in college for 3 years, it’s progressively gotten worse. I get panic attacks at least once a day and it’s become almost impossible to have a normal day. Sometimes, my panic attacks have triggers but sometimes they occur out of ABSOLUTELY nowhere. 

I took medication until i was 18, but stopped taking it. The medicine I was put on was called Venlafaxine (DONT know if anyone here has tried it) but it made me feel awful. I didn’t feel human, no emotions whatsoever. My question is.. should I try medication again? I’ve been avoiding it because of my past experience with it, but it’s hard to continue living the way I am. I can’t be in fear of everything my whole life. Thank you for any thoughts xoxo",2.9190131578947387,5.1565100935672525,4.311458333333333,83.18718750000002,76.71929824561403,7.082017543859648,27.061769005847953,8.07648339933343,1.8502540935672518,690,28,133,12,16,228,113,171,0.226,0.698,0.075,-0.9827,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,3,8,2,4,5,1,20,3,0,2,0,25,32,11,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,10,5,0,2,6,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,14,3,18,1,18,16,2,21,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,11,84,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961602414655968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880240201556525,0.0,0.09902167483649917,0.0,0.0,0.09050784986297747,0.0,0.0,0.11522954224288078,0.0,0.2945146494657853,0.0,0.0,0.10807746166193068,0.07890576453457235,0.14295692994687156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217328505779574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695690693162654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170337341675486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560320885164532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368600304627783,0.1163328298111775,0.12661770631069855,0.0,0.14565661769289684,0.13089807374549528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676273506370709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159533178988096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676127951849387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711371471379817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142769621498036,0.0,0.0,0.11429838678464405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247978851784655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607954946498114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959785358130498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268242669029716,0.0,0.0,0.1358260944766785,0.137849972934613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037412175086298,0.0,0.0,0.12356566193671037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208686565811718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012351548302656,0.1450030521340912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707456962417064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25604004914296313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821810492337536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973231927619026,0.0,0.0,0.11917147763992415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552269349527455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438132259573702,0.17576328837431035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274389232423324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451576371779812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191099003006698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671095475959136
anxiety,madman123098,2020/02/10,"a classical musician with anxiety For quite a long time (almost 5 years), I couldn't sit through a classical concert (youtube), although they are my favorite thing in life, my mind would just jump from one thing to another (games, movies, porn, etc). Recently I tried lexapro (SSRI) and today, without noticing, I sat through 3 hours of classical music, without interruptions and thoroughly enjoyed every minute of it. Just wanted to throw this out there, peace:)",13.610384615384614,10.57591106410257,11.191025641025643,61.13730769230772,53.74358974358975,15.015384615384615,51.641025641025635,13.023866798666859,6.682841025641028,365,20,56,9,3,110,64,78,0.023,0.86,0.11699999999999999,0.7993,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,13,5,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,13,2,1,11,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267074844384016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331736161983591,0.17011191782178334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480005676253205,0.0,0.0,0.18735573914629552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189889830291214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706602388656965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678984679726114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245296184417432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531689397230859,0.0,0.0,0.15068320324855067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365171391754271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956287237168695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954645848885393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966533620303186,0.0,0.210780110275972,0.0,0.0,0.15097416862210164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115918376153496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287121700409437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579647817514448,0.0,0.0,0.14319854861514314
anxiety,Th3Anomaly,2020/02/10,How do I get over this inability to leave the house? I started my Prozac a couple weeks ago and it really sent my anxiety skyrocketing the first week. I was pretty much holed up in my house all week and now it’s really hard for me to leave. I’ve gone out a couple times but usually have a panic attack fairly quickly after leaving causing me to turn back and go home. Just looking for some advice or tips! Thanks!,3.054836488812392,4.869079337349401,4.6728399311531845,82.67951807228917,74.90361445783131,7.634423407917385,22.70051635111876,8.418075326091056,1.391249225473322,327,9,64,6,7,110,63,83,0.184,0.748,0.067,-0.8087,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,5,0,3,1,0,2,1,11,11,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,3,2,8,1,10,8,3,19,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,12,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751365096696697,0.13381446973833191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548186222263472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173563378075166,0.0,0.11607678626849305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507465085440306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340625914613917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840413656237062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886891836203705,0.0,0.08579246850456898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352280205718353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514224027270007,0.0,0.0,0.3483687343186465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795257071989048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267660475695901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097092808861762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711577535718356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357776564723294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934141247601905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684829924146344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389811289740862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802437055666815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419810990417327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625805379337524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632663354941612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dooby_Lee,2020/02/10,"This breathing exercise really helped me [This video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXItOY0sLRY) was a game changer for me. After losing my brother last year I started to have terrible anxiety and even went into an existential crisis. In June 2019 I had 17 panic attacks... this is when I realized I needed to attack this from all angles. My therapist helped me realize that anxiety is not just mental but physical too. Whenever you are anxious... see if you can notice what your body is doing and how you are breathing. This video has you breath in for 4 seconds, hold for one, and breath out for 3, hold for one. Doing this for 10 minutes really helped me and I think it is a perfect way to start the day. I even used it to come back from some panic attacks. Hopefully this will help some of you!",4.47075363825364,6.8280523851351385,5.114864864864868,78.66880457380461,72.44594594594595,8.607900207900206,28.276507276507274,9.265573868473778,2.7722239085239093,635,25,109,15,13,204,97,148,0.139,0.785,0.077,-0.6948,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,6,0,2,7,9,3,2,4,0,14,6,5,2,2,24,23,8,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,7,0,3,3,1,18,2,18,19,3,16,0,1,1,0,12,4,0,4,9,85,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218619436084338,0.1614239339217792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876707046040618,0.0,0.10987284525935838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871750204154175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308624843307757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215160444429203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875371545926325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831020235439869,0.0,0.0,0.14192104930869145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116473631869854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985627672162595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439985359578635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595040636454267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268010949801712,0.0,0.0,0.1936506115702699,0.0,0.0,0.3352989827578166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830767450056363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386405825142193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227518397396346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590517881723374,0.0,0.09155752182015016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234102454643573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341866231873934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324595638040039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201585152645146
anxiety,RideAGhost,2020/02/10,"DAE ever feel like they are in a dream or dead? 
And will wake up to a terrible reality?",-0.07105263157894726,1.8189568947368429,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,85.3157894736842,8.010526315789475,20.026315789473685,8.841846274778883,1.361821052631579,67,2,16,2,2,25,18,19,0.307,0.515,0.17800000000000002,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6699626768605101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744962070030732,0.5291223630591986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618454469312287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awaythrowredditmy,2020/02/10,"Advice (Valium, Abilify) Went to the doctor two weeks ago and basically broke down in her office. I am a 21 year old man and have always been against medication even for a head ache. Been in therapy for over a year with many ups and down but lately it feels pretty down.  She asked me to look into aripiprazole (abilify) and diazepam (Valium) and come back in two weeks which is tomorrow.
Just looking for some advice from anyone who has taken these drugs? Did it work for you? Can you try it out for a month? Did you get side affects? 
It seems to me Valium will only help in the moment but once it wears off my anxiety will get worse?
Thanks",2.656013333333334,4.925259928000003,3.9541,85.26688333333334,77.72,7.686666666666667,20.016666666666666,8.59863814320734,1.2247466666666669,501,12,99,11,12,164,87,125,0.073,0.8340000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.6966,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,11,5,2,1,0,16,22,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,3,9,1,23,14,1,26,0,1,2,0,9,13,0,2,11,70,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137476734243165,0.1423054011466091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357874030679706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280953443140205,0.0,0.0,0.11225044337426668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500794083793822,0.0,0.0,0.12344220820101146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382874746703006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431530996976246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617069289583807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603245682514197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117178143671533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677467778702234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475616187660866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760383887600658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181091502894982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696194706960474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275821919431305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172304362976211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813823456420165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845543618464465,0.1709655085660205,0.0,0.12209479625202913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332273774552006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461458663550778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779990048266434,0.18358680794582072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899334742127076,0.0,0.31364052144344856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575444528863585,0.0,0.0,0.14881840016713602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168720570110376,0.0,0.16359981083663305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675972985152324
anxiety,mmolD00,2020/02/10,"Imposter syndrome Any tipps on dealing with imposter syndrome at a new job? My confidence is so up and down and I have this fear of being “found out”. I did an internship there and was really my best self the whole time, and now I am afraid of them seeing my “bad” side-sometimes lazy and shy and awkward. I am also the youngest by at least 10 years and one of the few without a PhD. This doesn’t help. F(26)",2.48736660929432,4.160663554216871,3.251153184165233,92.87228915662651,76.10843373493975,6.1886402753872645,25.110154905335627,6.868970318607317,0.8073938037865753,317,11,69,3,7,100,62,83,0.147,0.738,0.115,-0.2196,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,3,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,10,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,8,1,12,6,4,10,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,52,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044468577131828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738538662474885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134608772800384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26829368604860043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26356862360337074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28768245401271114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803120272251314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713598612991841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369770072667946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24691276525637695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323814493176914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637788563007675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372358306466207,0.0,0.2667034602413815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25284889498904944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907422872285847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854291841206521,0.0,0.24644187091330844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463315342513316
anxiety,vosswatersucks,2020/02/10,"Going to the doctor tomorrow I've been anxious as hell for as long as I can remember. After a particularly bad episode when I was 16 I went to the doctors and got put into 1:1 counselling which was horrifying on every level. After telling her it was too intense for me after a year, the counsellor put me into group talk sessions which was much better, however they didn't offer this service to me in higher education so I slumped again.

Well, 2nd year of uni has been a wreck and anxiety is controlling every aspect of my life. In October I went to uni wellbeing counsellors and they told me to go to the doctors. Well, that's also terrifying and I've had bad experiences with doctors before (for unrelated physical issues). 

So now its February and I've finally mustered up the courage to go and asked my partner to come with me so that I actually make it there. Ultimately I'm looking for medication as this has been a lifelong issue with seemingly no cause/event that triggered it and that's what the wellbeing team recommended.

HOWEVER. I'm worried that I'll say something that will make the doctor push me into counselling again, trying to uncover the deep-rooted cause of my illness (there isn't one, I'm just plain ol' ill) and give me the same self help tips I was given before that help but only to a point. 
I'm just not sure how to be honest with my doctor about what I'm experiencing and my history and ask for medication. Other friends of mine have gotten meds prescribed with ni history and one appointment but idk I don't want to look bad and I'm worried that they'll put me back into counselling just because I have a history. Even on very good days I'm naturally introverted and don't fancy telling more strangers my life story. 

I'm very irrationally worried about this and am wondering how others' experience has been and what to expect? I'm in the UK.",6.02760448030832,6.794510717451527,7.168977478019992,71.62025653378299,66.47922437673131,10.377983861254966,33.97820065036734,10.374825546531014,3.676210550403469,1503,66,268,37,23,509,183,361,0.11599999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.073,-0.9117,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,3,23,12,1,0,16,0,25,12,0,7,1,45,54,28,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,2,12,1,0,2,22,25,0,1,3,1,0,10,6,4,2,2,17,4,28,8,46,34,3,36,1,0,2,0,20,12,1,2,14,180,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.08332915655789103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828703577529277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532377023770271,0.09646736044369336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596578447394281,0.0,0.0,0.06566029651925513,0.21389339107226776,0.05205347254929248,0.0,0.14532265629298458,0.0,0.0,0.07552127190350086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771992992783137,0.0,0.07355666043307645,0.0,0.0,0.0957731046497065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507003717119047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524406949575916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639985429025154,0.0,0.14389095618249928,0.0,0.0,0.16705728253378865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354150761974518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597276263846139,0.0,0.0,0.08191468887425797,0.1455887719384046,0.07162179770925388,0.06829486722920358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447138009235412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782517344524645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062817218091418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556821945164666,0.14341362368080224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399811737082305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484998975172597,0.17204460538222308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062772103514838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572610636253647,0.06494359297519911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072195859980043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575241827197082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673119259643242,0.0,0.0,0.06790623511727266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773662720219564,0.0890812846654148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573805188576075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047987013994823,0.0,0.0,0.06863393458296396,0.14927074179207428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159462115699051,0.0,0.05797478524244507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091279621543087,0.050365738593219266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535532670849857,0.15831635588669346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926027395583738,0.0,0.2601556742226816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997782175271284
anxiety,g007w,2020/02/10,"Medication is finally helping i recently started taking gabapentin after trialing about ten different medications to help my anxiety/depression. for the first time i don’t fear going to classes or doing my work, and i still feel like myself and am in control of my thoughts. i feel motivated. i think i’m finally on the right track.",7.2650000000000015,8.686040166666668,8.353333333333339,61.89000000000002,64.0,12.666666666666668,41.66666666666667,12.161744961471696,6.0821666666666685,270,16,41,10,4,92,48,60,0.053,0.7759999999999999,0.172,0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,9,12,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,9,1,8,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,9,29,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331002390066952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900461276876456,0.0,0.0,0.2171392538382844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338677560656327,0.21017128685987307,0.14847457179930282,0.0,0.4553375994849514,0.0,0.17678101847942207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811519757959295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786095966769493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153577233066363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187359152769373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052081278604185,0.0,0.0,0.1774866147841888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710391478334506,0.0,0.16597417646715815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626311433619913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316977024071586,0.0,0.16499467003155818,0.12118797956683645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130350834495734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imadepressedblob,2020/02/10,"Can anyone talk?? Hi! I'm new here. My name is Delia, I'm 14, and I am really struggling. I have been diagnosed with obsessive-compulsive disorder, social anxiety disorder, panic disorder, agoraphobia, and probably like one more thing but honestly, I can't really keep track. Basically, this is how it is. I'm having a really, really, really hard time right now. To the point of I can't get through a day without having a panic attack, usually more than one, and half the time I can't even go to school. There's more but I'm not gonna just unload everything right now. Anyway, if anyone can talk, that would be great. I'd prefer if it was someone close to my age, but I'm fine either way. I'll probably just end up venting, so just know what you're getting yourself into.",2.352719298245613,4.64406971052632,4.742263157894737,79.11150877192982,78.86842105263158,9.053333333333333,23.949122807017545,9.558583805096642,2.577451228070176,604,21,114,19,15,211,99,152,0.124,0.763,0.113,0.5543,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,1,3,5,0,16,1,0,1,0,23,27,10,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,2,1,7,4,10,22,4,17,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,10,71,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682108629431077,0.0,0.0,0.17699293324143653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398478079647084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162328661956679,0.0,0.0,0.12845975964796627,0.0,0.0,0.43515980434145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209810622461004,0.0,0.0,0.08359430478908987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374753025140408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224889525851502,0.0,0.07192921759842139,0.0,0.0,0.1395372174877104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133764523467154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249586676249082,0.0,0.0,0.06955624486406753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618327599805658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223626542325924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715260354670211,0.0,0.0,0.2969910848316832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964385538368945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27291471973734144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405400582037777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161698680140854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280894888330588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290160230621265,0.1072372362641726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231213550415438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345464074698613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408347409373201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760093080658865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939232589113412,0.0,0.0,0.1004605838202934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200314517187864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990740896497096,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weeboloid,2020/02/10,"dealing with anxiety: to do with friends I have friends i’ve known for so long and i know them quite well but, I still have anxious thoughts that they hate me....and I just overthink every single little detail until i have a full blown panic attack! would be nice to know if anyone experiences these difficulties.",3.705057471264369,6.482628241379312,3.845517241379312,84.70954022988506,76.93103448275863,5.935632183908046,25.18390804597701,7.1686216300943375,1.2740252873563225,250,9,44,3,6,77,46,58,0.294,0.5710000000000001,0.135,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,4,7,2,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,4,6,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812128803633566,0.2676074602467185,0.0,0.1656323042025435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694856859723971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24421332165359705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995819786058419,0.0,0.0,0.23171451405410745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660264647842855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338703828388268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603665784282209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374164212983318,0.0,0.20963172610725148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779281455332612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251951495192606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891730171630256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880566013946382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129839545116604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827306083949606,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spazzyrice,2020/02/10,"How to know you have enough of a problem to get help? So I don't know for sure if I have anxiety I mean I took online tests and scored severe anxiety on all them but I feel like online tests arent always accurate. 

But I'm constantly feeling on edge, not normal and just not myself. I'm sitting in bed feeling anxious for no reason. My stomach has knots and I cant focus on anything and I feel light headed. I have no idea why I'm feeling like this I have no reason to feel anxious right now but I am. Sometimes I feel the urge to cry out of nowhere and I don't know why. I cant sleep at night and when I do I wake up constantly. I am actually having a hard time even writing this post because of how light headed and out of focus my brain feels. 

Sometimes my brain is all over the place and I cant focus because I cant stop thinking about everything and the other times I cant focus because my mind is so blank and I just sit there staring off into space. That cant be normal. I'm tired of never feeling quite right but I also feel like I'm overthinking everything and I dont want to go to therapy for no reason and I'm kind of embarrassed to go.",1.0032926829268298,2.919889430894308,3.1814837398373967,90.50929878048781,81.52032520325203,5.888617886178862,22.445121951219512,6.996647511020387,0.6803853658536587,904,30,196,11,24,308,116,246,0.161,0.752,0.087,-0.9405,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,12,7,0,1,5,0,22,8,7,5,4,56,48,23,0,5,9,0,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,15,0,1,19,0,0,3,17,2,0,0,1,14,29,5,28,46,3,30,0,0,1,0,4,15,0,1,12,126,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.09054279099231434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419850461814764,0.07720286063924017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195743050280965,0.20963668456587672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635247563312038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967890520458342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071529510911128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053084960719275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191773171381058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874094547688287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586960662472914,0.0,0.06128227417556464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677469483709714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691385557091318,0.19885250896302795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048475270409244375,0.0,0.10546139585039307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311531336128834,0.0,0.1904441825937579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219046652118247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474067535654584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966191815603766,0.15297327536141486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598721203751646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010678505451574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368434649933917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155994348896659,0.0,0.0,0.08707052856983642,0.1818152145444451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693845192218832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886043412216592,0.0,0.0,0.0887807681233522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868610552728606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286189026972734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847229250315809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481834228293836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928499730356171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352945222428624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775707143621413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744684768419016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061054080648711,0.0,0.0,0.059451578384729774,0.0,0.0,0.10820498756559356,0.10664037082118076,0.0,0.0,0.10308528947292248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547257974398344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744439121357946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,butchergrove,2020/02/10,"Post-Op (operation) anxiety Around thanksgiving, I was involved in a bad car accident, which broke the top part of my femur and almost shattered the left side of my hip. Before that I had some struggles with anxiety and bouts of depression here and there (not self diagnosed before anyone asks lol) and I went to a therapist for it. I stopped going as it got better, and my girlfriend who at the time was new was helping with it a lot, but now 4months after surgery just being able to get cleared to walk, I’ve been having major panic attacks pretty much constantly, I guess you could consider me a sorta hypochondriac sometimes, (mainly thanks to my mother) and I had to go to the ER recently because I guess they said it was something with vertigo after the accident, but when I started feeling dizzy it made me think way too deeply of it and gave myself a bad panic attack, and it upset my S/O. She’s seemed a lot less tolerant of it lately, and it might be because she’s had to stick with me through this entire thing, but recently I’ve felt so tired, like sleeping for 15 hours at a time and still feeling tired. Today I was laying down listening to music and I felt cold, and relaxed, and honestly I was smiling, but of course it  scared me because I felt like I was drifting away into sleep but for some reason I guess I thought I was dying, so a panic attack ensued. But I’ve had bloodwork done got CT scans and had my heart rate checked and I have a pretty average resting, a tad high (80) and overall I seem pretty healthy, although my eating habits as of late could be better. Just wanted to know if any other post op people that struggled with it were out there and if they felt tired as well, and what they did about it, and another thing is how anyone dealt with derealization, it’s something I have trouble explaining and wanna know if other people experienced it. (Also I’m 16 so I’m not old at all) and why I feel like I’m dying all the time no matter what it is lol. Thanks and much love. Apologizes for the crazy sounding rambling I’m typing this on my phone so it’s not quite as easy as PC. But thank you for taking the time to read :)",6.2076056338028165,5.9550937159624455,6.6503403755868575,78.99762323943665,66.06572769953051,9.353521126760565,31.59976525821596,8.841846274778883,2.469184976525822,1697,59,327,24,24,553,220,426,0.18,0.648,0.172,-0.6479,0,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,3,4,18,27,3,7,18,2,28,11,4,3,3,82,67,45,2,7,15,1,7,3,1,1,5,3,0,1,28,31,1,1,15,2,1,6,4,15,2,0,28,13,40,12,48,33,13,42,0,2,1,1,21,14,0,15,23,227,68,3,0.07211022474239481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220797377912544,0.0,0.0,0.05766652067378651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903742558979941,0.07561385804872091,0.11032824910713478,0.0,0.0,0.10084229157223944,0.0,0.0,0.06419338827617795,0.06741332596933149,0.2461073724435584,0.06774992986892353,0.0,0.12041805122759992,0.13187317110016775,0.0,0.12272098017353185,0.0,0.0,0.12755126761878285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792553531986428,0.0,0.11514829358882325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062108430906477274,0.07319036020522461,0.1496780570927163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379379604675011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378676224881227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938328889873944,0.05151555896427105,0.2769484965840853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037674616188132413,0.0,0.08196380500376857,0.0,0.11534626824177703,0.0,0.2383126269971101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854509635169332,0.048333963626526366,0.0761884115664062,0.0,0.0,0.0710140458726319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925978734624704,0.0,0.16268694881945822,0.0,0.07834797017428198,0.0,0.0,0.10568824014296968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261106877988913,0.06508229320115412,0.06823243820354624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649755296735708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601862458892043,0.0,0.0,0.06964450440345676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566755062169786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25381743515797683,0.0,0.078088346305911,0.0,0.09998430062466594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138123324392018,0.22008606797030014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669810023654883,0.07212973879331397,0.0,0.0,0.07414132097615321,0.142400294981564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859333680532734,0.0,0.07219491469755365,0.0,0.0,0.13129288066968026,0.07522669106196943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432460376861442,0.0,0.0,0.11102794798705463,0.07131885612390075,0.0,0.051039988221956926,0.0,0.05758731862785115,0.060287376766764864,0.0,0.15077052741823124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054217914778083874,0.0,0.0,0.19916821988568176,0.0,0.08372552882100685,0.09581365827075712,0.046205320331667986,0.0,0.057247463655194675,0.16819220776942634,0.24864028649638584,0.06835206142852297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042532478864564585,0.057237739945832436,0.0,0.0,0.06483575213325933,0.06684690077762721,0.06506826180204314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,underpressureoo,2020/02/10,"Surviving a new job Greetings, I just started a new position in a new field complete with new tasks and I'm already feeling exhausted. They are granting me a training period, but I'm an anxious person by nature and want to do everything right. All these new systems and organization as well as everything being performance based and evaluated just stresses me out. 

I'm supposed to go through a lot of SOPs, training courses etc. on my own, but my head is just like an overheating computer and it's really hard to retain information. Additionally, everything is about self-organization and I always kinda sucked at that, even staring at an email for half an hour because I'm too afraid to click send.

It's an opportunity to get my foot in the door of this new industry, but I'm already feeling overwhelmed thinking about the next few months.

Any advice on how to survive?",7.156770186335403,7.999087937888203,7.8393105590062095,67.5344937888199,64.03105590062111,10.912049689440996,39.081366459627326,10.793553405168565,4.604932422360249,702,37,116,18,10,234,105,161,0.084,0.792,0.124,0.3919,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,9,8,1,3,12,0,5,3,2,1,1,25,18,12,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,5,8,3,23,17,5,22,0,1,2,0,5,8,1,2,12,75,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957308483145612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700643374707657,0.0,0.10181699116399423,0.0,0.0,0.08321199455650644,0.0,0.0,0.1382369531605415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459220832356157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282967553453622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646866223242546,0.08082053846941943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32991972363474475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374224422727505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063930353591349,0.0,0.06954251384296664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961447614802004,0.0,0.12558118634354784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050429498521956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142779535207268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059781069646887175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402984521685313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767010428776493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7090818555348315,0.13013593776306676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684388261417208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838977408514887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044985371781086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765276585919968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866101588940898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140168017727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840617278897655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217369911215503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002029957098823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veloowl,2020/02/10,"Chronic panicky feeling anyone? I have a chronic panicky feeling, which “lives” in the front of my head. This feeling can last weeks. It’s not a full blow panicky attack, but it’s a feeling of “I’m might be having an attack” feeling. Anyone else have this miserable experience? Thanks.",3.2831410256410263,6.2269420576923125,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,80.34615384615384,5.005128205128205,31.743589743589745,6.42735559955562,2.11041282051282,225,12,35,2,6,72,35,52,0.27699999999999997,0.541,0.182,-0.8332,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,5,0,6,3,1,0,0,8,13,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,1,3,11,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30270714099676965,0.221788418586194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925080402220529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808242026792036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173900349475894,0.0,0.0,0.5472423348564629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214997653498125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764434472735258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911377738864801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296294063826317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992868979837412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363081754802046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuotaCaterpillar61,2020/02/10,"Flooded with existential dread ATM. Seeking comfort and advice. Title pretty much says it all.

After a few months of contemplating my career path during community college and the hours I burnt away for too many meaningless things so far in my life, 18 year old me has finally come the closest to slipping off the edge.

I keep trying to remind myself that hardly anyone has their shit together at my age, yet everyone around me talks about many of their life-changing experiences and opportunities that are either so far away from being achievable in my situation or just too late for me to experience and have the same emotional impact or opportunistic moments as they did for others. 

Case in point being romantic relationships, work placements, career advancements, and just an overall good quality of life. All of these things are completely affected or outright unobtainable because my autism and lack of finances, professional experience and social skills are hindering me to this current low point in my life.

Fuck, I can't even mentally block out the thought of seeing posts in my social media feed from random strangers and celebrities around my age showing off just how exaggerated and probably fake their joyfulness with their lives are.

In any case, I'm looking for something to quell this existential dread I'm currently experiencing. Maybe a piece of advice. Maybe just words of comfort. I just want something to help this feeling go away.",11.378975903614464,10.7793402811245,10.131415662650609,59.38338855421689,55.827309236947784,13.119277108433735,42.436746987951814,12.161744961471696,5.453436144578314,1186,54,174,30,12,372,156,249,0.10099999999999999,0.782,0.11699999999999999,0.4833,2,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,5,5,15,11,2,2,8,0,11,6,1,2,2,37,22,16,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,15,1,2,2,1,2,3,1,6,0,0,2,6,22,5,40,18,8,38,0,1,2,1,11,21,2,4,13,123,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618920240295067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522401366029359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734665745119591,0.0,0.0,0.1969468934597671,0.0,0.0,0.3117876757586541,0.0,0.0,0.06743168851784627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701914609827535,0.09528758739465913,0.115980838196556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443032881559896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306212670731513,0.0,0.0,0.10570021189997704,0.0,0.32461680524163383,0.0,0.0,0.055931769931238176,0.0,0.0,0.12117658047369087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226453188986898,0.0,0.0,0.06286674221878077,0.09278110599912794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909197460139296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414489436114025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089364193275838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832233538142963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247818896807269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125309776510229,0.0,0.0,0.0976776951749512,0.0,0.0928912359507024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429852121680194,0.22226124025018906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147689733389013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829420924595119,0.0,0.08131693669071252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607495281709054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913947532310054,0.0,0.10594143876745084,0.11253824457757307,0.11926488224317065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876230343677995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796785056965048,0.0,0.0,0.0881482012805193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354775780241452,0.0,0.12433923432759833,0.0,0.2255221823549208,0.0,0.17031823705259744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891053510733682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697932960211132,0.0,0.0,0.08781831297667722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510234128291067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524534542000297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053120047917513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123434669298494
anxiety,friendlyfire69,2020/02/10,How to stop dissociating????? I get dissociated from anxiety and stress. It's bad enough that I lost a job I just got because I got so confused upon waking up for work that I didn't know what was happening around me for hours. Keeping stress low helps but I can't just do nothing all day everyday or I will jepoardize my living situation.,4.295454545454547,5.833494000000003,6.006484848484849,75.5097272727273,71.12121212121212,9.522424242424243,29.86666666666667,9.888512548439397,2.9696157575757582,268,11,52,7,5,92,54,66,0.24100000000000002,0.731,0.028999999999999998,-0.8539,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,3,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,12,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,9,0,7,6,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,35,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432493955347827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122164511054024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935287788269055,0.13094289718865962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853120382418885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195058416914012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222654357187647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435977405595128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995100820191752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397900294051405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153927284999444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131604316319679,0.19092820803074054,0.0,0.0,0.11805099664045444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896764070135045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344846075733485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611081767294975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414493828486349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958627320218665,0.4921159125561715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638031519903522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,davecollins1998,2020/02/10,"Anxiety before a night out? I don't really consider myself to have anxiety on a day to day basis however before a night out, I always get really anxious and I don't really know why. It affects me to a point where I don't want to go out anymore and often enough, I end up pulling out altogether.

This is having a very negative impact on my social life because I always end up spending weekends on my own in my bed instead of meeting with friends. 


How do i manage to deal with this anxiety?",5.184242424242424,5.331507171717174,7.412676767676767,71.30568181818181,68.1919191919192,10.64040404040404,33.671717171717184,10.504223727775694,3.75339595959596,386,17,70,10,6,139,60,99,0.139,0.8270000000000001,0.033,-0.7825,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,0,13,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,12,1,18,11,2,21,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,1,7,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876009038066231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966214947538092,0.19523790780857875,0.17139143999037884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534973723705274,0.0,0.2941149342257387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229097757167211,0.1781702869369705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061352311535924,0.17856971415670128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352064460604032,0.0,0.09029154792020118,0.0,0.09821783970225308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497759514764388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206818892448695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243605548325679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633711779688906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321396009400804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616867658541344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425949636748661,0.10193397417475188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594356819045846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cork1999,2020/02/10,"Anxiety before a night out? I don't really consider myself to have anxiety on a day to day basis however before a night out, I always get really anxious and I don't really know why. It affects me to a point where I don't want to go out anymore and often enough, I end up pulling out altogether.

This is having a very negative impact on my social life because I always end up spending weekends on my own in my bed instead of meeting with friends. 


How do i manage to deal with this anxiety?",5.184242424242424,5.331507171717174,7.412676767676767,71.30568181818181,68.1919191919192,10.64040404040404,33.671717171717184,10.504223727775694,3.75339595959596,386,17,70,10,6,139,60,99,0.139,0.8270000000000001,0.033,-0.7825,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,0,13,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,12,1,18,11,2,21,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,1,7,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876009038066231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966214947538092,0.19523790780857875,0.17139143999037884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534973723705274,0.0,0.2941149342257387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229097757167211,0.1781702869369705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061352311535924,0.17856971415670128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352064460604032,0.0,0.09029154792020118,0.0,0.09821783970225308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497759514764388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206818892448695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243605548325679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633711779688906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321396009400804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616867658541344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425949636748661,0.10193397417475188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594356819045846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lexiver,2020/02/10,"Back to school anxiety I'm going back to school after missing a month and a half due to a health related issue. 

I'm not ready to go back. I thought I was ready until this afternoon, but now that I'm less than 12 hours away from going back I'm starting to realise that I'm not prepared for this at all. It doesn't help that the medication I take makes me anxious and has given me a moon face so I even look different...and people keep pointing it out and it isn't helping.",1.6467555555555575,3.4093865200000018,3.4933333333333323,89.80722222222224,78.8,6.4444444444444455,24.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.987677777777778,372,13,81,5,9,125,64,100,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.8952,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,0,4,3,1,1,1,11,20,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,3,1,6,0,13,17,2,19,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,12,52,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674977807150496,0.20194624535319647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794951336422825,0.549817069311468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180683161641154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047777582315485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001194701655608,0.0,0.0,0.2396361349965894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604113346550113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657745135144088,0.0,0.1588887855169227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501121348279188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932269979444515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800804019639976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268334474402564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392864956807785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898458071008193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618263302266328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652620010940552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440415983041767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191429689784055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chasemyrainbow1996,2020/02/10,"Depression and anxiety is ruining my life I’ve lost my desire to keep battling. I don’t feel like handling this anymore. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety when I was a teenager and I even was medicated and it worked well on me but it was a long time ago and since three months my condition has been even worse. Nobody really knows the problems I am experiencing when I try to explain what I’m actually going through it is freaking hard. I’m so tired of having panic attacks multiple times a day and feeling anxious almost every single minute. I can’t concentrate on doing my things. And I can’t visit a doctor because it’s absolutely expensive if you don’t have a medical insurance which covers all you need including any kind of medications. And I can only get this if I work somewhere officially. I do work four days a week in a place that makes me even more anxious and depressed as the environment is kind of just toxic. And I don’t get paid well since I live and work at this place and of course I don’t get any medical insurance. I’ve tried to drag myself into finding a new job but I can’t just do that, I can’t concentrate, I have my panic attacks and I cry every morning when I wake up.  I don’t feel like I can change something. And the place where I am has been making me even more overwhelmed since I came  here. I still get everything done to make my boss feel better about me, but it doesn’t make me feel better. It’s just like a loop. 
And I don’t know what to do with everything. I get drunk almost every single day because it makes me less depressed for the times I’m drunk but then it brings me back to my “normal” condition. And I’ve been doing that for such a long time since I stopped taking my meds. I am still trying to get out of this condition but I don’t think I can. Period.",3.082572463768116,4.731390663043476,4.681500000000003,83.34683333333334,74.43478260869566,8.058840579710145,25.8536231884058,8.745826893841286,1.886176884057972,1436,50,290,29,30,483,165,368,0.203,0.7290000000000001,0.068,-0.9941,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,7,20,23,3,3,14,0,39,11,1,6,1,56,70,29,0,6,10,0,6,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,19,21,2,2,10,2,2,4,12,14,2,2,11,7,48,9,26,59,6,37,0,7,0,0,4,11,0,4,25,197,67,7,0.0,0.0,0.07077479475135239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428981471063679,0.0,0.1452483805552313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864016784771064,0.0,0.11096419601333647,0.1638671964923564,0.07192618249512209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501731235146966,0.0,0.05576792327466746,0.0,0.08842220389478933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828649032630088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295028309147702,0.0,0.0,0.0767227621265736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966627121291887,0.1403195737988517,0.0,0.24986572911149094,0.07361223931155488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423330911518669,0.0,0.07421915343864742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161063312218216,0.0,0.1833185401915816,0.0,0.1303631649461403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335631487811174,0.10362500318657362,0.0,0.0,0.06628733839420184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273506665387728,0.0,0.04121812771453154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496894097663555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197074279220822,0.0644643325534384,0.0,0.15104908229656322,0.07971665144911251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051227172336754716,0.10629744141177216,0.0,0.06404167883506881,0.12836623919743673,0.0,0.0,0.07917056299421768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420579330283809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055990044952137,0.292248767105784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788946372452523,0.0,0.0,0.05377701941831155,0.0,0.07004594471876822,0.0,0.0,0.0710599615443072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055159198209835066,0.0,0.17018698205523436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732231787141716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693974702230134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646193445136329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399766223190691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055833964025979135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583851939675342,0.06063488133652024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054530434150437436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818297055900428,0.04647165402909166,0.0,0.0,0.1691616903366185,0.08335782754606975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477209309122388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817588447945865,0.0,0.13041894830399933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111988112763104,0.0,0.07391006553958182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blueb3rri3,2020/02/10,"Paralyzed by anxiety I get so anxious about doing the things I have to do that I keep postponing doing them. I can't get help from people around for the problems I have because I get really afraid of what will happen.

I'm stuck in this limbo where I hate myself for not addressing my issues and just doing whatever coping mechanism I can come up with (usually pretending everything is well).

Whenever life catches up to me, the anxiety ramps up, and it manifests physically. I get breakdowns, extreme nausea.

I sort of know what to do to fix my life, but the irrational fear stays and paralyzes me. I don't know where to get help from, I seem to be unable to ask for help from the people around me. What can I do to escape this rut this anxiety is giving me?",5.854992492492492,6.197474574324327,7.008468468468468,74.10469969969972,66.77027027027026,11.172372372372372,31.309309309309306,10.980518767755715,3.5726192192192183,599,22,111,17,9,203,85,148,0.187,0.7709999999999999,0.042,-0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,1,2,5,0,16,2,0,0,0,16,32,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,7,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,4,1,0,1,0,21,1,25,29,0,12,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,1,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625143786215864,0.17844859587486026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812338206020767,0.1476702486888662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629027936608266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606760578038093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196327414148846,0.0,0.0,0.17774767777609685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126350288880625,0.15152857032580916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968253367175193,0.0,0.0,0.1559517114949952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176295632748414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486805267086724,0.0,0.14040112816243505,0.0,0.0,0.1736201610015744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314208504957891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190176248675777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114533455927912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119251615880688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379985010967689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836317038279927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494087438342313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396941217067438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202402127145836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,midnightmontage,2020/02/10,"Really desperate - just need some guidance and direction I don’t know what to say but I’m really in a mess and need some help, hence why I’m reaching out to this sub...

I think I might have treatment resistant anxiety/ depression. I always feel an underlying anxiety that’s there 24/7 and gets worse in social situation etc. But also I think I have derealization after having a mental breakdown a few years back, but how would I know if I had this and how could I approach treating this? I have never returned to my normal state since having this break down.

I have had therapy and I am on 225mg of Effexor and 15mg mirtazapine. The meds help me from becoming acutely Ill but they don’t make me feel calm or anything. 

I basically don’t know what is the best way to approach getting better as I seem to be stuck in the same anxious state for years on end. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",5.0784666666666665,6.160146022857145,6.347785714285719,75.52663095238096,68.77142857142857,9.719047619047616,30.583333333333336,9.928628108626363,3.014361904761905,714,28,134,17,12,241,111,175,0.136,0.721,0.14300000000000002,0.5228,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,0,0,7,0,19,1,0,3,1,36,35,16,0,7,7,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,3,18,5,18,26,6,21,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,6,7,94,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605204716392065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952430686878762,0.1243639404012446,0.0,0.0,0.10163894467305422,0.0,0.2286752755064621,0.16884895151160945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299407885280556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149266671361734,0.0,0.0,0.1650684832140868,0.0,0.0,0.15685062231290706,0.13218655013549654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933284527589005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873097020710614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323785257208564,0.0,0.16668907991176926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114444956844456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617492901669291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647818304548513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036178472989952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246420393525685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976671126808698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660180318690667,0.0,0.15062203742026148,0.1585550313899552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164761559522775,0.11527392215120726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644053548290525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914977270677784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885778306689344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360641354419654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363609658679417,0.16800098723239762,0.0,0.15235717624980535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092224997323938,0.0,0.0,0.19153778732495488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863558116263105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486575573097334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231403648374306,0.21234632146804344,0.0,0.0,0.1924966103256767
anxiety,honkshuu,2020/02/10,"Not sure if this is anxiety but I obsess over my behavior. Like if I hang out with a group of people, I spend the whole next week (or longer) thinking about everything I said or did and if it was okay or if it was weird or if everyone hates me - to the point where I get nauseous. I went out clubbing on Saturday night and got tipsy with my friends. I spent yesterday calling them and apologizing and making sure that I didn’t make any of them mad or do anything stupid and even though they all said it was fine and nothing happened, I can’t stop thinking about it and I’m so embarrassed. I’m at work today and can’t focus on anything. 

It sucks because memories that should be happy are kind of ruined by my overthinking and I just kind of want to erase them so I don’t feel embarrassed and nauseous when I think about them. 

I know that I have depression but I find it impossible to even reach out to anyone I know for help or to talk because I’m so afraid of annoying them. No one wants a friend that just complains about how sad they are. 

I’m so lonely all the time but honestly just want to be a hermit because I can’t stop overthinking about what people think of my behavior. I feel like I can’t even text people normally- I ration out my texts to friends so that I don’t text too much and irritate them. 

Does anyone relate or have any tips on overcoming this?",3.5038317917094868,4.827922802158273,4.428972250770811,86.88754196642687,72.77697841726619,8.172935936964715,26.187735525865026,8.704169506293173,1.7281936964713944,1081,36,228,20,21,350,135,278,0.212,0.65,0.138,-0.9797,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,8,1,21,28,5,4,6,1,20,0,0,3,4,59,46,34,0,10,19,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,14,17,0,2,9,1,2,2,9,15,0,1,10,4,35,13,31,33,4,23,0,4,0,0,19,11,1,12,12,155,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572305420451047,0.0,0.08843740368382325,0.0,0.0,0.16166721615451096,0.0,0.19026590396596116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141495423037995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804549040575073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957029900676216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116659455948558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290677649235084,0.0,0.0,0.11046540062570594,0.10389819651788414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690658442588005,0.08258813714512966,0.0,0.0,0.10566075031967344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679480908877733,0.0,0.06039876944349154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245976955561888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022289984596962,0.1230635262064744,0.0,0.11413586835182793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748750274696263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407693498815905,0.12706681862824448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295739315842747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433428732655302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498287588765635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294708318847225,0.10848733253088973,0.11326822039237867,0.11092598382008484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833684696932636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404375677475471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092839622217506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199333957047594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330168363258607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791243028652774,0.0,0.0,0.09291880975387136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962997128718385,0.11358119082813432,0.0,0.0674101252188562,0.0,0.10957989269467808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456023004769666,0.0,0.09273124782979546,0.0,0.0,0.10716686609143676,0.0,0.1290687009252244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416171702871539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShcruteFarms,2020/02/10,I'm not good at talking about my anxiety. So i try to joke about it along with my depression. Am I being dumb about this?  I want the anxiety pills but I'm afraid of the side effects.,-0.3807692307692321,1.8146432307692355,1.9750769230769265,94.79492307692308,91.05128205128204,6.196923076923077,20.620512820512825,7.554174236665415,0.8135189743589741,142,5,33,3,5,48,29,39,0.23,0.696,0.07400000000000001,-0.6151,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,8,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683107957969744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762203716702051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663721525051759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510881205486834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965626043976771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576394987433636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThomasAlibi,2020/02/10,"I can't Sorry if this isn't the right place but I literally need to out this. I've been spoiled my whole life, I love my parents and I don't blame them for how I turned out. I've tried 4 different majors in college and every single time I went over there I started uncontrollably shaking and had a need to throw up. Today I spontanously started crying and it was only my first day of my last chance at college. I started crying because I knew I couldn't do what was asked of me in my current state.

I have struggled with gender identity my whole life and I'm not even sure if I'm comfortable physically as a man. On top on all of that I've never fully believed someone could be trans because I have always been a Christian.

I have dissapointed my mother so much I feel like I should just leave here and somehow try to make it on myself but I know I can't. I feel useless and pathetic. I have always wanted something great from life but now I feel like I'll just end up working a job I hate. I don't know what to do.",1.6514788732394372,3.5878098638497637,3.521246478873241,88.7858133802817,79.46948356807512,5.950140845070423,23.795539906103286,6.961326702584282,0.8184030046948361,803,28,170,9,20,270,121,213,0.139,0.703,0.158,0.6138,4,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,9,11,1,3,5,0,20,4,0,2,3,36,40,15,0,8,8,2,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,7,3,33,6,22,29,6,30,1,1,0,1,6,14,0,3,14,116,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439612771895888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204399889270948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706887858058094,0.0,0.0,0.1451488958162832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286140763267597,0.0,0.28303053597258226,0.08308560945361335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460141597799866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410640100388847,0.0,0.0,0.08509193941949975,0.0,0.10854602977769956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542311426329456,0.18407438772721427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109583942031432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203709794808242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719435751200753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784530766089325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160476097394584,0.1050148041104676,0.0,0.1364138744723943,0.0,0.0,0.2729923307960789,0.12588105086061946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627538857915025,0.0,0.08599597480637243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947059189555814,0.1910537345006864,0.09936273511621628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979821020581159,0.0,0.0,0.14305204834102467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460141597799866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002133075802853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915844607749507,0.09918072305349812,0.0,0.1442162297291406,0.2735626314782983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134682574933664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214220909010639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512263840308417,0.0,0.1221171245183862,0.0,0.0,0.1749361581085263,0.14013159263502015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759881108049838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942801921879223,0.0,0.2876713644213572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379080984057184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tatceel,2020/02/10,"Hiding from critism For the first time in my life I acted in front of the camera.
Today in class we are going over our monologues but my panic disorder reared its ugly head. I'm now outside my class unable to bring myself through.

I recognize I need to take the critiques with stride as it will make me a better actor but past trauma has polluted my ability to cope. I know if I hear the critism that it would play in my head on repeat for the next decade or two. And that I will use those remarks as ammo to beat myself up on. 

Actors need to be vulnerable to the process but my PTSD is flared.

How can I get in a better headspace? I'm tired of reading online guides that mention if you cant get past this then don't go into film, those articles feel like ableism. I just want to learn how to cope.",4.060399113082038,4.730210317073173,4.758691796008872,87.49983370288251,70.82926829268294,7.427050997782705,25.88470066518847,7.348242739294969,1.0973731707317076,628,18,133,6,11,202,110,164,0.153,0.746,0.10099999999999999,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,4,4,6,0,1,8,0,10,4,2,4,0,22,26,12,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,5,0,5,2,2,0,2,0,2,20,4,27,22,0,24,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,3,10,88,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31426086669116343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361971366521472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983286436526647,0.12692405579674187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511219300475018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564547035196924,0.0,0.20194245716768372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646715072957301,0.0,0.20024159494983676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764014866411637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549018634572176,0.08679824347351946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185929019173971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634729921674586,0.0,0.0,0.18894895787803306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084518344222973,0.0,0.0,0.3392030770612276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076811136216942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771328071110534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358212118496596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359800802272992,0.20420001407388866,0.16840583763427944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355308657508806,0.0,0.0,0.15344569101858727,0.0,0.0,0.1047915392769752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620826202594854,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sn000000000000p,2020/02/10,"Coronavirus in the UK?! This terrifies me. It’s all the way down in Brighton and I’m in Liverpool but I always seem to get sick really easy and I’m extremely anxious right now. Reddit decided to email me with a “breaking news” email even tho I muted the words “news” “virus” “outbreak” etc on my account but it still sent me emails about it??? Ugh. 

I’m terrified someone please tell me the actual facts because I’m like really in a state over this :/",0.6340472027972021,3.147302352272732,2.470454545454544,89.40741258741258,93.6590909090909,6.798601398601399,21.541958041958047,7.882392219407189,1.5506790209790209,349,13,70,9,13,115,61,88,0.226,0.675,0.1,-0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,11,6,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2744971116370488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405466104295256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177760690599039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147092873228073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137111607467235,0.18578847715407967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469616914536242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742340873588252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30877042962280954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604013788461157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402189400717221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25607459041763275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23833493047164064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246374511041127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458586475994035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223273809490644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Theaspergaler,2020/02/10,"Anxiety attack at work, any tips? How do you handle them?  Im fighting the urge to crawl under my desk.. AAAARRGG",-0.6040909090909103,0.7269522272727293,1.6805454545454561,90.8508181818182,117.63636363636364,3.578181818181818,18.03636363636364,5.6839178017228535,0.13068000000000035,87,3,16,1,5,29,22,22,0.299,0.701,0.0,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33838523441947704,0.0,0.38066283036047294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660921219186681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374936601879813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622589094393347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alpacas_are_memes,2020/02/10,"Being away, alone and in a foreign country Hello, this is my first post in this sub, not really sure how it works but i felt like i needed a place to vent a little bit.

Background information, i have just come to terms with the fact that i have a problem with anxiety, mostly related to trust and not messing things up, as i have grown up in a house where i was taught by my parents that everyone in this world is out to get you, be it manipulatig me to get to them, or manipulating me to get stuff from me. Also being taught to never fuck anything up by getting a good beating after wasting ingredients, money or their time with my emotions.

These last months (dezember to now) have been specially bad. I moved out from their house a couple years ago to go to college, there i got into a frat house type of arrangement with people i mostly really like and never had much trouble with (except for last year when, while me and another guy was out, thry all just moved around and each chose their rooms without us, leaving us with the bad rooms, which is important)

In dezember i got a plane to the country they moved to after retirement and have been with them, and will be until the 28th of february, when i go back to my country. During this time i have been dealing with anxiety considering the chance of them doing that again, except now i have a way better relationship with some people in the house, which knows ehat happened and have reassured me they wouldnt let that happen again, as its not fair.

But, even knowing that, i cant stop thinking about that happening by the time i get back, them going behind my back and doing that even though A) its not really a big deal, since i will be moving out in july back to my parents house, in this country and B) i have people reassuring me nothing is going on. Still, i spend my whole day picturing scenarios of that happening and im having a hard time falling asleep everyday, because everytime i think about that my blood boils and everything. Its been hell and im alone, in a country where i barely understand its language, with my family, the reason i am anxious in the first place.",8.686522738886048,6.89645441262136,8.476065406234031,72.9153321410322,61.91262135922331,11.58630556974962,35.519161982626464,10.307518312809881,3.4379786407767003,1686,57,317,30,19,545,200,412,0.11199999999999999,0.802,0.086,-0.8457,2,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,1,9,5,24,16,2,0,23,0,34,4,2,3,5,66,60,26,0,3,13,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,25,31,1,1,8,0,2,11,9,7,0,2,12,2,48,9,67,39,9,76,1,0,0,1,22,30,2,5,35,251,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450748700465679,0.0,0.0,0.1507385214159252,0.0,0.0581952908681736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630719542978047,0.11133989831095584,0.08221100881841008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988469108429729,0.06478200624723911,0.0,0.0,0.06837115936513599,0.22382696867982166,0.12152221835284625,0.0443607917859073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436042120236278,0.07944756018940721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268614826510246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052020950939325,0.0,0.04693155582041108,0.15004830972594885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185807043790555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961296939625353,0.0,0.0,0.06953622539913412,0.06540227411215215,0.0,0.06860243312196744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987199039364178,0.0,0.0,0.12379869212706793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727601971659257,0.1901003582145893,0.0,0.1654307357934578,0.06103722767974619,0.11640392991387705,0.0,0.0,0.07205516248956073,0.25740616116742543,0.0,0.0651889126546702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198423318089695,0.0,0.0,0.15721127647646313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998655588841791,0.11863686560141387,0.0,0.07705444308083244,0.0,0.07441372345783764,0.0,0.07110489534888091,0.07293609635171541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808546572616765,0.30937807828733804,0.05349537845622554,0.053959097516296885,0.11225163491588548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982615524719492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160813493675275,0.0,0.0,0.1513516522876067,0.0,0.15206132347153625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696949195543063,0.0,0.0,0.06963243600430581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398577354588326,0.0748211560042876,0.0,0.07812928803316893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060197283641834624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811536258315296,0.06084017876625397,0.0,0.0,0.08330588350667888,0.0,0.0,0.06858621696860506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834610834033844,0.09325799527838907,0.07149756613193599,0.0,0.16973443756511195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575763102589764,0.17507015416479146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057762578457395235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124670918381037,0.0,0.07014906719680103,0.0,0.05297847192096307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372483742020844
anxiety,TanakaBambooWarrior,2020/02/10,"Fond memories are triggering anxiety in me 31M here. I recently started re-watching an anime series I haven't seen (or really thought of) since high school.

It brought back a rush of good memories but also triggered a wave of anxiety. Hanging out with friends, being deeply invested in pointless (but fun) hobbies, thinking there might be some kind of magic in this world...I miss those times. 

Unfortunately I don't have an outlet for this anxious energy at the moment. Posting my experience here is the best I can do while I try to weather this storm.",6.173361344537817,7.53275952941177,6.751680672268907,72.60970588235296,66.45098039215686,10.142296918767508,36.14005602240896,10.290406445055957,4.073205602240897,440,22,74,11,7,144,80,102,0.105,0.742,0.153,0.8034,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,2,0,11,16,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,3,1,7,6,12,10,2,16,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,3,6,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908819619243475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617657068431537,0.2671200905215336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181470156563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248138659171371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312925129673971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826799266289404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832222006921932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982137201156426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622526899784114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508350449224873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264528010033163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147529709562876,0.0,0.23346488222909564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929903206215425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559307307705015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735983364018067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150698488352285,0.0,0.18771411059091986,0.13787532527170834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053336393471127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LonelyKat232,2020/02/10,"Do you ever feel like you only irritate others with your anxiety? I have a wonderful supportive girlfriend who lets me vent about most things with no problem. But it a have a bad anxiety spike and really need a deep talking session, it triggers some past trauma with and ex and she gets cold and distant. Which in the moment just doubles my anxiety. Now for the most part, I've been trying to focus get support from others but every now and then I need to vent to her and I just feel like I'm ruining her day. I was wondering if there were any couples in here with similar experiences whether past, or present. I want to keep from triggering her but also want to be able to get support from her as well. (I should also mention I never raise my voice or vent TO her or anything like that... It's usually just whining about my anxiety)",3.881500707881077,5.6113872208588935,5.009202453987733,81.48146767343087,72.49693251533742,8.450967437470505,29.716375648890985,9.057496981413335,2.623762057574329,659,28,124,14,13,217,100,163,0.10800000000000001,0.757,0.135,0.7662,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,13,12,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,2,39,25,18,0,7,11,1,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,4,20,7,20,19,5,14,0,2,0,0,14,3,0,9,14,97,29,1,0.1300130545643634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079427855253972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841333544137793,0.0,0.3978385235214347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698966607628804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085554699123263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385697198764846,0.0,0.08384766448236866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760425124131325,0.10954160588753964,0.0,0.0,0.12717771491315824,0.0,0.0,0.1314770136858777,0.18576270431723574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377936475682806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556157663582013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294715694600825,0.0,0.19055343374129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280606514008566,0.10027408273061236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888078660881527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079146841352838,0.2482243437309023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440493457154478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328969192845988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426118207857127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449956845185833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637489638444795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827032976816182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431910114966507,0.0,0.15337013620830448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689734999351825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819872233789104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sucker4Vilains,2020/02/10,"My friend trauma gives me anxiety Hello everyone, i would like to start by apologizing for the possible english mistakes.  


I'm feeling extremely guilty about everything i'm about to write. My friend has told me about her deepest trauma : her family being threatened, an attempt burglary, abandonment issues, her fear of death and her trust issues. Ever since i know her she had insomnia problems which i later found out the reason of. She has never spoke of any of this to anyone and i'm the only one to know about this which is putting me in a very delicate situation because ""i'm the only one to be there for her"".   


Even though i'm flattered for her trust i feel very burden by her story. From that moment on our relation changed from friend/friend to friend/therapist, we haven't been able to spend a night together without her mentioning her trauma.  


I have been dealing with anxiety and panic attacks for a while now and started therapy, it helped me a bit but i'm taking a break for money issues. I have told my friend about it and advised her to see a therapist which she did for a few seances before stopping it because : ""it doesn't help and i feel like talking to you would help me more"". I told her that i wasn't a doctor and that i can't provide her any help but she dismissed that.  


Few month ago she called my heavily crying, i thought the worst, that someone was dying or something. She was actually having a meltdown because she was stressed and her brother in law told her to ""shut up and keep driving"" so she stopped the car in the middle of the road and hit the steering wheel before leaving and calling me.   


Now i found my self pushing her away, her problems are just very triggering to me. She called me 3 times one hour ago and left me a text saying she doesn't feel good and that she needs to see me.   


Since i'm the only one to know about this i am angry that i have all of this responsibility. I'm acting like a terrible person by not being there for her i know that, it's just that her ""worst moment"" are too much for me to handle and that i know she won't hear it.",5.635786924939468,5.8848916392251835,6.052800000000001,81.09092881355934,67.23244552058111,8.835602905569008,30.805714285714288,8.608573733854374,2.2601948474576274,1649,59,323,23,25,532,188,413,0.179,0.762,0.059000000000000004,-0.9935,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,1,0,1,18,25,1,3,22,0,28,2,0,2,3,53,63,20,2,6,7,1,4,3,3,3,2,3,0,2,23,17,0,4,13,0,2,5,9,15,0,4,16,9,66,10,48,40,8,35,0,1,2,0,63,11,0,1,21,229,89,2,0.0749387950081328,0.0,0.07312945387679731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285744045310766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019219007326173,0.0,0.11465594612943936,0.0,0.0,0.052398947883458204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852536978374583,0.07040746474442372,0.0,0.0,0.1370459816406293,0.0,0.12753479009772964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181375517113909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956266508863016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792753085889881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231674746171203,0.0,0.07725860710193838,0.0,0.0,0.07777463790854186,0.0,0.0,0.07670303211945874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949636733826345,0.06778643041183803,0.0,0.07160723006177883,0.06735015687191323,0.0,0.07064562655170653,0.08432697860932058,0.15156522565985606,0.053536290127289325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433304147707606,0.3473851627773896,0.0,0.0,0.07188812066879104,0.0,0.0628551058057745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446146835989146,0.0,0.20091957860779314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379961781229312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346498968349309,0.0,0.06660904423287099,0.0,0.0,0.20592200958835025,0.0,0.0,0.07934936360580938,0.0814212200442912,0.0,0.0,0.1098339298086798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981543121768367,0.0,0.05508863689924372,0.05556616695250678,0.05779741854044256,0.0,0.0,0.0703249826219374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031218677150773,0.17098299142535522,0.0,0.08792452947665932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543366527703058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448223161081479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143412612234903,0.0,0.0753341872172409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704956230704436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959433761345667,0.0,0.0,0.11943303452596965,0.0,0.07817750673738702,0.0,0.0,0.123980291253735,0.08423434540156957,0.0,0.0,0.06349539782480942,0.057691545575532466,0.0,0.0,0.10608412962923508,0.0,0.0,0.12530437632782834,0.08584213649005712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563446475980059,0.060232964796434,0.0,0.0,0.0856990430725446,0.17401943382312568,0.0,0.0,0.07362698561044613,0.05949303249182596,0.04369741401106793,0.0,0.0,0.2864289202471153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549706232165836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223832419070393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646873974942074,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riggin-wife,2020/02/10,"Sickness making leaving my house a battle. I (27f) have severe anxiety, I just got back to work after having to take a month and a half off after losing a pregnancy. So about 6 days ago I noticed my face was getting really red and swelling slightly. The next morning before I had to head to work it was a full on red rash across my cheeks. It hurts like no other, feels like fiberglass on my face along with other symptoms that aren’t visible to others... I work at a small grocery store, and had a couple questions from regulars making sure I was okay, to which I’d reply and say yeah it’s just a rash and tummy issues. Then THE lady came through. She walks up sets all of her groceries down and as I grab her first grocery item she asks (very very loudly) “what the hell is wrong with your face? Do you have that corona virus? DONT TOUCH MY GROCERIES!” And then just stares at me and describes to me how my face looks gross and scaly. I tried to tell her it was not the virus, she just kept on, even standing at the checkout after she’s paid and was okay to leave, to reiterate how gross it was and that I shouldn’t be at work with that “stuff” all over my face. I tried multiple medications on my face that day at work, and lavender (pal of which hurt!) none-of them seemed to help at all. I have been home since. Mostly for the sickness, but now that I have to think of going back, I’m in full panic. I’m embarrassed to leave my house. Once again. I’ve noticed the more I work with the public the worse I am feeling. I’m not sure what to do at this point, I’ve looked into jobs from home so I don’t have to leave anymore. I don’t want to let my husband down by leaving my job again. I know it would break his heart, and make him so much more stressed.  I’m running on low right now. I can barely leave bed, let alone be in a grocery store.  I’m not sure what steps to take to help get myself out there again. Any suggestions on coping without medications?",2.3204254070705588,3.978263331670824,3.1343941616546864,93.59713767052956,76.53117206982544,5.814903916678891,21.519803432594987,6.37848985222837,0.14924579727152665,1520,39,336,11,34,480,202,401,0.126,0.8140000000000001,0.061,-0.9718,3,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,1,8,19,19,2,3,18,3,30,16,11,5,6,52,56,22,0,3,9,1,4,2,1,2,5,2,3,0,22,21,0,1,6,0,3,5,10,12,0,2,13,11,44,7,60,37,10,55,1,4,5,0,22,29,1,3,20,224,66,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033450535978424,0.0,0.0,0.08217743268846431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395728270023275,0.0,0.06069866490028074,0.0,0.07868886371786335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417681175838088,0.0,0.0,0.12202272836282325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751670322034949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074947807755662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877936712509128,0.0,0.10234184953307586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299168331044673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240658712030018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023837536063792,0.05668404376990566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749076874066537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290891668296245,0.0,0.04509356011844812,0.0,0.06345939992854241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143080344947211,0.0,0.0,0.09402414054235222,0.10636648674157764,0.0,0.15917889622878087,0.0,0.0,0.18310682438924056,0.1698808069738728,0.0,0.0,0.08281550695905204,0.15747522737310693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043605906113180964,0.0,0.0,0.5040890344532651,0.0,0.16227116182681095,0.0,0.07752786343485571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133259538668081,0.08876669656388028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889009851334487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986336691829997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333237721921761,0.0,0.05832766330645405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438424797729653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806694890302762,0.0,0.08449977570553747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309419583339487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500661852973803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888449610186687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508304028002539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776014854987167,0.0,0.06309828405531978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223265693107155,0.0,0.08963720195694977,0.0,0.06563495751501561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908893651490488,0.0,0.09083097764417772,0.0,0.0,0.2243450118264924,0.08246977733960392,0.11931504641249928,0.0,0.0693509782310759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084103623721288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774001712674784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093577677035784,0.04679970366377411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648569448041104,0.0,0.34658438488008314,0.0,0.08085927645356303,0.05636437162281599,0.0867512403673119,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexthelion17,2020/02/10,"How do people pick a career? I (25f) really don’t like my current job. My boss is sick a jerk but I have to deal with it. I try really hard to fly under the radar and I have gotten better at it recently. I really don’t want to do this forever. I am married, buying a house and have 2 children I have to provide for. My husband has recently pushed me to go to college but I seriously have to interest in anything. I really don’t get out much either since I work from home. It’s nice but I really hate how bad my anxiety has become. 

I just feel stuck. I was interested in a few things before I had my kids but I’ve slowly become more and more afraid of taking chances. How do people know what they want to do for the rest of their lives!?",0.3678506787330278,2.459012089743592,3.2683107088989485,87.97472850678736,85.15384615384616,6.747511312217196,18.79185520361991,7.928766900206844,0.7956520361990949,570,15,124,12,17,202,93,156,0.146,0.713,0.141,-0.2149,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,5,10,2,1,6,0,18,1,0,5,0,20,28,10,0,2,6,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,4,2,22,5,19,24,6,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,88,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513160723472386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460525396214956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657521452688814,0.0,0.3613033295817418,0.13918714032725146,0.0,0.0,0.1446655344495314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686348419900981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827065709540281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545926022979887,0.0,0.0929613470547844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652776835813305,0.16149280796455032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164075364389642,0.0,0.0,0.1887393344574704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162319289338762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989451622754831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991268154757061,0.0,0.1444364667262406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024373629589775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267995066840079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523939860063937,0.0,0.3230138776957998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135307880958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298527117037672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866951258164304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105418487140624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295719756530474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908186446865968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buttonblanket,2020/02/10,"Double Espresso, Adderall, with a Side of Anxiety Don't worry this isn't a worrying post, or at least it shouldn't be. I have anxiety, depression, etc, the whole thing, as well as ADHD. I take adderall for my ADHD for school, and I don't abuse it in anyway, I just take the daily dose. On top of that I have issues with caffeine, a few late nights early in the semester have me latching on to heavy amounts of caffeine to get through my day. With assignments, adderall, anxiety, and a coffee rush, my brain has lapses of paranoia. Nothing serious just, ""oh god I'm goofing off I got to get this work done, but I wonder want color the sun would look like for frogs?"", ten wiki pages later I find myself two hours into ""studying"" and I get worried. I feel this rush of anxiety for a moment, maybe a light panic, and it takes a moment to bring me back to base. I'm wondering if anyone has suggestions on what I should do to keep on track, and what I should to to calm down.

PS: I've tried music and ambient sounds but it doesn't help...",4.688929765886286,5.008309323671501,5.669275362318842,82.7774247491639,69.28985507246377,8.688071348940914,28.483463396506878,8.617729084823388,1.9790292827945004,798,26,162,12,13,264,123,207,0.063,0.821,0.11599999999999999,0.544,0,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,11,0,16,3,1,0,0,26,32,12,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,11,10,1,1,4,0,0,3,5,3,1,2,2,5,18,3,33,25,7,25,0,1,2,0,2,12,0,4,10,111,29,3,0.0,0.14984856055614582,0.0,0.0,0.3039893741014038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870027323567316,0.0,0.0,0.08843211664148283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097249110346201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118450475622396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815639344555803,0.0,0.10893009114943704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942469826261765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104963738867635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394800972032644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155930561427588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982290962191411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115115878747646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477147122552736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454937883464315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320038403122802,0.0,0.1124140656808582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266584991023507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061787798447379715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620457151296077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127058056355488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186853423062086,0.0,0.12135323132395348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148387564262183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112515238504168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799634888904254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852734634820644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402233301071946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586614112664695,0.0,0.12354470210556408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459642325379283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371345703859495,0.0,0.0,0.14120139737020676,0.0,0.0,0.27430683426877,0.09207307398573226,0.3853151632090572,0.0,0.08984203302262057,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timtocri,2020/02/10,Voices in my head Sometimes I hear things telling me stuff like if you don’t do this your mom will die or if u don’t step back and step again you will be buried alive and if I try to ignore them they’ll get more specific and say that I’ll die of something in 20 minutes or something like that. Sometimes it says mean or racist things and it makes me feel like there’s something in my head that I can’t control like stereotypical evil things if I don’t obey what it tells me to do. I don’t believe any of these things will happen usually but I feel like a bad person if I don’t redo something because then if something does happen it’s my fault. Does anyone know what I could do or what this sounds like? I can’t afford a therapist and it’s been happening for years and it’s just getting worse. Advice?,4.088504572350729,4.540288071005918,4.4361377084454015,90.62197417966652,70.65680473372781,7.328886498117268,26.01452393760086,6.980632752743323,0.8807822485207097,640,18,143,5,11,201,88,169,0.146,0.763,0.091,-0.9074,1,0,5,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,2,1,4,10,1,0,2,0,17,2,2,3,0,27,28,18,2,7,12,1,2,6,0,4,0,5,0,1,20,6,0,2,4,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,1,7,20,6,8,21,1,10,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,10,11,89,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884346160011904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574515240571743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788250149973171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564766139310825,0.09300124887195728,0.06789884340424593,0.0,0.0,0.12549197825045766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492697828739315,0.08893131054740785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311986632642035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494632591363606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263851080574272,0.15914595099894982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638741270261985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29549034053672113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862487913142004,0.0,0.1255382159740924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121390550154687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32650049470731385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434989387509718,0.0,0.0,0.12133017034313122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045196125040442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725648586314596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771545527547046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287454296603053,0.2203238673944585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750838998029967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470959813829827,0.0,0.0,0.1293257723977184,0.2959951531296328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562263710348888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267408456877026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351013082733967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172784572687474
anxiety,pcrmai,2020/02/10,"Haircut related anxiety. Hey,

I was just wondering whether anybody else experienced this as I'm really struggling with it at the moment.  


I haven't had my haircut now in around a year due to having anxiety related hairsalons. It isn't so much the part of having my haircut, more so the part that I always feel really uncomfortable being around the hairdressers themselves.  


I've always had really low self-confidence and hairdressers tend to be super glam and pretty, and I'm always afraid that they're silently judging me because I'm not like that.   


Obviously this is a bad situation to be in, because I have self-confidence issues due to the way I look but then I'm too afraid to go somewhere to improve my looks. I'm getting really frustrated at myself because I am in DESPERATE need of a haircut, and I'm getting so upset at the state of my hair, but I can't bring myself to book an appointment.  


Sorry for my rant - I'm just hoping I'm not being stupid and I'm alone in this.",6.585011899095669,6.630311727748692,7.677106139933366,70.94808186577822,65.2303664921466,10.924512137077585,35.16468348405521,10.637119530657019,3.8992471204188472,784,34,138,19,11,267,100,191,0.168,0.7509999999999999,0.081,-0.9204,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,4,10,0,15,1,1,0,1,20,35,13,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,3,5,15,3,22,28,4,20,0,1,2,0,1,10,0,2,7,92,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960604289035973,0.0,0.0,0.3605804850477903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100683283413655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571812304939881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060923803851804,0.2641650902330644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066896106305908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303797060176026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093772754239024,0.0,0.08209393830462865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434708742369602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076767283631667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057069369764539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426022766263061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061869495412548,0.10710741994176627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31284930628358143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469569979483131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701520075613915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013845115960017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236720834382984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169930747898367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100990462143024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465723172791945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664924197645594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930206951432809
anxiety,babygirlrhi,2020/02/10,"Anxiety after highschool This coming May, I will be graduating from highschool. I am not planning on going to college right away, but I am planning to get a job and save up money. 

I am planning on going to a community college spring of 2021. I still haven't filled out my FAFSA. I am planning on being a vet technician because I love animals. 

I don't have a job right now because I am focusing on school work, and recently I was in martial arts, (I quit, but that's a long story). 

I feel like everyone knows that they are doing with their life, and I don't feel ready to enter adulthood with all these new responsibilities. I am happy to graduate and start the next chapter of my life, but I am very anxious. I don't know how to plan my future, or even plan for the first few months after highschool. 

I am not well at communicating with certain people, so a job at a restaurant is definitely not the option for me. Does anyone have any recommendations for jobs, and life after high school in general?",5.10323076923077,5.987339323076924,6.416923076923079,75.77307692307696,68.58974358974359,8.871794871794874,30.89743589743589,9.057496981413335,2.6190512820512826,788,31,147,14,13,267,113,195,0.048,0.823,0.129,0.9608,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,9,6,6,0,0,10,0,22,4,0,1,2,28,32,11,0,0,7,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,4,1,1,5,7,0,1,1,1,2,23,6,29,27,2,33,0,0,0,1,3,14,0,3,15,109,27,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353285607034363,0.0,0.10521878055500168,0.15538261175542006,0.0,0.09617213210099597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922465571936687,0.0,0.0,0.16768789937751222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847972161287836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036339002564395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084478544802292,0.0,0.0,0.13142668444802566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909011051611725,0.09825959058892296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699262903523258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185969514197005,0.0,0.15633587375740854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641535842161155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532002134204872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459543935287874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511782927602275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29144863649026564,0.06719577162901068,0.0,0.0,0.12171979465486905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413646698406038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978421867438183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328383235480038,0.14627681984123742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535387601552822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629218977160532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358055213409867,0.0,0.0,0.23491917696563003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783984425863622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735249790905387,0.0,0.10984072511784264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348604442480288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366622022984193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013176400831357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Opera__Guy,2020/02/10,"Anxiety and medicine / out of body experiences Hey guys! Lots of questions here.

First off, do you guys take any medicine? I'm taking some for my bipolar and the thought of medicine always gives me anxiety. tons of self doubt if anything is working, if I even need it, so on and so forth.

Also - have you guys ever had any like, ""out of body"" experiences? Where you're talking and kind of just like, blank out but you keep talking? I've been getting this fairly frequently since starting Bupropion but i'm not sure if it's that or if it's something else.

Sorry, mainly just venting and looking for conversation so I can calm the fuck down hah",3.071097560975609,5.501287430894312,3.565223577235773,87.75807926829269,77.130081300813,6.376422764227643,28.136178861788625,7.492282038375204,1.6544910569105689,506,22,98,7,12,158,82,123,0.11,0.836,0.054000000000000006,-0.7234,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,2,10,7,1,1,2,1,6,4,2,0,2,27,18,16,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,7,5,14,15,4,11,0,0,1,1,13,7,1,9,6,62,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844479469800638,0.12324071793054805,0.0,0.0,0.20144193679931185,0.0,0.2266099404333461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188322861209773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290372011524913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372823829920032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978263163214259,0.13397542365987794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897631345081856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598365309392648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369267895143166,0.0773821990227683,0.14208214482159448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399613164924469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164839727450794,0.0,0.15423544157262165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447196947721991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124376442914189,0.0,0.0,0.12591918759491474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982287625101912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591889129837253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545127029433499,0.0,0.0,0.12251944781040892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402354738427566,0.0,0.16579881248932138,0.10483415430136088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395934321620876,0.0,0.22272298414436245,0.2380929908202832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117584067850714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078270103384656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,agw212,2020/02/10,I need to tell my therapist about past trauma but I’m too afraid to bring it up. So I have anorexia on top of a few other mental illnesses. My therapist and I have been working on working through past trauma to help me get through it. There’s one main traumatic event that involved my sister force feeding me when I was young that triggered my anxiety towards food. Ever since it happened my sister has tried to convince me that I was exaggerating what happened/manipulating people to make them feel bad for me. I know that I’m not because there are time I vividly remember her making me throw up doing it. I can’t talk about it with anyone without feeling like a liar and being terrified of my sister finding out I told someone. I’ve never told anyone about what she did because just thinking about it makes me anxious. How do I get over this when talking to my therapist?,6.556745562130178,6.837673816568053,6.920526627218938,75.54658875739645,65.27218934911242,9.126863905325443,35.834911242603546,8.841846274778883,3.1522184615384616,701,32,124,10,10,228,106,169,0.196,0.74,0.064,-0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,13,7,1,1,2,0,12,3,0,5,2,22,28,7,0,1,4,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,4,2,0,6,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,6,3,26,2,24,21,2,19,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,0,10,95,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781239706587348,0.15921275410477534,0.0,0.1970855019997917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767211804695568,0.17182136397579822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748082934990154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251864680242224,0.10068166481520346,0.0,0.0,0.12880905921287766,0.0,0.17041522212857302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726203715369734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462547422792974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446357610933133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774523998512152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885213052082154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822190968928093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202604867761656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449910113077136,0.10869524778121756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549899588346286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690705894527585,0.09770432510745833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964819095580746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658019352873558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941100785851455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22655119202476465,0.12318055453507876,0.0,0.0,0.4908978451585098,0.0,0.09030336985256332,0.0,0.0,0.08217843224274747,0.0,0.0,0.26933263841344224,0.0,0.09568340197791747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585317035767328,0.0,0.2051999736782251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UniqueAway,2020/02/10,"Voice issues I have Voice issues and I can't be sure if it's anxiety... I struggle while I am talking like I am putting too much effort just to be able to talk in a normal voice tone and mostly it doesn't work and people ask me to repeat what I say, I always had this and I was always anxious. 

So, the reasons I connect this to anxiety... I was using headphones once and the teacher asked something and I answered then people all were laughing and saying why did I shouted that much but I hadn't put any effort... That means I am capable of talking in a more audible tone. Also, sometimes my voice is really full and I talk easily, it's commanding like it has a body but most of the time even if I put too much effort it's weak and dull like pale, grey I don't know how to tell. I think I am a baritone but when I am confident I have a low tone if I am not it's high. 

I really struggle talking to people this is why I stop, I don't have approaching anxiety but this voice issue is so bad, people ask me to repeat every fucking single time. I can't talk to the teacher because she will never hear or understand what I say even if I am super close. 

Help meeee!",2.75933515482696,3.752698303278688,4.688469945355191,85.59250455373406,74.1639344262295,7.38943533697632,25.4408014571949,7.793537801064563,1.3383331511839711,902,29,190,12,18,310,118,244,0.111,0.7509999999999999,0.139,0.7751,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,10,13,1,2,9,0,28,3,1,3,3,36,38,25,0,5,11,0,0,3,0,1,1,11,0,0,14,10,0,1,6,0,0,4,8,7,0,0,6,12,32,6,12,29,9,19,0,2,1,1,16,6,1,7,12,136,46,1,0.09414045627939983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528408887462601,0.15666480211835354,0.0,0.0,0.06401873848379191,0.0,0.21605157413994255,0.10635191958019144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640258557813233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860334874381311,0.05738714836779776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045688244797105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435776702550973,0.0,0.07931739465998036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703133487120246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610313614684302,0.0,0.06310036344843034,0.09946456072889484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947745336918903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173713278553357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797681515997892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102546555108714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761220191526286,0.0,0.07260692345771251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092237659242363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025651352544004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610605559810141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839114809878832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061757379347135,0.0967920681260756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245928080638562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247392253044636,0.09310731842556053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787056367801697,0.0,0.19683208997535395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872626593679736,0.0,0.0,0.4539991966816608,0.08228290819676957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060321403158819176,0.0,0.0,0.10978811422802652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980035350283626,0.0,0.08130712826858079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989423836174697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853537337882602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HolyReddit013,2020/02/10,"Thank you Dear reddit,
I just wanted to thank this community. I have been suffering from anxiety and depression for quite a while now after my overdose from last year. Before I got my anxiety, I honestly thought it was just all a excuse or exaggrating to get out of stuff and it could be just solved in few days just like a cold. But as soon as I experienced my first panic attack, I passed out and it was something that I never experienced before. Because of how bad my mental mind was I had to drop out of college and I was just staying in my room for months, probably didn’t get out of my room for 3 months. Reddit was my only place where I communicated with someone. Throughout the past couple of months, I got to talk to some of you guys and it helped me a lot and commenting on your posts to help. (which helped me)

Now, I’m almost anxiety free. I no longer have panic attacks or feel afraid that panic attack will come again. I have accepted who I am as a person and by accepting who I am, have helped me tremendously. I know that anxiety and depression can’t just be cured but I think the only way to cure is to accept who you are and what you are going through. Keep thinking about the panic attacks and keep thinking about what pulls you down and fight it through your mind. Be prepared for the next panic attack and remember it feels like hours but truly its only a moment. If the attack comes, don’t fight it, let it do it’s thing. Anxiety and other mental illness is not going to kill you, it’s just a period in your life that is trying to make you stronger.

I will be going back to college this year and honestly it scares me but I’m just gonna go for it. It’s just something I have to do anyway. This time, I’m not just going to runaway like I do when I come to obstacles and no more drugs for me. People who takes drugs to get away from anxiety, depression and such. Don’t.. its just working temporarily not long term.

Stay strong. It will go away. Nothing lasts forever:) 

Sincerely,
Stranger.",2.877010714285717,4.821020822500003,4.118642857142857,85.88950000000003,75.775,7.371428571428572,23.92857142857143,8.238735603445708,1.411957142857143,1579,50,318,28,35,517,183,400,0.18600000000000005,0.696,0.11699999999999999,-0.9812,0,0,4,0,2,0,42.0,0,10,0,4,23,35,9,7,12,0,35,4,0,2,2,69,67,29,1,3,21,0,2,3,0,4,4,0,2,2,33,24,0,2,11,0,1,11,10,21,0,1,11,5,43,15,51,46,6,57,0,4,0,0,25,15,0,6,29,231,76,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666161735983217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053532211470727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540975348976332,0.12500672303110824,0.051154383186674784,0.055546426420210716,0.040553628633137516,0.0,0.11321744250022922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191876034045658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311559315268512,0.07360974731167269,0.0,0.0429037627439496,0.0,0.17189622414171707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429806548850164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727508316761834,0.047526183596783685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565869767385911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042712587358728,0.0,0.22684953380405606,0.0,0.10641382976091956,0.0,0.0,0.0658711935261338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836388659727018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551470371182216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826272077840735,0.07360115601023906,0.0,0.03656094664402591,0.10845512886737092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802733641189945,0.046989277158085166,0.09750372132309476,0.0,0.0,0.05887341147523829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655802133363631,0.0,0.0,0.04440661775595621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408511028035489,0.0,0.13434457956072735,0.0,0.15930124178645766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130894797607643,0.0,0.07075114962378046,0.0,0.0,0.06383348571506192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178804924823375,0.0,0.3902696022299172,0.0,0.0,0.06350658910089639,0.0461207480208026,0.05808793216662324,0.0695055046727899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637135130243466,0.0,0.0717262736522514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075858374932642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753609830368472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660412581468382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636725905731909,0.10242992110532316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181571664661108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615634723090131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001926842655675,0.053471074231845966,0.0,0.12249639494347064,0.0,0.0,0.0441969145400685,0.12788151277291268,0.0,0.052814208422235685,0.038791842244893966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516678322626096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923875504768527,0.052805237718904836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484317161470588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568111833494826
anxiety,MountainJewz,2020/02/10,"How do i stop overthinking I cant even watch movies without being anxious i always overthink every little detail. like i was watching rick and morty and was like ""thats unrealistic"" which caused anxiety. i use to be able to just watch without overthinking every little detail and its like this for most movies. songs or even video games i play just overthink on every negative detail.",4.795962732919257,7.784740231884061,4.842691511387166,77.89956521739133,74.21739130434783,6.8414078674948255,25.799171842650104,7.957251820313856,1.9681867494824024,312,11,48,5,7,97,46,69,0.106,0.742,0.151,0.2971,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,13,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,6,4,6,3,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,2,4,33,10,0,0.2038224572469655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959661230609452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592362190733008,0.2302613609331921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093818090724715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692456214324888,0.0,0.5151876330631994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987320714226365,0.4085672964844956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040470082395062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603716117767254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929551507294525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Puns4DaysCosplay,2020/02/10,"Anxiety attack over my car Idk where to start with this

I have horrible anxiety. I’m anxious about almost everything.  Well as of lately, my mini van, that was given to me by my father who passed away back in November 2019, has practically blown it’s engine. My blue car that I’ve had since my senior year of high school may end up kicking the bucket next. 
 My anxiety puts me in a position to where I’m scared to ask for help, scared to take it to a mechanic nearby because I’m also scared of them telling me there’s a lot of stuff wrong with the car, and scared of prices.  Lately I’ve been trying to be frugal and save what I can so I can afford gas, groceries, and necessities.  I’m a mother of 4 kids. I’m trying to do everything I can to take care of them, raise them right, and be a good mom. I’m scared of failing them. I’m scared of not being able to give them everything they want (they’ve been spoiled rotten by my parents, their grands, etc). 

I feel like I’m failing everything now 😣😣",2.417075956596232,3.96395482524272,4.029086236436323,87.75888920616792,75.99029126213594,7.371330668189606,22.797258709308966,8.124751697461798,1.106410394060537,778,22,167,13,17,260,117,206,0.207,0.713,0.08,-0.9773,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,7,2,9,17,1,6,7,0,14,0,0,0,0,13,31,7,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,11,1,0,5,3,22,6,31,22,2,23,0,2,1,0,17,9,0,3,10,97,30,4,0.10430651691255637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444790964277392,0.0,0.0,0.08341388389006472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938259981584198,0.11783667444154425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751251296846568,0.11866372116572925,0.09799940619991873,0.08020527304870975,0.0,0.0635842845718066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634744565729157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238461417006556,0.0,0.11632933854003345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749758867118768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274050901115198,0.0745165965237578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006031553532953,0.0,0.08748735759707665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991445959947404,0.11020556194328443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353245886988959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095889543779592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886776706427124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216253195525435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093116406813816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582004318734727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485685915040463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907719552219735,0.0,0.0,0.6265741190908003,0.10556376377467408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862834286638711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382868953340363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940600674934734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685103922409244,0.0,0.09116849327740886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416345562480675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152268616369198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378408541348182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404280193253527,0.0,0.06716997706819622
anxiety,AlexJBarke,2020/02/10,"I dont know who needs to here this, but we dont know what your thinking or feeling if you dont tell us. If you let what your thinking and feeling build up until it makes you anxious and all stressy and depressy then when you end up talking about it to whoever you need to talk to about it it's going to come out wrong and come accross negatively. Sit down grab a glass of water and chill out, talk to whoever it is about whatever your thinking make it your goal to get them to understand not to just acknowledge and be ready to accept that you need to do something about it not someone else. Get it out, and dont let it build up again!",7.482272727272727,5.2155711666666695,7.293030303030302,81.95954545454545,64.60606060606061,10.618181818181819,35.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.701809090909091,502,18,111,6,6,160,72,132,0.049,0.8740000000000001,0.077,0.4199,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,2,10,1,1,8,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,1,36,27,14,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,13,1,0,10,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,3,14,1,24,24,1,16,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,3,5,82,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488886078831991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270560471862465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6178417875853507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009616331372296,0.0,0.1167295042803592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332770294636436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771283481114227,0.0,0.07490101480139456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486000265370008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26953460010483965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594573873050348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931685802413902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166780466773377,0.10146071153193148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177907302512533,0.11519291520413613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533429517021313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720118974442105,0.15853078505013868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409498655070893,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BookHockey69er,2020/02/10,"Skiing Weekend I went skiing with my friends this weekend. It was really fun, but the weather wasn't great. I skied Friday and had fun, did decent enough etc. Saturday more of my friends, including my best friend and brother, came up and join and I just couldn't do it. I was panicking on top of the mountain and felt so lost/afraid/unconfident in doing what I did the day before. 

I dont know what's wrong. Lately I feel more and more hopeless and not myself. I feel like I fuck everything up. I've gone from the person everyone looks to, to being so unreliable in my eyes",2.3852392344497635,4.6057988157894725,3.771116427432218,86.48433014354067,78.3859649122807,6.952472089314195,23.52153110047847,8.00094639256281,1.3406947368421052,451,15,90,8,11,148,74,114,0.151,0.616,0.233,0.8827,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,11,1,0,4,0,11,2,1,0,0,17,20,10,0,1,3,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,4,5,0,3,4,3,0,0,10,5,14,8,11,8,6,14,0,1,2,1,5,6,1,0,6,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675581966383429,0.0,0.2066477205364405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252156602332917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699239544049867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078020718828704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346344776465144,0.2196097018561155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815851464881486,0.17697242956403586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912994615185453,0.1406744657134212,0.18906706328335746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564027695446279,0.1820426097145628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170969368638275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082180651987657,0.0,0.2221260922316368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620159432231314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535706661511956,0.0,0.21495346310175756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193656640442262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614731201869592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825400372344354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529311561090994,0.0,0.0
anxiety,neumommi,2020/02/10,"Do you recall any specific event in your childhood that may have spurred the development of anxiety in your later years? [TRIGGER] The reason I am asking this is because [a post was recently submitted](https://www.reddit.com/r/AskMen/comments/f1m4fl/what_are_some_intrusive_thoughts_you_guys_have/) to the /r/AskMen community asking what kinds of intrusive thoughts the users have experienced and one comment caught my attention: ""Sometimes I am aware of my tongue.""

This comment reminded me of a significant epiphany that I had in my childhood which stuck with me throughout the years and it occurred to me that this epiphany may very well explain why I have such terrible social anxiety.

At one point in my very young childhood I had this sudden epiphany (literally out of nowhere) that I'm just a soul/consciousness in a body suit and I can make this body suit do anything I want it to do; at the same time, being aware that I was trapped within it and there was nothing I could do about it. Just as suddenly, I was aware of nearly everything going on in my body like breathing, my tongue and eyes moving, muscles sliding over my bones, the hairs on my body. It was that realization that my consciousness and my body were totally separate things.

I remember laying there thinking, ""Oh my god... what if I never get over this? What if I never forget this and I have to spend the rest of my life aware of my body and that I'm trapped in it?""

Over the years, the thought would reemerge at the most unexpected of times and I'd have the same feeling like, ""Will I ever forget this? Will I ever be normal again?"".

Fortunately, I got older and came to terms with this self-awareness and have found ways to use it to my advantage when studying psychology, sociology, and the like. The hardest part became accepting that not everyone has had this realization and that it was impossible to describe it to them - that they'd just have to figure it out on their own, if they ever would at all.

I often miss that ignorance, though, and what it must be like to not obsessively think about the facial expressions you're making, your body language, how your eyebrow hairs feel... 

I can't just have a normal conversation - shit, even type this post - without being conscious of how my entire body feels and how the words my brain is creating will be interpreted. I'm hyper conscious of everything, especially that my consciousness is separate from my own body and everything around me, and this disconnect gives me terrible anxiety in social settings. 

""Am I making the right facial expressions? What are hands doing right now? Should I face them or a little off to the left? Are my eyes too squinted? Do I look interested? Is that a hair sticking up off of my head?""

I'm just curious if anyone else has had an experience like this (not necessarily the exact same one) that they think could explain their current anxieties?

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**TL;DR:** At a very young age I became aware that my consciousness and my body are completely separate things and that although I can manipulate my body, I will always be trapped within it. I believe this hyper-awareness of my body and consciousness has led to the intense social anxiety I currently suffer from because I am too aware and critical of every word I speak and everything my body is doing at any given time. Wondering if anyone else remembers having a specific experience in their childhood that may explain their current anxiety?",8.218770226537218,8.773251152103558,7.716650485436894,70.31374595469258,61.750809061488674,11.138511326860844,36.260517799352755,10.864195022040775,4.0989721682847895,2764,118,461,66,36,870,257,618,0.07,0.8690000000000001,0.061,-0.867,3,3,0,0,0,0,100.0,0,5,9,1,26,17,1,1,30,0,65,28,27,11,9,109,99,35,0,14,15,0,7,5,0,11,1,1,0,0,52,28,0,1,26,0,1,6,7,7,1,3,19,12,73,10,65,60,11,76,0,2,3,0,29,35,1,12,36,354,125,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043090794990144315,0.0,0.0,0.0704336468238404,0.0,0.2377007205876161,0.0,0.0,0.07242111778991234,0.10612346397893896,0.04261615239713688,0.046101262289863096,0.09682739938803024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313754747585561,0.0,0.0,0.058346028719922526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7478054843480405,0.0,0.05781123440996881,0.0,0.059230342675641263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429751085045547,0.0,0.0,0.0826951470785422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652251042625607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03420471587664036,0.1405324703942154,0.04363264174506207,0.04948453978930521,0.18617067101569415,0.10131492281496086,0.0,0.0,0.07855493886618846,0.03699652502533662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678159120701998,0.0,0.0,0.027056483684684315,0.04967865066899077,0.029431651562752705,0.0,0.04141866249132407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314823285862895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053928019120804124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626654737935572,0.0,0.036578572835779394,0.12650215779291835,0.051904013214355504,0.0,0.0,0.043487898262967166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370434279157896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504120958922225,0.0,0.0,0.07988239888670841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148020515242008,0.04969086455053751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527629824899946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608009534163205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895529773362089,0.0,0.09919494479320534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324549111091218,0.0511332516119511,0.0,0.11732877684903648,0.08845134767455655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402496283458117,0.0,0.05315844157698603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837046878401925,0.0,0.0,0.05121850366015167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880974364350033,0.09954873775939266,0.050880302112836916,0.08222592414169014,0.09059195923881762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472719778897075,0.0,0.12818868644040532,0.030545216830391245,0.04110597887074025,0.0,0.0,0.04656258370404722,0.0,0.046729563349667665,0.0,0.0,0.04992066059032836,0.056160613105345904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357576300468498,0.0,0.0,0.1000470708600805
anxiety,NewMeGoodlife,2020/02/10,Skipping class today because of anxiety The panic always happens in that specific class and im tired of dealing with it. Im just gonna hide somewhere. The worst part is the teacher will most likely confront me in front of the whole class about it the next day. It seems like there is no way out of these shit situations im so tired of high school and i might just quit to be home schooled,2.0493987341772133,4.350277278481016,2.74985759493671,92.93592563291142,80.01265822784809,5.468987341772152,23.799050632911392,6.6274283507984215,0.6263531645569622,311,11,65,3,8,97,57,79,0.268,0.7040000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,1,5,0,5,3,1,0,0,9,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,11,4,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,5,39,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337081191926593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292848270641575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979559871820041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103632660628843,0.16566577953716533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209887610648686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697792887943978,0.1611865781927234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207228668634986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570114043723051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704681836815762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708971290425041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885367373627395,0.0,0.17401312911469036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091508593393984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32525655547852544,0.0,0.1462874172434824,0.0,0.0,0.16494741496640594,0.0,0.18062386856575546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36938225590206974,0.1523166599536053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754935534693565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940621172405813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missgibbo,2020/02/10,"Increased Anxiety post abusive relationship Also potential trigger warning:


Back story: I have had anxiety since I was 10 - so half my life or 10 years.
I am fairly good with using grounding techniques etc. but still to this day struggle with eye contact, and overthinking/rumination.


3-4 years ago I was in a relationship (1.5 years long) that resulted in 1 year of sexual abuse - never intercourse but other forms were constant. I was afraid to be alone with him, I stopped wearing even slightly revealing clothing. I cried, a lot. I broke up with him over the phone. 


1 month later her confessed to me that he felt up his step sister while she was asleep (14 yrs old - he was 18)


2 months later he came past my parents house when they weren’t home, pinned me to a wall and tried to feel me up. I yelled at him and told him to get out.
(He did and I locked the door)


I still see him occasionally because I became best friends with his sister and I don’t plan on changing that anytime soon because she’s awesome.


2 years later he starts dating a girl who’s as socially awkward as him. I want to warn her but I stay silent.


2.5 years later they announce they’re pregnant and getting married.

*cue uncontrollable anxiety* I cried and cried and cried - i still don’t fully understand but man it messed me up. 

3 years later - baby is born and her middle name is Skye. This is important because it’s the name I told him I’d want to call my baby if I ever had a girl. It’s important because I was the one who suggested it. And he still used it - probably without telling his wife where he got the name.

*cue more uncontrollable anxiety* I feel like these are such stupid things to be anxious about. And it’s hard to express why it makes me so anxious to others - especially my mum who didn’t believe me.

I want to write a letter to him basically saying if he ever hurts his wife I will show his mother every text of him admitting to sexually assaulting me and his step sister. And then I’ll take legal action.

Going to my home town makes me physically shake and feel nauseated despite using all my normal anxiety coping techniques.

Advice and encouragement needed ❤️",2.901984558694508,5.317151932853719,4.223108147628238,82.90019652570628,77.63309352517986,7.0419137860443355,25.998069836813478,8.096554002634818,1.8231722407439896,1704,66,318,31,41,560,225,417,0.16699999999999998,0.75,0.08199999999999999,-0.9874,2,1,0,0,1,0,50.0,0,0,2,2,16,16,2,6,11,0,23,4,3,7,4,60,48,30,0,7,8,8,5,1,1,1,1,2,3,3,19,22,0,1,8,1,0,7,6,11,0,2,17,9,59,5,36,28,7,60,1,2,2,0,65,15,0,4,37,196,78,1,0.0,0.189301849212268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806291393977266,0.07081342890373513,0.0,0.0,0.08273699740132641,0.0,0.06388418281009926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055598791432845,0.18049512384962568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061426804349869066,0.0,0.19478915835105906,0.0,0.0,0.09000328870729872,0.08383461148798567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157174290359401,0.0913674117849208,0.0,0.0,0.08450797199528105,0.0,0.0,0.08632754474836908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510006589972848,0.051519359158890214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909313873052478,0.05276343541690279,0.14452151281059547,0.06730674457543734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117710489083568,0.057070018235623216,0.07670234036159909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171912400402745,0.0,0.08347346223567259,0.0,0.045400612361309815,0.06700393370569181,0.0638915093257054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156146745028279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026278131070634,0.0,0.0,0.0921768200710922,0.08551878189245005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642529446593635,0.03902788408988878,0.0,0.0,0.07069590722854882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679155586374461,0.0,0.0,0.10664801140423474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752724338008647,0.0,0.0,0.0592338795557818,0.0616124076254145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827055587838555,0.0,0.0,0.08382610187380979,0.0,0.054132293566623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870308475032386,0.0,0.0762594831686772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650795992803326,0.0,0.08612978016573393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153366346566412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352793453288286,0.0,0.0,0.06365817879915557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608188077550292,0.0,0.0,0.08143292318488897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654317097856405,0.08514701710309208,0.2551857644803186,0.06678762223745664,0.0,0.0835133785029944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006374476551301,0.0,0.06982320471651131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307219153466148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266750518990807,0.0,0.0542368216273439,0.0,0.0,0.08316333293498979,0.0,0.206985547293708,0.0,0.0,0.14135512027097194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208398709559558,0.0,0.0,0.07700650286137177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601042447587253
anxiety,coccoL,2020/02/10,Anxiety=Puking I threw up at work today from my stress and anxiety. I'm embarrassed because lately my stress from the work place and coping with my own mental health issues have been hard to deal with on a day to day basis and it has been reflecting in my work.  Has anyone out there been through this? What helped you get back to functioning??? I need all advice I can get!!,2.6957142857142853,4.919803243243244,3.522046332046333,88.64013513513515,77.37837837837839,6.93127413127413,20.03088803088803,7.957251820313856,0.8197050193050193,296,7,59,5,7,94,53,74,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.8944,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,3,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,9,12,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,8,0,13,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,40,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949396832063232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260958894440094,0.0,0.0,0.13948830684430458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339578265780454,0.0,0.12160747948212047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25730957369014884,0.2056658144695465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084509719546396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870418987050127,0.0,0.0,0.21204893739249334,0.0,0.0,0.1337141916198651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082161196791769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250338293853224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103937485821213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791958348614054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842497991620013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570310954154033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909354734670156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356941013281901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goodstuff26,2020/02/10,"MJ anxiety Sooo... I was anxiety-free guy few years ago (I mean like 2-3). Maybe a little shy and sometimes social awkward but generally I didn't feel anxiety before getting into smoking pot. Then I started and in first it was very enjoyable, had a lot of laugh because of it. After a while it started to be less and less enjoyable, I had more and more weird paranoias after it. I've never smoked everyday for longer period of time, but smoking once or twice a week was actually enough for my brain to start getting anxiety. Then I had some conditions (when being sober) that I thought were medical but they were anxiety related I think. That was for example racing heart. After I started to realize that it was probably marijuana related I started to cut it down but every once in while I think it's going to be fun and smoke (and usually that is mistake). I am looking forward to quitting it 100%. My questions are:

1. Have you experienced something similar?
2. Will cutting it out help me get back to my previous state of peaceful mind?",4.3074175126903524,6.240827923857868,5.923550126903553,74.52359930203049,71.79187817258884,9.595050761421321,34.13991116751269,9.978442167317967,3.916746446700509,819,43,142,23,16,279,121,197,0.10099999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.133,0.9298,0,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,2,3,10,2,1,4,0,19,3,2,0,1,26,34,16,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,12,3,18,5,22,18,8,32,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,4,25,105,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.12738538033730512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571326384627703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994420997656668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003749730666569,0.0,0.07957420514585987,0.0,0.11107745840826153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572257588666845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487972006203774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998313758085444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600348044823863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103479139475156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046007426000201,0.0,0.074187242706301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292522529677679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468709315353335,0.08749626717192469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637738338471704,0.13083246849244445,0.0,0.0,0.10961828820047104,0.0,0.0,0.11097797518836967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311420632968504,0.14219317121184874,0.0,0.13150239602131605,0.0,0.0,0.1318052600287439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006782596201596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27803550451232123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074107314995052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462314278982548,0.13884227500417853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306613550766286,0.0,0.10049383778753887,0.1291045306780552,0.0,0.4619741596641304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728580688074354,0.0,0.10363187702944736,0.07611723332344887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437681745687211,0.1077067792461413,0.0,0.0,0.10470898851647124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406161319360557
anxiety,RogueNinja412,2020/02/10,"A rant. I hate when people compare small annoyances in their lives to having a panic attack. I Seen someone post this today: “I hAvE A pAnIc AtTaCk wHeN i cAnT FiNd My AIrPoDs.” That is not a panic attack. That is you being forgetful... and a giant fucking doucher.

Or when an incredibly insightful bystander watches you mid-meltdown, and gives you the classic: “yOu ShOuLdn’T wOrRy sO mUcH, jUsT cAlM dOwN” advice. 
LIKE NUH UH? YOU MEAN I COULD HAVE JUST DID THAT THIS WHOLE FUCKING TIME?? And here I am taking fucking pills and shit. 

 For those of you that have never had the pleasure of experiencing a full blown panic attack, let’s take a trip down anxiety lane... A panic attack is when you have to convince yourself -AND your body- that you’re actually not dying. Your body will react as if you are dying. Your heart will beat rapidly, heavily, irregularly. It’ll make you even more worrisome-which kicks things into overdrive. You start cold sweating. Experiencing chest pains. You try to inhale and exhale deeply, you try to count your breaths -like the therapist told you- but to no avail. You get the shakes. There’s a voice in your head telling you it’s getting worse. It feels like there’s a ball in your throat and a dark impending sense of doom. To the person experiencing the attack, it’s life or death. You feel it in your gut, this is it. This is how I die. You get dizzy, you feel light. And you faint. Just to fucking do it all over again in maybe a day or two. 

So honestly fuck your AirPods",1.9336061236061253,4.713231748251751,2.855363825363828,88.35855509355513,86.41258741258741,5.189793989793992,21.016443016443016,6.766488616294105,0.605872349272349,1184,38,223,15,37,374,165,286,0.225,0.727,0.048,-0.9940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,27,1,1,15,29,14,6,19,0,23,19,10,3,2,33,43,21,4,3,10,0,3,3,0,4,4,1,0,1,18,9,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,22,1,1,4,12,36,7,21,32,5,25,1,1,2,5,32,12,6,4,13,154,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0775524591822478,0.0,0.0,0.07765836875904708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079527543844119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424599997271081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654924788653156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345131262077004,0.0,0.0,0.05125237055431571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474357777364732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052489999640051035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054912918093985,0.05677426446887356,0.0,0.0,0.07263526687963942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36734936991313777,0.12456131698261196,0.07623604783439797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846138924049273,0.08156041212796637,0.0,0.0,0.09417379330378928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126471970334233,0.05613288184904599,0.11647689004575056,0.0,0.07017455439140491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053047664883730576,0.0,0.0798395348349588,0.08656747012256524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842050005913939,0.0,0.06129311384915359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456299465519218,0.4662118422793554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055095346343200326,0.06939121498282977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611147298033988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157607826081252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733571751219501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625014749061216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950495323933785,0.0,0.0694613601536415,0.0,0.0,0.09227222632635954,0.052797155692001836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634031483637741,0.0,0.07532943620445033,0.07593816844134671,0.0,0.10791150065201367,0.0,0.07763184665626083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872679314833977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070689435963133,0.08098797546574521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CanOfFaygo,2020/02/10,"Does anybody have anxiety starting new jobs? If so, how do you deal with it? Just started a new job recently after being at my old place for 2 years. Having some really bad social anxiety along with some other worries that I just can't seem to really shake off.",4.062058823529412,5.743902607843139,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,71.94117647058823,9.02156862745098,26.47549019607843,9.516144504307137,2.5617019607843137,207,7,37,5,4,70,45,51,0.22699999999999998,0.773,0.0,-0.8846,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,8,27,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213826314871142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753869498304831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165572331278744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382033519638866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168938727923048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057443904881365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041713463041854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219462515351906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26913291483977964,0.0,0.2074037333868864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912259635525059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141243740525189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973556792316221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332080413645302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526837792542054
anxiety,yelloizmello,2020/02/10,"I unaccidentaly being rude / not polite enough to my foreign friend and I can't stop being anxious So I have a foreign friend and she is from a country that politeness and manners really matter. I thought that we are good friend because she once visited my country to study our country's languahe and i asked her to stay at my hometown for few days and we became good friends. Now i'm going to study at her country and i ask if i can stay at her house for few days, but i asked very straightforwardly in my country language because i was afraid she couldnt understand if i asked in a long, completed sentence. And, she said that i couldnt because her parents were afraid of the corona virus and she said that the way i ask her is not too polite. She said that i should be careful next time. 

I immediately felt so bad it triggered my anxiety. I said sorry, and she said it's okay because she knew that i was not that kind of person. The problem should be finished, but to be honest, i still have bad feelings and i have been anxious all day long. And i'm confused with myself. In fact, this is only a small problem and with this tiny little thing makes me feel weird(??) I thought that hurting someone that i hold dear also hurt me in a way. I have tried to calm myself by hearing some calm music but i am still confused with myself on why am i feeling like this?",3.3493917112299485,5.0228717867647115,4.1987299465240655,86.98076203208556,73.77941176470588,6.416042780748662,27.804812834224602,6.980632752743323,1.3335970588235295,1074,42,214,10,22,345,133,272,0.135,0.715,0.15,-0.7809999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,0,7,26,1,4,8,1,25,0,0,2,2,49,49,20,0,8,8,1,4,1,4,2,0,6,0,1,15,17,0,2,8,0,0,2,6,12,0,0,13,10,49,14,23,27,5,28,0,2,0,0,34,10,0,5,13,152,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194996456491068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882774893488082,0.20328377375857606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205548000835965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024444716915,0.21938252043778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173167091338702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433312870147402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407201138854006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296433715207388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647648008414032,0.0642754686551733,0.08638649550339607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780462136154984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113272655191708,0.1509272074486652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140412137689134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381472605724212,0.1926321369747062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369119668025618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395540106786844,0.0901748143143791,0.0,0.15924342446700848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005649836879363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568542971055083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581642951898893,0.0,0.06842717889614712,0.0,0.0,0.09990240970218893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855941253133351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218064308423828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763787733951555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279162410760566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623233591518454,0.0,0.0,0.10071543214648107,0.0,0.19179473208842007,0.14370228986419775,0.07521998156639141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977289107151864,0.0,0.0,0.1428542222868883,0.05246295097965425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610845630725336,0.0,0.0,0.0936632292152676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423569188012,0.0,0.1428299579291335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118504595484427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uwuloona,2020/02/10,"I feel the worse and everyone thinks I'm too sensitive. I was just going by my day when this guy just freaking ruins it by insulting me. He always has this way of speaking that is kinda disrespectful. ""Suck my dick"" ""Whatever you're a bithx"" Something along those lines. He just spurts insults and profanities all the time. Strange is people think he is kind and that he is mature sometimes. I don't know how he does it but he is just a big jerk. Bullying the weak all the time and no one seems to notice and just riding on with his bullying. 

Everyone says he is just like that and that's his personality. Even my boyfriend is siding with him. I didn't know college was this toxic. Honestly, just being in a room with him and his circle make me feel nauseous.

Why can't people think I have also have personality where I don't want to be disrespected. Isn't it that hard to talk normally? Maybe he hates me that's why. 

I really want to just leave this place sometimes. 

TLDR; I just need to rant because I have no friends I can talk to.",2.3542233009708724,4.589161849514569,3.721174757281556,86.72904368932043,78.5631067961165,7.0326213592233024,22.921359223300968,8.07648339933343,1.2422085436893204,815,26,167,15,20,267,115,206,0.23399999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9855,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,15,12,5,0,7,0,21,2,1,2,2,38,37,11,0,4,10,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,1,3,14,11,0,0,8,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,3,5,21,4,15,32,2,14,0,1,0,1,23,7,2,2,5,106,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734515277627384,0.12209655063939458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944922882481224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463292485726173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841012925203096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691809643088546,0.0,0.0,0.28042609191285217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838880049198186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336828173883215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339375349780746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452922379889825,0.0,0.0,0.13144711196838324,0.1448719478121132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280351915000598,0.16128512257179028,0.0,0.0,0.15537280182847127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168805828942544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794777549801673,0.0,0.14741657056951835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088032802527418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377064765366387,0.0,0.16706051588286305,0.0,0.0,0.09943247262922313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034572728672296,0.25624936221301386,0.1533084461640549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400318072434592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669078096344955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358342900358208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129649523393174,0.2902523672281304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235882534593446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28206853699746026,0.0,0.0,0.1711265053437997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730980184689631,0.11647263022000727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26481379604086924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953706362653826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ateammomof4,2020/02/10,"NOT FEELING IT Good morning y’all. I have an interview this morning for a job that I don’t necessarily want but I know that I need. I’m feeling a lot of emotions from sadness to anxiety to fear. Anything that disrupts my routine causes so much turmoil and distress. Working a full time job makes me feel like I’m losing control... actually any job makes me feel that way and I’m not sure why. I didn’t sleep at all last night knowing I have this interview. I’m not nervous at all, just dreading the idea of my routine being interrupted and the anxiety that accompanies that. Is this familiar to anyone? Any advice?",1.763249999999999,4.461178825000001,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,85.75,6.2,29.66666666666667,7.554174236665415,2.298766666666668,489,26,89,9,15,165,74,120,0.27899999999999997,0.6579999999999999,0.063,-0.9833,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,2,10,0,5,6,0,6,1,1,4,3,25,20,5,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,4,11,3,9,18,5,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,56,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.1544102474033353,0.0,0.0,0.1546211178789901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520447745248295,0.0,0.2420919625345021,0.0,0.0,0.11063851946700187,0.0,0.13021030744864054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254642002706096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746908038452108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798813562999324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780534236147533,0.3200245968103168,0.11303997726467795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271632596058308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862309541981652,0.0,0.0,0.4710583862258815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739188070508351,0.12897906347181431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730348204892838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701957542360233,0.0,0.1345220037007576,0.0,0.0,0.21124031772137672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163177024001216,0.1173259901659663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848870584460835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834487926310592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913047452561684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226553940498902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332851162879367,0.1255960908168708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427785116309501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151937664214924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FinalHourh,2020/02/10,"I always wake up stressed. Every day. I'm not sure if I have anxiety, and I'm planning on seeking professional help. But I'd still like the opinions of a few reddit users on why I'm feeling like this.

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I'll be 19 this month, and for the past few years I've been waking up feeling stressed for no reason. I don't work, I've been on a uni leave for the past 6 months, my days are literally empty. It's like that feeling you get when you have a lot of work to do in a short amount of time, that's the feeling I get all day, every day. There is nothing that I'm supposed to be doing though, and even when I do something productive, the feeling doesn't go away.

It's stopped me from doing a lot of things. I can't go to the mall because I feel tired all the time, I can't even do simple things like calling up my bank because I feel so damn tired and stressed all the time. I haven't even been able to get into a relationship because my mind can't stand the idea of being in one in my current state, I feel like I'd just explode with anxiety if I had someone else to deal with on top of myself.

I feel like I'm about to grow grey hairs. That's how bad it's gotten rofl, but I don't understand what I'm doing wrong, I mean I don't overwork myself, in fact lately I'm always at home watching TV or Playing Video games, or working out.",4.133564013840829,3.760511698961938,5.208166089965398,88.00145328719725,70.41868512110726,7.768858131487888,28.764705882352942,6.794906146795322,1.2350816608996538,1047,34,241,7,17,347,141,289,0.10400000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.098,-0.5757,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,5,12,14,1,3,15,1,25,5,3,2,5,40,49,15,0,2,8,0,10,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,12,8,0,1,13,5,1,3,10,6,0,1,5,12,25,8,34,41,8,40,0,0,2,0,7,17,1,7,24,142,37,4,0.08990042288015387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960870721802075,0.09740707063064677,0.10923885389102676,0.0,0.0,0.1375471548700789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446440663685993,0.0,0.07506309796175613,0.1644073900865538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179838323048944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191334192510696,0.09268338847511684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510026754606494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813514432378086,0.0,0.1514899672999493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091071951230812,0.19267464020560732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409077813552843,0.0,0.10218496415769944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025835843698395,0.0,0.09017745418123306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148663471461132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014115927956094,0.09519156723375627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635248334408861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528602493263231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792791572855084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077379937918573,0.0,0.14351531968574965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626188038132078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091885318482355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164025216798082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924326076150853,0.0,0.09651940987923316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761723365684553,0.06920973767041716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717945938412013,0.07516077900227229,0.30894189200218003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473008463674217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945169255826055,0.0,0.08832670903037294,0.0,0.15726497862440275,0.2066546224285636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358951072693844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811211485330613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634573569686267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829199961463156,0.10923885389102676,0.05789292483367504
anxiety,kalakakes,2020/02/10,Depressed and anxious I really need some words of encouragement right now. I feel so defeated by everything right now and it’s so hard to do anything. I haven’t been eating which is really bad and everything feels like a chore. I just want to give up and stop trying.,2.2867948717948714,4.98312742307693,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,82.46153846153845,8.082051282051282,22.128205128205128,8.841846274778883,1.9744512820512825,214,7,41,6,6,70,40,52,0.287,0.603,0.11,-0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,9,6,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,2,5,8,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679095215189856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515243962209566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800851394944816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042550594724262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266141152564746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262663167737803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981811436565695,0.1694184413682409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274937865070791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124378553270428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585844015522105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584209468975784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038459165508903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40504586443405866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982661862038427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100779479226254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987592140385788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jesyofsuburbia,2020/02/10,"is it selfish to ask for help to my best friend? I love my best friend, we have fun together most of the times. But there are times, just like two days ago, that I completely shut down and I am unapproachable. We were clubbing and as much as I wanted to have fun, I couldn't speak or move and I ended up sitting somewhere and he got upset first and then kinda annoyed. 

He then confronted me about it and I realised that he always ends up saying something like ""you have to overcome this I am not in your head so I can't really do anything about it"". Or, last night while arguing, he told me ""well that sounds like a you problem"".

I just really want him to tell me for once ""we are in this together"", ""we will get past this"", ""we will figure this out"". I know it's MY problem, I just want to feel part of something? But at the same time I feel selfish to ask him that.",1.4016424322538017,3.340303612359552,2.746338400528753,94.02195968274953,80.29213483146067,5.985988103106411,21.144745538664907,7.048011613610866,0.3741654990085919,665,19,150,8,17,215,101,178,0.09300000000000001,0.7,0.207,0.9714,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,5,3,0,3,8,19,3,1,3,0,14,2,1,0,0,33,26,16,0,6,8,0,2,3,2,2,0,3,0,0,12,12,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,8,1,2,3,5,29,11,22,20,6,24,0,0,0,1,25,8,0,4,17,108,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677084188863846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899681411017175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768607114472418,0.0,0.267392422172395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001629618073273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499445718463651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092230423455616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533310341656831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462156724088832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164529385967095,0.0,0.0,0.22098026975239835,0.0,0.07471747412034672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437915875767245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677079843175134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585742448880903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859524142535089,0.11657325397154887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096042148982748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907323418152933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199832324712806,0.10512972181907314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420636770333538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523023109467556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486724443527256,0.13652041756695307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736848990687032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323333401051334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137282838701104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220194090072008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499813357870045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501730250250306,0.0,0.0,0.1366533753666453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970120822334284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530552167778966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858428624459364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheKreepingK,2020/02/10,"I’m deathly afraid of dating and don’t know why I’m currently a senior in high school and I’ve never done anything romantic whatsoever. No first kiss, no first date, no holding hands, nothing. Since I graduate in a few months, I’ve felt the pressure to do something romantic before I do, especially since prom is also coming up. Every time I even think about dating or going on a first date or doing anything, I almost guaranteed have an anxiety attack and I really want to go out and do something, but I’m so deathly afraid of making a mistake and especially afraid of my parents judging me or making a big deal. What do I do? I’m so conflicted and I can’t think straight so I thought I’d come on here and try for something. Thanks in advance :)",3.102307692307693,5.119717297297299,4.8756756756756765,80.38366943866946,75.35135135135134,7.526819126819128,28.95218295218295,8.384062270229773,2.336886070686071,592,26,109,11,13,201,87,148,0.113,0.7929999999999999,0.094,0.3046,2,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,7,8,1,4,7,0,11,2,1,2,1,27,28,15,2,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,5,0,0,5,6,6,0,3,3,2,10,2,14,25,1,27,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,4,12,68,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525640705741634,0.0,0.0,0.12184027150177952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655310280961508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507545511556601,0.0,0.0,0.1733286993721435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964504680186575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624850640001825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707393607504855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591466314301228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063071974594856,0.0,0.12836780048277915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628713342485994,0.0,0.0,0.3887857428489013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317660469704113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097410840949078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373172073332533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339968507138287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216103366579098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175075291371196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619117090617334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691750203826083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760414291097096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419396675027586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25206346675730423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518768386483599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027035503362414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524912230732872,0.0,0.12095487005353217,0.08884090811996022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344077018426684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986442587402207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747898419183818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gingerboy12345,2020/02/10,"How to feel comfortable with yourself I’m an 18 year old with anxiety and depression.i see a lot of body positivity that’s for women or girls. I don’t see a lot that applies to me. 
A lot of my any comes from how I look and how people see me. How can make myself feel more comfortable in my body as an adult male?",1.3764676616915423,3.0505365223880614,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,79.29850746268656,7.451741293532338,21.61442786069652,8.344100000000001,1.0092308457711443,245,7,57,5,6,84,45,67,0.026000000000000002,0.826,0.149,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,2,2,2,5,0,16,11,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,10,11,4,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,4,2,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144431861910614,0.0,0.15911626509451024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620730266679097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917001787170375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033791477309796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466413895525765,0.0,0.0,0.5304919315240112,0.0,0.0,0.1388388529768431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21825666846363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441981415660364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972373180163362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394251569409155
anxiety,mrmowwowmow,2020/02/10,"Best weighted blankets? (UK) Hey I'm looking for a weighted blanked for anxiety, what is the best one to get? What weight is the best? Thanks!",0.008888888888890278,1.5791934074074092,0.5872222222222234,98.86750000000002,114.92592592592592,3.2814814814814817,26.722222222222207,5.46131890053228,0.8118444444444446,110,6,22,1,6,33,20,27,0.045,0.526,0.429,0.9488,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,3,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496607649917394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6159227508821793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221157183435148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428470488004948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325678045274267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011505600401104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7146946862100574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dead_g1rl,2020/02/10,"Death a while ago i got off of valium for anxiety. even though i had been prescribed, i was unintentionally addicted. it was hands down the hardest thing i’ve ever had to do. i’m glad to say that i am clean now. 

problem for me is that ever since i’ve “returned to earth” so to speak i have been... i don’t even know if terrified is the right word because it’s so intense... but the problem is death. it’s like my mortality is staring me in the face every. single. time. that i have anxiety. 

i have had some success with simply accepting death as it may be but that’s a really hard point to get to and an even harder one to stay at. 

i am only 21... i know logically that i shouldn’t die any time soon, but whenever that anxiety comes on i think i’m about to have a cardiovascular emergency. if i can convince myself that i’m fine then i just stare stone faced and think about how one day i’m gonna be gone. ill just fall asleep and never wake up. it’s quite a frightening prospect.

anybody else deal with this? i will gladly take any amount of advice on this fear because it’s almost crippling at times. 

thanks for reading",1.5294347826086965,3.660595508695653,3.342173913043478,88.91195652173914,80.86956521739131,6.608695652173912,22.17391304347826,7.7425588080867325,0.9508260869565216,877,28,189,15,23,293,134,230,0.201,0.679,0.12,-0.9699,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,15,11,0,1,9,0,25,7,5,1,3,30,40,15,5,5,7,0,2,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,16,6,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,3,0,2,9,6,19,8,26,25,3,27,0,0,2,0,3,10,0,5,14,123,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466551871198456,0.0,0.13863934946544176,0.12576429985954146,0.0,0.14206807850107714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296076218652566,0.0,0.3256037013928102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297229141066311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221340364542335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914981273204287,0.14626767755213674,0.0,0.0,0.1472446383136433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851899135578273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811228018238601,0.25666949270278305,0.11953644581823634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964967242937222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741242282533187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347100488863456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270928126223171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594241330090522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931332931549805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094233315294554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227737183726207,0.10790290771402457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411845033914022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27151188081357625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090233328828734,0.1419141523690437,0.0,0.0908892440069336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211611227968587,0.0,0.11282529785292435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117361093761334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122068168250993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667291394187108,0.0,0.0,0.13062013706958378,0.0,0.0,0.0942559499475971,0.18181651506040444,0.13939221265269675,0.0,0.24818668762691476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SecretlyFallingApart,2020/02/10,"Intrusive thoughts are actually suffocating me from the inside out today. Not sleeping, mind constantly racing about everything and nothing at all. Please can someone distract me or offer any helpful suggestions to help calm me down pretty please? I wish my brain had an off button :(",7.594148936170215,10.579971765957447,7.069095744680853,65.30875,65.38297872340425,9.806382978723407,37.28191489361703,10.125756701596842,4.784068085106383,231,12,30,6,4,72,44,47,0.11599999999999999,0.622,0.262,0.8376,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,8,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,7,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.2250700406224666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568421827466122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574689967371242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492384317542174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728313613046867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091844347374013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287927665147126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130399347814456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063439299872217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464241088926985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308052024229644,0.0,0.1954193694902429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310131595194964,0.0,0.0,0.21861846091508724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652230512866112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anismanjhi,2020/02/10,"Join a 21 Day Online Meditation Journey for Mental Wellness Hi Everyone. I have started a 21 Day Meditation Journey to declutter my mind and make meditation a part of my life. If anyone is interested join me in this group. We will meditate everyday and share our experiences and help each other meditate. Join the group for more information. This is completely free and we would use a free app to do this. 

[https://chat.whatsapp.com/LqROy6D1tGR9sMmhHyQ4ns](https://chat.whatsapp.com/LqROy6D1tGR9sMmhHyQ4ns)",9.8847,14.283977120000007,8.20491666666667,52.93537500000002,64.46666666666667,10.683333333333334,32.04166666666667,10.411451182825502,4.631966666666667,424,17,54,13,8,128,52,75,0.0,0.715,0.285,0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,0,13,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,6,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,4,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950686238785667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991593158412665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680238642983761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726416153561908,0.0,0.2791039821080506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124828044966094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153448385765008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904575965108396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28754191517391503,0.0,0.28809834007188545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30898070080821965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195550394015413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464304105375625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25654271193147377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026876976331604,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,perilous_33,2020/02/10,"It’s 5am. I have an exam tomorrow and I’m tearing my hair out over something so stupid. Honestlllyyy. I can’t stop slamming my pillow and saying over and over “what do I dooo?”. I’m an anxiety ridden loser who is constantly socially awkward and incapable of many things.

This sucks so so bad.",1.4716502463054189,4.046344637931039,3.917290640394089,81.73534482758622,85.3793103448276,7.452216748768473,25.52709359605912,8.418075326091056,2.323992118226601,231,10,43,6,7,80,44,58,0.348,0.652,0.0,-0.9659,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,7,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915977254969116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182650874178331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119146101074527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386451481497141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30312554886531273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388559768511746,0.0,0.29344703067095856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31867925184407064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532356404583271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WrongThanks,2020/02/10,"Is this psychogenic vertigo? Sorry for the grammar, English is not my first language :)

Dear all,

I have a generalized anxiety disorder with nightly panic attacks.  I have kind of a fuzzy feeling in my head for a month now! It’s there every day, it’s not like being on a ship, I’m not experiencing problems walking. Maybe light headed or dazed is a better  description. 

My chiropractor says it is my cervical spine, my neurologist told me to be careful with chiropractora and sent me to do an mri to be sure (it’s next friday).

I noticed it goes away or lessens when I’m concentrating on something and comes back immediately after.
I started Cipralex yesterday, maybe that’s why the feeling is even stronger today?

Grateful for your experiences and thoughts!",5.112347931873477,7.616293416058397,6.088777372262776,71.74343369829684,71.04379562043796,8.654257907542581,35.50425790754257,9.2995712137729,3.772406812652069,606,33,99,14,12,200,95,137,0.10800000000000001,0.726,0.166,0.8172,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,5,10,1,1,8,0,11,5,3,0,2,18,21,6,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,3,5,12,6,14,15,1,19,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,13,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037456260325206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388289820260005,0.16011977973990518,0.13104620887538612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507269521620076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737595178873766,0.0,0.0,0.14680593902682146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990994522534288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532167122176075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125640223646296,0.0,0.14359030722349184,0.0,0.0,0.1667082293380847,0.0,0.0,0.1723438745946839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449633112816751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498101778547426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747128122002712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326098524151576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34242938641160137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603150896555338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812487875757792,0.15993219992385968,0.0,0.0,0.1940298493119439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995687026427844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630735886197052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552870064346373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120139468081862,0.0,0.19077669423589896,0.1206276034209709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062342742437632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529831379711274,0.0,0.0,0.16154285387273515,0.16284827108740382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378194144198862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ratedcar,2020/02/10,"Thinking about the past I hate being tired and feeling okay and suddenly remembering something horrible I said to someone a long time ago. I abused drugs for about a year and a half a few
years ago and I was a completely different person during that time period. I spazzed out, I said and did hurtful things, and half of them I don’t remember. I’ve been sending out apologies and shit like that just because I feel like no one deserves to get burnt in someone else’s fire, they were just there. I feel like a horrible person for some of the things I’ve said to people and I wish i could take it back.  I feel like I deserve to feel the guilt and sadness that I do right now, because I probably put that person through the same thing. I am now 21 and want to erase half of my life and re do it. I keep tearing myself up in my head, wishing i did so many things different as a child, even the smallest things. I hope I’m not the only one who re-enacts minor scenarios and forms them into traumas.",5.2204290429042866,5.204127297029704,5.75420792079208,83.7897607260726,68.10891089108911,8.91155115511551,31.189768976897692,8.59863814320734,2.216612541254125,782,29,163,11,12,253,114,202,0.177,0.715,0.107,-0.9552,2,0,2,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,10,12,2,1,13,1,11,5,2,0,0,34,29,14,0,5,3,0,6,4,0,0,3,3,0,4,12,15,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,6,0,5,8,9,25,6,20,19,4,22,0,2,0,0,13,7,1,2,17,112,37,0,0.0,0.1242750484203534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859536468860362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065234562318087,0.0,0.1278774200387946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997300148124904,0.0,0.0,0.08374447916413412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917113007214267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163670179888418,0.0,0.087620408543905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927749008840466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26517245060225764,0.2247958794622138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054799615557482216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355511816927516,0.1076452787492512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417738334735756,0.0,0.0,0.11228470091294934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932292135724788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740854485158669,0.2049717825873429,0.0,0.0,0.09282251948946464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063399005800158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421495549481592,0.07977199897522425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001273997347122,0.07271608566169485,0.2747522904073699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308693121670048,0.0,0.0,0.10544134224221903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237635161319812,0.08957372111976737,0.2993173282482617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766595526611948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774240939362942,0.08074785467546834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886267165485393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484144080044672,0.06720795185388828,0.0,0.0,0.12232199366681368,0.12055324858576982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618656200462919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412318916255951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350887790810269
anxiety,Babybread,2020/02/10,"difficulty breathing + tightness in chest Much of my day is spent trying to get enough air :(, its so hard to take satisfactory breaths. Anyone have experience with this and/or advice for combating this??",5.538823529411764,9.079973764705883,5.4250000000000025,71.30750000000003,76.05882352941177,8.105882352941178,29.088235294117645,8.841846274778883,3.088552941176472,164,7,25,4,4,51,32,34,0.121,0.813,0.066,-0.2792,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,6,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825111967327426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27370434948725864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524467859600434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044627496817437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829039911102185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451154282958803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506538658738492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877538602527411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943145948693662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657624536493959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElaineW93,2020/02/10,"My anxiety got worse in these last months and I can't afford mental health care. Any advice? I always had some unhealthy anxious attitude, but they never were cause for worry for me up until a couple of months ago. It would be normal for me to get extremely panicky about unrealistic scenarios, but it would go away after a while (For example once I dropped a tiny bit of olive oil on my laptop and spent two days figuring out any ways to dry it and make sure it was not inside, but after it was clear that it wasn't enough to cause any problems I calmed down, or another time I was convinced I had tetanus but when the doctor dismissed the idea I also calmed down, all one-off episodes)

In August I discovered I needed some dental work done, which was pretty scary because I already had a bunch of dental work done in the past and my teeth aren't in the best shape, and since that happened anxiety has skyrocketed and become omnipresent in my life. It started with me worrying about the future of my teeth, but even when that was solved, it looks like my brain keeps finding any irrational scenario to grip to and irrationally worry about. Sometimes it's medical stuff (i spent the whole October between doctors cause I was convinced my cold was aspiration pneumonia), but it's not just limited to that. All the scenario that my brain grips to are, to be fair, not impossible, I am not afraid that my shadow will come alive and murder me, but they are all unlikely to the extreme. Sometimes I even notice that my feeling of anxiety is still there, even if I can't find anything to be anxious about, and it just persists there.

I am starting to worry because this is not going away, and currently don't have any way to avail myself of any mental health services. It has not yet gotten to the point that my life is completely impeded by this stuff, but it takes a significant space in my brains and when it hits hard I can spend days worrying about something that I really shouldn't worry about.

Are there any good resources on how to deal with this stuff when I can't access proper care?",11.496933333333333,7.549853160000001,10.327000000000002,68.51933333333335,58.65,13.466666666666667,41.41666666666667,10.93419730881044,4.325166666666666,1664,59,309,28,15,526,201,400,0.14800000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9246,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,5,22,13,1,1,14,0,38,12,5,5,6,59,58,29,1,7,18,0,4,1,0,4,7,0,0,0,31,15,0,2,5,0,3,3,14,3,0,1,18,7,38,10,51,32,10,47,0,0,1,0,3,17,0,4,25,227,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698668609698512,0.06337852050761038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889964345061877,0.05717679616737559,0.05949192977709284,0.0,0.0,0.34034687689363824,0.0749717184003067,0.1640869538424297,0.16154441446379084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058836629641208275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343491469645857,0.0,0.0,0.08716883830039747,0.07896374608347004,0.0,0.0,0.07503257116191689,0.0,0.07805712261555714,0.0,0.0,0.2394457028675069,0.0,0.0,0.14579362426720094,0.22034392749764564,0.0,0.06158905760932981,0.07496412408555135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911099915114908,0.0,0.09222038281550972,0.0737111327434892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463621360640266,0.0,0.1463342260182478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387638045858859,0.0,0.1416709454149492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615145576327069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069545945095842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037354670011366775,0.0,0.08126773935805191,0.0599689953190893,0.05718335345074376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322530306891827,0.0,0.06404802030583796,0.0,0.0,0.15199771933481282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071235769662319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355056459777815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828028162789092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100207652192007,0.0349302327320177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060040177727181336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047725362847968494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202655102797044,0.1441060108609934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413778622175308,0.0,0.0,0.053014741812247176,0.05514354128394162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700527019758348,0.0,0.08140076380029564,0.0,0.07614286529843184,0.04844878621257159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825277765430793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758856817683168,0.0,0.0,0.0727390063916078,0.0,0.06841377610904567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580334659079019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914375141479367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504252967548565,0.1414263823043619,0.0,0.10121307714958623,0.0,0.05709826673325032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455437604871276,0.0,0.0,0.06738586729274305,0.0,0.05375747705368001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04169096500105319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984299984454552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350331359428703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982478411862881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041025569283834,0.4356571577001552,0.0728624063641016,0.10158002717220428,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tsmheb,2020/02/10,"1-I don't care how much I'm struggling with my mental health I'm not putting my parents in more struggle with my health I'm trying my best to not give up, i love my parents, we're going through family issues I'm not going to make this more difficult, i haven't received any treatment's or anything. 2-i haven't introduced myself, I'm a 16 year old male my name is Xavier, I'm struggling with severe anxiety, i was diagnosed with anxiety 1 year ago I'm going through it so far my mental health i said has drop 25% it was way worse 1 year ago,as i said before I'm not gonna make my parents struggle more, what should i do I'm afraid if don't tell them i might fall derper but if i tell them i feel like its going to get way worse because of what were going through. I honestly feel very exhausted after all but thank god my anxiety has fallen by 25%  and im starting to be more comfortable and communicative.",2.031445820433433,3.864400268421054,3.736191950464399,88.1824613003096,77.89473684210526,6.996904024767801,24.86068111455109,7.928766900206844,1.3746532507739937,721,26,152,12,17,241,103,190,0.18,0.713,0.107,-0.7084,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,2,14,0,5,1,0,14,6,0,3,1,24,41,9,0,3,9,3,2,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,9,8,7,0,0,5,4,22,7,16,32,7,22,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,4,8,79,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790534482678144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686806388785813,0.0,0.2317846382807311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311097622142846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061566130584065674,0.0,0.08594002663016177,0.0,0.10598890989675404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297199647225047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250865819705604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520989562935267,0.0,0.10213306909771896,0.07215145288111023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052766161318316025,0.0968844187524666,0.2869913349279328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220615859809358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909284513619083,0.10541342414518502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049341469076372935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115269455883146,0.0,0.13483102349691614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203560117482402,0.10714063283817844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424356786900921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059781515152916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364318062777764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152872091842692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921403555729711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140965591594769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148537993740965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223311490193234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654964273226198,0.09298340618778213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685695501955143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333215045883591,0.0,0.1603316038786344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584679169051556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511404149742884
anxiety,throwawayaccount4597,2020/02/10,"I don't know what to do I'm writing this on a throw away account because my friend know my proper account and I don't want to be a drag to them.

I am in real need of help rn I'm not gonna put it in the post so if your free to talk for a while and have the headspace can you dm me. 
Thanks",-1.5598571428571404,-0.19600241428571508,1.1214285714285737,104.83357142857143,87.42857142857143,4.0,17.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.2662857142857145,221,5,64,0,7,76,51,70,0.046,0.774,0.18100000000000002,0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,15,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,10,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110534296966977,0.0,0.0,0.20181866970218104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557857245674381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219108593315706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638974791380517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548599879880545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170758542213188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328192172860733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768328862979626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26610346429517073,0.0,0.3048069963658335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527508662992116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FurstJuan,2020/02/10,"Just Woke Up from a terrible cycle of nightmares.... Needed to write this for some comfort cause I'm very shaken up at the moment and I still feel really uneasy.

Basically as the title says, I just woke up from a 3 hour cycle of my nightmare. All one single story connected to one another and I couldnt break out of it until 10 minutes prior to writing this. Even as of right now I'm freaking out just from seeing my reflection from my phone.... I'm scared to try and go back to sleep (it's 4:35 a.m. as of posting this)

What do you guys do on nights like these? I have them frequently but I usually just lay back down and just try to endure it til the sun rises or someone in the house wakes up.",1.5619680319680356,3.6295258811188797,3.4117532467532463,88.79477272727274,80.39860139860141,6.323476523476522,20.7037962037962,7.447530270364453,0.6918495504495508,543,15,113,8,14,182,93,143,0.067,0.907,0.026000000000000002,-0.5637,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,1,6,0,4,2,2,1,1,22,13,11,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,2,3,10,2,31,10,3,27,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,2,13,80,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987402717111196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224711425701805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540525652140965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849560859381446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602352909035244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191693715511398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762208158505424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649844690729655,0.2419494616512181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244197551675037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547949320643867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967760825963749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841772861395899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082120106056808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343302046120642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907067655979034,0.0,0.16675070313979326,0.20993224053715034,0.0,0.16709257358057808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983740725167965,0.0,0.17766624577830822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745549013691433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847260251392508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309394767539177,0.1730128890943382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,curlyasi,2020/02/10,"I can't go to school because of my social anxiety In my country you cannot be homeschooled. I'm 15 and today is the first day of school, but I woke up with a strong pain in my heart, trouble breathing and I feel like crying. I don't know what to do, I can just go to the psychiatrist but I still gotta go to school so idk. I'm really scared. I dont want to fail school but I just can't go, I get frozen in place, I also get very anxious to just answer the door. Please help me. Also i live in Brazil if that helps.",-0.7881404682274251,1.1016860521739176,1.6095652173913066,99.27876254180605,88.47826086956522,4.5819397993311055,15.802675585284279,5.8734145424116955,-0.8323578595317729,396,8,100,3,13,134,70,115,0.195,0.637,0.168,-0.3361,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,7,6,0,1,4,0,9,3,2,0,0,14,22,9,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,1,1,16,2,14,19,0,14,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,59,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387113067770469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417630286631605,0.16861069902508674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098178236505444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394477925371673,0.09625429181501956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492059529060588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546558941393597,0.10662466068722924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695248676514242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559545600725116,0.0,0.33929022892762506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686268330523067,0.20007906640095127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202422823167672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291630574295824,0.0,0.13179101694859024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588131646645838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593511388388412,0.16383234310562286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956137581357541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942589069661358,0.6041983138482627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521421943043676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919172444271794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147212033831494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123147378357737,0.08803187266717295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CLASSIESTCHIMP209,2020/02/10,Not sure if this the right place for this but I had a pretty bad social experience yesterday and it’s killing my confidence. So I’ve been trying to go out and hang out with people more I’m starting with long time friends that I’ve kinda been pushing away for awhile because I still feel bad all the times I’ve denied going out with them because of my anxiety anyway I’ve gone out them a few times this year and it’s all been good I’ve started feeling like my old self where I was actually engaging in conversation and making them laugh it was all good but then yesterday we went out to a bar and my friends invited friends of there’s who I’ve never met and I just completely shut down for some reason. I felt like I just started overthinking everything I was about to say and then either the topic would move on or I’d get so nervous I couldn’t say anything and before I knew it my friend was asking me if something was wrong and I was being really quiet and that just made it worse I just couldn’t wait for the night to end and maybe I’m just overthinking it but now I just have anxiety about having to go out again. I’m just not sure why I get like this when new people come around I think I’m just trying to get a feel for who they are but then I become so nervous that I’m being awkward that I just shut down and can’t act like myself it sucks because this was the first time in years I’ve tried getting over my anxiety and now I feel like it’s stronger then ever,2.675436893203885,4.183088478964404,3.818102265372168,89.70319223300974,75.2135922330097,7.0151974110032365,23.36323624595469,7.699297019823105,0.922109799352751,1176,34,255,16,25,382,145,309,0.14400000000000002,0.677,0.179,0.9372,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,4,1,25,23,2,3,9,0,20,1,0,3,7,67,51,28,1,5,19,0,5,5,4,1,0,3,0,1,19,25,1,1,8,1,0,10,6,8,0,1,17,8,30,15,32,29,7,57,0,0,0,0,18,19,1,5,33,166,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.09692074021190823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279356383670687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817308410119793,0.08841471429779989,0.09284959269948312,0.0,0.09331320333623462,0.0,0.16585395913019688,0.18163130284077936,0.10968971907830473,0.0845129124023457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555427981245588,0.10413378442308516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796690328515541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983946499732942,0.0,0.0,0.08926125810280484,0.09715276230904928,0.0,0.0,0.20087410861957736,0.141906621539332,0.09536154290275227,0.0,0.0,0.08448044934794283,0.0,0.0,0.306933575371162,0.0,0.20755972015199686,0.0,0.16933534582232174,0.16660765417602408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988144429410016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426105400106451,0.0,0.0,0.08789393854792284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397777078932552,0.06629601435284102,0.0,0.0997789998663245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055600775058704,0.0,0.0,0.07660071681534195,0.09592263509680747,0.0,0.09320388721336173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042182855506697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771018497984025,0.0,0.10376691962248537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104284020031698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362611286297294,0.10211618186542554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481764105210694,0.0,0.1579644591265623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036110817082561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124292376716236,0.0,0.07646040008133756,0.0,0.0,0.21089489576368303,0.0,0.07931605513253924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721342944838387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363942309115922,0.0,0.0,0.2316541686983752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229266674818244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920694450419058,0.08961969342280401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121425694519648,0.07055316646646613,0.1085894249609588,0.0,0.12791599401058432
anxiety,Hope1976,2020/02/10,I hate you so much! I hate you so much!!!! You squash me. You make me doubt myself. You create self fulfilling prophecies. You make me sick. You keep me up at all hours. You make friendships weird. Interactions awkward. I hate you so much. I hate you anxiety.,-0.2666048237476808,1.1965545102040842,0.8370686456400769,96.99526901669759,116.14285714285714,4.230797773654916,16.699443413729128,6.1124844417494595,-0.0934653061224493,197,6,41,3,11,61,25,49,0.409,0.519,0.07200000000000001,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,10,0,0,3,7,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,19,0,2,8,4,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,1,28,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482194914061866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7476193661525268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643262487831466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826779494380212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790985156535311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174948115944151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749204968193476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,konzine,2020/02/10,"Prescribed Klonopin - afraid to take it Hey everyone,

So... I have a long road trip coming up and I get crazy anxiety and car sickness in long trips, ESPECIALLY when they are far from home.

My doctor prescribed Klonopin as I do have general anxiety disorder.

I am so afraid to take this. Like, terrified. It seems weird to be afraid of the thing that's supposed to fix you..

Can anyone share what it ""feels"" like? Does your anxiety just fade? 

Thank you...",2.973809523809525,5.668505904761907,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523813,79.23809523809524,7.542857142857144,26.0,8.515128840125781,2.003985714285715,352,14,69,8,9,108,63,84,0.174,0.718,0.10800000000000001,-0.6352,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,7,14,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,4,9,13,0,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,40,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002185577119701,0.0,0.0,0.15240335409671452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775404653902505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24980211558028695,0.22309225350083567,0.19073908365778244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827101458720995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020759809129492,0.1557113360260705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387559290567295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186325899714472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296940711730405,0.0,0.0,0.3857771385557807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984234498354786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277589961703925,0.0,0.0,0.20066914563192312,0.0,0.0,0.14480356069932493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,autism1013,2020/02/10,"my likes  hi i have autism and special needs here's my likes, i like minecraft, legos, hot wheels, dinos, sofia the first, frozen, avengers, starwars spiderman bubbles sidewalk chalk, i like christmas halloween i love pj masks and paw patrol i have a disney bedroom this is me",2.3430385487528333,5.0441316938775485,1.4639455782312931,94.26399092970524,99.40816326530613,2.994104308390023,25.852607709750565,5.033348758259628,0.6079641723356013,219,10,37,1,9,62,40,49,0.0,0.6729999999999999,0.327,0.9477,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,18,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499849565713861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8040680651181105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713558398047271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050900147069208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihsusmun,2020/02/10,"I can't breathe, been trying to sleep for hours. Help I've been having terrible anxiety since last Thursday including a couple panic attacks. Been feeling a bit dizzy, feel my body trembling, hands going numb, that feeling of fear you get suddenly in your stomach and, the worst symptom, been having shortness of breath, like there's just not enough oxygen going into my lungs no matter how hard I breathe. Since last night it's gotten worse and I'm getting frustrated. It's almost 9am and I haven't been able to fall asleep and I am so tired and sleepy. I've tried meditation, breathing exercises, reading, watching TV, video games, playing and cuddling with the cats, listening to calming short stories created to help you fall asleep, drinking chamomile tea, Ive tried just doing nothing and closing my eyes and hoping I'll fall asleep. Nothing works. I have no medication I can take. My partner suggested going to the hospital but I hate hospitals and can they even do anything to help??",5.342946593001841,7.638047088397792,5.218762430939228,79.13871454880297,69.82872928176796,7.699594843462247,33.061141804788214,8.447377352677275,2.8886240147329647,797,38,131,13,15,247,120,181,0.179,0.718,0.10300000000000001,-0.9229,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,1,1,6,13,3,3,5,0,16,21,13,1,0,23,30,12,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,12,2,0,3,7,0,6,5,9,0,0,6,8,16,4,12,24,3,17,0,0,2,1,11,5,0,2,7,72,19,2,0.14243618768524316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142629267102088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896329371422102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721284611522942,0.0,0.0,0.16204172624765806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550342630310804,0.1582144945783159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760293249413346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953323790854605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717465747184594,0.0,0.09407775861842342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602803107632454,0.2160600486667212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488340584573835,0.0,0.24284930371427105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275948468475038,0.14062624668415913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864159225383238,0.0,0.0,0.14147127315878433,0.14027095328487998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322090073364007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958712657326609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348947404593113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366671325062876,0.0,0.27334272721843217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711817665756434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247473294049856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356493726963667,0.0,0.14253905339653505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804573684717254,0.10709428673702956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370944453452588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29011446504409183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369524104166486,0.0,0.1451546439152113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AthenaIshiguro,2020/02/10,"Constant intrapersonal conflict 
I can’t seem to have peace of mind. I want to be wealthy some day. Owning so many businesses. Making so many big moves. That’s what I want for myself. Unfortunately currently I’m unemployed and almost broke. Everyone who comes along seems to have their own agenda and are in for their benefit only. Nothing seems to be going so great right now. And what makes it all so worse is that when I lay my head down to try to rest, all I can feel is the fear of not making it. I’m aware it takes time especially for those of us who have to start from nothing. I understand that it will take some time but why can’t I rest. I’m constantly torn between the fear of ending up poor and the fear of starting something and failing at it. The latter will be a better choice if I could even have the finances to start. I just need to be able to go to bed without this fear. I just need some peace of mind so I can make sound decisions.",2.2098157743235447,4.258456927461143,3.3263816925734027,90.31152993667244,78.17098445595855,6.568681635002879,22.121185952792167,7.594959193182576,0.7712270581462288,749,22,161,11,18,241,111,193,0.161,0.7440000000000001,0.095,-0.9401,3,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,2,2,10,9,0,4,6,0,18,1,1,4,2,37,42,13,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,14,7,0,1,6,0,2,4,4,6,0,0,0,2,16,3,28,35,9,22,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,8,12,109,30,3,0.11013200183929048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102812913073439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740280584465352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094868967830664,0.0,0.238027137755665,0.0,0.08793144194612229,0.0,0.0,0.07102603019315233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754426471961887,0.0,0.0,0.07274114853520447,0.0,0.0,0.1052358473606956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957164823531315,0.055686049226346006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518110927649426,0.0,0.0,0.12142092082793887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130272069704119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29405586566694397,0.2233131279276673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240385350611724,0.0,0.0,0.11705288875155515,0.0,0.1633229677726113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134925208262856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376035013685053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405212781971944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30078011461732324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478499557867873,0.0,0.0,0.23385599324445724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656111185728118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284377118611766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477239999441262,0.0,0.0,0.1146512979283534,0.13247523801693767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299174162131795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937700172287743,0.0,0.0,0.10616331970342548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223391871437896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,famnms,2020/02/10,"Sertraline has worked great! I was prescribed the local brand (Lustral) and for the first weeks in January there wasn’t much change, then I realized I felt...good. No overwhelming anxiety when I wake up, no putting myself down, no stomachache texting anyone, no fear of approaching people (unless it’s actually dangerous), not even that horrible sinking feeling when I think about bad things in society. I can make my mind focus more on solution than despair.

When I gave a speech last year I was 2 seconds from fainting the whole time, yesterday I gave a short one to way more people and tho I did have some stage fright it was more before and not during, and some self-consciousness like “Did I do well?” afterwards but nothing debilitating. I was actually kinda confident during, mic in hand and all. It was nice.",4.582448979591838,7.300702993197284,5.04105442176871,77.62239795918369,73.48979591836735,8.825850340136055,29.54761904761905,9.424239791934726,3.1641374149659867,648,28,109,17,14,206,106,147,0.105,0.741,0.155,0.8864,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,1,3,5,0,12,3,2,1,1,18,17,12,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,6,1,3,10,3,14,4,13,7,8,23,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,3,12,80,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.3775618904210165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799001453495195,0.0,0.0,0.1352659207074146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152408196144089,0.0,0.0,0.1646131411184523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464623888066846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777301778221786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176869357650812,0.09781498782048843,0.0,0.18574396116407416,0.0,0.0,0.16454991000732794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225810061854484,0.0,0.21328117287800374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768894826632665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451072486880187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291305062864247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953310615869492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220925212593918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856221154629053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108787276320158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682300901620025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944723817231788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018123045325706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852070793190265,0.12395603270809925,0.0,0.0,0.1128032370399206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355294831709174,0.15517527813501264,0.0,0.173936303317354,0.0,0.0,0.2159819050570479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083513544670426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457654679515565
anxiety,WintersDawn57,2020/02/10,"This time every year without fail... memories of prison attack me This is quite a long chapter in my life but for this post I'll keep it as short as possible. Teen years I was always getting in trouble, peti theft here and there skipping school. At 18 and 21 I got a couple more peti theft charges. Aldo at 18 I started taking klonopin for anxiety and ambien for sleep. 
This became a huge addiction for me along with hydros. Well at the peak of my addiction I snapped into a person unrecognizable. At 23 at my lowest I went on a crimspree. I broke into many people's homes and took everything I could. I was a monster who convinced himself the world owned me because I was being ""ganged up on"" drugs and anger fed this belief system. 

I was caught, sentenced to a few years but offered a chance to complete a drug treatment program to be able to be realised early. I was release 10 months after my sentencing. Well this month is 4 years since I was arrested. 
That experienced shocked me to my core. I've never been more terrified than when I was in the prison facility. It did change me for the better, I'm still sober, work a job making more than I ever imagined I could make and I recently married the girl of my dreams. 

To my currently struggles whenever February rules around I relive all thos shitty ass terrifying memories. Me getting arrested thinking I was gonna be in prison for 15-20 years. My girlfriend (wife now) seeing me in the police station learning what I had done. There was one time I overdosed so much I passed out on the living room floor for my wife to come home from work to find me there trying desperately to wake me up. All these memories atavk me. I get pulled so deep in then I lay awake shaking and unable to sleep. The person i use to be makes me sick and I cant stop these snippets of bad memories from playing in my head every time this damn months rolls around. This anxiety burns my heart and all I want to do is sleep.",3.973944153577662,5.641268104712047,4.72835602094241,83.84208027923214,72.1413612565445,7.606422338568938,27.654799301919716,8.238735603445708,1.8626520767888304,1544,57,297,24,30,497,216,382,0.207,0.7170000000000001,0.077,-0.9955,3,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,5,14,15,3,2,18,0,25,14,7,4,5,39,46,17,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,3,3,15,17,1,2,5,2,0,7,3,10,2,1,18,2,49,5,55,20,9,61,1,2,1,1,9,28,2,0,24,197,64,7,0.09722391059618354,0.0,0.0,0.21197682667607454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089808206111605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875205098506955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309978619328736,0.0,0.1106062340026091,0.0,0.0,0.08117790430235464,0.05926679349972085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598664810503391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285000598026936,0.0837497901852368,0.1019374204977919,0.0,0.0,0.15525076285889064,0.10757640784634304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949381596066796,0.0,0.0,0.2254977394856596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879445933081753,0.16383067582032965,0.0,0.08737858180990495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886089292526195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238644155273512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775884287702678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997797813705704,0.0,0.0,0.1152108021713558,0.0,0.0,0.1950470189622012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647972937120353,0.08641707890674079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867212330671092,0.0,0.0,0.08585049428104416,0.08604010141957773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946931458369728,0.098569785448356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328095936029841,0.0,0.07147076101472451,0.0,0.07498507351574507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588143799455705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740281797540564,0.16978433726307468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109605351036196,0.09311363117997706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340959644674794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599688253376223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983957880601999,0.07747486912301965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042462352933333,0.0,0.2918823736250232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688155843287003,0.0,0.07764314059135734,0.08128354265694554,0.0,0.10163954092928776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310028110336553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062297156180585775,0.0,0.0,0.17007613236783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801934200396313,0.06600865334970545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397024278441623,0.0,0.0,0.0573451814542932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483194349647718,0.0901275391673414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372038037138056,0.0,0.14156032969041646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31304505406410843
anxiety,whyucurious,2020/02/10,"Deep breathing = More anxiety Hi everyone.

Through the years I have been told to practice deep, rythmed breathing. Thing is, it always makes me feel more anxious.

And what is it that calms me down? Extremely slow shallow breaths.

Anyone here experienced the same? Any theory on why it works this way?

Best regards",2.7290909090909103,5.546286000000002,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,98.0909090909091,5.836363636363638,29.13636363636364,7.1686216300943375,2.4316909090909093,250,13,41,5,10,75,47,55,0.071,0.812,0.11699999999999999,0.5795,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,1,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,4,5,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635990778483727,0.0,0.0,0.2154316757965216,0.0,0.24234754686826696,0.35788853079537364,0.0,0.22151064827807826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324571356313498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30271149694953153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601812285763789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146333097346431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046472890043175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30271149694953153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514573733638497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858584950694653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306307604308524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400579463417395
anxiety,goldenhecate,2020/02/10,"So I have a skin scratching and picking problem and idk what to do Since I was a kid, any time I was nervous or scared I'd just get really itchy and I thought it was natural. I'd scratch my knees until they bleed and my dad would be like ""oh Haha be more careful"". So for a long time I just thought everyone had like scares hands and arms from just scratching too much. At some point I thought I had eczema or some other skin condition. 
I've also heard people talking about skin picking but I always thought  I didn't have it. Then I saw a post saying ""Skin Pickers: I know you hate the little bumps on your skin and how they feel, but don't pick them!! It makes it worse!!"". And I was like oh like prying off skin bumps?? What's wrong with that??
Lately I've realized how many absentminded unhealthy coping mechanisms I've had and how many sensory issues I have.
Idk what my question is here exactly but does anyone have any tips to stop some of these coping things? Especially the scratching? I'm tired of always having scarred up hands and arms and the God-awful dry sound of scratching always in the background.",2.8885909090909125,5.002120677272728,3.3963636363636382,90.30454545454548,76.31818181818181,6.218181818181819,24.18181818181818,7.1686216300943375,0.9077000000000002,879,29,178,10,20,274,126,220,0.153,0.785,0.062,-0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,3,0,12,12,1,3,8,1,19,13,11,7,1,41,32,23,0,2,8,1,14,4,0,1,2,3,0,1,11,11,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,14,18,21,6,15,15,5,15,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,6,11,106,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085364926835202,0.3387936628389254,0.0,0.0,0.18459064710541184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489967934197806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837718877478747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187708629143386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968777897113715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862490515317962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090892005413525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399695455452998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416580603665964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458902695089932,0.0,0.15309984566377624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652268195128789,0.1360286712197153,0.0,0.12010932096408065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059520369772826,0.27520074482579016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977097228655006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409224959664432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830075532633706,0.0,0.12998374977487073,0.0,0.0,0.12986721551125086,0.0,0.0,0.15203922280737175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694671484528939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793124210610336,0.2717619422605572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227028747669572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346931201849025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908785912479643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016738220355767,0.0,0.0,0.4309910740279201,0.15828068101470905,0.1559919824121372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831187763810618,0.09641271123073657,0.1483902338592947,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gathee12,2020/02/10,"Can anxiety disorder cause attention deficiency? I was diagnosed with ADHD and started ADHD medication but to our surprise, none of the ADHD meds I took helped me. The doctor who diagnosed with me wasn't really supportive when I told him my 4th line of medication wasn't working (I tried 4 meds for ADHD) so we switched the doctor.  
The second doctor acknowledged the fact I have ADHD but also said that I have underlying issues like anxiety disorder and mild depression which aren't addressed. So he prescribed me Zoloft and said that it can help me with my attention as anxiety can cause attention deficiency. I am not on any ADHD meds atm.  


  
**Has anyone here experienced an improvement in attention after taking Zoloft?**",4.982451923076923,8.021058062500002,6.5031250000000025,65.97552884615385,73.84375,10.81346153846154,30.93990384615385,10.560738912317856,4.635886298076923,584,27,86,22,13,198,78,128,0.136,0.768,0.09699999999999999,-0.5373,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,11,9,0,2,1,18,18,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,9,2,1,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,7,3,16,3,12,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,4,63,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6861809247594499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609919127902616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471187070395737,0.0,0.21839076905069166,0.0,0.0,0.06653788667762954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551048455308906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196092478561265,0.19317021925236574,0.0,0.0,0.21812255979307968,0.2922000077375387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756710480577033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932202124392267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649023100758192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171029799865105,0.19172680707050696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096175139349475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103736438491533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735453745430388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798611912158623,0.0,0.0,0.071548264387015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909291875429758,0.10572594693148347,0.06460720137337628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927740729944071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emxilyyx,2020/02/10,First post/finally wanting help This is my first time reaching out for help. I’ve had anxiety all my life (I’m 20 now) and I’m just now starting to try medication.  My dr gave me 25mg zoloft and I had every side effect you could imagine and had a bad reaction to it. He also gave me propranolol 20mg once a day and klonopin .25 as needed (although my anxiety is still bad and I’m scared to take them together). Was wondering if anyone could give some help/experiences/alternatives. It would be appreciated,2.504200000000001,4.877469020000003,4.475999999999999,80.78300000000002,78.8,8.4,27.0,9.120678840339163,2.5471,402,17,79,11,10,137,69,100,0.129,0.768,0.102,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,3,5,3,0,1,2,0,10,4,0,1,1,18,21,9,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,9,0,6,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,8,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265697213618545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920650709110329,0.0,0.0,0.1334767445202414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31877517277198386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048248730898172,0.0,0.0,0.12311011943240376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083548977643916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32474678298881965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831218508029943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38385443333605307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483329090500298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230449990858786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141544656331358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329469374613895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828226173237328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911170806316494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511496738127896,0.0,0.15244730551544586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352769351875236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131117707025218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296037391999291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125935701520866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070151921517712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560482938066584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thegman56,2020/02/10,"I Can’t Fall Asleep I feel really alone and isolated right now, and I have this recurring fear of falling asleep so I stay up late at night, even when I have to be up early (like now.) I woke up to my girlfriend telling me I had night terrors again. I feel like I know the basics of taking care of myself (eating, drinking water, etc.) but sleeping has become so difficult for me that I resent going to bed most nights. Is there anything I can do to ease my apprehension? Thanks in advance.",2.458991981672394,4.549069309278352,3.6978694158075602,87.74710194730815,77.55670103092783,6.3729667812142035,23.14891179839633,7.3871296695380915,0.9669413516609392,381,12,76,5,9,124,70,97,0.19,0.7040000000000001,0.106,-0.7744,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,3,1,0,9,6,3,0,0,7,17,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,3,1,0,4,1,5,0,0,2,2,16,4,13,14,2,21,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,12,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033418188976576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917564380230942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136272114246874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972138287536276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948684988059386,0.0,0.19792622874901927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157245442808993,0.12775807679684126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766148080298986,0.19560709988319944,0.13818576661913404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993019834378924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630355854341904,0.0,0.21819641670913945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889993467399176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544560238278603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391561560118652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518736933446554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935687626683888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616965260366554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454345884763984,0.0,0.16906553335448546,0.17808350010760438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SonOfVirgin,2020/02/10,"I need advice on my girlfriends scrupulosity. My girlfriend suffers from this and it’s digging a hole in me. It’s clear she wants intimacy but she just can’t. She’s always flip flopping about the rules we have set. One day she is feeling like the pace we are at is fine and the next she is wanting to take steps back.

What can I do? This is getting increasingly frustrating because I just love her so much and going back and forth is becoming a bit much.

I won’t leave her over this but the lack of intimacy sometimes gets to me. We can’t share just one moment between the two of us, there’s always an inner voice coming out and saying she’s a slut or a thot. It hurts to hear sometimes especially since she really believes it.",2.3395918367346944,4.500773945578235,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857144,78.25170068027211,6.37687074829932,24.105442176870746,7.447530270364453,1.073389115646258,578,20,118,8,14,189,94,147,0.125,0.762,0.113,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,10,0,12,2,0,0,1,22,23,9,0,4,6,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,3,0,4,21,4,13,22,5,16,0,2,0,2,19,6,0,1,6,85,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820965866659646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286462481992433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647244708452237,0.0,0.10493272728540637,0.19011108544676006,0.0,0.19393873106000464,0.0,0.0,0.1879283220885699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828023206213858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101371165217803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703731568625063,0.1229742499097206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986828676693395,0.0,0.09782906021728023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940101881011147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427553348585676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226755060982705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409713050558974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535978546534412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530800615853754,0.1276369297367451,0.0,0.0,0.1830689716020796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332881047896011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027495995775864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688974244305835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239297572045564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404945229202981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942512001331954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815221123461854,0.0,0.2070588463732532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030609699410795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purplepyramid7,2020/02/10,"Does the Social anxiety and depression ever go away? What has helped you? Just tired of being in a downward incessant spiral for years now. Trying whatever I can to get out of it but am scared of everything and everyone. Even myself. Sometimes I wish I get the sweet release of death so that this pain can come to an end. 

Been to psychotherapy but seems useless. Will give it  a shot again.

Unemployed because too depressed to work. No one understands this and they think I am fine, tell me to grow up etc. I workout, walk, read, draw, play games, cook and clean. That's all I do. 

I'd like to know what has helped you or the people around you? Desperately want to fix myself ASAP. Thanks.",2.1311363636363647,4.757308022727276,3.0389696969696978,88.94845454545458,82.4090909090909,6.5503030303030325,21.67878787878788,7.793537801064563,1.1067387878787884,537,17,106,10,15,170,98,132,0.21600000000000005,0.632,0.152,-0.9117,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,1,8,10,0,1,6,0,10,3,0,0,2,19,22,8,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,7,1,0,4,5,0,4,1,5,0,1,1,1,13,5,17,19,2,15,0,3,0,0,10,6,0,2,6,72,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694006166177392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935441049702154,0.0,0.0,0.16818321053608146,0.0,0.0,0.10912116239878948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541989015435906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083573763520917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665045693354895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854729755772418,0.0,0.19964041001727795,0.11823260500913985,0.16192231234041862,0.0,0.17104910527742853,0.16088018016192254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704780708979385,0.1717200722589585,0.10173394939269303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239969582149253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837770701821327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745390377792002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129995010618723,0.0,0.19047634242749287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410109290736182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790556989336886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921749235319218,0.0,0.0,0.1629614837556163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247535562429015,0.0,0.0,0.17704275440409525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646023270643553,0.16480583188763287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470062230710135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057425089220377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215341771768458,0.0,0.0,0.1863528675958116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558311811303664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584951130432488,0.0,0.0,0.13031941508229958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527480454237266
anxiety,SeriousPillowfight,2020/02/10,"Anyone else feel like anxiety = accomplishment? I don’t mean like it’s an accomplishment to be anxious, but rather that if it weren’t for my anxiety, I’d never get anything done. 

I’m a relatively new college professor and still often feel like I don’t know what I’m doing. I am lying in bed after 2 a.m. on a Sunday night worrying about assignments I need to grade, classes I need to teach, how I’m going to do it effectively, what I should say, whether I’m doing a good job, that sort of thing. 

I was just imagining how I’d feel if I wasn’t anxious about any of this and.....how do non-anxious people have the drive to take care of business? What’s the secret to getting things done without fear being the driving factor?",6.0528061224489775,5.4284251224489815,7.1490391156462625,76.5353954081633,66.48299319727892,10.07108843537415,32.660714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.8305653061224487,571,21,114,10,8,194,90,147,0.10400000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.157,0.8635,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,1,7,0,16,0,0,3,1,24,32,7,0,6,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,11,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,5,4,9,5,16,24,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,9,71,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882462032157368,0.0,0.2448421725940988,0.3615724877713755,0.0,0.11189539378051264,0.16396773694826172,0.13168952094114708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315935033245224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32752868815143177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368297356455586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007614387214774,0.2427451021492137,0.2286482651775509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672161926578533,0.0,0.0909476777416926,0.1342240082929839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880323258808146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879472786446423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345449922723201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431755434881754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731767079954236,0.12342356418040926,0.15455617129229787,0.0,0.15017556536805135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094336032865404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726079709038726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779867641169584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032124279337708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263116604361695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542614128310563,0.0,0.0,0.16251634042141294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaywatcher75,2020/02/10,My anxiety demon is just telling the truth Why fight fact anymore. My anxiety is just making me relise how useless I am little by little every day. Of every week. . How much I suck as a person. I'm so lonely thst I am posting on my alt reddit account on a public subreddit because how fucking disliked I am. I'm a good for nothing ugly fat slob who should not even have been born. I go anywhere and I am the buzzkill. Everyone talks smack about me behind my back. I don't blame them. I'm just that bad of a person. Hell I used to vent to one of my friends I thought was stable because he never said anything. Turned out it made him suicidal and I feel guilty. I can't even find anyone trust worthy who don't tell me when enough is enough.,1.2303947368421078,3.4436525657894776,2.9426315789473705,90.88592105263159,82.55263157894737,5.11578947368421,22.657894736842106,6.322622252153567,0.5179394736842102,578,20,118,5,16,191,102,152,0.2,0.672,0.129,-0.9169,0,2,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,12,11,4,0,6,0,14,2,1,6,3,20,27,8,1,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,3,0,1,1,5,7,0,1,5,2,21,4,13,21,3,13,2,2,0,1,14,5,3,0,6,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23419600826246434,0.0,0.1518041443556316,0.10702998706761292,0.0,0.12596343108563068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770125400128865,0.12780691775894906,0.1866199002734228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987173798559664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31632411358361257,0.0,0.2022023636005314,0.0,0.2579358741878062,0.146264786165282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739670736497434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990305529181188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826137413496345,0.14151059510948433,0.0,0.0,0.08699311422610187,0.12838771451075734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068323733530379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448383781180881,0.10217530288183484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252394051903906,0.0,0.118056892529284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687463415438598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372408107814904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673093499496764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659858867668818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145604464887421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743355428786988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303173448338416,0.26757956369382874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215203502248825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166496024413181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220319009190756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227833879009944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812171680362526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_cannot_fit,2020/02/10,"How to deal with physical symptoms? I've been having bad anxiety earlier today, but right now, mentally, I feel alright.

However, my stomach and chest still hurt like hell, almost at the same intensity I get when having an anxiety attack. But I'm literally just like, laying on my bed watching youtube.

And yeah I did try to google this but I didn't find many helpful results.",4.521761904761902,6.778506985714286,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,72.0,9.23809523809524,33.09523809523809,9.725611199111238,3.730666666666668,299,15,50,8,6,100,56,70,0.272,0.594,0.135,-0.9185,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,2,5,3,2,2,0,13,8,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,6,3,5,5,1,7,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,1,6,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24907997770075646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805751136491933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829808382277516,0.0,0.0,0.20768984327330625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644289869628545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577183069870196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273464076632781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995784355795606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672705176730376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662843059526639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430463296529845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521861517267412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250674231756503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124249872515265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864631686726786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25853900522528844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357790842946908,0.0,0.0,0.16888002944521288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,absofruitlea,2020/02/10,"I don’t want to give up this time I recently started a second job as a waitress. The only other jobs I’ve had long term were at two retail stores. Aside from them, I always ran away from any ones I’ve tried. I’ll feel fine about it, but then out of no where my brain just gets overwhelmed and continuously tells me I need to quit. I’ve given into that voice countless times before, but I actually like  waitressing so far and I’m trying my hardest not to fail again.",4.625,4.889419833333335,5.522916666666667,83.96375000000002,69.41666666666666,8.066666666666668,25.375,7.793537801064563,1.1655124999999995,368,9,78,4,6,121,78,96,0.031,0.8490000000000001,0.12,0.7248,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,12,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,2,0,3,4,2,9,2,13,8,1,17,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,10,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.2137939427677953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822950649976854,0.0,0.0,0.14898432749630972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058362081214836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864239657867038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445696983954947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077522619990593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446211315053352,0.21016490539968685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348132387958372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703315676808438,0.0,0.0,0.19388204863546776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624476772010903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845668420526548,0.16662291295398796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330223242054481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163185763519934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506846514082928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148868022821114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549876103059593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974867004561031,0.0,0.21401279541611345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922115474402665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rbaugh15,2020/02/10,"Coping with anxiety that comes out of nowhere I started therapy again after having been out of it for around 9 months because my anxiety has gotten so bad I can barely leave my house anymore. But recently I'll just have a wave of emotions that turn into an anxiety attack or a short moment of uncontrollable crying. For example, to try and wind myself down tonight I was watching Tangled and at the end I literally just started bawling. I dont know what triggered me or why I was even crying in the first place but I couldnt stop for like 10 minutes until I started drawing to take my mind off of my crying.

I find it happens more often at night (that's when my anxiety is worse off anyways), and its almost as if I can feel it coming on, as if i suddenly stepped into a quicksand of emotions and then out of nowhere I'm swallowed by the crying. And sometimes just as quickly as it came on it stops. Sometimes I can identify my triggers but more often than not my triggers are unknown to me and I'm just stuck crying.

Does anyone else experience this? And does anyone know how to stop this or minimize this?",6.7093883792048965,6.359660321100918,7.300504587155968,75.07840214067282,65.05504587155963,9.6519877675841,36.51529051987768,9.075114841892004,3.296182262996941,882,40,160,13,12,292,127,218,0.182,0.792,0.026000000000000002,-0.9849,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,14,4,1,1,7,0,13,1,0,4,0,46,29,24,0,3,13,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,17,1,3,4,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,6,2,22,1,37,22,2,40,0,0,1,0,0,16,0,8,21,125,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024636208741571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131131174737677,0.0,0.10147881946681286,0.14309591851095832,0.1048439669053695,0.0,0.09109086787392087,0.0,0.11640936212726932,0.0,0.0,0.08543702933093897,0.06237631801538735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703244229779455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628770641492195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619955677863354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909044412912498,0.0,0.11992403749037253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547933585639612,0.2302035120745013,0.0906295024314235,0.0,0.0,0.06758464084982657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009340080286007,0.0,0.0,0.05173855119275343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352311790351084,0.08703751983593096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048558378752902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806921270308628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247019374970936,0.0,0.0,0.1083473096987298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049990784498819996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331899389486404,0.0,0.08167477036237962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602500039633588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069077567018818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010335083074798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240391337972904,0.0,0.2172783030275765,0.0,0.0,0.2566446304983997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693560106536243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701745721355702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947190002995664,0.11130012342604706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233231953882001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427782953975334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,l3sserspark,2020/02/10,"Too anxious to try meds (Sertraline) ...Well, technically I’m already on meds: 25mg Sertraline. But I have heard this isn’t really enough of a dose to make a difference and I’ve never felt it has helped.

But anyway! 

Long story short: I’m too anxious about taking meds to take them (upping to a therapeutic dose), yet I KNOW I need to just do it already because literally nothing else has helped. 

So I’m kinda stuck. Feeling pretty depressed, anxious, irritable, etc. to the point where it’s really impacting my life.

My psychiatrist wants me to up the dose to 50mg Sertraline and I am super freaked out. A LOT of my anxiety has to do with doctors or anything health-related, including trying any medication sooooo it’s a big problem.

(Also she wanted me to try Lithium the first time I met with her... But now a week later she says to just up my Sertraline? Weird. It seems like meds are really trial and error which sucks especially when trying anything new sends me into a full-blown panic.)

Any tips or helpful stories with Sertraline? 

(Please nothing that will trigger health anxiety because I can’t really handle anymore of it at this point.)

Note: The first time I took Sertraline I felt verrryy... idk “revved up” for about a day. Like i just drank 20 cups of coffee. Idk if this was just a reaction or if it’s a sign I might be bipolar but yeah... not fun and makes me scared to up the dosage. Argh. I just want to feel better. Help?",1.7725907836058603,4.447805584837546,3.5194829050753853,84.3404645359949,85.20938628158845,6.724527500530899,23.67052452750053,7.928766900206844,1.6862496071352733,1125,43,211,24,34,374,160,277,0.11900000000000001,0.807,0.07400000000000001,-0.741,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,4,17,14,2,2,15,1,14,9,0,3,1,43,37,16,0,7,15,0,4,2,0,2,8,2,0,0,12,9,1,0,6,0,0,2,4,8,1,2,8,6,23,6,32,26,3,29,0,1,0,0,12,14,1,9,15,131,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197834794961692,0.07318458186801817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446679444993393,0.0,0.14001758186195826,0.3101579981249154,0.09075837528997648,0.0,0.0,0.15061823772742933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115734950286616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093765739936194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059019660145916086,0.0,0.07882181018136977,0.0,0.0,0.09561378773559773,0.0,0.09366956918851987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644911208027869,0.0,0.0,0.0945595482117864,0.10206351272716016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254555523573542,0.0,0.17573766966225118,0.0,0.0,0.1556853722004831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945525157066744,0.0,0.0,0.2453625345660421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050294298391058534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463981224498873,0.08941929763122697,0.0,0.0,0.08098797202558301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780285420554227,0.0,0.0,0.12217406215988548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066105234386189,0.09219182209767107,0.0,0.09708304510883184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785727729501666,0.07058207668322915,0.0883858411192343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562238796239088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737323635857476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045608386569804,0.17302267467381632,0.0,0.0,0.09310374356551256,0.0,0.08756757870615982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345076319834489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277647018743544,0.09162256684474206,0.0,0.0,0.08331189797641064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761591219404395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672636614141737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167662873591468,0.24853094697612405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193390784516834,0.0,0.07340788254362178,0.0,0.08228305357302368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,voodoostaar,2020/02/10,"I had an Anxiety attack and it's unending On Wednesday night I smoked some weed before heading off to bed.I couldn't sleep then I started experiencing dizziness ,chest pain and  racing heart.I knew I was having a full-blown anxiety attack but it felt life threatening at that moment.I honestly thought I was having a heart attack and believed that I was nearing my breaking point.Thursday was totally fine ,but on Friday I had another anxiety attack that was less intense around midnight (the same time my 1st one occurred).The same thing happened yesterday and Today : I kept having a panic attack everyday around bedtime.I thought that there was a trigger in my environment but it's not the case since I went to my friends house Today yet it still happened.What's terrifying me the most now is this unusual  muscle twitch or spasm in my heart and also im very frustrated cuz I spend 6hours of wakefulness in my room (from 1am to 7am) unable to sleep cuz my whole body is placed on high alert, and fear of impending death or doom is palpable.Please note this is my first time ever dealing with all of this.How long will these symptoms last please ?
Additional info :
-I have Asthma Condition
-I did LSD a week ago",4.347739130434782,6.628538078260871,4.9532608695652165,80.03293478260872,72.56521739130434,8.078260869565218,28.89130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.5406695652173914,978,40,172,20,20,313,146,230,0.223,0.7070000000000001,0.07,-0.9907,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,8,13,6,2,9,0,19,13,8,3,3,33,27,15,1,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,12,10,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,10,0,2,15,2,21,3,20,10,8,35,1,1,0,0,2,14,0,4,19,112,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825729867278036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962113246065446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440132224407037,0.2284980964779556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726577609733146,0.0,0.5663409627144844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472145799616293,0.11217430444966857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059293337559592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264590283816916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006115448883452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203695196766647,0.0,0.0,0.0955968587737437,0.0,0.0,0.08468891483533887,0.0,0.0,0.0769227425556638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804393684072398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218117984112288,0.0,0.0,0.3539507363497856,0.0,0.10519461792417804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488325400512295,0.0,0.0,0.10754598595439484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115778312857402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032485424691888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811082722311306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343387881408244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746700555408461,0.0,0.10594289973926292,0.11681666351873014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402297675335588,0.21858230123863528,0.09411996999412324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236020171246076,0.0,0.1992714014947657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070471767943128,0.0,0.0795117768672028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348490734251814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614576263297653,0.0,0.0,0.15808506681065426,0.11611290136103927,0.0,0.18874967566521186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215055965959392,0.0,0.0,0.07986407232882027,0.0,0.0,0.09229663727257084,0.0,0.11115942368206706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bouchhdag,2020/02/10,"I started in-person college classes! I am working towards my Bachelor’s of Social Work at Eastern Michigan University.

For the past three semesters, it has been incredibly difficult for me to leave my apartment. I struggled with the thought of having to speak to people, people judging me, or just being around people in general. I fed into my anxiety by taking all online courses. 

I finally came out of my comfort zone and decided to take in-person classes, and I have never felt any better! 

Anxiety will make you think crazy things, but the biggest thing is to try as best as you can to put yourself out there. Know that you’re stronger than what you may believe, and that we are capable of doing ANYTHING we want to. 

I suffer from GAD, OCD, and PTSD, but throughout these past couple of weeks, I have a feeling of relief knowing that, at least for now, I am okay. And everything is going to be okay, no matter how out of control my anxious thoughts get. 

Know that I love every one of you on this subreddit. Know that you’re never alone.
Know that anxiety is a scary thing, but it is NOT a weakness. 
Know that nothing is as chaotic as it seems.

I hope all of you have a blessed day.❤️",5.363362318840583,6.14689875652174,5.986521739130435,79.45253623188408,67.95652173913044,8.394202898550725,34.02898550724637,8.447377352677275,2.7760811594202903,934,43,171,13,15,304,141,230,0.105,0.695,0.2,0.9826,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,5,0,5,5,13,0,1,7,2,20,3,0,3,4,45,43,14,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,16,14,1,1,13,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,6,3,25,9,38,33,4,23,1,1,0,1,10,12,0,4,8,129,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468774530871753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186933690642674,0.0,0.2762940903139632,0.13600644656502095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990707224626024,0.10717263536446132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356383177026282,0.1263418907331735,0.10647518273977408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769410213056973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502763608328866,0.0,0.13320925906934242,0.0,0.07764159849930766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014337779805204,0.0,0.10819878051749834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060872807677508016,0.0,0.11559329175554912,0.13188137416823142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289881266051077,0.0,0.06842041854030416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957444686366922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969792146713823,0.0,0.0,0.12747564038070588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865668669679296,0.0,0.08036126824345717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857043990269681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551746401075405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815793882448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985177885021998,0.2503898286280646,0.21023983065783652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072948221199227,0.12102521459132022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959854592363913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227224567574048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521267055081015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585778062674716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103661348218167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23994532466354365,0.0771410589280523,0.0,0.1911524445932776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173691593642703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100914861959738,0.0,0.09656960628111308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529072599827694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MuslimShady37,2020/02/10,"I'm Terrified That All My Friends Hate Me I'll have fun while I'm with them. A lot of the time, being with my friends will also bring my spirits up. Afterwards, I'll regret going to them. I feel like I wasted their time or that I embarrassed myself completely. I'll isolate myself from them for a bit to ""make things right"" before I fall into the same pattern.

I'm terrified that my friendships will all end with me being the outcast. It scares me so much that it causes me to run far away, only to ruin the friendship myself.",2.8989832285115327,4.707239820754719,4.142955974842767,86.33715932914049,75.32075471698113,6.5979035639412995,24.041928721174003,7.3871296695380915,1.0988670859538785,415,13,81,5,9,136,64,106,0.228,0.632,0.14,-0.8996,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,2,9,1,2,6,0,5,0,0,2,2,13,13,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,19,4,13,9,6,14,1,2,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,59,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459990953741568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286271144784341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070654806383013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26566561993561943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499784949628857,0.0,0.0,0.2551386706400253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552811980123066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304064747846942,0.17384303746928814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760096919018137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829644005491568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024910506952465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888424300433345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688002860296,0.0,0.0,0.1624321738081971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888381779606388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850719858392376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781209772358966,0.0,0.0,0.2436270422604445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166511360562985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837884792978915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fdhasjfi,2020/02/10,"My gf has fainted and hyperventilated 3 days in a row now. Recently my gf has been collapsing to the ground gasping for air and shaking. It has really got me worried because today was the third day in a row it has happened. It happened at work today and she got picked up by an ambulance because it was really fucking intense and she has been telling me it's just panic attacks and the ER even told her it's just anxiety attacks, but I am still a little skeptical because she will actually faint and starts gasping for air like she is dying. She said that she had childhood asthma but idk ive been really scared because it is super intense when it happens. What do you guys think?",4.484962406015036,6.024505353383463,5.7443684210526325,77.56707894736844,70.65413533834587,8.327518796992482,32.848872180451124,8.841846274778883,2.9296622556390983,544,26,98,10,10,182,82,133,0.142,0.772,0.086,-0.4835,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,6,9,4,3,7,0,17,4,0,1,0,12,27,9,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,10,1,14,2,8,16,0,19,0,0,0,1,14,8,1,0,11,70,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.14572185401516335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423493652771355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339762605952255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641140192048184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926074437509689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549781084169512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986292394265478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805063519455232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23886128417596555,0.0,0.0,0.1478574534081302,0.3961487785898645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295375090341588,0.14966513287173636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520335199460402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869885777770177,0.0,0.147442643116274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420444091081641,0.0,0.14950262629637615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569459521194274,0.0,0.11925293370450794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305185972274187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568287139597917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830895427786048,0.14268858541009166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871201553147017,0.1516490695704916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zac728,2020/02/10,"Terrified I’m going to die Hello everyone, 

Basically as my header say, I’m terrified I’m going to die. For years I have suffered from severe depression and anxiety and panicked over every little thing, well here’s the next thing. When I was younger I fell head first onto concrete smashing the back of my head, at the time I was concussed but I was never taken to hospital and I was too young to take it into my own hands, anyhow for years I’ve always felt something hasn’t been right with my external occipital protuberance ( the ball on the back of my skull) it’s always been very tender and does stick out quite a bit. I don’t know if I can put that down to slipping and smacking it or not but hey I’ll never know. More recently I’ve began feel nausea anytime I put pressure on it or even touch it, I randomly black out aswell if I’m ever in a barber, I don’t know if that’s due to the clipper going over it or just my genuine anxiety. These black outs make me vomit, lose my vision and give me a weird feeling in my stomach, I’m convinced this is down to the back of my head and I’m convinced everyday that it’s going to kill me and I’m terrified. I know if I go to a docs they’ll put it down to my anxiety which won’t give me the satisfaction I need, I don’t think anything will convince me that it’s not gonna soon be the reason I’m dead. Thanks for reading",3.416145833333335,4.173548878472225,5.185722222222221,83.53150000000002,72.36805555555556,8.12111111111111,27.24722222222222,8.395991825355821,1.7637563888888892,1079,37,227,17,20,370,148,288,0.17,0.752,0.078,-0.9777,0,0,1,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,1,3,11,12,1,1,13,0,17,8,6,2,3,41,47,19,4,5,12,0,5,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,18,13,0,0,9,2,0,9,9,6,1,1,9,8,31,6,34,33,3,44,0,3,2,0,6,17,0,9,18,147,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134950146286294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500934781186262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967597364186251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25138187632230485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897092870407633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385878734048107,0.0,0.2261947488474793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536351682618294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197602380422953,0.09857284466115684,0.09181494365309932,0.10412892849809603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102006356894186,0.0,0.10463172900106507,0.0,0.0,0.09269287401396528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907478115058625,0.30966099252489204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355150050520882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056312378828025,0.0,0.23955612520255504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922015853383653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191356499209613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274071283317064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080253098072585,0.16809429040559007,0.0,0.11589464177802218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286456488027178,0.0,0.11590681932314567,0.10900307277960976,0.0,0.0,0.11204299282848862,0.10759826652215833,0.0,0.0,0.09306284444373784,0.0,0.0866601670653824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310913067069015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389318814589597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193457247154169,0.0,0.0,0.10032823414575977,0.0,0.0,0.14479441268593773,0.06982587181342803,0.0,0.0,0.0635433725782237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991461859570311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798033830059433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035082920025868
anxiety,truelyuneventful,2020/02/10,"cleaning started as an outlet for my anxiety, now it’s a primary contributor Due to my diagnosis of ADHD and Anxiety, i’ve often been advised to keep my space organized to manage my symptoms. For a while it was great, when i was introduced to my AHDH meds and was on them regularly my room and other areas of the house were often quite clean and tidy. however, my anxiety has been difficult to manage my whole life and i recently begun meds for that too. i’ve gone through some meds that DID NOT agree with me but i had finally found what seems like the right medication and dose. i’ve been in these meds for over four months now but despite the success something is off. it’s not significant enough for me to play medication roulette again but i’m in distress. i’m obsessively cleaning and decluttering any space in the house i can get my hands on. at first it was nice to have a ‘spring cleaning’ in december but  now i’ve gone through my closet so many times i could probably name every item in there off the top of my head. i’m not minimalist but i don’t keep useless items the way i used to. for a long time it was difficult to let go of items but now my anxiety to be tidy is taking over. my room is spotless yet i can never sit easy because i feel the need to be doing more. each item of closing must be folded in an exact way or hung up in a very specific spot. i feel like i’m losing my sanity over socks that weren’t folded right. how can i manage this? any advice? sharing is a bit out of my comfort zone but recently i had a conversation with a friend who’s experienced similar anxiety and it was relieving to find that others around me relate to this. (note- i’ve been talking with my parents, therapist, and psychiatrist about these issues and i’m not sure they understand what i’m trying to communicate because they haven’t experienced this and have suggested that i’m just trying to distract myself from other things that make me anxious) 
thank you for reading",4.083265132139811,5.643969982097192,5.427526854219952,79.36371142369994,71.6854219948849,8.998499573742539,28.634356351236143,9.473421319101043,2.6079329241261733,1577,61,305,37,30,528,195,391,0.105,0.8009999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.2298,3,0,1,1,0,0,25.0,0,1,3,5,16,19,0,3,17,0,34,7,2,3,4,54,58,24,0,3,13,1,3,2,1,1,5,0,7,0,24,18,0,4,6,2,0,3,8,7,0,2,18,5,37,12,54,34,10,54,0,2,0,0,13,27,0,5,23,216,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743706089485635,0.0954880972467035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290206637227372,0.0,0.3737668757386626,0.1103925991797216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698900734214336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913497175867542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668185190584857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801921681824188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096796826908018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233093855985145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881748444438357,0.06980917283409062,0.0,0.1070443941851266,0.08931173211818542,0.08311818329065887,0.0,0.10714184404213438,0.07549605078059027,0.0,0.05105319336162965,0.0,0.05553492522148688,0.0,0.0,0.10773353579428366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028601796827173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255050116533217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199134807874558,0.0,0.17371103862857504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992243697308988,0.06902053399254522,0.09547935641202444,0.0,0.0,0.08647662921719597,0.0,0.1093205292038308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522697635904295,0.09906988308473193,0.0,0.0,0.4341670323601154,0.19687955672922916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799692070729525,0.0,0.0,0.07245605071424634,0.07536551319975297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850336421282424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535564724944917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039342490522738,0.09774362354085188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296785289446294,0.0,0.0,0.16689987540701945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895805056596685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522745910432921,0.0,0.0,0.0691647228696038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209728560553948,0.10156556513961923,0.07347115821983609,0.0785413677299357,0.0,0.08996485052021384,0.0,0.11345717739654168,0.06491895229874874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395934682244695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268710163444888,0.0,0.0,0.10172703044089584,0.0,0.08439626907382516,0.0,0.08062690717542495,0.0,0.155126698063496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909774165903784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jefvv,2020/02/10,I had no idea that i was actually having anxiety attacks Every other day my head would start pounding and my heart would begin racing like crazy when i got in the shower. It happened again today and it was hard to breathe. I didn't know it was this bad. I just want to go back to normal.,2.511694915254239,4.214618474576273,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864406,76.11864406779661,6.07593220338983,21.969491525423727,6.742157984588678,0.5233837288135597,226,6,46,2,5,75,46,59,0.23199999999999998,0.708,0.06,-0.8728,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,8,3,3,0,0,9,15,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,1,7,1,4,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2381445936469689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668738964060133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776269499100508,0.0,0.18764914081968773,0.20376043154150847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573834677559173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561142525035028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869166713872266,0.0,0.1951784234510197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158008271731375,0.0,0.21860892854456687,0.0,0.2504520347736431,0.0,0.0,0.2891846367607928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754877036340861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411617534845058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922399341768138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391041291746722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273041574676778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313182349563777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439391546304549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34671330660347466,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Miss_Stormiee,2020/02/10,"So anxious, I’m paranoid Does anyone else get so anxious that they think people are watching them? 
I’m in a constant state of fear when I’m at home that someone is hiding in the bush, or someone is trying to get in my house. 
I’ve got a security camera set up, I want to set up another one but I’m worried I’m fuelling my own paranoia. 
I’m also worried people are watching what I post online.... I’m just so goddamn scared. Why won’t it stop!?",0.12942940038684725,2.317158925531917,2.806557059961317,90.16136363636365,87.40425531914894,4.2692456479690515,24.502901353965182,5.565023196281405,0.5652893617021277,345,15,71,2,11,120,61,94,0.27399999999999997,0.6970000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,17,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,6,1,9,15,1,13,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,1,3,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450872383306154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902422014650696,0.0,0.4099221106001951,0.0,0.12685809218413366,0.18589357064874046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605831222158876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587681347381696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515591161613572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041560004186221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895764112013353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510387756538565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819862391968948,0.0,0.0,0.20934258957287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293974239961428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515575048495167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737570730029424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164024242481894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074452963614088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516812337398971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162512016465473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317713586683812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701044255336983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637097972537004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684961855543004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,capo-johnson,2020/02/10,Do you guys ever have a cringey/embarrassing moment and you just know you aren’t gonna be able to stop thinking about it for a long time? I ordered a couple things online earlier and I entered the wrong email address on accident (like it was my usual username but I entered @gmail.com instead of @icloud.com like I was supposed to). The person who owns the email account that I accidentally entered just called me and was pretty mad about it. It was an honest mistake and it’s like a no harm done kind of thing but I’m still beating myself up over it and I can’t stop thinking about it. How do you guys cope with forgiving yourself for your own stupidity?,2.848233173076924,5.356750578125002,4.014062500000001,83.82084134615386,78.375,6.438461538461539,27.81490384615385,7.61054688173877,1.8331519230769229,526,23,97,8,13,171,84,128,0.23199999999999998,0.6409999999999999,0.127,-0.9282,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,9,11,2,0,8,0,11,0,0,1,1,19,16,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,11,6,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,5,0,14,6,13,9,2,15,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,11,73,25,0,0.20097080504718184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521366183622114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223703732589028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566290913643304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181789598960904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979853871633387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928016723593748,0.11044829861332292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945525517557428,0.0,0.0,0.17785283828433532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547995516188264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445955904159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049554451525147,0.336041183792797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670321456628168,0.2575479540575856,0.0,0.0,0.1171876925874143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213409488179966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973002639357528,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maramorha,2020/02/10,"anxiety i cannot shake today, after finding out my friend has relapsed tw: drug addiction, meth. 

I was having a fun weekend with my boyfriend and two friends. My old coworker from my first job called me asking if she could come over that night as she needed an escape from her home and the people in it. I agreed and said come on over. I know cause last time she came over she was very distraught about things and people in her house and it concerned me.
Charlie I’ll call her. 
Charlie is fairly open about the fact that she used to do meth over a decade ago. i’ve known her to be very serious about being a recovered addict. She’s a wonderful human and while she’s very ranty and high energy, there’s always been something i really appreciated about her as a person. She’s a motherly age compared to me.
The time before this weekend that she came over to vent, i couldn’t help but feel like maybe she was high... She dropped a lot of weight since I saw her last and everything she was expressing was very anger fueled and her eyes looked different. she kept talking about how people had been accusing her of being back on dope but insisted over and over again that their claims were ridiculous. When she went home i felt weird about the experience but didn’t give it too much thought. 

This time she didn’t seem like she was high, but she did after a long night of staying up and talking, admit to me that she had indeed relapsed, and actively while not as frequently as before was using meth. 
This felt awful. the conversation wore down as we got tired and i gave her a blanket to sleep with, went to my room and just couldn’t sleep. 
I stayed up wondering if she was ok, worrying about if she was gonna smoke meth while here, and questioning whether i trusted her right now. 
I’ve had prior experiences with active meth addicts who have hurt me in the past via verbal treatment and destroying and stealing things etc when previously being people I respected and thought respected me. 
I think i was able to sleep like 3 hours last night. 
got up this morning, we made coffee and talked about things we had before not really mentioning the relapse bit. I felt better talking to her and seeing her being herself despite my fears. 

after i drove her home my heart sank into my stomach. Even tho i try to remind myself this is Charlie we are talking about, she is strong, sobriety is important to her, she is aware of her mistakes.. it’s just so hard. 
I care about her and it just sucks to hear that she’s not well. I fear for her. 
my boyfriend keeps telling me i shouldn’t worry and that people do drugs all the time and you really can’t stop them or get to concerned about it cause people gonna do what they gonna do. 

I see where he’s coming from but it just doesn’t help the feeling.
usually i try to sooth my anxiety with long hot showers, and that’s usually enough to kinda loosen me up a little to be able to lay down and sleep some off. That’s not working out really. 
I can’t help but feel this a weird thing to be this upset about.

tldr: friend who’s been sober for a decade+ admitted to relapsing and it’s left me with awful anxiety worrying about her and questioning trust.",4.220053701311944,5.6850454632587875,4.5712412480456805,86.01191047515469,71.20447284345047,7.947467881177349,25.779212833933787,8.464757390353514,1.5974249609136022,2524,78,505,41,47,794,278,626,0.11599999999999999,0.747,0.13699999999999998,0.907,3,0,9,0,0,0,54.0,4,1,3,4,31,31,4,5,22,3,49,14,7,6,2,103,96,51,0,9,19,1,9,3,3,4,6,2,5,2,31,45,1,3,19,2,0,9,13,15,1,2,39,16,93,16,76,43,7,80,0,1,5,0,82,31,1,12,40,342,124,2,0.11793769485920695,0.0,0.0,0.19285424348118574,0.0,0.0,0.05227232526968638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906680495730601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533302063644045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055127912137410064,0.0,0.0,0.04534340374364188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053443770526362,0.0,0.0,0.05215315349892734,0.06437870859554459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042757267603492,0.13488930395852766,0.06012267002214462,0.12115450005362705,0.0,0.15238932180604126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708182633375192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160989468454513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677028329667199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093058276131171,0.06576585259485494,0.038948367578807576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299739773649542,0.11536569604165355,0.0,0.13271269534752456,0.08944926322807342,0.04212735638624157,0.16985802324774393,0.0,0.05389645823991159,0.05015887149937105,0.0,0.0,0.13667755573668294,0.0,0.03080878893254532,0.05656829175407484,0.0,0.0,0.09432554839237038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282450463488218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664621767784523,0.06987836812801065,0.11857672626632206,0.1869114747712838,0.17745168599347375,0.0,0.05807243634840765,0.06804213262475334,0.06312737079610227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058517482031454765,0.05241422105030652,0.0,0.0,0.03240773637872063,0.14420244336705038,0.0,0.0,0.06406982527278313,0.0,0.0,0.08642760066770379,0.059102276796534126,0.0,0.10437114866757588,0.049518980157136114,0.0,0.0,0.050133205338709234,0.0,0.05579774924497263,0.0,0.0,0.059242133194839626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043348887903305364,0.0437246531774983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601480596021678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187788574952807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056292437335724164,0.24528944362415225,0.051489323041052436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211720955175876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110781458815964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035907350457302,0.05609287763573848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398107335796016,0.05368302398488952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048779639961023344,0.0,0.2360457361039354,0.0,0.0,0.04539709970853393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570589061029394,0.0,0.04930059690134745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236984629318374,0.051541371810634985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670512791839075,0.03778485637519035,0.0,0.09362935594985727,0.13754083660444416,0.06777601545243933,0.05589557231691408,0.0,0.0,0.08007195317578927,0.0,0.057603995430066085,0.0,0.0,0.10186030175123148,0.12989170877539005,0.19462189938688684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180816986926596,0.053020075713090684,0.1093294247016884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789839918957144,0.042930023244334585,0.17965718094220146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyDaKing,2020/02/10,"I don’t know anymore. I never knew, I don’t think I ever will Yikes, I’m pretty lost in this world right now.

How are you guys doing?",-1.6660000000000004,0.2457187333333373,1.1016666666666666,100.5225,95.0,3.0,10.833333333333336,3.1291,-1.9136666666666664,102,1,25,0,4,35,24,30,0.087,0.792,0.121,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,6,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37362496278022944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407830044278662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730319466326513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704651559019616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41125634123582827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29056520337066105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832801393063993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321734001277507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413998547487571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stephanie_S2,2020/02/10,Are you able to move physically during panic attacks? I always freeze up from being too tense and I can't move. Was wondering if this is common among other people who have anxiety as well.,2.8258333333333354,5.574428805555558,4.63666666666667,77.85000000000005,80.3888888888889,6.933333333333335,20.11111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.4125777777777777,151,4,25,3,4,51,34,36,0.254,0.665,0.081,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,1,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,21,6,0,0.2894961356383694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24088397590302355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146375137758426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293436473077383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6153771545591564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33966133974468604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007001694887833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602917930271089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139462100214518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trshcount1234,2020/02/10,"I am feeling a tremendous amount of anxiety So recently I had unprotected sex and now I have to wait a month to take an exam and see if I got an STD. I am feeling a tremendous amount of anxiety thinking I got an STD that could be terminal such as HIV and it is interfering with my sleep, work and school. I know ideally I should contact a professional and seek help but else what else can I do?",3.3459259259259246,4.510679086419753,5.262654320987657,81.37694444444449,72.95061728395059,9.350617283950617,30.78395061728395,9.725611199111238,2.8705950617283933,310,14,66,8,6,107,54,81,0.064,0.8490000000000001,0.087,0.17,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,0,10,5,1,0,0,16,19,9,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,10,1,6,13,2,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,3,46,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839293624063209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200351275840531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192481896516059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253760674500324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40139148024556176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819652253959794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790738032448902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029402002002156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477681595656191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25395973987082543,0.1999628032550598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25111634396836313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867198220046666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078909362090033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268375716555751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnOpenWorld,2020/02/10,"Trouble falling asleep... I just cross the barrier between sleep and awareness and BOOM!! Suddenly jolting awake twitching and grabbing at anything in panic and gasping for breath. Multiple times before you just give up and sit up and try to come back to reality while sitting in agony, exhausted...

I had a terrible day today with a lot of stress. My blood pressure also crashed today and it caused major anxiety and fear.

I just want to rest but I can’t. I feel like I’m choking when I lay down and keep getting knocked out of sleep.",4.095955555555555,6.4669090400000036,4.5553333333333335,82.19322222222225,73.6,7.2444444444444445,33.111111111111114,8.167268648758528,2.7708777777777773,424,22,74,7,9,134,76,100,0.213,0.7440000000000001,0.043,-0.9124,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,4,3,0,2,7,5,1,0,22,9,13,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,1,3,8,1,15,8,3,20,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,9,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711009965333972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636761950213922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606803177302316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451940019905978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820612875365611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197923406117765,0.0,0.18430464522113205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798429133939832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407606314781437,0.10818287350556452,0.15285062065082258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117834802322823,0.20524664364154166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017443546695614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452837567352008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189822976263165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510319424260672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42822218577724624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508653493361154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475980006360345,0.0,0.4056116335400312,0.0,0.0,0.14526247063108094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619713195338875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CWCCMA,2020/02/10,"I think I have anxiety. How do I cope? Hey everyone. To start off with, I’m a 23M and I think I might have anxiety. Specifically, I think I might have anxiety tied to loneliness or isolation. There are days where I’m having fun spending time by myself, and then I start to think about how other people are out there socializing while I’m alone in my apartment and I feel this pit in my gut and can’t focus on what I was just enjoying anymore. It isn’t like I don’t have friends and make plans. It’s just if I’m not constantly socializing I’ll eventually have this freakout. 

It gets worse when it comes to my close friends or dating. I’m pretty good at hiding it I think, but I can tell that I become unhealthily attached to people. I don’t date consistently, and whenever I’m single I fall into this mindset that everything would be better or fixed if I had a partner. I see friends and other people getting into relationships and It just makes me feel more alone, like them finding someone so important must therefore mean I’m less important to them now. In the worst cases I get this pain in my chest or feel nauseous when I feel alone or forgotten, though this is real. 

Can any of you all relate to any part of this? If so, do you have any advice or ways you’ve learned to cope? Thanks in advance!",2.5447455470737914,4.604355580152673,4.025515267175575,85.64542302798985,77.1679389312977,7.420101781170484,25.03880407124682,8.344100000000001,1.6504956743002548,1030,37,209,20,24,341,140,262,0.125,0.74,0.136,0.7089,0,4,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,3,15,12,0,0,3,0,25,3,2,5,2,51,52,27,0,5,14,0,4,2,4,4,1,0,0,1,17,14,0,0,12,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,2,5,30,10,24,45,6,30,0,0,1,0,13,14,0,11,14,140,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079552537354072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432574995082972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253811214832965,0.0,0.2535400687941809,0.0,0.10956188219921743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201136742092608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770648777192108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951647497718398,0.0,0.11938462872209872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124747475574142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556395110131167,0.0992881397668701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343866752578667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097248746571166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25605899226317996,0.0,0.17315646459426562,0.0,0.0,0.0926614995444459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794537167625172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474863357061392,0.0,0.0,0.12034006574758355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343938202456974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755358360606355,0.0,0.0,0.119634060811866,0.0,0.2297691358638312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239316869919123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257451580879002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860920396775575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803456721970243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252314560438561,0.0936054231584392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639007210786096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965603434635534,0.10171087858296346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35394078398943435,0.10854149088035588,0.0,0.06441907712305603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769020712243146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125838410030072,0.07847853371111763,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Whapy,2020/02/10,"Getting anxiety when losing objects im emotionally attatched to My anxiety is getting triggered by the loss of objects that have been around my whole life, I had his unfoldable couch I used to turn into a ""spaceship"" with my brother when we where young, and I watched TV on it my whole childhood, I was on my room for like 4 years after they got a new one for the TV room, my cat used to sleep on it and it was part of my like for all I remember (around 17 years), now my mom gave it away and I can't stop thinking about all the memories I have with it there, it sounds so stupid but this has been happening with alot of thing in my life, even my gf i think, thats the reason I feel Im still with her, im attatched to the memories, but now I can't even study for my exam tomorrow. I need advice.",2.896071428571432,3.715270750000002,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,73.64285714285714,7.742857142857144,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.3597285714285716,618,21,142,9,12,204,94,168,0.057,0.91,0.032,-0.4384,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,13,5,1,0,8,0,11,3,1,4,2,26,23,8,0,1,2,2,1,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,10,11,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,3,26,2,26,16,6,24,0,2,1,0,8,11,0,1,15,102,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834660294180867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166107778523244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520656292474412,0.0,0.0,0.13301547996195756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925414501030055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870194611259287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158516966159073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793541969246005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323140305594867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519534695176365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587797016342249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999988833462259,0.13833393890493298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838752978893295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581230898733354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497694234075282,0.0,0.13673515526674687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593568246977006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331320465441162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556389082227206,0.0,0.0,0.16037821144318185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167842297211974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130629189111441,0.11836402446162432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405692202525556,0.18143259698138686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399422742099314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455272361665206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161294943003378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234083419920186
anxiety,FlashMadalyn,2020/02/10,"YMMV: Bouldering/climbing is the best physical activity to relieve anxiety Hi all. I'm new here. I've been dealing with anxiety in varying degrees for a little over a year. It was largely debilitating at first, but I've found strategies that help. 

What I want to talk about here is a specific physical activity that I find relieves anxiety more than any that I have tried (running, cycling, walking, yoga). That activity is bouldering (but I assume other climbing would work too). 

My theory on this is that while all physical activity is good, climbing has some unique benefits. First, is that feeling of ""flow"" you get. When I'm climbing I am thinking of literally nothing else. So it breaks any anxiety cycles I might be in. Second, it forces me to face my fear of heights/falling as well as my social anxiety. By practising approaching and overcoming these particular sources of anxiety, I feel like I'm training myself to be more resilient (that's totally speculative). I know we are probably all aware of the bizarre amygdala function of Alex Honnold (the Free Solo guy), but just in case you aren't, essentially he can't feel anxiety like a normal person, and there is good reason to believe that he has basically raised the bar for his anxiety by taking on more and more anxiety inducing situations. Again, speculating here, but I believe that what even a terrible climber, like myself, is doing is somewhat similar. One of the major symptoms of my anxiety is de-realisation. I have found that when I leave the climbing gym the world just seems more ""real"", if that makes sense. 

Anyway, those are my two cents. Obviously, your mileage may vary, but just in case this is helpful to anyone else I thought I'd post it. Do you guys have any other activities that you find are even more helpful?",6.992334209757522,8.08525136809816,7.6937335670464515,67.55195296523519,64.4601226993865,11.240198656149575,38.83669295939234,11.111384760643409,4.8306729769208285,1430,76,234,41,21,476,182,326,0.091,0.7659999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,5,0,8,17,13,0,1,12,0,31,3,1,3,5,42,47,15,0,4,9,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,3,24,5,1,0,14,3,2,8,2,2,1,5,5,3,27,12,31,37,14,28,0,0,0,0,19,10,0,7,11,169,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808350706859976,0.0,0.6780948933726667,0.0,0.0,0.061979269592805475,0.09082233172862217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973424073304552,0.09302239236589574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138412566194544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480949801164824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170919958906739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974483748792556,0.1344574036528342,0.06332455693915598,0.0,0.0,0.16203102361043328,0.1507945708790347,0.0,0.19437874789712625,0.0,0.0,0.046310831638668136,0.0,0.0,0.14869434236294068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553541350953794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782409174994597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871432066061671,0.0,0.0,0.09385714403808804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991533267404534,0.08884073944545429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916800344037485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403321532330088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560923094428083,0.0,0.0,0.08684854895116173,0.08505263614437987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006487490601538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739717960884401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489278284017178,0.0,0.09556909804625796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008919220988641,0.0,0.09113686032126482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806946839443133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963526775822,0.0,0.090357493135066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921310789346664,0.06664637830812015,0.0712456130187048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056797043399333974,0.0,0.07037039575499701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060180858628072924,0.0,0.0865885686034983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228227032323495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969816032672994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453110127325724,0.0,0.0,0.06296743532725378,0.0,0.0,0.0570813649023901
anxiety,strungoutfelon,2020/02/10,"My girlfriend has intense anxiety and I'm wondering if medicinal cannabis may help? Can anyone share their experience? Hi everyone, my (21 M) girlfriend (21 F) has anxiety. She has been trying to control/reduce her symptoms through therapy, yoga and meditation which has helped her maintain periods of control over her emotions but nonetheless stressful periods and situations can trigger intense anxiety. I understand that her mental health issue is her own journey and I am very careful to support her and never put pressure on her to 'improve' or set expectations, simply being supportive has been my role.  

I've heard that medicinal cannabis like CBD oil can have alleviating affects on people who suffer from anxiety. We live in a country where cannabis is currently illegal (even for medicinal use which seems cruel/barbaric). However, there is going to be a referendum this year to determine whether cannabis will become legal. My girlfriend isn't really a fan of using cannabis recreationally but I'm sure she would be open to the idea of using medicinal cannabis if it became legal. 

So, I am wondering if people in this reddit community can share their experiences using cannabis to treat their anxiety - what sort of product did you use? did you feel a good/bad difference? How long have you used it for? 

TLDR; My girlfriend has intense anxiety and I'm wondering is medicinal cannabis may help.",7.172229744485693,9.655594211618258,7.473024677877266,64.0767088884036,65.39004149377593,11.21476304870059,40.899978161170566,11.10113133989139,5.718746058091288,1139,68,159,37,19,370,140,241,0.10400000000000001,0.748,0.14800000000000002,0.8275,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,3,3,1,5,11,0,2,5,0,30,2,0,10,2,39,50,15,0,5,7,0,1,1,4,4,2,1,0,0,10,8,0,1,7,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,5,3,24,8,20,38,1,17,0,1,0,0,29,7,0,11,7,109,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447790702196612,0.0,0.0,0.06821498712507043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145705225502925,0.0,0.1077454071721844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946712376824793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883971498983856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192759266478386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973988479696256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443629494674055,0.0,0.0,0.09322107549927054,0.0,0.19086135001254384,0.0,0.0,0.049328375542915234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544459388894957,0.08182721994384581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369984310053597,0.0,0.0,0.19617368794868406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013137389222878,0.0,0.1018254522151519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047662026372863035,0.0,0.08614570995482401,0.0863359690989124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831575619376086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524292606728561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526919457070996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807297319273156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249830426049744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881335424710993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096595450701935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175263000474056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221415860748758,0.09194748310740633,0.10140036184093147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156634543171802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623563852011276,0.0,0.0,0.10156156450791508,0.0,0.5055539568167408,0.0,0.08049576202785393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173932369586425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930257194650649,0.0,0.0,0.06282430556990591
anxiety,kaylsb33,2020/02/10,"A feeling It starts with a feeling, suddenly, something isn’t right. Then I begin to focus on that feeling, whatever it is it feels wrong, an impeding doom. I feel different, like my body is not my body, this doesn’t feel real.

Hyper aware of every single sensation, vibrating, pulsating, fixating. Is this what dying feels like? 

I must remind myself of who I am and that I am here. I have to remember the feeling that comes after, defeat but also victory.",4.423428571428573,6.457970670588236,6.082184873949583,73.08411764705886,71.70588235294117,9.563025210084033,29.789915966386555,9.957137785484203,3.4892857142857165,357,15,58,10,7,122,59,85,0.073,0.821,0.106,-0.1027,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,9,2,2,0,1,16,20,4,1,1,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,8,9,2,7,19,1,8,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001834443191655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388968078161216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082338395345096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181714394305696,0.18293039219307924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751975418655236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7082407303772745,0.1250833793054014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710789580948691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928923581524288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198341329192353,0.1495247656864204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347918105789852,0.0,0.0,0.1239286602895661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914319724281834,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Userur,2020/02/10,"Please help 

I just had a big fight verbally with visiting family. The details and causes are complicated and require too much space. It was ugky, yet oddly I don't feel too troubled by it. That is until I try to move on and do other things I feel this deep uneasiness inside. I don't know what to do. Usually I'm depressed in general. Lately I have been feeling better admittedly. But this feeling has been destroyed. I don't know what to do. I care but I don't at the same time. I feel free and trapped at the same time. I don't know what this means. On one hand I feel relieved to get certain things out. On the other hand i feel terrible for gettibg as mad and dramatic as I did. And what makes it especially confusing is when my brother stepped in on my side, he is someone that has acted abusively before granted he changed, receiving advice from him about personal matters always leaves me feeling very confused inside. I wish I could go into detail, I need to verbalize what I'm feeling. It's hard to put it into textual format. I was wrong for propagating as much drama as I did. And now everythibg feels ruined. I don't know what to do. It's like part of me is in disbelief that I don't believe this is real or actually happened.",2.5888769582819933,4.725458502024292,4.506762893856717,81.87891216335153,77.34008097165992,7.696461890512234,27.74317901777856,8.587818076936951,2.295481394120754,978,42,187,21,23,333,136,247,0.156,0.677,0.16699999999999998,-0.4485,0,1,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,7,16,3,2,5,0,28,2,2,2,1,45,53,16,0,3,4,1,13,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,23,11,0,1,16,1,1,7,7,10,0,1,7,13,26,7,31,45,5,31,0,2,0,0,10,16,0,3,9,135,49,1,0.0,0.14366557162672025,0.11832592632783424,0.0,0.0,0.11848751822206825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089262657114484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317779893969486,0.13661117389212318,0.0,0.10723886841732057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236260257883612,0.12456074674069699,0.12827012682906336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681105437193184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443546307187247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430700982430207,0.0,0.6130941356236448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334994992205377,0.0,0.06891115912741982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722407083247833,0.0,0.10861932062970617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127366606695084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665510132415916,0.0,0.13677923099759254,0.12838995034749634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592383360277485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093765372604414,0.0,0.0,0.13208060969463584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887328271338813,0.1782705502552345,0.08990793488242584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216451060648518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130572593686402,0.0,0.0,0.10587388044732332,0.0,0.1330999327820654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189325933777788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801303035046522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027376982444377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111087696264936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140778350953928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232316815427979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354360121436828,0.10004683733989657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394355425546154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325716690753627,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zerwigg,2020/02/10,"Anxiety worsened after big job change Long story short, I was offered a new position within the company I work for and it had a huge pay increase - so I took it. (Saw the dollar sign and nothing else I am an idiot) I am fully capable of doing the job but it’s a lot harder work and very high stress. I’m still finishing my degree and I’m supporting my SO while she gets through school. I have so much on my chest and I can’t breathe. I’m frightened of doing horrible at my new job, failing school because I made this quick job change and possibly losing my SO and becoming homeless because i get fired. I have been going to the doctor for my crippling anxiety and I have just been referred to a psychiatrist for further medicating practices. I’m drowning and I don’t know what to do. I have at least three panic attacks a day, and it’s even worse over the weekend when I’m not working. I hate this feeling I just want it to go away, the racing thoughts don’t help either. I just want to feel good again and not succumb to my anxiety. What do I do? The buspar I was prescribed only helps to an extent, it doesn’t stop the panic attacks and slightly suppresses the racing thoughts... I am seeking some advice PLEASE.",2.4406333870102017,4.603597930041153,3.9724100912506737,85.40019323671498,77.9300411522634,6.530613705492933,27.43764537484344,7.586124646067393,1.7186236893898736,959,41,184,14,23,318,132,243,0.214,0.664,0.122,-0.9815,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,12,11,4,3,16,0,21,4,2,1,0,33,42,19,1,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,12,0,2,6,1,2,4,6,9,0,1,10,4,27,2,20,32,7,28,0,2,1,0,4,11,0,2,13,128,37,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064879500885174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500940089249114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794689140410195,0.10238448570469788,0.0,0.0,0.13285885144048912,0.12035301622277575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23055969216978794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702790950250336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115393165206063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103363860764492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197617656841236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102008695827232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386864045487785,0.0,0.12386465990365934,0.0914020651815655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758908067257028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608570127070758,0.1151368178531857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325587829079263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059889158411007525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643839642245987,0.0,0.12191382374529128,0.0,0.09264563995135944,0.0,0.10311365793829508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977965324969004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010829217577553,0.0,0.0,0.21049517776038945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456331383150333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287949630001054,0.0,0.2557145826503654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962052384553855,0.0,0.1228516019722681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057463574980696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702662884274938,0.09110698825360487,0.12482913606150065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236621930347793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302607207344167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210739173199198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991480943332528,0.12855115814051452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380027039799397,0.0,0.11105362663391816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shineynickel444,2020/02/10,Anxiety or something else ? I am having anxiety out of nowhere today  becasue of my period but im havnig this weird inner chill in my chest and stomach ? I never hear anyone talk about it but i had it before and i wonder if it could be anxiety . anyone else have this ?,0.4558962264150957,2.9197737169811333,3.24658018867925,83.58609669811322,94.84905660377359,6.423584905660378,19.83254716981132,7.645422480735847,1.426662264150944,209,7,38,5,8,73,38,53,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.6811,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,10,8,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297154098704494,0.0,0.0,0.3227805283763886,0.23649585108327295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640540791808808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842859105379139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38563035871463225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601437479745455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493183396617483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801770883614246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769161706393294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855192612446234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878434295306706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030754737412386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anarchistagenda67,2020/02/10,"I have 20,000+ posts on Tumblr but I can't delete it Okay, so like my title says I have 20,000+ posts on Tumblr that I've made since 2017 and none of them are tagged (organised) except for the ones from this month. It's causing me so much anxiety, and I'm trying really hard to go through and tag things, but this process could easily take months and I feel so overwhelmed. I keep having to stop to panic for a few minutes, and the 20,000+ isn't even counting for any of my other blogs JUST my main one. I can't delete everything and just start over because I've been on Tumblr for so long and that would absolutely ruin it for me but I'm not really sure what to do and I can't use the mass post editor because I can't see enough of the posts to know what to tag it as but not having it tagged is also giving me a lot of anxiety because I can't find anything I want to",6.200933806146573,4.237984648936173,6.867304964539009,83.0327777777778,66.87234042553192,10.270449172576832,28.867612293144212,8.841846274778883,1.830600945626477,686,15,158,9,9,228,101,188,0.139,0.795,0.067,-0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,2,6,1,16,0,0,3,1,30,29,18,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,2,3,1,0,1,9,3,0,2,2,4,17,3,24,25,6,15,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,1,6,106,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535089374647893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809003218363234,0.0,0.2206906536287221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186995121985595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378716749078057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481770617463951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516611739062768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149041343409785,0.0,0.09527099142156027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963610387270702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293348022373072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183528167740224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837081175559193,0.08197649217932272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921319276693827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820960452187447,0.0,0.0,0.07927205596696811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046973308220769,0.0,0.0,0.12765031537261978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263004774449945,0.0,0.1364859998022774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302664110871618,0.0,0.10603503520946336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195485272528824,0.0,0.0,0.16923781570208105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525788179933184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481122832979108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470764286081432,0.0,0.0,0.1149428151970493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931911269118545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209577740119798,0.0,0.0,0.12059341729694832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594710685336944,0.0,0.1084526143358138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582848926479057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793137477049237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457944373026042,0.0,0.0,0.08507812493204475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024659276711202,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Banana8686,2020/02/10,"I Know That I’m Stupid & It’s Not Cute Anymore I know that I’m stupid and it’s become embarrassing. I’m self aware enough to realize that I’m not intelligent (so maybe I’m SLIGHTLY smarter then I think for that alone) but I’m so damn insecure about it. I’m in my early mid thirties now so I can’t really hide it anymore. It was never “cute” but I got away with it more in my young and dumb 20’s. Now that I’m a “real” adult I feel like co workers can see it so clearly. Nobody is mean to me, but I feel this overwhelming insecurity about what people must say behind my back. I feel like a teenager stuck in an adult’s body. I have no real drive to learn and everything I need to know, I take notes for until it’s second nature to me. If I don’t use it, I lose it. I’m not articulate at all and I’m constantly paranoid. I know nothing about “adult” things like politics nor do I have a desire to. Not even the basics. I watch stupid reality TV shows (many which are MTV shows with people in their 20’s). I feel like I’m emotionally stunted and basically just existing but not living.",0.0222298136645982,2.2504566826087,2.6457453416149086,90.72445652173914,88.69565217391305,5.894409937888199,19.08385093167702,7.310402129719878,0.4688633540372678,847,25,190,15,28,293,121,230,0.215,0.701,0.083,-0.9829,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,12,16,5,4,5,0,10,1,1,1,4,39,37,17,0,4,11,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,4,19,7,0,0,12,4,0,1,10,10,0,1,3,7,23,6,21,33,3,17,0,2,2,0,6,7,2,1,13,110,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337431535184525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999155006494022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745756734487769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006188559777984,0.10644604342111448,0.0,0.0,0.15288781419933578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376729413099244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959634762023374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571792392303396,0.0,0.1430377722623844,0.0,0.09143335709676677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441419996962855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799825148076383,0.29668860541168096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071711198238617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043155148433731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705244974688565,0.0,0.1222384289345666,0.0,0.0,0.15487055179904474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403488216873875,0.13907404741977702,0.15079356949815553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264594067572157,0.10676767392976476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282971211578512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919433229610508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151329711744833,0.08868340080874715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008707598111248,0.0,0.0,0.11031277528241512,0.0,0.14441528287528624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408400780429276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196839823174556,0.08870195288191314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956122840270647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cakepoprocks,2020/02/10,"I am so ungrateful this is more just for me to get off my chest and I am just in the bad part of my cycle right now. it really does feel like a never ending cycle. I had one of the worst depressive episodes i’ve ever had, but then life was exceptionally well for a good month. but everytime i’m happy I always feel like it’s like wrong to be happy. and then I catch myself and like kinda force myself to not feel any happiness again? I don’t know how to explain it exactly but I don’t know why I do it. it’s like I want to be ‘depressed’ and like i’m addicted to being depressed. like i’m trying to prove to myself that I am depressed? I don’t know why like having depression isn’t something you want and it’s most definitely not a joke. saying this makes me sound so ignorant and cynical i’m sorry. it’s just everytime I do feel  a bit of happiness I immediately catch myself and force myself to think about bad things and how happiness isn’t going to last and I don’t know why. I am just so fucking ungrateful. my mom is so supportive of me and she knows about my situation. she was going to take me to a doctor but then I forced myself to tell her o was doing fine because i’m so scared. what if the doctor says there’s nothing wrong with me? it’s like is what i’m feeling and experiencing not real and all fake? but I know it’s there and that I feel it, but what if the doctor says i’m perfectly normal? what do I do then? I don’t want my mom to think i’m lying about all this because i’m not. so now that i’m at a low again I can’t bring myself to tell my mom. it’s just I have everything I could ever ask for. my mom is great and I am so privileged. so why the fuck do I feel hopeless and sad? why am I so fucking ungrateful? on another note, school truly does make me want to kill my self. it’s not even about learning anymore. I do EVERYTHING for the grade. and it’s all because my sister got into Harvard and I feel like I need to measure up to her. even though my mom constantly tells me I’m not her and I don’t have to. but I dont know why and I just hate learning now. I hate myself and how fucking ungrateful I am. everytime I think of my grades my heart just races so fast and my stomach hurts so bad I can’t",0.26907940769669025,2.2580132344398365,2.8581230168415916,91.40449556586121,84.70539419087137,6.187031161012123,19.616955495891304,7.436932879493709,0.4878180294524452,1737,49,398,29,51,603,169,482,0.233,0.609,0.158,-0.9941,0,0,1,0,0,1,34.0,0,1,0,1,38,49,8,1,12,0,41,12,3,5,9,92,92,49,1,9,23,6,8,10,0,0,5,4,0,1,24,23,0,1,22,1,0,5,18,26,1,1,6,13,70,23,40,82,8,30,0,9,0,4,21,8,4,4,27,270,94,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463959949402004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493376536130128,0.0,0.0,0.0403221949199443,0.06217530154200729,0.0,0.0,0.05880406762675861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543221809145234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485249299411371,0.10843586599126524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647340789257386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407613341476444,0.0,0.04734171791181194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553507068388817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820708556163212,0.10377777986784112,0.0,0.06949254285485709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251719933241642,0.0,0.0,0.07832672496477186,0.10727027813831404,0.0,0.0,0.10657988651143843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984806123955105,0.12707969790318582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192667042139885,0.03097885337985537,0.0,0.06739669715511631,0.049733292055906084,0.04742311260626823,0.06537223608764245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31559971915695817,0.0,0.11708180029600795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026409656675706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347583374438892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560041899191056,0.0,0.2281063890869772,0.048332813512680574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041881356717665866,0.28968226944586195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915888523270166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472241616897705,0.047328188729669235,0.0,0.0,0.04396601316710177,0.04573146221774706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058095878847590626,0.056894533124447824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017938972702753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421000863834164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674899575610901,0.0379854823482851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063705547982535,0.0,0.1414597537978859,0.0593639936772916,0.06000905317663832,0.0,0.0,0.061856944235958014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664933973604834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456476915993192,0.0,0.06637517630055421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728653176769693,0.0,0.0,0.044581975940629084,0.0,0.1554776402098281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039392534970168334,0.11398028609843278,0.0582564030657301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040256975090816834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989338816857738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331274641469552,0.0,0.32102359827344457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965813875659093,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heeeeeeey123455,2020/02/10,"How can I start letting go of my psychological crutch Hello guys,

I've been dealing with panic attacks and anxiety for about 6 years, 6 years ago I developed anxiety and panic attacks basically overnight. It lasted about 6 months and I managed to overcome it and was ""cured"" for like 2 years by teaching myself how to use breathing techniques. 

Well about 4 years ago I had strep throat which went undiagnosed for 3 months (3 months of feeling like garbage and agonizing pain) and this set off a massive panic attack resulting in ambulance and everything. My breathing techniques failed me that time, or I should say I failed them, I never used them in the car on the way to the hospital and so blew into a massive panic attack. 

It's been 4 years since that time and I haven't had a panic attack since, however I gained a safety crutch which is to keep ativan on me. I keep it on me almost 24-7 at home. And ALWAYS when I leave the house. The second I even think my ativan isn't on me I forget how to breathe and even when I try and force myself to belly breathe slowly (5 in my nose and 10 out through pursed lips) I still feel like I'm suffocating. 

When the meds are on me I'm totally fine, but when they aren't I get really anxious. I've been trying to take steps to overcome my dependence, like yesterday I stretched at the gym about 30 feet away from my locker but left the ativan in the locker and did great. I grabbed it after stretching. 

Today I left it in the locker again and even worked out for a few mins and I was totally fine. Then I started feeling like I couldn't breathe (this was after a big set though, so my heart was beating like crazy and I got scared of freaking out while my heart rate was already so high) so I grabbed the meds and continued my workout. 

In hindsight maybe working out without my meds isn't the best way to build up my confidence because it puts me in a literal situation where I can't breathe (due to it being so strenuous) and then I can't tell if my inability to breathe is my anxiety or my actual body. 

TL;DR I have had anxiety for 4 years and have used my ativan as a safety crutch, I have no idea what to do right now, has anyone else had a safety crutch and how did you overcome it? 

Thank you",5.134137766465162,5.506841273942096,5.801567769646834,82.02957405345212,68.33184855233853,8.819630925867006,30.28961183582565,8.738905477910976,2.2185099586382435,1768,64,357,27,28,576,208,449,0.133,0.754,0.113,-0.7138,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,3,7,26,27,5,6,21,0,33,15,14,9,3,56,52,44,0,3,6,0,5,6,0,1,1,1,1,1,16,27,0,2,5,2,0,5,10,15,1,1,16,7,56,12,54,32,4,73,0,2,0,0,10,30,0,5,40,238,72,6,0.0,0.0,0.06856676922515126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456821398857493,0.0,0.07035846748017018,0.0,0.07753721284641514,0.0,0.058464629496804824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150046904983926,0.07937744139660127,0.0,0.049129678627420285,0.0719929744144342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996727936092572,0.06601461013221911,0.0,0.0,0.04283180806198976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737369167483825,0.0,0.0,0.07804660009724636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243829678722657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058695906125211535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392245866822815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314805346822662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658158887544997,0.15058817982612915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036709633564969306,0.0,0.039932208363502066,0.0,0.056195917419539776,0.07746545046952996,0.0,0.06957163669492482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665245131000592,0.0,0.07423695191832783,0.07047974072776206,0.0,0.0,0.08107432463841993,0.0,0.07931862533670275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490636049101522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727390395824857,0.0,0.07439860704673461,0.15268239290321012,0.07184890512564368,0.0,0.20596236725549094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058885066697088,0.0,0.2341398002917391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825030070573704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419132851106096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476502229135637,0.4121937606708225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063394509127865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501241930086782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060004407802974925,0.0,0.05587613441161102,0.07034574288871577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624492688245115,0.07897880560835997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946534055885592,0.0,0.05611229997038337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052829198689677656,0.0,0.061413153134543964,0.06468893479259663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045021835648105656,0.06903325901489807,0.0,0.0819420997531454,0.0,0.06660131893372144,0.0,0.0,0.09540823127940327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205459294222168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115433505151615,0.0,0.0,0.06317507498512652,0.06513471086862854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773123880208826,0.0,0.10230492510988408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27148326835989034
anxiety,TakenVeryLiterally,2020/02/10,Anyone know what I’m experiencing? I feel like it’s a cyclical depression mixed in with anxiety. I have a month or so where I’m able to focus my energy on a hobby or activity until I lose interest and get depressed. The depression is high functioning and I’m never manic during my normal periods. I also have a constant depersonalization and a mild anxiety problem that never goes away,4.8482648401826465,6.978232753424662,7.744041095890412,61.21186073059364,70.7808219178082,10.89406392694064,31.34474885844749,10.864195022040775,4.412280365296804,313,14,48,11,6,115,53,73,0.253,0.649,0.099,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,9,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,6,2,6,9,0,11,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,2,7,34,9,0,0.21302644715037333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035717282181806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259292979820177,0.0,0.0,0.1489530449591466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014535949960244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302059103377344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504381003397172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771257240778864,0.15218613640892348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112975262937067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250741373779126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707376423095853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040739616961962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23832210430640355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003567772457265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285982574125293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087206884099951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038375400728021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Call_Me_Blue_22,2020/02/10,"I have such a low opinion of myself, I almost refuse to ask anyone out in fear of having someone hate me for even asking them. I couldn't tell you how many times I've started talking to a girl and things go pretty well. Then, however, comes the second guessing. I start reading into things too much. Thinking that she's giving me signs that she's into me too, but then immediately dismissing them but still have the lingering thought. 

Then, I decide I may have a chance, but go back and forth between thinking I do and thinking she's just disgusted by me, and is only talking to me because she's bored.

But that's pretty much where I stay most of the time. Im terrified of someone I like talking to me just because I initiated it. And the thought of her rejecting me because she's disgusted by me and ends up avoiding me at all costs horrifies me.

Needless to say, I'm obsessed with the way people think of me and my public image.

A lot of this started when someone I was into for years, genuinely led me on for a couple months, then when I bring up how I feel, she crushes me by saying I was stupid for thinking we'd be anything more than friends. 

We haven't spoken in a long time, and any previous attempts on my part have failed. But I haven't tried in a long time either.

Like, I know I'm not as horrible as I think of myself to be. I just feel like everyone looks down on me. Like I'm a puppy. Cute, but stupid and annoying. A novelty.

Now don't get me wrong, I'm not some incel who has a totally unrealistic view of how relationships work. I just get so paranoid and anxious whenever I catch feelings.

Even right now, I'm talking to this one girl, but I'm terrified that she's annoyed by me, secretly hates me, and would laugh if I even attempted to mention anything about going out.

I honestly don't think I'll ever be able to fix it though. I've always been really anxious. Anxious when I'm alone, in large crowds, with intimacy, just about everywhere. Surprisingly however, I don't get stage fright. So there's that.",4.615291917533298,5.359948431034487,5.765577449370554,80.50886060937786,69.61576354679804,8.871957671957672,31.04688925378581,9.049649993220411,2.552690129538405,1597,65,316,29,27,533,196,406,0.196,0.6809999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.9877,2,3,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,1,2,4,30,27,8,4,15,0,23,0,0,4,3,70,61,34,0,3,16,0,3,4,1,2,0,2,0,2,12,20,0,2,15,1,1,7,8,17,1,2,5,7,57,10,50,49,10,53,0,3,2,0,33,19,0,8,28,221,69,3,0.08563853715294324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857546244976107,0.08869569725897597,0.0,0.0,0.07125812327142385,0.0,0.0,0.058237141934571926,0.0,0.0,0.29024151282708605,0.0,0.05988045637250607,0.0,0.14094643840121895,0.0,0.1601209437705141,0.0,0.0,0.06585074891918898,0.0,0.15661337214081045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377001680295651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475741248872233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758503250529985,0.0,0.0,0.1696903383397177,0.07746495975361739,0.0,0.08183129220852138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636716322761814,0.12990425260397995,0.061180188053451476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616412136878749,0.0,0.13422780318642102,0.08215228830516155,0.1460110626146424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434050364801627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910065127484478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250431577193644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04706470037802669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735465393331694,0.0,0.0,0.1515748209855025,0.07191480259174662,0.0,0.0,0.07280682182436292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682403517317519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835586331617688,0.0,0.12590835700757902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058030889117596074,0.06513196652509355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273819032211444,0.0,0.05937097876441962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425035978879494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566171215732875,0.0,0.054862239800246265,0.0,0.0,0.09194373957441744,0.0,0.07313484280759623,0.0,0.136206404046427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768376386639496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818461921279549,0.09127928603509644,0.06839104639414867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753320489336147,0.07485185614299204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378887755366518,0.3841160167252373,0.08413942794216424,0.13597486516402,0.19974607880301568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058142945265631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797588464621508,0.0,0.0,0.07699932967534873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234587499739753,0.0,0.0,0.06083515970378421,0.09363229661395672,0.0,0.055148410156763715
anxiety,Mooseknows,2020/02/10,"I’m lying to relieve my social anxiety. It originally started as little white lies that would end a conversation faster. Like if someone asked if I cut my hair I’d just say “no” regardless if I did get a cut or not. Now it’s getting worse and I don’t even have to think about it. I make up fights with my SO or family that haven’t occurred so I have something to bitch about. I lie about weekend plans or what I’m doing to avoid going out with people. I lie to make people feel bad for me so I get sympathy. I’ll make up an injury that never occurred or a hurtful interaction just to have people feel sorry for me. Last month I lied to my family that I went to the hospital for an injury that never happened. 
I don’t even know how to stop at this point. I lie to my family, my SO, my friends,  coworkers and even people I don’t know. This isn’t helping me develop any meaningful relationships or moving forward with my life or career. 
I’ve been doing this for so long the words are flying out of my mouth before I can even think. It’s become a reflex. I regret it later and wonder why such moronic things came out of my mouth or why I lied. 
Maybe it’s insecurity? Maybe I’m just a jackass! How do I stop being such a crazy person and start telling the truth?? Has anyone else gone through this?",1.7682462686567142,3.7080272126865697,3.8251283582089575,86.73181194029854,79.11194029850745,6.676059701492537,21.540895522388066,7.699297019823105,0.8893616119402994,1015,29,212,16,25,346,136,268,0.218,0.7070000000000001,0.076,-0.9883,0,1,1,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,20,14,5,2,11,0,18,4,3,6,3,49,42,22,0,6,14,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,17,11,0,3,8,1,0,6,9,10,0,0,5,5,30,4,30,35,0,29,0,2,1,0,11,9,1,11,17,141,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777296293832511,0.0,0.08748985826291407,0.0,0.0,0.07996753205061179,0.11718172497248913,0.0,0.0,0.10691699327814352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549103080543436,0.0,0.12630852345614915,0.09731724420680446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308045076029693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553831584983882,0.0,0.1012945402752469,0.0,0.0,0.3021512836719356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234429296981696,0.0,0.11565401148578212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835907100047455,0.0,0.17925491560417964,0.0,0.06499696805217496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011336856696359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665727791734113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224314220761786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570538582803312,0.09322374740486666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078025539722528,0.05587356653136792,0.11462501455210905,0.0,0.10121052084022918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902105377689624,0.0,0.2297925138462581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128603924758036,0.12155321061735022,0.0,0.0,0.17641258484255007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31714859470575674,0.09986018682794606,0.0,0.0,0.10811306038984876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278653815748496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094862197879224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658197613109783,0.09690214146885054,0.08804471666342638,0.0,0.12802363900816466,0.1618980223621092,0.0,0.0,0.19123059020887007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999611320248859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597984604667968,0.14656253351341372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601864747568944,0.20639548070583108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402530547821287,0.0,0.0,0.11654896607340855,0.08124249342979503,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CurelessOrphan,2020/02/10,"Thanks for all the help everyone. Making music has been insanely helpful for my stress and I finally felt like I could create what my anxiety is like. Private link in the body if you want to listen but I mainly want to encourage you to pursue a creative outlet that you're proud of. It really helps!!  [https://soundcloud.com/0\_0-benner/benner-the-fog/s-6YC0w](https://soundcloud.com/0_0-benner/benner-the-fog/s-6YC0w) 

I hope this doesn't get taken down. I set it as a private link so no one outside of this sub will be able to hear it. Hopefully that's enough for it to not be self promotion. 

Let me know if you need any help or pointers if you want to get started with music. Much love and take care of yourselves <3",6.5788636363636375,9.503810185483877,5.269266862170087,77.36253665689149,68.11290322580646,7.412316715542523,24.175953079178885,8.296473431620573,1.5034290322580648,589,16,98,9,11,173,87,124,0.046,0.607,0.34700000000000003,0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,0,2,1,10,0,1,4,0,9,2,1,1,1,22,28,9,0,10,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,12,9,16,20,4,5,0,0,0,1,13,2,0,6,4,65,21,1,0.1677763205497869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409365126903465,0.0,0.12834842599660326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636166966678905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105914050611834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395573987555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733577885654105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603174641815832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109157856831385,0.1837907583205318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531240555000305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909610687117331,0.0,0.4498277243658754,0.0,0.0,0.3332794854988068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220547804432104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156265495565248,0.0,0.16393407102266133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142467972107745,0.0,0.11199199677146293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333490019495608,0.1244040158016285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368957688983973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748180710241204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502729298931888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187529432251219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218720833276487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614691303272074,0.0,0.0,0.15446589450268308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968764623845174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Xrising68,2020/02/10,"I don't remember how to study Two years ago I left high School in my last year with only four months to finish the year, not because I wanted to, the school forced me because of some rumors about me. They preferred to get rid of me rather than talk to those responsible for such rumors.

I spent the last moments of my life as a student trying to pass all subjects in just two weeks because the school refused to let me in and gave me no options to attend from home.

I ended up having an attack of stress and anxiety in the middle of an exam, I couldn't breathe, I started to cry and I really wanted to vomit.

I only have 5 subjects left to say goodbye to high school and continue my career in college.

but I can't do anything, every time I decide to start I start to doubt, I spend hours without doing anything other than staring at the computer and in the end ... I give up

I already lost a year and if I want to start university in March I will need to leave all this ready by the end of February.

My time is running out and I can't stop thinking about it every day.

I can't get to it because I'm too stressed to be able to do something but I can't relax because I know I don't have more time, and everyone expects me to enter university this year, and all I want is to scream and beg for someone to help me

I don't know what to do and im scared",4.941654929577467,4.374711228873242,6.0825,83.06875000000005,68.75352112676056,8.508450704225353,30.426056338028175,7.645422480735847,1.816039436619718,1055,36,226,10,16,355,143,284,0.122,0.828,0.05,-0.9515,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,1,4,12,0,20,3,1,1,3,42,39,16,0,10,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,7,13,0,2,6,1,2,4,11,7,0,3,3,3,36,1,51,32,5,47,0,1,1,0,9,16,0,4,27,155,43,9,0.0927582585441796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822245994863533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236104488371896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095981389577892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266428653203848,0.0,0.0,0.10552591011099258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827228672875152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189059141851382,0.059821403061727674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464688548810981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563056669087156,0.08863449110680499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692472326679537,0.08898217381967811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217390544199002,0.19600838586742608,0.0930440963659281,0.0,0.09134819993771463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019483662479646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195502611570023,0.15122072198671105,0.0,0.0982176025630649,0.20156423863050527,0.09485160392571562,0.06551790119735956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125659659478857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403875700455753,0.0,0.0,0.06877907337488287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109367094012398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059423315634357786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050770247887178,0.0,0.0,0.07376509023821673,0.0928671986117606,0.3755052390951489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859377145255703,0.0714098391858022,0.0,0.0,0.2626190912868277,0.0,0.0,0.07755005758280795,0.212508543529832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455557459742643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943574666078845,0.0,0.0,0.1622642594977998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297676873949414,0.0,0.1812226805910878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188448966918648,0.0,0.07440507991223709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941565115041386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986663865174242
anxiety,HadoukenKitty,2020/02/10,"Anxiety Stricken SO I was unsure of where to go for this since most subs just tell me to break up with my boyfriend. I do not want to do this - I just want to be there for him. But I am losing hope.

I (26F) have been supporting my bf (37M) since October. One day, out of the blue, he quit his job stating that he was having panic attacks. 

He was supposed to get a job immediately, but I ended up in the hospital for a week and a half, and it took a month before I could be cleared to return to work. Into the second month, his son came down to visit. The third month....idk what happened, but he admitted to me that he didn’t try the first month, or any of the months following.

I am unsure how bad it truly is. I don’t know how to open the conversation, to be honest. Whenever I bring this subject up, it ends in an argument. Mostly of him lashing out at me and saying terrible things. I know this is part of the disorder, but my patience is wearing thin. 

Can someone offer advice on what to do? How do you help an anxiety stricken SO who either can’t or won’t get a job?",2.0341865079365067,3.346101267857143,4.1186904761904755,87.69853174603178,76.5,7.29920634920635,24.051587301587304,7.984000788550335,1.1772736111111122,820,26,182,13,18,282,128,224,0.168,0.753,0.079,-0.9594,3,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,4,9,8,1,1,15,0,24,1,1,3,1,32,39,14,0,4,10,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,0,3,0,0,6,5,5,0,5,7,3,22,3,32,27,4,32,0,1,1,0,20,14,0,5,10,134,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262876989682536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788475545238697,0.0,0.1977300210125128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702434573924594,0.0,0.0,0.10790646997578154,0.0,0.0,0.10997012181723907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478112923622711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318424653310583,0.0,0.0,0.08334638040177435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811538916685313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289290664626375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992788015326416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504071189027927,0.0,0.07344766647172593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142827648230774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662401262446068,0.0,0.0,0.1283602801495644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847396816955028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420491990424167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458176967831635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157737941559882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757350256841727,0.0,0.0,0.15163033098438888,0.0,0.1399497452452696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745814960469518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277347164561912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213810329270346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950104874564187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665522056485014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295775949435695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585850322325728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358569594677542,0.08774260473998417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245321135184686,0.0,0.10366513951186876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408517993151484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kyezart,2020/02/10,Anyone else ever feel like deleting all their social media and google and everything after/whenever they look up/at anything nsfw? Even tho I’m an adult I just get so much guilt and anxiety and feel horrible,5.48,7.402605717948718,6.121025641025642,74.33230769230771,68.74358974358975,9.302564102564103,28.384615384615394,9.725611199111238,3.0147538461538472,169,6,27,4,3,55,34,39,0.184,0.755,0.061,-0.6222,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,5,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324807784427585,0.0,0.0,0.22233375213395784,0.3258003833127384,0.2616642590757636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656252067652916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001782501039234,0.2876243135788075,0.0,0.0,0.28577316318349844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215528810705753,0.2271596041547625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612749763453655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534529293917754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670168008528613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374636011767405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32413290143821805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hochimincity,2020/02/10,"Travel Anxiety - 45 Minute Max Distance - What Medication to take TLDR: Valium vs. Lexapro?

I'm looking for some information on treatment for a come and go disorder I've developed.  Let me try to make it short - 8 years ago my buddies bachelor party occurred 4 hours from my home.  I drove myself, and never had any issues doing this kind of thing - I was a travel addict.  Sunday morning, driving home, pretty hung over unfortunately (but not still ""drunk"") - 6 hour traffic jam.  I have to poop/vomit/sleep so terribly bad, I have 3 hours left, and am in a traffic jam; surrounded by concrete barriers with no way out or off the highway.  It was so terrible.  Since then I've grown and developed this crazy anxiety.  I don't travel anymore.  It's so very specific at this point.  I'm happy otherwise, but even the other day I had free tickets to an NFL game - box seats all inclusive crazy awesome experience - faked sick because I panicked about the 1 hour drive.  It's very difficult.  Now my kids are in travel sports and I either try to get a ride with someone else, or bite the bullet so to speak and drive, or come up with an excuse to stay home - which sucks.  

When I feel this anxiety, it's not always good to bite the bullet when I have to be the one driving.  The sweaty, tingly palms, light headedness - has never actually resulted in poor driving or a dangerous situation - but it could (add it to the list of fear).  And even if I'm not the one driving, I still experience anxiety any time I'm a 45 minutes+ driving time distance from my home.  It's easier just to be home.  I make all kinds of excuses, too, about how great my town is, the countryside and parks, fishing and boating - there's no need to travel!  ....also I make the excuse that evolutionary speaking, it would make sense as I get old (mid 30s), my body is telling me to stop going out on those long hunts, etc - to stay back with the tribe and tend the children and fire.    

5 years ago I went to a family doctor who gave me clonazepam .5mg daily.  That didn't really stop it though.  I took this for 3 years and finally googled it and said holy cow this is terrible stuff and weened off of it (not easy to do actually).  The last 1.5 years I've not been on any drugs whatsoever.  I'm generally very very happy and love life the wife and the kids - so long as no travel plans are in the works.  

I went back to the doctor - same joint, different MD - one that helped me get off clonazepam.  I asked for Valium.  I want something I can have in my pocket to reassure me, but I don't have to take it.  I want something that if I need it - it works.  It's been recommended by many colleagues and since I quit smoking (7 years clean) I'm not worried about addiction.  I also did not get addicted to clonazepam but admit the process to discontinue was long and arduous (withdrawal).  Shame on that original doctor!  Well the new doctor says no way she would prescribe a benzo.  Said it's irresponsible of her, addictive, not what I need.  She prescribed me lexapro.  I'm over here thinking - I am NOT taking Lexapro daily.  An antidepressant SSRI for the rest of my life to try and prevent anxiety while traveling that I'm somewhat able to deal with on my own depending on the situation?  I kept explaining that what I need is a ""break glass in an emergency solution.""  She wasn't having it.

I am already looking for therapy, but I've tried so many books, meditation, deepak chopra readings, etc. - to no avail.  I tried making myself drive, getting ""one exit at a time.""  But the internal chaos is always there.

I'm wondering what other experiences are with these drugs - Valium and Lexapro?  Does anyone experience my specific anxiety like I do?  Should I go to a different doctor and try again for Valium?  

Thanks in advance, thanks for reading this far.  This is my first time going public with my anxiety - denial was a phase that lasted quite a time and I was embarrassed and ashamed.  The more I talk about it and open my ears, the more I realize this is common and normal - that feels nice.",4.376325263534035,5.884157203367878,5.466837591566911,79.57525906735755,70.87823834196891,9.054707879221011,28.72485259960693,9.494082108488547,2.617199499732,3139,119,599,72,58,1038,349,772,0.134,0.7709999999999999,0.096,-0.9818,2,0,4,0,0,0,129.0,0,0,0,7,30,26,2,4,42,0,45,20,3,9,4,104,101,54,0,13,25,1,3,1,0,3,15,6,6,3,49,38,1,5,8,14,2,29,20,12,1,5,20,12,61,15,79,74,12,109,0,0,2,1,30,32,1,10,44,375,110,10,0.05142244375431336,0.0,0.10036177465504087,0.2242322157199088,0.0,0.0,0.09116578747096922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567459453829523,0.08224501938381434,0.0855751851393409,0.0,0.0,0.1049070753109974,0.0,0.27536620105842197,0.0,0.05099724658145231,0.035955768304386335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480730433906288,0.0,0.0,0.07908137025808662,0.0429355926179411,0.031346644426762375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711874265091312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859176407999654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04105663705548853,0.0,0.0,0.033163222148900766,0.053014281558768944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745101802802844,0.0589345755740422,0.26316525069025354,0.04500012705913298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926741841920227,0.0,0.042956853372865915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469923539036793,0.06792807824621312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120406874023355,0.048476503491270515,0.057864545513954035,0.052001465267475434,0.0,0.0,0.056330773623656925,0.0,0.04373990438825138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433052239265858,0.0,0.11689823926503053,0.04313070609979892,0.0,0.056693425776304276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094802951458456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034467380109922764,0.0,0.2579045190768122,0.0,0.20256299534203154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367167130918935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709712414255164,0.0,0.08383230984381439,0.0,0.0,0.05587063559910125,0.0525829327159417,0.07264238553200579,0.025122408570394415,0.0,0.0,0.13652173365789289,0.0863638033604488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046410763154514235,0.0,0.17162440253911956,0.1042685737903612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051802702167009385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251636188961776,0.07932031743285617,0.04966411661144475,0.0,0.0,0.05038307686063161,0.0,0.0,0.053959204534046144,0.0,0.13938071484490888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861083055051954,0.0,0.0,0.052315112000370166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938819729285557,0.10287271879578176,0.0,0.032942534215939234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782903926296864,0.04089319121919375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085074353716879,0.1156019625915664,0.05145958042821005,0.0,0.04357006972089245,0.07917501895073882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096189661364927,0.08213206001454634,0.08598293104643309,0.0,0.0,0.05886639538680951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598983430347225,0.04133141244216729,0.04494548237722528,0.09468575477153664,0.05880604594346819,0.0,0.034162786698585614,0.032949425610489656,0.05052228990260541,0.0,0.14992420240739288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713222708812511,0.20947478310791826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971560596511928,0.060660579271742225,0.08163348466887152,0.0,0.0,0.04623495252235717,0.09533824107933413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576544671696222,0.07487230298297877,0.05222198773732515,0.0,0.07305805732215268,0.0,0.0,0.16557183913366985
anxiety,greysanxiety,2020/02/10,"Nervous for new volunteer position I applied for a volunteer position at my local hospital as I have aspirations to go into the medical field. I'll essentially be talking to/assisting patients and surveying new patients, running errands for the nurses, etc. I start tomorrow and I'm ridiculously nervous. I haven't had any training so I'm going into this position blind. What I hate about my anxiety is I know my nervousness is irrational, I'm just volunteering, there is nothing for me to lose here. But no matter what I tell myself, I can't make the nerves go away, I can't make the awful pit in my stomach go away. I'm scared of making a fool out of myself by not knowing what I'm doing or how to interact with patients. These feelings burden me all the time, from meetings to interviews to exams... I'm so frustrated with myself.",4.006873315363883,6.259816735849057,5.982681940700811,72.39806603773586,73.46540880503143,9.574303683737648,33.36972147349506,9.957137785484203,4.050643845462714,667,35,110,20,14,231,96,159,0.23,0.74,0.03,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,3,4,7,1,10,3,1,4,1,20,28,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,10,0,0,1,2,18,0,24,26,2,18,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,1,5,78,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941780855255186,0.0,0.1455871719319577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576063526079173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224674755543316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622681296500908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326318478848922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878924255708374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917957786973068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129090044354136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811016293118013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917180182084082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676065384435199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260825855847976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905342202699028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470289977065542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296453952575956,0.16633994846450742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097170519929653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uh_im_dj,2020/02/10,"Heart stops beating when falling asleep? Just curious, aside from overwhelming anxiety all the time, i generally feel fine aside from my anxiety symptoms. I can be active, work out, etc and my heart feels fine. This happens only when falling asleep, its alot like when you twitch really hard and wake up (i get that alot) but when im drifting off i feel my heart beat and then stop when im falling asleep, like it stops and i panic and stop drifting off. This will sometimes not happen, then it will happen like 3 times in one night. It feels like my breathing stops too. 

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Aside from obligatory go see a doctor, has anyone else experienced this? I thought of sleep apnea though i have no problem breathing once i fall asleep, i dont wake up in the middle of the night breathless ever, just these episodes of my heart stopping when im drifting off. After i get tired enough i fall asleep and forget all about it.",3.794913793103447,6.180659224137932,3.5707902298850582,88.83135775862068,74.57471264367817,6.189080459770117,25.242816091954023,7.1686216300943375,1.1030126436781609,731,25,138,8,16,220,96,174,0.213,0.6940000000000001,0.094,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,12,9,0,2,6,0,7,18,14,0,3,30,19,16,0,1,4,0,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,7,0,6,5,0,0,9,3,3,0,1,1,7,17,6,16,15,6,38,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,2,24,83,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476519457460516,0.11749074999284055,0.0,0.0,0.1479374582343036,0.0,0.0,0.06760894158318917,0.09907186323154443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896784243362784,0.0,0.0,0.11332171217009067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807733369983201,0.0,0.0,0.09990816173376904,0.10783657631087018,0.0,0.08746299303642448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955605007656082,0.0690764234397771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010346308208534,0.0,0.0549520049379877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25651190944107866,0.0,0.08661658749010175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583195491153608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313330221248412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895432177513533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814768362334365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029732866429831,0.06552065949473125,0.07353823913097525,0.0,0.1134466361870114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252070236645947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061943047706644126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705060292745311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676132457005096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563036107735688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850305169165729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049948595091376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949989030343568,0.07676224658732933,0.11276317676383635,0.1111326497568356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039256004380139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749074999284055,0.0
anxiety,ChayoteSoup,2020/02/10,"Making myself nauseous? So I have a severe fear of germs and getting sick from food. My boyfriend suggested we go out to eat, anxiety from that, we order and i just get a salad. Then people around me started coughing and not covering their mouths and it was multiple in one family. Then I had someone sitting next to me that wasn’t the best at personal hygiene. Then the food came and it was wrong. I asked for ham and they gave me chicken, I asked nicely to have ham, came back with the salad and had the chicken poorly scrapped off. I wasn’t about to ask them to remake it so I ate not even a fourth of the food and got sick to my stomach after watching a guy chew up his food and give it to his puppy. 

It’s been about 2 hours of me compulsively thinking they gave me bad food and of the aforementioned shitshow. I’ve been nauseous. I want it to stop. Help.",2.251982758620688,4.254501137931037,3.3673419540229905,90.28997844827587,77.85057471264369,6.189080459770117,24.093390804597703,7.1686216300943375,0.916345977011494,674,23,140,8,16,217,100,174,0.131,0.8079999999999999,0.062,-0.907,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,4,1,8,5,0,1,10,0,10,15,2,1,0,24,27,15,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,17,10,1,1,0,1,3,4,3,0,1,14,1,24,2,25,13,1,20,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,0,9,99,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087850275772873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057534957854656,0.3331742602420418,0.0,0.0,0.09134667849980274,0.09918957555413667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466891911112775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717416176214949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155781553282917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846354083668358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199015810576046,0.13367836238421424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7182420879070082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413186065609913,0.11395980745858955,0.06751442118723172,0.0,0.09501189623996452,0.0,0.0,0.11762657200795708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962635648209843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698998608065653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929715466637892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634073789122394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049914478251369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235808701382423,0.10372795709371548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342055005430946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006553411510057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408431653581988,0.0,0.0,0.09931865283993456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611958614707462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700688722800806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988461690070344,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiety-help7,2020/02/10,"Sleepiness on 25mg sertraline (generic zoloft)? I started taking it just under 2 weeks ago. It doesn’t put me to sleep after taking it, but I feel like I’m generally a lot more tired and fall asleep a lot more easily during the day. 

Also, I need to sleep a lot more than I used to have to before I feel rested. It’s noticeably harder to get out of bed in the morning too. 

Does this get better? If so, how long does it usually take to get better? I’m in college right now and it’s making it hard to focus in class.",0.7225271059215999,2.6828713944954146,3.2139949958298573,89.6690158465388,82.76146788990826,5.7984987489574635,18.16597164303586,6.980632752743323,0.1603321100917432,398,9,86,5,11,138,71,109,0.054000000000000006,0.8079999999999999,0.138,0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,5,0,2,5,3,3,0,16,16,7,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,16,16,7,17,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,9,54,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262989461187348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867325311921882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691573169668947,0.0,0.0,0.2846094467330933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376846427381772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816128092793105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271374857865126,0.11494840473704684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521939264743229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413656729686308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860857863884117,0.0,0.0,0.14239318662574815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103793215888679,0.0,0.0,0.10740331927599647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193067773907491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318796761385492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617509286167327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137409409465743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220363575791661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388724769502513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629347873075972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493315327604387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896764711495435,0.17721079594228273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906586073711093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ammubi,2020/02/10,"Anxiety I feel like I am at my wits end. I have tried multiple outlets for my anxiety, but nothing seems to help long term.

I get random bouts of anxiety and shortness of breath that I feel aren't triggered by anything specific. It always comes on randomly. Sometimes that anxiety spirals into a panic attack (hyperventilating, numb hands, dry mouth, lightheadedness). I also get various symptoms (tingling, chest pain, high heart rate) that are a result of anxiety and tension. I typically just push through it on my own. Usually people who don't suffer from anxiety don't quite understand. I also feel like a burden when I reach out for help from my family/friends. 

I guess I'm just looking for others who are in the same boat. It would be nice to talk to someone who understands completely. 

Anyone else sick of anxiety? Feel free to PM me.",4.984635364635364,7.282738402597406,6.040389610389612,72.85530969030971,70.81818181818181,9.673526473526474,32.625374625374626,10.035473477838034,3.8523652347652337,670,32,110,19,13,222,103,154,0.26,0.638,0.10099999999999999,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,2,4,0,9,10,5,2,0,22,22,6,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,7,0,0,0,6,15,5,21,20,4,15,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,4,7,70,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067319021207293,0.0991968490964818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6383967372828085,0.0,0.0,0.08335825197060731,0.12215037160862872,0.09810420159057967,0.0,0.0,0.13562484578062198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269360023381913,0.12499518728719505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995892558046926,0.0,0.1055895510963973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411157624507328,0.1703351590924193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210560230475426,0.0,0.1245703603177855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132931761916394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127094568994447,0.1598152781298871,0.1259577248706861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648534643961485,0.0,0.0,0.10550196913588107,0.1001109977780955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439049090230945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685370107983146,0.13987370698384233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826490195198047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680036253648874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852931699762083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101090927677417,0.0,0.11790718132923103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239105549745186,0.0,0.09582090593889414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093950138948912,0.0,0.0,0.2482150870821888,0.0,0.0,0.13129903450497624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468727325178782,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonacc-1,2020/02/10,I need to know I’m feeling tightness in chest and shortness of breath because this girl I was talking to stopped answering her snap. And then I just started getting those feelings and some thoughts about not being interesting enough or her just not liking me. I just need to know if this is anxiety or something else,8.919774011299438,8.306990355932204,7.48,76.46316384180791,60.69491525423729,9.900564971751416,43.39548022598871,8.841846274778883,3.980724293785311,257,14,45,3,3,77,43,59,0.138,0.836,0.026000000000000002,-0.6824,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,22,13,7,0,3,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,6,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,4,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350823439975646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607184528896134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549893655625985,0.0,0.0,0.3153951504510589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086776520101157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947562258939846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355045176897569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912514581004288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526640955121096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349891375354793,0.0,0.0,0.2160508778113617,0.0,0.0,0.2551948212597852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453408434029162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423269519850336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ameliatries,2020/02/10,"I need help right now I am a 19 year old college student living with anxiety that has been getting worse and worse every day and it just feels like a tipping point today. I experience extreme anxiety in every thing I do: driving, grocery shopping, going to meetings and practices for clubs i used to love, I even get extremely anxious when my roommate comes to our apartment now. I have my boyfriend as my support system but nothing else. I am going to call and make an appointment with my student health center tomorrow, but i heard that it can take month(s) to get an appointment and I dont know what to do. I can’t wait any longer, I feel like I need help right this minute. I’ll try any kind of medication tomorrow if it means feeling like myself again but I can’t wait, hell, i almost feel desperate enough to find some college drug dealer selling xanax so that i dont have to feel like this. what can I do?",5.0525232774674125,5.965033502793298,5.521354748603353,82.04542132216018,68.72067039106145,8.201303538175045,32.235102420856606,8.344100000000001,2.4252677839851025,723,31,138,10,12,232,107,179,0.09699999999999999,0.774,0.129,0.6928,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,4,0,15,5,0,2,0,29,38,12,0,3,5,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,8,2,2,4,4,1,0,0,2,6,23,7,14,36,2,21,1,0,0,1,7,6,1,3,14,85,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191245370741067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179821471128286,0.0,0.18201316161129566,0.1343946407468608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147480606464645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247632886371176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767214716718443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788481478249529,0.0,0.13795963224770866,0.0,0.09937855237227428,0.0,0.0,0.1229208653776866,0.0,0.07857412207248997,0.0,0.2004633823702132,0.0,0.0,0.11636891155211007,0.0,0.0,0.300757034893943,0.3399495536326328,0.0,0.0,0.10873027940000056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646020562427185,0.0,0.13521914294081633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645239980688458,0.0,0.0,0.15947715302409365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388194577635635,0.06537910553407149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23247779106722305,0.0,0.10504675254228056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736900155963172,0.0,0.07940891074143536,0.0,0.0,0.12958588324559678,0.0,0.11984298537055554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495535222205256,0.0,0.0,0.17641952409915207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114148472133574,0.0,0.12483194677243672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245874849799922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318797603003208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499811624518604,0.0,0.0,0.08944557866723782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903391474322323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276327598722327,0.0,0.0,0.08076825570015055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274607488937228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24246748387453795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660844961755363
anxiety,Bedooooo,2020/02/10,"I’m tired of feeling anxious out of no where and for no reason sometimes! This past year my anxiety has gone through the roof. I overthink everything and always think about the worse case scenario, whether it be something small like me texting my roommate that rent is due (since I pay them but we split everything) or college assignments. I have a strong support system but I don’t know how to talk about how I feel cause it just makes me more anxious and I feel like crying everytime I talk about how I feel and my voice shakes so bad. I just feel sad sometimes and I don’t even know why. I want some tips on how to help not feel like it.  I  start crying for no reason and I hate feeling like this. I started smoking weed about a year ago, I recently had a baby and I’ve been trying to no smoke as much to eventually quit could that be causing me to have more anxiety?",2.5288642857142847,4.57668832571429,3.2401964285714304,91.31286607142859,77.17142857142856,6.203571428571429,25.794642857142854,7.1686216300943375,1.093235714285715,687,26,143,8,16,216,103,175,0.22699999999999998,0.635,0.138,-0.9511,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,2,13,10,1,1,5,0,11,1,0,9,0,38,29,17,0,2,7,0,7,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,9,0,0,12,0,2,2,7,4,0,0,3,8,23,6,17,23,4,15,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,12,92,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454449359137058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813346259120577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804437566230612,0.2664716510793834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984729011136423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423086363400668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416351130400903,0.0,0.2590976507788692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789661821488403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119892726959076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41742926839633293,0.2527637588544513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643888215256483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790510321684132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963075090599713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230473255781287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872420893457363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669764565128822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258470565303312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544106740147634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425188215384829,0.11644907074412995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755913346085524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079406311197588,0.2332864415270421,0.0,0.16695356424669516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383409758212966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895874188355328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556959930109966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555182740694427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007183296750492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956260365702363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642026581145317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018840632717168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189578946583185
anxiety,Pleaseanybody13,2020/02/10,"I just feel broken. Does anybody want to talk? It's strange what loneliness can do to you. I'm a night owl so this alone puts me into that group. The fact that I spend 95% of time alone and don't have a job helps me fall further into it. It makes my mind shift at times, even though I would love nothing more than to change my life and my surroundings, circumstances make little room for it. 

I've been blessed with what not everyone is lucky enough to have, a soulmate. For that I am grateful. Seeing her smile makes it feel as if I am too at times. Most times I'm quite good at answering peoples questions, their problems, dishing out advice I have to offer and what not. But not my own. My own problems are equations I just cannot seem to solve. This particular equation I feel has ruled most of my life and it reaches its boiling point these days. I find it difficult to function sometimes, and for the days that I can even they are not good days. Again I am thankful for the love in my life, a sweet girl who seems so good at solving equations. I keep her as close to me as I can even though most of our time is spent psycially apart. 

I believe I feel most alone when I listen to music or go for walks or eat dinner, regular things. It is at times like these that I realize I wish for nothing more than to be with other people. Even when I am with people (excluding her) i still feel lonely. They are the wrong company to keep and I know that now. I've known that for a long time but turned a blind eye in order to ignore my feelings on the matter and enjoy what is referred to as blissful ignorance. 

I've racked my brain trying to figure it out. Where it went? Did I ever even have it? I've searched through countless childhood photos looking for it and yet I've found nothing. I now believe I've been alone since birth as if I kept everything at a distance when I didn't mean too. 

I feel most comfortable in the early morning hours for I know most people are sound asleep and not out doing things or keeping company, this brings me comfort. This is the one question I do not have an answer to and yet I write, perhaps out of my loneliness. Or perhaps I write because it makes me feel less lonely. As if someone someday may pick this up and read it, as if someone someday may say to me you are not alone.",3.7027648318427993,4.846824781584584,4.169334299030105,89.63457582818997,72.06209850107065,6.950220430784732,27.01152538103036,7.1686216300943375,1.1730401058067763,1811,62,382,17,34,570,213,467,0.102,0.79,0.109,0.6493,1,9,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,3,1,24,21,0,0,15,0,36,13,3,5,2,94,73,35,0,9,19,0,8,1,0,3,4,3,1,1,37,21,4,6,23,1,2,6,10,8,0,1,8,16,55,13,59,61,12,58,1,2,4,2,23,25,0,21,27,267,92,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269608193006202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852441087694086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534934676375742,0.0,0.0,0.16763110982223398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304730927665835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869804169303893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393219643152924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510190815433768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612271942534768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686796475415526,0.0,0.2456797235969201,0.0672928232223133,0.0,0.07108580057558668,0.06685972653879764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30092311617569845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679939508963616,0.0,0.0,0.0815682006156408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042279316378570436,0.18719222259868928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986413063430293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326222379825513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382367839671954,0.1983720316000173,0.0,0.0,0.08176901072750628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576381519368452,0.03634471372083887,0.07456143571584167,0.0,0.06583555756030003,0.062471472434321884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428536485186174,0.0,0.1986319029981887,0.0,0.0,0.08103590123086457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511582970102355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981289020440648,0.0,0.21414657403551815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050410693754239004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629925020225626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032553089566694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423683103585896,0.0,0.074785618776603,0.1666746081688602,0.07912622517676575,0.07441323756518994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059160383600503824,0.0,0.0,0.05928167356233114,0.13544937890162811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153874582051684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606607414775953,0.0,0.07357668379796439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059410430336866764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979436042843179,0.0,0.06849117673112949,0.0,0.0,0.0988469476552807,0.0,0.14618169733895015,0.0,0.3036545274500624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050803550184555,0.08091833652078806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04387898122096958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896315432828579,0.0,0.0,0.0855484001826706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284672787113635,0.08133718269501798,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kitty_Kat_13,2020/02/11,"I hate that kind of people Today I was walking down the street to my house when 4 guys in two motorcycles screamed to me, a very awful scream, then they left laughing. This made me have a panic attack
It's simply horrible to do that to other people, for things like that it's difficult to me to go outside",3.1541935483870955,4.763511193548388,4.4718064516129035,85.08770967741938,74.16129032258064,6.895483870967742,23.690322580645162,7.554174236665415,1.0673122580645162,242,7,48,3,5,80,48,62,0.327,0.597,0.076,-0.9582,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,9,2,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,2,2,7,3,10,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979729193952648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885572516108742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25934294283439224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258592735577471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022216371340955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275038832300863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845779039822704,0.0,0.0,0.127961357469577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478359580263744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073078282723352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631660480751108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400865640113228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482704571787551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558587324173048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611223364806087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sac_CA916,2020/02/11,"Asked my doc for Xanax to use strictly during panic attacks He wanted me to sign a waiver, see him more frequently and the effects are scary. My panic attacks last forever and are ugly. Xanax could help me greatly but I was too scared of him thinking I was going to abuse it. Plus I already take 2 anti depressants and he suggested therapy. 

I wanted the drugs and I mean that in a non addict kind of way. Don't want to talk about my feelings.",2.138320707070708,4.492178715909095,3.777878787878791,85.39237373737376,80.02272727272728,6.1838383838383875,24.550505050505052,7.3871296695380915,1.3599580808080811,349,13,65,5,9,116,64,88,0.302,0.679,0.019,-0.9775,0,0,1,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,3,4,0,6,4,0,2,0,16,17,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,2,12,2,10,14,1,5,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,2,41,14,0,0.0,0.2083332389586143,0.0,0.19168381938905327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403598204521794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438002964358636,0.4000706249699219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403882662765382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144462265766193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391034551272305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890639950459077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999298914753888,0.0,0.0,0.19385639752364894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785708922498395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310291173210053,0.0,0.14332728495303484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153357975568175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126040553100557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760394113101455,0.0,0.14011605941116406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220446121423204,0.14132782788990564,0.0,0.0,0.20108024983693396,0.0,0.0,0.11266662513085775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186317395475654,0.0,0.0,0.3111324075489019,0.1395679749328518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clawsboo,2020/02/11,lately i’ve had severe anxiety for no reason. what can i do to help? it’s always in my chest. it makes me feel sick. i also have emetophobia (fear of throwing up) and it’s god awful. i’ll be texting my friends and i have to stop because i feel anxious. i’ll be laying in bed and i just hate to sit there and feel anxious. it’s been like this for the past week. it’s happened before. but nothing this awful.,-1.2694088669950716,0.7271401954023027,1.4818472906403954,95.5068103448276,101.06896551724138,3.405254515599343,17.70853858784893,5.288315135182226,-0.4937875205254518,315,10,69,2,14,108,57,87,0.225,0.693,0.08199999999999999,-0.8641,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,2,8,2,1,2,0,12,14,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,3,8,2,9,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706812571013763,0.17759227592984395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632746698723542,0.4822341506801354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010598615586388,0.0,0.1816146606730602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401700052821712,0.3237524483353571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489680557575825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887369515568609,0.0,0.0,0.2107196214439292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305877268260067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407602592808649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427195004231864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246732018116287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479347690080765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037447123934001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944333938494132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411170753400677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784384619301859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120203947179882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zoegrace1,2020/02/11,"Anyone have really bad nightmares which induce anxiety for the rest of the day? Hello! New poster here. 

I've suffered general anxiety all my life since a young age (I'm 19, the fuckin' particle collider on the news shit when I was around 6 has bestowed me with a constant anxiety disorder. We live in a society.)

I'll spare you the details of my nightmares but they usually revolve around the apocalypse in one form or another, but when I wake up I'm usually not comforted and often jumpy or anxious for the rest of the day and sometimes the next week or so if it's really bad.

Does anyone else suffer these? Is it just me? I'm guessing not. It does make me happy to see I'm not alone in my apocalyptic anxiety though.

Thanks",3.0088111888111904,5.152200790209793,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.06293706293705,9.155244755244755,28.48251748251749,9.661875296680813,3.0395146853146864,575,25,109,17,13,195,93,143,0.242,0.691,0.067,-0.9766,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,1,0,9,9,2,0,12,0,4,4,2,2,1,23,12,12,0,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,11,3,14,11,4,19,0,2,1,1,4,7,2,6,12,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859956982728684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504488210323406,0.4390400234315673,0.1620888997812921,0.0,0.20064581108223992,0.1470098029050102,0.0,0.25545104649995104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23959568134363796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550483630875375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506242308149906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443781171265784,0.0,0.2511165083762681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198571619103473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805680199403466,0.0,0.0,0.15273462126507684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134250393865164,0.0,0.0,0.12669338933869367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577244228922673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857160379424618,0.15259010338230725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972241656141564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383090693281676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143331071063425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727774096256652,0.1186861907616237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419030598108398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209493886514578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096605792739622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31604071162451025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508911253655148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A-gataBrioches,2020/02/11,"Searching for an anxiety penpal Hello.  i am new, and english is not my mother tongue so be nice please! I am a 23 year old girl  from Europe. I am at university but for 3 years now I am stuck because of my mental health. I struggle with anxiety, some depression and my relationship with food is complicated. I used to be a creative person but now I'm drained. Anyway, I'm actively trying to be better. The problem is that any prolonged activity that requires some commitment leave me in complete despair. I was the typical overachiver and now i feel so much anxiety about uni and i couldn't finish any exams in 2 years. I don't have my driver license, I'm fatter and in general I don't feel inspired anymore. I want to find the balance between an overachiver's burnout, crippling anxiety and the sweet nothing of depressive episodes (you know when you start avoiding responsibilities and suddendly you haven't left the house in 4 days?)
Anyway I'm searching for a penpal or accountability buddy to find some motivation, to keep track of my mood and in general to share the experience of living with anxiety. I do feel lonely because my peers are experiencing a radically different life. I love my friends, but we are far away and they are thinking about other stuff. It's ok to feel left behind, I'm Just doing the aftermath of a rocky childhood, but my relationship with my family is complicated, I'm single and I do have people to go out with but nothing more 
Anyway I Just want someone that has similar strggles (not the same age but maybe in uni). We can do a Daily check, vent about the day, held each other accountable for our goals, share coping mechanism etc. We could chat on discord/telegram and maybe some snail mail later on! If more than one person is interested we could create a group. Maybe it's better from the eu but everyone is welcome. Just pm me or leave a comment",4.8008823529411755,6.6662321764705865,6.008270308123251,74.69543067226894,70.37254901960785,9.02156862745098,31.51750700280112,9.516144504307137,3.1790128851540618,1505,67,263,35,28,503,188,357,0.109,0.726,0.165,0.9762,1,3,0,0,0,0,37.0,5,3,1,6,15,20,0,2,20,1,31,4,0,2,1,66,52,24,0,7,15,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,8,22,1,4,10,1,3,1,6,7,0,1,3,6,36,12,41,43,11,32,0,4,0,1,25,14,0,7,17,183,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707765182089954,0.0,0.3855100756008905,0.0,0.09995392765444948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469299403224084,0.0,0.0,0.12287801555082035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782763679135609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567357538245413,0.0,0.0,0.16094092936663887,0.0,0.0,0.1299989520871605,0.0,0.17361592221740674,0.0,0.0,0.10530128587644864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240449087695646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630659239782316,0.0,0.0985893272616242,0.09501330459416213,0.0,0.20384436594900515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423554806928352,0.0,0.12187241347799352,0.0,0.07786802451789189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727975005359906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713219588718093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629502202281328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958439067408784,0.0,0.0,0.055390068924761386,0.0,0.0,0.2134384142835398,0.2190114111263315,0.0,0.07118905661422044,0.0,0.0,0.08899703989689814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096448090241184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037631943093709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156990151985937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409026846911879,0.0,0.0,0.0973410105754208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341628147053436,0.0,0.10575932599955863,0.0,0.06829608862206894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987322939438269,0.17600718043398186,0.0,0.11063419885029868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643984259199798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641570142046326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539675940789551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133777569154852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536477809404426,0.1153773550572701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645804376608122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842796660521225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704787444522588,0.0,0.0,0.1188939317012054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471116665816296
anxiety,Im-Dead-x-5,2020/02/11,Do y'all get mad?? Instead of the normal panic attacks I just get pissed. It gets so bad I once broke a freezer while cooking. Anyone else?,-0.9295238095238112,0.5384898571428565,0.9800000000000004,96.34833333333331,114.71428571428572,1.866666666666667,18.952380952380953,3.1291,-0.69437619047619,108,4,21,0,6,35,26,28,0.547,0.45299999999999996,0.0,-0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,3,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941556982479699,0.321524177357611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35699168487660154,0.0,0.0,0.26200907293313586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621388140255036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918411065417651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074564121482956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341857132566062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681755362647015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,styabzin,2020/02/11,"Girlfriend is having severe panic attacks. Have a personal history myself and trying to help, but I can’t reach her. Advice please? My girlfriend is really struggling. She’s always been highly strung but things came to a head two weeks ago and she collapsed through stress/exhaustion brought on by her horrible workplace. She’s been signed off work for a month which has at least stopped it getting worse. 

For a bit of background, I have had a history of high anxiety for most of my life including periods of medication, suicidal ideation and blackouts. These days I am off the meds and keep things more level through living cleanly, LOTS of meditation and mindfulness exercises and culling stressful situations as much as possible from my life. (Mentioning this here for context that I am not ignorant to what it feels like to live like that and I am trying my hardest to remain compassionate no matter what)

I have tried to get her to learn about some of these things and tried to guide her whenever she asked, but I feel utterly powerless to help her as she will not do any of them, nor take any medication, or try to change the behaviours that she knows causes the panic attacks. 

I just want to help her but I don’t know what more I can do",7.823836163836162,7.96255751082251,7.37982683982684,73.80182817182819,62.63636363636364,11.263536463536465,36.383949383949385,10.891193690592663,4.00099373959374,999,43,178,24,13,314,138,231,0.19699999999999998,0.695,0.10800000000000001,-0.9815,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,3,10,2,4,8,0,19,6,1,1,0,33,31,17,1,1,8,0,2,2,2,1,5,0,1,1,15,9,0,3,5,1,0,2,6,7,0,1,5,2,28,3,34,25,8,15,0,0,0,0,22,7,0,4,8,131,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663027409907533,0.0967278180228619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079613268373032,0.0,0.0,0.14840995028936216,0.0,0.08347608876570113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201196571410363,0.24827827909595496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119130189396567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480359328971218,0.0,0.11209574448215816,0.11543392070101405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037302492652976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103481560100884,0.07795496453026017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402082895670215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198804764780017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942142311176205,0.2305814026164513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699039041035803,0.0,0.0,0.11993840376531535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154148604282587,0.10662051332653344,0.0,0.19270896592620604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276946334196487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120712162096058,0.219852753420185,0.0,0.0,0.11017954884976247,0.0,0.08709811247380211,0.0,0.08021535906373728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560563520705739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527890415319863,0.0,0.11978039989428005,0.0,0.1230157964438644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990472069066403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327393097624473,0.0,0.0,0.1226548457578287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122875519481588,0.2499919471212332,0.11407535270313594,0.0,0.11935897920537847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204425436520163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174823630621465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37042475514354206,0.0,0.10659385743033796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436148511114362,0.0,0.08752904939259508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944026699924424,0.0,0.11120205279402737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kevhiskhan,2020/02/11,"Leg soreness and knees buckling during panic attack I just had a panic attack at the gym today before my workout. I started warming up by walking around the track but the anxiety about my workout kept building and building. The main way it manifests physically is muscle weakness and a restless feeling in my legs. As I’m walking I feel like my legs feel like jello and like they won’t carry me. I literally feel like my knees are buckling when I walk. I have no issues walking when I’m not anxious. Needless to say I went home because how the fuck am I supposed to do my required five sets of deadlifts when even standing and walking becomes too tiring for me during an attack. This is exactly why I have had zero gains in the gym after the five years I’ve been “training”.

Currently I’m sitting at home trying to recover. Legs still feel like jello but I’m under a heavy bedspread so they feel a bit better. Mentally Im still feeling rough. Need support.",4.213153153153153,6.114205810810812,5.2935135135135125,79.07774774774776,71.97297297297297,6.6630630630630625,32.333333333333336,7.3011,2.3554036036036035,765,37,128,8,15,252,111,185,0.139,0.6970000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.6322,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,12,16,4,3,12,0,11,10,6,1,1,22,28,13,0,1,4,0,9,5,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,6,0,2,7,4,0,6,3,8,0,3,5,10,19,8,16,22,2,27,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,15,83,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126116046377454,0.13477059313835288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619878690355844,0.0,0.4071494760345479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272177177972891,0.13175312723029342,0.10151216170405188,0.0,0.0,0.10550767184034662,0.13024040166897533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879392346440843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42223771172058494,0.3409005204789639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028728647789453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393273528346436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886021764779673,0.12451409403971797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914101486814268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022237118505355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845651795301973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799364486238711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948690162398404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844383662913028,0.0,0.19053997751279356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537575678477345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371132734504599,0.11307871731021267,0.0,0.0,0.08099419490961879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469166078595206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058864411868093,0.10764614012226058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682275228380701
anxiety,haneliza,2020/02/11,"Anxiety before every work shift, even though I know things will be okay. How do I make it stop? I’m 20, haven’t been officially diagnosed with an anxiety disorder (I haven’t ever asked/told a doctor about it) and ever since I started working at age 15, I get anxiety before each shift. I’ve had a few different jobs over the last 5 years (all minimum wage jobs) and no matter how long I’ve been somewhere and how good of a worker I am, I get awful anxiety before every shift. I used to get this anxiety before school too, and now while I’m in college it still happens occasionally, but not nearly as often. 

I hate it. I get all panicky and nauseous a couple hours before my shift starts and it lasts until 10-20 minutes into my shift. Then I feel okay the rest of the shift, once I’m actually doing stuff. I just wish I didn’t feel this way before every shift, my mind always goes through crazy scenarios and excuses that could possibly get me out of work, though I never actually act on them or call out of work. I know it’s irrational and silly to be so nervous for something so routine. 

It’s gotten worse lately because I just started a new job at a restaurant. I’ve never worked at a restaurant before and the last couple of weeks have just been training shifts since the restaurant wasn’t officially open yet, but today is my first shift since we’ve opened to the public. I’m freaking out and I know I shouldn’t be. 

Anyone else experience this or similar? Anyone have any tips on how to deal with it?",5.617733333333334,5.786567173333332,6.564666666666671,77.68233333333336,67.26666666666667,9.333333333333334,29.66666666666667,9.150863307647796,2.391666666666666,1192,39,229,20,18,398,160,300,0.14,0.82,0.04,-0.9794,5,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,7,20,7,1,1,14,3,20,2,0,6,6,51,43,26,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,19,0,1,5,0,1,1,9,3,0,1,7,2,24,4,28,30,5,42,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,3,26,145,38,13,0.0,0.0,0.15419173530573174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573711127118605,0.0,0.0,0.05372498325400133,0.0,0.30218671068231484,0.0,0.0,0.11048195048682702,0.08094826240340675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815970539368565,0.0,0.4705821898077356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067124761854481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307774185104467,0.1748313955677476,0.0,0.0,0.08144897893276408,0.0,0.08018673144207572,0.0,0.08254167977328114,0.09054467707952127,0.08086327053416649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599715666250812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521809638020438,0.14292609586544175,0.19969117483956655,0.0,0.0,0.07728043026407393,0.0,0.0,0.07989292931091117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672002042900556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637993323097487,0.0,0.0,0.0662642568980866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986239643879043,0.0,0.0,0.07799944636868053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780238010903373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351958863609637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025451570948526,0.1931948100848415,0.08911921349708966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991547360208064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273534578134748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977085640613149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186449902875722,0.07630192221157836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413598327343652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906440021087964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995560220380539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196057148372082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082063418487708,0.0,0.0,0.16775692113899232,0.0,0.06309217279888606,0.0660503333579539,0.0,0.0,0.09043992782195773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248631146709112,0.0,0.15524076927650668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748859327637246,0.07549108107838358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823352362318691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270917739055211,0.06337171737726664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908499469939703,0.0,0.0,0.2875768778243241,0.0,0.08051115727107583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087556349323629
anxiety,askquestion453,2020/02/11,"does anybody get these symptoms ? I'm 21 years old and male, and I've been recently experiencing symptoms like my brain is shutting down. Which isn't too distracting. But then occasionally I would experience my concentration go completely out of control, not dizziness more like extreme light-headedness. At that moment I cant function properly. I could be outside or watching a movie and it would occur. Completely spontaneous.   

When I first went to the doctor he feared I may have hypoglycemia (as a non diabetic) due to my blood sugar being a little low and because of a little bit of weight lost.  But today after several test they ruled that out. Concluded that it was because of anxiety. I never even thought of that nor ever considered it a problem for me. My falling asleep rate isn't the best but I wouldn't consider it insomnia either. 

I just want to overcome this ASAP as I'm graduating uni after this semester and would much rather graduate with my peers then wait another year and avoid stress like my doctor is recommending I do. Personally I don't even think im in that much stress like I've had much MUCH worse. 

Thinking about getting a gym membership or something",5.282708653353816,7.5675230184331825,6.077565284178193,72.96174475166413,69.96774193548387,9.614848950332822,32.79288274449565,9.994966539143718,3.7678317460317454,953,45,158,26,18,312,141,217,0.12300000000000001,0.816,0.061,-0.9061,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,5,8,13,0,5,8,0,19,11,3,2,2,35,31,17,0,8,9,0,1,4,0,5,6,0,0,2,13,9,2,3,4,1,0,3,8,8,0,1,6,4,18,5,20,17,8,27,0,2,1,0,4,9,0,3,19,109,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305376169685983,0.08977392785138286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307333064364355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231536415100154,0.0,0.12811794594050605,0.0,0.0,0.13100359748401144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460825937531006,0.0,0.13162020127802196,0.09369599068697963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402294064609892,0.10269549062547434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550197250237469,0.10615156594190127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147927345181037,0.0,0.13205358028360406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981951684625663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262311068555574,0.0,0.06669382299077277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676025401428842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293289590440533,0.2352349858755389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281035264625724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450687718430616,0.0,0.09050906572587436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231411408261689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246720460533347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228997656362093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587090261241036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257431138729744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034327176168656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688525463534852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394723847611244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038879443386174,0.0,0.09316434754376528,0.0,0.0,0.11123593605149833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921722622861715,0.0,0.0,0.14290307193322574,0.0,0.1087864422043324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195916724425946,0.25009039522211024,0.0,0.0,0.1511416288336315
anxiety,cookiemonstahh11,2020/02/11,At the er .... At the er i havent been feeling good it might be my anxiety or im dying this time forreals .... wish me luck reddit,-2.649642857142858,-1.1347523928571397,1.3440000000000012,95.401,108.64285714285714,5.097142857142859,16.314285714285713,6.742157984588678,0.14703428571428656,95,3,23,2,5,35,24,28,0.165,0.6629999999999999,0.172,0.3013,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29831625215705226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047140907555731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971741178828265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32707766541379835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212207798529111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41368305008171796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738722616305346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484316274980089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HayekianMan,2020/02/11,"Panic Attacks Lost Me My Job Anxiety is a real bitch sometimes. Last Wednesday I had a migraine which caused me to miss work. I get them regularly and didn’t think it was a huge deal, but when I came in for my shift on Friday, I had a sit down warning from my manager about attendance. I’ve only had the job for about a month, so the 90-day probationary period was still in effect, and my manager wanted to drill into me the idea that missing work is unacceptable no matter the reason.

As someone with panic disorder, social anxiety disorder, GAD, Bipolar II, and a degenerative type of arthritis, this was concerning. I push myself past my limit to try and live a fulfilling life, and to be told that I won’t be able to find gainful employment moving forward in life because of my chronic illnesses was insulting and terrifying. 

Anyways, I continued on with my shift determined to be the best employee at the company and shove it in his face. The shift was great, despite me feeling very anxious throughout because of my conversation with my manager. I was scheduled to work again on Sunday morning, and on my way to work I was nearly in a head on collision with a car that wasn’t paying attention that trapped me. Immediately the panic sets in and I spiral out of control. I was in such a panic that I forgot to call into work and tell them I’d be late. Eventually they contact me and I try to explain my state, but I couldn’t think straight let alone speak. After about an hour of trying to calm down on the side of the road, I text my friend to pick me up and take me home. 

I knew this probably meant I would be fired based on the conversation I had just two days prior with my manager. So the next day, as I’m getting ready to leave for my shift, another panic attack sets in. But I wanted to keep my job, so I pushed it. But the anxiety pushed back. I fainted in my hallway from hyperventilating and hit my head hard on the ground. I get up, trying to make it to the door and nearly faint again. I give in, call into work to let them know what the situation is, knowing full well that this surely meant my termination was all but sealed. Fifteen minutes later I was notified that I had been removed from the schedule and this morning I was asked to resign. 

I loved my job. I loved the people I worked with. I felt good about myself and that I was succeeding for the first time in five or six years. And then five terrible days ruined it all. Anxiety lost me my job and there’s nothing I could do about it.

Sometimes it’s okay to just sit back and look at our problems and say “this sucks.” I did all I could, I gave it everything I had and then some, but I was just unlucky this time. And that’s okay. It’s okay to not be okay. I’m not. I’m pissed, I’m sad, I’m lost. Sometimes all we can do is just let the emotions come and feel them. I don’t know what tomorrow holds, but today it’s okay for me to cry. Tomorrow I’ll figure out what’s next.",3.249893437623335,4.7885605919055685,4.732324638513153,83.60646370779664,73.77234401349071,7.947314412830541,26.613648595314125,8.593345894127513,1.8557969861145995,2313,83,471,43,47,774,260,593,0.192,0.6990000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9946,7,2,0,0,0,0,62.0,2,0,5,17,25,36,6,5,31,5,45,14,4,6,5,93,87,39,0,7,14,0,5,0,1,2,8,2,2,0,29,37,0,5,19,0,1,10,8,21,1,5,34,8,78,15,81,38,7,88,0,8,1,2,27,39,3,2,35,329,107,20,0.06520490977679369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753262175686955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837303322178484,0.19952631002224294,0.07366298820810653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060957788625495,0.14835999631502506,0.0,0.10027710151894956,0.0,0.07949661557968353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842852998749847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331630064561349,0.07457704599848439,0.0,0.06698340385981,0.0,0.0561682561354216,0.0,0.0,0.07313285080069074,0.10412162936994362,0.0,0.07162453160312406,0.16820709015373905,0.06722339884189397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946095138532625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334674715797274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058601968470528586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593912314294452,0.0,0.06260693888105127,0.0,0.05959610624944844,0.05546326294619711,0.0,0.0,0.05037715154577864,0.0,0.1022006223749118,0.06255049099365778,0.0,0.054690784694784035,0.0,0.07188864322246817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841079161048941,0.0,0.13383809809583272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540584098950107,0.0,0.06421370160128932,0.0,0.0,0.07360840636910387,0.0,0.0,0.3235290583541773,0.057957119794246226,0.0,0.0,0.1075047394728503,0.05315070425146426,0.07355397835418206,0.06904258460789618,0.0,0.20002931404371027,0.09211231222724976,0.0,0.0,0.057577129942234274,0.0,0.054755701936340336,0.0,0.21353658473839496,0.0,0.11769995368640568,0.0,0.04352478360043214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052045936892710816,0.06930249993363233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869232256238656,0.0,0.0,0.06256586951697511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049591272131017626,0.0,0.3825195622020889,0.0,0.0,0.06224546447127986,0.04520487437542442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030192113113336,0.06239229254097494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421746249744501,0.0,0.06704150711293178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185356138795013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329305056774055,0.0,0.06646819406952706,0.055247908455947285,0.0,0.1934679691634243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207272517636311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145485579621793,0.0,0.049025977301002666,0.0,0.05699196516765345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356134665221696,0.0,0.0,0.07604301450968523,0.0,0.061806630258419086,0.062306085586746815,0.0,0.177079414303014,0.0,0.0636957222079718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053800879376435816,0.07691909037462294,0.05175662234209308,0.0,0.0,0.05862704468419513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322896563296321,0.0,0.0,0.04631969708517791,0.0,0.0,0.04198982406931275
anxiety,alastorismypimpdaddy,2020/02/11,"I have a really shitty problem that I think is caused by my depression/anxiety **No messages without asking me in the comments, please. I don’t like out of blue messages.** TLDR at end. 

So, basically, I have this formula that I use when speaking to people for the first time. I have this mental rubric that I follow when I make conversation. I get so paranoid and it is horrible. It makes speaking feel scripted, BECAUSE ITS A MENTAL SCRIPT IN MY MIND.

Here are the steps that I use:

1. introduce myself and wait for them to introduce themselves.
2. Ask then how they are, and usually they ask me, so I respond.

^ is normal. However, everything else I don’t think is. 

3. I ask them if they have any hobbies, and then I ask them about the hobbies.

4. I say my scripted lines if they ask me, but usually I try to keep them talking so I don’t have to. 

^ I only do this to seem normal. Like, I don’t actually give a shit about your hobbies, I just want human contact and I want to hear a human voice, so I try to get the person talking for as much as possible.

BUT AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME, my heart is pounding, my chest is tight and I am freaking out through the whole conversation waiting for a reply. I don’t show this on my face. But damn, human contact really scares me sometimes. 

TL;DR - have this weird phobia of private conversations and shit, it’s so bad. I freak out to the point of where I can’t talk sometimes so I literally have scripted questions and answers, so the conversation is NEVER natural.",1.3832611832611832,3.8953263737373764,3.4130312650312646,85.70684848484848,84.92592592592592,6.222568542568543,25.32073112073112,7.554174236665415,1.5962020009620002,1171,50,227,21,35,395,145,297,0.16,0.807,0.033,-0.9908,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,8,1,16,12,4,1,14,0,24,6,5,6,1,42,49,28,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,4,13,11,0,4,6,1,0,2,9,10,0,1,0,8,47,2,30,49,3,23,0,0,1,1,38,10,4,4,13,163,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.09776215020194838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812647736353218,0.0,0.07663814805684728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619339560034431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364690379284755,0.06106937369948728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291342573894016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368832388776933,0.0,0.08873058122503903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900361728849974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065449545580543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521385990474445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926156685596372,0.10468081699029763,0.09610269020192942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129112049706782,0.11871490115376948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890454261845411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788669793994144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374311625731164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191765775940712,0.0,0.10115419520055674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364452090723476,0.0,0.07726572007709734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631210964992565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619212234177332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694528527067683,0.08747413626052951,0.0,0.10996859288857826,0.09470337355144924,0.1129389620500469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958596338062547,0.0,0.0,0.11222558491861706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835695618659396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966790774573093,0.10029860178728732,0.0,0.0,0.09120096900841902,0.0,0.0,0.20566859903380047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816303074150868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415649443297416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838380774642166,0.0,0.0,0.11683262831919387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603257003711738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304834067874258,0.22067031301756346,0.0,0.11817863290051735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184844646023492,0.0,0.0965708551819138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Darkliandra,2020/02/11,"Back into anxiety spiral as life is changing - need to make it to March 9 Hey guys,

I'm having one of the worst anxiety episodes so far, as it's a very stressful time. I've suffered / been treated for ptsd and burnout in the past, so stress and I aren't the best friends and right now it's physically hurting me.

I (and my partner) are in a really stupid situation in regards to a house purchase that we are trying to resolve by the date of transfer (March 9) and right now everything is unclear.

If this fails, I could lose all my deposit (basically almost all the money I had) and maybe my partner plus not have a roof over my head in the city where my work is.

I try to remain somewhat calm but it's physically painful (chest pain, breathing problems, headache, nausea) and I'm seriously unsure how to endure this until the date in question (I don't mean it in a self harm way but in a ""I feel I'll get a heart attack"" way). If I go to the doctor now to get medication, it takes weeks to adjust so it doesn't seem like a valid solution.

I'm trying not to cry at work but it's hard. Best case everything works out, we have the house, no more worry.

If anyone knows some small tricks to be calmer, I take them!",3.778471064539176,4.563390457489884,4.933960466777805,85.56699928554418,71.55060728744941,7.7550845439390335,27.889735651345557,7.928766900206844,1.5662204810669205,941,33,201,12,17,311,146,247,0.237,0.695,0.069,-0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,1,9,9,22,3,2,17,0,15,9,4,2,2,38,29,21,0,6,8,0,2,1,3,0,5,0,0,4,11,12,0,0,7,0,3,1,6,15,0,1,2,2,18,7,30,25,8,31,0,4,0,0,10,16,0,9,13,125,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606809952510615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734315931600872,0.0,0.0,0.08104764973982781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186546906864,0.0,0.08912838606818405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24328283711517326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226184437486654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254548286658457,0.0,0.12732276477835242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863979587962625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834662315044286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058608072386010186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955253281107417,0.0,0.12111740220464305,0.0,0.06587487903852539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147700901004834,0.0,0.0,0.10383346758829376,0.0,0.11895810206942076,0.0,0.0,0.13735506508377948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674914084424889,0.12408509752806897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370164127706376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187135050240757,0.05662824816305718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967473367450635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737147678805621,0.0,0.11644815525417715,0.12626103373011996,0.0,0.11676811423596285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859465202730392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854427738552111,0.0,0.2466749023706547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065014254208932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109111502633577,0.1354937285630362,0.0,0.12984682100350142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425553953049659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797468098018625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552099957215348,0.1209204275947879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028879391536974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655512636108097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430125785708153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758862245062969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360878330694137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563869468174878,0.0,0.1840094756555981,0.09297679359881428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531537138634213,0.11771322295276837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chanelly_girl,2020/02/11,"Personal styling sessions 💜 a boost of confidence. Hey everyone! 
So I’m thinking of starting personal styling sessions via Skype! Is that something you would be interested in. E.g finding outfits to wear for special occasions, first dates, or just a general new look to boost confidence. I can find all the clothing items. Affordable to high end depending on request. I have a degree in fashion design and I work in fashion currently. Let me know if anyone is interested 💜",3.963329682365828,7.268631554216868,4.981642935377874,72.7860021905805,82.855421686747,8.8013143483023,38.870755750273815,9.095868883498916,5.040816867469879,381,26,56,12,11,124,64,83,0.0,0.764,0.23600000000000002,0.9622,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,1,1,12,12,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,10,9,2,11,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,3,6,35,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512428074783584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218291981070284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393209247026241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578235054242485,0.21303728601002184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646199440505373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764377063262814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561076763409826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031950726388815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189144359056544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373760936506174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928128489643889,0.0,0.0,0.1772736634082764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048174557814682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233455751561065,0.0,0.0,0.17791637259793092,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ctesc,2020/02/11,I think i bought Something wrong(anxiety) I recently bought a phone (realme x2) now i found Out i could have bought a better one whit just a little more money and now i have realy Bad anxiety thath i bought the wrong phone and i make self-reproaches. I feel realy bad rn and need some advice.,0.824561403508774,3.356390052631582,1.785263157894736,93.54350877192982,95.84210526315788,5.340350877192981,15.105263157894735,6.937597516519254,0.04059999999999997,231,5,46,4,9,72,37,57,0.22,0.726,0.054000000000000006,-0.836,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,12,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,9,1,1,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261169542065345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485455477672609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804209344918869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147798410825207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188644063592926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518675302815135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497801112435317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283238267733615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206385102569114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891701435112694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436884225423228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493327510514735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23765380539531314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537800727284605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597040028365238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981453651903007,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LHWDLT,2020/02/11,"My job is causing me so much stress and anxiety that I think physically harming me I have had this extremely part time (5 hours a week) and low paying job for a couple of months now. I am in charge of coordinating a once-a-week after school program for local youth in science. The program is being rushed to begin even though it is underfunded and I have had little support in planning (at least relative to other similar jobs I've had. Maybe its just how it works here?) The plans, participants, and curriculum that were made have been swept out from under my feet just this week and I need to coordinate to make a new curriculum for the year by next Wednesday (while I'm in school and working another job because this pays very little.) The whole program is falling apart despite me working my hardest to make it work, but it's going to launch next week if I like it or not. (I tried to have it postponed.) I have little to no support and a boss that doesn't communicate with me often, even though I have no authority to make decisions. 

During all of this I cannot stop having panic attacks, launching myself into a severe depression, and having reoccurring suicidal thoughts. My autoimmune disease and mental illness (schizo-effective bipolar) is flaring up due to the stress and making me sick, fatigued, and in pain. I can't think, eat, or sleep, and this is all diminishing my work and my will to live. It's like a loop where I get so stressed that I'm underpaid and overworked and unable to make this all work in correlation with the stress of school, my other job, and mental and physical illness. 

I can't quit this job (I really want to quit.) because now there is a school, students, and mentors in the program who are all relying on me to make this happen - but I can't stop crying or panicking. I tried to tell my boss that we should post pone the program until the fall and she told me the students and people involved would be mortified- which furthered my anxiety. It feels like my only answer right now is to die. I feel too weak physically and mentally to make this program successful. 

I've been calling and emailing therapists the past week, so lets hope one responds or has availability soon. I could use some kind words and advice right now. 

TLDR: My job is stressing me out due to means beyond my control and it's causing my autoimmune disease and mental health to take a turn for the worst. I can't quit even though I want to. I don't know how to make it through this. Advice needed.",5.799560483870965,6.616234345833334,6.231209677419354,77.96637096774195,67.0,9.110215053763444,31.942204301075268,9.19923166143015,2.766111559139785,1986,79,366,35,31,642,232,480,0.166,0.748,0.086,-0.9927,7,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,0,13,24,22,1,6,21,0,40,11,2,19,4,86,73,42,2,9,10,0,2,3,0,3,8,0,0,0,30,31,1,3,9,0,3,4,10,14,0,1,9,2,45,8,51,57,10,57,0,3,0,0,9,25,0,8,30,257,75,32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457106317418735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061471127841463226,0.08969257858816806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666919095899798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147184187969273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986044356893151,0.0,0.0,0.12044354880575404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575046636292207,0.046805543709752775,0.06486502438853367,0.06439440421604319,0.0,0.0,0.05049174046673755,0.0,0.0608412215699913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059985769966688265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615943962393792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928290844324369,0.04188014727243125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030627998727250805,0.0,0.03331669396179324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183995739583893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231330584522726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582256779014124,0.05773165931519261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072186538632867,0.0,0.0,0.06104663563248305,0.032217563330183496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994579517793175,0.0,0.08592043163545013,0.17626636955433753,0.05176501536713938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547032038812736,0.31304944781905275,0.0,0.05889449221986232,0.06385742610056146,0.0,0.0,0.2363120175280169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04679216775395588,0.0,0.043094510674765586,0.0869361418134303,0.0,0.05661827532833659,0.12469204727552625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039724333316395286,0.04458528875116943,0.0623788031969819,0.06878123670106012,0.0,0.06348279062293276,0.05596210558121293,0.040641675246076814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614444726599467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705772380244293,0.0,0.0,0.037555273294066514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012711908803776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373176543083772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622708913083541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866514682541781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802258845378284,0.3357611547079538,0.0,0.0,0.06412383941843643,0.13304894045447493,0.0,0.0,0.04407705752130355,0.0,0.05123891996122256,0.0,0.0,0.06806560091714946,0.0,0.07512625929584532,0.1727898399343264,0.04653996301419408,0.034183432020723506,0.0,0.0,0.05601660730745159,0.0,0.07960207995601817,0.06376478346104347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050631285754606174,0.0,0.048369957837095,0.06915450456220203,0.0,0.2351184110766189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545027397228982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560686238268889,0.0,0.0,0.041643962347916084,0.0,0.0,0.037751167701345616
anxiety,RealRox230,2020/02/11,"School’s giving me anxiety I’m failing some classes and It’s really getting to me. I’ve already made a list of stuff to do, but I still feel anxious for basically no reason :/.",1.2558333333333316,3.614478472222224,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,83.72222222222223,6.933333333333335,28.44444444444445,8.07648339933343,2.4025777777777777,139,7,26,3,4,50,31,36,0.24100000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.047,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,16,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35137208588308005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358190023127416,0.35971137124611324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099708266996854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635548331194824,0.30544678453555024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30128615453497626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398086389458064,0.32737733074131314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222467572277421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542817204861944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364501956851622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yee_yee69420,2020/02/11,A very weird cycle So at school I tend to worry about what if I have to go to the bathroom and if I have time or what if the teacher won’t let me. Particularly going number two because doing that at school is just weird. So me worrying about that causes me to have to use the bathroom since when I get nervous I have to shit. How do I stop this cycle,1.1343428571428582,2.9187721866666685,3.2205714285714286,91.056,80.46666666666667,5.352380952380952,20.047619047619047,6.1826913282559595,-0.016638095238095563,274,7,61,2,7,93,47,75,0.22399999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.02,-0.9311,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,4,0,9,1,1,3,0,10,14,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,9,0,10,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606370177995526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461449170947094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251860524245173,0.0,0.2723511538611729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24501690510705915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849951277926455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595566562218105,0.19820741992746824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003242361056413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971820199890442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340636241028037,0.0,0.0,0.20694563981280986,0.0,0.1977028969959667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866700715633165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jcpike11,2020/02/11,"Blushing My facial blushing is completly ruining my life, and it sounds so stupid saying it because it really doesn't sound serious because it's only your face turning red. But I'm so frightened of it happening I can't make plans to go out. When I finish work and come home I turn bright red and I'm sat on my own. I have no idea where it comes from I hardly have the heating on in the house because temperature affects me massively. Especially if I'm out walking and its cold then go indoors my cheeks go so red. If I get a shower I'm bright red for hours, even if I'm out eating somewhere it happens. The annoying thing is I now know some things that trigger it so I avoid doing them for example if there is somewhere I need to go I get a shower hours in advance and prepare my self, and if I feel myself starting to burn up I quickly walk outside to desperatly try and cool off. There has been occasions where I have met some friends at the pub and I've stood outside for ages to try and cool down before going in (it never works). Which leads to another trigger....alcohol But it seems to go when I've had a few and I don't realise it as much. It happens around family and close friends which disconnects me from people because I don't feel close to anyone. Even seeing people in the supermarket that i know I go so red and obviously when I'm embarrassed it happens, so I just look at the ground and avoid all eye contact. I know this is a form of anxiety but I know its also because have the most sensitive skin ever. Even if I don't feel embarrassed I still go red therefore look embarressed. Anyone with any advice would be great. But I've tried acknowledging it and accepting it and taking deep breaths believe me, but it doesn't work. So anything that has worked for others I would love to hear.",3.2004958677685984,4.949411515151517,4.504757575757576,84.31713636363641,74.34435261707989,7.5948209366391195,27.802479338842968,8.344100000000001,1.9590290909090908,1432,57,284,25,30,473,179,363,0.057999999999999996,0.863,0.079,0.8799,2,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,7,24,18,2,5,11,2,22,9,6,5,4,64,66,39,0,9,12,0,5,0,2,2,1,4,3,1,27,24,1,2,11,1,0,14,8,9,0,0,5,24,34,9,34,58,8,49,0,1,12,1,10,21,0,10,14,188,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915809932356934,0.0,0.09750718580969046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296412635303784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204593020276071,0.09567248081286528,0.06979790192042667,0.0,0.0,0.12759343927873612,0.0,0.0750822635595229,0.08122242227354959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780934993795079,0.0,0.07763802115098438,0.10279557537660368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718935241550913,0.09566278959932208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336069839134943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180788317196912,0.0825312734514423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601239934990214,0.0,0.13840016735648866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098268974074624,0.0,0.09533765601719972,0.0,0.4148276923798696,0.0,0.0,0.10059177595726627,0.0,0.0,0.3227308496492421,0.0,0.08173259363076331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283345057365936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152057137525964,0.0,0.17970488787427347,0.10527803363284433,0.0,0.10299819262325606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057118310851424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644450963262396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323625692915369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823471332931149,0.0,0.06090301728152225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707146737741046,0.06765286933599851,0.07036946075147943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939168569646956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650784300594115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845030487995945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725572440361874,0.0,0.0,0.07270600009258607,0.08306093572584396,0.09518260730201376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457972678378164,0.0,0.0728639138203668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860068438747706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123082486563465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583671883077246,0.19848456458930575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656935199783345,0.0,0.0,0.12962772373326434,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wateryramen,2020/02/11,"How do I start the conversation? I’ve finally recognised I need help and support. I’ve finally realised the way I feel shouldn’t be how I actually feel. 

So I made the decision to book a doctors appointment. Tomorrow, I’m off to the doctors to talk about my anxiety and somewhat depressive feelings I have but what do I actually say to the doctor? 

I don’t feel like I can walk in, sit down and say “hey, I’m riddled with anxiety and I feel depressed.” Can I? 

I’ve wrote down a bunch of bullet points of my symptoms/how I feel/how my behaviour has changed but I don’t know how to basically tell my doctor. 

I have zero support from my family, friends and coworkers so I’m asking you for help. Please.",1.0893992490613265,3.5675242978723425,3.62910304547351,83.81647058823529,86.16312056737587,7.5729662077597,27.44305381727159,8.4952907291091,2.5028403003754702,550,27,110,15,17,191,74,141,0.07,0.769,0.16,0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,11,4,0,4,0,23,27,12,0,2,2,0,5,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,7,20,4,15,23,2,12,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,1,5,69,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.2520159289430469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756146970094166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071501055905462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659776927883918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243138978464105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286621154015468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172812907359025,0.0,0.3917387158854164,0.09224735844003112,0.0,0.2829015786466736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976212257542966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731003431633519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096405591057292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308424850911812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218177014375853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957450004066249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417411392554583,0.1220654343746891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053717285883632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913957682484102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930604140508745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037862705890068,0.11286147073447406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249389542181796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZackConundrum,2020/02/11,"New To Ativan So about two weeks ago I took .2 of MDMA and really screwed up my brain I believe (first time I took it, will never take it again) and I’ve been dealing with major anxiety and depression that’s caused dissociation. So today my doctor started me on .5 of Ativan and 10mg of Prozac to help me until my body recovers from the MDMA, and I feel a lot more alive and real after taking the drugs, but currently I feel super shaky and still have some mild dissociation. Any advice on how to deal with this moving forward and what has helped y’all, especially with the dissociation?",9.237652173913043,6.841229634782611,9.69478260869565,66.5213043478261,61.34782608695652,12.330434782608695,34.30434782608695,10.793553405168565,3.4772956521739133,468,13,87,9,5,159,83,115,0.07200000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0.079,0.431,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,1,1,4,0,4,6,2,2,1,21,11,13,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,2,3,2,11,1,16,7,4,20,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,3,14,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569211769964254,0.15030475298021034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530664794266125,0.0,0.12971297355965722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910361111724608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883429901248772,0.0,0.18928509182303532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418487803106825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496179308121046,0.14604182194862178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735518952680338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663582536150506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146931120681272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422769126077398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273050536615687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415389033612938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021549820687333,0.0,0.0,0.13077516301665054,0.16376215214815396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299645745010235,0.10862450937410263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001547557037726,0.0,0.13541087434991206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25497611003470705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887182827559762,0.0,0.16072310054003575,0.0,0.3767749072501324,0.0,0.0,0.16563553006528034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601084379301484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SixShields72,2020/02/11,"My Anxiety Is Overwhelming and Difficult To Deal With This whole thing has made my anxiety overwhelming and hard to deal with.

I've had anxiety my whole life (20M), it kinda runs in the family, with my mom, dad, few aunts and few cousins already taking medication for it. I myself however have never taken anything for it as it's never been unmanageable or enough for me to give thought of getting medication. However, this year of 2020 has been fucking rough so far. 

What originally spiked it was the Australia fires, it made me overly worried and scared but I handled it okay. 

Then it was the Iran situation, regardless of what I knew or thought on the realistic chances of anything ww3 happening (the memes *really* didn't fucking help) my anxiety didn't give a fuck and it got really bad for me. I'm sure for some my anxiety wasn't that bad compared to what some people deal with but my god was it a new world for me. I had trouble sleeping, constantly felt cold whenever I saw more stuff on it or overly thought about it, felt shaky, partially lost appetite, the whole shebang is what I'm getting at. Luckily as time went on and the evidence of nothing was gonna happen my anxiety calmed down, I was able to get good nights sleep, and my appetite was fully back, it was great. For the most part I don't fret over this or think about it to much (at least I think).

But then right when I was feeling good again the fucking motherload of anxiety happened with the new coronavirus. It's been fucking rough. Pretty much all the problems of when I was dealing with the Iran anxiety are back. I just cant stop looking at Reddit, I open it constantly on my phone and stare at the headlines and of course they're not exactly inspiring, and it makes my anxiety worse, but then I have anxiety and keep looking, my slight OCD doesn't help either and that's probably why I constantly keep looking up stuff on it. I just cant stop reading stuff on it and I just get more and more freaked out. It's like in my head I know everything will be fine but my brain also disregards all of that and just continues to freak out over all this. Thank god I discovered this subreddit and discovered that the coronavirus megathread here is actually filled with good news. A lot of the messages I read help a decent amount but of course it cant compete with the constant feed of other post everywhere that do nothing but freak you out more. What sucks is I'll have a random day(s) where I feel great, don't even think about the virus or I just don't really freak out about it despite seeing stuff on it, but then the next day I see one post that ticks just right and it's back to the anxiety fuckfest that is my brain. 

Then today, 2/11/20, I see, on reddit of course, that the bird flu is out and about again, not only in China but in other places. Awesome, great, sweet. And to top that with a cherry I also saw a post about someone with the coronavirus that had it, ""recovered"", and then got sick again and was worse, *then* I see that apparently that's common but the media ignores it because it was scarring people too much. Double sweet, *Exactly* what I needed to hear. Awesome. I did recently like the other day delete Reddit off of my phone so I don't lay in bed just reading more stuff and making my condition worse and forcing myself to essentially pull an all-nighter. It worked for that day but here we are, *again*, browsing the web and freaking out. I talked with my mom today and tomorrow when she wakes up she's gonna call our local clinic and set up a meeting with my doctor I've seen since the 7th grade and talk about me getting medication for my anxiety, thank fuck. 

Essentially what I'm getting at is that I'm a mess currently and this is all new to me. This sub has helped a ton, especially the virus megathread (surprisingly). And I guess I'm looking for support? I think? I honestly just wanna be held and told everything is gonna be alright but I guess the internet is the second best alternative. 

Some additional info on me if it helps: 20, male, single, lives in rural town in Michigan, average health, not the greatest diet, average weight, main hobby is playing video games/using computer daily, the average 20yo introvert stuff y'know.

***TL;DR***

I got anxiety problems. 

It's got me fucked up.

I needs me some help.

Finally seeking help.

Current status is ""I'm once again asking for your ***Anxiety*** support.""

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Sidenote; I'm assuming my casual use of f-bombs is okay and not breaking rules. I use them as they help me explain exactly how i'm actually feeling rather than undermining my actual situation and making it seem less inflicting on my daily life. However, I will gladly censor and de-swear my post if need be. Also writing this really helped a lot and actually calmed me down slightly, Ill have to take note of this.",4.075388794567065,5.983536159139787,4.99183078664403,81.06879881154502,72.35483870967741,8.636672325976232,28.795981890209394,9.241302947254047,2.597268817204301,3828,154,720,87,76,1246,370,930,0.142,0.7240000000000001,0.134,0.2208,6,0,0,0,0,0,134.0,2,2,2,5,38,54,8,4,42,3,58,27,6,9,10,154,146,72,0,10,33,5,10,2,0,5,11,1,1,1,71,55,3,7,19,6,0,4,17,26,0,2,41,26,82,28,103,96,36,105,0,3,12,7,41,49,8,21,48,490,153,7,0.0405491750430132,0.0,0.15828058221263894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044747022979077886,0.09728148189565268,0.0,0.043935014217838415,0.049271686005642135,0.0,0.0,0.4342801108790525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673703209354602,0.0,0.03790800492894633,0.0,0.0,0.09353943797062872,0.06771373484148592,0.024718400742385224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04255385752234677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053257953068528,0.041405241388474685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527701145260613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460345341275708,0.16721767584418168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150379887218969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189813729716719,0.0,0.02678234768753235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288596780551981,0.0,0.03822615344639052,0.0,0.0615086438044038,0.0,0.07786713400218466,0.04441963923160338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624094124859483,0.12711162212696092,0.07779692716424676,0.0,0.10203217255050058,0.12972351807813376,0.13411682590825574,0.08933897572859148,0.0,0.10757250472448852,0.0,0.03632409616886933,0.0,0.04161515203141468,0.04310187690581356,0.04570186729775246,0.0,0.2446133156226529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720839398005632,0.0,0.0,0.04456953230219871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572821630289065,0.03962055741614067,0.0,0.035805664458305735,0.0,0.1362043778617371,0.0,0.04426421457261708,0.06894691713869619,0.0,0.07673721972746947,0.08120066763214735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254708359878053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498140746285418,0.0,0.0,0.08942492791347945,0.09020009849298884,0.06254804714103973,0.11748793780333534,0.0431245076786057,0.07610530780283635,0.0,0.07781605414213945,0.0,0.0,0.043183548038898525,0.027477170430044197,0.030839474836019273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043910805083321666,0.0,0.056223384715084014,0.0,0.0423652574679808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533960345576445,0.04125308871031457,0.04371886895580046,0.07760016846091203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168044467696836,0.0,0.1039073594140904,0.0,0.040037418466048656,0.0,0.0,0.06925754785960994,0.0,0.0,0.04059679807883633,0.0,0.12924977035956345,0.036914446038651336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033542696619193485,0.09115794338436303,0.08115691834456919,0.0,0.03435718442689847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780185201565214,0.0,0.0,0.27851462471470834,0.0,0.09202944661869404,0.03821711759826486,0.0,0.06097586645049422,0.06518378184824539,0.0,0.07466446485225252,0.0,0.0,0.026939070115310756,0.1039290962545448,0.0,0.09657454679204204,0.023644550055408747,0.0,0.07687175330037455,0.03874647445032001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877566488850677,0.07004293598540498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937797119103148,0.0,0.0375894915096741,0.036589323455602264,0.1358151175230007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02952028236965754,0.041179655559976464,0.12396922074531105,0.0,0.0,0.049271686005642135,0.02611233927077471
anxiety,catnotes,2020/02/11,Do you ever feel so physically uncomfortable you just want to crawl out of your skin? This happens to me sometimes when I’m anxious and it’s really really irritating. I’m tired but I can’t nap because I can’t stop moving and thinking and squirming. I hate this.,1.3960164835164832,4.074919096153845,3.872527472527473,80.5296153846154,88.80769230769229,6.817582417582417,24.736263736263727,7.957251820313856,2.019941758241758,211,9,39,5,7,73,39,52,0.29100000000000004,0.688,0.021,-0.9261,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,11,10,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34052402555865763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374565174443905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726558273291167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240934559299135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654879761280703,0.0,0.0,0.29759440992339914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32036667032850585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862006623237423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981166583959704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520044807497088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314072667489188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34644326143867443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777880515970862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TehDidi,2020/02/11,"How to talk to people? Hello everyone. I'm that one boring person from your class or with you've never spoken to besides two or three casual phrases about school or weather. I usually don't talk much, even when I'm desperate to join a conversation, because I have nothing to say. I have no idea how to prove my point, how to argue about different opinions... 

  
On Saturday I'm attending a ball where I'll be with 3 of my friends. Even when I consider them as my friends, I always feel awkward because I don't know what to talk about and I feel really ashamed about it. I usually don't come to any public event because I don't want to sit alone in the corner or feel like a burden to everyone who's sitting around the table with me.

  
Do you guys have any tips on how to not be a terrible human being?",4.895398773006137,5.073757220858898,6.259024539877303,79.22056134969327,68.8159509202454,9.710184049079755,31.0239263803681,9.642632912329526,2.775574723926381,629,24,126,13,10,214,97,163,0.129,0.775,0.095,-0.5301,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,14,10,1,2,6,0,11,0,0,4,2,24,20,12,0,1,5,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,6,2,0,2,7,6,0,3,0,4,16,4,26,17,1,18,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,5,8,84,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604543820697391,0.0,0.0,0.12890905072408712,0.0,0.0,0.21070705595414385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379150688755604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833204160663922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345317560142173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186244541306993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465147857927946,0.0,0.0,0.29607274830815505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350024547294883,0.11067762667634423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938755852875715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533989648246033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748901649578175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514209425970158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568796574471913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388685271890517,0.0,0.11948682093708995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865360874251834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104980407641805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740468821960236,0.13527352680540958,0.0,0.0,0.14645311046592474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924818292377212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123201660681454,0.0,0.1567912033378786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735657574795785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133808641638066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34125345821344144,0.0,0.0913780984237524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arrrrze,2020/02/11,"Anxiety about traveling alone Hi! First time posting in this subreddit. I guess you could say I’ve finally had enough, and I’m seeking any kind of advice I could get.

I have really bad anxiety about traveling alone. Probably because I’ve never actually done it and I work myself up about it. I just feel like something bad will happen and I’ll panic and throw up and I’ll be stuck alone.

But I want to get over it because I feel like it’s holding me back :( I’m an independent person at heart and feel like it’s preventing me from being my true self. I’ve traveling 8-9 hours on bus before but it was with one of my best friends. I feel better having someone with me but realistically that isn’t always possible.

I would love for me to be able to go on an hour plane ride and not freak out. It would make my life and relationships so much easier. Does anyone else struggle with this and does anyone have any advice to cope?",2.000865874363328,4.316898215053765,3.8343463497453314,85.00836162988115,80.29032258064517,7.356649688737974,22.155065082059988,8.371475516178862,1.4281978494623662,732,23,148,16,19,246,112,186,0.10800000000000001,0.716,0.17600000000000002,0.9669,0,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,6,14,0,2,2,0,15,3,1,2,2,34,30,13,0,5,5,0,4,3,1,3,1,1,0,2,10,13,0,2,4,3,0,6,3,5,0,2,4,5,18,9,22,18,3,22,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,10,89,28,1,0.11172540715288287,0.0,0.10902788079747544,0.0,0.0,0.21835354961705464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471414815716767,0.0,0.0,0.0929644888869582,0.0,0.0,0.1519542161828405,0.0,0.17093926133213647,0.0,0.0,0.15624200485280598,0.11447588272590532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590994170275591,0.1865720963985655,0.13621354240532002,0.0,0.09507009252203699,0.0,0.11724892189709675,0.09881204335781668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840729286491086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554331340744072,0.1143338817502366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333224138511616,0.0,0.0,0.11544221167281092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596689131748446,0.23944995958143436,0.0,0.1223897224412256,0.0,0.09503357424929147,0.0,0.0,0.08631877241946193,0.0,0.1167438278825116,0.0,0.06349612359800155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307813201267885,0.0,0.09879840856647093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239514541302816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005404135230008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163448187808631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891495918491095,0.1637501713997958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083654200660533,0.0,0.07457757683655397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213102954747774,0.0,0.08616952164917686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570802736305725,0.0,0.0,0.1310856927101553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755431607604984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595360951397844,0.10700205629740096,0.0,0.1204588855178685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157415671469057,0.0,0.0,0.11995127521579077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884852809745902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655396606635987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466457491798763,0.08601167683582245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679965374281645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514798338277013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589853984425469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133742705047575,0.0,0.0,0.15873304736575247,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yourmomisaloser,2020/02/11,"Anxiety at work So I started a new job today. Overall I think it’s nice and the people are friendly. But when I am doing my tasks and my ‘boss’ is around I feel like I’m doing everything wrong and I become so aware of myself.. I even keep track of where they are and see if they are looking at me. I can’t help but think that I need to hide my poor performing from him. I also think that he thinks I’m weird and boring cause I’m pretty introverted and not very chatty. But I try too though.. I had this same problem with my previous boss.

Any kind of input is appreciated. Would like to know how to make myself more relaxed and how to appear more confident and to enjoy the work more.",1.0155868544600928,3.1853314507042283,2.9766478873239457,90.58267136150236,83.08450704225352,5.75849765258216,18.621596244131453,7.0316486544052195,0.2008548356807509,534,13,115,7,15,179,91,142,0.114,0.677,0.209,0.9533,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,11,11,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,6,0,33,27,19,0,4,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,6,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,3,21,7,13,25,4,9,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,6,79,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243579301249293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211220049270152,0.0,0.13625489685905431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585570979216821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671028365618265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296969022620316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764104094451867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007523356291786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005858347018797,0.1272429723143201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376085908100603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193844601363431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674829338362902,0.15831378586478204,0.0,0.18547583696726316,0.09788548479045044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740326752387968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956889683269256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889088510940572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206750460930194,0.0,0.17202130625816825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348016649760765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812035432695529,0.0,0.17042875967631085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193189581749466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606831681189715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565069205452552,0.1749937559988188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688289836087839,0.0,0.0,0.1209260940526047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696073454263694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259334751938814,0.0,0.0,0.12652537999986024,0.19473708899630904,0.0,0.0
anxiety,efarley1,2020/02/11,"Finally passed my driver's test at 25!!! I was so nervous that my foot was shaking on the gas pedal. I almost chickened out and didn't even go today, but I'm glad I did! Just came here to say that I am proud of myself for finally doing it and to let you guys know that you can do it too!",2.760625000000001,2.5619788125000014,4.846875000000002,88.810625,73.375,7.65,23.8125,7.1686216300943375,0.7102000000000004,220,5,53,2,4,77,50,64,0.049,0.809,0.142,0.8441,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,2,1,0,9,1,1,0,0,8,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,5,1,9,2,7,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29238549372258743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339584150049429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928564344530622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6397208595635024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659444680355841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891156966980156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046989579341447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29857923787935603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220191872219315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767720818322257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xthrowpio214,2020/02/11,"What do you do when people show you music? Weird question... I know. I don’t have super bad anxiety, but the anxiety I do have causes me to overthink. I’m seeing someone new, and trying to be really open and not overthink everything. He was showing me some music last night and I really enjoyed it, but idk... I kept thinking like should I bob my head? Should I comment on how I like it? Should I close my eyes? It’s so weird... but sometimes I feel very uncomfortable when people show me music because I don’t know like where to look or what to do. Any suggestions? Thank you so much :)",0.7894252873563232,3.2843981724137983,2.6846206896551728,89.58911494252874,88.82758620689656,5.5071264367816095,20.664367816091954,7.0316486544052195,0.725771954022989,452,15,90,7,15,150,68,116,0.086,0.711,0.203,0.9576,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,1,6,9,0,0,1,0,13,2,2,2,0,22,22,12,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,19,6,5,16,2,9,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,3,8,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976447005450934,0.0,0.3144530750347587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160530872488558,0.1252865109423456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113142740588225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471317578712704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391992933204164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109285812900895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590301268559396,0.16753081225501307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30122831076288364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258975869046495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510849795167546,0.0,0.0,0.19849792547394404,0.0,0.19287187262201802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849711750260409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023573226911115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633299511950438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377731044591964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414119171827275,0.0,0.20327009444648056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922037857966714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169251917657288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953840560357494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695801617100861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Satelitestars,2020/02/11,"Anxiety out of control Does anyone else feel hopeless and powerless of their anxiety? I take 30mg of buspar daily with as needed Xanax I don’t feel like any of it helps. I have trouble sleeping, feel like I’m in a panic, and cry because I don’t know how to stop the anxiety. Any suggestions or does anyone else feel this way?",1.6961038961038994,4.046023242424243,3.6416883116883128,85.7468181818182,81.72727272727272,6.8017316017316025,24.58008658008658,7.957251820313856,1.655245021645022,258,10,50,5,7,87,46,66,0.304,0.596,0.10099999999999999,-0.924,1,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,14,11,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,5,2,9,11,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311423080618339,0.0,0.39003158051718,0.0,0.0,0.2376645974365799,0.34826568706514915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359933857629802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061226483425125,0.0,0.0,0.18668100637524895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974470463700002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28394117955084563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34372530171742005,0.24282321220741335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139132384708221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339953088561298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605700284234204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601503687853954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199398544693564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007174430526442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208498147343718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778050447567735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489761299861966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlueEyedGirl25,2020/02/11,"Anxiety destroys my fokus / cognitive functions, normal? Im starting a new job soon and ive had a hard time focusing lately and keeping my thoughts together which results in me forgetting little things all the time. Ive many years have anxiety of going mad(alot of drugs and head injuries in teh past), and im wondering if these rough past is starting to catch up with my brain or if its just the anxiety crippling my brain and ability to work(in IT). 

Anyone who have had similiar happend to them?

Tips to deal with it?

Im so scared that it will stay like thos and i wont be able to perform at my new job because of it.",4.205040650406506,5.505873406504066,5.0895934959349605,82.91455284552845,71.03252032520325,8.71869918699187,33.178861788617894,9.150863307647796,2.9351886178861792,491,24,97,10,9,160,82,123,0.115,0.847,0.038,-0.8216,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,1,4,0,10,4,3,1,1,19,16,10,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,2,10,1,14,10,1,19,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,12,59,20,2,0.1380087080546811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167288517461571,0.0,0.0,0.09649889753412537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412882747961714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30812672081821696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422809180623412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004628647846506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843352919940044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236286947441466,0.0,0.14163674997734052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472192613367795,0.0,0.27390469530255124,0.1226684808361009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556798339218836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742408366640795,0.13832098165929302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991916864418652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26657934045180764,0.0,0.0,0.13521923187036822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26348985569801986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817079257651466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953665477760507,0.1470989201433879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168685328036293,0.0,0.0,0.10956349847313404,0.16094797500663108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149664556827962,0.1004719831395878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887308319398397
anxiety,oessmyypfor,2020/02/11,I feel horrible going to school I recently got outed by my friend about my sexuality and we had a huge fight and ended our friend ship. We have chorus together and I get so anxious going into that class because I don't want to see her or talk to her. My heart was racing so fast today and my hands got clammy and I just want to run away from that class.,2.4309909909909915,3.889397324324329,4.368648648648648,85.70855855855856,75.75675675675676,7.095495495495496,20.44144144144144,7.793537801064563,0.6775387387387384,278,6,59,4,6,95,51,74,0.142,0.748,0.11,-0.11800000000000001,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,3,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,14,13,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,3,14,2,10,9,0,11,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,4,40,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735425570716333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749291161238355,0.0,0.0,0.1476026701684509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144589001168082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224302515710148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37414433454386986,0.0,0.1265050480066786,0.0,0.27522072248948337,0.0,0.3873134401277247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28693001643190585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390781642320024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505258667457505,0.19294948955797367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461817843216994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951476849005126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28563387367963056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boephe,2020/02/11,"Have you told your boss about your anxiety? I have been making stupid mistakes at my job recently and I feel it is due to my anxiety which has been at an all time high. I find that once I have discovered a mistake I don't remember how it happened or what I was thinking at the time. 

I am getting more anxious thinking that my boss is mad at me all the time and part of me wants to tell her what is going on, but I am scared it will jeopardize my future outlook with this job and her perception of me. She doesn't relate to any mental illness struggles from conversations we have had in the past so it is scary.",4.425238095238092,4.766736404761907,5.349325396825396,84.76303571428572,69.87301587301587,8.839682539682537,30.035714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1667333333333336,481,18,103,8,8,158,81,126,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.9734,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,3,0,0,3,6,2,2,5,0,18,1,0,4,2,22,27,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,1,22,0,14,21,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,7,80,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999958904035286,0.0,0.2924832792701233,0.2159634220623996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665938776141804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747224672839005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998764629831839,0.0,0.10864417165580156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904766230412085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019776135093511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794059637189942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760494027637478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265059301865967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358579168543775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070143937311597,0.18248979361390816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875358569679,0.0,0.21655406841463265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139074143071652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984844603918656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708770750509705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449831973171195,0.0,0.0,0.3344116910732053,0.0,0.0,0.18266752117918825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275479303324305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timefuture,2020/02/11,"Feeling hopeful Hello, long time lurker if this sub. I just wanted to share my experience with dealing with anxiety and OCD. For the past 5-6 years I have struggled with increasing anxiety and OCD (and depression). It has negatively impacted by work and home life. In the past 5 months I’ve fallen into a horrible seasonal depression; I have been feeling very down, blue and frequently on the verge of tears. My anxiety has gotten so bad that it began to manifest as OCD. I found myself developing l ritualistic tendencies and nagging persistent thoughts. I would get so anxious throughout the day and my brain would leap to every “worst case scenario” for any situation. It felt very crippling. I tried managing it myself but it just kept getting worse and would flare up horribly on certain days. Typical every day stressors would drop me into a chasm of anxiety and depression. I began to doubt my own memory and perception. I was absolutely miserable.

My significant other finally pushed me to seeing a doctor and getting an annual physical. I hadn’t been to the doctor in over a decade (I’m 30) so it was time. I had put it off long enough out of fear. I realize now that living with the fear is way worse than actually doing it. I shared with my doctor that I have been experiencing anxiety and depression for a long time. She asked me questions about my situation and determined that I could benefit from medication and counseling. 

My doctor prescribed generic Lexapro and advised I contact my insurance to book an appointment with a counselor. I had my blood drawn today for my physical as well. 

I picked up my Rx of 5mg Escitalopram last night and took my second pill today. I know it might be placebo effect so far but I already feel relief. I was advised it could take 1-2 weeks to fully take effect but I’m already feeling less emotional and less anxious. I haven’t felt sad or blue in the past day. The anxious thoughts aren’t thundering through my head. I know the journey ahead is going to be a long one and I’m not saying this is a miracle cure. I also realize I need to give this medication more time. However, seeking treatment, being honest with my doctor, and starting medication has given me so much hope for the future. I’m going to make an appointment with a counselor soon. 

I feel like I get to start living again.",4.772808288838036,6.8958083295194506,6.155608314263923,72.550641050089,70.96796338672769,9.706814136791255,32.04735570811086,10.06067010832803,3.733935723366388,1868,87,314,53,36,630,221,437,0.17600000000000002,0.721,0.102,-0.9874,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,5,14,23,1,5,22,0,31,14,3,4,1,72,71,32,0,11,8,0,7,1,0,5,11,2,1,0,18,30,0,1,18,1,0,8,5,13,1,2,20,13,48,10,50,41,8,60,0,6,3,0,12,15,0,7,36,216,66,10,0.0,0.0,0.06787378109416348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350712512377476,0.055621579639553186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047298485167695414,0.0,0.2660396111341295,0.2357255770711495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502274864789621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807392355336244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764424920677362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110649629520788,0.0,0.0,0.1794239520573123,0.07170618004219399,0.2396238923790425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35595266580997564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823786282494806,0.0,0.0718669329972695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172029535013453,0.0,0.0,0.06803626661579618,0.0,0.15653312264860833,0.17584065657826106,0.049688740227912094,0.13356374442934416,0.07619200857973134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626137139314862,0.0,0.0,0.14535447189900386,0.06672166010927169,0.07905724594288359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138153473269257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976741864592305,0.13816382091578094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644911679398976,0.05669505014747516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049127403243955536,0.033980125714714884,0.0,0.1228333026022975,0.2462091779927447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642722657464172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020225752613128,0.0,0.07378483537570088,0.0,0.0,0.05551661156066951,0.0,0.0511295228318595,0.05157273372135508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527086177853557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713097272665756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918887883154665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992006450238336,0.07791537694491972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553114075272864,0.0,0.0,0.0554248063610888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636117097300758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846006787019232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727119895574232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459053292911917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043476601865726,0.1622278606354689,0.0,0.13185639028860052,0.0,0.07727604036755982,0.04722198141767015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477716418559995,0.04102421357819807,0.05520800411723728,0.055791292111697255,0.0,0.0625365794335103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050635476705645686,0.0,0.1417610782684183,0.19763407360591448,0.0,0.0,0.0447899085218191
anxiety,dougmantis,2020/02/11,"Pristiq? My GF has severe anxiety / social anxiety. Past treatments haven't worked, so doctors decided to prescribe Pristiq.

Firstly, I did some Google searches, and Pristiq is an antidepressant, which is meant more to treat depression than anxiety. Also, one of the side effects is anxiety, so that gave me some red flags. I decided the doctor knows more than Google, though, so we're going along with it.

She's been on it for two or three weeks now, and this is what I've noticed. Her ability to make tense decisions without freaking out has worsened, and her tendency to read into things way too much has gone up. Also, she's had several close calls with attacks in the last week or so.

Is this just me being paranoid? Is Pristiq supposed to take x weeks before it takes effect, and the anxiety gets worse before it gets better? Or did the doctor just get the wrong impression and prescribe the wrong thing?",5.919530938123753,7.529045778443116,5.877020958083833,77.71437375249505,67.26347305389221,8.91996007984032,33.07834331337325,9.2995712137729,3.1704295409181618,723,32,122,14,12,227,109,167,0.18899999999999997,0.745,0.066,-0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,11,8,1,0,8,0,15,3,0,3,0,27,26,15,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,5,0,4,7,1,9,3,18,18,5,17,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,5,7,89,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935460917806154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628682547989848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766832568329276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594415801880092,0.0,0.0,0.10702505136789356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235665179098754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042272355616504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715819351384697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293252542986056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967092094379706,0.0,0.06877376136358031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665048883519779,0.09864072047629073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077627706697774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895755373043235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377726696629228,0.0,0.0,0.08200068779219431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551939994584835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104448891216495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734176463554181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335623100601603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197153889609846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078964779591942,0.0,0.11889342153138205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182108876700146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605348770336752,0.2912049589454025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665100041128733,0.0,0.08809798899397853,0.0,0.12332130282554618,0.0,0.2646146849946887,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daniel9312,2020/02/11,"Effexor/Venlafaxine effects I’ve been taking 225 MG of Effexor/Venlafaxine for around 2 months now. I also take lorazepam/Ativan occasionally for panic attacks. 

I suffer from panic disorder with agoraphobia and generalized anxiety for years now. I am 26

The Effexor has done its job, I feel it has wiped my memory and changed something in my brain. However something I am feeling these days is that I have brain foginess, lightheaded ness and this weird feeling of being detached like a type of depersonalization and that my surroundings are not real. 

I also feel numb emotionally and sometimes have these short term memory loss such as forgetting what I did yesterday and how the days are passing. 

I am not getting any panic feelings or serious anxiety which a major bonus and my life changed drastically compared to where I was months ago. 

However I wanted to hear some feedback of people taking Effexor and if they feel similar? 

Thank you",6.839062937062937,9.236110715151517,7.453333333333338,64.2323076923077,66.0909090909091,11.137529137529137,36.934731934731936,11.051253699011982,5.123396270396271,768,40,111,25,13,253,108,165,0.179,0.754,0.067,-0.9449,3,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,3,8,12,1,3,4,0,15,4,2,2,0,27,28,14,0,2,4,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,4,7,17,3,14,23,3,16,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,3,11,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123832197853362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277256076143185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621505375918917,0.0,0.1939733950859664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286147987276147,0.0,0.1442310649505759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28305782291843473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682338120717034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352580444661502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530137990202074,0.0,0.0,0.12974041799185784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261094251838646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846240302926276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623755266410876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428907817237702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581003447801856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954878146118361,0.06193852413774655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023898919071601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462486265126545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878936011602497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430390832858006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520356930131266,0.12538910721375682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28596936203820555,0.0,0.0,0.1167224052380241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747783944143837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164245339753977
anxiety,CloudWatcher610,2020/02/11,"I'm falling apart but I'm not showing it much on the outside I'm a high school senior and as I'm finishing high school there is a lot of stress. We have final state exams (not from the US) and the college application and there is a lot of bureaucracy I personally have to deal with. I worry about the exams (will I make them), I worry about which college to chose, I worry about my eyesight (it's worsening, I would need glasses), I also worry about the pen that we will have to use to write the exams. Because I'm left-handed and the gel type of pens usually smudge a lot... There are many other things I worry about but enough about that...

I've always had mild social anxiety but it was never as bad as it's now. Now it's not just social but general anxiety and also a bit of depression. I'm restless, always nervous, always tired, I don't like to do anything (not even the thing that were previously hobbies), I don't have the motivation to study for school... I've never been to therapy and I don't intend to do it now. It not that bad, I think. 

My family knows I'm stressed but they don't know I feel this anxious. My only friend also doesn't know. I won't tell them, I won't no matter what you tell me, I never tell them - this is who I am. I need advice for self-help.",1.8646011768551816,3.5024486278195504,3.9587806472703524,87.2790111147434,77.75939849624059,6.731350114416476,21.71559333115397,7.586124646067393,0.7874637463223273,989,27,212,14,23,339,126,266,0.21600000000000005,0.732,0.052000000000000005,-0.9916,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,3,1,4,1,17,9,0,4,14,0,25,1,0,4,3,41,41,17,0,3,11,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,19,9,0,0,6,1,0,1,16,7,0,0,4,1,30,2,26,32,6,16,0,1,0,0,18,4,0,3,11,150,49,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096969329760972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334003011802325,0.23238324423250226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424322361892105,0.10516892868605072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660785211797914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554580304926166,0.05674881034599441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163377036640138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959751024335864,0.08018112108008207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619026214953827,0.0,0.061487245286629924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776007617945794,0.0,0.0470707685645984,0.0,0.0,0.10197915749740817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192365103838283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623984752674636,0.19671636084008845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348492579599726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011461405679726,0.0,0.0,0.04548068303536588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374337785091254,0.0,0.0,0.06214049923711746,0.09438199251121056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843428541696958,0.1380550016407117,0.2153978711069721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080164800623133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128547696028098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826461625007221,0.0,0.0,0.09711661261538404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897937874103072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327611645601185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441029368831071,0.0,0.10646029932296618,0.0,0.12369410115192565,0.059650426358961166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699705137172644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111979775111881,0.08040271965282528,0.10252911552726526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727038144258555,0.0,0.06613080785900638,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Trece13Trece,2020/02/11,I’m screaming inside Oh my god I’ve been in a horrible anxious filled funk that’s giving me suicidal ideation. This super sucks. I want to die.,-0.6809852216748773,0.3740892758620689,1.48778325123153,91.77482758620691,121.75862068965515,4.41576354679803,21.384236453201968,6.1826913282559595,0.9076857142857144,115,5,22,2,7,38,27,29,0.445,0.32799999999999996,0.22699999999999998,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146786772688119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728228260070416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370363563881008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983334355535224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687144294152762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cbrooke01,2020/02/11,"Increasing my Zoloft dose I’ve been taking 25mg of Zoloft for 1 month. Helping for sure but still have lingering anxiety and it seems to  still be making me a little jittery during the day, like I drank a Red Bull. Hoping that goes away with more time. My GP has me increasing now to 37.5mg for a while and see it just a tad more gets the anxiety to a minimum. Fingers crossed. Input on dosage increase or if the jittery feeling will go away is appreciated!!!",3.806483516483517,5.3134278901098915,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,72.2967032967033,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.1951934065934062,362,14,72,7,7,119,68,91,0.043,0.747,0.21,0.9444,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,6,5,1,1,1,12,15,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,3,11,11,5,16,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,4,8,45,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742910899905896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596863505520004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776970744051205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369509700973808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127811990783431,0.0,0.1390320346915247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639740689782065,0.0,0.0,0.242978324296226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951658474426967,0.24518911385116635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632961456922066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952657817105176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949428799058635,0.22270703927395644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907325718170923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056613394611136,0.0,0.1839355068492025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264897087420386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hottamale7,2020/02/11,"Trouble breathing, tired and too anxious to drink any caffeine My anxiety has been through the roof lately and taking my Benzo medication at night makes me tired in the mornings but I’m way too anxious to have any caffeine. My stomach is constantly in a knot and I have to take deep breaths all day 😔 . I’m seeing my psychiatrist but he’s not available until March 4th. Just wish i could feel normal..",3.0176948051948083,5.637299000000002,3.794918831168832,84.99809253246755,78.48051948051949,5.927922077922077,29.10551948051948,7.1686216300943375,1.8030012987012995,321,15,58,4,8,102,57,77,0.14300000000000002,0.8109999999999999,0.046,-0.5499,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,7,3,1,1,13,14,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,8,12,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,6,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268373415561773,0.0,0.15095189383265198,0.4458386495153004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323654149598986,0.0,0.15754671291803388,0.0,0.0,0.12725729660392135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933018523663448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997726617104512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258943856079755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317149304752672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878260939039125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517468424263567,0.1933350784517808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572412365558645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29672534393115185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535885406619814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566261644401551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22691222129475436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JM8668,2020/02/11,"Changing my given name and anxious over the process... Filed the paper work and waiting for a court date, but very anxious over the wait time and the process of changing my name. The process I'm reading online for my county/state doesn't sound as clear or at least I'm trying to follow all the steps correctly so nothing gets delayed or spend any more money than I have to.",16.047123287671234,7.3912650136986295,13.192945205479456,65.48613013698633,56.397260273972606,15.147945205479452,52.93835616438356,7.1686216300943375,5.071635616438357,298,12,57,1,2,90,52,73,0.094,0.873,0.033,-0.5238,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,14,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,10,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,33,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014693812251606,0.0,0.0,0.5985426495298454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604763650744397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384038144254626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541869548180216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649802968835977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447034016010294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985555635261202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185773457766386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285662229043676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Velexria,2020/02/11,"New job or new routine. I somehow managed to make it through an interview and was offered a job. I already have a job that is literally the most chill job I've ever had; it comes with its own BS and the commute sucks, but honestly it's not a bad job and the office is TINY which I love. This new one has a LOT more people and more responsibilities. I know I can probably do it, but my stomach hurts just thinking about it. Better commute, a sliver of a raise, but that's about it. 


See, the thing is while this new job is a better move professionally, I don't really want to be a professional. I have the opportunity to make something work-at-home based with a lot of time and effort. But I'm putting so much on that in my head, because that's what I want to do with my life, that I'm terrified to get serious about it and ultimately fail. My current job is a better fit to work at while pursuing that route. But despite being here for a year and a half now, I've taken minimal steps to making it happen. Now that I'm at the cusp of bettering my professional career, I'm questioning why I haven't made those steps towards what I actually want.


Sorry, I don't really know why I'm posting. I just frustrate and stress myself out so much. I hate dealing with people, I dislike change. I know job changes are stressful for everyone. I had to work so hard to lift myself up just to go for this interview, and I thought I really wanted it! But now that it's happening, in my gut I don't want it. I haven't put my 2 weeks in yet and I need to make a decision today. I keep ruminating on it and the answer I keep coming up with is no, don't take it. But if I don't, I need to take the plunge and pursue what I say want. I'm so afraid to fail. I know all I have to do is try, but in my head its make or break and I want it so bad I'm so terrified it won't become a reality. Ugh.",2.324736842105267,3.327731586466168,4.650132832080203,85.41219172932333,75.24060150375941,8.026766917293234,25.079448621553887,8.548686976883017,1.4814417042606518,1449,47,330,27,30,509,170,399,0.166,0.7390000000000001,0.096,-0.9733,9,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,10,19,20,3,3,23,0,29,6,4,6,2,68,72,32,0,10,15,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,34,21,0,2,9,0,0,8,10,13,0,2,6,3,39,7,41,63,9,39,0,3,1,1,7,13,1,8,16,221,73,19,0.0,0.0,0.0687933191709685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779340183661669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772139091453765,0.042973327691766025,0.07785660569481034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493897299270357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914952367419804,0.1214510509249596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726776385616414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376710471048364,0.0,0.06736135402963654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03683092505338413,0.0,0.040064147490040274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467765867562128,0.0,0.06315001136361614,0.06959959038738459,0.14469719006716594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546675942696154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5596462748943771,0.125319060834363,0.0,0.0,0.154969663017634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979296978775394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986529769532027,0.06362483034264202,0.06670443051457275,0.2352810587891974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749254296623839,0.10364442724508516,0.10454285805856288,0.0,0.2723394987494844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776949209776634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774523685743876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751508473773334,0.0,0.07600593992836523,0.0,0.0,0.14173465029431762,0.07897095620858374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354834315200403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056060753511598935,0.0,0.0,0.05617568864622127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427078554326942,0.0,0.07891380335337267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615044330517559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600750095346173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683399625412014,0.045170591299595934,0.0,0.055965455171511004,0.041106421416379886,0.0,0.06682137487869742,0.0,0.0,0.04786173375319253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910600000544171,0.0,0.05654713945987554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272222263296707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396442282564232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539671170382081
anxiety,TheFlowersYouGave,2020/02/11,"I'm currently sitting in the office of my first counseling session. Feeling sick and like I want to leave, but I'm going to go through with it. Almost time to do paperwork and talk to my new therapist. It's weird saying that. The fear of it started right when I woke up but I still showed up. You can do it too. I got tired of being angry and scared all the time. Wish me luck.",-0.011265822784810808,2.261519329113927,1.979607594936713,94.94055063291141,89.88607594936708,5.185316455696203,19.292405063291138,6.742157984588678,0.21271544303797496,293,9,65,4,10,97,56,79,0.233,0.642,0.125,-0.9011,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,12,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,2,2,8,2,12,11,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,9,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406054143487315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703814677497529,0.12149263749740488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438179273139392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731129850680214,0.0,0.1921736285578738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544215119593554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173885259503882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320636345559664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519755360297,0.0,0.19108006404630926,0.2405618999614949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700712105848964,0.0,0.19188768129776992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312772373868686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278983254884915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802180543410402,0.2761661721702392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172319433571529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27630980042909625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FollowMeDown_,2020/02/11,"I need help...badly. I want to start this off first and foremost by apologizing for the gross content & length because it's most likely going to be a really long post. My GAD came back hard the past few months. I've been going back and forth in my mind for a while now about posting my story to reddit in the fear of being embarrassed, but we're all anonymous here so I figured why the hell not.

My story starts off back in High School (I'm a male in my late twenties now). It was the second day of my sophomore year and I remember feeling sick all day. When I got to 7th period (Second to last of the day) I remember asking my math teacher if it was okay to go and use the rest room to which he denied because we were in the middle of reviewing the syllabus for that semester. (A little back story on me, i'm a very timid person and hate confrontation so 9/10 times I'm okay with everything even when i'm not.) My plan was to hold it in until the final period and ask the teacher to go to the bathroom at that point. I made it to the next class and was waiting desperately for the ten minutes to pass so they would unlock the bathrooms. (The school locked the bathroom doors for the first and last ten minutes of the periods so kids couldn't hang out in the bathrooms and miss class) I finally got permission to use the bathroom and I got lost on the way (I was relatively new to the school). I asked a kid who was in the hallway if he knew which way the bathrooms were but he was one of the special needs kids and he pointed me in the complete opposite direction of where they actually were. Cut to me not making it to the bathroom and crapping my pants in the hallway. LUCKILY I was able to clean myself up in the bathroom, sneak out of school, and make it all the way down to the main road so my brother could come pick me up WITHOUT being seen by a single person. I am forever grateful for that because I don't know what I would have done had I become the laughing stock of the whole school.

Everyday after that has been a living hell for me. I have felt like i've had to crap since. I get absolutely no relief when I use the bathroom. From that point forward I have been unable to be in a setting where I have to ask to leave. I can't be in a school setting, in a job training setting, anywhere with a bunch of people that I know, or anywhere really where I have to bring attention to myself to get up and walk out. I have extreme anxiety whenever i'm in those situations and my anxiety LOVES to manifest itself right in my stomach. I have diarrhea basically everyday of my life because of the constant worrying that I do.

Right after the incident in HS, I started cutting class everyday because I couldn't sit there in silence and learn peacefully when all that was running through my brain was what if I don't make it to the toilet?Which would in turn bring on the feeling that I had to rush to the bathroom IMMEDIATELY. That intrusive thought alone is enough to keep me locked in my bedroom all day. At that point, nobody in my life believed me except my two aunts who they themselves have extremely bad stomach issues. One has colitis and has to have treatment once every month, and the other has just a bad stomach. I had them to lean on and ask for advice when I felt like it was the end of the world. (Which unfortunately its felt like since that day in HS) I fought with my parents all the time because in their mind, all I wanted to do was be a drop out which wasn't the case AT ALL.

Eventually, when I was of legal age, I dropped out of High School and immediately went for my GED. I figured being out of the school setting would help immensely but it really didn't, not for a while. To this day I regret my academic choices and the cards that I've been dealt. Had none of this happened I know for a fact i'd have my Masters degree by now in Psychology. I started therapy and don't get me wrong, it helped but it wasn't doing what I wanted it to.  I saw a Psychologist who prescribed me a bunch of different anti-depressants/anti-anxiety meds and they did nothing but turn me into a zombie who couldn't even speak to anyone. I became a shell of what once was myself. After a good while of dealing with the negative side effects I ended up quitting them all. I know it was stupid of me because I could have died but I didn't. After that I ended up going for a bunch of tests through stomach doctors, which concluded that it was all in my head or a case of IBS(Irritable bowel syndrome). I've tried so many treatments for IBS and nothing works at all.

I basically became a hermit, I did leave often to go shopping with my family, or other places but very quickly and I was unable to attend any social events because I would get a stomach attack and have to rush to the bathroom constantly.  I ended up basically staying with my aunt all the time because it was refreshing to be around an adult family member who actually trusted the things that I was saying. I felt safe around her and her kids(My cousins). Eventually when I was about 15 My older cousin ended up introducing me to all of his friends and I was able to have a social life again. I was able to the normal teenager experience. I started going to parties with all of them, I was drinking(Never enough for it to be an issue for me because all it did was make me be trapped in a bathroom all day the day after, so it wasn't worth it to me to become an alcoholic and drown my problems away in that.) and having a great time for myself. The anxiety slowly started to pop up less and less. I was able to start working, and making friends of my own where I was able to just go to their house and relax and not worry about things.

I even ended up getting a boyfriend which I thought I never would have been able to with the way my body was so quick to easily betray me. We were together for about 4 and a half years. Throughout that time I started working at a retail store and worked my way up the ranks. I met someone through work that I ended up starting something with. (I broke up with my boyfriend before because it wasn't really working out anymore)  Things with him were great for about two months. But all of a sudden my anxiety came back 10 times harder than it did in high school. I ended up ghosting him and I feel EXTREMELY bad about it because thats an extremely immature act on my part. I know I broke his heart the same as I did my own but i'm scared. He knew my entire history with anxiety and I don't think he's mad at me about it because he definitely understands. (And if you happen to come across this thread and figure out that this is me just know i'm truly sorry) The start of this happened in November of 2019. I quit my job because I was unable to be at work without having a severe panic attack. Here we are in February 2020 and my anxiety is worse than ever. I've thought that it was getting better at points but then something happens and I quickly realize its getting much worse. I don't want to go back on the meds I was previously on. That thought scares me even more than the actual anxiety this time.

The thought of not making it to the bathroom in time is killing me. Its so bad that when I text my weed guy to come deliver bud I have anxiety about having to leave my house and having to walk a half block away to go meet him. I have a high car payment and insurance payment that I have to pay every month and I'm so scared because I don't know what to do. I already deferred the payments as long as I could've, and this month is getting paid by my tax return but I don't know whats happening next month of the month after that. I'm scared to even go to doctors because what if something happens to me on the way there? or even in the waiting room, or in the patient room itself? This entire situation sucks and i'm trying SO hard to stay positive and not fall back into a severe state of depression that I worked so hard to climb out of years ago. I don't know what to do. I'm scared.",4.717291964541033,5.2474388940520456,5.654817224287488,82.16179117815271,69.2912019826518,8.537308168906682,29.89345629587265,8.560254945171566,2.1340037365360787,6301,232,1272,94,104,2078,509,1614,0.13,0.7879999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9974,5,2,5,0,0,0,127.0,3,1,9,20,63,56,15,9,107,2,125,20,12,13,20,212,243,97,4,25,34,6,10,4,3,6,7,2,6,8,92,81,1,6,35,2,7,32,31,37,0,12,81,14,175,19,246,140,37,261,2,6,2,1,66,106,5,12,111,930,267,34,0.1779612401176774,0.0,0.08683224956867107,0.0,0.0,0.02898361069950027,0.02629198363292069,0.031697740702787844,0.0,0.030719029076671876,0.0327307756260712,0.0,0.0,0.03213682155268045,0.0,0.020169957638495658,0.0,0.2042097923830331,0.0,0.029414955097503744,0.020739106149202085,0.0,0.0,0.05280774455954916,0.13864144709039952,0.06748553398421246,0.055733481072117966,0.15964807688516475,0.12382516837691245,0.2892893871979306,0.06551473600181007,0.025238651312577284,0.03341689606385545,0.0,0.026232042502884145,0.0,0.03294580321349252,0.0,0.03311059988117862,0.0,0.06784674975976923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664892529814102,0.031098162401517138,0.0641042928928027,0.0,0.0710437846980313,0.0,0.0,0.1530270366797795,0.03057837071824909,0.025546292557365992,0.0,0.03078261179763508,0.030988603133968576,0.0,0.06071695670795312,0.0,0.030352689243873226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016111606629476,0.06129384435988526,0.0,0.1175417207052972,0.026829355026619053,0.049980006734830815,0.0,0.026656681268460547,0.029013373486626394,0.055922006346057034,0.03337597855036878,0.04499127507023625,0.0,0.1139137990414417,0.06498261329074012,0.0,0.05045791331085158,0.0,0.0,0.045830804220991485,0.0,0.12396987050956185,0.0,0.1854223687749839,0.02487757414947649,0.07116593039539038,0.06540096516270236,0.0,0.029368267790469176,0.15737053691004113,0.0,0.07970915799777267,0.029283313531144342,0.030439929029958988,0.0,0.0,0.035147487731568554,0.059641833994467736,0.12535054728960718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844779252077711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061915099633711425,0.05886635698232332,0.026363354506942414,0.032814624173148316,0.0,0.14670426522026409,0.04835405428874032,0.03345800504979167,0.09421762885502644,0.0,0.0,0.06284964341712078,0.0579619151680287,0.029727319115531413,0.026190505904161672,0.05249669913016864,0.0,0.0,0.032377619313758786,0.0,0.02676949454615124,0.02806520472035307,0.1187905096702264,0.03007079422636632,0.0,0.0,0.06589160642698504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989670715731156,0.0,0.16572145801477428,0.0,0.0218036646615368,0.043985334869524016,0.022875779890200912,0.02864601244205515,0.06308793259713362,0.0,0.029060705094391664,0.056919536511366386,0.0,0.0,0.06317430423291957,0.04019704732561084,0.0,0.0,0.03479986189781375,0.032934149476301924,0.03211911347519919,0.02831402340439548,0.02056265274796185,0.051796296861910736,0.030988603133968576,0.0,0.1401924117228659,0.0,0.05681255833411285,0.0,0.0,0.02838081210036042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309456151572869,0.0,0.0,0.07600435158491553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719846452762566,0.05065930889893347,0.0,0.02358698683045572,0.1484752057892872,0.27015941384438663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701518222663047,0.0,0.04907045894201847,0.0666786300586465,0.0,0.06046969103751613,0.02513099687427597,0.0685016285210687,0.0,0.03320217306840273,0.2099364695279469,0.06322766782300054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03391903125840482,0.0,0.05911477015564845,0.019005062817912862,0.0,0.11773445515834632,0.13836084031866758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027466678576694,0.06452357546383312,0.05794742427180425,0.03087732118378687,0.0,0.07685068645800675,0.0,0.0489455535686242,0.06997743349209855,0.1412573489915208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02749530875107628,0.026763723184333742,0.03311456153818551,0.0,0.0571827616372593,0.0,0.17274386975174588,0.060242759261222266,0.060452569111333,0.12641855902217866,0.032428779874196435,0.0,0.05730060197366815
anxiety,SeanSchram7326,2020/02/11,"Daily Motivation! I believe Anxiety is legitimate, but I believe if you don't take action, you don't give yourself a fighting chance.

Give yourself a pat on the back today if you did something fearful or mysterious such as: talked to anybody, seen your doctor or councelor, drove in traffic, went to work, talked to your boss, talked to a family member, practised something to improve yourself, and anything that involves scary feedback from the universe. 

Failure is only feedback from the Universe that something different had to be done to be correct. Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting a different result.

If you have done at least one of those things, it is more than ""just good enough."" If you proved to yourself you can do at least one of those things, I encourage you to do one more thing, so on and so fourth. If you couldn't do just one more thing, it is still more than ""just good enough"" and give yourself permission to call it a day.

If you are not dizzy or going unconscious, then I believe in you to at least do one of those things each day.

That is how much power you don't realize you have. It's not, ""Ugh do I really have to do something unpredictable again?,"" it's more like, ""Look what I can do!""

Ask yourself:
1) Can I Do It or How Do I Learn How?
2) Will it Work or How Can it Work?
3) Is it Worth It or How Can I Realize It's Worth it?

Take back your power by taking responsibility for your Mental Health. Only you can stop lying to yourself with excuses why you can't take care of your own mental health.",4.3828085490668265,5.6995231688741725,4.9629741119807385,83.93029500301026,70.62251655629139,7.875015051173992,28.627934978928355,8.296473431620573,1.9074516556291383,1215,45,240,18,22,389,133,302,0.092,0.7909999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.7426,4,0,4,0,2,0,48.0,0,19,0,6,16,8,1,1,9,0,39,3,0,8,2,41,53,26,0,8,18,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,25,6,0,1,5,0,2,4,7,3,0,5,7,2,28,5,34,42,14,23,0,0,2,0,31,9,0,12,11,190,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974757595400045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502812744122797,0.0,0.08523503475147008,0.0,0.0,0.1402137844149026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081643718813525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309846812710493,0.0,0.09295759026598642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175988950549072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051407212311394,0.0,0.09332007173207467,0.0,0.1866045527363264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841346017758748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595038234075397,0.10259567940567164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262386155753824,0.05181607395425923,0.1529442271170391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382660642820165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454282933864797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656288495073678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183763145745402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702310723588012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089080500103728,0.13868330524342645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840816080399075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807596530503851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281137718560109,0.0762252355881074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27420488657477515,0.21984572604709754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634302435732995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642193879953652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451886669115234,0.08227001822218352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991264614189424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IAskRandomStuff,2020/02/11,"How do I go about getting my dog registered as a service dog? I have an official diagnosis for f41.0 panic disorder, and my symptoms have been getting much, much worse as of late. My wife and I have been talking, and we are looking at getting our lab registered as a service animal since it does not affect me nestly as much when she is around. If I would look into doing so, how would I go about it?",6.9978750000000005,5.7247490375000005,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,64.875,11.0,36.25,10.125756701596842,3.5344999999999995,313,13,61,6,4,106,53,80,0.11900000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,3,0,13,18,12,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,12,0,11,14,3,7,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,51,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800165731695576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420391816837527,0.0,0.18481161224913864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310102709492381,0.0,0.2400454563080083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382287087753483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546886371684756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657413558721081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247783038861375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469648975445404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950468405139484,0.0,0.1697445200528777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521811387309592,0.300043094184036,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xanthrax0,2020/02/11,"Existential anxiety/Nihilism This is something I’ve dealt with for awhile. I’ve already accepted the angst of a meaningless, ridiculous world. Some days are better than others and overall my depression is well managed and a lot better than it used to be.

There are some days that I just completely lose interest in the things I normally enjoy. I just want to lay in bed and go to sleep so I don’t have to think. I’m not suicidal per se, but I do think about the logic in ending my existence. 

I ultimately want to make my life beneficial to others, I want to help people and animals. Then the dread sets in where it’s like, yeah but I can really only do so much, what about the other 99% of the world that’s suffering.

How do you guys who deal with this cope?",1.9727897350993369,4.388826920529802,3.719764072847681,85.20295736754969,81.11920529801324,7.7485099337748355,22.68253311258277,8.660442795831766,1.744340728476821,599,20,120,15,16,200,96,151,0.1,0.7070000000000001,0.192,0.8701,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,10,12,1,1,8,1,11,2,1,3,0,25,20,10,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,12,7,20,19,4,13,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,3,5,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118312116471653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395437621673549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012650569840598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759497731572624,0.19790100281899176,0.16533375705308215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001844214617035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909455951354584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900693042262698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866587809429292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558611492274267,0.0937813302967816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214752697184965,0.0,0.16319643212527848,0.0,0.0,0.12813393060151385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411117401056292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880787807106684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459932501907605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308000079323254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297366605838635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209734192281705,0.0,0.0,0.147779194472288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997167437123287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275288384177511,0.2459987829278467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579069409880692,0.0,0.0,0.3396666648066569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259393507615106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wahsgood,2020/02/11,"Im not sure whats wrong with me. Could it be anxiety? Hi,
Im not sure if i (17M) have some sort of unprecedented disorder or what, i dont know what to call it and i hope i can find some clarity here. 

I wouldnt say i lack confidence but i also wouldnt say im the most confident person either. I can engage in everyday social interaction pretty much A-Okay, except for one thing. 

Every so often when im in a social situation where i feel everyone is looking at me and waiting for response (because they are) i shut down in a weird way. I go red and i scratch my nose and tilt my head down as a response because my face starts spasming almost. My eye starts flickering and my cheeks start jumping uncontrollably. Its awful. I never used to suffer with this and its only been happening for around a year. 

The most recent time it happend was meeting my girlfriends relatives and they were being friendly and i just said some weird shit and they gave me an odd look, i think back and cringe all the time at these moments. One said 'oh i have a son called (my name)' and i literally replied with just '(my name)' 

Any advice or management techniques will ve appreciated. 

Thanks",2.060617816091952,4.4297492284482765,3.6929310344827577,85.80350574712645,80.42241379310346,6.797701149425287,23.89080459770115,7.937092434478242,1.4246718390804594,919,33,183,17,24,305,144,232,0.114,0.7390000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9045,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,0,10,12,1,1,9,1,16,6,6,1,4,50,33,19,0,6,10,1,2,0,2,3,0,4,0,1,11,15,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,6,11,31,6,19,21,9,25,0,1,4,0,21,10,1,12,12,124,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260358362247375,0.0,0.0,0.11538841475570995,0.0,0.0,0.092151158061566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836185543463912,0.0,0.08815232654351005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258109905761248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886064579347928,0.0,0.14048897340712466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353299437518417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200354450937703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206609785500656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505129390375206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708810827897227,0.11010931644410203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826486857439076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053201538832135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902812091097778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548912143457136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018994642431314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826149369465044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144515867951562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978822503167865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332860996580157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353207170215447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470893438525473,0.0,0.08887418550097884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616865775746835,0.0876392895576367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061632253991742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723258602340075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377790733284833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192244424689652,0.183274559646994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828420937524188,0.0,0.12952583398745154,0.0,0.23492945658028386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446858576074996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172099916137816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609033859438413,0.0,0.0,0.07655516116285271,0.0738361483824414,0.0,0.0,0.13438565862644097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952363295633004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146596602685024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598833403464926,0.0,0.07420576629618332
anxiety,biganimetiddi3s,2020/02/11,"Planes so i'm leaving to mexico on thursday, it's gonna be from my state to texas to mexico and it's gonna be like a 6 hour plane trip. i have struggled with anxiety for over 4 years and i'm on zoloft and it helps to some extent. what're some of your tips to bring okay on long plane rides ?",0.34090909090908994,1.8216558181818208,2.287878787878789,98.2518181818182,81.72727272727272,6.218181818181819,17.060606060606062,7.1686216300943375,-0.29337575757575696,228,4,59,3,6,76,46,66,0.067,0.818,0.115,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,13,4,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216961996610425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818652981270427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141269142701053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452693397810074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054445437622634,0.0,0.0,0.3721464472164753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396181946496549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708007144727495
anxiety,overlyanxious911,2020/02/11,"I can’t handle being bored I need my schedule to be full, otherwise I have extreme anxiety. I recently graduated college, and am only working a part-time job. Without getting into too much detail, I have too many responsibilities/still work too much to pick up a second job. It’s hard adjusting. I used to have school always occupying my mind, and now I don’t have much. I have some hobbies, but it’s still not enough... just about any moment of free time, and I spiral into a panic attack. 

I don’t know how to ease my anxiety without just searching for things to do. 
Has anybody else been in this situation? What do you do? Is the only way out to just deal with it?",2.6602272727272727,4.717036992424244,4.701515151515153,80.94727272727275,76.80303030303031,7.127272727272729,25.393939393939394,8.07648339933343,1.6731393939393944,521,19,100,9,12,179,86,132,0.12,0.8190000000000001,0.061,-0.6798,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,10,4,1,1,4,0,17,0,0,3,0,22,21,5,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,1,14,2,17,18,6,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,79,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651086334641374,0.0,0.0,0.11156626303550413,0.0,0.25101053556721936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664166208272814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913840930623664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705087826633,0.0,0.0,0.16951758860566035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571445358014836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696532084836048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256079950558385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016295387505974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663308470188498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565358999364713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618084029275683,0.1216482336678831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495496814566214,0.0,0.1924887803770456,0.0,0.17766073318875544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198922124442966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603723642794274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844100447135311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101833671465596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899401500445813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566456572115256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416949579750085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022300158601466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162955094036985,0.0,0.23887491927240775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkorange69,2020/02/11,"Anxiety Pee Makes It Hard to Leave the House (Lol its Embarrassing) Ok so Ive had GAD since I was about 7 or 8 and at that age it manifested in me having to pee when I was nervous. So for example when we went to Disney World I got so nervous about the rides, the people, not speaking english at the the time, I was constantly having to pee. And now its still a thing that I pee a lot bc of my anxiety. And then I get anxious about having to pee a lot because what if I have to pee but there's no bathroom nearby, and that anxiety makes me want to pee even MORE. 

And for some reason I am now irrationally anxious (I guess all anxiety is irrational) that ill loose bladder control and just pee myself out of the blue. Ive been under a lot of stress and anxiety the past few months so its acting up again and now I just feel like im gonna pee myself but then i go to the bathroom and like no pee comes out. Plz help this is driving me crazy. I cant leave the house cuz im scared ill literally pee myself. And obviously when Im in my house I never get the feeling that im going to pee myself or anything.",1.6415106382978737,3.148840927659573,3.80526595744681,88.70875,78.02127659574468,6.912765957446807,23.239361702127663,7.734863291789972,0.9646212765957451,858,27,193,13,20,295,119,235,0.203,0.733,0.064,-0.9818,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,19,8,0,5,14,2,15,15,13,5,3,38,29,25,0,2,8,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,13,14,0,1,3,0,0,7,5,5,0,0,7,5,25,3,25,21,7,32,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,8,18,135,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146487804262447,0.244934260305935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920832334499412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660828633466034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338156517854773,0.0,0.1171476152152746,0.12158575935262028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160067679061491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962595154714144,0.07744476639620634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327458765536212,0.0,0.12321845786170214,0.0,0.08670161964906653,0.0,0.11942065722873985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971098538426173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266178601799116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752554766012819,0.0,0.0,0.4683852961902996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229571115724626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059227054668436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764869226935913,0.0,0.0,0.14472275610147645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652807444310692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360884862447185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034851230485005,0.07515458398244025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145870099723933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085326145373642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896739825551047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657261084192028,0.0,0.12417790234656186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201966290893888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321200090927588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394025331652341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049279711056278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goingnowhere_fast,2020/02/11,"How to deal with extreme anxiety around job interviews? Can anyone share any advice on how to deal with extreme anxiety before and during interviews? 

I recently had one of the worst interview experiences of my life. I prepped for days, and days, but when I got into the interview room I was shaking and my brain completely froze. I could barely talk because my heart was beating so loud, my brain forgot everything I had prepped.

I am super ashamed of myself, as I was a good fit on paper for this job, but my anxiety just completely takes over and is ruining so many opportunities.

When I try and talk to people about this, I get told that ""everyone gets nervous"", but this is something much more. I had CBT two years ago for anxiety, but no techniques seem to help me cope in this situation. 

This has completely put me off searching for a job, because I am terrified of interviews. I'm not sure what to do! 

I struggle everyday with anxiety about being a certain age, and not progressing. But then get too anxious in interviews to put myself across well, to progress! I have had 4 interviews in the past few months, and the rejection due to something I can't control is really effecting me.

Any advice/support would be great.",6.812988721804513,7.474955223684216,7.219323308270678,72.31026315789475,64.74561403508773,11.4265664160401,36.89974937343358,11.20814326018867,4.459769674185464,973,47,170,28,14,318,131,228,0.175,0.687,0.138,-0.7113,3,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,7,12,15,0,4,7,0,21,4,3,4,2,30,30,20,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,7,12,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,7,1,2,10,2,25,8,32,16,4,28,0,2,0,0,14,12,0,1,13,123,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357721486195287,0.09395828787960253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441606470456059,0.0,0.40542992386415777,0.11974432724181445,0.0,0.07411425981159032,0.0,0.0,0.09435813848951977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922729558156534,0.0,0.09019404921395106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23665124084489034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33340163331645034,0.0,0.11888255189518608,0.08462848686644348,0.0,0.0,0.13671618093240834,0.21855265079634414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128288959142244,0.09526158876048997,0.10368357657889056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613424282225586,0.0,0.0,0.08890368662621177,0.08477398876486683,0.1168600056609426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560474008482653,0.0710463017468055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31555143535327274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486749537759146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107462425815277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460430197701023,0.0,0.07791861693287595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718250436570463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118434573833128,0.07348367751310199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310876457029704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790319481045487,0.0,0.10465740410064307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649398598200376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914296779462635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163200459949198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080912449317463,0.0,0.0,0.12028201808389187,0.0998991561714978,0.0,0.07969514693995237,0.17038974187321648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128288959142244,0.0,0.07196373596121451,0.0,0.10354184088252502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530235189552312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529589961568887,0.0,0.0,0.06825738890712925
anxiety,HuffleProud,2020/02/11,"Do anyone else’s panic attacks worsen with breathing exercises? Whenever I try breathing exercises during panic attacks, when i take breaths I get sorta flashes or pangs of butterflies, chills, sweatier palms, and other physical symptoms and my anxiety generally worsens more than it would without the breaths.  Idk if I’m doing something wrong, I practice breathing and everything, I’ve tried different patterns, and nothing helps and everything gets worse.  The pattern/method/whatever I try most often is breathing through my nose into my belly for five counts, hold it in for maybe one or two counts, and then back out through somewhat pursed lips for about 10 counts.  Is there something wrong with this?  Does anyone else experience this?",11.883575268817205,11.455536120967743,9.78935483870968,61.687365591397885,54.725806451612904,12.137634408602151,48.08602150537635,11.20814326018867,5.846918279569893,605,34,82,12,6,182,87,124,0.239,0.7509999999999999,0.01,-0.9838,1,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,2,2,0,5,12,9,0,0,21,9,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,3,0,1,8,0,14,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,3,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140306169019104,0.0,0.0,0.20364938481156272,0.2984209414728659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33133991842974003,0.0,0.11197697311581352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214758820850066,0.0,0.0,0.12743780239173222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330273487042794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26175750788800306,0.14244962196904748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216656206644594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976096616268907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630032614197375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397315355698807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867956579479767,0.0,0.0,0.3417201501372215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242191540069912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513605893578348,0.10949220627749083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966103404628052,0.0,0.1422548929962151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037772584646954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840476273702738,0.10344813315649024,0.3184371121907671,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mycatkillsfacists,2020/02/11,Just quit my awful job so I could do intense outpatient therapy. Wish me luck! My job had me oncall 24/7 and afraid to answer my phone. My therapist told me it was the main source of my stress so after a lot of consideration I quit. I'm going to get a lower stress (albeit lower paying) job to support myself until I get better. I'm glad to have health insurance through my parents still and a family that supports me. Its gonna be hard but hopefully it all gets better from here.,1.5283238636363627,4.0221485937500026,3.669886363636365,84.2955681818182,83.89583333333334,6.407575757575757,20.185606060606066,7.686295010490155,1.0287833333333336,379,11,72,7,11,129,67,96,0.099,0.7020000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.88,6,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,5,10,0,3,4,1,6,1,0,0,1,12,18,6,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,14,7,10,12,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,49,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27416148613773456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375113115648548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461157701116215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293593368301705,0.0,0.08808739814526001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884534034444165,0.0,0.0,0.16475275091912064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539453007390569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614267430380346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177145731745082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721039328926156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297131504429937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123779442983552,0.0,0.35509317401527496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517736484916077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725062806554434,0.17996148401942474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810464676647594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823694025952794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yokozinhoyokozinho,2020/02/11,"Are you able to turn your anxiety into a maniac like energy? I have GAD (no panic attacks) and when I get overwhelmed by it, I try to brainwash myself for 20 seconds into thinking something (example: I am motivated) and turn the energy from anxiety into productivity. 

Don't get me wrong, this energy isn't that great. It makes me easily irritable, out of character and I feel ""stupid"".",4.587089201877934,6.79174773239437,7.306690140845075,63.75374413145542,71.67605633802819,11.493896713615026,30.143192488262912,11.20814326018867,4.538040375586856,303,13,48,12,6,110,54,71,0.2,0.616,0.184,-0.5007,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,1,8,3,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,12,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,10,2,10,12,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,37,14,1,0.2450637552979052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749462040678044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787954002037669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391159802058382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25607139501932313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701836553669969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972577219013855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358195961259825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28752951490630546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866205156015486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702695915415832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638220343989596,0.5331179878705744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26793874566544895,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XIII9,2020/02/11,"Problems with school and life in general Recently I started to have abdominal problems, I've went through many tests and I'm even waiting on some results now. We can conclude at this point that my digestive system isn't working as it should. This has kicked off major anxiety and panic attacks for me I've always felt anxiety and I've had panic attacks before but I felt like I had it sort of under control or at least in a state where I could function. All of a sudden these problems have made my life so much more difficult. I can barely sit through a full day of school because I'm often just staring at the clock waiting for it to be over.  I feel pain in my stomach and just panic and I feel like i'm losing my mind. Whenever I try to talk about it I just cry and sometimes it makes me feel so weak like I'm not strong enough to function normally.  I'm scared and feel like I'll never be able to control myself again.  It all makes me over think a ton as well its kinda like I'm going down a spiral",2.770119352088664,4.379764289855076,4.094089229894859,87.39762148337601,75.18357487922705,6.609718670076728,26.669224211423696,7.285733465282438,1.3227899403239558,796,30,162,9,17,262,118,207,0.223,0.6940000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,6,12,20,2,4,6,0,12,6,1,7,3,47,33,14,0,6,6,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,11,10,1,4,8,0,0,2,3,13,1,0,6,7,18,7,28,23,10,28,0,1,1,0,2,15,0,5,13,107,29,4,0.11236453832500408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349629722189376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191712852672406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556617676322599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849637963298404,0.0,0.095613946075277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520527685642356,0.0897139406668174,0.0,0.12342716911777693,0.07246583153330229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610260502414367,0.0,0.07421571782846527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725954701495446,0.16054649726175854,0.2157751558093482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385935657190167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873279286626896,0.2744781883676726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257071766498997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632204302399494,0.15000840371375956,0.11392000554988993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345615217901728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260086449836201,0.0,0.0866624590103037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100933903080636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956379106680552,0.3955067262964068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062208081455865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225530640439748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109464258370334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249650501552798,0.22743782328260545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113140155723443,0.0,0.07953219856354274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031435961257478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719986590774613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628814572066843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102921439274018,0.1041630527594163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180272215579552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbts_official,2020/02/11,"Weird symptoms - brain zaps/ twitching / vertigo Okey normally I wouldn’t write, but this has gotten ne pretty concerned.

I’ve always been a stressed out person. I thought it couldn’t impact me until it did. This summer, I had an intense panic attack because of a health scare related to my eyes. Everything turned out fine. I did many blood tests, MRI, Ultra so if you name it. 
I started seeing floaters and visual snow. My normal headaches became a daily, tension, persistent headache. I also started having twitches. Buzzing tinnitus.
I still have these symptoms. 
However, something really weird happened last week on Monday.

I started a new job that I really stressed over because of all the newness. 
Last Monday, after a though case, my colleague was next to me, double checking. All the sudden as my eyes were on the screen, I had the weird sensation of falling backwards in my mind, almost like zooming out. Then, an intense BRAIN ZAP passes through the center of my brain. It shook me, like a deep vibration from within. I was sitting down but I was terrified. I was conscious but when I attempted to stand up, the vertigo was so intense! I couldn’t keep my balance. 
I recovered. But the anxiety of it happening again was overwhelming.

And it did happen for a second time this Monday. I was at home, laying down on my belly. I grabbed my head as I felt that buzz. It was less intense but still scary. 

I have never had seizures. Nor a history of epilepsy in the family. No TBI. No smoking. Drinking alcohol and coffee.

I did measure my blood pressure and it was quite low after this attack. Could it be circulatory?
Stress related?

Has anyone experienced these from anxiety without other medications being involved? Do these go away?
How did you cope? Any supplements you would recommend? 

Thank you!",3.3788888888888917,6.461344234567902,4.176407407407407,79.54683333333334,81.96296296296295,6.696790123456791,29.08765432098765,7.908726449838941,2.6129002469135805,1428,68,224,28,40,456,189,324,0.19,0.741,0.07,-0.9924,2,0,3,0,0,0,58.0,0,4,0,3,9,19,2,9,18,1,32,19,8,1,3,33,46,21,0,8,7,0,2,2,0,2,10,0,1,1,19,7,2,1,3,1,1,4,8,15,0,1,22,7,38,4,34,17,4,49,0,2,4,0,8,19,0,2,26,170,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093847873332948,0.10249226735581936,0.0,0.0,0.08185207457083138,0.08516632968070653,0.0,0.0,0.0696039048175559,0.0,0.15660032836507676,0.0,0.0,0.07156796242621721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328838150375706,0.09616450319882974,0.0,0.0,0.12478751401058732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34278114271046445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817209587418435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026748517546362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198874578797754,0.0,0.09648979131936383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827543230375936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816986529523027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271532644453068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504424257246207,0.10879700762849208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266892797053216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015700771858312,0.09097651322135164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686356275894645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000952155444427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377040629602516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311040528684158,0.0,0.0,0.1033478795192322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894134606738115,0.19770733872181184,0.10885413183135416,0.0,0.20056943971568614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008980477859715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937114745837399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413032863795282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886556960001993,0.0,0.0,0.13114057422063766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247373124671913,0.0,0.08156250528555058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879674178273996,0.0,0.0,0.2173390490647572,0.0,0.16347930978273084,0.0,0.3517368409326061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276899966076532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423337143599116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056181569606508,0.08125726347533899,0.05968316178833495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133124039143956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210182148588765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866514272217468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270900536877685,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jarma_17,2020/02/11,"I got a job and it makes me anxious rather than happy... is this normal? So I've decided to change careers and become a web developer. It took me 7 months to learn and receive the offer (they are still doing reference check, so I haven't received the official offer but they said that it's only a subject to reference check which I don't see why I wouldn't pass).  
And I thought that when I get THE JOB, I would be super happy, but instead, I feel such strong anxiety, I don't know when was the last time I felt so anxious. I am really worried I am not good enough and they won't like me in the end....  Is this normal to feel like this, or maybe I should trust my gut feeling and don't take this job if it makes me so anxious?",2.794545454545453,3.631459601307189,4.333891859774211,88.76433155080214,73.90196078431373,7.3937017231134865,25.02020202020202,7.686295010490155,1.084064052287581,561,17,126,7,11,188,87,153,0.129,0.7340000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.7337,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,2,10,8,0,0,8,0,16,1,1,2,0,29,30,16,0,7,6,0,4,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,10,0,2,4,7,0,0,0,6,6,21,8,6,19,1,12,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,9,84,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559594861122697,0.4678187924092113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244816504279515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602210691195106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225751969284952,0.1426264482058666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209383041006337,0.09861181267886196,0.1325346837728363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211728396209015,0.0,0.0,0.11577671715563302,0.11039873026470258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938804001002637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41093356940924175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586010382004542,0.11251647031737254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487328422552142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427808590751346,0.0,0.13867412157895706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017775203547207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704888357555111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498139163559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842837994545004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130233692613766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999555628845828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023446103236807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378470045608994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958390582971902,0.08048897663182715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336131248924986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455458842274104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018064739258734,0.0,0.09805568704295252,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kandoura,2020/02/11,Sleep aralysis and anxiety My girlfriend is diagnosed with GAD and has been facing some issues with her sleep lately. She gets nightmares and for two days now been getting some intense sleep paralysis that wakes her up with a panic attack. She's getting scared of sleeping because of it. What can she do?,5.2221818181818165,7.915319581818185,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,71.36363636363637,7.309090909090909,31.0,8.238735603445708,2.6467454545454547,247,11,39,4,5,75,42,55,0.182,0.7959999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,6,7,6,0,0,8,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,7,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490244959537082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548764055838826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546601879976134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215742074250267,0.0,0.0,0.19225289200785028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968855692393705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977007211371731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136690973700201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223844694988826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963810397908054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7582097528855318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503156151491928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samsiesss,2020/02/11,"I get scared to wave to my neighbors. Why? I'm 26 years old and own my own house. Why am I scared to wave to my neighbors? I want too but then I back out the last minute and avoid eye contact. Wtf ? I dont even know why because it's a friendly gesture to do and when people wave at me, I think it's so kind and I'm always happy to wave back, but I'm scared to wave first. I have suffered from general and social anxiety my whole life but I started taking pills a few months ago and am feeling a bit better but it's still there. 

I'm so weird I know. Does anyone else feel this way too?",-0.932005813953488,1.0861442248062012,1.183832364341086,100.93528343023256,91.24806201550388,3.84515503875969,16.589631782945734,5.148860815047168,-0.9347019379844964,451,11,111,2,16,149,75,129,0.18100000000000002,0.664,0.155,-0.4161,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,10,10,0,4,4,0,5,3,1,0,0,19,18,14,0,1,4,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,4,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,3,14,4,10,18,5,15,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,12,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329071745090536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475684552805225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469886661036904,0.0,0.0,0.1048371259703082,0.15362478930303394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305795138478577,0.0,0.0913981890942946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326041693672102,0.1636887629128975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120798724811775,0.0,0.17572117438532453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525036345252594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902979176710347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151621962816516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753352473129995,0.0,0.0,0.11583840115552607,0.0,0.07833416757231942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596072067812184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300335403236056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613287136212745,0.16479927579681858,0.12221597315173648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590260314189333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967564523401925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733019178186544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394514599197034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503293557827074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528385208860508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612384132336347,0.0,0.11973724284033015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273147947784555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607145796839506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884347782073078,0.11901038858599035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058755182684293,0.16739561649641516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655238408171962
anxiety,riccarjo,2020/02/11,"When I'm dealing with a major life crisis, I wake up and for 5 seconds I feel happy, until my brain fully wakes up and realizes what I'm dealing with and I have about a 15 minute surge of anxiety. It eventually dissipates, but it's every single morning. Does anyone else have this? Long story short, a girl and I met a few months ago and instantly fell for each other, hard.  We told each other just two weeks ago that we loved each other and wanted to build a life together.  Unfortunately, her last relationship ended with her getting cheated on and she realized that she hadn't quite healed from that.  The deeper she felt for me the worse she felt, and wanted to take time to herself and do a ""reset"" on the relationship with me.  So we're doing 4 weeks of no-contact, only texting on Sunday nights.  Completely broken up, as he needs to be able to feel completely unattached in order to get her head on straight.  I support this decision entirely, but I'm a fucking wreck.

I feel waves of anxiety every now and then, but the morning of is always the absolute worst.  When I first open my eyes, everything feels fine.  Legitimately just five seconds later, I remember what I'm dealing with in life, and I get cold sweats, chills, and my heart starts pounding.  My biggest fear during attacks like that is that I'll always feel that way.  However, I'm so used to it at this point that I know I'm going to feel that way, and try to tell myself that it'll obviously end, as it always does.  This lessens the panic a bit, and I can just ride it out and eventually feel better.

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I can't be the only person that gets this ""first-in-the-morning"" attacks, right?",5.6745665634674936,6.1232206284829775,6.4905433436532505,77.29352399380808,67.17337461300309,9.308297213622293,30.08188854489164,9.255337874911486,2.5196453250773985,1305,45,246,23,20,432,173,323,0.15,0.782,0.068,-0.9829,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,2,0,0,3,9,13,4,2,15,0,12,13,7,1,1,52,44,26,0,3,6,0,10,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,26,27,0,0,14,0,0,3,2,7,0,5,5,12,29,6,37,36,8,43,0,0,1,2,22,17,1,0,21,156,55,0,0.09201118265492854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312472357302407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968202449318895,0.099694077964749,0.11180365805154832,0.0,0.0,0.14077660577067702,0.0,0.0,0.06433635827888237,0.09427633000848423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093520068711848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137641384883679,0.10045238077180617,0.0,0.0,0.10271490976799816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294394885537075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845784673592765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103921198749202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686353649111062,0.0,0.16298919493272288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550467795930898,0.0,0.08269371805494292,0.0,0.0,0.1035381611182618,0.3256653300392576,0.0,0.1766903292580131,0.0,0.0,0.15652932992469554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506285571603682,0.19228818126273692,0.0,0.05229207550133226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794761487716072,0.0824239468207111,0.0,0.0944300186307953,0.0,0.0,0.10903369446266213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050566939686840125,0.07500139443272524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949706582093681,0.044952016180841436,0.0,0.0,0.08142700122654915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304368470248827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344244815727707,0.0,0.0,0.06822512606916742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863462619131989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995730118351538,0.0,0.107955297928764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034061565752318,0.0,0.0,0.08698030825142293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786521863385808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975711518950941,0.10423073343993727,0.07857704724674823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512598866211654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044131996949674,0.0,0.0,0.06918095842353839,0.0,0.08042182919744764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053652460540419146,0.0,0.0,0.08792062807939173,0.0,0.062469553250041984,0.0,0.08988155570611803,0.0,0.0,0.07946811950926506,0.0,0.0,0.10854115891483414,0.14606838804691774,0.14761164139360572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376725586062093,0.0,0.0,0.11180365805154832,0.0
anxiety,Avogattowithanegg,2020/02/11,"Anxious EVERYDAY at work... Hello, I have been working at my job for a year and a half now, and I love it, it’s the best job I’ve ever had, but no matter what, on work days I wake up in an instant panic, heart racing, thinking about how long it’s going to be until I can finally end up back home. I’m anxious driving to work, anxious walking into work, and for the rest of the day. I’m constantly worried I’ve done something wrong, or not good enough, or that I’m being judged by coworkers (even though this isn’t the true case). Please help. How do I get over this? It’s become so exhausting. (I am on everyday anxiety meds and as needed anxiety meds as well) Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I haven’t told anyone that I feel this way.",2.7075490196078427,4.05296506535948,4.575964052287585,84.96433823529416,74.8169934640523,7.452941176470588,25.8218954248366,8.07648339933343,1.5257542483660127,577,20,120,9,12,197,103,153,0.19,0.684,0.126,-0.8699,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,6,10,9,0,1,7,0,13,4,2,2,2,18,23,14,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,1,1,4,1,9,6,19,15,3,26,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,2,13,80,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957822030797875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321556838120997,0.0,0.1872249174488423,0.4147286706628411,0.0,0.0855637149495181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094094718895977,0.0,0.0,0.13514768080946152,0.0,0.0,0.12841941372670918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322381351602084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783662096909928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522665305486144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083832018795858,0.12644057533721453,0.0,0.0808240095848334,0.11069036771699896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187377938132859,0.0,0.0,0.13404998653950126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393309929980351,0.0,0.06954550058490501,0.10263786914669913,0.0,0.13491298757878548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450086421189045,0.08202180695502886,0.0,0.12274675132884795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286602097100865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829330270671242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044340022232292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27185022292300176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907355559988744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435744357681342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432514516306798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420614649746298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784095402111699,0.12022757448061785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169294588692463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713134417560307,0.0,0.0,0.11002502477036114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454328673925195,0.12427233469264007,0.0,0.08692789900300413,0.13379201867980067,0.0,0.0788020521623649
anxiety,beayyayy,2020/02/11,"I need help pls Heres my story:
I have had severe social anxiety for a while now, its has led me into making a lot of bad decisions and to putting myself in an antisocial bubble i dont want to be in. I am now 100 percent sure they is nothing i can do to help my case. When I have anxiety attacks my heark rate jumps to a million, i start sweating and get nauseated and dizzy and basically freeze, theres nothing i can do i tried all the breathing exercises and nothing works. Ive tried to get therapy but it costs money and i am a minor whose parents are unsupportive, in fact they laugh at me when i complain to them. I am at an all time low and i think thers nothing i can do. I somethimes just wonder why it is me who has to go through this and i feel like ending it all. I know some of you here can relate to me and if there is any over the counter medication you know or if someone who is here can contact me... , im sorry if im asking for too much but just please",1.5088727076591155,3.106753101941745,3.7665372168284783,88.44218985976269,78.66019417475728,6.519525350593313,24.551240560949307,7.3871296695380915,1.010986839266451,753,27,168,10,18,260,118,206,0.09300000000000001,0.813,0.094,0.4747,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,3,1,12,7,1,0,8,0,24,4,2,2,5,35,37,18,0,5,8,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,6,1,2,4,1,4,0,1,1,2,32,3,20,35,7,20,0,1,0,0,15,8,0,7,9,126,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446967804198528,0.0,0.21254529671425207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987050448641224,0.15804040797319938,0.0,0.0,0.11599155535890344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281202357290436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230409932408262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024161621558764,0.09924375537609664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515887891099194,0.0,0.07895086433139313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862289436026509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001126991529521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269248950609124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786880223994518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810395889164806,0.0,0.0,0.09272950563508313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994626904566507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212144307033948,0.10300667205572668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331860765304866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542531002482021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249133621688135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965195626870522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693891882033062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161041748322012,0.11770561079691284,0.0,0.0,0.1555084376617569,0.09832757728615328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092950557029376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886597383634996,0.0,0.0,0.08901368053194586,0.0,0.0,0.0810047811750011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863375286609724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193802052893202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535278247700868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065172053271358,0.1011346804221102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kim_en,2020/02/11,"Why video games makes me feel so scare. Even a simple game with cute character will make me feel so scare, shaking and trembling. I hate every second playing it, but I cant stop, I need to finish my mission. I feel scared to most of video games. you cant name any game that wont make me shaking(except pvp). games that has devils character, hell like enviroment will have more strong effect, I will catch fever the next day.

just now I still shaking and trembling after playing terraria. it has hell biome.

why is this happening to me? pvp games will not trigger this. as long as there are other human playing side by side, I will not feel so scare.

what is this condition, what should I do?",2.87951995373048,5.268704285714289,3.0390977443609053,91.49588201272415,77.57142857142857,5.8968189705031815,22.26084441873916,7.010146845296331,0.6134793522267206,542,16,108,6,13,165,82,133,0.26899999999999996,0.62,0.111,-0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,8,18,3,8,2,0,16,1,0,5,0,21,26,8,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,5,11,0,3,5,12,0,1,0,4,14,6,9,19,2,13,3,0,0,0,9,2,2,1,9,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459394576024885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867630621386216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130059375502116,0.0,0.14197863683007814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408189432018142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901461449206674,0.0,0.0,0.16637072336055705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232645652969021,0.0,0.0,0.14912782665525035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374492268640559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249495206837864,0.0,0.0,0.17921443504581808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6748396792459835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345739093752686,0.14088358636582735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041117584773073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SometimesIGetSad07,2020/02/11,"Quitting Caffeine Hey everyone, as the title suggests I am considering cutting out caffeine (coffee). At this point I have a dependence on it, if I quit I will get nasty headaches and feel exhausted. I was wondering if anyone else has done this and if you have noticed any improvements in anxiety symptoms that make it worth it. Thanks!",5.686499999999999,8.094921316666671,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,69.16666666666666,9.466666666666667,37.0,9.888512548439397,4.287899999999999,269,15,43,7,5,85,48,60,0.151,0.738,0.111,-0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,0,10,12,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,5,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,0,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980830972866773,0.0,0.19102403185805766,0.0,0.0,0.17459989870073336,0.25585280407084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255535432874912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859691229264224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386043159269927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126258608787443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046082288450808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666803670789511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842913784429784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23605241912863864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311850939939019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595396356695575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22989528483383814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27079497412922604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BariGodmother,2020/02/11,"Overthinking things that shouldn’t matter anymore Don’t you hate when you sign up for future plans then the social anxiety kicks in the day of. I signed up for a work Christmas party with a secret Santa around the same time I quit. Now over a month has passed since I left and I feel like it’d be weird if I showed up as I never really talked to my coworkers much since. I would just drop off the gift but the job is over half an hour away and I don’t wanna waste gas, but I also don’t wanna be an asshole and leave someone without a gift or ruin a potential reference. I’ve been told by some friends that I’m overthinking this way too hard and just to not go and keep the gift card for myself as they expect it from me anyways. Part of me feels like I could go and have a good time but another part feels like it’s not worth it at this point. I’m thinking about just messaging my secret Santa and asking if I can mail her the gift.",4.3989932318104925,4.39413420812183,5.068337563451777,87.96497673434858,69.86294416243655,8.394077834179358,24.53849407783418,8.07648339933343,1.0684453468697122,737,16,165,9,12,238,123,197,0.075,0.7440000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9765,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,3,10,8,1,0,15,0,14,0,0,0,1,41,26,18,0,8,12,0,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,7,1,1,3,8,3,0,1,2,4,20,5,26,18,5,27,0,1,0,0,13,12,0,4,13,114,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904541621977288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609547963389805,0.11387952821062088,0.0,0.14763175912257462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251932900763488,0.13916649305367804,0.0,0.13986137026943396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188547217441997,0.0,0.0,0.09600410124486218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258083026735706,0.3190425442894965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501092261945155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692041615762916,0.12485893730639015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335170465027674,0.14697105860643006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659973498627252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772322115792308,0.13231597292365946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762406392846304,0.16173971674367918,0.0,0.0,0.2181803304646816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882075577824144,0.0,0.10943118419291968,0.0,0.114812061255799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224075106069873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072333131006104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833376384152645,0.0,0.0,0.09536523248342424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24628146296837414,0.0,0.0,0.15174673617340806,0.12613084958841705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196501680950959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988977373275641,0.09538518235853492,0.0,0.0,0.17360602950279533,0.0,0.0,0.1422446519554901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816025131594485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143498293028363,0.0,0.10837379015434644,0.0,0.0,0.10574776329659773,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LilStankyBug,2020/02/11,"Sitting through my long classes during panic every day is so terrible, could use some support I get an insane amount of health anxiety, social anxiety and anxiety over the feeling of being ""trapped"".  Going to class feels like I'm trapped for hours every day, and every time it starts to get easier one panicky day sets me off the panic train for another week of classes before I start to acclimate again.  I have been wanting to make friends for a long time as I feel pretty isolated, but I blow it trying to talk to classmates that share my interest due to panic.  I can tell they are all getting to know each other while I avoid extracurricular events and panic so bad I can't process what they're saying when they try talking to me.  I feel very discouraged and sad I have to live with this disease while others get to be normal.  Heading to class right now, and already my heart is pounding and I feel sick.  Could really use some encouragement.",8.380645561762883,7.51205625139665,8.053817504655495,72.7449844816884,61.90502793296089,10.86058348851645,36.64866542520174,9.994966539143718,3.5998076970825563,755,30,133,13,9,241,116,179,0.235,0.66,0.10400000000000001,-0.9807,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,5,15,0,5,4,0,12,4,2,3,1,27,31,13,0,4,1,0,5,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,7,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,9,0,1,1,6,18,6,23,26,5,24,0,2,0,0,10,3,0,2,19,83,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960743883499708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136529245348444,0.24874662846369905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904983824524938,0.0,0.0,0.09222911420230392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307595008753845,0.0,0.0,0.20970140005479806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739614545101407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740179071092867,0.07743149320014979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373930968282027,0.0,0.2265103472302705,0.0,0.06159866977478999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123604253033388,0.11521001314648588,0.0,0.12843878303051404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673908466984698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956650581237743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295227572988802,0.0,0.09570745798319666,0.1918376699038397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234897609251065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619597124092232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344564538085448,0.0,0.0,0.5086738427418955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026825822537296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943530713449812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256166520120623,0.0,0.08619346870528931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104866098312049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343335413229972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299596347013682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423427708460407,0.09473476911988184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640233411083593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471749340501873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872226491048362,0.0,0.08943039376129504,0.06392929464807272,0.0,0.0869412876228998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blackbeard1123,2020/02/11,"What is the best book you have read to help with your anxiety? My favorite self-help book overall is *Mindset*, by Carol Dweck. But it is not anxiety-specific.",1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,3.068333333333332,86.4225,87.66666666666666,7.0,27.5,8.07648339933343,2.401,124,6,23,3,4,40,25,30,0.048,0.674,0.278,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32406754338386523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44456223558578695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678860665773245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42373385682883136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419272338071189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fitadhd,2020/02/11,"Recently diagnoses Hello! I (28F) have been recently diagnosed with anxiety, mild depression and ptsm. I only told my sisters (26, 24), and my bf (30). Not my parents.

Ive been 5 days with 3 different pills and... Wow, im feeling great, calm. My inner voice that is constantly making me worry over anything has gone silent. I think I have never felt this quiet. Im even feeling that all the rage and all the agressivity I have had inside are fading...

Well, not Im feeling remorses for having told it to my sisters, since them dont think i could have anxiety or depression and are asking me to go to their psychologist (not my psyquiatrist). Altough im calm, it angries me that they try to invalidate a professional diagnosis just because they dont think im depressed.

How should i treat this situation? What should i do?",3.245182795698927,5.689874335483875,5.036129032258066,77.36086021505376,76.61290322580646,8.520430107526883,29.043010752688176,9.21078282632365,2.975507526881721,642,29,115,17,15,218,95,155,0.106,0.7390000000000001,0.155,0.7054,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,4,0,4,10,1,0,3,0,19,3,0,2,3,27,32,7,0,3,5,3,4,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,7,6,22,6,8,22,2,10,0,3,0,0,12,2,0,1,6,75,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174834120818507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403535906751197,0.0,0.10682803065110276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965858733803768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348643767318646,0.0,0.09123615590873788,0.0,0.0,0.07369539064595015,0.0,0.29526453109230183,0.2319654736194445,0.0,0.1193889531199106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678497001824465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547496801889128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333666854694196,0.0,0.10971815311160092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494288590068233,0.0,0.0,0.12598426476422495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171618557786362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762768305969174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813289844287436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690830259258786,0.0,0.0,0.12688450689022032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225657803680198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452621495835188,0.1284454772574984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196608744188504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183818203020376,0.0,0.07758255969168244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027434207790032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604782458503535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway774125,2020/02/11,it wont matter im not swimming in thoughts today. the depressive state is nice because i know nothin matter. it doesnt matter if i dont show up to work or school or if i die right this second. i am so small it wont matter and i would be free from everything.,1.0442105263157906,2.5443425438596527,3.3472280701754364,91.36926315789476,79.7017543859649,5.963508771929827,20.171929824561406,6.742157984588678,0.20879929824561394,203,5,46,2,5,70,41,57,0.193,0.698,0.109,-0.1769,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,10,6,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,5,1,0,1,1,0,5,3,4,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126844615448765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27024563768665194,0.0,0.3256388979430948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677306554339689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199206643501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389204222812054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724372316420983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26795389599908626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175472870910313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24909464134969894,0.0,0.0,0.2974128658275599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284249129922177,0.0,0.0,0.2228899035066016,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shadowmessenger,2020/02/11,"Cannot seem to focus on any one thing at a time, getting nothing accomplished. I can't seem to get anything accomplished lately, I eat right (healthy) go to the gym 5x per week, I am sleeping 7-9 hours per night. But when it comes to work and my finances, something seems to be holding me back, I know what I need to do in order to accomplish things, but I just can't seem to bring myself to do them. Feeling a lot of anxiety as of late, especially in my chest, noticing I am short breathing more than I usually do. I do try and catch myself when I am and slow down and take some deep breaths, but it doesn't seem to be working.

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Any tips, suggestions, or guidance would be so appreciated.",5.6553571428571425,5.397914250000002,6.1535714285714285,82.11392857142859,67.21428571428571,9.285714285714286,33.92857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.624785714285714,545,23,114,8,8,177,94,140,0.040999999999999995,0.887,0.07200000000000001,0.7232,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,3,0,15,5,4,0,0,22,29,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,7,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,16,0,19,25,3,24,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,8,11,75,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863910177240328,0.16669390646781634,0.18658001888947606,0.0,0.10494559285517456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289096728359695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548623755465153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181721035008564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037375870156266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936449002455101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334624045797625,0.0,0.07796498338728873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509887459395864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539288840294887,0.0,0.30949966906623144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662916259295485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172039968929517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873814647968065,0.0,0.13163200919671142,0.15618520331767705,0.0,0.0,0.09295961329883344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715461902174534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6244370463163742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728334518730173,0.0,0.0,0.10561115506945372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314550001119126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227826965845406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999325241191411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931391159111056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510890947416105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004094844858167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974356825003844,0.0,0.0,0.09745177106586478,0.0,0.16669390646781634,0.0
anxiety,throwaway819719,2020/02/11,"I don't feel comfortable in my own home I've been doing really well for the past 6 months. Gotten a boyfriend, some really nice friends and finally felt confident and happy. The only thing missing was a new home. I lived with my parents in a city an hour away from where I'm studying, and I started getting really tired of travelling the distance. So trough a friend I found a house that seemed perfect: close to my uni, relatively cheap and for 6 months, so I could decide after that if I wanted to stay or not. 

I've been living there for about a month now, and my anxiety is acting up more and more due to my roommates. It's not that they are mean or messy, but I feel like I'm not really part of the group. They eat together almost every night, but since I never really have the time to join them, I feel like I'm missing out on a lot of the bonding they are doing. 

When we do hang out together, I feel like we don't really connect. They like things I don't like and vice versa. I also feel like I don't act like myself around them because of my anxiety. This all has lead to the fact that I spend as much time as possible away from home, and when I am home I seem to be frozen in my room, unable to come out and join them. I wait in the morning till they are gone to come out, or wait till the last moment and don't eat breakfast so I don't have to talk to them.

I don't know what to do. I want to move out but my contract is for 6 months so I'm not sure if it's possible. I also feel like I should try harder but in doing so I'm making myself miserable. Does anyone have the same experience or does someone know what I should do?",4.124527240290931,3.9963063573487037,5.374746809386579,85.95901056676273,70.44092219020173,8.799725538630438,25.45752710306025,8.563005593585519,1.3919884451763422,1274,31,288,19,21,427,162,347,0.061,0.7979999999999999,0.141,0.9785,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,9,2,15,19,0,1,18,0,30,4,0,2,5,68,61,33,0,7,14,1,7,8,2,2,1,0,5,0,11,22,3,2,14,1,2,9,12,3,1,0,7,7,44,16,44,50,9,50,0,3,0,0,16,18,0,11,30,194,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266532232501056,0.0,0.0,0.13203587552372348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263062761170006,0.0,0.0,0.0577232686400471,0.0,0.0,0.07349004348490495,0.0,0.0,0.15512330555743942,0.0,0.0,0.05032379677975905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222491796014464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591218605449083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448610309649276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689455101807695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955481433554936,0.0,0.0,0.0807530826002831,0.0,0.0,0.2504489285751999,0.29488088805544466,0.0792642264397984,0.09043323316173883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051556073907203,0.12756113040770944,0.0,0.04313075312415651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787964748794355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33123123304444857,0.0,0.08129848664111486,0.09525555940237654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073839806710418,0.06729205312572657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226514369583344,0.0,0.14579235934744744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018396300876187,0.0,0.0,0.05510504689588085,0.0,0.0,0.0899248724937702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635733994261063,0.08774121759922254,0.060686260224566774,0.0,0.06367028445936461,0.0797306045768274,0.0,0.07747078954755582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278559364001028,0.0,0.0,0.09166580005788648,0.08939730585642483,0.07880657765548793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613314761311187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31731499704852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030706072347733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828903963899888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994724234158124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843173346393705,0.08799095845727037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780561855789585,0.0,0.0,0.06635330952949653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968964408720573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627512267789308,0.09488300876150896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604835120516153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738428848248222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422543616408465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmyVatore,2020/02/11,"Panicking Work had me so stressed out and upset last night. I didn’t fall asleep until like 8 am this morning and it’s now 8:28am and I’m having a really bad panic attack. 

I drank a glass of wine to try and calm me down before I fell asleep but I woke up and I just feel out of it and really sick to my stomach and I regret it so much.

When I woke up I kind of blanked the last few months for some reason. For a bit I thought it was November. I’ve tried to call friends and text people to help get grounded so I can calm down but I’m not able too. My body’s shaking so fast. 

I’m so exhausted because of only sleeping less than 30 minutes but every time I try to lay down I just get so amped up with anxiety that I panic. I have to get up and get ready for a busy day at work in a few hours too. 

I’m not sure what to do...",0.12701430842607309,1.598990178378379,2.431414944356124,97.01319554848969,82.35135135135134,5.650238473767886,18.990461049284576,6.522977012572876,-0.2043895071542132,633,15,160,6,17,216,107,185,0.193,0.7170000000000001,0.09,-0.9568,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,15,1,5,6,0,8,9,5,1,1,25,21,20,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,3,1,0,3,3,9,0,0,7,1,18,6,28,14,6,26,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,1,12,98,25,2,0.1528126090882867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557239810272492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116901227686035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384640358245113,0.0,0.0,0.12759214560177354,0.09315314814486148,0.0,0.13003227515365046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683179100565018,0.1697403595603386,0.0,0.0,0.15603875935309175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855149099021372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875121391066846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726664666019772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806264271354375,0.0,0.3193531245631293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242707072032553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504896381959572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913081692760547,0.0,0.2491253440683937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465652193750293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219735666569393,0.0,0.11233485052404564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340428181932194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622087521153356,0.0,0.35858534289829797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594102223994398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579134074488908,0.15711681304686256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292296852701984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504632741072013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402407560276612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131614228202492,0.0891062612458295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112491920635228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224987988113261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AgileBeach3,2020/02/11,"Last night i experienced sudden recalling of forgiven memories, can you relate? I have suffered by anxiety, depression and depersonalization since my early 20s. I am now 31 yrs old. As you can assume my memory sucks! I almost literally had no memories from my university's life (and generally) since yesterday.

I was relaxing in my bed. Suddenly, I was in a deep relax mode where I was enjoying the total silence. Then out of nowhere it happened. It was an amazing trip in my 20s memories.

I managed to remember EVERYTHING woth every detail. My ex co-students names, my favorite places, the exact topography of the city, the landscapes, the toponomies, how I felt as a student, my conversations there and so on. It was an amazing experience. I felt alive again. I felt myself again. I could easily recall everything that had happened.

Does anybody of you guys/girls can relate with such an experience? If so, what do you think have happened?

Thank you!",4.306160420775804,7.315861473372784,6.016045364891517,68.65320677186062,76.27810650887574,9.672715318869166,31.874095989480605,9.861636050157227,4.209733464825773,755,38,117,25,18,257,108,169,0.07200000000000001,0.755,0.17300000000000001,0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,0,0,9,9,1,0,10,0,15,1,0,1,2,19,24,10,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,10,4,26,6,15,13,1,20,0,2,0,0,8,8,1,3,11,87,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608389312212196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688172908098844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242496558689945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285416777109575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514438357817616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974341386846992,0.0,0.298126862016797,0.3244839785935135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777521314443192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400058644809554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351972731124278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171511611049032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556474948554073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404118593201487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328741934474629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788598588294045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27440066140973324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527007411766831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627579035954916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,punkypoo422,2020/02/11,Pain How many here suffer from pain and stiffness as a result of anxiety vs those of you that may have other existing inflammatory conditions?,13.1128,10.533407480000003,12.568,49.48400000000001,54.2,16.400000000000002,45.0,14.554592549557764,6.7714000000000025,117,5,17,4,1,39,23,25,0.371,0.629,0.0,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,6,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30867542286429944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090843790512639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8587021917613741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peanutbutterhoneybee,2020/02/11,"feeling like everything I do is wrong Today I woke up anxious. I woke up 3 hours before I had to go to work because I was afraid I’d be late. I stopped at the groceries store and wondered around the store for an hour because I felt sick to my stomach and nothing looked appetizing. I got coffee before work and spilt the oatmilk I was pouring into my coffee before I am so shaky and I felt so dumb for spilling it... I’m currently at work and my brain is telling me that my boss is mad at me, that my co workers are mad at me.. that I’m messing everything up. I feel so overwhelmed and today is my 12 hour shift and all I want to do is to be alone... why does my anxiety convince me that everyone thinks I’m stupid and oblivious?.. anxiety is a bitch",3.2630244755244746,4.086971980769235,4.6909090909090905,86.69045454545454,72.78205128205127,7.724009324009327,30.207459207459213,8.00094639256281,1.9258794871794864,583,25,126,8,11,195,83,156,0.209,0.736,0.055,-0.9779,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,4,12,5,3,5,0,15,3,2,1,1,21,30,11,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,10,0,0,8,5,24,2,16,20,1,18,0,1,1,0,1,9,2,2,9,77,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437557791051686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328008278372526,0.15748146919942646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409488301057126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699529726177039,0.0,0.3558554724995379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561566027616666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198921928856575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320195306964605,0.2505661070019339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096889418789607,0.09958684896630954,0.2676902731453849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922380377620976,0.0,0.11149031113287676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118405314621112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724842092958516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810343011084455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706025777314046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375733584737393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654401127260999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184108499384624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932140793621461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426837075529924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822212868113462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257861370595739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511725355650896,0.30445293327377915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241119188970456,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tyrannaceratops,2020/02/11,"Feeling of restlessness There's a feeling of restlessness running through me constantly. Craving change but lacking the energy to do so. Feeling like, ""if I just do x then I'll feel better. Then I'll feel at peace. Then I'll be enough."" but it never comes. Nothing is ever enough anymore; I'm always looking to the future. I've tried meditation but I can't wrestle my anxiety long enough to feel calm.",1.3523593073593076,4.023935740259745,3.003409090909092,84.958446969697,94.1948051948052,5.683549783549784,27.19588744588745,7.1686216300943375,2.0225419913419915,320,16,56,6,12,105,53,77,0.039,0.67,0.29100000000000004,0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,15,14,8,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,7,4,3,7,13,4,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,9,36,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152127156505298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986256511986309,0.0,0.1813157891368512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169609884889796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340729171441892,0.15748973417157452,0.0,0.19757161645140064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.566729154736347,0.0,0.0,0.16537797397817566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546585753126179,0.1306120287167788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893202994338942,0.0,0.0,0.1617966166923394,0.15352908449820934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100786722821418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542795230610495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412789627383745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EvilEvez,2020/02/11,"CBD helps anxiety? I’m curious if anyone has found CBD oil to be helpful with anxiety, my friend told me they used it and have loved it but wanted to hear other stories to see if success is common.",3.605666666666668,4.911568900000006,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,72.5,8.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.2985833333333336,156,6,30,3,3,53,34,40,0.055,0.637,0.307,0.9052,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,12,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,4,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,1,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581403507940098,0.0,0.0,0.2093748573446268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283196371881107,0.23134599019661226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374897512885497,0.0,0.40141557996844335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702555771432716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386142811657961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861269965262388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586193348646461,0.0,0.0,0.1766170037578373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Isaacdoesreddit,2020/02/11,I had a panic attack in a dream. Did it happen in real life? I had an panic attack in a dream.  It felt exactly like a panic attack in real life.  But I didn’t wake up immediently.  I woke up a bit after.  It was really scary!    Did it happen in real life?  How can I prevent this?,-1.8471666666666664,0.046589950000001316,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,99.5,4.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.5423333333333327,207,3,44,3,9,81,31,60,0.34,0.55,0.11,-0.9579,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,3,6,0,7,4,1,1,1,8,11,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,8,1,5,1,8,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027819126252083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083164072805142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144709830173455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26054327618978296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31216234610580634,0.07197148002715928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185330867551287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.503035840812784,0.0943748262322468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon012345678911,2020/02/11,"Anxiety not as bad as before, but I think about suicide daily My anxiety is sloowly becoming better but I think about suicide daily. Sometimes just thinking about it sometimes actually considering it. I don’t think I will kill myself, but it doesn’t feel normal. I don’t know if this is okay or could become something serious.",4.2940000000000005,7.1118124000000025,5.616666666666671,72.60500000000002,75.0,8.0,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.362166666666667,264,13,40,6,6,88,39,60,0.319,0.573,0.10800000000000001,-0.9570000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,3,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,15,13,7,3,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,5,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.17931982082937914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811464140234385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342898831583593,0.0,0.4058891983065937,0.15636323326279788,0.0,0.0,0.1625176769566158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671459977570786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929127993868183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032993233461759,0.0,0.1009877577546756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004233875965073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414647186262771,0.3634797218981983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019995364095024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709749397885679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AllAbout-Chill,2020/02/11,"I want to help you all I thought that I would let you all know about my blogs that are aimed at helping people live more fulfilling lives. I want to help people that are feeling stressed, lost, and emotional. We do this by making blogs that help with meditation, sleeping, lifestyle, and most importantly mental health issues. If you would like more information about how to find my blogs please drop me a message or have a look at my profile. 
I really hope that I can help you live a better life. I wish you all the best.",6.3085333333333375,6.648945320000003,5.896000000000001,82.47633333333336,65.8,9.066666666666668,29.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.0773666666666664,412,13,82,6,6,127,64,100,0.057999999999999996,0.607,0.33399999999999996,0.9804,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,5,0,3,3,6,0,1,4,0,8,3,1,2,3,23,18,5,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,17,4,9,13,7,3,0,1,1,0,13,2,0,4,1,56,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612567745014242,0.1358998542243393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284690857785534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769515371312273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044252986855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333348019363336,0.0,0.0,0.5149755650066294,0.0,0.0,0.15261913132794622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038120198954586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444756173180468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571278431881856,0.10853465918636633,0.0750705537038582,0.0,0.40705399902191386,0.0,0.1290357674120542,0.0,0.16773812959426213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102569296981251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548532199940496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305710453972326,0.0,0.0,0.16867262522727758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843858231464253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537710520585369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601710314807012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219889399877429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126539345009066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670150931771042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831142505044085,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HaSnare,2020/02/11,Hey i have a question So when I’m nervous or anxious my heartrate is really high like 120‘s and it takes hours to calm down even tho I’m doing nothing. Because of that my throat is dry and I barely can breath the next days. Have to drink like 6 liter of water which is really bad. Do you have some advices to get rid of that dry throat? My lungs even started hurting,1.2303947368421078,3.4436525657894776,2.2439473684210505,95.89513157894736,82.55263157894737,4.852631578947369,21.34210526315789,5.985473137389443,0.047873684210526964,289,9,63,2,8,91,55,76,0.133,0.7709999999999999,0.096,-0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,9,6,4,0,0,5,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,7,14,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,7,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23773917361786326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27484729572848465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031361344742841,0.14830670288527897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690126403949253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383305773959077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213801509621304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710844964256346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570481627888749,0.0,0.0,0.23959063653472565,0.0,0.26044588281194986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377174113367701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25874058819663565,0.0,0.0,0.2334423359674327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725393347007868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117142982028615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722011908567567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292303379764036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scriptiago,2020/02/11,"The importance of a good therapist and the difference it made in my life What I'm going to say sounds pretty obvious, and yet I overlooked it for a long time: You should go to therapy, of course, but more than that, you should see a GOOD therapist. 

I wasted two years and a lot of money on a couple of therapists that were not great. They weren't particularly bad either, but recently I've been going through a very bad moment in my life, and therapy wasn't helping at all. I mentioned this to a couple of friends and one of them told me about someone she knew.

So I started seeing this new professional about a month ago, and let me tell you: it is like a whole different experience. What I can see now is that my former therapists kept things sort of in the surface. I never dove deep into who I was and why I feel the way that I feel. It was more like emotional support, and right now I need to learn more about what's wrong with me.

There's been so much learning about myself in only a month that at times it even gets overwhelming. I feel ashamed at how little I knew about my own mind and how it works. For the first time in my life, I see exactly what I have to change to get through this complicated moment.

My advice is this: keep looking for a professional until you find one that TRULY makes you see and think about yourself. Don't settle for a therapist just because they're nice and support you. Therapy is a lot more than that.",7.434047619047616,5.9536710555555565,7.551607142857139,77.56125000000002,64.1388888888889,11.145238095238097,33.4186507936508,10.125756701596842,2.9848900793650794,1136,37,234,21,14,369,147,288,0.069,0.7709999999999999,0.16,0.9811,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,2,2,16,14,0,2,18,0,17,3,0,4,4,44,44,18,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,2,3,2,0,0,23,13,0,2,9,0,1,3,5,5,0,4,12,11,33,9,39,29,11,38,0,1,6,0,16,14,0,3,22,170,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344507528639306,0.07569576394136113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425992172568052,0.05205479517494616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033449726059714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897151492173211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784350713473217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960556590294038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640128735303284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353076364448693,0.0,0.0,0.12953183695402773,0.0610047937992881,0.0,0.0,0.07804767741162039,0.07263526305731985,0.0,0.0,0.06597443893908142,0.0,0.08922866171823399,0.0,0.14559247120062904,0.14324723509218842,0.0,0.09414611102781896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057237144346692526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590124379056781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732015315455666,0.18094685582963016,0.08343743685156306,0.08558624414938475,0.0,0.07557013956303893,0.07170863383736382,0.0,0.0,0.14519619157418392,0.0,0.08080094454409277,0.05700050697336542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622261197834602,0.0,0.13631979499417182,0.0,0.06277369848997373,0.06331784569111545,0.06586036484424916,0.0824731152258907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157290468448824,0.06494524312566755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687540531160154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431530984972042,0.0,0.0,0.07292517638427,0.0,0.06790796054545664,0.0,0.0,0.34023592346222875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235323258852025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044162229042475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938059846074608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463726730469894,0.0,0.2929630969389101,0.4957394158339936,0.05673133111121725,0.05471640211102863,0.0,0.0,0.1493800779790209,0.0,0.0,0.08159669439310444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341657689144713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045818833294036,0.0,0.06778100816793095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705392261908275,0.0953382623469142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216713889681905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336386712145726,0.0,0.05499030808850445
anxiety,milky_wayz,2020/02/11,"Anxiety Attack While Babysitting I watch this family every Tuesday in the mornings and usually it goes very well. Last night, however, I started to develop this really bad cold and it was too late to tell the family that I am too sick to watch their kids. So it’s morning now and I’m here. It’s two kids, one is at school, and the other is a toddler who is still asleep, which doesn’t happen often. The toddler has some separation anxiety and often cries for a bit when I first arrive at the house. I’m really nervous for when she wakes up because I feel really really sick and I don’t know how to comfort her when I barely have a voice to talk with. I feel silly for feeling anxious about something so trivial, but Idk 🤷🏽‍♀️",3.5962592137592138,4.844157114864867,5.284299754299756,81.14079852579854,72.44594594594594,8.625061425061427,26.96805896805897,9.095868883498916,2.1995324324324317,575,20,113,12,11,196,97,148,0.14300000000000002,0.816,0.040999999999999995,-0.8746,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,15,6,1,1,8,0,9,4,2,1,0,16,17,14,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,1,7,11,3,14,16,2,17,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,3,13,78,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558945036894151,0.18894704969676715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902731906391921,0.0,0.0,0.13964835707766401,0.1019552107513217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825957656906069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837183674125486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091694602030266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31534042768035725,0.0,0.2537027701534396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226438751892365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790030990187825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298624618106253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191727463109377,0.13633262784898,0.18866743722396445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695458571936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333422138599138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285834200232587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926786006682334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875868998071593,0.0,0.0,0.11838176133556197,0.0,0.13356758979079278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443074827471102,0.1461855395334611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163380811480258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420434750958234,0.1380003401511546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037955145431026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chackirockbottom25,2020/02/11,"My boyfriend said he doesn’t feel like anything anymore and as a person who always have anxiety problem now I’m afraid he would break up with me at any time Me and my boyfriend have been dating for half a year now, everything is going fine, we never fight, and I know we love each other. 

Last weekend, on Saturday while we were cuddling in bed my bf suddenly told me that he doesn’t feel like going to the party (we supposed to attend to a party that day) and I asked what’s wrong. He simply answered he doesn’t feel like anything (family, friends, doing things) and he just wants a break from everything, even me. 

I was shocked, and asked if he want to break up with me and he doesn’t give me a clear answer, just something like “he loves me but he doesn’t know what he wants and doesn’t want to make any reckless decision”.

I’m really scared that he would break up with me and have been feeling very anxious whenever I think of it. I feel like I’m in a passive position and I really don’t know what to do.",4.601426437640034,4.938066640776704,5.139514563106797,86.43853248693054,69.48543689320388,8.474383868558627,27.98207617625093,8.384062270229773,1.6990885735623604,792,25,169,11,13,254,105,206,0.085,0.7609999999999999,0.155,0.7659,0,0,1,0,1,0,19.0,4,0,0,0,5,15,1,2,7,0,19,3,0,1,2,44,45,14,0,8,4,0,5,5,2,2,0,1,1,1,10,18,0,0,12,1,0,3,8,6,0,1,6,6,21,9,20,37,1,26,0,0,0,3,28,7,0,1,17,98,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290744811550234,0.0,0.0,0.16820638509379465,0.0,0.09461098198382567,0.13971746682339786,0.1226522968794994,0.0,0.0,0.2035478571557455,0.0,0.2312387269940543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976009767490334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168612403614135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223021027177345,0.0,0.1165897160427063,0.0,0.31266879996983443,0.3534135752537863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555094316659862,0.0,0.0,0.11864026104268008,0.14057462420176964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390551939356466,0.10081157360755773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021066156368501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232429035845999,0.0,0.08255397529501418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538572937278124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079881774238182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183402041538422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584586524750129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764317851899335,0.0,0.12382017894875423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521100236535024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216412722779999,0.07924590057096509,0.0,0.0,0.07211584552402726,0.0,0.0,0.11817669439731035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020447685085842,0.291786709144651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571024195990956,0.135219119777185,0.0,0.07964259927591277
anxiety,Hakashi-Tako,2020/02/11,"help I was going to talk to the girl I liked yesterday during my art class I have with her, I had a little over a hour to talk and I just couldn’t because I kept telling myself I couldn’t. And after the class one of my “friends” called me a failure because I couldn’t do a simple thing, I have no idea if I’m ever going to talk to her because of my anxiety.",8.251476793248948,3.6923211518987347,8.869873417721518,78.37248945147681,65.32911392405063,11.545991561181436,36.45991561181434,7.793537801064563,2.6407181434599143,277,8,65,2,3,95,46,79,0.1,0.78,0.12,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,12,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,0,16,2,10,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,5,48,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506587641123128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185055497683258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23367643523502116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070034961019844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768051578857943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601158900482555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339004781068732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536632782284796,0.0,0.0,0.2583382646790727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180215726994096,0.2293629116521411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507136345847042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518110727042563,0.20002070562747046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520345169354417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emilysparkling,2020/02/11,"Taking meds in remission Hi everyone. 

I've been dealing with anxiety and panic attacks for a looong time and have been in therapy and on meds since 2017.
For the last year or so, I've been doing much much better. Not really getting panic attacks, excluding a few at night when I quit my sleep meds but that was a few months ago as well, and the quality of my life has improved greatly. I still do get anxious from time to time or get lost in some negative thought cycle but with therapy I manage. I'm not planning on quitting therapy anytime soon, as there's still quite a lot of stuff to work through considering my relationships in general, but I'm not so sure about meds.

As I mentioned, I quit my sleep meds (in the summer) and feel totally okay without them. 
I've been on 40mg Celexa for around 2 years and in the summer my psychiatrist suggested that, since I'm doing so much better), I could maybe start weaning off of them. So, over a course of few months (I was going slow to avoid any withdrawal symptoms and wasn't in a hurry really), I went down to 20mg. And then SAD hit me I guess so I just stayed on the 20mg, not feeling confident enough to quit completely yet. 

Yesterday I had to go and pick up a new prescription and my regular psychiatrist wasn't available, so I went in to see someone else. A more educated dude, more experienced, but I'm not sure if that matters here really... and I talked to him about my plans to gradually quit the meds and well. In his opinion, that's not a good idea.
He said that, since my history with this disorder is so long and repetitive, he's pretty sure that if I quit the meds, the symptoms will come back and that the therapy can only do so much. He asked about side effects (and I am really lucky to literally feel NONE). 
The conclusion was basically ""why quit such a low dose if it's not hurting me and is helping "".

So now I really don't know what to think. My regular psychiatrist is all about taking the meds for a (not long) period of time. The other psychiatrist is all about sustaining the remission with a low dose. 
I guess there are now different psychiatry styles? 
I'm super confused.
Sorry for the long post.
Anyone else here had an experience like that? What did you do?",4.974797805642638,5.7418026772727275,6.123150470219438,78.18636363636367,68.81818181818181,10.250783699059562,30.17241379310345,10.324001499409627,3.0291457680250784,1758,66,350,46,29,589,209,440,0.13699999999999998,0.778,0.085,-0.968,1,1,0,0,1,0,56.0,0,1,2,17,31,24,2,4,27,1,29,7,2,2,6,68,58,39,0,4,19,0,3,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,14,22,0,1,9,0,0,5,14,11,2,0,17,6,33,13,55,38,16,60,0,5,1,0,17,22,0,12,32,234,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050306850750978384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03859301993870287,0.0,0.04341480273874269,0.0641131307814946,0.0,0.03968202370437534,0.05814869946386361,0.0,0.05052093750596022,0.053055065635620936,0.12912622848825034,0.0,0.04363846132545374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038431983759137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888646033751955,0.05950295102891864,0.0,0.0,0.04531151805923389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058508386183722866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059293321287857526,0.06504222646943537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481732440685964,0.0,0.0,0.058639551948935824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422856594441668,0.0,0.05551393421478288,0.0,0.0,0.08608591088656323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895107336348562,0.0,0.06450646058018995,0.047600532057880535,0.0,0.06256881639942881,0.12503652539836566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03803938725411179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075373927899196,0.0640656250711318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03118918373671065,0.04626011156614551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040085318720220066,0.02772595495559966,0.0,0.0,0.15067008512550772,0.0,0.0,0.0619510526565895,0.048248163165321725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057014589219559715,0.0,0.5043056859527361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059713812371703,0.0,0.1668757624782479,0.0,0.0,0.05481102881597421,0.0,0.05325751260541013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043162133292424944,0.0,0.13317150071978034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054352325271434375,0.05773675858964991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828983212047723,0.0,0.0,0.18178257415787505,0.0,0.0,0.06092995735643975,0.0,0.0,0.05398374778346491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522366095676099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083647826331253,0.0,0.11358512898862624,0.0,0.04808542887553376,0.0,0.0,0.06352874657463578,0.040169059844179324,0.06048963237070872,0.09064376888836533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496698046765251,0.0,0.0,0.16046307525658635,0.11797324112446425,0.08534024944819878,0.04561476963531647,0.0,0.0,0.259601506977629,0.0,0.0,0.036364120411842164,0.0,0.04505441465802963,0.1323692088218059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020529705515444,0.10521856494391928,0.051209473068777,0.0,0.0,0.05470649714714612,0.0,0.04131582555293758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309231263989192
anxiety,castelgrip,2020/02/11,"A girls asked me on a date, I've been panicking on/off ever since Well, some much needed context. I've know this girl for years, we went to college together. During college we had like a flirting relationship, but nothing ever really happened during that time. I liked her, but not in a romantic way. Some 2 years later after we graduated, we got in touch again and actually went a date. I only agreed to it because I was feeling lonely, was still a virgin and thought it would be a good try. It went alright and we went on a second date which led to sex. However, I couldn't perform. She was cool about it, but that was it, we never went out again. 

This was like 2 years ago by now, I'm 25 this year. During that time, march last year to be exact, I've had another try, with a different girl, but the same happened. I couldn't perform and I was devasted... Like, what's wrong with me. This woman was gorgeous, interesting, actually liked me and I was so insecure that I couldn't even have sex with her. I stopped talking to her after that, out of embarassement. She was friends with a friend and the thought of this getting out made me feel so bad, it was awful. 

But life goes on, I forget about it and eventually get back on my feet. I feel like i've been stuck in the same place for years now, but that's another topic. Last saturday I get a message from the first friend I mentioned. She asked me out again, and for some reason I said yes?? I think it's the same reason as before. I'm feeling lonely and technically, still a virgin (I never had proper sex). I told her that, as she pretty much already knew, and she said she didn't mind, she'd be patient. But ever since saturday I've been thinking this is a mistake. I don't have feelings for her, I know her for years, we're not a match, not compatible. I feel like I would just be using her, and that's not fair to either of us. That's if I can even perform this time (I think this might be the bigger issue in this story)

But I've still been talking to her as if the date is on, and I don't know how to bring this up. I could actually use some advice on this, as I am really lost and freaking out over the situation. I should seek medical help, I know I have depression and anxiety. I keep thinking that only after I get proper help I would be OK going out with someone, as if I'm so damaged... I actually sound dumb sometimes.",2.7007075023741685,4.170761590534982,4.347777777777779,86.08653846153848,75.06995884773663,7.289142133586579,24.80721747388414,7.969615865706242,1.3005445394112072,1847,60,390,28,39,621,193,486,0.121,0.721,0.158,0.9526,2,4,0,0,0,0,76.0,7,0,0,5,22,29,1,1,22,5,43,8,1,7,6,100,89,34,0,13,17,0,7,7,3,5,2,3,0,4,31,31,0,2,19,0,0,8,12,11,1,2,33,11,61,18,51,40,10,69,0,5,0,5,41,20,1,8,47,270,92,3,0.0,0.0,0.2760970387728773,0.0,0.0,0.06911852272768756,0.0626996783502668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805455581296676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483374048941883,0.05410981062666717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322498029809998,0.0,0.0,0.05438856632768438,0.05905829196682474,0.04311758999600706,0.0,0.06018774929221059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564737717719493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060921395234062425,0.0,0.0,0.07389991855125998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343567965878807,0.1919435163965138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214585442837416,0.10106195511819642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601646300063628,0.0,0.0,0.1639421766331938,0.0,0.14781826876579207,0.0,0.040198643619263084,0.05932667230760075,0.056570867221817325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509620402209606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482037972443197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382586430636659,0.0,0.06286987969023479,0.0,0.0,0.15548989921704434,0.11531209258167965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996012576431942,0.2418926850326429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721236803822508,0.0,0.0,0.06692835859661797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712550805219656,0.0,0.07503550791325755,0.07141918855261305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039923636209545,0.05244690524215058,0.10910580663310468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786929204231537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075897947872936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389991855125998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195990483438577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062550137198257,0.14544861792322816,0.0,0.07593973129136784,0.0,0.0,0.13456471918387178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170205350467408,0.07950576715479918,0.0,0.0,0.05993102090120326,0.0,0.06995578793655001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946007558361906,0.05913514564815516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137034555517366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128891944352388,0.0,0.11230666460524023,0.12373324943887165,0.0,0.0,0.06758748741681134,0.0,0.09604481306499442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508192509554452,0.12217953044011674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614379443581923,0.0,0.0,0.06359659104825438,0.327846509967238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073801769505935,0.07733437293250943,0.0,0.3188437654901768
anxiety,chloemoeyy,2020/02/11,"HELP - date i’m going on a date today and i really like him but i am absolutely terrified. 
he’s a little awkward too so i’m really scared it’ll be horrible and he’ll go off me?!?
please help - any tips or conversation topics would be really appreciated!!",0.13573529411764795,2.5010020588235307,4.480563725490196,74.29378676470589,97.0392156862745,8.82450980392157,18.139705882352946,8.841846274778883,2.315605882352941,199,6,38,8,8,76,38,51,0.271,0.496,0.233,-0.6776,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550635283925846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32677989083603737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854034681972873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045545906913662,0.2881453617371001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155830061164997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525296772284572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28783249316816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725114966417662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204228088861966,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,conation,2020/02/11,"How to get back to studying after a traumatic incident that happened over year ago. It's been a traumatic year for me


1. Framed in a legal tangle by someone over land. Very traumatizing. 


2. I am a student and had to study for exams while undergoing all the stress of the lawsuit and cops.


3. It's been an year now and I can't go back to studying. 


4. I was disciplined and hardworking but I just can't be alone with my thoughts. Need a distraction most of the time. Avoid waking up early to avoid anxious thoughts, flashbacks from a failed relationship, mental health issues, the general indifference of the world.


5. Have depression from a long time but I can function well despite it even if some parts of the day can feel bad.


6. Tried to reach out to an ex who cheated on me because she was one person I wouldn't need to tell a lot as she knew a lot already. But she was indifferent and this has ruined my self esteem.


Please tell me how to get back studying and get rid of flashbacks and anxiety so that when I get up early, I can focus on the right thing.

Additional info: 
Taking Lexapro. (it is helping)
No therapist available in my area.
Have some friends but they are away/actually busy.",2.052485968966653,4.61889840343348,3.4019957081545087,86.63345906239687,82.13304721030043,6.503070320237702,25.27055133707494,7.748469712250963,1.5681331792670847,940,38,184,17,26,306,144,233,0.209,0.7340000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9897,1,3,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,1,4,18,0,19,2,1,2,1,36,32,18,0,4,6,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,9,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,9,1,1,9,1,18,2,31,21,7,31,0,3,0,0,13,13,0,6,17,128,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146335884212765,0.0,0.0,0.14191536493083756,0.15120920507773095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482285584162772,0.15479792700904624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873839999100106,0.3160886047228156,0.11440917558932027,0.08352845570970066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836903544579901,0.0,0.1180184250569847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050294822609062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928336617627699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586427210739886,0.0,0.2863571854742229,0.0,0.07787380100447643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211697214301515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564992507621308,0.0,0.0,0.09184418573629312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301727989703905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126177875165794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329855225894466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380877935326258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320286927147507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285089424731016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838345634919115,0.0,0.0,0.11964392417607685,0.0,0.1504110192082882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711231500566238,0.0,0.11701760318648505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294573976197622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609984754358675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696033572085602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030248682601311,0.0,0.23952973613290496,0.0,0.0,0.15909522917101918,0.09103254488179002,0.0,0.0,0.21756323257519106,0.15979939581547792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303018692590186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130590110627564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320088017799688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647165644315604
anxiety,selement,2020/02/11,"Does medication solve your anxiety or surpress it? Do you feel your motive or reason to have panic attacks is also fixed or does it feel like powering through the panic. Like having a fear of dogs can be reasonable but with medication you might not feel the fear but that doesn't mean you are not afraid of dogs anynore if that makes sense? 

If you stop taking the medication after a while, is your fear and anxiety gone because you build up trust of multiple succesfull attempts with medication or will it just come back as soon as you stop?",8.902941176470588,7.882319882352943,8.330705882352941,71.67017647058826,60.96078431372549,12.08156862745098,36.08627450980392,11.20814326018867,3.90274274509804,436,16,80,10,5,138,64,102,0.21899999999999997,0.703,0.077,-0.9445,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,9,0,3,4,10,1,6,5,0,11,4,0,4,0,26,19,13,0,2,11,0,3,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,1,3,9,3,11,15,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,7,8,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065828618264687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391555434152112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162366751187753,0.0,0.10248302964014153,0.0,0.08124540784821224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480772721125555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326603169168916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44992649320565903,0.2021690199200558,0.09521427058279416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022640016221534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896451174271153,0.0,0.0,0.14517948582912593,0.0,0.5370567398410169,0.0,0.1413875507437897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31274748102831906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740652315035648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228537831911626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020893322143146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuillPenMonster,2020/02/11,"I have anxiety and I think I'm developing a new phobia As title states, I am afraid I'm developing a new phobia over the passage of time.

So a bit of background details for me, since I just found this sub. I'm a psych major, and I've been diagnosed with ADHD (mixed), social anxiety disorder, and generalized anxiety disorder. I'm currently on medication to help regulate my generalized anxiety disorder, and I've been seeing a therapist since I was 20.

Because of my history, I know I'm more likely than others to develop phobias. I already have phobias of bees, deep water,  and heights since I was a small child. I even had a phobia of rubber balloons (I say phobia due to my irrational behavior around them) until I was roughly 16. Last year, I got into a car accident (my fault), and I was afraid I would develop PTSD or a phobia due to the experience. Thankfully, I haven't, but now I'm worried I'm developing a fear over the passage of time.

I do not react well when thinking about death. I lost family, and recently I lost one of my cats to cancer. I have no idea if any of this affects me, but I thought I'd share just in case. But this discomfort of death hit its peak when I was in church one day and had a terrifying thought.

What will happen once I die? Do I fade into non-existence? Even if I don't fade, like how my religious beliefs state, who's to say that it will be me, the one writing this right now, that will continue to exist? I don't remember when I dream. I'm not aware when I dream. Etc, etc. Just this huge rabbit hole of philosphical nonsense. But since that moment, whenever I think of death, I mentally go into a panic.

Today is my birthday, and for the past few weeks, I've been dreading this day. The fear of getting older, the fear of being one step closer to death and oblivion. I don't know how to handle this, and quite frankly I know I should probably schedule an appointment with my therapist and even one of my pastors just to ease my mind. But right now, my chest is burning, it's getting harder to breathe, and I'm now a ball of anxious energy. Not the best state of mind to go into work with, but I'd rather not call in if I can help it.

I guess, I'm just asking for help? Strategies to help me relax while at work, what to say to my therapist, etc. I dunno, anything really. I'm kinda at a loss on what I should do.",3.92947415329768,4.8026970378151255,5.6778915202444615,80.04607461166287,71.26890756302521,9.299108734402854,29.34020881079705,9.573946990214177,2.630010644257704,1834,71,371,42,33,631,213,476,0.248,0.6920000000000001,0.06,-0.9982,1,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,1,7,23,19,0,8,23,0,32,6,2,4,0,68,65,33,5,7,20,0,1,2,0,6,3,3,0,1,19,21,1,0,12,4,0,4,9,12,1,5,16,5,53,7,55,40,8,59,3,3,1,0,15,21,0,7,33,243,72,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304380634096857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543490557104709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052648261254288564,0.0,0.23690438120915314,0.08746257392076863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371007114450879,0.0689202223834774,0.07237725787938122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719451915897044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124752345659637,0.0,0.08452259868552632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905448569896442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985900256317437,0.0,0.0,0.07857967988804268,0.08034974674007843,0.0,0.26619011446854896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590313266925846,0.15340555817926482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573162495278703,0.07298469468155959,0.2613571039411072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488704427809156,0.0,0.0,0.08089751906309066,0.0,0.08799915100216056,0.0,0.061919853989679675,0.0,0.08528686879074664,0.0,0.0684622586510751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075720014954439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873977670449599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764403741555505,0.06310764079243557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564701193871429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902617159386446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779925144976634,0.07802116011991116,0.0,0.15634427911098722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954545507467942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244978332192278,0.2623090101600731,0.0,0.0,0.09083569998741492,0.0,0.0,0.07390615925288745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347186454522801,0.0,0.09049984799737767,0.0,0.0,0.08234570984088138,0.0,0.0,0.04959724049033597,0.0,0.07644291928771912,0.0,0.0877017785497279,0.13223253006651714,0.0,0.1847024967193607,0.0,0.0,0.06169372390936419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561705273308558,0.0,0.0,0.07891994987716555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127794297229036,0.0,0.2696717942676076,0.0,0.14882284786983846,0.0,0.12292567916905635,0.09028846018195467,0.0,0.07338511645086501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062101661657805785,0.0,0.06960988624248242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272537785861485,0.07862377762783923,0.0,0.0549969534069777,0.0,0.0,0.04985594775502437
anxiety,Raven71618,2020/02/11,"Hi, feeling a little down so thought posting this may help me get it out of my head Hi, everyone.  I'm a 39 F who pretty much doesn't have any friends.  I will totally admit that I am for the most part okay with being a loner.  I'm okay with going places and doing things by myself.  I have husband, but he's away for work at  least 5 days out of the week.  I've always felt like I was just the convenience friend for people.  No one seems to take the time to really form a friendship and I always get put aside for them to spend time with someone else.  

I do try and start up conversations with people I see out places and at work, but it never seems to pan out to anything.  I recently found a person I had went to high school with is working at the same company as me.  I reached out and of course they don't remember me, but said they would stop to say Hi when in my area but I've seen them a few times and they just ignored me.  

Maybe (most likely) there is something that I'm doing wrong that is causing no one to even want to have a casual friendship with me, but I can't figure it out at the moment.  But I think I'll feel better telling someone who may understand how I feel sad about reaching out and getting nowhere.  If anyone ever wants to chat online, feel free to message me.",4.045750165234633,4.315253636704122,4.898589997796876,87.9160013218771,70.68539325842697,7.7804802820004415,26.192773738708965,7.510576382923642,1.1415104207975315,999,28,220,10,17,325,154,267,0.084,0.765,0.151,0.9401,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,5,4,9,12,0,0,13,2,20,1,1,2,3,58,47,18,0,4,9,1,5,2,2,4,0,2,0,1,10,20,0,2,14,2,2,3,6,3,0,2,8,9,27,10,42,34,9,36,0,1,2,0,23,20,0,7,14,148,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195915595405498,0.0,0.0,0.08005799067544099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231703786729587,0.0,0.09687879827566566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060783041669962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411943603121523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093744454481488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592379031710421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834530292383446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777571785131904,0.10649027097854437,0.0,0.11249262259382972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23810402544258497,0.0,0.11303580831595605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908092380216316,0.1819102529977228,0.0,0.1845215589040464,0.0,0.06690662751757855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082125298024665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890952599527319,0.12438440781501388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503034729226215,0.1179927830891852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827199476364753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654245157323713,0.0,0.09079785917089987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954891416489994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748622149772199,0.0,0.16323332864286966,0.10279415369913733,0.2459980675427169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274935096243414,0.11977007469594092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183475507114382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541854796542752,0.0,0.116240619799029,0.0,0.13336106458371938,0.0,0.11198476780356492,0.09362076041896987,0.0,0.119145404390699,0.09381270066286923,0.21434739058959726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949839751625567,0.09063153619661016,0.0,0.0,0.08332735358762458,0.0,0.0,0.09842454388642387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851560340982917,0.0,0.10289806474135578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821219067030084,0.07543432510531127,0.0,0.09346161337746868,0.20594163599537846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992849949862119,0.0,0.0,0.1225573367936222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887616470025346,0.0,0.09443301889718203,0.0,0.0,0.10913355452025676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571186692919162,0.0,0.0,0.08362945856402491,0.1287153400773319,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mermaidmishap,2020/02/11,"It Finally Caught Up To Me I’ve dealt with Anxiety all my life, since I was a kid really. I’m a 24F who just graduated from university and it finally has got the better of me. I always thought I was able to manage it, whether it was the gym, sports, going out with friends, really anything that was able to distract my mind. However, in the last 6 months I have not been able to manage it. I had my first two consecutive panic attacks about 3 1/2 weeks ago, which led me to finally have the guts to talk to my family and friends about it, as I was hesitant to ask for help because I didn’t want to believe I needed it. My doctor diagnosed me with Anxiety Disorder. She prescribed me Lexapro, 5mg to start. However, I have been hesitant to increase my dosage, as I have never taken medication for my mental health before, and am slightly worried as to how it might effect me. Can anyone relate? Or have any advice for someone who’s anxiety has caught up to them?",4.509556987515103,5.396960471204191,6.14104712041885,77.20293596455902,69.94240837696336,9.855980668546113,30.922674184454287,10.035473477838034,3.1119203383004432,754,31,146,19,13,259,113,191,0.11599999999999999,0.805,0.079,-0.6208,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,4,6,1,2,6,0,19,6,1,3,2,21,30,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,12,7,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,3,0,2,14,0,25,3,30,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,10,104,37,4,0.385147100081202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254537628914419,0.11380322192524392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682441358615416,0.0,0.0,0.08730441177068013,0.0,0.2946364773681485,0.0,0.0,0.08976793583096611,0.0,0.10564774890237127,0.0,0.12002018251304525,0.14605347599434373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826069913445399,0.0,0.10924393824826116,0.14464296387458592,0.0,0.1135437704582402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303053997665514,0.0,0.0,0.14713731475765596,0.131404792337706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210274695808157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219098222974337,0.0,0.10920197552552773,0.0,0.0,0.19837579608269768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729626575648505,0.0,0.10267910659737202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364644523653211,0.0,0.0,0.08605199421066498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464876382161953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068026231343093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933172793394193,0.12937922977238,0.13619340296487356,0.1296295926618462,0.0,0.10247358025571524,0.0,0.0,0.09519389817634212,0.0990163957160645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062904578891967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449006304477065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619922039582806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877796268307402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086969992623993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318888331080513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192125870530644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254109175722896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572324614838913,0.0,0.10298059065673126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037852520586574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MagnetisedLips,2020/02/11,"Lost and stuck This is more of a needs advice, support, word-vomit-melting-pot but I cannot motivate myself. Its been longer than I know, years, since I've opened up. I like to be strong. I like to solve problems, and just like any physical issues I feel my issues with myself will solve themselves with a little perseverance and mental 'effort'. What I can't seem to do is motivate myself to go get help. I have all the forms sitting on my desk. Disability allowance, psychologist references, doctor's diagnosis, everything I need but I can't motivate myself and don't know what to do. Maybe I need to ask for help even in this. I'm not afraid of help, I'm just stubborn and confident. I just feel so trapped; I'm unmotivated, apathetic, sad, I procrastinate and overall I'm tired. I'm so drained I barely worry anymore ironically. I'm just, eh. I don't really even want to post this anymore. Just get off and carry on slogging through, mentally wading. I'm just not sure what to do at this point. I don't have it in me. I guess I'm looking for what got you guys to go get help, what fixed this for you. I'm not really enjoying it all.",2.216359631557868,4.410769044052866,4.132769323187826,83.81050360432522,78.8237885462555,7.475290348418103,24.41509811774129,8.438071523408619,1.7052220264317175,891,32,180,19,22,302,118,227,0.215,0.631,0.154,-0.9387,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,7,10,12,1,1,3,0,16,2,0,4,3,41,46,11,0,5,11,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,10,0,1,9,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,4,3,25,7,25,40,4,15,0,2,1,0,8,10,0,2,4,108,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008820409219812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052956144807917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264048445982811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445389949323701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625907306672366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758556069381479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196441612891233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462399455993318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865694560110454,0.0,0.15131600471193074,0.0,0.10647221946305364,0.0,0.1466521903090814,0.13181467463702698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569235111777196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778958150192759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632403113788967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511444402482253,0.13342621788257147,0.0,0.0,0.11179146716317756,0.0,0.14532165757320126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374195039380488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268317366653797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29613149025298857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584614979455333,0.0,0.12749694577728046,0.0,0.0,0.1273826410067559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056656093307496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119199535174616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012237129339424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510686663854921,0.12546873203722245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300759793233562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852057102503529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351948941611019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572813191381609
anxiety,randompersonlol12,2020/02/11,"Please help me I am so anxious about my therapist I feel crazy Someone from my therapists office rang me yesterday afternoon to tell me that the appointment I had (in one hour) was cancelled because my therapist had been suddenly taken ill. I know that she probably just has a cold or something like that. My anxiety is making me feel crazy I keep thinking what if she dies or what if she never comes back. What if she is serious ill? blah blah. 

I feel so anxious, I can't concentrate on anything. I can't eat, I can't sleep I feel nauseous. Am I insane? I've had anxiety my whole life from about 10 years of age. It is always health or social related but I have never felt this level of anxiety over someone else's health and well-being. 

I thought that I didn't care about my therapist that much but now I realise I do. ( its probably nothing I feel INSANE)

I rang them back yesterday and they said they would get her to call me when she comes back but I am also tempted to send an email to her. I feel like I can't relax I'm just waiting for that one call. She told me that next week she was on holiday so it may be over 2 weeks until I next hear from her. 

Help please 

Sorry if this is weird...",1.6682891156462605,3.764280963265312,3.321862244897962,89.428643707483,80.18367346938777,7.022108843537416,23.677721088435373,8.07648339933343,1.3577517006802728,936,33,198,18,24,310,128,245,0.13,0.792,0.078,-0.5069,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,0,14,6,0,0,3,0,24,7,1,1,2,33,46,18,1,5,12,0,7,4,0,2,5,4,0,0,15,4,1,2,10,2,0,3,7,2,0,2,12,12,47,4,19,31,2,28,0,0,0,0,24,6,0,8,21,137,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670275460211178,0.07980850968180209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201228854645988,0.2167120652176047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892942360348551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212568851688479,0.0,0.058468561210863676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587876382483235,0.0,0.09779117871508483,0.0,0.0,0.16524361939255486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954406082039116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981444320123118,0.08012421925178033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290983380579982,0.06852130545173127,0.0920929177047142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050111343747511035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390515991994487,0.10810256105960196,0.0,0.12857887410842522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445641717634658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525317415302057,0.0,0.0,0.05271207580760361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677472157331629,0.09371791527442568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402364315951659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050816010817441,0.0,0.14795028048133238,0.0,0.2040122209501496,0.0,0.0,0.09203250590957378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998823329501102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105705369181596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068240087416987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123661040834488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959837227611964,0.09777270755971422,0.16253601206913704,0.07383963302209656,0.0,0.10736837916866276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383346082431102,0.0,0.0,0.4454562970717924,0.0,0.061458109580780164,0.0,0.07614536311592916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165037158812138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387357984112893,0.0,0.08623861344874498,0.0,0.0,0.1070850631346029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813487654902176,0.0,0.0,0.06176576401215855
anxiety,demons89,2020/02/11,"Just back from gym and feeling like crap So I started going to the gym this last month. To be honest I feel kinda better since I started, however it's not always easy to start, and get out of my own mind and loneliness and go there. I usually go 2-3 days a week. I'm diagnosed with avoidance disorder and anxiety.

Anyway today after I finished, I realized that I almost don't talk to anybody while I'm there, beyond just a few words with the gym staff and salutating everyone when I arrive. This made me think how much I would like to have people to talk or social relations, just a coffee with anyone some times a week. I think that I don't even try any longer to meet people since past traumatic experiences. Any advices for that? 

Thanks guys, have a nice day!",4.211252257676101,5.4853564105960295,5.314629741119808,81.40910295003013,70.98675496688743,8.66971703792896,26.31005418422637,9.095868883498916,2.0778821192052983,602,19,116,12,11,199,100,151,0.124,0.757,0.11900000000000001,-0.2001,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,1,7,0,6,2,1,2,0,29,21,11,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,5,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,2,13,6,16,18,4,23,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,4,20,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431486633091806,0.0,0.0,0.14788395818233355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288472352084548,0.0,0.0,0.2008600495417204,0.0,0.11297767631035728,0.0,0.0,0.1032639225932062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355969962543555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061428911118922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048762223265406,0.0,0.0,0.14989591317224274,0.0,0.0,0.16925838988118438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754373421449718,0.0,0.0,0.1411181666979192,0.0,0.14446306086369293,0.0,0.0,0.14934669838382508,0.10550531151746813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771586720040591,0.0,0.25179626176852393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462301465643561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120381979898692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430165596832098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397419496749394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911850315493294,0.0,0.11787977256490065,0.0,0.10856456028813888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409808648501572,0.204770655630036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443310737380383,0.0,0.0,0.15054500058030235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135939878439597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374052329497947,0.0,0.13596736924982447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925958733120055,0.0,0.0,0.08611559125191345,0.0,0.1399869413991804,0.0,0.0,0.10026758249638014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265280299382215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369260169288868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491030969298536,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hambil,2020/02/11,TIL I am developing Somniphobia Fear of going to sleep. It's been slowly building for a long time but now it's becoming an issue. Any tips on heading this thing off before it gets worse? It stems from fear of dying in my sleep (I'll spare you the details).,3.3665384615384615,4.764211038461539,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,73.23076923076924,7.507692307692308,24.538461538461537,8.07648339933343,1.3332153846153854,202,6,41,3,4,68,44,52,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,9,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075126302338089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261070864592054,0.20114792248052046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453323806780849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320021789607692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350244865674988,0.0,0.13434417710642094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242601255074968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672660807531324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919505238887626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731154228043288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570450160939802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783915807384034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408985435623301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Subarullama,2020/02/11,"It feels like I'm no one's actual friend I don't know if this comes from a sense of narcissm or I somehow think the world revolves around me. But I always feel like I'm everybody's ""now"" friend. They only want to hang out with me if I'm now right next to them. 

But when someome really needs my help or when I really need their help, no one is there. Sure, I might get some people to have concern. But they're only concerned ""now"" and there's no promise that they're going to be concerned in the future.

I'm extremely dissapointed in this, because it's an issue when I want to help my friends through their problems. Sometimes I try to ask them about their day, but they just all wanna try to figure it out themselves. So then it ends up being a one-sided relationship where I'm the one opening up and talking about my problems even if I'm in less need of help.

I'm in college and it seems like no one wants to stop by for some genuine connection and I'm getting frustrated at this point. How am I supposed to develop my sense of self without a strong group of friends?",4.5178246753246745,4.900342250000001,5.181298701298701,85.90409090909094,69.68181818181819,8.103896103896103,29.350649350649352,7.957251820313856,1.7251558441558443,845,30,180,10,14,273,120,220,0.106,0.7490000000000001,0.145,0.5702,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,7,1,17,13,1,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,2,44,31,19,0,12,11,0,2,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,6,0,0,3,6,3,0,4,0,2,21,10,32,28,4,30,0,0,0,0,20,15,0,10,15,116,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.11514975031360986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818440572325116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504389724202623,0.11031289477040353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193093767657682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164546759677537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609942656287802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045118612074174,0.0,0.0,0.07793705597793474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932741847328213,0.1685966492040299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36466214031772703,0.0,0.1232989445726944,0.0,0.06706140415380145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163682768475272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316002923244188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648490224694503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294467445004133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517801768926892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26248371529938186,0.0,0.0,0.12549300039641306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39979500581991706,0.17948672048222514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081805470023233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115469514099186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258177193349888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118603084495869,0.0,0.0,0.12668648872075694,0.0,0.10077028062296517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742162266260608,0.12309842209565412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167037726980055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865223164157956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121241753417463,0.0,0.0,0.09484291881411733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560882905998273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022679986001911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879614517665016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137465761421799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Noswe,2020/02/11,"Anxiety about work So i was offered a position as a team leader with a different company, which meant that i had to leave my current job as a healthcare assistant, but when i handed in my notice my region manager made me feel so bad about it, he exploited my anxiety by saying that me leaving would mean that my coworkers wouldnt be able to take any annual leave, which meant they wouldnt be able to spend time with their families, and honestly i cant stop thinking about it.

Im so happy to have been offered a higher position in my field but i just feel so emotionally manipulated and i honestly dont know how to cope with it.",7.86434666666667,6.345449368000001,8.8662,68.60276666666667,63.32,13.453333333333333,37.63333333333333,12.45797560212912,4.7527333333333335,501,21,96,16,6,173,75,125,0.147,0.727,0.126,0.0231,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,10,4,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,3,0,22,20,12,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,7,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,4,16,3,16,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,67,24,4,0.34360588085691274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683189086520905,0.0,0.2628575583648843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344827904414525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794975063558496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013517666606167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932551839384184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619605221658103,0.0,0.17373745756280073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182887424748788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557665719532804,0.0,0.17048790874664868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441840302443058,0.0,0.0,0.5457435225823413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256409625472032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871437678844244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955987863800197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662459389381526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363495102462254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917443006245327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100843871278672,0.0,0.0,0.10017967616648167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250745867950612,0.0,0.0,0.12204387961320592,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bisexualdw,2020/02/11,"Do you ever see something and immediately know you're going to have anxiety about it for the foreseeable future? I just read an article about a 16 year old girl dying of the flu a couple of towns over from me. Not even Corona, just the flu. Now I'm rethinking leaving the house ever again because if I do, I'll get the flu from someone, and my heart will fail and I'll die.

As if I don't panic enough about things that I have no control over and are probably not going to happen to me. Thanks, brain.",5.124498381877025,4.9104364174757285,6.227330097087378,80.99141585760522,68.32038834951456,9.196763754045307,27.846278317152105,8.841846274778883,1.9042957928802584,393,11,82,6,6,132,69,103,0.177,0.7709999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.91,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,1,8,0,7,5,2,1,2,15,15,7,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,14,14,1,12,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,2,7,57,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313090833362907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405436000997538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886536159920124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984844280363274,0.0,0.2070224762394905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883603055911787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332420753436505,0.0,0.1235777167342496,0.3384851352266507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775197340242242,0.0,0.21266636524391616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545182013580476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171427762414306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158881594840243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282520976275496,0.0,0.0,0.19811177478354544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632986727356827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952141504451653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172533292429504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715052790023465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490943932157259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852913472817454,0.14403864082329906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225644658330802,0.0,0.0,0.1243008572151313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204861987201592
anxiety,curlyprincesss,2020/02/11,New BF has bad anxiety and agoraphobia hey guys so basically someone i’ve recently started dating has really bad anxiety and agoraphobia. whenever we hangout i have to go to him because he’s afraid that if he leaves the area around his house he’ll go into a panic and i guess have no control. I just need some advice on what i can do or how i can help him? he so sweet and he’s always telling me to not give up on him. i’m just not sure on how i can help him. any advice helps? thank you in advance!,1.2881132075471695,3.1522978113207567,3.7949433962264174,86.73449056603776,80.32075471698113,7.258867924528303,23.807547169811322,8.238735603445708,1.417697358490566,392,14,86,8,10,137,70,106,0.161,0.7140000000000001,0.125,-0.485,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,2,7,7,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,3,1,20,17,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,1,14,3,10,16,1,15,0,0,0,0,20,8,0,4,4,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488212608794626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851139487970447,0.0,0.0,0.12137394005686655,0.0,0.2730766171479842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888689846517395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29805017607824186,0.10880102405940176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001828380108322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712162819989939,0.20287096713799568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661814186508805,0.17672532775037922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588983434605774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059443657577572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898676010974147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323422065013565,0.0,0.17237911250613672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941027381788316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114340195684424,0.0,0.17622952937773873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512272937235167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633054032599175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821725542137828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600121157819824,0.16432232654199602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leon_monk,2020/02/11,"Why you should learn to overcome your social anxiety. 
You are at work and you feel are inferior in comparison with your Co-workers for no reason. And when it’s time for the lunch break, you feel like everyone is staring at you and judging you in a negative way. Other people are engaging in conversations but you don’t know what to say. When there is a meeting the one with the biggest mouth gets their idea approved of the group even though your idea was probably better… but you were too anxious to speak up in front of everybody. 

We all had a kind of similar situation, Why can’t we just be free like anyone else? I had this for a long time and it was holding me back in my career. I know how frustrated I was when a younger and less performing co-worker was getting a raise and was earning a lot more money, only because he was brave enough to negotiate it…

#1 Job Opportunities

your job will not make you instantly happy, but getting a raise, a promotion or simply getting a job transfers money into your bank account and making more money will make your life easier. 100 dollars a month can make it already much better. When I finally learned to get my anxiety for job interviews in control I finally could take advantage of the opportunity to negotiate about my salary which worked in my favor and that was an eye-opening experience.

#2 You get comfortable in your own skin 

It’s no secret, we as people with social anxiety overvalue the opinion of others. We are so caught up with the fear of what other people think of us that we starting to doubt almost everything about ourselves. If you start to value your own opinion about yourself above others, you will feel a lot better.

#3 Social Interactions are not HELL anymore

We are a social species. Our social networks (families, tribes, communities, etc.) enabled us to survive and thrive. Studies show that if we feel lonely we are more likely to get depressed. That means that we have social needs, some more than others but we still need them. When I got help with my social anxiety I needed to do some exercises which I needed to expose myself to social interactions. Of course, I was frightened, felt like an absolute loser. But with one of those exercises, I met some of my best friends who feel like family now. Learning to deal with social interactions without panicking and awkwardness has made me a nicer person to hang out with. 

#4 Romantic relationships improve

This was one of my biggest points to start overcoming my social anxiety. If you feel like you are the biggest loser in the world (like I did for 22 years of my life), you subconsciously push opportunities away because deep down inside you don’t feel you deserve it. When I started to discover my own self-worth, my strengths and started to accept the flaws I had. I started to attract some romantic relationships without being needy. Being able to go on a date and actually spending time getting to know someone instead of being caught up in my own head because my anxiety was predicting some kind of disaster of me choking in a cup of coffee… that never happened… Not worrying all the time if I was good enough gave me so much confidence! 

How would you like that? 

Of course, this was not easy to do and I had a lot of struggles with getting there where I am now. Which could have been faster If I would have asked for help earlier in the process. Nonetheless, It was all worth it. 

If you are interested in getting some information on how to overcome your social anxiety. consider reaching out to me - I’d be happy to answer your questions!",6.858387676508343,7.565537381954888,7.2201210342930535,72.1866312121768,64.65413533834587,10.277278562259307,34.86612873647533,10.210567758152694,3.683970108197324,2849,124,489,63,41,929,297,665,0.1,0.7070000000000001,0.193,0.9977,7,2,0,0,0,0,64.0,13,29,2,19,27,41,2,4,31,0,55,8,3,10,4,114,101,38,0,15,19,0,9,8,1,6,4,2,0,1,29,35,1,2,24,3,9,6,13,11,0,3,27,12,81,31,90,61,27,68,1,5,1,0,79,32,1,21,36,372,110,14,0.049715368797305565,0.0,0.04851502841800381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497827604803575,0.0,0.05486214571878631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26622484737093266,0.05616421582383588,0.04930428692882501,0.034762141802976744,0.0509392704233133,0.0,0.0,0.046477158744006805,0.0,0.04670922551493438,0.038228049858552916,0.0,0.09091808213240198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052173212358261965,0.13190761087387395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055760013489791635,0.07938735321654257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051254362235503725,0.042819774296475765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041530811293360025,0.0,0.0,0.10273853144678052,0.055445777873234466,0.03283653221381027,0.0,0.0,0.047505165391150066,0.04468096780953267,0.04863117031510232,0.09373445029516818,0.05594361159223192,0.17596308970527813,0.10655000820718644,0.04773455045634578,0.10892151289883917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03840997060849382,0.0,0.2597422827041569,0.0,0.028254389778632275,0.04169889261748354,0.03976192201257611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584586907651633,0.0,0.0,0.05102231127028077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664632749967235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224519999333957,0.0,0.0,0.19733932929630174,0.0,0.0,0.10354181239064818,0.08196679956534733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023087047932823,0.19430734379269693,0.0,0.0,0.04399653693419519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679868613917064,0.0,0.04704188402333921,0.13274157887346766,0.0,0.0,0.054154611180045116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039682333061724286,0.0,0.07309303277933762,0.14745326408820558,0.038343557271750726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010652616227348,0.03781077823066832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033991309260241,0.04340954242263943,0.0,0.0,0.0469970929407588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053601576141391716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055692590949634184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051115679206610816,0.0,0.1067514012618438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395356566964094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186397217464247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055882157520469496,0.0,0.5574641345331369,0.04212367064948736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111327635099907,0.0,0.03970275774148812,0.0,0.0,0.051973297830777934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03737977018158722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031855600906704744,0.04884509742463821,0.0,0.11595772538445667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960293474250212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946174569136178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972077521723093,0.0,0.0,0.09584768284705968,0.0,0.14477352236649238,0.0504883702550934,0.0,0.07063274317998249,0.0,0.0,0.0320150675230719
anxiety,harditbefore,2020/02/11,Phone calls are hard. I find phone calls (even if scheduled in advance) harder than talking with people in person. Does any one else feel the same? Has anyone been able to conquer this fear / anxiety?,3.610833333333337,6.5544039722222225,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,78.72222222222223,4.711111111111111,22.88888888888889,5.985473137389443,0.5161888888888888,157,5,27,1,4,46,33,36,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.7359,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,15,2,0,0.26616883715871226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810039365862656,0.0,0.20361843189027026,0.0,0.0,0.18611143967508992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435762843981715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23292614307773024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223499094069008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580200664524012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995139411450981,0.1345829615461643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327349510800544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384349972065605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180362892562392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845279579037866,0.23240836199633985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393642901181675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hihello999,2020/02/11,"A Constant and Thematic Anxiety of Mine Throughout my life, I've had this same anxiety that everyone hates me. It's kind of like the general underlying anxiety to all my other anxieties, if that makes any sense at all. It comes and goes in waves, but the fear that nobody truly likes me is always there nagging in the back of my mind. I always worry I am going to unconsciously do things that will make people dislike me because being unlikable might just be part of who I am. Does that make sense at all? I can try to explain better if people have questions in the comments.

Does anyone have any advice or coping mechanisms? I have had this fear since I was probably about 12-13 (18 years old now).  I can't really tell if it's serious enough to seek therapy or if it's something I can work through on my own. I know therapy can be really expensive, and I don't want to spend money on it when my issues aren't perhaps serious enough to require it.

\*side note: I started taking BC pills somewhere around the first year of high school to help with my anxiety/depression hormonal type issues, and then I also started taking 20mg of Prozac back in September 2019.",6.519121851599728,6.537017610619472,7.323628318584074,73.51970388019062,65.3716814159292,11.024642614023143,33.313818924438394,10.727762888450028,3.636176718856365,924,36,168,23,13,309,138,226,0.134,0.795,0.071,-0.867,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,9,10,2,2,6,0,21,3,0,3,3,30,34,14,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,16,7,0,1,3,0,3,2,3,6,0,1,3,0,22,4,26,26,8,26,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,8,14,119,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024443903078872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902205098604632,0.18774721904179587,0.0,0.0,0.1534402106200706,0.0,0.3452218295869072,0.0,0.0,0.07888496526963723,0.0,0.0,0.1004319343750546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173500148668036,0.0,0.06877280262769844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997783485413752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718271312497402,0.0,0.12191617329365835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971699738001168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974555754246483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331422940211011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107802428954143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25390321934268084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596292893409086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411706646370507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113844133042877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561952396313973,0.11919840588032192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355053515389509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174825809164058,0.06200181961958445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079686686309757,0.11023434742310527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225920663173298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968206424026598,0.11391401417876297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838350774794075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217089457734935,0.0,0.1564275852782584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163688003681693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638197403768134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454819296414165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417783402931775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332421131262728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685280435781942,0.0,0.0,0.1597063150976688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965018377026625,0.0,0.09860790030516414,0.0,0.2580344189908058,0.0,0.07495126287993098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659601305342832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654297647845983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213284403311599,0.11457215026240347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530217982404953
anxiety,KoolKarmaKollector,2020/02/11,"Dieting has reduced my anxiety no end Since starting to eat healthier, I've felt a lot less anxiety. I've actually been eating a lot of oily fish, and I found out the other day that the omega 3 in oily fish is linked to reductions in anxiety

So there you go, when all else fails, stuff your face with salmon and mackeral for a few weeks",5.494411764705879,5.459361382352946,6.4841176470588255,78.85352941176474,67.52941176470588,11.505882352941176,31.70588235294117,11.20814326018867,3.4582823529411764,266,10,56,8,4,89,54,68,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,3,4,1,0,1,10,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,8,4,5,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.21405774327666835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.503415350053081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146510496404355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44890755900239815,0.1832420186444076,0.0,0.19428242870501464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106141226791445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405102058032393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246638641858234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729736467298452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814517950678893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552598042381149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511077109715023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595245014199234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,it-b-like-tht,2020/02/11,so anxious i can’t sleep and then i get anxious about getting no sleep😩 i am about to cry right now. i can’t turn my mind off. i am so stressed and upset about everything😩,-0.2511538461538443,1.5179335641025666,1.827884615384616,99.3233653846154,85.15384615384616,4.925641025641027,22.57051282051281,5.985473137389443,0.06340512820512823,135,5,34,1,4,45,25,39,0.39799999999999996,0.602,0.0,-0.9308,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571077553668559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776371369500534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410586387645285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552083263798611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584955255890084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058707694140175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895275352790219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749225205806561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chisaki76,2020/02/11,Got diagnosed with depression and anxiety I already knew I had something not really surprised but I’ve been more anxious than before sometimes I feel like I can’t breath correctly and sometimes I can’t eat then other days I don’t feel like doing anything it’s really hard I’ve been trying to do things to lose focus on it my sleep is also off so it’s pretty crazy but idk I just felt like maybe talking about it,1.1721103896103884,3.7740770119047617,2.981038961038962,87.29123376623379,88.40476190476191,5.911688311688312,21.92207792207793,7.348242739294969,1.1843000000000008,335,12,63,6,11,111,58,84,0.20600000000000002,0.636,0.159,-0.0768,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,2,0,1,12,14,7,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,4,8,4,7,8,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088304463995198,0.1513347252931566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476766653873158,0.21378672139967644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572794876198368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610288396566174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204379429515952,0.0,0.16299166691173922,0.19207406526955206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363920806603166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913703108116416,0.2703854116076485,0.18169955531042287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513520810168716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952138294319188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773585193258246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171054666550254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901164699434268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252456045538505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24246328365560246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937612334825116,0.0,0.0,0.14568577930627308,0.3743253233808804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210350717345658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572228638313399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848116921439995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ineedafee,2020/02/11,"How can I treat my generalized anxiety disorder I have generalized anxiety disorder, and I have such a big problem with overthinking to the point where I only sleep a few hours at most at night. It’s affecting my life in a major way. I don’t like to talk to anyone about my problems and I have been internalizing all of my concerns. I honestly just want to be happy. How can I go about this?",3.7892307692307696,5.291889974358977,5.96974358974359,75.4169230769231,72.33333333333333,10.328205128205127,29.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.3837282051282056,310,13,61,10,6,109,53,78,0.174,0.6629999999999999,0.162,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,8,2,1,3,1,14,10,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,12,4,11,8,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430795304070565,0.0,0.0,0.1567908777568828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139872832786144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274383666859532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387031675652675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082708379274155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838436956063626,0.10955028016015587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104300982923359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054142236280914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119753004854372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42912673368421655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243977299007035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023223369554853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226007839327913,0.17798793238446767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ComplicatedDood1,2020/02/11,"I'm scared... Please help me... I'm shaking. I'm scared. I don't have anyone. I miss my GF... I ruined my relationship with her... It's all my fault. I deserve to die. I didn't deserve her... I lost my ex 9 months ago, and I haven't been the same. I've been scared, anxious, and lonely. Please help me. I'm so scared...",-3.197453416149066,-2.119301666666661,-0.15771221532090962,104.97163043478264,116.3913043478261,2.5511387163561077,12.174948240165632,4.65589566412798,-1.7215225672877847,231,5,61,1,14,79,39,69,0.297,0.52,0.183,-0.8517,0,3,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,12,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,4,0,15,0,2,8,2,3,0,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,30,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386368028862966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883464991053152,0.0,0.129255605318787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918513311312424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24781014507301166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179214827646536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755028644166188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058327284604201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846615129374412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7402923717564035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skyefall13,2020/02/11,"Anxiety or Paranoia? The title is basically my thoughts on this entire issue for me. 

I am transgender and starting to move into the medical portion of transitioning,which I’ve been working towards for 4 years. Currently I’m having a paranoia fueled anxiety attack about life after I’m done transitioning. 

I feel that as of now I can’t leave my house without feeling like I’m 2 seconds away from being jumped and beaten if not murdered for being myself, and I’m worried that once I finish my transition it’ll shift into me being a target for being raped. I consulted the 2 people I actually trust and they don’t really know how to help with this issue, and idk where to look for support, so I came here. 

Wish I could have a hug rn
Sorry for formatting, on my phone",5.397382550335572,6.4037319932885906,6.931067114093961,71.90881543624162,67.99328859060402,9.449932885906039,31.67852348993289,9.642632912329526,3.198293422818791,613,25,104,13,10,211,101,149,0.18,0.7,0.12,-0.494,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,4,0,6,0,14,4,0,1,0,20,27,10,1,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,4,3,16,4,23,17,1,16,0,0,1,2,4,7,0,2,7,77,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.17507242857723251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27448714403800745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040979541668504,0.16855596738817008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519038681798976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323949896709698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835925838442926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142410983152665,0.1281662563129527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025072221529699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700813338745755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745023391304408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859574878508716,0.0,0.0,0.18996293635572412,0.0,0.0,0.1267183536405621,0.08764773431410262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065417931727354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073065978384187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906780642548475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105940915973849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243761473113386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493079887230515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008280944695492,0.12698307742719808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358553771944604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242673956400015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630575075648655,0.17293905782097782,0.0,0.1306082516122794,0.18219347455201187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553029659255636
anxiety,sneklover69420,2020/02/11,cycle of mysery - help appreciated whenever i wake up my anxiety and racing mind keep me awake so i go to look at my phone to distract myself from the thoughts. so when i finally feel distracted enough to go to sleep again my anxiety goes from 50 to a 100 immediately and it's just this godawful cycle and i can't sleep anymore because of it and I've already been lying here for 2 hours... kill me please.,1.7355555555555569,4.213352185185187,4.090370370370368,81.7666666666667,82.7037037037037,7.550617283950618,25.049382716049386,8.515128840125781,2.0791827160493828,321,13,63,8,9,111,59,81,0.184,0.721,0.095,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,2,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,9,8,7,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,2,10,0,12,6,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484514758285121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34446835721441504,0.0,0.22328187663182034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372454017206388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263344358828075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383932987422556,0.0,0.0,0.2466337241702546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559085047499857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090895743231844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172101813326686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011790768021964,0.24908795006014606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890638552081743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733077670558915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713997857444894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506122372840318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873880823439606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ktchan,2020/02/11,"how to stop twitching lol whenever i get super anxious (usually daily oof) my neck/head starts twitching, which looks super weird, making me even more anxious :((( any tips on how to stop this? thank you 💜💜💜",1.2638461538461527,3.920537820512824,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,93.87179487179485,4.651282051282052,21.884615384615387,6.42735559955562,0.7679538461538464,161,6,29,2,6,51,31,39,0.2,0.534,0.266,0.7488,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280634208008967,0.0,0.0,0.6073785848364659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755261223194058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404469890453723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758861559790248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22574050797305134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943897004190928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027168401368305,0.0,0.0,0.4494899431518689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474926942567595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296066480240493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kim_brolee,2020/02/11,"Anxiety/Panic/physical symptoms I was diagnosed with GAD last year. Like a lot of fellow anxiety sufferers out there, my anxiety has physical symptoms that debilitate me. Fatigue, irritability, weakness, just overall feeling sick and just not human. panic attacks also come with it. rapid heart beat, shaking, chest pains, feeling like death is near. Does anybody else’s anxiety effect them physically on an everyday basis whether its mild or severe?",7.398806262230918,10.841860465753424,7.712759295499022,58.3404109589041,67.63013698630137,10.746771037182,41.935420743639924,10.608840637214634,6.209753033268101,366,23,43,12,7,119,63,73,0.322,0.537,0.141,-0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,4,9,1,2,2,0,3,9,2,1,0,14,6,4,1,0,5,0,2,2,1,0,7,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,2,4,2,6,5,1,8,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014913135449126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309005617230297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136005881204146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617359509601052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056930919247025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430733531081795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684680404920415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987106812230325,0.13413357246716084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249283978917345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304693945961256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834570823929888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159624208783891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978658777413136,0.4405845536983473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211186296538384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903026361363912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090929278851174
anxiety,drkqwsr,2020/02/11,"Everything gets intensified when it's time to sleep. I always have a hard time when I want to go to sleep. All my problems: depression, anxiety, family problems, existential problem, financial, school, romantic, emotional, mental problems, fill my head every night. At day, I can mostly ignore them, and just continue with school. But if I have a moment where I do nothing, they all crawl up to my head again and fill my head with things like: ""is it still worth it? am I doing things I really like? am I enjoying what became to my life?"" 

I just want to share this thought. Only 2 of my friends know about this. One of them is partially a part of my romantic problem too. 

I'm also writing this while I'm trying to go to sleep so, sorry if I don't make sense.",3.063846153846153,5.102037823129256,4.553333333333335,82.55769230769229,75.53061224489795,8.332600732600731,25.59340659340659,9.057496981413335,2.1754420722135017,588,21,114,14,13,196,88,147,0.155,0.6809999999999999,0.16399999999999998,-0.1575,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,0,11,12,0,0,3,0,10,7,6,1,2,24,20,10,0,9,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,7,0,1,1,1,20,5,16,19,4,18,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,13,79,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535924001039152,0.0992204109108891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122119614298127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690239929683372,0.0,0.10270452769264833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413324805538085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046806154453296,0.0,0.10716865679757133,0.0,0.11241246134834958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212747976484642,0.0,0.06229997449831577,0.0,0.13553802210009558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681904111339033,0.0,0.3671356844050038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553328514025536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422543673492254,0.1165130147187888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795961759920929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016972441413645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190224755138692,0.0,0.1144176615991728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080269868798459,0.0906902986686661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912943715685052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705011589755818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639064469517286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413622245298284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35798981027561977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348369418781403,0.0,0.0,0.09522826892319193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844059132681546,0.0,0.0,0.09466627365232057,0.13906406109787262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095872661213813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066618942476256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,J-dude720,2020/02/11,"I missed my court date for a traffic citation by a day and Im having massive anxiety about it. So I got a ticket for running a red light a few weeks back and I missed the court date which was this Monday, I had so much going on in my life as I got in a wreck, im a student and I work part-time. This is the first time Ive ever missed a court date and I dont know what to expect. Im scared Ill be put in handcuffs and my parents will have to bond me out. The problem is that they overreact and make things worse by only focusing on how I screwed up and then punishing me even more for it. Im going to call them first thing in the morning but Im beyond scared of what they'll say. I know im irresponsible for forgetting such an important date as I shouldve marked it on a calender or set a reminder. But im too clueless to do that so I screwed up badly instead. What advice do you have, am I completely screwed or is there another option?",0.5705882352941174,2.396771156862748,2.9066274509803947,92.39082352941178,82.52941176470588,6.2368627450980405,22.454901960784312,7.365786028017652,0.7382831372549026,732,25,170,11,20,251,112,204,0.23,0.759,0.011000000000000001,-0.9896,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,3,13,11,4,2,15,0,16,5,0,2,1,21,26,18,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,11,0,2,4,3,22,0,25,19,3,29,0,3,1,3,7,11,3,3,13,117,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323842715622802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078159489929333,0.08082076297878893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123712459935231,0.08821202960615225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787886350561428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077037319704723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813449997221722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238191780359481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977979438485875,0.09556505720703556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972900829389885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008487963253395,0.0,0.16899340797122467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7988290679723723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612323296529115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462261346001775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052115019180086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766375519036699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035039489821243,0.0,0.0,0.1173100835128228,0.11440695885723948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109128338203123,0.0,0.10620585664891254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401587528129813,0.21154502627441896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403762504689429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616044515752809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474480128762675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691331835321524,0.0,0.10766478023241594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mim1kyuu,2020/02/11,"Fired for having a panic attack. 
Please forgive any spelling mistakes, formatting errors or anything else. Mobile user here.

I got a job two weeks ago. One i thought would be super good for me. A job where I cleaned, made coffees and anything else needed. 

Yesterday (Monday) I was having a hard day at work. I was working for 8 hours without a break, on hardly any sleep (6:30am bus trip to get to work) and without any proper food since early in the morning. To add to this I've been having a depressive episode that started on Sunday morning, so i wasn't in a very good headspace.

I had been awake since 4:30am, out of the house at 6:30am and working since 7:30am. I had been cleaning, moving heavy filing cabinets (a total of 8), moving desks, being yelled at and just. Having a not very good day.

I got this job through a disability employment agency, so my boss knew about my anxiety as well as depression. Employing from this agency means you give the person extra support and need to make accomodations for them. 

I asked if i could leave an hour early to go to said   agency. My boss said yes as long as i'm good to work the extra hour the next day. Fine with me. Fast foreword to when i'm supposed to go and she tells me i can't go and to call the agency to tell them. I call them up and go outside to explain the situation. And my boss blows up at me and tells me to get back inside and back to work. I manage to stay strong through this and keep working.

Half an hour later, after being yelled at and working on a whole lot of things I started to feel a panic attack coming on. I quickly sat down and grabbed some water. I become mostly nonverbal and unable to express whats going on. 

My boss tells me to get up and that I can't sit down. I keep working despite what's happening and eventually i break down and start sobbing uncontrollably and shaking. My coworker is super supportive and helps me but my boss isn't having it. She asks me if i'm crying, which i obviously am, despite trying to work. She gives me this huge fake smile (seems to be a trend with her) and says ""okay why don't you just go home? come back in a month or two, since cleaning is so stressful for you."" and took my work phone.

This makes me break down a little more, as that really hurt. It really did. I understand that she was stressed but she didn't even try to help. I'm still feeling utterly broken and sick to my stomach. It was my first job opportunity in two years and it was absolute shit. 

I don't know what to do. I feel so helpless and broken. I'm lucky i'm with a job agency, as they're going to look into it. I seriously feel like absolute trash, but i'm staying strong. :)",2.9023220973782777,4.674742041198503,4.130509363295881,86.58471535580526,75.21722846441945,6.694232209737827,24.41348314606741,7.471455274886353,1.1005298876404497,2086,67,421,26,45,683,248,534,0.134,0.7559999999999999,0.11,-0.9577,7,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,3,3,17,17,34,3,6,25,2,33,6,3,8,2,78,87,43,0,7,12,0,8,1,0,1,1,5,4,1,20,33,2,2,12,0,0,14,10,17,1,6,22,14,57,17,72,59,8,77,0,5,1,0,32,26,2,9,32,270,77,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507741543668945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168545390498864,0.0,0.043818085671409775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427105877208954,0.0,0.10709579519748996,0.130325690441869,0.0,0.13213146551193636,0.0,0.0,0.06325987733571246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697601232653353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868113970859163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573241970415183,0.0,0.06291801540579617,0.11082016230451153,0.0,0.09866820396049814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569808871401428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783207304404635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584742469915202,0.04091994923104445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872127404393868,0.06926168980715297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977734568230232,0.10989398933276702,0.2278698285409769,0.19217078601217213,0.0916220950590386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050651407956572116,0.0,0.10262101556984493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678547520388318,0.0,0.05745525476954029,0.0,0.2256321166049705,0.06609198514735716,0.06131808472343316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842015971642738,0.10182396657881686,0.0,0.0,0.03147890209753159,0.0,0.0,0.06064992405236369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027983503158519656,0.057408353464666065,0.0,0.05068988978926083,0.04809972255142229,0.0,0.0,0.048696343498057564,0.0,0.05419853658456754,0.07646801853532788,0.0,0.0,0.06239334874020976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571935042269575,0.12175648931697247,0.0,0.0849429321775623,0.0,0.0,0.060916598631308015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03881356223439129,0.0,0.0,0.13440853947085182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001359367208767,0.0,0.06287486514916621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338846573554507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897041267119424,0.045550359649544174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214442121386108,0.0,0.0,0.058795812013210005,0.18952628998724436,0.0643837129757615,0.05732011432796725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162657857856775,0.12210304901772576,0.04574288238312613,0.0,0.13122522530813174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999848957611632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002566027122816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038053455217279535,0.0,0.0,0.04547292805269431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363879692084441,0.07777702044113917,0.0,0.16785904248718392,0.059629197024858235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452193212819067,0.0,0.0,0.04594555688619745,0.0,0.051500473623699035,0.0,0.05168516120224127,0.06394967693599928,0.0,0.11042933873046104,0.0,0.4586957204467252,0.0,0.0,0.040689179385431685,0.0,0.0,0.0368856359482909
anxiety,thundercloud_303,2020/02/11,"Lose grip of my anxiety and now, I've been stuck in bed for 2 days. It feels like I've been drowning slowly and it's been asphyxiating. Life hasn't been the best these past 2 weeks. It feels like life is slowly devouring me and as much as I want I feel the water level rising above my neck. I wish to scream off the top of my lungs, give up, stop trying. My arrogance, my ego, my will to not let life defeat me doesn't let me. This past two days I felt like I have let go off my control on anxiety, like I slowly have been losing the ground I've so much worked to gain.",2.252113821138209,3.0678864065040656,3.7465040650406496,92.5438211382114,75.17886178861791,7.0926829268292675,19.357723577235774,7.3871296695380915,0.09014796747967503,440,7,107,5,9,146,72,123,0.166,0.674,0.161,-0.1749,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,8,2,9,0,0,4,0,14,6,2,1,0,12,23,6,1,2,1,0,5,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,5,3,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,7,6,16,5,13,12,3,17,0,3,0,0,1,8,0,0,11,62,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247026009546044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412572573488625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472155264444355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943151232705732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277802571350866,0.2098407286000047,0.14101340322296235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408862622247221,0.08346674726342494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505381483552361,0.3112052160203572,0.2870032246818805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286086708632003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159253036964911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803984649997242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278569155092485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971167452795936,0.0,0.14346573590437942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662476476567554,0.0,0.11780622061009514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888746811565022,0.0,0.0,0.10691944770771797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LakeMacRunner,2020/02/11,"Medications Anyone found any medications good for anxiety? Any which are not sedating, or perhaps some sedating ones you take at night which still help with anxiety the next day? Thanks",6.8308602150537645,10.166148000000009,6.330322580645162,68.08215053763442,69.0,11.8752688172043,32.913978494623656,11.20814326018867,5.100475268817206,152,7,23,6,3,47,26,31,0.08900000000000001,0.68,0.23199999999999998,0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396834487436667,0.0,0.3821232426030707,0.0,0.0,0.17463425622611686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610710855906883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27384307921175355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948234832536636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674052752427187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032030625436601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26561690042672603,0.23437781731059645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924021246846618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945438366852167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778441215051025,0.0,0.0,0.2299405233084479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HairyIndependence,2020/02/11,"I keep creating problems. Please help. I have an extremely important application I’ve put off for 2 years. It’s extensive and involves a lot of detail. I’ve been so worried about it I’ve put it off. I finally had an all out panic attack tonight. I rarely have panic attacks let alone one this bad. I thought I was gonna have an aneurism. I’m laying in bed and am still shaking. This application deadline is finally coming up and I’m creating every single problem that could come up in the process. What if it gets delayed? What if I miss a detail? What if me filling this out results in my expulsion from school cause I put it off? I swear I know these are irrational thoughts yet they FEEL real, they feel inevitable. I feel like I’m screwed. I feel like my whole life is a ticking time bomb that’s gonna blow up in my face at any moment. Yet my job continues to give me work, my friends continue to come back even if I think they’ve left me, my car never gets towed in that parking spot, and I have never turned in an assigned task at work more than a day late (which always was approved by my supervisors). I can create something to be paranoid about at any moment. I worry every time I drive that I’ll get in a wreck, hit someone or get arrested. I worry every day on campus I’ll get my brains blown out by a mass shooter. I worry my school will kick me out and every single semester I have looked for an alternative career path thinking I got all Fs. YET IM ALWAYS FINE. If I don’t fill out this application by the end of the month I’ll actually be in trouble for real. Yet just opening it up tonight gave me a full on panic attack. I can avoid this if I just do it but the thought of fucking it up and delaying my graduation is making me putting it off more. My brain just locks up. 

How do I break this cycle? I don’t believe in superstition yet I’m superstitious. I don’t believe in a god yet I’m constantly afraid he will punish me. Any day now I think I’m gonna wake up to the day my life changes forever for the bad. Does anyone else understand this issue and can they help. I’m going insane. I cannot continue to put this off any longer. I have so much shit to fill out and it needs to be done. I don’t want to live like this. I want to enjoy my life. I work so hard and it feels like my mind is always the thing that fucks me up. It’s the difference between an A and a C in my classes. It’s the difference between someone laughing at all my jokes or leaving the conversation. 

If anyone has any ideas I’ll read all of them.",1.5749431818181847,3.5247640625000045,3.457187878787881,89.08478181818184,79.77651515151516,6.496727272727274,24.196363636363635,7.554174236665415,1.1080183636363636,1987,72,428,30,50,668,232,528,0.13699999999999998,0.773,0.091,-0.9640000000000001,2,2,1,1,0,0,47.0,0,0,4,4,19,29,8,6,26,0,35,11,5,4,6,71,81,24,0,13,13,0,6,4,1,5,3,0,1,0,33,20,0,4,14,2,0,15,7,20,0,1,10,7,61,9,62,60,12,89,0,1,1,3,12,40,4,10,37,269,94,12,0.0,0.0,0.06321814403613472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709488748014389,0.0,0.0,0.16171209801697226,0.0,0.0,0.2202708026442536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059452953714442,0.0663770843741606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109753035684432,0.0,0.049813561714450186,0.10818096781278756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597485329005433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463686126817069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654922951445794,0.06853104475976105,0.16741255088228515,0.0,0.07000661231677781,0.0,0.05172336587180535,0.0,0.0,0.16711680212651486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536735391284807,0.0,0.0,0.05669139518201506,0.06629474728691799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054117268316529465,0.0,0.05737785689765521,0.0,0.0,0.04278807393977506,0.0,0.21832740349706506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637792940922354,0.13884138555700762,0.0,0.14193160584684333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050050615933481785,0.11978031708409315,0.16923029394920686,0.06214504999015996,0.03681725314656968,0.0,0.05181229394089716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803218339192145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684437108956042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313128995210899,0.06997596106633766,0.06761585193459889,0.06428640026735626,0.05758145219458492,0.0,0.0,0.03560263771229125,0.0,0.07307721472976543,0.0685950630242471,0.07038611863599556,0.0662442533664747,0.13727288524366826,0.12659736629781085,0.0,0.057203925368273824,0.0,0.05440078534995337,0.0,0.0,0.05507556362998384,0.0,0.0,0.04324266380153601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654116185951139,0.0,0.05170858451471103,0.0,0.04762241747515202,0.04803522739083423,0.09992815032810637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043898138196594265,0.0,0.0,0.22802408362556145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111147136514852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397575390264202,0.0,0.32562033803562485,0.0,0.0,0.06479979430987341,0.1474727965769028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112621805815206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649806234094936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977960295131013,0.04987255127059576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173519916153915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303845717376336,0.12452957560653607,0.0,0.15428964245586993,0.07555011740173234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704644997854126,0.0,0.06744062077429741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642051470088779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232708347693557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148677772680254,0.2631581319863132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171765360131298
anxiety,cheesychicky,2020/02/11,"Dating and anxiety are a horrible combination I'm starting to realize my anxiety is closely related to my dating life. Last summer a guy I had a really special connection with ended things suddenly and my anxiety spiraled into a low grade depression that I didn't recognize at the time. It was really tough because when I was around him the serotonin was overflowing and then he dumped me and it ended. That steep decline after a high took me months to deal with and it wasn't easy given all of the major changes (all good, but stressful) happening in my life. I'm starting to notice that I feel similar feelings after a date that goes really well then a guy stops showing interest and eventually it ends. The feelings aren't as intense but so similar that it's likely the same serotonin increase followed by steep decline. I used to be on an SSRI and stopped after I was in a good place, but now I think I need to be back on. This doesn't happen with every date or even every good date. Just the ones where I feel excited and hopeful based on the guys actions until his actions change and it ends. Has anyone experienced anxiety and depression similar this? Is there a way to stop that high high from coming so I can avoid that following low when it doesn't work out? I'm thinking of going back on medication but I'd love to hear other ways of dealing with this besides meds. Yes, therapy is good but it's not quite helpful when it's a neurological imbalance.",5.5826483762598,6.663404875886528,6.684945875326619,73.57026315789479,67.61702127659575,10.192161254199329,33.636431504292645,10.307518312809881,3.7140113475177294,1173,53,206,30,19,394,151,282,0.132,0.727,0.141,0.9181,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,14,19,1,2,18,1,18,5,0,1,2,44,42,25,0,2,8,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,21,19,0,4,7,1,0,8,6,8,1,1,9,6,18,11,32,31,5,60,0,4,0,1,11,19,0,2,32,143,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28409057031325724,0.0,0.0,0.06491615782063702,0.0,0.0,0.08264762847822811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277705509966573,0.0,0.056594638710775524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964256402662264,0.07997377346994577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142872649988107,0.1599265800035398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289161085384025,0.0,0.0,0.061320200566341534,0.0,0.15644406184784426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777155852325347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527633319141004,0.3114804501338935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757797409043366,0.16419689670446833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463786452369503,0.0,0.0622289549742892,0.29427290111542864,0.0,0.09221145329001804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567730732687063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115182308836862,0.045357123946960586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379207475166403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312474151722376,0.09352692343939696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410431182078048,0.0,0.0,0.0688399712032297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569939689187986,0.0,0.0,0.06291104952499038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699844521810252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874718041154633,0.0,0.0,0.1784277892829311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142580871266615,0.0,0.0,0.2328561640418463,0.10634835058984853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617107460913612,0.0,0.061679028359062985,0.11897674358797948,0.0,0.0,0.0541359767491001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314908692535872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018428654930562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473847569978511,0.0,0.0,0.08347465834584462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758890806742499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mutemandeafcat,2020/02/11,"I've been defined by my very words and actions, but for years all my words and actions were defined by my anxiety! I don't suffer from panic disorder anymore but I do suffer over lost time and reputation.",4.547666666666668,6.087539100000001,5.835000000000001,76.97666666666667,70.5,8.333333333333334,33.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.028833333333334,164,8,29,3,3,55,27,40,0.171,0.601,0.228,0.5920000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,5,2,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29152538843422937,0.0,0.3779292608574682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367510420405147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159941667431536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44711562677513095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221098901868536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144311596113835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540322067253645
anxiety,yasuja,2020/02/11,"Panicky when I feel stomach pain? Hello! So recently my anxiety has gotten very less severe in which I normally don’t have anxiety or panic attacks unless my stomach hurts. It’s this specific type of pain that usually goes away when I go to the restroom. Any other pain, I’m fine. Like headaches and chest pain and most of other stomach pains I’m fine, I don’t get panicky unless it goes longer than like 3 days. But when this one specific pain of my stomach comes up, I go full panic mode until i let it out and sit and breathe. Has anyone experienced this? Is there any ways I could help cope with this?",2.8252954545454543,4.957433908333332,4.0045454545454575,85.78227272727275,76.58333333333334,7.03030303030303,25.90909090909091,8.00094639256281,1.6502499999999998,479,18,93,8,11,156,76,120,0.31,0.61,0.079,-0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,14,1,2,1,0,8,12,6,0,0,15,16,13,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,10,0,1,1,2,10,4,13,13,3,17,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,9,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674518235807895,0.0,0.1875781996643352,0.0,0.0,0.08572516855940647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947584660828666,0.11518727048642892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560953453199327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788657837231544,0.0,0.0,0.07906722461388052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199053150043009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405373723235934,0.0,0.13935345756566786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821765771964831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312464449672604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536738840516248,0.0,0.1197928905917782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201225272077493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830773185880773,0.0,0.7827338973917705,0.2876907042735713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105327139912285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850374628219614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502720604788152,0.1011583093243679,0.0,0.09731462520962217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ragetacoboi,2020/02/11,"Survived first day in college! Guys. I totally did it. I went to my first day in college and survived. I woke up shaking, with the worst feeling of dread ever. My classes are at night so I spent all day trying to distract myself so I wouldn't freak out. When the time came I walked to college alone, found my classroom by myself and didn't stutter on my introduction. I have always had really bad anxiety, but my mom never took me to a doctor, so most of my life I had to work through the shakiness, heart races, shortness of breath and so on. My first school day was chaos, nothing calmed me down, but college was definitely easier for some reason. I have another class tomorrow and I haven't freaked out yet! I'm totally looking forward to it! Anyways sorry for rambling for too long, just wanted to get this out of my system. If any of you guys are struggling with pre-college anxiety: you can do it!",3.410473484848485,5.363998039772729,4.473500000000001,83.88816666666669,74.2840909090909,7.1933333333333325,29.34696969696969,8.021203637495839,2.09101787878788,709,31,134,11,15,231,107,176,0.16699999999999998,0.736,0.09699999999999999,-0.9043,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,6,10,11,0,5,4,0,14,4,2,1,5,27,25,12,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,3,0,1,6,4,10,0,3,12,2,24,1,29,12,6,33,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,4,16,102,28,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591146948877954,0.0,0.0,0.12525927475175205,0.0,0.0,0.10237067477280423,0.15785171381902174,0.2303215793193849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569254004190408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217481758100475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883369832540726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408152906779934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616980397381562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611629253067094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384141409157029,0.0,0.1650566190637357,0.0,0.0,0.0786496402410611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981116217002597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783876843044221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632910128281016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322096678684614,0.12641360174819555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763077223359258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161038146577224,0.0,0.0,0.1412692634781202,0.0,0.14444480907840004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643818912350424,0.15477764106879807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235200559806333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851442734062766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573744995992055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777963766344962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725272211467335,0.10220509356053137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887909287397671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954978787670858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959310640544404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shnissenbaum,2020/02/11,"Background Anxiety about Nothing Hey all, about 2 months ago I had a concussion which has led to a whole host of physical but also psychological problems. (DPDR, Panic Attacks, Anxiety) Prior to this I’ve had no mental health problems so the whole thing has been a bit (very) jarring but I’m writing this post to ask about something in particular.

One of the more frustrating symptoms I’ve experienced is this semi intense “background anxiety” as I call it. I’ll often have bouts of this deep feeling of anxiety for extended periods of time but not about anything. I won’t be ruminating on a fear or worrying about anything at all. In all honesty my mind is normally pretty calm and I’m do my best to continue doing what I was doing but still this unaccounted for unease just makes me uncomfortable as I go about whatever I was doing. I guess I’m just wondering if other people can relate. Is this generalized anxiety? It seems like everything online is saying anxiety is accompanied by being worried about something but this isn’t at all. Maybe it’s a repercussion of the DPDR. Anyone else get this feeling. Also idk maybe this is common and I just haven’t found out yet, fortunately/unfortunately I’m kind of new to this.",4.346597744360906,6.876039662280704,6.033759398496244,71.14131578947371,73.4298245614035,9.255137844611529,31.03258145363409,9.725611199111238,3.638647619047621,985,46,160,28,21,336,134,228,0.2,0.6990000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9727,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,16,11,2,3,8,0,24,2,0,2,4,33,38,14,0,4,11,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,17,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,6,4,11,4,30,29,9,20,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,6,11,119,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099972075199436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803791858922084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176552925943415,0.0,0.0,0.07885793283855001,0.11555575570267072,0.1856155655216324,0.0,0.10543345354076164,0.12830277419418726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835495348468195,0.0,0.12312582353570467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516030987276513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942126623343396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135879367432486,0.0,0.0,0.126908105682613,0.11404924019016195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365671899344495,0.0,0.0,0.058922547410649215,0.0,0.06409509472074024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423915165827082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987915863118027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744232179019948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509828606680327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528108143490912,0.0,0.22660399988611585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365504305797147,0.0,0.113874977934941,0.0,0.09001938871299532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892298390279297,0.0,0.0,0.11049980235829092,0.10821481299924343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642219571823237,0.0,0.0,0.13232224921295338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781869902065952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801142723477608,0.11473712795237745,0.0,0.21582918361212364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968665331853773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267007031085344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364608298876533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006572210735847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172209108417183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492557845652056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576253681595275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305476205898873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25182819847389937,0.0,0.0,0.1223043772751611,0.0,0.2290657769748277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brighteyes_seven,2020/02/11,"The anticipation of good change makes me a bit crazy Even when it's the anticipation of something good, it makes me so anxious and uneasy that I can't sleep or relax. It feels almost normal when things are bad for me to be anxious but does anyone else experience this with good stuff? For instance, the idea of maybe getting a job someone recommended me for or an appointment to look at an apartment that could be the one I move into. I don't know... seems silly. Maybe it's because I can't believe it when good stuff happens to me.",8.044571428571428,6.477677647619046,8.108571428571429,74.33142857142859,63.0,10.304761904761904,35.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.825628571428572,423,15,83,5,5,138,66,105,0.113,0.737,0.149,0.7085,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,8,0,7,1,1,2,0,15,15,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,9,6,12,12,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332140911184513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233864283885988,0.0,0.10007800087570848,0.14665092786646874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950539449585845,0.0872491301488708,0.0,0.0,0.16125555891764665,0.0,0.0,0.15625804319340247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140980349522248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427557671439258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525174589807075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956457092151483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453429303275926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000605408510175,0.0,0.0,0.07236951026216365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747781553370776,0.0,0.0,0.4801938655610959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265670807072508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615734048680738,0.0,0.0,0.14203185236730612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786590719407035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019096233972165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910772921017808,0.0,0.2875814072564108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212176750570716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402344560542755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698682548110088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302978028540923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323075762310264,0.0,0.12127137539570294,0.11018645949667616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276932434984145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508747993352172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamnotbart,2020/02/11,"Need to get this off my chest A couple of years ago a friend of mine told me of a job opening at the company he worked at. I was interested in looking for a new job at the time, so I sent him my resume. Interview went well, and I got the job. The problem was, I had so much anxiety starting a new job (I was at my previous place for over 10 years) that I stopped eating and wasn't able to sleep anymore. I had convinced myself that this was a mistake and asked for my old job back which was still open. I went back which was awkward.. but the anxiety went away and I was okay.. for a little while. At least I could sleep and eat again.

As time went on I really hated myself for leaving that job. It paid a lot more and there was a lot I could have learned. I went to therapy.. where I have been going for the last year to try and help me deal with my anxiety so this doesn't happen again. The problem is I can't stop hating myself for leaving that job. I feel I really let myself down. I really feel like I made my friend look bad... and I've been too embarrassed to talk to him since. He hasn't called or texted me since either.. I really think he's mad at me.

I've been looking at the job postings and reviews for that company since I left. Someone who took the job after me left a nasty review and the same job has been posted about 3 or 4 times since I left. Seems like it wasn't a good job after all. I tell all of this to my therapist who said my anxiety probably saved me this time. He keeps telling me not to worry about this since people go back to their old jobs sometimes. It's not unusual. 

None of this matters.. the job seemed fine when I was there. I didn't notice the negatives,  maybe if I stayed longer I would have, but I left purely due to anxiety, and I'm really mad at myself for it. I was there for less than a month.

I don't know how to move on from this. My therapist is trying his best to convince me that I did nothing wrong, but it's not helping. Anyone ever with something similar? I would really appreciate any help with this.",2.1552147852147847,3.5777701025641058,3.6858568098568116,90.46812587412587,76.4125874125874,7.233859473859472,22.28045288045288,7.957251820313856,0.8732287845487847,1590,43,358,25,35,527,193,429,0.111,0.7609999999999999,0.128,0.8161,13,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,2,20,24,4,2,24,1,35,5,3,2,4,55,67,24,0,9,10,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,24,16,2,3,7,0,1,10,12,11,1,0,32,6,59,13,52,30,12,66,0,0,3,0,25,24,0,7,31,246,83,18,0.051221364726709885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540464930992842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03483228446960178,0.0,0.19592101908446286,0.0,0.05079783021761618,0.035815169172965726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047885061643493015,0.0,0.04812415826496424,0.11815820330605167,0.0427677000289688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053753662173606574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230274027786798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817921836277931,0.05667546582417692,0.0,0.0,0.05280697791066025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482448708629344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633265687378186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179812207126528,0.03659255319527415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914699865553436,0.0,0.02676104898583971,0.0,0.05822056394200514,0.04296205055157498,0.04096640453266711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452948836666748,0.0,0.0,0.10114098655146543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299780322885244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6607809117653275,0.04552790244864716,0.0,0.0,0.028149922499386994,0.041752248676750064,0.0,0.1084720589287402,0.2226086505890432,0.052377315786696216,0.0,0.05004834302880273,0.051337263791499436,0.0,0.0,0.12903913782025406,0.0,0.0,0.08709314519462474,0.0,0.0484668937851998,0.0,0.0,0.05145874548733082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040884404644535584,0.0544402045447922,0.037653596679893535,0.037979992921299575,0.0,0.09893982646716518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914828090312415,0.05831586323427877,0.10749641183941906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03551044493021878,0.0,0.05351542422765801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811181703043266,0.0,0.05522529446897188,0.09802385689410906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688230705160206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872324742959943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326001341455184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118542110445629,0.0,0.10251671236747527,0.0,0.04339969611333014,0.039432709016087815,0.0506592394416208,0.0,0.036254745588482684,0.054595159579237,0.040905448036084674,0.08564670890483443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041169792736517816,0.0895394608883659,0.0,0.058576094551192615,0.1189439046681032,0.0,0.03282058228881663,0.0,0.0,0.11947035873379315,0.0,0.0,0.04894420903973362,0.056908820889800725,0.06955188878150195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605415832792125,0.2374135913327704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372897635645544,0.052017782224185564,0.0,0.07277237577821195,0.056002521464113206,0.0,0.09895463857677668
anxiety,neon_dancer,2020/02/11,"Anxiety pushes everyone away It’s debilitating.
I have tried on 3 occasions now to arrange a date with people or friends and then last minute, like the day before, I cancel it. Anxiety takes over me and I start thinking of the worst possible scenarios.. I don’t ever move out of my comfort zone because of this. 

It’s depressing. I’ll sit in the house all of the time for fear of how I would be judged or looked at it if I were to go out in public. Not because I’m ugly or horrifying. It’s all because of my own mind feeling incessantly anxious. I don’t know where to begin and how to better manage my anxiety. I’ve been sober for 2 months, meditate frequently, I read often, and deleted most social media. I want to be able to connect with people and be able to hold a conversation without overthinking every little word I speak.",3.2958623693379785,5.228709335365856,5.239547038327527,78.36207317073173,74.54878048780488,8.34425087108014,28.17770034843205,9.04235418022936,2.556189547038328,657,27,122,15,14,226,107,164,0.13699999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.7126,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,2,3,30,19,12,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,3,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,3,14,4,26,13,5,25,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,6,12,83,20,2,0.3217339030888559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691883328578349,0.1817338662879128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113979639221636,0.0,0.0,0.294189001645264,0.0,0.13688592735347382,0.0,0.0,0.14227374592689188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374587555529828,0.0,0.1385544696445626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551336747871985,0.1355373448109091,0.15371526600245894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102004416219108,0.08133916421193553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428540771549818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142439574305153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561886367191854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840826953458572,0.13112803613471946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859146682102146,0.16123094671205032,0.0,0.0,0.13508772392028198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242976304685094,0.0,0.12840246596252194,0.1709761111071896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230497783254793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135331716272154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091048442613598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398359864664205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386245628080174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095192742227315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307704702685906,0.0,0.0,0.09380281310331172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921810051463653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488349593990032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507000073827573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427526687884175,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,actuallyocd,2020/02/11,"Food anxiety - just me? Since I (25F) was a child, I've always been a picky eater. I didn't realize until I was an adult that it was connected to my GAD. I have a phobia about certain food flavors and textures - I get anxious about eating a raw tomato because my brain tells me that if I eat it, I WILL throw up.   Because of this, eating is sometimes really difficult. It's especially difficult going to a new restaurant. 

Sometimes I just get really anxious and don't necessarily have the fear of vomiting. Sometimes I can't eat foods that I've eaten in the past because the texture is off or the taste isn't what I remember. It's not that I don't enjoy the flavors of the food, I just physically cannot make myself chew and swallow if it seems ""off."" 

I haven't seen anyone post about this in particular, so I figured I'd vent here. It's so frustrating to eat, and I think it's slowly leading me to some disordered eating habits.",5.560674486803521,5.589469397849463,6.928201368523951,75.50775659824048,67.38709677419354,9.98944281524927,33.038123167155426,9.800150414767053,3.125748387096774,732,30,141,15,11,251,99,186,0.125,0.85,0.026000000000000002,-0.9385,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,1,12,0,16,16,1,2,1,20,24,10,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,4,14,0,5,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,7,4,21,2,16,16,1,12,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,5,3,94,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574602092513997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883312033768193,0.2328347860769055,0.0,0.0720550953266951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845533488990995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503810306955665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810445614947078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6326764818363144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596012377616767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984348397420822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076789516980726,0.0,0.05856580300591872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068786808173056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952652454702786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983730755225671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869360514063008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203319273491065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673578727335596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938130310693427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524418968094857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305757846027362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007041623416467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603040667146723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Handso4p,2020/02/11,"I think a girl I went on a date with has anxiety/ depression. Any ideas?  

Ive (20M) Been talking to this girl (20f) for over a month. Everything seemed great, and went on our first date. Which went fantastic!

(Read about it[here](https://www.reddit.com/r/dating_advice/comments/exqzxj/after_first_date_update/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share)).

Our date went well, spent over 8 hours together, vibed really well! Confessed feelings for one another and agreed to take things slow and let things play out naturally. She said she never had a boyfriend before and doesnt know how to act/ respond. But since our first date, everything seemed to take a 180. Communication basically shut down. I have a feeling she has some sort of anxiety or relationship anxiety/ depression. She went silent for Tuesday and Wednesday. Ignored my two texts those days. Thursday she said sorry shes been MIA because shes been not feeling so well. And friday she said shes been stressed with work, school, socializing and over all had no energy and her social battery is depleted. And once again, she said she was very sorry she fell into a rut and needs to pull herself out of it.

I told her that she shouldnt apologize, everyone stresses out and she needed to take time for herself and relax this weekend. No word from her since friday. Told her sunday night (yesterday) that shes got this week in the bag, shes strong and will pull through in one piece. And that I wanna be there for her and if she needs anything to let me know. That was the last text I sent her. Still no response.

Im not too sure if i should keep texting her once a day, with supporting messages/ reminders that im still there for her. Or if its making her anxiety worsen. Should i wait for a response ? or text her again tonight/ tomorrow/ or Wednesday morning?

My gut says that she's just stressed and anxious. Everything will be fine, she just needs time to recover and breath. So I've been telling myself to just give it time and be patient. But finding it hard and questioning my gut.

I'm not too sure I know what to do? Shes been distant for a week now, and idk if it's because relationship anxiety, stress, depression, combination of them? Did I do anything wrong? Does stress/ anxiety/ depression make people push others away like this? How long does this usually last? Did I do Something to put her off? I wanna help her and be there for her but the lack of communication and ignoring my texts is concerning me. And making me second guess her interest in me. Any ideas?",4.079620147099895,6.793549845824412,4.08583604878503,83.85131435620521,75.16702355460384,7.6582999720696385,27.068662135741555,8.587818076936951,2.151972386183782,2026,79,372,42,46,622,225,467,0.11199999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.073,-0.895,0,0,1,0,0,0,91.0,3,0,1,4,22,25,0,5,13,0,39,3,3,5,4,88,78,38,0,14,17,0,4,1,0,5,0,5,0,2,22,30,0,4,14,4,1,12,9,12,3,6,26,9,62,13,47,41,4,64,1,4,0,0,63,16,0,14,37,247,84,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937510213013412,0.0,0.08708346398459585,0.06713970610125032,0.2938908188607049,0.07233423976949369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538037826495056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060157099467784574,0.0,0.0,0.07806263894642379,0.0,0.054483733233128405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258646768262938,0.0,0.22059140507200906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206394609054858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118219534073099,0.1726346815989621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712454910470948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852109917937622,0.1089256099417154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061422192111626486,0.0,0.0,0.051209624462217856,0.07059190079103178,0.07053486468266748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735716549459913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042917108005552936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305540137731233,0.0,0.0,0.1445612849783126,0.1383240314230287,0.0,0.0,0.05691167710577505,0.0,0.0,0.105565546423629,0.10438392139024756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094742886878788,0.0,0.031281203228581037,0.0,0.0,0.056663411122974086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821902326204493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051107121361810025,0.0,0.0,0.18990596775721666,0.04938290376936137,0.0,0.0,0.06008662561583245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637701541126454,0.08677504895662251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438945936572725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643665584352857,0.07172683118679812,0.0,0.06404605701540415,0.0,0.04101844394361353,0.0,0.0,0.13748578772689896,0.0,0.0,0.2436239383868687,0.05091821596677195,0.0,0.0648004930216817,0.0,0.1165787019579009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593045410836978,0.0,0.0,0.1305384536746583,0.0,0.04929244446218186,0.0,0.14334984209853865,0.0,0.0,0.10226685286556116,0.0,0.3667234690316341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726590439517757,0.12069264042356853,0.0,0.14442490930476068,0.05146386775396033,0.05596393214086315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507568616111748,0.041027024773467334,0.0,0.0,0.1120070019858358,0.0,0.0,0.122364390681462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254676540498337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051860010899785,0.052830407824759465,0.0,0.0,0.10271996999560107,0.0,0.1727085532499495,0.2967763706156542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046613677968809566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000536478195589,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mifflesmav,2020/02/11,"Mild hallucinations? So long story short my panic attacks usually don’t present themselves outwardly unless I’m really shaken. Usually I have really bad heart cramps, shaking, and heavy breathing. Does anyone else though when they have panic attacks start seeing things? Like people hiding behind things and things moving in the shadows? Getting a feeling like you’re being followed or watched?",7.894895833333332,11.375879531250005,6.823125000000001,65.14270833333336,66.1875,8.016666666666666,34.104166666666664,8.841846274778883,3.871904166666667,326,15,37,6,6,99,54,64,0.294,0.622,0.084,-0.9446,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,3,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,5,10,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,3,3,2,3,9,0,12,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,8,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221987968313433,0.17906599634957718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976377283120648,0.0,0.0,0.14592033508328767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529368344275595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599259160272965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836574475836166,0.12485117554113605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913067860219034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070957485603748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707613685136088,0.0,0.0,0.15466031720876375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574608603684453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100949407574499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115909949948965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391611892059315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926399012294985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369860013625555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34831558004536123,0.0,0.17170438375835098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849549063788564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dampBiscotti,2020/02/11,"Treatments for sleep related anxiety? Over the past few months I've had a lot of problems with getting to sleep. Once I'm asleep I have no problem staying asleep (which actually often causes me to miss classes, etc), but when I'm trying to \*get to sleep\* I find I often can't because:

1. I feel anxious about today and whether I've been working hard enough.

2. I feel anxious about the coming day.

3. My sleep schedule is already so off-kilter that the seldom times I'm not anxious, my brain doesn't feel like it's actually time for bed.

To be clear: in my day-to-day I'm relatively anxiety free now. It used to be a problem, but I've gained a lot of coping skills that help me overcome anxiety like that when it comes up.

I've tried melatonin (doesn't seem to do anything for me), limiting screen time, reading, and a whole bunch of other stuff, but it never seems to help. The one reprieve I've had recently is by smoking weed right before bed, but it clearly makes my girlfriend concerned for my health and I don't blame her -- if there was another solution, I'd be happy to use it.

Two questions:

1. Has anybody had success with therapy for insomnia? Was it succesful?

2. Alternatively, can anybody recommend any books that could help?

Thanks so much in advance for any help or suggestions, it really means a lot :).",2.5172493265489377,4.9312434980544735,3.829980544747084,85.209119275666,79.0,6.755402574079617,27.78344806944029,7.882392219407189,1.9351395989224776,1037,46,198,18,26,339,149,257,0.105,0.71,0.185,0.9857,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,6,10,10,0,0,9,0,20,9,7,4,3,40,39,14,0,5,8,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,15,7,0,1,8,2,1,3,7,4,0,2,6,5,15,7,27,29,9,22,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,10,15,118,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.18208279603494956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295214920709378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268861155031798,0.0978267987217382,0.21410875659401785,0.3161866885721338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767729384918619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056871101404458675,0.0,0.07938624569741558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104146857326175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958385442084308,0.0,0.16072888472527788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448759546700569,0.0,0.0,0.18050056114955493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639754771024876,0.1040473703994036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415166116735362,0.0666491877003336,0.0,0.0,0.08526894326528936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748443446386253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931310162362614,0.08357301826176868,0.0,0.0,0.0991670633460441,0.0,0.0,0.25013176436887263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115738360252358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379454373071164,0.0,0.0,0.06227440913547255,0.0,0.0,0.10162441766383566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446630861281248,0.0,0.06858175813309984,0.0,0.07195401451497141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935496900142607,0.06321836764929181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905959319401457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678090157735917,0.0,0.0,0.10451053013066916,0.0,0.09331915631442167,0.0,0.05976646745369137,0.0,0.0921164807256734,0.0,0.0,0.07967248909825615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986254295600342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734451416133156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943889454524768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679920618552724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589249758057667,0.10668971633821724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632012869131346,0.0,0.08843171778479454,0.0,0.0,0.12668088136877328,0.0,0.09113459360012208,0.0,0.0,0.1611519675810382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415931841502728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791907735577253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pocketgopher29,2020/02/11,I feel like I've already failed at adulthood I just dont see where I'm going in life. I dont know what I want the next step to be and it's making me panic. I've spent my entire life stressing to do well in school all the way through college. I feel like I was set up to succeed and fell flat. I dont use my degree at all despite getting good grades and experience in college. It just feels like I failed and the longer time passes the more resentful I get about it.,1.2490319031903176,2.8698885346534664,2.806468646864688,94.92959295929596,79.49504950495049,5.280968096809682,22.113311331133108,5.82211442006289,0.04511793179317936,366,11,85,2,9,120,62,101,0.185,0.6940000000000001,0.122,-0.7664,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,1,2,4,0,6,2,0,2,2,15,19,4,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,1,4,3,5,1,0,2,4,12,6,11,16,3,15,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,5,48,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193033679895665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796543591545508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126757490865626,0.0,0.0,0.2500789446621828,0.3533343186835504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226814720487926,0.0,0.09369539927993333,0.13827919923016335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060435178561774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328951183477471,0.2416310921371627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004728230765183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533359057040007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343112023851491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685008123930148,0.13137440597834688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884992303936227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613289708796058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238863376643654,0.0,0.0,0.09724042434090208,0.1308605157571487,0.0,0.0,0.14823156839683593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gkorast,2020/02/11,"Wow. Just. Wow. First: Maybe someone knows of a better flair to associate this post with? 

Okay! So... 

Literally, the first time ever, I think, I've just had my anxiety validated by someone I'm talking to.

Lately, I've been trying to focus on myself and everything... but I connected with this person who is a few years younger than me (she's 19) and the weirdest thing happened...

I told her that I occasionally struggle with anxiety. Long story short, instead of dismissing it or pretending I didn't say it, she just... validated it. I didn't know what to feel or really how to react because I'm so used to women dismissing it/pretending I didn't say it or making a joke out of it.

And I realized this: The women whom I've talked to in the past, have either jokingly dismissed my issues (while sometimes putting me down too) or just pretending that I didn't say it.

I get that things like anxiety/depression are not an easy topic, especially in the dating arena... But I mean, wow. 

It's a totally different feeling to be on the other side -- to be validated, rather than doing the validating. I'm so used to validating past partner's issues and not having mine validated, that when I was validated, I literally just didn't know how to react at first.

Note: I originally posted in r/dating but figured it fit better here.",3.127261904761905,5.4840823611111125,5.408968253968254,74.98464285714287,76.57936507936508,8.803174603174602,27.563492063492063,9.408791572840183,2.919925396825397,1033,43,185,29,24,361,133,252,0.045,0.762,0.193,0.9871,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,5,16,10,0,1,12,1,15,0,0,8,2,43,31,18,0,1,16,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,21,8,0,0,9,4,0,1,7,1,0,3,9,5,23,9,28,20,3,28,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,4,15,135,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767630531779976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875952425176122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285349720088358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128034071089334,0.0,0.0,0.1349871926487574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168693954988325,0.0,0.0,0.11611722394217472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306554733292027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296940508402619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750201324326617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142517185607306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697038471205357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301591455058355,0.0,0.14574397412410664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312091719052926,0.0,0.0,0.11433852000802347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624244502823758,0.0,0.12979943055317694,0.1407373972000914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466733021444899,0.0,0.11281303440436105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474770393348004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988235059707864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276925233756881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082366560559463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894260298584592,0.0,0.12778275819798846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506858421142393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076931958828256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167035749433174,0.08278656720383755,0.0,0.0,0.07533794491476675,0.0,0.0,0.12345676914718368,0.0,0.08771876842547106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317577795183602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320099020566106
anxiety,spacexcadette,2020/02/11,"Dealing with a friend of a close friend who dislikes me For a preface I have bad social anxiety and general anxiety so socializing isn’t my strongest suit but I’ve been trying to put myself out there more.

I made a good friend who I’ve known for almost a year now and they’re great! Really amazing person, one of the best I’ve ever met. However, they have a close friend who does not like me one bit. The first and only interaction I’ve had with her I complimented her dress, and she stared in silence until I walked away.

It came up in a conversation with my close friend that this person does not like me, and they said they’re sometimes weird when they first meet people, especially women. But even my husband noticed that she will leave a conversation or even the room if I walk up or will turn her back if someone she is talking to starts talking to me. I always smile, am friendly and never try to seem fazed but this attitude towards me hasn’t changed for almost a year now. 

Side note: one person who knows her and observed this pointed out that there may be a racial bias, but I have no proof other than she doesn’t like me particularly. So I try not to think about that.

All this to say there’s an event coming up with just a few of us and she will be there. I wish I could do what they say: know you’re the bigger person for being kind, doesn’t matter if people don’t like you, just be yourself and don’t worry about it, all that. But I have an irrational fear that they all secretly hate me, or she’s going to turn my close friend and the others against me. Even worse, that this one person disliking me means I’m not worthy of being liked at all. 

Again, irrational.  And usually I can forget these thoughts but with this event coming up my anxiety is running rampant and I’m losing sleep. The usual coping methods aren’t helping- any advice/support/kind words to help with this upcoming event is much appreciated <3

(Sorry this is long but I can’t sleep and I needed to get it out, lol)",5.929027173913045,5.7968369875000025,6.237608695652174,81.31782608695654,66.625,9.056521739130435,28.64130434782609,8.587818076936951,1.8836510869565213,1585,45,321,21,23,510,192,400,0.138,0.685,0.177,0.9807,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,5,4,19,23,1,1,19,1,31,2,2,1,7,74,53,30,0,6,19,1,0,5,7,4,0,3,1,6,26,29,0,0,8,0,0,8,14,5,0,6,7,4,46,18,40,36,9,47,0,1,1,0,51,20,0,10,24,225,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809629001581635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568534926659086,0.0,0.0,0.05368267970922588,0.0,0.18116925965613975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416779616245785,0.060700861089869676,0.06591255145952334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284385229403941,0.0,0.0861832752939575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028762979933892,0.0,0.0,0.08350925501276034,0.13600159803949474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302807385833234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138484525940567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816384074926152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564196280970566,0.07140677727305926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088830725310094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342945804651851,0.0,0.0,0.42692808272964106,0.0,0.04124348555557607,0.0,0.044864066973797585,0.0662120798141879,0.0,0.08703288148713842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793802888891478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058251593444142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441009139031185,0.08676796807243116,0.0,0.0,0.08358726516995525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928332586926218,0.0,0.0,0.06986042151664695,0.0,0.08831493918918698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469601190937038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599003984715052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803081828385759,0.05853385232691576,0.060884270902018436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987500692654395,0.0,0.0,0.21397022795118809,0.06003829140047445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945568862614613,0.3446417766955359,0.0,0.0,0.07462488985915232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793576456967268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057171333435585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509109798523796,0.12555432014477164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186504569030831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799629334299958,0.1609410943871935,0.06688656863614185,0.0,0.07807480234696773,0.08836813911198102,0.0558749426000033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958146600901648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689979028498485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050582292654920376,0.0,0.06267044443309114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078754920112293,0.17173057561152916,0.0,0.0,0.09495646723555083,0.0,0.17388501788876706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907784109121006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016855583394762,0.08044776204709897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167100721545144
anxiety,Mary_Pick_A_Ford,2020/02/11,"Anxiety triggered by small things for ex, bad lighting, stuffy non breathable room or too cold of a room, weird furniture configurations, etc. When I went to school, I had the worse classrooms ever, the rooms were too bright and direct, feeling like I had a lamp 5 inches from my face the whole time, another room had pillars that were in the middle and obstructed views, either the rooms were too hot and stuffy or 50 degrees and very drafty and cold, sometimes the desks were on top of one another to make the room fit 60 students, sometimes the desks were arranged awkwardly in a circle where anybody can see me at all times and all could notice were eyes looking at me. 

I didn’t have the heart to tell the faculty because I know they have no control over the building. 

Anyone else get triggered with these small environmental changes that a normal person wouldn’t think twice about?",19.489846625766862,9.12082140490798,15.649739263803685,55.44184815950922,52.74233128834357,18.508588957055217,57.314417177914116,11.698219412168324,6.6074184049079765,711,27,127,9,4,212,110,163,0.08800000000000001,0.845,0.068,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,0,1,15,0,15,3,3,4,3,23,23,9,0,3,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,11,10,9,2,16,10,5,25,0,0,5,0,4,20,0,2,5,81,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631461946806456,0.1324667358039671,0.0,0.0,0.1210773242906707,0.17742262830437952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458115946810127,0.10555657719655642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831800567373993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421338518265727,0.13825397129520725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465275285742624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931188954396141,0.0,0.15663290865563512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755477313791794,0.1237053609449962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904688231617456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519513905092887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951640708090866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459710786013988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541057971459248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558547861643995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965979100138698,0.0,0.1971435245777592,0.0,0.0,0.11733752890689728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119641577336496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752469128980534,0.1379859027368445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425188434861132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513492549823796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503964450880776,0.11095377676426696,0.0,0.0,0.20194168702200246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428749295987067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605208242908897,0.0,0.193326678462298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764645800508296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thrwawayaccnorm,2020/02/11,"Need advice on what to do Hello everyone.

I visited a psychiatrist about 3 weeks ago who specialised in psychotherapy, however he recommended me another psychiatrist saying that I don't need psychotherapy and only need my medication adjusted, to which he recommendes me another psychiatrist ( I used to be on xanax for anxiety and 450mg wellbutrin for depression, but now I don't have anxiety medication and my wellbutrin perscription ran out for the 150mg dose so I can only take 300mg, I disliked my old psychiatrist who perscribed me these medications which is why I don't want to go back to ask him to give me a perscription ). Anyways the new psychiatrist who was recommended to me is outside of my country until march and I don't know what to do.

Another problem is that I'm supposed to go on a date this thursday but I literally don't know what to do about the feeling of being embarrased or ridiculed ot whatever else can happen. I spent the last 3ish hours analysing what to do so I don't mess everything up.

Sorry if this seems like some sort of attention seeking I just really don't know what to do anymore. Any help would be appreciated. 
Thanks in advance.",7.3170495258166515,7.814833237442926,8.329771689497719,65.34711275026346,63.65753424657535,12.583210396909028,38.763962065331924,12.09199376347754,5.177978292939935,945,48,163,32,13,322,120,219,0.086,0.807,0.107,0.7684,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,7,0,23,5,0,1,0,26,43,11,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,15,5,0,0,7,0,1,5,7,4,0,0,3,2,22,2,28,36,1,24,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,5,13,110,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143213730282724,0.1192264013836378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146481676213926,0.4231058780873261,0.20578472395114605,0.0,0.13338815709383886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257396250506651,0.0,0.0,0.10342242911422388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584491200179592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123577426244972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852080130701388,0.12088019773790355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800739337102348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290249443364493,0.15287924102110412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893817181156563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090152716487787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324557032747158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217535435140773,0.10963569667556387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571005310279131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064847087480706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991908064088333,0.0,0.12990122864600873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113544031343184,0.0,0.0,0.20458707916224114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869862321207018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616433677544882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696003765030854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244402237873307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056207505415398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112748743959926,0.0,0.0,0.12382980629985567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616507548683278,0.0,0.0,0.07933176219993472,0.0,0.10788802837611074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213656012968344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554515469274638,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shattered_Minds,2020/02/11,"Would You Be Willing To Share Me Your Story? Hey guys,

I'm currently searching for anyone who is willing to share their story to me. I recently started a channel that is focused on sharing Real-Life stories of peoples backgrounds of dealing with depression, anxiety, or any disorders etc. These stories are intended to help and educate others who watch these videos so they too can cope and find peace within themselves.

Would any of you be willing to share your story to me? I would love to offer you the opportunity to share the worst of what you've been through, so others can relate to you and we can all break the stigma of remaining silent to our problems.

I've dealt with Depression, Anxiety, and Homicidal thoughts throughout my life, and this has driven me to want to create a platform that can save lives, and help others through those dark times like when I needed them. I want to be that voice for others so more people can relate, and in return feel less alone about their struggles.

Thank you for your consideration.",8.62936507936508,8.361968365079367,7.764068783068782,73.06102380952382,61.116402116402114,10.311322751322752,36.88941798941799,9.642632912329526,3.5443392592592597,827,34,139,13,10,256,110,189,0.099,0.703,0.198,0.9556,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,8,4,2,6,15,0,1,5,0,19,2,0,1,1,25,29,12,0,7,1,0,1,1,0,6,1,1,0,1,14,10,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,3,23,10,29,17,5,12,0,2,1,1,28,4,0,1,7,108,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882514028044902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348313480320112,0.0,0.26417099951949136,0.0,0.0,0.12072886669580855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800632368915012,0.2974260246841955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788492511185213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256310395494464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730279263004767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578093931936247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096193354016728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146259612185746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195585427511475,0.08435363944101239,0.0,0.15246318106727924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583365624949125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802624162848925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23940335178007655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521364306315728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965264756067984,0.0,0.0,0.1704823042221082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221062885684356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050318594052325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896342095977872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370738665404103,0.10068025187885901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036803365343548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679611177613848,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,televisionglow,2020/02/11,"Paranoid about accidentally posting to social media sites. Please help I deleted most of my social media because of it and it makes me feel so isolated. Idk anyone else who has this problem. I check reddit and imessage obsessively to make sure I haven’t accidentally said or posted something. I’ve never accidentally done that before so idk where the fear comes from. Its not even about nudes or anything like that either, I’m afraid of accidentally posting a black screen even. Or sharing an innocuous reddit post. I avoid my phone for most of the day and when I do use it I spend at least 10 minutes obsessively checking apps. Idk what to do. Tried to talk to my therapist about it but I didn’t really get a response. Any advice? Thanks",3.1218478260869595,6.03510297826087,4.276648550724637,79.76323369565219,80.81159420289855,6.348550724637683,24.56702898550725,7.645422480735847,1.5963028985507255,593,22,103,10,16,193,94,138,0.161,0.7490000000000001,0.09,-0.4441,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,5,5,0,6,1,1,3,2,20,15,10,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,6,0,0,3,4,11,4,15,12,4,11,0,0,2,1,8,3,0,5,4,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507214652070375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488843505237808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784813867051818,0.15803702578297646,0.1269263124787215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940232239337374,0.0,0.1312468120387346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286403417500786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947198877236983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784098962829834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884766194359945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203748025638092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356279181313228,0.07798833819596979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058399244340023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338376747329676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535383419707886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591268925298745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895933527923808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930911533038373,0.0,0.0,0.5908768319487135,0.0,0.0,0.14758677336242634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881004261131278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671748498208428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144563501174972,0.0,0.11874142628178115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536929971695636,0.0,0.0,0.12397220559371147,0.0,0.14200339600972472,0.0,0.17908443574156452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471878144534737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321376904128698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iskahylock,2020/02/11,"How can I stop myself from doing this? I'm not sure if this has a name or not, but I tend to do this thing where if something inconvenient happens, like if I hurt my hand on accident,my brain just goes into ""oh, woe is me"" mood and starts to think about every other injustice and tragedy that's ever happened to me. Like, dang it, I still have laundry to do, my friend hasn't texted me back in a while, my sister made me mad that one time, remember when your parents used to fight all the time, the state of the world sucks and there's nothing you can do about it cause you suck. And then I just start to cry.

Idk, maybe it's anxiety attacks, but still, any advice on how to stave off this catastrophizing would be appreciated...",7.237142857142861,5.469703190476191,7.048979591836737,81.92816326530614,64.71428571428572,10.304761904761904,31.20408163265306,8.841846274778883,2.100485714285714,567,15,125,7,7,180,100,147,0.28600000000000003,0.631,0.083,-0.9891,1,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,13,12,5,0,5,0,12,2,2,5,3,28,23,15,0,4,10,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,16,4,16,20,1,20,0,2,0,0,8,7,3,4,14,87,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622590723215062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226372076457413,0.0,0.13795940786252545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516248949650398,0.0,0.1386701287282105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131879231879296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852585903500268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809473682535766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312761991731148,0.15194400935122998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393300361497499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189476738666059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305742206872725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620977578157512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064182288321758,0.0,0.0,0.18117550862983325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304084478891393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220287538452895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200245940043648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042897708426732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388343428310128,0.0,0.0,0.25529079304335994,0.0,0.2880390994177448,0.1507720981278582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699680711777402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980971027048774,0.11555442390579905,0.0,0.0,0.2103151058658499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575563356465333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810817744347228,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,azglr96,2020/02/11,"I'm new to dealing with anxiety/depression I feel like I'm falling back into a bad place. Any advice? So life has been a bit rough lately. I'm fine and have a great family support system but searching for a job has had me very stressed out. To the point where for the first time in my life I truly felt stuck and depressed. I talked to a Dr and they prescribed me an anti anxiety/antidepressant meds and it's been working really well for the past month. I've felt more productive and even started getting back into things I enjoy instead of sleeping all day.


The past few days I've been feeling very lethargic and in a bad mood. I'll admit I also have had mild physical symptoms that something isn't right. But I'm scared I'm slipping back into a bad place. Is it normal to have needs be working really well then suddenly stop? Am I worrying for nothing? How long should I wait before I call my Dr about this? I literally followed up with him last week saying how much better I was feeling and how I thought the treatment was working so idk what to do.",3.1371774618220134,5.02736708056872,4.304889415481835,85.07722880463405,74.87677725118482,6.963770405476566,27.36203264876251,7.793537801064563,1.703296787783044,838,33,162,12,18,274,130,211,0.18600000000000005,0.6779999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9361,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,5,15,15,0,2,13,0,18,6,1,3,1,31,37,16,0,3,2,0,6,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,13,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,6,2,1,11,7,17,8,20,24,5,34,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,0,20,103,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101646904378519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901552461720752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666460754069446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600619632650698,0.2823905168494272,0.0,0.0,0.0959303600143546,0.0,0.0,0.09970617090618844,0.12307893370396278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511645353622893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541128345976215,0.11622626246245668,0.19419936602071095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446131890010273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627783028225643,0.0,0.17100871047106211,0.08053889580730535,0.21648921761525844,0.0,0.0,0.09589351129612317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058900108020970024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429226220613822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187346637721614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189520031446613,0.12717155247472106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925808515168574,0.05507730306511646,0.0,0.0,0.09976815291656868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522470888360945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998510675760164,0.0,0.08287421442250974,0.08359260083130213,0.0,0.10888150291820856,0.0,0.0,0.1104577208761834,0.10817360170637404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523927130646306,0.0,0.0,0.2355710547419101,0.0,0.10657232322991206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444362973082306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627625661461747,0.0,0.08965249807828968,0.11286878817865985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281780164137195,0.0,0.0,0.08678997679934078,0.0,0.0,0.07979539339299972,0.0,0.0,0.09425266567100213,0.12913914786047298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279319134532888,0.0,0.11717626976945447,0.0,0.09061323570182003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489704465535603,0.0,0.0,0.08950009673302718,0.06573749256286537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603864829338712,0.0,0.0,0.0904303277106394,0.0,0.20272709801209615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622029239483886,0.11448927109086884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_me_skramz,2020/02/11,"I posted a while ago about how I was going to the dentist to get teeth removed but I ended getting the flu the day before so it was postponed Well, today I went and got two of my teeth removed. I made it, I’m alive, my throat didn’t close up, I did it. I’m proud of myself for going, I’m proud:) far from not being anxious about dental procedures but it is progress!",-0.4411538461538456,1.7392605256410292,1.823794871794874,95.87953846153849,91.17948717948721,3.6328205128205133,18.056410256410253,4.935628992294339,-0.5917374358974357,283,8,62,1,10,95,52,78,0.073,0.7290000000000001,0.198,0.8835,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,4,0,6,5,3,2,0,7,16,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,7,0,9,3,9,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523120609250249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32155692352735765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220371564779716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356625131918308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521024329189216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29742044150779545,0.0,0.3235296538941084,0.0,0.2276488886803345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26932884723115863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726019816503065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698010271229125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780473745809107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25592136000363985,0.26385981801949243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,camillllajonnes,2020/02/11,"How to make more guy friends naturally? What are some ways I can become more comfortable making friendships with guys? I have always been shy growing up, but I have been teaching myself to push myself out of my comfort zone the past few years. It’s been easier for me to make more friendships with girls and I’m unsure why. I have never really been comfortable around guys since a young girl, I grew up around my brother and my dad, but I haven’t had a great relationship with either. I want to have more guy friends but my social anxiety makes it hard for me to make friends in general. Any advice?",4.382289272030654,6.0819839913793095,4.695287356321838,84.35622605363986,71.15517241379311,7.914176245210728,25.819923371647512,8.515128840125781,1.6982118773946362,477,15,92,8,9,150,72,116,0.055999999999999994,0.648,0.29600000000000004,0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,6,1,22,19,6,0,1,4,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,1,15,7,17,14,7,14,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,4,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060639415128778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972694366028945,0.0,0.0,0.09784926533608172,0.0,0.11007447873849033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561829381012392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158913789046078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335042098125308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863782433601556,0.0,0.5698898290209891,0.0,0.0,0.12889603257856966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802341973335815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097585311602157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373580668082828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217880000321996,0.0,0.0,0.15448263892682562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902623801293664,0.0,0.0,0.14667643207708045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486929645600698,0.11421217031349284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983719143996347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265961960074856
anxiety,ACLNANMV31J2G,2020/02/11,"Sick Leave, What Am I Supposed To Do? CW: anxiety, panic attack, mention of ptsd, workplace, medication.

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I've been on a sick leave from work for two weeks now. I'm starting to deal with the shame and guilt. In two more weeks I'll meet with my GP and he will decide if I have to go back or not. I work in a call center, selling travel insurance. 

I graduated from an useless Liberal Arts Degree last spring, got married and moved to the City. I supported our family financially for 6 months with whatever job I could find. I started having 3-4 panic attack a week while at work. Anxiety all weekend about working all week. I had work-related nightmare. I suffered from PTSD for the past 15 years for an unrelated issue, but it still make me vulnerable to other mental illness. I tried changing job but could only find work in another call center. Turns out it was just as bad. 

Now I'm on more meds than I was before (from 2 pills to 4). I'm feeling better but the idea of going back to work make me panic. I still have no idea what I am supposed to do on a sick leave. I try to go to support group and keep myself busy but it's not enough. I read self-help and soul-searching books, I take  online coding class. I need to heal fast or to find a way out of my job. I cannot go back to that life.

If anyone here was or is on a sick leave for anxiety, I would really appreciate if you could tell me what to do of my days, and if it's possible to get better. I'll have to work at some point, my in-laws are already asking when I am going back to work. 

Please help.",2.6013622291021683,3.8448258916408697,4.3905956656346765,86.59612260061922,74.91331269349845,7.397102167182664,23.7559133126935,7.9765259561132025,1.1266481486068112,1205,35,261,18,25,409,170,323,0.171,0.753,0.076,-0.9702,3,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,0,10,12,14,2,5,12,0,23,9,0,2,2,43,45,20,0,9,14,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,7,5,1,7,4,10,0,2,6,1,30,4,47,34,6,46,0,2,0,0,12,14,0,8,24,161,39,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777342643190019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390156875840308,0.1617447693675062,0.0,0.0,0.049279349954468095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588673918933126,0.16035615142459292,0.0,0.21677069931233825,0.058845581499196616,0.0,0.0,0.05997097085397497,0.0,0.0,0.12466284643321952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393035695479758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455561289883224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881110994066958,0.0,0.0,0.0454520124854092,0.07265897675730024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282186571916692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643970335696836,0.0,0.035635428276308334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324485997749066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03682146779072875,0.0,0.20026930008264568,0.0,0.05636711572105192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447886481365213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912053182831729,0.0,0.07355996541906927,0.20981346438512008,0.06264344101306908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744838629662592,0.0,0.2985010360507219,0.0,0.0,0.04978018419540208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408825779334012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828436550777777,0.07099844083609014,0.07102451762729849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056254289193165205,0.07490619068136843,0.0,0.05225800703043168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360114411363258,0.0,0.2480696941071643,0.0,0.0,0.06727853447135608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736288495749606,0.06662380594949398,0.07945253911859664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647683279633065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049634800442403,0.0,0.045149547585005084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352316923706187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976835718612932,0.0,0.11256648707029436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995355488820012,0.0,0.0,0.05299014043600416,0.0,0.061600245506906987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569888810814353,0.07665903806847768,0.13769211551868873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594158112467964,0.2261304782610493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617746658094022,0.0,0.0,0.050065034673904434,0.0,0.0,0.04538505496086224
anxiety,Jake6the9snake69,2020/02/11,"I’ve done terrible and I can’t rid my anxiety of what could be true or not , maybe trigger I don’t want mean comments nor do I want criticism,but I cheated on my gf of 3 months and we have talked things out and I’m going to win her back but yet I’m worried now of all the guys that are hitting her up, she never gave me once a doubt about her doing anything of such nature but it’s just an continuous thought and the idea of it destroys my joy, so I’m asking in a sense of is there anyway to rid myself of those thoughts/anxiety associated with that type of thinking . I really hate having that thought/idea because all it does is make me sad but who do I have to blame but myself. Thank you for any ideas or such.",1.724615384615383,3.244697771241832,3.4993464052287595,90.9362895927602,77.82352941176471,6.5377576671694335,23.53393665158371,7.321109707123232,0.7683055806938159,561,18,128,7,13,188,101,153,0.179,0.7290000000000001,0.092,-0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,10,10,3,1,5,0,14,0,0,2,4,30,29,12,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,19,4,18,23,2,11,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,3,6,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162446608203864,0.0,0.2615363621175457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066856976084552,0.0,0.15980527358086255,0.0,0.0,0.13144185512193468,0.0,0.10420307796525503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648120972181918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959022996368398,0.17493036571413384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097148806219074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925689133177513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687672780545705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789093625066076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410338379476305,0.0,0.17173161354483354,0.1862031305088825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136442206508019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183901136524906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820448931956049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950816344303503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739462299346664,0.0,0.15737804264359845,0.0,0.0,0.1135645486450804,0.10953107194047583,0.0,0.27141359544819954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164898625877428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173597268837082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,testicletoes,2020/02/11,"Finally able to swallow ibuprofen!! I’m weird about pills, they scare me. I don’t like taking anything in pill form. 

I have a sensitive gag reflex, and taking pills no matter what the size will.. make me gag. Which makes me nauseous, which also scares me because I have a phobia of vomit. 

So basically I would just suffer with my migraine or pain but im finally able to take ibuprofen without gagging or being scared so yay!!! 

is anyone else like this?? or am I weird",1.7625757575757568,4.429035277777782,3.0720202020202017,87.61045454545456,85.1111111111111,5.050505050505051,22.626262626262626,6.574015621080383,0.7921111111111112,365,13,67,4,11,118,66,90,0.23600000000000002,0.644,0.12,-0.7703,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,3,3,1,8,9,0,2,0,12,14,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,7,11,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,44,15,0,0.3465635804276833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857338502902272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116265671982095,0.17754767156865822,0.14259614878060065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563097097092944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447547006899945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796434624645453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717406873544146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931345979434706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313338810457841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843840420621337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204559037703071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908590231678093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703746219103952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309441207047048,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,livwrenth,2020/02/11,"Stuck in a loop I’ve spent my whole life worrying about people close to me dying. I’ve seen a lot of death in two decades of living. Friends, family, acquaintances, etc. I’ve loved these people and I’ve mourned these people. 

But I’ve always said my breaking point would be if my very best friend, brothers, or parents passed away. My brother went through a really bad stage at one time to the point where I was living out how I would deal with his funeral on a daily basis. The scenario just played over and over and over in my head and I would cry constantly about it.

Then my mom almost died a few years ago and it started happening with her. I found her and called the ambulance and that was when I was like this is it I’m going to break and this is why I’ve always felt so nervous about this. But she survived and it would pop up a lot but it died down to only two or three times a week and the fear wouldn’t last such a large portion of my day. 

But recently over a dozen people from home have passed away - family of friends, people I went to school with, friends but not close friends, etc. - and I’ve been sad. But now I’m also back in the brain loop where I’m just in a constant state of worrying. It’s borderline obsessive with how often I am freaking tf out about one of those super close people to me passing away and I do not know how to stop it. I’ve thought about it so intensely that I’ve cried multiple times about it. If I’m grieving this much for people I knew/knew of but I wasn’t like incredibly close with, I truly do not know how I’ll function if it’s one of these few close close people. 

It’s irrational to think all of these deaths of people I know are almost “omens” for someone I’m close to passing away and I feel almost selfish in a way because I’m not fully grieving these other people that I did care for, or that my friends and family cared for. But I just cannot stop worrying about this. Just constant state of fear and sick gut feelings and sadness for these people that have recently passed but also imaginary ideas of losing those people that would just irreparably break me. 

I hope that all makes sense I feel very irrational right now. :(",3.4146818727490995,4.837509716553292,3.971023742830464,89.69434273709486,73.14965986394556,7.274403094571163,24.30845671601974,7.827709963407826,1.0743399493130579,1719,50,364,23,34,542,187,441,0.184,0.701,0.115,-0.9853,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,4,28,28,0,4,16,0,22,6,3,5,2,87,52,41,9,10,24,4,4,2,6,6,2,1,1,0,32,30,0,2,11,1,1,8,7,13,0,7,15,6,32,15,60,30,12,68,0,6,1,1,18,32,0,13,23,237,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507386477555062,0.0,0.18664052087187816,0.0,0.0,0.09936953766672872,0.10339308868488764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23349004342093135,0.04777358713921072,0.05187535998965859,0.03787343704734687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520085424583373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935683233159018,0.06344094909294185,0.0,0.12668989878148232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014190641300607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649221008648252,0.04006825066325922,0.06405256741012312,0.0,0.0,0.19344117468472227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858115758084644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757098889045348,0.13982544300180633,0.09424330373442184,0.0,0.05965385925296088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812155701326954,0.28800560080919546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035309505903365214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494072382444918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376257335997315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062320741158135975,0.06170840119806127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013640327823578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243389490299183,0.05064366166562779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043883753201134586,0.060706463282955786,0.0,0.10972259839405864,0.0,0.0,0.06950678074899412,0.0,0.1056401970772918,0.05607410773292034,0.0,0.041471781903420865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276507072005839,0.0,0.0,0.045672175060894604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263012395543532,0.047252122859729434,0.0,0.0,0.0689872213553532,0.0,0.0,0.5168715024376668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746451745262615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03980161253694698,0.0,0.1226903523100544,0.0,0.0,0.05305807212715006,0.05909917995505125,0.0,0.0,0.06287815595827059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264194375184575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043975429528876,0.0,0.0,0.10388573276931744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039809938812452615,0.0,0.04932371443206772,0.1086842616602816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138257245987365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025263379225461,0.0,0.049315336603022016,0.04983636691815914,0.0,0.0,0.11518894407211926,0.05606201845107895,0.06936513082155316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928592210351453,0.0,0.22067431661279355,0.0,0.0,0.04000922421468996
anxiety,GeneralAwesome2,2020/02/11,"This is my first post, and I'm not sure how to talk about my anxiety. Hello everyone, I'm a 21m, and I was wondering if you guys ever feel constant pain in your chest because of anxiety. I've been having it for a while, and I've gone to the doctor multiple times because I thought I was about to have a heart attack. Each time I've gone, they've taken blood work, done an EKG, and they've x-rayed my chest twice. Everything comes back normal, I'm physically healthy they say. If that's true, why do I constantly feel pain? I'm not sure if this against the rules ( I have read them), but I guess I'd just like someone to talk to.",4.164304511278196,3.9937001203007534,5.17796052631579,87.55009868421055,70.35338345864662,9.056015037593985,27.90319548872181,8.841846274778883,1.7285345864661652,488,15,114,8,8,161,84,133,0.1,0.8420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.2528,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,2,6,7,1,0,6,0,9,7,4,1,4,24,22,10,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,3,0,2,8,3,13,4,11,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,5,9,61,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396831621661997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782190682110385,0.0,0.12045896494674554,0.0,0.19099235786523794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494546400821125,0.0,0.33857944579220384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603442813630668,0.0,0.16031370503811312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417045215843079,0.0,0.14969173352591505,0.1407925111291278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842018572493535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325170244984713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257449016928628,0.15511428928795634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563837740231684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653431708334643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348983634596047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333865306971556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003335694668313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669861545084096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245793154963627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273430857628715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952932706681793,0.0,0.0,0.2518286745068837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436754163974413,0.18269500574936426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135787408560702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988699030872578,0.1140475954206989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,t1llyw1lly,2020/02/11,"Slime helps anxiety? I’m 27 and have pretty severe anxiety. As childish as it may seem, I’ve found that slime (yes the kids messy gooey slime) has helped tremendously with my restlessness and other symphony associated with anxiety. Anyone else?",6.024285714285713,9.100657380952386,6.205000000000003,69.27750000000003,70.42857142857143,10.866666666666667,29.54761904761905,10.686352973137794,4.240361904761906,198,8,30,7,4,63,34,42,0.293,0.596,0.111,-0.7524,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6213373617435268,0.0,0.0,0.18930504775443105,0.27740123363847075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261653571212504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29684827196949864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629375393924247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27543604941687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464680706624553,0.0,0.3058548468872241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bitty556,2020/02/11,"Therapy Novice- Therapy

Hey, guys. This is my first post (also posted in tooafraidtoask because i didn’t know this was here-) so please indulge me and be kind, I made an account just to ask-

I’ve recently made an appointment to see a therapist, and I have a couple of questions about other people’s experiences. (I still have enough time to back out, worst case.)

Did therapy actually help you? Was just talking about “stuff” effective enough for your condition? Did your therapist push you to accept a prescription? If you feel comfortable, also please add your diagnosis/diagnoses. 

I’m more nervous than I care to admit and cried on the phone with the appointment scheduler. I really don’t know what to expect and am beginning to second guess my decision. The thought of therapy makes me feel super vulnerable and weak.

Any advice/experiences that you’re kind enough to share will help! Thank you in advance!",4.486878383255139,7.482553797546013,5.0168964272825685,76.17165283291233,75.44171779141105,9.23406712378203,29.22013713460845,9.627879704456738,3.478705088415735,731,32,120,22,17,233,107,163,0.075,0.695,0.22899999999999998,0.9804,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,7,0,4,11,11,0,1,8,0,12,1,0,4,0,26,28,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,10,0,1,2,2,3,0,2,8,3,17,8,19,18,5,15,0,0,1,0,17,4,0,3,7,83,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.1077454213761319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659162166184605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508341413565794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321958404501398,0.0,0.0,0.08489941106308926,0.0,0.06730565345417891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257159487362646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216791222871674,0.12128153803140672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120650617346027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422529077048971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160067141451231,0.0,0.0,0.111654458217355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391572529406557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216304040663362,0.10932446425917043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801262358859288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995258520633494,0.12135823538950975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894752746515488,0.073700345110729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765452362208379,0.0,0.0,0.24239672213518945,0.0,0.0,0.2114868519785631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368583251556065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073225324071608,0.0,0.10901775727970428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798344544532154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817454100601213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263944285091856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874435441100165,0.0,0.1016518149588529,0.5050593990727055,0.2563918671742953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765417372834376,0.06438166889092045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chelliebelle,2020/02/11,"Waiting for imaging Been waiting an hour for an MRI, was perfectly calm, when I got here. Now, not so much. Still in the waiting room. Was told there are issues, but all should be good in 15. Yeah, that came and went. Here I sit churning  away...",0.7231249999999996,3.16271172916667,1.2966666666666669,100.015,87.95833333333334,4.033333333333334,20.5,5.46131890053228,-0.3061500000000001,185,6,41,1,6,56,40,48,0.0,0.794,0.20600000000000002,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,0,2,10,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,0,2,3,5,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,29,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214298457025345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912902960158191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869512065816388,0.2736219304953403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33691597691266306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570808881679034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514950953391525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732147911707793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269071112486888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171455534229433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,robinshp,2020/02/11,"Setting a ""worry date"" or ""worry time"" Hi All,

I recently started seeing a therapist who provided me with a tool I've found useful. Thought I would at least share--

Essentially schedule a ""worry time"" in your day or in your week. Put it in your calender if needed. During your worry time, spend 10-15 min doing your worrying and write them down if it's helpful. Outside of these scheduled times, try to save your worrying until the next scheduled ""worry time"". It takes some discipline but I'm finding it helpful so far.  
wishing everyone the best",3.765742574257427,6.419224039603961,4.822267326732675,78.47854950495051,75.93069306930694,7.604356435643562,30.892079207920798,8.548686976883017,2.9359972277227726,432,21,71,9,10,141,72,101,0.12,0.713,0.16699999999999998,0.8429,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,1,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,19,11,8,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,10,3,9,8,4,24,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,5,16,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012281728982985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738197560326189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937517635332288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046179449346006,0.0,0.0,0.12550377508476562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344549931692186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487354285964174,0.0,0.0,0.1217336725318184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506785006501732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301930737132368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121292083509147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101814842213516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606261912771766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290142801843322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908715630387252,0.3337241476538961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771348490898893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886007158575044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918160485310126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162785367768245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8137056356886226,0.0,0.08131188132931706,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,messysniffer,2020/02/11,"Terrible Physical Anxiety? In early December I thought I was having a mild heart attach so I went to Urgent Care and got checked out. They did an EKG and a blood test two hours apart and determined it was not a heart attack. I saw my doctor later that day and he prescribed Xanax to help me if it happened again (general consensus was an anxiety attack). It happened a few more times in December and I saw my doc in early January and he prescribed 5mg Lexapro. Things were going decent up until last week when I really felt like I was having a heart attack because the Xanax did not help the symptoms. I ended up going to the ER where they did an EKG, chest X-ray, and the same blood test two hours apart. All negative. I saw my doctor the next morning and he prescribed 10mg lexapro instead of 5mg and he gave me a referral to a cardiologist for an ECHO stress test (waiting on insurance approval) just to make sure my heart is really fine. But since I went to the ER last week the physical symptoms have just been lingering allllllll day and night. 

Does anyone else have terrible physical anxiety? How do you cope?",5.012319508448544,6.134029801843319,6.202230414746545,76.36239324116747,68.95391705069125,9.841966205837174,31.056528417818733,10.047579312681364,3.1708773579109053,885,36,165,22,15,297,118,217,0.08,0.804,0.11599999999999999,0.7954,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,1,8,10,3,1,18,0,15,13,7,2,2,26,31,16,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,2,0,1,4,3,6,2,2,18,4,19,4,16,13,4,32,0,0,3,0,10,10,0,1,19,102,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24529725660549315,0.0,0.0,0.0747355812395223,0.10951500067459967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647869805442675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515532282081496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897507457435927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786231249972444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880003014683316,0.0935346624537678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928763189995363,0.0,0.0946672499417576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026251314945392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148896087255935,0.0,0.08548467380556989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890338387992696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066308848279495,0.1432838071772969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105178655389568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424899253410975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052217986019676775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713457121542421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367204733719898,0.10030312943686014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694489414265834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841531656037549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243493857349225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073663989621506,0.22218621741247052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100879333370129,0.0,0.0,0.08485373356860915,0.06232475587190502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881972458842515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147134392423513,0.0,0.0,0.19816455599277294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CarownerVolvo,2020/02/11,"Weak/stiff in arms and legs Hey! So i have been in an health anxiety for the past 2-3 weeks, and it’s been hell of worried, so my left rib is sticking out more from the left side, and I was worried but then I started to get more worried and worried! I’m almost 100% that’s it’s scoliosis, but now for the real question! Why does my muscles in my arms and legs feel weak or stiff? Please be hones!",0.8384999999999998,2.581974423529413,2.436102941176472,96.52121323529413,81.23529411764707,5.191176470588236,22.389705882352942,5.985473137389443,0.07432352941176568,306,10,73,2,8,100,56,85,0.20199999999999999,0.765,0.033,-0.9188,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,6,8,5,0,0,14,10,11,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,9,6,2,12,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,3,5,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774021965831548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552847914448332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503569903400066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957845283349176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255985616832414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831496885479795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849741594817387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691212177981759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944707241202218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984620353017692,0.0,0.0,0.20164919237207626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539620695977902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210870586470195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986118938663907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7196666234441699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,failedvessel,2020/02/11,"Met my girlfriend’s parents... and had a panic attack. I met her parents (and had a panic attack.): a long term update

[https://www.reddit.com/r/dating/comments/duj8om/i\_officially\_have\_a\_girlfriend\_and\_so\_can\_you/](https://www.reddit.com/r/dating/comments/duj8om/i_officially_have_a_girlfriend_and_so_can_you/)

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Over the past year, or have been learning to date, and after four frost dates found myself a fabulous girlfriend who I adore to bits.  At age 27, I had my first girlfriend.  Anyway, we've been together for about 5 months now.  Back in December, Molly mentioned that it would a reasonable time to meet the parents.  She is very close with her parents so i know that their opinion of me matters to her quite a bit.  My relationship with my parents is complicated.  Nothing abusive, but expectations were always too high and my father has always been disappointed in me. (I graduated from a top 30 university (U Virginia) with degrees in math, economics, and physics... but i had a B average, and I'm most of my way to a PhD at a top university (U North Carolina), but it's taking me 6-7 years instead of 5.)

She met my father a couple weeks ago and did great.  My father is very strict and judgmental, but he clearly liked Molly on several levels.

Then it was my turn to meet her parents, we scheduled to meet at the bowling alley.  i was early, they were a little late.  as the came in i started having breathing issues, and my heart rate was racing.  They asked me if I wanted to get food before bowling, and i froze up a bit.  we went to a near by Panera, but i was quickly losing my appetite.  Molly was concerned and made sure to check how i was doing, I told her i was having anxiety issues.  I was having dry tears (what i call it when my eyes cry but i can still speak clearly), and then the crying got a bit more serious, and i asked to excuse myself for  few minutes.  i went into the bathroom to regroup myself.  When i came out Molly and i discussed a bit about what was going on.  She was very understanding and admitted that she hadn't fully grasped my previous mentions of my panic and anxiety history.  She tells me that I can always take a break whenever I want, and I should not feel bad about this.  Then we sat down and after about 20 minutes i came back down and things went well.  We had a fine discussion, although it was difficult for me because I've been taught to hide my hobbies and my relationship with my father is complicated... So simple questions like ""what do you like to do?"" or ""I bet your parents are proud that you."" are difficult to answer straightly.

after about an hour of chatting we went back to the bowling alley and played a round.  I warned them beforehand that i would get somewhere in the 70's... and i got fourth place with a 74.

for what it's worth, her parents did seem to like me, generally.  They said that they liked that i was emotionally open and was gentle and caring.  Her father seemed to put some effort into talking to me, which was nice considering he is clearly a quiet, shy man.  Molly often tells me that i have a similar demeanor to her father.  Her mother even mentioned inviting me over for lobster sometimes, so i assume she isn't trying to get me removed.

So... I guess things went very bad, but Molly was very understanding and her parents were nice, and so with their help i was able to recover, and things went fine.  I guess this is just another reminder of why dating etc is difficult for me.  My therapist tells me that anxiety can sometimes tell us what matters to us, and i do genuinely feel like i care about her and don't want to mess things up.  And the fact that she was supportive and patient with me makes me like her even more.",5.958961078574912,7.429902442166912,6.130385248901906,76.4544748962909,67.03806734992679,8.209968277208395,29.30969375305027,8.536127082880203,2.1934724499755984,2940,103,519,43,48,936,296,683,0.07400000000000001,0.764,0.162,0.996,9,0,0,0,0,0,137.0,7,3,7,7,28,34,2,3,32,0,59,4,3,4,5,103,107,54,0,8,12,16,4,7,3,3,0,3,0,1,30,51,1,0,15,2,3,12,4,14,1,2,52,8,109,20,75,52,12,78,0,2,2,0,88,30,0,14,41,381,139,5,0.05205979293663852,0.06168234174957801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614786533016672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995375443903034,0.05640676389649608,0.06325834664630921,0.0,0.05458923207103094,0.1194767973078271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733775768057494,0.11845106012230801,0.0,0.1200923019271026,0.08693550512617895,0.031735166572646564,0.0,0.04429904940414982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28417905259325993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053158869222098684,0.17862760269729072,0.1061568570044456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057603170691303524,0.11437047600269568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585602599971545,0.0,0.0,0.058060430509124177,0.06877000449409806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264599106104307,0.037191526475973034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428203327714717,0.06295090826454608,0.05708087587354555,0.0,0.0,0.08159727936203763,0.0,0.02958678004429069,0.0,0.08327394432804328,0.05739610549985804,0.11469946238531993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169110528804678,0.034894581832091154,0.055004029518529785,0.0,0.0,0.05126840939588211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867379653404144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0286107007167718,0.0,0.058725713997498964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803649630989446,0.052177589120841854,0.0,0.04607127852277959,0.0,0.0582415919167884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926023482978028,0.03475031603612345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041553630042628895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995277538308453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324285030641985,0.5202561527551107,0.0,0.04969696304637787,0.0,0.0,0.054391403256685504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523344709126147,0.058318882532356876,0.05537199795469215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352613768513411,0.0,0.1117854695606482,0.0,0.0,0.04952078465536972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947865605208672,0.0,0.058812747787481766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297693275958804,0.0,0.03684818939083647,0.0,0.04157501788757554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907683608803965,0.04906573874043943,0.0,0.07828497073436304,0.04184368957256231,0.1820102146195193,0.0,0.0,0.060445432107627366,0.13834485270006114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030356483915118724,0.0,0.0,0.049745363124372,0.0,0.03534518210941938,0.05662610536919474,0.0,0.10839216086849593,0.12524304189907584,0.0,0.0,0.214773906576521,0.0921186440902632,0.04132264044920296,0.04175922569546946,0.0,0.0468080059798272,0.28955969770206424,0.0469758657425154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396356646751749,0.0,0.06325834664630921,0.06704959960767523
anxiety,MildGone,2020/02/11,"My heart anxiety is coming back I was really paranoid about heart stuff for a while but have been doing pretty well for the last ~2 years. But last week my heart was beating weird suddenly for a minute and now I keep being worried it'll happen again. Now even the normal PVCs I had stopped caring about seem scary again.

I could see a doctor but it'd only be a walk-in clinic that probably wouldn't be able to tell me much, and I just had an ultrasound a few years ago that showed everything was good. At 24 not much would have changed by now right? I'm thinking if anything happens to make me scared in a logical way I'll go in but right now I'm just trying to stay calm. Who else has heart anxiety and how do you get through it?",3.4626429861529218,4.550810556291392,4.142444310656234,89.81307645996388,72.57615894039735,7.610114388922335,24.323299217338953,8.00094639256281,1.0910609271523182,578,16,126,8,11,184,100,151,0.153,0.735,0.11199999999999999,-0.5728,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,14,6,0,1,9,0,20,6,4,2,0,23,33,10,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,6,1,10,4,13,19,3,25,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,16,82,17,1,0.1245531397817038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040884331006016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056562203213606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024966214250484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577367628563864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699022703906673,0.0,0.13176070673207854,0.10729150123323304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944554713446498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748541633500576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040481659777969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226617413717731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194033080297994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507387479467529,0.0,0.07078641966617492,0.10446926426520184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202838603317994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5903842813652219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070855350906167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030548656164142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314018797526825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312177801498894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203563185050287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472827538341974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267153208200267,0.13428935090229555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979193070957985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127354016535628,0.0,0.0,0.12469942139240033,0.0,0.0992527264566487,0.11338850056848505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275707468472048,0.0,0.10413200197791712,0.0,0.0,0.1425835459724396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886493407107033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980862273675833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456340602895505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886448488726923,0.09990901580330737,0.0,0.11198823089450212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648975940160148,0.0,0.08847897689676143,0.0,0.0,0.16041627676864287
anxiety,kt90x,2020/02/11,"Anxiety over stomach bug It’s been 48 hours since I was around someone who may had the stomach bug. I have not gotten sick from it. But fear I will get it. Since it’s been this long, can I still get it or am I okay?",-1.239374999999999,0.7127738125000036,0.8049999999999997,103.54,92.125,4.033333333333334,16.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.9828166666666664,165,4,43,1,6,54,34,48,0.105,0.7959999999999999,0.099,-0.0767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,9,3,2,0,0,5,12,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471389866405745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875906951481496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635308022567149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375696267151403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181476997276948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28589674339913435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344749152261202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372654981274225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579950590027924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hyperchondriac93,2020/02/11,"Moon? Anyone else dealing with a lot of anxiety lately, like more so than usual? I'm wondering if it's the moon that's causing it, since we had the big pink moon last night. My anxiety has been awful. Night before last, I was up for most of the night with anxiety attack after anxiety attack, and yesterday wasn't much better. I felt a little better today, but this evening I'm having a rough time.",3.8740928270042185,5.3226078227848115,5.3779113924050685,79.95690928270044,72.03797468354429,8.30464135021097,24.55907172995781,8.841846274778883,1.8729223628691989,314,9,58,6,6,106,56,79,0.201,0.7759999999999999,0.023,-0.8184,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,2,5,2,0,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,11,10,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,3,4,3,8,5,4,14,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,4,12,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678390421371715,0.0,0.0,0.10690362957328696,0.15665297400061418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478668981537223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300973827627051,0.0,0.0,0.2704360095853927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705924445436475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762197235988948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277192438701592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098182373664563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679753418978309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492500819881759,0.17246559000044975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469390271575929,0.15323506654870614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998086491360952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239109697149492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304282545148273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647146236653398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915087705843959,0.0,0.14492101164303411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838576884984965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658017319599798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cat-ali,2020/02/11,"When you crash is it ok to be kind to yourself and shut yourself in your nice cozy bed for the day and sleep? Or does this help reinforce and increase this  behaviour? I have supportive family right now that allow me to do this but today we may have become strained. Especially about work. I may need to look for other answers / solutions. And all those would be hard for me but maybe it’s time to regroup and try a different approach 

What are all your thoughts? What are others doing to recover when you crash? 

Love and support to everyone",2.86919682259488,5.5292542427184435,3.5278375992939104,86.44741394527803,79.38834951456309,7.240600176522506,25.86849073256841,8.296473431620573,1.95050291262136,429,17,81,9,11,135,73,103,0.08800000000000001,0.706,0.20600000000000002,0.9057,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,4,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,1,12,2,1,1,2,19,18,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,6,12,12,3,11,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,3,6,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125811367868155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088057307512467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22823115512308506,0.0,0.0,0.19116488922817812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087359584071263,0.0,0.0,0.20593287232057567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568606265850705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642076214675126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274794674075503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344089207825506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715740770619206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194598864394039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619760616886759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655298107107784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860527147757866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957832942003814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342292314636013,0.12737850054588007,0.0,0.20706269831289556,0.0,0.0,0.14831152089971214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903238992182855,0.0,0.0,0.15517884446040373,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietySucks1234,2020/02/11,"Hormone imbalance Has anyone ever been diagnosed with anxiety but also later found it was a hormone imbalance?

I’ve been researching this and found some articles about it but curious if anyone here has had that experience.",7.709649122807015,10.334215578947378,8.60263157894737,55.94675438596494,64.26315789473685,13.487719298245615,38.982456140350884,12.45797560212912,6.750498245614036,184,10,23,8,3,62,30,38,0.035,0.888,0.077,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,9,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340334763535296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284103893952202,0.0,0.0,0.4256430085448351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089275801702228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753186976500188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29773075777804764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6674486130255624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imdummy1122,2020/02/11,"What was your first therapy session like? I have my first ever session with a counselor coming up after putting it off for many years due to financial reasons and a fear that I couldn’t be helped. I‘ve emailed the counselor a little bit and she seems very nice. I’m just a little anxious about what exactly is going to happen. 

What’s the first session usually like? I’m worried she’ll ask “why are you here?” and I won’t be able to verbalize all of my issues in a meaningful way. I wouldn’t know where to begin. 

I’ve also looked at some intake forms from other practices and some of them ask things like “what do you want to accomplish in therapy?” and “how long do you expect it to take?” What’s my goal supposed to be besides “feel better”? And how am I supposed to know how long it should take?

I know it’s not, like, a job interview and I know I can’t “fail” it, but I just want to use the time as best as I can. Also it would help my anxiety a lot to know what might happen or what other people’s’ experiences have been. Everything I know about therapy is from cliches on TV shows and I just want a real perspective. Thanks.",2.1080165631469967,4.045699052173912,3.610993788819876,88.68094202898551,78.04347826086956,6.815734989648032,23.561076604554863,7.793537801064563,1.1534120082815735,882,29,184,14,21,291,126,230,0.042,0.81,0.14800000000000002,0.9657,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,8,13,10,0,1,11,0,22,0,0,5,3,46,47,17,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,0,10,2,0,3,5,2,0,3,2,2,23,8,27,35,7,25,0,1,1,0,13,9,0,6,16,130,40,8,0.1080880686640322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728759789189659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268707667793072,0.1221087515448002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020955067682652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343175955899958,0.09559511304960526,0.11800417641677716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931083003823908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097771846265332,0.0,0.0,0.09714258655633116,0.10573087162768688,0.0,0.12162912751886965,0.054652575199615035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27581896796643096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142894031228935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116384430655026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489830805359696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281586152339193,0.10726072988645294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564142547433097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122548244003986,0.2166652811117144,0.0,0.1913090788690138,0.0907667550020719,0.0,0.0,0.09189261071224683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109584336532119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466435983668424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493465725457965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865836313224006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302788562939007,0.0,0.11113253662904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839931820778074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253755181846774,0.0,0.0,0.0995129715358296,0.3708243794577338,0.0,0.0718089099785669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302702205922002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335338716743324,0.11904373706611245,0.08918397654612106,0.1912594300900197,0.08579527782003821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975326699456753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976868044803446,0.0,0.07678266278073625,0.0,0.0,0.06960517241310236
anxiety,RichNix1,2020/02/11,"People can't talk to me about serious subjects or problems they have with me because I have an attack when they do. First of all, first post in the sub, so hi!

I've tried for a good portion of my life to be a helping hand to those around me. It makes me feel good to be that support for others that I often don't have, but there is a problem.

See for most people, I'm fine, but for a select few I have a really hard time talking to them. I get an attack when they start talking about their issues, especially if I'm related to them.

I hate this, because it's not helpful to anyone and just makes everything worse.

What I've come here to ask you fine folks is how do you deal with this kind of thing? What are some suggestions for me to be better at listening to everyone and doing what I truly want to do in life. All suggestions are appreciated.",4.341802597402598,4.5820604685714335,5.516259740259741,83.84955844155844,70.02857142857142,8.64935064935065,27.33766233766233,8.575989854853784,1.7196285714285715,662,20,142,10,11,221,102,175,0.14,0.7120000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.259,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,6,3,11,13,3,0,8,0,17,3,1,3,2,24,31,10,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,0,5,20,7,27,28,6,12,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,5,6,106,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235367693343696,0.0,0.0,0.13031098802779195,0.13684738178188946,0.3330612463915817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846618041605036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294629568086613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609510555919676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091338339897314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987424534062784,0.13155867581952582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401512228850378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490248577059804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764785376014379,0.0,0.0,0.24555650268284165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112949271850527,0.14452188976440564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962334977046024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278474538919026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243429582965784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067878287976969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542220322117507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296565349710716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019346349012138,0.0,0.0,0.2801355518343428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377603826909753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166474779058516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360991174847008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611252478480795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529688477655598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724967641607532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535650384551784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099383748825424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633987849757081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917573313196306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousAgainHelp,2020/02/11,"Constant Anxiety around losing my job, losing everything, incompetence Hi,

Long time lurker, first time poster.  I guess I'm just looking for someone who can relate. I've done the rounds of therapy and psychotropics to limited success. Sorry for the long post:

Starting around 12 years ago while an undergraduate, after getting out of the military I started experiencing anxiety (I didn't really know what it was at the time).  My current wife (then girlfriend) insisted after about a year that I talk to my GP about it, I  was initially put on Sertraline (zoloft).  I knew nothing about anxiety, nothing about its treatment at the time.

Since that first experience with anxiety I've gone on to grad school, and have been moderately successful in a professional career, where I've worked my way to upper management, as well as doing some on the side consultation work.  It's the most comfortable I've been financially.  I grew up in a very modest household financially, and never really had any money (or success).  The reason I went into the military after high school is because I was convinced it was really all I was capable of, and had never really thought about my future.

The better I've done and the more money I've made the more my anxiety has became a significant part of my day to day existence.  I am CONSTANTLY certain that I'm going to lose my job, that I'm incompetent, that things are going horribly.   When I've had a bad meeting, bad day, or bad week I reinforce this anxiety by saying ""see, things are going awful"".  When something good happens, I quickly dismiss it in expectation for the next ""disappointment"". 

It feels like it's always there, this self-doubt and then this fear that ""I'm going to lose everything"", this catastrophic thought process starts ""Ill lose my job"" --> ""I won't find another"" ---> ""I'll lose my house""--->""My wife will leave""...etc.  It goes on and on.  I struggle to sleep, I become irritable.

I've tried quite a bit to address this.  Since my initial experiences with Zoloft with my GP I went on to see a psychiatrist and have tried several different psychotropics, as well as seeing a talk therapist.  The Anti-anxiety meds have been a mixed bag, at times getting some relief from the physical symptoms (never the thoughts) and at other times having some rough side effects (sleep issues, irritability, withdrawal for missed doses).    The issue I've had with psychotropics is they really make me feel numb inside, yes the lows are not as low, but the highs are not as high.

Talk therapy has been ok, I get the concepts, I get what I need to do, the issue is the anxiety is always there to some degree...it always creeps back ""You're going to lose everything"".  This leads to a hunker down mentality in which I'm always making contingency plans (and probably why I do the side consultation work).

I've suffered a lot of ways through this - I'm constantly under the impression that professional meetings have gone horribly ""I said the wrong thing"" , ""I could tell they thought I was a moron"", ""My boss is planning to fire me"" as well as the general belief that I'm incompetent (I realize the evidence contradicts this).

This prolonged anxiety and the lack of relief has led to a low-grade depression that just kind of sits on top of everything with the thought ""This is hopeless"".

I realize there probably are not any great solutions out there, but I'm wondering if anyone has a similar story and can relate?  It's been hard at times because lots of people have anxiety, but I don't know many that have it the way I do, just constantly there and so draining.  I feel like I'm always preparing for everything to fall apart.  It's...so..exhausting.",6.8265268097439815,7.8025662997032645,7.382667172727902,70.05039093230283,64.78635014836796,11.314277827617142,34.072044717410805,11.161034734632457,4.165807301083431,2922,124,496,85,43,963,301,674,0.147,0.785,0.068,-0.9927,6,0,1,0,0,1,134.0,0,0,2,23,24,41,1,2,45,3,51,8,2,8,5,78,100,33,0,5,12,2,7,2,1,2,6,2,1,0,39,23,0,1,18,0,2,14,9,22,3,2,30,14,46,19,79,67,13,96,1,14,5,0,17,36,0,12,43,319,85,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043181632322943725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026679241832676,0.0,0.0,0.0662537834250216,0.051080415772605116,0.3726574057512549,0.0,0.0,0.03406165426483883,0.0,0.0,0.08673079373589544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03745772124402151,0.12202136516964933,0.05939066887896055,0.053800300526252426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308318574415387,0.0531825915464086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210568213084788,0.0,0.03889381433383025,0.0,0.0,0.09424864997303654,0.0,0.0419569184215253,0.0,0.0,0.050895302743804535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099701771098045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432849699155882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218903036293404,0.09530241946286884,0.0,0.05481629892603047,0.07389311985539017,0.06960195494740093,0.0,0.0,0.04452331192877726,0.08287145963547518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180329948106262,0.0,0.13842519565658026,0.04085862348797331,0.0,0.0537068726089828,0.05366347908973046,0.0,0.04307724081853378,0.0,0.04363778203890115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440565421323135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253290346684012,0.14502207700785755,0.0,0.0,0.05072767718965833,0.053543397945465004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047597970249486116,0.0,0.0,0.08621993652729655,0.04090712213624522,0.3814860975783343,0.0,0.08282905453078078,0.0,0.04609394894742693,0.06503336002400338,0.04938790462032562,0.0,0.0,0.05410978421452234,0.0,0.04909181160025925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03612048798705168,0.11271270324568275,0.0,0.051807424412302766,0.0,0.0,0.0934839505433374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275203910017368,0.0,0.03377184935696766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466541254467708,0.0,0.10504291507275164,0.0,0.0,0.048970583245744166,0.0,0.05181286803971155,0.0,0.0,0.15603577172540356,0.05008565359741144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046337751487152544,0.038738978661295866,0.0,0.09860144817511067,0.11645520265613166,0.0,0.05081886780815727,0.055032457789567786,0.0,0.08059272155103503,0.0,0.09749748203519984,0.0,0.04127484187139219,0.03750207893044987,0.0,0.05453084292838665,0.10343912690157456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092599045677508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063204162192088,0.0,0.11746234448096747,0.042577799159771904,0.0,0.1114164041024976,0.056560198531367074,0.0970893754292578,0.0,0.0,0.19336562905904464,0.198836882781701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661466201011349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04019378924678893,0.0,0.1159996710827862,0.039075080010121714,0.0,0.13139802390836267,0.09031591755657124,0.043956411592005896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282777856163173,0.10639215702313484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053260631406138986,0.0,0.06273987186502787
anxiety,ConspiracyBeans,2020/02/11,"My brother needs help I apologize in advance as this will be long winded. I was gone from my home for 4 years until my enlistment ended. Before I left I, along with my younger brother, shared alot of similar traits as far as anxiety and depression. My four years gave me alot of coping skills and helped me to overcome my depression and anxiety. My brother on the other hand has gone pretty far down the rabbit hole. He graduated valedictorian at his mechanic school, got hired at a shop and worked for about a month. He then lost his shit and quit because he thought everyone there hated him. Its been a year since then, and he shuts down anytime someone asks him what he plans to do. Tonight after being home for about a week now I asked him about what he wants to do, if he wants help finding a better job working full time, and he gave me this look. A look i've never seen, it was a mixture of tears about to fall and i'm going to murder you tonight in your sleep. I am just lost on how to help him. He seems so in his own head that he can't find a way to break out of this slump. Anyone have any advice on family members with stone walls around them that wont let anyone into their mind? I have no fucking clue how to help or if I even can. Litetally any time anyone brings up if he wants to work somewhere or get more hours or do anything in life he loses it and breaks down.",4.582206349206352,5.060579728571433,5.015952380952381,86.80682539682543,69.57142857142857,8.07936507936508,26.62698412698413,7.984000788550335,1.3624960317460308,1084,31,231,13,18,345,167,280,0.115,0.804,0.08,-0.8859999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,11,12,11,4,0,12,0,17,6,4,2,1,36,41,24,1,7,7,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,11,15,0,0,4,1,1,6,4,9,0,1,12,4,29,2,45,24,5,49,0,5,3,1,37,22,2,9,18,144,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625886104821593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789301086591433,0.0,0.16637065208632146,0.0,0.0,0.2280993028874343,0.0,0.08948324236705446,0.09680109993196197,0.2033132781783651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628651515267914,0.0,0.09252920109480224,0.0,0.0,0.09617114265797534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731413275551814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631081277863107,0.0,0.0,0.07182133319692366,0.0,0.0,0.10390513498553287,0.0,0.0,0.10250980741273856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877164184354665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052780216092903,0.056811836615252964,0.0,0.06179909405029806,0.0,0.08696881360128092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073576227543954,0.1115979724764843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644285625639331,0.0,0.2181489231062204,0.0,0.10708638281429657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079070532628155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181456516624083,0.1111933806628367,0.0768058380306737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623092712977213,0.1826273805309716,0.1216515488037784,0.23740375120288565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979577301568202,0.0,0.0867947335699091,0.0,0.0,0.08062887047645492,0.08386651138549628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062703928098924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565771281066653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100500552006912,0.0,0.0989922451778205,0.0,0.0,0.11161940822719428,0.0899503366290734,0.0,0.10881790763201532,0.0,0.0921345215595544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632691931287796,0.12681361078822714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241190631079333,0.08631225634232978,0.087224169455369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374906853806653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007378156663248
anxiety,RedditUser840,2020/02/11,Anyone? Anyone wanna just talk for a bit about nothing?,1.7940000000000005,4.1530844000000045,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,105.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-0.7040000000000001,44,1,6,0,2,14,9,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6440777959201864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028194766789974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419261051717256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701860130293997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Less_Country,2020/02/11,"Texted a girl I don't talk to that much. I'm actually shaking. I'm literally shaking. I talk to this girl. I mean we've had conversations and stuff. I decided to message her on our group chat (our class has it)...I haven't received a response.

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I'm literally shaking. Why...WHY did I text her that? Now she'll never speak to me again, let alone look at my way. And what makes it worse is I'll be looked as being a huge loser. She's probably going to tell her friend tomorrow ""That creep randomly messaged me about some homework assignment."" 

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OH GOD. HELP.",1.1349852507374614,3.7390508761061945,2.907292035398232,87.63645427728615,88.91150442477877,6.199174041297938,24.34749262536873,7.554174236665415,1.5020954572271392,451,19,90,9,15,149,79,113,0.124,0.768,0.10800000000000001,0.0428,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,8,18,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,5,3,4,0,0,2,3,15,1,9,12,2,13,0,1,2,0,21,3,0,2,4,50,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.16532927137752346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754678032608586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36713253322952905,0.4117271661743715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089330587669604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962851682796154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355851088628507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732432090345332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28453990041630944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308902226937753,0.0,0.0,0.18454781332885664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454303590283815,0.0,0.1306669828396593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826631832880572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939451208664652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723464118706357,0.14808035985172266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447753974759827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528750046922232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726532351814496,0.0,0.0,0.4117271661743715,0.0
anxiety,StegoJet,2020/02/11,Does anyone know how to get rid of chest tension? I have it every day. It’s too much.,-2.1501754385964915,-0.3572000526315797,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,102.15789473684212,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-1.8871192982456144,65,1,16,0,3,22,18,19,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739690715813861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449243329382207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680377177559963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506215596224048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794292160242715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29393133203821203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39316526815985786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stonergirl29,2020/02/12,"Never having my own back... I spend the day rethinking things I said to people and wondering how it impacts them. For example, I told a coworker who is a great friend that it makes me uncomfortable when she does something. Now I’m thinking about how she really cares about me and I probably hurt her feelings and ruined her day.... That i didn’t say it in an appropriate tone or was over exaggerating. 

It’s like I never have my own back in social situations because I’m busy worrying that I’m somebody’s last straw or that they will be disappointed in me. I mentioned that what she did made me lose trust. Now I’m thinking that she’s lost trust in me for me not mentioning it sooner. The circle of social regret and guilt. 

At the end of the day I tell myself to not share my feelings as much and to be a bit more agreeable. Most people say I’m nice, friendly, and funny but yet I feel like I’m bitchy, that I snap, and don’t handle situations appropriately. Another part of me (the logical one) is realizing that I need to have my own back in life and that I would never intentionally hurt someone. Easier said than done. 

Can anyone relate?",3.3519859649122807,5.246251248888889,5.076421052631581,79.75926315789475,74.28888888888889,8.292397660818713,25.175438596491237,8.99025400887824,1.9964666666666668,901,30,176,20,19,306,125,225,0.124,0.755,0.121,0.0513,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,11,18,0,1,9,0,15,1,0,5,3,34,35,15,0,3,5,0,3,2,2,2,1,4,0,0,17,8,0,0,9,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,9,7,32,10,20,22,8,22,0,7,0,0,22,7,0,4,17,126,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276602369709597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512692759647165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28084314691317525,0.0,0.07421461580015276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291399721114727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241271310031077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355463401729718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065398610193936,0.12458739354689162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782992515601657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467377464695103,0.08697464505557707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881197542719802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342242810777775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606610591912642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923841579333988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599208673930152,0.11895690490140642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620150244994506,0.13289903794501334,0.0,0.0,0.11519805304152747,0.08126572607240347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089496575678205,0.0902723673288251,0.2816917244768831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249755588938125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183796001600262,0.0,0.16880529363937735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131261690292463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799295793944823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161472928823976,0.19363300478717946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736929389530466,0.0,0.24820737083356384,0.103154134799872,0.09372524108804252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641048723322086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088196155801311,0.15601854726309974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633255504310007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202724816981934,0.0,0.1236379468080172,0.0,0.08648414773608203,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,87veloce,2020/02/12,"I work for a great company, with great people. However, my client is making my job way more difficult than it needs to be. This is giving me anxiety. I wake up in the middle of the nights obsessing over the issues caused by this client and often cant sleep. 

How do those of you with stressful jobs detach from work and not bring the problems home?",4.348529411764705,5.7160015000000035,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,70.76470588235293,8.381176470588235,23.894117647058824,8.841846274778883,1.5600964705882356,274,7,54,5,5,87,55,68,0.129,0.708,0.163,0.5669,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,2,5,0,5,2,2,3,0,11,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,12,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,38,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386967349062898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200521528930064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548926173528806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723334377801871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486958398889253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357905412970625,0.4251397314074076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298649790211598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883362255549144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010210953644047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485058888376154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049695522536669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143641894766352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24537624699347035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002952248715658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31189411980508003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,superpowers335,2020/02/12,"You ever feel like you're just weak and it's all in your head? Anxiety can feel crippling. So much so that I can't really function on regular life a lot of the time. But sometimes I just think it's an excuse. That I need to toughen up. Everyone experiences varying degrees of anxiety. I'm just weak, etc. I feel guilty for needing government help and have thoughts that I just gotta suck it up. Thus creating more anxiety... and the cycle continues.

Anyone else feel this way?",1.8398533724340176,4.471926064516133,3.567487781036167,84.54395894428153,84.05376344086021,7.682893450635388,26.73411534701857,8.575989854853784,2.45849247311828,376,17,72,10,11,125,67,93,0.161,0.736,0.10300000000000001,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,1,0,4,0,3,4,1,1,2,20,14,6,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,7,1,8,12,5,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,4,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577323805538449,0.0,0.0,0.13945894049626212,0.20435842886641506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661352380842714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243765879035204,0.0,0.18041247290468745,0.0,0.19058146851533111,0.0,0.195098780900108,0.0,0.0,0.4033883625604852,0.14248595822683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204691572566295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368604089111832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087628493504709,0.09744040100275132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695638752210273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466175037032974,0.2957768842179883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777173554253596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725954175326524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779846467746667,0.0,0.15833973034483328,0.11629995079221547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831283571195245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sloth9966,2020/02/12,"Anxiety out of no where Hi...

So my anxiety shot out of no where when I thought I made a mistake and it started to build up. I found I started to speak really fast and apologising in front of the group of people. Thankfully a person said its ok and asked  if I had any other suggestions but all I could do was say there is a lot but...(must of shown I was uncomfortable) And the person kindly said its ok we will go to the next person (sigh of relief) 
😢 Feel so rude and overthinking about everything.... Should I bring it up and apologise for my possible outburst of anxiety and explain my self. Or leave it?

Also, If anyone has some suggestions that may help to calm/prevent the build up of anxiety/the adrenaline that would be amazing?

😢Overthinking and can't sleep. What do you do to make yourself feel better?

Thank you in advance 😅",2.204809899569586,4.61577310365854,3.785767575322815,85.10299139167866,80.15853658536584,7.761262553802009,24.8909612625538,8.671277953709913,2.0307931133428982,655,25,129,16,17,217,101,164,0.095,0.726,0.179,0.9572,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,0,2,8,11,1,0,7,2,15,1,1,2,1,30,31,16,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,4,9,11,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,2,1,0,8,6,14,8,22,17,3,18,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,6,5,91,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604851917609575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718688777441608,0.0,0.361736210042424,0.0,0.0,0.1102114482934542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735326168260254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394019286626555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258466066873638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165853765144354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939464154938013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282200535723355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895789803689305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564924794924133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413679524092606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689663890982295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400274087741873,0.0,0.14914369195228808,0.10521245885338323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763047479839016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927374226277553,0.4128826613104907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769267279181938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097529763958404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998651012281014,0.1253456132950634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644318557819497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773365874300194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312825046396545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902303207036977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513253679972425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196860318513037,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moocowpoop,2020/02/12,"Homicide Detective Isn’t. helping Having a full blown panic attack right now after getting off the phone with the homicide detective on my Dad’s case. She was describing the gun and the bullet they found and the bullet wound and the extent of the injuries on the suspect. 

Screaming on the street on the way home from work and ppl ask if im ok if i need help i want to go to the bospital buti dont know hiw i feel shit im hoing to faint again",1.1908695652173904,3.480008521739133,2.748000000000001,91.747,83.34782608695653,4.984347826086957,21.156521739130433,6.2581,0.2858486956521737,352,11,72,3,10,115,65,92,0.174,0.74,0.085,-0.8689,0,0,0,1,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,2,1,12,1,4,4,1,0,0,13,12,6,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,2,6,1,12,10,2,13,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,2,3,43,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685239556637334,0.2638893350018589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718567813254863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728654481663045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433346666615025,0.0,0.0,0.12119014534540105,0.0,0.131828887013291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109573856183419,0.0,0.23267598156726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011157691931274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747980099612818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199627954737928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721564718305093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809358462097545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381048230852217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681671685139732,0.18411999179072627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887050536304626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NightFury284,2020/02/12,"Anxiety having physical manifestation. Whenever I feel anxious or nervous for a long period of time, I get stomach pains and my bowles just start acting up, resulting in me feeling really nauseous. This is the worst because I have an extreme phobia of throwing up, and would do absolutely anything besides it to releave pain and discomfort in my digestive system. Anyone have ways of coping with anxiety manifesting physically? Thank you.",8.968356164383565,11.008103643835616,9.662904109589048,51.788602739726066,60.50684931506849,12.963287671232875,44.73698630136986,12.340626583579946,6.994613150684931,358,22,43,13,5,121,62,73,0.271,0.682,0.047,-0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,6,4,1,1,0,10,11,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,1,10,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950915158392037,0.2917271578784949,0.0,0.18056089061690053,0.0,0.21250184107388687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741502135714452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26113837431013104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491486848463768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22852601942430886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.549551285050959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542918140013926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277699934715988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774410917255304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057638197320858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204971488457589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834396609906289,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rooster_gang,2020/02/12,"Dypsnoea help Hey team, I wouldn’t categorise myself as a typically anxious person;
However lately I’ve had some really bad shortness of breath. I’ve noticed that I constantly have the desire to yawn but I can only trigger the reflex about 1/50 attempts. The other times I just sit there looking like a goober with my mouth open looking like Mia Khalifa at the end of one of her episodes. 
The hunger for air gets worse and worse when I notice I can’t breathe properly which leads me to think this could be some form of anxiety. I’ve been to the hospital and my lungs are fine. I have a slight arrhythmia in my heart beat too. 

Can anyone shed some light on what’s happening or suggest some coping mechanisms. 

This has effected my quality of life to the point where I don’t want to get out of bed.",6.469166666666666,6.501629121794871,6.676410256410258,78.06858974358975,65.47435897435898,10.77948717948718,32.717948717948715,10.504223727775694,3.300825641025641,637,24,123,15,9,205,112,156,0.12300000000000001,0.789,0.087,-0.7715,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,10,0,13,8,5,3,0,20,20,6,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,6,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,3,15,3,19,15,5,16,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,5,7,78,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341565997513095,0.2117901357154989,0.0,0.1310848664442554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653139091290585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259076287817188,0.0,0.149681234440829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660446551621622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589289193501205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578097809282216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215536687057413,0.12565861144014073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147671900082848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324171037737697,0.18317881817068152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148587323536983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268765062495946,0.0,0.0,0.1270359614879988,0.14258099637853985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369342554119196,0.0,0.0,0.1772217513617093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009944166607922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012456579989304,0.0,0.0,0.10931650178053412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105759146203177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821002164298237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meehyow,2020/02/12,"isolating myself from literally everybody hi. so basically i have isolated myself from people for 9 months now. school has always been super hard for me, social and friend wise so i left public school last may and started online school. it has been so good not have any stupid school drama, rude teachers etc. but the problem is i do not socialize with anybody but people at the store or at the hair salon etc. haven’t been in contact with any people from my old school, totally just disappeared from my friends and everybody. stopped posting on instagram, almost like i went missing. i’ve been doing more then fine, not depressed, rarely have social anxiety anymore. but sometimes i get really lonely considering i have no friends except for like 2 online who i don’t even talk to that much. i’ve enjoyed the quiet but the quiet has made me really scared to talk to any old friends. for example, an old friend texted me today and asked if he could come to my house and i’m literally shaking and having such bad anxiety because i do not wanna see anybody. all i do is isolate myself and actual human contact that isn’t just like a 10 second conversation at the grocery store scares me so so much. i don’t want to talk to anybody and now people are starting to reach out and it’s making me really anxious. what is wrong with me? i’m not depressed isolating myself, it actually makes me happy having no friends because no friends=no drama. but i know that isn’t normal and it’s probably unhealthy for a teenager to do. what is wrong w me? should i keep isolating myself or should i roll up my sleeves and just go out into the world and talk to people again.",3.4353814002089846,5.820839648902823,4.573927899686519,81.2089378265413,75.70846394984326,7.262737722048067,26.620794148380355,8.238735603445708,2.0233322048066875,1324,51,235,24,30,433,156,319,0.162,0.66,0.17800000000000002,0.7141,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,13,28,2,3,10,0,32,1,1,3,2,53,49,26,0,8,17,0,2,3,6,3,0,2,0,1,10,19,0,2,1,2,2,5,13,13,0,1,6,5,30,15,32,39,7,30,0,4,1,0,22,11,0,5,16,164,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.15738500354080204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074879259026048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709850868247619,0.0,0.0,0.16451283843900444,0.0,0.12337796558659395,0.09109966122394866,0.07997269738782856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538702987523574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733059892003104,0.09831415917176517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694637731912398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438406445642632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890933488078272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986867639684218,0.05326161714480585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738111812365687,0.0,0.04213080092509998,0.0,0.04582927579717791,0.06763657134965975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584222777248153,0.07223713640974254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304713503699212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716760765101652,0.0,0.0,0.04431735024685365,0.06573194040735134,0.0,0.0,0.08761503283311815,0.0,0.0,0.11818913252765233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763030273814263,0.10765496044345076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436566496072697,0.0,0.11855859511889925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790095706992237,0.0,0.0,0.2538527131222814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795263158234955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723033267298676,0.0,0.0869430001990362,0.07716109340297991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549791506389483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146837773945674,0.4080573031687352,0.06425922649930525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24660538932230894,0.0,0.0,0.07975450936401059,0.0,0.11415408041640952,0.0,0.0,0.06741821751211788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259259843338377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764367997403097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047563255613429584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475360744376391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633322851855746,0.0,0.0
anxiety,narci_irl,2020/02/12,advice!! hi. how do i cope with anxiety with not having anyone to lean on and keeping everything to myself? i just really don’t wanna come to a point where i’ll burst everything again.,2.171666666666667,4.757782833333334,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,81.77777777777777,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.8592444444444445,146,4,26,4,4,50,29,36,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.3147,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434328200244901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26885824698136085,0.0,0.0,0.24574197409194845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30274300925799785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317211002754223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123848604473801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322337979432518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251478350089626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ASurrealUniverse,2020/02/12,"How do you deal with co-workers not liking you? Any stories? A couple months ago one of my coworkers started ranting about another one of my coworkers (about how she’s lazy) then she blurted out that she didn’t wanna start anything but after I left one day the same girl started talking about she couldn’t stand me. 

I wasn’t sure how to take that because she never indicated that she didn’t like me. (I hardly ever work with her) I know at my job just about everybody talks about everybody. It makes me feel awkward because I don’t know who to believe and it makes me feel like I shouldn’t trust anybody at work.",2.955454545454547,5.050894426229512,3.72725782414307,88.09412071535023,76.04918032786884,6.403576751117736,26.66467958271237,7.348242739294969,1.3778426229508196,488,19,96,6,11,155,75,122,0.028999999999999998,0.851,0.11900000000000001,0.9141,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,10,6,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,5,3,23,17,6,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,3,3,22,5,16,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0,13,67,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445192542051032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086828882755187,0.17095471372491738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416258012315485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876727004988992,0.0,0.0,0.18368278956901807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803933336590234,0.0,0.10514304247135453,0.16808025566679596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747302574751373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486915073094208,0.11647107901095965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604588516391045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178547285805694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919776354943845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771362440393202,0.0,0.0,0.23894962251615126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765209380765327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013168822242038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574139308958188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331426912201709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461875957732091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365703091699492,0.0,0.12258081175645145,0.2620801099661487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35607072635107617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lollipop_fox,2020/02/12,"Hypochondria is exhausting Two days ago I was convinced I was having a heart attack. It took all my strength to keep myself from driving to the emergency department. Yesterday I couldn’t breathe. Today parts of my body are numb and I’m convinced I have ALS. 

Now I also know that none of this is true but part of my brain is SO sure that I am ill that I constantly have to talk myself down. 

I’m actually a very rational person, but when I have actual symptoms they’re very convincing. And then one small part of me thinks...welllll...I know it’s unlikely, but people DO have heart attacks at your age...or even though it’s unlikely, SOMEBODY has to get ALS. 

And I’m caught again in the vicious cycle. 

Like I said, exhausting.",1.9470070422535208,4.50904417605634,3.3275880281690178,87.01279049295776,82.59154929577466,7.211971830985916,24.367957746478872,8.278499904357787,1.8106605633802813,571,22,112,13,16,186,94,142,0.145,0.722,0.132,-0.2315,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,7,13,3,0,4,0,15,10,5,0,3,13,25,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,6,0,2,5,1,16,7,12,19,5,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,10,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.2890566398237877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128542357797152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843886293880712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369797820583349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645103614237788,0.0,0.1653332510400008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004800860784366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551494673185902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782141714326237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773783236935731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510083437571303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164180427400007,0.0,0.0,0.16278837322551354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235622357813498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003592284706658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811471979155532,0.0,0.10267679356542428,0.12931886137285922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088099509867918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395864412712891,0.15393695590843792,0.0,0.11904053351754774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551160943143898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038544966000954,0.0,0.16454919858188816,0.0,0.0,0.14467626800228506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444029260869161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OoHeavy-ExpressionoO,2020/02/12,"I need a place to speak my mind/vent and ask for some tips to help me as I feel alone right now. Work has been generally really stressful lately and my anxiety has just spiralled where it reached a point where I got pulled into the bosses office for it. I have been extremely negative and complaining about everything which no matter what I did I couldn't stop myself. All the issues I have actually mentioned they have addressed as actual problems and plus people have actually misheard me on many occasions which really frustrates me as I sound awful which I kind of feel is a win.

I do really want to get in control of my thoughts and would love any ideas or advice on helping me to de stress and quieten my mind. The job is full on and can be stressful and I need help in managing my time effectively especially when dealing with severe brain fog and actually just calming my mind when I do get stressed to continue and finish.

I don't like to be negative and it hurts to know I am upsetting people and I am not sure on what to do and my job depends on it which sucks.",8.250189573459714,6.6786249431279625,8.521464454976307,71.5493056872038,62.60189573459715,12.231469194312794,36.73981042654029,11.20814326018867,3.973915260663508,857,33,164,20,10,284,120,211,0.21899999999999997,0.667,0.113,-0.9762,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,4,8,16,2,5,6,1,22,2,1,4,2,43,35,20,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,10,16,0,2,6,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,5,4,28,6,26,26,3,23,0,1,0,1,10,14,1,3,9,120,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.4128833682210609,0.0,0.0,0.10336180567929742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955068183186684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193041831830138,0.0,0.08091735052515453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888505929664276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807953903073785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863531225498272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090490637946526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950634735572505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696572577489477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105258226670662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459768458778871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269564098165933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323399639830795,0.11940675330692588,0.0,0.11040129822514423,0.20993012273519,0.0,0.0,0.11014806557265493,0.05813100495248163,0.0,0.11931846077525275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167617204868303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546579003215787,0.0,0.0,0.10723893657257152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204068604604825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686118898916054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666170751612734,0.0,0.11051204105019784,0.0,0.09999127416144027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121209588937397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328593029913167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033100976527653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949529537034385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843237951399513,0.4846582132148563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969139623503348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397329098851558,0.06167807402826884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238865438072351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700523617765505,0.0,0.0,0.07513930698848666,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dark_delightness,2020/02/12,"Does 5HTP really work? So I’ve been dealing with mild anxiety and depression lately; it used to be worse but I feel like I’m in a better state at the moment. However, at times I feel super anxious and I would say it’s more social anxiety than anything. I’ve never looked into medication until recently (I’m 19, female) and I never thought it could actually help but I’ve seen people say they find anti-depressants to help as well as 5-HTP and other herbal medicines. So I ordered 5-HTP from Ebay.. I know probably not the best idea but I made sure it was from a decent seller. So I received them yesterday and I took one tablet (50mg) and after a couple of minutes I felt weird and I looked at myself in the mirror and noticed my pupils were dilated and I instantly panicked and I felt weird for the rest of the evening I really can’t explain it. So I went to sleep at around 12am and I didn’t have difficulty sleeping (I usually do and sometimes it can take 30 mins-1 hour to actually fall asleep) however I woke up at 9:30 and I felt as though I was SO tired I could literally sleep for 5 more hours but I forced myself out of bed as I had to go to college. As I woke up I experienced sleeping paralysis (this happens to me here and then and I’m guessing it was because I felt tired) and I also felt like I had so many vivid dreams like I remembered most of them when I woke up and let me just say some of them weren’t pleasant.. I really wanted this to work for me but I’m not sure if this is normal and I don’t want to try it again or try more and experience the same or even worse as it really didn’t seem to make me feel any better tbh. If anyone has any recommendations or advice on anything else I could try that could treat my anxiety that would be very appreciated.",1.9816152362584385,3.9579493633879785,4.019164255866283,85.42029893924784,78.59016393442623,7.365991642558662,23.05978784956605,8.313332769828598,1.3820719382835105,1401,45,293,28,34,478,186,366,0.111,0.7509999999999999,0.138,0.9224,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,6,16,15,0,0,9,0,26,8,5,3,4,71,59,46,0,11,13,0,8,3,0,2,3,3,1,0,15,23,0,0,15,1,1,5,9,3,1,1,23,16,45,12,44,27,8,36,0,1,4,0,13,14,0,9,18,197,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.1544024390609338,0.0,0.0,0.07730664943655984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326528021810389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075967974091186,0.0,0.18155979017410687,0.08937325395780696,0.0,0.05531646230438815,0.0,0.13020372286839496,0.07042583200772247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048225515865017034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302243144487433,0.13993503672131274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25265575156660675,0.0875351517594721,0.0,0.0,0.08156027935807206,0.1362768982520277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692308341483983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608734209763457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450453868504278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738603434737958,0.0,0.0,0.12000315508027977,0.05651713048379513,0.3797962846911312,0.0,0.07230629748118537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496077646715559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871500190539393,0.0,0.06995786374284456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060532772622727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558173948786752,0.0,0.0,0.08930703133125688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347750304594879,0.0,0.08924099533518401,0.0,0.0,0.08089666700518612,0.0,0.11594935935579465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286713921974674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748570274827431,0.052807408887492406,0.08020644396720075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969631457818817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203102745857393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751227976402954,0.0,0.0900687425143249,0.0,0.0,0.053607866152428366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484581627712135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529536479329314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272290518066516,0.0,0.07811286739590413,0.0,0.08961768417628221,0.0,0.0,0.1887374496992778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201995880068053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166737439021101,0.08064401042094703,0.0,0.0,0.0782431012794611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912293317504471,0.0,0.05948185413648476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772645327086246,0.06280553755635132,0.046130436823247016,0.1818536095110036,0.0,0.0,0.08789556822515393,0.1611341446720729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832676506462712,0.08712992320613995,0.06527510996539211,0.0933237921170587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113056204770749,0.07333697022110768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151879412098509,0.0,0.1612423523170563,0.11239679930298352,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeletinMySocialMedia,2020/02/12,"When did you realize you had anxiety? How did you cope? As immigrant child, I knew the word anxiety but not what it actually meant. It wasn’t until winter 2008, 1st year into university, when I felt shortness of breath, heart palpitations, slow heartbeats felt like death near by, hard to breath and all this on the bus! Anyhow saw the hospital at next stop, got off and said something like i don’t feel so well, my heart yada yada. Anyhow doctor, they sent the youngest one possible, went on to explain that I’m not dying. Dead ass looked him in the eye and said “so I’m not dying?” He said no, you might be having anxiety or panic attack and when you feel like this, take this pill. Not sure if it was Xanax but it calmed me down and I left determined not to be taking pills every time I felt like that. 

12 years later, still learning what triggers my anxiety but under a recent 1g psilocybin I learned that what I was feeling was anxiety. Now anxiety is lower than before and working on facing root of anxiety with one trip.",4.241516666666667,5.705348785000004,5.186,81.6296666666667,71.15,8.533333333333335,26.333333333333336,9.029198982220553,2.054183333333333,807,26,155,16,15,264,128,200,0.171,0.688,0.141,-0.4358,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,1,1,9,9,1,1,6,0,13,11,7,3,2,40,34,19,4,1,10,0,7,4,0,1,4,3,0,1,13,8,0,1,12,0,0,3,8,2,1,2,19,13,17,7,20,12,1,30,0,0,3,1,14,12,1,5,19,98,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.10479203223143692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750433153647537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216566346418027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137651880367173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228968474516711,0.0,0.0,0.1099128489001548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047628909824146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289087881680447,0.07671569173786039,0.3093186202144881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588539982343889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961956496063992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25450290776869033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667385250242418,0.0,0.0,0.20985107189974306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017615019747027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139182571272223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142049071452162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455333807385479,0.0,0.0,0.12599287480492705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106017847281016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060294923788238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306442483829692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267003215445558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575760552124075,0.08977846508335606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120886246854338,0.0,0.1614799458808094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261691527456018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965517927835577,0.099546745425872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817738192057908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383045253055804
anxiety,gravyard,2020/02/12,my future growing up your whole life being suicidal is strange because you never make any plans on what you want to do because you never expect to get so far,13.365806451612904,7.333189451612906,12.106451612903225,63.479677419354836,57.70967741935484,13.690322580645162,47.1290322580645,8.841846274778883,4.703683870967742,127,5,22,1,1,41,26,31,0.174,0.7440000000000001,0.083,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,5,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23552565676545525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222559247287939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095033771393856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446328645238886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118717210545034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342433711787811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788438971024455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042825433422268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866804776969737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tarynkg123,2020/02/12,"feeling very overwhelmed I'm not really sure how to get across what I need to so please bare with me!! 

a little bit of context: I am a 22 year old medical student. I was previously studying nursing and changed half way through my degree to study medicine in a town about 3 hours from my home and my  BF of 3 years.  I though things would get better once I was away from my turbulent home life and got a fresh start studying to become a doctor (a lifelong dream) but I have been battling severely with anxiety and depression since I made the move here 18 months ago.  I am stuck.

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I have a long history of poor mental health. History of anorexia in my teens (I am 22 now), suicidal at 19/20 - I have been in and out of therapy for the last 8 years.

I am finding small tasks extremely challenging, and this is becoming increasingly worrying given the huge workload I find myself avoiding as I deal with yet another battle internally over the tiniest things. 

I have been seeing a very good therapist for \~3 months now and he is great -but I am finding the psychotherapy to be bringing my anxiety to a whole new level. I am overwhelmed by the task of untangling my thoughts and I am struggling hugely to identify a sense of 'self' without becoming panicked and paralyzed. 

I guess I am just at a loss as to have a little bit of peace in my life, the chaos is deafening and I feel like I am drowning within myself. I'm not even quite sure what I am trying to say or express but I felt like I may find a little bit of support here, as I am feeling very alone in my panicked existence.

Any advice  or ideas as to how I might deal with the anxiety brought about by therapy would be really appreciated.

Thank you -a terrified little person",5.113446006966843,6.170376074183983,5.986068894336218,78.24256870081281,68.67359050445103,9.659089149787123,32.75306412075861,9.867487886160001,3.2467722616436587,1375,61,259,32,23,453,181,337,0.18,0.6729999999999999,0.147,-0.9470000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,4,13,18,2,4,22,0,30,5,0,3,2,46,51,23,2,3,9,0,4,2,1,4,5,1,2,2,5,15,0,1,10,1,1,4,3,8,0,1,12,6,40,10,49,33,5,42,0,4,1,0,9,22,0,5,17,176,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987599934604905,0.07245813812651421,0.0,0.0,0.08465864284058337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856594038403426,0.0993238145721318,0.05558643261690287,0.08571217951954634,0.18759407873596654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679801429547714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27082831730109724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229294622847084,0.2677187978010854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647075000350238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854200429460106,0.07040308637741004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366500027517572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539889163772113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399155837923488,0.05839552367702613,0.07848382515275297,0.0,0.2988378263663838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541221277101166,0.0,0.0,0.06856016378004734,0.06537545038423137,0.09011933510853187,0.09004652142728273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688646921913024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398503680052692,0.0,0.08049805690806552,0.0,0.0,0.09227522377705702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662952467845623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547165116944093,0.07986868761898318,0.32770234831686024,0.0,0.07233788689867035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734496219714634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234508696892709,0.0823753312336551,0.0867138929549043,0.0,0.0,0.13048918487324526,0.08687735552402306,0.0,0.06060964273396114,0.0,0.07894561153238101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577304280006963,0.08705110512132969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137276678818143,0.0,0.08972666744470066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694122355253156,0.0,0.0,0.1047302836150478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500343122112226,0.0,0.0,0.06513670053432845,0.0,0.08527330591715586,0.09234364736692363,0.0,0.06761669529377468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785643989144273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545305613159837,0.0,0.08941098412722331,0.0927583002749729,0.15407915618624238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525579154388358,0.1869550724169556,0.09490717365659516,0.10860968729880227,0.0,0.08030975570515428,0.06489293111708581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549652338343286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023337453728726,0.0,0.06488190879467086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912604962574388,0.0,0.07879505211581103,0.0,0.0,0.0830115793584777,0.0,0.11613239912810575,0.0,0.0993238145721318,0.15791486068558908
anxiety,RazthulMaul,2020/02/12,"Get super emotional and anxious when I ask someone for a favor... This is something I’ve suffered with since childhood. Any time I ask someone like a friend, boss, or peers for a favor that is outside the norm, I lose it. That fear and anxiety of rejection is so strong I start crying.

Today I had to ask my boss if I could leave work early to help my gf in a extremely dangerous situation (abuse from her mother). I stress because I feel like I am imposing too much even though I know I shouldn’t. I worry about losing my job...

I also worry that I just came back from a long vacation and now I am requesting more... I just can’t shake the feeling.",2.703167832167836,4.446157330769236,4.3590909090909085,84.85954545454545,75.69230769230771,7.496503496503498,25.66433566433567,8.296473431620573,1.6959230769230773,503,18,101,9,11,169,88,130,0.266,0.5660000000000001,0.16699999999999998,-0.9074,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,11,15,1,3,7,0,9,0,0,2,0,16,18,9,0,3,4,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,2,2,20,7,10,14,2,12,0,4,0,0,9,1,0,2,11,68,25,4,0.0,0.17479906695636035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797978302846095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032554008393152,0.0,0.11286013738545762,0.1666670419247157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137622390683279,0.0,0.0,0.11344155517918905,0.0,0.08993299134336523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687351539003001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779079555151928,0.0,0.1620549084678905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595152709639968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974422523463556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601239992218453,0.14919132211004574,0.10539554663920224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398140413483865,0.0,0.0770783982044004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888632910282832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640087904184548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810786952700867,0.0,0.0,0.15621309457235152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441515284204932,0.0,0.0,0.13055951299584978,0.0,0.33009693329865714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845161265002834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203843914199625,0.16583003525805398,0.0,0.0,0.2500035825010664,0.11357589343484005,0.0,0.0,0.10442257770788246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899525309907149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494759306928748,0.0,0.08602599891523764,0.0,0.139841302763926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740368385774164,0.2996479946736846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beansbeans_,2020/02/12,"idk man I worry a lot if I exaggerate about things. I never know if I’m being dramatic or am just too used to things while they’re actually much worse than I experience them to be or think that they are. Like they feel bad but at the same time not as bad to talk about it this much? Idk man.... just a lot happened and I keep feeling as if I exaggerate things making them much worse than they’re actually are. That people have it a lot worse and I’m actually just very weak and make a big thing out of everything. I’m honestly just very confused and kinda a mess.. don’t worry, I’ve actually felt mentally a bit better and even more confident but all in all I’m still so tired): 

(Lmao sorry if I made any typos or my sentences arent right)",2.2014535464535463,3.808280993506497,4.2780519480519485,85.49037462537464,76.72727272727272,7.855344655344655,22.235764235764236,8.617729084823388,1.2430795204795202,579,16,128,12,13,199,90,154,0.23,0.6659999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.96,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,1,10,8,0,1,7,0,8,2,0,4,3,39,23,18,0,4,14,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,3,12,3,13,19,11,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,12,5,84,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.4593908725127726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003271668177507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653119349876136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408656593362037,0.12848616521509687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773263087690023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057714972868034,0.11512265627201773,0.0,0.0,0.11901442846780265,0.0,0.1130001233546012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104072203325985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460760105952732,0.0,0.0,0.06467892664270955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749701633138756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001655412682924,0.0,0.11136040135816352,0.15711695871844447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860306977472347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25954539138209426,0.0,0.09076919464287207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159089826061204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050596508603422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174346510927645,0.0,0.0,0.09398677644212708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459415045845257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312749997553829,0.07541051078473167,0.0,0.0,0.06862554034286839,0.13526646478344778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164571366203276,0.0,0.19421189135836506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390382652504855,0.3598061599647653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inthewhitecoattt,2020/02/12,"subway anxiety Hello all!

I would like to start this out by saying that I am a born and bred New Yorker who has taken the subway pretty consistently since I was 14 years old. Using public transportation is a part of everyone’s life here, which is what makes this problem so humiliating. So here’s the issue: 

About 6 years ago I had my first panic attack on the NYC subway. It was the most terrifying experience of my life. After that, I started developing really bad anxiety when on the train, throwing myself into panic when it gets stuck between stations. Luckily, after a while I got a new job and did not have to take the train anymore, so naturally, the anxiety went away. 

Last year, I moved to a new neighborhood and had to start taking the train to work again. For the whole first year taking the train every day I was totally fine. It was like I never had the anxiety to begin with and I almost enjoyed my commute every day. However, the past month or so, it came back and is worse than ever before. I dread getting on the train in the morning, and my stomach is upset until I arrive at work. Even if the train is running smoothly, I fight the urge to run off at every station. I’m shaky, tense, sweaty, overly alert and honestly in pain over it the whole ride. It’s gotten so bad that I’ve begun to avoid it all together, and started secretly taking a $30 cab to work every morning. I CAN NOT afford to keep doing this, and keeping it from my family is causing me more stress and anxiety. 

The weird thing is, that coming home from work, I’m FINE on the train. However, I think it’s only because I’ve convinced myself that the 3 PM train is “the safe train” so I make it a point to get that train every day. I don’t know what would happen if I missed that train though, because I literally run out of work to make it on time every day. 

I have such a hard time talking about this with my friends and family. They know I have this issue, but they have no idea how bad it really is, which is why I’m reaching out to you fine Reddit people. 

I’m wondering if anyone else has anxiety when it comes to taking the subway/public transit? I would love to know I’m not the only one around painfully anxious when commuting. Any and all support or advice would be so very appreciated!",5.0020004567252805,5.551915693156734,6.209353733729162,78.36675496688744,68.66887417218544,8.897282484585524,27.541219456496922,8.939507131559953,2.088368714318338,1791,54,343,30,29,603,219,453,0.138,0.7709999999999999,0.09,-0.907,4,1,0,1,1,0,49.0,0,1,2,7,23,29,2,7,31,0,33,6,1,6,6,62,74,33,0,8,9,0,2,2,1,4,4,1,1,0,31,22,0,4,7,0,0,11,6,17,0,3,14,3,34,12,49,55,9,69,0,1,0,1,12,19,0,9,41,234,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664145189911484,0.06045264617895965,0.0,0.06828958052914964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046376390978649484,0.0,0.3130237337120727,0.07704335200278226,0.06763323367708349,0.047685023070521616,0.0698760248749469,0.0,0.0607099095666955,0.0,0.07758408732305594,0.06407345407281874,0.0524393879346654,0.17082527959358945,0.08314468210049353,0.0,0.058030739678498734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799935552379088,0.0,0.07005724431564593,0.0,0.11749158794911595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759260433403392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696995616339634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045043565067023165,0.061688213764254575,0.3447541697895588,0.06516528585853577,0.0,0.06670988489620458,0.12858038063825533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601689788404447,0.0,0.0,0.05268893801150203,0.0,0.10689056629482813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054543479491117285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030650203524163,0.0,0.0610912384669301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684072877434205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698626542596079,0.0,0.14236018337563527,0.06767513437139254,0.12123349568064735,0.0,0.0,0.11243808711336968,0.055589767893650235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633930780360617,0.06663535164232244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155057772673277,0.0,0.13656635328041136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443430322174248,0.07248276274070628,0.0,0.0,0.05259783541164688,0.1975956563919324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156142211426735,0.0,0.046212144228847334,0.10373398983657564,0.14513312166636466,0.16002929012560746,0.0,0.07385085239695839,0.06510188286537283,0.04727930719981442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446833667008478,0.0,0.0,0.06938100450408803,0.0,0.06525544881392556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737766306592179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423309968533259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056413375530682174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308113514177008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781195887378395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773893016253576,0.0,0.0,0.25637879472189884,0.05481427455971112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04530714677223658,0.043697970993014805,0.06700333974750364,0.0,0.07953259671832895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890042914371967,0.0,0.05626977928383605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321942819973612,0.0615373077468486,0.1522793335024554,0.0,0.0,0.07395688476810791,0.2482416357273945,0.0,0.06949870770725393,0.193781154634337,0.0,0.0,0.17566687830624547
anxiety,WizardNebula,2020/02/12,"I’ve been having bad anxiety for the past two or three days and I don’t know what to do. Something triggered me, I’m not gonna go into detail about what did, but it had to do with myself and my own security. I don’t know why, but it triggered some bad anxiety for me to the point where I’ve had to sleep in our living room because my room felt too lonesome and dark. I wish I could go back in time four days ago or even further to where I didn’t feel this way and stop myself from having these thoughts, I’ve dealt with depression for a long time but I’m usually pretty good at accepting things for the way they are, but this time, I’m freaking out, my confidence is gone and I don’t know how I’m going to function during these next work days of mine. I tried getting hold of a counselor earlier, but the line was busy. I don’t know what to do, I feel so horrible, alone, and hopeless all because of this stupid trigger of mine that probably has to do with OCD. 

I’m not expecting some expert advice, I’m mainly venting, but some advice would be appreciated because I feel like my life has stopped all together.",9.286734299516908,5.435995808695651,9.152318840579712,74.96219806763284,62.65217391304348,12.483091787439616,38.59903381642512,9.994966539143718,3.5104541062801933,876,30,188,13,9,288,124,230,0.179,0.7040000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.9418,0,1,1,0,0,1,20.0,1,0,1,1,8,10,1,0,6,0,23,2,1,4,2,47,45,16,0,4,10,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,12,11,0,4,10,0,0,4,7,6,0,3,9,4,22,4,26,32,7,31,0,2,0,0,2,11,0,5,15,122,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588035348019803,0.11738458627021595,0.0,0.0,0.13714980844095745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026057517580242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182475451531983,0.22113456881304214,0.2421706424573016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572861789713887,0.0,0.0,0.256204737719769,0.0,0.11405533429701073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746383464961269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008704357809036,0.09460268458584636,0.12714639904732375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918530835724078,0.0,0.2257763328630046,0.11106973858322446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911038456501533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353395180260342,0.0646949610803537,0.0,0.11693152341378305,0.11718977529392105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408328669671993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641229240720336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518209715988854,0.0,0.0,0.1347213236061608,0.1427738886086626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251816774199185,0.0,0.0,0.10194533607718287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142233544354756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797564730580776,0.0,0.0,0.10512870007424792,0.23164993306842974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990620798764136,0.0,0.12935757374832174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584471243498232,0.0,0.0,0.21022168709293385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194907397215129,0.0,0.15227937858624732,0.0,0.0,0.09640518173063482,0.0,0.0,0.0940691686033811,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dogtriumph,2020/02/12,"Coffee substitutes?  I love and hate coffee at the same time. It boosts my mood and my focus but the downside is that my anxiety goes through the roof and I feel like shit on the next day. I would love to switch to something with the focus benefits but without making me feel anxious. I've read that green tea can be a good substitute but before I spend my money on it, does it make you feel more focused as well? Probably I have ADHD but my shrink wants to put my anxiety under control to see if my poor concentration is due to anxiety or if it's something else.",3.396007866273352,4.997852415929206,4.552684365781712,84.78491642084565,73.51327433628319,7.854080629301867,26.714847590953788,8.515128840125781,1.8551738446411008,445,16,89,8,9,146,74,113,0.162,0.639,0.19899999999999998,0.8045,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,9,2,0,6,0,6,4,1,3,0,21,16,11,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,3,1,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,14,6,13,14,2,9,0,0,2,2,3,4,1,3,5,58,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948648097234546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000395117481168,0.19692043509378554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148324783504896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955032391387032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241538724086374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525396623563064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561345350815946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644087852299965,0.12452694102841275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620277265010845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209481941091245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515895334849699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31464276231865856,0.0,0.2327062621936029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853804275900066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793542366162486,0.0,0.0,0.17522947269450168,0.0,0.0,0.17435694981664507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890232599138114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892648336259345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683843679358837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164143396399944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102812423932607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672542518719068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802840680777334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382466589132743,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChooChooMcHugh,2020/02/12,"Going to work That’s it, extremely stressed. Shaking. Hope any of you are doing ok that are in the same position. Good luck guys. You got this.",-0.4248809523809561,1.168473892857147,0.9800000000000004,96.34833333333331,113.64285714285714,4.723809523809524,18.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.45419523809523904,111,4,23,2,6,35,25,28,0.126,0.569,0.305,0.7644,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,0,6,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790759048897597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332312797268125,0.34421150711673265,0.32822241174021777,0.0,0.0,0.4063457175054955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076049498032688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700946851742993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987652021211857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,C_Wheeler00,2020/02/12,"Terrible Anxiety Ever since I was little I've always had a terrible Anxiety about death and ""the end of the world"" and asteroids and anything that can cause world-wide panic death and  and stuff like that. And hearing about the asteroids coming this week my anxiety is just through the roof. Idk if anyone else gets anxious about this stuff. Sorry if this sets anyone off",6.08014705882353,7.877711426470588,5.852235294117651,77.32805882352943,67.08823529411765,9.55764705882353,29.776470588235288,9.888512548439397,3.084508235294118,299,11,50,7,5,93,45,68,0.332,0.637,0.031,-0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,7,8,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012818652821953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416556405242885,0.21740607699878495,0.0,0.2691215666988185,0.19718083454862026,0.15836438389508836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976922116714234,0.0,0.16577280552027754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607616277628921,0.0,0.17044758465009088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407592222966506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054364667093714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689751043524705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401804317567013,0.1928786765584724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257906702310427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919103135520313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542444427667973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406029212975445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436635386879968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notanumbrellaistaken,2020/02/12,"It’s gonna be a hard day I’ve suffered from anxiety and a panic disorder for years now and can usually handle it myself now with years of help from a psychologist.
I have to go to court today for a DUI.
I’ve never been before and I’m freaking out.",2.415555555555557,3.3492270370370387,5.189814814814816,81.8991666666667,74.92592592592592,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.7133111111111106,196,6,42,4,4,71,39,54,0.276,0.675,0.049,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,9,4,0,10,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377287620153323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644318832761681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041298463341486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561552051807743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661074159430232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783778274925089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829431137025348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396754677125895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646071616672991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945619290816407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422556628605419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002354934394975
anxiety,Gronnsakspai,2020/02/12,"Guilt over parents I recently discovered that my month old tablet given by my parents for my birthday broke when it fell down from my desk. This type of situations always give me a hard time. I don\`t know what else to say, just wanted to get it of my chest. I am very scared of telling my parents because it makes me feel like shit. I\`m 17 btw",2.8869565217391298,4.804932115942034,3.260217391304348,92.17119565217394,75.66666666666667,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,0.8321478260869561,272,9,58,3,6,84,54,69,0.17600000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.034,-0.8622,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,8,1,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,11,1,10,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,6,31,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508749584286705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209448515493056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574055530393372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031870415692176,0.1417394056600191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365757092296714,0.19032658918620685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773044723210826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903730229335312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692986380747287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243578869073847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836367536738594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081909595566518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.660910381742613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589939022593972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777832147035914,0.19863638300040776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365820600109985,0.0,0.22301369827815806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734132885140488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569059933145127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637035569868478,0.11702344683267114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Aspire,2020/02/12,"Is this anxiety or am I just stupid? This is my first post here so hey :)

just to be clear, I'm trying to think about it objectively and critically. When I think back when I was younger (or at least for last 3 years that I remember), I was feeling distressed, worried and nervous (= anxious?) almost everyday, sometimes for up to 70% of the day. I never thought about it too much, I've seen it as a normal thing (and I still don't know if it's normal and it's driving me CRAZY) and also it could just be caused by the fact that I had bad grades (my fault) and was always worried about my parents screaming at me.

But lately (past 4 months) I've been paying attention to it more and observing it, but I can't make any conclusion from the observations and I'm soo confused.

I am feeling anxious (damn I still don't know if it's even an anxious feeling. Its just feeling distressed, nervous, and with constant ""butterflies in the stomach"". I'll just refer to it as anxiety) everyday for AT LEAST 20% of the day (the average would be like 35% of the day) for NO reason at all most of the time.

In past few days I was experimenting with trying to shut the feeling down by for example cutting or hurting myself in different ways, masturbating, working out, forcing my mind to focus on other thoughts, drinking caffeine (ik it could do the opposite, but a few times it made me energetic AF and gave me a good mood so I tried it), trying to force myself into good mood, removing stressors etc..

Some of the things (like masturbating) suppressed it a bit for a moment, but it always came back in no time.

Also every little thing can make me anxious. For instance, when I read something that's just a little bit sad, I'm already anxious. Or just a little 4 seconds though about my future is enough sometimes. I'm anxious af even right now.

When I looked up the symptoms however, I didn't coincide with a lot of them; like fatigue, sweaty hands or dry mouth, trouble with sleep. I matched like 60% of the symptoms.

Objectively, do you think the feeling is anxiety? If so, do you think it's normal and I'm just over thinking it? From what I've read here, a lot of people have much much MUCH worse symptoms that are drastically spoiling their everyday life and the thought that I'm just making it up or overreacting or something makes me... Anxious :D

I would never tell my parents or someone, because I feel ashamed of thinking I have problems with anxiety. I just always feel like I'm just making it up, not even mentioning the feeling when I remember how bad people with real anxiety have it. That's why I finally decided to ask you about it, because it's driving me fucking insane.",5.731066602316606,6.174590955598456,6.3957118725868725,78.04020873552128,67.05019305019306,9.100482625482623,34.72031853281853,9.017664075816787,3.024426447876448,2097,96,393,34,32,688,226,518,0.16699999999999998,0.746,0.087,-0.9914,4,0,3,0,0,1,82.0,0,3,2,3,39,28,4,6,26,0,31,11,4,9,5,105,70,41,0,11,27,2,10,5,0,2,5,1,0,0,36,21,1,1,27,3,1,4,9,19,0,2,14,13,43,7,59,49,18,61,0,3,2,1,12,22,2,17,38,279,79,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799124520661214,0.0,0.0639081504167359,0.09262559702436857,0.14456412084381307,0.0,0.0,0.03938265018178852,0.0,0.2215154439438673,0.4579743963924183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541405957247749,0.0,0.0,0.08906264705801692,0.09670944039231437,0.07060613947185386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264514290570853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623674822848116,0.0,0.059492338393760925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258309976144434,0.0,0.0924772234858477,0.0,0.0,0.14939570925060602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050648884448436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673243913000928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983934309597265,0.06458801539514386,0.11475245886157105,0.0,0.04879398253084485,0.0,0.0,0.05664977384169685,0.0,0.0,0.26354179999991645,0.04137287415086517,0.0,0.06344057764016534,0.0,0.04926054839678105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353939639023706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714891995910112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199678763310956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365465643835735,0.047206613892192086,0.06532809499518287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04090548205585658,0.14146620123363002,0.17413134383608245,0.0,0.0,0.048632117224177,0.0,0.0,0.09847068381130604,0.0,0.05479843634735467,0.19328602349706492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847535992131521,0.0,0.046225397803339716,0.0,0.1702901143247759,0.0,0.08933175301587473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022657210507247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861049201059888,0.0,0.110568529588389,0.08029880622426258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546439786602583,0.0,0.0,0.05541467239823749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585682716556675,0.06591737862210195,0.0,0.059543943689958384,0.0,0.0,0.13120769357462006,0.04945716487302111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579545654618023,0.0,0.04906927800037998,0.08916811564605362,0.11455436448022467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249838045737964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805805386594237,0.0,0.0,0.05061828874172553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542395652697918,0.2226488783136388,0.05689897455587445,0.13792874367753324,0.10130815599846478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727580014196346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596843864396925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052257241518403684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216116560216066,0.11762640043637525,0.05901803128624685,0.08227910003066609,0.0,0.0,0.03729390682883591
anxiety,looooongsigh,2020/02/12,"I have a therapy session tonight and I’m so anxious, I feel sick. The subjects we are going to be talking about make me so anxious that I’m terrified. I know the only way to deal with it is to talk about it though. But my heart is racing, and it’s making my stomach upset, and I still have to wait 3 more hours. Advice please? :(",1.59,3.1858427101449323,3.4312318840579716,90.9451086956522,78.42028985507247,5.759420289855073,24.54347826086957,6.42735559955562,0.6938869565217383,253,9,55,2,6,85,49,69,0.244,0.721,0.034,-0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,0,6,3,2,2,0,11,14,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,7,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813429486550734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043646794683716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013665909045444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112869995900997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268647308187506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645244076767829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198330790906456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267941423620732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980107658345899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977376754067752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503559885225745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782689243370302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588419156217608,0.0,0.0,0.2552788899486843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931884514733774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718675873009584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trash1096,2020/02/12,"OCD, anxiety, and needing reassurance in a relationship Hello all, I am 21 F and I have been with my boyfriend 28 M for about 6 months now. I have OCD and anxiety and I struggle with it pretty badly every day... I am constantly worrying that something is wrong with me and my boyfriend like he is angry or sick of me. 

I ask for reassurance a lot...like what if I became really depressed and couldn't function and he couldn't support me or deal with it and left me? Sometimes when I'm really anxious (which is a lot), I tell him hey, I'm anxious about x, y, and z. It isn't even about him a lot of the time, but sometimes it is about us like ""hey, I'm worried you want to talk to me less lately"" (I'm in France until late April and he's in the States). Occasionally, he almost seems annoyed that I am even anxious like ""Oh god, this again? Can't nothing be wrong for one day?"" 

He recently told me that the level of reassurance I ask for can scare him sometimes, like overwhelm him. This hurt to hear because I already was worrying that my anxiety was too much for him to handle... and then I find out that an OCD thing I do (asking for reassurance a lot) does overwhelm him...He said, ""sometimes you even ask for reassurance RIGHT after I gave you reassurance."" That's OCD...

I brought up childhood trauma to him the other day to express how I was feeling and he got so anxious and overwhelmed and became unable to speak to me about it because he got so anxious thinking about it. It really embarrassed me and he said he can't be like my therapist and I can't put all my happiness into him (which I don't do). 

I feel misunderstood in my mental illness sometimes by him...It really makes me upset because I don't want to be a burden on anyone around me and it isn't their responsibility to give me therapy, but I need that support.",3.3988847800700697,4.756318572207082,5.083638575321139,81.96067779291555,73.08719346049045,7.9676527831841195,28.365998442973925,8.527137837955566,2.047604203970417,1424,56,288,25,28,484,160,367,0.20199999999999999,0.6809999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9849,0,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,1,3,1,0,17,29,1,7,11,0,28,2,0,2,2,48,56,28,0,7,5,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,22,24,0,0,5,0,1,2,9,15,0,1,11,6,50,14,42,40,7,32,0,5,0,0,46,12,0,8,22,194,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442865342925431,0.0,0.08202268397108924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058191609217924,0.4198468419933733,0.0,0.051971794648334235,0.0,0.0,0.06616758784939655,0.2779462052450071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206069033913403,0.13592879061326876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032205251115884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438060360837429,0.07662879934247414,0.06401850982708703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504484462318942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727862732267746,0.0,0.06262445999016518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516483729160144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793435241384603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713020928084807,0.0,0.0,0.1188936203858261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912342978170749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837729432861917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956955233555954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769021338536366,0.0,0.08075747890149168,0.0,0.0,0.18156428312683426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25276368431894697,0.0,0.0,0.04961444923048992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490503930213206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593278192333401,0.0,0.05463955747264115,0.11022638945628184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131962298097673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036650745809496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561819385614846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747200672189377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046541950907567,0.0,0.07338983251230885,0.07980034625379992,0.0,0.0634756189630477,0.14140570425798912,0.0,0.07441519272947919,0.0,0.0,0.06766532698302248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722124738583026,0.3675609595176865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770365754122212,0.0,0.0,0.16869283615959832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974194910216608,0.0649658591830039,0.0,0.08500042936035933,0.08630041866098236,0.049380152855672335,0.04762631595331614,0.0,0.0,0.043341195183871375,0.0,0.0,0.07102349200567921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940730981143337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876810402845818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645076582727294,0.0,0.0,0.16253177703925445,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CountKoord,2020/02/12,"Heart Rate So what do you guys do with the elevated heart rate occasioned by anxiety? My mind is ok, I can do all the work I suppose to do. But with this heart elevation, I feel tired over time.  Normally, my heart is around 70 BPM, but when I got anxious the heart goes to 110\~120 BPM. So, I tried breathing, cold water on wrists. Then the anxiety is all about my heart rate, is really annoying.",2.619120879120878,4.611035051282052,3.883919413919415,87.06346153846155,76.69230769230771,8.559706959706961,25.24542124542125,9.23628265651192,2.034880586080586,306,11,66,8,7,100,49,78,0.147,0.833,0.02,-0.8496,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,4,1,9,10,8,0,2,10,11,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,1,9,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449819563947265,0.14361332387985598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316682982593684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427744026300079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167224273171854,0.0,0.0,0.12587221026184048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9038514625692424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835845428622333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455399848899867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143854271357504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412671096594335,0.146109714958763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630848373578234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254739183958684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jennie_xxo,2020/02/12,"Help with symptoms? Hey everyone, I’m new to this thread, I’ll give a little backstory on what’s happening. Sorry if it’s a little long- 

I’ve been separated from my sons father for almost 2 years now, when I was with him, he cheated for almost 8 years.. when I was with him, I would check his phone while he slept and it gave me horrible panic attacks.

Fast forward to now, I’ve been friends with someone for over a year, about to start getting serious dating. I found that after we had the dating conversation, my worries from my previous relationship are coming up. So when my new partner comes to stay the night- I want to check his phone even though I completely trust him. I stop myself from doing it because it’s only going to make things worse and I told myself I wouldn’t ever do that with another relationship. 

As I try to stop the thought of it my body completely takes over and I end up in a full blown panic attack.. shivering, shaking, etc. when I tense up my body to try to stop the shaking I get horrible chest pain that can last through the following day. I saw my doctor today and she prescribed me propranolol (I’m already on it due to a high heart rate) and it’s never touched any kind of anxiety I normally have. She won’t prescribe me any kind of fast acting medication to help in the moment of the attack.. is there anything else I can do? I’m hoping to talk to my new partner about my insecurities so the attacks stop.. but is it possible to get out of the shaking chest pain feeling without medication?? I try 4x4x4 breathing techniques but my mind over rides that. Thanks in advance for any input",4.183113207547168,5.670498710691824,5.236619496855346,81.11832547169814,71.32704402515722,8.193081761006287,28.97327044025157,8.72156446121922,2.259896855345912,1282,50,245,23,24,422,168,318,0.14,0.807,0.053,-0.9584,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,1,14,20,5,6,14,0,17,13,7,1,2,36,42,17,0,6,4,2,2,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,15,14,0,4,3,0,2,11,4,14,0,0,11,3,40,6,49,28,2,61,0,0,1,0,27,17,0,4,34,159,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956539822636366,0.0,0.09343316337418968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273128221748704,0.08878170429405992,0.06477073277493421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967449014005134,0.0,0.0,0.3852879622638024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161278273175444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809396082188973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586784502458386,0.1775454221734741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460380882091463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666121146177579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072918905733591,0.0,0.07499065297387646,0.0,0.09442712009466683,0.055922367577471585,0.07658698773485588,0.0,0.0809038330702647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042810648119829625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283401232054288,0.06541423074220619,0.0,0.13270649270343196,0.08122119106276234,0.048118734359327314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487156864933295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033190172249384,0.11350225413138278,0.08945631397308701,0.0,0.08409435615198768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633723483480893,0.0,0.06901566137292617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169719012792702,0.0,0.07492845147439431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651649904929641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058805883419978,0.0,0.0,0.08549047064053393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530112528377317,0.2453184358746782,0.0,0.07945511437610206,0.08295659222602304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439377413052158,0.180185288740262,0.19867914034446332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954503666424185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180333604972573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173886019493406,0.0,0.0,0.09477881294713944,0.05992839485288948,0.09024474526613156,0.0,0.2831447142042523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800239542084401,0.06365974441043365,0.0680528729433271,0.0,0.07795085212762362,0.0,0.0,0.05624960883787601,0.0,0.08318580886532259,0.06721687691885223,0.0,0.0,0.08025529528894604,0.0809038330702647,0.0,0.17245189502803568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993933729732501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816168607074758,0.0,0.0,0.0859843902336724,0.08628385148425298,0.06014566643938842,0.0,0.0,0.16357010804781186
anxiety,___girlbutt,2020/02/12,"TW: low key SI? Feeling like your trauma isn't valid? This is a twofer where the ideas are kind of connected.
Does anyone else get low-key suicidal ideation? Like, the thought will pop up seemingly from nowhere, and I don't feel the urge to go through with it, but it's an idea that just kind of sits there. Most of my triggers are around feeling overwhelmed (especially with sensory info), feeling trapped, and general existential dread, but sometimes, it's random minor inconveniences like having my chair bumped or someone stopping on the sidewalk to check their phone. It seems to be connected to over sensitivity and a general distaste for humankind. I don't really want to die, when I sit down and think about it, but it's become kind of a reflex at this point, and I don't know how to get it to stop.
I also have been struggling with feeling like my trauma is a burden to others and that I am being attention seek-y about it, even though that is not my intention. I was sexually assaulted a couple of times, and I was in a relationship for the better part of a year with some really fucked up power dynamics, and whenever there is a news story about another outed rapist, I go right back to that space and shut down. But like, this happened 10 years ago. My current partner is super consent minded and respects my history and need for space, but I feel like such a burden, and my trauma isn't nearly as bad as what others have been through. It's like I have no right to feel as bad as I feel. 
Sorry for taking up space. I just needed to vent.",7.740642303432999,6.615304215946847,7.799455149501661,74.88527353266889,63.318936877076396,10.950254706533775,34.68460686600221,10.047579312681364,3.2482529789590258,1223,44,234,22,15,397,162,301,0.195,0.6559999999999999,0.149,-0.9727,2,1,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,1,1,3,16,28,3,3,15,0,24,2,0,3,0,59,47,26,2,3,9,0,8,7,1,1,0,0,0,1,19,18,0,2,17,0,1,2,7,14,0,0,5,8,22,14,47,39,3,34,0,2,0,2,5,21,1,6,16,162,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165675879778344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268794811191413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842261155728804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229881459453351,0.10594424500047822,0.0,0.09204681497840787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950726122397406,0.1726672851995354,0.0,0.11419580278263132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144779739819747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440875724730472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731158455343284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090484948491055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637639310826567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829390340529601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182521440442848,0.22160427663170448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955904841184327,0.10804316515376892,0.0,0.1175277921403619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143517877809633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334492204030384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230216799891949,0.05682525238970244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536078664252161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440326826130224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333773537450832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111970777013143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977452462009984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247978201382035,0.0,0.0,0.11101156843672662,0.0,0.17660394595704926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826068882656244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876094307304071,0.0,0.10226401394899608,0.115746442375021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728919804298067,0.0,0.10809483043453078,0.0,0.11310145717120705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774299665601808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625374802291611,0.10158875314907784,0.0820870628043841,0.060292646349949325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060987265476255624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317081808140135
anxiety,askwhatyouwishtoknow,2020/02/12,"Is anyone taking Pristiq for anxiety over 50 mg? Cant seem to find anything online about it working for anxiety over 50 mg. I have been googling online but I havent seen anyone taking over 50 mg for anxiety. I was taking effexor for a long time but it stopped working and I cant tolerate SSRIs (I get bad urine retention) so I moved to pristiq.

 Its been okay at 50 mg, im not back to how I was before the switch though. Ive been looking online and it says efficacy above 50 mg is debated.  Im curious if anyone here moved up from 50 mg to a higher dose and if it helped them at all. Thanks in advance.",0.9852014652014632,3.079317666666668,3.5487301587301587,86.883021978022,82.65079365079364,6.734065934065932,23.97802197802197,7.882392219407189,1.4372205128205133,470,18,98,9,13,164,70,126,0.095,0.8320000000000001,0.073,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,3,1,12,2,1,1,1,13,20,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,6,3,9,2,17,14,1,14,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,3,4,59,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819188652383881,0.0,0.0,0.3490817073323583,0.0,0.13694457908335586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796212795944042,0.13894877589148935,0.0,0.0,0.1416060947464301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209942166777168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869444696730461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154382605305456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595114493271825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727119248240006,0.13974588478433236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537435857274255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233912741731352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514970958784138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912959258272747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37536795254549804,0.0,0.0,0.15321169358180922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350095361834105,0.0,0.09703736751177544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423028124995398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maags24,2020/02/12,"Depersonalization / Panic Disorder Experiences Would love to hear about people's experiences with depersonalization and panic disorder. I used to get pretty intense panic attacks where all a sudden my vision and hearing would go out and I thought I was fading away or losing consciousness. Recently my attacks have gotten alot worse. Most times I feel extremely uncomfortable between attacks, which occur several times a day. At work I'll sit in meetings and people's mouths will move but I can't hear or understand what they are saying. Other times I will have complete gaps in my memory from events that happened earlier in the day.    I tried taking Zoloft for a while but it made me feel completely numb. Since my DR has written me prescriptions for Welbutrin and Xanax, which I haven't began using yet out of fear they will make me feel more disoriented and depersonalized. Anyone else have similar experiences?  I feel as if I am going crazy and am fearful of becoming schizophrenic or going psychotic if these attacks get worse.",7.551576923076923,9.599639072222224,7.641111111111113,64.94115384615385,63.83333333333333,10.64957264957265,33.846153846153854,10.727762888450028,4.253910256410257,843,36,124,23,13,272,116,180,0.249,0.7140000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,3,12,4,5,5,0,15,7,1,4,1,33,39,16,0,4,7,0,4,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,7,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,11,0,0,6,8,19,1,18,28,4,25,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,7,12,84,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688733397844865,0.09801444378006953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353058823115801,0.08987523221669141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564838223829526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005942936693383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233849043022344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192681077443805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991122241889663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28071998690977,0.0,0.21528702424255114,0.19347323329425326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995626224659064,0.0,0.16309646421028154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459136397475743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32344556545657416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070184915626341,0.0,0.0,0.08633641726220523,0.09051531477773032,0.06385344701470548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167089050053048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33670737327112515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263648027460484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973200833553549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944521979871739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607225954309806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806798622301488,0.0,0.07913051199308366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192402546264802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594294340645898,0.16733943960784411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494650899585587,0.0,0.0,0.09958489433061896,0.0,0.16523815747277698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696412421640168,0.0,0.19497036906581186,0.13590750275602748,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amazon626,2020/02/12,"Anxiety at work, for me, is..... I posted this on my Facebook this morning and figured it also fits here.

Anxiety at work, for me, is.....

Cleaning the belt repeatedly even though it's already clean just to have something to focus on other than the anxiety you're feeling.

Not being your usual chatty friendly self, trying to focus on breathing and not screwing anything up because you can't focus your brain enough and hoping people don't notice.

Shaking and trying to focus on the task at hand because the line keeps going and going and going and even though nobody is openly complaining about the wait you're worried they will and will blame you.

Feeling the panic attack coming on when you know you're going to have to decline a transaction because of whatever reason and being unable to easily tell yourself that you've done this 100x before because this *might* be the time the fraudulent check writer or drunk person or crazy couponer pulls a knife on you or something.

Calling your manager telling them you're having horrible anxiety and can't function doing your job. Feeling like you're letting everyone down because one of your coworkers is doing your job instead of theirs. Especially if you can't call down and have to go home.

Crying in the bathroom because you turned down the hallway and an older woman who was walking down the middle of the hallway said ""Jesus Christ"" as *she* almost ran into you.

Hoping this post doesn't go over poorly even though you know most of your friends are incredibly supportive and/or also suffer from anxiety themselves and understand how it is.",9.887172619047616,9.016093451388894,9.108551587301587,66.39875000000002,58.93055555555557,10.86746031746032,39.32142857142857,9.784248007369934,4.104334523809524,1286,54,191,19,14,407,164,288,0.125,0.77,0.105,-0.7399,2,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,15,3,2,14,12,2,2,15,0,26,5,3,2,0,39,47,25,0,3,7,0,4,1,2,3,0,1,3,3,11,16,1,2,8,1,3,12,7,6,0,1,4,5,23,6,36,36,2,39,2,1,0,1,32,20,1,9,6,146,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328013017575976,0.0,0.10279759589444802,0.14899020907823896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35631222218813763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665768580353194,0.0,0.0,0.10597595868923236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34071435391724064,0.0,0.07926706987305893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399051049975734,0.1902410032575627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024379805475675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102325136031829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953287364420446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625283426381474,0.0,0.18458172888785265,0.0,0.0,0.0890125008928724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413041648106295,0.06654913293874222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394087526830052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176488966650266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344091230657288,0.1850455947016316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488165529530276,0.08279942687542244,0.0,0.0,0.10238984553113584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525612855332256,0.0,0.04551026838457551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882151963922024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605628183705787,0.0,0.0,0.06312346328628915,0.0,0.0,0.10929597823843132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458115419724839,0.08133835345775292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784312868133797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577767814415084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861064854087315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717978732399714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434287780053171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570989122920572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284115115238074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27456957000299315,0.0,0.05431876223002412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649070612702049,0.10132464491481112,0.0,0.09697644875930496,0.0,0.0,0.10259581108864613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356342324335155,0.09460226199419564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Donkeyislifetbh,2020/02/12,"Help appreciated My mum thinks anxiety doesn’t exist, I’m a minor so how can I get her to bring me to a doctor?",1.210799999999999,2.2940950800000017,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,78.2,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.1846,87,2,20,2,2,34,22,25,0.069,0.688,0.243,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460002010123802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6154682796426216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31416068536272823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030467374473186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38529642957248655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,louizjj1,2020/02/12,"Anxiety and fear of hypoglycemia I'm sure this has been discussed somewhere here, but I can't find my exact question.

I've suffer with GAD/Panic, and mildly OCD since I was about 18. I am 29 now. About a year and a half ago, I fell into a deep bout of anxiety and panic. I didn't notice how little I was eating, but I lost roughly 35 lbs in a matter of a few months. Before the setback, I was around 223lbs, by the time I went into treatment, I was 196 lbs. 

With the help of therapy and buspar, I have been able to reduce some of the anxiety and I believe I am around 232 lbs, but one thing that I can't let go of is the hypoglycemic episode I experienced. I fear if I don't eat every few hours, it'll happen again.

I had my glucose checked a few times after fasting and it always hovers around a good number-- 95 mg/dl. I even saw a dietician who said it was possible that my extreme weight loss could have caused an episode due to the depletion of enzymes in my liver? ( Not sure if I am remembering that completely correct). He said something like the lack of regular eating over long periods of time causes a lack of whatever it is that kicks in to prevent hypoglycemia, and that based on the testing he saw, my enzymes we're good (this was months after a started actually eating again) and that he doesn't think it was anything more than the lack of eating or eating so little for so longtl that caused it.

Now to present day, 
I still have issues reverting back to the anxious thoughts about it. If I don't eat, I constantly think about what if it happens again? I had to drive from Florida to Arizona and got nervous through a stretch in Texas because there was nothing there and I was concerned that I needed to eat because it could happen if I don't eat within a certain time limit.

I will eat even if I'm not hungry. Just a couple years ago, if eat breakfast, work all day, and then only eat again after work. That was a good 10-11 hours in between. It's getting pretty irritating thinking I'm going to go low if I skip a meal or don't eat within a certain time frame.

Has anyone else experienced this or something like this? If so, how did you manage to work through your issues?

Thanks",4.855300581771171,5.285573796380092,5.703532643826763,82.28716063348415,68.95475113122171,8.305235940530059,30.26535229476406,8.192908349453996,2.060525274725275,1726,64,344,22,28,567,212,442,0.121,0.7959999999999999,0.084,-0.9366,0,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,0,6,26,18,0,4,27,0,38,17,1,5,7,66,62,33,0,15,18,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,26,19,16,2,7,0,1,6,10,8,0,2,24,8,36,10,51,33,9,59,0,4,2,0,11,19,0,14,36,237,62,5,0.05670868746206707,0.0,0.055339498636465714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053765965742864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718617080667572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014597206993406,0.06406467534599904,0.0,0.03965203281613602,0.05810475182752645,0.04666641788796316,0.15144826434349007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360548023995524,0.0,0.0691381790517377,0.0,0.04825491623802853,0.06389127138868436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476632945131118,0.0,0.0,0.059457979876048214,0.061281945016188735,0.0,0.09055454502112896,0.06274708406030316,0.0,0.07314482404074249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7543528799695173,0.04737283167471711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491110647265221,0.0,0.04777951501242638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276260786968191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183071297583351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029627948634170075,0.0,0.09668656181072437,0.14269366955318633,0.04535511780060395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504419151181686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801063783799508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169326810987926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837827266170355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057988475061088764,0.0,0.05541000045503869,0.11367400548746895,0.0,0.050185403885604635,0.0,0.0,0.0619042312769549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052866659957017,0.0,0.0,0.04204877319995302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441351506161194,0.06456321653821312,0.0,0.0,0.0384272742566636,0.04312951220622764,0.0,0.0665354261674485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393052447661755,0.0,0.057693122290073486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352670835033047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423988819657693,0.0,0.10788589587037327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691001228002857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731423628819797,0.0,0.0,0.04013870086366361,0.0,0.04528763106080466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689453362649808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220974036262716,0.06485132632399193,0.0,0.03767473212629746,0.10900991138775784,0.0,0.04502036342302298,0.16533645849157785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905590391944695,0.0,0.0525695214173642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385379960877838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303707091643884
anxiety,rumham999,2020/02/12,"Anxious about finding new job, need advice So I’ve been working at my job for almost 6 years, this is my first job and I hate it. I’ve always hated it but I stuck it out because it paid my bills and finding this job was a nerve-wracking enough experience in itself and I was hoping it would get better. It has gotten better over the years but I feel like my job has had an overall negative effect on my mental health and I’m tired of it.

This past year, business has been slow and my boss started cutting my hours intermittently when it was really slow and returning me to full time when they could afford it. At first, I could deal with it because I was still making 3/4 of what I do at full time and it wasn’t for long periods of time. But this last time they cut my hours in half and informed me it would be longer this time (from Dec 2019-Feb 2020.) I told my boss that I couldn’t afford this and I would need to look for a 2nd job. She was okay with this and agreed to letting me use her as a reference. Well I didn’t find a 2nd part time job and towards late January, she informed me I would need to stay part time even longer, until late February and basically implied her boss thinks I’m overpaid. This pissed me off and it just clicked in my head; I need to get out of here! I told her I would need to start applying to full time jobs because well, I need a full time job. She said she didn’t want to lose me and would help me get extra hours and she has done so here and there but I’m mostly still part time and really just want a new job. 

The good news is that I got an interview lined up for a better full time job on Monday. The dilemma I’m having is if I should give my boss a heads up about the interview because if I get a job offer, I’m 90% sure I’m gonna take it. I know it’s possible that I might not get an offer but the hiring manager wants me to fill out an application and provide references before the interview. Since this is my only job, I don’t have a lot of options for references and while I hate my job I don’t necessarily hate my boss. I don’t want to blindside her but I’m not entirely confident she wouldn’t screw me over either. I’m scared if the interview goes great, the hiring manager might call my references before I have a chance to talk to boss.

Now I can’t stop thinking about this and it’s making me really anxious about the interview. What would you guys do?",2.836043233082709,3.98285115277778,4.121917293233082,89.1336090225564,74.17857142857143,7.5274853801169614,23.580618212197162,8.032893268588372,1.0177984126984128,1887,52,422,28,38,621,200,504,0.114,0.7859999999999999,0.1,-0.8537,16,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,2,8,19,21,8,1,24,1,45,6,3,10,1,94,93,36,0,26,14,0,1,1,0,12,2,1,0,1,32,25,0,1,14,0,3,1,12,10,2,3,19,4,65,11,48,57,13,65,0,1,2,1,31,22,2,10,42,278,97,31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688577181799397,0.0,0.0,0.048045317126092835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03992343445549298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840811294340412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699332717855042,0.0,0.08165536438535004,0.0,0.0,0.1273039689769934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899322778963528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661669470086689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946555924057365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049100482224433716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957645253899933,0.0,0.03169052074073229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693391803622505,0.0,0.0,0.024260269923053083,0.034277119794792754,0.0,0.0,0.1315593130506412,0.08162399897075273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253385732647389,0.046027054137070665,0.0,0.04024358031339728,0.03837421095583793,0.05289842527018045,0.0,0.04750801812064846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894823623641455,0.09848321394126336,0.05100079126685503,0.0,0.0,0.032160168591641385,0.0,0.0,0.04765524160115657,0.14175272518215346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6665823064253903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02636870569201589,0.03911032996133674,0.1082476856671877,0.0,0.0,0.04906308445244375,0.0,0.02344073998300161,0.0,0.0,0.042461035688997284,0.040291348913516566,0.05367765758312987,0.0,0.040791116094175364,0.0,0.0,0.06405441553718576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835283458452109,0.1017989842210268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134606066247758,0.0,0.09267930188399688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03649116307227687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587389449242184,0.045802603904375384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409055365192798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221218301261493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564023122473445,0.0,0.048036627951163036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968978131836741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792137465972982,0.05114059177906767,0.07663422309507635,0.04011366035999772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522084367019906,0.0,0.036075197420670016,0.03856472955100222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061487648858233365,0.0,0.0,0.3077545418893702,0.0551462707409695,0.0,0.09169442249976667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143955454324432,0.0,0.0,0.11320004305660752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628006324840881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034930213423500715,0.0,0.0,0.2385866873367717,0.0,0.0,0.0926931767413444
anxiety,myfriendsrock98,2020/02/12,"I have extreme anxiety over telling my boss I am quitting. Haven’t been eating or sleeping well and feel sick to my stomach. Hello,

Recently I took a second job for some extra money on the side. I love my main job, but I can’t work full time there. I am financially okay and don’t need a second job, but I thought since I had the time I could get another job to save up for paying off student loans, traveling, etc. 

The first day on the job I knew it was absolutely a terrible fit for me. The job is tutoring young kids, and I teach three kids at a time (each student is taught different lessons and they are all different grade levels). The environment is chaotic, the kids all have behavioral issues, and  the director is very intimidating. The rules are very strict as well and there’s a lot of pressure on the teachers. 

I’ve worked with kids before so I didn’t think it would be bad but I was very wrong. I have only worked here a month. I’ve never left a job after a month but I know it’s best for my mental health. I leave work in tears every day, I’m exhausted and overworked, and I can’t sleep or eat much because of how anxious I am. It has started to affect my performance at my main job. 

The thought of quitting also makes me want to throw up. I hate the thought of inconveniencing everyone by quitting, and I am so scared of approaching the director. I don’t know what to say to her and how to keep my emotions clear. I’m a people pleaser so I’m afraid she will convince me that I just need more training and I need to stick it out. Does anyone have advice for how to quit a job, what to say, etc? I am going to do it in person, not via email or anything like that. 

TLDR I took a job that is severely affecting my mental health. Need advice on how to quit after working here a month.",2.4951586534235735,4.1780114577656695,3.978050452667663,87.62797398259649,76.11171662125341,7.133304034455483,24.91772875098884,7.941651935203635,1.3055221763206464,1403,48,298,22,31,465,181,367,0.138,0.764,0.098,-0.9539,12,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,14,15,16,1,3,25,1,32,10,3,8,4,55,58,27,0,7,9,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,5,11,14,2,1,9,1,3,6,8,8,2,4,12,3,39,8,40,42,14,39,0,0,0,1,14,18,0,5,16,200,50,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500596154625362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115043300801207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706979258342123,0.04893079770469886,0.07225891711088457,0.0,0.044723756689078215,0.0,0.05263532209937005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534056449938778,0.038990675612695605,0.0,0.054426998557390534,0.0,0.06712423153968912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106849700990697,0.0,0.0,0.08250046923527148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336534696073523,0.0,0.0,0.05597362616570062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308983026958183,0.0,0.07194870384931934,0.0,0.0,0.1426691999068291,0.0,0.0,0.05389079077096733,0.06111848546243144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032341137316406685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054406092088012906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03341753428015684,0.0,0.036351110383817616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314928811275114,0.0,0.1359773488784974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667597685135693,0.6347247099053832,0.0568524141780223,0.0,0.0,0.07030374635947817,0.0,0.0,0.06772658182436016,0.06949496090432665,0.0,0.0,0.03124862967283238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437825263591259,0.05772825271053144,0.0,0.042695168998136086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891741665656595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316170839814713,0.0,0.047019470667511984,0.18970821600890506,0.049331480658900834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864602576554412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044343235998974495,0.055849200095262716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34015759856435457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315481377816733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017303882283644,0.06403717624384092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225891711088457,0.0,0.05291007362023343,0.0,0.12801649709777194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452726723889844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590565611323775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040984302757025234,0.0,0.15233618330148685,0.11189036752338352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212839518619103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583261843398887,0.037726477779602585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501913960707826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282569246011545,0.0,0.0,0.0454368093624366,0.06993246721354181,0.0,0.0
anxiety,antime12,2020/02/12,"How do I stop being afraid of fear? I've made immense progress with my anxiety and just general fears but I'm still haunted by anxiety seemingly caused by nothing. It's causes me to throw up, my heart to race, and my chest to burn. I feel like my body can't contain it. Then I think about things like what if this is forever which leads to more anxiety. Please someone help me",2.466729323308272,4.52925702631579,3.3942857142857146,90.06500000000004,77.42105263157895,7.50075187969925,26.646616541353367,8.418075326091056,1.8051827067669173,298,12,63,6,7,95,59,76,0.174,0.6509999999999999,0.175,0.4797,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,3,0,0,4,3,3,5,0,17,9,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,9,2,10,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44907068201625744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734992449684906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020226084702576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403757511038747,0.09893875482070524,0.13978968750526388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187486901463003,0.1311562915570612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119306036989345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515165914847656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877546721652633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479151162947846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813444257888786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579411458748264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626566880185816,0.16359239282608096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999724372295576,0.12538012631725856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kfb388,2020/02/12,Any get prescribed gabapentin for anxiety ? I have been suffering bad Anxiety since my dad past away. My mom has Gabapentin for her Anxiety and iv been taking a few and I noticed it does help. My Dr said its not really for Anxiety wanted to know if anyone else gets prescribed it?,3.6875471698113214,6.1476936037735905,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,75.22641509433963,8.768301886792452,29.467924528301893,9.3871,3.0054332075471706,223,10,41,6,5,71,40,53,0.231,0.723,0.045,-0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,5,7,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259486728204065,0.0,0.6416422497580855,0.0,0.0,0.14661855725712808,0.21484988984646916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970085529945992,0.0,0.1750805209147585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349917181418254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751672169126547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191064000866337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054928548233558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523890907307202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558377018697794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23873090453158796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001706935598448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433134840134575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946107774920765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734558819040688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765909953678472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367927365523013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awry_lynx,2020/02/12,Found out my inexplicable anxiety was due to a thyroid disorder. Get your levels checked next time you're doing health screening I always thought that being an adult just meant constant random anxiety and worrying and neuroticism and heart palpations and this was just part of my personality... well... nope. Turns out I have an autoimmune disorder and one of the side effects of it is affecting heart rate and anxiety. If you get anxious seemingly 'randomly' (no significant cause to actually be anxious) it could be chemical! I'm still neurotic ngl but I haven't gotten heart palpations since starting meds or anxiety attacks or anything.,7.852224770642202,10.078317834862393,8.127419724770643,61.060670871559665,63.31192660550458,12.789449541284403,42.065366972477065,12.161744961471696,6.422274311926607,520,31,74,20,8,170,79,109,0.182,0.8059999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,4,3,1,1,4,0,10,5,3,3,0,24,20,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,6,1,7,1,7,10,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,6,6,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.13321051593320035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135842266906166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177079665997018,0.3084266632769967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233310305983864,0.0,0.0,0.1552956910258599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022963397202465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751488022367598,0.0,0.10898922071559998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31289622948603496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967217775831707,0.0,0.0,0.1426378778574426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509987719401354,0.0,0.4852820810196545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151627792635922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451760623299908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250024224584608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478230852684947,0.0,0.0,0.11919208812414167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427026318593787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291947148465277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096619904095295,0.0,0.10901415530763303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837080181151583,0.07959795618284937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847972072739787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273561125876074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862883460275566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dgduran,2020/02/12,"My breakdowns have been nonstop I am currently a law school student and I have a boyfriend who is older than me. I get overwhelmed with the heavy workload in school and it just kills me when I see my mans facebook where he heart-reacts women's photos (not really his friends, just acquaintances) and chats with them in a flirtish way? One example is - Is that really you on your profile picture? (Yes) Nice - and to think that the profile picture of this girl is literally just her body?

I'm probably overreacting but the anxiety is killing me and I'm just so tired of crying. And I only get to sleep for 3 hours a day, only when I'm really worn out.

PS. I've talked to him about the chat, and he apologized. But the heart-reacts not yet. So do I tell him?",2.127400000000001,4.40708094,3.4926666666666684,87.83300000000001,79.6,6.933333333333334,24.666666666666664,8.021203637495839,1.5022666666666669,591,22,120,11,15,193,94,150,0.157,0.79,0.053,-0.9644,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,0,11,5,2,1,9,1,10,3,2,0,0,20,18,13,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,18,2,14,16,0,13,0,1,1,0,19,5,0,0,7,78,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316864794825023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912085169595299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908749247850407,0.11101593330660224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299478615487928,0.0,0.17987188636890314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079729949491232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952303277640002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808943786905409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664638672603952,0.2618401568901636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559582430173616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33083150048389304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484293450677789,0.1371731373868869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226412207938185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835945453507156,0.15045777673893782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030023619662717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784938279608988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663656457889406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lashaynariaxo,2020/02/12,"How to deal with work anxiety ? So I have GAD (general anxiety disorder ) and I’m worried I’m unable to work. I’ve had over 22 jobs in the past two years because I get horrible anxiety at work and feel overwhelmed and I just up and quit. I’m great at getting jobs and interviews but once it’s time to start, I start thinking I’m going to fail, mess up , feel pressured from customers etc and then I quit or start calling out. I start another job tonight and I’m already freaking out. I hate this, hate living like this and I want to be stable like most adults. I’m already taking medication 3x a day and eating pretty healthy and taking vitamin B. Any other ways people with severe anxiety cope ?? I feel so out of control & it leaves me financially in a pinch because I’m always job hopping.",2.9038065099457486,4.910871044303804,4.49497287522604,82.93696202531646,75.89873417721519,7.552260397830018,29.00723327305606,8.418075326091056,2.296528390596745,627,28,120,12,14,210,95,158,0.22,0.6409999999999999,0.138,-0.9305,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,7,4,10,2,2,3,0,3,3,0,2,0,27,26,16,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,15,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,1,3,10,3,19,24,2,22,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,2,12,60,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414878869063785,0.0,0.09104337980211832,0.11855284484096568,0.0,0.074407042851006,0.11473284962029905,0.3348136106353303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333986925962571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172658630750014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227200253936662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056465784206305,0.11280371437192575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540090772172868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119605018911602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202843655733007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597296791953728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433131928886148,0.0,0.062183977623159865,0.0,0.0,0.12063219230740255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160524879410514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343163852864717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585638524357016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691085184538708,0.0,0.09661686603551177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022571743169653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165251124070264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445052937118464,0.07585569645559583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131602236056214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327560536570568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360961844778495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097825422169781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453533845480894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701097418657728,0.0,0.0,0.06380170176239976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688412336247087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645367479913847,0.08684980741995173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896977281577095,0.11111787268351746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046070568348428
anxiety,bookfellow,2020/02/12,"Coping with being anxious without knowing what you're anxious *about*? My son has a host of neurological and psychiatric issues.  Autism, ADHD, Anxiety, Depression, and possible Bipolar Disorder.  He’s sixteen years old, and attends a mainstream high school.  He’s a very smart kid, according to all of his teachers, but he’s got the emotional regulation and executive functioning skills of a five year old.  Because of his emotional immaturity, he has a particularly difficult time coping with his anxiety.  We’ve done a lot of work trying to help him develop simple coping skills, but without any success.


We’re getting plenty of help.  He has an IEP, and his school is very willing to work with us.  He’s got a one-on-one for most of the school day, and he’s got regular meds, a psychiatrist, a therapist, and help from a local organization that works with autistic kids.  But he’s also been hospitalized twice in the past six months, as well as two day programs that told us that he wasn’t mature enough to successfully complete their programs.


Today, everything started fine.  He went to school without complaint, and didn't have any particular worries.  But late morning, he became incredibly anxious and it progressed to the point of wishing he was dead and asking the school counselor to kill him.  Why, and over what, he doesn't know...and that's contributing to his fear.  He doesn't feel like he's in control of his own body or mind, and that's (very reasonably) terrifying for him.


I'm hoping for some guidance, something that we can use to help him when he's suddenly hit with an anxiety attack like this.  That it's not *about* anything makes it so much more difficult.  You can't check the facts if there's no facts to check.  He just gets overwhelmed by fear, and is coping the only way that he knows how.  He's not doing it consciously, but he knows that if he threatens to hurt himself he's going to get to come home, where he has access to his mom and he generally feels safe.  It's worth noting that the anxiety attacks almost always hit when he's at school, or evenings when he's got school the next day.


The situation isn't sustainable, and after it happened again today he told us that he's ""giving up"" and should just go back to the hospital, permanently.  That's not going to happen, but we need to help him find *something* that will let him cope with these sudden anxiety attacks.  Any suggestions?",5.444331116038432,7.052973891352551,5.98789356984479,76.47419807834444,68.40133037694014,9.103030303030305,31.405025868440504,9.496760409515344,2.9973837398373977,1919,80,341,41,33,621,231,451,0.175,0.716,0.109,-0.9886,0,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,5,1,1,9,16,20,4,3,23,0,23,3,1,5,3,69,55,34,2,6,18,2,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,23,25,0,2,8,0,3,6,13,11,1,4,12,2,22,9,50,36,8,39,0,3,0,0,63,9,0,9,25,197,45,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728537668468959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439488745701727,0.0,0.0,0.05142685654336635,0.0535091705589528,0.0,0.0,0.13119435445022282,0.0,0.24597613022336215,0.2179482408482284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291977016683686,0.0,0.06011903272867186,0.21947792911794295,0.0,0.04944866344472913,0.0,0.039201386251196464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143137435563794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539540237694137,0.06742541579212301,0.0,0.07212657069697137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441946861304608,0.0,0.055388140797141994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737022128804291,0.0,0.0,0.0658091197239812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446750478440925,0.0,0.06644706024915026,0.0,0.04247463933265297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057795627759547774,0.0,0.0,0.14472811622578752,0.06503182598511488,0.04594144452712201,0.0,0.0,0.058776086582207475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079438083287363,0.06168982012036809,0.1096426694144217,0.0,0.2057310175947197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373420019260808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155205294641235,0.06794463175708104,0.06450588159048712,0.06387207126949825,0.0,0.0,0.06884273907392306,0.0,0.0,0.0671205469106762,0.0,0.0,0.07114695879357925,0.0,0.1413673537396556,0.0,0.07254190369611994,0.0,0.0,0.06575899568562556,0.0,0.06283500259361686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467211972473377,0.0,0.0,0.042925899196552285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143137435563794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493246019680794,0.0753164187165437,0.05132980467304254,0.0,0.04727356994972851,0.047683355917337716,0.0,0.0,0.06839198457944327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496025858133165,0.0,0.043576572058365966,0.04890891516123977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138899064647407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079157687370997,0.07249728637990399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611904157258304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555798864468432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228456617639342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901444177175947,0.0,0.0,0.04551733174807016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466621376469945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0374983458322387,0.0,0.1219123892496566,0.1228975552770766,0.0,0.043660717293492926,0.0,0.06281929339044083,0.0,0.2320627898480419,0.055541218389251086,0.0,0.15918179945477015,0.0,0.05104447098017634,0.0,0.0,0.057820358934088774,0.0596138961826141,0.058027710465649536,0.0,0.0739506986992139,0.1859710276327761,0.0,0.1404503475137439,0.06530760626959936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282412024501777
anxiety,rajave3238,2020/02/12,"Hello, r/Anxiety. I'm back. Well... to start off, I'd like to thank everyone here on this subreddit for helping and supporting each other. This community helped me a lot in the past.

For years, my life was riddled with failures and anxieties caused by those failures. I was on a long dreadful spiral that I refused to see until my life fell apart completely. This was most corresponding with my struggles to get a university degree and all of those problems revolved around it.

Four years ago, I had a mental breakdown. I attempted to commit suicide and thankfully failed. I spent months wallowing in misery until I somehow forced myself to get up and finally seek professional help.

I got on medication, went to therapy and, as a surprise to me, I started doing better. Great actually, essentially started to live again. Everything was going great (relatively to before) and I finally felt happy again. And... after a while, I decided to challenge my past failures and go back to study while working fulltime. And I managed! Until a week ago...

Thing is, I was at the last leg: one more exam, finish my thesis and done. Easy, right?

I failed that exam...

In a grand scheme of things, it's just a minor setback. I still have all the other aspects of my life to fall back to, my job, my family, my friends who I reconnected with. And all I really need to do is retake one class.

But there is that very, very familiar feeling I haven't felt in a while, that tension inside me. I'm worried. In fact, I'm panicking. More than anything, I'm anxious about my anxiety coming back.

Already booked a session in therapy, I started doing mental exercises that I was taught. But it's so... disappointing that I have to deal with these feelings again.

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God, this is post got longer than I expected...",3.915537471981292,6.404225685800602,5.1868823701393625,76.89288763278435,74.61933534743203,8.138037228340316,29.710651983237504,8.933256019334266,2.8884518273072803,1406,63,239,32,31,466,182,331,0.15,0.7120000000000001,0.138,-0.631,1,0,0,0,0,2,74.0,0,0,0,6,16,20,0,3,14,0,18,6,1,1,5,40,45,22,1,3,3,0,4,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,21,19,0,1,5,2,1,6,1,7,1,3,15,5,35,13,47,30,8,54,0,3,1,0,8,15,0,3,33,177,56,13,0.0,0.0,0.09060058074293052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459799195751929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024536607522786,0.0,0.0,0.10059446957902883,0.1128134178909544,0.0,0.0,0.2130720541642098,0.10488524353254802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640120828734286,0.0826492290926266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855596404490041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790018620079437,0.0,0.0,0.08211136864380028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537449942469252,0.0,0.07997532230051327,0.09734326546684237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571621692427798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500979024261508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871468724379758,0.0834405701429538,0.0,0.0875233500760981,0.0,0.09388759752226976,0.0,0.17828611602926453,0.20340815301617554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717296424824318,0.0,0.09701242037305736,0.0,0.10552870753472524,0.0,0.1485087546380843,0.2047176753218724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883223323037213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866904804371843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213154367147842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567877294893356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673154460569356,0.04535800236618448,0.0,0.081981351052927,0.08216241290372281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789311063413789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352873475017576,0.18712617324255604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741057469790624,0.0,0.0,0.06884130440844234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582453581274208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725674341156542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891715009338004,0.0,0.0,0.08883743324702613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059477081615316875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928671943450705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398320180383937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628567080019316,0.0,0.07414388954866265,0.0,0.0,0.09705881084976016,0.0,0.10155428242297966,0.10535621227249196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709532219785842,0.21234626159158174,0.0,0.12336044576044199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320905309246505,0.0,0.0,0.07447240133425997,0.0,0.0834762749771082,0.0860656364286733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759021704363427,0.0942857463972557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128134178909544,0.1195746474730724
anxiety,madisenjane,2020/02/12,"Feeling the Need to Cry? Does anyone else want to start crying when anyone uses a stern voice or attitude to talk to them? I find myself in this situation a lot with strangers, family or anyone really. People’s tones of voice and the way they communicate certain topics can really upset me. Who else experiences this?",4.111091954022985,6.989511948275865,5.6765517241379335,71.58195402298853,76.06896551724137,8.694252873563219,21.73563218390805,9.2995712137729,2.3867839080459765,255,7,40,7,6,86,46,58,0.154,0.768,0.078,-0.7739,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,6,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,7,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255387189727236,0.20785669655799405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456700586529195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752641950004974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389313262272575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843853921433652,0.1912407954621612,0.0,0.10257342079901427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541273201512165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246651950947212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042003995821246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406393770637554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25991793938398033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22802605067194315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358718526869566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630532654740272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520814398890164,0.0,0.0,0.11965361151936732,0.1610228813969063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,davidmx1,2020/02/12,"Will I ever be able to drink coffee again? Hey all. So I'm 26 now, I feel like I've had general anxiety for years now but didn't have  panic attacks till like 25. They came out of nowhere. Once I stopped drinking caffeine in general I never had one so they appear to be completely drug induced. I had been drinking coffee for years average of 2 cups a day no problem.  Now I just started a job in public accounting and feel like caffeine would help again. Though Everytime I drink it now I just start shaking and it has the opposite effect I want it to. I become spacey, anxious, and unfocused. Is my tolerance just low or is caffeine just out the question for me now? Anyone else have a similar experience?",2.180652173913039,4.715629384057973,3.8168405797101457,84.08395652173915,81.2463768115942,7.1582608695652175,28.040579710144925,8.238735603445708,2.3251240579710144,557,26,104,12,15,185,88,138,0.124,0.706,0.17,0.7783,1,0,5,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,15,8,1,2,5,0,14,5,0,2,3,27,22,9,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,4,1,5,4,1,3,3,5,0,1,6,2,14,3,13,12,1,24,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,19,73,17,1,0.14513973377808856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103149907531668,0.16396658678650788,0.0,0.10148507652453848,0.1487128090758617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511740022485594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602954329081448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600118977587427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521762494673338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360312117627284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687267353151497,0.1683160123667878,0.0,0.12124562364773198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128719860885624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197450976635168,0.0,0.0,0.14677402071850806,0.20737570962271307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728410413716974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440287903464376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272382789852715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119407102704307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456907962518396,0.09835043985386666,0.0,0.0,0.17029020548597154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887912367642896,0.0,0.0,0.16258971861996882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546130119648226,0.0,0.0,0.1213433163655534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259905152229332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560717542315165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310310261355607,0.0,0.0,0.18693045991999244
anxiety,ryder311,2020/02/12,"My wife gets very anxious about genera things. How do I help her feel better? She’s a nurse and gets terrible patients some days her boss and doctors can be jerks. She gets really anxious going to work. 
Not only work even traveling for vacation gets her anxious. Any articles or research that help me help her would be very helpful. TIA",2.6184523809523803,5.548111539682544,3.2145833333333336,86.04187500000002,84.39682539682539,6.324603174603175,25.33531746031746,7.645422480735847,1.8024936507936504,269,11,47,5,8,84,48,63,0.152,0.616,0.23199999999999998,0.8087,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,11,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,3,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,2,1,27,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741630261564635,0.0,0.0,0.5851778464680703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270579621181907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135291635959964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672720712897436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404183799537145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873032600165746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360835756124544,0.0,0.0981279789477187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629276705722004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131747948850894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061190739399604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470917731631028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28492900344695704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514004596501666,0.0,0.0,0.12265436256256775,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KZoldyck_,2020/02/12,"How do you care for your partner that has anxiety? I struggle so much at comforting my partner and I am very impatient especially when it is a recurring problem.

My partner started having these anxiety “episodes” last year wherein she would be so anxious about how her life has been and how “futureless” it looks for her that most of the time, it affects her performance at work which results to her being late at work or not going to work at all.

I try my best and hardest to listen to the things that trouble her but it is always the same story over and over again. I always suggest that she should seek a professional help but she doesn’t want to spend her money because she thinks that they won’t be able to help her.

As much as I want to be there for her, I sometimes find it toxic listening to the same old rants that she has to the point that I started hated hearing the same shit because she’s not doing anything about it.

Last year she became “uninterested” with work that she was always late so she got terminated and this year she doesn’t want to go to work anymore and has been absent for more than a week now.

Before, I usually get mad at her for not going to work on time but now I try my hardest to understand that she is not displaying acts of laziness. I am trying to understand that she’s anxious about everything and she can’t “function correctly or accordingly”. But I really don’t want to tolerate this behavior because not only it affects her work, it also affects the people around her.

How can I do better and make her feel at ease?",6.129304189435338,6.280916642622953,6.609808743169402,77.85343806921676,66.18032786885246,9.663023679417122,33.010018214936245,9.444778638647367,2.91804553734062,1236,49,235,22,18,403,144,305,0.10400000000000001,0.812,0.083,-0.8252,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,10,17,10,3,1,10,0,28,2,1,9,2,48,50,25,0,7,11,0,1,0,3,3,1,3,0,3,23,10,0,0,5,0,2,4,10,6,0,0,4,5,44,4,39,39,9,34,0,0,1,0,37,11,1,3,19,185,67,9,0.09777864830830416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819354972569821,0.244079004830136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960079664784634,0.22092408200532845,0.09697014521526748,0.0,0.0,0.0804634962769632,0.08704372727165577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881486938042088,0.0,0.08320242797262728,0.0,0.10261265893635388,0.08647726853112259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969184855562016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787714429586478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049439822504336664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936791314421919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108530807620668,0.0,0.16670957743033132,0.0,0.07820251730166405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653617202836573,0.0,0.0,0.1102036429791608,0.0,0.13107793375121668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594052974272258,0.2205971484598176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690639509583249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210943839712524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526800700944038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375711412414474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260224326051773,0.0,0.0,0.07436506811310575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778740325699815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243242750350858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356096113615088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263950587168295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036837737154204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670558337047618,0.0,0.13841646107311725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221947323246663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649597891884012,0.0626526097071856,0.0,0.0,0.1140310322872653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915585152688672,0.0,0.0,0.2035820424763704,0.0,0.0,0.10768936704821508,0.08067762506280228,0.23068952051864186,0.0,0.07843213375577547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498288143545684,0.0,0.0,0.06945914635174731,0.0,0.0,0.18889873113491115
anxiety,Starrywater,2020/02/12,DAE have a random body part feel weird when you're super anxious? When I'm really upset and uneasy my left ankle feels numb and like it's going to break somehow.,5.374545454545455,5.5690769090909065,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,67.7878787878788,7.8121212121212125,22.560606060606066,7.1686216300943375,0.8780424242424236,130,2,24,1,2,43,31,33,0.295,0.546,0.159,-0.5356,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313913727768976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241586698202929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861582260548225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701896509707666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148903385804877,0.0,0.0,0.1865567571580652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135155048175656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24462831016674855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YamZyBoi,2020/02/12,"Hey, I'm Evan Hey, I'm Evan. I live in a quiet little neighborhood in a big house with a  loving family.

We have money, a lot in fact. So much that I'm willing to do everything to help those around me. We have two great pets that we love very much.

I've got a lot of friends, a lot of really good friends I've kept for a very long time. A lot of good friends I hope to keep for even longer.

I've got some really good teachers, those who are willing to talk and listen, and those who make meaningful impacts in life.

I've got some hobbies. I love collecting cards, I love magic and video games. Most importantly, I love writing. It's my passion. I write fiction, and there's so much more I hope to accomplish with my writing.

I want to change the world. I hope we all want to change the world.

I smile to those around me, I smile to my friends, and my family. To my teachers and my acquaintances. But sometimes I wish they knew the truth.

Hey, I'm the Evan so many don't know. I'm the Evan with a loving family I can't speak how I feel to, a family who wants to understand but something in me stops me from speaking the truth. Something in me thinks they will view me differently.

I'm the Evan with a lot of money, so much money I don't know what to do with. Money I waste on useless things, money I'll never manage correctly. I'm the Evan that knows money doesn't buy happiness.

I'm the Evan with friends who I never get to see outside of school, the school I hate with every ounce of energy in my body. I'm the Evan with friends who wouldn't understand, with friends who have other pursuits. I'm proud of everything they could accomplish, but I wish we had more time to talk.

I'm the Evan with teachers who want to accommodate but can't because the school won't allow them. Teachers who care on a personal level, but can't do anything on a professional level.

I'm the Evan with hobbies that are slowly dying away. Hobbies I'm quickly losing interest in, hobbies I'm losing motivation to continue with.

Everything I think I'm good at, there's always someone better. I know that with my heart, and I know I could be something much better, but I always compare myself to standards I *know* are unrealistic. I compare myself to others who are better, and I tell myself I'm no good because they're better.

That writing I love doing so much, I'm running out of ideas. I'm running out of time. I don't know what I'm running out of time for, I just feel like I'm running out of time.

Sometimes I wish I could change the world, but something stops me from trying.

I don't wanna be forgotten. I'm still so young and everyone around me expects me to be something great, but I feel like I'll never be that. I've got so many years in my life left but I don't know what I'll do with them.

I can't see myself with a future. I physically cannot see a future for myself, when I look at what I might be doing later, I cannot visualize it.

The school I hate? I'm transferring out. I'm swapping schools. I hope it'll be better but i don't know. Maybe it'll be worse.

Therapy helps, but sometimes I wonder if I need it. Something in me convinces me I'm lying, that there's nothing wrong with me. That little thing in me makes me want to take everything back, tell everyone I'm fine. That little thing makes me think there's nothing wrong with me.

This long and convoluted rant on reddit won't change anything. Maybe three or four people will read it. I get it, on a sub like this you've probably all seen this like a billion times.

I wanna change the world, but that little thing in me is stopping me. And at this point, I think that little thing is getting bigger. I think it's winning.

I'm scared. But sometimes I know I need to put on a happy face for those around me, for the sake of peace.

Hey, I'm Evan, and I don't know anything about myself.

Hey, I'm Evan and I forget everything I learn.

Hey, I'm Evan and I have a pen and a book, and a drive to change the world.

Hey, I'm Evan and I'm losing that drive.

Hey, I'm Evan and I'm scared.",1.2778825085545051,3.314646599045344,2.99198176956034,91.5943285792334,81.21957040572792,5.947862092762457,21.313569313051733,7.094946359782183,0.5147385743451127,3142,94,686,40,83,1040,246,838,0.07400000000000001,0.705,0.221,0.9989,1,1,6,0,0,0,111.0,5,0,5,13,23,55,2,2,40,0,51,13,3,6,9,147,150,42,1,22,16,0,3,4,7,10,2,4,1,1,50,49,0,5,27,4,7,7,21,10,0,4,8,13,99,45,94,122,18,78,0,4,6,8,56,47,0,16,28,409,149,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885014715648788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213765020315634,0.14732049819377396,0.0,0.0,0.038870644192912036,0.03181275021923898,0.0,0.050440348522307915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295221668704692,0.0,0.045955306208283114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218182416877806,0.0,0.2625984893475302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909726160982757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042937922681201696,0.04322525502748313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027326018492942392,0.0,0.034857952906890415,0.07906602436190822,0.18591380854345355,0.0,0.15600851548594985,0.0,0.06275724434932117,0.059112768582146334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374899158923656,0.0,0.06484596827421131,0.0,0.0,0.17350564051360792,0.13235685292902116,0.0912262287519028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808317994584068,0.0,0.08169317538846799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490263828351472,0.05546197040188053,0.0,0.0,0.1643681432605895,0.0,0.04773808737018632,0.0,0.04670429859630573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036773607284459546,0.0,0.0,0.2501085166119503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044951132462770604,0.0,0.05844496772672066,0.08084967735357633,0.20732960186961144,0.03653250493776642,0.07322637933025111,0.03474231788502023,0.1388550862677186,0.0,0.17586627904547314,0.261380855599803,0.0,0.08284900828123665,0.0838900510419483,0.08312808612417362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043889479572531774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248043542734907,0.061354082627890764,0.0957266207287613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939568850888253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028682348321080964,0.03612470255042098,0.0,0.0,0.03911020269898004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460634427999994,0.0,0.0,0.041590595507353716,0.0,0.0,0.04138350279899915,0.0,0.05300831835261447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828417932586956,0.20935491654812588,0.09890511624280067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03505462134866947,0.19110253855717466,0.16367307750730106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03303997770533227,0.10376730320571988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03110682591550868,0.06650698620622647,0.07232243951684256,0.0,0.04731283853264657,0.0,0.13742961161249095,0.1325485184934206,0.0,0.0,0.14474714904224267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02808908061192,0.0,0.04041473217598576,0.08614006103887058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827297204455088,0.12201229254300558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272833332811105,0.0,0.04486650197085047,0.0,0.0,0.04216191523069263,0.0,0.09046824564710468,0.0,0.026642409176822982
anxiety,AlwaysOnCaffeine,2020/02/12,"I hate saying no to overtime Today is my day off and my boss called me  to ask me if I wanted to cover someone else’s shift because she is sick. I hate saying no because i’m scared that my boss will think i’m lazy or don’t want to help. So I say something like ""well I can’t but if nobody else can I might be able to do it"". Now I will probably feel bad for the rest of the day. How can I stop feeling bad for saying no?",0.3681249999999992,1.4555895625000022,2.733750000000004,96.83625000000002,80.45833333333334,5.216666666666667,19.291666666666668,5.148860815047168,-0.5144333333333337,322,7,82,1,8,111,61,96,0.27699999999999997,0.644,0.079,-0.9669,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,2,0,11,1,0,3,0,15,21,7,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,6,14,2,9,17,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,4,6,51,16,2,0.1662432647262194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541501132786933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776123641211732,0.20268070232581312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697529603967428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144263055725228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777498316179001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811517939357135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32826161293547945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114293560883614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121806187357634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635783266923685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792383568257656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288132665054135,0.16643850936296012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408573787227409,0.1279821870973124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898681319175388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652197142773942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757917664572488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610916949998453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947266000234927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aw68764,2020/02/12,Prozac I just started 10mg three days ago. I need some positive encouragement. I have anxiety and ocd. Maybe slight depression. My ocd causes intrusive thoughts my most recent one set in two years ago and I developed a fear of becoming suicidal and not telling anyone and acting. So of course I’m terrified of the possible suicidal side effects of this med. my worse fear is dying and leaving my kids. But I’ve read reports where ppl who were never suicidal before the med then committed suicide. I’d like to think I’d tell someone but you never know I guess.,2.981949685534591,5.8113242075471785,4.2191509433962295,80.54652515723272,80.50943396226415,8.438993710691824,28.644654088050324,9.075114841892004,3.1074993710691814,450,21,79,13,12,147,78,106,0.209,0.7240000000000001,0.067,-0.9319,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,2,3,21,10,9,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,3,0,3,2,0,10,2,6,8,2,14,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,10,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351586743010065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147094585208044,0.0,0.0,0.0927465340068076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649292613733686,0.11286877146043092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626011216844752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554326762732857,0.0,0.11424456166886235,0.0,0.13766169724810248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985187796776242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612037482445642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289670284034573,0.0,0.0,0.1404489736407096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648022954504008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332569522494644,0.0,0.2946712395547805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835253571027416,0.20460373578833266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988181047767713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953418882551633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267812874133164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096820386738225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238733431694632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388485583836008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5803563005881965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187031768936864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499178760464014,0.0,0.1053031174107438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295721888196849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517376825564986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541724976521912
anxiety,OMYachingtentacles,2020/02/12,"Pets are supposed to be calming, right? Mine are a HUGE trigger Hi I’m new and have crippling anxiety like the rest of you. I’m a stay at home mom to a 2.5 yo boy who yells at the pets because of me. We have 2 cats and a dog who ALSO HAS ANXIETY, she is on Prozac! The dog chases the cats, the cat fucks with the dog, the cats head gets in the dogs mouth, the cats constantly come to me and yell at me for food when they don’t need any, my son runs around and the dog gets nervous and chases him and barks, it’s madness. Someone walking outside? She barks and growls, and I mean like a constant whining freaking out bark and growl. Leaf blows in the wind? You got it, there’s that crippling anxiety we share. 

Growing up my dad was a big angry Italian man who yelled at everything. And it just so happens that my default is to yell when my anxiety short circuits. I’m not making excuses because I’m fully aware that my actions are my responsibility to correct and prevent. Also, my animals DO NOT listen to me. But they stop doing what they’re doing when I yell. So this is a problem I’ve been working on and failing obviously bc here I am talking about it. 

So now my son yells at them when they’re not even doing anything wrong, they could just be sitting somewhere he wants to sit. If he drops something and they go up to it and smell it, he’s yelling at them. I feel like a terrible pet owner and a terrible mother. The build up and blow out of anxiety is terrible and I feel crazy. I’m on Prozac and smoke weed when it gets to be too much. Im going to brainstorm this morning about keeping the animals separate and away from us while I’m here without my husband during the day. I feel bad about it but it’s better than everyone getting yelled at, and people go to work and leave their pets alone all day anyway.

So anyway, here I am. Thanks for having me. The subReddit that no one wants to be on. Thanks for your support, I hope we all have a good relaxing day",2.130671353735867,3.9813024689826335,3.5038730355665852,89.88008305762341,77.66004962779157,6.363633857182244,25.586503997794317,7.2793139503082624,1.1304331954783566,1537,58,326,19,36,503,202,403,0.105,0.7979999999999999,0.09699999999999999,0.8555,0,1,2,0,1,0,41.0,4,3,7,4,26,24,2,1,25,0,26,6,2,2,4,57,57,36,0,7,9,6,3,3,0,0,2,9,5,2,19,29,1,3,4,1,0,8,6,12,0,1,3,13,40,12,45,49,4,50,0,2,0,1,37,24,1,2,17,211,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440371910225808,0.0,0.1766703732269291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511689781013423,0.0,0.4225097318055178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908995433016056,0.09833322465914654,0.0,0.0,0.10378123438164988,0.0,0.09222986667596114,0.1346713372257486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976932967017976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951519018544072,0.0,0.2387370218978167,0.0,0.08819368572564527,0.0,0.0,0.21371356752115586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295808929378322,0.0,0.0,0.10554969921780584,0.09927473516248857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755637628848472,0.07891297171106082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356922164178908,0.0,0.0,0.10211891147237832,0.230844116321527,0.0,0.1883316678194026,0.09264898958358138,0.08834531727640532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767981628310428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336429551677064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080084358562142,0.10971215653093283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193162473983282,0.0,0.0,0.0981823284869345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169616734859278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618961974260699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373321200141165,0.0,0.0,0.12032381898360565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293699508305241,0.0,0.0,0.08120114477291726,0.08190502835347044,0.0,0.1066833965566116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485086360479437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657937179927203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569573821228888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433262572724532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935927857611795,0.08503785550222025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177361486761078,0.0,0.0923498871599034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534921625242276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878393022290249,0.0,0.20339429378325288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328703277179806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030487755237236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647993762290403,0.0,0.16083305483378324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207711680696932,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IvyJingles,2020/02/12,Anxiety about anxiety I. Don't. Have. A. Voice. I would much rather introduce a bullet into my head than talk to a therapist. My anxiety is so bad that I avoid people like the plague. Even thinking about talking to someone is asking for a panic attack.,2.1950000000000003,5.000165166666669,4.000833333333337,80.62750000000003,84.83333333333334,7.366666666666666,24.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.3236416666666675,200,8,34,5,6,67,39,48,0.327,0.627,0.046,-0.9225,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,5,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436063123305009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143805615632614,0.2694696603677205,0.0,0.0,0.19777350254238654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644798565227172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309320392247286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572093063859595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412401634076086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779116178777282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421329802469714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069608381546306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380768388430055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27502008076591083,0.0,0.1517743883899102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682630540833264,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,love_pendant,2020/02/12,"Just need some reassurance that I'm not the only college student getting by with almost no money.  I feel like I'm suffering from some warped imposter syndrome. I constantly hear the joke that people around me are always broke, but I wonder if it's actually as true and predominant as it seems to be. I feel like the only one who truly lives paycheck to paycheck and it's making me super self-conscious about my spending habits as well as my preparedness for the future.

Admittedly, when I first started working at 16, I went a little haywire with having free access to my paycheck and being able to do whatever I wanted with it. It disappeared quickly. Then once I turned 17 I had to start fending for my own medical expenses, gas, car maintenance and minor repairs, and even groceries. At the time, I also had an SO who I would spend money on. And, the nature of being a teenager entails going out to eat with friends or going to the mall, so money would sometimes be wasted there too. My money was still disappearing but my expenses had gone up and I was only making around $7K a year. In retrospect, I could have done much better with not spending as much on other people, but I've learned that focusing so heavily on my past decision will get me nowhere. I've tried to accept that I was worse with money and I can only improve from here on out.

In college, I work 10 hrs/week at $9.55/hr. So per 2 weeks, I take home about $170 give or take. My current expenses include car insurance ($600/yr - lower because of my dad's job), groceries to supplement a meal plan, medical expenses, gas, car maintenance and small repairs, toiletries, and then personal money for eating out sometimes or buying something for myself.

I fully realize that in actuality I do not make much money. I ask for no help from parents, even in tight situations. My mom can't help and I've just never asked my dad because he raised me to be independent. So even when I'm clearly struggling, I don't tell anyone. Yet I still beat myself up for having only a little over a grand saved up and thinking I am no good with spending. I also have a strange anxious tendency where I will avoid looking at my bank statement for a few days after it comes out because the numbers just make me feel so anxious.

I think I went off on a bit of a ramble here but I guess I would just appreciate some peace of mind that I'm not the only one in such a situation? And that maybe I'm not the only one completely dreading the future right after graduation? Thankfully I don't graduate until spring 2021, but it feels like it's creeping up really quickly and I am terrified I won't have any money saved up for it. I beat myself up all the time over the numbers and I get obsessive over how ""bad"" I am.",6.256215926675395,6.1565198007380095,7.252325913581719,74.2076901559338,65.93726937269372,9.8717771693846,33.904535174383994,9.536714749202195,3.163155624330436,2180,89,399,39,31,736,259,542,0.08900000000000001,0.762,0.149,0.9896,4,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,0,8,34,24,0,4,25,0,34,5,0,6,4,87,75,43,0,7,18,4,5,3,1,6,2,1,1,1,19,29,3,2,14,2,19,11,13,7,1,4,10,7,55,18,73,53,10,73,0,2,1,0,18,35,0,11,30,284,74,9,0.07611628456499571,0.0,0.1485570276587698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621946401731777,0.0,0.0,0.1217403305331418,0.06333484630650106,0.0,0.0,0.051761683642812834,0.0,0.0,0.17197947183884196,0.0,0.05322227595961261,0.0,0.0,0.13551926170459327,0.14231690225027688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355391823244112,0.13919934175503135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731866817348353,0.0830992688001119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556743935630588,0.0798064761934821,0.08225466280927067,0.0,0.060772659586703866,0.0,0.0,0.04908870660131087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789338611953335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577192312252816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508222642562087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394672205806584,0.16313246670595716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474447276696335,0.0,0.0,0.058807252640308075,0.0,0.11930285130425915,0.07301767594574493,0.08651727723750641,0.06384272818045747,0.0,0.0,0.08385066887414283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578858466781028,0.0,0.10203828216299776,0.0,0.07635083956118817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553366749537611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155971556924477,0.15257702719913527,0.06721207378586977,0.0,0.06391850865846731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323284399908315,0.0,0.07646903856954207,0.0,0.0,0.15335829771991574,0.0,0.0,0.07685574909700697,0.08914647253806599,0.0,0.0,0.16786268162166845,0.056439260539004624,0.05870557107662384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106135889492827,0.1547350929785066,0.4052290503997695,0.0,0.0,0.0845181262544582,0.0,0.07266160635441099,0.10553889556670384,0.0664618037401938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487620409611943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500289112619324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929340674025136,0.07940588514612527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711157859967239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859803456334041,0.1505619034462749,0.0,0.10775099596694117,0.0,0.1215731263540373,0.0,0.0,0.07957326724453813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445994640876675,0.0,0.06652898767085366,0.0700776482821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975444834167694,0.0,0.0,0.08876803528158972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167796081549063,0.08279266026537839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044895356741365605,0.0,0.1221117844290632,0.0,0.06843768102222113,0.1411211167363483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254486370742263,0.11082712340778147,0.0,0.07756899676784539,0.16221247401623987,0.0,0.0,0.049016391689440005
anxiety,Raven96__,2020/02/12,"Anyone else feel the floor is sinking when u walk? Or ur off balance but your actually NOT, and your balance is actually good. This is just 1 of many anxiety physical symptoms I have.",3.916190476190476,6.022526142857148,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,73.28571428571428,9.23809523809524,34.52380952380953,9.725611199111238,3.82252380952381,145,8,26,4,3,50,30,35,0.057,0.836,0.107,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.6267097091794135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564655841519306,0.0,0.0,0.22452601276548398,0.32901284811944176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682443308431405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236173227655265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693299552485552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255528700110892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337539138632237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SilverClassic8,2020/02/12,"Anxiety or something deeper? Greetings, I thought that before I consult someone face to face I should give it a try here. I have a problem that I ignored for some time (3 years approximately). I study mathematics and I consider myself an above average student, my grades are like 7.2/10 scale, but still I have like half the subjects to get my Bsc. My problem is, I think, that I have a form of exam anxiety. It doesn't happen in every subject I gave, but when it happens all there is in my head are thoughts of worthlessness, bad things about me and a voice that doesn't f\*\*\*\* stop telling me: ""you can't do it"", ""you don't know that"" and more things to degrade me. After all this psychological suffering I'm getting up and give my paper, blank. Probably after 1+ hour of the test (we have 3 hours for every exam). I don't know if I covered everything and I know that this problem is deeper and connected also with my personal life. But I just want it to stop, because I think it stops me from achieving my full potential. Thank you. Any thoughts would be so much appreciated.",5.144716336295287,6.074276038277517,5.814917976760082,79.96192583732059,68.52153110047847,8.842241968557758,32.63192071086808,9.04235418022936,2.7400045112781948,848,37,164,15,14,276,122,209,0.136,0.765,0.099,-0.8366,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,3,0,1,8,11,0,0,7,0,18,4,3,0,2,35,36,14,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,16,8,0,4,8,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,1,32,3,17,29,7,15,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,3,13,116,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537640674337298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960810612851021,0.0,0.2016073506318276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002243066809506,0.08032575778818431,0.0,0.11212654909306814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204378551845105,0.0,0.11842636295770803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768875364612576,0.25281154687911617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23304751924749775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523401684567551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595337778292093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21725200754797735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307303496284423,0.12875231418125566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968660981841882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505646539900433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207032708614176,0.3782582296328628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164827786883426,0.101442969597126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523167758493104,0.3304968148643696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517277198652268,0.1213160952767955,0.0,0.0,0.17508424138547712,0.16886576724546407,0.0,0.3138319398155644,0.07683613598450348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946316795285432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772134923814852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360561432094314,0.0,0.0,0.08485554795422187
anxiety,_M_89_,2020/02/12,"Battling anxiety and ""circle thoughts"", one tip Just wanted to say I find that listening to audio books has really helped to calm my mind when getting anxious or replaying thoughts over and over in my head. 

I like to use comfortable earbuds that block most other noise. 

For content, I usually pick something that is challenging in some way.  For example,  stories or documentaries that can expand my vocabulary.

Anything really that is engaging,  not thrillers or horror stories though. 

Anyway I hope you can all find some serenity today. 😁",7.360341614906829,9.685547891304351,7.107453416149074,67.51456521739132,64.65217391304348,10.909316770186336,38.14285714285714,10.914260884657429,5.095529192546584,434,23,62,13,7,137,67,92,0.09300000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.9012,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,1,21,12,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,8,6,10,10,4,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,7,4,44,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876272430915534,0.24922160028654644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815396594592316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032591490416913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115257350980654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264050495244537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786732218239673,0.0,0.0,0.21911119475131235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777678112549298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274882666375734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948810297052115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28265126649475586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543447345840146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983301310759966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674393860502048,0.35027250063067417,0.0,0.0,0.20910836874829555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053245772889066,0.24296596501375645,0.0,0.13011893260148374,0.17510650272674322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SarahSunshine444,2020/02/12,"Accused of cheating in school, now don’t want to go back So I’m really bad at Spanish...like really bad...I’ve struggled through it ever since high school and I’m finally taking my last 202 class...but I really wanted to do well this time, so I put a LOT of work into my first paper...I got an A...but when the exam came around I bombed the writing section (I have horrible test anxiety that causes me to freak out and bomb tests)....so after class today my professor accused me of cheating because the paper was better than the exam...I tried explaining but she doesn’t really believe me and I’m on her radar now...she can’t fail me right now because she doesn’t have proof and she told me she “wants to believe the best”, but I’m worried that if something like this happens again, she’s going to fail me and I won’t be able to graduate

This whole thing really makes me just not want to try anymore and makes me not want to go back to class...I’m kinda overwhelmed by this whole thing and could use some advice...",1.8687073170731696,4.000252297560976,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,79.6829268292683,6.246341463414635,21.957317073170728,7.365786028017652,0.8273853658536581,791,24,161,11,20,260,115,205,0.158,0.762,0.079,-0.9281,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,6,12,12,2,2,7,0,11,0,0,4,2,34,32,13,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,8,1,1,4,0,22,4,22,25,6,27,0,3,0,0,9,9,0,4,14,101,31,11,0.1161654013273698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351548572927445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886621405675225,0.0,0.11520486354226064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341183567663688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786480463169039,0.1939865157525975,0.14162670088178247,0.0,0.0,0.26175725499367364,0.1219084218573486,0.1027388573928509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286227230249,0.0,0.1193338663957084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274862049516908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507825609534298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272535190341753,0.0,0.09881023102593796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805842382120512,0.0,0.09290808335286488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272468075166376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273512442546955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469030647138628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675254734748439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875967009446696,0.0,0.0,0.15508261485028754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167783134331459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372092653377077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920461801660443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23513117583617602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609322039813496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942980126983173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144129968007908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734192483561076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435026177532232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773697969140077,0.0,0.1101112175944899,0.11100101912721023,0.0,0.1577373644081493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032960917528956,0.0,0.0,0.34258681722324724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444664669716312,0.0,0.0,0.259389044152728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456979568957762,0.11797160385071173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SexDrug,2020/02/12,"I hate Snapchat I seriously need to delete it. The fact that I can see when other people open the app pisses me off. I feel like a creep when I check it and it only leads to negative thoughts. My friend has been online for the last 29 minutes, opened one of my snaps responded and didn’t open my response to that yet she’s been on the app for 20 minutes. It’s their time and they can choose whether or not to talk to me and it’s irrational for me to feel hurt and insecure. But I still feel that way and im sick of it it’s not healthy.",0.04438328912466717,2.1218074568965517,1.6227586206896554,99.32118037135278,86.5,5.293368700265252,19.26790450928382,6.67199483983844,-0.11082015915119348,419,12,103,5,13,135,70,116,0.20800000000000002,0.746,0.046,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,4,7,2,1,5,0,6,2,1,1,1,22,13,11,0,1,5,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,4,4,15,2,13,9,0,13,0,1,1,0,6,5,1,1,7,67,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177311801381509,0.1967362241369709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276298464566712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718872292599859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29480702411641785,0.0,0.29746475747091344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447681390410576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453997018538422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419565588143654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866090702162039,0.20944389960958285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091837663564112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194474457792379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199240744504731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134529745058207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862617949565025,0.16058012642727645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858904496963533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihugsyi,2020/02/12,"How do you date when you're anxious? Everything about it makes me anxious and overthink constantly.

\- he's cute, but he did this weird \*overthinks the weird bit\*

\- do I like him or am i just wanting to be not alone

\- he messed up -> hes an asshole and i should leave before I get hurt 

\- what if in the future, our relationship is messed up like our friends 

\- what he leaves? I don't want to be broken up with - maybe I should do it first?

\- do I text him or am I being annoying

\- he hasn't texted me, is he not thinking about me?

\- does he like me or is he just not wanting to be alone 

\- is my anxiety not letting me leave the relationship AND making me want to leave and i'm torn

\- he did something super sweet and cute, why can't I just let it be

\- will i have the guts to leave when i want to leave? I should probably leave not before we're too deep into it and i won't be able to leave 

\- oh crap, why did I think that \^ is that an indication that I want to leave 

Its like I can't turn my brain off. Its constantly stressing about one thing or another. Overthinking his every action and getting agitated. I'm stressed so often that I am annoyed at him too which isn't fair. He's been very nice and he's done stupid things but he owns up to them with apologies. He does and says nice things to indicate he likes me, but I can't shut it off. Sometimes I will be rude because I am agitated and then feel bad...

Anyone advice on telling my brain to calm down?",0.23781432748538125,2.474097796052632,1.9099122807017568,96.40994152046784,87.48684210526315,5.219883040935674,19.299707602339183,6.691623216298621,0.028490058479532013,1126,33,261,14,36,366,143,304,0.218,0.6409999999999999,0.141,-0.9424,0,2,1,0,0,0,56.0,2,1,1,2,13,26,5,2,6,0,41,4,4,3,0,45,57,23,0,10,16,0,1,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,18,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,13,0,2,5,3,39,13,27,37,2,22,0,1,0,0,29,13,1,6,13,167,57,0,0.07469275037134933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298889120147578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471832645963826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832186134523739,0.0571397495910341,0.16876309494699845,0.0,0.05222690775259645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236532664180939,0.045532007353330316,0.0,0.12711605837001175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154513815277377,0.0,0.0,0.1667636235801781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614326561314524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072825839106034,0.07643661639891762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293186365976979,0.0,0.06712902781742201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03776689885379213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353361530906053,0.0,0.0,0.057707433653526125,0.0,0.07804775847889321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996013410473707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.71179954075347,0.0,0.1527567956867411,0.0,0.1824555247744442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971598174317532,0.0,0.07503890713602401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050613740715199584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053141801206616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038412183467074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939867304277785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057502128393483176,0.0738730400059461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112058637983946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652847560407973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886763322988136,0.09572019695377512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124426384082517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162934151399418,0.2643343163487228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479717899201782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waaaffle,2020/02/12,"Anxiety from being late for class just made me skip it Hello,

My class starts at 9:35, I got to my community college at 9:43, and at 9:58 after 15 minutes of trying to convince myself to go to class, I just decided to go home and say class was cancelled to my retired stay at home dad who will ask why I’m home early. 

I can’t bear the thought of walking in late to this class, I sit in the back and I’m a quiet person and would be quiet when walking in, but I just recently made a terrible test grade so walking in late right after doing poorly on a test would just reflect even worse on me I think. The looks the other students would give me too when I walked in would be overwhelming too. My mom teaches college and she complains about students like me, ones who are late and make bad grades, I can just see my teacher talking to his family and coworkers about how bad of a student I am to them. My parents highly stress on me to make As so I can transfer out of my community college to a real university, which I want too, but all of this together is just .. aaaa. 

Anyone else skip class entirely after being late ? 

thanks for reading and have a nice day",5.183424908424911,5.219721371794872,6.056776556776558,81.40846153846154,68.18803418803418,8.736996336996338,30.816849816849818,8.418075326091056,2.183731135531136,907,33,183,12,14,300,127,234,0.11599999999999999,0.828,0.055999999999999994,-0.9472,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,18,10,0,2,10,0,18,0,0,5,1,33,36,16,0,5,8,3,0,1,0,5,0,3,3,1,7,9,0,0,4,1,1,6,1,6,1,1,5,5,27,4,38,22,1,38,0,1,2,0,15,15,0,0,16,128,34,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284261717174511,0.0,0.0,0.07571985799691518,0.11095732664520266,0.0,0.0,0.1012378316659108,0.0,0.0,0.08326939471090784,0.18083757512962348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983898801930429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046356094665647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715254419717007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208748508645203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388296919267667,0.1230889853653566,0.0,0.0866105174284417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144157994602124,0.3258752820288353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6107870254880217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529057032904144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093749396712132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204935863753342,0.14457068784128524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682956750347485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733810486694393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024477350441184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455586501496448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832069548661152,0.12325931016212895,0.0,0.0,0.10692468354905127,0.0,0.0,0.09248025562077287,0.0,0.08611766006347049,0.0,0.0,0.08629421753429911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664920342597042,0.11542421343018976,0.0,0.0,0.1240474217084596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704051751693624,0.0,0.0997001627796791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693887502885548,0.0,0.08597126763129229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352274557909716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387306773120184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771613609608082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035817830642013,0.307708386544978,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fuckmytits44,2020/02/12,I always have a mild sore throat because of Stress. Should I go to the doctor? Meditate? I don't know.,-1.0864285714285735,0.6829630952380974,1.0670238095238105,96.76339285714286,108.5238095238095,4.0047619047619065,14.773809523809526,5.985473137389443,-0.4876761904761904,79,2,17,1,4,26,19,21,0.28800000000000003,0.7120000000000001,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135261091663417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029536163810319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086787811608053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824444608150833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731265087107609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692874473853314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Supertriu1,2020/02/12,"Constant lack of breath, does anyone have any tips? For context, I’ve always been a very chill and calm guy that never really stressed about anything. That was until May, last year when I started experiencing extreme lack of breath, to the point where I couldn’t run for 1 minute without feeling like I was going to pass out. At first, I never thought it could be anything psychological, so to speak, and so I did a full medical check up and nothing was found.
This went on for a month or two, and at the time I figured the cause was just exams season and the fact that my mom and stepdad were moving back together to a new house we had been rebuilding for a few years. The shortness of breath eventually went away and I even went studying abroad for three months and everything was fine, absolutely no anxiety whatsoever.

However, two weeks ago it started coming back after my dad and I had this talk about smoking (tobacco and other things), where I admitted to him that I had tried weed some time ago (I’m a regular smoker, however). Then, last Sunday my mom told me that she was diagnosed with a degenerative disease (which can be hereditary) and that’s when it all went to shit and now I’m in a constant struggle to breathe.

Waking up and going to sleep are the worst parts. A few days ago I couldn’t even sleep on my side without feeling like I was going to pass out due to a lack of air. The only time I don’t feel this is when I’m out with friends having a good time.

That’s my story and I would really appreciate if someone that has this same issue could share some tips on how you control this.",8.029619047619049,6.459011453968254,7.958730158730159,75.4057142857143,63.03174603174603,11.066666666666668,35.285714285714285,9.888512548439397,3.173438095238096,1268,45,251,21,15,410,173,315,0.092,0.845,0.062,-0.7976,2,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,2,16,11,1,2,18,0,29,10,8,3,4,52,49,24,0,9,5,3,3,2,1,2,2,1,0,1,19,21,0,1,7,0,1,12,8,4,0,4,21,5,24,7,39,20,12,66,0,0,0,0,14,19,1,5,37,179,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25358400383491764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934445102174871,0.0,0.0,0.06484585677724851,0.0,0.0729476492091183,0.0,0.0,0.06667565352108566,0.0,0.15694095304500122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959080123208434,0.14664690234578107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979576447247163,0.0,0.08214139267744437,0.0,0.20609353129229016,0.10695069828689456,0.15226920386617174,0.0,0.0,0.06149721210026692,0.0,0.0,0.0967850893120802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344733047558198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596446197883582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570049410476986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464570683391514,0.13624575589840562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811103989031069,0.0,0.10455374943750287,0.07367238493422504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625803076813124,0.07998071385055472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441816988757352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002888132124444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952766771145706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554569491520664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317297827010568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606188892707243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336133539593672,0.15222568880409335,0.10134912942378332,0.0,0.0,0.14709000118043544,0.0920961388888336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149736897312387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725231017973342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326206279431237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014294640349124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217594567270147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788232881436408,0.0,0.0,0.1908512217525445,0.0,0.08079546091204995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498799035004594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923082965044932,0.09968757443525528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664413988324784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335078449573195,0.0,0.0,0.07570260437606871,0.22241314026758752,0.0,0.0,0.09111745662952674,0.0,0.0647409707285839,0.0,0.18629936870904254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867930150077572,0.0,0.0,0.07648942930975122,0.0,0.0,0.35358663320454997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384099945654703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773869599584134,0.0,0.0,0.12281323525581572
anxiety,not-_-important,2020/02/12,"Waking up anxious Does anyone else get that instant (literal) wave of anxiety that washes over you and sticks in your gut as soon as you wake up. Body shaking and gut wrenching. 

I feel like every morning I wake up and I don’t even get a change to not be anxious or have a chill day. Instead I’m instantly worried and panicking about literally nothing. I can’t calm down either cause I have no idea what’s setting me off? I just woke up. 

I know this is random and poorly written I’m just wondering if anyone else gets that shit.",0.6767295597484306,3.1988990000000013,2.5282641509433965,89.52271069182392,92.01886792452831,5.090817610062894,23.104402515723272,6.742157984588678,0.9831504402515718,418,17,81,6,15,138,76,106,0.193,0.7829999999999999,0.024,-0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,6,4,1,1,2,0,6,8,7,1,0,17,16,9,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,11,2,13,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,4,3,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406277380033862,0.4153461026817493,0.0,0.25707329670592743,0.3767065405157095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419120727252546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884175360176345,0.19446540197407766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855370152344814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608689170169349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071290208344291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141650587064433,0.0,0.1548828214710901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294884200971082,0.13132659292164928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881272619239017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751917247539264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102693280583684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980896107839077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763876995551389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869656035395724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935337090348526,0.0,0.1866860198135852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyIrishCurse,2020/02/12,"Xanax prn Problems. As it wears off, demotivated, irritable, and depressed I take 0.5mg Xanax prn for anxiety.  I take it maybe once a week.  
Last night I woke up having circular thoughts about whether I have an outstanding warrant - literally no reason to believe this is true.  
I took it around 4am, woke up at 6am.  I felt tired, irritable, and a little depressed.  I was pretty grumpy with the kids, which makes me feel bad.  
I have zero motivation this morning too and could got back to sleep any time.  

Has anyone else experienced this and does anybody have any suggestions?",4.587473794549268,6.815110933962266,5.2561635220125815,78.35602725366878,71.73584905660377,8.484696016771489,29.70230607966457,9.150863307647796,2.6840557651991617,453,19,83,10,9,146,79,106,0.21899999999999997,0.6779999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.9129,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,8,5,2,3,1,16,18,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,7,3,9,1,11,10,0,12,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491957781525453,0.0,0.1401650553520257,0.0,0.0,0.12811374688202126,0.18773356470251668,0.0,0.16310727114371826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088713897808658,0.15298351013718847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064295217502565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462886166977609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156193169486592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033963838312018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530592641845474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264302882326177,0.0,0.1759227653276439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654013096010193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935115880357097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836375304340101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230274196639865,0.0,0.1840720802515854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194232684114005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951264621463797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186403610129571,0.0,0.17531961848180574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883837084807463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335527156098788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755217122520289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545855620715248,0.1068387756651914,0.21058782799841547,0.0,0.0,0.2035674392495544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469703987624322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anm_123,2020/02/12,Brain zaps WITHOUT medication withdrawal? Has anyone experienced this? I had my first sensation about 3 years ago. I was scared to death. I understand snow that they come and go within a couple of seconds. Sometimes I’ll feel my head intensely vibrate and other times I will get a huge wave of dizziness and disorientation. It only lasts about 3 seconds and I fee back to (basically) normal. All I can find is that it happens from withdrawal but I don’t take medication so I don’t know what could be causing it. Doctors don’t take me seriously when I tell them about it.,2.9566666666666634,5.737758000000002,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,80.1111111111111,7.674074074074074,27.51851851851852,8.59863814320734,2.519707407407408,456,20,82,11,12,152,77,108,0.09300000000000001,0.89,0.017,-0.6409,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,1,2,0,11,5,2,1,1,16,20,7,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,1,2,4,2,0,3,2,2,14,0,10,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,58,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251547840206327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136080140202161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964780978948825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172559917285439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999244000480225,0.0,0.16764458451708306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538516322173945,0.21533907317680115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919788061320776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840377522196624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787563934576348,0.16554040150648786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016789081844902,0.0,0.11060484547225287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209842259950106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973232116852924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695594880194018,0.15863814090193676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921106017849971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068251038247472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801435515522696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948447216094533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248035301629035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926542556476982,0.0,0.17010309699321438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348224468787853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202602280229832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876030279406324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253264226874597
anxiety,DevilInsideI,2020/02/12,"Emotional numbness caused due to stress In short terms I'm suffering from detachment from reality. This causes a lot of stress. When I was in class I could feel the stress and me about to freak out but then it changed. I felt nothing like I couldn't express fear. I was like a zombie like I was aware of it but I couldn't snap out of it. I couldn't freak out cos I couldn't feel any emotion. Like I was very serious. I couldn't cry or anything. It was strange because I was aware the whole time, like I was trapped? I just wanted to ask, is this my brains way of coping? Has my brain limited emotions so I dont stress out? Can someone explain this",0.3669973661106241,2.7363642686567182,1.573669885864792,97.81948639157156,89.1492537313433,4.943985952589991,21.315188762071994,6.522977012572876,0.2452428446005275,508,18,115,6,17,160,75,134,0.287,0.63,0.08199999999999999,-0.9759,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,15,0,5,4,0,17,3,2,3,0,25,24,7,0,7,4,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,8,3,18,5,16,10,3,13,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,10,72,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561186012676013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359957897081223,0.0,0.1176933773368118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674347598057399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28107744166308546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25865449530035856,0.13317857264516714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005156723257112,0.0,0.13828803856925395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147546180721432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248395447573988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166512684163626,0.1273110176125266,0.0,0.12087745057320715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075258921574083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703010551761072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079815648672225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666910797771148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768420666681813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340948057926996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387527730713733,0.07425521604370136,0.09992835731641274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055553617799127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyLifesParody,2020/02/12,"Suppose to... Suppose to return to work from day. 

But I’m still sick at the thought of going. Just sick. Knot in my throat, feeling like I’m going to puke, trouble breathing. 

I already want to call in again and am seriously considering it and just have my doc not adjusted to include today. 

I realized earlier this morning that my current job has been so bad it’s made me question how I’ll ever work again. So I am having to separate that it’s JUST this job that’s so bad and that I can find a much better job. 

I’m just scared shitless to quit. But clearly can’t even make it to work anymore. I also want to have something lined up, but again, I’m at the point of just up and quitting. 


I need some positive, uplifting vibes please!",1.6496196868008963,3.8323867583892657,3.3309798657718126,88.8734720357942,80.74496644295301,6.120984340044742,26.040715883668906,7.3011,1.3242425950783008,573,24,118,8,15,190,87,149,0.115,0.773,0.11199999999999999,-0.1238,4,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,16,7,0,1,3,0,9,4,2,3,2,28,22,12,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,1,10,2,19,19,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,10,77,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160578704444576,0.124358852307404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422110914974568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596836166425022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753326077323785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587899834041849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028911844513227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027108743293584,0.14066493986688527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862898674493156,0.11109419666588816,0.0,0.0,0.1421305357118269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675636750614498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462949960419413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597284116214276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471444367717168,0.10380209713663988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431550163803175,0.11530643353721536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706999340293263,0.1470043327185836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420337424359456,0.3308015676385752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568958607727953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971684804622393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418805172124348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234551485764603,0.0,0.0,0.1474024063317596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834440571612473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33963273660828586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oddity7,2020/02/12,"Sertraline and beating anxiety I (23m) have had pretty awful anxiety most of my life, it has never normally stopped me doing anything and in fact I have achieved loads because of it but I went through a pretty awful breakup about 7 months ago (a 5 year relationship then cheated on, couldn’t avoid her and the new guy afterwards etc). And also it turns out when she cheated on me she caught genital herpes then passed it onto me so I’m having to deal with that at the same time. My anxiety hit a level I just couldn’t handle so I decided to try sertraline. At first it made me worse but I’m about 3 months in and it’s really neutralised my anxiety, the problem is I’m feeling really emotionally numb and I’m not a fan. I plan to stay on them for at least up to the 6 months mark but I would like to get off them as soon as it’s sensible to. My question is I feel like I’ve worked through quite a bit of my anxiety and I know anxiety comes more from habit and I’ve been working to create anti-anxiety habits (such as waving away any negative thoughts, living the day by day and in the moment) how can I keep these up as I ween myself off the sertraline. I really believe it’s possible to feel this far away from anxiety without the sertraline and I want to beat this this year. I’m starting to feel content being single and I know I got into my last relationship as a crutch for my anxiety. Is it possible that I’m feeling better because I’ve learnt lots from the breakup and started to deal with the root of my problems by being on my own (first time single as an adult) or will it all flood back when Im off the tablets?

Sorry if this doesn’t read well, my motivation to type has also been dulled haha.",3.4409978021978027,4.64710990857143,5.0,83.19153846153846,72.77142857142857,8.584615384615384,28.032967032967033,9.057496981413335,2.225712087912088,1348,51,277,28,26,455,178,350,0.16699999999999998,0.738,0.096,-0.9756,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,11,14,12,2,1,18,3,20,2,0,4,3,55,46,32,0,8,8,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,17,17,0,3,11,1,0,4,7,7,1,2,8,5,35,5,56,31,11,53,0,1,0,0,12,22,0,5,28,192,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516881383616288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562676794696088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057665933920366876,0.0,0.5838360498574707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978199593214204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593420915531718,0.06520486427796973,0.0,0.10338483962765216,0.0,0.0,0.09553894731857153,0.0,0.07499744207099851,0.09257807332013693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304645751748831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937612194538893,0.1748471996654672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953869751163959,0.0,0.0,0.09457281850337018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438351877031145,0.060580113726899434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425923677647254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443037517049417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782116110694499,0.0,0.0,0.08396391406041369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159700465119416,0.0,0.0,0.07537286325356575,0.0,0.0,0.09320615029598474,0.06912215061063208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989573617634724,0.08285659369948835,0.0,0.07487868888370199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209270985503591,0.0,0.08023845512578648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030562231997312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540188309605045,0.08189898512294362,0.0,0.0,0.08308459193062767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191195287783926,0.0,0.17254125802515938,0.0,0.1622815540338235,0.0,0.0,0.09499380291686284,0.09019371483845856,0.08482151542257545,0.0,0.16297240162980425,0.0,0.0,0.18208385351899567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949250540080904,0.12004172538437335,0.0903839903872994,0.0,0.07089539964731953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732059068239035,0.09889345354591676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057572661161673325,0.09223649116401207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001639229983515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624409628411555,0.07860912184235526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174279324376961,0.0,0.1234687345009664,0.0,0.08641698505695376,0.060238469522674615,0.0,0.0,0.10921499477038517
anxiety,Ema_Strange,2020/02/12,"Does anyone else get joint pain from anxiety? Since the 6th grade every blue moon my knees would hurt, sometimes right other times the left. I never knew why though, i thought maybe it was because i hurt my leg somewhere (like accidentally bumping into something) and I when I was in highschool I did a little research about anxiety and saw that it can cause joint pain and stuff.
Does anyone else experience this?
Also does anyone experience subconscious anxiety? Like you get anxiety but there is no source to the problem like I dont know what's causing it",3.9857754010695214,6.948930019607849,4.222442067736186,81.3055347593583,77.23529411764707,6.846345811051696,26.91978609625669,8.00094639256281,2.0454,450,18,76,8,11,140,73,102,0.213,0.74,0.047,-0.9134,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,7,4,2,2,1,13,13,7,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,2,10,3,5,6,0,8,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,6,44,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019826716965388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834009491549559,0.0,0.0,0.2628272719134708,0.2567588145077131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637859354102107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742470368562365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289391713337034,0.0,0.14684466167136995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933558303077612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556633705930696,0.0,0.0,0.24512486210469334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309228028403881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826151260491504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885878717440352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613324951805714,0.0,0.0,0.18363824275858576,0.12557838202261665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258755438438977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663513265197404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666451642859556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198902750093296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700113961148036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364521629241716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645811699510372,0.12391983626966215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343265662705396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310157963632755,0.09947013607005607,0.07306044986339705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305913733182407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900588511383535,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheReliableRaccoon,2020/02/12,"Where do I start if I don't have a primary care physician? Hello everyone! So I've been dealing with anxiety issues for the past few years, and in the past year or so it has gotten quite severe, and is really impacting my day to day life! After much failed coping, and some encouragement from my wife, I am committed to starting to figure out how to get better! One problem though, I have absolutely no idea where to start! 

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So I do have insurance through my work, but I am terrified of doctors! As a result, I don't have a primary care physician! Do I need a primary care physician? I am relatively healthy and only 25, so on the very rare occasion I get sick, I usually just go to an urgent care or a CVS minute clinic! How and where would you recommend reaching out to start getting help?",5.391153846153848,6.048127602564107,6.605538461538463,75.48946153846154,67.84615384615384,10.342564102564104,32.90769230769231,10.355215969177356,3.4892815384615385,630,27,118,16,10,213,97,156,0.192,0.69,0.11800000000000001,-0.9286,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,11,8,0,0,9,0,16,7,0,3,1,23,30,17,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,15,6,18,27,3,20,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,12,84,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448142505638884,0.16240446054138874,0.0,0.0,0.10224508354857867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820626285608475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450773853123528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239178115723286,0.13779159310353914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680071888517106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771229870770714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948638146567625,0.0,0.07595875180101792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958558101342268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508793032507393,0.0,0.13950024176078726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440390150530027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825120235773384,0.09910288256867936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905675328500862,0.10165002824441444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551760803746277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788900196526834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142157674578669,0.0,0.0,0.08562229152252457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099118272545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784044722765371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313145554033705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147201199162823,0.11027869770593064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973018364487205,0.0,0.0,0.09494409630270638,0.0,0.16240446054138874,0.1721378226131038
anxiety,Thought-I-lost-it,2020/02/12,"General Anxiety Disorder vs Autism + therapy advice? Hopefully somebody can give some insight. 

For as long as I can remember my life is filled with severe anxiety. As long as I remember I tried to keep making it through the panic attacks and hoping/wishing/dreaming it would go away over time. That my exposures would gain self confidence and kick the shit out of anxiety. 

From the age of 8th I commited to various therapies, but all of them in essential Cognitive behavioural therapy. Right now I'm 27 and diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Panic Disorder, Highly Sensitive Person, Avoidant Personality Disorder and Clinical Depression (as response to my battle with anxiety). 

At this moment I have CBT at this mental health care facility in my town. They claimed they have many more forms of therapy, but when ask them about those possibilities they say that I needed to wait for the results of the personality tests. 
Yesterday was the day with the test results. 

And I feel really strange about it. They diagnosed me with autism... In the interview with me I had no or little signs of autism, but the conversation with my parents about my early years, they say they found some things autistic. When I asked why that was, and what the main essential difference was between claiming it autistic or be part of my anxiety, they couldn't answer me. 
And in the end they adviced psycho-education, which is just a fancy word for some ""Hi! How are you? Today's topic is autism, what do you know about autism?"" Stuff. And I'm a bit done with all the talking. I don't care about labels. And I don't mind being autistic but I just wonder how this new name-calling can help me give more insight?

From what I understand autism can't be cured (neither can anxiety), because you're born with it (just like my anxiety), but you learn coping strategies to treat the symptoms. But that's exactly the same as my cognitive behavioural therapy already does. Why new way could be found?

So basically my questions are:
- WHAT is the difference between anxiety disorder and autism induced anxiety disorder?
- what kind of therapy did help for you or gave some new insights?

For what it's worth I'm a INFJ/INFP personality. Very empathic and social, but yeah, having a hard time fighting my inner demons. 

Hope somebody can help me convincing why this test result could be a good thing and a step forward. 

Many thanks in sdvance",5.009055516349092,7.580408178899084,5.658073394495415,74.40892143025172,71.56880733944953,9.70115266996001,32.50976240884498,10.035473477838034,3.905448788520348,1930,93,318,57,39,624,215,436,0.13,0.754,0.115,0.321,1,1,0,0,2,0,63.0,0,4,10,1,14,18,4,3,21,1,34,7,1,7,4,82,58,33,0,8,14,1,2,1,0,2,6,2,0,5,25,22,0,3,15,0,1,4,6,8,0,0,9,4,43,10,53,39,15,39,1,1,0,0,37,16,1,11,21,222,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574520517932176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535469958860704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530588101450421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073211620326552,0.06737537861158754,0.05564250835525958,0.0,0.0,0.036102148193964116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646568168902263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076478548196078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945704283459177,0.0,0.0,0.03819431337878061,0.0,0.05100918764538692,0.12022138582645815,0.0,0.12375208407086452,0.4072521611224091,0.0,0.051826959010930734,0.060606290235896525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052454518503598536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029945224436636445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987120991538928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362531997074693,0.033658128603045324,0.04967393390266234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305270015513885,0.0,0.0,0.06295190225731111,0.0,0.0,0.11908896349273244,0.06257296996999934,0.0,0.11764476733811854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264064419471827,0.0,0.06167225101198999,0.03254773391044192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183137008120293,0.028933652509975205,0.05935759153909838,0.0,0.104822019503651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953220338236885,0.12008684092958592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968344492346945,0.0,0.05979893888452197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391353843158345,0.0,0.17159552455617155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897223494117528,0.06576078336241839,0.06413337209619896,0.0,0.0,0.20684700294826566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676569445213608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634397002044634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037940145552970365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417755546619164,0.050576618658237024,0.0,0.09419394493523643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061783116145691624,0.06690579460036633,0.06079215973051307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037098749387506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779683659169206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061555981924463536,0.0,0.047601674895034134,0.0,0.05452512084038122,0.4063639903107985,0.0,0.07869103763196705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906749825576282,0.0,0.05613703448098102,0.0,0.0,0.04020892720181153,0.0,0.0,0.06165384142195315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886566065864225,0.0,0.04700892575584832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032022356276115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422545246213195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414147225135384,0.0,0.0,0.03813804751648386
anxiety,works_for_us,2020/02/12,"Has anyone else experienced hot desking anxiety? Read [this](https://www.opensourcedworkplace.com/news/what-is-hot-desk-anxiety-what-employees-should-do-to-have-less-hot-desk-anxiety) great article on hot desking, what it is and how it causes anxiety, and there has been some interesting discussion over on our subreddit about it.

Has anyone experienced hot-desking anxiety as the article describes?",9.288087431693988,13.29078373770492,8.686475409836067,50.89288251366122,64.08196721311475,15.214207650273226,39.67486338797814,12.745084868956482,7.900440437158473,332,18,40,17,6,105,38,61,0.099,0.7609999999999999,0.14,0.6199,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,21,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7570375969892192,0.0,0.0,0.3459739763140926,0.2534892993472487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541467092261465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666994577249528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727580423347962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474657423164855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,muchboring,2020/02/12,"I have a huge fear of change and it’s getting difficult to deal with. All my life I have really struggled with change. It goes from the smallest things like always wanting to have the same seat in places, to living the worst moments of my life when I move/say goodbye to someone, and so on. 
It honestly consumes me. I find myself incapable of anything when big changes happen in my life. And it’s always been the case. 
I really thought I would have gotten used to it by now, I have moved so many times in my life, especially recently, but I feel it just gets worse.
I am constantly reminding myself of how happy and settled I was before, every time something new comes along. And I know I just need to learn how to accept changes, but I find it nearly impossible. 
It causes me so much stress and a feeling of emptiness all the time.
I’m honestly tired of it.",3.882130177514792,5.407863366863909,4.77112426035503,84.01041420118347,72.13609467455622,7.803550295857987,27.792899408284025,8.384062270229773,1.9226236686390528,675,25,132,11,13,219,97,169,0.14400000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.7083,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,7,0,9,5,0,4,2,32,22,15,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,2,21,5,23,17,5,20,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,11,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011160540161812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994503862068998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283562084784216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414765439837645,0.5113789309038422,0.10410276052041152,0.0,0.13059740548335402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459246329694278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018224975435664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599139799998086,0.1222121749503084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209119386536483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627971323020307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686847371434656,0.12864853822055622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641675635652383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414436067822841,0.05904187844680755,0.0,0.10671398014169517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252432807750965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25689177661711315,0.08883966755822376,0.08960976486991698,0.0,0.11671901314416687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626396723904926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484097358398674,0.0,0.1193261553374012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610586574533166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239697969928667,0.09303729441017954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843484423498306,0.1263400990660797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028828501894067,0.0,0.0,0.09594249424379896,0.21140822966799372,0.13890088010208518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437678776379583,0.0,0.0,0.07128127340655915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315787795905385,0.08584935094674155,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousgirlinsg,2020/02/12,"Driving anxiety As per title, driving test is coming soon and i have been having really bad anxiety over this. Really debating if i should turn up for the test and give in to my anxiety.",3.9333333333333336,5.9063101111111145,6.462222222222222,70.10500000000002,72.8888888888889,11.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.247233333333334,148,6,25,6,3,53,29,36,0.22899999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.7841,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7099036263260394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582753795557145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664580840525108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967349377294101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963259854759081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364592829077973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AvalonBurned931,2020/02/12,"Does anyone else struggle to keep their head above water with sick time/PTO? I work a full time job with sick time and PTO hours. Between needing to take days off for anxiety/depression and actually getting sick, I feel like I have no time to take actual time off from work and feel guilty if I schedule any time off.

My job doesn't allow work from home, so if I have a day where I'm functional but can't really be around people, I don't have a choice but to take a sick day. 

I accrue ~1 hour of sick time per week and get 10 PTO hours a month. Is this a normal amount and I'm just blowing through it? How do other people deal with this? I just feel like I'm backed into a corner.",3.970833333333331,4.072773861111114,4.826388888888889,88.95750000000002,70.80555555555556,8.066666666666668,23.63888888888889,7.793537801064563,0.8267972222222221,532,11,122,6,9,173,81,144,0.163,0.7929999999999999,0.045,-0.9351,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,7,3,0,1,7,0,9,7,1,2,0,24,22,11,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,10,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,10,2,18,21,2,24,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,18,65,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.2352203593279405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195776408402622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427041838927002,0.12348702952040748,0.0,0.10728839266773606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267247611049867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331763778734143,0.12425087540179235,0.10380373901441037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546790441913126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067903363300744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828156694294857,0.17219908987753774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593349950024654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368833722339685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208914327353427,0.0,0.3560639051670813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391950982006701,0.10712375444060113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776001353947164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619795088366828,0.0,0.0,0.08936408700018991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808405624491185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671068500057498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720822755555971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599371977979634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718482270468767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919334561072432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667391123884214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632200866101683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aspiringlego,2020/02/12,"stopping panic attacks hey I’ve recently been experiencing panic attacks and I’ve been trying the basic tips like breathing techniques and counting 5 things you see 4 you can touch 3 smell etc but they still come back. I don’t want to tell anyone because there’s already a lot going on with everyone I know. 

I looked up tips but I wanna know what you guys personally do to stop them or if you’ve permanently stopped them how did you do that? 

Thank you",3.4487921348314607,5.653660887640456,4.393693820224719,83.37683286516854,74.95505617977528,6.6971910112359545,26.85533707865169,7.645422480735847,1.5772348314606741,365,14,69,5,8,118,66,89,0.168,0.758,0.07400000000000001,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,3,0,4,6,2,2,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,17,15,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,5,12,2,6,12,2,10,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,3,7,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932959790390238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247756891868823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985448591709851,0.0,0.13468901420731874,0.0,0.1067773262594987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508868312711352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535229213459568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737510597491526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954878473775697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343823868069974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192529263582362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557546319232909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709223550187653,0.0,0.0,0.1489167430901273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41103049025228106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294498405567933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295166215210514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958169303185933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398848573573419,0.4393306356543197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309959083168165,0.16126593315256954,0.0,0.0,0.11637006409956273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892371931180735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331527636270824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bryankellis,2020/02/12,"CBD Oil enthusiast Hello ppl. I'm new to 'reddit', so please pardon my informal engagement or lack there of! lol  

I'm looking for a high grade, non-ridiculously priced CBD oil in the Metro Atlanta area or an avenue/contact that can ship it. I've had a good reaction to the 45000mg (would like to try a higher dosage fyi) CBD but the product was never consistent or always available.  

Is there any info here that'll help?",2.1378726287262846,4.686332109756101,3.5047967479674824,86.1628319783198,81.5609756097561,6.571273712737128,22.52574525745257,7.793537801064563,1.2917924119241193,331,11,63,6,9,108,66,82,0.02,0.772,0.20800000000000002,0.9067,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,1,6,0,0,0,1,9,9,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,6,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,3,32,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929805132320191,0.0,0.0,0.23944424789530236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953299227714833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360093220464644,0.3720194664878717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202127333043646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956804755024845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27156596007785,0.34006630193889403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865068037468407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905695466971544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501260978299465,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hdylan99,2020/02/12,"Why is it that whenever i start a new job, i get more and more anxious leeding up to it? Im 21 right now, not knowing wtf i want to do with my life and theres been a good handful of jobs now that ive either quit after a couple days or not even showed up to my first day.

Ive got training shifts for another new job that im hoping goes differently than the rest. Trying to get my shit together, going to the gym again, making another attempt at fixing my sleep schedule as i write this, and trying to save to move out hopefully next year.

When i went in for the interview and orientation i was hopeful and almost looking forward to working again, but now that its getting closer to the date of doing all this, im getting that shitty dread again thats just creeping up on me and growing even though i want to actually be positive and hopeful or even get into the state of just doing it without caring all that much.

I just want to be able to follow through with things like other people seem to do so easily. Any help would be nice",5.509676145339654,5.172046725118488,6.478874407582942,79.93009676145344,67.5308056872038,9.118641390205372,30.85347551342812,8.59863814320734,2.253227172195893,813,28,164,11,12,272,127,211,0.08800000000000001,0.746,0.16699999999999998,0.9599,5,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,16,11,1,1,8,0,13,4,3,1,2,37,35,14,0,8,10,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,2,2,0,6,3,2,0,1,4,2,15,9,33,27,7,35,0,0,1,0,3,11,1,8,20,118,30,5,0.10676418822831783,0.0,0.10418644679153366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106908912455623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260330909526996,0.22390312059689865,0.0,0.12061314348002718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885320535891732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813254358731899,0.0,0.13770813805268708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154585309947013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155021822329104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081356396649633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788994090996516,0.0,0.06067654855183626,0.08954873569331159,0.08538907442039224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156178487694104,0.0,0.0,0.4241637151873604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459709323397994,0.0,0.31784094849632644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058674805725547466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541070353781612,0.05215958950090372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965502886387966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712659246799105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347343586449693,0.07848396279275664,0.0,0.0,0.20622703656135166,0.1135449253941237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401684525254773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355685604450855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117603339736974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719410718057823,0.0,0.0,0.1095919049737578,0.0,0.0,0.10684129204821842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556824194026446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092938264307448,0.0,0.1048952728629307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497175124330733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891685314538867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897147211228148,0.09633807376887238,0.0,0.0,0.10291686756315682,0.0,0.0777256005855602,0.0,0.0,0.0758422161031901,0.0,0.0,0.06875263681762739
anxiety,vniveri25,2020/02/12,"Thinking about gettin on meds again. Hi guys!

I'm anxious man of reddit :D, i'm 27 right now. I've been throgh some seriously anxiety, depression, panic attacks shit. I've been taking hudge ammount of SSRIS, IMAOS, benzos and stuff for 3 almost 4 years. It was 2 years ago i'm 2 years clean :D I'm helping myself with the low dosage naltrexon and it seems to be working. I dont feel depressed. But my anxiety stuff is still there. I can do my everyday stuff, i can go on boxing classes i can drive car, have girlfriend but i still feel a lot of sensitivnes in many life situations, feeling stress most of the time, feel anxiety before some task, always overcoming that but anxiety is still there. When i'm having bloodstest always passing out. Also i'm going on some Yoga classes i really like it but when i feel my tendons stretching it couses me thinking about all this stuff i have inside and like on the bloodtests- i'm close to pass out, instead of deep relax i'm anxious on Yoga class. My anxiety is more like beeing afraid of passing out and feeling dizzy head, like more psychosomatic issiues right now. I'm wondering about getting back on meds - Well its hard decision. I dont feel like ssris are for me, they dont really gives the effect i want. Its really hard to stop taking them and after i  quit i feel depressed. I'm wondering about some beta blockers i took propranolol that one is not for me, but maby beta blockers could be better then those ssris, i'm wondering what should i suggest to my doc, becouse i'm almost sure that he would describe me ssris again, and that's not the way i want to go. Anyone is on beta blockers or any other drugs that helps u?

Sorry for my English :>",2.505076841547432,4.944877459459462,4.1047809574280185,83.07775437201909,79.21021021021019,6.680409821586293,24.50883236177354,7.827709963407826,1.6017055997173648,1346,49,245,23,34,448,170,333,0.11,0.738,0.152,0.9656,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,4,19,19,2,3,6,0,24,5,3,1,2,54,60,16,0,5,8,0,10,5,1,2,2,0,1,2,19,11,0,4,16,3,0,9,5,10,1,1,4,10,28,9,32,51,9,46,0,4,0,0,11,17,1,13,24,149,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970690379580427,0.0,0.15748707529226588,0.0,0.0,0.06288593356029785,0.1308644692992034,0.0,0.0,0.053475816671040524,0.0,0.30078522434287946,0.17767472114507366,0.0,0.05498477776866048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946087314529877,0.0,0.060466953903910776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669142451761917,0.0,0.0,0.06954798423145321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278519889531023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031896469849541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764857286977198,0.0,0.09119388635093728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180896024439051,0.056178246589123314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108455621796489,0.07543571958680426,0.13407355781807787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786293518593063,0.0,0.0,0.1408865071009244,0.0,0.08070418854915244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541736833813414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554359722269417,0.1920901871102715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685431542390755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972551593924336,0.0,0.0,0.17469582874704584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328642657629863,0.0,0.0,0.09226350735974136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364006670284813,0.0,0.0,0.15113051466450872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343110364391934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158811797784406,0.0,0.0,0.0807196902184803,0.0,0.08839121679876401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880276177029436,0.0,0.0,0.1883986887452157,0.06574400406998716,0.09007835059189938,0.0,0.3600819363374261,0.0,0.0,0.07411438656110687,0.0,0.11825038676426862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077475355055997,0.0,0.0,0.0458538328633546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736853523127125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276421080308453,0.06241834376894233,0.0,0.0,0.07070405416079639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558352252921975,0.057248629840078814,0.0,0.0,0.05586142690738401,0.0,0.0,0.15191883598386566
anxiety,Felandrien,2020/02/12,"Panic attack AFTER stress. [context: I have GAD, mainly heart health anxiety] Hi everybody. Yesterday, I got a call that change my life. I basically got offered my dream job, for which I judged my chances very low. I was stressed out to the Max for about 2 weeks, being extremely happy that it didn't cause any panic attacks in that time. However, after the stress finally got relieved by getting the job, I wasnt even happy, followed up a couple hours later by the worst panic attack I've had in months. Does anybody have experience with panic attacks happening after stressful events? It almost feels like my stress didnt know where to go and went into my heart to mess my day up.",4.877109375000003,6.739247492187502,5.442625000000002,78.83987500000002,70.171875,7.932500000000001,28.425,8.548686976883017,2.2764099999999994,541,20,93,9,10,174,86,128,0.247,0.595,0.158,-0.9318,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,20,4,9,6,0,8,4,2,1,0,8,18,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,16,0,0,9,1,12,4,18,8,2,23,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,13,55,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374703973081733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366490076464243,0.0,0.07161914544310417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42602566660365415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559662308153516,0.0,0.0,0.0961736653732557,0.0990376870550092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358889640543174,0.0,0.06037724074052692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192760922338872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183521484882165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157845430216492,0.0,0.0,0.047337152180470236,0.0668822416725245,0.0,0.10255627951062626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048912655428273104,0.0,0.05320647902184024,0.0,0.22462971800192127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827879743661798,0.19932074472997974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951382343151154,0.0,0.22188061657463065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219697259795258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858070722222472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145117668121574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612666856585075,0.045738068014807086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472669691783787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393722176429547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362077298187017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459065238558361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724641436206207,0.0,0.0,0.07509642355836679,0.0,0.0,0.08678680116757212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alknawy,2020/02/12,"I don't know what to do anymore I can't stand college everytime I wake up and ready to go to college I can't make it through
If I have breaks between lecture I just skip the whole thing and go home if a tiny mistake happened to me I just can't get past it I just keep thinking about  that tiny mistake and make everything else worse any bad grade I get it make me anxious about every other subject I study and stop trying and a subject that I can get an  (A) I end up failling in it 
I have depression and anxiety on and off medication it just can't help me improve and everyone just getting forward on there life and iam just standing still maybe getting worse even
Sry for bad English it's not my native language",2.926224489795917,4.5433310952380985,3.877295918367349,89.08288265306123,74.78231292517006,6.53265306122449,30.617346938775512,7.1686216300943375,1.7203428571428572,569,27,118,6,12,183,84,147,0.218,0.765,0.017,-0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,9,3,1,3,0,27,23,11,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,11,9,0,2,2,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,0,0,17,0,15,23,1,16,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,5,79,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013170797214013,0.0,0.12389148049272827,0.182957659380426,0.1606111080089264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704433500100161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948749333657615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528863378483402,0.0,0.14343983188106532,0.0,0.0,0.1069665976438158,0.0,0.136450051230165,0.1547503822666429,0.1455504215517763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42306154718458094,0.0,0.18408009246794965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321205102018733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085518234945828,0.0,0.16244928244616802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394880305465696,0.0,0.0,0.0890036094774782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143902348734883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243091025608817,0.0,0.1627007707625153,0.0,0.0,0.1631478158259196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459981686514807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293336606018805,0.1353976415488024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759253473751347,0.1037711662943614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995357354295736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808116450372928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330082234522308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Konkavstylisten,2020/02/12,"Finally got the courage to tell my co-workers about my anxiety. Kind of. I started a new job 3 month's ago. It feels weird. Basicly my first job ever (M30) that don't put extreme stress on me on a daily basis. And my body reacts by completly shutting down and having no idea what to do. I thought that i must try to tell my co-workers about that i am not concentrated because of stress, anxiety and depression rather than not being interested.   


I could not tell them everything at once. Since mental health is still quite a stigma here and i have PTSD, ADD and Bipolar. They already know about my Diabetes Type 1 and that this have been a problem for me lately. The diagnosis-cocktail is a bit much to handle at once for those who are not invested in how these things works ey?   


Either way. At the meeting i just apologized for being a bit off recently. There have been a lot of stress at home, sickness in the family. And that i have been visiting a psychiatrist because of stress-related issues. They took it well and i feel so relived (spelling) because now it feels like i don't have to put extreme pressure on myself just because i have some trouble concentrating recently.   
I am on meds but that is another discussion, if i do ever need to take that up.",3.872654320987653,5.767371275720166,5.027512345679014,80.65830555555559,72.86831275720165,8.481399176954731,29.84547325102881,9.120678840339163,2.7004717695473253,992,43,186,22,20,327,142,243,0.067,0.88,0.054000000000000006,-0.2218,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,3,15,13,0,4,12,0,24,5,1,2,3,35,34,12,0,6,10,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,16,9,0,0,6,0,1,4,7,8,1,1,6,3,25,5,31,24,6,32,0,1,0,0,11,14,0,3,14,140,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763836984422897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910062396412094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366917896473306,0.15126379339331553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410701552727065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158712108130418,0.10981736970290752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365867771983317,0.0,0.0,0.0789361194071837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515277761271789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885915124037127,0.0,0.0,0.08885400677413859,0.0,0.09320166829197586,0.0,0.14996822071012342,0.07062958880228194,0.0,0.10830240837910024,0.0,0.08409501028989541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907183440875339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508948643684493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991702359157448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116072037997004,0.0,0.10318997753078084,0.19621766225883544,0.0,0.0,0.10295328582388497,0.05433393620657719,0.0,0.11152467846253536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483007276029104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405197909759705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981736970290752,0.0,0.09963324936794417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891356126641054,0.0,0.07267757557762633,0.07330757349534736,0.0,0.09548499147153666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105772282652761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946010062252064,0.11556857023691795,0.19877442584299052,0.0,0.10515571199335623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523566243058885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178262791480644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997756509039058,0.0,0.07895417844018868,0.0,0.45300074306879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433461081435858,0.0,0.2592386190043185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568189709442371,0.0,0.0,0.07848822567846507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098432950884783,0.06712323787362777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847489414120341,0.0,0.0,0.08889202805767475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592595518360308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ereina_Kingsley,2020/02/12,An incident I’m not sure If I caused an accident or not. I was waiting at a light on my way to class and as it turned green I saw the cars in front of my switch lanes because the public bus was stopped ahead. I absolutely panicked and quickly changed lanes. I glanced very quickly at my mirrors and over my shoulder as the bus was very close. I guess in my panic I didn’t see there was a car and I switched lanes. I heard them honk at me and didn’t hear any thumps? But I was too busy panicking to get away that I didn’t check behind me. It’s been on my mind all day and I can’t help but think that maybe I did and just didnt hear it?,1.5532077922077896,2.621955385714287,2.775064935064936,97.83538961038963,77.28571428571429,6.233766233766234,23.441558441558442,6.574015621080383,0.25249999999999995,494,15,126,4,11,159,83,140,0.09300000000000001,0.892,0.015,-0.7742,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,7,0,12,1,1,1,2,23,23,13,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,0,13,8,22,1,16,10,1,19,0,0,4,0,6,10,0,3,5,81,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453190076852926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077221552487304,0.0,0.0,0.13026566365109468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195222398785341,0.2260595435385239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378147237459009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116461105683027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354076439750893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816965414293634,0.0,0.1432343469752807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214683990579916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215769666047902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507234516409569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702861694827373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865745728540128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014037331401202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369262602924203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324373240332361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352639276823503,0.0,0.1696200702022055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SioRedhead,2020/02/12,"Trying to sleep and then my old friend panic starts with the personal attacks... Feeling fine, ready to sleep, but out of the corner of my eye I can feel the looming presence of panic. Like a sore tooth that has been numb for a while, there’s nothing I can do about it, just don’t touch it and pretend it will be fine. Don’t poke it. But I poke it and suddenly I am drowning in panic. 

I am paralyzed by this tide of old familiar anxiety. I don’t have a real job, real friends, real hobbies. I’m not living real life and I don’t know how to get to any of those things from where I am. I am terrified I will continue living in my grandmas spare bedroom, and I’ll never succeed in any kind of meaningful way.",2.2533673469387736,3.7033523809523845,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081635,76.21088435374148,7.07687074829932,25.855442176870746,7.793537801064563,1.410478911564625,548,20,116,8,12,186,88,147,0.19899999999999998,0.684,0.11699999999999999,-0.9445,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,12,1,3,6,0,17,7,4,1,1,21,23,10,1,0,4,0,3,1,2,2,3,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,4,13,7,19,19,0,15,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,9,79,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635047015464395,0.0,0.09919178243641907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751029551047545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112294125249066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035450784764489,0.0,0.06774352647761096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867044537454567,0.0,0.0,0.1350239829303203,0.07125935239642409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158475825210524,0.06334675544531664,0.0,0.2289894759606132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000404093788567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441507320776572,0.0,0.2721188554882561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563945138350212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132166644519132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5903391802080821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595131312804094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177608542221202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614228561174311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880326145236434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292039425634623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brittaniq,2020/02/12,"TW: suicidal urges that wont be acted on So like just prefacing this by saying that yes I am safe and I am dealing with this right now but i feel like ranting. I have obsessive compulsive tendencies and have convinced myself that I, despite being relatively very accomplished in my field, do not deserve to live because there are people who are better at my desires profession than me. Consciously i recognize that everyone has their own talents and grades is just not my talent, but I have convinced myself I dont deserve to continue living, which sucks cause I quite like living. When I consider death I get really freaked out because I really dont want to die, but I feel like it is the only moral thing to do because my disease has warped my view of the world enough where this is a logical outcome. 
Also very important I am okay and like I am okay and do realize these are just delusions and absolutely will not act on them, I an just expressing how I feel right now.",6.7255131964809385,7.043626096774198,7.181964809384162,73.68840175953079,64.91397849462365,11.06471163245357,35.18866080156402,10.832165505486646,3.95999569892473,778,34,139,20,11,255,111,186,0.1,0.66,0.24,0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,2,3,12,16,1,1,4,3,24,0,0,2,0,29,30,13,3,2,10,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,5,27,13,13,26,2,15,1,0,1,0,6,9,1,0,9,106,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904458539689045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722339894130091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165600762027727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292189169940865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346979587482887,0.0,0.0,0.1544948615021455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34892942483359074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381384883075533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224365922418214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258067267480889,0.2126935451189248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777405350106252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636313462918889,0.0,0.3943426187097072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321597155509038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320190532556246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833265882364134,0.0,0.0,0.19072913385104664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25425402378418144,0.0,0.11838073674775534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283045333894944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988970471161658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565285653608476,0.08780244157570108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jjohnson645,2020/02/12,"Returning to the place I had an anxiety attack. Is it a good idea to return to a place where I had an anxiety attack? I’ve been exercising, sleeping more and have quit marijuana (one of the things that triggered the attack) since December 19, the day of the attack. The location is a mall, but I had the attack inside of the theater. Will going back into the theater trigger the memories and cause me to have an attack?",5.8588888888888935,6.3277692098765455,7.3354074074074065,71.32533333333333,66.77777777777777,10.430617283950617,32.24938271604938,10.355215969177356,3.484874567901234,330,13,58,8,5,114,47,81,0.205,0.772,0.023,-0.9268,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,6,0,16,0,9,2,1,3,0,8,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,0,1,4,0,4,1,8,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,47,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528750881485654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8712491325553812,0.0,0.09814678247007652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311207736991025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231682227135295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254038481399919,0.10705783209225307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408929134259468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649172779734544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26671191098909364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576016158366788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558459041342984,0.0,0.12773153094859227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479791343359634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Midnightaphrodite,2020/02/12,"Forgetting everything, feeling like they didn’t happen???? I’m not sure if this is due to my anxiety or what but I just seem to be forgetting everything really easily and sometimes I’ll think about things I’ve done and it will feel so vague unless someone else tells me that it happened or what exactly happened which I don’t get it’s so hard to feel like things actually happened? It might be anxiety related but does anyone else get this?",4.312605042016806,6.319621235294122,5.388067226890758,78.06058823529416,71.94117647058823,10.033613445378153,29.789915966386555,10.290406445055957,3.4476386554621854,355,15,65,11,7,117,58,85,0.107,0.7709999999999999,0.122,0.5056,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,20,20,10,0,1,8,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,5,3,5,14,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.15379857286200044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411329491747388,0.0,0.0,0.11020024048754933,0.16148371647309542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792014627265706,0.16128340489001122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633155009901831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28328826375164906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390676481865769,0.2251843704938577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646829598763792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574740746098007,0.0,0.1411820470503188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399451029092315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719272444682273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096502909167313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347657910706255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335371871532474,0.0,0.15587418678443382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853971506412697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775266668950326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094099215479545,0.10098615041302338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThomasWakesCigar,2020/02/12,"I need some help on how to deal with my anxiety I’m 20 and a male, I don’t know exactly how to explain my situation but I really need to let people know because I feel so alone and invisible all the time. Most of high school I was extremely shy and reserved, I had hardly any friends but that was probably my fault for not talking to anyone. I graduated high school and took a gap year overseas where I worked in a factory job to save up some money. I stayed with family and didn’t really make any close friends while I was there. Looking back now I find it weird that sometimes I can’t get out of bed in the morning but I travelled across the earth by myself at 18. Anyways when I came home from my gap year I spent the whole next year doing absolutely nothing and I didn’t have a single friend. The only people I talked to on a daily basis where my Mum, Dad and brother. Now it’s 2020 and I have just started University/college and I am still very shy and reserved even though I spent a year overseas in a unfamiliar environment. I haven’t talked to anyone at University because everyone knows someone in their class or at least at the campus. This rarely happens but whenever I go out to the movies or just into the city to walk around I see all these groups of friends or couples laughing and smiling together and I become so overwhelmingly upset because I have never ever experienced that, and it seems so nice to have people who like you and are always there for you no matter what. I think something is wrong with me because whenever I think about what it would be like to have a group friends I get so anxious and I overthink to the point that I'd convince myself that no matter how much fun friends seemed to have around me, if they weren't constantly reaching out to me and telling me how much they enjoy my time, I'd be convinced that they were just dealing with me, and secretly found me to be a huge waste of time and energy. I’m sorry if this is extremely long and boring, I just had to get it off my chest.",4.731301769750047,5.504772347290643,5.533065134099619,82.17585568326948,69.36945812807882,8.576391169494617,29.569056741470533,8.735056554316923,2.1616556467797845,1607,59,323,26,27,525,204,406,0.105,0.731,0.16399999999999998,0.9833,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,4,1,28,21,0,2,18,0,28,1,1,5,5,76,55,39,0,5,14,3,2,2,6,1,0,0,2,1,17,31,0,0,12,1,3,5,10,6,0,0,14,5,51,15,48,36,10,51,0,1,2,0,28,26,0,10,21,230,68,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223823813208877,0.0,0.0,0.0741042006126196,0.0,0.0,0.1211263123668535,0.0,0.06812987123358842,0.10061129082656152,0.0,0.12454421048674748,0.0,0.0,0.15856273665892595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848085361175575,0.0,0.21715809538485972,0.0983586396141168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185974050824127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624111195665608,0.0,0.0,0.09854206064128798,0.0,0.0,0.18363178295521346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588226122957339,0.0805589405739041,0.0,0.08509966605648714,0.0,0.0,0.08395687450435896,0.0,0.04503089310360854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139828866369636,0.0,0.0,0.09764856802644643,0.4128404536780641,0.0,0.13958891419621036,0.0,0.05061426720639022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787545564577876,0.0,0.07977934760846282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969435289209597,0.18819139110856128,0.08933341220097755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837728952552475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683344881122212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106883469634837,0.0,0.08701943216559148,0.0,0.0,0.07881438933879421,0.07478710796208768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059447556602167814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093718607990126,0.1320722013019553,0.06868777094820216,0.0,0.0947152290463281,0.0,0.0,0.08545448734723395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773336276743504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522683670047568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418951669683766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960206367491898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410691827314685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026487234496646,0.07096847165784947,0.1621518899520675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010601803722796,0.0,0.0,0.07545937953965387,0.06856194910101597,0.08808160237420022,0.09969422986457067,0.06303640007826282,0.09492501645540903,0.07112261156239821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147466890709114,0.07784146858203371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413078880446666,0.08749998963497264,0.0,0.15579301154362654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894779685700768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348298044025924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943116382927633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483599365336097,0.0,0.0,0.0632649397994719,0.09737200719799853,0.0,0.2294042369966664
anxiety,roccabeatz,2020/02/12,I don’t know what to do I don’t know how to deal with all these thoughts that go through my head. I haven’t been happy in a long time and I want to feel happy but nothing I try works. Nothing I do has that same affect on me like it used to. I want to be positive again. I used to give out advice and the people at my school were coming to me for help and it’s been almost a heat since I’ve graduated and I just don’t know what to do I need motivation,-0.2751456310679572,1.3067207572815531,2.174572815533981,97.81739320388351,84.14563106796116,5.285048543689321,17.09611650485437,6.2581,-0.5968205825242716,350,7,91,3,10,120,62,103,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,12,1,1,5,1,25,25,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,1,14,3,15,20,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,61,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853504299978109,0.0,0.0,0.1899343840018609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339017028366631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955489334997748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590652532193376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819557180151712,0.10779796190832804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40382995535416266,0.0,0.0,0.1946635977588198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713667379525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31272499624023353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266673165117408,0.0,0.0,0.1678584124339317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406432900336422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640009064791835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149833429125207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196352051501134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690299527190835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505825627828608,0.11060233968867472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877841349989502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32764051675738,0.0,0.0,0.2237531328028656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808730936741084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dreamercross,2020/02/12,"Does anyone dry-heave in response to anxiety? Any idea how I can stop it? When I start dry-heaving, it goes on continuously for a while and I panic that it won't stop and unintentionally hurt myself in an attempt to get it to stop even though I know there's no point to that. And after the dry-heave attack, I feel really bad about hurting myself. I'm still learning to flow with the symptoms of anxiety but what makes me really scared is dry-heaving.",3.7339047619047614,5.286703755555556,5.157619047619047,80.985,72.55555555555556,7.80952380952381,25.079365079365076,8.418075326091056,1.5702698412698406,358,11,71,6,7,120,63,90,0.27399999999999997,0.726,0.0,-0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,4,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,14,9,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,8,0,13,8,0,14,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284923062264203,0.0,0.2890920760866299,0.0,0.0,0.13211805527541312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149576130492969,0.0,0.0,0.15776514496250524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535119549854976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479952480101708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553866857258428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987184433518742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045492207780157,0.2133012635005411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384183860228403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261254222650389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169181471540853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861858334629993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420920904600833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891716576825766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337396023043428,0.0,0.15089551074287047,0.4739113432606942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639113302307526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564216549305604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ccerberus667,2020/02/12,"Since climate change is a problem then what the fuck are we supposed to do? People say that man caused climate change and I admit that I dont know much about the current situation. I was raised to believe that it's due to natural events but some people say that man cause it. The pattern I notice though is that people say that we're all gonna be gone in the year 20XX or they never provide solutions. If were causing this problem then what the fuck can we do besides protest? God I feel so hopeless. I haven't even graduated from high school yet and I'm already dealing with stress from school, work and this bs. Smh I need help.",2.585238095238097,4.807432841269844,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,77.73015873015873,5.469841269841268,25.579365079365076,6.42735559955562,0.8035365079365078,502,19,102,4,12,156,86,126,0.20600000000000002,0.725,0.069,-0.9627,1,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,2,0,1,1,5,7,3,1,6,0,11,2,0,3,2,21,20,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,4,10,0,8,15,3,11,0,1,0,2,11,2,2,3,8,63,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482280593851733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580682863574081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323754029135752,0.2968342714736968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446415205589122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644287147447589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266578964467613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093910156304839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259407275076461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403908007797214,0.14823299391847702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710434785371266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313548878911244,0.10402950792312833,0.108206798124629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973069212902025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917957978462627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684932990522629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347128274421846,0.0,0.28397900210655114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605631086912975,0.15770131328010895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071137722642198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784249486678726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213892778307702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034758887558042
anxiety,anxiouskidthrowaway,2020/02/12,"Anxious rambling I am incredibly anxious. Over-thinking every small detail of my life as I did last summer. I’m writing this to get the thoughts out of my brain because it’s becoming a bit too much to handle at the moment. After staring at the ceiling for twenty minutes, mind going numb with the anxiety, I decided this would be more productive.

When I’m unproductive I get depressed, it’s my second day off work and I feel like there is no purpose to my life. I feel locked in my room, even though I’ve been out to the gym today, and also to the local park to read a book. My parents are moving to the other side of the country and I’ve moved out into a flat with complete strangers who I don’t relate to. I wish the flat arrangement with my friends worked out in the end, that would have been perfect.

The idea of being in an unfamiliar area, living with strangers, and having my family nearly 15 hours away makes me nauseous. It’s night four and I don’t want to be here. The only person close who cares about me is my girlfriend, now I’m anxious that I’m going to do something wrong and she’ll leave me. I’m waiting for my phone to buzz with a message from her, I want to stay with her tonight just to ease my mind, but I don’t want to be a nuisance.

I also feel embarrassed for feeling like this, as men are stereo-typically supposed to be strong. It’s not normal for me to sit here and just cry, I haven’t cried since last summer. I hate it, I just want the anxiety to stop.",3.5134330143540686,4.571651276315791,4.626722488038278,86.50296650717705,72.42105263157895,7.10622009569378,26.976076555023926,7.348242739294969,1.3027026315789478,1164,40,242,12,22,382,162,304,0.11800000000000001,0.794,0.08800000000000001,-0.8763,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,14,11,1,1,19,0,23,4,1,1,1,46,46,14,0,8,5,1,4,2,2,3,3,0,1,2,13,19,0,2,7,3,0,4,6,5,0,2,4,5,33,6,49,34,3,40,0,1,1,0,13,19,0,0,17,163,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315641994182013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656424248474289,0.3669205124959639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171703763588516,0.0,0.0,0.06599636995399111,0.11956843067057238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819560389063635,0.0,0.0,0.12085777057071215,0.0,0.0,0.11038176201124728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351212572955405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378445447516206,0.06982094312897723,0.0,0.09324711650982406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958892470975103,0.0,0.0,0.07150696133799482,0.0,0.09121659240179568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206110787904406,0.0,0.2189649324641535,0.15468680366578447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364404211172881,0.0,0.11312632677671823,0.0,0.12305718182260235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068877036658296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661765098027466,0.0,0.0,0.12221621217546767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649825797068322,0.0,0.1146353193311777,0.0,0.0,0.152939296616313,0.10578406719231168,0.0,0.09559857462731597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226666694463976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863036361580446,0.0,0.0,0.2301337429778744,0.07958606339725903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159787644768327,0.10607515543436573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823392019441922,0.0,0.0,0.12021370484474445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453143381596857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829270775188568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955661162734138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334646239401175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539439029942132,0.0,0.09051305858792684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937082172996026,0.10636825077482516,0.08594905450736708,0.0,0.0,0.10262105390022708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554262572247381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449757869367425,0.0,0.0,0.15763410397935024,0.0,0.0,0.15381444066262598,0.11836904350837905,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kali0412,2020/02/12,"i'm scared of everyone i'm generally an anxious person but recently i feel scared of EVERYONE. i'm a teenage girl and it's fair to say i've had my fair share of bad experiences. i've been jumped, grabbed, followed home multiple times, followed around public places and the list goes on.

all of these experiences have made me feel really nervous. i've lost so much independence. i catch a bus everywhere (which makes me feel anxious but is the only option). i can't walk anywhere without a big group, don't go out alone and find myself paranoid of EVERYONE.

no matter who it is. yesterday i saw a man across a park and ended up sprinting in the opposite direction because he turned and walked the same way i was when he saw me. i knew it was ridiculous and probably a coincidence but i felt so sure that he was after *me.* the 2 minute walk from my bus stop to home makes me jumpy and i *constantly* have to turn around. i'm nervous of everyone. i constantly feel like someone means me harm and it makes it so hard to be independent. 

what can i do about this?",2.3861904761904777,4.745715406698565,3.874203691045796,85.01275917065394,79.14354066985645,7.808703577124629,26.22032353611301,8.704169506293173,2.122148143084985,836,34,168,20,21,276,122,209,0.201,0.7140000000000001,0.086,-0.9771,2,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,1,4,12,0,14,0,0,6,2,36,37,15,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,11,11,0,1,8,0,0,8,4,8,0,0,11,10,19,3,21,25,3,27,0,1,2,0,11,9,0,1,10,96,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216882895879952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26546942226697473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918903707576114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810253384065924,0.07162321650086108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539384216181802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406475855804567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44908198667428223,0.0,0.22986324118208504,0.0,0.0,0.2376338694826664,0.08393769563768759,0.1128126098258626,0.0,0.1073873344012756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677451488476198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052514938654554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357120073830735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057401605210548275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825851707059902,0.0,0.0,0.11117560880041658,0.2352843559113908,0.0,0.0,0.1279853473620292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637156639262128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935943736706015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259117819749848,0.12275616207406426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667834173530412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526962784638107,0.0,0.1160110931453676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343589853601232,0.235263865841966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955223577018144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823019653835006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073664984667857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851166243858589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25559933931175066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326122226286086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132599673021632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morningafterpizza,2020/02/12,"It's time to get some help. Been dealing with this for years, the past year it's been better but it's recently come back full force to the point it affecting work and my performance in such. 

Panic, anxiety and worsening intrusive thoughts, it's time to get some help and meds if need be. Ignoring it and a family history isn't helping me what so ever.

I hope it gets better.",2.5787428571428563,4.721926493333335,4.164571428571431,84.28800000000003,77.4,9.085714285714287,25.380952380952376,9.606745405546679,2.5246952380952377,297,11,60,9,7,99,54,75,0.182,0.6459999999999999,0.172,-0.2298,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,16,11,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,6,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,8,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172161441054602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525032335752531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508128588978369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084340403110154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446912684987126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940049346592904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696751234112133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31085711791604004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988084856756575,0.0,0.0,0.19698606039443506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202994946493416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470588982297116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326970734413777,0.0,0.0,0.18932806121185844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874855941807576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958265704566836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745156253211132,0.2312951895871345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438632351546454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554355421458244
anxiety,kahoogie,2020/02/12,"What do anxiety attacks feel like? I was driving today and long story short almost got in an accident multiple times within 30 seconds. It was so overwhelming and I just broke down crying and couldn't catch my breath. Everything was moving so fast and I could hardly focus. I don't know how to explain it to the full extent other than to say it was bad. I've felt this way before, but it hasn't happened in a while. Is this a panic attack?

On a side note/backstory: Up until a year ago I had really bad depression and I don't like telling people that. It got better but I have bouts where I feel the way I used to and I can be very anxious. I try to deal with things on my own and it's so difficult. I've never talked to anyone about my mental health other than one person (who I thought was a best friend) and they basically said to screw off.  Basically, I don't know how to tell my parents or loved one how I've been feeling and it scares me. How do I tell them and what would I do for my own mental health?
Sorry for the long read.",1.3535515873015882,3.3448746064814827,3.2260582010582013,90.25333333333334,80.71296296296295,6.151322751322754,19.544973544973548,7.2636822038024595,0.3969473544973545,809,20,174,11,21,271,125,216,0.195,0.711,0.094,-0.966,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,2,10,17,3,3,9,0,21,5,1,5,1,33,35,22,0,3,4,1,5,2,1,1,2,2,0,1,16,11,0,0,8,1,0,3,6,11,0,3,12,7,23,6,23,19,5,27,0,3,0,2,15,12,1,2,12,123,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586662456300562,0.0,0.11959091686479158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136287709144728,0.1349208039199584,0.0,0.08350755101341126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717355141205419,0.0,0.0,0.19943649433275284,0.0,0.0,0.10162530375378953,0.0,0.12533339335748336,0.1056252671516342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953543582861519,0.0,0.13118717580371647,0.0,0.1231260804728284,0.10286404407163156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733510667526322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811607101606316,0.08532011919049898,0.11467059279397462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922705683151479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910366023863435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561069222301712,0.0,0.1069849479826168,0.0,0.0,0.2538949372495922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127013739840318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669397786257525,0.0,0.0,0.21138185749711905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778935771549468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407127340131154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693415285153392,0.0,0.0,0.09211102650275102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618563961234704,0.0,0.0,0.1401242281988684,0.13261179858426095,0.0,0.0,0.0827970482897379,0.10428081787575544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194613440046984,0.0,0.07650929145110202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360435157004768,0.09497475406251886,0.11956928840110753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369101548151455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599252625480872,0.31315869520557377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934333731493087,0.0,0.0,0.09481330535115708,0.06964002479208896,0.0,0.11320475105477505,0.0,0.0,0.081084468321938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314833200681896,0.0,0.09854145309123638,0.0,0.18959440186838364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483895264207332,0.0,0.0,0.07690837634612595
anxiety,lil_pxxch,2020/02/12,"I dont know if i can drive again (tw death/car crashes) So im not very new to reddit but just found this sub bc i was sure there was a subreddit for what im going through. My aunt and my little cousin died in a car accident July 2019 and since then ive been a bit wary of driving but not too bad and then i got in a fender bender wreck in october and it seems that everyone i know is getting into wrecks or in trouble in their cars. 

ive been getting into the videos of police chases and r/convenientcop and ive kinda fell down a hole and now ive watched probably 10 videos of only cars/semis crashing compilation videos and i dont know WHY but i kept watching them even though i know it will spike my anxiety and now i dont think i can drive more than the two mile radius of my little rinky dink town... idk what to do at this point bc i feel like the damage is done and i cant undo it",0.8323424971363096,2.5183991185567014,2.9071477663230247,93.4161741122566,81.01030927835052,5.9605956471935855,19.540664375715927,6.937597516519254,0.11405475372279472,695,17,163,8,18,235,116,194,0.128,0.8190000000000001,0.053,-0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,0,8,0,19,0,0,0,1,32,32,19,1,2,8,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,8,3,0,7,6,3,0,1,8,3,22,2,18,23,2,27,0,1,2,0,4,14,0,4,7,101,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112936509914441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232648441935986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117367278260286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321658338301913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107669787753536,0.5190636160484438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750819158242184,0.0,0.0,0.14106674657218296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464613998777929,0.10546686787473228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618686234300825,0.0,0.0,0.15426111441402798,0.0,0.08390150438664759,0.0,0.11807315961509986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189313651941592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32453424510539225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212453792715558,0.2959279932424942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425819284852347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122792316676444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955802374152834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917005856411393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439676455889635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212102263379747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391394835126533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459531280461307,0.14504567920057534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421301254648886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181017223092296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321307015370126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Entire-Rice,2020/02/12,Visualizing vizualized myself on the couch from the perspective/angle of my mom entering the room..ion know if im sleeping or dead..sorta gave me anxiety..ill let yall know if its a failed manifestation or not in the morning. Goodnight.,2.5753030303030333,5.5548325909090925,4.701818181818184,74.41439393939395,86.72727272727272,7.4787878787878785,27.787878787878785,8.344100000000001,2.8247696969696965,190,9,32,5,6,65,38,44,0.084,0.9159999999999999,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,4,4,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,0,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487619053722125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566456049356152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248301403465763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865750214117855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157543074592448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_KingLime,2020/02/12,Today I made a goal to post on Reddit so here it is I am making a conscious decision to overcome some of my fears and put myself out there a bit more. I am tired of my anxiety controlling my every action. Making any sort of post online has terrified me for years but I finally feel comfortable enough in this community to let my guard down and open up to you all. I am glad that a supportive community like this exists.,4.185714285714287,5.325229952380956,6.024761904761906,76.80357142857143,70.90476190476191,9.885714285714286,27.095238095238088,10.125756701596842,2.746038095238096,332,11,64,9,6,115,62,84,0.08800000000000001,0.75,0.162,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,4,1,16,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,12,4,13,9,5,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,4,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499738679838786,0.0,0.1687114899229928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077112434334985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735288733651226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278754146887598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581335336016924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481673333508845,0.11151098527729696,0.0,0.0,0.2415893489114873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255157467492314,0.0,0.10774406135727314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867903557900985,0.29442256869226496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224301942590555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170229101262467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026468555238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25347677516360456,0.20904488589710235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420196821070537
anxiety,GwenCocoUgo,2020/02/12,"I have been taking care of my elderly parent who's been in an accident all by myself, and I have an important test coming up that was very expensive to sign up for (3 months of my monthly pay) that I haven't had the time to properly study for, I have almost no focus and I haven't slept for a week I feel like I'm being torn apart from so much stress. I constantly break down crying. I'm taking care of a loved one who's been in an accident recently. I don't know what I'm doing 99% of the time. I haven't left the house in almost a week, except to take this person to the doctor for follow ups. I've been spending my days at the hospital, 5-6 hours chasing after doctors and appointments, cooking, cleaning, doing laundry, giving medication, taking this person to the bathroom which takes a legit half an hour each time, fighting with them to stop smoking to let their body heal faster, etc. 

I have to take the a very important and notoriously difficult exam in two days for graduate school. I haven't had the time to study, at all. It's not an easy exam to take even with proper preparation. I planed on studying for it in 2 weeks, but I got sick last week and then this accident happened. I also have to stay up most nights because this person is in pain all the time and wakes up 3-4 times at night screaming in agony and I have to fix their position, rub their back, do anything I can and wait for them to fall back asleep. I haven't had a proper good night's rest in so long (my illness as well) I feel sick just thinking about sleep. I want to cry. 

I'm under so much stress. I can't concentrate. I can't eat. Family keep paying a visit, and I'm the one who has to take care of the house and the guests. My brother is also here with me, and does help out, but he works full time and can't really take anymore time off work. It's a shitty situation, and I'm breaking down. I cannot fuck this exam up, it's already to expensive. Even a reschedule would've been too expensive for me. The day of my exam, my brother has to work and there's nobody else that can be at home to watch this person. So I have to just hope nothing happens and go out and leave them alone on their own for 5-6 hours. 

I'm so stressed out I was taken to the ER on Friday, I kept throwing up on Sunday, I've been severely constipated since Monday and my body is literally breaking down at age 25.",4.263715578284817,4.503907229674797,5.445612378704437,84.28816286388674,70.19918699186992,8.543509047993707,26.64332546551272,8.460557738077197,1.5924469446629952,1855,53,398,27,31,619,227,492,0.151,0.789,0.06,-0.9927,1,1,0,0,2,0,55.0,0,0,7,3,18,16,2,3,28,0,41,18,6,0,3,48,80,28,0,2,6,3,3,1,1,0,8,1,2,4,18,25,2,4,4,1,6,6,12,8,2,4,15,5,43,8,76,62,11,81,0,0,1,2,24,35,1,4,37,260,61,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509612932116338,0.06986471841797423,0.07444006179394212,0.10789007538526947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689884468793579,0.0,0.0,0.05551105372206193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373995972812028,0.0,0.041120931767257854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985820410011602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632957117998427,0.0,0.0,0.058107908398072936,0.0,0.07289664593826782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819586748126035,0.13051182543830056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808942571101132,0.05903174608178194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902496672630087,0.05635135335167243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523196690579734,0.08910892766112842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359210144604492,0.0,0.06821619169022314,0.04819102553117972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236256173447189,0.0,0.06471054027653532,0.038337153851991976,0.05657941559732895,0.05395122434390183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930333931956655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521475301790901,0.0,0.06766449376234182,0.06699964811643122,0.19929355906400364,0.15567177396331014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995854669050998,0.0,0.0,0.03707239630504623,0.05498615172404212,0.0,0.07142682465143829,0.07329181914930924,0.06897896817588897,0.0,0.03295589902982996,0.0,0.0,0.059696989339216834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608822366745511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795545169582888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768646710917956,0.0,0.09917676032378306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899104154372127,0.0,0.064726449864721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142070817500088,0.0,0.0717786037836843,0.0,0.07490259779221489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23560208796438006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321444054080868,0.0,0.06660527798857377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682697046370174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620678414521072,0.0,0.05580081629644251,0.0758240714886604,0.06750534018095858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189978559631167,0.0,0.05639675801615611,0.23181400400032626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564708742492909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322348076091107,0.0,0.0,0.3146759985418553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589531963545879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131755855137472,0.039787664466344345,0.0,0.21643853881101172,0.0,0.06065160602361237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732767662327367,0.0,0.0,0.04791925013236485,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,formyjan,2020/02/12,"What Are The Acne 11 Surprising Acne Breakout Reasons Could your pimple problem result from these daily habits? One day, another pop. Another day. Why is such a hazard to acne? Excess oil production, blocked hair follicles and bacteria and excess hormonal activity are the principal cause of acne break-out.

While teens are especially vulnerable, adults also become acne-like and things like diet can make acne breakouts worse by medicines, stress and genetics.

ACNE treatment, including over - the-counter medications and prescribed topical and oral treatments can reduce inflammation and breakouts as well as a variety of internal options such as chemical peels and light therapy. However, for no apparent reason, some people still break out regularly, often at worst.
It turns out that there is a lot to contribute to your surprise breakouts in acne:
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anxiety,j00mie,2020/02/12,Today I went to the ER with consistent chest pain.. I went to the ER because I have been experiencing chest pain for about 2 weeks. I called the nurse line and she told me that I should go to the ER. As I proceeded to speed my way to the hospital thinking it could be something very dangerous they ran all sorts of tests to come back and tell me that what im experiencing is anxiety. I've never had chest pain from my anxiety before and I felt really bad that I wasted their time legitimately thinking I was dying. This is not the first time I've gone to the ER and they have told me it's just anxiety. It almost makes me feel like the pain im feeling or the scaryness is invalid or not real. I recently have had a lot of stressors this last year more than I ever have so it makes sense.. lately I've been so stressed and anxious that I hold my breath for long periods of time without noticing and I have to remind myself to breathe. I guess im just venting. Feeling a little discouraged today.,3.2328465346534645,4.763781430693072,4.638700495049509,84.29191212871288,73.8019801980198,7.822277227722773,26.48638613861386,8.472884824447931,1.752335643564357,787,28,162,14,16,262,110,202,0.179,0.794,0.027000000000000003,-0.9835,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,7,10,1,2,11,0,16,9,5,2,3,35,33,11,1,2,7,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,6,0,0,6,4,9,4,1,12,6,26,1,20,18,3,26,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,6,19,105,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108977600324978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25460499385357754,0.1253299354046447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530554462730773,0.0926297584428906,0.06762762370800181,0.0,0.0944012515853068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328152307836345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556446302933487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857607735308587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513757390488072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035103153381406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828286996986136,0.07925512386663165,0.1065192140139272,0.0,0.0,0.09436499022738172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304941311671974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221224779060047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595007422156442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043041142626784,0.1251444664427798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419938320373485,0.11119041568530674,0.0,0.09817787092917253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431670391376204,0.0,0.0,0.1481058113399474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556329836645449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630523318113845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472189339915092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627331590761864,0.07107061533008918,0.0,0.10953926584817014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540656402927634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708069879925865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696591852704273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217096581339828,0.0,0.0,0.19406895501337726,0.0,0.2103151437729473,0.2120146866657763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915366169766615,0.0,0.08805852562716518,0.08898888856329124,0.0,0.0,0.2056838558193929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694161508090322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144133120681928
anxiety,riotallstar7_,2020/02/12,Is anyone else feeling very anxious about the current state of events? I feel like every place I look there’s always something about politics and how shit it’s all gone. Every day is a constant struggle for me to not have a panic attack. I can’t take it. I am scared because I have undocumented people in my family who are on the waiting list to become citizens. I’m terrified that someone will try to hurt me because of my Mexican looks. This president spreads nothing but hate and listening to it all around me is doing nothing good for my mental health. I feel as if America will soon be throwing stones at all non whites. How do other people deal with these things?,4.590232558139533,6.336617209302325,5.357279069767447,79.62987209302327,70.70542635658914,7.950697674418605,29.95426356589148,8.548686976883017,2.4356784496124027,536,22,95,9,10,174,95,129,0.12,0.799,0.081,-0.6237,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,3,4,0,13,2,1,2,3,16,24,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,1,7,12,2,16,20,3,13,0,1,3,0,4,5,1,1,6,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301162560885682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665887189073767,0.0,0.10934080829476284,0.16022433351772464,0.0,0.13920661365115344,0.0,0.17789876721184952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190649100302084,0.17270354223852405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898547000139014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084872849114547,0.1612154230089082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063097497532206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635048152822317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741612611828944,0.0,0.23720320186417065,0.1117140986998462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311596578149204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543876167087113,0.0,0.16621896657201754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740232325807067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639676716525902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626306852046725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758889216862176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000914352403522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347198770663845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682101976542295,0.0,0.16337825218779292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655832894569094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051635619816956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324957542392546,0.12038486419675327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347676235746428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757429414712395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388838529614272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616813927459023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902548333390654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babysittinlifffffw,2020/02/12,In bed I got home from work at 5:45 from work and haven’t left bed since. (It’s almost 11) My boyfriend even had to bring dinner to bed for me. I’m in the middle of moving and my new landlords are making my life hell because they’re discriminating against my ESA. I had a AWFUL panic attack at work today (during a appointment with a client which was just great). I truly just want to crawl into a hole and never come out. Fml.,1.3354797979798008,3.4899313863636365,2.839242424242425,92.12191919191922,81.72727272727273,4.8202020202020215,16.5959595959596,5.82211442006289,-0.5543601010101011,334,6,71,2,9,109,66,88,0.16399999999999998,0.789,0.047,-0.9106,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,2,1,5,1,5,2,0,1,1,13,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,15,7,0,14,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,3,42,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22637001432141146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571799507677032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137806256327815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473375177150126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931285842291922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808036912494062,0.2492358881629193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676019659480895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456187343610646,0.0,0.15967538765235373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508991909081146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026980269215986,0.0,0.0,0.17435416447355956,0.21833360824446413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265236895708533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700212430428745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142818350200789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333815291850762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937309223399967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gonnaBbetter,2020/02/12,"I'm running my first live show soon and I'm getting really nervous. So I'm in college, and I'm in a group that puts on fair sized concerts for the school, and I put a show together but I have to run the whole thing and it's next week and I'm really nervous.

Essentially I've isolated myself from everyone I know and right now I'm really struggling to interact with people. When I run the show, I'm going to have to interact with a lot of people, especially the bands (by the way not just a local band, like a national band that I'm a fan of), and I don't know how I'm going to get out of my own head for it.

I don't know what to do and I'm really scared of giving a poor impression and screwing everything up.",3.2152258064516133,3.381933780645164,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,72.48387096774194,9.812903225806453,27.112903225806452,9.888512548439397,2.3123419354838712,556,18,126,14,10,200,81,155,0.149,0.7609999999999999,0.09,-0.8741,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,4,12,0,5,2,1,1,0,20,23,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,0,3,7,1,7,3,5,0,1,0,1,9,2,21,23,3,22,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,1,7,74,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696253910668376,0.1595411062256546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099612788213276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549092890220156,0.17029077330575876,0.20177434921416795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218396738742032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29267660298177395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672598786524495,0.0,0.15675103147604996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091886356653536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879166642445108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461362938097873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35690784174732565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548885214817773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151598807461559,0.0,0.0,0.17772578919440704,0.17965698858813312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855796290148544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793460871247873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409049729637261,0.14239367338685527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819173012472824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Metalmorphosis,2020/02/12,"I'm withdrawing from Lexapro while taking Trintellix. WTF? I was on Lexapro 20mg for about 9 months. I was taking it for severe anxiety with mild depression. About 2 months ago it just stopped working almost entirely. I tried some brainspotting with my therapist, ect, it didn't work. So I went to my doctor and asked to be switched to something else. He decided to switch me to Trintellix and I have been taking it about a week. I noticed in the first couple days that I had a major improvement in my anxiety and depression but had a bit of a brain fog. Over the last few days I have developed some pretty severe physical symptoms. Loss of appetite, bad headaches, loss of coordination, dizziness, tense muscles, horrible nightmares, and I started to get these weird zaps in my brain and spine. Today the zaps were awful, I have probably had around a thousand of them, several a minute since this morning.

I started to think I was having an allergic reaction to the Trintellix. I called up my sister who is an LMFT to get her opinion on what was going on. After looking up the mechanisms for Lexapro and the mechanisms for Trintellix she said in her opinion what was happening was that because they affect different parts of the brain I am most likely in severe withdrawal from Lexapro. I googled it and sure enough that sounds like exactly what is happening.

I plan to call my doctor in the morning to see what can be done. Had this happened to anyone before? I am pretty annoyed that he didn't know this would happen. I even asked about tapering down/off Lexapro before just switching over. I definitely have been feeling better mood wise on Trintellix and want to stay on it. But I don't want to feel like total shit for the next couple months while the Lexapro gets out of my system. Any advice is appreciated.",5.330324126911663,7.2330076350148405,5.501795252225518,78.70337080575214,69.08902077151335,8.982834969185118,31.95263638438713,9.466822959209583,3.1377775393745715,1451,64,253,32,26,458,178,337,0.153,0.7340000000000001,0.114,-0.9243,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,7,9,15,2,0,18,1,31,9,5,1,3,35,57,13,0,3,4,1,2,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,19,12,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,8,0,2,18,6,33,6,51,36,9,38,0,4,2,0,14,17,1,6,20,177,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585842224451415,0.07788499010028731,0.0,0.08798181121336524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059749654987250524,0.0,0.1344294636231881,0.0,0.0,0.06143564896704515,0.0,0.0,0.07821643888993428,0.16427954444037887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336169189704382,0.05356029182840245,0.0,0.14952938774565336,0.0,0.0,0.07770742592769858,0.0959233218680068,0.0,0.0,0.29425152319787506,0.17943529883706827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443683242720108,0.0,0.11332835706961965,0.0,0.15135204484443587,0.0,0.0,0.09179783016785492,0.0,0.1798624112255002,0.0,0.08991405647750862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339801898273637,0.0,0.0,0.09078566546802427,0.0,0.058032490570243574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885205118965228,0.06276913678826643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473597529887609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377139169895319,0.0,0.04993440226026232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107868132086841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828704699871335,0.0716198346265465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877584434338066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378254668061393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039352793544225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344298768737501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003227642369103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514675157159297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877592431444758,0.0947308607900821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357755651420498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700152033636806,0.0,0.0,0.3970394076888637,0.09018980805661617,0.07268094074366929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764100588866218,0.0,0.0,0.12437935516132105,0.09364995717349772,0.0,0.07345715886540931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280956331829102,0.09132299656919993,0.19818546731330847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201537704134443,0.0,0.05629887611732285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328357451275223,0.0,0.0,0.05965301187800435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036474042976225,0.0,0.07047816527628653,0.0,0.0,0.08144961140172555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793019702642222,0.0,0.0,0.062415147492627575,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImpossiblePlant0,2020/02/12,Help with nervous ticks Anyone have any tips to stop picking at skin/nails when nervous/stressed? I’m really insecure about my scars but I still can’t stop myself when I am feeling anxious,3.2183333333333337,6.0644163888888905,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,79.55555555555556,5.822222222222222,28.44444444444445,7.1686216300943375,1.7742444444444438,154,7,27,2,4,47,31,36,0.28300000000000003,0.62,0.09699999999999999,-0.7092,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391056003996188,0.0,0.0,0.3972171302830619,0.0,0.24585259505414786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778364620659953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356755325878679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252491855016403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807947242397809,0.5879203177963691,0.40276594995784976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,silveragainstblack,2020/02/12,"My Boss and Why I Need to Come Here Again I finally understand my problem with my boss. 

He did it again. I made a mistake at work, so he told me off in a room filled with other bosses, where his voice could be heard clearly from one end to the other. He makes everything I do feel like a really, really bad mistake, he makes me feel like an idiot. I mean -- I'd be glad to take note of what I do wrong so as not to repeat them the next time, but how does he correct me? He turns every misjudgement into a personal flaw, and he likes doing it publicly.

And because I've been dealing with this for some time now, I'm losing the ability to stay afloat. I'm beginning to make a habit of accepting defeat from a mile ahead. How does one deal with this?",3.883741935483872,4.216493277419357,5.147903225806452,85.76185483870971,71.06451612903227,8.780645161290323,25.822580645161292,8.841846274778883,1.6245354838709676,578,16,127,10,10,193,99,155,0.122,0.7709999999999999,0.107,-0.3282,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,9,13,1,0,10,0,8,0,0,9,2,33,25,9,0,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,8,0,2,5,4,14,5,21,17,1,21,0,2,0,0,15,7,0,1,14,77,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970587441094927,0.0946963504475624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381522793751885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402966128921887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203059898129865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718854205994912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375888060756834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088414418451705,0.0,0.139613303100677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709333706389986,0.22195577998851065,0.0,0.17017192039521514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276799111586403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379036552875313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699038840372075,0.3110802741167901,0.0,0.0,0.169215317295922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518571699301185,0.0,0.0,0.1652102631789348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053042933228072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564051767071705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486433694467102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903487737144032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557619201017834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679946608233885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181164843272612,0.0,0.0,0.14843799003806302,0.0,0.0,0.16896982425621698,0.0,0.1617187360254598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017393085830274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309238950053276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984443892939227,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icecream232,2020/02/12,"Help!!!Have you been experiencing this also? Hello, I’m a senior in high school and I have developed a pretty bad problem. I can’t sit in silent class rooms because my stomach will growl and ruble and peers around me can hear it. I have to stand up or just leave the class. I get very anxious when I sit in a silent class room. I was just wondering if anybody else feels this?",2.5787428571428563,4.721926493333335,3.2205714285714286,91.056,77.4,5.885714285714287,22.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.5436285714285707,297,9,62,3,7,93,56,75,0.149,0.807,0.044000000000000004,-0.7737,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,11,12,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,6,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,2,38,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153324641337238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30419470104356783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397044301805048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224826427830655,0.16414246691920115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493775690034465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614932233590554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068072504278142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034831144315844,0.0,0.18048377754444286,0.28449502777937075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28511453166602496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27394101339803223,0.0,0.2576518444148053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27251225235824783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221732082271798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920082248152409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slinke62,2020/02/12,"My negative core beliefs of myself have over run my life and how I interact with others My negative core beliefs of myself have over run my life

I have been struggling with social anxiety for as long as I remember all the way back to elementary school, I had been able to handle it up until middle school and have slowly lost my grip on being “normal” or in other words presentable to other people. I have been around the country to different treatment centers since I was 17 and ended up residing in psychedelics and other substances to fill in the void. I know this forum is not about drugs and I thought it is appropriate to add that in. Since I over saturated my reality as a result of this my self worth has declined rapidly, I am currently in a mental health outpatient program and am wondering if anyone who can relate has any input on how to push through and make it to the other side.",15.363859649122805,7.919412754385963,14.033380116959062,55.364105263157924,55.95906432748538,16.95485380116959,50.57426900584795,12.688352899677879,6.179965146198831,715,28,124,14,5,236,102,171,0.084,0.905,0.011000000000000001,-0.9062,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,6,0,18,4,0,4,1,27,23,15,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,6,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,7,1,19,0,33,15,1,27,2,1,0,0,4,16,0,3,6,104,31,3,0.1849970093430355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258043101710246,0.0,0.14152220578834046,0.0,0.0,0.12935421032736566,0.0,0.0,0.1646865599589144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142251281000897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328250015716592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453779817461646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385244025644344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664317008148516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016695182451716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26133771742105544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637165317522021,0.0,0.0,0.2019460891168864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348694026179635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864334736568142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125779057194868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825363298267198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095655485739664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744536999482242,0.0,0.0,0.1929922270933505,0.0,0.0,0.3060628756698093,0.0,0.0,0.1885811538024897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933990413224068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686696105190108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684201511450928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062136518844567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinpinbo,2020/02/12,"Anyone else got joint pain when anxious? I don’t usually have anxiety. I have a well balanced diet and activity lifestyle.

But once a while, usually due to work, anxiety kicked in and hits like a truck: Wrist pain, elbow pain, and tight spine.

It feels like an overkill to see a psychiatrist to get medication.

What should I do, Reddit?",3.792150537634409,6.372695741935487,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,75.45161290322581,8.649462365591399,28.075268817204304,9.2995712137729,2.8069268817204303,264,11,48,7,6,86,46,62,0.231,0.664,0.105,-0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,0,5,8,3,0,0,7,10,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,3,3,4,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909569850686888,0.21483643894172905,0.0,0.13297033788139306,0.19485024938939766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588615005791607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961549805918095,0.1358565176341882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935526783421184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209523724953844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858135878349305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157490258596693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025233999681425,0.0,0.0,0.6070585369294254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515397884556738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418887790204226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709844497489991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384450380996335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnsaturatedMolecule,2020/02/12,"Death Anxiety Since 7 Honestly, I'm getting pretty sick of this.

I've had death anxiety for a while now, and it's the existential variant.  I'm more terrified about what comes after death than the death itself - the thought of not being able to think and be aware of myself for eternity, to the point where the eternity is meaningless, is highly uncomfortable.  I'll start thinking about what it would be like when I'm old, then I start sweating over being on the deathbed, then the nothingness, over and over again, myself not existing as the Sun dies and the universe collapses and absolutely nothing for the rest of non-time.  This fatigues me and makes me start obsessively searching up things about death, the end of the world, etc. online for up to hours.  It's extended to hypochondriac tendencies and paranoia about the apocalypse as well.  I see my parents aging and I wonder how they, or anyone else for that matter, aren't visibly shitting themselves by the day knowing that they're going to die pathetically in a couple of decades, never to be sentient and/or sapient again.

So I search up threads on Reddit about death anxiety seeking for some trick or home therapy exercise, and it turns out that, though good-intentioned, most advice regarding death anxiety is complete horseshit in my opinion.

""It will be just like falling asleep!""  Well thanks, now I'm scared of going to sleep too.

""You didn't care about not existing before you were born, so why should you after?""  Because now I have tasted the deliciousness of sapience and I don't want to give it up again?  I am also now terrified of the time that I did not exist before I was born.

""Why do you fear something that you won't experience since you won't exist?""  I won't experience death once it happens, but I'm going to scared of it in anticipation until it happens to me.  If the wording is what you care about, I'm terrified about the anticipation of death.

""Enjoy life to the fullest so you won't regret dying.""  This is the death anxiety equivalent of ""just be happy"" for depression.  ""Your fear of death is stopping you from enjoying life, so just enjoy life to stop fearing death!""

""It's inevitable, so there's no point in being afraid of it.""  *The fact that it's inevitable is what makes me afraid of it.*  I genuinely don't understand this mindset.  If I could do anything about an issue, then I wouldn't be afraid of it.

I just want legitimate, practical, and/or original ways to stop this death anxiety.  If there are none, then I just want someone to tell me already that I'm fucked and I should suck it up for the rest of my life hoping that I'll eventually want to die.  I'm also cool if this is a symptom for an underlying mental pathology or a result of stress in my life (e.g. not feeling accomplished yet), at least then I have a concrete solution to stop feeling this way.

Thanks in advance for listening to my rant.",6.193406593406593,7.049640684981688,6.4866739926739925,76.34165934065936,66.14285714285714,9.903003663003664,32.81611721611721,9.957137785484203,3.2348218315018307,2298,94,418,50,35,740,239,546,0.247,0.659,0.09300000000000001,-0.9981,1,0,1,0,0,2,80.0,0,10,1,2,38,32,4,10,29,1,41,16,4,5,2,66,84,38,17,15,18,1,2,2,0,9,10,1,1,0,36,13,1,4,8,1,0,6,18,17,2,0,6,6,40,15,81,59,8,69,0,3,1,1,15,24,3,12,39,297,76,1,0.07547350975612599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375184023610999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832868947835953,0.12071227696829187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464221703001351,0.0,0.0,0.052772832867992205,0.07733152979189492,0.06210826776949455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046007951027543584,0.0,0.12844479583160984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390054648423335,0.0,0.0,0.06501374577363582,0.07913253903568472,0.0,0.0,0.06025945620488364,0.08351000301605514,0.0,0.048674170025023104,0.0,0.06500522336053413,0.0,0.31331834958554977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063048432851998,0.0,0.0668471279193968,0.0,0.08417291389938067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765514954512918,0.0,0.2547860440810855,0.07632334851585977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977404360560471,0.03943179379333719,0.0724010677788019,0.12868000464636384,0.06330359916702183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348195084449707,0.08034295455960742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079741906840574,0.07570608401923737,0.07496222475819103,0.0743262041289828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787747355519623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147826715916835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654585978803386,0.07374508910522178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075830764724417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605954627523141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058209823518213515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241886814281741,0.0,0.07919675247817305,0.08037682470138244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380440089647853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269372382755652,0.0,0.0,0.07678369263851967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112429945222616,0.0,0.0601426156873836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747247318118501,0.12486493438399444,0.0,0.07552801582225238,0.0,0.06394845989556913,0.058103195112336616,0.0,0.0,0.1602616159962265,0.0,0.0,0.25239693454471185,0.08645465042727081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844587492736971,0.0,0.0,0.06596717415645502,0.1389717351952238,0.0863105359877272,0.0,0.05014124625253493,0.09672075512994048,0.07415234013545438,0.05991753627351561,0.04400921048068486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209350585076097,0.0,0.0785705853724073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806492602149285,0.11981471808340174,0.0,0.0,0.13571949854979204,0.0,0.1362062068028321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184780184614104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361421588996914,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,votedforkodos742,2020/02/12,"I'm projecting my anxiety onto my boyfriend. Has anyone felt this way? I'm an incredibly anxious person and I am very easily embarrased because of it. Any little thing I do that I percieve as being dumb or not warranted, I'm mind-numbingly embarrassed over. I'm also highly sensitve over what others think of me. That has now transferred to the people i spend time with, specifically my boyfriend. Anything he does that i deem ""not ok"" embarrasses the hell out of me and sets my anxiety super high. Things like, him being too outgoing at the grocery store or him laughing too high pitched. 
So, lately, I've been embarrassed to bring him around, even though I'm fairly certain it's just my anxiety manifesting this idea of him that doesn't exist. It's like my dysmorphic thought patterns have transfered to him.

Has anybody else every experienced anything like this? I need some validation and possibly some tips on how to move past this. Thanks!",4.694804913294798,7.3273470462427746,5.337857658959539,76.05106394508672,72.75722543352602,8.718063583815029,31.04371387283237,9.354420925462401,3.300364450867052,761,35,126,19,16,245,112,173,0.11800000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.7715,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,10,13,2,3,4,1,10,0,0,1,1,20,21,10,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0,4,0,2,2,3,5,0,0,3,2,19,8,17,16,2,19,1,0,0,0,7,11,2,4,7,83,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100115614570915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289480137601133,0.0,0.3472512007360509,0.17093525896221556,0.0,0.10579824936594756,0.0,0.2490276016677301,0.13469642537075774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223610731309884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132410872820111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263986308579168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993767481761384,0.0,0.1274837299592782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527965224856826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479596433600904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080860158635405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068230115988786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217647102492505,0.15165062072297156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277820351655305,0.0,0.0,0.16081672846908346,0.0,0.11219315320273948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444408494339454,0.10489809191405074,0.13211653125754208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057732202623818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930431147955644,0.0,0.0,0.20104496144123346,0.09695221967425068,0.14865959142924146,0.1201218524674549,0.0882290597603675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484515592314667,0.0,0.12010144929311548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acw446,2020/02/12,"Freaking out about therapy So my anxiety has been getting worse lately (really for the past few years but especially lately). My boyfriend (who knows me very very well, we’ve been dating for almost 6 years), really wants me to go to therapy and see a psychiatrist. He started seeing a therapist and psychiatrist a couple of years ago to treat now-diagnosed ADHD and anxiety and says it has been life-changing. I’ve witnessed this as I know how he was before and how much better he has gotten. 

I spent the better part of tonight crying over an anxiety-inducing thing that happened at work today. As I tried to calm myself down, I was reading through some posts on here and also just thinking to myself how I should really go to therapy (and possibly start on some sort of medication). I went to therapy for a few months last year but then my therapist just stopped contacting me and I was too anxious to reach back out to her. 

The main thing that is stopping me is my parents (well mostly my mom). I’m 23 and still live at home and am under my parents’ insurance. I have a full-time job but haven’t had the guts to move out with my bf yet. My mom seems to think my anxiety is not as bad as it is and is often condescending when it comes to talking about therapy. She is also extremely cheap and thinks the cost of a therapist is too much. I also think she would think I did not need to be on medication for my anxiety. She doesn’t see this side of me (really only my bf does) and doesn’t think my anxiety is worrisome. 

Any advice? I really want to get the help I know I need but am too anxious to get help with my anxiety. I also feel like the minute I set foot into a therapist’s office I would never be able to say what’s on my mind because I’m so anxious. How do you get over your anxiety enough for therapy to help you? Thanks I’m advance, the support on here is awesome.",5.180877638104025,5.3832621379310375,6.483775804405488,77.77183139199632,68.20424403183024,10.376150386345287,30.714911774881788,10.276239652853533,3.0123900126859646,1474,54,295,36,23,501,181,377,0.099,0.7709999999999999,0.13,0.9592,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,4,26,11,0,0,16,0,32,4,2,4,1,60,68,33,0,7,8,4,1,1,2,3,2,2,1,0,11,20,0,2,11,1,3,6,6,2,2,0,11,6,44,9,51,52,10,47,0,0,3,0,24,16,0,7,24,209,55,3,0.06292498013440316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562359794468579,0.06148956232098656,0.055779198213102885,0.0,0.06301027811005648,0.0,0.0,0.20128433551725225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279114428090637,0.0,0.3369620629870169,0.2132619500051307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838542559613451,0.05253973003405051,0.03835848384138235,0.0,0.05354452345059712,0.0,0.0,0.11130406276921692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656628542758641,0.054204298627269235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962529366646676,0.0691201359482064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386753027599314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506607415957437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501832538630181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03181676064005878,0.04495361838102315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315028199497892,0.0,0.07152343263423512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564435211991451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653186334730854,0.0,0.06311888566408297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624433332996779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374577035441047,0.0512922572947602,0.14196423682164067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044445774381674526,0.03074196683015142,0.0,0.055563910297756036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678059488349555,0.0,0.0,0.06353629204029594,0.147393952439177,0.050226118803952266,0.06687929553949498,0.0925142012795925,0.09331615090026353,0.048531623881628135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047857282900415216,0.0,0.0,0.13974148753983026,0.06814162149100877,0.06006901364820174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093846044953937,0.06026473689767625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294200852768328,0.0,0.2015567678015103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008093965329193,0.0,0.0,0.1504291867274324,0.057284538617385965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907724962445178,0.0,0.050251970418844855,0.10521620197291234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140652176176937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057671547614935,0.0,0.05793286747005427,0.4317611925005193,0.29224300751384885,0.08360912151959071,0.2419187188247321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964552354260867,0.0,0.0,0.0427219310070826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383939729583087,0.07422956722657875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315422825428675,0.058332087002991036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581013497074186,0.0,0.06412593058840574,0.08940020096320157,0.0,0.0,0.1620864965201713
anxiety,PBK_575,2020/02/12,"I’m likely to be abusive when I see my friend and his dog I’m not a big fan of animals especially I don’t like dog so much so I tried not to interact them in my life. The title says I’m likely to be abusive but I’m pretty sure I’m not gonna abuse dogs because even I don’t wanna touch them tbh. 

My friend has a dog and I sometimes go his house. He often plays with his dog. He seizes his dog’s favorite bath towel and so the dog barks and starts crying. My friend tries to get his dog rollover, he keeps trying until the dog makes it, he barks loudly. Through the process, sometimes he hits the dog, pulls the collar or does these kinds of things. It was just an uncomfortable thing for me but recently I feel like I’m enjoying the dog crying and when seeing my friend playing (disciplining?), I want him to do more hard. 

Only thing that I know is this my feeling isn’t correct and I shouldn’t have such emotions for anything. How can I get rid of it?",1.693855555555558,3.4681850300000043,3.080333333333332,92.76822222222224,78.7,5.844444444444445,21.61111111111111,6.691623216298621,0.29142777777777784,746,21,167,7,18,243,112,200,0.091,0.6890000000000001,0.22,0.9831,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,0,10,0,12,1,0,2,2,27,32,16,0,3,7,0,4,4,4,2,1,2,1,0,9,7,0,2,3,3,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,8,25,13,15,26,2,9,0,0,2,0,19,2,0,2,9,95,34,0,0.0,0.44917889315502296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399070903073253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703321345496304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776202630193615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058613949399644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214782827789438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346536362690396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779166788583834,0.09027785599237884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905287126986331,0.0,0.13204490616744646,0.0,0.07181826940720591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320157330959695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581256403067286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232234599647613,0.0,0.13159360077218255,0.06944895689663133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925798108372983,0.2469495408259708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843521179165779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289556704399496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610912423668362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856244307298734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247738895013639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049349733119532,0.0,0.0,0.20139905596806104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499638381934348,0.0,0.08944444744839702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910104574574833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25186133521727594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573882464243559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745355593364936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lachicadedios,2020/02/12,"Anxiety is ruining my life. Recently ive had such horrible anxiety, id consider it a disorder at this point but i havent been diagnosed. Today i got invited to go to one of my friends senior night (a game in the gym). I was super excited to go because its a big night for my friend. But when i got there, the friend who invited me was already in the gym watching the game which is totally fine, i didnt expect her to wait for me. But i got to the doors of the gym and saw the entire bleachers filled. I took one look and knew i couldn’t walk in there. So i didnt. i thought about it for a second, but i knew i wouldve probably had a fucking panic attack the second i stepped through the door. So i turned around and left. I hate anxiety and I am so disappointed in myself. Im getting medication next month so hopefully that will help but fuck.",1.3554478609625669,3.3239584886363645,3.7340106951871657,86.73131016042782,80.5909090909091,8.0048128342246,25.69385026737968,8.841846274778883,2.057886764705883,658,27,143,17,17,228,100,176,0.179,0.657,0.16399999999999998,0.0084,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,10,14,4,1,14,0,14,5,0,0,1,18,32,14,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,0,7,5,0,1,3,5,0,6,4,7,0,4,15,3,24,7,18,15,1,23,0,2,3,2,8,9,2,1,8,98,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562847125295257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32502405954672986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260746655091169,0.0,0.16111682471440064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633218250115861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374455733145594,0.0,0.0,0.1623124461048427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282531772774119,0.2618567152793494,0.0739922718157222,0.0,0.160975445870636,0.0,0.3398070091831445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139823580394517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492703938180327,0.0,0.0,0.14066378362823925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297734852782593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538740109891732,0.0,0.10003264782807862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892781140623235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267046503124967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113042279586393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061786990118786,0.26580754115192434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193507839804605,0.0,0.0,0.16616429976791974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338796917936585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269375283508707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398358151852113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243299388595103,0.0,0.0,0.13424222513983686,0.0,0.15734857576840452,0.0,0.15404536326829393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,punbun13,2020/02/12,"Does anybody else startle at everything? I'm extremely jumpy. At everything but especially noises. I have anxiety and CPTSD. I can't sleep at night and before I started college I would sleep during the day and be up at night because I was too scared. If I hear a noise, voices outside, a car door slamming my anxiety goes into overdrive and I enter into panic mode. 

My mind spirals, going over every detail, every possible thing that could happen. Maybe someone will break in, there will be a fight, etc etc. And I'm then unable to to anything but worry. I obsessively check that my door is locked and that my garden gate hasn't been opened because I worry that someone will lie in wait and kick down the door and hurt me even though the reported crime statistics in my area are low (yes, I've checked) it doesn't stop the worrying.

It stops me from going to the bathroom, showering, making food, just  in case they see or hear any of those things. I stay in the dark so I'll be left alone. But then. I get worried that my house will be more of a target if they think nobodies home. So. I turn it on. But then I worry that oh maybe it looks like I've just left a light on, so I make an effort to turn lights on and off and move around so people know there's somebody in the house. It's taking over my life and I'm so frustrated.",2.4962078651685395,4.464477539325845,3.6423829588014978,88.76334971910114,76.97752808988764,6.547378277153559,22.73548689138577,7.492282038375204,0.8969352059925098,1041,31,213,14,24,337,152,267,0.20600000000000002,0.765,0.028999999999999998,-0.9940000000000001,1,1,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,2,1,13,9,2,4,13,1,18,4,2,2,0,34,38,27,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,7,0,14,15,1,3,2,1,2,5,3,8,0,0,2,7,25,1,28,26,3,42,0,2,2,0,5,26,0,3,10,134,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027281080728984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583861557694276,0.0,0.1481288850887969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967182168093558,0.08618731025259747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803701509679053,0.0,0.08238380522316313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730018597787576,0.0,0.0,0.06243870476461591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472486886828458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808778553942224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595222753419185,0.06394645857690902,0.0,0.16314434114959106,0.0,0.17402505469239654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707103052648685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058268337674087,0.0,0.11004622253230913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561460951362745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823871440542786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711495494493796,0.0,0.0,0.22342674088044792,0.10364418466355964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320787752452174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038306263008,0.0,0.06838443567493724,0.047299705820500526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130156949407201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925167949518895,0.0,0.19453059790946556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775717796572107,0.0,0.0,0.10290073572644096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171166208713302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135934329008209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671204478353182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914618212818808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693031757301623,0.0,0.0771503042115718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377306193237406,0.0,0.16406480092084225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852729569670002,0.10319362564451184,0.0,0.16188604419376404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727940426220142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864130891938905,0.0620361751526979,0.09512182890725762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106173427209045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916098411535558,0.0,0.06877574276909458,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bmolovesyou,2020/02/12,"jesus I've had anxiety for a while and I'm fairly young, anyways, I am losing my shit. I keep getting pissed at the smallest things, then like punching a wall or myself or something. I dont know if this is my anxiety or I'm just stressed but it's just getting worse. Not to mention, I constantly think I'm faking it and feel like I'm just using it for attention. I haven't spoken out to anyone, so that's a stupid thing to think, but I'm losing my shit to the point where one wrong line in my art or something I have to blast music and bite my cheek or something.",3.4577500000000008,3.933160608333335,4.715000000000003,87.97500000000002,72.08333333333334,7.333333333333332,26.666666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.1479166666666676,443,14,97,4,8,147,72,120,0.284,0.677,0.039,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,4,1,5,0,6,4,4,1,0,23,19,14,0,1,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,1,1,12,2,10,18,0,10,1,2,0,0,1,6,3,6,6,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26680921494258897,0.0,0.0,0.12193455830733795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844902435172825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437877884967606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817466567597257,0.12458120160357873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221869466373894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500205091661912,0.0,0.0,0.09583783758697008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039211993552789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901860553632435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816828496960305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485088295018738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580088952948522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027519680432908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975826652767004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231708262850924,0.2234786710317865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061328168239788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777139588394896,0.0,0.19066342213394605,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nagem_McG,2020/02/12,"Don’t know what to do with myself or my life anymore I’ve been sitting in the shower crying and having a panic attack for 3-4 hours now and I just feel like I have nobody to lean on or nobody to talk to. I’m always there for other people in my life when they have problems or need help but it seems like when it’s me, everybody turns away. I have no idea what to do, I feel like my quality of life just keeps going downhill and I feel so sad and defeated. It’s hard to breathe and I’ve never felt so sad in my life. I have really bad anxiety that has led to depression and I’ve taken medication for it, and I’m looking into therapy, but feeling like nobody in your life truly cares is so hard and it hurts really bad",2.205692640692643,3.3895125779220834,4.433181818181819,86.1364393939394,75.81818181818181,7.470995670995673,21.924242424242426,8.07648339933343,0.9901489177489182,563,14,122,9,12,196,87,154,0.272,0.606,0.121,-0.9845,1,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,1,1,9,15,1,1,2,0,11,7,1,1,1,30,27,18,0,2,7,0,7,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,9,10,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,3,8,14,5,19,24,0,15,0,5,1,0,4,7,0,4,9,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136945246263123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239077397647796,0.0,0.13273790572886815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226758664708825,0.12575143378546694,0.0,0.2235093471656623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646351839668125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470220388625245,0.0,0.0,0.1152801818653635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27070346174131016,0.2868558866946521,0.1285118324017373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760669864727352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979699362595544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971323274178429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180999751095793,0.0,0.1432834423819678,0.15109429324819287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896725504558825,0.0,0.0,0.0735575071413734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726920946244978,0.26155889770817176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239577778513954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348343814163095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992440956311209,0.1032292282777448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703783237668914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927910123590854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807123276574575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148859181019838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184712236587618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757924194253883,0.0,0.0,0.15306299665148074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455845206769434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Poopustinkman,2020/02/12,"14m Anxiety How do I talk to my parents about anxiety?
Any advice is greatly appreciated",1.3515686274509804,3.880809647058826,6.055294117647063,61.74215686274514,99.58823529411764,9.325490196078432,35.07843137254902,8.841846274778883,5.185996078431374,72,5,11,3,3,28,16,17,0.179,0.632,0.18899999999999997,0.2944,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37329034234430997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597761358999379,0.0,0.5844647407350668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42116127159502575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241707515426777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30704071914167497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeepasaurus_rex,2020/02/12,"Dating someone with anxiety Is there anything I need to know?  We've been together for almost two years and I love her more than words can say.  I just don't know how to show her.  I tell her daily but I just don't think it's enough.  Please help.  

Thank you",-0.6977777777777767,1.4842350555555583,0.8091666666666661,101.28375000000004,96.59259259259258,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-0.915103703703704,199,4,47,2,8,63,43,54,0.025,0.745,0.23,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,11,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,9,2,5,10,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28550907732747305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811799277242627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463158877015866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946078425173264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111165479869147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133918259999789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25733425977380525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141477979791146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129789714004154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267409190653728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24158343620833955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492097016205795,0.2625025636201744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182695036089332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785233300739951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360959297738336
anxiety,SeattleGrey112,2020/02/12,"Imaginary affair? What should I do? My husband is a really good guy. He comes home on time, he isn’t on his phone much, we have the same home computer and there is no indication that he’s ever cheated on me.

However, I can’t stop feeling like he has slept with someone while we’ve been married. I don’t even have a reason why to think this, but it makes it so bad that I don’t even want to hug him or touch him. 

I’m not sure what’s going on with me. I even told him how I felt and he just says it’s my anxiety. I know before we were married he watched porn sometimes and was on a ton of dating apps and even one hookup app, however, he was single then and going through medical school.

We’re married now with kids...but idk, something just bugs me. If he had such a sexual appetite before he met me, how could he say no to anyone who tries to seduce him? He’s a handsome doctor, I’m sure it has happened...

Help :/",1.7487371134020648,3.1265077268041246,3.5542139175257748,91.17657860824744,77.40206185567008,6.7056701030927846,22.949742268041238,7.413659706084162,0.7401865979381448,705,21,161,9,16,237,116,194,0.134,0.772,0.094,-0.7915,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,0,0,13,8,1,0,6,0,18,6,1,4,3,33,33,13,0,4,6,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,2,1,10,11,0,1,5,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,9,6,20,6,14,22,4,15,0,0,1,3,28,5,0,2,8,99,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712172263304566,0.0,0.0,0.10705166626668376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783280537875208,0.0,0.0,0.2605550748327862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188281615875813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223856185991555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567051959584709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044866404183432,0.13848847389068886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741238426704977,0.10937526983575556,0.147000814673776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740214698101217,0.1284137197724358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159390089996058,0.13538656613503344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262026502613376,0.0,0.3071452488085187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414021707629007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479733641973248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219599875214172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423298807436653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254673253250727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374509065746174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808031771172926,0.15741316120378948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435038640763945,0.0,0.15494622253784435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297218438914047,0.11786450554498187,0.15142064435987532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799915664562705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885914574059355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810083556753696,0.0,0.0,0.08927433031354266,0.0,0.0,0.1462944124737887,0.0,0.10394541974794064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030284143518172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814969371249566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hellvatten,2020/02/12,"Anxiety and work I really can’t stay in my job longer I don’t know what to do I feel like I’m losing my mind it’s gotten so bad where I won’t shower in 2 months I stay in my bedroom and everyday that goes by I’m a zombie I zone out and lose track of time and even forget what I have done in like seconds it’s becoming a problem at work I feel so cheeky asking them to put my hours to part time because for 1.they can’t afford it 
2.there isn’t enough staff 
3.i will be forever grateful they gave me this opportunity I don’t want to just give up now 
4. Will they think bad of me 

I can’t talk to them I haven’t even had a full conversation with any of the people I work with and I have worked there for 7 months people avoid me at work I don’t get included in conversations nobody has a laugh with me or asks if I’m alright and anytime I hear them whispering my anxiety levels go off the charts I always think they say bad things about me and I have to hold back my tears my anxiety has got so bad that I can’t even get the bus to work I have to get the taxi this is costing me over £400 pounds a month which is killing my bank account I’m in minus and actually owe a lot of money back I hate my life what can I do please someone just help me",-0.16679903730445034,1.7759314837545157,2.153960288808665,96.0653327316486,86.14801444043322,5.570589651022863,17.897593261131167,6.88968998030894,-0.1325224067388686,979,24,240,13,30,332,143,277,0.16399999999999998,0.752,0.084,-0.972,4,1,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,6,9,14,15,2,1,10,1,26,1,0,0,0,28,49,13,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,3,1,3,2,0,12,12,0,2,5,0,5,2,10,10,0,1,5,5,43,5,31,40,4,29,0,2,0,0,16,15,0,3,12,150,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.10062252577124133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579751904207268,0.0,0.0,0.07011975708446809,0.0,0.2366413999276981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927917701376592,0.0,0.0,0.15857366500682385,0.3443771527198918,0.06285617303032434,0.11387920233239032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551946785345233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065423525998268,0.0,0.20431368897412688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427314178139722,0.07366329772003136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161543373793694,0.0989145124319958,0.05860097698296065,0.0,0.082468157865487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180184154245467,0.0,0.0,0.1162148194219806,0.0,0.06911386043737472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015446383304844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023228388980382,0.0,0.1140782502908066,0.0,0.05666770806624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283111857480061,0.10075071759138918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071210738427805,0.0,0.0876622116200697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411381697734323,0.0,0.24690925954510404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166034530241126,0.0,0.1429698804074328,0.0,0.0,0.11318611087317902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866434456654763,0.0,0.10365613023027703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605624520902895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199887260791774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873665392708374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980753694319125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287759214937106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850309087919645,0.13214012761471505,0.0,0.0,0.12025097780363313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060818182241686114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504009776043892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Defiant-Sir,2020/02/12,"An anecdote about letting go of the Past. 
A senior monk and a junior monk were traveling together. At one point, they came to a river with a strong current. As the monks were preparing to cross the river, they saw a very young and beautiful woman also attempting to cross. The young woman asked if they could help her cross to the other side.

The two monks glanced at one another because they had taken vows not to touch a woman.

Then, without a word, the older monk picked up the woman, carried her across the river, placed her gently on the other side, and carried on his journey.

The younger monk couldn’t believe what had just happened. After rejoining his companion, he was speechless, and an hour passed without a word between them.

Two more hours passed, then three, finally the younger monk could contain himself any longer, and blurted out “As monks, we are not permitted a woman, how could you then carry that woman on your shoulders?”

The older monk looked at him and replied, “Brother, I set her down on the other side of the river, why are you still carrying her?”

...
Hope you all have a good day.",6.4663714821763625,7.305125663414639,5.928780487804882,80.64288930581615,65.53658536585365,8.454033771106943,31.86679174484053,8.384062270229773,2.431273921200752,871,33,154,11,13,267,116,205,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.9603,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,4,5,2,5,3,0,0,27,0,13,1,1,3,1,28,21,14,0,6,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,10,0,1,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,5,8,4,20,3,26,8,2,42,9,0,3,0,30,16,0,2,16,114,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209245147280402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232641894096937,0.17320309528423505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441874046117174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006907199681984,0.0,0.0,0.1860985696772843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891914831674744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395642572293388,0.0,0.0,0.10652587464153697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809439656542353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387422553402124,0.1385431177513143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606598895531905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107150504352768,0.0,0.0,0.1640586075394099,0.3253332886643936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890526721537052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870756660848865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385720679298826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768069084867664,0.0,0.0,0.17257541539790772,0.0,0.15614620371311785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191102917981626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32270898987323043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628880273287944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904707469915265,0.0,0.0,0.3184505865103759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,izzunnai_leumas8,2020/02/12,"I Have No Self Esteem 
I know this is dumb writing to myself but I hope it works. I’m at an all time low in my life right now and it’s not getting any better. I hate everything about life and especially school. I get bullied most of the days and I hate it. Even if I tell someone about it they do nothing. And i’m usually not one to tell on others but I just can’t take it anymore. I really don’t know what to do and I hope someone can help me. I’m starting to think no one likes me and I don’t like that thought at all. No one even pays attention to me it feels like. And if someone does it makes me feel so good. Even the smallest compliment makes me feel happy but no one ever tells me anything good about myself. Having no self esteem makes everything a lot harder. It makes me feel like I don’t belong here. But it’s hard to find a reason to keep trying. I’ve tried lots of things to help but they haven’t done much for me. If anyone knows something that might help me please tell me as I would really like to know. I’m not seeking attention in anyway, only just for a solution. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this. This is also my first time using reddit so I hope I did this correct. :(",0.08998712998712932,2.2483104633204647,2.0827915057915085,95.5069157014157,87.22393822393823,4.997734877734878,17.513642213642214,6.42735559955562,-0.2471051222651228,946,23,215,10,30,314,127,259,0.13699999999999998,0.644,0.21899999999999997,0.9821,0,0,1,0,0,1,22.0,0,2,2,3,15,18,3,0,7,0,16,2,0,6,4,54,47,19,0,7,13,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,18,8,0,1,14,1,1,0,13,4,0,5,3,5,33,14,26,42,6,18,0,1,0,0,14,8,1,10,15,146,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720379772628404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125836808586917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893364368377816,0.06298693438180605,0.0,0.07412922850570537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966958305449827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618996316244733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883074632842058,0.09218443803513436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849353284384378,0.0814836865393473,0.0,0.0,0.1619185148881493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219123300784348,0.1287081870724903,0.0,0.0,0.08233266960887127,0.07662310159099467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412751498221138,0.0,0.0,0.15111182895333006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958932111820692,0.08069514453058017,0.1778732539964367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113877508479997,0.0,0.0,0.2684131479412476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006839197729651,0.0,0.0,0.19802529065368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725416217247476,0.22004584726719856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316778750886692,0.0,0.0,0.24051984960042005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556201617397757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622011505408879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643542989489413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441656611452384,0.06851088235121884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888220852968456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010567002231773,0.0,0.11541676559177495,0.09261857196015873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692893180855655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911670774688097,0.0,0.0,0.1879488686663307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897676105442397,0.0693489801290112,0.0,0.0,0.06376000265090291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545984277833026,0.0,0.31494008141192203,0.08293475155638655,0.0,0.0,0.059846008180582916,0.05772045506792664,0.0,0.07151448426162532,0.15758137864283195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231856936523786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778013142627406,0.09921181736962924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655802539815047,0.0,0.0,0.06399116580761928,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jotard-mp3,2020/02/12,"I looked at myself (literally) in a positive light Recently, I have been very down, and haven't been able to really like myself.  It has been a common theme throughout my entire life, and recently it was getting worse.  Today, after taking a shower, I decided to look at myself positively.  And it really helped, especially since my appearance was something I was always insecure about.  And you know what?  I find myself to be pretty cute.  It helps so much just to try to ignore your own negativity for a bit, even if it's just for a moment.",4.608539603960394,6.481163653465347,6.508007425742573,70.88993193069308,70.88118811881188,9.802475247524754,25.496287128712872,10.125756701596842,2.873226732673268,423,13,72,12,8,147,68,101,0.107,0.723,0.17,0.7841,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,0,10,1,0,0,0,12,16,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,3,13,2,13,9,3,11,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,2,7,59,19,0,0.21260257204768987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690237118062904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210694509267835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140421993734888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431489923124584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110760690473543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500604514737016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684081355981528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016748404230473,0.10386687773178352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35706523038808685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628735282051753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162932477768273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27239730330747786,0.0,0.4198387826633865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758670445722085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367184678421387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985067546331258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015223793349541,0.0,0.0,0.1443431908210306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175419387481901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166601840624642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hi-I-Need-Friends,2020/02/12,"Don’t know what to do Long story short, I’ve had bad social anxiety and low self esteem since I was a child. I’m now in my late 20s and it’s ruining my life. In addition to the anxiety, I’ve lost all motivation and just do the minimum to hold a full time job. I can’t get myself to start any projects, pick up a hobby, etc. I’ve tried almost all the different SSRIs and they make me feel terrible. The one thing I have tried that makes me feel like a normal human being is Tramadol. For obvious reasons, this isn’t a realistic long term plan. I haven’t tried SNRIs other than Cymbalta, and I haven’t tried any of the MAOIs. Does anyone have any thoughts on what medication could help, based on experience?",2.755833333333332,4.436347361111113,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,75.3888888888889,8.411111111111111,23.805555555555557,9.075114841892004,1.7525805555555558,556,17,117,13,12,188,95,144,0.11900000000000001,0.826,0.055,-0.7783,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,2,6,0,0,10,0,14,2,0,5,3,23,24,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,2,11,1,12,18,5,15,0,3,0,0,6,8,0,1,8,66,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570831797550961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32003202702565464,0.0,0.2400110580525831,0.0,0.0,0.10968752469368734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098034328316635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524835661248476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638963196883406,0.0,0.0,0.13727846130924054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495211210231934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344948320658194,0.0,0.0,0.15863691069948022,0.11206834073092656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195837934723355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514701215472708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566979933159816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621194288836621,0.0,0.17695679498905192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080229727531936,0.07663901900530032,0.0,0.0,0.27765097206944905,0.0,0.0,0.17124271858444404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942459893704998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580305592427126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536998164108288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629953358213788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128903555446655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365017900397796,0.0,0.0,0.12976492666103415,0.0,0.0,0.1599097540940158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103377127146903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421781222650577,0.0,0.0,0.12453768127297801,0.09147246981083776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260191809437075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LisiAlex,2020/02/12,I'm having an anxiety (panic?) attack over the stupidest thing and I just can't understand why I can't stop crying. We ordered from a pizza place and they forgot something I really wanted. I just don't understand. If it were something my mom wanted she would just brush it off while being low-key pissed. It's like I,1.91,4.431124444444446,3.8406349206349217,83.55714285714289,82.33333333333334,6.7746031746031745,20.11111111111111,7.957251820313856,1.2190063492063494,252,7,46,5,7,85,47,63,0.196,0.695,0.11,-0.7549,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,3,4,2,1,3,0,7,2,1,0,0,14,13,4,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,9,1,3,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,3,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965677271029734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671715638333377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579676272922499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473403708889834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750491420940837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755415264728629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536439356766165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504485500242995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615923025594549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634201816380148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602144297401288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889665503476036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770368586473819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191225304177905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682806974807368,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,e17j,2020/02/12,"I did an interview today and my anxiety didn’t get in the way! I’ve been struggling a lot with doing interviews. I am not great in social situations in general, and interviews cause me severe stress to the point of near panic attacks. My heart races, I can’t breathe properly, and struggle to remember what to say when answering questions. I explained this to my doctor and she issued a short-term prescription for Xanax. I took one today before my interview and was so surprised at how effective it was! I was able to be myself and keep calm and personable during the entire interview. Regardless of whether I get the job or not, I’m just so proud of myself with this little accomplishment :) I was so happy to have an interview that I didn’t completely bomb!",5.095734265734265,6.9228975944055975,6.1485314685314725,74.13510489510493,69.55944055944056,10.234965034965038,31.181818181818183,10.436869588844218,3.714264335664337,608,26,104,18,11,202,91,143,0.166,0.715,0.11900000000000001,-0.7555,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,6,10,1,4,8,0,13,4,2,3,0,25,19,14,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,9,1,17,5,17,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,3,79,22,9,0.16302686459578808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247151051916268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854665938000362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872385427506806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747349775652434,0.0,0.0,0.17093056581278662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668649039535304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034961613120522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179737693752247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735451288344456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931876194897579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015769092885447,0.16177900765344136,0.14490576788469348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633957470190315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859961038349136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047122261852396,0.0,0.0,0.19127689950290905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423487699257359,0.0,0.0,0.1541130819824875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262739879798906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846776573990938,0.0,0.0,0.12964550614578604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417395324114247,0.0,0.0,0.1832490263635304,0.0,0.1661853579982393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674672258419595,0.3408621516054817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090608108117437,0.0,0.18112884510219948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940313684020646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ummmmmm69,2020/02/12,"i feel constantly anxious and stressed, but i don’t want to seem like one of those people who self diagnose themselves with everything under the sun so i’ve felt somewhat like constantly anxious and stressed for almost a year. half of the time there’s absolutely no reason too, just sitting there doing nothing and then adrenaline is rushing through my body. the other half of the time it’s in social situations, mostly ending in me wanting to drop dead. i really want to get help, but i don’t want to be seen like one of those qUiRkY girls that self diagnose themselves with shit so they can feel unique. there was this one time in particular witch was the worst experience ever. i was in class, and we were doing presentations in front of the class. we were picking numbers out of a basket, and i was at the end of the line. it took us 30 minutes, and during the whole time i was shaking, i couldn’t talk for fear of crying, my mind was simultaneously blank but there was so many thoughts rushing through my brain. it was honestly one of the worst experiences of my life. it was at the end of the day at school, and when i left i was STILL shaking a little. in the end i got 22/27, but got was i a wreck. i really should go and get help, but beforehand, can i get input to see if i’m just overreacting? i don’t necessarily think i am, but i want an outside perspective.",6.4623333333333335,6.1401939000000025,6.9011111111111125,77.64500000000002,65.55555555555556,10.162962962962963,32.44444444444444,9.725611199111238,2.8011555555555563,1083,39,218,20,15,354,138,270,0.18899999999999997,0.721,0.08900000000000001,-0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,1,0,13,13,1,5,18,0,25,6,3,2,1,42,46,20,1,8,9,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,10,13,0,0,7,0,0,7,5,9,0,6,19,5,26,4,33,24,5,39,0,0,2,0,12,13,1,5,20,153,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991827637662369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379322064188814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002055299719024,0.0,0.11057088168073843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407247860545794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880012469183167,0.06387808748329303,0.0,0.0,0.20106428213608574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509102822336276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895950375669612,0.0,0.0,0.08901840380764459,0.19377687498633414,0.0,0.11145709798418564,0.1001637938768662,0.0,0.0951020914813935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524625724028054,0.0,0.05629154429632263,0.0,0.15843626507698033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327802414431276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761648348047724,0.0,0.06996088373400673,0.14517027976763205,0.0992726165156985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041963124743683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001074797683768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503970570612223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684713040358813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866775752164557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690600889858886,0.1018383530077724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024236847388834,0.07892882948754372,0.09017003307337053,0.2066583713133341,0.0,0.1016718603906479,0.0,0.11133466233330423,0.0,0.10096747079446147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791002588837129,0.0,0.22691944086531346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961143123954073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346627846416543,0.0,0.07863344401959728,0.2310239041126421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100465263497198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914314822894136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29210685349795085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058411139900813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378398563000218
anxiety,ThomAngelesMusic,2020/02/12,"Why did I have to be born as who I am? (19M, first-year college student) I don't want to be me. I don't want to be male. I don't want to be an awkward mess. I don't want to have the shitty, boring personality I have. People have told me I'm one of the nicest people they've met and yet I don't believe them. I get tired of my funny, sarcastic, snarky personality, and my pessimistic worldview that I can't shake.

I get tired of feeling like an outsider wherever I go, and constantly overthinking every interaction. I can't think of the future without internally panicking about a dozen different things.

I hate my body. I panic when too many people look at me. I can't walk through my university's lunchroom without feeling like everyone is judging me. Even when I know they aren't. I just hate my body. I'm the only biological male in my friend group and it makes me anxious that every interaction I have with a girl is them thinking I'm flirting with them (multiple female friends have told me this before, even though they've been nice about it and I've reassured them I have platonic interest).

I'm sick of being an unattractive, boring, unlikable guy. I can't seem to escape myself. I'm nervous about this summer because my parents don't like me going to counseling more than twice a month because of money even though we can well fucking afford it. My parents put so much pressure on me and are so controlling that they don't even realize that they're the primary reason I'm in therapy.

God I can't do this. Why am I me? Why? Why did this have to happen? 7 billion people on this fucking planet and I got stuck as the ***one*** person I'd never ever EVER want to be EVER. I hate myself and I just want to stop existing.

I just want to stop. Please, God, make it all stop for me. This anxiety and depression feels like walls from all sides crushing me slowly. I can't keep existing like this. I'm not suicidal but I don't want to live as myself. I can't be myself. I can't continue being the same person I am. I can't exist as myself.",1.4184057971014497,3.764059294685993,3.6458260869565247,85.31004347826091,82.86473429951691,6.578550724637681,23.451207729468603,7.793537801064563,1.3941578743961354,1604,59,319,30,45,549,182,414,0.149,0.7559999999999999,0.095,-0.8959,4,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,0,6,1,22,26,5,5,13,0,45,7,2,4,6,50,86,20,1,8,7,2,3,5,2,0,3,0,0,8,17,12,0,5,9,0,1,5,22,14,1,5,8,4,64,12,38,70,5,28,0,1,1,2,27,7,2,1,21,218,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878265620571396,0.08680772195787056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368232635821104,0.0,0.06538547693042697,0.08657275936059414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707046093145795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303711858792792,0.08618298459950541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618247948277635,0.0,0.0,0.08028180944488633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300930168189946,0.2085194829658389,0.1294826152502977,0.07342424581823287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165583668375116,0.16468428075395425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536036109623773,0.0,0.0,0.11873332512824135,0.14207532781625173,0.0802918211425145,0.0,0.087340281565968,0.0,0.06145624611593663,0.0,0.0,0.07608402573965566,0.06794966632212415,0.0,0.0,0.22759180721946146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829923225982099,0.0,0.0,0.042229445932638665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770156436478666,0.0,0.06785143541879307,0.0,0.06452653992082798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025830584659068,0.07790405270934071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133323299423413,0.0,0.05648649743876107,0.0,0.05926401374430325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413801744113943,0.05844054751790158,0.0,0.09015559267097736,0.17064422691499787,0.0,0.0,0.21308568991723115,0.26837611341445106,0.0,0.08434762782107529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724577358994783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790046758984932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995256726288919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927259158395858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405086945781264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787363509965561,0.0,0.05104931311356642,0.09847238515654756,0.15099050432904282,0.0,0.0,0.1766333536308196,0.0,0.14684849163646574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625794268149317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908870136763191,0.0,0.277345850722146,0.0,0.0,0.14814270760925685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494826650606562
anxiety,Mateo2203iso,2020/02/12,can we just talk about anxiety attacks for a second just...why they gotta be so bad,0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222235,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,86.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.4209111111111117,65,2,15,1,2,22,17,18,0.431,0.569,0.0,-0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807478927870996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662186201363665,0.0,0.0,0.4155682667810296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000416061574553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491071646462865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stankdawg_,2020/02/12,"advice on anxiety effecting dissociation sometimes i feel like i’m here but not all here. for example. as i was eating tonight i just felt spacey, like when i moved my fingers to eat, like i’m doing it but it almost feels like i’m not. idk it’s really freaking me out. i’m a type one diabetic, and the best way i can describe this feeling is how i feel when my blood sugar is low; spacey, shaky, tingles in my hands, but my blood sugar is controlled and almost every time i feel this way my blood sugar is fine. how do i know of my anxiety is making me dissociate or if something is seriously wrong? my anxiety mimics many symptoms so i know typically my chest pain or pins and needles is anxiety but this is all new",2.068847290640392,4.213085958620695,4.399630541871925,81.96663793103451,79.06896551724137,7.453201970443351,25.529556650246306,8.418075326091056,1.900162561576355,564,22,112,12,14,196,84,145,0.168,0.691,0.141,-0.528,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,8,12,0,1,2,0,12,15,6,5,2,32,25,16,0,1,10,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,4,5,1,9,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,11,19,6,7,23,3,12,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,9,70,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073316002447184,0.0,0.0,0.2884273433646641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406948723611059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113847534862435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615289349330488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29473365193716944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134175342684962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641002714609881,0.20577361524449592,0.138280294643993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582975446025813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814405550516068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961334319829746,0.14601210110771815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530688176368968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390939139663599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759062720718914,0.0,0.1532457821240456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226190522856907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087243693851556,0.1424379270532174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969031056133444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397831486374804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22863028013045456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746156387314258,0.0,0.0
anxiety,droppin_croissants,2020/02/12,"How did you get over driving anxiety? I'm almost 18 and I haven't done driver's ed, but I did take the permit test when I was 16. It took me two tries to pass which was alright. I barely drove afterwards though because of my anxiety and my mom is also a person full of anxiety; and also a backseat driver. So my permit expired. I take the test again on the 13th of this month and I'm feeling pretty good about the outcome of the test.

I now have the desire to drive because it would help my mom out a lot, along with other members of my family. But I'm just *so* anxious! In my mind, driving is extremely easy but it's just the doing-it part that gets messed up.

So how do I overcome this?",0.4795258620689644,2.6290153448275886,2.755409482758619,91.44897629310344,85.20689655172414,5.280172413793104,20.786637931034484,6.6274283507984215,0.3906637931034487,535,17,114,6,16,182,87,145,0.073,0.7659999999999999,0.161,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,0,10,1,11,0,0,4,0,22,21,16,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,7,1,15,2,15,13,3,17,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,5,83,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367349932081524,0.0,0.0,0.2773972434043818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39803969202181055,0.1959360189072632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145287141053215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774876944588994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635022830453332,0.0,0.08769566367823857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812288058096189,0.0,0.0,0.14547189687359152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625210014535192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745112108812874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512333707262806,0.4062579037363773,0.1384368720726723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781688017734985,0.0,0.0,0.15143971655468613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644919979373394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608081765094397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040234234801396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926964383075819,0.11775328530978653,0.0,0.16942411018671522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320565951275582,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anemone14,2020/02/12,"Heart is constantly beating out of my chest I just need to write. 

Since I can remember I have always had worry, fear, nerves and embarrassment for, in retrospect, no reason at all that usually comes in waves. Recently I have noticed that it has gotten worse to the point that I have been getting severe headaches, I can't sit still, I get the sweats, my heart is constantly beating our of my chest, I'm always shaking, and I always have a lump in my throat like I'm going to cry even though I can't even pinpoint why at the time. Yesterday I had to pull over when driving home because I was crying and had to try and regulate my breathing. I don't even know why.

When a social situation happens at work, I go home and overthink it to the point that I'm so scared to go to work the next day because what if I said something that was weird or taken the wrong way or offended someone.

For the past few nights I have been awake for most of the night, maybe until 4am when I THINK I might drift off? In a constant state of building anxiety, worry and overthinking. Today I am at work, sitting at the table in the staff room as I write this because it is at the point where I walk into a room and cant even muster up saying 'good morning' first to anyone who may be in the room because I get myself to a point where I'm convinced I'm not worthy of talking to them.

I get paranoid that everyone is talking about me because I appear SO rude when I'm like this when it is absolutely not my intention. I can't focus. Maybe because I am so tired, or because I just can't shake these damn feelings.

I get home from work, hardly even greet my husband. I cant even face putting a load of washing on or tidying up the kitchen even though the mess isn't THAT bad right now. 

We just bought a house and have to move in 4 weeks as we sold our current one and I am so terrified that I'm not going to be of any help to my husband when it comes to moving. I feel so lazy but every intention is there. I have no idea what to do. I dont even know if I this is anxiety or what the hell it is I'm feeling. 

I have thought about going to talk to someone because I feel like I need to but I am too nervous and if I am formally diagnosed with anything I'll have to declare it on future job applications that ask which could hinder my future job prospects. I don't want a stigma put over my head and be seen as 'mentally ill'


Sorry if this is dramatic and weird and selfish and if I just sound lazy but things just feel on top of me right now. I just needed to write it down.",4.527293233082709,4.44684653195489,5.466306390977447,85.48280545112785,69.5827067669173,8.454511278195488,29.594924812030076,8.07648339933343,1.7860533834586467,1993,69,435,24,32,657,230,532,0.152,0.799,0.049,-0.9924,3,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,4,0,1,8,36,21,4,6,23,0,49,15,9,3,1,71,91,44,0,10,22,2,6,3,0,2,5,3,7,0,28,21,1,1,12,0,2,18,15,16,0,2,14,10,59,5,64,71,3,86,1,0,1,0,19,36,2,14,31,294,87,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324774914872653,0.0,0.0,0.044472507840549784,0.0,0.1000577388481794,0.0,0.0,0.04572741685218399,0.0,0.05381652823843931,0.0,0.06113778673471541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054604138196002176,0.31892542292189346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126682231196306,0.0,0.2120142282436168,0.0,0.05221454152479109,0.0,0.1436720536248004,0.04217594435826221,0.0,0.0,0.0663770340496137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664532308095501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455551858758004,0.0,0.0551001712850219,0.06249006499038692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359031160949933,0.1653345757403918,0.04671995057639036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562703664413822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083733940602194,0.0,0.1858343865338252,0.054852277394221036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783074810269585,0.0,0.058583268865406726,0.0,0.06711664975770351,0.0,0.0,0.15499258369631266,0.04383453149287427,0.0,0.19679692035030832,0.0,0.0,0.07545987562558952,0.0,0.07382575962728333,0.0,0.0,0.1297937541249209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188145527218526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584967057059066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140105491199433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590524686850698,0.06937635863232057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901427714695533,0.0,0.1454741391811874,0.0,0.0,0.0695509288456631,0.12274215133587114,0.0,0.0,0.07445542904824988,0.0,0.0,0.04431500388834005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242926487095005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472869102166638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148499812496214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723946942081259,0.06457209120273998,0.0,0.07408256115704538,0.11169812810636537,0.062207949789251364,0.052006676243600766,0.06547425504740716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738805026372871,0.0,0.054097445546272695,0.07350947263321671,0.0,0.0666644634803043,0.11082209249651424,0.050346151209878766,0.0,0.0732070898993697,0.0,0.0,0.05222648718586257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576919766947628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043447159158823946,0.04190404463550519,0.12850532304834605,0.05191826947756471,0.03813377837835117,0.07516474718163857,0.06198913485438056,0.0,0.0,0.0444005750162581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202605070479859,0.0,0.038573109763246516,0.05190945095302656,0.05245788881134168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802205145794832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904404867781964,0.13282856769454665,0.06664558751115078,0.0,0.0715018441318961,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4N0NYMS,2020/02/12,"sedated off 4 clonazepam :( i jst want to feel better. anyone have any advice on calming these attacks, could really use it right now. I’m currently falling apart 💔",2.7300000000000004,5.733579666666667,4.248333333333335,77.9625,85.66666666666666,7.0,27.5,8.07648339933343,2.728,130,6,20,3,4,43,29,30,0.21,0.595,0.195,-0.128,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664906323959153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550441560567383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622408990636262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266689937958022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316977289542568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994437310534911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896345377593432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402640855033069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202872538484354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32391934614436785,0.0,0.0,0.2212118610743388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MiiKeYxC,2020/02/12,"Anxiety from hunger So today I skipped lunch at work so I went 10 hours without food ... towards the end of the day I started having a panic attack so I started doing breathing exercises it didn’t help... i started driving home which took an hour and 15 mins and it was HORRIBLE I was about to stop on the shoulder... I got home and ate 10 stuff shells, orange fruitcup, and had a piece of birthday cake when I was done eating EVERYTHING went away immediately so you get anxiety like that from hunger..?",2.7006250000000023,5.249076145833332,3.7644166666666656,85.17225000000002,79.20833333333334,6.34,27.30833333333333,7.554174236665415,1.7156408333333335,394,17,74,6,10,127,68,96,0.187,0.7879999999999999,0.025,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,1,1,6,0,8,9,2,0,0,6,17,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,4,6,1,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,11,0,9,1,11,6,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,12,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26044040421968057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936533452957057,0.1599302015912839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977981436977506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419732685740053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741807229033547,0.0,0.0,0.15076713769071615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298554215563867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583444271828105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893454168143775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614295961929396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409695274152418,0.0,0.34149528778906085,0.0,0.33527092040377804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831624061436672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199720125913703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36145434931137416,0.0,0.0,0.14231412989463493,0.0,0.0,0.19486471878897127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613515908369632,0.0,0.18912412238188084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155970297770683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640889896032055,0.0,0.12392444084600825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MelodicMozart,2020/02/12,"Please help me!!!!😔 Today I had this very scary feeling that I was dying and I felt myself semi aware of my surroundings. I think it was a panic attack but I am not entirely sure. Now I’m scared it could be a warning that I might die soon, and it has been making me break down and cry because I’m scared for the end right now. Is this a panic attack? I’m not ready to leave the earth, and I told my mom and I don’t want to leave her yet😔😔😔😓",-1.4128547854785474,0.4192170792079217,1.3618069306930711,100.29010313531357,91.07920792079209,4.158745874587459,13.367161716171616,5.46131890053228,-1.2592184818481846,339,5,87,2,12,117,65,101,0.369,0.5539999999999999,0.077,-0.99,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,4,5,0,11,0,0,1,1,16,20,6,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,2,13,1,5,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734055493162246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100042053608174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103125901954016,0.0,0.1802709506071432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34064776224110543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535583101410318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829807060871698,0.0,0.15757467635848604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000180567162378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475449564851795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954702165588567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740984666784447,0.0,0.19220772323035326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851036149798212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801473176900613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015201444365746,0.0,0.0,0.32861244479777385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546750118408578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051572907902349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555603888936769,0.15681746220093906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541080760474108,0.09679838200202084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beautifully_green,2020/02/12,"Not sure who'll benefit but... I've been doing exposure therapy for my GAD and now the whole world isnt so scary (I'm not filled with fear). 

At first I thought exposure therapy was barbaric but honestly it's the most challenging and exciting experience I've had and I've had a lot of exciting experiences. I hope someone may benefit from my positive experience enough to atleast give it a go. 

My anxiety hasnt been cured but it makes new things alot easier to swallow and be able to pull through.",4.8726951399116345,6.250222690721652,6.480265095729012,73.28340206185571,69.51546391752578,12.55316642120766,35.50662739322533,12.031772070788634,5.0453163475699565,399,21,77,17,7,137,68,97,0.076,0.653,0.271,0.9772,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,5,0,11,1,0,1,1,18,17,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,6,0,5,8,9,8,5,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,50,10,1,0.1933809047472982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479358628248706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981416857822787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674908951875739,0.0,0.21760728093248247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448969878937084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855085848925787,0.10990282463258827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920708721835037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644055298495574,0.0,0.0,0.12908325554615646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867684828376308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638510130476305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225921415532614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442295835782996,0.0,0.1284736803257682,0.0,0.0,0.1535228375126814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590287412011452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LuckyTheCoder,2020/02/13,Why do I complain so much? Hey guys! So I'm a 14 year old middle schooler who gets annoyed easily at my sister. I also complain a lot. Mainly it's with things like school and where I'm at. Anxiety is also a problem. How can I change this?,-0.7942016806722698,1.3517768627451048,2.2906442577030823,91.61647058823529,94.09803921568628,4.4829131652661065,19.050420168067227,6.1826913282559595,0.12728907563025205,184,6,39,2,7,65,40,51,0.24100000000000002,0.6659999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.7752,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670134616062738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233738784933488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088899223471254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255431327509789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28911901941584345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265305155555655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482420431868109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464848358067531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063975798627519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793979074020975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955125480403959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398720303983588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26347830448082515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803394617121225
anxiety,PizzaWaffleDonuts,2020/02/13,"Help with some questions about benzodiazepines? I have had anxiety since I can remember.
Over the years, I’ve managed to get progress in some aspects of life.

But I still can’t get over the shaky hands or head when I’m at a social event.
Even sweaty hands that are such a pain.

I remember just handing money to a girl that I know and my hand was shaking, not badly, but noticeable.

Also for example a doctor was placing some headphones on my head and I was avoiding twitching my head/neck.

It was hard.

I want to use a medication to help me.
It doesn’t have to be something really heavy, but if any of you could recommend an OTC medicine that could help me with my anxiety?",2.9162531328320784,5.00486157142857,3.8152067669172967,87.45007832080202,76.14285714285714,7.4408521303258155,26.87280701754386,8.344100000000001,1.8255769423558887,531,21,108,10,12,170,87,133,0.098,0.755,0.14800000000000002,0.8288,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,3,8,0,14,11,6,1,0,24,20,9,0,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,5,5,14,0,16,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,7,4,74,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614839539863126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727181873216332,0.0,0.2413485576967037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171025199632927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518926458437007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145840488810093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041888996740734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483021080037474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130828468228354,0.0,0.4856747754724411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171988816127971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669237259801266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141976063044952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589112095696696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959340896909876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678515036518765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648096578946486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671018770368901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105530676117908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35738803398026364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048806227252105,0.0,0.0,0.16080087653198827,0.0,0.1214395919792014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597513696565668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624079030342265,0.0,0.0,0.09304192273784906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158242766016393
anxiety,Ypsiowns3013,2020/02/13,"Currently Panicking Okay.

So I'm currently in the middle of a full blown panic attack and I need to calm down.

I am so scared of doctors, HUGE trigger for me, and to make it even better another trigger is any kind of health issue. 

The past few days I've noticed the side of my nose had a small bump right on the side of it (where my sinuses are) 

Well, today I noticed it's getting pretty large and when I touch it, it feels like bone, and my right side was blocked as well, and of course I idiotly WebMD'd and it's all bad right now and I've been trying to go to the free clinic for a few weeks now but my husband and I are on opposite schedules and I'd like some support to be completely honest, I'm trying to wait until Tuesday.

My heart won't stop, my hands are drenched, and that blurred vision, I'm shaking so bad I'm scared I'm gonna have a seizure. Sorry for ranting, I just thought maybe reddit could take me out of this.

Okay thanks.",2.0086861749776053,3.6730349746192914,3.36494475962974,91.5775097043894,77.42639593908629,6.259659599880563,24.78620483726485,7.048011613610866,0.8876798447297705,738,26,161,8,17,241,117,197,0.121,0.696,0.183,0.8808,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,21,2,4,9,2,12,8,4,3,1,26,28,17,0,2,2,1,3,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,11,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,8,2,0,4,4,15,14,23,20,5,31,0,0,0,0,1,16,0,2,15,94,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960982271879442,0.14817983656210665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076484375795316,0.0,0.0,0.23598223408380875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249805688850213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816482657776509,0.0,0.0,0.11282756735811035,0.0,0.0,0.09113570787008424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464065826160624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333642954576868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145250130030052,0.10095460415222632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383062593764839,0.0,0.08031188688746095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502099570973245,0.0,0.16745752874896316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749488862606172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715657265989235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807756545395009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432805620006007,0.0,0.14196870202308182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478238920943464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32177338690716495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658012919364073,0.0,0.0,0.13490000834346327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437669338356046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620436291692461,0.0,0.0,0.2829595245254041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818922517572412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814466113210685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603612211423211,0.0,0.0,0.1062503879299226,0.0,0.0,0.13010275731912296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121873691798138,0.0,0.0,0.13394895529117815,0.0,0.0,0.1918855829082466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133534032950526,0.0,0.2541161475531969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Peanutisnutty,2020/02/13,"I feel like I’ve lost control of my life I’m a 20 year old in my 2nd year of college, I switched majors twice. I just feel a constant wave of sadness because I overthink everything. Brain fog is daily, I find it super hard to do the things I used to enjoy. Trying to study is impossible. I don’t know what to do. Any advice is appreciated.",1.15466800804829,3.145248169014085,3.655855130784712,86.91746478873242,81.39436619718309,5.74728370221328,24.227364185110666,6.868970318607317,0.8860969818913481,264,10,56,3,7,92,50,71,0.092,0.727,0.18,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,3,0,6,2,1,2,0,7,12,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,9,3,8,11,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436975145523809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959131131349872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520236414327524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27839771172888106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694981141597935,0.2797080657084107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413242569017972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25219452526315994,0.1781617018576918,0.0,0.0,0.2279346616504208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340123978474444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705624947484188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614899733109998,0.1218376034269264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722347272633712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616890870487228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568125011094836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931700292410348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153897878774121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211933444758591
anxiety,mvxn,2020/02/13,"Is it major depression, some anger-anxiety disorder, something else? I tend to have a pessimistic/nihilist view on life and it makes me irritated with people and things to the point where I get anxiously angry.

For example: Today my supervisor was being demanding and rushy which irritated me. I just thought, “Is this really that fucking important? I’m only interning here anyway.” I do a shitty job of ‘faking happiness’ so my colleagues could sense I was irritated.

I did feel pretty bad considering this been a hectic week for them due to a big event coming up. They also did ask me if I was okay and what not but I remained passive aggressive because I just wanted to leave. I just can’t stand authoritative/pushy behavior and have a hard time responding to it.

This is just one example. Even though I am able to stay motivated when I am in such a down mood, I question why I am the way I am. Am I depressed? Bitter? Sad? Lost? Anxious? All of the above? 

Can anyone relate?",2.4621442687747006,5.26748464130435,4.473992094861663,77.88286561264825,83.02173913043478,7.9106719367588925,25.75494071146245,8.710501217029153,2.5882913043478264,770,32,135,21,22,262,127,184,0.24,0.711,0.049,-0.9834,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,13,12,3,0,9,1,21,2,0,2,1,23,32,11,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,8,4,23,2,15,22,3,17,0,4,1,1,5,7,1,3,6,102,33,2,0.16513975952419238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206220602814486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633146402860834,0.3731218461972176,0.0,0.11546955954997525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438338292622655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788480131033712,0.10066766463411587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422532803564731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185066043553606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844692657930537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189264471452532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795307881135127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907325369556377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834996243100194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526690466534826,0.08627870845917167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757943447748535,0.147932787779225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638757298448468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748591610372033,0.0,0.0,0.11664309591483447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026955523251129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102320718136467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190297490416123,0.12559622860071282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448711621921052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611045063782486,0.0,0.0,0.1680065042513202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499432467652246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579275859641273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713265488040568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601701110862264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097115183213649,0.0,0.1622489752721632,0.1311025227720685,0.09629432179732393,0.0,0.15653318274367986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740370879100284,0.13108025448721014,0.13246515401356845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901294712411595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoMoreSmokeForMe,2020/02/13,Can anyone explain if they have felt a feeling such a tingling sensation on or in ur head when feeling anxious I may suffer from medical anxiety disorder as Im Constantly worrying about my body and all these pains or slightly weird feelings I get Recently quit smoking too so all this anxiety is really coming down on top me like a wall of bricks Goddd haha I just need someone out there that has felt this to give me some sort of explanation please and  ✌️,4.508041733547351,6.316430943820226,5.8090208667736745,76.0603370786517,71.02247191011236,9.580096308186198,32.939004815409305,9.957137785484203,3.659929695024077,370,18,65,10,7,124,74,89,0.187,0.687,0.126,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,0,0,3,1,5,5,2,0,2,20,15,8,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,5,7,2,11,12,3,11,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,6,4,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979362342699618,0.21998976785917854,0.0,0.13615992662500967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630142185871107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774287778521674,0.0,0.21043423361252148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317775044897986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953844137860631,0.0,0.37394317786582976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173852449845892,0.18680301095439525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984942809838413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103420984243988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513536961943103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961702519141208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439002156901762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072067278621812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375535085272868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071196030487868,0.0,0.0,0.12474919194361822,0.0,0.19227264091058285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499431874244086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977580331014346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hospitalmusic_,2020/02/13,"Anxious thoughts: I feel like they are taking over¿ I want to overcome this or at least make it less severe I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression/maybe bipolar type 2 (I quit seeing the psychiatrist before she had figured it out) since I was in elementary school; I’m now 19. I never got help with this until a year ago when I was briefly seeing a psychiatrist through my university and taking medication. I stopped seeing the psychiatrist and taking the pills suddenly because I freaked myself out and cancelled all of my appointments and couldn’t bring myself to go back since I couldn’t find a therapist like I was being told I had to every week. Fast forward a year and I have dropped out of school, overall think I’m doing better than when I was younger (not as suicidal at least) and STILL haven’t found anybody to talk to. I have a lot of anxiety around seeing someone and it takes a lot out of me to look and contact them so it’s a slow process, so far nobody that I have reached out to has openings /: 

I didn’t put this together as a problem until the last month or so but I’ve realized that within the last several months (or possibly longer) I have started regularly having thoughts that I think* are the result of anxiety; so maybe I’m not doing as “okay enough” as I thought. 

I regularly (multiples times a week) will have a sudden thought like “my boyfriend is only with me to have a place to live,” “my mom hasn’t been talking to me as a punishment because she doesn’t like me,” “I can’t go to x because everyone will talk about me and think x about me” and instead of dropping it and being able to get on with things with some effort I think it’s fact, get very upset, and then fall into a place where I just lay in bed and want to disappear (this can last for a few hours or days). My boyfriend has started back at school again and every day when he’s in class I have been walking around the mall for hours because if I stay home I’m unable to distract myself and it happens bad and I want to be limiting it as much as I’m able to. 

Am I right to assume this is a symptom of anxiety? I’ve always had thoughts like this but until more recently I have been able to get over it rather than it hitting me so hard and often. It used to just be things like “everyone is staring at me” rather than convincing myself of things like my parents regret having me even though I know while I’m writing this there is no way that’s true. 
What do you think I could try to limit these thoughts or hopefully even make them less severe like they used to be? 

TLDR: 
I get sudden thoughts where I convince myself people don’t care about me etc and it makes me feel awful for hours-days when I finally have the realization that I’m being irrational. I’d like advice on what I could try to stop this from happening as frequently. Reminding myself I don’t have reasons to feel how I do/CBT charts aren’t helping rn",4.639097295398663,5.420553506849316,5.343493150684932,83.42335440814894,69.58219178082193,8.455497014401121,29.70038637161925,8.617729084823388,2.122205971197752,2304,86,466,36,39,747,249,584,0.114,0.792,0.09300000000000001,-0.7997,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,4,5,32,24,1,3,23,2,55,4,0,8,4,99,112,51,1,13,14,2,4,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,31,33,0,4,22,1,0,8,14,8,0,0,21,10,66,16,77,78,13,80,0,1,6,0,18,27,0,12,52,325,97,5,0.18722524696684786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060984781490808285,0.05532129497037517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051928801259414084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096906862880308,0.07050374584158048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111134425719447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095976438795139,0.05210842027117588,0.15217436371876725,0.0,0.05310496512592082,0.0,0.0,0.05519517208128827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362953906376989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965608336401807,0.0,0.0,0.12074479553538466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448457619332543,0.06960188037565776,0.08244033990549655,0.0,0.10516356368550507,0.1192678312256774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466671035567407,0.0445845846141631,0.0,0.06836536885146974,0.057040161285454624,0.0,0.0,0.06842760653770799,0.0,0.0,0.13042328547077436,0.0,0.07093628163917941,0.0,0.049913711117064566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037511171460672,0.0,0.05590568216533828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366209100203399,0.0,0.06260072937376622,0.061985638355703525,0.12291943640554527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0342980331232569,0.15261356489881814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27440639566646097,0.0,0.05510777439908696,0.0,0.05240735118959283,0.0,0.0,0.10611480648868256,0.0,0.0,0.12497430617823975,0.0,0.1253952835745216,0.0,0.0,0.06286991307470909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309198214525184,0.09962760393059382,0.0,0.04587736631121694,0.0,0.04813321751039745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746441233701062,0.0,0.0,0.06929716004750648,0.0,0.0,0.043266137463247235,0.0,0.13040702281189795,0.0,0.0,0.07035611161494594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059716425341788414,0.0,0.06273769505396139,0.0,0.06637903205347392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416624540092287,0.06162078145255705,0.0,0.0,0.053296445976106166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948194540933933,0.19892570893085032,0.0,0.0,0.21151123752474146,0.0,0.10324977268219633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052878448062039805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834599563079502,0.06651906738496148,0.04983944135881184,0.10435245990392768,0.0,0.06524282636302407,0.0,0.06826467743150122,0.0,0.0,0.06486623962175521,0.18769344699945792,0.1504845615456446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246098070438653,0.12438413482015664,0.19994396405370654,0.061315951516809214,0.34681717660018385,0.03639084904397386,0.0,0.0,0.0596339156128387,0.0,0.08474243526833801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780166694094163,0.0,0.05149347885390733,0.11043030149992956,0.049536895474789115,0.1001205332426669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037794708387112
anxiety,darebear76,2020/02/13,"Therapy Hey guys, first time poster here so bear with me. 

I’ve always had trouble with GAD. Some days it’s fine others it’s horrible and I don’t even want to leave my house. My fiancé and I tried to look up some possible ways to help me control my anxiety but unfortunately nothing works. 

So my question is: would therapy help? My regular doctor tries to prescribe medication but I don’t take them due to being anxious about possible side effects.",1.0981782945736462,3.5835833139534903,2.9739069767441895,83.95287596899226,99.5813953488372,6.479379844961241,24.337984496124033,7.554174236665415,2.0501249612403107,359,16,65,9,15,119,62,86,0.138,0.772,0.09,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,13,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,11,1,9,6,2,7,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,4,40,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032783460672505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820830573585896,0.20410013686010656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263127006498627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651404238526507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849183835972311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932759356724955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536736403639562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888685149309635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421920143347528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846326693582146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912982531720907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171318094652586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820010796555924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335303443175956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40734550592024266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023862573024693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583766991051752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41321257016602697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534727171829436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453194852226704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656095587829932,0.14340354580233472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315263433099542,0.0,0.0,0.12833930233315058,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,broccolifries,2020/02/13,"Sometimes I have these anxiety lows and it feels like everyone hates me I know deep down that's not true, but it doesn't feel that way. I know it's just my mind playing tricks and the only reason I feel this way is because I always set the bar so high for myself that I feel deeply disappointed in me when I fail my own expectations. This makes me start criticizing myself and I enter this deep dark hole where I just stop liking myself as I feel I'm always failing what I hoped I'd be/do/say. It's really difficult to exit this loop, but it gets better eventually.
Does anyone else feel this way?",3.008114754098358,4.6668716147541005,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,74.65573770491805,7.50295081967213,21.21639344262295,8.238735603445708,0.9763973770491808,475,11,98,8,10,158,78,122,0.237,0.652,0.111,-0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,13,2,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,23,17,8,0,2,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,3,1,1,9,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,6,19,6,5,17,1,16,0,4,0,0,0,8,0,1,5,56,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27874378351415324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281356382025965,0.0,0.0,0.11711861189670235,0.1716216646495104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210532707304276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813851585745855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465787734453152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399232244431412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600516751835564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081526316303184,0.1196607229548336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875108782813455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165369761253452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769710082179165,0.0,0.1663634720980248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410522268963792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366228608206235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180632616619936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912539887157824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738990267655828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730361390330116,0.17221601099166875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320126414971153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656599686711462,0.0,0.11855606370264647,0.0,0.0,0.14003596649246994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398856742307852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CityofBridges35,2020/02/13,"Dealing with nausea that has no apparently physical cause? I know nausea is one of the most common symptoms of anxiety, and after having a full panel of GI tests done, they ruled out anything physical to explain my intermittent bouts of nausea.  My doctor and psychologist believe it all stems back to anxiety.  But it's really brutal sometimes. 

My biggest fear is throwing up in public, which by the way has never actually happened.  So I can usually talk myself through it/breathe through it when I feel  wave of nausea coming on, because I know I am not actually going to throw up.  But it's still disruptive to my day and stresses me out.  I find it's worse when I have something coming up that day.  And it's a vicious cycle.  I feel nauseated seemingly out of nowhere, then I am anxious that I'm going to actually be sick at whatever I have to attend that day. 

My doctor did prescribe Zofran for me to take as needed when I feel nauseated.  But of course, being anxious means  I'm afraid to start any new medications for fear of side effects. 

How do you gals and guys deal with your anxiety-related nausea and try to keep it from disrupting your life. 

I will also note that I am not taking any anti-depressants right now, although my doctor has wanted me to start them for years.",6.3347677595628396,6.887717586065577,7.341704918032786,71.3989234972678,65.76229508196721,10.113224043715846,33.889617486338786,10.047579312681364,3.5164669945355183,1017,43,176,22,15,343,142,244,0.127,0.8590000000000001,0.013999999999999999,-0.9779,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,2,1,9,6,2,4,4,0,18,7,0,3,2,36,40,18,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,13,13,0,1,10,0,0,7,4,6,0,1,2,3,28,0,38,35,3,39,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,2,18,129,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.3299456693180837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012856425979383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328383650564675,0.0,0.1724350034151282,0.2546446655945752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274498242126204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666166552647424,0.0,0.0687027148321728,0.0,0.0,0.12697770923926055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577704686700853,0.0,0.19416734439590452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805237235537014,0.2323837293956128,0.09707094585600637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34606894937322946,0.0,0.11533431896467705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25364446128367124,0.17095809955704575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030085183603744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281034468517433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159370880027483,0.09966290825059178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017562243834148,0.0,0.0,0.12387726454773047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960547594806171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276662864483838,0.0,0.11353643554515587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356786116791642,0.08692351683318268,0.10884927887320532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637048303102219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220044044505487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624776315757708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260059644685443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676429085596879,0.111466168445635,0.0,0.15954355506566434,0.0,0.0900047772408583,0.0,0.1291009284604757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714159084521884,0.1694772897345913,0.09058641824516407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651795246121965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412645380788677,0.0,0.06647516114520463,0.08945841126736027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485400572089395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725770496731525
anxiety,BioFrosted,2020/02/13,"I have social anxiety and methyl-phobia and I'm getting fed up about it; I need to solve it. **Explanation: methylphobia is the fear of drinking alcohol.**

For I don't know how long, I've had the fear of going out because I have this set idea that ""everyone is going to drink and I won't feel good there"". It led me to serious social deprivation, to a point where I don't go out at night because I'm afraid I'll get somewhere where people will drink and I'll have to drink too or they'll mock me. 

I don't have strong social anxiety though. When I'm at school, for instance, I have no problems with being in the spotlight and talking in front of a class, I tend to integrate groups and talk with them properly, I have friends, all is well. But when we mention parties, **I instantly start panicking**. It is like if I had **party anxiety.** 

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**TL;DR:** I  have a fear of going out (especially at night, during the day it is fine) because I don't feel well in:

* Crowds
* Events that include heavy alcohol
* House parties

Funny enough, I don't mind going to a bar. If I get invited to drink a beer socially and catch up with friends, I'd be down. **It's the general idea of knowing I'm going to a place with drunk people that frightens me, and I don't know why.** 

​

Thanks for any help provided!",0.3981673596673616,2.852272926923081,2.3543866943866973,90.69872141372144,92.80769230769228,5.733887733887732,22.027027027027025,7.2228458231874715,1.0560343035343038,1011,39,207,19,37,335,131,260,0.136,0.753,0.11,-0.6908,0,0,10,0,0,0,65.0,1,0,2,1,11,17,1,4,11,0,25,11,0,2,1,34,48,16,0,4,4,0,2,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,10,16,11,0,7,8,0,9,8,8,2,0,3,2,23,9,34,40,2,34,0,1,0,0,15,16,0,3,9,127,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515297645579756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877177373649309,0.2105193221806024,0.05890842074158247,0.0,0.19880518318147095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841859873882408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055866385685691265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243008505700097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950746543785235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277453238798595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29243385965590896,0.08760107512502838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385354329264826,0.0,0.13577499929868664,0.0,0.2953881603287551,0.07265749543421343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806335530819625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995438346758992,0.0,0.19557965677508227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282159528330698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232092286586485,0.0,0.0,0.07666098499884824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746722451027975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423183080979869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258463137596474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011065381001335,0.0,0.09050537955150076,0.0,0.0818892505632817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288905956872003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766979475824352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532158138947065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131408948698752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925285173202218,0.0,0.07975327112752797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510927318070671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577374708502176,0.0,0.07816618627621304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105193221806024,0.0
anxiety,Jkerb_was_taken,2020/02/13,"""Are you busy"" gives me anxiety Hi all, New poster, lurker for sometime. 

 I was wondering if anyone gets anxious when someone texts them,  ""Are you busy"" and expecting the person to be free to answer or help.  I could be creating this myself, but this is the way my mom asks if I'm available to talk on the phone. Even if I don't currently have a task I am working on,  sometimes I just don't want to talk.  I get anxious and start to think badly and go into the spiral of the IF questions, and denigration of myself and my Mom. 

does this happen to anyone else?",6.070476190476192,5.293588428571429,6.861428571428572,79.11690476190478,66.5,9.609523809523813,31.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.363834523809524,432,14,87,6,6,144,74,112,0.098,0.851,0.051,-0.6408,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,1,21,22,12,0,7,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,14,2,12,18,1,9,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,7,4,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818197570913015,0.3785873597963433,0.0,0.2343219306637197,0.17168372794523806,0.0,0.0,0.15664480097896724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990454704314542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378201767180795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663178051631826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997382467753186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067096596422277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508504942876654,0.16073760931577166,0.09522749202535398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481716383734863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231108989113336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924855369362889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182927299153516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630582671448755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770413383828946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197197470130155,0.0,0.3314397520946649,0.0,0.11859893696143295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693547326959954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736487339040772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883048479039344,0.1330003267659532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171030345427625,0.12198475665773985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hollow_Crow,2020/02/13,"I'm trying to end my friendship with the only person i trust. how do i start again? Our relationship has just become too toxic and our conversations always lead to someone getting hurt. i blame my anxiety for me not being able to be the person someone would want to be friends with, avoiding to many conversations, or going out for lunch.
I want to start again fresh.
How do i find someone to begin a new friendship?
How do i stop myself ruining the next?",4.328078817733992,6.2166126781609234,5.261740558292281,79.47517241379313,71.64367816091955,7.270279146141214,27.37110016420361,7.957251820313856,1.847654844006569,361,13,64,5,7,118,56,87,0.14400000000000002,0.675,0.18,0.5484,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,4,0,17,16,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,12,12,0,12,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,1,9,46,12,1,0.1929876980829528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605812247271759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763506080290034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131397502592324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709298187179371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638725978087974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910181681220566,0.0,0.10082810697484673,0.0,0.10967935622378967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659732226431135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565923523915005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638872139098014,0.2052446063089202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677584075082192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33701882816701584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719656411127155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905535509508036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27319537201068955,0.0,0.0,0.16134635701443584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102597895311674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276582889363372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709292363056938,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ericsalvail69,2020/02/13,"I’m stressing out about gifts for my girlfriend So my sister and my parents have anxiety, like big time. So I tend to also stress. And recently, i bought a perfume for my girlfriend, and i’m stressed out about if she likes it or not. She hasn’t really used it and she’s telling me it’s because she wants to finish her others, but she also told me that her friend said she smelled like a boy. Also, i just bought a card for Valentine’s Day and I’m scared she won’t like it. I don’t know what to do about that, I’m always stressing out about if she will like stuff I do/buy for her. Any advice?",0.6257177468201078,2.606569015748036,2.064094488188978,97.66411265899455,83.25196850393702,4.852574197456088,20.005451241671715,5.8734145424116955,-0.23764760751059955,463,13,108,3,13,149,67,127,0.10800000000000001,0.753,0.139,0.7096,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,5,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,17,18,14,0,3,6,2,0,5,3,2,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,4,3,22,6,14,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,20,4,0,3,9,70,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400742129031316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35355315206984983,0.12262293275892942,0.0,0.0,0.10021607097781976,0.0,0.11273699129180186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983486195214459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950409059124454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138570345833409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099022714633175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35998559767691474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363599372226356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440844682935524,0.0,0.14550925030721276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018180251530407,0.0,0.14754222124321092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6752434231731065,0.0,0.1687024113713274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880712684141069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859321325956968,0.0,0.0,0.1408175318319932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727962360004555,0.0,0.0,0.08692213894769549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kay0Oola_zoomermann,2020/02/13,"Anxiety Tick I have an anxious tick where I will scratch my arms to the point that will start bleeding and my arms have a couple cuts ,and scars all over my arms from it and I have been trying to stop and my mom has figured out that it's a tick but my dad just keeps saying to stop and that it's easy to stop, but I can't I scratch, bounce my leg, and other thing when I'm anxious but the worst is the scratching does anyone have tips on how to stop",1.6125510204081657,2.9033726530612283,2.432397959183671,99.44206632653062,77.57142857142857,5.308163265306123,20.413265306122447,5.148860815047168,-0.4735346938775509,352,8,87,1,8,110,56,98,0.218,0.7440000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,6,0,10,5,4,1,1,19,13,11,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,11,0,9,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473008080706746,0.4569975805861296,0.0,0.1414264800721234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379935158903344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700107306551718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977999649487622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23688712281812485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120321946517102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084707310624505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316227377643487,0.0,0.0,0.6764012484026197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343740629134689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732280259840954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kyyface,2020/02/13,"Tips for obsessive skin picking When I’m stressed I literally can’t stop picking my skin. I give myself pimples on my face picking holes in my skin and often make myself bleed. When it becomes a scab it’s almost impossible to resist picking off. I hate seeing myself break out, so I’ve started doing it in more hidden places like my head, and recently around and just on the surface of my ear. I’m worried I’m going to permanently damage myself doing this.

The sensation is so relaxing for me, and once I start I can’t stop. Sometimes I do it without realizing. It’s like I’m addicted to it and don’t know how to make myself stop. Any tips? Please don’t make me feel like a freak about this, or tell me I am damaging myself - because I’m really ashamed of it and know it’s not good.",1.8212499999999991,4.024890625000001,4.018750000000002,84.06125,80.25,6.75,25.0,7.865858978985527,1.5794375000000005,620,24,122,11,16,213,87,160,0.191,0.721,0.08800000000000001,-0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,1,3,4,0,9,9,6,8,0,29,26,12,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,8,0,3,4,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,0,6,21,5,17,26,1,19,0,2,1,0,2,9,0,3,11,77,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819312620829903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711303876035513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348875718854765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856464766577726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173265361211466,0.184313375854362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843829881973254,0.11922397418727093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009304011557815,0.09484562303630716,0.13997674277220734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647661794127603,0.17127401933280867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343325842997105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459740451312426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33419473530618743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777290116852217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743612019279146,0.18319160801610304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691196725459272,0.0,0.16478059672143547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298718487567912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505532760459588,0.0,0.2362466936450648,0.0,0.0,0.4185745508329315,0.19116828306065065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586643239580474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087293456768836,0.0,0.0,0.16948166180370067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boyman_godshit,2020/02/13,"Curious about new medication combination: (75 mg wellbutrin, 7.5 mg buspar x2 a day, 15 mg mirtazapine at night) About five months ago l started 150 mg of wellbutrin. My shrink decided to take me off of lexapro- i think l was taking 15 mg. I was feeling totally numb on lexapro- i think the wellbutrin was supposed to counteract the lack of feelings and sex drive. It totally did.
l have depression, OCD (intrusive thoughts, compulsions, skin picking) and horrible anxiety.
Wellbutrin has been a life saver for depression. It gave me a shit ton of energy and makes me feel super excited all the time. The only problem is my anxiety has gotten a lot worse. ive been dealing with horrible dissociative episodes. One that landed me in a psych ward for a few hours. I didnt do inpatient because l work fulltime. They said l was having a PTSD episode.
I started seeing a new doctor and he prescribed me buspar and mirtazapine almost immediately. He also cut my wellbutrin in half.
l started taking the buspar yesterday. So far, l feel warm, drowsy and cozy. Like l am wrapped in a warm blanket. No increase of anxiety or stress. ln fact, l instantly felt better. I havent taken the mirtazapine yet though.
l feel like l am really heavily medicated and it’s making me nervous. Should l trust this combination? Worried l am going to ruin my brain or something",3.3959101382488512,6.322244927419359,4.94573732718894,75.37967741935483,79.56451612903227,8.381566820276499,31.43778801843318,9.04235418022936,3.541519124423964,1074,56,177,30,28,359,150,248,0.187,0.7,0.113,-0.9617,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,3,6,17,2,2,15,0,20,9,3,3,4,32,43,12,0,3,2,0,9,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,9,0,3,14,11,18,8,19,28,8,24,0,3,1,1,6,8,1,4,15,100,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260049067701547,0.0,0.12719774504074724,0.0,0.0,0.10158229084904416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915226068449448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743359963089999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234378122716633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418025298236838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192097474255257,0.1309577700583728,0.2188138496584371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300160385991225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32113968778617186,0.0907470822379347,0.1219644535577058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219155050195307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509458482866687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972190644936269,0.12411654022801788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799258481856512,0.0,0.0,0.16958108934633678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25592976682214297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139058651435742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536414611764185,0.0,0.1192048788999158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607580386144094,0.09660865895683746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215463014479962,0.14848607680229464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137582353556326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083039185044148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122292168812096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038990732571668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779047853948636,0.0,0.0,0.26972802596280737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455073446632499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286522227656415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162785693808586,0.12480196334554433,0.10084410218346236,0.0740696229308977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247611727904212,0.1290006175885749,0.12944989316247565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PapaNew_GuineaPig,2020/02/13,"How aggressive are withdrawl symptoms from SSRIs (sertraline) I'm weaning off and going from 100mg to 75mg is just turning me upside down. Moodswings, headache, GI symptoms. 

It shouldnt be this severe right?",4.580945945945945,7.698272972972973,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,76.02702702702703,5.8621621621621625,33.57432432432432,7.1686216300943375,2.5745729729729727,168,9,26,2,4,50,34,37,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306395466233287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051354494278421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036515339758639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7427508088832774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886438766294048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyDietIsPureTea,2020/02/13,"Always dread going out I could literally feel manageable and okay when organising to go somewhere with friends. But then it’s the night before or the morning of actually having to go out and, holy SHIT my entire body is like Nope Nope Nope Nope NOPE to the point where I don’t know if it’s a valid gut feeling, or just my anxiety. Like I can’t sleep and I feel soooo on edge. Argh!!! Somehow I’m fine with public speaking but not this.",2.4818181818181806,4.494315363636368,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,77.18181818181819,6.672727272727273,23.5,7.645422480735847,1.0094272727272728,344,11,72,5,8,112,63,88,0.07,0.807,0.12300000000000001,0.3631,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,1,4,1,5,4,4,0,0,20,13,10,0,2,7,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,0,4,6,5,9,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,4,5,46,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2461569205046723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098899119502499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296844924017106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146438235444524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801898201257336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013988967133008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38263135330069104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488559297953806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300737609832557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862848703833858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647052129574396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671694835742746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384551766371007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589281684071509,0.0,0.0,0.2524294113413121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,role34,2020/02/13,"I can't get out of bed anymore because of my meds I take Lexapro daily. And for the first few months I experienced little to mild side effects, anxiety would creep in every now and then but I felt like I was maintaining it. 

But I always had a problem getting out of bed early. 

Fast forward to this past month and since I last saw my therapist, she upped my Lexapro, and put me on hydroxyzine to help me sleep. Which was actually the first med they gave me to help me with my anxiety. 

I told her I have trouble sleeping and staying asleep so she recommended me the hydroxyzine and take a melontonin to help sleep. Thing is, im sleeping but when I wake up my head is killing me, my body feels like it's still asleep, noise when I close my eyes is intense. And I don't know what to do, because I am sleeping.

Now the reason I open with that is because my anxiety, it's awful. Sometimes. 

My main trigger is social interactions. I'm trying to finish school, but even at 26 im still freaking out with the amount of people around me. It scares me to even go to school sometimes. Today I missed around 4 classes because I couldn't get out of bed, I felt scared and anxious thinking about taking on the day with my head and body feeling like that so I'm still in bed. 

Side note, I said I sometimes forget to take my lexipro right, well on Saturday, I didn't take it. I went to the store and immediately started freaking out as soon as I walked in. I get hot and sweaty and my tunnel vision sets in. I was shaking and freaking out but made it home still anxious for another half and hour before I calmed down. Haven't forgotten all week to take it. 

What do I do? I feel like im covering one hole but something else is appearing and creating more mess in my head.",2.7911016949152554,4.563423194915259,3.878666666666668,88.2715593220339,75.52542372881356,6.8668926553672325,26.77175141242938,7.675431598112923,1.4272537853107352,1377,53,287,19,30,446,174,354,0.15,0.737,0.113,-0.941,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,17,17,1,3,9,1,21,14,14,4,1,52,50,28,1,3,6,0,6,4,0,1,0,1,5,0,14,29,0,0,9,0,1,7,5,11,1,4,13,10,52,6,46,35,5,60,0,1,2,0,12,27,0,1,30,186,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0722927326526604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061641635993824676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768077775891342,0.17001614030656553,0.16738172774900945,0.07346881471170871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318962543892514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063726695873988,0.0,0.06303779117495653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457540756374708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777635630600822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188548034663813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786009498419787,0.0,0.06241675096765411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237330265580514,0.1587712407605725,0.14225946915677484,0.0,0.0,0.12602715426511096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481783698310747,0.0,0.04210215088264741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280865802779425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896554614077573,0.0,0.07430965628743583,0.0,0.07295522881055423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400617823859333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196006198955526,0.0,0.04071318462612626,0.060386205644774975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476966535220248,0.07424899656434146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009758534769185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457540756374708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826208861914125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050199454871405036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071905200416398,0.05135869559254985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088586804425036,0.0,0.0744722402176918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616798859528964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326508686791793,0.07046834918387114,0.0,0.14833675383501335,0.14994860684954753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061280876409286276,0.0,0.3706743631329174,0.07551662941152275,0.0,0.05703145941219756,0.21980511333032185,0.0,0.05243517635791981,0.07896088565397312,0.2366459173226918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341998329761951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601418265024177,0.04921637175029099,0.04746835186813249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022047849709621,0.07078792558159924,0.0,0.050296388722184816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942360805539738,0.0,0.06660805019432431,0.06867417398320197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262528113185217,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Moby_1851,2020/02/13,Anxious Dude Full-timing in an Airstream! Hey - I'm a full on GAD guy who is about to move into an Airstream trailer full-time...working hard to live life despite it.  Some of you might find value in my blog at www.nomad-steve.com   I pick the trailer up on March 10...in Reno NV....and have to tow it (my first towing experience) back to Northern CA...over the Sierra Nevada in winter.  Should be entertaining for everyone!,4.589535864978902,6.215749746835448,4.780443037974685,84.2404535864979,70.51898734177216,7.2919831223628675,28.356540084388186,7.793537801064563,1.7100109704641349,326,12,62,4,6,102,63,79,0.045,0.877,0.078,0.5399,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,15,3,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,4,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33338342808805005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269166964057657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819844389827669,0.0,0.28866825671412594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697196337733458,0.25101524094724753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292199273886441,0.0,0.0,0.26435514521115594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084406237545076,0.0,0.0,0.2605821651625688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130586209281685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31364876127036617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207746709763727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483916616191628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BradenTheBear,2020/02/13,"Chronic Anxiety all of my life Hey everyone im new to these forums. I want to start out by saying that I have had anxiety my entire life. I have tried medication, therapy and excercise but nothing really seems to help. It seems that I cant do anything right. Nothing good really comes my way. If I want something I need to really fight for it and im left comepletely unsatisfied. Im coming to this reddit forum because I dont really have anyone in my family to reach out to. If anyone has found a way to cope with anxiety please let me know.",1.6491896024464836,4.083679660550462,4.515802752293581,78.86495795107035,82.6697247706422,8.770948012232415,22.844801223241593,9.2995712137729,2.4839168195718653,429,15,81,14,12,153,68,109,0.138,0.7659999999999999,0.096,-0.6811,0,0,1,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,4,0,0,1,18,19,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,12,1,15,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,2,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034550547368999,0.0,0.0,0.18490944586720173,0.0,0.10880982460953452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060307044032394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278000829484655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496659547843172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634655623485094,0.0,0.0,0.1246498659445526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449777756262487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090397091865273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862756182354374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284767386367255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266734585879522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366273835981222,0.13520891652579412,0.18678871136173425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320267378289968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804308631353326,0.0,0.12770363025431491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25374671115562164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514323140824675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33882662140681064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291934026864495,0.0,0.10515054586053978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074516190013315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179318626130092,0.0,0.0,0.09358946323061004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121069416449362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897720261455058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597934111941872,0.20990793864483054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UltimateDucks,2020/02/13,"I can't stop being afraid of having a stroke. Every odd sensation and strange feeling sends me into a literal panic. I would love to hear some success stories from someone else about getting over fears like this, right now I feel helpless. I feel so stupid and irrational for feeling this way. I'm a healthy mid 20's male and there's absolutely zero reason for me to suspect something serious is wrong with me but I just can't get over this crippling fear that I'm going to die at any second. Even putting it in text sounds crazy but that's what it is, an irrational fear of sudden death.    

I've been to doctors and had scans and blood tests and so on and they have reassured me that I'm healthy, but my anxiety forces me to believe the incredibly unlikely scenario that they missed something.   

I'm particularly stressed about it in this moment and I would really like to hear from someone who went through something similar and managed to beat these fears.",6.731952309985098,7.1932126174863456,6.438072528564334,78.53597615499257,64.90163934426228,9.496075509190264,35.76204669647292,9.339509955726095,3.2244142076502715,771,35,142,13,11,241,115,183,0.263,0.629,0.107,-0.9864,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,8,17,1,7,5,0,11,4,1,1,0,25,27,14,2,2,4,0,5,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,14,11,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,12,0,2,3,9,14,5,24,21,1,18,0,2,1,1,9,9,0,1,6,89,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889821645586515,0.0,0.10009952907847093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742260731962115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580114929416096,0.0,0.0,0.13393003421524674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093079885531472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642487771304581,0.0,0.1102463689718716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5889683793895047,0.2646458073111355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672695322055328,0.0,0.074364800934979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29495385083846065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278529376723271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809680573207247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535237254092994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153991430051015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382555681469152,0.13453510546989647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111744780075023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173675715826288,0.30220307304780064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939606261437994,0.14988768969807922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038622630280334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129882133265968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590349772987236,0.14306341534871214,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clynn393,2020/02/13,"Always stressed days before going back to work I work in retail, and I don't HATE my job, but I don't find it fulfilling either. I used to work more than I do now, but since going back to school my availability has changed and I work fewer days. I've always gotten anxious the night before work (still not sure exactly why). When I actually get to work, I'm fine, but the anticipation causes me a sense of dread. I also always think about all the other things I could be doing instead, like studying or spending time with my husband.

Lately, I think because I'm mostly only working weekends now, I feel this dread days before my next shift.  So I'll be stressing on Tuesday about how I'll be working all weekend. Or if I know in two weeks I'll be getting a lot of hours and will be working immediately after school for several days, I get anxious, and it messes me up literally until that final shift of that week is over.

Why is this? Can anyone relate? And what can I do about it?",4.636063579277868,5.366188250000004,5.8828571428571435,79.73906593406595,69.56122448979592,7.66342229199372,27.83202511773941,7.61054688173877,1.6208105180533754,771,25,148,8,13,259,113,196,0.111,0.84,0.049,-0.9187,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,9,13,9,1,4,5,0,17,0,0,3,4,29,31,16,0,2,8,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,2,2,2,3,6,0,1,1,1,20,3,20,23,6,30,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,24,101,30,12,0.0,0.0,0.09223078749533754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558179328146725,0.23592647925733826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213544958063682,0.0,0.06608549593930252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534890560043226,0.0,0.057614080873995686,0.0,0.24127010732740325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709060490320742,0.09998193275744012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546072158555177,0.0,0.0,0.24381155914702116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778847433712461,0.0,0.0,0.10353407219808496,0.08638291983107921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813699627196888,0.0,0.10742752109844866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331175044524362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307599752009564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378929755529827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194172279462878,0.0,0.10661447224138154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617414417373927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035134031203932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051535691732964,0.08869379140646294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188118745349366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913038501395422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677247903184098,0.0,0.07818190407587161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547798551582764,0.0,0.21652801789272588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907712626820075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279005589679527,0.12111987784272872,0.0,0.0,0.055111130906849534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232520061031407,0.0,0.0,0.08162865026286929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162481664917096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705660704077117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192575151745305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ljcole90,2020/02/13,"This sub gives me anxiety Reading all these posts about anxiety makes my anxiety flare up, not even kidding",5.134736842105267,8.317739578947375,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,74.26315789473685,10.115789473684213,35.8157894736842,10.125756701596842,4.772347368421052,88,5,14,3,2,27,17,19,0.299,0.701,0.0,-0.5261,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7655581580696309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203249465889932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199981574100338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266572703995136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194752587959187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336680038553673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twistmyinsides,2020/02/13,"How do you deal with brain fogginess? Hey everyone

Just wondering if anyone had any advice? My anxiety means i often get ""foggy"" and forgetful, which is absolutely killing my self esteem. I try to remember that this is because im exhausted by fighting + feeling the anxiety, but I'm trying to recover from the lovely combination of anxiety + depression and desperately want this symptom gone haha. So how do I deal with this and eventually feel clearer and more focused?

Thanks",7.042274509803921,8.812123129411765,8.398529411764706,60.08171568627452,64.76470588235293,12.725490196078432,40.049019607843135,12.161744961471696,6.110960784313726,386,22,56,15,6,133,65,85,0.207,0.602,0.191,0.5347,0,0,0,0,2,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,1,5,4,1,2,0,19,15,9,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,6,3,7,13,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449937704285246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283947903477511,0.0,0.4333090158129661,0.0,0.0,0.13201778772923375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509459664226505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107703251651088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893021064211044,0.16261862993728893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804125555955804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093232399245386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864352356852664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394325400005994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888624887393956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040509958278235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056654622677528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388078545708794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696619696662407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962420871038134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382751730667476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563742319624303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136287521427086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047524292898422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ittybittybiceps,2020/02/13,"Has anyone ever taken CBD oil to help with nausea caused by anxiety? I am seeing a therapist and I am managing the mental burden of anxiety quite well but I am struggling with the physical symptoms, namely nausea/dizziness. It’s become severe enough that I can’t eat and I am losing weight unintentionally. The usual methods of deep breaths, grounding, pressure points, etc aren’t helping. I’d love to give CBD a try, but I wanted to hear from you guys first if it’s worth a shot.

Thanks in advance!",5.137714285714285,6.7144548315789505,6.098646616541357,75.51052631578948,69.10526315789474,7.954887218045112,29.360902255639097,8.418075326091056,2.3579323308270683,399,15,67,6,7,132,70,95,0.17300000000000001,0.647,0.18,0.3996,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,2,7,0,2,6,0,7,5,1,1,1,11,14,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,1,1,4,7,3,10,13,2,8,0,1,1,1,8,4,0,1,3,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276255470292645,0.0,0.0,0.12625159426134444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994140877705535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854846283984415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184757728608774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656651625123094,0.2013718801111615,0.0,0.1633266554858051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535840540273434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732093908273294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878256673967013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350399129782376,0.0,0.2420508248941322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200020499516652,0.0,0.0,0.1629622482139612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196178704415664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068735128717769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920475483194268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388276506916298,0.0,0.0,0.2039811536465889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887602825897655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876707433459268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623518363654152,0.0,0.20964381767254828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258823628816624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886108500779973,0.0,0.1064988345825424,0.0,0.0,0.21987316522749684,0.16234492382778712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kareem-Mahpants,2020/02/13,"I'm starting to learn not to trust my thoughts....anyone else? I have pretty severe anxiety about anything medical or dental, etc... I really struggle with it. Most providers give me Valium to get through a rare procedure (a couple times each year), so that becomes a non-issue, but the anticipatory anxiety is brutal.  Even with therapy, it is a major issue in my life.  

I need to make an appointment and have been putting it off for quite some time.  The idea of picking up the phone and calling the provider just crushes me.  

I'm finally starting to understand that though they seem real, this thought process isn't helping me and is just anxiety controlling my thoughts.  I'm trying to write a list of all the reasons to call and get through this and use it to convince myself that it is necessary.  

Anyone else struggle with this stuff?  Any coping tips? When it comes to this stuff, I just can't trust myself and need to reply on others I guess.",5.1822774416594655,6.713881713483148,5.5275280898876415,79.82045375972345,68.9438202247191,8.622990492653411,32.23163353500432,9.057496981413335,2.8607583405358685,747,33,135,14,13,238,108,178,0.16399999999999998,0.8109999999999999,0.025,-0.9739,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,8,6,1,2,11,0,9,2,0,5,1,36,27,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,16,11,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,14,3,23,24,6,13,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,5,7,94,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196448012577577,0.0,0.27661518133818425,0.0,0.0,0.16855464788367402,0.24699429736856965,0.0991858560136302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311582932422833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614905288627675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038258553779511,0.0,0.0,0.13518455642103047,0.0,0.13336406620756858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137456758421515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344227237065576,0.0796088767543339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320346381249785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594381914048766,0.11562328401418508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277729777674996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807886660732549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136063611016409,0.0,0.251603847879537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513384842122558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045465888347658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142121605169418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874281990844992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226222619910146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116586222538847,0.0,0.12819840839750493,0.0,0.13718943862525876,0.0772145543957983,0.1239248340743397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972591422646373,0.0,0.13616450441265207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706233983502041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25200808870959523,0.2759558483803661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783647012520162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842003642808675,0.1913745895336456,0.14056393362027514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183190526473612,0.0,0.0,0.12547589954653232,0.0,0.10409915373045407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761731805692908
anxiety,veggieakwardsandwich,2020/02/13,"Anyone else delete things because of your anxiety? How do I stop it. Even month I go through social media and delete like everything because I'm like either
A. Why I say that that's stupid
B. No one cared

Or is it just me? I was wondering if its anxiety related. 

If it is how do I stop that. I'm embarrassing myself",0.675423076923078,3.0820369076923093,3.009519230769232,87.9573557692308,87.61538461538461,6.9423076923076925,21.971153846153847,8.07648339933343,1.4495,249,9,52,6,8,85,45,65,0.23,0.66,0.11,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,10,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,8,3,2,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,35,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644866367133265,0.0,0.0,0.1665741457472891,0.24409213632017815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904424387891594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428887238702775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900843430743145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734695905159687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410343718803013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539012836612924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23277176064221755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015084768022267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142905995214726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944800001358225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284284616008606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983375676097126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582677072142979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496318570213946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583474665443528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShaytheStar,2020/02/13,Anxiety about making noise Does anyone else have such anxiety about being loud and making noise? You don’t want to annoy anyone or draw attention to yourself. Making popcorn makes me extremely anxious because it’s me making so much noise. I can’t play the TV or video games loudly out of fear someone will hear. And sexual activity is the worst noise anxiety. Does anyone else experience this?,4.235669014084508,7.3661548732394415,5.155757042253524,73.90574823943663,77.73239436619718,8.057042253521129,25.77640845070423,8.841846274778883,2.7705901408450706,320,12,48,8,8,104,52,71,0.225,0.728,0.046,-0.9225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,5,0,12,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,6,11,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742329172099057,0.18421707536177687,0.0,0.34205659256465576,0.3341587977611522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940293205236232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853986226728431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724398260223804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950889432816714,0.0,0.18349349958025107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837861460784051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442358866826057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198715635073247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816447531095075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617998273617323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway902371820,2020/02/13,"Anxieties around aging Hi there! I’m not sure if this is the right sub to post in but I was wondering if anyone else gets anxiety surrounding aging? I’m 19 years old and knowing that I’m getting older, everyone around me is getting older, and there’s no stopping it really makes me anxious. I don’t see a therapist or anything right now and have only had a few sessions in my life. How do I overcome these feelings? It’s so horrible to think about every single day.",3.171854838709677,5.110233430107532,4.930846774193551,80.41627016129034,74.91397849462365,8.090860215053763,28.829301075268816,8.841846274778883,2.57364623655914,371,16,68,8,8,126,69,93,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.9539,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,1,18,19,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,7,17,2,17,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,4,9,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933922445344875,0.21663458264811855,0.0,0.134083276530794,0.19648111215808747,0.15780240683718622,0.3414146861395944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366954443581607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019114376660665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156634273013493,0.18323520638872814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695978109046263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300560562544902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538645858623424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544598720139514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800150468361862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012202014895497,0.0,0.0,0.14584236673567366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836533820390277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284657325378515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32752453625953143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280815018342092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032021653422218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807318350906768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226485149943667,0.0,0.12287227207221578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795589040720172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348736093932225
anxiety,Ark-i5,2020/02/13,"Accidentally stopped taking citalopram for a few days and have lost all motivation + experiencing anxiety. Hey there, 

I'm 20, male and I've been on citalopram for just under a couple years to help with an anxiety disorder I developed after abusing MDMA. About a year ago I started working out and since then I've never been happier, I'm so much more confident in my body and everyone at my uni accommodation knows me as the buff guy, it was a dream come true! 

However, recently one day, I woke up, thought about going to the gym, and just didn't like the idea of going because it sounded kind of dull, as if there was no point. I thought to myself ""well if I go to the gym I'll get even bigger and stronger, that's the point of working out"", but the idea of doing that just didn't sound that exciting, as if I'd lost interest in building muscle over night or something had sucked the fun out of it. 

It just didn't appeal anywhere near as much as it did the day before. I then remembered I completely forgot to take my citalopram for an entire week leading up to that point - I had also experienced a complete loss of appetite (whereas I was eating 3500 calories pretty easily before this week in which eating that much makes me want to puke it up) and felt and been sick after my night shift.

I've been taking it again for three days now but I'm still experiencing a small appetite and feel very little motivation to do anything (even getting out of bed is a struggle). Is a lack of motivation a symptom of citalopram withdrawal because I'm terrified if my motivation doesn't come back, I won't go to the gym, I'll lose all my muscle and strength, and then I'll just be my old, boring, non-confident self, with no reason as to why my motivation disappeared.",7.198115942028984,6.430561521739133,7.823550724637682,73.10952898550723,64.21739130434783,10.913043478260873,35.39855072463769,10.25414643259724,3.4841594202898563,1395,56,266,28,18,466,177,345,0.163,0.7090000000000001,0.128,-0.9071,1,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,0,13,18,16,1,1,20,0,21,5,1,8,4,55,49,29,0,6,12,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,1,3,14,19,2,2,14,4,0,8,8,8,1,2,20,7,21,8,50,27,8,54,0,5,0,0,5,21,1,5,26,176,35,8,0.0,0.11593775446146284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673924704887079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825162544823676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971190778665694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052325792866791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524158680649493,0.0,0.11929845221605227,0.0,0.1665284477540015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869070223292077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858040991478535,0.20519039027040886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082705693458172,0.0,0.25242389705248536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112146033117194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025255607823805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925968225590242,0.0,0.0,0.09350108202643273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947654232872357,0.0,0.09395256454669987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022465000632484,0.0,0.22244452741476856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968881416800091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558764381723695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092434717858608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189704018278263,0.053776499085237496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478051879745792,0.09807267921900263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094705419989916,0.2136324409538998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531648270441806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579582758598614,0.0,0.07546893193890619,0.0,0.0,0.18365357696333945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267844774838576,0.0,0.0663065531169279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775032360718652,0.0,0.0,0.09954991998800994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060740289990673,0.09661632448445147,0.0,0.11084641420262073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208021541634868,0.0,0.0,0.0809435818993089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533068840165583,0.0,0.0,0.06925963270474415,0.0,0.07814415080331535,0.08180804340002584,0.0,0.10229539343031303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017049363485737,0.22071593241072468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536595693536207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073754575171654,0.05771521441916769,0.0,0.15698077335772587,0.0,0.08798004339964957,0.0,0.08829555158884114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247378025723878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602601969318433
anxiety,bohdel,2020/02/13,"Accused of bickering when attacked for my anxiety I asked for help for a trigger I had and was told I should “just get over it.” I lashed back, calling someone a donkey, and they replied calling me worse. Was then punished in the same way as the other for “bickering.” 

I know it’s dumb, but I just can’t stop feeling angry and attacked. I’m on high alert for everyone looking at me. These are just thoughts. I know.",1.6783604336043323,4.112688109756103,2.7852845528455283,91.32136856368568,82.53658536585365,5.595663956639567,28.62330623306233,6.937597516519254,1.5309387533875345,323,16,65,4,9,103,58,82,0.258,0.6679999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,15,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,11,0,11,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,4,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671454287376924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426009409133364,0.497131334485821,0.0,0.16800650625062374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462085787810041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877802806463347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047588668468132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415281083956165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464502724973514,0.2308483061984385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401544707698993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347786364540344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512717134298015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826687093958433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345787564345902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877802806463347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342841313347768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266154374983424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darklydreamingringo,2020/02/13,"I had my second “big” panic attack today and I think coffee and meds triggered it I’ve been having panic attacks for about 3/4 years now. My first one was definitely my worst. In the middle of an exam, I felt like I was having a heart attack and couldn’t move. When they started becoming regular, I went to the doctors and got medication for depression and anxiety. Since taking my meds I’ve been relatively okay, until today.

I was in the car with my dad driving to the shops when I suddenly felt like I was struggling to breathe. I opened a window and started to try and meditate and calm my thoughts. Then my chest started hurting and my arms felt like I had pins and needles mixed with TV static. I jumped out the car before my dad had finished parking, and ran to the nearest bathroom and managed to calm myself down. I had to sit for a while as my legs were so shaky I couldn’t walk properly. 

I haven’t had anything that bad in almost a year. The only thing I can put it down to is I had a coffee this morning, which is usually okay when I’m at work because I’m too busy to think of anything else, but I feel because I was at home and quite fragile this morning it might’ve set it off? I don’t know. Has anyone else struggled with caffeine and meds not interacting well? I used to be fine with coffee before medication, so I’m worried it’s my meds?",4.139212447176334,5.0660666131386884,5.279466000768345,82.89690165194008,70.82481751824818,7.666231271609683,29.019592777564355,7.85451343220497,1.817623357664233,1068,40,212,13,19,354,145,274,0.127,0.8140000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9511,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,9,21,3,5,13,2,25,8,5,2,0,36,44,24,0,2,2,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,10,20,0,0,8,2,1,9,5,12,1,3,21,5,33,9,31,20,1,42,0,2,0,0,4,13,0,2,21,142,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877509597527752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546038771061576,0.0,0.0,0.06897234825397082,0.10106975339301744,0.16234690621077627,0.0,0.0,0.336656439186269,0.0,0.0,0.08236143423401658,0.12026174257732627,0.10894165724345012,0.16787310265621966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495967830958139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096363490437446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164804435585743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049876046894366304,0.0,0.2841335890477174,0.0,0.0,0.08390430966521242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889252474264362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689051334390235,0.0,0.0,0.0989453494941379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559764024382544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054210724192685265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457359093765235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382733559296091,0.19874163077882706,0.0,0.10464291879090153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484017899642063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684195372205197,0.07502121643310239,0.0,0.2314688180617125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916183446533844,0.0,0.1049172524236744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159717103481072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094566349675748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624278090855708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416604365836445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553295152960255,0.12641083003628978,0.0,0.07831023945055993,0.0,0.0,0.18700099377839635,0.0,0.0,0.06697102380826148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519448350063527,0.1086395470058629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869044932878824,0.0914415499340432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181210136022663,0.1001751122168062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704363264444302
anxiety,leftoverarcade,2020/02/13,"Help writing an email? I’m in a physical education class since I need the credit for High School. I am a freshman, I only have to take this class one year. However, this class is giving me a lot of trouble. 

I have no problem exercising, in fact I want to start exercising more but this environment is giving me anxiety attacks. We go to the weight room and we have to  the standard weight exercises no problem right? Well there are kids my age lifting four times what I can and it makes me anxious I’m not good enough. 

I got hurt a while back trying to find my max and it was incredibly embarrassing. I couldn’t focus everything was just so blurry and it always is during the class. I couldn’t focus on doing it safely as everything was loud and I saw other kids lifting so much more so I pushed it hurt my back. 
It’s tough weightlifting properly when my anxiety is going haywire.
My grade depends on the weightlifting but my anxiety won’t let me. It’s just a wave of overwhelming energy and I feel stuck and nervous and it’s this awful feeling. I can’t keep going.

Enough of that backstory,  I’m going to email my counselor to find a way to get out of this class even if I need the credit. 

How do I write this email so I don’t embarrass myself but still highlight the anxiety? I don’t want to come off as a crybaby of sorts I can’t control my anxiety.",1.9054395604395609,4.210173032967036,3.859386446886447,84.75853021978024,80.57509157509158,7.123443223443223,24.402014652014646,8.192908349453996,1.6635882783882785,1070,40,213,22,28,362,139,273,0.213,0.688,0.099,-0.9864,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,1,15,16,1,4,15,1,23,5,0,4,1,43,47,21,0,9,7,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,17,12,2,3,4,5,2,6,10,11,1,2,6,8,33,5,23,37,6,25,0,3,1,0,12,9,0,4,9,149,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561138899137103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395156797182521,0.12981160561232968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072269940966974,0.0,0.17671196717611445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898175041154883,0.0,0.0,0.12887737812949415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374582023399208,0.0,0.07589464050892493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654105417801308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620032876853577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210044865913613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003388860443886,0.22045751510343176,0.2612159823803165,0.09637809632934287,0.09190120191252084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701938551081823,0.12140499560995015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460195079113233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213415122262556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749965193822808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768937270715622,0.0,0.0,0.07670096177933101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446947762897147,0.17040338481807316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786359867777545,0.08739154922005911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989994893220535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812949855366204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162914834028945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505182037490666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133139172507461,0.0,0.09176445631904716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639536604430631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700288740131233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801395127572185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355496276577992,0.09120740837063546,0.0,0.2798502518394176,0.10331471730770272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399600008647061
anxiety,FutureUnderstanding8,2020/02/13,"Please read - is this normal Hi guys,

So this is fairly strange but bare with me. Basically I constantly argue in my head from the minute I wake up to the second I go to bed. I’m even starting to get anxiety about whether thinking is normal? Like the voice in my head, even though I obviously know it’s mine. Anyone want to help me?",3.4773134328358215,4.720763298507464,4.6061492537313455,85.90564179104479,72.73134328358209,7.748059701492537,25.34029850746269,8.238735603445708,1.3850322388059708,259,8,55,4,5,85,49,67,0.09300000000000001,0.763,0.145,0.5733,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,0,3,3,3,0,1,9,10,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,1,10,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753340056423351,0.0,0.0,0.16025889164926135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476790189280997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027630626453446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974524060267422,0.0,0.13025714053562965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693967675845905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704416143230059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362497854888468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595990704323126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197339239056564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491260477156518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25158794118698624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925762224842955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622258243979436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685928511149865,0.2251835119981703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351855023454697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tsebede,2020/02/13,"Coffee - anxietyjuice Hi guys, what are your favorite energy raisers besides coffee, since a nice little espresso gives me a nice little heart race.

And what are some supplements you use to calm the mind?

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anxiety,wizardrz,2020/02/13,Texting the person i like is so fucking hard Its constant regret and overthinking about what i just said,9.388947368421057,9.256033157894738,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,59.526315789473685,9.705263157894738,40.05263157894737,8.841846274778883,3.813378947368422,86,4,13,1,1,26,18,19,0.22399999999999998,0.6579999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.3119,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968360455181149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250397005477173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118536743180513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461497836733074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014437433759353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373360037549032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SDPublicBroadcasting,2020/02/13,"Psychologist interviewed about social media & anxiety Many tips are in the interview. Good stuff to help deal with anxiety :) [video interview](https://youtu.be/rmhYSBR8d2E)

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anxiety,heyheyyoyococo,2020/02/13,"Thanks you r/anxiety and maybe some help? Although I never really post here, I have general anxiety disorder and sometimes life can just be too much to handle. If I’m ever having an especially bad day or an event triggers my anxiety related nausea/lightheaded ness / feeling like I’m going to die-ness, I end up here reading others posts. It helps me feel as if I’m not crazy and not alone. It’s a comforting place for me and for that reason I’d like to thank this community. 

With that being said, if anyone has any tips on calming down before major social events I’d really appreciate it. My job is filled with events with very influential people, including celebrities, and it makes me beyond anxious. Tomorrow night I have to work 4pm-2am within one of these events. I really don’t get paid much and I’m basically just a visitor coordinator who directs people towards the bar. I used to love this job (and social events in general) but now I’m crippled with anxiety. It makes it very hard to be cheerful and happy when you feel as if you are going to puke and the room is spinning. To add on top of this I’m the best man at my brothers wedding Sunday (anxious af). I currently take L-theanine and have my medical marijuana license ( I know it doesn’t help with everyone but personally it helps me sleep). Any tips/tricks before these sort of events?",3.9712447552447583,6.029194138461541,5.539090909090909,76.39954545454545,73.0,8.881118881118883,28.356643356643357,9.457814108942452,2.8406923076923083,1076,43,192,27,22,364,153,260,0.069,0.753,0.17800000000000002,0.9815,3,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,3,9,11,0,0,7,0,14,5,1,5,2,42,36,21,0,4,11,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,1,2,17,16,1,0,5,2,1,3,5,1,0,1,2,5,19,10,29,31,5,33,0,0,0,1,16,12,0,7,18,120,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300273832862386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839404197531952,0.0,0.33386856328920583,0.24652143406940724,0.0,0.07629068547376572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110042550934684,0.0,0.0,0.1856853420024525,0.0,0.11450186690853748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036548152274533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323663314220322,0.0,0.12504695020244164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966370940078228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869421907937624,0.0,0.10425714421673243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550449140640175,0.07794660840552249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057004303435422676,0.0,0.12401691334624455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614724363333692,0.0977391255990515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925305372768309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654524034043893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996277368229393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706604041624954,0.10660908449304836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847401686550916,0.0,0.14566055941725084,0.0,0.10961341402267714,0.0,0.0,0.10991459351550976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604135212869589,0.0,0.08415063388050394,0.0,0.0,0.1023902453555176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393424462052428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128317122398038,0.09526869104601847,0.11399439098082367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899015548915192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913729011490356,0.0,0.20969168245561245,0.11218095326898177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378646899475838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918656032672214,0.2224432502755873,0.0,0.0,0.10791036847867684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203545990255752,0.0,0.0,0.20090354000974533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423407654491016,0.0,0.18005066398615854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943175166241817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squareincircle,2020/02/13,"Magnesium worked well until it stopped. Hello everyone, 

i've been suffering from crippling anxiety for years and started taking Magnesium Oxide as a supplement 6 months ago. I know that Oxide isn't the most bioavailable form, but still had a lot of success with it. Sometimes I combined it with citrate - Citrate in the morning and oxide afterwards.  


Everything worked very well until two weeks ago everything crashed and i have been lying in bed all day, unable to focus and being really anxious. It seems that it stopped working and even got worse than before. 

The dosage I took was 1200mg of MgOxide per day for the last 6 Months.  
What could have happend?",6.2806403013182726,8.352039305084746,5.823333333333334,76.66451035781546,66.96610169491525,8.63427495291902,34.29755178907721,9.150863307647796,3.4048048964218447,530,25,83,10,9,163,82,118,0.151,0.775,0.07400000000000001,-0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,15,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,6,0,4,3,14,7,4,19,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,16,56,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907749648763035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546937000647013,0.18528781938050828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395628426405781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309509030627353,0.0,0.0,0.21154942052362333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083289308088693,0.0,0.0,0.15672129265091592,0.2948083213413437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117604716847775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013716492068666,0.1336923511909383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943784733404066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618269605686369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050708220189119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493111252763834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622128878118711,0.0,0.1160891289252311,0.0,0.13098086205613654,0.27424414847455497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233172404225302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822242947239905,0.0,0.0,0.1602167079950594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353277658550989,0.0,0.0,0.13156120329713522,0.0,0.29493447199207395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582098922309482,0.0,0.1671430910791027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056188884979002
anxiety,Previous-Jellyfish,2020/02/13,"I took Dramamine to numb myself I don't know what kind of medication acts as a sedative. My GP prescribed antipsychotics which I refuse to take because they cause weight gain and I can't go there. I just need something once in a while that can basically knock me out. My anxiety is through the roof and it's also accompanied with anger or agitation like I want to scream and my muscles are restless. It feels awful. 

I am on lexapro but around my period it doesn't do anything to calm the anxiety, maybe just helps a little with depression and that's it. I also take cbd but it is also useless during this hell week. I just don't want to feel anything right now. I don't know what to do. I'm so angry at my doctor even though they are not a horrible person. I just am angry because I feel like they are generalizing my problems all the time like ""Everyone has this, everyone has that, here have a glass of water"" and also misdiagnosing me with schizophrenia and overlooking my concerns about wanting to manage my ADHD-PI.

A lot of scrambled thoughts here, sorry for the rant. It's not a good time right now.",3.0954608294930885,5.3168148018433214,4.2479516129032255,83.93192741935484,76.09677419354837,7.104976958525348,26.0573732718894,8.07648339933343,1.6873227649769578,880,33,170,15,20,287,124,217,0.225,0.677,0.09699999999999999,-0.9841,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,18,14,2,1,11,1,18,5,0,1,1,36,33,17,0,5,9,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,14,11,2,1,6,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,2,5,26,6,22,31,2,18,1,2,0,0,6,8,1,2,10,121,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746418132070794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191161749284912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046446886364494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564152605474124,0.11663824622872185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974080628125747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459671033798926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284991572313638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410758982093784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653945411556098,0.0,0.0,0.25039617788205704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874749295034733,0.09360285556565172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446338888315264,0.10989587392613674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782195335174364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644028949338882,0.14401362571413592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203365499637626,0.13131946443223533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139106701447153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316302116372225,0.0,0.0,0.13199188562334746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715189243083493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953521616773942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144042275901945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253713135276985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378584786811154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008679046498435,0.0,0.14666951864660574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702597615464348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872942976517465,0.10401762457306392,0.15280112695689224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455713711402764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318422757736241,0.0,0.10509874537770544,0.15955071310626676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,This-Head,2020/02/13,"I know I'm going to get a lot of hate for this I met someone and we quickly got to talking about an LTR, maybe even marriage.  It was thrilling at first but last month I had a flip out and completely lost it.  I even faked my own death to get away from this person.   I just wasn't thinking and I probably hurt them badly.  I'm gradually coming out of the crisis and I don't know what to do, let them continue thinking I died or admit it.",0.8547311827956996,2.70569189247312,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021505,81.68817204301075,5.853763440860216,22.161290322580648,6.937597516519254,0.5116580645161295,338,11,77,4,9,114,63,93,0.29,0.669,0.040999999999999995,-0.9836,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,2,5,6,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,21,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,6,0,12,1,13,14,2,11,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,2,5,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784141276817646,0.0,0.17582067925200012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139104629674108,0.22078306488873808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185427965232614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781645746410782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911432522644136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200326791947823,0.0,0.11967418275689615,0.0,0.16841544124577554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789844840441413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542405930334775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314521702771454,0.17164609548028625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532640831224711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298666375716054,0.1790226729043162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155010858451465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680783345970638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386528797762147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270346261045004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841885452824244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925158282291558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698549170311809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lbj18,2020/02/13,Don't give up it takes time It took me 10 years to get over mine sure my case may be more extreme and yes I get the occasional attack but I can manage it now. What changed me was when I started working for the carnival never in my life had interacted with people so much. But I bit the bullet knowing the people I was around I would never see again(fair was like 80miles away) and let me tell you I was a wreck but gradually i realized most people are kind and understanding. I was worried for nothing now 3 years later I quit(poor pay and ton of thieves) I work in home improvement and love it banter the there and still I'm adjusting to it but hey I been working for 2 years as a apprentice and love it,1.62125,3.901610291666668,3.231777777777779,88.99100000000001,81.5,6.34,24.18333333333333,7.554174236665415,1.1740783333333336,558,21,117,9,15,184,93,144,0.067,0.753,0.18,0.9647,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,7,6,1,0,7,1,14,3,0,0,3,23,26,14,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,8,1,19,5,14,14,5,19,0,0,1,2,7,6,0,2,13,84,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395190338984698,0.0,0.17829802393817776,0.14724888365970645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171103790779697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579493003874646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637653407684198,0.15034550037128158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157208580373383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320562071566524,0.08613230470068707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026256991798354,0.11069994377474793,0.07656822379555786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282901990848538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521136736273413,0.0,0.2417529274597841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503824639785433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259614440700338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666969937902834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489003168824547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093120394704754,0.0,0.12516128647383992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771204667065138,0.0,0.11783816515937012,0.0,0.13698510410001896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138797221718416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412793591683545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315690271819014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34229436450086737,0.15916247970079145,0.0,0.1113333872314986,0.0,0.0,0.3027784918991126
anxiety,CrAyOlA_HiPpO,2020/02/13,"I'm finding all of the BetterHelp ads I see everywhere to be triggering. I'm in therapy, and go regularly. I'm getting SO MANY betterhelp ads right now, like 3 times per youtube video and all over reddit. 

Does anyone find them to be a little triggering? Like I'm sitting there, watching a funny video and all of a sudden I see a girl crying with a dark cloud all around her. 

I'm finding that they're sparking my anxiety, making me think about therapy and reminding me about how I feel when I'm at my worst. And its constant. I now have to avoid youtube because of the plastered ""YOU NEED THERAPY!!!"" ads everywhere. 

Idk if this is just the cookies or whatever, but I dont really do anymore research on my anxiety really (although I did google the word counseling to see if it had 1 L or 2 for work lol)",4.417789772727272,5.3537328812500045,5.938977272727271,78.39011363636367,70.1875,10.06818181818182,33.29545454545455,10.230975488527342,3.5310000000000006,631,30,123,17,11,215,101,160,0.081,0.883,0.037000000000000005,-0.6559,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,1,10,4,0,1,9,1,8,0,0,4,4,29,23,14,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,5,14,2,16,19,5,15,0,0,4,0,4,7,0,4,8,74,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337569501237415,0.0,0.1512724232901984,0.10665509546634297,0.0,0.0,0.13578731399611607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298311540955152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648347192279387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755108477625252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334832510561008,0.0,0.17876833665616362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712561160618718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41823905973440334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969255207423802,0.0,0.08668840534230954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490405023047731,0.15287881914560866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181741567697687,0.154645210159419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310179078785035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543396219268933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026292907716722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646487824774711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523306668710535,0.0,0.0,0.09773742294415752,0.0,0.0,0.08894361530594874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104633552581304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wontowu123,2020/02/13,"My cat When i was 7, i had a cat and i was so excited. I would play with it all day, feed it milk and things every pet lover would do. It was a nice kitty until that was when I moved house. It came to a shock to me. I tried coming back to see if it was there. My dad said he would look for it as he did not bring the cat with him to the new house. It came back 2 years later when a person(family friend) saw it and after much effort brought it back to me. But there were scratch marks all over his arms.  I  asked him what had happened and he said it bit him and scratched him; even though the cat knew him as a kitten. We brought it to our home but he does not interact with me as he used to as a kitten and I am worried.  It has been going on for a year now. I tried everything: Vet, food, shelter, toys but nothing works anymore.

What have I done wrong? Sometimes I have no one in the house apart from me and the cat but I can not even stroke it. I know it was my fault for not bringing it with me to the new house but I came back for It as soon as I realised but I could not see it anywhere. 

Any help, suggestions.",0.28915190552871906,1.9177400658436239,1.884344247629272,100.37056360708534,82.49794238683128,5.049132224011451,17.972624798711752,5.7926816847441245,-0.6966438003220611,848,18,219,5,23,275,121,243,0.064,0.8859999999999999,0.05,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,2,15,8,0,0,13,0,22,6,1,1,2,37,42,26,0,5,12,1,3,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,21,16,3,0,2,2,0,10,6,3,0,1,21,9,32,5,28,17,4,31,0,0,4,1,22,4,0,1,17,155,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287853593831828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628276472460307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001884670797129,0.0,0.0,0.32962511636055025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700069668305373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36771805964741305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231652931705857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556565675722096,0.0,0.0,0.06911508313555287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378423811889793,0.1096710064309884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156811283734014,0.0,0.09029443150812247,0.0,0.09631650887119514,0.0,0.1010293135533314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958907520753662,0.0,0.08279843647581084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060906563066506325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476911599078487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183306347815105,0.0,0.10749915793462483,0.0,0.0,0.4946341481256632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058897231972333625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999489588736798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390359443319037,0.07878148219756817,0.0,0.0,0.2070088083143376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283146255396454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262042912134499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357576128762024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388435572915106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079949719065193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599279543309957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119826391456863,0.0,0.10529291306914874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455213145886023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255953194178344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802024516773932,0.10883523343309046,0.0,0.22838916328173825,0.11717238290014105,0.0,0.13802653282903982
anxiety,hair-omelette,2020/02/13,"Anxious about health/sickness. Hi I’m very stressed out about having a serious sickness like ALS. There aren’t obvious or serious symptoms or anything, but the fear stays.

This is gonna sound silly but,

the past days/week I’ve felt a strange feeling in my hands, it has no effects on what my hands can do. But in certain moments it feels weird to hold a pencil or type (for example). You can compare it to when you wake up and have struggles with closing your fist (I don’t have any struggles mostly just that feeling, but because of that feeling I freak out and struggle anyway).

I wanna ask, is this a symptom of anxiety? Am I worrying about nothing, or should I get proffesional help? Are there any small reasons for this?

I might have a wrong idea about all this, because I didn’t look up the symptoms, because I’m worried I’ll look at every tiny thing. Which I already do.",2.974100877192985,5.225280280701757,3.5523940058479546,88.62929276315792,76.60233918128654,5.912426900584795,30.570540935672522,6.9077264865688965,1.7586751461988306,692,34,132,7,16,217,108,171,0.23399999999999999,0.687,0.078,-0.981,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,1,9,13,0,5,8,0,18,7,3,2,3,31,30,11,0,2,9,0,7,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,8,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,10,13,3,20,25,2,14,0,0,2,0,6,10,0,6,4,89,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732393149506315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157329916894135,0.0,0.10212946510227484,0.15082044233044606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098616320121506,0.0,0.12480732682211815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441466539131352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248207455340477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022804328592207,0.27001260636359065,0.0,0.12818386064273493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974983162274515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190749546734602,0.0,0.0,0.0894842778961625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070868936872348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522284498458059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421787079346567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162563494690464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809977364318642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744376399855806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726336662730426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229648434497622,0.0,0.0,0.15292728862171004,0.4186991122317025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162823479215521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869349190144782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015399487185146,0.0,0.0,0.10708809106362123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711576480761575,0.0,0.0,0.14596462360791493,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Goofies_321,2020/02/13,Does anxiety create urges to do stuff or think stuff that you dont like? Whenever I have anxiety I always get a weird urge that will support what my anxiety tells me. Sometimes it even creates different feelings when I think of stuff that I didnt have until I acknowledged my anxiety for that problem. Does this happen to you? Also my anxiety attacks are getting weaker and it is easier to beat them now so I am feeling better!,5.104918699186992,6.629259573170736,6.2887804878048765,74.3169918699187,69.12195121951221,9.856910569105693,33.178861788617894,10.125756701596842,3.7516520325203264,343,16,58,9,6,115,57,82,0.231,0.612,0.157,-0.5886,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,2,5,6,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,17,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,13,3,6,15,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,47,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985220361125624,0.12470511394164335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732565282923571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705004947278122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254918381498046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658384407246478,0.0,0.0,0.2623071612715802,0.0,0.1756483099659164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898872814283363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515590913593408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660337116223955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253089373208216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321965633280972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340680789517204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482267694601728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147011156628705,0.0,0.1700724293993489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099431784780996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206324208950284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoingOverTheStars,2020/02/13,"DAE have a really hard time finding a lasting anxiety medication? A little over two years ago I had a total mental breakdown and it’s taken me this long just to get to a functional point again. However the anxiety and waking/existing with that “dread” feeling constantly on medium low on the back burner is really starting to beat me down. 

The issues I have been having have kept me in and out of work for the last few years. I’ll come back, become overwhelmed and start to do poorly and will have to go on medical leave. I feel like I’m at a plateau of going from being on the brink of suicide because of how bad the disassociation and panic attacks were, to being so close to the finish line of happiness and peace again, but never breaking across. Every day there are painful reminders that bring me back like the tinnitus that started when all this happened a few years ago or the eyesight issues that happened, or my inability to concentrate or learn or focus at work. The daily anxiety I am still experiencing is stopping me from getting my life back on track. I can’t thrive at work, I can’t exercise or eat right, I’m afraid to go out, I’m afraid to break from my routine of distracting myself with games and shows because I’m afraid I’m going to lose my mind again.

My main question is, I have tried what I feel is every drug under the sun, Welbutrin (made anxiety worse, started all the issues), Effexor (raised bp), Pristiq (zaps, didn’t help very much), lamictal, Quetiapine (was supposed to help with the daily nightmares, didnt), Abilify, Lithium (just started right now, might have helped a bit but I had daily pounding headaches and I’m still having the anxiety issues). 

The meds I am currently on right now that help at all are Buspirone 5mg 3 times daily, and klonopin as needed. I really hate relying solely on these because i know they lose effectiveness over time and that klonopin can be addictive. 

I’d like to find a daily medication I can take that helps with the worry and dread and constant anxiety that doesn’t make it worse. It seems like every antidepressant I’ve tried has made it worse at some point. I need help. I feel like all these psychs keep pushing the same things on me and now I’m so afraid to even try anything new for fear of losing the progress I have made. 

Any advice?",6.630946344851536,6.858105386004517,6.797212189616253,76.67730465358571,65.11738148984199,9.79506858829658,32.6140823059559,9.565088089820216,2.9330858482375417,1838,69,339,33,26,591,223,443,0.165,0.745,0.09,-0.9862,2,0,1,0,0,1,48.0,0,0,1,9,21,24,2,10,27,0,36,9,0,6,6,62,75,26,1,2,9,0,5,5,0,2,8,0,0,0,18,22,1,3,11,3,1,7,6,18,0,1,12,6,29,6,52,58,12,76,0,5,0,0,9,30,0,9,42,216,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169478887044782,0.0,0.0642659008409667,0.11659541184043945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472322344518693,0.0,0.3018654554835176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411992114502216,0.0,0.0,0.07481846689487627,0.0,0.2022803771005448,0.05491197128633712,0.12027126682533283,0.07263352332404588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179958040632804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056651697446630025,0.0,0.14213964482348554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241371299116317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626783114313103,0.0672951692642887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343790844327915,0.0,0.16623240234731346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400518003870424,0.1330133250063429,0.09396667246504284,0.0,0.0,0.12021810227117988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872017679264121,0.0,0.14950562846691506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631354267999892,0.07000926803274518,0.05891353446967334,0.06493043752205478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26448990287659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27457101151909125,0.0,0.05845595789097546,0.0,0.0,0.03614334497651088,0.10721634686573003,0.0,0.06963683552342373,0.0,0.0,0.04645256237639204,0.16065004509623093,0.06591493938950316,0.0,0.058200955287390235,0.0,0.22072643058990066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668850637757897,0.04389940228902245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730513442371353,0.198757370319434,0.06627679042698227,0.06976747072710933,0.06640504322911317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048345672512506314,0.097529503776777,0.050722893614796566,0.06351733792511766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997979890857113,0.07716238315479422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434050020680162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367311660339583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639440026331075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684917463937763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987101451930432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327480256595201,0.0,0.10504183234033013,0.05498342928151307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719374716692994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944794487451122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043692094317806345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150462773994412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395265528985836,0.0,0.0642439525711924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054263944628225036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363557718166708,0.06678869712279653,0.20106391431197346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705369399096125
anxiety,z32tay,2020/02/13,"Driving anxiety I live in a busy city and had my first and only car accident a few years ago. I’ve been mostly fine since then, just minor anxiety. But lately, it’s been major. I’ve had to pull over twice in the past three weeks because I’ve been so nervous that I get sick. I’m not sure why it would be so late or how to combat it. I don’t really have a choice to not drive because I have school and work.",2.709812734082398,3.0813222471910144,4.3815168539325855,90.06905430711613,73.71910112359551,7.731086142322098,22.698501872659172,7.793537801064563,0.7392906367041197,316,7,75,4,6,107,63,89,0.195,0.784,0.021,-0.9202,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,12,12,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,5,0,5,2,6,5,3,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,46,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039917160151907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520896251278414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805638371727779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957440044565198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023068976318076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191815086942326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320438036505906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502025083585498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968012388098726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742381481075872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328985442745364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036158064356995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688986417043227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459220265419124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765180351366655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753356704532116,0.0,0.0,0.16347402787068416,0.0,0.0,0.148192801381434
anxiety,youth-is-fleeting,2020/02/13,"DAE ever find themselves being manipulated and going to excessive lengths to help others? I’m really kicking myself about what I did last night. I stayed up all night dissecting every little interaction and I’m just in a loop of self hatred so I was hoping sharing it with others would help.

 I work in the evening and we often get lots of street people and travelers passing through our shop. As I closed up, I told a few women that I was closing the shop and they had to leave. One girl was Hispanic and apparently only spoke broken English. I speak Spanish fluently so I told her she should go to one of the restaurants nearby so as not to be waiting outside cold and alone at night. As a woman I would not want to be caught out there with no vehicle and no way to protect myself. 

I proceeded to ask if she had a phone that worked and she said it was dead. I offered to let her use mine. She then asked if we had Uber or lyft in the area and I told her she could look up a lyft on my phone. She was trying to get to the city about 2 hours away. The person who was going to pick her up had broken down and she had no backup plan. It was really sad and she was crying of course.

She then said she didn’t have any family in the area and didn’t know anyone in the area who she could stay the night with. She asked me if she could stay at my house for the night and I told her no, she asked if I knew anybody who she could stay with, I said no. but I could drive her to a nearby motel where she could hopefully get some help. (Mistake #1)

I started driving, but I caught myself and turned back around and started looking for a lyft instead, because I was not about to do any huge favors for this girl, I just wanted her to be safe. (Yay! I’m using my brain not my heart)

So of course there was terrible service where we parked and lyft website wouldn’t load, so she suggested I drive a little up the road to get better service. (Mistake #2)

We started driving toward the motels and she continues to ask if I have any family or friends in the area who would let her stay the night. I continue to tell her no, but eventually I do think of a friend who might be willing.
(Mistake #3)

We go to his house and he’s not there. This is a point where I wish I would have just realized what I was doing and dropped her off where I could, and go on with my life. I was already going out of my way to help a complete stranger and I had tried, but I was in no way responsible for this person. 

But of course I felt so responsible for this person and I wasn’t using my brain, so I call my friend to see if they’re busy. He just so happens to be going to the city in the morning, so she can catch a ride, and he offers to let her stay at his house for the night. She doesn’t want to stay with a guy and she says 10am is too late, she will miss her appointment. This should have been a huge red flag because she literally had no where to go. She asked me if there was anyone I knew who could help her and here it was, exactly what she wanted. 

But she continued to beg me to ask him to take her tonight. He finally said he would go tonight, if we could take my car, and I would come along. I finally agreed as long as she would pay for the gas to get there. 

I get home and tell my boyfriend what my plan is, and he offers to go with us too. He was really supportive, But I wish he would have talked me out of doing this, or even just told me that I couldn’t do it because we share the car. 

So long story short, we gave a stranger a ride to a city 2 hours away at night for $40, and it was the dumbest thing I’ve even done. We literally left her at a motel 6 and it was probably for a d*ck appointment. F*ck my life. 
I am pissed that I let a stranger turn me into an Uber.  Why am I the way that I am, please give me your wisdom.",2.51070895522388,3.5140774589552244,3.8136119402985074,91.5877313432836,74.78358208955223,7.051542288557212,22.728358208955225,7.42949916751922,0.6076441791044771,2943,75,685,34,60,966,280,804,0.068,0.831,0.102,0.9886,1,1,0,0,0,0,77.0,11,1,1,5,39,20,1,0,42,1,83,6,4,5,3,137,154,66,1,40,28,0,1,0,3,14,2,7,1,9,31,56,0,3,7,6,3,24,19,7,0,2,47,13,126,13,97,73,4,115,0,2,4,0,123,50,1,17,29,484,157,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045941201843018135,0.04894982734521982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049427565459177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062031873420622885,0.0,0.0,0.03948775929131077,0.2902792456157119,0.0,0.0833510426699204,0.03410833491479445,0.0,0.08112013054960852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392307828600876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990357311416329,0.04529417338223004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038210232701727714,0.04650820676230311,0.0,0.0,0.3187441417199036,0.0,0.04872485293310912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045393329963352484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878935317652749,0.04012408111986583,0.03737327719227893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836329877027835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042590350279349265,0.09718338903307958,0.04054213615637333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281195193812412,0.0,0.13905041145630606,0.04255194981864016,0.25209504354748563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043921099035201916,0.039225369516526935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256409062020833,0.1486601636501809,0.0,0.04449439196110228,0.08811441389095366,0.08736680287559202,0.15354849810149346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02437783304679169,0.036157447594824005,0.050037420109233816,0.046968401828888916,0.04819477317343819,0.18143502309322126,0.0626623136814428,0.0,0.0889161414789352,0.0,0.07851034109221804,0.07449859606428398,0.0,0.0,0.03771133212037768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047056512190216865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330135887471653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011585392461609,0.033736031318691836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030752045514335438,0.1161943036797178,0.0,0.048691436591306834,0.041932366206917024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782510532857852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525003952099071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877733021995533,0.03527502513643823,0.0,0.0,0.03534734560144988,0.0,0.04627475739645928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418982966605163,0.3309558595730417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033659473578268,0.0,0.0,0.06670294326334159,0.035653040747224224,0.07754117364564155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02946928629423665,0.028422624451370462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211928426553196,0.0,0.06023193608584185,0.09649688460590904,0.0,0.0,0.053356854065063616,0.1149324377905859,0.0,0.0,0.1046532879829279,0.14083631713818898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04002592678998018,0.0,0.10201833670328272,0.0,0.0,0.06458587092386055,0.0,0.0,0.2520835113742528,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gingerale-art,2020/02/13,"I had A Major Anxiety Attack at Work and I Dont Know What to do Next So I work a pretty standard cashier job that I actually really like. It's a 30 minute drive from my home but I can usually deal with it. Unfortunately I suffer from really bad anxiety. Depending on the time of year, I'll get 3 to 5 panic attacks a month. I was doing well for awhile but this last month I've had quite a few episodes. Well yesterday I had the worst on I've ever had. I was fine all day and just drawing while waiting for work to start when...the feeling. If you've had anxiety you know, the chest compression, the shortness of breath. I tried to ignore it and went into work but I wasn't even there an hour before I had a full blown, heart racing, hyperventilating, chest hurting, mind racing panic attack. I was so sure I was minutes away from passing out. Usually with a panic attack it'll go away in a bit when I take my emergency medication, but this impending feeling of dread and pounding in my chest wouldn't go away. I ended up going home, which was a total nightmare since driving is already a trigger for me. I spent the rest of the night next to my mom. Exhausted and still on edge from what just happened. I'm so shaken from this experience and even though it is the nest day I'm still feeling that familiar feeling of dread and worry in my stomach. I have to work again today and I'm actually scared to go back? Have any of you had something like this? Should I take the day off form work? Please, anything helps.",2.4202490601503754,4.471232180921053,4.015338345864663,85.61236842105264,77.51973684210526,6.974436090225563,24.34398496240601,7.957251820313856,1.3702484962406016,1189,41,241,20,28,396,156,304,0.247,0.657,0.095,-0.9957,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,7,17,22,4,6,19,0,24,8,6,2,4,37,45,19,0,3,7,1,4,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,14,12,0,2,6,0,1,8,3,16,2,0,15,4,27,6,37,27,9,49,0,2,0,0,5,16,0,2,27,158,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.16192888392226826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915568465639316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642083578483208,0.0,0.19041003734696135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827529297734397,0.0,0.0,0.3775506422986159,0.2338524680849213,0.06379698878856184,0.06927450831814458,0.0,0.0,0.07059934515776031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905791672304257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052177938150947,0.08553598692588649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723744841938067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348469708299432,0.0,0.0,0.10959867873202583,0.07504897438558683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115826569356335,0.0,0.0,0.16780371335655642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334716408214873,0.0,0.18860967217575908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336800419968975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831704503768762,0.05561145577694356,0.0,0.16644660210985998,0.0,0.08170640632957188,0.0,0.08881856751865573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233257402117873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119368303734003,0.06762969475327436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106758963212232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835811620001099,0.0,0.0,0.08377365830766563,0.09717068947322864,0.13244794682490946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647403870962755,0.07785950355248264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29203392421470004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107354674669824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440791055763693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824629079539352,0.0,0.0,0.10630238091132127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306507484148896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863168370195097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387253761347089,0.0,0.0,0.05872491794369041,0.0,0.13251611839372995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819601258604605,0.0,0.12476266971594922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151527855346934,0.0,0.04837909423624566,0.0,0.07864361530054832,0.0,0.0,0.056329576931577134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827542531946043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919573285501522,0.07691182736729993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624085514747735,0.08425765904970181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534284357007947
anxiety,AnAnonymousGamer1994,2020/02/13,I am always remembering that one time I said something I shouldn’t’ve and I always feel bad. And my day is then ruined and whatever I was already doing isn’t fun anymore.,1.3812857142857131,3.8332093428571454,3.668214285714289,84.34803571428574,84.14285714285714,5.785714285714287,23.035714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.117428571428572,137,5,26,2,4,47,26,35,0.195,0.708,0.09699999999999999,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,6,1,0,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503799931631765,0.0,0.5283872280514974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148844342615912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651074459401043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476757363692755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054251032327474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151528782579296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35967674293381297,0.0,0.3020245576736548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24443457952317715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851425354181456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TOMNOOKISACRIMINAL,2020/02/13,"Anxiety as a child - Can anyone else relate? I’m currently 23M, about to be 24, and I suffer from anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts. I’m trying to work things out and get a timeline of when my problems started. For a long time I pinned my anxiety and depression as starting at around age 12, when I realized I was gay. But I’m starting to think it started earlier than that. I’m just wanting to get some perspective on things because I’m not sure if others have shared this experience. Maybe I’m over analyzing things and this is just normal kid stuff.

Anyways, as far back as me being in kindergarten I would worry about my parents dying. I would be playing with my friends or just sitting in class and I would just get really sad and start crying. For a while this kept me from spending the night with friends. I would always say I would spend the night but then I would end up getting sad and my mom would have to come get me. Even then I was embarrassed about it because I would just make up an excuse, usually that I couldn’t sleep anywhere but my bed. My mom always said I was just “sensitive”.

Sometimes I would just be in the back seat of the car, starting out the window, and I would start crying. I would imagine by parents dying in a car crash. I tried to hide it whenever I cried because I knew it made my mom upset. I had really bad allergies as a kid so I usually blamed it on that.

I was in kindergarten when 9/11 happened. I remember watching replays of the towers falling on the news that night. This is such a weird thing, but my teacher had these little counting blocks stacked in the window. There were two stacks side by side, but one was a little shorter. I remember that whenever I saw those blocks it made me think of the towers and it would make me tear up. I tried not to look at them.

One time in second grade my mom went with my aunt to go on a girls trip for five days. A couple days into her being gone I just broke down crying at school. My teacher asked me what was wrong and I told her I was afraid of something happening to my mom while she was gone. 

Something else that always made sad was endings. We went to this animal safari place in Georgia one time. I loved animals like most kids, so it was a great day. I had so much fun feeding all the animals. But later that night after we got home I just got so sad. Even though I had so much fun I was sad that the day was over and I couldn’t stop crying about it. The same thing happened for other fun days or vacation. I would have a great time and then I would be so sad after it was all over. Like none of the fun had ever mattered.

As I got older I think things got a little better, until I was around twelve that is. Then things went to hell again. I just wanted to see if anyone else shared this experience. Any input would be appreciated. Thanks for reading the long write up.",2.379947352931559,4.409835358752169,3.441637618128905,89.77831987181585,77.56152512998267,6.43443968477159,23.018508224060692,7.427112045954479,0.8838852163107811,2250,70,466,30,53,723,236,577,0.171,0.723,0.105,-0.9883,5,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,2,0,1,2,35,35,1,3,28,0,51,4,1,5,4,95,104,46,3,23,22,8,0,2,2,15,0,2,4,5,38,24,1,4,9,2,2,11,5,18,0,6,38,6,67,17,72,42,8,94,1,10,4,2,30,35,1,6,49,330,105,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049535417976386,0.0,0.0,0.03282575478959473,0.0,0.11078093949663266,0.0,0.0,0.06750403994005197,0.09891814390096056,0.0,0.08594237553552947,0.04512662076372565,0.0,0.0,0.07423443063744356,0.04030404710581199,0.08827617530478284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042691542057900135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158096365921762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053410649690636185,0.2651156765947574,0.1556531523348866,0.0,0.08315102592688324,0.0,0.10019480305937006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209720143329748,0.0,0.08550708665264052,0.0,0.0,0.06376472987818145,0.04366364298088147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443608169738912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458769959421663,0.0,0.12609733258927278,0.0,0.027433370862310697,0.0,0.15442606424212482,0.10643731057403512,0.0,0.0,0.1280569535222177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841948254060028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716528533529698,0.14513987168362433,0.0,0.08543616222679244,0.04053525975349083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356622257531387,0.13702480859629562,0.06444218032340006,0.0,0.0484944409150491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826705047004605,0.0,0.0,0.07096908803895136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119525782285298,0.047295071042716116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981284970270256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719787659341634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043264373576478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046188573889611666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828379732804257,0.0,0.061846937231710024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936266492752228,0.0,0.045916522474216785,0.038386825584810026,0.0,0.04885256044823468,0.038465525828562566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04830559512895236,0.0,0.0,0.0743223395514683,0.04774099078081576,0.0,0.23916392069537884,0.0,0.0,0.040356495530739965,0.0,0.0,0.05525844242401179,0.05280034897515805,0.0,0.0454945960825995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444120702513288,0.0,0.0,0.2244825181831017,0.09278981289940592,0.047425751642641296,0.03832157136451631,0.1125882140702799,0.0,0.0,0.04612475548972597,0.0,0.09831798062027236,0.0,0.047153493674286326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632678900751674,0.0,0.05694265981582206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342423636831708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035141669677171784,0.049021274084960285,0.0,0.5143521733773766,0.0527764705982551,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sparkly_Surprise,2020/02/13,"Anxiety Nausea I was diagnosed with GAD almost 2 years ago. My anxiety nausea has been extra bad this past month, and at this point I’m out of ideas on how to cope with this beast. 

I’ve switched from 3 meals a day to 5 smaller meals in hopes that this will help, I’m on medication, I meditate daily, and I exercise regularly. 

My Anxiety nausea is so bad that there are days where I cannot even keep down water. I get cold sweats during these episodes and it leaves me feeling completely drained. It will just be hours of dry heaving and the uncomfortable nauseous feeling. The worst is that I can’t seem to find any trigger that sets it off, it seems to be completely random. 

Any help or suggestions would be so appreciated.",5.644184397163119,6.330463063829789,6.169645390070922,78.73333333333333,67.29787234042553,9.954609929078016,31.26950354609929,9.994966539143718,2.931558865248227,576,22,113,13,9,187,97,141,0.145,0.752,0.10400000000000001,-0.7312,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,14,7,1,2,0,22,23,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,13,7,3,1,6,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,9,1,16,15,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,6,7,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477759631494932,0.0,0.16693328040422986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267333616457196,0.0,0.3825918852337333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783872647194965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495788651951968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150248346510472,0.0,0.0,0.16920440061645126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110108599576621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858444002434947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236745229254575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709768380280143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348077866844407,0.0,0.0,0.16557796440512604,0.16417311014094602,0.0,0.0,0.18819225032639705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817710822080593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651896035565304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679400665280024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306417659785208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591409814352236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759228331982206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30352813016125424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842408304814935,0.0,0.0,0.10735403566256667
anxiety,moonrox14,2020/02/13,"Feel totally normal, doing my thing then all of a sudden I feel short of breath. Is this anxiety and can it hit out of the blue for no apparent reason? Recently my anxiety has gotten significantly worse but usually it’s caused by certain triggers. Sometimes related to my health, sometimes related to other things. In those moments, I’m able to recognize it as anxiety even if I realize it after it subsides. While I’m feeling anxious I typically feel as if I’m struggling to breathe. 

However I’ve found that sometimes, whether it be when I’m working, trying to sleep, relaxing, doesn’t matter, I find myself short of breath and feeling like I just can’t get enough air. I won’t have been thinking about anything that normally triggers my anxiety and will feel completely normal and then bam, all of a sudden feel like I don’t have enough air. This obviously then triggers my anxiety more. Does this happen to anyone else? 

I admittedly do have health-related anxiety and have gone to the doctor who now looks at me like I’m crazy so I’m hesitant to make an appointment for potential breathing issues if it really does chalk down to my anxiety. Thanks everyone.",5.645489631336408,7.3524872672811075,6.719651497695852,71.04233438940092,68.03225806451613,10.77062211981567,35.2214861751152,10.820120047756994,4.452050921658987,935,47,155,29,16,313,124,217,0.135,0.755,0.111,-0.3538,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,0,16,7,5,6,5,39,40,18,0,6,6,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,17,6,0,0,13,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,9,16,6,25,32,6,21,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,3,15,105,33,3,0.0997178408618926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339871272373042,0.11265277661900384,0.0,0.06972503288592016,0.10217271207225093,0.08205928651865266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243769110861674,0.0,0.0,0.10455225893237892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020654355288572,0.1745275090498269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330146052624711,0.0,0.0,0.20607037173884651,0.0,0.06586269342792456,0.0,0.0,0.0952846702577278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35294235567953464,0.1424768908726056,0.0,0.0,0.0911403000067638,0.0,0.0,0.10933546553946763,0.0,0.0,0.052098456148235585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818015735094488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119908036394624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040795183514128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461513003072653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373787174401484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656243309703762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931069358269972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388180227737493,0.10252654838896863,0.09845933780116088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978985589399536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295870483173001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424673833332096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180679035119063,0.0,0.0,0.13249620510781693,0.06389516599436162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770186829423977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982511367893236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259577578121051,0.0,0.10162099897174748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SteveBored,2020/02/13,"Swallowing keeping me awake I could barely sleep at all last night because every time I started to drift away my body would swallow involuntary and jolt me back awake. I googled this and there is nothing on this, so either I'm a world first or it's a stupid anxiety thing.

Honestly at this point I think I may be losing it.",2.890520833333333,5.128537843750003,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,76.8125,6.766666666666668,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.5386229166666667,258,10,51,4,6,82,51,64,0.125,0.8270000000000001,0.049,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,1,10,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,5,5,2,13,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,6,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204693483192052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481443469985848,0.20308781326607447,0.0,0.16100179976862172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933717638838059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108740051530763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252792927380935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246557313229861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347571787361467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528863791384945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29547666304278514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785364668012114,0.0,0.2534250677936054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967365247551945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26430532568285114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869416628571663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754659946596366,0.16923396177301994,0.0,0.0,0.15400733863467295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761942357095535,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1raykob,2020/02/13,"confirmed myself that i'm unattractive and i need help to accept the truth anyone else here goes to askreddit and go to the posts titled ""what are the signs that you are unattractive""? I've confirmed myself, and gathered a few that checked the box.

-	people stop smiling when they make eye contact with you
-	people tries to finish a conversation with you as fast as possible 
-	dry text/conversations
-	no one sits beside you (school/transit)
-	dry phone
-	gets told that looks don't matter, what matters is what's inside

To top all of that, I was having a conversation with my friend about me being unattractive, he compared me with a person that he claimed to be ugly and said that I have a chance since he got a girlfriend. 

FML",7.13838888888889,7.576794422222222,6.2001388888888895,80.66687500000003,64.03703703703704,7.9351851851851825,30.949074074074076,7.1686216300943375,1.850351851851852,577,19,103,4,8,174,89,135,0.11199999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.126,0.4501,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,1,3,3,0,0,10,0,9,1,1,1,2,17,18,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,13,3,14,12,2,8,0,0,2,0,19,1,0,0,4,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352239636302388,0.2542738684783952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730960535657386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917312857761954,0.0,0.1296557145042421,0.0,0.14103761068437295,0.0,0.19847982988870533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633944079285334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208395687602396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656517382738126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840108405945821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816269535623726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440920505191914,0.2166876790530127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797681990067678,0.237673002749654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360612792792385,0.0,0.0,0.2511557342338416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528424814923896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747664345797875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371318253350047,0.0,0.16848741317757904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lizleiby,2020/02/13,"“What if” anxiety about pregnancy I struggle with anxiety and for the most part do a good job of “self soothing.” I believe myself when I say everything will be okay. But occasionally I go through something that gives me so much anxiety (it’s usually health related) that I end up having a 2 week anxiety attack. 

At the moment, I cannot stop my brain from screaming “WHAT IF YOU’RE PREGNANT”  
(Some context: I have the copper IUD and my husband and I also use condoms when I’m ovulating just for peace of mind and to be extra certain. But the condom came off after he finished and I was getting off him (I was on top), it didn’t get stuck inside me or anything and it just stayed inside when he pulled out.... Just enough that it made a fucking mess and JUST ENOUGH for my brain to be like “oh shit, what if you get pregnant.”)

Rationally, I realize the chances of this are so so low. But I also know that nothing but abstinence is guaranteed and my brain has been clinging to that for 5 days now and just randomly screaming at me WHAT IF YOU ARE PREGNANT and then I just spiral. 

It’s way too early for a pregnancy test so I can’t just take that to ease my mind. I know I need to just wait. And while I wait, my anxiety is a kid in a candy shop just like touching everything and spilling entire containers all over the floor and opening things and eating them and then getting a sugar high and crashing and then starting all over again. 

I have my dream vacation planned in 2 months to New Zealand and I am so scared that being pregnant and trying to travel (and I don’t travel very well anyway) would be disastrous and completely ruin my trip that I’ve *literally* been planning for 5 years. 

Im trying like all the coping techniques I know about that usually work and still just have this low level of underlying anxiety that occasionally flares. 

I don’t have a therapist right now. I did last year and my first therapist moved and then I had a poor experience with the 2nd one and just haven’t made the calls to try someone new. 

My spouse has been so supportive and kind and he’s not worried AT ALL. 

I think I just need to put it out there to a bunch of strangers on the internet that I’m not doing great.",3.0522196796338683,5.011242677345539,4.20529748283753,85.39545194508013,75.3157894736842,7.529061784897026,26.83180778032037,8.371475516178862,1.8567244851258584,1738,67,347,32,38,567,213,437,0.124,0.7859999999999999,0.09,-0.9425,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,5,33,21,3,2,20,1,34,10,4,3,5,81,59,52,0,7,23,2,1,3,0,2,1,3,0,2,24,33,2,4,5,4,2,8,8,11,1,2,12,5,44,10,43,40,12,63,0,3,0,3,14,23,2,8,33,253,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424666499757471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088532444214599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733012173007125,0.0,0.0,0.101335785121925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035713430853947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983118102556991,0.09095563590993286,0.10187818409328134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339354723173994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574460702587565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911460645390014,0.0,0.0,0.07889409937713526,0.1840767783745509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010991189408366,0.08713253960443533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576723423667885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234849426594214,0.18615225245885608,0.08544895217097377,0.050623431853156486,0.07471196742566681,0.0,0.0982056117988862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468266556154337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411273331575734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621639295844453,0.0,0.0883932918641017,0.0,0.0,0.09275800901342324,0.1468600357157868,0.07260809488925417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055278295856726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685700260212721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988091632864994,0.0,0.07109889469436285,0.09467273410784732,0.0654804473364289,0.1320961154103556,0.0,0.17205857255910198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546996045855917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060359592787350265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645965258838857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954507783035996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606964838136271,0.0,0.07083609443422054,0.08917971400102798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292475546587836,0.0,0.09143430972111104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547304285232939,0.06857436350667269,0.0,0.0,0.06304781398133838,0.0949422043807335,0.07113548962323046,0.07447077180512951,0.0,0.09312063440527632,0.0,0.0,0.1010813674663484,0.0,0.0,0.06697338938479927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684611225381014,0.05917753818100908,0.05707572714458324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142843680607365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693228646801907,0.19620727560249945,0.07349628588941888,0.0,0.07070366797742775,0.07145067199169969,0.0,0.08008921205196094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484773340605066,0.09046008747704684,0.0,0.06327639508387989,0.0,0.0,0.11472288743281353
anxiety,lennon14,2020/02/13,"My panic attacks have gotten so bad that I thought I was losing my mind and at one point my whole body went numb. Does anyone else experience this? Over the weekend I started having worsening panic attacks. I’ve struggled with anxiety pretty much since I birth..but this was really terrifying and didn’t seem like anything I’d ever experienced before. I convinced myself that I was about to go into psychosis and couldn’t calm myself down. It’s important to note I had a mild concussion in mid January so that could be making my anxiety worse... Anyway, I have also been experiencing what my therapist says is stress related dissociation. 

I also had a day where for about 20 minutes my whole body felt almost numb from the overload. I didn’t feel like I was panicking like usual but I just kind of checked out and my mind was so disconnected from my body that when I went to be adjusted by my chiropractor I could barely feel anything she was doing. I just felt warm and numb all over. It was intense. 

Has anyone ever felt this before?",5.0487414965986375,6.834232377551025,6.122326530612245,74.4417210884354,69.61224489795919,8.90013605442177,28.88299319727891,9.3871,2.7523997278911563,830,31,143,18,15,276,116,196,0.174,0.7440000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,14,18,2,4,4,0,23,6,3,1,3,29,36,12,0,3,3,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,8,1,1,3,3,11,0,1,19,9,27,7,18,12,4,20,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,2,10,105,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080665855749698,0.0,0.0,0.17260764054304678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511745932579433,0.0,0.0,0.15092075793598675,0.1105770948258188,0.17761841342325416,0.0,0.0,0.2455498290364841,0.0,0.0,0.09010893781318438,0.0,0.0,0.1836644432972729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596253538618486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233114670952934,0.0,0.0,0.06959966172800472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444177670584708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901535577642918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952401692927739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556675599661716,0.0,0.0,0.10913548676683224,0.07709827973131955,0.3108612197474728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133359021113065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238237917437696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581732134267419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207352042540876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203763438523157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793746502423625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933383369629524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312958434087723,0.0,0.0,0.25324242500623795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201956092935503,0.0,0.0,0.10979373723518401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913650391382699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858225495416415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824658262586512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927278256976705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763865396888909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236223323676096,0.11282172349320115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530377950808252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567665877134101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188589571836359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008638783866067,0.0,0.24097830880976095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997999966612612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bambi614,2020/02/13,What's relevant in therapy yo so this is my first post so sorry if i'm annoying or stupid. I have GAD and have been seeing my therapist for a few months now. I really enjoy my time with her and feel I am pretty honest and open when asked specific questions but i'm having a really hard time bringing up topics on my own. I feel like I am unsure whether the topic is relevant to my progress and really feel uncomfortable when it's something that maybe everyone has a little anxiety when doing. So for example: I just started to date someone again and my anxiety has been absolutely horrible since things have started to get more serious. Should I even bring this up in my next session or because it's somewhat normal am I just gonna end up feeling stupid for even worrying about the worrying?,5.052272727272726,6.407020720779222,6.420649350649352,73.96525974025975,69.06493506493507,10.535064935064936,32.18181818181819,10.637119530657019,3.811903896103897,637,28,113,19,11,216,96,154,0.20800000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.09,-0.9564,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,13,7,3,0,5,0,15,0,0,0,0,22,29,16,0,3,7,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,2,6,16,3,14,25,4,25,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,5,15,84,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258171929576225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822351165209008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665104157624174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404288692604906,0.0,0.0,0.2094424980673137,0.0,0.0,0.15150199853379762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32067201281048685,0.11326865934308515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486315345321187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283620235693649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420302941774387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745986850061415,0.1589094648021563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928549947642773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655366455065567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686204794573485,0.0,0.15534603289908955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184775330444006,0.16130307270454336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761308192322875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30471493542829203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634438873022766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115478623833088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343395025873482,0.1220600831180889,0.0,0.177484539795311,0.22444601805825407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131655541937575,0.1840895953186417,0.10533404700715866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490438878096446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32203188572777697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NicoleA5,2020/02/13,"Just need someone to talk to They say ""Reach out when you need someone to talk to."" I'm so sick and tired of trying to talk to my friends, I reach to them I say I'm not feeling ok and all I get from them is a sad emoji or the most complete silence. No answer at all. And then they say they don't know what to say. What's the point of reaching out and open up then? There's so many things in my head it's overwhelming.",0.044408602150536325,1.6941046236559174,1.6356989247311835,101.74021505376345,83.40860215053762,4.563440860215055,18.935483870967747,5.033348758259628,-0.7418903225806451,322,8,83,1,9,104,57,93,0.168,0.758,0.07400000000000001,-0.8786,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,5,0,5,4,0,1,3,1,2,3,1,0,2,18,9,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,11,2,16,9,3,10,0,2,0,0,14,7,0,2,3,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561531354402287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433550302187936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441436799691194,0.0,0.09747523332985096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914748590149088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253410713820976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915290765931134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766788905643191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636915147322835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.593472471437507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161606637564876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44987419834593856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394895610204795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144350086223368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666892450845413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,metaljm25,2020/02/13,"Dizziness issue. Hey all,

This is kind of an unusual issue I've been having.  It happens in buildings like hospitals, schools, some offices, places like that.  In these types of buildings I'm unable to go to the 2nd floor or above because once I do, I experience very paralyzing anxiety and dizziness.  The higher up I go, the worse it gets.  I almost feel like the floor will give out and I will fall through.  Similarly, it can also occur on the first floor if I'm walking down a long corridor.  I'll suddenly feel very unbalanced and not ""grounded.""  It also will happen in stores like Home Depot or any place with really high ceilings.  I feel like gravity is going to give out and I'm going to float up to the ceiling (I'm very afraid of heights).  

This strange phobia started 2 years ago when my father was sick with cancer and was always on the 3rd floor of the hospital.  I always had to climb the stairs (I don't do elevators) to go see him, and I always dreaded it because every time I went up there they'd give me more bad news about his condition.  I SUSPECT this is where this issue is stemming from but I don't know how to deal with it.  It's been with me ever since.  I missed the birth of my first child because I couldn't make it up to the third floor maternity ward.  I don't want to miss the birth of my second child because of this.  

Has anyone else had/has anything like this?  If so, how/what have you done to deal with it?",2.9030208333333327,4.620092704861115,4.085833333333333,87.14250000000001,75.0763888888889,6.883333333333333,24.847222222222207,7.645422480735847,1.1940388888888886,1121,37,230,15,24,366,155,288,0.08199999999999999,0.868,0.049,-0.7979999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,3,9,12,0,2,14,0,24,2,0,2,2,33,50,16,0,4,6,1,3,6,0,3,2,0,1,2,17,13,0,0,5,0,1,9,5,5,0,4,7,4,24,7,38,38,3,45,0,2,1,0,13,24,0,6,18,143,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001462576763063,0.0,0.10168390341363327,0.0,0.0,0.16241300265065034,0.2534838499947062,0.0,0.0,0.06905493377475003,0.0,0.07768260511173869,0.0,0.0,0.07100350071867946,0.1040461357246122,0.0835639133915424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478687913151907,0.2476066116837548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937945460612625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039170722709341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482886371699097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185439889305663,0.08555709726797213,0.0,0.0,0.09933172000704818,0.0,0.0,0.15403450895142515,0.14508932595299068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727503807664322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053053725691541764,0.29223725477791873,0.28855537675488896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959403120211107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072891908953718,0.1018591706932719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31796371476032576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574479547550797,0.05580716463360171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976622176250954,0.0,0.0,0.08986523786514873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778291197044294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814344465315248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218844139801696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505312950276239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277022868486088,0.08091921589398794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400010930291682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187496007670564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921243636494417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513588789447187,0.05989461061510992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413439328688084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348430649475447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539245719572867
anxiety,ciaphas01,2020/02/13,"Why should I stop thinking catastrophically when personal events continue to justify the excess worry? I've been in therapy a while now, and have learned to at least spot when I'm so anxious I've started to think catastrophically about what's going on

The events of the last two months have taught me that trying not to worry about things to that extreme is not only a fool's errand, but actively harmful. Some events were small, like a very-visibly-claustrophobic attack on a plane; others, like not getting ADHD meds in time because I decided not to triple-check on them, hurt somewhat; and others large, like my cat dying because I decided not to take her to the vet until I was certain she was showing illness, rather than just running around like sometimes before bcause Is Cat.

Why should I stop catastrophizing, or even continue therapy, if deep fears spurring me into action is a completely, provably justified way to live?",16.480892857142855,9.672954351190477,14.160428571428573,53.384571428571434,53.10714285714286,17.24952380952381,53.242857142857154,13.348371206891418,6.778277142857144,753,33,121,16,5,237,112,168,0.145,0.732,0.12300000000000001,-0.4405,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,10,10,1,1,9,0,11,1,0,0,1,26,19,10,1,4,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,5,1,0,3,5,5,0,1,5,0,11,5,22,12,3,30,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,4,20,81,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319654536006288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722075011835457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569894808291982,0.0,0.17341615418066153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584521011896266,0.0,0.12971046056649008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598245848367553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820285736587494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006814940283282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171531097125948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964069078519903,0.0,0.08663199138229986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631841948952464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242543940714456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29788702330596484,0.0,0.13460238192701113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932027213456824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167169642547718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593324221479165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309985225416976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507615350174916,0.0,0.10789386411706868,0.0,0.0,0.25488399443045384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461171002505972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34864407864015823,0.0,0.10127065254275604,0.1953476372945556,0.0,0.0,0.08888573372954676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349296230699198,0.0,0.1489062747024019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099534406685213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750967013030521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096090972846589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Princess_Ollie,2020/02/13,What do I do now? So my mom is kinda a good parent and I say kinda being nice. I’ve recently been diagnosed with general anxiety but my doctor thinks I’ve had it since I was young. When I was young I was always very anxious and suffered from the stomach aches and vomiting that some people deal with but my mom just teased me saying that I was a henny penny. To this day she still makes fun of it as well as making fun of the perfectionism I suffer from and she just doesn’t understand. It hurts a lot and I’ve told her but she shrugs it off. Im just not sure what to do.,1.4111922503725791,3.1230744262295116,3.437093889716841,90.17444858420272,79.327868852459,6.731445603576751,19.2876304023845,7.686295010490155,0.4724327868852458,448,10,100,7,11,152,76,122,0.187,0.68,0.132,-0.8207,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,0,5,0,12,4,1,2,1,24,17,12,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,7,2,15,6,11,9,2,8,0,3,0,0,12,1,0,4,7,71,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560174535214026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343922383254726,0.2118249338160762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209238744108179,0.1933072816751253,0.0,0.1903115212073651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191718814822364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726855684422258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072575843646265,0.0,0.20253533385245528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940828102862567,0.0,0.0,0.2503193158407865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392023174255991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208199807903654,0.0,0.0,0.1299909188544776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513651717473328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982197023585209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551043565406742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974007751279314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671928709888782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201443028226226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791670793813792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951971567891756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470954940036027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685876470959552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,supersoundwave,2020/02/13,"Exhaustion? Hi everyone,

I'm wondering if anyone has experienced extreme exhaustion and fatigue due to their anxiety and/or depression symptoms.

When I took this to my doctor, he did a full blood test, and everything came up normal. He then suggested that I do a sleep study, which also cam back normal. The thing is, I still feel really tired all day. I wake up exhausted, and while I do feel a bit better in the afternoon, I tend to yawn a lot, and I could easily go to bed at 8pm every night (which I have, and I can sleep for 10 hours easily).

Is being this tired a symptom of anxiety? I've never been officially diagnosed.

Thank you in advance for any insights and stories you can share.",5.18843776106934,6.202756699248122,6.586867167919802,74.15886382623228,68.47368421052633,11.02389306599833,30.567251461988306,10.980518767755715,3.658400835421888,543,21,100,17,9,185,93,133,0.171,0.755,0.073,-0.9071,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,2,4,8,0,0,7,0,12,15,4,0,2,18,21,11,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,11,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,4,3,13,3,12,15,4,21,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,3,11,67,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516509256721425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106435655237913,0.0,0.2394672914357129,0.0,0.0,0.10943901775113436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035047353449232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842491303474524,0.1708739844237944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901161211814876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496459520708815,0.0,0.0,0.1009393103969804,0.0,0.13480625175202218,0.1588595618927111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019986722552626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187074710221794,0.14955691360960538,0.14066570630082936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827750452485764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895115502539093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541358750513417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306356612369727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071411677359392,0.0,0.0,0.1468788464727946,0.30670319133382434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026759979943793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132563258430933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499318465088458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253582963853616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409810283427635,0.0,0.0,0.1039816974089976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35978223426272504,0.0,0.0,0.17389406788719367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973398152677088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lmplurkr,2020/02/13,"Temporary disassociation? Sometimes when I experience anxiety from an emberassing moment, I kinda freak out and everything feels like out of a horror movie.

Like I suddenly cant comprehend whats going on(even simple things) and everything seems so dark and weird.

For example, I had something emberassing happen at work. I wanted to relax so I went out to breath. A coworker came out and looked me dead in the eye and I chuckled and asked ""haha whats wrong?"" and he didnt say anything... and I cant explain it. Wtf was that? Like I cant even comprehened what happened.
When I went inside, I felt that everyone hates me for some reason and I couldnt work because my mind was so slow and felt like I suddenly had 20 IQ or drugged.",3.119753340184996,5.6692100863309385,4.496531346351492,80.50857913669068,77.63309352517986,8.287975334018501,27.194758478931146,9.04235418022936,2.618942034943473,578,24,106,15,14,191,87,139,0.121,0.726,0.153,0.5486,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,1,0,4,1,9,3,2,1,0,27,24,16,1,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,15,0,0,6,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,10,6,16,7,12,13,1,16,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,4,10,66,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399968006382656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338762919353706,0.0,0.15153382601256155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988095745061276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538968305255452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797487070712351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141200320247644,0.0,0.0,0.15488553219722692,0.2913550735497858,0.1585567513260742,0.0,0.0,0.08195841613572548,0.11579831786645665,0.3112668355430605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212042862578074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866742480945644,0.0,0.0,0.16003196125060473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167591998192264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611617477453558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366637451467264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666572279530164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289017978944033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756216408265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478608280250165,0.16031280136230988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768649976291858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560586366971377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30052119477161515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360093252509615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722179010624395,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pizzabuthot,2020/02/13,"How to get over anxiety from talking to strangers? I have always had problem with face to face conversations, especially with strangers. It's getting worse by the day. Yesterday I went to buy a plush for my sister's birthday next week. I couldn't even talk to the shop attendants. I just walked Infront of the shops over and over. When one of the attendants asked if I want to buy one I just mumbled and left out of shame. I had traveled 45mins to get to the wholesale market because this is the only place I could afford it from. I feel really dumb. I don't think I can go back there again.
Please help.",2.8982505729564565,5.082462369747901,3.4038808250572963,89.9268143621085,76.56302521008405,6.680213903743317,25.10389610389611,7.686295010490155,1.2319512605042018,478,17,98,7,11,149,78,119,0.12300000000000001,0.823,0.055,-0.8357,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,7,0,8,2,2,1,0,15,17,5,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,3,4,6,2,3,0,2,3,1,12,0,21,12,0,19,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,7,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761168521255229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191819570527105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978721532478224,0.0,0.0,0.16275234425668034,0.0,0.12902507501795574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899211296590194,0.0,0.0,0.13650224143117304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139798462511996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070209121243512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317485372842649,0.0,0.12029041996725233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418702507295612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22996761156739404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251012472988813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868505946615303,0.16097584935617407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113811406853048,0.2323375054882373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252862758848986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559387380118804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402462170015113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562223928384526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248416845614115,0.0,0.16977970529052624,0.0,0.0,0.1962095773294153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569812401811295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FineQuin,2020/02/13,"How do I stop my habits caused by anxiety??? Help!! I have had anxiety for as long as I can remember. It has gotten significantly worse since I started working at a doctors office and have had to start anxiety medications, which has helped. But I cannot stop biting my lips and picking at the skin around my nails to the point of them bleeding. How do I break this habit?",3.6062499999999993,5.4979871250000025,4.659444444444446,83.03000000000002,73.58333333333334,8.133333333333335,27.277777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.0912611111111112,291,11,58,6,6,95,51,72,0.192,0.772,0.037000000000000005,-0.8571,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,10,5,2,4,0,11,13,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,10,0,10,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009628705663958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943201571822864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242390875614536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342420926185946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926240119540463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317558270306595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989943085066152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635012314173865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472746431101885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805678196285641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090068556967979,0.0,0.0,0.3649924967046148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891426628050187,0.0,0.2224513247018242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nobodycarestho,2020/02/13,"Help ptsd elevated anxiety I had 6 narcotic detectives barge into my house based on a false anonymous tip that illegal activity was taking place in the home. I have had so much anxiety over it I was sick to my stomach dry heaving for 12 hours! I have barely been able to eat for a few days. Every time I hear noises outside or somebody walks to the door my stomach starts turning into knots. Every time I start thinking about what happened my stomach turns and I feel nauseated. 

How do you control this?",3.626458333333332,6.047264562500002,4.917916666666667,78.80208333333336,75.25,7.6,30.458333333333336,8.515128840125781,2.703570833333334,402,19,70,8,9,133,73,96,0.11199999999999999,0.8590000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.784,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,8,5,3,2,0,8,17,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,12,0,11,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,45,16,0,0.19231937339000255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29424758848415705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157025305051346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240300856517552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967907315621742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240747334952732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724245373659413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006738674429495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167579111568448,0.0,0.12890762206491518,0.0,0.1929120122734035,0.0,0.18939584300149964,0.22191073559872024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137686799236812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009328121005034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248110557980875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224928469565257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460023434795025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323048895237182,0.0,0.0,0.2242859464302853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183765047000579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SunflowderPowder,2020/02/13,"Anxiety in a relationship A week ago I had a lot of existential thoughts going on in my mind that caused me a lot of distress and anxiety, and since then I don't feel the same.

I have been looking for comfort and relief with my partner and the few times we have met, I've felt anxious and like I was incapable of being emotionally attached to her as I used to and this is making my anxiety increasing a lot.

I have had 0 problems with her in this year we've been together, it's been all perfect and now within a week I feel that my mind does not want to be with her cause I feel anxious. Is this normal?",6.82595238095238,4.956382865079366,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,65.5873015873016,11.257142857142858,36.079365079365076,10.125756701596842,3.32699365079365,475,19,102,9,6,162,73,126,0.152,0.753,0.095,-0.4976,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,8,0,14,0,0,4,2,32,25,9,0,3,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,9,5,17,4,16,14,7,14,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,3,8,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728240382369372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355424066058647,0.3499167440997189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181871270430197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355272802753259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420726188378205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491990862953874,0.0,0.148698937853411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801586502047726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566137986759483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005131483622295,0.0,0.0,0.3949933490490463,0.0,0.0,0.10337654591259172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312747948366425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151739157755073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481891272261239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627180763456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281095913938051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229490269176406,0.09030560901759778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375746158670695,0.0,0.0,0.09134600128819538,0.0,0.24845382746415734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997308341751264
anxiety,couchpotat07,2020/02/13,Agoraphobia & Anxiety Someone who can give advice for agoraphobia? It goes in seasons and I feel like I am slipping back into it again...,3.649066666666666,6.7552608400000045,5.596,69.78466666666668,80.6,8.133333333333335,32.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.7295333333333343,111,6,17,3,3,38,22,25,0.067,0.833,0.099,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40066824548669017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44425810298553775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31366531042364376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31528120950884275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073191803866755,0.2929194277067639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933299658073121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031578446351792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474098699897753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nhu_bie,2020/02/13,"Talking makes me anxious, because I can't speak any language properly My parents are Asian and I'm born in Germany. I cant speak the language from my parents, I can barely understand them, so my mother tongue is basically german. I've learned Spanish, Latin and English at school and because English is more important (because its the most common language worldwide), I've started to read books in English. That kinda leads me to think in English too. Sometimes I would even talk English to my german friends, because I would forget to say things in german. I also kinda feel like the sentence construction is easier than in german. Today at school, my teacher got to read my text out loud to the class and started to make fun of my grammar. Its not a typical grammar mistake like mistaking then and than. In german we got this pronouns (if there is any germans reading this... I mean things like Genitiv, Dativ, Akkusativ and so on) and while I normally can keep them apart when I think hardly about it, but when I try to write a text fluently without having thoughts on every word I wrote, these mistakes are just there. I also make mistakes with plural and singular when I try to speak naturally without thinking... I hope you know what I mean. Well ppl laughed at me and I feel like my text was written by some kindergarten kid. Im already shy but now I feel more anxious about talking. Whenever I try to talk, ppl started to point out every mistake I make while talking. Does anyone else got this problem?",5.708879003558723,7.20302375800712,5.678823843416371,79.37282651245553,67.64768683274022,7.612882562277581,36.11405693950178,7.908726449838941,2.9492489679715304,1200,62,202,14,20,376,149,281,0.08199999999999999,0.821,0.096,-0.0292,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,2,1,16,15,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,5,0,56,40,22,0,11,7,3,4,4,1,2,0,5,0,1,11,13,0,1,12,4,0,1,5,6,1,0,7,9,34,9,34,31,4,29,0,0,0,0,20,15,0,6,17,133,45,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280080536151573,0.14899486073536464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266995877539428,0.0,0.0,0.2104812541887596,0.0,0.06513737526335088,0.09545011328733886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271499942915983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152211178843399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782052255408929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061529163918631516,0.0,0.1569771826678621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130857650002304,0.13310242136864536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197268463951477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351792216987126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834501625266751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252568602606667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062529070307344,0.0,0.0,0.08280201197511733,0.0,0.0,0.05119652113386846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820467570839668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487314528873575,0.0,0.0,0.20295005127522892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127384948669982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206879123717654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806325273394522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913844187691522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795459200802788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408199762583405,0.0,0.18855923676971825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213442142709703,0.0,0.1978105107142868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743793902022319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377842900695935,0.17907327824563574,0.0,0.07395606475904375,0.0,0.0,0.08830171956383752,0.0,0.0,0.18974198298308864,0.0,0.0,0.09697947648301708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375911834887961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959959202505013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235178443465265,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,small-but-mighty,2020/02/13,"I get dizzy a lot and it freaks me out Anyone else? I feel like it's linked to weather patterns, as we just had a bunch of snow in the US midwest and are expecting a temperature drop tomorrow. It scares me to feel so dizzy and I'm not sure what to do if the symptoms don't resolve (though they always do).",3.940846153846156,3.9077408923076935,5.089038461538461,87.51971153846155,70.84615384615384,8.346153846153845,28.55769230769231,8.07648339933343,1.564461538461538,238,8,55,3,4,79,49,65,0.212,0.75,0.038,-0.8098,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,15,9,7,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,3,7,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499792463408408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006547278164886,0.3078228604346025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509681238512768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30380973351132945,0.2146250363953364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696065486091856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677340751219192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255412205830922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007797354051269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831487965339117,0.3122585790610971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951679025339481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613765684398213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veryberryblue,2020/02/13,"Can stress-induced anxiety/panic attacks linger even after the original stressor has passed? I recently went through a great deal of stress and anxiety when a very close friend of mine ended up in the hospital. I called and was given some very gloomy news and the prognosis did not sound good at all (to say the least). In fact, I didn't know if I would ever even see them again.

Then (after the bad news) I spent 2-3 days calling the hospital trying to get an update on my friend and was always given some reason why that was not possible. This made me fret and worry even more because for several days I was left completely in the dark.

Finally, when I do reach the friend, they are in a really nice rehab center and doing just great. They are enjoying the food, chatting with staff and other patients, making friends, talking, joking, laughing, moving around and improving rapidly and seem to be doing just wonderful.

Soooo...now that the threat has passed and everything seems to be fine again, why am I still experiencing tons of anxiety, panic attacks and wierd sensations in my head/body along with creepy dreams and nightmares?.

Did a switch get flipped on or something?. How do I turn it back off again?. I mean, shouldn't I feel ""much better"" now?.",6.944304107909254,7.454948240343349,6.498997547516861,78.11074034334764,64.45064377682404,9.918945432250156,31.235131820968732,9.784248007369934,2.8660548129981613,992,34,179,19,14,308,149,233,0.13,0.6859999999999999,0.184,0.9440000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,3,1,16,19,3,2,15,0,21,2,0,5,3,43,37,18,0,3,6,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,5,17,1,0,7,3,1,4,4,6,0,0,12,5,18,13,25,21,7,37,0,0,1,0,13,14,0,7,19,123,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180940144717667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881533427037015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822351380984473,0.0,0.2510490207279411,0.0,0.08484250728988155,0.0921269653723673,0.06726054188518453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758429982318004,0.0,0.1225597716360616,0.0,0.0,0.22533326501987466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568647021694695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231675084746567,0.1137528233245996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772602228330388,0.0,0.0,0.21863006881330516,0.09980632749784084,0.0,0.0,0.0991639738654128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578981094588653,0.0,0.0,0.12086902531436773,0.0,0.0,0.1334201978220405,0.0,0.34098503307525313,0.0,0.1152932812181495,0.0,0.0,0.09254562066255388,0.0,0.24329433716268195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323781442978545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063844755689984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988170646606475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440374026264808,0.07365094750394942,0.0,0.0,0.12018957312298542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727099740143762,0.0811105482671259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945694780984526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438863094972633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068484499551764,0.11344503320887656,0.10894468820115376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774458163276923,0.0,0.0,0.08792447460014177,0.20089371232610773,0.0,0.12464964621778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494297835990855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811544207916122,0.0,0.2527818129849416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868487356709899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491172596393968,0.120015205316818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207951492633484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228370332203188,0.1991243485761711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965600252414847,0.0,0.11205279728554143,0.0,0.07838039149688973,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ladywoodles,2020/02/13,"Any words of wisdom? Sick of calling in sick. I suffer from a few chronic issues as well as anxiety and they all teamed up on me today. I had to call in sick to work, and it seems to be happening quite frequently. My mind is just racing and I’m so disappointed in myself. I feel like I’m failing myself and my workplace. I’m just so sick and tired of not being able to function at a level where I can live a normal life. Does it ever get easier?",0.6068085106382988,2.6944688297872372,3.2653617021276595,88.39400000000002,84.1063829787234,5.887659574468086,18.974468085106388,7.1686216300943375,0.4282757446808514,346,9,73,5,10,121,64,94,0.263,0.64,0.09699999999999999,-0.9608,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,7,6,0,0,3,0,5,7,0,0,2,15,12,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,10,3,16,9,2,11,0,3,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,51,12,3,0.2251457204820444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310681050351924,0.0,0.1722358599178274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597979068255966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970265372240733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365719401176566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384044114770114,0.1608441476986146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762934640494455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909561706711146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349936374886752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902708072645808,0.10999482647790908,0.0,0.19880779604646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273329958565857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220595003109661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23947018746718104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496420804496115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587718854206583,0.2134118174188716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024330416273936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390876598351747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scary-Pension,2020/02/13,"CBD E-liquid Review For Cloud 9 Hemp - Extreme Vaporizers ____ Read More!  With so many companies entering into this industry it is becoming increasingly difficult to determine the good from the bad. In this Cloud 9 Hemp review, we will discuss some of the stuff you want to know in order to get the best vendor for your cannabidiol E-liquids, E-juices, and Vape oils. 

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anxiety,Positive_Progress,2020/02/13,"I feel like I can't do this anymore I've been waking up every day riddled with anxiety. My head is so noisy that I can't focus on anything. I cant even sit and enjoy a film. It makes me feel like I'm going crazy and start questioning whether I'm even real. The only thing that helps is socialising but even that is now harder. Drinking helps and is a relief. I'm scared and I feel like my life is going to pass me by. 

I'm so depressed. Don't see an end in sight.",0.3397058823529377,2.1085431666666707,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,83.01960784313725,5.2564705882352944,19.023529411764702,6.2581,-0.14897176470588258,361,9,84,3,10,124,64,102,0.146,0.684,0.17,0.3854,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,4,0,11,4,2,1,0,13,23,8,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,4,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,5,9,5,6,22,0,11,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,1,7,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055776640627293,0.0,0.18221703794310848,0.0,0.0,0.1511993193532532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849471321888562,0.0,0.15825180574986988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999162462267473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627358257622663,0.0,0.0,0.3640682793949431,0.0,0.1548057570274916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27870778144678504,0.3937837477774491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088431467139812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188566451475164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630913746522046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977838224679364,0.26929282554788475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264540682401474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973973544049267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582670575622,0.0,0.0,0.20913213411944054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395208911410735,0.0,0.1464140424879651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300494986540452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206623332410545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpicyHeartAttack,2020/02/13,"Going back to school has caused me extreme anxiety I went to a respected university two years ago for psychology and ended up dropping out junior year due to my brother being diagnosed with cancer. He is autistic and has behavioral issues so I had to be at the hospital a lot to keep him cooperative and calm. So a year goes by, I’m thinking I’ll just skip out on school and work my way up, with no profession in mind. The nurses at the hospital really pushed me to get into nursing so I applied to my community college and got in.

I love being back at school and knowing the end goal is to make an impact in the world. However, I forgot just how much of a Type-A control freak I am. I am so riddled with stress that I study 3+ hours a day, end up with a panic attack because I feel so overwhelmed and I’m just terrified of failing (I have all A’s so this is not an actual threat). I’m normally a close my eyes and I’m asleep type of person but I dream of tests, failure and I wake up in the middle of the night to cramp extra studying in.

I genuinely can’t remember the last time I was stress-free, in the moment, and happy. Or the last time I slept soundly through the night. It’s taking a toll on my boyfriend/relationship, as much as I try I can’t help but lash out when I feel like I’m gonna crack under pressure. 

I am on a waitlist for a therapist but this is just all so much and whenever I try to share my fears with those I trust, I am brushed off or laughed at.

Currently sitting in the school’s parking lot sobbing over a test I’m about to take that I’m sure I’m gonna fail. Just need some virtual hugs today.",1.970674531155474,3.542060038011698,4.0870881226053655,86.76500000000001,77.2748538011696,7.407299858842507,25.535793506755393,8.216663640201805,1.5416022181891504,1271,47,276,23,29,437,182,342,0.11599999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.5685,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,18,21,2,5,26,0,18,9,4,4,3,52,44,27,0,2,11,1,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,6,21,0,3,5,1,0,3,4,11,0,1,6,5,31,10,53,33,9,56,0,4,1,2,7,28,1,5,23,178,37,13,0.0,0.0,0.10508021633431264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545188596618998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237495964071068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250162605005598,0.0,0.16559865592843498,0.0,0.06564077187835025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061709483694973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077235593532365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944473769474803,0.0,0.0,0.10929300549562627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861177455079311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211700168035554,0.10889255872147152,0.07692666429301742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625839280677891,0.0,0.061197065881360826,0.0,0.08612158960210048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462743796442057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217568184453693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604317951245963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239001804379643,0.0,0.0957109947737848,0.0,0.0,0.059178150986864415,0.17554725959104367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526070435978175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830914915080368,0.09718546825779854,0.0,0.07187728359345838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872617565019506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374717262084569,0.07984340829448651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210090451570026,0.10550360701174702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633936244164165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940220846506135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898261083783105,0.0,0.0,0.11560809819522636,0.1219805295550736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359119227788494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466943152118023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148719264892536,0.0,0.16192402499966174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502486196133394,0.0,0.06899704161553888,0.0,0.0,0.12557823077056832,0.0,0.1020681166809134,0.0,0.0,0.14621539991177435,0.0,0.1051877829161011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547142832630218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982050468899416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839237420762812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802730603164568
anxiety,dankacademia,2020/02/13,"(Trigger warning possible stalking) Something happened here on Reddit and I'm anxious, but I just can't write here because I'm paranoid this person may see this post and then harm me. I do really need to talk about something. It was nothing extremely serious but got me in a really paranoid mood and could potentially put me in a really shameful situation 
I feel like I have been stalked here. 
I can't talk to my friends, I can't bare the awkwardness. That's REALLY awkward.
 Just needed some kind stranger with pure intentions to hear it. 
It's affecting my productivity :(",3.8722384219554016,6.700622707547172,5.088936535162952,75.74088336192114,76.64150943396227,8.760205831903946,33.221269296741,9.339509955726095,3.7928981132075466,461,25,77,13,11,152,71,106,0.209,0.662,0.129,-0.8606,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,3,0,9,0,0,3,1,19,18,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,3,11,3,8,13,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,2,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128735096766675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486585039189155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044690160148755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952764265331273,0.13461521641160634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558140143279028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070556520998946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662900056712707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237554590868535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622199543402236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920579180675304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794385480088508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808047237022787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453076951968604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242775441080247,0.18046490786810307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942530181545147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828551541609036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015519147088782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118044528031704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901269353668446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029075631466499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tujhya_nana_chi_tang,2020/02/13,"Thinking about harming myself again I am tired of everything. There's no spark anymore. They say keep patience, keep trying. But nothing seems to work, nothing seems to change for good, if not stagnant it changes for the worse. What I'm tired of is being lonely forever. I am ready to walk a long rough path, but I want to hold someone's hand while doing it. For most of my life I have been lonely. I cannot take it anymore. I tried everything, but small bad incident triggers the avalanche of thoughts. What I am really tired is to pick myself up again and again, forever.... Nobody understands me, nobody helps me, not even myself. So what's the point of everything? If the same shit keeps happening, what's the point of waking up tomorrow?",3.602043956043957,5.979184171428575,3.865714285714287,86.52851648351648,75.14285714285714,7.164835164835164,26.48351648351648,8.139509932561175,1.7999725274725278,584,22,109,10,13,181,84,140,0.188,0.7190000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9372,0,4,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,1,0,6,0,10,7,3,2,0,22,22,8,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,3,14,1,17,19,2,12,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,5,6,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585171687436827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882536397523092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757570408314381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608589504122925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35141357925496164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931990229146182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152559571336032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736167261302959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475466685124637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206038118414432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534352153976138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501223846228114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641985845505915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349676941032977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364865481507077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373065396853008,0.0,0.0,0.13378833604862608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043352162375908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799667490966138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351423646911528,0.0,0.10347246123689884,0.0,0.4494072010139471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769795805405679,0.0,0.0,0.13568468189671526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687572496014912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488637662802052,0.0,0.13282382174424825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mink2018,2020/02/13,"Thank you to this wonderful subreddit 😘 So yeah,  i find relief when i read similar symptoms and i feel reassured. 
I dont so alone and feel secured specially that there's no specialist here in my hometown. 

My anxiety is pretty fresh and it's the worse kind that when i imagine a symptom,  it sure is gonna show up soon.   

I wish a wonderful recovery to everyone.",2.6141046277666007,4.967173830985917,4.6530382293762615,79.76816901408453,78.29577464788733,9.690945674044269,31.269617706237426,9.957137785484203,3.7993364185110665,286,15,54,10,7,98,53,71,0.08,0.48100000000000004,0.439,0.9840000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,0,1,11,10,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,7,4,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,35,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205872462986925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293221759700416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496157239165128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203515389891302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538227332293575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466356592846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179011635080495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166813510701436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213041689529129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073494940823905,0.44274396244951614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608710071047625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449211498890073,0.0,0.4619442404166497,0.0,0.0,0.21704894576367054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GamingMoments101,2020/02/13,"Having an Anxiety attack? Try Meditation I have tried meditation and it had helped me a lot. It reduced my anxiety and the fact I had no anxiety feeling anymore. I began to be aware of myself and why I am having anxiety. 

It's because you are ""LIVING IN THE PAST"". Most of us don't know that most of us are living in the past. We are not aware of it because it's in our subconscious mind. The more you meditate, the more you will realize why you are fearing of the unknown because your subconscious mind are being trained to be in this ""fight or flight"" response which has been triggered by your conscious mind. The more you are aware from yourself, the more you'll know the solution of your fear. 

I have realized that ""fear"" is just only an ""idea"" created in our minds. Most of them, did not happen to us and we just predicted that it would happen to us. By doing meditation, it brings you to the present and not to the past. It relaxes your internal body. Now that you have self-awareness, you will begin to feel guilty about the things you do about yourself and it's okay to feel that way. At least you don't fear the unknown anymore, you know why you are having a fear. But, mediation and it's benefits, depends on the person. Some of us you'll feel the benefits in a week, a month, a day or maybe now. You just need to be consistent and make it a daily routine. That's all, I hope this helps. Chat me if you have any question.",2.9508684210526286,4.7318942315789485,4.194934210526316,86.13766447368424,75.10526315789474,7.697368421052633,26.61184210526316,8.472884824447931,1.8201842105263155,1116,42,229,21,24,366,127,285,0.106,0.8220000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.872,0,0,0,0,1,0,40.0,9,20,1,0,7,12,2,5,23,1,34,1,1,3,2,49,49,12,0,4,10,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,21,10,0,0,12,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,4,40,5,30,35,11,21,0,0,0,0,36,8,0,11,11,178,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590884875171832,0.0,0.25157623256861233,0.0,0.1630698789814195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353114617482372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035204415344408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132205242471733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302171180769237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462572249817659,0.16628098998403254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454044624811684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021362681521514,0.0,0.0,0.08165779664140004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281044468598763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554922825383206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519425965794652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989603978239138,0.0,0.0,0.054878983530243036,0.0,0.0825957660318005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33205383979515946,0.0,0.06562302847435153,0.0,0.0,0.06096119482721216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252802154069519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544984284662454,0.0,0.0717867478716146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209933488571573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576791383499488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054619826226388335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163683604142842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944711025442273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525824117054392,0.06594771272857236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255807052711885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840299900854847,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sartaj1257,2020/02/13,Has anyone ever tried the anxiety and phobia workbook ? I just started reading this and it appears to be a hardcore self help book which leaves you nothing to think about and too much to do . what is your review of it and how one should use it ?,5.41,5.869394999999997,5.399999999999999,84.845,67.75,7.2333333333333325,30.583333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.574158333333334,192,7,37,1,3,60,41,48,0.09300000000000001,0.8540000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,11,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,31,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470257441429999,0.0,0.0,0.22578661692100466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29209114713296985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644018515383545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34191572707218965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373764638162992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098414534636893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881259637152628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229980090222665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368662058790313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855780226033706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690808982588751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923511784351726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788911019690178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,isle_of_cats,2020/02/13,"Just cannot face work today Actually maybe it's better to say I cannot face the 1h30 each way train commute. Work is ok, albeit long, but at least I get on well with my team. However the thought of once again walking for half an hour in the rain (I have some weird pelvic issue which causes a twinge on every step) and then pushing into the overly cramped train (standing room only for 1hr and lucky if I'm not physically shoved) is literally paralyzing me. Then repeat in the evening. I could not get out of bed with anxiety making me light headed and dizzy.

Now I've called in sick and feel super guilty. I feel like calling in sick should just be for flu or nausea and I'm wasting a sick day, as I'm not really ""sick"". I'm trying to call it a mental health day but feel like a fraud.

Does anyone else deal with this? How do you overcome this anxiety? How many sick days is too many? I can't go on like this",2.7365953654188964,4.213338844919786,3.8484705882352976,89.67545098039218,74.98930481283422,6.697896613190732,21.55757575757576,7.3011,0.5058972549019605,712,17,155,8,15,231,122,187,0.19699999999999998,0.688,0.115,-0.9622,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,5,10,9,0,0,10,1,11,11,3,4,0,32,23,14,0,3,9,0,3,3,0,1,8,1,2,0,6,11,0,0,4,1,0,4,6,1,1,1,1,5,10,8,22,19,3,29,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,4,14,86,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.1354267918267296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232876939471992,0.0,0.0,0.09703643375906916,0.1421939179749816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227373945812095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251219393559718,0.0,0.0,0.14256268970079666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080251736740222,0.0,0.0,0.2684999621240073,0.14307347786904492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144509919957835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593076864681093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916612100917812,0.0,0.11692600389599808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051017588127874,0.19828530459036248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501100048957882,0.0,0.0788704343275648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424257215183802,0.14751396108015666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366678533548941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448476231586278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339898575984186,0.0,0.0,0.12281369387538392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263503884796953,0.2813971451842596,0.13942062157213853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398550489480697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779347634056147,0.0,0.10554651948531307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890440088053665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036141426170447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101738095840984,0.0,0.0,0.13154481473387256,0.0,0.0,0.0942207925358446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015509612440386,0.0,0.0,0.1247776120317836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206330197957306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elessar39,2020/02/13,"Need to get something off my chest but nobody else to turn to. Hi all, I just want to preface this by saying that this is my first ever time posting on reddit and this will probably be a long post, so I apologise if I've done anything incorrectly.
I've been dealing with anxiety for about a year now but only in the last month has it suddenly become utterly consuming. I met this girl online and we've been talking everyday for a little over a month now. A week or two ago I opened up to her about my anxiety issues and she was incredibly supportive. However, over the last few days I've ended up just pushing her away. Since I opened up to her all I can think about every second of everyday is my anxiety and whenever we've spoken since then it somehow comes up in conversation. I end up constantly apologizing to her because I always feel that I'm being pushy and I get this nagging feeling that she hates me or is upset with me, so I feel the need to apologise to her. It started making her upset because it makes her feel that she's done something wrong even though it's entirely my fault. 
Yesterday our friendship had a total breakdown, and now she won't even speak to me. She's the first person in a very long time that I feel a real connection to and I've gone and ruined it. 
I start therapy tomorrow (it was actually her that gave me the courage to go) but now I feel it's pointless. I have no IRL friends as my anxiety simply doesn't allow for it, and now I've gone and ruined the one real friendship I felt I had because I pushed her away.
If I go to therapy tomorrow, it will be the first time in 1 year that I've actually gone outside in daylight but now I'm really lacking the motivation to do so. 
Thank you to anyone who read through my rant, and any advice is really appreciated.",4.596219008264463,5.292676035812676,6.172110881542704,77.75089359504133,69.633608815427,9.686363636363636,30.551997245179066,9.827888789773867,2.8915584022038567,1423,56,280,33,24,488,173,363,0.133,0.752,0.115,-0.4622,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,4,21,12,2,2,16,0,23,1,1,4,4,49,54,25,0,6,10,0,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,23,16,0,0,9,1,0,8,3,8,0,6,14,9,45,4,43,34,5,65,0,2,0,0,29,19,0,5,36,198,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.18095079406076992,0.0,0.0,0.09059895482740744,0.0821852826474442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714539602396006,0.0,0.0,0.06304863461998879,0.0,0.2837035338847729,0.0,0.0,0.06482771800425692,0.0,0.07629564398722524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421553119722394,0.0,0.0,0.16955260764348276,0.10239522378866092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798648196119487,0.0,0.10019079396719306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597927986236132,0.09558396488696053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897570285639684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745057074657588,0.0,0.1642340015740004,0.0,0.0,0.12247331954743393,0.08386503494359474,0.07811546358715978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28127361631903763,0.0,0.08901988817556028,0.0,0.0,0.23658720040774125,0.0,0.0,0.07163053293068405,0.0,0.0968783773586998,0.0,0.10538289748272553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153578645916256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676922887571372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114841368964166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292368951582672,0.0,0.1640977765811681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377450289774868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480067086807738,0.0,0.0,0.1374923714035776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282534140770403,0.07051310251686975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095420560731151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775885847870047,0.0,0.09996127057914164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273899458867343,0.2110574428418837,0.1187898030945965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372981843162685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338780040696362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275138715069646,0.0,0.0,0.1312467581529847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052106405588908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451992480971649,0.0,0.08535850711609715,0.21205286067568,0.0,0.0,0.059407326629660265,0.09109094081952536,0.0,0.16218667057926162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084610505155978,0.09056801321955943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649868131927905,0.054685063238151484,0.0,0.0743695020856596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136810052382188,0.0,0.11940943000786125
anxiety,longsilvers,2020/02/13,"Still in shock after traumatic event Hi dudes and dudettes, i could really do with some help here. I’ll keep it short. 

So one night around June last year I nearly fainted, my vision went black and I got real dizzy. I was mid conversation with someone when it happened and they noticed I was acting strange so they sat me down and within 2 minutes my vision was back and I was decreasingly dizzy. At the time I was very shook up by it as it had never happened before and all sorts of crazy hypochondriac theories came into my head! I had felt ill that day so I had consumed some paracetamol and ibuprofen and then later had a glass of whisky, I think the combination after having a cigarette was a bit too much and thus causing me to nearly black out. (I know, silly to consume a combination) However ever since then I get random episodes throughout the week, sometimes going a day without but then being every day, feelings of like fear/shock. My stomach gets tight and I just generally feel nervous. Even if I smoke a joint now it can bring it on, and sometimes the thought makes me nervous. Does anybody know how I can cure this? I’ve read that it might be psychological shock after trauma hence the title. Before this I was never nervous I was a happy go lucky guy. Thank you in advance for help and comments!",3.579589468214099,5.897591625498007,4.274055084011781,83.85706565044173,74.97609561752988,6.436930538714707,26.052485709336565,7.423996415210882,1.4401389572146206,1042,38,190,13,23,332,158,251,0.13,0.7929999999999999,0.077,-0.8854,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,1,14,12,0,4,12,0,20,5,2,4,4,48,41,23,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,11,18,0,2,7,1,0,8,3,7,0,1,18,6,27,5,26,19,5,46,0,0,2,0,9,14,0,7,25,133,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088985577189905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442100950955877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311098072832192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482572808268967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553178205481126,0.0,0.13950292829527136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842441081661143,0.0,0.0,0.262737263459888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883857551374626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969392514779485,0.1228379241216638,0.11441647159989635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281157212272825,0.13732805796067454,0.09701479639002912,0.13038828728066534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189869204754652,0.0,0.1543553445534312,0.0,0.10861082508671586,0.0,0.0,0.13446230991580288,0.24017312445965225,0.14456050651657287,0.0,0.0,0.1393688998017681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204634616127108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070434556862362,0.0,0.0,0.1492631019814068,0.11069426838255972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634450707343235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906468530381954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406122489344958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998278528354758,0.0,0.2094730426123472,0.0,0.0,0.12743811448230874,0.0,0.0,0.15460800365012506,0.0,0.0,0.09202088243268047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358356982509422,0.1545689342797073,0.08699628414139172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233429402522756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506200891080835,0.0,0.26861726611289305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844921619123823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502542719165066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701448327915418,0.0,0.10780919671678636,0.07918545930200052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204835504599807,0.0,0.0,0.10892972572310236,0.0,0.0,0.12588698635190573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090534096134054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745007089415795
anxiety,idiotloser42069,2020/02/13,"I missed an entire week of really important lectures due to my anxiety and now i feel even worse I'm a college student. This week there was an event in which some very prominent speakers came in to talk to us about our subject/their careers in the field. This was mandatory to go to because we have to write an essay on what the speakers talked about.

I haven't been to any of them because every day I've been having panic attacks at the thought of being in a room with so many people. I feel even worse for not going, especially because we have received several emails from staff stressing how important it is to attend this week, which was probably aimed at me.

I don't even know what to do, I'm scared to even email my professor to explain . There's one more day of the event tomorrow, and I'm worried about showing up now in case I look bad for only coming in at the end of the week. I just needed to get this off my chest because I feel awful about the whole thing. If anyone has any advice that would be very helpful.",7.412766990291264,5.911265713592233,7.451766990291264,78.32794174757284,64.19417475728156,10.37592233009709,34.677669902912626,9.120678840339163,2.85689281553398,811,29,162,11,10,262,122,206,0.142,0.805,0.052000000000000005,-0.9597,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,1,0,15,6,1,3,12,1,16,1,1,1,0,21,33,5,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,11,7,0,0,6,1,0,6,3,6,0,1,7,6,17,0,37,23,3,32,0,1,1,0,13,13,0,2,13,112,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212968677477487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998231408707307,0.0,0.09560988809487446,0.0,0.0,0.0873894065253412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421835811412965,0.0,0.0,0.10435365824843083,0.3047482818139615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294461761091096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765980051439304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120441524298842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069579780589683,0.0,0.0,0.33019427615008484,0.0,0.10530162426642152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895819809648641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529725372994692,0.0,0.14205881608128673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377192407044319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868612037194168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495230496882717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267108062556936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267160027082433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084690152135398,0.0950534489090786,0.0,0.14663791469772586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664587602297404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475032563781764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006583228039323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512747679969724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119260880484358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316496162133124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090949377568848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830316190038696,0.0,0.0,0.09922070980159507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033638527044593,0.0,0.0,0.20624432160404035,0.0,0.0,0.401007892977146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953648047074876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692396049792545,0.2547320072314119,0.08878269847036503,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StardustEcho,2020/02/13,"Internship Interview I’m a 3rd year/junior university student. As this is my penultimate year it’s the year when everyone expects you to get an internship during the summer. I applied for quite a few, months ago and did a few video interviews (none of which went that well in my opinion).  I was rejected from all bar one and heard nothing from them until this week where they’ve invited me to come down for a whole day (11-5) to interview. I don’t do well in interviews, let alone whole day ones like this which include 2 separate interviews (one technical), a group task and a presentation. I’m also worried that I don’t know enough in the technology field to do this (I’m a math major).
If by some miracle I was to get the internship I don’t know whether I’d be able to cope with it, I had a job in retail a few months back and had to quit after a few weeks due to daily panic attacks that started to give me chest pains. I’m currently changing medications and away to start therapy so I’m hoping I might be more mentally able come the summer to actually do the internship but the thought of the interview next week absolutely terrifies me. 
I feel huge pressure to at least go to the interview and have to let the company know whether I’m attending by tomorrow. Even if it goes badly, its experience right? But at the same time I’m so scared and not even sure if I want to go. I applied for this internship to get my parents off my back and because I know it’ll be even harder to get a job if I don’t do one. After all, how will I ever work if I can’t even do an internship? The work seems interesting but I don’t think I’m good enough and I don’t know what to do. 

Thanks for reading this and any advice would be so greatly appreciated!",4.195523474178401,4.9564369971831015,5.801285211267607,79.81582453051644,70.5774647887324,9.97300469483568,30.284624413145536,10.125756701596842,2.9354342723004696,1374,55,286,36,24,470,174,355,0.092,0.82,0.08800000000000001,-0.3612,4,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,4,16,16,1,3,25,0,30,4,1,1,4,46,63,28,0,9,11,1,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,17,13,1,0,9,3,1,6,9,7,2,4,8,2,26,9,42,45,16,45,0,1,0,0,13,12,0,10,28,195,43,14,0.18586768874820456,0.0,0.09069002624090512,0.0,0.0,0.09081387714647754,0.08238024573033703,0.0,0.0,0.09625143539055506,0.0,0.07431916176989642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319820101170429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572566434092308,0.08731440598455388,0.14292077971963973,0.0775958782031026,0.056651608949695176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831168475978837,0.16010855600667515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986928279234906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920510080419314,0.0,0.2455277109165349,0.08406398279937638,0.0,0.08880227089186156,0.0,0.09090713240447944,0.0,0.0,0.046990144065133785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942163919299777,0.08915061174729415,0.10563289083817272,0.07794849944461531,0.0,0.10245989150773946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923042767207304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844450012277309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553700521900474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006230466623106,0.0,0.04540278209138611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936210710706062,0.0936554568556215,0.09858812266727524,0.0,0.0,0.14835781587763058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883619780333533,0.0,0.0,0.08917253011659439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518975123787532,0.0,0.09888816273726082,0.1090378426576414,0.10319203619844984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769316588975053,0.09295899359222924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936499531358462,0.0,0.0,0.09304299065870893,0.0,0.0,0.08460348156708868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155810675172305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758904849571975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556099784390632,0.10627795030663373,0.0,0.0,0.05954825497075784,0.0,0.07377909162188599,0.05419047200871836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481478924472659,0.0,0.22363777282148126,0.0,0.16711737399669307,0.0861506047991378,0.0,0.20751463676953816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531389108218192,0.09437883007805836,0.0,0.06601753664110592,0.0,0.0,0.1795390464634425
anxiety,USRNMALRDTKN,2020/02/13,"my anxiety is back I had anxiety ever since I could think. And thinking a lot didn’t help. At all. Thought about everything basically. Came to the conclusion I hated the world for bringing me into existence. Hated myself for being powerless, not being able to change the world as I see fit. No matter how hard I tried, it really would never be enough.Was prone to easily fall into depression and this hopelessness really didn’t help. Couldn’t enjoy life anymore. One thought led to another and eventually I convinced myself to hate this world and the people in it, especially the ones who could help others but didn’t. I always had strong emotions. Anger was the strongest one. Sadness was close second. Sympathy for others really was what stopped me from committing stupid acts. I was nice when I could be but there was always a lingering sense of hate. These two emotions really brought me into a state of limbo for most my life. I lived to spite the world, and yet I didn’t want to harm it since deep down I really cared for it. Eventually, I just sort of mellowed out. Just joked about anything and everything. Really didn’t care about anything at all. This all changed one day when I watched an episode of a childhood cartoon of my mine on YouTube. It was about family. Watched it. Went to sleep. Woke up crying and didn’t know why. I went to see my family and hugged them. They were pretty upset and confused seeing as how they were still pretty sleepy and that I pretty much kept to myself. Spent the whole day just with my family, just not wanting to do anything besides just being with them. Eventually it was time to go to sleep. I didn’t know why I did what I did. I had completely distanced myself from my own emotions that I didn’t even what I was feeling anymore. Came to realize that I still cared...even if it was just a little. I completely broke. Started having panic attacks all night long.Was just thinking and thinking and thinking about everything I had done. I regretted it all. Come morning, my heart felt really sore, my breath was shallow and my eyes were completely irritated. Tried being better with my family but they really are just terrible. Anxiety is leaving me now since I have gotten good control over my feelings but it’s still there at times...really just wish I wasn’t born


Background: To make a long story really short, I was raised in a poor family by terrible parents. Had a nihilistic view on life(now I have no view on life), no reason to try. Interest(the universe basically,specifically science) didn’t interest me anymore. Got tired, didn’t want to live anymore. Finally broke. Hated the world. Eventually burnt out. Lived for living’s sake.


P.S.  sorry for the poorly constructed sentences-can’t think clearly anymore...haven’t in a while...just tired..24/7 head pain I’ve experienced over the course of 4 months doesn’t help...",3.1257173174872683,6.049886937969927,3.92600048508368,82.19820155226778,80.9360902255639,7.4172204705311655,25.12199854474897,8.410961704410305,2.186469585253456,2289,88,398,53,62,729,242,532,0.205,0.66,0.135,-0.9934,3,0,0,0,0,3,84.0,0,0,5,4,28,33,9,3,21,0,52,13,6,6,9,88,94,24,0,11,16,1,4,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,23,25,0,3,16,1,3,11,19,22,0,6,46,13,56,11,61,37,10,61,0,6,8,1,11,28,0,5,21,276,79,0,0.05755380337391936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577874989232196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603501810461145,0.1320855061480831,0.0,0.22831163111449676,0.0,0.0,0.14208562882462544,0.0,0.0,0.06547576007465969,0.0,0.04425532221027763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090166202401018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165243710319782,0.11735987659926407,0.0,0.1217685852152344,0.049577505444605416,0.18103220349186672,0.0,0.06455148438308456,0.13785608639541272,0.0,0.06322015048784534,0.07423488373764194,0.0,0.049571006511542524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889752310524715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422084679652105,0.0,0.05946846398667071,0.0,0.07602748865125307,0.05206071016913727,0.0,0.0,0.15517694214544187,0.0,0.27128301831801505,0.0,0.058201864568307934,0.0,0.05526067688058375,0.06304737838844479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0327091527853176,0.04827339964833762,0.04603103419812002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155690310396735,0.284112327155148,0.05906680653431664,0.0,0.0,0.06820153410885348,0.1543084048777232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326013034463145,0.0,0.0,0.060941167659805076,0.0,0.0,0.16260781356470685,0.0,0.057684030907326725,0.20328425125491548,0.10186660974669416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893018548502088,0.0,0.0,0.038417610664698634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593889675774946,0.0,0.042308667705321705,0.0,0.044389041241399,0.0,0.0,0.05401034566485924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599978668122566,0.0,0.061241304634702676,0.0675269875996117,0.06390668761331247,0.0,0.0,0.03990056055980999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565872699124574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33183396171625296,0.059174895440805016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137588789318914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282730268649893,0.0,0.11519073608481163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442677087781909,0.04073687825586039,0.0,0.13788762515907185,0.048117556709317034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126891968769602,0.0,0.09138258211334058,0.03356008558275877,0.06614963047182018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172257636800493,0.0,0.056221703001605804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184017319269424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670590466901056,0.10386671124700553,0.06425676610216989,0.06618403351319938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040884570617542894,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OriginalWatch,2020/02/13,"Question for those of you in long term relationships Hello there,

Thanks for checking this out.

My husband has anxiety, maybe even some PTSD and other related issues. We have been married for almost 15 years now.

I know he has these issues, and try to alleviate anything know of ahead of time, or prep him for said issues. I'm concious of these things, or at least try to be.

He has only lately begun to seek treatment or talk to a doctor regarding this.

I'm honestly at my wit's end. He doesn't have the ability to be there for me as a partner, or as a father to our child due to his anxiety. 

How do I support him, while still getting sorry from him for myself and our daughter?

We need him, and he needs us.",2.8623004694835714,4.6385628591549315,4.3151408450704265,85.20163145539908,75.33802816901408,6.986854460093897,25.21361502347418,7.793537801064563,1.3959981220657278,554,19,110,8,12,184,93,142,0.047,0.892,0.061,0.6044,0,0,0,1,0,0,18.0,5,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,19,20,12,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,17,3,25,16,3,16,0,0,0,0,25,4,0,7,12,80,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405686803817673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506663192076005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348220657527574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676918413960071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510898789160104,0.0,0.0,0.10821132818373844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855969114335153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51300283960548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007862280102174,0.0,0.18481276995563087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498862626948875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645940591599963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296282945038736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460373419945335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151409248376972,0.0,0.18353245091206474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589724214484734,0.0,0.0,0.15584439523246926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833996248188134,0.0,0.0,0.13083866834015792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591776880073985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168419162001396,0.0,0.15083705513896134,0.0,0.0,0.10884454907475002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553337876327188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246612482246544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707307000152535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550422791316064
anxiety,MySad_Throwaway,2020/02/13,"I had a fight with my best friend and now I'm worried. Now I don't like writing long stories/revealing info so I'll try to make this quick, my best friend wasn't responding to me for 2 days straight, and my anxiety/depression is really bad, so when I saw this I thought she hated me or something, so I bugged her about it (my fault), she snapped at me and we fought for a while. Now she doesn't have as much respect for me as she use to and won't let me play games with her alone for some reason. I cried for 10 minutes straight and now horrified of the idea of even talking to her. What should I do/how should I handle this?",1.8618455228981567,3.2821084586466185,2.9660560492139467,95.33265208475737,77.19548872180451,6.6408749145591255,24.120984278879014,7.348242739294969,0.7278030075187969,487,16,116,6,11,156,82,133,0.188,0.662,0.15,-0.5631,0,1,1,0,1,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,11,12,3,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,0,19,17,13,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,1,25,7,17,8,4,12,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,2,10,81,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961389374522045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704809161147794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450547164574566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329206517358348,0.1367509992326719,0.0,0.1826334017678373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005322725301994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276497230210404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934979716596736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393721480753116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682961200824474,0.0,0.1035941097553077,0.0,0.0,0.1876524885596535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415411833901842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587692183512006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584097621935973,0.21801680486543767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324202315392553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043313601393856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833944888532765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396412676386322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313815027498986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534122869397548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheLifeMentor,2020/02/13,"How to beat Anxiety Hey Guys, I’ve done a video with a method of beating anxiety I think it will help a lot of people if you would like to take a look and subscribe to my channel as I will be posting more on this topic, link is below 

https://youtu.be/xck7buuItOA",6.257820512820516,6.2377896538461535,6.6007692307692345,78.61089743589746,65.92307692307692,9.241025641025642,30.794871794871803,8.841846274778883,2.24428717948718,210,7,42,3,3,68,42,52,0.124,0.775,0.10099999999999999,-0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,9,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000188988828743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334441024327805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32359417920639044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905446217778965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966330137213244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744388525675195,0.0,0.0,0.2778429463819336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22656953368023086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129945101615529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457211300501809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940723324935864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215709176937124,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,senditbroo,2020/02/13,"Vomiting, dry heaving during an anxiety attack, often random and uncontrollable Hi, 
I have a problem when I feel anxious I randomly start dry heaving or vomiting. I’ve been to a psychologist, but nothing seems to work because I’m having good thoughts and using ‘mindfulness’ while this is happening. It doesn’t seem to be about the thoughts I’m thinking, my body kinda does it by itself. I’ve even tried hypnosis, and it works for a number of things, but doesn’t seem to work for other ‘triggers’ of my anxiety. I can’t even talk to a girl I like, I end up having to rush to the toilet. Does anyone else have this problem, how did you get it under control? Or is the only way medication, because I’d rather not have the side effects. 
Cheers",4.988181818181815,6.184091349650352,6.077909090909093,76.95686363636366,69.06993006993008,8.796923076923079,31.782517482517484,9.120678840339163,2.8708551048951048,585,25,105,11,10,195,89,143,0.1,0.81,0.09,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,5,7,7,1,1,9,0,13,4,1,5,0,28,26,10,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,1,9,3,15,21,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,9,5,70,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870591375355198,0.16887157414051338,0.0,0.10452095735080268,0.15316148646917413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700568136498833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224509945018816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660402752072261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765624008091545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616245783603269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487263243272895,0.0,0.1323962619888961,0.0,0.0,0.19746227390246845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558235006117207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809792678078467,0.0,0.0,0.12537801041000524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321860181944258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302912212879356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058690939427918,0.0,0.0,0.1509337270662396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343155402483138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368743506218372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286067261508958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082470965401205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580379221769327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014758690580375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993088825492246,0.09578172491859403,0.0,0.23734326595939534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014881427181203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910404244473309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865147613090544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264729898381404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,attiliomusic,2020/02/13,"Obsessed with breathing I’ve never thought I’d find myself in this position.. but I’ve had the “air hunger” thing that’s been mentioned countless times on this sub Reddit, trying to take a deep breath but to no deep breath satisfaction. After months Of trying to understand what it is I’m so thankful to have found this page and am even more thankful for the advice!! Nothing soothes my anxiety more than knowing that someone out there is going through the same thing. (I was convinced I had a new unidentified disease for months lol)

While trying to get rid of this air hunger feeling I’ve found myself  obsessed with breathing, I think about it all day. I count in and out trying this 7-11 breathing technique, my lungs feel tired from constantly taking these unnecessarily deep breaths reaching for that “ahh” feeling (lung-gasm) to temporarily soothe my anxiety. This has come up after I moved to a new city and started a job I KNEW I wasn’t comfortable with but told myself I’d just learn to like it. I’ve since moved back home but nothing seems to have changed... why Is this still happening to me? Can anyone relate?",5.25092857142857,7.06029060476191,4.868750000000002,83.53312500000001,69.14285714285714,7.345238095238094,30.267857142857146,7.865858978985527,2.0183571428571425,897,36,163,11,16,273,126,210,0.066,0.7509999999999999,0.183,0.983,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,1,13,10,7,0,2,30,35,9,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,17,9,2,0,13,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,10,3,14,5,30,25,5,29,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,1,15,101,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273676095533276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942084873700872,0.0,0.0,0.09113738111801684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022409922564512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788337941807874,0.11227713587601336,0.0,0.14085219803210067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405909145090121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860889288101287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771281141831706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191292124668778,0.0,0.0,0.2858241173981127,0.0,0.0,0.06809773559247527,0.0,0.07407573169992951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526001889003915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074254038006405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934322175533208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163194463439215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367797525837476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080737103252226,0.2770634780911002,0.0,0.0,0.10052692990846754,0.2517680882349385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501311992318848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865745132440993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078193314133453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043741343185608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922559530593634,0.0,0.10409040341157708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960002568571005,0.0,0.0,0.2400007599895423,0.0,0.0,0.1731853918428264,0.08351717960972081,0.0,0.10347610772898327,0.07600282134396996,0.14980767955199287,0.0,0.12454630637738565,0.0,0.35397163502119355,0.0,0.0,0.13568946358560718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761238032341972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hupigi,2020/02/13,"I've never had anxiety symptoms before, but... I haven't had any anxiety symptoms that I know of before, but these few days I've been having this feeling of constant low-grade anxiety in my chest and stomach, like a very watered-down feeling of stage fright.

Nothing very stressful is happening, just school as per normal, but at times the feeling gets to the point where I can barely focus on the things around me. 

Is it possible that I have an anxiety disorder of some sort? I can't think of anything else that could be causing this feeling. Is this common?",8.943113207547167,7.487849726415098,8.374226415094341,72.78303773584908,61.16981132075472,11.121509433962265,40.067924528301894,9.888512548439397,3.988413584905661,445,20,78,7,5,141,73,106,0.063,0.7440000000000001,0.193,0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,0,13,4,2,1,1,18,21,5,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,7,1,11,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,6,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701715158697027,0.0,0.4815511751285457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295022889427935,0.1400928674661503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678209465560599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166257391922706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006130981632214,0.0,0.12564732183391178,0.0,0.0,0.10149077823302656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035991536006155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131462632300302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318284463165695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221944898398126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916197301675687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648656179606598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688314438957186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137362150465995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418941070927827,0.15100097819420358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487657321407033,0.17741128691111155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592670724682796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026706463031894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32713584603318097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454978690191194,0.10083648785769914,0.0,0.0,0.09176384556345918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596938387101292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lakeside_shewolf,2020/02/13,"I have my first appointment with a doctor today because of my anxiety. I work out, I look after myself, my life is stable and I feel healthy. And I mostly quit coffee, my love. There's nothing more I can do. Time to talk with a doctor about my chest pains and overthinking and nervousness. 
I'm proud I did it!",1.3067972350230406,3.7142465000000016,3.0900921658986182,88.68370967741936,84.0,6.123502304147466,20.147465437788018,7.447530270364453,0.7870433179723499,241,7,48,4,7,80,45,62,0.106,0.696,0.198,0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,2,0,5,6,1,0,0,9,9,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,13,2,7,8,2,5,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,4,36,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634960917486264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443040072021858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521786260438282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638815140081428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943986948356954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905246443555939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651283819962426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434499935410194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882186105830396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870213313767054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28690064668565113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168060037838038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728698959854154,0.0,0.25568104771382266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637321645544284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Idkalien,2020/02/13,Tips? To help manage anxiety,1.4860000000000009,-0.5884013999999951,4.265000000000004,68.93750000000003,163.0,9.0,22.5,7.1686216300943375,4.045000000000001,23,1,3,1,2,8,5,5,0.23,0.405,0.365,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7521349295662417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.659009140851919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Drewsam96,2020/02/13,Social anxiety Does anyone else ever feel like it’s hard to leave your house or even your room because you literally can’t deal with other people? I know it sounds irrational....  because what’s the worse that could happen... But does anyone else go through this?,5.078125,7.335440562500002,4.823333333333334,81.855,70.45833333333334,7.300000000000002,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.5095249999999996,209,6,36,3,4,64,41,48,0.158,0.792,0.051,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220658070465204,0.0,0.0,0.2782398980287909,0.4077233643592701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425726819410816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588562148222906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512269644898687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482287086238774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324170519990207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141355654339038,0.17997393313578086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060195537251934,0.14213960878553478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130755776705215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759428212076479,0.0,0.17823227154942048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22957723773463584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093451705884994,0.0,0.0,0.2106736845884237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720354658659082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793628236997246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281829586901345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276086809270316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lightningmoth,2020/02/13,"Job interview in-fear-iority The university program I’m (23 F) in has really competitive (and required) job placements. I have always hated competition bc it confronts me with my own fear of being inferior, but knowing this doesn’t make it any easier. I know that on paper I would be a great candidate for these jobs but the anxiety that builds up around social interactions, comparing myself to others applying, and the consequences of not getting a job placement really hinders my ability to have a successful interview. It’s like I forget how to human, not like it comes THAT naturally anyways.",6.656603773584906,8.758344990566037,8.279386792452833,59.3032311320755,66.0754716981132,12.469811320754713,35.89150943396226,11.93303328291395,5.616815094339623,483,24,69,19,8,168,78,106,0.10400000000000001,0.679,0.217,0.9551,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,2,1,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,16,14,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,11,11,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,51,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628878173979054,0.0,0.0,0.11955746453165833,0.0,0.13449488396685005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565090061251625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144555303431795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956723601768276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185395714561012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383217637137254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357689994287656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6978608991810423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324218391282955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171784684457211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735516422610726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252579735597044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921710771618105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489104387599125,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Quiet-Maybe,2020/02/13,"Anxiety symptoms lasting weeks? Hello, new to anxiety and panic attacks in general. I went to the ER when I first had it thinking I was having a heart attack. Good news is I wasn't and I was 100% okay afterwards.  Up until 2 weeks ago where I had another one, but unlike the first the feelings of being out of breath, faster heart rate, some palpitations still went on allll day and night, then the next day and bext day. I was okay mentally, nothing triggering my attack and nothing particularly stressing me out. But it feels like these symptoms are consuming me and my mind. They wont wont go away. I'm 19 and the stress that something may be wrong with me physically is tough to deal with. I haven't been 100% okay for weeks..

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I went to a cardiologist today, said everything was fine but now I have to wear a holter monitor for 24 hours.

Anyone else have this problem? The ER prescribed me Vistaril for whenever I have a bad attack again, but I cant cant take it all day since it really sedates me.",3.740227272727272,5.505885989898993,5.0291792929292924,81.0471022727273,72.93939393939394,8.586363636363638,27.52651515151515,9.188382445141503,2.35849393939394,798,30,155,18,16,265,119,198,0.174,0.747,0.08,-0.9662,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,5,17,4,3,10,3,23,6,4,1,1,26,33,14,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,11,2,3,12,3,20,6,19,16,2,35,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,25,101,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087292154895077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107442118337216,0.1245663419310672,0.0,0.10749539481223801,0.15684662841925998,0.0,0.0,0.07168052408689435,0.10503822293925694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665001866011841,0.09631575015083584,0.0,0.08559532798135093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644534945179646,0.10568795120862856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563771289279523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213342513385353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036688258780538,0.07323638143512398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439756778486226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058261354509356586,0.08598430135879592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429603593145652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095613549270653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356300238321505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008340796409224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331050736764072,0.0,0.1035104244422924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900914581727092,0.1090253369549196,0.0962029165538566,0.0,0.19673086094285872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694664803371079,0.0,0.0,0.12027868130096855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809253449641933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567341566334732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975147679493681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480105624715276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892067282409324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186821452874833,0.0,0.2348600336797417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310364146319366,0.0770781481776936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568715417586868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717176214914368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466928522101338,0.0,0.0,0.2850959140228829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208351604730883,0.1245663419310672,0.0
anxiety,CateTastrophe,2020/02/13,"I just spent 2+ hours cleaning up my email inbox, and honestly, I am amazed at how much of a weight that is off my shoulders. I've had the same personal email address for over a decade, and over time it's ended up on a LOT of marketing/promotional lists that I have absolutely no interest in. Not to mention my alma mater constantly sending emails asking for money, because apparently since I'm an alumnus I should have loads of money instead of the crippling student loan debt that I actually have. I was also still receiving newsletters from my old church that I grew up in, but I no longer have the same beliefs, and the emails just made me feel guilty every time I saw them. Couldn't tell you why exactly - I don't feel outwardly guilty about my faith or lack thereof, but something about seeing the news bulletins made me feel uncomfortable. Who said anxiety has to follow rules, right? I digress.

Anyway, I had over 16,000 emails in my inbox, 95%+ of which were totally worthless crap, because once my inbox hit 1,000 my anxiety sky-rocketed and I basically just stopped checking my email. So today I finally unsubscribed from ALL of the mailing lists that don't interest me and completely cleaned out my spam/promotional emails. The few of them that don't raise my blood pressure were allowed to remain, but they now have filters and labels and won't be cluttering up my inbox.

It's a really small, silly step in the grand scheme of things, but I feel so relieved to have control of my email account back FINALLY. It's a ""simple"" task that I'm sure other people don't think twice about but I really struggle with. Any time I'm able to manage one of these ""simple"" tasks on my own, I feel a lot of hope about my ability to manage the rest of my life.

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TL;DR: I have some majorly wacky anxiety surrounding unwanted/unsolicited emails, and I finally kicked some ass tonight and unsubscribed myself from all of them. It's a small accomplishment, but it's mine, and it brings me joy.",8.93174603174603,7.585205137566137,8.645502645502653,70.48190476190479,61.116402116402114,12.315343915343915,38.1957671957672,11.319583603955671,4.269110052910053,1594,65,288,37,18,514,203,378,0.12300000000000001,0.777,0.10099999999999999,-0.7656,3,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,4,2,16,15,1,2,17,0,23,6,4,5,5,52,43,21,0,4,11,0,6,0,0,2,1,1,3,1,18,12,1,2,7,0,7,6,9,4,0,2,10,9,46,11,45,28,15,43,3,1,2,1,23,21,2,6,16,197,64,4,0.12181208086265675,0.0,0.11887101931803958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741307705637396,0.0,0.13198333872213874,0.14801501124479385,0.08283639210084623,0.0,0.2795577253368157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387785218437985,0.0,0.0,0.09366597117236107,0.0,0.14851102775003516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277176492126732,0.13163558487799934,0.1366226065789429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788934790319582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263193183875637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30795924063833596,0.0,0.0,0.4003175413727011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098688153492487,0.11996036247458475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603947512450474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712055021639367,0.0,0.23052307241028785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954589531171342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782128786780045,0.12972589060247966,0.08254301851396742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084449159298817,0.10636161049828256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607187635442665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040268514868067,0.11587118358622515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970684573842628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007642120609006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377689104789767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972792851279972,0.10184035398510012,0.0,0.12734443515593086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480644462629165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064691277587608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809265338633919,0.07805226286054116,0.0,0.0,0.21308881181346168,0.0,0.11546360954503394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833429812506738,0.0,0.0,0.1099164563213892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801501124479385,0.0
anxiety,Jackyboi9273,2020/02/13,"Depression + Anxiety I'm struggling with my emotions fluctuating between extremely anxious and depressed. My mind has finally decided on being alone and hating being alive. It's nice to have certainty in my life, but being numb all the time starts to hurt.",6.1750000000000025,9.008520222222224,6.890833333333332,65.69625000000002,69.0,10.722222222222225,37.91666666666667,10.686352973137794,5.367333333333335,210,12,29,7,4,69,39,45,0.3720000000000001,0.535,0.09300000000000001,-0.9284,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,7,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,5,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773979756621921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489429053554786,0.3025791577250308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613745977062115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301280161405234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934019388291704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26443322391297364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867246543041923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918093419646995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704386468856045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957614682211596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800010015479445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617769412374133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emdizzle22,2020/02/13,"Ugh Today at work I thought someone was going to hug me so I raised my arms to hug this person... but that was NOT what was happening so I quickly just ran away. 

No clue how noticeable it was on my part but I can’t get it out of my head and then I was thinking about it and realized “this is just my anxiety who cares,” but yet here I am still obsessively thinking about it ha. 

Coooooooool.",0.6307407407407409,2.83412787654321,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,85.04938271604941,6.0691358024691375,22.58024691358025,7.3871296695380915,0.8000469135802462,302,11,69,5,9,99,56,81,0.098,0.7709999999999999,0.131,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,0,1,8,4,2,1,0,14,16,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,7,0,11,4,9,9,1,11,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103462732226297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583371960373293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803435447434348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365704476233052,0.0,0.15626805520086973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243149255242241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28219180865445515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130476902991947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29775860236151,0.0,0.0,0.24008746338863204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329756240318984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958615234598627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523709299650488,0.0,0.2182902516584833,0.0,0.0,0.2606331833402454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017665362835635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luvtuv,2020/02/13,"Stalker or am i crazy? I am writing this because i do have genuine concern over this topic. its kind of like a story so please bare with me. i met this guy on tinder, i wasnt on the app for any hookups.. i was just new to it and was curious to see whats out there. i ended up coming across this guy, lets put him as Adam. He wasnt creepy he was actually really genuine and kind. he didnt come off as desperate or creepy so i insisted we trade instagrams. to which he replied a day later saying he doesnt use social media. ofcourse i found that weird since everyone now has some sort of social media. anyways i brushed it under the rug and said we should just text through imessage and he agreed. i didnt think it was weird, his feedback to my texts were fairly normal. he never knew my social media or anything. one day he texts me telling me he feels guilty about something.. i didnt know what he couldve been talking about considering we didnt really know much about each other. he proceeds to tell me how he found my instagram, looked through it and somehow found my reddit as well. he apologized for doing it but i dont think he wanted it to be an apology. more like he wanted me to know what he was doing, now he reads my stuff and upvotes it, so i had to make this new account since my old one is being watched. the other night he tells me hes taking a flight to some state and never coming back, to then in the morning say he was being playful and just kidding. i dont know what to do about this guy. i certainly feel like hes not who he says he his, and ive confronted him about it before and he said im the one who makes excuses and then changes the topic, am i crazy?? what the hell do i do??",1.9151867333030448,3.611129656338029,3.435002271694689,90.83189459336668,77.78873239436619,6.270786006360745,23.000908677873696,7.1029339738359605,0.6932026351658336,1328,41,289,15,31,438,173,355,0.057,0.867,0.076,0.5546,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,3,0,0,0,19,12,2,0,11,0,38,0,0,4,3,56,64,24,0,4,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,5,1,4,27,20,0,0,12,2,2,4,12,4,1,3,22,11,40,8,35,37,5,30,1,0,3,0,54,9,1,7,19,190,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.09187288043175572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402248412220136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747410685744878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239243525807539,0.0,0.057390506002019025,0.0,0.08011128143577846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959394691305752,0.2432952359561837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214327169359069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206767379786592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338538036130197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996050341902465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520605663293558,0.06725789570247018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309678571428531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279657918773711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169379696547493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960770684805612,0.20696063938396134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962706270742518,0.0,0.13798488797226352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905889873946795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568632444249894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920811632915037,0.0,0.1452223431553615,0.1818535179504366,0.0,0.08834960986684604,0.0922430559266376,0.0,0.0,0.09879035247011904,0.0,0.19138722576577788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334399729169848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946426974047052,0.0,0.0,0.09417144152840844,0.0,0.1206246309431115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791087425038637,0.22460594864532174,0.0,0.0,0.07502214442276584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557570290821306,0.0,0.0,0.2879098635488661,0.0,0.0724781628687339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077746048913488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707860485388287,0.07567095991330385,0.2468631673313881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064986494359488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131188542421705,0.0,0.0,0.1110594579561651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464852837556062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lostbg,2020/02/13,"Today was a traumatic day for me.... This morning started off like any other morning, the perfect wake up from my live in SO, got our kiddos off to school, got ready for work. As I was heading to work I was running a bit behind and on Bluetooth call with my doc office following up about my bloodwork and so I took a road I generally don’t travel..... and got pulled over. 

I rushed my dr office off the phone, was extremely apologetic to the officer, provided necessary documents and waited..... and waited.... and waited. My anxiety spiraled. I started a run down in my brain about anything and everything that I have done lately to make sure I was a law abiding citizen, I catalogued my car to make sure I had nothing that could be deemed illegal. I eventually got a ticket for speeding, but I sat there so long it just seemed like something else was going on. 

I went to work and went about my day. Later on the doctors office called me back and told me I had several abnormalities in my bloodwork - “nothing life or death, so don’t worry but she wants you to come in to discuss the results.” Again..... I spiraled. I’m going to be worrying for the next 5 days till my appointment even though I know what all the tests were for and can probably tell myself exactly what the doctor is going to say. 

I called my SO and he helped talked me down until I got home, but it ended up being a medication day and I missed a Class this evening (I’m a 38 yr old mom/college student). I hate that my mediation makes me loopy & sleepy but it helps so much. 

Thanks for listening I needed the vent. It was just one of those days where it seemed nothing went right side up.",5.022526455026455,5.673872108024696,5.941957671957674,79.94166666666669,68.66049382716051,9.134391534391536,30.552028218694893,9.23628265651192,2.5561694885361548,1289,49,252,24,21,426,177,324,0.067,0.857,0.076,0.2661,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,1,1,0,4,18,8,1,0,18,0,20,8,3,4,5,41,55,27,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,1,1,14,14,0,3,3,2,0,15,2,2,0,1,22,2,42,6,43,29,3,55,0,1,0,0,17,21,0,3,21,172,56,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862904827318608,0.0,0.061902317325758724,0.0,0.06963634615890069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490847649812551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699950893935376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937925014765828,0.0,0.0,0.10161760859522634,0.2788499986424526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841275923865845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267863395685371,0.0,0.0,0.2935283861817872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634249950117351,0.0,0.09315348276579316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604240498327412,0.0,0.08062399243369006,0.0,0.0,0.12024657371661335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181030284280376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552003211489547,0.0,0.3640179522663321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987153067168159,0.09342122477192437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202860643823425,0.0,0.0913087358444341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050026734157310085,0.0,0.1026838074129695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429593028647138,0.08894358951682019,0.0,0.0803795940705055,0.08055711832305443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228614944784294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170136423213654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066111618316656,0.0,0.0,0.06691622228134474,0.06749627851415038,0.0,0.0,0.0968095544137472,0.0,0.0,0.2620321227970984,0.0,0.0955188139163162,0.0,0.061683083913856136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814382704672048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773761034034822,0.0,0.07238930144060828,0.0,0.09212542768402762,0.0,0.16573736210813922,0.0,0.10283598880542384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700779780510354,0.0,0.0,0.12886049825078058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158605743347558,0.0,0.0,0.07316504251783225,0.0795626845251295,0.08380656339032737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943477298276771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628411760054408,0.0869813738998353,0.10113571196943907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369080802384293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531522412368006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988089049275572,0.1848871706725906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutthewire,2020/02/13,Relaxing music Looking for some artists that are calming to listen to but not necessarily only instrumental. Any suggestions? Thank you 🌿,6.643030303030303,10.632885727272726,7.651818181818182,53.26439393939396,78.0909090909091,10.206060606060607,39.15151515151515,9.725611199111238,6.063860606060605,114,7,13,4,3,38,21,22,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222530711652264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214240474012577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722445501729725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5716680780970299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SK1822,2020/02/13,This isnt me... For some reason (that i don't really know) i (f/23) keep going through my boyfriend's (24) phone. I have no reason to think he is cheating and 100% don't believe he is but i go through his messages with his mum and friends. I hate myself for doing it and i never used to be like this but i cant help myself for some reason. It makes me cry and hate myself more. Anyone else got some good advice or do the same ?,-0.4204495504495505,1.6867932087912116,1.5110889110889154,98.96345654345656,89.43956043956044,3.7486513486513484,15.965034965034967,4.851557810540192,-1.0124593406593403,326,7,76,1,11,107,59,91,0.20600000000000002,0.684,0.11,-0.8685,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,10,0,0,5,1,21,20,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,15,3,8,18,5,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,4,2,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891136174902752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531948893648507,0.1982926161324703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180401250021345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125817530193017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166806381457874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951948652259728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997318846040526,0.16232235833443526,0.15478226273771853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821382650624765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297179418325858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201684744103993,0.0,0.0,0.10635809390770724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454815315918656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291816447587358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926095760807934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397918622224947,0.5969379815044291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240051219770004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714631673933278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuitableRedditor,2020/02/13,"Non-Stop Panic Over Government Forms Since Sunday Ive been extremly anxious and feeling physically weak and tired due to me filing taxes. It started on Sunday when I searched if I needed to file taxes apparently if you have an income of $12,000 or less you don't have to. I had no job last year just a full time student. But here is me trying to find a reason to file anyway. Then I see somewhere online that says you must report pell grant money as income if you used it for things non school related like living expenses and miscellanious personal expenses. Even with my pellgrant my income was well under the irs requirement. But i filed anyways and put it on my income and then filed my taxes . But then this triggered me to think of medi-cal and If i have to change my income on there even though im still way below the income limit of my state. So then I start thinking that I am doing something wrong and im second guessing all the things I've ever filled out whether it be taxes, fafsa, medicaid. That the government might think I am a fraud and I will go to prison if I did something wrong or inaccurate or something doesnt match. My girlfriend has tried to calm me down she told me that medi-cal automatically renews because they already are able to access my income through my social security number. Nonetheless, i cannot stop catastrophizing and i am in tears.",5.499828092243189,6.6186107584905685,6.181855345911952,76.96364255765202,67.83018867924528,8.454926624737945,28.30712788259957,8.680891452615391,2.171272536687631,1101,36,196,17,18,360,162,265,0.10800000000000001,0.83,0.062,-0.9327,9,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,1,2,13,8,0,1,8,0,22,2,0,3,3,41,34,29,0,7,13,0,1,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,11,11,0,4,6,0,7,3,4,4,1,1,5,3,34,4,26,25,4,31,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,10,17,144,45,11,0.13315207152300568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693662196164392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504239405906656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116826692757835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085723633671618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589137490770096,0.1204436717925176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732568813413488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121698581118862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567339073721653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668201847986986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876541725100746,0.0,0.13213288528489825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853670986149924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505137637521823,0.0,0.11757571861384995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125330603852682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873057387053663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622526671575404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116263252939069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385460872954988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690250597184614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588787160791638,0.0,0.13475700503111154,0.10610496174702072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101447695193713,0.0,0.0,0.13573176868194245,0.0,0.3075209096401552,0.0,0.0,0.1884914431078689,0.0,0.10633541631781496,0.22264218789664167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692063954209478,0.25595541296081625,0.1308212342213601,0.0,0.0776420436856592,0.1530387187546939,0.0,0.12723251044689926,0.0,0.1808030324651904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500063826350178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568991665618782,0.0,0.0,0.11971970322011935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911617752960734,0.0,0.08574556849866842
anxiety,ChairModelLady,2020/02/13,"Graduate school has taken my anxiety to an absurd level I’m in graduate school currently, and I’m in my last semester. I know that in and of itself is stressful for anyone. But I have been having a particularly rough time of it. 

There’s a professor with a reputation for being incredibly difficult, and for some reason my ocd has fixated on her class. I’ve been having dreams about failing, I constantly want to make sure my assignments are up to par, and I am checking my grades multiple times a day (probably about 30) to make sure everything is ok and nothing has changed randomly. I got so panicked over wanting to please her and wanting to do well in her class, that my anxiety reached an all-time high and I broke out in a rash. My doctor says  it’s an infection that is stress/anxiety-induced. I’ve had heart palpitations and muscles have cramped in my shoulders from tension, among a gazillion other symptoms. 

A few days after that I had a visit with my psychiatrist where I was asked to take a urine drug screen (office policy that it happens at random). I was so nervous and NOT prepared to pee that I broke down crying in the bathroom after 30 minutes of trying. The nurse was very kind to me, but I started crying in the office because I was so stressed about not being able to pee in a freaking cup. I cried in the bathroom, the lab area, the waiting room, the parking lot. Everywhere. I’ve been in therapy for a few years and in that moment NOTHING I’ve learned or practiced helped me. I ended up being there for almost two hours before I could pee. It’s just incredibly embarrassing that the whole office witnessed my panic attack and I couldn’t leave or else I wouldn’t get my prescription I need for anxiety. 

Lord, beer my strength, cause this semester might do me in.",7.0954411539051705,6.902490752186591,7.516415528617464,73.3273223876017,64.21865889212827,10.719594905631428,36.128433328218506,10.307518312809881,3.730134693877552,1420,62,257,30,19,467,182,343,0.161,0.784,0.055,-0.9874,1,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,11,18,1,6,22,1,30,13,7,4,2,43,47,18,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,15,14,1,1,3,2,1,1,4,12,1,1,11,3,36,6,48,29,5,41,1,3,1,0,7,26,0,8,14,182,51,12,0.10765683985425234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780277411573616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470715634563228,0.0,0.0,0.07527616557229894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064461265859874,0.12247519718023225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562661034049119,0.0,0.09160804141504347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059322997169048,0.11388666177825395,0.0,0.0,0.11633879808941087,0.0,0.08595522650683311,0.0,0.35476795021243845,0.13885951095568955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019133740172868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484775544636713,0.0,0.0899334754742633,0.0,0.09535200586787464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675502590789516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624625545164392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610300947092997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952005879409418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275738735747632,0.07216011044551622,0.11374536207667987,0.0,0.0,0.10602030143747077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121080320273435,0.059165383714304264,0.08775469324822346,0.0,0.11399304898511345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152599539906013,0.0,0.0,0.14372355314355048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420689421603153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798261826370635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659928272236455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263121056070081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181748814177118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607228183535208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068916159152943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085613040081254,0.0,0.21790893891375146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620006535555357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699616389556575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293059499253344,0.1118966776763296,0.08094454551136697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311497875996455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555113814477428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309192748047155,0.0,0.1051650893869507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882816761611824,0.1904963803157356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679642809567658,0.0,0.0,0.1201950170498761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932747519799602
anxiety,shabbalabbadinkdank,2020/02/13,"I need help. Please. I am unable to have a relationship because of my anxiety. I have struggled with anxiety for a lot of my life. I’m in the military and I have a girl whom I have deep feelings for. The problem is, relationships are one of my triggers. I was talking to her for a good couple years, but eventually things started occurring where the relationship was no longer perfect and there were issues. “I feel like we don’t talk as much as we used to.” Or “I feel like I’m not a priority anymore.” As these things came up (I was busy at the time) my anxiety spiked because now I’m not being the perfect boyfriend. And I know that it’s impossible to be perfect, so why won’t my mind accept that? My anxiety comes with SEVERE nausea, severe tremors, numbness of the limbs and face, and it just gets so bad. I eventually had to talk to her and say “Hey I need a break so I can focus on myself.” She took it rough as anybody should but still held an interest in reviving our relationship down the road.

Fast forward 4 months to today. I haven’t had much anxiety recently and I told her this morning that I think I’m ready to try again. This took her off guard and she was very iffy and cautious about it, as she should be, saying that if we get back together I can’t do that again because it hurt her a lot. And I feel so bad for it. We talked about it and I assumed I had more time to figure things out, and she told me she’s ready to do it whenever I am. As soon as I got this, all the anxiety came flooding back. I had nothing to eat all day because of the nausea. I can’t sit still, and I have had serious diarrhea all day. I can’t pinpoint the exact root causes of my anxiety, but even if I could I fear I wouldn’t be able to fix it. It has such a control over me.

When I am not in a relationship, I constantly worry that maybe she’ll find another man and I’ll have lost her. When I’m in a relationship I’m so scared I’m going to screw it up. I need help, please. I’m currently seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist but we can’t seem to identify what needs to be done. It’s been medication after medication, though I think my therapist may have something going. I feel so useless, and so worthless. At this rate, I’ll end up alone because I can’t enjoy the simplest of a romantic relationship without my body rejecting it and I’m so over it, I just don’t know what to do.

There’s no way to explain myself to her, she tries to sympathize with me and be there but she can only understand so much before I begin to have an effect on her. I wish I could use words to explain how complex and crippling it is to her. I told her today that I would rather be anxious than lose her, but when I get this anxiety, I would do anything I could to get rid of it. It’s selfish but it’s the worst feeling I’ve felt and it makes me feel so helpless.",1.9528991832820808,3.587525059021921,3.988213470885828,87.1788370862679,77.49915682967959,7.416579043084352,25.45544423502961,8.251243910053105,1.5260069371424791,2212,82,485,41,51,756,240,593,0.16899999999999998,0.728,0.102,-0.9906,1,1,1,0,0,0,58.0,6,0,0,7,34,27,1,3,27,0,59,8,2,9,7,107,112,52,0,17,17,0,9,2,0,8,4,2,0,2,38,32,1,3,22,0,0,8,16,18,0,1,23,12,84,9,66,71,10,57,0,7,1,1,49,20,1,8,30,351,122,0,0.060525637573681026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268630694910478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346640832356189,0.3704155766232864,0.06837674252046841,0.06002516874911677,0.0,0.0,0.04980744260459466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930809585390336,0.10107275843290647,0.1844793344312932,0.0,0.05150285965135243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723033881608427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845041034092392,0.0,0.06217650234236277,0.0,0.05213747746351658,0.0,0.06540671209047387,0.06788464913830841,0.14497438975989266,0.06697046675925257,0.0,0.07806805814791605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193874129039916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061932837479860864,0.0,0.0,0.053607749929272405,0.0,0.0,0.039976612786533264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810816939927282,0.2142250666442608,0.08647905515246389,0.05811410375819157,0.0,0.055319336227967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648859011472874,0.0,0.06879622929397633,0.0507660331773791,0.04840788148989017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113811807990935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647939468436369,0.0,0.0,0.06317304057260484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652661505665221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275104777404702,0.05913953850091325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771270658644651,0.06607088321436752,0.10291346529572314,0.0,0.0,0.04040133306971029,0.0,0.0608061381413829,0.0,0.0,0.1219464244709199,0.0,0.0,0.061113640029645463,0.0,0.04831098646304713,0.0,0.13347992335731634,0.17951597337326206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580759816374193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041013738435738516,0.04603247476446942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328779490961184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057914860992110774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976176523668656,0.454873185666179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962648326396018,0.06059672199409971,0.0,0.04823109686551046,0.05510026726310897,0.0,0.13675348504093682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659559281932977,0.0,0.0,0.04284035779839837,0.0,0.09667170470099004,0.0,0.0,0.06327453791683703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459285924528705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054986047230422,0.12063163252828416,0.07756476927816867,0.05946613161069461,0.0,0.07058597200699471,0.0,0.1147424546856119,0.17350452141260325,0.13449242074276352,0.08218586981066872,0.0,0.0,0.06300932326545595,0.0,0.10454943543369638,0.0,0.049939989755839014,0.0,0.04804243386945526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461497374954739,0.0,0.0696014961784353,0.058344554758614886,0.0,0.0,0.06146672294043646,0.0,0.0859913527339298,0.0,0.0,0.03897652618647366
anxiety,jmmj7890,2020/02/13,"Why do people always talk about there depression/anxiety **Slight trigger warning for transphobia, homophobia and cutting**

At my school, it seems like everyone has anxiety and depression, (which they do, they got diagnosed, this isn't the question) but why do they have to talk about it all the time?  Sometimes it makes me think I shouldn't have the feeling I'm feeling because I am not diagnosed so, therefore, my feelings don't matter.  I shouldn't say that, more like, I am not depressed and I don't have anxiety because I am not diagnosed.  I don't understand how someone can speak about their depression/anxiety so openly.  I have a friend who stormed up to me and yelled for the whole school to hear that she cut herself.  In class, a girl talked about her anxiety to the whole entire class.  I find it so hard to talk about feelings to the point I hate even typing/saying the word 'feelings' and when I want to talk about them, I can't because everyone thinks I'm joking.  And, no, I'm not a transgender closeted male who's afraid to come out to my transphobic/homophobic parents.  My parents are still together and yes, I should be happy.  When I get sad, I don't feel it for a long time.  I have it when it's dark out or when I'm with my friends.  I don't think I should be sad or anxious, I don't have the right to because I was never diagnosed and I probably will never be because I have never talked (in real life) about my feelings since grade three and will never talk about them.  

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This turned out to be a rant, that wasn't what I wanted.  But how can someone just be so open about their feelings that they can just talk about it to the whole class or yell it in a hallway?  I love all of my friends, I just don't understand this part.",4.536657032755297,5.564340387283238,4.9700722543352605,85.1072856454721,69.98265895953757,8.541233140655107,30.02360308285164,8.841846274778883,2.2556400770712908,1378,54,280,24,24,438,144,346,0.11800000000000001,0.768,0.115,0.7709999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,8,0,26,16,3,1,15,1,40,6,0,5,6,64,68,24,0,6,12,2,9,2,3,6,5,5,1,2,20,16,0,0,16,1,0,1,21,8,0,1,3,14,45,8,35,54,7,25,0,4,0,1,33,12,0,5,14,202,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060797487075707535,0.07916792047563323,0.08878424165414919,0.0,0.0,0.2794797684578441,0.08254476268726453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270442141605676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294063662144016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586477192920306,0.29664533011688404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482599769141861,0.0,0.0,0.1396370463332472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955584292216741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678179323309551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935384188293226,0.0,0.0381744225770242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058438248774136475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777810391918652,0.06545356153950467,0.07213840463645063,0.0,0.0,0.08235167007974667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516092894025225,0.07139356148080489,0.0,0.0,0.06466187851150122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594570069502828,0.0,0.04877270147068016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254146907710557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226421909201022,0.07912429725460265,0.0,0.05065536599038449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907180714414715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877844135013748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185161380683684,0.0,0.0,0.08316609165779626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239870566675236,0.0,0.11621141154810795,0.0,0.14789514165180526,0.0,0.0665173320281626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044166789886726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381863954745223,0.0,0.07226500033307279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058351294818759614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469827043376048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045489526739885,0.0,0.0,0.08521175612633383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947577022747289,0.0,0.15213037194555631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619346316980896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186296629963198,0.24472964479169576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878424165414919,0.0
anxiety,fingerpuppet716,2020/02/13,"Anxiety + Phobias Are your anxiety issues exacerbated by your phobias? I have a phobia of birds. May seem benign but going and being outside is literally terrifying for me. That feeling that something absolutely terrible is going to happen is triggered by seeing or hearing a bird. Living in NYC was pure hell, I had to move out of the city. I'm wondering if anyone else has phobias that augment their anxiety by compounding the bad thoughts.",6.497383966244726,8.597461544303801,7.917151898734177,61.751845991561204,66.46835443037975,10.329957805907174,38.4831223628692,10.504223727775694,4.989757805907173,358,20,50,10,6,123,61,79,0.358,0.608,0.034,-0.986,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,1,12,20,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,3,6,1,10,15,0,5,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,5,0,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312519840278609,0.0,0.0,0.16185841766190584,0.2371818673975774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327878140955665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933744887831634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704484817346167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631144448746558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469980647200173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608983610231778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416082926620573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440388379879654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460299802649488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446211962049608,0.21073358790388644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820705675415427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377178340397968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251033628023343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fiumicino,2020/02/13,"Feeling unusually paranoid about this virus all of a sudden Hey everyone, I was kinda just hoping someone more rational could tell me I'm being crazy. For most of this coronavirus outbreak, I actually haven't been too stressed about it at all. Next week, I have to travel to San Diego and Los Angeles for work, and all of a sudden, that really stressed me out. I know California has some confirmed cases which is what spooked me. That, and the fact that I have to fly there and the dangers of how dirty airplanes and airports are. I feel like I deep down know that it is premature to panic about it, especially given that there are a single digit amount of cases, and that odds of me catching anything on a domestic flight are small, and all I have to do is wash my hands and avoid touching my face.. but I'm still weirdly worried. I just don't know why I'm so worried about it all of a sudden?",6.263522727272727,6.104321034090912,6.627409090909094,78.89486363636365,65.93181818181819,9.54,32.94090909090909,9.120678840339163,2.702833636363637,706,27,138,11,10,229,102,176,0.115,0.8390000000000001,0.046,-0.8945,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,4,7,0,17,3,2,1,6,30,27,11,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,5,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,4,15,2,22,22,10,14,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,7,101,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.1949535620834058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439947272916275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950570162085148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089551242907624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202653694190428,0.14272074940733598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984236667264547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329376691489497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976009652230094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246513672138956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439529912065635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798228033583814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927042833800052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595421933910536,0.0,0.4576878233982366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746139288412216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024908226818232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026769530853984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544005641680408,0.4057665406360417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thenewrenn,2020/02/13,"anxiety is getting increasingly worse Been having trouble going anywhere public lately and driving. I live in a weird situation and where I live at everywhere I go is an all white space and that’s ok but my feelings of displacement are starting to control my life. I get anxiety attacks and sensory overload when too many people are talking. Their words seem so carefree and empty and microagressions are real. Iv been trying to cope w my therapist (also an anthropologist) but nothing has been working for me lately. Traffic makes me sick to my stomach I get so much anxiety that I can’t even pull over I just end up driving straight until there are no cars around me. It’s seems like my anxiety is hitting me full force all of the sudden and I have no idea what caused it. These are problems I’ve always had, but never experienced this rapid increase of panic attacks... kinda worried my overall mental health is at risk. It may have something to do with me smoking a lot less weed lately, however, I can’t continue to smoke as the cons are far worse than anxiety. Any coping advice for at least driving?? I know many can’t relate to social/racial isolation...",4.180714285714289,6.671619179723509,5.172375576036867,77.30427764976959,73.79262672811059,7.473640552995392,30.66566820276498,8.395991825355821,2.7195347465437787,930,43,153,17,20,304,142,217,0.217,0.721,0.062,-0.9863,1,1,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,10,9,2,2,6,1,23,5,1,3,3,30,35,16,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,5,0,0,9,6,7,0,0,4,3,22,2,22,29,9,31,0,0,1,0,3,12,0,5,11,110,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194100364599548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160892387881044,0.09531824151880226,0.0,0.0,0.07790076001777607,0.0,0.4381681110653651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197749320410264,0.0,0.2606437991491836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176786822297652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848223610647258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146098817593664,0.0,0.0,0.0756619451963538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057922027485256676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795494685416781,0.0,0.13020754305402527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217657199568724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293177080203068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295597290087278,0.0,0.38766626119474895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091299408078623,0.05596537836868831,0.0,0.2023068517794284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973898540723154,0.0,0.0,0.07646579426083347,0.23227988541742944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154436542824022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421049160087002,0.0,0.08835123362107959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991781027919163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344046298431159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941743387653988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961286444747667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303877181789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085716178220176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876368041048844,0.0,0.11677354445385787,0.0,0.08818939236080975,0.0,0.0,0.08108202716530592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207429810548168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300621412318572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777475809086344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339679601253477,0.11633531453383725,0.2334809603076196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Past3lkitt3n7715,2020/02/13,"Struggling tonight and need to talk Looking for advice, maybe. Or maybe just validation that I’m not alone, I don’t know. But I’ve always struggled with severe anxiety, general and social. Panic attacks. Depression. The works. I’ve blamed my anxiety for so long for the reason I never get out and do things but honestly the worse it gets the more I’m realizing that I’m just afraid to go out, especially without my husband (best friend) with me. After having my son a year ago I stopped working to stay home with him and only recently went back to work part time because of financial difficulties. 
And now I feel like I’m way worse than before. It’s gotten so bad that today (my day off) I started getting really anxious around 4pm thinking about the fact that I have to work in the morning (10am). Then it just snowballed. The anxiety for that. My mom texting me (she’s bad at texting) which always makes me anxious that she’s mad. Then my baby getting fussy. All of it until at this point 9:45 I’m just an anxious ball of disaster. My stomach hurts, I feel nauseous and shaky, and I’m wide awake laying in bed thinking about impending doom. 
I don’t even know if I want advice on how to deal with this or if I just want support to know I’m not alone. I really don’t know.",2.267480314960629,4.528677905511814,3.749565354330709,86.2761433070866,79.0,6.583685039370079,25.51433070866143,7.699297019823105,1.497925228346456,1004,39,197,16,25,331,143,254,0.258,0.682,0.06,-0.9952,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,14,17,2,5,9,0,6,1,1,3,3,49,35,19,0,5,14,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,14,14,0,1,10,1,0,2,7,12,0,0,2,3,24,5,33,33,4,32,1,3,1,0,10,11,0,5,18,119,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533680312003607,0.08859820958448751,0.0,0.0,0.207032760583276,0.0,0.0,0.16633012007099687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293807146360578,0.33873966547107165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897524974708951,0.0,0.11370571287682853,0.0,0.07685413586303473,0.1669054472703313,0.06092760562348212,0.0,0.0850487110383585,0.0,0.10488965997034022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445843748963102,0.10304239252056137,0.08608539445727308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601496328922649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010738095129242,0.07140314365378189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721987154884646,0.0,0.2088756162888996,0.0,0.05680296846971684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025637585253204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699680948676273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197160661996269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882973057180496,0.0,0.0,0.08845117236047413,0.08393146774582631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667163207066705,0.0,0.2008231662145845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705833633356695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411045837816553,0.07708635336981152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601524791295902,0.0,0.1172678905091506,0.0,0.1082343571741953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448352660941813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805898491854073,0.10276358247443368,0.09868696878511496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291322182369055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188478805651667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074397879730539,0.10653167603349577,0.0,0.0835613222555256,0.0,0.2089754987511036,0.0,0.0,0.11342023878827252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033472300428758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640126345368914,0.1280857741444399,0.0,0.0,0.05828070496690287,0.0,0.09473937892429526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790428986412615,0.07933437295331723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926531509120462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963466730181228,0.0,0.2910544481995107,0.0,0.20371187898277326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436348069510281
anxiety,miku_eases_my_soul,2020/02/13,"just feeling constantly anxious.. I don't usually like to vent in places but this is a throwaway and this subreddit seems quiet nice so I don't feel too anxious to post a little something here (the irony aha, being an anxiety subreddit and,,, okay I ramble a lot sorry-) 

First: A good thing! I've been combating my social anxiety a bit. Being in public around lots of people is still hard, but I've basically just been, well, forcing myself to deal with it. I make myself talk to people when necessary, I shove it into the back of my head and deal with the panic that comes, and deal with it later. It sounds hard, but I've done the same thing with my homework- just force myself to do it and make my mind as blank as possible so I have as little anxiety in the moment as possible. Cosplay actually helped me start! Because in cosplay I got a lot of attention and I don't know... A bit of a confidence boost. Cosplay's done wonders for my mental health.  Now onto the not so fun stuff! 

I'm a junior in highschool, some AP classes, a few Honors, school is kinda hard right now, :'), I've got a DBQ essay tomorrow in apush and a test in Physics, neither of which I'm prepared for, but to stack on top of that I've got a circulatory issue (of currently known origin) in my hands (for context,  [this post](https://www.reddit.com/r/AskDocs/comments/eyjn5e/175290lbs_whats_wrong_with_my_hands_its_ruining/),) and it gives me quite the bit of anxiety aha! See, I'm always worried about getting another migraine because they're terribly painful and now I'm at the point where any bit of static like on a TV or that weird vision you get in the dark scares me. My first symptom of migraines is tingling -> numb fingertips, which my fingers are always tingly rip

Anyways it's not the main focus but I think it's definitely a contributing factor- I've had constant anxiety for the past... Month? Around that, at least. Just constantly. No stop. No breaks, well, rarely anyways. 

I wake up, anxiety sets in shortly afterwards. I go to school already anxious. I get home anxious, I do (if I can) my homework anxiously, I go to sleep and it gets WORSE. My anxiety practically explodes when I go to bed. I hate that, I can't daydream without it getting worse and bedtime used to be my prime chance to daydream until I eventually fell asleep! It was a blissful 30-40 minutes lost, because now I'm finding myself trying to force myself to sleep to stop the anxiety.

My chest is constantly aching, I'm always shaking from my anxiety, I tend to have days long headaches in my forehead that I don't dare take Ibprofen for because I don't want to risk making it worse... Makes school even more fun! When I go to bed, I can feel myself shaking with anxiety. Practicing deep breathing has done... Nothing. And I've practiced it a lot thanks to this. It's like I'm in constant physical, mental, and emotional stress and pain. But I've just got to ""work harder"". It's so tiring... I'm exhausted. sorry if my post isn't tidy, I've got twenty minutes to do this physics homework before I'm off to bed :')",3.478820512820516,5.80159967692308,4.408675213675213,82.7499358974359,75.30769230769229,7.205128205128206,28.44017094017095,8.167268648758528,2.1329145299145305,2421,103,443,42,54,782,271,585,0.18600000000000005,0.7040000000000001,0.11,-0.9915,1,0,1,0,0,0,118.0,0,1,0,7,29,26,1,6,30,1,31,20,10,6,0,68,76,35,0,3,17,0,8,3,0,0,10,2,7,0,31,23,0,3,10,1,0,8,13,14,2,2,13,11,49,12,71,60,15,74,0,1,1,0,9,31,0,11,34,278,80,11,0.0,0.0,0.05263419765381285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059520217046874685,0.0,0.13463834884448606,0.0,0.0,0.03667863756681873,0.05655707372564086,0.4126123887735316,0.3046641971713405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602975663786807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147380302117271,0.0,0.13151664439677238,0.0,0.04589594885427727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553854881690395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046461478357809095,0.0,0.2914307218232298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03478455010231078,0.16681834395396347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558715311769034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067124992236982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562451848767969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181567366411785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929694085646116,0.09175663865423547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089785261085955,0.051740760413948886,0.12261331671359167,0.045239337738061915,0.21568954307040825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494940293660666,0.05325108079128666,0.055354361395318304,0.0573319273052244,0.0,0.0,0.036152467481774496,0.0,0.054102660019946826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562956437509838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02964206398205428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905187942992795,0.10811699094406836,0.0,0.047732063580907785,0.0,0.0,0.0588780098287981,0.18341937405430714,0.0,0.0,0.14401200467425715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871051717203087,0.0,0.054460441926658436,0.0,0.0430515621621307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051753481281169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478437748621495,0.0632828062806211,0.0,0.0,0.05148844737909428,0.07478549048763328,0.0,0.05635211354551903,0.0,0.050987381841469635,0.12161049320374225,0.15496863754465146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736805688317161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606143611683062,0.0,0.0,0.05399979869477068,0.16375970975021334,0.042980369826261335,0.04910172105556571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795081042559644,0.05498142140639572,0.0,0.041522916578759936,0.0,0.12075488647358025,0.038176499008489496,0.0,0.043073720999644766,0.09018657956393183,0.061784024623720075,0.0,0.061744334446186586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606062651562185,0.04055350014515593,0.04335207780591046,0.0,0.04965743928677327,0.0,0.0,0.07166596540082558,0.0345603011928209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199201829502224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03661931107232889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046583777812447054,0.05940338284142865,0.0,0.031813117396119084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699069742203573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199281591845845,0.0584917824508862,0.03926638012876478,0.05477508611000445,0.1648975604330782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mimiotis,2020/02/13,"Does anyone have sleep anxiety? I get very anxious if I don't get a good sleep (at least 7 hours a night). I'm a mom of two small children so this is obviously not always possible but I find that I can't enjoy staying up a bit late or going out bc I'm worried about the fact that I won't be able to sleep as much. 
I have always been like this and I remember not going for sleepovers at my friend's house when I was young bc I knew I wouldn't sleep as well. Of course in my teens it was less of an issue but seems to be getting worse as I get older!
I hate how I feel when I'm tired and it seems to affect me more than others. I find I feel nauseous, dizzy, moody, low blood sugar, etc if I get less sleep than I need. And then it's a vicious cycle of knowing I need to sleep more t the next night to make up for my sleep debt and then being so anxious about getting enough sleep that I can't sleep. 
Normally I get enough sleep to feel good but I haven't met anyone or heard of anyone else having this same ""sleep anxiety"" issue!",1.5926240079365073,2.7948652366071443,3.2231547619047625,94.11906746031748,77.4375,6.04920634920635,20.03373015873016,6.42735559955562,-0.06531567460317468,799,17,190,6,18,265,115,224,0.226,0.759,0.015,-0.992,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,8,0,16,14,12,3,2,34,41,21,0,6,9,1,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,10,5,1,0,10,0,1,2,8,4,1,1,6,5,25,6,26,30,11,22,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,6,12,117,35,0,0.07032711341343151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703558429513593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076000985350016,0.15889924068041605,0.0,0.14752305865651538,0.07205843856582171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677899328478646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061543730874148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874927907883184,0.0,0.0,0.14533341555697615,0.07843332158884088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066785049054656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855541515358476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433455336926953,0.0,0.25720109879768605,0.0,0.07993703848363548,0.11797409216778068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943346462850238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925804039402791,0.08114804658010852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680646969187114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03864994231911515,0.0,0.07933204716379583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03435827525409063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046943894302450974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236626525350789,0.0,0.0,0.051698520300253126,0.10429332696888216,0.0,0.0,0.0747936829588909,0.1319944636983781,0.06890563928514311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928325353068147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966691004599294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280463254998598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7741569309503381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495934557853036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083067133242491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869937087566863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802723381722319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632325209054595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142059743066242,0.07166933678167339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrincessCream,2020/02/13,"I need advice on how to cope with anxiety in relation to flying. I’m new here so apologies if this isn’t allowed, I’m unsure if talking about flying can be triggering to some people so here is fair warning. 

I am terrified of flying, I have always had extreme anxiety surrounding it and my anxiety extends to most forms of transportation, mostly due to my claustrophobia, but it’s been a fairly new development that I can’t even go near an airport without suffering from a panic attack. 

I’m a 25 year old female so all my friends are constantly inviting me on holidays, I’m fascinated with traveling and hope to do it more but I can’t handle flying, I can’t even force myself to do it anymore. I managed to fly once this year already, at the beginning of January (a short flight from the UK to about an hour & a half away) and I hated every second, I spent the whole time crying and unable to breathe properly. We got stuck in bad weather on the way back and had the most horrible landing.

If I have to fly, I’m a mess for 2 days before and about a day after. 

There’s currently a big storm in the UK and my partner is due to fly elsewhere in Europe this Friday until Monday. I have been up every night for two weeks crying, and suffering panic attacks because I’m so terrified about him flying. I feel constantly sick over it. I don’t want him to go, I don’t know what to do. I have convinced myself I’m going to lose him if he flies, there are so many reasons I can think of as to why I don’t want him to go on that plane.

It’s nearly 3am here and I just know I won’t sleep for hours yet, My jaw is clenched tight.

Any advice would be really appreciated, or anything that can make me feel a bit better or help me at least try to accept that this is happening whether I like it or not.

Thanks in advance.",3.4632437275985666,4.52793675806452,5.231182795698928,82.09732974910396,72.54838709677419,8.306810035842295,27.487455197132626,8.735056554316923,2.0275960573476697,1422,51,288,26,27,487,192,372,0.156,0.695,0.149,-0.6204,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,3,20,17,3,2,17,0,32,4,3,5,1,47,60,27,0,9,13,0,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,16,12,0,1,7,2,1,7,10,10,0,3,7,3,35,7,53,49,10,51,0,3,0,0,11,20,0,12,24,201,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018591747909451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867997014062115,0.0,0.08948710210550306,0.1165263257387828,0.0,0.07313514343874998,0.0,0.2468177792802473,0.0,0.10665698951169313,0.0,0.0,0.08850140689626425,0.0,0.0,0.2446987889828867,0.10104324970843644,0.08269643405860584,0.08979663331854455,0.06555920074061293,0.0,0.09151394450244382,0.0,0.0,0.09511592565163683,0.11741265962849508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324385970353695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23626902911935405,0.13871687881265718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206657838838754,0.0,0.1812247217934249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087572390161746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308997224213979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444840675723926,0.0,0.08601456715482317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510280087700568,0.0,0.0,0.1061796645211923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720859898388436,0.0,0.0,0.10681770066098027,0.2118228014050257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820922176833035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525416693452535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031675356689847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717879624043192,0.10903502567923394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974418768100137,0.0,0.20773769250753604,0.0,0.10092487786066263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285170666724195,0.11453325496578474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523647235319746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455903404245118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889688682988426,0.11057546514956734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762392673968213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644160849560438,0.0,0.09901414517982524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689112996746074,0.0,0.0,0.06271108797285534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301684974050864,0.0,0.105057067099041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686713893123264,0.08536521382800936,0.08626712117218087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704377020135543,0.12007155649074228,0.0,0.10367075502883208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639777611432376,0.0,0.0,0.13851252837116335
anxiety,DillSoupYT,2020/02/13,"I get severe negative associations that connect to memories and objects I face severe anxiety, and one of the triggers is “dirtiness” but I only face it in bad moments. If I’m severely anxious about a place or person then my brain connects severe negative associations. Say if I’m wearing a shirt, and I’m at the persons house, I get some dirt from their house on my shirt, and now no matter how much I clean the shirt, I look at it and get the same anxiety I did when at the place. Does anyone else have this? Is there a term for this?",3.789369158878507,5.121803766355144,5.506623831775702,79.40516939252338,72.0841121495327,8.714485981308412,29.26285046728972,9.188382445141503,2.5129822429906548,421,17,83,9,8,144,67,107,0.294,0.667,0.039,-0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,4,7,7,2,0,14,11,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,10,0,10,10,4,12,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,4,5,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294304911072446,0.16461639766597033,0.0,0.10188726887434076,0.14930216818338976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166588215581693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626660555384715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751611942315388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172612840713208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283901142735164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362709361843844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236384409178767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711724159343447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874020942259087,0.1108227723645694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254465317217527,0.30448218132799043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587836292658342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6584655906638813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jdogid,2020/02/13,"Life is the best it's been, but Anxiety is at an all time high. I (23 M) moved away from home about 2 years ago for a job. Since then, I've had a manageable amount anxiety (with therapy when it becomes too much) from being away from friends and family. I just accepted a new job offer and am planning on moving back in the next few weeks. Since that my anxiety has completely gotten out of control. I always seem like I am on high alert and my fight or flight is constantly active. I've gotten into arguments with my GF, who lives back home as well. All this week I haven't been able to fall asleep with out laying in bed for hours trying to sleep. It sucks because everything should be great but the anxiety is making it hard for me to be myself.",5.206239882266374,5.215270933774839,5.87916114790287,82.79495952906551,68.13907284768212,9.88991905813098,27.373804267844005,9.725611199111238,2.1786550404709346,585,16,123,12,9,191,104,151,0.11800000000000001,0.721,0.161,0.8834,2,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,2,0,7,0,15,3,2,2,2,20,20,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,5,1,10,6,25,11,6,28,0,0,0,0,5,12,1,2,14,82,17,3,0.12780250664718476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132892109807312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634192357580537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391074271097011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014932399257544,0.19654447766749375,0.0,0.07790722183214395,0.14114782765881914,0.0,0.0,0.1341208459381506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399849667513086,0.13810910701332588,0.14334137847253453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486065222128924,0.0,0.12048082913515168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873989960778994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090271476100436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144859429852887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270060730234543,0.25639266909316033,0.0,0.12585972519296176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536485351940955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027069001405433,0.062437849193851425,0.0,0.1128519548199282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530916558972401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716676777486093,0.0939495475305664,0.0,0.0,0.12343245730767742,0.1359194157071074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634660212513424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143910834642832,0.0,0.12789480408904133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615330444995306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745226693865069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676951283657375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503092380801655,0.0,0.11490980193984225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230062411101374
anxiety,wannabebadwolf25,2020/02/13,"I'm scared. I'm worried, I'm scared, I'm overthinking every text, every snap. It shouldn't be this hard. I know I've been out of the game for 4.5 years but damn. Things are going well, we are hitting off and there is still something in my brain that tells me to be cautious. This isn't going to work. Why did you say that? What did he mean by that? STOP OVERTHINKING THIS, HE'S GOING TO THINK YOU'RE CRAZY. Please, brain just let me live in the moment, I want to enjoy this, I don't want to worry anymore. I don't want to think he might be a liar too, he might have an addiction, he might just be using you. Even if he is a great guy, he is amazing and everything I've wanted, I'm going to throw it all away with all this thinking. No matter what, everything seems doomed before it even began. How can I stop this BS way of thinking?!",1.3715499999999992,3.131924937142859,2.633339285714289,95.66372321428574,79.62857142857143,5.517857142857144,18.36607142857143,6.322622252153567,-0.2953928571428568,644,13,148,5,16,207,100,175,0.183,0.67,0.147,-0.8086,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,0,1,9,9,2,2,5,0,22,3,2,2,2,31,45,5,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,15,5,0,2,7,1,0,5,5,5,1,0,4,2,11,4,17,31,2,17,1,1,0,0,14,5,1,5,6,86,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300202455399829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182822816265784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120566610139289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148869010793153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26628613145854385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755140953811905,0.0,0.2009776731839796,0.0,0.21438163482313544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711320980106867,0.0,0.0,0.1314939178792302,0.0,0.11809454443028675,0.0,0.0,0.10684112943294492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554683628365217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196009928348793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531625103726612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991833712599646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795750214579994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092097302250807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484708066880992,0.2388171057547937,0.0,0.0,0.10857754281966417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181870117598684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524796047268234,0.19942757593528185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424590660780693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792366770424913,0.3056896990129967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300967097281348,0.0,0.0,0.28139055349161424,0.09466976622296942,0.0,0.0,0.10723668515134943,0.0,0.10762125023042443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682887235214139,0.2422458573633098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680498936176702
anxiety,BLONDESUPREME,2020/02/13,help pls it’s urgent how many ibuprofen tablets would kill someone or make them overdose ? asking for a friend who took lots tonight i’m so worried,3.4223809523809554,6.228491714285713,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,78.28571428571429,3.733333333333334,30.76190476190476,3.1291,0.8955333333333333,120,6,22,0,3,34,28,28,0.213,0.534,0.253,-0.1447,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,5,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146307836565116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600193187224969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558377938447416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723450359061674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861245614311404,0.0,0.0,0.2246511410841529,0.3412110069237188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28515950340114155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739217680626952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417849956447377,0.0,0.2390769567147076,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sindca,2020/02/13,"Anxiety: Treatment & Tips Usefull guide if you are stick with anxiety. 

[https://ineedmedic.com/health/anxiety/](https://ineedmedic.com/health/anxiety/)",30.37282051282051,39.33594576923078,12.423076923076927,13.71358974358978,52.84615384615384,10.964102564102564,42.794871794871796,8.841846274778883,7.2910717948717965,137,5,8,3,3,29,12,13,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272764933245598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.693213801952993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6421407335616204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,harowkun,2020/02/13,"I have two presentations in a week and I'm already freaking out. I've a lot of anxiety about speaking in public. I avoid it all the time but today I felt daring: one my colleagues at college presented his project for his thesis and commented on it because I found it interesting and had something I could add up in terms of personal experience. Just that act alone was gruesome: my voice and my body started shaking, and I was fumbling and forgetting words.

Well, next week I have not one, but two presentations. The first is not a big deal compared to the second one, but after that it's my turn to present my thesis project and I'm already freaking out. My work is going to be critiqued and scrutinized by everyone, plus the professor is the type that is quite blunt and probing. I know that compared to an actual thesis defense this probably isn't that big of a deal, but on the other hand it feels like it might be my most important presentation so far.

Tips on dealing with this? I'm already thinking on taking an anxiolytic before the presentations, but at the same time it feels like a bad coping strategy.",6.474742380261247,7.0414266556603815,6.967169811320754,74.1572206095791,65.4622641509434,10.107982583454284,36.119013062409294,10.035473477838034,3.7028725689404918,889,42,159,19,13,291,119,212,0.081,0.807,0.11199999999999999,0.8312,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,4,10,1,2,15,0,14,2,2,0,1,38,27,16,0,1,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,15,14,0,2,6,0,0,3,3,6,1,7,5,6,17,4,25,18,5,34,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,3,18,116,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.12643659301354365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341900986015587,0.42893406535788575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991167472806074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081812287255577,0.07898152334092376,0.0,0.11025013517686448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391732794326606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344698123826664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007269798321455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380475614382948,0.0,0.1267392741878953,0.0,0.0,0.13102375127842522,0.18512229388948687,0.1244025640206311,0.0,0.0,0.11020778595430863,0.0,0.14206115855124174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363468388614304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120544715872425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659767162757635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101513929244032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374478193284421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377936762690001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633894644253989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313101995749075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396928104232257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780815483923214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974534310819272,0.0,0.0,0.09170665998493996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741663446362668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301991729944498,0.0,0.0,0.15110059922968153,0.0,0.1228123178523522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092933946587713,0.25313204259586664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785819739849384,0.0,0.1164943504668522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432474597807583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FutureEfficiency5,2020/02/13,"buspar Hello,

I recently started taking 5mg buspar. Like one week ago. I am already having strange symptoms. I don't know if it is just me and my normal ups and down or if indeed it is the medicine. I know it is a small dose and really soon but I am super sensitive to meds.",-0.5079310344827589,1.7114377758620698,2.4961206896551715,90.07969827586209,93.65517241379312,4.968965517241379,19.31896551724137,6.6274283507984215,0.4227172413793103,213,7,44,3,8,75,44,58,0.025,0.847,0.128,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,11,11,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,3,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649043757102315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34420173849340324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34283644991148465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523840451809466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464630008068911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056067271246141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113590849456694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981828606403207,0.0,0.30797465671057744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207723355236614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32419514015733303,0.2345183862646565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501963309150047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dustydingleberry,2020/02/13,"Graduate School I (22yo F) am having the hardest time with this. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but over the years my memory has gotten so so bad. I also feel like it’s taking me longer to process information. Anyway, I’m in my second semester of what feels like the most intensive grad program and I feel like I can’t get anything right. This week has been the worst. Nonstop assignments getting thrown my way. I don’t have time to do anything but school work/ clinic paperwork and its taking a toll on me. My anxiety has been so bad this week. I feel like I have no time to help myself. I just want to quit. I feel dumb complaining on here, but I don’t know who else to talk to. I don’t want to worry my mom or boyfriend because I have a history of.... losing my marbles lmao. Idk I just want grad school to be over but its only the beginning of my second semester. I’ve never felt so inadequate. I’m exhausted from pushing myself so hard and still barely making it.",2.172575757575757,4.108264540404043,3.8373737373737375,87.1427272727273,77.83838383838383,7.228282828282829,23.12121212121212,8.167268648758528,1.2951090909090908,761,24,158,14,18,254,106,198,0.23,0.655,0.115,-0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,12,12,1,0,7,0,17,2,0,1,1,27,37,14,0,3,7,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,7,8,0,2,4,7,26,4,19,32,2,17,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,2,13,104,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150146926296534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709688788866988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889608216527294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195329599520046,0.07737199138909275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602912528749997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32088418046592143,0.3626995257338868,0.12186741537812368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326256154293015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369941305204101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507481058459727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950876132485784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480355795815033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199603893545928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472308304922098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486524293567773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978919917845402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653179452524628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349998191797743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083928214545634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385363081936564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136206213492742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086284194188766,0.10201709771665984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203207347663453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459005913868613,0.10074675277633734,0.2036223407574568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240254080808016,0.12889798124880034,0.0,0.0,0.13877200551257884,0.0,0.08173521055280425
anxiety,mrphilinmaine4,2020/02/13,"Control of anxiety starts with breathing; technique sample If you're anxious tonight I'm really empathetic and admit my struggles are daily.  Nothing seems to work to completely stop all attacks but there are ways to limit the damage by using coping skills.  One of my biggest fears at 43 is struggling with physical health from repeated constant anxiety attacks and even severe panic attacks.   

Recently I learned of a therapeutic technique to control some of the physical symptoms and to feel better.  

•Take a deep breath in through the nose - watch your stomach while you are doing it, you can even place your hand there to visualize.  Count to 4 while inhaling.

•Slowly let out your breath through your mouth, as if you are blowing out a candle on a cupcake while focusing on not wanting to get wax on the frosting.  A directional concentrated breath out.  

•Repeat this at least 4x.  This should send a message to your brain for your body to relax.  

This is no cure but it's probably a great starting point to get control of the worst symptoms.  Practice in a quiet room if you can alone before in crisis.

Also remember that no matter who you are, where you are, whenever your in an attack or struggling someone does care about you.  Me.  Having been there for over a decade I feel for anyone struggling with severe anxiety and any other hard or debilitating mental health issues.  I do care.  ♥️",5.216218761318358,7.748971123505977,5.501776530242664,75.93843806591816,70.83266932270917,7.910249909453097,32.52462875769648,8.710501217029153,3.0973011952191234,1116,53,176,21,22,354,154,251,0.248,0.652,0.1,-0.9921,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,14,0,7,8,17,4,6,15,0,16,14,10,4,1,35,29,16,0,5,8,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,8,10,0,5,6,1,0,1,3,12,0,1,1,9,20,5,41,26,4,31,0,1,1,0,18,19,0,7,10,129,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884825665724273,0.0,0.07632425996945434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490326059588271,0.0,0.21903667505265714,0.10782134285781188,0.0,0.06673467713974475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343123845010034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812133963088974,0.0,0.0,0.0844099487486054,0.0,0.1060136114230062,0.0,0.10654389717074374,0.0,0.0,0.1946172438183598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006823884183848,0.10313798624434478,0.3211361243481042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352120096881308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607597012275049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739783753253036,0.09651583484576166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972813225402524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522421418168387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854965314607981,0.0,0.0,0.20289897690864095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961577308118053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759505090122647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096182239766621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157836564176353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467339903530238,0.0,0.0,0.11197963555182706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971569701602784,0.0,0.09022274408993826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290171124239844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114205004479097,0.0,0.094236629910294,0.0,0.10811622743707842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688604617797231,0.0,0.21564268571562376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086698387766661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510748643662654,0.0,0.0,0.07979308207707869,0.0,0.39910328543999607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839981489407532,0.0717598733922796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243051736570224,0.0,0.0,0.056293668077672034,0.07575674919599555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948230008575132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_FriendlyPanicAttack,2020/02/13,"Any tips for being too critical of yourself? I am way too critical of myself especially with clarinet playing skills (you can prob find videos of me if you poke around) because no matter how hard I try I always fail and take it too hard. :(

I also believe the worse and people don't like me my band teacher gave me tips but I am curious for some more tips.  I am worried that I won't be a good leader for music related things.

I will be getting stronger Prozac, writing one thing I love about myself every night, and trying to get a therapist at school (my parents won't get me one)

I'm fine at home since I'm alone in my room with my cat most of the time.

​

I would love some tips to help me",2.494166666666665,4.1096889722222265,3.7580555555555577,89.4925,75.94444444444444,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9247333333333329,548,18,116,6,12,179,94,144,0.151,0.6829999999999999,0.166,0.8545,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,7,7,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,1,0,16,21,7,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,23,6,16,13,4,8,0,1,0,2,9,5,0,4,3,76,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912474892242838,0.0,0.1305872429170283,0.1358748234626838,0.1769304577529575,0.19842173979993213,0.11104644658112263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536749383423364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954333772573508,0.0,0.0,0.1839779552426772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758338632825906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924900357754964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255945262440735,0.0,0.0,0.13696440311729868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925611418152716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094534398034034,0.0,0.1637985635332515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977786606950593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294760881445713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324163638848198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130632838033176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813201760788445,0.0,0.0,0.11320844400707546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526362543491513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350796118484668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277779073289595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959850261046726,0.21697236665537376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521883944145014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217336651844224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296162584979019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583436782814406,0.1664119257667896,0.1160003408115394,0.0,0.19842173979993213,0.0
anxiety,picodegalloyum7,2020/02/13,"Fuck anxiety. That is all I have to say today, after Clonazepam failing me and I still had 3 extra anxiety/panic attacks.",2.06246376811594,4.8819723478260855,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,86.3913043478261,6.544927536231885,29.40579710144928,7.793537801064563,2.91860579710145,96,5,14,2,3,34,21,23,0.4320000000000001,0.568,0.0,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34549257181005066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137896518498591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175208604576586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591510368619774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36066902135029866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280885391107291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnnie_walker_black,2020/02/13,"Help with panic attacks I've been having panic attacks on/off since 1 today. Something happened and I've been trying to figure it out since. I'll know tomorrow morning if it's really a problem or not, but until then, any tips on getting through the night?",6.214333333333336,6.531348299999998,6.958000000000002,74.86233333333338,66.0,8.266666666666667,34.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.7966666666666664,205,9,34,2,3,68,41,50,0.20800000000000002,0.754,0.038,-0.7466,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264190747248993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107160272111521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727216934990815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984910707668211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504521967644572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335848569619573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106424509986976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267157616358477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477989058089256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379615230313073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713546943283933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280187081258375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276380051845276,0.0,0.0,0.1523950141884608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,solway-firth,2020/02/13,"This week I started a volunteer job and got my drivers license My point of this post is I never thought I’d be able to do either of these things. Ever. I’m very nearly 21 but I did it. I nearly had a panic attack getting my drivers license but I did it. Nearly had a panic attack doing volunteer stuff but I’m doing it. 

You can do it too. :)",-1.6534035827186528,0.1138011095890441,1.9561643835616456,91.03949420442574,106.39726027397259,3.3420442571127498,17.944151738672286,5.369823440869387,-0.1810391991570075,263,9,53,2,13,95,43,73,0.217,0.732,0.051,-0.9349,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,2,3,0,11,0,0,0,2,8,17,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,6,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,46,18,1,0.21815576895533564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963673623521201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973343826735804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397738523184925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744790973423444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164859387008014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825517789491054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119175811656707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062277158388953,0.0,0.20893292283481546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544117761081672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249736162143423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493299924630493,0.0,0.0,0.17319131231467666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000135650853671,0.0,0.0,0.1749913989028398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Planetleaper,2020/02/13,"Tell me the physical symptoms you feel from anxiety. I've had anxiety for 18 years now, sometimes lifes good, but for the most part, life is full of dread, constantly feeling different ""new"" sensations from this horrible disease. Currently, I feel like my body weighs 1000 pounds, especially my head, literally feel like I'm just going to fall over on my face and die. Been like this for about a month now, you ever just get so sick and tired of it that you cant even cry anymore? Or like, feel any emotion cause you're so drained from this constant battle? Or maybe that's just the depression this causes. Tell me what you experience physically, maybe I'm not as crazy as I think I am, or just possibly, might not have a terrible life threatening tumor or something that's causing all this crap. (I'm sure I dont, just cant convince myself) 

Let's hear it reddit.",7.199692101740293,6.822886144578316,7.170803212851408,76.50304551539493,64.06024096385542,11.233199464524763,34.7095046854083,10.746095033038511,3.563609906291834,684,27,133,16,9,219,108,166,0.254,0.599,0.147,-0.9823,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,0,12,12,2,1,5,0,10,11,4,3,3,28,22,11,1,0,12,0,5,4,0,1,6,1,0,0,11,2,1,0,6,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,6,14,7,14,18,4,14,0,1,0,0,7,3,1,6,13,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278027335680346,0.0,0.1862455565360254,0.0,0.12072301129191007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521409637307366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751493623820415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630928127921731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337142028895225,0.0,0.0,0.10484548946773857,0.0,0.12633606202430514,0.1271814787295081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426661347480138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692936779135453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040122464315409,0.11011135387074114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907486526605793,0.0,0.0,0.30775060907722285,0.17392724034346388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359866957034949,0.0,0.06918171276294616,0.10210097737723388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492964493155173,0.0,0.13719805829153472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244767199321136,0.25794355921289464,0.23788365190890534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24458740406515306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913582370200186,0.0,0.0,0.0971633713963956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756716513920153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318212482697848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723178583340462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371336050036444,0.12039364494410015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147286672953741,0.12652361961544226,0.0,0.0,0.21279399733394752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799938519590198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991021915831192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838984394355948
anxiety,Juniorrds33,2020/02/13,Hacks? Anybody have a quick mental hack to calm down anxiety at the moment it comes up ?,1.937058823529412,4.583617117647059,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,83.70588235294119,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.7097294117647066,69,2,13,1,2,22,17,17,0.09300000000000001,0.763,0.145,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997911133504017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627808235564203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6583969833262628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kimimelly,2020/02/13,"What do you do when you get home after a long anxious day? I have trouble coming home after a long, anxious day. I tend to fall right into my bad coping habits no matter how hard I try. Does anyone have any tips on easy transitioning?",2.7839361702127654,4.57501755319149,4.056329787234045,86.90875,75.59574468085106,5.5510638297872354,20.26063829787234,5.985473137389443,0.10045106382978686,183,4,36,1,4,60,36,47,0.271,0.652,0.077,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460072937110828,0.0,0.0,0.5136647402471952,0.0,0.1589631963853055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898215324858633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958354758595319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932342733214305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989489968482192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877709874462555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036542694648194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560862264724707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023820039963661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414929484689594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543506677568389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waltergoodboy,2020/02/13,anxiety habits & how to stop hi! does anybody else compulsively chew on their lips/bite on them (sometimes to the point where they bleed) and pick your skin? i've gotten a little better about picking my skin because i remind myself that it makes me break out. but i can't make myself stop chewing on my lips unless i put a ton of chapstick on. how do you stop yourself??,3.622374429223744,5.4478605753424665,4.026232876712331,87.86665525114157,73.38356164383562,5.962557077625571,24.495433789954337,6.42735559955562,0.7351570776255709,294,9,57,2,6,92,58,73,0.132,0.843,0.025,-0.7635,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,3,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,2,6,3,6,0,13,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,13,1,10,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587955267644374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272076230753684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456016722603618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124476316092886,0.2607640025094932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902057848796832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952979977635332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393919758737561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188704943365097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257918940783978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401117531333788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23623026492891136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.599071708079844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pleuriglos,2020/02/13,What’s your experience with anxiety and dark chocolate? Does anyone have any specific experiences concerning the consumption of dark chocolate?,11.182857142857143,15.540494190476199,9.857380952380954,43.09178571428575,59.47619047619048,15.628571428571426,48.5952380952381,13.023866798666859,9.481552380952383,122,8,12,6,2,38,19,21,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27466707503910504,0.0,0.30898377221036344,0.0,0.0,0.2824175304193502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534571878706575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7901869280458386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pinkshoes232,2020/02/13,"My battle with anxiety Hi,

So I've suffered with anxiety for about 3 years. A first I kind of ignored it and buried it with alcohol and drugs at uni. It gradually got worse, and at the start of second year I discovered valium and xanax to help.
It got to a point where I wouldn't leave the house without being under the influence of either of them because my anxiety was so bad. 
Anyway, I ended up taking a year out because I would have ended up just failing my last year for sure.
I have definitely made a marked improvement from where I was a year ago. I have been drinking alot less and I haven't touched any drugs for a considerable amount of time (which may not sound like alot but for me it is) .
I've been exercising around 5 times a week as well, which I feel has helped me.
BUT
I still have some serious anxiety with simple things like going out for drinks with friends.. to the point where I will actively avoid those situations which I know will let down my friends. 
So my question is basically is this just a matter of time thing where I just need to stick at it to see improvement? I've been considering medication but dont really want to resort to that if I can help it. 
I guess i just thought that with the right attitude things would go straight back to where i was
Before I had any feelings of anxiety. 
Sometimes now when I go out with friends and have these feelings it makes me just feel as hopeless as I did a year ago and that theres really no ending to how I can feel and that I can never really be happy and relaxed again. 

I would really appreciate any responses on people going through any kind of similar situations or anyone that has maybe been through this and come out the other side? 

Thanks xxx",7.480848714852506,6.295303205278593,7.631768155942731,76.0735345868553,63.86803519061584,11.542590995342419,33.548559599792995,10.718039707386858,3.2745244436777643,1367,46,277,30,17,445,170,341,0.12,0.75,0.13,0.8631,0,1,5,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,1,2,24,20,1,1,17,0,34,8,0,4,2,65,57,23,0,7,13,0,6,2,3,7,6,1,0,0,24,23,3,2,9,4,0,5,7,8,1,2,13,8,33,12,50,34,6,52,0,3,1,0,9,23,0,8,26,203,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775357831679373,0.08906620890198909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669901649066426,0.0,0.3187782757620847,0.0,0.0,0.058273981670968124,0.0,0.0,0.07419118057474071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408410302794998,0.0695862737814123,0.10160782922547994,0.0,0.07091707296390255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179091255250207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767505929370424,0.1632849502829662,0.19329825734961165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144623068896074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069862895202487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708898323360236,0.0,0.0,0.19316720493586995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945849785854268,0.0,0.1333108602856518,0.0,0.09180953375196063,0.0,0.0,0.08871806963839643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758519465653324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616435197539737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357370301374148,0.045802047167396207,0.06793405783902269,0.0,0.0882461107931457,0.0,0.08522184344259236,0.0,0.08143242909834536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885929189521729,0.055630780592361484,0.0,0.0837272602806309,0.0,0.0,0.08395731363689593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179631319541355,0.06427773542602545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057778172343619226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756841152889167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933610202329304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356157586104976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117277902437326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641200583219731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735760538225155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242640364001222,0.0,0.0589892056548928,0.0,0.06655624932512777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854792870470857,0.0,0.06266207803801911,0.0,0.0,0.07672921756736859,0.0,0.0,0.16610421913802145,0.0,0.0,0.06616346367659491,0.14579046370243384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915669517484042,0.0,0.06685114230203464,0.0,0.07493358932111151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033777298722186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493162335475797,0.17760921657686954,0.0,0.0,0.3220133216086025
anxiety,Caverness,2020/02/13,"What anxiety attack medication worked best for you? I’ve dealt with debilitating panic attacks for 5 years. They would last up to 7 hours straight, with no solace. If it was bad enough I would self harm, for no reason other than to shock my body completely into focusing on something else, and the panic would subside. 

Over the last two years they have lessened substantially, but they’re returning and I’m afraid - I want to be prepared. No recurring ER visits and making for gnarly scars. 

I want to note that I’m not looking for a general anxiety medication, I’m already on that. My panic attacks, when severe are *ruthless*. Breathing doesn’t work. Distraction doesn’t work. Covering myself in peppermint oil and holding ice packs doesn’t work. I’ve tried everything. 

I went to the hospital with an attack this week, and told them I’d been given 0.5mg Ativan before and it didn’t work, so they gave me more and it was the most relieving thing I’ve felt in my entire life. I’ve probably been in the ER (different locations) more than 15 times with this issue, totally disoriented and hysterical and I was NEVER given a sedative or benzo. Not once. They didn’t even suggest it. It was a whole new world. 

A new doctor has now prescribed me Ativan (0.5mg in a very small amount... did not listen to me) but I’m wondering what else is out there, and what you guys found worked for you. 

So far all I’ve considered is Ativan and Hydroxyzine - I get wicked nausea with my panic attacks and I’m thinking it’d be a nice two in one.",3.188673469387755,5.560747085034016,4.3988775510204094,82.22647959183675,76.44897959183673,7.737414965986395,25.12585034013605,8.634040054169528,1.9862462585034013,1209,43,225,26,28,396,162,294,0.19899999999999998,0.747,0.054000000000000006,-0.9916,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,5,7,6,17,5,6,12,0,23,6,2,2,3,43,43,19,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,15,19,0,1,5,0,0,2,12,14,2,3,16,4,22,3,30,21,9,31,0,0,1,0,15,15,0,4,14,141,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583243752120088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328679663129326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939772351419231,0.0,0.0,0.07250954176949345,0.0,0.0,0.07389624684315067,0.0,0.0911354459089519,0.0,0.0,0.09646201679155812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910523092826956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073153070469413,0.0,0.08888658836971795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509089377861673,0.0,0.0,0.08973112304393603,0.0,0.05735840041552221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804809673216248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338205267541927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521790084235146,0.0,0.0,0.045371422777466384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598735087396585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855219939689927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064060969793147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157583491029188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133915670896827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292550801453307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579677886144961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496859679918944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697799563693277,0.16774531889785907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248402226258674,0.05884646716559872,0.0,0.0,0.40756206075510737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363049201425676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928816162295823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905952694323032,0.09810687557599353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668553057459153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576940449180686,0.05564492317234922,0.0,0.0,0.0506383378166035,0.0,0.0,0.08298136601541614,0.0,0.05896009817377919,0.0,0.16966426275639038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165384282200704,0.10244346329641932,0.0,0.06965950943593335,0.0,0.0,0.08050351412738357,0.0,0.09695612428818713,0.0,0.0,0.09417657336184997,0.3793325804652283,0.0,0.0,0.18507044864166253,0.0,0.0,0.11184695450550776
anxiety,pootardo,2020/02/13,"Constant adrenaline, pounding heart, pit in chest/anxiety/panic. Since I was about 24 (26 now) I have experienced anxiety and panic attacks off and on. Over a year ago I got on wellbutrin to help me quit smoking because I thought smoking was the source of my anxiety. I quit for like 4 months and then got a job at amazon and started smoking again right away.

I still work at amazon and lately my anxiety has been worse than it has ever been, I feel like no one really understands when I talk about it and I just don’t know what to do. I’m a firm believer in meditation and how it can be so beneficial to you with anxiety/depression etc but it has been so hard to sit down and just breathe lately because of how bad it is.

I left my job early today and may have put it in jeopardy but I just can’t be there any longer. I don’t have another job incoming yet but I just need advise. I have an appointment with a therapist in march but that feels like so long to wait. I’ve been eating irregularly and my stomach usually feels like a pit. The only time I don’t have this adrenaline pounding through my chest is when i’m asleep. 

Basically, i’m just seeking anyone who has ever gone through a long period of this kind of thing. I don’t like medication but I feel like that is my only hope right now.",3.1346424044903145,4.685412129277567,4.7733731667572,83.14614702154627,74.09505703422053,8.5076226688394,27.35270686221257,9.107695989026183,2.211034184320116,1022,39,211,23,21,345,135,263,0.09,0.804,0.106,0.6453,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,22,11,1,1,9,0,28,7,5,2,2,37,45,23,0,2,10,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,12,1,1,7,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,10,6,25,8,29,32,1,43,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,2,31,143,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916581232922688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031574680102233,0.10842422564508143,0.23730282949940865,0.0,0.0,0.07229989090723653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763276367296298,0.09714798150907032,0.0,0.08633492784900379,0.12606372102394345,0.0,0.0,0.11649672471386455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173898598839782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890585231443531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058043163798138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531866230286325,0.0,0.18706297441953207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912918528270014,0.29547676754044994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539732448390893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262635503006587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252984821882545,0.06930703860113778,0.0,0.0,0.10269982446722414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30782651556746315,0.0,0.0,0.10767549627135417,0.056826098347431374,0.0,0.2332800746252775,0.0,0.1123447237877602,0.0,0.0,0.3030969690743545,0.0,0.0,0.1830120156961172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416491962203298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253312950531752,0.0,0.0,0.07667000905695269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006671636488303,0.15728116850158758,0.0,0.12131796812735984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039458564989871,0.0,0.2199578844724037,0.0,0.0,0.06624087712039678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660657506060373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553379308520638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318726147175306,0.0,0.08257560968755458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310924092383107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005571284688835,0.06869456189853168,0.0,0.0,0.08208828483477207,0.06029354392678415,0.0,0.09801139001342106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764335439699672,0.0,0.0,0.11388081739385003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527664673741026,0.0,0.10537373501942636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658640029791545
anxiety,cilimulutkau,2020/02/13,"Why is Prozac making me moody? So yesterday was my first time taking Prozac for my depression/anxiety. I felt pretty good yesterday but that could just be a coincidence, placebo effect or something. Today my mood was way off and for no reason at all I felt highly irritable at every little thing, sound or person and would dip in and out of anxiety.  Is this normal? Am I just imagining this? When is this drug going to take full effect?",4.301045296167248,6.483555585365857,5.527351916376302,76.29865853658539,72.41463414634146,8.588153310104529,23.90940766550523,9.23628265651192,2.2003358885017406,346,10,59,8,7,115,62,82,0.139,0.8140000000000001,0.046,-0.8442,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,4,1,20,15,8,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,3,7,1,9,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,6,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167319655367933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528471017962154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24007178986246544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441914791817734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975339153182689,0.0,0.0,0.1760869359642311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765145043002065,0.17363444180566912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872281615854494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748351225848574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818418491066814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283084183471506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807575979711804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106087771706497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284599828524495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593703357030005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112991795653963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753163199344665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071216797579475,0.0,0.1962261065497838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164318948434712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679892612644572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705758553066786,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hood15,2020/02/13,"Does therapy and medicine really help? Possible trigger? Hey y’all. My first post here. I’ve posted to other support places but just found this today. My anxiety drives me through the roof. I stress out over things so much that I don’t eat, I isolate myself, and I don’t want to live anymore because that would be easier and it has peaked almost weekly over the last few years and is getting worse. I’ve tried talking to people I trust, I’ve done basic therapy(the free therapist at my college) off and on and it doesn’t help. I’m going to start therapy again on Thursday, tomorrow I guess. But I want to go to ask for advice how to talk to my parents about this. I don’t know if my parents would be willing to help me, or just think I am over reacting, but in the end I guess that’s really what anxiety is. But it’s getting worse and I need help and my thoughts are not getting better. My big questions are, how should I go about telling my parents that I want to start therapy and counseling and possible medication in a way that I don’t let them know that I have wanted to kill my self multiple times and tried once, and my other question is do therapy and meds really help? Thank y’all and I hope you have a good day.",4.62822580645161,5.145889080645162,5.538064516129033,82.96459677419358,69.48387096774194,9.264516129032256,30.01612903225807,9.354420925462401,2.457890322580645,964,36,199,19,16,317,131,248,0.10300000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.18,0.9623,3,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,3,1,2,9,9,1,1,5,0,23,2,0,4,0,47,48,23,1,10,9,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,15,15,1,0,7,0,1,4,6,2,0,1,3,0,33,8,25,38,2,32,0,0,0,0,20,12,0,8,13,132,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701430897815024,0.0,0.0,0.08916628450933592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623924802813955,0.0,0.08830928685764941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324559586021414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054281358313852376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875357819076992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057427031735795116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792438603030312,0.09112454302423058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111585731273247,0.0,0.0,0.07886795264306375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075742123794446,0.0,0.09763388098397696,0.0,0.0,0.13956791902595336,0.0,0.15181996337667372,0.07468720671530113,0.0,0.0,0.19618748815738649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984268721740985,0.0,0.0,0.08844235162019895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851573968502952,0.0,0.0978742426741243,0.0725840314350352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910551372927933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862887742547843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890956410070748,0.08970405251901603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545874609569091,0.0660261683495176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483063523375483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966237320990097,0.0,0.0,0.06173299242017531,0.0,0.09303367740675968,0.0,0.0,0.20077102138955255,0.17056209993908436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995028544725444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113463366577278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092893958753716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260538379064121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200140960270222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104786752585104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314292642280246,0.07782976066887064,0.08198120526073463,0.4073255187917993,0.10338878011429116,0.05915792582259391,0.057056811359101574,0.0,0.07069224303857459,0.051923193053775685,0.0,0.0844047968272612,0.0,0.0,0.1209122057297434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008555774882828,0.0706802356799672,0.07142699212546699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149010424250575,0.12651084860081566,0.0,0.0,0.057342433240000386
anxiety,EnglishSorceress,2020/02/14,"Why do I feel bad for the bad guy? Sorry if this doesn't belong here. I tried \\psychology but they required images, \\Questions seemed too impersonal. I suffer from anxiety but I think no more than the rest of the population and I've never been to a therapist so \\mental health seemed rude to post on.   


Whenever someone obviously in the wrong started to cry on screen, as a kid I used to cry. It could be the most mundane thing. Take this advert for example:  [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8OLuUjXbsI](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8OLuUjXbsI) I couldn't watch it as a kid. I used to run out of the room. My parents even showed me a documentary ( [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vgb9d7yKN1M](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vgb9d7yKN1M) ) to show he wasn't really crying. I still couldn't take it.   


I watched peep show as a teen and had to keep leaving during the parts where David Mitchell's character kept messing up and having a ""funny"" breakdown to other people. I couldn't handle it.  
I've recently started watching the Office, UK version. I've never seen it before. I find myself needing to leave the room because I just feel very uncomfortable for Ricky's character. He's not a nice person but I just want to cry when he messes up.   


The characters above aren't good people. I know they aren't. So why do I keep having this reaction, even as an adult, to run away. I deal with conflict in my job every day and I don't run away from that.",5.056045673076923,8.112930734375006,4.521093750000002,80.18568509615385,73.6875,6.907211538461539,23.51802884615385,8.012643519586192,1.4259644230769233,1172,35,200,19,26,353,147,256,0.21,0.77,0.02,-0.9935,3,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,2,1,11,9,1,0,18,0,16,1,0,2,3,38,34,15,0,7,7,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,11,6,0,5,8,3,0,3,12,7,0,0,5,7,23,2,33,24,5,24,0,1,5,0,13,12,0,5,8,128,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585824413622077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108939484120464,0.0,0.1874204027414156,0.0684164391922335,0.0,0.09550235738939156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960923773219809,0.0,0.4931324812121621,0.07238125844282414,0.11570770769610188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825820497742268,0.0,0.0945614804531048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349715899229786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257929471783203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413605140701067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112871174043468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192988563916766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137433203365693,0.19951640623923156,0.0,0.0,0.061680541721920085,0.0,0.0,0.2376779316732553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310487006067554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321964431807805,0.17312263476981574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462190925527088,0.12153783560575125,0.0,0.15561701671683126,0.09799787621551964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748857343907027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572709430720533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189959021893502,0.0,0.11081694299095264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434614512804994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509499597717212,0.0,0.0,0.12563610310281784,0.15887875697964718,0.0,0.08962973856494626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877109901574613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303116282932713,0.07456288421115806,0.07191463121247138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761991117012702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386724572653508,0.0,0.0926043093911864,0.06619816744352344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254637420718632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227096046809785,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmeagleFetus,2020/02/14,"Does anyone else get random pains in abdomen? I feel like I’m going to die from a different medical condition every day, one day I feel like my kidneys are failing, another I was convinced I had a blood clot in my arm, i had daily panick attacks and anxiety for a couple of months 2 or three years ago and now it’s back, My medication hasn’t been helping, I went to the er a couple years ago and was fine, I just wanna know if anyone else experiences these random fear of organ failure or choking? I feel like everything is going to kill me and can barely eat",5.064614412136535,5.365418849557521,6.682705436156763,75.90309734513276,68.46902654867257,9.289001264222504,30.302149178255373,9.23628265651192,2.628598988621997,442,16,83,8,7,153,78,113,0.233,0.654,0.113,-0.9514,1,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,2,1,5,0,9,8,4,0,0,15,18,7,2,2,4,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,5,1,2,6,3,12,5,10,12,0,14,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,12,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474496893775847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635659117375568,0.10677451770206528,0.0,0.0,0.19518821577855702,0.2860222296813866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587867489861466,0.0,0.1073245844124844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088742370366874,0.0,0.18002869820256898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485684750727593,0.14582620175802127,0.0,0.0,0.12214305137527835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282010302299614,0.2331940592766562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759798456341886,0.0,0.1254410392120173,0.1365311639718228,0.0,0.15706071554488174,0.21171999032609112,0.2991372929640718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292219364764878,0.0,0.15864741476691402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355420205826097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441909351640867,0.0,0.07670678756848409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045679317739824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812143220773021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140745918574477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457965413994064,0.0,0.14851767517515468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293874533162945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976348935218142
anxiety,davito6918,2020/02/14,"Wooziness/dizziness Hi there, I was diagnosed with GAD ever since I was 14 (now 26). Has anyone ever felt not like the room is spinning but kinda paranoid that something is moving or that you're moving but aren't? I know it sounds kind of crazy but just wondering if anyone else has felt this way.",3.534827586206898,5.573479379310349,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,74.17241379310343,6.019310344827588,23.66896551724138,6.742157984588678,0.8164165517241382,236,7,44,2,5,74,46,58,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.7315,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,15,11,5,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,3,2,2,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057438399987866,0.22401335674642991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190592291339786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263819581464244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955286197734638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198402054699989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767060427530855,0.12015391242556756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106812092030777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647404318393694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085387141929388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831287069884754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735391583337273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709605749700796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Goth_Penguin,2020/02/14,"Does anxiety every fully stop? First, I don't mean forever, I know I'll be anxious if I have to do something really out of my comfort zone. I started feeling it about a year ago, very minor and I didn't even think about it because I've never experienced unreasonable anxiety and it just wasn't that big of a deal. It got worse and I eventually felt anxious 24/7 then depressed and just miserable all the time. I've gotten back into working out, improved my grades, eat better, etc... and it's much better, I only feel depressed every now and then now (like 4 times in the past 2 months) but I'll just randomly get really anxious about absolutely nothing. I've gotten to where I can manage it and calm down, but does it ever stop happening out of nowhere? 

Examples: I'll be driving and out of nowhere I'm hot, breathing heavy, paranoid, and nervous. Also happens in class, at home, anywhere atleast twice everyday. I've gotten a lot better at calming myself down, but I just want to know if it ever stops.

I saw a therapist like twice when it was really bad and I made improvements and was doing better, but I still felt miserable and anxious most of the day. My moments of happiness felt like I was lying to myself. She acted like  i didnt need to go back because I was doing better, but I noticed I would feel better like two days before I went and then afterwards I would go back to hating life, I decided to just not go back because she acted like I didnt need to.

I rarely feel deeply depressed anymore, but I still feel like I'm lying to myself when I'm happy a lot of the times and I still get anxious randomly during the day.

I feel confident and I can calm myself down, but I also feel like I can't really control it because it appears out of nowhere. Should I go back to a therapist or doctor? Should I keep doing what I'm doing and just control it the best I can? Does it ever stop happening at random times?",3.755197623120559,5.155915950391644,5.304292788331684,80.55637075718016,72.26370757180158,7.998163320428557,28.35049968488341,8.53829466247534,2.177605636085352,1511,58,285,26,29,511,160,383,0.152,0.655,0.193,0.97,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,11,28,29,1,3,12,0,25,4,1,3,5,81,66,33,0,9,17,0,11,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,15,22,1,7,15,0,0,9,8,8,0,4,18,13,40,21,35,42,7,64,0,5,1,0,3,16,0,10,47,194,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669001203541709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228554522619047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784693945393574,0.3612404773280815,0.0634236724691548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24587753564547496,0.053397646853737386,0.15593934515304692,0.0,0.05441884745722249,0.0,0.06711417887557967,0.3393646122630447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434562815017464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373217069087905,0.06593219546472152,0.16524652374163434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545806993082695,0.16789573031812427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543934954728281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132391673580052,0.042240007794007536,0.1735460299150377,0.10776543994877864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22635405688431945,0.0913753244469229,0.1842132205243781,0.0,0.0,0.05439794411884108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682505920185165,0.0,0.14538266546458412,0.0,0.0511486378884296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965889215524432,0.13615720154746375,0.0,0.06313983074441208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414954862363786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056843899842581376,0.0,0.0,0.07029321752463602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045171525682287134,0.24995159850602386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874021767206966,0.0,0.06051337987983218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966299557553429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051046256861029767,0.0,0.04701242893408157,0.09483990245654088,0.04932409267405973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061364126323268826,0.07281031874161198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863874043584927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061049875504884187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387837700834193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923374109669215,0.0,0.0,0.04526589225968647,0.0,0.15321759181428354,0.2138685369186296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485075094655522,0.0,0.04097816486285609,0.0,0.0,0.14916481411989144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247227720157149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276749102740147,0.03772082778405774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928458673100394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465581648003214,0.0,0.06517303749957967,0.09086000930329033,0.0,0.0,0.04118329831222197
anxiety,Wren_ze,2020/02/14,"Dreading everything I’m dreading every thing. Moving, cooking, school, my hobbies, being alive. I’m so anxious that I want to die, but I can’t. Being alive is so painful. I already took my meds. When I have to leave my bed I want to have an emotional breakdown. And throw a tantrum like a little kid. But can’t. Ugh I wish I could die 😑",-0.3004347826086935,1.9819294637681184,1.6372318840579716,95.61410869565219,94.94202898550724,3.919420289855073,22.84202898550725,5.6839178017228535,0.3007089855072467,259,11,55,2,10,85,45,69,0.324,0.47100000000000003,0.205,-0.8959,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,7,14,6,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,10,1,3,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380091146592744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24365790124731046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220356045737248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44768521617431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426118585542532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172036754525173,0.0,0.19383998659069715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283748144281569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537073938227967,0.2161688126402228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395727355857734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292345463547517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294995668504916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828047380837867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328873299319006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396292932647555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544282357048107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480222639654649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theoddman92,2020/02/14,"Please, what was this? So I don’t wanna get to into the weeds with this but I’ve struggled with stress and anxiety my whole life. Tried medicine for it, couldn’t make myself continue it so I have just learned over the last few years how to deal with it on my own.

My wife has had a bout of depression and anxiety, bad enough that we ended up in the ER with her having suicidal thoughts, she’s been on medicine for it but still has very down days. Today was one of those days.

On top of all this, I’ve been dealing with financial stress, doubting my capabilities as a dad, and hating being away from everything while I’m working 60 hours a week.

**WHERE IS THE ISSUE?!***
Well, Today has been an overall very BAD day. I got to work and have been extremely testy, and felt myself reaching my anxiety ramping up point and i started breathing exercises. After a few minutes of doing this I felt very very peaceful, almost serene for a minute, very calm. But for whatever reason my vision was very dark, almost like my eyes were kinda peeled shut. Then out of knowwhere I slowly felt this EXTREMELY DARK/ALMOST “EVIL” feeling creep in and take over my whole being for a couple seconds. It legitimately scared the shit out of me and I panicked, threw my headphones down and walked away for a minute.

I don’t know what the hell that was, I’ve had bad anxiety to the point of tears before but I legitimately felt terrified for a few seconds. 

Anyone have any idea about what I’m describing?",3.1015410515410515,5.4188093146853165,3.765586635586637,86.9317702667703,76.48251748251748,6.7545195545195575,24.228956228956232,7.793537801064563,1.2756968660968662,1168,39,228,18,27,369,155,286,0.244,0.654,0.102,-0.9954,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,3,8,16,4,5,16,0,25,5,3,3,1,42,41,19,1,2,5,2,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,16,18,0,0,10,1,0,2,3,13,2,3,18,6,24,3,44,20,8,39,1,1,1,0,7,21,2,4,17,158,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735196187994915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619169751494852,0.0,0.27861134128026804,0.0,0.0,0.06366412577941602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108853793279494,0.0,0.2280682987248731,0.0,0.0,0.07747665979946602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074485387495974,0.0,0.17615873438705829,0.1877366580344275,0.07842104528851555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064308335500403,0.094078765708565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182967467006136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046037506381119635,0.0,0.3496882834781425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756975404459703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282082958487926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989281131369184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896656963671191,0.0,0.0,0.10278412318512196,0.0,0.0950323187115115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003857996668472,0.07421772597228145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431115489280573,0.04448232521601701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607764376362093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169768982539507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994532077113888,0.17214295098417448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361434196874734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115671725184296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346129455257816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444550553702612,0.0,0.07271247488057071,0.0,0.2085944392178172,0.09518500295589832,0.0,0.0995936853953258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684581060607276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722833579021954,0.0,0.0,0.17260909756103918,0.0,0.0,0.061816826470888785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507536423679365,0.0,0.0,0.0730346444498181,0.0,0.08186469019018543,0.0,0.0,0.20330766386268448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257065386978278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863307552156673
anxiety,HereYouAm,2020/02/14,"Horrible Anxiety Because of Unrequited Love. Feel Like I Have Deep Mental Issues That Should Be Examined By a Therapist/Psychiatrist. But it's like 100 Bucks for a 45 Minute Session and I'm a Broke Student. Also Can't Even Talk to My Great Parents So How Would I be able to Open Up to a Stranger? This post could just as well be flaired with ""Therapy"", ""Family/Relationship"", ""Needs a Hug/Support"", and ""Advice Needed"", but I digress. Only one flair is allowed. Doesn't really matter, but I am 20 FYI. 

No official anxiety disorder diagnosis, but I feel extremely anxious because of this nonetheless and don't know where to turn. I'm the type of person that when I fall in love, I fall in love hard. And I mean actual love. I have many friends who say they've never been in love. I'm 20. But I can confidently say I have been in deep love with four separate girls. I hate it and don't want to. It just happened and I can't control it. It always ends up the same way. Impossible high hopes at the start of the fling. I mean proper euphoria. I've never done drugs but that's what I imagine they'd feel like at their peak. The stereotypical amazing feelings of love. And when I say fling, I don't mean relationship. I've never been in one. My ""pre-relationship cycles"" or whatever in the world you wanna call them always follows this timeline:

1. Excitement, euphoria, optimism, sheer joy
2. Paranoia that they are with other guys (I can't help it, I swear and I'm sorry), borderline obsession/social media stalking , they become distracting and let my feelings for them almost dictate my life
3. Realisation that they are not interested and that I must move on. Knowing I have to keep myself busy with other things and not let it affect me. But it does. Always. Even though I know I have to move on. I can't help it. And it results in horrible anxiety. 

With the girl prior to this fourth one, it happened 2-3 years ago. She politely requested we do not remain in contact, and I have since then complied entirely. But I know I still haven't moved on. Even though I have to. And it makes me feel terrible. Like I'm a loser for not being able to let her go. When I know she doesn't even think about me anymore. Being rejected always need to a downard spiral of negativity for me. My defense mechanisms try painting up a picture of the girls as one that talked behind my back and is a bitch, even though I know that' complete BS. Don't know how to wrap up this post propely, so might as well stop writing now. Any help is appreciated.",2.291274906723821,4.711652882591097,4.048375803762802,83.29007104866237,79.89068825910931,7.437262840358818,25.070889894419302,8.435331408891425,1.9215491466222119,1980,76,384,44,51,664,238,494,0.135,0.672,0.193,0.9921,2,1,1,0,0,0,80.0,1,1,7,2,25,28,3,1,17,0,44,9,0,7,4,84,87,39,0,10,15,1,7,4,1,4,2,3,0,5,30,22,0,4,19,0,1,7,20,8,2,5,4,10,53,20,52,69,1,49,0,3,0,7,40,23,1,4,20,259,83,3,0.12961936130747265,0.0,0.06324489940921807,0.0,0.0,0.06333126985577482,0.05744987150716955,0.0,0.06489753343574266,0.0,0.0,0.051828278203700236,0.2157073843967143,0.0,0.0,0.04407280526318758,0.0,0.14873768492463466,0.07321649179654895,0.06427378832781619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049834643959881485,0.0,0.07901475956962016,0.07157720044404298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617793010416083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795171710966813,0.0,0.07268956773216742,0.05174525639029695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427750887659396,0.0,0.05671538828481549,0.06632280474928379,0.0,0.0,0.07515865384650916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740214052684786,0.0,0.0,0.21403091418568612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966183311092882,0.09260009761723148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007179850571275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03683283505519512,0.0,0.0,0.07145290171901607,0.0,0.06417177321067633,0.11462197312968354,0.0,0.05805674394714126,0.0639861420559358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032168843828992,0.06847498590905421,0.0,0.0643706363116051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764446851884763,0.0,0.05760582198999156,0.0,0.0,0.24932393897403266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881686837595475,0.04577699409569568,0.12665094521598871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094528699020785,0.0,0.04326096509178691,0.06570684390127819,0.0,0.2117902255225472,0.0,0.0,0.06531291469939518,0.0687528293847062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664730177126026,0.0,0.14416667101279124,0.14995566333071814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756668675947614,0.04929068257322612,0.0,0.0,0.07196348065736559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658931332092537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413951803170907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04151874097350183,0.0,0.0,0.20874402802863026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461777797787846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361123756153115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254913144515178,0.045872625540310234,0.0,0.051757094688151234,0.05418379501192153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354525757639704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418313272480506,0.0,0.0,0.07411551804722298,0.07524903444468786,0.04305667203907099,0.04152742646270585,0.19102554655672246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400151894471855,0.07049432198297369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822642881049875,0.05144290786061155,0.0,0.0,0.11654337247491404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603893765583547,0.0,0.0,0.041735309472159615
anxiety,alittleloopy17,2020/02/14,"Social Anxiety problems makes me physically scared to go to work. How do I get through my shifts better? I often have an upset stomach over just the preparation of going to work and often wind up in the bathroom just before my shift causing me to be later than I would normally be. I get lightheaded sometimes and struggle to focus my breathing, and zone out while customers are speaking to me. Do you know any ways to get better about this? Thanks in advance xo",5.851034482758621,7.164956804597704,6.0695977011494255,77.37267241379313,67.16091954022988,8.098850574712644,32.89080459770115,8.344100000000001,2.716411494252873,370,16,62,5,6,118,62,87,0.13,0.779,0.09,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,5,6,7,0,3,3,0,7,2,2,3,0,15,15,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,3,16,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003909751938552,0.0,0.1687848691874626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774379864428808,0.0,0.0,0.3902667574979048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266525162911829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458174248098659,0.0,0.250783461491063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125500900564262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727531232532884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161750680783648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111751996336486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089372997107776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490919498087927,0.0,0.0,0.21821326630105295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306551944180653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313070141000208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512948002940032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32124924087707823,0.0,0.0,0.1567324933228725,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bellataylor7,2020/02/14,"Going to a party tomorrow My first party tomorrow and I’m already anxious af. I’m 20 years old, I don’t really drink and I don’t go out a lot, but I’ve been invited to my friends 21st birthday party. It’s at her house which is good and they’ll probably only be 15-20 people there, but I’m already overthinking and worrying about it. Help pls :///",0.6175684931506851,2.7846943698630184,3.6482020547945235,85.15942636986303,84.75342465753424,7.485616438356162,24.19349315068493,8.472884824447931,1.952069863013698,271,11,56,7,8,97,51,73,0.06,0.677,0.264,0.9398,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,5,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186906117636572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655004747190918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302255922546843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999039544809644,0.0,0.0,0.1815722926229041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671293024958961,0.19711974293254156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752584924311838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27117618432019525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998016641610415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24660909798194086,0.0,0.0,0.17873977981332942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629300670288487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533863190731376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055686454951564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386695171275172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134219361666926
anxiety,SentSoftSecondGo,2020/02/14,"Anxiety about job and not being good enough Hey, sorry if this isn’t really what this sub is for, but I have a lot going on. 

I really love my job, but I almost always feel behind, I often procrastinate, I make excuses, I’m terrible at budgeting resources and time, and I am beginning to feel like a failure.

Does anyone have any tips on how to talk to my boss about how I feel? I don’t want to quit my job, but I also feel like throwing up every time I log into my email or anything.

It’s gotten to the point where I don’t want to wear any logos related to my job and don’t post on social media because I don’t want anyone to think I’m prioritizing anything over it, because I’m self conscious about how disorganized I am. I recognize the flawed and inconsistent thinking, but am also feeling like I’m spiraling out of control the last few days when I think about work. Sorry if this is hard to follow or needs to be deleted. Just needed to write it out somewhere.",5.695103830179974,5.2308035126903585,7.14784494693124,75.71412551915091,67.17258883248729,10.006275957544991,30.59944623904015,9.573946990214177,2.650618274111675,760,25,150,14,11,263,107,197,0.096,0.7909999999999999,0.113,0.6637,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,13,6,0,0,5,0,14,2,1,6,0,42,37,19,0,7,10,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,9,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,1,6,20,5,27,34,3,21,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,7,9,99,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663669253697115,0.0,0.0,0.1862961080192989,0.096919692243562,0.0,0.0,0.15841915600117562,0.0,0.08910596292740275,0.0,0.0,0.16288936998582745,0.0,0.19170425497510232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200879031757951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064087821791853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751191897333965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019313825238181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035373679997292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813841240738846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29447590453537964,0.24963743326320484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619758610473919,0.09769689085997177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043421257321763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623489427764164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494576794545748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071697383499726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990261101540811,0.10512666433382864,0.0,0.07775050324924032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273510810850615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101101149588838,0.0,0.11155449236517306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388954110281765,0.0,0.0,0.14923860335133746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151279113311958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187354677375717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607769599308697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362124703239492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390473485305,0.0,0.0,0.13583944956497399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061066417125628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479795341209262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,schmeggy94,2020/02/14,"Has anyone else ever dealt with something similar to this? Tl;dr: trying to make sense of these weird episodes I've been having.

Not really sure what keeps happening and I know I should see my doctor, but I just wanted to see if maybe someone can relate to these weird episodes I've been having. It seems to usually occur when I'm feeling pretty stressed out or dealing with anxiety. It will creep up on me and I can tell what's about to happen (it's happened to me before several times). I will get this sense of really bad panic, and I get really warm, and nauseous. I always want to run to the bathroom and throw up...sometimes it feels like I could pass out from it. I usually will tell myself (in my head, as this weird ""episode' is happening) to ""calm down"" and breathe, and I'll try and drink some water. Ugh idk. I probably sound like a maniac right now but its just getting sickening.",3.73256157635468,5.473183241379314,4.5835796387520515,84.33724137931036,72.9080459770115,7.9599343185550095,25.64696223316913,8.634040054169528,1.826103119868637,700,23,135,13,14,226,110,174,0.188,0.71,0.102,-0.9482,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,6,14,1,3,2,0,13,5,2,1,2,32,31,14,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,13,12,2,1,4,1,0,3,1,9,0,0,2,6,15,5,23,24,1,16,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,4,8,85,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820666887909564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948297608506812,0.0,0.0,0.0909294887033225,0.1332450066156603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858095009604507,0.0,0.0,0.11065750099853687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382920992618662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406921179667206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310510562405212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739319175074046,0.0,0.0,0.10863471697868804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763185535863832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315078740236038,0.09290315330709027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038271959315841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599884024332434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334622217055428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155887012957372,0.0,0.0,0.07146854584284677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706544034678607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680509363495682,0.0,0.13064624639576802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257811144556888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230106350057866,0.140208964679259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499277251557135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105649932798388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725577902607206,0.11838678319927075,0.0,0.14691222011663074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018549593906336,0.1001138945261849,0.12861641720242994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896447153103734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256452692990527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732762640406265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582945219665685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765820972311948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28644924269734323,0.0,0.15340613530858674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Matt-J-,2020/02/14,"Playing video games increases my anxiety I gave up playing xbox 5 years ago and my anxiety improved by 35%.

This past week, I started playing video games again and my anxiety is now through the roof.

Does anyone else experience this ?",6.540714285714286,8.265155452380956,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,65.9047619047619,10.361904761904762,40.19047619047619,10.504223727775694,4.752704761904763,187,11,31,5,3,59,31,42,0.11199999999999999,0.7020000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508993788974394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6495783504333283,0.0,0.0,0.19790932948883924,0.2900096579568441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476916887936204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364450114374874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768690825746323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701953182929634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033836376853026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270389695226544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226956736274816
anxiety,chillimmortal,2020/02/14,Anyone's Anxiety ever been bad where they felt like banging their head? I don't mean where I wanna inflict pain on myself but I just get so irritated by the tension in my head where I feel like squeezing my head or something....,5.014666666666667,5.876778022222222,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,68.77777777777777,7.777777777777778,30.555555555555557,7.793537801064563,2.0398888888888886,181,7,34,2,3,59,36,45,0.275,0.627,0.098,-0.8401,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,8,6,3,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,9,2,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808346779240246,0.0,0.0,0.16528661938501854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973724742865834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382471166921202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195238872990503,0.16887423826211365,0.22696767412983065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350195239075153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7278008407139643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309725631924905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574937026835698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515314190532234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198152673761572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hats668,2020/02/14,"Speaking up in Class Hello,

I don't have any anxiety related to saying what I think in class, however, I often say something that I realize was stupid afterwards.

For example, today, one of my professors asked which countries had never been colonized by Europeans. I raised my hand and said "", Russia?""

At the time, I thought I understood the question, but as soon as I started speaking, I realized that I didn't.

When I do that sort of thing, it affects how I feel about myself; I feel like I'm revealing myself as stupid; I feel like I'm testing, or annoying the people around me; I feel judged; it influences whether or not I will approach my teacher for help at a later date. 

Have you guys had similar experiences? How do you manage these experiences?",6.245460992907798,7.081082340425532,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,66.02127659574468,11.08936170212766,36.23404255319149,10.980518767755715,4.356310638297872,594,29,103,17,9,198,93,141,0.075,0.823,0.102,0.3816,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,7,5,3,0,4,0,11,2,2,4,1,25,23,11,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,0,1,9,2,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,8,10,24,2,16,14,0,16,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,5,11,77,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574539126324606,0.0,0.152705318053567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770012400234758,0.1866135548511996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905245421331017,0.0,0.0,0.4037263966078119,0.28521071910448964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976507374677044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337980680036177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950441095085502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153955786487156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526463502402353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838826004051666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361505429428047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898800606006459,0.3174845295570037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367377120010547,0.0,0.0,0.1412888847228196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261567439454236,0.12790555807992093,0.0,0.15847241691903524,0.1163974085939742,0.0,0.18921216215303024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jwick32,2020/02/14,"When do decide to go to the ER or wait it out? For the past few days, I’ve been having weird chest feelings that I have a hard time explaining.  Sometimes it’s in my chest near my armpit, sometimes near my left pec.  But always on the left side.  Last night I had an episode where I had crazy impending doom, chest pain, sweaty feet and panic.  I ended up having a lorazepam and it calmed me down, but the feeling in my chest was still present at times.

I’m out and about today and I don’t have the impending doom per se, but I still have the weird “floating” feeling in my chest.

I’ve gone in before for similar things, but ended up being discharged when the tests came back fine.

I received some stressful news this week that would make panic attacks/anxiety make sense, but I hate the uncertainty that it could be something else.

Thank you for reading.",4.424740518962075,5.662985281437128,4.251871257485032,89.36587075848307,70.437125748503,7.00379241516966,26.491516966067863,7.1686216300943375,1.095459481037924,670,21,137,6,12,204,103,167,0.18600000000000005,0.754,0.06,-0.9694,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,7,12,1,3,11,0,15,8,7,2,0,25,28,12,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,1,0,4,1,9,1,0,6,4,15,3,19,18,2,37,2,2,0,0,3,17,0,2,16,87,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710512270587512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168578241380561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174598366808776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998399625867935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747120231924317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196313411022652,0.0,0.0,0.09851490040470612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760793003546309,0.0,0.2705927248860942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171387638643245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681468244379947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683925719915904,0.1508147986725884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451642391500226,0.0,0.0,0.3319394042521002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393146175295845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335103811307925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625430181332064,0.35845220592067084,0.0,0.0,0.14582276472241795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279721012971134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759893341261612,0.30215892716873216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439820737574069,0.0,0.1749813355212362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063708374265355,0.0,0.0,0.10148421386942748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781463550448022,0.0,0.14479470559043622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225315466037239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851338884589874,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Queasy-Plenty,2020/02/14,"Accutane and anxiety Can accutane cause anxiety? While i was on my 4th month on accutane, anxiety suddenly striked in. Could accutane be the culprit? Anyone going through the same thing???",5.387258064516132,9.022047000000004,6.464758064516129,62.51713709677421,79.0,13.42258064516129,43.233870967741936,11.20814326018867,7.906929032258064,151,11,20,8,4,50,24,31,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7714471639674467,0.0,0.0,0.2350395311897552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453122343265638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683834383417343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103824399720007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683067404823923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331897629876574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samgreggo77,2020/02/14,"Pins and needles/ seize up I’ve been dealing with anxiety for a while and for the last 2 or 3 years I’ve done a good job of keeping it at bay. I’m good usually at infiltrating negative thoughts and making myself present. However, just recently, I seem completely incapable of doing so. However it is not now a stream of negative thoughts but just constantly feeling extremely tense. This has lead to going days with pins and needles down the whole right side of my body and my shoulders tensing so badly I wake up with neck stiffness. 

Just wondering if anyone else out there has been dealing with this and what methods they used to cope? I have been trying special breathing and muscle relaxation but to no avail and due to my lack of sleep I have no real strength or energy to do any sort of heavy physical exercise.

I appreciate any responses to this, thanks.",7.6892592592592575,7.671858790123457,7.6003703703703716,72.63166666666669,62.950617283950606,11.89135802469136,38.98765432098766,11.429527900616536,4.643365432098767,692,34,123,19,9,222,106,162,0.15,0.695,0.154,0.4195,3,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,0,0,5,0,11,8,6,3,0,35,22,16,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,13,0,2,5,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,6,1,10,6,24,16,2,20,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,6,10,84,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321681280068432,0.0,0.13058751939663624,0.0,0.0,0.11935968179739252,0.17490565291340465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253008388739508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896128290115953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897911038328584,0.18446957034901346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008947464449384,0.35197511142044463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468869216348715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260066162950072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631269251124353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701459111671483,0.28635557511593096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693966361769202,0.15172889238437925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914593261628927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394574524075955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429767076580096,0.0,0.0,0.16854886607449254,0.0,0.0,0.14577964321970438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554018280888621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708265303453181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716061835477224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710386263166942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589630183338702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743280023010674,0.1880055136514237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058408301796875,0.0,0.0,0.18512039345336576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992729659565086
anxiety,jumanainthegame,2020/02/14,"ok this a thing i do mentally, and ive been tellin my friends after i figured it out and theyre saying thats not normal so is it part of an anxiety diagnosis 
so i am a very deeply feelin person like-
when the slightest irritating shit happens, i get FLUSTERED like i feel heat in my cheeks, and start shaking and think about it in an exaggerating way
then i go in the moment tellin ppl about it (any situation that was irritating) 
n then after the ""in the moment"" stage is gone  im like ""ykw forget it its nothing haha"" because i dont wanna come off as dramatic or an overthinker, because i did chill off and suddenly i dont care XD but then i will seem like a manipulator coz like WHY DID U GO TELLIN PPL IF U NOT GONNA TALK IN THE 1ST PLACE AND IF U REALLY DONT CARE WHY DID U GET FLUSTERED, n then i start to worry about them and dont know if i should apologise or not",2.274590163934427,3.751157114754101,4.449967213114757,84.8880655737705,76.21311475409837,7.50295081967213,24.22185792349727,8.238735603445708,1.3304684153005462,684,22,149,12,15,237,106,183,0.166,0.726,0.10800000000000001,-0.8275,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,12,1,1,11,2,16,2,2,2,0,29,32,21,0,6,9,0,1,5,1,3,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,5,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,6,2,16,10,17,23,1,28,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,6,17,93,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773498972766622,0.0,0.09869653316485882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729334853492954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630798781211569,0.0,0.0,0.11113546186192542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6048209970340289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523413231481938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967708434511284,0.0,0.1348105869957063,0.0,0.14664500641204006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408801385621499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935891983046872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090356544009224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151523743260905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001731716455156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640783429653996,0.12379388793552044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397112547936179,0.0,0.0,0.11265139110747832,0.13479377727816755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265065704493263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259833383720353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174508999842993,0.0,0.0,0.1324325953861299,0.0,0.14501886984841786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182635723164272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369780213470542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571219046523139,0.08266794710172712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645133015456493,0.0,0.10240652860102524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328329112769275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102154103839272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrankWest21CP,2020/02/14,I’m gonna be all by myself at work tomorrow and the day after. I’m not ready and it’s making me hate myself. How hard is it to wash pots and pans?! Why can’t my stupid stupid head figure this out?!,-1.7706666666666668,0.1150553777777823,0.9705555555555564,101.4625,95.22222222222223,3.888888888888889,9.722222222222221,5.46131890053228,-1.7367777777777778,152,1,39,1,6,52,38,45,0.299,0.701,0.0,-0.9319,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,0,3,2,1,2,1,9,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287377589987377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991734832802876,0.4399415032539535,0.4573180600665613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974439996407312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020881242782072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324404876755414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kizdow,2020/02/14,"My anxiety experience Hi, this is my first post in Reddit. I always use this social media when I’m taking a break from instagram (because it makes me feel extremely anxious and obsessed with other people’s stories). I’m going to make topics about how my anxiety affects me and I hope some of you will relate. 
1- firstly, I’m from Brasil, so I already apologize if there’s any mistakes on my English. Something that is happening a lot here is natural disasters with violent rains. Famous avenues have been inundating in my city, which is a big one, and I get very concerned and anxious when I think about going out when it’s raining. I don’t know it it’s a legitimate feeling but it seems like people don’t care and they’re planning to go out to the streets on carnival without any worries. Meanwhile, I think about the rain dragging people in carnival, even friends and people I know dying, and this going to the world’s news. I even cry thinking about it.
2- I’m anxious about the present/near future. I think about what I’m doing at the next second. Like how I’m going to talk to someone, what I’m going to say, my hearts accelerates and the subject is not that big a deal. Even when I’m going to ask the teacher a question (I’m at college) at something I really know about, I feel like this.
3- I’m anxious about the past (I moan about things I’ve said and read conversations I had on whatsapp and remember things like they have happened yesterday because I keep reading it over and over. I even deleted some conversations to relieve) 
4- I’m also really anxious about long future, as what I’m going to do with my life. When I accomplish something good, I can only think about what it will be next and next and next thing and than I collapse.
5- When I’m totally overwhelmed about all this I start crying and crying unstoppable and I don’t even know if it’s a anxiety crisis but I feel it is. I only found on google things about panic attacks, so I don’t know if there’s a name to cry and cry a lot about anxiety stuff. It’s like a whole day wanting to cry, then crying for no reason at all and crying more for not knowing the reason. 
So that’s it, if someone has an advice or similar experience, it would be great to know it!",3.998607147710288,5.318470278026908,5.264317162657972,81.39200910449792,71.55605381165918,7.917271368392446,29.658649272999053,8.391295532112219,2.2151817638266067,1768,72,338,28,33,589,196,446,0.18,0.7170000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9878,0,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,1,4,34,17,2,3,20,0,23,2,1,8,3,75,76,39,1,8,10,0,4,5,1,3,1,2,0,0,33,23,0,1,22,2,0,8,8,6,0,4,4,6,35,11,53,67,9,49,0,1,0,0,15,19,0,12,25,226,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057123052038682925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450824290800858,0.04674767203701263,0.0486405221783901,0.0,0.0,0.07950490032090332,0.0,0.17887636519130778,0.3301962427493235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546489716479648,0.06650275063391152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126912555200984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059600336055725074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136940935866964,0.0376996307939956,0.06026612349671113,0.0,0.0,0.06066865698114009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304995899748253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143634214989562,0.0,0.0,0.11822952742820805,0.04176136217560703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944620212100844,0.0,0.06409457627925015,0.04516337597881697,0.0,0.030541128216249918,0.0,0.2657775798125145,0.0490305703271553,0.0,0.06444853912617501,0.0,0.0,0.10338584637216768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927127856964962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806053180624266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195885657684062,0.0,0.0,0.22488329024409126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04128958130569469,0.14279455770421468,0.0,0.0,0.05173219629815495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939531576482563,0.0,0.0,0.07804038560444101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486767638526915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039611662777092486,0.08891766206692778,0.0,0.06858615176479955,0.0,0.0,0.05580337967973245,0.16210561136131235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559852041868992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548470057242302,0.0,0.11694471363374602,0.0,0.07489750976448112,0.12020611324863945,0.0,0.0,0.06621986173374413,0.0,0.055605553715284334,0.046486985010983535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321663640035451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059589078526345735,0.0990600693003371,0.1350080958274464,0.0,0.0,0.041375838221112494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691875000239214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395204130511556,0.04698515066684225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534370449867654,0.18728294476519328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050487679712784665,0.0,0.04823276562314008,0.03447918046121441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526463668022403,0.0,0.0563500162658665,0.0,0.0,0.05936545152899084,0.0,0.04152584714484711,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dekoachi,2020/02/14,Anyone else feel so exhausted inside Your body wants to get up and go but the pit of your stomach is just full of pain and you just wanna lay in bed lol,1.197272727272729,2.890719636363638,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,79.9090909090909,5.612121212121212,17.060606060606062,6.42735559955562,-0.4379212121212119,120,2,28,1,3,39,29,33,0.163,0.745,0.092,-0.4349,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,8,5,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902821508384373,0.4253696755633729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611374544838064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468040978783839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991203771261888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689845497549745,0.0,0.2359390017466244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44174828911064296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448659040329661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Itzrezn0v,2020/02/14,"Im having anxiety about my school I don't feel safe or comfortable in my school, and recently there was a bomb threat to my district. There is an upcoming event called the ""bulldawg games"" that I'm staying away from because I don't like big crowds but all my friends are gonna be there, so they're going to be disappointed I'm not there. I don't feel safe in this place, I just can't put my finger on it.",4.695581395348839,4.357520651162794,5.387767441860465,87.07002325581396,69.23255813953489,9.205581395348837,28.827906976744185,8.841846274778883,1.8202586046511635,320,10,74,5,5,104,61,86,0.18899999999999997,0.737,0.07400000000000001,-0.7825,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,3,0,10,1,1,0,1,10,16,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,3,9,5,8,12,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061905313348027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24639069123565305,0.0,0.0,0.1598639872920464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677845970755349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265201004276875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261220570959845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904161974967733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832729139066433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812115867222792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739934129262774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636317403205769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589383279108178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308180882814515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795215457647233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway117296,2020/02/14,"I cry everyday at/before/after work due to my health problems but I'm too scared to try SSDI. Hey! So ten years ago I started fainting for no good reason. Doctors had no answers for me. These were pretty violent faints too. I'd stop breathing, convulse, people would have to roll me on my side so I didn't choke on my vomit.  
I went into so much debt. No one had answers and I couldn't afford it anymore. Like 10k worth of tests, doctors, treatments. The doctors were treating me like a wuss because according to them I should be able to live a normal life and learn to adjust.   
Then I started getting severe vertigo spells that would last almost all day.  
I was getting panic attacks. Doctors were once again rolling their eyes. They put me on all sorts of antidepressants which only made it worse.  
Even at the ER they couldn't believe my vitals would just do that and accused me of taking drugs to cause it even though my UA was clean and always has been.     
I cry on my way to work everyday. I end up in the bathroom vomiting with the room spinning. I pass out. I'd cry some more. I'd cry on my way home from work.  I fall out of my chair from vertigo.   
Others just ""can't believe"" Drs won't take this seriously until they actually go to an appointment with me. 
I keep switching Drs and if this becomes a pattern I will be labeled with a factitious disorder.    
I've had friends suggest I get on disability but then realized how only maybe 3 out of 10 doctors I see even care enough to try. Let alone help me with paperwork.  And that you basically have to beg for it while trying to call you a liar when you don't even want it in the first place. You just want to fucking be normal again.    
Having professionals not believe me has triggered something awful in me and I mentally spiral everytime it happens.      
I know so many of you will say find a new Dr, look into financial options and trust me I'm trying.   
I do have a diagnosis for all my conditions but the Drs say I should still be able to live a normal life which is what's really getting to me and making me wonder why I am struggling so hard.  So many have said ""we have a lot of people that work here with health issues and they do just fine!"".",3.192237442922373,4.9108878812785415,4.349520547945208,85.54884703196348,74.29680365296804,7.0584474885844735,26.55022831050229,7.793537801064563,1.5243351598173511,1724,63,343,24,36,564,231,438,0.182,0.733,0.085,-0.9921,2,1,2,0,0,0,43.0,1,5,6,5,23,18,4,3,16,1,40,23,2,6,3,67,65,27,0,14,9,0,1,2,1,8,20,3,3,0,17,21,0,2,9,0,2,5,10,9,1,3,13,7,54,9,50,37,8,47,0,0,3,1,20,19,1,7,23,232,71,12,0.14695509570370038,0.0,0.07170348743970191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513341278911758,0.0,0.07357715036383104,0.07610057990552263,0.0,0.0,0.0611392059763732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728699834629495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359131824469808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479123117654565,0.08115017876462005,0.0,0.2483521041066861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502879163908582,0.0,0.07491525705681977,0.07548168196592839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228465443016639,0.0473869397185737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421163563442922,0.3760369186832992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521062793061529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507929810508849,0.07592194871758415,0.0,0.19412490949155572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715714757857491,0.06249996466676105,0.0,0.0,0.056768571201401274,0.06792880898760335,0.15355594431457067,0.0,0.0417589837349612,0.0616294810194864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497595290206283,0.0,0.06582145041402478,0.0,0.0,0.15620639480295245,0.0,0.0,0.04925045148486015,0.0,0.07370397148846246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669146989108111,0.0,0.06531022062011578,0.0,0.0,0.04038133869549167,0.059894008416930926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513577093469304,0.10379873007402113,0.07179483677222355,0.0,0.12976404184852924,0.0,0.0617026344022484,0.0,0.0,0.062467983601666416,0.0,0.06952623239020261,0.049046833753619776,0.14898940152922613,0.07381807287086706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404808613097141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054014452106123295,0.0,0.0,0.07096507358289836,0.0,0.0,0.21597718840267927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825119041447831,0.049790288038298575,0.11176597233289357,0.0,0.08621007078204979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188015998878833,0.0,0.0767683986063208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475308182061388,0.0,0.0703080899346281,0.0,0.07386523022600415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470715986540381,0.07554715686001562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989397419626088,0.11686459044922888,0.07356384366156353,0.0,0.05855209246773465,0.0,0.0,0.08300871452011042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565666061245492,0.0,0.0,0.10401557311280572,0.0,0.05867926462930548,0.061430520110945526,0.0,0.07681468670079382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049194318186754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721913176985555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995457271939672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667792292128315,0.1166461147729322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811442299871638,0.06630205823482169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968326630298839,0.21397011979807296,0.0,0.07487989862356591,0.15658902546034886,0.0,0.0,0.047317131760555776
anxiety,ari_es0412,2020/02/14,"Irrational fear or not being able to sleep during the night Basically, since last Sunday, i’ve been sick and on the night of tuesday to wednesday, I wasn’t able to sleep because of that and since then, i’m having big troubles to sleep. Just thinking about it makes me shake. Even if I try to just take some breath and stop thinking about it, It dosen’t stop. 

I’m pretty sure that the only reason why i’m having troubles to sleep is because I keep having anxiety over the fact that I might not be able to fall asleep. 

I understand it’s irrationnal , but my fear dosen’t go away. I don’t want it to stay like this until i die.  

Does some of you have some kind of advice to give me? 

I’m seriously considering to consult a psychologist or something like that. 

Also, Do you think that some anxiety meds would help me? 

Thanks! 

* I’m sorry if there is any mistakes in my spelling or grammar or anything. My native language is french.",4.487637362637361,5.7021434780219815,4.976593406593405,84.31840659340659,70.26373626373626,7.578021978021977,28.285714285714285,7.882392219407189,1.6882725274725283,731,26,144,9,13,233,105,182,0.177,0.726,0.09699999999999999,-0.8968,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,3,5,0,15,7,6,2,2,33,31,13,1,5,11,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,5,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,2,0,15,5,21,25,4,19,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,11,12,89,26,1,0.3542475401508565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538886544281984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443054329084294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030015832278209,0.0,0.18066559906483265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717184723252448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094240836255524,0.0,0.0,0.14396400831277975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255100606761585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033348032060203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799238642717315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657513128988685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327550663277244,0.06710901356849938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914821964848448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495716345911957,0.0,0.12296476666231135,0.0,0.09625300867076687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537830292219454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788209946093091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116305257208194,0.0,0.0,0.1252668862751632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162487936339167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980707243008353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013236754099332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140849037319253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535815060390704,0.0,0.4726711646503438,0.0,0.0,0.09090568779235307,0.0,0.13218370617520045,0.0,0.1258602478885992,0.0,0.19744453714729496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112913714149165,0.0,0.08878335451437082,0.0,0.0,0.10871451343762883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269875198399243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017027544772733,0.0,0.0,0.12292806083584835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964812580608577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655110176866996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388242955490281,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cody456,2020/02/14,"Do you ever suddenly feel like your friends don't like you or hate you for no reason when your anxiety increases? I work in an office with many of my friends because we are getting our masters degree together in counseling. It is not uncommon to leave our doors open and stop by to chat every now and then. 

However, lately I've felt immensely unwelcome. When I see my friends gathered together, I feel like they don't want me there. I feel like I'm not fun, unwanted, and they don't like me. 

But honestly, I don't have any real evidence to support this. I've never had any beef with them and we haven't had a falling out as far as I'm aware. 

It is hard for me to separate what is my anxiety and what is actually happening. 

Anyone else go through this?",4.576184210526313,5.2305031973684235,6.019578947368423,78.97805263157899,69.65789473684211,10.553684210526317,32.96315789473684,10.577609850970193,3.552887368421054,594,27,120,17,10,202,92,152,0.11699999999999999,0.69,0.193,0.9117,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,5,3,2,5,13,1,0,2,0,14,0,0,1,2,26,27,12,0,2,4,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,1,5,1,0,3,9,2,0,0,3,6,23,11,16,24,1,17,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,1,14,78,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.1515581333420364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122943223030005,0.0,0.2376202781606761,0.0,0.0,0.10859491366751843,0.15913132468242766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467427080053199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297398443544186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048491154393328,0.1308536268975064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558506316010425,0.33285604230352583,0.14911996548270168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599715574928233,0.0,0.08114198177411122,0.0,0.0882650740028983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373382869590263,0.0,0.13912539703182503,0.15333442444123088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751941064253298,0.1644486700288437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37937804119864826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745786146388954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978304775440375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677442219080214,0.0,0.15968241548405207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376031005664385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984438122447947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624159510977713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916046392510668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306602058525575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CritchLlavis,2020/02/14,"Weird vision Does anybody else have this thing where when you get anxious or start to panic your vision goes weird? Right now I’ve just been diagnosed a couple of days ago and my anxiety is extremely heightened. I don’t feel like I can see properly almost, like things look fuzzy/a tiny bit blurry and when I’m anxious and I look at someone’s face I start to panic.",2.6888062622309192,4.962009465753429,3.510019569471627,88.47191780821919,77.63013698630138,6.36320939334638,22.757338551859107,7.447530270364453,0.9746845401174172,293,9,57,4,7,93,56,73,0.222,0.6609999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,7,13,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,7,2,4,12,1,10,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,9,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467260402660372,0.0,0.1860203608015667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211242631106352,0.4197311515422813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281113445026264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554935856859968,0.0,0.11980534147003885,0.0,0.0,0.18855115993447852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256730315010307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518577970823552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393015665576336,0.13271308366498455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705639598493962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815142523734352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119975768878302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43591871640326174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864532001552833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803347659804064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574010829631626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629758606272067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683272980022025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fantastic-Television,2020/02/14,I have a bizarre issue that I'm not comfortable sharing with my therapist I'm just going to be blunt. I have this bizarre nervous tick where I blurt out the n-word. It's practically uncontrollable. When my anxiety flares up or an embarrassing moment comes to mind-- it just happens. This has been going on for 4 years-- and I realize I've been denying it the entire time because of how vulgar and awful it is. This happens mostly when I'm alone but it's come out under my breath in public (fuckin' yikes). I've had nightmares of it coming out in front of people. I've tried to be self-aware of it and stop myself-- sometimes I'm able to but it's rare.  I really don't want to share this with my therapist-- I don't know if I can handle living in a world where someone knows that I deal with this. Has anyone dealt with nervous ticks due to their anxiety? What steps can I take to make it stop?,2.2712378797672907,4.34112236813187,3.5622171945701386,88.59160633484163,78.06593406593407,6.4801551389786685,23.343244990303806,7.510576382923642,0.9940894634776992,709,23,146,10,17,231,107,182,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.9726,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,4,5,1,14,2,1,2,0,30,30,10,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,2,3,0,0,7,3,5,0,0,3,0,15,3,25,25,1,27,0,0,0,1,5,12,1,3,8,92,32,0,0.16673616041096573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268837719079147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551054126748972,0.0,0.0,0.11658580016817655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164081579743556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43088531509630057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189766002347068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952000479575268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29488847199358204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740292320545923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326766646912526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723108439094995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129768180182394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835599087868078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155938595884819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681545388266064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394217911403134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412750076369195,0.0,0.16490632607902728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787977921092192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536484205785373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871870668511443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722519599231733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132029080700273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983453073953425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073726206449086
anxiety,HdolphAitler,2020/02/14,"Help! Aggression from anxiety? Lately once I feel like the walls are closing in on me I lash out at simple requests or act aggressively. It beginning to concern me.

Today I took my son to his doctors appointment, upon arriving I opened the door and then turned around and walked away. The small waiting room easily had 15 people in it. (I dont mind waiting, as i am not impatient) But I couldnt do it. As soon as I saw everyone in there my jaw clenched, eye started to twitch, my skull felt tight (like pulling the skin off would bring relief). Upon returning home I was immediately berated by family for ""putting myself before my son"". Once this happened it was the doctors office all over again. Jaw clenched. Tight skin and skull. Throat felt closed. I started to get the feeling that i can only describe as permaslipping. Like i leaned to far back in a chair and started permanently falling as if the ground were removed. But instead of shriveling up I lashed out, i said things I almost immediately regretted and my behavior was step away from violence. 

Does anyone else get aggressive at all when experiencing anxiety? I feel like my brain is using the anger to stave off an anxiety attack. Its exhausting.

Any input is appreciated. Thanks in advance friends.",3.9627971014492793,6.829784634782612,4.821413043478263,77.56443840579713,76.56521739130434,8.355072463768115,29.583333333333336,9.075114841892004,3.0775507246376823,1006,46,171,26,24,325,149,230,0.12,0.784,0.096,-0.5822,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,7,14,5,0,10,0,14,13,9,1,2,33,35,16,0,4,5,2,9,4,1,1,4,1,3,0,8,11,0,4,5,0,0,10,3,7,0,0,10,13,26,7,35,23,2,49,0,1,2,0,7,27,0,3,16,112,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279775078494602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691128126004984,0.0,0.29330973354789,0.0,0.0,0.08936371210692164,0.13095057038907176,0.0,0.11377288991832878,0.0,0.14539579929241708,0.24015262381194466,0.09827358916291612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087520143654268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267182462841874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616261568952287,0.11184237158399632,0.0,0.14978564409813866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676406203684796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212244998214995,0.0,0.0,0.12048248462585633,0.0,0.1938650259936396,0.1826067816799824,0.24542426923584595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987412563629447,0.0,0.13354490471344482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130168874634428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566450331829571,0.0,0.12819809605371568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416877513578605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497548285339585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904587247036484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722147374824498,0.0,0.09720090089658287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860338372848156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847858383079708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157112075013232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713815449229586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766499408938992,0.0,0.0,0.08490747324484632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114349732002035,0.0,0.14199523843598813,0.0,0.13901433794631166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038184851434787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078848136908498,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justthrowitawaykids,2020/02/14,"How to be yourself after years of just being anxious all the time I’ve always had anxiety to some degree, paired with a not great childhood, and I was left with a very chameleon-like personality for a lot of my adult life. I was a really imaginative and excitable kid, and was pretty expressive, but very sensitive. My parents would get annoyed or embarrassed by me tell me I was annoying, selfish, too loud, to “stop being so goofy”, or straight up mock me, and generally just made me feel very ashamed and embarrassed. So I became very reserved and shy around other people. 

I have my own unique interests and all, but around other people, I tend to blend more into what I pick up from their personalities than to express my own. I tend to assume other people are right and I’m not, I’m confused, etc. I don’t want to come off as too self-involved, pushy, or just talking about myself or not showing interest in other people’s stories. So to avoid any friction, I just... blend. 

I’m trying to overcome anxiety and deal with these things. Part of that is just being myself, even if it makes someone not like me, or makes a situation feel awkward, whatever. I feel like my natural instincts are pretty squashed, and I’m not sure how to go about being who I am in any given situation. I don’t want to keep falling back into comfortable habits of blending or just keeping quiet. 

Any advice or techniques for doing this? I get in my own head too much and don’t know how to separate from that so I can be myself around other people.",4.8585714285714285,6.165208666666674,5.7638775510204106,78.67397959183674,69.47619047619048,8.321088435374149,29.64625850340137,8.704169506293173,2.3645074829931985,1204,46,220,20,21,396,157,294,0.187,0.73,0.084,-0.9845,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,0,23,18,3,6,6,0,22,2,1,7,3,68,44,29,0,4,21,1,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,4,13,20,0,4,6,1,0,3,8,10,0,0,7,5,30,8,40,30,11,23,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,12,8,166,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647994193650227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906681242068232,0.0,0.0,0.22230107288659093,0.0,0.16671680083274298,0.12310013383665078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910075093540048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378783509881868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386423244340726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233876870448524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152546914000903,0.07197076378543599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652888733152408,0.07784506011052428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138600772570535,0.0,0.06192767249046911,0.0,0.0,0.12013497982216248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183016185478813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937072979798928,0.0,0.0,0.059884654601100276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839146406204284,0.0,0.07696563931905466,0.10647019492513712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263867277462584,0.0,0.10310590354123028,0.14547079386157258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010226783799007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099342488150312,0.11799914694376246,0.0,0.3777152014226419,0.19028915132637994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221714417095094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980616586723999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305604339687697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367490531736894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496384286491302,0.0,0.0,0.09232621551963724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110013678720924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269880651670288,0.0,0.0,0.08758243714805766,0.0952407540124717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723919155440912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353872881886748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398050272829501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35963219048666883,0.12854149078176405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740604948512024,0.0,0.0,0.07017028617013098
anxiety,Saphiredragoness,2020/02/14,"Pretending to be ok today Tomorrow my boyfriend and I were supposed to move in together but it got delayed another 3 weeks due to unforeseen circumstances and we found out Wednesday. I went into full panic mode trying to figure out where I was going to live as my roommate wanted me out Saturday and honestly I wanted to be gone. I couldn't stop crying Wednesday as the panic was overwhelming but I was consoled somewhat by the fact that my boyfriend could continue to live with his grandparents for the time being. Ultimately I decided to move in with my parents for 3 weeks (which carries it's own stress) despite it being an hour from work. Although the problem has been solved temporarily panic still overwhelms me randomly as I am worried about the added cost of gas and not being able to see my boyfriend but once a week at most and because the last time I had to live with my parents was 13 months ago when I made the extremely hard decision to divorce my now ex husband. Last night my brain began thinking about all of the intimate details of the last two weeks of my previous marriage and every little painful detail of 2018 when the marriage fell apart. Even the conversation in which I told my ex that I could no longer be the one to make him happy because I could no longer love the person that he was becoming and that I honestly hoped that he could find someone that could again. The pain on his face as he cried and said he understood and thanked me for being honest. All of it came rushing back to me and kept me up  This morning I was overwhelmed and spent 40 minutes crying and panicking (again) for while getting ready for work. I wanted to call out as I felt like I just couldn't do today, but the bills disagreed with that decision. I text my boyfriend but didn't want to put too much on him as he is stressed out too by this. I think I am afraid because my brain associates moving to my parents as the end of a relationship and am scared I am going to lose my boyfriend for some reason. I had to go to work and pretend to be ok and it sucks.",8.412632884941884,6.819733037220846,7.966472508815464,75.72517435026775,62.300248138957826,11.164111270732665,38.08397544730312,9.93914555978268,3.60033300248139,1646,68,315,27,19,522,202,403,0.146,0.732,0.122,-0.8761,4,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,1,0,0,4,14,25,1,10,19,2,33,6,3,3,3,70,62,31,0,13,7,6,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,16,27,0,3,11,2,3,12,6,15,0,2,24,4,47,10,62,23,8,62,0,4,1,1,26,17,1,5,34,224,63,3,0.07873947005983098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979778934027392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256519977859995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060545792178582615,0.0,0.14399655034540365,0.08696155843510281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757985785859762,0.08040180253160607,0.09005697731427871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31433529876891725,0.0,0.25947483162015306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973979936010342,0.0,0.0,0.05200667736488999,0.0,0.0663413995309046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756022392552509,0.0,0.07196644914891097,0.0,0.0,0.08633376475976776,0.0,0.0,0.04113812325448255,0.0,0.13424836616040464,0.0,0.06297514719432704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381963003318645,0.07053509916552353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820606025926616,0.07754251715052778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254953194751093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846812778697406,0.07891763460094872,0.20858518391038636,0.0,0.0,0.08808932622053116,0.0,0.0,0.07106544592315782,0.07450519041135041,0.052559207686942534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284909378339408,0.25106278671078364,0.0578825703735182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389165869316723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385496583541471,0.053355902706043457,0.0,0.1675686953781515,0.2771514082459214,0.2622925899401972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875226813330268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534303884954913,0.0,0.07915491539769075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095728926172607,0.0,0.0845367234201983,0.0,0.0,0.07489926718411175,0.0,0.0788319457415033,0.0,0.0627451632041305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671569746245656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288144250170094,0.06582972269009713,0.18039159384127365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249272504965824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090614610777444,0.0,0.0,0.09182723639586453,0.0,0.14927162170428632,0.07523893794802758,0.0,0.053458931576065585,0.0,0.07691702095597205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857703180424483,0.0,0.25264021356151434,0.0,0.0,0.07299227760245733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196981595835786,0.07996375395059015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ccc15650,2020/02/14,Buspar for anxiety? I’ve been taking buspar for anxiety for about 6 weeks. 10mg 3 times a day. It doesn’t seem to be doing much other than making me gain weight & have trouble losing weight. Anyone else have this issue?,1.8100000000000025,4.356409090909096,3.396545454545457,86.38481818181822,83.0909090909091,5.3381818181818215,15.618181818181819,6.742157984588678,-0.017958181818181984,176,3,32,2,5,58,38,44,0.19899999999999998,0.726,0.075,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,6,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567901692333459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626097874412412,0.0,0.0,0.1657164063058294,0.2428352338655223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284585075511475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798368114106912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473671655265815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651431709887651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819981362878213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742227907998003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575654439123265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781950381003277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819701935385997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010767313420035,0.577206030510218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3bowlsofcereal,2020/02/14,"No own character So at one point in my childhood I thought fuck it I'm just gonna stay a child/ I'm just not gonna grow up. I dont know why exactly. Anyway I'm 18 now and feel like I don't have my own character. I often catch myself just copying the person I talk to and I have the problems of a 15 year old like not liking my body... This often makes me anxious and depressed.
I don't know what I am expecting from this post maybe someone has similar experience and can share it too. I just had to tell somebody how I feel.",0.6912918660287062,2.4911155614035074,2.9430462519936214,92.42117224880384,81.98245614035088,6.250717703349283,22.64433811802233,7.348242739294969,0.7440280701754389,410,14,95,6,11,140,74,114,0.14800000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.067,-0.8298,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,0,4,0,9,2,1,2,1,22,21,6,0,2,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,2,2,15,4,7,17,2,12,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,2,7,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358008027688188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318473691329593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977527159212134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446251455501509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417393587148794,0.0,0.0,0.21107612587005006,0.14911379129779176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929636880056255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942054063419154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30591872630635397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393261278557739,0.0,0.20969317429413506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190226715630592,0.0,0.1414380400587596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822513641638232,0.0,0.0,0.19731339751971705,0.0,0.19990167029957992,0.0,0.0,0.19972245255901547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685273815401528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224739877516762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776593448197258,0.18243559574231769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570501261044426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834261736709912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441260617466771
anxiety,DukesDuke,2020/02/14,"Is it common to not know what you want in life? Is it also common to not trust any decisions of your own because you don't trust yourself to make the right decision? These combined leave me feelingly lost, anxious, and frustrated. I think a lot of my anxiety stems from not knowing what I want in life. Career wise, not really sure. Love life, not really sure. What to do on a day off, not really sure.

When I put an option (career choice, romantic interest, fun activity on the day off) in front of myself I can never choose. Having to choose gives me great anxiety. Not being able to choose makes me sad and angry at myself. 

Because my past relationships ended badly and my past career choices made me up happy I don't trust myself to make these decisions anymore.

So I feel as though I am in a constant loop of trying to find meaning in life, not knowing really what I want, and never being able to make a decision of what I want to do.

I think most of this stems from dating. I've been single for two years and find myself wishing I was in a happy relationship, but feeling like I can't trust myself in one because I chose my ex. My ex had untreated/diagnosed multiple personality disorder and other issues, which confused the fuck out of me and left me not trusting myself to find a new partner or in a new relationship.",5.2173050615595065,6.042531984496126,6.565257637938894,75.02390560875514,68.30232558139535,9.636479708162337,29.12995896032832,9.773937934552695,2.7891337893296857,1044,36,190,23,17,355,130,258,0.17,0.732,0.09699999999999999,-0.9566,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,1,4,22,2,1,11,0,15,6,0,5,5,57,38,14,0,5,11,2,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,12,8,0,0,19,0,0,2,14,6,0,2,5,3,33,16,37,31,4,34,0,2,0,2,12,17,1,5,16,138,45,3,0.18830641239485865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529428497946775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402740886526527,0.0,0.14405389006475067,0.10636632335844484,0.0933746808266355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861399439280327,0.17218476179846418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174616736012933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144205779386735,0.0,0.0,0.09556352238097017,0.0,0.0,0.1079077313534974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339179453874597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282007012219394,0.06726306932014364,0.0,0.0,0.2581629742059038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704312196497126,0.0,0.09032033471768268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380424222268288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004556775378374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982714854991868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552324194211302,0.0,0.0,0.09969465071331564,0.10229773402207022,0.0,0.26601277591341205,0.04599850068591893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277934674138256,0.08004568895853853,0.08497694457977792,0.08909004023329421,0.25139198499364823,0.0,0.0,0.10256044350721463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452335139610087,0.1818675065024813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380064922350671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975977794558512,0.0,0.08221094799313522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094649977518465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412678192828226,0.0,0.0,0.3032559228067809,0.0,0.08040632364822609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662148477509532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065914558294664,0.09250504704703576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392384662928187,0.0,0.09197400145894724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213600176280132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827154052462888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060631577857022334
anxiety,goodgriefff,2020/02/14,"guilt free foods to eat alone? Sometimes when I eat alone I feel guilty for spending too much money on food, or eating something that is unhealthy. Even worse when it’s expensive AND unhealthy. Any suggestions for cheap healthy foods I can get to make, or healthyish inexpensive restaurants that I can get takeout from?",7.3537500000000025,9.280129732142859,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,64.17857142857143,7.742857142857144,35.42857142857143,8.07648339933343,2.7708000000000004,259,12,43,3,4,73,42,56,0.285,0.625,0.08900000000000001,-0.9034,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,5,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36215027265468297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889300993177733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366960123640707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154761057483261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840124521894104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6342293381993681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826869360598441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670294916788995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852299274073134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459563551675974,0.17291514322941468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781706245638706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,donballou,2020/02/14,"CBD mimics serotonin and (might just) improve your outlook instantly CBD oil attaches to the same serotonin receptors and for some people this is a very natural way to feel better quicker.  Its a matter of chemistry and sometimes anxiety is caused or worsened by an imbalance in body chemistry.  If used in conjunction with ART Therapy sometimes major issues are resolved overnight.   I have complex PTSD and speak from experience.  Also reading the book ""Dont sweat the small stuff"" to go along with it is a very synergistic approach.  Your body and mind go together and are sometimes working against you.  You need to break the cycle trifecta style.",6.3545945945945945,9.29080972972973,5.854315315315319,72.86039189189191,68.81981981981983,8.764324324324324,38.12702702702703,9.3871,4.3687578378378396,524,30,75,12,10,161,83,111,0.04,0.861,0.099,0.6997,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,8,0,8,3,3,2,0,23,13,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,14,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,0,51,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603507832371606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013193646196486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504464503673259,0.0,0.3779026469193488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474748175554788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936497522518387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639798649931706,0.0,0.0,0.08601157192992498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335226927373625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754825921403292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045740384363876,0.17176030001319886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613271533489026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179312711058115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884681590611647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015374868416452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047226396918475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473263589881054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945329972747763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691844887320835,0.0,0.2807133601912125,0.0,0.13502358640033654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384044258090303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qlose,2020/02/14,"Research on Language and Mental Health I'm working  on research about how **language can be used to identify early warnings signs of anxiety, depression, etc.** at the University of Toronto & [Vector Institute](https://vectorinstitute.ai/#about). We need as much language data as possible, and if anyone is willing, I made [**this form if any of you are interested in helping out!**](https://quinnunderwood.typeform.com/to/e3GCQT) (It's 100% anonymous).

*(it takes \~5 min, feel more than willing to complete multiple times!)*

There's similar research that shows you can identify signs of anxiety [weeks to months in advance of onset](https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-017-12961-9) – the hope is build a tool to source the right resources/recommendations at the right time to prevent things from escalating.",7.801798780487803,12.044275130081305,6.307311991869921,63.53462652439029,74.12195121951221,8.278252032520326,34.516768292682926,8.841846274778883,4.174008536585366,663,33,84,16,16,197,90,123,0.08199999999999999,0.8440000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.2462,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,1,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,3,0,14,15,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,21,11,4,15,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,3,6,53,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849807692640986,0.0,0.14341170997662034,0.0,0.3226589216884184,0.0,0.0,0.1474584493210438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211130398519193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816383338466997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519691257591255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066317838886035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416508018104808,0.0,0.0,0.14135441023375855,0.0,0.0,0.2094603003054393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995482128384846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252644855854044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832953883819607,0.0,0.15502763510518786,0.15637147585013908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774559169049184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36019600267101626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585622364178333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010524009424286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459420721096536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214033225971368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169162385965975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352965901744542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bowie-11,2020/02/14,Constantly feeling like nothing I do is right. This is a relatively new experience for me with my anxiety. I feel like I’m constantly being pulled in so many different directions at work and in my personal life and it feels like I’m constantly making mistakes and messing things up. Which is causing me to feel like I’m going to explode because I’m so anxious about messing things up. Having trouble coping with it lately which has resulted in a lot of anxiety attacks the last couple weeks.,6.663731884057974,7.7702489239130434,7.576956521739131,68.04992753623189,65.19565217391305,10.915942028985507,39.2463768115942,10.864195022040775,4.864602898550724,399,22,63,11,6,134,60,92,0.14300000000000002,0.74,0.11699999999999999,-0.3851,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,3,0,14,17,5,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,4,6,4,13,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,11,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214548115452207,0.16402749047928047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517873137537747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850869800647429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915386826074564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707082459283445,0.0,0.0,0.160654005935687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169645553849906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202724472957687,0.0,0.0,0.2936570768208712,0.4149054743703742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251689411900633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835219894887025,0.1637847551082115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255456494783492,0.2837371226189597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234384443214066,0.0,0.0,0.09691788510484234,0.14720356640945315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022892655035918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931721772582334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677748993724147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399457901950915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929204114991783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646558361695328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057027023937529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluelephnt,2020/02/14,"I’ve Had 4/5 big panic attacks in less than 48hrs... So I’ve had anxiety, paired with depression (can’t just do it by half) for the past 5/6yrs, probably longer. I’ve been managing it pretty well for the past year, but in the last week and a half it has suddenly got 10x worse with me having panic attacks pretty much every day increasing to 4/5 big ones in the past 48ish hrs and several little ones... 
I don’t know what my trigger is this time and it’s just frustrating and annoying and making me miss out on hours at work. 
I know how to calm myself down from them but just need to rant about how inconvenient they are, also open to any advice for figuring out what’s triggering them!!",8.620389294403893,6.165294992700733,8.474124087591242,74.97595498783458,62.57664233576642,12.63698296836983,33.78223844282238,11.20814326018867,3.4082807785888063,542,15,111,12,6,176,91,137,0.23,0.701,0.069,-0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,1,9,10,4,2,5,0,10,0,0,5,0,24,16,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,4,4,0,9,2,21,12,3,23,0,2,0,0,3,12,0,0,10,73,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149286878453674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397690062306058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542526180048964,0.0,0.11859701448651125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527364913475382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998109374885457,0.0,0.13352653630526304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061889839454224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399111883259635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267266353377953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704001327705794,0.12636959689930566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538011812182184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348328279327723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396439677024738,0.1149522851538232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010377482504525,0.0,0.0,0.3637870358434255,0.0,0.0,0.4439791173884015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31544112896546195,0.1671478404605213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513901757943834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903988500804506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435517873795494,0.0,0.13938998755477852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128631999345994,0.0,0.15798813362182668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983380683738788
anxiety,Wateringholebarns,2020/02/14,"Anxiety about Anxiety I just wanted to speak about something I've been struggling with these past few months and if anyone can relate, I only seem to get anxiety about feeling anxious and the symptoms associated with it, not truly  being able to feel the rest of my body except the tension/discomfort in my abdomen and the dread that it will last a long while and not pass, not being able to feel present, focus or feel comfortable.
I just wonder if anybody else can relate to feeling this way and then fearing feeling this way when there not, is this anxiety? I truly don't know what it is but I've been feeling like this for quite a while now.",7.0268202764976975,6.996713387096777,6.925023041474656,76.96467741935486,64.3225806451613,9.343778801843321,33.843317972350235,8.841846274778883,2.8186027649769594,516,20,93,7,7,164,75,124,0.132,0.7809999999999999,0.087,-0.3931,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,3,6,0,10,3,2,0,0,29,22,13,0,3,11,0,7,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,10,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,8,6,2,14,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,11,69,16,0,0.2997366460014625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458595427551682,0.16930854666868345,0.0,0.10479141605418596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646992145885034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519575318393353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864352924978132,0.5304454900390184,0.10706595989682928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830001318096144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236371092595579,0.1221626859042098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321809247675815,0.0,0.0,0.1326287497745552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962346559198032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398161296733525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306627225841748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940340916779425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643449259929896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537595694976115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667491110190426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577057115375184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839621986018857,0.23791699800349256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625258033396503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boopmcboops,2020/02/14,"Has anyone else struggled with this? I’ve struggled with crippling social/general anxiety and poor self-confidence and it’s led to a lot of failures in my life. I dropped out of college because of anxiety and self-doubt. I always convince myself to give up because I don’t deserve good things or there’s no point because I’m just a loser. 

Does anyone else have a similar story? Or advice?",2.9139000000000017,5.581797640000001,4.271583333333337,81.13537500000002,79.26666666666667,6.416666666666668,30.70833333333333,7.645422480735847,2.4822333333333333,313,16,52,5,8,103,54,75,0.268,0.6679999999999999,0.064,-0.9266,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,10,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553902825979553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947223043092314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748433618625891,0.0,0.0,0.2512124923393657,0.36811831542248863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285148271450875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720139781763265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30012703684982506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232401309818246,0.0,0.15067084763650265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268828033688968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272080640157015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981486522418246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748007756960407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311712287935653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755908297355785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934272575066718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,agaggsgsgsgsghjajxbs,2020/02/14,How to be authentic? I cant bring myself to be me. Im not even sure what im really like it feel like im faking my way through everything to be likable and its not even working. My voice changes too i make it really deep not even consciously it just happens. When im at home and not at school my voice is much more high pitched. I make myself very polite but I actually think im a pretty witty and some what rude person but in school it wont come out im just a polite person and nothing else not even funny not even likable you cant even have a conversation with me i don’t understand it it’s like a block in my head. Has anyone else experienced this and got past it i dont know what to do anymorw,-0.13402777777777786,2.0098990328947366,2.453333333333333,92.51388888888893,88.27631578947368,5.746198830409358,18.970760233918128,7.1686216300943375,0.3372400584795328,551,16,126,9,18,190,81,152,0.09699999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.08,-0.3731,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,11,6,1,0,4,0,12,1,1,3,1,29,22,9,0,0,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,2,12,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,11,2,0,0,1,4,15,4,11,17,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,5,81,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.10116517520382907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724871917142575,0.1062202864796705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966717317831866,0.08930094516138559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149831787196265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320289971388636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108310735232145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317026257889607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241773935068371,0.07406055813864973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291290220806101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091673416371842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639344605736167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095311086155278,0.10398762257022136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6718764496426242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569733125955688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194108752869545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383986109197439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762080298458286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947240073181353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896299425591942,0.0,0.1810380868734968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054677936797437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282496277366249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098354361065409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770601911028554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642637450778273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792221632743686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553709353635344,0.0,0.08228696440862195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547165915730228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowRA_03,2020/02/14,"I keep making mistakes in high pressure projects. I run a Design Agency with my partner, and there's a certain type of project that I keep making mistakes in.

I am terrified of making embarrassing mistakes like typos in emails/marketing materials/print work, getting someone's name wrong in an email etc. I have so much anxiety around the embarrassment of making that kind of mistake, I  normally proof read everything 3 times before sending it to print or pressing the live/post button. We also ask clients to proof and approve every draft but I still feel responsible when I let a mistake go live or be printed.

But for some reason, in higher pressure projects (it's happened 3 times in the past 12 months) where there are more frequent revisions back and forth, and a tight deadline, mistakes slip through. When the client notifies me, I feel like a complete idiot and want to climb into a hole and never come out. I always pride myself in a high standard of work but when I let mistakes like this happen, I feel like I should quit and find another career path where people aren't relying on me to actually have attention to detail. 

Anyone got tips on coping with the aftermath of a mistake at work and feeling anxious/consumed by embarrassment?",8.100414979757089,8.429966241228076,7.707894736842108,71.0387246963563,62.026315789473685,9.997840755735494,38.5910931174089,9.661875296680813,3.92164129554656,1005,48,161,17,13,318,140,228,0.183,0.723,0.094,-0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,7,12,22,1,5,14,0,9,0,0,5,4,52,27,18,0,11,5,0,6,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,15,0,3,7,1,0,5,2,15,0,0,1,6,18,7,29,22,4,34,0,0,0,0,6,17,0,3,16,104,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.11759146837154966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636450360539267,0.10026637842236363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263556706979521,0.09218283706592703,0.13613168587180702,0.0,0.08425701131476852,0.0,0.0,0.10727132352887173,0.11265204866740225,0.0,0.0,0.09265773230341663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253736655353092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380083113914383,0.12634287140836828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343903249718984,0.0,0.0,0.10152718161218499,0.0,0.10829841359085146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437154456183161,0.17217169371561986,0.0,0.0,0.1101356137252104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295673200105839,0.0,0.06848342236111131,0.0,0.0963755551052865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131170458625042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546315739287348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142134229899935,0.0,0.12548311475737986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464406111032997,0.0,0.2354825568182041,0.0,0.2128089548730492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217410703998757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618264618815303,0.0,0.08858200574672337,0.0,0.0929377009392938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806526956069008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150317170464242,0.08354013199905125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540652562218699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816750985518352,0.12053348100059624,0.0,0.0,0.12389496555429967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209999759650924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623215183955147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053005472344549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107453623006138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631782093846967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174878671853618,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AvailableGuava,2020/02/14,"Recently realized Ive had social anxiety my whole life Im 54, male divorced with 3 kids.  I guess I just thought it was normal low level anxiety everyone has. As I look back though, it was always there. I was always anxious, but didnt know what it was.  It was a big part of my divorce probably and that in itself increasede the anxiety. I dont really know why Im still here, except that my kids would be sad if I werent.  Its getting worse, people are starting to notice, not really sure what to do. Can anyone relate?",1.9422857142857133,4.004786514285716,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,79.09523809523809,7.628571428571428,23.833333333333336,8.548686976883017,1.808219047619048,404,14,79,9,10,140,75,105,0.146,0.821,0.033,-0.812,1,0,0,0,2,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,15,1,0,0,1,15,22,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,10,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,1,10,1,7,12,2,8,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,2,4,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728522501683314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37628208352734577,0.18522578252934266,0.0,0.11464319092513205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607352111584394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215746290441696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666882025667445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566124687067578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061813531298587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542053810835705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021397157385874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158083287680275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768336020321728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064395150817445,0.0,0.18666718033479854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755045140288814,0.0,0.11366777854128872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677437029899468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007128579226572,0.0,0.16188866745131256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713445326245235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605026072527512,0.0,0.13093700790386634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452840065249593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610878254150024,0.1301642753943279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794652213142784,0.18305316408105168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670871293267365,0.11647100325180687,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cassie7189,2020/02/14,"What should i do. My name is Cassie. I'm new here. I workout every single day for 45 minutes on the elliptical.  I've been sick for a few days and ontop of that I'm on my cycle AND hurt my back, but I'm feeling better today. Should i continue to rest up? I'm having anxiety about working out and am scared I'll gain weight during the time i haven't worked out.",1.1095054945054912,2.7264674230769224,3.4300732600732613,90.31730769230772,79.8974358974359,5.995604395604397,20.117216117216124,6.868970318607317,0.2551369963369958,281,7,63,3,7,97,57,78,0.129,0.743,0.128,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,1,10,10,3,12,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162838229202328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739804505441812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25004725446266524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36466842389540777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23820797524050805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429542362786559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302662920456702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730575311339825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28305700983298265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485919959828824,0.0,0.2679902068577921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442828385088533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116542807515963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mr_Chuybacca,2020/02/14,"I have this feeling everyone hates and judges me and has all my history of everything in my place of work. I have this huge, huge, alt world where every employer I've ever had all talk to each other and telly new employer ways to trick me so I can be stressed out and quit. Every new relationship is a mountain. And every day it's a new one I have to climb. I have depression and it kicks my but so sometimes when I drift off I disassociate with who I'm talking to and I think it's a turn off to me being a likeable person. 

This conspiracy that everyone know things about me is the biggest and most constant inconvenience in my life. Multiple jobs, friendships, and even relationships all lost, in some big event. But work is the worst. I called in yesterday and considering it was my son's birthday (another topic to go into detail in another time) my anxiety generally was getting to me. And now I feel they think I'm a huge piece of shit worker. I also called in a few weeks before bc I did have drama happen in the early morning that pretty much drug out 16 hours or so. But my point is I get too anxious and don't want to go to work... Then I get depressed bc I'm a piece of crap who makes excuses(or at least that's how I feel when I vent about this stuff) but it's not excuses and I wish I could have these moments in piece. I get so tired of falling into this cycle. I really don't want to quit this job. Or get to that point at all. Should I tell my boss? I've also told a coworker before and it got around the whole warehouse and people treated me like I was crazy. And it all just sucked.. not sure what to do..",2.42946535500428,4.0587381526946125,4.183100940975194,86.31791916167671,76.1556886227545,7.525919589392643,23.90461933276305,8.306716005460428,1.3520319931565443,1269,40,271,23,28,428,170,334,0.17300000000000001,0.76,0.067,-0.9879,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,8,18,13,5,1,12,0,24,5,2,3,7,56,51,32,0,5,9,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,24,23,0,0,6,1,0,5,4,10,0,1,8,3,37,3,37,39,16,50,0,3,0,0,14,27,3,4,18,191,61,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510347683952408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033757567402195,0.0741864379461013,0.10955537047752503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632927386124342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650390077610629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804684633466232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479669417775588,0.0,0.07742751114115398,0.0,0.0,0.06254155080797874,0.0,0.16705071611891026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124614682389697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405178812012255,0.08772041892460243,0.2451195970393573,0.1853296059664666,0.08715585021290881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710206388477953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533300037481808,0.0,0.1102274853983013,0.0,0.0775606323900192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857556297970514,0.0,0.0,0.09574380479530173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550190726430924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924675971498865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329551899145736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849707524142537,0.04737761563003618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586085007136048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473228833492659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712885791068747,0.0,0.0,0.2809803153422781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657135035008518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723100542158825,0.08467577500394445,0.10131936627261244,0.0,0.18334748746928586,0.0,0.0,0.09865953979096988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629200226887764,0.0,0.0,0.06212536188912005,0.0,0.0,0.208232041393033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995445554631941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591182561204144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108577525828353,0.0,0.11101441354029416,0.0,0.0,0.09139881042263506,0.0,0.0,0.15589140401443233,0.0847613708059885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442660036044033,0.1242767163371343,0.0,0.0,0.05654753377164496,0.1114597414795864,0.0,0.0926648029832333,0.0,0.0,0.10548213075910644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143980124588358,0.07697510070232741,0.07778836415624019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827033328800142,0.11151770936347154,0.0,0.0,0.21179922988615071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jigglypuffpuffle,2020/02/14,"Is this anxiety or anxiety and something more? 
Hi,

I‘m a first year PhD student and I have always had issues with anxiety. My doctor has said that I have generalised anxiety disorder. I know I definitely have something but I’m worried I might have something else. I was prescribed 20mg citalopram and was taking them before I noticed that the box says that it may impair your driving reactions. I thought, if it affects your driving reactions, it is going to affect my ability to complete my PhD so I stopped. I have kind of learned to live with it since most days are okay.

The past week particularly at university has been incredibly stressful. Long story short, I’ve been working from early morning through to late at night and I’m exhausted. At the moment, I am reporting results of statistical analysis which involves looking at lots of tables filled with numbers. I did a huge amount of my analysis before I went back and realised some of it was wrong. Basically, because I’m so exhausted, I’m making little mistakes and now I’m worried that there are more mistakes that I’ve missed so I feel tempted to just start it all again. 

As soon as I realised I had made a mistake, I felt my brain just stop working. This happens a lot when I feel like this. I tried to carry on working but I really couldn’t function. Little things like, I was writing one word when I should have been writing another or clicking the wrong buttons on my analysis program and the numbers are swimming in front of my eyes. It’s like my brain quite literally stops and I become disassociated. My body is doing stuff and my brain is just „not there“. Then after this comes the crying. My brain goes from being completely blank to being filled with thoughts of „how can someone be this stupid“, then I start crying and hitting myself. I know that sounds weird but when I feel like this, I get the urge to punch myself in the head. 

I’ve been sitting here for an hour now trying to breathe and get back to a “normal state” but I just can’t. Even typing this now, my hands feel like they aren’t part of my body. Is this normal for anxiety? I feel like I’m losing my mind",3.4712468063362323,5.788879165048544,4.362207460398571,83.0987097598365,75.31067961165049,6.9582013285641295,28.56055186509964,7.94452939551167,2.019717475728155,1704,73,313,27,38,549,206,412,0.171,0.76,0.069,-0.9912,1,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,2,6,21,20,1,1,14,1,39,13,10,5,1,64,71,28,0,8,11,0,7,6,0,3,3,3,0,0,24,16,0,3,11,1,0,9,3,12,0,2,17,13,49,8,38,46,9,52,0,2,3,0,10,12,0,9,35,215,73,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580863529423779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293202947146315,0.3025154992287359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162958328185955,0.0,0.04821210465206701,0.0873479207506691,0.13459834225044354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570077108025142,0.0,0.3531592714467657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812843095718192,0.16584725762241387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375176983950014,0.05100605714203678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906431925062782,0.0809512522892799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606896362303924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522377383147303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994963826143244,0.22600565369967102,0.07593813314614127,0.0,0.0,0.0672733202038489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264179240866318,0.0,0.044948273157719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993840890049907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116844150883519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788703152009804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825486836415824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235933784172206,0.08693082445106178,0.0,0.08921617797510306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318342291349887,0.15853651698521984,0.06983730298702387,0.06999154381339491,0.06641509485158231,0.08848069910606471,0.0,0.13447779325093398,0.0,0.07483621021374412,0.052792723478881934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839012514491183,0.07985764958067354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421995262979249,0.1549814481721094,0.0,0.09004369496295435,0.0,0.0,0.05359295814168197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564600728409971,0.07549968826529033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084121208378552,0.0,0.0,0.0506666323036223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523203783385887,0.06289498766679913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542348821718476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701210925428815,0.1826604267835184,0.0,0.0,0.11195963059361624,0.0,0.0,0.19836659452915412,0.09059652866440623,0.0,0.09053832927826222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946531260658761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254341820754077,0.0,0.0,0.12557614346195714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739288951925506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344066777814178,0.0,0.0,0.07331657567048229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727338622507293,0.16063805131124992,0.0,0.0,0.1729434730173648,0.0,0.05093091768975778
anxiety,grizzly366,2020/02/14,"Voice in my head Kinda came to the realization that I’m more the voice inside my head than the one out , but I know I’m not the voice in my head ...this sounds kinda crazy but how do I get out of my head more",2.337163120567375,2.2020570425531933,3.826382978723405,95.53333333333336,74.31914893617021,7.117730496453903,17.79432624113475,6.42735559955562,-0.5595758865248226,159,1,43,1,3,53,27,47,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.39399999999999996,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,4,1,0,10,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,7,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610570881139084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925115618535778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9370010222263772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544018010491234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466804471484574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovelarkyparka,2020/02/14,"Sleep medication Hey all! My anxiety has peaked lately, and though I’m trying meditation/breathing exercises, I feel I need something extra for short term help with sleep. I was using melatonin which felt like it was working for a while, but now it feels like my anxiety and obsessive thoughts override it and I find myself having extreme difficulty falling asleep and then waking up throughout the night. I just started Lexapro for my anxiety which ironically has contributed to my anxiety (a psychological and vicious cycle), and I just need sleep. I tried Rozerem last night which did nothing. 
Has anyone had success with a certain sleeping aid? My doctor is down to let me try what I feel up for. Thanks for your tips!",6.385781250000001,8.622637265625002,6.364500000000002,72.23050000000002,66.96875,8.870000000000003,35.45625,9.3871,3.6929725000000015,582,29,91,12,10,184,85,128,0.13,0.733,0.136,0.5972,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,1,1,4,0,10,9,6,1,2,22,21,10,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,4,16,5,12,14,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,11,64,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223303877052841,0.0,0.0,0.09650466775611828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126620723451647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093565663505862,0.09859934407691076,0.132517925920285,0.0,0.12614500140482235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250985927412812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250224359297482,0.15568914291115188,0.0,0.0,0.14113169292992758,0.0,0.13485623067737973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903756746831974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467565463945195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590391355940697,0.0,0.13243099582845316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524665383370858,0.0,0.0,0.10625219900381468,0.0,0.0,0.09768911493066657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706747396007825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560096282894427,0.1095700499024733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811133692927995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920234025683725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004779909351336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,measuringcup,2020/02/14,"anxiety before traveling ruining excitement Hey, just wondering if anyone else has this issue? I don't know how to snap out of it, and it's gotten to a point where I'm only rarely excited for my trip and more just worried about it. It's getting exhausting and it's keeping me from doing the final (and most important) preparations, like buying planetickets and finding a place to stay (seems so overwhelming).

Does anyone have any tips for getting excited? My anxiety is mostly social, and I'm travelling alone - I know I can do it, but sometimes I forget :')",6.230443828016642,7.534563805825247,7.447600554785023,67.8747572815534,66.28155339805825,11.322607489597779,34.13176144244105,11.20814326018867,4.479694590846045,444,20,71,14,7,151,73,103,0.14400000000000002,0.774,0.08199999999999999,-0.1289,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,21,17,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,5,2,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,4,9,16,3,9,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,5,2,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102064156968336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802045921968614,0.0,0.3105292625687563,0.0,0.0,0.2838301404317849,0.20795755853719594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727048864792389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761256378275947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954789593302524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223338860802923,0.18550270311266126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207752098197885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183858283786725,0.0,0.18040108763911905,0.0,0.0,0.22308414676359506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991565065743548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436100795904753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205107674415247,0.0,0.1918637747476043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476809767593308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689320908491973,0.0,0.0,0.20073364690031992,0.0,0.0,0.21632945157169836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201025776855075,0.0,0.2061167764186498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amateur0utlaw,2020/02/14,"Help with ruminating thoughts Hi all, for about a year now I've been dealing with highly intrusive, ruminating thoughts. For a while, therapy and distractions were working but about 5 months ago things that once worked stopped. I only sleep about 2 hours a night because I will start thinking about something I did at home, in public, or at work and obsess about that for hours. During the day I can't concentrate because I can't stop worrying about things or trying to ""fix"" situations that have already happened so they don't happen again. I've been getting hives even thinking about those things but they only go away if I manage to calm down or become so exhausted I fall asleep. To anyone in a similar situation, what do you feel helps the most in breaking the thought cycle and calming yourself?",8.455867346938774,8.428349102040821,7.470127551020411,74.23335459183677,61.38095238095239,10.343197278911568,37.42261904761904,9.827888789773867,3.646551700680272,646,28,111,11,8,198,97,147,0.073,0.813,0.114,0.7117,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,3,12,5,0,2,7,0,10,3,2,0,1,21,21,12,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,1,10,2,22,13,2,24,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,5,13,74,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067720223726827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502305221529331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519012874531496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279051565798461,0.0,0.0,0.1659756561704792,0.1503525781164768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779707776619076,0.14035122943830866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991717905927826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883493813636775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112594347996548,0.0,0.07736977243496566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407709307144288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824994711503358,0.14383617414548594,0.13655647220268344,0.0,0.2681349685314937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108663223758455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775531609304625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498142084968005,0.0,0.2070765874057658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30604729703300104,0.13623527787455542,0.0,0.0,0.10480488392754164,0.0,0.0,0.09635844196434193,0.0,0.0,0.2276331910618923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568447980233424,0.0,0.2713300438978841,0.17446213577719955,0.0,0.32423262209052384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924280605183969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973279878240785,0.13825369253605446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766773970901304
anxiety,kloud11,2020/02/14,At a loss I honestly don’t know what to do I want talk to people but I’m not good at it the sadly the only thing I can do is send people via text is memes or music to initiate a conversation friendships are fading away because of this I hate asking for help because I feel like that’s all I do I feel so limited and I’m actually struggling to put myself out there I really wish I could have a conversation with someone and it feeling natural/normal to me like I wanna walk out of the house one day feeling like I talk to anybody honestly being on the spectrum absolutely sucks it makes talking to people like figuring out a calculus equation and I’m not good at math I really want to stop caring what people think of me but yet on the same hand I want people to like me I worry that I’m a failure that I had previously picked up weed and alcohol (don’t really do much anymore) I really want to succeed but can’t help but feel I’ll be a failure and not have a stable job or living space I cringe and want to forget my shitty past and move on I’m trying to something but I don’t know what that something would be I’m not sure where to go from here and I still go to therapy (not a bad thing just something worth mentioning) I hate being alone and perseverating on stupid paranoid thoughts I wanna live a happy life without these ruining my life I feel as if developed so many shit mindsets honestly making friends and being with them would help but if only I didn’t make it so difficult to utter words I hate the fact I feel like some songs cause bad luck or something shitty happen whenever I play them because when I played them something bad happened numerous bad things happened when I played them and it upsets the hell out of me that I do this I know it’s bullshit but yet I do it,3.6929447976586967,4.901023433242507,5.272963972146535,81.46794631143406,72.1607629427793,8.270824502977092,27.489050358260172,8.735056554316923,2.049343606822081,1428,51,283,26,27,484,169,367,0.267,0.526,0.207,-0.9913,1,1,6,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,4,12,37,7,2,16,0,26,5,2,5,3,75,64,29,0,13,19,0,8,6,1,2,3,1,0,0,21,17,1,2,13,4,1,6,11,17,0,1,3,9,42,20,40,53,4,30,1,3,0,0,16,15,3,7,15,190,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.07676701429770945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407040906425899,0.0,0.08147461879847896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801588544878385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354242234132215,0.0,0.07390962965218521,0.0,0.262732480664963,0.1438628387649948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020559131707097,0.08081201578328241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280868298090124,0.0,0.0,0.050733290789510964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784325076940771,0.16859777825929784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077743039685862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941580433268001,0.13196321181900367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869319262753666,0.0837417972297329,0.0,0.2330002163627768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818519774870055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077041122147153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806421848847035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969891349863516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111287453399992,0.2305944434974577,0.0,0.1389276646312592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753120757987335,0.07975533635668325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360988537069411,0.05782882207229706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330635775473836,0.11965861497729555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509593671618289,0.2726867261891981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908141413110094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158272440677852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074988249543928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665374694125044,0.30280601517380124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282305237336022,0.06576859486281478,0.0,0.08223915408846433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414210819977571,0.0,0.0,0.18968710791323284,0.0,0.0,0.08996183228625758,0.0,0.1567872914137352,0.05040622359729722,0.0,0.062452298407812364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534092909547392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319972704880463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046242544716998,0.07583155858558703,0.0,0.0,0.07988950161683278,0.0,0.11176464247049613,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nsgs10,2020/02/14,"Depression or fear or anxiety Before I start... I am 18 years old... Since 1 of June I have been doing nothing.. I finished my exams and I had the whole summer doing nothing but gaming... I was busy gaming soo oh well all right... 1st September I had a wisdom tooth removal that gave me a boost of fear and then some pills that made me nausea... After that day, my life is a horror movie... Anxious most of time.. Whenever I have to do something like a date or to drive somewhere and take responsibility, I wake up the day like a zombie that was running for hours... Tired and anxious... First it started as a fear to throw up cause of my nasuea but people explained me that my naseua is fake and its just psychological... When to the stomach doctor.. Somehow he fixxed me with some non drug pills... I mean they are super powerless and no harm added to me... Till now.. I have a maximum of 3 weeks normal life... All the other weeks and months been like a grey life... Depressed you could say? Yea somehow... Anxious a lot... Yea... But could all that be because I have been doing nothing and nothing a lnd nothing? Atleast the summer I was gaming, after september tho I have quit gaming to so I am basically on my couch thinking the same thing... That i will be never live my life the same again... Yea its time to go to a specialist and Monday morning I will be calling em to get an appointment... Well... What you think guys? Am I going to be pernamently like that, and never stop thinking about that thing, or I will be cured somehow, atleast to the point I don't ruin my whole life and enjoy life... Losing interest to things as I mentioned before (stop gaming ect ect)
Thank you",2.0141795665634703,4.4221107430340565,3.3125232198142416,88.23398606811146,80.88854489164086,5.53374613003096,22.5030959752322,6.794906146795322,0.6975176470588234,1282,42,251,14,34,416,167,323,0.146,0.7190000000000001,0.135,-0.6428,1,0,2,0,0,0,82.0,0,3,1,4,12,20,0,3,20,3,34,14,3,2,5,46,48,25,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,3,11,1,1,1,17,12,0,2,5,5,0,6,4,9,2,1,10,2,37,11,28,28,11,41,0,4,1,0,16,5,0,11,34,181,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702525302006722,0.2969401131497195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340930499715366,0.0,0.14910786337258572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946473474741559,0.0,0.0,0.09000476360934295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990693362903667,0.0,0.0,0.1130088836511515,0.0,0.15092538238846384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967768892525044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160561111185322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957737789539523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452529407019988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577523350327867,0.0,0.09958727367331664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867526478922541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628314925889652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713104922918643,0.17121709913597752,0.0,0.07736567076527061,0.0,0.0,0.09801880003001663,0.0,0.07448715967614758,0.0,0.08290345349952699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543844560992447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993347571077745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514821454463474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584412041395784,0.4203448892858574,0.0,0.09193722853161944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074122540361537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282451670715582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318936203766368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482275118725856,0.0,0.06967498314646328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247605267154628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745032542757863,0.0,0.0,0.12402872890318298,0.0,0.0,0.14650016525811885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587559370570144,0.0,0.0,0.08066414201516847,0.0,0.0,0.17462258506811895,0.16842050759435265,0.0,0.0,0.10217804934802052,0.10070058060542267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055897368672968,0.0,0.15755285619581338,0.0,0.0,0.19563808922778106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642120244092225
anxiety,lemonadedays,2020/02/14,"Questions about engagement/marriage for people with anxiety... I am hoping to get some feedback from people who are engaged or married (or even provide a space for people who experience similar anxieties).  I have a few questions, mainly looking for a reassurance that I am not the only one experiencing this. I realize these questions are mainly aimed toward people in the role of ""waiting"" for a proposal...but if you are the one who plans to propose/was proposed to, your input is welcomed as well!

* If you are already engaged or married, how did your anxiety impact the process?
* If you were the one ""waiting"", did you often worry about if/when your partner was going to do it?
* Did you ever lose control of your anxious thoughts and put pressure on your partner for a reassurance that they want to marry you, simply because you NEEDED to know the answer in that moment?
* Did you experience ""future telling"" - when you convince yourself that your partner is never going to propose/want to marry you and eventually will leave you after taking years of your life?
* Did you ever feel like your partner was going to change their mind because of your anxiety even AFTER the engagement? After the marriage?
* If you were anxious about it, did you communicate that to your partner? And if so, how did they react?

Thank you for participating!",5.560822784810128,8.000446886075952,6.158926160337554,72.01231329113926,69.59071729957806,7.609198312236288,33.790928270042194,8.395991825355821,3.1738305485232075,1060,52,157,17,20,344,115,237,0.066,0.812,0.122,0.9342,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,25,3,3,13,13,0,1,13,0,22,1,0,4,3,36,37,16,0,8,9,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,5,12,4,0,3,8,0,0,4,2,2,1,3,12,3,32,11,33,24,4,19,0,1,1,0,45,5,0,14,11,142,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215667353262378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664602278967859,0.2705864248508545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600755087941214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668879649430295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431953494341226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819894795831949,0.21665715190198528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429392396665386,0.0,0.0,0.060553583363476965,0.08555561984829975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256896373303412,0.0,0.2041848409454161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894738410392405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581623466568305,0.0,0.0,0.126807142813257,0.0,0.0,0.08458909235362197,0.0585080383344575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056712324305926,0.13397932189235826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209221202684061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887995384983269,0.0923652714280736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434547284065005,0.0910818672725332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321023390612872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039054383138005,0.4024713651217862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004361786966966,0.0,0.10467435869132094,0.11025769592069676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507500910860976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063676811633375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107677429375054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162074555373813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712065890493792
anxiety,hannahbnan1,2020/02/14,"Anyone else have absolutely nothing to do at work? Idk if this is the right place to post this, but it does give me anxiety bc I go absolutely stir crazy. I work four 10 hour days and my hours are 4:30am to 3 pm. For probably 8 out of those 10 hours we literally sit there and do NOTHING. I work in a lab where we basically wait around for tissue specimens to show up or for doctors to order stains which are few and far between. I feel like I'm just stuck there with my thoughts and then I get anxious about doing nothing. When I first started, I was like cool, I can read, listen to podcasts, music, etc. But after awhile it just got ridiculous! I feel completely worthless here and I'm definitely going to start looking for a new job soon. But the past two jobs I've had I was only there for just over a year so I'm worried it will look bad on my resume.",2.3667803030303034,4.0610765113636385,3.803045454545455,88.69498484848486,76.5,6.738787878787877,24.23333333333333,7.554174236665415,1.0035178787878785,670,22,145,9,15,221,120,176,0.149,0.78,0.07,-0.9269,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,4,13,6,1,0,5,1,12,1,0,0,0,22,30,13,0,1,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,10,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,3,6,6,16,3,24,23,2,30,0,1,2,0,4,11,0,2,16,91,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097375104987977,0.14911373306280046,0.0,0.09229208771932018,0.13524171326704684,0.0,0.11750113428434512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020806026532902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839141916831885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085124116434143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509971582734226,0.1155073544462517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026263285690564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720630921263608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334785493490218,0.0942953281349104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227258609692142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896053090058947,0.12661904497581794,0.15002853591041362,0.0,0.10556630299342484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899574939519727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619639893466877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289695447957701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168058398975427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274789894072946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799505257500348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003860947630614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600158911988069,0.0,0.0,0.13790386423425793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641214089963732,0.0,0.14231002782203492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202802268957506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272070616409832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868496638357108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047871454525394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893730148075316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882759073379171,0.1340445914638545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499871604362108
anxiety,kingshez123,2020/02/14,When you've to thing what to say to the people after you've been avoiding them for weeks. I've been avoiding meeting people too much lately because I'm having severe anxiety issues. I've to attend a important party where I've to meet people that I've been avoiding for weeks. My head is just overthinking with lots of scenarios and awkward moments that I'm going to face in that party.,7.529736842105263,6.935039342105262,7.812105263157897,72.89473684210529,63.47368421052632,9.705263157894738,33.473684210526315,8.841846274778883,2.9170631578947366,314,11,53,4,4,103,48,76,0.16699999999999998,0.741,0.092,-0.5994,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,4,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,12,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616904110197253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631797979304238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573566754462836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631722238881115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676473793158477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892653786133089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180084972406528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885063172203789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333309792602429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039242526775035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28969408114407075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036138631362555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41138701972744135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zopiclown,2020/02/14,"My job is causing me unnecessary anxiety Long story short, I love my job for the most part and I work with some of the best people (2 colleagues only, just perfect for me), but my some of my duties are causing me unnecessary anxiety.
Ok so I work at a warehouse and put together orders for underwear and socks for, mostly for international clients. 
Every client has a specific routine for invoicing them, that I can dealing with easily.. I’ve only made one minor mistake where I forgot to cross off one thing on the invoice.

BUT the part that causes me anxiety is the fact that we’re out of a lot of things and instead of telling the stores to change their assortments or that we simply don’t have some things in case they’re not interested in an assortment change... they bloody replace things and not in a “legal” way. The easiest way to explain how we do it is; men’s socks article 1234 size 39 is out of stock so we replace it with article 5678 size 44... we take article 5678 size 42 and put new Stickers with EAN codes for article 1234-39 on them.. 
idk if I’ve made it too difficult or if it makes any sense. Relabelling is done so stores won’t found out we’re replacing things with different models.

so now, if someone who’s previously bought our socks from the online store and liked the article 1234-39 socks goes to the store and buys them, they’ll end up with socks from a different colour, assortment and on top of that socks that are size 44 for a man who wears size 39.

It’s just such fuckery that I have no words for it and they’re doing this to not lose sales.
I just needed to vent, cause this is getting out of hands, there are some orders that literally consist of replacements only so I have to relabel 250+ items in a day and it consumes my very last nerves.",6.1966193181818205,6.020800423295455,6.593886363636365,79.13520454545456,66.07386363636364,10.449090909090913,31.80454545454545,10.125756701596842,2.920901818181819,1407,50,284,30,20,457,175,352,0.075,0.86,0.065,-0.1711,4,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,5,0,6,6,15,9,0,0,18,1,20,3,2,8,2,62,31,24,0,5,13,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,24,25,0,2,2,0,7,3,6,3,0,2,6,2,28,6,47,23,11,30,0,1,1,1,19,17,0,12,7,186,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306032134579192,0.0,0.2465652683538078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274769633166515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414664163632856,0.22730657409903496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928748113159668,0.1107620368345333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22449598988784172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994456555694254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515661206006226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051965845338107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779828213313792,0.0,0.0,0.05613099652313104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322776352173886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875748677321149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052487915739489216,0.0,0.0,0.09507768377072147,0.0,0.12019366156356726,0.0,0.09133844179080547,0.0969653932278711,0.2033175192783757,0.07171451856673675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966260409829426,0.0,0.1037625815483962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456031414342708,0.2451302852165805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268593756104966,0.0,0.07448275521515034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600617283834808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103037003262818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077867524125408,0.0,0.09390400149238004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568792905817614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864614235347658,0.0,0.17055575912693402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642971171256606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soyboo,2020/02/14,"Self-help and counselling doesn’t seem to be enough I am considering asking to try medication. I do everything I should be doing to manage my anxiety but still freak out over doing certain tasks or interruptions to my routines/plans or social interaction. 
I’m on a CBT waitlist and use my uni’s counselling service, exercise regularly, sleep the best I can, spend time in nature, try mindfulness etc etc.
I get by, but I’m increasingly isolate myself and avoid, if I had to do a “danger” task, like I get anxious thinking about having to do something that triggers my anxiety. 
I’m just scared about other effects of medication.",10.71208695652174,8.681878643478264,10.618260869565216,59.90043478260871,58.21739130434782,13.373913043478264,43.8695652173913,11.979248473330829,5.393295652173912,504,24,81,12,5,168,80,115,0.213,0.6940000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9194,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,2,3,0,13,4,1,3,1,19,22,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,12,3,14,18,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,3,58,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849368365227071,0.2103912895145256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741035500574547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954409807945972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242939473877016,0.4154000383972258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737501443428068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194599044954107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482865271407075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098447299369708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752221084302508,0.0,0.0,0.18804314243128348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864526154763144,0.0,0.0,0.16954034156585152,0.19428256631222485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636838870835834,0.18984200074102586,0.0,0.14337194925625427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487266273727527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933115872290588,0.0,0.0,0.1085944805555947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25288117701956103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084628872402396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PineappleOkra,2020/02/14,"Too anxious to sleep I got a lot of comfort from browsing through and reading some of the posts here today. And I was fine, when it was daytime (I'm in Asia right now so maybe it's backwards for some of you).

But now it's nighttime and my worries are starting to get the better of me. A little background, I was having erratic heartbeats. I went to the doctor last week and am on medication for it. It mostly seems to be working, except I find myself with really high blood pressure (I was asked by the doctor to take a look at it daily). Now, I am plagued by thoughts: I am slowly having a reaction to the medication and the high blood pressure is going to give me a heart attack.

I'm pretty sure I'm not having a heart attack. Mainly because I'm okay during the day. But I've worked myself up so much that I think I'm feeling symptoms! In the meantime, being anxious about all this is probably not helping my blood pressure either. It's a vicious cycle!

I'm mostly writing this so I can get it off my chest, but any advice is welcome. I do see the doctor again next week, but in the meantime, I'd like to get a good night's sleep.",3.8073275862068985,4.6136421465517286,5.171034482758621,83.81491379310347,71.5,6.834482758620689,28.724137931034484,6.6274283507984215,1.4281068965517243,886,33,175,6,16,297,125,232,0.078,0.818,0.10400000000000001,0.8336,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,11,14,3,3,18,1,18,14,8,0,2,27,40,13,0,0,8,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,7,3,19,8,28,31,9,28,0,0,2,0,6,12,0,6,14,124,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399956748336043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933333326844098,0.0,0.0,0.2635869584318623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090620845514272,0.2654369659235206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711153308330281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317698269337712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523655427037587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582217658477546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898719741659909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662584265720487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182851333192873,0.11191165380678526,0.06630101172833695,0.0978495302907324,0.09330428575352663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764871803632538,0.07819526409570647,0.2465170458397048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509410908348916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056994566068474924,0.11692475298354887,0.0,0.0,0.09796567639522703,0.0,0.0,0.09918082632725003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720143732992926,0.0,0.0,0.2350469321371117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575909905560118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407006677081528,0.10947824252374913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117287826016742,0.11868595715772767,0.1257800559931183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669235359382132,0.0,0.0747358851987601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962767171006648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296354035004517,0.10620359585218593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334900691033201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257310303157729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995140785241136,0.1212552227028419,0.08771439060015414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475151952939793,0.0,0.0926156309860454,0.0,0.0,0.1105807819981062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871564873539429,0.0,0.0,0.10814571510575093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986087966466265,0.11847468852288222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rocket_redditt,2020/02/14,"Chronic Stress keeps me waking up multiple times in the night. Not able to buy a home is the source of issue I have moved to a new city with wife and kids. My expectation of buying a home under good school district with a decent budget . Things are not easy after the move , struggling to find home even after 6 months. Constantly looking for a home every day and not able to close to buy a home is making so worry and giving anxiety.

    Anxiety and worry wakes me up odd times in the night with a squeezing in the heart.  I’m physically healthy but looks like mentally horrible. 

  How do I stop overthinking or worrying about home?",5.5772499999999985,6.579093558333334,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.58333333333334,9.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.467833333333333,497,16,92,10,8,160,79,120,0.19699999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.069,-0.9241,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,12,0,5,4,3,2,0,19,11,8,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,8,0,2,1,0,4,2,3,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,20,11,0,20,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,1,12,55,6,1,0.2230789142518053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706547588087919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053452803500934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193372241714642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367075947798486,0.0,0.09397680328591222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194504310543286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699881086062477,0.0,0.09355400468350744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321747937357421,0.0,0.0,0.6712990192123651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641821437871105,0.0,0.09914139442198623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449254467611472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873301041112937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445345374961904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240553842261436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902973052940262,0.23709758196203606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772550273854717,0.0,0.2093444492452316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288388541882913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325198056353176,0.1277680712852335,0.11660525840053733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410185911183224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300791088533349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33982119889634005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TotesSewiousComment,2020/02/14,"Too anxious for my dream job I recently got a job performing music on a streaming service. I get money hourly, tips/donations, and bonuses! However, my anxiety has caused me to miss shows and deadlines and I am also extremely nervous while performing. 

This is like a dream come true, but I can’t get over my anxiety. I’m afraid I’m going to lose this one in a lifetime opportunity.",4.203059360730592,6.172773712328769,5.965958904109591,73.95980593607307,72.15068493150685,9.798173515981736,34.08447488584475,10.125756701596842,4.0135132420091315,303,16,53,9,6,104,53,73,0.156,0.6679999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.3602,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,2,8,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,8,4,6,11,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029023367807453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38319757351002776,0.2829449242628448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257288152341012,0.0,0.21574637908137392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170670926165074,0.0,0.14234038628943516,0.0,0.20031320383216045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466495234334554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970795083915873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236055437323183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28019712449739986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971602752152673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472959008488367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fumaxin,2020/02/14,"I have anxiety talking with girls😔 I m 17 and alone..no bros or sis. I m becoming introvert. I have friends though but none is girl. I can't make eye contact with girls. When I talk to them I feel like what they would be thinking about me, what if I said something wrong (by wrong i don't mean any bad thing). When I talk to them my voice throttles, can't speak clearly, way too many things going on my head. I want to talk but just can't
Any solutions?",-0.2581249999999997,1.937742770833335,1.1737500000000018,100.89625000000002,90.04166666666666,4.866666666666667,19.458333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.14031666666666665,350,11,85,4,12,111,66,96,0.154,0.732,0.113,-0.5844,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,1,1,15,16,8,0,3,5,2,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,5,17,2,8,13,1,5,0,0,1,0,15,1,0,2,3,49,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24337694895427814,0.0,0.13689214068747702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494112790093612,0.0,0.1976302683109496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047977403167093,0.12783806871589265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825216566317086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016983484888026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364880051995786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874233000508277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944692004494313,0.18142175314927428,0.0,0.1949231451542053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021730677625946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776030707536055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.575315612964633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377657017840615,0.11466048382967765,0.17581217569303434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554617022629056,0.14203790620640627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711712032921627,0.3912956906279587,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zelordschips,2020/02/14,"trouble sleeping in same bed as partner I have had trouble sleeping for weeks. I have been in a particularly bad low point in my anxiety lately due to work stress, the potential of getting laid off, and going through an interview process with a prospective employer, as well as general overwhelm. I have had many late nights and weekends working lately, and a general sensory overload. My brain is exhausted and doesn’t let me sleep: on top of this, My husband moves a lot on his sleep and every move wakes me up. He also stays up later, so when I fall asleep, he wakes me and then I can never go back to sleep after.

I love him but I can’t sleep next to him out -  I spend all night anticipating him waking me up. 

Tonight I was looking forward to sleep seeing I have a day off tomorrow finally, and he has been up all night going to the bathroom and tossing. I have moved to the couch but am now angry I have to sleep here and now won’t be rested tomorrow because I can’t go back to sleep. What do I do? I have tried meditation to help go back to sleep but nothing works.",4.213193146417447,5.2325861448598125,5.302971962616823,82.45339875389408,70.72897196261681,8.32348909657321,30.621806853582555,8.648137234880735,2.315153021806854,841,35,169,14,15,278,122,214,0.099,0.857,0.044000000000000004,-0.8039,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,10,9,0,2,9,0,24,17,15,0,3,21,33,19,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,11,0,0,0,1,1,10,5,7,1,0,5,2,26,2,31,25,5,51,0,2,2,1,12,16,0,1,26,121,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061827909543235776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059144933023159686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834888398729035,0.06455388925568684,0.04712984471575804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630789789894969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986107887252773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651403075410702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469361432941347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040393329344990764,0.0,0.21969639672989769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051821887224164594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164038955223884,0.0,0.0,0.07905871581858014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492421622591862,0.0,0.0,0.0657295253896638,0.06977882642981184,0.0,0.0,0.07838417446809377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465173670452948,0.0,0.0,0.059629257162586526,0.0,0.0822242252449249,0.21766161428734068,0.0,0.07418478619094833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730866393276226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616091800404014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7736974974740848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240634598043389,0.0,0.0,0.08856282791539838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524910729695976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620165587589553,0.0,0.06951449421995441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688563518182976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sk1n1m1n,2020/02/14,"Valium after events Hi All

I have always been against the idea of taking antidepressants to control ordinary feelings and behaviour., however, there are some instances when I would take Val or Xanax.

Once the anxiety situation is over and done with for day or after a busy day with lots on my mind and I just wanna be cozy with a tv show and not be thinking about the situation at uni. So I am not wide awake thinking about it at 3am

As better alternative than mindfulness, again mindfulness is not something I personally believe in for anxiety disorders.

I would use mindfulness is small instances that have very little do with the big problems of life.",5.9606666666666674,7.8514944000000035,6.4250000000000025,72.74666666666668,67.5,10.333333333333336,33.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.9418333333333337,528,24,89,15,9,171,84,120,0.053,0.922,0.025,-0.29600000000000004,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,6,0,14,2,0,2,1,31,20,9,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,22,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,4,7,68,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223603370232026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249911323939072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567899802656366,0.0,0.13005691820578527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493306486756326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896747536009404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685361128419932,0.0,0.0,0.150486841498599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435469529476342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660055628839058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386827397910443,0.0,0.14738629331897668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501967280395512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939286765563797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660723554837291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840149110751556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071039102443153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305887116741953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320901014536178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211319429190249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845195909798806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127007055609293,0.0,0.12133458262564847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892525097417292,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gabrielle_hah,2020/02/14,"I'm finally able to go to school!! After one whole semester of having massive panic attacks just by thinking about school and not going there, I finally felt like I could do it and I survived!!! I still get panic attacks at school and there are days where I'm not able to go there at all, but I'm still making progress! Thankfully teachers and classmates are really understanding and supportive, which I'm SO thankful for. I think I'm able to handle this semester much better!
For everyone that is going through something similar, please keep trying! You'll get there, don't be too hard on yourself, take your time!!",5.9081086956521744,7.296486886956522,6.02320652173913,77.48263586956524,67.08695652173913,9.228260869565217,32.63586956521739,9.516144504307137,3.16258695652174,492,21,85,10,8,156,75,115,0.064,0.6990000000000001,0.237,0.9758,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,11,9,2,2,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,30,7,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,1,2,7,5,14,26,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,55,11,3,0.3819738918054096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897002969800645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260828884093918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016583570360538,0.0,0.0,0.0821138534342826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166414091719588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222516125461542,0.2789558184909989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330437287182241,0.0,0.2894460870730737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114057859913048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317198189227708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220438309652941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499017961866351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359825365208843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627846488312163,0.0,0.0,0.29877604077402264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976420953180824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815674186970139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38657797111989617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802072115590572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336322894106068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448648194178956,0.0,0.0,0.09573227646676608,0.0,0.0,0.2344468265090489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316896429276706,0.0,0.0,0.07424401602146752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644506637036713,0.0,0.0,0.13254943080074796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421534030422167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katydidit_00,2020/02/14,"New Panic Attacks I’m a 30 year old female who just started having panic attacks about 1 month ago. There was no obvious trigger, I was just watching Netflix when it happened. It was the scariest experience of my life, I really thought I was dying. I even called my best friend and wanted him to take me to a hospital. After the first one I was so scared all the time that it was going to happen again and 3 days later, I had another one with suicidal thoughts. I decided I needed to see my doctor urgently. We had a lengthy and honest discussion and she has put me on Zoloft and Klonopin, which seems to be helping but I still feel like I’m tip toeing around my normal life in fear of having another panic attack/feeling extreme anxiety. Does anyone have any tips? Please.",3.5874307692307723,5.6639561533333325,4.879333333333332,80.63146153846156,74.13333333333333,7.548717948717949,28.205128205128197,8.384062270229773,2.258697435897436,613,25,109,11,13,203,106,150,0.163,0.743,0.09300000000000001,-0.877,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,10,11,2,5,6,0,13,5,1,1,2,22,27,8,2,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,7,0,3,10,3,18,4,13,16,2,19,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,15,76,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888089121183846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083528234082522,0.25759476395881425,0.09396418864260822,0.0,0.0,0.08588520333759231,0.0,0.0,0.10934424672567213,0.0,0.4192086751629176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890192375260967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254225957214989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921483010670707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747757085007122,0.0,0.0,0.12572114090613715,0.1074888743851329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112768948669896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015076558660112,0.0,0.1382172733852287,0.12421251523653395,0.08774937950565438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447866252084888,0.0,0.0,0.09489772392617504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980680376574569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723534377725925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232998733874014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351613792613607,0.06000826209949683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804129052900903,0.0,0.0,0.09107647653576677,0.0,0.11862944264315665,0.0,0.0,0.12034677619226415,0.0,0.0,0.12888883959061267,0.0,0.16646482053247666,0.0,0.0,0.4323416631910419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482984478278162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234775171786898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868768720612714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297370145139455,0.0,0.0978791642754222,0.11181931288239284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693931283088432,0.0,0.09809175283321814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343554759701628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235245575355136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502571708480795,0.07162283670303034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244798861236065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790981349673432
anxiety,smallsoraka,2020/02/14,"feet tingly/pain due to anxiety?? i think??? hello im really looking for someone that is experiencing what i am, because this is pretty much my last hope of finding out wtf is going on...

i have severe anxiety. its generalized, not so much panic attacks, just anxiety 24/7. i take ativan (.5) to sleep at night. before i was prescribed, i would go days without sleep due to anxiety. before meds, my body would jerk itself awake almost anytime id start to doze off. its super scary

i have been off my ativan for 5 days now and ive been experiencing feet pain at night... its so painful i cant sleep. im 99% sure its anxiety related. how do i know? well i hav a specific fear of heights. i see a picture of someone looking off a high building and my feet will tingle, and then a shockwave of this tingly feeling will turn into pain. only for a second, maybe a few seconds, then its over.

now, and only at night or later in the day, i get that tingly/painful sensation that i used to only experience for a few seconds, except now IT DOESNT STOP. its a tingly, achey, painful sensation. ive found out that holding my feet helps to some degree, distracting myself also helps, like playing phone games. but i need sleep, so the pain is too much to ignore, trying to think “happy thoughts” doesnt help at all.

PLEASE tell me if this is happening to you too, ive googled non stop. ive had blood tests done and i dont have diabetes. all tests come up fine. wtf is going on. how can anxiety cause something like this, im miserable. i dont get my meds refilled for another 5 days",2.0453548387096774,4.304657729032261,3.6880645161290353,86.43209677419355,79.7741935483871,6.580645161290324,24.51612903225807,7.717688229018142,1.37541935483871,1216,45,242,20,31,404,163,310,0.172,0.7170000000000001,0.111,-0.9555,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,0,1,13,21,2,4,10,0,30,17,10,4,3,41,52,16,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,4,7,0,0,0,17,9,0,4,7,2,0,4,7,12,1,3,7,6,29,9,35,41,8,40,0,1,3,0,8,17,0,5,21,152,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157158159531904,0.0,0.0,0.05715828701061292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494744870732539,0.3280676718914971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131278290646722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043570310090220984,0.0,0.12163940055726415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939227227585137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734241994024281,0.0,0.06156912012422101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438105883957046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314342749934835,0.16753561822734886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991596570175186,0.0,0.08042890195673434,0.036139752887160564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532657549063835,0.0,0.0,0.07836831284116963,0.0,0.0,0.07468515526634972,0.0,0.12186214729485847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320483590174011,0.07608614088532101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372394240431546,0.07551693849937627,0.0,0.07099049848605282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161480408702995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928062262646877,0.058261415253047816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698378503755124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004148328466792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180593702747715,0.0,0.1587845445517027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762637233665888,0.05299757998729878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012224756188649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630791767997609,0.5323787966866759,0.08386015338735979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845775062174662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271545946764023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457885192241112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695607729993276,0.0,0.0,0.08074605981640637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861052488866164,0.0,0.12112055265290825,0.055024711419153216,0.0,0.0,0.050590156328523934,0.0,0.0,0.11951208930550646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736405327613293,0.0,0.05374007479198212,0.0,0.0624720329764665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159619585425467,0.0,0.05674292327681006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852662553944508,0.07774394265394867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173118706827607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426433371879132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889905448611364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015471438913471,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CosmicRave,2020/02/14,"I went to a therapist and was terrified the entire time. At the advice of a doctor and many friends I used to have, I finally decided to talk to a therapist a little to see if it does anything for me. Or more precisely a supervised student that I wasn’t charged as much for. Either way, baby steps.

It made me realize how much of a wall I’ve really put up out of fear with people though. I answered all of their questions with as little detail as possible and started shaking a bit halfway through. Giving that level of vulnerability to someone was terrifying. I just wanted to leave and forget the stupid decision to try this out.

At the end they recommended me to a site to find an actual personal therapist but I’m not sure if I can bring myself to. Aside from freaking the fuck out over something so little I realized even in a “safe space” I have no idea if I can let myself expose that much.

I insisted to myself that my issues aren’t anything big and that people who have it worse should go instead. I’ve managed to get this far by myself. I overcame a lot by myself. I could probably be fine by myself.

But at the same time at least just for once I’d like to break down and cry and maybe have it be ok and with someone who I don’t have to worry about my image with.

Sorry this probably seems like it has a lot of contradictions but my mind is a mess right now.",3.841895306859208,4.966754227436828,5.488034296028882,80.38447021660652,71.7075812274368,8.716895306859206,27.568411552346568,9.120678840339163,2.230539494584837,1079,38,214,22,20,368,155,277,0.17800000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.071,-0.9794,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,9,13,2,2,19,1,19,2,0,3,3,50,32,21,0,6,11,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,15,15,0,1,9,0,0,6,5,6,0,0,5,1,28,7,48,22,11,35,0,0,1,1,9,21,1,8,8,164,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.10639732855948096,0.0,0.0,0.10654263015480274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794444228465731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903227124181336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705140014422345,0.0,0.11976408357139998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159659039258617,0.09541268715874544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965680151712338,0.0,0.0,0.07201313532386266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268880422161765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119436784569551,0.09965123526305418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423613045386473,0.1007962662148906,0.05696355520098625,0.10459129104405594,0.061964131333151776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308134007486357,0.0,0.1137987538831043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544678461261824,0.0,0.11149032762780316,0.0,0.10653287740505377,0.32782942044634245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538642437172928,0.0,0.10316660535296786,0.0,0.11053907468389244,0.10953505935780466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008898760605422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044827997501814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611314754670972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511750298775239,0.09520059038127494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291468454389727,0.0,0.0,0.2351050671921402,0.0,0.0,0.10960503387072827,0.1221382959223012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984726303619987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931108285278279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688261118921907,0.099256608457231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476114195417714,0.08393644426834353,0.0,0.12204990200284382,0.07717183293973345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275926865713074,0.0,0.0,0.08763399978830118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797759020751111,0.0,0.0,0.10712119622876484,0.0,0.12715227228602066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402405746565366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416671545089554,0.0,0.0,0.06430858367708055,0.08654275713659895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010716898467222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072502467030247,0.11111065111096484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ben10jimjams,2020/02/14,"Loneliness is overrated (not asking for advice) ""Oh just don't worry about it!!! Be urself, people are annoying lol so just make the most of it""

Ok I know this is just my opinion but none of this stuff works for me. I miss when I had friends, now I spend 95% of my time in public being silent and the other 5 percent isn't actual conversations. It seriously sucks when you constantly have to have all your conversations in your own head",2.833323529411764,5.07226425882353,4.379632352941177,82.58709558823529,77.0,8.014705882352942,22.389705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.6710294117647058,342,10,67,8,8,114,64,85,0.131,0.764,0.105,-0.3272,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,8,6,2,0,2,2,10,1,1,1,1,11,15,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,10,2,9,12,5,7,0,1,0,0,8,2,1,2,5,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.3079897418949405,0.0,0.0,0.3084103483278837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950526587811863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410621869262624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383943119596785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239068179786025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345095094092064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067206363211466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188041704774061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612978344351816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840346748031065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976777114661345,0.32051718056485523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rhaifa,2020/02/14,"Being anxious about all the shit I need to do results in me freezing up and not sleeping and then I do even less. Coping tips? I think it's mainly that I lose perspective. I have autism (only recently been diagnosed) and I've always had issues with keeping overview. I'm 28F.

I just have a lot of appointments I need to make and calls (even worse), there's a lot of stuff that needs to happen and it just combined with worry about finances/future into a big suffocating ball of anxiety. So I hardly slept last night and I had to cancel an appointment this morning..

Do you guys have any tips on how to handle/plan those kinds of tasks? Or even just how to handle that feeling of dread when you're lying in bed and it's keeping you up?",2.4036734693877584,4.580771918367346,3.596156462585036,87.9815816326531,78.1156462585034,6.104761904761905,22.744897959183675,7.1686216300943375,0.854273469387755,580,18,114,7,14,188,93,147,0.138,0.823,0.039,-0.903,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,13,4,1,1,5,0,10,4,3,4,1,29,21,13,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,9,10,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,12,1,21,16,5,12,0,1,0,0,4,7,1,3,5,83,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393574431335354,0.0,0.0,0.1138926879184503,0.0,0.12812235443658554,0.1892056337433379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171016623412845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699894876868618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318584687588991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468332527791643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583232439623752,0.14810271931067753,0.0,0.1500299012156619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480644348413185,0.0,0.2977292626150111,0.0,0.17440548171948453,0.0,0.13651920627211706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873681765160161,0.0,0.2847723758728557,0.0,0.0,0.11179473525288153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725546756520254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716938638424618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737669622062572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653670860650178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191663557905,0.0,0.0,0.16760175374491995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172544784416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731493477507033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008488324213575,0.1706772446196151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theironthroneismine,2020/02/14,"Panic attacks while sleeping I haven’t had a panic attack in months - outside of when I sleep. Tonight is the second time in a couple of weeks that I’ve woken up in the middle of the night panicking and feeling like I’m unable to breathe. 

This is a new problem for me. Does anyone have tips for reducing the occurrence of these? I think I may start meditating before bed again. For reference, I’m a 20 year old woman and am medicated with 40mg of Prozac.",4.786300366300363,5.509335340659341,6.015109890109893,78.95072344322345,69.21978021978022,8.704029304029303,29.452380952380953,8.841846274778883,2.310097435897436,360,13,69,6,6,121,66,91,0.19699999999999998,0.759,0.043,-0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,8,0,7,5,3,0,0,8,13,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,5,1,14,10,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,13,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353481210587329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404259353173639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471317561317778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418069456505587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939375605318036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978744294471819,0.13828591164272785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456815851318867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500065593688154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450512944721076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695038889158774,0.0,0.18165162939029386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311836714711676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454223618615665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852196311774277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874180889400882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700931220415574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403136010308045,0.0,0.0,0.11287178694270493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526957729264154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465225127311305
anxiety,purplebridge03,2020/02/14,"How do you get over needle/Injection fears and anxiety??? So I think I have IBS, or maybe celiac or something because i find it really hard to gain weight and other symptoms and I haven't been to the GP in months because I'm scared of doing a blood test and that's like really bad because I should actually be going.

But when I see a needle for a blood test or an injection, anxiety just comes in and my stomach gets those butterfly feelings and then I start getting nervous and uncomfortable. I'm just so scared of the immense pain that's gonna creep in when the needle enters my vain.

However, strangely I had 2 injections like last year and I remember the anxiety was in and I was nervous but I looked away and I felt them but I wasn't sensitive to it like I didn't react. The pain was there but I didn't move or start being sad. I got through it successfully.

But I'm scared of the blood test because the needle goes sideways into the vein, so wouldn't that hurt a lot more compared to an injection? And also recently I stapled my own finger and that hurt like a lot so now my fears are back..

Man I'm sweating just writing this...",3.3688454106280186,4.866217778260872,4.733333333333333,83.88555555555558,73.3913043478261,8.067632850241546,27.560386473429947,8.680891452615391,2.0356183574879227,899,34,181,17,18,299,119,230,0.17600000000000002,0.718,0.106,-0.8591,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,14,19,0,7,15,0,17,11,7,2,0,38,35,30,0,2,12,0,5,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,10,14,1,0,5,0,0,4,5,14,0,0,10,7,23,5,16,20,4,22,0,3,2,0,4,7,0,6,15,121,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.11964282299026385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804555897691354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813728328394807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518953574850957,0.0942741239494468,0.1023683673435799,0.29895055509973484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561161143921508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759248767823714,0.0619917506004207,0.0,0.1177180877142189,0.0,0.11205690276963558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921649907214823,0.0,0.06967809903886091,0.0,0.09805680326754013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982818858664334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624980520951267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993779247111652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395904928551056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029556250249222,0.0,0.0,0.2084653388971606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317117257927697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786052910117868,0.13030756513270675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609164301877794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570852170996506,0.0,0.12105565202142846,0.0,0.13888527655277386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682409143523999,0.0,0.09769870176423126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438576400360857,0.0,0.0,0.1735580408502652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743144027856118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855903922577114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149297400457886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789522995571985
anxiety,LurkingCrows,2020/02/14,"I can't get a job. I live in a small tourist town that's basically an entryway to a national park. Super active an packed during the summer, quiet and almost lifeless in the winter

All my jobs are limited to working with people. I can't do that, I'm terrified of it. I've had one job before as a housekeeper and I just couldn't do it. I got super panicky when asked to do things, I was super scared of asking for help, so I quit.

For me to have any real opportunities I'd have to live in a bigger city and be able to drive. I'm 45 minutes away from the nearest town, I wouldn't be able to do that drive every day, especially on a road that kills a few people every year.

I feel helpless, useless even. I don't have anxiety attacks anymore thanks to medication, but the feeling is still there. I'm scared.",2.761340396130816,4.0774683952095865,4.894251497005988,82.853638876094,74.62874251497007,7.533671119299862,25.421004145555052,8.139509932561175,1.517008659603869,630,21,130,10,13,219,102,167,0.11199999999999999,0.765,0.12300000000000001,-0.0356,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,7,6,11,2,2,13,0,18,1,0,0,1,14,28,7,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,3,3,12,5,20,21,2,20,0,2,0,0,3,12,0,1,6,83,19,4,0.29677071761526336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858650262517195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009071323399577,0.0,0.1135143933392508,0.0,0.14715840360183818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774405598681782,0.16880976724960373,0.13941292914708825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126265011247204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569628081646868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980071300367919,0.0,0.2500421292069554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005619178862328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752522559715679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186773266989612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945957817963312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44174871714030417,0.0,0.16416641440070046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620539807458707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494826380671921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054975937132106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574344867626948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782609420676216,0.0,0.16889502401235984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29711926040315617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850073922095665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661330218837922,0.0,0.0,0.09858063895909262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080263084730498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555530606702543
anxiety,poiuytre7,2020/02/14,"anxious I'm going to a friend's house a few hours later.Im kinda stressed out because two of my other friends were supposed to come but they can't make it.So it's gonna be me and my friend there with her family....it's her relative's death anniversary and she said she would be miserably alone there(she's an only child) so she wanted us to come.But now I'm the only one who can come,and I'm worried,we're close but then I'm worried things would get a little awkward and not fun because we're not going there to party or anything,,and I am literally boring and dont talk much.I do get a little crazy when I'm with my friends but yknow how it gets awkward when it's just the two of you??WELL,I DON'T KNOW.IM JUST IRRATIONALLY PANICKING AND GETTING SO ANXIOUS EXPECTING BAD THINGS TO HAPPEN AND IM WORRIED AND SCARED.",2.6175,4.5868909880952415,3.598238095238095,89.21342857142858,76.61904761904762,6.3847619047619055,26.080952380952386,7.3011,1.2214495238095235,658,25,135,8,15,211,98,168,0.292,0.616,0.091,-0.9905,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,0,10,12,0,5,7,0,11,0,0,2,0,27,28,17,1,4,8,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,7,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,3,2,1,12,5,10,21,1,12,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,2,5,75,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250048893480148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267241277982034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875731183265173,0.14420252055714958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056584503993908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862110678956552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655256102876074,0.0,0.2471817991496667,0.0,0.1344403927356127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459297431621416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648014896846827,0.1364771007145951,0.0,0.0,0.3832820845036439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500257606684234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709155112190186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895158122292216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694804692369157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014833312004163,0.17991172043696047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250960272928234,0.0,0.11841705841995633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548721717726675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506749384727113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715748978178984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310811252559768,0.0,0.14227404701617488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976351527736299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634625832345693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023439822469805,0.0,0.16804280339283595,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ihatemyselflol123,2020/02/14,"I'm not confident enough to be on social media I always hated the idea of being on social media just because firstly I don't like taking pictures of myself so I wouldn't even have a profile picture. Secondly I hardly have any friends so I would only have about 1 or 2 followers while others have hundreds of them and I know that it shouldn't affect me that everyone has way more than me but it does and I get really self conscious that everyone is looking down on me for such few followers. I tried dipping my toes into social media long time ago but I quickly had my accounts deleted just because I felt like I wasn't good enough for it.

Please tell me I'm not the only one, it just feels like everyone I've met is social media with a thriving social life.",3.631078431372547,5.205877026143796,5.038709150326799,81.64669117647061,72.85620915032679,7.191503267973857,27.12908496732026,7.793537801064563,1.7611790849673206,607,22,111,8,12,203,94,153,0.10099999999999999,0.865,0.034,-0.8196,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,1,0,4,0,15,2,1,1,0,21,27,8,0,3,8,0,3,3,1,3,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,6,1,0,3,4,4,19,5,14,18,4,14,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,9,83,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140668843994576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045748438474808,0.0,0.0,0.08546590542012943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322528093785798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099823798841476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25971962850829233,0.0,0.08300967346889816,0.0,0.0,0.3602744871043544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354698621255386,0.08978497213404589,0.1206713736019726,0.0,0.0,0.1069023377245914,0.0,0.0,0.09709914242467063,0.0,0.06566199479575435,0.0,0.0,0.10541342909334893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125835343939751,0.1240818126392178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187608696358614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906979115929594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877066536693576,0.18420096543481532,0.0,0.0,0.1112217983582888,0.10553855344616124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516321914187598,0.19116880760098376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137957600667475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051306850140624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111041589240724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6405686352475469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449482962792924,0.0,0.10984882576870426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073284329003472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532766711840026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997579952421089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927862585192486,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YukimoTheVixen,2020/02/14,"I'm scared to see them Im scared to go out again to see this group to feel left out, out of place, not able to be myself, just being reminded that I am never the one even if I talk to them first. 
Just putting a fake smile but end up leaving before having the urge to throw up from anxiety and negative thoughts. How life can be weird and unfair.",5.051027397260274,4.244823383561645,5.428869863013703,88.64549657534248,68.58904109589042,8.943835616438355,26.46917808219178,8.07648339933343,1.21557808219178,269,6,63,3,4,86,54,73,0.23800000000000002,0.741,0.022000000000000002,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,14,12,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,4,0,2,1,3,5,0,14,8,0,14,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,1,4,44,7,0,0.2248388709810885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720011208894802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913213190395688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914050397670344,0.0,0.0,0.1485039537771141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368528882022196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124782879752344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778111179236767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242864563203547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380719001988471,0.2442880911906105,0.0,0.15881034384931514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340959817734236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523566378525023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349087656609476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260251662488592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502058666204866,0.0,0.3583349403703397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807169677495366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784969488133841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pr0xyd0t,2020/02/14,"Do any of you have trouble with jobs or working in general? You might even be just studying, it doesn't need to be work related. But Id like to know about it more about it if you ever had any problems with that; I wrote this post because I just applied for a job in my area PS. I'm studying nursing. So I've applied for an intern position in a vaccine clinic. I really want this job because it has a really good salary for a four hour per day only 5 days a week, and the work schedule adapts itself to your schedule in the University,  so let's say if I have classes on Monday morning, then I'll go to work on Monday afternoon.  That's really good for me and would help not only with my finances but just like feeling better in general because I would be learning about something I want to and i would fill up the needed hours to complete my degree, all while also making some extra money. I would also take off the load from my parents shoulders because they would not have to pay everything for me. 

One of the biggest problems is I have acid reflux. I have always struggled with nausea and I have a little bit of emetophobia. I'm more afraid of nausea than vomiting itself, but I'm a bit afraid of vomiting as well because l feel more nauseous afterwards and that's what usually happens.

 So I have refrained from going to parties and other places (even my boyfriend's house) sometimes because I'm afraid i'll feel sick. 

 I really want this job, but I'm afraid that I might not handle it as I have not handled it in my past job-- only for 3 weeks, on an ice cream shop. I'm a bit afraid because I would be a disappointment to my parents to my boyfriend if I again get the job and then quit, because I can't hold a job due to feeling sick and it might just come across as me being lazy. I just don't know.

 I also have problem with sleeping. My body is a lot more prone to sleeping during the day and being awake during the night. That's kind of my natural sleeping schedule. When I'm having classes it's a lot of trouble because I sometimes pull all-nighters not intentionally and these aggravate my anxiety, which also aggravates my nausea and then i get even more anxiety. So I was wondering if I had to pull an all-nighter if I cant manage to sleep during my class days and then I feel really bad during class and then I had to go to work after- it would be hell.

But I really wanted to live like a normal person. What should I do? PS. please. Don't say anything about like sleeping tactics or how to sleep better. I have already tried meditation for anxiety. I take medicines and it helps a lot but not with all of it. I have switched meds some months ago to see if I helps. Ive also have tried Mindfulness.  I've tried everything I believe can work.

I just want to know what I should do in this situation, specifically before I can manage my anxiety because apparently it's not possible in the meantime. I'm still trying to find a way to do it. Any advice is very much appreciated. Thanks a lot  If you read it till the end.",3.798037825059101,5.039091240589202,5.0781647572285875,82.83817094017095,71.94599018003272,7.787903255137298,28.47139479905437,8.238735603445708,1.9355645099108925,2392,91,473,36,45,796,241,611,0.102,0.7909999999999999,0.107,-0.6525,11,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,5,1,9,28,25,1,6,29,0,53,13,8,3,3,101,90,50,0,27,28,2,5,4,0,12,5,2,0,1,31,21,0,2,11,2,4,7,12,14,1,2,5,10,61,11,69,65,18,61,1,1,2,0,15,18,1,19,38,325,92,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985652025307567,0.04522648430793495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630225284278435,0.20400487846125215,0.04245303940456252,0.0,0.0,0.10408681429653714,0.0,0.15612178981469246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198542165212521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425998822509059,0.3110154722734855,0.0,0.04341458154996263,0.0574824914906568,0.0,0.09024675164762233,0.1671031069905368,0.056672135235229876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394953566602085,0.053493892796159036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161568502617801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045188908863884526,0.0,0.0,0.10109543009812187,0.046150850428192274,0.0,0.0,0.09170764700919064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898717370581708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046631698709875616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053312080609212234,0.0,0.08698816513972442,0.08558694030845172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511714937819517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259364629566414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048958479212368,0.058870662966593115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544089493679287,0.0,0.0,0.05312986964545745,0.08411839189624948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217179047787044,0.0,0.09970391292661482,0.051135819581605464,0.04505192612429231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350279428816515,0.0,0.0,0.03405649669078289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056672135235229876,0.0,0.0,0.16237366652276122,0.05151603477638026,0.0,0.040723976799684834,0.0,0.03750584632327823,0.07566192361252459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363749800506356,0.049989135140163135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034572726719271585,0.11640988343971552,0.0,0.0,0.11330417782704892,0.0,0.0487047212972551,0.0,0.044549023762154964,0.05330543305254465,0.05600505094549376,0.0,0.0575178071956672,0.04886341620063536,0.0,0.0,0.14645882612252487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426644935101363,0.05103418213563492,0.0,0.1961097532016892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114690048896638,0.0,0.0,0.040656633481843285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057349039504307975,0.30634332961414584,0.0,0.0,0.03927797753402077,0.10092091151367576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040744937618282615,0.0,0.0,0.053337573972061736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672194531932912,0.0,0.0,0.04697270677032799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855794304641855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619173528585865,0.042097152906386964,0.15046569621401673,0.04049759910815713,0.08185093512410319,0.0,0.04587344469319425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532942062663149,0.2228606451978672,0.0,0.0,0.25370387535680605,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrsbIuesky,2020/02/14,"i (F21) missed my period, and i am taking a pregnancy test on valentine’s day (today) because my boyfriend (M25) feels the sooner, the better... i am fucking petrified. i have been beside myself all week, and i have barely eaten. i feel like such a disgrace and disappointment. my period was supposed to arrive on monday (02/10), but it never arrived. i have been raiding through numerous reddit posts/other separate sources to gain insight, and they all tell me the same thing. late period = stress = more stress… i just do not know what to do. this is extremely unlike me to skip a period as i have been consistently regular. i got my typical hormonal acne as well as received cramps, but still no blood. i still live with my parents, and while we are all close, my mother and father never envisioned this for me. however, they have never put me on birth control. my boyfriend and i practiced extremely safe and cautious sex. he would pull out just to check the condom to see if it was still secure. he has only ever came inside of me while the condom was still on. my mother questioned if i has sex with him, and i told her no because of fear of judgement. she keeps on telling me, “well... if you didn’t have sex with him, then you have nothing to worry about” it is like she knows we have sex; this is a mother’s intuition - my mother knows me like the back of her hand, she just wants to get me to say “yes, mom, i had sex.” i just need help of any sort. if i am pregnant, i honestly might consider killing myself. i am on Wellbutrin, so my baby would have side effects anyway. my boyfriend doesn’t know i am on medication. the very thought of an abortion scares me. i do not want to put a pair of scissors nor a vacuum anywhere near my vagina nor do i want to put my life on hold to give life to a baby that i do not have the money to provide it with. 

tl:dr: i might be pregnant as i have missed my period, and i must take a pregnancy test today. the very thought of an abortion or pregnancy repulses me to the core. i do not know what to do.",3.0443325143325173,4.6550781670761685,4.412137592137594,85.39676494676496,74.45454545454545,7.488615888615889,25.84684684684685,8.199878495009871,1.6129809991809996,1582,55,319,26,33,524,194,407,0.096,0.807,0.09699999999999999,0.6561,2,0,0,0,0,1,64.0,2,2,2,4,16,17,2,3,20,1,44,16,3,2,8,68,70,27,1,11,15,7,3,3,0,5,4,1,1,0,11,19,1,5,12,0,2,6,13,8,2,0,14,5,66,9,45,50,5,42,0,3,1,9,30,12,1,9,27,237,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869966803262725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768108873767697,0.0,0.1231663770820782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934736721144239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554434741828525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330681454956475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515201226707687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138183713090324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367989401714165,0.10216136682378532,0.07217144368396139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339490211294584,0.052780781092222256,0.0969112622495452,0.0,0.0,0.08079798482182994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067714143144867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979462105546061,0.1117678989572162,0.0,0.2776002723191731,0.0,0.11395927949633945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142712236224846,0.14806541994090652,0.0,0.08920589192455372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177087955744964,0.0,0.2143406359920717,0.0,0.11831788764651642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490788919836368,0.2337474147359882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693508863495867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683317432735907,0.0,0.0,0.1121750068349482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30467055359826034,0.11316980896481035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033820368812211,0.10114247666373193,0.0,0.08050291218163709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227110416208689,0.0,0.2314449097863469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191469380278588,0.0,0.17659855885190165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711574309849011,0.0,0.0,0.16040327164482598,0.0,0.0,0.1915175551329134,0.09653259797196573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671047813308376,0.17875941549477298,0.0,0.08103522202869083,0.0,0.18166510964340526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259460224935116,0.0,0.14352885933369625,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thetraveling_hiker6,2020/02/14,"Social work with homeless people Hey everyone! I just got a great job helping people that are homeless get connected with local resources and I’m super excited. However there are obviously some safety risks such as driving clients to locations and being aware of many other safety factors such as drug use or criminal history. I do my best to not let that bias myself and have been working with this population in the past. Now it’s more of a direct care role.

I tend to overthink all the various risky situations but a good amount of our population is just seeking help and trying to get connected with a resource. I’m looking for help (if any) on not getting caught up in the scary situations but still keeping my head on my shoulders and being aware.",6.80263492063492,7.83250948571429,7.333809523809522,70.18896825396826,64.85714285714286,10.222222222222225,36.26984126984127,10.25414643259724,4.035174603174603,608,29,99,14,9,200,97,140,0.062,0.746,0.192,0.9507,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,4,7,7,0,1,7,0,9,3,2,1,2,22,21,11,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,8,6,19,15,6,11,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,3,71,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943619322940055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431558193542144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906914479376354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367806065594785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782447942601533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752823594286706,0.0,0.0,0.14731229516936264,0.14046943753997648,0.19363556564079126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024972142591852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531684962948868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428825863850494,0.15611032801857708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959623677845732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474871529247065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780638935466648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676611934957622,0.2435230664270057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948368106017592,0.0,0.1790353215589992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026042420607468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924300910017535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151690178732161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255725254567301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sam_jam_yam,2020/02/14,"Strict parents= no trip with bf and his family 😭 Hi I'm a 20yr old female, My bf and I of almost 6 yrs have been planning this trip to go with his siblings to visit his mother in Arizona. I asked for the days off this weekend nd even finish all my he from college just to have this valentine day weekend to spend with him nd his family since his mom's bday is coming up.

Just asked my parents if I could head out with him AND his siblings who r all girls to visit out side the state with them (I live in Southern CA) nd they said no.

I even had all my stuff packed up and had recently bought a duffel bag to go with.

How do I continue on this weekend cuz i feel so empty. No valentine day sate with my significant other feels so empty.",2.4705268817204282,3.682983832258067,3.9120161290322595,90.02135752688173,75.19354838709677,6.456989247311827,23.23924731182796,6.816661863887847,0.5895053763440852,574,16,126,5,12,190,93,155,0.078,0.91,0.012,-0.8321,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,2,3,26,18,9,0,2,3,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,7,14,0,0,2,3,2,7,3,0,0,0,5,3,22,0,24,12,3,27,0,0,0,0,25,9,0,2,10,84,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817708807425871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394023954394617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636755458059834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493279374983112,0.0,0.0,0.3512054649744333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397908562499933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422508800571161,0.0,0.1835688010714093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632947089917816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862968298188426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028973709153133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259966909052727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047975729401365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031236494787064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923385522476712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726716675684052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015920256674187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780248342945914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LiquidSugarGel,2020/02/14,Anxious about dealing with a return purchase tomorrow. I bought a Collector's edition artbook from a small but well known Japanese bookstore in the State. They policy is like any other. Return & Exchange within 30days for unopen/used items.,6.555731707317072,9.851421097560976,6.251402439024389,68.49954268292684,69.73170731707317,8.002439024390245,34.640243902439025,8.841846274778883,3.975873170731708,199,10,24,4,4,62,38,41,0.038,0.812,0.15,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,6,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259822712181265,0.0,0.2673582498236557,0.0,0.0,0.4441521929012239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40532458343327205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207521990744172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729159391268449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534927253594323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sasspancakes_,2020/02/14,"How’d your anxiety change with medication? Did it lessen? Go away completely? 

Worst side effect? 

How long did it take to help?",1.3482608695652196,3.331748173913041,2.1083478260869555,88.13991304347826,110.7391304347826,7.057391304347826,17.643478260869568,7.554174236665415,1.4084678260869568,100,3,19,3,5,31,20,23,0.245,0.6609999999999999,0.094,-0.6545,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928910649323201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35971474702059364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050209402878103,0.0,0.40142719980444136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175912907867069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566266789066236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388239256505356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856967188429095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878672130895953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DanyDevitoismymom,2020/02/14,"Dear God So I started new meds for my anxiety last week that also make me rlly sleepy. Usually I get into bed at 10:30 and fall asleep at like 1 am but since I started the meds, I'll get into bed at said scheduled time and fall asleep at 11:30. I forgot to take my meds this night and it is currently 1:15 am on a school night. Im gonna have 0 energy for school. Note to self; DONT FORGET MEDS",0.8384999999999998,2.581974423529413,2.713750000000001,94.530625,81.23529411764707,6.132352941176473,17.683823529411768,7.1686216300943375,-0.042264705882352434,306,6,72,4,8,102,60,85,0.017,0.853,0.131,0.8027,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,1,0,9,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,11,11,0,20,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,12,34,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123481221476769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181228449710776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809667841842208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613451816139743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678875695638354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586435137700705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543668224415905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306954035405964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6860565821098229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491296574234323,0.0,0.2898057117933255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687879405457946,0.0,0.0,0.3125413153465318,0.0,0.0,0.16108278410856278,0.0,0.0,0.12772913414103107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858367788338112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609672760722775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003742126098159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006024959631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123857987176269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tlauren567,2020/02/14,"Help with communicating with others Hello so i have social anxiety and I have trouble talking to others . Even when I’m talking to a friend I mumble words, stutter, pronounce words wrong, and I am not able to form words in a concise manner. I don’t know if it’s my anxiety that is exaggerating the situation more than it actually is but I was wondering if a speech therapist would be any help or if meds help ? I don’t know if I have an actual speech impediment or If it’s my anxiety . Also does anybody have any tips to help me with my problem .",2.1484904086738936,4.463009770642207,4.837848206839034,78.02681401167641,79.73394495412843,8.000333611342787,26.42285237698081,8.841846274778883,2.3863871559633023,431,18,83,11,11,153,65,109,0.142,0.725,0.132,0.4387,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,22,16,13,0,7,9,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,12,1,9,13,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,8,1,61,18,0,0.1714449987852979,0.0,0.33461117515210514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710450358723072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317695654703874,0.0,0.39346486441546585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003267378447294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323780476139622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245798077381354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596638751212547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844337531666672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043674414213585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404970968468985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927113618985357,0.0,0.17476658568380846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275601991604984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990608577118578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592478782864574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178960813975362,0.18744819228492335,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IntelligentPen1,2020/02/14,"Please Suggest Anxiety Supplement For StageFright Hello roomies,

         Am an anxious wreck and I need a quick fix for an upcoming public speaking event,please suggest a tested and trusted,effective and fast acting calming supplement.",12.428333333333335,13.588005166666672,10.113333333333333,54.61500000000001,52.88888888888889,12.755555555555556,54.111111111111114,12.161744961471696,7.6890444444444475,190,13,20,5,2,57,28,36,0.17600000000000002,0.691,0.133,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,12,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28448469674540233,0.4201148782715861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27574189893199896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8164180005033586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1Ivam,2020/02/14,"Anxiety with females (platonic or romantic) I'm a boy in highschool and I'm smart funny and I don't think I'm unattractive.. my parents are divorced and I lived with each parent for a week at a time until two years ago when I moved in with my dad full time. I suffered some pretty terrible mental abuse from my mom and various step dad's when I lived with her. Most of my closest friends are women and to this day I'm constantly worried that our relationships are not mutual and I fight for their affection. The littlest things make me concerned for days that they hate me even tho they consistently tell me they care about me very dearly. When I'm dating a girl it's even worse. I cannot approach girls I like or function normally in classes I have with them, and I'm constantly stressed about my friendships for absolutely no reason. I guess I just don't know where to find a solution, I've considered therapy but it's down the road because of some healthcare logistics I don't understand because I'm very young.",4.14945351758794,5.989756994974879,4.91489635678392,81.97777167085428,72.01507537688444,8.593090452261306,30.527952261306528,9.188382445141503,2.754147989949748,818,36,155,18,16,264,120,199,0.10300000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.0611,2,0,0,0,3,0,13.0,1,0,5,0,10,10,2,1,7,0,8,0,0,3,0,30,22,15,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,13,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,0,0,28,5,22,22,6,27,0,1,0,0,21,9,0,6,16,98,34,2,0.0,0.17237762444587562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896493831505262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129671751621699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773743496119584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833310725587065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144382825607286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765341768690608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218482423952254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329719574640937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124024516714039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026970029340512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436377253207979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995553481597145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710773188382359,0.0,0.2569343588165789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711331893606907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661609842473927,0.0,0.0,0.17039194353160322,0.0,0.15462904631316585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254580758210464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230909173662966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801199834359485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958427644309405,0.0,0.15619797452455755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666542091962091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716154871508006,0.0,0.16637640715968247,0.0,0.09665471667551546,0.09322182716243996,0.0,0.0,0.16966860969909267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211909799327774,0.15145650010275713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008307569726398,0.0,0.0,0.11670043516357648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477485274698735,0.14826309713405705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368848824953406
anxiety,gabbyfitzzz,2020/02/14,Diet and Anxiety I went vegan about 6 months ago and have been dealing with anxiety ever since. I have since been diagnosed with PMDD and general anxiety. But I never had symptoms until I went vegan. Has anyone heard of veganism causing anxiety?,4.164999999999999,7.296334590909094,6.882909090909092,61.38936363636367,78.0909090909091,11.701818181818185,31.52727272727273,10.793553405168565,5.495450909090909,198,10,27,9,5,71,30,44,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,10,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,4,0,5,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446863798336324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6367855995737518,0.0,0.0,0.1455087876878735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377665423474648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454259507003784,0.0,0.2112177424344208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823891908770105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610392446944894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050002229077925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442859562303456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629621794890005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858227075641653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dumbguts,2020/02/14,"Does anyone else get anxiety from music? It's not that the music upsets me, it just randomly makes me feel too much at once that I get overwhelmed? It's weird. Sounds cheesy, too",1.0445714285714305,3.6598414571428615,1.9742857142857169,93.37571428571432,91.57142857142857,5.085714285714286,15.571428571428573,6.742157984588678,-0.10317142857142868,141,3,28,2,5,44,27,35,0.177,0.79,0.034,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28800712445690785,0.0,0.0,0.2632444424198477,0.3857495293546807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32946127742898584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145017739162517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036023112432948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933918270677965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130415664926004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27675703597073403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009402423955616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MutedIncome,2020/02/14,"Feeling in denial about blood test results All of my STD tests came out negative but I still feel compelled to complete a 3 month/6 month benchmark test even though many sources site that such testing is not required due to the conservative nature of the 3 and 6 month statements. 

I got my blood tests done at 2 months and everything is clear. No symptoms, nothing found in my blood, and I had worked myself up over all of this because of a weird blowjob, which is an extremely low risk scenario. 

I don't know what it is, but I feel dirty and guilty inside. I finally have what I wanted to get, which were clear test results, but my conscience keeps pushing me to sort of ""repent"" for what I have done by getting unnecessary testing that feels necessary.

I have almost tricked myself into thinking that the blood test results are not accurate.",11.873333333333335,8.310634815286626,9.947484076433124,70.34971868365183,57.53503184713376,12.504883227176222,45.911889596602975,9.725611199111238,4.547646284501061,674,31,120,8,6,204,102,157,0.139,0.8029999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9188,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,1,6,0,13,6,4,4,4,34,26,8,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,8,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,7,4,16,0,19,19,2,17,0,1,0,1,0,9,0,2,6,81,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012440367006232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356586869533888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943135942893943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781307353242518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477213080484701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122134531625946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268986554084735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34361425424270425,0.0,0.0,0.18611068620900773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628011553687446,0.0,0.0,0.1775253140909317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587983482422702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510096855017542,0.0,0.0,0.09336935626072307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224595518433514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.542431410650787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301797453779218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567765064961926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765850250004649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886128160657037,0.16692009425333895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020794414723458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368493089857815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tom--ripley,2020/02/14,"Need help standing up for myself I'm a 17 year old teen boy, no prior experience in fighting, and I'm genuinely very easy-going and friendly. This has put me in certain situations where I can't muster up the confidence to speak out when somebody starts verbally assaulting me, etc. I just nod and act like a pushover.

How the fuck can I speak up? I just can't find the courage to do it. Where do I start? Marital arts? Lifting weights? Help me please. I'll take anything at this point.

I just want to be able to talk and walk freely and say whatever the fuck I want to say whenever somebody starts to attack me either verbally or physically.

Thank you.",2.4434675480769243,4.8514508828125,3.5531250000000014,87.12552884615386,79.234375,7.375961538461539,27.03365384615385,8.384062270229773,2.006511298076924,515,22,104,11,13,166,84,128,0.14400000000000002,0.6609999999999999,0.195,0.6481,0,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,7,10,5,0,6,0,7,3,0,1,1,17,19,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,0,5,13,5,14,18,2,21,0,0,0,2,11,10,2,1,8,59,16,0,0.17825118863853615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668554026393735,0.0,0.0,0.20278646025344174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879719390571915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743638662099173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629183571230615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771642617094154,0.3295807031898788,0.0,0.0,0.10130425830353428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389560287412292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708452695346915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217099776286448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704463739875887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566627729778333,0.1685049891392949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919167789038878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28350499936840545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003618044617516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785013263165665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402271022204204,0.14327155339263548,0.0,0.16410974569589204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470758986014467,0.21027433877611493,0.0,0.0,0.21706192661192805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478792128843368
anxiety,katiesulllivan,2020/02/14,"Every weekend is a mess, now My boyfriend and I have been together for roughly half a year, and I love him immensely. He’s a genuinely wonderful person, and he’s incredibly supportive and patient and gentle with me, which has improved my life a great deal. My only reservations about everything are substance-centric. 

I am terrified of alcohol consumption (especially when inebriation worms itself into the equation) due to childhood trauma and several recent instances of my father entering into drunken rages. Alcoholism has landed my family in a handful of painfully low divots. I just can’t really make much of a distinction between someone drinking for leisure and drinking to drink.

My boyfriend and his friends frequently partake in alcohol consumption, among other things— the nicotine and marijuana scares me, but not as much as alcohol does. I’ve explained my emotions and my stance on this to him, and I have a thorough understanding that I cannot control him, but I’m afraid that something could go wrong. He just justifies his actions and doesn’t really listen to me. There’s always a counterpoint for everything. I don’t want to argue about it at all. Nobody starts drinking with the intentions of going in far too deep, and I don’t want to watch him crumble. I love him.

I don’t know how to properly approach this issue. He spends every single weekend with the same people. I want him to spend time with his friends, because that’s super important. I miss him, though. It sounds selfish and I feel guilty for even thinking it, but I wish he enjoyed spending time with me as much as he enjoys drinking and messing around with his friends every weekend. I sit at home and weep, and it’s pathetic. I cry and I cycle through all the things that could happen to him and I think about all the things that my father has done and then I can’t breathe and everything feels wrong and I lose it. It’s the same thing time and time again. I just want the time of day, sometimes. I want to feel loved and appreciated, but I’m kind of an afterthought. I should mean more to someone than an alcohol buzz, right?",5.705317929270656,7.464046698209717,5.904592997618844,76.74386189258314,67.95140664961636,9.178269688685068,33.94311667695564,9.581879112588783,3.455506499691332,1693,80,288,37,29,538,197,391,0.124,0.7190000000000001,0.157,0.9161,0,0,11,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,3,15,27,2,2,18,0,20,17,2,4,4,71,49,36,0,9,8,2,5,0,3,1,7,2,1,1,19,33,10,1,11,8,3,5,8,15,0,1,2,8,48,12,48,44,10,41,0,4,1,3,31,15,0,1,20,205,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42735122844880297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654661310558202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119578243994247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487527550289112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970011952466525,0.12770899120342544,0.0,0.0878501107964153,0.05157803889255752,0.08245196030174691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998771992675397,0.08184342951580242,0.0,0.3917311904867041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996247123944215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528235321337134,0.0,0.20215021767274585,0.0,0.2156323807414368,0.0,0.07539445266270144,0.0,0.12131512369304245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536826332466055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090464587867393,0.0,0.0,0.08817405336892059,0.0,0.0,0.07072269797895392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022265903948711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834743842978988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328291517488576,0.043952833209721716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648956198217524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947292136353217,0.0,0.0,0.2165449547937991,0.0,0.05338474089959963,0.0,0.0,0.08711753802841432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637514859803236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082551122826552,0.0851003257024834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544543375758503,0.06983214135223721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246961549032953,0.0,0.0789668585281186,0.0,0.0,0.06829924597251348,0.0,0.0,0.08007013772140564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903503524677142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552716563701708,0.0615695933951271,0.07909851623063625,0.0,0.05660757275428286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907560548355788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939791975939233,0.10249105156276846,0.07857621982078787,0.0,0.2331738546991728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325805465333379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358602025215677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196869403539426,0.0,0.0867307876995197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488286053289348,0.0,0.0515020568267174
anxiety,Solamara,2020/02/14,Reliving the past How do I get over the memories of all the terribly cringy and socially obnoxious things I've done in the past. Many of these arent minor incidences. I have flashbacks to these events on a regular basis and they keep me up at night and make me want to hide away from the world. How do I put them out of my head and let go of the shame and embarrassment of them?,4.425000000000002,4.8420043205128245,5.319641025641027,84.7086923076923,69.8974358974359,10.342564102564104,27.138461538461538,10.355215969177356,2.4056276923076925,299,9,67,8,5,98,55,78,0.175,0.809,0.016,-0.9186,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,7,0,6,1,1,3,1,12,11,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,15,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488613962151111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710619354401875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838770910296774,0.0,0.15053614809494598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718410224289481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354355437810197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708554789656785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680797685077965,0.2685444975808126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485698558757559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057116305200795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662753314817798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700095427525891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597302919626628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623177906166927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexahillard,2020/02/14,"Panic before work I walk in a call centre doing general enquiries and sales. Usually I speak to nice people on the phones, and my managers and co-workers are all lovely. However, every time I have an upcoming shift I get a tight chest, butterflies in my stomach, all around feeling quite sick and nervous. I like my job in general, it is good pay as well but the nervousness and stress I get getting ready and going to work is not normal and I'm not sure what to do about it. I'm also pretty much fine once my shift has started, it's just the buildup which causes immense stress. Anyone have any advice on how to help with work stress??",3.73536,5.445695216000002,4.5778,84.50590000000003,72.84,7.240000000000001,26.1,7.908726449838941,1.5773199999999994,502,17,95,7,10,162,86,125,0.16699999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.172,-0.2338,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,6,13,0,6,6,0,8,4,2,2,3,23,17,11,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,6,1,0,0,3,10,7,13,17,3,11,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,59,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476618698322084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084173406234695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275923487297102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565885749675184,0.0,0.0,0.1345189594238358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858254561508234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429908358160818,0.0,0.0,0.15523046686618688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273157669209712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640520099313522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368444929803157,0.0,0.08587867111866368,0.12674297739806611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128511154290752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995226841026418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738241765450097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638168343242174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108242953223496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480546401678741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092604860550624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177293737864841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475988602506303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537320776176935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072291727642535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069556583473003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192842089191814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241835151296173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811281574280498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664251066722713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586505004074334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400363204235638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,enjoyyouryak,2020/02/14,"Panicking I’m fucking panicked rn, I have my first physical therapy appointment tmw to try and fix my effed up neck and I’m terrified and I wanted to see my bf after but it means driving far away and I hate driving, I always imagine crashing and dying when I’m on the highway and I fucking hate how often I cancel plans on him even tho he’s always so nice to me about it I’m sure he’s disappointed but I just can’t handle anything rn and I have so much to do this wknd that I’m not even gonna be able to do any of the stuff I want to do and my heart is pounding so fucking hard. How do I calm down???? I need help.",-1.406470588235294,0.6005407058823522,1.6384705882352968,95.42711764705885,97.8235294117647,4.484705882352942,19.3,6.2581,0.06798941176470574,480,17,111,6,20,168,82,136,0.184,0.7070000000000001,0.109,-0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,5,0,2,0,9,5,2,2,1,21,25,17,1,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,0,2,17,3,14,23,1,11,0,1,1,3,5,6,3,1,3,71,22,0,0.17717786352674245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948523517539373,0.0,0.0,0.12048702288601025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580228515015756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646443512199005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838826495636333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340486157103705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070740020449358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913942394732496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587165644409113,0.3498529179725487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099566213573422,0.1187585871729016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929986348511581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024611603841782,0.13137514079252255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118781793549295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282626430566195,0.0,0.0,0.1669880395600687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202618328146748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029213907424592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090081888564536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okyes11,2020/02/14,"Do I do it I am a girl living in a very populated city. I really want to go get a drink at literally any bar near me. I have so much anxiety over what people will think about me being there alone. Why do I care? Will anyone even notice?? I want a drink, I’m of age, why can’t I just go get one. Nothing is stopping me besides myself. Ahh!! What do I do!?",-1.882622377622376,0.00304773076923226,1.8498135198135195,94.430034965035,97.33333333333334,4.887645687645689,14.783216783216783,6.574015621080383,-0.4243999999999993,265,6,65,4,11,97,54,78,0.055999999999999994,0.81,0.135,0.6896,0,1,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,0,0,5,21,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,12,1,7,18,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267429977299802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620680824231472,0.0,0.1644737765788488,0.0,0.0,0.15033241865051086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192059827684821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42123467114133983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200492408597212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465638513319072,0.0,0.2443779659487113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984820608599806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804912807872432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629750218403184,0.2447779800609995,0.0,0.0,0.14568900182085767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490533535646429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773397367662996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974893315370355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776278685625307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739683179264004,0.2536241618163273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880066199042471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redrobino,2020/02/14,"Attacks. Has anyone else had attacks quite like mine? I'm trying to figure out what is going on with me. Out of nowhere I will get a bit dizzy, and then I'll think I'm losing feeling in my arms and my brain will tell me I'm dying. And then my brain will dig up old fears of mine and will tell me I'm dying because of my old fears. For example, when I was younger, my mom let me watch Amityville. I had a huge fear of demons after watching it. So, earlier today my brain told me I was dying because of a demon. Also, my brain will say that we're all not real. This world is not real. And I don't know how to make the panics stop. They only last a couple minutes long. But I can't stop it no matter how much I tell myself that my thoughts are not real.",1.5409485606418123,2.689498073619632,3.4165644171779133,92.89987258140631,77.46625766871165,5.506182161396887,20.51392166116093,5.369823440869387,-0.1748882491741388,578,13,133,2,13,195,96,163,0.16,0.782,0.057999999999999996,-0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,2,4,5,0,16,5,5,3,1,27,28,13,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,4,24,1,15,16,3,19,2,1,2,0,7,7,0,0,12,85,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828147892060009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240971903651984,0.10610676063008204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23562291063418575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625521982811616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305782395556425,0.0,0.0,0.46241708148429794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458425721161287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224285929356855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650889217802482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495924865827593,0.05236171645156988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054104450235289474,0.0,0.058854038310259926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691242080238465,0.08441307595744725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589442427831744,0.0,0.05059289877226738,0.0,0.0,0.09164501128961328,0.0,0.11585420504664334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912534680090368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128513696927545,0.0,0.0,0.0761265804201074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173320734891788,0.0,0.0,0.0787600442962466,0.0,0.12150225783126793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014600723913327,0.0,0.3536128667002502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235297495582293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315719208951388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27154111045643103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635537949495604,0.0,0.0822129821565294,0.0,0.0,0.09816027554393232,0.09895350229720376,0.0,0.07030865470446136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DarkCelestial,2020/02/14,To those who live in the middle of nowhere...i need help So i might be moving to montana in the forests near a lake dream come true for a highly sensitive person who doesint like people. But my fear is the closest doctors is 30 min away. Im used to living in a area where a hospital is down the road...What if theres a problem i have bad anxiety about stuff like that. How do you manage living in a area like that? is it better then in a city?,1.6314893617021262,3.1363306063829803,3.1776063829787238,93.20875,78.04255319148936,5.976595744680853,22.388297872340427,6.6274283507984215,0.37353617021276575,343,10,78,3,8,113,67,94,0.11199999999999999,0.705,0.184,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,1,11,0,8,1,0,2,1,9,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,14,9,0,18,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,2,5,51,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324159731301668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820397414042356,0.0,0.16725593549045767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716369241228466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725549535300707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205032456798496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254117877861179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426794770223832,0.2116454122976303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637622710583085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29359361483174296,0.0,0.530649498408315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250418278407732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129047700312032,0.0,0.1485321689422186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887425983775376,0.17490866760241824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916758660636616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293145017697469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300916586807005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Llamaduckdog,2020/02/14,Lexapro Did lexapro help with your anxiety? I’m starting to feel a little desperate. I have four kids and feel like I’m barely functioning most days - doing the minimal etc. I struggled to even get to the doctor to get some prescribed help. Would love your thoughts.,3.9440816326530586,6.739438102040817,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,76.14285714285714,7.185306122448982,30.20816326530613,8.238735603445708,2.454172244897959,213,10,38,4,5,64,36,49,0.111,0.67,0.21899999999999997,0.7902,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,8,13,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,4,2,5,10,3,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268507702244988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930035352772264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845659705387719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100665755956123,0.1836300524315688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811512423175981,0.19861804596447635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905086851503745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727028339487448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582687224766288,0.2786497833320726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509245393506382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967844847364633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906476038201552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071738317938366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749793079658265,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,braden573,2020/02/14,"HELP IM DROWNING. Hey Reddit here we go

So I started daiting this girl and she's fuckin out of this world. Mind blown by her like I can't describe how I feel towards her in such a short period of time.

Here is my issue 

I've been in many relationships and I've been cheated on a disturbing amount of times just from the type of people I daited (she's not like the people I usually date I went out of my ""norm"") and long story short it has given me really bad anxiety within a relationship. I have mentioned that I do have this anxiety about being cheated on and gave her the back story so she's aware of it. She sat me down and reiterated the fact that she would never cheat, she would rather break up with the person than put them through that kind of pain, cause she also has been cheated on. I trust her like I 100% do. I know she wouldn't cheat on me at all and now it's a battle in my head. I fully trust her but the anxiety and the thoughts of what ifs keep popping up. I haven't acted on them (like the collective texts and calls) and she says I can talk to her when ever I'm feeling this way. But I really don't want to push her away by having the same conversation.

Have any of you dealt with this? Not just girl specific but in general. Any tips? Please help lol",1.5547169811320742,3.4851195660377385,3.193811320754719,91.04430188679248,79.75471698113208,6.504150943396226,20.033962264150947,7.554174236665415,0.4891313207547179,995,25,221,15,25,329,143,265,0.085,0.81,0.105,0.7405,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,2,0,16,17,7,1,13,1,20,3,1,2,4,41,33,18,1,6,9,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,0,3,12,14,0,1,4,0,0,5,7,10,0,0,8,3,41,7,37,21,3,40,0,0,0,1,34,21,1,1,16,155,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132758782332878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192651035126836,0.0,0.3250810652054645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308298673955785,0.10891859148420953,0.1182701882181351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463847559718382,0.0,0.0,0.14551154532223445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812875243224947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324299980043126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050183960001163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537174400447575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898873770887782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300417907857491,0.1478437417693223,0.0,0.1259032771959008,0.0,0.1475046256222835,0.07784605274712712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27680828971456906,0.0,0.0,0.12535404894538188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436088696522326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430241307562516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924769288483134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072349060692475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964018173884466,0.12368159597840665,0.0,0.15548700058552242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423953933700116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814867099551085,0.0,0.0,0.3041539473613585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264419861095087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025920453159884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385132079937516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245271340114296,0.16519221052760608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600529291183196,0.0,0.08354767793390354,0.11243361286057242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313091427102735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124539254016807,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rebelwinded,2020/02/14,"Trying to deal with an insane boss and my anxiety is at an all time high. Hi everyone,

So here's the story...I've been at my current job for 6 years. My previous boss retired as of January 1st and a new person took over. Things have literally been hell since. I don't mean to sound insensitive, but she comes off as if she is bipolar with the way that her mood will flip. One second she's your best friend, saying she loves you, the next she's yelling at you and telling you where the door is if you don't like it. She creates an extremely negative work environment and then blames all of the employees for being negative. She doesn't communicate anything properly, will give you 5 different tasks to complete in the span of one conversation, then come back to you half an hour later and question why xyz isn't done yet. She has zero positive feedback for anyone and talks behind everyone's backs to try and put employees against each other. She is suspicious of everything you're doing. Yesterday she accused me of purposely not showing new employees how to do things so that the business will look bad and fail. She continuously emails/text/calls me at inappropriate times in the evening (10 pm, midnight, you name it) which causes me further anxiety and affects my sleep.

One of my coworkers who worked there for over 10 years walked out after 2 weeks of working for her, due to the way she was being treated. A new girl that the boss showed up with was fired after 3 weeks. Another new girl was just fired this past Friday, who worked there for 3 weeks also. The boss got in a heated argument with her and told her to shut up twice. She seems to be planning to fire my other coworker who has also been there over ten years. And I've handed in my two week notice.

I need some advice on how to handle the stress this is causing me. I literally feel sick to my stomach each day, I have so much anxiety I've had to start taking Lorazepam, and all of this is affecting my school (which I commute to each day after work). This week she seems to have turned on me and is blaming me for everything that is going wrong and I feel like it's because I'm going to be gone in two weeks so she doesn't care how she treats me since I'm leaving anyways. I just need some advice of how to deal with these next two weeks. I can't just walk out tomorrow or whatever because I have a bunch of loose ends that need to be tied up, otherwise I would have by now. I am also concerned that she is going to continue to harass me by phone, email, or text after I no longer work there like she does now. Please, if any of you have been in a similar situation I would really appreciate any advice. I feel really alone in this and so much is on my shoulders now that my original coworkers aren't there that I feel like I'm barely treading water.",6.384000230826937,6.025210134168159,6.810022505626407,78.35551387846962,65.7262969588551,10.432939003981764,31.62796468347856,10.011982343527217,2.8462189508915694,2231,76,447,45,31,728,259,559,0.16899999999999998,0.777,0.053,-0.9967,7,1,0,0,1,0,51.0,0,9,0,9,30,17,2,1,21,0,47,8,4,13,3,69,76,37,0,8,10,0,8,4,1,5,2,3,1,3,26,27,1,0,8,2,0,10,11,6,0,11,13,12,65,10,76,53,12,84,1,1,1,1,52,28,1,10,48,315,91,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281381682115635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165248894941081,0.0,0.16597631700263007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409331676435732,0.07254417020857465,0.15877389717804646,0.0,0.0,0.04837420383526509,0.0,0.05693152786495581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639456490128928,0.057764726135328064,0.08434635323127243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260305258702487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053644840906792,0.14213953138494104,0.0,0.11918966707794315,0.07253682179407936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923433116401508,0.14264880341834724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228127354130952,0.0,0.0,0.060542311334945614,0.07079799707221579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127540281689579,0.0,0.0,0.04569456944157812,0.0,0.0,0.1322142097506023,0.12435403184450312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992355603617787,0.09884837447352443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345043921783648,0.0,0.0,0.06636642037738415,0.11795449355271442,0.0,0.055331783962562456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309539863754914,0.0,0.0,0.06813109612346889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865322765638933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325456796963188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351968343692787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809610564262986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062440154191137076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536032200463262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171459764031608,0.153894449893344,0.0,0.26726861514093364,0.14715332903181186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876504620991147,0.0,0.0,0.14064011343466526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660427855331359,0.0,0.06040772934677256,0.0,0.0759419101444288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954779581292468,0.07750053958070398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864051250534036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501691830822116,0.0,0.07001666030940351,0.0,0.12596279740597735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445741036638335,0.07776433609790116,0.06923273650664204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896792318984077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792486333401283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201683579590667,0.05560649277053281,0.06046879342375154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192392126614403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068206320274922,0.0,0.0,0.06610710487530115,0.07686460696172813,0.09394112390745574,0.07525099127253516,0.20274455128053065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982813087804984,0.388459735224344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062426692423259614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021952985779334,0.0,0.0,0.09829091473701472,0.07564050236676549,0.0,0.13365431373059736
anxiety,-kombucha-,2020/02/14,I get really bad relationship anxiety I’ve been with my girlfriend for about 4 months and she’s been nothing but supportive and just absolutely amazing. I know she really cares about me and wants to be with me but I still can’t help but feel like I’m not good enough or she would rather be with someone else. I’m constantly worried worried that she’s gonna get tired of my depression and anxiety. Does anyone have any advice for dealing with these thoughts or know how to get rid of them?,3.812396907216496,5.702731103092784,4.466585051546391,84.63534149484539,73.02061855670105,8.561340206185568,27.5889175257732,9.188382445141503,2.2901350515463923,395,15,79,9,8,126,64,97,0.226,0.629,0.145,-0.7496,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,23,20,10,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,12,5,12,13,1,3,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484804194824988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167833869404406,0.0,0.2737614770945752,0.0,0.0,0.1251118136915707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939883411412772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824307645842216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933594507770717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446867443419449,0.1541118972029805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658259517798792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494728131092802,0.0,0.0,0.1848822215582598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047223771101268,0.1278274207154032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804501655768777,0.0,0.0,0.1500777516492574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993281306752497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966701786143664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741601831267973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281998758891684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168788269340654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925390821644545,0.0,0.0,0.1921035461750838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160656279966195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289349769493406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304731471668336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420502032525286,0.0,0.20565338024586088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553737898215243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634236123163951,0.0,0.12710653237859185,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExcitingWishbone,2020/02/14,"How do I describe a panic attack to my boss? I made an account just to ask this question but first a bit of context: 

I’m an intern at the moment and that obviously comes with some stress. When I was around 12 or 13 I dealt with severe anxiety and was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, I dealt with near daily panic attacks and depression (centered around school) that would occasionally get better but always came back. I eventually dropped out by 16 and still had issues with social anxiety but not near the same degree. Now 21 I’m proud to say that I successfully got my GED and have my anxiety largely under control, I still deal with it but I do DEAL with it and I would not say it affects my everyday life. Back to the present, being an intern I’m learning a lot that’s outside of my comfort zone and that means I’ve been in situations that are stirring up my anxiety at times but I’ve recognized when it’s happening and can calm myself down. However the other day I was with my direct supervisor and I was asked to fill a role that I would have never ever ever considered being anything near a trigger but sure enough, I had the first panic attack I’ve had in nearly a year and a half. And not the super visible, fetal position, shaking, and crying panic attack oh no it was just me saying “Can I please do something else” trying to laugh it off and then locked in my brain but outwardly just sitting hunched up and completely silent for almost an hour. 

I am fine now and I’m very grateful that I have not spiraled or felt like my anxiety is all that I am but my super has not totally moved on. I don’t feel hindered anymore by my anxiety because it is so infrequent so while I don’t want to seem like I’m ok having something literally shut me down- I am also kind of okay with it because it is very rare. He is trying to be helpful and find the “root of the problem” and is being incredibly nice and supportive and I appreciate it but I just can’t get him to understand that I literally. was. not. thinking. at. all. There was no root thought. It’s almost like everything was a muffled static. And I have told him this. Him asking questions is starting to remind me of the awful experiences I had with therapy. I think I got him to see that I wasn’t being simply unwilling, I want him to understand the gravity and understand what it’s like in my shoes but I can’t find the right words. I just don’t feel like I’m able to accurately describe what a sudden and completely unexpected panic attack feels like.

TLDR; What words do you use to describe a panic attack that accurately gets the point across that:
1-this isn’t me simply not wanting to do something
2-it is not a choice and it is sometimes random
3-it is a very intense feeling, not mild stage fright or butterflies 
4-it is completely illogical

Note: I am trying to keep this as anonymous as possible but the program I am in has a very large focus on personal growth, that’s part of its appeal and I’m 100% ok with that, so I don’t want any responses about it not being his business because it actually is.",3.389513073133763,5.346742949096882,5.059601806239737,79.64729585070103,74.35303776683088,8.100050524188456,27.803492484526966,8.841846274778883,2.3633005936592144,2452,98,458,52,52,830,269,609,0.155,0.7070000000000001,0.138,-0.9418,1,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,8,24,39,6,9,30,4,61,4,2,9,8,122,103,49,0,8,29,0,5,6,0,3,2,3,0,1,38,40,0,2,18,0,1,6,21,17,0,3,21,9,59,22,63,73,9,62,0,1,1,0,23,29,0,11,30,336,97,5,0.0579536059513373,0.0,0.05655435950034241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606432995845785,0.0,0.0,0.046345477741223315,0.04822204271808941,0.0,0.0,0.03941043936073688,0.0,0.3103404494874459,0.0,0.057474404505265524,0.0,0.0,0.0476908797307028,0.10318199234932136,0.16253639520827026,0.39558355934308,0.0,0.08912549142794343,0.0,0.10598394084603698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125525491412452,0.06327032784651547,0.0,0.0,0.06469539064991986,0.0,0.06628348619154313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992189996411145,0.1822897596794478,0.0,0.06499989696956197,0.0,0.0,0.06365931484585621,0.037375281456413535,0.11949524600306187,0.04991535588563615,0.05882169012678574,0.0,0.0,0.06641985328518847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841280132805092,0.0,0.0,0.059881566923108975,0.0,0.0,0.10484470897908266,0.0,0.0,0.0520849641589782,0.056689747045516416,0.0,0.0,0.11721233792007932,0.08280413534262675,0.0556445500523215,0.0,0.10593709184285292,0.09859061523318838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083510148809394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270158568388333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051248182348044735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03884508045959741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057072627997137776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048850779367222,0.0,0.051511827776895364,0.0,0.06034976245715929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040934345775173915,0.16987922710868972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927008333926615,0.0,0.05483710321072517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312846656276473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061595511539618925,0.0,0.0,0.044697393636150815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079764186916048,0.0,0.062758107707626,0.0,0.0,0.05060285334191974,0.0,0.06361565619332607,0.054784889884890615,0.06533398302082953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055453774089985794,0.0,0.0,0.12984260394258765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049492062829318895,0.0,0.13826110061976885,0.0,0.05865214321811048,0.04618152066455924,0.05275878627287927,0.0,0.06547107888691465,0.0,0.0,0.06514228125020713,0.0,0.05907640299769775,0.0,0.13384655165506099,0.05731759815573969,0.0,0.041019860577929376,0.0,0.09256364914892526,0.0,0.06638565981246139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576506525227567,0.054620587756381074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627499911219457,0.0,0.0,0.07426866125914311,0.0,0.046008689644758884,0.03379321368077833,0.0,0.0,0.05537715403372463,0.0,0.11804008279905835,0.0,0.0,0.18099524291708746,0.0,0.05005330820500043,0.0,0.1912711772098527,0.1367301532650138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235057366929328,0.0,0.0,0.037320222149053485
anxiety,Andrew-Perry-,2020/02/14,"What can I do? Today, I’ve taken two Valiums on top of my regular meds, and that was after breaking down and laying in the floor crying. I’m at the end of my rope, I don’t know what else to do.",-0.19431818181818272,1.1534909318181867,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,82.86363636363637,6.218181818181819,17.81818181818182,7.1686216300943375,0.05260909090909127,147,3,36,2,4,54,34,44,0.07400000000000001,0.883,0.043,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,8,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455733689288923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388577938555831,0.0,0.35927412098445083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292757276777994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505714362849274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38449659425326027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962485603092859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,warrockeaglechalk,2020/02/14,"Has anyone else experienced this? The past few months or so I’ve been experiencing this very strange sensation of an electric shock running down my back when I’m touched by a stranger. The first time this happened was at the dentist a few months ago(never struggled with dentist anxiety before this), then it happened again when i was getting a facial, then again when i was getting my heart listened to at the doctor. It’s like as soon as they touch me i jump out of my skin and i feel like i have to clench my jaw and make fists to calm down. I’m not afraid of human contact or anything like that so I’m not entirely sure what this is about. Going to the dentist again soon and I’m worried I’m going to have the same experience this time. Anyone relate?",3.2734307692307723,5.271966086666667,3.935333333333337,87.39946153846157,74.8,6.482051282051282,27.538461538461537,7.321109707123232,1.4164307692307694,603,24,120,7,13,191,86,150,0.091,0.843,0.066,-0.4082,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,12,8,0,2,10,0,8,8,4,1,1,13,22,14,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,4,7,11,5,18,18,3,26,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,20,81,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658021363482413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308721249224735,0.0,0.0,0.2615693173629648,0.19164742879065855,0.15392026844285833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438243500974789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915962692651356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144620800191786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625023942863114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829637266595886,0.0,0.0,0.0945744480881259,0.13362339730452336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159098490616324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544426221576103,0.0,0.2126014412112868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308026200716661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164659139186854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27413895892762435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485250609846575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985915203140964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785534950350711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553772192389066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628560381863567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813229492361985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432987977871487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995101937681133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mashburnja,2020/02/14,"Picked up CT scans. Big mistake. I was in ER with a kidney stone recently.  10mm. Got it lasered out. No big deal.

Ct scan beforehand. Urologist comes in, says all organs are normal! Everything is good. Health anxiety actually disappears. Hey, all my abdominal organs are ""normal""

Today on way home from work. I decided I wanted to pick up all my results, doc stuff, xrays, etc.

All was normal. Chest xrays from front and side. All normal. 

Ct report.. one thing got me.  

Lung bases: small pleural excrescences within the lower left lobe.

Wtf is this? Panic mode set in. Omg. Nothing on dr google with any radiologist explains this way. 

But under ct findings. Nothing but talking about my kidney stone? Why not this damn outgrowth in my f'in lung?! 

Someone help a brother out. 33 years old. Previous smoker. But hell, surely it cant be bad?",1.1828070175438583,3.4263344736842143,2.5333684210526317,85.92391228070177,105.57894736842104,5.1845614035087735,20.85614035087719,6.742157984588678,1.1381992982456133,648,24,112,12,30,208,111,152,0.121,0.7809999999999999,0.098,0.4815,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,3,0,8,9,5,3,6,28,13,4,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,5,1,1,4,3,8,2,18,8,6,27,1,0,2,0,7,17,2,0,4,57,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.14154264858729834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863533100527892,0.0,0.11095875485945976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110621835249502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494311677931227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953465800246354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176311771979252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035677255953446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256817595982584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165656491805085,0.23201090211020398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417567287278794,0.0,0.0,0.09722036676597563,0.0,0.14549160310581222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759142897051975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5684518168270982,0.2783484935908081,0.0,0.1521999536509599,0.0,0.09828600385429953,0.0,0.0,0.17017863689895474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432140866065128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534532174717413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289585529202515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604141456196628,0.0,0.0,0.13670285945659644,0.0,0.0,0.11658138981751336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636121579278714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748536190076732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555108839469805,0.2302593726178663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308802300200222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559422754796027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340399459057447
anxiety,throwaway28829119,2020/02/14,"Am I experiencing anxiety? Ive had anxiety  before  but in the most common, usual forms. Before interviews, haircuts,presentations, etc. But that unnerving feeling in my chest won't  go away for at least a week now. I couldnt get my medication (unrelated) because of the fault  of my doctor not contacting  my pharmacy. And so thst made me mad, worrisome, and anxious. Two of my fish died around the same time  and today i noticed its because of a disease which i started treating today, the rest should be okay.  And i had left my laptop at a friends house and got it back today and the refill  on my medication in time as well. Why do I still feel anxious? I almost  cried when my gf didnt txt  me back for an hour because I thought  she was ignoring me, ive never cared  that much before n when i found out she just  fell asleep i felt so dumb. What do I do about this? I'm  trying to fix it by getting things done but I'm  a nervous wreck.",3.1395900178253133,4.716427700534761,4.79499465240642,82.88935472370771,74.13368983957218,7.767415329768271,27.439928698752226,8.447377352677275,1.926111158645276,728,28,147,13,15,246,121,187,0.22899999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,12,10,2,1,10,1,15,5,2,1,1,26,29,14,1,2,5,0,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,5,1,1,10,4,26,5,19,15,7,29,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,2,17,106,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269380938877729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395167750412254,0.2864195730645438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284884371497775,0.0,0.0,0.11910107026265328,0.1949508518719493,0.0,0.2318265988960725,0.0,0.323606240861672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129246646368897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924677956831175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156335976337366,0.0,0.0,0.1297506344104193,0.0,0.1297258920402708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137788442105886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819365571687558,0.0,0.1217154852212153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899265646393605,0.09793929481374096,0.0,0.1324602731965174,0.0,0.07204418453004194,0.0,0.10138655512247408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483922689625067,0.1462712392895718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377319078959467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994929636673045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554073325681825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318778396335116,0.0,0.09776995140462606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432422248826374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972580835418179,0.0,0.10123569567382756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842178675897175,0.0,0.0,0.10063824721807592,0.14783684642872025,0.0,0.3604787644745524,0.0,0.0,0.08606596656773823,0.0,0.12383221210972653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961512141893515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016842440215666,0.0,0.11397808802599706,0.0,0.11438682867638802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fishdumpling,2020/02/14,"Hearing comprehension difficulties due to heightened anxiety I feel like I have decent hearing, sometimes when I am afraid/anxious or in a state of flight or flight, I can hear the smallest sounds due to that state. I just spent 3 days inside, terrified of the slightest noise occurring outside, everything amplified so I dont think there is anything wrong with my ears (could totally be wrong though!)

I more or less have issues with hearing comprehension, I can hear you loud and clear but the words just dont make sense. For the last couple years I have needed to watch TV / Videos with the captions on. If I would watch without CC I would repeatedly ask my partner what was being said and he would act suprised that I couldn't hear what the words were.

I ended up in the hospital due to an intense bout of panic attacks and during my treatment I told them that sometimes my anxiety is worsened by my hearing issues and when they asked me more about it they said that the anxiety itself was probably the source of the hearing issue instead of the former.

Today I went to get coffee with someone after 3 days of bad anxiety/ocd symptoms and self isolation and it was the first time I actually heard my hearing collapse. All of a sudden my speech trailed off and all the sounds in the coffee shop because overwhelmingly loud and I could not even think straight or hear myself. It happened a couple times but the first time I almost felt dizzy and barely knew where I was for just 2 seconds.

Has anyone else experienced this? I'm just feeling a little silly saying that I have a hearing comprehension issue because I just dont know how to explain what is happening to me. I don't know if I should go to a hearing specialist to rule out a real issue or to just try and manage. It does affect conversations at work and with friends and does cause a lot of anxiety when I have to ask people to repeat what they've said more than 3 times because they dont speak clearly enough.",8.819224874742115,7.475676352785149,8.290800176834662,72.92599101090485,61.3342175066313,10.924196875921009,37.655319776009435,9.725611199111238,3.5541259652225174,1583,63,285,24,18,502,193,377,0.13699999999999998,0.833,0.03,-0.9888,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,4,3,17,9,1,2,24,0,31,2,1,4,5,66,69,27,0,10,17,0,3,1,2,4,1,24,0,2,15,18,0,0,9,3,2,3,8,6,0,3,14,30,39,3,40,46,9,39,0,1,2,0,33,11,0,9,24,199,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.053503544601262665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490163012552921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777096511267114,0.0,0.0,0.03833652921660002,0.056177057211371687,0.04511820367675922,0.0,0.15376839817806606,0.06237397905847435,0.0,0.0,0.045778512835419935,0.10026665594257488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632274916946721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755028971643844,0.12133074904323048,0.0,0.07071815704590767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595949507454744,0.0,0.2570287910298561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045801181341497785,0.0,0.048560722122652535,0.05665126640935009,0.0,0.03621292047312138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049275249999395455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055444669563336366,0.03916864046923206,0.05264281466265304,0.0,0.0,0.09327216196945673,0.0,0.0,0.04235944289011497,0.0,0.028645006012896494,0.0,0.03115962317238425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696721646986924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7415323429754833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28612732981115024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602633102823573,0.04469157449808118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02678585371885369,0.054951367219247725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661221742656983,0.0,0.0,0.03659765446547185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040653754872466384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432803384973806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801035262425567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911311223131566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240548081113585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156459978417949,0.043600876684461914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057196840627117274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645500095239311,0.0,0.10845122096535464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056986567001197974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026225149151542,0.05386755267038717,0.0,0.1278809790342388,0.0,0.05196987809608181,0.05238984327488387,0.0,0.03722414381829055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082546468839152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052851569311173234,0.0,0.039914933906042185,0.0,0.0,0.11684324161821913,0.11989011080438045,0.0,0.035306989380170135
anxiety,SoydX,2020/02/14,"Having problem with Benzos withdrawal I have been taking clonazepam for a good 2-3 months daily, as I was getting better I started making reductions on the dosage, maximum I was taking was 1mg a day (0.5 each 12 hours), about 3 weeks ago I decided to start taking less so now I take only 0.5 once a day, it was quite easy for me, so I underestimated what I am dealing with, about 2 days ago I had  an appointment with my pshychiatrist and severely downplayed how much I need those damn pills, he reccomended me to take half the dose of what I'm taking now, which I had already done a few times, but never really commited to it, but now that I'm actually commited it feels imposible, I don't quite understand how could I go from 1.0 to 0.5 with such ease but getting less than that is making me feel so shitty. 

Any advice on how to quit them safely?",9.258469991546916,6.214755218934911,9.675418427726123,68.69568047337282,61.89940828402366,13.207438715131026,37.16060862214708,11.491704259439757,4.032809974640744,668,22,131,15,7,227,107,169,0.086,0.8240000000000001,0.09,-0.1024,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,12,5,1,0,7,0,14,2,0,5,3,25,33,11,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,8,2,18,3,19,24,5,18,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,15,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.12480460952685984,0.0,0.0,0.12497504903989355,0.2267379297871259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113252939367313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697127045827431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311050345673608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211173674057557,0.0,0.0,0.24744020351406876,0.13185152877240086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087840801046607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933255893170606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336370820653901,0.0,0.07268424236217302,0.10727014248014374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259483285600889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707384439368288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208255553748012,0.0,0.09401568660912003,0.09483065169740366,0.09863856312605533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620131479523367,0.0,0.09726799234923372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237582890580648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080881779015924,0.0,0.0,0.08193119609088166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448209665842204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810459079549371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5769553609065416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457513223294028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314057965976067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258763125836977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doublegreendinosaur,2020/02/14,"Anyone ever feel... lost? How to mitigate these feelings? I just didn’t know where else to post. I’m 22 years old just starting out my career (graduated college back in May 2019) and I just know that this job I have right now isn’t for me, and I have no idea where to go next, and it gives me so much anxiety. What do y’all do to help mitigate this scary feeling of being lost and terrified/anxious of the future? Any tips or tricks would be super helpful!",3.1918894009216565,4.416788956989251,4.309708141321046,87.82741935483875,73.40860215053762,7.464823348694317,25.1136712749616,7.957251820313856,1.2485219662058369,355,11,76,5,7,116,71,93,0.14400000000000002,0.746,0.11,-0.3422,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,10,4,1,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,1,19,21,7,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,3,8,1,9,14,1,15,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,2,8,51,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161740119579286,0.0,0.15931097247777026,0.0,0.0,0.14561350938924125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013168948451004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173966472333147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837439337886736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158929515930868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977274271349466,0.11835349141133315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791716830952276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350893333293953,0.0,0.0,0.2066563709035684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288979278235517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546597852411962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308799261026532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147664415937174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852374477270728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944630055161366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177844688650941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740069247356635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793509661343013,0.0,0.0,0.13410641846495264
anxiety,sidebuswork,2020/02/14,"Anxiety and diet I read last week about a girl who almost entirely managed her anxiety with her diet. She did a course of probiotics and then worked with a dietician for 12 weeks. By the end of the 12 weeks she said no panic attacks, low anxiety. I'm intrigued, what are your opinions on the stories of 'curing' anxiety and food choices in relation to anxiety. If you have any stories yourself please feel free to say!",6.263924050632916,7.036843240506332,7.002379746835443,73.00053164556962,65.96202531645571,10.876962025316457,37.31898734177216,10.793553405168565,4.4028359493670886,332,17,57,9,5,110,58,79,0.22899999999999998,0.708,0.063,-0.8944,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,1,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,6,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,7,2,12,4,0,9,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,3,6,36,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702505683296388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022014464122828,0.0,0.6762017941472169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111893148670115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657940527370576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938801778829615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137696259233136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410370871298786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741959432107002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405729834688434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768332559544077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816341341288327,0.14058685790178108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254197898902437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870188785005598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,firstlife9,2020/02/14,"How to deal with anxiety that comes from noises made by neighbours? Thin walls. Lots of noises. Whether it’s doors opening or closing, the heavy footsteps, or just the thumping of miscellaneous sounds, it fills me with fear and anxiety. I can barely sleep and I have to constantly muster the courage to get out of my room in the morning. I know rationally it’s just the neighbours being noisy and the walls being thin, but every instinct in my body just jumps at the mere sounds and vibrations. Does anyone else experience this? How do you deal with something like that?",3.9940996503496464,6.9071943365384625,3.6415034965035,85.79440559440562,76.78846153846153,6.4741258741258765,26.762237762237763,7.686295010490155,1.7061846153846159,457,18,81,7,11,137,69,104,0.064,0.885,0.051,0.4098,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,0,5,2,2,3,0,23,9,10,0,0,7,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,2,15,6,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,3,2,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447357647119564,0.0,0.0,0.15754779388687812,0.2308652246713085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25027783631440004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940917639305113,0.0,0.2434890359131489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645865460793359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717756224195945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822452697781755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984038518523272,0.0,0.0,0.2204045320540439,0.0,0.2535457290973302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771951179279044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382904479514907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007913984437362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155756073379,0.0,0.21320162290819564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22548102163123096,0.0,0.0,0.17346103497278004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheTiredDuckling,2020/02/14,"I’m fucking scared of an asteroid. Yesterday I wanted to die, now I’m scare of a fucking asteroid. I guess I’m scared of not having a choice. I don’t even know.",-0.2335714285714268,1.8172604285714336,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,87.57142857142857,6.928571428571428,23.035714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.4834285714285715,125,5,28,3,4,45,22,35,0.38,0.62,0.0,-0.9258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609598511526178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607682144888414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649130587524231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769946326887995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381874050880587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7552198856421288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830857066474784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ld6891,2020/02/14,"My Dr wants to prescribe me an SSRI so my dr wants to prescribe me an SSRI to help me get through the next couple of months (i had a DVT bloodclot, freaked out, found out that i need to have surgery to remove a rib that caused the bloodclot) so ive been super anxious and panicky. She gave me ativan to take at night to help me sleep. but since im so panicky, she wants to do a trial of an SSRI as she really feels like that can help me get through the next couple months and she said she can’t let me stay in this constant anxious state. She mentioned lexapro or celexa. Anyone have any thoughts? ive never been on medication before and the idea of being on one is freaking me out",2.8503675048355923,4.201041425531916,3.63604126370084,91.82454545454547,74.46099290780144,5.694648613797551,25.58413926499033,5.565023196281405,0.5313914893617011,535,18,115,2,11,170,80,141,0.095,0.8140000000000001,0.09,0.0514,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,10,0,13,5,2,1,1,18,25,9,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,7,2,20,2,21,16,0,17,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,8,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279343157626837,0.0,0.0,0.3415337142620831,0.0,0.10569401915015478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286253359216378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528212519377851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633493823666961,0.0,0.0,0.3345095337249508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643062747662323,0.10798815439056322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573824794642938,0.0,0.0,0.1579488741392063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039564530414517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064032453536968,0.16327786251075008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457051147957376,0.0,0.07384874410299709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227697955217148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413076440640693,0.0,0.0,0.1120826228618418,0.1165832847565923,0.0,0.3215190234378381,0.14185265850202025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242937808523273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683644673640177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378700326701202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504044267414408,0.0,0.15126835375047873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111558245630944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365289767797765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000351093837335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26747281714008825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yebisah1,2020/02/14,"My anxiety prevents me from being happy It’s like my mind has to find something “bad” to focus on. Something to worry about. My brain moves from one worry to the next all day long. Even things I know will get resolved cause me anxiety. And I know once it’s resolved, I’ll find something else to obsessively worry about. It’s exhausting and sometimes mindfulness makes me feel worse.",3.0874999999999986,5.901087194444448,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,79.83333333333334,6.377777777777778,25.66666666666667,7.645422480735847,1.6827166666666664,306,12,54,5,8,96,47,72,0.264,0.608,0.127,-0.8934,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,2,1,15,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,8,4,10,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432100831649509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272613537620234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745350237843796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329715335887054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251695723903452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279185842005226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049925104024858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037566384920204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905756931127486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305077448864125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692173740776807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472206464002027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766051421628963,0.0,0.0,0.14067584334602995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061079738107472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32101141338857064,0.0,0.0,0.16895081927309472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905726017274558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928871096692286,0.10771636362372597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367128772758968,0.15721689657450896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056068957177988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842990762267231,0.16199525461751846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonguidex,2020/02/14,"So I had a frappe today... ... at around 10 AM and I had a busy day and now I it's about 5 PM and I'm fighting off panic attacks. I really had the urge for coffee and I had been doing alright for a while, although I know that I have zero tolerance for caffeine. Please let me know my level of stupidity, feel free to go into detail.",-0.27531690140844844,1.7347482816901447,2.9951936619718325,89.39588908450705,87.30985915492954,5.240140845070423,18.734154929577464,6.6274283507984215,0.17213943661971864,252,7,55,3,8,91,53,71,0.16,0.7040000000000001,0.135,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,2,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,1,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,14,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,5,1,9,3,10,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930886503408914,0.0,0.3745519570649895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232911962168052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647093713791078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711164522120494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618775192185684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366647474896235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862859374415486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614007907722814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109161545513246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31207596249500025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CDR627,2020/02/14,"Can't attend work events Just went to a going away happy hour for someone at work and effectively froze. Couldn't come to making small talk. I'm happy to, it's just I couldn't find a conversation to join. Felt completely isolated, grab my things about 10 minutes into being there and left. The worst part is, I feel like I'm isolating myself and feel guilty about it after. But I just can't seem to relax in these type of forced situations.",2.4598850574712654,4.928184873563222,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,79.57471264367817,6.625287356321839,18.86206896551724,7.793537801064563,0.6749448275862062,352,8,69,6,9,114,63,87,0.157,0.685,0.158,0.0261,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,18,16,4,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,5,5,4,14,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,42,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014372232552141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468786781354268,0.22479584486730347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681563389476666,0.15316844124089565,0.20585901802606066,0.0,0.195959044316115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184928692423826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564686681219174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114224384257144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294780658996506,0.0,0.0,0.10474572035877214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311463508549827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321758809033022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951830309377911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24099621683589526,0.0,0.0,0.18166165581651292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723277669642788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424387988985822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987522954180733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121736233568957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,i-willget-over-this,2020/02/15,"Afraid of heart issues... I’ve had cardio phobia for a while now.  But it’s getting worse.  I am constantly checking my heart rate making sure it’s not too high or low.  It’s turning into a bad habit of checking my pulse.  If it gets above 120 while standing or above 110 while sitting I freak.  Today I was moving and the whole time I was panicky that moving would cause me to have a heart attack.  That I know of, my heart is okay.  

Anyone else like this ?",1.6507850241545905,3.7376979673913056,2.6336231884057995,94.38770531400968,80.19565217391305,4.523671497584541,18.917874396135264,5.033348758259628,-0.4579096618357492,351,8,74,1,9,111,65,92,0.205,0.725,0.069,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,1,4,1,7,5,4,2,1,12,12,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,5,0,0,3,0,9,3,6,8,1,14,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,8,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562720948232496,0.15478255104003308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185669873846576,0.0,0.0,0.126131829455297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551839706597044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632461284828541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261942871448444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784903394105526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7160445629027603,0.0,0.15960702961386827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767119257887294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302062588045417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738020639776424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083615271859972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211134847328277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237569292143312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880864232970613,0.0,0.14319066729829985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431386128782416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686571592500305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394675487287504,0.10731127561801146,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breakfastatdionnes,2020/02/15,"entry level-ish jobs that are decent for someone with anxiety? During my initial interview with my career coach, my spotty job history (quite obviously) came up. I’m about to be in my late 20’s, have went to college 2 out of 4 years studying business mgmt (working on going back), and have worked many waitressing jobs, as a barista and supervisor at Starbucks, and a few times as a personal trainer for gyms. All of them were short lived (less than 4 months) due to poor mental health and not liking the work environment. Gigs like doordash pay my bills currently but I’m ready to grow up and get a real job. 

The coach and I decided on leasing agent as reasonably attainable job for me for now but the coach was concerned “what would be the difference” between leasing and my previous jobs. After a few days of pondering I think that all of my past jobs were too customer centered (long lines of unhappy people), low pay/ reward, and as an introvert- I had no place to roost besides running to the bathroom to cry/ panic/ or meditate when overwhelmed in the middle of a shift. I think if I have a calmer stationed environment (a desk or office) I can be successful in a workplace. I can handle stress, but not for 8 whole hours AND having a designated space seems like the calm I need. Matter of fact wayyyy back I worked for my university as a tour guide and did admin/ clerical stuff and I was GREAT at it and thoroughly enjoyed. But since leaving college, life has consistently forced me to hop on Craigslist and take the first job I can (usually waitressing.) 

I think I’ll be okay at a more desk centered job where I’m not subject to hundreds of people complaining about their food taking too long and complaining to the manager/ trying to get me fired. 

Any thoughts? Anyone know of any other entry level-ish jobs that are decent for someone with anxiety?",7.72784949479716,7.5230388653295135,7.600045242044942,73.2901930327251,62.92550143266476,10.900377017041173,36.133464032574274,10.426177893888326,3.764251575931232,1480,62,262,31,19,474,199,349,0.094,0.792,0.114,0.9052,11,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,9,9,15,0,3,22,1,21,3,0,1,4,46,38,27,0,3,10,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,19,1,0,9,4,4,5,4,6,0,1,9,1,25,9,52,24,7,43,0,2,0,0,6,20,0,4,21,167,32,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568773634476446,0.0,0.11889228240236062,0.0,0.0,0.054334997177674524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950477579575412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887685250729291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535820701887505,0.05011500704445509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118795726830491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609808922362713,0.09396440143424227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119808196884219,0.0,0.044163049491600624,0.0,0.0,0.08567296082983168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259960046407609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652638435532957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7711285427355744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270609339213947,0.0,0.0876576163346844,0.08228118352988915,0.0,0.0,0.05488721280334277,0.1138921010292174,0.0,0.06861728052051284,0.13753765367485166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878336258397076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831103633450134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062025506573582176,0.0,0.0,0.05761923944071735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117318675153807,0.0,0.0,0.07418074678332406,0.10774540339280672,0.06785132453536798,0.08118795726830491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265165328775823,0.0,0.08844832051922541,0.0,0.07989640860357701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074212802398945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428057286896012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316828829952701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901385299351125,0.0,0.0889566703212951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685296716353327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493757774048356,0.0,0.06169119577981346,0.04531195687829053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527583949470412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558400039116487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720357720646749,0.0,0.08675781852760635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628838504167664,0.0,0.0,0.05520128654741173,0.0,0.0,0.050041180240517034
anxiety,audreypiette,2020/02/15,"To all the woman out there, do you sometime link your periods to a higher level of anxiety ? I don't know if it's just me going crazy but I feel like every month, there is a one or two weeks where my anxiety level goes up for stuff that would normally not affect me so much. These days seems to fit with my periods coming up soon.
And so I'm wondering if it happens to anyone else.
I know that hormones goes up during the PMS period and that we can get more sensitive to some stuff, but in my case, I litterally have a higher level of stress that plays directly on my anxiety. Which makes me more likely to doubt on my relationship or on any decision making",5.2267105263157925,5.319982300751882,6.68623120300752,76.73656484962409,68.09774436090225,10.559774436090226,27.90319548872181,10.411451182825502,2.726429323308272,518,15,103,13,8,178,89,133,0.105,0.8290000000000001,0.065,-0.5416,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,0,7,5,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,3,1,29,18,10,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,1,15,3,18,17,5,22,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,8,9,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152846014936315,0.0,0.4101364028708675,0.0,0.0,0.12495770592876153,0.18310880871088836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394224801292786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525272178447635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492886984349789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057030276420064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036079760205257,0.1276699679757228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336823940069178,0.0,0.10156462018840867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580320541266658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642792809986054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461668546676998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385797065008505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264406760084902,0.0,0.13137190664557494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509718187189893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109805463123685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186692065703528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269024550586722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674807884194008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471091273967074,0.0,0.4091588121026907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457303003784191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143349830254368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938026252937585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269499676005319,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jagerhero,2020/02/15,"Anxiety is affecting my career 
Hi all. I’m recently discovering some deep anxiety issues I have been having. I started a new job in October of 2019, leaving a job I had been at for years. I was there until about January of this year and ended up resigning due to the distance and just generally feeling terrible. I took a couple of weeks off, found a therapist, and I took another job which turned out to be just as chaotic as the last and I ended up resigning after a week because I just couldn’t mentally handle it right now. 

These are jobs that paid really well and offered me continued career progression, but my anxiety makes me doing even the most simple tasks impossible. I’ve always felt some type of anxiety at work, but I’ve always been able to suppress it until recently.

Now I’m at a point where I really don’t know what to do beyond continuing therapy. I want to work but I think it would be best if I worked at a lower position for now while I figure out this stuff. I kind of want to go back to school so I can qualify for the CPA exam, but I’m afraid of falling behind in my career.

What should I do?",4.136651785714288,5.26398150446429,6.2003571428571425,75.54464285714286,71.00892857142857,10.242857142857146,28.732142857142854,10.411451182825502,3.1700410714285714,883,33,168,26,16,310,131,224,0.08900000000000001,0.856,0.055999999999999994,-0.4411,5,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,14,7,0,1,11,0,19,0,0,2,1,34,36,16,0,6,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,6,0,1,4,2,4,1,0,10,2,21,3,35,21,5,42,0,2,0,0,2,16,0,4,22,125,32,14,0.11388406136135346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895213242291778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941736807161167,0.3484839809082073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756981354329751,0.0,0.06942266677223967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195142963105054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260105477868716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173495157179736,0.0,0.0,0.07521934846301094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057583203257475575,0.0,0.1093465583126024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486799512350122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472293653088114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188653720532176,0.4520494332087985,0.0,0.0,0.11859272495632585,0.06258770179869537,0.0928307099126938,0.0,0.1205867774213294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601849528293271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476834803514735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998993611929928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765724856818687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591409175227374,0.0,0.2248935430376068,0.0,0.0,0.09725636615065628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525675007755147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060772478961296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037000373578658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302363492610704,0.13222817285379396,0.0,0.07297230808350293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305876502102465,0.0,0.12387315612969545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343435400504253,0.0,0.18270184928678387,0.0,0.10239544808979872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487268590710696,0.0,0.0,0.0808999696977588,0.0,0.0,0.1466752033621844
anxiety,sudora94,2020/02/15,"What's are actually better options than drugs to relieve stress? After a full day of work, studying and talking, what do I have to do when I come home and start to live all that anxiety again?",6.91,6.161374736842108,7.0357894736842095,78.4605263157895,64.78947368421052,9.705263157894738,34.78947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.786536842105264,152,6,30,2,2,49,32,38,0.11199999999999999,0.745,0.14300000000000002,0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.31499542056512314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246932638333252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285480566316899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780540706947637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817214809110432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743326655372786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237836027968879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850285278709844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22847165715296186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36975361434325615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25944550481535616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349941762973613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mikie1028,2020/02/15,"need support for monday hi i have autism  i go too the dentist on the 17  what can i expect i know i need  dental work its just a exam but i will be wrapped up in a papoose board, will it be ok  any support for the 17th the wrap they use is in the link below  

 [https://specializedcare.com/collections/rainbow-stabilizing-products](https://specializedcare.com/collections/rainbow-stabilizing-products)",8.511167608286254,12.971818271186445,6.366666666666671,61.09297551789078,78.15254237288136,3.300188323917138,16.725047080979284,5.033348758259628,-0.8477246704331454,334,6,49,1,9,97,43,59,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,7,1,7,1,0,1,0,8,14,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,7,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,34,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819292111601768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823497239552893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633393596940206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758209646970519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7282066339547271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771163606881742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335868164770069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pantzzzzless,2020/02/15,"Does anyone else get really on edge when your 'mental outline' of your day gets altered? Even if you didn't have actual plans for the day, instead just a general idea of what you were going to do. But they suddenly get upended by someone. When this happens, my chest gets unbearably tight and I just can't think in a straight line for a while. It's even more frustrating because I know why my anxiety is spiking. Yet it still happens.",3.8585714285714303,5.812979142857145,4.682857142857143,82.86214285714287,73.04761904761905,8.609523809523811,29.857142857142854,9.23628265651192,2.7599714285714287,344,15,65,8,7,111,67,84,0.08199999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.0,-0.6766,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,1,9,1,1,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,10,15,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,9,0,8,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,8,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.2093832405280528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641406592946599,0.0,0.0,0.15002794259318386,0.21984588815390807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079605282620355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767516992901149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776615818524944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924045669806848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834346282720073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484027537707684,0.0,0.1219415072793672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37947597978335146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422163242473045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791860974730367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622976486382764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745501390440326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179914453586124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135086477096756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374837687271968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361038496992172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sandizzle5,2020/02/15,"Rough day, just need to feel not so alone in the struggle Hey everyone, hope you all are having a nice weekend. I was already nervous coming into the long Presidents’ Day weekend, just because my anxiety seems to be more prevalent during long weekends but I can’t just keep busy because then I’ll be too exhausted.

Just a few minutes ago one my dad brought up one of my triggers without meaning too, and it almost has me spiraling. Instant stomach pains, feeling restless and not wanting to do anything or leave the house. It’s so sad that I’m looking forward to going back to work to get back into my routine and staying busy. 

Anyone else experience this? What works for you to shake off a trigger or stop a spiraling episode and feel comfortable with your downtime? Thanks.",5.9917931034482725,7.340676489655178,5.933965517241379,78.34508620689654,66.86206896551724,8.006896551724138,38.63793103448275,8.238735603445708,3.402296551724138,621,35,104,8,10,195,105,145,0.163,0.741,0.096,-0.8641,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,2,10,11,0,4,7,0,8,3,1,2,1,32,24,10,0,3,10,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,5,3,0,5,4,7,0,2,2,5,10,4,16,20,3,23,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,5,13,71,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126517201057145,0.0,0.1595784461017966,0.16505140833421902,0.1758603958305725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121911816882599,0.0,0.0,0.1114299110487876,0.16328563424920725,0.13114169501305312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507973182149545,0.0,0.19429170699856746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372766159176316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555115734753396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312685491107473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227762385574592,0.0,0.15588702828276985,0.0,0.0,0.2417352870938869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326028822209912,0.0,0.0905693371143537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582828433281006,0.0,0.1838828389518009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164864322126391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874179512227447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28206145782491776,0.13382429829924947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735923966042094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816521687823005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597620339529688,0.0,0.16957285323736526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507756404842534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985913835081815,0.0,0.13323412083853672,0.0,0.16660020510300674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671950745789686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399608562381308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361968825761035,0.0,0.2320354828961731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Merryg0ld,2020/02/15,Tremors?? Does anyone else get tremors from either their anxiety or mediation for anxiety? I have been more anxious than usual for over a month and I’m wondering if it’s causing this. Towards the end of my days I get very shaky and usually my klonopin helps knock it down. I’ll call my doctor Monday about it but I just wanted other input.,2.034545454545455,4.755883590909097,3.360833333333337,85.66125000000002,84.30303030303031,6.330303030303031,24.91666666666667,7.645422480735847,1.6547030303030312,271,11,50,5,8,88,53,66,0.10400000000000001,0.867,0.028999999999999998,-0.3985,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,7,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,9,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,6,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404152403037051,0.2513553609000852,0.0,0.15557326974801153,0.2279718235789031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719167631213935,0.0,0.0,0.22856305535601185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434904925798727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773246388365084,0.19470636384124326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586553569729666,0.0,0.19706401378334448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248829972057586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913331785748862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775929210758073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900923335076343,0.1835811956772854,0.13123297188676855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412857044597756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jstandard18,2020/02/15,"Missed dose of lexapro 
Hi all,

I ran out of my prescription and forgot to pick up my new one until the pharmacy was closed last night so I missed a dose of my medicine. I am feeling very off and emotional and anxious as heck so I went and picked it up and took my normal dosage at around 3pm (usually take it right before bed). Should I wait until tomorrow night to take my next dosage or do it again tonight? Also how long until I start to feel better usually for people who have missed a dose? Still feeling really weird 2.5 hours later",3.1047222222222217,4.871891879629633,3.84,88.905,74.64814814814815,7.392592592592592,23.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.1622333333333341,425,12,88,7,9,135,75,108,0.11199999999999999,0.818,0.071,-0.6728,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,3,1,20,19,14,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,8,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,5,3,11,1,17,13,1,29,0,3,0,0,2,8,1,1,18,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463691024892445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677191222815688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629355910144041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574513179156893,0.0,0.0,0.16187524706352982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588422401115875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776365495327701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024777699536315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919395780280126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197587627386462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767716082700305,0.1946545846509188,0.34352269457770224,0.17933063414630465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402593062172415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689002366064045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172537669279744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630670282691309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954964474743133,0.0,0.14616807193904974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752317092199348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335317238058254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031635872211023,0.1510189985341621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967073367158314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NOELS-TEA,2020/02/15,"Anyone have these physical symptoms with their Anxiety? I was diagnosed with social anxiety as a teen. I am 21 now and I feel my social anxiety has diminished through a growth in confidence. However, the past 6 months-a year I feel as though my anxiety has come back but is now making me a hypochondriac around my health.

Every time I drive I feel an anxiety attack coming on. For a while I thought I was dying. Its sudden, out of nowhere. First time it happened I was driving, had a particularly normal chill day. It was night time. Got off the freeway at a light, stopped, and all of a sudden I felt a rush up my body into my head. I struggle to explain the feeling, but its like a feeling of numbness or warmth, or tingling. Just a weird sensation. My arms started tingling too, and my whole body broke out into tremors/shaking and I felt I couldn’t breathe right. I had to pull over and have someone on the phone every time I drove for a month after that.

Since then I have had a few episodes of this but I have been able to keep it under control. However, I moved across the country while this was happening and started a new job/school and now this is happening at home/work. I feel like I can’t function normally and live my life. I feel like a burden to everyone around me. I avoid going places sometimes, even the grocery store.

I feel dizzy, lightheaded, heart palpitations, the weird tingling sensation, tremors, nausea, a feeling of being disconnecting from my body, a sense of doom....etc. It is all quite overwhelming. I also get very overstimulated easily now from crowds or even my boyfriend holding me. Sometimes it feels like too much. I used to love going out to restaurants, concerts, friends, but now I feel these symptoms sometimes when I go out. Sometimes even at home relaxing I feel them. I don’t even feel particularly stressed in my life, not more than back home anyway before all of this was happening to me. 

I feel like maybe I have been over exerting myself for the past 2 years. Working 25-40 hours a week depending on the job, i was also dealing with an eating disorder (restrictive eating and avoidance of food), overexercising 5-7 days a week, going to school, etc. I feel like all of that stress I put on my body and mind has finally caught up to me and bit me in the A**. I have overcame my disorder, cut the gym down to 2-3 days a week max, I do online school at my own pace, I work at a great job....I have made positive changes in my life you would think would help me, not give me all of this anxiety. 

I think the worst thing of all that started before the driving anxiety attacks was (and is still happening) me not being able to sleep. I struggle falling asleep, it feels like someone is standing on my chest almost every night and I open my eyes so quickly and sometimes have to lift my head to feel better. I don’t know how to describe what I feel. Its like the feeling of doom, and like I am suffocating/dying in my sleep. Like i’m waking up in the middle of myself dying or having a heart attack. I don’t know. I just want to feel normal and productive again. The only thing that prevents this is taking melatonin. 

If this is anxiety I do think it is being caused by caffeine. I drink 118mg of caffeine from coffee per day, up to a max of 160mg. Yesterday I had 383mg and ever since I have been extremely woozy, dizzy, shaky, and I don’t feel myself at all. Not even for a minute. I had a full blown panic attack last night because of it. I’m going to now cut out the caffeine and order decaf. I did today, but I still feel horrible. But I assume that I am still feeling the effects of yesterday. I used to have literally no negative effects from coffee, which i’ve been regularly drinking every day for 3 years! 

If anyone has any tips I would appreciate it. I definitely am a hypochondriac and have been all my life. Constantly afraid of being sick with a disease/cancer. Even when I was little I was a germaphobe. I feel like that’s what is going on but like any anxious person, I won’t rule out health issues yet.",3.7195238095238095,5.373947622641512,4.723378256963162,83.67421383647799,72.77358490566039,7.7142857142857135,27.839173405211138,8.368874486241431,1.9487663971248883,3180,121,620,53,63,1037,316,795,0.146,0.73,0.124,-0.9482,5,2,2,0,0,0,113.0,0,1,2,8,35,40,6,10,48,0,66,36,16,10,9,127,130,45,2,10,19,0,26,12,1,4,14,1,2,1,32,37,5,8,36,5,1,19,13,23,0,1,28,29,97,17,93,93,17,122,1,3,1,1,14,44,0,10,69,428,129,5,0.079712599475336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991032695670554,0.0,0.0,0.06374613700105722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054207301104737295,0.0,0.2439196816626108,0.04502627405888216,0.0,0.05573690296340916,0.0,0.0,0.07096111358553732,0.0,0.18136917917538206,0.0,0.061294068631411965,0.0,0.024296030387282862,0.0,0.06782955104314183,0.0,0.0,0.03524965823012413,0.043512756622403975,0.177085456195773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040943398753631885,0.042162680365702906,0.0686653462120795,0.0,0.04307050080653512,0.04470222920575005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852008050692734,0.04109009494528707,0.0,0.040453305265214484,0.08272909325897303,0.0,0.0913575449744838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808800058226377,0.0,0.08156588953554382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890061948906078,0.15794826049808686,0.036052304928943464,0.13432260606839022,0.03808440240354378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836610246842847,0.25626013646629736,0.07653659610120668,0.04366062820207508,0.0,0.03390174819626024,0.048194395847940816,0.0,0.030792878309496063,0.0,0.02082327160482424,0.038233794453754334,0.13590752177822768,0.0,0.031876723842485154,0.04394171116587745,0.0,0.0,0.17622397115284286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180812414720014,0.08473076571308318,0.0,0.09445981417947567,0.026714837579417592,0.0,0.11993735496278107,0.0,0.03925042680140348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415996219343662,0.11865368268509223,0.03542611049319353,0.0,0.0,0.04380796000707257,0.03248820383566325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260673278212313,0.2336612979883463,0.039946482962777564,0.03519384286962187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035971866607080065,0.037712994496793086,0.026604389564132937,0.0,0.04004101013727845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04024350098115551,0.0,0.031812918199327016,0.042360939067008836,0.029298966231810008,0.0,0.0,0.03849346264696341,0.0,0.11220731209203633,0.11715213434765195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03031251194414722,0.0,0.04676278022264498,0.0,0.0,0.07609469586784501,0.0,0.034800983601785164,0.04164135024488642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040066589620210695,0.0,0.04239208077991733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03403706220484652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101010948242985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593908601327217,0.0,0.07977016696136051,0.08125695672074662,0.06754022685828966,0.0,0.19709449781749536,0.0,0.08463148228071106,0.0,0.09548787736494864,0.03332165122765505,0.09131051337823673,0.08333291643250741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285191226409308,0.029966977225023207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052957509100046735,0.07661492263514884,0.03915861213077205,0.0316414499998259,0.0929621155716254,0.0,0.03777911187650298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884609238484632,0.0,0.03288562137295526,0.02350827822639535,0.0,0.09591095866385284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044498135306585966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704758268578351,0.0,0.0,0.08493831540160518,0.0,0.0,0.07699845087282485
anxiety,Signal-Risk,2020/02/15,"is this ok? how many lines are allowed in the text bocx,and I have a long text how to share it? (:",-0.5154545454545456,0.7525920000000035,1.0363636363636388,107.22454545454548,83.54545454545455,4.4,15.545454545454547,3.1291,-1.5676181818181814,72,1,21,0,2,23,20,22,0.0,0.6809999999999999,0.319,0.7882,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6576017573620545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7533657337006625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,X4N4X_,2020/02/15,"Not good enough feeling Hi everyone! 
Lately I've been dealing with this feeling of not feeling good enough.
I'm constantly comparing myself to others and I always find a lot of virtues in them. But none in myself.
I know I have some good things but, in a lower level.
I feel like I’m the invisible person who doesn't brings nothing to anyone.
Can't stop overthink about every word I say, every move I make, and how stupid I look all the time. 
I know it's not rational but I'm in a vicious circle.
Anyone else dealing with this? Do you have any tips to keep this over control? 
Thank you for read ❤️",0.8203551912568301,3.261496172131149,2.5738032786885228,91.09606010928962,87.27868852459017,4.892677595628415,20.428415300546447,6.42735559955562,0.3262867759562837,471,15,95,5,15,155,80,122,0.166,0.747,0.08800000000000001,-0.7494,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,1,2,7,2,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,1,26,20,6,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,3,7,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,6,13,5,14,19,6,12,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,2,5,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618445233381734,0.0,0.0,0.103126794856913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207357830861776,0.15538273528038654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387913105940932,0.1700877013611442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126877528092521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668361764016225,0.0,0.0,0.31338874511215303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555423265566387,0.14490750411387476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30671398044411885,0.10833836436863643,0.0,0.0,0.1386048077035644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815889748257374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479295795785806,0.0,0.0,0.1666850926970206,0.0,0.17106713285832995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408823858458168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734730530537605,0.0,0.0,0.1289269000683504,0.0,0.0,0.10122715460681599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117931658943396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551169294364588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324144099993367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516904422724863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059769265527005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678569197932915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961839626996927,0.0,0.0,0.10074912540916643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088427986882212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grinchy-Wopertinger,2020/02/15,"How do you get over silly stuff? I have pretty bad social anxiety, so the few social interactions that I do have, I always find something to obsess for weeks over. 

For example, I had a normal conversation with someone about an assignment--I wasn't really a conversation more of a question and an answer--but afterward, there was an uncomfortable silence for a minute (because the conversation was over) and I wasn't sure if I was supposed to keep the conversation going, so I just sat in silence for the rest of the class period. I couldn't sleep that night because of that. I'm now getting anxiety thinking about it. 

I know it's completely ridiculous and I wish I could stop. But, everything gives me anxiety and I don't know how I'm going to feel when I go off to college in a year and a half.",5.494258064516128,6.227022974193549,6.822741935483871,73.75411290322583,67.64516129032258,10.329032258064515,32.274193548387096,10.355215969177356,3.4213096774193548,631,26,117,16,10,215,85,155,0.142,0.807,0.051,-0.8718,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,10,5,1,1,14,0,13,1,1,2,1,24,28,12,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,6,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,7,1,15,2,20,19,3,17,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,8,87,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986233201487988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857596165330113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034610851751306,0.20492925762202985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623662993186545,0.0,0.0,0.134204255449032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510662788130588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499013106027517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362900321990922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175637646282832,0.16124492331846746,0.2865841363723369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940396451772084,0.0,0.0,0.1847530765125322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577388075352722,0.1646901403096899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100549772874854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882965585723974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768120806093576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682089711281964,0.34268824067087206,0.14242006131315882,0.1294020313218329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405287435843387,0.0,0.0,0.19242006482844654,0.0,0.0,0.15842055518658313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770373436949328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348297180204415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329242195609575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824289073764064
anxiety,lordbnar,2020/02/15,"It turned out to be worse than I thought It's not my native language so there can be mistakes :c

I've been fainting due to low blood pressure since I was little. It always happens when I'm outside, in a crowded place and generally alone. I start sweating, trembling, having nausea, dizziness and my heart throbs like crazy etc. 

My anxiety and depression became worse so a few weeks ago I went to therapy for the 4th time. The ones I went before didn't help me at all and make everything worser. Suprisingly this time I'm really happy and I'm looking forward to get better. 

So a few days I was told that I've been fainting all this years because my body couldn't endure the amount of anxiety at that moment. I know it's not a big deal but it was really shocking for me. They tried to decrease my anxiety in urgent situations by some methods but they were literally no help. Trying them made me even more anxious and I don't know what to do anymore...",3.360159574468085,5.294361026595748,4.558457446808512,83.30875,74.37234042553192,7.253191489361702,27.707446808510642,8.07648339933343,1.9071,755,30,143,12,16,248,119,188,0.20600000000000002,0.75,0.044000000000000004,-0.9718,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,6,9,0,2,7,0,14,7,4,2,2,22,30,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,12,1,19,3,16,15,8,22,0,2,1,0,8,10,0,1,12,91,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623116270635265,0.0,0.0,0.1474859718345178,0.0,0.0,0.11849022992743034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268124090398474,0.16087421340194133,0.14122494653708173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868071999968818,0.0,0.12117398005442664,0.0,0.0,0.12594337770526312,0.0,0.15817699812982364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918377871145548,0.1468106531375351,0.12265100486047753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881635256500512,0.0940554624195846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798212251270255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439939257466169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125925999138663,0.15159003539672733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687475659694188,0.1908986951098447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565213034874969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957063459435965,0.14272464597907775,0.0,0.0,0.11958217678319095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474462303430382,0.09505472823648868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649557241699973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878023122411455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824532870029123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779676218551705,0.16006629848633247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079317336025456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284958995107693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305162343573275,0.16607200497212185,0.0,0.0,0.13607162501478398,0.0,0.193363805750001,0.15489295266737454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142266402907756,0.0,0.0,0.26401695977573186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902404852388081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170249649597033
anxiety,727_The_funny_number,2020/02/15,"Anxiety and alcohol Knowing that for me, a cup of coffee is enough to trigger a panic attack, is a single pint of beer dangerous for me?

I'd really like to know what it tastes like...",5.896216216216217,5.165798216216217,7.889864864864865,71.4466891891892,66.83783783783784,11.724324324324325,32.013513513513516,11.20814326018867,3.6765783783783785,142,5,27,4,2,51,29,37,0.267,0.667,0.067,-0.813,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769221620285792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698096132961245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012398488190252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644267355171351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876623212439076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446165230717689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413809908655928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259445301763024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OppositionMemorialCe,2020/02/15,"Isolation and Anxiety....A Cure. A tremendous amount of time has elapsed, but I definitely realize that the KEY to alleviating anxiety is...EXPOSURE. Plain and simple. The effects compound. 
I distinctly remember not being able to leave my house out of fear and anxiety. What did I end up doing then? I stayed in my room.....for over 17 hours a day.
(Deadly mistake.) This transpired over 2 years. My mind began to show signs of deterioration. Brain fog, headaches, dizziness, panic, etc. I remember nearly panicking when I heard the mailman drive by my house. Not good at all. I was in purgatory....a caged animal. Losing my mind slowly. No friends. No job. Nowhere to go. God, I would not wish what I went through on my worst enemy. Our brains are BUILT for stimulation. Period. Remaining dormant has the exact opposite effect.
Those feelings became over overwhelming that they nearly triggered a panic attack.
Depersonalization took place. I felt like I wasn't in my own body. Horrible thought. (Thats what 17 hours a day trapped in a dark room will do to you. Anxiety was only worsening by the minute.
If you think isolation has no effect on the human mind, go contact an inmate who is serving his time in solitary confinement. Torture.
I could not even leave my home without my heart racing. 

I finally realized that I needed to MOVE. I cannot stay in one spot or I would be doomed. I may simply die in my room at the young age of 26. I just may never recover. I slowly began forcing myself to leave the house and face my fears. I noticed....i would be terrified out of my mind in the beginning. (Anticipation is a hell of a breeder of anxiety.) Once i overcame my specific obstacle, the symptoms vanished. That initial worry went up in flames. Gone. What was left was calmness. It became easier and easier to talk to people the NEXT time. I felt amazing and kept forcing myself out of my comfort zone. I've now been told i am one of the greatest speakers and conversationalists people have known. PRACTICE. CONSTANT PRACTICE.
I assure you, as painful as it may be, once your conscience notices you succeeding and overcoming these fears, one by one, a sense of peace and calmness will wash over you. You are STRENGTHENING these weak neurocircuits and they will fire collectively much easier the next time you come to overcome the goal. It becomes second nature. I can now go ANYWHERE and talk with ANYONE maintaining appropriate eye contact. I dont even have to think. I got a great paying job and am surrounded by new friends. 
Get out there and practice!!!! PUSH YOURSELF",2.8851142041398994,5.8939743190578175,4.071624197002141,79.73406013561744,84.18201284796574,7.224682369735903,27.26941470378301,8.238735603445708,2.540848708065667,2025,91,343,48,60,658,254,467,0.23600000000000002,0.64,0.124,-0.9962,2,3,0,0,0,0,94.0,1,8,2,6,8,26,3,6,24,0,37,10,6,5,5,66,61,20,2,8,9,0,4,1,2,9,4,2,3,1,17,19,0,2,14,1,1,11,12,15,0,5,20,7,55,11,56,27,7,69,2,3,1,0,22,30,1,5,27,232,72,5,0.07613165119937172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329620191441059,0.0,0.0,0.05323302066766037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661074396130361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408142738964784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456510183029246,0.0,0.169976201974474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558067635116603,0.0,0.08227126868193428,0.0,0.0607849285938587,0.0,0.0,0.09819723361846693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901263430734308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922572820671186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743004589138275,0.0,0.08490691558043327,0.10056847520496418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570078203746782,0.03849445034657268,0.0,0.14619664837720311,0.0833985026032002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176382497278168,0.0,0.03977564553364675,0.0,0.12980211549358,0.06385561698430704,0.06088943622283113,0.08393541421564635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902163732308643,0.0,0.0,0.07636625354838608,0.0,0.14994868175616352,0.2635371115587672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109783301776747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418372782324827,0.08271726178632241,0.0,0.0,0.03719407921777236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517184396990778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074850600687668,0.0,0.0,0.08091589682820997,0.055965523451596805,0.05645065470368452,0.0587174227723776,0.07352842313469944,0.16193374949056755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667638948767134,0.0,0.1621554477180521,0.20635510862125475,0.05790155136071424,0.08100944455664645,0.178648178403708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055602021455771,0.0,0.07954137170737909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248463966089336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229242108003042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912993588475989,0.0,0.1223834748367248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975641760544307,0.0,0.060440027064340124,0.17757191219549892,0.0,0.0,0.07274705527123666,0.08458506572923409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411496067843849,0.0,0.0,0.08754764166772204,0.07338819499188581,0.0,0.0,0.07731538731125387,0.0,0.1622452220647512,0.0,0.0,0.04902628729816326
anxiety,honeybadgess,2020/02/15,"Is this anxiety? Hi,
I have been going through two stressful years(illness, illness of parent, surgeries, long distance relationship, self employment etc.). I have been seeing a psychiatrist and talked to a therapist for over a year now cause I was diagnosed with near burn out. I have eliminated as much stress as possible and it helped, but I wonder if I'm also suffering from anxiety. I always thought it was part of stress and ADD , but I have this strange thing where I would have to confront somebody or do something that feels overwhelming, say a task I dread cause I'm exhausted and then a nervousness and tension and trying to avoid the situation cause I think I can't handle it is building up. And I kinda fear something that is ridiculous and not the end of the world. Also I feel I can't sit back and calmly think about the situation from a distance, it feels as if people who are let's say texting me about something I don't want to deal with are intruding into my personal space. I'm tired of this and in a couple of days I'll describe it to my therapist in detail. It's the first time I'm thinking it's not ""only stress and being overwhelmed"" but something else. What do you think?",6.320546583850932,6.7868304956521746,6.567577639751555,77.23739130434784,65.78260869565217,9.701863354037268,33.81987577639751,9.606745405546679,3.1395962732919247,954,40,176,18,14,307,128,230,0.23,0.752,0.018000000000000002,-0.993,2,1,4,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,7,16,2,11,12,0,22,4,0,3,0,40,38,23,0,4,8,1,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,15,16,0,1,9,0,0,1,5,15,0,2,5,6,19,1,28,30,3,21,0,3,1,0,12,10,0,5,9,126,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391785708411633,0.08527751025357423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680476260903412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880628422912253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31584757137477265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340007067446466,0.0,0.06609572651790413,0.105659740773039,0.0,0.10402228939666702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561485430621113,0.0,0.0907731859258489,0.0,0.1143002519498208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532652521521927,0.15546173158704693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717550862170864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824580327414056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869496936411577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480004399745686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069789349868032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533983995639659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779460879431625,0.0,0.0,0.11379984003431015,0.11098358493063927,0.0,0.0710516782916442,0.08948781721988087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155388509677464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003283323143112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300377394768792,0.0,0.0,0.08166898123791541,0.0,0.10691643825853518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303996779950533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315598428652167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695946887562101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237528069831232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379909366339217,0.06808790160922443,0.2626784833264625,0.0,0.08136334094910966,0.05976107530348888,0.1177938905482208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958204038263296,0.0,0.10011504346387776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044957030955472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111142931130269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280392350015398,0.0,0.0,0.06599835775492158
anxiety,MoistTowlette19,2020/02/15,"Any advice on standing up for yourself? Confrontation makes me lose my ability to speak up and stand up for myself. I have C-PTSD caused by abuse from my mom and multiple former bosses. I am a lot better than I used to be thanks to therapy and EMDR - as far as not getting triggered so easily and standing up for myself, but still no where close to the confident person I used to be. So...Wouldn’t you know, I have a big, intimidating, gaslighting, victim of a boss right now. He targets me, probably because he sees something in me that he knows he can mess with, and he does. And I become a speechless, blathering, shaking idiot. Any help on how to calm myself, gather my words and stand up for myself?",4.43911111111111,5.875385244444447,5.495740740740743,79.70583333333336,70.62962962962962,8.066666666666668,28.314814814814817,8.548686976883017,2.171459259259259,548,20,100,9,10,181,89,135,0.16899999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.122,-0.7965,0,0,1,0,1,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,5,9,3,1,5,0,6,0,0,8,0,23,14,12,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,2,17,3,25,12,1,21,0,1,1,0,11,13,0,1,3,70,18,2,0.0,0.2362578476936843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485257126492744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711993442717133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155313721864858,0.2202229890894116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635418113402854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048399877497289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449735750999393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417891113797942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336544392768194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917139915975714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307896818149656,0.0,0.16952379256057865,0.0,0.0,0.13310186741452662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335363071194915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410946017362178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498824833421376,0.0,0.2330893637211933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702875583688336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889696137435885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350880642573242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924207747855526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835818594440962,0.2280326810913721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34443727560545195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lp660-4,2020/02/15,"I just want someone to hear me out Since I was born I had some brain problema that makes it unable to produce serotonin so I always had trouble with anxiety and a non common behavior so as a result I’ve been having trouble to socialize with others but now I can act like a normal person but very very within me I’m still the same freak with those twisted thoughts every girl tell me I’m good looking and I’ve been with a lot of girls but I’m tired that when I show myself as I am they freak out so I must be hiding whit my mask of a “normal” being  I’m on meds since I was 7, I’m 25 now but since I have memory I’ve been struggling with anxiety and depression and existential crisis... Fuck",0.7466095890410962,2.9457861780821943,3.0016267123287683,89.79504280821921,84.4794520547945,5.8417808219178085,20.08390410958904,7.1686216300943375,0.5566589041095891,546,16,115,8,16,186,87,146,0.233,0.713,0.054000000000000006,-0.9806,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,1,1,6,0,14,3,1,3,1,27,25,14,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,5,11,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,8,2,16,2,16,14,3,11,0,1,1,1,7,4,1,2,7,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722934416290176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707192352579265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752501965615232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239929079037612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908068485832368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357938964527485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484099756726549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942571576129012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644458628021663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858613636030776,0.0,0.0,0.1504291740459699,0.0,0.0,0.11810969821235275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654190654008732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467298306639455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449832670625466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391030395934458,0.0,0.0,0.18036938251874485,0.1499217975326324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130555850974907,0.0,0.0,0.18497747500036346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465450370242936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404716353845228,0.0,0.20336800640921968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919902226301677,0.10436456886629072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alnaqeeb78,2020/02/15,"So I went to therapy for the first time ever! And after I got the pills and all I was feeling really optimistic until I researched a bit about the possible side effects and horror stories about the medications he prescribed (Effexor37.5,Prozac,amitriptyline) now I’m anxious about the side effects more Than the anxiety and ocd itself because I’m in my finals and I need to do my best these upcoming months and the he prescribed..
Any advice about the first expertise with antidepressants is welcome 
I’m 18 btw",7.585253623188407,8.920654554347829,7.3204347826086975,69.88905797101451,63.23913043478261,10.481159420289854,37.072463768115945,10.504223727775694,4.336776811594203,417,20,64,10,6,132,61,92,0.081,0.7959999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.6022,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,9,0,3,2,0,2,2,13,10,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,7,2,12,7,4,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,9,47,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942543511188396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596592417479552,0.0,0.1796069469793786,0.2652358862540198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312041773206294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463883455965553,0.0,0.2563202220775829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237300330077288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187124103370758,0.0,0.0,0.2571912879231503,0.0,0.3994094744164998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777594362303973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365173213711597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740008426836768,0.0,0.0,0.17408725737467318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26468048462995825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040682485659473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26849272113523426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369027841357923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176444901621601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bell_witch,2020/02/15,"Anyone else experienced prolonged tachycardia? So long story short, 7 years ago I got admitted to the hospital for 3 days because my resting heart rate was between 100-200 beats and wouldn't go lower. I woke up from a 12-hour sleep on my day off thinking I was pretty relaxed, but I was actually experiencing a severe panic attack that I wasn't even aware off. I felt physically fine, except I was really tired. After numerous examinations, including bloodwork, an ultrasound, ex-ray and a deep-delve convo with a cardiologist, the doctors couldn't find a cause. There wasn't anything wrong with me, aside from the fact that my body was running an exercise simulation for 80 hours straight. They eventually gave me a pill (I have no knowledge of what it was), and I was completely fine again. The official diagnosis was ""inappropriate sinus tachycardia"".

For the past several days this had been happening again, except not to the same degree. I've still been going to work as usual, and don't really notice my heart rate that much when I'm working, besides the extra tiredness and sweating. The most noticeable difference is that my heart rate is around 75 when I sleep, when it'd normally be about 50-55, and when I'm awake it averages 120 sitting still (when it's usually 60-70). I had an ECG done yesterday and went to a concert just a few hours after. I *think* I'm relaxed, but my body's not getting the memo. 

Honestly, it's not my heart rate that's exhausting, but the fact that I can't stop my brain from doing this to my body. It's ""fine"" when it's just a normal panic attack a few times a week, but I feel really helpless and pathetic when it goes on for days and I can't figure out why. So... Has anyone else been through this?",4.969842342342343,6.363100672672672,6.086114864864867,76.14106418918921,69.30030030030031,9.634084084084083,30.091216216216218,9.928628108626363,3.0197648648648645,1376,54,255,34,24,459,183,333,0.125,0.792,0.083,-0.9667,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,1,3,19,13,2,2,24,0,28,17,11,1,2,43,44,23,0,4,11,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,18,13,0,1,9,4,0,4,11,7,0,0,21,5,27,6,30,19,7,43,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,29,167,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0866823779479595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873981177239962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421986391861935,0.18202759990915984,0.07309708567139607,0.07907489835680295,0.0,0.2021071638209625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054148139347682166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960004516897013,0.0,0.09916035392060776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912498389959132,0.0,0.0,0.09313346182434697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291443702476436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280535131640133,0.0,0.09091823974420443,0.0,0.09090090238973814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840718838703065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866942241760236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449136205657618,0.0,0.0852878886967198,0.0,0.08118630566202659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046408462393216235,0.0,0.10096490812613808,0.0,0.07104309868964986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785494584447069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210418821029822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624302257636517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860913550482436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652980952433072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406327959526588,0.0,0.20226034840921225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084387860418703,0.0,0.0,0.08479546102371266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036903395526294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707146298250241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069854401593384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778238039546174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418747783664826,0.07426338316214601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383356158272898,0.0,0.0,0.05179576156875488,0.10209361592152376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566087115892566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125169382153393,0.0,0.0,0.0823435563444118,0.08015258777296545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933428663078592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971184243438218,0.0,0.0572017016903264
anxiety,anxietythrowaway2171,2020/02/15,"Exam anxiety strikes again Yesterday, I had to take a civil service exam since I work in local government and I didn’t pass it. The exam doesn’t matter for me but the feeling of humiliation won’t wear off. 

There was no true way to study for this test, which probably made it worse. It was a ton of scenario based questions and there were really long reading passages with legal definitions and other concepts where I was getting lost in details. When it comes to details, my mind starts getting fuzzy while I also get extremely stressed with time. So once that was happening, I was finding it really hard to navigate the rest of the exam. I’m also a diabetic so my blood sugar was getting very high (likely due to stress) so I had to go during the exam to the bathroom which took more time off but I felt it wasn’t worth it to sit thru it stressed and uncomfortable.

I think there’s a good number of people who don’t pass this exam, but I still can’t shake the feeling of failing off. This isn’t the first time I’ve had such symptoms during an exam and performed poorly as a result. I went in eating well, getting good sleep and trying to not stress, but it didn’t work for me. I’ve been doing much, much better with anxiety lately compared to few months ago but my exam anxiety threw me off. And I’m wondering if anybody else suffers from this level of test taking anxiety and tips you can share as well as having a rational way to overcome failure",5.133938167096062,5.999718503496506,6.041365476628632,78.55937615016562,68.5104895104895,8.538535149061465,30.08759661391241,8.6894789155246,2.374317482517482,1156,43,213,18,19,382,156,286,0.165,0.718,0.11599999999999999,-0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,7,15,16,0,5,15,0,22,7,3,2,1,31,45,24,0,1,7,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,18,12,2,0,7,1,2,8,10,8,2,1,20,5,18,8,35,24,6,37,0,3,0,0,4,11,0,3,16,147,36,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293899844377916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676894357097499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32082535272550444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272711376178014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031490926993156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072828773071558,0.08758476265104957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602582906678984,0.0,0.10066789310812303,0.0,0.09582666970794207,0.08918132599173227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738866093945365,0.0,0.059585978350666084,0.17587846222969467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271431861247173,0.0,0.09392076072234344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077477532817777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118270021869366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122209889913757,0.0,0.0,0.09278475726443876,0.0,0.0,0.11445098829465634,0.0,0.0,0.09920712161722443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586382623315373,0.0,0.08368648755982032,0.0,0.15414666191332513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165678186864733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268650317239311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304092498709613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745068800342867,0.0,0.1048736342579507,0.0,0.13433311864735512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672908387059508,0.0,0.10492097963521482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421001582520345,0.0,0.08372956138076505,0.0,0.4803995718990827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897437137884176,0.15766117720067416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718061019353051,0.0,0.0,0.1834083456186358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648694344078915,0.07118305043061351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650832113801499,0.0,0.1664425770910277,0.0,0.0,0.18853696325025,0.0971926079410706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370021385039435,0.15265719835158784,0.0,0.1068462787936191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ximdarkmarkx,2020/02/15,"Current recommended OTC remedy for depression? Basically I tried to look up info on a good OTC for depression but most of the articles are pretty outdated/recommend products that aren’t in circulation as much anymore. I currently have SAM-E but haven’t actually tried it yet. Other than that, I don’t have any real clue on what helps. What have you all tried that has helped?",5.957571428571428,7.537173900000003,7.2328571428571475,68.14214285714287,67.14285714285714,11.885714285714286,32.57142857142857,11.602472056035307,4.486085714285714,303,13,52,11,5,103,52,70,0.066,0.773,0.16,0.7724,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,10,9,3,7,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.24714386301077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222453428201664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511644810262403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362625263949387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124212999725208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395078055367582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126734412595581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861742131182041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25765504681543955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882637349665355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158379002222421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1personalspace,2020/02/15,"I don't think I can do this anymore I have crippling anxiety but have always fought to push through and have a normal life. This time last year it was so bad I couldn't leave my house. But I got myself to a doctor, got on meds that actually worked for me, and saw a therapist. I started a MSc program in the fall and wanted to go back to the school therapist, but when I went back it felt like she didn't have time for me anymore because I want in full meltdown mode. She pretty much just told me to go to the gym and join a mindfulness group when I still felt like I needed more support and going to do those kinds of things on my own was way too hard. Now go top it all off the medical plan at the graduate level doesn't cover my medication. I asked my parent for help, which was really hard because I hate talking about my disorder, and they said I should be okay on their plan. I tried that today and the pharmacist says I'm too old. I don't know what to do. The medication is $15 a week that I don't have. Ive tried and fought for the last 20 years and I'm so tired. Im probably going to have to drop out of my program, I know there's no way I can do it without my meds, I'm barely making it though with them.",2.4890498192044994,3.3062974389313027,4.110032141422258,90.15624146243474,74.61068702290076,7.500522298111693,23.331458417034952,7.85451343220497,0.8575465648854959,947,25,222,13,19,318,141,262,0.135,0.758,0.107,-0.8586,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,4,15,9,3,0,14,1,25,6,0,1,1,30,54,17,0,6,5,1,4,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,14,11,0,0,5,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,14,7,35,5,28,37,5,38,0,0,1,0,15,11,0,0,18,146,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.10110207966346413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620641887721721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925640070413784,0.0,0.20549368339557747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685529534028428,0.0,0.0,0.15932940650382169,0.08650460237829392,0.1263114747785155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873859694289472,0.10604258137679376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895123141456011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944013081502986,0.0,0.16572238079514762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856167882746193,0.10228701590051167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944324812194387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119544539153354,0.0,0.0,0.11190956802231512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788711154226603,0.113875558009425,0.16890137499727492,0.0,0.10970115671908608,0.0,0.0,0.07317822222897533,0.1012308824291814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915614665979994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301602852129109,0.3131089066095125,0.0,0.0,0.10461000991011823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616049978606658,0.07682068906586126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150944157698123,0.0,0.0,0.10871445456458516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503943594257172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540201464639633,0.11170210546806893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637106069644408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985506618925459,0.08238966858740257,0.0,0.1048522820956784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333109681684041,0.0,0.08273789600728239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175680340994444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327257599209074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058331805700456,0.06882956771535834,0.06638494515241798,0.10178992143314568,0.0,0.1208240783495331,0.1190769927450056,0.09820401236082932,0.0989975925484516,0.0,0.14067996360870047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221606760229856,0.16447128597648586,0.08310448554175885,0.0,0.0,0.0960414906741912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987008544310967,0.0,0.0754245883633539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343452586529386
anxiety,KardiPo,2020/02/15,"Panic attacks Hello everyone,

So recently I’ve been suffering from panic attacks. But Thursday I had one that lasted 3 hours and resulted in me calling an Ambulance due to me thinking I had a heart attack (I was playing football before hand and that’s where the pain started) I believe I over thought this pain and that’s what lead me to the panic attack. Up until this panic attack on Thursday I will admit I was smoking Cannabis regularly but since this attack I have stopped as advised from the paramedics who checked me over. Since this attack I haven’t felt the same since I’ve been waking up at random times of the night and feeling very depressed in the mornings, I have noticed most of my attacks did occur after smoking cannabis, and I’m really hoping I do not have panic disorder, the doctors have placed me on SSRI’s (Sertraline) is this likely to help me? I know I haven’t helped myself smoking cannabis but I used it as a way to hide my anxious feelings from the day. I’m honestly so drained and so scared that an attack like that will re occur as I don’t know if I’ll be able to handle it again",7.622627646326272,6.5546645296803705,7.692353673723535,75.37247820672478,63.52054794520548,9.790120381901204,37.7173100871731,8.575989854853784,3.2431150684931502,888,39,161,10,11,288,117,219,0.265,0.637,0.098,-0.9904,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,24,9,6,12,0,19,6,3,3,0,27,32,17,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,8,1,1,1,4,19,0,1,9,4,24,5,24,20,2,27,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,4,16,112,38,3,0.07446074288912516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841194450568902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.762388600844182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336060790579161,0.08389175882292117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603274369993877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802101917992003,0.0,0.06413292874200813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533846232716967,0.07621372551885168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115043077559352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529917779946949,0.0,0.0714939901773508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823633883811229,0.0998189327869673,0.0,0.0,0.07395631874219838,0.07332883277133681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184335395041284,0.060695443597603586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275551563644941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698763630923874,0.0,0.0,0.0847740493017499,0.0,0.0,0.050456526440843655,0.0,0.15846296061349766,0.4368181915854348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779562815787666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770145857106423,0.0,0.07352100059205613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454819341363678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478408792191028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270369706426317,0.0,0.0,0.062252515186666885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771143745032984,0.0,0.05911351250827376,0.043418657976081264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431017452360398,0.0,0.061437911043370076,0.0,0.059103471843092975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melancholysea,2020/02/15,"Anxiety while sleeping? I’ve suffered from anxiety since I was about 13 and I’m now 24, these past three nights I have been experiencing anxiety while sleeping in where I wake up sweating and out of breath and clenching my jaw and fists, now this is only strange because it’s been three nights in a row now with no bad dreams or any situation triggering the anxiety for me, my jaw hurts bad now from clenching throughout the night and I’m just wondering if anyone else has experienced random nights of anxiety with no noticeable triggers while feeling fine while awake throughout the day until you fall asleep. I’ve definitely experienced all this in my sleep before but never three days in a row with no noticeable reason as to why I’m having the anxiety.",10.897021276595746,8.628022496453903,9.977836879432626,65.38250000000002,58.078014184397155,13.655319148936169,42.64893617021277,12.161744961471696,5.114838297872341,616,27,107,15,6,196,87,141,0.174,0.782,0.044000000000000004,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,7,9,9,3,2,21,12,14,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,4,0,3,3,4,8,1,18,9,1,25,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,4,17,69,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365282188885229,0.0,0.5646260541329016,0.0,0.0,0.08601330671721709,0.12604099930621998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542085295849047,0.07498737111691021,0.0,0.10467470684897984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866596837963426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276128640855912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062198893150204576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168758856029808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948749409900243,0.0,0.0,0.4617561645395734,0.0,0.0,0.2801014400700066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355666528270863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742949585001428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647749435509756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017573372104282,0.13827137528149616,0.3693044718811614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109997853614034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340197411672475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kovakovakova,2020/02/15,"I have a hard time initiating with people Hey, so I feel like I'm a pretty average person when it comes to conversation, I'm not too bad but I get really stressed when it comes to talking to new people whether it's online or not (I overthink a lot). I will often try to think of things to say and even then I just get too anxious to initiate, I was wondering if some people felt the same and I could use some tips. I know that I'm supposed to just go with it and not think about it but 99% of the time I can't do it",2.3050663716814164,2.9181531681415933,4.329369469026549,89.18131084070801,74.84070796460179,7.7738938053097355,23.85951327433629,8.07648339933343,0.9986469026548672,400,11,96,6,8,138,68,113,0.07,0.872,0.057,-0.3238,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,30,21,12,0,2,10,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,4,10,1,12,17,4,9,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,7,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171424888982036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048724695650993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311436375581361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534639735605902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695283334957147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718710619350364,0.1373147987252376,0.18455165696676307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008434905078655,0.0,0.10923732182206324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721823262583879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563354028637637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390405354960647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340999272349616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856375296463778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997624521209713,0.16783028028290747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554658005704484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313459071431443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528530358584635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017580348303067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449104556893267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276957240209951,0.24632069956878505,0.0,0.0,0.2241582894696921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049791248544906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600764957601666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844344920408772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MisakiYagami01,2020/02/15,"Can you relate? I've suffered from Anorexia 4-3years ago. I gained weight.I eat normally but I still hate my body.I used to self-harm but I struggle with these thoughts on cutting myself everyday. My anxiety and depression are still really bad. I'm just able to survive ...because of medication. Every day I think about self harm and suicide. The fact that I still suffer and Nobody can see it anymore is almost unbearable. I wonder sometimes If I shouldn't start with starving and cutting again  to feel sick enough again....to look sick physically as I feel mentally.
(Sorry about my English)",2.8584534731323714,5.860368036697253,3.5767038007863725,83.28662844036698,84.22935779816514,6.417038007863695,27.051769331585845,7.7094869923839395,2.123285190039319,472,21,80,9,14,149,78,109,0.379,0.585,0.036000000000000004,-0.9938,0,0,0,0,0,2,21.0,0,1,0,2,7,9,3,1,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,20,16,8,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,4,13,0,11,14,1,9,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,3,8,46,16,0,0.1673487995900705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483446135878214,0.0,0.16757564930543878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802137363259658,0.0,0.16596504122947295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972925749368015,0.10201427495470658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792613131482802,0.0,0.14413727586832956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712396006542605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291604513046732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409985813491768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923316268310948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652222932662029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053084378347622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858630960034432,0.16864822912905886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396629208376962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720792622831793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335532655116325,0.0,0.3491625907789559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551224189230518,0.1873332800930635,0.11845034168939635,0.0,0.4009349025776622,0.0,0.0,0.17494930065145758,0.0,0.18305242494226173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723035352895394,0.0,0.1328562538322059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453563166806468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037857538716071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814826345335808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,viooletchoo,2020/02/15,"Alarms, Taking Naps, Opening doors and Phone Calls I’ve had anxiety since I was a kid, when I used to almost throw up before school every day. I’ve learned to control it for most of my life but there are some things that just trigger me more than others.

Number one is alarms, before my alarm goes off in the morning, I wake up, almost sweating and my heart beating loudly. If i don’t wake up, the alarm that wakes me up scares me big time, even if it’s a calm one. My heart beats for 5 minutes after I wake up and I’m so anxious that sometimes I can’t go back to sleep if I wanna snooze it.

I can’t take naps peacefully because the whole time, my heart is beating so hard I feel it in my throat, I sweat a little, and my mind is constantly racing: “will i wake up in time?” “what if my alarm doesn’t go off?” “am i actually sleeping?” etc and I end up just not properly resting.

When the door handle goes to my room or if I’m in a public toilet and somebody tries to open the door, I get panicky. It reminds me of when I was a child and my angry parents would come in.

And phone calls, phones ringing etc just scares me. I can’t handle it.

Any advice guys?",1.9149999999999991,3.3234825884773684,3.279364197530864,93.19163888888893,77.0246913580247,5.683045267489714,22.026543209876547,5.985473137389443,0.1308009876543208,891,24,201,5,20,291,129,243,0.17600000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.038,-0.9862,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,11,8,0,7,10,0,15,14,13,3,0,34,25,20,0,7,11,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,4,3,12,11,0,1,2,2,0,4,6,7,0,2,3,4,31,1,26,20,7,34,0,0,0,0,10,19,0,10,11,130,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.1183240308671682,0.0,0.0,0.11848562017286485,0.0,0.0,0.24283184323745394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245521803461073,0.0,0.09275711077905767,0.13697974882157746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323496448322134,0.0,0.07391382496937708,0.0,0.20635229227316174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762279701653606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444748175895162,0.0,0.13102985990764876,0.13599393368326695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781972246841731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073928919325677,0.0,0.2704550794447081,0.0800855111896792,0.0,0.10215966802097737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130843144808513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334893512046294,0.0,0.13782011048185816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005810658423273,0.0,0.0,0.1086175806589642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310510437678004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564356197862498,0.0,0.12152591607715492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224295096878474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432638882964012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463550715000278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427879261922428,0.12271305105176294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030054260997244,0.0,0.2426782509148556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992089227658255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233216489810167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055414806535399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210827745159155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232184942108255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472241640392896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537303551596688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613362865886258,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crimson-kangaroos,2020/02/15,"Crippling anxiety I just got out of class and I am feeling so bad about myself. I feel judged by my whole class and like I’m such a loser. My professor makes us put up name tags and will just randomly call on you to answer her questions. Well, she called on me and I froze. There are SO many students in this class and I cannot bring myself to speak no matter how badly I want to. She asked a dumb/easy question too, “What advice would you give to an infant?” She reminded me that ‘participation is part of my grade.’ And I just shook my head in acknowledgment because I refused to say anything. Part of me feels like she shamed me because she just stared at me for a couple min waiting for a response and then the whole class was just sitting there waiting on me too and then continued to remind me that I needed to participate. I was completely ready to burst into tears and leave, but my anxiety wouldn’t even let me get up and walk out since that means everyone staring and watching/judging me even more. I am so embarrassed and feel like absolute shit. Does anyone else struggle like this? I just wish I was “normal” and could participate. Ugh. I feel so defeated and just hope I’m not alone in this.",3.3548734177215214,5.246592620253168,4.11757594936709,86.64775632911396,74.2742616033755,7.271645569620253,25.35210970464135,8.07648339933343,1.4469107172995783,949,32,191,15,20,303,135,237,0.162,0.733,0.105,-0.9392,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,2,21,16,1,4,6,0,13,2,2,2,0,52,33,22,0,8,9,0,6,4,0,3,0,2,0,1,7,17,0,3,10,0,0,4,4,10,1,0,4,10,39,6,27,24,5,21,0,2,2,0,20,12,1,4,8,136,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759840813564405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463971298618988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841251040415604,0.0,0.0,0.08414706830658482,0.12330627646858887,0.09903255835206702,0.0,0.11250505431149896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096381833480892,0.14672072683476586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457686148306908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261780125422816,0.0,0.0,0.0960846007655855,0.1331579440818154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531352670297184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053166558428207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897167296580422,0.0,0.0,0.1149935012560822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042467910059192,0.1719470349764146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287458272477142,0.11544458132638255,0.0,0.0,0.09624979917971653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350728950920105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952838429045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742653410279522,0.0,0.12305952117477405,0.0,0.2351752867137061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033031140527358,0.12200955805882968,0.0,0.13108949937295228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892332811049392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791121174763725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606408604209319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097859315208545,0.26962482814613303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570208945795074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353101280282397,0.09954949916171672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580929758218884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475857639162373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098179441313171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820338130769074,0.0,0.0,0.26871874338745405,0.13838924207375808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854886660714688,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,atilo6,2020/02/15,"Are you anxious about food? I open debate about experiences with anxiety and how to solve it...
 
My experience: food anxiety, binge eating disorder, my solution is to keep my life busy with goals.",3.303529411764707,6.4803917058823535,4.762000000000004,73.03300000000004,87.8235294117647,9.778823529411767,27.388235294117646,9.3871,3.9425482352941184,154,7,25,6,5,51,27,34,0.207,0.6890000000000001,0.105,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37170429006373,0.27445852863028203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784358454819272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485932324654496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752933608871688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875397531385077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594054503245472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159913205803098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theogpskyi,2020/02/15,"A week sober after realizing how much worse it made my anxiety Hi! Not to sure if this is the best place to post this, but it’s related to anxiety and I’m really proud of myself! I’m a week sober from weed! I know it’s not a hard drug but I was really dependent on it mentally and lied to myself for two years about it actually helping my anxiety. Finally sober from it and I feel so much better! Just gotta keep it up! Thank you for listening, and I hope that this may help someone going through the same things. You can overcome anything and you *are* awesome!!!",0.7389689440993799,3.1452166173913056,3.1074844720496912,87.41402173913046,87.17391304347824,7.4596273291925455,22.127329192546586,8.418075326091056,1.6776459627329192,441,16,93,12,14,151,75,115,0.09300000000000001,0.659,0.248,0.9771,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,3,4,6,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,3,1,22,16,10,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,11,6,14,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,5,65,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.17202286156546295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045588248596157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506258534852934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849939200200531,0.15590443775676702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442765862317366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913195179793341,0.0,0.0,0.19310501246603973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001834099658614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579113465315271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363121767247718,0.0,0.0,0.1750848078271757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156684862085569,0.0,0.0,0.09687832048732936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679943858638285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764775639967856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591706749270661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841740210636581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882654035860056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258576643357277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936061259889644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614085791535266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229400627151347,0.0,0.0,0.11711192527514876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721989547621994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828007388058742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796433464382012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351788730451598
anxiety,-SwanGoose-,2020/02/15,"The feels I suffer from anxiety quite often. Normally low key, but constant.

There are moments when I manage to pull myself out of the pit of anxiety that isy life and when I do it's like a fog is lifted and reality slaps my in the face with these intense emotions. It's better than anxiety but it's rough..",2.196827956989249,4.381133306451616,4.2367741935483885,83.09182795698926,78.83870967741936,7.359139784946238,24.849462365591396,8.344100000000001,1.8170881720430103,243,9,47,5,6,83,48,62,0.14400000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.132,0.2888,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,4,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,8,4,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6747985357975423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26004645025136186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177429628442793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330745204026443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867086532321636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768273087375447,0.14364865305055086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880878681394075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127380712067592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ctown_struggles00,2020/02/15,"Something a friend of mine once said about living in the woods One thing I found when living in the woods was that you get so that you don't worry about the future, you don't worry about dying, if things are good right now you think, 'well, if I die next week, so that, things are good right now.

I think it was Jane Austen who wrote in one of her novels that happiness is alwavs something that you are anticipating in the future, not something that you have right now.

This isn't always true. Perhaps it is true in civilization, but when you get out of the system and become re-adapted to a different way of life, happiness is often something that you have right now.""",10.617862595419851,6.7239675801526735,9.310442748091603,74.97635114503821,60.22137404580153,12.006717557251909,34.5969465648855,8.841846274778883,2.6623575572519083,527,11,107,5,5,163,68,131,0.043,0.833,0.124,0.8697,1,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,8,0,0,13,8,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,0,2,13,20,8,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,14,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,5,1,13,8,14,15,0,22,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,3,10,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819207440901962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436035362088266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698929845500292,0.13584952832861494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425668322512391,0.10045778942384746,0.0,0.1358664697056213,0.0,0.0,0.21811933242398554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768302567959127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184123140289116,0.0,0.0,0.2296307360732923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828415965535126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384734799988944,0.1762180081425281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441660819380319,0.12368453165561595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004015663048018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591505531301717,0.16663086157885282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320861162241053,0.10429903945161434,0.0,0.11690901785257615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640954932841228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aliengraveyard,2020/02/15,"it feels like I have awkward social memories constantly replaying in my head It’s so annoying. I can’t do anything without over analyzing it and feeling bad or weird about whatever I said or did, even if I consciously know I didn’t do anything weird and the other person probably doesn’t even remember what I’m thinking about. Even if it’s an overall positive experience I still find little parts to obsess over. I just got my first tattoo yesterday and I had a great experience, I love my tattoo and the artist was really nice, but still I’m over thinking everything I did and feeling bad about myself. This should be a happy memory!!!! I know I’m fine consciously and nothing I say or do is ever a big deal and there’s no reason to worry but it just NEVER STOPS",3.1439428571428567,5.427508613333334,5.108571428571427,77.52000000000002,76.2,8.81904761904762,27.380952380952376,9.424239791934726,2.873095238095239,612,25,110,17,14,210,89,150,0.139,0.6970000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.5968,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,13,13,1,2,6,0,14,2,1,1,2,33,27,15,0,3,10,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,7,0,1,12,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,7,5,16,6,10,18,1,14,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,5,9,82,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24378374003615266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735153802367216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006737209403174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270738426121108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934997563450228,0.13398492239108306,0.0,0.0,0.13312259528471432,0.2897836784411896,0.0,0.0,0.22468495767343544,0.1058184600403252,0.0,0.0,0.13538091876179936,0.12599258521613432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846677704893488,0.1633051415684899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767873305360386,0.0,0.0,0.1520160109932799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280806825604818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236497763104738,0.1484572603641662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368598110748472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424089733737855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212715278554525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040180324779368,0.0,0.0,0.12933450707821872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597006796654685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489081211965293,0.152294191673108,0.0,0.0,0.16779346811730786,0.0,0.14089803965441272,0.11779264155931365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099183063916088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23658100572206306,0.12383671064802952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898213254973354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278442162464244,0.0,0.0,0.15042518570109514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hazeyjane1,2020/02/15,"Desperate for answers. I’ve had panic attacks for years and I’ve pretty much gotten to a point where I know what they are and can work through them. I had a very bad night of drinking and purging last week and my body hasn’t been the same since. I’ve had tremors non stop, head aches, nausea, memory loss, numbness and tingling, legs giving out, very intense pain in my heart and chest, and trouble breathing. 
I went to the clinic and got an ekg, which was normal, as well as my vitals and lab panel. 
They put me back on my generic lexapro, which I had been doing well without for about a year now and gave me Ativan for as needed. 
My symptoms have not changed, and I have such bad tremors and hot flashes it’s freaking me out. The headaches are blurring my vision and I just don’t believe I could feel so incredibly sick from anxiety. 
I called the clinic back and they said they don’t think this is an ER visit

My body has been vibrating for days. Has anyone else ever experienced something so intense? I fear it’s something much more serious.",4.381186991869917,5.725770273170731,4.533170731707318,86.9038211382114,70.65853658536584,6.8325203252032525,28.788617886178866,7.0316486544052195,1.448017886178861,826,31,162,7,15,257,128,205,0.201,0.723,0.077,-0.981,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,5,2,12,14,1,2,9,0,21,15,7,0,1,30,31,19,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,16,1,1,4,1,0,3,5,11,3,0,13,4,24,3,19,17,4,20,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,11,109,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439276568388256,0.0,0.0,0.0954171374994274,0.13982105583855564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524479283408327,0.0,0.20986112480423505,0.2278795051611069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374551552944554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031561931970572,0.0,0.0,0.13934257120463894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443582996507638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895349947812764,0.0,0.0,0.08800645562396991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368043598519833,0.0,0.0,0.11399617302354965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343734774193035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535572609353274,0.0689990952160115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090642029083355,0.0,0.0,0.10914082341124903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004899115848132,0.0,0.0,0.16170767657561474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499573749744252,0.11123443347873077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200629984150142,0.10118456203005656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280599860784721,0.1337034139211715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520478479459353,0.1601083086115807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290003390647739,0.0,0.0,0.13883052623932685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371816189153735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980624988693135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288246210675584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010964376530386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408802455293987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418358732594697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743909592997652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519025560909656,0.0,0.0,0.1094612802166716,0.0,0.24539076927843415,0.12650128876415398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154413190438474,0.0,0.09934568451085143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575361824459373
anxiety,mafgf,2020/02/15,"anxiety so i am a lesbian, and had company from my girlfriend, (i have never had sex with a girl btw) so we where making out and we started going down there.. and she started masturbating me, 3 minutes later i started getting anxiety, i felt sick and wanted to throw up, and my legs started shaking so we needed to stop , what caused this? btw i have suffered a lot with anxiety and panic attacks before but never through sex.",3.7190476190476174,5.814991345679015,5.238906525573197,78.11222222222223,73.81481481481481,7.097707231040566,32.55908289241623,7.957251820313856,2.71554532627866,333,17,56,5,7,112,53,81,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.8537,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,3,0,5,5,1,2,2,22,15,10,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,12,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,3,1,12,0,9,12,1,15,0,1,0,3,6,4,0,1,8,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646527616765479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033180269948345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722817828155457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079860952438575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439699989408146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057789798387343,0.0,0.1150648441075648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212748376397574,0.0,0.0,0.13514615958206466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012434331790295,0.31230513025201523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375476476630282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732196827847502,0.0,0.0,0.16926880368725858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941839571343478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nikktea,2020/02/15,I feel hopeless. I just need some support right now. Tell me about your journey with anxiety. I feel so alone and like things will never get better. I feel broken.,0.6010752688172047,2.7507201290322594,1.2701612903225836,95.15857526881722,105.77419354838707,3.3569892473118284,18.06989247311828,5.46131890053228,-0.2450043010752689,128,4,24,1,6,39,26,31,0.32899999999999996,0.527,0.14400000000000002,-0.7215,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,7,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,2,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339276374038108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24664875867510064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28515237104015506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890724296816433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845000970404744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751706656443645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23906873678747975,0.2486685081562479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27534306652252194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658759344718253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818073959567385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142000808301984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alleywig,2020/02/15,"Relapse Sucks! To preface: Been anxiety-free for over 3 months.

I lost my anxiety sponge a week ago. My orange tabby fluff baby passed completely unexpected. I would bury my face into his fur and feel soothed in his purrs - every day. I am grateful for my other two cats but they don't quite understand my feelings the way he did.

To add insult to injury: I'm now having an anxiety attack in a mall all of a sudden. I just went to therapy and feel pretty raw, emotionally. I am forcing myself to do this for social reasons, but have called off my second social engagement for the day.

The worst feeling is being powerless and twitching and blurred vision and feeling like breathing is a chore. The second worse feeling is letting others down and accepting that I STILL have this disorder- that seems strongly linked (and compounded by) loss and stressful uncontrollable situations. I also hate looking like I have a mental illness in public.

I know I have come a long way since this journey started, but I just want to know that this is curable.",5.791509992598076,7.430770937823838,6.233060695780902,74.92851036269431,67.60103626943004,8.623094004441155,32.43856402664693,9.04235418022936,3.0488833456698745,833,36,136,15,14,269,124,193,0.244,0.613,0.14300000000000002,-0.9828,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,5,14,4,2,11,0,18,4,2,1,1,33,37,12,0,2,5,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,11,0,0,13,1,0,4,1,9,0,3,4,7,21,5,19,30,2,23,0,2,1,0,9,7,1,2,12,99,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176865708870895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985333248825432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017265634204246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562762049623852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026833248336246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833057598033835,0.14402798687345225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718230216975245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574359049117936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452078157031807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573866746525326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167450598251256,0.0981358986305692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562269829387366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098798523930246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046833313747467,0.0,0.13422236737328444,0.0,0.0,0.1215665703265257,0.1153547251442765,0.0,0.1499536618693645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843487730868528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964601918746372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397528856043512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610803301564634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412374301266639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505488717739935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136324282625542,0.15440765809297466,0.0,0.2800592444834681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722994782468217,0.0,0.10970245449901156,0.0,0.1573548556463315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709255504458408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418881081479314,0.14300518315927455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102334747555817,0.21807303106476456,0.11018851679532833,0.0,0.0,0.1273417353974695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399899730089641,0.09758245693277587,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuperSayanVegeta,2020/02/15,"Anyone else just drives around neighborhood and listens to the music? I do this all the time and I don't exactly know why. I have a really bad anxiety. Barely go somewhere out of my house. For around 6 months I've been just driving everywhere around my city and listening to the music. Just meaningless driving for an hour or two. It doesn't even make my anxiety feel better, I just wanna do something, see something. Don't wanna spend all day at home or at work. Gosh, I don't even know how to explain my feelings because I can't even understand them myself. Anyone relates?",3.0495085995085978,5.52813003603604,4.078787878787882,83.79272727272728,77.46846846846847,7.27960687960688,26.30712530712531,8.296473431620573,2.039227027027028,458,18,83,9,11,148,70,111,0.10400000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.7969,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,11,2,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,3,26,20,6,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,0,6,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,1,5,12,1,14,19,2,14,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,4,58,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26453324021904245,0.0,0.0,0.2417888288502969,0.1771545983551394,0.0,0.4617480601413338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436274267874544,0.10539711431237787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529143732013637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115050104951692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444342279129118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34259281458323537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748450106681272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826200947535252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734309529833471,0.0,0.17026986114416814,0.19950126432550647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004061548565887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541086520741466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800566276126458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076298940413813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377774493120482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662109031329449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081830823227368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688963804511638,0.17999308343743464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601369793515826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258719205936879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hamster_porn,2020/02/15,"My anxiety got worse I have anxiety since 15 years old and now, i'm feeling horrible. My anxiety got worse. Why? Because i'm feeling that i'm insufficient. My ex boyfriend cheated on me while we were together and i don't know what i do or say. I discovered this yesterday and when i heard the news, i had a panic attack or something like that. 
The question is: After that, i'm feeling horrible, insufficient and... i don't know. It all ended with me and I feel my end is near.
(I'm sorry for the grammar errors, i'm not speak english fluently)",1.4331345565749238,3.8139617247706465,3.9745183486238527,82.74569189602448,83.12844036697248,7.670030581039757,28.34938837920489,8.59863814320734,2.605292966360857,424,21,83,11,12,148,65,109,0.276,0.6629999999999999,0.061,-0.9741,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,19,23,9,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,7,15,1,5,18,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,10,50,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159336206480372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618136498643108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047938203784366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210414382122051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36655213678362175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899009175879293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920440799470093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854243332628603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901760038814703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126406239627316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302506018247332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441256178474643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499197473571574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952382027602625,0.0,0.20287812689932835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635367063867597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693885927975932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670961791840133
anxiety,Sunshinegal72,2020/02/15,"PSA: Redditors are not qualified to diagnose you. I see several posts on here to the effect of, ""Is this normal?""  or  ""do I have anxiety?"" While I can understand firsthand how isolating it can be before finding out your diagnosis and treatment plan, Reddit should not be your first stop.  To my knowledge, there isn't a medical professional in the world that could diagnose someone from a few lines of text; yet, I see people with presumably no qualifications doing it on here often.  You can be socially awkward without having social anxiety.   You can feel vulnerable in places or nervous without getting a panic attack.  The only way to know for sure is to see a licensed professional and if you do have something, then you can be put on a treatment plan and come to this subreddit for support.  But getting premature ideas on here is like googling how to treat a minor cut and finding that one random article that says you might die of sepsis (and letting that thought consume you).  Don't do it. It's dangerous to go down that rabbit hole.  Just because I've had GAD (diagnosed) for 13 years, I am not qualified to take on your particular diagnosis.   Seek professional help first.  Then if you need support or you want to discuss things, this is a great place to do it.  But you have to take the first step.",6.772295988934992,7.536113145228223,7.274340248962659,71.525673582296,64.850622406639,10.742019363762104,36.398616874135534,10.650279960617883,4.120765753803596,1032,49,178,26,15,339,137,241,0.075,0.813,0.111,0.8416,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,13,0,6,9,12,3,3,11,0,31,4,0,3,1,43,48,17,1,7,13,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,14,8,0,1,10,0,0,4,8,6,0,4,2,5,19,6,31,38,1,27,0,0,3,0,18,12,0,8,10,139,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702015156778333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162529308216933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052956042475098,0.0,0.09845205868249693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966518413819192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237692317618286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522987655930723,0.12007818744225185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850132532250772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149515088914364,0.295242723992193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089680243914933,0.0,0.06575489642163213,0.0,0.0,0.12755950348427705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755117693140401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061105826764569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358561693315039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183109451783408,0.0,0.05652510709465824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116555436138937,0.0,0.12273926696413387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578997974399781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336129684085015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840121908954771,0.08799495673621484,0.0,0.1357488561204931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021171456183561,0.0,0.2417634553010936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080848294428314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163103152485142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920091720756126,0.0,0.0,0.27659342477693305,0.0,0.0,0.13070790850671465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358828725357139,0.09803211543965852,0.08907140437732808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967302631850307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625896587646001,0.10904574826658213,0.0,0.17398379054100116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686584554098748,0.0,0.0,0.09185276459225873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044763404729104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824277477518556,0.09183716303491476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306107147386214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450691610771204
anxiety,redditquestions_spm,2020/02/15,"Anxiety in social situations. Right now i have s lot of anxiety building up inside. I’m going to a party in 30 minutes. I don’t know spesifically why i feel like this. But whenever i’m going toca party i get very stressed. Even though i know in my mind i don’t have to worry, i still do, the feeling won’t go away. 
It helps for a little while when i tell myself «ok i’m going to die sometime anyway, why do you care so nuch? Stop caring», and the feeling goes away for a little bit. But honestly i dont want ho use that way of thinking.. it makes me think that i «might» want to die faster..",-0.4170299999999969,1.7676429920000023,2.560875,90.6173125,91.08,5.045000000000001,18.2125,6.6274283507984215,0.11908999999999947,454,13,99,6,16,160,80,125,0.16899999999999998,0.679,0.152,-0.3136,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,17,28,7,2,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,14,3,14,27,2,20,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,7,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753388083852587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267164670702126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522320707431006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496149211905174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29511978028520536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663333361171745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390822925438412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156707056043154,0.10157307449139144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428292875878151,0.0,0.3232155814137528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529993242053984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627628712862812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946172965175634,0.2850024534473656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087593993968247,0.0,0.0,0.09490593083391896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508299978138938,0.1435607801271034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142052963161977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981573283961933,0.0,0.14493411126242578,0.0,0.0,0.1406191766401676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354474497312653,0.11886844158030455,0.16286615496654028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427116361899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822057855259661,0.13969065238187628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279745164441938,0.0,0.1173129907727637,0.167722324317988,0.1128554817248346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565897967885053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439019984581294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frameandfocus,2020/02/15,"Missed a job interview due to anxiety I feel so bad. I got a call for a second interview for this place for today. I was with my bf at the time (yesterday) and he was really proud of me but I was so anxious about it/not sure I could really do the job. Anyways when walking me home I was super tired. Before my bf dropped me off he reminded me to not forget the interview since I was so tired. Last night I couldn’t really sleep since I was so anxious about the interview. I ended up purposely sleeping in and missing it this morning. I’m so scared for my bf to ask about it since I skipped it. He even mentioned a few days ago that I should apply for jobs I’m not sure about and have more zeal and tenacity. Idk how he’ll react, he knows this stuff is hard for me and maybe if I had a few days to prepare I’d be better but I feel like I should’ve just gone and done the interview.",2.023156028368792,3.293709755319149,3.8597021276595775,89.7136666666667,76.44680851063829,7.779290780141842,23.70354609929078,8.447377352677275,1.2765839716312053,686,21,157,13,15,232,100,188,0.158,0.728,0.115,-0.7552,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,14,10,0,1,10,0,15,4,2,2,2,24,26,16,0,4,6,0,3,1,3,2,2,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,10,3,23,6,20,11,3,19,0,2,0,0,16,5,0,1,12,101,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595391142696156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006820375829774,0.2955529188158551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228836211427482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921969834506642,0.0,0.0,0.11130846495622346,0.0,0.0,0.11568955676357333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335701829160728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444000515296403,0.0,0.0,0.16872142194398607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338625905634338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158575736333452,0.0,0.0,0.08639783176197878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228149429668848,0.09344967391177253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461956902777472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717879202818555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312116687246024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38942198725980826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188897326107105,0.10662644946101847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390646357617613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314147979791967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275498877949367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666712231412922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139797289883864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096220583093673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246186211708301,0.0,0.2618060918057174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497445255739212,0.0,0.0,0.2465710724993483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762755334822969,0.3006904342631966,0.1239912364364132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jwh2019,2020/02/15,"What are you so afraid of? I'm scared that: 

* I'm going to be a failure for the rest of my life
* Everyone I ever cared about is going to get sick of me and leave
* I'm never going to find a life partner, & I'm going to die alone
* I'm going to mess up my kids & they'll resent me &/or become drug addicts
* I'm making all the wrong choices with my life, & will regret all my decisions 
* I won't be able to find suitable employment
* I'll end up forever trapped in a low-paying job
* my friends & family will judge me harshly or think I'm a loser 
* I'm going to end up like my mother - scared, bitter & toxic
* I seem unable to derive pleasure from anything, & am always just going through the motions 
* One day I'm going to die, & there's nothing out there but an eternity of black hollow nothingness",-0.1423591458708522,2.161079976331365,2.4271314638538755,90.74855415487524,92.4319526627219,4.59593516851042,19.182145613583746,6.280692351149826,0.21326066375096486,632,20,128,7,23,217,100,169,0.175,0.777,0.048,-0.9325,2,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,1,6,13,2,3,8,0,9,6,0,1,4,17,31,4,2,1,3,1,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,9,3,9,0,1,0,2,14,4,23,25,3,20,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,2,7,69,16,2,0.08624758530051052,0.0,0.0,0.09402259859928913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932648746054485,0.0,0.0,0.07176490012002967,0.7475937811139409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070974413931792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525368183577736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793516131411072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562255743411997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902275360860298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001981715249564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277952187335106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780158786717565,0.0,0.0824132638137069,0.0,0.0,0.0813065475827983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765746091583172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663467045678872,0.0,0.045060803581708976,0.0,0.3921319224213067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558742019002563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913237396650233,0.0,0.0,0.18275766042562036,0.042136213644020384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757093291156644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665194547787316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275688420607866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844359590467761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269775779743465,0.0,0.0,0.07851656242481937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526397013570868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429819515334156,0.0,0.0
anxiety,treesalt617,2020/02/15,"Going to a party tonight to see some friends I haven’t seen in a while, been dreading it all week. I know I should go, and it’ll be good for me, but my social anxiety in certain social situations like this really gets to me sometimes.",8.625,5.505821500000002,9.011666666666667,73.20000000000003,63.16666666666666,12.1,38.583333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.649883333333333,184,7,38,3,2,62,39,48,0.085,0.68,0.235,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,6,4,6,6,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201192589068059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223061462492131,0.0,0.15033155446665686,0.0,0.3270569806123161,0.2413415051820585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813362210457374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405745568864198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843327297677444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929042876824016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32343026786174883,0.0,0.5866265804375175,0.0,0.0,0.28458085545851264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308065671259821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carminex3,2020/02/15,"Intense Anxiety When Things Get Bad Hi everyone, it’s crazy to me how some people get anxiety and others don’t when it comes to jobs or even anything in life. I find it quite unfair, maybe they’re hiding it somehow? I’ve always had some anxiety related issues every time I go through anything tough. It’s a struggle. 

Can any one relate or know someone who hides it? 

What are the usual coping methods when you go through something tough?",2.395,5.176279928571429,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,83.04761904761905,5.7409523809523835,26.25714285714286,7.1686216300943375,1.6226942857142856,350,15,61,5,10,112,64,84,0.27,0.716,0.015,-0.9574,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,5,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,5,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255590575238066,0.0,0.0,0.13285210051835156,0.0,0.4483516252363307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215307238672448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311817814148175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828610336952146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290340215723991,0.0,0.16459997084899328,0.18667569693318595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855630896809907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413599762289453,0.0,0.22205618525562096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390600683371266,0.19386553296569198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073652328699853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798917007239073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626626654353635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323815911653367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543863892814456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779034787487236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552864327764158,0.15039835318547792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423361364160134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297890907456759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113916502672376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516241365298047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gska83ks,2020/02/15,"I'm stressing over my friend not reaching out. I will try to make this as quick and easy to understand.

On Wednesday, me and my best friend were having a conversation. We had been planning for her to visit me for a couple weeks now, but there were some complications on my part at the last minute. She got upset and logged off Discord, but I didn't think much of it.

I texted her the next day that the complication is gone and she can come stay for a few days, as planned. She was supposed to catch her bus to my city half an hour ago, but I doubt she took it.

I haven't heard from her since that Wednesday night. She hasn't been on Discord, nor Instagram or anywhere online. We had a dicsussino weeks prior about her leaving her presence online, because she has grown tired of certain people. I have sent her text messages that would come up delivered, but no answer. What I did find strange, was that last night I sent her a text message, but that message wouldn‘t be delivered until half an hour later. I would assume her phone was out of charge for that time being, but she still failed to send me a text message back. I have been thinking of giving her a phone call, but I worry that something bad would happen. I don't know what, but it's just a weird feeling I have about it.

I don't have any contact information for her family, friends and other relatives. I mean, I know her address, because I've been there, but that doesn't really help me right now.

I've been told to relax and that maybe she's gotten ill. But that can't be the case, considering there would be cases when she would be heavily sick, and I really mean heavilys sick, yet she would be texting me for hours and hours or sometimes even give me a call and we would talk that way. Her lack of communication is really strange and unlike her.

As you can clearly see, I am panicking a lot. I don't know what to do or think. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",4.922428198433419,5.603090308093996,5.204121148825067,85.03820261096607,68.89556135770235,8.112334203655353,27.85263707571801,8.109356740369918,1.599558830287206,1520,48,313,19,25,481,188,383,0.161,0.759,0.08,-0.9871,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,3,1,0,4,14,13,0,3,16,0,50,4,0,1,2,62,76,29,0,10,15,0,1,0,3,10,4,1,1,0,20,17,0,0,14,1,0,10,12,6,0,2,22,3,57,7,35,37,7,49,0,1,1,0,52,10,0,7,27,225,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759203631235725,0.07945760826612258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219121854904214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892516056109531,0.07484297769043159,0.1092835135817706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406828368402297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830583744794983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544283196832957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918140609386347,0.0,0.11561663152150654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059204256128176064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450159059388959,0.0,0.04532305562328638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819264045298137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775949082935535,0.0,0.0,0.1719755585116705,0.0,0.0,0.07169073151978726,0.09882488028817968,0.0,0.0,0.0792655196669311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008165261789456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530967390201043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477861110264478,0.14613189926616224,0.0,0.0949124208332443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620599562725637,0.0,0.0,0.059833255102209076,0.0,0.09005220617141425,0.1952814901371792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589335630321315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532974583830844,0.16823611538619174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706791134511336,0.0,0.06214286566472967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227087386418716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654933111406323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142891838826489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414848112052902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900678220164509,0.08865307988915197,0.0,0.0,0.095540894357814,0.07158405835965201,0.0,0.1026786430732332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204665851125475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230691197083564,0.0,0.0,0.05226793460558191,0.1030243069898717,0.0,0.08565179663052662,0.09958977474493898,0.06085749826241992,0.0,0.0,0.0933150623088244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711495137173388,0.1438024564329388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103051395967994,0.0,0.5094032452677344,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leviackerman09,2020/02/15,"My fear of public speaking Currently my heart is racing and my breath is deeper than usual. I’ve been thinking about my fear of public speaking, the way I suck at saying what I mean to other people, making a fool of myself, embarrassing myself in front of hundreds of people, I feel overwhelming. I feel like I can’t do this. I feel like a loser and I feel like everyone’s judging me. I feel all types of negative emotions and I don’t know how to deal about it. The only thing I can do is trying to put my thoughts into text so I can see what I truly feel as of now. I am scared that I don’t know what will happen after I finish public speaking. Will I be the laughing stock? The most hated? I am scared.",2.3964840182648395,3.91748839726028,4.268698630136985,86.128299086758,75.98630136986301,6.236529680365297,21.755707762557076,6.816661863887847,0.579540639269406,550,14,111,5,12,187,82,146,0.213,0.6990000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9636,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,14,2,6,6,0,16,2,2,2,1,19,32,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,0,4,0,0,8,4,0,0,11,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,2,11,25,4,18,27,2,11,0,2,1,0,8,3,1,1,8,82,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753608810134315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188597752103466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601250691487688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438980543356108,0.4635792755973458,0.32749351953693645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351256797146291,0.0,0.0,0.1508641092374643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810756293996003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795616209706196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395961164594694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199906969887436,0.0,0.0,0.1664503317542787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621570985817126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187262753453395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361205177876658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215173192059678,0.305970560898812,0.0,0.12176645266506395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151739525451656,0.09791179778808427,0.0,0.12131075047317565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037451196055438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682940196686225,0.0,0.0,0.12129014535978197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wiinterr_,2020/02/15,"Do I have anxiety? I'm 14 and last year I was perfectly normal. This year, when I go to school I over think stuff and i constantly think about what to eat and constantly think about what others will think about me. I have a girlfriend and whenever i go around her i shake uncontrollably and have no clue what to talk about. All i think about is if she really even likes me and what cloths to wear and shit like that. Please can someone tell me if I have it or not?",1.366736842105265,3.613858778947371,2.275000000000002,95.6725,82.26315789473685,6.747368421052633,17.921052631578945,7.908726449838941,0.3400315789473685,364,8,84,7,10,114,56,95,0.11900000000000001,0.754,0.127,0.4095,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,2,1,0,9,3,2,0,2,20,17,11,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,15,3,11,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,3,8,60,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861463434250146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613030772285354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916175475174161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854089981706195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967841340090593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595600767460645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769912667741594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704666913239156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753385217466938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889906892195275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607895674830022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338027734724616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859953454881122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352699356702187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074263540030744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456386811582676,0.15837350796081354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5805161990953885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336888689315816
anxiety,RealViltrum95,2020/02/15,"Does anyone else have health anxiety? I have been diagnosed as having health anxiety with OCD symptoms alongside, and have been on citalopram for the last two months. It comes and goes but my anxiety is made more difficult by what I obsess about, which is that I will develop a serious mental illness such as schizophrenia. Does anyone else have this and if so, how do you cope?",5.003043478260867,7.446604304347828,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,71.17391304347827,8.657971014492754,28.89130434782609,9.2995712137729,2.802147826086957,303,12,52,7,6,93,53,69,0.21899999999999997,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,11,5,0,2,0,9,13,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,7,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275323805588849,0.0,0.0,0.260515599741684,0.3817507753103095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047172428699394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907970343489236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260460182638307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31124158785066297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960335984366978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185063139109525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762714262368829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773578408740585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869433039133265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936258965392772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819775630522499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,R72049,2020/02/15,"Purposeless I am 19 years old youngest one in my family.  currently doing my undergraduate. Luckily I have good parents and also we are wealthy. So compared to my classmates I have more opportunities when it comes to spending on things I like.  But surprisingly I am the one who is more lonely and depressed than most of my friends. Yes sure there are things that can be the triggers of depression like getting bad cgpa, balding at such an early age, can't build good friendship. Ever since I was a kid I was shy and talked less though recent years I am trying to be more outgoing. But I have this feeling of something is wrong. Like most of these days I stay in my room without interacting with anyone even tho I want to. when I have class I go there and then I come back to my place that's it. I feel dry and empty inside. Sometimes it gets really worse I feel like if I die suddenly it wouldn't be a bad thing. I don't know how to get out from this situation because I really don't know what exactly is wrong with me. ",2.909677066228792,4.921308640394088,4.2122742200328425,84.94963191023535,75.89655172413794,7.466776135741654,25.563492063492063,8.344100000000001,1.6676395183360702,806,29,163,15,18,265,126,203,0.162,0.659,0.179,-0.0724,2,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,13,17,0,0,5,1,23,1,1,2,3,29,35,16,1,3,4,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,14,11,0,0,5,0,1,3,5,7,0,2,2,3,27,10,20,29,6,25,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,3,18,119,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061999010331499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285666327530027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211479987355293,0.2217644653007322,0.08095348656452858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287904276304264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564484357934833,0.0,0.22876043633374324,0.0,0.13782515976645693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771297327385137,0.12012496429100443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519177238395127,0.0,0.20144261037422165,0.09487215805201013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260074673827133,0.0,0.20814714312009755,0.0,0.07547315043455922,0.22277223611135527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596652396797427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25951697246875965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393509837866471,0.0,0.17997707622125084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474583912237237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387474593109956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014982303973514,0.0,0.13112371838490222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098533140715605,0.14927246754200799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223572490908772,0.13134233474915816,0.0,0.0,0.1415468491863808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516217971663174,0.0,0.0,0.10673939756605587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646787314481733,0.0,0.13047506652252586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901623036534476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832872511354008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801420669489738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533427655255614,0.0,0.2903913284925202,0.0,0.17103735216173144
anxiety,justthemessenger01,2020/02/15,"Recovering from a panic attack I've had 3 bad episodes today and the last one had left me exhausted. 
My face and jaw hurts. My whole body hurts- especially my legs. I really need to study now- not studying is going to make me panic more. My heart rate is lower now bc it's been over half an hour. I've been listening to music and trying to calm myself down. I've stretched too. I just need ways to feel a bit more functional again.",0.7677272727272744,3.2183921363636405,2.6822727272727285,90.0809090909091,87.86363636363637,5.927272727272728,17.090909090909093,7.348242739294969,0.32271363636363626,340,8,71,6,11,113,65,88,0.25,0.726,0.024,-0.9674,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,2,4,0,6,6,5,1,0,9,12,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,2,4,2,9,1,8,8,4,12,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287253487035769,0.0,0.0,0.1635741915496581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387974322262213,0.21760855229355688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905648346601086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133848291967983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215078025142474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292896744078325,0.0,0.4194450665673655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596903812469138,0.0,0.0,0.2128535672212827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076946739893758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29052516889873586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327516773277432,0.0,0.0,0.4597093911189053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255030633888944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569696278826014,0.0,0.0,0.13300801738788562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550188600998044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872320882464694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Peskypikachu,2020/02/15,"Suggestions for getting doctor to listen? I haven’t been sleeping well for the last 6 months because I keep waking up in a panic about taking care of some major medical issues.  I also was rear ended a month ago have had a lot of difficulty with driving and being in cars. There’s more but I’m not really trying to ask for a diagnosis here, just how to navigate the medical landscape.

My last doctor appointment, my doctor’s response has been to say that I just need to stop worrying about it and I’ll be fine and the appointment was less than 2 minutes. It took me over 4 months to build up the courage to call and make an appointment for this and he was completely dismissive which plays into my extreme stress about not being able to advocate for myself and be believed for what I’m going through.  I feel so deflated.",5.9104375000000005,6.49412916875,6.727500000000003,75.3275,66.6875,10.15,31.625,10.125756701596842,3.2087625,657,25,119,15,10,218,105,160,0.085,0.833,0.08199999999999999,-0.1039,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,9,0,13,7,2,2,0,21,26,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,8,0,2,1,1,0,4,3,2,1,0,7,3,10,5,28,15,5,18,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,8,87,16,3,0.14945749744694042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248505373733607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952110671081168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972258483376504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110790322931717,0.0,0.0,0.16838741924407075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526128152433074,0.0,0.15238187946720638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670334252523346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589282450801005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323749814024995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557020140450782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808537378530514,0.0,0.0849401400484765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599479705772112,0.0,0.13284469088803813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436556164914281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706341967870233,0.0,0.0,0.09976404010232026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011254099031802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35788664566334666,0.0,0.0,0.11082084058783256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535617083721602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574629994245452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885460075450485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495654338641714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495316012937242,0.1712030583612969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237343786504456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605277891806208,0.10147183011867904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438023932866822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178134349693834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beetlemammal,2020/02/15,"Panic attacks vs food allergies Hi.
I’m curious if anyone else suffers with this - when I go out to eat sometimes, suddenly after a few bites I feel like my throat is closing or I’m having an anaphylaxis reaction. Of course it sends me into immediate panic. I get up, walk around, go to the bathroom, take an Ativan.. it’s just miserable. End up taking my food home. 
I have a few food allergies (they aren’t severe) and I’ve never had anaphylaxis but my mind has turned it into a phobia and I can’t ignore the sensation that it’s happening. Any similar stories or advice? When I google “my panic attack feels like an allergic reaction” I don’t see much.

I’m on lexapro for daily anxiety and it has helped but in these instances only a benzo and time can calm me down. It’s just the worst feeling in the world",1.6774396135265697,4.155059645962736,4.095848861283645,81.62843857832989,82.9751552795031,7.304485852311939,23.851276742581092,8.344100000000001,1.9397657694962045,637,24,119,15,18,221,106,161,0.212,0.721,0.067,-0.9771,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,5,12,2,4,11,0,10,6,1,0,1,24,24,11,0,1,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,10,4,1,3,0,0,4,4,9,0,0,1,4,14,3,16,23,4,23,0,2,1,0,4,12,0,3,9,78,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047102694071738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079597134150956,0.0,0.10213995151260663,0.0,0.0,0.09335801895674772,0.13680369295931452,0.0,0.11885821843491455,0.0,0.3037891660170102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662097204220994,0.11153611563953184,0.0,0.11825621435017385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253024796138427,0.19076879175870828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843469674805763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975699336939913,0.0,0.15176129661487164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806842479440255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949346592877702,0.0,0.13392819075467607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045908382204838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481386039518872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815017697262902,0.0,0.10297635188688843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154550806549677,0.0,0.4699594297905594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639556662603646,0.0,0.0,0.15083592821439848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205148391970106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077596558867175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785469308810282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522788826994446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oliwine,2020/02/15,"Going to the cinema alone for the first time ever :) Last time I was in the movies I had a panic attack, I went with my brother, this time I'm going alone, I got here 90 minutes early like the clown I am, but I'm not feeling anxious at all for some reason :)",2.229727272727274,3.00104465454546,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,75.18181818181819,6.227272727272728,21.022727272727273,5.985473137389443,0.16254545454545433,196,4,43,1,4,68,40,55,0.149,0.682,0.168,0.4775,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,10,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,4,1,6,1,6,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903275380915792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26741884675072464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929574867653583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141208884882552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968944442508855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201348359262895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690594436125171,0.0,0.18932138859637945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929530742733463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564624607957973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27773225787334394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338087488280505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140885892283982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943576106090434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reditto24,2020/02/15,"Problem with photography course So I had to go to a photography course in my city but I am scared that I won’t know anyone and that I the whole thing is going to be awkward so I didn’t go. Now I have some problems with my mom as she really wanted me to go and I wanted to go too. I am just scared to meet these people and I don’t even know what to expect... I am thinking about it now and I just can’t stop really... If somebody could help me, please do! I also think that it is not too late to go but I don’t know...",-0.9707029177718808,0.8545981896551709,1.9279310344827607,97.13324933687004,88.65517241379311,4.948541114058355,14.957559681697614,6.297961479604792,-0.7521132625994698,394,7,100,4,13,138,63,116,0.159,0.784,0.057,-0.8908,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,2,0,15,0,0,0,0,25,28,11,0,7,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,6,6,5,0,0,2,0,18,0,13,23,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331701359660979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643828622655675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295681562125414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998831885185464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678406255024306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116183260706216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27455367172017703,0.0,0.1878476700263724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503229236855732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544760073165415,0.0,0.0,0.18279465435960693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31868423826077313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336060437322013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334415357125713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922251710807573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063193817002784,0.2134052382224746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644174565031328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591943003283773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anchorfullcream,2020/02/15,I’m feeling anxious I have a lot of school work that needs to be done. I can’t focus. I can’t move. Is it okay if I don’t do them now?,-4.0385294117647055,-2.685258382352941,-0.09682352941176477,107.86829411764708,103.41176470588236,2.72,12.682352941176472,3.1291,-1.9565694117647061,101,2,31,0,5,37,26,34,0.073,0.8029999999999999,0.124,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,21,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44190143876711424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002942796442529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977831343577129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33255173255055204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157430369823054,0.0,0.2900414819102296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39587657505424173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847704133794073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abouta5outoften,2020/02/15,"I tried to socialise I went to an event where I didn't know anybody. 
I was nervous but I keep telling myself, I must do new things which challenge me. 
I didn't make any new friends, and I regret not focussing on a couple of people instead of making awkward small talk with 10 people. 
I think I came across as weird. I was trying too hard to make a conversation work and I embarrassed myself a little bit. Sometimes the people I was talking to would leave and I would be alone for a while, which makes me a little self conscious. 

But I tried, and it's better than watching another movie by myself.",3.925640301318268,5.412113805084747,4.4233333333333364,86.70179849340867,71.96610169491525,6.261393596986817,26.670433145009408,6.42735559955562,1.0459913370998108,471,16,91,3,9,149,77,118,0.16,0.755,0.085,-0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,0,3,7,0,10,0,0,4,1,21,19,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,7,2,20,3,13,8,1,12,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,4,65,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652796600984528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277546324066693,0.15847588234705104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366464958941074,0.1649978371033545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285562173480984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722553065802298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167647998802644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353852725684355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433374628698594,0.0,0.0,0.08305861556649277,0.0,0.0,0.16002777702965928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029494704709497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035291786847471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29192993376556314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143292910435241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766443545855138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947416973400618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429495845275655,0.1320966986697699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004058940199383,0.09683977378817386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078276818889306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401015879400621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002645341354599,0.0,0.0,0.21472076108751215,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xsdos,2020/02/15,"My way out of anxiety  I'm at a point in life where I masturbate not for sexual please most of the time, but to clear my mind and stop thinking bout the ex I can't forget. Anytime my anxiety and depression appear, it is the way of feeling normal, as it really helps me and makes me feel good after, it's like a button that cures depression for a little time I don't know what y'all think about this lmao or if anyone does the same. If u wanna know the story with my ex go to my posts. Thanks for reading and stay strong, y'all are really good people.",4.35580049261084,4.260444456896554,5.724581280788177,83.53568965517245,69.94827586206897,9.387192118226602,24.33004926108375,9.23628265651192,1.5866911330049265,431,9,94,8,7,146,80,116,0.126,0.615,0.259,0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,8,0,4,1,0,1,1,27,15,9,0,4,5,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,12,5,16,15,2,16,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,5,5,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752795794220452,0.0,0.0,0.12580560208566807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30993300223401377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745089996909215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194787528747144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225378337762824,0.30181996965439656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059788210715082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776078295748686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708418537225838,0.08790077044898119,0.18032904855285226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009929039059368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816698668848956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628529769469575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247352171701665,0.0,0.0,0.19750025781903835,0.17008438683665816,0.0,0.17231548109717335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997062692043936,0.0,0.2305252006398303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177284598765704,0.0,0.15042279611179088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564794676513575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23057342522695565,0.0,0.0,0.20982785728736256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856273186037212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayburner86,2020/02/15,"I kinda feel for you, Starbucks baristas Do you baristas at Starbucks get anxiety? Like you have so many customers and have to make drinks and the machines work as fast as they do and there’s like a whole line of people ? Ugh. I was in Starbucks earlier and there was a line of people and I was getting anxiety just thinking about how much anxiety you guys must get behind the counter. I feel for you.",1.3177622377622384,3.9983311025641046,2.1523776223776245,92.2608041958042,90.53846153846158,4.887645687645689,25.039627039627035,6.574015621080383,1.0735487179487175,318,14,61,4,11,99,47,78,0.106,0.831,0.064,-0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,1,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,1,13,15,9,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,10,2,11,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445083018650623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324238552803592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399309308467197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718746821423334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492407641224486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318258857669673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837247064258414,0.2405437600546653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441293506170402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289715443801783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202622304825927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648916116080674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272764581673725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymous099213,2020/02/15,"Hangxiety attack Was out with friends last night, I've only been drinking since September and have only had a few proper nights out. 

I woke up this morning I've had a panic attack over the hangover symptoms, my throat is a bit tight and stomach slightly bloated but I genuinely believe I'm going to die. I  made the mistake of googling symptoms which made it much  worse as it just lists all the worst things that drinking too much can do.

Currently trying to sleep whilst listening to a podcast but my heart is racing from the anxiety, it's caused me to pace around and im trembling a bit.

Ive had big problems with anxiety, and have been keeping it mostly in check for the past few months. This is the worst it's been for quite a while. I can't stand this so I think I'm going to quit drinking altogether.

Anyone got advice to help me get through the hangover without going crazy?",3.942502064409581,5.766092156069369,4.371482246077623,85.73065028901738,72.52601156069363,6.792568125516103,29.12014863748968,7.447530270364453,1.7461431874483893,705,29,133,8,14,222,108,173,0.21899999999999997,0.737,0.044000000000000004,-0.9871,1,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,2,2,13,0,16,9,4,3,1,23,29,9,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,11,9,3,2,1,3,1,3,2,8,0,0,11,2,10,1,21,18,10,19,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,8,88,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150076425871245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023506537996904,0.0,0.0,0.08693938354664907,0.0,0.0,0.11068637012286936,0.0,0.2829027770384212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008532108052366,0.0,0.0,0.27148779613037816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772844053722332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904226799307672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654090345207696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606252645978818,0.0,0.0649609971309798,0.0,0.21199089892936507,0.0,0.09944372840994753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734004901718228,0.08334052978250946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430539237355085,0.0,0.0,0.11051651756667097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135132251121697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353015197419081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992446781223272,0.0,0.18280413351419172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333638702318363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912791791855985,0.0,0.14588278391259646,0.0,0.0,0.11869382039872747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897380199548978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449559801952344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285292480974102,0.0,0.12442688366784285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584676863954956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260403701200751,0.07967018606143042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441672166849859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985651672913512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671011601318935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VantageGamingYT,2020/02/15,Sup gamers I’m out far from home and anxious 😥 anyone else get super heavy breathing and falling like you’re gonna pass out? 🙂,-0.2616666666666667,2.028665703703705,1.027685185185188,99.71708333333336,95.66666666666666,2.7,17.86111111111111,3.1291,-0.9697333333333332,102,3,22,0,4,32,25,27,0.129,0.643,0.22899999999999998,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036814137832276,0.0,0.311747337208002,0.4568240358661216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724488527253035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329372150090448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472219666978899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781884647188915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slxsilver,2020/02/15,"How to treat crippling dizziness? The past 2 weeks I've been extremely anxious and dizzy all the time. Whenever I walk, I'd feel that the ground would move up and down as if I'm standing on a boat. Even when sitting down, I'd still feel that the ground is floating upwards. I'm experiencing this dizziness 24/7, and honestly it's crippling me.

I initially thought that I had some problems with my ears or brain as I also had some headaches and random muscle twitches. Went to an ENT and neurologist, got my ears checked as well as a CT scan of my brain/sinus which all came back normal. Anyone here experienced this? How do you guys deal with this kind of condition? 

20 M here btw.",3.774176349965828,5.66941638345865,4.208161312371839,86.42738892686262,73.13533834586465,7.242378673957622,28.632262474367728,8.00094639256281,1.8005849624060148,541,22,108,8,11,170,91,133,0.055999999999999994,0.878,0.065,0.2922,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,7,0,6,4,3,2,2,23,14,15,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,8,8,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,7,7,9,4,14,6,4,18,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,5,6,65,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727535809051006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363056483424569,0.0,0.14625843761961055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084091933247166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467011892646643,0.0,0.2392378809878052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564790179621254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381566166336346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115280363241068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729454195524252,0.0,0.0,0.20711389062414404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782121185729472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231751082788465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049448656394244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967904094127487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015005498846705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704561385693156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605978427009824,0.1219703020658108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778574838748278,0.0,0.1880714065707195,0.1939052180393002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148590307249233,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thewankywankah,2020/02/15,"Finally got back on my meds and I feel amazing I’ve been in a spot recently where I haven’t been able to get my meds refilled. I couldn’t  sleep, couldn’t focus, was way too irritable, just all around awful. I finally got my Zoloft back on track and since starting back up aside from the normal nausea while my body adjusts I’ve felt amazing. I forgot how good it felt to not feel the need to constantly move a part of my body or switch topics in my mind every 2 minutes.",3.5616642120765865,4.61356313402062,4.5338733431516935,87.23804123711342,72.29896907216495,7.604712812960236,25.19734904270987,7.957251820313856,1.2469658321060382,372,11,79,5,7,121,65,97,0.064,0.826,0.11,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,1,6,4,3,1,1,19,16,5,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,4,11,3,11,6,2,18,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,9,47,12,0,0.15707505138826838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983009758031786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623430565598614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489499441135714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697423286163995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234250538603196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884373111825922,0.0,0.3016333639803059,0.3441360820559849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820652313167046,0.0,0.0,0.13174710072914309,0.2512545353484417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489499441135714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860102483835567,0.0,0.0,0.16694592133742914,0.0,0.11646916031365175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390020016928815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009697380147865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509266357052062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993410567716931,0.0,0.15718848911185426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111178529833469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246788645501785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MysteryMoonlight,2020/02/15,"Anxiety about work I don’t like this job I’ve had for the past year and I get so much anxiety from having to go to work that I won’t sleep and just straight up panic I’ve had talked with people and I’m taking medication but the thing is I don’t even work much! Sure I go to school along with it but I don’t work as much as it is and I feel so guilty about wanting to call in sick just to have a mental health day, when I do call in sick I feel like everyone hates me or keeps thinking that I’m just lazy and not wanting to work.. I was even hesitant to post this because I feel like others would judge me harshly! I just hope that by the end of this year when I don’t work and have school at the same time I can relax and actually enjoy my job. (I’m a senior so I go to school 5 days, and work the other 2 days)
If you guys have any advice on dealing with this type of anxiety and just anything helpful to make me feel better about me as a person...that will be..really helpful, sorry for the sorta of rant and thank you to those who read the whole thing..",2.103987776928953,2.919429380952387,3.654866310160429,93.06112299465242,75.53679653679654,6.820575502928443,20.947542653425007,7.048011613610866,0.204571988795518,821,17,199,8,17,273,114,231,0.14,0.701,0.159,0.7731,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,8,15,11,1,1,10,0,18,5,1,1,1,38,38,22,0,5,10,0,4,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,15,14,0,1,5,2,0,3,6,2,0,0,3,4,22,9,32,32,5,21,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,4,14,129,37,15,0.0,0.0,0.09490167900026954,0.0,0.0,0.09503128155274104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613313100026524,0.0,0.2231872635076647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002821708936897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059282514629682724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600945695278864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986056342349708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815403417130785,0.10026017073159638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613436917591626,0.0,0.0,0.12846501965484172,0.0,0.0,0.09292625612752624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668948187973276,0.13895041057150087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080895454415443,0.0,0.16580773730672702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629249281769066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601394532335994,0.0,0.10337188375841146,0.0,0.0,0.13036884827575626,0.0,0.0,0.09659089541372023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930106432345844,0.08644000193071752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253387380141005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491493006919442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979688418085016,0.0980048244723838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446915811987974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141015696179173,0.0,0.0,0.0928358429158862,0.06742069727000917,0.08491468715729171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313833053370556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727601739405788,0.11069144954661804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952656656820199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731993281450517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886307747297397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165669157707897,0.0,0.07311967170899161,0.07816562530298571,0.0,0.08953445807542104,0.0,0.0,0.12921675919611725,0.06231368114559128,0.0,0.0,0.05670708227367203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472078571357028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857581733545486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955925801120019,0.0,0.0,0.06908339682315477,0.0,0.0,0.12525123700098767
anxiety,plofmoffel,2020/02/15,"After 4 years I finally took care of my teeth! Hi all, I just wanted to share this story about me (semi) overcoming my fear of the dentist! I had not seen a dentist in four years because they scare me soooo much. However, last week I started getting a tooth ache and decided that I had to call the dentist since the problem would not get better from doing nothing. I went in telling my dentist that I was absolutely terrified, and the first few minutes inside we just chatted. She then told me she was just going to check out the place where it hurt and do nothing else, not even touch it. She then slowly told me what she was doing every step op the way and gave me a small mirror so I could watch along with while she was working. They took pictures of all my teeth and I had 0 cavities !!! This was a personal victory since now there was not really much to be worried about in my eyes. The then decided to check the rest of my teeth and everything was completely fine. She cleaned up some of my dental plaque and that was it! I know this might not be a big deal to many of you but for me this was definitely a proud moment. So for all others of you out there with severe anxiety of the dentist: if you tell them they will listen take your anxiety into account! Just wanted to share :)",4.6698823529411735,5.4463575568627425,5.299215686274512,83.78647058823532,69.50980392156862,8.509803921568627,28.333333333333336,8.671277953709913,1.9732745098039213,1007,34,203,16,17,325,139,255,0.09300000000000001,0.833,0.07400000000000001,0.3432,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,4,4,4,13,10,0,2,15,0,21,10,5,0,3,38,38,15,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,1,1,12,14,0,0,3,1,3,5,5,4,0,2,19,5,38,6,31,13,8,31,0,1,3,0,28,11,0,3,14,156,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208399401777785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830318925274452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046600976120045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908486996675362,0.0,0.13887440486040936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281280365433488,0.0,0.0,0.1087520000264904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042575239885313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378534761213095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996492281196303,0.0,0.1147621649843128,0.0,0.1224160880928167,0.0,0.0,0.15327327093939716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921057188226813,0.0,0.11585951564325465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232741912164926,0.0,0.07741085383141358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581481571730054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485703979564089,0.1110287156499644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809479724661966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449648575843016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002589374927893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139289154580225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893266036518008,0.1423096721199725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033385361192948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725913126013228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636921782161626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387767832745552,0.0,0.2253473928019844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640960586505996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241240205325547,0.0,0.2381057705273113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26030754464302985,0.3026669696986612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606794855031981,0.1081165599958073,0.10925884167137644,0.0,0.0,0.12626733629416015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916195382714377,0.13832710175744298,0.0,0.09675914080707634,0.0,0.0,0.17542857813235166
anxiety,hgigi11,2020/02/15,Is it anxiety I overthink a lot and people have noticed it like I’m present but in the same time I would zone lot and just over think about negative horrible things and I’m sooo tried of it I want to think positive or just not think at all but I’ll literally get a negative thought in my head and just go in deep thought about it and it’s honestly soo frustrating it ruins my mood and I tell myself to stop I ignore the thought but I think people sense the energy even though I’m trying my hardest to be “normal” I get asked what am I thinking about but I could never say lol they would think I’m insane to think like that. So is it anxiety? I don’t really have panic attacks but I do get nervous and quite at times. What is the solution for this and if you say meditation I already tried it it’s hard to stay consistent with that. Please help I’m honestly tried of it it might just lead me to end it all,1.2773105538715903,3.32848839267016,3.1577514466795265,90.32791402590249,81.30366492146597,7.16241388812345,22.61807660512538,8.20500826718156,1.2330251308900526,717,24,159,15,19,240,101,191,0.22899999999999998,0.632,0.139,-0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,2,11,11,2,2,6,1,13,1,1,1,3,46,34,17,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,18,9,0,2,10,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,3,19,4,19,26,5,16,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,5,8,107,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319293433203882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291492940584653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176560727180222,0.13600842039122174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545307826171796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588817979316804,0.0,0.0,0.0789634104741793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873840058973333,0.0,0.06794453699496514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070957090599352,0.0,0.12269552953834954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013363409824192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681479065865875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327880820868086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268264892625695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922063886702403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713623237442225,0.0,0.1361115062664685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026929823691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576553546766118,0.0,0.0,0.13123292978161544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715897971613527,0.0,0.0,0.07658850120636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014616207078205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274272383713959,0.0,0.09995138465986346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044943023722502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942548114623382,0.5362316616575867,0.11745989048048235,0.28473439553052404,0.1394242456475663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32467365895609057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051526179313201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985357212271404,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meraviilla,2020/02/15,"Almost got my phone steal... I'll do it very quick :

I was waiting for my train this thursday when a random man just take my phone in my right pocket. I feel it immediatly (my phone is kind of my arm extension so...), I yelled an ""Hey ! My phone !"" and he gave it back. Completly normal. (That sarcastic.) Now, I'm just completly stuck with this scene in my head. I see this happen, again and again. I always be a little anxious in public transport (that a f\*\*king euphemism) but now, I totally loose control. Just want to take my train at the next station, which is really far away... 

Any tips for me ?",1.5061074270557029,3.94658880172414,2.9451724137931024,89.84014588859417,83.39655172413794,5.983023872679048,20.9920424403183,7.321109707123232,0.7283177718832891,455,14,93,7,13,148,79,116,0.062,0.925,0.013000000000000001,-0.6572,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,1,1,15,16,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,16,1,10,11,1,18,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,2,9,60,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092538565202265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175269231483641,0.0,0.0,0.14324232300922046,0.0,0.0,0.2379630773420089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979030754859836,0.1619690447322924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417037560068519,0.0,0.2362505059143283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106505838563049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846793255021275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626812612618374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617725850674302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934899249132608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111164695169243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401787304240814,0.0,0.2063823326064763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494128340475794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988528332045914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678526909974062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167499096096184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379993849766154,0.12424084263444965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oatmealfreak,2020/02/15,"Anxiety from boyfriend potentially moving I've been with this guy for a few months. I really like him. But he tells me that he might be moving in October. October is quite a ways, but I hate feeling that our relationship has an expiration date. It's giving me so much anxiety. I like him so much, but knowing if and when the relationship is going to end is torture. It's also making me so depressed. I'm not into the whole long distance thing and I'm not moving with him. Should I just break up with him?",1.7211071107110705,4.146924891089114,3.880018001800181,83.59862286228626,82.26732673267327,7.2370837083708395,23.043204320432054,8.296473431620573,1.6245564356435638,398,14,79,9,11,136,66,101,0.183,0.7240000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9192,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,16,11,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,1,12,2,9,12,4,14,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,2,7,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376110471716039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632790346087909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482108876235821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241040106995374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700801754961185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507329666228204,0.09779612940880007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038468605251453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989181037775025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456979724002756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813764416354224,0.0,0.0,0.1522839832417675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486367894640913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825480061377877,0.0,0.0,0.137351349993847,0.5486763708445812,0.2529948708351045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830265770555131,0.0,0.0,0.11023783966263917,0.0,0.0,0.36949564064799945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040412032002112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432125342334565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658783709595973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211940628250015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geminioutcry,2020/02/15,"Hope! GUESS WHAT!! 

OKAY! I'm in college right, which fun fact school was one of my biggest triggers!! (I have a mix of general anxiety and social anxiety and in high school it was at it's worst) 

I was really anxious the first week back but I finished it with no anxiety attacks and I even had a talk with one of my professors about me being nervous about the class! I don't regret it! 

Also, guess what!! I'm a media and communication minor!! Meaning I have to talk in front of a class and I'm not anxious about it!! I'm excited to say what's on my mind!! Sometimes I get a lil aaa moment and awkwardly just stop talking but I think I've been doing well for myself and I'm proud of it!! 

It's also a reminder, you are more than your anxiety and one day you can do what your anxiety stops you from doing today!! 

I'm cheering for everyone's progress!! 

Background: I constantly cried in my high school’s bathroom due to panic attacks and will always try to leave early and If I couldn't I would find a way out. As a kid I would do some questionable things to get out of school, I now realized it was a form of self-harm.

I was in therapy for three years and I take my meds daily (Zoloft 200mgs, I have to take two 100s) and It helps!! :)",0.8946928104575171,3.040927149019609,2.9474509803921585,90.75241830065364,83.3921568627451,6.287581699346408,21.993464052287575,7.526774132740827,0.8913660130718961,953,32,207,16,27,321,136,255,0.17600000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.127,-0.8397,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,5,0,3,10,14,2,3,11,1,22,1,0,1,1,40,37,18,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,15,16,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,7,2,6,7,1,28,7,33,25,4,29,0,1,0,0,13,13,0,6,14,143,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094850583694795,0.08373271894205213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849106604213728,0.2273678649127185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896366561527726,0.0,0.07737871835849035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874592683703986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105379867292954,0.06489841079245681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646556095441122,0.0,0.0,0.09615684888390616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197454355752988,0.08559633530982491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515066823195332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171189793259194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745056868328661,0.21264350372498975,0.0,0.09994888980690426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655327344313137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096162221672086,0.11177790890956757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160821749021913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456969277450787,0.0,0.0,0.11806832475968645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272930023089282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446653791635418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593798091417591,0.0,0.08002549060045695,0.0,0.4073741506258292,0.0,0.0,0.10497966050330336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258022202070703,0.0,0.0,0.09952623460738763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682633718501887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151323372229986,0.2426491887242455,0.0,0.0,0.11507985893481062,0.0,0.06685449788398734,0.06448002395677749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953860405418638,0.0,0.0,0.06832157052250866,0.0,0.0983014721150452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987588477791738,0.08071979582637494,0.0,0.09047899291248848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297017926978126,0.0,0.0,0.06480280585229957
anxiety,GraceLands26,2020/02/15,"How do you guys describe your panic/anxiety attacks I was just wondering how you guys describe your attacks..
My parter who I’ve been with for almost 3 years has been extremely supportive of me and is someone who always helps me when I am on one of my attacks and recently he has asked me to describe one of my attacks to him so he knows/understands what I’m going through... but I didn’t exactly know how to explain it with worlds
 And even though everyone most likely has a different experience I thought asking others might help!!",5.573067226890757,6.783366754901966,6.173249299719888,76.75676470588238,67.72549019607844,9.75014005602241,35.159663865546214,9.957137785484203,3.692225210084034,427,21,76,10,7,139,70,102,0.059000000000000004,0.863,0.078,0.4273,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,8,6,4,0,1,0,11,0,0,3,1,18,20,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,5,0,15,2,11,14,1,6,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,4,4,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445282806843146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003361322738786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035642440344516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697221671267594,0.6564539269436408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071815407543954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528057296293548,0.0,0.0,0.1378440131161027,0.0,0.14111130070952693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198473667368444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856747747316637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338522803493616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928002847226917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047682032516751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303417736454858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955049327653664,0.0,0.0,0.16925483619393492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243666074045405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222872527011648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637014518964855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173204523383184,0.11452416668044292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017691605832745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644086663153675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928969587038922
anxiety,WidowmakersRedToes,2020/02/15,"scared of messing up at work I’ve recently started my new job at a fast-food restaurant and i’ve had severe anxiety with whatever tasks i’m assigned. Doesn’t matter the difficulty of the task, it’s just my overwhelming fear of messing up or my fear of what my managers think of me as a worker. I often compare myself to other workers to see if I’m not lagging behind and if I see them perform the same task faster my anxiety gets worse. Also when one of my managers are staring at me or whenever they talk to me i start slurring my words and sound incoherent. I struggle with the most basic tasks because of my feat of “messing up” or not doing “something the right way.”I also get really scared whenever I’m having trouble and I need to ask for help. It doesn’t help that one of my managers is very demanding and expects me to do tasks without any help. I think overall my performance at work has been good, but it hasn’t come without errors, (big or small). I feel like my anxiety is hindering my full potential at work and trying to overcome my fears have become overwhelmingly difficult.",5.360987983978639,6.167646700934579,6.362082777036048,76.6751401869159,67.97196261682242,9.29185580774366,33.97730307076102,9.424239791934726,3.227920961281709,870,40,158,17,14,290,121,214,0.14800000000000002,0.78,0.07200000000000001,-0.9088,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,7,5,15,0,8,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,31,28,17,0,4,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,13,0,2,2,5,27,2,30,26,3,19,0,2,3,0,7,12,0,8,7,108,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019606886769143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586986111996114,0.0,0.2897951303873768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180480595993058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697475109824307,0.1394584307665887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877287049566883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42627615202220975,0.06384734185918862,0.09020934195818207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268961906909775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194469411525248,0.0,0.0,0.10591166702006063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253914068330522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253063092473397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169053122137354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362971068794752,0.0,0.12195509550031045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113148838225065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808936145539193,0.0,0.1246791955984329,0.0,0.0,0.10783631521570892,0.0,0.0,0.25284228215830085,0.0,0.20124620938507445,0.0,0.0,0.14265236679889334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721100118340906,0.0,0.0,0.17875313181594046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200778889461035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149332547245317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618210740944354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573096943312307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041883171672057,0.0,0.10022950268807512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434450229521415,0.0,0.27578439375220354,0.0,0.12868281151041086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sushisnac,2020/02/15,"Career related, Feeling so trapped and cant sleep Ugh why am I fine all day and when I get into bed im wide awake thinking about all the stuff i have to do.

Im so frustrated. Im 21 and I should be able to do things on my own but unfortunately I am on my parents health insurance and therapy has to go through that. i was telling my mom about how our new plan allows for a lower counseling co-pay than the other one and she said “what do you need that for? You can come to me” and so i told her I was having major career related anxiety (its internship season and Im going to be a senior next year) and she said “why dont you stop thinking about that and just get over it why do you even think that” and dismissed my concerns. The thing is this is just one of many times I bring it up and shes constantly down my throat about not applying for it. 

Ive had an extended break from school since Im studying abroad for 2 WHOLE MONTHS and i havent been able to start. And the deadline is getting closer and closer. And im leaving to go abroad in only 3 days and i wont have time to apply much during the first week. Im away from my school resources for therapy and im going to try to book an appointment in March but by then its going to be too late to get a good interbship and in fact even now most of the big  ones are gone (i would like to maximize my chances for a good career after college, im based in nyc and want to move out ASAP!!) And my mom needs constant attention, if i go into my room to do work shes like “why arent you out on the couch watching movies with me” or “what are you doing in there” and asking for specific details. I want so badly to tell my mother that if i do get a good internship while they financially supported me my success is in spite of her unhelpful comments, not because of her backwards idea that “only cRazy PSychOs need therapy” or that my problems are invalid because she knows what “real depression feels like” (not doubting that she had depression but she refused to see a therapist when i was younger, threatening suicide and self harming in front of us then saying my problems were made up, and blaming me for their financial mistakes and illnesses leading to my perfectionist attitude which got me here to being too anxious to work on my resume). They tell me often that rent is too expensive and i wont be independent enough to move out after college so I have to stay at home until im 25-26 and its only recently that i realized i dont have to listen to them if i dont want to. Which is so liberating. But gosh i wish i had their support and i keep thinking about how much work i couldve sone this break had i started working on my anxiety in December. Everyone of my friends is getting an internship and i feel like such a damn failure. Ugh sorry to dump this onto a thread here with no real follow up and rambling on and on but i need to get this off my chest and i cant talk to any friends because my mom will intrude and spy and get mad that I dare criticize her even if i have valid points.",4.1447221683663615,4.621525508744039,5.3823599208965085,83.79854976928151,70.54213036565976,8.743898561402148,29.649889487766103,8.841846274778883,2.176626864166893,2391,90,506,41,41,799,285,629,0.154,0.747,0.098,-0.9929,4,1,0,0,0,1,32.0,2,6,5,8,29,28,5,1,18,0,56,5,3,6,3,98,103,58,1,17,16,5,3,4,2,5,2,4,5,1,30,41,0,3,11,1,2,14,13,15,0,4,15,9,81,13,86,78,9,82,0,2,2,0,44,36,1,9,33,355,111,15,0.10640862743868046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618075778280877,0.0,0.08140230873736941,0.06010573049704599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973885127316472,0.0,0.04998720411822968,0.0,0.044423379609980385,0.09729856745617103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583080523731958,0.0,0.11498992390376225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862476173183765,0.0,0.0916495948908463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706517830204336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497427848161777,0.0,0.1054228422893728,0.0,0.0,0.050839001779604105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070509888177177,0.07601834470364241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525556207023454,0.0,0.0,0.08221104160111145,0.0,0.22237646393030075,0.0,0.1814234254835512,0.13387576225864672,0.04255234998791147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056553697537785524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336826467508092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006119413781143,0.5746978872296011,0.0,0.0,0.04729043862429967,0.0,0.0,0.029239699407140364,0.0,0.060016783292202815,0.05633568613233389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039717609183122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050343208067727435,0.0,0.05394082336416792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869367475958886,0.042467175612016204,0.11309553101523635,0.07822258470102436,0.15780129789391809,0.0,0.051385057727202255,0.05658339123029756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815785974405974,0.1213928341852654,0.0,0.0,0.05907709407929971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050295273618741386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018186856597814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111631383846387,0.0,0.0,0.05253284118161596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121897202468218,0.04231020573440667,0.0,0.10769121185343652,0.042396949648595694,0.0,0.05550370263893852,0.0,0.0,0.04401115810684588,0.0,0.05324273723841553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059557873307480615,0.07531657418329776,0.056708719365622134,0.0,0.04448118860083442,0.0,0.0,0.0609062101881112,0.058196883799409925,0.12075124941812933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276361202402123,0.13950874579726996,0.0,0.18253130861995112,0.06177430895027568,0.07069316385361361,0.13636470374129256,0.0,0.0,0.06204772637500884,0.0,0.0,0.050839001779604105,0.0,0.03612223659255655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399823853000099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414384812370853,0.0,0.042677291230923405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203447092033527,0.05940071623206265,0.061182335064293276,0.0,0.0,0.15493349619199126,0.0,0.0,0.03779481795988456,0.0,0.0,0.034261833663309656
anxiety,bothp,2020/02/15,"Too anxious to love The girl that I like is sleeping with other guy I and I'm too anxious to say that I love her or to kiss anybody, I don't have this courage. I'm a mess I'm a shit man",-2.7126666666666672,-1.0609148222222196,0.4461111111111116,105.2225,97.22222222222223,3.0,18.61111111111111,3.1291,-1.0865555555555555,143,5,40,0,6,50,30,45,0.18899999999999997,0.486,0.326,0.8537,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,3,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6450265988946886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28267197460200394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947204112577635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153171400128574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22702667347783226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930430784407782,0.0,0.0,0.2856880819244565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fororeo,2020/02/15,"I done with my parents constantly fighting and piling their problems on me My parents fight horribly, to the point of considered “verbal abuse” and whenever I hear them argue, I completely shut down. I get tired but HAVE to stay awake because I need to know what’s going on, and have anxiety. Whenever their not fighting, I don’t know how long it will last, so I get more anxious. I have had this loop of fight, calm, fight, calm since the summer of 2019 on July 4th. They can’t seem to find a way to stop or prevent the arguing, and will hold onto the fights for years. I had a good day today and then the started fighting, I’m going to explode soon and it won’t be good. If they continue to argue I’m going to leave the house by myself and go to a friends house who says I can live there for a few years. I’m completely finished with hearing the fighting.",3.5193374833259234,4.81552682080925,4.537572254335263,86.23289461983107,72.69942196531792,7.635215651400622,27.758559359715427,8.139509932561175,1.7532831480658078,672,25,137,10,13,219,103,173,0.257,0.647,0.096,-0.9791,2,0,0,0,13,0,18.0,0,0,5,0,4,17,11,0,11,0,13,1,0,1,0,23,29,13,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,5,9,0,3,4,0,0,4,4,12,0,0,3,3,19,5,22,22,2,27,0,0,0,0,23,7,0,3,14,88,24,0,0.0,0.16365525985098606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566506693795016,0.15604166846951267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419957453862928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896423757266319,0.14926380092832592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907904646034535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134959019087784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262435326025355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067148505805484,0.0,0.1443289773416028,0.0,0.31399794748133003,0.2317049987049487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113532968573701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187548669755849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181951681833206,0.112590118504253,0.0,0.14625418218477865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196669780066625,0.12223607023422113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241776285886647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30674241049004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057254851905986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216674566916695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984235681836753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574359818731967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425823270886412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776541938498867,0.14722262109460502,0.0,0.1154784881139145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875409805878207,0.13092612643890308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963700904707373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789563974804393
anxiety,beefthathasredmiddle,2020/02/15,"Does anyone ever try accepting their fears? I get anxious from time to time, and by time to time I mean a few time’s a week. It used to really impact my work and social life. I’d miss days, or show up late, leave early... you name it. 

One thing that has been helpful to me is accepting... or trying to accept the fears that run through my mind. Let me give a few examples. 

“You’ll be a failure, and you’ll never amount to anything”

To

“Well, if I’m going to be a failure, then I might as well just do what I want to do”

-

“You’ll always be alone”

To

“Well, I better start learning how to have fun alone”


It’s somehow been helpful to me, and I’ve found that the things I’m afraid of aren’t to scary all the time. A lot of the time it’s something I’ve experienced in the past and I’ve handled it before.",0.6764534883720934,2.3340360058139566,2.666453488372092,95.0923546511628,81.38372093023256,5.462790697674419,19.47093023255814,6.322622252153567,-0.1406813953488375,611,15,145,5,16,205,98,172,0.13699999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.139,0.1027,1,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,1,2,7,12,0,3,11,0,16,1,0,2,3,26,27,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,4,3,1,3,1,15,8,21,16,5,20,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,6,16,93,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613324196842398,0.0,0.0,0.10497723312499516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252761442389805,0.0,0.08821569162443177,0.0,0.10382091502623207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735491998494534,0.0,0.0,0.1115804005951552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136431833673441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040557659908068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412112424149408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839355766136777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833057242761135,0.0,0.0,0.06591465290810641,0.12102648126604858,0.07170100593556886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912801023406826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231669555125254,0.1335877774876997,0.0,0.12900961364276778,0.08911224239050337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725877074580738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374278520286911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383838144451135,0.12738807087188714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730422950460582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549091522021081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204362974623761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082287145470538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860669063587926,0.0,0.09712598820013063,0.0,0.0,0.08929840429652175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676334006227323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149642174937044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713119919387969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089638162952079,0.0,0.0,0.07441385912677886,0.0,0.1011998765993935,0.0,0.3403054786192629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184773824387626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BananaAndMarga,2020/02/15,"I'm useless Had a fight with my partner last night that escalated quickly. Lately I was imagining me stabbing my arm like, for no reason I don't know. But last night, I finally found one. Didn't stab my arm tho. Just some cuts. I always thought that me and my partner is perfect. I mean. We've been together for 11 years now. But whenever we argue, she never fails to make me feel useless. Unwanted. He words hurts more than these cuts. I drunk that night when she left me alone and cut my arm and leg. I deserve this. Because I'm useless. I'm too much for her. I wish I could just disappear. Starting to loose interest in everything now. Now I have to pretend I'm ok at the office tomorrow and hide these cuts.",0.8222921522921531,3.2953237272727307,2.5265151515151523,91.09866161616164,87.95104895104895,5.974980574980576,24.02836052836053,7.3871296695380915,1.2628216006216009,555,23,115,10,18,182,93,143,0.255,0.623,0.122,-0.9382,0,1,0,0,1,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,9,15,6,0,2,1,8,5,4,2,2,25,20,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,7,2,0,1,4,11,0,1,6,1,23,4,10,13,3,20,0,5,0,0,9,3,0,1,17,70,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953276857846376,0.0,0.0,0.1569262629654234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496584572707648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057787167050146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949714946626185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535936848823316,0.0,0.0,0.2065967553635563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067848345658509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018949959852621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364695572712213,0.3074604180669516,0.21274353043629995,0.0,0.20490916939983933,0.0,0.0,0.0921380581817783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258887191668189,0.0,0.0,0.2054353939825147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386391265600402,0.0,0.1454561970470908,0.0,0.0,0.5309512840490662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779694647721873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939072124732256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348860946204627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972347339362246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168751013952691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144908562103368
anxiety,MetaSW,2020/02/15,"People never seem to have time to listen to me One big thing with mental health is reaching out, but when you do people seem to very quickly not want to talk about it. Suffocating alone seems to be a way of life.",7.61232558139535,5.658743837209308,7.339186046511633,80.73808139534887,64.11627906976744,9.530232558139538,28.47674418604651,7.1686216300943375,1.413055813953488,167,3,35,1,2,53,36,43,0.095,0.8740000000000001,0.031,-0.4269,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,10,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944959599089875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560139628578807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701205911536943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427217399946466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575958365561648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320726137492578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339523139014487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6577866878774248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935873737180808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001108515524473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044249100577436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872777444838086,0.14206049993894493,0.19117677053275875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,salemshedevil,2020/02/15,CBD for Anxiety If anyone has tried cbd...how did it work for you??,-2.2752380952380946,-1.1414675714285707,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,117.57142857142858,4.723809523809524,11.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,-0.5890190476190469,50,1,12,1,3,17,12,14,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323419448464262,0.0,0.0,0.4865714996184483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724529802201211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066047877757422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ekbolete,2020/02/15,"Too stressed to destress So i am really feeling stressed and overwhelmed lately due to all of the things i have to do, and i needed to get out and relieve my stress. But when i get out to do so, i get even more stressed out because i realize i m not finishing my work or working on it. When i do, it's usually neverending, one thing comes after another. What can i do?",3.894473684210524,4.37947213157895,5.398526315789473,83.43068421052634,71.10526315789474,9.237894736842106,33.62105263157895,9.3871,2.9586768421052643,286,14,61,6,5,97,49,76,0.136,0.7859999999999999,0.078,-0.642,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,5,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,13,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,11,1,11,13,2,12,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,7,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944457224721952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043191701875002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741321572496244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302965412506248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652839569337988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268224855638296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304192838766812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689061782604893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596201745558934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963016603927624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7841146749633748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738214088691275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884753563405335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916914266405765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taypaul21,2020/02/15,"Little things (work, life, relationships) have added up and now I never want to leave bed Since August I've felt unwanted at my primary job. From November until last week I searched for a new job. I finally got one and start on the 24th but I'm so anxious and terrified that it's not going to be a good fit.

My second job I work for my mom in accounting. I've taken college classes on it three years ago so she's had to teach me while she's behind on her own work. Today there were technical difficulties that adds more work to her. I try so hard to not add more work to my busy mom but I feel like I keep disappointing her. If she wasn't my mom I think I would've been fired long ago.

In all but one of my friendships I just feel like a burden. So it's hard making new friends (social anxiety is strong) and I feel like I have to distance myself from my few current friends because I'm too needy. One told me today that I'm exhausting to deal with sometimes. I even feel like a guest in my own apartment.

I'm just having a really hard night and can't stop the spiral of why I'm still here and if it's worth it even though I know all the typical responses to why I should keep living. (I know this sounds all depression-y, it's hard untangling depression from anxiety. The anxiety really kicks in when I feel like I haven't done enough even though I know I've done a lot to be better lately)",2.9230178069353308,4.107775161512031,4.328773820681036,87.58663776944704,74.01718213058419,8.177507029053421,23.88019368947204,8.710501217029153,1.3952941580756013,1096,31,242,21,22,364,149,291,0.17300000000000001,0.685,0.142,-0.8326,4,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,7,17,14,0,0,10,0,15,2,0,1,4,40,39,20,0,5,9,3,11,5,3,1,2,1,1,0,11,9,0,3,10,0,2,1,6,4,0,5,10,12,36,10,29,26,10,36,0,2,0,0,16,12,0,3,28,148,47,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471732345416477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051571060401004,0.09378182785095852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050604367935533016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341885263745261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558345746083974,0.0714995596891203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990362976892154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577532089136015,0.0,0.16448925527369831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987105076991186,0.2965249426950312,0.0797061496857942,0.09093742716879301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827232423807486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047178586567731114,0.06962793500570524,0.06639362217577871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297455801710216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471348002036265,0.14757274347670918,0.0,0.0,0.13686644019819275,0.06766722770173318,0.09364304521936176,0.08789949934953083,0.0,0.0,0.05863501616201761,0.20278145076951912,0.08320151437730262,0.0733025990357618,0.0734644932236362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705752609011754,0.0,0.0,0.05541227504013675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29167385101354554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402526652435869,0.1603502560582268,0.0,0.07790271381307194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687566509776308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063613763244804,0.0,0.0,0.08912562375470802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866977273157658,0.0,0.0,0.08462199111692427,0.0,0.0,0.08210265073463359,0.0,0.05875750894275481,0.0,0.06629483091866395,0.06940315236954804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055150599351629435,0.053191813265797416,0.16312103537272754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737452145078806,0.0793231273221732,0.0,0.0563608385706455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048963618415709065,0.0,0.06658856562038433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981386586912784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30217473334215955,0.0,0.0,0.058970535459117485,0.0,0.0,0.053458087272204406
anxiety,M3gicpickle,2020/02/15,"Cancelled plans due to anxiety, feel guilty AITA (am I the asshole). My friends have decided to go camping this weekend just for a day, I agreed to go, and I am notoriously flakey because of my anxiety, I had everything planned and ready, but as everything was happening I just felt my anxiety bubbling and bubbling treating to bubble over the edges into a panic attack and made up a bullshit excuse and now I feel so guilty for letting them down. They don't know I have issues with anxiety",10.0875,7.90215927173913,9.925652173913047,64.86608695652176,59.54347826086956,13.11304347826087,45.82608695652174,11.698219412168324,5.478208695652175,391,21,66,9,4,129,62,92,0.273,0.66,0.067,-0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,4,4,1,1,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,16,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,3,12,2,13,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6246098994310175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221780217251425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244306403922294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316415535033934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669026869564823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642004089732655,0.0,0.1959887585442638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770385147263094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320140327373177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050406781255485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130499309910809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217989998914447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872817844451874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931448052024513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394927318114673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coreyosb,2020/02/15,Anxiety when I stop moving I get a weird anxiety if I stop moving for a moment at home. Like if I'm done with one activity and have nothing planned after that. So I migrate to the couch and that's when anxiety sets in. I feel like I'm wasting time or just waiting to die or something. Unless I specifically plan to relax. That usually works well.,2.8396190476190446,4.6785602,4.974285714285717,80.17904761904764,75.57142857142857,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.481809523809524,274,12,53,6,6,95,48,70,0.23800000000000002,0.628,0.134,-0.7003,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,7,10,1,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,6,4,9,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,10,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830801134986586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845868546442276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154076020617617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643167506194924,0.150376367931185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997399736072032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114181940992194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056726680284604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474418707647824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197388066454813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263562455377451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204793166201886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35196344298904525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274026443270805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318284965585637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925864561904746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324154004576335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mortandgus777,2020/02/15,"Some days I'm fine and others a disaster. The inconsistency with my mind is absolutely maddening. I currently use anti depressants, physical activity, yoga, breathing activities, take potassium, fish oil. Anything else I can be doing to eliminate my anxiety symptoms?",8.267142857142858,11.900586428571431,10.419285714285717,39.06321428571431,65.66666666666667,15.628571428571426,46.214285714285715,13.023866798666859,9.250600000000002,218,15,23,12,4,78,39,42,0.29600000000000004,0.667,0.038,-0.9079999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993870103969178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32205344003815284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523928691062286,0.0,0.33707518427991223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269285301010044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39515897575887693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067697391098515,0.29425173601011473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380067674099233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Diligent_Cancel,2020/02/15,Help me please So this is so hard to explain but I'll try. So the other day I'm driving home and out of no where my back gets a numb feeling and I feel like I'm going to faint. It was like a high type feeling without smoking weed. I went to the doctor. They did cheat xray brain scan and blood work cant find anything. I have been feeling off for about 6 days now. Arms and legs feel numb but aren't numb. I cant focus on anything and it's so hard to sleep can anyone relate or help?!?,-0.7635873472322103,1.2663860560747686,1.0742056074766353,102.02095614665708,90.3084112149533,3.292307692307692,16.641984184040258,3.1291,-1.2194695902228614,376,9,92,0,13,122,75,107,0.175,0.665,0.16,-0.5697,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,1,0,4,0,9,11,5,0,0,17,20,12,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,4,8,7,2,11,16,0,12,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,6,51,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950857025013454,0.0,0.30483688376783463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242103115200155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676428481951226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389002759742327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957823439003085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682583445784135,0.13231961081169796,0.0,0.0,0.16928568488962048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676863945029146,0.0,0.1052635261733884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318374801648425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482951319807826,0.19569274156221875,0.18578852352106096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097609193875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331348994108495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853515305391562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575070678554615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169872700009792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785433193050275,0.0,0.13484074138776714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pherislore,2020/02/15,"Night terrors and anxious dreams. # Help with nightmares/night terrors --

I don't know if this is the right subreddit but I don't really know where else to post this. I've talked to a few professionals about this and they say it sounds like trauma.

Long story short, I have these awful nightmares or night terrors. Don't really know the correct term. I basically wake up in the early hours of the morning feeling very anxious, sometimes sweating profusely, confused, anxious like hell and often feeling suicidal like I need to escape. After around 30-40 minutes I usually calm down and I am ok and get on with my day.

I don't really remember the content of these dreams/nightmares but they involve an ex girlfriend. Now, I haven't seen or even heard from this person in a few years. It was quite an emotionally abusive relationship and ended with me being completely ghosted. I am still shocked to this day at how I ended up in such a relationship and how savagely it ended.

The thing is during my day to day life I literally think about her 0% of the time. She doesn't even cross my mind for weeks at a time, and then I'll have a nightmare and I know she's the cause. It's a really horrible feeling. I don't know how to get rid of it. Why do am I getting these night terrors? And why are they recurring even though my life has really moved on and this person doesn't even figure in my day-to-day existence at all.

Appreciate any help or insight. Thanks y'all",4.493187969924811,5.9098436421052645,5.3533834586466185,80.85368421052631,70.47368421052632,8.516290726817044,29.360902255639097,8.976282227363876,2.4000375939849623,1158,45,221,22,21,378,143,285,0.198,0.684,0.11800000000000001,-0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,3,1,16,14,1,5,16,2,20,4,2,4,2,43,36,22,2,2,6,1,3,3,1,0,2,3,0,2,15,15,0,0,12,1,0,2,8,8,0,0,3,7,28,6,31,32,4,43,1,0,1,0,19,16,1,6,27,144,43,1,0.0,0.10799220434094504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619818881988911,0.0,0.0,0.3089045307020131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113858685252287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363126782965588,0.0,0.0,0.09556404925129802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35268683438349724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761401518984302,0.1025261263514666,0.2421828859269754,0.0,0.0,0.2408022836748138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825731473062852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285887689389856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218546523094015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897597008588476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504551992114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875715594580672,0.1335868799328194,0.0,0.0,0.08066066856994197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203070906357876,0.0,0.0,0.09687296492324066,0.0,0.06758304001269483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421345307832899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916901456868748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729194433798014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694418124017504,0.0,0.0,0.2919498708796494,0.0,0.0,0.1957117536190915,0.10324978837682597,0.07783753631722974,0.0,0.07248235256001563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014497220392312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278870580856668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969809827733392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325909079530261,0.0,0.08391429055970133,0.0,0.0,0.06055284696776755,0.05840218903308684,0.08954973480135657,0.0,0.10629504396390856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038360414030788,0.07520436788952932,0.0,0.0,0.07311121313670997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448880339058236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869454576811805
anxiety,gtfopam,2020/02/15,"School is killing my mental health Im currently a senior in high school, and my school operates in a block schedule (4 periods) per day. Honestly i have been feeling really depressed about my 2nd period. I was sexually assaulted by one of my classmates, but I haven't told anyone. Today in class my teacher paired us up and I just exploded. I had a huge panic attack and my teacher made such a big scene and i don't know what to do. I just feel so overwhelmed having to deal with seeing him every single day and on top of that having to work, and taking 3 AP classes ( including 2nd Period). Me and that teacher talked after class and he told me that I could drop the class (due to the AP semester being over). I really want to do this and just take a free period for me to relax and get comfortable again before going to my 3rd period. I feel like this would be helpful for me to have a break and I would have 140min to myself to go home and take a breather or catch up with school work. The only thing im worried about is if it would look bad for college ( got accepted to a few colleges already) or if this is even allowed?! Its just I know that if i remain in that class im going to go crazy, I Just need some advice before talking to my councilor.",5.172020997375327,5.091656937007876,6.298251968503938,80.06735170603677,68.21259842519686,9.450498687664043,28.744356955380567,9.21078282632365,2.2470407349081363,978,30,197,17,15,329,138,254,0.115,0.7559999999999999,0.129,0.4233,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,3,11,13,3,2,11,0,21,1,0,2,0,41,42,19,1,9,11,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,14,0,1,6,1,1,5,2,7,0,1,7,5,29,7,32,29,3,33,0,2,2,0,9,12,0,6,15,136,41,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106013995712994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972008397715295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585788855598816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342166724270083,0.0,0.0,0.09058361296370222,0.0,0.0,0.18463194940024855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661947568115129,0.0,0.0,0.13993259655207516,0.11184718480540083,0.09344124090468077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165582648382826,0.0,0.09140648959608612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456558473235353,0.07750441744001171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668091812732511,0.0,0.2466267312518013,0.0,0.08676840068995989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531851683517842,0.0,0.0,0.07271775301979681,0.1146243692751072,0.1088231078840714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515595489013713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200267786675604,0.0,0.1192452099559008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053002145676817485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110326492159787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265472179279267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933118939053543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044306747421097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351481578735461,0.0825106179444791,0.0,0.12728822672570672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900140128557292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391858134058822,0.08645152420927346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447102186701695,0.17439836926065758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207513532194933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283469321405876,0.2073313872603247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049866354737852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398950264645226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579622709639084,0.11017563836807023,0.0,0.2312019836515953,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AvocadoPhit,2020/02/15,"School anxiety Hey guys, 
Little backstory about me. I graduated college 2018. Hated my major. Hate my job now. It doesn’t pay well at all and it’s so intense. That being said, I’m back in school at local community college taking two courses rn. But oh my god... idk why I’m like this?? 
My online math class has a countdown timer when I take the quizzes and I freak the fuck out. I’ve never really had test anxiety before and I was pre med/ science major for crying out loud. Even when I knew I would fail the exam so badly, I was never nervous. But now, a simple quiz is frightening. 
I was waiting for my comp sci professor to check my programs and the anxiety was through the roof. I’ve gotten so much better at public speaking and generally asking questions and kinda not being in the shadows, so it’s just a lot from me. I’m fine one moment then I’m like well oh shit!!! !!!!!!!!! !!!!!!! !!!!! 

Any tips?",0.6709697117733278,3.1357684662921343,3.0069125549584754,87.28877137274061,89.05617977528091,5.342843185149,20.660478749389352,6.895973343053719,0.7202747435271126,689,23,134,10,23,235,116,178,0.209,0.7020000000000001,0.09,-0.9765,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,2,14,14,4,1,9,0,11,2,1,0,3,22,25,15,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,8,2,2,8,3,16,6,13,14,5,18,0,1,0,1,7,9,2,3,11,84,21,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679982626458932,0.0,0.3604299479937235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682115577740262,0.0,0.0,0.12076225429921884,0.13113073122769425,0.0,0.0,0.1336385342818618,0.0,0.0,0.1388985357374454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251276250509462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373047194876588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519079357011982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550483317465086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101100015806447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584853501482918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345402754078424,0.15740600817085065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351884490579488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744478656034886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545029689795484,0.0,0.2422542834971129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642158371545546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593266870079066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006106667414294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939113066411253,0.0,0.0,0.3178872810020297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121023348735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361650844873137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341566292874773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28241478749269705,0.0,0.14171378232471046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156427447009908,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawatxjfjddkk38,2020/02/15,"Anxiety about telling my parents about anxiety I discuss a few anxieties I have that might make you anxious like how writing this made me anxious so, soft trigger warning. Ok so....

In the past few months I've realized that my day is crippled by anxiety in ways I never thought were weird.

I walk the same long way to class every day, even thought there's a faster route because I'm scared to walk a new way. 

I only eat at 1 dining hall (there are 5) at my college because I'm not sure how the other ones work and I'm scared I'm gonna end up holding up a line or not paying for my food.

I show up to every class drenched in sweat because I think everyone is looking at me on my way there and I'm not sure if my neck is craning forward and I don't know if I'm walking weird or normal, and I don't know if those people are laughing at me or something else.

I've always told my doctor that everything is A-OK mentally because I thought being shy and introverted was my personality. After meeting some new friends that are very open about their mental health struggles and experience with therapy, I came to understand that what I'm going through is definitely not just me being shy.

At this point I'm pretty sure I have an or multiple anxiety disorders. I've always been like this, but my parents have always tried to push me through my weird hesitations I seem to have like not being able to call a restaurant to order food or open the door for the pizza man. ""We can get Thai food if you call and order!"" was a common deal. I think they always thought I just didn't want to or was afraid, and I'm worried that they'll think having anxiety is my fault for not trying hard enough to overcome it in those scenarios.

Any advice? My parents are amazing and I love them, I'm just scared they won't understand, or that I will mis-explain myself, causing them not to understand.

Also, if they're open to helping me, should we make an appointment at my regular physician ? Im not totally sure what the proper route to diagnosis and treatment looks like",5.417261613691932,5.694444095354528,6.139055256723719,80.18754621026895,67.7041564792176,9.08678728606357,32.98591687041565,8.954980946260402,2.6964066699266507,1621,68,319,26,25,532,196,409,0.10800000000000001,0.795,0.09699999999999999,0.6798,3,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,2,6,1,16,22,0,5,14,1,32,12,2,7,6,76,67,28,0,8,24,3,2,4,1,6,3,0,1,2,16,17,6,1,14,1,1,7,13,9,0,1,13,4,47,13,38,45,6,44,0,0,2,1,26,20,0,15,17,197,63,6,0.07225206386498978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060388059490531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777994936888064,0.24047802051132,0.0,0.0,0.04913388105703476,0.0,0.3316357865647307,0.16324853287021346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617675005074668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755487094235514,0.08263711289211043,0.0,0.07422277233632231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319320785761892,0.07448870526732654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280712481453367,0.07395304894790541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393189908140269,0.06035732817686181,0.0,0.06399388303564843,0.07465569616663849,0.0,0.04772180675738239,0.0,0.12175096002443203,0.06903994331717198,0.06493549616188046,0.07067638254403136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621024472662518,0.0,0.05582176531309739,0.0,0.037748721275494376,0.0,0.04106251294393886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472365747138395,0.0,0.0,0.07680056522965834,0.0,0.0,0.04842903540056138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780446274905973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794156894909764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119483524687587,0.0,0.0,0.06394080288066048,0.12134707299862915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521030854706514,0.06836664981087211,0.09645762735270268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562617301825193,0.07664802186177963,0.0,0.0,0.057670908052137176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572524585112955,0.13956298702382902,0.0,0.0,0.07079168202199053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048959868373027085,0.054950950372016034,0.0,0.0,0.24068209940037005,0.0,0.06897277045056918,0.05009048370072925,0.06308771527488928,0.0,0.0,0.06830155428332252,0.0,0.0,0.07350632403653083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701076120991866,0.0,0.0,0.06577556534494568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562316867973347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755335447566271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723868604987993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315148845662666,0.0,0.08262653185941964,0.0,0.0,0.13888861534264227,0.0,0.2294402722998053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903994331717198,0.0,0.09810881722859034,0.0,0.0,0.22565083976802966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059615519536878624,0.04261613925399605,0.22940130095712244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260036301164002,0.07337547805353835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tristinmathemusician,2020/02/15,"I feel like my stress is building up. I feel like I'm one bad day away from massive panic attack. My anxiety has been getting worse and worse over the past week and I've stopped my panic attacks when I've felt them coming on but I feel like I'm just prolonging the inevitable. I feel like, by not reducing my stress levels I'm gonna just have an absolutely massive attack. I don't know what to do and I'm terrified of having another large attack. The last time it happened it fucked me up for weeks afterwards. I really wanna avoid that if I can but I don't know how to reduce my stress levels.",2.832439024390247,4.404860414634147,4.364723577235772,85.67732926829271,74.9349593495935,7.5216260162601625,24.49512195121952,8.238735603445708,1.4430234146341472,473,15,97,8,10,158,75,123,0.344,0.5870000000000001,0.069,-0.9898,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,16,5,6,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,21,25,8,0,2,6,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,0,0,1,3,12,0,1,2,5,15,4,12,22,0,17,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,13,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291883040273552,0.0896754886643432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334336175036519,0.11013513070566447,0.0,0.09787654272802747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097747642015564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559931822856959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370864509761209,0.3349773398072747,0.11255273226495424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837103383421684,0.061244325805109974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366015973642304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884569852648892,0.09555261912221398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290774945394556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943352857251723,0.0,0.0,0.27507252480392325,0.0,0.0,0.1119028852481414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509623510841151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800391133917473,0.40283661498270507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835383749547183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805888950157668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389210748187296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,domiirose28,2020/02/15,I am so scared of losing my mom One of my best friends mothers passed away recently very unexpectedly at 52 from the flu. My grandma also passed away because she had UTIs and went into kidney failure (she was 84). Ever since this has happened I’ve been having so many panic attacks. My mom has no health insurance and has been getting so many UTIs. My mom is one of my best friends but I live across the country from her right now. I moved away for school and I have so much guilt. I just want to be near her. I am so fucking scared of losing her and I don’t think I could live without her. I have panic attacks every day since all of this has happened and I just don’t know what to do. I know one day we all die but I just don’t think I can do it without her :(,1.255424430641824,3.0629388074534205,2.668049689440996,95.05122567287789,80.18012422360249,5.038674948240167,21.913457556935807,5.6839178017228535,-0.01169101449275356,592,18,135,3,15,192,84,161,0.221,0.7020000000000001,0.077,-0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,4,11,14,3,5,2,0,22,4,1,0,3,23,32,13,1,2,7,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,6,10,0,3,5,0,27,4,19,25,5,17,0,2,0,1,14,8,1,0,5,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671996900288703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467338467256038,0.3056507527868701,0.0,0.0,0.06610442926269955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276035973166704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658105547277514,0.0,0.0,0.1398705292228069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254430057363486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809079931757296,0.09136594609995438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167561993754375,0.10025165709157363,0.05665577721451909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178746239241745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152673671207338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191923185503787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915102063483764,0.0,0.0,0.2426347556233596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988364899953672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810132255118148,0.0,0.11525527649662183,0.07971637382190103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044662451613664,0.0,0.0,0.25446353565420504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070720846560166,0.0,0.0,0.0926077443502082,0.0,0.0,0.21713606756871232,0.10974775295720524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940649470429332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896881241014922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947491409733775,0.06396111999917542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052559259067667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906588289654654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0220261,2020/02/15,"Living with Social Anxiety For my senior degree project I am exploring how design can be used to create a better experience/safe space for those who deal with social anxiety. I’ve created this [survey](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfFaV3f4kjiOWvIgmP6utaScxXNqhkvjd7EpGwKlnQmKJ5Odg/viewform?fbclid=IwAR1xdknrTWjXldzza4CUaY7abmSC2LMGtcIDbH6cxoy3sHac3UecCjeqzog) so that I can collect interviews/research for my project in a confidential way. I know this topic can be personal & sensitive so I want to say thank you in advance to those who take the time to fill this out! 

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anxiety,SunnyBalwani,2020/02/15,"I want to escape this loneliness I am 16 I go to a small school. I am lonely to the point where I can't bear it anymore. I am constant scared of what people think of me and my past mistakes. I went out with a friend and someone who I don't really know, they got along great and I just walked with them as they talked and got along great, I realized I am truly alone. I feel like I'm constantly being judged and I'm a awful person. We watched fantasy island together and after we walked around the mall and they walked and talked, they went in hot topic and hung out so I waited outside. I just want to be included, I'm tired of being lonely.

Please if there is someone else out there that feels the same way, I feel like I'm at my breaking point.",2.2023076923076914,3.7453392307692326,3.461794871794872,91.61653846153848,76.56410256410257,6.594871794871796,20.974358974358974,7.321109707123232,0.4596051282051281,584,14,129,7,13,190,90,156,0.133,0.706,0.16,0.5187,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,5,0,7,9,0,1,6,1,10,1,0,0,0,33,27,12,0,4,3,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,19,0,1,6,2,0,6,2,4,0,0,4,5,25,5,19,20,1,22,0,2,1,0,12,10,0,1,6,82,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582837218663306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921319809120456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393888285048633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325181749290588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568775573917926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282271727826213,0.2149734295814815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624292551591148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550834261270665,0.0,0.24066887142346666,0.3317593767466411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268738928727809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701165956304008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362850356204007,0.1043081373944597,0.13137349824992609,0.0,0.16515691795305326,0.2844615336919269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638678974046762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063399022458052,0.15227080541001228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25496393942474593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186373365362795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640695331966274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292851646794552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748721034860088,0.11942598998277873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789508219647999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vivid-Cloud,2020/02/15,"When you get anxiety because you finally feel relief from anxiety and you’re not sure how long it will last I have been struggling hard with overwhelming anxiety over my job and the environment. Earlier today I felt some relief and was actually feeling happy and then the anxiety creeped back in; knowing the happiness will fade and anxiety will take its place. 

Does anyone else experience this?",6.436521739130434,9.236124173913048,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,68.13043478260869,11.556521739130435,36.13768115942029,11.20814326018867,5.333742028985508,324,17,48,12,6,105,53,69,0.177,0.6409999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.6529,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,12,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,5,5,4,6,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.16146133638013355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6328675145440124,0.0,0.0,0.11569078807055705,0.1695293797607053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722556738888324,0.0,0.1008605341540502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479179303508827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821738358270472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184786456586767,0.0,0.0,0.16731920304659476,0.0,0.15886385228471495,0.1812491263703576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644401012919208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522622995118955,0.14821621270882104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641896999111927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093037372939236,0.13486884648801736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464234873426742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286646261331234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729706937721997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594046455358151,0.0,0.1244024345425638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568330851991435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,secretpuppyartisan,2020/02/15,"Does anyone else feel like everyone is “weird” If they don’t fit your view of what “normal” is supposed to be?? I’ve been making a lot of friends lately but for some reason my mind thinks of them as “weird” because they don’t fit what I view as “normal.” Idk if it’s just me, but it’s making it really hard to enjoy my time with them because my mind is telling me they’re not normal enough to be friends with me?? I know it sounds horrible and I feel horrible for thinking it. I grew up with no friends and am just now getting them so I don’t really have a good concept of what “normal” actually is (ironic I know.) Anybody else feel like this? Or am I just crazy?",2.3175098814229247,3.6558889855072496,3.753451910408433,90.49701581027672,75.81159420289855,6.757312252964428,23.41501976284585,7.348242739294969,0.7723826086956525,512,15,114,6,11,169,74,138,0.142,0.6659999999999999,0.192,0.87,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,5,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,3,0,32,23,10,0,6,9,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,7,19,7,15,20,3,7,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,5,5,75,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.1355458754263986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971217599170266,0.14231895204966574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693436918631504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215518884056119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23206541797419686,0.0,0.0,0.14352031359223755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327244245791216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069528186490846,0.19845966098996104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219402272450376,0.0,0.07256925584180597,0.0,0.0,0.11650231048923206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442666928448864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152671065238583,0.0,0.1566846859440734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571855915055744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808738773731516,0.0,0.0,0.1854329895353572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804977982417374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443680750543067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796515274510633,0.14281181959493328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140428517177045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800238206315924,0.0,0.0,0.08099341540248044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daddyjaundos,2020/02/15,zoloft taste has anyone ever bit into their zoloft? holy shit it tastes horrible and made my tongue go numb.,2.391833333333332,5.338455850000003,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,90.5,4.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.7603333333333331,87,1,16,1,3,25,19,20,0.358,0.642,0.0,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32011745755588344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998194115793014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141231959177705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601888995215533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331990933568012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699442837825973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,levans1717,2020/02/15,"Dizziness and Fatigue! Does anyone else have a problem with being dizzy a lot? I find it hard to focus and I’m always tired, no matter how much sleep I get. But then there will be moments where I realize it’s anxiety and it’s like someone flipped a switch and cleared the fog.",1.6561309523809555,4.0235475892857115,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,82.03571428571429,5.161904761904762,25.404761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.8917833333333341,219,9,44,2,6,70,45,56,0.264,0.648,0.08800000000000001,-0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,3,1,1,1,13,6,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437970089458731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241419337811163,0.0,0.0,0.2048703430249507,0.30021009246821706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564036843469777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447614305240125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267793986649422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307886049509062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624677975310902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314355398718567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490956059005976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538653721495613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803585973521435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932086391534935,0.0,0.2482554413460085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367569960985128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Armisael7,2020/02/15,"Might’ve had my first anxiety attack Im sorry if this is the wrong place to post this, but at this point there is no one that can tell about what happened. For context I’ve returned to college since dropping out because I was depressed and unable to handle the stress. My first day registering for classes my chest started hurting so much and I couldn’t stop hyperventilating. I had to start doing some crazy breathing exercises in order to get my breathing under control but was still left trembling and extremely nervous. The semester started 3 weeks ago and I thought I was doing fine until yesterday I was in class and out of nowhere I started getting extremely nervous and jittery I couldn’t control my thoughts or stop the trembling of my feet, this made me feel even more nervous because I wasn’t able to actively stop it, my chest started hurting again and I had to start my deep breaths. I felt absolutely crazy because this was happening in the middle of class and I felt everyone was looking at me, I wanted to run away from the room so bad but I didn’t. Ever since I’ve been feeling extremely detached from everything. I know I should go to a doctor but because of school and a full-time job I am unable to do so, was this a panic attack is there anything I can do to avoid this or work through them in a manner that won’t attract attention? Thank you in advance for any replies, I really appreciate it.",5.011373626373626,6.520239908424912,5.510056776556777,79.87035989010991,69.32967032967035,7.950842490842493,34.162820512820524,8.395991825355821,2.8172433699633705,1137,56,205,17,20,365,145,273,0.252,0.691,0.057,-0.9955,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,6,10,18,2,8,10,0,27,8,6,3,1,39,49,20,0,5,7,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,12,11,0,6,8,1,0,3,6,15,0,3,18,5,31,3,34,27,3,43,0,3,1,0,3,17,0,4,20,146,43,8,0.10350299319771353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174915845651956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038558464331629,0.0,0.07917950649610035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517414437515257,0.0,0.0,0.23549919387929136,0.09724446921944063,0.0,0.08642067599717668,0.2523778558931036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217481581876984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675086802353725,0.0,0.08914697637676902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593969933520753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836275084711238,0.09362438300552234,0.0,0.09890154552374444,0.09302181637457667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466844655548237,0.0,0.1987582098132536,0.0,0.0,0.17607918627889307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815208403460133,0.0,0.05882313626167485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305471012170751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160418983595007,0.0,0.11180099385633682,0.0,0.10271074997488233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056882538224345434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245630495498657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691644639112854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793703476135517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980031934038784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608660920735295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013630686928875,0.0,0.0,0.12143846155181967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813859840246838,0.0,0.09784378369578348,0.0,0.09912725661349693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630666778806672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475055487716936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123749108713632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586312696997783,0.4395597078739441,0.0,0.08265762406796083,0.2595994106115952,0.11856232900787016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046617813389483,0.09529165007075996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433963040490682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104874705809608,0.0,0.08302385793889873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535141176263489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131642748896206,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway83248348,2020/02/15,"I'm about to go over the edge So cut along story short, i'm 16 and i'm panicking a lot.

So, I was watching porn. It was on one of those dodgy looking websites.

I googled 'teen porn' and clicked the first one I saw that I liked, and went to the site. Everything seemed normal, except there was links everywhere.

I clicked on one of them, child porn popped up. The type with newborn babies and toddlers. I was absolutely disgusted. I instantly clicked off.

I went back there to get the link, reported it to Internet Watch Foundation.

I read up about the laws on child pornography because I wasn't sure, and it said downloading, possessing and distributing child porn is illegal. I was like oh ok, it was an accident, no harm done.

But then I read something about the images being CACHED on your computer, so now I potentially have child porn in the cache of my PC and that counts as POSSESSING it.

So, for the past few weeks, i've been increasingly anxious that the police will kick my door down and arrest me or my parents. So tonight, I couldn't stand the anxiety anymore, I posted in a facebook anxiety group asking for someone to pm me so I could tell them my anxiety.

So, some dude messages me. He asks me and seemed pretty supportive, so I guess I told him what happened and he said he's screenshotted the messages and is reporting me to the police, before blocking me so I couldn't reply.

Let's just say, I have GONE OFF THE HANDLE. I think the police will investigate me, find the porn in the cache on my PC and think that I am a paedophile and arrest me. One thing is jumping to another. No kids. No wife. No job. No life at all. I'll become a sex offender, i'll lose all my friends

I have never, ever reached this level of stress.",2.369456615490773,4.6995767624633435,3.5472770398481965,87.49385673624289,79.02932551319648,7.296222183888219,25.571933758840785,8.313332769828598,1.7791317233051576,1360,53,274,28,34,440,180,341,0.152,0.7879999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9821,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,2,2,18,12,3,1,22,1,23,8,0,0,5,40,45,26,0,4,4,2,0,2,1,2,1,3,1,6,13,15,0,1,7,2,0,6,9,6,0,5,16,10,41,6,35,22,6,35,0,1,7,7,26,18,0,6,11,181,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286268729640601,0.2815193811385742,0.13857860884513554,0.12165253965494298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293538655296444,0.0,0.0,0.09432322503846777,0.0,0.07477656461482451,0.13547588281240794,0.10438044251514586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793948697826307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553076214581085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095917588428683,0.0,0.0,0.1102450425075023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211526571938044,0.10434034795577447,0.0,0.0,0.09477209313138207,0.0,0.0640883588730281,0.0,0.06971438970272907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513134932989646,0.0,0.1084738778766832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172790683168246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543515064450222,0.0866432138884931,0.11985763976320744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300924772750243,0.1372328124154155,0.0,0.10428695727823148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460822601991936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018745455083504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324888906055465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620700463036392,0.0,0.11709937491240685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748092055095385,0.12479627163817307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540006258430516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336850273543425,0.09754959139734133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334256072614372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393521199274428,0.09443492323847064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051444608034405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920087171637274,0.11561204113738464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721622133996844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814943951323948,0.15719991075539888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117213418478279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839593661291132,0.0,0.0,0.2274267716593635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uninterestedsloth,2020/02/15,"Enjoying a great f*ck it moment right now After cleaning up some mouse poop ive convinced myself i have hantavirus. This was weeks of dread and fear of death. I know its not logical and getting hanta from weeks old house mouse poop would be like winning the unlucky lottery. Ive now convinced myself its not possible and more importantly if it is then f*ck it, if i go then i go and this is something out of my control. I will only worry about what I can control and whats logical. F*ck you fear.",3.679183673469388,5.4833072755102075,4.479336734693877,84.76655612244899,73.18367346938777,6.940816326530613,28.5765306122449,7.645422480735847,1.775444897959184,395,16,75,5,8,127,63,98,0.14300000000000002,0.669,0.188,0.6361,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,3,9,0,3,2,0,10,2,2,2,0,17,14,9,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,12,6,8,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,10,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664021940920704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679378923900085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863014817408563,0.0,0.23633260755755064,0.0,0.0,0.22923365192366135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399129341075688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142679516716816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157970492791783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817812807856587,0.0,0.0,0.15813330040120016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343997025407462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756340986622096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600677546530342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335633916033045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111538824091161,0.0,0.147701122776435,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamapaninihead,2020/02/15,"Anxious thoughts keeping me awake since 2 days Hey all, I am naturally an extremely anxious and nervous person and I hope I can find comfort into getting this off my chest. In less than 48h I have a  flight to Europe from Toronto. It's about 6hours. I already am terrified of flying over the ocean even tho I did it a few times it felt like a long panick attack. I am working really hard to overcome it but I'm scared once I board on that plane I will panick and cry. I'll also be flying alone for the first time. I am so scared to the point of having nightmares about crashing in the ocean and since my trip is so soon I keep thinking how today might have been the last time I went to a grocery store because I might die while flying. This anxiety comes from a deep fear of dying or losing those around me. I have dreams and I want to live a long life and I feel like flying is just putting myself at risk. I am also scared that my fear might  be a vision of something bad that might happen because I am highly intuitive and I fear my own thoughts now. This is just consuming me and I haven't been able to sleep for the past 2 nights. I keep being scared of my thoughts that they might be a warning or something that I ignore. I truly want to go on my trip and enjoy it because I worked so hard for it. I just don't know how I'll be able to cope with panic attacks once I get to the airport. Thank you for reading this far and I'd appreciate your thoughts on this. :)",3.0116232837528614,4.2228837006578965,3.926624713958809,90.4522425629291,73.83552631578948,6.339588100686499,24.730549199084678,6.498293943080001,0.6697833524027459,1151,35,248,8,23,370,158,304,0.23600000000000002,0.655,0.109,-0.9924,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,4,17,21,2,10,16,0,30,3,2,2,1,44,52,22,2,3,6,0,4,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,14,0,4,9,2,1,6,2,15,0,1,9,4,39,6,34,32,4,34,0,1,0,0,5,14,0,8,16,169,56,3,0.16316766608341338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449624663451373,0.0900297884720474,0.1304851236160516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241140897213476,0.18433301884460904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262690818416141,0.0,0.1856267758189727,0.0,0.0,0.06811909283084235,0.1491982421653898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027724823916448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961600971464535,0.05261482304978947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934227654237186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388535228859272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754134814828989,0.04125123730579182,0.05828350662621589,0.07833327377353183,0.0,0.07456614538436519,0.06939516670815528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524837103151972,0.0,0.046365972417772135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214431412403499,0.0,0.14616617941491508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619779887181768,0.0,0.08103115449206666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175463780744986,0.0,0.0,0.04483634103816443,0.06650171277813575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576250739979402,0.07971547973118949,0.0,0.07204001926093723,0.1443982498968085,0.0,0.0912714408373766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327377713551074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656090066922493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737682391622938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095721049855631,0.0,0.0,0.07788100004143725,0.0,0.07123585617688187,0.0,0.0,0.07712309244967808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201428581280297,0.0,0.0,0.0816059107855751,0.0,0.05226469251995553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32671859715798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497397951233628,0.0,0.08164275191023396,0.0,0.0,0.12561444100192573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511143233115078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227562600232975,0.0,0.2590738017301298,0.14271656737927552,0.0,0.07733193437632742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624051698445216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562903058310941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187880042262488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TellTaleGart,2020/02/15,"How do I help my girlfriend? Hello lovely's! 

How do I help my girlfriend with her anxiety? I knew about her anxiety well before we started dating, and I thought I'd be able to help her through it an eventual attack, but the first time I actually saw her in the middle of one, I was helpless. After she calmed down, we tried racking our brains to come up with a list of what can help her when she's anxious, but I don't feel like that's enough. She's gone to therapy before for anxiety, but stopped due to a whole host of reasons. Should she go back? Should I go with her? I don't know. I'm just worried about her.",2.55890625,3.8452583281250017,3.8754375,90.07581250000004,75.09375,6.995000000000001,26.08125,7.554174236665415,1.186800625,478,17,106,6,10,157,78,128,0.172,0.721,0.10800000000000001,-0.8083,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,5,0,9,2,1,3,0,21,21,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,2,1,2,5,2,25,4,18,13,2,17,0,1,1,1,22,4,0,0,10,74,28,0,0.16620581180779212,0.0,0.16219289684781435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38144097332294624,0.18776525873935807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908310518141094,0.0,0.12780201000769595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828578084239158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554065353967936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431715900040741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173503321148045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403865237589457,0.11873746516497817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137457861742966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891718612960887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44561700874645294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913423675120726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119976426945277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000723426467205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126253595211784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088725607727714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764132905417388,0.0,0.0,0.13895550087491804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007083078233927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194884920605107,0.09691594545685632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284283618146905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943898533076844,0.0,0.0,0.18556285333167336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879006971290894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,divineclarity22,2020/02/15,"I need some reassurance about taking medications Hi. I’m a 19 year old girl and i’ve had severe anxiety and depression with bpd for most of my life. 

I have a SEVERE fear of medication, and also throwing up, fainting, having a seizure. I won’t even take benadryl or medicine with caffeine because i am so scared of disturbing what little control i have over my body already... So i’ve suffered with nothing to help me mentally for a very very long time. 
I was prescribed Celexa at around age 14 but i never took it bc said reason, but i have taken LOW LOW (like .5 mg) of ativan for some crazy panic attacks in extreme emergency’s where i was desperate. I don’t even think it did anything and it was more of a placebo effect but now i’m getting off topic. 

Today i saw a new doctor and he prescribed me 10MG of celexa, and 10MG of Compazine for some nausea problems i’ve been having. (i’ve taken zofran and was fine, but i guess you can’t take that with celexa) 

Obviously, being the idiot i am i looked them up. and freaked myself out. bad. 
I’m basically certain that i’m not going to take the Compazine at all bc of what i’ve read, it seems to be a “fear pill”. 
I also read some stuff about celexa making people feel “worse” and like a “zombie” until it fully kicks in. Everything i’ve read about it almost seems like it’s horrible at first. 
This is really really scaring me, I really don’t know if i can risk my anxiety getting worse. But i know i finally need to just take the leap and actually take the Celexa if i want to try and live normally again. I’m 19, i couldn’t finish highschool, I haven’t worked in 2 years, and i’m bordering agoraphobia. Just getting into a doctors office was so hard for me. 
Can someone just please, calm me down about this? I’m afraid of upsetting my doctor if i tell him i didn’t take it like he asked. and i’m afraid of taking it. I don’t want to disappoint my Dad and everyone who seems so proud of me for actually trying to get better finally. 

   Isn’t it weird how living so long with anxiety, you become almost comfortable in your uncomfortable-ness? like i’d rather be at a level i know is caused naturally, than risk having it be disturbed by a medication. I’ve lived most of my life this way, I obviously pray and wish every day i could just be normal.. But that almost scares me because i’m just so USED TO this horribleness. 
Thanks if you read this all. Thanks if you help me out. I feel a little better just getting this off my chest honestly. I don’t really have any comforting and also educated with mental health people in my life if that makes sense.",3.0917789361133434,4.796978097701151,4.742119754076453,82.68578588612672,74.53639846743296,7.767691348124387,24.78321304464047,8.499448955792047,1.6599026463512434,2045,66,406,38,43,690,234,522,0.19899999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.9924,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,5,1,7,27,41,2,13,16,0,37,14,2,8,6,90,87,40,0,17,21,1,3,5,0,1,12,1,0,1,25,26,0,1,11,4,0,3,12,24,0,1,14,6,54,17,58,65,9,47,1,5,2,0,19,25,0,20,23,253,79,9,0.0,0.0,0.124857414907394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921800414186122,0.0,0.07059612159454505,0.1534782621854893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043504034193123736,0.0,0.1468181862290509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264457073197809,0.0569497954868217,0.059806394866129625,0.07277885830526118,0.0,0.0,0.05341502898109481,0.07799505344737817,0.07065347796607452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315836100943455,0.0,0.07105990876174208,0.08057212529326548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571819600164666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175148986363575,0.05107747033329231,0.0,0.0,0.04125748275918323,0.0,0.05510010505932235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643813398625054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450751572101027,0.0,0.0539002600038877,0.061129224684593586,0.05749507233297296,0.0,0.0,0.14397548454073025,0.06469364005379817,0.0,0.0,0.14015923489910426,0.0,0.054415651865312484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711703062999533,0.0,0.03635749769278477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047379662124867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057307506493749126,0.0,0.0,0.06800062083277908,0.0,0.0,0.08575990199350933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547414930673213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355586900701088,0.15627060208571442,0.12823609552889814,0.16946877402686075,0.1132287055291664,0.053721455535334826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540534206260833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333909249876688,0.1289400689321839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487077496422984,0.04934014876849772,0.061785806748415266,0.0,0.0,0.12536049214994704,0.06138410171772486,0.0,0.0671292114127831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505887761653161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870205523301049,0.0,0.0,0.07022346685659267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121380332927589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25596242747769016,0.0,0.1639317230823382,0.06577520177855496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085325307983036,0.0,0.19214528494081606,0.0,0.0,0.17471665471634049,0.0,0.14454322767051642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420436507209885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732341170547886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847996488422961,0.0,0.05591547938121598,0.11779602951386947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040991504171280495,0.0,0.0,0.03730334265008887,0.0,0.060639203257348666,0.0,0.07107668439148314,0.08686733568644953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525238659984797,0.0,0.10556933604990996,0.07546621351293901,0.05077902369039933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356613182703599,0.0,0.0,0.04657332052342477,0.0,0.13038850555948686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239340879233675
anxiety,LunaTheNightstalker1,2020/02/15,Vid chats give me panic attacks.. Does anyone else have this problem where you just can’t get in a group chat/call? It stresses me out so much..also I easily get drowned out by everyone else and then they wonder why I’m so silent. Honestly it gets to points where I avoid them. I really hate being a burden to my friends like this. Any advice?,0.7655072463768101,3.2628829420289875,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,89.14492753623188,5.385507246376811,17.81159420289855,6.937597516519254,0.2378811594202901,269,7,55,4,9,87,56,69,0.276,0.586,0.138,-0.9097,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,5,10,2,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,6,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084016611731946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054922944060807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502860672662626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912097107402322,0.2185168426726883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426215548726033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866310459202095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356313770575985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378538337225705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647692523817049,0.0,0.33426900142134425,0.2045847635463856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055662276926695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419129220160653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677549571854746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250222413739058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160587850723125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406734166014007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662405014777046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442961790175039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924399423047337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312785391320825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nonesoblue,2020/02/15,"Anyone ever used purell in their nostrils? I have a fear of brain eating amoeba by dust and dirt or water so strong that any time I pick my nose (which I avoid doing unless it is painful due to build up) or get water up my nostrils in the shower I have to put purell in my nose. I’m sure I’m not the only person who does this but it has damaged and nearly destroyed my sense of smell and I wonder if my body absorbing the alcohol has caused damage to my liver, as I do have fatty liver which isn’t, supposedly, alcoholic. How do I beat this? I feel lightheaded from the purell I used though I have used that amount before hundreds of times and nothing happens plus I wiped it out and also used polysporin after to heal the area.",3.5644348894348887,4.804428391891894,4.487002457002458,86.85701474201475,72.51351351351352,6.733169533169535,22.914004914004913,6.980632752743323,0.6922351351351361,574,14,116,5,11,186,93,148,0.136,0.835,0.028999999999999998,-0.9422,1,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,1,2,6,0,11,15,8,7,2,25,21,16,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,10,7,5,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,6,18,2,20,21,1,14,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,4,5,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354484786787503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262957267515849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278316647290665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596564074386387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112548293633145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842211111697744,0.0,0.18514259500920247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037284880408524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513578249226367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970517089982942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002012738751458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866264973139108,0.08385835602665888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664937969812338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466599300831884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591368131995967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261358160666647,0.1764752784360247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481315420582774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672428824326568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563109404944414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294603054520584,0.0,0.19341604437989526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729619545859046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985641984213732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlebabyfatgirl,2020/02/15,"I keep getting panic attacks every time I watch a movie. Is there a way I can change my midset over it? It’s not even the movie itself (even though it is a stressful movie.) It’s just I had a panic attack the second time I tried to watch it in theaters. It’s Uncut Gems, I really like the movie and I don’t know what caused the panic attack but it happened 15 minutes into it and me and my dad had to leave the theatre, it was a really bad one. 

I just tried to watch it at home for my official second time but I started shaking and my stomach hurt. I took some klonopin but that didn’t help. We ended up turning to off after 15 minutes again. I really like this movie and want to show it to my dad I hate this so much.",1.5285964035964028,2.968302279220783,3.4351948051948082,91.53323176823177,78.15584415584415,5.777422577422577,20.93706293706294,6.297961479604792,0.15437822177822147,557,14,124,4,13,188,83,154,0.20600000000000002,0.728,0.066,-0.965,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,8,13,4,5,10,0,8,1,1,1,0,18,17,10,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,16,7,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,11,0,3,5,3,19,2,14,12,2,16,0,1,3,0,4,6,0,1,9,89,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656566104180021,0.0,0.0,0.11392072697993892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401602658863568,0.14433419477698314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084430935473907,0.0,0.0,0.1802331255799458,0.0,0.114955601844265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712836592369385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065240993282778,0.0,0.0,0.1347051011348129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145207413710037,0.0,0.13685927461667288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606059323544618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127310426580082,0.0,0.0,0.0749832147482079,0.0,0.0,0.14446902454191676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331424458459565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029824152987804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245448469413137,0.0,0.0,0.4802447214284907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221863150945385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657210865010514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629022287967895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405046124811196,0.0,0.2386757432061277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158856433583975,0.18526602383222912,0.14840627153056538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804751590499005,0.10829879538564399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheEdgeOfDawn,2020/02/15,"Let’s see if I get sent to the counselor for this [an essay by my friend. I got permission to post this] Homework is an amazing thing. Right after finishing six to eight hours of hard work at school and learning, there is nothing more amazing than spending another four hours doing homework to please our teaching overlords. Everyone should love the feeling of annoyance at trying to cram your various after school activities imposed by the parental unit plus basic self care and homework into your daily schedule, not to forget the marvelous inkling of dismay you get after having to sleep less in order go have the ability to do everything. There is also no need to ignore the incredible feeling of the morning after when your brain inevitably begs for more rest but you deny it in order to go to the center of learning again in order to start this cycle over and over. 

   Oh, and also having anxiety attacks when your work ethic inevitably slips and your grades slip and having your parental unit be angry at you for not achieving one’s potential while crying in the bathroom. All in all, people shouldn’t be complaining about homework. You learn new things, you have to keep track of only eight different classes' homework. All while each teacher thinks their class is the most important. You practice for college. You definitely learn important skills for the real world. Homework, all in all, is amazing.

Note: Their assignment was to write an essay using satire.",8.179846153846158,9.199606792307693,7.176730769230769,72.55201923076925,61.84615384615386,9.26923076923077,36.25,9.188382445141503,3.5243461538461536,1186,52,179,18,16,362,151,260,0.099,0.78,0.12,0.6324,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,13,2,4,8,11,2,0,14,0,18,3,2,1,5,35,34,15,0,4,4,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,6,9,0,2,7,0,1,3,4,5,0,5,3,4,19,6,46,26,12,37,0,0,1,1,24,15,0,2,15,140,25,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270014020041509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882510326138804,0.10857542181909098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146491336593052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843988557782426,0.0,0.0,0.14470624156274794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590252193882748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828576807373187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356193982382228,0.1275567807655522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435272994088462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965411987055597,0.0,0.1483042603359614,0.0,0.16132322907690172,0.0,0.11351371775552868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714065302343155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795432737526391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615316202416346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513218596623928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809661160139074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523867656942004,0.0,0.13707607080112455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618486050338904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617487453702787,0.10794352463232187,0.0,0.0,0.3151910804004733,0.0,0.0,0.09839581162090492,0.0,0.0,0.1557956013090598,0.0,0.0,0.13592890606245167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154646063678196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120673038547433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28727978197572235,0.11309916790666685,0.0,0.14806307142926592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203166333070275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045819263313288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858285972934816,0.09094247730561776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636058573570558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258122789156793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066522432087912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PropaneElephant,2020/02/15,"I can’t stop spasming, shaking, getting headaches. When I get up, I black out and feel like fainting. My body is always shaking because I’m so tense. Every single one of my friends has noticed this. My muscles spasm randomly. Sometimes my head starts shaking and I can’t control it. There’s so much stress in me caused by all this social anxiety. I wish I could isolate myself from this horrendous society.",3.399473684210527,6.151478684210532,3.796578947368424,84.76355263157895,77.94736842105263,5.905263157894738,33.1842105263158,7.1686216300943375,2.437215789473685,324,18,55,4,8,101,59,76,0.257,0.644,0.099,-0.8805,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,5,3,2,2,1,11,11,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,0,2,12,2,6,10,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,4,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937801684054181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815748381254298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196540798765386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586843265831568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392385182191318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612019373532584,0.18594086661496811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621686411831699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775437798296187,0.16637411427347126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799274804418235,0.0,0.2433470984267405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390086680032496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377654761935685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119832451693648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651427475399296,0.0,0.0,0.15780987415414446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23739839037108684,0.0,0.0,0.2303306371350953,0.0,0.16483821594260456,0.0,0.0,0.19470348595844808,0.2667706221689742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678079046626966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kittenxsnow,2020/02/15,"Ativan Question I went to the ER the other day for a pretty major panic attack. They gave me an Ativan (1mg I think?) and I’m still feeling kinda foggy and weird two days later. Is this normal? I’m the type of person who won’t even take an Advil usually, so I felt the effects pretty quickly after taking it. I’m not sure if I’m being paranoid or not lol! Any info or anecdotes would be appreciated :)",0.9429183400267752,3.1643507349397595,3.929558232931728,83.31540829986615,83.81927710843374,4.6527443105756365,18.86077643908969,5.82211442006289,0.09828085676037457,313,8,58,2,9,112,65,83,0.154,0.685,0.161,0.4062,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,1,7,1,5,1,0,1,1,17,16,6,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,3,2,5,1,4,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,7,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749499138394664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467476241632017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797566789817804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432560857208879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966785103160982,0.0,0.20825173643477213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250954138485728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25447774471198104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938300457277654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441317249815804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429703152315108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321139849165232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441952059381696,0.0,0.32615378058152034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897657232702498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187339599016453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388775053166114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010624117325322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540748920410877,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SwingingUpAStorm,2020/02/15,"Sometimes I wish I could just have my appendix taken out so I wouldn’t keep being convinced I have appendicitis whenever I have somatic abdominal pain during panic attacks. My somatic symptoms are really intense during my panic attacks. I am nearly convinced each time that it’s not a panic attack and I am really about to die. My mind ALWAYS goes to appendicitis or a heart attack, I just wish I could have my appendix taken out so I don’t have to have that option anymore.",5.042238095238098,6.919995700000001,6.993174603174605,67.825,69.77777777777777,9.587301587301589,30.63492063492064,9.957137785484203,3.5868253968253967,383,16,59,10,7,134,50,90,0.228,0.6,0.172,-0.8254,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,4,3,2,0,14,5,3,0,0,16,19,4,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,15,2,7,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530482266998884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742835529148684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6305925615507819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128042129974215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381812574258576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421107615381306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317110251726915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992042355189094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745270279517886,0.4877608450328672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754834230899885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705341206414776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403163707730618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080372151985785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31870694726767634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Misssarahx,2020/02/15,Existential anxiety and OCD. Fear of how the universe exists and infinity. Panic attacks I’m scared of life I’m scared of how anything exists I’m terrified of the universe and eternity and infinity and I have crippling anxiety due to this. Does anyone else relate ? Please help me this is awful,2.4161111111111144,5.291767648148152,4.6685185185185185,72.27833333333334,94.74074074074072,7.5851851851851855,28.222222222222207,8.167268648758528,3.3387555555555566,239,12,36,7,9,82,34,54,0.368,0.56,0.07200000000000001,-0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,2,1,2,1,0,2,0,7,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38107123715607816,0.0,0.0,0.17415347890535018,0.2551986355559013,0.2049609678506165,0.0,0.0,0.2833497363527409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179602619581556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806356839269616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802696863886152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669443996879868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592342971627126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29222652950079897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27340083759121786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987191527613062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lia11119,2020/02/15,"I developed a tolerance to Klonopin despite only taking it twice a week? I take .5 mg Klonopin twice a week at most, but I think I've developed some sort of tolerance? My doctor said I shouldn't develop a tolerance taking it even 3 x a week so I don't understand how this is possible? I noticed it wasn't helping my anxiety as much, and I definitely don't ""feel it"" kick in anymore. Before, I could feel my whole body relax and my muscles loosen, and most importantly of all, my severe crippling anxiety would go away. Now, I take it during an anxiety attack and it doesn't do anything! I'm really upset because antidepressants and other commonly prescribed anxiety drugs give me terrible reactions so benzos are my only hope and my safety net, mentally, so I feel really sad that they're not working anymore. I don't want to up the dose because the same thing is going to happen. Why has this happened?",4.7519628647214835,6.319070022988505,6.448390804597699,72.67030503978782,70.0344827586207,10.181432360742708,32.92484526967286,10.389873798559362,3.9022755083996463,720,34,124,21,13,248,107,174,0.13,0.688,0.182,0.7724,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,1,8,0,13,4,1,1,1,25,31,12,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,7,4,0,2,2,4,19,2,10,26,7,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,5,5,84,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867102774752529,0.0,0.2506627812369441,0.0,0.0,0.10399697618301876,0.0,0.0,0.14377135359947024,0.1187347501232395,0.0,0.0,0.15407571194864386,0.0,0.10753697416347494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403756462691305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090123999270484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935155931914236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655645557333244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834703937892074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169905415661956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123171989535693,0.14364519528065778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350839528093014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470741010012119,0.0,0.0,0.12552024042494295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735764667971558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290116553130992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388032329251266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222983278745265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247035732043165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191986432780786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021285810120876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427693150163382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800771794647568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395883800309363,0.0809768685304767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156224749313405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454005133107132,0.0,0.30411447887275056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140350081685166,0.14109469259920668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920034950972942,0.0,0.0,0.08977414011406297,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,in-site,2020/02/15,"Has anyone tried donating plasma for anxiety? My sister's friend said it completely rebalanced her hormones and her anxiety disappeared, then my sister tried it and said the same thing. I decided to start donating more out of curiosity than anything, and I actually felt pretty good after. 

Today I felt anxious, then donated and I feel really mellow. This is obviously just anecdotal, I've never seen anything scientific to suggest there's a correlation, but if you can stand being poked/medical settings, it might be worth trying! 

Also you can make money donating, my weight/area averages $40 per donation and you can go twice per week!",6.533918650793653,8.963458919642859,7.806190476190476,61.26103174603179,66.94642857142857,12.120634920634926,34.76587301587302,11.645159339076185,5.424818253968256,517,25,73,20,9,176,83,112,0.052000000000000005,0.863,0.084,0.6634,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,2,18,17,10,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,0,1,5,6,12,2,7,9,2,12,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,2,7,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.17345239698368795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421417247864096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27194717901337645,0.2008000031540401,0.0,0.12428266078837573,0.0,0.2925361537690511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636108716952948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987265149814264,0.0,0.3413240171377249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732448866594693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101594891772772,0.14908314210909265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186454269212484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743339253512648,0.0,0.0,0.18855817888216425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708704569568786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808294364288333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386728746301257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381502850681397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580804033569615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180851426926118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848042487455528,0.0,0.0,0.3620293021181808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257542738285958,0.2164441737968789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SweetBByDee,2020/02/15,"Anyone else just shut down after one little thing goes wrong? Ugh! I really thought my anxiety was moderately controlled. But every now and then I have something happen that makes me just check out of my current situation.

What is this? What can I do to make sure this doesnt happen? I'm maxed out on stress levels (I'm in school 40+ hours a week, bf doesnt work right now, I have a job on the weekends). I do all I can to relieve stress, I eat fantastic, super balanced. I drink tons of water. I've almost completely cut out alcohol. I dont smoke. I do cardio for 45 min 5 days a week. What are my other options to stop this from happening?

Has anything worked for anyone else? I'll try anything. Thank you!",0.7234809634809629,3.17197020979021,2.609032634032633,90.50705322455325,88.16083916083916,5.415540015540017,19.83255633255633,6.937597516519254,0.4937306915306921,552,17,113,8,18,183,98,143,0.133,0.763,0.10400000000000001,-0.5038,2,0,4,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,4,9,1,2,4,0,14,5,0,3,2,16,23,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,9,4,4,2,1,2,1,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,15,4,16,21,2,23,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,2,12,68,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733664789711956,0.13805271716230108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546698495923124,0.0,0.0,0.19279799207501436,0.2825196764642385,0.22690366740722315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454970298866732,0.0,0.15462825478128284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891205698788687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615777296114979,0.13505603035834834,0.0,0.14107116549504994,0.2303384259804292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161579104837868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657429026803813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577007463737012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136810566295785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817778341107906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405302826795467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342145649826217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832038293450585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117736668173595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952758339363555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496697274624754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613585382864328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152620096874303,0.3158496920114126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993691611314606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269283362513524,0.0,0.0,0.09159193350307032,0.0,0.0,0.10945007171125502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360185091782368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211753107334772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073593692878236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073464594394434,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raeven98,2020/02/15,"Help - Supporting my S/O Hello fellow redditors! I need some tips talking to my boyfriend when he is having an attack. He has severe anxiety and refuses to take his Xanax. He excuses not taking it by saying “I don’t want to run out”, “it’s not that bad” or “I don’t want to be dependent on a pill”. I totally understand where he is coming from, but he gets really out of hand and he ALWAYS feels better after taking it. He gets very snappy and has scared me pretty bad when I’m interacting with him during an anxiety attack. I try to just leave him be, but I’m worried this will become a long term problem...It’s unacceptable that just because he has an anxiety attack, he gets to lash out on me. Is there anything I can do to help?? Is this subject a lost cause that I need to ‘deal with’? Pls give me advice for how to cope better without Xanax and how a S/O can help!!!!",2.6187789305666382,3.9263362290502815,4.822126895450918,83.2630865921788,74.97765363128491,8.019313647246609,23.958898643256184,8.634040054169528,1.5779669592976855,671,20,139,13,14,234,100,179,0.16,0.6659999999999999,0.174,0.5724,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,3,1,7,0,16,4,1,4,1,32,34,11,0,4,8,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,1,3,15,3,22,30,3,13,0,1,0,0,24,6,0,3,5,87,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568298979100587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701960126773276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951748319351932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584078660302408,0.0,0.0,0.43896102697745976,0.0,0.0,0.21477955295960965,0.07840369570153044,0.14204731048602426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275024712600121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212503136094314,0.0,0.11079210932478158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325984224206253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503259174025013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159113539010629,0.12338109304621515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586276806834422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361867736021728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382194870827897,0.0,0.0,0.14040058845181713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073566957120627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308496713723737,0.0,0.12306904596712495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239530819122252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228135672081287,0.128767999038534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530053813787286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595298465041526,0.0,0.0,0.2901118074838114,0.10337742821568192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732246280410784,0.0,0.0,0.13389477533875396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061224492224254,0.15172321265238106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398214497134925,0.0,0.0,0.13061675054414054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lupinanx,2020/02/15,I went in the biggest rollar coaster at the amusement park and didnt die I like amusement rides but I have an unrational anxciety for pretty much every amusement ride. I fear my seat will disfunction and I’ll fall to my death or my hair will get stuck in something and rip my head off. Things like that. But today my boyfriend encouraged me enough to go up on the biggest rollar coaster with loops and all and even tho I felt i was going to die Im glad I did it and didnt let my anxciety get in way of having a little fun,3.27185779816514,4.360297596330277,4.338428899082569,88.22580848623853,73.03669724770644,7.2848623853211025,26.469036697247706,7.645422480735847,1.3165862385321092,414,14,88,5,8,135,71,109,0.128,0.649,0.22399999999999998,0.9049,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,5,0,9,2,2,0,1,12,16,10,3,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,3,0,6,2,1,0,0,7,2,14,8,13,6,3,18,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,3,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495766203611197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379744429592835,0.0,0.14305697941182602,0.0,0.18248810936826934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372622662045865,0.0,0.0,0.20796229508651387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263207707028303,0.0,0.2461884604949569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228588833343696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339565374146035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214800040623043,0.0,0.21163183051366544,0.2170820940766288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592200482282335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035193968648886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674311048389207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389410681326378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530389937327945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192065545062601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007829625594678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pepsi_chillin225,2020/02/15,"I don't think Does anyone know anything about not thinking yet still having anxiety? I don't think about what others do or care, yet I still have really bad anxiety. My mind is constantly blank, and I can't be myself because I can't think and it's just nervousness always. People don't know I have anxiety, I hide it well",3.692615384615386,5.171277646153847,5.092307692307696,81.70769230769233,72.53846153846153,8.892307692307693,25.30769230769231,9.3871,2.165676923076924,257,8,50,6,5,86,40,65,0.20600000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.085,-0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,18,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,9,2,2,17,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909318510116605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663823440040425,0.0,0.0,0.14209435540100698,0.0,0.16723063353174944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696780695981487,0.12387946201283065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071937184350348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960585262230808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783694658670002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223365975060532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519167829440224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088538177759405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301862923651797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245794117574194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52085410644776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827168792513063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,05username,2020/02/15,Can’t stop thinking and worrying about something I said to someone. I’m just stuck on it. Any tips how to get it out of my head? It’s nothing important. I just keep thinking about how weird it was and I’m stuck.,-0.30533333333333346,1.944342355555559,1.495000000000001,97.7025,92.11111111111113,4.777777777777779,23.055555555555557,6.42735559955562,0.4952222222222225,166,7,38,2,6,54,31,45,0.265,0.735,0.0,-0.8356,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,11,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,3,0,7,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255849802850567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331308582836413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34044646563838643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948532125494401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318299937756062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31554728546220395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810702697564114,0.2553787964652048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773376973973414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251131110868208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33688374323412346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BruskieMyDuskie,2020/02/15,"Smoking anxiety dilemma Been a weird week this one...

Recently I’ve been feeling spaced out, anxious, out of it and sometimes I feel as if I’m mildly hallucinating. However these aren’t new symptoms. I have anxiety and I can sometimes get these feelings on a day to day basis (not hallucinating though, may just be my mind playing tricks and only recently felt this way). 
The problem i have is that the anxiety and extreme panic attacks only appear after I’ve had a cigarette. 
Now I know the most logical answer is to quit smoking but I’m straight up addicted and that’s not a simple solution for the moment. 
I’ve caught myself in a difficult state where I really need a cigarette, but I really don’t want an anxiety attack. I can’t really go on any further and usually give in to my cravings and go for a smoke. Instantly I’m hit with a harsh wave of anxiety which lasts most of the night. (Sleep is now being effected drastically).
Again, I know the simple answer is to quit but I have much more important things to worry about than that at the moment. 

I’ve also been smoking most my life. And not once has this every happened to me. Every nights the same where I’m stuck in this thought loop of needing a cigarette, not wanting it because of anxiety, then giving into it and smoking, to then have an anxiety attack.

I thought back to when this started (couple days ago) and remember taking long inhale on a high nicotine mg vape. Instantly I had that spacious feeling and it may appear that the feeling just hasn’t gone away. 

I would love some advice or feedback. I can’t go on any longer like this and I’ve been at my tipping point for days.

Sleeps fucked 

Mental states fucked 

Education is fucked 

Everything’s a bit fucked all because I can’t smoke 

It’s sad really, realising how dependant I am on those filthy sticks. 

Please someone suggest a possible solution as in need of desperate help. 

Cheers folks.",4.085356953992594,6.176483551912567,5.3604177683765215,77.65964833421474,72.77049180327869,8.766296492155826,30.112462541864968,9.370254747372089,3.026115212409658,1524,67,269,37,31,507,188,366,0.20600000000000002,0.703,0.09,-0.9923,2,0,5,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,13,17,8,1,23,0,29,10,2,3,1,62,68,25,0,8,11,0,6,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,21,16,0,0,15,1,0,7,10,13,0,1,12,7,22,4,39,50,9,58,0,1,0,5,5,23,4,11,26,178,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754901575689833,0.0,0.07847734059896556,0.07118936891526494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422333628415076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092261866110576,0.0,0.43005488391542585,0.09072667542059727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740903449310451,0.07545325222260893,0.061752911896036926,0.0,0.09791163532977908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876769803686994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886073797115696,0.0,0.20717147706128464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532813603984606,0.0,0.07217684079572295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030340327087885,0.0,0.07710954389864434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296978698699542,0.041958306423827835,0.15408004024349514,0.13692491632181414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101726876713993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382964610423214,0.08485120863566915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827180688329986,0.0654628166776987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056724849595245715,0.03923507845149332,0.0,0.0,0.07107122333158264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724822991497289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093290824656102,0.0,0.08108952223164319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059036592634697335,0.17864503538070445,0.0,0.07756324422533482,0.0,0.15072971795206955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552680757741099,0.05441967542882933,0.1221577174581742,0.0,0.09422568648421642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881555197996554,0.07591826814286774,0.09053669455644664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684517573628702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083770015230015,0.0,0.0,0.2057928340320892,0.0,0.15859153499650086,0.0,0.09097480716149886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073464210442565,0.0,0.06804582844221334,0.0,0.15885594715022675,0.0,0.056843351900158885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347213609247497,0.060382615991624186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335394544216645,0.0,0.07890350172131966,0.12751326304357913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844937285014792,0.0,0.0947370384480006,0.06374580220437967,0.06441929442199502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155801542776621,0.0,0.05704943860212351,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joebob2k10,2020/02/15,"Anxiety making dinner Over the past two weeks my anxiety has been building up. Each night it culminates at bedtime with a panic attack.

After this long week, the most pathetic thing gave me more anxiety. I was anxious because I didn’t think there would be enough chicken for dinner. There was more than enough since I didn’t eat due to another panic attack. 

Has anyone else gone through a rough patch of the seemingly never ending anxiety -> panic attack -> anxiety of panic attack -> panic attack cycle?",7.4316666666666675,8.728920282608698,7.448695652173914,68.9694927536232,63.56521739130434,10.046376811594204,31.63768115942029,10.125756701596842,3.5637333333333334,414,15,60,9,6,133,64,92,0.40700000000000003,0.593,0.0,-0.9916,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,10,5,5,5,0,9,3,0,1,1,8,14,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,10,0,1,7,1,5,0,11,5,6,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,9,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035718294841537,0.37780437669397215,0.11158508105432964,0.0,0.06906419601537557,0.10120434400548574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618412521924506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060210945203195435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106917111540044,0.08251194958293892,0.0,0.08748332986479214,0.20411728697236586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741076623077261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593157057660473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617962582260122,0.0,0.0,0.09269152494019163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794426399401688,0.0,0.0,0.09428975618895402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899189923654047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170583077579725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562021918176478,0.06328958318154711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648661421813494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845906744002938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701653201884739,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sparx_1,2020/02/16,"Anxiety maybe? Through 4 to 6 pm. I get really nervous for no apparent reason. My heart would just speed up, I notice my breathing getting quicker a little.. Nothing really happened today, so can it be that?",2.4494736842105285,5.372866052631583,4.7634736842105285,74.4473157894737,85.84210526315789,7.2505263157894735,31.28421052631579,8.238735603445708,3.43914105263158,162,9,24,4,5,56,35,38,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.7111,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190554171841977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29920999682798993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532165687040366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393237292076804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869958973644889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28767502877379203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27475860495801674,0.32600906755528924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668836904186645,0.2944134095928195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714243986068429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341338578773255,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tram0p0line,2020/02/16,"social anxiety and overthinking advice hi guys apologies if this goes off in a tangent but i’ve been dealing with social anxiety and depression since i was 16. this has made a lot of things very difficult for me to do from making my own appointments to skipping job interviews because i was too afraid to go in and tell someone what i was there for. 

i thought i had gotten it under control until more recently when my boyfriend had started commenting on how frustrating it is that i barely speak during social situations unless there has been drinks involved ,how his friends and family barely know me despite us being together for 2 years and how i can’t order anything for us in a public. i know it frustrates my friends and family too when they have to order things for me or make my appointments because i’ve overthought it too much and can’t get myself to do it  

i’ve been to therapy to help me overcome this and i thought i was doing well until i realised that i’m still finding nearly all social situations very overwhelming and i’m getting frustrated with it seeming like it’s only getting worse. is there anything i can try that will help this??",8.587500000000002,7.709198750000002,8.461818181818185,70.0177272727273,61.5,11.454545454545455,39.54545454545455,10.637119530657019,4.326727272727274,935,43,158,19,11,303,123,220,0.125,0.784,0.092,-0.8248,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,1,13,11,3,2,3,0,22,1,0,7,1,30,38,20,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,17,11,1,1,6,1,0,1,2,7,1,0,13,1,25,4,26,23,5,18,0,2,0,0,22,7,0,4,9,123,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327853249561545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736142786365314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907893662381694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413310680478057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300174081333337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951143689388148,0.09984423823536856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356032598833166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218563617858732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595144568491062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912351566802154,0.0,0.1816948182016462,0.0,0.06588166496909596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478191284497065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540137494226242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150356075620969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274164066743156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056634081575823565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855351828149063,0.0,0.10968906662017197,0.15475889402191784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852166819894522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881646017886238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144598951335225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553186954546176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589263455594996,0.2606044305581202,0.0,0.4726752599745069,0.09822111108189033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820508370471811,0.0,0.09257619096951952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101321738649542,0.0,0.1325679579560201,0.0,0.15402806966726934,0.0,0.0,0.18405969418762946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870405101598063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788819910025183,0.0,0.0,0.19129709330987116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042286238386894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181353556242674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465055763168951
anxiety,akiravakira,2020/02/16,"Worried about having no money and being broke college student This always happens. I always start thinking about money and I start panicking because it feels like there is nothing I can do to get out of this shitty hole. My sister is in her last year of college and works around 30+ hours a week and is a full time college student.

I will have to move out of my dorm for next semester, and I don't even know how I will be able to pay even 300 dollars a month rent. I am a biochem major, who the fuck wants to hire me? I want to go to grad school, etc. but school is so expensive and so is living. I can't live with my mom because she is moving 3+ hours away from school, so I either have to get an apartment and pay rent (and how am I going to get a job and balance school). I have no idea what I am doing or where I am going. I honestly think it would just be easier living in my car.",4.23154401154401,3.7877560793650815,5.408263588263591,86.89069264069265,70.21693121693121,7.930928330928332,27.234728234728237,6.980632752743323,1.1491227513227518,685,19,154,5,11,229,109,189,0.09699999999999999,0.8440000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.4451,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,13,4,1,0,7,0,25,1,0,2,0,27,41,16,0,3,4,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,6,13,0,0,5,0,8,6,4,2,0,0,0,1,22,2,22,35,4,25,0,1,0,1,5,9,1,1,11,108,28,16,0.12354512642331482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055988843558533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099813556046054,0.0,0.0,0.11607471313157484,0.0,0.0,0.1506239247264948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778547364128252,0.16320078164152355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062468128035328675,0.0882606630022996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421547859870965,0.1936416882574024,0.0,0.2106406273347765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925054728209156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24333412651277825,0.0,0.0,0.13946740976744965,0.0,0.0,0.12259947464940207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789717049807059,0.10070576738336932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060357908265050136,0.0,0.3272778302502887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446945588956513,0.09861254122183076,0.2626178349164611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139164354009608,0.0,0.0,0.11854488083365615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001370547996153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489175273139634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832545695699632,0.0,0.0,0.07204015674102349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457402330166441,0.0,0.09910044828963616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899423234515273,0.12546607290602466,0.0,0.08776291312827803,0.0,0.0,0.07955901083053507
anxiety,SadieNixon,2020/02/16,"New job tomorrow, forever the new girl...anxiety off the scale Start a new job tomorrow, the interview was a month ago, I kinda avoided the thought that the start day would come but now it's here and my heart's got palpitations and I can't sleep going over all the unknowns of tomorrow. I like to know exactly what a day will look like, where I'm going, who I'm meeting....tomorrow is the exact opposite....any tips?",1.7932384823848224,4.2560991097561,3.792601626016261,84.09941734417345,82.29268292682926,8.52249322493225,26.184281842818432,9.150863307647796,2.630450948509486,325,14,65,10,9,110,57,82,0.021,0.89,0.08900000000000001,0.7137,2,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,10,0,5,2,2,0,3,12,16,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,2,4,11,1,19,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,15,34,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171722334728992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173327539950944,0.0,0.14819193146019433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686886782061214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24986111929201515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201861204475457,0.0,0.15493209051904733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955396158625385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844657562055545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646104754693367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927934977265545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162672345867578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462197264964986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612753056443912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385553530292626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742258486844139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378857688609782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376100299742612,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hydrox101,2020/02/16,"Overthinking got me in trouble, a lot of times and will keep doing so Im so tired of overthinking, always leads to anxiety, it gets sooo bad. Got in trouble because of it, almost lost bestfriends due to it, probably couldnt make a girlfriend because of it. I consistently overthink, a lot, a fkinnn a lot.

From the moment i wake up, until the moment that i sleep, i overthink, cant help anymore, i try to distract myself throughout the day, but still, havent felt a completely real happiness without being distracted by overthinking in years...",8.823,8.003191300000001,8.73,68.09500000000003,61.0,11.6,41.0,10.793553405168565,4.645199999999999,430,21,70,9,5,140,66,100,0.15,0.77,0.081,-0.177,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,9,0,6,3,2,2,0,13,13,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,1,7,1,15,6,3,13,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,8,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294141356694826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520158460931205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976022862630513,0.0,0.18118312159946506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254166096627686,0.22273684442308336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915509345921848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782236324538535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541466267046993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954499507510298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922337832989205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448090787091055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245577830749775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734061442753914,0.0,0.0,0.16238661080963238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943182363463072,0.4659591122891686,0.0,0.0,0.1219495054307118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969747762901112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079454990281895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828257022325756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458994751124692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653020237904737,0.20997960520942505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403707273112248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611026807237945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176487935100141
anxiety,the_air_was_electric,2020/02/16,"Stress Nap I actually like who I am, but god dammit I hate myself sometimes...

I like who I am.

I hate *what* I am.

I hate how I behave at times...

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I have valid reason to feel upset and neglected, but, for the most part, I knew what I signed up for. And either way...once I get upset, I take it too far. It causes the other parts of my mind to light up with negative activity, and I just lose all sense of right and wrong—I lose all logic and sense in general.

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\#AcuteAnxiety #GAD #GeneralAnxietyDisorder #PanicAttack #PTSD",1.1695741758241769,3.79223395192308,3.305219780219783,84.59692307692309,89.28846153846155,6.048351648351648,18.005494505494504,7.447530270364453,0.5861917582417582,417,11,84,8,14,141,66,104,0.332,0.605,0.063,-0.9890000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,3,11,3,3,2,0,4,0,0,3,2,23,11,8,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,2,17,2,11,10,6,7,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,58,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.1396987819535716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310217103603996,0.3478983674972817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705977919573984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238354824470418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479266054010067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42400823737350657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987675642791328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203080039632328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454589869208875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245556914525807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100461673308607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734071671393932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718734290678276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225372110497736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415841098299882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398374761770354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076348614924099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347492273293135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362989957147115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651769029948925,0.3478983674972817,0.0
anxiety,has-some-questions,2020/02/16,"Spiraling because my pharmacist gave me the wrong(?) meds. These meds aren't supposed to be for my mental health, but they very much are. They are birth control pills that keep my Shark Week (Blood Moon? Aunt Flo? Ya get me?) from happening and I would rather die than be without my meds. 

But my pharmacist gave me new meds, and since I have been between drug stores for a bit now, I have gotten used to the inconsistencies in meds they all stock. 

But these are way different. I won't talk about how, but it's a difference in hormones, blah blah blah.

But in my mind, these new meds could kill me if I take them. Not literally, but maybe literally. 

As a trans man, a Shark Week is one of the most dysphoria inducing things. Before I was on these meds, I would have to take half days at school, and days off work. At one point I was genuinely suicidal about my SW. I told a doctor that I needed to find meds that worked or I wouldn't live to get my hysterectomy. 

And we found some meds that worked! Sure I haven't always been the best pill popper, and when I accidently miss picking them up early I spaced them out, but I have never been completely without. But now I am.

And I'm going crazy. My mind just keep cycling between ""you're going to die"", and ""you'll have to take these new pills and then die"". Why is death the only thing my mind can come up with?!

My biggest worry, besides not getting my proper meds, is that there is some medical stuff going on and they don't make my kind of meds anymore. 

But now I have to go to the pharmacy and get this fixed. Which is a whole other level of bad, but not as bad as no meds! 

And I feel like such a Karen when I ask to be treated like a person and get what I need to survive. It's probably not even their fault. 

If you read this: Wow, you're amazing. And thank you for your time. Ranting really does help ease the anxiety down. And I am feeling much better after getting all these feelings out. 

TL;DR: Meds possibly mixed up. Brain is screaming that I will die.",2.3761055969120486,4.287696689826305,3.298910256410257,91.34956196581196,77.13895781637717,6.661400606561898,21.864419630548664,7.594959193182576,0.6943537910118551,1558,43,338,22,36,496,205,403,0.14,0.755,0.10400000000000001,-0.9519,1,0,1,0,0,1,62.0,1,5,8,7,13,17,1,0,15,0,36,9,2,6,4,69,69,34,7,9,21,1,3,5,0,6,7,1,0,2,22,19,0,3,6,1,1,5,13,7,0,3,10,4,53,10,44,49,10,42,0,1,0,0,23,18,0,6,20,226,75,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044609704303515074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041013240610402964,0.0,0.05316896683513396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012023630761888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952801388223976,0.032681542821283084,0.0,0.045620093933640284,0.0,0.056262770853239066,0.04741569698918334,0.058530714530695825,0.0,0.0,0.059849025134944875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046182224355113474,0.056211446180320465,0.0,0.06013072072708722,0.04280503596363448,0.0,0.0,0.06915095919011363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225642922577376,0.11202682491512132,0.0,0.05487443116663784,0.04691645968302234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217321364903796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0354103993994928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132392533493228,0.0383006171507242,0.0,0.0,0.04900064447198543,0.0,0.0,0.05878308799379496,0.0,0.0,0.16806119315404233,0.0,0.12187635653310915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474091542327238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569873371038765,0.0,0.0,0.03593517518698655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530609968950486,0.05931403459859678,0.055828930220563615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052384495149735866,0.0,0.047340617559940665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03578660723232428,0.0,0.05386073224924223,0.0,0.7741649125049301,0.05400872278641376,0.05402855947819101,0.0,0.16239933186152078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882237585819146,0.07950563933066994,0.041349088525827284,0.15533719637937354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265812472061486,0.040774547995372834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681216715961256,0.0,0.0,0.050680925160161566,0.060439780217704436,0.0,0.0,0.05780309587048076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362677929245584,0.0,0.03434539365561682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054258480525666765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044348624626906086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137322372936677,0.05864312290555788,0.0,0.0505289309899416,0.0,0.12092926710158815,0.043091512673668224,0.0,0.04935897614753234,0.0,0.0,0.0712352213004958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031261746388016765,0.0,0.0,0.05122882249216629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630378873602063,0.0,0.044235738347911,0.0,0.04255492531408783,0.08600905998876539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048376735767762816,0.05985618602331998,0.0,0.10336063226867973,0.0,0.11709111553151813,0.0544458636533616,0.0,0.07616923828616297,0.05861660219842839,0.0,0.0
anxiety,autism1010,2020/02/16,"my likes  im mikie i have autism, i like spongebob disney, minecraft, starwars, frozen, paw patrol, dinosours, pj mask sofia the first country music hot wheels, legos , disney, movies music, i like swimming , fishing, boating, im a autism superstar",3.6700348432055736,6.826032170731711,2.8113588850174236,85.33878048780491,93.14634146341464,3.3184668989547035,27.808362369337978,5.288315135182226,1.2699240418118465,193,9,27,1,7,56,32,41,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097962028068999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7868169793077358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338027292918951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Trippytrapp,2020/02/16,"Anxiety is just Sleep Deprivation: My Theory If you look at the studies, fear acquisition & fear arousal in the brain is acutely increased during just ONE night of sleep deprivation.   

This means that something that might've only scared you a little... could actually result into a panic attack if you were sleep deprived.  Not only that but the brain is more sensitive to creating NEW fears. 

This in turns causes your body to act anxious even in situations where it shouldn't. Creating a feedback loop that strengthens your fears by habits (avoidance,coping mechanisms). 

Now imagine if these effects of sleep deprivation accumulate over the months or years!  You may now have developed General, Social, Health, or Ocd anxiety in the background

Sleep is also studied to be the save button on memories. So those who conqueror there anxiety during the day, the brain will forget if they don't sleep well the night after.  Thoughts?",6.931988388969523,9.552236635220133,6.397610062893082,70.979259796807,66.29559748427673,9.420609579100145,32.9854862119013,9.851270322608157,3.7696072568940497,751,33,111,18,13,232,108,159,0.22899999999999998,0.701,0.07,-0.9698,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,6,1,1,10,13,1,6,12,0,12,12,11,3,0,23,16,9,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,11,1,1,2,1,8,2,15,9,2,21,0,4,1,1,9,10,0,7,9,77,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.09604329875145168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870609098582604,0.0,0.10663755811826138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258720947026104,0.11118609501850578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119664640852312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932195018640788,0.0,0.32960635326412857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110400470286893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858001459228184,0.0,0.0,0.06347247771086834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500519480685918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429974938977049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046153958380573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864226039548016,0.0,0.0,0.08264764743319129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720775953217067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440760589842103,0.0,0.0,0.07855755821813472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505422966731776,0.0,0.18472019022672845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666916447126023,0.1497050290621012,0.0,0.11547415445402255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853515451440367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062771525910133,0.5909438577002318,0.10032635277629992,0.0,0.0757681898798082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813414144824052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705222539266074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849100911431322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337897338065311
anxiety,CelestialSerenade,2020/02/16,I live 3 minutes away from my job and yet I get ready 2 hours before and just sit there for 90 minutes until it's time to leave. WHY AM I SO NERVOUS FOR A JOB I'VE HAD FOR MONTHS. I get so annoyed with myself.,-1.3790780141843977,0.5637136808510661,1.0224468085106402,101.6841666666667,93.04255319148935,3.1333333333333333,16.343971631205672,3.1291,-1.2444156028368796,161,4,40,0,6,54,37,47,0.183,0.762,0.054000000000000006,-0.7118,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,8,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794976065825309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25313841875796306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108479986288077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929634893134693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904173063764805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31499440140581403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626853221648461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745024654319316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346630324317616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26843457215885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maddiemj,2020/02/16,"Movies Does anyone get horrible anxiety going to the movie theater?? I literally don’t know why it happens, but it happens every time. It was so much worse when I was younger and had gotten better with age.",4.876153846153844,6.648778666666665,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,70.02564102564102,8.276923076923078,30.948717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.7673179487179493,164,7,28,3,3,54,34,39,0.192,0.721,0.087,-0.5687,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408189417362139,0.0,0.0,0.22011347171022005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784124785234309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754810886123777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26523015792864946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446850691764228,0.0,0.17890646268222601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.556748122363078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300426921871834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314121105378957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835607372141798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840554449942703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208051679076214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vangogh-thot,2020/02/16,"Therapy isn’t working. I recently got diagnosed with anxiety and moderate depression after my school found out I was self harming and my mom sent me to therapy. 

I don’t like it, but I know if i tell my mom she won’t let me try anything else. 

For one, my mom runs a hair salon and my therapist is one of her former customers and mom talks about me to her customers so she already knows everything about me. I don’t like it. 

I feel like my anxiety might be worse than I originally thought, because everything my therapist has said doesn’t work. All the little tricks she teaches me to try to calm myself down don’t work. Nothing does except for cutting and Im not allowed to do that anymore. Im anxious all the time, I can’t get up in class if I need a tissue, I can’t ask to go to the bathroom, I can’t ask questions if I didn’t get a paper. 

I can’t dress how I want to because I don’t want to be noticed. I won’t do certain things because I don’t want to get made fun of or laughed at. I don’t need help calming myself down after the fact, I need to prevent myself ever becoming anxious ever again. And I don’t know how to tell her this isn’t working and I’m getting worse. I refuse to tell my mom this either because she acts like I’m defective and like I’m the ‘problem child.’

Would it be possible for me to ask my therapist to try medication? In my state, I’m legally old enough to consent to everything, including scheduling my own appointments (which is also terrifying.) Im just sick of this, especially when it’s everything I can do to even leave my house. Even the thought of going to therapy makes me anxious.",2.4708035714285717,4.08052304464286,4.437023809523812,84.62464285714287,75.99404761904762,7.8952380952380965,29.261904761904763,8.634040054169528,2.28857261904762,1277,58,265,26,28,437,151,336,0.11599999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.134,0.7218,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,13,16,2,0,9,0,31,4,1,6,6,50,62,18,0,11,9,5,2,5,0,4,3,1,0,1,10,10,0,2,8,0,0,5,18,6,0,2,9,3,52,10,40,45,5,26,0,1,0,0,25,8,0,6,17,174,62,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852689592426344,0.056906674422786824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887450254008164,0.2411718393192187,0.07057165842775419,0.0,0.0,0.05855866630450991,0.0,0.19957515112080276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351404882680946,0.07859069571546949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612900555679212,0.07222596318314907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062272648209554235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944509922744697,0.0,0.0,0.07352736445715051,0.0,0.09400109725510193,0.12873669686044767,0.0,0.0,0.2558162946786149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035980664551541856,0.050836761216638784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802333304858293,0.0,0.0,0.1487127776998743,0.0,0.08088380417794981,0.0,0.05691320072741988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769708835421144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210915532419087,0.0,0.0,0.230595228391482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732312424865518,0.0,0.0,0.07534822903734559,0.0,0.07276598278364031,0.0,0.17382605487147748,0.0713210747267864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733336952800015,0.047499892742300334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716862742212142,0.0,0.07548957852822431,0.0,0.4167090122432828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829284889028414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827999694766015,0.08101620016954886,0.0746705127565651,0.0,0.096439796840214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022227586626428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809056722370722,0.0,0.0,0.07971555315520476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026197462185617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768951272844351,0.0,0.0,0.072017779964384,0.0,0.0,0.07423546220836992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571957608838064,0.1865910873323384,0.0,0.2441331914565733,0.2478669436176948,0.04727558202543549,0.0,0.0,0.11298627826656332,0.04149400334956948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493902939552494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591614157710435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072214853158696,0.0,0.14503636141084042,0.05055006507556644,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,valkyrie_bella,2020/02/16,"I think I'm ruining my relationship So I'm not sure if this belongs here or somewhere else, but honestly I just need to vent... 
I'm 20 years old, and currently 32 weeks pregnant. My anxiety has been getting worse the bigger I've been getting. I'm currently medicated and even with the additional help, it's getting worse. 

To put a long story short, this isn't my first pregnancy. I think being pregnant is bringing up a lot of past trauma for me, and that being the reason for said issues. 
I've been having numerous severe attacks lately, usually brought up by an external trigger such as my neighbors screaming and shouting, or my cat deciding to attack me (he's a young feral and we're working on it). 

Whenever I have a really bad attack, my partner seems (from as much as I can remember from the attacks as usually I end up having flashbacks) to get very frustrated and sometimes just leaves to let me deal with it alone, from what I suspect because a lot of the time when I come back to, he's gone. 

I think it's starting to ruin our relationship and I'm honestly scared right now. We have talked about this in the past and he knows of my issues and trauma surrounding babies, as well as relationships. 

I don't know if I'm posting this for advice or to rant/vent but I just needed to get this off of my chest...
Thank you, even if no one reads this.",5.714701492537312,5.8644362537313475,6.749216417910451,76.50763059701494,67.05970149253731,9.98358208955224,33.167910447761194,9.827888789773867,3.1543313432835816,1068,44,204,22,16,359,148,268,0.237,0.705,0.057999999999999996,-0.995,2,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,1,0,2,13,17,5,1,12,0,15,2,1,2,1,42,41,25,0,5,12,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,12,14,0,0,10,1,0,5,4,12,1,2,6,3,25,5,35,32,3,35,0,2,0,0,15,10,0,9,19,135,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751271742309442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335137443441347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633836004052387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540978605997222,0.0,0.076731629815841,0.08331969939144357,0.06083048658042616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595944182471335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287814220326452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336095746198967,0.0,0.088383490831976,0.0,0.0,0.1318194699226755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488052598851839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606783338114457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688650544838104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830771146498106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968291860224734,0.0,0.11256640954044604,0.10566220928635127,0.0,0.10204107780690178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831018055341193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696741856998675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052698260454752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335644316272183,0.1479846515453656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047118352641416,0.0,0.06761965163251082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051990395325746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557033808442876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100315570213124,0.0,0.0,0.09981606731175548,0.0,0.063927428986213,0.10259977658236244,0.0,0.32140832585971346,0.11304155563442575,0.08521931454172002,0.09492225035387374,0.0,0.09990626037987864,0.0,0.0,0.0908442151165384,0.0,0.11273323733325034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869393488113604,0.0,0.0706312123845692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405001089805493,0.0,0.0,0.08020666887607257,0.0,0.09187236210313532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182240674415854,0.0,0.0,0.058187805102595226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980710954672905,0.08233642770975519,0.0,0.0,0.08004476713434815,0.0,0.0897223517984179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264762632716193,0.0,0.20338716077756105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426088484238722
anxiety,Wienerschnitzelz420,2020/02/16,"Russell Brand is so helpful for people suffering with anxiety He just has many great videos on how to improve your mindset and how to decrease your anxiety. Like for example this one:

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfX4dNo4Khw](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfX4dNo4Khw)",17.068137254901956,22.57457385294117,8.959411764705887,51.01401960784318,45.764705882352935,10.415686274509804,40.74509803921568,10.504223727775694,5.468168627450981,237,10,23,5,3,58,29,34,0.138,0.575,0.287,0.8392,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138650699362447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423469465702304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689296005511861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960160383578108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067745475585343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27187735076061825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781557316108894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,141_,2020/02/16,"What is this feeling? Sometimes, especially weekends, most of the people in my life are busy doing things so there is no one to do anything with or to talk to. Not uncommon for me to go Friday/Saturday/Sunday without talking to really anyone or spending time with anyone. Just alone...

By the end of the third day doing this, I start to get REALLY anxious and depressed, to the point where I can't sleep or enjoy anything that I normally do.

What is this called, how do I stop it from happening?",3.1339883040935703,5.4726330421052625,4.4256140350877216,82.13374269005851,76.47368421052632,7.169590643274852,26.345029239766077,8.167268648758528,1.9540994152046784,389,15,70,7,9,128,68,95,0.151,0.8320000000000001,0.016,-0.9228,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,10,2,1,1,0,14,15,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,1,0,2,0,1,6,1,16,15,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,6,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112347588577019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040988408382515,0.0,0.28521865553868003,0.0,0.3356734074777277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825976265808865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153341008549874,0.0,0.17566521827870693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806426423940988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031252335096212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655750885447958,0.0,0.11591171670896935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035578388306872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405869011867006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983154472516546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820445915501187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139597263472387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280238454182028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613162160676436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410121986641194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017156486734904,0.0,0.14435963911974534,0.0,0.0,0.17051461524010142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278608814161125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549792635687624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892717485925335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966043073027451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ResponsibleZucchini4,2020/02/16,"UK r/anxiety redittors: Anxiety Meds Hello, 

I have GAD. It was fine for a long time but I have relapsed recently. Back in my home country, I was prescribed Xanax. I wasn't a heavy user of it, maybe 4 tablets across the span of 6 months (I am okay living without medicine day to day but I need anti-anxiety medicine when on flights.)

Anyways, I lost my Xanax and since my anxiety was in remission, I thought that I didn't need a new prescription. However, it has since relapsed and as I'm studying in the UK, I had to go to the NHS. The doctor  prescribed me with only propanolol as Xanax is banned..? It doesn't work well (because my mind is still working even if i don't have the physical symptoms of a panic attack) and I feel like it's not suitable for me.

What are medicines can NHS GPs prescribe? How do I approach this matter with my GP? What do you guys take?",1.905060851926976,4.05066705172414,3.1178566599053426,90.93927991886412,79.63218390804597,6.392968221771468,28.051386071670045,7.510576382923642,1.609329682217714,673,31,141,10,17,217,108,174,0.087,0.862,0.051,-0.7778,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,7,7,1,1,9,1,19,5,0,1,0,18,27,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,8,1,21,4,18,19,0,18,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,11,90,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799599881084561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843978084692674,0.0,0.12060814548021287,0.0,0.0956144446916146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023108455745676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605428572469186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359809796635126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793081893712202,0.11205383602110043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914160061747176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530638816938547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733356999407713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662909981916104,0.0,0.1385016271754492,0.13880751821813805,0.0,0.0,0.17122055509093012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757713865764345,0.0,0.1742252467504184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837401984703212,0.0,0.12519635755973335,0.0,0.0,0.2326049169717671,0.0,0.1514869300284254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929166824983145,0.0,0.1840299502409477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487068008217902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594962630575109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125260796702129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302744638721142,0.11793185309632355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452156268928607,0.09146063077027523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410271941896953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119802500431642,0.0,0.2283776717863909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BacktoJakku,2020/02/16,"How not to be stressed out when out of town friends/family visits me? After college, I moved to a pretty big ""touristy"" city where a lot of people I know love to come on vacation. On the one hand it's great because I'll get to see my family a few times a year which is always nice, however on the other hand I get stressed out having to ""entertain"" people, even if they're not actually staying with me at my apartment.

I've struggled with anxiety (generalized, social, and panic disorder) for years now and it's part of the reason why I was so happy to move away from home. It's also nice living somewhere where I don't know many people so I can kind of re-invent myself in a way. Having out of town friends and family visiting a few times a year doesn't seem like that big of a deal but it really takes a toll on my emotional health. It really stresses me out for reasons I can't explain. I enjoy catching up once or twice over a meal during these visits, but anything beyond that feels too much. They always want to hang out and do the touristy things around here, which I've done a million times already. 

Last year I've had to go out and do the same-ish things six times during these visits. I'm tired of it and since I'm not a tourist myself, I don't enjoy doing these silly touristy things over and over. I've made suggestions to do other activities away from the city center but only one friend ever took me up on it. Most people come here with a specific plan and stick to it. 

Is there any way that I can gracefully excuse myself from doing these things without coming across as rude? I have a friend visiting this week and I'm already dreading certain aspects of the visit, and I feel awful and guilty for feeling this way. We only have one dinner planned so far but I'm worried about other things getting thrown in the mix. Any suggestions would be most welcome!",5.746283422459892,5.773791917112298,6.247486631016043,80.55005347593584,66.99465240641712,8.93903743315508,29.299465240641712,8.575989854853784,2.070581818181819,1483,46,289,20,22,482,189,374,0.106,0.76,0.134,0.5886,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,1,2,18,24,1,6,22,1,23,7,2,4,2,55,47,24,0,3,10,0,5,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,27,26,2,0,9,1,0,15,8,7,0,6,5,6,24,17,56,39,7,67,0,0,1,1,19,34,0,6,15,200,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.08154420781781384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442492389280848,0.06682429615922532,0.13906012931786707,0.0,0.0,0.11364970219152855,0.0,0.06392450512811439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876419505292514,0.07438766791389614,0.0,0.0,0.1570180175751677,0.0,0.0,0.050938463300651486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594312912211325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614848845786564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576899760456704,0.0,0.0,0.08551267571069335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093995714436009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519174355189332,0.07558638107763174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23632372515692215,0.0,0.12675398492633755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367878744225295,0.0,0.13097268642663165,0.0,0.047490064563567344,0.0,0.0,0.09212711730729764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895302987630091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882222591331453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381924202930227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701669712186381,0.0918466978978056,0.06811397386353417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082404705157085,0.0,0.0737865505124443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710412062043387,0.07541773605863518,0.07906814222368137,0.0,0.08471849246640656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776258183456512,0.06142749627639842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889905297635,0.1698708001553533,0.12710494287377153,0.0,0.0980417017199008,0.0,0.09048922527594737,0.0,0.23172476640342374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501233422053928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706358532949947,0.1718307791993696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658789086614414,0.07607147300510482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912313780122006,0.0,0.0,0.08518067441191725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906570042361332,0.0,0.0,0.28715908487146435,0.08735687760037117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282803179268726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775735470760919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490209869324,0.09604193182811474,0.0,0.0,0.09284017176423276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492868813797472,0.19898226774918126,0.06702819034155459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540147639256263,0.0,0.0,0.08055053891338246,0.0,0.0,0.08486100679962183,0.0,0.059359865143079636,0.0,0.0,0.21524409277137835
anxiety,pm_ur_DnD_backstory,2020/02/16,"How do I know when I need medication? I've had anxiety for so long and I just do my best to live with it usually. I'm good at telling people when I'm anxious and explaining what I can and cannot do. Recently I've started to feel really unhappy and feel like there's a weight on me all the time. I'm constantly on edge and I feel that everyone is judging me all the time. I honestly can't tell if it's just the winter, actually my anxiety, or if there's something wrong in my life that's giving me reason to feel this way. I've never taken medication for my anxiety, but I'm starting to wonder if all the things I'm feeling are not reactions to real life, but rather just my anxiety getting out of control and making me think in ways I don't want to. 

Anxious people who take medication for it, how did you decide to start taking it, and how has it affected you?",3.252588185295366,4.196676060773484,5.616795580110503,79.5914747131322,72.92265193370166,9.54713132171696,28.840203994900133,9.851270322608157,2.7465848703782405,681,27,142,18,13,242,97,181,0.08900000000000001,0.83,0.081,0.3161,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,12,5,0,0,5,0,12,6,0,7,4,44,37,19,0,6,11,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,11,9,1,1,11,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,6,18,4,18,34,4,21,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,5,14,95,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.11688014376708784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665008490269132,0.2706164186279081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256932699015282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943092583601984,0.1343344239024103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444722886190085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028014778262233,0.08556510345853195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257589933429245,0.11489616609293395,0.0,0.10045902729495647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582353021818595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691969376537646,0.058514523793063225,0.0,0.10576082425425162,0.1059944048227007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994870521833812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619729103604236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880938168821216,0.09237550986985882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606957585594662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632669804250064,0.07672897671340245,0.12314551035497127,0.11826034908282397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220629696447342,0.0,0.0,0.25432560340243576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801071979248109,0.0,0.2093719231246117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957116012624213,0.07674502798767653,0.0,0.0,0.13967997191577697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191187927711448,0.0,0.07064459801199771,0.19013879451815446,0.0,0.14584996570158018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298875682881729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095182283247625,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway65404,2020/02/16,"If you take benzos everyday, how long would it take to develop withdrawals. Does it vary from person to person? I took clonazepam twice a day everyday, for 4 months and quit cold turkey because the doc stopped prescribing them. I didn’t have any withdrawals but noticed my anxiety started coming back and the med I switched over to(gabapentin) did nothing, neither did any meds I’ve tried for the past year. 
My mom was taking multiple Xanax’s a day for 4 years, 2-3mg clonazepam a day for another 2 years. Then when my doctor said she needed to start titrating off, my mom just quit taking them and didn’t notice any withdrawals. She’s also taking Effexor 180mg/day and says that if she misses one dose she gets god awful withdrawals and feels like she’s going to die. She says that coming off benzos were nothing compared to ssri’s.
So does it just depend on the person how bad the benzo withdrawals get?",7.077965116279067,7.331631331395347,6.554046511627908,78.7083953488372,64.17441860465115,8.74046511627907,32.31627906976744,8.238735603445708,2.446944651162791,727,26,127,8,10,225,103,172,0.11900000000000001,0.847,0.034,-0.9372,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,2,8,3,0,0,8,1,8,3,0,3,0,19,25,14,1,4,5,2,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,3,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,8,5,16,1,14,16,1,25,0,1,0,0,17,4,0,3,18,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643699456945587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205082415176308,0.11333845984059678,0.08268612496042238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831120963038959,0.09024798373830054,0.06588872504101931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862144574359035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788282402281806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121770592097724,0.0,0.0,0.11063144499305473,0.1891750171561432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465194615557596,0.07721724907986886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129418094523686,0.0,0.06142823327316833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280576281554581,0.0,0.0,0.0956534384631872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401201913657887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531799652231517,0.08627387217481639,0.0,0.0,0.0801450108661562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742444661303536,0.24611513236799354,0.0,0.0,0.07324242964740076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318110434494608,0.0,0.2831317383717859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299272852314723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281532181354727,0.1719099623939922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300882152135215,0.0,0.0,0.09036542516018982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063392025809153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008843914332022,0.07338385888730738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678177902226466,0.0,0.0,0.20881311379983686
anxiety,determinedguy123,2020/02/16,"Performance Anxiety... I’m a 30 yo guy battling performance anxiety for about 10 years (anxiety around speaking in public, during sex and pee’ing in restrooms). 

I have always had high pressure jobs where I manage people and I have to do alot of presentations. I get so so nervous before talking in public that my mouth goes bone dry every time and I my heart rate goes through the roof/my voice shakes. I try to mask it everytime but it never seems to get better no matter how many times I speak to a group of people. I now dread these days at work which are quite regular (3 times w fortnight). Other than that i’m pretty good at my job and earn a good living!

I’ve done 1:1 and group CBT, read books, had executive coaching and spent sometime on Lexapro and Zoloft a few years back (they kind of helped but sides were bad). 

I’m thinking of giving meds another go as I cant keep living with this anxiety where I dread speaking at work. Has anyone had luck with meds who have performance anxiety?",3.8317163212435226,5.7532172849740935,4.399349093264249,85.00607027202074,73.04145077720206,7.519300518134714,26.052137305699482,8.278499904357787,1.701280051813472,788,27,151,13,16,250,127,193,0.106,0.773,0.121,0.7874,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,8,9,12,1,5,6,0,12,5,3,1,1,20,23,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,9,10,0,1,2,3,1,2,3,7,0,0,6,4,14,5,23,17,2,24,0,0,0,1,13,12,0,3,10,83,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523896148484888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262211891167816,0.4837726360614923,0.0,0.0,0.08843563024916894,0.0,0.0,0.11259130790312602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097252974272957,0.10560297755689944,0.0,0.0,0.10762257637379713,0.0,0.0,0.11185859191693276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156717517487888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294298405981385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656229259963854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215798153917507,0.12132822347717083,0.07187977028403511,0.2121657445746794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523207377847548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498758050059832,0.08477483938750488,0.13362985091887827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25101773156239043,0.11241853214553424,0.0,0.1317062896729233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336294337046247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822778476419974,0.0,0.0,0.28097477782208113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754682759599148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753663964375606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867253627129965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452381391936472,0.12651118514745582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513987304557098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250889461481305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165738852993728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104132821036912,0.0,0.0,0.22124919513208074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586955278233152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415346451375086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289402936789796
anxiety,Coheedgirl88,2020/02/16,"Medications I went to a psychiatrist and they prescribed me 1.5 klonopin morning and afternoon , and 1 klonopin in the evening (.5 dose). .  Adderall 1 pill twice a day morning and 1:30 (20 mg dose). And Wellbutrin for depression.

Is this a normal combo of meds and is there anything wrong with taking them . They seem to be helping. I read that klonopin can lead to dependency and adderall can alter the brain but my dr says not if I take it as I need it and prescribed.  I went to her because I struggle with severe social and generalized anxiety ,’depression, attention, low energy",4.992761904761903,7.366492085714293,5.3676190476190495,77.35904761904764,71.0,8.476190476190476,34.52380952380953,9.150863307647796,3.4539523809523818,459,24,78,10,9,146,72,105,0.146,0.8140000000000001,0.04,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,1,2,5,0,1,5,0,5,6,1,2,0,21,11,12,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,11,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,5,0,1,2,1,12,0,10,8,0,7,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,3,2,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572342617414355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913838318688107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529266601703598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944583610032415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255353460428282,0.0,0.3540552255847368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575440332643152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776625930997038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830384805602785,0.2070556124932401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240213060935087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138136433577336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559133894631676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345025260256935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711199834194195,0.0,0.2321968579938859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095177808409021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148705591072359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30907456149381746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810673396354478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247210421632357,0.0,0.0
anxiety,njsm0n0,2020/02/16,"i feel bad for my friend since i force her into isolation i am awful at socializing so the kids that i grew up with at church don’t invite me to things and i’m always left out. i don’t really mind it and i completely understand why they would do that, but a girl from another state moved here a few years ago and we’ve become very good friends and i feel like i force her into isolation. she fits in with the other people really well and hangs out with them a lot too. i hate going to church when she’s there because i feel like she only talks to me out of pity because no one else wants to be around me. it makes me feel awful and guilty. i tell her that i’m okay with being alone and that she can hang around the other people if she wants, but she still sticks around me. i can tell she’s ashamed though, which is why i don’t understand why she still talks to me. i just wish she would leave me just like everyone else has. i would rather be alone than to make her feel left out too.",3.4545249487354748,3.964281660287085,4.121138072453864,92.10546650717704,72.11004784688996,7.885304169514698,20.670198222829804,7.957251820313856,0.4283777170198224,773,12,183,10,14,246,109,209,0.168,0.6970000000000001,0.135,-0.7546,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,16,12,1,1,6,3,15,0,0,2,0,43,31,13,0,8,6,0,5,3,2,3,0,0,0,2,10,20,0,0,7,0,0,5,4,4,1,1,0,5,38,8,27,25,2,27,2,1,0,0,24,16,0,2,8,123,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647736479422678,0.0,0.0,0.2254444560541745,0.0,0.0,0.09056103811586932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412500272056525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906638069019296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087428401748823,0.13269195531925645,0.12020182982180615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411344234539167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183856590218445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399834338239748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751560905477913,0.15550623810679434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817427240845267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061854531103384174,0.09128724671078944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074539282152326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524258592787523,0.2365032691105212,0.0,0.0,0.15951666804352674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925292593128897,0.0,0.0,0.1452989815648159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989426562614564,0.0,0.0,0.11567642418045845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375071528699542,0.08277538380534255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090763618292635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944743873613916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003102683438224,0.0,0.0,0.11094553615033864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383461351327634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495799098596754,0.1902565345817203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723064150738863,0.0,0.10693172358601076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266061489545959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980185924014586,0.1283896733057368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978574639562818,0.0,0.2946251816854454,0.0,0.12515708940426049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231943880800833,0.0,0.0,0.07008740961662542
anxiety,kilogttam,2020/02/16,My anxiety is stretching out to days of complete uncomfortableness and I don't know how long I can carry this weight I have no health insurance and I'm in the US. How can I get help? I've dealt with depression and anxiety for years but this is honestly the first time I can't see myself coping.,2.096,4.3678819333333365,3.846666666666668,85.295,79.66666666666666,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.790833333333334,236,8,49,6,6,79,45,60,0.11599999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.102,0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,0,9,11,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,8,1,6,11,0,8,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313993224982927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29563111129395386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184174488979132,0.0,0.2428528978871796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398361805605161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731316802790154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29971173030592424,0.0,0.0,0.18899274964377344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495858422137568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952692224603856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246866905631388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441393085728387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391647874755199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433529638859884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815738651539704
anxiety,rose_among_bones,2020/02/16,I feel like someones watching me but I feel so alone I havent spoken to my friend in months. SPOILER  I just saw parasite and the idea of squatters scare me. Especially since I'm home alone all the time. My neighbors houses were burglarized a few years ago and they were never caught some suspicious people have been captured on our trail cameras. Our police response time is absolute garbage since we live in the middle of nowhere... I feel like I'm being watched. Nobody can hear me scream even if the neighbors did they wouldnt care. If somebody came in and shot me in the face nobody would question the sound of a gunshot cus we live near a gun range. My parents wont was allow me the keys to the gun safe. They wouldn't even let me when a kidnapper was spotted in the area and the FBI came to our house to ask questions. People could hide in the woods behind my house if they wanted to... one night in the summer I heard an ungodly scream it didnt sound like a human or a coyote...we have those around here. It sounded like the ending to Invasion of the Body Snatchers... please help me,3.4260361757105926,5.296221683720937,3.667403100775197,90.04348191214474,74.02325581395348,6.2661498708010335,24.967700258397933,6.937597516519254,0.9000180878552979,862,28,173,8,18,266,125,215,0.135,0.743,0.122,-0.48100000000000004,1,2,0,3,0,0,22.0,5,0,4,0,7,10,0,1,21,0,19,2,2,1,2,31,33,11,0,8,6,1,3,4,3,4,0,8,3,1,3,9,0,1,6,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,12,14,26,7,21,14,3,25,0,0,3,0,20,12,0,7,14,110,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964803110721212,0.0,0.0,0.25622114350967284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011465127562793,0.11563799761599285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373971057505874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829479369851566,0.12611515479415208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876028150255968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955693241755818,0.0,0.0,0.1633985784188111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763151526830568,0.1767352670718848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556634290232104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941309840836344,0.0,0.08291005806713155,0.0,0.12407603121699552,0.0,0.0,0.4281817866040055,0.0,0.13963644207177547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264863761305636,0.0,0.24172424439743956,0.0,0.21844965721775247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873205806885578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540110248135926,0.0,0.0,0.11607924788925855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381883917761739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373485050304656,0.0,0.0,0.17150888420090346,0.0,0.0,0.1357798126960555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27713310682067965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384013477514087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464333477610325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048062544651659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425493655303154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295843394198223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786928039691201,0.0,0.0,0.07965543509877804
anxiety,Lumpyspacebetch,2020/02/16,I have a thinking problem My anxiety is very agitated right now. I can not make eye contact with people. I think about the way I’m breathing and every little thing. I can actually see people become anxious because the way I am acting. Or people look at me weird because they can see something wrong with me. I hate this feeling and I don’t want to be alive if this is how it’s going to be.,2.3589107142857166,4.174237212500003,4.35464285714286,84.19750000000002,76.875,6.071428571428572,26.42857142857143,6.868970318607317,1.2544821428571429,307,12,60,3,7,105,58,80,0.22,0.713,0.067,-0.9129999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,10,2,2,2,0,14,21,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,5,11,0,6,19,0,8,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.19186264524797744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040583480128702,0.2221129280476848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970282072186616,0.21713989815654886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565209958206875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941174034916828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117377880538167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411131314528365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970545083181096,0.0,0.0,0.1651025783807183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312384599552526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089131022429112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812887069871265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790355645623978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133448524414045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135970468497995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061870712354598,0.25195903435382216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622235418427593,0.11596545837650278,0.3121191581797767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496177467706226,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johntheboy313,2020/02/16,"Need some advice/help Hi so I need some guidance as I feel very lost at the minute. I've suffered from anxiety and depression for years now, but when I graduated university last summer things just spiralled out of control to the point where I was put on anti depressants again and my doctor told me I wasn't fit for work. The anti depressants have helped with my depression but my anxiety is still that bad that doing anything but sitting in my room is a massive struggle. A couple of weeks ago my doctor said I should start to be eased in to a job again, but I had a work capability assessment a few days ago and got told that I should take a year of sick pay and focus on getting better, as if I got a job I would likely crash within a few weeks, and this has happened before. I'm running out of things to say when friends and family ask if I've got a job, so this is a nightmare situation especially as the only person who's not a professional who knows is my mum. And it's all well and good trying to focus on getting better but I've been trying for many years now and haven't made much progress, recently I've been trying mindfullness and working out but neither has helped much (I also start counselling again next week but this has never helped much either). I want to work, be happy, not be anxious all the time and not feel so alienated from everyone else my age and society in general. What should I do?  Has anyone else been in a similar situation and recovered? Can anyone point me in the right direction of something that would help?",6.535014464802316,6.262254918032787,7.075911282545808,76.28700096432016,65.39344262295081,10.324011571841847,32.03953712632594,9.916854025145753,2.9349942140790746,1230,43,237,24,17,405,154,305,0.155,0.743,0.10099999999999999,-0.9392,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,9,15,15,0,1,18,0,27,3,0,2,3,50,49,31,0,10,14,1,2,1,1,5,3,2,1,1,13,17,0,1,3,0,1,2,7,8,1,0,14,4,22,7,33,27,11,48,0,6,0,0,15,19,0,4,27,165,35,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245704986155448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876940006170383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315704053635542,0.09714878421548366,0.0,0.12025805981082364,0.08811105288055013,0.07076576501827933,0.0,0.0803928159512211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180142865187544,0.0,0.0,0.0731745914519372,0.0,0.0,0.15210947441885198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964496243544678,0.0,0.0951507659502391,0.0,0.055459039547426606,0.0,0.2962661511259699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603708083622358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367396625950246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217098723823152,0.0,0.0,0.08106752450568037,0.0,0.08696233755104656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664387794191192,0.0,0.08985666978138145,0.0,0.0,0.07212771800512356,0.2063318605057393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760442426336894,0.09154225109514337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881999505400521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25600743691277283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726007361926151,0.07009661736283257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042012342593745665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387264937924747,0.0,0.0,0.081369636752476,0.0,0.08718445589258106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896465346745272,0.12752697713883487,0.06632390244940377,0.0,0.0914556335869278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654023399324625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508667588162292,0.0,0.0,0.16258432077739926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644775857256044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490873682052504,0.0,0.0,0.07343843745861392,0.08180002131595591,0.06838590951334676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332180046739872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620241072236734,0.0,0.0,0.1217340435375337,0.0,0.06867494877317462,0.0,0.0,0.08989963844178653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465681349109545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426123372815625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050143814332007486,0.0,0.0,0.16434197447646307,0.0,0.1751529183203285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095408628249805,0.05072151086068199,0.0,0.2069376874255657,0.0,0.07731896644113606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504187315391826,0.0,0.0,0.12217539273160538,0.0,0.0,0.1661320205839899
anxiety,coder9876,2020/02/16,I am losing with my anxiety It's been a 15 months of intense therapy and I am still not able to speak in front of public. It makes my heart rate goes high and constantly thinks of something will go wrong. Don't know if this will follow the rest of my life.,1.5888888888888886,3.454631222222221,2.8257037037037063,94.03966666666668,79.37037037037038,6.542222222222222,20.059259259259264,7.554174236665415,0.4211303703703706,202,5,46,3,5,65,44,54,0.138,0.838,0.024,-0.7269,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,1,0,8,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,7,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,29,8,0,0.2786830277620474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319175344897565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011573490513701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838198693006653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302407297044894,0.0,0.2944439195905622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315690386721273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684206414460045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117750237079641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860230850403422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244213396849385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145438099920968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255662596031356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186983297125999,0.0,0.0,0.17856883146245595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046961424631803,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hollivertwist27,2020/02/16,"Podcast Help?!? I’m working on a podcast talking about what happens during an anxiety attack, so what exactly happens to you? I’ll mention you by name and give you credit! ☺️",1.0870588235294107,3.713403,3.720823529411767,80.49770588235297,92.52941176470587,5.072941176470589,33.270588235294106,6.742157984588678,2.717548235294118,138,9,22,2,5,48,28,34,0.129,0.698,0.17300000000000001,0.3867,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,13,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783570711720707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41395096264493453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490541467223759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6435323384623578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389221549510146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29246231416236784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26489933083834993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TyRJo,2020/02/16,how do I calm my nerves before a big event? so I'm gonna be in this super official meeting soon where there's going to be a lot of authority figures and stuff. I'm afraid I'm going to faint or feel anxious and it's a situation I can't really escape. what do I do except for taking meds?,1.6021874999999994,2.650913593750001,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000002,77.125,7.620000000000001,22.175,8.238735603445708,1.1357850000000005,226,6,50,4,5,84,48,64,0.087,0.7659999999999999,0.146,0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,14,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754425010168152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28279151249759354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680379109635308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37774581582216943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825382386954694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36914783622169023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129014866415053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735570180042759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38044259160287774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498735929729285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marcy_vampirequeen,2020/02/16,"Anxiety without increased bp/pulse? I have awful anxiety that I’ve had a long time. Social and GAD, but also OCD. Diagnosed early in life and been through a lot of treatment/medications/CBT. My symptoms of anxiety are usually sweating, fear, cold feet, tremors, tightness in throat and chest, loose bowels. But recently I had a doctor tell me “if your heart rate isn’t high then it’s not anxiety”. Which... gave me some bad anxiety, haha. 

I do have increased bp in extreme cases, like panic attacks, and sometimes I get painful scary palpitations. But my Generalized Anxiety doesn’t raise it. My fear/sweaty palms/general self isn’t plagued with a constant 120 pulse. 

Have and I’d your heard this from a doctor? 

Is the lack of high pulse the reason inderol didn’t help my anxiety? 


Thanks guys",3.6961187214611897,6.450820849315073,4.370383561643834,81.06525570776256,76.8082191780822,7.728949771689497,30.281278538812785,8.648137234880735,2.8316599086757983,628,30,109,14,15,200,99,146,0.3,0.612,0.087,-0.9847,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,0,1,8,1,2,7,2,13,12,6,1,0,18,17,11,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,6,3,12,3,10,11,5,14,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,8,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888935888195677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6621868967736257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067897047081313,0.0,0.0,0.1032493702114842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363050411705482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551039515592294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531386641111559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782995420630584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460626716225241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244098648581092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653547499140532,0.08288543542082863,0.2613031993609215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734339157234967,0.060413114270255565,0.0,0.0,0.1094335504328356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512971687735596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158096487120752,0.14508616751721018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714114901206405,0.12209748143977753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900239450913825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605388707209467,0.0,0.0,0.12230104878675295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285281410198144,0.0,0.0,0.10808265279097956,0.11384778865349915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210604784597331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619195577076892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920202094999285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jokertriad,2020/02/16,"Feeling depressed about being 26/m and single Moved to a new city a few months ago and feeling awful in this regard.

I've been in relationships before and have hooked up a lot, but it feels awful being single. All my cousins and my brother are in relationships some younger some older, but it feels like 26 is just too old to date and I missed my opportunity to date and find someone and get married. It seems like everyone these days finds someone at around 23/24 and they get married and happily ever after. 

Was dating a girl for about 4 months and found out on Valentine's day she was fucking someone else. 

Feeling like I should just accept this and focus more on my career and continue on.",4.8745112781954925,6.510808819548871,5.212037593984963,81.3836203007519,69.82706766917292,7.124511278195487,28.33759398496241,7.554174236665415,1.7134216541353393,555,20,100,6,10,176,84,133,0.075,0.7490000000000001,0.177,0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,1,0,4,2,9,1,0,0,2,34,20,14,0,1,4,2,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,14,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,5,8,5,17,13,8,25,0,2,0,1,7,10,1,4,17,70,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359038497180295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364822046287691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045915146453407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775004128714607,0.0,0.13204935591934291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807439955486474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868153443560655,0.0,0.1464983549261613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876015069292736,0.2190554899479028,0.0,0.0,0.2802529301377277,0.0,0.0,0.16810118346732647,0.0,0.14173657195064734,0.16020075630770772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470482405428974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034230960806714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24474797489106875,0.1629488056734402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480718771280246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087753591191484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292042989884231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395715531385155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897080498166808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alien_Liver,2020/02/16,Does a change in the weather cause anxiety for anyone? Usually at the start of spring when it starts to get warm everything feels sort of.. off? I’ve felt it my entire life and I’m just wondering if anyone else has experienced this.,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,81.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,22.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8931333333333336,185,6,36,5,5,60,40,45,0.039,0.91,0.051,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,7,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174236562987788,0.0,0.0,0.3687933529619632,0.2702086718839803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27090944249133064,0.27897704097658804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307800462134397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030125811749104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370113444887342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334296303013354,0.0,0.2532091522827327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377809628177994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627073061484156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733197272303239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904464167076866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28598924517573593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,donut-burps,2020/02/16,"Using Xanax for anxiety? Advice? So I have pretty bad social anxiety and depression and I’ve been on sertraline for the past year or so without any major difference in my daily life. I’ve been prescribed a low dose of Xanax to use in case of really bad panic attacks, but I’m too scared to use it. Anybody else tried this? What are your experiences?",2.682731092436974,5.191660970588238,4.510336134453784,80.02794117647062,79.0,8.003361344537815,24.420168067226893,8.841846274778883,2.2440815126050424,278,10,50,7,7,94,53,68,0.271,0.6990000000000001,0.03,-0.9361,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,2,2,0,4,4,0,3,0,8,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,10,6,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911971983286672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305586494628022,0.0,0.2993595286945922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259209108335748,0.0,0.0,0.32673672747956606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685221215290845,0.0,0.0,0.20442360204058024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344926013673844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139353554737906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382008135781422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956546601701505,0.0,0.0,0.1867801084019551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990570928510407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534514103925462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589031651376326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945126281958614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284065144430113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069636110127258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886097617562962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259989616603145
anxiety,aiddyboy01,2020/02/16,"What should i do? So i would start off by saying i do have bad anxiety but the thing is when im in nervous situations or when im about to do something, people make comments saying no need for nerves, the thing is i dont notice im nervous its hard to explain but have any of you out there experiences anything similar?",4.803636363636365,4.8563676969696985,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,69.0,9.024242424242424,31.65151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.4453151515151514,252,10,52,4,4,86,46,66,0.23,0.77,0.0,-0.9054,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,9,14,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,9,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340447273935127,0.0,0.1500719269350751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143379186197596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163796390604769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22991347711291185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918949886630472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573261490802008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6357020139587495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094710454216976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545990903157635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334443765519754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600176545382253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120095339834984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050684600791826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102367918378448,0.0,0.0,0.13885236909315318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606574551804693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935578111672006,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,treptowgrutt,2020/02/16,"Mega Frustration! Can't. Get. Motivated. Full disclosure - I am comorbid - ADHD, bipolar + severe anxiety. I hate everything right now, even all the things I am supposed to enjoy, all of it. Every time I start something I just want it to be over with, even if it is an activity that makes me happy.  My body is stuck in slug mode and it is (seemingly) impossible to make good decisions around self-care. I am in the final two chapters of a dissertation for my EdD and writing each word is like pulling a tooth... and there is the learning difference to contend with... UGH! It sounds like such a sob story and I am actively sitting here feeling sorry for myself instead of JUST GETTING ON WITH IT. Do you ever feel like you want to unzip your skin and just walk out of it, get as far from the case of consciousness (<-- I can't spell that word so bad the lookup doesn't even work, I have to speak it into Google to get the stupid word to be spelled right)? Now I am eating ice cream and I will probably delete this in an hour because I am also a coward. This winter is killing me. I'll be alright, I just needed to get that out and if I say it to any friends and family they will... well you know... most times it makes everything worse. Also, my eye is twitching... the good one because, HA! I am blind in the other one.... Okay, please remind me why we try so hard!",1.8202159354926903,4.011399464944657,3.3030422304223066,89.25847751810853,80.18081180811808,6.524039907065737,22.95216618832855,7.662118739084242,1.0495763564302307,1049,35,219,17,27,344,158,271,0.155,0.705,0.141,-0.8483,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,4,1,2,20,19,4,0,14,3,24,8,4,4,3,45,42,15,1,5,6,0,4,3,1,2,3,3,0,0,17,17,1,0,8,0,0,2,3,7,1,3,1,10,28,12,32,36,5,26,0,1,3,0,10,14,1,4,12,152,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666199479891584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518221144626824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298778093785424,0.0,0.0933562116897149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863675610716064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189387734006704,0.14878244120979295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555304125600975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750028802954347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487196438166467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418083057926832,0.11038737302073184,0.10281949829845972,0.0,0.21935383953559928,0.0,0.11504345461277835,0.0,0.12340882238699573,0.08718161426295068,0.0,0.13368304914653867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428370671533537,0.0,0.318790470496155,0.0,0.0,0.20471383339364907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299082076729475,0.1093191213919563,0.12048400160340438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017959775634325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501331491355348,0.0,0.06706707979017057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788599710364195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443773301534821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048718396075094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653877423837342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395745457355096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157404716360618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843393450385728,0.0,0.09704689177601583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109580783112873,0.12730880717010928,0.13786447551876918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939482743507422,0.0,0.13660785583418972,0.08637678896657894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107443231157338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423188302194099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285355092127948,0.0,0.11921016983702636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395845606913885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972385132907933,0.0,0.11011733571833683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884271522932354,0.0,0.1243637853003435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GrizzlyKicks,2020/02/16,"Just got the courage to take Zoloft for the first time Hey All - I've had anxiety for years now. It's finally gotten so bad (panic attacks, constant shortness of breath, chest pain, etc.) that I decided to go on medication. I've been prescribed Zoloft three separate times but was always too afraid to take it. I was prescribed it a week ago and was so scared but I finally got the courage to cut the pill and swallow it. 

No scary side effects that I was scared of so far. So proud of myself and just wanted to share. I really hope it works, I just want to feel like myself again.",2.8733043478260885,4.787889069565222,3.5680434782608725,89.9642391304348,75.69565217391305,7.034782608695654,24.54347826086957,7.908726449838941,1.2160608695652178,453,15,95,7,10,143,72,115,0.201,0.634,0.165,-0.6282,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,10,14,2,4,5,0,6,8,2,1,1,15,16,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,2,9,1,8,6,12,7,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,12,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581735454110848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847379492015947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650373994790865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299773351595815,0.0,0.0,0.14898735802327934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928268978197069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900431094737506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022305797059256,0.1274753568744028,0.0,0.3909378036202603,0.0,0.15177833581999625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014098022394156,0.0,0.2854245785908883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722810336492134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717525604899733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975640404004833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986944212987208,0.20935725554389653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431124715333263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35729293054824746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683246838150657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809598245620736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049341329184532,0.0,0.14313131787606814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990418823159855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490751319115625
anxiety,Kanpert,2020/02/16,"Switching meds (SSRI)? Hello everyone,

When you had to switch your SSRI/SNRI after a couple of weeks, or even months let's say, did you have to taper for a while or could you just hop directly on the other ones? Asking especially if they are from the same category and even similar, such as Lexapro and Celexa (Escitalopram and Citalopram)?

Thank you.",5.35546875,7.336419859375002,5.995750000000001,74.87425000000003,69.15625,8.870000000000003,26.8625,9.3871,2.4506287500000004,277,9,48,6,5,90,53,64,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,1,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,8,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,1,8,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,5,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832533060563223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419116278331702,0.3352509637869849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002420354573009,0.0,0.0,0.2895184541273358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098262244996763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33655187091411204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418424950129061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053128192837177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409485813891279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27895106263133074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430390635340139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jezsuz,2020/02/16,Is it just me ? Can someone relate ? Is this anxiety or something else? I stay waiting in the car for hours making sure nobody is looking at me and get extremely nervous about my looks I feel like everyone is looking at me or  judging me in there own minds it’s been a thing all my life. And 90% of the time I’m just like I’ll stay in the car. I just can’t go out in public I’m at my home 24/7. I now can’t even go to the back of my yard without feeling nervous.,-0.7411764705882362,1.2401724313725495,1.8387254901960801,97.01926470588238,89.39215686274511,4.576470588235295,21.245098039215684,5.985473137389443,0.04335686274509865,356,13,85,3,12,122,64,102,0.086,0.841,0.073,0.2045,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,5,0,8,1,0,1,2,16,20,4,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,5,12,3,14,19,2,18,0,0,3,0,1,8,0,2,6,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998027546616904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075292383329755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637774161854658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949138808007052,0.0,0.0,0.1873373767795787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982609281327156,0.14006055179489646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024297831191247,0.0,0.2228432727285184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966574943947645,0.0,0.1930730569575536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384782784799519,0.19156352669973492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939063079254225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086713292638932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979579940982494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611536650437608,0.1509314464636517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179335688981608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847779613630494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024913362773774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432028449951355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898843238544172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hunnadolla44,2020/02/16,"Recently started taking 10 mg of paxil Is this going to be enough for me? I have severe social anxiety that prevents me from doing pretty much anything. I talked to my doctor, which was extremely nerve racking by itself, and he prescribed me 10 mg of paxil. So far i'm not experiencing any relief from anxiety, but I can feel it doing something I guess. I read it can take weeks to start working. If you've taken this drug before can you tell me what it did for you, and how long it took to start working?",4.458657142857142,5.5298933800000025,5.793428571428574,78.97100000000002,70.2,7.7142857142857135,27.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.780071428571429,398,13,73,5,7,134,70,100,0.069,0.898,0.034,-0.3372,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,0,9,21,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,12,1,11,16,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,52,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654781745303492,0.0,0.28471721261866034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313649987744712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834917932445594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190471355753302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580572305725712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228107381459045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409287096867004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575943280687508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204999497528386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468410141160214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679781707271538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932078386034007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614070596010515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837417678216557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102291239028605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969567413101776,0.0,0.1432614408796936,0.0,0.0,0.3951471167969002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27983356383408503,0.14957237215798674,0.16265116577743705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675322296804546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927045178271656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27095197827476936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlottedScreech,2020/02/16,"I need help (If you are sensitive to the topic of stalkers please for your safety do not read) 

So just this morning I was heading to church, and the whole way I felt like I was being watched, and I am really anxious about it, Im not sure what kind of anxiety I have, But I do know that sometimes my brain goes into fight or flight mode randomly and I get really scared of everything, but so far all day I feel like Ive been being watched and Im kinda scared to look behind me, please help me.",3.4867545076282944,4.109407883495145,4.6980859916782265,87.5873786407767,72.10679611650484,8.215811373092926,25.393897364771146,8.418075326091056,1.3990149791955613,384,11,85,6,7,127,70,103,0.11900000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.157,0.6237,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,1,2,2,0,11,2,2,0,2,20,17,10,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,5,15,4,10,11,2,4,1,0,3,0,5,2,0,4,3,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394212125056984,0.19780001739418895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545652238267325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291751179113182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573581341834384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852993899585418,0.12508316412024073,0.16811228950804444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147644506964588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969117717958352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347160829244471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37825096259667146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232759054390807,0.0962239873553732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107866378196127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703013085541974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298258053355521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38438889706757456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513574805024645,0.0,0.2243321821417994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505879988616237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731668716164137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501871348346345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389769957554323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547990860050735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deffnotnick,2020/02/16,Any advice on asking out a girl Im 26 and ive always had social anxiety always been afraid to talk to people including asking someone out( which i never did). But i recently made friends with this girl and im thinking about asking her out but im afraid that it will ruin our friendship,2.9663793103448266,4.8638421896551725,4.599517241379309,82.74720689655173,75.3793103448276,6.708965517241379,23.66896551724138,7.554174236665415,1.2627958620689652,229,7,42,3,5,77,41,58,0.11,0.7909999999999999,0.099,-0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,8,5,0,6,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993033215764803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064228888173729,0.0,0.0,0.12521515055965018,0.0,0.1408594370195299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164118829312596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225887712943433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5966780704904927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422886540125193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201290228066935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765300284160044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180679513041367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876980012369236,0.1560132953041373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799723516588534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798348042133301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omnitouchcorp,2020/02/16,"Nothing, nobody, alcohol is not my friend, anxious, fearful I have been feeling unusually isolated, anxious and fearful lately. No one out there. Random people I try to interact with are frequently dismissive or threatening. The idea that drinking could relive me has crossed my mind but I can't that doing much real help aside from short term, and being replaced with misery over time. I have never found anyone interested in any kind of meaningful relationship. Distracting myself with school work just leaves me frustrated because I haven't been able to get it together the past few days, finding constant errors and complications.",8.211792452830192,10.699805226415098,7.611462264150944,64.09191037735852,62.77358490566038,10.58301886792453,37.778301886792455,10.686352973137794,4.9796452830188676,518,26,68,14,8,162,87,106,0.244,0.674,0.08199999999999999,-0.9638,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,3,2,0,12,2,0,0,1,21,15,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,5,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,1,10,3,10,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,8,50,13,2,0.16924686659498672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808734291311893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509367300694312,0.0,0.0,0.3824015700941144,0.0,0.11834134430887053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031713189836825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828957367382904,0.0,0.13512985123322133,0.0,0.0,0.10915022750983344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579749630803187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808995566982652,0.08557630104977272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546885699023052,0.0,0.0,0.18557045349475326,0.1307597092962818,0.0,0.08842450238906871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344260710778604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105911158633446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624456714915224,0.0,0.0,0.1909178373937616,0.17920799440572868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089108840266268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441592074137454,0.0,0.1305336172564196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239693311112388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468605694809793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156528484704727,0.11733446712909172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263998703965649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170779585135427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128686465309645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868920895878426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490751276189524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321373460160287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FuuUuUuuUuCcKKKk,2020/02/16,"Is it normal to have so much anxiety when you have to go to somewhere like school or parties? I have to go to school tomorrow in a long time ago. The idea of being with people who I don't usually spend time with everyday scares me and makes me really sad. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow but my mom told me to so I don't have other option. The same happens when I go to parties (but to be honest I don't like parties, I just avoid them when I can). I know this anxiety will disappear in a few days because this isn't the first time it happened to me but every time this happens it becomes more difficult to deal with. Any tips that would help me to forget about it? 

Would appreciate your help :)",2.379735632183909,3.9318245310344864,4.096293103448279,87.215933908046,76.10344827586206,7.591954022988506,24.49712643678161,8.344100000000001,1.4513333333333331,547,18,117,10,12,184,79,145,0.11599999999999999,0.6809999999999999,0.203,0.9543,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,7,7,0,2,5,0,16,0,0,1,0,20,26,10,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,2,0,1,5,5,4,0,1,1,0,18,3,20,20,4,22,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,17,85,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609015521991918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673036180627627,0.0,0.21763156049134225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671023134973116,0.1570966144470895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917351990115619,0.14664665717380676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984616480584953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209921284423784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233607155218542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37735599761258537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068545026139566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057543831290313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817323008373649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898584036902994,0.0,0.0,0.12588089651722184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494854662479407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659370282206293,0.0,0.0,0.1045652355455555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393682906284804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861363497417434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112473808111374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241041684537956,0.4318736197485984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33177298593581306,0.0,0.0,0.13591962516461314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566609638730515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020912020476852,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fouglas_Dir,2020/02/16,"Self Judgement The other night I mustered up the courage to hangout with my friends. This was after frantically checking Facebook messenger for literally every 2 minutes for about 3 hours.  It’s exhausting. I finally go and have a good time, having a good amount to drink. Every time I drink, even if I was the best behaved man on the planet I have severe negative thoughts the next day. I worry about who I talked to and worry that they may disapprove of my behavior. This might not sound like much, but It’s the kind of self judgement that really creates a sense of dread. It’s an awful feeling, and I want to let it go.",3.374795454545456,5.643416525000003,4.397878787878788,82.96227272727275,75.41666666666666,7.363636363636362,28.40909090909091,8.296473431620573,2.1902500000000003,493,21,91,9,11,160,79,120,0.168,0.696,0.136,-0.6268,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,10,0,2,10,1,8,3,0,0,0,12,13,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,3,10,4,2,0,2,3,1,2,2,3,0,0,3,2,11,7,15,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,9,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749979026291146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907995257416013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33138149954960555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171398726399638,0.0,0.2850119499183602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552120387600927,0.0,0.0,0.18528230121143152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067552138051566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224993183382527,0.283729690361951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656676050641994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613109440702662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295496140610364,0.0,0.08263223407856131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942858244261164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433581719027526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988007465889755,0.15872446071197907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835406927026857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528954330044317,0.19107768294112104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594663657144354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342765991020614,0.19725133842411344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997619151778056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34353549363445146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pikachuisreal,2020/02/16,"After having breakdowns every 2 to 3 days, I've decided I'll try to practice mindfulness and focus kn the present this week Posting this as motivation and a promise to myself.",15.479999999999995,8.78196609090909,14.801212121212124,47.72181818181818,54.75757575757576,16.83636363636364,57.24242424242424,13.023866798666859,7.465024242424244,143,8,21,3,1,49,28,33,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31593344410860186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127468193048451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946412972126581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691716604478651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332597806610601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39295389196392944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway1994717,2020/02/16,"Climate anxiety I was browsing the popular section of reddit when I came across an article about how there are millions of methane hot spots in the arctic, and there were comments on it about how it could increase world temperature by 5C. I had anxiety before, and this just made it worse. How do I not have anxiety about climate change?",9.566559139784943,8.563028774193551,8.837741935483873,68.50994623655916,59.645161290322584,12.137634408602151,43.24731182795699,11.20814326018867,5.00836989247312,272,14,45,6,3,86,46,62,0.126,0.7959999999999999,0.078,-0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,4,0,10,9,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,1,4,1,9,3,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6922927555422057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25668507752919223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34501146686692113,0.0,0.0,0.3191096126119283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408459305442871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285432020922866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741088731331245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ellywillow,2020/02/16,"Anyone into video games? I've been wanting to get into video games for a long time, but I've noticed that my anxiety flares up when there a time limit or it seems like time is a factor in any way. Does anyone else struggle with this, and if so what games would you recommend to someone like me? How did you get over it? (I've been trying on and off for a few years)",3.641948051948052,3.9646672207792193,4.514701298701301,90.12348051948051,71.59740259740259,7.19896103896104,23.19220779220779,6.742157984588678,0.4952046753246751,284,6,64,2,5,92,55,77,0.062,0.81,0.128,0.7423,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,9,8,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,12,5,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,8,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163517253573995,0.0,0.1818297490693248,0.0,0.0,0.3323922698048185,0.2435382119745663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080013177310651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855681952619825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483630824638269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224352590620975,0.0,0.0,0.21034533571024644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706079936752144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638113302763295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201391251710715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848184748119856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157912481385443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613737329401351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401938310782096,0.18866471598837226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884588096729952,0.0,0.0,0.15306250435117236
anxiety,DebPratimBose69,2020/02/16,Mental health involves emotional social and psychological Wellness. It demonstrates the way we deal with stress full situations and emotions. It is the key to our all round development and happiness as human beings at every stage of our lives. Awareness on Mental Health,8.048181818181817,11.443230181818185,7.204545454545452,63.00181818181821,65.36363636363637,8.945454545454545,33.72727272727273,9.516144504307137,4.029881818181819,224,10,28,5,4,69,37,44,0.055,0.7859999999999999,0.159,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,6,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179167326463404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755333341146588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780912375229399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501095465089307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493601595081115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664661781942055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42602941879630135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375925999066165,0.0,0.21546860060737305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212755845587985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777839603329608,0.0,0.0,0.19005010520724885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,in12visi03ble,2020/02/16,"Scared of being on my own in a big city Tomorrow my best friend has an important test away from home in a big city. I agreed to go with them, because they said that they'd be less nervous with someone on their side. 

Today, they told me that I would've to wait outside the building because only candidates are allowed there. So, I would be alone at the train station. I don't have good coordination and get lost easily (even with a phone). But I'm scared of being alone there, because at this train station are shady people. I've never been away from home in a big city without anyone. So, do you have experience with being alone in a big city? Some tips? I would be alone for about 1 - 2 hours and I can't really leave this place because I'm getting lost easily.

I'm currently 18 and I'm probably overthinking this (my sister had some bad experience in a big city because she was alone that just makes me more worried), but I can't really tell anyone because they wouldn't understand. My family is quite successful and doesn't understand ""being anxious because you're alone somewhere"". Please help.",4.116959403479702,5.909272582159628,4.863606738470036,82.50919635459819,72.00469483568075,8.204252968793151,27.083402375034517,8.841846274778883,2.103485722176195,872,31,166,17,17,281,115,213,0.11199999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.127,0.8037,2,6,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,6,5,7,10,0,3,9,0,25,0,0,2,1,23,40,8,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,7,1,21,4,24,22,6,24,0,2,0,0,15,18,0,2,5,103,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5872874631743428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676654814895632,0.0,0.13216365018643225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758577064737524,0.0,0.07890979543625105,0.4032761641227657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991797661131069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062421297016714734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848928934848201,0.0890932380507643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730162420362922,0.0,0.098752511811565,0.0,0.05371077691499573,0.07926838755065968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334636947717381,0.0,0.1895974095294727,0.0,0.09307082743464223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000697719870142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633214961473764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630844745372011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288999220602027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187719467456541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551958471921095,0.0,0.09874019822502267,0.10374082931677006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189504430917537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052033458963616,0.0,0.0,0.12108781910909228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989825230384825,0.0,0.1892369422107313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007587829082786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260370019181876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958203741026137,0.09030594398339012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677123238916103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110183499894524,0.0,0.0,0.0959769300565053,0.0,0.20140619961486236,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConfidentPangolin8,2020/02/16,"how do i stop overthinking, and be more comfortable socially? (20, male) i've been reclusive for all of last year (i was 19), and 2 months ago ""resurfaced"" and began getting back in touch with old friends and hanging out. i'm with friends a lot but i don't know how to navigate the social stratosphere anymore

i'm so anxious, and i worry, and i overthink about literally everything. does he want me here, would they have had a better time if i left, did i say the wrong thing, when he said ""you're a weird guy but in a good way"" did he really mean it, were they waiting for me to leave

for example on v-day i went to a party to a girl i've been taking out on dates and she kissed me (not the first time). i was drunk as shit (not drinking anymore after that night) and called an uber, when it pulled up i asked if her and i could make out before i left. she said no and i spent a good deal of time yesterday overthinking about if she was mad at me or if i made an ass of myself, and asking my friend who was there with me about it. she wants me to come over to her apartment alone for the first time, so turns that one was all in my head.

it's... it's just hard. i don't know how to separate what's in my head vs. what's really an issue. i don't know what's appropriate conduct and what's not. i don't know what fucking natural human behavior feels like.

how do i stop this?",2.0527879874495767,3.2786964123711364,3.4962378604512168,92.53118780815781,76.2852233676976,7.122725235320486,22.617809651875092,7.7425588080867325,0.7211307634842372,1060,29,250,15,23,349,155,291,0.14400000000000002,0.733,0.12300000000000001,-0.7426,0,1,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,3,15,14,3,0,14,0,21,8,4,6,2,53,46,28,0,8,12,0,3,1,3,1,0,3,0,4,15,19,2,3,6,2,1,4,8,5,0,3,17,6,36,9,34,26,4,41,0,0,0,3,28,15,3,6,22,162,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963639814332649,0.0,0.0,0.11258975317046067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281024258184706,0.21562026102336287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032565061629184,0.0,0.0,0.08359052125441363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925033637796948,0.0,0.0,0.09614428838832104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100405728589674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364318946582352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679530162973165,0.0,0.0,0.0701083205021744,0.11207421962880296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513199038184647,0.0,0.0,0.10649344737805863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977006518294808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496654361849608,0.07766174103968024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493566287482327,0.0,0.0,0.2519649427379064,0.10049973136305378,0.05679597280894,0.0,0.0,0.18235992589339026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763901467458592,0.0,0.0,0.09738192356270024,0.0,0.22313362101747344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346396671400424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23897452356145515,0.08861235528590729,0.0,0.1151071490640439,0.2362253227177335,0.0,0.0,0.053109732942465744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242051589488087,0.0,0.10286309714595128,0.07256411071989644,0.0,0.0,0.11841598495397128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677049751410858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201604511667434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140718229528454,0.0,0.07366404102935566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928355553602118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068143321017842,0.0864497708780981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158824027385253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163029864046646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177120608045325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173564922642752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222143820519106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25355640018854475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824419022190705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823878555394913,0.0862881550106597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007743447197738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039928017580666,0.0,0.07722376425020394,0.11885624094895872,0.0,0.07000504059586711
anxiety,MrMandu,2020/02/16,"First Time Posting Here. I Can't Figure Out If There's Something Wrong With Me. This doesn't happen often, but sometimes I have these moments where I just get caught in a mental loop or chain of thoughts that I can't break out of. It's hard to describe what this feeling is like, but basically it's like one thought associated with another thought, associated with another, over and over in super rapid succession. For example, ""this person was really rude to me,"" ""everyone's been rude to me,"" ""I hate this town,"" ""I wonder if I should even stay here for the long term,"" ""speaking of which, do my current friends even like me,"" ""have I ever felt truly at home here,"" ""what if these people are just pretending to like me,"" and so on. It's weird because I fully realize it's happening and I try to stop, but the thoughts are moving so fast and they're so vivid that I can't stop. When it happens, I usually get really stressed and, especially if I'm around a lot of people, I immediately start disliking everyone around me and want to leave.

I've wondered for a while if this is a panic or anxiety attack, but as far as I can tell I'm still able to positively interact with the people around me, though it is extremely uncomfortable. And usually just being alone for a little while does the trick. I calm down, gain some clarity, and realize I'm having foolish thoughts. Has anyone else experienced this before? If so, could you make recommendations for how to get better?",8.01560752414845,6.9559416868327455,8.363124046771734,70.85253558718863,62.736654804270465,12.01433655312659,36.085663446873404,11.20814326018867,3.9375976614133217,1158,45,219,28,14,384,154,281,0.17,0.665,0.165,0.2718,1,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,5,23,18,5,2,9,0,20,0,0,2,1,55,43,31,0,9,15,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,19,17,0,2,12,1,0,2,4,9,0,2,9,6,24,9,35,31,3,38,0,0,1,0,6,16,0,13,21,153,43,1,0.1003185769912076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389979126304613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103855498262848,0.07674343681425376,0.0,0.0,0.07014508155534792,0.10278823722844548,0.0,0.2679144068867745,0.0,0.11412686378749536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115327341047251,0.0,0.08536372020719107,0.0,0.0,0.0887236290460356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009622073057562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778946275996634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380329847751332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251894795131947,0.0907438962354693,0.0,0.19171739874653904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050724086762730526,0.07166761144711818,0.09632156596523407,0.0,0.0,0.08533093034095236,0.0,0.0,0.07750588373241722,0.0,0.15723694794399992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661341589784098,0.0,0.08986574040747643,0.09904382575967344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062771219898448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062228881746607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960423577234044,0.10054556878098776,0.0,0.08877878379570177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528726673166281,0.0,0.0,0.06696342912814787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010975304260154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662277118508603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797846403442115,0.0,0.0,0.11770223525428584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864480999663196,0.08759431196082497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607746614160684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285332984490837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723014169006476,0.09921763778367593,0.0,0.07100600513125882,0.10692625526123403,0.08011454517196709,0.1677416446663479,0.1149145910023369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876828580105828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856249254862562,0.3982087221861485,0.05849656898419904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810972869268947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209734793080235,0.0,0.059170495874119926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758243488595008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096826156658373,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shelldonix,2020/02/16,"Just got back from a job interview. Now I can quit my toxic job and start a new one with better hours and pay. So happy right now. Through discussion with my councillor it became clear that my job was causing a lot of anxiety and stress for me. After even more hassle I've had since the new year. My manager believed that I had no other choice. 

2 weeks later, I had an interview today just round the corner from my old job. Luckily someone I used to work at my current job was interviewing me and understood the stress and why I need a change. Never thought that I would have the courage to make said change. Go me!",2.8010283159463505,4.8581124262295114,3.82397913561848,87.40067809239945,76.37704918032787,7.387183308494784,24.205663189269746,8.296473431620573,1.4811213114754098,484,16,98,9,11,156,81,122,0.086,0.7859999999999999,0.128,0.8118,6,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,2,9,0,8,0,0,3,2,19,17,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,9,2,15,3,11,7,2,19,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,15,65,20,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910515827784032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961571500591257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595813753219042,0.0,0.11457617308531334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308321776260842,0.2740927887461397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556634845084964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362607431633045,0.0,0.1036127217042936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790805400082884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275803488791497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6427903875352978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013851372051063,0.0,0.0,0.0864754240630964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605945363713014,0.09991670743416248,0.2502397958072908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359406070802026,0.0,0.08778622273487366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779204193065134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063472743589034,0.12323142179653356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071648423201951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976703195555317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091695937389965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967974644472697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284798304092874,0.0,0.0,0.1227979582982862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188933727863057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391694702311297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689844508442244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431371726928407,0.0,0.0,0.09202838283325,0.0,0.0,0.08342575292419331
anxiety,glorifiedconfetti,2020/02/16,"So stressed out! I am doing my bachelor for mechanical engineering in an University. After 2 years, some stuff happened and I changed my University and started over. I am very successful now. I have a chance to finish the college in 2 semesters now but it can go 3 semesters aswell. Because the university is making problems for me to take courses. If I finished my school in 3 semesters it will be 6 years of college education and 2 years wasted. Not only years, lots of money is wasted too. I am too stressed out about this. 2 years of money and time wasted. I am aware of I gained experience over those 2 years I wasted but I cant see the bright side of this situation. (Sorry for bad English). Thank you for reading this.",2.262023381294963,4.9473862230215815,3.8427293165467615,82.98553282374101,82.45323741007195,6.352697841726619,27.392535971223026,7.645422480735847,1.8784852517985609,571,26,107,10,16,189,81,139,0.22699999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.071,-0.9790000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,6,7,0,2,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,14,19,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,15,3,20,17,2,22,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,3,13,74,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818198558362588,0.10088463449934876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750724925184991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188653766486116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405501256620537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634728913645026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069851459821942,0.0,0.0,0.11046965592620832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586692720976767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835702143227667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554047212157444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749047027110395,0.1318786354520349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602408577902954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852588718602749,0.1171386988042932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791494997854877,0.0,0.18945296670485776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244321601597599,0.0,0.0,0.15236619320991948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650186575991604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655127358710847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6394427772354893
anxiety,Mattacosta2512,2020/02/16,"Fear of people leaving I come from a broken home and through my life people who have leaned a lot to me have always left without reason . Some made me get depressed but I always tried fighting against it. However I’m always scared . Everyday. When will these people I’m with today leave? When will they stop being a part of my life. Everyone promises to stay . Nobody does . I’ve also supported from a huge inferiority complex as I’m always scared society will never accept me for being dyslexic and LGBT . That that’s not why I’m writing today 
I’m just very scared I will never have constants in my life which I want . All my pillars of my life over the years just wash away with time and it hurts me . I love the people in my life now . But I’m always scared they won’t be there . The feel rats my head . Can I trust them ? Should I ? And I’m scared once I do and they leave I’ll be in a very bad state emotionally . I dont know why I’m even writing. I just don’t want him or anyone to go from my life . 
I dont know what to do to make ppl stay . I think I have changed a lot and outwardly everyone says I’m a nice and good person . Then why does my fire group change ? I’m not nice enough ? I care about life of all my close friends and give my life for them . Ain’t that enough ! What more should I do !",0.24007352941176666,2.4651413897058845,1.9110294117647089,96.5008823529412,87.30882352941177,4.723529411764706,17.323529411764707,6.158741222570753,-0.4342044117647061,1006,24,230,9,32,327,133,272,0.192,0.6809999999999999,0.127,-0.9531,1,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,0,5,0,10,21,1,6,10,0,23,11,1,3,4,44,48,16,0,4,9,0,2,0,1,7,9,1,1,1,10,12,0,1,7,0,0,2,10,11,0,0,1,3,36,10,26,36,9,27,0,3,0,1,16,9,0,4,13,139,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181301790717553,0.3215793789738552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404666608912435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262147220373777,0.0,0.0645383410504803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880770270163043,0.0,0.16353634206361325,0.06658305074924435,0.0,0.0835287521055972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657432262171832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528326362234516,0.0,0.18117901552322585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694680099266065,0.0,0.15973340006097275,0.0,0.05105281205465331,0.0,0.0,0.1477179298074352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697869402529483,0.03908282261783267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971815165291629,0.0,0.04038360036071308,0.07414868829431936,0.0439286962976183,0.06483162454018866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793272703376434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753348117843019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274620984401443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495894320150241,0.0,0.0,0.2455336642670387,0.08398156203613644,0.0,0.436767610863351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142738805038376,0.069762019766032,0.07313867518355884,0.05159520830289525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922979017121835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231696442762851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837032699762508,0.0,0.2143472951978631,0.06749126845219784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947243474399274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146831942047129,0.3869303629614898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477299580026775,0.0,0.06462232602416483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877137825356719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952770272416434,0.0,0.0,0.04507150695596268,0.0,0.14653379977523887,0.0,0.0,0.05247843016862228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755342352942042,0.09118153295789144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924093832767632,0.0,0.0,0.07450990418846591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977563448326038
anxiety,anxiousaf5,2020/02/16,"How to introduce yourself at a new job.. through a presentation? The title says it all. I've been freaking out this past week because I was asked to prepare a short presentation for people to ""get to know me"" at work. I hate/am deeply ashamed of everything about myself. I barely know who I am. How am I supposed to talk about myself in front of 30 people for 5 straight minute? I'm also a foreigner at my company, which makes it a hundred times worse. This is such a simple thing yet I just spent 4 hours in front of my computer procrastinating and I just finished crying from self-shame. I don't know what to do. I feel like if I make a bad or stupid impression it will affect my career and they will never forget this. I asked my boss if I have to do it - he said yes so there's no wiggling out of it. I just feel really anxious right now and I would appreciate some advice on how to not come off as awkward, anxious, or boring.",1.6360651629072684,3.8109076719576715,3.3984683932052384,88.41461152882209,80.74603174603175,6.306989696463382,22.645781119465326,7.475848149327749,0.9315333333333338,726,24,152,11,19,242,121,189,0.16399999999999998,0.765,0.071,-0.9535,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,14,8,1,2,8,1,12,0,0,7,2,31,26,13,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,12,6,0,0,5,0,1,3,4,6,0,0,4,4,22,2,28,19,2,26,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,5,12,106,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339739588094618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371918344229472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778033859841793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126408458988563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961483451512152,0.10193073642165207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440381246334888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367426585209587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502791473172095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690945792332835,0.11945611420262213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736124278552089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508699427972787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466990059517445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593186983559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756856297184546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169121936635985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323029540990455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896401699423166,0.1614941590243516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596225445875918,0.23184715984879545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712013466294236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427979287507628,0.15905667413293592,0.13297350232630226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443833240393433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439847819820622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108806285592952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975025214869084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412718719447406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173215220006775,0.0,0.17040306795307333,0.11878243621547725,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iwanttobeanactor1,2020/02/16,"I bought Humidifiers and Essential oils and they really helped!  I read an article about Essential oils and how they could be used to relieve a person from stress, anxiety and depression. I tried it for myself, first because I didn't really believe and wanted to try it out for myself. It really helped! It helped my muscle twitches a lot and overall I feel happier. I used an humidifier to use them, I think the essential oils can also be used with messaging but NOT DIRECTLY with skin. Putting them in humidifiers worked good for me though!",5.405378787878785,7.584621191919197,6.399886363636366,71.21982954545456,69.40404040404039,11.010606060606062,30.556818181818183,10.9516,4.07288787878788,434,18,73,15,8,144,63,99,0.057999999999999996,0.853,0.08900000000000001,0.6219,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,2,4,4,0,1,5,0,5,2,1,5,0,21,13,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,2,5,15,2,12,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,54,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361383163775977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023069457666386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377478000051313,0.0,0.0,0.19179859010611747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359202414136771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662471599930801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607684676496581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480334460485295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278656036791346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34231843824223296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472924911992874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864421716261306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113501493579605,0.0,0.0,0.17028287965605268,0.0,0.3271741811700729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500569201049928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908087472841507,0.1672568026225108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311592402760268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881197855985586,0.0,0.0,0.10041008190424223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393442603312313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Murky-Inspection,2020/02/16,"Any suggestions please Hi.... my boyfriend suffers from anxiety. He is currently taking Zoloft but I want to be more help. I want to help him feel better. Currently, he is working very long hours and sometimes that causes the panic attacks or really bad anxiety flairs. Is there anything you guys recommend for him to do to help subside the anxiety. He tries so hard and I’m really trying to help him. Thank you all in advance.",2.0133122362869216,4.861756481012659,3.2585126582278465,83.42633438818571,91.78481012658229,7.190295358649789,25.570675105485233,8.07648339933343,2.492062447257384,338,15,58,9,12,109,56,79,0.20800000000000002,0.517,0.275,0.821,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,2,6,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,9,11,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,2,8,10,2,6,0,1,0,0,15,1,0,1,4,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196993717080272,0.0,0.4039635627563773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484914232281926,0.0,0.0,0.20024771896083732,0.0,0.0,0.1469690231581721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567504218356332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808206277206692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900080431125731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428708903002132,0.0,0.0,0.15767899802128468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719289406952336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334386075861347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557718170571029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652108841043146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321667559792013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255253405794689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408789646457104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234484184679546,0.0,0.0,0.1620552091780384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390115237924717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452346136534293,0.20764185460553056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281443734680511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CantStantTheWeather,2020/02/16,"How to meet people in a new country? Hi guys

I moved to the United States recently and despite of knowing English I struggle to talk with the peoole because I feel shame. I'd like to know some advices or experiences from others about how to deal with this and make friends.",4.657075471698113,6.2621818301886805,4.7171226415094365,84.84285377358493,70.32075471698113,6.809433962264151,32.117924528301884,7.1686216300943375,1.9881358490566043,219,10,41,2,4,68,42,53,0.095,0.757,0.14800000000000002,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,12,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,11,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783067115892926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361358735517604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29361993191900515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785925001164255,0.0,0.0,0.14400522125909204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003849942092849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28200026968966085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130411417134603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391406179088458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010856662582068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027010782389752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27506502228280993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974469063627212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812091251685213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977384851763577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289142878213379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigboymanny,2020/02/16,"Give myself physical symptoms with anxiety When i get anxiety that i might have an illness my body will falsify symptoms of that illness. Most recently i thought i had a uti, i didnt, but my body felt the symptoms of a uti. This causes me to mistrust any symptoms i have and reluctant to go to the doctor. Most recently i have on and off left testicular pain that resonates into my lower back. I dont want to go to the doctor and have my mom pay $50 copay if im not sick i cant look up what it might be for fear of making anxiety worse. Help",3.2955263157894734,4.094970438596492,5.390307017543861,81.79756578947371,72.68421052631578,8.857894736842105,30.03947368421053,9.188382445141503,2.5302315789473675,426,18,89,9,8,149,71,114,0.26,0.682,0.057999999999999996,-0.9611,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,12,12,2,2,0,17,21,6,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,4,2,15,0,14,13,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,5,4,63,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030841227560782,0.0,0.3047744315543455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211484259878056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950212620850138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642196749339586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27185242809022675,0.0,0.0,0.15564036686685032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943668623655826,0.0,0.0,0.1275086258495796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938241006988936,0.12739366107598904,0.15094636402563513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901290109745402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143446563627564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442873622820831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151837857137352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864489218735988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28175918569788383,0.0,0.15553351105111626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130834148269558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622475464951473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521193269601328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542820075329616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832875788658193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533433317694146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thicc-homie,2020/02/16,I just asked my crush out and she likes me back! I was so nervous about telling her and I’m still kinda nervous right now lol. Is it normal to still be nervous?,-1.6852521008403372,-0.2752035588235273,-0.16042016806722434,104.86382352941177,114.0,1.9428571428571428,16.621848739495803,3.1291,-1.3261210084033612,125,4,29,0,7,39,28,34,0.248,0.614,0.138,-0.5447,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36094854069613896,0.0,0.0,0.2968847318336387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862747337572774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782930471211117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297246963929585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6166750660183331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374657631537835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Selfsee,2020/02/16,"Rick, Ricky and I (a short story about fear and love) Rick= body

Ricky= fear

I= love

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Self-love is the best way to overcome fear.

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After brushing my teeth in de morning before I start my day, I say: ''Hey Ricky, I love you.''. I see myself in the mirror. By saying those words I'm trying to make myself feel at ease. I'm feeling anxious because I have to speak in front of my classmates today for my presentation about reflection. 

...

Since a couple months I'm with Ricky the control room of Rick's mind. Ricky was already in there for over 22 years he said. In the beginning we didn't talk much. I didn't really understand what was going on and why I was here yet. Luckily overall we were able to get along well in there. 

But sometimes Ricky got very upset and lost himself. When that happened he started to push the buttons that let Rick do the opposite of what I was trying to let Rick do. Then the control room was shaking and I usually lost control of Rick. A couple times I asked him afterwards why he did it. I wasn't angry. Just curious. But every time he said that he didn't want to talk about it. I got a little worried and started to pay attention what sort of situations Rick was caused him to be upset. I noticed that it always had to do something with moments where Rick was is social situations. 

After the next time it happened I told him what I noticed. He didn't know what to say. I asked him why he doesn't want Rick to be in social situations. Then Ricky started crying. He said that he's afraid. ''I'm afraid that people will dislike me.'' he said. ''I just don't want people to think I'm different in any kind of way. Imagine what will happen if they find out. Maybe they will laugh at me or make me feel ashamed in any other way. That hurts so bad! I know how it feels and I don't want that feeling ever again.'' I felt his pain. I hugged him and tried to comfort him. 

A few minutes later he ran out of tears. I asked him why he feels that way. He said that one boy who sat behind him would sometimes distract him in class. He'd poke Ricky with a pencil in his back or telling him he is gay. Their classmates would look around to see what's going on. In those situations Ricky felt ashamed and uncomfortable. He wanted the boy to stop but just couldn't speak a word. Instead he was awkwardly smiling and shaking his head. ''And when I arrived home and I sat alone in my room, I was always so angry with him and I'd ask myself questions like: ''Why would he do that?'' ''Why me?''  I thought that there must be something wrong with me. And I'd blame myself for not speaking up for myself, telling myself that I'm a loser.''. I think that's the year where I started to hide myself more and more.'' Ricky said. 

Ricky continued talking about his fear of going out of his house and talking to strangers. He'd make Rick avoid as much people as possible. Most of the time he'd make Rick lay in bed, play videogames or read philosophy books in an attempt to find out why he is alive anyway. And if he'd be in a situation where he'd have to interact with people, Ricky made him rather completely adjust his behavior to what he thought the other person would like him to be. Ricky confessed that he might as well have lost track of Rick's own identity by doing this for all those years.  

When he finished talking, I realized why I'm here, next to him. ''Ricky.'' I said. ''Don't be afraid of showing who Rick really is. I understand that you want to protect him but like this he will never be happy. One can only be happy if he accepts himself. Let's find out who Rick really is by trying new things and see if we like it. The more we dare to be vulnerable, the stronger we will get. And if it happens again that someone is not respecting Rick, we'll stand strong together and speak up for Rick. Because he's worth it. We are worth it.'' 

...

''Ricky, I love you.'' I say again. I look in the mirror and I smile. It's a genuine smile.",1.8208249370277088,4.0488159408060485,2.9044275818639815,91.91679250629728,80.39798488664988,5.6324685138539055,22.26756926952141,6.798177728121878,0.5290317884130982,3083,98,646,33,80,984,288,794,0.109,0.7879999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.8796,1,2,2,0,0,0,257.0,7,3,3,10,34,45,0,16,26,0,68,10,3,10,4,118,146,44,0,18,18,0,8,4,0,12,1,15,5,3,46,40,0,6,27,4,3,8,13,24,2,2,38,29,95,21,93,78,10,92,1,5,5,6,108,38,0,12,45,400,141,5,0.04470070013190238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629644431084517,0.04932833414887815,0.0,0.07438912681633959,0.14529956975148295,0.16294873018712305,0.06079601788403196,0.0,0.0,0.05049906760061692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039793100216163765,0.16715648188946122,0.0,0.0,0.034372079191881615,0.03732321746064662,0.05449826380701865,0.0,0.038037003450115736,0.0,0.04691062697439207,0.0,0.0,0.04965240079504394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459199324100148,0.0,0.0,0.04686783362188997,0.0,0.15040690852683136,0.0,0.09892094895009038,0.049101620111721735,0.028828253588421292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670271757879696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04043434243268517,0.037662267786515775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120286073110727,0.1356121025546929,0.0,0.08583936426499653,0.0,0.12256689029728696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670854173111797,0.0,0.07621331403899673,0.0,0.071502466764305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811472600124818,0.09516945299310307,0.0,0.0,0.045875814487632116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044838446904608885,0.0,0.0,0.051578606321332376,0.04785302401307175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654890045831165,0.049132671536384336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371284833498883,0.0,0.08735401665947763,0.04480184482744822,0.0,0.0,0.07507465990357919,0.0,0.14638828386169608,0.0,0.16137650840358328,0.04229688328251891,0.1193522577786798,0.0,0.04490786146495577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742037884688174,0.04513496439601511,0.0,0.035679672375729214,0.0,0.06572031585085138,0.0,0.034475935652474685,0.04317221473508455,0.0950794034173292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178408674883296,0.0,0.0,0.060580702545178576,0.03399689674100476,0.04756469657403816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395934851368047,0.039030927168796685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039332299510711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007501438354455,0.0,0.04471279677619398,0.0,0.08590923939402126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976442152793912,0.14219116359847392,0.0,0.0,0.106862011757911,0.0,0.04663257909802875,0.0,0.0,0.03697688107339914,0.2512272991708777,0.0,0.09113346898513636,0.03787475816250615,0.06882556568031241,0.08842027084878844,0.0,0.1581969281330072,0.0,0.0,0.03737178687512541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964364766798208,0.07814076435679025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029697158913330017,0.05728480741872085,0.0,0.07097472557614586,0.10426135088168166,0.0,0.04237103700936692,0.0427134345824528,0.0,0.12139536463416857,0.0,0.0,0.09307001058434122,0.0,0.0,0.049231505927944036,0.03688275904485065,0.15819378655800626,0.14192534047351218,0.0,0.0,0.08038259551370591,0.0,0.32268343295923585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539573080756682,0.0,0.1270163793918467,0.04887319836076826,0.16294873018712305,0.08635735594476805
anxiety,UKUSA_Kenco,2020/02/16,"Anxiety w/ Jobs and People So, I have anxiety. I find it *SO so* hard to apply for jobs or even work in that job once i'm in said job. I am 23 years old, currently in my last year of university and the only jobs I've ever had are retail assistant jobs. I've worked at places such as GAME ltd, Rohan ltd, WHSmiths... and I have left all of them within a couple of months max due to my anxiety! I feel like I am so incapable of doing the simplest of jobs. I always feel like I annoy my colleagues because I have questions, because I doubt myself and I really don't want to make any errors, which overall gets me even more anxious. When customers come up to me, I feel sick because I feel like I'm going to make them upset because I'm bad at selling or being too slow for them. I have had one instance where a customer told me to ""go and hang myself"" just because I let them know that we we're out of stock of the particular item that they requested. (I immediately quit the job that day because of that).   


I am moving from the UK to the US at the end of this year, but before then I would like to get a job in the meantime so I can save up more before the big move. But here I am again kind of stuck because I feel like I can't do anything at all. You see, I want to apply for some type of office job because I've never had one before,  ever, and I like being on computers. I am studying something to do with using computers after all. I still feel like I would be totally incapable of even doing an office job. For example, say data entry. It's an entry level job, but the thought of applying for said job or getting the job and working, gives me extreme anxiety. I feel like I would make so many mistakes and get fired very quickly and that my colleagues would hate me because of my questions to reassure me that I am doing it correctly.  


Is anybody else in the same boat? How the hell do people work. Everyone that works does things that baffle me and they're not even stressed. It upsets me so much and it makes me question whether I am disabled or something!  


Thanks for reading :( I hope somebody can help me",3.697231245166279,4.5404882088167104,5.098382830626452,84.09830897138437,71.78422273781901,7.695622583139985,28.05576179427689,7.908726449838941,1.696155390564579,1642,59,336,21,30,551,201,431,0.134,0.7709999999999999,0.095,-0.9109,15,0,2,0,0,1,47.0,2,1,5,6,23,22,3,4,18,0,34,1,0,6,8,64,69,30,0,8,10,0,9,8,0,4,1,3,0,0,17,15,0,0,13,2,2,6,4,9,0,2,8,13,57,13,49,53,10,45,1,0,1,0,20,19,1,10,28,232,74,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041761758914784265,0.0,0.0,0.0341306418089878,0.0,0.15357959380607025,0.05669995002804978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130175557661428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041906210658013116,0.2753559702349943,0.0,0.1281229316090564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323388710547352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553382595651001,0.0,0.03236813302745942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392124783179045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192696168578058,0.0,0.04445307907430734,0.0,0.0,0.13259900157475968,0.0907987138884241,0.0,0.047958303418692436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764155070489324,0.21513271581268392,0.0,0.0,0.04587237537341996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048879556740613,0.04814642739649371,0.0570478004552357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496001378680303,0.0495518286664243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03364102376713622,0.0,0.0,0.04984958678822972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6972759222113435,0.0,0.0,0.05226473389014991,0.027582885716721062,0.040911214007498385,0.0,0.0,0.05453113564419921,0.05132225552395439,0.0,0.19616078532433348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400776238695122,0.05088436599852147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006085135513117,0.1066871811378253,0.036895123035156775,0.0,0.03870930537025785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052665531189097343,0.0534502746101606,0.06801952927411695,0.038171444304056605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959028354564538,0.0,0.052437438525291896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686714793818984,0.05338280619584617,0.050203171331297466,0.0,0.03215273609348294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954835854789604,0.03991277588640682,0.0,0.0,0.03999460461653092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727679579332071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400814708600056,0.0,0.0574920049881441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462078306578555,0.0,0.0,0.03334373299083041,0.0,0.0,0.039844927685089127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047958303418692436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037189626557497,0.04334769064771465,0.0,0.04141166746441246,0.059206240291568936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826930938845483,0.0,0.0,0.14261297696065856,0.0,0.0,0.0969613499668465
anxiety,AddictWithARiot,2020/02/16,"For those songwriters/poets/writers, has prozac or any other antidepressant affected your creativity or writing? I've been upped to 30mg of Prozac for probably 6 months now and I have a lot of trouble writing lyrics or writing down my feelings. Anyone else experience this?",6.5500000000000025,9.172894000000003,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,67.33333333333334,9.8,37.0,10.125756701596842,4.544525,224,12,33,6,4,72,40,48,0.10300000000000001,0.84,0.057,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,10,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,7,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680979470224659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756630371434319,0.4039473193092691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32933844068198376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856441350731919,0.0,0.0,0.19934050261682512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351702850093797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31468004804569943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250593464164991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spad3s3s,2020/02/16,"Not sure if this is maybe my first time actually experiencing anxiety My teacher is forcing us to stay 3 hours after school hours and normally I begin to feel heavy and at the same time kinda jumpy and ""scared"" towards the end of school hours. This is the first time I've had to stay after hours and while the feeling usually goes away when I get home I'm not going home this time and I'm starting to feel worse and worse about it. I don't know if this really is anxiety because I've never felt this fully before but I've been diagnosed with several other mental conditions. I did notice one of my therapists noted that I have some variant of anxiety. Is it possible for him to know that without me telling him about the school end thing and without me feeling any other anxiety like feelings? Also what do I do :(",5.733812499999999,6.273634756250001,6.580000000000003,76.385,67.0625,9.9,31.625,9.888512548439397,3.0469499999999994,651,25,121,14,10,216,90,160,0.11,0.851,0.039,-0.8092,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,0,2,29,26,13,0,3,7,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,13,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,4,7,14,2,19,22,2,26,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,21,84,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.10155915280285577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832262534175416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707724544743633,0.0,0.3184588462080743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777896717904168,0.0,0.0,0.0634412586293271,0.0,0.08855751375524087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056307783960014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843536100281139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631093748204598,0.0,0.09992533575374786,0.0,0.0,0.17704699418148862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054373267498128014,0.0,0.05914645384016099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878518381323527,0.0,0.40995939473679416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439037886150435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050844268936974406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045542024522747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487998788703848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026665796039559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196835636185927,0.0,0.11848653738123235,0.0,0.0,0.07052180656111179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732541971041925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667111811542356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419411810998493,0.3159789286589125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175716136402134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366261991457168,0.22185357662740307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808652537384872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096341965326968,0.0,0.0,0.12083548647911264,0.06914073981689521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427406256371761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518567051561408,0.0,0.11462048447435892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064317770144494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211629553076292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DumbHorse123,2020/02/16,"I'm so tired of it I'm over it, I want to be able to function properly, I want to play sports, sports were my life but anxiety and depression took them from me and I so desperately crave the activity in my life. I'm too anxious to turn up to a team of people whom I ghosted due to the anxiety. I just want to be the old me so badly.",1.0307207207207227,2.141333513513516,4.04972972972973,87.99504504504505,78.72972972972974,8.176576576576577,24.495495495495497,8.841846274778883,1.5495657657657658,256,9,63,6,6,93,44,74,0.28600000000000003,0.649,0.065,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,11,6,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,13,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,41,13,1,0.2461602470219628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766238304031528,0.2780910124061992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553352414295173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120174600578732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477405245899709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583037706389684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065652081941196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829249923165578,0.0,0.0,0.2734930918515143,0.0,0.2677516620655371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355750744569066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mysadkid,2020/02/16,"Does anyone have any experience with this? I was just prescribed Pristiq (Desvenlafaxine) to take alongside Bupropion to help with my anxiety. The desvenlafaxine is new. 
Has anyone tried desvenlafaxine, or the combination? If so, what has been your experience?",7.533000000000001,11.663996300000004,6.410000000000004,63.35500000000002,73.5,11.2,35.5,10.355215969177356,5.6921,212,11,27,8,5,64,32,40,0.040999999999999995,0.882,0.077,0.3695,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499312735484305,0.0,0.2418542065150865,0.0,0.0,0.44211945007273307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276665363679072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.618511551962696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119089628490556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30534004639696977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377057709820589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464538301559008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gigglepox,2020/02/16,"4 hours of anxiety attacks and I’m exhausted I forgot to take my meds yesterday and went into bad withdraw. My anxiety meds are pretty strong and the withdraw symptoms are almost always psychoactive, so I took my pill as soon as I woke up but it was too late. I’ve spent probably 3 out of 4 of these hours sitting in the shower (alternating between cold and hot) because everything sucks and my brain is melting. I’m somewhat stable now and able to lay in bed comfortably but now all my muscles are sore from being so tense.
Don’t forget to take your meds y’all 😔😔",3.6460963618485738,5.310056893805308,5.074808259587023,81.04155358898727,72.98230088495575,8.208062930186825,29.36971484759097,8.841846274778883,2.4865012782694205,451,19,85,9,9,151,77,113,0.183,0.731,0.086,-0.8677,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,6,6,2,0,2,0,7,5,1,0,1,15,17,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,6,2,10,2,15,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,7,52,12,0,0.1731829736543394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341773188610654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410210747917404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26496900164585124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702063403764666,0.0,0.0,0.14460054914373122,0.105570733313439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933294736463888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564568981791524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411006879921041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535793760146725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771017272697585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761893446093556,0.18672053679362052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000342020314708,0.26042408660212657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924126559579651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054235162354016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,csvio,2020/02/16,"Cant stop hitting myself? So everyday no matter if i am in class or at home I have these moments where my legs start fidgeting, I get really hot and I just feel super uncomfortable. Like I have so much energy in me and I dont now that to do with it. I start getting like some kind of ticks and cant sit still. Like my legs start shaking and my whole body cant stop moving. I usually start hitting my forehead with my knuckles or slap the back of my head or other parts of my body. Like I want to leave my body and I want to die. I start to think about everything and the more i think the worse it gets. It has gotten to the point where my forehead is starting to really hurt and swell up. Does anyone know how this can stop?",1.0631372549019602,3.0116575359477165,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,81.48366013071896,6.171503267973857,19.35032679738562,7.3011,0.27194326797385626,565,14,129,8,15,186,86,153,0.11599999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.17,0.6035,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,4,0,11,8,8,1,0,26,29,14,1,3,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,2,23,6,16,26,5,25,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,5,19,87,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865106544114051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951360715596655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122882117875077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284059145050524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082716522012702,0.0,0.1450035342853683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111950980133968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255854071254052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392195379449792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697645509277633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410519798722755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244903491113966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883944262736513,0.06799544085053526,0.0,0.0,0.13100578637446592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24178106693944626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149896622617946,0.09095133053788568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339809684112431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695911284127244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585214460647941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254346421592941,0.0,0.09880609697816424,0.3103162573276266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585546078677804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362644384939398,0.0,0.14595116881797085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813335871880827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608526319909216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leather-Coyote,2020/02/16,"Have any had any luck with anxiety apps? Can't afford treatment, so looking for anything that can help.

Have anyone used any apps? Which are good? At what areas are they not so good?",1.3137142857142872,3.995832942857145,1.6371428571428588,95.79285714285713,91.0,3.9428571428571435,18.42857142857143,5.6839178017228535,-0.28545714285714263,143,4,28,1,5,43,28,35,0.039,0.672,0.289,0.8948,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6257937781028604,0.0,0.2346599935655045,0.0,0.0,0.21448406625662775,0.0,0.2524259755522097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145682966076893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560550331188984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575895412013366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649302177818405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,syne135z,2020/02/16,Feeling low. Nothing but Darkness. Could use some positive Words. I feel terrible and Depressed & anxious because of some things I did as a kid. I did not do anything intentionally malicious and nothing extremely bad or anything. Maybe its just my OCD tendency that causes me to Obsess over things. But I dont know anymore. I feel like I can never be happy anymore.,3.4252611940298507,6.4675236716417945,4.583712686567168,77.11646455223885,80.94029850746269,6.932089552238806,33.748134328358205,8.07648339933343,3.303956716417911,294,17,46,6,8,96,52,67,0.231,0.58,0.18899999999999997,-0.5479,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,19,12,6,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,3,8,2,4,8,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146302650431026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048280711505452,0.3871058262068684,0.0,0.0,0.3212111123133909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295603359196384,0.11897180243107555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048995122773214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582472068620262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809678366261993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287339065368028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29604642690143523,0.13942712195572315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775857005394746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725850848453704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534858622628103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607117176172328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052458256640658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745354044483034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593201526941807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856135695419508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clobear14,2020/02/16,"What to do after finding out my dad’s mistress follows his Instagram Hi everyone, first of all I’d just like to thank you for reading my post. Here we go. 

I noticed my dad made an Instagram like 6 months ago. He doesn’t post on it, he usually uses Facebook. I was messing around on there yesterday because I was curious to see who his followers were, and who he was following. Out of nowhere, I see the woman who I’ve thought about for the last 17 years-the woman who ruined my family-out in the open, following him, and liking the only only picture he has posted, of my brother, sister and I at Christmas time. 

When I was 12, I discovered that my father was having an affair with someone close-by. He left his computer up with emails threads going back and forth with her, talking about me and my siblings. Super violating. I am 31 now and have always wondered who this woman was-what did she do? Where did she live? She knew so much about my family. It was the hardest, most devastating thing to do deal with, but my siblings and I decided to move forward and forgive my dad. My mom tried to forgive my dad, but she developed a serious drinking problem afterwards, and we all suffered tremendously from it. Missed days at school because my parents were fighting until 3am, couldn’t have friends over to my house anymore, fights became physical between my parents. She became a completely different person. From the age of 14-21, the beautiful, bubbly mom I grew up with turned into a monster. She suddenly became really insecure. When I was 16 I caught her drunk, slitting her wrists in our bathroom because of the affair. This was five minutes before my 8-year old sister was coming off of her bus. To say the affair messed my family up would be an understatement. 

One night in 2011, my mom had been drinking. I got the call from my dad that’s she slipped on our patio deck and that I needed to go to the hospital. She was pronounced brain-dead when I arrived. I was 21, I miss her everyday. It’s hard for me not to blame this woman for not only making my mom feel awful about herself (she was stunning and never had reason to), but because she was the root of so many problems for my family. 

I went to stalk this lady because I have been wondering what she’s looked like for years. She is unattractive, but married with a kid. After my mom died in 2011, she had the audacity to text my dad, who left his phone downstairs. She said she was pregnant at the time, (she’s got a 9 year old kid in her picture so I’m positive it’s her). I called her number from my phone when I saw those texts and asked her to respect our privacy at this time. She gave me an attitude, literally started bragging about how she knew my dad for as long as she had known him (?) starting disrespecting me (as if she hadn’t done enough damage at this point) and I was in utter shock. How could someone be so evil?

I recently went though a really deep depression over this situation. I stopped talking to my dad last year for 6 months over it.  We’ve been in a good place lately. Well now my anxiety is off the charts. I feel angry, sad, betrayal all over again, hatred, and I just want to message her saying “f*ck you.” know that isn’t the answer. 

The damage this woman has done to me, my brother and sister makes me sick. I know there is nothing that I can do to change the past, but I feel like I have to say something. Redditors, how would you approach the situation? What would you do? 

TLDR: my dad had an affair 15 years ago with a woman who continues to follow him on social media.",4.1147906105356,5.505966173352442,5.130386819484244,82.18822735287638,71.36389684813753,8.119947101608991,28.609323341415035,8.617729084823388,2.1585934758651093,2791,106,536,48,52,916,308,698,0.14800000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.076,-0.9962,4,0,3,0,3,0,96.0,5,4,0,2,29,32,4,1,32,1,56,5,1,9,4,80,100,37,1,10,10,22,4,5,1,3,1,4,1,9,31,30,3,1,17,4,0,16,7,19,1,3,42,12,112,13,88,51,6,99,0,8,4,0,116,37,0,4,50,375,143,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192778531762938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598166072900343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146838243148024,0.0,0.06672286017465416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059892727095895985,0.06289694380264052,0.0,0.0,0.05173353037524034,0.0,0.20506379395315827,0.0,0.05724962002980775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510580651398939,0.13739911375589478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117244307984502,0.05795504937599341,0.07054093180584878,0.0,0.0,0.05371694428873757,0.0,0.0,0.04338950007522318,0.06936187211707211,0.05794745226147195,0.0,0.06982515852824016,0.07029241510183719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769990357833656,0.0,0.13181595023026518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951736953592537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428813203491276,0.0,0.0,0.1902744470157665,0.0,0.10205511263369337,0.04806425392230952,0.0,0.0,0.06149194434622283,0.057227629336590084,0.0,0.0,0.051979721396696515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470891169613676,0.056430577437834535,0.10761859984104406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060268923138989065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776311314174864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073949746861534,0.10968300962863116,0.07589383649440189,0.0,0.14619803447599095,0.0,0.0,0.16434602519330993,0.0,0.0594087414906553,0.0595399500710165,0.05649755979047653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366117929202877,0.089818739487328,0.06821052052793745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939827655586472,0.10740318642489227,0.07150711241327902,0.04945793266331479,0.049886653549296965,0.051889845078484285,0.0,0.0,0.06313694530917521,0.0,0.06455618006665459,0.07659778324932623,0.14119634688552615,0.0,0.045590108148223854,0.15350652607277426,0.0,0.0,0.14941111711334462,0.0,0.06422558247432744,0.0,0.05874557791481104,0.07029241510183719,0.0,0.06360056409350864,0.0,0.1933045472953868,0.0,0.0,0.12875416271338674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729737870293065,0.0,0.08620152073419167,0.06917419414986455,0.06643006573366139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399789935068607,0.16050929389623278,0.0,0.06809011393110208,0.10722557884604056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124921643746175,0.0,0.06858264319164516,0.11401084821878832,0.0517947935712385,0.0,0.0,0.0952410884561403,0.0,0.0,0.056248400356820855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815289993333414,0.0,0.06194162233898508,0.0,0.0,0.044697292361178066,0.0,0.06610144489841756,0.05341214741433403,0.1176930787200176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045678141469533716,0.07318041943921644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810760308678184,0.07409850283202181,0.0,0.0396829987908998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049205553487666,0.12473693297683768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592278420091262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337958037260295,0.0,0.0,0.21662790467974274
anxiety,avacado_monster,2020/02/16,"Social Media and Mental Health How do you take care of your mental health whilst scrolling through Instagram, twitter or snapchat?

Read up on this and more on **Liberate's new magazine** : [https://www.myocdfighter.com/post/liberator-issue-2](https://www.myocdfighter.com/post/liberator-issue-2)",16.656060606060606,21.38697278787879,8.724848484848486,39.04060606060608,93.84848484848484,6.315151515151515,27.90909090909091,6.937597516519254,2.8495818181818184,254,8,24,4,9,64,29,33,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.4939,0,0,0,0,2,0,29.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485413521767589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182355385036778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913287940568408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354360919063433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669315400333977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383752827567415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484944067774663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832858755475567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TaraBanana1806,2020/02/16,"All of my doctors prescribe me pills and I have no other coping mechanisms for anxiety. My anxiety has worsened whilst my depression has lessened in the past year and I am not sure why. I think a lot of it has to do with leaving school where I was comfortable and knew everyone to catching a forty minute train into the city everyday and going to a university where I have trouble talking to people and then working late nights at pubs. 
I struggle to drive and do normal tasks but the obsessive overthinking is what really crippled me and turns me physically sick. I usually just like to sleep to escape from it but if I’m at work I have to struggle through it. 
I have been on 5 different anti-anxiety medications in the past year and a half and have just been given a new script for Effexor-XR. 
I don’t really want to take any medication, I just want to learn coping skills. 
What does everyone do to calm down and stop overthinking irrational thoughts? 
Nothing seems to distract me when I’m hyped up. 

TLDR: Has severe anxiety and doesn’t know how to deal with it, I would like to know people’s coping mechanisms, if therapy helps and if anyone has tried the medication Effexor-XR? 

(Not sure if the medication part is allowed in here but it’s part of my anxiety treatment so I thought I’d ask)",5.422341176470589,6.529844100000003,6.4292941176470615,75.16052941176471,68.0,10.522352941176473,33.10588235294117,10.59048541779884,3.7297035294117658,1035,46,190,29,17,345,135,250,0.153,0.757,0.09,-0.9076,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,9,12,0,4,11,0,22,8,1,2,3,46,38,23,0,8,12,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,15,0,1,8,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,7,0,21,6,32,30,4,27,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,6,15,131,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158159837738963,0.0,0.4026247464197182,0.0,0.0,0.07360146182185816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984055253060538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108520240400063,0.0906617895112771,0.0,0.0,0.10997612308210562,0.0,0.10773985963835188,0.09211526522484276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116422265893766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059822677278585465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055473101795677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569820799231663,0.0,0.11873983688552185,0.11145699278182296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285114642044442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948977415170642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241605489875294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016624523706155,0.0,0.09878102009001176,0.10313416408273887,0.10100148635432817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279764313070702,0.20096849860638666,0.14595048506885325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486674259795592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653050886802948,0.0,0.09582634223627104,0.0,0.11891581393752546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533776700840776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880035348316209,0.0,0.22008486805726668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841590397540446,0.0,0.07914373468479245,0.08460540598529058,0.0,0.0,0.12037598275641913,0.0,0.0,0.06744747798440905,0.0,0.1671321404907837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146581748738316,0.11449455540526783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115930944410547,0.0,0.12417221269100999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949823553624228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326361274955827,0.0,0.0,0.0747749258374152,0.0,0.0,0.13557022943976418
anxiety,swaghettigod,2020/02/16,"Too scared to call psychologist Hello, basically the title. I ghosted my therapist  last year and haven’t returned any of her calls (due to me being too anxious to answer). Pretty cowardly I know, but I feel like I’m capable of learning and bettering myself after a few months of self reflection time so I wanted to start seeing her again. The problem
is I’m way too afraid of calling her out of fear of rejection/ disappointment. Looking for advice on how to work up the courage, thankyou",5.359230769230769,7.251840307692312,6.337142857142857,72.78285714285715,69.0,9.156043956043957,32.78021978021978,9.606745405546679,3.4780505494505496,392,18,64,9,7,130,69,91,0.16899999999999998,0.705,0.126,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,11,5,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,10,3,16,10,1,13,0,2,2,0,8,3,0,0,10,43,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908092779123052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278590760914058,0.0,0.0,0.22059222818027607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269473910738534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981577387756032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972577650314135,0.09873111621037256,0.13949631675782492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731173866790608,0.15916585201591227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539590576111806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639722008234133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558575000305194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986532254773889,0.0,0.1868408432469028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549287421958966,0.0,0.15559976584080185,0.0,0.2037024645758304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820854335024887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267160276224877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385974433216454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517149893106572,0.15499111457809325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215418755467654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574332208977834
anxiety,wichsand1,2020/02/16,"How do you stop worrying? Can't get out of my current funk.

6/7 years behind in life. Dunno what to do with life.
No friends, no life, no job.
Every day is a struggle.
I don't like to family members anymore. I don't communicate with other family members out of embarrassment.

Idk what to do, woke up with a dreaded feeling. No idea what to do.",0.10913043478261032,2.4932208550724653,2.834333333333337,87.03150000000002,94.07246376811594,5.658550724637681,22.84202898550725,7.1686216300943375,1.2367959420289862,265,11,53,5,10,92,44,69,0.325,0.617,0.057999999999999996,-0.9532,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,8,3,0,1,0,10,11,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,14,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404206856681541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563442174327871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425371123389413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570738614113632,0.0,0.12257747989773045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729713064339826,0.0,0.12665717647411304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27366857555727864,0.0,0.0,0.24056963305848375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513696326044213,0.1184367215685418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267834661351594,0.0,0.25343548561911233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246194587755018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561138993191526
anxiety,sta-2cat-o,2020/02/16,"I constantly worry about school. Im in Med school, 2nd year. I have been sick a lot lately. It has been 3 months since classes have started and my attendance is low and coursework is racing ahead of me. Im very much worried about going back to the classes. I feel that the professors wont understand the situation or that they will feel that I am faking it. Iin January I had severe UTI and this month I have pneumonia, I havent been able to study for the past 2 months. I dont know how I am supposed to get back on track. Please help me overcome my fears. Im currently in 3rd semester, which is 6 months and I have 2 more semesters of the same duration before my major exam. It seems like a long time but Im not able to focus and study because everything is so vast and daunting.",2.3589107142857166,4.174237212500003,3.7646428571428596,88.42750000000004,76.875,7.321428571428572,24.55357142857143,8.192908349453996,1.4116071428571426,614,21,130,11,14,202,100,160,0.08900000000000001,0.8740000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.6946,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,7,0,19,1,0,1,0,17,27,10,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,2,16,1,13,21,5,22,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,16,80,24,6,0.24710012420599214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900047429340048,0.0,0.07531497110776979,0.0,0.1051320029575938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133513725169659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479975263186298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103882926417953,0.0,0.0,0.13902816882775992,0.1249412473265522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454980810805493,0.0,0.07021634750543115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281300230410242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338210734733512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789988301854424,0.0,0.13936985151409387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036031958883159,0.0,0.0,0.10933791706743168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503784460793604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723626662868232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944659233370529,0.0,0.09082351149804736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794251425823572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356208668017649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500785177424893,0.0,0.11247533632275246,0.0,0.13957640304937413,0.0,0.10220188810271187,0.13887544634844606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874493698651804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204303477553732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861997187618204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194174044421632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25094217065664914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956218924642719
anxiety,TooAwareToCare,2020/02/16,"Had a panic attack that caused me to faint / pass out - I’m a bit shaken up by it I didn’t realise you could actually fully collapse from a panic attack.

Proper scary waking up on the floor like that, really hurt my neck.

I’m going to try and get an appointment at the doctors see if I can talk to someone about it.

Really can’t be going through that again",1.6136872586872568,3.5690266621621625,4.0004247104247135,85.21040540540544,79.67567567567569,6.390733590733591,20.03088803088803,7.447530270364453,0.6907861003861004,279,7,56,4,7,97,56,74,0.295,0.675,0.03,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,2,2,6,0,6,4,2,1,0,5,12,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,1,5,1,12,8,1,10,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.2051863335971066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784089790779589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955271195733065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159979957649334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787787693468556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521306535240467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985372657935258,0.0,0.23899458933635145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250908643728859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272386919034716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933965968612413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26939969279733345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675523688857718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815513707939806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900141534060015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275475855456102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaysoon88,2020/02/16,"Moving on after toxic relationship How?
My brain is constantly thinking about it.",5.011282051282052,7.675209615384612,6.069230769230771,59.267435897435924,106.69230769230768,7.887179487179487,27.41025641025641,7.793537801064563,4.058764102564103,67,3,7,2,3,22,13,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939871868261094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781957956550521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703177948367363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475089827480231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835423565433777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mariuhn,2020/02/16,"What was your experience seeking help for the first time? I’m so disappointed because I had to make the tough decision to not go to a sporting event tomorrow that my boyfriend and I bought tickets for. He’s so understanding but I feel so stupid having to cancel for what seems like no reason at all. I was so excited to go initially but I just know I won’t be able to handle it. I’m in a spiral right now realizing how many things I just haven’t done because of this. I’ve always struggled but I’m at the point where I can’t just try to push through it like I used to. I’m almost too scared to get help. I tried to tell my my doctor how I was feeling and struggling when I was around 16 (I’m 22 now), but he just brushed it off and I was so embarrassed that I’ve been scared to say anything since. Has anyone else struggled with trying to get help?",2.1399627560521424,3.6953475027932967,3.6327150837988817,90.27238733705774,76.76536312849161,6.784506517690875,24.223836126629426,7.554174236665415,0.947013109869646,669,22,150,9,15,221,103,179,0.19,0.7,0.111,-0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,18,12,1,6,5,0,14,1,0,5,1,28,31,15,0,0,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,2,1,3,5,9,0,1,9,4,17,3,23,20,1,18,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,2,9,95,26,1,0.14428090261937082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447648264009674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005326908144275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100884561809544,0.14783283506178455,0.11873088932611756,0.12844059265894198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590459813969364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767761753624498,0.0,0.14764945663905682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205281804174306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113440809634695,0.0,0.0,0.14590551904083468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272526206210355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076163328794473,0.0,0.1639963238265882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29012534314459537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929301080802681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097672221986074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630862285799996,0.14627818947291754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363920886843877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834479784311122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321510249948417,0.0,0.11473796477431895,0.2889007070579154,0.0,0.0,0.13134791493294198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193506536044519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525011784808348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610786832753626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585382064716663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841313545936387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938717860941044,0.0,0.0,0.1502015079660864,0.0,0.12461237516379907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wow-another-teenager,2020/02/16,Does anyone else get startled incredible easily to the point of it being frustrating At school I’ll be chillin and even the slightest unexpected noise or movement will make me go “ah” and jump. For example my phone buzzing or my pencil breaking. Or if one of my friends make a sudden movement towards me I will flinch hard. And if I am in PE and we a playing with anything that goes into the air and it is in my direction or I can see it’s shadow I will cover my head and crouch when it is definitely not going to hit me. It’s so bad sometimes my friends will joke about it with me. Like it’s funny but i am kinda concerned sometimes like is that something really wrong with me?,1.9590615224191872,4.265896131386864,3.6439468196037534,86.36673357664235,80.38686131386861,6.25005213764338,25.844108446298232,7.447530270364453,1.4437991657977058,538,22,106,8,14,179,86,137,0.084,0.794,0.122,0.3333,0,0,1,0,1,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,4,10,1,1,5,1,12,1,1,2,0,22,19,15,0,2,8,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,4,1,1,0,2,17,6,14,12,0,15,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,7,4,75,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474698354676081,0.21609732423111927,0.17355702795141564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609705139577292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845645816062909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761842507570586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930091046584334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258897036928376,0.0,0.1101892740426107,0.0,0.23972459668959584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889296534869443,0.0,0.21644960459717927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607527710507215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815617476496303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291483713775088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993736059967428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511128616650822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344734501432566,0.16806415646087874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623651442929372,0.4171813160669965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059175251133104,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuestPsych,2020/02/16,Overcoming Agoraphobia  Today we have a fresh blog off the press which talks about how to overcome agoraphobia. Anxiety and Agoraphobia are the two most searched for phrases within mental health google searches so here are some tips and tricks of how to move towards a less distressing life. [https://questpsychologyservices.co.uk/blog/f/overcoming-agoraphobia](https://questpsychologyservices.co.uk/blog/f/overcoming-agoraphobia),20.239200000000004,26.04869312000001,12.177000000000005,30.023500000000038,37.8,10.6,36.5,10.686352973137794,4.6824,376,12,36,7,4,97,42,50,0.10800000000000001,0.848,0.044000000000000004,-0.3197,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,27,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921204248119368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40589733646804105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26971769061668405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38482318177859015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058547610865964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069231009467712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619568584267597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730199075604931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KilljoyTroubldMisery,2020/02/16,"I hate being in public I can’t stand it sometimes. Pretty often I just break and it stops being okay and I shake and I sweat and I can’t control my breathing and I cling to whoever I’m with. This is usually my poor boyfriend who gets stuck with me clinging to him and hyperventilating and sometimes I even cry. He always has to order food for me whilst I sit in the corner and wait; anxiously clinging to myself, scratching, digging my nails into my own arms. It’s scary sometimes. That’s why we mostly stay in.",1.9540106951871647,4.412523705882356,3.4126381461675592,87.11141711229948,81.54901960784314,5.277718360071302,22.998217468805706,6.574015621080383,0.7138313725490195,406,14,78,4,11,133,67,102,0.196,0.754,0.049,-0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,1,1,6,4,3,1,0,18,11,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,12,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,18,1,11,8,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,55,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803757177323091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489615493841016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243133687574225,0.0,0.0,0.2381192076991984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317907519436204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26212744623962786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325696509088935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140222752325341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054000490791306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6431935888619223,0.0,0.0,0.23105529554798046,0.0,0.18123516618719013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387490913482481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560740363322496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,derross53,2020/02/16,Anxiety in groups Does anybody else suffer anxiety around groups of people? I get so nervous at work when I get asked a question in a group. I shake and I can't speak without sounding terrified. I'm a likeable person and I get along with everyone. But I panic in a group when the spotlight is on me. I feel this great anxiety that I'm gonna say something stupid or mess up and everyone is gonna think I'm a fool. It's really taken over my life for years now.,1.7130208333333314,3.6585750937500015,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,79.3125,7.183333333333334,25.25,8.167268648758528,1.6221125,363,14,76,7,9,123,66,96,0.251,0.638,0.111,-0.8763,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,3,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,15,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,4,9,1,13,12,0,13,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,2,4,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658443184416515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069790497589228,0.18976170439402756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763179125774872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956625036617515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38791791046423374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263430380264398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181507191991934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378947419303535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337289588460522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381568154759688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407228543197302,0.17723692625997964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738741494357695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003610753493072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614202288132602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626623032202736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300633103638616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956683686222708,0.0,0.1477740415819578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071439699939486
anxiety,LrakArid,2020/02/16,"What are some good jobs for someone with anxiety? Hi everyone. So I'm a 37 year old British guy who hasn't worked for several years due to bad anxiety among other things. 
 I've spent the last several years at home just running the house from day to day.
I have no qualifications and most work I did before everything happened was manual labour or store work.
Since I've not been working I've been living off savings but that money is drying up and I need to find some work.
  I feel my anxiety is getting more manageable but I feel this is because I don't have to go out or deal with people.
The thought of dealing with people or being away from home during the day when the house would be empty scares me so much. I feel I'm full on freaking out about this and don't want to go back to how my anxiety was.

What sort of jobs do you all do? What sort of job does people think would be good for me?

Thanks everyone and I hope you all have a great day",2.6458673469387755,4.193339964285716,3.756887755102042,89.94614795918369,75.37755102040815,7.348979591836735,23.47448979591837,8.07648339933343,1.07758775510204,747,22,164,12,16,242,114,196,0.106,0.8,0.094,0.6915,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,5,7,9,0,1,7,0,22,0,0,1,2,36,38,13,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,9,9,0,0,6,0,3,3,5,3,0,0,7,3,14,6,26,26,8,24,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,9,12,103,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31295456391020016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608894335161013,0.07864170036659145,0.08539376590725895,0.062344732026325775,0.0,0.08702687467546404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263830752645096,0.21087814901985716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894998783428643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545265826424826,0.09191646698086622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513705580121775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934757598632627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343347318143324,0.0,0.11624831835437993,0.17156364664043294,0.0,0.1127564529573842,0.0,0.10126644759195083,0.09043976388743427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517651473399506,0.10158026406889407,0.0,0.23601885012569426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30447080996452663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336622608157647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030902035056987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518249562803761,0.07583420718168107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731841345533988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270986886690632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239321401614583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310789825003054,0.0,0.08460136454451578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665566508925145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415932894721574,0.0,0.0,0.06794570267232362,0.06553247238015464,0.0,0.08119341677297537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603233237307798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37228017153268605,0.0,0.0,0.1453037506695576,0.0,0.0,0.1975815682475088
anxiety,nill_killers,2020/02/16,Is it supposed to be this hard ? I want to sleep but the doomsday clock in my head is still going. I should be tired from work but i cant do it i cant close me eyes and pretend like its gonna be fine later because its not I've ignored that thought and pushed it to the back of my head for days now and its just hitting me now just how much i fucked up this time. I just want to forget about everything and sleep i cant stand being conscious and knowing there's no one to blame but me again. I have nothing but water to help me sleep. Fucking back cramps,1.0590454545454513,2.752489783333335,2.1362121212121217,99.17727272727276,80.33333333333334,4.696969696969697,20.909090909090907,4.851557810540192,-0.4267500000000002,434,12,104,1,11,137,75,120,0.198,0.695,0.106,-0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,13,5,2,0,2,0,12,11,6,1,0,23,21,10,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,3,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,1,2,14,2,12,13,1,16,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,11,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831873011064407,0.0,0.11225111053320873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875620447257243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654947444562672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34047218822819336,0.0,0.0,0.1046520083476102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495485191641082,0.0,0.3779651506761556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234263432422093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119949807854672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899623648038119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536538457398026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766889894253847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247792252916229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528242486179401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705585104257354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461879922252874,0.10737454374330048,0.21164387001291265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722316737122266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405739771691247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mommy-in-need,2020/02/16,"Sweet Sleep I have suffered from anxiety and depression for 14 years. I see a psychiatrist and take my meds, various combos that have changed many times. Over the last 24 months, it's become crippling. I used to be thrilled when it was time to go to bed because nothing more was expected of me for the day. I could stop pretending I wasn't dying inside and climb into my precious bed, where I longed to be all day anyway. Now even that's ruined because if I go to bed, I just have to get up and face another gutting day. It's near 4am and here I am, staring at the clock. I took my sleeping pill. I'm playing the white noise app on my phone. I'm ready to jump out of my skin, and out a window. Does anyone actually know how to relax?",2.6278070175438586,3.990165815789478,4.100000000000001,88.22833333333338,75.05263157894737,7.171929824561403,25.824561403508767,7.793537801064563,1.3002350877192983,572,20,124,8,12,190,100,152,0.091,0.79,0.11900000000000001,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,6,0,10,6,5,2,1,18,20,9,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,9,0,1,1,3,0,5,1,3,0,0,4,5,16,5,21,13,3,27,0,3,3,0,1,9,0,1,13,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.17485427280916604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788632560821306,0.13707255436014498,0.0,0.0,0.12528713729440927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845347932869516,0.1978907303240153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895491583788211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306100985165732,0.0,0.0,0.34666970245111856,0.0,0.15432785964697898,0.0,0.18596101889951455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680201989831125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834699780758764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936143900993244,0.0,0.20366475871530604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847288974052427,0.14605598223064709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585690604047027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181660853543374,0.0,0.0,0.19902908740559366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302012628120034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192847498656713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427836206503955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586197053914898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980287996899813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472139965705315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089631234883486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907607365052696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475437941836165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538633559999507
anxiety,severeproblems88,2020/02/16,Currently on multiple medications but have been offered CBD Oil which I am scared to take So my mum for the last couple months has been taking cbd oil and has been talking great things of it and has said I should try it as she thinks it will help. However I have constant worries and fears about it causing bad interactions with my current medications and such.  I’m kind of at a point where I don’t give a shit anymore and could care less about what I take but I still do have a sense of protecting myself. Anyone else on meds and take cbd?,6.3663888888888875,6.02041915740741,6.289259259259263,82.0316666666667,65.75925925925927,9.792592592592593,30.962962962962962,9.2995712137729,2.345062962962964,431,14,90,7,6,136,73,108,0.16899999999999998,0.721,0.109,-0.8126,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,2,4,0,15,3,1,1,0,13,24,10,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,10,3,12,17,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,6,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282043044569044,0.11479705405222634,0.16821973206683505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370817473513664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739038244935026,0.16865600024056487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741806043260816,0.0,0.13108274987650825,0.1816598012488012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714962719783869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474586060402826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749446902031056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810067916822773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004503266405632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709660915176532,0.0,0.1338269582086684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236471355535375,0.33078406504205304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104528941928212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552012487951994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561708459832626,0.0,0.16437078919203085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685263270514005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111273903386966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937656053894832,0.13196003345030782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090725481934364,0.1051986140520256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114660648023872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673069806896829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cautious-Ruin,2020/02/16,"How do you propose to someone with anxiety? I'm going to propose to my girlfriend in a while. She has anxiety. Most of the questions I ask her are met with IDK, and her anxiety has stopped her from making decisions for herself on multiple occasions.

What should I do when I propose? What should I expect? How should I handle asking her to marry me and getting an IDK in response?

Really need the help. Not sure what other details you need.",2.69345238095238,5.318514773809521,4.204761904761907,81.54023809523811,79.83333333333334,7.066666666666667,29.57142857142857,8.167268648758528,2.5872000000000006,347,17,60,7,9,115,55,84,0.165,0.8009999999999999,0.034,-0.8033,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,3,1,19,17,6,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,15,1,12,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,2,3,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663045384599883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613683592137684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289201771667126,0.0,0.14023750380862926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539579654335196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471199536319012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659338928601264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764239467425449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807864332668894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907612832638164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629962770890706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325652441119009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oatmilkliker,2020/02/16,"Advice on what my first step should be? (potential trigger included) Not sure how to signify but *potential self harm trigger warning* 


Hello everyone,
I have not received any sort of mental health treatment or care - yet. (Hopefully sometime soon) I do believe I could have some sort of anxiety condition. (I am not seeking a diagnosis in this post)


A few times a week for the past few months I spiral into what I assume are mini panic attacks or near-panic attacks. I’m not sure if that’s what is happening. First, something scares me. Or nothing scares me and I just begin. I feel nauseated, dizzy, my vision goes blurry and if I don’t calm myself down I feel like i’ll begin hyperventilating. Usually this gets worse when I start crying. This usually spirals into thoughts of hurting myself or pure dread or despair. 


The advice i’m seeking isn’t a diagnosis, it’s: what step can I take next? I lay in these deep panics and all I can think is “I need help. I need help. How do I fix this?” 
I tried google but I never find answers. I looked for “mental care” near me but nothing comes up. Maybe I’m overwhelmed with knowledge so my brain is skipping over the important answers.  I feel like i’m destined to never know what to do. I haven’t talked to my family about it because I don’t think they would believe me. I also don’t want to scare them. I don’t have a friend I trust to ask for help.  How can I seek out help from a trusted source like a physician? Will I have to pay a lot of money for my first step? I don’t have much. What was your first step? Do you have any suggestions for my first step forward? 


tl;dr: I am suffering from (maybe) mini panic attacks? And I’m scared. Very scared and don’t know what to do or where to turn to. Is there anyone out there who can suggest any first step? Even if it’s just to breathe deeply. I think even that advice from another human would help me right now. 

Thank you so much to anyone who reads.",1.16190499752598,3.669510361757109,2.683808895486284,90.48674913409208,86.2093023255814,5.360800483808896,21.4123371268349,6.855684769269737,0.6253753257463308,1518,51,306,20,47,494,183,387,0.192,0.664,0.14400000000000002,-0.9701,0,0,1,0,0,1,53.0,0,3,2,6,18,30,3,10,11,0,37,4,2,5,6,66,68,24,0,11,18,0,3,3,1,4,2,0,0,2,19,11,0,0,14,1,2,9,14,17,0,6,2,4,49,13,37,60,7,46,0,4,1,0,21,15,0,15,26,206,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573186907871988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058849345425931524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012976491111565,0.07716480896200988,0.05629562149824141,0.0,0.0,0.10291071458685856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879607196560923,0.251155394908072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04485936095912525,0.0,0.0,0.16581990701361327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215000853117152,0.0,0.0,0.15005841408607204,0.0,0.0,0.06339067539039779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058755076823072384,0.0,0.08083440265434272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721009176679228,0.0,0.0,0.07031774026868964,0.0,0.0,0.06937345313728703,0.0,0.11162690027096622,0.10514443697576613,0.0,0.0,0.06725929707844376,0.3755701821012146,0.0,0.0,0.05685491913852455,0.0,0.038447377714824316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507478469185382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822199641007592,0.0,0.0,0.2466268198624692,0.0,0.0,0.07309079025739669,0.0,0.0,0.0787788794442884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088552160639476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785606065634733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179648730505976,0.0,0.0,0.06256300064025133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478607079662157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832143421058874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873828596352588,0.0,0.1081932217709063,0.10913108333116707,0.11351322657282598,0.0,0.07826306710943251,0.0,0.0,0.1412218572535458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25902360229486965,0.0,0.0,0.07024932416114478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704782179811554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360922532056807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628448695155821,0.0,0.0,0.3683786903900457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676970061361924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665264686232981,0.07278171026062286,0.0,0.052086893093496435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871410946244486,0.0,0.05533000357518653,0.05914830067459194,0.0,0.06775115054033047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145917726315296,0.0,0.05842169293446638,0.042910519038269083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996231164512309,0.08004403867398154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209645891130434,0.060718888477629435,0.043404882265763035,0.0,0.05902890645172434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499379482777377,0.10455147031906434,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ciauduliukas,2020/02/16,"health anxiety...sick of it so i have GAD, i have been taking lexapro for over a year now. since i started taking it i became less anxious, and tend to get anxiety now only about questions surrouding my health.
for example any pain is a heart attack or some awful disease. 
today i took plan b today which was needed in my opinion. now i cant stop worrying about side effects - they are not that scary, but im just afraid out of nowhere. even if i throw up the pill, i have a back up. i have threw up in the past so whats the big deal?  these irrational thoughts are really annoying and i dont know what to do about it. i know every single logical and rational explanation for most of the things about my body, but i just cant help and think - WHAT IF...? im so tired.. 
i dont know what im asking, i just want to know if im not alone. if anyone has same problems, i would love to hear how u cope with it",1.337340557275546,2.9978959105263168,3.2393498452012395,91.7445665634675,79.36842105263158,6.7863777089783275,21.70278637770898,7.724431198458867,0.7427585139318884,693,20,159,11,17,233,112,190,0.125,0.797,0.078,-0.825,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,16,6,2,1,7,1,16,8,2,2,0,37,34,15,0,8,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,9,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,5,1,19,1,22,28,5,22,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,9,10,106,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592881607274575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268421763310421,0.0,0.09301472141465024,0.13736017723144126,0.0,0.08501737073973199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366865304974508,0.13832425132086312,0.0,0.09349390224290624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505719802815666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535220473184994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850011785666336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030792949557568,0.0,0.10244339200493688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352487159911596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584853674564467,0.137038857817256,0.14408272823078788,0.08149807865112678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253449412666071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672870130382167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097381934386278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901561883817606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247338581764966,0.12937853037290126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606979623842435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634358814079584,0.0,0.0,0.13620672969626513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789258237602863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057910331884984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606082891539954,0.0,0.0,0.1016532683181692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283854876984876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077786789781151,0.07790887707012188,0.0,0.09652753354968084,0.0,0.13974787157465215,0.2305029945945178,0.0,0.13508908196366218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171593322069926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347882694772762,0.0,0.0863728441609232,0.0,0.0,0.07829888274126658
anxiety,LadyDragonDog75,2020/02/16,"Anxiety over elderly relative Hi there. My gran is in her 90s and has decided she needs to go into a home.  She lives alone. She's my favourite person ever and we are very close. I live in a different city so I need to fly down to visit.

Anyway how do I cope with the anxiety and worry over getting THAT phone call?  She's a strong independent lady but she hasn't been too well lately and has had a couple of falls. I just don't know what to do. It could be weeks or months for all I know.  I just feel so  on edge. 

Any tips, ideas etc is welcome. 

Thank you.",-0.4129378531073442,1.7650182711864453,1.878,95.60965536723164,90.86440677966101,5.519548022598871,16.341242937853107,7.0316486544052195,-0.08384587570621438,428,10,100,7,15,144,86,118,0.07400000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.083,0.6161,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,1,10,4,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,2,24,21,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,1,16,4,14,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,1,4,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204740619434172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326632952407531,0.0,0.2984762945577593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920180318458894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575809583303882,0.2158558983434357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382046806156875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756938438192094,0.0,0.17646396243402362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863994948786366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192294294274573,0.0,0.11087030295216342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568439930357046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202252362498225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144252974736451,0.0,0.2200623958483518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445241561278388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571358372528954,0.0,0.0,0.2893035062662763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033916347584985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960644031556244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096410662270427,0.0,0.0,0.15648401066198087,0.0,0.17540326442422552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811650329735667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,softnsleepy,2020/02/16,"Anxiety and Insecurity is ruining my relationship. I don’t really know where to start. I am 19 and my boyfriend is 20. This is my first real relationship so I honestly have no idea how anything works. I’ve always been an insecure person, about my appearance, my personality. I never dated anyone because I just thought no one can ever love me for who I truly am. 

This guy comes along and is the sweetest to me. But often I’ll only think about how one day he’s going to leave me, that I’ll never be enough for anybody, that I’m unlovable, and he’ll just realize that one day. My more recent anxieties concern my appearance. I don’t think I’m all that attractive and I do also suffer from body dysmorphia so every little feature or flaw makes me spiral and think that he’s going to leave me for someone else that is more attractive. 

My mom was cheated on by my dad, and in the back of my mind I always think that he might end up cheating on me too. But I’m also aware I could be manifesting something I don’t really want. Doesn’t help that I sometimes catch him staring at other girls who I find very attractive, and when I confronted him about it he said he just zones out and doesn’t do it on purpose.

TLDR; I overthink and spiral about everything that’s wrong with me and I just need some advice as to how I can stop thinking this way or how I can cope because I’m putting myself through so many heartbreaks before anything is even happening.",4.520916955017299,5.528618833910039,5.8060536332179975,79.17309429065746,70.00346020761246,8.824982698961938,29.32889273356401,9.120678840339163,2.4432545328719724,1149,43,221,22,20,386,154,289,0.14400000000000002,0.774,0.08199999999999999,-0.9268,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,24,15,3,2,3,0,25,2,1,5,4,53,49,26,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,17,15,0,1,10,0,0,7,9,10,0,4,4,2,38,5,26,40,5,30,0,3,1,1,21,9,0,7,13,157,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085430446485192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765628663159178,0.18484972991152573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699470231420482,0.0,0.0,0.07766753935740772,0.0,0.18281362092022035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541126676756884,0.0,0.1354228739671363,0.0,0.09451824635281612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338137667730625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568289940540524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868585277875855,0.0,0.0,0.1432708009275935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279048278883377,0.0,0.09838114909609832,0.11477211300573263,0.0,0.07336523372269617,0.10047540007137534,0.09358706475183176,0.0,0.09982874028713563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152225886222124,0.09448194005492397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625510491206535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998357779093154,0.09822492092334184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445249336829175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539228073996694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610449500620933,0.0,0.0,0.23522876201814003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132821785015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025122376458374,0.0,0.07414468202184145,0.1126145252974016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178350196768668,0.11215598751102884,0.13009190305349547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236210139796578,0.17133867989985022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258057121232472,0.08447897494374683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939760998448433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116629471963212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642981083739074,0.1423173912507988,0.0,0.10967502168536332,0.2385100062578047,0.0,0.0,0.10565955221609163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411508262610516,0.08551241136640984,0.10985787765364942,0.0,0.07862078959581567,0.0,0.0,0.09286524799832244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558679081395811,0.0,0.08818263780462524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165006150246947,0.06551602357856501,0.08816765963291144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808652938449497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144513457195295,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stillhoping1,2020/02/16,"Has anyone else experienced a completely blank mind after overstimulating activities? I went to a concert tonight for the first time in a long time. I had a good time, but of course I was anxious all throughout. When it came to an end I expected to feel relief at being back in my car and on my way back to my comfort zone. Instead I felt... weird. I felt completely zombified. Like my brain was a vegetable. I couldn’t formulate coherent thoughts and could barely focus on the road. It’s like my mind had enough stimulation for the day and just kinda shut down? It was scary but I wasn’t panicking. Idk what exactly it was. I felt better when I got home and relaxed for a bit. Has anyone else felt this?",2.509134515119918,4.952594058394165,3.902340980187695,84.5141788321168,79.21897810218978,7.41793534932221,25.114181438998962,8.418075326091056,1.8424852971845675,554,21,109,12,14,182,83,137,0.098,0.73,0.172,0.9128,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,10,0,12,2,1,1,2,23,21,8,0,3,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,5,1,0,6,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,15,7,15,7,15,3,3,25,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,15,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446072616932388,0.0,0.19120308500096786,0.2801825534179839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102667064634153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092245963601787,0.14926866870521674,0.0,0.0,0.15263070640480822,0.0,0.15637737431918747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867078526072327,0.0,0.0,0.1091640651135356,0.0,0.0,0.08817653859824083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22843296845430525,0.0,0.1210980762925384,0.14127383370413646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913244419880071,0.0,0.5251111027690538,0.0,0.0,0.1162985113526386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467873519956985,0.1093517510725047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714667217154625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359419775569578,0.0,0.0,0.12099763068190444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761072513802178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854465411977277,0.23917695019554916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852621737861264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674576759573014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bean_spider,2020/02/16,"Existential anxiety I get constant panic attacks wondering if life is real, if it's all just a dream. If all the people I know are in my head, and if I make up reality one day I'll snap and life will just become nothing but my own nightmares. Help please",5.442628205128209,5.220123134615385,7.054615384615384,75.3570512820513,67.65384615384616,10.01025641025641,32.717948717948715,9.725611199111238,2.9915948717948724,201,8,40,4,3,70,41,52,0.102,0.748,0.15,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,3,3,1,1,2,15,7,7,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056420876295008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833922534496348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27511627416409384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691933951791308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606517508387346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014678439005514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556530140123096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696944997145904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690128126378912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518996546361197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627914278513625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390224210278674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879961009557098,0.0,0.0,0.29227037857519617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726976480770077,0.0,0.0,0.27344186183938674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28353537968286713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27014313057879674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Putrid_Thoughts,2020/02/16,"Heart palpitations and tight chest everytime I lay down to sleep Has anyone else experienced this? 

When I get into my sleeping position (on my side, usually left side) I start to get palpitations and then start feeling like my chest and throat are tight and it feels like breathing isn't as easy as it was before? This can happen even after I've been laying in bed for awhile, and I don't notice it or it doesn't happen until I'm laying down to try and sleep? 

Just for background, I am overweight but have lost over 70lbs and never had this issue before? I've had a few stressors in the past few months but I don't feel like I'm anxious really? Any advice or help would be great.",3.4879211229946563,5.195808580882356,4.3288770053475965,86.04767379679144,73.48529411764707,7.0042780748663125,21.922459893048128,7.686295010490155,0.8311705882352944,541,13,108,7,11,174,86,136,0.092,0.779,0.129,0.7275,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,15,9,8,0,1,20,27,16,0,1,5,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,8,1,2,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,6,9,4,16,20,2,20,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,2,13,67,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550774289554513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126015839451176,0.0,0.0,0.1682196881304851,0.0,0.10411748062478447,0.15257024528004826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534135049146328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439059321131113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835001036281774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258717505329852,0.3191321892062585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559289896557268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641677243508359,0.0,0.0,0.26335149499316834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645253592774696,0.09980753993078148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541759948855294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178516254300634,0.0,0.0,0.2182416350082721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625468391609842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885414216181946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484432127208452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695287471934012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214618325439554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539202830887446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447036076896186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079072686411449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109637340609476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399725711552945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577747641670716,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,captainhumdrum,2020/02/16,"Glandular fever/mono as anyone had any experience with dealing with panic disorder after having glandular fever? I was diagnosed about 2 months ago and I am past the symptoms (which were horrific) but now I'm a lot better except for the fatigue

My panic disorder developed because of pretty severe health anxiety. Now that I'm better but feel tired all the time my panic has been coming back in spades. Whenever I have a slight twinge of a headache or nausea or the exhaustion gets really bad I feel like Im going to relapse into the sickness or get even sicker from something else. 

Any tips on dealing with fatigue/health anxiety?
Ive had regular checkups and am definitely getting better and i see a therapist regularly. I just want any tips from people that have been through something similar",6.868827586206898,8.435545296551727,7.480172413793106,67.25956896551726,65.0,10.765517241379314,35.879310344827594,10.793553405168565,4.536848275862068,648,31,97,18,10,214,96,145,0.22699999999999998,0.632,0.142,-0.9274,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,6,10,0,3,9,0,13,10,0,0,1,20,24,9,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,10,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,6,3,9,4,17,18,2,13,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,4,9,65,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962131374057874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228875294770936,0.0,0.1892063462913743,0.0,0.0,0.08646924833142754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509053714758003,0.10325487662809434,0.07538486615968129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281141888812388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652620719299084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549857946803036,0.0,0.12551708878052534,0.0,0.0,0.28346096834746043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330600615706848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167938196764796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096782662178887,0.0,0.0,0.12505719738056312,0.08834610145333349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382913808315166,0.0,0.07028151084788142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628996313830517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357911974573686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060416336176357326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513532357517937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870800054071543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352817154258906,0.0,0.0,0.1180519692316016,0.08573354676063663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258114796143739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922278694395468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854477178025783,0.0,0.0,0.13970593506396914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904062880075276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853499558453604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358427263857865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210989335068425,0.1421344050731712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294065653905997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThomasFMaher,2020/02/16,"I had my first panic attack(s) yesterday. I feel horrible now. I’ve always suffered from social anxiety, but I’ve lived with it for so long that it’s basically normal to me. But last night I was hanging out with friends and I just felt a sudden sense of fear, usually I’ll be able to reassure myself that there’s nothing wrong and it will pass, but it didn’t work. I just kept feeling terrified. And then I was getting even more scared that I couldn’t stop it. And that cycle continued for 2 hours. 2 hours of pure fear, I thought I was going to die. I had to leave early because I just needed to escape. I couldn’t even focus on what my friends were doing/saying, I tried so hard to concentrate and be there mentally but I literally couldn’t. My reactions were delayed. I didn’t know what was happening. As soon as I left I started bawling, I seriously didn’t know what was wrong with me, I just wanted to have a fun time with my friends and then I was hit with this. It’s been over 24 hours since then now and while my panic attack is gone, I still feel horrible. I feel disconnected from reality kinda, faintish, on edge like at any moment I’ll have another attack. I don’t want to live like this. I don’t know what’s going on with me. I just want someone to talk to who knows my pain... 😭

I’m losing it...",1.4809982101060155,3.612247539033461,3.385518380834366,88.53523199779707,81.04460966542752,6.810463995594107,22.60236816742393,7.921354282810032,1.1468297122401214,1024,34,218,19,27,344,137,269,0.217,0.647,0.136,-0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,3,15,20,2,5,2,0,25,1,0,0,1,46,48,19,1,8,9,0,6,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,18,14,0,3,10,0,0,5,8,13,0,1,18,6,35,7,30,23,1,37,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,27,142,53,1,0.10585039315785673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807600660553794,0.0,0.0,0.07198189711198824,0.11099336649181088,0.08097526104049367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612603098279094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452541720120049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985599647599974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982637276386134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23822224092720065,0.21408455691626652,0.0,0.10163297698983567,0.0,0.0,0.09003629034637453,0.0,0.0,0.2453392535415211,0.0,0.055302461611115065,0.0,0.1203144355097551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360315309320097,0.0,0.09482116113336594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31272394596749337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326904314105107,0.08628219808743222,0.0,0.11208028276394254,0.11500676188008176,0.0,0.0,0.1034263107740966,0.0,0.18693567285497711,0.09367426702708327,0.0,0.11841951446166407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667230002494972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848672530108912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933342347636703,0.10371091112823724,0.1015663070358539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126322813275773,0.2483852592589437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417648116281891,0.105974709301401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756053904796049,0.0,0.0,0.10790114577010193,0.08968669462514303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492145308611466,0.0,0.08453226070839134,0.08849566834682376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507853647865507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403338856368714,0.06172221547665936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186546875189435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657925363247446,0.0,0.18729991312087307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706034689101775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314615764900359,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sglolita,2020/02/16,if you have trouble sleeping try a weighted blanket seriously it's a game changer. i (21f) actually sleep through the night now and i havent been able to do that since i was about 9 years old. [here's the one i use](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07RXMRNPC/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_i_IxnsEb4MJTFCW),5.9895999999999985,9.22855876,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,71.4,8.0,32.0,8.841846274778883,2.9694,238,11,40,5,5,69,43,50,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,5,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,24,7,0,0.2864431900461908,0.0,0.27952723355816245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26880752966450183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005739430225071,0.0,0.19410131878332426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369487668284604,0.0,0.5733001117846946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447612341654788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473949470313272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488106372315713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446002298086006
anxiety,aFatSoftDogBelly,2020/02/16,"Feeling anxious. I have (I think) a pain indusing ""disease"" and im anxious becuase doctors will have to see it + it may be an ongoing thing in the future, and I dont want anotyer problem I dont want another problem for the repertoire.
Suddenly, out of the fucking blue, I felt last week pains below the tail bone. Asking my mom she said it might be pilonidal sinus, (dont google it), basically its like a cyst causes probably by hair underneath tue skin, and its found at the beginning of the butt crqck. I feel ashamed and anxious I may have to deal with this new shit in the future on an ongoing occasions. Fuck",2.44925,4.808870758333335,4.141666666666668,83.18000000000002,78.91666666666666,7.666666666666666,30.0,8.59863814320734,2.685,481,24,91,11,12,161,81,120,0.196,0.737,0.067,-0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,11,0,12,12,5,1,0,19,25,4,0,4,0,1,5,1,0,4,5,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,8,9,1,14,16,0,14,0,0,2,3,5,7,4,3,8,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402647605318185,0.0,0.4533507253167836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125052659231447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741398705431127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379063279247485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691462863589732,0.0,0.0,0.4703164105620666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352716836083898,0.0,0.1284358302679908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666693561344538,0.0,0.2473280466392029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448966394109325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903671305244646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535105282390202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190402692219126,0.0,0.15666450401489998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919152632330588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846717865743922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442218030667003,0.25599098240686663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724159577835964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659376244419076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730833466179804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886783573697428,0.08571151319168813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779668216158962,0.0,0.10729859296330944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kenswifty,2020/02/16,"Having an anxiety just for working in the absolutely pathetic place long story short, i work in a disgraceful hotel. i am a receptionist and generally my work is contact with  customers and telling them prices. but most likely if they ask something, we lead them to the manager. now the real problem. hotel considers itself 4 starts, meanwhile in my opinion it's below 3, real catastrophe but im not gonna go in details. anyway when i talk to angry customers, or just customers who ask for something that they should have in rooms and they do not,  i feel soo guilty, another guy told me to dont give a damn, because it's not our fault, but at the end, i am the who's talking to the these angry people and i can't stand it. sometimes i feel so ashamed i wanna run, because people come to my country from hundreds of miles, and people like the owner of the hotel is acting like an absolute douche. can't help it. guess i am gonna quit",4.007026397515531,5.4993496250000025,5.247670807453417,80.84826086956522,71.77173913043478,7.648447204968945,29.447204968944106,8.192908349453996,2.1592248447204967,737,30,137,11,14,245,113,184,0.172,0.75,0.077,-0.9672,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,5,5,6,7,1,1,13,0,12,0,0,1,0,30,24,12,0,4,10,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,8,0,0,2,3,1,5,6,4,0,0,1,2,20,3,19,20,1,22,0,0,0,0,20,11,1,5,8,93,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789830777046013,0.1151947822981706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815475989831713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358672245524155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971301953845538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648092807454469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337091574585996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227752038389286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445193101310455,0.08557919436000762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588299858530625,0.14909980846690782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100931909327388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265434981757718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220700208936042,0.0,0.0,0.13326029034632395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31318369964819115,0.0,0.15732609171560272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408659300199864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016244309021935,0.0,0.34279045943014674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318506892094649,0.14892940242293776,0.0,0.1065826817576007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420641406269652,0.13161526456337275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388750965657335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288763668014541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charmantsein,2020/02/16,"Health Anxiety Hey there. I think I have a problem which i believe to be Health Anxiety. I always get scared if I have came in contact with some of the serious diseases such as HIV, Colon Cancer etc. My question to you guys is, how do you guys deal with this? And I'm not talking about taking meds, but some natural remedies or something that helps you guys to avoid the anxiety to be building up. 

Thank you!",3.1831607142857163,5.203211137500002,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,75.125,7.071428571428572,28.92857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.939857142857143,321,14,63,5,7,102,59,80,0.177,0.7090000000000001,0.113,-0.1511,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,6,5,1,1,0,15,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,10,1,11,9,3,3,0,0,0,1,13,2,0,5,0,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623163562529218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033270350290332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800134144440776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100232288790632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811825493854434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599907109512196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181807540068243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220373915608302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736116006477597,0.0,0.0,0.11779632988198027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521002844698013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816160472878774,0.0,0.0,0.19687154751377856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594865699876472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529497485723133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213630531238216,0.14125496858184708,0.0,0.16179985784561002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126085416488508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Confusedafwtf93,2020/02/16,"Leaving the house Lol... just writing leaving the house is a trip xD

I've been trying to get out of my house for 3 hours now. I haven't left yet... still stuck on my computer... not even enjoying anything, just... randomly looking for something else to procrastinate... I can't help but keep thinking about the fact I should probably go make some money doing Uber or something... but the thought of going out and into my car seems... like... alot? ... Like i know it's not, and I know once I get there to my car... everything will be fine... but I have alot of ""tension in my stomach"" and than I'm getting tired, and than I think about how disappointing it is that I don't JUST DO IT. 

I'm over analyzing this... I can just put on my socks and get out the house... but why don't I? I know what it feels like to not feel like this... why do I have to feel like this about something I need to do? 

I feel silly, I need money... i'm literally in the negatives because they took out of my account today eventhough it thought they would take on Monday instead.... So I NEED the money... but still... just wasting time... typing this in fact.

I feel .... sick. Too much emotionally, too unmotivated, too silly... I know I shouldn't beat myself up, but it is what it is. I already did, I feel like I would tell myself to ""get up and do it anyway""... which is really the answer to this. I've already given myself 3 hours to ease into this... 

I can't help but thinking about how much I want to smoke if I go outside too though, I havent' smoked in like 2 weeks and haven't been a consistent smoker for 3 months (weed) . I don't like weed, but I don't want to feel like I do right now either.... maybe if I motivate myself and tell myself that I can smoke weed when I finish doing some trips... but than how long should I do uber for? I have 36-48 hrs before the irs takes money out of my bank account... I'm already in the negative... if I do smoke... I'll feel like a loser for smoking when I should be handling my responsibilities like an adult.

I know i'll probably struggle tommorrow too.... 

huge rant..... anyway.... gonna put on my socks and go outside...bring the weed with me just in case... I'll probably end up crying at some point any time now. 

I'd really love to go cruising aimlessly at night like I used to when my friends were more available... I have fewer friends now.. and I just feel lonely. Lonliness apparently makes me binge & smoke... atleast I know my triggers.. I just wish I wasn't so lonely. I'm dealing with being alone... there's no other option except being alone. I've exhausted all my connects. I'll feel better eventually. I just wish it was. Now.

♥ I love you if you're reading this.. Hope you have a great day! <3 ♥ (Alt + num pad 3 = ♥ pro tip lol)",0.6691935483870992,2.8821314390681003,2.5959856630824407,92.48064516129035,84.96774193548387,5.463799283154121,20.11111111111111,6.828538100315305,0.2768250896057354,2085,62,460,26,62,694,229,558,0.099,0.738,0.163,0.9908,1,6,9,0,0,0,167.0,0,2,2,4,41,30,0,2,18,2,47,6,1,8,3,104,105,33,0,18,28,0,10,12,2,8,3,0,0,1,22,19,0,1,24,2,7,13,17,7,0,0,11,11,70,23,56,82,10,64,0,4,1,2,15,27,0,14,36,288,92,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227738415533669,0.2114100694907616,0.0,0.0,0.06919122800797795,0.0,0.043426327509977665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255053726926355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038927869541112735,0.0,0.05433932769984009,0.0,0.0,0.05647811906217087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014614148938138,0.04118378885470668,0.06583585178175093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053346022024863576,0.07183280907772982,0.05656014268678222,0.0,0.0,0.04217828441454328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739237492913207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32289042302574605,0.2737254056714624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867465018111374,0.0,0.16681852704548106,0.0,0.18146278058273566,0.0,0.0,0.07040480162446132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560671809563758,0.0,0.0,0.0634264217537408,0.12577655440847554,0.2947389685805963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056760836467751465,0.0,0.0,0.21057150384248294,0.0,0.0,0.1352349760703169,0.06938301861503263,0.0,0.0,0.37437953360720394,0.0,0.0,0.0565132284975263,0.05362549854649791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115270528403988,0.0,0.08525279147786989,0.0,0.0641549748692369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050971665315075784,0.0,0.09388746367047328,0.14205197590755475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059927369986662864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800777857355843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036742064615332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065524924043503,0.0,0.0,0.12839191825420604,0.0,0.0,0.06387630717504814,0.0,0.08181945453892879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453525929760676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813485890739711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748539428983268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199580133238924,0.0,0.0,0.06675931927264697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602808041990277,0.0,0.1116312068764368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275485606918772,0.06274116883042825,0.10139386706806096,0.07447342322086196,0.07339655636281192,0.06053088982294781,0.0,0.07094972758171776,0.04335608684809262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055153695069781586,0.0,0.0,0.07533141614873015,0.0,0.05122385875271464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524567668610568,0.0,0.14686945675801313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090727239753159,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,godfall888,2020/02/16,Do girls understand if guys have anxiety? I met this girl on my Facebook a few weeks ago and I've been thinking to hang out with her. Thing is I have severe anxiety. We've been texting for a few weeks now and I think its going alright. But we've never met. I never had a female friend before and I am really scared. How do I make this not seem like a date? Also are girls nicer than guys because I have a lot of things about me which I was bullied for at school (all boys school) and I'm not sure how she will act when she sees me. Last thing is how should I make things fun and not boring?,0.9404761904761898,2.7541515396825424,2.36531746031746,96.80607142857143,81.22222222222223,5.469841269841268,17.642857142857142,6.42735559955562,-0.3815428571428568,458,9,108,4,12,148,81,126,0.162,0.758,0.08,-0.8545,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,5,1,15,0,0,5,4,27,26,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,6,1,15,5,10,18,4,15,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,3,10,75,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457481818886115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148640928924904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515613071287869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100228749408088,0.0,0.13990909143587224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703028578906006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344352915441866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256027917436566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402403557529205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032718139935636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978378602190586,0.0,0.0,0.2195029107449879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253621284329886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533149774646428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461284626870226,0.3328031162793906,0.13102124788971628,0.14968155909868738,0.0,0.18574750967506898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496366220358868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43693268606079705,0.21070706501744055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116675131703327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637752008092233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vdubs13,2020/02/16,"Frequent PVCs 23M. TLSS: my pvcs are getting worse and almost impossible to ignore/live with

 I've been having PVCs for the last 6 months but they are getting progressively worse. Ive had like 4 EKGs, two of which caught a pvcs but otherwise my results are normal. I've had a 48 hour holter monitor that showed around 500 pvcs in that time period. I've also had an Echocardiogram that was normal as well. My doctor thinks that they are benign and I understand that is the main consensus within the medical community, unless they reach 20% of total beats. 

However the frequency of my pvcs has been increasing dramatically the last couple of weeks. I get these episodes where I get frequent pvcs for a few minutes to a few hours depending on the instance. These include unifocal pvcs and runs of bigemmy/ trigemmy where the pvcs are frequent, like 2-5 within a 20 second period. These episodes take my breath away and make it feel like my heart is galloping in my chest. I am a pretty anxious person and they do get worse with stress but also seem to appear out of nowhere or even when I'm feeling good. They also get more frequent after meals and after getting my heart rate up. It sucks and I need reassurance/ advice on what to do. My doctor just prescribed me verapamil but I havent taken it yet. Anyone else go through this and come out the other side??",5.593519239083445,6.950430610894943,5.864714656290535,78.44577929096413,67.79377431906616,8.823951578037182,29.06376999567661,9.150863307647796,2.4546958063121487,1085,38,195,20,18,346,148,257,0.07400000000000001,0.825,0.1,0.7149,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,5,2,11,9,1,1,15,0,20,8,4,3,1,35,42,19,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,15,14,1,0,5,1,0,6,1,2,1,2,8,2,22,7,30,34,6,37,0,0,0,0,7,14,1,5,20,131,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335902667093024,0.0,0.0,0.1161625408802556,0.0,0.0,0.2783081652040769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105295796560015,0.0,0.08111359593783074,0.11886112834769892,0.0,0.10326930253829313,0.0,0.0,0.1089907884980483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992828541683296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835764679064193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23747265950385016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690753421676204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662039989039139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731152025936753,0.08287420226554419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242558321248621,0.0,0.06592847957883025,0.09729973331332296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749336540907769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284836860811263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911958853557995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002297493797197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743443178729954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168631251734367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092594315623081,0.0,0.0,0.08601645254450893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273211076443269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129134458609737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801908445724173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105606859048074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328836676106763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722154094943034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433150566349676,0.0,0.0,0.06764361741585301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332031197983955,0.12076559790599607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930524462063856,0.0,0.10430268727273342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546579029749393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crossroadie666,2020/02/16,"Whenever I hear about death of someone Our family has many friends/acquaintances and naturally ageing 
Whenever I hear about death of one of them ( even Ithe ones I have not met), a feeling of depression comes in. There is some anxiety too
I understand that every one has to go and I am proponent of going rather than staying in pain.

I wish i don’t have this feelings of sadness anxiety and hopelessness when this occurs",6.780000000000001,7.781929820512822,7.135025641025642,71.6933076923077,64.8974358974359,11.881025641025643,36.112820512820505,11.602472056035307,4.691140512820511,338,16,58,11,5,110,55,78,0.304,0.665,0.031,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,1,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,17,4,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,3,1,4,9,0,12,16,1,8,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31356427710811896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654171652413894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651857431905604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536404493473944,0.0,0.17267475336152668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932036284932649,0.0,0.20725240174246376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329495978865804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619751554770784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778176377493046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416627508853914,0.0,0.21807561605672807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364898368333892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844378703039635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133546659232194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567629670207085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Antique-Butterscotch,2020/02/16,Self-checkout line is the best thing to have happened to humanity Your girl just wants to go to the grocery store at 11 PM without having to interact with anyone and it could be a reality thanks to this magical invention. Yay.,5.672015503875973,7.021778372093022,6.739534883720933,72.27271317829461,67.6046511627907,10.38449612403101,35.26356589147287,10.504223727775694,4.052696124031009,182,9,32,5,3,61,37,43,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645254525939862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970164637890519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020523830042932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500416419449705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33454119801179616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946632745064171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483000547103925,0.0,0.0,0.2513345435094689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231389835787971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646805169385764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cattastic99,2020/02/16,"SSRI Zoloft Tremors Hello, 

(Disclaimer: Yes I understand I am not speaking to medical professionals. Yes, I will speak to my doctor about this. Right now I am unable to and just need some help). 

22F here, I've never taken an SSRI of any sort in my life until now. My doctor started me on 50mg of Zoloft. I took two pills. I'm not taking anymore. 

After the first pill I got terrible naseau and my anxiety worsened. Doc said my body just needed to get used to it. 

Once I took the second pill on the second day, I got naseau again which eventually went away. However, I then started to get tremors throughout my entire body and severe RLS--the tremors are so bad to the point where I've been bedridden for 3 days. The tremors are pretty much nonstop. I have them regardless of how calm I feel. 

It hasn't improved. I wasn't able to sleep for two days, and last night I was shaking like crazy from the pill combined with sleep deprivation. I felt so bad that I am still shocked that I even woke up alive this morning. Even now I'm still very sleep deprived. 

I shouldn't have googled it, because once I did I came across this:

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4378786/

""A Case of SSRI Induced Irreversible Parkinsonism""

And now I'm extremely petrified. I might have another panic attack. I guess I'm moreso looking for someone to calm me down right now. 

Please note that I have hypochondria and anxiety so just be courteous. Any ""You need to get to the ER this instant"" comment will definitely trigger a panic attack.",3.1258333333333366,5.779896027777783,3.6005277777777813,86.34725000000002,78.30555555555556,6.478888888888887,26.266666666666666,7.675431598112923,1.6363700000000003,1208,48,223,19,30,377,163,288,0.18,0.731,0.08900000000000001,-0.9791,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,1,1,20,14,2,3,10,2,19,15,5,4,1,30,47,12,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,4,10,3,0,0,11,8,0,0,4,0,0,5,6,11,1,5,14,6,32,3,30,28,2,36,0,2,1,0,8,11,0,4,21,138,43,3,0.10129615319842143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776971553605913,0.10621784880284582,0.15498255987405726,0.0,0.1004585648845044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304779957013691,0.09517107039537524,0.0,0.1691561135550723,0.061749194792855774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503438124069236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585581365587265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598291637393564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736181016822908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381030768156738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051218378665976345,0.0,0.0972601924285804,0.0,0.0,0.08616245616341342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876917760489762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203157458495562,0.0,0.11158913297735212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789667625763307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256988467418226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154846868719288,0.04948818378641424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506325659857958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204521745160007,0.0,0.10745921084517222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446432788560853,0.2253294422331986,0.07812583805638416,0.0,0.0,0.09505957778711274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215754194415029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376984206057817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119275754796357,0.09575760658272674,0.0,0.0,0.1030546044272266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301272271734805,0.09635583827737497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443582031053595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041079242064539,0.0,0.08582790188658078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339587720456387,0.0,0.16179047758766948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761621007434035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250875067445733,0.0,0.0,0.19790324553624666,0.10545286788026996,0.0,0.08748735290568285,0.0,0.08357993498006214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390254885766874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tandembike13,2020/02/16,"how do i get through the next 2 weeks? i’ve been MISERABLE at my job (i’m a nanny)- crying around 8pm every night because i don’t want to go to sleep and wake up and go to work. 

so i quit last night and my boss is guilting me so hard. she’s telling me i’m putting them in a bad spot, that 2 weeks isn’t enough time, that i shouldn’t have quit over text, everything. 

i know that my mental health is more important than a job that i didn’t even want long-term and isn’t my final career path, but i can’t stop letting her guilt tripping get to me. has anyone else ever experienced something like this? how do i stand my ground and keep my boss from ruining my life?
(sorry if this didn’t make a lot of sense!)",3.9469841269841273,3.4695371038961045,4.798917748917752,91.133455988456,70.81818181818181,8.143145743145743,26.202020202020197,7.3871296695380915,0.926756998556998,550,14,135,5,9,179,98,154,0.121,0.828,0.051,-0.8716,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,0,3,5,0,15,4,2,5,1,21,26,11,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,4,7,5,0,0,3,2,21,1,13,21,3,21,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,2,11,76,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488750328943916,0.15369861052777206,0.0,0.13353691430454148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524852963297506,0.09144210860942227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477426492168015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531054993200566,0.0,0.0,0.1549960315470777,0.0,0.09907737849153103,0.1356887825040765,0.12638630814393728,0.0,0.13481548935216567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643239591970335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674361888257285,0.0,0.1705034412231537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437568156734775,0.0,0.0,0.15944909018863296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977151072568424,0.13333199669620094,0.0,0.0,0.08243923334531099,0.1222747015175266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339103538329535,0.10595349245410884,0.0732852289306922,0.0,0.0,0.13275036211992458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752951841400406,0.0,0.0,0.10012999824383624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511705071829718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953280942294512,0.28154045621274026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507972035455704,0.0,0.3190991444335382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011407532010906,0.0,0.0,0.11548174955315785,0.0,0.16791914809995825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541151793255073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111163112349758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746955503800824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695454743287928,0.0,0.2406511176016209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092059674394031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Em0Penguin,2020/02/16,"Hi Just wanted to say hi.






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anxiety,coldhandsofdebt,2020/02/16,"Debts big and small hang like boulders over my head- does anyone have methods for dealing? I’ve tried making a tracker in my bujo, breaking things down into small blocks so I can see progress and I’ve tried setting up direct debits so I don’t have to think about it at all. 

My anxiety is pretty bad and getting worse overall on the daily. I’m working but am literally dragging myself to each low paying shift with stomach pains and heart palpitations and there’s nothing I want more in the world than to quit. It’s not even a bad job, just usual anxiety stuff that everyone hates me and I’m doing stuff wrong etc etc. 

I have two sets of school fees and a credit card in the immediate and mortgage that fills me with dread in the long term. Hence, there’s no real way to consolidate to reduce anxiety that way.

So, any advice anyone? Any tricks on re-framing debt mentally or tools on how I can track them differently that isn’t triggering? Like logically I know these things will be paid in due course and that some debt is just a part of life but my anxious brain is drowning.",3.9341148723640393,5.70659199528302,4.580133185349613,84.43678690344063,72.44339622641509,7.252386237513874,26.149833518312988,7.928766900206844,1.5036672586015545,861,29,167,12,17,275,139,212,0.215,0.731,0.054000000000000006,-0.9874,6,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,10,11,2,1,8,0,14,6,4,3,1,30,24,16,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,13,0,1,3,0,8,2,4,8,0,1,1,1,14,3,25,21,8,29,0,1,1,0,2,18,0,2,6,104,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756452238406055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754661690275853,0.0,0.2995937359400951,0.14747575451957576,0.0,0.1825565626052873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179949023866659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457284913009513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458348224444802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638902340770334,0.0,0.0,0.11423853390047455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911785665245522,0.08622202398814313,0.0,0.0,0.1247388574178905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820301603174117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888359366790467,0.13397416382557092,0.0,0.0,0.15469337247047954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954318892140582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174268903038368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922059576776812,0.1275528453223825,0.0,0.0,0.11552591602044868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713806564079353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315560352431418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252589534940128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389063174636766,0.0,0.0,0.1413646978750606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280855158271096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388479111217919,0.0,0.14858583050442292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321158780691766,0.10402539137366287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988796318800591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734531398665898,0.08364629881286406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725944106722802,0.0,0.12752095619243678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437740106466801,0.0,0.07699728972377333,0.20723696165355726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503642191152092,0.0,0.1330338580919038,0.0,0.14272762144921547,0.0,0.0
anxiety,outlandish-insanity,2020/02/16,"Does anyone else have rules that they just randomly made up in their heads? I have limits in my head for things like how many of a certain type of tiktok I can save to my favorites, how many times I can listen to a song in a day, whose posts I can like, how many times I can get up in class, how many times I can change my position, etc. I get incredibly anxious when it comes to breaking these rules and I have to constantly remind myself that it really doesn't even matter and that these rules only exist in my head. Does anyone else have this?",4.65965250965251,5.00518940540541,5.0519433719433735,87.08594594594597,69.36036036036036,8.144658944658946,23.064350064350066,7.957251820313856,0.8724404118404121,428,8,92,5,7,136,61,111,0.033,0.843,0.12300000000000001,0.8699,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,10,3,3,5,1,14,15,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,15,4,14,14,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,8,62,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155640461837655,0.0,0.192663450395232,0.2823225236234129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457419957922751,0.11867633309736765,0.0,0.14888002121476546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885001081525143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112625473723345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301776871759619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364954978105247,0.09099553806528013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395788580274246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241741457784709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346145596566343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036095043276028,0.0,0.5587071043560531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478000805211714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319452178373138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825874965424635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152801721195446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410037289903026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maddog1606,2020/02/16,"I had a conversation with two people I hadn’t seen in years, and now I’m analyzing everything I said. I hate that I overthink and over-analyze things. My social skills are so poor that I have no confidence in my interactions with people and I’m constantly evaluating what I said or didn’t say. Anyone else do this?",3.913870967741936,5.711874258064518,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419358,72.54838709677419,10.121290322580649,26.916129032258066,10.355215969177356,2.9934412903225804,252,9,49,8,5,87,43,62,0.17,0.773,0.057,-0.7644,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,6,4,9,0,4,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,3,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185485580953958,0.2718043157809668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866666943917845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160218734216286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384109505883948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26190291826006123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678148482842831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046721857879377,0.2109563413063856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704131916657256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623609886873892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591339177907297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708276041348141
anxiety,aa-etc,2020/02/16,"Seizure I think I had a seizure. I woke up from a nap and heard my parents yelling, I got up and felt kind up light headed. I was really nervous and started to shake, my legs felt stiff and my whole body felt heavy. I stumbled back to my bed and fell face first onto it. Soon my whole body was shaking uncontrollably, I kept my teeth clenched so that I didn't bite off my tongue. Oddly it felt kind of peaceful, it felt like my soul left my body and I was going to die.",1.460668934240367,3.2614449081632664,2.2627891156462603,98.23379818594108,79.51020408163265,5.171882086167801,22.113378684807266,5.82211442006289,-0.07325532879818564,363,11,86,2,9,113,59,98,0.12,0.759,0.12,0.2533,1,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,4,2,0,5,8,7,0,0,14,17,7,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,6,0,2,6,1,0,4,1,4,0,1,14,8,18,3,10,3,2,14,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,51,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677907185856966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627451172953842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412056486273264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6666637471927281,0.0,0.0,0.11811900523517972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892051851077128,0.0,0.1110635029389497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251616448336013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892142985722809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508778766465632,0.0,0.0,0.06784271595810347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419381100608753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896085681791706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982897837667564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897946693333374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31007695808525715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlubberBube,2020/02/16,"Mirtazapine So my doctor prescribed me 30mg Mirtazapine and recommended I take one 30 minutes to an hour before going to bed.
Since I initially wanted to avoid being on meds I decided to read up on the medication and decided I'd better only take half for my body to adjust.
It took me out within 20 minutes and I woke up the next day, tired as hell, slept all day only waking up to eat, drink or use the bathroom.
To anyone who's had experience with this medication or a similar one, is it normal to feel a bit slowed down and so extremely tired?
After all it might just be something your body has to get used to, right?
I'd love to hear some other experiences so I can evaluate my own situation a little better.
I'd greatly appreciate anyone helping figure this out.",5.986041206769682,6.188756198675499,7.832803532008832,68.78833701250922,66.48344370860927,10.684621044885947,31.34731420161884,10.504223727775694,3.3599795437821927,610,22,110,15,9,216,98,151,0.08,0.809,0.111,0.6145,1,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,1,1,7,0,7,12,4,2,2,24,20,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,7,7,2,1,5,2,0,2,0,2,0,3,4,2,11,4,24,13,5,19,1,0,0,1,5,11,1,4,6,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867112157645416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360998967185358,0.0,0.0,0.2361633385963968,0.14576195049030993,0.2966063690535282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221007415757164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665652611673826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079221081684694,0.0,0.13661744365394307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26120326489226003,0.0,0.0,0.06750833913096682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975519181760766,0.0,0.07587868860545766,0.0,0.0,0.14719889118958482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047919929430575,0.0,0.08949115466067209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148371218577198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381540779892567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050097135711085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483031845267641,0.26900121893128465,0.0,0.1416365187151257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199291558830596,0.0,0.13081469230431209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094414297113695,0.2030857710800492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354943657970067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401963380513434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044358639753607,0.15007454991307548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027850658156404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007707803264777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306907809253342,0.0,0.0,0.14833819553868904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306252577085487,0.0,0.0,0.07874960707922526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cormchips,2020/02/16,"Anyone else experience intense anxiety after drinking? I've had serious anxiety for a while revolving around depersonalisation and the sort of hellish 'upside down' world I find myself in during panic attacks/episodes of depersonalisation and anxiety, that really terrifying state where everything feels really weird and wrong. For a while it's gone away, but recently I've found that I only get these more intense episodes of anxiety when I've been drinking alcohol the night before. This has come to the point where I'm considering stopping drinking on the whole (even though I don't drink often anyway) because these episodes have become so bad that the day after isn't really worth the night before. I've thought these issues might be because I'm a bit young (few months shy of 18) but that really just seems like a scapegoat because I don't see the difference a few months until I'm at the legal drinking age can make and don't even drink that much anyway.

Anyone else had similar experiences with this? If so, how have you resolved the issue?",13.33642857142857,9.568467815789477,12.136766917293231,56.39236842105264,55.05263157894736,15.278195488721805,45.56390977443609,13.023866798666859,5.833338345864662,855,35,137,21,7,276,113,190,0.183,0.765,0.052000000000000005,-0.9695,0,0,7,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,14,8,1,1,14,0,13,7,0,2,0,23,25,15,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,7,7,1,6,6,1,2,4,6,0,0,6,2,6,2,17,17,6,28,1,0,1,0,1,10,0,5,16,88,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400274226138964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977902866762649,0.0,0.0,0.1360932270720078,0.1994264259059189,0.0,0.08663314995111074,0.0,0.0,0.09143293400030432,0.0,0.08125599356073067,0.17797141595482602,0.10747946149549964,0.16561993942086836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624543440150318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838303534747294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276169492669696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167600697481784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720042250186277,0.0,0.0,0.1625924594596745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855449644500058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746263582324915,0.19039025103752275,0.0,0.0,0.049206619371976505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894637285094863,0.0,0.0,0.10670354478736424,0.0,0.0,0.0508443433385216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314823727253228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754438321582675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496014377477423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032384199538106,0.0,0.0,0.15535569685909953,0.0,0.07153951246588815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265164121403504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401429487113809,0.0,0.1141810421640542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199643217558078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493761641483422,0.0,0.09608922693988972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754939623879814,0.08859413815044473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136173353436234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561388611843813,0.07725917320057889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108651441156244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640133840235376,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinksultana,2020/02/16,Day 4 on Zoloft - huge anxiety Like fighting off panic all day. So miserable. I feel like I’m in a lose lose situation of feeling terrible.,2.0844444444444434,4.648896703703707,4.9644444444444495,75.50000000000003,81.96296296296295,9.525925925925927,31.222222222222207,9.725611199111238,3.9564666666666666,109,6,20,4,3,39,23,27,0.48100000000000004,0.29600000000000004,0.223,-0.8867,0,0,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,3,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739323691642207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665389671842004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28737502172775603,0.20301480727618024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27766728001359464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6358386804092793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334183478928447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31942481178795684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cmkkk778,2020/02/16,"I feel like i’m not the same Christmas of 2018 I took an edible and I had a really bad panic attack, I feel like I’ve never been the same since I use to smoke so much back then and now it’s just not the same I feel like I am so anxious now and I just don’t know what to do",-0.9436363636363652,0.21806009090909484,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,84.45454545454545,5.612121212121212,14.030303030303033,6.42735559955562,-0.9795878787878785,210,2,59,2,6,75,41,66,0.196,0.691,0.113,-0.7599,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,16,12,6,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,3,8,3,3,9,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061741325240684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624465787385976,0.0,0.17738866859762836,0.19261900963755527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499359201346166,0.4944213519882295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678283352934833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381148247981107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958589068059146,0.0,0.17792465477312333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706685168348373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477878358891922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083162429267184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563083989087439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992446730814431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlecuterose,2020/02/16,Is a dry and tight throat a sign of anxiety? I also notice that my chest tightens and my heart rate becomes quicker.,3.16,5.145793043478268,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,75.08695652173913,6.339130434782609,28.89130434782609,7.1686216300943375,1.7277999999999998,92,4,17,1,2,30,20,23,0.08199999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525636663093625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372644261194853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869063971897536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224332010183569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019335403439402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnderRatedLoner,2020/02/16,"Took photo with flash (Question) It was a close up, I was trying to check something on my face and accidentally took photo and use a flash, are my eyes ok? I closed them quickly but I saw the flash briefly. I can see fine etc but would feel relieved if someone could reassure me that I’m overreacting",3.3898305084745743,5.310861881355937,4.212,85.88172881355933,74.25423728813557,6.753898305084746,27.0542372881356,7.554174236665415,1.3999938983050857,237,9,48,3,5,76,46,59,0.028999999999999998,0.797,0.175,0.8225,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,6,2,2,1,0,13,13,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,8,4,4,6,1,7,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,1,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306126444151188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221293301496657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604454089342328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235632667634614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016549632563216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447304435116391,0.22236064375133907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6418165205450649,0.1961011955489368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494622169205635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518134220445935,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skylerbrazy,2020/02/16,"anxiety at work I am 18, tried therapy once but quit after the first session, no medications, and before work I get super anxious, I do not know what to do to help, I’ve tried deep breathing which has probably helped the most but I still get super nervous heading into work. Any tips you guys can give me just to help me get through the day?",5.632941176470588,5.632298176470589,6.137058823529415,81.34176470588238,67.23529411764707,9.15294117647059,31.70588235294117,8.841846274778883,2.4162235294117647,268,10,54,4,4,87,50,68,0.113,0.67,0.217,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,7,2,3,0,1,3,0,5,3,2,0,0,8,10,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,7,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,33,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100460929813595,0.0,0.14737222636575534,0.2176330243720308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392595927448228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423952191416955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386299212327782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30194580862398623,0.18480179615367695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907479686675432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977084474397629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873758834950271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587217160629604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194068686154632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515970315970536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770294671875367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490073723381705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384584501797793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203053430959014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615854272699168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42074164651970336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AtomicReggi,2020/02/16,"Work trip with draining coworker I have this coworker who drives me nuts. She’s (mostly) nice but she Never. Stops. Talking. She drains so much energy out of me.

I just found out we’re being sent to a training together for a week. Just her and I. We’ll be driving together. Flying together. Continental breakfasting at the hotel together. Presumably she’ll be sticking by my side through this whole event. Knowing she’ll be there has completely changed this from a training and growth opportunity that I was looking forward to into a week that I’m dreading. I want to back out and ask if I can go on my own next year instead. I know the adult thing to do is to suck it up and just get through it, but I worry I’ll get so little out of this training since I’ll be stressing out about my coworker the whole time, I won’t get time to recharge and I won’t be able to network freely. What should I do?",1.8590087719298225,4.236173994444447,3.2480701754385986,88.6492105263158,81.2777777777778,6.678362573099415,26.140350877192983,7.85451343220497,1.6340000000000001,709,30,145,13,19,231,107,180,0.095,0.799,0.106,-0.0429,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,9,5,1,2,7,0,19,1,0,0,1,27,32,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,12,1,1,4,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,3,1,23,2,25,17,5,28,0,0,1,0,12,12,1,2,11,104,34,1,0.18609328499384944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397210072233432,0.0,0.0,0.14309424930731546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686202043447432,0.0,0.19511526874314086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404168173628048,0.0,0.0,0.29167818207658985,0.0,0.10576110238344022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045440053455477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651436002395605,0.0,0.0,0.15627149060336773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679997663828308,0.0,0.1435266136743739,0.0,0.19791231977324755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393828838185794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558231896056296,0.21316922921687573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957473338970595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363210958348728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170249820049384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097626410001317,0.0,0.2985456164963094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41553301384258856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354781278358497,0.18898676409427145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983797422802682
anxiety,iwtbb1-,2020/02/16,"Will some fears every go away? If I’m on a freeway with cars surrounding me I panic, same if there’s no emergency lane. I used to avoid going on freeways but I’m trying to make an effort to change. Will it ever go away though ?",0.7381250000000001,2.7991382291666684,2.904,91.341,83.375,5.506666666666668,17.933333333333334,6.742157984588678,0.02845333333333322,177,4,38,2,5,60,37,48,0.20199999999999999,0.774,0.024,-0.7438,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,10,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,1,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496115360809479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27930062861000504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388233229518405,0.2224502094389678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970985361466925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501499422741232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623696274993475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097733303113381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594006094668661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925383862213326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22803053213940866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RavenDarkholme084,2020/02/16,"Need help dealing with school anxiety Guys I don’t know how to even explain this. School makes me super anxious. I’ve had to quit college once because my anxiety got so bad, I had panic attacks, I couldn’t even talk, I would lose my words, I couldn’t complete sentences and everything felt surreal. I was put on antidepressants and then I quit those because they made me feel spaced out. 

I’m back in school, different career, different school. It’s much nicer. In general not as stressful but still, it makes me anxious. I wake up feeling agitated, my heart racing, nauseous, I puke the morning of or the night before an exam. I wake up in the middle of my sleep sweating, and can’t fully go back to sleep. I get jittery, shaky, and sick at least half the week since we have tests every week in the program that I’m in. 

What can I do? It makes me feel super sick and I’ve been getting my period as well even though I’m not supposed to be getting it (I’m on birth control). Apparently high cortisol levels mess up with all your hormones. 

How can I approach this? I feel like I also have ADHD but it’s not for sure yet. I’m going to get that tested soon. 

Any help is appreciated.",1.985152482269502,4.2965900595744735,3.493430851063831,87.45645833333332,80.31914893617021,6.129432624113476,24.68528368794326,7.333567415737692,1.2039539007092204,924,35,184,13,24,304,138,235,0.163,0.7170000000000001,0.12,-0.8714,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,1,6,14,12,1,3,6,0,16,8,6,7,2,38,40,16,0,4,6,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,9,0,1,7,0,0,4,7,7,1,1,7,5,27,5,24,29,3,31,0,1,0,0,9,16,0,2,12,114,38,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459540461006477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290766343788603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050153761934108,0.0,0.15861989309897034,0.2342430993409943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794357723063935,0.0,0.15943704989519628,0.08656304512890624,0.12639681116313553,0.0,0.08821851571859869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086996961390971,0.0,0.11627864991574614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688283000735063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663349113342625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542611424058135,0.0,0.08734939825320824,0.0,0.09317506020281968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968175400643085,0.07406437174500527,0.09954282171067123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166605068300624,0.0,0.11784008259804656,0.0,0.08291717164889112,0.0,0.0,0.10265306816970936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285360103102935,0.1389803283480792,0.10953674870982964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697624632699715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506496371478325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598413196437787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809837590387986,0.20760860623604147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621195403211978,0.07687258933763302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729056016933857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040889788366114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163851886600073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422050601375996,0.0,0.22053906517816274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196924823595044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857597935777586,0.0,0.20749675089195652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279379396056577,0.0,0.1187576481909466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771105029428982,0.0,0.0,0.08332883517666301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185869098793944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663212623279082,0.0,0.09321493049692443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364668247719859,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pidun,2020/02/16,"Scared of trying to sleep So I’m not scared of sleeping, I’m not scared of tomorrow, I’m just super scared of laying in my bed trying to sleep. I procrastinate going to bed so much, my room is always super clean when I go to bed because I want to do anything other than go to bed. Got any tips?",1.9904761904761905,3.2237909047619056,4.120825396825399,87.96028571428577,76.46031746031747,6.309841269841268,20.536507936507935,6.742157984588678,0.28013269841269794,229,5,50,2,5,79,35,63,0.04,0.6829999999999999,0.276,0.9424,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,12,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369103885062007,0.0,0.0,0.11743440663452713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210829044025566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526958007343616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944293268974508,0.0,0.13811512743134086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694624688248735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6915670525168117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184409867304313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344889206590613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185641595334287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PeachRing23,2020/02/17,"I want to talk about my anxiety but I always feel guilty bringing it up to people I don't want anybody to worry about me but I'm so exhausted from hiding how I feel. I've never been very good at sharing how I'm feeling or what's going on in my life, I'm much more a listener. Over the past couple months I've been feeling increasingly anxious about work, grad school, and pretty much everything. My boyfriend has always been supportive and tries his best to help when I'm having panic attacks and convinced me to start seeing a psychiatrist again about a year and a half ago, but I still don't want to talk to him about my anxiety. I don't want to tell my family because they already hod to go through this with me when I was a teen. At work I try to hide in my office as much as possible so people won't notice if I'm acting different. I feel so guilty about potentially adding more stress into somebody else's life.

I wish I knew how to talk about this with somebody. This is particularly the case with my boyfriend because we live together and he can see changes in my behavior (how clean I keep the apartment, eating less, more trouble sleeping) and knows something's wrong but I always just say I'm fine or that I'm just upset about something little and it'll go away soon.

I don't want to hide how I'm feeling but I don't want to cause concern and I just feel stuck.",5.171858907263975,5.300880106761568,5.84792966296839,82.57650826878796,68.21708185053382,8.746996022608332,30.052543437303747,8.4952907291091,2.057258572325728,1094,38,225,15,17,357,142,281,0.188,0.659,0.152,-0.9456,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,3,24,13,1,3,8,0,15,5,1,6,1,48,50,28,0,8,11,0,7,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,7,13,1,1,9,0,0,6,7,7,0,1,6,11,31,6,38,42,9,29,0,0,2,0,13,12,0,3,11,140,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912043927919301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109456457325556,0.0,0.2509657943813048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382184468070734,0.11357877294078135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437593522105448,0.0944583030526171,0.0,0.0,0.12257346966399345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550791732972667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327972028912036,0.10635535806423772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124284599416724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504030287352902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287497512180756,0.08398619150546549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035663408051256,0.0,0.0947778197437739,0.0,0.35584351207325643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141335675262892,0.08432609602061246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738817579297282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936236106544393,0.0,0.0,0.055252787918175485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202523750397927,0.0,0.10076500028136552,0.0887764660023827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024808377481628,0.0,0.221719920375196,0.0,0.07754072804594861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446262502566742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795910960879792,0.0,0.0,0.09597443231333573,0.13940010546403134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334093998446028,0.0,0.1022827947139237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995146569963238,0.0,0.10174933070167233,0.16023076261443164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006101200923743,0.0,0.0,0.1547973788100107,0.0,0.0,0.07116096923788916,0.0,0.08028938783348168,0.0,0.11516538157843745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408877844560432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424247342161169,0.08787421782209852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651674388220933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295397744994139,0.3557977803909932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561317839063108,0.0,0.0,0.1463850138696545,0.10210072476289593,0.0,0.0,0.10992198793467728,0.0,0.06474286218634541
anxiety,segruee,2020/02/17,"Declined a date, and due to my anxiety, I am over thinking like crazy and feel like a monster Long story short, I’m a DJ for the city I live in. Was djing a gig and talked to a girl there most of the night. Ended going back to her place. We didn’t hook up or anything and she was a super sweet girl. Today she texted me and asked if I wanted to come over for dinner. Immediately my stomached dropped. These were my thoughts.

Oh no did I lead her on?
How do I decline in a nice way?
How do I say I’m not interested in anything like that?
Will she hate me?
She’s super nice maybe I’ll just accept.
But they she might think I’m into her in a romantic way which would make things worse in the future.
Idk what to do.
I shouldn’t have to go do anything I am uncomfortable with.
But then again we all make sacrifices to make other people happy right?
No.No. I need to stand my ground, you don’t have to feel bad for who you are.
Oh god I was so hungry before now my appetite is gone.
I feel physically sick.
The rest of the night is going to be so uncomfortable.
Ok just text her.
Don’t think twice just say”I’m sorry but I can’t.”
But wait, is saying I can’t make it seem like I can in the future?
Or does she think it means “I can’t” like you are not interesting enough for me to have dinner with you?
Click send.
Sent.
Pure Dredge.


I have this disease.",-0.5725064409274943,1.608177461538464,1.4970114096429905,97.73495031284506,92.56643356643356,4.2692675745307325,14.868973132131028,5.9092894577622985,-0.8565650349650351,1038,21,245,9,38,343,152,286,0.086,0.7959999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.8684,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,4,1,3,11,17,1,0,14,1,32,4,1,7,2,50,60,17,0,5,12,0,3,5,0,4,1,2,0,2,10,11,2,1,11,1,0,8,10,2,0,1,9,7,41,15,30,46,4,40,1,0,1,0,26,15,0,6,18,159,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614076579855317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31025859450893395,0.0,0.11748883601742745,0.0,0.0,0.09663605096507158,0.10493308608340987,0.0,0.0,0.10693987359461704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825758583570703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997873602162052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131044062283817,0.12985551182578053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063464244914088,0.08978199743850104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427140495559632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337830053634302,0.0,0.12407770164373065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069914376863915,0.0,0.1109730213426413,0.1112181134321792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33555522786707137,0.0,0.12625708107541084,0.13689654024602593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333209469653676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318616301457723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358742974013804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712698069334729,0.0,0.13130326422667898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732546725551216,0.0,0.19988305705303985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440948436718035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068248524960533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010125258625307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349265536849497,0.3221089732940753,0.0,0.09977163673631312,0.0,0.0,0.11912487659016033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741261666425844,0.19950938025408785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280732084129665,0.0892756679323058,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FredTalk34,2020/02/17,Hello! Does anyone else here suffer from frequent PVC's or irregular heartbeat? I was diagnosed last year with PVCs. I chew tobacco and I think that is what is making them worse. Has anyone had experience with this and if they went away for you what worked? My doctor told me to lose weight and stop the nicotine and caffeine. But this is all causing me a lot of anxiety. Thanks!,1.8604166666666693,4.6708953194444485,2.7874444444444464,87.90200000000004,88.86111111111109,5.6577777777777785,21.088888888888885,7.1686216300943375,0.9306455555555564,301,10,56,5,10,95,60,72,0.18100000000000002,0.782,0.037000000000000005,-0.8819,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,1,15,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,9,1,7,7,2,6,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,39,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976011529918936,0.0,0.0,0.3103284821952418,0.227372446787012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084912250332573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279621241149776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523341189187124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22713371640920785,0.19419444761454535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853768635150925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170700147994287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808858126220212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482599027205749,0.0,0.18865947154494245,0.0,0.0,0.1481262753079117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552622948042105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430439919272456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219060975622222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204398100417285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702259169071109,0.0,0.2057122754188548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155271628791462,0.0,0.2261446790685902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290240469248525
anxiety,N8toxicz,2020/02/17,"Visited my older sister, was very anxious and dizzy the whole time We were talking about a sensitive topic which was seeing my anxiety off and I feel like the mood was very off which made me more anxious. I was practically having a panic attack the whole 2 hours I was there, at least that’s what it felt like physically. We were talking shoot how our mom is very non loving and closed off which is exactly how my older sister is so it was very awkward to be talking about that even she is almost the same. It was very silent after every word I said and felt unwanted from her, her husband tried to make me more comfortable but her mood threw my anxiety off. Has this happened to anyone else before. Last time I was that anxious was when I went for family get together with my dad and step mom. My jest was racing for hours. Very uncomfortable",4.148484990619135,5.911058079268298,4.871463414634147,82.6059943714822,71.8658536585366,7.9729831144465315,24.81050656660413,8.617729084823388,1.699597185741088,671,20,127,12,13,216,95,164,0.14,0.8109999999999999,0.049,-0.8876,0,0,0,1,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,0,8,9,1,2,6,0,19,1,0,4,1,22,31,10,0,1,1,6,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,18,5,21,4,15,12,6,19,0,0,1,1,19,6,0,1,11,90,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148581801906823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703417844121291,0.37733023344439137,0.0,0.07784794932231284,0.11407575991448575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665951926270266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473779796534933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300602106752737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353565008132779,0.0,0.09380445337012897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495663324905152,0.0,0.05629426965039415,0.07953767335182607,0.21379792337943807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058167889008161035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845308258113612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928489557597144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075280151220612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087852148053762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048409221787456,0.10534777241951863,0.07431690892116301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607881737967234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062751431785885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590498339963253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871949910012299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26846032107940776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984054866962846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755890875034662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511777045284186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320856582999274,0.0,0.2486028751585765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,feshawert,2020/02/17,"Have you given up coffee? Has it helped? I thought that it might be a good idea to forgo my cup of coffee every morning. Have any of you cut out caffeine? It was never really a huge problem for me as far as anxiety goes- only if I had 3 cups- but I think with the lack of appetite and sleep it’s putting me over the edge. 

What are your thoughts?",-0.08293759512937271,2.1377514520547933,1.9596347031963468,95.45975646879756,89.27397260273972,4.3403348554033485,19.07001522070015,5.82211442006289,-0.21019208523592114,268,8,59,2,9,89,59,73,0.11699999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.051,-0.5744,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,13,12,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,9,1,11,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042547631519985,0.0,0.21421709168617573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359317446099231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348702953118392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876937448302224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161122707934765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970605162393841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159712657680164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129703714310162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26794452220904114,0.0,0.2815008036652645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939012456033232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802255734888927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942765197454685,0.0,0.4446145124162147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GlenQuagmire8008,2020/02/17,Help with anxiety. I've been literally shaking all day at the thought of moving. My partner and I are about to move in with some friends but we are leaving another friend. To be honest I just don't want him to be upset with us leaving because we do a lot for him. I just know its gonna be harder for him with us gone. Any advice from anyone is appreciated.,0.5027327327327313,2.8488278918918937,2.9247747747747748,88.73809309309307,87.64864864864866,5.451051051051049,23.087087087087088,6.937597516519254,0.8665123123123117,280,11,59,4,9,96,55,74,0.09,0.703,0.207,0.9129999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,14,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,0,11,3,14,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,1,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942920106468667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387845903348101,0.2140005962121541,0.15612423236463396,0.0,0.0,0.14270076330422193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440813526377432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161774417425806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153506567800399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136793668519182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215961058895034,0.0,0.0,0.4321924470482684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350550876665366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338194637842903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202045061569928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909775173783618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037444021878785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mythrowawayacct847,2020/02/17,"What do you do when your anxiety is worse than usual one day? Today my anxiety is way worse than usual. Usually I walk a bit stiff anyway, but today I am walking extremely stiff and my jaw is clenched more than usual and my anxiety levels are way worse than usual. How do I help myself chill out?",4.545508474576273,5.41370723728814,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,69.84745762711864,9.289830508474578,26.614406779661017,9.516144504307137,2.3312,233,7,44,5,4,79,37,59,0.20600000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.055,-0.7789,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,1,0,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,5,8,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31356281362468685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916366242184642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811450889918225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157964982386232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258345874409546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590169471194732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7523886165879825,0.0,0.0,0.2168997445130633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41771037755260987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IMP33P,2020/02/17,"This year ill hang myself at new years eve if things dont get better 

kinda tired",5.078823529411763,4.940550999999999,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,68.41176470588235,6.8000000000000025,17.0,3.1291,-0.725541176470589,65,0,14,0,1,20,17,17,0.375,0.625,0.0,-0.7791,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33959227640378936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500126497275539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060966719993495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370842818435477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550941196444039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413196485529043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494531115559809
anxiety,glitterbatwings99,2020/02/17,"I inflict pain when feeling anxious. Am I the only one? I've always done it..... If I'm worrying about my heart, I'll press on my chest where my heart is ...I'll do it without even realizing it. Next you know, my chest is sore.. years ago, I was worrying about my leg (long story) so I ended up punching my thigh whenever I thought about it......this resulted in several bruises along my thigh, and is what initially got me prescribed Xanax. I had to stop the Xanax because I abused it severely over a period of 6 years.",1.8283495145631081,3.932673631067964,3.7784563106796116,86.31836407766991,79.67961165048544,7.6151456310679615,26.804854368932038,8.548686976883017,2.075315339805825,396,17,82,9,10,134,71,103,0.184,0.8009999999999999,0.015,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,8,11,7,1,0,10,13,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,16,0,11,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,9,50,21,0,0.0,0.2133411372017059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961193738297558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498239797067132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341605294232054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097626376342999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426344708856165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594793272649289,0.0,0.0,0.118927642401301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091043524641723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401008034311408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42674289542426813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895602621305337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934704606855446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914953867289564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201301906871714,0.13694341056028422,0.19159606892171135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068321058846411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053785621671087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429471792384894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735709921560216,0.0,0.0,0.3657184506588607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319049086575632
anxiety,keegs187,2020/02/17,"Trintellix? My doc just gave me a free monthly supply of this. He was really optimistic about it. I tried Prozac and similar drugs for short periods of time 3-4 months, over the last 6 years. I didn’t like the way they made me feel (vague but the truth). I’m skeptical. Can someone please enlighten me from your personal experience. PLEASE DONT JUST POST HORROR STORIES YOU IMBECILES.",2.030371318822024,4.873766070422537,3.048399487836112,84.70335467349553,92.52112676056338,8.215620998719594,23.35595390524968,8.575989854853784,2.5425098591549293,305,12,56,10,11,97,62,71,0.036000000000000004,0.6920000000000001,0.271,0.9584,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,8,8,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,9,4,6,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781697556740155,0.0,0.2752479978408379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321716098671888,0.0,0.0,0.12001013679489532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934700670536825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115956105222904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245841478647803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788973652301921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724287082871984,0.0,0.5210730363394788,0.0,0.0,0.22731350311925216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205102461211156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110394968573467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839936199667235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114351936403135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883955694664386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284414746091468
anxiety,mxngho,2020/02/17,"I'm going to the doctor tomorrow to discuss my anxiety. I've struggled with (probably) anxiety since I was 13, and half a year ago I told teachers at my school (I'm now 17). Nothing really much changed but two weeks ago I talked to a new counsellor who basically told me that I should tell or my doctor or my parents.

So I made an appointment with the doctor a day after, and tomorrow it will happen. I'm just really scared, because I don't know what to expect and what if he thinks I'm all faking it?

But I should be just really proud, because I am talking about my problems to people who can help me. And I never thought that would happen.",4.919076923076926,5.128940715384619,6.450576923076928,77.7581730769231,68.76923076923077,9.884615384615383,30.865384615384606,9.827888789773867,2.8846923076923074,503,19,99,11,8,173,80,130,0.124,0.812,0.064,-0.7003,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,6,0,9,3,0,1,2,24,22,10,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,5,0,16,1,10,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,3,11,67,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256246804698492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211409442719249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621692731904512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290106785238727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321446065354468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438194840484153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214375457482515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25562732859247866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688015937238048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943380031129102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676448177525002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625138594032316,0.0,0.11147590808839307,0.13959481449012393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868722839244116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049132478155642,0.0,0.0,0.10020381376231216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583542061531733,0.13830246734140722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777824674917632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447068338077671,0.1462792434787794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195625678584826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151101540500599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234686313335395,0.12633178042216625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261352601190743,0.0,0.11474629818143067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27622275175648875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119172708183536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593892886040187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267499610115448,0.0,0.0,0.09307714199159664
anxiety,DemuEmu,2020/02/17,"I need help with life So I have an interesting life I have lived in like 3 different countries and like every time I move one place I get all emotional because Ik I will never see any of my friends again and you know I just feel sad and less than a year ago my parents split up and I am sure a lot of you know how that feels my teacher is a total bitch I have friends at my new school and I am relatively popular amongst the students but I don’t have a real friendship if you know what I am saying like ik them and like them it’s just I don’t have a real connection where as at my other schools my friends had very similar experiences and I had a real connection with them where as here no one has moved around a lot and switching from my moms house to my dads house every Sunday stresses me out and the fact that my dad is struggling to find a job stresses me out even more and the outcome is just a very sad person. I have even had suicidal thoughts throughout my life but i have passed those it’s just hard.

TL:DR: I have a weird difficult life and it has made me kind of depressed.",5.794473684210527,4.768778447368419,6.155964912280705,84.76842105263161,67.15789473684211,9.52982456140351,32.1578947368421,8.59863814320734,2.1739052631578946,858,30,193,11,12,277,122,228,0.17,0.703,0.127,-0.9465,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,3,0,13,20,1,3,14,0,22,4,0,2,5,43,32,18,1,2,7,4,3,4,3,1,4,1,0,1,8,16,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,9,0,2,5,5,36,11,18,26,6,20,0,3,1,0,16,10,1,3,11,134,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410108830701824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218987320958002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450154662104852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647118494154572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143220098644853,0.0,0.0,0.11091066085898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941146481746212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023037077606432,0.0,0.17888239598060407,0.0,0.0,0.10384115777141324,0.0,0.0,0.10735155393216557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702486641072798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460481081644864,0.0,0.05546224609324957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509512633646357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115427989843752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449800615406285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053436730762698,0.0,0.0,0.110545372512415,0.17502205500162105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29992512434366925,0.2074502773857337,0.0,0.09373789149203196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805004525187085,0.0,0.1004475867860227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432888763845035,0.0,0.2256545342021365,0.0,0.07871349569053139,0.08187422499549832,0.10252634354596726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438684107247218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787392505088642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269152097896977,0.11091066085898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624870736026212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441969086919847,0.0,0.21487153409427787,0.08459276718243101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432031940029756,0.11097753529222476,0.0,0.11611768022913745,0.0,0.10005098569629756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427618483500099,0.061900548446816875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751800063054182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836112839121508
anxiety,ProperBicycle,2020/02/17,"I (may have) made a friend today! Today was good for once! I went out and ate lunch at a new place on my own without being too anxious about it, and I talked to one of my classmates before and after class today. They even asked if I wanted to get food with them sometime! 

I know it’s stupid, but I usually just go to and from uni everyday without stopping anywhere or talking to anyone; this is the first time I’ve actually talked to any of my classmates. But it felt good to not feel so anxious all the time! 

Tbh I’ll probably anxious and depressed again tomorrow, but it was nice to have a break.",2.8371900826446317,4.495869289256202,3.9521404958677695,88.27911983471077,75.11570247933885,6.4928925619834725,26.149586776859504,7.1686216300943375,1.1755580165289254,468,17,96,5,10,152,82,121,0.053,0.7879999999999999,0.159,0.8853,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,6,6,1,0,5,0,7,3,0,1,1,24,17,11,0,2,9,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,6,2,11,4,19,9,2,20,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,13,67,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.13456720877122302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377442991268953,0.0,0.0,0.467351787849316,0.0,0.09642052258594767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891472452435132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117339866598679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187701562832062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107941662256183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972467413126197,0.0,0.13240237976395405,0.0,0.0,0.11729479407230715,0.16674513962224105,0.0,0.10653858613121264,0.0,0.07204529219732131,0.0,0.07836982667073454,0.2313222838926907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578437574974785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048111553844194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331814143674068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685539927129668,0.0934423181419655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407261754146256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867587884187514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638328265819705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528774847452228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325082378842907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081725549042122,0.0,0.3921296142726257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187364445291107,0.0,0.081334998938601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783154777105735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658548406236087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bnerna,2020/02/17,"Generalized Anxiety - How to Cope? I've been super anxious these past few days because I'm waiting to hear back about a job prospect. I've been looking for a job for 5+ months and feel like I'm at my wit's end with being unemployed. I had a really great interview last week, now I'm just waiting to hear back. But the anxiety is almost constant. What do I do? How do I cope?",0.97623417721519,3.0105643924050653,3.3473259493670935,88.65238132911396,82.29113924050633,6.987974683544303,25.064873417721518,8.07648339933343,1.5667329113924051,293,12,64,6,8,101,54,79,0.069,0.757,0.174,0.8788,4,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,11,17,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,3,8,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,11,35,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052417943699968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063855757620602,0.22622858160388545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079639720817661,0.0,0.12207220357456243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640205657899264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914644228690667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736447778050732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125379558788143,0.1430605880334943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077933824380205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513987540417659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39743986367933737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632326997119174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783336715525016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681618555683326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598398160039285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911638867925129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828702454789248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063065837528165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beatrixboop,2020/02/17,"Tint for Anxiety Attacks yall i just found this game called tint on the app store,,, it requires arcade but i totally recommend if you have it. calms me down through all my panic attacks.

https://apps.apple.com/us/app/tint/id1451786388",6.476306306306306,10.389662621621623,4.355540540540542,74.81907657657659,84.94594594594594,6.790990990990991,27.78828828828829,7.793537801064563,2.577688288288289,195,8,28,4,6,55,32,37,0.251,0.606,0.14400000000000002,-0.6073,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,20,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324528517779339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6913715635666653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102760793661873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331679291151876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35651544133627233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655073986429522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myadultisnotworking,2020/02/17,"(tw) I can't stop my sister from cutting herself Please this is full of triggers if you will lie triggered please don't read this I can't handle the guilt if I triggered anyone.

I don't know what to do,  I tried everything. My heart is breaking everyday.
By no mean I'm trying to make this about me I'm just sharing my feelings.

My sister is 16 yo, she is the most affectionate person I know,  every feeling she has is multiplied by 100.
Two years ago we discovered scars on her forearm and we all freaked out. I cried and called her names and handled the situation very badly.
After that we had a talk and she told something I will never forget (I try to replace the mental pain with physical pain).
We agreed she will stop and we will support her when she slips just don't hide anything from us and don't lie to us.
Only to find out year later that she stopped cutting her arms and started cutting her thighs
I will never forget the sight of the fresh wounds all over her thighs.
You should know that my sister is slightly overweight, and she doesn't like to get out of the house because she think she is ugly plus she has terrible anxiety and paranoia tendency.
We decided to give her the year off and take a break from school last year 
She got really better and stopped cutting but once we started the school this year (home schooling because we didn't think she is ready for the outside world yet) the very least things triggered her into cutting again. 
The studying and the isolation from everyone made her case worst
Now we are in the second term of this year,  and we are trying to get her back to school because she is becoming very dependent, spoiled and more depressed but she keeps crying and sleeps all day.  
What should we do I'm very scared if we made her go to school she will start cutting again 
(we are trying to convince her with therapy but she doesn't want too) 
Should we force her to go to school or therapy? 
I don't want to stand their watching her ruining her life because we are afraid of her cutting herself 
Please tell me what to do",3.4262553041018395,5.460981363861389,3.690922206506368,89.15959405940596,74.47029702970299,6.4983309759547385,26.394342291371995,7.33818517376401,1.276846902404526,1637,60,323,19,35,506,187,404,0.142,0.782,0.077,-0.9771,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,17,2,1,1,10,24,7,3,16,0,38,11,6,8,5,83,67,24,0,8,9,3,2,1,0,9,5,0,1,1,12,37,1,5,10,1,0,2,13,18,0,2,6,4,72,6,40,52,9,43,0,2,2,0,65,10,0,6,29,222,84,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663872664019088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750920856020029,0.0,0.0,0.05256460085834362,0.0,0.06186319982997754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780547682581575,0.06276857358387179,0.18330564804982075,0.08302565991754171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648680198380975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676279995290287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515396392712434,0.04848211059422392,0.0,0.06474872456063308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333877376423923,0.07183360771175416,0.06756307629673919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602219045060446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870923244745641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855240619960825,0.07211538632065474,0.08544817115283103,0.0,0.060124878720006665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890835723821449,0.0,0.0,0.07540736156752847,0.0,0.0,0.08674267028687234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681962071917738,0.0,0.0,0.12394380436073668,0.06127823314285179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053098823651363626,0.03672705219156494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226613948738753,0.05018036683654997,0.0,0.0,0.08188838125831774,0.0,0.0,0.07575942912568462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159602762627258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005967235561756,0.0,0.057174511199659,0.1599845008030197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564052594405967,0.0,0.2475610477490903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519604861361312,0.0,0.04815948160707025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752639952129719,0.45649096139728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450064215879323,0.0752299959952937,0.0,0.0,0.057873930461801164,0.0,0.0,0.15962925277911627,0.0,0.0,0.25140102210163995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530849916181843,0.0,0.0,0.0565227744282285,0.060423384074067,0.06570687967350017,0.0,0.17193994059076909,0.0,0.04994339800551041,0.09633911260440434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183360771175416,0.0,0.2551968451612942,0.0,0.07343574032802941,0.0,0.18085423394964076,0.0,0.0,0.24811131864758726,0.08868115708894635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904641357269456
anxiety,OkayWow505,2020/02/17,"My rumination and intrusive thoughts are causing me great distress. I lost my health insurance so that means no more medication or therapy. It sucks. 

I’ve been ruminating over something that happened nearly 3 years ago. It makes me feel pathetic bc why can’t I get over this? It’s pretty uncharacteristic of me and my reaction to this event is disproportionate. For this entire 3 years it’s taken up the majority of my thoughts and it’s unbearable. The event feel recent bc I think about it constantly, but in actuality it’s been quite a long time. YEARS! I don’t know how to stop. 

The incident in question was extremely triggering for a few reasons. It reflected/ mirrored childhood trauma and things that happened in my formative years. I don’t believe it has SO much to do with the people involved as it does original event that triggered it. 

I can intellectually see how my behavior is irrational, but that doesn’t stop the intrusive thoughts. Sadly, I’ve had many traumatic things happen to me that are worse than what im ruminating over; yet I seldom thing about them. 

I also find myself romanticizing elements of the event before things fell apart. Believe me, things were NOT that great. Nothing that would warrant this nostalgia. Idk why I’m doing this. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to stop this irrational rumination?",4.831241466043839,7.603542235537192,5.725874955084442,72.75130255120374,72.92561983471073,9.332662594322674,30.769673014732305,9.761364909221204,3.5568794107078703,1079,49,180,31,23,353,137,242,0.166,0.76,0.07400000000000001,-0.9682,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,9,8,1,1,8,0,19,2,0,9,0,33,37,14,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,31,5,0,3,12,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,10,3,21,3,24,26,4,30,0,2,1,0,3,10,1,2,19,122,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.10726647527605364,0.0,0.0,0.10741296382227164,0.09743782153502913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790332144519691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474965602397636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685891456404717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935341827651423,0.2476853477763145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129185519630684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878492581094532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238420337619308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111581358062813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046527397158132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742888349106232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423753057476761,0.0,0.0,0.2916067974253663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684026805657716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873291777357492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040938904731065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727611412740074,0.0,0.0,0.11999112491736648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337273496809489,0.11144205481614998,0.0,0.11973556340478014,0.0,0.11073326055322373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808041574862505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547160910116148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620498006981727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118285858782356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313602866903373,0.11691389875016345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301650063137715,0.10853315543749588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759234457505458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462211077824874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27569518311994873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570358176624127,0.0,0.36513121926754105,0.07043256777305774,0.0,0.26179360957486963,0.06409548179509768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983721669431407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201830038089326,0.07808431373796544,0.0,0.0,0.2831405905268213
anxiety,commonworrywart,2020/02/17,"Crying and sweating because I wanted to order my mom flowers for her birthday, but was too embarrassed to read the message for the card aloud. I asked if there was an email I could send it to or phone number to text it to, but they said there wasn’t. I know there are online places, but I wanted to talk to a person, so I could make sure they only use certain colors. Online places will substitute when necessary. I feel incredibly stupid. I told them I would call back in a few minutes. I don’t know what to do with myself. I have social anxiety, but I haven’t felt like this in a long time.",4.242750000000001,4.9131357750000015,5.010000000000002,85.86000000000001,70.41666666666666,7.666666666666668,25.0,7.645422480735847,1.12025,463,12,96,5,8,150,79,120,0.106,0.8029999999999999,0.091,-0.4007,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,7,5,1,1,6,0,12,1,1,2,2,21,23,9,0,6,6,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,4,18,3,13,13,1,10,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,2,5,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485299763504243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815110779507645,0.0,0.0,0.14929515326012185,0.0,0.11835662605771502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825654268328027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31003797235885994,0.0,0.21327292594016856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981718791862331,0.0,0.1864216734191769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134077978278443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948555601790904,0.0,0.0,0.17182330118353376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296016566057647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739494845716535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766554798685694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953086314680876,0.4057065817675364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421006829773726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468826934067792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791914744680414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299117097917392,0.0,0.0,0.15605646525528394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321481508357872,0.0,0.0,0.18552583702180134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768976417220047,0.0,0.0,0.2290382791716094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792393618372098,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jacoblh1,2020/02/17,"Coming To Terms With Anxiety Between throwing up in the morning before school for, being constantly stuck in my own head and the torment of over thinking I knew something had to be wrong. I grew up in a military family where it was a strict “there’s nothing wrong, you’re perfectly normal” response. Therefore, for my entire life I believed I was perfectly normal, that my anguish was shared just not spoken of and that I was to deal with it like everyone else. It took 19 years, but, I can finally put pride and conditioning aside and say that I indeed have anxiety and it is a part of me and makes me different, which surprisingly has been a big deal for me to admit. Recognizing the problem is my first step the relief is amazing.  
Just thought I would share the beginning of my journey with anxiety as am now exploring treatment. 

P.S. 
Can anyone  recommend treatment options for someone that is skeptical of getting help?",8.516797385620919,8.227456117647062,8.36607843137255,68.72513071895428,61.352941176470594,11.790849673202615,40.65359477124183,11.20814326018867,4.808222222222222,740,37,122,18,9,239,109,170,0.128,0.711,0.161,0.8788,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,5,14,1,1,9,0,18,2,1,2,2,28,28,8,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,8,1,5,0,1,10,1,16,9,24,15,3,23,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,8,92,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576034315249052,0.0,0.0,0.10895230007094588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325905316946212,0.1755547062248325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422431113342004,0.0,0.16838503320359247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212851892658333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279773887755028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016681883037814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488917761152819,0.0,0.0,0.14689232921013234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069214872887253,0.0,0.13253960109098498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140902044152074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991529518922815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044422221381802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005960044228726,0.07612531524552638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401042328809218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053391635048113,0.14951257728443973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873684257107202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149097783384197,0.0,0.15664117893261695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239135596506956,0.0,0.1576971935284734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202497218682993,0.11995711438867207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984255310270856,0.0,0.12370291752033867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312069364590565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106893797481794,0.3407273322552561,0.0,0.10034235701974584
anxiety,dildozer69u,2020/02/17,Anxiety and Headaches Does anyone else get headaches from their anxiety? It’s horrible and causes me increased anxiety 🙁,7.355499999999997,10.933715550000002,6.599999999999998,65.555,68.5,12.0,45.0,11.20814326018867,7.081,101,7,13,4,2,31,16,20,0.363,0.5489999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7407957619118354,0.0,0.0,0.22570086030475395,0.3307344300877862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315921707584624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824739358950237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696479374370159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864339658964494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChuckTheFelon,2020/02/17,"What to take for heightened awareness? Not asking for where to buy it but from experienced people. I've yet to schedule with a psychiatrist (I am going to) but I am at the point where I cannot do this mentally on my own. I have episodes where if something happens that's negative, I handle it well. I don't start throwing shit or screaming or crying but for some time after that (A few hours) my senses are really really heightened. Like, I feel as though I could run into oncoming traffic and be okay.

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I won't smoke weed, I will not take narcotics, I also have never had alcohol. I mean - I have NEVER even touched them at 27 years old, but there is a breaking point where I need something to alleviate anxiety. Just momentarily.  


To give you a brief example of what I am talking about - I used turmeric to attempt to treat inflammation I had after an infection, my skin was damaged severely. What they gave me was prednisone because turmeric was a laughable remedy because my skin was so badly damaged.  


They told me that turmeric is a dingy while prednisone is a battle ship. Sure enough, it helped me clear it up and recover for better skin.  


In regards to anti-anxiety, I don't want the battle ship. I just want something to ""take the edge off"". Is this possible?",3.9309543486816234,6.098688053719009,4.995194805194809,79.774696969697,73.42148760330579,7.750019677292402,30.11885084612357,8.563005593585519,2.5640536796536804,1007,45,179,19,21,330,142,242,0.16,0.732,0.10800000000000001,-0.9399,0,0,5,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,3,2,14,13,3,0,11,1,25,6,4,1,4,27,41,14,0,5,11,0,5,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,12,4,1,0,2,0,1,4,9,7,1,0,8,7,30,6,28,29,4,30,0,2,0,0,10,13,1,4,13,138,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687701586785842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099073166264482,0.0,0.14891157364791108,0.16699947479263413,0.0,0.0,0.21027593941473186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848387028699804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147531074284827,0.16755911056989176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121550748965638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973126013665403,0.0,0.1509667137763244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200786477278995,0.0,0.09077501421444063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949164278896675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184089108927885,0.0781079018050816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153397652531855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212028369394336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534652573891762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714416347280286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497078183419928,0.0,0.0,0.13850290699315831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190686440652134,0.21199784031466745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421569651430596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528064167936197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598424067411431,0.15493815380287335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608971658951875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526327373897866,0.1410758185266465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174142559118811,0.0,0.0,0.09727772857762852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953156436067018,0.0,0.3100037312836914,0.11046564686672272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502992289674465,0.0,0.08013988887064365,0.0,0.0,0.1313257452267556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187003578602656,0.0,0.0,0.16212632795792606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357124125338953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699947479263413,0.0885041145806762
anxiety,moneybagz8877,2020/02/17,"I am constantly worrying about a CT scan I (27F) have to get a CT scan in 2 days. I'm worried about having a bad reaction to the contrast dye.

My doctor prescribed me Valium to take before I get my scan. I'm still anxious about either having a bad reaction (anaphylaxis) or having a panic attack where I confuse it with bad reaction symptoms.

Has anyone had a CT scan with contrast dye? What was it like?",3.900041666666666,5.279059587500001,5.982500000000003,75.9191666666667,71.875,8.833333333333334,29.583333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.8252083333333338,317,13,57,7,6,111,48,80,0.302,0.669,0.028999999999999998,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,2,7,0,8,2,0,0,0,5,13,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,7,1,9,11,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,4,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419300903020769,0.0,0.14973961591249688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436280972223704,0.0,0.0,0.5364223420141709,0.0,0.0,0.18222704134431367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314215503564456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810991618809085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919299972275802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377050222506772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462354129890103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512604890923445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102155927481594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225852686537996,0.16101517741950452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349622191230021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoxiousOchako,2020/02/17,"Death anxiety Back in 2018, my dad was choking and we almost lost him. I mention this because my therapist said that this is probably where my death anxiety came from. I'm also in my twenties, btw.  


And recently, I lost my aunt to cancer. My therapist tried to reassure me about the death anxiety, but it's still a persistent problem. It makes me scared to try things in life and to take naps or things like that.   


How do you overcome death anxiety when life is so...random? Would you guys recommend anxiety medication to help manage this? Thanks in advance for the advice.",3.81644859813084,6.272278728971963,4.7942149532710285,79.74833177570095,74.7943925233645,9.139813084112149,29.39158878504673,9.642632912329526,3.2138530841121487,452,20,81,13,10,147,72,107,0.273,0.609,0.11699999999999999,-0.9405,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,4,7,7,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,2,0,12,13,8,4,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,5,1,14,3,12,7,0,11,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,5,54,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422490285909906,0.0,0.0,0.14779176979840153,0.0,0.0,0.1180290306242996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645362395910402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348890840969485,0.0,0.089970531534545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880558800731185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613898913890164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892760663228813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849676760527625,0.07210585036581046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222275546515165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851860703508243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868311215194846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591288173954464,0.14122532594972367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572899995446098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039350659314326,0.0,0.1477650411052057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786692372768115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097059175683983,0.0,0.0,0.13588260946794756,0.0,0.3427306828914469,0.1961067370483132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041015472789145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484491036213647,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AniramAgram,2020/02/17,"Recommendations for a Psychiatrist in DC I want to work with a psychiatrist for my anxiety but am having so much trouble finding one. I’ve been searching through my insurance in-network list of docs, as well as just googling. I’ve called a bunch and I’m having an odd experience - either wrong numbers, straight to voicemail, incorrect physical address, not accepting new patients, or don’t actually accept my insurance. I’m tired of searching the internet abyss. I get so anxious to make these calls in the first place, and for so many of them to be duds is discouraging. But I know I need to find someone. 

Can anyone recommend a psychiatrist in Washington, DC? I’m open to suggestions from any neighborhood and (almost) any price point. Bonus if they accept United Healthcare insurance. Thanks in advance.",5.9374242424242425,8.442942783216786,6.386171328671331,70.5018210955711,68.72027972027972,10.08135198135198,36.392191142191145,10.317481424215053,4.507606526806528,650,35,103,19,12,210,98,143,0.159,0.669,0.172,0.2919,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,4,5,9,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,1,0,23,17,12,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,6,0,2,1,2,3,1,2,1,0,9,6,21,15,3,11,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,3,2,64,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.18564416999044334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049518366930135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587357851356588,0.0,0.14553101948175612,0.21491400849949546,0.0,0.13301834859296655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885071213847757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186088590344116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477469051037298,0.16181575651742286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993911413770132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454944902828688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698487992661375,0.1928707708082229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984630994639247,0.141058552971383,0.0,0.18373237695986008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890972289497146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875749631774367,0.0,0.1798357456534677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611874532422801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514495349348327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864979985266486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220689280105768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710461859619865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849502552464035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799463172217786,0.0,0.0
anxiety,famous-redditor,2020/02/17,"I am relieved Hello everyone! Just to introduce myself, I am 17 years old (F) and still in high school. My dad has a severe debilitating disease and has been sick for the past three years (my freshman year of high school) and then on. He has had an enormous array of health complications since then and continues to decline. It has always caused me a great deal of anxiety, and depression was starting to rear its ugly head. I have always had OCD, for as long as I could remember. My main obsessions were making sure the doors (especially the front door) were locked. I would be watching tv in our living room, across the hall from the front door and I would think about the front door. I would get this odd sensation down my spine and I would jump up and check the door, sit back down and check again. I would do this 30 times in a row and in high stress situations with my dad I would check the door even more often and for more times a day. I also used do things in numbers. I would be stuck doing certain things such as tapping or rubbing the edge of something, or even applying deodorant, in numbers. I was obsessed with 10, 12, 15, 20, 25. It was so odd. I would check and check and obsess and obsess constantly, my thoughts would literally disable me. They were very painful. I couldn’t breathe or eat or sleep normally. My anxiety was my new reality I would cry at the drop of a hat and I would have these scary unreal panic attacks. I stopped checking the doors because my new obsession was my health. I was (and still am a bit) a hypochondriac. I would do myself the disservice if googling my symptoms (I know right not good). I would shake and convulse all day at school and I was light headed. I made five unnecessary visits to the emergency room in January. I had things removed from my body that were harmless. I saw 11 different physicians and they ran tests that proved I was in good physical health, but of course, I never believed them. I would cry when they told them I was fine. I did because I was happy and it was a relief, but I was also afraid because I knew it wasn’t enough for me, I was worried they missed something. I even lied sometimes about being sick so that I could go to the doctors again. couldn’t smile or talk or eat or breathe right. I went to sleep tired because my days were a battle with anxiety. I had my first real unconscious anxiety attack when I awoke several times one night one month ago with a rapid heart rate and fast breathing. My mind was racing a mile a minute and I couldn’t stop it. I wasn’t sure I even started it. It was the first time I couldn’t control the physical symptoms of my anxiety. 
I had decided that from then on my battle against anxiety would not be a loss. I was through with this madness. I was put on Lexapro (escitalopram) and my anxiety has improved so much. I am so relieved to have my life back. I didn’t explain everything about my situation but those are the big details. My life and personality were ruined by my declining mental health and now I am back to being me. I am back to being optimistic and kind. I don’t cry anymore because to be honest, I don’t have much of a reason. I hope this inspires people like me who are suffering to seek help and be honest with your physicians. Take it one step at a time, it will get better. :) have a better day.",3.3607893637755843,5.244571366003067,4.147254907420302,86.47545287484341,74.2373660030628,7.444343589029652,26.57410552693861,8.238735603445708,1.68168202143951,2614,96,527,44,55,836,286,653,0.149,0.731,0.12,-0.7477,1,0,2,0,0,0,77.0,1,1,6,6,27,40,5,9,34,0,87,27,10,6,6,95,108,52,0,24,14,2,1,1,0,16,15,0,9,1,24,33,2,3,10,1,6,12,12,20,0,7,41,4,91,20,59,37,8,87,0,5,2,0,20,29,0,10,45,377,115,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613948853056871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324928098195387,0.08662011008230995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787285894829175,0.0,0.05161995391055635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842955878555672,0.0,0.16009400356099854,0.0,0.15864702989166662,0.0,0.0,0.05864291238698704,0.0,0.09206859711259924,0.056825493634191586,0.05781619716193505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053470040186760666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056247929558731466,0.05837888560380481,0.0831159270193839,0.0,0.17152457306554458,0.13427266086749168,0.05366161810901002,0.04483088415486754,0.0,0.0,0.0543815300831015,0.0,0.05327573162128955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652099054057004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378191825162089,0.0,0.13751504260928002,0.0,0.0,0.04973633330392762,0.04677949206195108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854799032992726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054388311836521284,0.0,0.029581409426919583,0.08731471639141848,0.0,0.05738568691017814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055408557994561,0.0,0.0,0.10683733688245103,0.22130832249639149,0.0,0.06167990706636783,0.03488824773804428,0.1649821354215237,0.0,0.051697735049486826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054202422510809714,0.028605507278146886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735293931433311,0.02542916842490037,0.0,0.04596140647454909,0.046062915625283724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049251293070234785,0.03474400812932605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052454503371599036,0.0,0.052556008544050084,0.0,0.0415460871925112,0.0,0.07652598218688221,0.0,0.040144433322640484,0.10054109122917536,0.0,0.04884572091756608,0.050998284804727526,0.0,0.0,0.05461807916725419,0.0,0.105811978468628,0.0,0.05538523477291152,0.06106986263634709,0.0,0.0,0.049687942011556636,0.03608515408608063,0.045448351831348335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232497111513184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592446856030682,0.0,0.05351642157528947,0.0,0.0,0.05896289200982946,0.08890141704569532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803317785033355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760414409538808,0.0,0.04305658160212186,0.1170135327093688,0.10417586626831266,0.0,0.0,0.08014179398052068,0.051479120149770456,0.0,0.07368300135258199,0.0,0.08313494231023624,0.08703283481437367,0.059623492045527526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981136645719776,0.10820047219255467,0.03913538019008735,0.041836094070593084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373980516892464,0.0333517580929826,0.0,0.0413221582614216,0.1517548679022456,0.05982421236250154,0.0,0.04973633330392762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04495478439235128,0.0,0.04294698412702083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825118943008419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285964989919255,0.0,0.5546260540371865,0.0,0.0,0.10055614306135376
anxiety,TheQuailManx,2020/02/17,Just started buspar 3 days ago. Anyone have any success/failure? How long did it take to kick in for you? Thanks!,0.16000000000000014,2.3390945454545498,1.036818181818184,97.42522727272728,103.54545454545456,2.2,19.13636363636364,3.1291,-0.7135818181818179,88,3,17,0,4,27,22,22,0.0,0.8420000000000001,0.158,0.5502,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025051738050557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087827992847966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31749591973326424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928372334683035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018371778750601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213926964778776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414037196121446,0.0,0.0,0.41804614689821495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Careless-Ambition,2020/02/17,"How I Reduce My Anxiety Attack's Hi there this is my first post here! I've been doing a lot of research on adhd medication as I was recently diagnosed with it and was already diagnosed with general and social anxiety disorder. I had been looking through r/adhd and thought about checking out one for anxiety as well. Just thought I would share this piece of advice, not sure if someones said it before but thought I would anyway in case it helps anyone. Whenever i'm experiencing an anxiety attack I'll hop on my exercise bike for 10-15 mins and after that time the attack will be gone. It really does help me and you should try it out too even if you don't have a bike just try a walk or a light jog and see how it works for you. Only thing is depending on how bad the attack was it may only be gone for 20-30 mins and be back again but sometimes it will be much longer. For me taking 10 minutes to do a light cycle is worth that half an hour of peace. Hope this will help at least one person out there and iv'e not just shared something everyone already knows haha! Thanks for reading.",4.951839530332683,5.478143456621009,5.8129973907371175,81.24791095890413,68.77168949771689,9.1795172863666,28.884866275277233,9.23628265651192,2.28852224396608,863,29,173,16,14,284,131,219,0.12,0.741,0.139,0.8264,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,2,16,12,4,0,9,1,24,4,0,4,1,39,37,18,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,1,14,13,0,0,4,5,2,4,3,5,1,4,12,6,13,7,25,14,4,22,0,0,2,0,12,8,0,7,9,123,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25510750930155485,0.10371398292384428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424542508260066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32477221756931834,0.0,0.0,0.07421212364859789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829759543634639,0.0,0.08161133393411213,0.0886183680269116,0.0,0.0,0.0903131455356814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154497672256706,0.0,0.0,0.12164000982131433,0.0,0.09287953368827308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701012268649621,0.0,0.0,0.10141662812195393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902784544988507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342034353765435,0.0,0.0,0.10541609366782724,0.10452168571182592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058329070543657775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891267459436674,0.0,0.0,0.09023225925465553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691993857576958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802150421592728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383976941800575,0.16144103923215605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267306796159808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164807908190818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616381303147754,0.0,0.06799285727495381,0.0,0.1047955984934978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095877658274496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457592646403682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819135974289117,0.08992791849508182,0.08170797862683292,0.10497031923063722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003106755753356,0.0,0.07980038003396495,0.0,0.0,0.0977149324328146,0.0,0.0,0.07051143864298468,0.0,0.0,0.2527782214253528,0.06188822529272747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411752029758562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542819345227684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726761057905501,0.0,0.0,0.1507906474871941,0.0,0.0,0.0
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anxiety,ThoughtsOfASaneMan,2020/02/17,"Travel/Going away from home anxiety? (Im so sorry for the wall of text, my english and formatting. Im on phone and english isnt my first language)

Hii, im just gonna drop some backstory first because i feel like its neccsessary but ill keep it as short as possible:

Im 16M, and ive always had bad anxiety and social anxiety, but in 7th grade (2,5 years ago) i snapped. Everything i felt upped with 500%, my anxiety was causing me to shake constantly, i was teary eyed all the time and very paranoid all the time. And the paranoia is due to my ""father"" but i wont get into that. This resulted in me only going 2 weeks in total for the whole 7th grade.

Couple of months after, i got help. I got to speak with doctors, psychiatres etc etc. I got diagnosed with Anxiety and Social anxiety, got put on meds. An orginasation that deals with cases like mine and drop outs picked me up. Its basically a much smaller school, where every student has his own coach and its very personal. They picked me up, and i started there grade 8 (1,5 years ago) And its were im currently going and i really enjoy it and i feel so much better.

My situation is much better now, i feel okay most of the time, my anxiety has reduced and the meds help and i have good friends. Only time i may have problems is when im outside or shopping and theres alot of people, i get very paranoid, jittery and very anxious.

But now for the problem, also why im posting this. While in 7th grade they also put me on a investigation for Aspergers, as i apperently have alot in common with it. But in Sweden the lines for these investigations are really long and can take years before it starts. But a month ago we got a letter saying that it basically was time for my appointment and that my investigation was actually starting. So i should have my diagnosis in a couple of months if everything works out.

But its 1 hour away from where i live, and im going there tomorrow. And i dont know what has happened to me, but as soon as im going somewhere. Even if its just 30 min - 1 hour away, i get so anxious and nauseas. I feel psychally ill and i want to puke, making me even more anxious.

And i dont know what to do about it, before i could go wherever i wanted no problem at all, but slowly and surely it just got worse. For example, 1 year ago i could go to my grandpa who lives 2,5 hours away no problem. Now i can barely go 20 minutes in the car outside the city without feeling nauseas, anxious and wanting to cry. My coach and my mom knows this is a problem and are trying to help me the best they can but i cant get the feelings away.

I dont even know why i feel this, if its the actual car or distance or whatever. But as soon as i know im going somewhere far away those feelings come back, and get even worse in the car. I dont know what to do about it, or why i feel this. Id just appreciate it someone could help me or give some tips.

Thank you",3.0066350018268224,4.344148756302523,4.764817318231644,83.93947296309831,74.04201680672269,7.997442455242967,26.54822798684691,8.587818076936951,1.814233467299964,2270,81,474,42,46,772,245,595,0.15,0.754,0.096,-0.9792,2,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,1,1,3,6,28,18,0,1,24,1,37,5,1,5,5,108,86,63,0,15,24,3,10,2,1,4,4,2,1,1,31,39,0,1,16,3,1,15,10,7,0,2,13,13,62,11,65,66,18,89,0,0,1,0,24,30,0,14,43,313,93,8,0.0,0.0,0.08631649035766628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681489974114812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073511251679047,0.03679961652892325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368296507328913,0.19985139251428216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931097921058065,0.034007102588686236,0.03692690448076942,0.026959789628151282,0.0,0.07526622240529564,0.0,0.04641251101255863,0.07822869458097159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045432336042730524,0.0,0.038096826088734284,0.0,0.0477926485279296,0.0,0.10593270681090776,0.09787056640758783,0.04858023930086875,0.0,0.04559511565747552,0.0,0.04488850986473991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526723625953173,0.0,0.0,0.2073304051900854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864747290124884,0.1168435558479746,0.0,0.0372623546334993,0.0,0.0794950441721582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012581778119844,0.031595099003081537,0.04246394363301742,0.0,0.0,0.07523731118447523,0.0,0.0,0.03416893657261014,0.0,0.1155314289798064,0.042425657143511285,0.2262121509739872,0.03709471250362791,0.21222967418033026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910895001353648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857515645326368,0.0,0.04436233418671238,0.0,0.13066125196339082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777172329828702,0.0,0.0,0.0393101453618552,0.0,0.0,0.1458328830269327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043213228235176204,0.0,0.07810482493204755,0.03913866259472164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029521231839166332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825034314540053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517970153180948,0.105902433661801,0.0,0.09753370653652407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727180795285673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030660774535913926,0.0386164810383165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985822636194137,0.042356330752688236,0.0,0.0,0.21159178526747716,0.0,0.08891879126425084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666468028850045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03517033011520638,0.0,0.044759123781711666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971193327170333,0.0,0.09016577704651596,0.03747258870095484,0.0,0.0,0.049507442207503735,0.09391027759830484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168252879227804,0.0,0.03325248564889443,0.0,0.0,0.04071740494245631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128942827246315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030026584919833812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596449212048598,0.07825701055700891,0.0,0.03547546968777289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972139378434128,0.0493768054940572,0.0,0.04263233405219805,0.0,0.03219709117689437,0.0,0.09014024670640096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392050493491078
anxiety,anniesojohn26,2020/02/17,"Switch from Prozac to Wellbutrin? Hey Peeps!

I wanted to know if anyone has switched from Prozac to Wellbutrin. My doctor has sent prescription for me to switch bc of the possibility of pregnancy soon. Has anyone transitioned from P to W? If so can you please share your experiences? I am very scared to change meds.",3.5472180451127784,6.663956403508777,3.31904761904762,85.77000000000002,81.4561403508772,6.76591478696742,22.177944862155385,7.957251820313856,1.3652576441102755,253,8,46,5,7,76,41,57,0.053,0.853,0.094,0.3405,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,12,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41932870411061296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172049607992569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069124892692848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933139986482094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479149470822788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33306934416574674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291488049807759,0.0,0.338039465797358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002053954893989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474103199319589,0.17686120542107628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GaysMibble,2020/02/17,"Mindset Changes So I missed my meds yesterday. I stayed over a friends house and I wasn't expecting to. No biggie right? Usually I just go home and take my meds and it's all good. I have no idea what happened, I thought I was in control and I was in my right mind. But I was convinced my hair was receding because it went back a little bit. Though as a trans man thay could just be my hairline becoming more masculine. Either way I'm going to be checking with my doctor to make sure. But last night I had a whole mental breakdown and existential crisis because I thought I was going to lose my hair and that I made a mistake and that I'm doomed. My mind legit exaggerated my hairline, I have thick nice hair, no thinning, no bald spots, just a little bit of my hairline receding and that is either due to testosterone or something that can be fixed with a small dose of Finasteride. But I freaked out, I felt like I was in my right mind but now that I'm out of it I see how weird it was. I was acting so wild and paranoid and I have no idea how it happened. I could barely get up this morning but I did and made it to my medicine and I'm okay now. But it was really scary.
My hair is prolly fine I'm just gonna check with my doctor just in case. 

Have you guys had this? Where something happens and you feel hopeless and out of control but you feel like you're in your right mind at the time? Where you obsess over something and exaggerate it in your mind and just feel like you're doomed? This is a new thing, I only missed one day of my medication and this had never happened to me before so it was really scary.

Anyways I'm gonna take a well deserved post breakdown nap, I'd love to hear your thoughts.",1.806685606060604,3.775503948863637,3.0518181818181813,92.18106060606064,79.11363636363637,5.9712121212121225,23.734848484848484,6.980632752743323,0.7153700757575758,1338,46,292,15,33,432,156,352,0.149,0.762,0.08900000000000001,-0.9665,0,0,3,0,0,1,28.0,0,7,0,3,19,22,0,1,10,1,28,10,5,7,3,67,62,32,0,4,16,0,10,3,1,2,4,1,1,2,20,23,0,2,9,1,2,5,7,10,1,1,22,12,46,12,30,33,7,44,2,6,1,1,12,24,0,1,15,190,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509870546828013,0.0,0.10321652072021552,0.09350088050597732,0.07203985742823164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848546974101941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955959270334718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990791884546734,0.13518905474048828,0.0,0.0,0.05459902437210675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330723621263086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842069100415793,0.12096296877270747,0.08128736496672659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540849907174122,0.0,0.044231621602412376,0.0,0.1443435544207062,0.07100921807162669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838272139955913,0.2994600332639813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541854633019066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492139309942226,0.0,0.0,0.09768686039132156,0.0,0.19114281899367624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900961414094894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408254466309032,0.16970414181673962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471345400214484,0.0,0.0,0.07640941453830923,0.16021564082077794,0.05651154700836116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807747981175407,0.08528655585570966,0.08531788048317666,0.0,0.4274148993336839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529540352373915,0.08176564692997733,0.0,0.0794481524271929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736815177857413,0.0643881318736438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108136508235321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847137955770947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891984476740442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746346446235367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552738738461325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902368379172995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979152760648174,0.0,0.12730833294017574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562446801821694,0.0,0.08317852002865253,0.2016329618953405,0.04936622348972345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324158967142401,0.0,0.0,0.06719957124497107,0.0,0.0,0.0761199647090098,0.07848113981374533,0.0,0.09452043464860096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PhelanHotHotHot,2020/02/17,"I'd like to be a good partner Just for a bit of context, I don't suffer with anxiety myself, but my partner (and sister) does. It manifests itself as shaking or rubbing quite vigorously (that's not an innuendo) and I'd like to be a better boyfriend to her (my partner, not my sister).

So I come to you for advice. She finds it quite difficult to talk about things like this, when it's not happening, she wants to ignore that it's there, and when it is happening, she's not ready to talk about it. I don't want to pressure her in any way, but I do want to help.

So is there anything I should know? Any way to alleviate the symptoms? Any treatments we should be looking for? Any tips to help her while it's happening? Any advice you can give would be a great help.",3.534755244755246,4.426194153846159,4.842191142191144,85.60583916083918,72.2051282051282,7.980419580419578,27.643356643356643,8.296473431620573,1.6963923076923082,592,21,127,9,11,197,80,156,0.083,0.691,0.226,0.9769,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,0,3,9,12,0,2,6,0,13,1,0,0,0,23,23,12,0,6,8,2,1,3,3,3,1,0,0,3,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,0,2,18,7,20,16,1,8,0,1,1,0,20,1,0,1,6,87,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26890319214553765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678304275703363,0.0,0.10525616166035882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132250490860958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168739151683038,0.15021291317264446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852181393644393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040615156060913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575499227185774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198910141182493,0.0,0.1154041704981029,0.0,0.15169373205417253,0.0,0.0,0.3650118006647879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27667152503540804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561600095711786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165893286831552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554115372945785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926883260768985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430089480553138,0.0,0.22117965596791014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914088457474216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346287595865945,0.21842546610023247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774016316771117,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Copper_John24,2020/02/17,"Auditory hallucinations? I've been dealing with anxiety my whole life, but about a year ago it started to really get to me.  I had a few months of weekly panic attacks and constant anxiety. Through therapy and lifestyle changes, I've been able to cope with it quite well and haven't had a panic attack since July.  The main manifestation of my anxiety now seems to be just sleep related.  For a while I would have these mini panics hit me right as I'd fall asleep, feeling as though I was falling which would instantly wake me up and put me on edge for the rest of the night.  Those have gone away for the most part, and when it does occur it's usually pretty mild.  But last night I had something different happen.  I went to bed after an exhausting day.  It was one of those nights where you climb into bed and can almost feel yourself melt into the covers, very calm and comforting.   But as soon as I fell asleep i was awoken by a loud ""BANG"".  I jumped up and looked around the room to see what the noise was, but nothing stood amis.  I shrugged it off and layed back down.  Sure enough, as soon as I drifted off, ""BOOM"", another loud noise woke me up.  This time I was a bit more unnerved and walked around the house to see if everything was ok. Nothing.  At this point I thought that maybe I was dreaming these noises so I just went back to bed.  Sure enough, it happened again and again, and my anxiety was through the roof.  I was short of breath, heart racing, and really hot.  I finally decided to take one of my benzos and eventually fell asleep.  I'm assuming this is just another manifestation of anxiety, but was wondering if anyone else had experienced anything similar?",4.552359813084113,6.074302993769473,5.139022585669782,82.04068341121497,70.46417445482865,8.839096573208723,28.01674454828661,9.2995712137729,2.3301473520249223,1315,47,257,28,24,422,182,321,0.095,0.8190000000000001,0.086,-0.2857,1,0,1,0,1,0,39.0,0,1,0,2,18,12,2,3,16,1,24,9,7,0,2,43,44,31,0,4,10,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,4,0,17,20,0,0,7,1,0,12,1,6,1,2,22,10,26,6,45,18,10,54,0,0,3,0,2,18,0,7,24,176,43,0,0.09178928495777827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136566286652926,0.0,0.0919137099504734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249813706683894,0.35109275877189633,0.0,0.0,0.06418120224965647,0.09404896959509716,0.07553476056631123,0.1634238481418361,0.0,0.2088471255417846,0.08623905473632544,0.14116058863620634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021012595751776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710089266048023,0.0,0.0,0.0991916082984724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919649525968359,0.09463072233749213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959002664274466,0.0,0.0,0.08032542182362762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667816943843217,0.0,0.0,0.18968573636777086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824942907127904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282284086815563,0.0,0.0,0.10055067504644286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795611292741293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233792309878914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877074462314333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059125109759742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482051819325666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483348649733095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707988164238906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221467405852526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326533153243925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584140778685569,0.0,0.17614858897538668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439759002551327,0.0,0.0,0.3230848463750637,0.0,0.0993988508087528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677054320394176,0.0,0.0,0.09338270164566558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922735837531882,0.0,0.09762920311901137,0.0,0.0,0.1176051326858448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838754782581032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628835222512807,0.08356151766111268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592904504137275,0.0,0.09185557408162803,0.0,0.0,0.0706638759792242,0.0,0.0,0.0649689283299724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302062958227735,0.0,0.06901411897079053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104969046864725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018250643136234,0.07287043929385219,0.053523070208756816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109292948849144,0.07573577304174528,0.0,0.0,0.07362782774881169,0.0,0.08252959062701125,0.1701791735067107,0.0,0.10247945867101653,0.0,0.0,0.09954156406795987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040894894152658,0.0,0.0,0.059109290082889336
anxiety,thepatientone2020,2020/02/17,"Leaving the house without makeup makes me anxious! Hello everyone. I'm not sure if my post fits in, I don't mean to offend anyone. This year, I started wearing more makeup and now I have an 'everyday makeup routine'. I can't remember the last time I went outside without makeup. The thought of being seen without makeup makes me anxious! At the very least I have to cover my pigmented lips. I literally refuse to leave the house without at least lipliner/lipstick. I've ended up crying a couple of times because I forgot my lip products at home. So for this year I have a lip liner in every bag, one for work, one for uni and even one for gym!!",2.7347619047619034,4.994094777777782,4.3319841269841275,82.70607142857143,77.41269841269842,6.104761904761905,27.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6279809523809523,506,21,90,6,12,169,79,126,0.115,0.8690000000000001,0.016,-0.8671,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,8,0,6,4,4,2,1,16,15,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,7,1,0,3,4,1,14,1,19,10,3,18,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,9,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307472176114982,0.0,0.0951530367672536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295549088032904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057426246753,0.14948178950474136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052995594552525,0.0,0.0,0.08988214174945455,0.0,0.11465656678385605,0.13003401156114858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650326133157906,0.0,0.0,0.3140451315264342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109265527762223,0.0,0.2881864318892293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816741385884452,0.0,0.0,0.14823527669661302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766419459878245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033077252983644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541565465719495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632089473898904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825747844435184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080354269837778,0.15870324920556916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228348089842977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261511516309399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247201476648572,0.0,0.09907071013302772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752671578405508
anxiety,CtrlAltDel_Life,2020/02/17,"Etizolam Has anyone here tried Etizolam? If so, how does it compare to other benzos like Xanax?",3.8764705882352932,7.004732235294122,5.0779411764705875,73.79573529411766,79.58823529411767,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.9956117647058824,76,3,11,2,2,25,16,17,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001656530160542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6259779445066372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494673172208243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485652681171173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gunnerzz1008,2020/02/17,"I finally agreed to see a therapist. I did it. I forced myself to make a phonecall and book in a consultation with a therapist. I'm fed up of being reactive. I feel myself heading into that spiral again time to get proactive. 

I needed to share. This is a big deal for me.",0.5678441558441527,2.9907887454545445,3.350649350649352,85.0345454545455,88.81818181818181,6.779220779220778,22.402597402597397,7.957251820313856,1.5872597402597406,211,8,42,5,7,74,41,55,0.06,0.7979999999999999,0.142,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,3,2,1,1,0,6,10,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,1,10,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,31,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307953079558822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103488060040826,0.0,0.0,0.3272181514353967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606171330910745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065588409762276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938877500688348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148693684997564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380302477806688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.693642075092105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741780458934466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ancient-Anxiety,2020/02/17,"Advice needed for dealing with writing anxiety Hello! 

Background: Last semester, I was sick with stress and my immediate family was in the hospital (brother nearly died, but all are okay now). Although I am capable of writing decent papers, I was unable to beat the mental block from stress and failed to complete most of my writing assignments, even with extended time. I am on academic probation for failing a class. Currently, I’m taking a writing class and when the first paper came around last week, I had multiple panic attacks and stressed myself sick again. I missed several classes and now have reached the limit of absences for the semester, just five weeks in. We love strict attendance policies! /s

I went to therapy today and I am in the process of getting accommodations, but that may take a week or so. Is anyone willing to share steps they take to minimize stress while writing a paper? I used to be the person who could just sit down and spit a paper out, even with my anxiety disorder, so this is new territory for me.",6.003275075987843,7.860977154255322,6.5311854103343485,72.15500000000003,67.35106382978725,9.839513677811553,34.705167173252285,10.125756701596842,3.9953103343465037,827,40,132,21,14,269,120,188,0.239,0.6890000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9889,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,5,11,12,1,5,12,1,15,4,1,1,1,33,26,15,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,15,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,9,0,2,6,0,16,3,27,16,2,28,0,3,0,1,14,8,0,3,15,99,19,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469711808132285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523963125353885,0.0,0.0,0.08922652167808512,0.0,0.0,0.11359822672238645,0.0,0.1451725888685698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594962397790168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379462170187786,0.0,0.0,0.10188465130959028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155830526849144,0.0,0.0,0.13243701821620885,0.0,0.14624989071376682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856783854197332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029752091582901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085433495414858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666994384227838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803519892218636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517125512786106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859890943372915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461975861009844,0.0,0.12324465826846008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972056219207458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142243478443316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416078414101094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846984003922121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878361373703068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593093627586962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440928522470727,0.0,0.1209575188287934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021239121701304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070784624687282,0.0,0.0,0.11829394886519445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProperLadInnitBruv,2020/02/17,"I'm scared of using my computer I'm scared of using my computer. 

I don't know why, i love my PC, it's got great games and I love playing on it. But I'm just so anxious and worried every time I use it, I think it's because I think I might download a virus. 

I get scared even thinking about it, my heart starts beating fast, I get anxious, my heart drops, and it's even worse since I have sent my switch to be repaired, and I really wanna use my PC.

Please advise on how I can overcome this stupid fear of mine. Thank you",0.5664448051948057,2.397767625000004,2.393409090909092,96.03795454545455,82.57142857142857,5.1441558441558435,20.89610389610389,6.1124844417494595,-0.009117857142856955,402,12,94,3,11,133,65,112,0.29600000000000004,0.617,0.087,-0.977,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,10,1,4,1,0,5,4,2,5,0,17,24,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,21,5,8,20,0,7,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,3,52,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075516843147693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297694206276028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981076814265035,0.0,0.11468621544128572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317183476583152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223322690730758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886688176077416,0.1500717921170383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32260358599699684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480749944437948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570561065048374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440085805687994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941789980917125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720138321098161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088369062256885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125991290054224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634580203642117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532018229579292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616588757629789,0.0,0.0,0.07937214387351041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702528049236364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282631890845118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382355569511196,0.13871699541508714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,followthefairytale,2020/02/17,"I can't cope with the anxiety anymore? I'm 22, I am currently on beta blockers for anxiety I have had it my whole life. I have never been to therapy. I can't deal with the feelings of lack of control. I am so panicked I am going to die every minute or my family will, I keep having panic attacks and I feel like I have no one to speak to about it. My friends and family don't understand. I am really struggling and I have tried deep breathing and it doesn't work.

I am scared of the uncertainty of life and I feel like bad things happen all of the time and we can't prevent them and that it's going to happen to me. I feel like I can't live my life because everytime I get a pain or a twinge I think it's over.",0.9401658986175114,2.5425220258064516,3.5730184331797226,89.16524193548386,80.35483870967742,7.009216589861751,22.68433179723502,7.957251820313856,1.072529953917051,554,18,126,10,14,195,83,155,0.226,0.691,0.083,-0.9649,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,2,2,10,1,3,6,0,19,5,1,1,2,25,32,10,1,1,2,0,4,3,1,1,4,1,0,0,7,10,0,4,6,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,2,5,25,4,17,29,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,90,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217939827903874,0.0,0.1440150654122155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520395082873052,0.0,0.0,0.12124913782372553,0.08852221149554232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628718817434834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971112635019232,0.0,0.0,0.15071108682302445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235058519315005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737930884209709,0.0,0.2937019123205085,0.3112266165370489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219337656477772,0.0,0.07586926850388745,0.0,0.1650589855614785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568277269383329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907448647184713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077106688705839,0.21283533265658447,0.0,0.12822822297243452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199938692146116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984019928092129,0.0,0.1545198630458405,0.17037946755101532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302896799291333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538636148148298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181109702677975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606693735230954,0.0,0.09647493327315754,0.09304842913451393,0.0,0.0,0.08467650810162639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859200451575106,0.0,0.0,0.15117478219147185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621282687738434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571884105973074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway54555544,2020/02/17,"Help with relationship So I got into my first relationship on the 14th, with a girl who I like and likes me. We went on a date on the 14th and hung out yesterday with other friends, and I enjoy the relationship, but for some reason I'm really anxious. I've had anxiety for my whole life, but it's never felt like this. I even had an anxiety attack last night because i feel so nervous and anxious. It's like whenever something reminds me of her, I'm happy because we're together, but I also get a kind of depressed feeling. This girl and I are in most of our classes together, and while I enjoy seeing her, I'm nervous about going back to school tomorrow. Is this a normal feeling for relationships, and do I just like her so much that it feels weird to not be around her? In addition, I'm not used to being very social, so it's kind of a weird change. If anyone has any tips on how I can feel better, please let me know.",5.203858800773695,5.049155265957449,6.515880077369442,78.7877272727273,68.14893617021275,9.602321083172148,30.38878143133462,9.339509955726095,2.4885042553191488,722,25,147,13,11,246,108,188,0.145,0.669,0.18600000000000005,0.7723,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,11,18,1,2,9,0,10,1,0,3,1,36,27,18,0,2,7,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,10,15,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,5,7,21,12,23,19,4,20,0,1,1,0,16,9,0,3,14,102,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459902599637836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804434296358304,0.0,0.1809879421104918,0.26727528101949816,0.0,0.0827133530037391,0.0,0.0,0.1053060239352052,0.0,0.1345755876585056,0.0,0.09096016581821377,0.0,0.14422086848508178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462071874942508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513851610885754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188575626319854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813154022019903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990629707150255,0.0,0.11358001888227802,0.0,0.0,0.10062013197403652,0.0,0.0,0.09139302968758786,0.0,0.061803312468698926,0.0,0.06722874927876643,0.0,0.09460987502363052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592530665305196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792894356758414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246368320095318,0.06501084681395879,0.09642474301382607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096280738284107,0.0835539825860085,0.2889604014015323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695910995152657,0.0,0.0912350051965389,0.0,0.0,0.11101015091996597,0.11590221592565872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298504062815229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578165034254965,0.12162510705483168,0.0,0.5080104894721175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971902958933413,0.09426436163399464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058501617258807,0.0,0.0910678814607792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216734047986516,0.0,0.09760427525563332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965897769716884,0.0,0.13207012869150875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ricky898678,2020/02/17,Withdraws I stoped cymbalta a month ago when I decided it wasn’t working and I stop seeing my psychiatrist but I’m still having really bad withdrawals too the point that I can’t really function at school. Would the psychiatrist be able to give me not to miss school for a couple weeks or if not will going to a regular doctor for it?,6.016818181818183,6.370874772727272,7.1146969696969675,73.44204545454545,66.42424242424242,10.842424242424245,30.13636363636364,10.686352973137794,3.2274363636363628,269,9,50,7,4,91,50,66,0.11,0.862,0.027000000000000003,-0.7289,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,6,7,0,9,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,6,35,9,4,0.2431280671441279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551836201512573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030017805991977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26901658192523337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488518789403285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323059607417196,0.1381752834465139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940625036173812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983460938740735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115081309249827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921171678757536,0.19374159161690255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416238848262804,0.2032659506866842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950226702040828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700012852222935,0.0,0.0,0.17271120321416022,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Karol187,2020/02/17,"Constant Out of body experience/Depersonilsaton I have been having constant ""out of body experiences"" at random times not only when under stressful situations, it kind of feels like I'm under the influence of certain narcotics...

I wanted to ask if anyone experiences this often ""on a daily basis"" and is it caused from anxiety.",6.4583928571428615,9.381769482142856,7.9529999999999985,57.99200000000002,68.46428571428572,9.48,32.628571428571426,9.888512548439397,4.210318571428572,265,12,34,7,5,91,45,56,0.08800000000000001,0.83,0.081,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,4,2,2,2,1,12,8,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,12,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,5,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617493964390874,0.0,0.0,0.1478422791021105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976658720814536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697196300448821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720494193576945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569784586336093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136536290276544,0.0,0.0,0.10690934312276856,0.15105126088970444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201800109578653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329786609311324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080803248342385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23766503156781574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220137262891375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329112585682728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471153745440285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ap585305,2020/02/17,"This is scary! Been thinking way too much about my future lately since I've lacked direction most of my life.

What are your biggest fears for your future?",3.5426436781609176,6.279874758620689,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,77.27586206896551,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.15678390804597653,124,3,23,1,3,36,26,29,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.7424,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488654811224528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898557540981701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067253952636814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31922556586939244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592181696609468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782514786669796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446894353542291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sushigem,2020/02/17,"Today I cried in front of my professor In my class I’m presenting two figures from a paper on Wednesday and wanted to go over my presentation with him.  This is a tiny five minute presentation, I have presented at conferences for hours at a time just fine, but today I felt so flustered about presenting these two tiny stupid figures the tears just started flowing, sweat dripping, what the actual fuck.",17.789178082191782,9.566004424657537,15.132671232876715,51.57928082191785,52.698630136986296,18.983561643835614,55.678082191780824,14.554592549557764,7.41684109589041,325,14,54,8,2,102,56,73,0.21600000000000005,0.7659999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,8,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,1,1,7,1,12,7,0,20,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,11,37,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.2624245722648864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953931158746197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582028578409436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24860978565408934,0.0,0.0,0.1528319449465971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648294512130613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034110653243655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568078875613553,0.0,0.5098044674109572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253864124418605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586144388482835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zoealexloza,2020/02/17,"Do you ever feel like you're missing huge chunks of your memory? I recently started dating someone and as we've been getting to know each other and talking about our lives, I started to realize there's a lot I can't remember. I have fairly vivid memories from 1995-2006 (3 years old to 12 years old) at least one vivid memory per year, but most years I have more. Then in 2006 when I started high school, I can't really remember anything. 

My memories start to get a little better around 2017. High school is when I started to really experience anxiety (and depression) so I thought maybe there was a correlation. There are vague memories from some of the more recent years (like 2012-2017). But that's like six years of my life that I can't really remember. I started going to therapy in 2017 and my anxiety has been better and with that I think my memory has gotten better. But it still scares me that there are pictures and videos of things that I don't remember at all. My friends tell stories about me that I can't remember. 

Has anyone else experienced this?",4.840699186991871,6.299414273170732,5.741951219512199,78.23747967479676,69.6829268292683,9.954471544715446,28.788617886178866,10.203070172399654,3.0220666666666665,846,31,158,23,15,278,111,205,0.057,0.835,0.10800000000000001,0.9033,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,0,3,12,10,0,1,4,0,17,1,0,0,2,27,32,14,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,10,1,0,1,5,3,0,2,5,4,24,7,21,27,8,32,0,2,2,0,6,9,0,3,25,105,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411648990547691,0.0,0.0,0.06451381230759598,0.09453636515843504,0.07592620884412128,0.08213538463019296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448026044566619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946768348375774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707554327197932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345894765516454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025284494232699,0.0,0.0,0.046651941095868885,0.06591411301995405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128368696673502,0.0,0.09640927748178957,0.0,0.052436308711227085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496601305566105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070641458730386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516947692668461,0.13522801160898407,0.09247373884053288,0.08147165890305631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844037808713439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269256364311372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936331308015445,0.0,0.0625211315238816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732190712924328,0.0,0.18220105393788813,0.0,0.522591125276231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237333074733588,0.18675415091018452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817580968947394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918337240054984,0.0,0.0736829242440114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415908796966326,0.0806436505434079,0.0,0.10551303419334684,0.0,0.06129674633341432,0.05911966729463285,0.0,0.07324808010122323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564936940142636
anxiety,Dwanye_Dirac_Johnson,2020/02/17,"Insomnia... I’ve always been a light sleeper, but beyond waking easily and falling asleep slowly I’m usually fine. The last four nights, however, I’ve been having so much trouble sleeping. Falling asleep takes hours and I wake up multiple times  for long stretches. The worst part is that I get crazy anxious about not being able to sleep, which makes it even harder to sleep. 

I’m hoping that this is just related to job stress from a few upcoming deadlines, but I made the mistake of going on r/insomnia and now I’m terrified that this could become more permanent.  I’ve tried taking Xanax (prescribed) and Benadryl and neither have really worked.  I’m the type of person who can’t function well without 8-9 hours of sleep so this is really affecting my day-to-day life. 

Any advice or anecdotes?  I want to believe that this will pass and I’ll make it through but it’s hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel at this point.",3.9071666666666687,5.873644272222228,4.561111111111114,83.73500000000001,72.94444444444444,7.688888888888887,27.0,8.447377352677275,1.9855666666666667,739,27,137,13,15,236,119,180,0.172,0.759,0.069,-0.9675,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,9,0,11,11,8,4,0,21,25,12,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,1,1,3,4,5,3,19,19,6,20,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,9,82,19,3,0.13733147974879087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341987325957012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427079254646122,0.0,0.0,0.09339011552628154,0.0,0.0,0.15514548226454808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516718297961485,0.0,0.1547255497441869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964801181519747,0.0,0.0,0.17713488657622947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163492891467576,0.0,0.0,0.09070614717004384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175003002094578,0.0,0.0780486447464306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302203120326465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364011463700113,0.2704876884651675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628030305572145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194348538369933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700128552093278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153403800803793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994636667457068,0.18333965825746973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095443917794436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887629065466746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871660971293535,0.0,0.0,0.11991255099453438,0.0,0.0,0.12982263781970896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595612500118207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094354089931644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497226356042416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573127460576038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065123633151172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007909023202517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323906007434217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125122289797538,0.0,0.08100166489178583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347749314185015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238264579255118,0.0,0.0999789528671495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway61394,2020/02/17,"My FIL just called my fiance and I feel nauseous They were chatting for about 20 minutes on the phone.  Laughing and joking around like they're best friends. I don't understand how my fiance could still love him so much after everything he's done. FIL has made it very clear that my fiance is his lowest priority in life and he barely even likes him. FIL relies on my fiance for money and that's it. 

My fiance said, ""What do you want me to do? I'm not going to stop talking to him, he's my dad.""

I feel nauseous and gross.",1.9236448598130809,3.909347953271032,3.1400093457943927,91.6081448598131,78.81308411214954,5.401495327102804,20.04579439252336,6.2581,0.04048859813084072,409,10,86,3,10,132,71,107,0.048,0.72,0.23199999999999998,0.9638,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,7,8,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,1,17,17,7,0,2,2,1,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,17,7,11,12,2,8,0,0,0,1,17,4,0,0,5,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907749187409514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25826242348457673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512913895135317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964875202138444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518415087273079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254399537706593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117509174799596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24886692361294346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013305194250896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986194923556186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382478472739135,0.24046001405933196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221111230113158,0.23286185427346184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090877417901616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340935194436957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653247269743807,0.2057471594568059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780253133546502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561944706086362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305485878329102,0.14515371509521385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scorpi0dreamz,2020/02/17,"Anxiety or medical issue? Anxiety or medical issue?

SO, 
This is gonna be long. 
I got a headache about two weeks ago that made me feel like everything was spinning. My head was hurting at the top and back of the head and it was like nothing I’ve ever felt before. I spent days feeling off balance and confused. Mind you, I moved to the Dominican Republic three months prior to this. So after a couple of days I flew back to my hometown (in the states). Got a CT scan, an MRI, had my eyes checked and nothing was wrong. 

This whole time I’ve had pretty bad anxiety. Numbing hands every once in a while, numbed legs. I’ve always had bad anxiety but not like this. So eventually I feel that my vision starts getting worse, like everything is sort of tilting and moving but it wasn’t, extreme nausea, EXTREME anxiety, crying spells and panicking. Feeling like I can’t even watch my 8 month old son. I haven’t been hungry, just constantly looking for a psychologist I can see ASAP. I’ve been having sad dreams and imagining myself in a mental institute. I feel out of touch with reality and my environment, like really detached. I keep calling people crying about this, feeling really desperate and irritated. I feel so out of control.

Now, prior to the headache (in December), I had a severe allergy to a hair dye that made my whole head swell up. Idk if maybe that might have something to do with it but if someone can find a connection, please help. 

I can’t see a doctor today. I already went to the ER and they just gave me migraine meds and anxiety meds that make me feel weird and emotionless. If anyone has any idea what this could be, please help me. I have a baby I need to watch and a husband and pets I want to be present for.",3.6202678571428595,5.515486681547625,4.823333333333334,81.85500000000002,73.55357142857143,8.133333333333335,28.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.3272035714285724,1359,54,257,28,28,448,180,336,0.162,0.708,0.13,-0.8836,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,2,13,15,0,1,19,0,28,14,7,4,1,54,55,27,0,6,11,2,12,6,0,2,7,0,1,0,15,18,0,2,12,1,2,4,5,9,1,2,20,19,31,6,30,29,2,36,0,2,7,0,8,10,0,8,27,162,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093366670392919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830501196242044,0.0,0.06658376820069722,0.0,0.0,0.054416930747285985,0.0,0.3672944461656941,0.0,0.0,0.05595244785878065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306220822506317,0.13362815595561214,0.0,0.0,0.06809186044150016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171024780409891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647412477192379,0.08975020196037832,0.06389014760182052,0.0885415626849257,0.17579832062658135,0.10321367311120226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190474386660812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285302519533075,0.0723834516980556,0.06742102819411334,0.0,0.14383518344825652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32368762078196633,0.11433384076955302,0.07683257725052806,0.0,0.07313761891379247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418075980821196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799998807801052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463734738065303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727259515653068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566398867553073,0.09033381394652637,0.0,0.1670419814144079,0.0,0.0711262196075407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345649093723575,0.0,0.0,0.07081594548258452,0.06719737099626928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143535044030582,0.053414547301958194,0.0,0.08039171223380602,0.0,0.1777702783530534,0.16122520133104434,0.08064220861087369,0.08488948985583439,0.08079826006052504,0.0,0.12774377851256366,0.17009902656068368,0.0,0.0593344558374985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356435209338665,0.0,0.08396843456754012,0.08521960730075084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055476390710446,0.0,0.0,0.17567775511603198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140998550349124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252682754263816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753253465686248,0.0,0.0,0.09040079794920404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780141738660253,0.061603969661507024,0.0,0.0,0.05663917856638615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666080861882501,0.0,0.07585042135580404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816875548523851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047198378158026064,0.0,0.06418790936707201,0.0,0.0,0.07418014152528266,0.0,0.17868087124892734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815480955832161,0.0,0.0874902516039565,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlipFlapWhack,2020/02/17,"Over-sheltering and anxiety issues Hello everyone ! 

So I was diagnosed with anxiety when I was 15 (19 now) and i think the main reason for m anxiety was because I was heavily sheltered

For basically all of my life I was never able to just go outside and play with other kids. My entire life consisted of me going to school and then being brought back home.

I wasn’t allowed to hang out after school or just be outside in general. My dad even got mad at me for being out in the garden.

But when I turned 18 by parents basically said that I was allowed to do whatever cause I was now an adult.

However, since I was never allowed to go out anywhere, I get extremely nervous being outside as well as public transport and still feel the need to ask my parents to leave the house. 

I get so overwhelmed doing the simplest of tasks such as shopping and just walking around outside in general

Moral of the story kids, don’t over shelter your kids and actually let them experience life for themselves.",7.653684210526317,7.089772263157894,8.215789473684211,70.0005263157895,63.21052631578947,11.178947368421056,39.0,10.577609850970193,4.269273684210527,790,38,137,17,10,264,109,190,0.066,0.9,0.033,-0.621,6,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,15,5,1,2,7,0,17,4,0,5,3,31,30,17,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,4,2,13,0,0,3,3,1,7,4,3,1,0,12,2,20,2,31,13,2,26,1,1,0,0,13,9,0,1,10,105,22,2,0.14607907118677455,0.0,0.14255210131894006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33525026886564585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004134391780614,0.1365642123345318,0.0,0.0,0.11232578881968938,0.0,0.08904844593853893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006344544091485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826718231428448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648384881433238,0.0,0.0,0.1395848126000307,0.0,0.14289336199676364,0.0,0.0,0.07386196757701684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264057100754033,0.0,0.24906030764688164,0.0,0.1168327778051781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652921895977514,0.0,0.0,0.16855563519800906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246859778480648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467664423400898,0.0,0.14937574744835252,0.30953990415178084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083157803238033,0.2253303703766475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244070425207176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019361461495429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389546484693295,0.0,0.0,0.29567963766084004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083811722516954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116658934947787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936015704021129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889208178995326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134262838809618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_yaz90,2020/02/17,"Interview for new job next week Dying inside 
What to do!?!? :(",3.338181818181816,5.563379181818185,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,75.36363636363637,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.5242,45,1,8,1,1,15,11,11,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.5919,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752384861635099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544052103530306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44225251830740536,0.4869926856718301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36730793651366905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OrigamiToad,2020/02/17,"I'm in pain all the time and doctors keep blaming Anxiety... I'm so fed up. I just want to vent... but if anyone has advice that could help... that would be great.

I'm mid 20s female. I do have anxiety, it's mostly social anxiety and low self esteem. I've had cbt and am on medication, I feel like I've been getting better with my mental health but pain and tiredness are making me miserable.  

Im really struggling..  I'm tired all the time and constantly in pain but I feel like I'm going in circles with doctors and there's no fix... they keep blaming my anxiety, and it's so frustrating.
 
For as long as I can remeber I get tension headaches and migraines which effect my entire head, face, neck and upper back. Ive also been getting really bad dental pain which radiates around my head and up to my temples.
I had an xray recently which showed I have 4 impacted wisdom teeth that are causing me pressure and throbbing in my mouth, jaw and ears but the NHS will not take them out as they havent been infected... when I questioned this and got upset the dental consultant and doctor blamed my anxiety for causing the pain rather than the teeth.

When I visit my gp, they suggest my headaches and pain are caused by the impacted teeth... I'm going round in circles. :(",3.61,5.3325290322580665,4.709709677419358,83.38206451612908,73.19354838709677,7.863225806451613,27.31935483870968,8.548686976883017,2.032513870967743,992,37,190,18,20,325,136,248,0.276,0.6509999999999999,0.073,-0.9958,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,4,2,10,19,1,5,8,0,20,27,10,5,2,43,40,28,0,5,8,0,3,2,0,2,16,1,0,1,9,19,1,2,4,1,0,3,3,14,0,0,7,4,26,5,21,29,3,24,0,2,1,0,11,13,0,3,10,117,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910200053648488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448785048672947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35627752584744604,0.0,0.0,0.06512899902409637,0.0,0.0,0.08291860601754845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162258977142767,0.07777200437048516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082378992531273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28705605468094464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006564217189362,0.0,0.07436853113755842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860129013562036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419360342923963,0.13308530527021142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459929164258831,0.0,0.10587265507106368,0.0,0.07449639307700855,0.1026924537058817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118684227015612,0.0990085502429358,0.0,0.0,0.06243298562107118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006123509506414,0.0,0.0,0.16558272835887095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091011673532481,0.0,0.0,0.08243020315869735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217486691345622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383357102312632,0.09386803485657236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5946757072169322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104343475789444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934186807736386,0.0,0.09196923759156657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717032432273204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494937776576548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737515262681386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003328590843819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862694574754317,0.10705622759457448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493920717734263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661673824316027,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousFishermen,2020/02/17,"Life before anxiety and living with anxiety So before i developed anxiety i use to be able to do just about anything i set my mind to, i would go out every weekend with friends, i would eat anything, go anywhere I wanted to without a second thought. I was happy and enjoyed doing what i did. But now living with anxiety has just ruined life for me. I dont enjoy the things i use to. I cant go anywhere without being anxious, i cant eat certain foods, im scared to do anything really because of my anxiety. I dont see life as bright as i use to and im depressed about it. I dont enjoy anything. Im a hypochondriac now and always worried constantly about anything. I feel like nothing ever goes right in my life no matter what. I see people my age living the best life and im stuck at home afraid to do anything. Im just tired of it. I want to be happy again.",1.2244568590937313,3.298016290502794,3.71403165735568,86.1469754810677,81.62569832402234,5.988950962135321,25.586902545003102,7.1686216300943375,1.3597781502172563,672,28,133,9,18,234,87,179,0.184,0.6679999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.3879,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,11,14,0,2,4,0,17,9,0,3,2,28,30,9,0,4,6,0,1,1,1,2,6,0,1,0,5,9,3,0,2,1,0,3,8,4,0,1,4,4,23,10,25,21,1,15,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,8,91,28,0,0.0814134992273479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774255325659713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31140552035187224,0.09197408069567176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019782379064391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049628913476211456,0.0,0.13855378290983542,0.0,0.08543844462535352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797906998928802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012132758814572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862480442750454,0.0,0.0,0.1666126692238812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364317106193022,0.06859438443446991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041165111411293545,0.058161820115203676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844552642754698,0.0,0.06289986754813227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880750335718328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333236761075707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166437777601088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397027489607267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875238109374462,0.03977452336779234,0.0,0.21566883414659485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220442583982783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811844824285677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644186944869883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215557231683071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952668350435284,0.0,0.0,0.08150911542634769,0.0,0.12975203648583614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408751131661362,0.0,0.0,0.06463322441040327,0.0,0.09357284095228574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094537097289856,0.0,0.0,0.09603958239064066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695941601533686,0.0,0.0,0.08267936037066825,0.0,0.11566762796740285,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheMagicRemedy,2020/02/17,New to CBD? Have Questions? Check out our informative blogs https://www.themagicremedy.com/hemp-cbd-shopping.html,23.19136363636364,27.42790790909091,9.082500000000003,34.843750000000036,106.27272727272728,8.372727272727273,30.022727272727273,7.1686216300943375,4.262072727272727,101,3,8,2,4,22,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6529751861472745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7573793014572898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nyehmarxcat,2020/02/17,"Dad is leaving to Iran and I don’t know how to deal with all of it. Given light with everything going on with Iran, I am well aware that that particular region of the world is undergoing complex issues I can’t begin to even wrap my mind around. But yesterday, I learned my father, who has been in the United States since he was 14 (62 years now), is going to Tehran , Iran to check on financials and a property he is trying to sell. He told me and my family that he would be leaving this Thursday. He has family located in Tehran but even they have warned him that going is a serious threat that should not be taken likely. My dad has always been stubborn which has contributed to a sufficient amount of my anxiety throughout the years. This erratic decision he made has put me on complete edge and I am petrified of the fact that he might never come back home. In the past, he has gone to Iran many times and has never had any issues however, the situation that has brewed over the past months gives me insane worry about anyone traveling I to the country.

My father is not what many consider to be a traditional Iranian/Muslim. He smokes weed, eats pork, drinks beer and celebrates Christmas. He has been “Americanized” thoroughly and I feel that he will be targeted during his trip to the country. 

Is this something I am being overly-paranoid about this situation or is there reason to worry? I have dealt with generalized anxiety disorder for many years now and I feel the worse is coming out at this moment. In fronted him and my family, I pretend to be the strong one and show no worry, but deep down inside, I can feel my heart sinking and my mind worrying. My anxiety feels like it continues to get worse and I don’t really know how to handle this situation.",8.681991839762613,7.238587011869438,8.836244436201781,69.2257019658754,61.6706231454006,12.697997032640949,35.3058234421365,11.698219412168324,4.086739020771513,1401,48,255,36,16,463,176,337,0.157,0.7979999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9908,1,0,4,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,12,7,2,0,15,0,42,4,1,4,4,50,61,18,0,2,6,4,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,19,20,3,1,10,5,2,10,8,3,1,1,10,5,30,4,38,41,2,42,0,0,0,0,23,14,0,2,19,176,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778681340118099,0.0,0.0,0.06357284593964749,0.0,0.21454676807313672,0.0,0.0,0.06536672132780709,0.0,0.0,0.08322126078483083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188401382666137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610576947079034,0.09801699749654197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637868782860087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714163984784172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157947969332716,0.0,0.09565825310790599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349161123368382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401807886337835,0.0,0.2643873495764335,0.0,0.18907482437870946,0.06678553480612738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884193127915155,0.08967910502684133,0.1593886389464884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077989665482056,0.0,0.0,0.09377284159225988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514761314319887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027535640292734,0.0,0.0,0.19797373603362747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134386817727667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845754502460834,0.0,0.28433663613458243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991725624064048,0.1887859263093597,0.0,0.07461864753859432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420242786563367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334769617915692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848357245766205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397800950581298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059888734283070726,0.09611790830143828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733156366562907,0.31524237820619705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196913936122773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451171826503433,0.0,0.0,0.08932869917378862,0.0,0.06347001894430254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405403081776516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797532669264042,0.19053792435516972,0.06640889485798482,0.0,0.0,0.18060337095446446
anxiety,Firexxik,2020/02/17,"How do you combate days of non-specific anxiety? 
I’m frustrated over everything today. Everything makes me want to cry. The sun is too bright. I’m 2 paragraphs in to my text chapter and wanna fist fight the authors. I just want to sleep and angry because I slept 9 hours last night. 

My anxiety and anger are making me anxious and angry in this destructive positive feedback loop. Self perpetuating destruction. 

I still have two study sessions to attend, laundry and grocery shopping to do, then home to do a crap ton of online learning to catch up for work and studying to do because I’m behind on one class and not where I want to be in another. 

But today... I’m just heart racing, full bore, can’t focus anxious... I just want to crawl in my bed cave and hide, stop time, cry, sleep and wake up rich, skinny, full of knowledge and 5 years in to my future where I’m married to my love, working the job I love and living healthy adventures. 

How do I make the self induced stress stop???",4.453365744203439,5.826959890052358,5.1757404637247575,82.2545157068063,70.51832460732984,7.970231862378459,30.396783844427823,8.418075326091056,2.2951956619296925,773,32,146,12,14,250,117,191,0.225,0.6459999999999999,0.129,-0.965,1,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,9,13,6,1,5,0,10,9,7,6,0,31,25,15,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,11,1,2,3,1,2,2,2,8,0,2,1,1,15,5,27,23,3,28,0,0,1,2,6,13,1,0,13,86,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649538260176874,0.19916053700048386,0.2941117948194667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158701763660199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859729160509427,0.08394936587203186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339781557344453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425296711375625,0.0,0.0,0.13057187709215026,0.0,0.1281919691921925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917438505206816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610653602019164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494315829289554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23496837062243506,0.0,0.2606699619832263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215643214633545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820706996959009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715929657167459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605295182472037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039545301874922,0.2176571536009795,0.14911015588609672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590361192564615,0.0,0.24677330365273345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271579095324233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071123270488164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953171463792906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838256960625183
anxiety,Timely-Sun,2020/02/17,"The Post-Panic Attack/Bad Day “Hangover” College student here. Spent the weekend at home with my boyfriend for Valentine’s Day and with some friends for one of their birthdays. On my drive back to college (1.5 hours away from home), I got pulled over for speeding (my fault, I know). I was rushing because on Tuesday, I have a big test to study for and I’ve been too tired to retain pretty much any information, but you know, I felt good for once. I definitely didn’t feel good once the cop pulled me over and gave me my first speeding ticket. 

Anyways, once he gave me the ticket (15 minutes away from my school), I started panicking and I felt sick to my stomach. He asked me if I was okay to drive, but I honestly needed to wait like five minutes to calm down. I wanted to take my prescribed anxiety medicine, but I couldn’t find it in one of my bags on the side of a busy highway with a cop right behind me. I was crying so hard that my head hurt. I knew all and well it was my own fault, but in that moment my anxiety was too much.

I’ve got a long history with anxiety - diagnosed with panic disorder at age 15, but I don’t think that diagnosis was right. More along the lines of CPTSD, but no updated official diagnosis. When one bad thing happens, it makes me think about every bad thing that’s ever happened to me and I feel that much worse. 

Back to yesterday - an hour after I got the ticket, my car broke down in my college town. I was actually freaking out at that point because there’s no way I’d be able to work if I didn’t have a car (I’m looking for jobs right now, no luck yet). I called my dad crying (again) and he talked me through my panic attack, and he actually ended up coming to see me at school and help me fix my car (we got coffee afterwards and it helped). But my anxiety was killing me. 

I didn’t know how to follow the steps for the speeding ticket. Besides the fact that I don’t even know how I’ll pay it in a few months. And I also had so much homework and studying to do, and I wanted to get it all done before my head got cloudy again (too late for that). And then my car getting fixed took most of yesterday. But I was really upset and talking to my boyfriend on the phone helped, but by that point, I was too tired and drained to do anything. So yeah, pretty rough day. I feel like I’ve got too much to do and too many places to be and not enough time or energy to do anything.

Flash forward to today, I’ve got two classes and not too much to do, but now I can’t concentrate. I slept about 9 hours and I feel like I haven’t slept at all. Is there anything I can do to feel better? Anxiety attacks literally cause me to have hangovers from the energy I expend from them. I really need to get my work done and get back on track.

Any advice would be appreciated.",3.9482039013617967,4.5194762937062976,4.886120721383879,86.84189363268311,71.02797202797203,7.979094589620906,27.115568641884433,8.032893268588372,1.4495272727272726,2168,69,473,28,38,708,245,572,0.17300000000000001,0.723,0.10400000000000001,-0.9927,1,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,1,1,2,4,31,25,3,3,19,2,37,9,5,4,5,81,84,42,1,8,15,1,9,3,1,1,4,0,3,0,17,30,0,2,16,5,2,14,13,13,1,6,33,11,71,12,76,46,15,83,0,2,2,0,21,32,0,6,41,310,88,13,0.0619280700730987,0.0,0.12086572631967872,0.0,0.0,0.0605153933468833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049523855263461564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422642250743337,0.0,0.2368740205066938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528845751698666,0.0,0.057894385843384875,0.21135635980386105,0.11636692076216873,0.14285658988373118,0.15512205532146708,0.07550155344199161,0.0,0.052696226414322506,0.0,0.0,0.054770345448421486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323548351795236,0.0,0.0,0.06361718683707622,0.0,0.05334554888190487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605015411430718,0.11981544604720945,0.0,0.0,0.06285568754856104,0.0,0.0,0.07097493350015043,0.0,0.0,0.12674783330293432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484988885973712,0.06398825080211717,0.0,0.04090290622574272,0.05601748483003969,0.05217706997234667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656346479633715,0.08848285126807039,0.11892131777683446,0.0,0.05660113412522781,0.052675984768208485,0.0,0.0,0.04784547331925623,0.0,0.1294194425054445,0.0,0.0,0.10388465403986276,0.3467067441202503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952557569009802,0.0,0.05547538687289055,0.0,0.1271121322872958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124527239946918,0.0,0.12423780717903313,0.0,0.18296002368672726,0.0,0.06629527984006238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145405388957916,0.0,0.06851423412896081,0.0,0.13613619101291066,0.0,0.06985756043932305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907647807902109,0.0,0.0,0.05480439325197526,0.05200398187840466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04133746765313842,0.06278534305917656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943039470409581,0.0,0.273145542232774,0.09183775854295206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785412054285825,0.1258921889777469,0.0,0.0,0.145318494165375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470165250856416,0.0,0.11708408628057812,0.0,0.05930997263034018,0.12600622161482455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934541489537875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586587004196003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253490261916912,0.04934865399399855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043833006739766665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656220165155685,0.09955087386230957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228451602457623,0.0793620135139376,0.0,0.0,0.03611075567197121,0.14235441312380104,0.058700569370125924,0.0,0.06880436448041856,0.0,0.0,0.0604947259608933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730535604601659,0.0491556195096334,0.0,0.0,0.05568077225794535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016874514594136,0.0,0.06310999406752725,0.04399192417679708,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigDesprosso,2020/02/17,"Does anyone feel like anxiety is a self-fulfilling prophecy? Examples for me:

* The fear of losing my best friend made me lose my best friend.
* The fear of not getting good on an exam made me not do good on that exam.
* The fear of being annoying at party makes you annoying(since you're not confident walking up).
* The fear of talking to girls and being weird, makes me be weird when talking to girls.

The times where I was not worried about something, is when it went the way I wanted it. This realization just makes me fucking HYPED to deal with my anxiety. 

**Does anyone have similar experiences?**",1.6390090090090084,4.35089672972973,2.867252252252253,85.48934684684687,95.2162162162162,6.070270270270271,22.382882882882885,7.3871296695380915,1.5279585585585584,471,18,84,10,18,151,69,111,0.249,0.597,0.154,-0.8595,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,5,17,2,4,8,0,8,1,0,5,0,14,18,3,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,4,1,11,7,14,11,2,11,0,2,0,1,8,5,1,0,4,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940988625109895,0.0,0.0,0.17741035723467702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662686406096908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307896211570255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220363795200202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409582452143267,0.0,0.5710221294089529,0.06414546931475258,0.09063056359095424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602723691906726,0.11728229591864643,0.06628039696844709,0.0,0.0,0.21281241752844765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197858771002075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838532751949809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400806456884713,0.254045022541811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234520880880754,0.0,0.0,0.10494193418875948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766491621873738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039344726082281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397451803018439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748267631743901,0.10069751225180504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176027672724424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883498165791593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alfalfareignss,2020/02/17,"Survived a near death experience during childbirth only to suffer crippling anxiety. Trigger warning* But also happy ending. Hello everyone. I was told it would be a good idea to introduce myself here and tell my story. I was diagnosed with preeclampsia during my pregnancy so I was scheduled for an induction 5 weeks before my due date.. after about 27 hours in labor the attending physician and a nurse come in to tell me there's something wrong with my baby's oxygen levels. The physician performs a cervical check and tells the nurse something that I could not hear. Not 3 seconds pass and my room is flooded with doctors and nurses. The original attending physician tells me we have to perform an emergency c section I have a prolapsed cord and the only thing keeping it from coming out and the likely death of my daughter and myself is his hand holding it up inside. By the way hadn't progressed far enough into my labor to receive an epidural. With the doctor mounted on my bed still holding the cord inside I am rushed into the OR while the doctors and anesthesiologist prepare me for surgery. My mother and husband are left behind. As I am being prepped (I can't see exactly what's going on as there is a surgical veil up) the anesthesiologist and attending surgeon are arguing because the surgeon wants to pull the baby out now, but he hasn't gotten my hooked up yet for anesthesia. The original attending who is holding my cord is also yelling. I'm in complete shock and don't know how to feel since I have not processed a single word since that cervical check began. I had maybe been in that OR for 2 or 3 minutes when the surgeon says she has to start without the anesthesia. The anesthesiologist gently grabs my fave to focus my eyes on him and says ""I'm sorry, but this is going to hurt"". And it did. I don't think I had ever screamed that way in my life and hope to never need to again. I heard my baby's cries almost immediately after the cuts. But I honestly didn't care in that moment. After a few more moments I was apparently unconscious. Until I was on my way to the recovery room when I got to see my baby for the first time after she had skin to skin with my husband and he gave her the first bath. 

For months I suffered so much anxiety and fear and guilt that I couldn't leave my bed without crying. I didn't want anyone to touch my daughter, even my own mother who had traveled from the opposite coast. I didn't even want my husband to hold her, which caused a TON of issues. I also didn't want to admit there was a problem. 

Fast forward to now... I'm happy to say that after therapy I have so much less anxiety and when I do, I use the tools I learned to control it. I understand myself and my fears better now. My husband and I are happy and secure. I've learned to live in the moment with my baby and let other people enjoy her as much as I do. 

I honestly did not believe there would ever be light in my life again. But now there is almost always light. I have to thank my mother and husband for being the most supportive and patient people. 

If anyone else has gone through something similar, believe that it does get better. Trust in those who love you and support you. Believe that therapy will work. Be patient.",5.01018614718615,6.202839506349207,5.952186147186147,77.89061688311689,69.01587301587301,8.139971139971141,30.66738816738817,8.438071523408619,2.4242063492063486,2579,103,459,38,44,852,280,630,0.085,0.784,0.131,0.9874,1,0,3,0,1,0,53.0,1,2,0,10,29,30,2,3,39,0,54,17,4,7,4,93,91,51,2,12,15,10,6,1,0,3,12,7,5,0,24,39,0,7,8,2,2,15,17,12,0,3,25,18,74,18,77,55,12,84,1,3,3,1,41,28,0,8,41,352,98,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482544896658485,0.0,0.0,0.17759784991575628,0.0615963090156462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989112224438374,0.0,0.0,0.10352265609548952,0.07584930473611146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045126109714410376,0.0,0.06299143756121903,0.2502088914133593,0.0,0.1309415504781926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547535578793224,0.07604601553364593,0.0,0.12753523507141132,0.07761579376500281,0.0,0.08302746034896581,0.05910445414976943,0.0,0.1626301420656629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513574286045162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273089995979885,0.06478143699167804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061839974062257275,0.0,0.06556585897028988,0.07648957390917968,0.0,0.09778813546660273,0.13392313408798173,0.0,0.07073587305725583,0.0,0.07241251054934149,0.0,0.1666016811169654,0.03743022371107056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259344826482862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03867599867442184,0.0,0.08414238376965577,0.06209024956616512,0.05920607253623119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640902721789644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343369376221195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352541252813596,0.07290158260193264,0.0,0.07924732499467572,0.08356735686151606,0.0,0.07726484835443692,0.0,0.06579850796150817,0.0,0.0,0.040683246977629886,0.0,0.0,0.07838379597077151,0.08043044089613546,0.07569751832254168,0.10457477409081534,0.03616580294859182,0.0,0.06536710686028605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681216533186793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436996858039899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908756344615941,0.0,0.16325486224953534,0.0548900066158091,0.05709410708089984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126015828846631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264185994921128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708337434998219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660748069935886,0.0,0.0,0.11797970626406293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247162941730398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709685673131194,0.0,0.0828670512474189,0.05239661917078095,0.0,0.05911797608746091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680096923888175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588110856535785,0.06815402152844456,0.16931241794097754,0.0,0.04918018144851879,0.047433446938783916,0.0,0.0,0.04316567932805848,0.0,0.0,0.07073587305725583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706461115206074,0.0,0.0639354715326904,0.0,0.0,0.17465192881821048,0.176277317057519,0.059379912060925674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271857535653967,0.0,0.05389246314504871,0.0,0.0,0.10517316830973016,0.08093679164282429,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rosesareredinsummer,2020/02/17,"Can talk therapy actually help with anxiety? I went to my first counseling session today and am wondering if anxiety can be helped with talk therapy. There are a few causes of my anxiety that i am aware of now, and i am doubtful if talking can make the anxiety go away.",6.620128205128204,6.690085884615389,8.416153846153849,65.59551282051285,65.15384615384616,13.856410256410255,40.4102564102564,13.023866798666859,5.975633333333334,214,12,38,9,3,76,36,52,0.171,0.779,0.05,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,10,12,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.17960154505584364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631762301788632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729165032856271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890650955561236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654873453017906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045971160756704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246723206840315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228515855613708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437856281119908,0.0,0.0,0.4209434018628659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445330906543086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061172403147498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958914488152066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lily_of_the_Lake,2020/02/17,"I’m finally being treated I deleted my posts here a while ago as I didn’t want it to linger on my profile. I’ve had anxiety for a few years now, but it’s been slowly getting worse and worse. Today, I visited the doctor with my mom and I was prescribed a medication to take every day and one to keep in school for when I needed it. I am also going to start seeing a therapist. I’m so glad I’m finally going to start getting progress on my anxiety. Thank you guys for letting me lurk and post in this subreddit ^^",2.1452777777777783,3.674144453703704,4.604814814814816,83.4216666666667,76.68518518518519,7.7629629629629635,26.814814814814817,8.515128840125781,1.9731592592592588,403,16,83,8,9,142,72,108,0.126,0.752,0.121,0.1279,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,0,0,9,22,10,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,1,12,3,14,16,1,20,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,11,55,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931715998998232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347061552188405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577213619895811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863369438820678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241155451493687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419229672077827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690485815285257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760120998025029,0.0,0.19146341603687814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667879609816642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972248871541113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224738347352025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969156044087005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728184594760373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124900528153799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141433265447452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226492903940916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704762814696126,0.1342296032768871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384538028464781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266503815108509,0.0,0.0,0.1550823876610064,0.0,0.19557871620073053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159667052715108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935377811646784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433216017409956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847366091860056
anxiety,amimalflossing,2020/02/17,Duloxetine “Cymbalta” Nightmares I’ve been on cymbalta for a year and a half but the nightmares have really escalated lately. Last night I didnt even feel like I was asleep during them—as if they were more like hallucinations. I woke up at least 5 times last night. I’m so exhausted every day and I dread going to sleep. Has anyone else experienced this? Is there anything i can do? Otherwise i’ve had a great time on cymbalta.,2.7122628726287275,5.4033871097561015,4.512113821138211,78.94088075880761,80.34146341463416,8.52249322493225,23.74525745257453,9.150863307647796,2.3539875338753387,341,12,64,10,9,115,64,82,0.17,0.762,0.068,-0.8127,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,10,3,2,0,0,5,14,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,6,2,6,3,6,8,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,11,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312004406140698,0.23903061218153304,0.1919757349483191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504511379746262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488177128081194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408419342797433,0.0,0.19655478018488964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795716940157162,0.1666606364667976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258266224620255,0.0,0.0,0.2572002921015233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803208976019658,0.2631584610573379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794497718639956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378490304584727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944994603669404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334559772376529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720636343580156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022950123703865
anxiety,fullainsecutie,2020/02/17,"Ive been yearning to go to therapy for a few years now. But Im worried about the cost. A few years ago I realized that I (F21) *need* therapy. I wrestled with myself for another year about going because I kept thinking “it wasn’t even that bad, you’re gonna waste your own time and money. Just grow tf up.” 

Now, Im worried about the coats all over again. I recently got a really great job that pays well. Although I also just bought a brand new car. Fortunately the monthly bill is not terribly expensive due to my cosigner blessing me with a (imo) huge down payment. 

Now, same day I got the new car I went to see if I had an ear infection. Turns out it was just impacted wax. I got my ear flushed out and eventually got the bill of $90- after insurance. FOR A FLUSHED EAR!? If a simple cleaning coats that much, would it be wrong to assume that therapy (and maybe even meds?!) would be too much for me to afford? 

Am I thinking too hard about this? Or am I simply financially naive?",2.125,4.048872106060607,3.7777777777777786,87.57000000000002,77.93939393939394,7.430303030303031,25.646464646464647,8.344100000000001,1.6708161616161619,759,29,161,15,18,253,122,198,0.09699999999999999,0.818,0.085,0.3941,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,0,17,7,0,0,13,0,12,4,3,0,1,26,27,9,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,9,7,0,1,4,0,7,6,2,4,1,0,11,5,19,3,23,11,7,28,1,1,1,0,1,6,0,4,16,104,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083197719844792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998683021232622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311053605814842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439522882526152,0.07621742051997536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063431651274817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516290657207522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421154069763977,0.0,0.3999931885454849,0.1378465463251146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200275218305196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701087489041452,0.0,0.1240734595363772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256099230627793,0.0,0.1388806779101409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979813680323807,0.0,0.18382357895463253,0.09270851715465707,0.0,0.2415104346732489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009772749986316,0.0,0.12345251586315187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996331053359088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289497534508417,0.0,0.0,0.16022896699605158,0.0,0.0,0.07290627874191498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599725955282504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241741767131654,0.11590450819952262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539490444703911,0.0,0.17763613232365666,0.13670120298911675,0.0,0.2415465907810412
anxiety,misty2004,2020/02/17,Help? I'm 15 and my friend  Is 18 and she knows what anxiety is but doesn't know what living with it is like in it's so frustrating because I'm really badd out words and I don't know how to explain what living with anxiety is like. Can yall help me figure out how to explain it plz?,1.467142857142857,2.5704741269841307,3.7462222222222223,90.64600000000004,77.57142857142857,7.5796825396825405,22.123809523809523,8.238735603445708,0.9445771428571424,222,6,53,4,5,77,40,63,0.11900000000000001,0.659,0.222,0.7429,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,17,14,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,7,14,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360963043025991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737524252064784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202144630245196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821009230257293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699372185442346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785037758240775,0.0,0.5033756917042116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259833922064309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flamingoxx_,2020/02/17,"I thought I manage to overcome my anxiety but I am actually not? During my examination week, I found my anxiety and stress were getting worst till the point that my palms were sweaty all the time, sometimes the inside of my ears were hurting  and my chest felt suffocated. I kept crying all days.  Somehow,  while waiting for the result (less than a month?) ,  I manage to slowly gain control of my emotion, but not fully , thanks to the support that I received from others.  

On the day I got my result, it turned out better than my expectation so I guess I will no longer have any anxiety as I thought that my anxiety was due to my examination result. But these days,  I found myself being anxious and nervous for some small things? Like if someone asks me about something,  I am getting anxious to answer the question.  So,  I guess I am not over my anxiety yet?",6.2791304347826085,6.903463527950313,6.813223602484475,74.89101552795032,65.8944099378882,8.924472049689443,34.112422360248445,8.841846274778883,2.9380380124223597,672,29,119,10,10,220,95,161,0.22699999999999998,0.69,0.083,-0.9738,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,2,8,0,10,3,3,4,2,33,26,12,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,9,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,11,2,29,4,18,13,5,16,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,6,11,93,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.12854501265054918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957780568903716,0.0,0.5038479458119445,0.2976244709733684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314549024344895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650043338044293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774126437036475,0.0,0.0,0.14469419341821627,0.25485600420972465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817337275836098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647706478519094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888602577446062,0.0,0.0,0.13764219502630634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053528552859714,0.0,0.2902208117933465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101479129282365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435438868221358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514197706889723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245231035331515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475626221730893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161052467850363,0.101408667270104,0.13027981299981028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508910286634267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948045065857016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127507297244315,0.0,0.0,0.08751251885375327,0.0,0.0,0.20915054629466412,0.07681015430953758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432794359029762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056621899454679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seljukj,2020/02/17,"I had anxiety a year ago. It was a hard time and finally I got over it. I want to share what I have done at these times. Maybe my experiance can help someone. I had a terrible childhood. I still see the effect of what I experienced in my childhood. I'm 40 now. Anxiety appeared after a traffic accident. I lost people who are my only family. My wife and our dog. As someone who has been living alone since childhood, I was able to connect to someone, even if it was very difficult. Losing the only family I could have after the accident shook me deeply. I had lost my best friend and lover. I had forgotten all my childhood years with her and connected to life like a new born. I couldn't bear the weight of her absence and tried to commit suicide several times. I am a musician. I would normally be able to understand and describe human emotions but this event closed all my perceptions. With the advice of a few friends, I took myself from where I buried and started to receive therapy. Meanwhile, I realized how helpful it was to create something.

I advise you to try to produce something while getting professional help in this process. such as drawing a picture, writing an article, learning an instrument. Only you can end the loneliness in your soul. 

I know we all have a hard time. I know we feel like we can't breathe. I know it feels like our heart will explode. I know we lost so much. but we can win them all again. In this process, you need nothing other than yourself, be sure. Don't drug yourself. you cannot solve anything when your mind is blurry. Give yourself a time and create somthing while in that time. Make sure about good days will come soon.

If I did it, anyone can do it. I'm not a powerful person, I'm a normal or even a weak person, but I succeeded.  


Hope we are all get well soon.",2.5857589285714297,4.960428298295458,3.786262987012989,85.82984090909092,78.51704545454545,6.977402597402597,27.38668831168831,8.052868069273773,1.9566395129870129,1419,61,272,26,35,461,192,352,0.115,0.713,0.171,0.9813,1,1,3,0,0,2,46.0,8,6,1,10,14,23,0,1,21,0,34,7,2,4,8,58,60,21,1,10,7,1,5,3,3,3,3,0,0,3,17,18,1,0,11,0,0,5,5,8,1,0,16,7,51,15,29,37,8,44,1,4,1,1,34,9,0,5,33,190,68,5,0.18084498863695447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835981493739402,0.08015408543221705,0.0,0.0,0.09365043411647647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834592131276893,0.0,0.0,0.06322551045519191,0.0,0.07441000832827636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489282916266596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789097230054746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219500396797635,0.0,0.0,0.05831502836910282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925336057072803,0.0,0.0,0.10486138616744713,0.0,0.0,0.10171313557328104,0.08008749114794626,0.0,0.0,0.1194464094049997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845055015978405,0.17048456049509972,0.0,0.09144066003876708,0.1291956960167776,0.0,0.0990534227092872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972038961552044,0.0,0.09448404246116282,0.08674149593724201,0.0,0.07584209816815338,0.07231912895854366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200158824288308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715109113473124,0.1818248757518955,0.0,0.0,0.08980993946353164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877535249966333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386808184799128,0.13252758992219654,0.0,0.07984471910010686,0.0,0.0,0.10115964196408722,0.29612050206634005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035771709975905,0.0,0.09084154915219916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130094270605464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647093746962339,0.06704713379788561,0.0,0.08733060847101158,0.0,0.0,0.1771896918374566,0.0867628220067366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631114456854474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268757230661852,0.15790686856139932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205502093202171,0.0,0.0,0.10215168084014638,0.0,0.07479842170051818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298440580118825,0.13922330753948248,0.0,0.0,0.06400150688064231,0.0,0.07221152076623351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890753261971558,0.0,0.1704442615778005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340600265169887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163565015732473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004627182628716,0.12278187630766565,0.0,0.0,0.09413300550607122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460802762242642,0.05333352991508262,0.0,0.0,0.1101102381181068,0.08130068169732263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423354561574303,0.0,0.0,0.11645824344634165
anxiety,i_am_a_rooster_00,2020/02/17,"Panic attack symptoms? It sounds counter intuitive, but for those capable, could you describe your panic attacks: how long did it last, did you think you were going to die, could you think throughout it? Do you get lightheaded, is it hard to breath? Anything that comes to mind as what you know is ""panic"".",4.622727272727276,7.166974909090911,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,72.63636363636364,6.581818181818183,27.363636363636363,7.554174236665415,1.6449272727272732,240,9,42,3,5,71,39,55,0.28,0.672,0.048,-0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,0,0,1,5,2,3,0,0,8,2,1,1,0,9,14,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,2,7,0,5,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,29,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150389370544942,0.0,0.0,0.4188952539406505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859137571890122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939879850294905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107339343189306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618800378804344,0.0,0.10463191909926348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492318679083445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118007158228004,0.15007130161465712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292838490632974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858949975911909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6480276346421672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913570595904565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593591530682864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,macarons,2020/02/17,"Word vomit I wish there were a ""delete"" button to erase the things I've said or texted. Every time my mouth opens up it's like bombs are being dropped. There's not a single sign of life afterwards, or if there is it's nearly on its way to death. 

I just want my presence to be known, but I always feel like I am being invasive. That's why I am so quiet and silent. And then it usually hits a point where I feel like nobody notices me at all so I just end up blurting some random nonsense. It's super awkward and I know it because I re-read what I say or text and even I wouldn't know what to say to myself....

I always have things to say, but I do not know how to get these words out to others, nor do I know when the time is right. I keep trying and I keep hurting myself. Sometimes I just want to give up and never speak again because I think it would be the best solution for the world.",1.9337017543859645,3.1236614578947415,3.3236842105263165,93.79412280701756,76.52631578947368,5.908771929824562,20.035087719298247,6.079149491110277,-0.13055438596491298,687,14,159,4,15,225,111,190,0.061,0.795,0.14400000000000002,0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,2,13,7,0,1,7,0,15,3,1,1,2,42,31,18,1,6,11,0,2,3,0,2,2,6,0,0,14,8,0,2,8,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,8,23,5,18,22,4,23,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,6,12,111,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727489304329706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115621100375526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559343517544677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316052132283777,0.0,0.0,0.0981412325057719,0.0,0.12519213004975227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026151262392412,0.21230315594562985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763130281987422,0.14253952652207574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906694837062602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641443826521749,0.0,0.0,0.32664118048021745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495237657732416,0.2177783506557121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460052921552433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916887078448029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046405982707685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862860358338706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268936761364228,0.14134158857436155,0.3544903631278236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695772052126746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974310523126212,0.09520944278888012,0.0,0.0,0.17328617427832646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088176555687374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364912297933906,0.0,0.17528256850324625,0.11794255050327028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407791364596433,0.0,0.17086931941113492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055529315003566,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OnlyOnePostThrowaway,2020/02/17,"Not sure if anxiety/Panic. Feel like I'm suffocating, chest hurts  

Hi, I have made this account to post something here in an attempt to calm myself.

I have been having these random rushes of feeling of entrapment, like I'm in a situation I can't get out of and where I'm doomed to suffer the worst fate imaginary. It's usually something that happened/I have done in my past, which I am (unreasonably) scared might come back to bite me. I remember those things randomly (things that are not unique to me or anything) and my heart starts racing, my body shaking, I can't do anything else other than think of what might happen. Examples:

\-I had a fight with another student at my old school and her father found out and freaked out at me. Despite this happening years ago in another country, I suddenly became panicked at the thought that that father might try to ruin my future imaginary carreer (???)

\-And today, I have been in this extreme state of anxiety and panic for 4 hours now, I can barely walk or breathe, my chest hurts and my fingers feel numb. And that is because I googled something edgy as a teenager and found out later that accessing such information is highly illegal (I have only typed those words in google, but quickly switched to youtube or sth). I am deathly afraid now that i might be arrested or something...  
Idk if that's stupid, I can usually only tell after I have calmed down, which can take days.  
My physical symptoms have never been so strong and I feel like I'm suffocating.",6.3289716312056745,7.185335017730503,6.378865248226951,77.23333333333333,65.84397163120568,9.529078014184398,34.106382978723396,9.586721724236666,3.244395744680851,1193,52,213,23,18,379,164,282,0.147,0.787,0.065,-0.9494,0,0,4,0,1,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,8,21,2,4,6,0,29,8,6,1,2,45,48,19,1,2,9,2,5,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,21,16,0,0,10,0,1,4,5,14,0,0,9,5,30,7,31,34,1,41,1,5,0,0,7,16,0,12,22,146,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264688207443636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918769633371335,0.07995424180956079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720150689655736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036613940200847,0.0,0.0637118144909425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609340656009508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900310406697183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740399478512572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695587142759644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730947516889692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138515901561705,0.14933210639042585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291921907081117,0.0,0.0,0.05460515139442259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848458168676625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385163464813848,0.0,0.11042659936625143,0.0,0.0,0.10292693379122016,0.0,0.2237724856371516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318330848543235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889530392319898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434986612977052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060896855247178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967166955889217,0.0,0.0,0.1589778335765383,0.0,0.12262668144279786,0.0,0.0,0.09977208353786182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009717155264493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839593972055378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463847135910967,0.10577549122192816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174800513756851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218452381078249,0.0,0.0,0.07397676648149716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850483177190487,0.1086318542627588,0.07858281634411875,0.0,0.09135134837523227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887120413920048,0.06696945495979037,0.0,0.08297380932107039,0.0,0.0,0.09906868443695192,0.0,0.0,0.07095931513543369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021860541450506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730469874984374
anxiety,HalalMonster,2020/02/17,"Where can I learn more Hi everyone,

I am looking to learn more about anxiety so that I can understand and manage it better. Can anyone recommend a book, YouTube channel, or anywhere I can go online or in person to get me started??

Thanks in advance,

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anxiety,vinonak,2020/02/17,"Is anybody here in love with somebody they can't have? And even if that person loves you back, life is not making you 2 work out? Or your personalities keep crashing? They're with you IRL, or online?


I'm 18. I lost the guy I loved to suicide when I was 15, which gave birth to my serious anxiety issues. The last 3 years have felt insanely long. I'm actually a very cheerful, polite person IRL, I giggle often and my life seems perfect to every-single-body as I'm quite privileged... But I've entered a really bad rabbit hole. I've fallen in love with a guy who lives countries away from me.


It all started a year ago, it wasn't serious for a while until we started calling, which turned to us saying I love you on call. Crying together on call whenever we've had a bad day. He is a good person, he is understanding, patient, affectionate, but.. He is private.


He confuses me. He doesn't open up about his life much, but he is clingy and seems obsessed with me. He wants the boyfriend treatment without making this official. He says he wants to be mine, but hasn't ever even asked me for my phone number/address/ any important details. He said he can meet me one day, he says that to him it's a possibility that we'll end up together but at the same time he also says that one of us can find somebody else. He apologies a lot when I'm hurt, he does treat me well and we've always talked to each other with the utmost respect, he patiently listens whenever I get insecure about something. But I give him my all. *How can I continue giving him my all when I don't feel secure with him?* I'm so afraid to lose him. Just the thought of it makes my head spin. He is collected, sane, practical. And one thing that affects me the most in our ""relationship"" is that, whenever he can't reply for a few hours, I start to have little panic attacks because my mind goes like ""What if something happened to him?"" I know this sounds stupid but think of it this way. I don't have his number, address. Life is fully unpredictable. If he gets hit by a bus or something like that, I will never come to know. And as my last boyfriend disappeared and committed suicide, my mind believes this easily.


Just the fact that I can't even be certain about if I'll stay in touch with him for the next 10 years at least is killing me. We're too attached to leave each other. I'm so stuck, I don't know what to do anymore. I'm desperate. Sometimes I wish I could just say goodbye and move on. I deserve somebody who is not private. Please help me.",3.074219753682684,4.6993711227722805,4.284945665298238,86.27970538517269,74.40594059405942,7.303066892055058,26.57449891330597,8.015777009494485,1.5735829509780237,1967,72,403,30,41,645,250,505,0.149,0.747,0.10400000000000001,-0.9729,0,0,3,0,0,2,75.0,5,5,1,5,22,33,3,5,20,0,35,10,1,5,9,78,81,33,3,8,20,0,3,2,0,2,4,8,1,6,26,21,0,2,11,0,0,5,13,15,1,3,9,11,57,18,49,66,11,48,0,3,0,5,72,15,0,13,28,245,83,1,0.0,0.0,0.07133060867934418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647947003068398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845439973193296,0.060821264518464375,0.0,0.0,0.04970740810714558,0.0,0.055917814181256256,0.0,0.07249103858772565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833437248211999,0.08315661934459279,0.06867557529214185,0.056205884113694066,0.12206328419252475,0.04455830389012806,0.0,0.0,0.0823535339087612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119255950370563,0.0,0.0,0.22391586102108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296525223396507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836076377806097,0.0,0.08029191235093808,0.09428102800215224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396631515950499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106186361426525,0.0,0.06474086703473388,0.0,0.0,0.1448365530912959,0.06611901340904927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03695925248926925,0.0,0.0701830886246054,0.0,0.06680791109326005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637870461670909,0.14023961980511862,0.0,0.06130898999032465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475196216323513,0.06463805925649145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501701303313052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899433497013446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198428785920508,0.0,0.07825018402738332,0.0,0.0,0.07629265218717171,0.0,0.06497058868625764,0.08086927820533303,0.0,0.12051403235547352,0.11916508468903025,0.0,0.07739752048273961,0.0,0.0,0.20651789363939074,0.07142148296905987,0.07326083721598133,0.06454461575199752,0.06468716728886371,0.0,0.08177510414928513,0.07979231119926347,0.06214313211788016,0.3298574578282532,0.0,0.14637532832900296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761112146612967,0.0,0.0,0.07768888851106139,0.05373356141779143,0.0,0.056375712192931436,0.0,0.07773783337691982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485940926546294,0.0,0.0,0.08576175361546015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552964872509159,0.0,0.08023684677709712,0.0,0.08240412971688754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774600162317545,0.0,0.0,0.04682681280078467,0.0,0.0,0.0784771510775252,0.0,0.0,0.06953050542527965,0.29064215240631897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308669291905328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881733050356584,0.07229326263454923,0.0,0.15521199331845434,0.0779100170776395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990910256478466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058751348652616366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048561364678306206,0.04683660870903005,0.0,0.058029617272560924,0.04262254090361442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950685260715719,0.0,0.0760949344984533,0.17584963697254255,0.0,0.0,0.0603113960344246,0.08622717278899078,0.05801976071129634,0.0,0.0,0.06572158208672467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405615261695756,0.0704613990852405,0.0,0.05321435340653281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412132071935609
anxiety,BeEasy2300,2020/02/17,"Anxiety Meds and Sexual Side Effects Hi everyone,

I have been on Cymbalta (20mg morning and night) for about a month to a month and a half now and it has had a positive effect of my anxiety. The sexual side effects haven't been great though.

My wife and I want to start having kids soon but the only real negative side effects of my meds happen to be reduced sensitivity in my penis and an inability to orgasm....

Has anyone else been in this boat and if so is there anything you were able to do to relieve the side effects?

I don't want to stop taking the meds because it really does work, but if there is a supplement or something else I can do to help relieve this even a little that would be great.

Anyway, thanks for any and all helpful suggestions! 😁",5.617733333333334,5.786567173333332,6.800666666666667,75.99033333333338,67.26666666666667,10.133333333333336,31.333333333333336,9.994966539143718,3.0057333333333336,596,22,114,13,9,202,90,150,0.109,0.738,0.153,0.738,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,6,9,5,0,0,11,0,19,1,1,5,1,24,25,15,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,9,5,16,17,1,15,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,3,7,84,14,1,0.1522192472125453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351430792493428,0.0,0.2328946149503914,0.0,0.0,0.10643523692479688,0.1559666072076542,0.12526347053550513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279144025279533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332080890231036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543192973977963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053937716997463,0.0,0.0,0.14545201392411744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356445148659615,0.0,0.0,0.13460697759826992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040587055250952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256367513806096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072438048407487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24299990173745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284745189437448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576959676712205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325882836214107,0.0975155475609454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171858132637808,0.0,0.0,0.10774156664520528,0.0,0.0,0.12726210659638654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444992998478032,0.0,0.0,0.14014303153247168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955463752699405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956571174132502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081742489321744,0.0,0.0,0.10813218583623066,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,akramisumaiyah,2020/02/17,"Are You Proud? We just dropped Mrs. Stacey and were continuing down the road. I was spacing outside of the window, taking a good look at the tower that was still passing. I knew I had to get down in a minute and he grabbed the opportunity to ask me a  question. ""*Are you proud*?"" a voice asked. I could still see the tower and was startled by the question. I hastily replied, ""*No*"", giving only little thought for the question he prompted. ""*Do you know what I am asking about?*"" he asked. The tower passed by and not even the weather could distract me now. I was puzzled, staring at the seat where he was sitting. I   could see his ear but tried not to look at it as my anxiety wouldn't allow me to, fearing he would catch me staring at him. "" *I am not asking about the award, but the fact that you went on stage is what I am asking if you felt proud.*"", he explained. I tried thinking about it and cringed every time. ""*No, I am not*"",  I expressed my thoughts. ""*But I am*"", he said. A lot was going on my mind at that very response. How can someone be so considerate? The more he showed me his concern, the more I became concerned about the well-being of my heart. Was it fine? Why is it so noisy? Can it please shut up? 

We came closer to where I had to get down and while the cab was still moving, I grabbed my backpack and strapped it on my shoulder because I would very much like to leave the car. The car stopped. It was a place I wasn't so fond of, to catch an autorickshaw. ""*Book an Uber*"", he would tell while I synced along saying, "" *Thank you so much for accompanying me, sir*"", as I got down.  He thanked back and would continue pulling my leg till I got out of the car. ""*I'll text you, sir*"", I said, unable to handle the situation that was dawned upon me. He chuckled at my reply knowing well that I don't know to talk back. ""*Oh and take a snap of your certificate and send it to me, as Ammi would like to see*"", he said. I assured him I will. The car then drove out of my sight or more obviously I tried to not see it. I sighed a sense of relief as I stretched my left arm out, in an attempt to catch an autorickshaw that was clearly unavailable. I pretended to do so, merely to avoid the awkwardness. Lucky for me, the autorickshaw stopped and did give me a ride home.",0.5751362641734659,2.9226129190372028,1.9034995026854984,96.21483946687886,87.20568927789934,4.636546648100259,21.219375372985876,6.1124844417494595,0.06905024070021915,1732,59,385,15,55,552,206,457,0.067,0.816,0.11699999999999999,0.9805,4,2,0,0,0,0,104.0,2,8,0,6,21,23,0,5,36,0,41,5,5,2,4,64,79,30,0,10,11,0,3,2,0,7,0,6,2,3,17,18,0,3,13,3,0,17,10,5,2,0,28,18,64,17,58,40,6,65,0,0,9,0,49,30,0,8,17,265,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264648838457122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593428982855049,0.0,0.0,0.12593844440555296,0.0,0.04992007123241222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936616338041606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961502052790825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408831737404031,0.0,0.06899680684634653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215028551577867,0.0,0.0,0.07862832463484354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855694683645763,0.15711486297908564,0.046540614934781836,0.06868639244103547,0.1309916311024793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704138036697604,0.0,0.0,0.0821434778676579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501566609278715,0.0,0.0,0.08671087986736517,0.08897494962893379,0.0,0.0,0.08001573682273609,0.08207642331687129,0.0,0.0,0.13753584456953422,0.0,0.0,0.06962090813822637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268669422937798,0.0,0.0,0.0870373086462643,0.12039880243922972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228189261226898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555879858985603,0.08989186654082315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27521041336388513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336916453696915,0.0651231114498481,0.0,0.0,0.2610265045205235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204905840337324,0.0,0.0,0.06938608657618171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619508059164756,0.13692929884849095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314387279300175,0.06582098629630907,0.07157645492449133,0.15078869554708574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052472527877287616,0.0,0.13002481579994155,0.04775137499087423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667961002743512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513751302511914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725991668650534,0.0759138956160484,0.07389400521035416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908655369910835,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yamaryl,2020/02/17,"Anxious about past decisions, not so much about future decisions I'm going to try to explain this several times because I'm confused.

I'm anxious about the decisions I made, that actually impacted the world. Not so much about the decisions I have to make now, that I'm going to make, but specifically about past decisions.

Sometimes, I see myself from outside, and I contemplate, terrified, the decisions I made, like I suddenly discovered that these decisions have actual consequences.

For example, I got engaged with a woman. I'm now part of her life, she counts on me. I presented to her family, I moved in with her... But it seems like I made these life changing decisions while floating on a cloud. And suddenly, it looks really real.",6.0431578947368445,7.969719218045112,7.075195488721808,68.02572556390982,67.34586466165413,12.237293233082704,35.85639097744361,11.792908689023552,5.3094366917293225,588,30,94,23,10,197,72,133,0.079,0.8440000000000001,0.078,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,5,0,25,19,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,10,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,2,16,3,18,15,3,17,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,12,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.3046011817284322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526265379748288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513806395344776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510004791484867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471277316513834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773949391812237,0.0,0.12482243984762754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204719531183575,0.15249461988309468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105844656780066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430280862905828,0.2083542105808159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587638662958964,0.22945698360591985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900725195789168,0.2979705707720274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776404100239218,0.09998164027882107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436659076967875,0.1420791322477935,0.0,0.1763132689874144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543559885243507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910049456178898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596043944734113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LightningOdin4,2020/02/17,"I get anxiety attacks easily regarding work. Context: I am a full time college student who used to work overtime/fulltime at a tshirt printing company for the first few semesters of school. I switched up to a cafe supervisor position at a grocery store and hated it because there weren't enough workers. That place gave me anxiety every day before it was time to walk in. My heart would pound and my breathing would start to get short and shallow about an hour before I was scheduled to work. I made it through 8 months total, 4 of which I would get those anxiety attacks nearly every day. 

Now, I'm working an office job, and due to its hours, 3-11:30, I asked to drop down to part time because it was getting way too tired to focus at school, and they said it was okay. So I started taking Wednesdays off. I'm worried about money, sure, but it was worth it. But last Friday, I got really anxious because people thought me and my boyfriend were going someplace nice that day for Valentine's Day, and I got so anxious that I actually called off work. So last week I only worked three days. I'm so worried because I just started this job a month ago and I don't want them to view me badly, or worse, fire me. So I don't know what to do. Any advice would be great.",5.134503012048191,5.746567738955825,5.454475401606426,83.67520707831326,68.39759036144578,7.831425702811245,32.02836345381526,7.645422480735847,2.0920700803212853,993,41,194,10,16,316,147,249,0.149,0.785,0.066,-0.9389,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,8,11,8,3,0,8,1,16,3,2,2,2,23,39,16,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,16,8,0,0,2,0,3,2,3,4,0,2,13,3,24,4,27,21,5,40,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,1,24,118,40,13,0.0,0.0,0.08740602695990843,0.0,0.0,0.0875253930692832,0.0793971539951101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090971510773716,0.0,0.20555918690546796,0.20237403223528003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373454417458531,0.2037944115969135,0.0,0.0,0.0747860344000984,0.21840073332984966,0.0,0.15243255228445327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145954846743157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888216653389619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925483004161887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150930806393522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618699998727638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718357346147732,0.0,0.05090389587013886,0.0,0.1432723731485759,0.09874969068423756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843044276842496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613921470993218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764140450166515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776601703815414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049224556639082366,0.14602071674211475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475196897262899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429855938057328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681209515725745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699405850776867,0.0,0.062095585086766575,0.0,0.0935801166421058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737993461560353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520024354562859,0.0,0.0,0.18129639718924004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019133473933905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441733949743314,0.0,0.06734443546228115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110745843484456,0.15668450171517762,0.10294592230762982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735850684282589,0.0,0.0,0.05282987716641832,0.0710953805502509,0.07184652311734067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912420175255624,0.18192250919267247,0.09127804897007978,0.2545078362708237,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DonCipriano,2020/02/17,"Relationship management Hello,

Yesterday my girlfriend told me she needs some time for herself. Since I meet her, we talk every day, from morning to evening (for more than 7 months). She suffers from bipolar disorder and she's struggling with a depressive episode in this moment. 

I respect her decision, her mental health is the most important thing for me in this moment, but it's really hard to staying without knowing anything about her. Without her I feel ugly, empty, hopeless, useless, and so on. She helped me a lot to overcome my anxiety. I am surrounded by fear, and after all I feel scared when I think she needs help and I am not supporting her. I am sure she needs me, but her depression made her like this. 

We tried similar things before, but did not start the treatment for her mental health at those moments, and she felt very bad after just a day or few hours without talking.

What can I do?",4.671607142857145,6.82795342261905,4.893571428571431,81.35142857142857,71.32142857142857,7.8952380952380965,31.642857142857146,8.634040054169528,2.743364285714286,717,33,125,13,14,225,109,168,0.223,0.6890000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,2,0,0,0,5,13,0,3,5,0,7,3,0,1,2,33,19,11,0,3,10,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,4,34,4,22,15,6,19,0,5,0,0,28,5,0,4,14,97,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172491605795092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094264547771198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102792124521693,0.0,0.0,0.11315126912400784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151474534194297,0.0,0.22906100555687575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239997904956876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878282196890886,0.0,0.1120365173802757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963296907025755,0.1344715244000284,0.0,0.1276761065066603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911878434063375,0.0,0.0,0.2826907602023323,0.0,0.0,0.17825963640126274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309528233030174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307915497452244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496448820595478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304992855726632,0.0,0.12582342427903542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680134803225924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613875555515878,0.0,0.0,0.29579610267353584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518669177555083,0.0,0.0,0.1427645504874603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331303940170051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999765076630633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411983892603276,0.1417328281396415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390135288990164,0.0,0.0,0.15089757159814984,0.12532663078922948,0.0,0.0,0.21375928574769407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766843292388959,0.08520451235667623,0.0,0.0,0.07753833834674666,0.0,0.0,0.12706256784891698,0.0,0.09028076825335517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971765954678886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845472151703573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sigmathecool,2020/02/17,"I'm so done with my class My physics lab has pushed my level of stress farther than any other class I've taken in uni. Not even my working on my thesis made me this anxious. Our professor is just such an asshole in his own words he's only there to make sure we dont break stuff, he's not there to actually teach or guide us. This is compounded by the people I've been stuck with for groupmates. After our first meeting one of my groupmates apparently moved to another group without telling us and my other groupmate didn't show up. I wound up doing the experiment by myself and found another group to join at the end of the class. Ok cool I have a group again, but what do you know the two girls I join up with dont show up at all the following meeting. So once again I'm left alone for the experiment. Whats worse is that this class isnt even a major class, its just a minor that we're required to take in my degree (psychology). 

So now I'm just at the brink of breaking mentally. Since its to late in our trimester for me to drop the class. I may just wind up not going to this class if all it'll do is stress me out so much.",3.1881831720029794,4.107735780590719,4.285877388930256,89.16571854058078,73.0506329113924,7.433010672623483,24.911640605609325,7.724431198458867,1.0174414991312983,888,26,200,11,17,290,133,237,0.078,0.882,0.04,-0.8666,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,6,1,0,3,17,5,0,2,13,2,17,1,0,2,3,28,29,9,0,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,7,0,1,2,2,0,4,8,2,0,3,7,1,24,3,37,20,5,32,0,0,0,0,17,18,0,3,7,135,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.13605689370015092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444003476041887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481253091987643,0.29239468295851145,0.0,0.15750848739604612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267830101653933,0.32680581407873804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348753820113036,0.0,0.0,0.18417536662672696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27276521052682323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859327004254355,0.0,0.15287030033984042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923739575194039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662332339110481,0.0,0.1572753991434436,0.0,0.15148367303776014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192556662799207,0.09306604301439207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050575422699527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818475604699605,0.10249206601917077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148481116836696,0.09447674260786064,0.10603759705396644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665846524832968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533228004438313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194175211289858,0.0,0.1596061633462142,0.0,0.0,0.13140467981367046,0.0,0.10482886610543476,0.0,0.12186198857321626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619616991687966,0.0,0.33541779339549754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343989524665391,0.0,0.10150172217514668,0.0,0.142084112936236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RichardRiderN,2020/02/17,"I leave emails unopened/unanswered for months - just blew another opportunity Hello Reddit! I've come here because I'm uninsured and can't afford therapy atm. Also, it helps me to hear about similar experiences so that I don't feel so alone. Quick info: history of mental illness, mainly anxiety and depression, severe social anxiety. For about a decade, I've had a phobia of reading and replying to things (emails mostly, texts, letters, etc). It doesn't matter if the context of the email is negative, positive, or neutral. I see something pop into my inbox and I go into flight or fight mode. I often leave it there for weeks, if I even have the guts to open the message at all. Often times, the email isn't even that bad. I've tried ranking my fear before and after. The anticipation is usually a ""10"" going in, but a ""0"" when I'm actually reading the message. 

My fear has now extended to Instagram and Facebook interactions as well. In the past, I was a functioning member of social media and interacted with everybody. Now, I open the app and I'm scared to look at anything. I attempted the ""set and forget"" method with posting because I still enjoy using the apps. But it's been going on so long that I'm starting to look like I'm standoffish and cold. Somebody may leave a nice comment saying ""I really like this"" but I wouldn't even see it because I'm scared of comments. Therefore, I don't reply ""thank you"" and look like I'm uncaring. 

I recently reached out about being a part of a project and didn't receive a response for a while. I finally receive the response, I see the name of the sender, and I can't open it. I quit out of the email app and procrastinate. My procrastination turns into hours, days, weeks, sometimes even months.

Another example: my friend's dad is looking to pay me for a project but I can't bring myself to respond. I'm worried that I'll say the wrong amount, worried that they didn't like what I produced, etc. I WANT to respond to everybody and it makes me feel horrible when I procrastinate, but I'm really struggling to overcome my fears. It has cost me personal and professional relationships/opportunities at this point.

Does anybody have any tips for conquering my digital fear? TL;DR: I'm trying to address my intense fear of social interaction (reading emails, social media, etc.)",5.055125164690383,6.762548752860415,6.207955065529437,74.14085014908815,69.48054919908465,9.141363289647042,32.46439220581097,9.573946990214177,3.3198884820747523,1843,84,317,42,33,616,217,437,0.16399999999999998,0.75,0.086,-0.9843,1,1,2,0,1,0,74.0,0,1,1,6,23,22,1,8,27,0,22,2,1,4,1,54,53,33,0,4,10,1,2,4,1,2,1,3,1,1,17,27,0,0,3,3,3,7,11,12,1,0,5,13,37,10,45,45,8,45,0,1,7,0,34,15,0,8,25,202,54,11,0.0,0.0,0.07366157952983025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817874860955525,0.0,0.06036459655179065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133176715154728,0.15830329215302374,0.1154902388387904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062116971373523636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302605909785011,0.13804319519289948,0.0,0.06423139778556998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502285653972194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868099102837027,0.0,0.0650143329323234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605663260962072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255412866378435,0.19942610840593145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383792067336531,0.0,0.4247029146290132,0.07633404416440244,0.0,0.0,0.08268912692144104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831881783802169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869803734711568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507605128953903,0.0,0.05059539191845972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433661990570553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397802450872093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475108468936225,0.0,0.0,0.06680104104015447,0.2535504853954789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038621375657382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607020495558406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050135506756394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817419096050227,0.07205810158688508,0.0,0.06590979261041033,0.0,0.0,0.07135686017740912,0.0,0.0722928889578938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028661731229887,0.2265135401323256,0.0,0.0967140771435006,0.0,0.07453142876474554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200559502888344,0.15114547740660875,0.0,0.18045313149839493,0.0,0.0,0.08527553184123772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077860802384204,0.0,0.05811133746151561,0.07465569148532764,0.0,0.0534280248058578,0.0,0.06028168883526636,0.0,0.0,0.07891235636520166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949560506894875,0.08632263120074399,0.0,0.050148272846071984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401537775527506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249747940012699,0.08210501010605491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519401467275783,0.08313505676091311,0.0,0.044522469831860235,0.0,0.12109756181864377,0.0,0.0678692588685204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533155074684836,0.0,0.0,0.08252999869141954,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badabumblyat,2020/02/17,"Today I found out I have anxiety, so hello fam. So I get really anxious when with friends or new people I meet, I struggle to look them into eyes and such. I always try to fight it, but I suppose anxiety is stronger than me 😂 mostly its around girls and this really fucks my life up. I get red whenever I get to know new girl and I know it sounds weird, but like even touches make me very nervous. How can I overcame this state? Anyone with similar issues? Im 18 and it has brought me nothing but lonliness over this years.",1.5172384219554047,3.7606972075471763,3.1964837049742734,89.30880789022301,81.64150943396227,6.496054888507719,23.78730703259005,7.686295010490155,1.2580867924528312,408,15,84,7,11,135,74,106,0.171,0.7490000000000001,0.08,-0.7916,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,2,0,0,4,3,1,2,0,19,14,12,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,7,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,5,16,2,11,12,1,12,0,0,3,1,7,5,1,2,6,53,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069411064283845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954776915636329,0.21817443230403047,0.0,0.13503634729496122,0.0,0.0,0.17192073956575116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755616132969586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117498018308604,0.14920663289606842,0.17853943918585544,0.3026969623438539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860637455992032,0.20157061825110667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227110181139466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640874418247007,0.09435032120239352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621749874118612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891134590349182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730394990904625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853070774825273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388742493544234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24743954591658865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018944728929331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305836889429544,0.0,0.0,0.13111808802523792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934700181114506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436511539536292
anxiety,Deagly,2020/02/17,"Just found out I have severe generalised anxiety disorder. Can anyone share any coping methods. Somebody please please take the time to read.

I've known i've had anxiety all my life, i was diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety when i was about 4 or so, i'm 17 now and have recently received the diagnosis in the title. 

My life has been a roller coaster since i got kicked out of school due to having a small amount of weed on me, school for me has always been an issue and i've always been treated unfairly. Not by my peers though, I wasn't one of the ""weird kids"" and i was pretty popular. But since I got kicked from my school i was taking lots of drugs because of how depressed i was, I overdosed 6 times in 2018, and once in 2019.

I have stopped regular drug use, i might smoke every now and again with my friends and i drink once a week or every two weeks. Now i've found out my diagnosis and have gotten into an online schooling plan i really just want to cope with this, it has been ruining my life and I honestly cannot cope with this much longer.

I'm a hypochondriac always worrying about my health, i'm very self concious even though i'm not even a bad looking guy, I miss girls as I haven't really had anything to do with them since I left school. I feel like I don't enjoy anything because of my anxiety and miss being ""me"". That last part hurt to type.

I really hope someone who relates can take the time to read this and just talk to me.",4.5220461868958095,5.026516636054424,5.3352130325814535,84.37206766917295,69.71428571428571,8.910562119584675,27.37844611528822,8.99025400887824,1.9143088435374145,1137,35,239,20,19,371,151,294,0.113,0.787,0.1,0.10099999999999999,0,0,5,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,16,15,0,0,12,0,28,8,0,2,1,40,47,20,0,2,8,0,1,1,1,1,7,0,0,4,6,20,1,1,4,4,0,1,6,7,0,2,17,2,35,8,32,28,5,25,0,5,1,0,10,10,0,5,15,149,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311037388508996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416796369348626,0.0,0.0,0.058344366119717786,0.0,0.262535468851901,0.0,0.0,0.05999070617061461,0.0,0.14120594404494993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163625316525063,0.1046011487959904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389615152803798,0.08708134900817323,0.0,0.0,0.09832989178876586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404762463132802,0.19899273444926674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333517749656773,0.0,0.14457401764877564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338114258737688,0.061292830871989376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881422357429986,0.06628594043071245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723813646206834,0.0,0.0,0.08495173856978139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119736116019483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852149970916523,0.0,0.0,0.09184661924009367,0.0,0.0,0.08954895459159448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993536370672784,0.0,0.0,0.0932178351861912,0.0,0.18180120512616485,0.04191569536454058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204720960643991,0.0,0.0,0.07294087119361163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910162224853501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307008753138534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827403310202886,0.05813773355728225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929089366286616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883569529340112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728559172282062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163885900046638,0.0,0.16488975070150905,0.0,0.08471340864688902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341517340495308,0.0,0.0,0.08950416039392248,0.09692529844355563,0.0,0.21291453905025914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269485186165213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172947478729752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935242214704397,0.0689597451636727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858868501742275,0.0,0.15008538321327064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381043227765865,0.0,0.0,0.07410038017300134,0.0,0.07079086006332973,0.050604828638669684,0.0,0.13764109195954574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713021775738636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,repulsivegoblin,2020/02/17,"Anxiety Nausea is getting the best of me I wanna share something I've been experiencing for a few years in hopes that other people get this too! I'd like to clarify beforehand that none of the thoughts or feelings i'm experiencing are voluntary, as I know that out of context they sound so rude.

PLUS I'm gonna be mentioning things to do with nausea and sickness so please proceed with caution if you experience any form of emetophobia! 

Long story short, I'm completely repulsed by people I love, find attractive, or who I've even looked at briefly in a romantic light - the thought of ever being able to pursue a normal relationship without anxiety hanging over me sounds completely unrealistic. This started when I started talking to my first 'proper' boyfriend a few years ago, I'd feel so nervous to talk or interact with him knowing that he liked me, and all this nervousness turned into nausea - we dated for just over a month and over that course I lost so much weight due to the sickness. This happened again with my next boyfriend so, following that, I knew I wouldn't be able to pursue anything without getting this sorted out.

I don't know what it is in particular that spooks me about being in a relationship, part of me thinks it could be some sort of emetophobia, and the other part of me thinks its just my brain looking for ways to protect me by finding things in these people that are slightly negative or have the power to repulse me (that sounds so dramatic sorry). An example of something could be their little mannerisms or the way they do their hair or something - completely innocent things - so why should they make me feel sick??
It could also be a trust thing? Or not wanting people to get close to me? I don't know! 

Overall it's such a pain and feels so restricting, it feels like even when I trust these people I wouldn't ever share the fact they make me feel nauseous because I don't want to hurt them or make them think I hate them. 

Anyway! Thanks for listening to my brain spillage and if anyone has had an experience with this sort of situation I'd love to hear about it, plus any tips would be greatly appreciated!",6.620492610837437,7.258067965517245,6.699757635467982,75.95386305418722,65.1576354679803,9.747231527093595,33.72768472906404,9.692545771848811,3.168357556650246,1718,71,312,33,25,549,200,406,0.08900000000000001,0.772,0.14,0.9694,1,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,9,4,23,21,2,2,18,0,28,10,3,3,4,75,72,30,0,14,15,0,8,3,0,5,4,5,0,0,32,18,1,2,18,0,0,2,10,7,0,1,6,18,40,14,55,50,10,36,0,2,2,2,26,15,0,15,20,223,72,0,0.1616659320839933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165354721414426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464209373963846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993837757814627,0.0,0.12367399554513987,0.0,0.0,0.056520289316638474,0.0,0.06651864363749553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049275025834735545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482921086337868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804726463395504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25425548095049155,0.0,0.0,0.1936156378386728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677882343375912,0.14623609111925584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814030283835573,0.0,0.0,0.2452294583382566,0.05774708709159272,0.0,0.0,0.14775973309946575,0.06875647962178251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892755399721562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891186304267397,0.0,0.0,0.07148032491596774,0.0,0.0,0.0798058190658227,0.0,0.0,0.09110462749035857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028537413843466,0.0,0.0,0.08653336197512616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769473668796915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847271253188073,0.08101586755620692,0.0,0.07153463128206737,0.13575866634512596,0.0,0.088238731111757,0.0,0.14590981556520513,0.0,0.16186989753390246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452010230324201,0.0,0.05942153080114496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596677641566941,0.0,0.07919914425741635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860119750165415,0.0,0.0,0.17506845021689085,0.0,0.2801970041696058,0.0,0.0,0.08873032302998228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356870927208828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085964059971803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668749920163055,0.0,0.09048588759161272,0.11442797881903635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994095241244635,0.0,0.07442013487998071,0.0,0.0,0.21480732345592654,0.1553835022427885,0.0,0.1283446918148409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792305528317368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535475536300793,0.1283228919585379,0.0,0.09843277611131243,0.0,0.0,0.07293917908931516,0.0,0.0,0.15584018946672967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057421419865138684,0.0,0.0,0.10410755983630383
anxiety,mcah96,2020/02/17,"Just started Lexapro... I suffer from pretty severe anxiety. I constantly overthink every little thing and it ultimately leads to me feeling depressed most of the time.

I started taking 5mg of Lexapro everyday starting about two weeks ago. Nothing has improved but I am holding out hope. My doctor said it would be normal to feel emotionally numb for the first two weeks and that’s all I’ve felt. My appetite hasn’t improved, my sleep schedule is still terrible. 

My doctor said I could bump it up to 10mg if I don’t feel any improvements in the first couple of weeks. I’m honestly scared that if I do that it will make me feel more numb or depressed because that’s all I’ve felt since I have started it.

I have read so many people’s stories about how this medication has literally changed their life for the better and I want so badly for that to be me, but right now I still feel pretty hopeless.",5.213038095238094,6.328141765714289,5.606071428571429,80.84434523809523,68.48571428571428,8.119047619047619,31.72619047619048,8.344100000000001,2.3885904761904766,719,30,134,10,12,230,104,175,0.207,0.6729999999999999,0.12,-0.9520000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,4,9,12,0,1,4,0,14,7,1,3,2,29,32,11,0,7,6,0,7,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,12,4,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,9,0,4,4,9,19,3,16,23,4,23,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,5,17,88,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367437630223067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953404381383898,0.0,0.0894709672546137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765331730939482,0.07129525012104487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343801683395502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372386741909368,0.0,0.0,0.12638781228426013,0.0,0.09337979428193433,0.12940951334856146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014679443511447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941870288496425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315596807753692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854041631394514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956821647662729,0.0,0.2245920702052252,0.0,0.0,0.19896531068369014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616362920760474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260943301274179,0.0,0.11722056849986462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780689922616078,0.11857495728955493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782079630793793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145919804921705,0.11222237031669004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108251657722022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379724569174309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698758114784755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987972621857928,0.22250374644247853,0.0,0.11709329027023843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212691208712818,0.0,0.09674715488769774,0.0,0.11704039538665842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33112804032252235,0.0,0.1868023154878573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793630492609124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770032381609945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819794402432139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849790086502805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898363845244629,0.0,0.2814449800354118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308213790330869,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mother-of-puppies,2020/02/17,"Anxiety as symptom of another mental health problem? Don’t want to cause a controversy or anything but just wanted to share what I experienced and how it’s helped with my anxiety. I don’t know how many people have had gotten professional help in this group but this is addressed more at people like myself who just tried to deal with anxiety on their own without help. 

I’ve been suffering from anxiety since I was a teenager and it was fairly crippling. I never went to a psychiatrist to get diagnosed but just saw a psychologist once for a few sessions, which only helped for a little while. I recently started feeling terrible and finally saw a Psychiatrist who diagnosed me with a very serious mental health problem. Since I’ve been medicated and had therapy for this particular problem my anxiety is so much better. 

In conclusion, maybe your anxiety is a symptom of something else rather than a single standing problem and maybe it’s worth it to investigate that possibility. Don’t know if this will help anyone, I hope this doesn’t offend anyone, but for me this realisation was life-changing.",8.798620374600276,9.008274216080405,9.195102786660575,61.36016445865695,60.60804020100503,12.663499314755594,40.20146185472819,12.079253325248375,5.3588452261306525,895,44,139,27,11,299,115,199,0.17,0.6890000000000001,0.14,-0.5613,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,7,12,1,0,10,0,16,7,0,3,1,34,28,16,0,9,11,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,1,0,15,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,11,4,13,4,23,16,5,12,0,1,2,0,12,5,0,3,6,102,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452236715636036,0.4575260431810251,0.0,0.0,0.13939607496037099,0.0,0.08202751566617429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815818137939282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239803035953507,0.10544741168424973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276491248324747,0.0,0.2023446468436393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326920874188619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040081530944394,0.0,0.0,0.10919372763981587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207828521530578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190872726718407,0.0,0.0,0.33406444418156594,0.0,0.0,0.09900396978619252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956219941060946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040639024312231,0.04869823832740286,0.09990477829631336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105909714574957,0.2002823750092212,0.0,0.0,0.1004163406173314,0.20090644443051187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327570560911836,0.0,0.07687876963959894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615513013274383,0.0,0.07581054853330223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382100589686817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112373358303233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815182566226708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842121734911813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491138344659528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673794357009743,0.0,0.0,0.07055347427391234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720977949129285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139918902450306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767565619611733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224580660737993,0.11758678863040395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240364777898187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608722370051498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veggietailss,2020/02/17,"Feels like everything is a sign/omen for bad future + dejavu Hi all. 
I’ve been just overwhelmed by anxiety all the time these days. I ruminate a lot and there are anxious thoughts that come up - that I might die, I might lose control, I might get attacked or robbed, I might get a stroke and permanent scars etc... 

Nowadays as I’m walking down the street, or reading a book, or talking to someone, I noticed that I started to recognize everything as some kind of omen that is predicting my future. And these fuel my anxiety even more. 

Also, I’m having those moments of déjàvu quite often and I feel like bad things are going to happen as I’m seeing more of it (or feeling like this). Also if I don’t feel anxious sometimes (those moments of relief that makes me feel so liberated) - I feel like I have to feel anxious continuously in order to prevent scary things from happening. 

Do you experience this? How do you deal with it? Were there practical steps you’ve taken? 

Thanks in advance",4.353102836879433,6.202359452127659,5.052255319148936,81.1636666666667,71.5,7.779290780141842,30.08652482269504,8.447377352677275,2.3653605673758857,779,33,142,13,15,251,112,188,0.153,0.745,0.102,-0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,4,9,12,1,1,6,0,15,1,0,3,2,33,37,16,1,1,6,0,8,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,2,8,2,0,5,1,5,0,0,4,9,16,7,20,29,7,19,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,12,12,97,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679711382489532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595590761277658,0.3534450672290499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864191716724068,0.0,0.0,0.17415116398996028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983431864876859,0.0,0.0,0.11696713187395792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725671391426633,0.10751567963327932,0.0,0.0,0.1082338054831342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163079634752977,0.06888081177454113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745349317357934,0.10201304044649964,0.0,0.0,0.3691157270303461,0.2980116175527332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089716731860622,0.0,0.05926890487321219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844419201406247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859922789099392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379812775367911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667087009174852,0.0,0.08866137646469682,0.0,0.0,0.06961261659348772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425295960476539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873184031932907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092243476659233,0.10431557263292036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310351661389433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836233407253016,0.0,0.1031428567543791,0.0,0.07381512379807033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382222239486259,0.0,0.09601378134839504,0.0,0.0,0.13856776408422875,0.0,0.0,0.08279250767961299,0.06081079302164737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,millionmillennium,2020/02/17,Help Since yesterday I've been feeling numbness in my left arm and cheek. I had a panic attack yesterday and while I don't feel as bad yesterday I still feel anxious and the physical symptoms are still there,5.136416666666669,6.822520475000005,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,69.25,9.333333333333334,33.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.4308333333333336,169,8,30,4,3,54,31,40,0.23600000000000002,0.606,0.158,-0.5346,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,4,4,2,0,0,6,7,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31465329021431115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31686171109990624,0.0,0.0,0.2325562378350371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42249091210144857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186689032517148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026175726977153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267883688839533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039825969907995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448598870542456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894934939581311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Breeza909,2020/02/17,"Overthinking at work and taking constructive criticism to heart This is something I struggle with and am sure other people do as well.

Anytime my boss wants to chat to me about anything I usually panic and assume the absolute worst.

And if she gives me any type of constructive criticism or feedback on anything I can’t help but feel upset and useless. I end up overthinking and my mind starts racing. 

I don’t show that I’m upset but I feel super awkward, and they probably pick up on it. 

Does anyone else struggle with this? Any advice would be deeply appreciated.",4.8581904761904715,7.198496342857148,5.48,76.55333333333336,71.28571428571428,8.476190476190476,29.76190476190476,9.150863307647796,2.929761904761905,456,19,75,10,9,147,74,105,0.21,0.665,0.125,-0.8079999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,2,11,0,6,1,0,7,1,1,2,1,22,14,12,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,2,12,3,13,12,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,51,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648263050218145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25954990884618045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343689677124504,0.19553392905428335,0.31408336693728817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700178002732075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594189049336307,0.0,0.16902396219561006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298472762722493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183067182152116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261414575182333,0.12791327952633286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926898553965687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390480796544904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230158292903615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057533745444431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469147973859631,0.0,0.0,0.13507463056211833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990062302152406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986057505638064,0.0,0.14348484518943536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101787801354373,0.0,0.11255995680364787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715843904299651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893080631163046,0.0,0.0,0.13556434631956574,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kawilife,2020/02/17,"I constantly think I'm dying. 22f 

Back as long as I can remember I've constantly found something my body is doing to worry about. I had and have a crippling fear of going to doctors and medical professionals so my fears usually evolved around something making me go to the doctor. As I've aged it's become I'm always anxious I will die even when told I'm fine by medical professionals. 

In the past two years I've visited the ER 4 times freaking out and the regular doctor 3 times thinking something is wrong with my liver or kidneys and what not. I regularly do ""stupid"" shit for fun which I understand I can probably blame some of these thoughts on. However since I was very young way before I ever dabbled into drugs or anything else I can remember being this way. 

I remember ""running away"" from home just to get out of a doctor's visit, I stayed out in the woods near my house for a period of a few days. I'm too shaken up and scared to continue going over and over for these visits. I get stuck with a needle every single time, and I'm sent away Everytime with ""you're okay, you have really bad anxiety."" 

Is there anyone else out there who notices things like chest pains, back pains, and worry's about their tummy feeling different or what not constantly?  I feel crazy and alone at this point. I worry people who love me sick because I'm always freaking out saying I think I'm sick but then act so hesitatent to get treatment out of fear. I go back to a regular doc in 5 weeks because she recently started me on Prozac and gave me some xannax. Even with those drugs I am not okay???? I worry about everything outside of medical shit too. This has just become the most recent and close to unbearable issue I'm having.",4.674625246548324,5.896064189349115,5.7871153846153875,78.6558012820513,69.82840236686391,9.065285996055227,28.580374753451682,9.408791572840183,2.5628694280078896,1368,49,254,29,24,455,185,338,0.159,0.804,0.037000000000000005,-0.9876,2,1,5,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,0,19,19,3,4,12,2,17,21,6,1,1,49,47,22,2,0,9,0,2,1,0,1,14,1,1,0,13,24,0,0,11,0,0,10,3,13,1,1,8,3,30,6,49,37,5,60,0,0,0,1,13,22,2,6,26,161,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706869007993106,0.0,0.0,0.12383397138302832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569251975928666,0.08406470622465788,0.0,0.05203080280819908,0.07624418396342837,0.06123497370620394,0.06624271374466546,0.0,0.0,0.13982559048666784,0.17165537168616388,0.06213115331162965,0.09072208170106807,0.16436505437687582,0.06331937741878653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265527829534315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412397476536939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047989770584417085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445641609059554,0.07774500440690849,0.0,0.3046565246214349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172589262359204,0.0,0.12432383856648915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829723048742273,0.06731017580113444,0.06269556306004287,0.0,0.0668769674364026,0.0,0.0,0.2512035397270581,0.07525017855728465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158923433904107,0.0,0.0,0.11663204962106972,0.0,0.16916087522686815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464159331448368,0.0,0.0,0.0858617909972484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766709704640723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03635408581253265,0.0,0.0,0.06585253435882167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715999628843906,0.0,0.04967078088829794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488765851692735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847188845005646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835984441473774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103495000518692,0.05158811197771119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034366550883328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022903347637225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767041792242237,0.0,0.14694631691719298,0.0,0.25288385369866856,0.0,0.0,0.05917563909388869,0.0744996828576086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276629114214502,0.061554614614338685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185864713640805,0.0,0.0,0.05266940132170719,0.07931359945923769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494362184961524,0.1430411709244719,0.0,0.05907504572283949,0.1301712127900873,0.0,0.0,0.07110413123699283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268999405852643,0.07746581738870427,0.0,0.0,0.0819546237083308,0.06139793170799724,0.0,0.11813002318279035,0.059689049947875876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022771671249737,0.0,0.0,0.08135815684658748,0.0,0.04791907456753685
anxiety,Wide3y3dDevil,2020/02/17,"Constantly anxious So, I'm a 25M who was diagnosed Major Depressive w/ panic disorder when I was 14. The last couple years, my anxiety has spiraled almost out of control. Here lately, it seems I wake up anxious and go to bed anxious. The only time I'm not having negative thought loops and stressing is when at work or sufficiently distracted. I'm unmedicated, and have been using CBD to help manage my symptoms, but I don't think I've found a good doseage yet. I just don't know what to do. I'm worried about being on medication, as the side effects are generally too much for me. But I hate living this way, feeling nervous and confused all the time. Based on some research, I feel I may have BPD, but require a diagnosis for treatment. I don't know, y'all, I just need some words of encouragement. I'm shaky and can't sleep right now.",3.841790209790212,5.494387351515154,5.379393939393939,79.10139860139861,72.45454545454545,8.228438228438227,30.87412587412588,8.841846274778883,2.6327902097902105,663,30,126,13,13,224,114,165,0.18600000000000005,0.735,0.079,-0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,10,10,1,6,7,0,16,5,2,3,1,35,33,13,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,9,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,5,2,13,2,14,26,5,19,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,8,10,78,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967095977857048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434287704197975,0.5065700660099629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825015181115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152218449252048,0.16764146173806593,0.0,0.16538388403433704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873686904092038,0.1517072268495378,0.0,0.0,0.17130367604076396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511513754541775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163884328635994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494630661942264,0.12536695875321796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756904903823898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018548294975207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428779015798428,0.12183665282523005,0.16860680683090065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319832895958645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057363565645351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987643376592657,0.11082888607228084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367741389093347,0.0,0.17536890152341095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276451524380798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607037030310068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957629216813095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121548753559518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553548438917668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577328207644943,0.0,0.11866117246789187,0.17431239132349238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909266235055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186410173958592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881473744142227,0.15179236267376614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962527155448633
anxiety,Sub_Omen,2020/02/17,"If I stopped taking my buspirone two days ago and I'm feeling great and totally fine, does that mean I can just stop or will it get really weird and terrifying in a few days? Not sure how it works with this one, because this is absolutely NOT something I could do with my SSRI's... But isn't buspirone out of your system 12 hours after you stop taking it..? Or something along those lines..

I've been taking 10 mg twice a day since 2013. 
Recently a few months ago dropped down to 5mg twice a day and with zero problems. 

I'm just scared to completely stop, but right now I've ran out, and if it keeps feeling like today, then it should be fine... Right?",3.296363636363637,4.586252878787882,4.039818181818184,89.6097272727273,73.24242424242425,7.098181818181819,24.56363636363637,7.554174236665415,0.9604490909090906,508,15,110,6,10,162,86,132,0.12300000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.079,-0.4025,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,1,2,35,20,13,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,5,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,5,2,2,7,5,12,14,3,26,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,18,67,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253805885226159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726917255157324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501008206041378,0.0,0.0,0.11430182748759404,0.0,0.0,0.3693061262541644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528051805804746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477226919661956,0.10227372634261306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479533297426498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578347043866704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098402968114035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272474268504302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994087719861615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594350419707395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426916263486935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700910477500106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698504531149136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171213555229762,0.0,0.14135349681591028,0.0,0.0,0.2445161787629435,0.0,0.0,0.14332840597200686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842365570544601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204235418795592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787535880283825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492686136396506,0.0,0.3229161222569681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569919779658465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984678295122702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042223824566174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nowheremannnn,2020/02/17,"Heartbreak is junk In spite of the passion we shared the previous night,

I made her uncomfortable by my sensual provocations.

But rather than express to me her discomfort in a direct manner, 

she silently submitted, went to far as to reciprocate my pleasure, 

and yet later made it known to her friends her discomfort.

And now that I am alone,

with no venue to express my grief,

I too am expressing my emotions in an indirect manner.

But then again, this story is now about my addiction to ketamine, 

and not my dehumanisation, loneliness and heartbreak, 

in lieu of my friends' good natured yet simple minded reprimand of my actions.

Sour now, but still more sore and shrunk,

By what vice does caprice bring junk?",10.265,9.249607404761909,9.176190476190474,66.67714285714288,58.28571428571429,12.844444444444447,43.22222222222222,11.855464076750405,5.228898412698413,567,28,94,14,6,177,84,126,0.153,0.7490000000000001,0.098,-0.7666,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,10,12,1,2,4,0,4,3,0,3,0,18,8,10,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,3,1,18,6,19,5,1,18,0,3,0,1,12,5,0,1,10,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876587959813301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732912109954807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309156572756955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29681983065232737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077328080646662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132282726029726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993630342754534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664349122624811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476254519245204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072805635352848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446114493567312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cocosp,2020/02/17,"Whatever happens we will always have Bob Ross I’ve been having a really hard time falling asleep since I had my first panic attack 2 weeks ago and last night I watched Bob Ross for the first time.
‘The joy of painting’ is the most soothing and wholesome thing I ever came across.",7.0205555555555526,6.837065129629629,6.289259259259263,82.0316666666667,64.37037037037037,8.681481481481484,30.962962962962962,7.793537801064563,1.98922962962963,223,7,42,2,3,68,44,54,0.171,0.72,0.11,-0.3744,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,4,0,6,1,1,0,1,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,3,2,5,1,3,4,1,12,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,9,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227371099071684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090780976775674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858577163680455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873877674859773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272895450847596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274629841444578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219864341712844,0.0,0.2250899961681018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481988835339746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235801372208594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948130796256153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097101923488275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078544616329012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693368393359448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930369778026116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015549186690068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kirthten,2020/02/17,"Crappy doctor Currently thinking about that one time i went to the doctor because my friends were genuinely concerned i had depression and/or anxiety after having to put up with my many episodes and then the doctor, who i have been seeing since i was birthed because she was the doctor that like??? birthed? me??, said you’re going through puberty a lot of people go through this it’s just your hormones try going to the gym with your friends here’s a free trial and give your phone to your mom at night and sent me off on my way. Like? this??? isn’t what i wanted i wanted you to give it to me black and white do i have something or not i don’t understand??? I still think about it everyday because now i don’t know what to do with myself i feel like i’m just faking my feelings and overreacting and it’s so frustrating because she doesn’t understand. I literally think about the fact that i’m just an attention seeker 24/7 because she said everyone goes through it so????? what? i don’t know",2.2219340659340645,4.743349112820514,3.1596336996336984,88.94846153846153,80.94871794871796,6.3809523809523805,25.183150183150182,7.62386473244151,1.4302380952380949,787,31,155,13,21,250,105,195,0.081,0.825,0.094,0.344,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,0,0,11,9,1,0,8,0,15,4,0,0,1,28,38,10,0,2,5,1,2,3,2,0,4,2,0,0,14,9,0,0,10,1,1,6,6,3,0,1,9,7,29,7,22,29,1,21,0,1,3,0,18,4,0,2,13,107,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417058827081494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752007970198552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060252024730445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039891885722274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762660737627233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448535766016144,0.08794212782357179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021234827407404,0.0,0.0,0.2361760324378036,0.209880419473278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135304255456241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042022470429986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465457912146656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480331692813278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417235222270158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552030587521815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341523671088569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534151936488865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374874512207687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341911497985729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809416345125152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182897054611127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947678156868913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098307218976303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366310839927887,0.0,0.0,0.07178016181890871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835763093784835,0.0,0.0,0.2563013183212194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521425247681313,0.09771045377067247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141142367662728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon1232213,2020/02/17,"If you don’t know where to start, start controlling the controllable. A large part of overcoming any form of anxiety is to accept that there are and aren’t things in your control. It is important to distinguish what the differences between these two are. Start by writing a list of all the things you are in control over (i.e. exercise, hygiene, study etc...) Once you have this list, pick the smallest/easiest thing for you to focus on. Whether that be cleaning your room or going for a run. By focusing on what can be controlled and busying yourself with it you can healthily inhabit a lot of that unoccupied space anxiety prefers to reside in. Exercising control over your life is just that, exercise. Over time it gets progressively easier as you get stronger. With your new strength you can focus your control into other areas of your life.",6.457183014354067,8.246558151315792,6.1017224880382805,75.92796650717703,66.17105263157895,10.000956937799042,35.52870813397129,10.230975488527342,3.9629,677,33,114,17,11,210,92,152,0.022000000000000002,0.894,0.084,0.8625,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,13,0,9,3,2,0,0,8,0,14,5,0,8,1,24,21,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,15,5,0,7,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,13,2,27,19,5,20,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,3,5,91,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409699557943825,0.0,0.16670923663005385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.855460636719292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384071452129685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151995533890513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385491124679975,0.0,0.06192486273485692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988193754041345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392429453461162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263446961277158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523489911730932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603956303177078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799379313742635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136878024304086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171658930280868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353584596710331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643874709763528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SymphonyShinobu,2020/02/17,"Feeling like I won't find someone to love again Greetings everyone, I'm currently going through a tough time when it comes to a relationship  ( 3.5 years) that ended about 1-2 months ago. I've always had an anxious mind as in im overthinking the worse of things and assuming the worst. I'm currently a  20 year old in college for psychology and I met my ex back in my senior year of high school. What I'm overthinking about is the thought of never finding someone else to love or Really be interested in because it's too ""late"" since I'm 20 already.  I recently found out that my ex girlfriend was cheating on me about 1-2 months before the relationship ended which explains why she started dating someone a week after we broke up. I just feel completely destroyed and worrying about just never finding someone else in the future once I fix myself personally since today's day and age makes dating a little harder than what it has to be. I'm sorry if I left any details out or if everything is all over the place, I'm just not in the brightest place right now. Best wishes",8.355789473684208,6.921872354066987,8.538990430622011,71.06743301435407,62.30143540669856,11.422200956937802,38.12488038277512,10.355215969177356,3.8941211483253584,858,36,156,16,10,283,131,209,0.127,0.763,0.11,-0.4211,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,12,10,2,0,13,0,8,2,0,1,3,31,27,10,0,3,8,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,2,13,5,27,19,3,49,0,1,0,2,12,17,0,5,31,92,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095966993889797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194688916732206,0.0,0.0900819649257187,0.0,0.0,0.07362130710545982,0.0,0.0,0.12230430524104685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324615611718676,0.0,0.0659950035560585,0.0,0.09212228069654248,0.0,0.11361341729911155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325741068006133,0.11350977555886994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981949754655488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808766292496064,0.0,0.19177452358666489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344818606120114,0.09729815764868713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948019949201784,0.07734180050444887,0.0,0.0,0.2968462404478564,0.0,0.0,0.11870278347631245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152731701488118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438386861349305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694063983561152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212331374486975,0.0,0.1176260764898326,0.0,0.0,0.052890938512207934,0.10850613220176174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541986298262956,0.0,0.07226517072561471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931291853132306,0.0,0.17282606386532265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699537468131162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360188499366801,0.11529461133395832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452947662414388,0.2262197580168315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935487681323832,0.0,0.10689484330236304,0.232463959005318,0.0,0.09245444648531498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956608244656693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910951486984086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36691734745466015,0.0,0.0,0.12118951481446018,0.0766278123770305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192390990766369,0.0,0.0,0.08594727500630557,0.06312795804432488,0.0,0.10261892921979407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684057926597259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768886574549628,0.0,0.12449500107865903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994447187102556,0.11032737984945563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914992935730192
anxiety,lofisims,2020/02/17,"tired. i don't know what it's like to live a normal life... i don't know what it's like to live a life where you're not anxious at all times. i get frustrated sometimes, cos there's no way i could have prevented this, it's like i was just destined to live like this. i just wish it didn't have to be like this. i wish i could live an anxiety free life. :(",-0.275791139240507,1.4475660253164584,1.5549208860759514,101.50301424050636,84.9493670886076,5.468987341772152,17.469936708860754,6.6274283507984215,-0.4842797468354432,272,6,72,3,8,89,42,79,0.156,0.5589999999999999,0.28600000000000003,0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,3,0,9,4,0,1,1,13,14,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,8,7,5,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235411806499178,0.1824403514988264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257876949102542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437307039822119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750390831106824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34220039864456075,0.3944849445100137,0.0,0.5704026991291035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822818281072148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597200310791216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941674688581978,0.18561166216562314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818508456115466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714163898298257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RippleEffectt,2020/02/17,I’m just burnt out I’m so tired of having to work so hard just to function. I want to feel like a human being. I just want to scream and cry but I’m afraid of making people worry about me. I want to feel something other than fear and regret and anxiety. I want to feel like a real person again. What do I do? What do I fucking do? I don’t even have anyone to turn to anymore. I don’t want to be a burden. How do I stop feeling like a waste of space?,-1.5034044173648131,0.4173554455445547,1.459801980198019,98.43437928408228,93.55445544554456,3.503731911652704,13.709824828636705,4.713530739802397,-1.3011331302361009,344,6,83,1,13,120,54,101,0.29,0.562,0.14800000000000002,-0.963,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,1,2,4,0,11,2,0,2,0,22,26,7,0,6,4,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,10,3,15,24,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130252085729213,0.0,0.16885690385038582,0.1190530885180902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870278587248935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245827712327884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159520666650387,0.3443639415600472,0.3649115647300868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740703953532492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152523793689414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495483038492541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365305847107453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118040155644029,0.14866863284384094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193798588000634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107814106163698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234897463819546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569431023366665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851991808599462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021328742345595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395478298677358,0.17291214238701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Typical_Toastie,2020/02/17,"late night feelings I don’t exactly know what this is. I dug down deep tonight and tried to write down what I felt.




I feel a separation from the world, be it real or imaginary. It’s as if the world around me is unable to imagine any aspect of me with serious emotion. Like I’m just “there.” Present at the table only out of sheer necessity, a check on the roll call. The world lives with me, if only unwilling to put up the energy for such a minor inconvenience. 

Even I myself am unconvinced at the prospect of true feelings. Clearly, this is just a bout of edge-riddled incompetence, a result of my inability to grasp the true world around me. The world knows how you should feel, why don’t you shut up and try to listen to it?

Dear voice in my head, what makes you think I’m not trying? That I haven’t dedicated my life in the relentless pursuit of peace?",3.6563967611336032,5.056653497076027,4.790292397660821,84.14700404858303,72.50877192982456,8.302474134053082,26.019343229869552,8.841846274778883,1.7868376968061181,672,22,140,13,13,221,106,171,0.07,0.7829999999999999,0.147,0.9107,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,0,15,0,9,2,1,3,4,33,21,7,0,3,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,7,0,0,10,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,7,17,4,29,18,0,24,0,0,0,0,6,19,0,3,5,91,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906946711814338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33792175334089564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380545718654815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349773100503866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536009848154425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838712341301216,0.0,0.18223629423520607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947879856481413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861654937296464,0.0,0.2141009396257136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406027138319965,0.09272594466939174,0.0,0.16759552504726305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669195160303026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811300548482356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887005760411505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907998836367078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603220944521048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161519495574928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865821044521113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126359665260527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unicorn6642,2020/02/17,"I never think I'm enough and every decision stresses me out because of the possibility of failure (note: I am actually diagnosed with anxiety disorder if it helps but I got the diagnosis years ago)

I'm an extremely paranoid person, to the point where I'm not sure anymore if it's still anxiety or if I seriously suffer from actual PPD or something. 

I'm terrified of failure and I'm always super self critical. I never think I'm enough and I always berate myself for being stupid/lazy/etc, regardless of how much the people around me reassure me. I just feel like everyone is lying to me. I never feel enough. And I know it's not true because literally yesterday I went to my dream uni to hear my entrance exam results and not only did I pass but I got the highest ranking among all the other people who did the entrance exam with me. So obviously I'm not a complete failure but in my head it's all or nothing. Either I'm amazing at everything or I'm a deadbeat waste of space, there's no room for healthy thinking like you can't succeed at everything and it's okay to fail.

Anyway yesterday following a big event that happened that increased my anxiety levels by a 10000 (gotta decide if I want to quit my miserable job and start uni or not) I had a long emotional talk with my mom, something that very rarely happens so I'm happy I had the courage to talk to her. I explained to her how I never feel enough and I'm so fucking scared of the feeling of regret and failure, not necessarily failing or regretting something specific, just that *feeling* of regret and failure. Do you guys know what I mean?

She talked about her childhood and told me how she was always told she was never enough by her parents and how it made her grow up to be this incapable and dependent adult (she had a really hard time adjusting to life after her divorce with my dad, she's only now getting her life together at late 50's). I told her that I don't feel like her and dad treated me like this at all, if anything they coddled me so much more than the average parent would. So she hypothesized that maybe I do suffer from the same issues as she did but because of the opposite treatment - my parents (and pretty much everyone around me since I have special needs and teachers and stuff probably wanted to encourage me) always told me I'm so great and amazing at everything I do, I never got punished and I always got what I wanted. But instead of growing up to be a spoiled self centered narcissistic person, I went the opposite way and harbored guilty feelings, always thinking I'm under this pressure to keep my parents proud and I can't possibly be allowed fail because then I won't be as perfect as they tell me I am.

I thought about it and it clicked, it made a lot of sense to me. What do you guys think?",4.8609330143540666,5.9416538818181825,6.124191387559812,76.93439234449762,69.27272727272728,8.989473684210527,33.38277511961722,9.276330184999452,3.1316545454545457,2225,104,406,44,38,749,240,550,0.201,0.67,0.129,-0.9933,6,0,3,0,1,0,43.0,0,3,2,9,22,35,2,4,22,1,26,5,1,9,13,109,81,52,0,14,25,7,8,4,0,3,3,1,1,7,24,29,0,1,20,1,0,7,17,15,0,0,21,10,75,20,56,52,16,48,0,9,1,1,50,20,1,14,24,288,99,7,0.0,0.0,0.11871612175616825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391917770784925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30367600014728424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959672066985596,0.0,0.06032371742331424,0.0,0.0,0.05005517112022647,0.10829727429511328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483175071068922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377561192512769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173779518228666,0.0,0.0,0.06971263983268634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842182282568912,0.0,0.3142510786348355,0.06783782192346076,0.0,0.0,0.051249097492981344,0.11624499010970026,0.1640012812820949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152905631844508,0.08690917817918169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623328129824463,0.031779427390058734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459459589443545,0.06706162441195909,0.0,0.12045594368796625,0.10757765642056216,0.0647511270755645,0.05448875361948114,0.0,0.062425717499899114,0.0,0.06855608397137912,0.0,0.040770838377559536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348724589515549,0.06036108966630663,0.054065543949866963,0.0,0.0,0.06685750013599319,0.0,0.06861513932219923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859273594465377,0.11886736458785205,0.0,0.0,0.05382969366242182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171266427838744,0.0,0.11511134206162475,0.0,0.0,0.0611085711424637,0.06625808150740348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123946712417407,0.0,0.0,0.13414381577079487,0.04510220910832175,0.28147969167932296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058364835591217176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252285525739752,0.0,0.0,0.2701632989069875,0.0,0.0,0.08433911591774297,0.10622301360361966,0.0,0.0,0.0575008692118029,0.13714587437011402,0.0,0.06188259650918379,0.06558144400841523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469665663616353,0.0,0.0,0.03896712584425938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089811341688212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691097658222736,0.0,0.0,0.050316454491237186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404820394334877,0.0,0.0,0.043053433951108805,0.0,0.04857626158109225,0.0,0.06967675120705784,0.0,0.06963199072662285,0.0,0.0,0.05732842175005756,0.0,0.0,0.1466705329405698,0.053165195380653736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487638774899987,0.0,0.04828958589545942,0.035468523605463174,0.0,0.0,0.2324899802194005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018837752453245,0.10763144742173222,0.04828138371725816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277387506244813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320952503150146,0.0,0.0,0.039170384703830434
anxiety,Usahusah,2020/02/17,"What is happening to me? Okay so I have GAD, and I have the typical symptoms. I tend to overthink a lot to, however something happened to me recently that I couldn’t grasp. 

Here’s a quick backstory. My family and I are taking a trip to Texas for my little brothers hockey tournament, now I am a serious homebody but I’m no stranger to road trips or going on vacations. I’m a 20 year old male, I have a good job, I have my own place, Ive been in a very steady relationship for almost 4 years now, everything is good. I just get irrational thoughts and bouts of intense anxiety but I’m normally really good at calming my self down and stopping the attacks. 

Here’s that actual story, we stop at a McDonald’s to grab a quick meal. Everything is okay, I’m feeling a little anxious because I don’t know the area, nowhere familiar is close and I’m the only adult male in the group. My stepfather stayed home to work. We’re sitting and eating and the anxiety spikes, and I get this spike of jaw clenching restlessness and a rage like feeling. I felt like I needed squeeze my head and scream. It took a lot of effort not to do so. It was like a craving for nothing, and intense restlessness and a pressure in my head and I couldn’t function beyond the shitstorm in my own brain. It lasted maybe a minute but it felt like it was a puppet to my anxiety. I don’t do drugs, I’m pretty healthy (other than that McDonald’s trip). I’m at a loss to what that was, I don’t know if it is anxiety related or something else is wrong with me. If anyone has any insight to what this could be that would be helpful. I’ve had a couple spurts here and there of similar feelings but nothing as bad as that first one.",2.7112089013632708,4.438064343023259,4.335044105854049,85.1101162790698,75.62790697674419,8.00064153969527,28.431836407377702,8.74248658614541,2.256361186848437,1330,57,271,28,29,446,173,344,0.139,0.71,0.151,0.736,2,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,4,12,20,2,3,25,2,30,8,4,0,0,48,54,26,0,8,10,1,7,4,0,1,2,1,1,4,18,17,2,2,10,1,0,5,7,10,0,2,9,8,30,10,33,39,4,35,0,1,0,0,9,16,0,7,16,176,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.10199374323119847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046589119978662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107530291742371,0.0,0.31982159060445337,0.11807472435473493,0.0,0.07308087990119752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890344185248708,0.0,0.0,0.08726752439373438,0.06371273552728668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166757986561594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344850640928117,0.11564633106263568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120680898586565,0.10694722276002147,0.08731073733982178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786670055399832,0.0,0.09852954607128607,0.0,0.15854116114527814,0.0,0.20070586955255645,0.0,0.0,0.08890230553348252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921188156444324,0.0,0.059399552472829235,0.2629922903481994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848484890520409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452966985512992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700556985738197,0.0,0.10483930714577064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371722710459501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487987648309453,0.08519549513823607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042473639299578,0.20950745152054773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771362892207934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050016092528904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749820440398572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024046978480346,0.2005742090277616,0.0,0.10967325500414116,0.0,0.07082358243531969,0.07949006590294913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919826378469842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633160122600807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695641618044497,0.0,0.10319815915714096,0.1122123944364282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903426903832286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092494539765154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140146458971886,0.0,0.17476217457410745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086334246761383,0.0785839523599497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297500881436075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612249225128815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623766367539122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608979087727676,0.0,0.0,0.07424604402520453,0.1142731875847842,0.0,0.13461134345191555
anxiety,Xbonexs,2020/02/17,"Health Anxiety Hello,
This is my first post 24 (M) . I just feel the need to let it out. Ever since I got sharp pain from my left chest, I thought I was having an acid reflux. I was ok then until it started to get worse and worse where at the point I genuinely thought I was having a heart attack. This was merely the beginning of what I believe my “health anxiety”. I went to the dr. And was told that I was too young to get a heart attack and I was in the perfect condition (I was 180 lbs while going to the gym). This calm me down so the dr. prescribe me with ibuprofen and acid reflux medicine. So I took the medicine for two weeks and everything was good and going back to normal until one day I was feeling extremely nausea. That feeling has led me to not eat fast foods whatsoever and only focus on what google told me to eat to relieve from nausea and acid reflux. FOR NO REASON, just out of nowhere I told myself that I had stomach cancer, colon cancer, and liver cancer because of the twitching, spasm, and cramps of my abdominal pain that it literally cause me fear of my own life. My doctor has recommended me to see the GI dr. where they order me endoscopy and colonoscopy. My gi doctor said if I has any anxiety/stress throughout the past 3-4 month. That is when I thought, wait do I really has anxiety where I constantly looking up google symptoms about my body. Where I can’t even be happy and was filled with worried and fear everyday and feel like I could die anymore. I thought to myself and said there no way that I would torture my mental and my physical well being. Yea sure I has little anxiety and stress there and then but that big???? So I just said yea a little not a lot. Endoscopy, they didn’t find nothing. Colonoscopy, they found two benign polyp (one precancerous poppy) but said this doesn’t cause the symptoms at all. I was relived that there was nothing wrong with me but at the same time I was upset. For the past 3-4 month, I was 180 lbs and in 1-2 month later I was at 155 lbs where I can’t force myself to eat fast food because “unhealthful”. Now I’m on the recovery road and is on at least 170 lbs and hopefully go back to my weight while eating as much as I used to.For some reason, I don’t feel no chest pain, sharp left pain anymore and my nausea has decrease day by day. At the same time, I has some random spasm/pain on my abdominal and has loss my appetites complete but regain my appetites day by day. I just wish I could eat carefree (fast foods and junk foods) and enjoy my normal life again. This is literally torture.... i just hope someone can relate to this post because I was tips on how to overcome my healthy anxiety. I just want to stop thinking negative thoughts about my health and future. For fuck sake, I go to gym and graduate from college while got laid off from my job. I deserve to have a fun life just like everyone. Idk man like I feel like I getting better and better where some days I feel like shit but not worse in 3 months ago. I just hope I can control my anxiety where it usually disappear later. I miss eating... I miss having fun and relax. I miss being happy and smiling and laughing... I miss being what I used to be and I know it going to take a lot of works to get back of what I used to be by trusting myself and ignoring physical symptoms and negativity thoughts... idk",3.5608348766793085,4.971458943028488,4.494996031396067,86.12980744921656,72.76311844077959,7.3303230737572385,26.27183467089984,7.861635385654353,1.4350120763147842,2613,88,531,35,51,847,265,667,0.14800000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.138,0.5356,1,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,0,0,3,7,34,47,6,4,23,3,52,46,9,10,4,109,109,54,1,12,17,0,10,5,0,1,25,4,0,1,23,39,11,4,19,3,0,10,13,21,1,5,37,19,88,26,68,62,11,91,0,5,2,1,12,33,2,10,49,355,111,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437217896796212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034040222396567926,0.0,0.2297590926354853,0.0,0.09928544533906776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389327764324787,0.0,0.11547136743290586,0.0,0.09154216434486208,0.0,0.0,0.056396676393886284,0.0,0.08854203630156926,0.0,0.055601627356937335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284388787791476,0.0,0.0,0.05248342030485212,0.05409343008437974,0.05614276279300329,0.07993228590622009,0.0,0.0,0.19369429727974236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195087517381941,0.0,0.0,0.10247015619095076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30732255211147097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03306192957364095,0.045279084281245184,0.0,0.047831251556027785,0.044987668045519014,0.0,0.0,0.11265524230841865,0.1771709400223874,0.1072813914843078,0.0,0.0,0.04575084958287722,0.04257814075647797,0.2421146848484237,0.054884507046814766,0.0,0.046276544409508534,0.10461008491572496,0.0,0.14224167139891555,0.04198512321706832,0.08006971361851074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065724189839026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962355899984745,0.0,0.11863468634954155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915257352718486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967347773526351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027509812718759054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087733418700106,0.05118629182850122,0.1060694265108703,0.1222756957533858,0.10033977979359868,0.0,0.0,0.042034959005690924,0.0,0.0,0.08511270727100549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044530586285362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981888616760906,0.0,0.03679737991726676,0.03711635413374578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808973148522156,0.0960613659325954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783933090854087,0.0380703199365599,0.2663188981709261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556942765092843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047319691581796455,0.0,0.09588082212528766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0320675565787954,0.10293309750455458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904612578407244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039888650305163725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138240756044677,0.04140735854347945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042412817021246385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03543033773279956,0.0,0.0,0.041849580971339735,0.11467939259821712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717777788873913,0.15608400318628976,0.037636353351062836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03207426493290089,0.0,0.2384362194006731,0.05837684267658606,0.0,0.0,0.14349375466808334,0.05561475363770232,0.0,0.0,0.09779610075907001,0.0,0.0,0.12969855987038012,0.0551303019188475,0.0,0.02952469511222205,0.039732620010100035,0.040152406246007376,0.060955485495662,0.04500691859982139,0.04640299407285926,0.0,0.0,0.057562649871292976,0.0,0.0,0.03644182011549182,0.05083493381069524,0.1530359359604842,0.0355587911263586,0.0547290628345278,0.0,0.0
anxiety,donthaveausernamee,2020/02/17,"everything scares me? my anxiety is so bad to the point i just feel it daily almost constantly if i'm not distracted, i'm scared of life itself and how the world began and i'm in a bit of an existential crisis. i have ocd about needing answers to things and my brain will never shut off until my minds at rest but obviously no one has answers to unknown things and i feel like i'm going kind of insane. there's always scary thoughts in the back of my head about life and death and pretty much everything and nothing seems to help or ever will help, i feel disconnected a lot of the time especially when i go outside like nothing feels real and everything is blurry, almost like i'm in a dream. walking around outside scares me honestly and i don't know why so i try to avoid going anywhere. i feel more calmer about everything when i'm lying in bed in the dark but as soon as the sun comes up i feel disconnected from reality again and it's the weirdest thing, i seriously don't know what's wrong with me. i'm seeing a psychiatrist but haven't talked about this much yet and was just wondering if anyone else has ever felt this way too because i feel so alone and like there's no hope for any of this going away",3.975284552845528,5.2190514065040725,5.137560975609755,82.57065040650406,71.52032520325204,8.23089430894309,25.861788617886177,8.680891452615391,1.72360325203252,970,30,196,17,18,321,134,246,0.192,0.672,0.136,-0.9251,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,22,15,0,5,12,0,11,4,2,1,4,52,40,27,1,4,9,0,8,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,10,15,0,1,15,1,0,6,7,8,0,1,4,9,18,7,31,34,6,33,0,0,1,0,3,13,0,9,17,127,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035795928878764,0.10528081747586544,0.0,0.0,0.08458260887116803,0.0,0.0,0.0691268471843402,0.0,0.07776350332847806,0.0,0.0,0.07107744335464193,0.10415448877001582,0.0,0.09049183329345574,0.0,0.0,0.09550540209788363,0.07816411496678975,0.08487517569823143,0.061966116945121726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097765859231977,0.0,0.0,0.11347725261453627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756419887592255,0.0,0.1098497016722406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491720400620838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390011106813892,0.0,0.0,0.3654330595062112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597881457339802,0.0726202105699407,0.09760186312310824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23108470132743544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432428069854267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627038847322218,0.0,0.0,0.10096337441873192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585491749537497,0.11173056378569428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359963049843455,0.198648134227358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642089702624099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263954433415116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945183546048008,0.07537367148641153,0.07840029062205119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507567505819295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688820273582497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609399876055907,0.0,0.0,0.10341663063126476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570223277938375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305314162137973,0.0,0.0810034846985209,0.09254016487697436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170402873207708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259921989561916,0.0,0.0,0.08070033498265257,0.059274099854522415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901503677395866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068662770982854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172512088554924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023726003061507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114050663446896,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tragicsophia,2020/02/17,"Confusion I had no one to talk about this and I needed to tell someone about it, so I’m posting here. I was diagnosed a few years ago with depression and anxiety. I was heavily suicidal and cutting as well. I’ve somewhat learned to manage my triggers and thoughts, but I haven’t been to therapy in awhile and I have the urge to cut again. Maybe I’m stressed?

Today, I started my period and so I stayed in bed longer than I normally would have. I felt groggy, but got myself up. Then I spent an hour or so watching the final episode of my current favorite korean drama as i shuffled around the house tidying up. Usually, i stop by Starbucks and get some coffee. Today, i didn’t feel like going out so i went to the fridge to make my own iced coffee. 

I opened the fridge and the ice tray was gone. Maybe my mom had washed it? No. Maybe it broke and she just didn’t replace it? Anyways, I looked around my kitchen to look for another ice tray. I found one, with a small crack in one of the wells. I filled up the other half of the ice tray to take it to the freezer when I noticed..the missing ice tray on the dining table. It was filled with ice. I must have pulled it out at some point before all this, but i have absolutely no memory of doing that. Not to mention, I live in an extremely small apartment. I looked everywhere for an extra ice tray. How did I not see it on the table this whole time? 

Normally, I would just push it off as grogginess, but two days ago, I wrote an entirely incomprehensible email. I’m part of a party planning committee at work. I wrote an email explaining to the rest of the group that I would do price checks around some stores. I wrote the email and before I could hit send I received a call. After the call, I went to read the email and there wasn’t a single coherent sentence. Now my anxiety is kicking into high gear. 

I recently dealt with switching jobs and now I’m back at my old job. My insurance won’t kick in until March 1st, so have no access to a therapist until then. In the past 8 months, i quit a job i love to go to a job I’d hate to earn more money. Then dealt with extreme anxiety due to the supervisors using intimidation tactics while training me, quit, went to therapy, was jobless for over 4 months, pulled out all of my savings and retirement money to sustain me and my mom cus she lost her job at the same time, returned to my old job, hurt my back and hip (just woke up that way) and now this..tell me it’s just stress and I’m not losing my mind. 

It’s been really hard having to hold everything together and not give into my negative thoughts...I just needed to share somewhere. Thanks for reading.

TL; DR: My brain doesn’t feel like it’s function correctly. I may be too stressed.",2.2392384612647263,4.2650586261343015,3.5930393936158858,88.54524465321518,77.98366606170597,7.007594035799439,24.23404861036974,7.994972329748466,1.319873036546742,2137,74,447,37,51,699,265,551,0.126,0.812,0.063,-0.9846,10,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,0,7,30,21,3,4,33,0,32,8,2,4,4,84,73,39,1,9,14,2,4,2,0,6,3,0,2,0,19,32,2,3,7,3,6,13,15,13,2,5,27,9,60,8,75,37,15,86,0,6,5,1,24,32,0,7,40,299,79,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745307969923467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753833974344311,0.16498797572256824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199320703757156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055862583799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223469435457643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025350967169566,0.14681635969966242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739866873285177,0.0,0.0,0.04636338820605525,0.0,0.06191913297209519,0.07296728607822901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646104943936629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269993581005448,0.10271709328621426,0.06902609893749312,0.0787524660219903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882415979550618,0.0,0.0,0.03755978915227008,0.06896386338453887,0.0817139906266404,0.0,0.05749735435960514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439971595453979,0.0709769286610501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759561997922094,0.0,0.0,0.07079760485166896,0.08295191870255032,0.0769602058045871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280410291301138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024407797231688,0.0,0.06348057801517007,0.0,0.18110959744081875,0.08042701653989935,0.07847691053825531,0.0,0.06488393134451055,0.0,0.04798742875361549,0.0,0.21667083733158385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258885348502052,0.16839443528432366,0.11476453100753985,0.0,0.0,0.10661170471184056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087474015744336,0.0,0.0,0.15087385271969667,0.0,0.14614447357777766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785034379257623,0.06862756214878894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795970541442732,0.0,0.06885117177131314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292867000311455,0.14381979458830352,0.0,0.046054858466021316,0.0,0.07098313925774517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728737516034164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060912538822817226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050884425374847636,0.07662564661107718,0.0,0.06010362915432803,0.2470507777277577,0.0,0.0,0.07863647604397961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054052666048978966,0.057782814696258365,0.06283541563625722,0.06618706087040478,0.16442597312761467,0.08347034495257634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707298127880265,0.08383979055458045,0.0,0.1362874675382645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022651644693721,0.0,0.0,0.06209026043086952,0.07917716605014008,0.0,0.0,0.057063287205965936,0.0,0.0,0.12927628339959912,0.1999294819211422,0.0,0.08026311194045731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233709851074129,0.0,0.0,0.15320672361081816,0.0,0.0,0.04629508809052386
anxiety,Gear4Snakeman,2020/02/17,"Pulmonary Embolism?!?! I’m 20 male and I’ve posted on here before and I’m really sorry if it’s gotten annoying but I’m really fucking scared, I think I have Pulmonary Embolism, for the past two days I’ve had pain right under my left breast or breast bone and shortness of breath feeling like I’m going to pass out or like I my head isn’t getting oxygen if that makes sense. The chest pain comes on randomly or when I move sometimes. When I walk I feel like I can’t breathe and sometimes I feel dizzy. I’ve also been having back pains or aches on my upper left side and occasional neck pain. A week ago I had  aches in my arm and was worried about DVT but brushed it off. The chest pain started 2 days ago while I was masturbating, my arm started to ache and my chest started hurting and I felt like I couldn’t breathe and was panicking. Please if anyone can help me out or give me advice u would appreciate it",2.640080645161292,4.4463792849462385,3.662029569892475,89.51304435483874,76.04301075268816,6.370430107526883,24.528225806451612,7.1686216300943375,0.9198290322580642,721,24,151,8,16,232,106,186,0.24100000000000002,0.643,0.11599999999999999,-0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,13,2,1,4,0,13,19,13,1,0,31,32,23,0,5,10,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,9,0,1,8,5,20,4,13,22,0,33,0,1,0,3,3,14,1,9,17,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115972760770478,0.20167326764101806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096955264942204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953989633225123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747030433185372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679682887613117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798955860379366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672467735560485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255330722534892,0.16253268963372486,0.10922230328279807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051643410721249,0.059432109668288026,0.10912382588737264,0.06464938917345378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167450893006387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624734416961709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121776705745852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718952052137735,0.0,0.0,0.22229910443180398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593211231356613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209031906253804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6052148404461478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859168520245982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486844601579795,0.0,0.0,0.10894551018147834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574828351743466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714584970769552,0.0,0.0,0.11388824948797452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225012515451064,0.12733901764458747,0.24154838066520284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288938662300408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112176402736676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124711879856813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552336903851425,0.0,0.0808080397065356,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doodletabbies,2020/02/17,"How do I “get over” a round of anxiety? I honestly didn’t know where else to ask this. 

I’ll just start this off by saying anxiety isn’t a really common thing for me and I don’t think I have a disorder. My mom has been diagnosed with a panic disorder but I don’t believe that’s something that can be passed on?? Or at least I don’t think I have got it.

But sometimes I do get these rounds of anxiety sometimes that last days. They’re not common, and can be months or even over a year apart. They always start though with some sort of trigger. I can’t explain what causes it. Sometimes it feels completely random. For example, last time I was watching a TV show and a certain scene made me feel in well for days. It leave a constant feeling of dread inside me. Sometimes it gets work and it feels like my insides are tightening and I can’t move or breathe.

2 days ago I found out something that triggered me and the dread started to set in. I’ve been mostly fine because I’ve been at home and I’m able to just ignore it. But tomorrow I have to go to work and the thing that triggered me is actually there. I’m afraid it might get worse and I’ll actually panic or not be able to do my job right. Work usually makes these rounds worse, but the whole thing will just be a nightmare for me. Does anybody have some tips to help make it go away or stay in the background? I can’t skip out on my job.",2.1055862068965503,3.7892487310344833,3.3381379310344816,91.79065517241379,77.20689655172414,6.708965517241379,24.013793103448272,7.554174236665415,0.935416551724138,1092,36,243,15,25,354,143,290,0.129,0.807,0.063,-0.9572,2,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,9,11,0,5,13,0,30,2,1,8,1,52,55,20,0,0,14,1,7,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,22,13,0,1,9,2,0,4,10,6,1,0,8,9,25,5,31,41,5,39,0,0,4,0,6,16,0,11,18,155,47,5,0.18861964399762784,0.0,0.1840655638309301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359996687290472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847332690533419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164402670752748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816695267873502,0.0,0.08860718225738408,0.0,0.0,0.0574903921383568,0.0,0.0,0.10625487384054323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688216602887814,0.0,0.0,0.09888205404630554,0.1019154134026433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824660993969743,0.0,0.0,0.09572248412263884,0.0,0.0,0.21617445326088167,0.0,0.08253116077383729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878375470796854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229074797310171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074351878275875,0.06737495567994611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340585199258133,0.0,0.0,0.19709195800009646,0.0,0.10719689042525356,0.0,0.0754281800186507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321388572007745,0.0,0.09460044101767777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871758921791224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183021175562733,0.1537501845865964,0.0,0.09986048423344543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607501525550575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923823389137599,0.1259050770239558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004781748315332,0.0,0.1104545236927334,0.07527720015126782,0.10023641555807802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213045118585986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060417286913449414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054007268687434,0.0,0.07499895577253901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452086170714234,0.37309930181092493,0.0,0.20025893226225114,0.10052172192963373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796576537205906,0.1208598517462634,0.09265892127671428,0.0,0.05499281562700665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386894494040123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479585613123185,0.0,0.0,0.10529354826376576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597602091908632,0.0,0.19221953146058646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073243329826328
anxiety,Spiritual-Worry,2020/02/17,Support Group Has anyone ever gone to a mental health support group? My church is starting a group in March that I’m planning to attend. I’m just wondering what to expect.,2.391363636363636,5.2013268484848485,3.360833333333337,85.66125000000002,83.54545454545455,4.512121212121213,23.40151515151515,5.985473137389443,0.7768242424242424,138,5,23,1,4,44,25,33,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,8,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180752820819584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282115300602387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315161885839154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143038966751591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220751822582088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7078404369068501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33822293603289233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MsMiyagii,2020/02/17,"Choking/gagging when stressed I developed this sensation where I sometimes start to choke and gag on foods, liquids, sour candies, juicy fruits. I just get this sensation where my throat is so tight so sometimes food and water have a hard time making it down. I make sure I take BABY sips and eat small bites to prevent choking episodes. I did hypnosis for anxiety and he coached me on how to calm down my brain and to not focus on my anxiety anymore because I’m basically menifesting it which causes me to have noisy stomach and nausea. I’ve lost weight and I desperately want to gain the weight back. I’m really trying hard to reprogram the way that I think and I can truly only thank the hypnosis for that extra push for helping me and guiding me on the right path. I’m curious if anyone can relate to having stomach issues and gagging. Here’s the thing though, my stomach is usually hungry when I’m gagging on food or water. I never gag while I brush my teeth and I always thought my gag reflux was weak but when I eat or drink while I guess I’m anxious, I get a sensation where I want to choke on the food. Does anyone have tips or tricks to overcome this? Has anyone tried throat numbing spray with good success? I honestly think this is all in my head.",5.028220946915352,6.151987235772357,5.451090387374464,81.7546700143472,68.91869918699186,8.227259684361549,30.730750836920137,8.4952907291091,2.3342791009086556,1004,40,188,15,17,321,135,246,0.139,0.746,0.115,-0.2287,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,14,11,1,1,8,0,12,22,8,4,3,34,31,25,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,12,12,2,3,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,8,28,6,23,27,2,26,0,1,0,0,2,14,0,5,10,116,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933685901484967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168230603638662,0.12676655708902804,0.1112832185408023,0.23538174451999175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628337801415216,0.0,0.06840282007564177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526465229610212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152716675764393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819665392889444,0.0,0.0,0.1099241186471976,0.0,0.2296398538063172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427442319246506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725129399875653,0.0,0.0,0.09411731249170414,0.0,0.0,0.12361313230160212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103813677467847,0.0,0.11516091944994705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752127075561852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711919227268472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224916262486388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498035064633606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654408631167873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534156681173499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188527773916188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582763129569496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195921320819256,0.0,0.07942356512434591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285373889904102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057575951667939,0.0,0.08436875154745632,0.0,0.0,0.10330886711807308,0.0,0.0,0.07454804157062493,0.14380063147721445,0.11024679576442528,0.0890830467681415,0.0654311708943336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523678866998795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358462845593805,0.0,0.13236997980130386,0.08906791565838451,0.0,0.2732856801118781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guinea33,2020/02/17,"I messed up at work and my manager wants to speak with me tomorrow. I’m so nervous, I feel so crappy and I just want to quit. I left without telling a manager because she previously had told me over text that I can leave when my appointments are done. I was also having a weird reaction on my hands from dog shampoo (I am a dog bather) so I went to the doctor that my work is associated with. My manager called me like 8 times and I didn’t answer because my phone was on silent. She was so angry at me. She was also mad because a dog had to sit in his kennel for an hour or so until his owner picked up, who was also angry about that. 
I just feel so stupid. I guess it’s hard to fully explain the situation but I know she will talk to me tomorrow along with the HR rep and I don’t think I can even handle a stern talking to, let alone getting fired. I’ve just been dreading going in tomorrow. Things have been so hard for me lately in general and I just keep crying because this feels like the last straw. I feel like a failure and I’m so embarrassed because I know everyone at work probably knows I messed up. I won’t be able to sleep tonight. If you’ve actually read all of this then thank you. Ugh. :(",1.6468006235925827,3.48474440239044,3.615887753334487,88.57579075004331,79.07968127490041,6.915018188117098,23.263641087822624,7.893859768569023,1.1142823835094404,939,31,205,16,23,318,139,251,0.21600000000000005,0.736,0.048,-0.9913,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,18,13,2,3,11,0,23,3,2,1,1,35,43,23,0,3,8,0,8,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,10,1,0,2,4,9,0,0,13,9,38,4,31,26,1,27,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,3,14,139,46,8,0.12250252731590268,0.0,0.11954479545830934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687567347006365,0.0,0.2938956805067499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733820181221201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508877699318655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456327398099027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253865275843682,0.0,0.1253626174132062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091176394330245,0.0,0.0,0.11705641458082147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477638344000922,0.17503165998328646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400251441720255,0.0,0.06962100934547732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495034489551574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947640505298568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064031315118524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888587492950616,0.0,0.0,0.2019725558848773,0.09985590995697924,0.13818818664684882,0.12971248845895147,0.13309935436628567,0.12526713398066772,0.0,0.17954564101465104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207844383510142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029651693460564,0.12253567823956585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769797335776598,0.12259099717607087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969257822865228,0.10707260839155706,0.11278386841887575,0.0,0.0,0.08138523580726942,0.07849467306877529,0.0,0.0,0.07143220881713155,0.0,0.0,0.11705641458082147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451032908391792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356107012214475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808806481964858,0.0,0.2675498966521075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hidmay83,2020/02/17,"Buspirone? Hi everyone! This is my first time posting here, so I hope this is ok. I just had to stop taking klonopin because I am in Family Court and controlled substances are not allowed. Needless to say, my anxiety has gone through the roof since stopping it. I’m on Seroquel XR, but that is not enough to control my anxiety. My doctor has prescribed buspar, or buspirone to help me better manage my anxiety. I haven’t picked up the prescription yet, so I thought I would see what other people have to say about this medication. 

Is there anyone who has had success dealing with their anxiety by taking this medicine? Does it help with anxiety or panic attacks? Are there any significant side effects? Any advice about this would be greatly appreciated.

Just a quick note about what I am going through at this time; I am currently living in a domestic violence safe house in order to be safe from my abuser. I suffered some pretty violent attacks in the past few years, causing severe PTSD. I already was diagnosed with PTSD because of childhood abuse. I am going through Family Court to try and regain custody of my five year old daughter who was taken from her father’s home due to his drug abuse and violent nature. She was not returned home to me because CPS feared that she would be exposed to domestic violence. I ended up losing my apartment and becoming homeless. I went through a rough time finding places to stay until I finally was placed in the safe house. So that’s a quick summary of my situation. Thank you for reading! Please help with advice if you can!",5.576322884012541,7.440756506896554,5.867460815047021,76.47407523510972,68.41379310344827,8.58307210031348,34.21630094043887,9.095868883498916,3.313172413793104,1257,61,208,24,22,401,165,290,0.22399999999999998,0.632,0.14400000000000002,-0.985,2,0,1,0,5,0,29.0,0,2,1,7,14,17,4,2,8,1,28,4,0,6,0,35,40,12,0,5,9,2,1,0,0,3,4,2,2,0,16,8,0,7,3,1,0,4,4,8,0,2,10,4,32,9,39,24,3,40,0,2,1,0,18,13,0,5,20,150,48,4,0.0,0.312615676775365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188555930745122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705394771864882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196167201473004,0.0,0.3364038573360333,0.0,0.0,0.06149601057216905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001094493419753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083874727007616,0.0971327999580923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778377483973754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903478861847359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197284643650978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067159382090816,0.0,0.08926641976867565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001956460321872,0.0769647936862414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199295926500647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789674083885811,0.09087486398032177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403907243933516,0.0,0.0,0.1658210469020787,0.09896711627896912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634386952805764,0.08038382515985011,0.07480940470843536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996692737661912,0.0,0.0,0.09696412217916013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768511539253803,0.0,0.17644010716158726,0.08735323680224512,0.0,0.20296275751794104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766060969000578,0.0,0.0,0.09839247428629497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859940060690362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228771818753567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318924353739872,0.0,0.0,0.08395730607147392,0.06097278743274835,0.0,0.18377604629952687,0.09654163043212624,0.0,0.0,0.08423086469618636,0.08947578740144736,0.0,0.0,0.20561543217904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797283580617314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988120616732788,0.0,0.0,0.07008399453182428,0.0,0.0,0.09935737647167743,0.0,0.07275235104565139,0.0988584008762122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374196990274894,0.0,0.14705866363068326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322534586793093,0.0,0.0,0.08097165560711835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982171022259594,0.15385136968653185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971162201085022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152963707677886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742941441681613,0.0,0.0,0.11327259074116912
anxiety,Disposedink,2020/02/17,Is this the cause of anxiety? About a year ago I suffered from bad anxiety and was having regular panic attacks because it felt like I was constantly high on marijuana and after about 5 months my panic attacks and high anxiety were gone after getting on medication (Zoloft) but I still have the visual effects of being high (weed) which when I’m not at work or doing something brings back my anxiety because I’m constantly thinking about what it is that’s causing me to feel this way. It’s really hard to explain how I feel which also makes me worry it seems like my peripheral vision is just blurry and my eyes just go blank and I noticed that’s it’s a lot harder to see in the dark and drive at night. When I use my phone for more than like 5 minutes and I go to do something it feels like the environment has completely changed. I wanna try and get an idea of what’s going on before I go to see someone so any input would be of a lot of help to me and help ease my mind.,6.8156281407035175,5.552221241206031,7.6473819095477396,75.67871105527641,65.23115577889448,10.573065326633166,33.97035175879397,9.642632912329526,3.0107222110552763,773,28,154,13,10,261,115,199,0.126,0.757,0.11699999999999999,0.6382,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,2,2,8,0,14,3,1,6,0,33,35,16,0,2,5,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,9,0,0,9,0,0,7,1,6,0,0,5,8,18,4,26,27,3,29,0,1,3,0,4,9,0,4,16,104,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632057872326416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689540324189837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738925605495597,0.0,0.3324985653068909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472329885626725,0.0,0.08355287176028879,0.0907266035540652,0.13247631665243312,0.0,0.09246169990681917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232476075989782,0.11494792577238873,0.0,0.11392799575584693,0.2348458251110844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648253594238724,0.07762676189109834,0.10433068878928864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354078336616785,0.0,0.2470160434104488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973380623676267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566508298169106,0.3444159280671859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266397102981175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234324845321986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475777867402607,0.0,0.0,0.07253142756372964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094635694063223,0.0,0.0,0.10971567565153767,0.0,0.08673141574637534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019700966953268,0.0,0.0,0.12371018785171432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549783146289547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961041084190972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317598419754746,0.09892002911984583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206730829513696,0.16730363127042694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867760568058949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962497295187932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377304175395838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384739594982816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624929049185585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910581100350388,0.11034955591295977,0.0,0.07718898236806224,0.0,0.0,0.06997351005478339
anxiety,Tedtheawesome,2020/02/17,"Been going to therapy for awhile and it's really helped but .. We go over the same stuff because i can't bring myself to bring up the days on end where I'm just sad for no reason to the point of laying in bed crying 
We go over how I constantly convince myself someone is mad at me or out to get me and each time I feel a little better but then just repeats the same cycles again and again .

I feel like I'm frustrating for her because I'm not making real progress 

I do my homework but can only write things to do with anxiety because I feel like that's what I started going for but now I'm having other things get to me 

I wanna talk about things from my past that keep giving me horrible feelings ,how I'm just angry so much , I keep pushing away my loved ones because I can't be happy and I feel like I'm letting people down but I did know how 

Has anyone been through similar and how did you bring it up/ is the thought that I'm a failure or wasting her time just in my head?",2.962035256410257,3.8605225432692336,4.397807692307694,88.23052564102566,73.56730769230771,6.892820512820514,24.92435897435897,7.0316486544052195,0.9191797435897442,771,23,166,7,15,257,116,208,0.19399999999999998,0.703,0.10300000000000001,-0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,0,2,15,10,2,0,7,0,15,2,1,6,0,42,44,18,0,1,12,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,11,10,0,2,8,0,0,8,4,3,0,1,5,5,27,7,27,37,4,34,0,1,0,1,10,14,0,2,15,120,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954936439705382,0.0,0.0,0.09099016898755097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226175092921245,0.0,0.0,0.3173050231537763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508972291546322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406246826931833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294208308734482,0.08392331272009163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525686864173383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32898908404848554,0.2788954520508468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359754777505663,0.12483289287408975,0.2958243154485648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852618127634614,0.0,0.0,0.1335512855028031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722363305409978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313316749919519,0.0,0.0,0.07151623919004338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306710325811286,0.0,0.19072535303735602,0.13042480087663394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744772484128195,0.0,0.08686302157262983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956607829589346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817969546625408,0.09896999788616924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124224147161836,0.09021600231509316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301524609272195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481168316691506,0.08336483675752307,0.1337956767820528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025902639993784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210693412518488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896812157064554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045938490528148,0.0,0.0,0.14881540042722718,0.0,0.2593584741514828,0.0,0.0,0.1033089651351954,0.15176011144457502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zache7,2020/02/17,"Overcoming sleep anxiety 95% of the time I sleep just fine. Relatively, It might take me a while to sleep, or I might wake up in the middle of the night, or twist and turn but it doesn't make me scared or anxious, that's just how I am, I accept that.

But every once in a while I get a night like this where I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep. Mind racing, where I check the clock every five minutes, and time seems to be moving at 2x speed. And then I get up, and I have anxiety-induced nausea(that I know my brain is making up but I can't do anything about it) that makes it even harder to sleep. What spurned these episodes were two periods in 2015 and 2018 where I did not sleep for 4+days(no naps, no microsleeps, not a wink) in a row, presumably perpetuated by overtiredness. These were the most frightening moments of my life and the closest I ever felt to dying, and I know I probably caused some irreparable damage to my brain.

While these sleepless nights are more regular than those episodes, maybe once every couple of months are so, I can never tell if it's a night I'll recover from easily the next day or if it's the start of another weeklong episode, and that's what scares me. 

I've changed my lifestyle quite a bit just so I can sleep more easily in the night. I work out regularly, I take my magnesium supplements, I changed my diet, and I have a regularly sleep schedule that I never deviate from(always in bed at about 10PM) so I don't know what else to do.

Also it's 12pm and I have to get up at 5AM for a 9 hour shift at work tomorrow which is perfect",4.020383522727276,4.857620453125001,4.9064772727272725,85.79261363636367,71.03125,8.693181818181818,27.35795454545455,8.97023862654752,1.891375000000001,1235,41,266,23,22,402,164,320,0.063,0.863,0.075,0.5602,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,4,15,8,0,3,18,0,23,13,11,5,4,46,39,28,1,2,14,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,21,11,1,0,7,1,1,1,9,4,0,2,4,1,33,4,35,30,5,46,0,1,0,0,1,20,0,11,26,177,54,2,0.07923545855560958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336456757993827,0.06593024893851042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308528696245741,0.060614908918054114,0.08951351469123665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520403109265828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650459893888145,0.0,0.0,0.17690595297504202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139664234818939,0.16764121780992686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767252780927398,0.0,0.05110031578243082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223389631513314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619105835124002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233427308857284,0.07167300857916119,0.20027787369121944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607846599258114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419177031706988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803096590959553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063720750771196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596634764872538,0.03871044271266485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867085157786556,0.0,0.07960266808859319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811260010363044,0.0800052256509739,0.0,0.06324498706871827,0.08421475284742702,0.0,0.0,0.12222254069832456,0.0,0.08426780908056945,0.3717855514863665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876635479221108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542922576281436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427666345926889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865703350334068,0.0,0.0,0.07213298559332397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343414516493455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560832653883275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915040771866453,0.0,0.06925528322180899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240566615690918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861854258738072,0.07740152964640055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536871503648115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,d0velike,2020/02/17,"Did I have an anxiety attack? I have ADHD and somewhat severe anxiety at times. My dad was yelling at me so I went into my room and started feeling super nauseous, so I laid on the floor and couldnt stop gasping for air and shaking for a bit. Was this an anxiety attack? I still feel super unstable",1.303214285714283,3.776763083333337,3.682857142857145,83.92500000000003,84.83333333333334,6.095238095238094,26.904761904761905,7.447530270364453,1.8824761904761904,235,11,43,4,7,81,42,60,0.258,0.583,0.159,-0.6097,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,2,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,10,6,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,3,8,2,6,5,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,4,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800495106550116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347880635911738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301967787931396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544018063322621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23564782660548456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632507416708513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493555481232589,0.0,0.1860932315801904,0.1948184606149355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587814216827376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601554097732736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uhfondvd,2020/02/17,"Very anxious about school I am terrified to start college, even though I’m going for something I’m extremely passionate about. I have major anxiety thinking that I’ll flunk out of classes and I’ll be a failure to myself and everyone else who wants to see me succeed. I graduated HS nearly 2 years ago and I barely made it through that. I was hoping I would have more motivation because I get to take classes that greatly interest me, but I feel like I’m going to hold myself back.",5.744397163120568,6.455566276595746,6.8391489361702105,73.93333333333334,67.08510638297872,9.670921985815603,35.87943262411348,9.725611199111238,3.6473390070922,386,19,68,8,6,130,65,94,0.102,0.748,0.15,0.6478,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,13,20,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,12,6,12,16,2,8,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,5,44,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091312633011141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048024090526774,0.26652552951275216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141001492389106,0.0,0.1438163050213808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708316601047096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155824736574246,0.0,0.0,0.2254342765183541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192896197859226,0.16854324377454302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325988784694525,0.0,0.2681606459326273,0.0,0.0,0.2601056401172862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432450131176605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525992781373963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323578927771548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23876639569764305,0.18799986892053186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181624841888525,0.0,0.0,0.16698732092006172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773845302489633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511697577375081,0.2317928820734764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466095814014556,0.13915333731655155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759273677060427,0.0,0.0,0.15192650157775284
anxiety,msthunderskies,2020/02/17,I think I had a panic attack I really didn’t enjoy being on the swim team. It made me uncomfortable that the coaches where all standing there and judging me and I didn’t like that my teammates depended on me and I felt trapped in the water. On the way into the pool area there was a really strong and distinct smell of chlorine. After a few months every time I walked in that room I would get this feeling of dread and my lungs would hurt. I would sweat a lot or breathe heavily and could feel my heart beat in my face. These are all symptoms of panic attacks but it didn’t feel like what I would expect a panic attack to feel like. I quit swim because it started to affect my mindset for the whole day. I would wake up and instantly fear having to walk through that room and smell the chlorine and get that horrible feeling in my chest. Is this a panic attack and anxiety? Or is it normal?,4.57889199255121,5.3737635698324056,5.191745810055868,84.4085498137803,69.72625698324022,7.754376163873371,27.765828677839853,7.793537801064563,1.5928655493482309,705,23,140,8,12,227,97,179,0.228,0.691,0.081,-0.9836,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,3,16,4,6,13,0,16,9,7,3,3,36,27,13,0,8,3,0,6,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,13,11,1,0,7,5,0,4,3,11,0,0,7,8,20,5,18,13,5,24,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,4,8,101,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313370186932177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494519873659249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624537825096592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676566507167849,0.0,0.0,0.0700843817719487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156075812402636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228609393417092,0.2747388755036338,0.15527044633540624,0.10434206078001336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355315925240325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877671825580742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633551070264495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927479531750732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238895858782403,0.0,0.10282797418315427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867408694255071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647538341394194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100122142648257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155859365232375,0.0,0.0,0.13923599668085293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769185262812888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129517081445439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963256203765844,0.0,0.0,0.06336745561813817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625869161958605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132828934846895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38598697963463546,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwthisawayjesus,2020/02/17,"Breakup Anxiety. Anyone else? Advice? I got dumped tonight. It was the first serious relationship i've ever actually had in my life. We only dated for about 8 months, but we had known each other for years dating back to highschool.

The problem that i'm dealing with is that i expected to feel loss and emptyness, but i'm having major anxiety as well, which I can't exactly figure out. It feels extremely similar to the type of anxiety school has always given me, I almost feel as if i'm trouble or something. 

Has anyone else felt this as well? Does anyone understand it a little better or have any advice dealing with it?",3.691687211093989,6.106536381355935,5.3936363636363645,75.49936055469956,75.01694915254237,8.358705701078582,27.67642526964561,9.095868883498916,2.8123288135593216,495,20,82,12,11,168,83,118,0.157,0.773,0.07,-0.8294,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,3,5,8,1,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,2,24,19,9,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,6,4,8,3,14,13,2,11,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,4,8,56,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.14307774306520735,0.0,0.0,0.2865462745948223,0.0,0.0,0.14681646585292102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219976868106247,0.0,0.0,0.09970507608539544,0.0,0.3364864592488999,0.0,0.0,0.3075555527101507,0.3004543574729217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273997509431985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967145695108462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30231285892356924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830615320222272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449605798979957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262412009957253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224029710154329,0.0,0.1407760021633155,0.0,0.0,0.1247129561682105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172635829969541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356043033830536,0.0,0.14694947145411813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702886382163605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115093815089986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029335512490426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741255915584382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483849583255159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112873482534097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263421535734448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636538734139899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441700344509082
anxiety,readituntilistopped,2020/02/17,"Is it even worth looking for a gf anymore? I mean when you have this as a disorder and it's at max stats, aren't you pretty much worthless?

I just don't see it happening. Been single my whole life and I don't even have a job now (though the job thing might change soon).

I'm becoming weirder and my social skills have degraded severely because I've been alone for so long but because I've been alone for so long I can't find anyone new willing to accept me. So it's a catch 22.

I can't really go out in public to try either so I've been hoping for someone to care enough over the phone where they would eventually want to meet but they either ghost me or ignore me. This whole thing is the most defeating thing I have ever experienced.",2.4018702865761696,4.090166542483665,3.807843137254904,88.72452488687784,76.38562091503267,7.060633484162897,22.22674710910005,7.882392219407189,0.9158219205630976,583,16,125,9,13,192,93,153,0.161,0.7440000000000001,0.094,-0.7556,2,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,2,13,7,0,0,7,0,18,1,0,0,1,20,27,13,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,4,3,15,3,13,20,8,14,0,2,2,0,9,5,0,4,7,89,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024316337252532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447964534277661,0.10208919264749372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800501964775614,0.16124963286317445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886051861082536,0.0,0.15445257161901224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733290715533655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086086738609442,0.0,0.19286815421506912,0.13206871955886565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344475090552108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829772761873138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911060345021044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501463326342073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28977231782266355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312674211505796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584173875335267,0.12260634906193253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904084865784418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488686939153698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732953031047683,0.0,0.0,0.1410112982565541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853826796768688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353371880131407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163460581051631,0.0,0.0,0.16494264023294458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883240129182035,0.1237084743606576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909951429591625,0.0,0.14344790919765715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912693890290848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611677423989272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32601586857099657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371685045460437,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StrictlyUtility,2020/02/17,"I Crossed The Bridge I’ve always been the worrying type, but it wasn’t until the last several years that my anxiety really set in and started limiting me. It went from a general feeling of anxiety to a panic inducing fear of situations which rob me of control or an easy way out; planes, roller coasters, etc.

I have family that lives north of New Orleans. Since they moved there, we’ve visited 3 times and each time I’ve successfully avoided going into New Orleans, and the reason is the Lake Pontchartrain Causeway Bridge. It’s the world’s longest continuous bridge at ~24 miles long. It’s arrow straight and, unless it’s an extremely clear day, you cannot see any land at all for the middle 8 miles. Each direction is two lanes with opportunities to stop or turn around only a few times over the course of the bridge; once you’re on it, you’re on it.

We’re currently visiting and yesterday it was decided we’d be going into New Orleans. As soon as I heard it, I was washed over with dread and my mind started racing. How was I going to get out of this? How was I going to not look like a coward in front of my family? As the time to leave drew nearer, my anxiety heightened. 

All the way to the bridge, I was trying to talk myself out of my increasing anxiety. We pulled up to the toll plaza and with each car that went through, my anxiety rose. My hands were clammy, my heart was racing, my breathing was shallow, and I wanted out. I wanted to jump out of the car and tell my Wife to have a good time and I’d catch an Uber back to the house. I wanted to pay my $5 and turn around. I kept thinking of the stories I read of the bridge police who routinely had to drive panicked drivers to the other side of the bridge. 

I pull up to the toll booth and my shaking hand passed $5 to the lady inside. It was now my very final opportunity to bail; a u-turn to my left marked “Final Exit Opportunity.” I had family in the car ahead of me already making their way across, my truck full of my family, and all of them excited to go explore the city. I took a deep breath and hit the gas and drove over the slight ramp onto the bridge, revealing the long bridge ahead of me.

But it also revealed a gigantic, beautiful lake underneath a crystal clear, cloudless sky. By mile 2 my anxiety had completely melted away and my Wife, my son, my nephew and I had the windows down singing to fun songs and admiring the incredible view. We drove into New Orleans, had a great time seeing the city, and I actually looked forward to the return trip.

I was so proud of myself for not bailing. It showed me that the anticipation of an event, fed by fear and misconceptions, is usually worse than the event itself. Now I can look forward to visiting my family without worrying about that bridge.",6.475003046922609,6.031401634369288,7.139281535648994,76.35302955514932,65.56307129798904,10.657135892748324,31.944485070079217,10.203070172399654,3.0086224741011582,2182,75,430,46,30,724,263,547,0.10300000000000001,0.775,0.122,0.9595,2,1,0,0,0,0,61.0,3,1,3,9,12,17,0,6,47,0,26,7,5,6,5,72,56,33,0,3,8,4,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,22,38,1,5,8,5,1,31,5,6,0,1,25,11,54,11,86,28,10,111,0,0,6,0,18,44,0,2,37,279,76,4,0.0,0.0,0.07439957447050742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413311151440972,0.06096937270695305,0.06343807073445437,0.0,0.0,0.05184604589354085,0.0,0.349941910556927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574013376921334,0.0,0.0,0.07163030952422295,0.0586241157648837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993654642073388,0.0,0.085510024653943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049168712379383916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502813281717238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35936303876302994,0.17158315814820072,0.038549406893620734,0.0,0.0,0.16703513271261425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039832431177173465,0.0,0.216645712163904,0.06394678036467713,0.0,0.0840552444898498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034517050723352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797111664654067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214605312328692,0.0,0.08072751229242914,0.08283535296695026,0.0,0.0,0.03724717929183597,0.0,0.06732161739847327,0.13494060429594068,0.19206805305378008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050891019261282984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769810101688831,0.0,0.0,0.08103141629272863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945335835318101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119347435567408,0.0,0.05798421442780215,0.0,0.0894516126102038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626097216133583,0.0,0.0488415143329255,0.07838776778561114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150736092496454,0.0,0.0,0.08612988374984569,0.0,0.06306679745993629,0.08569733700236105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792661074409343,0.0,0.0,0.06374033842635221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061279097714875476,0.06663741797573516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885173170550232,0.0,0.0,0.2667381337234257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470582347749288,0.051762186613042216,0.24878279230952866,0.07447573445752959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396796384319496,0.06290626539939816,0.13490558433619998,0.1815481006424296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135111881887874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349296754363112,0.0,0.0,0.15485153302700794,0.07769542030536412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909627960719056
anxiety,_Wuriz,2020/02/17,"Just had the most surprising intense anxiety attack. Hello! I'd like to write this down because it happened about 40 minutes ago but lemme share a story about an anxiety attack I just had. Ok, so I'm sitting there on my pc playing some Garrys mod and all of a sudden my breathing is out of shape and I just sweat it off cause my breathing is messed up while sleeping most of the time. Then... my stomach and legs start shaking like crazy and I got cold. I started to panic and feared that I was dying right there. My throat felt tight and it was hard to breathe and hard to talk and I tried breathing in and out but it didn't serve me well this time. I thought that this was never gonna end and whenever it settled down for even a second it came back just as hard as it had begun. The shakiness... the difficulty swallowing without gagging... The unnatural breathing... The racing thoughts... It had all hit so hard in one go that I didn't think I was alive half of the time. Even as I type this, I'm so scared of that reoccurring, it was so unexpected and the intensity was something I've never experienced before, I hope you guys enjoyed reading my experience even though the experience wasn't so enjoyable for myself. Good night (am going to bed) or have a great day if it's daytime for you!",3.150042780748663,5.096797203921572,4.201042780748665,85.58787433155085,75.0,6.989304812834227,26.88502673796792,7.84624498591911,1.5817058823529413,1017,39,203,15,22,330,143,255,0.19,0.706,0.10400000000000001,-0.971,0,0,1,1,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,0,19,20,2,5,14,1,17,11,10,1,4,39,33,26,1,2,9,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,18,14,1,1,4,2,0,4,6,8,1,3,18,8,21,12,28,13,5,32,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,7,18,142,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895258500143433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805212073909733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796564717382377,0.0,0.09451045127886157,0.0,0.07492499184530448,0.0,0.10458763176058126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057666537218855,0.0,0.12626275851797664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792669899604641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756150982265854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886206410810123,0.0,0.0,0.2435433266496393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24045976029149604,0.0,0.13830828403003798,0.0,0.0,0.11801318460961124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397055376074825,0.10309134715710397,0.09830261305580812,0.1355090645793471,0.0,0.121700543308551,0.10868919235864144,0.0,0.4404140280117441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207768338457167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009555036546035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959203594212395,0.0,0.0,0.11534301158760285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328721553870412,0.0,0.0,0.14420878106406074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294358388002967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049647439308068,0.0,0.0,0.12305467480291248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299908696621704,0.0,0.0,0.09462237119344258,0.0,0.0,0.17399311790613467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879066154654906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875597182152319,0.12075876790585688,0.1951541338581356,0.21500999258212264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344804100072506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051114095479103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848116492243835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reclusecaboose,2020/02/17,"What do you do when you’re too anxious to talk to your doctor about your anxiety? Has anyone ever been in dire need of therapy (and probably a bunch of other emotional and mental tests) but is anxious and scared to ask their doctor for it?

I have a doctors appointment coming up in a few weeks. It basically killed me to make the appointment because I have a lot of anxiety when making phone calls. The reason I made this appointment is for a physical thing that I thought should be checked out. After getting through the automated system on the phone and talking to someone [yes a live human], they asked if “that was all I needed to see my doc for” and I responded yes, though fully aware there was a lot more I needed to talk about. 

My question is kind of: should I book another appointment to talk about these other things (other: non-physical things like mental health and emotional wellbeing)
Or
Should I bring these things up at my existing appointment

I know that they ask these questions to predict how long each appointment might be - and I feel horrible about taking someone else’s time - but also don’t know if I’ll muster up the courage to call to make another appointment. 


I don’t even know what I’m going to say. 
I hope some of this makes sense.",6.805678571428572,7.0216492583333325,6.829047619047617,76.635,64.75,10.69047619047619,32.976190476190474,10.451354775682146,3.3786190476190483,1002,38,185,23,14,320,133,240,0.102,0.823,0.075,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,3,0,13,6,1,1,12,2,19,4,0,7,2,42,43,17,1,9,5,0,1,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,19,10,0,0,8,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,5,3,23,4,34,32,8,19,0,0,1,0,22,8,0,10,8,136,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707833827508201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021342873079792,0.1474671613028819,0.21777322024200524,0.0,0.06739401104333304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703183970144309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058754859103120276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968379062435868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302637668887301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29595966345811875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805165565115901,0.2168383025372579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366079590794341,0.08718494596349965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048734702243564715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035671958361752,0.0,0.05477731112070666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245180224538827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957311694034618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663473767856027,0.10036921900917674,0.15891055926308453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047088407798582366,0.0,0.08510893533391074,0.08529690468490217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388464789035953,0.0,0.0912009757435784,0.25734856854366445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426502702426812,0.10224830969408973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144027897790176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391837289219248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594452440614975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909891825603236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664851317576399,0.09649730886795573,0.0,0.07680565710674299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333188795025147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246885588043425,0.30987958794073833,0.0,0.0,0.11022363021638916,0.0,0.2561332807069666,0.0,0.0946968991124378,0.07651821745873716,0.05620234988261464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731351957381878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MidnightAshley,2020/02/17,"Job Shadow/Interview Anxiety Hey y'all. Tomorrow I'll be spending an hour job shadowing someone followed by an interview with them in the next step of the interview process. I haven't done that type of interviewing before, and so part of my anxiety is normal, but right now I'm literally shaking.

I've been looking for a position for months now and my last position ended up being a very very stressful and bad fit that resulted in panic attacks and was a hot mess for me. I'm happy to be away from that, but it's got me worried about how this interview, let alone the job itself, will go. It's in a different industry and very different position but all these new things plus coming off of my last position and being a recent graduate and never having done a job shadow/interview have me incredibly anxious.

Anyone have tips for working though this type of interviewing, and possible new job, anxiety?",7.212176470588236,7.603777629411763,8.184705882352944,66.66117647058826,63.88235294117647,12.447058823529412,37.588235294117645,11.979248473330829,5.041988235294119,727,35,121,24,10,247,102,170,0.201,0.754,0.045,-0.9793,8,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,6,7,1,3,11,0,15,0,0,2,2,19,22,15,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,0,0,5,2,9,1,21,11,2,26,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,13,85,19,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758553448193755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26055638590087393,0.1282595228002648,0.0,0.07938463403726062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291597231723494,0.10666761543874204,0.0,0.09479497916144823,0.0,0.0,0.09660788095826683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779828247124264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723480669012825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236653598634266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005561857859225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452319322656844,0.0,0.090802392023962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085756436727275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180674209621057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633179381658489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185088444811165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609477608497383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533879050776382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062063855858032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756334057195582,0.21930098606750748,0.12074320863591086,0.0,0.1112378432409825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320604472683314,0.0,0.1229447426753266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279909484822466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209974632331116,0.0,0.0,0.09695622049933668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619580398033184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005121029140054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754260150082614,0.0,0.11154520355926988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28102885653626825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265308533409338,0.11529786681599385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Msrubbi,2020/02/17,"Found the light at the end of the tunnel After going through 9 months of pure and utter abuse/ harassment from my former manger. I finally realized how bad my mental health was. I put everyone before myself. I finally cracked, took time off work. Started full time therapy and counseling. Starting saying “eff it” and doing things that scared me. I applied for jobs I never thought I’d get. I started actively eating better and working out. I started shopping for myself instead of buying things for other people. In short the job I never thought I’d get, I just got hired at. I’ve lost five pounds. I have new clothes and I finally found my smile again. But long road ahead, I’m just a little less scared. 
Side note: any tips for people who have night terrors and sleep paralysis?",3.4380365296803634,6.1286372328767165,3.966273972602739,83.96251598173517,77.35616438356166,6.633059360730593,26.17168949771689,7.793537801064563,1.813303744292238,620,24,107,10,15,195,100,146,0.128,0.82,0.053,-0.9001,2,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,5,7,1,3,5,0,4,3,1,1,3,19,19,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,5,1,2,3,2,6,0,1,8,2,17,1,16,11,2,33,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,0,20,65,23,5,0.0,0.14665396288036253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417171949261286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334753821054013,0.0,0.0,0.10532400299143928,0.0,0.0,0.10946954687980902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665344029738546,0.0,0.0,0.10962853037941457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827298429638035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40677068309993697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714273295758847,0.0,0.0,0.12933538772226985,0.0,0.07034458192233829,0.0,0.09899473328985424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156777959145916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565656389934198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405576703266295,0.0,0.10953759826047438,0.0,0.0,0.13511579645139848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473679182646233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879658172766613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909268985689704,0.11954334099604967,0.0,0.11615510833349788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162096918063113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442876416303565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843140351370352,0.2478421342730385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386508792196163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504363061358169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154829849987502,0.0,0.1644621484616608,0.0,0.0,0.196528157605849,0.14434921045443613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751935543509924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022036547391648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tizaac,2020/02/17,What is your healthy or unhealthy coping mechanism? I do alot of avoidance but coping mechanism i use is using my cell phone.,3.0863768115941994,6.160200826086958,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,84.21739130434783,6.544927536231885,29.40579710144928,7.793537801064563,2.634257971014493,101,5,16,2,3,32,19,23,0.16899999999999998,0.753,0.077,-0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pancakes10123,2020/02/17,"Does Anxiety Make You Think Does your anxiety make you think, “yes, for 100% sure, this thing will happen. this is very obviously going to happen. I just have a feeling it will, an extremely strong feeling. I know for a fact, it will because of x,y, and z. Others say it’s not likely or a slight chance and they’re acting like I’m being unreasonable, but THEYRE unreasonable. They don’t realize this is going to definitely happen” And you feel so anxious and freaked out. And then the thing usually doesn’t end up actually happening? I get that all the time and it’s the worst. I don’t know.",1.9121419098143235,4.453472508620691,3.758965517241382,84.00566312997348,82.5344827586207,7.362334217506633,22.716180371352788,8.384062270229773,1.6473694960212204,465,16,92,11,13,156,74,116,0.127,0.745,0.128,-0.5958,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,1,2,6,0,0,7,1,10,0,0,2,4,25,27,10,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,8,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,4,9,4,7,23,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.16202785953152982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540352286127184,0.18757420059195415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121442585928132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905996547430312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705922610318256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518594197467902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674731824081591,0.0,0.18872495585316149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873027907378171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824988464989355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223428096717568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166156134541395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320390410678478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648761649341866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206147997454137,0.21277921490770932,0.0,0.0,0.09681732987100618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286595787086066,0.1369976590098272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,l-bo12,2020/02/17,"Test Anxiety Posting this as a cry for help.
So I’ve always heard of “test anxiety” being a thing, but never truly experienced it to such an extreme as I did last Friday. I’ve dealt with severe anxiety since I was a young child, and over the years, I’ve gotten pretty good at handling it, I guess. I just started this class with the department I just got hired at, and it’s pretty hard; but I think I’m a somewhat smart guy, so it shouldn’t be a problem, right? Nope. We had our first quiz, I knew it was coming. It was the first paragraph of the “code of ethics” so called. Only 50 words, no big deal. After a day or so, I knew every word perfectly. I could recite it word per word without a stutter. But once the instructor told us to take out a piece of paper and wait for further instructions, I started getting pretty anxious. Once we were told to start, my mind went totally blank. I couldn’t even properly write the first sentence down properly. About 15 minutes later, I was the last to finish the quiz, with only maybe half of the 50-word paragraph down on paper. My mind was totally frozen, trying desperately to thaw and calm myself but was unsuccessful. And of course once I got in my car and the test was over, I said it to myself, word per word.
I need to get over this. It can’t happen anymore. It’s very academically strict and I love this job so much I don’t know what I’ll do if I lose it.",2.63011737089202,4.34871104929578,4.024295774647886,87.28684272300472,75.83098591549296,6.846009389671362,23.453051643192488,7.645422480735847,1.018920657276995,1094,33,227,15,24,361,155,284,0.11599999999999999,0.75,0.134,0.8877,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,4,0,0,5,10,8,0,0,19,0,18,1,0,0,4,48,43,20,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,17,14,0,1,4,0,0,4,8,3,0,4,20,4,27,5,33,18,5,33,0,1,0,1,15,13,0,4,15,148,44,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907963146980462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504287683177095,0.12327417809712475,0.10821740068230876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142339303047462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399694172983457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712318489206164,0.0,0.11986284401092193,0.07037316599969674,0.11249759808437584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207251914482013,0.0,0.09193803623019432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27845143079023515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402105752836665,0.0,0.0,0.09152440997491824,0.17454595185791105,0.0,0.12020762917611855,0.10804563842751726,0.09649417216476404,0.0,0.0977497994982655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314062099151725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828444441182436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996932209981816,0.17789420552346147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207700957203743,0.0,0.0,0.09848477102076457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962538468976273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035953944202244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021551986732295,0.0809108596620764,0.084159823807049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486266920009733,0.0,0.16598086668629825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450648944814266,0.333041829702016,0.0,0.10441279629948036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931876100308916,0.10379780331254602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327417809712475,0.0,0.0902649264530722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170641225282504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204441883507924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249426634593423,0.06991948453231063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853705987208554,0.0,0.07408509954298187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125753882713978,0.0,0.0,0.09003516348394347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115503607386164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518747704539916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026949593687204
anxiety,MoaMetalDesu,2020/02/17,"Anxiety because new to job Hey all, I am currently a clerk who just got the job and is my first ever job. At first I didn't have much to do and it was kinda relaxing but now I am starting to get more jobs and I am starting to feel anxious because I do not really know what to do and I have to ask my colleagues and I am afraid of screwing up. This morning I almost screwed up by sending the wrong order for something and my colleague told me to cancel the order else I will be fucked when the auditor comes and I felt so anxious afterwards. I also don't feel close to any of my colleague and I seldom eat with them as well as I either eat alone or just stay in the office. Any tips on what should I do?",2.0585999999999984,3.3524682599999984,3.838333333333335,89.80750000000002,76.4,6.6000000000000005,25.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.9940666666666659,549,19,121,6,12,185,91,150,0.18,0.79,0.03,-0.9726,5,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,3,1,6,0,17,5,0,0,2,26,29,15,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,4,1,1,2,3,5,1,2,5,3,20,2,20,21,4,21,0,0,0,3,6,6,3,3,10,93,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412481547688974,0.14609245445556313,0.0,0.1128031879419602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184711927697493,0.0,0.10790817682361774,0.31870839513968063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318692022729902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197400883914207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150806806901104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886729392489624,0.1178349775030447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759408240135456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264525934268915,0.0,0.13543678786840255,0.0,0.0,0.2399659306903776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040487267721745,0.07369643184390967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128161247015856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599090098154049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752120800590198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369308478401427,0.0,0.0,0.13623367644788334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903646909268369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859252766819937,0.0,0.0,0.19968166335285836,0.1503479351301805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478595579565672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268271337995077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542236258508012,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cgray4434,2020/02/17,"Causes of anxiety attacks? The other day i was with my girlfriend and she had a really bad panic attack and i figured i should educate myself a little better on the subject in the event that at it happens again. So i did some digging online and didn’t find anything that satisfied me so i’ve decided to reach out to anyone on here.
  
For context, we were watching a tv show and there was a scene where one of the main characters wakes up to find the body of his dad who had passed during the night. Once she saw this scene she became extremely hysterical, talking and sobbing about how afraid she was of the fact that one day she‘d die.  Eventually she left to go calm down with one of her friends who lives across the hall and she came back a couple minutes later back to her usual self.

Since we’ve been dating for a year and a half i’ve obviously known she suffers with anxiety and have helped her with stuff like this in past but it’s never been this bad when i was around her. Any advice about triggers and how to calm someone done is appreciated as i’d like to know what to do if we ever end up in another situation like this. Thanks!",4.865394736842107,5.591546679824563,5.605543859649124,81.94647368421053,69.04385964912281,8.536140350877194,27.919298245614037,8.648137234880735,1.908369824561404,905,29,181,14,15,295,141,228,0.1,0.78,0.12,0.7753,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,1,15,16,2,2,15,0,17,2,2,4,4,36,23,17,1,2,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,14,18,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,8,0,4,14,2,23,8,34,7,2,35,0,2,2,0,23,16,1,2,19,132,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980207099149976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033043882737142,0.13928612476737215,0.20323251143461585,0.0,0.0,0.09287935021585812,0.0,0.10930956782049,0.11824880411359115,0.0,0.3022315667960945,0.0,0.20427949756408725,0.221818647273944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747927056134914,0.0,0.14754660942445902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519246294080938,0.0,0.13645524130978756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469762829685033,0.0,0.17133153702507856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785883350721714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359334406214645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764988664680225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015431348177065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428124159355103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262581437434974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549159019770843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174630599326938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903461166930712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300109341221149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432255449700593,0.0,0.0,0.194685283662056,0.1331327427154446,0.1172932503793912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244836766817936,0.0,0.0,0.12465400458792535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146193874701427,0.2700315729139421,0.0,0.0,0.15584994538421296,0.0,0.0,0.12680334807476887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509569720602661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138572935537063,0.0,0.0,0.10988015367055658,0.14930893811373214,0.0,0.0,0.11254827682384556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520610686661273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676547636624473,0.0,0.12229402669731805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629588217722894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553957018854089
anxiety,dinorrhea69,2020/02/17,Why can't I focus I feel so powerless and useless.,1.197272727272729,2.8907196363636416,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,79.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.7032909090909087,40,2,8,1,1,15,10,11,0.545,0.455,0.0,-0.8009,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888367678048101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8723752715673148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway511468923,2020/02/17,"Really stressed for tomorrow. I haven’t slept yet and I had to wake up in less than 2 hours Tomorrow (or today, actually) will be the start of a new week. I’ve been feeling anxious all night, even though there isn’t going to be any difference in comparison to other weeks. 
My day will start in less than 2 hours, and as I said in the title I haven’t slept yet. My sleeping pattern has been getting worse lately, and it’s so annoying. I know that a lot of people probably have problems with sleeping here, but it’s just that I have this feeling of fear/stress in my stomach, and it just keeps me up all night. Is there anyone else who experiences this?",3.5285496183206098,4.921416702290077,4.651824427480918,85.04384351145039,72.81679389312977,7.9880916030534355,26.84045801526717,8.548686976883017,1.7808925190839693,512,18,106,9,10,168,81,131,0.079,0.895,0.025,-0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,1,4,0,14,6,6,0,2,17,25,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,3,10,0,18,15,5,24,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,16,76,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.14926258589973365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401504220718154,0.0,0.0,0.17279627287171684,0.0,0.10695010074445363,0.1567210712878401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864369799610004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980603036912186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777476362067525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102572068976423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961991105149616,0.0,0.1721175562112642,0.15467787816780526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991297964392152,0.0,0.0869281832639846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012608794161923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595395096561172,0.0,0.0,0.08406038884581095,0.0,0.17254056105601878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300373677942498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772545617750948,0.0,0.28707690822328663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604014305854484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491198962580736,0.14635783680868694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798726377771506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549578688367532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061320934362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652549926133324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35042020943435925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027808470622975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498400902829214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453834867318284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587480748216476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buki_chan,2020/02/17,"how to stop being sad about a permanent thing? i posted this on r/nostupidquestions, it got removed but some ppl told me it sounds like i have anxiety, so i thought id post here:

https://old.reddit.com/r/NoStupidQuestions/comments/f4mxzi/how_to_stop_being_sad_about_a_permanent_thing/

my head has had this funny feeling for over a month now where it feels like its buzzing, and certain things like sudden noise or things moving past me quickly make me feel an electric kind of shock.

it hasnt rly gotten any better so i think its never gonna go away, and its been making me feel like i cant enjoy anything anymore.

if i think of something that i used to be excited for, i am just reminded of the feeling and feel like im never gonna be able to enjoy anything like i used to.

how do i stop feeling sad about it? i wish i could just ignore it but i cant, the feeling keeps coming back.",5.909065040650408,7.633136573170731,5.137560975609755,82.5706504065041,67.41463414634146,6.930081300813008,25.861788617886177,7.1686216300943375,1.0677495934959351,714,20,132,6,12,214,99,164,0.141,0.622,0.237,0.9513,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,13,16,0,0,5,0,13,1,1,6,3,37,37,11,0,3,6,0,8,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,4,11,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,6,9,18,12,14,25,1,20,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,3,16,86,33,0,0.11914620271242403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102350354183091,0.0,0.09114651895750656,0.0,0.1181610175510089,0.0,0.0,0.19609434583585325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194177950147924,0.09161607542966978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537513398567616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026339037109756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512854785111864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819512002738686,0.2553542130728781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771353272678955,0.0,0.09529210252188146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227837766326174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869834452045434,0.0,0.0,0.10590261940813407,0.0,0.12407243541333797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492528980287689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590620309919391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510136228397792,0.12663355771575666,0.0,0.0,0.18378579332446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502389719810506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373853216285792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282182542921684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172456780482607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922312096276776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374663286322069,0.15268815157062762,0.0,0.09458877619367448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384930259006658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058081290343868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370122530748834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DragonShad0w,2020/02/17,"Should I Move? Hey,
So I’m not sure if I should move or not. I’ve been wanting to move out of my hometown for a long time (I’m 27). Ive been daydreaming a lot about having a fresh start somewhere. I feel like it could be good for me to be in a new environment since I’m really tired of my area (NorCal). I don’t have many good friends here and my parents moved out of state.
I was dating someone for a while who lives in SoCal, and I would go down there every so often to visit and I ended up really liking it down there. So I planned to be able to work remotely at my job so I could move down.
Well now I have the opportunity to work remotely, but he broke up with me recently. It’s my first heartbreak and I’m not taking it well at all. So now I’m in this situation where I still want to move, but I have anxiety about being closer to him because I might want to see him etc. And I would be there alone which isn’t as ideal although I want to try to find roommates. 
Some people are telling me to get therapy first and take my time and then maybe move there if I still want to. But I’m really itching to get away. 
What should I do?",1.2439863945578225,2.6866106775510232,3.2644897959183687,92.4374149659864,78.95918367346941,6.6258503401360525,20.64625850340136,7.447530270364453,0.39856462585033947,876,22,209,12,21,297,127,245,0.081,0.8109999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.1012,2,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,20,12,0,0,6,0,25,2,1,0,2,40,44,22,0,15,9,1,1,2,1,6,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,9,5,2,2,2,3,2,29,10,37,28,4,42,0,2,1,0,9,16,0,7,18,147,37,3,0.09153086530349716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479837218975756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002086142617991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859962609644735,0.0,0.0,0.05579636593023523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615989602109375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106917885873624,0.0,0.10208110990494552,0.0,0.0,0.07711870171204648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046280755692231466,0.06538966846155002,0.0,0.0,0.0836575526659582,0.15571221453718098,0.0,0.0,0.07071651948135352,0.0,0.09564219864785788,0.0,0.05201910008159611,0.1535434943281658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083026036951182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943471476939725,0.0,0.08082343098617725,0.08100193548523799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778162685063152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927979310803638,0.09195505678183756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709978358430732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6809797706698075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840108007504059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163419397192194,0.0,0.0,0.06345597719070939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591104828552948,0.0,0.09037568712133603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729382491058074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757152776329164,0.102884527594053,0.0,0.0,0.07755380514276843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478601756859358,0.0,0.1461933345332232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626675732524973,0.0,0.13763963910298785,0.0,0.08000201066145239,0.0,0.10467352146855836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067447672603794,0.10520126493214524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214344929727909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699363791947469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459448064571938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332711201365807,0.0,0.0,0.13004180112556815,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,h4nnahbee,2020/02/17,"signs that someone has anxiety towards going out in public i have anxiety. i take medication for it. i think my boyfriend might have anxiety too, and i noticed some things (because i do those things too) but i don’t know 100%.

i think he might have anxiety (specifically towards going out in public) because he ALWAYS wants to either stay inside at his house or mine, never going out. im tired of doing the same thing every time and i already told him how i felt. he said “sure we can do that” but he’s probably not going to",2.5142718446601933,4.78896261165049,4.2367087378640775,83.03292718446603,78.2233009708738,6.838446601941747,24.863106796116504,7.908726449838941,1.606480388349515,411,15,77,7,10,138,67,103,0.102,0.868,0.03,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,1,2,24,23,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,2,14,1,12,18,3,15,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,4,2,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697320973507734,0.0,0.12590118324719898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630037882806528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447308610468965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748433221436012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528033857464998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439694958069213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745902349984524,0.0,0.0,0.16343965117910708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315545224504553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242786767236324,0.0,0.3210298097243685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669880473035613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226626398038128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313666003994048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439294788447045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820359834667755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127522856593102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260691253558552,0.0,0.11376551399158855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015688668183506,0.19390535538644632,0.0,0.0,0.08822947656963118,0.1739074013208595,0.0,0.14458220400300298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924595014708116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hillockdude,2020/02/17,how do I better my situation and improve my self when I can't focus due to the pain I have a lot of anxiety and depression and I want to do things about it but when ever I try to do stuff about it my anxiety triggers and I can't get anything done. what do you guys do to deal with this?,0.3147395833333313,1.912994328125002,3.135625000000001,91.58020833333336,82.28125,6.766666666666668,21.604166666666664,7.793537801064563,0.7773729166666663,223,7,54,4,6,79,41,64,0.13,0.7879999999999999,0.083,-0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,2,1,11,11,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,8,10,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38872806691476863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907922996276285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470563112911454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619366025496769,0.2188314459875088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600033982203457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298222547245673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327418937678172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515707706824833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600253849255446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703500330228919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650520282300283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28558705728891604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29085112838648663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879384230713326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724978986599219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985797766137346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Puddinpouch,2020/02/17,"How to not act like a bitch sometimes Hello people of the reddit world. I'm trying to work on  some of my anxiety traits that the universe graciously thrust upon me. I think my biggest issue is snapping at people I care about when I'm level 11 anxious. I have such low patience, which helps no one. I really want to channel my anxious feelings into more positive conversations about how I'm feeling in those moments, but I'm unbelievably inept at it. So, please help and send any suggestions of how you guys handle that type of response when your mind is hyper linking away. Thank you in advance.",4.72981317600787,6.662942964601773,5.492507374631269,78.04686332350052,70.68141592920355,7.500098328416913,30.254670599803337,8.167268648758528,2.403492428711899,477,20,80,7,9,155,84,113,0.075,0.7290000000000001,0.196,0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,9,5,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,14,13,8,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,2,11,3,17,13,2,18,0,1,0,0,10,12,1,1,4,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566424584580512,0.0,0.16386342684577954,0.4839730531030203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124919531900934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839252596185385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661325125902856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120929878073557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871492651058372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357053138771765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464794735879196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628227567679584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514836096477654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970004557078911,0.0,0.0,0.2351287307042497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372228533277408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118505869124272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720780062139734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372515595838357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542863870083428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634149087647464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559411152644763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dazedANDconfused2020,2020/02/17,"Costco Am I the only one that gets extreme anxiety shopping at Costco? 

When I get out, I feel like I just left court or something. Just feel so damn drained...

Starts at the pump. Then the parking lot. Then the people in there. WTF is wrong with people at Costco? No rules, just anarchy. 

Then, to top it all off, I get searched before I can get out.",0.5607246376811581,3.0072372463768176,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550724,89.57971014492755,4.22608695652174,19.26086956521739,5.82211442006289,-0.1824086956521737,266,8,56,2,9,84,48,69,0.203,0.74,0.057,-0.9018,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,10,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,6,1,9,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,2,6,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020313872945936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269115677562198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646512014744154,0.18696166542141987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469189602722727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843425807789595,0.0,0.0,0.1278555436445457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224917100684778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733766470009135,0.19903797816157065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628657387518258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147282181660245,0.0,0.0,0.18523571116999815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861326626992958,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CronicNS,2020/02/17,"I think i have anxiety and im scared Im kinda intoxicated whilst writing this to bare with me.

Im 16 and ever since my biggest drug experience (MDMA) ive learnt that i have some issues with anxiety. I have always hated myself and throughout UK highschool i always tried to act like someone im not. Im anxious that people hate me and that im not good enough and it kills me to say that i feel worthless. Any help would be greeatly appreciated thanks xx",1.2334486166007892,3.733610467391309,3.5761660079051403,84.31982213438734,85.63043478260869,5.519367588932806,22.49407114624506,6.980632752743323,0.9197043478260872,361,13,70,5,11,124,58,92,0.225,0.6459999999999999,0.129,-0.871,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,16,11,5,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,2,12,3,5,9,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,38,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385607778341172,0.0,0.0,0.08330275055713281,0.0,0.1874210667512828,0.13838772268691196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420586358457914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657304291145902,0.0,0.0,0.11080633432395716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982641995065828,0.0,0.0,0.061938602476621564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274539941943968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418825667650897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210773846691499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7939123060879493,0.1278559477651874,0.0,0.0,0.13552574086247365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984627047308096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492459743133911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974152209711024,0.1226417353319382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133150188598672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379204564487296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277957832202062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849168727165026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316801108751883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701897046392074,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awkwardaardvarq,2020/02/17,"Nervous to go back to my kickboxing class... I just joined a new gym that’s literally 3 minutes away from my house and specializes in kickboxing classes. I tried it for the first time yesterday and it was so hard, and also fun/challenging. 

I’m 28/f and about 230 lbs, 5”6’ and I knew I was out of shape but man—am I out of shape!

The owner suggested that 2-3 classes/week to start seeing results and I promised myself to try for 3 classes to get my endurance up because, y’all—it was SO hard. I want to start showing up for myself and my health, and I truly love working hard in a group setting, but I’m actually scared to go back.

The workout included a warm up run with some jumps thrown in, and I felt like I was going to just collapse and not make it, but I made it through—slowly but surely. I’m just feeling anxious about going back and being the most out of shape one in the class. Last time I had a newbie buddy, but I’m wanting to try an early AM class and I don’t know that there’ll be any newbies there help me feel less alone in my newbie-ness. Ugh, anxiety. 

TL;DR I’m anxious about going back to my rigorous kickboxing class and being the only out of shape one. I want to lose weight and gain confidence and endurance, but I’m very nervous about being the only slow/struggling one.",3.9357526205450704,4.6660564641509445,5.068647798742142,84.9447746331237,71.15094339622641,7.851153039832286,28.30712788259957,7.984000788550335,1.7064423480083857,1013,36,210,13,18,335,133,265,0.134,0.7140000000000001,0.152,0.8745,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,15,11,0,3,12,0,11,3,0,3,1,44,37,24,0,3,10,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,20,1,0,5,3,0,7,2,5,0,4,8,9,23,6,37,25,3,38,0,1,1,1,5,17,0,2,14,130,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.11641205740706387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355082567110047,0.0,0.09539799341793312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811228412775488,0.0,0.0912582678749936,0.26953264297298857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207902415792843,0.3669136001612647,0.0,0.07271946681034093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206355224541605,0.0,0.11453929656902702,0.0,0.0,0.1014699526413537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232529282406274,0.0,0.3389827597927473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205873551404565,0.0,0.0,0.12680211554872858,0.0,0.0,0.07995910087916902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764727492198464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655599174635237,0.09723913013344383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058280182445011736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334575478177839,0.0,0.0,0.10766594040846987,0.1128772399405456,0.07962852338754864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521322762405405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250660922048825,0.1814543092944324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194323832382037,0.0,0.0950605025367784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887137991187964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471019244968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124315623708002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912057587539736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429748832193097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842862450566366,0.2110850329460507,0.0,0.095689071618255,0.1452658598187972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684620078722198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayyy4512,2020/02/17,"I'm having a panic attack I dont know how to so this problem for my class

None of the online tutors know how to do it

I've posted on reddit and still dont know

I'm scared of failing this class",5.834,2.875699177777779,7.345000000000002,82.4775,68.33333333333334,9.0,26.94444444444445,3.1291,0.8474444444444438,153,2,36,0,2,54,31,45,0.271,0.679,0.05,-0.8949,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,9,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,23,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002513457631586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186332952579761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351367417683345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965763328286056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25276597944762336,0.0,0.0,0.2525393672954574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423369702386523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107698328403736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catsandbutter,2020/02/17,"how do I respond to my teacher's email after I had an anxiety attack in office hours? Uh, basically what the title says. I had an anxiety attack during office hours and the professor emailed me to check in. I need to respond but I'm embarrassed and mostly just want to forget it happened.",3.514642857142853,5.706862607142856,5.635142857142856,74.60985714285717,74.71428571428572,8.051428571428572,29.057142857142853,8.841846274778883,2.822461428571428,230,10,38,5,5,80,39,56,0.218,0.7559999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,6,0,7,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413222057849002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6145116698938673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388315088171519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5319502558801089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002614485338104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477904684489615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930061959714348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tauburn_,2020/02/17,"I can't tell what's real My thoughts and feelings are out of control. I can't differentiate between what's real and what's in my head anymore. My work environment, and the people in it are extremely triggering for me. I feel like they lack emotional intelligence and understanding but I feel needy, unjustified, and broken when I try and function in that environment. I thought I met someone who could relate to me and the things I feel, but I've been shut out completely by them. 

I wish i wasn't so broken, and I wish I could fix myself.",4.421071428571427,6.024316857142857,5.8239880952380965,76.68455357142858,70.90476190476191,9.05952380952381,30.267857142857146,9.516144504307137,2.832071428571429,430,18,82,10,8,145,63,105,0.127,0.747,0.126,-0.2637,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,2,0,28,18,12,0,5,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,20,1,10,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,60,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951473610271607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897870793371197,0.0,0.2030197520380685,0.2890458548388212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036135369779662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660993461494276,0.1293146282436333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576998702480507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843305956873357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549055979811502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412061355961352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533704286452127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821200062380114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025597556399145,0.0,0.0,0.2874057713552817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289490423674534,0.0,0.0,0.18843932093361232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41630850788769697,0.0,0.0,0.13177850386417148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,troewawayy,2020/02/17,"Trying to get my life together Trigger warning- mention of abuse

Sorry for any careless grammar mistakes 

 With that said, I'm unsure of what I need to do in my live. I'm almost 17 and therefore cant move out, but I'm constantly being blamed and put down by my family, I've aslo gotten in the habit of keeping a knife on me because I'm terrified my father is going to try to kill me. However I've already called the cops, but that only made things worse at home. I've applied to every local business and no one will hire me, so I doubt I could get emancipated, but idk how much longer I can do this, I'm at a dead end and dont know what to do. Do i wait it out and just try harder for a job? I'm trying to get into therapy or get on medication, but I dont know if my mother will let me",3.97684210526316,3.512622970760237,5.984263157894738,82.61534210526318,70.75438596491226,8.711345029239766,28.211111111111112,8.238735603445708,1.7297925146198838,612,19,136,8,10,216,104,171,0.251,0.7490000000000001,0.0,-0.9925,2,0,0,0,1,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,5,0,14,2,0,4,0,29,33,13,2,4,7,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,7,9,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,3,1,15,0,24,25,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,4,2,82,22,2,0.0,0.17486488738479822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778573133911424,0.0,0.1628644584922717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036331757408963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996685552882107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070147170748588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948768016209527,0.0,0.11783514956761465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459386157633648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071709923444705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243472935884927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391306363375232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084296880183703,0.0,0.08387633824811916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804046195262974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645600615865453,0.13118092601487033,0.16328167892025938,0.0,0.16221845075694438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091634838266665,0.1042441244340534,0.0,0.0,0.13032085186280504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964913088140293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867703727429687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686021232100492,0.10849245000536266,0.10943290539409296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000078705812761,0.11224555366963147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483643633315847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038777041125086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521007626977444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877707762239275,0.0,0.09804936227080012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008039327852588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504024078937735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cmvracistjoke,2020/02/17,Anyone else struggle wirh “gut feelings” that say someone is going to hurt you the moment you get close to them? It’s probably because of my trust issues and anxiety combined but whenever I get close to someone in a relationship now I have so many “gut feelings” that things will go bad or they will hurt me. Then of course I read other posts saying that you should always listen to your gut feelings and they are always right. Well if that’s the case than I am surrounded by people who want to hurt me??,7.594489795918367,6.689032734693877,7.345836734693879,77.30630612244899,63.48979591836735,9.880816326530613,32.865306122448985,8.841846274778883,2.6073240816326533,400,13,75,5,5,127,69,98,0.182,0.76,0.057999999999999996,-0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,3,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,7,3,3,0,0,12,16,7,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,6,14,2,10,13,0,11,0,3,0,0,12,5,0,2,3,51,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724441400139251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523975715307495,0.0,0.0,0.11447171698522055,0.16774299409916704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366932550334099,0.09979773422944592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676094250708706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483341600931264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106624352046856,0.0,0.18608338511827488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257734509975481,0.0,0.0,0.17087351092647338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597896849734028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349776354371074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679149940314838,0.0,0.17650996560556334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637569895850942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576615765336812,0.0,0.13980973985150968,0.0,0.2603817986720641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27742645618883266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114804587684884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876343448652924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656198421029576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719736636301334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jennilee1830,2020/02/17,"I’ve developed a fear of my bed I have a perfectly comfortable bed, but for some reason it causes me great anxiety. I don’t know why, and it started out of seemingly nowhere. I’ve always had anxiety that acts up in the evening especially in the winters when it’s dark by 5, even as a child. Sometimes I hardly notice it at all and sometimes it’s so bad that I take an anxiety pill (which I rarely take). As it starts getting close to bedtime, my heart rate picks up and I get this hollow, thick feeling of despair and sadness in my stomach that gets worse when I think about calming down and sleeping. 

For the past 1.5-2 months I’ve been sleeping on my couch because for some reason it doesn’t fill me with the same anxiety and dread. However it is not the most comfortable and it’s just not right to spend every night on my couch- I feel stupid that I have my own house and am spending my nights on the couch like a guest. 

Does anybody have any ideas for overcoming this?",5.240238095238091,5.487144520408165,5.530000000000001,84.50666666666669,68.08163265306123,8.982312925170069,31.639455782312922,8.841846274778883,2.3564435374149646,770,30,160,12,12,245,118,196,0.16699999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.109,-0.9133,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,1,2,11,0,9,5,4,4,2,31,21,14,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,5,1,16,11,0,0,8,0,2,2,4,6,0,0,2,4,18,6,25,19,6,25,0,2,0,0,2,14,0,4,10,102,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346508940367415,0.0,0.0,0.09273163834319753,0.0,0.4172698371575699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385755922261605,0.08312572871671547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008254860086775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193323375608778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013318834604647,0.0,0.11489186026051015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534464884733368,0.13789864190392806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373239975734373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034088711194987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221546246248757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159102460261165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573448009953362,0.0,0.15393743178852046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494163740194204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662016167032478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884378911990902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559352134571082,0.0,0.0,0.1552503839887919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301740849155823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804081201390689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645341045650795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413991742900525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729233192755619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26973334320013004,0.0,0.1930371210116755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505628117514493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737601949926006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304655981578905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896573002835982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VesperEos,2020/02/17,"Facing a difficult situation... Any tips or advice on doing so? I'm fairly anxious with lots of OCD tendencies, but usually have things under control, plus that side is balanced out by my general personality. It's been ages since I've last had a panic/anxiety attack (years and years).

However, I've had a rollercoaster of a week and had a health scare come up which has certainly led to some moments of anxiety (to be expected) and feeling down. That being said, I'm determined to keep my chin up and face this and get through it. The outlook is v good, I am being as rational and analytical as I can be, and while I acknowledge the anxiety and not so pleasant feelings, I am -overall- looking on bright side and trying to keep anxiety low. After all, my immune system needs to do its thing, and a positive outlook will help it.

I've already done some things - reached out to a few close family members and friends and gotten support. I've continued to exercise and had a real nice run this morning. I've laughed and enjoyed myself. 

What things do you do on a day-to-day basis that have helped you manage your anxiety when times got rough and soldier on? I am doing pretty well so far, but any advice welcome as I imagine there will be uncertainty and such to deal with for a bit. 

Thank you :)",5.645225903614455,6.384141943775103,6.781383032128518,74.16195406626505,67.31325301204821,10.241064257028114,34.03639558232932,10.270032843473604,3.636367269076306,1020,46,185,25,16,344,149,249,0.105,0.664,0.231,0.9909,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,0,1,7,16,1,1,12,0,27,5,2,2,2,44,42,28,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,15,23,0,3,4,1,0,3,1,4,1,0,9,6,14,12,31,26,6,31,0,1,2,0,11,15,0,4,12,132,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395639783396053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352680814067413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166714745961677,0.0,0.4688599014188132,0.138478464862575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394503877488711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382363664223074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559025737140977,0.0,0.0,0.13748186377251653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810558456904386,0.12637273209947836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544004720387353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555580890086498,0.0,0.1239584324413054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470360597509682,0.0,0.06404204535071177,0.0,0.0,0.10281277057709493,0.09803697673902484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029488457377325,0.0,0.0,0.16432315461914201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179062558333832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991758561727104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293480798248003,0.0,0.0,0.10421159419501112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089017513374052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381909570108958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703054795474892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247060874766008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952081666313515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659992936642533,0.0,0.12272215271055414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139794593727837,0.13778302203872378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910027805487082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285352898837026,0.0,0.0,0.3257420124760988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071476328675904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322254516124389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500255920945295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832483068218864,0.0,0.11021251438186278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787267170158412
anxiety,bro-asking-questions,2020/02/17,"omfg my trainer told me to send him a gif of how my weekend was? idk what to send. i am not trendy at all and now i am having anxiety.

it’s a trendy gym that is almost like a club and now i am freaking out.",-2.1225000000000023,-0.3896982499999968,1.2966666666666669,100.015,94.0,4.033333333333334,16.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.8465666666666669,156,4,41,1,6,56,36,48,0.131,0.82,0.049,-0.4005,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6049767259278971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621790325148786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951609642002317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57729863000146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,neopolitian-icecrean,2020/02/17,"Just an introduction and question Hey I’m a 30 female that suffers from acute anxiety disorder. I also have agoraphobia and pharmacaphobia. Just reaching out to meet others and connect. Lately has been rough, and part of its because I’m always scared to take my medicine. 

Anyone else have this particular issue? 

I have overwhelming worry that I’ll have to drive right after taking it, or will become addicted. So it takes me a good while just to talk myself into taking it. Even when I’m having an acute panic attack.",4.522198830409359,7.205641757894738,5.667719298245615,73.22847953216376,73.52631578947368,7.590643274853799,25.292397660818715,8.515128840125781,2.193362573099415,417,14,65,8,9,138,70,95,0.192,0.762,0.046,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,3,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,11,15,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,1,9,13,1,8,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139240906566827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773544054926216,0.15371736515309542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413245701008672,0.0,0.0,0.1291735672392848,0.18928658971705006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016689675712227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261497313331988,0.20402933702182247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172651064456735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432544621417724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201814335451408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495002407668046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928191655928708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083932563871792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675101465007052,0.0,0.20005396733621944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694957987734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577658071971402,0.0,0.0,0.18495562769591234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.555601928593111,0.14848593802796306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761107779008446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FractalsAreNotFinite,2020/02/17,"I asked my crush out and she said NO... Hello redditors, i am feeling a little off now because on valentin's day i asked my crush out and she said NO. And i thought i knew all the signals but i guess they were off and now she won't talk to me and i don't know what to do? Any help? I don't want to feel depressed anymore.",-1.7374999999999972,0.17934247222222233,0.4930000000000021,104.35200000000002,96.5,3.4355555555555566,18.31111111111111,4.935628992294339,-0.8679655555555557,246,8,64,1,10,81,45,72,0.159,0.77,0.071,-0.6006,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,16,17,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,4,15,0,8,11,1,9,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,3,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158807834768466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502363024417605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717752989263714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381356683210665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272725772245594,0.0,0.21732515890167825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551638620195505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779618846938327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912657705521425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386699488952953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528936179680973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800333095924163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280741642990835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031602721243008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882645709794906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarah-ro,2020/02/17,"Health Anxiety About ALS I’ve been struggling seriously with health anxiety these past two months. It started when I woke up one day with an extremely stiff neck and a headache that was only on my left side and the pain traveled from my neck all the way down to my left arm. I looked up my symptoms and just thought it was a pinched nerve or something but i went to the doctor to be sure because I’ve always believed that I have a brain tumor. Ever since I was twelve years old ( I’m nineteen now) I thought I had a brain tumor. The doctor thought it was strange but only ordered an X-ray for my spine which annoyed me because I thought it would be more helpful to get an mri. The pain in my arm got worse and my headache was insane. I felt literal pressure in my head on the left side and I just knew it was because the tumor in my brain was getting larger and causing my brain to press up against my skull. The anxiety only progressed and I started having major brain fog. I had difficulty speaking and would be in the middle of a sentence and would completely forget about what I was talking about. It got so severe that I started crying all of the time and I couldn’t eat anymore, my appetite completely diminished and I lost ten pounds in a week. I was tired of waiting for my referral for my X-ray to go through and so I went to the emergency room and lied and said I had a seizure so that they would have to give me a CT scan because I just knew something was there. As it turns out my CT scan was totally clear and nothing was wrong with my brain after all. Once I found out I had a clear brain scan the pressure I felt in my head completely disappeared. The pain in my arm however remained but it was much milder. Then I started having chest pains and I thought that maybe I had a blood clot and or an aneurysm because the pain was radiating in my chest and left arm, so I went to the ER again, and to my surprise of course everything was fine. Then I convinced myself that this pain I must be feeling was caused by MS because the pain started to spread into my other limbs and I constantly felt aches and sensations all over my body. I was okay with the fact that I might have MS because at least I wouldn’t die. My anxiety decreased when I believed I just had MS but I was still constantly looking up my symptoms and researching about MS. One night I was laying in my bed and I started to get twitching all over my body, everywhere head to toe, my thighs, calves, butt, stomach, back, arms, occasionally face. And I noticed I was all very tired all of the time , more fatigued then I’d ever been in my entire life and so i googled my symptoms again and ALS came up. I started reading about ALS and then my arms started to feel weak and the twitching consisted. I started crying a lot about having ALS cause I just believe that I do . The twitching has gone away now but my arms feel funny or heavy or something. I recognize that I am close to insane with my health anxiety. I don’t know what to do about it. I always think something is wrong with me. Has anyone else ever experienced this? Also is my ALS anxiety irrational? I’m not asking to be diagnosed , I just need support, I feel scared and I need to be told I’m being irrational.",4.352590309878448,5.331878756548537,4.852848484848487,85.95761547680193,70.3713405238829,7.802787193973634,30.600958739941788,8.021203637495839,1.988568128745078,2559,105,522,33,45,815,253,649,0.2,0.7390000000000001,0.061,-0.9984,1,0,4,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,2,31,24,1,4,35,1,57,58,31,3,16,105,110,51,1,9,16,0,8,0,0,7,26,2,2,0,25,40,1,2,17,2,0,8,4,18,1,4,50,16,90,6,70,45,14,80,0,2,5,1,8,34,1,6,36,361,115,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03858650686970814,0.08029780998277836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147244323154644,0.0,0.047852274102294624,0.0337383956153794,0.049439107280592566,0.0,0.0,0.04510840493291513,0.0,0.04533363733001868,0.03710223256789842,0.0,0.20589459731528065,0.0,0.0,0.16308790526399994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719252167249396,0.0,0.3770504653729748,0.0,0.055186575258953714,0.0,0.14870197426237905,0.0,0.0,0.15177155155079852,0.10428491848693977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600346395547616,0.031118064263525477,0.0,0.0,0.048974002659728566,0.05007717919140959,0.0,0.0,0.09877439708526684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049373074274993614,0.040307727572846536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093805308890333,0.0,0.0,0.043365111878893435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975891263355075,0.0,0.13898629925736405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052905004680279366,0.0,0.0,0.07562785925202238,0.04628699531456574,0.027422297096233537,0.0,0.07718186427588188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148559107715885,0.15386646597311254,0.0,0.0,0.032341795511914316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026517624899102043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970049547184602,0.0,0.03408128454905996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103779454681254,0.0,0.052671938782365056,0.04102148692601877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048474865628532864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118695074025117,0.0,0.0,0.03851368708423652,0.0,0.03547022031343902,0.0715553803730369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528052911712424,0.0,0.04629837533133981,0.05493436747286303,0.050631569717806184,0.05138600606995256,0.0653925909576274,0.11009174880839112,0.3593991207578194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046061277482653665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048264307070005695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589798779134795,0.0,0.04830791834475053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054510177872005114,0.0,0.03991393228096637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858467712894435,0.0,0.0,0.30737234531065744,0.0,0.038533510256528236,0.0,0.0,0.05044268254784493,0.0,0.0,0.054754946239049335,0.045476231714716236,0.1504545702131187,0.0,0.03878252670090048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030917452441437593,0.0,0.1915305123141124,0.05627138333210111,0.11091542673147856,0.0,0.04610613675143009,0.0,0.0,0.05248350386598855,0.047134459675100056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039812334196850666,0.0,0.03829959601898433,0.03870424195588691,0.0,0.0,0.13418817535390812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917214555851741,0.13710521326978056,0.10551033365165424,0.0,0.031072222760853887
anxiety,stoneyfox,2020/02/17,"Panic attacks out of nowhere Hey, guys.

Let me start this off by talking about when my anxiety has started. 

Late January of 2019, I had this sudden and intense panic attack out of the blue in the middle of a conversation with my husband and sister in law. My heart was racing, I couldn’t think properly, and the only thoughts that I could decipher were: “you’re going to die.” It felt like I was having a heart attack without the pain that is associated with heart attacks. I was in a good place back then, and I have yet to figure out why this is still an ongoing battle. I have no idea why I have this sudden fear of heart attacks. Prior to this happening, I was a healthy late 20-something year old with the only issue of low vitamin D and GERD, but I was prescribed omeprazole along with vitamin supplements which has helped immensely.

Fast forward to May 2019, I got prescribed Zoloft — 25mg for a couple weeks then upped to 50mg — and it worked wonderfully. The panic attacks I had were rare and I was able to just mentally toss the attack out into a metaphorical trash bin. 

Fast forward again to January 2020 to present.
I noticed I gained ten pounds from taking Zoloft and told my doctor of my concern of constantly being hungry despite having three meals a day. She prescribed me Wellbutrin to take instead. About a week into switching the meds, I noticed that I was experiencing dizziness — something I attributed to Wellbutrin since that was one of the listed side effects. Now, three weeks into taking Wellbutrin, my panic attacks have yet again reared its ugly head. I’ve already had two panic attacks today, one of which was so bad that I had to pull over on the highway to get my head straight. Oncoming symptoms were immense fear, feeling hot, and what felt like was a racing heart. All of which I thought were leading to a heart attack, but I snapped myself out of it (with an assist from my husband) because if it truly was a heart attack, I’d already be dead.

Is there anybody else that has this strange fear of heart attacks seemingly from out of the blue? It’s been an exhausting journey but I think I’ll have my doctor switch me back to Zoloft as I had no negative side effects from it compared to Wellbutrin.",7.546686977176499,7.3312352684085536,7.244657647423319,75.72402044820822,63.29928741092636,9.602024166064238,36.35660435815346,8.964715089967882,3.206579593101312,1772,76,312,24,23,560,205,421,0.223,0.7070000000000001,0.07,-0.9974,0,0,2,0,0,1,40.0,0,0,0,5,15,28,13,8,25,0,40,21,10,4,1,50,59,18,2,3,6,3,4,2,0,1,10,0,0,1,23,24,1,0,13,0,0,6,5,25,0,6,27,7,37,3,61,26,1,57,0,1,2,0,10,24,0,4,33,224,60,4,0.04936298346244047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894655947829246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037762547236339664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6738902395223675,0.0,0.07591417457498054,0.0412160292979411,0.030091216548055993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334384860174729,0.0,0.03941232559223717,0.05461920230223937,0.0,0.03183504063554179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051230983424006164,0.0,0.0,0.10105021052502837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412364385631788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664124036466196,0.02495940763030875,0.0,0.09479241054695076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025790121477117026,0.0,0.028054121072105212,0.04140332851740768,0.039480087269271526,0.0,0.0,0.048877114465020514,0.043651523252079716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132132450707523,0.0,0.0,0.4679629846119258,0.03308696728784017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572479984609747,0.0,0.05152212982905583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136719089170197,0.0,0.0,0.050476995034797904,0.0,0.04823252059828565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483114653873118,0.0,0.049746277032521706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124001676952799,0.051798147396235686,0.0,0.06689927023640574,0.07508554660882415,0.052525694753146605,0.2895841262211494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051573811342785984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493820620020409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083357002312682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600407265311848,0.0,0.0,0.0698787475291938,0.0,0.03942134235787017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130704056627123,0.11134446079399413,0.0396760962705292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325961322563876,0.0,0.07837738994083703,0.0,0.0,0.04679033646023609,0.0471684461025447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482204621207732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878802341292292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908482930786471,0.0,0.0,0.047584154535619885,0.0535320498811204,0.035936839870952225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03178814292082581
anxiety,runner26point2,2020/02/17,"Am I the only one who panics in stores? I’m trying to figure out why this happens to me. If I’m in a store, I can’t go down an aisle if there’s somebody in that aisle. 9 times out of 10 I will have a full blown panic attack when shopping just because I can’t always control where other people will be and when. 

I don’t know if I have a fear of being physically close to strangers or if I just fear making decisions around them and being judged for these decisions. Either way, I constantly feel like I’m under a microscope when I’m doing any type of shopping and the anxiety of it eventually closes in on me if I don’t leave the store soon enough. 

This can turn shopping for a few groceries from a 10 minute stop after work, to an hour long endeavor. It’s exhausting. 

Anyone else experience this? Do you know why or have anything that has helped?

Thanks a bunch.",3.5258279009126454,4.681816011299438,4.853333333333335,84.51707953063888,72.50282485875707,7.7060408518035635,24.914819643633198,8.139509932561175,1.3738086918730987,682,20,140,10,13,227,107,177,0.142,0.826,0.032,-0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,9,8,1,4,12,0,17,1,0,2,0,27,29,13,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,6,3,6,1,4,6,0,1,0,1,13,2,22,24,5,26,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,7,11,98,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337783104756027,0.0,0.0,0.10933302895529977,0.0,0.12299301512197545,0.0,0.0,0.11241814850370016,0.16473376409240142,0.13230475019000534,0.1431245114261895,0.0,0.18290563553484165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800741006083756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374147820794694,0.1803236840983988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134307515857849,0.0,0.0,0.16612433650804598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572695421754409,0.0,0.3618348530682482,0.08129305422373498,0.11485823393348607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137256858389887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421734721929396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077646018554994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833173622476066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767163043469545,0.0,0.0,0.17023831397057546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854691446247572,0.0,0.0,0.1422814868758561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731906718370897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894581480876993,0.1222772091048704,0.0,0.3772714228464661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146166732645467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441573309368196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802071744067008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374963765397837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915618636325804,0.17487785723016736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761631353125882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29015022979320754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704666695340407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saltybeachxx,2020/02/17,"First Date I went out with a guy from bumble on Friday night and we had the best time. We talked all night and it was about 25 degrees outside while he waited for my Uber with me. He gave me the biggest hug ever, I was so happy. 

*Side note, he’s not the biggest texter out there*

Fast forward 2 days later, I haven’t heard from him. We texted briefly Friday night saying he’d want to see me again. It’s been all day and he hasn’t responded to my text from last night. 

Should I text him again or let him come to me?

I’m just a bit confused because If you had a good time on a date, wouldn’t you be eager to text a girl back? Or at least make plans for another?",1.2932983682983659,2.6453274615384643,2.5903671328671334,97.71580710955713,78.58041958041956,5.326107226107227,18.909673659673658,5.46131890053228,-0.5404354312354314,509,10,124,2,12,164,91,143,0.016,0.846,0.13699999999999998,0.9515,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,2,0,3,8,6,0,1,8,0,12,1,0,1,3,25,21,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,8,3,19,5,17,8,5,30,0,0,1,1,20,9,0,4,20,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858103237954343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625635593834534,0.0,0.10801986679154504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596114161820665,0.0,0.1934572067602129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264266287110226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285595096006052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602881258327303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072677576487334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862749148192506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545649526116294,0.0,0.18863337869518054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444217407884855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119966239944532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828280467957553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6651631953595905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409170630208576,0.0,0.0,0.1412059696194022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242716399008334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066542389978918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451752990245552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426677065213305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alliemae21,2020/02/17,"Dating with Anxiety (24yo Female) Anyone else struggle super bad when dating because you have anxiety and overthink every little thing? I'm not really a FWB person. I like relationships and am trying to find a permanent one to settle down with. I recently started dating someone after my last relationship of over 3 years ended the first week of August 2019. I had went on some dates with people, but this new guy is the first one I've referred to as bf (he just asked me to be his gf the other day).

 I am struggling so much because this relationship is so new. My last one broke my heart and it's not that I'm holding anything from that against the new relationship... what I AM doing is overthinking everything. Like does he like me as much as I like him? Am I too talkative? Too extra? Too caring? How do people handle anxiety and dating especially when you're looking for something special and worry so much about the other person's thoughts? Yeah I could ask, but I also worry it's too early to ask certain things. I'm just so forward and blunt sometimes because my brain literally won't turn off 😭",3.9876153039832296,6.0662619858490565,5.311823899371071,77.9569706498952,73.00943396226415,7.541299790356394,27.343815513626836,8.344100000000001,2.1377350104821806,879,33,152,15,18,293,128,212,0.115,0.7559999999999999,0.129,0.7251,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,15,12,0,2,7,1,14,2,2,1,1,23,26,19,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,3,11,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,5,3,1,18,8,22,20,5,30,0,1,1,0,17,6,0,1,28,106,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962418237339572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850684917003955,0.0,0.0,0.0696199885243736,0.1020187836069224,0.08193565996726154,0.0,0.2792468263384877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313479606507483,0.18208647414739726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115038262396232,0.0,0.0,0.10151581503051872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949663532301113,0.0,0.0,0.06421287193454478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713228717379404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317596257558724,0.0,0.0881873499244802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389000640369715,0.0,0.08948494841854644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100299243975214,0.16938431774218385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858758867637404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798809818168125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232178380641335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457482110453095,0.09979290335824406,0.0,0.0,0.08361171631732599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958095097322475,0.0,0.0,0.28848905682875914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240876969741528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380552891763719,0.1738771944744597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378556104439266,0.0,0.09831100372587201,0.4275934073874555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436331351052354,0.07665201121700209,0.0984749130053344,0.0,0.07047446738655849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817937048072008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229659273480213,0.0,0.0,0.07904556115464799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759987193459498,0.10830096897682463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986713154745027,0.0,0.0,0.09230017272454563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223148376162092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411827689433244
anxiety,BredSpy,2020/02/17,"My anxiety is making my new relationship stressful I recently got into a relationship with a girl that I've known for seven years. We met at my former employer. We always had feelings for one another, however our timing was always bad. We reconnected back on January 26th and have been together since. I have really bad anxiety,to the point where I keep telling myself something is wrong. Whether it's her not saying she loves me back after I say it or I worry that she's mad at me or upset about something I did. I really love her and I don't want this to get in the way. I know how she feels about me and how much she does love me and care about me. It just doesn't feel that way. I guess I'm just too scared to tell her any of this.",2.357535425101215,4.0662952697368455,4.263421052631582,85.3212550607288,76.5657894736842,8.097975708502025,22.87651821862348,8.841846274778883,1.5393617408906883,579,17,123,13,13,197,95,152,0.191,0.7340000000000001,0.075,-0.9406,2,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,0,11,11,1,3,4,0,10,3,0,3,0,26,26,9,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,6,5,30,4,15,20,1,17,0,0,0,3,22,7,0,3,8,86,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071265516768075,0.0,0.0,0.09427729098283967,0.14537202171309074,0.10605622460393024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132051818156563,0.2315106781937687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413487269921976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132137114036667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029570847437828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243163176523293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108799408209224,0.0,0.15272327621922224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322612117891098,0.0,0.0,0.07619076598134575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753734348912499,0.0,0.09254066242893573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191347322736746,0.0,0.0,0.13389559358038905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394339827801036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105591028468272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762765045815826,0.0,0.13688640751984904,0.29768654167975184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204979564834756,0.13879890509257045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468120110249275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345766083161855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880716553143764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423480956578089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083981531558464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177115413191978,0.22008574060200475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079167260221884,0.0,0.0,0.15157679412191846,0.0,0.08927709257146292
anxiety,IwishThatIWasOkay,2020/02/17,"Bad on my own At night I get super anxious to the point where I just have an attack which really fucking sucks, anyone else?",9.5332,6.064720720000004,9.264,73.17200000000003,61.8,11.6,33.0,8.841846274778883,2.6314,98,2,19,1,1,32,24,25,0.348,0.536,0.11599999999999999,-0.7764,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804688498026394,0.0,0.2354864554672868,0.34507391127000264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831392027922751,0.0,0.0,0.2811996793780907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28133892323391424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113503922255688,0.1759551808851609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160479657964006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183687270080186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157517689776353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nikki1190,2020/02/17,"Thinking about going back to school, then shenanigans occurred Hi reddit!

Lately, I've been feeling anxious and depressed with my current job (that I'm still on probation for) because I've been an 'on call part-timer' since Jan 31st due to other staff being sick. Overworked and underpaid has been the cry of the staff. It had me thinking about going back to school so I could get a diploma/certificate that could get me a better paying job that didn't require me to do so much housekeeping. 

So, I looked at a college and became interested in their digital media design program. There's a part-time program that's an offshoot of that program, but it makes more sense to do the full-time program than preface it with the part-time program \*and\* going into the full-time program. Time and money to do it is causing me stress and anxiety, but now I have friends dissuading me from taking the program. 

They've been saying the market is too saturated with web designers which won't do much for me after graduation. Now, I'm feeling not-so-great about it because I don't want to be stuck with a diploma that won't get me anywhere. My backup is being an administrative assistant, but my pep for it isn't there. 

On Tuesday, the college I'm looking into has an open house that I'm hoping I can attend. Unfortunately, now I'm just torn about what to do. Do I join a saturated market that may not get me a job or do I do a program that'll likely get me a job? It's all causing me stress and anxiety.",6.757704081632652,6.308402823129254,7.269447278911568,75.67213010204084,64.98639455782313,9.52687074829932,35.04166666666667,8.841846274778883,2.953966666666666,1186,49,221,16,16,391,138,294,0.10400000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.062,-0.8633,5,0,0,1,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,2,17,8,0,2,21,0,32,1,0,3,1,34,56,15,0,4,6,0,2,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,19,14,0,1,4,0,3,4,6,3,0,0,7,5,21,5,31,40,4,25,0,1,2,0,5,8,0,3,14,153,40,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706944536605292,0.12603714794087084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157381456641346,0.0,0.13601846656435898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867053141917442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392074875884554,0.0,0.0,0.2292167990256169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815178998263764,0.0,0.12254935491287977,0.0,0.0,0.09609111689064476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282163839430025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619515250015651,0.0,0.2914415881311904,0.0,0.1902155662073993,0.0,0.0,0.12300124908728033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080961696987747,0.0,0.12873149434993308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428457849226232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258506324135985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450521981917434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737367770256375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447077186502671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402681406167832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624433737817661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872128523283118,0.0,0.2258202851551787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228805306066802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890962738057282,0.0,0.2555955811080364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838832974922981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429732090203862,0.0,0.0,0.06505468283848583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580416440366912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,that_marine_girl,2020/02/17,"Anyone want to chat? My anxiety has been overwhelming lately, I don't really have anyone to talk to... At least without bias....",2.472028985507244,5.3932637391304405,4.330434782608695,77.67072463768119,85.52173913043478,8.284057971014493,20.71014492753623,8.841846274778883,2.347736231884058,98,3,16,3,3,33,20,23,0.077,0.8640000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085541384813577,0.0,0.0,0.5640496726879722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549852983382698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583900514197339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32418956344331584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790049202699803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888055463052271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hatchetthrash,2020/02/17,"Big mistake I (35f) have always been somewhat anxious but in the last 2 months it has been building to unmanageable amounts. I can feel it physically, I can hear it. Its starting to make me take long times to do anything. I broke up with my boyfriend, who I cared about a lot, because of all the what ifs and the fears in my head. I see that now but at the time my anxiety was too loud.  I don't know if I should try to fix that and apologize for one time too many or just work myself because I'm having attacks pretty bad still. I'm going to try to seek help tomorrow but I don't have insurance so we will see how that goes.",3.3215182357930466,3.9802804732824453,4.40880407124682,89.37866836301953,72.51145038167941,7.654283290924512,27.53265479219677,7.793537801064563,1.3573148430873614,486,17,111,6,9,159,91,131,0.152,0.754,0.094,-0.7878,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,5,0,14,1,1,2,1,20,26,10,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,5,15,1,14,21,4,16,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,5,10,76,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690894444451786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425884217126006,0.2130353112547813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518060157513616,0.0,0.0,0.21453051771019094,0.0,0.0,0.15745168428934725,0.2299063159897148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226409175346326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121985419621897,0.09534884454414952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717113436933842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935316607374335,0.0,0.21253696899290567,0.0,0.12639739480574394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363551715759503,0.1537132432319035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688234318640602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031914729646238,0.0,0.0,0.12587482597664498,0.19118476723761732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051822679473073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778284269339438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184788181547452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005386438181888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347387754127066,0.0,0.15059569921995633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178442373777558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329877615453018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560591761243909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728435422091115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,megantheswede,2020/02/17,"New job post very negative experience making me want to shut down So long story short I'm an adult ESL teacher who graduated in June with degrees in Spanish and ESL and had an amazing experience in my student teaching. Fast forward a few months we move across the country and I find a job after a month or so. That teaching job ended up being HORRID and a complete nightmare and have heard from other teachers in my area that the man running should be in prison due to a slew of things ranging from intimidation tactics, withholding money from teachers, and lots more. I had no idea going into it because I was desperate for a teaching job and new to this state. I was dropped into it with absolutely no support, resources, anything. I now just got hired at a new place that's the total opposite, they're accredited with the US government have tons of other teachers, a full curriculum, tons of resources, etc. 

I have always had a huge anxiety trigger with any situation where I'm not told explicitly what exactly I should be doing but now it's upped by a thousand and I feel like I was ruined by my previous job and now I feel frozen. I've been absolutely sick with anxiety since finding out I start Tuesday like state of continuous panic where I'd rather yeet myself down a flight of stairs so I don't have to go through with teaching again out of fear. I still don't know what levels I'm teaching or which classes which is making me panic since the same thing would happen in my old job and I'm terrified of not having enough time to plan and not being ready for class and absolutely bombing even though I did fine despite the situation in the old job. I'm really sorry if this doesn't fit here but I needed to get it out somewhere, I haven't had this much anxiety in YEARS and I feel like I'm totally consumed by it.",6.332184873949583,6.505217232493003,6.97165266106443,75.35815126050423,65.75070028011207,9.713165266106444,34.086834733893554,9.48565724429506,3.1105372549019608,1460,61,271,26,21,482,193,357,0.152,0.795,0.053,-0.9878,7,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,1,15,10,0,3,20,0,27,1,0,3,4,57,50,22,0,7,10,0,3,3,0,3,1,2,0,2,20,25,0,1,7,0,1,5,10,4,0,1,12,5,26,6,48,31,12,62,0,1,0,0,7,31,0,4,27,193,46,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369767009522903,0.0,0.0,0.060230910898888025,0.0,0.20326834642144612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288589455846749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399169527461395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928643818839784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844708751421026,0.09151690212885108,0.09877941130025417,0.05849991551453716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327769791781164,0.0,0.09966632683420903,0.13435157021900773,0.12654942646617487,0.0,0.0,0.1619034865678515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627437969029991,0.0,0.10067320167685846,0.0,0.07083784192817498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832251440998231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998520358006996,0.0,0.0,0.6152472048092571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048675976890084384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981307437223327,0.0,0.0,0.07838201905194347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529938888589544,0.0,0.0,0.11824286283949005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413921005065367,0.09413632092136233,0.0651094368682176,0.06567383117175563,0.0,0.25662553991380793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587947652703127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078365675156823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092537219348482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482596246084738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567404678072025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465327043951438,0.19911368669695373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991473142172437,0.06269058674883746,0.0,0.07073243783624499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050864313417568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768447965594114,0.0,0.08701997074584211,0.0,0.05164611395380257,0.0,0.0,0.08463281517643301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653928880444327,0.0,0.0,0.07307985789375282,0.05224111816614855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291787271694832,0.0,0.0,0.05703643530616854
anxiety,kyle2100,2020/02/18,"Health anxiety questions Usually when my anxiety is bad it comes with a physical pain which is usually my left shoulder hurting and has been that way for years.  Recently I was sick about 2/3 weeks ago and i had pretty bad head congestion, now instead of my shoulder hurting I get more of a little headache with a little pressure and noticed that my shoulder has stopped hurting.  Has anyone else experienced this before?",9.3598,9.354930280000003,8.557166666666667,67.10775000000002,59.53333333333333,11.766666666666666,45.41666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.515466666666668,341,20,52,8,4,107,52,75,0.324,0.64,0.036000000000000004,-0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,8,8,4,0,0,8,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,7,0,6,7,1,14,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,9,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925750765813522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403584058479077,0.0,0.0,0.10984626621245776,0.16096501450634146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623398002108407,0.0,0.0,0.133678452242814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353256370296416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123485253601722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207699080874546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122741856171285,0.1669873593984031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045285594272684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068695791794292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149060509990188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788566125795972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716287937232746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982469547246916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598521996107758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551148874881724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313405939972875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460415341424829,0.0,0.0,0.12469673033928087,0.12601418614878382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116567758917612
anxiety,TheFullKettle,2020/02/18,"Anxiety is ruining my life As the title says, anxiety is ruining my life. I'm losing every bond I've formed and everyone I love. I don't have a best friend anymore, they've moved on to someone else, and I can't even blame her. I haven't told her so how was she supposed to know what I'm going through. I haven't seen most of my family in over a year, even though there isn't much distance between us. 

Everyone thinks I'm very school oriented, but little do they know how hard I'm finding it to keep up, and study, and do homework. I can never focus in class, so nothing ever sticks in my brain. I know I'm going to fail school. 

This among other stuff is making my mental health deteriorate rapidly. I'm not going to say I have depression because I've not been diagnosed, but I do think that it is possible. I don't really see the point in life anymore. I have no future, after high school I'll lose everyone. I can't deal with school, I don't have any idea what I want to do with my life. I'm too scared to follow my dreams, I'll probably end up homeless or dead. I have thought about ending it, but I know that I'm too much of a coward to ever do anything. I just wish it would end.

I feel so alone right now, I know no-one will see this because when do they ever but thought I'd try and get some of this out",2.7615000000000016,3.547275007142858,4.451428571428573,88.08357142857143,73.92857142857143,7.742857142857144,24.714285714285715,8.07648339933343,1.1943,1022,30,231,15,20,346,142,280,0.17,0.7829999999999999,0.046,-0.9859,0,1,0,0,0,1,31.0,1,0,2,4,18,10,0,1,5,0,28,8,1,3,4,41,60,18,1,3,8,0,2,0,1,2,6,2,1,0,13,8,0,1,12,1,0,5,12,7,0,0,6,7,32,3,28,52,6,31,0,6,3,1,12,14,0,3,12,143,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943018705662764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191812670268052,0.0,0.13930826149489986,0.0,0.18059719800350904,0.0,0.0,0.07492760754831489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100827063758664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555290776587153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164356095283714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387007481267548,0.07842250379008261,0.09241533261779987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606182563009893,0.0,0.2419337495483974,0.0,0.0,0.12027728376899215,0.24708382144326055,0.076714796458018,0.2610107648261884,0.0,0.0,0.08583522921720707,0.0,0.04603836260249432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832194005146537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703461453291566,0.0,0.04757063876324065,0.0,0.1552399581202577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156423913108046,0.0,0.0,0.0967834623771618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620088460814337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027860347995895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093073639148661,0.0,0.0,0.25019755300700897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572494038951169,0.0,0.09125750011559138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203726625573642,0.0,0.0,0.08217751295182843,0.0,0.06077756797729576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175847336081346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967733105666964,0.13386662434224966,0.0,0.07022451226971109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736634793030462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607307627898599,0.1026468596720273,0.0,0.0,0.09816889222717512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832990772385267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775746392961537,0.0,0.14481557822563085,0.09115841261581664,0.3685958232458361,0.14511247751677805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714762105678592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423215738171854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668422003088527,0.08945761393763149,0.1445694045058837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700358827539613,0.0,0.06181797616148455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952371605472068,0.0,0.0,0.07512700427319646,0.05370452024428888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470470511473833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468035692322655,0.0,0.0,0.05863416599966754
anxiety,NinePostcards,2020/02/18,"Thought Patterns and the News I find as though, the negativity and sensationalism of the news is similar to my own thought patterns. Often times I'll catastrophize, have black and white thinking, or emotional reasoning and it's similar to the mass media at times. To reiterate the mass media is biased towards negativity (not unlike myself). Keeping this in mind I try and reframe things in a more balanced perspective.",8.07708333333333,9.992151430555557,8.381555555555558,60.619,62.472222222222214,11.315555555555555,40.78888888888889,11.20814326018867,5.417402222222222,341,19,49,10,5,112,50,72,0.11900000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,17,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,9,5,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,2,2,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372236466053771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740028297319789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664673218795351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30270266140465196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308234275936608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199167300994161,0.1920934678440856,0.2945423688273963,0.4759998952444278,0.34962017601941103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353788049179952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,equilibrez,2020/02/18,"Panic attacks. Again. I had panic attacks. Somewhere along the line they’ve stopped. Now they’re back again. Stronger than ever. 

I can’t concentrate at work. I barely manage to do the work I am supposed to do. I haven’t found anything to help take my mind off of things. No hobbies, nothing. I’ve tried, but there’s just nothing that makes sense anymore. I don’t know what to do or where to go. I’m turning 30 and I have nothing. No one. No friends, nothing.

The only thing keeping me alive is knowing that it would destroy my mother if I left. She’s the most genuinely kind and generous person I’ve ever met. Her heart would be so broken, she would never be able to deal with that. My grandmother would probably be sad too. They’re the only people I stay alive for. Isn’t it stupid? Not seeing the point of being alive anymore but not being able to leave because of the damage you know you’d do. I’m just so damn sad all the time.

I don’t see the point of being alive. Not anymore.  I don’t think I’ve ever seen it. Maybe I did back when I had hope. Back when I thought I’d find something to do with my life. Back when I thought I’d find purpose and find happiness.

How naive.",0.17959104938271508,2.539896037037039,1.648105709876546,96.77178819444448,90.6872427983539,4.025154320987655,20.350951646090536,5.602791699666715,-0.13738261316872435,919,31,198,6,32,294,126,243,0.19399999999999998,0.662,0.145,-0.8849,0,0,1,0,0,1,34.0,0,2,0,2,21,14,5,2,9,0,28,2,1,2,5,41,47,13,0,6,9,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,2,10,0,0,1,13,10,0,1,8,3,25,4,19,28,2,24,0,3,3,0,11,6,1,4,16,127,34,3,0.1886126373136832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280579581731482,0.0,0.0,0.07760606483547006,0.0,0.0,0.21457410394871934,0.0,0.2900629514618593,0.0,0.057488256533607326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722567355864754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25591639309124903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585828002480141,0.0,0.0,0.10340201075893468,0.07286082785733769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359645418264937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003908298290777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175344167557807,0.06321153750380068,0.0,0.0,0.09366745336363444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382378913580164,0.0,0.09820551863379312,0.15548485923149896,0.0,0.0,0.09985677470013936,0.10246409115722267,0.0,0.06661134183650927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295020000400749,0.0,0.0947433727215578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952224981339381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273484674828681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619578248268754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390440218858608,0.14344840988800356,0.0,0.22129629102466394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538012708375067,0.08234463988687117,0.0,0.0,0.17829990725349334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167816195246668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029985217853178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260161149190361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051798783322573,0.0,0.07884430515453662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709066150637773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530585531856522,0.06042768107305457,0.0,0.14973736579103192,0.054990772800129456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402779993865702,0.10257819395752638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731224633002995,0.0,0.0,0.267970011973412,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Guilty0nee,2020/02/18,Having a panic attack pls help Please I'm freaking out :(,-0.3284848484848517,0.18387372727272755,1.9309090909090896,87.74969696969698,129.9090909090909,1.4666666666666668,12.757575757575758,3.1291,-1.1637515151515148,45,1,7,0,3,15,11,11,0.565,0.14,0.294,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470297734358143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222997780524106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641671465180104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278226130357191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oceanseyess,2020/02/18,"Just started Sertraline So today, after a lot of worrying, I finally took my first ever dose of sertraline. I feel like I need to talk about this somewhere because the people close to me are against medication. I feel like this was definitely the right thing to do for myself considering how inactive and suicidal I’ve been as of recent. I slept pretty much all day today and I’ve had some nausea too. Not much has changed on the side of overthinking and negativity but I don’t expect it to yet!",5.0385563909774405,6.590668494736844,6.471278195488722,72.83894736842106,69.3157894736842,10.06015037593985,30.413533834586467,10.290406445055957,3.3751954887218036,397,16,71,11,7,135,70,95,0.071,0.845,0.084,-0.1134,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,2,2,17,13,7,1,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,9,2,14,8,5,15,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,12,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196543064387975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116555414992756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290334817297411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809816182426503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233046380063427,0.2858709143726433,0.0,0.21917520006213398,0.0,0.17018588026221484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954955904296849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170098796601546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155710424053544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29416007281202905,0.1483549842277832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870859608796127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355081958502855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755246449692607,0.0,0.0,0.1708651530103265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416159350294476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188523895151145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081477331350202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329226482733404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793002869944389,0.0,0.2222935439462225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031884860385396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tb12_legit,2020/02/18,"Treat anxiety as if it’s your friend..respect it..respect it’s there by your side..ask it questions.. Ask it questions..what can I help you with anxiety? Why are you here right now, anxiety?  Recognise it as it’s own entity, give it a name if you must.

Maybe it’s similar to the movie inside out?

Just know it’s there by your side.

Ask it why it’s hurting you?

Read the book the Wisdom of Anxiety by Sheryl Paul if you haven’t already. She has a great blog too.",0.8362499999999997,2.921635124999998,2.65816666666667,93.1035,83.16666666666666,6.34,22.1,7.554174236665415,0.8357450000000002,356,12,80,6,10,118,56,96,0.099,0.758,0.14400000000000002,0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,8,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,9,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,15,3,0,4,1,50,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003827505618561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556458593773196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092703239404106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402915518285039,0.0,0.0,0.1741921720437255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019729196798594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171210444160202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438971009038108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979396258546487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824257996436573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341593304803235,0.0,0.1816334031529587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507196918739038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277031090385226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mcgavin27,2020/02/18,"Panic attacks or something else? I am 30, male, no issues in my medical history; no medications. I drink moderately and do not smoke or take any drugs.

For the past 2 years (on and off again, symptoms will appear for 2-3 months at a time and then disappear), I have had these ""episodes"" where my pulse and heart rate increase, I can feel my heart pounding. If I am sitting, I need to grab the table or chair. If I am laying down, I need to grab the bed/couch. If I am standing, I need to grab a counter, wall, or I choose to go to the ground. I do not fall but I choose to kneel, sit, etc.

These episodes will come at a random and last typically 10-30 seconds at a time. Once it passes, my heart rate remains elevated and I may have a headache. In December, I had a major/multiple panic attacks that lasted close to 3 hours. This checked off every box I can find online for a panic attack: sense of dread, shortness of breath, elevated pulse, etc. This attack has lead me to therapy which has helped prevent an attack of this nature happening again.

However, over the past week, I have been having ""episodes"" again that feel like I am about to fall. The hair on my neck stands up and my pulse begins to race. They will happen at home, at work, right before bed, right when I wake up, in a stressful situation and in the calmest situations.

I have gone to multiple general practitioners, urgent care, cardiologists, ENT, and a therapist. I have my blood drawn a handful time, 5-6 EKGs, and various balance tests at the ENT; all for nothing.

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Any ideas if this could be an underlying medical issue that the doctors have missed (maybe something nerve based) or these are just micro panic attacks that I will have to learn how to control?",5.09962166575939,5.892967655688626,5.734501905280348,80.98952640174198,68.55089820359281,8.827218290691347,30.151878062057705,8.97023862654752,2.3332502994011977,1343,50,266,23,22,436,180,334,0.154,0.8,0.047,-0.9902,1,0,5,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,1,3,8,15,6,6,21,0,30,16,9,3,1,45,45,23,0,8,13,0,7,1,0,5,6,0,2,1,13,12,1,2,7,1,1,10,4,13,0,1,4,7,31,2,40,34,5,57,0,1,0,0,3,26,0,12,18,172,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887623725513733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464243758746004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811837281857556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816183694677615,0.0,0.0,0.0689577268470498,0.0,0.0,0.08978514727075079,0.06391502399194468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193663445440491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784205033722925,0.09283492824093303,0.0,0.06687319056927335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855832595166374,0.0,0.0,0.06744727937466126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095341310334271,0.05718917900628654,0.0,0.0,0.0731660959170417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549540770437812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157947363000248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845860870238567,0.05365718150972357,0.0,0.08029870299482701,0.0,0.07883511434258697,0.0,0.0,0.09036898649317852,0.0,0.16710702119992654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305061612261604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910937333571852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042301370471107,0.0,0.0,0.241931964425909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389675853730163,0.0,0.0,0.17807267524427994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681207210168171,0.0,0.0,0.08525278857011734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756951886900412,0.0,0.0,0.1528374221243229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367279751826226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799636488144399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325591180202748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916993183192114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320470003918796,0.06018915636229285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154646134968124,0.09294656510398047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003692968166315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421290169428688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058278823896628786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155087620214244
anxiety,beansmelesheinz,2020/02/18,Please help So basically I was wondering how to tell my friends and family about my anxiety issues. Lately they have been getting worse and worse and I don't know what I can do to help myself. Please can you tell me some advice,2.119333333333333,4.69245115555556,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,81.8888888888889,7.155555555555559,20.11111111111111,8.238735603445708,1.1749111111111108,182,5,36,4,5,59,33,45,0.146,0.611,0.243,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,7,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,1,3,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341550828273312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707348887459292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058857250787557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687333658880184,0.0,0.11410367914839765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927744797755233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279502473950289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002555380478208,0.0,0.2463618914792647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794697404978066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817780805876739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368427713382835,0.0,0.0,0.445131419189074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kitimiti,2020/02/18,"Unknown number has called me and I'm freaking out When i checked my phone after work, i had two unaswered calls from an unknown number. I looked though my phone for a hint who it could be. I looked online to see if it's a company or something. No luck.   The call was made quite late too, why would anyone call me at night? ""Why don't you just call back?""... Making phone calls in my biggest nightmare, that's why. There is no way i would ever call an unknown phone number just to find out who it is. Guys... Just kill me please. I'm so scared. I would make phone calls illegal if i could, i hate them so so much.",0.5642857142857167,2.751167015873019,1.4993650793650808,100.34285714285716,85.19047619047619,4.234920634920635,17.730158730158728,5.288315135182226,-0.7595650793650797,468,11,109,2,14,145,78,126,0.174,0.7559999999999999,0.07,-0.9481,0,0,1,0,0,1,23.0,0,1,1,2,12,5,2,1,5,0,12,0,0,3,1,20,21,9,1,7,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,3,3,16,1,9,12,1,12,0,0,3,0,18,5,0,4,6,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892963733556892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580216511775623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8052920597077518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741669478427825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891715244923044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010060757375103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976099950213522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732763635829103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906449522392414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120287139966753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655652465596153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932790627139378,0.13160623046413425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246786273688634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251093282524914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821156545856678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485228273189703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869607701268536,0.0,0.07855573526086461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758919305535386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685464348495733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629862808092836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824845300242955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668601606414933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071767631933288,0.0,0.0,0.21008584852195406,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tessicaboland,2020/02/18,"Journaling? So does journaling your thoughts generally (or when your anxious) help in the long term?
I've been thinking about trying to do it more consistently, I write down stuff when I am so anxious I'm stuck in my own head. But would it be more helpful if I did it even when I'm a little anxious (basically everyday).
Also does anyone have tips on how to be consistent with it?",2.950308880308878,5.237633027027028,4.478803088803087,81.78067567567571,76.83783783783784,8.012355212355214,28.138996138996138,8.841846274778883,2.4384888030888034,300,13,58,7,7,100,53,74,0.106,0.818,0.076,-0.3056,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,1,0,10,13,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,8,6,4,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,6,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300321171690552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6908114871137984,0.0,0.1425230550682392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35674696380464577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462815138042322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091889423873292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732466330230067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429175244358405,0.0,0.18038361651660847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23333720587913284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060638173535524,0.0,0.16181868317027462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838755901212474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447953696713734,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HaveGoldWillTravel,2020/02/18,"A comment my mother made I had a severe anxiety attack this past Saturday. They don’t happen often (maybe once a year thanks to my medication), but I decided to mention it to my mom. Hoping for a “typical” motherly response she instead said, “Anxiety attacks serve no purpose...a lot worse things will happen in your life.”

That comment made me feel like I had just been punched in the stomach. Having anxiety is bad enough, but knowing that my own mother has an opinion like that only makes it worse.",6.274193548387097,7.200675720430107,6.949623655913983,72.84443548387098,65.98924731182795,9.640860215053763,35.93010752688172,9.725611199111238,3.7454172043010754,394,19,65,8,6,130,68,93,0.261,0.63,0.109,-0.9418,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,3,7,2,0,6,0,8,3,1,3,0,13,18,2,0,1,3,4,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,2,11,4,6,11,3,5,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,4,5,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740076878633349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707967414556986,0.0,0.0,0.1360705509275616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683883672407118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240095916399573,0.11642358297861252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882221756395376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186289887054453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956234402283116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151083380633486,0.1592347871016663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385486271253718,0.0,0.3084064345116836,0.10878166845822587,0.0,0.1637221511505048,0.0,0.0,0.16417200261155654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086485882960888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355442544751531,0.0,0.12394366788590892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557034220558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501883702501615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410620566110955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500380224328299,0.0,0.0,0.10826796426596592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321543791051812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494533786681162
anxiety,amidisse,2020/02/18,"I’m going alone outside! I have started taking walks outside in the nature or on the mountains alone! 
Also shopping alone either for groceries or clothes!!!!!",5.050000000000002,8.351025111111118,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,75.66666666666667,3.6,34.925925925925924,3.1291,2.0546148148148147,126,7,16,0,3,38,21,27,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.7326,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9090338315106796,0.0,0.2339658004552395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627262250261832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070804959281071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997404528403675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fan_Of_Weezer,2020/02/18,"it’s been getting worse. I’ve also been more paranoid (about nothing). What do I wake up twice every night. I can work myself into a panic attack in under a minute if I think about it. I can’t go to work at times because of it.

Anybody have advice? Like breathing techniques or anything?",1.233533834586467,3.7756085438596543,2.697994987468676,90.22263157894741,86.36842105263159,3.2571428571428567,22.177944862155385,3.1291,-0.04526867167919768,225,8,41,0,7,73,47,57,0.21100000000000002,0.746,0.043,-0.8642,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,2,0,6,2,2,0,0,4,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,1,9,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27563063631044205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225567264523402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232115447026682,0.0,0.0,0.3208896377106521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194419524263732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376519130406192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736731150469976,0.0,0.16030402969182306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378027027513438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646988783828005,0.0,0.27064895795391464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309424825587825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807358514414343,0.0,0.0,0.1644743595478744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106933331396732,0.0,0.2874483145580785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,michfreddy,2020/02/18,"When did you decide it was time for SSRI? Hi everyone. A few years ago I had what could only be called a nervous break down with panic attack after panic attack, which my doctor prescribed Zoloft for. After a hellish couple of weeks things settled down and I was on it for a year at 100mg but had night sweats and was unsure if the medicine helped me get better or lifestyle changes, so I tapered off. This was over a year ago.

In the last few months, my anxiety has ticked up again and this time with some depression. It’s not as bad as the first time but I’m experiencing lots of physical symptoms like chest pains, unable to take deep breaths, etc. I worry almost constantly, though of course there’s good days and bad days.

I’m just so nervous to start meds again. I hated those first few weeks and the side effects after, but I work out and meditate daily and still am suffering. I also know I can’t expect medicine to cure me and don’t feel like this is enough of an issue for medicine, but I’m just unsure. 

What triggered your decision to finally try an SSRI? Would love to hear anyone’s personal experiences.",5.446497064579255,6.095662054794524,5.5974722765818665,82.7931164383562,67.72146118721462,8.448923679060666,27.97162426614481,8.418075326091056,1.8166500978473576,886,27,173,12,14,280,139,219,0.195,0.695,0.11,-0.9539,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,5,11,18,4,4,11,0,15,8,3,2,0,32,26,21,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,11,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,13,0,2,7,3,14,5,29,16,7,39,1,2,0,1,8,11,0,5,29,115,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606500846604315,0.0,0.12203757591928772,0.0,0.0,0.09746129168857606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323203083941406,0.0,0.0,0.08521599602881955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27729483395419496,0.0,0.0,0.20351667966328152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778620899433533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444531774484725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892480965319728,0.0,0.0,0.13170073795088638,0.0,0.0973051720285555,0.13484946133522988,0.0,0.15719519510858748,0.0,0.10496849524073236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474153670084782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259267385967843,0.13591991005156534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645427397036867,0.0,0.11921456508452928,0.0,0.0,0.06162233303168482,0.0870656467574808,0.0,0.1335052262206363,0.0,0.20732915437078664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367328416322889,0.0,0.0,0.10222076326129494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032373582680575,0.0,0.0,0.13735902042065512,0.0,0.08168848185098243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720309271172026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697786829749329,0.09934224909700733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908136968987795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361153229794977,0.10999457375486248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537273089830176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727736443191837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143689650633174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268943052511497,0.1296807962248494,0.28598193885049955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641425420984124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626189202607565,0.0,0.09732743353984356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266720583867406,0.09163285638169616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096658847601189,0.0,0.11973898650309404,0.0,0.21319428018586534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274334053230134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551733084236286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872453815550566,0.1237673093776744,0.0,0.08657463622990283,0.0,0.0,0.2354454350688079
anxiety,rayj1s,2020/02/18,"Is this anxiety? - needs advice Hi r/anxiety,

I (M33) come to your sub in search of helping my fiancé (F32) diagnose a fairly new string of heart related issues she’s been dealing with.

She has always been one to wear her heart on her sleeve, she feels emotions very strongly, which I think is a great thing! It’s made her successful and caring and a great partner, but she would describe herself as a fairly anxious person. However recently, she’s dealt with a few “episodes” that have ended in emergency room visits and we are increasingly more concerned as the doctors haven’t given us any solid diagnosis.

During these episodes they start with her heart rate spiking (she has an Apple Watch) it’s gone up to 150 and shortly after noticing the increased heart rate, she says she feels dizzy, nauseous, has trouble breathing and has blurred vision. The dizzy spells are paralyzing and she will have to stop what she’s doing and wait it out in order to move again. Most recently, she had one of these episodes while driving and she had to pull over until I came to take her to urgent care. After hours there and moving to an emergency room, the doctors couldn’t find any issues through their testing and couldn’t explain anything she was feeling. We ended up leaving with the doctor suggesting she take Tylenol and ibuprofen next time. Since the ER visit she’s had 2 similar but smaller episodes, they definitely seem to be getting more frequent.

I’m curious if anyone here has had similar symptoms, if you all have any advice on what to tell doctors to have them test this more accurately, and if there are any solutions if this is indeed anxiety related panic attacks?",8.157717953630964,8.225308638436482,7.480954205786549,73.59259053458517,61.9641693811075,10.089978923165358,37.602797470779855,9.627879704456738,3.6800053266909374,1340,60,224,22,17,417,176,307,0.09699999999999999,0.789,0.114,0.4106,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,2,4,2,4,9,1,1,13,0,29,14,6,1,1,44,49,22,0,8,6,0,3,0,1,2,8,1,2,2,13,21,0,2,7,0,0,11,3,3,1,2,11,5,34,6,34,33,8,40,0,0,1,0,41,12,0,7,16,154,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810752113016492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770931569387273,0.0,0.0,0.2520237646856668,0.0,0.21263356780608192,0.10466939754261592,0.0,0.06478381984751899,0.0,0.07624398031246883,0.0,0.0,0.10540402861371746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596820282550362,0.18892799071085048,0.0,0.0,0.07981073906620217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095519240105626,0.0,0.09403894013482696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793294037611145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422004351828232,0.16412279034885255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054157579845833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846814484282491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840638803230622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042963816508257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391681101227068,0.06210209512849696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124269357088884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934074029832705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810416209667548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766873333434601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969469632634913,0.0,0.06869963415057001,0.0,0.08948303249160468,0.09853552102298227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054839182743203,0.0,0.0,0.12556559832472622,0.0,0.0,0.10870613071206277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089938738270408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829636140251853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367989220831665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434610316717425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664196684911394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065578942137031,0.0,0.0,0.07746048794894245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629999287300108,0.13932422870320627,0.0,0.08098116576557181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155328959276876,0.05936709889658474,0.0,0.0,0.05402561523547609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144789382524936,0.0,0.0,0.07644688015758185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581669989500219,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cosmiiicwarrior,2020/02/18,"Just scheduled my first appointment with a psychiatrist. Wondering if taking medication is really worth it... please I need real advice Would like to know if the cons outweigh the pros. What about drinking as well, I know it can be dangerous",5.5757142857142865,8.540671571428575,5.92404761904762,71.29178571428572,71.38095238095238,9.914285714285716,29.54761904761905,10.125756701596842,3.779647619047618,194,8,30,6,4,62,37,42,0.067,0.732,0.201,0.6436,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,10,9,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867292777146617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874425500607202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24958520849265575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32251489712879355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335151547710645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955925121845669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756922261920936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220900240221562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339792840747528,0.1879741024941535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061736212845626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638222562745269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31820441402879623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843907552888502,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amature_aperture,2020/02/18,"Anxiety is winning today Woke up not feeling too steady. I’m in between jobs right now after being pushed out of my previous employment for disagreeing with the owners on a company policy. I have a pretty solid resume and thought I wouldn’t have trouble jumping back into something but I’m going on a month without any success and yesterday got a denial from a spot I though I was a shoe in for. My confidence is rocked and I’m starting to panic about finding a job. 
It’s starting to spiral in my creative work too, which is what I really want to do with my life. I feel like I’m never going to break in and I’m going to be stuck doing work that’s unfulfilling the rest of my life. 
I took a gabapentin to calm my nervous system down. I’m not freaking out or lashing out but I’m definitely in that place after meds where your body is calm, like almost zombie calm, but your brain isn’t. I want to cry but I can’t really find reason or energy to. I’ll probably onboard another pill in a bit to try to get ahead of this but it will probably just put me to sleep. I know I’m a strong person and have accomplished a lot for myself but I feel so fragile like if one little thing goes wrong I just immediately jump to a pool of negativity. Plus I hate bringing down people around me who can feel I’m disengaged, even though I’m just quiet and trying to internally wrangle my thoughts and feelings. All I can do is compulsively scroll on my phone. -___-",3.0962144482366334,4.773307010238909,4.958280716723554,81.25855873151309,74.46075085324232,7.8867463026166105,26.20150739476678,8.59863814320734,1.934117292377702,1146,41,224,22,24,392,165,293,0.11900000000000001,0.71,0.172,0.9402,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,7,15,15,1,2,14,0,20,7,4,1,2,48,52,20,0,4,15,0,6,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,9,15,0,0,11,2,0,9,8,6,0,1,7,7,27,9,47,41,4,43,0,0,0,0,6,21,0,5,14,153,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818146290904552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025865275243776,0.12375581106498368,0.09028610828742124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506413819023752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075123221072272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884888761796925,0.13109525697343288,0.0,0.13175100245211127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296410526638734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795207369867065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29837602929647805,0.08431456807800326,0.0,0.0,0.21573898707379607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166135154643336,0.0,0.20122297872324613,0.0,0.09439255811006562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652177631009462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423621350737245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486151825206901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672412165447487,0.1729779992246439,0.1182885271707634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003376408370976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109525697343288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942036184339146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910254402887168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997440849410045,0.0,0.0,0.13847277629174698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182123315013154,0.10305180303820226,0.1233073258153746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007027348619008,0.2544942313964174,0.0,0.0,0.1186441840035416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121516293831158,0.12134573671563027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078969808637696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810671255862085,0.0,0.0,0.09085870043269934,0.0,0.0,0.16707242037790307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840822632513005,0.0,0.2319110075005283,0.1873917421723633,0.0,0.0,0.11187056206813324,0.0,0.13112620558468385,0.16025767402256622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922425212312012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376849401287355,0.0,0.17184208447539093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290379598091457,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BreatheEZZ,2020/02/18,Panic Attack Strategies Therapist Curious to hear from those who have had success with therapy. Was wondering what are some of the strategies that therapists talk about to calm down from a panic attack in the moment?,10.478918918918918,10.886734324324324,9.165540540540539,62.30074324324325,57.10810810810811,12.80540540540541,40.12162162162162,12.161744961471696,5.516308108108108,178,8,24,5,2,55,31,37,0.255,0.579,0.166,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,9,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028229749730955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490752182520388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185754355060773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762583511706365,0.0,0.0,0.2527248018745237,0.5131799067818972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396575258016303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jc1323,2020/02/18,"Losing hope and nervous to go to doctor's appointment so I keep cancelling.. please give me advice Basic info: 22M, 140 pounds, 5'9 in height

I've been dealing with anxiety for over the last year and more and it's just been so hard. I've dropped out of school, quit my job, lost about all of my friends and it's just getting worse. Basically Every time I drive I get a panic attack or do any tasks away from home. It's f*cking so annoying and I'm just tired of it and losing hope. I'm currently seeing a therapist but I don't know how much longer that'll last considering it's $160 a week and I can't afford it. My parents don't understand anxiety really at all, I don't really have anyone to talk to about anything unless I want to pay $160. The nail bed area on my finger has been slightly swollen and red the last month on my index finger. I think it may be chilblains but I'm not sure. It's been cold weather over here the last few months. My finger doesn't hurt and there's no puss so I don't know what it is. I want to go and get checked out and get help but I'm nervous to go because I'm scared of having a full blown panic attack. The last few times I've went I panicked a lot and thought I was going to pass out. I don't know what to do. The symptoms of panic and anxiety are rough. Any thoughts and advice would be appreciated, please",1.297044779971614,3.1527338083623704,3.069144405729773,91.99087366111758,80.25435540069688,6.063698541747322,21.431023357852627,7.093109894594671,0.4679883597883605,1061,31,238,13,27,353,150,287,0.187,0.725,0.08800000000000001,-0.9747,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,12,17,3,6,11,0,24,8,3,1,3,47,53,24,0,5,9,1,5,0,1,3,5,0,2,0,12,18,0,1,8,0,2,7,9,13,0,0,9,8,20,4,30,39,8,33,0,4,2,0,6,13,0,5,12,134,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612424629952154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295255516050321,0.0,0.21856256448021472,0.0,0.0,0.06659022819769941,0.0,0.07836993958766443,0.0,0.0,0.2166861520319285,0.08947601685782597,0.0,0.0,0.05805411215077842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818266367860784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974766215468739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023923571853132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357799534859236,0.0,0.19902453624281632,0.09135768089629462,0.2164960115069499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531147199775167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383372724694654,0.0,0.095528042305511,0.18917884000435276,0.0,0.0,0.1019505807614731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450561939408757,0.08464886480855807,0.0,0.0,0.15701529320682345,0.3881444414969454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130862556676432,0.1039597870366457,0.08096502888143678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203065616463565,0.0,0.07000836945008407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352117581662987,0.10574672376651413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907792688466414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129369171312633,0.0,0.0,0.12201941297871274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534642201143664,0.09638247284692356,0.0758896251229763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975745859337762,0.09898518667073553,0.0,0.07654594286395476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105746801909986,0.0,0.06102246937991205,0.0,0.15121122731758088,0.11106409148207193,0.10945813281837813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914254977865247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234363794187574,0.0,0.07639143050674962,0.0,0.0,0.08828340387132902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705216664836196,0.06765190869484583,0.0,0.0,0.0613279430309313
anxiety,Exotic287,2020/02/18,Anxiety/Tics Have you ever felt like youve got a really tight knot in your chest that you cant really get out? My friends and gf say that i worry to much and i need to chill out more.. but the problem is I cant.. I have severe anxiety and to top it all of  i have motor and vocal tics/tourettes that worsens when im anxious..,-0.34165492957746224,1.6519334788732394,2.3304049295774694,94.16208626760564,87.45070422535211,5.803521126760564,18.734154929577464,7.1686216300943375,0.2604492957746478,251,7,59,4,8,87,49,71,0.209,0.7070000000000001,0.083,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,2,13,10,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,9,2,7,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113285536539085,0.31208100333452105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498816464367716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652408865969862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342810523958156,0.0,0.1443278981210493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094033245501885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983946651636785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496055699480486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307367130422785,0.20483399405920172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26433151478350697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539423980105879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968307094333686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31208100333452105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805427088193645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,likeaschoolgirl,2020/02/18,"Does anyone pick at their nose when anxious? This is gross, but there's 329,000 of you and maybe one can relate. So one anxious habit I have had for awhile is nose-picking. It's gotten worse to the point where the inside will scab up (which a couple doctors have noticed), and I'll pick it, and have a nosebleed. I do it awake and in my sleep. It's kind of like skin picking, which I used to do in my sleep and would wake up with my leg bleeding. I used to also pick at my ears until they bled and actually ended up getting ear infections from it. It seems so gross to anyone else so I don't really talk about it, but I was just wondering if anyone has ever done this too.",3.942992063492064,4.2625999500000065,4.72095238095238,88.92182539682541,70.92857142857143,7.365079365079365,24.841269841269842,6.937597516519254,0.7736746031746029,523,13,116,4,9,169,87,140,0.105,0.875,0.02,-0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,0,11,4,0,0,4,0,15,12,8,6,1,21,21,15,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,4,13,2,18,15,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,5,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.16095636790372206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319014101104785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726675415822557,0.0,0.34598689937600363,0.1689991785712193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825015223437692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882173738026135,0.14433895836416938,0.16878954447473646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778511030189264,0.0,0.14608672217690075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919648724068502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617365747964464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175826328468902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058071213631984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570308250262755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877837907863632,0.0,0.0,0.22353344880927856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592037412825738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566394775633528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015398792448498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33011561176725895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257147056013752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849081401122989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886897255338546,0.0,0.0,0.16808661533490107,0.11716771243925983,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allomcire,2020/02/18,"Constantly worrying about what ifs F 17

Ok so, I’m posting here as I feel like no one in my life understands. Or at least doesn’t judge ones with anxiety.

Ever since I was about 8, I’ve always noticed symptoms of OCD in myself- obsessive counting to a certain number, outrageous fears, compulsions, general anxiety etc you name it. Once I started working at 16, kept up a busy schedule, hang with friends in school and out, and hit the gym, all these worries kind of went away. The problem is, as I’m getting time off work/school I have more time to think-to overthink. I constantly get trapped in a rut where I have intrusive thoughts and I’m convinced I’m not even happy within myself. I’m a social person, so I love talking and hanging out with people, be it family, friends or strangers, but without them I feel like a different person. 

Everyday when I’m doing things I imagine what I’d do without them. I know, this sounds crazy. I know myself it’s utterly ridiculous, but I can’t seem to stop these negative thoughts from entering my mind. Here’s so examples:
-On my phone, I worry that technology will fail and I won’t have that distraction anymore 
-Watching Netflix, again, the technology thing
-Working, I worry about losing my job&not being able to find a new one/not needing to work if I had enough money
-At school, I worry about my final exams in June, and how I don’t know for sure where my life is going after that
-When I decide to spend some time at the gym, I worry about losing my membership or the weather stopping me from being able to go
-Studying, I actually find quite relaxing, but I worry about when I finish my exams, I won’t have that distraction anymore
-I don’t really read books, but if I did I’m sure I’d worry about not having access to them
-When I’m cleaning I worry about someone else taking the task

Ridiculous, right?

Moral of the story is, as I write this, I realize that I am being irrational AF, but my mind just won’t let go of these thoughts, and it’s driving my insane, I’m becoming depressed and I constantly feel anxious/on edge all the time... I just want to be happy, please give some advice..:)()()",3.1704609973621416,5.343993990453463,4.424821630448439,82.97789567893481,75.68257756563246,7.369953523426705,27.9714231880417,8.288913261614885,2.1474544152744635,1698,71,314,31,38,558,217,419,0.226,0.698,0.076,-0.9966,3,1,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,1,3,7,25,26,3,4,14,1,28,4,0,1,6,66,62,30,0,6,17,0,3,2,2,4,3,1,1,2,18,13,0,3,16,6,2,8,13,12,0,2,8,5,50,14,49,43,8,51,1,4,1,1,15,19,0,9,25,209,68,10,0.13291298413831673,0.0,0.0648519497952674,0.0,0.0,0.06494051491144616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529712512012165,0.07200558139170399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167806906697667,0.07507691994974275,0.13181396548097418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062438061912919014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339597426897472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154475764762744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723887923951435,0.0,0.0,0.06943288966895596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055515871612974485,0.0,0.0,0.06866732124754939,0.0741165556374315,0.04389388624557513,0.06011370178252767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264926624647077,0.07478202958238403,0.10080719755299604,0.09495306242568344,0.0,0.07279983869409358,0.12148005958068947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268824184035097,0.0,0.06944154843115406,0.06375112277390818,0.11330626780009027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148834312213554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594781397369158,0.0,0.0,0.0692042098895013,0.1095682501613872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795626570580765,0.09388037140081558,0.06493457035582949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869563142611786,0.0,0.0,0.05997957872709714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420422474702165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927664680212752,0.0,0.0641840941570068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756611566914005,0.0,0.07077399514838373,0.13509791680078426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046072563948042884,0.11605449105678894,0.0,0.07294927178191447,0.0,0.0,0.06364694913110798,0.0,0.0,0.06358988776488725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068465960685125,0.06647447613972228,0.0,0.0425737305352375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675348111495765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177255375031009,0.0,0.060499494448474724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054973496982047884,0.0,0.0,0.0677440246011182,0.05630837007072983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470382471362378,0.0,0.0,0.11112120618909647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252689145898072,0.06907374099620149,0.049967011423522764,0.05341521099801105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830148073639403,0.042582636722377776,0.0,0.15827709432213852,0.15500525981791455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918355195806562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919776085072719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160583394721319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812337369843768,0.0,0.1935244708773912,0.607408142140097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kamona2137,2020/02/18,What should I do to stop this feeling and how long does it take? I have a feeling like im in coma or a dream . I mean everything is normal as before my panic attack but  I have this frightening thought that im in coma in my head. Everytime I'm thinking about it I feel stressed af. I have it for 2 weeks. What should I do to stop this feeling? does it mean i have schizofrenia?,0.20594444444444093,2.332083149999999,2.184166666666666,95.23527777777781,86.25,5.055555555555556,21.38888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.2603472222222223,292,10,66,3,9,97,47,80,0.217,0.6859999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,2,0,9,3,1,1,0,17,19,5,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,10,1,8,16,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,43,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541362055547635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364367555472122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31601939795213585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227612313562784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651872299129707,0.12899244801230272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853071513950945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900726206562217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821273350063054,0.0,0.0,0.15979034911485127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933666069936888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769109406685724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184882760008325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019133042418717,0.20683142784326772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357590152170914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569586937624357,0.0,0.1433448579001239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483473145520928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Plidex,2020/02/18,Can’t stop saying sorry! Why!?!?! I always respond sorry to everything and it’s pathetic. You bump into me? Sorry. You yell at me? Sorry. Everything I’m sorry sorry sorry!,-0.8151041666666679,-2.82539396875,3.5187500000000007,74.58458333333334,160.5625,4.816666666666666,15.166666666666664,5.985473137389443,1.1668041666666666,131,4,18,3,12,49,22,32,0.474,0.526,0.0,-0.9028,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012996189139661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188288476826732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968146240042637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.953966332110703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178228810054063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109853785719666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scumdillypeen,2020/02/18,"Did I Have A Panic Attack? 27m, used to get panic attacks years back, familiar with what they felt like until possibly last night. 

I grew paranoid walking up my basement steps that there was an intruder in the house. I walked to the kitchen to get some water, still thinking about it. I stare at a dark corner of my kitchen and begin thinking of the intruder walking around it. 

The Intruder was in my house, I'm panicking, I fell to the floor and make somewhat of a barricade with my kitchen table. Then I start wailing like a deaf ghost, watching that dark corner for ten more minutes as I settled behind the table. 

I think it was more in my imagination than anything but there was a guy walking towards me and he had a sledgehammer above him like he was about to swing. Again, maybe this was a fear imagining thing.

Panic attacks before were an intense feeling of dread for me, it was never this quick onset of thinking there's a killer in my house.

So is that what this was? Have others had similar experiences?",4.5564604810996565,6.279562000000006,4.964309278350517,82.50663573883162,70.75257731958762,7.647560137457045,30.459106529209624,8.238735603445708,2.2796698281786942,804,34,147,12,15,255,111,194,0.17800000000000002,0.773,0.049,-0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,11,11,3,5,16,0,15,5,0,2,1,20,28,8,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,14,6,4,0,8,0,0,7,1,8,0,1,13,5,18,3,28,15,4,30,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,2,15,110,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570899543412476,0.11435378021676902,0.0,0.4384144400830937,0.0,0.0987753446740807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930726957715656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565539250764146,0.0,0.14454960527104374,0.06495161424984139,0.0,0.12333866602229895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422674499727566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719242104617545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446656766462045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470943121778226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827250141104165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574590682968704,0.0,0.12905211436335126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907379789346386,0.0,0.0,0.12054799835518458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521491071691946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448157331515066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092237926886466,0.0,0.1025857608467466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534098537157889,0.3292397044580843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109454251710709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272196308878361
anxiety,username90998,2020/02/18,"Feeling incredibly overwhelmed I am afraid of everything and I am very very tired. 

Im afraid of going outside. Im afraid of being looked at in shops. I cant walk anywhere because I get worried people in their cars are looking at me, that theres something wrong with me.

Im afraid of nearly everything in the house. The gas, the electricity, the boiler, the hot water tank, the water heater. Im constantly in a state of terror thinking something is going to explode. I am deathly afraid of the idea of fire. 

When im on my PC i have constant intrusive thoughts about it surging, spilling coffee on it. A virus. Anything.

Im worried that everytime my dog looks weird hes ill. That hes going to die.

I hate leaving the car because I worry its going to be stolen.

Did I check the doors? Not sure, better check again for the tenth time this night.

Ive been in and out of therapy for years. I am EXHAUSTED rn. Just moved house today and theres now so many more noises to freak out about.

Sigh",1.0391878172588846,3.575858563451781,2.5177177664974617,91.046952284264,87.73096446700508,4.9794111675126915,22.600812182741127,6.55674776486733,0.6795918375634522,775,29,154,9,25,251,117,197,0.22399999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.02,-0.991,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,9,15,1,7,12,0,15,5,0,0,1,13,27,5,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,4,1,3,8,2,12,1,1,3,6,18,2,29,22,1,30,0,1,3,0,3,12,0,0,9,91,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230426829355501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193709085757368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845561825924597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616253710633496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380034104834934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977503826338265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505708626154697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052253992136888944,0.0,0.22736454703554784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874464036843192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080901173594254,0.0,0.1129053717552784,0.6482036816225939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059020167209019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519635944233113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014000604240918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063006917897518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385780990662282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933818293680971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539936994213627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426346367351034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437648747279247,0.0,0.0,0.06408592016536481,0.0,0.07940116763917238,0.05831986620900241,0.11495315139701068,0.09480303827358627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504659145309322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047119099956727,0.0,0.0,0.10935129328376372,0.0,0.06440672920850535
anxiety,littlelamb0814,2020/02/18,"My anxiety is less intense off of birth control pill, and I am SO RELIEVED I have had generalized anxiety disorder since I was six, and was diagnosed multiple times at older ages (14, 18, 24, 26) whenever I went to get help for it. When I got married at 23 I started the birth control pill, then moved across the country soon after.

Around the time we moved when I was 24 I couldn't ignore how horrible my anxiety had gotten. Something always seemed to be ""wrong"" even though I knew in my head that it wasn't really the circumstances that were making me feel awful. I was so anxious and depressed for the last three years that I had just accepted that's how I was naturally. I kind of gave up on getting help for it, because I couldn't find a therapist and when I did they ended up becoming unavailable. My doctors were pretty unhelpful, and on one medication I had a manic episode which almost caused me to completely f up my life.

I recently had unrelated gynecological problems, and my doctor recommended I try going off of the pill because it couldn't be causing my problems. I went off the pill and my anxiety felt better within one month (along with the gynecological problem btw). WHAT THE HECK. I thought maybe I was having just a good mood and that it might go away. I couldn't believe that the pill would be the reason I had been feeling so much worse. It's been almost three months of feeling like I'm back to my normal self!

I thought it wasn't possible for me to feel good. I thought my anxiety was so bad that I wouldn't choose to have kids because I couldn't handle that with my anxiety. I had been surprised that I never noticed how bad it was before. I still have generalized anxiety disorder, but it is NOWHERE near as bad as it has been the last three years on the pill. I'm turning 28 soon and I'm so relieved, I feel like I have my self and my life back.

P.S. I have heard that the pill can cause anxiety and depression but I was always under the impression that it was rare and assumed it wouldn't affect me. It was also hard to tell since I already had GAD, just not to that extent where it felt uncontrollable and miserable almost every day. I really believe that doctors need to do a better job of making this risk known and educating people how to look for changes. Not only that, but I have been seeking help for severe anxiety for YEARS and not one medical professional has suggested going off hormonal birth control. I think this is such a simple fix and so worth it, I don't know why it's not more often suggested for people to try when they have anxiety or depression.",5.878773686545408,6.240073768172891,6.716888269218582,76.15049432790421,66.72102161100196,10.182673173204893,32.52937448507509,10.088038600937136,3.183734596615756,2064,82,393,46,31,686,220,509,0.134,0.772,0.094,-0.9623,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,2,5,29,27,0,3,20,1,58,18,1,14,1,87,92,39,0,13,11,0,8,2,0,4,17,1,0,3,34,21,0,4,20,0,1,7,15,14,0,7,41,10,59,12,49,39,4,57,0,4,1,0,14,20,1,8,32,284,93,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881003076454749,0.0,0.06909745722026481,0.050073372380189766,0.10420176550725416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479004753282018,0.07073738092727068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574082496987421,0.0,0.0,0.058829064549414785,0.0962944852086236,0.1568432909588731,0.11450897897602585,0.06915359599019369,0.053280944188163114,0.14109183189457145,0.0,0.11075615532920233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929692510403137,0.06623860499856618,0.0,0.0656508715441525,0.0,0.21068489554499525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038163974986348,0.0,0.16179120323500082,0.06355313478904552,0.0,0.0,0.14352494392472415,0.1922680064140012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545850369028128,0.0,0.0,0.041356765219058164,0.0,0.05275602718191763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830069432546345,0.08946465773386457,0.12024086972436747,0.0,0.05722918078804466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542774086686398,0.0,0.10675702509090204,0.1050373590394352,0.050079115012059784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056090942234677255,0.0,0.06426128479094517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590899525424845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062135948591132764,0.0,0.0,0.06520412078707312,0.034411689834855784,0.10207953015880444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845396957971363,0.06118127171018432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258101850102178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359229708745294,0.0,0.06290540903049997,0.0,0.0,0.12615650237997053,0.0,0.06642485815255693,0.0,0.0,0.09995774956333417,0.1331001485622059,0.04602939457980633,0.04642839554411705,0.0482927212114186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134962550203061,0.0,0.07128784806116502,0.0,0.0,0.12728908977106407,0.0476216997536042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681902530019585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058925747081185,0.0,0.06370219385762345,0.0,0.17974294031874294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022583228992439,0.06437887929808273,0.06182498019949051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700254868705116,0.1306426699742885,0.07073738092727068,0.0,0.10359192144606913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048204258894115413,0.0,0.0,0.04431937815315975,0.0,0.050004599138921586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547284660577262,0.0,0.0,0.07270110166865566,0.0,0.040121307543447546,0.06151914011928425,0.1491284821037071,0.07302288184444862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502325447715002,0.06810738380057597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608988078315895,0.056500500902015735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381026309529636,0.04448005893941511,0.06845991844684063,0.0,0.12096645489871055
anxiety,throwawaycandy69420,2020/02/18,Just had a lovely ol panic attack 😗✌️ I also feel like I fake my panic attacks and make them worse than they need to be just to help me validate my anxiety. Obviously if you don’t have any physical symptoms ur FAKING IT ATTENTION WHORE 😩,4.801333333333332,4.7673930000000055,7.194000000000003,73.17033333333336,69.0,10.666666666666668,30.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.2426666666666666,190,7,37,5,3,69,45,50,0.41200000000000003,0.425,0.163,-0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,2,0,3,9,2,2,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,9,8,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,8,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979615861664104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613954664968029,0.0,0.1815600943386956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400040711230846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000335611989472,0.16955167549847086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908018239777733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594955360414202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420347715127547,0.0,0.15842249206502787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759803805124498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55692134269062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668121742823465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418639336661863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrockWegner,2020/02/18,"Need Friends? Lonely? Game? Mental Illness? History? My  name is Brock Wegner, I'm 19 years old and am currently living in   Florida with my wife. I have a sever and we are very accepting to   Muslims, Atheists, and whatever you believe in. Addiction, ADHD,   Schizophrenia, Depression, and Anxiety Disorder are welcome with open   arms. No person is perfect and Brock isn’t either. I stream television   shows like The Walking Dead, Breaking Bad, House of Cards, Better Call   Saul, and Entourage. I created this channel, MESSAGE ME FOR THE LINK, to   bring my current and future friends together.I like film, television,   and video games. Everything I type and put into this channel is only 75   percent serious. I like history, politics, and geography. I don't like   homophobia, racist, or nationalism. Joking is a thing that you are  free  to do as long as it is not homophobic or racist, if that isn't the  case  then post a joke. Serious topics are allowed and no one has the  as the  authority to judge or insult you. We are a family and you can be  apart  of it.",3.6721578947368414,6.491891110526321,5.193947368421052,74.74513157894737,77.36842105263158,9.06315789473684,31.078947368421048,9.516144504307137,3.7348210526315793,821,41,135,25,20,275,123,190,0.14,0.6509999999999999,0.209,0.9371,3,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,4,0,2,0,19,1,0,9,0,19,3,1,1,1,30,22,20,1,2,6,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,7,18,0,0,2,9,1,3,6,6,0,1,0,0,16,14,15,21,2,18,0,2,0,0,17,6,0,4,11,88,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021935736898069,0.2229031941850484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188677721985296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486268789771268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896520527615325,0.0,0.16403630474695646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893892572750046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974811837981187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125687856394776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669168981465765,0.0,0.1748479797948343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28659284793267936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401160340374106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624520804727512,0.0,0.16377656476805688,0.16413827737163109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869137397605984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752630574346014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946233169604156,0.0,0.1256816945212475,0.1410610115551858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194837165024512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776324152288969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186452171031134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953234680814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322040180734535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303512374815212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943890131700885
anxiety,friedrichstanley,2020/02/18,"Returning to College Hi all looking for some advice. 
Before this I’ve never been massively anxious. I became super anxious over family issues a few months and couldn’t control it and the result was a mental breakdown as I became more isolated from my room mate and friends. 

ANYWAY I’m much better now after spending some time at home.  But I’m starting back at college soon and I’m very nervous about seeing friends and starting studies again. Does anyone have any advice or experience with this?",5.167829670329669,7.702070329670332,5.573722527472532,75.36190247252749,70.97802197802199,6.747802197802199,31.15521978021977,7.645422480735847,2.5354714285714293,404,18,59,5,8,129,70,91,0.052000000000000005,0.775,0.17300000000000001,0.8884,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,2,15,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,4,10,8,6,15,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,3,11,42,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728279813621829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972718734886154,0.0,0.0,0.43102178277953945,0.0,0.13338778182313155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146687013790957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232752224577798,0.0,0.0,0.168716719851711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395990373626225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694031064396905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660541610353093,0.17983688226328462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947701443942642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135350651161476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991097818315738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019510503206302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922469121471087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226732618117508,0.0,0.14023470654397951,0.0,0.14713023382377055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201552889245892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700498256062948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123698779805924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740164435378115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,something_06,2020/02/18,"Is this speech error something to be worried about? I know I can’t be for certain be diagnosed with anything in here.

I am for the last 4 weeks like once or twice a day say “tuday” instead of “today” and “troat” instead of “throat” . I talk normal 99.9% of the times. This thing just comes out of the blue and then I start hyperfocusing until I calm down a then I talk normal again. Other times I say it normal. I have a mucus sensation in my throat and feel like having a constant post nasal drip. Is this some speech error or just normal stuff that people tend to make . Plus I am seeing a therapist for my anxiety which has been over the roof.

Is this common with anxiety like enunciation/articulation errors?",3.9123092236230894,5.6863279416058425,4.8570537491705394,82.42283344392837,72.5036496350365,7.317584605175848,23.40345056403451,8.00094639256281,1.2273270072992701,556,15,106,8,11,181,86,137,0.10300000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.2168,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,9,0,13,4,3,1,1,21,20,9,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,10,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,12,5,19,16,1,20,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,3,16,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477988368618674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627747124474487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218483959193286,0.0,0.16582650650800942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896349272706012,0.0,0.0,0.15574999508282328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758966554407704,0.109625748976726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433290569160487,0.1250834154213204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490588701057831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243003672083878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.601399374050787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634207897673479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638391645420277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696407446662865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406150968301496,0.0,0.0,0.12228094094064493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813442579426807,0.0,0.0,0.10861372853346997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566520121519213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466769312254613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781689646780524,0.1019463271030088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895755301384195,0.0,0.14545403522461894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308949987603893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583739964805268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,irishman_87,2020/02/18,"Coping with Anxiety & Depression!! My girl and I are starting multiple social media channels to raise awareness of anxiety and depression and also to try and help give those who have them proper tools to help cope and hopefully overcome their struggles. We are aiming our audience at the youth as they are just now entering the world of mental static but we would love to hear from ALL walks of life!!

Current channels are on:
https://vm.tiktok.com/qo8VsY/
      and
https://tubbr.page.link/Hb6rziCSy4mMeKePA
*Use My Access Code: POLO64 to create your TUBBR account.*

There will be more to come such as YouTube, etc. but as of right now this is where we are starting.
Thank you and we look forward to hearing and speaking with you all!
Much love!",6.323333333333334,9.473981253968258,4.987539682539683,78.00607142857146,69.7936507936508,7.374603174603175,28.75396825396825,8.344100000000001,2.3702825396825395,602,23,93,10,12,176,88,126,0.063,0.772,0.165,0.9588,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,5,3,3,0,7,7,0,1,2,0,10,3,0,1,2,23,22,14,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,15,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,4,14,4,19,19,5,15,0,2,1,2,22,6,0,1,7,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285964824789166,0.0,0.1935581332013097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273320718418438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538839476110479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077275510593144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923264101503507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713693310311477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026842041796963,0.0,0.2394794401130131,0.0,0.0,0.17743144823036636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617986745872642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001397849815415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224620943052475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800287476911397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132215399448638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255897730384302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210264654354646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528869326177268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675502060338986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446921311577795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212859415107223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428901270014025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269018896087831,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crazyanxiety,2020/02/18,"How to deal with insane HIV anxiety and psychosomatic symptoms of fear? Back in October I had a one night stand in the US with a white woman - we used protection and we only did vaginal penetration. I had no seroconversion symptoms, but I got super anxious about the whole story and it seriously affected my mental health. The anxiety itself caused psychosomatic symptoms which had a huge impact on my everyday life.

All of these HIV tests came back negative:

\- RNA 7 days

\- RNA 10 days

\- RNA 14 days

\- RNA 28 Days

\- POC 4th gen 5 weeks

\- POC 4th gen 6 weeks

\- 4th gen laboratory 6 weeks

\- 4th gen laboratory 10 weeks

\- 4th gen laboratory 14 weeks

Are these results conclusive? What can I do to stop worrying?",3.3680730897009994,6.194046255813955,5.474889258028796,72.22203488372095,78.68992248062015,8.95703211517165,27.0437430786268,9.424239791934726,3.0439231450719824,553,23,98,17,14,191,81,129,0.18,0.764,0.055999999999999994,-0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,6,0,7,7,0,5,1,17,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,1,9,1,10,4,2,20,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,14,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915712298250494,0.15443716352178502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023463073506396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635351929114558,0.0,0.1404331693131723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526523498369,0.1409363276182332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383055856362654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933506970092123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531048141630692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655842487424353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776597375825547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282879042522015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092634501088492,0.10396992559838174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142910757557142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262649283068389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443867077615365,0.11806878816544025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482804842394258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262568227987958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883004647463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mattb0369,2020/02/18,"Techniques for getting through long flights Hi all,

I’m taking a couple of long (10 hour +) flights over the next few months and I’m really anxious.

My anxiety always centres around my health and can cause panic attacks if I start to feel trapped.

Flights are always hard as I start to feel claustrophobic not being able to get off.

Does anyone have any tips for getting through long flights? 

Thanks",3.1123273273273284,6.106583175675683,2.6058558558558573,91.02457957957958,82.1081081081081,4.910510510510512,28.492492492492488,6.42735559955562,1.3502960960960957,321,15,58,3,9,94,55,74,0.19,0.773,0.036000000000000004,-0.8849,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,9,15,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,12,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,8,28,4,0,0.17645593909805532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936509538402816,0.0,0.0,0.11999608951865952,0.0,0.13498831042886794,0.19934498499461886,0.0,0.12338209542230072,0.0,0.0,0.15708319662883485,0.0,0.2007441047305063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812688564791736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952451403663968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441778142029786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784428494314333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765728356852817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806986195321654,0.0,0.0,0.18756441180952188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737735556694298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684738600716031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084544710021074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766289307976508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070330249755792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304219299876785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497928438146756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267290598916245,0.0,0.0,0.1624569211183998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShreddedPsychology,2020/02/18,"My anxiety making me think I have other mental illnesses, then PLACEBO. This is HILARIOUS. please laugh at me.

OK, so I'm pretty hyped about this. If I'm right I can solve this bullshit. If I'm wrong, I'm overthinking way too much.

Lately, I've noticed that I've been giving myself diagnosis for other mental illnesses. Here's what this process looks like ( i took the most recent example which is BPD):

1. For some reason, I start to think I have BPD
2. Anxiety is taking the worst-case scenario, so at this point, I'm pretty sure I have BPD
3. I start looking up symptoms of BPD.
4. My anxiety makes me believe that I do have the symptoms( even though I might not)
5. At this point, I'm convinced I have BPD.
6. I notice that my actions after that follow the symptoms that I looked up.
7. I've given myself BPD

NOW here's an alternative cycle, where I try to break it:

1. For some reason, I start to think I have BPD
2. I realize my anxiety is actually convincing me I have BPD.
3. BUT if my anxiety is convincing me I have BPD that means my anxiety is acting as a placebo right?
4. I'm now convinced that my anxiety has the power to give me BPD, even though it maybe doesnt
5. Same thing as before, I've given myself BPD by double placebo this time

This cycle never ends.",0.5476085907335921,2.92792235521236,3.102469835907339,87.23528776544403,87.996138996139,6.0174227799227795,20.835062741312736,7.413659706084162,0.9631398648648648,986,33,199,18,32,341,121,259,0.08199999999999999,0.799,0.11900000000000001,0.8541,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,0,7,1,20,5,0,4,2,21,46,11,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,22,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,4,3,34,8,18,41,6,28,0,0,3,0,2,10,0,7,13,126,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.056558642767268935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103639537936568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931798510138157,0.06529881338747913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8029567263306727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133358089682346,0.0,0.0,0.07656141842050802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119718035817336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537914305053545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028315348879992062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460103566046581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737482368537198,0.0,0.05822659625562216,0.06313324773393066,0.0,0.0,0.11681605457763733,0.06148427387397855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04260579519941807,0.0,0.0447007788900827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319711233409844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362047426285407,0.10957807827440548,0.0,0.0,0.11792823477379535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918094389820713,0.05722652814867098,0.0,0.0,0.09899162243581698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306890191778615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054624724564915586,0.18072164617731115,0.04357719942380674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385047166704851,0.11141142923562992,0.1138868720170578,0.0,0.03379577308302033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439346521087956,0.039349674273477055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460043588617644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336796934527977,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConfusionIn20s,2020/02/18,What’s something to watch on Netflix that won’t spike anxiety? I have PTSD and I got triggered today. I just want to watch a show and calm down. Any suggestions?,0.6099999999999994,3.0955875000000006,1.6559999999999988,94.589,95.875,5.0600000000000005,22.025,6.742157984588678,0.7741425000000004,128,5,26,2,5,40,27,32,0.059000000000000004,0.8029999999999999,0.138,0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074337000085886,0.0,0.3458442345873407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615741405797738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284638553525323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34803756970799976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285242729495235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26665179076183376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amstr9000,2020/02/18,"Cycle of Anxiety Hi Everyone,

I need some help to figure out how to not be so stuck in this cycle(s) of anxiety that is just not letting go of me. 

I’ve not been an anxious person before, I have suffered from depression in the past and I haven’t honestly been depressed, even slightly, for such a long time. But now I find my self being anxious. 

Ok so I have written out a post several times to describe the cycle I am in but I don’t know how to explain it. 

I don’t do things because it makes me anxious then I get even more anxious because I haven’t done them which in turn makes me generally anxious about everything like receiving emails. I get what I think are mild panic attacks, quick shallow breathing which I can stop but still. Almost everything I get an email. 

I feel like I have imposter syndrome maybe, I fear that I will be fired because they find out I’m not cut out for this job. 

The obvious answer is to just do whatever needs doing but it’s so dam hard when you, your body or your brain are fighting to protect you. I swear I have developed a coping mechanism of forgetting things. Like I forget things way too easily and quickly. 

How do I not get anxious about doing things or get less anxious about doing things to break this cycle?",4.2609050179211465,5.523717975806452,5.104301075268818,83.0070071684588,70.85483870967741,8.091756272401435,30.31003584229391,8.515128840125781,2.302837992831541,990,41,191,16,18,322,135,248,0.154,0.705,0.142,-0.7282,1,0,0,0,2,0,21.0,0,4,2,0,20,13,3,2,8,1,28,3,3,5,1,41,46,16,0,2,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,16,6,0,2,8,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,5,3,32,5,25,36,3,24,0,3,0,0,15,8,0,4,14,143,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784486247740372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422021645192295,0.6937374378827251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980092758688963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604307664855469,0.0,0.07464831833816529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744374910246337,0.0,0.0979311679410592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111645670478768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977410009095613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588431933962877,0.0,0.0,0.08382590038168827,0.15768484650964112,0.0,0.0,0.09871607800350747,0.04435687393762451,0.06267143302629566,0.0,0.0,0.16035984987846566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291659289636657,0.0,0.04985667649880973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858521607715865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880085211569092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705446461861323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821188544022086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970572293509725,0.0,0.12857539735482712,0.0,0.0,0.07763470123339844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171154997097247,0.0,0.08813250346911973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300953541013812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292749548695737,0.0,0.0,0.08374434142098157,0.0,0.07659891190301465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401720614161791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151729352194098,0.09910534826896072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005805343299143,0.07334281858398972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29140610079979856,0.056211243687233146,0.0,0.0,0.10230740864208697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542063761427264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963277226749441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carnold_51,2020/02/18,"It just doesn’t make sense I don’t understand why I feel this way. I don’t have anything horrible going on in my life. College is a little stressful but it’s nothing unbearable. But I am having frequent panic attacks, I’m sad all day, I can’t eat, and I didn’t sleep at all last night. 

My emotions and feelings don’t reflect reality, and that pisses me off. I’ve become reliant on other people that I’m overburdening them and they are leaving me. I am jealous when I don’t have a friend’s full attention. My thoughts aren’t logical and I always assume the worst. 

I’ve never felt like this before, and I don’t see how this can go on. I am going to have a full on breakdown if things don’t get better soon.",1.6136872586872568,3.5690266621621625,3.7612355212355233,86.92527027027029,79.67567567567569,6.1204633204633225,24.760617760617762,7.1686216300943375,1.129299613899614,558,21,114,7,14,191,91,148,0.222,0.7390000000000001,0.039,-0.9809,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,4,10,3,2,4,0,20,4,2,2,3,24,33,11,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,1,0,9,0,0,3,11,7,0,0,3,4,18,3,8,30,5,21,0,1,1,0,3,10,1,2,8,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555102137509674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383763594910688,0.0,0.0,0.21267392540358385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646315224450898,0.15907418166962478,0.0,0.0,0.16533532806444542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056235856109715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912887072150765,0.0,0.21028499624046496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904735110269194,0.0,0.17949398463266178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444312056619662,0.0,0.0976696687293397,0.0,0.31873095836750626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523829764341815,0.0,0.19794496971261075,0.0,0.0,0.13204291929054052,0.09133059557310433,0.18736535890800185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247854787080226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441814747159155,0.0,0.0,0.17543274353519986,0.0,0.17937623883744944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193365836015183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296022960311135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489688595322107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707737020044413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414184481683896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419619905774686,0.0,0.0,0.14841135428896726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461359240750534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483861460302424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686864052778699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Melkorb,2020/02/18,"Unemployed weekday anxiety - anyone else?? Wondering if anybody else has this issue -

I recently became a full time student after working for 10 years. I only have to go in to college 3 days a week. At first I had a part time job, but it was impacting my studies and I didn't desperately need the money, so I quit.
My problem now is that I feel severe shame and embarassment about being at home studying on my 2 free weekdays. I believe that every person pretty much in the world knows I'm inside but doesn't know why and that they think I'm a lazy unemployed freak. I keep the curtains closed to noone can see me and I am too worried to go outside for a walk or anything as that will highlight to people I am not out 9-5 working.

I know it's irrational but I can't seem to change my thinking to 'who gives a fuck' or 'you're a full time student you are working from home all day'. 

Does anybody else feel like this? Whether in same position or unemployed due to illness or circumstances?",4.182719361856417,5.28763410659899,5.231867295141409,82.61544416243656,70.87817258883248,8.065119651921682,31.330311820159537,8.418075326091056,2.3884535170413344,777,34,151,12,14,256,128,197,0.17,0.743,0.087,-0.9533,7,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,5,4,6,1,1,10,0,14,2,0,0,1,30,32,15,0,3,10,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,9,6,0,1,9,0,2,3,4,4,0,1,3,3,19,3,21,27,6,27,0,0,1,1,5,11,1,7,14,97,28,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389900537571713,0.0,0.0,0.09496583041021156,0.13915972564803342,0.1117651432285945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301832497529594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367550905646492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751803996392135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188536537046898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340370970618329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443098871606353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734548208975794,0.09702710558860372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155251726824265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555986919746084,0.0,0.1302872548342983,0.1543749290978291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724694031103529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175680497861312,0.13477660111849546,0.12071966048772573,0.0,0.0,0.2239230606361549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635292483796197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998405189535274,0.10070597598817664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032943244257834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707568693019402,0.0,0.0941578378353662,0.11858944904080253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817388108801168,0.0,0.12995774115995848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445722456895474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410209201658066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822791067672127,0.1236419486839326,0.0,0.1534336240062224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405104728399973,0.0,0.0,0.2375865189642433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894354668314654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255297691154705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472868528587852,0.2966273881555245,0.13792792269556287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746116652418606
anxiety,PeterVeter1,2020/02/18,"Anxiety to go places, watch movies, do fun things Hello! I (30M) came here to see, if there is anyone who has something similar to myself or can relate to anything like that, because I never met anyone in real life who would have anything like that.

First maybe a few words to where I came from, because it is unfortunately relevant for my anxiety(attacks). I grew up on the countryside. Childhood was fine, sometimes even great. When I came closer to my teenage years a lot of things went wrong. Friends moved far away, my parents moved to the other side of our small town with only retired people around and I switched school. Everybody in my class lived about 50km from my place (school was in the middle, so all went one direction and I went in the other). I also played football, but not in my town. I played quite far away and had to drive 1 hour one way to get there. So all my activities as a teenager where detached from my home town. There I never felt like part of society. Th club I played in was also to good for me (in the highest junior league) and made me very anxious to play. I fell into a deep hole where I stopped everything I liked, because I had noone to share. 

Now I am coming to the now. I am always anxiety ridden to go out, have fun, go to the lake etc. Everything I dreamed of as a teen and never had. I am anxious that I could see teenagers spending time together there. I am anxious that I might end up living somewhere where teenagers live (now I live centrally where mostly students and working adult live). Sometimes I just want to go outside, but my anxiety stops me. Especially going to a park, seeing young people drink and have fun. Just thinking about it makes me dizzy. Its so weird that its especially places I deem nice, I had longings after as a teen. For example housing complexes where families live with youngsters who can just hang outside, meet people, flirt, fall in love, have fun etc. The same with movies. Afraid to see people with young peoples problems. Problems I always wished to have instead of dispair. Its just so much anxiety. I cannot enjoy anything.",3.783685714285717,5.952892140000002,4.118642857142857,85.88950000000003,73.85,6.871428571428572,27.17857142857143,7.760100539840176,1.640657142857143,1656,63,312,23,35,517,204,400,0.09699999999999999,0.755,0.14800000000000002,0.9771,1,0,2,0,0,0,58.0,1,0,0,3,30,26,0,1,15,0,26,3,0,2,5,51,51,21,0,7,9,1,1,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,17,18,1,2,3,7,1,20,5,5,0,3,16,6,43,21,56,32,10,76,0,0,5,1,12,35,0,5,24,212,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247358287860544,0.11702772703116215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151857494576315,0.2383328593068704,0.0,0.0983421030634032,0.0,0.17360801016752736,0.0626018380524666,0.0,0.08000187291846662,0.13214040422584292,0.0,0.0,0.12860363228001664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24129024689121625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060576513898751023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056146707790624986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888917210126923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228476647999896,0.0,0.15685611182833573,0.046447276659730516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640246294954688,0.0,0.06629369260217388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752052430010504,0.0,0.0,0.05981619067236105,0.0,0.0,0.054330905581878274,0.0,0.03674054734657987,0.0,0.1998291796397514,0.05898308594821959,0.0,0.07753068538978436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705390928678201,0.0,0.06925339070813144,0.08114259865051705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967078511772818,0.13742387435115702,0.0,0.3725757627710727,0.06223310396318767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059785582887255787,0.06346870430850513,0.06654074759173405,0.04694074269200947,0.0,0.07064829469028966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460094490836558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948314721846612,0.05169504948474433,0.0,0.16271089173998107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953045454924731,0.05348334792980812,0.0,0.0,0.07808469417156197,0.07615229761974836,0.0,0.24376346083204214,0.0,0.2204157967031442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457806370811726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479651999802736,0.0,0.08004227757520292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234002998273673,0.22415136686810772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413761296786554,0.13910128756398546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758533700460902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343814494531366,0.045059749270764664,0.0,0.0,0.04100555226641537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802333811920522,0.0414779687651652,0.05581864149563695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556868561539714,0.0,0.0,0.08086728023190548,0.0,0.0,0.0511955388785852,0.0,0.0,0.04995500959654559,0.07688649620830787,0.0,0.04528531480856775
anxiety,kalikali8,2020/02/18,Does anyone cough badly when they get anxiety? Seriously everytime I’m anxious I start to cough badly,3.5500000000000007,6.7072873333333325,5.761111111111113,64.44500000000002,92.33333333333334,9.066666666666668,28.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,4.2370888888888905,84,4,11,3,3,29,15,18,0.513,0.48700000000000004,0.0,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960134750643774,0.43714008685224615,0.0,0.27056241174250056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6461693372791308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386200178721443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216389093125786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738831514702125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breezyhippo,2020/02/18,"How do you move past inconsequential embarrassing moments? I’m new to having anxiety and don’t know how to deal with it. A lot of time the way it manifests itself is running constant loops through my head of all the embarrassing things that have ever happened in my life, and I feel like I’m the only one who has seemingly constant embarrassing moments. These are things that have happened a decade ago up until now. 

I try to tell myself that none of these things matter at all; they’re just small moments, but it’s so frustrating. I lie awake thinking about how other people must think I’m stupid or feel sorry for me. What can I do?",5.710182926829269,6.559082731707318,6.043648373983737,79.1171798780488,67.21138211382113,8.751626016260163,30.00914634146341,8.841846274778883,2.3000902439024387,508,18,96,8,8,163,86,123,0.14800000000000002,0.8290000000000001,0.023,-0.9379,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,2,3,5,0,11,2,1,3,4,21,22,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,2,9,1,14,21,4,19,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,13,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624289104373883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017611916545922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960290936701941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890972655622296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574873031850804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853006830491853,0.1309048442387347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240724777829076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805444941540211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070248994242392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942600355746106,0.08952054416140477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557818956376657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475237101469187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176971835001177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416641306066792,0.1393603093452547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492084415860334,0.12703375021775734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681245859759902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511928163919835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015757520748206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652043847736097,0.2348222704993968,0.0,0.0,0.10684720889613084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244061751972552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454453291942927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elreydelosgueys,2020/02/18,"A year ago I finally decided to confront my insecurities and start recording my own music. Today I released my first album and I couldn't be more proud of myself. Today's a huge day for me and I just wanted to share with you all. I named my artist name as a homage to John Frusciante whose music really helped me get through some dark times and the album itself is about the cycle of growth, with all its anxiety, pains, and hope. Anyways, the albums called Moments by Invisible Movement. Thank you to anyone who has ever helped me on here.

Here's a Spotify link if anyone's interested. 

https://open.spotify.com/album/1UTfiWiAO4zFZFs7TsoXRB",6.387543859649121,8.683731087719297,6.428947368421056,71.53096491228074,67.0701754385965,8.575438596491226,26.701754385964907,9.150863307647796,2.351112280701754,520,16,84,10,9,165,81,114,0.10099999999999999,0.769,0.13,0.5313,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,6,8,1,1,7,0,4,1,0,0,3,20,9,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,15,5,14,7,5,15,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,11,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079484481514413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945947165350853,0.0,0.0,0.32805930507081393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395409686045581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129010065890028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219862375480025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569801080682766,0.0,0.19954075957991813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256274835478614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144792977513276,0.0,0.0,0.23299919697555116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496185802731575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502833257610316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604286560587408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159774660319692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679037321270446,0.0,0.4447247166400519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836630685105605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106722800542136
anxiety,Doomification171,2020/02/18,"I am a fraud Hi, first time posting here. I don't really have anyone to talk to right now, but I've been feeling like I want to cry for the past few hours so maybe I need to vent it somewhere.

I am a student, and about a week ago, I started my internship abroad. Now, this is already a huge step for me and I found it very difficult to adapt to a new environment, but the most difficult part is the internship itself. The subject matter (Immunology) is very new to me, and although I've performed exceptionally well on the various introductory courses on the subject, I barely understand anything at all in practice. I constantly need to ask people around me to do the simplest of things. I feel like a fraud, like I don't belong here. I accidentally ended up at this place. I actually feel like such a burden to the people I constantly bombard with questions. 

I will be here for another six months, after which I graduate and need to find a job, hopefully in the same field of expertise. I just don't see myself doing that. I understand there's a learning curve but my brain just completely jams after about an hour or two into each working day. I was so excited to start this great learning opportunity, but now it feels like I'm actively wasting it. I am surrounded by people who know what they're doing and I just feel dumb.

The bitch voice in my head tells me that if I can't even fit in here, in the relatively safe environment of an internship, then I surely won't be able to work in this field for, like, actual money. At this point, I think he's right. It's 7 PM now and I'm afraid to start making dinner for myself, because there's a fat chance I'm gonna fuck that up too. I can't possibly keep this up for six months, and I feel like I'm utterly incapable of this line of work.

Thanks for reading. Strangely, I have calmed a bit while writing this. Please tell me if you recognise this feeling, it would help me a lot to know I'm not alone in this

/D",4.323758225230306,5.213493928934009,5.614816694867457,80.79813780785864,70.37055837563452,9.08576800150404,28.80579056213574,9.348350401419415,2.3655667606692985,1544,56,315,32,27,518,202,394,0.11699999999999999,0.685,0.198,0.9833,1,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,6,22,23,3,1,25,0,23,5,3,1,2,56,56,19,0,8,12,0,7,7,0,4,1,1,0,0,24,11,2,2,17,1,1,1,7,7,1,4,3,9,39,16,51,47,9,52,0,0,1,1,11,24,3,7,33,211,63,9,0.08702489058240001,0.0,0.16984747943407116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771423147198634,0.0,0.0,0.09013154130957482,0.09603413076866928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125318561563713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060849826924705024,0.0,0.07161406994808474,0.0774706029665659,0.0813565251978426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304956556319968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950086412669293,0.0,0.0,0.09714855874925904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124394205781584,0.18808598112159813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559275593071792,0.056123855036077135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707822269999867,0.0,0.0,0.05747911947838484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30801679638697155,0.3108529961023095,0.0,0.0,0.07953917340349033,0.07402332747270349,0.0,0.09541830070835478,0.0,0.0804531090430242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959452490919483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931264441908326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833094975141893,0.0,0.0,0.08643535233056186,0.1714039747887793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635877574212836,0.0773517213018271,0.0,0.0,0.09565320793316348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976117601908165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398544993361927,0.0,0.0,0.0580897902231021,0.0,0.08742819953032872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389248747939721,0.0,0.0,0.1935835610353949,0.0,0.16809836322179844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423947598706066,0.08307510513252278,0.18099630502268715,0.0,0.0909224883548276,0.09552719677530318,0.08226665053085316,0.09810748840157148,0.08334578927630112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748779403412472,0.0,0.08704844075371243,0.0,0.05575037330676468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863756212289173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934757064360675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847899964066292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201992947663604,0.0,0.0,0.06994731060586645,0.15212718029267633,0.08012082708548596,0.0,0.0,0.057815470393409764,0.055762035974131804,0.0,0.0,0.050744913534229115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850106728878333,0.18119196038776694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360929742862855,0.05132953520266687,0.0,0.06980611796472176,0.0,0.07824582790278399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900654704162951,0.0,0.0,0.06181998540364723,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,silentscreams03,2020/02/18,"Venting/ Dont know what to do I have so much to say but at the same time I'm at a loss of words.. Which is a very frustrating feeling. I'm not sure what has sent me spiraling but I feel as though I'm going insane. I'm trying so hard to stay positive but am surrounded by negativity. The last 4 days I've done absolutely nothing but watch tv/videos and eat. Last night I was able to go to sleep until 2am due to anxiety. Today I have a college class that I don't want to attend but if I don't then I'll get docked points and if that happens I'll be a failure and going to college in the first point would then be pointless. I don't feel as though I have energy to do ANYTHING but yet I feel as though my body is crawling and telling me to run and go as far away as you can. Start over a new life, but even if I do that Anxiety follows but it'd be worse because I wouldn't be familiar with my surroundings. I don't want to live but I also don't want to die... Everything, including my counselor, is pointing towards my BF being a narcissist but I feel like a lot of factors are saying he's not. But then again I can't trust my thinking due to possible trama bonding, gas lighting, etc. I feel as though I can't trust anyone and want to fucking scream! But there I go doing the complete opposite and trusting everyone because I'm too scared of a negative reaction from me saying no.. I'm a whole bunch of fucked up and who else is going to want to be with someone like this other than the ""narc"" bf. I also have this new puppy that will lay down and fucking whine and whine and whine, I've never heard a puppy whine so much for no reason and he's a healthy pup",1.9700584453535936,3.3680524406779675,3.870689655172416,89.05347457627121,76.85310734463278,7.029651276056888,24.9187609585038,7.753152298057669,1.1837049678550562,1300,45,289,19,29,441,177,354,0.22399999999999998,0.713,0.063,-0.9956,0,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,1,0,2,14,17,4,1,16,0,36,7,2,1,2,52,70,46,1,10,17,0,7,2,2,3,1,5,0,0,12,14,1,0,9,0,0,10,16,11,0,1,4,14,28,6,41,56,7,44,0,5,1,3,12,14,3,4,21,191,40,3,0.09188531314509404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696130344976482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058402610967022,0.0,0.0,0.0642483473909942,0.0,0.07561378358234025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863292763793632,0.0,0.0,0.1120248680892135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020638688431246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634000264139153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059258425496288514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536244822454253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094030577246758,0.10768890267994642,0.0,0.0,0.09402161454100542,0.07675838866686661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247641294238156,0.060689382741307314,0.0,0.0,0.0878003543687255,0.08258059465561651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27875985102545314,0.06564288607040886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815760042158301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25483947414728725,0.048006283691868136,0.0,0.3133232457493759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125387895829993,0.0,0.0823111924631907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049776509600714,0.14979758796526085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490131404592295,0.08978104539250165,0.0,0.08113641492409276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811760738606609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509255524255628,0.0,0.07086761804737153,0.17748681601831826,0.0,0.08622814190485366,0.0,0.08816643612331734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605839626400249,0.1035868845490994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447340539045057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921266705820333,0.0919932279807198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195167161935223,0.0,0.07785412764872672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503689757520886,0.09793751808273612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660082022123686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031181369792907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887639849704475,0.3611074145513533,0.0,0.05357906501701886,0.0,0.08709653299388617,0.0,0.0,0.062384096115155975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758150063531661,0.27098169179675063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258667071279028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936389840767665,0.0652726901398491,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0Artemis0,2020/02/18,"I cant seem to stop my obsessive thoughts I'm an 18 year old girl and I have had awful anxiety since the 7the grade. It got a lot worse my freshman year because a serious health issue arouse and I distanced myself from everyone because of that I'd often hate myself and feel alone and scared, I started a new medication for my health issue and it made me gained 70 lb never in my life have I hated myself more than one that happened.  I am a huge romance buff and I love reading romance novels all the time but often they make me feel even worse about myself I tried to lose weight and I've been able to lose 36 pounds but I need to lose more of course. I have horrible belly fat and I think that I will never find someone because of it. I have always been attractive to big buff overprotective guys, since I want to keep protected and safe. My obsessive thoughts over finding this guy has led me to hate myself even more and hinder my weight loss. I am trying to learn to love myself because I shouldn't expect anyone to do it for me. I just want to be able to move pass these thoughts and become happier",3.67312846214719,5.0939288161435,4.447855447111582,86.53762859403854,72.49775784753362,7.220152993933,25.225270377209178,7.724431198458867,1.2476427855447114,878,27,177,11,17,282,126,223,0.185,0.667,0.14800000000000002,-0.8103,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,5,6,17,3,3,7,1,15,10,2,3,3,41,37,13,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,9,11,3,4,10,2,0,3,4,11,0,1,8,4,34,6,22,26,5,16,0,4,0,3,6,4,0,4,9,113,43,3,0.20166966068649092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044344740418926,0.0,0.0,0.08390265655542145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713836921551519,0.0,0.0,0.07050605790258113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458719066487377,0.1113641479238404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320090889155886,0.0,0.0,0.09635200157469308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197023993839703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432241631349933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064682526254875,0.0,0.0,0.19968467053851247,0.08916790746039081,0.0,0.0,0.29866055719364776,0.0,0.2143654188112527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049073033393448,0.0,0.08962663028966991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122262271164444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384251478101883,0.0,0.08572616687017083,0.18201474247880114,0.09541235455497862,0.06730803224940614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158048320863616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717146679739216,0.0,0.07476774902602054,0.1555400748616411,0.0973869074871053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580919220103444,0.0,0.06832829066650377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086211768038487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095325595196776,0.0,0.0,0.09179624245311642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682322731663607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543702452843943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137141191097268,0.0,0.0,0.0843024332517725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461088775195407,0.0,0.2401547757980663,0.058797600465371816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692046166192634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894999095363,0.0,0.0,0.24557931659323498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551861336065436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986864948255056
anxiety,throwaway018332,2020/02/18,"Can't go out past dark In October 2018 I was assaulted in an attempted mugging. One guy asked me for my phone and I said no and ran, him and another bloke then proceeded to kick the shit out of me. It was stopped when a lady driving down the road saw and scared them off. For months after that I had trouble sleeping, I spent every night in bed next to some reproduction katana out of fear someone would break in or something. Even well over a year later I have anxiety attacks if I try to go out past sundown and I cant step foot on the street it happened on. I just feel so embarrassed about it. I'm a 17 boy who cant even go out at like 5. It doesnt help that I already had anxiety and at the time I was walking home to my temporary accommodation after having live in a travel lodge for 2 months. The most annoying part is that I literally smiled at the person who did it. I thought they just wanted to get past since I was walking slow talking about card games with my brother on my phone, so I just smiled and stepped aside. A lot of other stuff has happened in my life too recently and it just feels like everytime I get something good going, someone stomps on it.",4.70662482566248,5.02519358158996,5.485087866108788,84.11622315202231,69.2510460251046,8.88379358437936,30.577684797768477,8.841846274778883,2.2211872245467217,922,35,196,15,15,301,143,239,0.126,0.7879999999999999,0.085,-0.7959,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,13,12,4,3,12,0,16,4,3,0,0,29,34,14,0,3,6,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,2,3,14,14,0,1,3,2,1,11,5,8,1,1,12,4,25,4,37,21,4,53,0,0,1,0,16,23,1,5,20,132,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276720960320494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565971361921408,0.19794121162736256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094704239566227,0.14718137885852425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709003545446874,0.0,0.10900300956811892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558149736045636,0.1308305649225435,0.09242467130196866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518494558240055,0.0,0.2941044565346165,0.10851260854901736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810040590621488,0.2288096549160165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671653362047957,0.0,0.1297724737306593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913805436788119,0.12641101125030724,0.0,0.11423943901454835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099889815601526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652987182845148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759050808062034,0.12140855086699524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766703769149703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009922215623674,0.3705058041031148,0.0,0.1129642153188697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774102350420516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306411373959004,0.0,0.1295257470703731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280035047381145,0.10701934743520664,0.0,0.1294672360378785,0.0,0.21923600829241416,0.1991965496317856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816229297231753,0.0,0.0,0.14810205296709306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103985762921136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270834904212972,0.07543890540634074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783632047697074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630802145506597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163225868069973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190343832079514,0.0,0.0,0.08331248797587645
anxiety,-____-throws,2020/02/18,"Is medication really the only way? Hey all, I've been in therapy for almost 2 years to help my anxiety. It started out with panic attacks on bridges but then has spread to more generalized anxiety and now I'm uncomfortable and anxious every time I'm in a car or even when I have to think about traveling (driving 2.5h this weekend to see a sibling and I'm already anxious about the drive). CBT and ACT therapy have helped me not have panic attacks I guess (driving at least, not yet there with bridges), but the anxiety is still there whenever I drive to work (1h each way). I read all these stories of people getting over their driving anxiety quickly and can't help but feel I've stagnated and can't go any further with therapy and that my only option is medication, which I really don't want. I feel like I can't even tackle my fear of bridges when I can't even feel comfortable driving a road, and I'm so frustrated. So I'm wondering is therapy really successful by itself, and it doesn't matter if it takes years, or is medication really the only option that produces results?",8.470714285714287,7.009664166666673,9.12,67.08000000000003,62.0952380952381,12.971428571428573,40.52380952380953,11.979248473330829,4.966295238095238,865,41,155,24,10,294,112,210,0.215,0.738,0.047,-0.9868,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,15,9,3,3,7,0,16,3,0,2,2,38,33,20,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,5,3,0,10,8,6,0,0,1,4,13,3,20,32,5,32,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,8,13,101,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258885156857596,0.0,0.11305609551521068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966949648144456,0.0,0.3134958032777474,0.2314786221182079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310327451992424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300172771486816,0.0,0.08631852296776997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528470519649114,0.15540535763045416,0.07319028294885684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053525883718187284,0.0,0.058224682022293126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128601982966026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060101770215904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005188306828223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096227160169337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375346876127184,0.0,0.2404059442759759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102591333851416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024776998920114,0.0,0.2625283106799167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163936620946899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251461994738753,0.0,0.08181668275329447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702963149943018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686419022321143,0.0,0.0,0.0656458075348227,0.0,0.0,0.059739404579570485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042764992170176,0.16264004375431668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110262817782424,0.07458480231814449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194885050130006
anxiety,cam283x,2020/02/18,"can’t seem to feel peace I feel like whenever something is going good and there’s absolutely nothing wrong my mind comes in to make sure I feel like shit. I KNOW there’s nothing wrong at all or no reason to be anxious or sad or anything negative emotion but it still happens. I have a picture perfect life but my mind ruined everything for me. I hate feeling like this, I don’t want medication but I’m starting to think that’s the only way I’ll be normal. I just want to feel peace for more than a few minutes. My mind is like a tornado of anxiety and depression and there’s no end to the constant thoughts running through my head.",2.075498798076925,4.392087523437503,3.460937500000004,87.78646634615384,80.015625,6.438461538461539,28.59615384615385,7.61054688173877,1.8322925480769232,505,24,101,8,13,165,81,128,0.19399999999999998,0.5770000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.3032,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,14,2,0,5,0,7,4,2,2,3,31,25,9,0,3,7,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,10,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,1,5,12,7,13,22,3,10,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,4,8,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154963209081716,0.14996416964578774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092379001550468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434814276070132,0.0,0.14345028596489262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433315328273135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493203615727668,0.11757275073927145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930272929552868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355995354602925,0.2844993608859628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544209493267409,0.1113402851763114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738604651612798,0.0,0.0,0.13105829611339176,0.13623476141919708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295323101513163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937617842646308,0.25941018707844105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886083797362581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337267147640145,0.0,0.0,0.4021041048423979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006200577246968,0.2547449919835679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095862423875887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364840633072034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084614625944767,0.0,0.0,0.13626092940701093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219365721045104,0.0,0.0,0.09395765939920432,0.0,0.1060104019973388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511067829810402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505769498368311,0.0,0.10538477532934036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565929892139538,0.10536687530615893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902718389999324,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrossStitchCat,2020/02/18,"I should live alone but shouldn't Anyone else ever feel like you should just be living alone or with a family member/friend who's known you longer than your significant other, just because you feel like your mood swings and issues are just too much to push on them? I feel like my significant other finds me to be too much. Whether that's true or not is another story, but I just feel like I should be moving out to make things easier on him.",12.130189393939393,6.776759215909093,10.599999999999998,71.31166666666667,59.11363636363636,14.006060606060608,35.01515151515152,10.504223727775694,3.1532833333333343,353,5,73,5,3,110,57,88,0.040999999999999995,0.706,0.254,0.9674,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,1,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,2,26,14,6,0,4,10,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,13,5,8,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,5,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471698094722049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757450865901648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719106604039806,0.17172783650853798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021684934128758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000978641007353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516054112518618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800004811356028,0.0,0.33897799645208765,0.4789389989905274,0.0,0.0,0.1531849964776591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948872447796908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493272077088198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32752706791781083,0.0,0.2959908961326313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187549392263824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813417480315147,0.2464131951387076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134717962985567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HellfighterFenrir,2020/02/18,"When things start to get good, everything gets worse This year I got accepted in college and so I was going to live with my best friend, we were making plans, organizing everything, I was going to start therapy there, we've been planning something like this for years and now it would finally happen, we were happy, after years of anxiety and pain, life was finally getting good.

But bad things started to happen, due to some unforeseen events we ended up in a situation that got her divided between me and her boyfriend, two people that she loves, I got anxious that things would go bad and ended up making her feel pressured and sad, my parents then wanted me to go live as far from her as possible, afraid of the problems I could cause to the couple, that made me feel really bad, which just made her feel even worse, now she told me our friendship is hurting her and we should depart our ways and asked me to not text her anymore because she needs some time of peace to think.

Now I feel anxious all the time, I'm so confused, I don't want to go to that college if it's going to be like this, she's one of the most important persons of my life, when in crisis she was always there with me to help me get over it, we would always promise that no matter what, we would always have each other, I feel so much guilt for causing so much pain to someone that only made me good. We got through a lot in the past and things always got better, but I still don't know when or if she'll come back, even if I know that she doesn't blame me for anything and she wants to keep me close as much as I want to keep her, so I'm afraid of losing all of this because I screwed up really bad, and that's killing me.",12.471305496828757,6.054606331395353,11.150549682875264,70.81876321353067,59.8139534883721,14.253276955602535,42.90063424947146,9.800150414767053,4.034555813953489,1334,40,281,15,11,424,160,344,0.152,0.753,0.095,-0.9681,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,9,0,0,5,18,29,2,5,7,0,20,6,0,7,2,69,66,30,1,15,8,1,5,2,1,6,4,0,0,1,23,23,0,2,9,0,0,8,5,17,0,2,16,5,51,12,44,42,11,44,0,3,0,2,32,10,1,9,27,195,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24165798002008396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554383869344931,0.16404954852329634,0.07200622222080542,0.0,0.0,0.059749032866970926,0.0,0.06787735568600299,0.0,0.0,0.055829982028878934,0.2424938623532562,0.08852060045496456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619613135193584,0.06421462400697613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917392613385966,0.0,0.06254414384008625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057970449968012185,0.08033780516058542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861576683935114,0.0,0.0,0.0959119290767362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305082335650985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835603544730972,0.0,0.0,0.15907392948897572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609566736301084,0.0,0.15173577547554248,0.0,0.2475839724099952,0.18269687578144095,0.2903505932959775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284115264292157,0.07729105970927327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048666663357992385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772685078964685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290721374090329,0.08032842859938451,0.0,0.07980536043787073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256835625257928,0.0709438197355388,0.0,0.12822588931100726,0.0,0.0,0.08122819642564696,0.0,0.061727522021385615,0.06553027759652727,0.2061063184765125,0.09693091840169596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012258230301807,0.05383686268724357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049200100981860735,0.05522057957251099,0.1545170508954747,0.0,0.0806210200893718,0.0,0.06931120086581417,0.05033626392802648,0.06339726934293474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185301510235188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947469598819488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302727493260887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161284349179967,0.0,0.0,0.06151932374403149,0.05589609627058639,0.0,0.0,0.15417394342747326,0.0,0.05798371246783038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303195752674844,0.0,0.1929463549975272,0.04652336786001536,0.0,0.0,0.08467496705008429,0.0,0.0,0.06937870333119907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092608326967889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713009797149509,0.05763172751235699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479846258755176,0.20631053883103406,0.0,0.0,0.14026878046983718
anxiety,quinoacrazy,2020/02/18,"PMS anxiety - advice? Hey all

20 mg Prozac for anxiety/depression here.

Works fine but the week before my period I go into a depressive state - feeling empty and purposeless, suicidal thoughts, sleeping all the time, anxiety attacks, crying

Does anyone take extra medicine to combat this? Or what do you do?",5.870769230769231,8.944335307692311,6.392923076923079,67.7520769230769,70.92307692307693,10.313846153846157,33.47692307692308,10.355215969177356,4.758687692307693,244,12,33,8,5,79,47,52,0.389,0.565,0.046,-0.977,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,2,8,6,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,5,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257222847026103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797979710164327,0.0,0.0,0.173571583169932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28240298522119944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112295792249689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726743332730038,0.0,0.0,0.4276086357246273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723199544449606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551500189374126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410775893261444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248414128397174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27152864248367603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866417186178881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707074768282398,0.14474774087453418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991190283100797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071793174211034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youneedsomechocolate,2020/02/18,"I emailed the testing department! For background I'm a freshman in college and this is my first semester. I'm also an online distant learner, so I haven't met my professors in person, nor any of my peers. Since I'm distant learning, I need to take some of my tests at designated facilities with a proctor, and the closest to me is the local community college.

I'm not worried at all about the test itself, since its all review from high school, but I've been keeping myself awake at night at the thought of having to go to the community college and ask to take my exam. I was almost to the point of tears since I was so nervous to email the testing department and make sure everything was set for my exam. But I calmed down, wrote out a list of things I wanted to discuss in the email, and then sent it.

It may seem like a tiny accomplishment compared to others on the sub, but any progress to me is great. Now all that's left for today is to talk to the proctor once I get there and take my test.",8.154875621890547,5.867242597014929,8.32497512437811,75.15472636815923,63.32835820895522,10.923383084577113,38.253731343283576,9.150863307647796,3.3162477611940293,786,32,158,10,9,259,113,201,0.03,0.867,0.10300000000000001,0.9405,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,16,0,11,0,0,1,4,27,30,14,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,8,0,18,4,33,21,4,25,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,4,6,108,26,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253606036886746,0.0,0.0,0.1377902435355593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343432111189189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610795743235934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485437297850688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656041479553286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002094246395641,0.0,0.09792347900143207,0.0,0.0,0.18996410975664427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204704673806724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531503749723316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720716569498885,0.0,0.0,0.08417829604878685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501325381006135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776011730178816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169422009447432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349653454267306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044789320135438,0.0,0.0,0.16288155149587247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743793244085485,0.0,0.15685772082816105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275912148275092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239306305203444,0.0,0.3886501002994448,0.1384902193164454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144701219434052,0.0,0.0,0.13678893518588975,0.0,0.0,0.16332261909248402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162847614947958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498154811434374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilebowski,2020/02/18,"I got a job offer but I'm worried about everything. I'm worried about social interactions and meeting new people. I'm worried how they'll perceive me. I'm scared to leave the room and actually do this. This is actually a really good opportunity for me cause I'll get paid well and find some time for studying for future exams too. But my social anxiety is letting me down. Please help me.
Sorry for my bad english.",2.3751851851851846,5.011850469135805,4.673086419753087,77.5888888888889,81.34567901234568,7.05679012345679,26.28395061728395,8.167268648758528,2.1618987654320985,332,14,59,7,9,115,54,81,0.222,0.6,0.179,-0.3056,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,12,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,8,3,8,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,34,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.3403786376617541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334155824857747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561678061918193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915692104645636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673954492391476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593985119710359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111684277318297,0.0,0.0,0.1462785112568921,0.13948367430442535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689669623629052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730651672617407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466450145364746,0.0,0.17833589594873656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684366823024187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090705522136275,0.0,0.0,0.1914389145271088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172515587819892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460490263979098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555578340550631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952266092247516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169408809948803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568066149289178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313352350468854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mkap3,2020/02/18,Sexual side effects of celexa Hi I’m a 20 year old male who was just prescribed celexa for anxiety and was somewhat concerned about the possible sexual effects that it could have. I’m starting out at 10mg and will be moving to 20mg after roughly a week or two. How likely am I to experience these side effects? Does it differ for everyone? Based on dosage?,3.6470476190476178,5.686534657142857,4.974285714285717,80.17904761904764,73.85714285714286,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.528523809523809,286,12,52,6,6,95,54,70,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,4,0,11,10,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,10,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285490123075376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385339111388294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312138468031786,0.0,0.0,0.2614450933877525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854760220847552,0.0,0.2922426000745589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595804243354932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175324178251809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134962096883542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368046969040832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146241313027853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29184310374354905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964560489943385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923903231997598
anxiety,GSbetty,2020/02/18,"Terrified I am pregnant with IUD, don't know how I am going to get through this week. I have generalized worry about a lot of things, but I experience it the most with fears involving health/ pregnancy. I have always had a terrible fear of pregnancy and have always avoided any sort of sexual contact. Even in encounters that I rationally know do not cause pregnancy, the fear of somehow   being pregnant has always consumed me. 

I am now 23 and I am in a long term relationship with a great man. We plan to marry in couple years, but getting pregnant right now would be terrible. We do have sex and I have the copper IUD. Initially I seemed to handle my fears pretty well, partly by tracking my cycle and avoiding sex on my fertile days. But last week we accidentally had sex on ovulation day. Since then I have been ***freaking out***.  I spent hours a day on the internet seeking reassurance. My partner and mother remind me how effective the IUD is, but I am convinced I am pregnant. I am convinced I somehow *feel* pregnant. I keep reading about people getting pregnant with an IUD and I feel guilty that I was irresponsible and had sex on my ovulation period. My period is due in a week.",2.8626905829596403,5.640891466367716,4.609876233183859,77.89958565022424,80.52466367713005,7.693560538116594,28.650941704035873,8.608573733854374,2.7957513542600902,939,44,162,23,25,316,117,223,0.185,0.706,0.10800000000000001,-0.9603,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,0,2,10,14,0,6,12,0,27,5,0,4,0,39,38,14,0,1,5,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,15,0,3,6,1,1,1,2,9,1,0,6,2,30,5,24,29,4,28,0,0,0,4,10,10,0,6,17,122,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177130690466439,0.0,0.0,0.08655247639187573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307481642437713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082917593379754,0.0,0.2462487009814035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406501713046781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450097163105375,0.0,0.5728863981396044,0.12870978191594734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949036612198998,0.0,0.07233424483699535,0.0,0.0,0.14032293955955152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352891114220457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253418476797263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312932131388295,0.0,0.0,0.13989582019448746,0.103747445019171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263581693010954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820604373408964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782819283092435,0.0,0.08823759317796195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948609470601752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731107799751867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366474741812728,0.0,0.10869355097541747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158678684484988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052845478220431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455694090539713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628091848497585,0.0,0.11443698029349154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925560113192386,0.0,0.090413669853053,0.0,0.0,0.08196198009691798
anxiety,Swordsboy,2020/02/18,"Affordable therapy I haven’t looked into what my insurance covers yet mental health wise (I don’t think it’s anything tbh) but I’m kind of on a budget with my job and living situation. But I feel like my anxiety, which has always been a certain level, has just been getting worse over the past couple months. I’ve been trying to tell myself it’s not impacting the quality of my life, but it definitely is, so I think I should really see someone. But I’m limited on funds and transportation, and need someone lgbt friendly. What’s the best way to go about finding an affordable therapist in the US?",3.7784482758620714,5.877609603448278,5.3115862068965525,77.64203448275866,73.65517241379311,9.122758620689657,27.97931034482759,9.642632912329526,2.9331406896551733,478,19,86,13,10,161,81,116,0.069,0.755,0.175,0.9331,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,0,1,19,19,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,11,6,11,15,1,12,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,4,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338297266095988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101713655132028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169346816507767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345008397493965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203965147297242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932062175788881,0.13169023657627155,0.0,0.0,0.1684804826384768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424181434078678,0.0,0.096308362337219,0.0,0.1047628433879928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594138328184446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292581623011053,0.0,0.0,0.1919583958559572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020252326582776,0.09005764230964652,0.0,0.1627727590289626,0.0,0.15479647362915724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576812356726216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713586371486778,0.0,0.0,0.13668339091509488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759703201461161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809086516841764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689255208337415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072022705982322,0.0,0.0,0.3123759207510484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111847572340982,0.0,0.21080517962208886,0.21402921601916186,0.0,0.23623113823844616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515257734387095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173445647460047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631796036194758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878549330174858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigkimchi,2020/02/18,"Tips on travelling on public transport please! Hi. I’ve been experiencing high levels of anxiety recently when I’m in crowded places, especially on crowded trains or buses. Sometimes even the slightest clicking of a pen or footsteps can send me into overdrive. Sometimes it’s bad enough to make me want to throw up. 

I’ve tried various methods of distraction such as listening to music, playing a repetitive-action game (such as ‘block jam!’) and watching shows on Netflix but it’s difficult to concentrate when my senses are hypersensitive and the anxiety just seems to be escalating with each moment. I’m also not a fan of noise-cancelling earphones as I find that when there’s something blocking my ears, it sometimes heightens my anxiety.

It’s definitely effective for me to get off the subway/bus and take a short break and board the next one, but that shaves at least 10-15 mins off the time that’s available for me to commute. I’m usually rushing to school or an important appointment and I cannot afford to be late all the time. 

I was wondering if there are some things that you guys when you encounter similar situations? Sorry for the long post! Thanks for reading. 

Context: My typical commute lasts 45mins-1hr; I live in a city so it’s pretty much crowded wherever I go;",6.6377500000000005,8.056087293617022,6.9091888297872375,71.68718750000002,65.42553191489361,10.13031914893617,37.2406914893617,10.270032843473604,4.212792553191489,1034,53,169,25,16,334,149,235,0.085,0.815,0.1,0.758,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,1,12,5,0,1,13,0,8,1,1,2,1,26,20,20,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,10,8,0,2,4,6,0,6,2,3,0,1,2,5,15,2,32,16,7,37,0,0,2,0,11,15,0,7,14,110,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040354104084312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455361546211788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571210820103615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555697136379597,0.0,0.09944409057496184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760998491232546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866188463261692,0.0,0.08556726020858185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907901626729547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907591496225593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272727314615725,0.16983931482359524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294808136427852,0.1332417069920878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005006063566968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067962543636192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012328335160336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202399942186463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573041523480286,0.16527071560426052,0.0,0.0,0.14419577566686606,0.1531746185236474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060169858685216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866077891218035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523757241758615,0.0,0.1370650384432528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923682128810932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159091786355744,0.4467259019601377,0.16854066212854069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320310035801075,0.0,0.0,0.13861629854344126,0.0,0.0,0.10002600816803298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558660687605532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022210051296208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582162046022147,0.0,0.08880475195491165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327693282222225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Josegiusgius,2020/02/18,"Hi, any advice ? Thanks. I don’t want to be toxic, I just need an advice.

I have 24 years old, live with my parents, unemployed 2 years ago, addicted to MJ, with anxious depression diagnosed, broke up with my GF 1 year ago but never stop thinking about her.

My grandmother died yesterday, the funeral was pretty nice, a lot of emotions and then I received a call from my ex, she ask how I was and told me that she is dating to someone else like 1 month ago. I always thought that when my grandmother finally dies, I will heal my soul and be back with her again. But she is so happy with this new guy that I just can’t do that to her. 

I went to a psychiatrist and she prescribed Anti Depressives (Paxil) I took it for a week but starts to feel plastic, like I really understand that the society just sick the people with stress and a lot of other shit things just to make them addicted to this kind of “medication” everything is about the money. The psychiatrist have never really care about me, she just saw an opportunity. 

I am not sure if my ex and me where in the same page, I am not really sure what love is about, I just fell like really susceptible right now",5.378546583850933,5.610860295652174,6.413664596273294,78.3408695652174,67.78260869565217,10.571428571428571,28.60248447204969,10.451354775682146,2.755596273291925,908,28,185,23,14,304,132,230,0.159,0.691,0.151,-0.0294,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,17,17,1,1,13,0,16,8,1,2,4,40,32,14,3,3,12,3,1,3,1,1,6,0,0,1,11,12,0,1,4,0,1,4,6,5,0,0,7,2,33,12,25,22,4,30,1,3,1,1,20,4,1,3,25,129,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243652436757532,0.0,0.21840559944481294,0.29718432110532017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298664921200303,0.0,0.0,0.0759952190650988,0.0,0.0,0.1262479957885558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044730716045572,0.0,0.0,0.0859304204065654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411132705322055,0.0,0.113938652249778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192503735902038,0.11342596782663375,0.2319619474552002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335448937282652,0.12570600313068714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043552737457627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650518899215251,0.0,0.0,0.12241889697941664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065208882935702,0.0,0.11896212416925556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637255237067072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637892051971932,0.0,0.098679098354367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900151755452643,0.10086057882511544,0.0,0.07459535419824917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125784229807784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919941182781531,0.0,0.0,0.08286272135449349,0.1723801244602375,0.107930816211565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726496683813585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408741500762732,0.0,0.0,0.07747479336091778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369199985122085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863648725554405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954356312110751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471186272396508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468714049948583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909866880969649,0.0,0.0,0.0934297090262316,0.12801158378496189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106499495738188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028862636987388,0.0,0.0,0.07424308945807861,0.07160619462267608,0.0,0.0887186366142105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067838628611507,0.12416062788046935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633781436540044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591424834844174,0.0,0.08964074538372657,0.0,0.0,0.10359526030003163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589394869327652
anxiety,sageofsolus,2020/02/18,"Is it Anxiety it do am I lying to myself about what I want to do? I'll keep it short.

I love video games, but anything pvp makes me anxious. I enjoy the games themselves. Whenever I want to que up, I hit a thick wall of anxiety that I have little success getting through. However if I have just one drink, beer or a shot, then I am in there like swimwear. Having a good time, always laughing when I get downed or complementing a person downing me on a good play. I have a genuine good time almost everytime. Yet everytime I desire to engage, the anxiety exists & it can still hold me back successfully even though I can remember the great times I had.

I am seeing a psych & therapist for about a year but I would love your folks opinion on it too. Is this just plain anxiety or am I using alcohol to make me believe I want to play these games?

Thanks!",3.0764411027568954,4.746088093567256,4.4928696741854655,84.6059210526316,74.49707602339181,7.926649958228906,26.83416875522139,8.634040054169528,1.9529010860484541,668,25,135,13,14,222,104,171,0.061,0.598,0.341,0.9959,1,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,12,15,0,0,11,0,16,5,0,3,0,21,30,9,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,0,3,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,24,15,17,27,0,19,0,0,1,2,7,10,0,6,10,95,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733361799047304,0.13804987817518366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471305826645375,0.29874900135416826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218592643275176,0.15574594653794868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344950062172116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600813564628142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553243887399962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505325299664042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105720992713114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440554526838704,0.0,0.0,0.3468988254370699,0.0,0.1519944419357678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225389669974696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735289706792467,0.13817494185203494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488534763560493,0.0,0.184049243306768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934195353313562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037665218364775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617190188871702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985896018128942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009756824541413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269257260317286,0.0,0.16006956640617168,0.0,0.0,0.13544969551431066,0.0,0.2411670683033709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190693661426974,0.0,0.0,0.2439455042888546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793391825894177,0.0,0.0,0.08877925066196762
anxiety,failsharks,2020/02/18,"Irrational inability to trust birth control, and having trouble enjoying sex because of the worry? I’ve had anxiety for a long time, but I’ve only just recently (past six months) started having sex with my boyfriend. This is my first sexual relationship, I am an adult, and I now have an IUD for birth control. Logically, I know it is 99.9% effective, however, I just can’t seem to trust it. For the skimmers - any advice on calming myself on the anxiety of getting pregnant? I’m in my mid-20s but having a kid is still very much NOT what I want, and the panic sets in about a day after we have sex. Thinking of the stats simply does not work. 

For more detail (and warning, sexual content ahead): we always use condoms, in addition to the IUD. Strictly speaking, it is highly highly highly unlikely I would ever get pregnant. I have less panic about the sex itself, but whenever semen is involved elsewhere, my brain starts to go haywire. Condomless anal makes me worry it’ll drip somewhere (even though again, I have an IUD). Anytime he cums on my body below my chest worries me that in the shower afterwards it’ll somehow get in bad places. It’s to the point where any condomless non-PIV sex now freaks me out and makes me want to run and buy Plan B immediately after. Which is a completely unsustainable habit because it is very expensive, and somewhat unnecessary because again, IUD.  It’s really only to quell my anxiety and I know this, and I’ve indulged it which I can’t continue to do. But I get extreme panic if I don’t, so it’s a lose-lose situation.

I’ve also managed to panic over anal with a condom, because I’m worried it’ll jumpstart appendicitis or fuck up my intestines. This is a new worry, and I’d been having anal for the past few months fine worry-free, until I started having uterus pain in my stomach area (likely from my IUD), and convinced myself it could have been that. Again, my rational brain tells me all of this is anxiety caused and unlikely, but my anxiety wins over and sends me into a tizzy. During this pain, I made the mistake of also going on r/birthcontrol and read all the “my IUD failed!” horror stories... again, didn’t help.

I don’t think the solution is to stop having sex, and I would feel bad taking away all the things my boyfriend enjoys (anal and cumming on my body). He’s been nothing but supportive and has offered this as an option, but I don’t think this is the solution. So in short... does anyone have any advice on how to mitigate this? Ignoring the urge to go buy Plan B seems terrible because then I know I would have extreme panic for a month. Stopping sex entirely also seems not the best idea because that’s just postponing the problem. What else can I try to help me trust my IUD, and to be more comfortable with the idea that the odds of me getting pregnant are incredibly low, especially from these non-PIV activities?",6.102759688267317,6.6292029019963685,6.770584498772287,75.38530345895167,66.2595281306715,9.749140599978649,33.08428525675243,9.701314574385464,3.1708485747838164,2273,93,410,45,34,749,250,551,0.204,0.7090000000000001,0.087,-0.9968,2,0,0,0,0,0,83.0,2,0,0,11,23,31,1,5,33,0,47,23,11,9,4,85,79,37,0,9,15,0,1,1,0,6,2,1,1,2,31,26,0,9,14,1,3,5,9,18,0,2,6,2,48,13,58,65,10,68,0,2,0,10,14,29,1,8,34,278,79,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295965032318081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590864269504086,0.055175987317868,0.0,0.0,0.1352810735375944,0.0,0.25363831470251985,0.0,0.0,0.0463661285157998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230128066831221,0.0,0.11073367635326678,0.24253508339351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695892066431344,0.0,0.0,0.14731293960919487,0.0,0.14804980680278926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811956845649676,0.0,0.0,0.0695257251754523,0.0,0.14874664318232658,0.05294386408394727,0.0,0.0,0.042765049744921436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605824449572642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055394254609146834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379772918676583,0.0599820124459944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033528787386633715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056404024271317035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130336571047852,0.1732235621312732,0.0,0.1130580510576638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888936074039971,0.2101833443306106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971388695408788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932822218538488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03239616004142616,0.0,0.0,0.05868306669085454,0.0,0.07418494411750534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274498425941982,0.0885260916936703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878620180898562,0.0,0.048746147039278896,0.0,0.0,0.06404348793039137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362710441711374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086486688086913,0.14111896226053902,0.3890078139043123,0.0,0.0,0.12660252939763975,0.0,0.0,0.06928078505880947,0.0,0.06268524141897414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345058324891717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632885243997233,0.0,0.04248046550311197,0.0,0.065474021611986,0.07119309877684975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811008799015367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453623864776887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080560545268114,0.0,0.0529559765996889,0.11087777619753217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524883231371526,0.0,0.0,0.04985755014618004,0.0,0.0579586561595686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044054020626538536,0.127468056539182,0.06515013020180482,0.0,0.03866642357689205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502075361120925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727133366958005,0.0,0.10942688709499213,0.07822378291422426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048275130613176086,0.3367097282251586,0.0,0.14131609897348624,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,orangejuice772,2020/02/18,"See psychiatrist today - last time they said there wasn't anything else they could think of to help me.... I am going to my psychiatrist today. I have seen her a handful of times since being hospitalized a year ago. I was doing a lot better, but still having anxiety attacks, and a general sense of feeling anxious at various levels over the course of everyday. 

I felt better, but still felt like I had a ways to go. Last time I saw them, I said I was happy for the first time in what felt like forever, but work was very bad and stressful. She said I need to find another job (twice - which I can't....) I said I still have bad anxiety. She said she didn't know what else to do to help with kind of a sigh. So I changed subject to being tired all of the time. I just want to go to bed after work and sleep all of the time. She prescribed me adderall. 

I want my anxiety to be better, I feel my depression is, but how can I convey and get help for my anxiety without being told there is nothing I can do anymore? It makes me feel like giving up. I see a new psychaitrist in April. Takes a while to get in for a new patient appointment.",3.2122276214833767,4.3301793173913055,4.6160358056265975,86.06525575447573,73.21739130434783,7.8465473145780065,26.1381074168798,8.313332769828598,1.5558567774936058,873,29,186,14,17,291,119,230,0.157,0.6809999999999999,0.162,-0.2057,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,6,8,14,1,1,13,0,23,3,2,2,2,30,52,11,0,4,6,0,7,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,4,5,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,5,1,2,17,16,34,8,30,30,4,33,0,1,4,0,18,7,0,1,25,127,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896476835283887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340900243614253,0.27258632096204816,0.10063596597601616,0.08834423251637763,0.0,0.0,0.07330592120278194,0.0,0.0,0.10134228806453492,0.0,0.0,0.1487575205225848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363542274233453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423569139191312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112378282183153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767251760928533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883118195344466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351258110997614,0.06363935258656253,0.2565946586349304,0.0,0.08141825178037669,0.07577209638853724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308209913136484,0.08545443562019535,0.15188004141395695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482818484011958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912697920649212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839896425814693,0.0,0.0,0.0927639615010711,0.048956486683587284,0.1452255086242352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056116082088035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573332400906663,0.0,0.0,0.05946213625154732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605229615587156,0.0,0.17206961394020492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547544525592927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236812755026691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197175367605389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736885713421832,0.0,0.08914514887159536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342016363722066,0.0,0.10204177349393732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066977687216084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707938982087862,0.0,0.0,0.3116624402728839,0.1023852934123053,0.1688763948105481,0.08512053694444845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735010023094733,0.10508434629311976,0.07070820518898252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587072754769128,0.0,0.1297037896585314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736512472776972
anxiety,AdollarAPTOOTHPASTE,2020/02/18,"Anxious about losing time One of the biggest things I continuously notice I get anxious about is that I’m running out of time even though I have nothing going on. Like I mean I’ll watch tv, play video games, and hang with friends. But usually at the middle of the day I start looking at the time and saying things like “well I only have 4 hours so I obviously shouldn’t do this”. Does anyone else experience this??",3.428306878306877,5.452037580246916,4.364832451499119,84.37888888888891,74.43209876543209,6.603880070546737,25.151675485008816,7.447530270364453,1.1929527336860672,328,11,64,4,7,106,58,81,0.107,0.764,0.129,0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,3,7,5,10,10,0,17,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,0,10,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241433766867,0.0,0.13125912993624572,0.1923427029682816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210647384390926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427621500947687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681709679482522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398817866105015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362749739416515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503304633881745,0.0,0.09807665542772312,0.0,0.10668636703234577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486771232914584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342233507220468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576386519001822,0.21001216903228426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448357830816144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012369446172516,0.21372199675076084,0.0,0.0,0.12720484238827162,0.14277054276169118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492835490068804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287013497052602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24942744208899906,0.0,0.1844352694361356,0.0,0.3283854795890311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674854166410764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878403457694682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,k4thr1n4,2020/02/18,"Unsure if my actions were normal or not As a kid, I tend to close and open the refrigerator door  more than 10 times a day. I can be looking at the contents of the fridge and 2 minutes later check on the fridge again. Didn’t realize it was not normal until I saw on youtube a person doing it on video describing symptoms of ADHD. As a kid, I was shy. I remember transferring to a new school and did not talk to anyone for the whole semester. I just nod and shake my head in response to people, and some of my classmates thought I was deaf or something. They were curious to know how my voice sounded like but I refused to speak! I had a slight obsession on my skin as I got older. I’d look in the mirror more than 10 times a day to check on my skin and feel bad about the imperfections. I feel depressed afterwards and it would instantly ruin my mood for the entire day. I actually thought I had BDD (only that it is focused on my face). Being away from home helped me a bit because I didn’t have to check on the mirror often since I was focused on work or something else.I tried withdrawing myself from checking myself out on the mirror and it was hard, it felt like I had withdrawal symptoms(it was weird, like it just makes the anxiety worse). There were times when I’m in bed about to sleep, I’d get up again to look in the mirror (because it was the only way to ease or relax myself- idk how to describe it really, like if I have this urge to look in the mirror, I just had to or I won’t feel at ease). Anyways, I cried out of exhaustion one time since I wanted the obsession to end. I hated myself. I hated how I looked. And there’s also these thoughts when I usually think that someone hates me with their slightest reaction/ moves. I overanalyze things and feel like nobody likes me at work but I just try to keep a happy face. And right now I want to quit so badly with work. I just want to share my experiences and hear from anyone’s thoughts about it because I’m still thinking this is normal- like everyone goes through these phases in life sometimes? Maybe?",3.93573717948718,5.076068663461541,4.880019230769231,84.7733141025641,71.5,7.854358974358973,27.08782051282052,8.238735603445708,1.6727855128205134,1628,55,331,24,30,531,202,416,0.14300000000000002,0.746,0.111,-0.9527,0,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,4,23,23,3,3,24,0,27,10,6,4,0,64,59,32,0,9,17,0,8,7,0,2,4,5,3,3,17,18,0,2,14,2,4,3,6,12,0,1,24,19,47,10,61,31,5,49,0,2,6,0,11,25,0,9,27,225,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.08341074601877196,0.0,0.1027236942839118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683538971556812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538773021781727,0.0,0.0,0.11953146377713415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030607160716244,0.0,0.1427352126177521,0.1563133178428768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331597587093504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388968400048103,0.1653718724684073,0.0,0.07361902970872128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570500402631533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167451229505042,0.0,0.0836104260477633,0.0,0.0,0.1728738267906476,0.06106297342405621,0.08206888863651496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465687907323282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836173627754552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098915522227324,0.07656832992521231,0.2531650090491324,0.08772145838992841,0.0,0.0963359318614398,0.0,0.057291730804141176,0.0,0.08573785552019045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597363000168585,0.0,0.0,0.04697452949774777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037314097557678,0.2923095358752343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588851080042027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057054867752261165,0.0,0.0858705866015921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908458271708724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255176896108872,0.0,0.0,0.25124047728994586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057919708204659776,0.13001436143032372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059257230384525385,0.07463300416128801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091261262773433,0.0,0.0,0.054757129677008964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682590429375808,0.07299472435146984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650471978898162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414107180742912,0.0,0.08553619160448771,0.0,0.07242223509898868,0.1316048349968039,0.08453642945325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826001653935253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888406946127169,0.0,0.06870113561981679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056785435179948385,0.10953716912668933,0.0,0.2714287040306593,0.19936338689988525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606309933044695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941380452197954,0.0,0.1512451584792519,0.06784565019646707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542918543646084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667928111333298,0.0,0.0871057800536405,0.06071860611142438,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,schrammyy,2020/02/18,"A Strange Feeling About once or twice a week i’ll get this feeling that every single thing around me, the clock, the people, my movements even, are insanely fast. I absolutely hate this feeling, but I don’t know how to stop it or make it better. I’m new here, so i was just wondering if anyone has these, and if so, why does it happen?",5.078823529411763,4.940550999999999,5.790000000000003,83.83000000000003,68.41176470588235,8.564705882352943,28.764705882352942,8.07648339933343,1.7021058823529414,260,8,55,3,4,85,54,68,0.099,0.7859999999999999,0.115,0.0074,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,16,14,9,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,1,3,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832119783133482,0.0,0.0,0.22702859508224896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255511499398328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317633409513124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844329645109632,0.0,0.21487171637134686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868487872507598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324137287560406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255200267815343,0.0,0.0,0.25178691443001744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015647600902467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023287489662392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463072041296788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715960254489754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680399734814126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321445737788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942897711922916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045677235339973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301227035688941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765665072704083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danielitoswey,2020/02/18,Quitting job to start another Can’t help but feel overwhelmed and anxious over this change in work. It’s more of a return to previous line of work but this time I have a wonderful girlfriend and condo we live together and have plans for the future and I really want this job to work out so we can live out our lives together and I just really hope I make the best of it this time and don’t just waste money and be away from home all the time like I did in the past when I was single and a few years younger. Sorry for the shitty format.,4.442767857142859,4.661925598214289,5.189285714285713,86.35571428571428,69.80357142857143,8.9,24.92857142857143,8.841846274778883,1.4523428571428574,425,10,93,7,7,138,70,112,0.1,0.7120000000000001,0.187,0.8974,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,3,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,8,0,8,0,0,1,1,22,14,12,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,9,3,15,11,5,15,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,10,65,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718204794097125,0.0,0.19089045041818348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875491122670085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732586239734247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178750145644335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543740366177233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325848040889935,0.0,0.16949285862790925,0.16782748609933476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33535760182915425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255126469781336,0.0,0.44761655218528745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127902322176786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130305107693205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972269665617852,0.0,0.0,0.21649579133758012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915050474551398,0.11959936807115952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955870847222734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966416082583568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832431050559688,0.3690412456729895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881253428012984
anxiety,MikeShepherd780,2020/02/18,"Extreme pressure from losing everything Recently I got a phonecall from my government welfare support group saying that because I haven't found work yet they will cancel my benefits soon.  
If those benefits get cancelled I will be homeless and lose all I have.  
Ive worked so hard to get away from my abusive family and be independent all to have it torn away from me because of a stupid decision someone on top made.  
I have immense depression and anxiety because of this and i have no clue where to start to recover or to get better, i dont want to go back to the homeless shelter.",6.356949806949808,7.124054630630635,6.752844272844275,74.89135135135137,65.75675675675676,10.306821106821108,38.37966537966538,10.290406445055957,4.1993773487773485,468,25,82,11,7,152,74,111,0.254,0.6459999999999999,0.1,-0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,6,5,9,1,1,3,0,11,0,0,2,2,13,21,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,2,13,4,16,14,2,11,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,60,17,3,0.0,0.20959168796732344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532421603112785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33239741298796965,0.13602136126722245,0.0,0.3235007106355852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644928143042688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523594326813074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731966118323825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898184936655413,0.0,0.16676089381958092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939562731512464,0.0,0.0,0.2772610609445241,0.0,0.10053352377859796,0.0,0.14147911752662112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846320380637288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958005877695853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738235732937332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746625042718576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406740302562416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988258738062415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252072148025715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007383871016186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433727363186272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575633816085852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rogue_Wench,2020/02/18,"Should I (F26) take a job I'm not sure I would be great at just for more money? I have been doing interior design as my career for almost 5 years. I am confident in my design skills but where i am lacking is my sales skills. I started my professional career at a job in commercial design where the selling of my designs was done by someone else. I was paid on a contract base so my pay was not contingent on my designs being sold.

I have been at my current company as a Kitchen and Bath Designer for around a year. I started here as an intern the summer before and then transitioned to designer. Upper management had me moved down to a Sales Assistant (Receptionist) due to my lack of sales. I had strong designs but my lack follow up and sales skills caused a few of my customers not to commit or fall off. Since moving proposition i have been picking up better methods of talking to people and my follow up has gotten a lot better. Unfortunately my management doesn't seem interested in moving me back up to a designer position so i have started looking elsewhere for opportunities.

I've had an interview with a local company where i would be selling flooring and installation to builders and homeowners and have a second interview this week. It sounds like this job would be a higher base pay than everything i made last year (Including commissions) and i would be getting commissions on top of my salary. But I would be expected to bring in outside business and generate my own leads which i haven't done before. I also don't see it having a lot of design work in it. Mostly just helping customers pick out flooring. I like to believe i am an easy person to get along with but i am very introverted and heavy social interaction gives me a good amount of anxiety. I have a tendency to just scoot by in my work and I'm afraid of going into a job where I may be setting myself up for failure.

My question is, do you think this new job would be worth it? My BF (M26) and i are going to be buying land an breaking ground on a new house in the next year or so. So the money is an attractive factor to this new job. I just have reservations about the work i will be doing. I am very passionate about design and i believe i have a real talent for it.

Any thoughts or opinions are welcome!",4.899243454361347,6.0312236502242165,6.080608997540868,77.0926348907855,69.22421524663677,9.073224359901637,30.75480977867785,9.370254747372089,2.817181773470273,1812,73,333,37,31,607,205,446,0.057999999999999996,0.8109999999999999,0.131,0.9888,9,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,12,18,15,0,1,28,0,56,2,0,5,2,62,79,29,0,11,14,0,0,2,1,9,0,1,2,1,10,19,1,0,4,1,14,10,6,1,0,1,16,3,52,14,62,44,10,66,0,0,2,1,12,36,0,11,20,257,62,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509608265334502,0.0,0.0,0.06795918446067774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778991713382167,0.0,0.06501014578900771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565100623453708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534505638198093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462495103505268,0.19148871693354436,0.0,0.15031737692887162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729877979269568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392990383324364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099062640117501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637534144478876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879801177872618,0.0815214101482333,0.09659319269251793,0.0712779359459268,0.0,0.09369172769136304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056960897092997974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805653359973414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059825042198978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927076497913337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303473746729706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136254191768711,0.0,0.0,0.14449542200178309,0.0,0.08041096982957817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709637014021388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462252100244263,0.0903781371849326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891504680645894,0.07420203247665075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519804199084002,0.0,0.0,0.09672685384721924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771876425659952,0.077363407671832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029706771831741,0.0,0.0,0.08662731218374757,0.07200402960107845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044972718582253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009348008910089,0.0,0.06389505086184295,0.06830441778047347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054452320875185284,0.0,0.06746533165157337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023626303514564,0.0,0.0,0.06816654141232235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560129309486306,0.0,0.0,0.3622079025156412,0.0,0.0,0.21889961953159928
anxiety,wilbamate,2020/02/18,"Sat in on wrong class, now fearing embarrassment I’m changing campus. So years after leaving high school without passing grades, I’ve chosen to enrol in a TAFE course that will demonstrate that I have competent english and math skills in order to peruse an electrical engineering qual offered by the Navy. 

As anxious as I was beginning to study again, I was only able to myself 2hours of sleep before starting this momentous day.  

I enrolled a week late and was nervous to join the class mid session. I was told they changed room due to the large number of students in the class. I found the room a little further than what was described to me.. So I entered the class acting kind and non disruptive.. I said only my name, that I’ve just enrolled and proceeded to sit down. 

I was assigned to a group and began to listen to the teacher talk about elementary math. I mean, first and second grade math. I read on top of the hand out sheet ‘years through 1-10.’ I assumed that the teacher was giving a recap, an over view of every stage of math. Now I hadn’t been in school for six years so I didn’t really have any idea what this course’s class would be like so I sit quietly and listen. 

We demonstrate basic learning strategies, playing games designed for children while putting names on the principles of math that are taught to children. I just thought they were giving a generous amount of time to go over the basics, killing some time out of six month course.

After lunch, back in class it dawns on me that I’m sitting in on an early child education class, years through 1-10.. realising my mistake I evaluate the situation and choose to lay low and wait out the remaining hour of the class. 

After class, the teacher asks me and another girl who just joined the class late (due to a corona virus quarantine.) to stay behind after class to catch up on some paperwork and important info about the certificate I was seemingly participating in. 

Being so anxious to confess my mistake and admit to the longevity of my stupidity, I choose to carry on learning about the parameters of the class, I mean I’ve come this far, what’s 20 more minutes!

As the teacher is finishing up I ask if I could speak to her in private, once the other girl has left. And I do, but instead of telling the truth about my error, I double down and tell her that I’ve had a realisation during the class that I’ve made a mistake in taking this class and that I’d really like to follow through with my ‘other’ calling, that being electrical engineering. I try to give an explanation for leaving the class that would explain for her still seeing me around the campus in the future while attending my correct class.

She suggests I give it a week, I insist I’m certain that this class ‘isn’t for me’ and I hand her back the days paperwork. 

I realised while walking out that I can never get away with attending my actual class without my embarrassing mistake coming out and being known.. so after a night of hysteria, laughing like at myself like a lunatic, I’ve arranged to transfer to an entirely different campus, adding 30min travel time to my daily commute. 

In an already tight budget, I can now add the price of fuel to the total cost of my anxiety.",7.295049019607839,7.179736184640525,7.336862745098037,74.52088235294117,63.7875816993464,9.945098039215685,35.15686274509804,9.478462496947786,3.25131568627451,2563,105,456,42,34,825,287,612,0.067,0.852,0.081,0.7326,1,1,0,0,0,0,58.0,1,0,2,4,22,21,2,4,48,0,30,4,3,1,5,71,64,31,1,8,7,0,3,4,0,3,0,5,2,5,26,29,1,2,16,4,3,13,6,12,0,4,21,10,57,9,102,35,6,105,1,1,2,0,38,43,0,5,47,312,83,39,0.09040143309471227,0.0,0.08821875813693927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997602293940544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147607450163607,0.09479378484596164,0.06915684887785138,0.20425577530426195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804764416711075,0.1690262732942401,0.0,0.08493512222568529,0.13902624380477674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692496118343542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230997067585366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126545882389265,0.1557456598423243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721781882945674,0.0,0.0,0.11660289124425201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944502566197541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616710636413347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017267453260011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689541280876877,0.0,0.09912050529187327,0.0,0.0,0.047231017610434176,0.3468851683691487,0.051377217729568186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551407744765454,0.0,0.0,0.0890272016163232,0.0,0.0,0.10205221426367486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001579163267448,0.09413918122081534,0.0,0.0,0.2039535082802004,0.19144412942161887,0.09822142156842824,0.0,0.0,0.17666229542924322,0.09060598526951696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855400218094248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969473254567645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215756141621907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972315827421373,0.0,0.0,0.08483562099836175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627457586226357,0.0,0.1375087270262398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087840930355014,0.0,0.0,0.09042589700638193,0.0,0.11582694580292865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599246459294739,0.0,0.0,0.18298215318804145,0.07203823786348687,0.08229806944904802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161499847002428,0.09046671992854444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398659963805996,0.09635589938555228,0.07219470124572892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797062709006035,0.07266124757610593,0.15802967425846934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176863993913524,0.15814140787978198,0.0,0.0,0.08638244339030321,0.0,0.06137663896539145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502915339638806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428751104127935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843716865331287,0.09883977563435008,0.0,0.2328622359423421
anxiety,Green6feet8,2020/02/18,Anxiety I am having anxiety but I don’t know why. I can’t tell what I am worried about but I am just feeling like something is going to go wrong. I just feel this general tightness in my chest that I can’t seem to shake. I don’t know if I need to be medicated or something but I think it has something to do with a general fear of failure in my job. Does anyone else deal with anxiety that they can’t pinpoint the reason for?,1.5965109890109872,3.2437217692307705,3.8880082417582433,87.44761675824181,78.56043956043956,7.187362637362638,26.759615384615394,8.07648339933343,1.6749219780219782,335,14,73,6,8,116,56,91,0.243,0.703,0.054000000000000006,-0.9477,1,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,13,2,1,1,0,20,22,5,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,3,13,1,11,21,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,51,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272380796296295,0.0,0.0,0.13016813416763928,0.19074399455719698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919238675787384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291078880601909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551366907035838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948293637466167,0.18825724013314485,0.13299349085454845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115992288607973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847361163617464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461848838478808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094888535607842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753767208748345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380360592571881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140456381391216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169474027610966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42994761239386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627129625149524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928448357171235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679813915421783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905558209039,0.0,0.0,0.2035378834164292,0.0,0.0
anxiety,airotkivaneladgam,2020/02/18,"Just wanted to ask what you do when you feel fear without a particular reason ? .. with that I don't mean the overthinking and being afraid of an important appointment or something like that.
It's just that I'm chilling with my boyfriend and everything is alright and I just have a really bad feeling inside my body and it feels like fear bit I don't know ..",2.952919254658384,5.483928971014496,3.8166045548654246,85.25608695652177,78.1304347826087,7.421118012422363,25.799171842650104,8.418075326091056,1.9642737060041413,285,11,54,6,7,91,49,69,0.151,0.708,0.141,-0.4048,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,3,4,1,6,1,1,1,0,18,14,6,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,7,3,5,13,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757805284250745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943260085187748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540889636055762,0.25851878579463083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916936916610604,0.0,0.0,0.5237885623025496,0.3530370690050853,0.16626764589005227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790638906729684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274074763706713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535192591676377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490975387632512,0.2392928107493394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791726219316968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727454922083315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435054946230545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiety-filled-donut,2020/02/18,"How to breathe like a normal person??? I have a history of mild to moderate anxiety including several episodes in the past where I’ve experienced a full blown panic attack, however those times are typically far between. I do my best to be aware of my anxiety and take productive steps to keep it from getting out of control like it has in the past. My last one was over a year ago and hopefully I’m not due for one soon... When I have a panic attack the biggest symptom is hyperventilation, but other than that I’ve never really experienced issues with my breath or breathing in general. 

However, lately I’ve been catching myself holding my breath throughout the day. At first I kind of just shrugged it off, but it has been happening multiple times a day, every day, for almost a week now. My normal anxiety symptoms are usually very different so this was scary for me when I first noticed. I usually don’t even catch it until I’m literally gasping for air so who knows how long I’m doing this for. 

Basically I’m just wondering if anyone here has experienced anything like this or has any advice for me to be more mindful of it? Or steps to take towards fixing the underlying issues?",7.768866666666668,7.3688472755555585,8.714500000000001,65.97975000000002,62.9111111111111,12.3,38.30555555555557,11.698219412168324,4.749422222222224,947,44,163,27,12,324,131,225,0.085,0.8640000000000001,0.051,-0.7654,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,13,10,2,2,12,0,18,6,4,3,1,27,30,15,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,4,0,3,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,4,4,3,15,6,31,24,3,42,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,7,27,119,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254284488403986,0.10209130485404036,0.0,0.11532617387032527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831958679551305,0.0,0.2643143306774857,0.0,0.0,0.08052958034050363,0.0,0.0947751421960629,0.0,0.0,0.2620451282570109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086386736582018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291730098669935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282547321321547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032819484907822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606873517756413,0.0,0.0970357386382904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959271800118889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060171600304153465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184449934142836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143898512378137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24041523074200005,0.0,0.10236843668856377,0.0,0.11993188950745325,0.0632944503080682,0.09387896642266816,0.1299168385708772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879881432568894,0.0,0.0,0.10192187454464648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628892432622795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882624647689975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256844020966193,0.0,0.13112187103657347,0.0,0.0,0.15608441987666605,0.0,0.0,0.27025448969470106,0.0,0.0,0.21988569865098945,0.0,0.10056204976901324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737808863741799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301093803736706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239411570083676,0.17318709664143442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431317056606146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253687089108522,0.09502735701477168,0.0,0.0,0.0923824712246868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489701189530256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416573946502614
anxiety,happyquinn27,2020/02/18,"Sickness in morning due to anxiety Not sure if anyone’s experienced this but anyways. Last year I would wake up pretty much every morning and throw up. I would have really bad nausea and stomach cramps. I didn’t eat a proper meal for 3 months because it was so hard to get food down. I thought I was sick and went to many doctor appointments and went through multiple tests. Once my school ended for the semester, all that sickness went away and I learned that it was anxiety.
My sickness in the morning still comes back every now and then, but it’s not intense as it was last year. Usually on the days I have to go to school (especially Tuesday’s which is the start of my week), I wake up super early in the morning, feeling nauseous, cold, and I have extreme stomach cramps. They usually go away by noon and I’m able to continue on with my day, and even get some food down (which is not possible for a few hours when I first wake up). Has anyone else experienced this? What are some tips for coping with feeling ill in the morning?",3.88571782178218,5.578810282178222,4.580284653465348,84.71072400990099,72.4158415841584,7.624257425742575,28.961633663366328,8.278499904357787,2.026147524752475,815,33,159,13,16,261,114,202,0.107,0.8290000000000001,0.063,-0.7943,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,0,8,0,14,17,5,0,2,28,27,16,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,4,0,0,7,4,1,0,1,9,6,15,2,30,16,5,45,0,0,0,0,1,14,0,3,24,107,26,5,0.12410972414997315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988719854295205,0.0,0.0,0.1735608096409623,0.12716507900029778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233210342562382,0.09543271703525127,0.10362643559858656,0.07565613589701169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690953792920034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008100947085424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703156164680032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699523183202344,0.10367774911533703,0.0,0.1099243778790996,0.0,0.0,0.08197330229437162,0.0,0.20913559080972566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550721122038136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556766796048518,0.300147942163811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296844168568026,0.0,0.1410688326882903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117793520418973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222307828759628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023319797729012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258277804965985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906319774067293,0.0,0.09123492749811596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217280571650675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991506615037594,0.0,0.12626420771175947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950786730158703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512113334834322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878455015425955,0.0,0.09911418602523488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697194623309595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852925778436376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733786541228775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995533345299516,0.0,0.0,0.3451528730674323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632797430839192,0.0,0.0,0.15984518651087887
anxiety,ultrapersonal,2020/02/18,"some sort of relationship anxiety hi, i have a really silly issue with myself. i'm really insecure and i'm aware of that, but to be honest i genuinely have no idea how to make it better, which sucks a lot because i know it takes a toll on my wellbeing when it comes to my relationship. we're long distance, i trust my boyfriend and he's never given me any reason not to. but sometimes when he hangs out with friends i get horribly nervous. he's pretty introverted and i know that when he chooses to hang out with someone, he genuinely wants to and it'd make him happy - so i encourage him to do so and im always happy for him. but at the same time i get so scared. i just think; that person is there to hang out with him and i'm not. that's already something i don't have - but i also worry about how they might be more attractive, funnier, more exciting than me, etc. i know it's irrational but i don't feel used to having good things last for awhile and it's like i'm waiting for him to find a reason to walk away, which is obviously a very detrimental mindset. this weekend he's hanging out with a girl and low and behold, that awful anxious feeling washed over me. i supported him of course. i don't want him not to go, i just wish i could change the way it makes me feel. i've been going to counselling for anxiety recently but apart from that i really don't know what to do.",2.9783253588516767,4.299961526315794,4.657360446570973,84.74508373205742,74.08771929824562,8.129186602870815,25.586124401913878,8.710501217029153,1.7391052631578945,1085,36,228,21,22,367,147,285,0.131,0.6609999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.9846,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,13,18,1,3,8,1,18,1,0,8,2,61,47,24,0,4,11,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,18,19,0,1,13,1,0,8,9,5,0,0,2,3,34,13,37,40,6,28,0,1,0,0,21,10,1,4,10,152,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411099999190282,0.09718722385785128,0.1011224112672642,0.0,0.0,0.08264433509294339,0.0,0.18593971196001105,0.13729392186927236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418111451135075,0.0,0.0,0.0740833517195514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748310678863583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856226425393086,0.1046870396786483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703154321701273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355376939506422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434714042566105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110759060168589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389351255725294,0.0,0.12698846104995049,0.0,0.13813621096033207,0.10193331147036673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587411622510207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371921916120319,0.13127288558886174,0.1268453888984732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26715808776883504,0.09906289188515814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937325235915309,0.0,0.0,0.10754992330540833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332016956918856,0.0,0.0,0.2433659718826244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892376231389155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937311645687315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061150100350084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236393532209229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23356503320998506,0.2499054589954359,0.11999587615217727,0.260954743679673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167238900714675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029716851230968,0.09355946838319296,0.12019593959221098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137910416079582,0.0,0.0,0.09137517851044552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073890488101385,0.07787129790438045,0.0,0.0,0.07086492108697627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049626049062926,0.0,0.10027469573646272,0.14336268241405398,0.09646458604119958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139753109406258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341926722259836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maryandjoe,2020/02/18,"Where and how can I get my anxiety disorder diagnosed? It might be a stupid question, but I don’t know if I should go to my GP for my anxieties or someone else.",4.386176470588237,4.075867029411769,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,69.88235294117646,11.505882352941176,34.64705882352941,11.20814326018867,3.8397529411764713,125,6,28,4,2,44,30,34,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995976269143431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314267249544481,0.0,0.0,0.3742380472036235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277856442822096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060135545360014,0.0,0.18557768660404048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945540688073766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464026324766025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657945639737168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27667252457578273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Phitzdisco666,2020/02/18,"Second day on Buspirone. Hey all. I finally made the decision after years of feeling horrible to try an anxiety medication. Doctor prescribed me Buspirone. I juts took my third dose this morning. About 45 minutes after I take my pill, I get a little space and slightly lightheaded. I do see this could be a side effect, but is this something that will go away once my body gets used to it/in my system? I left a message for my doctor as well but I thought I’d ask for some community feedback. Thanks!",2.7496875000000003,5.31032459375,4.133166666666663,82.52850000000002,79.10416666666666,6.756666666666668,28.35,7.908726449838941,2.1544950000000003,395,18,71,7,10,130,75,96,0.04,0.872,0.08900000000000001,0.6643,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,5,6,1,3,1,12,17,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,2,13,2,11,11,2,14,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,5,46,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662881224552858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914082614660874,0.0,0.19236398893238876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742473654312845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634716457740873,0.0,0.0,0.13204312122606618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191288885423704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352485882427932,0.0,0.0,0.22428734870665054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139408694729929,0.0,0.11636089151018868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245525709973948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052075547884797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193733986334906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625831987507728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804597391911812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631546812196133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762214808995906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394221630172494,0.0,0.0,0.18850102290337914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254408655892194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274784263555795,0.13900792498153752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683331831991855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408969470396835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184860221475528
anxiety,museoasis30,2020/02/18,"Unsure I’m unsure if I have anxiety or if I’m just calling it anxiety and I’m overreacting. I’m constantly afraid my ex is going to take our son, the tiniest bruise from playing with his cousins I freak out about. He wants to know when he gets hurt at all, even a skinned knee. I’m told he’s a boy, he’s going to get hurt, but I get scared over the slightest thing.",2.204725738396622,3.2386100000000013,3.884240506329117,90.6657700421941,75.58227848101266,7.2919831223628675,25.824894514767927,7.793537801064563,1.1746945147679322,286,10,67,4,6,96,54,79,0.21100000000000002,0.77,0.019,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,4,0,2,2,2,0,1,11,16,6,0,3,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,1,9,15,1,8,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,3,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722591545776113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484441685853241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26292897905061124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070231402742638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381354391592258,0.0,0.27655452709159245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209314380056799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371544309048186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359326036269074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293696566009646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616426967413626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324907501469557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350907181385722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aryn1235,2020/02/18,"I'm two days away from being 23 and I've never felt such a mess from anxiety. The age is not at all why I'm so anxious actually, it the fact I'm this age and I haven't had a ""real"" job. My past experience has been a stage hand (with anxiety I wanted to die, too fast paced.), A ranch hand, and now a babysitter. All been very casual, but this year I actually have more going for me than I ever had. My family were alcoholics, my education suffered because of losing my home due to many unfortunate circumstances at 16. After that I've been...just surviving. I'm married now, we don't have a lot, but this life is better now. 

I have to start looking for work in 6 months to a year. I would look earlier if this little girl I watch had anywhere else to go during the week, but to make it fair for the mother and all, that's my situation. I have such anxiety for the reason of having little experience, no education to show, and I have a condition that makes my hands swear profusely. Usually it's not an issue because it's just my hands, but getting a legitimate job will force me to make more contact with people, and handshakes make me feel like hiding. I don't know what job that doesn't have to do with customers since I have no education to show for, or experience. So I feel like my only job options would be cashiering, retail in general, or food related. All of that comes down to my hands touching things, or people noticing and it scares me deeply. I can't stop thinking about all of this every day. It's hurting my life with this anxiety. I want to be happy but I feel ashamed and terrified. I can't even tell you how many times I've had it pointed out. 

Any helpful words, even kind ones, anything would really help me right now. I have tried expressing my concerns but most don't understand anxiety, much less what it's like to look for a job so late in the game mixed with a severe sweating problem that isn't deemed as normal. I'm just really in a place I can't pull myself out of.",3.525437293729372,4.750158160891093,5.112990099009902,82.39059075907593,72.58910891089107,8.554983498349836,26.58547854785479,9.029198982220553,2.0045227062706275,1563,53,322,32,30,529,197,404,0.136,0.7490000000000001,0.115,-0.7739,5,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,0,4,17,14,0,2,19,0,36,10,6,6,8,66,62,23,1,8,14,1,10,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,23,17,2,1,8,4,1,4,14,7,0,2,8,14,37,7,45,47,11,43,0,3,4,0,10,15,0,7,26,212,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.16018823211612596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771404179571568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581434096232673,0.0,0.31393871310421545,0.09272226291915464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754136886722069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711289164136745,0.0,0.0,0.10006526031958064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258935247339574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070101199785214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058641688145944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518169553836939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685637776207399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842054958381726,0.07424223670143096,0.06915237967265482,0.0,0.0,0.24085756885665024,0.0773737353701507,0.0,0.1244999326278846,0.11726989899301656,0.07880561444361064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924635196771428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04288120447307147,0.0,0.09329110784318223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737118784140513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002732274235914,0.0,0.0823286935841348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786381382539535,0.0,0.0,0.08566578432165069,0.4072377070280359,0.0,0.0,0.08546928868129047,0.04510669903993871,0.0,0.0925850482801312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594509318977643,0.12029423241735285,0.16452297567977564,0.0,0.0,0.20676893707817925,0.0918217971731634,0.0,0.06977788817751045,0.0,0.0,0.21914486646114376,0.16642390549745892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551209992739049,0.0,0.06033513780537686,0.0,0.06330189688321221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041683239077818,0.0,0.09344381293483564,0.0,0.0,0.05561666874372672,0.06242232476419594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835061355270621,0.11380201506960284,0.0,0.08575171511339616,0.0,0.07758813586496477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785354313453773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342019972688646,0.10515968526093107,0.08438756559074187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700922627225654,0.0,0.0,0.08217216822070604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272226291915464,0.0,0.06789392857574549,0.09225660905432903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809365542888601,0.0,0.0,0.06861902235105145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173784429740145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054527497388487695,0.05259084204048636,0.0,0.0,0.04785904397886062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572406309457541,0.0,0.0801761053286058,0.08544377551224698,0.0,0.0,0.09039486971638623,0.06772110939526915,0.09682083628034413,0.0,0.06583623533841741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406062015622282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975214114402822,0.0,0.0,0.1749128253934241,0.0,0.0,0.10570821526502776
anxiety,unekspected,2020/02/18,"Partner has anxiety - advice needed. Hi all,

I'm assuming you guys see a lot of this seen as there's an actual flair for it, but my partner has quite severe anxiety and I really need to know how to help her with it.

I've done a tonne of reading, and thought I understood it to an extent, but after a blow-out today I'm pretty sure I'm not even close.

I love my partner more than anything in the world, we've been together for 5 years, and Ill try anything to help her through it... Though sometime I have to admit I find myself at detonation point due to the way she acts/talks.

Is there any literature out there, any guides for helping and dealing with a partner with anxiety?

Thank you",4.522294164668264,5.041457280575543,5.713908872901679,81.60493205435655,69.71942446043165,9.055475619504397,29.83293365307754,9.150863307647796,2.377814708233413,538,20,110,10,9,180,91,139,0.11800000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.153,0.7234,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,8,0,6,2,0,1,2,24,19,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,5,9,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,13,3,21,14,4,11,0,0,2,1,17,6,0,2,4,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.15847387936760124,0.0,0.0,0.15869029934544002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086803805247826,0.0,0.3726946861856704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26727413370608205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742188725500826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661862420106411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726022048398157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842588671839807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607963636844926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265493933182145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924792399411638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380622345036239,0.14656762909557391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408273430671816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351555755366492,0.0,0.0,0.16521387304569346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272683789830398,0.16243872614543334,0.0,0.10403425430336624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294076141869034,0.0,0.0,0.18345987735090166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061258965753716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305515810924894,0.0,0.0,0.13052677260771428,0.0,0.1495112948238516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955204664166084,0.12892331549755734,0.0,0.0,0.15393126293828852,0.0,0.0,0.11025539561883158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289014173597208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457691387673436
anxiety,WearyPast3,2020/02/18,"Leaving my worries behind I leave my worries behind and listen to the sounds of relaxation and pure minimalistic music to help ease my anxiety, I think I found my source calmness and feel happier. I would love to share [my music](https://open.spotify.com/user/ergtn8sdg2odviqaysdl5rqcr/playlist/6TdzR5kuFMfzriNPt8BTYh?si=2wcVM8XKQmeqEQXOl7A7kg) with those of you who are likewise and feel same.",20.745892857142856,18.31661608928572,14.715714285714288,39.429285714285726,39.892857142857146,16.2,49.42857142857143,13.816669648895859,6.727314285714287,335,12,39,7,2,92,40,56,0.128,0.556,0.317,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,8,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,10,4,8,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744530876621045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742247227172478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973253431724937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817604120348745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742625232895077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447426931468155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375562506275058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507752534799577,0.0,0.19263231726624705,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Youngurb,2020/02/18,"Not sure about getting prescribed medicine to treat my anxiety. My wife believes I should go to a doctor to speak with them about the anxiety that I deal with to potentially be prescribed something that will help. My anxiety is at its worse in the morning and in the middle of the night. In the morning I experience stomach pains that result in trips to the bathroom until about 11 am when I start to get settled in for the day. At night, I frequently lie awake for hours with my mind racing about things that need done around the house or about situations at work.

I am fully aware I suffer from some form of generalized anxiety and I openly speak with my wife about those issues. I just don't know if taking a medicine every day is something I want to start doing. I can't imagine it changing my quality of life that much. Does anyone have any insight to maybe other things I can do to help myself relieve some of the stress? Or should I just suck it up and go to the doctor? I really don't want to continually pay for medicine or doctor trips.",6.325588235294116,6.4969821470588265,6.426274509803921,79.26823529411767,65.76470588235293,9.15294117647059,31.215686274509807,8.841846274778883,2.384703921568627,834,29,160,12,12,266,109,204,0.125,0.8109999999999999,0.064,-0.8934,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,10,7,1,1,12,0,16,6,1,1,1,30,28,9,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,12,9,0,0,3,0,1,4,4,4,0,0,1,2,22,3,40,23,4,27,0,1,0,0,8,12,1,6,11,117,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867047658666195,0.0,0.3989955961854815,0.0,0.0,0.09117254776586008,0.0,0.0,0.11607579850899387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690621334641568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793658367069112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818305368107686,0.13442758549258904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003827066481235,0.1141062040181204,0.133435452328586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098601964469112,0.0,0.0,0.12754759829222226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136248024134292,0.0,0.1482086297379404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479692453422724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840905117138104,0.1504539199561484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609451965218194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165958483362085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209914955335367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099547033429268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316579257329233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958525234175168,0.09668341093242634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447265869342379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874541329219775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353193148051298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656515426095051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076300792795185,0.0,0.0,0.18458310264802974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936266099980114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228921480288553,0.0,0.09803794316453192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325221787635753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381619756635742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492633507740708,0.0,0.1328797563699248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GlamGemini,2020/02/18,"Corona virus, scared of going out, anxiety etc Hi

I'm new on this sub, sorry for the not very interesting title. I have anxiety which centres a lot around health stuff, and I'm worried about going out what with all this corona virus stuff.

I live in a small village, North East England, we have a big shopping centre a few miles away which is supposedly one of the largest in Europe. We haven't been shopping since Christmas there for other reasons and were talking about going next week. I've been reading and obsessing about this corona thing for a few weeks, reading the various subs on here. 

Honestly it scares the crap out of me, this is just the kind of thing to trigger me even though I have other stuff going on that's not helping my anxiety either. I've been mainly going to and from bf""s house which is like a couple villages away , hospital appointments n such but I'm getting worried now about going to the big shopping centre. I probably have no real reason to worry but also I keep worrying about being quarantined. 

Sorry for the rambling :)",4.375353236772092,6.579751944723617,4.98534436890334,80.16960981377477,72.26633165829145,7.295418267809636,27.786284362991424,8.124751697461798,2.0821230268992017,843,32,143,13,17,270,115,199,0.155,0.8059999999999999,0.039,-0.9369,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,0,14,8,1,3,13,0,13,2,1,3,1,24,24,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,17,11,0,1,2,5,3,6,4,4,0,1,4,0,10,4,30,19,8,28,0,0,0,0,5,17,1,1,6,109,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457538488914207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427158953762583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414787744015628,0.0,0.0,0.1987280081380484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702025385589444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794917251292858,0.06985278142671149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525468031419517,0.0,0.3606314517076518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241680608845177,0.0,0.0,0.07088798715732961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203161553374975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400340384664957,0.0,0.11013165979822344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166847524876463,0.0,0.0933870802673703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991246751637326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214264180522027,0.11247583087760804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166499377378599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402602314860576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115751166923054,0.1203768255632592,0.0,0.217475605758125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117662944197688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748488678958298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367769460228221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632060458500386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500502866915499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052307875008688,0.0,0.10390762008464126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726220021427054,0.0,0.0,0.16966688232830834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296133427313196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pyralstrike,2020/02/18,Does anyone else get lower abdominal pain/nausea when they're nervous? I've noticed I have some pelvic pain beneath my bellybutton and nausea and it gets worse the more I think about it and goes away if I calm down or stop thinking about it. Does anyone else get anything like this?,5.206666666666664,6.833583185185188,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,69.0,6.881481481481483,26.462962962962962,7.1686216300943375,1.2368296296296304,228,7,42,2,4,69,40,54,0.225,0.6940000000000001,0.081,-0.8156,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770973101089104,0.4060490545493889,0.16305770411738793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861651796488338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34679871271513796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33105198641832145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105701380547852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680438169727687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255911281733542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216837387494101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656593644902032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539285804994608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192823366410928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cant_getoutofmyhead,2020/02/18,"Is having songs stuck in your head constantly a symptom of anxiety? I constantly play songs in my head, and this is a recent thing. 

Like, when I think about something and it is ""too much"" I'll focus on a song I have stuck in my head, like on a loop? (Idk how to describe it.)

Also, when I'm listening to music, I have other thoughts constantly going around along with the music, so I'm not just focused on the one song. I can't really ""lose myself"" in the music because I'm half focused on these thoughts. 

This is a mess, but I was wondering if it was a symptom of anxiety or a form of dissociation, because it's been happening for about \~1 month now and I'm slowly going insane. 

Thanks.",3.6484172661870495,4.701695892086335,5.281359712230215,81.9552769784173,72.09352517985613,8.437697841726619,27.56906474820144,8.841846274778883,2.073324604316547,535,19,108,10,10,182,79,139,0.115,0.8029999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.35200000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,0,10,0,11,5,3,1,0,16,26,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,2,0,2,7,5,10,4,19,19,2,19,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,3,10,78,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214968451229075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369817814161944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597494757949735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622320261749575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951874732629563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736163861744539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507141604182715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702796290992698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492464494046413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088197327494115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191916574956248,0.0,0.11228474853911533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350359494689187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978520083443307,0.0,0.15081672089124365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759014294780094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175199445930697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062657118696556,0.0,0.0,0.1014766279722988,0.09787247843909123,0.0,0.2425240691793484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564484449509245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mic_-_-,2020/02/18,"please sonebody eho strugles whit panic sttacks help me ok so i dont know whats gappening to me rightt now, if its a panic attack, anxiety attack or just some random feeling, but ill tell you what im feeling
rally hard chest pressure
i cant stop breathing really super fast 
i feel like iim drowning/passing out
everytime somebody tries to talk to me i cant clearly her them
and i just dont know i think im gonna die, i dont know i dont know somebody help me i dont know eho to talk about i m alone on the streets i dont know i dont know",-0.9594999999999984,1.1276963833333329,1.5933333333333335,96.9975,93.5,4.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.05558333333333376,426,16,99,4,16,145,69,120,0.231,0.5820000000000001,0.18600000000000005,-0.6773,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,5,8,2,3,2,1,9,3,2,0,1,22,21,5,1,1,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,11,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,0,4,19,3,7,20,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,4,49,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977016553659254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216531163416959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463726496870494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790387976160113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7739118597676684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309443310901707,0.06739228432883096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450480498335476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646028830697092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379398457225265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629047963810227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608686561969032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136143075589398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355048989295533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043282606951909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886751339188668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164431752287633,0.0824521423066252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044546827990621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640466468594976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,megholford,2020/02/18,"Anyone had this before?? Just over a month ago I had a really bad panic attack - I’d never experienced anything like it before but I knew straight away what it was. I was gasping for breath, feeling incredibly nauseous and rolling around on the floor scratching my arm and neck. I took in so much oxygen that I felt intoxicated. I was too scared to talk at a normal volume and my voice started getting quieter and quieter. I had this feeling of not being human and a couple of days later, I tried talking and could only faintly get the first syllable out. The following day I couldn’t speak at all. My voice didn’t come back until a week later and throughout that time I’d had the feeling of not being human again and merging into my surroundings, completely distant to everything that was going on around me. I also felt extremely heavy at times (it wasn’t fatigue) and I felt like I couldn’t physically support my own body weight - my friends were having to support me walking at times because I couldn’t stand up right. The weeks that followed I started experiencing constant waves of nausea and started having nightmares, an issue I’d never had before. Though these have now died down I’ve been struggling getting to sleep at night and feel very awake, and then can’t get up of the mornings. I lost my voice again last Friday though that only lasted for just short of an hour, though it wasn’t until the following evening that I could consciously raise my voice above a whisper. 

The first time I lost my voice I went to A and E and was told it was anxiety, but I still need to book myself into the GP - this is something I’m nervous about as two friends at the same GP have had really bad experiences recently when booking appointments. I have referred myself to a mental health service that I’m waiting to here back on. However, I was wondering if anyone had experienced the feelings of not being human and losing the ability to talk - though I was told at A and E by the mental health team that they’ve seen it happen to others before, it’s not something I’ve ever heard of and I was wondering if anyone knew ways of getting around it. So far the times I’ve gotten my voice back it’s felt like I have to duck under the block that’s stopping me from talking",6.78294520547945,6.79501439954338,6.949192694063928,76.44535068493151,64.82191780821917,9.199780821917807,33.04511415525114,8.726425361277474,2.6943896621004555,1809,68,326,24,25,583,204,438,0.11800000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.06,-0.9765,2,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,6,25,18,1,4,26,0,37,11,5,0,4,64,79,33,1,9,10,0,11,3,2,0,5,9,0,3,24,24,1,3,15,3,0,8,13,11,0,3,36,24,39,7,51,35,4,78,0,4,1,0,14,29,0,4,42,233,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481930655661168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058476598207321484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055939049370182584,0.0,0.0,0.15338832907746336,0.0,0.06017416473162001,0.19528545835256247,0.0,0.08318819866413722,0.06870165533188062,0.16868168609769807,0.12210963859565635,0.044575225223967695,0.0,0.2488898364377452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122339295751131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298916373777759,0.07666828605230308,0.07902020385047329,0.0,0.1167658533890558,0.08090943216893845,0.0,0.0943168318952605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589033899388696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829718526859538,0.0661441225761711,0.0,0.0,0.06571841893126451,0.07152852278199111,0.0,0.0,0.184866440145589,0.0,0.280838964613155,0.0,0.0,0.12439711650389837,0.0,0.0,0.11298960892463066,0.0,0.19101927493693274,0.0,0.04155760081193315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466260602070678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545308862623256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201162440614989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763216248662116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921033848022082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071729086802478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180615882857661,0.15964522579756868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473819776769246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058366242186991726,0.0,0.0537539671211455,0.05421992772985343,0.11279424254378988,0.0,0.0,0.06862117155973138,0.07164521241775193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122698033188314,0.0,0.0857943222533324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368919123413927,0.0,0.07220034030964367,0.0,0.0,0.062446814955309585,0.0,0.0,0.07320908163096025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317601068521322,0.0,0.0,0.11258762672625916,0.0,0.0,0.15527093618040289,0.0,0.05839628356091583,0.06113427109823984,0.0,0.0764442474621986,0.0,0.0,0.16595868612289313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23509463958590535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873726987270805,0.0,0.21319363558823826,0.0,0.0,0.1397447062419511,0.08124256795492282,0.04964585421358739,0.0,0.07143074312082373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033429971740922,0.0,0.058041794129415486,0.11731004381483015,0.0890443605102919,0.0,0.06778594082848663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859798664775304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilykuroo,2020/02/18,"I got accepted into the college I wanted but - So I recently received an offer of study from the college I wanted that was only accepting 20 first year students. I felt happy and yet at the same time stressed...Only 20 people got in meaning they picked the best ones, meaning there are like 19 more people who are better than me and that means I have to work extra hard and what’s worse is that on the first day we need to do personal introductions. Classes don’t start till next week and I’m already having a panic attack just thinking about that personal introduction even though it’ll probably only last 10 seconds.

I feel like maybe it would have been better if I didn’t get accepted. It may bring my confidence down but it’ll be better that stressing over it and having people expect lots from me considering the fact that I was one of the only few that got accepted. 😓",7.436267973856211,6.878549123529417,7.671960784313724,73.70160130718956,63.647058823529406,10.379084967320262,33.00653594771242,9.725611199111238,3.056516339869282,701,24,126,12,9,229,111,170,0.09,0.688,0.222,0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,7,7,14,1,2,9,0,18,0,0,1,1,31,34,11,0,6,4,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,14,7,0,0,10,0,0,2,2,3,0,5,8,3,14,11,15,21,6,20,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,14,93,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609484328227148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030271198471206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942448871442747,0.32721916714007565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953596491575429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145657897666768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623580347306336,0.08810511315039743,0.11841363618560595,0.0,0.0,0.20980443246572292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443347192360546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29590854353243623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128430154629933,0.11047711884171252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005282843839297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050306798794375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484853804882084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238989411190994,0.4030190521168501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144569814315527,0.0,0.0,0.13116008000999535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713966447625292,0.2813881158090457,0.0,0.14469812158851494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564990547586557,0.2153694426480017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296778696986825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177092080765504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872917624869277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127111031687178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902321275006224,0.12116853601001447,0.0,0.07191319377325399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454833816528453,0.0,0.09892579449109752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897838098553598,0.0,0.1256811481220175,0.08760824050657734,0.0,0.0,0.07941879669740702
anxiety,CausticTies,2020/02/18,"Has anyone ever been allowed to sit their exam in a separate room at university? For my whole life, exam related anxiety has been a huge issue, however having come to university, it has grown significantly more serious and has impacted my performance dramatically. Although I can control my anxiety related to the actual exam itself, I have not been able to control my anxiety related to being in such a large venue with hundreds of students. I therefore contacted the uni disability services because, now that I'm in my second year (the grades actually count towards my degree), I can't risk screwing up my results because of anxiety. One problem though, I am not diagnosed and haven't seen a therapist/psychologist in my life because I've just never told anyone about these problems (except two friends). So I'm wondering what were your circumstances for receiving exam concessions at university?",13.730021505376339,10.821952464516132,13.669516129032266,43.07094086021508,53.38709677419354,17.559139784946233,54.2204301075269,15.4700424275458,8.596333333333334,732,44,96,28,6,252,101,155,0.094,0.867,0.039,-0.7486,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,7,6,1,1,7,0,15,4,0,5,2,18,21,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,5,0,3,6,1,15,1,20,14,2,18,0,0,1,1,6,10,1,1,4,79,20,7,0.15337270693213528,0.0,0.29933927537361404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693188040140959,0.0,0.0,0.21448352556001707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804837357754941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321170064744584,0.0,0.0,0.34404106474073765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567006906599928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387343941732999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184953729183184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008125855690594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166633573519532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829048671352704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392931553406867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935139341950808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807753394856313,0.0,0.0,0.15068790584505634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655419411661602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982284874674875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712351500345986,0.0,0.0,0.1663261582262478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876699474257447
anxiety,BassoonIsBest,2020/02/18,"Elevated heart rate TW: this post discusses panic attacks briefly and in little detail

When I get panic attacks, one of the symptoms I experience is an elevated heart rate. On its own, an elevated heart rate is not a panic attack, but I’ve noticed something kind of odd when I perform enough physical activity to cause my heart rate to rise. When that happens, I feel the kind of fearful pit in my stomach that I get before a panic attack. It never actually leads to a panic attack and I don’t have any negative associations with physical activity. But it still kinda freaks me out sometimes. Have any of you experienced anything similar?",5.7215384615384615,7.7041365384615395,7.532991452991457,64.2092307692308,68.23076923076923,9.986324786324786,35.22222222222222,10.25414643259724,4.288258119658121,513,26,79,14,9,179,72,117,0.251,0.6859999999999999,0.063,-0.9754,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,4,14,5,6,7,0,5,6,5,2,1,12,9,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,12,0,1,0,2,10,2,12,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.09228555371557567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286201187923524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782210393708351,0.0,0.0,0.5379285837745396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047112413827961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971482568608192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771489960596152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250647947060082,0.0,0.10641624546018658,0.04781685091485387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881663956237256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836269197757861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482581598147831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969578046385155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947828296059572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293732539452158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766725999865584,0.0,0.0,0.06408229871854461,0.0,0.0,0.5547808343820713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057081493176654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280371923896761,0.09353100857622253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552280399878923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829324261127917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DaddySharkTits,2020/02/18,"Is there a phone number I can call to just talk when I'm really anxious? I was really anxious earlier. Like reeeeally anxious. Like *about to freak out, uncontrollable crying, wishing I didn't exist* anxious. 

I desperately just wanted to talk to someone, just have someone empathize without judgement. I've been really depressed and dealing with a strange feeling or derealization and I couldn't even get out of bed all day.

I don't have the money or energy to talk to a therapist. I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder a while back and some days are worse than others. I just wanted a three minute conversation where someone would tell me everything is okay.

Thing is, all those helplines seem to be for people that are about to kill themselves. I wasn't having a desperate emergency like that. I didn't want to hold up the lines for people having those emergencies. I still ended up calling a few lines but I was on hold for several minutes for each one and felt more guilty by the moment so I hung up on those. I eventually called one for addiction and mental health but they told me I called the wrong number since I'm not addicted to anything. I finally gave up after that. I felt even more hopeless after being turned away. 

I was just wondering if there's anyone I can call to just talk through stuff. I've had a few anxiety attacks lately and I've been suicidal before and I feel like I'm heading back in that direction. Idk what to do. Everything feels off and wrong and I just don't know how to cope.",3.2015747126436764,5.854092444827592,4.293103448275861,81.5005747126437,78.0,7.728735632183907,26.5632183908046,8.648137234880735,2.3316114942528734,1219,49,219,28,30,396,154,290,0.192,0.733,0.075,-0.9883,0,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,1,0,20,13,2,1,12,1,28,5,1,1,2,49,47,18,2,7,14,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,11,14,0,2,8,0,1,0,8,8,0,3,14,5,24,5,40,29,8,25,0,2,0,0,16,12,0,6,17,160,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539874022525504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301012157366517,0.3842558635841428,0.0,0.059457595119080976,0.0,0.06997555442633509,0.0,0.0,0.09673819901304334,0.07989203411957192,0.13077145381687866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235748254042361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434144976398336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340561289481936,0.1096795050341302,0.0876660918984093,0.07323946889234173,0.08630749531479141,0.0,0.0,0.09745607723723164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531468846190302,0.0,0.0,0.11232801756284218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284575436145267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898690029223991,0.06074814841026425,0.16329152503380626,0.09315034801944176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04442663966984672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726918907189714,0.09038693027500186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407727719966977,0.0,0.04673234088380168,0.0,0.09592180605234124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661728359744068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569404865351829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524217811868714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790343063648498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634244479238822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774115583766112,0.0,0.0960639658960357,0.0,0.07034082035869885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614653394506286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790808541901218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734333232427897,0.09301315222908456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733877208109983,0.07432327049706912,0.0,0.0,0.09873077091280187,0.05649266405513668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125341947860383,0.0,0.0,0.09249233303412308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046537727250447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778464882553847,0.08196952811656953,0.09221550557514677,0.0,0.0,0.08665668501504313,0.060405556567084184,0.18594217610868027,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SaddestGPU,2020/02/18,"Unable to attend university *need guidance* For the last 5 years I’ve aimed towards doing an engineering course at university, I failed year 12 but went to tafe the next year to try again and complete it.  I passed and applied for an engineering course at uni and surprisingly enough I got a first round offer! (I was surprised to even reach year 12 due to my anxiety and struggles at school) I was so excited and proud of my self for once and immediately completed the enrolment in the course as it’s what I had been wanting for years. Skip ahead a few months and my course started last week but I haven’t even gone yet. The uni is an hour away from home and my best form of transport is by train as there is no parking at the uni as it’s right in the middle of the city. I haven’t been on public transport in years and have always had a fear of it because if I have a panic attack I can’t just get up and leave as I would be stuck in the middle of no where. I like to keep my car near me at all times so I can get up and disappear if I need to. I’ve tried contacting the student services many times but the first 2 people I spoke to couldn’t answer my questions or offer any help. I’ve also sent a very detailed email explaining my condition and have not heard from them at all (the email was sent over a week ago now) I don’t want to drop the course as I’ll never be able to forgive my self for letting such a good opportunity go but at this stage I don’t think it’s possible to do the course from home as there is a bit of practical involved. This has been on my mind for many weeks and it’s taking such a huge toll on my mental state as I feel like I’m failing my self and ruining my future. Anxiety has created many hurtles in my lifetime but I’ve always tried to aim high with my knowledge and strive to succeed and be the best I can in life. I always have my future on my mind such as future home and having kids and I want to make sure I can earn as much as I can to comfortably provide for my future family. I’m trying to grind and work as hard as I can in my 20s trying to set up passive income with stocks etc and gain as many certificates/qualifications as I can but this anxiety is literally ruining everything. It’s gotten to the point where some days I’m ready to give up as the amount of stress I’m putting on my self isn’t worth the strain",5.108634792626732,4.602096649193548,6.020990783410138,83.44612903225809,68.39516129032258,9.343778801843321,28.60138248847927,8.841846274778883,1.8618285714285712,1862,54,414,28,28,618,223,496,0.10800000000000001,0.743,0.149,0.9787,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,13,16,24,1,5,30,0,40,1,0,1,4,56,69,47,0,9,11,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,3,5,11,22,0,1,7,0,1,12,11,10,0,2,17,5,46,14,82,46,12,82,0,4,1,0,22,35,0,5,33,270,57,9,0.0793252355571254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031703511055773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343636221561495,0.19801485178697176,0.0,0.0,0.05394388035707933,0.0,0.18205076423544975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024390720905556,0.0745286700329954,0.0,0.0,0.04835592732540645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649388147817026,0.0,0.0866026121724972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634200051176515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511582145213425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196417330258944,0.08846860632522853,0.10478713990273396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129240679802841,0.0,0.07478077231808511,0.08926294373000088,0.04010922255432632,0.0566699641319419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494800968315102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288832310047912,0.0760959941401784,0.045082359417885146,0.06653424402500724,0.06344363737320992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710598299950301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317003328973958,0.08381146662375076,0.2387090371444964,0.0,0.07811937817188881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050791413758455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293213087544228,0.0,0.08399397079517645,0.0,0.08111542780630045,0.056029759799917374,0.07750860644158794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295021070493018,0.3216933530675358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994117994706204,0.0,0.1601917496599172,0.0,0.06331664621480566,0.0,0.05831317541307154,0.11763731407839682,0.061180511907307875,0.0,0.08436328794017943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447878697271552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307107234948853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054994130356683886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498798778352536,0.08942728425500056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974377151198761,0.08886241825698367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774331774006166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028137335601819,0.0,0.0,0.3310140835084933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561468100120801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086678931869256,0.08292795955947005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476309573698904,0.0,0.05964270499158648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082840793237936,0.0,0.0,0.09251036554001198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26928313949035704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545162694535545,0.14036423753273114,0.0,0.19088975741843411,0.0,0.0,0.07353528808698265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774971624458303,0.0,0.0,0.05635037138758709,0.0,0.0,0.3064971055126833
anxiety,gruffguff47,2020/02/18,"Finally admitting I need help. There could be some triggers in here, I’m not sure.

Growing up my dad always thought anxiety and depression were fake, that people were just sad and needed to get over it. Funny, since I’m his side it runs so deep. After my parents nasty split, he started to have anxiety attacks and had depression for a while. He was finally able to admit that anxiety and depression were real.

Last year this time I was helping my, now boyfriend, through the beginnings and changing dosages of depression and anxiety medication. I never thought I would get it, growing up in the middle of so many sad moments and people going to doctors to be put on medication down. This last month, after having to take my dad to a detox facility and our long time family dog dying, whatever grip I had over the inevitable depression and anxiety bomb inside was gone.

My poor boyfriend has seen my cry so often over nothing, he saw the signs months ago, but it took until yesterday, crying in a Walmart parking lot because of all the lies my brain was making up that it truly hit me. I need help, I cannot live this grey way of life anymore. Always feeling like I’m wading through water, hoping that I’ll have the energy to take a shower or properly greet my boyfriend when he gets home from work.

I am finally going to get help for all the anxiety attacks I’ve been having, and even though it freaks me the freak out, I want to be happy more often again.",8.816038047973533,7.182970609318996,8.724802867383513,70.73540942928044,61.54480286738351,12.025475599669148,38.66583953680728,10.891193690592663,4.171433746898263,1156,48,208,24,13,377,158,279,0.18,0.6890000000000001,0.13,-0.8301,2,0,0,0,1,1,29.0,1,0,0,1,13,16,2,0,12,0,22,7,1,2,4,39,51,19,1,7,4,3,2,1,0,1,5,0,2,0,13,11,1,0,5,0,1,8,3,12,0,0,16,5,21,4,34,29,5,48,0,7,3,0,15,15,0,6,25,135,34,2,0.08837100976213351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833556815251347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706351875217402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40562148351565,0.0,0.0876402956853529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106956251523336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387014732093872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986512729421832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348481075060414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055706048055352,0.0,0.1941428092815362,0.0,0.0,0.3805691060840825,0.0,0.0917151561499788,0.0,0.0,0.09045147309185188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058368218501046475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330832318527892,0.0,0.04468303778748215,0.06313226703143085,0.0,0.2904183649607567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468082088717744,0.0,0.10044656271707922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940725831440405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369329002504792,0.0,0.08864332812313523,0.08777235240951081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440683353553866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241905763623961,0.04317361157765685,0.0,0.07803322065191595,0.07820556276598617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751298723225513,0.0,0.0,0.058988335228360965,0.08959433352035942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804899046719014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107379376704648,0.0,0.0,0.1965779519808695,0.06815717062850099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479436724608035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812554833692938,0.0,0.0,0.12253066244248965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883727304762097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058555598548978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310141247605419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254945555272916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328863087286875,0.0,0.1328880028665253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682406840717248,0.14031342122710955,0.10305969290627083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818344343686763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212351117161902,0.07014479421725947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433514760047973,0.0,0.0,0.06277622984688384,0.0,0.0,0.056908032929448675
anxiety,Dollypeg_,2020/02/18,"Overactive startle response I've had an extremely active startle response ever since I was a teenager. I jump out of my skin at loud noises and generally react badly to things like unexpected touches or even a lecturer calling my name. It feels like my heart jumps to my throat then falls to my stomach and my brain switches off for a second. It's a really horrible feeling and can leave me kind of emotionally drained for hours after. It feels a bit like recovering from a headache.
I was wondering If anyone else experiences something similar? Methods to cope would be really helpful but honestly I just want to feel like less of a weirdo and knowing if other folk deal with this would be comforting.",6.5117829457364325,8.070123899224807,7.1054263565891445,69.64945736434112,65.8217054263566,10.38449612403101,36.81395348837209,10.504223727775694,4.380525581395349,569,29,91,15,9,187,91,129,0.102,0.727,0.171,0.8573,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,8,0,8,5,5,1,1,24,15,9,0,5,5,0,6,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,3,7,11,7,16,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,8,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146487494826184,0.17799053196985729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450439424355596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896507075487919,0.0,0.0,0.19392228599900524,0.17738142675305382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909151670727222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511576498476464,0.19540488015134186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473646536772067,0.1571342674947533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992563503108726,0.0,0.0,0.3513400922137847,0.2482026471206275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058519384271918,0.1164368392688537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107330797436796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808964097383307,0.09546867696417946,0.0,0.0,0.1839380544250672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394715629013373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257128620610003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369802430649614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373353191154802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115407869443903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024610239608263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838543386329065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24680289742315584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,candy4dinner,2020/02/18,"Scared of death but thought of ending it This is a new one for me. Panic attacks so severe that I actually debated just ending it all. I would never ever do that but I felt so frantic. I rarely have those kind of thoughts or attacks at that level but it’s been a stressful evening with my husband in and out of the ER with some health issues. I’m hoping someone can relate. I know my tools and how to move forward but I feel shaken.

My husband has been puking non stop and made two trips to the hospital. In the wake of trying to be supportive, I had the worst panic attack of my life. It was so bad with waves of terror and full body shakes, could barely speak or think. In that moment, I just wanted to die so it would stop. It crossed my mind to just end it. I should note I was also too scared to take a Xanax in that state because I worry about medicine hurting me. I would never hurt myself but I was so frantic I thought about it. I guess I’m just looking for some solidarity.",1.7931162063574746,3.771311089108909,3.160276185513286,91.34097707139135,79.1980198019802,5.242730588848358,22.017717561229812,6.05967700443912,0.2358673267326732,768,23,162,5,19,250,116,202,0.34299999999999997,0.607,0.051,-0.9977,0,0,0,0,0,2,17.0,0,0,0,0,16,19,3,9,7,0,17,5,2,2,4,45,33,18,2,7,11,2,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,15,8,0,2,7,0,0,5,2,16,1,2,11,4,23,3,26,16,5,24,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,6,11,122,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.11190218122650412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917022152676998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391363844794024,0.0,0.0,0.09574534692544673,0.06990226901712453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273734330330815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155532086046712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901020949410845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30469293770850825,0.0,0.0,0.07573899672861258,0.10372632391625226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057981013293217226,0.0,0.1101019723189414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632283900927935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188972199349625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389400058333772,0.0,0.0,0.2455149741789657,0.0,0.0,0.11968654620175362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194120155390784,0.06302008510634498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099539310128974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962946102564329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850430480758827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578484167718606,0.0,0.0,0.12187693673736914,0.0,0.0,0.17688241497968538,0.11074979486184257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770391698265618,0.0,0.0,0.2690830058249337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961099547792704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954538959377507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716021572390242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173988434172626,0.13135503966109155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301270903826338,0.0,0.0,0.0862181875072919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347643280815655,0.0,0.2731074724623459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785396123937363,0.0,0.11201673119175078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763582208767045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645378643166353,0.0,0.2443765865625583,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WumboRin,2020/02/18,"I have no reason to be anxious... So why is it worse? Hello, this is a bit of a lengthy cry for help. Or in the very least, personal experiences and insights.

I've recently moved to a new state with my cousin to get out of a toxic environment (divorce, challenging roommates, rough city). And at first, everything was peaches. I'm safe, away from that terrible influence, and restarting life in a healthy way.

Regardless, my anxiety has worsened. It's so bad that irrational thoughts and doubts will sprout from literally nowhere. My partner is struggling to understand why I doubt his love for me sometimes. And it is no reflection of him - he is available to me every day (we are long distance). And I cannot understand why my once-resilient mind is crumbling to this irrational mindset. It was even said, ""Why were things easier for us when you were in a worse situation?""

It's challenging because neither of us have any logical answer. I feel the need to hear constant affirmations or else I will mentally spiral. I feel burdensome. I feel like our once-happy relationship has turned more into a chore. I try to keep busy and occupy my mind with work and daily tasks, but those lingering irrational thoughts still intrude. We are in love and incredibly compatible, but my mind is going to be our downfall.

Has anyone else experienced this? Has anyone discovered a means to get through it? Thank you for reading.",5.031228693181816,7.426823585937503,5.541931818181819,76.05534090909094,70.953125,9.498295454545453,33.51136363636364,9.910423181423305,3.7984515625,1122,56,192,31,22,360,155,256,0.12300000000000001,0.787,0.09,-0.588,0,0,0,0,1,0,44.0,6,2,0,4,5,12,0,3,10,0,24,3,0,2,0,42,44,16,0,2,4,1,4,1,1,2,1,2,1,2,13,15,0,2,13,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,7,7,26,7,31,33,4,20,0,0,0,2,22,8,0,4,9,128,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218453310259491,0.0,0.08120321421891638,0.11991744669265032,0.0,0.14844281987862035,0.10876155138905626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972988990553976,0.0,0.08862945699576856,0.06470706248089535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588653029326272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470868048595655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659900255659822,0.06845691865585027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734668868145806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010999875208718,0.0,0.08943458174975598,0.0,0.09539931247827968,0.10383347632154637,0.0,0.0,0.16101541921124446,0.0758324183341435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028975119718403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091628676059646,0.0,0.06032656613135803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299691606513652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196369301375723,0.0,0.07114901639747524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434955046557862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497573448990492,0.051858732912644055,0.0,0.0,0.09393796913351506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160610050250046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562669582556875,0.0,0.0,0.10697259284929997,0.0,0.32153878937366903,0.0,0.0,0.112818920921052,0.0,0.07870767301112401,0.0,0.10251875935695312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268466430203387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617709749205442,0.0,0.0,0.1091382056440279,0.1048087117470356,0.11396362686105582,0.0,0.0,0.10097140972815588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931521783461288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498345434728144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477022718432649,0.0,0.0,0.1109693259425604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772715967042607,0.0,0.0,0.07052026186061529,0.0,0.0,0.16853990133273236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206777698542557,0.1154589477192928,0.0,0.22100839804012135,0.2553668441887448,0.0,0.0,0.08758352385073964,0.0,0.0842556370801227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38312958247587375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727727920810383,0.0,0.2163485196332512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway71cia5819,2020/02/18,"Crippling academic anxiety, frustrated and angry. (18m) I have not been good at school since middle school, and even then my anxiety was astronomical for what I did. Since then I crumbled and had a very expansive mental breakdown and probably became depressive my freshman year. After that I slowly built up my myself to recover from the toxic personality I had before, however I believe that in this redoing of myself I avoided any semblance of stress and/or anxiety at all. 

Obviously anxiety and stress are a part of life, its not something I can avoid. I'm not sure what to do, thankfully I'm only in my second semester of freshman year and have quite a bit of time to make good habits. I just think at the undercurrent of it all I just avoided the anxiety that made me miserable and depressed and now that I am out by myself with no other motivators but my own drive that I can't function under any semblance or anxiety or I crumble and break down again. I have incredible passion and dream about being someone that can take action and work under pressure.

I want to be a functioning adult who can exist in the real world.

Advice?",8.423816466552317,7.902990009433963,8.95843910806175,65.16186106346485,61.64150943396226,12.237392795883364,38.6123499142367,11.567385478589935,4.732635849056603,910,41,150,24,11,306,129,212,0.16899999999999998,0.777,0.054000000000000006,-0.9245,2,3,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,6,15,1,7,8,0,17,2,0,3,4,34,25,16,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,13,13,0,3,2,1,0,2,5,10,0,1,6,0,24,5,27,17,5,24,0,3,0,1,3,13,0,2,8,119,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420686561090093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287336928144634,0.0,0.5834161129180659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815815200815282,0.14320534323931908,0.0,0.0,0.13876722675243394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189530462182356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395255315543221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322157140086934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897789822731088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202711127742072,0.0848444834532793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809331689066544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667011572931566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376438033313816,0.0,0.0,0.11098437234358452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370421560024705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519326153345612,0.0,0.14467486677512925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572768479154328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028739181145592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769680781990996,0.09785268711638856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911998158332009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979624169054127,0.0,0.09556816544067703,0.0,0.0,0.11702246060468816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144462426801549,0.0,0.0,0.0741167416882965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487606008408877,0.07497062536189375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253494517046153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370465921946792
anxiety,indibob,2020/02/18,"I still get physical symptoms of anxiety even when I’m not feeling anxious I struggle with social anxiety and for the past year I’ve really tried hard to control my mind and feel confident/positive with social interactions.

I struggle meeting up with new people and going to party’s, the physical symptoms I get are nausea (sometimes actually vomiting), difficulty breathing and heart palpitations. 

I’ve been researching about anxiety and I’ve learnt that physical symptoms of anxiety occur when the mind feels anxious and unconfident about something.

So because of this discovery I’ve tried so hard to think positively about everything but for some reason when I feel confident about going to an event my physical symptoms of anxiety are still there (even when my mind isn’t worried) and feel so intense to the point I cant even go to the event.

What do I do? Therapists always tell me that I need to just push myself and go to social events but its so unbearable with the physical symptoms i have to endure. 

Do I need medication? Need some advice",7.752142857142857,8.919964492063492,8.15884920634921,64.62017857142858,62.80952380952381,12.014285714285714,39.030423280423285,11.698219412168324,5.292950264550265,855,44,130,27,12,282,96,189,0.07200000000000001,0.848,0.081,0.6869,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,20,2,0,2,7,0,9,9,2,2,0,32,25,18,0,3,4,0,7,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,7,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,7,15,0,24,24,2,19,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,12,88,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0904289163038098,0.0,0.0,0.09055241062439154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710576343679477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544472304463239,0.20937302677609104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056488500627177876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039331060372312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361560036733335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328247205400066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342742626119864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682860717236348,0.0,0.21065751638797334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602156026206133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980998104351557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335152222393253,0.0,0.0,0.2806995621314009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613260434586814,0.0,0.0894976650182902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846044408772225,0.06424312672652338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759958146257875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936438807878205,0.09527636337674827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28338479028358216,0.0,0.0713390251084934,0.09164931460906044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800681248300054,0.0,0.0,0.19374981950245668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815787006447387,0.0,0.0,0.08099440804219224,0.0,0.0,0.10759268654555534,0.0,0.05937680677789652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582863475350886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941070995316436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059674042372204986
anxiety,charlietroubles,2020/02/18,"Did I have a panic attack? Recently started having issues with anxiety. Sometimes I feel anxious all day and my resting heart rate is high. Yesterday at work it got really bad, I was getting quite breathless and I decided to go out for a walk for some fresh air. I accidentally wandered into quite a crowded place and started freaking out. My breathing and heart rate were getting out of control and I could feel emotion (or maybe just panic?) about to bubble over. I felt like i was going to cry, but I managed to lock myself in a bathroom until I calmed down. I'm curious if this 'counts' as a panic attack as I managed to get it under control before I had a proper breakdown. Not that it really matters anyway.",4.249832887700535,6.146960948529415,5.717112299465238,76.09473262032087,71.86764705882355,7.298395721925132,31.48128342245989,8.00094639256281,2.5979352941176472,563,26,92,8,11,190,91,136,0.175,0.742,0.083,-0.8938,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,3,9,2,3,6,0,9,3,3,2,1,25,21,11,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,7,3,15,2,22,13,3,21,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,3,7,71,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172421293404477,0.15022198319618324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025526579298998,0.0,0.0,0.11102715381882128,0.0,0.0,0.11315048702100484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982817328298752,0.106168362416837,0.0,0.1460649295480918,0.08575677991492715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495770683091448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344705949311513,0.0,0.12767522400779766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841918785143596,0.0,0.15114358508475031,0.0,0.10635089785917014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31514800891202305,0.0,0.14049359550266893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878958092378918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496403917059079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335895558254366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46804656158933705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892879985080006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828669517821561,0.0,0.0,0.1703722059281201,0.0,0.13129509482661264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151399691869162,0.0,0.18823837673703184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680614838639676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youreallbreathtking,2020/02/18,"Terrified of the colloquium of my thesis that I fucked up due to anxiety. I am in my final year of my bachelor's program and I just wrote my final thesis (30 page scientific paper including own research, 12 weeks to finish). I fucked up badly because I was so anxious and depressed during that time. The pressure was just too much for me. Most of the time I spent trying to get myself out of that negative head space into one where I can actually work. Still I spent many days in bed, crying, sleeping or panicking. I also suffer from OCD and depression which made the task even harder. I don't know how but somehow I managed to turn in something, but really, the paper is so bad - even if I passed it will damage my overall grade immensely.

After I turned it in I talked to my professor and explained to her the situation I was in and why the paper turned out so badly (usually I am a very good student). She was very kind and understanding which helped me a lot. However in one week I will have to ""defend"" my thesis in a colloquium in front of the professor, another professor (who will also grade me) and other people. I am shaking just thinking about it. I just don't know how to ""defend"" something that I am embarrassed of. Actually I would just love to stand there and cry and tell them I am sorry. Of course I can't do that. My professor made clear to me that this might be the last chance to pass the exam and get my degree.

I know I would have a second chance to write my thesis but unfortunately I also already have a job that I am working in part time which depends on me passing the exam. I am immensely overwhelmed and I just don't know what to do. Thanks for reading this wall of text.",4.560151397515528,5.500785116071434,5.981200828157352,78.20003105590064,69.86309523809524,8.93871635610766,28.59679089026915,9.20300075937882,2.3974548654244305,1333,47,255,26,23,452,165,336,0.16,0.759,0.081,-0.968,2,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,22,17,2,4,16,0,29,5,2,5,1,46,50,24,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,18,14,0,0,7,1,2,5,5,13,0,3,9,0,48,4,42,34,6,39,0,5,0,3,11,18,2,7,15,199,66,19,0.0,0.0,0.1966863438844368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120919858184508,0.2417724111731007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567278069919447,0.07709362525393303,0.1138485808185912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524321066529773,0.061432322281436226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139615764093126,0.06499240311676821,0.0,0.17359703017725514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312364596247747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079111196072215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863322072783622,0.10530295787339962,0.0,0.0,0.08452641377737474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034256001441515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754825729613942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000496869103337,0.0,0.0,0.10494305157784553,0.22153616658755945,0.08214616859477263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567644157320083,0.09095458259007026,0.19071402160722448,0.0,0.10217139260122028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069077725611606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408220632649451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657731394782305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913095704004848,0.0,0.06986562612943797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080361280447832,0.0,0.06455990475947218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113276829979105,0.10084912076376268,0.0,0.0,0.15516510203140027,0.0,0.11281086339951175,0.0,0.0,0.0804801163365383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100020579320527,0.08808296418914321,0.0927813153362594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457341033171868,0.0,0.0,0.17629048509348547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842052060673418,0.3288471620232148,0.0,0.10491172535697536,0.0,0.0,0.11099090236252236,0.16630207144177084,0.0,0.0,0.1616734045037895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093497326184102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673275340682956,0.0,0.0,0.14317724288339972,0.0,0.0,0.06489665971204099
anxiety,sgianassi,2020/02/18,Fear of death of Loved ones I was wondering if I was the only one with this depressing fear. But I’m sure we are all afraid of it’s the way it affects me i wanted to see if it was normal or not. When I’m with someone or even when I’m thinking of someone I get these weird visions or images in my head of awful scenarios of them dying. And I start to tear up at least 80 percent of the time. Does anyone get like this too? I’m not afraid of my own death I just fear losing the ones dearest to me.,1.93,2.626872318181817,3.8252272727272754,92.12784090909092,75.81818181818181,6.590909090909091,22.84090909090909,6.6274283507984215,0.39590909090909054,385,10,92,3,8,131,66,110,0.218,0.67,0.11199999999999999,-0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,1,5,11,0,5,4,1,4,2,1,1,2,20,16,9,3,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,3,1,12,3,16,13,4,8,0,2,1,1,3,3,0,6,5,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203825349493053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503259062633919,0.0,0.1811387701460972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273590782029267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527808225729855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5891979290237607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237365648906828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912227019816634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526851212196157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525893805505715,0.0,0.0,0.15752377840450252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100629455948066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35480633176608856,0.13274099636057995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908102673708808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957642383484493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353608637596973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449625990706224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183436051552123,0.0,0.0,0.10177219779329064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294469426496868,0.13853699094060146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927471289418815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throaway6789716,2020/02/18,"First time Anxiety Help?! Hello everybody,
Im a 20 year old male in college and just realized Ive had anxiety for the last year. It was just such a weird feeling and just called it ""stomach aches"". I'd notice trembling of the hands and feet when im with people, and slight stuttering. Ive been thinking about it but I now I know its for sure anxiety. Ive been thinking about going to the school psychiatrist, but is it even worth it? I've heard anti-anxiety meds ruin libido, but this anxiety is ruining mine as well :( . I also have parents that are against me getting meds, could I get them without them knowing? Sorry for the brick of text and terrible format. Any advice appreciated!",3.3738636363636374,5.607923507575762,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,75.28787878787878,8.036363636363637,28.424242424242426,8.841846274778883,2.530715151515152,541,23,99,12,12,180,89,132,0.195,0.7020000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9079999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,11,8,0,1,6,0,12,3,3,0,1,21,21,11,0,1,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,6,1,1,5,3,11,2,13,15,0,10,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,8,65,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442871454825534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819582356798786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005092527781889,0.0,0.5653340150257958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509206020686904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800649002364852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762068526282013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473225807569042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571883527263994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544390830566738,0.0,0.0839983002441672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906740636320988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31929931133778977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624543276021115,0.12047694775723253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283455644790694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827158850024826,0.15509152205830026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411471030710462,0.0,0.0,0.10246609833679164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958176524580055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654503031453148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393000065654865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940889188435905,0.0,0.0,0.08618352677926586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289019400686727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247418727803726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035705780303408
anxiety,mittal105,2020/02/18,"Defining Androphobia: What is Fear of Men/ Boys - Fear N Phobia Anyone wants to share about fear or phobias which is interrupting their day to day life. Today, We write about Androphobia which is the fear of men or boys which women feel and feel extreme anxiety.",7.448014184397162,8.582320893617021,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333335,63.46808510638298,9.670921985815603,30.56028368794326,9.725611199111238,2.8182964539007087,210,7,36,4,3,63,32,47,0.363,0.602,0.036000000000000004,-0.9590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507087791400328,0.0,0.0,0.1377509275414813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541046862134765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8867444854839651,0.1992239468635413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915091316014175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673831612417124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619903361746092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,captainyolk,2020/02/18,"Does anyone uncontrollably shake because anxiety? When I start to overthink/worry or just feel a little bit too much, my eyes would tear up which makes everything worse. Then I would start shaking. I feel like I’m going crazy. Does this happen you any of you?",3.6818750000000016,6.474045104166668,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,77.125,6.34,22.1,7.554174236665415,1.0401200000000002,207,6,37,3,5,63,40,48,0.264,0.687,0.049,-0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,7,10,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,1,3,8,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,5,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059574875810298,0.0,0.18066046046895765,0.0,0.0,0.16512738104358726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439599136048603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578237096439165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413327456390178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122438611147131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388174742187265,0.16871154358234233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421420962993505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883401327607412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537502126550657,0.2366926672576741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763750547362348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736035302973126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33430813410461746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983022682073676,0.2406654930761068,0.3355201748885349,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flowerdemon08,2020/02/18,"Having anxiety right now because I was harassed on Reddit I posted a photo of something that was related to the community I was in...and people immediately started trash talking everything they didn't like about the photo. It immediately made me anxious and upset that I was being judged for the way I live my life. I stood up for myself but the person had something else mean to say in return and I was so upset I blocked the person. I also contacted the mods of the community about the harrassment and I reported what happened to Reddit. 

Maybe I went too far..but I just recently started to be more happy in my life. I know these people are strangers but it was really rude and people need to fucking understand that we're all going through our own shit. I'm sad and torn up right now because of personal things I don't want to explain here, and just when I started to have a better mood and decide to share something, I immediately get shot down. 

It triggered me and reminded me of how people did this in my pAst. I had a childhood friend who did this to me for years..always judging and criticizing every little thing I do and say. I grew up feeling inadequate and never good enough for anybody. And every time I got my hopes up they'd be shot down. 

I just wish that person on the other side of the screen would have thought twice before doing that. He or she doesn't know what I'm going through and I didn't go out of my way to attack them. However, In the conversation I snapped and told them to stop nit picking and criticizing me and don't judge me for not being perfect. I stood up for myself which isn't my best skill.

I'm just annoyed I let any of this get to me to begin with.",3.7789591417484583,5.296320807121663,5.186661721068251,80.96271798676105,72.38278931750742,7.677196986989273,27.20486190367496,8.263242389622931,1.8418724948641865,1340,48,258,21,26,449,170,337,0.18,0.748,0.071,-0.9881,1,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,4,4,14,19,6,2,14,0,29,4,1,4,3,48,60,23,0,5,8,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,4,19,18,0,2,8,0,0,5,8,9,0,1,19,4,46,9,45,34,5,40,0,1,1,1,21,18,2,2,15,191,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623700189230678,0.08972880617070125,0.0,0.0,0.07333268097278653,0.0,0.0824948108179503,0.12182482151522205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267985938892385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147255140802688,0.0,0.09176112305542104,0.0,0.11316800546734568,0.09537283313164424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008375883080927,0.0,0.0,0.11142417883566602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171420855678247,0.0,0.09691670841798887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054525495796241934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331439770229664,0.09969332832700976,0.11268049154159494,0.0,0.18385831305469327,0.0904483411010508,0.08624689192630894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535967290708444,0.11479421477917012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710621455714424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185285040869335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102703726523798,0.15233655692512602,0.05268358404328534,0.10808074305098413,0.09522181694224996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203773062297286,0.0,0.0,0.10833649941552027,0.11746582311286086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799595761994015,0.08317034169125333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294237016183466,0.2990416699819987,0.3766355270966785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327778794170167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908297686112305,0.0,0.10647577107398107,0.0,0.0,0.18418397323240032,0.0,0.17151220754632512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069286379350576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490539722733164,0.0,0.0,0.2289821984811209,0.0,0.0,0.0901563431185302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667508670289982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432838765554324,0.0,0.0,0.08561032595481233,0.06288047020268964,0.0,0.0,0.10304262616218793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122618492437144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636049031131379,0.17119156940099145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996573820475928,0.0,0.0,0.12400692891434635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766041259974294,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kimchee1986,2020/02/18,"So I am seeing a psychologist for GAD Initially, I was anxious about seeing one because I had bad experiences with a few (personalities don’t match, mismatched style of conversations etc). 

For this current psychologist, I’m glad I took the risk and forced myself to go through with the first session. and I think we sort of clicked. Sessions have been illuminating and I’ve come to better understand myself and GAD. 

Today, I was informed that my case will be transferred to another therapist as the current psychologist will no longer work at the clinic. 

I have since lapsed into this sad blue feeling. Like I will not be happy again. That feeling when I had woken up one day and saw my bunny laying motionless and knowing that he was gone even before I had even touched him. And this bubbling urge to cry but I’m trying not to. 

I would like to think that I am not having attachment issues, but when it comes to therapy I guess it’s inevitable that bonds of trust, safety and comfort are formed. 

Just putting this out here because I would like to tell someone about this blue feeling but not to my loved ones, because I don’t want to cause them to worry and overreact, or chide me for feeling this way.

Thank you for reading.",5.325546218487396,6.941145649350653,5.493827349121467,79.87670741023685,68.6969696969697,8.032696715049656,30.90425261013496,8.4952907291091,2.3937494779730057,979,40,177,15,17,309,137,231,0.138,0.748,0.114,-0.69,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,1,3,10,13,0,1,6,0,22,2,0,1,0,40,45,17,0,3,9,0,5,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,16,0,0,9,1,0,6,7,3,0,4,11,11,25,10,28,27,3,19,0,1,6,1,10,4,0,3,11,127,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415755953856992,0.0,0.15252916130872485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273235976630262,0.2469127114486953,0.0,0.11488830409360568,0.0,0.0,0.11941029806794333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386981801970404,0.0,0.2326079136595947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830826172420336,0.08707387187052579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505780481942587,0.17835301874663778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320711330661236,0.0,0.0,0.2730717119976738,0.09645514883388684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484417326010313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673245879088021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873487006092814,0.0,0.0,0.1437265828554703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092117495911755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420102527012012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788536003369286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185682157737622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744701295414572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789038627884987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572793749888434,0.0,0.0,0.13505210523841452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517985451541466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168627315148946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114398252716002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800955757862658,0.12430419520037632,0.15440206885516786,0.1567634808976273,0.0,0.1730250487080789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797897161057134,0.0,0.15000726403523135,0.09166670809081616,0.0,0.0,0.14055596798038988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963568020296594,0.10716907350689173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829294161042752,0.13711486322551866,0.0,0.19182237159634707,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThisIsMyLab,2020/02/18,"DAE sleep on the couch when their anxiety/depression gets bad? I usually love snuggling up in my bed at night. My bedroom is my safe space. It's where I feel most comfortable. But sometimes (like right now) when my anxiety gets bad, I hate sleeping in my bed. I'm reminded of the lyrics *I can't stand my bedroom, I put blankets on the couch* from the song ""Freaking Out"" by ARIZONA. 

Does anyone else favor their sofa when the anxiety and/or depression gets bad?",2.8876388888888904,5.427609556818184,3.64378787878788,86.35373737373737,78.43181818181819,7.547474747474749,27.959595959595962,8.515128840125781,2.3131398989898995,363,16,69,8,9,115,59,88,0.231,0.642,0.127,-0.8769,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,5,11,1,0,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,2,13,5,10,9,1,18,0,1,0,1,3,10,0,1,7,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884070118832148,0.0,0.0,0.13180497388100335,0.19314256427914467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721738622575413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247129745183971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495936122013802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574692241002668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531226969383602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954535279930475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610668884927856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209255041964384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013040504635613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689634758091502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894965639500878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097966899384675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772762465732201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864332875041789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076083099682983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MissaShip,2020/02/18,"Has anyone ever experienced their anxiety present as intense fear? A few times in the past and pretty regularly at night recently I find myself very afraid for no reason. At least I can’t think of a reason. I’m not even sure what it is I am afraid might happen. I check everything is safe in my apartment, I check locks. For some reason I’m just unreasonably afraid. 

If anyone has experienced this, what kind of things have you done to ease the fear? I’m afraid to do anything that might keep me from hearing what’s going on around me. Things like tv or music. I’m aware I probably sound paranoid or crazy. I’d just appreciate any advice.",2.919773333333332,5.254531584000002,4.0485000000000015,84.59008333333338,77.16,7.046666666666668,22.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.2264266666666663,508,15,99,9,12,165,87,125,0.134,0.75,0.11699999999999999,-0.2927,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,6,4,0,11,0,0,3,2,20,20,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,2,5,1,2,1,3,6,0,0,1,4,12,4,14,17,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,6,7,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079918982400484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494252431847932,0.0,0.11805396414763232,0.0,0.0,0.2158075084156188,0.0,0.12699176632105866,0.1373770366048685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579223856686285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192654759645417,0.13959078609845196,0.0,0.0,0.13869237964715989,0.0,0.0,0.34730459066411323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141045190275439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770330514284103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646418841236155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739292464842314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716622617893806,0.0,0.16069996977969422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539269294816614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274171193134964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481835887971248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473153857298521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699836918665744,0.16638247809623266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759983187920019,0.15237184904512985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544426430891938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504598359692408,0.09888167851857717,0.0,0.0,0.08998491785472801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732971575144744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skepticting,2020/02/18,Please share your Generalized Anxiety thoughts and worries ? I have what I think is pretty severe GAD. Would be interested to hear what people that also suffer with it worry about/get anxiety about so I don’t feel so crazy .....,4.373048780487803,7.126612097560978,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,74.36585365853658,8.002439024390245,24.88414634146341,8.841846274778883,2.2319707317073174,180,6,30,4,4,58,35,41,0.335,0.475,0.19,-0.7855,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103963888286164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025327855175588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330283655842472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374558947526444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965263579913081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823964368336425,0.0,0.0,0.2887984974666338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676614518060077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29722163287288444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858018186055512,0.0,0.20886745865570436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343699944241379,0.0,0.1868946174561908,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slowmobius_Time,2020/02/18,"Didn't know I had it til I had it Let me just start by saying I've always been a bit stressy and nervous in different situations 

I've been described as anxious by a lot by people but never really felt I got what it meant, classic is the overthinking until my stomach is in knots and I get a racing heart

Lately I've had bad teeth problems and have been in a lot of general pain, but the last 2 weeks have been very strange

I am vomiting every morning when I wake up before going anywhere and I have little to no appetite at the best of times, I'm going through a lot with personal family stuff and work is always hard but just showing up is getting so hard, I'm worried about being worried about being worried 

It's got that lately I cant sit still and have to move or suddenly get walking or go hide somewhere

I went and saw a psychologist and it was a good start and I'm proud that I did go and talk to someone about it but feels early days at the moment

Just wondering if that's panic/anxiety attacks and wondering if anyone has anything they can think of that can help me when I'm feeling this way, or that has helped them if they were in the same boat

I don't know what to do",5.994696356275302,5.0187316275303635,6.868582995951417,79.6593117408907,66.7327935222672,9.705263157894738,32.765182186234824,8.841846274778883,2.5372251012145752,940,34,194,13,13,315,137,247,0.155,0.77,0.075,-0.9469,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,3,10,8,1,1,12,0,30,6,4,0,1,41,56,27,0,4,13,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,15,12,0,0,9,1,0,7,5,5,0,0,17,7,17,3,26,36,6,35,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,11,17,135,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517354669876349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512236680349003,0.12570508423460727,0.0,0.07780359610512066,0.0,0.09156693544221868,0.0,0.0,0.12658735606230725,0.0,0.0,0.09290702616338667,0.0,0.0,0.09468382189833607,0.0,0.11677253849419895,0.0,0.12147962163927388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176089020750252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625499887756395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375100906838256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489683508621256,0.0,0.11252439292338942,0.0,0.10683805690151696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440424502156918,0.0,0.25295255315311,0.093329226306869,0.1779879121467059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993547548970766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185722277051246,0.14916583610018172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223037752498431,0.09070109586354988,0.2510381202207437,0.0,0.0,0.1137826126929062,0.0,0.0,0.11152324083368584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837970634532998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182639586547129,0.0,0.0,0.08581941412336665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840068487442648,0.1305530903855106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714162402866268,0.0971579520301573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647176526827888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128335028522755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848753574484129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507378969477154,0.0,0.0,0.0942799519158855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575170324639645,0.0,0.0888615363542898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273792069207693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943578935322727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129826236480442,0.0,0.0,0.06488328655218392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181061260784616,0.0,0.08832211032263798,0.08925525810474517,0.0,0.0,0.10314976361392668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133831635903935,0.08100695236760183,0.339004724415171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4771,2020/02/18,"I repressed a memory tried it this weekend and recovered a recent repressed memory of my cousin’s death, so far, I’m a big fan of ‘face and float’, but I’m very scared about what else I have repressed and if it should maybe stay hidden.",20.82125,6.367216958333334,17.88,52.36500000000001,56.5,21.70000000000001,58.41666666666666,13.023866798666859,7.054141666666666,186,5,39,3,1,60,35,48,0.267,0.6990000000000001,0.034,-0.8844,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,4,6,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421176784004413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41143744607371424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40437082198294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100204568118005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365145868314732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780504190187606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33791295533873145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonblastz,2020/02/18,"Trying to make plans with friends. I've been trying to make plans with some people I met on an app a while ago, and every time they try to make plans, they either say they're busy, or they'd let me know, which they eventually don't.

I don't know what I'm doing wrong... Are they purposefully avoiding me? Did they hear something negative about me? Am I being annoying? Am I pressuring them? Do they not want to be friends with me, but keep me added anyways so they won't be mean?

I feel like I should just give up on making friends altogether, because every attempt I make just goes down the shitter. Everything is my fault.",3.3820967741935486,5.0480201129032265,4.091161290322585,87.81674193548392,73.67741935483872,7.218064516129032,25.30322580645161,7.908726449838941,1.2743283870967743,490,16,102,7,10,156,81,124,0.107,0.8,0.09300000000000001,0.4937,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,9,4,5,9,1,2,3,0,17,0,0,5,0,24,32,5,0,2,6,0,1,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,3,22,4,12,22,2,7,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,2,4,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467664761410452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092901446888224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789971866859085,0.0,0.14880228247549526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371640308496955,0.11828216200537367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837534129111569,0.0,0.0,0.15882838192543108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660772085632485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716488091055674,0.0,0.0,0.18198422371583636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930499815707667,0.0,0.08088840079896219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525912621223155,0.0,0.0,0.18035262316866024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478434362600015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166670831015842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746271218795488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654431771390884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372304085778776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765658485891086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102315192871385,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jkbbe,2020/02/18,"Sibling's anxiety over schoolwork I'm not sure if this is the proper place, but I need advice on how to approach my sibling who gets really stressed out over schoolwork. My sibling's a college student, recently transferred to a bigger university from a smaller school.

When my sibling had an assignment due for a particular class, she's asked me for help before in completing it, but the last time, she was about to fall into an anxiety attack if I didn't come in and try to help her out. I ended up doing the assignment for her, in order to prevent a breakdown (but I don't think this was the right thing for me to do?)

She has another paper due tomorrow, and she asked me for help with it again this morning, but she waited for me to come home from work before attempting it. I've tried to guide her in doing the work herself, like brain dumping and outlining, but she can't seem to write any words down. I sat with her and tried to guide her with positive acknowledgements and suggested she think about it step by step instead of the outcome, but I think she realized I'm not going to do it for her. So now, she's saying that she doesn't know how to do anything and is crying and keeping me out. I don't want me doing her homework to be what keeps her from falling into a bad place.  

What can I do to help my sibling out? I don't want to do the work for her, but rather just guide her minimally. I don't think doing her work is helping her out, but also I get scared that she's going to have an attack over this, every time she has an assignment... Any advice would be really appreciated.",8.455883928571431,5.946418606250003,8.664285714285715,73.65500000000003,62.9375,11.767857142857144,36.60714285714286,10.125756701596842,3.4350267857142858,1254,44,251,21,14,416,141,320,0.11199999999999999,0.795,0.09300000000000001,-0.4866,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,5,12,8,3,2,17,0,29,1,1,2,1,54,52,22,0,7,14,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,15,19,0,4,8,0,0,9,9,6,0,0,5,1,46,2,51,44,0,42,0,0,0,0,36,21,0,3,12,187,61,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008721201331126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596431506949169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620159684835982,0.11271867005277487,0.1644679140772642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884598457265392,0.0,0.2009880369336816,0.2445838759181447,0.0,0.0,0.08975446389718762,0.0,0.0,0.18294193722823096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000081165258387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519614627104486,0.11270725213309198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180790373782153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520933098566428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090569808401306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232418874166583,0.0,0.12218462767151522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602606875879024,0.0,0.1078270052186428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109432931272408,0.0,0.0,0.05907685475179805,0.08762338619905717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052516995237644616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970673899137001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246203657681156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772906428830234,0.0,0.1061390879903413,0.0,0.0,0.09180078596350978,0.0,0.08548493758044046,0.10762200182985422,0.10879144125464166,0.0,0.09786009653778258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231360222043509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131347531657628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141540196383017,0.2755157528818176,0.0,0.0,0.1253632764036065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894768083362295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680756081966849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130327546557252,0.0,0.0,0.07636189893393695,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deathproof96,2020/02/18,"Should I switch anxiety medication? I have recently been diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety (LONG OVERDUE,) and have been prescribed adderall and klonopin. I really enjoy the adderall. It truly is working for me. As for the klonopin, I can’t tell yet. I have to say it is a very long lasting medication, which is great, but it gives me a sluggish hangover the next day. It sort of makes me feel... sad? I am not depressed, however it makes me a bit more emotional than usual and sometimes drives me to tears if I think about things too much. It also makes me super forgetful which I’m concluding is normal with benzos, but Its a shame because it really does work wonders for my anxiety. 
I can’t help but think that there might be a better anxiety medication out there for me. Has anyone had this experience? I haven’t tried any other benzodiazepines and Xanax scares me a bit. I’ve been researching this and heard that Valium gives more of an upbeat cast and approach to anxiety combat. Can anyone confirm this? Any recommendations? Are the clonazepam side effects even worth bringing up to my psych? TIA",4.8887163141118535,7.123558399014781,5.517305128948131,76.77480440452044,70.92118226600985,8.914401622718053,30.167777455809908,9.478462496947786,3.0549144595769357,877,37,151,21,17,283,121,203,0.14,0.7090000000000001,0.151,0.7468,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,6,7,8,0,2,11,0,21,5,0,5,0,29,33,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,17,10,0,0,6,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,5,3,19,4,17,25,5,14,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,4,8,106,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415552544131209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941930035660346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019632707089212,0.0,0.4505278383435861,0.0,0.0,0.16471668862083522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180093365883064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041716828524532,0.25718246987321713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596188864774843,0.0,0.10144845892382658,0.1195497799981523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307486484432857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249280836369387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779619683254173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521679796745972,0.0,0.0,0.059555876332400615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259811249278235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985890443766065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894912255914056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601088454021722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847288166704206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358681619604639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559694298697637,0.0,0.12495177782977647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658587831630445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526619125451205,0.0,0.11540475943605212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091278553394494,0.0,0.11629894899398745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366773903622154,0.11792381052473365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649284872249585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029496986821376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825143731339018,0.1509443556475556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996860738034146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972406253431487,0.0971853541871146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773332563664172,0.17149846044685474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maxohwelly,2020/02/18,Not sure Not sure if you guys accept this. But I have general anxiety and been taking medication for it. I feel it the worst if I don’t drink after work or after any physical or emotional tug. Just not sure what to post in. I really want to talk with somebody or get some advice.,2.366315789473685,4.19482703508772,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,76.89473684210526,8.770526315789473,21.92631578947368,9.3871,1.8516063157894744,219,6,45,6,5,76,44,57,0.19,0.716,0.094,-0.7089,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,20,7,7,0,3,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,5,4,7,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,6,2,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292905798577959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956539475316614,0.0,0.17950137481185033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298609667786148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639419723918228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864263170833918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259136632743367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323336185029497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363782975377553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247232854921384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031841639145346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6634452029743071,0.0,0.17642245428271594,0.1885972835241834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138398614899284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708230147414842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatsup_assdicks,2020/02/18,"Come on, brain... Does anyone else wish they could just turn their mind off",1.5828571428571436,4.33182442857143,-0.21714285714285708,109.08714285714287,90.42857142857142,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.741028571428572,58,0,13,0,2,15,14,14,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311164307197737,0.3386702243616466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689842565284804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847250006174845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263903786821992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289251745639221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761179942657016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337442093809325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595251008214937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800967558557098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ripley4321,2020/02/18,"Panic attacks START with feeling lightheaded and woozy??? I’ve been anxious my entire life (28F) but starting last week and about once a day since then I’m getting what I can only assumes are panic attacks. Nothing brings them on, and they’ve occurred as early as mid afternoon and as late as 1 am. The attacks are starting with me feeling extremely lightheaded and like I’m going to pass out. This is followed by a tight chest and then nausea and abdominal cramps that make me run to the bathroom. Nothing happens and then I get hot and start to sweat and shake. When they’re over I’m tired for hours. 

Went to the ER and they cleared my heart and lungs. No issues and perfectly healthy 

Please someone help me know I’m not alone. I’m so terrified I have something horribly wrong with me because I’ve never had anxiety manifest in this way before.",3.2550383435582835,5.752217460122701,3.802756901840493,85.94376725460123,76.8527607361963,6.52898773006135,29.20590490797546,7.645422480735847,1.9945463190184047,678,31,124,10,16,213,107,163,0.213,0.644,0.14300000000000002,-0.9493,1,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,3,9,3,3,5,0,8,7,4,1,3,28,28,23,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,17,0,1,4,0,0,7,3,7,1,0,3,4,11,2,18,25,0,29,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,17,68,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092819025602835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040936996387144,0.1537211401979017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464400135293297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294742506412735,0.0,0.1157861286926391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775433333886419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760285103486744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218263094823974,0.0,0.0773321045911232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032685511748815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612444138678018,0.0912053102048697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400221286966102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202244021323696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478088852327369,0.11091576731552424,0.15349365663464012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611074710840814,0.06647726225343893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082823714703796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049460988032808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26112697933055445,0.0,0.0,0.1449108359513567,0.0,0.10348788558927248,0.0,0.3192992555967816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936474808009131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125590746450869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529224768080874,0.10475385916842103,0.0,0.0,0.3852461175835936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639323267972802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800657416641676,0.10914769381095672,0.0,0.0,0.1261388858726171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877193053449048,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LongjumpingBison6,2020/02/18,"Co-worker is being a jerk/passive-aggressive with me over an incident that happened between us. It's causing me a lot of anxiety, and I'm looking for some other folks thoughts on this. A few weeks ago, I was taking a short break at work when a co-worker text messaged me some screenshots of myself from the security cameras with a text attached, ""look who I found lazying around.""

I figured it was just a joke, but it still made me feel really uncomfortable that he was using the cameras for that reason. Unfortunately, the organization I work for is very small, so we don't have a HR department to deal with this sort of stuff. Though, (fortunately) my mother just so happens to work for a HR consulting firm. I asked her what I should do, and she suggested I send an email to my supervisor expressing my discomfort with this and then to see where things go from there.

I ended meeting up with my supervisor, and he more or less told that for various reasons (that I won't go into) that there wasn't much he could do about it. I was pretty annoyed about this, but I was willing to let it go. He suggested that at least should trying reaching out to my co-worker.

So, I sent him a text message saying, ""Hey, I felt a little uncomfortable with what you did the other day with the security cameras. I understand your need to have access to them, but I'd appreciate if you didn't use them again for this purpose. No hard feelings.""

He got back to me after about a week (he was out of town to be fair) and messaged me, ""Hey let's get coffee tomorrow and talk about this."" His message seemed friendly enough, so at this point, I figured everything would be OK and that we would have a good laugh about this and move on.

How wrong I was.

He used our coffee meeting to belittle, bully, and humiliate me. He told me that I was threatening his job by going to my supervisor about this and that I was acting very immature. He also made a lot inappropriate snide comments about me. I was so caught off guard that I just got up and left the coffee shop without saying a word.

Now, anytime we're alone together at work he says a lot very rude things to me. It ranges from everything to my work ethic, my clothes, and even my relationship with my parents (I live with them). It's causing me a lot of anxiety, and I'm at the point now where I'm actively seeking out a new job.

I'm really curious what other people think about this. Did I handle this correctly? Should I have ever sent that email to my boss? Am I acting immature about this? 

Also, I hope I haven't give anyone the impression that I'm seeking validation about this. I'm just genuinely confused and hurt, and I want to know what other people think.",5.198315356388298,5.828075105860116,6.159226620704995,78.61595101745804,68.26275992438563,9.399332814411208,30.11458912487491,9.478462496947786,2.585301078616701,2117,77,415,42,34,703,236,529,0.115,0.797,0.08800000000000001,-0.9514,3,1,0,0,0,0,73.0,4,3,3,5,36,15,2,2,28,1,38,0,0,11,2,85,82,31,0,10,10,2,4,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,45,31,0,3,14,2,1,12,7,6,0,0,26,11,65,9,69,43,13,54,0,1,3,0,57,25,0,12,16,305,110,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907378784166465,0.0,0.0,0.08070443549520223,0.0,0.12462953872383838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922133183840028,0.0,0.0,0.05448537615785108,0.0,0.0,0.06936773951768044,0.0728472224544726,0.0,0.0,0.05991776019238209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009619219331495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062214949623862266,0.0,0.0,0.05025370666794531,0.08033490059272012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901639938244411,0.08051499765908704,0.0,0.05146722027454713,0.07048555951164333,0.0,0.0,0.1400638287477877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880013498452161,0.0,0.07481802910996721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543823818711478,0.06020289856353389,0.0,0.0407114039677009,0.07475057141665581,0.17714110527763813,0.06535787876668969,0.12464383178074673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781360421258187,0.0,0.06980344966798098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739484108795404,0.0,0.0,0.0834178811613105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546525477110608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042824287909581586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466326101072065,0.15936251698237516,0.0,0.0,0.07809903438082949,0.06880718752710423,0.0,0.13087091541700396,0.0,0.0,0.2649884329057618,0.0,0.14746471956259954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281951729470881,0.05728216356851925,0.05777870797694106,0.0,0.07525824652707641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652395670988179,0.0,0.0,0.10804360243067432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732431055116732,0.0,0.0,0.07927541783977256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983857683994284,0.160235064048772,0.0,0.08365983727491713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590181861870225,0.0,0.0,0.062094317487960224,0.07093791581492243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062229183181796176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920286916288288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858818626829844,0.06263132899796911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353678264445787,0.0998594625137604,0.07655867471377728,0.061861933970466236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891699254020624,0.0,0.05290441048104305,0.0,0.0,0.0811202974391516,0.09373143527753107,0.2019006281914744,0.0,0.19288320901501407,0.0459608379327945,0.0,0.12500980816703047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511471938897134,0.0,0.4538293335630969,0.0,0.0,0.11070812618607656,0.08519625952412241,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PaleCorner,2020/02/18,"I get scared about life with no clear reason as to why I'm scared but I wish it would end so the fear would stop? I think I have anxiety? I'm not suicidal at all. I know how the title sounds but I have no wish to die. I'm pretty happy most of the time but sometimes I get this dread.

I feel as if I messed up or some kind of HUGE worry comes up and it just consumes me. I am really good at hiding it though so nobody can really tell. 

This has been causing me a lot of stress overall. Sometimes I find myself thinking things like,""man I bet if the world ended, i wouldn't be feeling so worried or scared."" 

Is this anxiety? What kind of doctor should I be visiting?",0.2710714285714282,2.4472444642857165,2.2353571428571435,94.62089285714286,86.5,5.214285714285714,18.035714285714285,6.6274283507984215,-0.06442857142857061,515,13,115,6,16,171,88,140,0.282,0.544,0.174,-0.9446,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,6,5,0,13,2,0,3,2,34,26,15,2,8,9,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,0,1,2,4,7,0,0,1,3,17,4,14,19,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,8,4,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119418842285688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350866617627777,0.0,0.11327555455752684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647617661473266,0.0,0.0,0.13459576077654825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329398312785183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797399172215808,0.13298064164651366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018856288860802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740658243843626,0.0,0.0,0.11029591074630328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998413142071678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27387390362402875,0.0722689280340675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288229657656842,0.0642442283926649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117965465529788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337827141184361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848445769614767,0.13520383966132413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949631410372585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601136063196489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099398380640834,0.15063273704185692,0.0,0.0,0.1438395911169825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493674370313865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736271703582803,0.16851970370563768,0.12919802344303852,0.0,0.07667867254097008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865824239298516,0.0,0.3024368826881894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670891445710606,0.0,0.18682756899590908,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strawnoodle,2020/02/18,"Anxiety about partner after waking up Does anyone else wake up anxious about the connection to their partners? I've had issues with anxiety getting worse with sleep for stressful jobs and situations but that stopped once I changed my situation. Now it's back but with my husband. We have a happy relationship and don't fight but now I'm waking up stressed that I upset him or that he thinks I hate him. I pass out when I go to sleep, sometimes on his chest, and I don't remember anything but I wake up to see him facing the other way and it starts stressing me out. ""Did I hug him enough? Was he mad for something I forgot to do?"" It's just dreading that I did something wrong but I never feel that way in the day time. He's very loving so I know this isn't the case.",2.096730769230767,4.232916237179492,3.3672820512820536,89.44438461538464,78.93589743589743,5.9548717948717975,24.5025641025641,7.0316486544052195,0.941059487179488,607,22,125,7,15,197,96,156,0.22399999999999998,0.675,0.102,-0.9543,1,0,2,0,1,0,13.0,1,0,1,0,8,12,3,5,5,0,9,10,8,0,1,24,20,12,0,0,7,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,10,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,5,2,22,3,20,15,1,22,0,0,1,2,16,8,0,1,10,84,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007311708388746,0.15511351405100904,0.0,0.09600557742873042,0.14068333586884066,0.1129888199336188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557767186630576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452485609797762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854919368845952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015493998361475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469919034048807,0.0,0.0,0.14187089063199373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942461440234347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717352457020751,0.0,0.07803256257822777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616179055840825,0.0,0.13555846642369548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433088496950612,0.13625222207156604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754582381302171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392148257929515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589667855939754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622340791608995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474122333652036,0.15553773973877294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941285948368233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30866905906566033,0.27480468176494544,0.0,0.0,0.21140539531647445,0.13579635799582584,0.0,0.09718389903296316,0.0,0.0,0.11479160832061112,0.471840993817675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797833507271086,0.0,0.0,0.08006258968415758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132895048397593,0.0,0.2179697501332028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992367276655873,0.0,0.1501194754842992,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ColeWRS,2020/02/18,Having panic attack and dark thoughts. Idk why but I feel myself spiraling and I have to go to work tomorrow morning,1.4445454545454552,3.942690272727273,3.1822727272727285,82.0434090909091,100.8181818181818,5.836363636363638,23.681818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.9323272727272736,94,4,15,2,4,31,19,22,0.24100000000000002,0.759,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977441885428106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212241585145246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486537108158243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133375406285249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473434224290513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947953551612123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318521067401802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IBO_warcrimes,2020/02/18,"my anxiety is super cyclis i defonitely dont have it as bad as alot of other here but i thought i'd share. For me, it feels like a very shitty feedbakc loop. im too anxious to focus on homework, so i rry do smthg else to clam down or distract myself, and then i rememebr the homework and i get more anxious that i havent done it yet, so i try to do it, but i end up being way too nervous to do it oroperly so i rry to calm down etc etc etc. ita a wack cycle but nothing i do makes it better. i just end up sleeping and the cycle restarts the next day.",0.484634873323401,1.9663824262295115,3.1469299552906134,92.25477645305516,81.29508196721312,5.747839046199702,23.38599105812221,6.574015621080383,0.5549737704918032,424,15,99,4,11,149,75,122,0.151,0.726,0.12300000000000001,-0.4007,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,2,6,0,10,1,1,1,0,12,14,13,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,14,5,14,11,5,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240551061614148,0.3910616325683709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445143350793915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307494549651926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162209965481924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712064362383673,0.20284814059752526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445858953787586,0.0,0.30659451493148765,0.0,0.5790889117585151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751430594139603,0.12364818520262642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904270091119253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869557961903872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455800767557803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553205582621827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407224375937425,0.0,0.0,0.16607465751488054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320471421511854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374059629893079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750976734739428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280889381736764,0.0,0.1373826240400613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lynne1996,2020/02/18,"My anxiety has gotten worse since my dad died. (23F) My dad passed last year from complications due to liver cancer. 
Afterwards, between that and separating from my husband (now ex) I decided to move back in with my mom. 
My anxiety has gotten bad. Mainly focused on my mother. And mainly at night. I stay awake listening to every single noise paranoid that something is going to happen to my mom. Absolutely terrified. 
My dad was 63 when he died. My mom is 60. I'm an only child and my mom is pretty much all I have. I'm terrified of losing her. 
Has anyone else experienced this?",1.6761212121212132,4.4323155818181785,4.0045454545454575,79.41348484848488,88.63636363636363,6.933333333333334,21.87878787878788,8.021203637495839,1.8242242424242416,454,16,79,11,15,156,73,110,0.262,0.6940000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9817,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,1,6,15,4,2,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,15,0,13,12,5,15,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,0,8,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096387683338326,0.0,0.0,0.10555286972636564,0.1546736160683769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160768628550763,0.12604305867865367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133397350433129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261054724108778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718805482384407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579252510978905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349106161833366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305036572845225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888263033271034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.70719756588508,0.0,0.16044374355575095,0.11097100130639438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166322090496875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480984605190453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357786697667802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248734570057429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621432185987185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090042012441955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383840812922758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097211566269321
anxiety,Throwaway3848272,2020/02/18,I need someone to talk to Please DM me,-1.2299999999999969,0.5112237777777793,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,89.0,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.8357555555555556,30,1,8,0,1,10,8,9,0.0,0.753,0.247,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198724609105341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6215802464745102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797877990033534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551360035078932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gunnlang,2020/02/18,"Quitting my job For months I have been wanting to drop one of my jobs. Work two. One has been going nowhere, though I have been with them for close to a year, they weren't giving me any jobs and I felt like they were generally being nasty to me. Though it may have not been the case. 

For months I have also been putting it off. Started to feel really anxious and generally sick on any days off I had, kept coming up with any old excuse not to do it. 

So today I finally just bit the bullet and did it. After it was all said and done. Felt such a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. Also felt so free. 

Anyone going through the same thing. I wish you the courage to get it done as well. There is no better feeling than removing such an stress from you.",1.981540616246498,3.896785627450985,2.9401167133520083,93.44838235294121,78.34640522875817,5.678618113912232,20.078898225957047,6.5431188927421005,0.035721195144724494,583,14,128,5,14,185,97,153,0.109,0.7559999999999999,0.135,0.5287,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,3,11,6,0,1,7,0,21,3,1,0,1,24,36,11,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,8,1,1,5,0,1,5,4,1,1,3,17,7,17,6,22,17,3,22,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,10,97,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069465430643956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639692560262151,0.0,0.0,0.14617406170669126,0.0,0.09047261474998784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443508984402652,0.14126055296589254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114581737452896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344595492845414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26482213272173205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084711453670256,0.0,0.3727045604535517,0.1417406057764636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760102300532964,0.12412284042102653,0.14707082986579936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385199332990677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321350090310296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655599714322867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357732167672525,0.0,0.1753562545373701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007285781324882,0.0,0.13762237185548984,0.0,0.0,0.08289065559039592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307968092452437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158302770105284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821600161236387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596107900133759,0.0,0.2542503685055733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264675117106587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639539414524734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631767415597017,0.0,0.0,0.1575623681259002,0.1163373012120813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879230893778092,0.0,0.0,0.09419758418007493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332302671757988
anxiety,Tasty-Celebration,2020/02/18,About to have a panic attack All this news about climate change and the coronavirus is really stressing me out and honestly scaring me. Should I really be worried about the world ending in my lifetime?,9.026666666666664,9.341446111111113,8.474444444444442,66.36500000000001,60.111111111111114,11.644444444444444,37.444444444444436,11.20814326018867,4.626544444444444,164,7,24,4,2,52,30,36,0.32,0.614,0.066,-0.8903,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679050564810433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421058279441471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28642930088757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794308024603559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143463585721192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237717818738525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704444132621739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32842024712672235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MailboxSlayer14,2020/02/18,"Anxiety is competing destroying the happiness currently in my life. I’m still very young in my life (about to start college) and I’m stricken with these constant panic attacks and worrying over small things. I don’t know how to calm down. I’m very analytical and I overthink and analyze everything in my life. The best example I can give of something is tomorrow I have a mandatory meeting for my organization and the topic has not been shared and even though I have done nothing wrong and I know I’m not in trouble, I had a panic attack and I’m constantly nervous. For some context, in the past there was a meeting like this where I was falsely accused of something and issue was immediately cleared up but that’s as the root of all of this anxiety. I don’t know how to stop these attacks or how to stop freaking out about the small things. Any help is greatly appreciated as I’m tired about being stressed and scared about things that don’t even concern me.",5.3655467775467764,6.688332124324328,6.033513513513515,77.15185031185035,68.29729729729729,9.367983367983367,34.771309771309774,9.661875296680813,3.4189792099792093,773,38,143,17,13,252,102,185,0.23,0.659,0.111,-0.9692,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,13,18,4,5,9,0,17,4,0,4,2,28,28,18,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,6,0,14,6,26,21,3,22,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,11,101,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550994072251712,0.0,0.19238697643076635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291543973997025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196012079238334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717682596844197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867933113845448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610488645333385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301021429884865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206246919034204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863273177095245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385637032276826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842832655849761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124361970405893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731613567006035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664492102240313,0.061431957605134535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065434841942235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950659769710627,0.0,0.0,0.12003646741949207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589125146771893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936070896203544,0.0,0.0,0.08900194728504224,0.0,0.10041897883115196,0.21025451281906116,0.14403883659932434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506153251500697,0.0,0.12354242081186105,0.0,0.0,0.14452373810285768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075032312559679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769870085290344,0.0,0.0,0.13748085615478328,0.0,0.0
anxiety,italianpizzaguy,2020/02/18,"How can I help? My brother in law has anxiety and depression issues. He is currently not treating them and hasn’t for at least a few years. It came to a head last night when he had such a massive panic attack that we went to the hospital. They gave him an Ativan, which mellowed the panic attack but he started confessing how depressed, hopeless, and suicidal he feels. I took him home and he has been keeping to himself today, but seems a little more relieved. 

I found a psychiatrist very close by and sent him all the info. The doctor at the ER strongly pushed him to follow up with someone and insisted that he take medication for his anxiety and depression.  I asked BIL to tell me as soon as he makes an appointment and talks to them. I am trying to be proactive and involved to show him I’m here for him, but I don’t want to overwhelm him. 

What else can I do? I don’t want him to kill himself. I am extremely worried. My husband is currently deployed with very limited contact so this is all on me right now. Parents are not really in the picture.",3.9242572463768113,5.488470637681163,5.13195350241546,81.31213315217391,72.09178743961353,8.266787439613527,30.811896135265695,8.841846274778883,2.621966425120773,830,37,157,16,16,275,125,207,0.21100000000000002,0.726,0.063,-0.9885,4,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,1,0,3,2,9,13,3,3,13,0,17,3,1,3,2,34,34,18,2,2,5,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,14,0,2,5,1,0,6,5,10,1,0,8,1,28,3,24,25,5,25,1,5,0,0,34,9,0,1,10,115,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358461997846456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050555705513225,0.3176264165805357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966325470487644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607074086638654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288476541753575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661645869198993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058509003964923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306231991737249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143268119964992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356979138860423,0.0,0.14002846732901686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570434630837498,0.0,0.12408137458083053,0.15444482501972093,0.0,0.0,0.11379123853762672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991416067658596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318294277989576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063059100153713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100353880767432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275770310919053,0.1550073810445464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943023939060557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192161771719769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708504055240236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828117836542998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880838838932507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526978718789287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049605410909485,0.11220381786129957,0.12201505877397485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323228564134954,0.0,0.1550988370207813,0.09477807564752246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036641884155015,0.16467737698273027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940901369207292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176884007128304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989672204940756
anxiety,fullevan790,2020/02/18,Does anyone find they can't sing loudly? I have bad anxiety and I'm not sure if it's even linked.. but I try to sing loudly and end up never being able to get it all out. I get a tightness in my chest and I feel as if I'm choking on the notes the louder I try to go.,-1.003333333333334,0.3275463650793711,2.178015873015873,98.14892857142858,85.34920634920636,4.834920634920637,15.261904761904766,5.46131890053228,-0.9974952380952375,203,3,54,1,6,73,45,63,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.7953,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,3,15,9,7,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,33,9,0,0.3072835026304665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350710384403741,0.0,0.0,0.21485976973652826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25656888945595996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689058638989037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721619767549214,0.0,0.0,0.20295785542768868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537177176615666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808515544942212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210858949311141,0.0,0.17463629589599114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369959806556646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896110646783361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41725065533444977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mankdemer520,2020/02/18,"Not feelin too good I’ve always had anxiety, sometimes to the point where I can’t sleep because I feel like somethings going to hurt me in my sleep. Unfortunately, my mom refuses to put me on anti anxiety medication, and frankly I just need something to help because it’s not getting any better. Can someone please give me some good ways to calm down?",6.769179104477612,7.18082080597015,7.145485074626865,73.66658582089553,64.82089552238807,9.685074626865672,36.15298507462686,9.516144504307137,3.4458985074626867,282,13,50,5,4,92,52,67,0.24100000000000002,0.632,0.126,-0.7856,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,8,8,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,8,5,8,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588373962404819,0.0,0.0,0.1298130734392263,0.0,0.29206364183084194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232731924494975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688284190239767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652070667830133,0.13637324877190934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997331662337925,0.1831209547841424,0.10848829552469327,0.3202222253449066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795085170956308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435378291871664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326016550507107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230355895885154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357034725316105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154396375054418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954203970474086,0.1804545965319138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918991366413264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820596241088074,0.0,0.16174213160542206,0.29391590183413363,0.18879702179021776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152114634315728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gunther316,2020/02/18,"Anxiety/panic attacks from sensitivity to noise Lately my anxiety has been horrible and I’ve noticed sometimes it’ll be due to loud noises. I feel like my senses get super sensitive because of my anxiety and my hearing is the one that gets the most sensitive. Like too many noises or loud noises just get me anxious and also make it hard to focus on calming myself down so it doesn’t turn into a panic attack. I’ll try to go to a quiet place to focus on my breathing and relax but when it’s at work, I can’t be away from my desk for too long and have to go right back in to the noises and everything.

I wanted to see if anyone else experiences this and what do you do to calm yourself down, especially when it’s at a place like work or something",6.418382352941176,5.479805503267976,7.756331699346408,73.51724264705884,65.86274509803923,10.26437908496732,32.196895424836605,9.516144504307137,2.8463601307189546,594,20,114,10,8,206,94,153,0.09,0.8059999999999999,0.105,0.6473,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,8,10,2,1,6,0,11,1,1,1,0,17,22,15,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,8,8,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,7,12,7,23,18,1,20,0,0,1,0,2,12,0,4,9,80,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326371333562855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358295508705035,0.17413151601871812,0.0,0.10777653285850823,0.15793209704059544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507073457552693,0.14481726721667973,0.11852223303870787,0.0,0.09396079717903803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876211349025765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385288577029417,0.15077606423446882,0.0,0.0,0.07793655780965372,0.11011586997623556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415914660144271,0.0,0.1751998013029852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807693581820532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737241793521088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387382824923447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259114089720348,0.0,0.0,0.1364068484451902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288798672296902,0.15627124518787905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548657999319656,0.0,0.0,0.1044475678155104,0.0,0.0,0.18084716054387776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32208178885626004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163259377852415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282764148822818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866258786738715,0.1524459414919683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464925337123757,0.1676573522768193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091429864258398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244278902434906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TaurusWoman33,2020/02/18,"DAE have an irrational fear of being seen as weird/creepy I’m constantly thinking about it. Day and night and then some. I keep replaying things I’ve done and said that were definitely weird. And I can’t stop beating myself up for it. The more I think about it the more I isolate myself. 

This week I’m not going to open social media except for reddit 😏 because I know that everything I’ve ever posted/written is awkward, weird, dumb. 

I don’t know even know why I have friends. I’m starting to think they’re my friends because I’m like a charity case to them. Either way I’m isolating myself from almost everybody because I can’t stop obsessing over this. 

This is a new fear/worry ☹️",1.805217391304346,4.246945608695654,3.3893043478260867,87.14917391304351,82.04347826086956,6.288695652173913,23.692753623188405,7.554174236665415,1.2931675362318842,546,20,106,9,15,180,87,138,0.19,0.706,0.10400000000000001,-0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,1,3,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,20,26,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,6,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,2,13,3,13,21,4,15,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,2,11,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956856138894813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096824732633412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299531517214515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920965485846472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173292604406167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184682156576292,0.1531768328580303,0.0,0.0,0.15219098659500346,0.0,0.0,0.3811069392320979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616618040553988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096239263983275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505162961569638,0.0,0.0,0.2791928802227882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273048851729417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354867478298407,0.0,0.15891319314762406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108018040397393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261979924303789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985902557770008,0.0,0.0,0.28314999613544417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250131629563473,0.32551680737321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441342710235915,0.13583354252903782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528021209901555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719719884638922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AerialSuperiority,2020/02/18,Depressed What’s the best medication for motivation?,7.063749999999999,9.876537875000004,8.094999999999999,44.15000000000001,107.75,11.6,41.5,8.841846274778883,7.4513,45,3,5,2,2,15,8,8,0.237,0.28800000000000003,0.475,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6207629453973129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094746520686334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5958934003000854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_asiandoll,2020/02/18,"Battling anxiety is tiresome I've been battling with anxiety for a total of 4 years now. It has started from small anxious moments to full blown crippling anxiety where I don't go to class, work, and just get panic attacks from the smallest of things. This was all a result of many factors that happened in that 4 years, many traumatic and stressful moments and experiences were thrown at me and it emotionally and mentally drained me dry. Now, I'm on the journey of overcoming my anxiety and depression. At the moment, the biggest hurdle I have is going to work. I can't seem to stay at a job for literally more than a month. Every shift I have, I get crippling anxiety before I clock in and I always get to the borderline of having a panic attack. I get anxious when coworkers or managers call or text me, and I always have the urge to call in.

I have made some accomplishments though, from the traumatic experiences that I've been through I was able to persevere through all the dark, suicidal thoughts and come out alive. My situation has gotten better than the past and I am now in a healthier environment to heal and grow. I was able to complete a college class with a high GPA \[I had a past of bailing out on a class last minute either by dropping it or taking the F\], and I was able to complete a month long course that gives me a certification that allows me to start working in the field of choice \[healthcare\]. Literally the hurdle of me not being able to keep a job has been my biggest challenge thus far.

I really just wanted to get this off my chest, I'm currently working on it but at times it can be difficult to go easier on myself. I need to understand that time will heal and I eventually will start to get back into a high-function individual. For now, I can only guide myself to take baby steps and continue working towards my goal. Regardless of how fast I get there, as long as I take the necessary steps to get there, I can do it.",7.855926954589641,6.824869176781008,8.286043605054854,71.18419941674769,63.036939313984185,11.567337869740314,37.62546868490488,10.771109862388434,4.004078627968337,1554,67,288,34,19,517,181,379,0.107,0.8690000000000001,0.024,-0.9612,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,10,13,11,4,3,27,0,30,3,1,5,3,44,60,23,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,20,0,1,3,0,0,8,3,9,0,0,12,0,35,2,60,44,7,62,0,1,0,0,3,25,0,5,27,206,50,17,0.3254763367719242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541119277997934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31123563345326555,0.18384780869814826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851381601838211,0.0,0.06256780313058152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923909753199338,0.0,0.0,0.07196434258020258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617386514007573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009226112114991,0.17062787332945933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008307298412754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152926773778672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855696285241111,0.0,0.0,0.1591891556876965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400959048458607,0.07805663998919678,0.13873177709445664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195441242632587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194180984521815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149252121174504,0.0723245807143053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632666380427735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401815795006848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769933948855468,0.0,0.1649909599778267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200089865367505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989605339298452,0.0,0.0,0.06033414490517335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188485516012365,0.0,0.19093817670375152,0.0,0.0,0.15535199593197982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212711890850335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407535824021222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146225986389447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727803697885098,0.08672861724856892,0.0,0.0,0.09320801102562147,0.0,0.0,0.08900457137034648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835382744169464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054058003941341165,0.0,0.07994471208619808,0.06459796383432348,0.09489393469153752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470808627977305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479935940572969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961883119680286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047980448601237
anxiety,inthewrong999,2020/02/18,"Anxiety is ruining my life I over think ever situation, I’ve tried my absolute best to breakout of it by moving across country twice, working in front desk roles, changing my attitude .

No matter what I do to escape it it’s always there. The medicine, the moving, relationships I end up in the same spot.

I have gone on this sub 1000 trying to post something but my anxiety makes me just delete it because really nobody gives a shit.

Feels like I was born to lose with this cloud hanging over my head that won’t fuck off and go away.",4.181730769230768,5.7818775576923045,5.0242307692307735,82.19576923076926,71.5,8.276923076923078,27.42307692307693,8.841846274778883,2.1109076923076926,422,15,81,8,8,137,82,104,0.179,0.748,0.073,-0.9159999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,2,0,4,0,5,4,2,1,1,10,12,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,4,0,1,2,1,11,2,16,9,2,19,0,2,0,1,3,9,2,0,4,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967437275999316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29360263967518624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029433448190496,0.0,0.0,0.11697914012862087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138494047409075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300246649672546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996452503171752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358257966495302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702931212669373,0.13709185289041773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740645784017048,0.0,0.184085890894986,0.1090599628911017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694254299426686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355431171632983,0.09375158988359276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146845937156765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280932961167231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079140623476786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378508210906605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293466802297408,0.0,0.0,0.20602646086864748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969803717393787,0.0,0.2157012086690383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773232998134492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296038527033942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057206924593024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397039106189117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,positivityiskey123,2020/02/18,"I’m finally getting out!! So I downloaded a goal tracker app a couple days ago and set up 2 long term goals. I’m trying to work on daily/weekly goals to reach those big goals. I haven’t left my house since about October-ish. I have a severe case of Agoraphobia and it makes getting out my house HELL. One of my long term goals is to drive over to my sister’s, 2 roads away from me. My daily goal is to sit outside for 5 minutes on my back porch everyday. I want to make a weekly goal of getting in my car and driving to the end of my driveway or one street over. Should I set that goal up to be on Friday, when I see my therapist? I usually feel better after our visits and it will be at night and I do better then. I just feel like for some reason it won’t work. Like, even after seeing my therapist I won’t even be able to do it. I’m trying to stay positive though. Any advice on facing major panic? Much love to you all.",1.8209200507614227,3.13674414720812,3.887001903553301,89.12461453045687,77.07106598984771,6.752411167512691,20.941941624365484,7.413659706084162,0.5476601522842639,715,17,159,9,16,245,112,197,0.057999999999999996,0.828,0.114,0.8276,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,12,8,7,1,1,5,0,13,2,1,3,1,18,27,10,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,0,4,23,5,34,20,6,42,1,0,2,1,5,17,1,2,19,100,29,10,0.13346409958011912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304195734542512,0.11830787151480725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076016439346793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539391492502233,0.10262565432989776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360763004672103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767548765765687,0.0,0.0860733030197002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820957798448195,0.0,0.0,0.17630355808553444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496691779041106,0.09534677940742516,0.0,0.1462033974163717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918845050913434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079993033648755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450091347044844,0.0,0.0,0.1304076350455558,0.0,0.0,0.2362230565162401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045656065740434,0.0,0.17817664567089464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811146976750518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524701634988647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087745590706905,0.0,0.0,0.15659136441057606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722332278275828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127072154202628,0.0,0.0,0.15077644347994845,0.0,0.11040288235262452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225497218890318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099242127141895,0.0,0.0,0.13112780020322107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122672560263126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699185002153822,0.0,0.07872058386793816,0.0,0.21411370050557396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432690808816194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,forthingsidk,2020/02/18,"Gagging when anxious? Hi all,

I made a throwaway because I just don't know what to do. 

For my whole life I've woken up anxious, and ANYTHING can make me gag. The smell of coffee, the smell of food cooking, my mouth being dry or anything else. I mean literally the most random things. I only feel better if i try and hold the gags back and drink water. If this doesn't work I'll gag until I vomit. 

Its really starting to get worse and ruin my life. I cant have sex anymore because the smells and concept make me wanna gag, where they NEVER used to. Of course, that makes me more anxious and has ruined sex for me. Beyond that i also throw up too often and I'm worried about the health impacts. Gagging in public and in front of people is very embarrassing and worrying. 

It's starting to make me feel really helpless. I want it to not happen and it still does. I cant find anything about this online. Does this happen to anyone else? Why do i gag so often especially when i'm anxious? I've been avoiding seeking medication because my anxiety was never this bad and I'm worried about the side effects. taking any advice, thank you so much.",2.6242267172355653,4.761203150442482,4.114222503160558,84.73379056047202,77.23008849557522,5.720691108301729,24.478718921196798,6.655083550727371,0.9720895912347238,896,31,167,8,21,297,131,226,0.214,0.757,0.028999999999999998,-0.9907,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,3,16,8,0,2,8,0,13,12,1,7,3,39,35,20,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,12,11,4,2,6,2,0,2,7,6,0,0,4,5,22,2,22,30,5,18,0,3,0,2,4,7,0,7,9,111,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326536180071492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845090570961477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186330214821234,0.0,0.08084184891140098,0.4775351912170939,0.10480219362551266,0.07389111460697717,0.10827754774656988,0.2608870255236964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125831915965794,0.08823504390153,0.1932573218522629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346183220294108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495555526478855,0.0,0.0,0.10352224636955018,0.0,0.0,0.17655747188371598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068659191838496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965859473186994,0.0,0.12778383575966099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055211347126854035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689787134387129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232864380987513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807676461150973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928416462219918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999318406206584,0.2821581959259653,0.0,0.0,0.11511214136001086,0.0,0.10645744989703466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768401746763323,0.0,0.16300768812602395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037135811298214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326243088261451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539750009443036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495960300166603,0.0,0.0843929881857318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945519865043564,0.0,0.0,0.0972922605664115,0.0,0.0,0.07020643713879299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717470656115866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127013221367664,0.0,0.08719376530073593,0.062330441351563674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535615097852726,0.11798347740613715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693338484340903,0.3219573155747679,0.10769286970122324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MoonUnit98,2020/02/18,"Started my first “adult” job today, and some other firsts. I recently got my first full time job, and I completed my first day today! It was pretty much a half day as it was just orientation. But I’m excited that someone is giving me a shot after only working retail the past few  years. I also do not drive, so I’ve decided to take the bus to get to and from work. Today was the first day I took the bus by myself...it was mostly successful, lol. It sounds kinda silly, but I was/am more worried about learning how to take the bus than starting this job. 

I managed to overthink everything and anything before getting on the bus. Kept worrying if my bus card would work, if the bus even had a machine that would take cards, if I would have to hold up the bus digging for change if my card didn’t work for whatever reason, and finally how and when to signal when I wanted to get off. (*Side note, I have taken a city bus before but not for 10+ years and not by myself*). 
Other busses I’ve been on have a cord that hangs down that you pull when you want to get off. I immediately noticed this one’s cord layout was a bit different. When my stop was coming up, I tried tugging on the cord and nothing happened. So I awkwardly sat there as we passed a few more stops before the guy behind me signals to get off. Apparently you pull the cord outwards, and not downwards. Luckily the stop was hardly that much further and I thanked the dude in my head for having a stop there, but also hoped he didn’t see my measly attempt to signal. I don’t know if I’d call this a victory as I was fully preparing myself to ride off into a different town lmao. But I got home safe, and I guess I learned something new today.",4.928024844720497,5.048439765217392,5.900621118012424,82.01913043478264,68.73913043478261,8.6583850931677,28.60248447204969,8.418075326091056,1.891770186335404,1329,42,271,18,21,441,173,345,0.064,0.845,0.091,0.8415,6,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,3,0,11,15,7,0,1,23,1,22,1,1,3,0,53,49,34,0,11,15,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,13,14,0,7,5,0,1,8,7,1,0,7,18,3,34,6,38,28,10,56,0,0,1,0,9,18,0,10,30,185,47,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620676105995322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008041104343725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739772525158407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297397337550636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695910635611448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008925717527372,0.07335883274348501,0.08928989749180315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476578554138274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779506558311134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624816914302159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653739494962547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328993148477163,0.0,0.3621903642573773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246605938786249,0.08169438260221969,0.0,0.0,0.13622238184301208,0.0,0.09381466248728842,0.08432297660117971,0.07530776753249617,0.0,0.07628770745236323,0.0,0.0873999597677258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542362679068369,0.0845842866408977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535280499601697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680236812709418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520656091752186,0.0,0.0,0.08224921721983282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171446779975827,0.09695659015755467,0.0,0.0,0.0577074328192757,0.06476892978526623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129600118223224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663955596880105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755989673795854,0.08408641065385768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786245020134815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215680803896808,0.06556125203043514,0.0,0.0,0.12055507075895222,0.0,0.0,0.2847943044337281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209187090866855,0.0,0.0,0.07840499079805731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049658180318762436,0.0,0.32289143822689925,0.0,0.09461722621159338,0.057818864381552974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046056391653747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799347021414844,0.17297066397709368,0.0,0.18148821834567805,0.0,0.0,0.10968204080975616
anxiety,ButFirst_Tea,2020/02/18,"College students, I need some advice So I'm a mechanical engineering student in college, and I'm getting to the point in the semester where my anxiety comes back in full force. I'm working on a really tricky assignment, and I really have no idea how to do it. 

Unfortunately, I have this cyclical toxic habit of not knowing how to do something, getting super anxious, sobbing for a few minutes, then distracting myself so I can call down. Then I feel bad about wasting time, and the process starts again. (This is ridiculously worse during exam seasons.)

This ends up being a huge time waster and super emotionally draining. Any advice on how to break this cycle so I can actually get this stupid assignment done?",7.4441279069767425,8.345062899224809,7.804176356589148,67.83091569767444,63.418604651162795,10.481007751937987,37.83042635658914,10.411451182825502,4.304898449612404,570,28,90,13,8,187,86,129,0.218,0.711,0.071,-0.9507,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,10,7,2,1,7,0,9,0,0,3,0,14,20,12,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,8,2,14,18,3,22,0,1,0,0,1,11,1,1,9,64,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.1965041050172111,0.0,0.0,0.3935449220051616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693574082241675,0.0,0.15404438898876788,0.22748618983310204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483797431355498,0.16813214452955724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561713353147146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345892270510233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606726409924064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265095735796245,0.17835044969106822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181666702378908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156161696421895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273176300870092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066545161317824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931028918436484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035589564464453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580003482541789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502133448827193,0.0,0.0,0.14252784510357666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348361918927405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465967988192478,0.0,0.20520909077368146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bitterbeerfaces,2020/02/18,"Always waiting for something to blow up in my face I can't shake the feeling that at some point in my life, something is going to blow up in my face. That I will get arrested and charged with false things (I don't do anything criminal), or that I will get fired from my job and not be able to get a new one, that I won't be able to support my family, that I will live a life in poverty, that I will get cancer and die before my child is a self-supporting adult or that we will be in some tragic accident and my husband or child dies. Basically I fear every scenario that happened on and episode of Dateline or 20/20, or 48 Hours will happen to me. 

Yet these feelings come and go. Most of the time I am outspoken and fearless. I have been very critical of a few local politicians, speaking out against them publicly and online, and I feel fine, like, what are they going to do to me? I'm not doing anything wrong. I am free to speak out against them and call out their poor behavior. Then for some reason a few days or a week after I do this I am worried they are going to ""get"" me and destroy my life. (They have actually attacked friends of mine in a very juvenile ways and they have made vague threats).

Anyone else experience this? The one week feeling confident and sure of yourself and the next feeling like your world is going to blow up in your face? This has gotten much worse after I had a child, perhaps because I feel I have so much more to lose now.",7.323036319612592,5.537121664406785,7.307857142857145,80.1993644067797,64.5593220338983,10.191283292978213,35.64769975786925,8.634040054169528,2.7421428571428565,1141,43,239,13,14,367,150,295,0.175,0.736,0.08900000000000001,-0.9789,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,2,7,1,3,16,3,2,12,0,31,7,3,2,1,42,55,22,2,0,8,1,7,2,1,7,4,2,0,4,14,20,0,1,7,0,2,7,5,8,0,2,4,9,39,9,39,41,9,38,0,2,0,0,20,18,0,10,14,172,53,1,0.21145458764945887,0.0,0.1031745874274473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797357809909406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739269821242767,0.1083301067969727,0.1740091085369813,0.0,0.0,0.12028006001334075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644503769902928,0.0,0.08996613986169982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795938801515524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910747018956215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818535791616279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945647760618373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832158736053558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907980502812612,0.0,0.0,0.10342158083767343,0.09967028312976987,0.11897259949018035,0.3207533790450982,0.0755315998336989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168464494109401,0.0,0.2761907364514683,0.0,0.3004362878351803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869885935189166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412008727583974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491802513197848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240349430678532,0.1033060305417396,0.0,0.09335913746105284,0.0,0.0,0.1182817977954846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004172179597684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544345219903996,0.0,0.0,0.10211207920439214,0.1124421764325969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328710107901485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994646674581288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087052669077425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102966257251863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278807230901238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399561602143726,0.09964672319868068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024051607523897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061650435265574226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447218012670826,0.0,0.08392140463762343,0.1696161154682907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737119900398476,0.10774514494280794,0.0,0.1155961984487003,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rezerdee,2020/02/18,Busy stores I got anxious while grocery shopping. He was taking forever to pick something for dinner we were in the same spot in the busy grocery store for what felt like hours. My head was spinning and was starting to hurt. I just wanted to go.... he got really upset. We left with nothing. Why am I like this...?,1.8527142857142849,4.462745699999998,2.6995238095238108,90.97500000000002,83.66666666666666,4.761904761904762,23.57142857142857,6.1826913282559595,0.6416428571428567,242,9,46,2,7,76,45,60,0.127,0.7959999999999999,0.077,-0.5095,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,5,2,1,1,0,9,12,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,7,1,6,2,8,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963069094299327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518343203279322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906236631870104,0.0,0.41954586391786897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691796394324941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582974696978158,0.0,0.2807810584608977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849729543402363,0.0,0.0,0.2562779862330019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516691201828161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802621266620305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019194771850706,0.0,0.0,0.1856463696602109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720535603039085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547022358139824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366710299994331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Privilegedwhitebitch,2020/02/18,"Waiting on an appointment with therapist tldr; looking for ways to de-stress, or positive stories, or self-help for anxiety while I wait for an appointment

Hi all, first time posting here but I have been lurking quite a bit lately.

Background info 27/f, diagnosed with depression and anxiety over a decade ago.  I spent a number of years in therapy, did an in-patient stint, medication worked well for me while I figured out reasonable coping mechanism. I was able to wean off of anti-depressant by 18 and have managed to get through some significant hardships in the meantime. 

This past year has been hell for a lot of reasons I won’t necessarily detail unless someone asks for specifics, and my anxiety (which I thought I had under control) has come back stronger than ever.  I couldn’t make it through a single day without having a panic attack in December and January, something I’ve never experienced before. Not knowing what the panic attacks were triggered some serious health anxiety, which is not new to me but is worse than it ever has been before, and I started experiencing physical symptoms of anxiety that I never could have imagined. My PCP ran a gamut of diagnostics, in addition to those done at the ER when I was there twice thinking something was wrong with my heart (again, new to panic attacks), and everything has come back normal. My concern was neurological based on bizarre and out of nowhere symptoms, but all in-office tests don’t indicate anything like that. It’s all pointing to anxiety. 

All of this to say, that I built up the nerve to contact my health insurance folks and get a list of providers who accept my insurance. After making at least 10 phone calls I finally got in for mid-march.

How do I manage until then? Anything that you do to help work yourself down? I am feeling desperate and am willing to try anything once. This has been ruining my life and harming my wellbeing, something I’m sure you all understand.",7.36638661899898,8.2189899747191,7.4596731358529125,70.40202757916244,63.57865168539325,10.630030643513793,39.21552604698672,10.537671172512404,4.496077528089888,1565,82,254,37,22,505,212,356,0.13699999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.107,-0.9036,0,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,0,5,10,16,4,3,15,0,32,9,1,7,10,61,52,22,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,15,18,0,3,11,0,1,3,8,12,2,2,16,5,28,4,54,32,11,47,1,2,1,0,10,17,1,5,26,188,43,5,0.08482709477920508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519410134774171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893549719447397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941641379918205,0.0,0.07930188280248059,0.2895091990450719,0.0,0.13045359964226574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436321969271138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260921747396288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661794800733409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461420620959983,0.0,0.0,0.09514079978915213,0.06772753273767187,0.0,0.0,0.05470645856212677,0.0,0.14612290486993948,0.08609771560457571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680756929737883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346192734123726,0.0,0.0,0.07623712310490302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289112788938265,0.0,0.0,0.0929239360149833,0.0,0.07215388348525037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863731182582213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784397679751207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033447011302675,0.0,0.10052051573989533,0.1137156271041692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661875287047157,0.0,0.09568865771912136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991588567777989,0.041442233727058256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123339536479059,0.0,0.0,0.07211696253566463,0.0,0.0,0.11324548891661078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545437372706041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084776983647592,0.16385307345768213,0.0,0.0,0.08311254238605255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033808748297023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29857895611441965,0.0,0.0,0.08097706035259447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018902310645076,0.0,0.08124090842371354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022405687117026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443276273141586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745791047870484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849315995666296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187372213209334,0.19591212551376425,0.0,0.0,0.0600410542873821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971691504687429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994853294196977,0.17633566238017812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700717563463596,0.09849079508641602,0.0,0.0543537771665495,0.0,0.0673432379762546,0.049463361127180486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057592029158339116,0.0,0.0,0.0883079972533256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733179945947529,0.0,0.0,0.07626974553104665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817702923052174,0.0,0.12351027057016822,0.0,0.08644605656146091,0.0,0.09274511176063192,0.0,0.10925173574451916
anxiety,Marylandkid94,2020/02/18,"Dating/Talking with Opposite Gender Hi everyone. New here so hopefully not breaking any rules, I read over them and think I got it. My question is has anyone here struggling with anxiety/shyness had any success from the results of taking medication in regards to dating?

I jumped on the dating apps a few months ago and haven’t had any trouble getting dates. The dates, themselves, are another story. I can usually hold a decent conversation but I get the weak shaky voice, sweats, and awful anxiety. Not first date butterflies either but brutal anxiety to the point where I struggle with sleeping, eating, etc. the week leading up to a date as well as the dates themselves. I also struggle socially with simple things like talking to a girl cashier at a store or working out at the gym. I’ll either avoid it or be there sweating, stumbling my words. I know I look so submissive and weak and swear it makes me look like a scared little kid. I

I don’t think attractiveness is much of a problem. Decent amount of likes, messages, matches but that doesn’t matter when the dates go so poorly. I know I also give off the nervous looking, awkward weak vibe. I can just feel or even see the vibe/looks on people’s faces when they talk to me. It’s never a mean look but more of “what’s wrong with this guy” or “why is he so nervous” type feel.

After a lot of research, I was thinking of trying Paxil. I tried Zoloft years ago but it seemed no more than a sugar pill with a negative side effects for me unfortunately. I know Paxil comes with its own side effects but I’m really desperate at this point. Benzodiazepines aren’t an option for me but I have looked at beta blockers but they don’t seem like a long term fix (although admittedly sound perfect for a date).

Guess I’m asking, has anyone here have any luck with a medication that really benefitted them on the dating scene? Has anyone done a complete 180 with dating/talking with the opposite sex after trying any of these meds? If so, could you list the medication and your experience (good and bad)? I know I’m long winded here but after another letdown, I’m so damn tired of this negatively impacting my life.

Thanks!",3.688455544200308,6.060037342233009,4.5913336739908015,81.45599131323455,74.8495145631068,7.152376085845683,26.618804292284107,8.119692808369301,1.9014893203883487,1723,65,308,29,38,557,222,412,0.19699999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.094,-0.9931,1,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,4,7,19,31,2,9,30,1,22,17,4,5,2,72,57,34,0,4,19,0,2,4,0,0,10,2,0,3,14,19,2,3,16,2,2,4,11,18,1,1,5,11,32,13,45,50,11,50,0,0,6,1,20,18,1,14,31,200,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310748515902574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910411040568254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744631171338277,0.16928470390895653,0.1235017327832993,0.0,0.0,0.16932469038255868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546265473508199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739814193260386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953345610779284,0.08463377804586192,0.0,0.0,0.06444865163884891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260496975331454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259709610136773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002455626023989,0.05331504679097211,0.0,0.0,0.07713177808029388,0.0,0.07896001636125739,0.0,0.0,0.08162929455726578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866071024826242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434612927939948,0.07743433959462998,0.0458752496545477,0.06770442129993984,0.06455945831295473,0.0,0.08892259421762135,0.0799258626821225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017354642377622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744722963548426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057015188470500175,0.15774359269551885,0.08090302235348969,0.0,0.14286998456559385,0.406708713341114,0.0,0.0,0.06862557674609802,0.0,0.0,0.05388147751614567,0.0,0.0,0.08792815301600866,0.08966214018412033,0.24395185860452634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443023368560738,0.0,0.059338763870526424,0.0,0.06225652991505388,0.0779602417537577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596134479702359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526136921439227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723849792314526,0.0,0.0,0.0904252943963863,0.0,0.08074221967875826,0.0,0.103423079143795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081517775771319,0.0,0.06432368844993364,0.1469695965996061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077867088862509,0.08228425756631381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315938854502323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069167667555767,0.259519921091124,0.0,0.07431647672683002,0.0,0.0,0.0536270307763824,0.15516707201327404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927761973038019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441150922078385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890208963324235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474901632730858,0.0,0.07257731179065904,0.0,0.07283758372659621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058765394810913724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825505902036708,0.0,0.051981275364115176
anxiety,schiltron99,2020/02/18,"I can’t sleep because of anxiety over a thunderstorm happening I apologise if this isn’t the right place but I want to vent a little as I’m up late unable to sleep with anxiety. 

Last night there was a storm and roughly 5am a massive flash and extremely loud thunder woke me up.  I think it might have been right over our house as it was by far the loudest thunder I’ve ever heard. 

Being half asleep and confused I was completely petrified by it. I felt like I was literally paralysed fear and for about fifteen minutes after I had my fingers in my ear in fear. It’s the following  night and I can’t sleep now for fear it will happen again.  I know it’s stupid to think like this but I can’t shake this anxiety and fear.  Sorry for ranting",2.241400189214758,4.274499086092717,3.698547776726585,87.75637417218546,78.0066225165563,7.228192999053927,26.017502365184484,8.192908349453996,1.6932058656575208,586,23,121,11,14,193,90,151,0.244,0.695,0.061,-0.9836,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,9,1,6,7,0,14,6,6,0,1,18,25,11,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,9,8,15,2,20,13,0,21,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,3,10,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300548493644091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983103601596446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730740953907128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845938646617278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894585148039709,0.0,0.0,0.1257406181689021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316121928352953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110843139781818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197132159789114,0.10674858934389396,0.14772679949436296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795933600335754,0.1312547387075129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892618616333088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457912075920176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682367358632067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236755466172763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931589833925159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659722707177988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678257325923303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724266787001494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artisticdeviation,2020/02/18,"Super anxious about traveling long distance and something going wrong Hey everyone. I'll be traveling long distance tomorrow via railroad to visit my boyfriend. It's about a 6-7 hour trip. He already bought the ticket but I'm feeling super anxious about going because it would be without telling my parents (I am 21) but my parents are more traditional and wouldn't say yes and since I dorm they wouldn't realize anyway. Here's the problem, even though this is something I've done twice already I am now having a lot of anxiety about going. My uncle passed recently and a part of me is scared that something will happen to me too and its really just freaking me out about getting on and something happening and how that'll affect my parents since they wouldn't even know my whereabouts. Im not sure what I am looking for, just trying to navigate this and move past it",5.5124545454545455,7.099122624242426,5.72037878787879,78.54056818181819,68.2121212121212,8.166666666666668,34.35606060606061,8.59863814320734,3.0282424242424244,703,34,119,11,12,223,101,165,0.146,0.7979999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9246,3,0,4,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,15,7,0,1,5,1,16,0,0,2,1,27,27,12,0,5,6,3,1,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,9,9,0,0,3,3,1,9,5,4,0,1,2,3,15,3,14,17,3,18,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,7,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750780990806506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534628500393648,0.28160666198452794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597701741754162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275460159358369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464195381775712,0.0,0.0,0.11909514676377993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301976343266187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511722467379015,0.0,0.2125007251127765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204306055309514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274146488955225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462838928498053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849674797547348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205980751833012,0.10466294418677713,0.0,0.0,0.1059611659129335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246846311989174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151809600975188,0.1349687642580017,0.1189792723580051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925992729475332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984508522913959,0.0,0.12306312499142888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911563927611257,0.12478249166999035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062005606129566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38380387463219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746806112875642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893745598169448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245434782892325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846197391340677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201447649076636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853791841460992,0.13627002343619032,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_French_Fries,2020/02/18,"Fear of losing parents Suddenly, I got anxiety by the thought of losing my parents. They are in their 50's.  I live in another country for my education. They are everything to me and I don't know what I will do without them. I tried to distract my mind but the thought has stuck. Please help me out.",1.2247142857142883,3.678765566666669,3.092857142857145,88.15500000000004,85.0,6.761904761904763,28.57142857142857,7.957251820313856,2.1486428571428573,234,12,48,5,7,78,43,60,0.17800000000000002,0.718,0.10400000000000001,-0.1655,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,14,0,10,6,0,4,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354302182004704,0.1630859133099149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159689864879612,0.0,0.0,0.2398923525107184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050348986172872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289338706473684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716088048819055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824622820611747,0.0,0.0,0.4769988863645514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525604059711212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734333457151874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401307131452334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384900955263984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447385961619419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550269696991733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sammi_cries_alot,2020/02/18,"Anxiety over public speaking class So I’m in a college class for public speaking and I have a speech due Wednesday morning. It needed to a speech of praise or blame about anything we wanted. 

I chose to do the topic of my personal anxiety experience and why I felt it was worthy of blame and scorn. I have read it for three friends and they all said it was articulated well and I should be confident in it. 

However, I still have my intense worries. There’s the fact that I’m reading it to my class. Then there’s the fear people will assume I’m “playing the victim” or looking for attention. In reality, my motivation is that I feel knowledgeable and confident in the topic of anxiety. And even though the thought of being that vulnerable is straight up terrifying, I feel like I can lose myself in what I’m saying and it’ll ease the fear of public speaking. 

In a way, this feels like taking charge of my anxiety in a sort of powerful way. Like looking in the face, naming it for what it is, and braving through it.",4.7668831168831165,5.9829247070707074,5.957027417027419,77.54363636363641,69.6060606060606,9.091486291486287,31.81962481962482,9.424239791934726,2.9499382395382403,804,35,151,17,14,269,102,198,0.154,0.6729999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.6258,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,4,8,12,1,2,13,0,15,1,1,1,2,28,30,14,0,3,2,0,4,3,1,3,0,7,0,1,16,10,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,4,1,1,5,13,17,8,27,20,1,17,1,1,2,0,14,11,0,4,7,108,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600918784587711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373129682114326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993096188829049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707835036829067,0.0,0.3383876659071325,0.2280755983562733,0.21483065747476165,0.14436664573772354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616572412688635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037103521493304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525246295329267,0.16821142702953634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148807800631047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423886235636397,0.13128624806673456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007960996637461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430242817951025,0.11957020836550115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007558271482795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305002326350252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772534377119928,0.11936694954953032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868466713952415,0.2386933491969072,0.0,0.0,0.13518932472730352,0.0,0.13567413170618836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526951986100273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,relapzed,2020/02/18,"I think I figured out what broke my brain. So I don't really want to go into too much detail but a small summary of events in my life is relevant to seeing how all the pieces fit.

1. Okay simply put my father was a terrible person and had a hugely negative impact on my life. Just imagine a really shitty guy, with no morals or principles, etc. Just all that shit you don't like, the people that ruin the world but perhaps to a lesser degree than others. He was gone by the time I was about 8-9 because he landed himself in prison for 5 years. Over the course of that time I matured a bit and realized he was a worthless piece of shit and discarded him from my life and eventually the rest of his family. They all had sketch, shitty, lower consciousness rat energy looking back on it, they made me feel uncomfortable because they weren't quality characters. Sad. As you've guessed I'm a male, and no I never did end up getting any male role model... at all. If you want to know what it means to be a boy that grows up with zero male role models, well it's simple. Logistically, thing's aren't going to work out well and they really haven't. My brain is scrambled and I've lived in a perpetual state of fear and discomfort but we're getting to why soon enough because there are layers to this.
2. My mother, yikes. Well sadly for my mother, good ol Grandma fucked her up when she was young BECAUSE OF COURSE, grandma was abused by HER mother and father. (It's literally a never ending cycle, my sister did the shit with her kids lol) So you got my abused grandmother who couldn't show love to my mother (plus other terrible shit) combining for the end result that my mother essentially didn't ""grow up"" and has a childlike mentality. I remember when I was a child she would go on and on about her belief system and sadly it was a bunch of fucking nonsense. So when I was young and needing direction my mind was being filled with garbage. I mean I don't need to cover all the details because it's really just a never ending story of shit. But fast forward to the day whenever it was, the day where I realized the ONE person I had in the world that could steer me in the right direction. The one person... was completely fucking lost. As in, they have absolutely no idea what's going on for the most part. The one ""Rock"" I had in life, was one of the most mentally weak, fragile, lazy, self depreciating, self loathing people I've ever come across.

​

It was the moment I realized... I'm a human sacrifice. Except I'm not fortunate enough to get the death that comes with it. I just get to live each day being the same person, having the same past. Not having a family or friends to share life with. It's totally sick and I'm starting to notice my mental health degrade to the point where I'm just becoming less functional as a whole. 

I won't be having any children, so at least the curse won't be perpetuated by me. Though my brother and sister managed to perpetuate the suffering in my stead. I mean who wouldn't want to just ruin some children's lives. What the hell eh?",4.083858784893266,5.416488650246304,5.363205254515601,80.71541543513959,71.36453201970444,8.434679802955666,25.848604269293922,8.904972459349038,1.9283644663382589,2424,75,469,46,45,809,283,609,0.255,0.701,0.043,-0.9994,1,0,0,0,2,0,78.0,0,3,5,2,27,33,9,2,44,2,46,19,7,3,10,88,84,35,1,10,16,10,2,1,1,4,8,0,0,16,27,28,0,0,15,2,0,12,20,24,3,5,26,4,54,9,73,47,25,74,4,9,2,4,53,35,9,7,28,329,81,2,0.0,0.15908848609120427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274096944980978,0.08157662562043366,0.09130848674506807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162283068076845,0.0,0.2046249973125036,0.07414556231405735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329425889736707,0.0,0.0,0.14989018938749424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566207368149613,0.07038998792975856,0.0,0.0,0.05360200047420191,0.0,0.0,0.1298899649488321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784746880235885,0.13873723176808478,0.07487350293054759,0.0,0.06072763889080436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265781978009993,0.0755457733152016,0.033945578179713456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186849490131505,0.18619625303546156,0.14030150039341355,0.0,0.15261794257647038,0.0563098269760754,0.0536941584828946,0.0,0.07395700012670325,0.06647441056479245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713615863577499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578747772152902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03689575439206552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237097912967838,0.032798871331897315,0.0,0.1778448550109448,0.0,0.05637666599950869,0.0,0.07328600974116124,0.0,0.06059214604581899,0.06352495674842444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938976750378325,0.0,0.0,0.20296949685295,0.0,0.06778742163925669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049352102305414834,0.09955981162414722,0.15533643270283715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764338788890125,0.0,0.0,0.1819702167304679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270088761654674,0.0640881522176715,0.09308619975965132,0.23447949520890146,0.0,0.0,0.0634644712546414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748942656614522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720341324865655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605110305114232,0.05733310052030394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349806847964243,0.0,0.1400733264663061,0.0,0.3445666295158938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751864552410783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460164884773112,0.043017530267059324,0.06596000066096983,0.0,0.07829415894608559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879425467171645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108784289945568,0.0,0.06057908269874958,0.07495406181486819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887523075226776,0.0,0.0,0.04769092531779575,0.0,0.08157662562043366,0.043232872618197214
anxiety,uglyheadink,2020/02/18,"Tightness in chest, mind fuzzy, has been since this morning. I can't even think straight and I've been shaking like a leaf, and my chest has been tight. I have a blood condition (they still don't know what's causing it) that can cause shortness of breath, but I don't think it can cause this. Nothing extraordinary has happened... my daughter is staying with her dad for the night for the first time in a while, but that's it.

I haven't had a panic attack in a long while, and my anxiety has been under control for almost half a year. I've been taking my meds and nothing in particular is stressing me out at the moment. I've had a lot of caffeine today, but no more than usual and it started before I even had any.

Is this anxiety?? Usually my anxiety goes hand in hand with my depression, so it's rare I've felt anxiety independently. Anything that may help if that's the case?

Thanks in advance! Sorry for rambling!",2.3361599511599493,4.630851126373628,3.524761904761906,87.80079365079365,78.94505494505495,6.242246642246642,25.49572649572649,7.3871296695380915,1.2689294261294264,723,28,145,10,18,234,102,182,0.12300000000000001,0.741,0.135,0.8087,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,3,4,7,1,3,11,0,23,6,6,5,0,27,31,12,0,1,4,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,9,5,14,2,18,21,2,27,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,4,14,99,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350619599691875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172242988372242,0.0,0.4127286443449865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099402704326096,0.0,0.0,0.15344447593728705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147722006594281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41567404517615003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127840716689625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617119231871735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781727793555545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950511142157212,0.0,0.0,0.11472811442351415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192731643781112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040663404358353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741260394487058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589512723838191,0.0,0.0,0.11936378081190882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466940835359675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982030103251445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618946606057705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657492141039686,0.0,0.2588403153962779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825159130693686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157340561492267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509861371965142,0.09546813856248386,0.1437632005120809,0.10771464308137356,0.0,0.15450358144191184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141231573357516,0.0,0.0,0.12417857628677755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285019363895554,0.0,0.0,0.07864910218354093,0.0,0.12784963905384394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297100600184667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685773401252175
anxiety,FurretsOotersMinks,2020/02/18,"Great way to relieve stress in the fall Every year, two nights for eight weeks, I go out. I put on a nice, tight fitting jacket and buckle up. I put on a full face of makeup, being careful to get my lipstick and eye lines right. I hang out with friends, drink lots of water, and eat tons of carbs and candy. We laugh, listen to music, and have a good time.

Then, for 5-8 hours, I scream at people. I jump and run and rev up chainsaws and shout and curse until my throat gives out.

Then I sleep really good.

I work at a haunted house as a crazy person in a straitjacket and corpse paint. It relieves stress so well, I'm surprised there isn't an institution where you can do this for therapy. Working out made me more stressed that I wasn't doing it enough/right/etc. but this intense form of exercise is perfect.

I'm too tired to be anxious. I'm satisfied with my work. And I know, if things get sketchy, my boss would not be mad if I defended myself. It helps my coworkers are tall dudes so my 5'1"" dudette self is never in real danger.

It's hard work, ngl, but so worth it if you like this sort of thing. 10/10, would recommend. Plus, sometimes you can be paid for it!",1.647996697853607,3.7060236877637145,2.6683580994312983,94.28494771601544,80.05485232067511,5.640726472206935,20.85287103283801,6.7026698264267655,0.2189418088424145,902,25,198,9,23,286,154,237,0.09300000000000001,0.705,0.20199999999999999,0.9795,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,3,0,5,7,19,2,3,8,0,16,9,4,2,2,36,28,24,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,2,2,3,0,2,12,19,3,1,1,2,2,7,4,6,1,2,3,6,23,13,31,19,5,35,0,0,1,0,10,18,0,5,10,124,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016470902945213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649846787703015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154216742419505,0.0,0.12695542116728462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281983212542226,0.1383717587527561,0.0,0.0,0.10453501532812068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585680624573972,0.0,0.12964376318211848,0.1190200341181729,0.07051230510452522,0.2081294313415652,0.0,0.1367885148961479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114308297044112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316205403075054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221847636050459,0.14316106594977793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818607686187086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060614734634625314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548057268207543,0.0,0.11739880793510997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569106359477013,0.0,0.0,0.1164320579416208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086015083255162,0.10833385267686196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494508814375889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412197534869194,0.0794829430504669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191160138725967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294329220543522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416042049968695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270921152289133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42636810861543184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188579330628034,0.0,0.16485427695450966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234669174946308,0.14260115378085586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211991610288581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848164033791358,0.09952212639428046,0.0,0.11155456572304212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36130013283398105,0.0,0.0,0.1762726987380575,0.0,0.0,0.0798975389953759
anxiety,CatQueen1016,2020/02/18,"Cbd Help?? I started talking cbd oil last week for anxiety - 8Mg of CBDistillary. The first night or so it completely took the edge off and helped me sleep for the first time in years. No anxiety what so ever, it was like a Godsend!!! 

However now a few days into if Im experiencing extreme nausea and feeling like I never fully woke up throughout the day - has anyone experienced this/have any suggestions?",4.023142857142858,6.525080800000001,5.423238095238094,75.26400000000002,74.33333333333334,8.552380952380952,29.380952380952376,9.23628265651192,3.0034952380952387,320,14,55,8,7,107,61,75,0.069,0.753,0.17800000000000002,0.8694,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,0,2,8,6,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,3,2,7,3,1,18,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,15,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709472195150872,0.0,0.3309452511142146,0.0,0.0,0.15124538718501884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267915299397325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789974800010824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195660129213498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093702362578658,0.15452823493251003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679776061873081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899691757854906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23364636649021314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631733041559566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113512568600021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682764251080415,0.0,0.0,0.20298745786062666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164610724030552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531016929542639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385765268035444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612910312221054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403226579261211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350671107941892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929323776209013
anxiety,tigerkingdom24,2020/02/18,"Bupropion HCL I’ve never been on anxiety meds before but i’ve been having bad heart palpitations, insomnia and some panic attacks so my doctor prescribed Bupropion but I’m not depressed at all. I’ve been depressed before and I know im not depressed now and haven’t been for years. I’m generally happy. Should I take it? If yes, should i wait til the weekend in case it spikes my anxiety?",1.3603349282296655,4.055162210526318,3.4071770334928253,82.94069377990431,91.36842105263158,6.447846889952152,24.01435406698565,7.686295010490155,1.871515789473684,312,13,56,7,11,105,50,76,0.142,0.611,0.247,0.8227,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,1,1,8,3,1,0,2,16,13,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,5,1,5,7,2,8,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31803022810368303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364748962894622,0.0,0.0,0.17355745518324373,0.0,0.0,0.3537532919587677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370979402338247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275724133536367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127470776173205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463194117454033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245283985200162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142364192904891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308896422129893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603172519414704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438831923623297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628758675791388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385736773569726
anxiety,dortioj0nes,2020/02/18,"panicking and gagging! recently i've been experiencing some very off putting symptoms when i have panic attacks, the main one being i gag! i don't know why it happens, when i feel like i might gag i chew gum, sip cold water, and avoid talking or being in close proximity to people. it's beginning to prevent me from seeing people or going out because i'm so scared i might gag in front of everyone. the most ironic part of this all, is that my anxiety stems from a phobia of vomit! i'm not sure if i'm manifesting a symptom that's based on my biggest fear, but if anyone has any tips or has experienced this too i'd love to hear from you!",4.991538461538465,5.219399961538464,6.541346153846158,77.10740384615386,68.61538461538461,9.26923076923077,30.865384615384606,9.188382445141503,2.5618461538461528,505,19,100,9,8,174,92,130,0.188,0.746,0.066,-0.8323,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,4,4,0,10,6,0,0,2,21,21,11,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,4,2,2,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,1,6,11,3,14,16,5,14,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,9,5,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357259907738855,0.0,0.1390116663940676,0.0,0.0,0.1270595256237679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672732645304012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107719278042926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363670551396496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044801724495763,0.0918806886935612,0.12981740859299207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327296236259634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069019258509035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048062897591605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986594735444516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877689077475201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400510483682929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855423211777613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313495403139073,0.0,0.0,0.21320368933445905,0.0,0.196779904218379,0.0,0.25195694403857616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267401308064246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942188388371566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819286624867771,0.0,0.14480352491454715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712644695586666,0.37774343781564895,0.0,0.14605583209360662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499341093362739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396974620133853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beaglelover89,2020/02/18,"Nervous about medication but a complete mess some days I’m at a point in my life where I’m finally considering medication for anxiety. I tend to be one of those people who always gets weird side effects so that makes me nervous. I also am nursing my infant daughter, so that’s in the back of my mind too.

I am a mess some days though! I’m having a lot of reoccurring nightmares that are now affecting my everyday life. I’m also struggling with what I know are irrational fears, yet I can’t shake them. I want so badly to be myself again however I’m nervous about mediation making me feel worse. Any words of encouragement or advice? I go for a medication evaluation later this week.",3.9512440191387546,5.890463413533838,5.893875598086126,74.34167464114833,72.75939849624059,9.046889952153112,29.384142173615857,9.573946990214177,2.9923142857142855,546,23,99,14,11,189,87,133,0.27699999999999997,0.687,0.036000000000000004,-0.987,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,14,11,0,6,6,0,8,5,0,4,0,15,21,8,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,0,1,0,1,15,1,14,19,3,18,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,10,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883349108573245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763358184991578,0.14376243695889085,0.0,0.0,0.1174927581820326,0.0,0.1321722147633308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328531219399527,0.14425970372085642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811510435685548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285084751015047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441963375385948,0.08736010749041973,0.0,0.0,0.18926629907327136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026767853640984,0.0,0.09819187493185086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495248696506893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24407183819897865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688691832134787,0.0,0.0,0.2306569813243177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221571668790602,0.0,0.0,0.17445325012737364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707664551674192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197802608314045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332798932679504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062168747509305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975031968240645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190702701073713,0.0,0.13858948694661086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607223602999608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spiderCEOmoses,2020/02/18,"Am I associating my room with anxiety? Hey guys my anxiety has gotten much better but it feels like every time I come in my room/lay in my bed, especially at night, I get this feeling which I hate. Not necessarily anxiety though. I say associate because this is where much anxiety has occurred. Thoughts?",2.923928571428572,5.910142107142861,5.019285714285719,73.3257142857143,83.28571428571428,8.914285714285715,29.42857142857143,9.23628265651192,3.5536714285714286,242,12,42,8,7,83,41,56,0.19899999999999998,0.685,0.11599999999999999,-0.6215,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,11,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,9,2,4,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6587210672791121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122604095141308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903880189765804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543526226995727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813734952136184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217693042924149,0.15378828295132507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124692161147176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315024648905567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125336619003909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051696051090598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164951048614118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020154609199688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119062291026013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150079075316267,0.17089961393909833,0.12552513919431665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,palienp,2020/02/18,"want to be me honestly I dislike when I turn red , or hands constantly dripping sweat. Or going to talk to people. I really dislike all of it but I have to stay positive throughout all of this. I’ve had so much stress & anxiety and well it’s horrible. I can’t do anything without people knowing I’m nervous or weak because my face gets red. Also I wish I was stronger but sometimes I cry so much it makes me see a different perspective. I wish I was more out there and well not weak. At school I cannot be myself without being judge and it’s exactly why I can’t move or do anything without feeling like someone’s going to tell me something. I let people control my brain and it sucks everything I say or do effects people and then they tell me and of course it stays put in my mind forever. But it’s fine things happen for a reason.",1.5264912280701743,3.81329232163743,3.4342982456140376,87.36092105263157,81.92397660818712,6.373099415204679,26.45906432748538,7.594959193182576,1.6526397660818708,661,29,131,11,18,222,101,171,0.195,0.667,0.139,-0.8869,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,7,10,1,2,2,0,14,6,4,4,3,32,28,19,0,3,12,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,4,7,5,2,0,3,6,23,5,15,21,5,12,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,5,4,91,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866652137588604,0.0,0.1336816093362142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438496047362116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030615902012275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521098263621101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377322978548959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332938083534804,0.1383805720935135,0.0,0.0,0.13552655955094575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890529112343554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110885516344198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238436956828651,0.0881423214085029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644606832529851,0.0,0.14023879755466911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910406204791437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780613266651908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616387213947844,0.0,0.0602769792212457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235675744801249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245780979553888,0.0,0.0,0.13113285593724106,0.1813962203202557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34214317144751905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403044975590626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904005083212329,0.12685464885790054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811631040482956,0.0,0.12486661535530601,0.09831746737541312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045390285678818,0.09498354743261968,0.12202545532543822,0.0,0.0,0.26301220782829066,0.0,0.0,0.1413307714619241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991677482666679,0.21567819819103756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196784071083055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420143921190672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727724108551533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186593014569791,0.0,0.11133078550552136,0.0,0.2837606139824964,0.3568002325351477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OkSuggestion,2020/02/18,"Socially anxious, unable to get thoughts out, esp at work – I've tried so much but have hit a wall? A little over 2 years ago I had a panic attack at work. In hindsight I’ve had one before, a few years prior, also in a work setting. This more recent episode was worse, and it seems to have fundamentally altered my wiring. 

I can’t express my thoughts – personally or professionally. I get immediately panicked by every question. My wife asks “how was your day?” or “what’d you do this morning?” and I feel an immediate pressure in the back of my head. My mind goes blank. I’m suddenly very aware that my mind is blank, that I’m dizzy, that I feel cornered, and that several seconds have gone by and I haven’t said anything. I fumble some words out, not really telling her a full answer, not telling her the full thoughts that I’d like to get out. So I relax my shoulders, I breathe deep, I use my CBT techniques, I tell myself “this is fine, allow the panic to set in, you could sit with this all day, this doesn’t need to go away…” I try to tell her some more about my day. I manage to get a few sentences out. I’m running out of breath. She doesn’t notice I’m panicking. The energy exerted for this simple transaction is absurd. I’ve now got a fresh injection of cortisol that will last for too long. And the symptoms that are now present are bewildering. And I tell myself, “so what? Why not expect these symptoms? And why not *allow these symptoms*?” – I follow Dr. Claire Weeke’s advice and it seems to give me a tinge of confidence. I use these blips of confidence to get through my days. Sometimes the blips are stronger (hooray!). But usually they don’t show up at all. Those are tough days, and those are most days.

This has been happening for over 2 years now. I thought my generalized anxiety and situational anxiety were bad before, but I had no idea *this* was my future.

I’ve done exposure therapy, toastmasters, group therapy, CBT. I meditate – Joseph Goldstein has been a godsend. I listen to Dr. Claire Weeke’s and other people in the field. I’ve followed my old CBT therapist’s advice to allow all of this anxiety to wash over me, to “jump into the ice water and remain there all day”. I thought “yes, that has to help – I’ll just expose myself to everything, I’ll live in this anxiety, I’ll allow it all to happen, and say I don’t care and push on even further – I’ll push myself to try new things, I’ll give talks, I’ll run meetings, I’ll do presentations, I’ll play sports, I’ll do all of these things to show my body and my mind a new perspective, to become a bit more desensitized.” And I’ve done all of these things and more, and none of them seem to have made an ounce of difference.

Well – that’s not entirely true, they’ve actually worked wonders on my generalized anxiety! I can be alone without distractions. I can fall asleep at night whenever I want to, just by meditating (focusing on my breathing and continually returning to that when I notice my mind wanders). So this is very cool! But the situational anxiety… it’s dreadful. The situation I describe above is with someone I love and feel so safe around. Imagine how this plays out with my boss, with the other executives at my company… Work life has been so indescribably challenging.

I used to tell stories amongst friends or family or co-workers. I haven’t been able to really tell a story or a joke in 2 years. When I’m put on the spot, or when I put myself on the spot, I miss huge sections. I don’t feel like myself. I’ve told my wife these things – something my old therapist recommended was to be more vulnerable, so I’ve explained how I’m feeling “in the moment” to her and others.

In addition to the above, I take vitamins, I’ve tried different supplements, I exercise regularly, I have a hobby or two, I volunteer for presentational-things at work, I refrain from alcohol and drugs, I’ve tried no caffeine (a little bit of caffeine actually improves my symptoms), I’ve tried dietary restrictions. I feel like I hit a wall about 6 months ago. Since then I’ve just been… confused and frustrated. I figured eventually I’d start to be more genuine again. 

I haven’t been to a therapist in about a year. Should I find someone new? TalkSpace or similar? Should I keep doing what I’m doing?",3.9744140298784463,5.632788037394456,5.155290711700847,80.817711051313,72.124246079614,8.67210540966874,28.91789922984133,9.224526759843432,2.4975275160063104,3349,134,655,74,65,1108,347,829,0.096,0.777,0.127,0.983,2,1,3,0,0,0,118.0,0,3,2,7,32,27,2,6,36,2,57,21,7,12,8,120,112,50,0,6,21,2,6,3,1,3,12,3,0,1,43,36,2,4,22,8,0,13,18,11,1,3,25,10,85,16,90,78,25,105,0,1,0,1,38,44,0,17,48,406,128,10,0.05165831446624965,0.0,0.10082212623522198,0.0,0.0,0.10095981405111036,0.09158395777998347,0.05520702786780377,0.0,0.05350243445453328,0.0,0.04131113541502488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759234585828225,0.058359191392245574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251039123207289,0.045986852073631936,0.04829355066608361,0.05876879034177283,0.0485346869287677,0.03972205514709217,0.04313253481008168,0.0,0.0570525497403294,0.08791484159227095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279500002199905,0.05738074183862864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266909444452392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041244960625995135,0.0,0.0,0.2332073747150177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079438874109314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572878216534336,0.0,0.0,0.059907244351452324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03411982950379081,0.0,0.04352435794264898,0.0,0.04642716209491966,0.0,0.04869886140652825,0.0,0.15671997571688773,0.07380942035301608,0.0,0.0,0.04721476355287763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0399110856126349,0.0,0.13494668595156906,0.09911072478528868,0.02935861057749372,0.0,0.041315873155495404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136255375660228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053016334066456464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03462547927619244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058315949160748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591628345377791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042108421033379834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03648779522536917,0.07571292925786988,0.10355040444266723,0.0456152380978927,0.045715982710276125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662364568104417,0.048880346193755024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086406859232432,0.0,0.04123317375789253,0.0,0.037974805014536664,0.038303985616598264,0.0,0.14967576604450875,0.0,0.048477828696382466,0.0,0.0,0.11762666681765632,0.1084134223369976,0.0,0.03500501081001725,0.0,0.0,0.12121980324101488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03581337086251258,0.04510604763785335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386174832155258,0.057869134762857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618727806764074,0.0,0.051006353429928604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913888669238527,0.04108076507648265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108336801840518,0.0,0.058359191392245574,0.0,0.042732291548773886,0.17419832957578502,0.0,0.052659146113401466,0.08753984441937335,0.039769094273018335,0.05109139390680153,0.0,0.03656402086309688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477107338309412,0.03884062352206121,0.0415209963857979,0.31606150643116043,0.0,0.11815156931780744,0.17993785397866646,0.13727795487517366,0.0,0.0,0.20505465698240935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936173324093356,0.0,0.21043562749058567,0.0,0.05046266698685535,0.0,0.0,0.13384859282964226,0.056894335152878325,0.08524703906201311,0.030469412292970562,0.0,0.08287436776666307,0.0,0.04644702861932163,0.0,0.09322718773794167,0.0,0.0,0.04979677171421405,0.05602123844248618,0.26325507725289937,0.0,0.052644235734381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663313041594794
anxiety,MadlyGypsyus,2020/02/18,What can help relieve anxiety related heartburn or chest pain? Sorry if this has been posted  before but I just found this page. I’ve had terrible heart pain and I saw a doctor at first and got some medicine and it didn’t work too well and so I’ve been trying to go on my own. If any of you got any suggestions that could help it would be amazing!,1.6370238095238072,3.69875452777778,2.8436507936507947,92.99500000000002,80.1111111111111,6.336507936507938,21.3968253968254,7.447530270364453,0.63588253968254,274,8,60,4,7,88,57,72,0.157,0.662,0.18100000000000002,0.4664,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,9,6,2,0,0,13,14,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,8,1,4,3,4,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,4,1,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29091984362800793,0.0,0.16363357472356885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201387987110373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707824338348868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893659703744012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819439647975798,0.0,0.2345312557251317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156478979094805,0.0,0.3421521207156553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534735525490145,0.2867464792661517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552111987310682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485789909546748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394445038083429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522464515645991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923225642990901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557223758119127,0.0,0.0,0.1519490359605324,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ActivePenumbra,2020/02/18,"Problems with revealing my real age online??? Been having a lot of panic attacks because of this,

Whenever someone asks me my real age, like, when chatting online, i get really nervous, and most of the time, i say i’m one year older than I really am, I always do this, i feel really bad and nervous because of this.

Been having this problem for a few years and i don’t know what to do about it,

I always think that people will think that i’m young - stupid, so i always want to be the same age as them.",4.94029411764706,4.7676142058823565,6.426274509803921,79.26823529411767,68.70588235294119,8.760784313725491,27.784313725490197,8.344100000000001,1.8781843137254897,387,11,76,5,6,133,64,102,0.228,0.7340000000000001,0.038,-0.966,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,2,3,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,17,19,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,2,2,12,1,11,15,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,10,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374058653459678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381252820626735,0.19934471565518844,0.0,0.0,0.14630627646408478,0.213632119464766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859946131012084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154828126691723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629955178436513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560650568982582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897076263559222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187375796889541,0.0,0.0,0.2055897957770442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147955045055335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353349723532281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988907879665255,0.3367625243684756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934663935473462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846830513946732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245553154744025,0.0,0.0,0.1021756098780745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335275397706432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567942160728746
anxiety,gaybreadsticc,2020/02/18,I get anxiety when I have shit to do. But currently I’m anxious because I have nothing to do??? Haha what the f u c k,-1.5788888888888906,0.07567925925926389,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,89.74074074074073,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,1.921651851851852,88,5,21,2,3,35,21,27,0.408,0.5920000000000001,0.0,-0.8526,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36141084482524094,0.5337161359356706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28799148337076885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468273533788746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533133250814894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849468836048449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eating_beez,2020/02/18,"Need some help? I have the perfect thing for you. I’ve dealt with anxiety and depression for years now, and one of the only things in my world that makes any sense is my childhood. The shows, toys, movies, songs, places and feelings always diminish my anxiety and give me hope that there’s still a lot of the childlike wonder/beauty in the world. In 1997, a show called “Bear in the Big Blue House” launched on Playhouse Disney. This show defined my childhood, and helps me through a lot. If you’re feeling anxious or hopeless, make yourself a mug of hot chocolate, get some trail mix or yoghurt covered raisins, cozy up and put on an episode of this show. I recommend the episode called “The Big Sleep” (S2E3). Enjoy, the storm will pass.",5.998188405797106,6.9394004130434785,4.755217391304349,88.2803623188406,66.6086956521739,7.5826086956521745,32.72463768115942,7.3871296695380915,1.9678637681159417,579,24,113,5,9,168,94,138,0.08199999999999999,0.779,0.139,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,14,0,3,1,1,3,1,22,11,9,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,6,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,5,9,3,15,10,4,19,0,2,1,0,6,12,0,8,5,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352741971719608,0.0,0.0,0.12547338776889302,0.0,0.2822998763818093,0.20844421432687188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768114616764701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891852276329496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658798741782975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639905988460123,0.17699917242154753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247346841216732,0.0,0.0,0.1832604428654936,0.0,0.21290020948018085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313728259441451,0.0,0.0,0.246324227187427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368121112881034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502901088460305,0.14032846084952186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927740795064342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854838973178266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464363448372115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735023043840664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516100005591845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009363999368227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881863742921392
anxiety,nottypicaljoe6,2020/02/18,"Please advice Please help

I need advice. My best friends been weird. I feel like sometimes it’s one sided and he hates me but it’s like i don’t know. I really like him too and he’s leaving for college in a few months which sucks. 

Basically he’s just been ignoring me more often lately and he likes one of my friends and it’s hard to listen to. She doesn’t like him back tho and rejected him when he asked her out. 

I liked one of his best friends tho too and theyre together on a vaca thing that I wasn’t invited to and the guy randomly hit me up when he hasn’t in a while. 

Please give me advice or something. I rly want to go to prom with him and I like him a lot but I’m scared I’m holding onto a one sided friendship and it hurts bc he’s said before he considers me one of his “best friends” in those exact words. Help.",-0.4163433214829837,1.7170947932960914,1.6904443880142208,97.43469146775014,89.89385474860336,5.04225495175216,17.633570340274254,6.574015621080383,-0.21303575418994392,644,17,153,8,22,214,97,179,0.11199999999999999,0.574,0.314,0.9921,0,1,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,9,21,2,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,26,20,17,0,2,4,0,2,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,8,11,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,5,4,4,24,14,17,15,6,16,0,2,0,0,28,9,1,4,13,94,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32521171488426964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037087781085949,0.0,0.0,0.08530177935664357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439708484251412,0.0,0.34925672630795096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609181406432144,0.07925162565330708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428308637311097,0.0,0.0,0.1064184764132303,0.06304663020141646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984259150619002,0.0,0.0,0.0993755180900057,0.109524847331753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871410768644586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875767168822693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609666974639841,0.0,0.1251389427363158,0.11746361291310785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37937893641696746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431254090278857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854685582217098,0.0,0.0,0.08225652266600568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758604253274144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36531828871553296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106747836983468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552410883432864,0.0,0.11106478253785786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540279429975325,0.10971705250201252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369994939795156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654320395789452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Madameantique,2020/02/18,"Giving up control? I spend so much time being proactive and making sure bad things don’t happen, that I find myself stressing just as much as if they did. A lot of my days consist of making up for past mistakes (making sure I don’t leave the oven on, checking for hanging keys on the same hook at all times,checking lights on car so battery doesn’t die, checking any and all locked doors, backing up my hard drive, arriving 30 minutes early to EVERYTHING, leaving even earlier if I anticipate traffic or getting gas, waking up at 4 am because I can’t remember where I parked my car then hyperventilating about it for 3 hours, etc etc the list goes on and on. This all sounds pretty average but lately it’s gotten out of hand anxiety wise. I’ll jiggle the doors 4 times in a row, I’ll panic about things so ahead in time or not that important. I’m trying to gain my quality of life back or remember where I left it. Either way I’ve figured that I need to have control in every aspect of my life and losing it makes me crazy. Should I sacrifice one of those rituals, let a few things slide and allow bad things happen just for me to keep my sanity? Or that make things worse?

Thanks for reading. have a great night everybody! (:",6.072319952774496,6.0312360785124,6.559693034238489,78.82057851239672,66.31404958677686,9.39362455726092,30.92207792207792,9.04235418022936,2.4563697756788665,969,33,187,15,14,316,147,242,0.13,0.7190000000000001,0.151,0.8254,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,5,12,11,0,2,8,0,11,4,2,8,5,40,25,18,1,5,11,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,15,6,0,3,4,1,3,5,5,6,0,1,2,4,19,5,35,20,11,37,2,1,0,0,2,18,0,7,13,124,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269949174677816,0.0,0.08178251140766543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164407655270864,0.17852346480450335,0.06516867745202612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398075002425827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894528479885595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095116174440092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384560648146204,0.0706101578353322,0.0,0.0900726008513756,0.0,0.09607988348841567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770980556207584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585377730763067,0.10255361796995324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786383026414275,0.0,0.0,0.18907258432448992,0.0,0.09576644264474364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528050728047704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950226325580817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059420280281788,0.2263952443236387,0.11615327563702416,0.1093182458381791,0.15102121067986876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960005028582985,0.0,0.09088734038967786,0.0,0.0,0.3568016780264912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717587191017382,0.07926916720992999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003236881762687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244201903319046,0.0,0.0,0.12543071820838092,0.0,0.0,0.10205351680448327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876145508282953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693455635225248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220646889205105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246003358309733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015145749811276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842433735490642,0.0,0.0,0.3551167386391349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701259099870024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258190270087446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485671000766949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894596627196168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HisBelovedKitten,2020/02/18,"Posted in r/iwantolearn but it got automatically removed when I posted...so maybe yall can help me? My mother raised me to be nonconfrontational and passive aggressive.  And obviously she did this by example. So when I feel like she's being passive aggressive to me, I want to confront it but instead of confronting her, I get irritated, she senses it and gets quite defensive. So I get very anxious when I know we're going to talk about a subject that makes me uncomfortable or it's a subject we don't even need to be discussing. 

This has led to me ghosting friendships or simply not confronting serious issues until I can't take it anymore and i lash out. I feel used because I allow it in a way. I can't take it anymore. I loathe my anxiety. It wrecks me. 

I just want to fix me. I want to learn how to not be manipulated by her passive aggression and learn to address things properly in a healthy way for me. I want to learn to stop caring about her feelings so much and care more about mine. 

Sorry if this isn't a proper post, but it's something I want to learn.",2.8778624627606746,4.9282340801886795,4.569126117179742,82.17766137040717,76.12264150943396,7.104667328699106,28.1390268123138,8.032893268588372,1.9412603773584909,843,36,164,14,19,284,113,212,0.15,0.653,0.19699999999999998,0.8342,0,0,1,0,0,2,22.0,1,1,0,1,13,11,7,0,5,0,11,0,0,6,1,40,32,20,1,7,9,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,2,8,0,0,3,6,8,0,0,2,3,35,3,25,26,2,16,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,6,116,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140967355355586,0.16849319738138505,0.2958266870601017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091837886197536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30412978365286797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850991814744918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262389965668728,0.10655035595471626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337688173831285,0.0,0.08476344597766583,0.0,0.11928615535098305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999698175201886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567029375808347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196706708059727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286549173277387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955650907686944,0.0,0.14983779949430692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963990699987887,0.1105903089988459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856824166428126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586357606431617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482033405817467,0.0,0.16695740023168093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469323022448507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242793530682232,0.11987838200982355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908636923801234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881476954952126,0.0,0.1230615592521983,0.439852624505045,0.2367712468965628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,armila94,2020/02/19,"Looking for an anxiety texting buddy I’m (25F) going through some intense anxiety. Racing thoughts. Body symptoms. Lack of sleep. Panicky. Weepy. I’m looking to see if someone can message with me while I work through this. 

I have friends and family but they are dealing with some things and I don’t want to put this on them. 

Also, I’m a mental health therapist so I have a lot of shame about the amount of anxiety I present with and I shame myself for not being able to “fix” myself. 

This is probably a big ask. But I just need to let kit some of the neurotic thoughts so I don’t drive myself and my husband insane.",0.8052025072324014,3.3548047950819684,2.297348119575698,91.37383317261332,91.21311475409836,5.165670202507234,25.2092574734812,6.794906146795322,1.2276927675988434,483,22,95,7,17,156,78,122,0.20199999999999999,0.76,0.038,-0.9590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,2,6,0,9,4,2,0,0,21,21,11,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,3,15,1,17,17,6,7,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,5,2,69,19,1,0.18267690771267767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608665709847946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192420031745426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077824914147186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291286290783894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883318705356706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221153076306905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113572574915248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103819496444105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417701054125824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867995148753756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30680518824757697,0.0,0.0,0.15530537434927935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840953569071408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545261237825768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969566034591253,0.0,0.0,0.18364074795171165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556984418803254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828088347907177,0.0,0.15478155109597988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987125285218664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210196967585074,0.12136242032297305,0.0,0.0,0.290050119030528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774757316441344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299096448629966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Samski69,2020/02/19,"‘Hear’ voices? Background: I was in an abusive relationship for a few years and have recently developed social anxiety (not diagnosed). Prior to the relationship I have little to no experience with dealing with my emotions or being anxious about anything. 

Since then, every now and again I ‘hear’ my exes voice in my head discouraging me or criticising me. Generally it’s mostly when I’m at the gym or driving - or other times when I have a clear head. Although sometimes it can come out of nowhere and catch me off guard. 
More recently it’s been a mix of my own voice and my ex. Is this a thing? Am I doing the right thing by ignoring it and getting on with my task? Does anyone else have discouraging voices come at them, or should I be doing something more proactive about combating this?",4.7845918367346965,6.863272306122456,5.803826530612247,75.27063775510206,70.83673469387755,8.70952380952381,30.617346938775512,9.2995712137729,2.9958530612244902,627,27,108,14,12,207,94,147,0.145,0.818,0.038,-0.9359,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,8,0,14,3,2,0,1,25,20,14,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,9,11,0,4,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,6,16,0,18,15,5,23,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,6,10,88,25,0,0.0,0.1860322169773736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011289265879965,0.17737760187276302,0.0,0.10978565726464044,0.16087620019793555,0.12920657520316406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705019390885849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187132189947204,0.0,0.1593627371073818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740127826934956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116244218832468,0.1766161057612017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228843736077955,0.0,0.0,0.15358676766386678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203170387979962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322276918937669,0.0,0.35392534361761857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736614897165618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100586021100176,0.33714184867772745,0.0,0.13408643275245105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988102159442194,0.0,0.0,0.16005281826957768,0.0,0.12087464549306864,0.15528777406482916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086221025758692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155430617882067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110985825652764
anxiety,StopTouchingMyDog,2020/02/19,Job Interview oh shi I have an interview in 5 minutes and im parked right outside their office. My hands are shaking and i feel like throwing up oh god oh fuu 🤠,-1.7117647058823522,-0.799544088235292,0.9910294117647068,95.52713235294121,122.23529411764707,4.052941176470589,21.897058823529417,5.985473137389443,0.665894117647059,127,6,27,2,8,43,28,34,0.053,0.805,0.142,0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,11,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565117896681328,0.3624232282294724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479831594818441,0.0,0.5034280943540611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478466308600908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332409995736965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emiliciousss,2020/02/19,"I ruminate on my biggest failure Every time I go through a depressive episode, it starts when I start ruminating over one failure in particular. And it was years ago. But I can't stop beating myself up and wondering how I could have been so stupid or what I could have done or said differently. I get scared it will be found out and that people will hate me. I know we all make mistakes but why can't I get over mine? I know this is irrational but how do I make it stop?",2.723125,4.395515062500003,3.962916666666669,88.02375000000002,75.45833333333334,7.716666666666668,26.583333333333336,8.472884824447931,1.6747333333333327,370,14,81,7,8,121,66,96,0.193,0.7490000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.8951,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,4,5,2,1,1,0,14,0,0,4,1,24,27,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,5,1,16,0,7,17,1,16,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,3,8,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132116186252667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266329327957529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617854599535426,0.0,0.0,0.2137111297191133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093255859348766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234212940306995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242784289039736,0.0,0.0,0.21373778097704232,0.0,0.11625043314614406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195069747432007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483057270581427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730773193377148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860831929388098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180915899276858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457381497093787,0.0,0.20479015351114194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28956297176802737,0.0,0.0,0.34202578379854176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192747030479068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457448670681956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182566225783545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172344177026918
anxiety,Aukuro,2020/02/19,Basic military training I Made it through all 8 weeks of basic military training I’m proud of myself 💪,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,3.4700000000000024,79.09000000000003,107.0,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,3.0130000000000003,84,5,13,2,4,29,15,20,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7627942857439347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6466412279126661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vanstabe,2020/02/19,"First psych appointment. What to expect? After waiting since July I finally have my psychiatry appointment next week. There’s been some things I wanted to talk about but given the wait times in America I didn’t know how to approach the appointment. 

My anxiety is pretty bad and I get obsessive over things. Hoping to get some OCD diagnosis or something so I can get treatment. 

Similarly I’m having terrible issues focusing in school. Is this something they screen for?

I don’t know how much time they get or anything so if anyone could weigh in that’d be awesome",3.221538461538458,6.281671153846157,4.322307692307696,78.32269230769231,82.65384615384616,7.815384615384616,26.26923076923077,8.617729084823388,2.7066384615384624,456,19,75,12,13,148,76,104,0.11699999999999999,0.759,0.124,0.4039,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,11,1,0,2,0,17,23,9,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,1,10,1,11,17,3,12,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,6,7,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554773971309948,0.0,0.0,0.14210954258099176,0.0,0.16724850730107158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696962049517677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226992738624085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226385598305993,0.0,0.17287512124702475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247362799822601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186233886453328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212887441973444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233898486285998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494041637739311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161471468263842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676728622536505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568887507693467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812152906498035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31292686146156545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335593406485965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700461272265865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370207711382487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987571924521565,0.0,0.16302619078270206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-ElBandito-,2020/02/19,"I was really invested in this book that I liked, where the main character was trying to find his wife which they loved each other very much. Near the end it's revealed that the wife slept with another guy for 2 months and infidelity is my biggest anxiety trigger I've calmed down since a few minutes ago because I realized that the characters aren't real. But my anxiety was through the roof and I was extremely frustrated about how I can't get away from this one stupid fucking thing called cheating. I kept imagining the line that I read in my head and kept hitting me like a truck.

That book was supposed to be a space away from my fear, and I feel shattered by it. I was so engaged in the book and thought to myself how couples can love each other without needing to screw another person while reading. And then it just made me imagine the image of the wife sleeping with another guy and I fucking hate it",7.802146892655372,6.911771474576273,7.48,76.46316384180794,63.067796610169495,11.030508474576273,38.31073446327685,10.25414643259724,3.812419209039549,729,33,138,14,9,231,112,177,0.13,0.76,0.11,-0.5944,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,14,7,1,12,0,11,8,3,4,0,29,25,13,0,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,15,11,0,2,7,5,1,0,3,8,0,1,11,1,19,6,21,12,5,15,0,0,0,5,11,10,3,0,7,99,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465461604162292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423693088598704,0.21515382040946052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26424159472733383,0.0,0.0,0.08572303346703708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435927400905332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559768743215593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455104945619465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158241000348116,0.07110367678865424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852771085344625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260009087192471,0.07347019164117778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784795697685302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138837002776795,0.1443207069706468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740348353292184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538371475403289,0.1330617486831488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224466746273304,0.0,0.10337475804910376,0.10427085126352713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529040429849714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278737861404475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813239400082963,0.16006080196281927,0.09008728094261416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632555580067565,0.0,0.14072547208533073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342428068600056,0.0,0.0,0.11163968080565098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954744076079888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602945734763799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355564360531356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedAdidasOriginals,2020/02/19,"I got two groups that should never be involved, involved and i’ve had non stop anxiety about it for the last two days and I can’t talk to anyone about it because the whole ordeal is pretty illegal. So i don’t want to give details but you can probably guess, I accidentally said the name of one my friend (R) to someone I shouldn’t have (P) and (P) threatened to rob him. He then told me he was just fucking with me but out of fear and anxiety I told (R) and he wants me to introduce him to (P) at the club on Friday. 

P was extremely mad at me and was telling me how stupid what I did was because well truthfully worst case scenario could be that one of them ends up seriously hurt. Best case scenario, they meet, everything blows over. 

I can’t talk about this to anyone besides my close friends because it’s illegal and my friends don’t really have any good advice so I’ve basically been pacing my room back and forth for two days straight worrying. I’ve decided to cut off contact from P as this situation brought out how dangerous he is and so I cant and don’t want to message him to see where his head is at. 

I honestly, in my right mind, don’t think anything bad will happen but my paranoia keeps creeping in and feeding me worst case scenarios. I’m so stressed. R is so stressed. I’ve made this giant fucking mess all by opening my mouth and giving out one little name.",4.602903225806454,5.114276978494626,5.427043010752686,83.76056451612907,69.53763440860214,8.924014336917566,31.62903225806452,8.998388855275968,2.4540193548387097,1083,45,228,19,18,354,153,279,0.24600000000000002,0.626,0.127,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,1,14,23,6,3,4,0,27,5,2,3,3,42,46,24,0,6,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,9,18,1,2,2,1,0,1,9,15,1,6,13,2,30,8,34,27,5,29,0,1,1,2,30,20,2,1,8,143,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965233386648778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630805395434652,0.0,0.17168384931094546,0.0,0.0,0.1569225735980539,0.0,0.09234097063242372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628415362664954,0.09369238943147527,0.20521030487244085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177596421207162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959220528243478,0.0,0.0,0.14473500119241325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938658567931792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084897097628294,0.0,0.0,0.12626977297859146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600842954616646,0.20747649686199035,0.0,0.21528808043177125,0.0,0.09411815852445657,0.08974624131019814,0.0,0.12361424347611175,0.0,0.09922876088442742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115161954646417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012533930210588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997392416082123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146781192376847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246597100712774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617777163562796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330220031609133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654486426771688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811340344170195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416001382130153,0.1209835879027879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188592392526487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582849270272534,0.10673937269126106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941848981454907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613106560040838,0.0,0.0,0.0950769208235081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381431312416348,0.25707708885940617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038361900547376,0.09807829312021348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190096205988875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444687886700106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32884465528639883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855675453838034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089212499329388,0.0,0.0,0.12528076626733325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395680165659773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,perbukuri,2020/02/19,"Sleepless I'm fairly new to Reddit but I've struggled with anxiety ever since I was 12. In the beginning, it was extremely difficult to deal with especially because I had no idea that what I was feeling was anxiety - I thought I was going insane. For the past few years, I've managed to deal with my anxiety and it hasn't hindered my life very much. Two nights ago, I went to bed at midnight and planned to get up at 8 to get my full hours and I felt calm and happy going to sleep. I couldn't sleep. My mind kept going around in circles about irrelevant things and only when I realized it was 2 am did I start to absolutely panic. Does anyone ever get that thing with anxiety where your chest feels really restricted and you feel heavy? I tried really hard to go to sleep but every time I closed my eyes I would feel that in my chest and it felt like my stomach was swirling. I finally gave up and got out of bed at 5 AM and just went about my morning. It felt awful. I was anxious all day. And, does anyone ever have those moments where you're fine and then you *remember* that you have anxiety so you literally get anxious again and your stomach drops? That kept happening to me. Last night before bed I had a panic attack (which I didn't know was a panic attack at the time) and I thought I was about to combust. Finally, I fell asleep around 11 PM from sheer exhaustion and slept very well but now it's like I'm too scared to sleep. Even the thought of it makes me panic. Do I take pills for this? Listen to Headspace? Does anything help?",2.329408231368188,4.419674361290324,3.61444938820912,88.18822580645163,77.96774193548387,6.985539488320358,23.91546162402669,7.990435384864732,1.3014071190211354,1212,41,250,21,29,395,160,310,0.21600000000000005,0.711,0.073,-0.9941,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,0,1,18,16,2,6,6,1,22,14,11,1,4,51,56,20,0,2,4,0,8,2,0,1,3,1,3,0,18,22,0,3,14,0,0,7,4,10,1,1,27,10,37,6,38,27,4,47,0,0,1,0,11,16,0,0,25,158,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035861300153501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30359734895289314,0.17933585146489214,0.0,0.11099769145774184,0.0,0.06531650821264176,0.14131606480604272,0.0,0.1805945353948816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048384519791958534,0.0,0.06753984504078461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118846395752274,0.16365838208486366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837728358009305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242454984316594,0.21538993410543766,0.06687445117809536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053175524566862,0.0,0.22862910462152966,0.17389659921386813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587466858360686,0.0,0.1804360650014289,0.0,0.06348115108000599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018852120406667,0.0844931188677911,0.07110184709458148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320147229799559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816556952486232,0.0,0.0,0.08960148476385267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043620852341314895,0.06469888769626403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560628897412009,0.07755443665020471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529815197338796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014323486933132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834765551943626,0.0,0.0,0.07665810733748052,0.0,0.1489707530044722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036608905762871,0.0,0.3725044180705126,0.0,0.0,0.07576968870206796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169565054992454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991316185965872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946535864545005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565745435399961,0.0,0.3177178461358869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618000916420211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297699418751019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059677971237978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546264580427996,0.0,0.0,0.1890378394362129,0.09256506616677536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053888472884135306,0.0,0.07753504748250753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098065592010932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136508600226298,0.14715753780954213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056383690903894876,0.0,0.0,0.05111305579307551
anxiety,Affectionate_Face,2020/02/19,"I feel so horrible when I wake up Usually I'm able to get back to some sense of calm but it's like when I wake up the negative thoughts and anxieties are there ready to pounce. I call them the dawn dreads.

I started taking Seroquel recently to help with these obsessive thoughts and I'm hoping it helps. I really cannot stop the thoughts and would appreciate any advice.

Thanks",2.54418918918919,5.155634702702706,3.32560810810811,87.69489864864866,80.35135135135134,8.024324324324324,25.466216216216218,8.841846274778883,2.1711945945945947,304,12,61,8,8,96,53,74,0.158,0.5329999999999999,0.309,0.9343,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,13,14,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,7,4,8,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,8,35,10,0,0.22601790975988725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086208558437587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369992912109715,0.0,0.17290308232809015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737938213523855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078955618208316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428144625293407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808502930433255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029900813179772,0.0,0.0,0.22448678225702887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042093410308096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479286051152726,0.0,0.22316541888408747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997663983584548,0.0,0.0,0.1889610929713274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993733986350698,0.0,0.0,0.20808692484305435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538298921711522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489267960307417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605566383227936,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cavvy1211,2020/02/19,"Anxiety Regarding Head Pain Hello,

I have had near-constant pain/pressure on the right side of my heas/neck for the past two months. The main areas of pain are the side of my head near temple and behind ear, back of head near base of skull, and scalp, with some pain in my neck and jaw area.

The first night I started feeling these symptoms, I went to the ER and the CT scan came back as normal. A few weeks later I saw my GP and Neurologist, and they initially diagnosed me with cluster headaches. I took methylprednisolone for a week but it failed to provide any relief. Afterwards I received a MRI and the test came back normal. My neurologist recently put me on Divalproex to see if that would make a difference and changed the diagnosis to tension headache. 

I have suffered from depression and anxiety for over a decade. Im currently trying a new depression medication and take Diazepam as needed for anxiety.

Even though numerous tests have come back as normal, I am still feeling a tremendous amount of anxiety over what could be causing this pain and discomfort. While I wouldn't call the pain severe, it is near-constant and I do not get relief from painkillers such as Naproxen. The diazepam helps with calming me but it's something I try not to take everyday. I have had cycles where I feel like I am getting better for a day or two, then I get hit with a very bad day.

Has anyone else felt like this? If so, how did you find relief for your pain/pressure as well as any anxiety it may be causing? I am probably worrying too much but I just want to make sure everything is OK. I am mostly worried about something like an unruptured aneurysm or something else going on in my head. Thank you!",5.952896825396827,6.83532415740741,5.941957671957674,79.94166666666669,66.68518518518519,9.504761904761905,33.02116402116402,9.606745405546679,3.0454904761904764,1353,57,253,27,21,426,178,324,0.17800000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.136,-0.9463,1,0,4,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,1,3,15,24,0,2,21,1,22,18,9,5,1,51,46,30,0,10,10,0,4,3,0,3,9,1,0,0,9,19,0,0,5,0,0,8,3,12,2,3,9,8,31,12,41,30,6,45,0,4,3,0,8,15,0,7,25,169,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922000416517564,0.0,0.279041191607323,0.0,0.0,0.051009879033621086,0.07474815668957481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438297502244667,0.060912045242288125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645202982833669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449235941944939,0.16687577917640106,0.0,0.14988402344630958,0.07717376139824858,0.06284186630138608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824640074433528,0.0,0.0,0.09409627606117167,0.0,0.1256672571839717,0.0740449540026801,0.0,0.07621952874499585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188441507715328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818424438872266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556473924958818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066048278022922,0.05211707092622715,0.0700455587087552,0.0,0.06667699513371987,0.06205310961230855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434355077213122,0.0,0.04146042015896143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994800424742431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889832627491132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788009017209313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692228946636297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973923286925841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349167312415598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822975525279873,0.0,0.05362826579280622,0.05409313677277407,0.0,0.07045769566693967,0.0,0.0684607039165188,0.21443301955716468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433840388749615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964113585333558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865481737231986,0.0,0.0,0.07333711710384838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203150293503617,0.0,0.0,0.06230078577810023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813346345558273,0.0,0.0,0.08241522836624314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684865181424514,0.0,0.0,0.05163594726949243,0.0,0.05825972637626858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875659130676512,0.07582527549243426,0.1097019606026717,0.0,0.0,0.06716459034076575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167517252354323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810525857218606,0.099059519059379,0.0,0.14252741083194556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060193210565760075,0.04302910154173335,0.0,0.11703571934865947,0.0,0.06559279488412273,0.0676274263362322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817301384441456,0.0,0.05182315442248157,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,keeves1,2020/02/19,"I take things to seriously and I want to change that Hello. 

That is the issue with me cause I’m overly sensitive and take things too seriously at times. My GF, colleagues and my parents thinks that as well. 

I came from a background where as a kid I had a hard time growing up and adapt to the society. As an example I got bullied at school, the teacher didn’t help much and it got even worse when my parents didn’t support me. I also had many fake friends. On top of that I’m an introverted person. 

With all that being said this has lead me to be a person that is aware of small things that should not even be there because I’m afraid to be bullied again. I feel like I have to tighten up all the time. 

So what is your best advice to not take things seriously?",3.0216666666666683,4.296162159235672,4.093391719745224,89.0178370488323,73.90445859872611,7.016772823779192,25.18524416135881,7.492282038375204,1.0164186836518048,597,19,131,7,12,194,90,157,0.126,0.741,0.133,0.0516,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,10,10,0,1,10,0,14,0,0,2,2,18,28,11,0,2,2,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,14,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,5,1,0,8,3,15,5,21,15,4,17,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,6,95,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506252562821134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871451420936226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049305825682744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578793903196791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978596935106946,0.0,0.15249788996741884,0.15703922944526102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609816790344692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750602131734468,0.10605190819926097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469123500171327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374562578111272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298103647537615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950215384408237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494206054084525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252462341301169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050386245348465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091270061741356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296698228514202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25923966889007793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120887755493075,0.0,0.0,0.15023818997732774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845802770582982,0.0,0.0,0.3348452449941539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944913535040192,0.09512004700424664,0.0,0.0,0.2596852038997375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755899450028687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347336943456872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128208915935998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PastelQueer,2020/02/19,"Hey hey, it's story time In my musical theater class today, we had to do a performance. I was a bit nervous, but it was fine. We were just going to be performing for the third graders. When I arrived at class, however, there were not third graders, but instead the kids from my grade and the grade above me. We had been deceived.  We performed our songs and dances, while they laughed the whole time. This was not a comedic performance. A boy who hates me was leering at me like ""I am thinking of the most epic insults known to man to throw at you in the next period which we are in the same class for, hooray."". Afterwards, I had a ~~small~~ huge panic attack because I was afraid of him. I went to the nurse's office for half an hour and I received a peppermint and some room-temperature water. The nurse at my school is very nice, so I felt more ok after that. I returned to math class and it was boring. He didn't insult me. I was fine.",2.0309456264775427,4.135156042553195,3.0450354609929104,91.83388888888894,79.0,6.305437352245864,23.742316784869978,7.3871296695380915,0.9118962174940894,728,25,156,10,18,232,115,188,0.134,0.74,0.125,-0.4361,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,6,1,1,4,5,15,4,3,16,1,19,1,0,0,0,21,24,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,10,1,0,3,3,0,5,3,8,0,3,16,2,26,7,20,7,6,25,0,0,0,0,19,9,0,2,12,111,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910962826976613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155979845356381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793506980689716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456814186036485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542042391166998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526249170964672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519866581110063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250082576763599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27212739646399536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002157599942944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25896052239474554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639552304653676,0.0,0.0,0.2984071097156249,0.0,0.2425408568505404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111247827088232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371999359428699,0.0,0.2856768020590552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,latinababiix,2020/02/19,"Paranoia over everything Hi so I’m a 18 year old girl I was diagnosed with anxiety, depression and adhd I’m currently not seeing a physiatrist until August I’m on a waiting list, well I’ve been getting a lot of paranoid thoughts and it’s making me cry myself to sleep, whenever I see a helicopter or a plane low in the sky I’m petrified that it’s terrorists or someone coming to bomb my town, I try telling myself that the city I live in wouldn’t really be a target but it’s really getting to me, the paranoia is worse at night, I could hear a train,bus go past and I have to quickly look out the window I get a horrible feeling in my stomach and heart, I’m also terrified of walking in the street in case someone is out to hurt me :( I know it sounds stupid but it’s really getting me down any advice? Does anybody else get paranoid thoughts like this? Thank u",2.302605932203388,4.246775683615823,4.324375,83.76249470338982,77.47457627118644,7.814830508474578,28.01165254237288,8.660442795831766,2.318717796610169,684,30,135,15,16,234,110,177,0.267,0.6779999999999999,0.055,-0.9896,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,14,0,8,4,3,1,0,22,31,11,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,8,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,4,6,16,3,20,24,1,26,0,3,3,0,4,15,0,3,9,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917827323946134,0.14568988911349254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922792834623405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138691560009608,0.0,0.11405412035800558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284285976090973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190369415111955,0.0,0.16376933843236627,0.0,0.0,0.1284117623760266,0.15132411181086414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047043978528408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454630503564988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339932756619137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538483206959877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389469174389811,0.0,0.08473178679580239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803626507181213,0.1766734187579449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960487794043382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193645234739964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283827644170436,0.0,0.13164998455728555,0.0,0.12519879545185275,0.0,0.0,0.12675174045647775,0.0,0.0,0.09951932467986667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991169761195044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644580595894736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232412148063853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28653431941297514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761226790922102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919855850211725,0.0,0.25264844921395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031200655083885,0.13726285761605098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367230210851912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122292558605224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405061237086854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193635088756738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600964299252547
anxiety,basickangaroo,2020/02/19,"Distracting yourself, helpful or not? Something I've been thinking about and was curious to hear your thoughts about. 

I've been struggling with anxiety for a good amount of time now and I'm having trouble understanding its relation to distraction. At times, keeping my mind busy helps tremendously. When I listen to music or podcasts or watch series I have less time to focus on my fears, don't overthink as much and overall experience less anxiety.

However, other times distraction feels like sticking my head in the sand. At those times it feels like I'm trying to push back my feelings and I just don't succeed. Anxiety then only comes back even stronger in a physical form or when I cannot distract myself (trying to fall asleep). 


What are your experiences with this? Does distraction help you or not?",5.325681697612733,7.9855974620689665,5.198620689655176,77.65729442970826,70.93103448275863,8.59946949602122,32.53315649867374,9.265573868473778,3.3740610079575597,652,31,106,15,13,202,97,145,0.154,0.695,0.151,-0.1436,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,10,12,0,7,3,0,9,2,2,0,0,23,21,13,0,0,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,4,7,12,4,18,17,5,19,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,5,13,71,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455112756284033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152748967137055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968559267536506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174741938450898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994369304883026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29453379977522953,0.0,0.16941073378088797,0.22836798363481325,0.21510606318268205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262742929017341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450785077121065,0.0,0.16968092023492634,0.0,0.30273170405453315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381585876820518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710236233437454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201269822345026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067165637852294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450014581778258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115900833044008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738766718713826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646643416538613,0.0,0.11951997398109615,0.4389349111059013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044272902039645,0.0,0.0,0.1567279782086177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justforaseason,2020/02/19,"Panic attacks/anxiety with some games I've had some anxious experiences in games. At one point I was playing this baby simulation game and I actually had this full blown dread panic attack that made me feel like I was responsible for it and I became really confused and totally brainfarted as if it was a real thing. I quit that game. Just today I downloaded a new game I really like but then my thoughts got carried away with me and I almost went into a panic attack over worrying about getting addicted to it, because it's making me happy already and I've already experienced addiction to a different game before. I imagined myself in all sorts of scenarios, where I'm like playing this game, in a sort of braindead addicted way, all dramatically wide-eyed and chasing the hits. I was thinking during the panic that now I have to delete it, but if I delete it then I will be able to download it again, so then I was like well then I would have to get rid of my laptop. All because a game made me happy and I didn't want to get addicted. It scared me.

I don't know why I have these issues with some games and running into panic attacks with them.",4.734316666666665,5.98047304,6.152152777777778,76.0015625,69.71111111111111,9.002777777777778,30.0625,9.354420925462401,2.7729166666666663,914,36,166,19,16,310,119,225,0.17300000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9228,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,7,20,3,8,8,0,15,4,0,3,4,41,30,18,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,16,14,0,0,5,11,0,2,2,11,1,1,13,2,27,9,24,13,8,22,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,9,12,121,43,1,0.09437644508896227,0.0,0.09209779644095356,0.4115370225338855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450437710734748,0.0,0.20829350794928836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219772217336634,0.10661851976345292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32210049274403224,0.08866977684367648,0.0,0.0,0.11506200991147615,0.0,0.08030740361707488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860329811556943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231827271698673,0.0,0.0,0.04771956633186858,0.06742255122886004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792339194458004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548146458997748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093096144013176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850448890266238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186682606362855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443025572835992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786025485403066,0.06299700994198873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114935876377278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395192167387738,0.0,0.0,0.5536521188542086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921624577196675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003809663783608,0.0,0.10742105614453412,0.12091993474196035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448728563801324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062699516544749,0.0604726152591763,0.0,0.0749243554494213,0.0,0.0,0.08945783479626056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566567252284672,0.07491162924969078,0.0,0.0,0.08485575829038673,0.08748791011461111,0.08516006237579234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958438611295038,0.0,0.06704231879870592,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goldenstate99,2020/02/19,"Low carb diet causing anxiety? 
I have a friend with depression and anxiety who has been very stable on his one antidepressant for many years. He started the keto diet about a year ago and wanted to go off his medication. He went back to the doctor after a few months because his anxiety was so severe. They restarted the same medication he was on previously but there was minimal improvements and they had to increase his dose, then add another medication on. He is still complaining of the anxiety. This is completely out of character for him. All other medication conditions like thyroid disorder have been ruled out.  The only change was this keto diet.

Has any one heard of having anxiety from a low carb diet?",5.0615364583333315,7.838781664062503,6.454375000000002,67.78645833333337,72.203125,10.516666666666666,30.979166666666664,10.504223727775694,4.318310416666667,575,26,88,20,12,194,82,128,0.159,0.75,0.091,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,9,0,14,11,0,1,1,12,19,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,9,1,8,2,18,10,4,20,0,3,0,0,15,8,0,0,10,67,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321665940076952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452595266941403,0.14575544864149587,0.5316797694702861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688376126997998,0.0,0.08473417313308151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279308114723785,0.14704541445306404,0.0,0.14574068423729242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972199864950653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593080414678168,0.14227417525788355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739240280619973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899789455916052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679092309959148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409259514927366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56011853446531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094986611398458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883823586073866,0.1057170901678815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703240573982408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838615002496677,0.0,0.11100697252155624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469099645444543,0.08198683017529777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288560095274947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902513190390815
anxiety,3throwaway56452,2020/02/19,"sex hypochondria had unprotected oral with a sex worker. got a head cold two days later, but no sores, redness/whiteness in throat, fever, fatigue, chills, excessive sweating. yet now i can't stop thinking about if i got an STI or HIV (irrational I know but still). anyone got any tips on dealing with the anxiety? didn't think i'd be this type of person, but it's eating away at me",3.831261261261261,5.637461135135138,4.368648648648648,85.70855855855856,72.78378378378378,7.095495495495496,27.1981981981982,7.793537801064563,1.598079279279279,300,11,58,4,6,95,63,74,0.129,0.838,0.033,-0.6973,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,4,10,3,0,0,11,10,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,1,4,0,8,4,0,10,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,2,6,32,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614340419767298,0.0,0.1869012357944954,0.0,0.0,0.1708315782016841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22954312644255195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756374693455333,0.2518792898331172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24999648161163104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862059876723993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507389218765931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342698023734385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332749527065764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511124493936532,0.20425929554225164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31309593110222955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23866144157461094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sword-in-the-sky,2020/02/19,Had a little hiccup with BF last night.We found understanding over text this morning. I’ve been anxious ALL day and now that I’m home and in front of him and its gotten even worse. We haven’t really spoken but theres absolutely no negative energy between us. Why do I feel like this? Theres nothing “wrong” but Ive cried all day for whatever reason and have been glued to my phone to try and distract myself from the aching in my chest.,3.4816233766233746,5.097800409090913,4.465129870129871,85.44090909090913,73.31818181818181,7.755844155844157,22.798701298701296,8.418075326091056,1.2344428571428567,348,9,71,6,7,113,69,88,0.22399999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.095,-0.9206,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,7,2,1,1,2,15,12,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,1,8,1,10,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26073335004800463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25351814425098984,0.2976881550997457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243832612067687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669719688615494,0.16488043249602294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305547776755405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315068184000577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881292289927756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127550788853405,0.23131783704554454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658604887285327,0.0,0.2214546158749507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785357995405535,0.2372963297720005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669507183623313,0.0,0.0,0.24026637323856345,0.277618706088574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825714334432696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520044771500864,0.0,0.2523387726075181,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sckb91,2020/02/19,"Sooo pretty much the whole world is against me so yesterday I (22F) was diagnosed with GAD and PTSD. I have been having panic attacks for the past 3 days so hearing this made it much worse. I am struggling in school, not that I am failing, I just can barely even show up to class or make it through class without feeling like i'm about to die. My therapist told me she could get me out of class and the test I had today, until I can meet with her again and discuss medication. 

Today I emailed my professor explaining everything and asking if I can take the test tomorrow.  Straight up tells me no, that I should have prepared and emailed him much earlier. Called my therapist to see if she can help, doesn't answer or call me back.

So now im on my bathroom floor shaking, i feel like i am going to die. I cant breathe and my whole body is numb. I cant keep doing this, this is why I didnt want to ask for help in the first place.

no one really cares or wants to help and thats the sad truth. What is the point of trying anymore. I feel like this is what my life is going to be like forever",3.326261061946901,4.192988119469028,4.277157079646017,89.55564712389382,72.6725663716814,7.7738938053097355,26.514380530973447,8.07648339933343,1.3719212389380533,849,28,190,12,16,275,132,226,0.17600000000000002,0.727,0.09699999999999999,-0.9445,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,1,3,7,0,27,6,2,2,1,31,47,16,2,6,8,0,3,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,11,10,0,1,5,1,0,3,8,7,0,2,6,5,31,6,24,38,5,25,0,2,1,0,19,11,0,5,15,131,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117060844689323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095920796466619,0.12752710057723446,0.0,0.08619606584410201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245150630648556,0.0,0.0,0.2289281819802608,0.0,0.1142908823795274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895007402988293,0.0,0.0,0.07229362037152932,0.0,0.0,0.11377661304294664,0.2326790349863916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403934815577087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007460139227324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700396076682832,0.2402474506834263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953500847635834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058566322334791414,0.0,0.12741519647249416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634204079884762,0.0,0.2254097941701859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108454685802288,0.0,0.0,0.09963741748110484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791777864490042,0.2190607245402116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606937439156748,0.07482595839418395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292644809561453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472137039230878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596017390038362,0.0,0.0,0.13152227525841526,0.0,0.0,0.10700975741803342,0.0,0.0,0.11711803923899057,0.0,0.10596838009241764,0.0,0.0,0.11404346747935527,0.0,0.0,0.13103599048397208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181253534383011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344866474735375,0.08932720217764885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718865645861752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428337683274797,0.0,0.09797816466100197,0.0,0.0,0.260307698111418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125106645748038,0.10711397466366937,0.0,0.07610685103424747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223603152004795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011505671466792,0.2503057334236479,0.0,0.1080579994566652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423693947530593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DanielSmith8446,2020/02/19,Facial Flushing Has anyone completely cured this? If so how?,3.3156666666666688,4.134281900000005,3.41,76.55166666666669,130.0,5.333333333333334,23.33333333333333,6.42735559955562,2.2493333333333343,49,2,6,1,3,15,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548297985928357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8319638781782737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puissantcroissant,2020/02/19,"Part-time jobs for students? Hello, I'm a university student (18) and I've never worked before because of my anxiety, but I'll be finished in May/June and have the entire summer off. I wanted to work to earn some money and do something during that time but of course, finding a part-time job with the least amount of socialising is really difficult. Is there any jobs in particular you'd recommend that would be okay for a couple of hours a week (anything but retail lol) ? Or jobs you've personally had as students?  


Possibly thinking of working in a library, maybe?",5.065911214953272,6.7154082429906605,6.1683060747663525,74.66124415887852,69.37383177570094,8.714485981308412,31.132009345794398,9.188382445141503,2.9387766355140186,450,19,77,9,8,150,76,107,0.05,0.885,0.065,0.3654,4,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,7,2,9,0,0,0,1,14,12,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,15,7,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,46,5,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038322621993864,0.0,0.124174423240684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335756020823926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894881921179333,0.0,0.13812243968253332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960409029876198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483576200069215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985259005893687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6443105648493658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307234597487838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519125879363524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351553675249188,0.0,0.0,0.14173164010397535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299151048852988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398640499231117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249619341960317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400815836866,0.0,0.0,0.0946501488166696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574059363301084,0.0,0.1302033838173389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545128724611578,0.0,0.0,0.11530753351964385,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LostCausewantstolive,2020/02/19,"GAD and Depression at 23. Hi, r/anxiety ! This is my first time posting here in hopes to get some feedback or advice. I'm a 23-year-old male who still lives with his parents. I have a history of drug addiction or in other words, I self-medicated myself out of depression with opioids and opiates. I was diagnosed with GAD about 4 years ago after smoking a lot of marijuana (self-medicated myself out of depression) until I began to have panic attacks. Eventually, I experienced symptoms of depersonalization. When I went to my doctor to let him know that I still felt high even when I was sober all he did was prescribe me Klonopin (anti-anxiety and anti-seizure)  medication and I had an adverse reaction and ended up having a breath problem where my stomach muscles would tense up making me hard to breathe. Fast forward to today, I was recently diagnosed with depression (MDD)... I have little to no interest in life's activities. All I want to do is sleep...About 6 months ago I got fired and since then I've tried working but I wasn't able to find jobs. I have no college degree...and I feel hopeless. Any suggestions on how to get my life back on track? I live in California.",4.102143025725752,6.226025421524664,5.602615057823937,75.79923530800096,72.81165919282513,8.820297380221856,31.467783809299032,9.414487439383343,3.2080726457399122,931,44,166,23,19,314,143,223,0.13699999999999998,0.8390000000000001,0.024,-0.9594,2,0,2,0,0,1,39.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,1,1,5,0,17,12,3,2,2,30,29,14,0,4,3,1,4,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,9,0,1,11,5,27,2,33,16,4,36,0,5,0,0,8,15,0,5,20,112,31,5,0.1147474214945218,0.0,0.0,0.125091626784582,0.0,0.11212985224769724,0.2034333313833188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803218147302211,0.0,0.17556292673161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054175742563992,0.0,0.08823368419366337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953271439687512,0.2329324348053853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744884816421435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307057903839636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016321566050218,0.0,0.0,0.07578958968842528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058019744081874935,0.0,0.11017551943339277,0.0,0.10487706442117603,0.0976040981044928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990158341143985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177399534561342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279115096855647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123695087957052,0.0,0.11397008073812336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386911001571523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306218194906661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733701285381105,0.1620989945719845,0.0,0.11500706156676868,0.2026481508997583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755415434801826,0.0,0.0,0.07659479487592387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549170346518848,0.11559595511472355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159029708266912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204081162645628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346313754107042,0.1274134321278674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989631067477024,0.0,0.0,0.10979778539248528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329923549376457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394131722030549,0.0,0.0,0.0949202528274038,0.0,0.11483029071001236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327487806162412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926650693579018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691014424777535,0.0,0.10876713851297996,0.0,0.0,0.07790596697621165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768100220064505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637200933064413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353748948320598,0.0,0.0,0.08151327596534923,0.0,0.0,0.14778715460095748
anxiety,Woodwick7,2020/02/19,"Starting Cipralex Was wondering if there is anybody else who's starting taking it for GAD. I'm starting on 10mg per day. I know everyone reacts differently to it, but for those of you who have taken it, what have your experiences been like?",5.9981884057971016,6.9394004130434785,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,66.6086956521739,9.611594202898553,34.89855072463768,9.725611199111238,3.420907246376813,193,9,35,4,3,63,38,46,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.5023,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,13,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,5,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564306149046945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169481848428879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534195943967782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898748993882977,0.0,0.2967457430398008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671953868278494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820709829274792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6441624618723399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22809008307471065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289825901748743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SomeYotedThing,2020/02/19,"Anyone ever get anxiety ""hangover""? I noticed if I have a really bad day I'll be so drain and stupid the next morning. You'd think a good nights sleep would freshen you up by the morning but instead I feel so damn tired and weak, heads all fucked up and foggy...",3.3240566037735846,4.598073056603777,4.271839622641512,88.03530660377363,73.15094339622641,6.809433962264151,26.45754716981132,7.1686216300943375,1.1922867924528306,204,7,42,2,4,66,42,53,0.385,0.585,0.03,-0.9752,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,3,0,4,0,4,5,2,0,2,10,8,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,4,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113488571946732,0.0,0.0,0.19317720758886356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067725372718725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817387727999875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24990565399328515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969243774544382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25541086527665746,0.14434176452628567,0.0,0.0,0.23172552718554185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28353683359863124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938205379728384,0.2592644378443698,0.0,0.0,0.3145397851767066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769882016388286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27647352621313465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770252265841552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175363265458181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962571260595046,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nda776,2020/02/19,"My OCD and anxiety is back Hey All, 
 I’ve been a long time lurker of this sub reddit and finally decided to post. Since I was a kid and teenager I’ve delt with horrible anxiety, panic attacks, and pure OCD. It’s been almost nonexistent and in remission for the last 5 years or so and life had been great. As of the last 4 weeks, it has returned in full force. Everyday I am worrying and panicking about something different. I’m currently taking Xanax but it isn’t really helping. Anyone else experience their anxiety returning out of nowhere after a long period of remission?",3.8970642201834838,6.298816733944958,5.765587155963306,73.14030733944955,74.3211009174312,10.965504587155962,31.08348623853211,10.793553405168565,4.390691009174311,460,22,79,18,10,158,80,109,0.13699999999999998,0.809,0.054000000000000006,-0.6073,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,5,0,9,2,0,0,2,15,11,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,13,6,2,20,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,15,48,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873399698936387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293616712478019,0.0,0.0,0.13081513632369984,0.191692089699862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283774875616046,0.0,0.1438578664680427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954654320339209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628665148904947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300636394637834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049439680558628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626337779243234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254000467916654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050007149815621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321446323410761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331131091371625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195055392193737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917702214135825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985231598515232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475977435540614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402822392490644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406656632312045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909156389102943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006939705979475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999528496014328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047748513828554
anxiety,73windman,2020/02/19,"Tension with my mother My mom is great and cares for me dearly, but I'm sure it's not an uncommon that she's a big source of anxiety to me. She's very materialistic and loves buying me expensive things as well as sentimental hand-me-downs and gifts. I appreciate them, but it'd be a lot easier to hang on to them if I were living in one place.  My folks are divorced, so my mom and dad live in two different places, in addition to where I live, up at school. 

My mother loves to, almost randomly, spring the query on me as to where certain things are. ""Where's the xyz I got you?"" ""where's the abc? Send me a pic."" to make sure I don't lose them. To add to me confusion, she demands I keep certain valuables at my dad's instead of bringing them to school, fearing they'll get stolen if I bring them with me. 

So basically, I'm supposed to immediately know where everything I own is between potentially three places I live in. If word reaches her I'm visiting my dad's, she'll take it as an opportunity for a security check for a laundry list of items I have to find in my various spots of storage and endure a yelling if I fail to locate something. My mom drove me to tears last time I lost a watch.

The thing is she doesn't mean to make me feel bad, according to her, and seemed to feel genuinely bad when she did make me cry, I just don't think she understands how much these things weigh on me. I'm going to my dad's for purpose of an important exam for my teaching license and she, of course, mentioned wanting me to look for gifts she got me to make sure they're safe, as if the exam itself wasn't enough of a stressor. 

Any advice or comfort would really go a long way, thanks.",5.5507143940543,4.861575668587896,6.563179129379648,80.53651145153954,67.53025936599423,10.071833763082056,31.231457606552404,9.549672527348893,2.484911239193083,1315,45,288,24,19,442,178,347,0.10300000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.198,0.9866,1,0,1,0,2,0,40.0,0,1,6,4,12,25,0,3,17,0,17,3,0,5,5,48,49,24,0,7,10,9,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,11,1,3,8,0,3,8,5,8,1,3,7,5,55,17,52,37,6,34,0,3,2,2,33,20,0,11,5,185,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710984108503294,0.0,0.0,0.09951149208136273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757961943644004,0.0,0.07602296611284465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595092375591064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132125221647152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091607284935136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038275857686264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268278074446101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931344367936912,0.0,0.0,0.11182650797678784,0.10049577368815032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082857825324858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051920266893814015,0.0,0.1129562305340409,0.0,0.15896138138243374,0.10956325282597218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833064980001633,0.0,0.0,0.054614880380126934,0.08100534085419504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510060761799576,0.08794532473670304,0.0834514680761123,0.11117719929938397,0.10848149662474668,0.08448658618575305,0.17938285110545074,0.0,0.2653390942462217,0.0,0.0,0.1082504487419625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491666575103799,0.0,0.0,0.0730533691024802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734027927626217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31148275730587915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366331114423035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114921742082156,0.0,0.09046888986986906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650510178224776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28098432246723565,0.0,0.07471897236184487,0.0,0.0,0.09149278904034623,0.0,0.0,0.26408607241803483,0.06367662915408975,0.0,0.0,0.05794740066654761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707667586114307,0.10345473462147914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199625260889278,0.058615000701701024,0.07888066382803563,0.0,0.0,0.08935166155933888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705944145706128,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MillionAyres93,2020/02/19,"Death and my loved ones. For some reason, this year has been terrible for anxiety. Mostly, it’s the fear of my loved ones dying and of course me myself dying. It’s not so much that I truly believe they are going to die soon, it’s the inevitability that gets me. I feel like I haven’t been able to enjoy my grandparents company recently because all I can think about is how they are really getting up there in age and I have no idea how I will do it without them. Even my dogs, I love them so much and the last few days I haven’t been able to have one on one time with either of my dogs without the thought that they will go way before me and I start to panic. Of course dying myself scares me because we don’t know what it’s like but what scares me the most is leaving my wife and child behind when I do eventually go. It’s really starting to take away from my positive experiences with these loved ones and it’s terrible that my relationships are starting to become me just worried about them all the time.",4.76147498132935,5.137867402912622,5.5404854368932055,83.56377520537715,69.14563106796116,8.862733383121736,26.525765496639284,8.841846274778883,1.7139429424943984,799,22,168,13,13,261,107,206,0.11900000000000001,0.765,0.11599999999999999,0.3678,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,6,0,11,13,0,4,6,0,19,4,0,3,2,29,36,13,5,0,6,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,7,6,0,5,4,1,33,7,24,30,9,20,0,0,0,4,14,4,0,3,14,130,48,0,0.21115565146233314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076674770512557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919384268393022,0.0,0.0,0.12871852525553912,0.11660241369157685,0.0898389535229231,0.11895005542015605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680889633610016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382924580797691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973315816724646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327537236149044,0.0,0.11880440633031855,0.05338332094839727,0.07542481979779246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032011276095023,0.0,0.18000693421491215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918451427337108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802281192317279,0.08606001925558993,0.0,0.11179167321470718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315998542056004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811524390236112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522369970546399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577113354552228,0.0,0.0,0.1238728304821838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527171727624032,0.10855158881368404,0.10424536590572676,0.11335107343698933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114036435150242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241855853758196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938138562730647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765000768277403,0.0,0.08381700047297216,0.12312655843645427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838027638221203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354651290269488,0.0,0.0,0.10721940689961776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798865826588432
anxiety,mouseinmypocket007,2020/02/19,"Need some affirmations Just found out that my job is moving my office to a new location and the the position that I've had for the last 11 years will be changing to a new one with different and added duties, as well as a new boss.  I like the person who will be my new boss, but their general personality is one that causes me stress when they come into my office, so I'm more than a bit anxious about having to move into the new office area right next to theirs.  I could really use some positive affirmations or something about now.",15.032232704402515,6.825753858490567,13.886226415094342,58.437704402515756,57.58490566037736,17.529559748427676,45.71069182389938,13.023866798666859,5.430280503144656,423,11,84,9,3,141,71,106,0.061,0.86,0.079,0.25,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,1,9,0,9,0,0,4,0,21,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,10,2,14,7,4,18,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,11,60,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037233382174804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498156301867216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583015250446,0.15017292884562602,0.12228440010724374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334205351679788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483160812624221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556498144502351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087158669379649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571486159366508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935359495733118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301758153569313,0.0,0.1052601898940081,0.0,0.6855204622861776,0.1509741322850711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238907000359567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479048100765381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094204357350773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212315079655242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928634051273914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261261273561972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260628645207057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763745009249544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141641204855744
anxiety,lunarjunpier,2020/02/19,"Anxiety at its max today Between being a people pleaser and wanting to scream STOP at the top of my lungs, I'm done. I'm physically exhausted from holding back panic episodes and I'm very shakey. 

Work: i may not need to divulge too much into this, but long story short story: longer hours, more work, boss is in an ill mood bc of his superiors, my immediate co-worker drives me nuts talking about her life (she likes attention and thinks the world revolves around her, everything is a competition, and nothing is EVER her fault... Its always mine...) 


Home: trying to get my kid picked up by someone I trust bc my usual people cant get him due to transportation issues. 

I've been a total wreck today and just needed to get this off of me. I just want to crawl into a sea of blankets and not come out.",5.270384615384618,5.897362192307696,6.076051282051285,79.2856153846154,68.1025641025641,8.547692307692307,28.42051282051282,8.548686976883017,2.0180635897435897,626,20,119,9,10,206,110,156,0.11900000000000001,0.787,0.094,-0.4967,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,7,0,8,4,1,2,2,29,20,7,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,4,11,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,1,16,3,23,16,3,24,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,10,75,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413302406560126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993610372562958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512040447492911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306054912038336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631222026781862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738172846036474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536406082810426,0.0,0.0,0.15265177715888836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26622154578511564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703751277338098,0.0,0.16726973381989796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728107067923687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199712955613046,0.08298097265769731,0.0,0.0,0.15031343055216176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486056030906137,0.2518858018798463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297730981614622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928440116326387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355075977737233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439148143010469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200364646964905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365203816408455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088341262347342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219991476530309,0.0,0.0,0.11531817103210668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706767718440104,0.1401454603637452,0.200365894688954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709622333328597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gnast,2020/02/19,"Afraid I’m losing my mind I’ve struggled with anxiety on and off for years but for the first time I’ve suddenly become afraid I’m losing my mind or that I’m not in touch with reality? Once that thought popped into my head, it scared me even more and is making me think that what’s happening around me isn’t real or that I’m perceiving things wrong? 

My worry now is that I’m developing a mental illness on top of my anxiety and it’s much more serious and will make me unable to live a normal life. 

Thankfully I have a therapy appointment today but I’m scared I’m going to be told I need to be hospitalized.",2.944094488188973,4.370336047244095,4.97244881889764,82.03268897637797,74.35433070866142,8.859527559055119,24.511023622047247,9.3871,2.00812503937008,486,15,101,12,10,168,76,127,0.23600000000000002,0.72,0.044000000000000004,-0.9747,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,3,10,0,5,4,0,7,3,1,2,0,23,23,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,2,1,11,1,14,18,3,14,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,2,6,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454840409154079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283243395610867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720183433659453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597416597228283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647669732245793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118610248944144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188333553041454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646655879384284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332892700259045,0.0,0.0,0.141678222996812,0.0,0.0,0.3589997804237107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420011740830866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169350322174506,0.0,0.3240127954939541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794749117748285,0.11896990659587925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720464018045482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087152106820894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826245631298397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321272195234222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677347307743199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771864817078184,0.1834858819470344,0.0,0.10659429564749796,0.10280838170280723,0.0,0.12737751957423502,0.09355832062020046,0.0,0.15208562068340584,0.15331461461649618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629423866760528,0.0,0.0,0.17542432831741808,0.0,0.10332303232303394
anxiety,adiostrasero,2020/02/19,"Sick days and anxiety/panic? Hi everyone! I’m wondering if others have had this experience.  I’m on day number four of the flu, and haven’t left my house in 4 days except to go to a doctors appointment.  It’s been cold and cloudy here so I haven’t so much as gone on a walk.  I get anxious when I start to feel isolated, so this is hell for me. Being sick also throws off your eating, sleeping, and entire daily routine, and I think some of that could be factoring in. I’ve also wondered if certain cold medications may also trigger my anxiety. I’m pregnant, so I’m not even supposed to take my prescription Xanax, which is normally what I rely on to control panic attacks.  I confess that I have taken 2
half doses over the course of this week because I’ve gotten to the point where I couldn’t take it anymore, and the benefits for me currently outweigh the risks.  However, I’m down to only seven doses total, and I know I can’t get a refill for the duration of my pregnancy, which is another issue freaking me out. (Side rant; the risks of Xanax and other drugs like it are not even well studied or well understood because it’s not ethical to study these drugs in pregnant women.  So most doctors will tell you to air on the side of caution since we don’t really know, which is easy to say when you’re not the one who wants to crawl out of your skin.) 

 Anyway; the real reason for my post, I’m wondering if others experience this reaction to being sick, and how you handle it.  Having panic attacks while you’re supposed to be resting and recuperating is not fun. I’m really hoping to be able to return to work tomorrow.",6.208171152518978,5.882048602484474,7.400952380952384,73.86349206349206,66.0807453416149,10.38536922015183,32.795721187025535,9.994966539143718,3.194904209799862,1278,48,238,26,18,437,171,322,0.165,0.792,0.044000000000000004,-0.9891,2,0,2,0,0,1,35.0,1,4,0,2,18,15,3,4,13,0,24,16,2,4,2,47,50,27,0,8,10,0,2,1,0,2,13,1,0,1,20,13,1,1,10,0,0,4,10,8,2,4,6,5,23,7,41,35,5,34,2,0,0,0,11,18,1,11,12,168,43,3,0.10893493154952627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613456762091483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142277739413332,0.08333492446736802,0.12306546555547175,0.10803418040782688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478584219898285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281144635022393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217978865803608,0.08697567872624158,0.0,0.0,0.2107620566622259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299903681844765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526598720912539,0.11146763061064048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143900989797308,0.0,0.0,0.10409199539950564,0.0,0.21311853205989464,0.0,0.0,0.055080774519903467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382801122227038,0.0,0.061910232006078474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819696671348886,0.0,0.1256962851242747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369976635396264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973557897008275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835812186786825,0.0,0.0,0.053220105039165716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974048300009688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007970890277258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673310384256188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381712887614658,0.08284992423943167,0.0,0.2556233416623452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029787211958841,0.0,0.10432955202808727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399180099496278,0.1395730131779376,0.11200325272014232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662942989618024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011210108028976,0.0,0.10901360305429257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710470523577033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381102281147786,0.0,0.09521393167575362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980110553718719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425264503466507,0.0,0.08738103123525245,0.0,0.19589117204473974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544058592371822,0.07930592757682811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutepixel69,2020/02/19,"Severe needle phobia, in psych ward, help I'm in a psych ward for depression and social anxiety, and dont know what to do. I've been in this same one before, and in the past have managed to do blood tests with valium. But once I tried without valium cause they pressured me, I hyperventilated and tremor'd so bad they had to take the needle out half way. I continued shaking for 20 mins in bathroom floor and my phobia has been so much worse since. At home I'd take like 15mg valium to go do it, but here they only give 5mg and kinda force you to do it first thing in morning. I already feel trapped, I havent slept all night, I hate myself so much for being unable to do it and feel judged/criticised. I cant ask for anything stronger, as much as I'd rather xanax or anything that'd just make me a zombie, cause they'd just treat me like a drug addict. But I really need to do this blood test, I'm almost certain my hormones are all over the place. One time I was dehydrated and they couldnt find a vein, it was hell, I replay it over and over in my brain. My phobia is also of the turniquet - just having turniquet on and them squeezing for a vein causes the hyperventilating and shaking. 

If I say no they'll guilt me. ""You've done it before, come on. If you dont overcome your fear, you'll never get better."" I know. But I cant. Whether its panic or whatever, my brain blocks me from entering room or even considering it. I dont know what to do",3.5208870839305604,4.3820001872909735,4.762188246536073,86.27965440356749,72.21070234113712,7.5681477942347515,24.27154005414875,7.793537801064563,1.0335359452142057,1132,30,245,14,21,375,158,299,0.152,0.773,0.076,-0.9644,0,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,7,2,10,15,2,6,10,0,30,10,7,4,4,49,48,27,0,5,15,0,3,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,14,14,0,1,6,0,0,5,10,10,0,4,7,4,36,5,33,35,6,30,1,1,0,0,16,17,1,7,9,162,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217042020122487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221969183692586,0.0,0.12366958012510974,0.08962056183870963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573154367675577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444446553827235,0.0,0.10476824469720272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357191382837944,0.0,0.0,0.1907228503478724,0.0,0.0,0.09911484283836136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502094073037633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453734364947597,0.0,0.0965364678690101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652381325806947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146842463295548,0.3940278046841058,0.0,0.12996304369386427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401971064824757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610740731426498,0.11332967196368494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242791911141123,0.0953247949946493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855078874860908,0.10750562469736404,0.06369070102590124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064372963358532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511666952485516,0.0,0.11241311910958014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476856042789475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950131145636034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480611225348302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714813526140214,0.08309683762341882,0.08643357940476515,0.0,0.0,0.10516801827989412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193485264210786,0.15188005386183895,0.08523259538478434,0.0,0.13148739151437638,0.0,0.0,0.10698137514605634,0.0,0.0,0.11708697594043438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179348845540919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912079539647287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266046906840429,0.0,0.0927036243081278,0.0,0.0,0.11423898697573236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852204458882608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445285224179236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534762276736826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608666516150568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895418610984898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802933915872716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420664033283286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,95girl,2020/02/19,"Whenever Nmom mentions her, I panic completely. Please help!! I had what I describe as a verbally and physically abusive pediatrician as a kid, when Nmom mentions her, I get physical symptoms, sweat for fear, and desire to yell and cry.


She mentioned it twice today, and I'm still crying in panic and panting.


I used to be afraid of doctors until I realised I wasn't: anytime I recall this memory of my childhood, I get scared as fuck.

Maybe it was also her ways (tone of voice only?), maybe the place ... whenever my pediatrician comes to my mind I feel scared, wanna scream and whatnot (like I said earlier).

It's also like she couldn't care less that I felt traumatised, she never cared to ask why I was or anything. She would rately even speak to ME.

One day she threatened me in a nonchalant tone that if I was unable to fully open my mouth, she would just force it open herself.

Another day I felt disrespected was when she asked Nmom to pin me down and hold me with force so I couldn't escape... always in that tone.

This happened back in my childhood (I was mainly just anxious over it) but now I start struggling to breathe despite I know that it is impossible for me to be sent back there... 

First off because I am in my 20s and second, because no one could force me anyway (Nmom enjoyed bringing me there for the silliest reasons and confirmed that me being scared was her greatest delight).

It took me years to realise that I still fear those memories/ her / the place but not doctors. 

I avoided situations where I could meet the doctor for adults and heal easier BECAUSE OF THIS / BECAUSE OF HER. 

And I only realised it 3 years ago when neuralgia hit me painfully.


Please, realise that I faced worse in comparison, but for some reason this still gets me and makes me unable to recognise I am in a different place.",4.768180602006686,6.392115428985512,5.318333333333332,80.56673076923077,70.07246376811594,7.858416945373468,30.08082497212932,8.384062270229773,2.284166109253065,1433,58,261,22,26,460,175,345,0.154,0.765,0.081,-0.9668,1,1,0,0,1,0,52.0,0,0,0,1,19,18,1,10,8,0,20,11,4,4,1,45,43,27,0,9,8,0,3,2,0,2,6,5,0,2,21,16,0,2,6,0,0,4,6,13,0,5,13,8,58,5,37,20,4,42,0,0,0,1,26,16,1,3,23,192,79,3,0.0,0.10545834012788552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889903560929372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235719107054254,0.07406067305381198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933312458602667,0.0,0.10055219344959827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324489906063833,0.0,0.1664184281206218,0.0,0.0,0.13688125822444966,0.0,0.2170305403786756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149644801640047,0.0,0.0,0.07667135822266248,0.09332179180382122,0.0,0.0,0.14212915431988635,0.0,0.19553927780251584,0.11480386745206367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299301780668474,0.0,0.2733062706263697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587880608844137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003144804063642,0.045004442715755724,0.0,0.17092070747577565,0.0,0.0,0.07570902132501611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228522489006274,0.13950692202004036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870829735831354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059659289435038024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891573377249578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696831841738717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941263810909213,0.0,0.17883831080385446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987135578783237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686474249089143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062643551781042,0.13538715466286216,0.09470936392547774,0.20886028086798272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789790534200542,0.1954051736041555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830273453834792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466571799086216,0.0,0.2673335883413111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004721744898748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299937355900016,0.0,0.2132425060162796,0.0,0.0,0.09304908865968822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251200197859603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843679084081525,0.0,0.09888967658837282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687317843218679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064934546691687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031466845711914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070539274595056,0.12645555807965564,0.0,0.0,0.11463474440662152
anxiety,itsmyvanilla,2020/02/19,need advice I’ve been having bad anxiety lately the most recent one is about getting older since my 22nd birthday is next month and looking back last year so many things changed i gave up so many things that made me happy friends left me because im not that important lol i feel like every year is getting worse it’s scary and i cant sleep at night,2.3487525150905446,4.635914619718314,2.824869215291752,92.87521126760565,78.85915492957747,5.183903420523139,22.818913480885314,6.1826913282559595,0.384829376257545,282,9,57,2,7,87,57,71,0.193,0.69,0.11699999999999999,-0.6278,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,1,0,7,13,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,6,3,3,10,1,13,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,11,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951014055226747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053048774085924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125445395273115,0.15338236225779134,0.1119822058546074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433092060032528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477571319172193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928845637996268,0.13123577480980494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419266597359363,0.0,0.1919520061712113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555274850373366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984282157317768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974054081180102,0.2072223247599076,0.0,0.19959128421237893,0.0,0.0,0.08974685423399327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426227245618296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738219884407157,0.0,0.37248723453123134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662809923457756,0.0,0.0,0.13621169782001916,0.0,0.0,0.19536771600128305,0.17239060758473446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448030871686673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138222141791696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519590687470468,0.0,0.18383330765010775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440850867840839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872066474124315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659438019800286
anxiety,fireandice707,2020/02/19,"Buspar has saved me, my marriage, my friendships, my relationship with my kids. For many years following a tragedy in my life I have been falling into a hole.   I sought counseling that made things worse.  After some time my wife convinced me to see a different counselor.    She was fine.  But she didn’t add much to help.  So she asked me to se a shrink.   That doctor was convinced I was severely depressed.    I disagreed with her.   I felt my anxiety was crushing me, not depression.    After a year of trying Zoloft and losing all manhood down there, I weaned myself off without tell anyone.  Stopped seeing everyone, and no one even reached out to see if I was coming back.  

After my wife having surgery, the anxiety was magnified.   I took it upon myself to see a totally different counselor.   He told me about Buspar.   A drug I have never heard of.   After being prescribe by my family doctor, I started the path to recovery.   Start at 10mg 2x with permission to up it to 15mg 2x.   After three weeks I knew it so much better but could be even better.    Now I am up to 15mg 3x a day.  

This drug has given me back my old me.   I have ambition.   Empathy.  Enthusiasm.  Energy.  And most of all. LIFE!",1.7827515568666,4.4179898185840765,3.547010816125862,84.54084398557852,84.44247787610621,6.7109800065552285,23.857096034087185,7.921354282810032,1.7146586692887582,913,35,169,19,27,304,136,226,0.08800000000000001,0.787,0.126,0.8635,2,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,3,9,9,0,0,10,0,18,7,0,1,4,27,34,8,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,2,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,15,6,36,6,33,16,7,31,0,3,4,0,15,9,0,3,18,130,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830453785600745,0.0,0.0,0.0860571125914084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150587931443066,0.0,0.0,0.1892746200434492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770020548934452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060184745819169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826561367839663,0.0,0.0,0.07937338783033829,0.0,0.21200915401909795,0.0,0.0,0.25717499006609856,0.0,0.2519455728724848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854565522977797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625801520430654,0.0,0.0,0.11760372504980696,0.0,0.0,0.11602444102069558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817159041593485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249478041298436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386345071852338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768978115850294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645682630412076,0.0,0.12477903849057848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809490159493085,0.0,0.0949232600221315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291468256391774,0.0,0.08339900964524825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321368143791191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923003233650656,0.0,0.0,0.1390400589283057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422666401564654,0.0,0.0,0.10289646316776828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757323844864652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176576165660181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176619816618496,0.0,0.0,0.11760372504980696,0.1367411887154947,0.08356005097880144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872358323537364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864019888568395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542424704870989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851291822407873
anxiety,666kind_of_love,2020/02/19,"37 years old and I have to be driven around. Finding that I can’t drive as much anymore. (Sigh) Changes I’ve noticed in the last year: 

I leave the house only if I absolutely have to. I can’t leave if I’m not medicated. When I’m in public I probably look like I’m about to cry because on top of my extreme anxiety I’m just fcking depressed. 

I’m watching TV and movies way less. I prefer the TV off. I’m a gamer so this really bites. 

I’m “ruining” relationships within my family because I don’t call or visit enough. (We all live in the same city) 

Alcohol use has gone up Majorly. 

I cannot drive even if I need to go to the hospital. I can’t Lyft/Uber either. I’ve even missed an appointment with my Psychiatrist bc of my anxiety about driving to the damn appointment. She was not happy. 
I have to have people pick up my scripts for me. 

I’ve blocked the sunlight from coming in the house. 

I’ve always been this way, on some level, but it’s really bad now. I leave the house 1-3 times a month. 

Man, I wish people in my family could just understand.",-0.12605573925366187,2.162882963470324,2.6035742402771227,89.84671232876715,91.51141552511416,6.308360888049128,19.8804912612187,7.6298220110432995,0.9342236183278224,815,27,177,18,29,283,129,219,0.122,0.845,0.034,-0.889,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,2,10,8,1,0,12,0,14,2,0,2,1,28,31,10,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,3,2,0,8,7,5,1,0,4,2,23,2,27,25,8,32,0,3,2,0,7,14,1,5,9,103,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315343872764614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024118733897018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883107216365476,0.0,0.12206163624697995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956670996241187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276611071166572,0.150056050711353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256777707072895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020162557900952,0.10602195614952796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826884064783957,0.0,0.13519687936453506,0.0,0.0,0.10600805812077413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271738629148925,0.0,0.1625854910539669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23205650235355926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249229009759082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994882721898825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310202497007403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260511120050394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032609205240332,0.0,0.3909697602200712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060130350207628164,0.0,0.10868131514059184,0.0,0.10335565013153893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239894898721818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824075765671213,0.0,0.09047747908999837,0.09126177359864593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012664822566911,0.12915106672458246,0.0,0.0,0.09360738682357517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065543915840836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270034913354087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769555801791502,0.0,0.0,0.13214115365352372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176855491459215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812993710591813,0.0,0.10630103524634188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953893078386164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153517075956146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851812367005594
anxiety,anxiousgurllll1,2020/02/19,"how to relax and distract myself hello, i am currently waiting to hear back about a job offer

they are currently checking my references right now and im so worried that they might say something bad and i won't get the job (even though they will probably say good things). ive been up all night and all day just thinking about this, obsessively checking my email, being restless and sweaty. It's only been a week now but I'm freaking out as this is a job i really want to get.

does anyone have any tips to relax and stop obsessing over this? thanks",3.5844444444444434,5.470765592592597,4.3862962962962975,84.98833333333333,73.62962962962962,7.392592592592592,25.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.6436222222222223,436,15,84,7,9,140,77,108,0.157,0.726,0.11699999999999999,-0.4007,5,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,10,10,0,4,4,0,11,0,0,1,2,18,19,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,10,4,10,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,9,57,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344209821443593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269253423350449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958024630929095,0.15156440950603714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706753944314617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885230107582465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989445632998087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896769096562861,0.0,0.0,0.15225316812939174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459000072946265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607636043690935,0.0,0.5404017264470541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256758145404776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034736105480736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805668241279312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571286602546253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628850195455108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501994343910774,0.0,0.2887092969744958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397455381794783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517616431618251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712230617476878,0.0,0.0,0.12059604345342614,0.1163128288610178,0.17834576324868268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706717104649864,0.0,0.14560707675826784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434576657809612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YouPetroleumJelly,2020/02/19,"I want to go to a concert with 2 of my favorite artists live, but I am afraid of the drive. I’ve never driven longer than an hour by myself, let alone in a different state. Tips? So two bands I really enjoy are touring together, and the closest show of theirs is roughly 2 and a half hours from where I live.

I want to go, but as said above, I’m nervous. I’m not worried about not having fun at the show, or the fact that I may be by myself because going to concerts solo isn’t new to me. The driving in a different state with potentially different frequencies of traffic is what makes me so nervous. 

I feel a little silly being worried about it because I’m 26 years old and I have been driving since I was 19. 

What are some tips on easing my nerves? I really want to go but I’m anxious as hell about driving somewhere unfamiliar.",3.68986274509804,4.6270527117647084,5.205588235294119,82.97348039215687,71.88235294117645,7.784313725490197,29.46078431372549,8.07648339933343,1.981901960784314,651,26,131,9,12,220,101,170,0.136,0.76,0.10400000000000001,-0.82,3,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,1,3,11,0,14,0,0,1,2,20,29,11,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,6,0,9,4,4,0,2,4,5,17,3,25,21,1,24,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,3,6,87,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578291519111798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215630984955882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578996476579465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776425328423441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705250894068208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34642495475035834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014513878333565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558281818553487,0.0,0.0,0.1527339146327487,0.2691247385886732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172090915565636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175318702412711,0.14717834466975602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599067283356775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952487222539844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495693311132307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605784022960104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886201001713184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696491225376842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095170612084396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813358565610764
anxiety,screee10,2020/02/19,"I have to go meet a friend in fifteen minutes and I’m panicking. I’ve known this person for years, even though we aren’t super close. I’m scared to leave my house. I’m scared that my clipper card won’t work. I’m scared that I’ll run out of money for lunch. I’m scared that she doesn’t actually want to see me. I’m scared of getting on the Subway. Im scared of leaving my brother alone for a few hours. I’m scared I’ll get lost.

I can’t stop thinking about the “what ifs.” There’s always a scenario in my head where everything fails. I’m a fucking mess.",0.11756516211061553,2.1101108264462844,1.8879338842975208,98.10504767959314,85.36363636363637,4.714812460267005,19.225047679593136,5.8734145424116955,-0.3632993006993006,434,12,104,3,13,142,75,121,0.29,0.643,0.067,-0.9753,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,4,5,13,1,7,6,0,5,3,1,0,0,9,21,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,2,0,1,2,4,11,0,0,1,1,9,2,14,19,1,11,0,2,1,1,6,6,1,1,3,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.11589006013275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299681781593452,0.0,0.0,0.0988156435630676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843812148314168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673146476638226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175164786389424,0.10978927301045888,0.12409164641623452,0.0,0.06749254895303179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187932098645195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695208555022753,0.1370300579091905,0.0,0.0,0.12827833621925916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514938108320909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296376957132502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369435298172376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8322778987413754,0.0,0.09463424666325153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928647718328024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609492615020089,0.11667851101640694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004617249597989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645677823851702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647585132663752
anxiety,LostGirll8675,2020/02/19,Sometimes I feel like the most awkward person in the world Literally I feel so uncomfortable sometimes talking to new people I just want to jump out my skin. I wish I could just feel normal and calm but I literally feel like a fish outta water I hate it lolll,2.0294117647058805,4.6989083137254894,3.9210784313725497,82.08985294117647,83.50980392156862,5.752941176470588,22.225490196078432,7.1686216300943375,1.0281607843137257,208,7,38,3,6,70,36,51,0.163,0.6559999999999999,0.18100000000000002,-0.2569,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,14,8,3,0,4,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,3,4,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785641046936472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758698863276415,0.33617616687947866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229582390599446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298973240307416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272403037576782,0.0,0.0,0.2305299373314136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311741349558934,0.2054423151604804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654069597612343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891136570810889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877754604670522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705668343981255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jmarcatch,2020/02/19,"Is anyone else having this feeling… every day, like dealing with this sucks up all your time + energy & you feel simultaneously successful for managing it but despair because you aren’t “accomplishing anything” in your life? Like you need to focus on things that will further your goals, but CAN’T. I feel like I waste half my life, or more, dealing with this. I don’t need to know it will get better, I just need to know other people feel this way too. I know I need to find better ways of managing my time and my anxiety, but now I’m focused on being anxious and I feel the need to go back to my rituals. GOSH DARN IT. I can do this. But now I’m behind... again. *despair*",2.21235361653272,4.4093973880597055,3.752388059701495,86.51896096440873,78.8507462686567,6.5111366245694615,22.99425947187141,7.61054688173877,1.0624013777267516,526,17,106,8,13,174,79,134,0.091,0.748,0.161,0.8796,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,0,5,6,9,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,1,24,27,7,0,5,6,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,4,18,6,15,24,2,15,1,2,0,0,8,5,2,1,10,71,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582809423517661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117531466129044,0.16503228512064347,0.0,0.10214467723411867,0.14967936571403287,0.12021391727736905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232886155931017,0.0,0.0890508819124224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583972033675977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421149323708378,0.3012104557342216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203365773244985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230812846841229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29545595246254425,0.10436177244487067,0.0,0.0,0.13351727696483506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632237329115721,0.0,0.08302237361387899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408503001043265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636558120155524,0.21410642317885448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415937168361299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127560526993283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705109876123467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703644225854869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319078783801439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luckyyy219,2020/02/19,"How can I confide in a teacher about my anxiety without making it seem like an excuse? I've been missing school more and more because my anxiety tends to kick up at night, which could mean long anxiety attacks, which then leads to me being too tired, sad, and/or anxious to be able to go to school the morning after. The great thing is that my parents care about me and actually let me take the time off, but as a senior, I'm scared that I can't graduate. And I'm also stressed about the trust my teachers have in me.

I want to confide in my teachers because I trust them and know they'd understand, but I do not want to make it seem like an excuse for my absences. I don't want it to seem like I'm using this so I can get off easy for schoolwork I don't turn in either. So how would I go about telling them this personal thing about me without making it seem like an excuse/or that I want special treatment.",6.992899584076056,5.288435550802141,7.089803921568628,81.2396732026144,65.14973262032086,9.808437314319669,35.21628045157457,8.167268648758528,2.5555685086155675,716,27,151,7,9,231,99,187,0.1,0.6970000000000001,0.203,0.9674,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,1,11,14,1,2,9,0,15,1,0,7,0,30,41,13,0,6,6,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,1,0,24,9,27,34,3,17,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,4,10,104,37,5,0.12160479723225248,0.0,0.11866874039578815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724731241202916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790820111071185,0.1373788074430655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383430122902126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825831139572046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398419531317068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970915355175448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353348750093807,0.0,0.13822161730148202,0.0,0.0,0.1340697182512052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683081631865488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434914414706133,0.0,0.2376398457284409,0.0,0.0,0.1076164188707392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435164392877631,0.0,0.0,0.13246327385381426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411786446758687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350277363689117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618061842751587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174761615788318,0.2461410939386343,0.0,0.4428177609738663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929788436982282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143167361490977,0.0,0.1062879527293916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615776476598012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090873518600099,0.139766825630143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227109969211714,0.0,0.12659488254228762,0.0,0.1050275007940565,0.0,0.0,0.2869026403169505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444537010916502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863845589417115,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,simillie,2020/02/19,"midweek motivation I’m 19 and started living alone last month, in a country I hadn’t even been to before. I felt anxious constantly, got no sleep, only left the room for college, until my Dad came up to visit and saw my anxiety notes (I try to write down everything worrying me daily to work through it). He told me something that I feel like more people need to hear as it helped me settle down a lot.

He said ‘Learn to love your anxiety, it’s where your energy comes from’. 

I’m not sure where he got this but he is right. I’ve spent a lot of time hating my anxiety and sitting back to take a new perspective made me feel a lot happier. I finally joined a club and passed a test and I don’t think I would’ve done either if I hadn’t seen another side to it. I’ve stopped listing things making me anxious and started listing things that I enjoyed in my day and have to look forward to!

Sometimes all it takes is a new perspective to make progress ❤️",3.1129230769230785,4.44760367692308,4.4266666666666685,86.48000000000003,73.76923076923076,7.866666666666667,27.871794871794872,8.447377352677275,1.884702564102565,747,29,157,13,15,247,122,195,0.114,0.78,0.105,0.5874,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,4,5,1,0,9,0,8,2,1,4,2,30,35,11,0,2,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,10,9,0,1,6,1,1,5,5,1,0,0,14,8,20,4,22,21,6,30,0,0,3,1,14,12,0,4,15,90,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920988503493966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081784080414838,0.2863146458933079,0.28187817946609994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592988115837853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615840840528118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268795271122986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074664914387486,0.0,0.13481722183099862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045748193766639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276689923341486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240034855503682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212290315277036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616105074786202,0.08912591376017917,0.11978559642380915,0.13666441038240246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955799301343327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317100144530944,0.0,0.0,0.14060939835770675,0.0,0.08362150698691118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169302193808567,0.0,0.0,0.1355480669030717,0.0,0.0,0.06094961836662732,0.0,0.1101620838483308,0.0,0.10476385734990774,0.0,0.0,0.3181899923583919,0.11259741654329608,0.11804741179638036,0.16655157578301472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957927513392924,0.0,0.0,0.09250520333063633,0.0,0.2409807917502323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948827752290454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649029860111021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654118433306056,0.11867179437720066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484638085626537,0.0,0.0,0.09604348197140747,0.12338715425337612,0.0,0.17660627895916545,0.0,0.0,0.1043018391059041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175813206372427,0.0,0.187602397952031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576506235736255,0.07993878893943138,0.0,0.0,0.07274639209092461,0.0,0.0,0.11920997506396598,0.0,0.08470132718421912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082406012656062,0.12669606156662744,0.0,0.08862328426661838,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LuLLiPuPxd,2020/02/19,"Random deja vu/anxiety attacks Ive been having random deja vu ""attacks"" lately abd only way i can describe how they feel is, anxious. This is the only place i thought i could geet good answers from. What should i do?",1.8342857142857163,4.4762976666666665,3.700285714285717,83.49471428571428,84.23809523809524,4.312380952380953,25.06666666666667,5.6839178017228535,0.9718609523809528,170,7,28,1,5,57,32,42,0.12,0.809,0.071,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,8,11,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039337307521546,0.29593239460353243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960188425813137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091482022316193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245133739769555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971379754171505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29549446033162763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984542107281069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736851927027863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796146834026724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792614525785327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gnome_remedy,2020/02/19,"Bad episodes after some progress, feeling really hopeless right now For the past few months I've been trying to get my anxiety disorder more under control. I went off my previous meds (mostly Wellbutrin), stopped drinking, drastically reduced caffeine, started taking supplements, took a break from my desk job and started working part time in a job that keeps me moving. I had a stretch of time there of feeling really good. Feeling actual progress for once.

Then life happened, I got busy, maybe lost focus on staying hydrated? Or something? Idk but the episodes started again and they started hard. This morning was so terrible. I had a bad night, pounding heart kept me up until 2am. Then my husband got me up at 7, he was trying to help me and be supportive without coddling, but his good intentions (to get me to exercise the episode off) just triggered a total adrenal response and fight that left me emotionally and physically wrecked. All over a 20 minute walk on the treadmill. The walk did help, but the cost of just getting there really reduced its effectiveness.

That was around 10am. Afterwards he said some not very nice things, and I decided to take a 20 minute stress nap. I woke up around 1:30.

I'm feeling just...so so discouraged. Like whoever was feeling better before is a different person. All I want to do is go back on my meds. I can't even remember why I went off them. We have plans with family tonight I want to cancel. I'm mad at my husband for thinking that it's all my fault because I ""give into"" my anxiety all the time, for not recognizing how much harder it is to fight it when I haven't slept enough, and being so mean about it (he said I sleep so much these days I have a surplus, so one night of getting 5 hours shouldn't matter). Basically I just want to disappear. I feel like all this hard work has been for nothing. That I'm never getting out of this bed. And that the best thing I can do for everyone around me is to let them move on with their lives, rather than always waiting for me.

Idk what I'm posting on here for, other than I guess the hope that some of you have been here before, and have come out the other side alright.",4.868273381294962,6.224535000000002,5.196467625899282,82.56391007194247,69.50359712230215,8.341774580335732,31.405995203836927,8.745826893841286,2.5088881534772183,1713,73,326,29,30,543,226,417,0.134,0.7440000000000001,0.122,-0.7586,3,0,2,0,2,1,56.0,1,1,4,10,23,21,3,1,19,1,28,6,3,5,7,68,74,23,0,6,11,2,8,2,0,1,2,2,1,1,21,19,1,6,11,3,1,10,7,11,0,1,21,10,41,10,55,49,17,64,0,3,0,0,20,26,0,7,27,219,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.08137774880156892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938813052930866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758802764269128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270745337141448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412265930795,0.1392562808985289,0.05083448085092313,0.0,0.14191948061746398,0.0,0.08751388400477511,0.07375270971173765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183410564400286,0.0,0.0,0.09353028368546636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378040336093883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712601967843503,0.09557350103216013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169159543782364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380383772796354,0.0,0.08616536645390878,0.0,0.05507907873384743,0.0,0.0,0.07968383286658824,0.0,0.0,0.07861376978337138,0.0,0.2529904752518789,0.059574665730257235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784221224119701,0.07999640521666583,0.04739312144963924,0.13988910732946838,0.133391066929942,0.0,0.09186477107171324,0.0,0.07374253278619368,0.0,0.14940421027782858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881893335138613,0.11179068166438036,0.0,0.0,0.08282624402750573,0.08212350074565601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550572978933953,0.07412190002987286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060474597614723,0.08527311727030681,0.058901646792207024,0.08148142302022375,0.0,0.07363592747079492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103130868068147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377763489053389,0.09083742685021136,0.1852575727076984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656203318967494,0.17726322460940966,0.1226042044005984,0.0,0.06431640820519774,0.0,0.0,0.15651392064062694,0.0,0.08001607295329563,0.0,0.0,0.08880887031231442,0.05650801233546344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030450648569496,0.07960630395769333,0.0,0.07281394969872207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986568568452683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026754908585966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446593506463648,0.07121560021507085,0.1586481907081507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345139021135625,0.0,0.0,0.06419859379408717,0.0,0.0,0.23609878633429884,0.08888388752395522,0.0,0.06971874887594777,0.09552429902794997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463130706990107,0.0,0.0,0.12539955750984352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080277063153522,0.05343369205462197,0.0,0.0,0.1458781787155845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926506539054731,0.1132342556955314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880644546893651,0.1475588110842226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460889288584914,0.07524755674677047,0.0,0.0,0.0803861083078945,0.0,0.12141952422196982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrecklesandGlasses,2020/02/19,"Benefits of Quitting Meds?  I've been on 300mg of Wellburtrin and 40mg of Prozac for the past year. Things have been really great lately, and my doc suggested that I start to taper off on my meds.

I'm definitely not against the idea, but is there any real benefit of discontinuing medication? All i can find online is that people quit because they ""don't want to depend on a pill anymore."" Well, I certainly do not care if I depend on a medication that improves my life...

So other than that, what are the benefits of quitting? Why do people work towards getting off of their medication?",4.305079365079365,6.181029428571431,5.909761904761902,74.85746031746035,71.67857142857143,9.263492063492064,29.408730158730158,9.725611199111238,3.026693253968254,464,19,84,12,9,158,75,112,0.04,0.759,0.201,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,4,3,7,0,0,5,0,10,6,0,2,2,14,15,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,9,7,18,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,4,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636637289015796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511991341404172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953480647535316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594737316490972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295887582874586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171946683094349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724461590984051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657151932086124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764409576396292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047930338666996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34747971736776273,0.4727096782720683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931414460210082,0.21687450504369699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990942304743145,0.0,0.17803252046512752,0.10020233243482836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107101026252742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391401242031643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225658672816037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063429523622195,0.0,0.14113862860676435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387070807126322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007250040811403
anxiety,Salty-Shame,2020/02/19,"flight anxiety?? I'm going to be flying from ohio to california soon and i'm so nervous. i have only been on a plane once and it was an hour flight, and i had a panic attack during the plane ride. that was 5 years ago.

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any tips to keep myself calm during these 7 hours? medication isn't an option because i do not have a prescription for anything.",1.5175000000000018,3.941136861111115,3.489444444444445,86.07500000000003,83.16666666666667,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.6479944444444449,282,8,55,4,8,95,55,72,0.163,0.804,0.033,-0.8435,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,6,0,9,1,0,0,0,6,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,6,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210020882576974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567095628821863,0.2878914051162684,0.1611180184774237,0.0,0.18124798217305702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497016948537504,0.0,0.0,0.2695378866506657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442808230953189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346506845561665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466649389418329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105909945229424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386783360468848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25231879261044066,0.0,0.18019313856182465,0.0,0.2779819815567013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878914051162684,0.1525727786679597
anxiety,wittyFait,2020/02/19,"First Timer Hi everybody, 

I have a 30 minute counselling session, which is to see if I like the therapist. Long story short, I went to Waypoint Counselling Network and they matched me with a practitioner. And I'm anxious, just a bit, but closer to time I will be seriously anxious later lol. I tried googling frequently asked questions for a counselor, and its complete opposite, more like ""what questions you will be asked by counselor"". I could use any advises you guys would provide. Trust me it will ease up my anxiety. 

Thank you for your time and consideration. :)",5.914282178217821,8.111221356435648,5.573353960396037,77.59092202970297,68.10891089108911,8.614356435643566,36.387376237623755,9.188382445141503,3.581543564356436,451,24,76,9,8,139,73,101,0.07200000000000001,0.716,0.212,0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,1,1,5,0,0,5,1,9,0,0,1,0,14,16,6,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,14,4,8,8,2,10,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,3,8,49,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897493321909614,0.0,0.14508896408840533,0.4285223998611167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546119768889463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705900368328375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885433032924424,0.0,0.0,0.15142764222721206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132423568459706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877926788406878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853160594591356,0.0,0.0,0.16784264959520925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249239908036304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511340304823353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461294477406605,0.0,0.2202092454598418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118390702739613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876632049047415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380487474509753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581621506434553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472863536098068,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pancrake,2020/02/19,"Even while on school break, I’m feeling hugely anxious about everything surrounding it, such as exams, classes, social life and “friends” I was diagnosed with anxiety around 2 years ago, last year I got some help and saw a therapist and was much better than I was the year earlier. I went on an abroad 4 day school trip I’d wanted to go on for a while but was too nervous and I took my exams without much problems (usually exams are a huge trigger for breaking down) and I even went out in a group of friends outside of school for a few hours, which was huge for me. 

Just some context on how much better I was doing, but the last month or so has been so tough and brought me down again. A secret came out that left me distraught for a few weeks, and my recent exams came back so awfully. I really want to go out with friends, anywhere, because I really enjoyed going out, but nobody is being particularly helpful with organisation and the only other person who was really good at organising had gone away for a week. 

Then I asked another friend who’d been supportive if he possibly wanted to hang out, he agreed but asked if his friends could come. I said okay at first, but then one of them made a jokey, yet belittling comment that I probably took the wrong way, being the sensitive overthinker that I am, and I just couldn’t see myself spending a few hours with this guy. 

I think this finally broke me and I got really upset. I deleted Instagram and cut myself off from everyone on Monday and now I’m really stuck on what to do. 

I just wanted some advice from other people similar to me. My parents are super supportive and everything, I just want to hear something possibly different. 

I hope",7.0290218132242686,6.788364260736195,7.435910020449897,74.00866394001366,64.3680981595092,10.925426039536474,33.75528289025222,10.504223727775694,3.495355691888207,1343,51,246,30,18,441,179,326,0.084,0.703,0.214,0.9933,2,0,1,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,1,4,18,22,1,3,16,2,22,2,0,3,0,57,56,30,0,11,13,1,1,0,5,0,2,2,0,2,12,26,0,0,3,0,1,14,2,8,0,2,24,5,32,14,44,27,9,66,0,1,2,0,24,24,0,7,25,177,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244728449319448,0.07479063519546927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847133691266097,0.06454430411057717,0.09531627808017616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751089155917375,0.15775275136451405,0.0,0.07927021614715876,0.06487681484256158,0.0,0.05143235226637263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924025122309195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299804766832288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267895657392337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736412967085148,0.0,0.0,0.054412922181680666,0.0,0.0,0.08563574434071583,0.0,0.08815072094095773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145374291336238,0.0,0.0,0.08062100553260011,0.1516561209002899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266098858289469,0.0,0.0,0.0924253375578438,0.0,0.07176673011524498,0.0,0.0,0.3259277625324589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438515556723677,0.0707671813104291,0.13495989786238724,0.0,0.0,0.08354148676289253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509330974064473,0.0,0.11310546745469367,0.0,0.0,0.08380037502922306,0.16617873337135075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754878616320498,0.0,0.0,0.0916703610235805,0.0,0.059594397270828735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983477082717612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673448785405503,0.0,0.1860692543087736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571726109455745,0.06416866325644904,0.0,0.0,0.0936850559982464,0.0,0.0,0.05849288063599365,0.07367032471115723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023337325646325,0.0,0.0,0.09096722284975522,0.08073255308479063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702541301190585,0.0,0.08330711326526058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025703709705631,0.0,0.0,0.2561667268061353,0.06723351349428126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600656888259307,0.0,0.06495364240477525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148855812729507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796232674361344,0.0,0.05406213315535978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874806623225122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292377329510196,0.0,0.2488237847176732,0.06697051976377334,0.13535616404746234,0.0,0.0,0.15642726962705794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133154053326648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224747281404633,0.0,0.16299829174271147
anxiety,almanac44,2020/02/19,"does anyone have any suggestions for toys or other things to stop from picking? especially when i’m in class, it’s very hard for me to not pick at my skin or cuticles. i was thinking maybe play-doh?",3.723416666666669,5.058565175000002,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,72.25,8.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.7290833333333335,157,5,33,3,3,51,36,40,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.5028,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,7,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,7,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833319835391662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913269421482533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646076841256314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732308919783817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185745681448623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483327649495068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767995415897657,0.26696844098515016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437746629559881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CoffeeandSunshine90,2020/02/19,"Feel off/wrong/weird afraid of going crazy. Help! Hi All, 

Does anyone else just feel off/wrong/weird like all the time? Like I'm living in a dream or just not myself anymore? The feeling then makes me freak out that I'm going insane/losing my mind. I've been in therapy for a while now, and I know my main anxious thought is of going insane and being institutionalized and losing everything, but I still just can't believe that this feeling of persistent weirdness/detachedness is just anxiety? It's been happening for about 3 weeks now. I've read about DP/DR and it sounds a little like that but not entirely so and it's just really persistent. I've definitely felt DP during a panic attack and this is not as intense as that feeling was, but I just feel weird or not real or like I've really just lost it somehow all the time. Any thoughts or tips on how to break out of this are much appreciated, as well as anyone's experience with this.",4.23011520737327,5.712885145161295,5.261321044546853,81.00483870967746,71.20430107526882,8.325038402457759,25.651305683563752,8.841846274778883,1.8398660522273431,751,23,146,14,14,247,102,186,0.135,0.711,0.154,0.5827,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,16,12,1,2,7,0,9,0,0,2,3,45,27,21,0,0,18,0,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,10,2,0,3,5,7,1,0,7,8,7,5,19,19,5,18,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,5,12,92,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245799719537172,0.0,0.1040096296229676,0.15359698918086698,0.13483656657346488,0.1901338865003641,0.13930789299421473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546750227162561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531812479691659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189802005943978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135777911136012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219278821158015,0.13299573814349602,0.0,0.0,0.4124751532765592,0.0,0.13054367665336955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318089447604532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022967459033232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091131649340747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472049264439215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265694290790968,0.13626842637309167,0.12005586550220194,0.0,0.0,0.15210534280500848,0.14841725943890452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907548808214034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728163642231006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994682201402726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595206887101504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359975795393789,0.15475314077737826,0.17419992276687493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857845982213234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548300859957673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587535521747134,0.15855965609116116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905954199802988,0.0,0.12224507540509386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973035533733927,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foxsok,2020/02/19,"S/O may be having silent panic attacks My boyfriend has never had issues with persistent anxiety in the past but recently we had to take a flight to New Mexico and he is extremely afraid of heights, he won’t even get on a Ferris Wheel. A week before the flight he experienced some type of episode where he could smell something that he couldn’t explain, he recalled small parts of a dream that he can’t really explain, then he started to sweat and his heart started racing. Then when we were at the airport it happened again. He was extremely terrified on the plane (sweating, jumpy, heart racing) and for weeks after now he has been experiencing episodes of a weird smell, dream recall, and sweating and it’s increasingly getting worse. Can anyone explain to me if this is anxiety or if it’s another issue?",7.171339220014716,7.6684538013245085,7.051346578366449,74.39098601913173,63.966887417218544,10.154819720382637,35.32082413539367,9.994966539143718,3.5540855040470944,648,28,113,13,9,206,100,151,0.141,0.8270000000000001,0.032,-0.9445,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,5,4,1,2,9,0,17,5,5,0,1,20,26,12,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,4,5,0,15,16,3,22,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,5,14,71,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531538746840392,0.27039385054027315,0.0,0.0,0.12357277368303413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010543404791494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503830552906504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411034378710642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672759943247707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846668395660645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628055200047175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188485767644757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689175675921547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630402153582974,0.1706856210174542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735297980355968,0.0,0.1913798941871555,0.16870748339084554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321689167507674,0.0,0.17449821052061731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360543406460324,0.0,0.0,0.2501788809040864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287794253740606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835221085384397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010158170775706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scoldinq,2020/02/19,"Could this be anxiety? Sometimes I hear things- it’s not voices, but for example I thought my fire alarm was going off in my house while I was in the shower but it wasn’t- I knew it wasn’t real because it was in my head and it sounded like far off in the distance it’s hard to explain. I am prescribed lexapro and smoke weed almost every night. Not tryna get diagnosed on reddit or anything, but have you guys experienced similar things?",1.983837209302325,4.620070406976748,3.2686511627907,86.94553488372094,83.30232558139534,5.765581395348837,27.20465116279069,7.1686216300943375,1.6294316279069774,349,16,65,5,10,113,62,86,0.111,0.851,0.038,-0.644,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,9,2,1,0,0,14,15,7,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,6,9,1,9,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,3,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403835088767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864359471627548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005509125159914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485621301790172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458100126796027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735848231931784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053344946749213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732736737636655,0.0,0.13850486835970946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130922823710854,0.0,0.0,0.21831449210309944,0.0,0.25011471000668145,0.0,0.2746766196435452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812063024207834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906341494271627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287034416780017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773930498726685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24103343612590356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238175222646932,0.0,0.0,0.1934769235548648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PKDankStorm,2020/02/19,"I'm very overwhelmed. Hello r/Anxiety! 

I'm very, *very* overwhelmed at the moment, and I figure this is the way to talk about it. *I flaired this as Venting, since that's the main issue that I need to do, but I also need advice on what to do. I do have a therapist, but ironically, I find it hard to talk to her. Please help.*

I suppose this needs some extra clarification as well. I had expressed interest in trying out polyamory, and my girlfriend had been open to the idea, saying that she was poly-amorous already. I don't think I want to be poly anymore.

About two weeks ago (February 13th), I took my girlfriend to a school dance (I'm sixteen, transgender female, and she is 17, biological female). As she came without pockets, she gave me her phone to hold. At that moment, I had to go to the bathroom, and I went to the bathroom and stopped in front of the mirror.

I suppose this is my fault, but her phone vibrated. I pulled the phone out, expecting it to be mine, but instead, it was hers, with a new Messenger notification, coming from a person- We'll call him R- with the message being something along the lines of ""How's my baby girl doing at the dance? <3"" 

My heart dropped as I slowly opened the phone. Invasion of privacy isn't cool, and I know this and have been told this, but I would say that invasion of trust is a completely different thing. My hands were shaking as I scrolled up and saw messages involving my name- ""I'm mad because (my name- we'll go with N) N gets to dance with my girl and I don't""- ""Forget N, come over to my house""- and the one that hurt the most- ""I don't want N"". 

My extremities had gone cold- my fingers, arms, feet, blood, were as cold as ice. Even as I write this now, recounting this, my fingers are shaking from getting it all out. I close Messenger and come out of the bathroom, my mood noticeably dropped, enough to have her notice, and she asked ""What's wrong?"" and I brightened my face up, saying ""Oh, nothing! Here's your phone."" At this point I have a migraine, and Roddy Rich's ""The Box"" isn't exactly helping. We spend the next hour until her guardian arrives in silence, her looking at her phone and occasionally texting, and me, looking at the floor, as my phone's service has been disconnected.

I don't know what to do. Other, smaller things that would normally cause anxiety but go away after a while, have had their impression on me magnified by 10 and it's caused this... cacophony of mental noise that ruins my concentration and hurts.

I have taken mental health days before- some were days where I had to get my medication (Vyvanse and Venlaxafine (can't remember the brand name but I can remember the normal name)) refilled, and I've taken so much that now I'm labeled truant by the state, and if I don't start coming to school more, my *parents* could get into legal trouble instead of me for ""neglecting"" my education. I don't want that for my parents, since it's not their fault that I'm home, it's my fault that I'm home because my mental state for that day is very, *very* variable-based and there would be a high possibility of someone doing something that's normal for them to do, say eating chips in class quietly, there would be a high possibility of that triggering me and causing me to do actions that I have no intention of doing if I were mentally stable that day.

What do I do? I'm in pain, my brain is a mess, and I'm finding it hard to even wake up in the morning, rather than getting out of bed. Getting out of bed is a large problem for me, as I can't find any reason to. Please, any advice at all is greatly appreciated.

I love you if you've gotten this far and listened to my nonsensical, grammatically erroneous writings.

You are loved, as well. <3",3.4804292237442915,5.27065958630137,4.559657534246579,84.04227168949775,73.68493150684931,7.4420091324200905,28.19406392694064,8.18523009128523,1.8947187214611882,2918,117,578,47,60,953,313,730,0.096,0.833,0.071,-0.9413,3,0,2,0,0,0,144.0,3,3,3,0,18,28,1,4,33,1,67,17,10,7,3,109,115,51,0,20,13,2,5,0,2,6,4,6,4,3,44,46,1,3,12,3,2,19,13,17,2,2,25,17,92,10,94,78,10,78,0,6,3,2,63,36,0,6,18,394,136,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263316896244802,0.057299809025921675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133228206851093,0.051692899658509206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791536894915862,0.0,0.09889944883022267,0.0,0.06410590136997557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043004249713834,0.0,0.06073177791316429,0.0,0.0,0.0788083683181664,0.0,0.05500421423021612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216005746898765,0.06600506941475022,0.0739313902393528,0.0,0.1992104716947528,0.0,0.2227279028185787,0.06777422318310193,0.0,0.0,0.0516100947030203,0.0,0.0,0.16675082603077104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067535453632839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614326046530447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667908063788765,0.0,0.08538874108327812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724044693175892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263162731486814,0.0,0.11020987649811724,0.0,0.0,0.07126626249001486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581019255797202,0.0,0.0,0.06870971600871152,0.0,0.07659917801858454,0.08665418695807722,0.13659225034652447,0.12967917110114907,0.0,0.06365776718877758,0.07458633579049491,0.1383977572171588,0.07297113667229024,0.0,0.06746777714387449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710493400047764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085633015758638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668095847239986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511839635327134,0.2605692539266769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475181271453009,0.1437900990936926,0.0,0.0624300952412238,0.06874579225604069,0.0,0.19000158473957174,0.06202420132084501,0.14718703380780315,0.0,0.0,0.04380200382217362,0.0,0.06878193661035255,0.0,0.14355101553162075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056441498668842266,0.0,0.14191148274157478,0.06110606586979104,0.14574466347910556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185212709911336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646109078524289,0.0,0.0,0.14644993082404362,0.0,0.0,0.2056185428610668,0.0,0.1308390592523113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069424036409094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054769595996705035,0.09952666655669994,0.0,0.0,0.04575280351409257,0.0,0.0,0.05404226371673141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391100018576342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505247949122956,0.0858884109017587,0.04141895435491263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061766666487351976,0.0718178560661832,0.043886584360213934,0.0,0.0631442722366702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666754733407153,0.11437973731470667,0.051308535925676815,0.051850624948768714,0.0,0.11623895425451125,0.059922292761993824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062311033034554174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836747248499221,0.07067412332512132,0.0,0.0
anxiety,G3ru1a,2020/02/19,"I talked with a stranger. Hi, I'm an 18 yo M introverted individual, I often don't have the guts to speak my mind with friends and relatives, however, today i went with my 3 month old pup around the block and I ended up chatting freely with an elderly stranger, it felt good.

I just wanted to share, feels good doing something out of the norm.",4.002205882352944,5.283659514705885,4.984588235294119,83.54864705882355,71.5,8.381176470588235,28.30588235294117,8.841846274778883,2.036125882352941,269,10,56,5,5,88,52,68,0.042,0.755,0.203,0.8779,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,15,8,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,7,4,10,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541638185055045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25287650611812096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436208636516432,0.0,0.2741337126431582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058378563867295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789433287653182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882830148112324,0.0,0.2278908083255381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995939943258336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979901652653905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948156948578424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706294433416465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840078906902092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646699919282076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slaanesh99,2020/02/19,"Flying.... I don't mind the actual flying part. But my brain is constantly telling me I'm going to be late and miss my flight ect.

This morning I had to be at the airport by 6:20am I had arranged a taxi to pick me up at 6:10 (small town so actually plenty of time) I woke up at 5:30am finished off checking and re checking my list. At 5:40 I couldn't take the waiting and my brain screaming at me that I was gonna be late so I caved and called the taxi and got them to collect me early.

Now have a good 40mins before we even board and my brain turned round and was like yep we have heaps of time could of slept in longer... The wtf you was the one waking me up ever 10-15 mins telling me I had missed my alarm and was late..

Sorry about the rant but anxiety sucks and I hate it.",1.1558032128514029,2.813540885542171,2.445277108433736,97.24209236947792,79.90361445783131,5.390522088353414,19.5004016064257,6.079149491110277,-0.3011593574297189,601,14,144,4,15,193,99,166,0.134,0.8340000000000001,0.032,-0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,1,0,6,8,2,1,9,1,16,5,5,1,1,19,29,13,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,6,0,1,10,2,25,2,19,13,1,24,0,2,1,0,7,12,1,0,12,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.29147121911155066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424571983348007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707848472226602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001429920760394,0.1524942101728391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138493899929834,0.0,0.11923691162612028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986385496190212,0.1350877961200495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487412769374746,0.12526043437613688,0.1194419158468754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744365953225128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053906245899878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729606374359139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507921855874158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101197560067369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172212296529506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717540849405196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228610535960916,0.0,0.2610618352868789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741642779841571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624404984493085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,threefingersplease,2020/02/19,"Anxiety and narcolepsy Hello everyone!

I have been diagnosed with GAD and sleep apnea.  I have a CPAP and it's doing it's thing, apparently.  I am still sleepy and tired all the time and I think I may have narcolepsy without cataplexy.  Does anyone else deal with narcolepsy and anxiety?  I honestly have no idea what else my tiredness could be, I've been tested for everything else it seems.",3.4800000000000004,6.391074777777781,4.63666666666667,77.85000000000005,79.0,9.711111111111112,27.055555555555557,9.827888789773867,3.475355555555556,312,13,54,11,8,102,48,72,0.128,0.8290000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.5848,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,11,3,1,0,1,15,13,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,7,1,4,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32210834857797993,0.0,0.0,0.14720683174085014,0.21571192743837864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680903439945449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170462430177502,0.0,0.21368259034582848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842354215944413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276101097084124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116956337706027,0.18920996720038089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376617120255044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916577726684036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068112725117724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812879976223166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986616975512509,0.13489853730115678,0.0,0.0,0.12276120288033945,0.2419722138903752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294252583149625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DaisyMooMoo,2020/02/19,"Job interview Hey all, I’m new to this Sub Reddit. I heard you all are supportive and help others. 

I got made redundant a few months back, I finally got a interview tomorrow, but now all I want to do is cancel it or just not turn up  

Any advice would be deeply appreciated.",2.310545454545455,4.280502600000002,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,77.54545454545455,9.49090909090909,23.72727272727273,9.888512548439397,2.4616545454545453,213,7,44,7,5,75,45,55,0.045,0.778,0.177,0.7422,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,3,11,13,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,5,1,3,7,4,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,29,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271128367904908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868069102690332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334777768920427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039412526338192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438163981381647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597398920181588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753338681401795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26253710173100153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214640193148004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679702912422852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148556108103423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30179420860079165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636516886180614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970979273766177,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coolbruh00,2020/02/19,Future Introverted Navy SEAL with anxiety I’m a 16yo male and I’ve been working out and running a lot to prepare for all the hard training and I have social anxiety and I’m not the smartest boy but I believe I can do it.,0.12411347517730675,2.4402618723404292,2.77989361702128,89.0841666666667,89.85106382978724,5.686524822695036,26.9822695035461,7.1686216300943375,1.5792014184397165,176,9,37,3,6,61,35,47,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5908852667529455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351161661469013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345960151101548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283341966775731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936831847286777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811588566908307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bqueasy,2020/02/19,"First attack since before Christmas and I don't know who to talk to. I generally have overwhelming anxiety when I go the gym. I've nailed it down to a few things. If I'm late to a class I'm too embarrassed (to tears) to sneak into the class. If the group is too big I won't join or if I realise a class has filled up I'll cancel my place before it starts.


Today I was late to the session but I checked my app only 6 people including myself booked in. Cool not too bad I'll be able to have a quiet word with the coach and join the back. 

No! There were more than 14 people there and on top of that all equipment we would be using for class was gone/being used.


So late, group too big and no equipment. If I didn't feel like a tit before, I do now. Snooping around trying to collect a pair of dumbbells just to catch up with the warm up. 


No one acknowledged me and I didn't manage to get a pair of dumbbells. I sat in the changing room alone until the coast was clear to bolt and cry in the car. Now I feel like I'm burdening others sharing my experience. I want to talk to someone about it but aren't they sick and tired of my pathetic bullshit by now!?",1.3825491651205937,3.069833497959188,3.009508348794064,93.32097866419296,79.3265306122449,5.923933209647496,20.524118738404454,6.782984794422108,0.17928571428571427,897,23,205,9,22,296,138,245,0.19699999999999998,0.713,0.09,-0.9745,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,2,15,10,1,2,17,1,17,3,1,2,2,33,30,17,0,6,9,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,7,12,0,0,4,3,1,4,9,5,0,2,7,5,21,5,35,19,3,31,0,1,0,1,8,15,1,5,14,133,28,7,0.1437071652255763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883728336029026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993558805375736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792984473907368,0.0,0.16348764668406218,0.0,0.11050193954454528,0.1199894803110546,0.0,0.0,0.3668526392223401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520231259185564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785557303167844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405731828336415,0.0,0.0,0.14532532131047002,0.2053288551024021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223724132803583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508106253585238,0.0,0.08167209373061722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897769974092644,0.0,0.4863238254539307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041612399983508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973796943275188,0.10929577484692754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925690789568568,0.0,0.15014340114976565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887605210346645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176261474825308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171667120338307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101275175529765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954726550164772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517024624878965,0.13621758939606485,0.0,0.0,0.09756773200209327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482337005342705,0.0,0.0,0.08476220937430858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208544701625112,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NICEacct111,2020/02/19,"A bit nervous about (potential) future meds; wondering if anyone has went through anything similar? So sadly, I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and ADHD. I've already been on meds for ADHD for a little over a month now and I notice an improvement in my symptoms but I think the dosage should be increased because it seems like the improvement is somewhat weak. I've been thinking about the future, and I realize if I truly want to make my life a lot better, I'll need to treat the depression and anxiety as well.

However, I'm kinda worried about taking multiple psychiatric medications at once. I'm currently on 60 mg of Strattera for ADHD and I was thinking about asking for buspirone for the anxiety to begin with. I know that not everyone here is a psychiatrist, but I was curious if anyone has had to deal with taking a lot of prescription meds at once and how that experience was.",7.254790419161672,7.812967083832332,8.093059880239519,66.78390119760479,63.790419161676645,11.949461077844312,37.65808383233533,11.602472056035307,4.9132280239520965,721,35,116,22,10,243,99,167,0.122,0.711,0.166,0.8745,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,12,0,14,5,0,2,0,31,30,14,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,8,0,10,4,26,20,5,15,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,9,7,85,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344350789143318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296933778977627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765352622413953,0.0,0.0,0.16850594941689692,0.0,0.09915719943741304,0.0,0.11264665170441338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345269381326358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656812292903353,0.13154943989654494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422515590669865,0.2075645040095608,0.12229998884655616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513823057584127,0.0,0.11786732779076647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622095506324935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510925172252279,0.058867818815000424,0.1207677441627448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488124805231306,0.0,0.0,0.08043141408671843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015286731635781,0.12138613528038253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617803824548543,0.0,0.0,0.08934558894784443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718446858231542,0.0,0.25664669530440604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969421243801923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524054436816984,0.18119463694536794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316251817330651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107113117310926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108339564671109,0.11170016374570407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067179463597714,0.0,0.12236862176912547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,really_big_bees,2020/02/19,Im outside of class and im an hour late Im so fucking scared im so fucking behind on all of my assignments and ive done nothing to prepare for tests. Its week 3 and i havent done anything not a single piece of work. Im not going to blame adhd because thats bs its my own damn fault i did this again but now im outside the classroom door and i feel like im going to vomit its embarrassing i dont want to go in there sobbing fuck me fuck,-2.231769801980196,-0.4614746534653449,1.1253403465346563,98.23771349009905,102.46534653465343,3.317079207920792,18.193688118811878,5.148860815047168,-0.5826193069306935,344,12,83,2,16,122,65,101,0.23,0.723,0.047,-0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,5,2,3,0,6,5,0,0,1,10,15,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,3,1,8,1,11,12,4,10,0,1,0,4,0,2,6,0,6,48,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775017779604492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747463411249072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479859810832586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756060734851213,0.12458108711946543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537477313845174,0.07593969206479445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39308511759505577,0.0,0.0,0.18123571511944436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046826412110379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8037445837488469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990937344656498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193209309116107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019963077563903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642337385058216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269762791407417,0.0,0.08526627005285445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738659686165246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stressncoffee,2020/02/19,"Has having an ESA made anyone’s anxiety worse? My anxiety is through the roof, panic attacks have increased in frequency, and my therapists is HEAVILY pushing me to see a psychiatrist. I want to exhaust all options before taking meds. Stress and anxiety in my life manifest as health anxiety and it’s pretty severe to the point I get anxious taking any sort of medicine. Without my asking, my therapist offered to write me an ESA letter. 

Growing up having family dogs in the house definitely helped my anxiety and some stress, but I’m only 1.5 years out of college now and am likely going to move next year to go to grad school. I’ve thought about logistics a lot, and I could definitely afford a furry friend and have the time to take care of one. I do have a friend that adopted a cat, and it made his anxiety a lot worse. I’m scared this might happen to me, and want to see how other people’s experiences have been?",6.094098613251155,6.677110418079097,7.01878787878788,73.40103235747303,66.28813559322033,10.278171545968156,33.04006163328197,10.230975488527342,3.470484745762711,732,30,130,17,11,245,110,177,0.166,0.7,0.134,0.1556,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,4,12,0,14,3,0,3,1,27,32,12,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,6,0,1,4,2,14,4,22,26,5,17,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,6,6,84,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389726267718917,0.0,0.4987795856077883,0.12276273984109284,0.0,0.07598246869258171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158894348921398,0.12362436057435545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246758367523332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079321328324948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676172939157528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629714351014044,0.10244154366747173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791165548913045,0.0,0.05677400424739736,0.0,0.12351588109562857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609383843801793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550790249898435,0.0,0.0,0.07283717616452745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538708792149106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675469117658566,0.05308919021066706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476953567161025,0.0,0.205646619837294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070450111069347,0.0,0.0,0.11527847756687465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549578664463665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556855027780065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363554793488439,0.08264612374683683,0.0,0.12749727004307426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533599121476854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272540637032243,0.0,0.0,0.11055337007586924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879458925902824,0.10997677022314196,0.17318700419163074,0.0,0.0,0.12276273984109284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24895528295212874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511210215319404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523414441788939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626943214186106,0.06336458127799383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281891830643136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475107665200853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148184241126107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995592558997005
anxiety,divvd,2020/02/19,I made three doctors appointments yesterday I gave GAD and slight agoraphobia. I've been putting off these appointments for years but I finally knuckled down and made the appointments. All without klonopin or my old scripts like gabapentin. Yay me.,6.219999999999999,9.990246121951225,4.0128780487804905,80.89736585365854,75.58536585365854,9.133658536585367,39.90731707317073,9.3871,4.887991219512196,205,13,32,6,5,57,34,41,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,8,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,5,2,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33167464861718904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549763788903757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831242941740756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.61324001851847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400315990912779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257555716340595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31236862651441405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086748969384184
anxiety,moriumaa,2020/02/19,"I can’t breathe A few nights ago my mom and dad had a really bad fight and it turned aggressive, it really fucked me up, not just this fight but this happened before, they always fight and sometimes it gets like this, but this one really hurt me, not only mentally and emotionally but also physically since my dad pushed me and I hit my back with a door, i had a bruise for some days.

Ever since that night, there comes a time at night where I can’t breath normally, it’s like I focus on my breath and I need to take deep breaths again and again which it makes me feel like I’m drowning and I try not to think about it so it doesn’t happen but it does anyway",2.605885865958861,4.055420364963506,3.5650829462508287,91.68560716655612,75.27737226277371,7.317584605175848,19.753815527538155,8.00094639256281,0.4675459854014594,518,10,118,8,11,166,81,137,0.139,0.7909999999999999,0.07,-0.8190000000000001,0,0,0,0,3,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,12,10,5,0,5,0,5,5,4,1,1,25,18,14,1,2,8,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,14,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,2,1,16,3,8,15,2,17,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,1,13,76,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993439970702928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624151817952473,0.13135313690023076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138549319939332,0.1318074805413244,0.0,0.0,0.13432822605360029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359834173479693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180739315689144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138145371009164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757256529117488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279446323235245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981934920934376,0.11277604921416134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594010510810995,0.08247594425412795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791922171860006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168993644186677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313689768946936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053735547539122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590869269470114,0.0,0.0,0.18488509082026927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705205504488142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444426034133095,0.1546704265156642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697081220721008,0.12006053096521455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033897174509901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261168777193438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612873061719162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869195148485398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115106162963897,0.0,0.0,0.0920501159368119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717737008268598,0.17170761867083367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lee_Kang-In,2020/02/19,Recent uni graduate. Job hunting... Im scared that i will fail so i hardly try...,-1.7674999999999983,-1.1481827499999984,1.4574999999999996,91.7375,126.5,4.1000000000000005,16.5,5.985473137389443,0.17192500000000033,60,2,12,1,4,21,14,16,0.368,0.632,0.0,-0.7506,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857710220406674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651677128280669,0.0,0.4273461532020488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252074372260492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311481891701748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292377935457431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slinkcoin,2020/02/19,I don't do anything outside of school I don't ever do anything but sit in my room alone. Every day when i get home. I want to do other things and get involved in shit but anything else is out of my comfort zone and im honestly scared to do something like play a sport for example. Whenever anyone asks me to do something (which isn't often) i make up and excuse. I can't even imagine the fear something like going on a date would fill me with. I can't even fathom how id do it.,2.1098300970873787,3.251293417475728,3.980764563106799,89.45425364077671,75.99029126213594,6.315048543689321,25.496359223300967,6.6274283507984215,0.8749815533980579,374,13,82,3,8,127,65,103,0.14,0.6829999999999999,0.177,0.29600000000000004,0,1,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,2,3,0,13,1,1,2,1,14,19,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,11,5,12,18,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,6,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272481705840427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011285052609586,0.0,0.4593888553002992,0.0,0.1739615367433645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000748613949774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544762093967748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24581079220872226,0.16832180881741374,0.15678209800359458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939396698412646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944403138123032,0.0,0.10575468033038248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866554031418221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010004756172672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818205170031911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242111699305772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630052923892385,0.1883249032521038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910104835214241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297650095637737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362460236250065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975597596460944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218730318334704,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lju1345,2020/02/19,"Buspar- Questions Hey all!

Just started taking 5mg of Buspar twice daily. My anxiety is pretty mild, and really only gets exacerbated in certain scenarios (flying, being on a boat, pretty much anywhere where I feel like I'm trapped). These scenarios are a dime a dozen, but need to be addressed nonetheless. Anyway, my question is about drinking on the drug. I'm not much of a heavy drinker in the first place, but I do have some events coming up where I would like to let loose at bit. My wedding is in March and so is St Patrick's Day, which is always fun. I know that the two have a moderate interaction, but if I wanted to drink, say my wedding night, would I just stop taking the drug 24 hours prior, then resume the following day?",5.630579029733963,6.2574238732394365,6.185868544600941,78.81492175273866,67.30985915492957,8.846322378716746,30.56651017214398,8.841846274778883,2.42050923317684,578,21,108,9,9,188,98,142,0.051,0.8390000000000001,0.11,0.8122,0,1,5,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,10,0,14,4,0,0,2,22,26,8,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,3,3,2,1,4,2,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,2,10,4,13,21,5,23,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,4,13,72,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935970944792874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893064461450975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697280074746845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391972032788838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052470933266905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045939116549909,0.3605811326774392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860800332378916,0.11106454937661712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223883334242847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122428163448618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310215326838358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543974618816398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897395692404095,0.0,0.1519051331531087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856998938250395,0.11527566214417695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458937944010163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823848115344802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624283073341531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163285093492634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483137704922408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959514893747552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363236669368514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003924651173984,0.0,0.0,0.1299760784570538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337813427257616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151867155775824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169755106878713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087639197356654,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itashadublish,2020/02/19,How do I calm down? I have a really important exam tomorrow morning. I’m getting really anxious and because of that I’m not able to study properly.,1.3598275862068974,4.0431028275862095,5.1409482758620735,71.11762931034484,89.6896551724138,9.796551724137933,31.38793103448276,9.516144504307137,4.661682758620688,118,7,19,5,4,44,24,29,0.083,0.759,0.159,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,3,1,0.4681684145430821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288970495925559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853911201233428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445986736600388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998413489873801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhyDoesItShake,2020/02/19,"Pristiq Hi all,

I've been dealing with serious anxiety the past 6 months. I first tried Lexapro and had some pretty nasty adverse reactions to it. After that I tried the natural route with exercise and supplements but nothing got better. I started Buspirone last month, I'm up to 30 mg daily but still no noticeable reduction in constant anxiety.

Based on my Genesight results, my doctor wants to steer away from SSRIs and is leaning towards trying an SNRI next, specifically Pristiq. He wants to start low at 25 mg to see how I do. Has anyone had any success with this?

Anxiety is the main issue but my depression has gotten slowly worse, so I could use some help there too. More than anything, I just want to put this period of my life behind me and get back to myself. Thanks!",5.2077334993773325,6.939247643835621,5.831569115815692,76.8933188044832,69.13698630136986,9.144707347447072,31.76587795765878,9.573946990214177,3.224131506849316,620,27,106,14,11,201,110,146,0.172,0.721,0.107,-0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,3,1,21,21,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,5,1,12,3,21,15,5,21,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,2,13,71,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726947680955444,0.0,0.3620149329830963,0.0,0.0,0.11029636779587423,0.0,0.12980762966059511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820312125918758,0.12129330440038973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950933984907696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046228066273345,0.0,0.12594357330368744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626243290850967,0.1358623298158224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145487998199545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417464872178556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241330614106293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616010829903515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057306522108296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646409095982368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285801933285771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141732815135502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25181516301159146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775963648468262,0.0,0.0,0.15135700855819914,0.1795894881456258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058189667023555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047958663064546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585735507399213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569937408239718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330017398278906,0.0,0.12597238671843514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522697366527046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32128791583648875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623781593987747,0.0,0.0,0.2791196744327665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075183638436666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bombasquad12333,2020/02/19,"Moving to someplace new I'm coming off of academic suspension in college(failed a lot of classes because I didn't go because when I missed a couple of classes I worry about the interactions with other students and the professor when I would return to class after missing a significant time of class.) and I thought that when I came back after a semester of finding myself and how to handle my insecurities I would have an ""A-Ha"" moment/ moment of clarity. Which I did for about 10 days and then my anxiety kicked in for my first exam coming up and I know I have to study. I'm going to study after this post, but I thought of the idea today after this semester to move somewhere away from where I'm attending college now and where I don't know anybody so it's a new start. I'm wondering if somebody has tried this and it worked for them? I should be happy here. I have great friends, my parents are the most supportive ones I could ask for, and I feel like there isn't a reason that I shouldn't be happy.(I know it's irrational) I'm not really sure where this post went lol, but wondering if moving someplace new has been therapeutic for anybody. Thanks for reading this and hope you have a great day!",5.595988700564972,6.236686508474578,6.346,77.58770056497175,67.38983050847457,9.513672316384179,31.83502824858757,9.558583805096642,2.907774350282486,960,38,180,19,15,316,127,236,0.047,0.775,0.17800000000000002,0.9889,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,14,12,0,1,12,1,19,0,0,2,1,39,45,19,0,8,5,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,13,0,0,11,1,0,10,5,3,0,2,7,1,24,9,32,31,2,42,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,7,23,130,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903755378377064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044343839791723,0.0,0.1109948974976508,0.09084112247222999,0.0,0.14403212064595114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351188350390289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035315084844254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432388394089944,0.13071787116047967,0.0,0.1523789643487624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059734314917426486,0.08439808274098665,0.0,0.0,0.1079763396561901,0.10048844622922977,0.0,0.0,0.09127341983468423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428152844603494,0.0,0.0,0.2604959634618322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576050297538527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733806830255117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336385189988456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947772932577813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577164453851186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043702655951872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766872070736785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342296352593665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005362417325214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117869097622922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262878243946203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817035057284288,0.0,0.0756824717500328,0.1214659312269382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836189538784452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406203435761585,0.1113440256516091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087659485098154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875773561006576,0.06888743980026678,0.0,0.11198137129721257,0.0,0.0,0.0802082056538652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095154624396404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562320687363744,0.08600614813397453,0.11997526012277332,0.0,0.16784423211498978,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousEddie,2020/02/19,"Is it better to tell my partner about my anxiety or hide it? Hey all. I’ve recently began dating again and things have been going well so far but I feel like I have been hiding something and that is the fact that I have bad anxiety. Some days are worse than others but those bad days do happen frequently and as time goes on, it gets harder to conceal. Things are getting more serious and the decision to share or not needs to be made.

On one hand my worry is she will see this as a major weakness and lose interest in me. On the other hand, this is who I am and it feels dishonest not to tell her. Also, the longer she doesn’t know, the less sense my anxious moments will make to her.

I’m really torn on this one and could use advice from people who understand and can relate to the situation. No need to sugarcoat anything, I want honest feedback. Thank you.",3.696779964221825,5.07212993023256,4.8002325581395375,84.2127459749553,72.37209302325581,8.083005366726299,24.85867620751341,8.617729084823388,1.6287543828264752,676,20,135,12,13,222,113,172,0.218,0.638,0.145,-0.9411,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,5,12,0,0,7,0,19,3,2,3,2,29,37,16,0,4,6,0,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,16,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,1,2,4,5,15,7,18,29,5,16,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,3,10,100,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835102768270054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958939770623418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24793192279894435,0.18306764960987684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335135770722767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706059347644439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331792307090316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938181321436418,0.0,0.0,0.20901457700281628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387225911895129,0.11576682936091427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932635309322333,0.0,0.09209537874007608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329814704046426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905711654278242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916826623565835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128980098449815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333334606477833,0.10816802341766467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403124666478129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196152791249841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123433939367122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038118344416296,0.0,0.16000244374236544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913094739241482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214827862084365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475215029525688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832734691787077,0.14919164739863128,0.0,0.0,0.2153144341337469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449125180890937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869725419082354,0.0,0.13995708706916665,0.0,0.0,0.09557986600564132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570024288978953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456719175469312,0.16514033644890405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mgarza15,2020/02/19,"First time living completely alone My whole life I’ve either lived with my parents, roommates, or a significant other. I just moved into an apartment completely alone and it’s sending my anxiety through the roof. I’m either paranoid someone is going to break in or broke in while I was at work and is hiding there. I also find myself paranoid about supernatural things like ghosts, even though I have never been a huge believer. I live in a very safe, quiet town and I have met all my neighbors (all single women who live alone actually and very nice). I’ve never even had an experience like any of the ones I’m paranoid about in my life happen to me so it’s not a variation of post traumatic. Anyone else experience this when they moved out??",4.189061032863851,6.294858915492959,5.229225352112675,78.64811032863851,72.52112676056338,7.8319248826291075,26.622065727699532,8.59863814320734,2.0795896713615023,594,21,106,11,12,195,93,142,0.175,0.757,0.068,-0.9119,1,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,10,5,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,0,4,19,12,11,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,4,1,14,4,15,8,6,22,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,2,8,76,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.12563696207055633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40002429501819103,0.0,0.10295766905609872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755130318678407,0.0,0.09848989696611546,0.0,0.0,0.09002179393903342,0.13191490131541705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450520051298465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699742551536804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755028149766044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007027664624125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25187545795842164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767098511340199,0.10951079188236502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316899139705373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384915325240788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187340084745984,0.12579702196492126,0.0,0.4547382724600579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736720215873991,0.0,0.0,0.19859281578049887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872412312582463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295655735515125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330252766702755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090855799581124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553273896216675,0.0,0.12649172540100104,0.0,0.0750724920760255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212456916218452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373966812868982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372820202054123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,retrodreams,2020/02/19,"Will I ever stop feeling fat? Hello everyone. I (F/18) have been bullied before due to being overweight (mainly in P.E class). Since last year I have lost over 30kgs (in a healthy way),  am still sticking to a healthy diet and visit the gym regularly. I am not overweight anymore. However, just the thought of having to attend another P.E class ever again makes me incredibly sick in my stomach. I can’t help it, I still feel like the biggest person in the room and am extremely insecure about my body. It’s like, I could be the skinniest person on earth and would still feel fat. I hate it so much, I‘m scared that I’ll never stop feeling like this. Please, does anyone have any advice?",4.562153846153848,6.2567886,5.092307692307696,81.70769230769233,70.69230769230771,7.661538461538463,28.384615384615394,8.238735603445708,2.0196769230769243,538,20,98,8,10,172,89,130,0.2,0.659,0.141,-0.8959,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,2,7,0,14,8,4,1,3,18,23,4,0,2,2,0,4,3,0,2,5,0,1,2,5,3,5,2,5,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,4,11,3,11,15,2,23,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,15,63,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199309063886854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577337072716302,0.16309854245615485,0.0,0.0,0.154255105846775,0.10875804513752796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235413131675478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727712432352341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418701634394495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611517930753356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813918964495064,0.0,0.14862631166857526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145852792742436,0.22223737282319087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356476368288954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425600838322263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678686296997488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279687661350064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979162734585626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038249794026722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434070149229535,0.0,0.11996298605908555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716252065801409,0.0,0.17073756333942605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572390648722648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286653134937685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726462836789313,0.26007886736393643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348236318609453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346138921564552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049202771358213,0.0,0.0,0.1001634530602225
anxiety,Stabbymctits,2020/02/19,"New Job Anxiety I’m currently on my third day of training for a new office job, and the anxiety is overwhelming. I’m working in a field that i’m extremely unfamiliar with, but I was hired because I have a really good resume. The trainer was very  transparent about where I should currently be in the training process, and i’m definitely nowhere near there. My anxiety already gets in the way of job training normally, but now its gotten even worse and i’m scared of falling really behind. I’ve already told the trainer about how much i’m struggling, and she told me it’ll eventually click. I’m terrified that it wont.",5.678676470588236,6.7671599243697536,6.77091386554622,73.01250525210084,67.40336134453781,10.992016806722688,36.72373949579832,10.9516,4.439326890756302,497,26,89,15,8,167,72,119,0.191,0.746,0.063,-0.9326,6,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,3,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,19,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,5,1,7,1,13,10,1,14,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,6,53,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643116160669481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37882796876802266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062345963506134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645471648695856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902535764975788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624082191198965,0.0,0.0,0.138450572417874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914113071106504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134341696900001,0.0,0.0,0.3188459450477036,0.0,0.0,0.16173085169038562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149260615111745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526110711498795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256412301219776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31545765023279515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619776325796495,0.0,0.1310226947678431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201709193242982,0.0,0.1682176233764993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,st0rmforce,2020/02/19,"Started having anxiety dreams about stupid things This post is mainly to vent, but if anybody can think of some advice or anything, I'd like to hear it. It's going to be really fucking long and boring, but I just need to say it all. Oh and I'm 33 years old. If I don't mention that, you might read the post and guess I'm about 14.

I usually sleep pretty well, but in the last couple of weeks my anxiety's started getting into my dreams and I keep waking up feeling tense and weird.

I have a number of things that cause me anxiety at the moment, but for some reason one particular thing just won't leave my head and it's not even the most plausible or important thing to worry about. 

Forget money worries or my job, the thing that's causing me the most anxiety, is that a group of friends are going to stop wanting me around if I can't keep them entertained, or if I run out of ideas for things to do, or if something I organize goes wrong...

If you haven't jumped to the TLDR yet, you probably should now.

I've known these guys for almost 5 years, but even now I wouldn't say I'm close friends with them. We met in 2015 to form a group to play dungeons & dragons and we just kept going. Some members of the group are closer than others, but for me I only really meet them on D&D night, during which time we spend most of the evening playing the game. So they're a group of about 7 people, who I've spent an evening pretty much every 1-2 weeks for 5 years with (plus occasional other events now and then). It's not that I don't want to know them better, it's just that my social anxiety makes it hard to suggest something different.

So basically these are the best friends I've had in 20 years. They don't know that, I'd be mortified if they knew. Social anxiety makes it very hard to meet and form connections with people, but having the structure of the gaming group makes it easier. Plus they are fun to be around and they seem to understand me better than other people I've met.

Another semi-important point is that about 3 years back I started running my own D&D game with them. It's a long, mostly improvised storyline, being driven by a central plot but really I'm just making it up as I go along. It's not high-tier RPG material, but it's fun and everybody seems to enjoy it (they haven't quit in all this time, so I must be doing something right). It's finally coming to an end next week and everybody's interested in my next adventure, which I've been planning for a couple of months.

So then a thought pops into my head: What happens if I only ever had one (albeit very long) story in me? What if the next one doesn't work? What if they drift away and I go back to having no friends? I need to find other ways to meet them, so that I'm not relying on games night to keep contact. But what could I suggest that I wouldn't screw up? What if they're not interested? What if D&D Night is all we have and all we'll ever have? What if they think I'm weird?

I started having dreams about waiting for them somewhere and nobody coming. I've had dreams of them laughing at my efforts. I had a fairly complex dream, that I'd organized a coach trip with them, but I ruined the day by leaving somebody behind. No idea where that one came from.

When I have one of these dreams, I wake up feeling like I've barely slept. And the thoughts begin again straight away. I don't know how to get these things out of my head. I thought I'd got social anxiety under control years ago, but I've forgotten how I did it.

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TL;DR: I keep having dreams about a friend group abandoning me because I stop being fun-to-be-around. I wake up thinking about it and feeling alone. I feel ok when I meet up with them, but in the time in-between, I'm alone with my thoughts and my thoughts hate me.

It's not every night, but I fucking hate not being able to escape.",4.170220805063412,4.896758448538755,4.984867780681356,85.77133969456501,70.61372299872934,7.921833569082496,26.666083287382225,8.029587711577364,1.4691980964254037,3037,93,633,39,53,986,302,787,0.09300000000000001,0.748,0.16,0.9959,2,2,3,0,0,0,102.0,5,3,17,9,39,34,6,0,30,1,49,11,8,10,7,155,117,64,0,22,44,0,6,2,5,7,0,3,0,1,57,42,0,10,25,16,3,14,20,12,1,5,20,9,78,22,94,82,17,101,0,2,0,3,58,32,3,30,54,419,135,3,0.05038419721109271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049234854389894785,0.044662550819131265,0.0,0.05045249552470113,0.10436566646369988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729562831396185,0.06122231443667948,0.0,0.052832223854913485,0.2698064107121158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146190129290457,0.13455785276399276,0.0,0.0,0.09467522365234493,0.07748467524888214,0.0,0.030713738970671083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528751065150976,0.08912145600970969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762609910620041,0.0,0.1035168990033342,0.0,0.08680304915129072,0.0,0.0,0.05651016142748831,0.04022768167361697,0.11149831178265428,0.0,0.03249363902051693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264076235586088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462544390699485,0.0,0.0,0.13311314829298276,0.09115078185432267,0.0849017184059053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190305594266894,0.035994480554843264,0.0,0.055193425284648816,0.04605024346424449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946335289094258,0.09315875688303536,0.05264732702348942,0.0,0.1431725018967218,0.0,0.04029684519372007,0.0,0.055503873592638815,0.04988827663118308,0.04455457919740271,0.0,0.09026868847248493,0.09948792734677367,0.1551261665394853,0.0,0.056786652068817015,0.0,0.0,0.05323367063790158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375525173152227,0.0,0.0,0.049998541322841934,0.17913515798097113,0.0,0.0,0.08306951137987724,0.04106984541626218,0.0,0.10669917988555648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923034750647081,0.0,0.0,0.13376528710078214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452737151243035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053449671092306826,0.0,0.0,0.04021618552061393,0.0,0.037038182230185984,0.07471848763236102,0.0,0.0,0.16075249599075628,0.18912862385395046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286973943880337,0.0,0.17070817991754586,0.07663890475583209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479017515233124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762935197623595,0.0,0.09650826689946117,0.10251768401908964,0.05432268629333091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358979564741951,0.05039783189041053,0.0,0.09683222068358978,0.05180334620919902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043027829123696716,0.0,0.08013507179171962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173576168574203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042058407575272,0.1540810320754152,0.0,0.11636464968678427,0.0,0.0,0.14264877644820512,0.0,0.0,0.08424688984696267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343111528048209,0.09685247744445556,0.0,0.1999971230808287,0.08813829171830727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245172619089767,0.0,0.0,0.05549107500225293,0.0831444787182971,0.059435809849278425,0.03999263055482589,0.12124549162443818,0.0,0.04530144419160458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036680295642568105,0.10233519594999613,0.0,0.0,0.055087210206544134,0.06122231443667948,0.1946746265588995
anxiety,coconutchamp,2020/02/19,"I have a date after not being on one for a year. I am so nervous about it. I constantly think I should cancel bc I will have nothing to talk about, or he will hear the nervousness in my voice.  I'm scared I'll be very lame. 

Also we agreed on the time yesterday and he hasn't said anything since, it's supposed to be in 2 hours, and I'm thinking it's not even going to happen. I'm scared to text him to ask again to confirm.",1.8244700460829464,2.7097354408602143,3.675299539170509,92.37580645161295,76.31182795698925,6.604608294930878,22.963133640553004,6.868970318607317,0.4831456221198152,328,9,78,3,7,111,63,93,0.17800000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.024,-0.9142,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,20,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,3,8,0,14,13,0,13,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,8,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932360742887766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948196422202869,0.0,0.2213231162929226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558355053366253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563667796011856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454672711825694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093514023197694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26682701212325005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314455572551995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271616724836671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042345140262065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519718231365016,0.0,0.4740428771793098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583658276247687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028537320089328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033912164419769,0.0,0.0,0.1380469774501666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953380946288504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524549844271258
anxiety,OceanMank,2020/02/19,"I'm really confused Sorry if this sounds really dumb but here goes:

I'm pretty sure I have anxiety, my brother and mother have/had it and I'm always worrying about stupid things.

However away from specifically anxiety, I have this thing, if I get too worried, well i have never talked about this but my face twitches. Now the only reason it happens is because I get really worried about it happening.

So it's a kind of paradox I cant figure out, does anyone really know anything about this kind of stuff? Or how to relax my mind/face?",3.0175961538461538,5.3825024903846215,4.804461538461538,79.14053846153845,76.98076923076924,8.006153846153849,24.823076923076925,8.841846274778883,2.2369569230769235,425,15,75,10,10,144,68,104,0.21899999999999997,0.6609999999999999,0.12,-0.8142,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,1,2,0,5,2,1,2,2,15,13,9,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,9,5,10,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,2,51,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857028992910846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640973723272554,0.0,0.0,0.10804168399966617,0.0,0.12715409568600786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517354573709093,0.0,0.0,0.09419195893508413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521862379657615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145721853577732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732772521208944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218107744473093,0.08491834888747554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601784042075936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917282087097544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751692909294514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571990549972926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959494723379341,0.15886892388765414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296881866321942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768846777167936,0.0,0.0,0.14563018089032262,0.0,0.0,0.12419468733176114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530808708022014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892908887030214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707576917160931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunny-mosquito,2020/02/19,"Generalized anxiety disorder Been living with GAD for all of my life, tried 3 different types of meds and also tried therapy. Any advice for a broken man? So discouraged to go back in for help when all else has failed so far.",5.3434108527131805,6.611556209302329,6.465116279069767,74.2401550387597,68.30232558139535,11.314728682170546,28.286821705426355,11.20814326018867,3.521765891472869,179,6,33,6,3,60,37,43,0.268,0.68,0.052000000000000005,-0.8777,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,2,2,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,20,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734252995238343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376248769247067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902791465793396,0.0,0.21405247962349505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515520662107415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923399772919486,0.3206843974345964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374381685767645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590214278067312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754951425438188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976367811733538,0.0,0.0,0.2470757351722788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108037920153893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199850211053084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37994275258847626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,salthoney,2020/02/19,"I can't remember the last time I felt exited about something or looked forward to something with excitement. And I only just noticed today. Anxiety yes all the time and over the smallest things, excitement nope. I'm just coming to terms with this.",4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,4.440000000000005,79.26000000000003,77.8888888888889,8.044444444444443,29.0,8.841846274778883,3.0484666666666667,200,9,32,5,5,63,33,45,0.036000000000000004,0.769,0.19399999999999998,0.8126,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,5,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,6,4,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,6,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225501916098103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502662800154095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27895481852127113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368211147795381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439724281309591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33077087290302953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096151903912892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32911439412871074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473291093979925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301553887773687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388213142422119,0.0,0.2753889207058305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DividedClash,2020/02/19,"I am myself’s worst critique I’ve failed a few of my job interviews and had not been able to regain confidence in myself ever since. Doing another interview today, hoping that it will be better.",4.722342342342344,6.749865378378381,6.44162162162162,70.84639639639641,70.89189189189189,9.257657657657658,25.84684684684685,9.725611199111238,2.910646846846847,157,5,24,4,3,54,35,37,0.16699999999999998,0.631,0.203,0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,3,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,21,6,4,0.3712892431386355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893291447363396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283751630558199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358523771292253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368773994801506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368447282945032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071342987214509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519387887837414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway2299xx9,2020/02/19,"My friend gives me anxiety. Hello. I have anxiety but I do my best to overcome it. I've learned how to mildly manage my panic attacks. I've gone to therapy and now I'm working things out myself.

But recently it's been getting the better of me. I met this student who is younger by a few years in University. He's honest and respectful to his older peers, including myself.

He and I are the only ones in class who aren't international students. They prefer huddling in their own ethnic groups sadly instead of interacting. He and I were alone until we met each other.

He talks a lot to me. And he mentions he's very picky to whom he talks to and says he trusts me. That made me feel so happy.

One time he almost broke down in class because he had an argument with his girlfriend. My anxiety almost gave me a panic attack when I saw how teary red his eyes were. But I did my best to comfort him.

Another time when we worked together, I told him he reminded me a lot of my brother. And he took it as a very personal compliment. He doesn't have any older siblings. Has two younger brothers he tells me.

I believed we had a good friendship sprouting. But when I ask him if he wants to hang out, he's always busy. And when I tried again after a long while, he's still busy. 

Even more weeks pass. Then one evening I texted if he wanted to hang out whenever he's free. He said depends where and when.

I said whenever you're not busy, there's a bunch of cool restaurants my coworkers used to show me. And it's around where you live, so I can drive you. (Doesn't have his license yet)
So what do you think?

He said I'm really busy right now and I'm not in the mood for anything. Sorry.

I stopped responding and pondered. I wanted to be left alone after that.

Is it normal starting to feel discouraged at this point?  Every time I try it goes nowhere. Maybe I should just move on to finding other friends to hang with? I don't want to get in his way after all. Moving on might be an option if this keeps up.

And my anxiety isn't helping in this situation. I want to be a good friend but I don't know anymore.",1.2698374644453452,3.5495248785046734,2.95411621292158,90.45510564811052,82.92523364485982,5.9647297846403875,22.622104835432747,7.255503002510835,0.8648224705404308,1640,57,344,24,46,541,217,428,0.11,0.7340000000000001,0.156,0.9864,0,2,0,0,0,0,49.0,3,3,2,5,23,24,2,2,14,1,27,1,1,5,1,64,57,35,0,11,11,2,2,0,4,2,0,4,0,1,19,23,0,3,8,1,1,9,8,7,0,4,17,10,56,17,46,35,10,58,0,3,3,0,66,21,0,10,27,223,75,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044116436102015,0.1866296422027722,0.0,0.0,0.07496912737128872,0.0,0.0,0.06127003506396868,0.0944760798154704,0.27570026811303777,0.0,0.0893534514316182,0.0,0.0,0.07414334680680502,0.0802067217691488,0.08422988760606724,0.20499998600055247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492317836919485,0.0,0.0,0.1015100988439223,0.1891055276071736,0.07968475654523492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901835191674212,0.0,0.07591182936586642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911129661427698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234835029843607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088295150608555,0.0,0.09414544206205652,0.08643064233298921,0.0,0.15114060899520942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591147454803388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039109130545142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008364142328815,0.0,0.0,0.04951575140271471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789222868109916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955858132435559,0.07973429230979638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319695911885678,0.0,0.08525333112309608,0.0,0.0,0.0905160022767994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955802164621126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152078550920146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827735050463048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831591228338252,0.06852393060877035,0.0,0.2114222346834181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867049058288691,0.0,0.0,0.08517215688711745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771937366063421,0.0,0.08896134902782116,0.0,0.0,0.07694358332786197,0.2571127725814741,0.07164990309137681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127443187866232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085783741153737,0.06377214607845079,0.0,0.0719527379166156,0.07532633787330684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483544119790015,0.07875001585133977,0.0,0.10303542881874456,0.0,0.05985740616731685,0.05773144823190101,0.0,0.0,0.1576113908444456,0.0,0.0,0.08609292929551501,0.1001026922138899,0.12234186557952725,0.0,0.0880130930524086,0.0,0.0,0.07781613193186858,0.0,0.14868131292707212,0.2657119985445833,0.07151595523793115,0.07227154129414938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118548817096695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802044729157906
anxiety,bthxby29,2020/02/19,"College advice I study cosmotology at college, I know not exactly a great field to be in when you have anxiety.

I struggle most with actually bringing myself to go to college, or rather go inside. I have a bad habit of driving up here only to sit in my car because I can't bring myself to actually go inside and to class. What if I say something wrong? What if I mess up someone's hair? Am I doing a cut today, a colour, anything? What if I piss someone off?

But when I do go to class, I usually end up enjoying it and doing fine. I know I'm capable of doing the services and I am actually quite a good fake people person, able to chat away the whole time if the client wants to.
 So why do I stress so much before a class? Why does my brain automatically go into catastrophe mode and cause panic attacks?

 I've spoke to some staff at college about this mainly due to my poor attendance, but I still don't really have anyone to talk to, or go to if I am feeling panicked. I haven't told any of my classmates because I don't want it to seem like I'm trying to make up an excuse. I'm just not sure what my next step here should be.",4.040780141843971,4.328811659574473,5.885106382978723,80.77333333333334,70.70212765957447,8.479432624113478,28.43262411347518,8.447377352677275,1.8963815602836875,880,30,185,13,15,306,130,235,0.159,0.78,0.061,-0.9549,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,10,16,3,3,10,0,18,3,3,2,2,32,38,17,0,9,13,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,1,1,12,6,10,0,0,2,5,26,6,32,33,5,33,0,0,1,0,8,11,1,10,10,122,33,9,0.12480502779584812,0.0,0.3653751113611464,0.0,0.0,0.12195802872299233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487169864793985,0.0,0.0954755046574406,0.0,0.0,0.08726657729629192,0.0,0.10270390379843942,0.0,0.0,0.1419837365565872,0.11725843194448693,0.0,0.10420698510003948,0.1521599730919239,0.0,0.10619988632962003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932368652101418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820914267347652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921772087038732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054021053228894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310517202508206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255774405762482,0.1046805359807202,0.0,0.13759798374537574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717915868629496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097343243559341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330832518065205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174605568049693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327315629430547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491984756868513,0.0,0.14643180937297473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652409185512855,0.1089749363170004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327455096154138,0.0,0.0,0.07995329662140192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992499674102771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361780995630982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114937900875976,0.0960810078192258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966945641499098,0.0,0.1429637376679712,0.13047331312895108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762726169075245,0.0,0.0,0.10031355381187347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727748153632061,0.0,0.11830057328160005,0.11925655246089968,0.0,0.08473442145619553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745510579561085,0.0,0.14722647796152233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225234250810957,0.13934035648957147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645470567326642,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dizzy66,2020/02/19,Looking for support group in Australia NSW Sydney Does anyone know where I can find a support group in Sydney for me and my friend,4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,70.6,5.0,28.5,3.1291,0.9358000000000004,106,4,18,0,2,32,20,25,0.0,0.6990000000000001,0.301,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351053603213233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942440555623488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073153526932313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25977657047207864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478755859769336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823551555885015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7631175774723703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honeybee_hive,2020/02/19,"Does anyone else usually feel floaty/disconnected from their body? I usually feel like I'm a bit above my body. Walking is weird, things feel a bit dreamy? I don't feel like my arms and legs are attached properly if it makes sense, and I feel a bit dizzy a lot.


It gets worse the more anxious I get. My mind either snaps and I go numb, or things begin to feel further away/I feel like my consciousness (?) is going behind me.",2.168382352941176,4.2421676470588245,3.130220588235293,91.54474264705885,78.41176470588233,6.602941176470589,21.213235294117645,7.645422480735847,0.6816176470588236,330,9,71,5,8,105,56,85,0.141,0.77,0.08900000000000001,-0.5319,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,5,0,4,5,4,1,0,17,18,5,0,1,3,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,7,11,3,3,18,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,6,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618309135708625,0.0,0.0966675789796774,0.1416534106189947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989037822053395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527994144397765,0.3071290547699646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120983462229441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549009274357125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489323297971716,0.296297374081003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445978484280672,0.0,0.15714126424825994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262582577122112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753516297844065,0.0,0.0,0.09228291464580587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959303810147072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836942464082196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045255745631661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088850929862815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tangled_Paper_,2020/02/19,"Weird anxiety about relationship. I've been with my SO for almost 8 years now, I've been dealing with DPDR/Panic disorder for 4 of them now.
I've never really had any kind of issues like this before but most recently I've been getting anxiety from just looking at/thinking about/touching my SO. its almost like I don't recognize them (but I obviously do) the hand holding feels wrong or foriegn and the thoughts seems distant. And all of this causes mild anxiety. I'm not really sure what or if it correlates with anything significant. I've had the ""unrecognisable"" sensation before with family members while going through the DPDR in it's prime, but this is just weird.",4.163213333333335,6.806812248000004,5.370100000000001,75.11488333333334,74.52,8.966666666666667,29.61666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.3245066666666663,541,24,90,15,12,179,80,125,0.139,0.7709999999999999,0.09,-0.4798,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,1,4,27,15,11,0,1,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,3,6,4,13,9,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,7,8,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35168813461056425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941811845138985,0.0,0.4030143842772689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450879556562166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988555857198587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803957600735967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810421004312396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012597178765953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554573136849896,0.0,0.08879168236100228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174689993311796,0.0,0.09980095056930058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328706570698594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828666515401044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158446674162928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474648330777952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354381918672031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603583332637468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499543189584653,0.0,0.17338976393123112,0.18853515159959286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986512940941888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655065998851653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125212498430856,0.0,0.13941156807464525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919976207019772,0.0,0.11308452231232675
anxiety,Tattsandcats94,2020/02/19,I feel like I can't breathe. I don't want to have to go to court The walls feel like they're closing in on me. I cant fathom how the hell I'm supposed to stand up in court and speak. I hate everything about my situation. It feels cruel that I have to go through this.,-0.10200000000000033,1.6239514666666683,1.879999999999999,99.395,84.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.42735559955562,-0.20399999999999974,208,6,54,2,6,69,41,60,0.198,0.7020000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.8375,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,7,13,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,4,8,2,11,13,0,9,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844477099811438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800922153052216,0.4522120165675265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597458543739027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31247593767230025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092495624197265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557566569118002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667853386100414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WelshGaymer84,2020/02/19,"Fits from anxiety? It's mostly stopped now, been months since my last fit. Just wondering if anyones anxiety has led to them fitting before? It scared me really badly the first time and it happened a lot especially when I had lack of sleep, not eating and high levels of stress/anxiety.",5.545754716981128,7.371587679245284,6.052971698113207,75.26549528301891,68.43396226415095,9.828301886792454,30.23113207547169,10.125756701596842,3.327192452830189,229,9,39,6,4,74,47,53,0.24600000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.042,-0.8755,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,11,5,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,4,3,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,7,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197668938438122,0.0,0.0,0.1583592146851939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891003043367343,0.0,0.0,0.19271674356741494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317443116713484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264271731565136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002744192571373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928724418416145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461041688396865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254414255140426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077318526998387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508809279260654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267447480123794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873455704020076,0.0,0.22664231996529996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893463841681176,0.2594306540600623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206158608293436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456065539723107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,orangelucozade,2020/02/19,"Citalopram withdrawal Hello - it’s my first time posting here, and just really wanting to speak to somebody who’s been in my shoes with this situation.

I’d been on citalopram for mainly social anxiety since May 2019 - I started on 10mg gradually increased to 20mg. I started having panic attacks and depressive episodes after I started taking citalopram and when I asked my doctor he increased me from 20mg to 30mg.

With the problems still persisting, I agreed a plan to ween myself off citalopram starting with 30mg for one week, 20mg for the next, then 10mg before going off them completely - this is what my doc told me to do. I came off them fully on Wednesday.

Well, only a couple of days after and my life has felt like hell. I haven’t been to work all week and I keep taking everything to heart, getting emotional and breaking down at the slightest thing, unable to sleep at night tossing and turning with worry and generally just feel really low in myself, to an extent I’ve never felt before.

Not to mention the bouts of dizziness, confusion and nausea, I’m just generally really crappy at the moment. I keep falling out with all of my family and friends, and it’s only been a week since I stopped taking them. How much longer is this going to last and what can I expect?

I appreciate any response to this and also I thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this. Thank you.",5.073485380116956,6.333403377777778,5.9039571150097485,78.04464912280703,68.92592592592592,8.202729044834307,29.39571150097466,8.532816995589336,2.302962962962963,1112,41,197,17,19,365,147,270,0.11900000000000001,0.79,0.091,-0.8640000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,3,4,9,12,2,2,10,0,12,5,3,1,3,42,36,17,0,3,4,0,3,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,11,21,0,3,3,1,0,6,3,7,1,2,8,4,29,5,44,27,7,47,1,2,0,0,15,15,1,2,25,137,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743558647189864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743519119138607,0.0,0.08364138370398616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221396441608377,0.12438495330990322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607297177817467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250507227678131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146362264612564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097768799269346,0.0,0.14102474774090168,0.0,0.0941705346136094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190955126775674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229877587932208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826372732710713,0.0,0.1030718101745726,0.0,0.055283330797713685,0.0,0.20995851612344288,0.0,0.0,0.0930007487642266,0.0,0.0,0.08447236180300438,0.0,0.05712330348743312,0.0,0.12427580641657382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956313338127526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436489130874152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912305245234517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772269206001143,0.05341581881543999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037419727743422,0.0,0.08432630359673574,0.0,0.11627958004079153,0.10260399140254144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408858698460846,0.1663091998330181,0.0,0.1282816906616837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471321776097887,0.0,0.0,0.10461933927428976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936512104024178,0.0,0.21012942696987785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088696596299794,0.12289772039965348,0.10941449410671196,0.11145380724297592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095530128443639,0.0,0.08731549812158343,0.09140940155334464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288268562427841,0.0,0.0,0.2013229387264988,0.0,0.0,0.07263767004699752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750885743145002,0.0,0.0,0.10447478753200083,0.0,0.0,0.11892566373312605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448893032170258,0.0,0.2631071093678012,0.0,0.09830577509933107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959757041660777,0.11103554133127032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bigolbigboyboy,2020/02/19,"Just got some bad news I'll try to make it short and sweet (maybe not sweet 🙁)
Ever since I was a kid, I've had problems with my teeth. I've had to get many pulled, and I'm not left with a whole lot. I have 22 left in my mouth, and i believe 3 are still baby teeth. I stopped taking care of them awhile back because I just gave up when the dentist basically told me I'll end up losing the rest slowly over time, but now that I've grown older I kinda came to and realized I should take care of what I have left. 

I made appointments and started going to the dentist again and it was going great. I had some cavities but got 2 filled, and was feeling good. Had an appointment today for just a cleaning. That went well too, my mouth hasn't felt this clean in awhile. Then they asked ""hey, the last time we had xrays of you was in 2004. Would you like to get a few done? We'd like to make sure nothing shifted too bad or anything, and itd be good for future reference."" I had braces, and they've been off for awhile. I said sure why not, wont hurt to check. 

They took a few and I got this ""look."" The doctor kinda shook his head and asked if I could take one more. I said sure, and stepped up onto the machine where it rotates around your head. He just told me to sit down and he'll be back in a little with the results.

He came back in and again, gave me this really bad look. Apparently my wisdom teeth are impacted. I said alright, no big deal, I can just get them pulled right? He said unfortunately it's not that easy. Where the teeth are is basically right on top of my sinus cavity. If I get the surgery and they accidentally poke a hole into it I'll be in bad shape. Constant nose bleeds, if I swallow drinks wrong itll come back up through the nose, pain, I wont be able to really blow my nose anymore, and I'll lose a lot of my sense of smell. I have 2 that would need to get pulled, so it doubles the risk.

My only other option is to leave them in and hope they dont cause problems. Which he said most likely 20 years down the road they will. So I'm kind of in a bind here. Take the risk of something going wrong, or gamble on them not moving? It's a lose/lose situation im in. I made an appointment to get a second opinion, he said just to make sure, and if they say without a doubt, 100% they can get them out without any problems or risk of damaging that, to get it done. But if there is, it's something to think on. 

If anyone had this done or knows of anyone in this situation, and can offer any advice I'd appreciate it. I've just felt uneasy thinking about this and couldnt fall asleep, so any kind of advice would be greatly appreciated and welcomed.",2.4718667166791697,3.657761543010757,3.660535967325167,91.93134658664671,75.14695340501791,6.624389430691007,21.93731766274902,7.025160622230231,0.3551238142869049,2063,50,477,20,43,671,245,558,0.13,0.7390000000000001,0.131,0.3791,1,0,3,0,0,0,69.0,2,3,12,3,29,41,0,5,27,1,46,21,12,7,5,101,102,39,0,17,27,0,3,3,0,9,7,7,2,1,26,31,2,1,8,1,2,17,13,19,1,2,36,18,51,22,61,48,11,78,0,4,2,0,42,38,0,21,25,289,77,1,0.06084784476267297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189196193511864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413586300036875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060344711700942376,0.08509245568184105,0.0,0.050072591667303296,0.054167482331010486,0.11376904199566985,0.0,0.0,0.1871529468367551,0.20322163504263294,0.03709228139804912,0.0,0.0,0.06855468424919822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391874487153884,0.12407686606363327,0.06250749788151254,0.0,0.052415030426658855,0.0,0.06575490359557322,0.0,0.04858205280880337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273145613041826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228034745854441,0.0,0.1868054133380536,0.07131322089075165,0.05960772285098127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389312986255882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504035919269347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030766498585177236,0.0,0.11684694637691705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543238998905535,0.0,0.10374369725327964,0.10207257056097803,0.14599674003934174,0.13416992732521876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124894886660283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060435639337426975,0.0,0.0,0.06513887630350036,0.0,0.06572611388627184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672733360339528,0.033440384172950116,0.04959911473523505,0.0,0.06442908186846599,0.19833408411910536,0.0,0.0,0.08918155022305296,0.06098552575458094,0.0,0.0,0.10219372935868698,0.2042195220405644,0.0,0.1034613233554088,0.0,0.11515140390755566,0.12184922661102672,0.061690164142471623,0.06112983857031502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467162936137676,0.0,0.04511790589128057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838514812523302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123207436578706,0.0462775278509098,0.0647463969195228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466950927083408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796137490616148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392745392069473,0.3472814063132835,0.048388648408936905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050333965971961096,0.13679105387600196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368728731006956,0.0,0.0,0.043068417705158166,0.0,0.04859316742783598,0.0508715228077246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939349433662215,0.0,0.18300002661526124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797768399126861,0.0,0.0,0.07096173521304026,0.0,0.057676642083272577,0.1162854464956706,0.0676041944138918,0.04131169243642453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054709519974028134,0.05640656170346835,0.05490571562149031,0.0679344456757135,0.0,0.11731030198162555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967368932834672,0.13305513238657138,0.0,0.03918401705220682
anxiety,NightcorePhenixmix,2020/02/19,Need advice. So I started school this year good. I went to school with like no big problems. I cant make presentation infront of class but thats alright. Now I skipped school for 3 weeks. My teacher called here and I lied to him telling my grandpa died and didnt felt good. I even lied to my mom telling her everyday that I was at school. I cant stop myself from lying. My mind is constandly making excuses for not going to school etc. today my teacher called me I said im going monday again to school. I feel soo bad like I never felt that bad going back to school. Im scared that I pass out or smth. I will probably go to my doc tmrw maybe he can give me like emergency medication for at least monday. I dont know what to do anymore I cant keep lying.,0.8050335070737162,2.9721601139240548,2.5979970215934465,92.990078183172,83.9367088607595,5.4897989575577055,20.686522710349962,6.794906146795322,0.3233435591958305,590,18,130,7,17,195,95,158,0.23399999999999999,0.659,0.107,-0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,0,1,10,1,0,2,1,19,26,5,1,2,3,2,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,6,4,26,6,17,19,2,23,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,16,74,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963039546227571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773718431117627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757804683449919,0.16457374507491626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126539045539002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022815024830743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550230695549372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991162328533044,0.0650927211614281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049830894175637463,0.0,0.18925090885901974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454013789604472,0.2240376789450757,0.16532162240619433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290632189264708,0.0,0.0,0.08759761930503766,0.0,0.0,0.05416164729637985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444270865860862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156856095334502,0.0,0.09900881337984796,0.0,0.0,0.0992808551227822,0.0,0.0,0.0995095094937526,0.11542300816253052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307512057865262,0.07600944172715073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625581370365432,0.0943010334015158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374559885462123,0.0,0.09866782733997023,0.6981797840115336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975567138510391,0.0,0.0,0.08239395401355676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227772829034538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341585101407528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905253617790935,0.0,0.0,0.09135876802085258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346431010663034
anxiety,applepaimon,2020/02/19,"money will help I’ve tried- no exaggeration- almost everything, and I have arrived at the conclusion that I am an american and my puny matrix requires money and the occasional expensive thing",17.763636363636362,11.63280293939394,16.589090909090913,34.90363636363637,49.90909090909091,20.472727272727283,57.24242424242424,17.122413403193686,9.224115151515152,159,8,21,6,1,54,27,33,0.067,0.851,0.08199999999999999,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631254375135288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054157162738818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769401492584065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736090725834056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818076480755375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stupid_piduts,2020/02/19,"Knot in my chest? I lately started getting sort of a knot in my chest, and I think it must be anxiety?

I have never felt this and I don't know what causes it. Is there anything I can do that would help?",-0.4379545454545449,1.5501165681818208,1.7874545454545439,97.92118181818184,87.86363636363637,4.42909090909091,17.89090909090909,5.6839178017228535,-0.5345490909090911,155,4,37,1,5,52,33,44,0.043,0.8759999999999999,0.081,0.3695,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,2,1,2,10,13,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,3,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784591606955865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995411540843312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739284792518215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494972798844213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901750836830288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24398166477678934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004499337168705,0.0,0.4106080862427333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807393981812997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576412187670553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332366338331556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585753021258113,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amzyst,2020/02/19,"Not good enough I keep doing so poorly while everyone around me seems to be doing great. I studied so hard for this test and people who said they didn't study at all did way better than I did. Everyone around me just seems so smart and I don't know what to do, where to go, or who to ask for help. I just feel so lost and scared",2.586197183098591,3.2333594507042283,3.409971830985917,95.90650704225351,74.2112676056338,6.806760563380282,18.42535211267605,6.742157984588678,-0.3092107042253525,255,3,63,2,5,81,47,71,0.129,0.705,0.166,0.6043,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,9,6,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,17,9,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,5,3,8,4,10,11,2,7,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,1,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803492464840684,0.19971377445529925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889370145028444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207353079632564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082623010001974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801696931671864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140997815081615,0.1791814185783833,0.0,0.2355261337748849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136914124496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319065513293572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898827928581679,0.0,0.0,0.11740461597047305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332007021252209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481030773730818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320958799907984,0.0,0.21387935847114506,0.0,0.0,0.3889586573666432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956832972569047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DancingDiddy,2020/02/19,"I feel sick I'm so anxious, I feel physically sick. It's worsened by me not actually being able to physically be sick (long story). I'm frightened. My anxiety is out of control and I'm so worried. Everything's falling apart around me and I just don't know how to stop it. I'm scared. I feel so alone. I just wish I knew how to make it better. But I know I can't. My anxiety in a situation like this is natural rather than just me over thinking everything. But I still hate it. I wish I just didn't care. I wish I could stick my head in the sand and hide away from it all.",-0.8869870875179338,1.2391178048780525,2.1016834050693447,92.88142037302728,94.52845528455285,5.820946915351508,20.24342419894787,7.285733465282438,0.6728712577714013,442,16,104,9,17,155,70,123,0.305,0.5720000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.9672,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,12,5,1,1,2,0,8,4,1,4,1,30,25,10,0,5,8,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,7,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,4,19,3,13,20,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,66,25,0,0.159686954107661,0.0,0.15583143208901476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538752538995602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432016561989325,0.18040080505728293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421552447561108,0.0,0.0,0.15003114995723346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123013408554608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628114922903592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791024974890561,0.12749703900925072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870326753554494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422275661588507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576578070890932,0.16388488460183562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551954760587513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801497967738992,0.0,0.0,0.14131792932988585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659228185638404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987449867614822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794948270381117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752620782642587,0.1335054439424831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102320952315587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508963492969473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216985328554287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProfessorAutodidact,2020/02/19,"How do you handle bad days? Yesterday, I was really stressed and venting to myself and brother about a lot. I was always feeling very pessimistic which makes my mood drop in a slight depression. I also couldn't bare to do important tasks, so it became just a lazy day for me.

However, today, I woke up feeling better, more optimistic about the future and energetic to get things done. I also see that my thinking is more logical, rather than scattered-brained and unfocused. 

How can I handle anxiety/mood swings like this? Some days I am off and other days I feel great.

For the record, I suffer with General Anxiety Disorder with overthinking and catastrophising being the main problems.",6.502601626016258,8.374093406504066,6.5286178861788615,72.59747967479676,66.15447154471545,10.34471544715447,33.178861788617894,10.504223727775694,3.9876276422764234,551,24,87,15,9,175,89,123,0.221,0.637,0.142,-0.9033,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,3,0,23,18,11,0,3,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,4,14,3,13,12,5,11,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,2,8,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30656194850172463,0.1594874418916788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466294594587947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003910062452514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951935316280398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139706610368861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49445338218563706,0.0,0.16508783063904758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196740721500285,0.0,0.0,0.1961482125079382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907471595868938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001413264814726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132035962097545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364183485027172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295368488447806,0.0,0.0,0.12794333723068232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340534897193805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279074834543124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273870989905827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195609821773262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733914509391278,0.1228164354856022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168376460730976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815044863998465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lord-Muffintop,2020/02/19,"what other options? I have a severe anxiety disorder and I'm almost constantly stressed for no reason at all this has resulted in some pretty bad breathing issues and I honestly have no idea what else to do, I've done 7 years of different therapists, psychologists, psychotherapists, meditation, medication, family therapy, you name it I've done it and my breathing is just getting in the way, I have 2 chronic illnesses and the shortness of breath is seriously crushing me, does anyone have anything?",6.041637931034483,8.985415735632188,7.232859195402303,62.57618534482759,69.80459770114942,11.24655172413793,37.31178160919541,10.9516,5.56594367816092,407,23,57,15,8,137,66,87,0.256,0.6809999999999999,0.064,-0.9391,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,10,6,3,2,1,13,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,7,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791737491751787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512012891354848,0.0,0.0,0.13820109181913048,0.0,0.16264865746756385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502903588287354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358884043369228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065016089051146,0.22652339455742024,0.0,0.1729643666330194,0.4045280218898391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511075460790905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632631218869505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326368054293436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231221723686748,0.0,0.20629467605570787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911102825158006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010805480746533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321655424652565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328762111414935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264067784986556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602937270462425,0.2294862466093057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568849344941128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272797663454915
anxiety,dahlia367,2020/02/19,"Social anxiety and meeting in-laws, help. Naturally its normal to be a bit nervous meeting in-laws for the first time. After all, you will be scrutinised from the get-go no matter what and its not really gonna be fun if you don't make a good first impression.

I have had social anxiety since 14 (32 now) and there is nothing that makes me feel like I want to pass out more. It's basically every fear of being judged as unworthy needing to be dealt with head-on. I can avoid as many anxiety inducing social situations as I can (I often still struggle with interacting with cashiers even but working on it.) but when it comes to this its not like you have a choice your relationship health basically hinges on it. 

With my ex I was so socially anxious they got really uncomfortable to the point his sister-in-law de-friended me on Facebook after a week and clearly didn't like me very quickly. I later heard his mom wasn't too impressed with me too. After all, I barely talked and opened up. It kind of just confirmed everything I feared from interacting with people in general; that I was boring, stupid and generally unlikable. I still sometimes get stressed reliving that day even if it was years ago. I also seem to get  harsher reactions from other women then men with my social anxiety for whatever reason. 

I really hate this and want to just be able to overcome it, how? Sometimes I kind of just want to die thinking about the inevitability. Does anyone struggle with it this badly? Its pretty much ruling my life. It's happening again with my current partner wanting me to meet parents, parents of friends, siblings and I'm overwhelmed to the point I've even considered breaking up (which I know is crazy but the anxiety of being judged poorly again is consuming me.)",5.823094398746573,7.1405825615615655,6.427692910301608,74.76659224441836,67.22822822822823,9.63514819166993,32.49627888758324,9.867487886160001,3.3264859381120253,1415,60,246,32,23,462,187,333,0.19699999999999998,0.715,0.08800000000000001,-0.991,3,1,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,4,1,3,21,22,2,8,10,0,22,2,0,5,3,53,42,21,1,8,10,4,1,3,2,2,2,1,0,3,22,20,0,1,6,0,1,2,6,12,0,2,8,2,32,10,44,25,5,33,0,1,0,0,29,10,0,4,23,173,54,1,0.08795032001353922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779626520733516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703338391392519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364087703987276,0.09935882755200573,0.0,0.061496908700263614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343484352398405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601897052161204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576141303811619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672068046029528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127854660928356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769659177305958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427107066915834,0.0,0.07410193787760483,0.0,0.0790440765587969,0.0,0.0,0.19793712331936292,0.04447032441028026,0.06283172619097731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962099454814934,0.0,0.0,0.13590039814451724,0.0,0.13785123657444867,0.0,0.049984193679614417,0.07376855565268682,0.07034190532946405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777741775275804,0.0,0.0,0.08683273260237702,0.09026240200182946,0.09348707743201434,0.0,0.0,0.058951245591896365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317344826843365,0.048335195779865385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062121912025533535,0.12890425144906106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741504310892968,0.08916782014515183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300635182877482,0.0,0.0,0.0646536049034727,0.06521404787558095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617263999219407,0.08439070408623887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531684431278126,0.0,0.0,0.06097367791934881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628296093701314,0.0,0.0,0.0894770941645642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690296812919821,0.09042757707903164,0.0,0.09442572920611368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800666681573173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727534135687291,0.09885984466917347,0.0,0.4482713770441778,0.0,0.0,0.1739702307544998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047447834574456,0.0,0.10074679442239608,0.18388954107984584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069113572797235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056355013786403174,0.0,0.0,0.051284538877632735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725682249138146,0.2075015098328103,0.0,0.07054844163333887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402888045311238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056637122524209174
anxiety,poopiesontoast,2020/02/19,"How did you get anxiety medication/how do you feel about it? Sorry I made this really long. I overthink things when I'm anxious (lol)

I have had terrible experiences with medical staff. I started out (23f) very genuinely asking questions and relaying information about how I feel and needing assistance but I can't help but see only negative feedback from this sort of openness. 

It started with Birth Control. The Dr. never took me seriously and wouldn't try to help me when I had side effects. They would just roll their eyes and ask which one I wanted to try next. I thought maybe they should provide options that suit their patients? Now I rely solely on what information I can glean myself. This seems counterproductive as I am not a doctor... However, I'm finding out as I go that more and more women actually struggle just as bad, if not worse than I do with BC. I feel very downtrodden by it. I see that it's a necessity but I just wish I could talk to somebody to help me find something that wouldn't turn me into a looney bat with hormonal imbalances.

 I've had couple different cases of illnesses that I sought medical help for and all I got was a large bill and skeptics.

The 1st was migraines since I hit puberty. They weren't just any migraines though. To me, they had characteristics of strokes. I would get the typical watery vision, and my head would begin to hurt. But it got weird when I lost my ability to process information. I didn't make sense when I spoke, I couldn't understand what I was seeing, and I basically lost all motor functions. They would last hours. I would throw up profusely. I went to the Doctor once, I couldn't even tell you how the visit went because I can't recolect. They sent me home with pain meds, anti nausia, and sleeping pills. The next time I had a migraine I used them and they didn't help at all. 

Recently I got pregnant.... Due to my reluctance to want to deal with birthcontrol. And disclaimer, I love my kiddo, she is my first and I adore her. But during my pregnancy I had cases where I get dirty looks because of my prescription history? I didn't catch on at first... the nurse would check me in for a visit, sit me down, ask the routine questions and then say 'so you have'... listing off such and such long named drugs. And I just nodded because I didn't even know what they were lol. But eventually I understood that they were confused why a pregnant woman had so many pain pills or whatever prescribed and maybe assumed I was a junkie or something? That's how I felt like I was treated anyhow. I eventually corrected them once I understood why they were being so... weird about it and told them I wasn't still taking those drugs and that I had only ever had them once or twice and they never worked. They must have deleted them because I never heard about it again. But yeah, still, I'm assuming, because I don't know what they see on the screen and they never clarified.

Note that I think I've had anxiety undercurrents my entire life, and I've just been accustomed to it because it's my 'normal'? When the anxiety would surface for me I would just call it stress. My husband is the opposite and is such a easy going guy. I'm envious of how he is so level headed and keeps a clear mind and judges things for how they are. 


Okay fast forward, I've had my baby 3 months ago and while I feel... functional... I definitely must say my anxiety has sky rocketed. I have a small person now. When I'm home alone with her I have this awful gut churning feeling that something bad is going is happen and I rehearse over and over in my head how I will best keep her safe or react in danger. Its almost debilitating. I double, if not tripple check locks at night. I go to my daughters room to check on her 10× more than when my husband is home with us. Am I paranoid? Is that part of anxiety or is it something more?

 Anyways... I don't have any real reason to feel this way. Nothing has ever happened to us here. We live in a good neighborhood. My dad lives a couple blocks away. My husband just today got a confirmation call from a new job that is his dream job and it pays more. My house isn't a mess like it usually is, I've been keeping it tidy, which is a big source of stress for me when it's disorderly. My kid is healthy. Why am I like this? Why can't I sit down and do the projects I have started because I keep going in circles in my mind about making sure everything is secure??

While I was at the doctors for my daughters check up they always have this questionnaire about moms mental health. And I have to admit... I was too generous about it and didn't check the boxes that I should have. I'm afraid now, I have a dependent, I couldn't imagine if anyone for any reason decided to get in between me and my child. I don't want to give them a reason to. But also? How do I make sure I am being the best mom I can be? 

So that leads me to the question of how maybe you got up the courage to ask your doctor about anxiety medication and how you brought it up and talked about it? If and when you got medication, did it help? Or did it just make you feel, different.

P.s. I re-read this pose like, a million times before I posted because I had to make sure it wasn't too stupid sounding lol.",3.195402962618786,5.009103127045236,4.297422588032262,85.52315046519091,74.51491819056784,7.4719104355425765,25.994501786642772,8.253397428714598,1.6357657805361034,4115,146,830,70,87,1341,407,1039,0.113,0.773,0.114,0.8069,6,1,6,0,0,0,129.0,3,9,24,10,62,38,4,5,37,6,102,29,6,25,16,187,186,86,0,28,30,8,9,4,0,15,22,5,4,6,53,49,0,9,33,1,7,16,28,21,0,5,56,21,158,17,92,107,12,105,0,3,7,1,91,38,0,22,53,577,211,12,0.0,0.0,0.04345898191935218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947690565439157,0.0,0.044594595904810894,0.04612402888977353,0.0,0.035614005657466044,0.03705604485869897,0.0,0.0,0.0908544055707122,0.0,0.20441137294065667,0.0503110009329993,0.0,0.03113936735390833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653396420718916,0.0,0.04184137273157141,0.0,0.07436843956549359,0.21718121395241452,0.0,0.03789534751813699,0.0,0.09347184847616433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094885104482243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994892298520056,0.03555695689114165,0.09855255139127307,0.0,0.0,0.04591283308110107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305757826117772,0.05104008300172782,0.18233067577148626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329113048196953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058828874528480485,0.08056751684782333,0.0,0.0,0.04002449211084135,0.04356301996221583,0.0,0.0,0.15762490476326668,0.0,0.04275984231807428,0.0,0.08140695429429133,0.07576158235530897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306918318565567,0.04272128903935992,0.12654913895466624,0.037353197131133185,0.21370854015808124,0.0,0.0,0.044095886905451714,0.0787629406376658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711489667946852,0.04733780133872468,0.0,0.0,0.17910212379003645,0.0,0.1340143839026718,0.0,0.043857243369585096,0.0513865192775095,0.04767481163828615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838669813787504,0.1583362705734701,0.0,0.0,0.04894969354795736,0.036301339332453386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03145584193050621,0.08702869622096797,0.0,0.0786490776089473,0.07882277988845797,0.03739753488446027,0.0,0.09722874019765047,0.0,0.04019387906855958,0.04213936287140032,0.14863471341561402,0.04515071678123568,0.13422185205067774,0.0,0.04946748725108329,0.17945419594961864,0.04488002677742418,0.0,0.0899337490267272,0.10431589805646273,0.035546795524646325,0.0,0.0,0.03302156541446409,0.13739016684391125,0.04301143444854317,0.0947253123932892,0.041792355695619766,0.043634087457172004,0.04273179239959261,0.0,0.0,0.14228249660452227,0.0301775451219915,0.0677405736352596,0.09477511595422124,0.0,0.0,0.04822622857468596,0.0,0.0,0.03888556970468042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04265147956604077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966558087537954,0.0,0.044546279113807284,0.05068970070023413,0.028529766512976583,0.13736580916509178,0.04397217702613696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083081039282083,0.0,0.0,0.1419520538682517,0.040542288145021685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036839173208030915,0.0,0.04456638960587976,0.0,0.0,0.13713849635964767,0.0,0.04985242163702471,0.09456466636386117,0.0,0.0711301832483497,0.0,0.10202761431597708,0.04655684402070109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591894718821364,0.0,0.0334841967415667,0.07158985030702493,0.03892487777746342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591731238133879,0.028535734781118424,0.04375465242515652,0.03535520212889258,0.05193653240262967,0.0,0.04221324043781681,0.04255436286714994,0.04947916540075736,0.060471634364362335,0.04844045121571521,0.0,0.04636170143155122,0.10713838470198564,0.03846327383960039,0.04904815986431192,0.07349080341017626,0.07880232369891632,0.035349196907211236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256735015957624,0.16074085392100587,0.0,0.05121216381612759,0.0,0.0,0.03242144803419038,0.0,0.04538418250773443,0.25308669984280363,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZRaj27,2020/02/19,"Lost Recently I had some terrifying hallucinations about my own death. This had led to a spiral for 5-6 weeks of me not being able to think of anything besides my inevitable end. I can’t focus on anything because why does anything else ever matter, how can I study for subjects that are completely irrelevant in the face of the only real truth: that I will be gone, lights out. Idk if this is the right place to post this or what I hope to hear, I just don’t know how to move forward.",9.243659793814434,6.134803855670104,9.195335051546396,72.32846649484537,61.98969072164947,11.761855670103095,37.6520618556701,9.516144504307137,3.319496907216496,382,13,77,5,4,126,74,97,0.11599999999999999,0.82,0.065,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,10,1,1,3,2,16,16,4,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,4,2,9,2,14,9,2,14,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,4,5,52,15,0,0.20426341240831114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042741521240711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451708029965736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141663016360633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875228870535853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706358705585447,0.0,0.18091675480088004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847679508243744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302197111967933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287965778064326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225782950987807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297764397390266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170996811946909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535152959840418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341179071551813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562788546480908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324964822727101,0.0,0.0,0.2016854772315217,0.0,0.0,0.1744398381203738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088374687614626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638477884548458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431595855710395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,matefuckoff,2020/02/19,"My Anxiety spikes before sleep and I can’t tell why ? Hi (22m) 
Right before bed as I start laying back and falling asleep I find it hard for my body to relax or calm
Down. I have to watch something on Netflix or read on my phone in order to sit and calmly dose off. It really is trouble some because during the day I have this same constant battle. Any tips on how I can slow down or stop it all and all",1.0872093023255829,2.8468137093023245,2.872267441860465,93.61677325581397,80.51162790697674,5.230232558139536,18.88953488372093,5.985473137389443,-0.23353023255813946,313,7,70,2,8,104,64,86,0.14,0.775,0.084,-0.4549,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,5,4,3,1,2,14,6,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,3,12,6,4,17,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,4,6,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706782292409319,0.0,0.19200263845799512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299177202657825,0.0,0.1529979674167144,0.0,0.4271390541979634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27878746471271704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712253390360033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186439328858132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939550459168015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248330278324468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510526591635485,0.0,0.1607872507173757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143395958585718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511659973056407,0.0,0.0,0.19322031418617835,0.0,0.0,0.17764829016663844,0.0,0.0,0.20983448026424856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937172459864052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647468888473346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chubby_Pumpkinz,2020/02/19,Scared about job Starting my first legitimate job tomorrow 1-8pm and I'm just really scared I'm gonna go in expecting to know what to do. I also just have this fear I'm signing my life away. I'm going to be working as a lot associate for home depot. Any help getting over my anxiety and stress would be real helpful because sometimes these feelings just make me want to shut down and cry. Thanks!,1.6778194444444452,4.169536587499998,3.3641666666666663,86.7752777777778,83.125,6.555555555555558,25.13888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.6358472222222218,317,13,62,6,9,105,61,80,0.198,0.693,0.10800000000000001,-0.8416,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,4,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,19,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,5,1,11,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,34,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275572462371656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298976839963307,0.0,0.1461270026517074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794661704817892,0.0,0.0,0.11644180814368962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982251650582304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149465255459737,0.09658361768216092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247842945038754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979817107909243,0.0,0.21711801371014727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560684969871129,0.0,0.19160499682762655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791085521523849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497760319274216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492051340583314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239528967172634,0.0,0.0,0.12750491236742292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174184514905956,0.12236997991607725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38248142526779133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188920077355964,0.0,0.13520237209620858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188086101064412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758622125696289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266640596807938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906219467269273,0.0,0.0,0.13569255098312644,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AaLlTt8998,2020/02/19,"I haven't felt comfortable in life since before middle school I'm in high school right now. I have perfect attendance, and yet I'm behind in my classes horribly. Every time I ask for help from a teacher, they are quick to shoot me down. Why do they hate me? I don't ever talk in class, I try my best... 

I am almost completely sure I have some attention deficit disorder. I've never been diagnosed, but every symptom of inattentive ADD I constantly feel I have. I always zone out, always mumbling out loud and losing myself in conversations, forget things constantly, and my own teacher called me ""A little slow"" this isn't saying I'm stupid, I test pretty fucking high, and I've been qualified for the honors programs since elementary school. In math and science I do really well.

 But Writing class will be the death of me, I've always found my assignments to be the most stupid, insignificant, pointless things on the planet. Every writing teacher I've had has just been horrible, I don't think I've gotten anything above a 2.5-3 in writing since elementary. The fact that this brings my average grade down so much literally makes me want to die, I try so hard in my classes and this one class will always fuck me over.

Despite this I am very passionate about reading, I've read almost all of the Kafka novels, Dostoyevsky, Orwell, H.G. Wells, Bradbury and a lot of other Sci-fi, which is weird for someone has self claims to have ADD and hates writing right?

Anyways, that's just the school situation. Socially, I have no actual friends, just play games with some people sometimes. I don't know exactly when in middle school, but I just lost all of my friends over that course, I don't want to be a 'loner' but I'm so socially awkward I don't think it's ever gonna be possible to get out of it. 
My family almost never talk to each other, we all have sort of depression it seems, especially in the winter.

I have nothing going for me, absolutely nothing, I am the most boring and useless person out there it feels like. I have no personality, some people even ask me why it seems like I don't give a fuck about anything all of the time. It's not even like a facade I want to have, it's *not* me, and I don't know how this keeps getting expressed somehow. Obviously I do care and  I take this stuff very seriously. Inner frustrations are hindering me, I wish I could just take a forget-me-now like from Arrested Development except all the time.
Anyways, sorry if you decided to read this atrocity, just need somewhere to talk without getting insulted or ignored.",5.047809135874308,6.3879187678207785,5.9108780913587475,77.67094908350306,69.06109979633402,8.951550771021239,29.91451847541461,9.312151188531436,2.6892736805353508,2029,78,369,41,35,667,230,491,0.17300000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.135,-0.9677,0,0,0,1,0,2,71.0,1,1,2,5,26,34,9,1,19,0,40,7,0,2,14,88,80,22,2,7,16,0,4,4,2,3,3,2,0,3,23,20,0,2,12,6,0,3,16,18,2,1,8,6,53,16,49,64,15,45,0,4,0,4,28,27,3,15,19,247,76,19,0.0,0.0,0.06923365294290015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131283320257248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361330372574864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676602281375245,0.0,0.13265099838880162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060370335943212484,0.0,0.07445408557130065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244441667406898,0.0,0.07233479280295345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438616620772416,0.1533361529271588,0.0,0.056645091633192576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110620748673775,0.07200931131981159,0.07363137563957876,0.0,0.0813109565998576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371912783609336,0.12835053315939735,0.17932672548485962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668821457200356,0.0,0.07174547104662704,0.05068426925172447,0.06811986733689272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778929116469814,0.10962634306810423,0.19676698111345756,0.11120001971592894,0.06805844886364651,0.040320590955715656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355422332832976,0.14009016991527018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047554014276521284,0.14991796821504494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306060290079714,0.0,0.0,0.07798079810174982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050111685710557866,0.1386437114752687,0.07110713720274661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937110428276208,0.07744660088231403,0.06031626704848221,0.0,0.0,0.04735741018038759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215391837337095,0.05260600912784477,0.10943679199262164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615036312224565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048075256100610766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983708866930983,0.12389567902979205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998163794630289,0.0,0.07217820371056301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289741442536314,0.0,0.04545021227066147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117602715781893,0.0,0.05641958840063437,0.0,0.3590087628784258,0.0,0.12917425043008587,0.07401278257206823,0.0,0.0,0.1760632960055004,0.07974695729616256,0.0,0.14464225988565035,0.060112828736288586,0.0,0.07016800708725326,0.07941891654033352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812168896418614,0.0,0.0,0.06686633620595797,0.0737406882398434,0.10668603606865044,0.17107258263395902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426754462968852,0.09091944040349703,0.0,0.0,0.12410860887494132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633617635685804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707675958072444,0.1255384385255331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757903764722106,0.0,0.12803655311995193,0.0,0.08158509517504084,0.06838999611048288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wasehar,2020/02/19,Anxiety induced chronic nerves weakness/pain in head I'm suffering from anxiety induced nerves weakness because of the prolonged anxiety. These weak nerves cannot help themself to recover because of the chronic nature of the anxiety. As per the doctor these nerves became so weak to the point it takes a great amount of patience to recover them. Pls advice of any remedies.,6.232358974358977,9.239051030769236,5.881153846153848,72.19301282051283,69.46153846153845,8.64102564102564,40.06410256410256,9.2995712137729,4.698487179487182,307,19,42,7,6,95,42,65,0.33899999999999997,0.5920000000000001,0.069,-0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,6,0,1,7,1,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22643304338045195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757680919369071,0.0,0.7090573474903362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825074015106355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371741297991216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554709234702932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378104592281673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553163052983811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656526454413016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190492742562348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422378742580424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VerySuperRandomMe,2020/02/19,Am I even anxious? Like of course I feel horrible anxiety all day and wake up from awful dreams 5/6 times a week... but am I just weak like people say? Do I not actually have anxiety as badly as it feels? I’m lost,1.3603333333333332,2.9980058666666665,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,79.22222222222223,8.055555555555555,22.36111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.4784444444444451,164,5,37,4,4,58,37,45,0.3720000000000001,0.505,0.12300000000000001,-0.9151,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,1,7,8,4,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,2,5,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.28922359052301844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534589369454008,0.33482441810652275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746446146208745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191140226768316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957558318914354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997167108455842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28959205770484153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235331811750526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547219338387196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356928349067518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282124105759028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377377179278907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fritochipteeth,2020/02/19,"I lose my breath when I’m around other people. How do I stop getting this way and being so tense? It’s like I feel like I’m out of breath and I can’t even speak when talking to people sometimes, it doesn’t matter if they’re a stranger or my sibling, jr just comes up out of nowhere and makes me feel like such a fucking loser. I was with my friend for 2 and a half hours tonight and it felt like there was someone choking me literally the entire time. I get so disappointed with myself liek why can’t I just relax around people why am I so tense and breathless? Deep breathing didn’t work either I tried to do it sometimes throughout our hangout. I tried to smile my way through and speak as much as I possibly could but I literally felt so awkward and uncomfortable the whole time as if I had run up 5 flights of stairs. Just when I think I beat anxiety it always comes back, why the fuck is this happening to me, how the fuck do I stop freaking out in front of people? I’m so fucking mad at myself and I know I shouldn’t be, but damn it, I thought I was recovering and here I am again. How do you stop shortness of breath cause it’s literally the worst sensation ever I’d rather be set to flames I hate it so much. Sorry I’m panicking I’m just so fucking mad.",1.2105934343434337,3.3340262462121224,2.7498484848484885,92.76282828282831,81.99242424242425,5.5777777777777775,22.656565656565657,6.775458762138228,0.5114732323232332,995,34,220,11,27,325,133,264,0.259,0.6890000000000001,0.051,-0.9962,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,4,27,21,9,1,8,0,20,9,4,5,1,49,44,31,0,5,11,0,4,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,11,19,0,3,7,2,0,4,5,15,0,1,8,6,33,6,26,31,5,32,0,3,0,5,6,12,6,3,17,144,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814169983972463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103565804294505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885991485613072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145312673122057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881861563281424,0.0,0.18249750006607807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457596145146377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996533251687406,0.09581915600965367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107122118061876,0.1513518887104273,0.20341756391785545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184074822786515,0.489649856964866,0.11068742009514104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936729688590804,0.0,0.0,0.10458329635343128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043190657724027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821599704451087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700690667343008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850784000224684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070865952153596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574051211541498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29375227688842137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941941892468595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975358922289456,0.0,0.20953365919034328,0.1185792277877845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656850237820993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514199399037202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678752462485992,0.0,0.08409606653112882,0.1235365044274032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438381420706306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816356495959442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286754269491885,0.11826632936462828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711782387720187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,niggamanslave,2020/02/19,"How serious is my anxiety? I have had anxiety for awhile now. I thought that my physical symptoms were normal and just a part of life. I realized during middle school that it was not normal and that people had nothing like what I had. Everyday, I am dripping cold sweat out of my armpits. I’m not hot I’m just stress sweating. My mouth would go cotton dry when I was nervous. My mind raced thinking about what others were thinking. I have this sinking feeling in my chest, the feeling you have when you are going down a drop on a rollercoaster. I feel this when I’m nervous and I feel it everyday, sometimes hours at a time. I was doing pretty well for about a year and then a new problem developed. Blushing. It happened one time. I had never felt it before, but then I was aware it was possible and then I feared it happening. It happens all the time now. It’s so embarrassing and mentally draining. I shouldn’t care as much as I do but I do care. I haven’t had sex yet or even asked a girl out before. I’m a 17M. I am getting concerned that I am going to be an incel for the rest of my life. My physical symptoms are so draining and uncomfortable. It’s ruining my existence. I don’t take meds because I’ve tried it all and nothing works. They just made it worse. Weed hasn’t helped either. I am considering microdosing LSD or doing coke or some shit. I just feel horrible. I’m casually suicidal. My grades are shit. D’s C’s and the occasional B if I’m lucky. I want to die. I’m just coping and pretending it’s not real/severe as I think it is.",0.6596904761904767,3.102840171428575,2.9149007936507942,88.19044642857145,88.55555555555556,6.197619047619049,23.430555555555557,7.554174236665415,1.3590650793650787,1214,49,248,24,40,412,160,315,0.18600000000000005,0.7390000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,2,1,1,18,16,2,5,13,0,34,13,7,2,3,52,64,28,2,7,15,0,7,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,22,12,1,0,11,2,0,3,8,10,1,1,15,8,37,6,19,46,7,29,0,1,0,1,6,7,2,6,19,172,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961369445474594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363821927453162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757862992412222,0.0,0.1886657225397252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260563194772959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505416086886053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322133748610267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474721867443316,0.2802682584601113,0.0,0.10644204467003666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791926265981569,0.0,0.1890112082458292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940967970602459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743064646152015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917380431678553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660600930164256,0.05416011769769613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048974856305429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313938036830928,0.0,0.11171981831691112,0.0,0.11193600832340343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149413565004487,0.0,0.0855013108306172,0.10706833277911793,0.0,0.0,0.21723660492963934,0.21274444005634552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512094132651441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004951603959292,0.0,0.07685568634355704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497688870941673,0.0,0.11278347835833002,0.0,0.10607711075493063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261818354265648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219524719932644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523913836887468,0.2275903828572352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096424059056242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698863339830474,0.0,0.0,0.12126177525036205,0.0,0.0,0.2304499388645666,0.08335218682038048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131019520841571,0.0,0.08800967918282168,0.19392835902732397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526599792395426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538752253316303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967557303837543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070668722891547,0.0,0.1129748128130825,0.07875106744334542,0.0,0.0,0.07138957452886281
anxiety,earthmedicines,2020/02/19,"I'm soo tired of this shit... So I started a new job in august 2019 due to my previous workplace being shut down due to market economics, I lost so many good friends when I moved and changed jobs.. I miss that place soo much.

So my new job is alright I like the work I do but the people that I work with aren't friendly at all and everyone seems to be against each other.. I have about 2 or 3 people that I can talk too at work but I'm not really close with anybody.

So I usually just do my work and I do it well (I try my hardest) that being said I usually finish my work earlier than I'm supposed too and when I do I usually take a longer break.

I'm not supposed to take a longer break but literally every single person that works there takes a longer break than I do... I'm not using that as an excuse it's just a fact.

So today my boss came into the lunch room after I had been there for a little over an hour and there was about 7 other people in there that were there before I was...
The boss comes in and tells us he has been monitoring how long we were in there for and it had been over an hour that he was watching...

Just after that he looks at me and calls me by name and says I need to see you in my office.. so I quickly got up and started walking to his office.
I sat down in his office and waited for him to arrive I sat there for 5 minutes waiting and when he showed up he said ""we cant do anything about this right now so just go back to your job"".
I was totally confused and asked him what I was expecting and he says ""we will talk about this tomorrow"".

So here I am at home and I'm so fucking worried about what's going on its fucking with my head bad I just wish i could stop thinking about this.",1.476842566619915,2.8934262880434787,3.244568723702667,92.94411991584852,78.23913043478261,6.161430575035063,21.381837307152875,6.828538100315305,0.2900975455820478,1326,35,308,13,31,443,176,368,0.066,0.89,0.044000000000000004,-0.8679,5,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,4,2,0,7,38,13,3,1,13,1,30,6,2,4,3,56,64,33,0,4,12,0,0,1,2,1,1,4,2,1,21,26,1,3,2,1,0,6,5,7,1,0,19,7,47,6,47,40,5,58,0,2,3,2,30,24,3,3,26,217,68,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761952211910713,0.0,0.08656090119274629,0.0,0.0,0.07119743409496343,0.07731034542693624,0.0,0.0,0.07878886322795245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454665354738273,0.10590043463653094,0.0,0.0,0.09794992316975157,0.0797596989513104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392707540041814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801264548554447,0.0884755014870323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430725010094062,0.17119938703348486,0.0,0.0,0.10524418910202438,0.07766166911341954,0.07405417834428411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950259732704041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287719694202903,0.0,0.18236868511351986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675325825906407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523571158820426,0.09280138034793134,0.0,0.08194089288805698,0.07775385249242273,0.0,0.10107496585949524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387362518362473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841050642471104,0.06806567956465574,0.06865569974699108,0.0,0.17885161361206126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257463660378216,0.08084765106156486,0.09673879890447384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593167240553871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907295264370204,0.17615214690305794,0.1472655457162397,0.0,0.0,0.07378373395177179,0.0842921626217452,0.0,0.0,0.09504422586970132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107400692170773,0.0,0.0,0.07741095085342442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885269328430067,0.14884367854524094,0.08092937714598121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059329132783453524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642073587320644,0.08776626802728238,0.0,0.0,0.06286380309382536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137662129511317,0.07996964852735941,0.3059305966741009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325121262697588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647608307550728,0.0,0.0,0.4044479128096793,0.09403154037675507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smarshall41,2020/02/19,Taking klonopin for panic attacks Quick question  ....I've taken .05 mg of klonopin every night for just 4 days...when do you start to have withdrawals or when should you stop taking it to prevent from having withdrawals? I don't want to end up having to deal with that issue...Thanks,2.2621293800539064,5.142133056603772,2.057196765498656,93.7990566037736,86.35849056603773,3.0285714285714285,20.77897574123989,3.1291,-0.3639628032345015,224,7,40,0,7,66,41,53,0.183,0.797,0.021,-0.8187,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,10,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281313275105074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973591756489557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25546380807350394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430151321425529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706724809624709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384110403389055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231081650854328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415258907246625,0.0,0.0,0.24114080908089985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337276736006176,0.0,0.0,0.2655480481552065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701237790673199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Greeen1900,2020/02/19,Looking online to buy L-theanine What brands would y’all suggest that have helped you// any tips.,4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,77.8888888888889,3.6,25.66666666666667,3.1291,0.248133333333334,80,3,14,0,2,22,18,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668815967757126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601839889642573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5765340940591889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877096567430828,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mintyflosss,2020/02/19,"Sweating/blushing is the worst!! So anxiety sucks. But i'm learning to manage my thoughts, and it's become manageable. But the thing i HATE!! Is blushing! No matter how much i change my thinking it seems like i won't ever be able to stop :(

Even if i feel only slightly uncomfortable or ""put on the spot"" my face gets red and sweaty. Its horrible. I've tried not thinking about it, telling myself its okay just let it happen, neither really helps much. It might've gotten a little better as my overall anxiety got better. But i KNOW its still noticeable, i can see it if i look in a mirror afterwards. I just look.. clammy...

It's really weird because its always in more relaxed situations too. If i need to present a project, or have an interview i won't get red at all. But if a casual interaction at work or the mall or something makes me a little bit uncomfortable i do. I just hate that this is one thing i haven't been able to beat (yet!) anyone else dealing with this?",2.313017360154312,4.621439921465966,3.899112703224031,85.01273077982918,79.10471204188481,6.952989804353818,24.712317442821714,8.032893268588372,1.5916638743455498,759,28,148,14,19,252,119,191,0.2,0.72,0.08,-0.9749,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,11,11,3,0,10,1,12,1,1,2,2,33,32,17,0,5,16,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,1,7,3,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,6,19,6,12,24,7,14,0,0,5,0,5,7,1,9,7,102,35,6,0.27247148369069113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133590508330614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084399392361319,0.0,0.0,0.0952591983370403,0.13958961711568105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830480437344836,0.15046167336954808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097888516415664,0.14873414534733292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411935065765866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045306775120128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380748092321515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998242261896852,0.12323302814253174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888488450303606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235510438261953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896016812558916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204728165883923,0.0,0.0,0.26900918019905484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913159460327468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487160084575331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931027629077458,0.0,0.06655790193250903,0.2730880074852066,0.0,0.0,0.228807422603469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093841556964087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452459294214914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200297891483386,0.10101707634150688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510529505534312,0.0,0.0,0.0923168644831176,0.10361342069103027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695454911895955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455220948334282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085622477497831,0.1240239027193766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531346818879926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488092994869017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879803942057494,0.11389918041541375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907604320622305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101794662357784,0.17458872483268767,0.0,0.10815596134516904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249512596402784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918124262326587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maybeanurseidk,2020/02/19,I’m meeting a doctor to talk about medications I’ve been really struggling with my anxiety...like really struggling. I talked to my therapist about the possibility of starting some type of medication and tomorrow I’ll be seeing someone to talk about it more. I’m really anxious to go in there and I can’t sleep. I’m excited because I think it can help but I’m more scared that maybe this isn’t the right decision or time or situation to even think about meds. I just don’t know what to feel and I’m scared.  Any advice for my appointment for tomorrow?,3.8112436289500518,5.707162275229366,5.5883792048929655,76.56791029561673,73.03669724770644,9.982059123343527,28.624872579001018,10.25414643259724,3.2271337410805296,444,18,85,14,9,152,68,109,0.139,0.8270000000000001,0.034,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,3,0,6,4,1,0,0,14,18,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,2,7,1,16,16,3,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,4,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544275552958112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817402382156432,0.0,0.0,0.17970543241881282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696846425928048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628163439660271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506517600327164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043129206382205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904039566549764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662222312531218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742149512706628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980862710949198,0.0,0.17669249313816185,0.3204954511384441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793291308163875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057156844195931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584612783613986,0.0,0.0,0.3185164934071702,0.0,0.12675933071329984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880294658098406,0.15918630452483942,0.0,0.13478070223355926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125915733823276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325919831305785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835667577958195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469418490518505,0.0,0.20385309229123047,0.0,0.0,0.09275582716171417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexis12546,2020/02/19,"Anxiety/Dissociation I have been experiencing anxiety and dissociation for about 3 years now. The anxiety seems to come on when I begin feeling the dissociation. There are times when I feel really okay and then times where the dissociation seems to come back. Lately it has been really bad again to the point where I can't function in daily life. When people talk to me it feels so fake that I immediately feel this rush of anxiety hit me as if I'm blacking out. Anyways, I've been taking Celexa for awhile but lately it doesn't seem to be working. I used to take Wellbutrin and felt amazing but it no longer works for me. I'm headed into the doc tomorrow. Anyone have any recommendations or personal experiences with this and meds that have seemed to help? Also, anyone experienced extreme exhaustion on Celexa? 

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Thanks!",5.3699439633214485,7.858170059602653,6.366490066225167,70.10631176770251,70.25827814569537,9.414365766683648,28.171676006113092,9.851270322608157,3.0739797249108505,673,25,113,18,13,223,96,151,0.095,0.802,0.102,0.6257,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,13,6,0,0,5,1,11,3,1,1,0,23,30,15,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,8,9,3,19,24,0,25,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,6,14,74,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645010126984257,0.0,0.14422745074332205,0.1617463836744107,0.09052113529747588,0.0,0.3054923329816289,0.0,0.0,0.18615085537885667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235537587079624,0.11114346416361842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932944337892774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020966894876365,0.0,0.0,0.2692229285311519,0.0,0.1278089746157852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661193461842053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922257252040965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003136304178881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940213687625048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785809487674265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228351912453962,0.1162287913584072,0.0,0.0,0.1258344365089254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055068524001607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847228610291363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016822417345104,0.10699086882239092,0.0,0.12255220145555885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523805962852638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496655093434577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381512204769305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617463836744107,0.08572015266218945
anxiety,Lavander_Moody,2020/02/19,Too an anxious to go to work. Too anxious to call in sick. Guess I'm going to work :(,-2.6459649122807,-0.9761317368421024,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,103.21052631578951,2.533333333333333,16.859649122807017,3.1291,-1.2044877192982462,63,2,16,0,3,22,13,19,0.405,0.595,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6883769648647824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111004197846802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463000559097462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335626504281588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436043326591543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Senior-Sell,2020/02/19,"Relationship anxiety??? Insecurity & Overthinking, rant/ please discuss this with me?? I get super anxious, often times pertaining to my relationship. I'm always scared that he will leave out of boredom. Or that he will cheat on me, and he has not shown himself to be a distrustful person. I also worry about this girl he slept with before he started dating me, i worry that he may cheat on me with her or that they will start speaking again, creating or re-creating their emotional bond (they have not communicated with each other since we started dating) 

They were not dating but they were friends with benefits, but they actually hung out and he told her a lot about himself etc... He has also told me that he loves her but in a platonic way...He explained that he says that he loves her because its easier to say that then to explain his feelings for her, he cares deeply for me and wishes her the best but would be take a bullet for her..no.

Even though they havent spoken she is still on my mind and crosses my mind in the sense that i am concerned that he will spend more time with her than me and eventually re-kindle what ever they had. And I know he chose me instead of her and they have had many opportunities to date but he said that he doesn't want to date her and slept with her out of necessity.. but i am always concerned. 

He also told me that he loved me the other day and i cant help but second guess it. This is also because he has a personality disorder, but he is also the type who doesn't want to or desire to make personal and emotional connections easily. Like the girl he used to sleep with, he's known her for over a year and doesn't know when her birthday is, but knows mine and we've only known each other for less than a year and have only been dating for 2 months. He also speaks to me about personal things and we have a lot of heart to hearts about stuff. I want to believe him, but half of me also doesnt believe him.

BTW; i know the ""trust my gut"" conversation will arise, but i am a insecure person, and my gut usually consists of negative thoughts, anxiety and fear, therefore, trusting it will literally drive me insane and drive that man away from me. 

all this to ask, if this type of over thinking is normal in relationships?",6.033326403326397,6.091954792792798,6.537567567567568,78.60732848232848,66.38738738738739,9.713652113652117,29.68953568953569,9.466822959209583,2.4035498267498263,1784,56,354,32,26,582,198,444,0.099,0.758,0.14300000000000002,0.985,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,2,0,9,3,19,19,3,4,15,0,36,10,7,3,2,81,69,43,0,8,19,0,1,1,1,8,0,5,0,8,28,32,0,0,11,0,1,3,10,7,0,2,12,6,59,12,53,47,9,36,0,0,0,3,82,12,0,10,22,255,87,2,0.0,0.0,0.07596730940908597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357787613315065,0.12954965353222966,0.08434704427597459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910527528184064,0.08794479773250387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277630898904966,0.0,0.07313969099181232,0.0,0.0,0.09490945110484257,0.0,0.06624194730142136,0.175413514820887,0.08169548066502225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937006574586074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020478696489968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892192501161906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513448748295954,0.0,0.0,0.08681983089512874,0.051417119271071884,0.07041694501792849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759936435926496,0.03936171331443995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014429377364895,0.0,0.04067177326332658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575709687935168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449781656373035,0.05217911178495815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113040163427035,0.0,0.0,0.08242858844005603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03803204539832773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236523934544153,0.21077950145396546,0.0,0.051963385998910136,0.07892450122571278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720628134618553,0.0,0.0621366238890157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627339795472858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841209548922277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33986439337050073,0.0,0.08545247934902665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507351946588529,0.0,0.0,0.07405019411452067,0.12381390108937765,0.0779382910414107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439573008550384,0.0,0.07790308375650526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530123237036728,0.0,0.062168605895783415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911603421757026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058531153327561036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171799714240522,0.04988112692919599,0.07648414831799692,0.06180171418489579,0.09078626448238712,0.0,0.0,0.2231580429082095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067234695697236,0.08573732222427631,0.0,0.1377482914279866,0.06179121691796985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952005137506808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811453769264788,0.0,0.05530017842445505,0.0,0.0,0.1002616558037689
anxiety,TexasViolet,2020/02/19,"Waking up anxious I often wake up anxious. I won't say for no reason, because I've been having major problems and stresses for well over a year. But I don't understand why I wake shaking and nervous and wanting to stay in bed. Sometimes the anxiety lasts for hours. Does anyone else have this problem? If you do, what do you do to manage it?",2.86887254901961,4.8485524558823565,4.2741176470588265,84.60519607843139,75.91176470588233,5.7098039215686285,28.98039215686275,6.42735559955562,1.5215509803921572,269,12,49,2,6,89,51,68,0.257,0.688,0.055,-0.9135,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,8,3,3,1,0,11,10,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,1,6,1,9,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970116717854538,0.4716797576573273,0.0,0.14597015538067087,0.21389974360073324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725842815821425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826876701219104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439256222865882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558698436186215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016762359559015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995110996891853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146405039846704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601468297783534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646941571175795,0.0,0.0,0.22251085533973036,0.0,0.0,0.23913438165841705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732698306815204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313231783587722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877007090092718,0.0,0.1883738288273705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443488054770253
anxiety,Fluffy_Bunny331,2020/02/19,"Tips for anxiety, anger, sadness, self-harm ​

Hello fellows! Someone on reddit sent me this. I printed it out and made it into a small booklet of note cards so I can bring it around with me. It had helped me a lot, I hope you like it!

What is Grounding? Grounding is a set of simple strategies that can help you detach from emotional pain (e.g., anxiety, anger, sadness, self-harm). It is basically a way to distract yourself by focusing on something other than the difficult emotions you are experiencing. You may also think of grounding as centering, distracting, creating a safe place, or healthy detachment. Although grounding does not solve the problem that is contributing to your unpleasant emotions, it does provide a temporary way to gain control over your feelings and prevent things from getting worse. Grounding anchors you, gives you a chance to calm down, and allows you to eventually return and address the problem that is triggering the unpleasant emotions to begin with. And grounding can be done anytime, anywhere, and no one has to know.

Ways of Grounding:

There are three types of grounding. You may find that one of these types works better for you, or that each is helpful.

1. Mental (focusing your mind)
2. Physical (focusing your senses)
3. Soothing (talking to yourself in a very kind way)

Mental Grounding:

1. Describe your environment in detail, using all of your senses – for example, “The walls are white, there are five blue chairs, there is a wooden bookshelf against the wall…” Describe objects, sounds, textures, colors, smells, shapes, numbers, and temperature. You can do this anywhere.
2. Play a “categories” game with yourself. Try to think of types of dogs, jazz musicians, animals or famous people that begin with each letter of the alphabet, cars, TV shows, writers, sports, songs, cities.
3. Describe an everyday activity in great detail. For example, describe a meal that you cook (e.g., “First, I peel the potatoes and cut them into quarters; then I boil the water; then I make an herb marinade of oregano, basil, garlic, and olive oil…”).
4. Imagine. Use a pleasant or comforting mental image. Again, use all of your senses to make it as real and vid as possible.
5. Read something, saying each word to yourself. Or read each letter backwards so that you focus on the letters and not the meaning of words.
6. Use humor. Think of something funny to jolt yourself out of your mood.
7. Count to 10 or say the alphabet, very s . . . l . . . o . . . w . . . l . . . y.

Physical Grounding:

1. Run cool or warm water over your hands.
2. Grab tightly onto your chair as hard as you can; notice the sensations and the experience.
3. Touch various objects around you: a pen, your clothing, the table, the walls. Notice textures, colors, weight, temperature. Compare the objects you touch.
4. Carry a grounding object in your pocket – a small object (a small rock, ring, piece of cloth) that you can touch whenever you feel unpleasant emotions rising.
5. Notice your body: the weight of your body in the chair; wiggling your toes in your socks; the feel of your back against the chair.
6. Stretch. Extend your fingers, arms, legs as far as you can; slowly and gently roll your head around.
7. Clench and release your firsts.
8. Jump up and down.
9. Eat something in a savoring way; fully experience the food; describe the sights, aromas, textures, flavors, and the experience in detail to yourself.
10. Focus on your breathing, noticing each inhale and exhale. Repeat a pleasant word to yourself on each exhale.

Soothing Grounding:

1. Say kind statements, as if you were talking to a friend or small child – for example, “You are a good person going through a hard time. You’ll get through this.”
2. Think of favorites. Think of your favorite color, animal, season, food, time of day, TV show.
3. Picture people you care about and look at photographs of them.
4. Remember the words to an inspiring song, quotation, or poem that makes you feel better (e.g., serenity prayer).
5. Say a coping statement: “I can handle this,” “This feeling will pass.”
6. Plan a safe treat for yourself, such as a piece of candy, a nice dinner, or a warm bath.
7. Think of things you are looking forward to in the next week – perhaps time with a friend, going to a movie, or going on a hike.

TIPS:

• Practice! Practice! Practice! Like any other skill, grounding takes practice. So practice as often as possible and before you actually need it. Then, when you need to call upon this skill you will have it, know it, and use it well.

• Try to notice which methods you like best – physical, mental, or soothing grounding methods, or some combination.

• Start grounding early on in a negative mood cycle. Start before the anger, anxiety, or other feeling gets out of control.",3.632282030834663,6.7116698385167455,3.9636204146730445,81.68589845826688,80.27990430622009,6.057203615098352,28.898989898989896,7.425664660142784,2.182174269005848,3699,171,589,56,99,1152,377,836,0.063,0.794,0.14300000000000002,0.9965,0,0,6,0,0,0,228.0,0,50,2,12,17,43,4,2,60,1,33,21,9,13,2,112,77,55,0,6,17,0,19,3,3,5,1,8,2,2,36,39,11,6,21,15,0,11,4,12,1,7,5,42,62,29,110,66,14,100,0,2,8,0,74,61,0,21,27,377,98,7,0.0,0.0,0.05519500080108357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523150299382197,0.0,0.06128340219753299,0.06872733750495381,0.03846315741713524,0.0,0.12980614587506098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510528153981757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434916212845848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962578341343754,0.0,0.059356875422146974,0.10004653437999654,0.0,0.12565218409938458,0.0,0.0,0.057754711276856274,0.0,0.05766731606662478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268750772531904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036476917220059385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899314983677222,0.057881146075999215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787562902297145,0.0,0.3181153924007198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659814023835718,0.0,0.0,0.17159247693424462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169537698588318,0.09622085962696134,0.13678663916813796,0.0,0.08739718094109873,0.0,0.08865175989432783,0.05425809530298225,0.096434102008297,0.04744035995601301,0.0,0.0623582771806261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133440193925618,0.0,0.058047508231309324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373416299088245,0.0,0.0,0.05617745234752408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779835247353275,0.06216846910049695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289797779687362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949933420776786,0.0,0.0,0.0480858118349618,0.0,0.053519021033679164,0.1132639481698093,0.0,0.0,0.06161109052047312,0.0,0.0,0.2279991849353019,0.0,0.057110097042612114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387795797364356,0.0,0.0,0.06015285520416564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32197317253964153,0.0,0.0,0.07665387239277903,0.0,0.060184481665073564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842401692002098,0.049386546950946617,0.05909380385629112,0.0,0.0,0.12752718895705406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824173882833353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131518412435252,0.06437836201381993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640721504140109,0.0,0.0,0.179917083360494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180101127041472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479236251334489,0.17417249742473906,0.0,0.0,0.08006778814091035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042526543060858776,0.09092255894025313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515271808123497,0.2174505477868062,0.0,0.0,0.09894284751843696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680188904051449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442510542847855,0.0,0.09333686096522847,0.0,0.2244759156153132,0.04536951328122514,0.13775118192494168,0.0508547851067994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117680100146494,0.0,0.0576400983004957,0.0,0.0,0.06872733750495381,0.0
anxiety,j87brown,2020/02/19,"My anxiety is through the roof I just have to rant. I just got a message that my SIM card was hacked and my phone changed somewhere else. My number is connected to all my important accounts like finances and other related accounts. At least one of those had the passwords changed and possibly my money stolen yet I can’t even check because I need my phone to get a verification code. My email accounts had password changes, so I had to change those passwords again and change the phone to a different number. I’ve checked with the cell company and they forwarded to their fraud department, but I have to wait up to 24 hours to hear from them. My anxiety is so high that I can barely think straight and my body has been shaking for the past hour. I’m hyperventilating and my inhaler isn’t working right. To make matters worse, it feels like my anxiety meds aren’t doing jack crap. I’m at my wits end.",5.28258620689655,6.455319614942533,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,68.36781609195403,8.788505747126436,33.46551724137931,9.075114841892004,2.8050896551724143,719,33,141,13,12,225,107,174,0.131,0.802,0.067,-0.9065,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,7,4,1,1,8,0,16,2,2,1,1,18,26,10,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,7,3,3,2,0,1,6,3,23,2,18,20,2,15,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,0,9,89,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113362068082286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269644488125058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068652609224242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7175459771266096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173474310064907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332565645170953,0.0,0.12015357576230346,0.0,0.0,0.08960146582358497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859324793572821,0.09691479048106932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087620920234773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849886562599602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289751102215196,0.0,0.0,0.1433311429109176,0.0,0.0,0.2671935048489889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255223413018158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055341140589032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068652609224242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058940235183192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919260244075812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295018305929629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529350979768729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585201342257508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692478600804909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876134096633994,0.0,0.13824807326305125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,narsus534,2020/02/19,"DAE brain fog/mental slow down? Hi all,

This may come off as an odd question but do people experience a fair bit of a brain fog with anxiety? I’ve only truly felt serious anxiety over the last couple months and last week I just woke up feeling a bit zombie like. I feel like my language recall has slowed and that my short term memory has become pretty poor, even though my understanding of events the same. All of this of course hasn’t been helping the anxiety lol. 

Is this common? Or am I mysteriously dying of some neurological disease? 

Thank you so much!",4.058743509865002,6.109180336448603,5.257881619937695,78.54160955347872,72.73831775700937,8.120041536863967,24.038421599169265,8.841846274778883,1.8102053997923155,444,13,82,9,9,147,81,107,0.106,0.655,0.239,0.9636,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,1,8,3,2,0,2,17,15,7,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,7,3,11,11,8,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,11,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864973554592827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599454937609894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677181001805242,0.0,0.0,0.3760003614638385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506947282411026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634139548365647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747819913297778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123258017793647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473635266961748,0.0,0.0,0.17030533776530335,0.12031144918809925,0.16169908491920865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288102712707407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745516836912295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455229694210052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344224860650607,0.0,0.1238000190783969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808266091399664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675362110071548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133253406659738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865666288344551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504841416473505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546102311315708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753197460602098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350875706497443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emelixabeth,2020/02/19,"How do you cope with anxiety in the workplace/office? I'm (20F) at my first ""real"" job - I'm an intern at a local office. It's a small business and usually relatively quiet, but I've been having a very hard time adjusting to the workplace and it's been setting off my anxiety terribly. Things like phone calls, meetings, etc are all very difficult for me, especially being new and subordinate to everyone.

Things that I'm sure are ""normal"" for an office are very difficult for me. For example, I woke up not feeling well, so I shot out an email asking to work from home and received a call from my supervisor asking me not to do that in the future. The interaction itself wasn't bad, and I know it's objectively normal, but now I'm terrified to go into work tomorrow and see him. I feel awful trying to go into work most days, it's taking so much energy to do the simplest things and I'm mentally exhausted from being on edge all the time. Any tips on how to manage this work-specific dread? Will it get better?",4.540811198851401,5.666629804020102,6.437993539124192,74.22257537688442,70.05527638190955,9.906819813352476,28.28463747307968,10.125756701596842,2.952985355348169,797,28,147,21,14,278,115,199,0.179,0.743,0.078,-0.9678,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,5,6,10,0,1,13,1,13,1,0,2,3,28,29,13,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,12,11,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,6,1,1,4,5,12,4,27,22,5,26,0,0,1,0,11,13,0,1,10,100,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314487795093432,0.0,0.20956465748401826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25609851839310704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143649421822149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113958993505848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797251132886792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833486979867979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275870931245009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088152117583815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851315903859693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650733881632055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156161818213103,0.0,0.15568738614733282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269898176193388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137392934925634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359224380836028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527559950372781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691704081500373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803440538822084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068933808298347,0.0,0.0,0.1322873047389889,0.0,0.0,0.2684047113732156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590281909063686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914803731354523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909340932760627,0.0,0.1029850363068262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27299204836882746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973761343050846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299421916273788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508540450707206,0.3390458989876028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315324768120993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988656533935716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leelee2204,2020/02/19,Flying for the first time this Friday I suffer from GAD. My anticipatory anxiety is very bad so far.  I am dreading this. I almost want to cancel my trip to prevent the anxiety that this is causing. The only reason I refuse is because I'll never travel if I don't push myself...ugh,2.7576785714285705,4.7618865535714265,5.424428571428575,76.12057142857145,76.32142857142857,6.622857142857143,23.7,7.554174236665415,1.3781757142857145,221,7,39,3,5,79,42,56,0.308,0.657,0.035,-0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,8,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,4,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200301462697294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889815328074857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668500757670154,0.194823313952068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283140703437196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718489739715301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24649284458666906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24306785664301486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285988590291759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635953218451526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26370092707019416,0.18850654186582053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Old-Equivalent,2020/02/19,"I have intense anxiety about drugs and my roommate is growing mushrooms in the house I just need to vent about this kinda, I don't feel comfortable talking with them about it yet, but I could use some assurance that stuff will be ok.

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I have some trauma and anxiety from previous experiences with drugs and I'm working through it but in the meantime I found out that my roommate is growing shrooms in their room. I feel not great about it and I noticed they're using a couple of things from the kitchen (pans, etc) to transport the shrooms stuff in. They said they'll clean everything up but I can't stop having thoughts about being near growing mushrooms or accidentally making food with a pan that had mushrooms growing in it and freaking out that I'm gonna get high by accident. I know it's illogical and it's not really how that works but anxiety isn't super logical. 

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I just feel like I need to be comforted right now that nothing will happen to me while I work up the courage to talk to them.",4.765651438240269,6.450711081218281,4.925908629441626,83.13816920473776,70.16751269035532,8.095972927241963,32.42267343485618,8.648137234880735,2.6250050084602368,821,38,155,14,15,257,111,197,0.14400000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.149,-0.2016,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,4,10,10,0,0,7,1,16,4,0,4,1,39,33,13,0,3,9,0,3,1,0,4,2,1,3,0,16,11,2,1,7,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,4,4,21,8,29,21,3,22,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,4,5,110,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647101900840045,0.2968638476738521,0.0,0.0,0.28034515314525604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753097767138699,0.1351623919705444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28332247249198816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623532476203715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097852062627887,0.11949121349840693,0.0,0.0,0.1852960000484338,0.08726769063577378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477105380770111,0.13393685844461567,0.0,0.0,0.06382104390263361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346765258934912,0.0,0.0,0.10802142922667753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290636627900991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409506859546146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713329662972994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059678854505767424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153953646659105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115304799408752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721119732328132,0.13907449105093814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825574132414634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431986301273223,0.11619755693914452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212720682256923,0.0,0.0,0.2796769295208727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963674257380523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115447892600088,0.0,0.0,0.09697757431709396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100572321210595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667912949337152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968638476738521,0.0
anxiety,shaun841,2020/02/19,"Went to the gym two days in a row!! I have now gone to gym and worked out for over an hour each time. It’s been years since I’ve done that. This feeling is so much better than any antidepressant can do. For those of you like me who are on the fence and wanting to start, JUST DO IT!! It’s worth it",0.2695454545454545,1.7325671666666689,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,81.87878787878788,5.006060606060606,15.545454545454547,5.46131890053228,-1.2248909090909093,227,3,62,1,6,72,54,66,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.8499,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,13,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,2,11,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224684321464029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289331364607154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109801464157891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347808313996582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541331096699838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221699193145138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982552644314674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048771837974955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706160384962881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315534720662744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907596917643336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195711378209963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929573947753893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032648029740445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381639723503131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106693415127699
anxiety,mango_chuckle,2020/02/19,"Currently going thru a panic attack I have no idea if this is the correct subreddit, but I just need to get it off my chest and hopefully calm down.

Lately my anxiety has gotten worse due to stress from university classes and associations activities I have to manage and also personal problems. Today was such a long day where I spent it all at campus, barely had a break from everything. After getting home I realized I hadn't finished an essay due midnight, that was enough to throw me into a panic but I really tried my best to stay calm and focus. When I was finishing it I lost all internet connection, minutes away from the deadline. That's when full panic started, couldn't stop shaking and tears running down my face. To a lot of people it might seem like an overreaction, but to me it means everything. The only reason I'm able to go to university is for my grades and associations, so one simple assignment can bring it all down. 

I did sent an email to the professor, but I really doubt she will take my assignment a couple of minutes after the deadline. I'm so exhausted and I have to get up in like 3 hours, but I can't sleep at all. 

I don't know what to ask for, I guess advice on how to cope with something a lot of people don't care about at all. I just want to calm down, but I can't help it.

I'm sorry for grammar and thanks in advance",4.677076670766708,5.42794020295203,6.218198031980318,77.29678454284544,69.47970479704797,9.417056170561708,28.70869208692088,9.586721724236666,2.5576025420254203,1069,37,207,23,18,366,151,271,0.175,0.708,0.11699999999999999,-0.9416,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,11,19,1,6,15,0,20,4,3,2,6,43,45,21,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,11,10,0,1,6,0,1,8,7,10,0,1,10,0,26,9,42,32,10,42,0,1,0,0,6,16,0,8,18,151,37,7,0.1236316108372003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208113792516192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886815451963836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945778438958585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557886709208624,0.140648805366153,0.11615596808531307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297437481093943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605066686346078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136796025880542,0.0,0.07973216120201614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277445028075728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222424001637908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377724186763026,0.0,0.14052538706074144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619415768822685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286766270166597,0.0,0.12401258597510817,0.1227940853518234,0.12175223298310778,0.0,0.0,0.13956504014380733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794470007017922,0.0,0.13946184203828907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208003203623562,0.0,0.0,0.1094100851310134,0.0,0.0,0.13495850764537448,0.2102143488510923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467106805037113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115360175681398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167127290533128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377597911452399,0.0940274110954402,0.0,0.4351651721964273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171421184565952,0.10795035388951116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829875475744996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840315134126734,0.12711388675635008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254957522761573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372089610798437,0.0,0.0,0.09517765411649297,0.0,0.138395466463185,0.08750709047897917,0.13177484744320733,0.0,0.10336156251697756,0.1416195925064022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295558520576516,0.0,0.0,0.11382337682813135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171883112088456,0.0,0.0,0.08393774836638578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292112725636561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599117358711096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vanifra,2020/02/19,"It only took 27 years. I'm finally stepping through the door to here and now. The present. I found it! And it's so surreal. I'm moving out of Vanessa land to join the present moment with everyone. I never knew this is why I felt so afraid. And not myself. I was so lost in worrying. There's no time to worry or stress, once you do that, the moment you were trying to figure out is long gone. And your on your way to missing the current.. the here and now... And the new moment.  It's ALWAYS happening. Finger tips of the threads of the universe is here NOW always moving forward and it cannot catch itself. Ever.h It's ALWAYS moving, always itself.. JUST BE.

Life is always moving. Always new. You... You can't... Quite catc-... Ca_ tch.. it...  cau... Cause its ALWAYS movin... g and  uh.  ALwAyS new! 

I know I'm crazy. But this is my inner struggle. Worrying about how to be in the PResent. Here and now. Once you worry, it's gone. You missed it. 

Once you spend the present stressing... It-... It's gone...  where'd it go..?.. you ran away from it. 

Don't be afraid of yourself. 

no matter how uncomfortable or scary it may feel, fight it.  be here now. The present is such a gift, so magical and unpredictable. Trying to dance with us. Don't run. Dance! 

How's everyone doing? :)",-0.8336333333333314,0.9794690599999996,1.0732499999999978,96.64454166666668,108.4,3.683333333333333,15.608333333333334,5.7366,-0.5103666666666671,955,26,201,10,48,310,123,250,0.154,0.8109999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.981,1,0,0,0,1,0,85.0,1,10,0,2,21,9,1,5,13,0,19,2,1,4,1,32,37,20,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,21,14,0,0,6,2,1,16,8,9,1,0,11,3,18,0,22,21,0,47,0,3,0,0,12,9,0,3,23,130,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5913148503986617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345947723099928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125371921081736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035256014491815,0.0,0.16976330588268426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04491553042666498,0.0,0.08529151539174205,0.09730981862287716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739840642780087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050484600727357005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855279860160719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488190942053816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274383348326629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861247819937098,0.0,0.0,0.09696933081979928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776524037379257,0.0,0.0,0.06851180274984467,0.25738007142310043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28380576473712843,0.0,0.06755983962568295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448250887842363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351080277804406,0.09286525775386427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179796407878913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869430682080456,0.12062058823289153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685253607674347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050976824633222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015599609969905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608480287379604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720413407703399
anxiety,jamesko1989,2020/02/19,"Hypnotherapy works! I'm so proud of myself. I got on a plane. First time in 10 years. Not getting on planes has ruined my life for years. Finally. I accomplished and got over my biggest cause of anxiety, shame and stress. It's not like the movies at all but I strongly recommend hypnotherapy. It's a little  bit placebo. However it lowered my general anxiety so much as well. I'm not a hypnotist BTW. So I'm not drumming up business. But I am in Morroco! Africa! For the first time in my life. Its so amazing.",0.20987647058823453,2.512366870000001,2.6341176470588223,86.65441176470591,100.3,6.752941176470588,24.882352941176467,7.724431198458867,2.150729411764705,397,19,78,11,17,135,63,100,0.11699999999999999,0.69,0.19399999999999998,0.924,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,5,8,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,11,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,9,5,13,6,3,17,0,1,0,0,0,10,0,0,8,50,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341712943509779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384508556615864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437071848190507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392611951444784,0.0,0.3715646395824821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141119827211175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34937028430026124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308543676262143,0.1067057509207742,0.2189075981970972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055897420155313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501918027727149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25471721080010823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963798699420249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900755078041154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28130212716804803
anxiety,belleambiance,2020/02/19,"Potential job already causing stress I was notified that I was selected for an interview less than 24 hours before said interview time. It’s for a job I’ve worked hard to apply for. I really think it could be a great job for me. Pay is more than what I make now, it’s a short commute, and it’s a cause I feel is worthwhile. I currently work remotely. I’m underpaid, overworked, and constantly feel like I’m being asked to do more. I don’t fit in with the company culture, but all in all, the work itself is easy. I find it hard to stay motivated and often get a restless/depressed feeling from being home all day. 

The job I’m going for is a long shot. There is a slim chance I’ll get the position, but even so, I’m already stressed about it. I’m stressed about being worse off than my current position, of feeling trapped in it, of constantly being out of the house. I’m stressed about leaving my cat home all day by himself. I feel like any choice I select (staying at home in my easy-yet-aggravating remote job, or going for this new opportunity) will leave me feeling drained and overwhelmed. I wish I could shut my brain off, but I can’t stop thinking about it. I feel like no matter what I do I’ll be unhappy, because I can’t stop my anxiety.",4.720518774703557,5.103771098814232,5.8282583992094885,81.44064846837945,69.23715415019763,9.328952569169962,32.41329051383399,9.354420925462401,2.7643045454545456,980,42,202,19,16,327,130,253,0.168,0.6940000000000001,0.138,-0.8704,7,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,9,10,0,5,13,0,21,1,1,4,4,35,44,9,0,3,4,0,9,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,13,6,0,2,11,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,3,10,24,5,30,32,7,28,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,16,122,37,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230528355152807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925294082862535,0.0,0.06665595856066671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145692329233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053115031428205305,0.0,0.07414315585691958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726844501722468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901771416247458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831808879899067,0.0,0.13913607707732098,0.0,0.0,0.112386229461649,0.0,0.0750469082990724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755005163845939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30839690479686444,0.1867419627162364,0.0,0.0,0.07963732879333021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104604399138527,0.0,0.09903856961421596,0.0,0.0,0.09606365041452844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610682339188192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622023547352161,0.0,0.0858077480104835,0.10053895681820876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43232673434242347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452101511954846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277052978241092,0.0,0.0,0.07710932920655422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058161475981968885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415290258050108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581917210604167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288275491789851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857428422704238,0.0,0.14569298144465548,0.3992389464864345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116616983314683,0.0,0.0,0.05080753534128607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100197826178318,0.0,0.0,0.19030002088426606,0.0,0.08879524103847733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,triggafish,2020/02/19,"Great Game for Anxiety - BlockuDoku I recommend everyone to try this game. I use it frequently to help calm down during high-anxiety situations or just to get my self out of a thought-loop. Obviously, it's not applicable for all situations, but I just wanted to post this as an easy, free, option that people can use for their own anxiety.  

Also, I am not affiliated with whatever company makes this app, lol. Hope everyone is having a great day/night!",5.745341365461853,7.350799939759039,7.576084337349397,65.38452811244981,67.67469879518072,12.762248995983935,33.110441767068274,12.161744961471696,4.992511646586347,357,16,62,15,6,125,62,83,0.036000000000000004,0.653,0.312,0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,3,2,16,10,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,12,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374414771863672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125194294339553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592237777101665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34351320550013603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391073939114164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963448841289191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048107508793833,0.18991328345613326,0.0,0.17852999511871495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199829662904109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868101298123986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461440286850632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214858216528955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751602257341374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040878271249249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269957292412552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220368697986662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104885515950287,0.0,0.0,0.10601983357610333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlyingNarwhal,2020/02/19,"Anyone have a word for this type of anxiety? I'm trying to define the type of anxiety I have to seek more targeted treatment options.

To take some vocabulary from predictably irrational...

I seem to only have anxiety when I'm engaged in a ""market norm"" relationship.

When I'm engaged in ""social norm"" relationships, everything is fine.",5.864576271186444,8.400275118644071,7.2120000000000015,64.37325423728814,69.0,10.82169491525424,35.52881355932203,10.793553405168565,4.9657566101694925,268,14,39,9,5,91,39,59,0.087,0.789,0.12300000000000001,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,10,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,24,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5996644996897958,0.0,0.0,0.18270190035227898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348329908625362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987248390992448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610610527495576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378710204526829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663549573156128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645955895394887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774005616461328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okiedokedudedamn,2020/02/19,"Hi, I’m new! I had an un-triggered panic attack today for the first time in at least a couple years. I thought those days were behind me and I’m just really frustrated, but also scared it may become a regular thing again. My anxiety used to be soooo bad, but over the course of 5 years with medication and education, it has become manageable. But today, I didn’t go to work or class because of my anxiety. I just thought those days were behind me and it just sucks. I thought I was doing so well???",2.4003555555555565,4.35016268,4.201333333333333,84.73122222222226,77.2,7.6444444444444475,23.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,1.5038777777777783,388,12,79,8,9,131,68,100,0.222,0.743,0.034,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,3,2,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,16,17,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,8,0,10,1,11,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,10,57,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987987160820867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26761977555687216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899164631982227,0.0,0.0,0.14604714614492234,0.10662687249914134,0.3863608807854602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354068688399134,0.0,0.22561206945089055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878304499951278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994085162975602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620897611474268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893449128449356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522566546982995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120553558403427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751209415908096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620609376662655,0.0,0.0,0.4165901344013798,0.1019946415762476,0.0,0.3315989057451273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510708415689481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727005163577612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273405758395512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252797095651056
anxiety,fjskcjsljckskx,2020/02/19,"Has anyone else experienced this/does this make sense? I’m 20 and semi recently just realized I’ve been anxious and definitely have much higher levels of anxiety than normal for as long as I can remember. My parents brushed it off as being shy and never acknowledged my obvious signs and I always just thought of myself as a quiet and reserved. Within the last 6 months I have been so much noticeably more anxious but it all feels so familiar. Like everything I am now recognizing as anxiety I have felt my whole life, I just thought it was normal to feel like that. Also I’ve been sort of drawn to conversations about anxiety and anything revolving around the topic since I was like 11 and I’m starting to think it’s because I’ve always subconsciously known it was there I was just severely repressing it. 
I’m going to the doctor about this in a few months and I don’t mean to come across self diagnosis-y but I’m very curious what you all have to say.",4.243064516129032,6.122831586021508,5.613741935483869,76.90061290322579,71.84946236559139,9.476129032258065,29.06666666666667,9.888512548439397,3.0657531182795705,769,31,141,21,15,258,111,186,0.096,0.8190000000000001,0.084,0.1918,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,1,5,0,16,2,0,1,4,37,31,18,0,2,6,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,10,10,0,1,11,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,10,7,14,3,23,20,7,16,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,11,95,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096869584221802,0.23092381186155675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31845987346535193,0.31352531438041986,0.0,0.09702629403302028,0.1421790595623397,0.11419009977270915,0.1235284614967018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458861769694259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953201052139792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420297782352273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591865457594927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471120867461614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032545255261442,0.09913229248191223,0.1332342107791196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788621928396364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131103398419234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801238841875312,0.2033777317842541,0.0,0.0,0.12280086058006677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262535904132306,0.0,0.0,0.15115355254517138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151855529416206,0.0,0.20401349636074226,0.0,0.10702255583694384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719164940870722,0.0,0.15798255944661213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407985512133818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701169098653815,0.0,0.15719139318055278,0.0,0.0,0.11034988215501387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447600393111085,0.15676265719020993,0.0,0.1147861615488841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982171433721914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891370726494786,0.0,0.2203245941619456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144939815147479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492389891172564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pickledickle222,2020/02/19,benadryl burning throat immediately after benadryl it sat in my mouth for a few seconds before swallowing with water,12.363684210526314,12.969623263157894,11.693684210526314,45.06578947368421,53.21052631578947,11.810526315789476,50.57894736842106,11.20814326018867,6.713378947368421,98,6,10,2,1,32,18,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrsEliRoth,2020/02/19,"Just prescribed: propranolol and effexor. Any feedback on these medications? 

Switching from Wellbutrin XL and Hydroxyzine HCL.",10.771568627450984,15.64051164705883,7.4435294117647075,51.78921568627453,79.58823529411767,11.678431372549019,52.72549019607843,9.725611199111238,8.997760784313726,106,8,9,4,3,30,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594970490381135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8288323425866312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jlinj06,2020/02/19,"Overstimulation Does anyone else have anxiety attacks triggered by overstimulation?  Today I was in my living room watching a cooking show, and my brother was dancing around on the corner of my vision and my mom had music running in the kitchen and I just totally broke down and had to go sit outside.",8.852222222222224,9.123673851851855,8.91148148148148,63.23166666666667,60.48148148148147,10.162962962962963,42.074074074074076,9.725611199111238,4.510340740740742,244,13,36,4,3,80,42,54,0.136,0.8290000000000001,0.035,-0.6901,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,1,8,6,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,1,6,0,8,2,1,12,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543327322061925,0.0,0.0,0.23246535447685776,0.34064689174974905,0.0,0.29596191296391183,0.0,0.3782238363321064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29093997935871746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27772957212307603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889459738310663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935702819175465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893758011147221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151353651622038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YesPlsNoPls,2020/02/19,I'm meeting an online friend in person in a few months and I'm terrified. I've been online friends with this girl for a very long time now. She told me she's going on a road trip with her friend and they are stopping by the city I live near. So naturally I tell her that we're gonna hang out. Sounds great right? Well I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I can't drive and I have social anxiety. I'm terrified that I'll be afraid to talk to her since it won't be through text for the first time and also what am I supposed to say to the friend? I don't know anything about them so that's another thing that'll scare me. How am I gonna get to and back from the city? I can't drive so how am I gonna get around when I'm not with them? Is it gonna be weird for them to drive me around the city I live near? What if I'm so awkward she never speaks to me again. What are we supposed to do? Just talk? She didn't go on a road trip to just waste a day talking did she? I just don't know if I can handle this. I can barely hang out with people I see daily so how can I make this even work?,-0.3722590361445768,1.15943804417671,1.6779367469879531,101.51160391566269,84.22088353413655,4.953212851405623,16.399096385542173,5.7366,-0.9252397590361444,839,15,225,5,24,279,114,249,0.095,0.823,0.081,-0.2906,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,4,2,21,10,0,3,11,0,25,0,0,4,1,29,45,17,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,0,2,14,14,0,1,3,0,0,9,9,4,1,1,4,4,33,6,31,32,1,34,0,0,1,0,28,13,0,2,12,142,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571337029221622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517264134090891,0.11069207395781908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907251138187748,0.2576203045067692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112623226117287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331697489645137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557036924827528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307837704807975,0.0,0.0,0.4471672038894876,0.0,0.15119541677416193,0.0,0.16446818722793802,0.0,0.0,0.15952789406914056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856347709168235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25553850718270743,0.12805144139666466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658572976686668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549499802987773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159850567936658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100314014669255,0.1263430002661941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356962689372945,0.0,0.11506809806669452,0.14486597769388976,0.0,0.11530400940419187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969405889579655,0.0,0.0,0.14749938998955187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097236785312285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34890358602519983,0.12647071602007925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961296189625653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874684817542565,0.0,0.0,0.13826326629348354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938938615700842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300991165603743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534043987842298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bschena123,2020/02/19,"Making a new subreddit about breaking the stigma surrounding mental health I feel like a lot of people are still afraid to talk about mental health. Whether it’s you talking about your problems or other you listening to someone else I feel like it’s still kinda taboo in society. I want to end this idea. I want it to be easy for people to talk about their problems with anyone and not have to hide it from the world. That’s why I’m making r/breakingthestigma, so people can talk about their problems like they do on this subreddit and so we can try to think of ways to end the stigma and encourage people to talk about their problems with people in their life! Let me know if this sound like an interesting topic, and start posting on it, so we can get the ball rolling!",6.277133333333339,6.609746313333337,6.014000000000002,81.63033333333334,65.86666666666667,8.8,28.66666666666667,8.515128840125781,1.9058666666666684,617,18,119,8,9,192,83,150,0.068,0.784,0.14800000000000002,0.8690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,3,5,0,11,11,0,1,7,0,8,3,0,2,0,28,20,10,0,7,4,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,10,8,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,15,6,25,18,1,15,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,4,10,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925694742532281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468937057632544,0.0,0.20078889137122166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462631986760415,0.1619545087585588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592206906038622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097147442289185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795833992391056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062294189280136227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590804286132488,0.08006244898204347,0.2215083152617075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636610672506267,0.0,0.0,0.15132399490165854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284602562613681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947412514943222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929130493970408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855795608042897,0.0,0.0,0.4338425226899711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604107735795912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022970521646391,0.0,0.18104289435284407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555321353741678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263009571086218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695720165197996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371351994009786,0.0899719448041575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228073409076237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,12341234mm,2020/02/19,"My anxiety has never been this bad before I was diagnosed at a very young age with generalized anxiety disorder, I had some really bad anxiety as a kid and I slowly overcame it. For a few years I didn’t feel that anxious and it was great! Now I am in college and I just switched majors, the normal stress of college has spun me into this horrible feeling every day. I keep feeling worse and worse everyday. I can’t stop myself from having anxiety about things I have no control of that probably will never even affect me but it keeps replaying in my mind. It has affected my relationship because everything that happens I obsess over. He says one thing wrong and I think about it the whole day asking him what I did wrong and obsessing. With my new major I’m just stressing over things from my past that could come up if I get a professional job. I’m hoping it’s just silly stuff that won’t actually matter but it just won’t leave my mind. Every time there is a lull in conversation or I relax for a second it’s the first thing on my mind. I can’t take it I don’t know what to do. My stomach hurts so bad and it’s getting worse, I just want to feel better. I have no time for therapy and no money. is there a way I can get some helpful techniques to work on this? I am miserable.",1.851759504862951,4.050306850574714,3.8774904214559385,85.1425132625995,80.1111111111111,7.233775419982318,23.44842322428529,8.263242389622931,1.5437372826407303,1012,35,204,21,26,344,142,261,0.251,0.664,0.085,-0.9914,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,12,16,0,5,10,0,25,2,1,3,2,46,44,14,0,5,9,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,25,12,0,4,6,1,1,1,11,11,0,3,6,5,32,5,25,34,6,27,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,5,15,151,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.09620850526874536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30168083070526125,0.11137734904422418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921672751249947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24695273889673586,0.06009885368917558,0.0,0.08389185803121928,0.0,0.0,0.08719383449876363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492557281448686,0.0,0.0,0.1105757891224309,0.07871518207099655,0.0,0.0,0.127163316663446,0.0,0.0,0.10006561712444308,0.0,0.0,0.11299137433779373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511701189331548,0.0,0.16613073248126914,0.0,0.08860530988209897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993979585301048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385963353588702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452582996809286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869456566009096,0.0,0.0,0.08718180287084029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608203436623464,0.0,0.0,0.09792098272884447,0.0,0.0,0.10554141316978342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978342305540543,0.17526061643563076,0.0,0.0,0.054181858865808515,0.0,0.0,0.10439136711457464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29863993074431705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520756125305164,0.09521773486176148,0.0,0.0,0.09659614992386377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680636270437047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411422196519924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629546531809136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315854791475285,0.0,0.0,0.10584753926408844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840181815019365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824247010680718,0.22586641094565524,0.0,0.1128606569620768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412655281729495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274495295509555,0.0,0.2619922300404093,0.06317176033095799,0.0,0.0,0.11497591362290348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134613415718123,0.05815026368883992,0.07825524774612679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007094083284633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177386391163433,0.0,0.30141141157074003,0.0,0.2155828822735885,0.0,0.06348799316233474
anxiety,natashaDsilvs,2020/02/19,"Everyday is a Battle I've heard a lot of people say this. ""Everyday is a struggle"" and ""Everyday morning I wake up in war"". I also downplayed the meaning behind those words until I started feeling it myself. Until I started realizing thats the exactly reality I've been living. Everyday is a battle. Im grateful to say most days are better than others. But when the bad days come, they stay for a while and its so hard to just keep getting up, keep trying to work hard, keep trying to reach my goals, keep making new goals when I've already failed so many. I often get scared of falling into a depressive state of not leaving my house or not wanting to do anything, I think this pushes me to at least try everyday. To prove to myself that I am capable. I wish there was a cure to living in a daily battle with myself. But I've learned its easier to be friends with my anxiety than fight it. I let myself have quiet days, where I talk less and do less, but never just doing nothing. I just wish I could work harder at having more self control. There are some situations where I feel like I never have self control and I feel like it comes from a place of not having enough self love from being such a constantly anxious person. I really want to work on self love",4.631061176470585,5.542029132000001,5.862894117647059,79.22132941176471,69.68,8.28235294117647,27.90588235294117,8.4952907291091,2.0370635294117645,993,33,185,15,17,333,138,250,0.099,0.752,0.149,0.9552,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,1,9,15,16,5,2,13,0,19,3,1,3,4,47,42,16,1,5,10,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,11,9,0,6,8,0,0,4,5,10,0,0,3,9,25,6,33,35,8,36,0,2,0,2,14,11,0,5,21,137,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059075466086264,0.07674881583993735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341835759925883,0.1084211021491822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897682199186015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013265521733064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487948149327575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653428508437782,0.0,0.1037116942311285,0.2152816354590948,0.07662587473349071,0.0,0.0,0.18568210319122236,0.0,0.08266058832842882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916478534648214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455790603900983,0.13712490719550324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414776981757873,0.0,0.1002828728308444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194421670552135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073886331733612,0.0,0.0,0.1036662857617247,0.0,0.0,0.3412174802212456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016205464984446,0.0,0.09813792615225134,0.0,0.0937741943899068,0.0,0.1694901615798619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159200718002764,0.17323704905285736,0.0,0.06406209038699008,0.09730059798981852,0.0,0.10454170052008584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803912700439353,0.09269040650053208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208777290962318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653493730735557,0.08379909456969263,0.1002703684214814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148215444004185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264165662568474,0.0960847671744699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004791266130569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787660826330243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358590256790094,0.10229343864960767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003308272088288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713870057285589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149501616407557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954761719592268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321360642021035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072624839181515,0.0,0.0,0.20960639207838166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eggcotcenter,2020/02/19,Book recommendation for spouse? My husband has anxiety and I'd like to read a book to help me understand how to be a better spouse/how to PROPERLY support him when he's anxious. Before I buy I thought I'd ask if y'all have any recommendations,1.4933333333333323,4.095667755102042,3.970510204081634,81.14175170068029,85.73469387755101,7.348299319727893,26.534013605442176,8.344100000000001,2.244548299319728,196,9,39,5,6,68,38,49,0.076,0.701,0.223,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,20,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218685690732944,0.0,0.24958866073562655,0.368581899211106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30500985705086464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27762395699701553,0.0,0.0,0.2885512125656017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186857735388292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939457347364733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263491453970621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37023695140711615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259014674842465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396490558209352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avidbug2000,2020/02/19,"How to stop worrying about cancer? Hi everyone,

I have health anxiety and I’m terrified of having or getting cancer. I’ve been having symptoms such as no appetite, sharp pains behind my left ribs and stomach bloating which is all unusual for me. But worst of all i Have this weird lump, kinda near where my sternum is but kinda below my left ribcage? It’s hard to explain but I can definitely feel it and it’s freaking me
Out.

I should add I’m only 19 years old with no other health conditions. I probs will go to the doctor but I’m kinda scared of even doin that for some reason. Can someone please just tell me I’m being ridiculous or something?",1.5571875000000013,4.203935343750004,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,86.1875,5.3875,22.84375,6.9077264865688965,0.9935375,516,19,96,7,16,168,87,128,0.251,0.703,0.046,-0.9714,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,1,0,12,10,2,2,2,25,20,11,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,3,11,0,15,16,4,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,6,3,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222890710405584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367750902217588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314328329211717,0.0,0.0,0.19014609780023253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061671215521596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396549740067036,0.0,0.11309216414462925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825841552337246,0.0,0.0,0.4230399703598695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324124046188935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088094142271126,0.0,0.0,0.1513429513644202,0.2117423132796006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843428025924802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459768653613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992264547261525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860590912739692,0.1531943388647711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636684714289673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682965752455407,0.0,0.0,0.17392843219958573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208679433600704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281448051006502
anxiety,ShawnSavior,2020/02/19,"What do you do when it seems everything in your life is just bad and nothing is going your way? So past couple months haven’t been the best; January and February have been quite possibly the most stressful months of my life. Between me having classes all week, work all week and then on the weekends (FWS job Mon-Fri and Retail on the weekends), meetings and other obligations up the wazoo, I have not had a single chance for a break.

Just recently I was able to go out with a friend and I thoroughly enjoyed it. I genuinely don’t know when the last it was I had fun.

Just last week I snapped on my mentor and pretty much called him useless. I got denied from a position that would’ve guaranteed free housing and food as well as a chance to help other people in their transition into college. 

As you can see, my mental health hasn’t been the best. With Valentine’s Day having just passed, I treated myself but felt like shit the whole day leading up to me treating myself. 

Nothing has been going right these past couple months, and I just wanna know if this is usual. Is this a common occurrence to have this long a period of strain? How the hell do I get outta this?",5.257894736842103,6.081534263157899,5.5020350877193,82.68857894736844,68.21052631578948,8.360701754385966,27.919298245614037,8.447377352677275,1.895211929824561,924,29,176,13,15,293,135,228,0.10400000000000001,0.799,0.09699999999999999,-0.5618,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,1,5,10,16,2,2,16,0,25,5,1,2,2,31,35,19,0,2,8,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,12,13,1,0,4,2,2,5,4,6,1,0,10,2,23,11,24,25,8,39,1,1,1,0,10,10,2,3,23,131,35,6,0.12227363271777815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209337594629413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566372677073057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485505001655113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705868978411161,0.0,0.1577127553154314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989165683738757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740186247524745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785376203393444,0.0,0.09446830532489517,0.0,0.06388292643695861,0.0,0.20847276981145524,0.0,0.09779339399333126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997115380615898,0.0,0.0,0.08195743859316754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108735538413733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133771334135425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343967816198815,0.19933866061870545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273096569897398,0.05973672066615277,0.0,0.0,0.10820831722840413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322306271418143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927929412304868,0.0,0.08988518903206476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346496966616377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334480359580995,0.08476914124035988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784514893838326,0.0,0.12439624263843208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300530593543072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073046110784295,0.0,0.0,0.10442101424920387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743625445547442,0.11131332294978508,0.0,0.0,0.12551212686548271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006403315873328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466713174991962,0.0,0.0,0.09705511828224524,0.294241598203118,0.0,0.10993868028623996,0.0,0.0,0.13651414428623626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901666089047967,0.0,0.0,0.0868596804808014,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unseasonedearlobe,2020/02/19,"Anxiety-induced... burping? I feel stupid even writing it. But I’m out of options. I’ve seen a gastro for a year. I’ve done the diets. I’ve had an endoscope. I’ve had all the tests. And yet, I’m still burping. All the time.

It’s consistent. It’s distressing. Sometimes, I can’t catch my breath because I am burping so much.

I have anxiety and depression. Actually, I just got diagnosed OCD last week.

So is it “all in my head,” so to speak? Is my anxiety causing belching for two years? Can I stop it?

Any advice or wisdom will be forever appreciated. I’m at desperation levels.",-0.13707551487414096,2.11445883478261,2.9827002288329534,84.45853546910756,99.7826086956522,6.594965675057208,25.183066361556072,7.669130373188453,2.135086956521739,446,22,88,12,19,158,76,115,0.175,0.7659999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.904,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,6,0,11,7,2,1,3,14,17,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,5,3,9,1,7,10,4,13,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,8,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.22714152938853835,0.0,0.0,0.2274517253965663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828571925065876,0.0,0.3561236352346635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418891760486797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391100530079253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004770344144368,0.2362478998022408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23819570344504376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537366954131892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769114677274255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616053771108845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388803262159664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897315898961279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110639521942625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302069552373509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588353770803173,0.19459893496627306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357250317432946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737404544865755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867071380513282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29978139301549994
anxiety,Outrageous-Manager,2020/02/19,"Anxiety and Insecurity So I’m 18 and Have been in a relationship with mh girlfriend for just over a year, I’ve always suffered from anxiety and slight jealousy which I believe was nothing to be particularly worried about at the time. Now however I am extremely overly jealous and I develop an extreme hatred for any men in her life, despite my girlfriend loving me a crazy amount I always feel like I’m not good enough for her and that one of these men could easily replace me and make her happier, I also get extremely anxious and sickly feeling when she goes out. I also can’t stand it when she talks about other men, particularly one man who she used to hook up with who I have always compared myself to for years as he was your typical popular boy going out and partying and I watched from my insta account whilst sitting in alone playing Xbox, for years this boy made me feel horrible about myself, but never directly to me just the way seeing him made me feel, and when I found out they had a thing it crushed me, and for a year I’ve been dealing with it and pushing it aside, but the other day I completely broke down to my Gf on text about my hatred for him and how he made me feel. I literally have an over hanging feeling that someone else in my Gfs life can make her happier, and despite everything she does to try and make my insecurities go away, they won’t budge, so now I feel like I’m subconsciously trying to push her away, and I know I’ll regret it because she’s incredible and is literally amazing in every way and I adore her with my whole being, however I have extremely low self esteem and will never think I’m good enough, I have a lot of jealousy issues and I feel like I am extremely wearing her out. Has anyone ever felt like this before, and does anyone have any advice on dealing with insecurities and jealousy? Any help would be amazing :)",14.388032378580327,7.310203972602742,13.482963885429635,57.49682440846826,57.21917808219178,16.560398505603985,49.62017434620174,12.563389971838223,5.922808219178081,1490,60,276,30,11,499,180,365,0.155,0.7190000000000001,0.126,-0.7647,2,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,0,19,20,1,3,11,0,24,5,1,8,3,63,52,33,0,3,5,0,9,4,3,3,3,0,0,7,16,31,0,0,12,2,1,5,5,8,0,2,10,11,51,12,47,35,5,44,0,4,2,1,37,20,0,1,19,195,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032765600286002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957361013418288,0.0,0.14784250798904458,0.2307431517570436,0.0,0.0,0.18857950591991368,0.0,0.141426991428091,0.10442667737116043,0.0,0.12926718244143573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369384230002033,0.0,0.0,0.05634829396131664,0.0,0.07865645993436972,0.10414402551961224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691767339994488,0.0,0.0,0.07380284225544136,0.0,0.0,0.059613748920292774,0.19059547687159312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178321056015638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721864479506681,0.0,0.0,0.19102275923572276,0.0,0.0,0.08361390086104191,0.0778815466121732,0.0,0.08307576170407581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739084555805576,0.19810947536143186,0.08875331787053434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013516020446632,0.0,0.0,0.04829413739287785,0.0,0.10506732810039733,0.15506232009928975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619580852122156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647945314820833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050800558135953834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058094634569886,0.18063877509419216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858601361689273,0.08342734519191143,0.26239630913276146,0.18510578970206829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258510426065293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869509681086046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527442149300827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924196372166574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365974168956868,0.0,0.09643119217503096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832095401100905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429677468569185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061410552313732436,0.05922943122330779,0.0,0.0,0.05390033404631473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551632316526015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983526094492861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467432216534479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320179753719687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387352203334376,0.0,0.06566407609990828,0.0,0.0,0.2381037162690265
anxiety,hvagjor,2020/02/19,How to ignore fear mongerers? Sometimes someone close to me will get scared about something and it will cause me to panic. For example if I get a rash and they say omg what if that's a deadly reaction holy shit can u breathe ok? Then I can't even tell if I can breathe ok or not cuz they've freaked me out and I get dizzy and think I'n dying.,-0.018417047184172475,2.218297356164385,1.4747031963470327,98.9364687975647,89.13698630136986,4.888280060882801,20.439878234398783,6.42735559955562,0.05336955859969583,269,9,63,3,9,86,53,73,0.257,0.665,0.079,-0.9346,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,3,2,2,5,4,4,3,0,16,9,11,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,8,2,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,1,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763342824138905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791766843543033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776701517701491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026967006577447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216198941655927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156103232723641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391741612195314,0.2693131819585275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27612181948565223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279205035622657,0.20708723103271973,0.26604516615657103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351154598073545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236258113282613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArtOnTheFly,2020/02/19,My anxiety Im not sure if this belongs here ans if it doesnt then please let me know but I just need to talk to someone about it. So ive been diagnosed with anxiety for about a year or so now and anxiety seems to be the only thing I can find to describe what happens to me because my mom wont take me to the doctor. Since I was in the 5th grade I think ive had twitches in my face and neck and hands anr arms that i would irritate me but didnt actually hurt me at all. Along with this ive had situations where my head will jerk to the side or my entire body will jerk to the side and it annoys me greatly. This all causes people to stare at me weirdly and that causes me more anxiety. I am not looking for pity or anything I just needed a place to tell people since I think these are anxiety twitches I thought this subreddit was a good place. If anyone else has dealt woth these things and knows its anxiety that would be great for clarification. Thank you and I hope everyone here has a nice day.,4.320637362637363,4.431043371428572,5.375714285714288,85.29313186813188,70.04761904761905,8.937728937728938,28.05860805860806,8.841846274778883,1.82725641025641,788,25,176,13,13,261,117,210,0.13699999999999998,0.747,0.11599999999999999,0.3257,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,10,13,3,0,10,0,23,10,6,2,3,40,36,18,0,8,12,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,16,10,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,3,27,7,22,21,3,13,0,2,2,0,4,9,0,8,4,124,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.11191283469753074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263873008496841,0.0,0.0,0.08018813873115176,0.11750499456332465,0.09437330007865527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990892395261825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738555942028418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561947398020866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396023458421397,0.0,0.0,0.11639955154559735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173816198442574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580187770029924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958331665586983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481703225437952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618960204171992,0.0,0.2528740452885801,0.0,0.0,0.10141268348430184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769655039422597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390484368239105,0.0,0.0,0.12276917402281765,0.0,0.1238759581290724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605216966870442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726984854895635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630377783323207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431386723671554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007011340212755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722063063542332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590117567624777,0.0,0.2396360179955857,0.12588611167447747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044019484822093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973183998073384,0.12890708015763747,0.0,0.0,0.09716946570930762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080861822619499,0.0,0.08622639577412379,0.09217683813093888,0.10023689511214824,0.1055835377401398,0.0,0.0,0.1523789037707608,0.14696685603257634,0.0,0.09104449107646104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629332347005511,0.0,0.0,0.07385128023979938
anxiety,darkvenus94,2020/02/19,"What dosage of mirtazapine was effective for you? Hi guys, I have GAD since I was a teenager (I'm 25 years old) and switching medication every once in a while. Recently I started with 30 mg of mirtazapine. At first it helped but now, after 15 days, my anxiety seems worse. I am thinking about asking my doctor to reduce the dosage, but before that I would like to know about your experience.",5.573783783783789,6.672948810810813,6.4468648648648665,75.20218918918923,67.64864864864866,9.703783783783782,29.664864864864867,9.888512548439397,2.8391545945945937,308,11,57,7,5,102,60,74,0.084,0.8440000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,9,1,11,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,10,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767670016764745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293503371555259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087576734580691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582174883168866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511055457129388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670101972093946,0.0,0.0,0.2399797149707385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867748557295374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429151693369875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443945902995294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482689579065513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985579587628158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471440618192051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25743245860194314,0.2612683342438437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223367706205398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233391248297877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029394264651262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736457642283567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571974923959121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500121247753849,0.17427532039743704,0.0,0.0,0.15798441059868573
anxiety,omisilhou,2020/02/19,"A world of anxiety over one person I ended a friendship with a toxic girl. At first I felt amazing, like I finally had control. I even managed to keep calm while she berated me over breaking it off with her. But for some reason, all of that changed when I went to block her on Instagram. I had deleted the app for a while after a huge anxiety attack (not really related to this), but I decided that if I ever want to go back to it I’d better block her now. All of a sudden, see our old DMs, her stories, her new posts, it sent a surge of overwhelming dread through my body. Like suddenly being aware of her existence after I thought I was done with her just shook me. It’s crazy, of course she’d still exist in the world, just not as my friend. And I don’t wish ill on her either, so don’t get the idea that I’d actively been wanting her to disappear. It was just insane, I started shaking as I went to block all her accounts. Like, hardcore shaking. And since then, this faint feeling of dread always crept around me, sometimes surging up if I even heard her name (not her directly being addressed, just someone with the same name as her) or something I associated with her. It felt like she was haunting me. Then today I got a notification from YouTube, another platform I had her on. She’d just posted a video. She’s here too. I felt horrible again. 
Why is this happening? I don’t miss her. She constantly caused me heaps of stress when she was around me, and I felt cleaner without her. But everything that has to do with her leaves me uneasy. It’s kind of unfair of me. Even though she caused me a lot of pain, she has every right exist as she always did, in the same spaces as me. But I can’t fight these anxiety attacks. I just want nothing more than to repress the memory of her.",3.781514825956165,4.929260701117318,4.876089385474863,84.62794585302967,71.87709497206706,8.077524709926946,28.015040825096694,8.502166056373571,1.9148410829394065,1393,51,285,23,26,458,180,358,0.21100000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.092,-0.9937,0,0,1,0,1,0,48.0,1,0,0,3,22,22,3,8,16,0,22,4,1,4,4,60,44,23,0,6,18,0,5,4,1,0,3,1,1,2,15,11,0,6,9,1,1,8,8,13,0,2,20,7,64,9,52,20,9,52,0,2,1,0,38,18,0,5,27,215,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194978894036134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834554538515508,0.2371306258410916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839627772576319,0.0,0.2350948020976417,0.0,0.07945074791746631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138279682687528,0.0,0.11477107209725605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228701085716636,0.10930442582966128,0.0,0.0,0.11165790030474024,0.11588806627709199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573761589541444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915155127945337,0.0,0.0,0.20473608146816089,0.09346361417049667,0.08705598887987348,0.0,0.09286208224794826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224435660158014,0.0,0.396833816979255,0.1131877730636913,0.0,0.08788841432928203,0.0,0.0,0.07982884043586554,0.0,0.053983184344984586,0.0,0.058722127028975425,0.0,0.0826386502639851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137018717601712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664164301623615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184023959697096,0.0,0.10759735934223227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940653254154332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019180137007702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784344206226208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979218105508376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914337474724312,0.0,0.10842248037104844,0.0,0.07001587101714847,0.0,0.10994536280968588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021963257333268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979140768352453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619280807126525,0.10623557723454956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823920844120625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823368555500558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547172373647559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754715844815744,0.07954483402963695,0.1021913252728168,0.0,0.07313415163655125,0.0,0.08251568700519149,0.0,0.11835873751919353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151654444441276,0.08202871578966911,0.0,0.0,0.09794026604093137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283174823038087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915671044689376,0.09323497694911856,0.0,0.11881895103674488,0.09960186455406153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fujiwhitehead,2020/02/19,"Overwhelming anxiety about work This is my first reddit post so bear with me. 

I've been having increasing anxiety regarding work.  I have this overwhelming fear that I'm going to mess up on something. I'm pretty good at what I do, so I hardly ever do make mistakes. But, I'm constantly waiting for something bad to happen. I'm always checking my work email on my phone while I'm home to see if anything has happened since I left. It's become obsessive. I've thought about deleting the email off my phone but not knowing what's going on gives me even more anxiety. 

We have open seating at work so I can see my manager from my desk. I catch myself looking at her to see if she's mad or something then I wonder if it's because of me. I've thought about speaking with her, to ask her how I'm doing just to ease my mind. But, then my anxiety takes over and I chicken out. 


I'm just at a loss what to do. I took a huge step and made an appointment with a psychiatrist, but it's not until April 6. That feels like a lifetime away at this point. 

Any advice on what to do to hold me over until my appointment?",2.2135462555066105,4.02388924229075,3.8074251101321583,87.98082929515421,77.28193832599119,7.006960352422907,25.44691629955947,7.908726449838941,1.4371252863436124,866,32,181,14,20,288,121,227,0.106,0.8320000000000001,0.061,-0.705,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,6,11,11,1,4,6,0,12,0,0,3,1,33,39,19,0,4,12,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,2,5,0,1,6,2,9,0,1,5,7,28,2,35,34,2,35,0,3,4,0,12,19,0,5,10,118,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353768634232715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105192866241317,0.0,0.0,0.08597099671661906,0.0,0.3868485927904362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403417295635713,0.0,0.11818709395648505,0.0,0.11877721818096408,0.0,0.10555672287232733,0.07706541023380452,0.13962268177876694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366167954485442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835002487853063,0.11435553977070738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225940350471206,0.0639225398265515,0.09031558849805144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753411527487486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127508104845845,0.14369657309918776,0.10603640740623813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358833790449126,0.0,0.11324888700529895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681113355047194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947798376187148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735739602137864,0.0,0.0,0.06176318894553711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616227122610776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962313784237917,0.08438737370253778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764973795804122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950923828336135,0.0,0.1210769093704707,0.12861617699321853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30222484898582946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045772217323779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919764823614715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505328057715534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007291961492892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045900601591105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709879021197469,0.3681456085683442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,16402,2020/02/19,"Reservations about starting meds I'm so afraid to start meds. I've been in talk therapy (individual and group) for years and now EMDR has been thrown into the mix as well. Gotta say the EMDR is helping but my therapist has been suggesting for me to see a psychiatrist. I have so many reservations about taking meds, side effects, and if you do have side effects you simply just cannot stop taking the drug, added costs, added time if and when going to see a psychiatrist, the feeling that I'm so broken that I've been reduced to taking pills. I also hate the fact that reductively speaking trying out meds is quite simply trial and error. I resent the fact that there is no objective exam (blood test, MRI, CT) that can conclusively diagnose me with anxiety/depression. If you do take them and they help you, excellent, but I just can't take that first step for some reason. Does anyone else feel the same way?",6.1448502364687325,6.924930358381503,6.504330005254861,76.44176037834998,66.22543352601156,9.759117183394645,28.444035733053074,9.800150414767053,2.5677791907514447,724,22,133,15,11,234,107,173,0.10400000000000001,0.81,0.087,-0.7274,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,2,6,12,5,2,1,9,0,16,5,1,3,2,27,32,17,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,9,0,1,6,0,1,2,3,3,1,1,4,6,13,2,14,27,2,16,0,0,2,0,13,5,0,4,8,83,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279497901508737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987954470707116,0.1317064540875246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071302338158072,0.13046740905287108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248795735903702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490678932954122,0.0,0.10738033437407024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998937980616282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093377468301036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730533723633258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690859812176292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231796607986796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303213973930026,0.0,0.0,0.5711246707614536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672022366171674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216256928361847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222174582073816,0.0,0.0,0.2048626394188891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196535726114446,0.0,0.0,0.1074668552429476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832378776051594,0.10331717851093693,0.0,0.0,0.14699896246626004,0.14924715203244054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495386519833251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727157014124746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203064460723488,0.0,0.0,0.11557468184473654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277682396696964
anxiety,Infjok,2020/02/19,"Pulled Over Interesting experience with multiple anxiety triggers.

Today I was pulled over for an expired registration. I was given a ticket and by some stroke of luck managed to get out of having my car seized.

The reason why I haven’t reregistered is because I have been anxious about speeding tickets via photo radar. My ex said she had received 5 or 6 letters from the city but refused to give them to me. I am aware of two parking tickets I have received via windshield.

I had been dreading going in to the registration office thinking I racked up quite a bill in ignorance, as photo radar is quite a problem in my city.

Turns out I only had about $85 in parking tickets and zero speeding. All I needed to do was make a phone call to find this out, and letting anxiety control my life has lead me to this dreadful experience with a police officer and cost me an additional $310.

I feel so stupid, has anyone had similar experiences? I had even manifested ideas of those parking tickets expiring and warrants going out for me, or perhaps my license had been suspended. I have a deep fear of unknowns. Anyone feel similar?",6.797754283631058,7.484082781990522,7.5172511848341275,70.07640904119579,64.781990521327,9.904629967189207,38.505650747356896,9.851270322608157,4.0848983594604436,901,47,148,18,13,300,123,211,0.18100000000000002,0.8009999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,4,8,1,3,11,0,24,2,0,5,1,32,36,10,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,12,0,3,6,5,2,8,1,6,0,2,14,4,24,2,32,21,2,23,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,4,3,108,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512561652728865,0.1809955328471876,0.0,0.22404986115266146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766459823584382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635957887085093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969294514511974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581943605398174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470158327062161,0.0,0.18028461077942928,0.1620174122588766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464321400560488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370488605848553,0.1536912868001789,0.18210592841876205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808614211409647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382905065846218,0.11316345860323687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694368490133832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118796201959858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218495060038257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533025812380581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408133321992508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472605304176685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239962666082485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265827405765053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186356471865994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742661667737942,0.15650520650273567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456766893034462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lofi_lucia,2020/02/19,I don't know if I have something with anxiety. I was recommended this sub. For a few years I've had an extreme phobia of people touching my neck. It rooted from a traumatic experience when I was younger but I don't believe it is PTSD because the only thing that activates my anxiety is people directly touching my neck. I don't know what to do and how to get over this.,3.2832000000000012,4.8812295200000015,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,73.8,8.733333333333334,31.16666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.9568666666666674,294,14,57,7,6,102,51,75,0.113,0.866,0.021,-0.631,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,10,2,2,2,0,8,13,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,9,0,7,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466133375161635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794269237637844,0.0,0.0,0.3288771849702519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855392846941557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525084120485166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208469131342319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220070481495602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047406041750893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34122154223167833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472287383042847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939288352993935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797736967342016
anxiety,ponsid,2020/02/19,"Tips on how to stop biting my lips? I’ve always had a slew of nervous ticks, but lip biting is one that has been the hardest for me to kick. I work in customer service and it’s extremely unsightly. Anything is helpful, thanks in advance.",2.009787234042552,4.4459138085106416,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,81.12765957446808,5.4621276595744686,28.54893617021277,6.742157984588678,1.5685948936170218,187,9,35,2,5,61,42,47,0.063,0.785,0.152,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,7,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987413697240021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943492567980645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32120457194337265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32472531061355275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006412798583309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411924729052859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34887081573018475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nell_OW,2020/02/19,"Opening up to others helped me I have anxiety for days if someone make fun of how I dress, look or say something that hurt me a bit.

It started low but at an associations someone was speaking how she was stress out about coming in the association, and I said that I was anxious to not be late. It wasn't awkward or anything, and I didn't say that I almost didn't sleep or made nightmare about being late.

Another time, a guy said my makeup made me look like I smoke drugs, it hurts me and I said nothing but I realise a few day later that it was bc my makeup was falling with time, so I said to him after days of being anxious. He just say that I do what I want.

My guess is that sometimes people don't have much things to say, so if there is something that intrigued them, they say it. The person doesn't want to be mean, just want to talk a bit about anything.
And having time when u can relate to stress of people not only by thinking it but saying it ""oh me too ahah"" made me feel better.

I wanted to write it down because I am proud that me and my brain understood that, I am feeling better towards people.
Now that the little anxiety is going away I am gonna try to talk with mom to ask her why she beat me/lied to me when I was young(11y/o) I am 20 now.

I wish u guys to get rid of anxiety",2.7129197080291974,3.6276066058394174,4.2230729927007316,89.18643430656937,74.18248175182481,6.501897810218978,24.64890510948905,6.508806274219699,0.668705693430657,1006,30,223,7,20,336,141,274,0.1,0.7959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.2302,0,0,4,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,4,15,11,0,3,8,0,27,3,2,6,0,41,54,19,0,7,12,1,2,1,0,1,1,11,0,3,21,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,17,15,37,5,31,32,4,28,0,3,2,0,27,10,0,7,16,153,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857740750886479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981984119721001,0.19658431807534327,0.19353822965560588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097840742385245,0.0,0.08007863094671884,0.0,0.08047847443557027,0.0,0.0,0.0522162982291663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515150118995378,0.18703261729190432,0.0,0.0,0.09562261372605728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378674908341425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572689641593796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933604063666368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662247804877984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447527494365318,0.0,0.04868139345974105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436190166084008,0.16962969784958656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741472594308076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339723862632196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932518229450343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041848153195840065,0.08585178049013686,0.0,0.0,0.14386222815684138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24315490263671224,0.05717735438842789,0.0,0.0,0.09330663147107916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032156914185088,0.0,0.0,0.06296845757022276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219112418416953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514673955047555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815333530267174,0.07479322792460348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259213471198069,0.4087118938486562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571982256873144,0.0,0.1451554254699962,0.1318873671308197,0.0847179141062727,0.0,0.06062914596752534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962418107820577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769724943639128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056907343392384485,0.054886162956829083,0.0,0.0,0.14984353842972814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815613306345165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020931398515517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729298693200147,0.0,0.09850242827613064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nancyrub97,2020/02/20,"Social events at work make me super anxious. I do want to get to know people and make friends, but I just get so uncomfortable! It’s not even just after-work social events but events with a large ish group of people with some networking aspect.
I feel like I’m a good listener and can empathise but struggle to open up and contribute to the conversation in group situations.
Any tips on calming yourself down/making yourself more open?",7.079999999999997,7.852175024691363,6.752691358024688,75.50311111111111,64.18518518518519,9.442962962962962,32.24938271604938,9.3871,2.8859856790123453,351,13,61,6,5,110,58,81,0.102,0.711,0.187,0.7645,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,19,11,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,11,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,34,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785111797054036,0.0,0.0,0.2622321183085558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533145842780593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736800503078262,0.16582821136269071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793371065382176,0.0,0.2425486335336815,0.0,0.0,0.19469316506619905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275683408359321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340322663252425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098868639490451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218487398814256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26091518108628103,0.0,0.4732388884837041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242664618133282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691174155411778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379755854175435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pizza_andpop,2020/02/20,"Describing anxiety to my Doctor and Nurse Anxiety is a a fluid that seems into every part of my body like the blood in my veins. Solitude is a stranger in my daydreams, and a monster in my dreams. Its the feeling of my heart quaking with despair. My soul, its hopeful with prayer. But God cant seem to take away this sickness. My anxiety pounds through my whole body like a drum when I'm trying to sleep. But all of these similes and metaphors escape my mind when I'm in a cold Doctors office. 


The Nurses walk in and give you evaluation paperwork to fill out. The same paperwork I've filled out many many times at different offices over the years.

 
Rate your anxiety on a scale of...

I cant function/ I can moderately function/ I function well


Are you suicidal?

yes/ moderately/ no suicidal at all


I've also filled out this paperwork through the Nurse sitting at a computer, asking the questions, and listing the options. When neither of those options fit they ""well you have to pick one because I have to enter something, we'll put moderately."" (which I'm not nurse shaming cause this is what I'm in school to do, Its just the system thats so fucked) 


Then comes the part where the Doctor walks in and asks you directly ""and how does that make you feel, describe your anxiety to me."" All I can think of is ""uhhhhh ya...you know...its uh...well...like you know."" In those moments its so hard to give my anxiety one narrow definition, then i get stressed that I can remember what it feels like. So i spit out generic explanations for it like ""well you know its above moderate, and sometimes more extreme then others, and it sometimes effects my daily functions.""

DAE kick themselves after these appointments? And for nurses, is it hard doing these evals? Do you ever get frustrated with the patients for taking to long to give you a direct answer you can write down?",3.4294535427807484,5.9130974232954525,4.136283422459893,83.84721925133692,76.1875,7.209358288770052,28.25066844919786,8.219915518859313,2.153341310160428,1471,63,270,27,34,468,182,352,0.102,0.8140000000000001,0.084,-0.7645,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,1,12,1,1,14,13,2,2,21,1,18,12,7,5,4,49,43,23,2,1,4,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,25,19,0,0,12,2,0,8,5,5,3,2,0,6,35,8,46,42,9,45,1,1,0,1,21,23,1,6,16,186,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251112472560926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161873477864659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953393512962148,0.0,0.08519022055564948,0.0,0.0,0.05527338824375325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143441164270312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314609585411326,0.0,0.07810671701453313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473393317306933,0.0,0.2784228169809769,0.079348508889651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820188736865721,0.07639587040334997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754090261664206,0.06477677303437107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382568046206403,0.09474574715061436,0.2609452652784443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245030502338267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744788138945954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005869768454686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949444475331852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719289166965238,0.0,0.0,0.08024270674131584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052489768600555,0.18385627763769952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155383075185712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288467404085425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637993596441766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115135799468804,0.10157445459672527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271477582212814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176586540027858,0.0,0.16509049504960532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907384321315338,0.0,0.0,0.06980446618290093,0.17935573054396947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386555697043924,0.0,0.0,0.19836297924553012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363495468393394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058099564641833835,0.0,0.0,0.05287212585806443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156098058624983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261034829001245,0.0,0.0,0.10123310967751284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839040646311897
anxiety,Bakio-bay,2020/02/20,"I sometimes blame myself for why I have general anxiety disorder because in my case it came out of nowhere. Does anyone else here blame the selves for their anxiety? I’ll explain why I blame myself. So my first time smoking weed i smoked maybe a gram joint to myself but so did my friends and I had no fear going into it. Obviously I smoked way more than I should’ve and got a terrible panic attack, my first ever. I had always been a bit of an anxious person but that next day I woke up with anxiety problems and haven’t really been the same since. 

After 5 terrible days following the attack, I got prescribed SSRI’s and whether it was placebo or not, it helped immediately and I felt myself within days. I got an out her mild panic attack subdued by a benzo a bit later that was caused by my friend saying that my ADD pills had been causing my issue. 

Anyways, that next year I was hardly ever anxious except for when I thought about it. The next 3 up til now I’ve had a wayyyy  more anxiety, and this time 24/6, and have needed benzos to control it.

I just feel like there’s uncertainty on if I never had that first panic attack that I would be fine now. I’ve been told my psychologists though that my disorder was inevitable but the question is when would I have gotten it if ever? The u certainty is killer and hurts my morale.

I have friends who have had weed panic attacks and have woken up the next day a little tired but generally just fine. 

Analogy would be that I feel as if my brain was a thinning balloon and the trigger of the anxiety attack caused it to pop and for the general anxiety disorder to flow out.",5.464345794392528,5.911790348909662,6.329313084112152,78.27135280373831,67.62928348909658,9.161433021806856,30.068691588785054,9.120678840339163,2.467345046728972,1286,45,244,22,20,426,158,321,0.289,0.648,0.063,-0.9978,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,16,21,6,5,20,0,30,3,1,5,5,56,46,27,0,8,13,0,5,1,3,3,2,1,0,1,18,18,0,1,6,0,0,4,4,15,0,3,26,6,37,6,30,15,5,42,1,1,0,0,12,12,0,5,26,179,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754069508656502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31741035848415194,0.1562460308553956,0.0,0.048353267299090966,0.07085524743438648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720279707454111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042154923907213385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099396199065018,0.0,0.0,0.07719742957916614,0.0,0.07909241610769407,0.0,0.21311701929696228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756078011976622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839142042411166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23776540624296716,0.0,0.060516108396378485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057768316779721024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765808406562876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781616047501637,0.06993149829914473,0.04940279626384858,0.0663975623452518,0.0,0.0,0.1764640880943537,0.0,0.0,0.16028191700406302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03930114746905269,0.0,0.165923508479135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061947353550722874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635168492147483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402953580848941,0.0,0.0,0.07217758906532915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03378458016854737,0.06930930373457632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947331348368888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051275947933463586,0.053334926382476285,0.0,0.29417928104231256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245437893438197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060381584655792776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616991994646791,0.0,0.0,0.07746699705758625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04430107428015771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499310678040209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720393638574861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839391806470432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067942305321976,0.054899623345660765,0.08064714370431984,0.07948100641002595,0.0,0.06607849347329645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489029842631196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479934783503265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473725610927666,0.0,0.0,0.044532155881401435
anxiety,Husarx,2020/02/20,"help me. i am very afraid hey guys. Soo few months ago i developed very strong anxiety. And since that time i expirenced some cognitive problems  such as: forgeting some of words. unclear, chaotic thinking wich some times even get ""paused"" and i am afraid what is happening to me.i got problems with reading too did anybody experienced similar symptoms ?",4.197333333333333,7.592398733333333,3.530000000000001,81.62833333333333,86.66666666666666,7.333333333333332,33.333333333333336,8.167268648758528,3.5578333333333347,284,16,44,7,9,84,50,60,0.185,0.722,0.09300000000000001,-0.6469,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,8,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,1,4,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182927290313365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883865841077912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265098991155988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286595646843339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969549017545692,0.0,0.0,0.2438339918513197,0.2177650068226227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165061448499008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656066945385667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712710164444169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463244946571153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370704140902116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25595620053030604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779208924881413,0.0,0.0,0.28718986978994016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063770391620904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatdowehaveherehmm,2020/02/20,"Apparently my browser was using my camera in the background :) My phone warned me that a free adblocker browser i have was using my camera in the background. No need to say i am anxious. I disabled the camera permission now, but too late i guess. Anyone knows what could have caused this?",3.2485534591194964,6.1441459622641545,3.885188679245285,82.94086477987422,79.94339622641509,5.79748427672956,25.81446540880504,7.1686216300943375,1.5551408805031448,228,9,38,3,6,72,37,53,0.08800000000000001,0.833,0.079,0.128,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,8,11,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,9,2,3,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501083231158292,0.0,0.2166951856450515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318361334130179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474366703385183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413990839462097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031757277033574,0.0,0.34959021683085506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297931800107493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464516287858257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353227745741308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Afraid-Brain,2020/02/20,"Strange public speaking issue I have a very strange public speaking issue related to anxiety. I've had mild to moderate issues with anxiety since I was a kid, and at times have been on mild doses of zoloft for it to great success. Not currently medicated, but I practice a lot of habits to reduce my anxiety in day to day life and generally am handling things very well.

Except...for one very specific kind of public speaking. At work I'm often in situations where we go around a table with new people, offices, customers, whatever and introduce ourselves and a few blurbs about what our work focuses on. I know that's ridiculously easy but every time it gives me a panic attack. I can stumble through it but it is so obvious that I am freaking out I look like an idiot. I struggle to project what I'm saying and get the ""shaky voice"" thing. Afterwards...no problem. I can participate in the meeting like a normal human. 

I'm not a genius but I'm also no dummy, I get along well with everyone, I work hard, and am generally pretty good at my job. In general I can do ""stand-up-and-speak"" public speaking with minimal nerves and often even enjoy it. It's just this one thing, in this one specific context. Has anyone had a similar experience? Are there any, I dunno, tricks, to keeping my vocal cords from freezing up?",4.024198444317968,6.0396440398406375,5.619635742743317,76.06110225763615,72.74501992031874,8.605653576171505,30.27907417947259,9.23628265651192,3.0055894896604065,1038,46,180,24,21,352,148,251,0.171,0.703,0.126,-0.7373,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,0,4,12,18,4,3,12,0,16,4,0,0,1,35,27,13,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,4,6,0,2,15,15,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,9,2,3,4,9,19,9,32,23,2,21,0,0,1,0,15,14,0,5,8,123,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661439855383078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215722614491511,0.0,0.2772656640223253,0.0,0.0,0.08447550879786947,0.0,0.0,0.10754950232769483,0.0,0.13744263563720646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582924223390365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979608338407163,0.0,0.10179046455211417,0.11544234068456335,0.0,0.11817864615730693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623998608667314,0.11589518139801952,0.06866101536122549,0.10133251254006463,0.0,0.13319715344153293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822503839315943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37829327162418136,0.11988861577214364,0.10738446341759283,0.0,0.12580852084903113,0.06639586188388785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533404746295707,0.1180466081684662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014527928986439,0.0,0.0,0.10271119644293196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170674773562735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668229376249233,0.0,0.0,0.11837143950237335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24559877368198385,0.0,0.0,0.1417484446419361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375677045198099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291061803036678,0.0,0.11560206717814199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607563118567934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993805799174857,0.1357992760060633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630035292538302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407890798398581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089448093294402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990510182567813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21725143545854886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263860689993257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,halemar33,2020/02/20,am i normal?? i’m 18 and i have generalized anxiety disorder (though it hasn’t been too bad as of late). i’m on lexapro which has helped tremendously but i have this incredible fear and anxiety surrounding intimacy. it causes me so much distress. as a girl who likes girls it feels even harder. i had a girlfriend at 15 and we would make out and i had no anxiety. but about two years ago i was just messing around with a girl and i had severe anxiety any time she would try to kiss me. when i get that anxious i almost always throw up. and so i haven’t kissed anyone in two years and anytime i have the possibility i immediately feel nauseous and usually throw up. i feel like a weirdo and a loser. and i just want to feel normal. what’s wrong with me? is this normal anxiety?,0.8873076923076901,3.3976800384615373,3.1096923076923098,86.6603076923077,88.35897435897436,6.70974358974359,21.26153846153846,7.908726449838941,1.2705061538461542,610,21,126,14,20,207,95,156,0.261,0.647,0.092,-0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,10,10,0,2,6,0,15,2,0,2,0,33,24,18,0,6,4,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,9,15,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,5,4,19,4,15,17,1,17,0,1,0,2,8,8,0,1,9,88,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778421350708068,0.0,0.13305347311916071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056127695457868,0.0,0.0,0.09035843891012788,0.0,0.5082387705464161,0.15010907206168295,0.0,0.092908140394741,0.0,0.0,0.11828545816225974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094370263790028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649753887967458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228437827233454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877615988763925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951946716801154,0.2687390459801949,0.09492475250500228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694208446783962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906221007940335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149886933801802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983042068537912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886939973095936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767720570598712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39056303335191495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497947449787724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010907206168295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054739822545927,0.0,0.07747952277318668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021228709578234,0.0,0.2595959242903797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634123008941746,0.0,0.07837214835314492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877884041280654,0.1452761566340656,0.0,0.17113217045366114
anxiety,ImNotGoodWithUserNms,2020/02/20,"A YouTube channel who's helped me out I was just watching a Douglas Bloch video on how to stop intrusive thoughts, as I have been having some problems with that. And I thought I'd share the channel with everyone in here since it has helped me with dealing with my anxiety disorder. Sometimes he just makes me smile!

Douglas' YouTube channel: https://youtu.be/9kTsUJRs8Lo


Hope someone finds his videos helpful!",6.944047619047617,9.80243035714286,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,66.85714285714286,7.523809523809526,40.23809523809524,8.344100000000001,3.687666666666668,335,20,53,5,6,96,55,70,0.124,0.731,0.146,0.3987,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,8,2,9,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,2,1,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718969750299586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522680380935141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804397101836873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23381492520517655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364523455472152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920382641938533,0.0,0.0,0.24303564921055906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333467150552694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341384324896609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241281851985066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073278310091352,0.0,0.2420079211286845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045745475261069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885182803553308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Disturbed__0ne,2020/02/20,"Life plans are going to take to long to comfortably do, worried I won’t be able to do everything I want to in a timely manner. Basically terrified of lack of time. (I’m 19M with GAD) I live in California, I want to become a plumber, but an apprenticeship takes 4-5 years, my gf (24) and I want to move to New Hampshire together. She’d be 30-ish when we start our live there. I’m terrified that we’ll be too old to enjoy our life and build it and do what we want. We have land we picked out, but nothing’s stopping it from being bought in the meantime. It’s been on the market for 2 years already, but I feel if the price gets too low it’ll bring up the demand. 

I’ve thought about going halfway into an apprenticeship (~2 years) and moving, but 20k/y is hard to live off of.

 I just don’t know what to do, I feel like quite literally every second I’m not in school or working is a waste of my short life.",2.599017857142858,3.4787469375000017,4.38565476190476,88.04625000000004,74.41666666666666,7.569047619047621,24.130952380952376,7.957251820313856,1.0348514880952375,700,20,161,10,14,238,117,192,0.122,0.8,0.078,-0.8481,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,7,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,9,0,18,3,0,1,0,30,37,11,0,6,8,0,3,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,4,0,2,5,3,1,0,1,3,3,18,3,28,26,1,28,0,1,0,0,9,12,0,2,12,95,25,3,0.14490151480605598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990242479290553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600323387694489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208577577519045,0.0,0.13022813820407186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653311937863026,0.10351767113013803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570506089669196,0.0,0.1647017402420014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980329570815596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963408303541812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070446754632378,0.07079156087601232,0.0,0.3838520768776893,0.12823328081860652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308014757005426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399467859381792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903691147187613,0.0,0.15204976473054618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412059727625185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664806890639798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256203798373012,0.0,0.0,0.12114415463819472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789581183627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150356170997402,0.1689864771010516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34186667080562433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549002854752088,0.14715452197245998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799354742569691
anxiety,suguzelortamibozan,2020/02/20,"How to deal with anxiety in social life? It’s getting hard to survive in social life day by day. It’s getting hard to communicate in a right and healthy way with people day by day. I have a weird tendency to think I am the only person in the world who makes life complexer, harder for its own sake. Just think, everyday, you create meaningless (yes, you sense that meaningless) scenarios about people around you. Everyone, even your close friends are dangerous for you. Just think, you have always jitters that kill you inside as time goes on. Just think, being on the alert, even for the random people and situations, everytime. Except for making sure sockets, doors, ovens, windows are ok or not for 2737272 times a day, lack of social skills drives me mad. Social networking sites like Instagram just increase my anxieties. To my sick brain, if someone doesn’t like my latest posts, he/she has a problem with me, talk behind me, or just hates me. If someone saw my latest stories on the Instagram, and if she/he is someone that I don’t know well, probably he/she is mocking me.  Yes, these are my inner worries I keep like a secret in my daily life. I camouflage them with my best charachter traits that I developed over the years. 

From an external perspective I am an easy person. Easy in mind, easy in life, easy in dealing with problems... but definetely not. Every day is a surviving for me around people. I still have fear about going to campus after a long semestr. I still have fear that people in school will mocking me, talking behind me, despite all of that therapies I attended, medications I took for many years. I am a complete social media stalker, because I have great fears. Checking if people talk behind me badly, etc... 

Because, yes. I have been bullied in primary school like many others. All that physical and psychological violence from my own family, from the school, just gave me scars that I can’t cure. I am sorry to say but they formed this sick charachter. I believe life isn’t for everybody. To people like me, it’s miserable, it’s agonising as hell. I’m 21. Still trying to heal my scars, trying to believe that life is full of hope if you see it like toy vending maschine (what the hell is that?) that you can pick up toys, but sometimes you can’t. Thank you Reddit, you just gave an opportunity to spread my ideas to the world, (I know it’s not that great platform, but I want to think that way...), express me. Thank you.",4.322718535469107,6.3481453130434815,4.83018306636156,81.9933752860412,71.95652173913044,7.885583524027457,27.757437070938217,8.611707548084741,2.1562173913043483,1924,72,351,35,38,612,217,460,0.162,0.696,0.142,-0.9494,0,1,0,0,0,0,87.0,0,13,2,5,18,33,8,4,20,4,28,12,1,4,3,59,52,18,1,10,22,0,2,6,1,1,11,1,3,2,25,12,0,1,10,2,1,5,8,16,1,0,5,5,56,17,60,45,10,51,2,1,2,0,34,25,2,9,24,230,81,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054913082865245336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097190803543796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749898960530565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510302435123835,0.08045981461337641,0.0,0.0,0.14870741236906382,0.0692576255845924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367218698153119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919444659560303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553676881412569,0.13607578559312009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360181117126201,0.08717808050400205,0.0,0.05560358940521213,0.06306100025817941,0.0,0.0,0.062214162876749926,0.22278799006466227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050987532545463565,0.0,0.06895927220461116,0.0,0.03750644938196472,0.0,0.0,0.14551932467336812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823702003237532,0.06515634744303139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554787349081749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450026252385211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865934140927191,0.07301363117818573,0.0,0.07253819419414753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262992806649509,0.1934507861858764,0.0,0.0,0.05840345158514384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810427951031115,0.13381703640998172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648296634377622,0.0,0.0,0.0666360836878078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019213123738196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202681082385607,0.11524848480714844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632049167866197,0.0,0.07115371516043248,0.12629650343085405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635932436969971,0.0,0.052481830904308926,0.0,0.20037122978733568,0.052589428571524814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418108580003907,0.0,0.3363676889590024,0.16775191395487607,0.0,0.06527069032648546,0.07387594037155974,0.0,0.0,0.15811095039274456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219945677434788,0.0,0.0,0.15913271629003772,0.0,0.12151856147226416,0.07547097370839448,0.0,0.0,0.21143448722487815,0.0,0.0,0.07696436892912471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332281467478675,0.08961247433473761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892552976402034,0.10476743464594984,0.0,0.0,0.059337383261206425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702107241341455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499716461208989
anxiety,nicolettecb98,2020/02/20,"Scared of surgery 
I have a lateral release and ligament tightening surgery for my right knee on March 3rd. I’ve had two surgeries before (a laparoscopy and oral surgery.) 
For some reason though, I am terrified of surgery and being put to sleep. I panic that there will be a complication during surgery and I’ll die. 
I literally think I am dying in two weeks. I keep panicking and acting like this surgery is “the end,” for me.
Everyone I talk to has told me this is a knee surgery...not open heart surgery. I am 22 and my family doctor told me yesterday I am in good health and cleared for the operation.
 I have no heart conditions or sicknesses. 
I don’t eat super healthy but I’m not obese or overweight.

I just cannot stop having panic attacks and obsessive thoughts that I’m going to die during surgery.  I hate that I have no control in the situation and like my life/wellbeing is in other people’s hands. Also I watched a lot of hospital shows where people are constantly dying during surgeries and that freaked me out badly.

How do I...stop being scared of surgery?",3.7707371273712766,5.952476287804881,4.565813008130082,82.61283875338755,73.92682926829268,8.067750677506776,30.413279132791327,8.841846274778883,2.6594661246612463,849,39,159,18,18,273,114,205,0.217,0.703,0.08,-0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,6,13,2,5,8,0,21,12,6,3,1,27,30,16,4,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,12,3,3,3,1,0,3,5,9,0,2,4,2,22,4,17,22,2,19,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,4,9,101,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594564807899797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649127818717335,0.0,0.0,0.10017587180956776,0.0,0.0,0.10209168021638364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965262861031032,0.13456452589905066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980691750835591,0.0,0.0,0.12280165154568574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276653144484533,0.0,0.0,0.10626410455551133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464326599896565,0.0,0.0,0.11310373756174433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818575404083609,0.10063110398304284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845255293843206,0.0,0.12753005297304018,0.0,0.2843468958353102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664116415811273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474337789802197,0.11722950713128408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200024484130722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815345660467557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635403712712038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061012912398478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233564468147916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024597927210869,0.0,0.0,0.2402360259551249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485929364659746,0.12006375172742895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061246516297476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643305290689776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768764848671508,0.1178768971898242,0.09524842035030784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292865319979313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440039782046626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623839728231927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doomer93,2020/02/20,"Anxiety and brain-fog at work Hi everyone!

I'm in my mid 20s and I've recently started a new job. It's a good job, but a very responsible and detail-oriented one.

I suffer from moderate-level anxiety and due to the onboarding process at work It tends to flare up. I've been able to control it and overcome it for the most part, but It leaves me drained and brain-fogy especially the last 2 working hours.

Do you happen to know of some way that I can cope with the energy drain?

Thanks a lot guys!",2.9538235294117685,4.360408254901961,4.768774509803921,83.58198529411767,74.29411764705883,9.02156862745098,27.45588235294117,9.516144504307137,2.400329411764705,390,15,83,10,8,133,73,102,0.111,0.768,0.121,0.2555,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,9,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,12,8,4,12,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,47,11,5,0.17774905345973552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719550787522873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968534576049352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993606777638893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984683784911905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490874727953051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599950859151375,0.15718290094918033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750470128376326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35277701685980223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976862312421317,0.14488920241982234,0.0,0.18821058267662727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511158888851636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716711434558719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044735880597725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192484903378083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550574648590064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581169490815816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364744708724133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666158449108607,0.0,0.1410889250989225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38821028369909055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pretty-in-pink,2020/02/20,I am in the middle of a panic attack because I keeping making mistakes I made a big mistake where yesterday contacted my professor for a reference for grad school  but then back tracked it. Now it turns Out I did need her to do it again and sent an email explaining and apologizing. In between I’m waiting to hear back from a job freaking out because that would entail rescheduling a driving school class (at no fee but still) and I can’t stop pacing I don’t know what to do,6.960319148936173,6.332463329787236,7.182425531914895,77.05300000000003,64.63829787234042,10.073191489361703,36.88510638297872,9.3871,3.344423829787233,379,17,72,6,5,123,68,94,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.9371,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,7,0,7,0,0,2,0,19,18,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,3,1,8,0,13,14,0,18,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,8,53,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618103972730587,0.0,0.3539173421158708,0.0,0.28057483181094883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593774950117556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837226584241302,0.2045534771504594,0.0,0.0,0.12647550664694987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775814648230515,0.1536160847760685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706412814199946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27001240504803925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658153420435406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837851335149129,0.19240214429753144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031946742269634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348043403409032,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YukixSuzume,2020/02/20,"Eating as a Coping Mechanism My anxiety seems to manifest in different ways, and one I've recently picked up is eating or snacking on sugary things. Be them healthy or not.
It serves me well sometimes, but not when it's all sugar and adds to a new growing health problem.

I was wondering if anyone else has this experience? I am trying to combat it by snacking mindfully--filling and nutritious snacks--but it's hard when junkfood is *right there, waiting.*",3.7027380952380966,6.578482845238099,4.766666666666668,77.51166666666668,77.6904761904762,8.019047619047619,30.76190476190476,8.841846274778883,3.241247619047618,365,18,59,9,9,119,66,84,0.11599999999999999,0.8190000000000001,0.066,-0.631,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,1,16,9,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,5,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,2,5,1,8,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,4,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968006826621618,0.0,0.0,0.15509107646114836,0.2272652337958269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23173881186096396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539233770804713,0.1852894527126192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169676597167786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986935378466466,0.0,0.0,0.23576813502620306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422046225115213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030067582079867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223724242598704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900548562261687,0.0,0.0,0.1894200910441771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192276352783012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937062309437755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735725625837576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059090254376678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605832957580594,0.0,0.0,0.1994291568495756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405378488217536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,browndye27,2020/02/20,"NSFW... Feeling intimidated by men I dont know NSFW... 

I have tried to make as much healthy self reflection as I know how, listening to books that have helped a lot, and trying to focus on the ""now"". But now that I've found someone truly special, it's becoming more and more difficult to stay in a good headspace. 

Went through a few semi decent relationships with some semi-decent women over the last few years. One ended pretty badly about 1.5 year ago, and was left with the opinion (hers) that I wasn't good in bed, and that I was apparently barely filling a void of hers for the 7 months we were together. That hurt, because at that time, I thought she was the one. 

Move forward to ~6ish months ago, and I meet my current Gf. Through Tender ironically, but we talked for a good week before meeting and I can say this has been the most healthy, eye opening relationship I've truly ever been in. From the start, we swore to always be transparent and open about EVERYTHING, even if it hurts. And believe me, we have. There have been a couple of occasions that were questionable in intent, however once we discussed it, all was mended and back on the road we went. 

Here we are now, at almost 7 months together, and I'm beginning to recollect on things we've discussed in the past and struggling to block out the scenarios and false assumptions that my anxiety creates on it's own. IE: her telling me that her ex of 8 years was the best she'd ever had (she does claim what we have is so different and still so amazing) and/or that she has dated a lot of ""pretty"" and attractive men in the past (not bragging, looks were just the topic), which gets to me when I remember she has told me I have a look she wouldn't normally go for.

I struggle dealing with PTSD from deployments, so anxiety from that is always on the highest setting, and from emotionally traumatic incidents in the past with family/ex's. I know how I feel is MY problem, but when she asks how she can help me through these struggles, I don't know how to respond other than ""It's just my own issues to work out"". 

Is there something she can do to help? I don't enjoy my thoughts interrupting sex bc of how paranoid I am that she might prefer any ex of hers over me, or even just normal intimate moments bc I'm comparing myself to men I don't know. 

Thank you for listening. I hope you all find as much fairness in life as possible, and remember to be kind to yourself.",5.415908771929827,5.961337387368424,5.9871052631578925,80.33890350877195,67.7578947368421,9.449122807017543,31.41228070175439,9.473421319101043,2.71860701754386,1909,74,375,37,30,620,234,475,0.106,0.789,0.10400000000000001,-0.0091,5,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,8,2,0,2,27,20,0,3,23,0,41,4,1,7,4,82,68,35,0,7,9,2,2,0,1,2,2,3,1,5,23,32,0,1,17,1,0,6,7,8,0,2,19,8,55,12,63,44,15,60,0,2,3,1,52,24,0,11,30,268,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802555408876011,0.0,0.08360761385359047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389481136279653,0.0,0.0,0.056779077552116065,0.0,0.12774602534490045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805602388831295,0.0,0.0,0.0642020651347927,0.06971436394846994,0.050897431359022006,0.09221304136885193,0.07104761278489828,0.09406963401546156,0.08762225618388643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923850019696981,0.0,0.0,0.08607909414321961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723391154859053,0.0,0.0,0.07306654093361444,0.0,0.09785485358333093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391999902533013,0.0739512851330497,0.0,0.0,0.11029457101746952,0.15105098949957674,0.0,0.0,0.07503941258335955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443458805307492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631239908712502,0.0,0.0,0.09154733614005277,0.0,0.0,0.043622395110748856,0.0,0.04745181037545704,0.2100935069758025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789367525785662,0.0,0.0,0.08292881130188674,0.0,0.0,0.1787650346918596,0.0,0.0,0.08714649546511614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694660344793374,0.2294317839063376,0.06805910670778148,0.0,0.0,0.0907169457016071,0.0,0.058974587216331815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022859013546174,0.0,0.0,0.14196796220985378,0.0,0.0,0.055733182339033634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857439884413881,0.0,0.0,0.19993337939204528,0.08874136861449318,0.1227560304216944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636136334886922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891884612826191,0.1131559772396806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23911465152841585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412742788206642,0.0,0.16988771020129284,0.0,0.07989289616369187,0.0976005240340061,0.0,0.09353287350266967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792835481381452,0.1891658325308088,0.0,0.0,0.06639812430300526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871029030260744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074456208887335,0.06427809365384621,0.0,0.0,0.05909778938550996,0.08899395623691887,0.06667876200803942,0.0,0.0,0.2618595297129731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710966249231523,0.07297781456441628,0.07687045602952967,0.0,0.0,0.05546999121665674,0.0,0.0,0.13257050668730014,0.048686275297598364,0.0,0.0,0.07978250875905832,0.0,0.11337447850908065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697419780594567,0.0,0.0,0.15480035167918885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078494160150937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130303204189042
anxiety,tachan94,2020/02/20,"That feeling in the chest/guts Today is one of those days when you feel that empty in your chest/guts and you don't really know why but you're not ok. Just want to go bed and sleep, and tomorrow will be a different day.",7.556595744680853,4.457915404255321,7.634574468085108,82.18250000000003,65.17021276595744,11.953191489361705,29.88297872340425,10.125756701596842,2.264625531914893,172,3,41,3,2,56,39,47,0.114,0.857,0.027999999999999997,-0.4243,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,10,9,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,4,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44677922776731416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36189851096062414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502852405392939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968585291248615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036409003967175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347193823042339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190304566324384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466350691395008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283323968391302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043067968581369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31255850824574755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MeggieBug,2020/02/20,"The worst part of my anxiety The anxiety attacks suck. Not being able to breath or think straight really sucks. But to me the worst part is seeing dogs being walked and not being able to pet them cause that would require talking to their human, and that results in way too much overthinking",7.98,8.034812555555561,6.9448148148148166,77.33166666666669,62.33333333333333,10.162962962962963,32.814814814814824,9.725611199111238,3.006637037037037,234,8,41,4,3,71,40,54,0.297,0.6759999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,1,5,3,0,3,0,5,1,1,2,0,11,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,5,5,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,32,6,1,0.4828298607450669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693635219065316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746443350896872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479996342957363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746775138171608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228576877604585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465658617923386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237644341050733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404017639840992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468893947507312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162393478965886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149424000391475,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xianxian69,2020/02/20,"Trouble concentrating on studies and extreme anxiety/fear for exams I'm in my last year of high school and in my country we have to pass all our subjects to be able to graduate. But, I still have three subjects left, which means in my school, that I have to learn the entire contents of last year from those subjects and pass them in a single test. 

My problem is that those exams will be oral, so I will have to speak in front of three or more teachers about those subjects. But the idea of doing that makes me want to cry everytime, and I always do cry in front of the teachers, which makes me feel a lot of shame, although I studied a lot for the exam.

I don't know what to do about it, since I've spoken to my mom and friends about my procrastination problems and the crying at oral exams, but I still don't know how I could change that.

I also don't know if I'm the only person who feels this way.",8.157797297297298,5.422094745945948,7.843885135135133,80.01393581081085,63.7027027027027,10.33108108108108,34.476351351351354,7.645422480735847,2.3000405405405404,708,21,152,5,8,226,97,185,0.079,0.903,0.018000000000000002,-0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,9,0,16,0,0,3,1,30,27,15,0,5,5,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,13,7,0,0,8,0,0,4,3,4,0,2,0,3,20,1,28,22,5,21,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,4,6,110,33,10,0.1428794128613261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142606148442924,0.11888711733174585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114747367322634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140775849661308,0.0,0.4708389777834186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607790623102726,0.14448824837738874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103882799489526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509599443121034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129346577853074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235568366067387,0.2329315826863683,0.0,0.0,0.15523890013335062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294193479708776,0.0,0.0,0.19074623512351754,0.0,0.0,0.15563756714116156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673386414968916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866623187396518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475679219464425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27343260364418986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892031875669216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819132679400175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820736735183336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427397958354955,0.11341102744007632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840193147942669
anxiety,imintheshitcommittee,2020/02/20,"panic attacks, anxiety, heart palpitations I’ve been looking for people to relate to for a while now so I was like why not go to reddit. For the past month i’ve been feeling this crazy amount of worry and anxiety that something is wrong with me. I feel like I am slowly dying because of things I did in my past. I am a 17 year old Senior in H.S and the whole last year I used to smoke Hookah and I had a period of time where I smoked E-Cigs. I was not really paying attention to the effects until I started to get sick in December so I stopped completely. From me quitting in December till the second week of January, I was perfectly fine. After the second week of January I had experienced a lot of panic attacks and a lot of anxiety until now. I have a lot of moments were my heart palpitates and that’s really what gives me the most anxiety. I’ve been avoiding the doctors until recently where one of my panic attacks caused me to call 9-11 thinking I was having a heart attack. Doctors did a ekg and told me I was perfectly fine and I’m just dealing with anxiety but I still don’t feel fine. I still feel like something is wrong with me and all of this anxiety has been affecting my social life and my personal life. I’ve been feeling a lot of physical symptoms when it comes to anxiety and have been avoiding places where I get panic attacks. I’ve been feeling really tired a lot more lately and haven’t been too far from home in a while before I get panic attacks. Like I said earlier my main issue is the heart problems and dying and my heart palpates everyday.",5.075666666666667,5.578715828571434,6.435674603174608,76.97446428571429,68.49206349206351,9.855555555555558,31.62301587301588,9.888512548439397,3.087225396825397,1246,50,236,28,20,424,141,315,0.21,0.7120000000000001,0.079,-0.9897,0,2,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,12,25,6,7,19,0,29,12,5,4,3,46,48,23,2,1,4,0,6,4,0,0,7,1,1,1,7,17,0,3,9,0,1,2,4,16,0,3,20,9,34,9,37,28,11,42,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,6,34,169,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433318908450528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376369617327952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039083600896990686,0.0,0.054556712757896114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546806754758314,0.0,0.0,0.06586324723609527,0.0,0.055228960122870825,0.06722282789304572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609922880659745,0.0,0.0,0.13308144630886035,0.0,0.0,0.13124780423582585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450928975710932,0.09160681568879324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004915318016614,0.0615044655192015,0.036437744873058384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798799247599438,0.0,0.0,0.0643120657885967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669188750273989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052261870450975634,0.0723239426840563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057192743457812,0.12529241430360605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053840027923438435,0.0,0.0,0.2725392533087743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117557800396543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727737699819786,0.0,0.04344564092388825,0.0,0.0,0.3761227266187868,0.0,0.0,0.12240907984842796,0.04444891787668033,0.05598230378518225,0.06698600091621619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134891260309076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819365715242548,0.0,0.0,0.12322016120475154,0.0,0.06330532871366715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098756655793041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535665324653211,0.0,0.09871694078491064,0.0,0.0,0.04538056936400309,0.0,0.10240383661977058,0.053602588449677815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663950902401795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259482140029647,0.04108197939189977,0.0,0.0,0.03738567747103129,0.0736901800667005,0.0,0.06126414727895641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537433801315728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285756068826443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785335912033868,0.07158154370325487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511138158796426,0.0,0.0,0.1401982702462331,0.0,0.08257526505715962
anxiety,SmokingWithThreeEyes,2020/02/20,"Afraid to phone or answer calls... Yeah, this may sound pretty stupid, but I’m struggling very hard with this.

A few days ago I started a new job as an architect. Everything is fine at the moment, I like the office, the people and so on...but one elemental part of my job is to phone with clients/planners etc...

I personally hate to speak to people I can’t see. Whenever I had a problem with let’s say my insurance or what ever, I would rather write a long email than making a quick call. Unfortunately, this is not how the business works and therefore I have to fight against my fear.

I would describe myself as a pretty introvert person, however I can be very outgoing around friends. The first time I had direct contact with this problem was like 5 years ago when I was an intern and had to make calls. Since then, I worked as a student worker for quite some time and always had to answer the phone, but to this date I feel extremely uncomfortable with this. 

Whenever I’m going to work now, I would torture myself with the question if I have to call someone today. I mean, the fear is quite ridiculous even to me, but I can’t stop. Please help...",5.473080357142859,5.948143004464287,5.821428571428572,81.82357142857144,67.61607142857143,8.721428571428572,29.392857142857146,8.634040054169528,2.0617625000000004,899,30,178,13,14,288,131,224,0.20600000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.111,-0.9786,3,0,0,0,1,0,35.0,0,0,0,7,9,15,5,4,17,1,21,0,0,4,1,38,31,17,0,7,8,0,2,2,1,4,0,3,0,2,7,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,11,0,2,6,6,23,4,26,19,4,22,0,0,1,0,18,2,0,6,21,120,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191275365730938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977284839574556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604468033943137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406696638968152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069579911733525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032550152291427,0.07126010957828705,0.09759238341788944,0.0,0.0,0.0969642787319701,0.0,0.0,0.2428117479829936,0.05455225893128178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177089828312207,0.0,0.0,0.08335529149783043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613161858439539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966479527308518,0.10651871276973604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231617166047219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141276998769957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032449743989607,0.0,0.10541888619948442,0.0,0.0,0.0954789629605684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403438515562603,0.0,0.0,0.11752347969425687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420051569875452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310883267555042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683399896137378,0.0,0.14959422536076492,0.188410196889158,0.0,0.11843045912480595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195251630840633,0.0,0.20647168696089854,0.0,0.0,0.12086112223813095,0.2295078891355131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579819604856981,0.0,0.0,0.08597409855782086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924745001901653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141456737199803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636486381145521,0.0,0.0,0.0902005951945608,0.0,0.1127897085615066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582266853790988,0.0,0.10226679205964068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804055392799226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23563489440730126,0.0,0.0,0.2299251784284185,0.0,0.0,0.0694774102513438
anxiety,HidingBehindTheSmile,2020/02/20,"Struggling Hi all.

I'm new to this subreddit.  I don't know why I never thought of seeking out this subreddit before.

I'm really struggling.  I've suffered with anxiety and depression my whole life.  I dont know what it means to feel anything else and I've been on medication for about 18 years now.

I started a new job at the beginning of January and I'm exhausted.  I'm so relieved I got work as I was struggling to support my family but I'm done in.  I'm thinking over everything and really worried.  I try to do my best at everything but it doesnt feel like it's ever enough.  I'm lying on my bed right now trying not to let myself flip out.  I can feel the anxiety building up.

I don't know what I'm hoping to get out of posting this.  Maybe it's just so someone out there knows how hard I'm finding things and that maybe I'm not alone.",0.7906066012488857,2.948028429378532,3.243157894736843,88.40320249776985,83.91525423728814,6.890157597383291,24.57002676181981,8.032893268588372,1.5866677966101692,660,27,141,14,19,228,99,177,0.159,0.753,0.08800000000000001,-0.8138,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,0,3,3,0,10,3,0,1,3,31,36,11,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,11,10,0,0,11,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,4,14,5,24,30,4,22,0,2,0,0,1,12,0,1,10,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018745971376094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923205613234897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344052382597298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069615804843594,0.0,0.13191456601658064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826536622779084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286349089444973,0.1473196549056105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500635671923572,0.0,0.0,0.12988187018195668,0.0,0.0,0.11370299393110167,0.0,0.0,0.2259424026767617,0.0,0.11849892667699415,0.0,0.19067333788635826,0.08980022158496519,0.0,0.0,0.11488767175928365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567314710045638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053390330379944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260265604697844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484862442027668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473801595428513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27632608903289296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853693314514228,0.08878574254379966,0.0614107502961459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525654180284653,0.1369243278055708,0.0,0.12662968992522378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694771489825514,0.2428040014840203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203860094486966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105348634774833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734725241390024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650534022317217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897122236807319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942273084922592,0.0,0.0,0.14264305539252087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083509602890532,0.08054358891972464,0.0,0.0997918886016394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068431904441034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113424845725241,0.14033974301177532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151121576781407,0.12765461718843935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094678374981784
anxiety,Kyngestone,2020/02/20,"After living with anxiety my entire life, I am finnaly seeing a Psychiatrist I really hope this is a step in the right direction.",4.98,7.212943666666668,7.281666666666666,64.23000000000002,70.66666666666666,11.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.338066666666668,104,4,16,4,2,37,22,24,0.07400000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.139,0.3597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35571453002992925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618379798282924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284347598092058,0.0,0.0,0.4105929030731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29788320505943594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970971921009141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705352158403696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlockStats,2020/02/20,"I have Zero anxiety and I don't like it This is probably very weird to hear for someone who has lots of anxiety. I have had somewhat strong anxiety in the past. Mainly through high school. Anyways, I would say I have had had a normal healthy amount the past 2 years. A few days ago I bought some supplements online. I took KSM-66, Black seed oil extract, and Lions mane Mushroom extract before bed. That night I had the most vivid dreams of my life. So vivid I've still been thinking about them for the past 3 days. The weird thing is these past days I have had literally zero anxiety and I don't like it. It is kinda nice because I feel like I am in a constant meditative state. But I feel disconnected almost. Can anyone relate to this? Why does it not feel good to have zero anxiety? It is hard for me to do anything besides sit around outside and stare at the trees move around in the wind. It seems I have realized that I need some anxiety to motivate me to act on my goals and desires.",2.402941490782794,4.626228791878177,3.4882019770237767,88.52120491584292,78.34010152284263,6.7869623296820745,24.58161902217473,7.85451343220497,1.3397167512690356,780,28,159,13,19,251,115,197,0.126,0.7909999999999999,0.083,-0.359,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,6,8,0,0,10,0,23,1,0,1,0,27,32,7,0,4,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,13,7,0,0,7,1,1,3,3,2,0,3,8,11,20,6,20,23,8,25,0,0,4,0,4,8,0,8,15,106,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472745093290044,0.0,0.11830406352971247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422786227772131,0.0,0.0,0.08260897131067854,0.0,0.0972223743068754,0.21034626198049888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201943310499508,0.0,0.1005317686886487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767159911268922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22857915124016365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338853487247854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792113374978308,0.08440203541952353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909350935418447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058337406775474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315677696656025,0.0,0.0,0.12482553117680305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344854004441687,0.1731574453877278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004417304019082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255682829158003,0.0,0.08760221487334681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108700595431914,0.11575595091416485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511269348401647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737912096349036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395278197452284,0.0,0.1195679478770556,0.0,0.10755378168660844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010295452755998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434988194371144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848956646914446,0.0757018493365979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312622349906048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974811016792862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660650583470936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392604644472806,0.0,0.0,0.07608080680162263
anxiety,itsmemell,2020/02/20,I love my therapist I am a girl (17) and i am diagnosed with multiple mental health issues. Now my treatment for anxiety recently started and 1 of the 3 therapists is a guy (28?) At first I hated him because he is loud always happy and likes attention. But today I had to do 2 exercises with him. And now he is my favorite. I think I have a crush on him. I don't know what to do. Help?,0.16555555555555654,2.253401851851855,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,86.03703703703705,7.550617283950618,23.814814814814817,8.515128840125781,1.9190592592592592,294,12,63,8,9,108,56,81,0.091,0.705,0.204,0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,0,10,4,0,0,0,10,15,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,14,3,8,14,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,7,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874319765792425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232108738551227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373146552816215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22863124464985304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916035991398191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230399729172212,0.0,0.2397904028165651,0.0,0.22239478009092992,0.0,0.2394377949850149,0.0,0.0,0.15098510557684902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510991938638676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379542729973862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004925521605699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033033538504754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22700620532758306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241423999589185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943815553549973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230817776996672,0.0,0.14433567299372732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351741998491866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuirkyConstant7,2020/02/20,"Afraid to begin working I haven't had a full time job. Every job I've had has been so unpleasant, tedious, etc. Or i've been fired from. I'm so scared to even start working part time. I have a masters degree. I'm afraid I'll start the work then feel so trapped, at work for hours at a time when I'm unhappy with it. The comittment to it makes me so scared. I cant decide ANY path and it's paralyzing. Even with part time jobs, I get ashamed to work at a minimum wage job because i have a masters, i should be better than this? But then I'm like, i need to start somewhere? and I just feel so stuck and suffocating",0.7586142102172673,2.6728928473282463,2.3919083969465653,95.86188490898418,82.3587786259542,5.55748678802114,21.52730475631239,6.67199483983844,0.21283863769817968,477,15,113,5,13,156,72,131,0.215,0.7440000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9748,5,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,8,9,7,0,5,7,0,11,0,0,1,0,14,25,13,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,5,3,9,2,13,18,4,16,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,13,64,13,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049468768458016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112049989812481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769288444594783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841236570852226,0.17578786390760365,0.0,0.11212034207026376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345721347555502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695255222837528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310508009988001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282205035549756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501309403744107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882773632257858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867247153068692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28821172505551423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664600019022633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825707755668624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31038540726820624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843962374261073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nikuuta,2020/02/20,I don’t know what to do I just told a friend I won’t come to a party I was looking forward to. And he asked me why. I don’t have a reason besides being too anxious and lazy to go. I really don’t know what to tell him. I just can’t do this. And now I feel like I’m missing out. Can someone help me?,-2.8876056338028167,-1.2518810985915465,0.8071690140845078,101.92145774647888,99.42253521126759,3.403380281690141,15.550704225352113,4.935628992294339,-1.1287250704225351,226,6,61,1,10,82,43,71,0.10300000000000001,0.725,0.171,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,1,0,11,21,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,2,11,2,6,17,0,5,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,3,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32809353607686714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715048209158032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501723351037452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146845794638805,0.2074771183569095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437886637778007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650531840637107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466335401610388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192160312496275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188523460963592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24388084580429545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860513964163713,0.2986015863280388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24607312419845595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25384111932846204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27751010971089063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620601567100148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,askingquestions1337,2020/02/20,"IDK how to get better I'm trying to change I've been lost for 17 but when I get out there it's always there to stop me, telling me people are trying to hurt me and get at me but I just want to live life without my negative thoughts complicating everything. I don't even have an diagnosed Anxiety disorder but I'm sure I do cause I can feel a negative energy pulling at everything I do and it just don't stop",0.9981609195402292,3.1034035287356336,3.3708045977011523,88.11298850574714,82.67816091954023,8.004597701149425,23.459770114942533,8.841846274778883,1.8257494252873565,325,12,72,9,9,112,54,87,0.196,0.629,0.175,-0.2553,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,1,17,17,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,1,11,2,10,14,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557854262809468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522294916487669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599358990921812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044211516234865,0.2105087495972817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019742254191354,0.0,0.0,0.22806380419898376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143333761091036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576850739690875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061709851394407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118976898552583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130266697710788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055500212862698,0.0,0.0,0.17571491640825138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217224924636194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795704527287825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33273497195194035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875490296224817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392910006843587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797862036130098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702070640990063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737152884257784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182264401176335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,97lucky,2020/02/20,"My family hate me because I worry too much I ask them what's wrong a lot, and they started to hate me, I love them so much and all I want is for them to be happy.
I really want to help them that's why I ask them to much.

Please help me to stop asking them if they are sad or not",0.4318461538461521,1.1006115692307716,2.913846153846155,97.32615384615387,79.46153846153847,6.430769230769231,16.076923076923073,6.742157984588678,-0.6247846153846153,212,2,58,2,5,74,40,65,0.233,0.535,0.233,-0.2436,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,8,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,12,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,18,2,6,11,5,2,0,1,0,1,14,0,0,3,2,42,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154591833563129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203725690150798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732617501700254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956488832730684,0.0,0.3629110244569323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463823985447357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625249279961495,0.1658785075603834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053224853200816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174727111469334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774118845674167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008817999067718,0.0,0.0,0.15365746335785455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168093276950608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584274502914745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664863059597336,0.0,0.0,0.2009465512418238,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ellvoid,2020/02/20,"Going to be a leading a client meeting for the first time and am currently shitting bricks. For context, i’m a Social Media Executive with 1 year experience, presenting to the CEO of a major agency’s brother, who is our client. I’m also presenting to the VP of my agency and my CD. 

This is the first time i’m in this position, i’m only in it because my superior quit. I wasn’t even on the account and have no prior knowledge of the project because I didn’t work on it.

I’ve read and practiced the presentation so many times I feel like i’m overdoing it at this point, but I still don’t feel ready. I’ve struggled with anxiety and social anxiety specifically since I was a kid. I always have trouble doing new things that seem risky or scary, but it does get better after a while of repeating things and getting somewhat used to them.

I know this is a good thing for my career and I know it’ll get easier, but I can’t help but feel unprepared and like my chest is going to implode and i’m going to end up embarrassing myself / the whole agency this time.

I’m sure this isn’t a special case, how would you be dealing if you were in my shoes?",3.607993966817496,4.71475942735043,5.30985922574158,81.50997737556563,72.24786324786325,8.240925087983912,27.867269984917044,8.671277953709913,2.0353049773755663,902,33,182,16,17,308,127,234,0.102,0.763,0.135,0.8689,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,1,6,5,11,1,2,16,0,19,3,3,3,1,30,39,19,0,2,6,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,16,11,0,0,7,2,1,4,6,4,0,2,4,3,20,7,23,31,3,30,0,0,0,0,12,8,1,4,20,119,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079907921848292,0.11528542139606016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198206983926346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891864650750996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253698367947208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428398613350434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124679841337363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271494512219062,0.0,0.0,0.09151154172191303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552933489743624,0.0,0.0,0.21016644580360175,0.09898076790440603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23570259537328206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171613304278477,0.0,0.2362249538610284,0.11620989471956257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286772640738064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522878674559766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353779114263554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046883390570447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381329184367285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537417858450228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309753540189018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473659028622389,0.1385883620025954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613150677525978,0.0,0.0,0.142220475147009,0.11461070989537347,0.0,0.0,0.28247032395407823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106469022939984,0.0,0.0,0.14484345002991275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305825535680328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761411211110232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231605017059295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966346515876045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546870963750296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086668216062106,0.0,0.0,0.09842256152934524,0.0,0.0,0.08922221653281874
anxiety,hour_back,2020/02/20,"Has medication caused issues in your romantic relationships? I've dealt with anxiety my entire life and I'm now about to see a doctor about it.  My counselor and I have talked about the possibility of an antidepressant helping me.  The side effects sound unpleasant but I understand there's some trial and error involved in choosing a Rx that works for you.

However I'm very concerned about the antidepressant potentially causing me to lose my feelings of affection or ""fall out of love"" with my boyfriend.  I'd rather be anxious the rest of my life  than lose my love for my boyfriend.

I'm going to ask my doctor about that but I wanted to hear your experiences too.",5.321463414634144,7.512098747967485,5.899682926829271,74.67245121951221,69.65040650406505,9.147642276422765,31.812195121951213,9.642632912329526,3.2849746341463413,538,24,93,13,10,174,78,123,0.121,0.736,0.14300000000000002,0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,4,9,4,0,0,7,0,3,8,0,4,0,19,15,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,16,2,21,14,2,7,0,2,1,2,11,4,0,2,1,62,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293981935525412,0.1963198606632321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245912445863755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570360864361388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35573862771842485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998838922805673,0.0,0.0,0.08786746086859105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876213498402757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958606199728612,0.0,0.11647983984580987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137925361352136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454893120916283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888266282413839,0.0,0.0,0.3136831544561363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506321724337642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590876859349807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865727128378752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384786971013927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967630514739307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809091967236658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338518433303085,0.10249886321491034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651257264885085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GaStR_BlAsTr,2020/02/20,Is there such thing ‘temporary’ anxiety? I got anxiety  last Saturday or Sunday and I thought it would be a temporary thing but it impacts everything I do. Not to mention I don’t even know the cause of it.,0.8610833333333296,3.4275042750000004,3.235000000000003,83.74333333333333,93.75,8.666666666666668,29.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.5261666666666667,161,9,31,6,6,55,31,40,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058931794028642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33966896037006583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183914178631236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971671870794099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26445126631359994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817167685696319,0.2695241420369783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393387605176657,0.0,0.0,0.2624994200094078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348845004429337,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbysan92,2020/02/20,"How do I stop over thinking everything? I don’t think that I’ve ever been able to just handle any type of situation without imagining every horrible scenario happening possible. 

I’m currently worried about being audited by the IRS because I claimed EITC, and have read that low income individuals who claim EITC are more likely to be audited. 

I can’t just breathe right now and chill. I need answers but I know I won’t get them. I need to know if I’m being audited. I need to know if I’ll end up in jail within the next year because my tax return was bigger than I’ve expected. I’m imagining the cops showing up to my home and dragging me away and putting me in prison because of this.


This is just an example of something that I deal with every day. For every situation.

I’m exhausted.",4.060961538461541,5.631112147435896,5.742820512820513,77.04384615384619,71.75641025641026,9.302564102564103,32.230769230769226,9.725611199111238,3.3249461538461538,629,30,117,16,12,215,98,156,0.086,0.9,0.013000000000000001,-0.8599,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,12,2,1,1,1,27,26,8,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,8,2,4,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,15,1,21,20,1,20,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,2,10,72,21,3,0.1553434198790302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563885247058966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595025656903135,0.0,0.0,0.2840877207382867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018365458149037,0.16015224478860318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758816164299598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405170168592118,0.3926505934645326,0.0,0.13961264918573518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811605253235825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736967316950385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582211606692853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25611804295234664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589294825366935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455555324729244,0.0,0.0,0.16520948937402344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512636513586868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561630431188983,0.0,0.0,0.15538545801462478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266243179466589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492250251563609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959095401570755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298740548367596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990755819322112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974551332051944,0.0,0.0,0.15775878343619942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000360692680128
anxiety,locopot,2020/02/20,"Struggling when I'm alone From the summer of 2017 to the summer of 2018 was a really bad year for me. I was depressed, had a lot of social anxiety, and spent a lot of time alone. It got better after the summer of 2018 and it's only gotten better with time! 

Now I go to a school where I live at, which means I'm with people all the time. I have a girlfriend, loads of really good friends and I get along with everyone! I would say I'm doing really good and I'm confident. When I first get to spend time alone, I usually feel fine. But I notice in the vacation, where I spend more time alone, if some days pass, I get back to bad thinking habits that I had before. I guess my brain and body hasn't normalized feeling good when I'm alone. Has anyone else noticed the same as me? And what did you do to get better? Thanks!",1.7603508771929803,3.4383549766081885,3.3472280701754364,91.36926315789476,78.18128654970761,6.665263157894738,19.00233918128655,7.554174236665415,0.3392086549707609,635,13,141,9,15,210,94,171,0.147,0.685,0.16899999999999998,0.7928,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,7,13,0,1,11,0,11,2,2,0,1,24,30,12,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,4,0,1,8,3,17,9,21,21,6,24,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,5,18,87,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539936758056646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976262891752495,0.0,0.0,0.07290468530918821,0.1068320675158538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017353938424764,0.1741142529274024,0.0,0.0,0.08872204608695586,0.0,0.0,0.27664241504886616,0.0,0.11581518500644372,0.0,0.11639449874885978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724245896059361,0.0,0.08980350485273349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710023522539159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962991213349696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543928386810428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868796622238863,0.0,0.0,0.0805550715435957,0.0,0.21789715362607726,0.0,0.059256342922976615,0.2623582282055139,0.08339044320241261,0.0,0.11485992504103393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206812373178412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728516965359833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357542088458285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215780489899562,0.0,0.2374133505887724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929841906249653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228439436720611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003849621542279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291590967783831,0.0,0.10552199688165513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062852893494536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900067505360422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095993431379962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680896052381695,0.0,0.0,0.3039895213533405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148334395898897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406704027685049,0.0,0.0,0.06714340089142896
anxiety,uniform1992,2020/02/20,"Stress and Anxiety Hey guys, this is just a follow-up questionnaire on some data gaps that I'm having for my school project on a mental health app. It would be very helpful if you could just take 2 minutes to answer a few questions based on coping mechanisms with stress and anxiety and your environment. All of your answers are anonymous.  
[follow-up questions](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLScheUJotzYXcn52PPq5Y32Tvsmiz3gZ6acCqNrUJV96VbGOJw/viewform?usp=sf_link)

Thank you for your time <333",12.033461538461538,14.34022516666667,8.950410256410258,58.67792307692309,53.74358974358975,10.342564102564104,34.83076923076923,10.355215969177356,3.780627692307692,425,15,58,8,5,122,63,78,0.122,0.802,0.076,-0.3415,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,14,9,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,1,35,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370863388216432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353287418811133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24000939559628226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25765480378079275,0.0,0.0,0.16247241899993264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442773885984094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715381420530728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531692238579195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553258538288017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225105301095204,0.0,0.0,0.22316496892865306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141342612952193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000145757563728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219062288329645,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jlynn312,2020/02/20,Buspar... so tired Anyone else on buspar. Im supposed to take it 3 times a day 15 mg but it makes me SOO tired.,-2.6678,-1.0136634799999982,0.5355000000000025,102.35525000000004,103.8,2.5,10.25,3.1291,-2.0580000000000003,83,1,21,0,4,29,22,25,0.242,0.758,0.0,-0.7496,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625675800971852,0.31689536103850663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994609278367852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25836493788902154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33407700346003605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644774754507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325411351358732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803444815048514,0.7109469837172724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Colorado_15,2020/02/20,"Just need my chill pillzzz Anxiety does not produce a healthy state of mind or body. The intensity that anxiety can cause can be extremely distracting, fatiguing, and mentally and emotionally overwhelming. Although we all experience anxiety from time to time, You have better control over it than you might think you do. If a state of anxiety is dragging you down and wearing you out now, you need to consciously choose a more uplifting path for all that energy. Whether it is through medication, physical work, or anything else, it is the path to peace of mind.",8.50840136054422,9.567041132653065,8.118775510204085,65.94646258503404,61.14285714285714,13.472108843537415,42.863945578231295,12.745084868956482,6.217770068027209,453,26,73,17,6,144,68,98,0.13,0.79,0.079,-0.3673,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,6,0,4,2,4,0,2,5,0,9,4,2,3,2,24,12,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,13,10,3,8,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,4,3,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606445535311875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077266283530122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204128150585553,0.0,0.20351370551367085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882151809793702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549437555901973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033515762699924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530549868814315,0.206095398189654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922219438551346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457268812902705,0.1846404792437956,0.1943651638483165,0.3699955573297273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717073986495036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173985873869826,0.0,0.0,0.2136715800246864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338476227964274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,szopeggg,2020/02/20,"Anxiety, weed and auditory hallucinations Hi! During smoking weed I experienced auditory hallucination. It was a really really bad trip(I just smoked to fall asleep and i couldn't - it was2AM) - my heart was beating so fast for some moments - I had 2-4 minutes of regular heartbeat without hallucinations and another 2 minutes I heard my parents talking(more like arguing, muffled voices) - I couldn't hear what they were talking about, could not hear any words(I still live with my parents, but i was sure that they weren't talking) and I was scared, that I would die of a heart attack. I was sure that those hallucinations were not real. This was appearing when I was laying in my bed and closed my eyes - when I went to the toilet everything has stopped but when I tried to fall asleep, it appeared again. I have never experienced this ever since I started to smoke marijuana(3 years). 8 days before this I took mdma. Two days after this I smoked with friends and got first panic attack - this time I didnt have any auditory hallucinations but I was really scared(everything was so unreal). I stopped smoking weed after this. Since then my situations has gradually improved, I have heard no voices and havent experienced any hallucinations but still got those scary thoughts if it was some kind of psychosis or schizophrenia - is there someone else who experienced something like this?",7.775478395061729,9.230625567901235,7.668927469135808,67.13079861111113,62.86831275720165,10.684053497942386,35.35210905349794,10.686352973137794,4.1005639917695484,1115,49,179,28,16,357,129,243,0.16399999999999998,0.76,0.075,-0.971,2,0,4,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,2,12,12,3,2,3,0,26,5,5,0,4,36,38,19,1,5,10,2,0,2,1,1,0,6,1,0,18,10,0,2,1,0,0,6,10,6,0,2,22,11,28,6,15,12,2,29,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,6,23,123,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23638362756735,0.1214982083917919,0.08863907322969182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636342560789765,0.0,0.0,0.09674534443644818,0.0,0.0,0.09859554589557784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251155629037994,0.0,0.0,0.14945117343400507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025319327451645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679325058919383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480967751068176,0.0,0.0,0.20827024462424856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855767342758086,0.0,0.0,0.08951970343102643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534122312638726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611844054066881,0.2746094232083793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206591959207603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113214977226162,0.0,0.1023139943145592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936491804288578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594670089189054,0.2573164790786087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188370180352785,0.2226849537881153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600456605585667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169521488352445,0.13024103088514438,0.0,0.0,0.09817499061388137,0.08920121992156692,0.0,0.0,0.08201230945404496,0.0,0.1850654422331658,0.1937424819953828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840935013067106,0.0,0.0,0.1862613970811483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919866337807906,0.0675638448982402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873414924643212,0.07866709493162083,0.0,0.11318667266649934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074112456448448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169308394527196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230964671180507,0.0,0.0,0.07461550489590614
anxiety,uhmmm-Daviiid,2020/02/20,"I made a mistake and tried to fix it I am a low level manager and I made a mistake at work while sitting down to go over some things an employee needs to work on. She had a concern with a comment another employee made, my manager above me told her it was in her head. I said I can see where she is coming from but it may be something she needs to just ignore. Now she is causing drama with other employees and saying that I attacked her character and made her feel like she needed to change everything about herself to fit in our “family”. She is claiming that I favor the other employee because I am intimidated by her. Which is not true at all. I took a day to think about how things went. I do regret how the whole meeting turned out. I feel like I did a disservice by telling her to ignore comments by the other employee. So I set up another meeting with the employee and apologized for how things went down. I let her know specifically what she needs to work on. Then I let her air her complaints about the other employee. I said that I would handle them, however she needs to know that not everything will be fixed immediately or how she expects them to be. 

She seemed to be relieved once the meeting was done. However I feel that things are not as resolved as I need them to be and that she is still going to be causing drama.   In fact another employee posted something shortly after the meeting that makes me feel like things are going to be worse.  I can’t contain my anxiety over this.  I am trying to just let things sort themselves out. I feel like I have lost the respect of my team and that things will never be the same.  I’m trying to stay calm and not over react. I’m not sure what to do or how to feel better about this.",4.997746921666232,5.469963452449568,5.931968823683523,80.62625818705793,68.65417867435158,9.190935289494366,30.47013361278491,9.218907990703514,2.4993181556195965,1366,51,272,25,22,452,155,347,0.11699999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.4249,10,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,3,7,15,20,1,0,17,0,35,1,1,13,5,71,71,21,0,11,10,0,6,4,0,4,0,3,0,0,27,14,0,3,11,3,0,7,7,8,0,0,16,10,53,12,50,40,4,39,0,3,1,0,38,21,0,6,11,216,80,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25617688007383993,0.06229798648387073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264471481630862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964236628587471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202314194616946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673135212228163,0.0861480327833323,0.07014953087955167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251920424790433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333685970580051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637807472300662,0.0,0.07677020576140461,0.0,0.2470576197310221,0.23271034369076454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388451296276716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357638674590491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950971670031968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982015657551745,0.0,0.15914121987107094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889654213763556,0.0,0.0,0.3082252132063377,0.05435887387785288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623006500362162,0.06280813024682014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672622195960909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799276310209084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492774710971213,0.06476083211536282,0.0,0.0,0.06489360405457502,0.07413588243792085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538615738046965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679947994977011,0.06503454965620811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675205892063476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117827569322364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378715208965922,0.052180623635384435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781517489725209,0.0904779122519116,0.16586821493753545,0.08857851297692666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509831744756279,0.0,0.090919903240004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778581897991648,0.0,0.08298980084447191,0.05784949087922716,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,losososazules,2020/02/20,"Is it really necessary to have a job? I just don't wanna work. I hate my job, it's just annoying. It contributes to my anxiety and overthinking. I feel like I really need time to just focus on myself. I'm currently taking one online college class. So it's not like I'm busy. 
It took me forever to get my current job due to anxiety. And the thought of getting another job and starting that whole process over scares me. Especially because my only options would either be working in food or retail. The thought of working a job like that just gives me anxiety, I immediately put it off as something I don't have the ability to do. So I don't know if I don't want a job because of anxiety or because I just genuinely want to spend time working on myself.
Everyone would be disappointed in me if I quit. I just have no idea if it's justifiable to quit. I mostly wanna work on getting healthy. Losing weight, eating healthier, exercising. It's been a huge hurdle. I constantly binge and I think part of that is because of how much my job stresses me out. And I know getting a new job wouldn't help my current state, wouldn't help me getting into a healthier lifestyle. I just want a few months of not working. But I feel fucking stupid because everyone is telling me that I NEED to work. I mean, am I just being a baby? Is it okay to not work? 
Either way I live at my parents house so it's not like I have bills or anything. I just don't know. I feel like at every moment I'm at the verge of a mental breakdown.

I really think I need professional attention but due to anxiety I never wanna step foot into a doctor's office or any place like that. I just really feel like I need a few months to get healthy and like, reset to feel better and to think more clearly.",2.4432865168539344,4.398411797752812,4.559424157303372,82.18863061797754,77.08988764044943,7.820786516853932,27.417134831460675,8.660442795831766,2.230380898876404,1384,58,272,30,32,477,145,356,0.087,0.8009999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.9478,12,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,12,14,18,4,2,15,1,23,7,1,1,2,70,59,21,0,17,25,1,6,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,15,10,3,0,16,1,3,3,13,8,0,1,4,6,45,10,38,48,9,35,0,2,0,1,5,16,1,9,22,182,60,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433494573919646,0.06836281173819789,0.2493706020877889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365006326779807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871182791720254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765982268470465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045280902394435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667300107750006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671092662850908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492973575721062,0.1245935421731061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482316379693335,0.13972631009490205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883424857191723,0.0,0.0,0.06027187664907657,0.2043706876153816,0.06254113995587401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643667249944701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739788555246246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522646357929491,0.0,0.07359740221904484,0.0,0.0,0.5175691073727259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748866796222303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548085038126158,0.0,0.05756852240120594,0.0,0.0,0.07293670990571162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101664394148284,0.0,0.0,0.06570138914404615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407631248399478,0.0,0.047925945458602674,0.19336554589870492,0.05028252802267665,0.06296589363375499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417792897729125,0.04958385844245858,0.0,0.0,0.07239151197876946,0.07060000713121263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811506811773642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553914474858273,0.0,0.13868615945426724,0.0,0.0,0.16706276055973707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527173046432863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019042078918125,0.0,0.0,0.04614547116071276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468083770155665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901864812166537,0.0,0.056983445106320786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532328186858252,0.0,0.1035153523796582,0.0760316463958531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724342237280715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153613869366488,0.051748884942699525,0.0,0.07939014353293486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278807002403971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797028347548714,0.0,0.0,0.09262554496691408,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,simmerstation,2020/02/20,"After 4 years of dealing with panic attacks, I haven’t had non-manageable panic attacks in a month?!! So I’ve started to see a therapist at the end of September. I see them once in a week and I only miss 2 weeks (one was because it was holiday and one because of personal reasons) and at the end of most recent session, they asked “Anything you wanted to add?” and I instinctively said “No” but then I thought about it “Hah. I havent had any panic attacks that I couldn’t manage for almost a month”. 

I used to have panic attacks everyday. I started to see a therapist (not this one) and they helped me, kinda. My attacks drop to once in a week. But I couldn’t find what I was searching for and stopped seeing them. Then, I started a new one and my attacks dropped to once a fortnight. But still, they weren’t asking the right questions and I wasn’t getting any better so I stopped. 

After two failed attempts I tried to embrace my attacks, that they would never end. 

But then I met current one. And I’m getting better and better every session. Of course I still get pretty anxious that I clench my teeth without realizing but, I haven’t had panic attacks that I couldn’t manage and wasted my entire day. You know, those ones that just don’t go away for 9-10 hours. I havent had those in a month.

So, if youre feeling down because you dropped out of the therapy, or you feel like it isn’t working out, just don’t give up. Someone out there is ready to listen and help to you. Someone cares. Someone professional cares. I care. You’re not alone. Unclench your teeth. 

I’m feeling a bit anxious posting this because I doubt someone will care but still, worth a shot. Maybe it will help someone.",2.232682948891906,4.488099826865675,3.3744640434192696,88.95031659882406,79.08955223880595,5.374038896426955,27.16644052464948,6.42735559955562,1.146154228855722,1322,57,258,11,33,426,154,335,0.195,0.644,0.161,-0.8967,2,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,7,6,6,10,24,8,6,15,1,24,2,2,2,1,52,55,26,0,6,13,0,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,14,17,0,2,9,1,1,1,17,16,0,7,12,9,42,8,35,37,2,48,0,2,4,0,25,13,0,7,31,174,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914162560813991,0.06116996897921735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032777858827941,0.0,0.0,0.13344551377936026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048602635365500885,0.0,0.11042918051330998,0.5375284498812597,0.05549028421074386,0.0,0.0,0.14401352657295147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670546313406916,0.06447993182646562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408688057791371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03808982318142413,0.06088987980713074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693304773313324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976191555273437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958990512078882,0.04219359361306088,0.0,0.0,0.0539812001329576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257168961745713,0.05665723459533317,0.03356604828560373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876316553493367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816374416993559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03245869135831955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028854497190935212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059335280141391625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142713235759624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045551919716161696,0.05704202721008105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886959164903723,0.24012986854109336,0.04491898136008173,0.0,0.3464801031727368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051570280173462414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056564652845209125,0.06008684430190536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616246932289224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072512518738193,0.058316169887618376,0.0,0.0,0.05043825353532429,0.05618107297904084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825768131418275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25021336048405113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541223841983046,0.0,0.14149992555460478,0.0987562253593557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754204648536097,0.13715005754134565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688828512024932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040098925519175085,0.0,0.057694566717664035,0.0,0.0,0.05101022881652805,0.0,0.0,0.034836041084445865,0.0,0.1421268739584287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569332407408902,0.0,0.04299752251157846,0.0,0.0,0.0419556409941816,0.0,0.0,0.03803371124861416
anxiety,baileys_in_a_shoee,2020/02/20,"Afraid of Panic on Airplane I don’t have a fear of airplanes but I have a fear of losing my shit on one. Flying tonight and as the time creeps closer toward my departure I’m starting to get more anxious. Medication makes me more anxious, as does alcohol. Anyone have any tips for keeping the panic at bay?",2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,4.043333333333333,83.885,78.5,6.0,26.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.5281666666666671,243,10,44,3,6,80,45,60,0.371,0.629,0.0,-0.9802,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,5,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,4,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,5,0,11,9,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518769840698035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692858433952798,0.0,0.0,0.4549486020751209,0.0,0.14079238520846196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762074771898638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531616353150956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519989167720777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897394113446322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526520033478514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440630047953722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284439304964227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644363770055534,0.0,0.0,0.47249438102777397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668843596973696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425203963682901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741195948711257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Humpzelot,2020/02/20,"help with roommate I don’t know if this is particular thread this is meant for but I need help. My roommate has pretty bad anxiety revolving around school, us and our other roommate are in some of the same classes together. Leading up to exams he always prepares more than us, but is negative about everything. He always says he’s going to fail, that he’s stupid, and a lot of other things. He’s also one of the most hard headed people I know so whenever I try to help him or encourage him, it just goes right over his head. I feel like his preconceived notion of failure is a much bigger reason for him doing bad than him not preparing. Idk how exactly to describe it, but I feel like he gives up after reading a problem one time and doesn’t actually think through them. And whenever he does bad he gets angry and overall just complains all the time and becomes very tough to live with. It’s seriously like he wants us to throw him a pity party all the time when we have the same classes as him. I always offer to help him in a lot of classes, but he’s also the type that doesn’t like to ask for help. It’s gotten to the point to where i just ignore whenever he companions. Sorry for the rant, but I really want to help him because he’s one of my best friends. Are there any suggestions on how I can go about helping him?

TLDR: Roommate has bad anxiety and an incredible negative few of his ability in school. He tends to bring everyone else down whenever he does bad and gives up very easily. How can I help?",4.055291992775437,5.290659357615893,5.314629741119808,81.40910295003013,71.31788079470199,8.802167369054787,27.965683323299217,9.218907990703514,2.3242066225165567,1194,43,235,25,22,398,152,302,0.209,0.606,0.185,-0.9075,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,5,0,1,3,15,20,1,0,14,0,15,2,2,5,3,48,33,23,0,5,11,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,1,7,1,0,5,6,13,0,3,2,4,31,7,42,31,12,24,0,2,0,0,50,14,0,6,9,158,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.08544825993299061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004722054103375,0.21857676457197614,0.0,0.0,0.05954542667129351,0.0,0.13396997472778566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794908987180095,0.08185901298639632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36555468364374455,0.053377219169579306,0.0967057784256182,0.0,0.0,0.09189132432773127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325287210924254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314713964603352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366961440336554,0.07869542852889923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854834893751941,0.12510917536322672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765048397570644,0.0,0.04574773387096852,0.16799564321510752,0.09952744626886242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843870089127457,0.0,0.17972854424576645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695297850146485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096243997286636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711142398622807,0.0,0.0773191930668156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888482250667995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436843044187203,0.06492640140916217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800362128882935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070473489910385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277475958782733,0.0,0.0,0.08908242812556963,0.0,0.08378538002322805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758608390384713,0.0,0.056094708093997005,0.09002871864498349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477780115667193,0.0,0.06963312565560839,0.0,0.17723562334032808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801892483893307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817255997892894,0.05610644279428245,0.0,0.0,0.1531749982889697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944911389465685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159803154778716,0.0,0.0,0.14449628120903438,0.10329313053926292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OnyxJuvie,2020/02/20,"Fear of sex incase i get gf pregnant Should i abstain from relationship if im scared of getting GF pregnant. I'm 21, i wear condoms and she is on implant, i also use pull out method but my anxiety soars after having sex.",0.532,2.9896492000000023,3.068333333333332,86.4225,90.33333333333334,4.777777777777779,25.277777777777786,6.42735559955562,1.1467777777777783,174,8,33,2,6,60,36,45,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,7,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891210932847405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765748967454698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068297578810328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37777643229123214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39052211487804817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881555506763827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619617140599151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122519800432597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,watermelondee,2020/02/20,"I need help: Is my boyfriend using his anxiety as an excuse? My boyfriend is a highly anxious person – constantly thinking of ways situations could go bad or things that could go wrong while trying to disguise it as ‘planning’ and ‘thinking ahead’. He’s a classic pessimist (the kind that tries to describe himself as a realist) and it’s starting to affect our relationship. I’m not like him and I can get quite frustrated with his way of thinking.

Background: last year, my boyfriend worked security in an emergency room holding space for high-risk patients (suicide watch, bipolar, schizophrenia… any severe mental illness case). He worked there for about 9 months and during that time, it seemed to just make his anxiety worse. When he did leave, he was thankfully placed at an office site, but the heightened anxiety was carried with him from his previous job at the hospital. He actually ended up being fired from his job at the office site due to missing days and leaving early. He said it was because of his anxiety from the hospital job - he can’t get over the memories he carried with him from that experience. 

He did find a new job after a month or so. Still in security but now he deals with Loss Prevention. He’s still there currently but the same issues are arising again with him missing work, rearranging his schedule at the last minute, etc and I’m afraid he’s going to lose his job again. Again, he said the reason for missing work is the anxiety he still carries from his hospital job.

During this last year, I’ve tried encouraging him to go to therapy, see a doctor about his anxiety or trying meds, or even just talking to me about it. He shuts down and only says something when he needs to call in to work – he says he doesn’t want to think about it any other time and therefore, doesn’t want to talk about it. I’m tired of begging him to open up, talk, try anything to resolve these issues because missing work is going to eventually affect our finances too which just causes more stress. I’m tired of feeling like I care more about his life than he does. I shouldn’t be begging him to talk to me or anyone about this – I feel like as a grown man, he should be in a place to recognize the issues and work to resolve them himself. Instead, I feel like the burden is placed on me to fix him because of his debilitating anxiety.

I know it sounds horrible but after years together and trying my best to work through it, I’m at my breaking point. I’ve never had to work through severe anxiety so I’m looking for suggestions/comments/feedback on how to approach this. I want to be supportive, but I also want him to take responsibility for his life and stop making excuses. Am I wrong?

TLDR: My boyfriend has extreme anxiety that’s starting to affect other areas of our life. I’ve been trying to be supportive but I also want him to take responsibility for his life/actions. How do I approach this?",5.408444816053513,6.778599978260871,5.877101449275365,78.13623745819399,68.23913043478261,8.632552954292086,32.26978818283166,8.986495653885253,2.8140411928651057,2316,100,416,41,39,746,240,552,0.168,0.752,0.08,-0.993,7,0,1,0,0,1,57.0,3,0,1,17,30,28,1,2,23,0,29,8,0,11,1,72,77,35,1,11,15,0,4,4,0,2,8,5,1,2,23,17,0,5,14,0,1,8,6,13,0,0,9,12,51,15,84,59,5,73,0,6,3,0,67,27,0,6,39,263,74,17,0.0,0.0,0.0530469119193506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694235059223017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393248279858107,0.0,0.3742629814414038,0.06141062485126347,0.0,0.03800934132125891,0.0,0.044733136733970384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538781040166959,0.09941091764802584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704681396190293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550700312646384,0.0,0.05542300917860556,0.05584205563415876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874317656680285,0.0,0.08680308083722611,0.0,0.0,0.03505730205232548,0.056042132255667884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563912723378104,0.04757025839111177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814627457635053,0.0,0.060625076209372374,0.035903856781757656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317390285775525,0.0,0.0,0.08245720516209665,0.11650305244952106,0.0,0.0,0.04968348708772795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568010632648637,0.0,0.15446843738897018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03643594551942322,0.11486733571014085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702112042332186,0.3236597718508159,0.0,0.0,0.056606927595020826,0.029874492768104003,0.13293044602586154,0.0,0.11511746577911774,0.0,0.0,0.15358254634985266,0.10622898602311356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045648187127306214,0.06081423987987105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257061442762418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038101499822088,0.0,0.05478146800166932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677827449848315,0.0,0.0,0.08061358065086778,0.04192530379956081,0.052500626428636836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134275682831578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746451251172565,0.17038194198644793,0.0,0.05138718312630732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057817890195300585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589049457434972,0.0,0.05836162901125722,0.0,0.0,0.10341643413091507,0.086457519116688,0.0,0.0,0.04331738668138769,0.049486736533057636,0.0,0.12282124970252695,0.0,0.0,0.06110221893122809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041848505279313566,0.0,0.0,0.07695169568698898,0.0,0.13023440951462764,0.04544687442470051,0.062268484337768715,0.0,0.0,0.059460337125322574,0.12337275692377672,0.0,0.0,0.08174297495216483,0.17476803716219472,0.0,0.050046812251447734,0.06216468670887058,0.0,0.0361139556000948,0.1393251790662751,0.0,0.0,0.06339478142565431,0.12495621785014882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258345148005175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694904964146382,0.0,0.0,0.16031284902370305,0.08629588876409497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561684742691789,0.0,0.05539685067835128,0.0,0.11886689368410674,0.0,0.10501697241250436
anxiety,mark_freeman,2020/02/20,"One of the most useful lessons on the journey of recovery Some of my earliest memories are of being anxious for weeks because I thought something terrible was going to happen. That just became the norm. I didn't even recognize I dealt with any mental health issues until things really went off the rails in my late 20s. I finally got help. Had to make some really intense work to change a lot of things, inside and outside of my head, And one of the biggest was learning that the way I'd approached anxiety, as something to avoid and control and fix, was actually the problem. 

The more I reacted to the stuff my brain threw up and felt good about getting rid of it, the more stuff it gave me to solve so I could chase that relief from anxiety I was craving. 

Trying to control anxiety wasn't the solution, it was the problem. I had devoted so much of my life to practicing that problem and it naturally led me deep into a mental illness hole. 

Recognizing that my long-time mental health goals were actually digging the mental illness hole deeper was a big help with getting out of that hole. I had to find some new mental health and fitness goals that weren't about trying to avoid and control thoughts and feelings.",7.361979933110369,7.426762234782611,7.419565217391305,73.37991638795991,63.60869565217391,10.381270903010034,36.82274247491639,10.035473477838034,3.7601103678929766,974,44,169,19,13,314,123,230,0.12300000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.6458,0,2,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,7,6,9,0,2,16,0,16,8,2,7,0,39,30,13,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,15,13,0,5,7,0,0,6,3,6,0,2,20,2,17,3,34,8,8,22,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,5,5,121,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.18933075975344424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596846372506597,0.0,0.22263154146660727,0.10959092470547904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059134904952001036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829251336690536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026211301271869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264066639390087,0.07745263884935326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407257497763356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049049934405922535,0.0,0.09314246532560236,0.10626703447925298,0.08866314755344504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136488698051012,0.0,0.05513162887454106,0.08136533438796949,0.07758580330032902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857834602465935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995577377998004,0.3093434830968983,0.0,0.0,0.13004423816442873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125068375019576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942874705040154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685193047370375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584863325752934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247235398079522,0.0,0.0,0.06475329603656102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888039935733558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131171453493299,0.0,0.0,0.09369050081914036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146965927649287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784693860671158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429104711919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936230993284666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210088254894164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889501771306516,0.0,0.0,0.1540263251615445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172352379289096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378338075395107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700008158884372,0.07781360897280486,0.0,0.0,0.08992697508164649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062265517415023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kiew_18,2020/02/20,"remind me that I'm not a fool remind me that i'm not a fool for beinga 21 year old girl who is still a virgin and has never  had a boyfriend or girlfriend,",3.6031428571428568,2.8359791714285727,5.057857142857143,89.96964285714287,71.57142857142857,7.0,23.214285714285715,3.1291,0.0827142857142853,121,2,29,0,2,41,25,35,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.5875,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652236716739172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329550880877989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817148967470276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884398924286827
anxiety,shrimpanzee6,2020/02/20,What is anxiety and panic attacks Listen to the most recent episode of my podcast: What is anxiety and panic attacks? https://anchor.fm/shrimpanzee/episodes/What-is-anxiety-and-panic-attacks-eav250,19.48848484848484,26.66884300000001,9.797272727272727,37.88257575757578,50.81818181818181,8.387878787878789,39.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,5.3329515151515166,174,7,12,3,3,42,16,22,0.4970000000000001,0.503,0.0,-0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348132930690494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979082600225313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7702601282202937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607118794427704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,You_Such,2020/02/20,Breakdown Breakdown Listen BreakDown Breakdown. Listen Break down Breakdown. 5..4..3..2..1 Shining... Justice...,6.25854166666667,9.888289437500003,4.927499999999998,69.23416666666668,92.125,2.1333333333333333,49.08333333333334,3.1291,4.260483333333334,85,7,7,0,3,25,11,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway276820,2020/02/20,"I get scared men are going to hurt me and it’s negatively impacting my relationship I like it rough in bed, but at the same time, if it’s slightly too much I’ll be scared and filled with anxiety. My bf talks about how pro wrestlers cut each other’s faces to pretend like the punch left a mark, and didn’t think that was a big deal. That scared me. Sometimes I get really scared for no reason because he’s much bigger than me. That he could hurt me... but I really love him and trust him so much. Do any other girls go through this?",2.493474747474746,4.0149459636363645,3.4439393939393947,92.14035353535354,75.72727272727272,7.070707070707071,21.313131313131315,7.793537801064563,0.5790101010101005,416,10,95,6,9,133,76,110,0.23,0.649,0.121,-0.9023,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,4,4,0,6,2,1,2,0,14,12,9,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,7,0,0,2,1,12,4,9,8,5,9,0,2,0,1,11,5,0,1,3,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730228509543792,0.0,0.12070855165607293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096187027436266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259820930474303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267406760940878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487702437303742,0.0,0.17935084206073695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33783389136597364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143877622397954,0.0,0.0,0.15417597938250474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241120319309333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34798036023223494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216801513487864,0.1622339073687107,0.0,0.16940689444613896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6318993483972094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560578709107274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268252399979446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110515377842358,0.0,0.0,0.09200833858955816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ronaldsamson,2020/02/20,"Derealization Background: 21 y/o male, history of anxiety, developed panic disorder in the past year, and now i experience panic attacks related to derealization every day. 

Previous medications:

Hydroxyzine, paxil, zolaft, alprazolam, wellburtion, buspar

Hello r/anxiety!

Posting on here to see if anyone has any quick tips/tricks to help them with severe derealization, and the panic attacks that accompany them. my quality of life has quite literally diminished to near zero due to this and I'm having a horrible time right now. I tried to schedule an appointment with the school's counseling service but the wait for an appt. is around 6 weeks, and I dont have the finances to pay for a psychiatrist . . . I'm trying to stay strong. I am taking way too much xanax to manage this and I don't want to develop any type of dependency. The most annoying problem is that in high school I used to be one of the best drivers I know, and now I am actually not able to drive due to this. Any tips, tricks will be greatly appreciated!",6.41239454094293,7.9583552849462365,7.943763440860213,63.59333746898264,66.04301075268818,11.74458229942101,34.737799834574034,11.51311941424646,4.741708519437552,817,38,133,28,13,283,122,186,0.157,0.757,0.086,-0.7036,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,3,7,11,4,3,11,0,13,3,0,2,0,19,21,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,8,0,2,0,1,11,3,26,18,3,23,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,12,86,16,7,0.13357029828531358,0.0,0.1303453433792981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27249714946412673,0.0,0.20436182518056267,0.0,0.0,0.09339545822521628,0.0,0.0,0.11890588402164623,0.0,0.3039109942677748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017378741790107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614179239895095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308313382292085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654339481071408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125387371451038,0.0,0.0,0.1306573818538012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472617254041346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952935539959624,0.14112435365668985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340674277253091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434465182192822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455802321437332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818953803520274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905106909446184,0.0,0.0,0.4701478971279973,0.0,0.0,0.12750796350761506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792342351662644,0.0,0.0,0.12780873639623588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206845371943128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406830491994713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27036054568525675,0.10643823432857867,0.0,0.0,0.15089641778855856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423681658784531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042824128183224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788591507405147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813709295021531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536185190482298,0.0,0.0,0.07878322261577543,0.10602188559325444,0.10714203644828682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601489282149169
anxiety,saltandsilver,2020/02/20,"Anxiety attack without the surge of anxiety? So I've had issues with anxiety for years now and I've had my fair share of panic attacks, but today is just weird for me. I've been having almost all of the symptoms I usually have with an anxiety attack, but I'm not more anxious than my norm, and there's been no surge of panic or anything.
 
 It started with depersonalization and derealization, as well as being a bit more uncoordinated, but my chest started feeling way tight and it's hard to breathe deep enough and my throat feels tight. I got really dizzy a couple of times and had to sit down, and keep getting hot flashes. I also feel like my brain is moving sluggishly and it's hard for me to think fast. Usually with anxiety attacks, I get all of those, but with little electric-shock pulses up the back of my scalp and the surges of anxiety.

Is this a normal anxiety thing? I don't know what's going on.",5.026210428305396,5.9321851731843624,6.24649441340782,76.84653864059592,68.77653631284916,9.095158286778398,29.441806331471128,9.2995712137729,2.5136476722532586,722,26,137,14,12,243,105,179,0.21899999999999997,0.7120000000000001,0.069,-0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,2,8,0,12,6,5,0,2,34,25,18,0,1,8,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,14,0,3,5,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,6,8,13,3,26,18,6,19,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,11,94,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519254067267256,0.0,0.0,0.08400855894369998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625414865491961,0.11867675678066755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644731430549066,0.0,0.0,0.4780387987768691,0.0,0.08077707324344631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114687545049372,0.0,0.0,0.11727069832242125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623598174037662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854487621402888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159349521447418,0.07504784095175836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976872465138007,0.0,0.05970241540026741,0.0,0.08401819341018411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882085828432751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096450531975256,0.0,0.09337339112687308,0.0,0.0,0.05773280960376265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051322192079367036,0.1052878378658882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165167377788787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292683286896534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465074097676039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729780959791988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148710059456704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091873183612818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979064511264453,0.06731188792459866,0.0,0.0,0.061255581380566,0.0,0.09957524945755378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313957755087435,0.0,0.0,0.08338391139019108,0.0,0.0,0.0944526918063564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126458616380787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764884590696596
anxiety,CK4268,2020/02/20,"Not feeling like myself. I recently had my first panic attack. It was bad enough to send me to urgent care just to have them tell me that I’m fine. Ever since that incident though, I’ve been extremely anxious because I feel like another panic attack will happen at any moment. I’ve also been extremely light headed since the panic attack and sort of dizzy/ clouded mind. This is freaking me out because I have been light headed all day for no reason. I just want to feel normal again..",4.81253456221198,6.439963494623657,5.451643625192013,79.64032258064519,69.96774193548387,7.464823348694317,25.1136712749616,7.957251820313856,1.6001348694316433,387,11,66,5,7,125,65,93,0.32799999999999996,0.601,0.07200000000000001,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,3,3,1,0,9,2,2,1,2,15,16,3,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,5,5,10,4,8,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997007216062413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351438525634538,0.14419564989883113,0.0,0.15535192688765398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693268328079034,0.0,0.0,0.1148186298411488,0.16765478446870594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020491227148554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868529572043947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208894926911414,0.0,0.0,0.12438948495112676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859396462302515,0.1964803726842841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696952539891838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160337071900353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822585254269977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436500369424936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388501614402272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473473870025776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484029924708729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138752126132387,0.13577870254564553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275063678592753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019348958388668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510702308626085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110944990708535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MarionBaby123,2020/02/20,"Major Anxiety About Getting on a Plane The last time I was on a plane I had really bad stomach issues, it's been months since then and I am still trying to figure them out. I am going on a plane again next month even though I am terrified because of my last experience but I don't want my anxiety to rule my life, I love to travel and be with friends so I refuse to let it stop me. 

Does anyone else have severe anxiety on planes? If so, any coping mechanisms or tips on trying to combat it? My anxiety is throwing up or feeling sick on a plane, I know it's weird I get that but it is what it is and I am trying to think of ways I can cope leading up to and while I am on the plane. 

Any advice!!",0.11929999999999907,2.0930860466666665,2.6982500000000016,92.415375,85.2,5.883333333333333,18.708333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.2536333333333332,537,14,123,8,16,186,88,150,0.177,0.716,0.107,-0.8777,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,16,4,1,1,0,19,24,14,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,4,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,1,19,2,21,19,1,26,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,3,11,87,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347879354371652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136145697152604,0.0,0.4806068258477486,0.0,0.0,0.10982113387996513,0.1609281864337656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113988902123747,0.09574330341480064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374456787166915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120482659100985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373771618691932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363639836072762,0.0,0.0,0.07941507230144619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134541503307805,0.0,0.1641164239235587,0.0,0.08926173594718448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393152137674966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631695672260951,0.2560523598017825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060614376843,0.11093726435400957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417542406746869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507301671192084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670368106059043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061769310135003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774349204433818,0.0,0.12992299191327675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254296095460498,0.1313105438591086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063874176194702,0.1543122404267905,0.0,0.0915838914359713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31990358272173164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263901053430623,0.12466820028727554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,memesmesmac,2020/02/20,"new to this feeling intense anxiety and stress right now from not achieving some goals i had. i don’t know why, but all i want to do is cry and idk how to cope with this.",4.623243243243245,3.576649297297301,5.019594594594596,92.02506756756758,69.54054054054055,8.481081081081081,29.31081081081081,7.1686216300943375,1.2268486486486492,132,4,33,1,2,42,30,37,0.231,0.6679999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.7259,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,5,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003829591917232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43131732855219057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854012169098956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157950448833211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792323814336409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353285277381293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44978940652782096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160037373005185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35431355410308074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaythrowy07,2020/02/20,"I get physically anxious with hunger And then I get afraid to eat because I’m scared it will increase my blood pressure and make my anxiety worse. Uhg. 

Does anyone else have this weird problem? My hunger makes the anxiety worse and eating makes it worse. Usually I just don’t eat.",2.350997304582208,5.253073641509439,2.7251212938005414,89.01037735849056,86.16981132075472,6.047439353099732,24.552560646900268,7.447530270364453,1.4624522911051219,225,9,42,4,7,69,38,53,0.4320000000000001,0.5329999999999999,0.035,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,3,6,1,3,0,9,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624142309168221,0.1937610773788209,0.0,0.11992600535662742,0.17573552436075288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455284436176533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009234215373846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265024132277011,0.1432772562134269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792171182286239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434591442017422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411495266415854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171461678928224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888975397530649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243597584373139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thinjester,2020/02/20,"Graduating college soon and have my first interview for a “real job” today. Wish me luck! I know that I’ll survive, I just don’t know how yet.",1.2688505747126442,3.441326,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,82.10344827586206,6.625287356321839,23.459770114942533,7.793537801064563,1.2712666666666659,110,4,23,2,3,38,26,29,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.7177,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,15,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353705176829079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912575713079056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333669798132929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487718085217084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737270489496747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533973382479928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RokerTroniC,2020/02/20,"Getting agitated/overthinking Since last year, im completely in thoughts of getting a job or getting into relationship mostly because im getting jealous of all my friends and surrounding getting them. I did managed to get them out for some time but i can control it for long period of time. I keep on overthinking/daydream sitting alone in a room or in garden about such and at the same time i do talk to my self about not to think of it.
Idk how should i supress this or what should i do to hell me out of this",7.6099999999999985,6.268243137254903,7.752274509803923,75.8172352941177,63.70588235294117,10.905098039215686,40.007843137254895,9.888512548439397,3.8422525490196087,408,20,80,7,5,133,65,102,0.126,0.8540000000000001,0.021,-0.8873,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,2,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,21,15,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,11,1,21,11,4,18,1,0,0,0,6,10,1,5,7,59,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845977030601968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092353237958742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078573507324464,0.0,0.204088037827742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058489307833266,0.0,0.5704119081071776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931045730841336,0.0,0.18057113862471624,0.1617379156897761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832490216204605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103236588634526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536117959225627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982808024272127,0.0,0.0,0.15052245625898678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625572689396618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659514903207928,0.0,0.14445904732774328,0.3183139201851322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717881511816015
anxiety,F-inMakeup,2020/02/20,"Okay, So I've Become Afraid of My Shower I need to take a shower. I have pushed it to my absolute limit (4 days, with ""bird baths"" in the sink to keep stank away). My hair needs to be washed, and I need a proper shower.

Here's the problem. Over the past month or two, I have developed a slowly-building fear of my shower. I know that sounds stupid, but I'm afraid of falling. My shower is set up like a death trap IMO. It's a small, rather narrow stall with one side completely made up of a big pane of glass. If I did fall, I would very likely hit that glass. If I hit it, I would go through it. it's just inevitable - there's no room in there. I keep imagining myself falling through the glass and getting horribly maimed, face destroyed, or even killed. I live alone, so no one would even come rushing to my aid. 

The fear has been getting worse and worse, until hitting its apparent peak this week. I just can't bring myself to go in there. I bought some little gripper things to stick on the shower floor, but they don't seem very sturdy, and I'm not sure they're really all that useful. 

On some rational level, I know this is kind of absurd. But I can't get over it. Has anyone else experienced anything like this? :-\",2.7459716599190287,4.275445975708506,3.5107105263157905,91.88922368421056,75.07287449392713,6.39748987854251,21.25688259109312,6.961326702584282,0.3362357894736845,944,22,205,9,20,299,140,247,0.23800000000000002,0.716,0.046,-0.9940000000000001,7,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,1,12,15,3,4,12,1,15,3,2,2,2,38,39,14,2,10,11,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,8,0,14,7,0,3,4,1,1,9,6,9,0,3,4,4,24,6,28,28,3,33,0,0,0,0,1,18,0,7,8,124,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772036107838964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297810748452877,0.13624698349848888,0.10942579510171488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493290589116605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685869588528974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454482759403405,0.13942010159636692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575685568420026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110822301525462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565538043650708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29926413402121577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084193719974636,0.0,0.15114371862567372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363857720158818,0.14711538826627713,0.13847135507594374,0.1461574288363149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489228970613529,0.1332743008336986,0.1174179665947184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582266575479614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613811569958917,0.0,0.0,0.29579431947207685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021246238450486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269381762393184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723760508198426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518617822911906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105400800133607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532587525990085,0.0,0.09997946356093018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834163205030518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298957101534171,0.0,0.0,0.1148463412445138,0.0,0.21943399623172247,0.0,0.0,0.10666325718942146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710225517007481,0.2833815084469202,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dj_panncake,2020/02/20,"Creepy child I just saw a little boy going to a busdriver and asking him, which direction he had to go to get somewhere...is he the messiah?",3.9053571428571416,4.975238821428572,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,71.5,9.885714285714286,28.285714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.9393714285714285,109,4,21,3,2,38,24,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037942881707294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815505120343764,0.0,0.61253314836333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401145864868262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Snuggly-Muffin,2020/02/20,"can anybody tell me a way to get rid of or lessen my anxiety? it happens many times every day, and usually has to do with the fear of somebody else entering my body or experiencing one of my senses.  the triggers are things people say related to the anxiety, thoughts related to the anxiety, and sometimes just being around people or animals.

i've tried many times using logical thinking to overcome it, but that only helps until the next time it occurs.  i've also tried many different medications, talked with several different therapists, did acupuncture for a while, did ""heart math"" for a little while, did yoga for a little while, did meditation for a little while, did aromatherapy for a little while, and drink tea regularly.  should i maybe be consistent about the yoga, meditation, and aromatherapy, or should that have helped right away?",12.480225225225224,9.935785851351351,11.73,54.89833333333337,55.35135135135135,15.542342342342346,44.93693693693694,13.816669648895859,6.348185585585586,678,30,103,21,6,222,89,148,0.045,0.9309999999999999,0.024,0.1556,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,12,0,14,5,2,2,0,20,19,16,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,2,5,0,19,9,0,21,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,12,73,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678181450235407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777461171931783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773586690911244,0.0,0.0,0.11370481639101652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442894408111195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804963360363475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528859394232039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855617834672913,0.0,0.0,0.10109894181764173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196684972273784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618419090060158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322936901280189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701997949585412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341248966495382,0.1622379379650146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851861820660117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36809408676447,0.12158357503384686,0.0,0.0,0.12191764436096313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870902112078147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200811787990282,0.09204322163177332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780381273466954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335272992181184,0.0,0.0962421135440616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672121037315932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969455107148598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727346706383876,0.1057791795963147,0.0,0.0,0.14051668983645854,0.08040210847823526,0.07754646351317157,0.0,0.0960785104332792,0.21170793984387398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433294687476355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452476112068756,0.1332894130282843,0.0,0.0,0.09606219111619928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_godeatgod,2020/02/20,"My mind moves faster than I can speak. It's embarrassing watching people's faces change while they try to make sense of what I'm saying, as I'm tripping over my words trying to articulate a thought. I feel like my mind is moving faster than I can speak, and it's affecting my day to day. I suffer from bipolar depression (being treated), and I'm starting to think I may have some sort of mania, especially when I go off and start rambling on for what seems like forever. Even when typing text massages, they seem to be loaded with information (rather than summarized). I also tend to apologize a lot for my lack of socialization, and feel insecure when meeting new people. I wind up realizing and feeling really down for ""stealing the show"" or just talking too much, in general. I guess I'm posting this to try and see if there are any others who have/had similar experiences and maybe get some tips/tricks to overcome it. 

Not sure if this is the appropriate sub to post in, but if not please let me know. Thanks!",7.765515463917527,7.011812252577318,7.851257731958762,73.32647422680414,63.0721649484536,11.265154639175258,34.8639175257732,10.577609850970193,3.5079068041237123,803,30,152,17,10,261,128,194,0.08900000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.7048,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,2,4,0,10,2,1,2,1,41,31,18,0,5,9,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,9,8,0,0,10,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,8,17,5,28,26,5,24,0,2,2,0,11,7,0,12,13,97,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159179825818158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857226305590827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333989095380504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696396869813128,0.0,0.12484685963156457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573936330678716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179077292679693,0.0,0.0,0.21987610886102107,0.10355366678862904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573138542165786,0.0,0.08237950555845742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968086059008094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966177377870758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822313920852126,0.0,0.1416323537106172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323292240540652,0.0,0.0,0.09675651925524073,0.0,0.1456236670646999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29272019703327296,0.0,0.0,0.3081218613662787,0.1065563253587534,0.0,0.0,0.13999544890227553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009827935315945,0.0,0.0,0.15911365867719954,0.0,0.0,0.2776477048370728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285989926328872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527156934184485,0.0,0.0,0.11550789783389212,0.2639175326820543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776020849154595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051954026898082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366154509293359,0.0,0.0,0.11650684706375937,0.0,0.13345223521842928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928793250366534,0.0,0.11507561783335618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295238476950398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oni_3,2020/02/20,"Work mess up I made a really small mistake in work, nothing that will have any kind of repercussions, just a misunderstanding.
But thanks to anxiety I feel like crying over it.
I know it's fine, misunderstandings happen, I just wish anxiety would react to this logic",4.368749999999999,7.331523375000002,5.362333333333332,73.71600000000002,75.66666666666666,8.840000000000002,24.18333333333333,9.3871,2.587828333333334,214,7,36,6,5,70,39,48,0.261,0.56,0.179,-0.5542,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,9,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,4,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,22,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043612192780967,0.0,0.4059593497933903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914567835752483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341607708480747,0.1895545609635357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346338540935649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763043821298505,0.1458205491170259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296287203457881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25106531166856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545949925655202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997966351012575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442837674504212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30512084174020065,0.0,0.0,0.3863324170463205,0.0,0.0,0.18848555971620365,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymous76153,2020/02/20,"I feel so anxious I’m sick after what I did. When I was in my teenage years (14-15) I would watch....adult content. But later on, I developed a fear for doing anything  illegal. So I was still searching for that stuff, but I would cover my screen in case any underage stuff popped up, and to my dismay, it did a couple times. I of course closed the tab immediately, but I’m worried that still looking up that stuff even knowing that you could find underage things is illegal. I’ve talked to a counselor and they said it’s fine and that I would be attracted to people my own age anyways. But I’m still extremely anxious.",3.936991869918696,5.171247739837399,4.897723577235773,84.29016260162601,71.60162601626016,8.06829268292683,29.11382113821137,8.515128840125781,2.066733333333333,484,19,98,8,9,158,77,123,0.185,0.767,0.048,-0.941,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,1,4,0,11,1,0,0,0,15,18,10,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,15,2,12,8,1,15,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,9,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996667372743923,0.0,0.0,0.3653669884083304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330715286657155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911031400053266,0.17892631946311013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068063063709806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819659420889172,0.08176419198797986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477977637813748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887023604909658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579360816958566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210764872356968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538209030678977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874195557099735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553493420953091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997439686259862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074313054872566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429296814026444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422185834133432,0.0,0.3446171945981782,0.0,0.0,0.10413435523860602
anxiety,Personal_Lubrication,2020/02/20,"Does anyone else's libido vanish after an attack? Had my first significant attack in a year or so. Manage it somewhat okay. It's the next day and I can still feel the physical side effects a bit. CBD capsules have helped.

But I completely for about the most annoying after-effect. Zero libido. It's so weird. Does this happen to anyone else?",1.4570769230769258,4.16176247692308,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153848,93.46153846153842,5.06153846153846,17.26923076923077,6.742157984588678,0.5354923076923086,271,7,45,4,10,90,50,65,0.17800000000000002,0.77,0.051,-0.8551,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,3,0,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,3,1,5,4,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,6,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837611431189128,0.4158140107386892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46168268124919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152701178130146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274904637805736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086125356596154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35513877458260673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390133598226832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259824726341024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725965798317822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943413731514013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600742859265524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157988842670097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620455377224944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306684756201951
anxiety,xSweetSlayerx,2020/02/20,"I'm Terrified of my Own Voice Well, I learned something new about myself.

I developed an anxiety disorder in early high school because of extensive bullying from students and teachers alike, and of course that's a reason as to why I'm so quiet all the time. I've kinda been shamed into being quiet because I've either been told I'm too loud or convinced that what I say isn't important. I also seem to have some sort of trigger with loud noises, since some unknown incident when I was very little. Sudden loud noise, big anxiety attack.

I'm now working at a great job that does include an intercom. Over that past few years I've be trying to rehabilitate myself back into speaking up and getting used to loud noises, and it's been pretty successful, or so I thought… I work in a shop. Y'know, power tools, machinery, the radio, it's loud back there. You need to be loud on the intercom phone itself in order for it to be heard, practically yelling right into the phone. I like to think that I'm loud when on the intercom, but my coworker came in and told me she could barely hear me when she was right next to the speaker.

Cue the overwhelming sensation of dread.

The guys try to encourage me by saying ""We don't care if you yell at us! We're used to it!"" but that's not the problem. I've been trained for the past decade that yelling is a bad and certain loud noises still do trigger anxiety attacks for me.

I want to yell, but here's my downward spiral of anxiety. I don't want to hear my loud voice because just thinking about it makes me anxious. I'm afraid that if I do yell, I'm gonna have an anxiety attack which usually consists of me crying, and crying makes me even more anxious, so crying begets more crying and anxiety.

And there's my issue.

TL;DR: Loud noises trigger my anxiety, and work requires me to be loud when I already think I'm loud.",4.74440217391304,5.676638853260869,5.734495652173916,80.16702608695655,69.43478260869566,8.71408695652174,30.209130434782608,8.954980946260402,2.4830861739130428,1470,57,279,26,25,486,179,368,0.175,0.76,0.065,-0.9915,2,0,1,0,2,0,41.0,2,2,0,6,21,17,3,4,17,0,20,0,0,8,2,51,48,26,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,28,0,1,16,16,0,1,6,2,1,1,4,9,1,0,10,28,34,8,42,31,8,38,0,1,0,0,18,19,0,9,18,174,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471944984581464,0.06864105387636736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596369818912467,0.19393494564080352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29294414183286394,0.0,0.13200139381499235,0.0716674237098386,0.15696999466188974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981707076619526,0.08751301829557498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685311002957307,0.0,0.3771364692335749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837267733576063,0.0,0.07511351250328004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056692246090393826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448444839280305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463178493488142,0.0,0.08498870298148516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934812838562941,0.0,0.0,0.09068785149477178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895879193553638,0.08517654777712763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717187086974922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193393382612346,0.0860277600562346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458911384005765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636444850516568,0.0,0.08289857135638913,0.09128494747234953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387565943592505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732357164651104,0.0,0.08213110923599139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825117846762252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660275464581568,0.0,0.13651655809351895,0.0,0.08686812864629817,0.0,0.07813963449096742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100239431795484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607885537844009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854677886482433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499600696574754,0.0,0.06814224598828356,0.05005022957945827,0.0,0.0,0.16403525861888993,0.0,0.11655068380453325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032471846509952,0.14826524582931908,0.09453352190045274,0.07082166275836926,0.10125369587505356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717466396957205,0.0,0.07745142262459907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874635262319758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552739879717024
anxiety,buxtonra,2020/02/20,"Do I just need to pull myself together? I’m so anxious when I’m at work even though I think I’m doing well at it. 
By most people’s standards I’m pretty successful - I have a great salary and a beautiful fiancée and I do actually enjoy my job but i constantly worry about screwing up, which makes me less productive and makes me worry more and so on. Is this normal? Do I just need to get a grip and stop self pitying?",3.577241379310344,4.326408045977015,5.3914367816091975,82.23474137931036,71.98850574712644,8.558620689655173,27.143678160919546,8.841846274778883,1.9679057471264367,328,11,68,6,6,113,59,87,0.198,0.66,0.142,-0.7991,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,17,16,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,4,8,16,3,8,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,3,47,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.21099965774896826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24426720344186825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336571480263907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281135731965866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296609430238867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383834577762901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456511672617432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886572328685423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32064897487552324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184982052126908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989981419747406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997360579001315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556475251471866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076971123127986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854512937290334,0.2124351809199194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440786478295236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574108305536234,0.43916407725629947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aegis-02,2020/02/20,"About to meet up with friends for the first time in 3 years Of course, we know the irony of feeling bad for staying home alone and the regret when we actually show up, but I’m going to try. I feel like they have more fun without me, and still, I’m going to be somewhere. 
It’s better than pretending and wishing you don’t exist to the world",5.157253521126759,4.643859338028172,5.625457746478876,86.34551056338032,68.29577464788733,8.226760563380282,29.017605633802816,7.1686216300943375,1.3819549295774642,267,8,59,2,4,86,55,71,0.084,0.675,0.24100000000000002,0.9259,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,1,2,3,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,11,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,2,6,4,15,10,1,12,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2568244381331923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725737530169873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197432137468588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327601649279376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661421072978466,0.1880149092162044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385965985801726,0.0,0.0,0.2033312035859412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991410297515401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639896850432452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446361256871511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857581460313433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805134672390146,0.21017484234868528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346161096967698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786810554771356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026425060317664,0.2536948662739478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947844815356009
anxiety,Dismal-Stuff,2020/02/20,"Social Anxiety Disorder is a disorder not a 'regular part of life'... Right? I (19 f) am a college student, living on campus, and I have been diagnosed with SAD for a couple years. I was talking to a friend ab getting so anxious just going to the library, or classes, or walking around campus, that I end up crying and feeling sick to my stomach. 
They told me that everyone ""gets nervous sometimes, just suck it up. If you're going to cry, just dont."" 
That really hurt, and made me feel like maybe I'm just making it all up in my head.",2.676813417190776,4.429888358490565,4.6995597484276725,82.34659329140463,75.79245283018868,7.352620545073376,28.758909853249477,8.167268648758528,2.16830104821803,410,18,78,7,9,141,79,106,0.267,0.6729999999999999,0.061,-0.9737,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,1,6,0,6,5,2,2,1,18,17,7,0,1,8,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,2,9,2,13,13,2,12,0,2,0,0,5,7,1,3,3,53,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129411741040797,0.19110974493972355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059385438195716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717927103684026,0.3716424299114665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717002131043274,0.0,0.0,0.3877584251266464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826162007500225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983111271656338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164562983836953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710711079191647,0.1208524241109347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069744816086692,0.0,0.17676479825998487,0.0,0.1922821905306595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736134075775756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810960013372779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948714628454772,0.08264609940565115,0.0,0.14937692435901995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006922424382933,0.1129198053836195,0.0,0.1699502655817608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831905959212964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837225060868573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446707866520753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244371867381614,0.0,0.0,0.16730977632156122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596944782184536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164562983836953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893753787559653
anxiety,Difficult_Place,2020/02/20,What medications have worked best for you? Right now I am on Zoloft 100mg and moving up to 150mg tomorrow. My doctor also suggests some thing more for my anxiety and lack of sleep. I am seeing my psychiatrist today and was wondering what kind of meds you have tried that have helped? I am worried she will give me benzos as I know those can be highly addictive.,4.7753521126760505,5.966247943661977,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,69.56338028169014,9.060281690140846,25.46760563380281,9.3871,2.016704788732395,288,8,56,6,5,94,55,71,0.095,0.847,0.057999999999999996,-0.159,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,0,7,14,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,2,8,11,4,8,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,3,43,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519832163209991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184847341798589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682602777539227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257342588753894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365876859574355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173626839640215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493226556001327,0.2442183989836043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407029490702521,0.1270317753810236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567510549575437,0.2328552382939835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456715763811293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973973880517576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419340464511644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131289222110146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356310587504107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909934419295898,0.0,0.0,0.15693293495230928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066793508154805,0.16827701281405333,0.2347399438654099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_laurence2_,2020/02/20,"All my friends think my coping method is really strange but nothing else helps and they are starting to think Im like weird or something (possible trigger) I've moved around my entire life so far (I'm 14) and a 2 years ago I moved from Qatar to England and I'm not sure why but I got really severe anxiety when I moved back and I've tried everything but nothing seems to work I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and moderate depression so I was referred to camhs who referred me to venus for cbt but the waiting list was too long so we got private cbt but I'm just rambling now so I'll get to the point

During one of my worst stretches of anxiety which was beginning of December until well now. my best friend who I played video games with (he still lived in Qatar) killed himself and I missed all the signs he wanted to die and it fucking destroyed me I missed he was depressed or anything and of any of his friends I should of known and shit just went downhill from there I hadn't been in school for 5 weeks and then my cbt therapist said that obviously losing my friend was a big thing that was stopping me and I should visit his grave if I could but he was burried in Germany and I can't visit the grave and for some reason his family won't let me so I messaged him on discord and even though I knew I wasn't going to get a reply it helped so much and my mood was so much better and I was getting into school but I was messaging him throughout the day but it got me though and that's all I cared about but my friends found me doing it and now think I'm fucking strange and I just need to know if dming my dead best friends discord account is weird or whatever

Sorry for the no punctuation I'm mid anxiety attack rn",2.355826271186441,4.313214677966101,3.3910416666666663,90.45402012711864,77.36158192090394,6.5718926553672325,25.18679378531073,7.531066641456977,1.1755539548022602,1372,50,289,19,32,440,179,354,0.248,0.631,0.12,-0.9945,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,5,24,31,6,0,9,0,24,5,1,2,5,68,55,45,5,7,18,0,0,1,6,3,2,1,0,0,11,24,0,2,11,3,1,7,6,16,1,1,21,1,44,14,31,29,9,34,0,7,0,2,28,11,3,7,17,187,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911001109497909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068943275047198,0.0,0.2730876987986744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344075542357052,0.07944667310639653,0.0,0.1015286905845485,0.0,0.06862363888992436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873135405990201,0.07892965408850737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099088414323693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125460335691207,0.0,0.0,0.057555426107194774,0.0,0.1537325989445934,0.09058145671867783,0.0926218726910422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455246625308798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589452597601897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020735066420602,0.0,0.08413192789589866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978521691384809,0.4137012422913584,0.1650105100458017,0.1398799625826069,0.0,0.05071979994789688,0.0,0.2141313345454274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963763594008968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639955301166046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873599948407373,0.0,0.049046534112583764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125871680512478,0.06303614639683461,0.04360043555526523,0.0,0.07880467451938622,0.07897872044613158,0.0,0.09984195259654774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845588668345712,0.13121019527226654,0.06617378852289113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126532664112454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047449489381146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436505515651561,0.10060995089573578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434483569396295,0.0917583796313605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489211354609401,0.0,0.0,0.18064073170687994,0.0,0.08124499151598807,0.0,0.20164213866475195,0.09160836647505227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870490346647512,0.0,0.09990209626214393,0.06316783345628335,0.0,0.07127090500998852,0.07461253632266604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411204090088484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361993497344572,0.059290190097269366,0.17155313399442165,0.1753648611223419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059126958148558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263881585779679,0.0,0.07158668736789413,0.0,0.08024167197994635,0.08273069885963143,0.08052942933543086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497117925489593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574706384675359
anxiety,_tumblrfeminist,2020/02/20,Does anyone else wake up with anxiety? I haven’t had this sort of anxiety in a while and to be honest I have no idea where it’s coming from. But lately I just been waking up with what feels like a pile of bricks laying on my chest. To me it’s the most uncomfortable feeling and I absolutely hate it.,0.15130952380952326,2.468189587301588,2.4653769841269835,91.41330357142859,89.63492063492062,5.68968253968254,15.811507936507935,7.1686216300943375,0.00058888888888875,236,5,52,4,8,80,49,63,0.18899999999999997,0.696,0.115,-0.6004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,5,3,3,0,0,12,9,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,6,2,11,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535708472301887,0.0,0.0,0.2072865471681652,0.3037507165456033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553676607355225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594276634906021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764810301061646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997906786952253,0.21178579297738634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926855626199329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346588952241592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344114395293349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483176343278692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_lilalx,2020/02/20,"Why am I like this :/ I took 4 Tylenol’s this morning before work because of tooth ache and 3 wasn’t doing it and now that it’s kicked in for whatever reason I’m just really really anxious, I don’t understand why I feel like this and it makes it really hard for me to do my job. I’m hoping my supervisor will let me leave early but until then I’m afraid I’m stuck here and I’m not sure what to do. It doesn’t help I also got like 4 hours of sleep last night so I’m really tired on top of it all, I really want to talk to someone here at work but I’m afraid they will just think I’m crazy and not know how to help me, I wish this would just stop and I would feel better",-0.18820175438596465,1.4720448289473715,2.4133157894736854,95.80887719298245,84.26315789473685,6.158596491228073,15.396491228070175,7.3011,-0.3193908771929821,522,8,132,8,15,181,83,152,0.146,0.6809999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,4,9,8,0,2,0,0,12,4,2,3,2,29,32,13,0,5,7,0,3,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,3,14,6,14,23,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,11,73,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727383783442336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566977108533096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939486725638532,0.0,0.1247860991056325,0.0,0.0,0.12969766945814654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482986191898319,0.10476490062754644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728728730759952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313672267500793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658926344099045,0.0,0.0,0.14565391376568754,0.14441810607483094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552487304904296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059355185148122,0.11953716812964127,0.0,0.155278376093233,0.0,0.14995685745807766,0.0,0.21493347250211986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788824905189802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761860970388165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697302577638262,0.15077790633794447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675326324630958,0.0,0.12425382908689606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260375628353515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821339779318126,0.0,0.0,0.11786959007427245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396570454313513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854956334560878,0.0,0.0,0.16293060868244633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266506968367055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864964102355903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646528590100754,0.0,0.16863722245361687,0.0,0.0,0.2135220438660061,0.0,0.0,0.20834814876540145,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leighenne,2020/02/20,"Sudden mini-panic attacks (or what is this?) I randomly get what I call ""mini-panic attacks"": I am working on something completely non-stressful alone, but I suddenly get nauseated, scared and my heart starts pounding. It goes away after a minute or so and happens every once a few hours. Is this even anxiety?",6.092142857142857,7.705169642857148,6.937857142857144,70.25714285714287,66.85714285714286,9.171428571428573,35.42857142857143,9.516144504307137,3.8122285714285713,244,12,37,5,4,81,43,56,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.8338,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22972517429977296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968175955121922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046750018870089,0.20839499226471853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648976207787766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325604354310915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650144165865614,0.0,0.18688197680346036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317700214388972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614321105373075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628423810264673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843523039721527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362172322398585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220675168086009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075787684721225,0.0,0.0,0.1569961470260492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540791865574053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614781488083919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kzksksksksiwjwiwka,2020/02/20,"Im paranoid Idk what to do. Do i go the weekend to parents, i hate missing out on all the carnival stuff my friend does and i hate vacations.",-1.16,0.8274363333333383,1.696666666666669,93.585,102.33333333333334,5.066666666666666,26.0,6.742157984588678,1.3962,110,6,24,2,5,38,23,30,0.359,0.552,0.08800000000000001,-0.8316,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28703760009818474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534142727455792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641164062851112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6476700313870412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542994816860254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642084698225135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754849144327329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wobbly_joints,2020/02/20,"Anxious if I have stuff to do, anxious if I don't. This past few months I've really been pushing myself with recovery - I started volunteering, I started going to a support group and social group, I'm going to the gym and making sure I leave the house at least once a day. I know it's normal to feel anxious about having stuff to do but I'm hoping that will settle down as I get used to my new routine, but I'm really struggling with my anxiety in my down time. 


I can be busy all day, but once I've exhausted myself and settle down to relax, the anxiety swoops in and catches me off guard. I've been trying to fill my time at home with housework but I have to stop eventually, and then it starts up. I tried distracting myself with *things I enjoy* like suggested, but my depression means there's very little I *can* enjoy. 


I know the therapy tricks, I can keep it from getting too much for me (most of the time, sometimes I have to take an Ativan and then I feel guilty for failing) but it's exhausting and constant and I just want to be able to relax.


Is this it? Am I just going to be anxious 24/7 for the rest of my life? I just want to be able to look forward to things again.",2.2071957671957683,3.927631765432104,3.8792357436801854,87.86037037037038,77.0246913580247,6.768489124044683,23.094062316284536,7.62386473244151,0.9922531452087004,921,28,193,13,21,308,121,243,0.156,0.7440000000000001,0.1,-0.8995,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,8,15,1,2,9,0,19,3,0,2,2,40,44,19,0,6,11,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,12,12,0,3,5,3,0,7,1,7,0,0,2,3,30,8,37,37,6,33,0,2,1,0,4,11,0,4,18,137,42,1,0.21934998465542088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780213787408696,0.4956060943395772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851970395141788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146259373127354,0.0,0.09446291018351646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090994297138347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460131364570846,0.0,0.1869924768030836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001295965697316,0.10893201405086883,0.0,0.12655021589983714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748417244237023,0.0,0.0,0.12054901506894003,0.0,0.0,0.11612998105629248,0.0,0.0,0.07746669055592127,0.053581661353472684,0.10992315496666788,0.0,0.0,0.09209937120262393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732089090190193,0.0,0.0,0.1194682189706192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754153251551737,0.0,0.08062373872722245,0.0,0.0,0.1059247910182376,0.0,0.0,0.10745820627540112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23360057484896085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469719016085544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052121694762568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179984298063718,0.0,0.0,0.1084713717943979,0.0,0.23288557219092304,0.0,0.0,0.09169320450703584,0.0,0.11465611497475835,0.2511032534064176,0.0,0.12445788158602535,0.10336738231864752,0.0,0.08246194500923318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542291199709596,0.0,0.1457263830930361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185711002763856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148924241069884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472397969454174,0.0,0.0904933547647464,0.12937830411190335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tersina,2020/02/20,"I've successfully asked for and responded to critique/messages for the past week! ^(I should be posting this on my throwaway but I can't remember the password, oops. Also, apologies for the length. Writing this mostly for my future self tbh.) 

Over the past two or three years, I've been slowly isolating myself from people more, avoiding any form of online or in-person contact unless it was absolutely necessary or I had a high-functioning day. Friends would be having conversations and I'd just be there lurking, reacting with emojis if it's Discord, and saying nothing if it's not. I'd type out responses or attempts at a joke, then delete them, thinking something along the lines of ""it's better if they just don't talk to me/I'll be less anxious if I don't say anything/they don't want to talk to me anyway."" 

This also applied to conversations with internet strangers (hello, person reading this!) and art/writing critiques. I'm okay at initializing conversations/critique, but carrying them through is anxiety-inducing and emotionally draining. Rumination tends to get the better of me, sending me into hyperventilation and tears when I least expect/want it to. 

One of my New Year's Resolutions was to get to the core of this and develop healthier communication habits. For the past week or so, I've been working toward that goal by: 

* Responding to comments and messages, no matter how ""low quality"" or ""unwanted"" I think my response is. ^(I learned that I don't need perfect grammar or phrasing to have my feedback be valued. I've also made some hilarious late-night typos, all of which--suprise, surprise anxiety!--made me super ashamed in the short term, but are fun to remember when I approach it with an) [^(external, unstable, and local point of view.)](https://positivepsychology.com/explanatory-styles-optimism/) 
* Actively posting critiques or comments whenever I think of them, karma gods be damned. ^(I needed to learn that it's okay for me to make a mistake, and that being downvoted is not the end of the world.) 
* Joining and actively participating in critique groups! This one's the hardest (and as such, gets the title lmao), especially since one of them requires me to talk face-to-face with others. I'm scared of the others and can barely form coherent sentences as it is, but I've managed to get through a week without excessive rumination, *which is about the best blessing I could have gotten.* 

So, yay! 🎉🎉 Repeated exposure is working so far--I'm hoping to make it through a month without a relapse into excessive rumination or isolation. 

I wish you all the best in your own anxiety-combatting endeavors and other struggles!",5.961002727768682,8.416086238297876,6.458510638297874,70.22294871794873,68.53191489361703,9.246044735406436,35.455537370430996,9.725611199111238,4.0203998908892515,2132,110,330,52,39,691,252,470,0.098,0.747,0.155,0.9877,1,2,1,0,0,0,108.0,0,2,5,12,15,23,1,4,23,3,31,0,0,5,3,77,51,44,0,14,24,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,23,22,0,2,7,2,0,2,10,7,0,5,7,2,32,16,61,34,13,38,2,1,0,0,29,16,1,16,18,236,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460529034516093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974469069853874,0.0,0.0,0.1158642283804804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958802692462067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526193870423416,0.18141294330363603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188625345054397,0.0,0.0,0.06614306988785758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536681405956703,0.09083820538700844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923802623059789,0.0,0.21433461660140984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836085164750812,0.0,0.10186576717345808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569276720414115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704527186890924,0.13691992654559415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186285222881433,0.0,0.0,0.15209469601917347,0.0,0.0990536179265193,0.0,0.09624612818425377,0.0,0.09840961344194264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849304814863867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293716948765694,0.07110257153495039,0.17910383198172602,0.0,0.0,0.09695286989827044,0.0,0.196449312379464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258830396986696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236221948979416,0.0,0.0,0.16312053108737568,0.10268100201075143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699302088735624,0.0,0.0,0.08483914648423813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895612175918723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721855475450852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473028546006425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971499769655181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018675435640167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049286942315048,0.0,0.2468036596651797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793957055540233,0.1977294199204064,0.0,0.1493306032397145,0.0,0.0,0.0728560718502201,0.0,0.0,0.13209126276220345
anxiety,ANewPlague,2020/02/20,"I Quit a New Job After One Day Because I Was Mistreated So, after a short but successful interview and trial I started this job today, this morning in fact. 
In between a dodgy title on the initial job listing that I applied for, and my employer not being completely clear with me about a couple of things, it became clear to me on my first shift that I wasn't suited to the role and beyond that, the job wasn't even what I thought it was supposed to be. 

I had a panic attack on shift and vomited in the bathroom. But I pressed on, and somehow made it through the most gruelling 9 hour shift of my entire life. My heart was pounding, I was having trouble controlling my breathing, and my hands were shaking. The person I was on shift with (not my initial employer) seemed confused and frustrated that I had been hired. He kept saying ""Did Employer tell you you'd have to do X? Did employer ask you if you had experience with Y?"", and I kept saying ""No"" over and over again while the stress built and built. 

When I left I thought ""What the fuck have I done?"" I was biting my nails and thinking how I was going to bend and break myself to fit this role that A) Wasn't what I thought I applied for and B) Wasn't clearly explained to me in the interview. 

I know this is all muddy and confusing but basically I came home, sat down, and wrote them an email telling them their job listing was misleading, and they did not properly communicate the responsibilities of the role to me in the interview process. End result being, I would not be coming back. And I feel incredible. 

I set a boundary, I cut myself off from a toxic situation immediately, and even better I applied to three more jobs and have another interview tomorrow afternoon.",7.112612612612613,6.684318294294293,7.500075075075077,74.2412837837838,64.25525525525526,10.643243243243244,35.91741741741742,10.125756701596842,3.5421039039039046,1364,58,255,27,18,448,170,333,0.15,0.8140000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9894,10,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,4,4,5,10,12,4,5,21,0,33,6,3,4,5,57,52,27,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,16,24,0,3,8,0,0,4,9,10,0,3,30,5,48,2,38,16,3,40,0,0,0,1,25,19,1,6,15,198,64,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612374761811835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103529805950604,0.1259862109146692,0.0,0.08515457249710529,0.0,0.0675079376259736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794323151578144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666055109097493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539533486048933,0.11611198477862635,0.0,0.12420775134292375,0.0,0.12253508249862427,0.0,0.07142010806084646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133285930522714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808547525527693,0.0,0.0,0.14628948498814615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832795639691613,0.0,0.0,0.05599501538255313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419798486268474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023801686108388,0.0,0.0,0.06293782946470944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312310517838105,0.0,0.0,0.11108431224893572,0.0,0.1090596003571396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6593723568925015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060861486105700816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032265182194456,0.0,0.07822109385510193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047877550198815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695633130007644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504235920687953,0.0,0.0,0.12993311253593948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669656288961287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778886919008097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613464232844347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081631682593124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447983225612573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838450336576261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268557937958482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358862017783152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735727640311183,0.07095967717123634,0.0,0.2637528434400135,0.0,0.0,0.10497146601605248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866868794045409,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waffleskay,2020/02/20,"Does anyone else experience ""PTSD"" by proxy/from reading about traumatic events they haven't actually experienced? I'm a 29 year old female in the US, living a pretty safe, comfortable and trauma-free life. But for as long as I can remember I have a lot of difficulty reading the news or wikipedia or anywhere where I might come across a story or narrative about people in trauma elsewhere in the world. I mean, it can be debilitating for me to the point where I can scroll past a headline in the morning and then spend 3 hours completely consumed by anxiety and panic and like, an almost compulsive inability to not imagine the situation and all of it's details. I realize being horrified the news is a common concern, but like, I feel like I'm functionally affected to a degree where it starts being a panic disorder or something. 

Here are some examples:

A few months ago I was visiting California with my 1 year old daughter and she started crying when we went to the beach and put our feet in the ocean. I suddenly got triggered to remember all of the stories I've read about refugees trying to cross the Mediterranean on tiny boats and became completely transfixed and couldn't speak or move for like 20 minutes because I was completely overwhelmed. It was like, I was imagining every single detail about a refugee mom on a boat with her toddler, and exactly how they'd feel when the water started coming into the boat, and how it would feel to fall into the water and realize you were about to drown, and how it would feel to see your child flailing in the water, the pain you'd feel in your lungs, and the utter sense of panic, and the devastation of seeing your baby drowning, and what the baby would feel... I mean, I just couldn't STOP. And every time I tried to stop the thought spiral, it just kept going on until my brain decided it was done. It was like, entirely out of my control.  


Does this sound familiar to anyone? Is this a panic disorder, or an intrusive thought disorder? Or have I actually somehow developed some mild form of PTSD by reading the news?",12.497956043956046,8.103840451282053,11.703516483516482,60.770769230769254,57.30769230769231,15.040293040293038,45.805860805860796,12.540900571622839,5.589663003663003,1656,70,287,38,14,543,203,390,0.14800000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.071,-0.9867,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,3,5,2,1,17,15,0,5,35,0,28,8,3,6,3,81,51,35,2,5,12,2,6,6,0,4,2,2,0,1,12,25,3,5,17,5,1,9,4,7,0,0,13,11,31,8,48,27,8,50,0,1,2,0,17,19,0,13,28,200,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.15333810605514755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964399162865137,0.0,0.07867246969829929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060102751680152486,0.0,0.0,0.10987030535286343,0.08050012032604767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789308582978974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770560537155896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535525216451336,0.2471247729569397,0.0,0.08811841547805005,0.0,0.0,0.08630102840412178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701302233070973,0.0,0.1375072188431429,0.08040026439695981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656317862146641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239043577838344,0.0,0.0,0.07685259387167362,0.0,0.0,0.23835188916141956,0.056127544362409486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465085106279792,0.0,0.06283638300682014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737165412171375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055493467782388166,0.2303001852828079,0.0,0.06937519052977427,0.06952841074675414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679397778677533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711627465401928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334607804156742,0.0,0.09201551401447486,0.06271060735147697,0.08350319201233257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488353770012554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359973094023364,0.3687209492485652,0.0,0.0,0.07500010788383811,0.054467750924993126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742702360137071,0.0,0.0,0.07992983603341222,0.0,0.0,0.18367882817585587,0.07898049948900786,0.0,0.0,0.3143489225675357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799985601544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521381156137573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831144158708076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048392176461442,0.0,0.0,0.1668281929254584,0.0,0.0,0.13136933703142906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474520787674545,0.04581244866981544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668227227110476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450518782571128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283144091454094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674330318542941,0.0,0.0,0.10118781703926084
anxiety,mustcat,2020/02/20,"Psychotherapy and/or antidepressants? I (18M, UK) have been struggling with what I would describe as social anxiety for a while. Today I went to see my GP, and whilst he didn’t explicitly diagnose me with anything, he gave me two options: psychotherapy and/or antidepressants. I’m already in counselling, but I’ve never taken meds before, and I have no idea how they would affect me. He mentioned side effects like nausea, low libido and that it would dull my mood, and hearing that made me feel nervous about taking them. Essentially I would like to know peoples’ experience with antidepressants to help anxiety. How did they affect you? Do you think it was worth taking them? Did you try anything else that helped with your anxiety? Thanks in advance :)",5.657500000000002,8.458760356060612,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,70.43939393939394,8.036363636363637,29.93939393939393,8.841846274778883,2.801548484848485,605,25,96,12,12,188,87,132,0.127,0.731,0.142,0.7359,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,4,2,3,8,0,2,1,0,12,1,0,6,2,26,25,9,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,9,3,19,3,12,12,0,10,0,2,1,0,17,4,0,1,6,61,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626566787884065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665782916667101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628878247324002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591818845958126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621222574613023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343364708514266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562462715049417,0.0,0.0,0.08076412283020645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002695210170808,0.0,0.21412686788841795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803153602889899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778325188211783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607170152868802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511400802322882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742366003100354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319337209301626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073644454343884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728387040556546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282428804810958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698413694874786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019367342968756,0.0,0.0,0.14705762403626302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023483258982225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140505484402192,0.0,0.0,0.10844596413927228,0.0,0.15603268247930244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807100864065692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538695119418552,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cello_and_Writing,2020/02/20,"I start meds tomorrow. Im scared. I start some meds for my anxiety, I am lying in bed with my bf who is sleeping so I dont wamt to wake him by getting up. I am scared, this is the first time I have ever taken anything for my anxiety... I am a 21 f. And worried. What if they dont work. What if they make me worse. Or if they do make my depression worse. Please dome friendly advice. I am just going a million miles a minute.",-0.7631818181818204,1.2410649347826102,1.9087747035573168,96.27416996047432,89.86956521739133,5.084584980237153,19.233201581027668,6.574015621080383,0.037639130434782515,322,10,77,4,11,111,60,92,0.23800000000000002,0.705,0.057,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,2,3,4,0,2,4,0,10,2,2,2,1,11,17,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,0,17,1,7,16,1,10,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,5,6,53,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649319392581299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582357274823937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889330780617604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537179704854888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956227872381837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267309513170596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356598940622753,0.0,0.0,0.13040065118695066,0.0,0.08818169415083359,0.0,0.09592277129232744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823136582896465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253267582669848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749577836078055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527208906283046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379607030534574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890401755404172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389297137561027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984182144684261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287539727408985,0.1714064409405238,0.34400680991896515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shadowofassassin,2020/02/20,Seeing a doctor today to talk about anxiety medication. So nervous! Any tips or advice? Never taken this step before but my anxiety has gotten to a really bad point and it truly feels like I've run out of options. I'm due to see a doctor in a few hours but I'm starting to get really nervous about it.,1.8169892473118312,3.9069517741935513,4.998064516129034,77.63376344086022,79.64516129032258,7.359139784946238,21.623655913978496,8.344100000000001,1.6096688172043012,238,7,43,5,6,87,46,62,0.19899999999999998,0.698,0.10300000000000001,-0.6775,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,10,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,3,1,1,9,8,1,10,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,6,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662964311990135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075453401139494,0.0,0.33917938355024563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509910523477144,0.0,0.0,0.1886390237350765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538113901452993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209143865274916,0.15837299761532994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582213256891508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831670943222198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830490658650536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233259921478312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097842242923458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095655536814559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840363081416154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533111399239706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691096234768054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818334381013431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013303707196865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lauram2410,2020/02/20,"I always care about what people think of me and I hate it I can't help myself but caring about what people could may think of me. Spoiler : in my head, they always despise me or hate me.
I know it's the anxiety talking, but it's always the same. If people don't answer my texts right away, I feel so bad. You know, when they've read it but don't answer... I don't wanna tell my friends about this fear because I don't want them to... (guess what ?) hate me.
Argh !!",-0.05790352504638108,1.997639591836737,1.73148423005566,98.51676252319113,86.75510204081633,3.9717996289424864,15.031539888682744,4.851557810540192,-1.1299918367346944,352,6,82,1,11,115,57,98,0.275,0.633,0.092,-0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,0,5,10,5,1,2,0,7,1,1,0,0,19,19,8,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,19,3,9,17,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,1,54,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40582623170372256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436941802045233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527445494134934,0.0,0.13574332114879106,0.09910420147737584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315120631457959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298028961357279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829420559004307,0.08220279690585901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256050296039287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790946740985307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48152741705054103,0.16684883680039309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897058505869199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869391936249054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33812707209184284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261897942349526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883814831795352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067161416856418,0.14209770208155068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083429709291562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589093792681257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danatopliceanu,2020/02/20,"I NEED YOUR ADVICE!! Hi guys, I am trying to record a video about my anxiety. The idea came from what I did first when everything began and I couldn’t even understand what was going on in my own mind. I was exploring the internet writing my feeling hoping someone else felt the same way. I know there are people out there scared as hell because of that they are feeling and I want to help in some way. My goal is to talk about my experience in order to help people who are going through it , I want to tell them they are not alone and that there are so many people trying to deal with anxiety. Are there some things you think are FUNDAMENTAL? Something I MUST say in my video? Please help me out, this means so much to me",3.628371212121216,5.050137569444448,4.183510101010104,88.38522727272729,72.6111111111111,7.4585858585858595,23.50757575757576,8.00094639256281,1.0375500000000004,566,15,119,8,11,179,89,144,0.07200000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.142,0.7639,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,3,2,10,3,1,1,4,0,14,0,0,0,1,28,29,7,0,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,9,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,6,4,22,1,21,21,5,17,1,0,0,0,16,7,1,3,3,87,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482327136070765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710827359022828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320895686256587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247068827680792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349646202783592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638889565016764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672009620919736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019184291677244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363319512241089,0.14838493131197034,0.0,0.0,0.1534011493932217,0.0,0.14564913706123606,0.0,0.0,0.12903004892256428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242133633218387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501999896995444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050300043415628,0.0,0.0,0.15066544723977882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712430133101046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336654484876763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537929650901343,0.0,0.16523822495141505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316675914036093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115118614056614,0.11247849024445264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154946270213615,0.0,0.0,0.16651343967073126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063241878118075,0.1518712274029724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852904701722045,0.11678073731001125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192514464855525,0.13258643042528773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007781361367958,0.09719879496658948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059792759836496,0.0,0.0,0.15791783692667768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894500732393795,0.24081379847215956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,perpetuallysadgrl,2020/02/20,"After going back and forth on it for about a week, I finally summoned the courage and set up an event on Facebook to meet for a movie and drinks with friends on my birthday weekend. They're actually responding that they'll be there. I could cry. I constantly think about how I'm that friend no one actually likes and is just ""there"". I actually felt sick to my stomach posting the event, but I turned 25 today and realised I would be too crushed if I didn't at least TRY to do something to mark the event. 

The worst thing is that I thought that in not making plans I was protecting myself from being hurt by rejection and feeling even greater social anxiety... when in reality I was the one hurting myself by essentially denying myself the night out, with friends who maybe actually like hanging out with me. 

I feel overwhelmed. Still have knots in my stomach about actually doing the meet up but the fact people are actually willing to go has really touched me.",7.571043956043957,7.4175070934065985,7.457450549450552,74.01254945054949,63.23076923076921,10.576703296703297,37.98021978021978,10.125756701596842,3.7949630769230764,769,36,141,15,10,246,117,182,0.156,0.735,0.109,-0.9231,0,0,2,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,1,1,12,11,0,1,11,0,17,4,2,2,1,26,27,11,0,3,5,0,4,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,7,11,1,1,5,2,0,3,3,5,0,2,5,4,20,6,28,15,3,29,0,4,0,0,9,11,0,1,15,107,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.7067359677113159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233794404527394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281363834219952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043773971390474,0.0,0.0963720241765891,0.0,0.13258726612447133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824360181555045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972360705244558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206276079558387,0.0,0.11589441048852032,0.13222492310337225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797659677107741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719730533974892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584314576686332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179393900600314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057060810138426,0.0,0.12126301669043235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327217697019185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358380257289196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368069674994243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560070881458948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732583405713216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304214685468184,0.0,0.0929235488794433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639407220198523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019012617146691,0.07734201019063591,0.0,0.09582519687399578,0.0,0.0,0.11441292460713813,0.0,0.0,0.08194983933526752,0.13129088493084207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682116860834908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574439325156454,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FruitPlatter,2020/02/20,"Anyone experienced increased anxiety after switching SSRI manufacturer/country? I take 150mg Zoloft a day and have for some time. Having moved countries (from US to northern EU), I get my Zoloft here now. I noticed after the past few weeks my anxiety has gotten more intense, leading to old issues of dissociation and my depression has flared up here and there. 

I know changing countries and moving can cause a lot of anxiety on its own but I'm experiencing ""insufficient serotonin"" feelings of hovering anxiety with no real cause that I have to actively battle. I'm wondering if switching manufacturer of my generic Zoloft is causing some upset in my brain neurotransmitter balance.

Have any of you gone through anything similar? Did it eventually get better?",8.255299145299144,10.193212153846154,8.741794871794871,58.11542735042738,62.07692307692307,11.00854700854701,41.36752136752137,10.980518767755715,5.449495726495728,620,35,84,17,9,206,93,130,0.13699999999999998,0.7909999999999999,0.071,-0.7872,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,2,4,4,1,1,3,0,9,4,1,4,0,18,19,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,3,3,12,1,17,16,7,16,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,5,8,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549692071193666,0.0,0.4747105056332059,0.0,0.0,0.10847379435656522,0.0,0.1276626457162742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372040416563474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318163939633754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780982344400425,0.1641119501208506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004905218899472,0.0,0.13361729601576808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844076925170397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210296315713696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619203290854427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525797797031323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131889980417003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32976728514121584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766218924068515,0.1627877787708383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809363190869906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657726013701158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664199308415305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904602953458661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866079515645508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443970455832265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823697238698165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fistful_of_metal,2020/02/20,"Help! I suffer from bad anxiety when it comes to flying. I have a flight in 3 weeks and I've been on edge for months. Any tips please? I'm due to go on holiday with my husband next month. It's only a 4 hour flight but I'm absolutely dreading it. We booked the flight almost a year ago and as time has drawn closer, the more anxious I've been feeling. 

A bit of background info... I've flown a lot during my life and I'd always been fine (I'm 31) but for the last 8 years or so, I've had some problems with it. Around 7 years ago I had a full on panic attack when I got on the plane. As soon as I sat down at my seat, I immediately wanted to get out. I made my way towards the exit before I was stopped my an air hostess. I lost it. Eventually, I calmed down and in 4 hours the flight was over. I felt so embarrassed and annoyed at myself. Almost 5 years ago, I 'endured' a 10 hour flight to Mexico for my honeymoon. It should have been an enjoyable experience but me worrying about the return flight inevitably ruined the holiday for me. In a nutshell, I'm terrified of small spaces and being 'trapped' in a place which I can't escape when I choose to. As well, I'm worried that we'll crash and die. I'm feeling such an overwhelming level of dread... I've pretty much convinced myself that it will happen. 

I don't want to be this person. I've avoided going abroad since then because I'm too scared to. My husband is so excited for this trip and I want to be able to go and be 'normal'. Does anybody have any tips please?  

FYI, I'm currently undergoing therapy for this problem as well general GAD and OCD. Unfortunately, due to a long waiting time for therapist, we don't have enough time to make enough 'progress' towards this flight.",1.7244416749750755,3.7640306864406767,3.570588235294121,88.00773678963114,79.70621468926555,6.537587238285145,23.123629112662016,7.618777277803332,1.0390673978065803,1349,45,284,21,34,453,188,354,0.214,0.67,0.11699999999999999,-0.9911,1,2,0,0,0,0,43.0,3,0,0,2,13,22,2,7,21,0,24,1,0,2,0,43,50,26,1,7,4,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,17,0,3,5,3,0,5,3,15,2,0,13,3,30,7,47,30,8,60,0,4,0,0,7,25,0,5,29,168,44,1,0.1024350245986926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724074061930766,0.0,0.20514776085388797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523414636484257,0.0,0.0,0.1393186587475567,0.0,0.07836251344100796,0.11572242082598645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118888937920308,0.0,0.1165346284813066,0.0,0.0,0.08552896682607243,0.06244344022783891,0.0,0.08716466123742883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183251642300274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823870347483058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631138312874244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964158032376522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168552603706908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020110979767492,0.0,0.0,0.10358845253042047,0.0,0.09835368757172576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351807250309063,0.0,0.17464855528651574,0.0,0.08192664678915704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058295395576003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866003775085605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026335957959802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349821686854421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235288723763307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065177332760384,0.0,0.0,0.11181992984513507,0.08708659480266391,0.0,0.09692649705056117,0.06837617434062915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352531869507306,0.0,0.07530152940503065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894081076072668,0.0,0.10036457509166337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790645210629785,0.0,0.1201854305075579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944231237649107,0.10702279852202087,0.22488579269759693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421324607296144,0.0,0.19603296877739704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255532955781524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473531088237507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564026730128195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714337792951995,0.11893495873791332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791920598124331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125649452484385,0.08130815456851395,0.08216719794763701,0.0,0.18420277813225386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805547958878626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638591895094149
anxiety,NationalIssue5,2020/02/20,"So I didn’t think my financial crisis would get any worse but A couple days ago I was stranded at the repair shop because the previous mechanic who worked on my car fucked up and I still had to pay him and now I’m broke. I was going to get an inspection at a more reputable chain when I realized I was 5 dollars short. I called my mom and asked if she could spot me 5 bucks and I was told that “I was an adult and had to pay for my own things” (she’s the one who always needs help and I give her money) the repair shop said they’d do the inspection for me at 70 dollars flat which is literally all I had (my bank right now is 1.16) so I thanked them about that. 

So after that I go to work only to find out..

I only have 7 hours on clock next week. 7 hours... and I have only 1 dollar to my name at this current moment. FML . Guess I’m starving and car-less for a week.",0.1408270676691714,1.944288306878306,2.2746588693957115,96.47175438596494,83.92063492063491,5.460428849902534,17.883876357560567,6.5966054737557815,-0.26862539682539666,666,15,162,7,19,224,113,189,0.11800000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.048,-0.8919,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,8,3,1,0,10,0,17,1,0,0,1,20,32,14,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,3,2,10,3,1,2,0,1,11,1,29,1,19,18,3,28,0,1,0,1,17,10,1,2,15,103,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596324931254298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701227653453016,0.0,0.0,0.1119760531010237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393708127346575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037664791810542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813868260046833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146949786120574,0.18219577232127046,0.0,0.10619360171859846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504984163330769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522277009169442,0.1720585765709752,0.15795914243120554,0.1871628306558799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139415663522535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036971073686827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243185169658042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285056899569145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220950554605001,0.0,0.0,0.17512029071017224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157947841314032,0.3756994402497501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406207579856677,0.1566316141622139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149957549890634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159898042305778,0.0,0.0,0.10939435703738708,0.10550899319814452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734194394294554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26416443004145085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397523222269952,0.0,0.16780501501858386,0.11697141801796206,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ancientpharaoh,2020/02/20,"Quitting the news/political sub reddits has helped me a lot I am a super empathetic person i hate seeing other people suffer i cant stand the thought of Violence doesn't help i already have social anxiety on top of this 
I care a lot about my species but i hate being told to feel hopeless about the planets future by these news corporations i get that climate change is a real thing i hate that they play on your emotions like this to get you angry and feel hopeless am tired of it i am so sick of it i reject this i am done.",4.5573412698412685,5.093146083333334,5.8326984126984165,80.72500000000002,69.64814814814815,8.023280423280424,29.317460317460323,7.957251820313856,1.8888238095238097,419,15,83,5,7,141,73,108,0.35,0.542,0.10800000000000001,-0.988,0,0,0,0,0,2,2.0,0,2,1,3,3,11,3,0,7,0,11,2,0,0,0,9,22,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,16,4,11,18,2,5,0,4,1,0,8,3,0,2,2,60,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990419053963729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798194987587847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838984277980217,0.0,0.19080670519733195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458032189717768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289108115680385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240018137667896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884709326771205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342317507058101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417953552382299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811928387573756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066868999287051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504529772579567,0.15749143463100373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184485402533585,0.0,0.20529964572783868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373090572103406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838636923906271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982928669612325,0.0,0.0,0.14319300314322528,0.0,0.2073078703844534,0.0,0.17235050710724406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iddlg,2020/02/20,"Snapchat introduces a Mental Health tool ‪Snapchat introduces a Mental Health tool called: ‘Here For You’, which provides proactive in-app support to users who may be experiencing a mental/emotional crisis, or who may be curious to learn more about these issues, and how they can help friends dealing with them.‬

‪[SnapChat Introduces’Here For You’](https://www.wtkr.com/news/national/snapchat-introduces-mental-health-tool-called-here-for-you)",15.817412935323384,15.432970343283586,10.555820895522393,59.16069651741296,47.05970149253731,14.306467661691544,49.19900497512438,13.023866798666859,6.6977900497512435,371,18,46,9,3,99,46,67,0.065,0.718,0.217,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,0,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718333597142635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889151618198168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518666167068385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406113312047307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533309852115195,0.0,0.0,0.11630680838048392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110981369950688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6994694509327638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969084566675582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ahpointarella,2020/02/20,"This helped me tonight I have been feeling extra anxious lately -- that is,  beyond my typical anxious lol. I know I have more than usual stressors in work and personal life.  

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The feeling of this high anxiety being such a constant has been really getting to me. 

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So I tried to focus on the anxious feeling for a few moments tonight to see if anything could be done to ease the pain through acknowledging and describing it.  

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I first tried unsuccessfully stating ""I feel anxious"" and accepting the anxiety.  I didn't feel any relief.  

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Then I tried stating a more neutral description - just ""I feel something"" and ""I feel strong emotions,"" and then actually a lot of the tension in my chest felt noticeably lessened.   

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That's all.  Hope this helps someone a little.",6.237547619047617,8.920452707142857,5.901428571428577,73.53190476190478,68.35714285714286,8.095238095238095,39.52380952380953,8.841846274778883,4.128380952380953,649,39,95,12,12,201,88,140,0.166,0.6940000000000001,0.14,-0.462,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,10,1,11,3,1,0,1,22,23,9,0,3,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,11,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,9,14,4,13,15,6,17,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,9,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.07580290135083735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42082250419426426,0.4719387181249432,0.05282396747923577,0.0,0.11884750826088684,0.3510178722238121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392269461630498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394274156991663,0.0,0.06201987199232958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949196018466657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737773116532423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27493568828597964,0.0,0.07458343398447154,0.0,0.0,0.06607319706798635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04058375162191576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413237204203064,0.08207148165860584,0.0,0.07715216625845459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269001052596266,0.0,0.08762460498663288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486654259850272,0.0,0.07785415152318655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660393875894097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843735947607574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265528146199949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782577212151449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049762764359249034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189961810364144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581664599403393,0.05980061803014448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821557932784155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555176995480704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056550791538276975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719387181249432,0.0
anxiety,shacotobaccool,2020/02/20,i cant stop questioning everything all day i just think about why am i alive why is there anything rather then nothing what happens when you die ext. These are all the thinks that keep me up all night and stress me out i cant seem to stop thinking about it it causes me so much anxiety and makes me feel so small i don't know what to do i have tried taking med's for the anxiety but that didn't seem to help and i have talked to countless therapist and what not but nothing seems to work. Does anyone else think like this because when i bring it up with friends they don't seem to be worried about any of this its like no matter how good of a day i'm having it all just seems pointless because i'm gonna die sooner or later,2.140284715284718,3.731919292207792,2.898831168831169,95.37868631368632,76.85714285714286,6.037162837162838,22.235764235764236,6.67199483983844,0.27859900099900115,577,16,132,5,13,181,95,154,0.131,0.736,0.133,-0.1728,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,1,12,5,0,1,3,0,13,0,0,3,4,36,32,13,2,1,7,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,12,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,1,14,4,16,29,5,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,7,11,83,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082519931378374,0.0,0.18565981871835366,0.0,0.0,0.08484844871536434,0.12433405566916085,0.09985801190211087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794366954013569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465650887208035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651719245248186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518774762659766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619133321358992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136961445311117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905860827641346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061356548155486475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375217556515356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017798722470853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073065045511834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813361491500373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785854109403528,0.0,0.0,0.06668898432381568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185677567586006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099987848330341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478885127621834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920380220497517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387567732614826,0.0,0.2328709029136625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359360989261931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523474862832505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029025844623653,0.13900225882003378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123763234211643,0.09753389773915597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408928957796828,0.0,0.31101631598524776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238645809313262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899308270096474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883418580583842,0.1232334853988998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,calimaki_queen,2020/02/20,"I hate college I just don't get how others could be so mean and fake.

Back when I was in first year college, I had classmates who are sooo into high grades and power. Some of them were all nice with me during the exams, and some are really uhh selfish before exams, line one time, I asked a classmate who just finished her report, so I went to her and asked if I could get a copy of her full topic bcos who knows, maybe some questions from her full topic will be mentioned in the exam. Then I asked her if I could borrow it and photo copy it, and she said she forgot the paper, when it was infront of her, like at the top of her desk.

Some of my groupmates will even mock me if I was voted or appointed by our prof or gropumates to lead. 

There was also this classmate of mine who's sooo nice and really praises my grades and artworks but I know, she tweets a lot negatively about me.

And the worst part? My ""bff"" was such a humble bragger, always made sure that she's better than me except with grades bcos she really wants to puruse arts and told me its her parents' choice she is in thst school and particular course lol, she made nasty jokes and comments about my appearance and tells its just a joke after. I dont even know if I will still believe her that's she has depression after all she has done to me.

So I didn't enroll on my second year there so I could work and have savings. 

And I am planning to enroll to an online school bcos idk, maybe I was traumatized by how they treated me and hates group activities so so much :<",4.5306730769230805,4.973924054487182,5.054897435897439,86.60676923076927,69.67307692307692,7.65025641025641,24.57435897435897,7.365786028017652,0.9278712820512819,1203,28,253,11,20,385,165,312,0.10300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.078,-0.9027,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,2,8,25,17,3,0,11,1,28,0,0,5,3,56,47,35,0,9,11,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,13,19,0,1,5,3,1,3,4,7,0,3,16,1,51,10,29,22,12,25,1,1,0,0,37,10,0,13,13,195,64,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749399641104924,0.1014416052832942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419173456271229,0.0,0.0,0.09374377787112613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373921177142817,0.13735450498436733,0.0,0.10782237841083414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893512974501445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500371912752678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475960059456025,0.14288144218831544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104512750711528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036993635212648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738930153984815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240728224828928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880806119442642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010010314335167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595606646906806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364630083374604,0.0,0.23071456393094286,0.0,0.0,0.2449565280201288,0.13279928900227514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962027953487324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261158556875038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537025670350958,0.13202018893354125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365707613746328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343022838354417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596743577006526,0.0,0.0,0.2467654718044071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736009334403656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490181234993255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065575698177884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108860699867411,0.0,0.0,0.1164933520971309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190760415791546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301482087623616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887543111181523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701629507739498
anxiety,therealleafbug,2020/02/20,"Blocking mishap I’m having a panic attack right now because I had someone blocked and I went to unblock them to clear our text convo and delete them as a contact and then I was going to block them. But my dumb ass did this and then realized I can’t block them again cause they’re erased from my phone now, and I have them unblocked and I’m worried they’re going to contact me again (someone I used to date) and I have thrown up worried they’re going to hit me up. Whether it be a couple day’s from now or months. I just feel sick about it. I’ve thrown up over this. They completely crush my spirit with their behavior. Idk what to do!!! Im freaking out. 

I have bad self control too so I’m worried if they hit me up and be sweet I’ll allow them to stay in my life again. And I can’t. Because shit keeps happening and I keep getting hurt. I blocked them on everything I had them on now except their phone number. I feel like I’m repeating myself I just don’t know what to do. I have an iPhone I don’t think there’s a way to retrieve deleted chats or numbers and I’ve looked it up. Idk how to fix this.",0.04310942249239957,2.2416969446808537,1.642363221884498,98.23625,88.06382978723404,4.378419452887537,19.882218844984802,5.773587663045528,-0.2426504559270519,862,27,198,6,28,278,119,235,0.228,0.716,0.055999999999999994,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,1,0,12,1,14,9,3,1,5,0,17,4,2,5,1,39,37,21,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,13,0,8,5,1,0,4,4,7,0,0,5,4,38,2,27,28,0,30,1,1,1,1,19,11,3,3,14,126,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374873761301318,0.0,0.0,0.1275204650243439,0.1862016304199404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689245282740633,0.0,0.0,0.16013110189250668,0.0,0.17129604772542031,0.0,0.16898925479918106,0.0,0.09849612529550407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372609638216979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544464773518648,0.10910802771083483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979342842617224,0.0,0.2603944115361067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350557692951813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349715512608662,0.0,0.16497110861768371,0.0,0.0,0.27150112294567724,0.0,0.0,0.08393463303122647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078754271071624,0.07461458030719227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825201300695985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219050425667777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919194579587489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304278183765503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593273189305074,0.0,0.15677182418279878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588097759074425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278640499505087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786114083770513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190688402343026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122739307646402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157923643005124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653043143028562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigMike3333333,2020/02/20,"Does anyone deal with anxieties that seem to cycle? There are times when I'll get anxious about something, but can deal with it. However, right after I deal with it, then another thing comes, and if I deal with that then another thing comes and it feels like it cycles.   I've been dealing with it for years and it feels emotionally paralyzing at times. For me, it usually  always deals with the fear of the unknown. Dealing with things that I'm not completely sure of that could get me criticized or in some kind of trouble for whatever the reason. It usually always revolves around wondering  ""Is this okay, or is that okay"",  but not finding a clear concise answer which really bugs me. Has anyone dealt with something like this before?",5.7648888888888905,7.530454414814818,5.670555555555558,78.45250000000003,67.81481481481481,9.251851851851852,29.796296296296298,9.642632912329526,2.8884962962962963,586,22,102,13,10,183,81,135,0.136,0.802,0.062,-0.8766,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,2,7,0,0,1,2,32,16,11,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,19,14,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,5,6,20,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,6,11,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972112636410558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388253062270027,0.07801904878005637,0.11521520684970915,0.0,0.14262203431919462,0.0,0.0,0.09078920642369454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678261656448183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570390250114426,0.1069304326180834,0.0,0.0,0.08142756190867245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7360019724668022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924867925868843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472057882969727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476265958623635,0.10313442201041112,0.07285885419721425,0.0,0.0,0.09321340168239074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656700317241673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620277660067888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965046462017947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533487486253722,0.10485864472007182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709552909839789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092844269208832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702768710740642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612064477315203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326499891690303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189377713195274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464645026204247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059952033512173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567567218507657
anxiety,bravalasagna,2020/02/20,"I'm gonna ask my mom tonight for some professional help 18F. Kinda nervous.

I just want it to stop. I want to see some self improvements. I tried doing it on my own but the results were minimal. I just want to talk to people and to stop shaking every damn time i have to present in class.",0.5967142857142846,2.8947854333333325,2.3061904761904763,93.79500000000004,86.33333333333334,5.428571428571429,21.904761904761905,6.868970318607317,0.5299761904761908,226,8,50,3,7,74,43,60,0.187,0.705,0.10800000000000001,-0.7791,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,10,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,9,8,3,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,3,5,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594578249668094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338352655607787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602590651392206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32504571842793895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240787187020825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115951734870187,0.0,0.28952960504082165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640634896422538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307217556235068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183293056952036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842809392137566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910921230173576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tall_boizz,2020/02/20,"Intense dread about my future and how to take control of my life, I know I can do it, but it feels so impossible so often Im 21M, and live with my father and my sister. Im currently a fulltime student and work part time as a lifeguard. My current physical state could be better, I have trouble eating consistently, I keep rescheduling gym days, I have chronic back and shoulder pain (from an injury moving something for my mom) which I havent seen a doctor about, Ive been trying to quit smoking as its become a habit to deal with my stress, with mixed results. My parents are divorced, my father has a heavy drinking habit, he frequently leaves the house a mess and we have all kinds of pests such as roaches and ants (we used to have mice). He refuses to address that his messy behavior creates this problem, refusing to associate his actions (throwing food refuse and garbage on the floor, not cleaning spills, etc).
Its not uncommon that I feel feeling things crawling on me or to get bit by ants mutiple times when sitting on the couch. I used to go to sleep with those feelings before I cleaned out my room, one of the only places in the apartment where there are currently no mess or pests, I sleep in a double bunk that I used to share with my brother before my mother gained custody, this fact makes me feel horrible. In fact everything about my household makes me feel horrible, aside from my sister, but shes always working. My father has been controlling my mail and has my tax forms, he has also forced me to sign over my financial aid checks (or leave).
I have no close friends aside from my girlfriend and her kindness and generosity has kept me from self destructing for so long, I stay with her some nights but Im keen not to overstay my welcome. Two weeks ago, me, my gf, my sister, and a friend of hers did a deep clean of my apartment, making it appear livable if not comfortable. It gave me intense hope that we made a difference, since then my father has trashed it all, he ruins everything because he has to make his depression and alcoholism our problem. Ive self medicated often to deal with the stress of growing up and living this way, without a proper role model or someone to help me figure out how to make it on my own, my father has frequently said how im "" just going to leave him"" and how I ""dont appreciate him"" in an effort to make me feel guilt. I mentioned my problems with self medicating to my mom, hoping she could help me find the right place to deal with these problems, she instead cited my words to a judge to gain custody of my brother and has made a point that I ""should deal with my own problems myself"". Now that the custody battle is over, all they argue over is alimony, due child support, and various fees. This year I learned I am no longer recieving financial aid and I fought to get 1500 in scholarships for my premed major and for maintaining a 4.0 gpa.
I plan to speak to a recruiter for the national guard so that I have a future outside of school.

To be honest idk if Im gonna make it, I often go to sleep knowing how little my value is for my age, knowing how little Ive accomplished and how little my parents value me. Knowing im financially dependent is a horrible feeling as I feel trapped. Sometimes I feel so numb I wonder if Id be able to muster up the courage to end myself. Im so afraid of life as well as death, all I know is this sick state my life is in, Ive grown up in filth, learning from bullies early in life how I should take care of and conduct myself. I cant help but fantasize about reincarnation amd the thought of dying to be reborn into a family that stays whole and cares for their children, so that I might not grow up as resentful and fearful as I am now. If I live long enough to be a father I swear to god Ill never be like mine, im not going to leave vomit in the sink or grease on the floor, Im not going to displace trash under furniture or guilt my children. Once I make enough money to leave and gain control of all my paperwork back from him I will be free, and I dont care if that'll be freedom to to live or freedom to die how I see fit",10.0290104799514,6.268117980558933,9.56667945018226,72.28210909021871,61.174969623329275,12.47462029161604,40.6640719927096,9.903583721103773,3.8588445018226007,3250,123,645,45,32,1055,364,823,0.171,0.6890000000000001,0.14,-0.9832,6,1,3,0,1,0,81.0,4,0,2,13,35,44,5,7,34,0,54,21,4,27,8,148,108,68,3,16,25,16,10,1,4,6,14,2,6,6,28,42,4,9,21,2,6,12,16,24,1,2,11,15,111,21,112,81,18,87,0,2,2,0,70,42,0,22,28,435,139,12,0.0477848786886661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04235841178290526,0.0510675030086078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03821355022312512,0.039760847035790095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348724425410412,0.0,0.02912921852540208,0.05277464424438184,0.08132282448287463,0.0,0.0,0.0422618420031477,0.05216871135294919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461596055549462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078441404014004,0.07630467468386498,0.0,0.0,0.030817293609807905,0.19705644680413065,0.04115704599467946,0.0,0.09918631963888057,0.04992502773667115,0.0,0.04890984815653122,0.0,0.0,0.11200704387982076,0.046810989221578565,0.0,0.04889586040654801,0.0,0.0,0.04232321921473711,0.09874910677726256,0.05329277110008747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589193555721662,0.0,0.04504733088237865,0.05377127351181472,0.2416147043994543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367451342537205,0.0,0.05778166498710077,0.0,0.07383695747869347,0.0,0.0499312537333849,0.0,0.1357862388086523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608759076900047,0.0,0.0,0.09492233309083477,0.0,0.05513733428609816,0.0,0.0,0.4645428201910049,0.0,0.0,0.04247339576103815,0.0,0.09952119563799558,0.13130659822376062,0.0,0.0,0.25298643469747273,0.0,0.0,0.13500749193822756,0.023345278019827796,0.14367900595231314,0.16877969336661314,0.08457622787406044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043041521049296,0.2551742206427897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627647610924776,0.0,0.050692204906912175,0.0,0.11193014478042468,0.0,0.05078776373567665,0.0,0.0,0.03685464428902782,0.0,0.0,0.04484287161285595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050889336273698224,0.032380270481820794,0.036342553511832035,0.05084648000919122,0.0,0.10611890564926388,0.0517463670173909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998500554733423,0.0,0.045172155798547324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286183770811176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050825100442377584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408080253079795,0.045454362260035415,0.0,0.0,0.04836084834584837,0.03807836158576716,0.0,0.14955014990124918,0.0,0.0,0.039528145446575895,0.0,0.14345816506972664,0.0,0.04048797264511434,0.03678713417248418,0.04726046687927502,0.0,0.0,0.10186464540339783,0.0,0.0,0.1094748341792293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422571405946635,0.0,0.0,0.07185656374469741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031746150102439585,0.0,0.0,0.03793585605605546,0.055727494078352584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032442795947787186,0.0,0.04667888306438777,0.0,0.0,0.1238123782608476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03792941250004191,0.03833014734459839,0.0,0.04296434467433792,0.0,0.0,0.05335011055949754,0.0,0.04606291784850157,0.05182066257140475,0.06957592160101468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030771895186712517
anxiety,PappyDoge,2020/02/20,"I get horrible anxiety and guilt over sexual attraction and urges I’m making a long vent again 

I was diagnosed with OCD and GAD a few months ago, but even though I’m getting treatment now, I still go through moments of pain and anxiety. I feel like my human instincts and logic are in constant war because I keep trying to make my mind 100% rational while my emotions are constantly overreacting to everything. I’m also obsessed with being a good person and being liked by others so when I find someone sexually attractive, I’m terrified that I’m objectifying them, or I’m not good enough for them, or I’m creepy and I feel absolutely fucking disgusted with myself. The anxiety gets worse if I have a certain preference, especially if that preference involves something that the person can’t change about themselves like nationality. It makes me feel like a predator hunting it’s prey if I act on my interests. Recently I’ve been really interested in Inuit people and this has sparked many intrusive thought along with a really bad thinking pattern. One part of my brain is like “I don’t get it, why so specific? Why not asians? Is it the culture you like? That’s weird, you can’t be sexually attracted to culture, that’s silly. Do you like big coats or something, that’s not normal. Is it the climate or location? Fucking in snow is weird and uncomfortable, you need to stop.” and the other part is like “you’re creepy and disgusting, no Inuit person would ever want to be with a crusty ass white bitch like you. These people are not your damn fuck toys for you to play with, your people destroyed their culture and land and the last thing they need is someone to objectify them”. These thoughts are ironically more fucked up and racist than the actual sexual interest. But at the same time I can’t give a confident enough rebuttal for the thoughts to leave me alone for more than a week. The anxiety I’m getting from this is no longer acute but more of a soft grown slowly eating away at my insides and I’m losing my ability to talk the difference between right and wrong. I feel like there’s a void in my chest. I feel sick. I tried to do research to see if others have the same problem or if I’m at the very least socially acceptable and all I can find was articles upon articles stating how wrong it is to objectify people of certain races. It’s not just a sexual thing, it also spans into other powerful emotions that I have. I’ve only recently been able to experience material instincts without also experiencing unbearable amounts of dread and anxiety. 

I wanna stop existing for a bit, 2020 has been a shit show and it’s making my anxiety worse. I’m sorry you had to read this.

Tl;dr: I think Inuit people are attractive and I have a lot of white guilt about it for some reason and it’s slowly breaking me.",5.431822993237283,6.818389793296093,6.401762716847987,74.33502278741551,68.19925512104282,10.047417426247183,32.008673919435466,10.247446810586672,3.4905932960893846,2257,96,401,59,38,750,257,537,0.21600000000000005,0.634,0.15,-0.9929,1,1,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,9,5,2,17,47,11,4,28,0,37,12,4,6,4,90,78,43,1,14,20,0,6,10,0,1,3,0,0,4,29,29,1,3,17,4,0,3,12,23,0,1,9,10,46,24,56,64,16,42,0,1,3,5,25,18,8,12,29,268,75,2,0.06848626753301451,0.0,0.06683271784936025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607089439430912,0.0,0.0,0.0709311187865932,0.0,0.1643053302082343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143508432455912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434510277733428,0.0,0.05718317271676116,0.0417485930215724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476926635827406,0.0,0.0,0.07645332433539549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244939009492353,0.0,0.0,0.14801865002181816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951211992140358,0.0,0.07155357301300028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007854930170708,0.0,0.1540756659500833,0.0,0.14152924378979115,0.0,0.04523453379618378,0.06194974989642393,0.0,0.0,0.06155104123865032,0.06699271113169734,0.0,0.0,0.17314357323393215,0.1467798096293666,0.0,0.0,0.1251904155836525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532578030450373,0.17890624059774532,0.06569826835398329,0.03892232410566679,0.11488606379547554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060873741337256974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582544877976989,0.0,0.07251706868107684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345893094163593,0.0,0.0,0.06060819162956206,0.0,0.07661861526065797,0.0,0.058224575564465614,0.0,0.0,0.1828604615314804,0.06943432593373737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915160696806345,0.0,0.0546650853477472,0.0,0.0,0.10156339917877066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710200117092285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046408067318905566,0.05208689256826706,0.07287421729601445,0.0,0.0,0.14832790760040826,0.0,0.23739877341057675,0.1793987015140328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553210875663344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850480088964565,0.0,0.0877481133455099,0.07041528939568932,0.13524385388794852,0.0,0.0,0.05848689827058608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054574688276863965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030016944852982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981312507086795,0.11605638446876958,0.1054481493664322,0.0,0.07666476944990246,0.0,0.0,0.05469322171918367,0.11451517253932166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504666762933057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909984659885554,0.08776646976175148,0.06728741012741381,0.16311133929268545,0.03993489335047504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299536019649468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650834317690255,0.04039497500897842,0.0,0.05493555278700885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359640818212653,0.0,0.0,0.06601831796366983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958671512333026,0.048650679488443815,0.14975796478591813,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BinDoggoz,2020/02/20,"Genuinely Worried I haven’t had any Anxiety issues since early 2019, but just Recently I’ve started having Anxiety/Panic Attacks for no reason again.

If I can have any tips to help prevent these happening again I’ll greatly appreciate it.",10.788837209302322,9.624224744186053,10.906627906976748,55.16133720930236,57.37209302325582,14.181395348837205,47.08139534883721,13.023866798666859,6.684451162790699,196,11,27,6,2,66,36,43,0.19899999999999998,0.621,0.18,0.0231,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008175283475984,0.0,0.2254476839993344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352682417034977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249121004353391,0.0,0.0,0.2606056937481735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753381833381708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075943148637968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30300470166065696,0.2909845571213686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24378211918606035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859294385828087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992861251953949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZgreenZ,2020/02/20,"I feel like everything is being undone I’ve been a complete mess my entire life, and finally got it under control with Lexapro about a year and a half ago. 3 months ago my doctor switched me to viibryd because he was unhappy with my weight gain. I immediately went back to feeling like a mess, knowing the viibryd wasn’t working. My doctor increased the dose and told me to wait it out to see if it works. 

I’ve been trying to pretend like I’m a normal person these past 3 months, but my girlfriend just broke up with me because she couldn’t handle how I’ve gone back to my old ways. How can I rationalize this? I hate being this version of myself, I don’t even feel like a real person. I feel so angry at my doctor for changing my medicine. I feel like he caused this. 

I feel like all the forward progress I made has come crashing down and my whole life is a waste, what can I do?",2.703500000000002,4.3710156833333365,3.84,88.905,75.5,5.911111111111111,25.88888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.8724555555555553,693,25,143,5,15,225,103,180,0.141,0.731,0.127,-0.7639,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,8,10,1,0,10,0,14,7,0,5,1,29,31,9,0,3,3,0,7,6,1,0,6,0,0,2,8,9,1,2,7,1,0,5,3,4,0,1,9,8,24,6,17,19,4,21,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,1,17,89,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056897780350827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398269719346252,0.0,0.1379281549506244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162174922709195,0.11967841285007312,0.09745300323870258,0.11861650934222233,0.0,0.12688690082797016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473854838877333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472246769292809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016755408852948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432169355078561,0.4041067985956111,0.0,0.12393032515816847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048181195406094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169420199788888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062174262622434175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598166309483408,0.3316228124633256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704801701533126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060140034748426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084511530984574,0.0,0.0,0.11871276272286233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799707642852656,0.0,0.1975645972674457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876872295436287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015137416899004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810225522823312,0.0,0.07680904626081306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897987338714525,0.0,0.13776401905131633,0.0,0.10487428502142676,0.0,0.12630758201539752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472255318227402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285315127379773
anxiety,RayDelMar_0,2020/02/20,"I know it's a side effect of anxiety, but how long does it last? The feeling of a lump or tightness in the throat. I can swallow fine, and all, but I’ve had this irritating sensation for years! I’ve tried to calm myself, but there is *always* something on my mind to worry about so it *never* goes away. My mom likes to blow things out of proportion and she doesn’t try to scare me, but she does. She thinks it could be a cancerous tumor and tells me to get checked. This spikes my anxiety through the roof. Anyone else experienced this for years? Does it ever go away? Should I get checked? I have severe health anxiety (mostly internal discomfort, I literally think I’m going to die from it all the time) and even the thought of doctors scares me because I don’t want to hear that I have a serious health condition. Any advice for temporarily “curing” it?",2.713360778443114,4.989516604790424,3.884217814371258,85.80500935628744,77.562874251497,7.528293413173653,24.80875748502994,8.472884824447931,1.7324254491017967,671,24,134,14,16,218,106,167,0.21600000000000005,0.7190000000000001,0.065,-0.9833,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,3,9,0,10,7,1,2,4,27,22,11,1,3,5,1,2,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,12,5,1,1,6,0,2,2,3,4,0,0,2,4,17,3,22,17,3,15,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,8,88,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498515284582044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149404327399081,0.0,0.0,0.09393739251310754,0.0,0.3170215784273358,0.0,0.0,0.0965880836056084,0.1415369207784073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595671236116623,0.0,0.0,0.08420658090284901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029056197352548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336362717461454,0.0,0.0,0.1413883136668239,0.36265191146981823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539511852138815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123769578876087,0.12495215404909492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984584270802974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434098715742738,0.0,0.15701203784458925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29366476598225105,0.15568960250007288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591607496620519,0.1125994872852962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748639825547798,0.0,0.0,0.12224624166838265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947824262507172,0.16178351615751652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653919820277452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765969851731017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605465291472806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106344040337982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073717832407548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177159197126686,0.1770242731948245,0.0,0.10966475909119758,0.08054836305563164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757090371714705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147634411067373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402840755598173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779104426927382
anxiety,fussymissy,2020/02/20,"Dr prescribed Cipralex for infrequent nighttime episodes anxiety, I don’t want to be in something full time! Just as the title says, I’ve been having rough nights 1-3 times a week for the last few years. 

I have racing and frantic thoughts, panic, fitful sleep that’s full of sudden and scary wake ups, and sometimes a won’t fall asleep until I’ve absolutely exhausted myself at 4am. 

This happens at the best times once or twice a month, and the worst times 3-4 times a week. 

I truly believe beyond making me exhausted the next day these events are limited to nighttime. I don’t have anxiety attacks during the day, I’m a happy person with a loving family that I relish spending time with. 

I have had some luck self medicating with an indica strain of marijuana right before bed. I’ll smoke a very small amount because being high makes me anxious. 

I finally went to my doctor in the hopes of either getting a prescription I can only use as needed, or a prescription for low thc marijuana (for context, I live in Canada where it’s legal, but I don’t have the budget to buy it full price regularly) 

But my doctor was pretty resistant to that and prescribed me cipralex. 

Like I said, and maybe I’m naive, but I don’t feel that I need a full time dose. I’ve never been on meds of any kind, and jumping to one with so many side effects frightens me... 

Has anyone been in my position? Could you please give me some insight? 

Thanks so much for reading.",5.131690929451288,6.100440418439722,5.764378499440093,80.17026315789477,68.57446808510639,8.49003359462486,29.026502426278466,8.6894789155246,2.188337588652482,1146,40,215,18,19,372,171,282,0.10400000000000001,0.77,0.126,0.9054,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,3,5,16,1,3,19,0,21,11,3,4,1,35,39,17,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,1,7,2,1,2,8,11,0,1,4,1,4,3,6,8,0,2,8,4,23,8,31,27,12,44,0,1,0,1,7,20,0,6,22,132,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787782642080042,0.0,0.17521564661958056,0.12937550049790505,0.0,0.08007535453260252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302835334543991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981059741599828,0.0,0.09744845979570414,0.12902531962764008,0.1201821366580708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143525290025756,0.0,0.0,0.14771241980067645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344330464173396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795967897843199,0.0,0.05790497552794512,0.0,0.0,0.12545154454284962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983220335653135,0.10985844147174582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127004707434786,0.12190913810994937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209971326977517,0.0,0.1137446371143266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925541560588455,0.0,0.09334944361641546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594890243916202,0.0,0.10112364682335423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335916847236457,0.0,0.15288656622130425,0.11610575168621055,0.11505117479135908,0.0,0.12720639229590272,0.11536729535728076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140912279249393,0.0,0.08418570045024383,0.1698309106753808,0.08832522345656123,0.0,0.12179378737686747,0.10746967531629563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196053128828205,0.07760201410333999,0.08709795527371983,0.0,0.1343650617874027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999483113820228,0.0,0.12570905351552347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650845854214174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114551431074552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779983021627947,0.10893516356331694,0.0910712505744726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194697951263146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146031455093453,0.0,0.0,0.08816342984155487,0.11326364365470558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543503504544653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909164374750075,0.4674445274766979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989088909285117,0.0,0.09449135672978036,0.06754712276229166,0.0,0.18372277875125165,0.0,0.0,0.10616159541237072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374740879964031
anxiety,aussie3221,2020/02/20,"MV deals with Mental Health Sometimes music is therapy. Song and MV deals with their mental health struggles ""clocks ticking off the wall, i just can't sleep"" Here is Troubled by 4 Minutes Later

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nazh5cO0lys](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nazh5cO0lys)",15.124166666666667,20.927373083333343,6.603333333333335,63.75000000000003,54.27777777777778,5.822222222222222,28.44444444444445,7.1686216300943375,1.9559111111111105,245,7,25,2,4,57,30,36,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969743777495933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123986647217016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857949702580317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412000333741644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23838084468080076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519726733732842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275634199232443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suzywalker1206,2020/02/20,"dealing with anxiety i’m a 17 year old highschool girl who has recently been dealing with a shit ton of anxiety and does not know how to control it. to be honest, i’m not sure if this is even classified as anxiety but it’s the closest to what i’ve been going through. at random parts of the day, my mind will get just flooded with these horrible thoughts and scenarios of really terrible things that could happen to me or my family. i can’t concentrate on anything recently because my mind is filled with fear of something happening to any of us. it’s especially worse at night when i’m about to go to sleep and i think an intruder is gonna come in and kill us all. i haven’t really told anyone about this, but it’s been going on for like 2 months now and it’s starting to freak me out. i would consider myself to have always been a worrisome person, but never to this extreme. right now my heart is racing so much because i can’t stop thinking about these terrible things. sometimes it’ll get so bad i start worrying about death and start questioning my existence and it just freaks me out even more. not knowing what comes when we die has been such a big worry for me and sometimes i’ll just be thinking about it for hours and can’t get any work done. sorry this post is all over the place, but if anyone has any advice please let me know!!!!",5.635428966789668,5.667993380073803,6.168392527675277,81.00579912361624,67.22878228782288,10.022232472324724,30.95964022140221,9.827888789773867,2.728057011070111,1070,38,217,22,16,348,147,271,0.253,0.7190000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.997,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,2,18,11,2,1,8,0,26,3,3,2,4,51,51,22,3,4,13,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,20,18,0,2,8,0,0,6,8,8,0,0,8,0,20,3,37,35,6,36,0,0,0,0,10,12,1,5,18,149,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669589885024034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233696983486538,0.0,0.0,0.20187465983931774,0.0,0.22709672756356306,0.0,0.0,0.1383807235916413,0.0,0.08143003291546683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262176911377261,0.1206418759077411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704787993106845,0.0,0.0,0.11098440162188604,0.07900605955463343,0.0,0.0,0.06381661266066439,0.20403275993683875,0.0,0.0,0.1026977745316479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659459160269083,0.10126345538476847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307152796781411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932842482119397,0.11134983420095054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550968517633226,0.0,0.16871211177237935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500793439012668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725999061222606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744894626859164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947702868194092,0.0,0.1631462338919017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118632727026064,0.0,0.04834352372762298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982899980248925,0.0,0.0789834814265629,0.0,0.07274197043755055,0.0,0.0763187899988378,0.0,0.0,0.0928608528880927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383471303740394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071566472499854,0.0,0.0,0.08640209693167558,0.10338500834901604,0.10862087273316956,0.0,0.0,0.09476978991774604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085020419604476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678387743387354,0.0,0.19540864801843366,0.0,0.0,0.0845054720735469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157401369814208,0.0,0.0,0.09902463931648567,0.0,0.0,0.07617898969668634,0.19573444360065287,0.1107699796935859,0.21011870294132395,0.0,0.0,0.08272928639717106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326219780342708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148018707975875,0.1902155998715907,0.0,0.07855776897649194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455400070609307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805697513054316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203909103016758,0.20098350810663368,0.10084174067600568,0.07029349749151217,0.0,0.0,0.06372260136886293
anxiety,alphajohnsonchad69,2020/02/20,"Is it just my anxiety acting up? Hello everyone, so I did something today I feel really bad about and it's making my anxiety act up. I went to Chipotle at night, I pulled into a parking spot and when I got out I realized it was in the blue striped handicap spot. I said eff it and went into Chipotle and was out in about five mins very fast. However, when I came out there was a car about three spots away with the lights on that was there when I went in and when I left they also left. Idk I just felt like they could have taken pictures of my plates and reported me to the police. I'm afraid of a ticket or something. Do I have anything to worry about? I have never done something like that and I feel awful. The parking lot was mostly empty and all the handicap spots were open but I regret doing it at all even if for just five minutes.",2.22377649325626,3.9636636705202335,3.7773641618497122,88.52288631984587,77.03468208092484,6.694258188824662,22.51599229287091,7.554174236665415,0.8949340269749526,657,19,137,9,15,218,97,173,0.09699999999999999,0.882,0.022000000000000002,-0.8484,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,16,5,0,1,8,1,15,0,0,1,3,34,27,17,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,16,0,0,4,1,0,8,1,3,0,3,16,6,21,2,25,10,4,34,0,1,1,0,4,17,0,4,11,107,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062812800078516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499192335184628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344202421801998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346940317460367,0.0,0.13638749508009082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868248670757715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041887960504492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716017063329708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788881523128352,0.0,0.0,0.1560845700162511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518578540270815,0.0,0.156838245305547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064310900197046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549528758436117,0.0,0.0,0.15960568686143856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887134337006252,0.0,0.0,0.10903504961590607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598288207980118,0.0,0.0,0.15328961425369167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046439433893992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553799167266271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772563221742185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548333716873845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477796020864796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542714945799575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588628830572644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CloseKey,2020/02/20,"Can't finish my Uni and general anxiety Been through 2 panic attacks. 

Always been extremely shy but recently it got even worse (during exams I just blank and stop talking).

Also the day before an exam I start playing all the day even if I don't feel to just to not think about it and usually ends up with me not sleeping and thinking about every bad scenarios/panicking during the night or I just skip it entirely out of fear.

I can't really talk about it to my family since they make fun of people with depression, anxiety etc etc and don't really feel like I should talk to a professional since a friend of mine used to do so and threw himself out of a building under meds.

How do I get my shit together? I hate the feeling of not having anything under control",6.972268211920529,6.306819629139074,7.869263245033113,72.26230546357617,64.62913907284768,11.523509933774836,34.1067880794702,10.9516,3.7532178807947023,608,23,112,15,8,206,95,151,0.251,0.675,0.073,-0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,3,2,8,0,10,2,2,4,1,32,22,12,0,2,9,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,5,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,4,3,15,4,21,17,3,15,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,2,10,81,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296730656356666,0.11754144197785164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161303472774416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162467298515388,0.0,0.0,0.16070611200132826,0.0,0.0,0.11794801168747478,0.0,0.0,0.12020370248682853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843753577340805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822048270496396,0.0,0.12166890029804557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511635406476604,0.0,0.3150893217371009,0.18660466243440535,0.0,0.11901947107707385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133169402160926,0.15895921482444764,0.21427919329234102,0.10091772269790687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913880236870672,0.0,0.07380365360804776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298026214502856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946714758771905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901356098763192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429359560338893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691042594224308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325649774779256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574072022869762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793340232979236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099232705562035,0.0,0.13947935118996302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500358783548614,0.2337070540936204,0.0,0.14136418816408367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998609122071804,0.0,0.0,0.1181014996838577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340623544747688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103018964166687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200515968541875,0.15558032323187948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143958219914903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,go-away_,2020/02/20,"Currently having a panic attack I’m panicking right now bc I’m scared of everything 
Basically my body does this thing where a random event makes me anxious for months to the point where I can’t properly function in society. 
Basically it started last month when Kobe Bryant died. I was supper anxious bc like you can just be gone without any warning. Kobe was arguably a good man just trying to help his community and his death was extremely tragic including the 7 others that unfortunately died that day.2 kids lots their parents that day it really upsets me. I don’t take death well even if I don’t know the person I feel so much empathy and I usually cry but this just hit different for some reason. So I just started to panic everyday after that having terrible thoughts about death and after life. I started questioning my religion. I’m very religious “liberal Christian” if you’ll even call it that. But I think about after life every second of the day ever since that day he died. Every way makes me anxious if there is after life heaven or hell im anxious bc I feel like I’m disappointing god and if I’m not disappointing him I feel like I don’t have enough time on earth and if there isn’t an afterlife I can’t anxious bc I can’t handle the thought of it just being blank nothing at all after death. And I can’t be happy with that bc the thought of nothingness makes life feel worthless and meaningless and like it all doesn’t matter at the end of the day. It comes full circle. I’ve been having full actual breakdowns bc of this and crying excessively every night. I feel actual pain in my chest and shake because of my thoughts my mental health is deteriorating for like what a month straight at this point . Please someone give me tips and help on what to do if you’re Christian I need all the help I could get. I’m crying while writing this but getting it out actually feels so good. I can’t eat or sleep barely please someone help me I want to fucking scream my thoughts are taking over 😢",2.7071459681433545,5.268995696428573,3.9423519163763054,83.82703832752613,79.28061224489795,6.987655550024889,24.356893977103034,8.096554002634818,1.653620632155301,1611,58,302,31,41,525,193,392,0.23,0.64,0.129,-0.9932,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,20,25,3,5,14,0,28,12,3,4,4,62,64,27,7,9,18,1,6,5,0,1,6,1,0,3,23,14,2,0,15,0,0,3,13,15,1,1,10,7,37,10,33,48,9,48,4,4,0,1,19,17,2,12,32,187,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.20527682738652367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768303174359803,0.0,0.0,0.3960701255163565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976999547736452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274362916396834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788592363967227,0.0,0.0,0.07159889920867009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060400938921299635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055983972163897035,0.0,0.2310658683187469,0.22610338288788304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183160146101768,0.07325898117438938,0.0,0.0,0.06136123270996322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174880174173165,0.0,0.0,0.062104240302996286,0.07245122619200375,0.0,0.09262530773144848,0.06342626049709206,0.17723375703578775,0.0,0.06301804901548518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272433346756706,0.1001854401546523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482348764810356,0.07326811707669574,0.06726412115940028,0.0,0.11762425872518338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464252110635175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453276051043296,0.0,0.0,0.18799599646005774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757400874913915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03853533205062965,0.0571559927617585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810727722519253,0.17128195621504172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961230034437304,0.0,0.0,0.1404140689079319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066302601526134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167903919668389,0.0,0.05154521654515321,0.05199203083186868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580152753483112,0.0,0.06728065856525013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746111016988225,0.16453806689006426,0.07785837348164269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061224830307861834,0.0,0.15393826624923318,0.13256942504697405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854884525385397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449197511247898,0.07209356770053607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059880875250979085,0.0,0.0,0.07020092037551608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580028052944315,0.0,0.07016920831497099,0.0,0.11882247282634735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488908532192624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544087583475613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046583661905623436,0.0449291480863617,0.0,0.27833155940377824,0.04088670176725012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047605906002085904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772256980523016,0.057855163266836526,0.04135774901394537,0.0556568567363102,0.0,0.0,0.06304501490252283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759179883283575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Disney_Disney_Disney,2020/02/20,"Any tips to help convince me that my mind is playing tricks on me? I developed GAD after having 2 panic attacks. I constantly think something bad will happen to me **without evidence** Does this sound familiar to anyone? I’ll give an example. My family is planning on going to Disneyland in May and I’m having thoughts like “What if something bad’s going to happen to me by then? Is that time really going to come?”

I experienced panic attacks (2) for the first time 2-3 months ago which made me feel like I was dying. I know panic attacks can’t kill you, but ever since I had them I became more conscious of my mortality and the concept of death. I now constantly have irrational and weird thoughts that something’s going to happen and kill me. IT IS HELL. I did not have this problem before. I want to go back to being the same person who did not have this problem. Irrational and fearful thoughts without evidence.",2.087044155844154,4.872634091428573,3.762558441558443,82.25485064935067,85.22857142857143,6.381818181818183,25.668831168831172,7.686295010490155,1.9648285714285725,726,31,125,14,22,241,103,175,0.294,0.6579999999999999,0.048,-0.9949,0,0,3,0,0,1,21.0,0,1,1,2,3,20,7,4,4,0,17,0,0,1,1,27,36,8,5,4,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,7,1,0,6,5,16,0,1,8,3,21,4,20,25,2,21,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,2,14,88,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388567391264363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202461754572748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405698194356404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614747136953791,0.0,0.0814407240542955,0.1768662196466089,0.0,0.0,0.09012434437090514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912348557994854,0.0,0.228909116290428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992119475510327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268536744547187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580456585108132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984555227268453,0.11918181155307594,0.053552903413866135,0.07566442135632455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900897258562762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160160593617727,0.3009646018824151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809761164862037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709913948947968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23435455823337714,0.0,0.058207132630924925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034876931081777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021764410987312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694215383527092,0.0,0.08453891706922845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727990096097853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247933333890546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026892841127524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678507170519128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761250522774525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446115001289337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678649110437493,0.0,0.2522497842598427,0.12351769381307375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247035782663999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041931178512517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lorennnia,2020/02/20,"Increased anxiety due to anti semitism? I suffer from anxiety and low self confidence. I live in a country (sweden) where anti semitism is increasing- and as a part of that my anxiety is increasing as well. I am 100% Jewish, wear my david star and go to the synagogue. 

I have been experiencing a lot of anti semitism lately on the bus, on my way home and just by being in public. It really makes me feel bad because this is something I cannot change and would never change in a million of years. What do you do when you literally live in an anxiety-hole? I'm scared of being Jewish. I go to a school and lots of boys there make jokes and make fun of me for being jewish but in a low key way. 

What do I do? It really affects me.",2.2748752598752624,4.0867705000000045,4.397297297297296,83.81339916839919,77.10810810810811,7.797089397089397,24.222453222453225,8.617729084823388,1.699521205821206,566,19,116,12,13,195,86,148,0.139,0.8,0.061,-0.8069,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,1,9,0,15,1,1,4,1,18,22,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,7,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,5,1,1,1,2,15,3,21,17,6,22,3,3,0,0,5,10,0,2,5,84,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38237609412301904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911512377216306,0.10156590496083727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352509502059118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424467715388886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938032565209392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712669794513904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794702945622127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29424514565750903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832972936410049,0.0,0.0,0.3336469611216195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850242775859694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042593864898004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134734585172176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680895250311065,0.16862152764711358,0.0,0.0,0.17381398106627924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282670377815268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449972228676355,0.0,0.0,0.1498053421547541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835728899055804,0.0,0.0,0.10729348538042692
anxiety,WhoAmI01019,2020/02/20,Can’t stop overthinking How can I stop overthinking ?:(,6.096666666666668,9.65765866666667,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,73.44444444444446,12.488888888888884,31.222222222222207,11.20814326018867,5.268688888888889,44,2,7,2,1,13,7,9,0.423,0.5770000000000001,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,selena_miller15,2020/02/20,can’t sleep I’m thinking way to much I’m laying down in bed rn and I just can’t sleep at all every single thing that I think could go wrong tomorrow or today is coming in my mind and idk how to just stop thinking. I wanna be in the present not the future. I wanna be stress free. how do I stop thinking?? How can I just be in the present and not worry about the future?? Plz help,-0.5963855421686759,1.461887493975908,1.5795301204819303,98.52134337349399,89.72289156626506,3.8019277108433744,15.528915662650606,4.935628992294339,-1.0349508433734935,294,6,69,1,10,98,50,83,0.147,0.741,0.11199999999999999,-0.4504,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,9,2,2,3,1,24,17,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,11,13,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845207416553185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540232869045374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454326660051922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773517256246585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885659768809866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917498033400875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228820892634162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146240435989046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34639410440484564,0.23730384253999984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762950109295266,0.5309652339642182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636574331602613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644358796983201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038348486565106,0.0,0.0,0.2264995761661969,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sssalazarrr,2020/02/20,"Therapy? Is it for everyone? My question is exactly what that my title is listed. Is therapy for everyone? Everyone keeps telling me itll do some good to go talk to someone. 

Back story: my dad was found distributing child photography a couple years ago. He was using my children's picture to 'get to know' the girls and be more relatable. It was years ago, I've come to terms with it, but I want nothing to do with him. He's in prison for a long time serving his time. 

Why does everyone keep telling me to go talk to someone? Or go to therapy? You'll feel better if you just talk to someone with an unbiased opinion. 

Maybe this is naive of me, but I don't harbor any resentment, I don't turn red or get angry at him anymore, so what is talking to someone going to do? I also don't want any contact or want to talk about it with anyone anymore. I dont see the use. It won't change anything and I'm numb to it. 

Am I right? Are there benefits in my situation?",1.5661394603259424,3.581585213197976,3.7277958856532174,86.80343841838099,80.11675126903553,7.1930537002404495,26.612075874966607,8.20500826718156,1.8493106598984768,745,32,156,15,19,255,110,197,0.079,0.8320000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.4768,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,6,5,1,0,5,0,22,1,0,2,1,28,42,10,0,4,7,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,11,7,0,2,4,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,4,3,19,3,26,34,3,18,0,0,2,0,20,4,0,7,9,96,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383393760631444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841195674719986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335711776657475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448199650898634,0.06856007014695227,0.0,0.08068824362023011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753957507779093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671881329681921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037257604841742,0.08446290882102839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849240705108217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580575560721783,0.0,0.11491593202941053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747706329511514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957791579226925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075086934587777,0.0,0.0,0.10245599493413024,0.0,0.22290029839490288,0.08224116393944668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743058183223083,0.0,0.0,0.05388668281500203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677272175942563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850617159582226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940833078310232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984041097966732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373566697426424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813455761722292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102142860264826,0.0,0.0,0.3323157509620036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940514512607309,0.17140311943745934,0.0,0.3363921972812275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434953909771177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665215820072282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937047709117695,0.0,0.0,0.17350040478142362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088476462086199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262842368909079
anxiety,Kearie,2020/02/20,"I finally got a job but I want to quit I never posted before and not sure how it works but
Today I had a job interview at a retail store and they told me I was hired and if all goes through then I go in for training on Monday. I don’t feel happy that I got the job, I’m more afraid. I’ve only had one job my whole life and I’ve been unemployed for over a year. I trained at another place for 5 hours and called it quits because I was so uncomfortable even though I was just ringing up items. And right now I feel like I want to quit this job even though I haven’t even worked a single hour yet. I feel like this is a mistake and I should just stay home. I’m scared of making a mistake or what if I don’t live up to their standards or I can’t sale anything and get fired. I want to quit already. I don’t know if it’s anxiety but I know I’m scared. Is this normal?",-0.2542227979274614,1.5450746010362693,1.929976683937824,98.41330699481868,85.37305699481865,5.1035233160621765,17.940155440414507,6.2581,-0.431157305699482,670,16,168,6,20,225,107,193,0.152,0.7609999999999999,0.087,-0.9318,7,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,6,11,9,0,3,8,0,14,1,0,2,3,37,31,21,0,10,11,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,3,1,7,5,0,1,9,5,25,4,16,21,5,22,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,5,12,107,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326946425005377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763047848782184,0.07852186456663279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446671272867748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257041972417275,0.0,0.08734191163781763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481031355783232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033848492229664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556986513656954,0.14665682730590116,0.0,0.11244074807606497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053626902155435294,0.0,0.05833456841703483,0.0,0.16418649124672086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926573073565496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295962647676472,0.0,0.20216600326629666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092883219385941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282017684407633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250001771516941,0.10029269017322302,0.0,0.09063593866804902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851521812404864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916486190450338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005686676776644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955377512317944,0.07806487582564321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724043068647207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830393447893254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43669525352073024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765684082490148,0.0,0.0,0.205527754139418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940412995265293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674012140563566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169309617928116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729387267133856,0.09808009807978038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162508181436574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459760951457602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494511297471045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609893759634515
anxiety,hdhdjdshhs,2020/02/20,"Separation anxiety:( I’ve got quite bad separation anxiety with my mum and it’s gotten a lot worse lately for reasons unknown, I just spend so much time with her? its gotten to the point I wake up and run downstairs because I’ve missed her through out the night. How can I stop or make this better?",2.406497175141244,4.809382559322035,3.645,86.44399717514126,79.33898305084746,6.6451977401129945,25.08757062146893,7.793537801064563,1.4545570621468924,237,9,47,4,6,77,47,59,0.21600000000000005,0.73,0.054000000000000006,-0.8497,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,12,6,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,7,3,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110726993172021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243331774284701,0.16378235205812927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376220247566366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488468377790573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030781496856429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284186661956947,0.0,0.0,0.17934326836227427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750772146009826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521341579894954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25398559586384306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857699215920989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762436020806883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246251064693508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666709435577056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273803724441131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmarmySlayer,2020/02/20,"I was scrolling through anxieymemes and now I feel like I'm going to puke Like, wtf, I'm laughing at memes that protray how I feel and now you want to make me to puke for no reason? I've already been feeling anxious for about 3 days for no reason stop adding to it, brain",1.003157894736841,3.159975543859652,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,83.03508771929825,3.8,23.535087719298247,3.1291,-0.219933333333334,214,8,48,0,6,66,39,57,0.282,0.557,0.161,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,11,10,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,5,3,10,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29528703263472483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022952240309067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987136907284618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257038181087414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058975033686797,0.1911629918862368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520748925753427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614573227858345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786152656774982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502445096258815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371329259380865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782874291876275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oovoolavva,2020/02/20,"I left my vape juice at a clients house and I’m freaking out I’m an animal caretaker with generalized anxiety and panic attacks. I just started a new client today and I’m like 95% sure I left my vape juice at their house. I remember it being and my pocket and setting it down so the dog wouldn’t get to it but now I can’t find it anywhere so I’m thinking I set it down in their house. I’m usually so careful not to leave anything and I feel so awful and unprofessional. I take a lot of pride in my work and can’t believe I did that. 
I talked to my friend and she said if they found it or had a problem with it I would have already know. 
I go back tomorrow at 10am so I’m just gonna search the fuck out the house for it but I’m just waiting for an angry message from them, a ruined career or my face on the news. I’m like sick to my stomach and trying not to have a panic attack. I’m trying to just repeat what my friend told me.",0.3193203883495173,2.048837873786411,2.861951456310681,92.8892378640777,82.88349514563106,5.673398058252428,20.97961165048544,6.742157984588678,0.2693444660194175,726,22,171,8,20,252,108,206,0.213,0.687,0.1,-0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,2,11,15,3,2,12,1,9,4,2,0,1,39,32,20,0,4,11,0,1,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,10,14,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,2,26,7,22,23,1,23,0,1,0,1,11,12,1,4,10,108,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764959183245035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542291630919246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264733401461083,0.0,0.0,0.28381106251947497,0.0,0.09591450335451407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053507793543396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717695539850027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307041340532278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400670434612653,0.0,0.0,0.13676689777605655,0.19274188813745705,0.11531668514916005,0.06516956040896002,0.0,0.0708905050932399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757157001077857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685517998865462,0.0,0.0,0.13207771490537093,0.2710526764065955,0.0,0.0,0.12187969597566095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060463285645252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047108095829415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927023081142112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935577836952725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130189457880193,0.0,0.11865277098682282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828898426180141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756247205257807,0.0,0.09378616240531737,0.10025830064384053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992597454830916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823541278029648,0.11919086540185568,0.0,0.16937549869221372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737939488946793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080950079878984,0.0,0.0,0.0886090777288137,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magicratzzz,2020/02/20,"all i want right now is to sleep but it's also the last thing i want i'm currently in the living room with my mom, and i feel terrible. i want to go in my room and sleep, or at least lay down and listen to music. i don't know why i'm so anxious right now but i wish it would stop. 

i can't being myself to go in my room, for some reason i feel too guilty. it also just means i'll wake up earlier tomorrow and i don't want that. not fun not fun",-0.20593311758360144,0.966030650485436,2.620906148867313,96.65578209277241,82.3009708737864,6.131175836030206,16.298813376483277,6.937597516519254,-0.43770248112189897,339,5,90,4,9,120,61,103,0.19899999999999998,0.715,0.085,-0.9445,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,3,1,1,25,20,10,0,6,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,3,13,2,12,18,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,2,6,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30344485310610625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143344171190511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918605783987056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156493445311322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426749458562362,0.1546505985206691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675300023220964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066653446741042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220276670660727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506814343776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240469721558737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37972256413652417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861798122545048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604437167276855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476171494481433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119663986738468,0.0,0.21817354211562687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477467473672294,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weighty-goat,2020/02/20,"Do you ever feel like you need to run away and go home but you’re already home? Home is the only place I ever really feel safe. Whenever I’m out and I get anxious I always think you’ll be home soon and you’ll be okay. Well sometimes I get the feeling of needing to go somewhere to be safe but while I’m already at home, i.e. I’m feeling that right now, and I don’t know what to do.",0.3952058823529399,2.0285766823529414,2.574926470588238,95.52591911764708,82.17647058823529,5.191176470588236,21.213235294117645,5.985473137389443,-0.0013235294117643905,298,9,71,2,8,101,48,85,0.028999999999999998,0.753,0.218,0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,0,2,19,24,7,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,5,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,9,5,8,19,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094093880555193,0.0,0.11665047382687417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583763761059072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171443345656675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536222916177469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835399329030056,0.10015276290772536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648843877813755,0.0,0.15934800465332824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7031170146676464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704552614590597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849043583457222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079002908589203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662187562095272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647017293319592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981019951263229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972268809640788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865287753513714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982898730580684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260489033196741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CarlEatshands,2020/02/20,"Literally 2 weeks of nothing but praise only for me to beat myself up over one simple thing today I just started a new career a month ago in the trades after working 7 years in retail. For the past two weeks, the foreman I'm working under, his helper stopped showing up, so that meant I got all of his work. Meaning using tools I never used before in my life. I managed to do a pretty good job at them too. My foreman was impressed as was I. He was even telling everyone on the job on how great I was compared to his helper. Well this week his helper showed back up (I don't know the story, not my business), but my foreman was still giving me direction. 

Today, I was supposed to cut 4 holes, 3 with a hole saw (never used one before) and one with a grinder (I've used two weeks prior). The grinder, I have to work my courage up to get going since I'm working in a tight space and if you've ever heard horror stories with grinders, they can ruin your life pretty quickly. When I used it before, I made some pretty good cuts with, better than the original helper's. My foreman kept praising me on it, but since it's been a minute and I have his helper watching me, I'm taking my time with it and working up my courage. My foreman comes in and says me stopping and starting causes bad cuts and finished the cuts himself. I know he was saying the stopping and starting causes bad cuts was directed to his helper since his cuts were bad, I still felt like it was partially directed to me. Failure feeling number one.

Then I moved onto the 3 holes with the hole saw. Again, never used it before and from what the foreman told me, his helper tore his blades up so I was being extremely careful and didn't want to tear it up. He showed me how to use it (sort of) and had me finish the hole. I got it halfway cut before I couldn't cut it anymore. Foreman told me to leave it and he'll cut it from the outside. Move onto the next hole that hasn't even been started. Struggled with getting the pilot bit started since A) the pilot bit was chewed up already before I started using it and B) it's a very tight space on a ladder with no leverage points for me to use to help push it in. I hate pulling the ""I'm small"" excuse, but I've never used this tool before so I couldn't figure out how to get myself behind the drill to get it going. Almost gave up on the pilot bit till I stepped away and tried it again. Got the bit through. Awesome! Then I couldn't get the blades to cut through. I tried and tried and it just wouldn't cut, just kept scraping the metal. The helper kept saying all of these snarky comments like ""You need some meat on your bones"" (he's the same size as me). After a bit of trying, the foreman shows up and I'm telling him I can't get it to cut through. He tells me to give him the drill and he gets it through. Failure feeling number two. 

Once we get everything put away for the day, the helper goes to throw trash away and I apologize to the foreman for not being able to get it through and he's telling me how to get the saw to catch and how to get proper leverage. Even though I know he's putting on a strong face around his helper whom he's mad at, I still can't shake the feeling like I've failed him after two week of proving myself to him. I'm terrified now that he'll have me do stuff the rest of the week and I'll constantly fail him again. 

Thanks anxiety for making the one bad day out of all of my great days stand out. To top it off, last friday, the foreman went home sick and his helper was still gone so I was tasked to drill holes and get some metal screwed in to hold piping. Now I'm afraid I messed those up as well and I'm anxiously waiting for my foreman to notice and get onto me about it.",3.0225873279225155,4.217797001300394,3.7132417828796953,92.05552340702214,73.78543563068921,6.031666741401732,24.70205371956414,5.935793293072707,0.4908920945249089,2910,88,632,14,58,921,284,769,0.147,0.6940000000000001,0.159,0.8438,4,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,1,3,2,14,35,55,15,3,48,0,34,8,2,20,9,111,111,48,0,7,10,0,6,3,0,3,4,4,1,0,34,40,1,10,11,4,2,15,16,26,2,9,36,14,83,29,110,67,13,117,2,3,4,1,65,45,1,6,59,398,117,13,0.046340767085032465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041078293978992236,0.0,0.04640358432572338,0.0,0.0511381888145055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035450559979792524,0.052351876431155665,0.04595758881278017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125310751883565,0.0,0.0,0.1306160283634751,0.03563318944354728,0.1547704194434713,0.0,0.0,0.2760280574141337,0.0,0.0,0.04098464264421843,0.2529605775170371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724750049341776,0.09520946589622764,0.0,0.03991846755181583,0.0,0.05007790635980721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965788328150921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182291882844187,0.0419178768873964,0.0,0.0442805888396938,0.041648093386116136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029385266734868,0.03310585326487027,0.04449440360434654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31474479604492944,0.0889085728088266,0.05267305171564099,0.07773687361624533,0.11118883424261423,0.10218171861705498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575191353782695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03106123935565068,0.0,0.046483567781483985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919721216684615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640302102252862,0.03777391019409313,0.0,0.049068181264501264,0.0,0.0,0.06546370850291308,0.0679192741055612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384875428873053,0.030932821871212875,0.0,0.0,0.05047868061698815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03698875817056621,0.09850580328470636,0.0,0.03436109161182393,0.14296342557459654,0.04475620161832163,0.049283931519472364,0.0,0.0,0.04446521583548835,0.05275927047084565,0.0,0.049351404546532564,0.15700851542648295,0.03524424156310753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423750574975617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380700355499248,0.0,0.0,0.1414356597959147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317054065242232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055611390464476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533342456200504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680140074443114,0.0,0.14803118581966435,0.11622886885583705,0.0,0.04844543141652479,0.05304909138097407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03484248966832277,0.0,0.1620154919372318,0.04266435225348685,0.0,0.0,0.03078674652139624,0.0,0.04552956837611863,0.0,0.027021673949859625,0.0,0.08785125742587778,0.08856117767938759,0.0,0.1258493558515809,0.0,0.18107278346104289,0.0,0.0,0.40023543993292204,0.0,0.03823598604288928,0.027332985074626687,0.0,0.2230306087417956,0.0,0.08333182982367958,0.042958355356103685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024197821226552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029841934661031206
anxiety,throwaway2847588383,2020/02/20,Scared of getting up and leaving class I have to get up and leave in the middle of class tomorrow to go do something for another class but I’m scared of getting up in front of everyone. It draws so much attention to myself to just get up and leave. I know it’s stupid to worry about but I’m absolutely terrified.,3.2948437499999983,4.763985046875,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000002,73.53125,8.870000000000003,28.425,9.3871,2.5000037500000007,249,10,51,6,5,84,39,64,0.303,0.6970000000000001,0.0,-0.9705,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,17,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,33,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737614476345565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808769688798333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332307877819036,0.0,0.11781554599675817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139287655246812,0.0,0.0,0.6585144826566197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239217043662984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150946039115968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595926191127056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210527105865468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XO_ajobs_XO,2020/02/20,"Can’t seem to escape overbearing mother and the anxiety that comes along with her. Hi all, first time poster here. I’m not sure if this is the right subreddit for this, but I’ll give it a go anyway. I’m 18 years old and live with my parents. Due to my educational and financial circumstances I will be unable to leave until I’m 21. I’ve always thought my mother and I have had a pretty good relationship over the years. But now I’m realizing that it seems to have taken a significant toll on me. I am an only child so it’s always been me, my mom, and my dad. My dad and I have a pretty awful relationship so I mostly only talk to my mom. She has had a pretty rough life and has always had issues with my dad as well. Due to that we have always relied on each other for pretty much everything. I never really thought anything was wrong in our relationship until recently when I began to realize that I couldn’t make any decisions myself. If my mom didn’t like something I chose not to like it, if my mom wanted me to do something and I didn’t want to, I shut up and did it anyway. I’ve thought for a long while now and realized that I never really do much for myself or make my own decisions. Even the simplest things are almost impossible for me to decide on. I can barely talk to her about the music artists I like without being paranoid that she might hate them and get irritated. I literally have to plan ahead and prepare a speech in my head of what to say so she doesn’t get upset. Also, I can’t just not tell her cause I have anxiety that gives me hell for it if I don’t. Now that I’m officially an “adult” I understand I am allowed to have my own interests and make my own choices but I feel like I can’t escape her opinions influencing mine and crushing anything I truly enjoy. When I think back, even in my younger days, she’s always been somewhat overbearing, from elementary school to now. Always making me go severely above and beyond the requirements so I always get an A, not being allowed to play video games during the week until 10th grade etc. Even better, I have severe anxiety that I hide very well, and up until a few years ago, my mom barely acknowledged it. Although she still continues to this day to say I bring all of it on myself and it’s not real. I’m just so tired of battling inside my head daily to keep myself from giving up on my interests and giving in to hers. 
Has anyone else experienced this and if so what did you do to fix it for yourself? Any advice appreciated...",3.6117880174745167,4.927237669960477,5.3442646141044365,80.46374245891413,72.49802371541502,8.251216975244436,24.77824006656959,8.766177420268882,1.7326450592885374,1975,58,390,37,38,675,225,506,0.10400000000000001,0.758,0.139,0.9495,3,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,2,1,1,5,27,18,3,1,19,1,40,4,2,8,5,82,75,44,0,8,17,11,2,4,0,2,2,3,0,2,27,26,0,2,15,4,0,4,16,5,2,1,15,6,71,13,60,54,12,52,1,0,0,0,41,16,1,13,36,292,98,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610438054366344,0.05996545114195612,0.0,0.06773922670982528,0.0,0.0,0.054097702968888974,0.3940171316514717,0.0,0.0,0.09200527629966253,0.0,0.15525051918006055,0.0,0.0,0.04730072382064953,0.06931288571270362,0.1113363016949437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201677269513328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982874038803265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949264468446212,0.0,0.05827235466166985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725411725810013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056510828537800775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544487451513603,0.1340416609203549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079723540558881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034204622274555715,0.04832740686559664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754095198009997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602912255840057,0.2595746883546469,0.0768912971596949,0.05673953620307744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678792788489774,0.13885175820093465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060644289664479,0.0,0.06012823028859113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716289636503858,0.0,0.0,0.047781448954650516,0.13219665889912638,0.0,0.05973400577553362,0.05986593272602001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806209984815492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176333598631868,0.0,0.39613983065173575,0.0,0.0,0.0994574320622866,0.0,0.10434788645025496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098470013601389,0.0,0.0,0.102897985323765,0.0,0.0,0.07511457328195804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752874190786218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699769575030327,0.08667347612818771,0.0,0.06679377193721188,0.21788438312457867,0.0,0.05777061851013327,0.0,0.10759205742062404,0.0,0.06846290893835814,0.0,0.12316753598811793,0.0,0.15284490100429454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415674261719847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054023402513347765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375699370129835,0.0,0.0,0.10874503965505954,0.0591269203570781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044942011109144524,0.043345803868156486,0.0,0.16111374060835826,0.039445817049823056,0.0777508810300931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042346141287223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055816294466658437,0.07980052832255194,0.0,0.054262765791046524,0.0,0.12164650198027165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520980210157465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396195137990648,0.0,0.13068836859286342
anxiety,SYOF,2020/02/20,"“Don’t play games with me” Is what I want to say. At work, I’m trying to get along with a senior colleague who likes little games and playfully teasing their friends. Unfortunately that kind of thing makes me feel like walking on eggshells a bit. I wonder when I will be made fun of, if she picks on other colleagues seriously, what she could say behind our backs...

But I only worry about these things because of anxiety. She’s a kind person who’s just less serious and sensitive than I am. That doesn’t mean she’s going to target me, cross a line, or gossip. 😕",3.491801801801806,5.21368809009009,4.421801801801802,85.32747747747749,73.5045045045045,7.095495495495496,24.04504504504505,7.793537801064563,1.1596558558558554,442,13,88,6,9,143,82,111,0.114,0.727,0.159,0.7923,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,1,4,12,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,17,16,6,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,10,5,0,0,3,4,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,3,14,8,15,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,3,5,59,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833719281334635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915289323196932,0.0,0.12617154046146198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596578310368884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652546624427693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465402436263656,0.1478647410545303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991027462597593,0.0,0.10813718183375708,0.0,0.11763006212484126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310703547114507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223746735218154,0.2074457930407145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584708017016794,0.13815906388150076,0.0,0.0,0.2254591349296412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574156875129444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807247373591372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329193572381598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27501325918871794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405241111442651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220806703869396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445822975532487,0.15068205828746584,0.2101956607882584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SkintSnake,2020/02/20,"Too anxious to even post. Whenever I decide to ask questions, comment, or post something on social media, (including reddit) I always get anxious and change my mind  about posting it. I always feel like my posts are too long because I want everyone to understand what I’m saying, so that it doesn’t cause confusion. For example, whenever I decide to post some fanart that I drew, I change my mind, thinking “Will people judge me based on how bad it looks?” Or “Will people not care and not comment at all?” 

I also have this feeling that the post I make needs to gets popular and recognized by others, like for no reason. I have this feeling like I need upvotes, or likes, just to feel a little happy? That people care I guess? Should I care or not care about getting upvotes all time? 

One last thing I’m always anxious to post are questions. Every single time I see something that I don’t understand, or feel like there isn’t enough information told, I try to ask, but delete the question, because I feel like “Maybe others think I am stupid”. Or when I feel like the question that has an answer so obvious that I change my mind, thinking “I’m an idiot, I should know the answer already.”

I just feel like I don’t have the freedom to post things that are already done, or don’t deserve recognition because others don’t care. I even wonder if there is anybody here, even willing to answer these questions.",5.89799735624587,6.6275545917603,6.003458911654551,79.99465300727034,66.75280898876404,8.229918484247634,31.43621943159286,8.124751697461798,2.3084392597488432,1104,42,198,13,17,350,127,267,0.11,0.7659999999999999,0.124,0.556,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,0,17,19,2,1,8,0,21,0,0,4,3,61,57,17,0,6,14,0,8,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,20,3,0,0,27,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,2,11,29,15,18,50,5,17,0,0,2,0,13,4,0,17,13,133,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653530674506645,0.04947203220442145,0.15442558151840965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096636488183603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566760728388993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051653243846854095,0.11313381995894042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153686179718904,0.06355061614681222,0.19632940087103828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330760052549594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392129182080303,0.0,0.12258031306060327,0.0,0.05212247051995485,0.05911300263302278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502394122988982,0.265170781486149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969630109587529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814936303749526,0.0,0.0,0.0658545979778897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03399843363440136,0.050426819319108994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417861390579044,0.06200324551604211,0.0,0.05474704449970133,0.05194956354992704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041294211044472534,0.0,0.0621499666082088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873927930590089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174165710743652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041920150698144434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866459990940274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739832729745288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34650508511427003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360574170513338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919615286358978,0.0,0.0,0.049297014270154836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306180999886138,0.0,0.09525073047979554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219841135220482,0.11891845053708835,0.0,0.0,0.07214593686319103,0.0,0.0,0.05911300263302278,0.0,0.0420010974264077,0.0,0.0,0.12880368517561838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03648855765071512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708807406320426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MarriedtoAnx,2020/02/20,"Need advice on how to help my anxious wife Hey everybody,

I've been a lurker for a while and have found this community very helpful in the past, but as things seem to have gotten more extreme I figured I should ask for some advice.

Sorry for the wall of text below but writing this out was surprisingly therapeautic on its own.

I have been with my wife for nearly 5 years now and have been around for quite a few anxiety attacks, panic attacks, depressive episodes and more. Tonights events seems to be quickly reaching the top 3. 

We had to travel quite a ways away to run some errands in an area that we are not quite familiar with. As we went immediately after work we figured we'll have dinner in the area before heading back. Unfortunately, the food offerings were not to her liking and she quickly shot down every single option. While I was rattling off all the restaurants nearby she recommended that we go for Thai food. Unfortunately there were none in the immediate area, and we'd have to travel some distance to find a Thai restaurant. I brushed over that option because it didn't seem realistic to me and was more of a hassle. The other option was to just pack it in and head home without dinner. She reluctantly agreed to go to one of my top choices as it was the least of the evils. 

Once we got there she was miserable again. Hated the menu. Hated all the options. There was nothing there for her to eat. As the waitresses kept circling, I ordered a drink. This cemented the misery. At this point I realized that Thai was the only viable option. She said that it was too late and that we are aready stuck here because I ordered a drink. I assure her that its not a big deal and we'll leave immediately and head to the Thai spot. But she continued to be resistant. So when the waitresses asked for our food choice I picked the few things that she could potentially eat. This was game over. I kept reassuring her that we can just take it to go. Or just pay the bill and leave. None of the options would satisfy her. So when the time to make a decision on entrees came around, I made the decision to get the bill and we'll make our way to the Thai spot. Met with resistance all the way.

As we finally start heading in the direction of the Thai place she just kept saying that she would rather just go home. At this point, I felt defeated too. Every option that I tried to offer was met with resistance. By the time we are nearing the exit for the Thai spot, we had pretty much agreed that we'll just go home instead.

But that was just the beginning. As we pass the exit, the last vestages of a good time are out the window. Now it's ""too late"". Apparently somewhere behind all the resistance and opposition, she still wanted to get Thai and I messed it up.

Next exit approaches and we skip it again. Somehow this makes it even worse. One more approaching, and we can still head there. I keep offer that we turn back, but only met with resistance and ""it's too late"" and ""I never want to eat thai again"".

We make it home where she expressly declares that she just wants to be left alone and we'll be sleeping in different beds. Now she's left the bathroom after locking herself in there for 30 mins.

For me, the worst part was that along the way she started to blame me for not taking the exit the 1st time. Should I have made an executive decision and just brought her there? 

So, my question is; what do I do to make her stop hating herself for ruining the evening? It wasn't a big deal to me, but she is already saying how I deserve better and that hopefully my next wife is less difficult. 

What can I do or say to prevent an episode from escalating? Or should I just let it run its course?

Thanks for listening :)",4.010021536600121,5.692502795862068,4.63728493647913,84.47001572897764,72.0758620689655,7.791167574107684,26.51240169388989,8.425802102053193,1.7234045977011492,2937,100,582,49,57,938,292,725,0.128,0.799,0.073,-0.9934,2,1,2,0,0,0,75.0,24,0,0,8,49,22,6,2,56,0,59,16,6,10,6,131,110,45,0,12,25,3,1,1,0,10,0,5,6,0,45,48,10,6,13,5,3,15,10,14,0,2,39,7,79,8,92,54,22,105,0,4,0,0,73,44,0,19,41,433,124,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216544181482371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446929002647914,0.06869129429065314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476189107356427,0.0703215783344359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082634777149164,0.11638539277856748,0.14163027262876535,0.0584832604320862,0.09572845496972343,0.0,0.07589058787590756,0.0,0.05296775257077906,0.0,0.0,0.05505255885153085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119417375951782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496992960383449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834818740212456,0.053613391877440984,0.0,0.0,0.06503503863917451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195704762832575,0.0,0.19108316900341668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222733063869135,0.0,0.10489184217609658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059767039919222074,0.06818872648062782,0.056892780974458886,0.0,0.2258085564754759,0.0682508033571954,0.0,0.0,0.06504314895889195,0.0,0.17688249136619694,0.052209968583147734,0.049784744120800827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436856467016305,0.3194177472406105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344592497598216,0.0,0.2497559266902884,0.0618254799260593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532814020706333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050739747374767184,0.21065253975430484,0.13182151959949354,0.13526345349413005,0.06365194343808543,0.0,0.03041082052212005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177995449174515,0.2077523294873836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575882841857714,0.04615548400858464,0.04800885095171248,0.0,0.13240113200271186,0.0,0.0,0.0597278334931283,0.0,0.0,0.0662911990422578,0.08436057974927624,0.09468354767291144,0.0,0.07303363605574738,0.0,0.06740761359539532,0.05942196226705269,0.0,0.0,0.06503503863917451,0.0,0.1176873816983569,0.0,0.0,0.06332774491665266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973107056985374,0.1986225659329206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059211308233867874,0.14850433173145142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170002443130331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229211901242989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696806048040668,0.08811772733670424,0.0,0.09942133252134862,0.052041417061824524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360424243053804,0.0,0.0,0.0573088262275934,0.0,0.0,0.08270850081233644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518728962018926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042261738924932186,0.06770704063824445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136043005536412,0.11014497179868693,0.197635608377602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770374544769862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000404562439539,0.0,0.04531667737416736,0.0,0.06343517891071546,0.0884371999083312,0.0,0.0,0.04008513331277548
anxiety,Killa_Kamikaze,2020/02/20,"I feel like some people with anxiety don't want a solution It really does come across a lot of the time as people with anxiety want to be told that: ""Nothing can help you, you're stuck this way forever."" And if you don't then you're just being insensitive or something for wanting to find a solution. I understand, taking a walk isn't going to make your anxiety go away. But if it calms your mind even a little that's good. I don't see the problem with people wanting to help.",6.575876288659796,5.526695247422683,7.547134020618558,75.50688659793816,65.5979381443299,11.471340206185568,32.802061855670104,10.793553405168565,3.3402263917525765,377,13,76,9,5,128,64,97,0.20600000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.1,-0.6375,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,22,21,7,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,2,7,3,12,17,2,10,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,5,3,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946492617857565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615630933158615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812924215134865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150484298110706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357867016084205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694868784727237,0.12284902842358515,0.0,0.0,0.15716930987883854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545888685002327,0.14423279351897095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052377148806075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401149658085047,0.1723501758692669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619515905897046,0.0,0.0,0.11478535480946825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736316681035515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500129207759184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35764847852677306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645435277160308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016266982889364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370307152242972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238403903890372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929332977362934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027188740794912,0.0,0.0,0.1643161791801033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901754664506936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057083964541521,0.1364946995214428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reedyriver456,2020/02/20,"Strange situational anxiety, only in ""large"" spaces, questions and how to understand it. I have tried to explore this casually but have never gotten anywhere, but thought I might turn to the good minds at reddit for help in finding the right direction.

Ever since I was very, very young I have never experienced high anxiety and have always had relatively ""calm"" nerves, except when I enter large places or are close to huge, isolated structures out in open space, or large exposed natural areas.

Locations like this would be the Lincoln Memorial, standing in the middle of an empty football (NFL size) stadium, standing in the middle of an empty cathedral with high ceilings, standing in the middle of a desert salt flat, or sitting on a kayak or small boat in the middle of the ocean or a huge lake.

Usually there is a threshhold point where I am ""safe"" vs when Im feeling nothing but sheer, paralyzing panic. My kegs lock up and I feel this strange, adrenaline feeling, followed by this strange feeling that I need to keep my head ducked and an irrational feeling that Im about to ""fall"" into the sky.

I know thats a very specific description of what I feel, but this situational anxiety has baffled me so much over my life that I have even taken time to intentionally put myself in these environments so I could trigger this feeling so that way I could be able to better describe it. I also know this feeling of fear and anxiety is totally irrational, and consciously I understand that, but havimg this understanding of its irrational nature still doesnt stop me from havimg this feeling im these situations.

For example:

- one time I was out fishing in my kayak. I was on a large, remote mountain lake thats 400+ feet deep. If I stsyed within 40 yards or so of the shore, I was fine. Farther out than that, the more freaked out I get until I feel like Im about to get sucked into the sky into space. I lock up and for some reason start impulsively moving back towards ""cover"".

- I was in marching band in college and marched in a stadium that holds 86,000+ people. If I walked into the stadium by myself when its empty, just standing on the sidelines makes me lock up and start hyperventilating, no way I could walk on the field in the empty stadium. But on gameday when the band was on the field alongside me, with a packed stadium, and a marching routine to perform, I was totally fine.

- Recently took a trip to DC and physically could not walk up to the large buildings, particularly the Lincoln Memorial and Washington Monument due to this feeling. The wide open plaza area and the massive, towering structures were extremely imposing and created this feeling.

Ive been told about ""agoraphobia"", but I dont think it can be written off as easily as that.

Does anyone else have similar experiences with this type of situational anxiety that could provide some insight from your experiences?",9.29968505079826,8.386113700000003,9.191698113207547,65.46989840348333,60.11320754716981,12.380261248185775,41.13933236574745,11.51311941424646,4.894345428156748,2311,110,385,56,26,756,256,530,0.11,0.787,0.10300000000000001,-0.6204,2,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,1,0,2,20,13,1,2,35,0,35,3,2,5,5,96,69,42,0,9,19,0,12,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,31,28,0,4,25,5,0,11,6,4,0,1,16,14,39,9,76,43,6,102,0,0,0,0,6,62,1,12,24,272,70,2,0.07420447105705556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934128869499036,0.06174406431570791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838310862603931,0.0,0.0,0.0518854915029827,0.07603124967664206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570586578742308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562782448758728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962311603314733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493683267713547,0.0,0.08696708743280608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198831385841382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049011353294151065,0.06712219235724906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451724228308784,0.0,0.08350066001014797,0.4502401219360004,0.053011688949914884,0.0,0.0,0.06782154221880839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753754690142722,0.0,0.0,0.0622391897153748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615519529495726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973769278642577,0.15680219555989336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206142491711385,0.0,0.0,0.06595634336500608,0.0,0.0,0.08156167335677675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052412812394520295,0.07250511269173149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953206063774556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871921735621128,0.07492536245075587,0.0,0.0,0.07886760932743504,0.05454882430280523,0.05502167504736801,0.11446212527947235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120119128489634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028287001506615,0.05643584402041962,0.0,0.08706295853900413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514440370167162,0.0,0.07752787863804296,0.0,0.07014721015359933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459598882477206,0.08312599007489495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629455498385562,0.07326796307475157,0.0,0.0,0.0633702128363839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138270526624209,0.33363573805436514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504461308500086,0.0,0.05925978643998747,0.062038260459963676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754722880814269,0.0,0.05891006129945193,0.08653844761983599,0.0,0.0,0.07090555205776293,0.08244389768096727,0.050379964938333854,0.0807131561598083,0.0,0.2317484139948645,0.0,0.0,0.08172574134064038,0.18367937982886567,0.0,0.11780011038253607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271272720864853,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tosctoas,2020/02/20,"I'm scared somebody will murder me Therapy isn't working
Pills have so much side effect that i have to change every month
I am so sick of this!

I haven't been the nicest person and I'm afraid that someone in the many people I've hurt by being a bitch will get unstable and murder me. Help!!",0.7633723653395776,3.0702553606557395,2.3167681498829045,93.97360655737705,85.55737704918033,4.797189695550352,16.911007025761126,6.1826913282559595,-0.3471517564402813,231,5,49,2,7,75,45,61,0.39399999999999996,0.57,0.036000000000000004,-0.9818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,2,3,0,9,2,0,1,0,3,12,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233437744536157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575285659253851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969277044951974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487493541494087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32721132777064404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098874537748572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397189547090664,0.0,0.22469250642539265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190355183021245,0.26688723996904745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30601521944769705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589815411448257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34954454983968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225213838284971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,depresspotato,2020/02/20,"My heart feels heavy & starts beating like crazy for no reason Sorry, I been struggling with this and I really don’t have anyone to talk to. I have tried opening up to someone I trust already and it caused them to feel sad or give them a headache. I tried therapy before as well but it cut my insurance and that was just full of regrets. 
I knew I had anxiety for a long time now but lately it seems to be worse where my heart starts to raise and I find it hard to breathe. It sometimes happens when I’m in my college class. I know I think a lot, whether it’s about the past or the future but during these times I’m not even sure why my heart is reacting like this. I don’t know the reason, I don’t know why or what I’m stressing out or worried. It’s hard to explain to be honest.",1.8915232358003424,3.4168269819277133,3.0379001721170407,94.40120481927714,77.3734939759036,5.947676419965577,23.302925989672985,6.5431188927421005,0.4170323580034423,613,19,140,5,14,197,100,166,0.201,0.722,0.077,-0.9436,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,7,11,1,2,6,0,11,4,4,4,1,34,27,14,0,1,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,12,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,4,19,6,18,21,2,16,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,6,12,88,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506253970909425,0.0,0.0,0.14243013993522533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005617989998031,0.0,0.0,0.09191555506259984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118575037775294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350392656391416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682399668782373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293398443513216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201463938697576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610246542307094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624416329326955,0.0,0.23551357351112664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46732016616260996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673071588784024,0.0,0.14828561478562993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284433756892087,0.0,0.0,0.11633247847784894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175732193321718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548752865950213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421267185819961,0.2703128048499647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119670604608151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138038015512107,0.0,0.1300111717981353,0.14715176945965702,0.1860873557975036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057988646626852,0.13742405590614942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389365303156677,0.0,0.0,0.10565758695468068,0.0,0.0,0.15032887931006145,0.0,0.0,0.08423028867978707,0.0,0.0,0.1533035385580898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849700589518644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819275528780668,0.0,0.2372332205961012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334977172150416,0.1339626550164056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gingergirl3658,2020/02/20,"uncomfortable feeling in my fingers, wrist, back, other joints etc while anxious (F,19) I do this subconsciously where I'll twist my wrist, move my fingers, or roll my shoulders because I have an uncomfortable sensation due to anxiety. This has been happening since I was young and I just consciously realized it right now. What is it and how can I controll it? It's almost like a tic.",4.226714285714287,7.0278145285714295,4.829999999999998,78.24500000000002,75.14285714285714,8.571428571428571,31.42857142857143,9.23628265651192,3.311857142857144,307,15,53,8,7,98,54,70,0.13,0.816,0.054000000000000006,-0.6361,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,7,5,5,2,0,10,9,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,1,2,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,38,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143332247450921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401385366968369,0.3546263587000445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413756503618621,0.0,0.19135522463707175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520741855806019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35009007112553564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872116856021656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775875486560117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335944957820932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33363421438786384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680754666656798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25966769911181364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bakerbabe126,2020/02/20,"Sometimes I'm scared of my husband for no reason. My husband is the biggest teddy bear, he's loving, sweet, and a great father. Tonight he ran me a bath and read our 2 y/o a story while I snuggled her. He'd never lay a hand on me. 

Today was a bad day for my anxiety. I just kind of shut down, got depressed and didn't do much of anything. I tried hard to play with my daughter and even brought my son's friend home from school for a playdate. My husband hugged me while I cried when I just couldn't keep it in anymore.

But tonight I sat in the bath, kids are in bed, and I heard shuffling behind me in the bedroom. It was the dogs of course but for some reason I picture in my mind my husband coming in and trying to drown me.

What is that!? Why would I picture these things and feel genuine fear? Until I was 3 I watched my dad beat my mom and honestly I don't remember it, why is this happening is it OCD? Thank you anyone who reads this.",1.6298255985811387,3.1523011105527634,3.0285604493053526,94.198755542418,78.09547738693469,5.486373041678983,24.268696423292926,5.900188976854957,0.38925870529116136,727,25,165,4,17,237,121,199,0.12300000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.5261,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,1,4,13,0,2,10,0,14,3,1,2,1,24,26,14,1,2,4,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,11,10,0,1,4,5,0,3,5,4,0,0,9,6,31,9,22,14,2,22,0,1,1,2,20,10,0,1,9,107,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085667421605978,0.0,0.15667682942294422,0.11046548892398678,0.0,0.1300066680623532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190932788949422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608849143325702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735370674849176,0.1018860595040102,0.0,0.136070652092844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434637791093128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777749610980622,0.07988102544362292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220573866498611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635355383368613,0.1741769761151567,0.0,0.0,0.1397039741968085,0.0,0.14152186769923442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584699765241853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042267898791916,0.0,0.1645151353825561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258595727388018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951794145486456,0.18502795112029813,0.0,0.0,0.11613579003085348,0.0,0.12184634149171232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31605179682197265,0.0,0.0,0.3248659721396342,0.0,0.0,0.1789641073627213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816868945660115,0.1598873779967933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624937094140673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544965506547844,0.0,0.0,0.10495698224879137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974954985538502,0.0,0.0,0.21452037159815415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851104329872399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222669410938048,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VeggieGurl93,2020/02/20,"Longest I’ve kept a job So, I’ve been working in retail for almost a year and I’m so proud of myself. April 29th will be the one year anniversary of me keeping this job. It was touch and go last month when I’d have really bad panic attacks the night before work, but I stuck with it and I can’t be prouder. 

Even my bestie says she’s proud of me which means a lot. 

It helps that my superiors know that I have a disability (mental illness is considered a disability in the US) so they’re more accommodating when I have to call out sometimes. Plus, everyone there is sooo nice. I just got so lucky. And I love my job. 

Just thought I’d share for those who wonder if they can get past it. Anxiety is always there for me, I’ve just learned how to live with it. 

I’m so proud of myself!!!",0.8549928263988527,2.9306938536585383,2.778450502152083,92.32494261119085,83.02439024390246,6.053945480631278,20.012912482066,7.285733465282438,0.3728053084648497,608,17,139,9,17,203,101,164,0.081,0.69,0.22899999999999998,0.9865,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,5,15,11,1,1,8,0,13,2,0,1,0,24,26,15,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,6,2,17,8,15,17,2,13,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,5,9,88,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634576378853318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582573042942145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248753707328799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570492823429785,0.0,0.0,0.1362955445379675,0.0,0.0,0.1389021218037363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668257732286998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107816078100627,0.0,0.0,0.15597933998162328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852842622226976,0.0,0.0927709867541184,0.0,0.13055503124461926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941389309987136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859607068401186,0.1450919795010414,0.0,0.0,0.089710435986895,0.13305942253681424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414069896787393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877771825215288,0.1473271905864866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781225345230567,0.0,0.0,0.16450386008491188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029370740916935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318626853915807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061318401332568,0.0,0.0,0.19152270048893186,0.0,0.0,0.15582757885764256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457339390596652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981210751441385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144493673726018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959143837255366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963532456670077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702287224318855,0.23767603248621774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023773143819652
anxiety,-LukeBox-,2020/02/20,"I constantly google things such as ""is my anxiety affecting my relationship"" which in turn makes me anxious First time poster here, So I have noticed a rather disturbing trend recently. I will start to get anxious about something, be it my new job or my partner, and then I will go on a google deep dive into how my low self-esteem, anxiety is affecting these areas. This then makes me more anxious than I was before. I'm going to try and stop myself from googling things like that but are there any other tools or steps I can take to help myself get out of this viscous cycle?",7.254054054054053,6.860890396396396,6.933108108108107,78.30614864864866,63.95495495495496,10.282882882882882,32.914414414414416,9.725611199111238,2.9193711711711723,458,16,87,8,6,144,82,111,0.115,0.836,0.049,-0.29600000000000004,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,5,0,14,19,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,15,1,12,15,1,19,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,10,62,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161202220819736,0.0,0.26125639007649626,0.5787184571103036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530113786022558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452702927132456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524532486539354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178426365005959,0.0,0.194089618801298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445442991570455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694494001538701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342296228677146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796247454367186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491761589949053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440731760146499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860136598644593,0.18332849284436606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813618817756616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145663564610605,0.0,0.0,0.1208622739899262,0.0,0.0,0.14276001430940913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283875780412552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688595787950605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956944254178944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593240142743168,0.18573395261087167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babyrosegirl76,2020/02/20,"horror movies and anxiety i’ve noticed that often, when i’m having a bad anxiety day, i get cravings to watch horror movies. my theory is that it’s a sort of cathartic process to watch something anxiety-inducing and get it out of my system while also finding entertainment in it, or maybe it sort of “validates” my brain that it’s okay to be anxious and also to let go of that anxiety when the movie is over. i was wondering if this is something that anyone else experiences, and if so, what your theories are about it.",6.246369636963699,6.484886920792079,7.331435643564358,72.48183993399341,65.93069306930693,11.089768976897693,34.65511551155116,10.864195022040775,3.930226402640264,413,18,75,11,6,140,62,101,0.16899999999999998,0.768,0.064,-0.8805,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,8,1,1,0,0,13,13,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,2,12,10,0,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,7,4,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278303816712266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704066361812534,0.2315588254345793,0.0,0.14332045070718166,0.21001695571988907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711421776136146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22881536282306225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218930284137526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122692343109794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050091526240016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733973056604827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141777180236012,0.0,0.1164897117237812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209596678690212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592086443744406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336077966717905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155932952039086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222822466120782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pvprikv,2020/02/20,"on the edge of a panic attack i’ve felt odd all day, drank coffee because i had to do some stuff around the house and wanted the energy for it. big mistake. ever since, i’ve felt jittery and anxious. it’s finally come to a head and i can feel my inevitable panic attack coming on. i just took my medication, texted my bf to see if he would be home soon, and am typing this before i start to go numb and shake too badly. it always feels like a heart attack, like i’m about to die, like i can’t breathe anymore, and it’s fucking terrifying. i’m scared every time.",4.559450549450549,4.440766752136753,5.855067155067157,82.8546153846154,69.51282051282051,8.053235653235653,26.11599511599513,7.447530270364453,1.2292866910866909,438,11,92,4,7,148,81,117,0.304,0.625,0.071,-0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,14,4,4,6,0,7,7,3,0,2,21,22,7,1,4,2,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,6,9,1,0,4,0,0,5,1,11,0,0,5,5,8,3,11,15,2,15,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,2,9,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674642297052312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850664628109856,0.1391465553953729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490271920020007,0.0,0.47885741598756204,0.0,0.0,0.11715024275091693,0.0855296685130041,0.0,0.11939067665848878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417236151846375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904862210641268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561621404879804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691545246487174,0.11821445507457926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188657726695778,0.10023514210019513,0.2694328904476636,0.15369914334432233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971129309424262,0.0,0.0,0.07973953701369567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399516358118994,0.0,0.0,0.16626412763295126,0.0,0.0,0.1407390706599073,0.0,0.0,0.16189510611375307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056403149269413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413442499331598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292393882815344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404714940323108,0.0,0.11180628279158478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606316091285468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930981193018547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061761557134144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181397127810698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588591805013546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275653314409306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966986162692693,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jellumy,2020/02/20,"Anxiety/PTSD from panic attack, medication makes it worse In January I had a massive panic attack from weed and I couldn't calm down. Since then I've had at least a panic attack a week. It seems like things that are supposed to get me to relax end up making me feel like I'm going become inconsolably high and then my heart rate jumps and my mind starts racing. Falling asleep is very difficult and daily function is difficult. 
I got medication for it this week, but the medication that says ""take as needed"" gives me some of the same symptoms. Its like instead of relaxing, my brain recognizes the feeling as too foreign and then I jolt either back awake or back into my body. And then I'm just begging the feeling from medication to go away. Cbd oil does the same thing, but since that is weed it takes much longer to go away. I am supposed to start 25mg Zoloft tonight but I'm afraid that it will just do the same thing. I was doing okay without medicine and I thought I'd do better with it, but it brings back PTSD from panic.
Any advice?",3.2652737127371267,5.321467887804882,3.932642276422765,87.15235094850952,75.0,6.701897018970191,24.071815718157183,7.594959193182576,1.1124417344173434,827,26,163,11,18,262,121,205,0.12,0.774,0.106,0.0067,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,18,3,5,9,1,13,10,4,2,0,32,35,18,0,2,9,0,3,3,0,1,6,1,0,0,16,9,0,0,5,2,0,6,2,10,0,0,5,5,14,8,23,28,7,27,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,16,105,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439817017677966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569254304985467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32969551245157874,0.1815211598491706,0.2228424858022246,0.0,0.0,0.10668910892962503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543645020440707,0.0,0.10730283299076963,0.0,0.1078395674936612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453689444636903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556053024524518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653433226743187,0.06901235198002867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047045835009064,0.09266925808608656,0.164703103516715,0.0,0.07726129176823307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144736093294301,0.0,0.10206511550164472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158429366854156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896491587950848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892646400197554,0.0,0.0,0.09754028947404612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710134450996016,0.07162901767735169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533656375138785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258446915030367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682163619514837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879426592219651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982003008138684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675051588484896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040626820094653,0.1452650769404796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253384924916664,0.0,0.0,0.0766910461842467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970660976424404,0.0,0.0,0.15497628923464607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931206970756287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984454967629954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pcrossman01,2020/02/20,"Beta blockers for anxiety? A lot of my anxiety is related to the physical sensations of a racing heart/palpitations and my psychiatrist suggested I tried propranolol to reduce these symptoms. Has anyone else found success in using beta blockers to treat anxiety? I know they don't address the psychological symptoms, but I'm on Pristiq as well which should take care of that. I'm also scared of possible side effects.",7.9360273972602755,9.719369178082195,8.854684931506856,57.58312328767127,62.698630136986296,12.415342465753426,41.9972602739726,11.979248473330829,6.239818630136986,342,20,46,12,5,116,56,73,0.10300000000000001,0.746,0.151,0.6818,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,2,5,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,10,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,11,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053905047054702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894159025800634,0.0,0.0,0.14911207101680796,0.21850380082895374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742654287942575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781462522666211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23382187182114655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527068741047779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719875515804115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130082240600887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404117072661124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350433592085316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433048687155163,0.16034037768730067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447853858968895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841828819168215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174084852280648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,detap_rettiwt,2020/02/20,"I don't know where to go from here Pretty fucking sure im getting fired tomorrow.  Told not to go to a mandatory meeting and to instead meet my boss an hour later.  This is after im told I'm being punished for a fuck up but not sure how or when.  

I'm terrified. If I lose this job, I lose my house, any chance of a similar job (which I went to school for specifically) my car, my health insurance, my son's insurance.   Im spinning out and trying not to hyperventilate",1.5849713631156952,3.457962938144334,4.0628178694158095,85.13060710194733,79.41237113402062,7.61008018327606,25.21076746849943,8.515128840125781,1.7653949599083614,363,14,78,8,9,127,64,97,0.188,0.705,0.107,-0.8811,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,3,0,4,0,3,3,0,2,2,14,14,7,0,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,3,1,9,2,13,10,0,12,0,2,0,2,5,3,2,2,5,45,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860003520592423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952762348925105,0.08343555142201335,0.0,0.18151997177585089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697513794624538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572702438826069,0.18426991297535025,0.0,0.0,0.5175033466177984,0.0,0.3169510097791965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776577881779159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573221589199639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247015718051824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162278121505852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010267253818481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051963375804363,0.0,0.10842437820725563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804153543018275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ViStandsForStupid,2020/02/20,"Excessive Sweating & Chills hey guys, my boyfriend (30) has pretty horrible anxiety, but his includes excessive sweating (like having to change clothes 1-2 times a day) and the almost inability to regulate his body temperature. he tells me he’s hot and cold at the same time constantly and gets cold sweats/chills all the time. does anyone else experience this? if so, was it a medical condition or definitely anxiety? just want to know if anyone else has been through this, we’ve tried so many different medications and tests and i’m not sure what else to do.",7.895588235294117,8.456932480392156,7.814509803921567,69.31529411764707,62.43137254901961,12.682352941176472,37.588235294117645,12.161744961471696,4.950635294117649,451,21,79,15,6,145,77,102,0.109,0.823,0.067,-0.5367,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,6,5,3,0,2,17,10,11,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,6,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,6,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430762586020567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778624577386545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510494579387744,0.0,0.0,0.22946437418698565,0.3362493564256241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822616669706978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358038480382335,0.0,0.0,0.17731780899236274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582137964624104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143411036879574,0.0,0.0,0.14359206437398114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41121638923695136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605068111968304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572774469481148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247014555531106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017693478619276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016374051409256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663566387292021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305971529607811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693363821435225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464835924270973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434176972511534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870381991812303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114030800447606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678170233058472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ven0mrat,2020/02/20,24 and still don't have my drivers license.. 24 female I live in california and I have not obtained my driver license since I turned 18 which is pretty damn embarrassing due to my anxiety. I am turning 25 this year so there has been more pressure for me to get my DLs because I need to commute everywhere and the bus just isn't doing it anymore and I don't want to be that loser in the friend until she's 30 without a whip. Is anyone else going through the same thing? can anyone give me any advice? feel free to message me as well.,2.817390417940877,4.466459770642203,4.289296636085627,85.88167176350662,75.1467889908257,6.312334352701327,26.790010193679922,6.937597516519254,1.2439227319062185,421,16,84,4,9,140,80,109,0.127,0.77,0.10300000000000001,-0.1717,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,2,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,11,21,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,1,1,14,4,12,19,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431187120355152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491415755069089,0.0,0.16777521145175706,0.0,0.2175013366579329,0.3066999962155311,0.2247139162857088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369225830010675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832093623386969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089214577283243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944206008697293,0.0,0.11458292411021215,0.21038672747874204,0.12464164733135932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936589745937116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261913533024802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231219830528728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814194578052062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514507187266914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570299906357442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771030199710785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293575433820284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719033179305365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114116280080832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123153204739108
anxiety,Sageweeds,2020/02/20,"When it hits you like a bus... I've been keeping my brain so busy and I didn't realize how anxious I was making myself until I really tuned in. School, my job and my home feel like nightmares! I'm moving out soon for the first time and all of the stress is starting to give me anxious symptoms. I feel wiped. I just can't wait until I can be calm inside again.",1.3512030075187975,3.1366607368421064,2.928496240601504,93.40447368421052,79.78947368421052,5.395488721804512,20.06766917293233,6.1826913282559595,-0.02350150375939819,280,7,62,2,7,92,59,76,0.038,0.81,0.152,0.7409,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,7,2,1,2,1,13,16,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,2,12,3,7,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,10,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115682039865328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527536231543709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896409458292066,0.16175066731774754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258818100387914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719755819368086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271123492214345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468159837899,0.2012477392147935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212295173790136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113353338634467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064293538205614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504701898730918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914370800178244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025745077360684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25935721037514003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353315083231436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202420002478424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spies_and_Lovers,2020/02/20,"Too much this week. I just need to vent. 

Friday of last week, I got sent home from work with a fever.  Turns out I had a wonderful Flu/strep throat combo that I swear was going to take me out. I finally get to feeling somewhat better on Tuesday. No fever. Actually took a shower, did some cleaning. Was feeling great.  Until.....

Wednesday morning, I wake up at 5am, before anyone else.  The calm before the storm.  I'm just sitting down with my cup of coffee, when the feeling of impending doom sneaks up through my chest.

I have a genetic heart condition called Wolff Parkinson White Syndrome.  It's basically an extra electrical pathway in my heart,  that likes to 'misfire' at times.  The episodes are few as as far between,  but when they come DEAR LORD!! Chest pain,  pulse over 200, feeling like I'm dying. 

Back to the story.  I'm just sitting down when an episode hits. It starts off slow.  Then I can feel the sweat starting to form on my head.  I check my pulse. 170. It's been 15 minutes.  I have vagal maneuvers I can do to slow my heart rate, but nothing is working this morning.  I'm starting to panic.  I just keep thinking *I don't want my kids to find me dead*

My husband then comes in, and helps me.  30 minutes now with a pulse of over 170. I can feel myself getting weaker and weaker. The hubs calls for an ambulance.
I'm loaded up, and within 15 minutes,  I'm met buy a team of cardiologists who are preparing to sedate me and shock my heart back into normal rhythm. I'm terrified.  I immediately start crying that I don't want to die. I'm scared. My pulse is now 265 with no signs of slowing down.  I knew I was dying. I'm 36. I have 2 beautiful girls.  I don't want to die. 

And then.... the monitor goes off. My pulse is going down with the meds they had gave me. 200. 180. 160. Slowly back to normal. No need to shock. 

But , I have a heart surgery set up for 2 weeks from now, to hopefully correct this issue. So, now I can be anxious  about that for the next 2 weeks.  

I'm sorry it's so long,  just needed to get some things off my chest. Have a great night everyone.",0.5080138788098694,2.9172659543269246,2.192766690856317,93.3215729317852,88.97596153846155,4.870391872278665,20.349056603773587,6.458325815156112,0.2468574564586357,1591,52,337,18,53,519,210,416,0.128,0.758,0.115,-0.69,1,0,0,0,0,2,78.0,0,0,2,4,19,14,0,2,21,0,26,15,12,0,1,48,72,19,5,9,8,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,13,15,0,1,10,1,2,6,6,6,0,0,13,7,42,8,61,57,7,67,2,1,1,0,13,24,0,5,36,202,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0794109078172984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919313357294122,0.0,0.056899755153469685,0.08337898254976654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877185838497468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848939002076474,0.0,0.0,0.0719701603748696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618729909072055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019585514324298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938734392184312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378203595986959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679789239486614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775793259810175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687587952167755,0.05813478940155462,0.0,0.08914306043074031,0.07437588109113437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754627467405585,0.0,0.09249532836766726,0.0,0.06508355094372238,0.1794339099181253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351490639148393,0.0,0.0,0.4821527581271322,0.054544391109476766,0.0,0.08162642424555709,0.08082439396743933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849350493728102,0.0,0.07233042763161028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633202583354249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951207630551382,0.0,0.0,0.07201490038631403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039001597733964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059820474988867126,0.181017067448366,0.0,0.0,0.08654394003508227,0.07636554652318643,0.15946174271562746,0.07808214268362602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658944209025568,0.09547680633460397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814712340540916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109339161311568,0.2303924504361267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061184370718007676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406237413852165,0.05214223859195388,0.0,0.0,0.047450803088633815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041135500614997,0.0,0.08851335296482346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399242197288992,0.0,0.2610985911477936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824843450312041,0.11848490265713987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dragislit,2020/02/20,"Worst panic attack of my life, something weird happened, does this happen to anyone else? So I was driving home from work, and thinking about certain stressful things about my work. I had already been on the verge of crying/crying the whole ride home, and as I’m getting off the freeway, I can’t breathe and begin to hyperventilate (my attacks are usually hyperventilating/dizziness/etc) but as it’s happening, I start like..screaming almost? Mind you, I’m STILL driving and trying to pull over. But this wailing/screaming thing has never happened before and was uncontrollable for about 7-10 minutes. I couldn’t stop and it sounded scary and hysterical. If any of you have seen the movie Midsommar, it was sort of similar to the scene where Dani has a panic attack and all the women are around her yelling/crying with her? Has anyone else experienced this? Please comment 🙏🙏❤️💖 I tried to google but didn’t find much.",6.670095693779906,7.672119730994152,6.482083997873473,76.27741626794261,65.14035087719299,8.323444976076557,33.089314194577355,8.296473431620573,2.5894631578947367,738,30,127,9,11,232,112,171,0.19399999999999998,0.77,0.036000000000000004,-0.978,0,0,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,7,10,3,4,7,0,14,2,1,0,3,24,25,15,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,8,10,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,9,0,0,7,3,13,1,21,17,4,16,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,3,6,83,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865510138601648,0.0,0.13076160099811024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058030713983234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570818573448726,0.2428231877174741,0.0,0.10548520607323528,0.0,0.4044137191615602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083007168448832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603212359870768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369531461076648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979738599108622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321526635223652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830180450490293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061908473116225576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41913709574907576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377192420818355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369615281218569,0.05789041566624984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964564194693905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710707412926341,0.0,0.09139024496994788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780554734331832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007135160404226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122283686690157,0.0,0.0,0.0838710001161694,0.0,0.09462984172963833,0.09906668790400863,0.13573502209411914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574449294347658,0.07592647572825767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089994226649015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050492472047784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229485095472338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253077981869594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blueskyoverandunder,2020/02/20,Using music for managing mental health? Does anyone do this now? [ensu.com](https://ensu.com) helps people do it. Open to your thoughts!,6.710499999999996,9.435549050000006,4.850000000000001,67.41500000000002,108.5,5.6000000000000005,19.0,6.742157984588678,1.5488000000000004,111,3,13,2,5,32,19,20,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.5027,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29271100471158085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663398955104714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449767791751941,0.0,0.0,0.2805942394650671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218736231920801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902205476981385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323399804277101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36155594948761904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caseybuchmann,2020/02/20,please read all... i don’t know what to do anymore. i want to be able to go through the day without having an anxiety attack. i want to make it through the day without tears. without isolating myself from the people who care the most. why does anxiety have to over take my life. i want my life to be back to how it used to be. happy family. complete family. i want my dad back. i don’t want him to be gone. i want him to be there for me. i miss him. why did he have to die? why do i have to deal with this ? why me? why do i have to live everyday day in constant pain?  please help.,-1.4539377777777782,0.5416255839999984,1.0895333333333357,99.61998888888893,97.16,4.6977777777777785,16.544444444444444,6.42735559955562,-0.3652488888888894,438,12,108,6,18,148,64,125,0.08800000000000001,0.706,0.20600000000000002,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,5,0,16,3,0,3,1,16,30,1,1,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,0,19,2,23,23,2,11,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,7,74,24,1,0.1140272755378991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446110736022966,0.0,0.11308441729064404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297224874363358,0.0,0.17535987280995516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162584069304298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195554289417842,0.12322297592469485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061447844240595,0.1175571141587071,0.0,0.0,0.11834230942324575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978603723946536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149895344189809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480432844778401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138415513866654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643007920124363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266640856475059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108167379916707,0.0,0.0,0.10068817337649576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611409185785324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133306069301587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905215548503287,0.0,0.0,0.2503354135848475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405813293806627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573432033496646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848295498760536,0.0,0.0,0.40353744874254377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144594018240277,0.0,0.0,0.3297546736371543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,G0nbabyG0n,2020/02/20,"Mom gets mad at me for being anxious which makes me more anxious It's all in the title...

My mom gets angry at me for being an anxious person, she tells me I shouldn't react the way I do to adversity or the little things. As if I enjoy worrying and being too anxious to even eat for the first half of the day. 

I wish she could understand that I don't choose obsessing over stuff or being anxious. I feel like it's beyond my control and it takes me a moment to organise my thoughts (making lists helps) so I can just relax.

But in the meantime, she yells at me for being this way. I'm sure she thinks she's helping by letting me know that what I'm worrying about is not a big deal, but she's just making it worse.

I've sort of learnt to just avoid her when I'm feeling anxious, but it sucks knowing she'll never get it.",3.2298362235067444,3.9329366416184968,4.697239884393063,87.06335500963392,72.757225433526,7.153949903660887,25.399325626204238,7.1686216300943375,1.022576493256262,641,19,138,6,12,215,100,173,0.17,0.748,0.08199999999999999,-0.9253,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,2,2,9,0,13,1,0,5,3,33,32,11,0,4,10,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,13,2,1,2,8,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,3,25,4,20,22,2,16,0,0,0,0,15,9,1,4,6,100,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7276945739151909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040958423666745,0.08571552978733929,0.0,0.0,0.06923614206654193,0.11067996689459936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985262951501153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090803864964426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085654711343124,0.07669559472033742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131749082175096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826821755423144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391776620723895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180007875318588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977942322522567,0.0,0.05244902443507565,0.10759954236569624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498414351171946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514695645784969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828000479248737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373966446351237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289765136954478,0.0,0.0,0.10118234903646148,0.0,0.08071882169201955,0.0,0.09383442263682368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132297165312215,0.06878979076086046,0.0,0.08522916880919812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176203329812752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042938459187698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345482113372275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805172885461008,0.10940557313511004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JonDavid_,2020/02/20,"My friend sent me here I've suffered with extreme anxiety for about a year; couldn't really tell you why, I just have it. I twitch a lot and randomly break down complete with mental pain and shaking violently and uncontrollably, in always super anxious and an usually on the verge of tears just by talking to people I don't trust entirely. One of them told me that the internet was a helpful place and sent me here, so uh. Yeah. Hi.",3.8024999999999984,5.742980916666671,4.963809523809527,80.84785714285717,73.16666666666666,8.609523809523811,28.66666666666667,9.23628265651192,2.605566666666667,343,14,65,8,7,113,66,84,0.235,0.638,0.127,-0.8138,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,6,8,1,2,6,1,4,2,0,0,0,12,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,1,4,0,9,3,11,2,1,11,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,2,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216459458188082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900835434064368,0.2938870579519121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275453568074753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098550460592374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436808139201224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211639105968124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26216252481212404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627933826886086,0.0,0.2768100363569623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035010333476054,0.0,0.2717936175800602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665399195137467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090927440895885,0.22737607280743316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485773742148292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28651028866776224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347382072284399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752328625043034
anxiety,3AMThrowaway_,2020/02/20,"I have to do a 6 minute presentation on Monday I have a presentation due on Monday that we have to preform in front of my entire class. Fun. I have really bad anxiety, specially a fear of embarrassing myself. I’m sure a lot of you are the same. For some context, we had an author come in to our school today to talk about a book he wrote. We didn’t have to do anything. We literally just sat there, but I still got really anxious. I even sat in the back. Maybe 10 people could even see me, but it didn’t matter. The entire presentation I was really nervous about nothing, and now I have to give a 6 minute presentation. Wonderful",2.6887012987013,4.575597682539684,4.891558441558445,80.39435064935067,76.14285714285714,8.391341991341992,23.359307359307362,9.095868883498916,1.8578190476190481,492,15,99,12,11,171,78,126,0.113,0.805,0.08199999999999999,-0.4243,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,5,1,0,0,9,7,0,3,10,0,14,0,0,0,1,17,23,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,8,1,16,3,17,14,3,18,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,3,11,72,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123759195787435,0.2381088054757757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344480338227805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206823426572958,0.17598318440950012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815586999576924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682817748543383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784216728288754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371735514301236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218868463965006,0.0,0.0,0.16857110199012887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918813755716678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174563725532244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223839429583088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612058105498196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40507176356644176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330932676977205,0.16795548366457125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832027441764408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864714506264294,0.0,0.0,0.16940801638488776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978422351994055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285698250539232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alli_Bezy,2020/02/20,Does anyone else ever get weird unreasonable fixations? I think the worst part is knowing its not true but **believing** it is. Sometimes I’m convinced that people are stalking me. Or that I’m being watched. Or that if I go into a store at a particular time a whole bunch of people will see me and then I’ll spontaneously combust. Lol. Well not the combusting part but you get my point. I think my anxiety might be dabbling into paranoia a bit. Idk. I’m ranting at this point sorry.,0.3984946236559139,2.4978233118279607,2.4120967741935497,86.97147849462368,106.20430107526882,5.077419354838709,22.37096774193548,6.691623216298621,1.2154258064516128,380,16,70,7,18,126,66,93,0.138,0.757,0.10400000000000001,0.1862,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,1,7,0,0,0,2,16,17,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,8,3,5,13,6,10,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,4,3,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777036827025616,0.0,0.0,0.13506515949850875,0.19791993035001446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763032429357504,0.0,0.0,0.21088568258925436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903961798957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136421291969416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472841355083368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184103177980567,0.0,0.10977987730483332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615819665373168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491708452262128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183568137670569,0.0,0.2678319839953922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652059122241004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392715416270272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104470014399413,0.2162319228668127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475441151912267,0.0,0.0,0.1126358148679634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367814766111786,0.0,0.0,0.215661345464992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tinitiny13,2020/02/20,"How can I deal with physical symptoms of anxiety? I 27F have never been diagnosed with anxiety (I can't afford to go to a therapist at the moment) but I would say I am the perfect candidate for it based on symptoms.

I have had mental symptoms since college but I have been having physical symptoms for the past few years. I have been having trouble with the feeling of needing to go to the bathroom any time I am in a place or situation where I am unable to easily go to the bathroom (movies, car rides, work, etc). Once I realize that I am in this situation I start to have a panic attack. I presume it is a lose of control issue, but once again I have not seen a therapist about my issues. I have used deep breathing to get through the panic attacks but I haven't found anything to combat the feeling that I need to go to the bathroom. I end up going to the bathroom before I leave any building and have stopped drinking too much water in fears that I will have to pee. 

I am getting married this year and I know that the nerves of walking down the aisle are going to bring on true panic knowing that I can't leave the situation to pee and I really don't want this to effect my day. Do you have any ways that I can try to work through this fear? This is really effecting my every day life and I know it effects my fiance because he",3.97448538011696,4.961438144444447,5.379512670565305,81.80464912280702,71.25925925925925,8.054580896686161,30.136452241715396,8.371475516178862,2.2183703703703714,1049,43,206,16,19,353,131,270,0.185,0.76,0.055,-0.9876,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,8,5,11,2,5,18,0,33,11,3,6,3,35,54,10,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,14,7,2,2,11,1,0,10,6,9,0,0,6,4,32,2,37,46,3,34,0,1,1,0,4,11,0,1,12,152,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833695815631207,0.0,0.1375197591774026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396565311498365,0.0,0.0,0.20450867820417407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479154818589039,0.0,0.07648340192134671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081088583201624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159335755134004,0.09266492843769,0.0,0.0912288628794975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805064816025351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796092316367509,0.0,0.1002427659754653,0.0,0.0,0.07572989728707745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228564120730186,0.0908946026614329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855154072561016,0.0,0.0,0.0939198108774844,0.0,0.3064938349860821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762799135489175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819124235884154,0.0,0.0,0.19034521526920165,0.0,0.0,0.06348667999399664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005555456161436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058043667802967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607399210890291,0.13329349511613414,0.06932293829562132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144389460065872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163733027618013,0.0,0.0,0.08580303302378238,0.0,0.0,0.0939080998870694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516208409962833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147818524551093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435174699404509,0.3030951455673965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361930825064704,0.0,0.0,0.07514580899722346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736894028159717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872106017534825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241121855724122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061024329091013775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762963595668332,0.0,0.0,0.05301503738170571,0.07134455841464675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087108593920327,0.0,0.0,0.06384996131701927,0.0,0.0,0.1157627882412032
anxiety,Psy1996,2020/02/20,"Does anyone else share this experience? <*Potential trigger warning for those suffering from eating disorders>*

Tried posting this to some eating disorder subreddits, but weirdly don't feel like it entirely fits there because it is so related to my anxiety. 

So, I've been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa (restrictive type). I've been in treatment for it for a while but I've never really felt like I ACTUALLY had anorexia. Now, I do recognize that I DEFINITELY have an eating problem, I'm just pretty sure that I've been misdiagnosed. I would like to share some of what I experience to see if anyone can relate to this or has a somewhat better idea of what this is and how to deal with it. 

I have severe anxiety and panic disorder. A lot of my anxiety attacks are triggered around food situations, so I avoid them like the plague. I can't go out to restaurants without having a panic attack. I also have trouble eating in front of others. I also can't eat at certain times, like if I know that I need to be somewhere, I will avoid eating until after the event is over and I feel safe. 

I can't eat too much, I don't think I really ever feel full, but once my stomach starts filling up, I get very uncomfortable, anxious, and nauseous. Sometimes I do throw up (non-voluntarily). When eating I can't keep food in my mouth for too long or I get anxious or gag and have to spit it out. I also get highly disturbed by certain smells or textures. 

I've been on a strict weight gain plan and was doing REALLY well, I met and maintained my goal for a long time. The past couple of months though I've gotten really sick (flu) twice and school started back up again, so my time and patience for eating has plummeted. I've also had very little appetite and now  feel like I'm falling back into some of my old habits. In a very short amount of time I have dropped in weight.

Much of what I have written was put down in a very anxious and panicked state, so putting it out there I guess has helped. I guess at the end of it all I'm wondering if I am alone in this, I really feel like I am because I'm the only person in my life dealing with issues like this. I have a really good support system, but they worry about me constantly, and I feel like if I share my more recent struggles that it is just going to be a big thing for them. 

In short, does anyone here have similar experiences like I do? What have you done to overcome some of these challenges to get yourself to eat? What are any weight gain tips that you have that are also healthy?

Thank you for taking the time to read this, I appreciate what anyone has to say! :)",5.5053939688715925,5.956666142023352,6.2623127431906624,78.77397495136188,67.5408560311284,9.07091439688716,30.264834630350194,9.017664075816787,2.4197161478599223,2063,73,395,34,32,679,234,514,0.209,0.674,0.11599999999999999,-0.9933,0,3,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,3,3,6,29,35,2,6,17,0,48,22,3,3,6,71,81,39,0,7,15,0,10,10,0,2,4,1,0,1,31,20,15,5,11,1,0,8,8,12,1,1,13,13,51,23,64,64,12,68,0,1,1,0,15,29,0,17,37,276,82,5,0.0,0.0,0.05242265759083969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563738648285938,0.0,0.2147980396186188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03653122387673672,0.0,0.12328622229608376,0.18206383986564997,0.0,0.15024819453144164,0.05504215947934129,0.0,0.04782190358319206,0.0,0.12222778027620396,0.0,0.08261423453507784,0.0,0.06549403547532548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751069063169365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058051888781793626,0.0,0.0,0.059439803098421874,0.0,0.0,0.11076526054395046,0.0,0.05452434344008961,0.0,0.0,0.12313481248009404,0.0,0.09402090628522863,0.05497388273700165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496864279538398,0.04487589868325529,0.0,0.04757969078818099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859252520566879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764446231207496,0.0,0.0,0.16297370292476504,0.1535093977731562,0.051579316253621964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991609827048434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226526041163848,0.0,0.06106026314327384,0.0450575180698508,0.0,0.0,0.118356565755981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036007168501479773,0.056757790325850724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064297885974802,0.0,0.05606938811196895,0.0,0.04774851900515538,0.0,0.0,0.02952293071203351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794379798897704,0.26244721695479,0.05384123106892496,0.0,0.09508045098982733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567055008996869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042878535297908894,0.0,0.07898029032680709,0.039832461332121545,0.041431928192498114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056369766534819024,0.05720970496202753,0.0,0.0408562366150018,0.0,0.12605693761520165,0.0,0.0,0.05128151215662539,0.0,0.04690595167728626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144860303406252,0.05465222616176778,0.0,0.05140247784472746,0.0,0.1080062298298292,0.0,0.0,0.053734216352850604,0.0,0.2064852118024954,0.0,0.05304170226634996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042720044926444566,0.0,0.054367183150103214,0.042807629088396235,0.0,0.0,0.06068794662188332,0.0,0.0,0.06038317001265143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053130136183922184,0.0,0.07604613064312947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615947233040305,0.0,0.0,0.0609604551730164,0.05063016175341601,0.0,0.04039051314512769,0.0,0.0,0.049457862997933436,0.0,0.0,0.03568896774901527,0.034421401226324096,0.0527793119117866,0.0,0.1566218842661277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03647213581906058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729744476742273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962482907322356,0.04830044293535261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051783853607949175,0.058256700395974775,0.0,0.05455494168524695,0.0,0.03816091870052224,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daddy_Demarco,2020/02/20,Exhausted I am just so tired of fighting it. I work in customer service and feel like it is really taking a toll on me. People treat me like crap.  I have coping mechanisms I use but it just doesn't seem to be doing it this month. Work is overwhelming and I am making more mistakes than usual and just don't know what to do. I want to run away from it all.,1.3227428571428597,3.153966226666668,3.2205714285714286,91.056,80.06666666666666,6.419047619047619,20.047619047619047,7.447530270364453,0.4993619047619045,277,7,61,4,7,93,53,75,0.153,0.757,0.09,-0.69,0,0,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,2,1,1,0,10,3,1,2,1,15,17,5,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,8,3,9,16,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,45,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709813081496854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458344767433304,0.20604823628907806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585088051036027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28181615956788164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925234591905513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302151321275802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999550156739806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477007196893494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625679216454057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685692516786612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314978589835586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491034012588679,0.3176553170861269,0.0,0.17011835707973533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199482869156812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Katdaddy99,2020/02/20,"Anxiety attack Just had the worst anxiety attack of my life. All of a sudden my heart rate felt super low, then I felt extremely cold. Then I couldn’t feel my toes at all!!! I also felt light headed and dizzy. I called my aunt who told me my sodium could be low because I just started a low sodium, plant based diet due to my blood pressure being high and my cholesterol being high. Now I feel extremely exhausted and feel like I could fall asleep any second. I’m just so worried I could die and that if I go to sleep my heart will stop.",4.504338138925295,4.955402055045873,5.205792922673659,85.47403669724774,69.73394495412846,8.06343381389253,24.74574049803407,7.957251820313856,1.1960657929226737,420,10,87,5,7,136,67,109,0.3,0.648,0.052000000000000005,-0.9790000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,1,3,0,9,10,7,0,2,21,19,9,1,5,4,1,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,6,0,0,2,1,8,0,1,5,8,18,2,5,6,3,15,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,8,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015213415893487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217282522738834,0.0,0.22987644188262446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34185434559297273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158891942186093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341855473153768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598790006177493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559322271078843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22790755275237415,0.10733618535722186,0.4327808301231436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538859272175793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419633518596065,0.0,0.0,0.35608583672237865,0.0,0.31748751757253885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612360137377888,0.07340288877212284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035508430045044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634530123650596,0.0,0.0,0.12561286682002534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435670439724861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258269312040965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danedg04,2020/02/20,"My sister has the flu, and I’m a hypochondriac. What should I do? I’m having a fucking panic attack because my sister has the flu. I’m scared that I’m going to get it too. What are some recommendations so I don’t get it?",-0.5524999999999984,1.5702520833333369,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,90.66666666666666,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.2390666666666665,172,4,38,2,6,62,30,48,0.312,0.688,0.0,-0.9375,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,3,15,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,14,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527349641369986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425916574374829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679059924721578,0.41583352435460336,0.0,0.2261688462467129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669182652378496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398425635834618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frecklegirl1,2020/02/20,"I don’t want to go on a trip anymore, what do I do? Me and my mom planned a trip to a city about 4 hours away from home. She’s already there for a work thing and I’m suppose to meet her tomorrow and spend 2 nights there. The plan was to go shopping and just have a have fun girls weekend. I haven’t been feeling well for the last 3 days and am feeling anxious about the travel there as well as being in this city. The last time I was there I felt very panicky/uncomfy the whole time that I made myself sick. I’ve been looking forward to this trip all month but now that it’s here I really don’t want to go. 
The train company keeps striking and canceling trains as well so my mom thought everything was canceled and I was relieved that I didn’t have to go. But she read it wrong and the train is good so I’m going. I told her how I feel but she’s just trying to hype me up, and I’m in my room crying. I REALLY don’t want to go. I just want to stay home and be cozy.  I’m very introverted as well and I’ve been going out a lot lately and just feel exhausted. I also feel like I will break down again and be sick/panicky the whole time and it’s not worth it. Any suggestions?",0.7195052083333309,2.4182940234375003,2.444218750000001,96.53723958333336,81.421875,5.8291666666666675,20.432291666666664,6.816661863887847,0.09522447916666632,914,25,222,10,24,301,123,256,0.071,0.807,0.122,0.736,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,21,10,0,0,14,0,23,2,0,2,1,39,49,25,0,4,8,2,6,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,11,15,0,1,7,4,3,12,6,2,4,0,12,7,26,8,26,33,4,36,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,1,16,141,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171398913584947,0.08488864332403576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218608790305735,0.0,0.0,0.11992002962411165,0.10527292978941803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973203801223628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660151401127282,0.06845839316630574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540136730760088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683648122701208,0.07583405170730567,0.10192127889354873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222950586410162,0.08903413614223506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295553112486248,0.0,0.10453701629026567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435158268381692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305390898265402,0.11974256648787544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185984991068295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891398184899095,0.0,0.0,0.09024549395058372,0.0,0.10044231977434163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24864473680132484,0.08472844295096996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961520224482164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617938446674534,0.0,0.13600566007268974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314247826345054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052178081392896,0.0,0.0,0.08427176577761833,0.185691907996165,0.0,0.0,0.10143150327022513,0.0,0.0720693292710492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517082066772374,0.2504416348227751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817687610196129,0.0,0.0,0.2370268389165487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727894370248073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605908135968865,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toway27483926,2020/02/20,"Don't leave me of we are ordering food My aunt(mom figure) was getting food and left me to order by myself, don't so that.",0.2941025641025625,2.495498153846153,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,86.69230769230771,6.5435897435897425,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,1.0436820512820508,96,3,20,2,3,34,22,26,0.0,0.9520000000000001,0.048,0.0382,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7727290301687036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693586659851076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383252496674465,0.34715911190617466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742176356553962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TridalC,2020/02/21,"How do you deal with anxiety? I have severe social anxiety. Parents and friends don't take me seriously. I got no one to talk to (about anxiety).
How do you deal with all this pressure?
Thanks in advance?",1.0223076923076917,3.6190070000000034,2.98089743589744,85.26826923076926,94.3846153846154,6.702564102564103,27.012820512820515,7.793537801064563,2.3415435897435906,159,8,30,4,6,53,29,39,0.24,0.599,0.161,-0.4063,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,6,7,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,2,6,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5595623510981295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027331396457154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837386980821505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950042398331094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521799013339386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27073202363102583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27544594572379505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854265379935814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833214618521528,0.19597238830831426,0.0,0.22447567606499627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zeroway22,2020/02/21,Why are some people on Benzos resistant to trying Therapy? How do you help a loved one struggling with withdrawal? What happens when they get off the drug? How would you advise them with their panic attacks?,4.453648648648648,7.539358081081081,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,76.29729729729729,6.943243243243244,25.466216216216218,8.07648339933343,2.0459243243243246,167,6,26,3,4,51,34,37,0.209,0.629,0.162,-0.504,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,3,0,3,4,1,2,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,1,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33613442006830346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426459302779333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436841819841954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26127897855595283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804415453174884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666689583251185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021492597825855,0.0,0.0,0.3466648541364485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483842828061524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088844716064451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378903070986974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060153582907025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666114659043582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989006341582064,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nospace77,2020/02/21,"Anyone else buy tickets to events and then never turn up because of anxiety? Feeling like crap right now, I bought a ticket to see a band I love a few months back and have been so excited to see them. The gig was tonight and I just didn't turn up because I was too anxious. I've been to gigs alone before but I've always had to follow through with going because I would have asked my mum to drive me there. One time she dropped me off in the middle of London on my own for a gig and I was literally shaking because I was so anxious but I went in and it ended up being one of the best nights of my life. 

Now I'm in university and I live in a city I'm buying tickets for events so often and getting really excited for them but I end up never going because I have no one to hold me accountable. My parents are so worried about me at home that I keep lying to them on the weekends, saying that I went out and did something when really I just stayed in my room.

 I was so buzzed about moving here because I grew up in the countryside and I always had to rely on my parents to drive me hours to see a band I liked. But now I'm literally surrounded by venues here and I never go. It sucks. I wish my friends from back home were here because they loved going to see live music, all the people I know here aren't interested. 

Sorry I'm venting now. I just feel like shit because I'm looking at videos of the gig online and thinking ""why the hell didn't I go?"" I know I would've had so much fun, and I knew when I decided not to go that I would regret it, but I did it anyway.",3.379202504082741,3.745237649700602,4.992585737615676,86.30868807838868,72.20359281437126,7.629613500272182,26.55906369080021,7.520522993642371,1.2487592814371258,1221,38,270,13,22,415,150,334,0.114,0.7509999999999999,0.135,0.8431,2,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,1,27,17,4,1,14,0,23,5,2,0,4,41,58,26,0,4,9,3,2,3,1,2,1,1,3,0,7,14,0,2,7,7,4,14,8,6,0,3,19,8,46,11,45,36,5,60,1,1,5,2,15,22,4,1,25,191,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156055656050976,0.0,0.0,0.1471195024745963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676293157248965,0.19974418355995266,0.0,0.061814587200949386,0.09058101170466447,0.0,0.0,0.0826464145482474,0.0,0.0,0.13595543881599426,0.0,0.4311252356443457,0.0,0.07522584633936541,0.0,0.09277522665756076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385074172845535,0.0,0.1566005610592412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940009519867116,0.1263126000868949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830121374630976,0.0,0.046187781164320735,0.0,0.3014544012874349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735414522679174,0.0,0.08706077306744689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857811539007108,0.0,0.0,0.09716976796255268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244281914573031,0.12957014035628975,0.0,0.1561258522332284,0.0,0.0742376412128961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957729740556534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705637486689909,0.093960152884374,0.06498759015092267,0.0,0.2045493495196204,0.0,0.0,0.0829617758806439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971583750430292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963258049836726,0.0,0.0,0.0612886535334423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326856579298945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549708856650593,0.0,0.07030292644965057,0.0,0.0,0.2817882429166175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074610341860492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805821908233585,0.0,0.098961768536816,0.0,0.09422759491271278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056646130472821486,0.0,0.0,0.05154946268865576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231774760840425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390399356491284,0.07977144669100024,0.0,0.10166098527252188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977921393497225,0.0,0.18840038197103026,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eliziwizard,2020/02/21,"I only ever feel pretty while drunk. This is not a rate me post. I have BPD, anxiety and just getting worked on being on The spectrum . I'm blunt, I feel so misunderstood but this picture, right now, I'm happy with music. I came out to work yesterday that I'm on spectrum.help I have come to accept I'm blunt, say stuff that others think is crazy. I'm sad. I worry. I don't know how to act. I have BPD, anxiety and I'm on the spectrum. I've not had a friend in two years. I wanna make friends but I am different and it impacts. I'm a lesbian , my family disowned me for it. 
How do I move forward??",-0.5126673228346483,1.6298686535433085,2.278853346456696,92.86190206692913,90.81102362204723,5.064763779527559,19.748523622047244,6.6274283507984215,0.27191377952755896,457,15,102,6,16,159,77,127,0.171,0.715,0.114,-0.6553,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,3,1,22,25,9,0,1,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,7,1,0,5,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,2,3,14,4,12,22,0,18,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,6,64,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756356400662762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45379696951292997,0.0,0.0,0.2060489346568159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551872856223078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188223273328954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296020193563795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983377792268678,0.0,0.18218321594669265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783740832873324,0.0,0.0941233730373377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177798308058666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075386955702315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900828841888573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025463293651713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914758903251437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701573525827354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725383627266035,0.1832820536462848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385109332481753,0.0,0.1432662146790591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623398143871494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543583032591627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598492307426342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26230947286990625,0.1829557998063797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601369295432876
anxiety,gadfish21,2020/02/21,PLEASE JUST HELP ME I CANT STOP SCREAMING,0.5874999999999986,1.7917427500000045,-0.754999999999999,107.6,121.5,1.6,16.5,3.1291,-1.4462000000000002,34,1,7,0,2,9,8,8,0.0,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.7948,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369453532923918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7155749207221048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545005771593054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxi3tysucks,2020/02/21,"I’m anxious about speaking with my doctor about my anxiety. I was formally diagnosed with anxiety when I was probably 13 or 14. I started having panic attacks in school every once in a while, but I had no idea what was happening until I ended up in the hospital because of it, where they diagnosed me. 

I’m 25, female, and I have 3 young children. My anxiety has always been prevalent, but not awful. 

But after the birth of my youngest son (just over a year old now) I’ve watched my anxiety turn me into a completely different person. 

I’m no longer outgoing, I’m always scared. I lay in bed at night, thinking about if someone broke into my house, what would I do? Could I protect my children? During the day, I never want them out of my sight. I’m worried about them choking on food, I’m worried about them hitting their heads, I’m worried about them jumping off the couch. If my fiancé is late getting home, I’m imagining the worst: was he in an accident? Is he not coming home at all? Did I do something wrong? I’m sure you guys get the point - basically I’m completely exhausted from being worried all the time. 

I’m also triggered terribly from ‘sensory overload’ which is incredibly hard for a mother with three small children (1, 3, & 5) that are super loud and always grabbing at me. 

I haven’t been medicated for my anxiety for many years (I was given one months worth of Xanax when I was FIRST diagnosed, and I took it when I’d feel panicky, not daily) and I just have never tried medication again since then. 

I have a doctors appointment on Monday (for unrelated things) but I want to talk to my doctor about my anxiety (and my awful ppd) and I’m just so anxious about it. 

What if the doctor isn’t receptive? Will they think I’m exaggerating? I did therapy for a while, which did help some, but I just can’t afford the visits anymore. 

I did CBD for a long time, too, which DID help and would calm me down, but not fully.

This isn’t a doctor I’m super familiar with, I’ve only had a few appointments with him before, and it will just crush me if I’m not taken seriously. It’s taken me a long time to get to this point, where I NEED help, that I don’t know what I’ll do if it doesn’t work out. 

I don’t really know what the point of this is - I guess, does anyone have any insight on speaking with your doctor about anxiety? I don’t think I’ve even mentioned it to him before, I tried for so long to keep it under control on my own. I was in denial for a long time. 

Can you guys just tell me it’ll be alright? And that it’ll get better from here?",2.9860312984632738,4.440938895953759,4.7391221391982725,83.63167207105599,74.29865125240849,7.837981108134781,26.14601250058743,8.482186458684032,1.7812953710230746,1993,70,405,36,41,677,232,519,0.158,0.7490000000000001,0.094,-0.9786,2,0,1,0,0,0,71.0,0,3,7,6,28,15,1,2,22,3,48,15,1,2,5,68,87,31,0,11,23,2,3,0,0,6,13,3,4,6,25,20,1,3,9,0,1,4,17,9,0,3,20,8,61,6,61,57,6,65,0,1,2,0,31,28,0,8,33,276,86,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054136310430632086,0.16898499711852036,0.07334837593312067,0.0,0.04603546847339367,0.0,0.3625097362561097,0.15295398056487308,0.0671360476956569,0.04733448053831234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701375054479437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126673411617714,0.0,0.11520828725922733,0.0,0.0,0.059871437872008965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058313941412674326,0.1419555261814911,0.0,0.0759266010796424,0.05404959146525859,0.0,0.0,0.0436581935923581,0.0,0.0,0.20612944985950635,0.0,0.07072770742391687,0.0,0.415737146764457,0.059241054744539036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059958389640702776,0.0,0.0,0.04471244044252679,0.0,0.057036635018756325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03422903280538107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758201675698175,0.08185803555743679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414730553177125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457456079028747,0.13405897922224505,0.05986317638347768,0.0,0.06064214405428134,0.0,0.06947542569531802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612521244504092,0.0,0.13580882305880154,0.0,0.0,0.07811186942330728,0.0,0.07642032336092623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017114150705604,0.0,0.0,0.07440768755089466,0.0,0.0763638161397352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963462701098234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863292052412273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363928022229003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054034145325998616,0.0,0.0,0.050195581293958985,0.10442235554622416,0.0,0.0,0.06352792671866063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103535920182345,0.07209382248013624,0.045872429135644086,0.0514857098403745,0.0,0.07942644074857573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910936537303685,0.0,0.0,0.19198324951638407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298752697885573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336766583671745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777530997038972,0.06851176829823115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599866906236922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735843550323751,0.05211553765056197,0.0,0.0,0.047915438879871534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380249462943563,0.0,0.0,0.05441132341555503,0.05916911697893811,0.0,0.07741605223623113,0.0,0.0449740845037497,0.13013021433209326,0.0,0.0,0.15789587208367914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752125296925832,0.09192201522297744,0.07363359599691917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985747890779332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928335195627132,0.2749935021605809,0.0,0.09617831451151254,0.07401473519606938,0.0,0.08718775725573012
anxiety,kirstenten18,2020/02/21,"Anyone else ever 95% sure they did something, but also realize how important it is that you 100% do that thing and then start to doubt that you did it at all because you didn’t double, triple, and quadruple check that it was done? I dont know if i sound crazy, but sometimes at work, or in everyday life my body is totally in auto pilot so i don’t remember doing things sometimes. I’m so anxious, especially when it comes to my work because I love where I am and i’m so afraid to screw something up. Does anyone else’s anxiety force them to check things multiple times to make sure something was absolutely 100% done even though you knew it was done the first time? (i.e make sure the ovens off before you leave, or make sure your curling iron wasnt left on). I hate this feeling and need some reassurance that its just my anxiety messing with me.",7.903907185628742,6.371662646706589,7.601549401197605,77.74388098802397,63.251497005988035,10.984730538922157,34.64745508982036,9.827888789773867,3.0327251497005987,670,23,135,11,8,213,103,167,0.094,0.753,0.153,0.9165,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,2,3,11,11,2,2,2,0,17,4,1,4,7,31,30,17,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,15,6,0,0,5,0,2,1,4,5,0,1,11,2,18,6,13,19,5,18,0,0,0,2,10,9,1,5,8,92,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277498284151968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774981618147492,0.13106086108907505,0.0,0.16223697495532854,0.2377365924904577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414400249702864,0.0,0.09871791029582072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288634961501514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993431157290407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152313287918993,0.3561625401735013,0.13596553465204175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382675641402372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662502046889971,0.1049397541101037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865929735403959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867999082527623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453811388452925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375731815577675,0.0,0.0,0.1228402595474722,0.12604768769916538,0.0,0.0819429081759715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470561713234287,0.0,0.2323173043675355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602163975016902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314193042864625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26793577579522204,0.22947823367395964,0.0,0.08211409282536994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373608247334656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312202227095725,0.0,0.11398148152788767,0.0,0.13529539330243456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689166511624151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jjones118,2020/02/21,"Fear of being fired Hi! I’ve been fired at ONE job in the past unannounced and completely random, they fired all the managers the same day to clear house basically. Now I’ve been doing my current profession for 3 years, but I still get bad anxiety thinking I’m going to get fired all the time.",4.8224137931034505,5.880851413793106,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,69.34482758620689,8.558620689655173,28.29310344827586,8.841846274778883,2.0794,234,8,46,4,4,75,44,58,0.31,0.664,0.027000000000000003,-0.9595,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,8,9,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,4,3,0,6,6,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,25,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309877340888915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25211215642018736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165844588188548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473008150136534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397730055716322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155084684617769,0.0,0.17160277397985008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484049487033085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996346460486869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460630935983487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882414613677504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411343305046999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347469632912315,0.0,0.0,0.17606704211512514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444321534298908
anxiety,taffynaffit,2020/02/21,"Finally going to my old work to retrieve my pay check after 6 months of avoiding it I worked in a restaurant last summer and I just had an awful experience. The people were great but I just had a problem with my boss because she would make me feel bad for things that i rightfully did wrong. It’s chinese culture though so they’re very straight forward and not really thoughtful of feelings. I’m chinese myself but an ABC/CBC (canadian born chinese) but in my case, my chinese sucks asssss so the summer was basically me meandering my way through chinese and being anxious of going to work every week.

Most of my coworkers and I got laid off at the end of august (thank god) so I believe the pay check for August would have been at the restaurant by early September. They don’t do direct deposit or mailing so you have to go in person to get your dough. I put it off because i just couldn’t do it until now -which is my reading break so I don’t have an excuse not to go and i need to go and settle my mind or else 6 months will turn into 6 years.

But i think i can do it, I’ll try not to give a shit about my subpar chinese skills and just try to get my money and buy a drink too. I asked my friend to go with me cause she understands and goes through anxiety like i do. I think it’ll be okay. Ill be doing this in a few hours. hopefully the pay check is still there lol but ill be happy at myself for going!

Sorry this is long but i think that even if i don’t succeed today and don’t get my money, this is progress and i feel that a huge weight would be lifted off my shoulders just like when i passed my driver’s test lol

(Also off topic but passing a driving test is the best thing ever because everything about driving gives off anxiety lol)!

Anyways if you’ve read til here, thank you and i hope in the future that you can accomplish one of the tasks that you didn’t think you could do <3 you can do it and im rooting for you.",2.6836380597014937,4.105515059701491,3.956638681592043,89.07062966417914,75.01990049751244,6.517537313432838,24.502798507462693,7.04035,0.8687335820895523,1522,48,323,15,32,499,195,402,0.098,0.7440000000000001,0.158,0.9861,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,8,1,8,23,18,2,1,19,5,41,6,2,4,1,61,73,34,0,11,19,0,4,2,1,5,2,0,0,1,18,16,2,1,9,3,10,13,9,6,0,1,9,4,51,12,44,52,3,57,0,0,0,0,19,18,2,7,28,224,69,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730631365946257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790332642441775,0.10920866515425516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090372640161412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071473300012792,0.1767859168408563,0.0,0.0,0.10891306988886863,0.10144834740196207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930588346962016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718247951775506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946990005990898,0.0,0.0,0.0807547011489877,0.0,0.08562020646050003,0.0,0.0,0.0638490860909166,0.08744281376414284,0.08144795908265927,0.0,0.08688003171956413,0.09456101393207056,0.0,0.0,0.14663653610288674,0.0,0.0,0.10589636885142747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468637382786297,0.0,0.1515169804945537,0.185467784903379,0.38457528571315935,0.0,0.07731517948334206,0.1065781195828852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290614677319757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920286289120389,0.09519967635142344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441931012617836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879828940569948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445536332167424,0.0,0.0,0.08554918820666951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452743275500078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760832125568644,0.0,0.15432084505445154,0.0,0.0,0.0716789770296974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143804990931732,0.0,0.06550554271011051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701824225564892,0.08440780510143844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249935619043777,0.0,0.09717923281825233,0.0,0.0,0.1933906934623076,0.0,0.06192875634086493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255495723014128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922953094973397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821324006129274,0.0,0.0,0.07720013735241282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799999835350247,0.0,0.0,0.12844542435706047,0.2477668459661085,0.09497698509324552,0.0767445361680873,0.0,0.0,0.09163108573786767,0.0,0.0,0.13126406444234692,0.10514831584812008,0.0,0.10063603255205583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976220302421907,0.0,0.07673150080342324,0.0775421905563165,0.11771702654127755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112895767452,0.0,0.0,0.20601304992125088,0.10569258024743072,0.0,0.062251786795787536
anxiety,kr15d23,2020/02/21,"Open plan offices - anxiety level 4000 Anyone get really anxious in an open plan office ? I feel constantly exposed, judged and that people are looking at my screen all day.",5.2360000000000015,8.2877826,5.616666666666671,72.60500000000002,73.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,3.2550000000000012,138,6,19,3,3,44,28,30,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107862301606373,0.4589558621118744,0.0,0.2840650141022619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439020532842736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620027776253833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541623307131004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225301829069634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411543707232926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816481192972932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602592542981048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Soljaris,2020/02/21,"Can you date an OCD person and be happy? Everyday Control and manipulation I don’t know what to do.. my boyfriend of long term had an ocd crisis over one year ago and it was the moment when everything went down with our relationships( now he takes the medicine). I love him so much but I never sufferEd so much all because of his obsessions and thought related only to me. I don’t know whether I can take it now. We are on the long distance relationships right now. He says I don’t apprecite him (crazy idea he got) and always thinks some dark stuff about me although I was supporting him And loved every second. Now it’s the peak point for me, everything I say if it’s not what he imagines in his head is like an extreme fight and him saying «I ruined everything  and why I couldn’t say Smth in some particular way“ basically Controlling every my word and manipulating my actions. I really don’t know what to do, he changes his mood from super happy to being very accusative and blaming me for everything in the world .

has anyone of you had problems dating someone with severe OCD ? Are there any chances To be happy with him one day? what should be prepared for dating An ocd person?",3.649192139737991,5.776463209606991,4.6947139737991295,81.79752947598256,74.10917030567686,7.72410480349345,26.733842794759823,8.548686976883017,2.0009683842794765,941,35,178,18,20,307,130,229,0.11,0.731,0.159,0.9419,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,2,2,0,3,9,14,1,1,9,0,22,3,1,4,2,37,34,17,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,2,9,14,0,2,7,0,0,2,7,5,0,3,7,4,29,8,22,21,6,29,0,2,0,2,28,9,0,3,18,123,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962396298638689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033788191611684,0.0,0.0,0.07383046043997182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591378145419055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618249105930411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148513222884348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435381284581426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001785018792943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294767773744647,0.0,0.3902983014889067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683233256941589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467203007129782,0.0,0.0,0.11142284065845737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256088289770775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789996066401864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304119822084705,0.0,0.0,0.192159821940414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597503807499986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962101954717506,0.0,0.08373489882762823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713796456929654,0.08257141264437354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959605741073607,0.0,0.0,0.10263254383771986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388561357366402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955190949739562,0.0,0.0,0.23312437395978455,0.0,0.09271710354117473,0.0,0.3453528518593318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265176379988085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198993393035562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428522279261295,0.0,0.1232025099744922,0.0,0.0,0.16326034917272494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956645936921001,0.0,0.08619144561216073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958057377284481,0.0,0.08617680565235936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064430185796618,0.09796639344527072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991470355775131
anxiety,annelee223,2020/02/21,"Anxiety when sleeping away from home? I’m visiting family and unable to sleep and it’s occurred to me that I never sleep well when I am not in my own bed. It’s a little better in hotels, but for the most part I am anxious and sleep horribly. I used to have panic attacks during sleepovers as a child and I’m realizing I never really grew out of that anxiety. Anyone else have this problem and if so what do you do about it? Does anything help?",1.7409401709401706,3.8877930329670316,4.173113553113556,83.15244200244202,80.2087912087912,7.121367521367523,23.2979242979243,8.167268648758528,1.5708525030525031,350,12,68,7,9,122,64,91,0.252,0.695,0.053,-0.9637,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,1,1,3,0,6,4,4,1,2,15,9,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,8,2,12,9,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005820728736644,0.18463765277567745,0.0,0.11427917533984222,0.16746085006450814,0.13449498987932534,0.0,0.0,0.18593354784920216,0.15355474363067945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445470293243389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143025101479433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653091034204834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540741612150603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095485915289519,0.0,0.1639409593865984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380713272533987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521058759524683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175848230930428,0.0,0.17698669239579534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638744403789012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470213324138067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6542214161450941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115737051762453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694978011322776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dismal-Frosting,2020/02/21,"Really Anxious Last Few Weeks I've had anxiety since i could remember but it was always pretty good, pretty well taken care of. The last month or so i've noticed myself having a ton more anxiety attacks and panic attacks. It scared me to the point i went to the hospital, and i'm pretty sure they just laughed at me. Would it be a smart idea to go to my doctor and see if I can be put back on some anti anxiety medications? Or should i just start writing in a journal?  Any comments will help thank you!",3.230882352941176,4.706281843137255,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941178,73.70588235294119,7.845098039215688,26.47549019607843,8.472884824447931,1.8643490196078427,396,14,78,7,8,134,74,102,0.191,0.512,0.29600000000000004,0.9570000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,5,11,2,2,6,0,10,2,0,0,1,17,18,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,4,1,10,7,8,8,4,13,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,4,6,53,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240320523083804,0.0,0.0,0.10003649421305358,0.0,0.3376049350245071,0.16618686090361698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347065150494789,0.0,0.11311472102426612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998342615032534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745143088871145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505682757795417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360320312823426,0.12338475603385195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860142971340526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660637219337374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398205369951397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819288499430674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741786595124185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748010082589473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725961078228299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906184272060254,0.0,0.0,0.4489762339698451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788122924381197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423927672237742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664137149732955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472778409447343,0.0,0.11722369756965365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216868366797232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412172794532304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386447905589306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543458719797832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179988164670121,0.0,0.1322651274015281,0.13636787662427172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044992233392048,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dogemaster00,2020/02/21,"I've never done drugs and never been arrested, yet I'm probably stressing out more about a pre-employment background check and drug test than people that have actual issues. Anyone else relate to something like this?",10.132631578947368,10.184430684210524,8.898947368421053,65.10263157894738,57.94736842105264,11.810526315789476,34.78947368421053,11.20814326018867,4.2352210526315766,178,6,25,4,2,55,35,38,0.065,0.804,0.131,0.3724,1,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.2375832753203966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702339208285083,0.2494550473170709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491456121831281,0.0,0.0,0.5646760234050734,0.0,0.203380818182272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25411052176759197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894297669818495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755449897119767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878552888140375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624926427391641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742853432520687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788842917132624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nightmare_gummy,2020/02/21,"What to do when a year's worth of guilt hits you all at once? I've been relatively mentally healthy for a good while or so, had some history with anxiety, but've been doing well and been off medication for over a year. This was up until last month, though, when I suddenly started unconsciously digging up dirt on myself non-stop, remembering all the ways I've fucked up over the past year or so, morally. I did manage to talk to my boyfriend about some of it, and he said he didn't mind and still likes me, and that put me at ease for about a day until I started digging up more memories to feel guilty about. I don't have any idea how to talk about this to anyone and sleeping's been hard for the past month or so. Distracting myself works for a while but as soon as I'm alone with my thoughts again it all comes back. I don't know what to do, and I don't know how much longer I can live like this.",8.064826203208554,5.163668818181822,7.661009358288772,81.77033756684494,64.02673796791444,11.48903743315508,33.53542780748663,9.516144504307137,2.51805935828877,707,19,164,10,8,224,106,187,0.083,0.84,0.077,-0.0344,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,17,7,1,2,8,0,16,3,1,2,3,27,27,24,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,0,1,2,4,3,1,0,10,3,14,4,34,16,7,35,1,0,0,1,6,10,1,5,24,112,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633597300003824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726116459344752,0.0,0.12066229358958147,0.0,0.0,0.11028782102868387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128390549038773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586961261342456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172219039041544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975254827121868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581796760601473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322956459977826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129425007296598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805690164830695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733675247820494,0.1285702297640497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541168958908398,0.0,0.13927764326139974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588954266539863,0.1589537868491684,0.0,0.15926137972506638,0.0,0.2517956500791507,0.0,0.1159490022694892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679762934025949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011404564266698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856126301687284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867626926414756,0.0,0.15003644870420071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578429627322201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328287065142155,0.0,0.12596262523051666,0.13186855069390688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535532757745787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496799344037618,0.12521924933503342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519798034756485,0.0,0.0,0.1418173608720625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482862890715648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047170157596643
anxiety,AmericaWet,2020/02/21,"Suddenly super anxious all the time. The last couple months I’ve started to get super bad anxiety to the point where it’s interfering with my life. I never felt like I used to have a problem with anxiety especially worse than any other teenager (19M right now). Obviously I would get stressed sometimes and had a breakdown or two but that’s sorta just what happens to teenagers. Something changed though and I don’t know why. Now I’m almost always on the verge of an anxiety attack/ full on panic attack. The smallest things will make my heart start beating fast and that feeling of everything going wrong creep in. For example today I was ready an article in my Reddit feed about arachnophobia and I started to freak out pretty hard. I’m not and have never been scared of spiders, there weren’t even pictures of spiders, just reading about how other people get freaked was enough to make me start to fight or flight. The reason I’m posting this is because I just started crying out of no where, legitimately just sitting in bed reading and boom I’m full on sobbing. And the anxiety attacks aren’t even the worst part, it’s panic attacks to a severity I’ve never experienced. I’ll get this crazy sudden chest pain and feeling of doom (that btw I always think is a heart attack) and to my core think I’m dying for sometimes several hours. I’ve yet to have it medically checked out but it’s happened many times in the past few months with no complication so I assume they’re panic attacks and not real heart attacks. Even writing this I’m starting to feel slight pain under my left pec.

I’m sorry this post is a mess I just don’t know what to do I feel like I’m losing it. This is all very new to me. Has anyone else developed severe anxiety in a short period of time for seemingly no reason?",3.955854187192117,5.905466337142862,4.895182266009853,81.46271428571431,72.77142857142857,7.341871921182268,28.64039408866995,8.104835398774808,2.0607024630541866,1438,58,262,22,29,468,184,350,0.305,0.648,0.047,-0.9986,2,0,1,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,19,29,8,5,17,0,19,9,4,6,6,56,53,17,1,2,11,0,6,2,0,2,4,1,1,0,18,16,1,0,13,2,1,1,12,25,0,1,6,8,18,4,41,45,8,51,1,3,0,0,2,21,1,6,28,161,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587306730353652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109474939169327,0.0,0.0,0.044735303695820516,0.0,0.2516224939764421,0.07431707549591719,0.0,0.04599762818508378,0.06740337330855599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238707334881809,0.0,0.0,0.054926803633489736,0.04010125115352762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959063714111724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727886273999426,0.07226051850450584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827329595821892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054954002170639234,0.0,0.0,0.06797234756930133,0.0,0.1303489245471951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059122322091114336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304925341623608,0.046996026965289976,0.06316285446154803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747747778587846,0.0,0.03738650290882448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634496028900415,0.0,0.05892944768449285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386269311978305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478388436121227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230621540903401,0.05362265360940847,0.0,0.0,0.07147439323214946,0.0,0.046465109741113335,0.06427737539925094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735953504352954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782252003240905,0.06669454325097703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627035231423624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501615303424994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522097833334676,0.063534494679542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399974024942197,0.23154967677276,0.0,0.071237546528666,0.06279817035553632,0.04560626908388385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218704299410384,0.0,0.12600557206735968,0.06692586985995462,0.0,0.06294630217866602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316033919647822,0.07487647321550059,0.0,0.1352735984968777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056179085976087256,0.0,0.0,0.06586115391344567,0.0,0.0,0.05988718636036061,0.0,0.2229512264877516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064365545484348,0.13012390636611634,0.07363968344392456,0.27937307225385505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535522823215639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043703896048750725,0.08430332598168895,0.06463234177965145,0.0,0.11507735270570013,0.0,0.0623554395334411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426130559248577,0.0,0.0,0.05681616292159328,0.0,0.0542786019360168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935973223845301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703940798632634,0.04673099081321759,0.0719243610798822,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bernadette_h,2020/02/21,"my biggest fears happened last night me and my friends get together once a month (at least) at one of our homes where we play games, talk, eat snacks, etc. 
this month was my month to host. i created a playlist with so many different songs and genres to make sure there was something to please everybody. i also put out games and had some game ideas in my head to make sure we didn’t run out of things to do. 

within the first 30 minutes i was hit with a “what kind of music is this?!” i turned bright red since this was EXACTLY what i was afraid of and had nightmares about. a little later i made a game suggestion and the room went silent and they all looked at each other and said “yeah no we’re not doing that HAHAHA” i was mortified. 
i woke up feeling anxious can’t stop thinking about how stupid people probably think i am, even though it’s probably not true and they haven’t given what happened a second thought.

i don’t really know what the point of this post is but i needed to get it out of my system, and maybe one of you is experiencing the same thing and i want you to know you’re definitely not alone in this.",3.5262503239181133,4.803446973568285,4.068748380409435,89.67471624773258,72.65638766519822,7.631925369266652,23.48509976677896,8.124751697461798,1.0140875356309929,881,23,192,13,17,278,137,227,0.057999999999999996,0.8390000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.7719,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,3,2,2,1,9,10,1,2,10,1,18,3,1,4,5,43,40,15,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,15,18,2,1,7,6,0,3,8,3,0,4,15,7,25,7,28,24,6,28,0,0,3,0,15,15,0,1,8,128,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286855713912935,0.0,0.10259254578477342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449298828202566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403454177834945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127151934731773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307597768747812,0.08473357450406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436062096968078,0.06486669644312454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912242898580678,0.0,0.0,0.09911564610603893,0.0,0.1340512568139633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689081007149065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166136988032484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868417506480606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482249456839227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359309407828512,0.14100839216935065,0.10457253400061103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857912887274905,0.0,0.0,0.10773032235612433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139001033204518,0.17126760508728486,0.1300647566338326,0.1288833914974075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071968047435638,0.0,0.0,0.09512455561027558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039039377918355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662343674251662,0.17386368775122274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893933446774957,0.0,0.0,0.14082263121946495,0.12127442843965068,0.0,0.12286525453645647,0.0,0.27663415344458714,0.0,0.0,0.12896572634614767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218512136384322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220320727608908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612186116800368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876302319058752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725522172867527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418214429238009,0.0,0.0,0.10311371691783884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704588209605232,0.1644046280663359,0.1260431422794384,0.10184701569445437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395414280825646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566808668649704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189250478175002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DWEGOON,2020/02/21,Anybody else get shaky or get a twitch when doing an anxiety inducing situation? Im not sure if its normal,3.1085714285714303,5.460749619047622,5.92404761904762,71.29178571428572,76.61904761904762,9.914285714285716,29.54761904761905,10.125756701596842,3.779647619047618,86,4,15,3,2,31,20,21,0.258,0.742,0.0,-0.5517,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29657678643220986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32385978510495883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050972145236609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187646645596692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798474786637327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43577245332248615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653870738283157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vladmir_the_romancer,2020/02/21,"I have to pluck up enough courage and motivate myself to go to McDonald’s, something most people don’t think twice about.. Don’t get me started on the 

hairdressers 
College
Friends 
Family gatherings 

Only place I can be free is in the toilet with the door locked 🚽 

ANXIETY FUCKING SUCKS",8.020691823899371,8.26266,7.330188679245285,73.97503144654087,62.20754716981133,10.840251572327047,38.42138364779875,10.504223727775694,4.189998742138366,232,11,39,5,3,72,46,53,0.11199999999999999,0.685,0.204,0.6713,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,5,12,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,8,11,2,6,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,1,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664353449994359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598691752245313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283299736021684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690823831842948,0.3219817836247369,0.181963358306522,0.0,0.1979371089487663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648847201697989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414554010151281,0.0,0.3638813380901296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681250710122736,0.0,0.0,0.2465163180008232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231655185866861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thebaddmoon,2020/02/21,"Warm sensations in body? Anybody else get random warmth in their arms / foot? I'm getting random waves of warmth in my left arm, chest, and left foot. It comes for a few minutes and then seems to go away and then come back. It always seems to happen when I'm sitting at my desk at work, when I get home and take a shower it seems to dissipate. I've been anxiety free for months now and I just happened to google these symptoms and I'm convinced I'm going to have a stroke which is making everything worse. I realize the likely answer is that this has something to do with me working out everyday and straining some kind of muscle...

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I was evaluated by a cardiologist about a year and half ago for chest pains and he said I'm perfectly fine so, does anybody else get these symptoms? Am I worrying for nothing?",4.947664772727271,6.015216118750002,5.348977272727275,82.62011363636367,69.0625,8.318181818181818,29.54545454545455,8.575989854853784,2.13675,649,24,126,10,11,207,103,160,0.07400000000000001,0.799,0.126,0.8611,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,7,9,0,1,6,0,8,11,7,1,1,24,29,14,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,8,13,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,3,3,9,8,22,26,2,24,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,6,11,73,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101887074885866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359757379362702,0.14792196389827642,0.16588965972326006,0.0,0.0,0.10443926270071503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826728930801,0.10497729895607594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164561017825615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352039190145657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947167268171972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280938948841512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269753055003654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853092780181912,0.0,0.15517765272294504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414526157718075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694309905299593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216707148291946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966639751947433,0.0,0.0,0.06669794886922305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112976244447277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089708775757283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099692530480986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526945967200022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298640661862354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728545979646373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510161378235312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837980952164414,0.1026478547501412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877986706914275,0.13864512465807022,0.13912798953975597,0.0,0.0,0.16588965972326006,0.08791594985629482
anxiety,Troub1edSou1,2020/02/21,"Can you ever make it out the rabbit hole? I have anxiety, i always have, but i never realised until i went to uni. Im a quiet kid but ive consistently maintained a few good friends throughout my life. University flipped my life upside down. I met many people throughout the first couple weeks but found it incredibly hard to keep up with them. I didnt go to lectures either.
I am now in second year and dont talk to any of the people i met and hung out with in 1st year. I cant go to lectures because i am terrified that people are going to judge me. I am boring and weak to everyone around me, even to my housemates who all do their own thing now.
It all comes down to the fact that I am anxious of everything and i cant stop overthinking my flaws and inability to speak up when interacting with people. It stops me from going out because i know ill just be my weird self in that situation. I wasnt like this before uni, i was content being who i was. But now im more aware of who i am, I can see my flaws and cant stop thinking about them when im with people!
I think i am a covert narcissist, i think i am autistic, i think i have bpd, but everyone keeps telling me im fine.
Scientifically, the reality is that my anxiety has caused me to act differently, such as jumble my words, which has reinforced my negative thinking and made me believe i am a awkward/boring person to the point where i act like one.
Yet i still fall into the same thought patterns and behaviours.
It seems like the only way to escape anxiety is to not give a shit about anything because i cant seem to find a balance.

So my question is: How do you stop thoughts about your flaws from getting in the way of living a normal life and talking normally to people when they make themselves known all the time?

-I havent tried medication, only counselling which is bs imo",5.000974472549245,5.24787257104558,6.1095815363095936,80.14485720946499,68.59785522788204,8.953444457395968,30.426506585849165,8.841846274778883,2.2864405874810574,1451,53,295,23,23,486,185,373,0.128,0.81,0.063,-0.9721,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,4,1,19,10,1,0,17,0,35,7,1,5,6,62,62,21,0,2,8,0,1,3,1,0,6,2,0,3,16,19,0,6,14,0,0,9,11,4,0,3,11,4,54,6,44,49,8,46,0,0,1,0,23,15,1,3,23,208,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971808046664489,0.0,0.0,0.05697851081590484,0.0,0.1922920889333468,0.0946562544594092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895013987748291,0.07458881913582009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532286170304503,0.0,0.0712971634629467,0.0944000482268918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552767801033963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607305072120047,0.0,0.07217568652354295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927094990073796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754031567566055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819856316208878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055340987196262265,0.07579077373223375,0.0,0.16012548051966755,0.07530298422998513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658044202606723,0.07126977683490993,0.0,0.09186889092439776,0.06473417100845594,0.0,0.04377561627964219,0.08037679893367501,0.19047392858614565,0.07027714946927084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505732374361583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620203864159908,0.0,0.0,0.1489487193617514,0.0,0.0,0.046047529986095743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754519624689044,0.12280331729634705,0.0,0.07398607625660811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792819498865585,0.11185788391136252,0.08494757920560769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844072952267297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462224141752262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418831702237666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056776715570250914,0.12744864654520838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485270578161185,0.07316018986915221,0.0,0.0,0.07920646132060856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386140237348586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667679507603267,0.15255435478743448,0.08740884699319898,0.0,0.08600687242352828,0.0,0.09418088803357713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691296734750543,0.2802010837927997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469076269019453,0.07323414496586379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566482638953392,0.2684388824051501,0.0,0.13303615301285932,0.048857283056141225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688634994155936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133013556293215,0.06720944084676146,0.0,0.0,0.07767203953219047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791306648006146
anxiety,MikeADenton,2020/02/21,"Unbearable heart palpitations? Good morning/afternoon wherever you are :)

So, i've been dealing with anxiety and depressions for a long time, but two years ago things downhill for me unfortunately...

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I'm 22 years old M, and i feel like my heart beating 'loudly',and it worries me, whenever i go to bed or stand still or whatever, i feel like 'i'm moving' with it like crazy...

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I have a lot of things in my mind... worried about my future, trying to find a job, problems in every corner, spend a lot of time at home studying...etc

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So, uh, should i be worried? sometimes i panic, i think my heart is gonna stop or something :p",4.359344262295083,6.353714114754107,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,71.78688524590163,7.830819672131147,31.872131147540983,8.548686976883017,2.677872786885247,510,24,92,9,10,164,83,122,0.20600000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.124,-0.9024,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,1,4,0,6,3,3,0,0,18,13,8,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,2,14,4,12,9,2,17,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,5,13,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242196449518132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389034720998568,0.3800691944864834,0.0,0.0,0.07976013798095563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748953492059378,0.0898007003459447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627968073273888,0.0,0.0,0.08784522446856395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543599106580334,0.14896957486079052,0.0,0.0,0.09529357119978406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925449238477904,0.08745001164120007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37065288514265615,0.0,0.0,0.10458327829550876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346393849433153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281142744469595,0.0,0.0,0.09226858138325422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727963314962047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527488947885766,0.0,0.0,0.11081399654041564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940542113392923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232898231116347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976464480221267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026597469692975,0.1031177753861116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832637609475782,0.08716769328511101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853406840010324,0.06680687412213755,0.0,0.0,0.1215920111809648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078704816833775,0.0,0.1018488156582076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31764933954399016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800691944864834,0.13428260809077586
anxiety,orpheuseteuridyke,2020/02/21,"I just can't socialise I'm not sure if this fits in this subreddit but okay...
First a few things about myself. 
I'm really socially awkward. I hate going grocery shopping, making appointments or meeting new people. 
Sometimes I just try to get over myself and to socialise with others to get more confident. But I always seem to f*** things up and alienate people. Afterwards I'm really disappointed with myself and want to isolate myself even further. 
What makes it worse is the fact that I often don't even know what I did wrong to make other people despise me so much. 
I feel extremely bad about this since I would very much like to get to know more people.
Does anyone have advice about how to deal with this? How do I know which way to act when meeting new people/being in public?",3.132200000000001,5.661449153333336,4.043333333333333,83.885,77.46666666666667,6.4,22.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,1.202866666666667,623,19,110,9,15,200,93,150,0.2,0.74,0.06,-0.9754,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,2,1,2,1,7,0,0,5,2,28,24,11,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,5,1,1,2,3,6,0,1,1,1,14,3,20,22,5,14,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,4,6,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466939742459968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249105440465031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496628370006708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253426030953569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476549050890734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136963347413122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830358990055386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590437937351943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769064407590222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352920221925987,0.0,0.08531575269686713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821085217823474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475034589619569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334027305174623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006156159579779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070861049641255,0.0,0.0,0.2899705944158155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162928192643575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233939672970973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666216371432127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124179501217283,0.0,0.0,0.15302681559743894,0.0,0.0,0.1484709474239368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148482619609035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946400423050653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192054733089663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386341110315167,0.0885437284964279,0.11915700755770693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529834862237355,0.10663981237354513,0.16413091691769424,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousPerson2_0,2020/02/21,Should i be worried about prion diseases? Recently i found out about prion disease and to be honest it made me a little worried. Specifically about the sporadic ones. I myself are a healthy teenager and although i’ve found out that prion disease occurs in 1 out of a million people i’m still a little worried.,4.671724137931037,6.992753758620694,5.616758620689655,75.45410344827587,71.75862068965517,6.019310344827588,34.01379310344828,6.742157984588678,2.5527958620689657,250,13,37,2,5,82,38,58,0.11900000000000001,0.773,0.10800000000000001,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,1,9,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723088487265263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317371916574235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037989470588575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459479095460433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493182401670658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126630012219404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200374498252985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6561903446469611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nos4rat2,2020/02/21,Feeling discouraged I got into a bad car accident a little over a year ago and was having awful panic attacks afterwards due to anything car/driving related. I've been on medication and what not for a good majority of my life so after all this time my anxiety about driving has decreased to the point I barely stress when I'm driving. But I'm still having severe derealization/disassociating symptoms all day every day to the point I feel like there's something wrong with my actual health and its causing my anxiety to spark up again. For over a year I've been dealing with this and I'm getting fed up because I cant enjoy life feeling like this. I'm on medication and in therapy and it just feels like something more than anxiety and every doctor is just passing it off as such but there's not much more I can do for my anxiety that I'm not already doing and I feel like in my every day to day life my anxiety isn't as bad anymore unless I start to feel that feeling. I know my body enough to know what my anxiety feels like and this isn't it. I cant live a normal life feeling like this.  Does anyone have suggestions for what to do that helps?,5.598831168831168,5.849069813852815,6.83374458874459,75.45633116883118,67.31168831168831,9.716883116883118,32.51731601731602,9.606745405546679,2.991765367965368,921,37,175,18,14,313,114,231,0.175,0.735,0.091,-0.8889,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,15,1,2,8,1,16,11,1,1,2,36,36,16,0,1,8,0,9,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,15,12,1,1,11,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,5,9,18,8,31,31,7,32,0,1,0,0,3,13,0,0,21,117,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.08431997424338791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659387130062274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535137595072224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966029791815394,0.0,0.08569171944222452,0.06041721497547875,0.0,0.07110492959456156,0.0,0.0,0.09829951168401754,0.0,0.0,0.14429111386732746,0.05267240958554503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597779484657193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876295570096109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228993695685004,0.08908098468628642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844039371056442,0.07561463650114311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928068897287553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840281757926636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932060791410641,0.3703715834299576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514366640957323,0.0,0.0,0.07247341011922838,0.06910692107775471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184573621690073,0.0,0.0,0.0579162457637904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497316128677093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441249807744141,0.2532821904596875,0.08660169906680483,0.07629824613194144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409028596688866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351848944849538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465971746301144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013790431598749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336355127469354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761439673625937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303940831243025,0.0,0.0,0.06115874386973522,0.0,0.06900409253210726,0.0,0.0989779952416076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980911260310616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881300517755788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038414248414008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447160118456628,0.0,0.11128550294506127
anxiety,fairydoninha,2020/02/21,"How do you accept happiness? Well, the title says all. 

How can you stop yourself from feeling that everything is going to end drastically soon? Right now, I’m in a good path of life. 

My job is ok, I’m getting married next year, there’s nothing to worry a lot. Life is life.

But as soon as everything is going fine, I’m starting to get these bad anxiety crisis. Right now, it’s a health one. I spent almost 3k going into doctors, with some nasty feeling. First it was a lump in my breast (three docs say it was nothing to worry about. I did three ultrasounds and one mammography). As soon as the Brest lump scare disappear, I jumped into a cervical cancer scare. Booked two doctors for next week. In between, spent 150 dollars on a appointment because I thought I had HPV in my mouth (doc says my mouth is amaze balls).

This week my parents and my sister are going to a little half day trip, and I’m scared it’s going to be some kind of accident. 

Apparently I can’t accept that my like is pretty much good right now. I know all the base grounds and thoughts patterns. I’m pretty informed with CBT (did last year), and I know this is some kind of twisted scheme.  I just can’t get it away :(",2.161239867354457,4.361716063559321,3.361739130434785,89.23631908621961,79.04237288135593,6.138246131171703,23.82019159911569,7.255503002510835,0.9782445099484152,925,32,188,12,23,299,130,236,0.142,0.7,0.158,-0.1131,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,1,12,16,0,3,10,1,18,12,3,2,2,30,40,12,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,10,9,0,1,9,2,3,8,2,4,1,7,9,5,18,12,27,30,7,39,0,0,0,1,8,13,0,5,19,114,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031491440568023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788019928068978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678082502722303,0.0,0.08600863771021566,0.06279364088259419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643261185397803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108691956898998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123585056179696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515661006790896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416940617052864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761983614584112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145465143620347,0.0,0.2927133904781262,0.17279897860654156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096555383012442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949429164114556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102221043536188,0.0,0.0,0.2145371051972783,0.1132226649635338,0.08396649872667968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182759887079336,0.05032524312325853,0.10324259007349083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757500130956078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572384189783209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191035639102384,0.0,0.0,0.197680805066133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960381906872008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437986992996052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959540746755675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639086747983785,0.0,0.24575188932525796,0.3093914674472968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291066100079527,0.0,0.0,0.08612056239029205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355608851506953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062532290008676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525603014270426,0.0,0.0926179199721299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922231416599035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266949361832098
anxiety,Lola11396,2020/02/21,"What is an anxiety/panic attack? So I’ve been diagnosed with depression for a couple of years but for the last couple of months I’ve just been feeling very stressed out. I feel tense and have a major sense of dread. I’ve also been having episodes of being very distressed where I am sobbing so loud it’s almost screaming and breathing very heavy. Is this just because I am distressed or could this be a panic/anxiety attack? I will be going to a doctor soon but in the process of being accepted to a new one. 

Any insight is helpful.",3.4676190476190456,5.4625403333333375,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,74.23809523809524,6.571428571428571,27.857142857142854,7.3871296695380915,1.6989999999999998,425,17,77,5,9,138,67,105,0.287,0.645,0.068,-0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,4,8,0,16,3,1,0,0,15,19,8,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,1,3,4,4,1,12,10,1,9,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,2,5,57,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181878883900888,0.0,0.0,0.14525158191916804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351644519104228,0.0,0.13894849668351866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132667707561378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107215908016664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501890875022289,0.4019461930071203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643995396767552,0.1843533384159094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590873589817108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367787250353435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032260330414163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174455117365582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805486960768166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497746565696054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754219661318492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307899901979785,0.0,0.0,0.2131068052693112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805961173490836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495979287407486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696548549985247
anxiety,legallybadass,2020/02/21,"Anxiety about a night out Do any of you get anxious before going out to bars? I’m very comfortable with my partner and with our friends but based on miserable “going out” experiences all throughout a past relationship, I get horribly anxious leading up to leaving to go out. The feeling usually subsides as soon as we get to the bar and we all start talking, but I tend to get anxious again after we’ve been out for a while. 

Unfortunately, I get more talkative when I drink, so I’ve tried this as a tactic for becoming less anxious. Recently though, I get drunk enough that I can’t dissociate being out with the past experiences of being treated poorly in similar contexts. I get upset as a result. 

My partner is aware of all of this (and other issues stemming from that previous relationship) and is helpful with things like setting time limits for how long to be out, but I was wondering if anyone has tips for avoiding anxiety particularly leading up to leaving and then after being out for a while when you start to have those “we haven’t been here for THAT long but I wanna go home” thoughts.",11.462427536231885,7.966979028985508,11.089655797101452,61.64144021739132,58.227053140096615,14.021497584541063,45.681763285024154,11.93303328291395,5.410961835748793,877,41,151,19,8,291,114,207,0.157,0.7829999999999999,0.06,-0.9636,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,4,2,0,3,9,7,0,3,9,0,14,4,0,4,3,38,32,22,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,8,20,4,2,3,4,1,6,2,3,0,0,4,1,17,4,43,24,6,38,0,1,0,0,13,12,0,2,20,118,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604129339335003,0.0,0.17108367046241102,0.5052981493404954,0.0,0.07818699888578075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349617562888125,0.09515040753726076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954082645256584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553973701166358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876242728608392,0.0,0.0,0.056539446918605636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639169433777558,0.0,0.4089485848840509,0.0,0.2541990599613935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749504498815439,0.0,0.1121643691492838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671081172078986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368020295992773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462950240064634,0.0,0.0,0.19791399527387926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493530042117102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348928931120906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104085550959792,0.24010521960417824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582932493905756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987651358764732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428810150641743,0.0,0.10986237843345452,0.08877242488715252,0.06520302026280651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591829909277703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315370370487715,0.09226303956405514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126379509994467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morgantarctica,2020/02/21,"Anxiety triggered by jealous thoughts I (26F) am happily married to a (28F) woman I really love and trust.   
She has a close friendship with a woman (a mutual friend of ours who is also married to a woman), that I don't fully trust. I know that I have made this all worse in my head, because when we all hangout together, I feel fine and stressfree. After not seeing our friend for a while, I tell myself stories that they're secretly in love. I obsess over this until I drive myself crazy and start a fight that is (seemingly) out of nowhere. My wife knows that I am sort of uncomfortable with their friendship, but I can't keep bringing it up because I genuinely want my wife to have a close female friend.

I don't know how to stop obsessing over these made up things I tell myself.   
I creep our friends Tumblr, and convince myself everything is about my wife. (Themes of lost love, missed connections, etc.)

I am spiraling today over the stupidest thing. My wife texted me a picture of a t-shirt that our friend got her for Christmas (that my wife 'forgot' to show me/tell me about??) It made me jealous and confused by i'm only finding out about it now. It really annoyed me, and I didn't bring it up but I think my wife noticed. I feel like she probably didn't show me at the time because she thought i'd over-react about the gift lol...which is ironic, because here I am...ranting on reddit. 

Thanks for listening, guys.",5.121448054552751,5.81718776534296,5.577009626955477,82.48747994384279,68.45848375451263,8.610429201764942,30.190332932210197,8.680891452615391,2.2554229442438842,1109,41,216,17,18,356,146,277,0.138,0.6729999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9514,0,0,0,0,1,0,48.0,5,0,1,1,9,23,4,3,13,0,15,4,1,5,2,40,43,13,0,1,3,6,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,18,13,0,3,11,3,0,3,6,9,0,0,10,4,46,14,35,33,3,26,0,2,1,3,34,14,0,3,10,145,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691938604737488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271364079371304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29551674304402353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516416626105768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892201342219776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225593993422892,0.08658154312705213,0.0,0.0,0.11076979245292226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681737593508433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693050118359764,0.0,0.0,0.12000184217399087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438076311828215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772344931238226,0.0,0.0,0.19981637104392733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920962589384736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229837015175114,0.0,0.32814894114871096,0.3440321667720753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798100943287167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217405745329292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306684228688082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528090162657562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657651291319053,0.11033113527760477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578225744397933,0.0,0.0,0.10132422546688663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185908108429727,0.11157982925462866,0.0,0.0,0.16103279382999078,0.07765669276286341,0.0,0.1924301645184225,0.07066962478618598,0.0,0.11487843815304545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148379493788999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350778924497413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrainHacker11,2020/02/21,"Mindfulness breathing for managing and beating anxiety. Hi Guys, I used to suffer a lot from many anxiety disorders. At some point I had many variations. Depersonalization disorder, social anxiety disorder, OCD, PTSD and more ... I suffered from those for many many years. In order to stay fully functional and keep working I had to learn lots of coping mechanisms. One skill that I learned is mindfulness breathing. Simple but very powerful.

Close your mouth. Focus on your breathing. Inspire by the nose. Release by the mouth. Repeat.

Do that as much as you want. The more, the better. When you master that skill, then public speaking, falling asleep, they all become way easier.

Hope that helps. 🙂

I have learned a lot these past years about mental health and I have beat my anxiety ( through lots of effort I have rewired my brain and now I have almost no anxiety anymore). I have many other tips. Don’t hesitate to ask me any questions, hoping to help as much as possible.",3.805470653377629,6.977754674418605,4.206611295681069,79.49143410852716,80.74418604651162,7.6947951273532675,27.957918050941306,8.563005593585519,2.8383429678848286,772,34,124,19,21,242,112,172,0.129,0.701,0.16899999999999998,0.9506,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,1,9,3,6,0,0,6,0,10,9,8,1,1,26,16,12,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,18,4,22,14,10,16,0,2,0,0,14,5,0,9,7,84,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058514240261583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830875009864308,0.0,0.3842159690499639,0.0,0.09961839548355396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390623552463426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093800516429828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883895881301121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213428076729863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34536969644900034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946028153774594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677256721522817,0.0,0.0,0.13465766617765054,0.0,0.0,0.19953700170625596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928366767313539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415925186070619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509197491856948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012289447375264,0.0,0.2028496675239203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476831143915695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680668276473701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588991626470432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949567529068699,0.11324113081482247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741948078702212,0.0,0.11252584503926567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023950840070262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706524619561583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867556661951867,0.0,0.08288092734458169,0.05924741021559093,0.07973172382410508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312805287840353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129371697943835
anxiety,DumbedDownDinosaur,2020/02/21,"I wish I could get rid of the constant pressure on my chest, the knot on my throat, and the tremors in my hands. It's physically exhausting to suffer from anxiety. I'm conviced it will contribute to my early death. Definitely took a few years off my lifespan. I'm so tired. I'm so so so so tired. 

I'm not suicidal, but I really want to die. Does that make sense?",0.967100000000002,3.1514592266666703,3.327583333333333,87.90337500000004,83.4,7.483333333333332,24.041666666666664,8.472884824447931,1.6975666666666664,282,11,62,7,8,97,51,75,0.243,0.66,0.096,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,2,6,3,1,0,7,11,7,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,9,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646175814666506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775243475239841,0.0,0.2050448220571428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26653204859488977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247393772879713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341745453901642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142512199299992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452141604509754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809124774772015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5903390802928579,0.0,0.0,0.2853294418921934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147535909781532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953230516601155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653795864817367
anxiety,MissPossible,2020/02/21,"Anxiety Ever since I was a child I was always nervous about meeting people and even felt nervous going to school everyday, even though I has friends and everything was okay. To this day I still feel anxious waiting for phone calls and going to appointments. Even asking the bus driver to tell me which stop I should get off at. Sometimes I have panic attacks just talking to people and I am on a high dose anti depressant. Does this happen to everyone? Thanks.",3.73916339869281,6.591895988235294,4.196862745098041,81.79477124183009,77.35294117647058,6.601307189542485,27.091503267973856,7.793537801064563,2.050581699346405,369,15,60,6,9,116,62,85,0.228,0.687,0.085,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,3,3,1,7,1,0,0,1,11,16,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,2,8,3,11,11,0,11,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207697426383468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981642860370286,0.20647494418928464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708626857329443,0.20792410615034065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662577364111074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786974163204385,0.0,0.15741714503401685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599408322283594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36214808967414175,0.1653234206846445,0.0,0.1746419179715085,0.16425939896914246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241260164715626,0.0,0.17548519990537714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120550641312554,0.0,0.09548833280812533,0.0,0.20774165425699906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162045547457254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310361022515465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443796179936708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534155656944207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849701914712404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118693906005176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076146111341265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595814378584107,0.1528015857702904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146901374178057,0.1597466124233867,0.16826750731647494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956787283037587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AndOphelia,2020/02/21,"Bacon is freaking me out but it's all I have to eat right now  I talk about blood in the post so please be aware of that! First time posting so I apologize if this isn't the place for it.

Okay so I'm a college student and as of right now in the morning the quickest thing I have to eat is the bacon my roommate doesn't want to eat. He had like packets upon packets sent from home that he told me I was free to eat since he probably wasn't going to touch it anyway. 

And up until recently I didn't take him up on that offer. I have meal plans set up with the school and I can go down to the cafeteria to eat twice a day but before class I preferred to make something quick to eat in my dorm. I recently ran out of groceries and I'm just left with the bacon and I won't be able to get my own groceries for a little while. 

And my problem arises since I'm currently taking a nutrition class we've gone over fats and how to incorporate them healthily into our diets. My professor tries so very hard to express to us how to have healthy relationships with food and tries to be as constructive as possible. 

But I have started to freak out at breakfast time since I'm eating bacon literally every day or I just go without breakfast entirely (which for me personally gives me raging headaches). I start feeling pains that I know I wouldn't have if I was calm about it. But my head fills with thoughts of my blood clotting and my veins full with pulpy excessive cholesterol and me having a heart attack. It makes my head spin thinking about it. 

I don't know what to do. I know that if it wasn't about this then my anxiety would shift to something else to ruin for me but I can't spend this much time every day flipping out over my food. 

If I could I'd just buy my usual fruit and oatmeal but I can't do that right now and I don't know how to manage any of this at all.",2.618692263040053,4.030598539845759,3.8036138983331966,90.14260303507757,75.16966580976866,6.767426818144124,24.63064930757111,7.359569317364363,0.9374090886474828,1468,47,321,17,31,478,185,389,0.086,0.8490000000000001,0.064,-0.8589,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,2,19,11,2,0,13,1,31,23,7,5,2,57,58,36,0,10,15,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,20,22,16,0,8,0,3,7,12,7,0,2,11,4,45,5,62,40,5,55,0,1,0,0,16,25,0,5,21,218,65,9,0.08423510614315624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572827607222168,0.0,0.06443962563789007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582959381259742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167787111910143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672548779823406,0.0,0.0,0.16297402459761964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033548003122591,0.07036762236986915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194341991189366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042591800647728065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165033825384479,0.20371484942039497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400936628400544,0.08080598939855461,0.1436182560598156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545810964324744,0.0,0.17289904146317792,0.0,0.0,0.0998190063558633,0.0,0.0,0.08449467957233232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851736455917578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152168929313344,0.0,0.0,0.04115301798198581,0.08442570571184264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124551748937514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192249523075445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896320919528875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355084558469684,0.08800775739116788,0.09246485121755747,0.0,0.09496242561913867,0.16134789390230428,0.0,0.09081969147446636,0.08060162037942649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663440102348853,0.09043697988929963,0.0,0.2158089611803647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525042451456175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904045078956246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969660012788606,0.0,0.0,0.11924408336767588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266686332626959,0.06770498754875869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596206157471815,0.053974454752022866,0.0,0.06687326512500415,0.1473545033785617,0.0,0.0,0.08049025373595528,0.0,0.11438021546723318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132446109515414,0.0,0.0927730687705294,0.06950278438207608,0.04968404805957846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119963638523006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059838202580834325,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JacuzziMars,2020/02/21,"Failed my first driver’s test And the worst part is, it wasn’t entirely due to my technical skills, it was because as soon as the instructor sat down in the car besides me I went into a full blown panic. Noticeable tremors, heart palpitations, excessive sweating, and that blank state of mind where everything and nothing hits you at once. I ended up cutting someone off within the first minute and was just an upset mess that rest of the test. I had been driving two hours befriended with a different instructor and was totally fine. He even gave me a mock up test and I passed that. 

I thought this was a thing of the past for me, but it looks like anxiety will rear it’s head at the worst of times. I’m humiliated, and ashamed. I don’t want to be known as a bad driver, but I sure feel like one. Anyone else have any similar experiences? I find comfort in knowing there are others who have struggled with these circumstances before.",4.513304070231445,6.291415960893858,4.8880486831604175,82.79046089385476,70.95530726256983,8.689704708699121,28.986831604150037,9.23628265651192,2.481318914604948,743,29,143,16,14,235,122,179,0.187,0.732,0.081,-0.9620000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,5,16,2,4,13,0,14,3,3,0,2,22,24,12,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,11,0,4,11,2,14,5,22,10,6,25,0,1,1,0,4,12,0,0,10,99,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731488579244828,0.0,0.1319721191315627,0.0,0.0,0.12062523446690615,0.1767601511210433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404130882896185,0.10516244018814834,0.0,0.14679601957316055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023956731523252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411263489620196,0.0,0.1527954828365326,0.0,0.0,0.11394333582264485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504373259796206,0.16875100374732765,0.0,0.0,0.08722785294712615,0.12324345831247607,0.0,0.0,0.1576739314800678,0.2934792647303398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704830429907684,0.0,0.0,0.2044289622726234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989074326406886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948087383118346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685624625524997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448676321086572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418914519911213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553105972928722,0.19640741166970785,0.0,0.18372091848020106,0.11689940308048626,0.0,0.0,0.2024070599108844,0.0,0.1868149748567698,0.16468336134091666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461698671359207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034824414412476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259164116145575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461009873781708,0.0,0.0,0.1369562039572797,0.10059382914340044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852032072290174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017527498732326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599214566422457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tears-on-the-toilet,2020/02/21,"Scared that I’m developing an infection that could be deadly like sepsis. So I’m 21F, and for some reason I had some pain in my sides yesterday (around where my ovaries are). I kind of thought maybe it was just gas or I’m ovulating so I had sex a few times with my boyfriend. I felt some pain during that but not bad enough to stop. Now today, the pain hurts worse and I’m scared I might’ve ruptured something or that I made something worse. Now I have a stomach ache after eating and I can’t tell it it’s the food, my pains, or my anxiety. I’m scared.",0.5722281167108747,2.7807562758620685,1.9279310344827607,97.13324933687004,85.3793103448276,5.293368700265252,19.26790450928382,6.67199483983844,-0.02625119363395223,432,12,100,5,13,138,74,116,0.326,0.632,0.042,-0.9893,0,0,2,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,3,5,0,8,9,1,2,0,20,16,9,1,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,6,1,13,2,7,8,5,11,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,6,8,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737303344577047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494785120141362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719257349384915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206396982453848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436206693193046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502672304069586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347651232895157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972073567847287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502555089058949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616064233397005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857154014215712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280957376929958,0.0,0.0,0.14100788231166198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889703008533384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974007149670885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431079259049512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215667548339808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610798084999866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734507842410764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267856166747045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114281043971945,0.08184353371097194,0.0,0.13304241184368695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860723809761776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ixreflow,2020/02/21,"Is this anxiety? If it is, can I stop it? Ever since I was little, I would have jitters, almost as if I had 10 cups of coffee in a sitting. Situations like being in front people while doing presentations or even having fun, I get the shakes in my hands and it's almost as if I got injected with adrenaline. I play games as well and of course I am not in front of people but if I am the last one alive on my team and I need to step up, I get the same kind of jitters and it really messes with my performance. Is this anxiety? How do I control this from happening?",1.7932203389830477,3.3176920508474623,4.312000000000001,85.16477966101695,77.64406779661016,7.770847457627119,21.969491525423727,8.548686976883017,1.2878752542372878,434,12,94,9,10,153,74,118,0.044000000000000004,0.853,0.102,0.7587,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,4,0,14,1,1,2,1,22,19,15,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,0,3,0,4,1,2,1,1,3,1,15,5,17,14,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,7,6,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302046311110129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286598503196064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409289461116345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188072428788798,0.1943089636860514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445989703356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180408264457825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995677130124064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369273406232684,0.0,0.17509973999639988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494586674171112,0.21529718343107573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927972974753593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556157986893806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29784597819279784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376135093206925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769398509883022,0.2414567084047772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795917218362283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314100209080626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259566228801594,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ryanjl1985,2020/02/21,"Does anyone else feel super anxious when they’re supposed to be somewhere? Kinda like being in an elevator, it’s that loss of control feeling for me. If I’m supposed to meet someone at a certain time I will obsess over it and feel so anxious (like what if I have a panic attack and can’t make it?). All the what if’s fill my mind until I’m to sick to even go. 

And on the flip side when I make plans spontaneously I feel less anxious.",1.8553021978021995,3.5667905054945064,3.7583379120879137,88.37728708791211,78.01098901098902,5.429120879120879,24.561813186813183,5.985473137389443,0.611185714285714,340,12,71,2,8,115,64,91,0.21,0.69,0.1,-0.8642,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,4,8,1,2,5,0,5,1,0,3,2,17,14,10,0,3,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,4,6,4,11,11,2,11,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,4,6,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6395551617407843,0.0,0.13194823368787284,0.1933524923694297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468131135059415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165080483504445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513865677730755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764037857166674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463911028854335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816634612359319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072464650293778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438529299590764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519266069473555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054014807265696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140685702479487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989072164056345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003649554781082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deathincarnint,2020/02/21,I had to talk to my girlfriend about something serious I had to talk to my girlfriend about he she was being really grouchy  she does not like to talk about her problems so I told her that she needs to tell my about them so I can help her and have her not be so grouchy because when she is grouchy it makes my anxiety and depression get worse and I told her that know I'm worried that she might break up with me,3.590852713178297,4.423704674418609,3.858139534883721,92.93085271317837,72.02325581395348,7.593798449612403,28.286821705426355,7.793537801064563,1.3795565891472863,326,12,75,4,6,101,48,86,0.268,0.701,0.03,-0.9657,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,11,16,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,21,1,12,8,0,3,0,1,0,0,21,1,0,1,2,55,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077189018347308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608017212585222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226941835956066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535185178110984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662952091511405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962772264329102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268248440628444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905989285272766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900911192000346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368139043330673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552371998251844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136029023724181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300815313231896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185492105951952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382763439776217,0.19511463156645065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426615537746209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267029600776739,0.2274925074798324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omredux,2020/02/21,"Week has been really rough I've been close to panic attacks almost every single day this week. My heart feels like it's constantly racing, and it's been more and more difficult to convince myself that I'm fine. It's taken so much mental energy to dispel the intrusive thoughts of ""I'm a bit dizzy, so that means I'm having a stroke"" or ""This headache means I'm having an aneurism."" I know that none of this is true, and most weeks, I can convince myself of that, but somehow it just hasn't worked as much this week. 

My obsessive compulsive habits of counting things seems less under control, and my fear of open spaces seemed especially bad this week, and I got even more anxious that normal when walking from car to the office than normal.

It's so frustrating sometimes, because this anxiety never feels completely under control. Every time I think I'm doing better, or that I'm able to make progress with managing the anxiety, I take several steps back, and I feel like I'm back at the beginning. I have some many goals, and things I want to accomplish, but this stupid anxiety is like a millstone around my neck, and I don't know how to deal.

I had to take today off from work. My work is somewhat understanding, but only somewhat, and I don't think I have all that many more days that I can take for this. I don't know what to do if this keeps on popping up. This is my first job that has paid me a middle class salary, and I don't want to lose it, but I'm probably going to have to take more days at some point. 

This has been going on my entire working life, and is just so exhausting. I'm taking medication for anxiety, have a good support network, and most of the time, that's enough, but it's just not working today.",7.360917509861089,6.0807508163265345,7.381447436117308,78.07774824215404,64.1603498542274,10.636185902932603,32.71291373692334,9.627879704456738,2.772470896930199,1362,43,272,22,17,439,163,343,0.128,0.758,0.114,-0.8293,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,13,14,20,3,3,11,0,28,6,2,4,3,62,67,27,0,5,12,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,31,16,0,3,14,0,1,5,8,10,0,1,9,5,25,10,34,58,19,38,0,1,0,0,1,14,0,13,22,183,56,10,0.08466866830360659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478344094226507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590851980156911,0.09565149520480394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537306559030749,0.0,0.0963228333611754,0.0,0.13020995928096074,0.0706948014208738,0.05161323433171172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488255658819225,0.09243625679470677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877348782750577,0.09149675134072324,0.1899262220509836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381285977498314,0.08728967923226916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748536771931341,0.0,0.05592285688530334,0.0,0.1426740095510178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527579113252398,0.1284330681094112,0.1209746271073928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720191260060385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623831077433273,0.07101606189530614,0.06771726867244199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033277960351736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402058870148782,0.07525740267856135,0.0,0.0,0.13959505746807874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059803984372837175,0.12409450366053365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472258242514207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651699355564165,0.17168148077376616,0.0,0.1844580025065621,0.0,0.08529477572020548,0.08532610336672035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124482426609974,0.0,0.06530169665357398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591463615418353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439433756120885,0.0,0.09934043937058278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003925887904785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128714481369744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424091698044997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415835138162648,0.0,0.09565149520480394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373947792450956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608100142181893,0.0,0.0,0.3183015070926499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125002020179868,0.1085045277559334,0.0,0.06721746505103844,0.09874196275045406,0.0,0.16051199500857788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814306970501781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987954851004062,0.0,0.339580492889053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081989946199909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pandorahearts13,2020/02/21,"I thought I was going to die. Yesterday, as my bf and I were driving home, the car behind us began tailgaiting us. We kept the same speed and I think he thought that as a provocation. He speeds and gets right in front of us and hits the brakes. My bf is a really good driver so he kept cool and avoided crashing. He kept doing that for a while and then he gets right next to the driver's seat (my bf was driving), same speed as us and pulls out a knife. For a moment, I thought he was getting a gun or something. He then came to my side, practically glued, still brandishing the knife and threatening us. Thankfully we were able to diffuse the situation and he left us alone. I had two massive panic attacks yesterday, after that. I've been so good and now I feel like I took a step back with this. I'm still shaken. I'm incredibly anxious and I can't even focus at work. I honestly thought I was going to die yesterday. I just want this feeling to go away.",1.2764187530682352,3.5762893762886634,2.9757437407952883,90.18204467353954,83.0721649484536,6.375650466372117,23.155621011291114,7.62386473244151,1.1081662248404514,745,27,158,13,21,246,105,194,0.139,0.76,0.10099999999999999,-0.8233,0,2,1,1,0,0,24.0,8,0,0,1,8,9,1,2,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,34,35,20,2,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,16,0,5,7,0,0,11,1,3,0,1,18,3,24,6,19,16,2,36,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,1,18,98,29,1,0.09948098277827444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030322962636452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123851944034884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317397945125728,0.09346565803389076,0.07649473516189283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377974226214195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649110820440889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570625089755655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006011479235627,0.0710692339740395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592412272650596,0.0,0.16961200515912342,0.16687985702231456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978753691015478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808637886602236,0.0,0.0,0.048601383206929874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057991537718382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671949891516367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373006492391127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991243147558235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182079273256726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658532074379801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889128270310826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915887232506822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374339689828935,0.0,0.31590715276936904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052703224672196,0.0,0.0,0.09717846502221754,0.0,0.7179802410715368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586764611060142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242334027537035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CharacterPlatform1,2020/02/21,"Anyone else feel like they are getting pricked with pins all over their body when under stress? Ive been suffering from anxeity for many years now, but this problem has started recently. When I get stressed I feel like I am being pricked by needles all over my chest and back, it really sucks! Anyone else experience this?

Also I notice my jaw gets super sore and tight and makes clicking noises...

help me! Why is this happening? What to do?",3.798658536585368,6.409557097560973,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,75.58536585365854,7.0268292682926825,26.103658536585364,8.07648339933343,1.7985560975609751,350,13,63,6,8,108,65,82,0.225,0.638,0.13699999999999998,-0.7918,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,5,10,3,2,0,0,8,6,5,1,2,12,17,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,10,3,8,15,2,10,0,1,1,0,3,3,3,0,9,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109571825239536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467361545894413,0.3615588410252592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356683094070038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598050022687094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947790942681762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258815674736466,0.0,0.0,0.17842257554468718,0.2520916715040014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765414127038309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560216756832646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182612585983522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239532839930322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777232725978712,0.1788783007205317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087343126178295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882531945663987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302934964513565,0.0,0.17420915693384295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488223172868505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40421343394921616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920594873981225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361892909728075
anxiety,lifeofadumbbitch,2020/02/21,Anyone here take zoloft if so what are side effects you have experienced I have been taking zoloft for maybe 4 months and I haven’t experienced any side effects that I am aware of. Just wanna know what everyone else thinks of it.,5.7067424242424245,6.903982250000002,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,67.4090909090909,8.593939393939394,26.03030303030303,8.841846274778883,1.6949939393939393,185,5,36,3,3,57,34,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,8,10,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537417051885177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26090169611167785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117028625205077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565424217778058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050629019797029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748599905416006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978294047631385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610957745880726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23908711823114046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OasisSharp,2020/02/21,"DAE wake up from dreams feeling terrible anxiety? The past few nights I've been having really vivid dreams, but most have really triggered my anxiety, to the point that even an hour after I wake up I still feel anxious. What should I do?",5.852,6.9220848666666654,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.0,10.444444444444443,28.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,2.9690000000000003,189,6,35,5,3,60,36,45,0.17600000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.105,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,1,0,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,5,5,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610842210741154,0.34045476545063336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904762684001487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30475669328306026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967821595238793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828090555171041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876853834257458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848857412020903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861221119202937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406691320505377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,l1b3c3p4o5d6a7g8l9,2020/02/21,"Finally went to the GP yesterday. After having a massive anxiety attack last week and missing 2 days of work I finally braved going to the GP. 
I broke down in tears and told him I wasn't coping and needed help.

Been put on some medication for anxiety and to help me sleep. Review in 2 weeks, so lets see how this goes.",2.3017708333333324,4.393556468750003,4.42625,82.32708333333336,78.0625,8.016666666666666,23.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.840185416666667,250,8,49,6,6,86,50,64,0.192,0.6890000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,0,4,2,1,1,0,7,10,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,1,5,1,10,5,1,15,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,1,8,30,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279215995958184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438297350471185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382242223103888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695730313123767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180788811257127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873198984935518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747064229859354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916552465338346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591352578654374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892194836457565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154594507348059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079215273372794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448339528564195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048001714448816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438429652410189,0.0,0.0,0.19868476848333216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603378052263658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Milesium487,2020/02/21,"Anxiety has been slowly destroying my life. and I want to make a change but I can't. I am 18 years old. and I am on the autism spectrum. I've been diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome at a young age. although I don't know if I have been medically diagnosed yet. but I have strong symptoms of OCD and ADHD

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I've been interested in trying to do things like drawing and writing for years. possible a bit more than a decade. but I've never actually tried to draw until a week or so ago. and things are already stressful for me. but I want to continue so badly. but I haven't had the courage or motivation to do so. 

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Almost everyone I'm friends with has some sort of skill in drawing. every time they show me their new thing they drew, I feel happy for them. but deep down, I feel like a sad and useless sack of shit with no skill in anything whatsoever. 

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I did draw some stuff with a pencil. but those were just rough sketches of me trying to start out.

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Every time I procrastinate on drawing, I'm always thinking about the future and the past.

I'm afraid that I'll never be as good as the people I look up to. And that I should just go back in my comfort bubble. the same comfort bubble I've been sitting in for the past few years.

What also stops me from trying out new skills is thinking about Cringe Culture as a whole. I was given the idea of so many bad things about drawing. even though most of them are either not true or straight up excuses to bully someone, it still affects me to this day.

I also haven't been given any sort of education since I was pulled out of 3rd grade. and even in school, I was never in a normal school. I was in a school for people on the spectrum or had other things wrong with them. the reason why I was pulled out of third grade was that I did so well in second grade in my special school that the people running the school didn't think I needed some sort of special way of getting educated. so they signed me up to a school for ""normal"" kids. 

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It didn't end well after that. I don't think I was even midway through before being pulled out.

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I think my parents did try to home school me after that, but I guess they gave up shortly after.

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I also have some phobias that I feel are also slowing me down. I have a fear of deadly sicknesses (I.e deadly bacteria, virus, parasite, fungal, neuron, cancer, etc) that has been ruining my life. along with Astraphobia and Lilapsophobia (fear of thunderstorms. along with dangerous storms like tornadoes and hurricanes). every time there's a risk of severe weather, I am always very anxious. and I hide in the closet in the middle of my house all-day until the storm comes and passes.

I also have a fear of terrorist attacks and mass shootings. because of this, I straight up avoid going to any public place with a lot of people. even if it's something that interests me like a flea market.

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Nowadays my life has usually been the same thing.

Wake up, eat, shower, sit on PC, check social media for any notification, talk to my Discord friends, eat some more, listen to music, play games sometimes, go back to sleep at a random time. rinse and repeat. 

Sometimes I go somewhere with my parents. but right now that's only been happening once or twice per week. 

It's not even a specific pattern and routine either. sometimes I shower, sometimes I don't. sometimes I'll play a game, sometimes I don't.

It's basically my comfort bubble at this point. but I don't want this to be my lifestyle. I want to make a change by being good at something. but I feel like a lot of things like my mental health is slowing me down. 

The only hope I have as of right now is a psychologist. but the visiting times have been very slow (I visit my psychologist once every few months or so)

I also want to study to get my GED. but I've been too lazy and or too anxious to study it.

I also feel like I'm gonna die in 2020. (Coronavirus and Tornado Season of 2020). and it's also been screwing me up for the past few months.

I compare my lifestyle to a broken car in a garage. I'm broken. but at least I'm safe in a garage from the elements and possible vandalism and car wrecks, but I have to get fixed or else I'm slowly gonna rot away.

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At this point, I feel very hopeless. I want to function better as a human being by having a GED and learning how to drive. and want to be skilled at drawing or something else I've been interested in for the past few years. but I feel like I can't due to so many things. 

I need help. I'm suffering.

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If you have any questions. please ask.",3.125197612072298,5.0641537816593925,4.1328986789011095,86.08360648941465,75.04803493449782,6.559372063456968,25.24122491846775,7.392516173487457,1.2213262561494669,3648,125,712,44,79,1180,343,916,0.14800000000000002,0.736,0.11599999999999999,-0.991,4,1,3,1,0,1,153.0,0,1,8,7,39,51,5,7,48,0,69,17,4,6,4,134,121,77,3,16,34,2,8,8,2,3,10,1,4,2,34,40,2,3,18,5,1,15,17,20,2,3,31,10,87,31,129,81,22,122,0,5,1,1,30,54,2,28,58,485,121,16,0.0,0.0,0.031244348606732624,0.0,0.03847867412258425,0.0,0.028381479448133618,0.0,0.03206078557044698,0.0,0.03533197984307503,0.20483432586781666,0.05328205735239973,0.3815990487732014,0.4279508916961026,0.08709167724719116,0.0,0.024493211427082568,0.07234106196143089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02634757929950238,0.0,0.029931932380550995,0.03642439692950775,0.03008138658736765,0.049238784569811365,0.05346635720631823,0.01951750035284701,0.0,0.0272444359287375,0.0,0.0,0.028316774632628564,0.03495469132997295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774029467343055,0.02758014164371692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041297128405878736,0.0,0.0,0.06499394240146487,0.03322899010938582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552355477063976,0.053492832562729416,0.0,0.02835789931119858,0.0,0.03570784701426502,0.1057359021502463,0.0,0.10790410900652178,0.030593982864715256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808537642278444,0.11332266095569747,0.09149290323793467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494731035227337,0.0,0.05018328563344018,0.0,0.07278486957138325,0.05370932595277544,0.0,0.0,0.035270758583419534,0.0,0.028312867281858563,0.034083101049797636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03403298241196846,0.0,0.0,0.021460577862770967,0.0,0.03211604708659031,0.031800486991743905,0.0,0.03694376285603117,0.0,0.03614372981303742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01759591713679873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784447639515692,0.12513661404049248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026886539107861797,0.0,0.0,0.05444007052101723,0.0,0.0,0.042743705406051234,0.06492120489958357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032254146378737636,0.03226599290143331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111194152156285,0.0,0.0,0.04748096967683963,0.07408134196472296,0.061845178724147326,0.0,0.0,0.06274047754632094,0.0,0.0,0.033596859019253036,0.06819493889353115,0.0,0.04870132718266957,0.0,0.0,0.07110303273831672,0.0,0.12225686499205475,0.08878729190058568,0.0,0.033451352140348084,0.03514547342611661,0.06053355437380981,0.07218958041092442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586679804554733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032919203646361084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054685342667392105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268231163433634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03617053098071545,0.0328653849797501,0.02648511123043537,0.0,0.032040506967548614,0.03263769134686633,0.02712822589792327,0.07394564020647165,0.1899960710969809,0.0,0.02266206946767092,0.0,0.02556912453674593,0.026767966998165027,0.036675805649535216,0.0,0.036652245040684005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033278321624401974,0.0,0.025734360780095257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016742012095462,0.10257723557641724,0.031456917607387606,0.0,0.09334797158985167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868851164100013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03526262552958942,0.07925308577398778,0.1321927800078235,0.02541390944653326,0.05136482900634564,0.0,0.05757494740958938,0.0,0.028890709431318964,0.03574626627080265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035005983663215674,0.4279508916961026,0.0824725832779467
anxiety,3BallCornerPocket,2020/02/21,"Anxiety all day leaves me exhausted in the evening I have a problem. I’ve never addressed my anxiety but I am about to be consumed by this constant feeling of adrenaline. 

I’m not worry or panicked, it’s simply just a constantly weight on my chest that I can literally feel. 

I also have a personality that has to keep feeding that anxiety, meaning I must keep my cup full or even overflowing. School, work, hobbies, kid, relationships, exercise, house searching are all things I’m pouring on as hard as I can but ultimately I am exhausted from it. 

This week I literally woke up everyday with a full chest of adrenaline which I assume is anxiety. Doing that for 14 hours straight leaves me like a zombie in the evening and I literally can’t even think straight. By the time the evening rolls around I have a cloud over my mind and I can hardly handle simple tasks or taking care of my kiddo. 
I honestly feel like I need to take action immediately or I could have a medical issue or become distracted elsewhere. 

Where do I start? I really need some help.",3.165833931562574,5.866844788944725,4.768025843503231,77.75636515912898,78.49748743718592,8.413591768365638,29.07418042593922,9.107695989026183,3.039318545106485,839,39,149,23,21,281,121,199,0.064,0.754,0.18100000000000002,0.9733,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,11,0,18,8,2,0,4,31,34,12,0,5,9,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,1,2,10,4,2,2,6,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,6,24,4,21,30,5,23,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,7,11,108,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838524921366827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764635756374788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952078310999022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358744868202295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254349930284916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658985880533077,0.0,0.0982276495000573,0.0,0.0,0.07934272252089596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062933510703545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661958468052864,0.08789105095749536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041740222679526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246290917707153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121157554144336,0.14195750834562135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840900998092233,0.0,0.21870543838513629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605372521533044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021029098485547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401328927784167,0.0,0.12393751745277495,0.0,0.0,0.12422295874009814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244703917748836,0.0948865871369061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742308806839952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177209438673855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881472854763068,0.0,0.0,0.1320857643179787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451065365320035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707967642935302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850031177522385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173417207158439,0.07883121614956339,0.0,0.0,0.07173847183706608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868544212395176,0.149814658657417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895656690626463,0.12494065455788528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rawbank,2020/02/21,"recovery win Hi everyone,

today, I'm 9 days free of antidepressant and Im proud of myself.

Never in 6y, i was thinking that i can recover or even getting better. One year ago was the beginning of stopping my medication with small steps. I was at high medication for so long (5y and im 21). I can now sleep by myself, be in a crowd area, meeting people, or just talking everyday

Im currently crying of happiness. Things can get better guys !! I needed to share with someone my progress

i wish you all a great day :) and dont forget to take care of yourself <3",2.620540540540542,4.629306234234235,4.791252252252253,80.48201351351352,76.74774774774775,8.043603603603604,27.316216216216226,8.841846274778883,2.352811891891892,436,18,84,10,10,151,81,111,0.037000000000000005,0.653,0.31,0.9874,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,4,9,0,0,3,0,8,3,1,0,2,15,17,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,11,10,14,13,1,19,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,12,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906817181830247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27750224135757656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995366117113385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723296721732292,0.202354361380161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838668421159427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362038127339863,0.0,0.0,0.14990935456383372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393079629345267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296512859800434,0.0,0.155339793608307,0.0,0.16700590120947764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575652574728195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083848206772913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388373748526676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160881855118328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632747442192562,0.12099858773169064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630863692359402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876358989563173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699726775171982,0.0,0.13292727700092494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116202206901734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795721950502025,0.1260973908404136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422673729229427,0.100524912014238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870765772799524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040882077027756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010281317659691
anxiety,pleasedontdodrugs,2020/02/21,Fvck Im gonna socialize tomorrow. Good luck to me. Im about to go and meet up with my classmates to work on a project. Idk how to fucking communicate. Im the silent kid with no friends in the class. I hope I would act like normal guy tomorrow. And not sit and do nothing like how I would in every group work. Hope everything would be fine tomorrow. Im freaking tf out!!!!!,0.4644011544011555,2.733112467532472,2.4583549783549827,92.67578643578643,86.66233766233766,6.53910533910534,24.139971139971138,7.793537801064563,1.324190187590188,288,12,65,6,9,96,52,77,0.07400000000000001,0.6609999999999999,0.264,0.9466,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,16,10,5,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,8,12,5,0,11,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,3,5,32,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364514630545605,0.0,0.1455519275360839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512363838004964,0.149721924499353,0.0,0.0,0.09204099855595244,0.1358375723298458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035784583418022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32170956348724106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6997433845287565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824303842300416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158678479119268,0.15539721862323816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508956984145653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358058281823475,0.0,0.0,0.3451379554097609,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheerpup1392,2020/02/21,"First job at 28, making me so anxious I started a little over a week ago working retail. When I applied and interviewed I was on Abilify. I had to stop taking it because of side effects and I am in a really bad place because of it. I don’t see my doctor until Monday and even then if I start something new it’ll take a while to help. Now that I’m off the Abilify (still on a couple other meds but it’s not enough), I’m miserable and can’t handle this job. I know I’m really old to not have had a job before. That’s very shameful for me but my mental health has been a lifelong issue for me.
I cry before, during, and after work. I didn’t work yesterday and I was literally in tears all day. I’m so stressed out and I feel like it’s not fair that my medication problems are making it even harder. A big part of me wants to quit and try again at a different job when my medication is straightened out. This job is making me want to kill myself. My therapist even said “work shouldn’t make you want to die.”
I feel sick because I have to go to work tonight. I need some advice.",1.09591910292351,3.0120379691629964,3.4050160192230687,89.02812474969964,81.20264317180617,6.241810172206647,21.331397677212657,7.348242739294969,0.6941647577092511,837,25,181,12,22,288,128,227,0.19,0.76,0.05,-0.9883,6,0,1,0,0,2,21.0,0,1,0,8,10,7,1,3,10,0,17,5,0,5,1,33,39,18,2,7,6,0,2,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,7,6,0,1,7,4,27,1,25,30,4,36,0,1,1,0,4,14,0,2,22,121,39,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095736943422444,0.0868461205757277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068028714217994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180239006163206,0.179168164092125,0.0,0.16673363148730566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840397213630112,0.10761746050624522,0.06318372866225097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167929712484232,0.10235971548667236,0.0,0.10027832469528226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012310952294084,0.0,0.19412841936104566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990750071494046,0.06999109860486485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333479292728134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556796516759862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413947939193133,0.0,0.0,0.0656684559415229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225714201180974,0.4861096454072274,0.0,0.108391319855384,0.0,0.05384275841206816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786408990438292,0.09819351694209856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615878428981208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882462267930924,0.19739263350200195,0.09873256660683782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264487436504037,0.0,0.09462180888632163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280496035042484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609395017878924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235971548667236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374581485053092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420510627061692,0.0,0.0,0.12552653261503507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319365054949873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780708681560694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542350516712196,0.0,0.0,0.13868993835092622,0.0,0.07824043410394031,0.08190884107144784,0.11222640614885032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732525457075665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375285178444468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651644502479524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083702443706177,0.17335898019763596,0.0,0.07858709658509498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566233141304682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwmylifeaway190,2020/02/21,"Learning to manage anxiety with cooking I’ve recently discovered there something cathartic about cooking for me. I grew up watching cooking shows and being taught basic skills by my parents, but it’s only been in the last few months that I’ve set out to try new recipes and methods on my own as an adult. 

A lot of my anxiety focuses on how I feel inadequate and unskilled, so to successfully prepare a meal that I enjoy is a big confidence booster for me. And the whole process of cooking itself just relaxes me. And if I make a mistake, I don’t find myself dwelling over it since nothing I cook is that complicated. Instead I figure out what I did wrong and learn from the mistake. 

The biggest boost I get from it though has to be serving my meals to others and seeing they enjoy it. It boosts my overall confidence when my coworkers enjoy my homemade salsa, or I make the perfect omelette for my girlfriend for breakfast. 

What I’ve learned from cooking is translating into the rest of my life: I know I can learn new skills, I’m capable of doing things correctly, I can learn from my mistakes, and I can bring a bit of enjoyment to the people in my lives. I know I’m not a five star chef, but I don’t have to be. 

Does anyone else find a similar catharsis in cooking, or any other form of crafting? I’m curious to hear!",6.896409266409267,6.414415223938228,7.34314671814672,75.36638030888031,64.71428571428572,10.17992277992278,38.577220077220076,9.606745405546679,3.717659459459459,1049,52,194,18,14,345,148,259,0.073,0.7340000000000001,0.193,0.9895,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,8,12,0,1,15,0,16,11,0,3,2,39,29,18,0,4,7,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,14,12,10,0,11,10,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,4,32,7,36,23,7,21,0,0,2,0,5,12,0,4,6,141,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191548119993118,0.0,0.26808384866167395,0.0,0.0,0.1225170790406406,0.17953239636664792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129357961934199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333517774031505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463728477574648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859590450786156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202936700793215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154460608505012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748435441781328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259137172796528,0.14282673150445666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237622405198294,0.0,0.0,0.15472143586564333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896478224319173,0.0,0.0,0.2339198574557829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398579973522799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384548731573442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812719177841728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326181485969993,0.0,0.0,0.19455977347797107,0.0,0.0,0.12147467368569373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300745474599666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962672078479968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494282573000594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489201472088308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640760399739684,0.0,0.17215160952509947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896208299500682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956255647751783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915742828285452,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DizzyLizzy69,2020/02/21,"after months, maybe even years, of feeling absolutely miserable... ...i’ve finally called the doctor and set up an appointment. hoping to finally get diagnosed. and hopefully medication. I feel like a ginormous weight has been lifted of my shoulders. 

BUT now I have to wait a week until I see my doctor. and now a new type of anxiety has started. stomach turning just thinking about sitting in that room talking to my doctor. talking about feelings I haven’t even expressed to family and friends. problems that would seem so minor to other people, but cause me extreme angst and misery. 

how am I supposed to do that? sigh.",4.577076167076168,7.435108738738741,5.354463554463553,74.64678132678131,74.22522522522524,8.0003276003276,32.61343161343161,8.841846274778883,3.44147927927928,494,25,75,11,11,160,79,111,0.075,0.835,0.09,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,0,8,8,2,2,0,20,20,10,0,4,3,0,4,1,1,1,5,0,1,0,4,5,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,9,4,15,18,0,16,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,3,12,55,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717968095358615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564104363941848,0.0,0.0,0.15735456426979955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554710262717591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703482271273005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234340141457344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440126761065772,0.0,0.2323520766175077,0.10942939478205783,0.0,0.33559495965751124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834386241747707,0.0,0.08002845219971272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042778551889609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483435028788887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538864846317913,0.0,0.0,0.1543093111061643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226410199914894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147938916319482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619336880973064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656932076976156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220619196258007,0.13944622517675273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841918700107303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462351002630633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814938129880944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666121567615462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228690303253552,0.1865278347199423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108812262918165,0.0,0.0,0.09864070933183226
anxiety,kyenork,2020/02/21,"Running out of options Hi I'm 34 years old, have had bad anxiety  from the age of 21. I have tried nearly every antidepressant with only degative effects,iv tried therapy,  beta blockers do help some of the physical symptom. I was prescribed diazepam while in a mental health hospital, that worked very well but iv been told its not an option the same goes with pregablin. At the moment the doctors have given me promethazine until I can see a mental health worker and it does nothing. I'm having a really bad time and have to wait up to 3 months for a mental health referral. I don't know if there are any options left?",5.559936974789912,6.618928386554625,6.076796218487395,77.98897584033614,67.65546218487395,8.302941176470588,30.841386554621852,8.472884824447931,2.457982352941177,494,19,86,7,8,160,89,119,0.07400000000000001,0.895,0.031,-0.7007,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,10,0,12,6,0,0,0,16,19,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,1,5,1,15,14,2,15,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,5,8,55,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778972995395958,0.0,0.12125689750753375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26469230526051685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622379304031261,0.13870994485028784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354840713106966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054544038648305,0.0,0.0,0.10624344211070344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711092570117909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221757557524497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792112548257131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265182287945779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209108466234536,0.0,0.1663257144862637,0.0,0.0,0.1205511955067713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154320449622503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630901157258675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474875278996834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126578573796426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242630724275797,0.0,0.0,0.15145957710029428,0.0,0.2152307671949728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078431041272512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251621347878488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153944854859608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207287034906684
anxiety,Oven_Door,2020/02/21,"Is anyone else in their mid-late 20s and still fantasize about things like going on knight adventures before you fall asleep? I've done this my entire life since early memories, virtually every single night. It's kind of an escape like video games I guess. Does anyone else have experience with this or am I a weirdo?",6.381610169491527,7.705852542372884,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,65.9491525423729,9.289830508474578,23.224576271186447,9.516144504307137,1.8361152542372878,256,5,45,5,4,80,53,59,0.046,0.797,0.157,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137320716214423,0.4597323987505984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089960541840295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963243138899583,0.22958106311945825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748200423619839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189018887069723,0.0,0.0,0.21945077341330196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274994545487261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713941275915235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336190005557647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846029145829313,0.21920558665822215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105309684251072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557907737849505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791608311409439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904370492899752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dunnoxxx,2020/02/21,"I got diagnosed today and I'm so happy (one question though) Hi guys so as the title says I got diagnosed with anxiety disorder today. It might sound weird but I'm so freaking happy. I've had it for several years now but I always thought that everyone feels the same. I've considered going to a doctor several times over the years but always brushed it off with telling myself : ""you don't have anxiety disorder.. it's like this for everyone"". 

Where I live, mental illnesses aren't shamed, they are just not talked about and sometimes not taken seriously. Which is why my family doesn't know I'm going through this, in fact, no one knows. But the real kicker was when I lost my friend because of my anxiety (I was acting like total idiot because of it.. would take a lot of time to explain though).. that's when I realised I need help. From what my doctor said, my anxiety is pretty intense and she prescribed me meds. Which leads me to my question. 

Those of you who are on meds, how does it feel when they start working? And what exactly changes in your mind (if you are able to describe it)?",2.7020058400718767,5.092871136792457,3.8763881401617257,85.25154088050316,78.19811320754717,7.2456424079065584,25.66127583108716,8.269060116576782,1.869291734052112,859,33,163,17,21,279,125,212,0.127,0.7240000000000001,0.15,0.8584,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,2,3,13,11,1,1,6,0,14,5,0,2,3,34,33,19,0,3,8,0,2,2,1,2,5,3,0,1,17,6,0,0,8,0,0,4,6,6,0,2,9,6,24,5,21,22,3,21,0,1,0,0,19,6,0,5,13,111,41,4,0.10438066254543917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370614599668388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194036845792953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725896612283416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042090059113828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118883505758707,0.0,0.0,0.2392585647871617,0.2136760622052786,0.09134422120238588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994803923943798,0.0,0.0,0.09840079900676972,0.0,0.10555599854192904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064424095517764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864387195577075,0.0,0.16696550238515842,0.0,0.0,0.10335326662437266,0.0,0.2222303124603064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996415785427251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472976468963815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199023849756374,0.0,0.09217003737001077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394382349929845,0.08874070660831643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188677030405194,0.0,0.10519115725196207,0.1107313878213878,0.105394713588804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739693867487046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146207666713778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619265933427066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338604613754773,0.0,0.0,0.11880804581193807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928991301192196,0.08300769238915713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23584087580397295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032351442640696,0.0,0.07388117019398355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848126790043622,0.08389722268479996,0.09123329982864947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510694196264653,0.08286658662793009,0.12173040747459632,0.0,0.1978813263651143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418731257377844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599036550077064,0.0,0.0,0.07414902784476579,0.0,0.0,0.13443544884962538
anxiety,Plus422,2020/02/21,"Relentlessly anxious bladder Almost every time I'm anxious my body decides it's the perfect time to pee, especially so if it's the most inconvenient time possible. It's not even a typical urge that you can hold onto, it's a 'drop everything and rush to the bathroom now' type of urge. It just feels impossible to hold.

It's been a thing for many years but now I'm just frustrated. Everything revolves around it. I have to go every time I leave home yet just minutes later I'm bursting again. The feeling is amplified if it's not convenient such as waiting for an appointment, stuck on public transport or whatever. I'd like to learn how to drive for instance but I just know that as soon as I sit down I'll be jiggling around in the seat as my bladder feels like it's about to explode.

Unfortunately it's at the point where I'm more anxious about being anxious and needing a pee than whatever the actual thing I'm doing is. It's a never ending cycle.

Mostly just wanted to rant however I'd love to hear about any tips or suggestions from anybody else locked in a battle with their bladder. Thank you 🙂",2.8813477501092213,5.219082490825691,4.426461336828307,81.81668195718656,77.30275229357798,7.455133245958932,27.812145041502838,8.418075326091056,2.244227348186981,885,38,165,18,21,295,125,218,0.133,0.778,0.08900000000000001,-0.6953,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,1,20,7,2,0,14,0,8,7,6,1,2,35,25,14,0,4,13,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,15,5,0,3,6,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,4,9,5,31,21,3,29,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,7,15,106,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.12927048623874146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264841562402213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008335880833457,0.0,0.0,0.5986083673875018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23585071849320674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714302653990016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066072400340486,0.0,0.11732807999325627,0.0,0.0,0.08749442438949735,0.0,0.22322143460250435,0.0,0.2381089168737829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094068852485966,0.0946357710784003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752850987449345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930201860546713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328770548301728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728014141924031,0.0,0.0,0.1402653824454746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943517519675882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955830674211343,0.0,0.0,0.13430261949461336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098223971868778,0.10216814158976832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522587854456804,0.14933872167653447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195951697017934,0.0,0.0,0.17601283209572086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089746009099408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813355836855937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530559458845577
anxiety,Ugdray_ropay,2020/02/21,"Need some reassurance I had eaten something about an hour ago and I’m now convinced that it had mdma in it, I know that it didn’t but I still am having bad anxiety about it. Could someone give me some reassurance please, 🙂",1.5959999999999999,4.039134377777781,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,83.0,6.266666666666668,22.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.0331333333333332,177,6,36,3,5,59,34,45,0.13699999999999998,0.665,0.198,0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,3,3,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30225911383197324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608495584022835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847049213649823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224561049866797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271000792170761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357976339903251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873942593637192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528331168329582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37429478165141067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889121243564734,0.26250385950212624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723078949446527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FTheOldWest,2020/02/21,"Haven't had an anxiety episode in five years since starting my medication. Been having one for the past two days after a huge trigger and just need some advice. Hello, I've been on 50 mg of zoloft for fiveish years and have been pretty good. No anxiety episodes outside of normal things. However, something at work really triggered my anxiety and I've been having an episode for about two days. Just need some kind words",4.611813186813186,7.098664320512822,4.337765567765569,83.8096153846154,72.46153846153847,7.534065934065935,29.091575091575088,8.418075326091056,2.289111355311356,339,14,60,6,7,103,55,78,0.026000000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.193,0.9033,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,0,13,12,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,10,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,38,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587517389967748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460025828731929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25854436953847976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812602174562213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873543526995694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192997097845355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29725886142792124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963961882813088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358285500862966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135001210291325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039273745587925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841193026447392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581240995571636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543144335154302,0.0,0.0,0.14187791473951844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316854600264086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391616556127486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592831392945574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581634955128157
anxiety,blergyblergy,2020/02/21,"Can't fall back asleep What's up all?

I can't fall back asleep once I wake up around 4am. I am starting a new job soon and am very nervous, even though it's a similar type of start to a job that I've had before. I know I can handle it deep down, but I am not very confident, so I sometimes feel like I won't be successful!

I take a sleep aid most nights, but then I wind up waking up in the 4-5am range after going to bed in the 10-11 range. My mind just races! I think too much about all that could go wrong. Of course, I am also worried about falling back asleep!

My BF is a light sleeper, too, so when I toss and turn, he often wakes up. He doesn't say anything or act annoyed in the slightest, but I still feel so bad, so when I'm unable to sleep, I'm worried about keeping him up. Even so, he is very nice and doesn't begrudge me at all, since he has anxiety at times.

I think I should go to bed earlier and avoid sleep aids (OTC) or melatonin, but even the idea of this makes me nervous! I apologize if that sounds crazy. I could stand to work out more (at least once a week, these past two weeks I've been lazy). I don't drink a lot of alcohol or use any recreational drugs, but I drink caffeine in the morning and sometimes early afternoon, since I'm already tired!

Thanks for your help :)",3.250688405797103,3.5094873297101468,4.113913043478263,92.87818840579712,72.44202898550725,7.437681159420292,25.11594202898551,7.1686216300943375,0.7450376811594204,997,27,240,9,18,321,156,276,0.16699999999999998,0.76,0.07400000000000001,-0.9779,2,1,4,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,2,25,10,1,3,12,0,20,14,9,2,3,38,39,24,0,4,11,0,2,1,1,2,3,4,2,0,8,7,3,2,6,2,0,7,7,6,0,1,2,7,26,4,30,32,8,44,0,0,0,0,10,17,0,7,20,142,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431678995239752,0.0,0.0,0.1180423941664571,0.0855426668003731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274224470218695,0.0,0.08183060588507401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802595707394027,0.09522463918292608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675650963865214,0.08931422524330754,0.0,0.0,0.09102231063830817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708112782947525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095768035263108,0.124049493943974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195504629970427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081729702256536,0.07641831419731904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237798238576505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169872739564764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075441059872305,0.0,0.0,0.2122994515447988,0.09507851325648783,0.0,0.0,0.058787087381105586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052259403466880655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909407892146633,0.0,0.0,0.0714023010327419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800768665415376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786341517736687,0.0,0.0,0.10331083902847908,0.0,0.10038268630767222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783591219005564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102113532209659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506564062056396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697088888259802,0.0,0.3211372390866267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158915345360296,0.0,0.15142570264172456,0.0,0.08542517827937003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042699584233674,0.0,0.0,0.09848221852030344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370821847877873,0.10509600322328948,0.0,0.062374189649087586,0.12294454929477568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635100577732888,0.10449267647930018,0.0,0.0,0.0923864349817298,0.0,0.26478063305231664,0.0,0.0,0.17160734888871776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787433834455368,0.21726339808225825,0.0,0.0,0.11695325708071692,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scum_Waiter,2020/02/21,"Hi. How to supress or unite my different personalities? sometimes, i feels like everything is good, im happy at the most part, but at the next moment, i feel dissapointed, my wishes are changing on almost opposite ones.

how to flatline this occasions, or generate my worldview more like from the one persone?

Thank you",4.5998809523809525,7.698454464285714,5.75,70.46166666666669,75.78571428571429,8.733333333333334,32.54761904761905,9.2995712137729,3.8378547619047634,254,13,39,7,6,84,45,56,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.9154,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,6,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,5,6,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,4,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475101680516127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374349198818229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344991014188029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017182825969122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226974059464066,0.16034481584987068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825530012797226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389277580233753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24244102461422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930670712479675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387016839778287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30418187734355184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305397748137206,0.0,0.0,0.3919565208676807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221983592563589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664042852804484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810270632423105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wilhelmhk,2020/02/21,"Bit of a vent? Feeling unmoored without anxiety. My whole life, I was that kid in the back of the class with the hood up reading a novel. Even though I couldn’t raise my voice above a whisper when teachers came to stop me I never did stop. Except for one year, I rarely had IRL friends. Anxiety was always there, making me think I’ll fuck up if I try to talk to someone who hasn’t talked to me before, or have a breakdown in my online friends’ DMs, have fits of rage at the world, or cling to one tabletop game as a lifeline and almost ruin multiple relationships. It was who I am, even though it felt awful.

Now it’s not. Sertraline worked. I still have OCD issues and not-perfect confidence, but thinking about the future no longer makes me want to curl up and cry. I can’t access old anxieties—they slip away. I can try to think about current worries, but they don’t put me in survival mode. When something makes me upset, taking a deep breath and looking at cat videos works.

I looked at myself in the mirror—I have pink hair, but with black roots that haven’t been dyed in a while. It reminded me of old me. Hating myself, HS dropout, crying nightly me. I don’t know who I am if I’m not the girl who gets consoled every day that she hasn’t done anything wrong but can’t believe it, if I don’t relate to posts about severe anxiety anymore.",4.8418059474712445,5.1899684833948365,5.213774690688087,86.07537008899506,68.96309963099631,7.7048838723681365,28.48730193184285,7.285733465282438,1.4418038202734973,1053,34,217,9,17,335,160,271,0.16899999999999998,0.7959999999999999,0.035,-0.9889,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,4,13,8,3,1,14,1,23,4,2,4,1,36,41,19,0,5,13,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,12,7,0,2,6,4,0,2,14,6,0,2,9,9,29,2,33,31,2,34,0,1,4,1,14,15,1,6,16,142,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533774230960245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584032473460788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26434084421020704,0.0,0.11422920476254557,0.0,0.0,0.09478464914874056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821691211856882,0.08856754669769865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980110647511932,0.12977022913527367,0.0,0.0,0.12574848399361624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173707464607973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530431754157441,0.07428260832439419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178707750271747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215273135814708,0.0,0.09704547235278453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823928174733323,0.0,0.11059240642091424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177978049003925,0.10648354044249317,0.06017763615430757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371799162660555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021967347066988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330079941322271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135617594689129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934470827238921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306538529123742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883515669219695,0.0,0.0,0.10809013634794767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417274436061565,0.0,0.15610007680061366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031214117988196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157893292594042,0.0,0.0,0.11521277762549817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236619413138567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012243172546464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759300254999133,0.08867242898454551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198418081245474,0.192593963301521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660223457269214,0.1851572267706967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141117043588246,0.2263306898006669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640150201708392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793709656048984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285961517883914,0.0,0.11103095969887528,0.0,0.16770716463732802,0.1169725138165328,0.0,0.0,0.1259330066685522,0.0,0.07417317907586775
anxiety,Kragit20,2020/02/21,You are not alone To anyone who has tried to post here but anxiety has made you delete it all (sometimes with multiple tries) - you are not alone!,11.746428571428574,7.081900785714289,9.658571428571431,75.68642857142859,59.0,14.057142857142859,38.714285714285715,11.20814326018867,3.775528571428572,114,3,24,2,1,34,21,28,0.067,0.8109999999999999,0.122,0.1833,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6550537461181045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419209661734653,0.0,0.0,0.2211207447388451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29923174722992496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028682894764353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127671601699455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294092643004408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KnuckleFuxk,2020/02/21,"How can i calm my anxiety So im an adolescent, was diagnosed with anxiety 3 years back. Stopped taking my medication.

20 days ago ive had a testicle injury and went to check it up but it still isnt good after perscribed therapy. Whenever i feel some pain i freak out about it and get panic attacks.
Ive started smoking a lot more and sleeping/eating a lot less.
Anxiety sometimes causes more pain and weird feelings.
I sleep on my back because im afraid i will get hurt even more, walk funny , get anxious every time i see my nuts or when im about to pee or poop.
I have a check up in 3 days, how can i survive those 3 days, help me.",2.1968181818181804,3.7384862575757616,4.197575757575759,86.34136363636364,76.57575757575758,7.527272727272727,27.15151515151515,8.296473431620573,1.8147333333333333,494,20,105,9,11,169,86,132,0.304,0.631,0.065,-0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,1,2,5,0,9,7,3,3,0,18,18,11,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,8,0,0,3,3,15,2,11,14,7,20,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,5,13,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249803315333407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31714733873293777,0.15611655873495173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721227608360133,0.0,0.2125207840445848,0.0,0.08423998508120357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196028096775218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673653965350368,0.0,0.0,0.14026101291883308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912738891626054,0.0,0.11643192479286968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397471001582834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659736936908136,0.0,0.0,0.11590810132413605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262655187963788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793638355989186,0.0,0.4478101624816398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497018806720305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392129504614291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29409005350903833,0.16213742926388253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101203799581652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829085590598075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667448789843187,0.0,0.09781234068671732,0.0,0.11035955581272572,0.11553391058351617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390247600637116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803351598083593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805803160438284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810449336858745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899050927811464
anxiety,Ardek09,2020/02/21,"Deja vu dream-like panic attacks? For a while I've been getting these odd panic attacks where I could be doing anything, for example reading and then suddenly what I'm looking at feels familiar like I've seen it before and I get this sort of jolt feeling in my stomach and when I look around my surroundings feel the same, familiar but I'm a dream like way. It causes this horrible nauseous feeling where I'm certain I'm going to throw up one time and until it passed everything feels like a dreams that's happened before. The feeling kind of lasts for a while after it's ended but it's a really dulled down version of it

Does anyone know what it is that's happening? I use to get them when I was younger but they stopped for at least 7 years and now they're back. It's happened three times today and it's scared me to a point where I don't know what to do",2.3824364406779672,4.3464341751412485,3.5910416666666656,89.0201218220339,77.3050847457627,6.4588983050847455,25.18679378531073,7.413659706084162,1.2040285310734469,687,25,140,9,16,223,102,177,0.145,0.738,0.11699999999999999,-0.7971,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,8,11,2,3,8,0,8,1,1,2,1,25,31,15,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,1,8,3,0,3,1,6,0,2,3,9,11,5,19,26,3,32,0,1,3,0,2,11,0,1,20,86,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331106595120736,0.0,0.10981765342124684,0.1187984404892056,0.0,0.3036363798444404,0.0,0.10261450809777252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271115678954209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370895036588178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654864987413204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678264773208087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819673917332656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993589916493748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048567768644405,0.09533642373814727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916573042961314,0.0,0.07584248528148263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540271321904278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896722675275394,0.14668082466266166,0.10877923851405964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955902070944713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241281143804912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042890535058536,0.0,0.0,0.3131487138624573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615301047229033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348571732455752,0.0,0.08549123347333443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336063340420898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156984439368894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556310744922869,0.0,0.12649462070760134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152576107650381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592608406082496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593716963728358
anxiety,inmyheartyapaynorent,2020/02/21,"Anxiety in media. Let's talk about books, podcasts, youtube channels, music, documentaries, etc.

What has helped you along the way? 

Hope you all have an amazing day.",3.937857142857141,7.2717499285714275,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,85.42857142857143,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,2.004328571428572,130,6,21,2,4,38,27,28,0.052000000000000005,0.741,0.207,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31224514523220304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26323268990583465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552119231114855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735844285457216,0.0,0.0,0.4053999904729759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173764165558817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32806760531017337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239824173189702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bloemblaadje,2020/02/21,"Currently living abroad, feeling absolutely miserable, more than I ever have in my entire life I have always been an anxious person, since I was as young as five. I’ve had lots of therapy but it always worked up to a certain point and the anxiety would come back. I decided to turn my life around and accepted an internship abroad, for 6 months on a Caribbean island. I thought this would change my anxiety for good, I want to travel, I want to be adventurous so I thought this would be my chance. 

So now I’m here, not even a week and I am miserable. I cannot stop crying, I cannot stop freaking out. I haven’t eaten in a full week, I haven’t slept, I can’t drink the water. I don’t have a car, it’s not safe to go outside alone (I’m a girl) so I can barely get groceries. I am physically ill, stomach pain, nauseous, throwing up, bowel issues. I’m living in a student house with 17 other people and the conditions are horrible. It’s dirty, the power dies, there’s only one working fridge, it’s loud, there’s stray dogs. I could go on. I have a hard time doing anything at all because I am so anxious :( I feel so stuck, I want to go home but I don’t want to be a failure. I feel like everyone back home already kinda knew this was too much for me so having to confirm that really sucks. It’s also going to cost me a LOT of money to go back but at this point I just don’t care. I just want to go home.  My mental health is deteriorating in an alarming rate. I am so worried about myself. I know for a fact I won’t be able to get used to the conditions here. 

Moving to another place isn’t an option, staying isn’t an option and going home in a sense isn’t an option either. I feel so stuck.  I am crying my eyes out typing this because I am so hopeless. I am desperate, I really don’t know what to do. Please help me Reddit. I want to go home. No, I NEED to go home. What do I do?",0.8506503907511487,2.7533526221662505,3.3900755667506277,88.88821094103213,81.97229219143577,6.2884195569334125,21.26261060517988,7.419758726546812,0.725725621649552,1449,44,317,22,39,505,186,397,0.182,0.688,0.13,-0.9804,3,1,1,0,0,1,54.0,0,0,0,3,25,14,1,3,23,0,44,12,4,1,4,54,83,20,1,11,8,0,5,1,0,4,5,1,6,2,14,10,3,3,11,2,2,14,16,7,0,2,11,7,47,7,42,63,7,46,0,3,1,0,3,18,1,6,14,213,61,4,0.07728292343359612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004180136698283,0.08528362777060494,0.06180312594829562,0.1286111666053356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103788364235283,0.11824244978807492,0.17461541154077573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359726105401553,0.06879818678715448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782773931907969,0.0,0.09422190562191757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879509107739757,0.0,0.0817550856427912,0.06657239544034002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170412579301258,0.0,0.16978332493058504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020747312402329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570784304868843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104464205528026,0.06990682877655466,0.0,0.07384714522772577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630627272022676,0.055210935942819325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807542755180397,0.0,0.3952949973568389,0.06482124951263328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923031948333086,0.0,0.0,0.08214813369748755,0.0,0.0,0.051801114523429816,0.0,0.4651264408098806,0.0,0.0,0.08917411743844834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066329333080922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494534719210045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917442869744724,0.03775653267840762,0.0,0.13648447456131765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140635567949646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788300968348247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616864921625988,0.08213951701584689,0.056811841010832774,0.0573043084776444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236890901638374,0.05877714577315564,0.08223447938458904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053578248281306716,0.06748046780089678,0.08074420615633929,0.08483344230374584,0.14611468538634725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901883938783053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392923288396551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237331356005342,0.0,0.12922396898144836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837975821987991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270801723991563,0.045064294146937016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406162834563119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674763238810984,0.0,0.0,0.2735008234358217,0.0,0.1239833990887022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252577738966743,0.07848456014919289,0.0,0.16469871435548794,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,almariee,2020/02/21,"Uncontrollable constant fear and worry about my family members? All the time I constantly worry about if my mom won’t make it back home. (I’m in college and still live with her) She’s my best friend and I know one day she will be gone but I constantly fear that it might be today. The intensity of this fear has gotten stronger and stronger as time goes on. But then I started to even have dreams of my step father falling and hurting himself. (He has Parkinson’s and has fallen before.) All of these things worry me constantly. Does anyone have any tips on how to cope with these feelings? 
DISCLAIMER: I have not been medically diagnosed with any kind of anxiety. I just find this a helpful community.",2.7994987468671693,5.575342684210527,3.5717593984962406,85.24736340852131,80.80451127819549,6.554185463659147,25.40802005012531,7.793537801064563,1.6754014035087723,559,22,103,10,15,177,89,133,0.203,0.672,0.124,-0.884,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,4,3,0,12,2,0,2,2,22,19,12,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,3,1,0,4,2,5,0,1,3,1,15,3,15,11,3,19,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,2,12,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714187950956493,0.0,0.09641786502599234,0.0,0.0,0.0881279140783099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691457771532963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724809827027232,0.0,0.13226792531824375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448043493740528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128335813482518,0.0,0.0,0.12792477590428378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029571937964974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324616779857115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881634953060947,0.4254795769121776,0.06372803140016935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151954211510942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737577761235326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447986112039678,0.0,0.1264252628685252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492508232448594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312480110919711,0.06926657080289966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129287045373604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841305933037936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696889263916947,0.0,0.13370520780517586,0.0,0.14761286567640947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540584891720328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892095494152936,0.0,0.1006532118401922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373329990785648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698623170742853,0.0,0.11946822117450745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839896961193936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WillowNight-,2020/02/21,"Windows are opening... So I just moved back to Chicago from Indiana. Transferring schools for a 3rd time. Still don't know what career path i want to go for. Been jobless for a few months. And I've been applying a lot online. Just got two interview opportunities. And one company job recruiter for an Audio/Visual Technician who reached out to me and wants to talk to me about job opportunities based on my resume. I really want to go through with this company and im starting to think far into the future about what if i get a job with them and now I'm adding all these high hopes and dreams and goals and expectations. And I'm trying to relax and chill out. So for if i don't get a job  i end up feeling very knocked down and like my life is ruined.  
Any advice on how to stop this fast thought train?? And this anxious mindset.",2.3949772727272745,4.635717660606062,3.5930871212121254,87.66963068181822,78.45454545454545,6.791666666666668,24.85795454545455,7.865858978985527,1.3701590909090902,654,24,134,11,16,212,105,165,0.046,0.82,0.134,0.8862,5,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,10,6,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,1,1,35,22,17,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,18,0,1,4,2,0,3,2,1,0,2,4,1,11,5,27,18,3,23,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,4,11,85,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281881296647026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634799838627564,0.0,0.0,0.1766719251232204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025135690313865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851178094208896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907357622860511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341070002714422,0.0,0.17775579564859953,0.0,0.1250763534310733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523063706677374,0.0,0.15532681175409704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689239632585301,0.0,0.6207568056973828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594578156799307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104602183851433,0.07640241208278886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295397941379286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482599592212787,0.16621381207800714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597135603195894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018502275230076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827121274180567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069097775380188,0.0,0.12489024443768125,0.13074588989921168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569732701073552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020598090067223,0.0,0.12415319726098045,0.0911900677151772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061759839833749,0.0,0.15276662185906045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903501695999692,0.27672194895528485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4evverr2nd,2020/02/21,"Social anxiety is a bitch Whenever I go out I'm always thinking ""am I wearing good clothes"" ""are those people across the street chatting shut about me"" I feel as if I can't show my face in public without other talking about me behind my back. I know they don't but my anxiety doesn't. It's gets worse when I'm around my freinds and I think if they even like me. I constantly worry about others options I and it makes me think I can't go outside. Long story short social anxiety is a bitch.",0.5018431073876606,2.9206583465346547,2.3944554455445552,91.73338918507237,89.29702970297029,5.087890327494288,21.63061690784463,6.67199483983844,0.6220351865955821,387,14,79,5,13,128,66,101,0.17,0.7440000000000001,0.086,-0.8109999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,2,0,3,0,8,2,2,1,0,15,19,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,19,2,10,19,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,3,5,53,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569487760937632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570093428820921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772708768660162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531212342077833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519237957925924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152568227482667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068779178184246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040389427416976,0.0,0.22634411384832914,0.16702358415644802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109438466954215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728648337824232,0.0,0.0,0.17622672517062854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292303990787846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805397347398907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059826922526335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005582260503207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827897796497632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919574180189886,0.0,0.0,0.20222955644361196,0.20293386935101732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Drav0,2020/02/21,What makes you optimistic that humans have a bright future? The news are filled with negative headlines recently and I've been getting so much anxiety from it. Maybe reddit can make me feel better about the future.,5.010789473684209,8.163006657894737,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,74.52631578947368,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.4747157894736844,175,6,27,4,4,53,36,38,0.127,0.6920000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.3446,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071581923729257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551077544846764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030182572813052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097752316444976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360293127313841,0.0,0.4033762002547803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951600279179153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964480317043302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1DandPoetry,2020/02/21,"Train anxiety Yesterday I was travelling by train. I do this a lot and its usually fine. I buy my ticket from the machine, go through the gates and its all okay, except this time, the machines weren't working. I go and get in the queue (the very loud queue) and its my turn. I paid with a tenner but the cost was £8 and he didn't give me my change. I was too anxious to ask him and  now I'm £2 poorer and a bit upset.",0.012524154589371506,1.6925324021739137,2.377101449275365,96.22683574879228,83.67391304347827,5.828019323671497,20.004830917874393,6.937597516519254,0.13632946859903414,319,9,79,4,9,109,61,92,0.12300000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.033,-0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,9,1,6,0,0,0,1,12,14,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,1,0,0,6,1,11,2,7,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900638778945306,0.3234193016336749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676367862065791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125478546275107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028503895535973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957151354237072,0.2746295881570818,0.32540345756640143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433883207048119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693443508809006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31139465747998885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31530125252045793,0.2362141865063461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084180772935624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sorryimerika,2020/02/21,"Should I be worried or could it possibly be just anxiety- I’m not usually one to post things on here but I am a bit curious and worried. 

For some reason, even when I am not anxious, around my chest and close to my heart I will have a fluttering sensation. Almost like a chest tremor. It’s gotten to the point where I can barley do any daily normal activity anymore. Sometimes they’ll be light and other times they’ll be very severe to where I  have to cough hard in order to stop them and breathe. It’s hard to describe exactly what the feeling is but no matter what I do it tends to linger some how. Like a trapped feeling... I don’t really have a way to go see a medical professional for advice or help. Which is why i could really use some advice. ❤️",1.8398917748917758,3.958562512987012,3.738675324675324,86.54420346320343,79.71428571428572,7.223549783549784,23.253679653679647,8.238735603445708,1.4432749783549788,593,20,122,12,15,200,96,154,0.147,0.741,0.11199999999999999,-0.6618,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,8,0,21,6,4,3,1,29,29,10,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,14,2,14,18,4,15,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,6,6,86,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042678078899864,0.0,0.0,0.15589637063119755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587136398441856,0.0,0.11909885234080092,0.1758801103393616,0.15439801478658008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385929520940037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996805966911924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486041376785266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028286930425892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743836268626354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847956156681863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789269543190149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448786722609656,0.10435259588704994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211997783962716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568365923911601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253856958133186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549640967976888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471729600565685,0.1755118189278855,0.14910351201722893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947201960624586,0.16007044996637698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406105242517344,0.0,0.0,0.1758801103393616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539767735526583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301599081226574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343041633462224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078136868895896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446213991908162,0.1714653974061484,0.1284567030372096,0.0,0.12357576945701786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404817962244442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162120222304172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allsinsareforgiven,2020/02/21,"Tingling in chest d/t anxiety I noticed for about a month now that i get a tingling sensation in my chest that comes and goes. I do crossfit and can maintain a hard-core workout, so I know it's not heart attack symptoms or anything like that. So, I'm guessing it has to be my anxiety turning somatic now?? Anyone else felt this way, too? Next time I go to the doctors, I'm going to let him know, just to be sure... But, damn. My anxiety is now turning more physical than just jaw clenching and shoulder tension.. What's next?",3.3893571428571434,4.736349495238095,4.7001785714285695,84.74169642857143,73.09523809523809,7.5357142857142865,33.125,8.07648339933343,2.4966428571428576,407,21,81,6,8,135,72,105,0.08900000000000001,0.86,0.051,-0.4031,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,2,1,4,0,7,9,5,0,1,14,19,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,9,2,9,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,8,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947921740881389,0.0,0.0,0.1202827255697527,0.1762582501325088,0.14156055913120916,0.0,0.0,0.1957013939210575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818288343006342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607318725774165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437034347826244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516939218758053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987510000517251,0.0,0.19552966736894392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895031133332641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409913213980733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038484971757167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907906794752094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759055295935035,0.0,0.08404191923094906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730739620946425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658975670769705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584972333640796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212997089862316,0.1787981264824403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030819834954027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37422401257124893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136544127643222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rash_fever,2020/02/21,"I get anxious when meeting people for the first time It occasionally also happens when it's not the first time.

I'm in class now and have to meet up with my group members after this. It's the first time we'll be meeting as the group was randomised. I'm feeling anxious and scared I might throw up.

80% of the time, my anxiety always ends up in me throwing up. I don't know how to deal with this",3.1349799196787167,4.092087337349401,4.3062048192771085,88.82790160642574,73.21686746987952,6.497188755020081,27.086345381526108,6.42735559955562,0.9440779116465864,311,11,68,2,6,102,53,83,0.109,0.872,0.019,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,12,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,1,1,7,0,14,8,0,20,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,12,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980452678213053,0.16627513821434947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528699272408262,0.4515035895350237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601666193687973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699067422462378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010403986929051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099276363209708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440328532565113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670961499851084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982171857887836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198877804841146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385374361091818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006537666079885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660915182152274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puzjig-2356,2020/02/21,"Anyone tried cbd I’m suffering at the moment with mild to moderate anxiety which mostly involves overthinking, racing thoughts, indecisiveness and I was just wondering if anyone experiencing something like that has tried cbd oil or any cbd product? If so does it work? Does it just quiet your thoughts? I feel like the overthinking is preventing my focus at this point",9.023095238095241,10.506590952380957,8.346150793650796,63.27732142857143,60.111111111111114,12.014285714285714,37.97222222222222,11.698219412168324,5.121098412698412,302,14,44,9,4,95,48,63,0.129,0.797,0.07400000000000001,-0.4098,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,8,5,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,4,2,4,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,6,3,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360181150577833,0.0,0.19529149088572406,0.0,0.0,0.3570008882557706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44680133645685977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290792143136154,0.18237487489128146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494376451319237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24132580812171314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965300244302737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053338149431858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34664203252745196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768445085556229,0.1858497254487662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatsgoingonondun,2020/02/21,"do you ever feel like you’re watching the world through a screen? not sure if this is the right place, i never really post anything
i’m aware i have social anxiety, but i function decently, and i’m just curious if anyone ever feels sort of disconnected from everything? in situations like when i’m having trouble with my boyfriend and he brings it up i feel as though i should feel really bad and i struggle to feel as bad as i should, then it seemed like i break through a ‘screen’ and it all comes flooding in and i start to freak out because it suddenly becomes real. not sure if that makes sense. another example is my mum has just been diagnosed with cancer, i have hardly cried but there was a point by myself where it suddenly became real and i broke. then there’s situations where i sit there and i go, wow this is actually real? honestly don’t know if this makes sense it’s just like i feel as though i’m seperate from everything else going on in the world but in intense situations everything breaks down",3.6854991087344047,5.74250610606061,4.745282234105762,81.78596256684494,73.79797979797979,8.497207367795601,26.79857397504456,9.168548406835145,2.3345094474153294,811,30,155,19,17,265,108,198,0.18100000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.115,-0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,13,14,0,1,6,0,13,2,0,2,6,45,32,23,0,6,12,1,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,8,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,2,10,18,8,22,28,1,32,0,1,3,0,4,15,0,6,13,102,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.10917947391737133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731672241467415,0.08558846823196653,0.0,0.0,0.0782296224087469,0.0,0.09206832515932277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683150753241226,0.06820146732861541,0.1235634993803126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637536032928333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228957513835659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113556607124765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346201117936476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024050890238946,0.0,0.0,0.30165361447588945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394216158701771,0.07992763082071568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716881809524672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022317721609897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061486734777865634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863713436160595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936254003087696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628933234834109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689157212005215,0.0,0.10576347268537736,0.0,0.10715083269689396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820343651227716,0.14334734783491002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554554998996692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185203370143582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772759550021248,0.0,0.1140483361000704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918977135679761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696205278959355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108925673983876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198445394823568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,e-doups,2020/02/21,"On the verge of a panic attack I'm flying to a different state tomorrow to go to a concert. Even though I'm excited, I can't shake the creeping anxiety and panic. I have IBS-D triggered by stress as well which isn't helping. 
What do you tell yourself or how do you distract yourself to get over these mental hurdles and do what you really want to do?",3.9558333333333313,4.847281805555556,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,71.2222222222222,8.537777777777778,31.06666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.585596666666667,278,12,54,5,5,95,51,72,0.23800000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.099,-0.8928,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,4,8,1,5,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,6,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,6,1,0,0,1,5,2,10,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937937412385137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819496268753386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646718132517741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731947235198755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235240982993354,0.0,0.14397103685022694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697991170144482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552930838718068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5944470946035918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228715975063016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901841439175721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221418140778394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488915661025445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941827265486715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277705496752005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daniellemaree_m,2020/02/21,"Weird question but Does anyone get bad anxiety about more than one storey buildings? I’m always terrified it will just spontaneously collapse which I know sounds silly but it’s a real fear. I also worry that the things on a floor such as heavy furniture will cause the floor to collapse. I get wobbly legs, a dry throat, racing heart, all of it.",3.986051282051285,6.4348144000000005,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,74.23076923076924,6.7948717948717965,23.14102564102564,7.793537801064563,1.2583333333333329,276,8,49,4,6,86,52,65,0.382,0.603,0.013999999999999999,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,2,3,3,1,1,8,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,1,6,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178849641240124,0.2267072983103997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843000685405075,0.0,0.0,0.19050931827233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274914670162837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798899317899769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23843026953641314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065915606274719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846966420246891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228646345003556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973606627063332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462493097508295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30521587521186605,0.0,0.0,0.31011742191409714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810093209282528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766948323407155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anal-warrior,2020/02/21,"Have anyone experienced anxiety/panic attacks and mistaken them for heart attacks? I met with my psychiatrist for bipolar treatment and inquired about the results of my EKG heart test.

She said everything looked fine, to which I was baffled, I expected some anomaly to be registered.

I told I had experienced what I understood as sudden heart attacks in the past with symptoms of sudden racing heart, difficulty breathing and chest pain, though in hindsight these only occurred during stressful periods. 

She says it was likely anxiety/panic attack, however has anyone else mistaken anxiety attacks for heart attacks or am I alone in this?",10.642295597484278,11.535407254716985,9.890566037735852,55.61842767295599,56.64150943396226,12.727044025157234,46.911949685534594,12.161744961471696,6.635847798742138,523,31,64,15,6,167,72,106,0.29600000000000004,0.6890000000000001,0.015,-0.9847,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,10,6,1,2,0,7,10,7,1,0,11,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,7,5,12,2,14,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,5,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502873081823348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775773047206992,0.0,0.0,0.1418145079858302,0.10390509901810382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6922015632650825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471387642340078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113951467882504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6008484217848232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049543121713726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515768720100549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712581321563447,0.10790590481168656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680598742555044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646280502447148,0.08064419238140669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161632135998768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540236852710537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996334388435445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690026717735988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amustangtonne,2020/02/21,"Work changes and stress triggering anxiety My work is constantly changing, it's a really dynamic environment which I handle *okay* for the most part.  But the colleague who, without realising it, keeps me level headed, is moving to another department, and I won't see her anymore.  BIG CHANGE. It's making me feel out of control sad and anxious. To add to that, I had a totally cringeworthy, embarrassing moment in front of one of the most senior bosses, my boss, my bosses boss and my own team member today that I'm going to be ruminating on for weeks. My last uncontrollable anxious episode was October (I get generalised anxiety but manage it ..mostly successfully) but I am starting to get anxious about getting anxious / triggered and won't be able to cope again. Go figure. 

Just anxiety life.",4.069823943661973,7.159117866197184,5.571249999999999,70.92687500000002,78.08450704225352,8.902112676056337,31.41021126760563,9.354420925462401,3.9100971830985927,635,32,96,19,16,213,96,142,0.14400000000000002,0.8420000000000001,0.013999999999999999,-0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,3,7,0,3,5,1,9,2,1,8,1,27,20,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,2,1,0,5,3,4,0,1,2,2,13,3,16,14,6,18,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,3,8,68,21,10,0.13026028232304054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658926361895002,0.2989462783171637,0.5886281676391024,0.1291831980824614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133943204021522,0.0,0.0,0.14076508937812088,0.14609798288191442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586351262608901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416686365670614,0.0,0.14805984058713614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368462975579964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578132402716172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061795157015646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200668965897324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694974993829865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384460654565658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826773846469578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105919198400652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344807236129702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380058015585836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921988982742418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921271329748906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347151670720925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044869413004364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556626381039646,0.0,0.18966207384729686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaptThrowaway1,2020/02/21,"Can’t Sleep. Racing Thoughts. Here I am and it’s 2:27am. I’m lying next to my wife who is peacefully sleeping away. I’m in a house I own and my healthy thriving son is asleep downstairs. 

I’m 41, and I’ve dealt with this perseveration and fear since before I was old enough to know the word “anxiety.” It comes less frequently now, but still just as potently. In some ways it’s easier to manage because I’ve managed it for so long, and I know that I’ll get a few hours of sleep, and I’ll make it through tomorrow ok.

In some ways it’s worse, because, you know, now life is good. The things that used to trigger me, like money problems and job stress, they aren’t an issue anymore. But I’m still lying here at 2:32am with my head spinning and my heart racing because of an entirely routine work interaction that somehow triggered me today.

So I think it’s the inevitability of it now. I used to get anxious when I hadn’t been anxious for a while (what am I forgetting that I should be anxious about)? Now it’s different, more this dreadful resignation to the fact that I was awake at 2:35 when I was 11 years old and my family was a wreck, and awake at 2:36 when I was 21 and I was a wreck, and again at 31 when I was terrified of making my own family a wreck, and this will likely still happen at 51 and 57 and 62 and it’s just a part of who I am and that’s just .....it’s exhausting and terrifying and defeatist and I just want to be able to close my eyes without running these damned scenarios through my head. 

I’m a mental health professional and educator. I know I’ll feel better and be better. I believe therapy and treatment work, I’ve seen it. 

But right now I just want to tell someone I can’t sleep and it’s not fair.",2.595346764819837,4.119216876404497,4.013878341728013,88.1497191011236,75.46067415730337,7.382254939945757,25.478109259976755,8.104835398774808,1.3759511042231702,1352,47,295,22,29,447,169,356,0.184,0.732,0.083,-0.991,3,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,5,24,13,1,3,14,1,23,12,9,6,1,61,46,35,0,4,10,2,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,27,28,0,0,7,0,1,2,6,7,0,0,11,3,32,6,32,30,9,38,0,1,2,0,8,11,1,3,25,189,59,6,0.09823286281121264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514787117540837,0.3329255223117981,0.0974206039510749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229300823923928,0.0,0.0,0.1796455242157401,0.0,0.08358893106012348,0.1106747974259994,0.0,0.17375796869519014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461891317974976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263243383864924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150080658341633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852104011150114,0.11053928102412716,0.049669487004625965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026452328139282,0.0,0.0,0.08239306469943658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686699616494391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163051485182265,0.10441693959256262,0.0,0.11640641540408075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673958236569123,0.11334753468751448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252958707591267,0.09748095876073913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594484955896412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938477609444786,0.09598322967199636,0.0,0.0,0.08693299238000385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114239743433045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899562109779103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447176402725564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061577299484333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637661770194427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399558307242574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389032810553201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812592392278299,0.0,0.3932152216397067,0.0,0.08323238588225178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534667340078885,0.0,0.1125254124560453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585985188569344,0.0,0.11233783970350544,0.0,0.06526154912132863,0.06294365202027155,0.0,0.07798592035484839,0.0,0.0,0.09311326787786524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696833071018143,0.0,0.0,0.11588057522353573,0.15594534827228698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469297430212488,0.0,0.14302938814862454,0.0,0.1001076794728805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325874295950265
anxiety,Longhairedalligator,2020/02/21,"Yelled at while training at work and now I can't sleep  So I was doing my last day of training at my job today and got yelled at by my training officer, I raised my voice ""my-fucking-bad"". Afterwards when we were about to leave I mention I had forgotten something. I explain that when he yelled at me he got me nervous and must have left it. He just give a small ""okay, go get it"" without even looking from his phone. 

It has been on repeat in my mind for the past 4 hours and I can't sleep. I keep thinking that he probably hates my guts and thinking he's gonna go around talking poorly of me. It makes me wanna scream until my head explodes",1.3921515326778504,3.41190923308271,2.684210526315791,94.0402429149798,80.72932330827068,5.295315211104684,23.764603817235397,6.297961479604792,0.4929530364372465,500,18,109,4,13,161,88,133,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.8316,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,8,4,1,1,2,1,10,4,4,1,1,17,24,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,6,6,21,1,18,16,0,24,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,0,12,69,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642278694061075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560932381153912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205655824440374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347696917517847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767228045311946,0.17933694404720024,0.21249298756903226,0.0,0.29903776602986204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457181571968825,0.19186192728710724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410549346929464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551640990824333,0.16616740467683114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238705121244545,0.0,0.1979502628357595,0.20311885534763965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698869982360805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478881551878845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876354248465785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784624101545383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015608749990962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37416474543976597,0.0,0.0,0.14392121235918465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026120779068525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957664138234794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772042395882067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021058532242265,0.0,0.13609990575611916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HolidayFortune7,2020/02/21,"I can’t cope anymore Hi! First time poster here. Unfortunately, I no longer have any emotional support in my life so hoping that posting here will give me some clarity. Been going through a really tough time lately and feeling really hopeless. And I feel guilty because I know that it could be a lot worse. I have a six figure salary at a top tech company, am engaged to be married, and have a wide circle of friends. But I’m the loneliest and most insecure I’ve ever been. My relationship is falling apart and my fiancé keeps postponing the wedding. He tells me he isn’t sure whether he is ready to get married but that he doesn’t want to break up. He keeps wanting more time but my anxiety is through the roof waiting for him to make up his mind. My family has been no help either. I gained a bit of weight recently and they keep telling me that if I don’t lose it, my fiancé will leave me. They even cancelled our original wedding because they were worried what people would think of my appearance.
I thought that at least my work was stable. But today, I found out that less qualified people on my team got promoted over me.

I’ve been breaking down a lot over the past couple of months. And I’m scared because I keep imagining how easy it would be to give up. Therapy is not really helping me...I just end up more anxious after each session. I don’t know what to do. Please help.",3.3620353559483998,5.247436670329673,4.253782449434624,85.70607262302916,74.23809523809524,7.531708870839306,27.98678133460742,8.321376580360154,1.9594447842013056,1093,44,216,19,23,352,159,273,0.14300000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.155,0.6921,1,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,1,0,3,7,7,10,0,2,11,0,29,2,0,3,2,49,54,15,0,7,9,0,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,11,9,1,5,9,1,0,3,8,5,0,2,9,3,31,5,26,37,11,34,0,2,0,0,24,15,0,7,13,143,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754717850196578,0.0,0.08490117291089004,0.1253784345190789,0.11006464204191876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296138101513087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116395195819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861035377154734,0.12279982888587568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484017495669962,0.09829739640215307,0.0,0.0,0.07330277728645149,0.1003898645240828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046242564427204,0.0,0.11223199376418097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440150679020323,0.0,0.12168638819365453,0.08574466703001644,0.0,0.0579836828595732,0.2129287130472804,0.06307381144335962,0.0,0.0887627017003727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231673340164886,0.0,0.0,0.11023048785473814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945847501330462,0.0,0.0,0.12198596397246593,0.0,0.12519289378600967,0.11751425490415338,0.0,0.0,0.07839009649159359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416083065549685,0.0,0.1887064035823117,0.0,0.0,0.07408156203474944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206050818208783,0.0,0.08858503095546075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594518470081787,0.15388233683407956,0.0,0.0,0.1218252626965232,0.0,0.0,0.10629038657040844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329435290040055,0.0,0.10958165442335177,0.11915348034867194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111266580641453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594142432901598,0.10459952549790268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400688315003492,0.0,0.1269179579397624,0.0,0.0,0.0711129909634054,0.0,0.08810756718852457,0.19414405417007055,0.0,0.1051982648709237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309204984809517,0.0,0.0,0.13514656994606786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079645254487935,0.1127079356695433,0.1131004680730904,0.15767731527617934,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ragemukamuka,2020/02/21,First doctors appointment solo tomorrow. Wish me luck! It feels redicules that i am worried about this but here I am staying up thinking about it. To top it off my insurance information changed and I have to get quite a bit of lab work done.,2.8291304347826056,5.525174086956521,3.3893043478260867,87.1491739130435,79.86956521739131,7.1582608695652175,30.93913043478261,8.238735603445708,2.53519652173913,192,10,37,4,5,60,39,46,0.035,0.8270000000000001,0.138,0.5778,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,7,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,26,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259339248960813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158211283873668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055735586006265,0.0,0.30551528825667906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095337200248615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25394230814501945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597749189356044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31753946073818823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31820935215222745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129564430021528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34331212945308737,0.0,0.0,0.21734438725405456,0.30318703909877043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sambambii,2020/02/21,"Effexor 75mg xr Today I finally got the courage to take myself to a psychiatrist. He prescribed me 7mg xr Venlafaxine and gave me two weeks of .25 mg morning and night alprazolam. I am nervous that the other medication will not fix my anxiety and he plans to remove the Xanax at the two week appointment. I am still having terrible anxiety usually midday (no matter the circumstance) and at night when I get home and am in my apartment alone. Does anyone have an experience with Effexor or words of motivation, thank you",5.843829160530191,7.462563103092783,7.331811487481589,67.17824742268043,67.45360824742268,11.728424153166422,34.47569955817379,11.491704259439757,4.748615316642121,419,20,70,15,7,144,70,97,0.07200000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.122,0.4653,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,7,0,6,2,0,1,0,11,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,10,2,9,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,9,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214470512205588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133926175423132,0.0,0.0,0.14322365292002773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792503090105895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036549812671595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438400152909732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701653182799653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382326929219165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054637075979704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063472033938491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384442868015334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635795063193691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540085550844743,0.0,0.0,0.18858225421670452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194157268141696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40018319602620855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255940701984284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32860856690505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CoffeeMakesMeTinkle,2020/02/21,"Baking Soda Put a good half teaspoon of it in a cup with some water, drink it down on an empty stomach. No but seriously.      

One (of the many many) potential causes for anxiety is a person being slightly metabolically acidic, also known as metabolic acidosis. Sodium bicarbonate, also known as baking soda lol, is basic and will help bring your ph down.      

If somebody here is really smart and sciencey they should explain why exactly this is for people who are to acidic. I don’t know what the other reasons are, but I know that being too acidic causes me to have more rapid breath and overall feelings of discomfort wich create anxiety.",8.877333333333333,8.52685622608696,9.020652173913048,64.52692028985507,60.65217391304348,11.492753623188404,35.68840579710145,10.864195022040775,4.133927536231885,506,19,77,11,6,167,86,115,0.10099999999999999,0.765,0.134,0.7261,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,6,1,12,8,2,3,1,19,17,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,4,6,0,7,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,4,5,2,14,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,0,59,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342534655293748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276706166378264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400120113442223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097997433286044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828804050151357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963107866174355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354999552902326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353984913610692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342585149694896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512345389328438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847474561103782,0.18700024005726265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152945434815496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719930625221427,0.220196844953176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325021144424376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avocadojiang,2020/02/21,"Can an anxiety attack make you start having anxiety about other stuff? Some background on me- I have major schiz-ocd, and today I suddenly had an anxiety attack about not being good enough for my gf. Then suddenly, in the midst of my anxiety I started thinking, what happens if I think my gf is evil because this is what a delusional person would think, and then I started getting major schiz ocd anxiety. Does this happen to anyone else? My biggest fear is that it wasn't my anxious thoughts but that I was actually going crazy.",6.944545454545455,7.529027242424243,7.412676767676767,71.30568181818181,64.45454545454545,10.236363636363636,35.69191919191919,10.125756701596842,3.8529919191919184,423,19,69,9,6,139,68,99,0.20800000000000002,0.779,0.013999999999999999,-0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,3,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,12,23,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,13,1,7,17,4,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1455898462477575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5706572620007133,0.1685444657677185,0.0,0.10431849769792152,0.15286480892075446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33945481887829226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094604311575384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055890257396235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463075108704025,0.0,0.0,0.15415519154376514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678824495387657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794664918490783,0.0,0.08478923743490491,0.12513515013480378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638599412829952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958680170380443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302686778320478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167965430468201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078911733043642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28678858011856617,0.0,0.11844176312173925,0.0,0.0,0.14141654759345962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598169840311628,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WillowCantWait,2020/02/21,I’m having horrible anxiety about college I’m having horrible anxiety about school (health science major) I’m freaking out because I finished early for an exam and now I’m scared I fucked up I’m so upset been waiting and waiting,2.361212121212123,5.287566636363636,4.701818181818184,74.41439393939395,87.18181818181819,6.56969696969697,32.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,3.3461333333333334,188,11,27,4,6,65,28,44,0.451,0.5489999999999999,0.0,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,10,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,15,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.590049012151321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350912994228001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35653121277677824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40993251768000544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38610726123528794,0.3903027700142373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadandanonymous11111,2020/02/21,"I Don’t Know Which is Worse: the phone call to make a doctor’s appointment or the doctor’s appointment itself Well, the time has come. I haven’t been to see a doctor in literally years, but now I have to. (I need vaccinations to be able to go to college) Two weeks ago, I finally worked up the courage to call my pediatrician’s office. I couldn’t sleep all night before calling in the morning, and it wasn’t any better when I woke up. It did not help that the lady was not very nice when telling me that since I haven’t been there in years and I am 18 now, I have to go to an adult doctor instead. (So annoying I have to find a whole new doctors office even though I literally just need like 2 shots and then I’m good to go). So I spent the next hour or so curled up in a ball and crying on the couch... which was fun. 

Anyways, so it’s been a couple of weeks, and today I decided to finally look for a physician to go to. And now I have to call them in the morning. And then actually go to the appointment. And get needles stabbed into me.... so not fun. 

I am definitely not going to get very much sleep tonight. Or any night until this whole thing is over... ugh :(",2.7062962962962978,3.7121808024691374,4.2914609053497985,88.33990740740744,74.30864197530863,7.539917695473251,24.19958847736625,7.984000788550335,1.0464798353909464,897,26,205,13,18,301,123,243,0.12,0.778,0.102,-0.5495,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,17,10,1,0,17,0,21,8,2,1,1,27,39,23,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,1,10,10,0,0,3,1,1,7,9,2,1,1,9,2,20,8,31,28,4,41,0,0,2,0,9,11,0,3,24,139,30,7,0.09663794134882032,0.0,0.0943046905658176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566370420600193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314342279468202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223177036714402,0.0,0.0,0.08546840592402695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947125715468886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324502956389643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692804401944886,0.10615224080354196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945651393535549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382844884676442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117242822447548,0.08832532764889996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097867154163978,0.0,0.3295294145446015,0.08105532024731818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477437504573706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516890599769784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531096852648099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721241677206819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115153184554781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450657625625023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104000619542683,0.1433116180304833,0.0,0.09333352594381884,0.10277554695801194,0.18137632304437365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700792749856537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993990371267536,0.0,0.1934154642286572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446582022855348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420195417129022,0.0,0.094946286717588,0.0,0.05635036074223525,0.0,0.09160146882078904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440122665571782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159472844713462,0.0,0.0,0.1550342548785213,0.0,0.0868891150227815,0.0,0.0,0.21578562075222554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035357225426775,0.0,0.09848231824475023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446333165855243
anxiety,amiichyan,2020/02/21,"Needing some words of encouragement Don’t really wanna get into it, but am needing some support",8.957647058823529,9.782781235294117,9.781176470588235,55.21529411764711,60.17647058823529,11.505882352941176,40.52941176470589,11.20814326018867,5.372105882352941,79,4,10,2,1,27,15,17,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25583925333664753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7261877541390815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137035874909789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556866755518558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dddiinfs,2020/02/21,"Cured anxiety -> parent dying -> anxiety back I use to have incredible anxiety, so bad that I couldn’t function day to day.

I cured it.

Then, years later it came back hard after my parent started to die.

I have full blown anxiety attacks. I have no idea what to do.",2.6211320754717,4.8164065849056605,4.574188679245285,81.14769811320755,77.49056603773585,8.013584905660379,25.69433962264151,8.841846274778883,2.2126030188679238,211,8,40,5,5,72,35,53,0.363,0.637,0.0,-0.9565,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,8,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,5,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5617686198125726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088546376565549,0.0,0.282331332207896,0.15328595120946642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997253041765224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367944980985739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810648507054259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445625532555802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724531440472546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076992178506877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994253045226875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855864534957856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182228324222552
anxiety,JellyWhirl,2020/02/21,"Vertigo anxiety? Hello, anyone here with vertigo and anxiety from the vertigo? I have fears that are tied with feeling ungrounded, and vertigo makes me feel like I'm getting thrown around. Which I find real scary. I feel it right now and need some support. Please tell me I'm not alone.",3.2485534591194964,6.1441459622641545,4.107830188679248,81.3446383647799,79.94339622641509,8.816352201257864,27.701257861635213,9.2995712137729,3.1368389937106915,228,10,40,7,6,73,39,53,0.158,0.655,0.187,0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,15,11,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,4,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557756743098741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778468476481806,0.0,0.0,0.17267989970179493,0.0,0.0,0.21984640920437626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27789821736115083,0.3746105936625995,0.17642799298466352,0.0,0.0,0.22571660725795836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902620206741205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206519898414742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484745571808712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311741979081134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27108748852095343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810940997403348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090215549059815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28024683605364403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158535821914629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MaxwelleEdison,2020/02/21,"Still want advice. 
 Felt this way a couple months ago and I am much better now. This was a pending post that I didn’t know was pending but feel this way once in a while.
I don’t mean to be. I really do mean well, I just come off as a prick when really I am just a smart ass who has a free way of thinking. I do what I want when I want and try not to hurt my healthy relationships. So far so good. But I think it  is going to bite me in the ass sooner than later. So how do I keep myself happy( which I am) and not torture the good people I have in my life?",-0.7967076923076917,0.8784182400000021,1.8480000000000023,98.93938461538464,86.6,4.806153846153847,14.415384615384614,5.8734145424116955,-1.0317876923076923,420,6,109,3,13,145,76,125,0.08900000000000001,0.628,0.28300000000000003,0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,2,0,8,0,14,4,3,1,0,22,27,13,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,7,0,1,2,4,3,1,0,4,2,17,8,10,22,1,19,0,1,0,2,2,5,3,0,8,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224648641427852,0.14717910785962393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684356520274236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302357455263853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371344398219988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395177048075672,0.0,0.15941866112022052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943609386957075,0.27852285473409544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674626210962036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774281261373387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757863273809396,0.0,0.0,0.09124793479841688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727471227953842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617193636590002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252674103660195,0.0,0.12205408149339067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768207729486687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510705806475803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901465951712798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127312418852745,0.0,0.0,0.17825836107364218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259495316116646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127757440754043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272617558324427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937934345920952,0.39537014196897385,0.0,0.0,0.14928449044197686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daryaaaa,2020/02/21,"Am I in the right place to be in a relationship? I have pretty bad anxiety. I’ve managed it pretty well for some time, but it’s coming back hard again. I’ve been with my boyfriend for awhile now, but my anxiety has never been so bad with him. I overthink EVERYTHING! From how long it takes him to text me, how he texts me, how often he calls me, if he’s upset by something I said, why he won’t share his Instagram account with me, why he suddenly canceled our plans, if he wants to secretly break up, etc. I get a lot of these anxious thoughts in my head. At first I was not ready to lose my relationship over anxiety, and I was determine to keep it, but now I’m starting to think whether I’m actually in the right place to have a relationship in the first place. 

Am I in the right place to be in a relationship? Should I break up with him and figure myself out? Or should I stay with him and work on myself while being with him? I’m not sure what’s best and I’ve been overthinking this a lot, and I need some other people’s thoughts and advice.",4.031336405529956,4.400746672811064,5.1370276497695855,85.83982718894009,70.75115207373274,8.780645161290323,27.02073732718894,8.841846274778883,1.701576958525345,816,25,183,14,14,270,111,217,0.14300000000000002,0.804,0.053,-0.9608,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,6,10,8,0,1,9,0,16,1,1,3,2,43,30,18,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,14,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,4,1,2,8,2,28,4,32,16,6,36,0,1,0,0,21,20,0,8,12,128,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.10370491502098772,0.0,0.0,0.1038465397196458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438904815979433,0.12005569035325668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171564134399473,0.1774632622479514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115245879558763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851430995740613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154283487965384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851996938092135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550929105554316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078767870340384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552207683587767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519771165223777,0.0,0.1090644409989725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445831885243693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404626303970727,0.0,0.11888977794591285,0.0,0.18069517013077105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879840907276442,0.08196254806260499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367475217189974,0.0,0.4441212296939239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162311004547126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563800272709964,0.0,0.27226390053432536,0.10108781195053793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181240955825463,0.0,0.0,0.07521897857195563,0.11327047182004492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001589172208308,0.0,0.07990237286446701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809400082194661,0.0,0.16873419810572973,0.061967324606160175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268123735478356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555016018421164,0.0,0.1917856316470218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736636627803457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxious-wreck,2020/02/21,"Had a disagreement and I'm starting to cry I can't get over this feeling, I feel angry, tense, scared for the future, thoughts of being home feeling trapped race through my head, so much more but I'm not well enough to write more.

I hate everything",2.4061224489795947,4.8194867551020435,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,79.40816326530611,5.552653061224492,26.126530612244892,6.742157984588678,0.934784489795918,197,8,41,2,5,59,41,49,0.36,0.591,0.048,-0.9421,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,12,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,3,4,1,6,9,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31484147919052474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961577759982009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575979210443166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347750121819709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974848422513568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28298048849151897,0.2941574892944961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28750584840036264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070059815002912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869592351182902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287295915477546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275463369099796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257708149090861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0ky8290,2020/02/21,"Developing a tolerance for antidepressants Hi guys.

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I have anxiety problems and the only medication that ever worked is Seroquel.  I started off with 100mg daily.  I noticed that I became able to function after I started taking the Seroquel.  Prior to starting that medication, my only refuge from my horrific daydreams was sleep.

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About two years after I started taking it, I noticed my anxiety started increasing again.  It's still nowhere near as bad as the pre-Seroquel days, but it's still difficult to function.  I'm always having daydreams about terrible things happening to me or my loved ones.  My doctor raised my dosage of Seroquel to 200mg.

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I'm worried that I'll keep building up a tolerance for Seroquel.  What do you guys think?  Have you guys every built up a tolerance to your antidepressants?",6.590319634703198,9.152972164383565,6.693356164383566,68.74473744292241,67.08219178082193,8.976255707762556,38.19406392694064,9.516144504307137,4.39529406392694,680,38,95,15,12,217,86,146,0.12,0.782,0.098,-0.3259,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,1,6,5,0,0,6,0,6,5,1,0,1,8,19,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,17,1,21,18,1,19,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,14,68,26,2,0.10475467326622798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871642798794124,0.34050493415375344,0.3818651819664991,0.0,0.0,0.16027407664502982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746577657167487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755809811882058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722084692355788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475659928752997,0.08826033025880793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111707881195061,0.0926342116117042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931107667855198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945451825182778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110586251303003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385277796458002,0.0,0.0,0.07098447767744892,0.15934129889066145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023607488813446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483032583845556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707294845359025,0.0,0.16731443477507507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575249548325218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959435019410158,0.06712256482068114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023300943317494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626264975995109,0.10638345561470113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818651819664991,0.06745857506657754
anxiety,Quin_Diamond,2020/02/21,"Everything sucks and anxiety is making it worse Just, ugh. The past couple of days my friend constantly acts as he hates me, my friends constantly do this because they know it gets to me. They know if they make a passing comment or joke about them hating me it'll send me into a spiral. Then after I have a panic attack they claim they didn't know it would happen, but then it happens all over again. I get so scared that they actually hate me I start to twitch and spasm until they do something so minor later on it sends me into a panic attack. Today I was with my friend who constantly does this thing where instead of answering he's like ""I don't know is it?"" in a really sarcastic tone and then stops talking. Sure it's funny the first time kind of, but after the  3rd my anxiety is through the roof and all my brain can say is 'he probably hates you, you know what you did' and really, it's just, me existing that causes it ig. Then he made it worse because he saw my panic and was all ""we hate you"" as a joke but it got to me. I started to panic and all day I could feel it like a monster creeping closer behind me, I felt it lurking in the back of my head that I was going to lose a friend and it messed me up. 

So a few hours later we have a test, we're being normal which helps me calm down. And it happens, the stupid minor thing that shouldn't upset me but it did and it was the straw that broke the camels back. I and he were reading a study guide off his Chromebook and he turned it, exclaiming that he didn't want me to read it. I broke. I don't know why I did but I did, I was sent into a  panic attack of spasms and twitches so extreme I'm still sore now.  He continued to refuse to turn the Chromebook as I begged him to just turn it so the pain could stop but he didn't until I was shaking and it was too late by that point I was in it now and no one could help me. I sat there stiff as a board afterward, no one coming to help, him not apologizing once for what he caused. I failed the test, of course, panic attacks don't really get your brain in the right setting. I just need help. It's just so cruel how he refused even while the other kids were asking him to do it to stop my convulsions and hyperventilating, but just like every other time, no one helps. No one tries to comfort me, they just wait for me to stop and to get back to my normal self. Is it too much to ask for an ""I'm sorry"" or even a little comfort after?",2.2029813988801408,3.5167819241245186,3.6934317168074418,90.91153316883366,76.0622568093385,6.5710543798044965,20.90234412071748,7.11905507035037,0.34891862959096503,1895,43,426,20,41,627,219,514,0.242,0.65,0.109,-0.9978,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,2,5,9,3,29,42,12,9,28,0,38,8,3,6,5,79,80,45,0,10,18,0,2,3,4,3,5,1,0,2,43,24,0,8,9,4,0,8,12,28,0,5,23,4,66,14,52,50,6,65,0,4,1,0,55,17,1,3,42,302,109,5,0.0,0.0,0.05982710685454939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379987374378347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462814856114473,0.2789837374615142,0.0,0.14142464912253616,0.0,0.07474475424921287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687850357092762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595902413628782,0.0,0.05281083315101355,0.0,0.19875431995631987,0.0,0.14684673446537894,0.06783539055074643,0.0,0.07907630736753983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365045445417154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809858217359903,0.0,0.0516540666348462,0.0,0.05509907182726908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030998826294609882,0.04379796621259504,0.05886464759331956,0.0,0.0,0.05214798049632242,0.0,0.0,0.18946355311392085,0.0,0.12812219065892128,0.0,0.03484236640721055,0.0,0.04903306943350915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264159873047496,0.0,0.0,0.30264146150518595,0.06291900402557292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054650428333321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037536705961698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384214619474705,0.20215741950597996,0.0,0.06915733451098383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985498874351419,0.061446047041001664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858721640767257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058010474565840416,0.08184623282996427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506793899753467,0.04545860568528212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013632614060535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529030173545694,0.1661737239930524,0.0,0.06523531775166379,0.43158562860306543,0.0,0.0,0.0585247800941974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795523970416866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609966700943458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264783401783183,0.0,0.11782512942028706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235612174732182,0.0,0.04875404662987083,0.0613793288516515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395691204093458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471973750489964,0.0,0.06862853257287685,0.08678728231161881,0.0,0.0489601100375493,0.20502268004181534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057781429566707725,0.0,0.0,0.04927650666055248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145972696439571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149759006027838,0.0,0.05811217692666321,0.0,0.0,0.041623650290516005,0.2000542987645105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03616064951445242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532032630946917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249548064165546,0.043550965664183657,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marcapwier64,2020/02/21,"Can someone explain what anxiety is, and if I have it? 1st part-
I can’t understand what anxiety is, I looked it up and can’t understand. Isn’t it like overthinking? Just worse?

2nd part-
I worry ALL the time. If I’m a good enough person, if I’m a good boyfriend despite her saying I am, I always worry something is wrong to the people I care about, sometimes in class I’ll be overthinking a LOT and start breaking down and manage to hold it back. Sometimes when my girlfriend doesn’t want to tell me something (she does just has trouble telling me/anyone and I know it) I overthink/worry. You might see the pattern here, just worrying/overthinking a LOT. I also am fidgety.

I am a smart and happy person, I have no reason to be depressed or anything and I’m not. I just think that me always saying “Oh I’m just overthinking and am a worrier and worry all the time” I don’t know if it’s just that anymore. I’m concerned if it’s that, or I have anxiety. I’m not sure anymore and I want to know, so can someone please help me understand.",0.9380094786729848,3.349133739336498,2.801126066350712,90.0124758293839,86.01421800947867,5.6508815165876785,24.079810426540284,7.087006719466742,1.1235139715639813,813,33,164,12,25,270,98,211,0.171,0.706,0.12300000000000001,-0.8457,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,0,10,0,21,0,0,1,3,43,41,20,0,7,15,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,12,10,0,1,9,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,4,23,7,9,38,7,9,0,1,2,0,12,3,0,10,6,113,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478871500124187,0.17644375400040366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24332811380407735,0.0,0.21029801141216675,0.07413563554977448,0.0,0.08725011817168786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815272197022567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810026868944486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131978114465007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092783805677779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955289187050817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785865574337087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286633054402033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106679263680363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748068578224846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179880207649698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903488581332229,0.0,0.0,0.1802785194131092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247651394702654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296310046969725,0.0,0.07350487138126341,0.18515510549765327,0.0,0.11638438107619645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901207946329658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686317864231842,0.0,0.0,0.08448875672001907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967046524283556,0.1632475295726723,0.20972425925647348,0.0,0.07504553707165923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992796868629007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534227236747985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793698824496186,0.0,0.0,0.12364887809569275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311294826642216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507341128292546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306969850071966,0.10804924762530724,0.0,0.11592246014757901,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Taylor1222,2020/02/21,"Klonopin, Prozac, anti nausea pills, oh my Hi guys, my doctor is weening me off Klonopins slowly, but for ten years they have been the only thing that worked. I liked the immediate relief. Problem is, anxiety has gotten worse and Klonopins don't help anymore. He's upping my Prozac and that'll be it. I also have a strong phobia of throwing up so I have anti nausea pills too. Anyone have any success with dropping benzos and increasing ssris? I like to have a safety net like Xanax or something new because I know the Klonopin is useless and I don't want to go up on the dose. I'm only on 1mg twice a day. I still feel I need something as back up. Opinions?",2.232736347621845,4.513151557251909,3.292671755725191,89.40386964180858,79.22900763358778,4.9467997651203754,23.817381092190253,5.8734145424116955,0.5389455079271865,518,18,100,3,13,166,91,131,0.16899999999999998,0.647,0.184,0.7383,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,5,8,0,0,7,0,14,7,0,0,0,13,21,9,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,2,1,13,6,13,17,1,16,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,8,63,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646334873609734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005774983242118,0.0,0.16880585190641936,0.0,0.21883744390859933,0.15429202470635933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967548336583516,0.0,0.13451352771581465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423087569099856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258569418826877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157335446003264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540731898788046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184901059337306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790510992459924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127008298584185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32341297098805283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636181020913285,0.0,0.2131167673115121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356468402895349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114376532297305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397528284379225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762209852626434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659805026870268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301521847129594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064458870515222,0.0,0.2248734641644029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209911510177947
anxiety,Litexten,2020/02/21,Help! Have amxiety out of fear of losing control. So ive been having panic attacks almost daily now. Before it was getting anxiety because of I thought I could not feel my breath and then because i thought my hear was beating to slow or fast. Which obvoisly lead to really bad panic attacks. But now its not that. I have this weird anxiety feeling that I will lose control of myself. I got through a bunch of emtions almost as if im a diffrent person each time. But I do have control its the weirdest feeling ever. In your guys opinion would this be considered anxiety or something else like depornalization? Thanks!,3.5532318840579755,6.318493243478265,4.462282608695652,80.13922101449278,77.43478260869566,6.615942028985508,32.19202898550725,7.793537801064563,2.7025507246376814,493,26,81,8,12,159,80,115,0.27899999999999997,0.638,0.083,-0.9752,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,7,4,11,2,3,3,0,13,1,1,4,1,25,22,9,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,6,4,12,2,11,12,2,10,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,6,8,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26782849959108085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069160635007726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30428111490606946,0.0,0.0,0.11166144227583052,0.16304475209396832,0.0,0.11379690589561198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499786855745512,0.10677489302186778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171673455000272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096912594068247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504867690127945,0.20285822058724126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986995617133877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695847127328036,0.0,0.0,0.13241666381767836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072677438666798,0.0,0.08963838950099966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445455416569156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533517306666314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992259673158828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138136472127845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677046936336745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567276374882518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295417239171273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312334937176862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233807699778148,0.07798076911074346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500006350271101,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Needsmoreicedcoffee,2020/02/21,"Shitty friends, lingering anxiety 
Anxiety is crippling me.  Anxiety not about important things like my relationships with family and close friends, my finances, or anything even remotely impactful on my day to day life, but rather, anxiety about negative memories from long ago. 
Have you ever seen the movie Mean Girls?  Well, as I get older, I realize that largely WAS my college friend group.  Spending four years with girls who through passive aggressive comments, exclusions, and personal slights, consistently made me feel 'less than'.  I didn't have the right family. I never had the right clothes.   I didn't like the right music.  Too tall, too fat, too thin. I just wanted to fit in, but I couldn't seem to do anything right.
Now I'm 34, I have two beautiful kids, a wonderful spouse, and a great job, and yet my brain STILL dwells on this stuff.  WHY?!  It's worth noting I really don't really interact with most of these people anymore outside of occasional contact on social media.  I just wish I knew how to just turn off the negative thoughts.",6.128541033434651,8.017356170212768,6.1545896656534955,74.85500000000002,67.08510638297872,10.690577507598782,34.173252279635264,10.7630783206399,4.181480547112462,832,39,141,25,14,263,129,188,0.107,0.6859999999999999,0.207,0.9782,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,0,16,9,1,1,7,0,11,3,2,2,2,31,24,9,0,4,8,1,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,4,7,8,1,0,7,0,3,0,8,2,1,2,8,3,19,7,20,15,2,24,0,0,1,0,16,13,0,4,13,93,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240553735945198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38802383042099453,0.0,0.1257571083377311,0.0,0.0,0.20870045303266216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155701691817332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355827814925095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375392072922014,0.11470294941909702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390821195277361,0.0,0.06411673511547096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29390913869423263,0.0,0.06625070642045827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980365147754564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258350184104449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956656446803335,0.12390164834667287,0.0,0.0,0.11221898959223883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998655033940744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381285021926781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780031689411693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791105547382021,0.11072178241246697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246986345415768,0.0,0.0,0.1361417877624929,0.0,0.4331652505604815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543908037320913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292623677606665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126713755764688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451621049831961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424402405943543,0.0,0.0,0.10066950354575507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792810906979147,0.1238706720422664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479324425017582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401348745480334,0.0,0.11442235505227515,0.0,0.14582021305035406,0.0,0.13751529336169258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165866632957867
anxiety,TheGhetoPenguin,2020/02/21,"Anxiety or not? I’m in need of some serious help. Until recently, I believed anxiety to be almost non existent. Fake, to me. I’ve always had the nervous feeling in my stomach from doing certain things, but up until recently that’s about it. 

After suffering from some health issues I’ve been told by doctors that a lot of my symptoms are being caused by anxiety. I’m not sure how much truth there is to this because it’s not the type of anxiety I’m used to. Sometimes I’m feeling normal and I succumb to a weird feeling in the upper region of my chest that goes into my lower throat. It doesn’t feel like acid reflux and I’m not sure if it’s a heart palpitation or something else. Other than that, I deal with an increased heart rate a lot of the time and just feeling of unease. I would say that while experiencing what doctors would call one of my “anxiety triggers” I do sometimes experience panic attacks. 

I would like to know what some of you think and what I should do for a next step? I’ve tried a little bit of meditating, but it doesn’t feel like it helps me that much. Should I consider taking anxiety medication because that worries me that I’ll be pill dependent. Or would therapy or something be more beneficial? 

Thanks to everyone who replies.",3.9046341463414653,5.743363081300813,5.324073170731708,78.79928048780491,72.65853658536584,8.334634146341463,30.186178861788626,8.982922981607832,2.7073730081300824,1002,44,184,21,20,336,134,246,0.16899999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.138,-0.742,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,4,16,1,3,11,0,19,11,5,5,4,49,37,15,0,9,12,0,6,3,0,6,6,1,0,0,21,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,3,9,17,8,32,24,10,17,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,12,11,128,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848097955627373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183313520668553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514141642321048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188466612842393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990364671600864,0.0,0.0,0.11080413944794076,0.0,0.0,0.10737017764892316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042396122985707,0.0,0.0,0.10103014239885408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139212351384344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132600362005068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215685386813004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093975407883401,0.0,0.0962028871719342,0.0,0.0,0.2983652046735278,0.1405191821254796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453896826038883,0.0,0.23308491156160274,0.13184073266860394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264941005647947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404930431337535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414310320763038,0.09857019653759982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722333456995364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990749251340081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459369864971985,0.07292354695711384,0.0,0.0,0.10459385676660853,0.0,0.09635982987711833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664292262141029,0.0,0.0,0.11538979392718485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942129075908354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821001007766917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142567369822935,0.1945367095716826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538301950696207,0.10222087990821936,0.07394520407367869,0.0,0.0,0.09054531590845598,0.112469125268654,0.0,0.06533781816283306,0.06301721221111915,0.0,0.0,0.0573473139737021,0.0,0.0,0.093975407883401,0.0,0.06677160838370512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849408052211188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987682705709464,0.0,0.2794534360888232,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lalalalanay,2020/02/21,"Fear of death I just found out a friend from high school passed away a day ago. I subdued my anxiety attack before it went to a panic attack, but I just need some help on what else I can do. My boyfriend’s supervisor passed a month ago and I had a full on panic attack while driving home from the funeral. My boyfriend had to pull us over from the passenger side. There’s just been a lot of death around me lately and I’m freaking out. We have a child and I don’t want any of us to pass. I’m having a hard time coping with it. I just don’t want to die. 

What can I do to get through the anxiety of death? Here lately, it’s starting to even affect me leaving the house for anything other than work. And that includes my bf leaving for work. It’s even worse if our daughter is in the car. I’ve been crying non stop, even at work and I just build up so much anxiety from “what if’s”. I know where this stems from so I don’t need therapy. I just need advice",0.5355252100840353,2.5111406617647063,2.1966106442577065,96.61617647058829,83.55882352941177,5.258263305322129,19.0280112044818,6.42735559955562,-0.1679282913165263,741,19,174,7,21,242,110,204,0.276,0.685,0.039,-0.9946,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,4,0,0,3,15,8,3,3,13,0,14,0,0,1,0,30,26,11,5,7,9,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,10,10,0,1,2,0,0,7,3,7,0,0,6,1,22,1,30,20,4,31,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,4,10,116,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934161406332027,0.19837472681756066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609182122432856,0.0,0.25679602791381856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207930572108547,0.09960946696824388,0.0,0.3818870579099071,0.10512818504524624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952136329703779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291040858935415,0.07216243413981585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612840421901112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347315795958963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171498221784325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591196464362533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226860990958948,0.0864490997912424,0.0,0.058460046081189314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023513036921182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500025287008318,0.11822225417727646,0.11223890000000032,0.0,0.0,0.12911076178341835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149406801530258,0.0,0.25244282456126266,0.2369593795389354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512835771362256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931279864202016,0.0,0.08225503410549592,0.2489041596445568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26256722176807323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324279730366167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919921595323022,0.0,0.0,0.0935484732292851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796064864762147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524634629054894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691896368854177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199607194155807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372694655548384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443807001916111,0.0,0.11402964160399685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aggravated_tenti,2020/02/21,"Is left and right body stimulation really working for reducing anxiety? I was told this by a classmate and tried it when I had anxiety by tapping my left and right feet inside my shoes. 

Does anyone know if this is real or bs?",5.064469696969695,6.102184386363637,6.4890909090909075,74.66196969696973,68.77272727272728,10.412121212121212,30.57575757575757,10.504223727775694,3.3870393939393946,179,7,33,5,3,61,34,44,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,1,0,8,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780288787370383,0.0,0.0,0.17276308978360244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744486053360835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162201326245084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578792730745978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369032057700152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28122951932995344,0.15828486679155213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220075189700699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360941739485497,0.0,0.16775013888874435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987615078962804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luckygirl1218,2020/02/21,"Lexapro *dont know if this is allowed here/ already posted on Lexapro page but got no response* anxiety with Lexapro.

backstory - started suffering from anxiety and depression around 10 years old. I was admitted into a hospital at 16 for a few weeks for it. it got really bad after my first baby in Dec 2018, in Feb 2019 I started 10MG of Lexapro and it worked like a charm. In Oct 2019 I quit cold turkey. no side effects. then my anxiety peeked super super super bad, in Feb 2019. I’ve been back on 10MG Lexapro for 3 weeks now & the first week I felt immediate relief from my anxiety. I could focus again, think again, be a good mom. now week 3 I’m a zombie, my anxiety is overwhelming, I cry, I can’t think of anything else but things I would never ever think about before (what is causing my anxiety), I’m.. drowning it feels like. I keep telling family members I don’t want to feel like this forever, that i should’ve took advantage of not having this overwhelming anxiety. is this normal? did anyone else experience this? I have bad morning anxiety so I switched to taking my lexapro during the daytime 2 days ago, I experience fatigue for a few hours but then I’m fine. I have jaw clenching. I don’t feel like eating really. Weight loss. but the biggest effect is this massive anxiety. will it go away? I have an appointment with a new therapist Monday, my OB (who wrote my prescription) March 10th. it’s so bad I’m debating stopping cold turkey again. please help. 
I am 22 years old, female, 150 pounds. If that matters.",2.4202806122448983,5.018202605442177,3.84686649659864,83.84642219387756,80.76870748299321,7.484523809523811,26.5344387755102,8.472884824447931,2.2624765306122447,1202,51,224,28,32,395,166,294,0.19,0.644,0.165,-0.8134,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,11,12,22,0,2,11,0,21,4,1,4,2,36,44,12,1,6,7,1,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,17,6,2,2,11,0,0,2,8,10,0,2,8,7,26,12,25,32,3,45,0,6,0,0,6,12,0,2,34,128,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462541008381045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290084717679464,0.0,0.0,0.09121500761000607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796154338325503,0.0,0.0,0.058864493556812524,0.08625804395530914,0.06927753408818083,0.07494298734506886,0.0,0.0,0.07909509488659046,0.06473349103004929,0.2811656692879957,0.0,0.0,0.07163570198655851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648174921772711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721531096089431,0.0,0.09247387297460216,0.05429271487070311,0.0,0.0725088903458539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866483692361047,0.0,0.0,0.08614283398869041,0.14065244815138778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615064915218707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164699242520693,0.07936264365878065,0.0,0.1277002298185641,0.18042651995203488,0.08083132948770996,0.0,0.0,0.1432163706385727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047844587784678684,0.07061084468615472,0.13466174871396114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564277992122128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290580827823009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482798440518049,0.0,0.0,0.04626617631170398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645152282553995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985970979954264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492908557708507,0.08130692821052961,0.0,0.0,0.0824839641341564,0.0,0.0,0.17667714513766106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241045280273744,0.0,0.0,0.08062648529654902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954169439832432,0.0,0.0,0.10786283728848424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917393034167245,0.0,0.0,0.07038288888352262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329705613308198,0.0,0.0735818808099076,0.0,0.0,0.09774591146204416,0.055929138281167794,0.16182810238929576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353324297912508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049654818212553416,0.0,0.27011427896056445,0.10251531945852624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061288082613264724,0.0,0.0,0.059802998897237634,0.0,0.0,0.10842546737275012
anxiety,Wilesch,2020/02/21,"My gf has had like 10 panic attacks and many close calls in the last few months went to the ER once. Dr's don't care and won't offer to give her anything but SSRI. She has never had them before recently. The Dr's really don't care at ALL. They said it's no big deal. I have to leave and go pick up her up because she has an attack and can't drive.

Options?",-0.1216249999999981,1.5994520875000011,2.1750000000000007,97.28,84.375,5.0,16.25,5.985473137389443,-0.6881250000000003,277,5,68,2,8,94,59,80,0.21100000000000002,0.768,0.021,-0.9307,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,1,4,0,10,2,0,1,2,10,16,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,1,0,4,1,8,3,7,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,5,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659073824072973,0.0,0.0,0.4606090833228592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340544668010145,0.0,0.1722613923172199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671370942216888,0.0,0.4128018148825732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870658457461766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941987397789226,0.11505122554921933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501548780877115,0.0,0.21435455915593948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989018795473586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052422222314665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158554784490162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561340836094727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155918212715916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375195325899612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968814442613014,0.0,0.19988491817145396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925666448403764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766375861343826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GrouchoParx,2020/02/21,Any Other Commune “Survivors?” I was raised on a commune. My childhood was pretty pretty problematic and isolating. I’m curious if there are any others like me on here?,3.3580000000000005,6.517559800000001,5.035,72.3225,84.33333333333334,7.0,30.83333333333333,8.07648339933343,3.269333333333334,134,7,19,3,4,45,24,30,0.08,0.603,0.317,0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449634547182688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575602300578265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8152879322536848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dougjdempseyyy,2020/02/21,"Breathing issues due to anxiety? Anyone ever had this before? Where it feels like you have to conciously breathe? I didnt even notice it till i started feeling light headed. I dont have any of the diseases that cause it as far as i know, but i do see a psychatrist for bipolar + anxiety",3.027368421052632,5.020069280701755,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,75.49122807017544,7.3670175438596495,28.94385964912281,8.238735603445708,2.254939649122808,227,10,42,4,5,76,45,57,0.077,0.8640000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,4,3,1,1,6,11,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,7,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952778652190696,0.0,0.4039157055006911,0.0,0.0,0.1845936361464174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464297080611825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711988090578805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094038512357971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743682801290212,0.2388014297336202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669707813612177,0.1886003223264273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709382527508402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755454668955015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508647233541475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897615502209395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005636295460588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037233579750195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685924065920387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,something_memorable2,2020/02/21,Fears of travelling Does anyone else feel completely paralysed with anxiety at the thought of travelling? Feel like I’m being left behind because I can’t go on planes/trains/boats,5.834270833333331,8.80344471875,5.16375,77.03958333333338,70.5625,9.266666666666666,32.541666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.814091666666668,149,7,23,4,3,45,28,32,0.152,0.768,0.08,-0.3102,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391757547107504,0.0,0.0,0.21861156493230496,0.3203460156990905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905880284770623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32780670006726353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736013903323967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26117825826751034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518172311550603,0.31616962276144384,0.22335662524039626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776857249108051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396942314980948,0.0,0.0,0.15274458901696406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482085129749781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,runforcoffee,2020/02/21,"Does anyone ever wonder what your life would be like if you didn’t have anxiety and depression? While I’ve made a lot of progress from where I once was, it has taken a LONG time to gain confidence/ accept myself and not be overruled by my anxiety. I still have bad days and there is still room for me to grow... but I can’t help but feel like it just doesn’t seem worth it sometimes. It is so much work every day to deal with all of the bad thoughts and paralyzing stress and keep myself busy so I don’t let myself go too far off the road. Sometimes I just feel like it would be easier to just succumb to my anxiety and depression and quit trying to think that I will ever get better. 

It would be so much easier if I wasn’t this way. If I didn’t feel so many emotions, while also feeling nothing at all. If I didn’t have so much brain fog and could actually retain the information that I’m learning in school or the things that I do on a daily basis. If I didn’t have to continually pretend like I am a perfectly happy and normal person. If I didn’t have to explain why things are so hard for me sometimes. If I could just write a damn paper or do a homework assignment without spending hours and hours and hours rewriting over and over and over again. If I could just go to bed without asking myself if I’m good enough. If I could just pick a career path and not change my mind and overthink it every day of my life. If I could just function in my every day life without wondering and worrying what every person is thinking of my every move.  

I just wish I could say no to this disorder and live my life.",6.359427807486633,5.250067081818184,6.89149732620321,80.22842245989304,66.06060606060606,9.825311942959003,30.62388591800357,8.841846274778883,2.195768270944742,1267,37,265,17,17,417,156,330,0.10300000000000001,0.736,0.161,0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,6,23,15,1,1,11,0,38,5,1,2,5,83,59,41,0,22,28,0,5,4,0,4,4,1,3,2,16,18,0,2,14,1,2,4,15,6,0,0,10,6,34,9,30,34,7,34,0,2,0,0,11,12,1,17,21,196,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.07557733634629363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061934531490130174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774078456799206,0.0,0.0,0.05415291238263335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240271671184592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933042428422592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849579191390816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645673547366849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819289129559211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710119250468444,0.0,0.0,0.19978825629890867,0.0798447058612858,0.13341039219410947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876124910893515,0.0,0.06777460342971768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711772319760666,0.0,0.08002370399515353,0.0,0.0,0.14011092875330727,0.32626320851572105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663861044819413,0.11065665039696597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040462987456483225,0.0,0.08803010486402328,0.06495907217587082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824440292927152,0.06937751669226648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191125383138779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288097985945961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883866722393346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919505221199567,0.21881310980081534,0.15134724182626585,0.0,0.06838733363344474,0.06853837209572464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584287565521968,0.0,0.07328245302801638,0.0,0.07851934761803916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819963674815691,0.0,0.0,0.08231416170531658,0.1707979023119975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588185360701699,0.07431271751503897,0.0,0.0,0.08247878518358273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524788896535134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237467509450454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158915538648412,0.0,0.07838074367015475,0.0,0.07050506045150197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979190813849515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369893509493793,0.0,0.0887155541066051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029050125795482,0.09925013105200534,0.0,0.06148445925045135,0.04516010965624838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052581593584574565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147401587053768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988408980635068,0.0,0.08906050622482364,0.22396913288801376,0.16797646066006394,0.056382514607935676,0.07865143368501823,0.0,0.16504889605693526,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,g0negurl,2020/02/21,marijuana dependency I don’t know if the topic of drugs will make some of you uncomfortable but I’ve been struggling with anxiety since childhood and latched onto marijuana almost immediately after high school and smoked heavily for the past 3-4 years. I knew it was more than recreational after the first couple years when I would take breaks and my anxiety felt like a ton of bricks on my stomach and body. It has gotten to the point were my mother (nicely with no judgement and ready to support) called me out a couple days ago. I’m so embarrassed I don’t want to smoke at all for a few months but just 24 hrs sober I haven’t been able to eat more than toast and tossed and turned maybe got 4 good hrs of sleep last night. Left work early today because of the unbelievable churning in my gut. I plan on buying CBD gummies or oils and visiting a doctor later in March but what else can I do while I basically go through THC withdrawal and everything  feels like a dumpster fire.,5.995982456140354,6.685487457894741,6.235526315789473,78.55785087719302,66.52631578947367,9.491228070175438,29.517543859649123,9.516144504307137,2.476017543859649,787,26,151,15,12,252,133,190,0.111,0.7929999999999999,0.096,-0.4527,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,3,7,0,2,10,0,12,7,4,2,1,29,25,17,0,3,6,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,12,1,0,4,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,8,4,14,5,25,15,6,31,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,5,20,90,17,3,0.1545100995898509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696388068045764,0.0,0.15471954580159153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639960654699166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418792259907782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162588883573562,0.0,0.0,0.15777208694600464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419249727342145,0.0,0.0996462319338372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814763408372018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918266181417725,0.15810240536906706,0.1290733619043804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886371464262326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812494886167133,0.11038204601956718,0.14835392602551672,0.0,0.0,0.13142621177960626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781165028355463,0.12959574085394432,0.12357584140822038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324840340980226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491470994639091,0.1259463533540109,0.0,0.0,0.16787567529482292,0.0,0.0,0.15097166010602006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313669126681166,0.0,0.15522616260691316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233284873802838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499726166387986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749737324070109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606198619014726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563724696854576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781235104403782,0.0,0.1546216849359233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152750383060033,0.0,0.0,0.17533622998704335,0.0,0.0,0.11617236587241812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146457508019437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680626196617487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113405995673582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248519270781608,0.0,0.0,0.1097595416373029,0.0,0.0,0.19899887664652047
anxiety,aesthete-human,2020/02/21,"Anyone else feel like the most awful person ever? I am desperately afraid that people always think the worst of me all the time. 
When I need to guide my dog inside by his collar when he gets overly excited about the neighbor dog (he’s a social butterfly) I think that my neighbors think I am an animal abuser. 
When I hold a baby or am nice to kids (I work with an after school program)  I am desperately afraid people think I’m a pedophile (especially being since I am a single white man)
When I shop at any place nicer than Walmart (mostly target or the mall) I am afraid everyone there thinks I am a slob (my personal style is kind of grunge/skater also so that doesn’t help. )

Does anyone else have thoughts like this?",3.919303675048358,5.535475695035462,4.89136041263701,82.82454545454549,72.19148936170214,7.3967762733720175,22.038039974210182,8.00094639256281,1.0572070921985808,567,13,108,8,11,185,92,141,0.115,0.773,0.11199999999999999,-0.3589,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,3,12,1,11,0,0,0,2,16,21,8,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,1,7,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,16,5,11,19,5,10,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,4,9,69,20,3,0.0,0.18901253737884874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757309600046485,0.13273863135823094,0.0,0.0,0.10848333017647896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308894646907507,0.3269070196263673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960250899953386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26652744787573096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430063919518313,0.0,0.1524341819761422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066127250543319,0.11396559515778094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334588894200562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692709235382666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612205580317774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558729495998905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828670369804145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119085100148986,0.27858436170759704,0.1666709928569247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614490962673054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196177440547602,0.0,0.0,0.16261693693328436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110899441765352,0.0,0.1266460346720226,0.09302104764425637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161370204273208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cjackson1819,2020/02/21,Health Anxiety Does anyone here have bad health anxiety?,7.666666666666668,11.617609000000002,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,70.1111111111111,12.488888888888884,31.222222222222207,11.20814326018867,5.632022222222222,47,2,6,2,1,14,7,9,0.535,0.465,0.0,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154026822211917,0.0,0.0,0.2355443323821521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281268791505458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947934472022514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7161449804707986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WitcherScience,2020/02/21,"How to find a doctor that can prescribe anti-anxiety medicine without a referral to a psychiatrist? I have severe anxiety issues. I moved recently and don't have a doctor.

I'd like find a doctor that can prescribe anti-anxiety medicine without referral to a psychiatrist, as this could save me a lot of money. Is there a trick on how to find such a doctor?",5.110441176470586,6.667153867647063,6.893411764705885,69.86335294117649,69.14705882352939,10.145882352941179,34.188235294117646,10.355215969177356,4.0855376470588265,285,14,47,8,5,99,38,68,0.092,0.8059999999999999,0.102,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,9,0,7,4,0,2,0,11,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,37,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659314483857243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730611362941738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6528064198226162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437197269384254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664221031336269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789815312405708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355568386454314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946780385095436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574354909549885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013065688368265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30740402618943885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Xemnas81,2020/02/21,"Employment gateway scheme flip flopping on how they handle me and it's REALLY stressing me out I went to a talk by my housing association 4 or 5 weeks ago which was a fortnightly careers service. I didn't really want to go because I was originally supposed to go to China next month and didn't want to have to give up my flat until I knew I was happy to stay (probation period of 2 onths) but I had to drop that because of coronavirus.
But my mum talked me into it, I can't say No to her as a rule and I went when I had mild flu so I was too tired to argue or state my needs. I just said Yes to everything the careers people were asking if I was interested in, thinking there would be consequences for saying No. As a result I ended up enrolled on the 4th employment gateway course, the last 3 went nowhere so I had little faith in it but again I was afraid that saying No would result in eviction or something. I would have ended up on a training scheme but I tried to give the impression I didn't feel ready for that yet (because I did not, I was ill but I had to be there)
The course has mostly been fine and I've made a couple of friends, but it's stressful and feels more like therapy than anything but therapy where being seen to be working, looking for work or doing stuff in the community is the solution to all your problems. There's a job club once a week. When I started there they said there was no pressure to be applying for every job we're interested in. 
We're in week 3 or 4 now and they've suddenly decided to tell me that if I want to do XYZ, I need to be applying for this now, the deadline is coming up for applying for my Masters, if I have this goal I need to prepare for it now, if I don't have a personal statement ready for them to see and review there's no point in me showing up, they're ragging on my lack of punctuality and I'm just getting the impression that they were lying in the first week and actually judging me all along but trying to lull me into a false sense of security, or maybe under pressure by a boss in the shadows to get me into a position ASAP. Or maybe I'm just tired and paranoid. They weren't this aggressive but they were CBTing my ass with cost/benefit analysis of my current lifestyle and so on. 
I'm feeling under immense pressure and I've spent most of yesterday evening and the whole of today in my room or in a library filling out vacancies for deadlines which are, well, tomorrow. I would be lying if I did not admit this was to avoid their anger and disappointment and everybody else's around me. Yes I worry about paying bills but my main fear is what everybody in my life is thinking about my choices, my attitude and so on. I haven't felt this scared of my job performance since I was a student. When I'm in this frame of mind I stop doing everything except focussing on getting something done which would push away the threat of that judgment. I have to force myself to remember to eat, sleep and shower. Why have they suddenly changed their approach?

posted here because jobbit removed my post for saying ass. Look I'm too tired to even remember what I wrote. In what world is 'ass' still not family friendly...and in what world are kids interested in watching unemployed adults talk about jobs?! I really hate the insincerity of corporate culture, I tell you.",5.568132530120484,5.759129789156628,6.487012048192772,78.12033734939762,67.3734939759036,9.712289156626507,32.563855421686746,9.57969875127883,2.9210320481927723,2636,106,515,51,40,878,292,664,0.179,0.735,0.086,-0.9971,13,1,2,0,0,1,48.0,0,2,9,6,35,29,5,9,28,2,57,11,4,6,2,95,99,51,0,18,30,1,4,1,1,5,6,6,2,3,25,26,1,3,12,2,3,10,15,17,1,1,36,15,74,12,100,51,8,89,1,1,5,3,35,43,3,15,32,371,99,17,0.0,0.0,0.07021487820928399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637812024162534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921045418195627,0.06405263086884581,0.06726550817628626,0.0,0.06760137400154577,0.0,0.0,0.1754453488500007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761157897740748,0.06198036998252843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796136389710391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363198774082226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362496936595504,0.06010675355626256,0.0,0.12745642237379776,0.0,0.0,0.09504737749889933,0.0,0.0606227542742052,0.0,0.12933183037588586,0.0,0.06783004386582013,0.08096612539710174,0.10914344319867124,0.05140260034482756,0.06908530729466586,0.0,0.0,0.0612024263234277,0.0,0.0,0.0555900201698478,0.0,0.11277602017711565,0.13804603671613067,0.08178408224731003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659435692925855,0.0,0.07103781037692096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830230721779213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856054592621784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058650571354666024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082190176980349,0.035152165536274066,0.07211491473112723,0.0,0.0,0.12084329826744222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808282433589742,0.0,0.0,0.1445711270495919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265111785791796,0.0,0.05743148615687976,0.0,0.0,0.16005472918066893,0.0,0.0,0.07652188315609677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662664677648386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988253208444556,0.06282580539920431,0.0,0.0,0.06801799905369521,0.0,0.13782046016323055,0.0,0.0,0.06884845002885986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828308850621734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630154243185872,0.0,0.13688586318427745,0.2288768169685157,0.07203661227282927,0.0,0.05733651441958115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951952728512435,0.0,0.0720040709699854,0.0,0.0,0.1107844960285316,0.0,0.0,0.05092807239066482,0.07669137361467401,0.0574610464075659,0.060155184105239685,0.16484179326782805,0.0,0.08236794928968075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349713678256673,0.12577862765067735,0.0,0.16456701241413482,0.0,0.0,0.09220801103840154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480950907523167,0.06820218526197612,0.0,0.0,0.09770151656772512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731765257170252,0.0,0.2308625638714133,0.0,0.06469358620904539,0.200100974970252,0.06492558605183253,0.08033195904427334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476398316526607,0.0730708583307985,0.0,0.2555635656460657,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deexyfmaybe,2020/02/21,"Anybody else get this feeling? Little Background: have had severe anxiety for past 8 years (I’m 26) due to MVP and elevated adrenaline levels. Been doing well the last 2 years and coping.

Anybody feel like they are there but also not? It’s very hard to explain. It’s like my consciousness is aware but I don’t feel like I’m totally in reality. It only happens when I’m having a particular bad stretch of anxiety. Due to my anxiety I get so fixated on this. Can happen at home or out. 

Just wondering if anyone else experiences this.",2.549099735216238,5.1296527184466,4.9025948808473085,76.59110326566639,80.06796116504856,8.405648720211827,27.81023830538393,9.095868883498916,2.9564252427184465,422,19,75,12,11,147,77,103,0.113,0.762,0.125,-0.1226,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,21,9,0,1,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,5,4,9,19,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,10,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885556435631466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984900887521157,0.0,0.0,0.12140938228663126,0.1779092148947089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497767739867073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900989342697931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984800249928605,0.0,0.0,0.2633846837596447,0.24808925281203945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143387295043376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070890895507356,0.0,0.15554253826041262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416970809786111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415354118932474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544873534835745,0.17402753160570006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205697320897367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575391759153188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615772780723886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432667681454659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611840020412854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829936775453315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363003947634225
anxiety,Domand2002,2020/02/21,"Had my first Panic Attack I won’t go into much detail, but this week has been one of the hardest weeks in my life emotionally so far. I’m in Senior year at High School and some stuff happened that has made me more anxious then I ever been. And I really couldn’t keep myself straight and lost it during 2nd period on Wednesday. I never had a Panic Attack before, so having it this first time was absolutely terrifying. I never been that sick or scared in my whole life. And I am still very afraid it’ll happen again, because it almost did this morning. It truly was the most terrified I ever been and the most anxious and physically sick I ever been. 

But luckily I do have a strong support system and people to reach out to that have been helping me and guiding me during these past few days. I’m still very afraid of this high anxiety period not going away, but I’m trying my hardest to push through and keep strong.",5.081777163904238,5.919439198895031,5.938908839779008,79.34862108655621,68.61325966850829,8.24327808471455,26.13305709023941,8.344100000000001,1.6921267034990797,729,20,136,10,12,240,106,181,0.18,0.662,0.158,-0.7005,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,9,11,2,5,5,0,21,4,0,1,5,29,33,16,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,14,11,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,3,13,0,17,3,14,17,7,37,0,1,0,0,1,12,0,5,21,105,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214434686968052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277815569095124,0.2740216541014779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759448983923952,0.1139456774180517,0.0,0.0,0.07393059468030416,0.0,0.10319955493927778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821496622107499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642262870472807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291115833129148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063198279636123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785137937389128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144933600523284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812908033761707,0.25627598977992616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155968176054676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132598590973971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239043013000304,0.0,0.0,0.1147571873215278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915407013030607,0.0,0.1870757889809399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218183575857076,0.0,0.0,0.2845897124473546,0.0,0.0,0.11577459420019715,0.08407963586006224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776944770133471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142150519220772,0.12274089242506453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370724204246167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883551803449726,0.0,0.13762605007355375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071880032866182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234052676078654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013586629414826,0.0,0.0,0.19456550713151846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540374921091994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809974402882623
anxiety,ITE_1415,2020/02/21,"DAE get relly anxious when ordering food at the restaurant? So yeah, that's my question.

I cannot, for the love of me, order a drink or food at the restaurant. Talking to a waiter makes me nervous. I hate telling them what I'm going to eat/drink, I know it's stupid, but... I just don't like it. I prefer the buffets or command on tablets (like at Mac Donald's) since I don't have to speak to them that much.",1.909833887043188,3.2592222093023264,3.1967774086378737,94.0254651162791,76.90697674418605,5.379401993355483,25.07641196013289,5.288315135182226,0.36347375415282457,314,11,71,1,7,102,58,86,0.203,0.767,0.03,-0.9214,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,2,1,6,1,4,4,0,1,0,8,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,11,3,10,11,1,8,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,3,3,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252689251374497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382329833167945,0.0,0.2288755176308628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409377552020644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686103331823165,0.0,0.12711974157352732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208329016826608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292601208746225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855275872429264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018755545173349,0.0,0.149304898589762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442697065009027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505673569503779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502639435835627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978161182069724,0.19550193880121355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sugarkitten_,2020/02/21,"Is anyone else extremely indecisive? It’s baaaad, like I’ll spend literal hours trying to decide what I want to eat or if I want to buy something. Just wondering if this is a common anxiety thing?",2.7797368421052653,5.37781407894737,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,79.26315789473685,9.06315789473684,25.28947368421053,9.516144504307137,2.8978736842105253,157,6,28,5,4,54,31,38,0.107,0.748,0.146,0.1197,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530388193312466,0.0,0.0,0.23128269146479766,0.33891385725111456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384611892750038,0.27631662827583303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257426899994865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159794503766162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25464358492750283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197494763204037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457171647242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901944723030917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587069117325015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saffwdwdwd,2020/02/21,my body is shaking violently and uncontrollably so i just got access to a lot of information that i know is going to hurt me. the thing is my whole body has now started shaking badly and my teeth are chattering. i’ve suffered from (diagnosed) anxiety since i was 5 years old and yet this has never happened before. is this normal?,4.532380952380954,6.397043825396827,5.993841269841273,74.53171428571432,71.06349206349206,8.84952380952381,30.06031746031745,9.3871,2.9515612698412697,263,11,46,6,5,89,48,63,0.301,0.6990000000000001,0.0,-0.9590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,3,2,0,8,4,3,0,1,9,13,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,4,11,2,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116342989330653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977312914689328,0.0,0.0,0.20151279357761284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260979091145596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403630402405723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458786994045224,0.0,0.1894032194762923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941541954045145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25351619936773273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014776400844408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133231464118614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264693520464625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202919182879364,0.0,0.0,0.24849833316833975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589646730873456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761943387726108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732988698207326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26439637051176923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250160338584307
anxiety,Cotmweasel,2020/02/21,"Had a rough night last night Had a dream about my childhood abuse, woke up at 4am and couldn't stay asleep after. Wont go into great detail to avoid triggering people.

Currently at work for another 2 hours and I feel on edge. It has been a fight to get the imagery out of my head. 

I just want to crawl into bed when I get off of work, but I know it's not healthy to do so. Trying to not feel depressed, but man it's hard.",1.0097826086956516,2.46151323913044,2.618913043478262,96.76902173913048,79.65217391304348,5.9043478260869575,19.108695652173914,6.6274283507984215,-0.17785217391304364,326,7,80,3,8,107,68,92,0.142,0.7879999999999999,0.07,-0.6631,1,1,0,0,2,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,1,4,0,7,2,2,1,0,17,15,6,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,4,6,1,18,9,0,18,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,8,47,9,2,0.0,0.2735648449112104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210648269422774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988637286929052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334880935338313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412591831060007,0.0,0.13121912470668884,0.0,0.0,0.25455513286642617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068305389104096,0.0,0.236957976365914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273784371249959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689015498407666,0.1882047563591656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333460013326799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600688549265847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460961752395815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675797947778064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618388379986265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33617882096328483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Filmfan345,2020/02/21,I judge my thoughts and words too much My anxiety causes me to judge my thoughts and words too much. I judge my thoughts and what I say to others.This causes me anxiety and is likely the reason I suffer from intrusive thoughts. I’m tired of this. I wish I was more laid-back and less critical of myself. It sucks. Anyone relate or have advice?,1.1185130718954284,3.716168073529413,2.280196078431373,92.17199346405228,88.85294117647058,5.375163398692812,19.3202614379085,6.937597516519254,0.4556418300653595,271,8,54,4,9,86,41,68,0.207,0.754,0.039,-0.8627,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,16,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,13,1,5,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383750749854745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034934894200243,0.0,0.0,0.13869964944631424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525284933376422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407545791196724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690988195448202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916384750088659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203949653831746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774579585749926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299105676295006,0.0,0.2279884761152036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281070481604565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littl3misstrange,2020/02/21,"has anyone ever heard of a panic attack lasting days?  My boyfriend woke up on Monday morning and has been having a series of panic attacks ever since (it's now Thursday night). Basically the only times he gets any relief are either when he's sleeping, or after taking xanax. Could these panic attacks go on indefinitely? What should I do to help him?",4.275897435897438,6.796651384615388,5.518076923076925,74.79608974358976,73.61538461538461,5.564102564102565,24.679487179487186,6.42735559955562,1.2146410256410258,280,9,42,2,6,93,55,65,0.251,0.674,0.075,-0.9266,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,3,3,0,8,2,1,0,2,8,13,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,1,3,1,7,8,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,11,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482392068736767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806398021669258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5762744082534776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481313885571428,0.0,0.0,0.10889440521931368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054693310599833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821725629114185,0.0,0.09596145527412553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317672449576648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763544262399074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584544669767461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841817970551822,0.0,0.5943279585564767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967462368134392,0.0,0.16897213360044716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695433072669646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845790481896337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ducks-are-great1,2020/02/21,"Anxious to get a job So I’m in high school still, and my parents have been pretty chill up until now about me not having a “real” part time job. 

I work at a theatre that gets rented out a few times a month for dance recitals, plays and school concerts. Because the shows aren’t every day, I only work about two to three times a month, where most of it is spent sitting in the theatre watching the show and opening the doors when people leave. The theatre is very chill, you choose which shifts you work, and the interaction with strangers is very limited.

I really like working here because I know I won’t get overwhelmed as easily since the shifts aren’t ever more than 5 hours, and there are very small chances of problems.

But now my parents want me to get a job that has more consistent shifts, so I’d be working about 12 hours a week. This really freaks me out because I’ve never done a more normal job, and I’m not super great at talking to people I don’t know. Working as a cashier anywhere scares me a lot because I don’t like being in charge of others peoples things. 

I would much rather prefer a job where I have my own tasks to do that don’t really involve speaking with customers a lot, but I know those jobs are harder to find. If anyone has any advice for handling the more standard jobs better, or options for jobs with less social interaction, I would really appreciate it :)",8.051600224592924,6.443579802919711,7.530729927007298,78.61126614261654,63.014598540145975,9.890623245367768,34.58057271195957,8.139509932561175,2.540813363279056,1102,37,215,10,13,346,148,274,0.051,0.85,0.099,0.9255,13,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,9,15,10,0,2,21,0,23,0,0,0,2,39,34,16,0,8,7,2,0,2,0,3,0,2,2,0,10,12,0,1,6,5,2,1,9,4,0,2,3,3,20,6,30,26,12,31,0,1,1,0,10,13,0,6,18,143,30,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694899498088836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053549503724050984,0.0,0.0,0.08895977409897415,0.0,0.0550605440960666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920096139358997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964381794321042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078420352582054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058378083043792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122963134884285,0.0663463108040154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197177684608175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645646748868686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681697032552277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319873198550362,0.0,0.0,0.1550965152912704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6251404705838228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982907116197287,0.0,0.0,0.08337990189287259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694195118733461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338928747842817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570749304018847,0.0,0.0578868554370452,0.0,0.060733229210304274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715367397230384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988934841460295,0.0,0.0,0.17487467169130028,0.08527348532307953,0.0,0.16377622645103512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011227869759202,0.0,0.07534861651663792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962938999052457,0.20178502013671396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788377816933845,0.1593888935331602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513892520134441,0.0,0.0,0.08027091587008388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288609763318613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329248865048019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231487775585982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775105158934126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692271514541417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491935605975785,0.046446017668286765,0.0,0.06316472914750892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34396509386774354,0.0,0.0,0.11187680242862784,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hanksymington,2020/02/21,"Can anyone relate to this feeling? Will try and keep this short. So something happens that is stressful. Whether it be work, relationship or whatever. I work through it, I am way better than I used to be with a combo of meds, life style change, diet etc etc. But what often remains with me (I'll try and put into words) my brain remains switched on. As in, it has been forced into this worry/fight or flight mode and even tho I have worked through the issue, it often takes a while for my brain to ""reconfigure"". 

Symptoms include: not being able to have a good rest due to brain being on high alert. Not feeling focussed. Brain fog. Headaches. 

Does that make sense? Anyone relate? TIA",1.824815321477427,4.594365170542638,2.1880164158686743,92.89108071135432,87.2170542635659,3.9655266757865935,21.54172366621067,5.5289334501034215,0.09328782489740073,533,18,101,3,17,162,90,129,0.047,0.835,0.11800000000000001,0.8188,0,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,4,0,12,7,4,2,0,21,19,11,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,7,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,18,13,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,2,69,17,3,0.1381987510019241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932635599631126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222556465882498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171020447568316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619595405959326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093865830673235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082562771143081,0.09127897165330837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397548818288557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591455554508336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222086991026174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460145680714766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442435908832823,0.0,0.12283739973955644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761386485527884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224873942467296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350765768486824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389279155080881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483737391372988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063921503013746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830620234786422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364141764767602,0.1039082617066756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765576065207887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935934898086872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969573592295924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018310100057438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InitialCountry1,2020/02/21,So I got this girls number the other night and asked her out for a drink and she agreed. And now I'm trying not to have a panic attack. Like she's way out of my league and I'm doubting myself hardcore. Please send help.,-0.2767375886524803,1.9398490212765969,1.2735106382978714,99.88416666666667,90.70212765957449,3.1333333333333333,12.088652482269502,3.1291,-1.7267560283687946,172,2,39,0,6,55,38,47,0.106,0.633,0.261,0.7271,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114716000887118,0.37903216704017206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263825112414369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26646873015783584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331870995702854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277140458780434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126601101934097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39090650363417984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657236928351743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262024663270985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644570667600722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xanvien,2020/02/21,"~ I have to sleep with the curtains a little open because at night I tend to overthink alot and looking at the night sky adds abit of calming normality 

I've never seen people actually talk about this but it's one of the only things that have calmed my thoughts before I go to sleep and I hope someone can use it too ig",5.017727272727272,5.123633651515153,5.684393939393942,83.69659090909094,68.54545454545455,7.8121212121212125,30.13636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.6128909090909098,255,9,53,2,4,83,51,66,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,3,2,2,1,1,12,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,5,3,9,8,1,9,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,2,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.22476479946992525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404044970877249,0.0,0.1959903294919191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089948537230373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876553362373805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084700510367603,0.0,0.0,0.1934157004545988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764149052730271,0.0,0.0,0.4322904049953773,0.2256704249437843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607475321042097,0.17517318373174845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967893994766005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609843664286852,0.0,0.1951543407311636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512718933683986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530182567622772,0.0,0.0,0.1828529930007544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892757836706065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ssakii,2020/02/21,"anxiety over boyfriend leaving me i’ve suffered with anxiety for many years but have gotten it under control for quite a while now, for the most part. until lately. over the past month or so, my anxiety has completely skyrocketed with the fear of my friends and boyfriend leaving me. most prominently it’s the fear of my boyfriend leaving me - finally realizing that i’m fat, ugly, annoying, etc. etc. the stupid thing is i know he doesn’t think that because he always reassures and supports me (he knows about my mental health issues), however there is a little part in my mind that keeps popping up more and more lately telling me that he is going to leave me, and i keep getting triggered into almost full blown anxiety attacks over the littlest things like him not responding to me for a few hours or not saying i love you during a day. i want to be honest with him about my sudden increase in anxiety but i don’t want him to think i am obsessive, clingy, needy, self centred, etc....
has anyone ever felt like this? how do you deal with it? support and advice needed, please. :(",5.1511494252873575,6.748868679802957,5.440709359605916,80.15975041050905,69.09852216748769,8.368998357963875,30.774712643678164,8.841846274778883,2.605310279146141,854,35,152,15,15,271,122,203,0.209,0.653,0.138,-0.9482,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,2,7,15,3,3,10,0,11,3,1,3,1,35,28,13,0,3,6,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,10,10,1,3,6,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,2,24,8,25,25,12,25,0,1,0,1,17,10,0,5,15,108,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967269594985959,0.0,0.0,0.0991191413419205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236341810927113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786161259249351,0.0,0.0,0.06921258711791692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260968448876843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034031424039915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378384964797263,0.0,0.1110200520218794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383711182752322,0.10204914966126452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33118319519454603,0.0,0.08953756534819783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227712039703314,0.0,0.0,0.09504108667180916,0.10843318779455444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647553628900274,0.0,0.051715557320258745,0.0,0.05625543515416273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521638612275484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748024881077448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331458348501753,0.0,0.17596476505835154,0.0,0.0,0.108799093140796,0.0,0.2233186977915637,0.4192431308760766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671810526035718,0.09920893645384976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933779305861639,0.0,0.0,0.10035521541401662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975356043311023,0.0,0.09994659442835442,0.0,0.07900885249370906,0.0,0.0,0.07339609527204256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438213619809385,0.09449234684643618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086557639206155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052826916492289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871681494406571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326290344144656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465392426541694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651721994245387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152242113420332,0.12685113394020464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676779069011248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374307033742264
anxiety,sukkiiOwO,2020/02/21,Advice needed Recently I've lost a lot of friends which is normal for me but I feel like they're planning something against me and its gonna hit me really hard. I haven't been able to sleep for the past 3 days and I have no idea what to do. I am on medication as I do have panic disorder but I have no idea if this is related. Any advice? It'd be really helpful thank you.,0.6117592592592587,2.4734954074074054,3.218009259259261,90.0247916666667,82.58024691358024,7.012962962962964,21.23611111111111,8.07648339933343,0.9875296296296292,292,9,67,6,8,102,60,81,0.196,0.6559999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.4909,0,0,1,0,1,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,1,2,0,12,2,1,0,0,11,18,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,10,3,8,12,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,44,15,0,0.19335643525910987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37789134142383335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314890064508843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469890476334156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216032264228896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776682337783743,0.13813387598355065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938670223981246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320938691777016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296027427754518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365517599626911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446418745680317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110713899907144,0.16438472676573687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478626639485835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337134673413493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894482530955234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686211580525614,0.0,0.0,0.1845805961915108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773816720295305,0.0,0.19091615312421306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934960749642229,0.0,0.0,0.1488552304031953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801662733022952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Specimen48,2020/02/21,"Constant fear and depression from thinking I am gonna get CTE I do MMA training, but I have never sparred too much. I got hit in the head kinda hard like 9-10 times over an 8 year span, and obviously more little hits. I have never been concussed, possibly once but no obvious symptoms, and never been knocked out.

I am freaking out about CTE and any sort of brain damage because my speaking and movement has been weird in the past year, although its probably due to anxiety itself and DPDR. Also just in general, i am worrying about 10-15 years in the future, will i have brain dmg, CTE.. etc..

Am I at risk?",3.941951447245565,5.382085529411764,5.035574229691878,82.5102427637722,71.85714285714286,7.97796451914099,30.028944911297852,8.515128840125781,2.3158395891690007,474,20,91,8,9,156,84,119,0.214,0.763,0.023,-0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,4,0,13,4,3,0,5,20,19,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,2,10,1,13,11,3,22,0,2,0,0,1,10,0,2,12,61,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404016716714868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939226516233485,0.0,0.1343090447129348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702462743112356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919839190096077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897266437608716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121646706398842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580473697861686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756281855211824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172703729288688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041777354511786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572744490940884,0.0,0.1801834264307644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577365987931458,0.1759652662647626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906268617106453,0.0,0.4062266109919964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869741974080142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759952850165066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792654818016495,0.0,0.0,0.18929200600269716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248238293820215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124968896837166,0.0,0.0,0.10237511669262164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782978332611657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391801206237851
anxiety,TheIntrigued1,2020/02/21,"New Job Jitters (EXTREME) Started what I believe to be my dream job recently. I've been so excited leading up to this moment, but when it finally came imposter syndrome kicked in via my anxiety.

For the most past, the last week I've been a tad akward and quiet, at a time when I should be making an effort to build solid relationships at my new work place. 

I missed a social event I was invited to because I had a prior engagement overrun. But looking deep within myself, subconsciously I may have done that on purpose.

All I'm thinking about is how to make it to the weekend.",7.079761904761902,6.553556500000003,7.809642857142857,72.3186904761905,64.35714285714286,10.323809523809524,37.41666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.69517380952381,456,21,81,8,6,153,83,112,0.045,0.867,0.08800000000000001,0.5586,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,4,1,13,19,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,2,10,2,14,9,2,25,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,2,15,57,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551373137215796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239216554335758,0.0,0.0,0.22903444165970194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325057722291253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080328232926516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269058927844432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034612663672867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570575263546508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707095875440729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27139083578959955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926710280276112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406011046548602,0.0,0.0,0.21239128263260126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072104289060905,0.21825378495594708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722513990598168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388733768229833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302578774189727,0.0,0.0,0.11853808081620892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306428913681084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479951028482906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vegansprout,2020/02/21,"People who have gone the unconventional (holistic/natural etc.) route, has it worked for you? Basically has anyone who suffers from extreme or severe anxiety been able to manage it without the use of medication?",7.415047619047617,10.390415457142858,8.177142857142858,57.21619047619049,65.85714285714286,10.380952380952381,37.38095238095238,10.504223727775694,5.119666666666667,171,9,22,5,3,57,31,35,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,18,5,2,0.3472128376579704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656168704450185,0.0,0.0,0.24277928919104114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872340955572399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497804052972354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407136634586566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39225167634853453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998804110760625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347007851832774,0.0,0.2527750810999405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sallyfaceisthebest,2020/02/22,need advice lately the smallest things seem to be on my mind that cause me to dread about them all day and night and it really just ruins my day and i don’t know if i should talk to someone about it because i don’t know if it’s anxiety or not what do i do???,0.6925862068965536,2.025293431034484,2.7684827586206917,95.8747931034483,80.20689655172414,6.019310344827588,18.49655172413793,6.742157984588678,-0.19272137931034505,201,4,50,2,5,68,40,58,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.8135,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,10,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,6,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752288346432545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546438687959849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169354290138633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893360387841296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632868020737359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095791263429392,0.0,0.3177177555555926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843900485828596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884272465302486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26431301252964073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043463710762894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564070422950229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386443516248825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263826564241627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711827026234396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yassoff,2020/02/22,"Trouble waking up in the morning 
Do you guys have any advice that could help me wake up early...for more than three months now I tell myself tomorrow I’m gonna wake up early and set dozen of alarms from 7am to 10am and end up waking up at 11am or 12...EVERYDAY... Sometimes I d wake up early like 6 and tell myself great I m awake and then fall asleep...sometimes i ll hear my alarm and wake up but feel paralyzed I d stay for half an hour trynna battle and end up going back to sleep..I ll even wake up to eat chocolate or drink water on my bed table just to wake myself up for good but I instantly fall asleep with chocolate melting on my mouth..I know I’m giving too much details but every morning is a struggle. I ve been battling with depression and I know that waking up early would make me a bit happier but I just lose that battle with myself every morning making me angrier and grumpier...HELP !  
I ve tried sleeping pills..doesn’t do shit.",1.6237327935222687,3.689919702564104,3.2987854251012148,89.69174089068831,80.1794871794872,5.541160593792172,21.54520917678813,6.5966054737557815,0.4667435897435901,742,22,151,7,19,246,113,195,0.177,0.736,0.087,-0.9586,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,6,13,4,3,4,0,7,15,12,2,0,26,18,15,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,11,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,10,0,3,1,2,21,3,27,14,3,31,0,2,0,0,7,15,1,2,12,88,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502187630605168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453860006786808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820540769611675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782841313612054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273728960277468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324035334498807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059244966275073,0.0,0.1572995469532968,0.0,0.0,0.27231030000207,0.0,0.0,0.10153423185388308,0.0,0.2590406994940776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772822325506974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746749113206814,0.08736573472478587,0.1289376418772103,0.0,0.1694828879597546,0.0,0.15221239708378914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325979202807298,0.0,0.2060779020299703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513886353410966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896701062906433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510250613211211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197949427867038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522590750799086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270221408756354,0.0,0.11300591805488308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779699944108816,0.0,0.0,0.3076730038711321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040768673298855,0.0,0.0,0.1638509112968479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607072524528554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26872569613601377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436951230746247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920217268704,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,networkedhorizon,2020/02/22,"anxiety or existential crisis? I'm a graduate student and I've had anxiety and OCD issues for almost all my life, especially in social situations. I don't know whether my problems are based on my history of anxiety or whether my anxiety is rooted in a realization that I'm not on the right path.

To elaborate: my research is so aimless right now and my social anxiety DEFINITELY affects my performance (I'd rather not go into details).  I don't see a purpose to what I'm doing. I'm not sure if I ever had a real, deep interest in my topic because everything I'm coming up with is superficial. I feel like I'm mechanically going through the motions of what I'm told I should be doing, yet I'm mentally disengaged almost daily, and my work suffers as a result. I find it hard to focus. I don't relate to anyone in my program and I don't have any friends in it. 

I often think I'm in graduate school because people who I respect and trust told me I should be. There are things I genuinely like about it, but academia mostly just depresses me and stresses me out. I fluctuate between cringe and terror when I think about my research. 

I've tried therapists and medication, neither worked. I don't have access to either right now anyways. Feeling stuck and I don't see a way out.",4.588636564851702,5.854485741035859,6.631600265604253,72.35389884904828,70.07569721115537,9.721204072598496,33.864763169544055,9.994966539143718,3.6995389995573262,1015,50,180,26,18,357,134,251,0.14,0.802,0.057999999999999996,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,13,12,0,2,8,0,21,2,0,3,3,47,43,19,0,5,12,0,3,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,8,15,0,0,6,0,0,4,10,5,0,0,5,5,30,7,26,34,4,26,0,2,2,0,6,16,0,7,7,127,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486749316014001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443927876825001,0.0,0.4749452928208048,0.0,0.0,0.08682195555009664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138472058365307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069607265507907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069467054620736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231810343226878,0.0,0.0,0.11159522399630607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556730446618955,0.0887064643375398,0.0,0.0,0.1134883520091909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959327759420624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113637688719474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123116754776352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296003306411718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824011658795304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770434154432168,0.12132554764204904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508735362971812,0.12513329656543604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608325305979031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881310548902033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133167482257986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181193225334139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566580712833628,0.1978934698820624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957132514401727,0.0,0.25314961935277497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422353398247887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702795276729665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416995148307224,0.08249246471671676,0.15912515296780133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372978846566487,0.0,0.08430270100149287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985596903022599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079323758264768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SomeMidwesterner,2020/02/22,"Drinking While on 40 MG of Prozac (Fluoxetene) I’ve heard two drinks a night should be fine just not every night. I still use alcohol to take the edge off most nights but only 1-3 drinks apart from weekends. Considering cutting back but not sure. Is my current level safe given my higher dosage? I have Severe OCD, Mild Depression  and Mild Autism. Working in public accounting.",4.045093167701864,6.847372681159424,3.987619047619052,84.03000000000002,75.81159420289855,6.8414078674948255,24.349896480331264,7.957251820313856,1.590650517598344,301,10,52,5,7,92,61,69,0.16699999999999998,0.764,0.069,-0.8122,1,0,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,1,11,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,4,3,6,4,1,13,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,8,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098950521339541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510217658507395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916159604037587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772004373181739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654779786614261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529326667937985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937331403811205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218794597873013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684767089739865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510748120683426,0.0,0.14767059582703526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185716976808032,0.0,0.0,0.16962911218059135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298370618641107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reidtheriddles,2020/02/22,Anxiety About Random Things I feel like I have anxiety about random stuff. I’ve not even smoked a packs worth of cigs and I’m worrying about my lungs healing. That’s just an example. I wonder if this is totally normal for anxiety or what should I do.,1.5766666666666684,4.168126399999999,3.4720000000000013,85.01266666666669,85.0,8.133333333333335,22.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.1055333333333337,200,7,39,6,6,67,40,50,0.157,0.752,0.092,-0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,12,7,3,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6730452938708417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370006949959107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828459300557495,0.20950998378399452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327542929874668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28733936662050763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357205200561102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483354538105585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31803552179406763,0.0,0.2978268461375349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alienshmalien,2020/02/22,"My anxiety was really bad this week and I'm afraid it may be because of a repressed memory Trigger warning: sexual abuse 
I'm sorry if this is all over the place, I'm also kind of all over the place so bare with me 


All this week I was feeling emotionally numb, disassociating, and I even had a panic attack and I'm pretty sure it's from a repressed memory of childhood trauma but the only problem is I cant think of what happened or if anything really happened at all. 

My reasoning behind why I think I may have some childhood trauma is a bit weird but I had a dream about a very close family member, I dont wanna say who, touching me inappropriately or soemthing to that nature (i had this dream about 4 years ago so that's why I dont remeber the specifics). I also couldve swore I heard this same family member say something inappropriate and sexually about me 2 times but I wasnt all the way awake when I heard this and I so hear some weird stuff when I'm not all the way awake sometimes.

 This family member has never done or said anything inappropriate to me anytime when  I've been around them, I didnt show any signs of sexual abuse as a child, I also have a pretty decent memory for the most part so I feel like if something were to happen I would remember it but you never know.
 
I'm just so worried that something happened to me and I literally feel like vomiting as I type this out. This is the first time I've ever told anyone any of this and i think Im gonna bring this up to my therapist next time i talk to her. Any advice on how to deal with this situation? I really hope I was just having messed up dreams and auditory hallucinations for some reason and that's all.",2.843180858550312,4.617066749271139,4.8822338393485465,81.12562682215744,75.38483965014578,7.879722529405853,23.197848597567106,8.641336200584522,1.5359543379913545,1337,39,269,27,29,461,165,343,0.132,0.7809999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.8711,0,0,3,0,2,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,20,18,1,4,16,0,26,2,0,4,11,64,51,33,0,7,13,0,4,2,0,4,2,6,0,1,22,14,0,2,10,4,0,1,8,13,0,1,15,10,35,5,33,31,14,31,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,13,19,184,57,1,0.0,0.2100752166505096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662928347772876,0.07858426360133805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126838739328485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180858312939162,0.0,0.06781820471151431,0.0,0.0,0.06198723562433552,0.0,0.14590536907796114,0.07891868823209712,0.0,0.10085395354597827,0.0,0.0,0.07402035394565933,0.05404117129870759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678454862079562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139587102182384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072133034357374,0.20779794829348924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972107865130272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855352270754623,0.08019041610180344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507184175889849,0.0,0.13447468510716534,0.12666539175381827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540697605312148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31357714524407376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991675695562492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805100724143053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575890307769512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231696306296414,0.04872058178335817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662135356534098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674710452252314,0.0,0.09428194529736704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742351011073862,0.0,0.1040135106901466,0.0,0.09600100605630696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852440341753337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038102519894375,0.0,0.08482757522038717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037738811914488,0.18229714780156644,0.0,0.0,0.10042494175738004,0.0,0.08432793948886673,0.1409985656863818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964807361556037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474491799394912,0.08767866477614486,0.09923816920673943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014848324281896,0.0,0.0,0.08355305103251558,0.0,0.0,0.07125477002883758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293129999097644,0.0,0.17041303011912898,0.0,0.0,0.15508032171767958,0.0,0.0,0.08471036960737806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314682561520555,0.0,0.14073497209591287,0.1422218764123574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998849740933654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900299676881006,0.0,0.0629755283651111,0.0,0.0,0.057088701419189626
anxiety,SHYGRL92,2020/02/22,Feeling trapped and alone. [F27]Had an extreme blow up today. Thought I was doing better but today just set me back. Feeling drained and so down. Fiancé [M30] is not understanding. Stubborn and often the trigger to my blow ups.....I’m just becoming so fed up lately. I feel extremely alone.,1.9917647058823529,4.4535788627451005,2.595078431372549,85.54085294117647,103.50980392156862,4.392941176470589,28.629411764705885,6.2581,1.8594847058823536,226,12,36,3,10,70,41,51,0.165,0.698,0.13699999999999998,-0.3845,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,15,9,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,4,1,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216900340575485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366034941954408,0.0,0.0,0.2781531992006444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227445911876349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38203518355188537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841025305578197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999441185722495,0.0,0.0,0.4774567047105209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621891255054086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Snoufy,2020/02/22,"Sertraline and addiction. Is anyone out there is on sertraline, and also seriously into pot/alcohol or else ?
I don't want to blame sertraline for it. I know I always been like that. I just want to know if some people are like me. Phobic and addictions wise.(I quited weed a year ago but my alcohol consomption got bigger)",1.9993333333333323,4.848468266666668,4.1200000000000045,77.39833333333333,91.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.9603333333333333,256,10,43,9,9,87,47,60,0.092,0.8190000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.2134,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,14,10,7,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022168615137218,0.0,0.0,0.20418562744921429,0.4923343300744522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420562530438905,0.19166425647695046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106154107400358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924224493091909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422675080571302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531815431036593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506841214375425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969118998331325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449986811872015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27172514566339234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833367121276433
anxiety,Christinarose88,2020/02/22,"Caffeine I’ve found that caffeine is literally the worst thing every for my anxiety.. shakes, makes all the anxiety worse and has given me panic attacks many times. If you don’t know already, stay far away :( it’s the worst thing for anxiety",6.166,7.31407493333333,6.255555555555558,76.93000000000002,66.33333333333334,9.555555555555557,32.77777777777778,9.725611199111238,3.1881111111111107,192,8,34,4,3,61,37,45,0.405,0.595,0.0,-0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600602740324152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408452600690663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681009863875442,0.22141339585076006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855646557377704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583926072043728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295143677985662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730705992742722,0.2389255627859951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27650006601820204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511856854284659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31312840452612073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741714548603184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401610012036226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bloopblooploop,2020/02/22,"HOW do you get over the fact that you hurt someone's feelings, even though they forgive you??? I'm going mad, I can't stop thinking that even though they said it okay, they're still hurt by me. I feel like such a bad person",-0.07631205673758856,2.1900554468085147,0.7713829787234054,103.4841666666667,90.27659574468086,3.1333333333333333,16.343971631205672,3.1291,-1.3139900709219858,174,4,41,0,6,53,37,47,0.258,0.588,0.154,-0.8249,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,0,7,7,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,9,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,3,8,3,2,8,0,4,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023781696434687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316794744622237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425181358683645,0.17132585956248114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529488433960326,0.0,0.13629396271349328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134597559078686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716284654052138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093996225972439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812161266816555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031968144361962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151877728159464,0.2004983902532581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366554068981594,0.4712394738863017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coolman1028,2020/02/22,im terrifed  i have too get it done april 8 i need fillings im kinda scared as im going have too take meds night before and the day of so i will be very out of it there using papoose board too so im still and comfy any kind support is needed the meds im getting are like valium,-1.3865625,0.5290284687500026,1.7268749999999995,96.930625,92.4375,3.825,15.8125,5.148860815047168,-0.8786499999999999,218,5,52,1,8,77,44,64,0.042,0.82,0.138,0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,7,15,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,4,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867812106085737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347585127704895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358237583907597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484954206355434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162542863617212,0.0,0.0824679739555172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7837053611465161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511072005879358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089222724684492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223635880864121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519084357784315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361736211528367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527798812475567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158830899212486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646663466788081,0.0,0.0,0.10910283102732704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532634719800004,0.0,0.11972893912323565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heeve__,2020/02/22,"I just really need help I will try my best to make it as short as possible and I'm really sorry about my english it is not my first language .So here it is : I have been dealing with anxiety and depression for some time and it's only getting worse each year. I have came to a point where i can't do anything because i feel like im gonna breakdown (idk how to explain it ?? but i hope you get the idea). I think it cames from my lack of self confidence and my past experiences. The main source of my stress is school and my parents (i have a lot of familly issues no directed towards me but i might have to pay the consequences of it in the future and really really high expectations).Im not doing bad at all at schooland I have reaaly good grades but mental health does not want to cooperate sometimes and because of it i have panick attacks in a middle of an exam. I tried a couple of time to talk about them of all the pressure they are giving to me, my suicidal toughts and anxiety that explain why im acting really weird some time. They told me that i should try to be more positive and stop thinking about negative stuffs but it's so hard. I heard them once talking about me and saying things like im crazy and i will probably never do anything great in my life, it's like they have gaved up all hope. It's getting more and more difficult to live every day and hope that it will somehow get  better I might do something really stupid one day.

Thank you for taking the time reading this and if you have any advices it would be really nice :').",2.5889285714285686,4.573343698717952,3.921739926739928,86.7923076923077,76.75641025641026,7.277655677655678,24.28388278388278,8.192908349453996,1.4471882783882783,1222,41,249,22,28,401,167,312,0.175,0.672,0.153,-0.6481,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,5,3,11,20,2,2,11,0,27,2,0,2,4,54,52,24,1,9,9,1,2,3,0,8,2,2,0,1,19,18,0,1,6,1,1,3,7,8,0,2,6,4,38,12,34,36,13,27,0,1,0,0,21,12,0,10,15,176,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376539086850779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058293095463739585,0.0,0.1311523816798262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108185800441692,0.0,0.0,0.09751980508513712,0.0,0.0,0.0715733021395412,0.10450922956074088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995870952266255,0.0758130971435966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960835581083379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484845424433418,0.0,0.11056567169831794,0.08837439896266724,0.07383121459556137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501486514885601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222348594107253,0.0,0.0,0.08385140815333833,0.0,0.0,0.04334302100365833,0.061238969225106125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291408366462843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914235681013324,0.08223121921260614,0.0,0.07189855481074044,0.0,0.09450750403099156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767890152899203,0.0,0.0,0.09111722062836404,0.0,0.0,0.057456857123594836,0.09056875019954254,0.0,0.2554203408541552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967683691026838,0.3703727711198189,0.0894702626124126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060547148540424735,0.12563658466871744,0.0,0.07569305242372336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287677372264001,0.0,0.0,0.057219311384642486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638642239474185,0.1818724822616391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635609000898465,0.06611317905804152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128987312487906,0.05808664448159584,0.06519454451686389,0.0,0.0,0.09518282357594106,0.0,0.0818302199170153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810338800539238,0.09663734206053637,0.0,0.0,0.09242153971561523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574401487601528,0.0,0.3844046553548792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816863474147944,0.0,0.08675404383267228,0.0,0.0,0.08942550777805966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599207333285054,0.08478008048734234,0.09595743724250856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166644184221815,0.0981929069465415,0.0,0.0981298276322208,0.093764661408587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445138675186046,0.13779829228867355,0.0,0.07892021189596747,0.0,0.0,0.056949102253332766,0.10985287733322087,0.0,0.0,0.1999379923769852,0.0,0.0,0.08190991470686725,0.0,0.1745964248753957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056035917344926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734970486858334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873568364742009,0.060893609376447236,0.0,0.0,0.05520139607045645
anxiety,FinaruFantasyu,2020/02/22,I feel like I am at my lowest point mentally. I just wish I wasn't like this.,-1.4916666666666671,0.18456538888889185,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,89.55555555555556,5.822222222222222,14.555555555555555,7.1686216300943375,-0.4813111111111117,59,1,16,1,2,21,14,18,0.135,0.466,0.39899999999999997,0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272095525851784,0.32102235783794275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390684902266779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528484615801668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247897632640562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167409928995567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,letsgothrowaway123,2020/02/22,"Is this anxiety? Didn’t no where to post this, so I guess I’ll post it here. For a good part of my life, I have always had rosy cheeks. I don’t think you can classify it as Rosacea because it is very mild, but whenever I feel embarrassed or sometimes for no reason whatsoever my face will turn bright red. But I have no problem talking to people nor do I let it affect me personally. I am currently a sales associate and it is my job to talk to people. But it is quite aggravating and I do want to get rid of this, if someone has heard of anything that might help. My father told me I might have minor anxiety because I have a lot of things going on in my life that could be stressors. I’m not even kidding you when I say sometimes it comes out of no where sometimes. I guess what I’m asking is there some trigger that could be from anxiety that is causing this blushing or do I have sensitive skin? Sorry if this isn’t the sub to post this.",3.8955384615384614,4.47968522051282,5.1461538461538465,84.88384615384619,71.15384615384616,8.461538461538463,28.84615384615385,8.617729084823388,1.953307692307692,738,27,159,12,13,246,110,195,0.165,0.7809999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9589,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,0,29,5,3,4,0,28,43,13,0,6,8,1,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,19,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,9,2,0,0,4,6,22,2,18,31,3,12,0,0,2,0,12,5,0,10,2,117,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477078700656853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28897229180488565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361674289975636,0.0,0.11771287626514595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535123810136932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934867402769218,0.0,0.1084640229506721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010646506527538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316520970549114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366605497489553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578502647544825,0.0,0.07156000017725307,0.1056109435198294,0.0,0.0,0.2774176012508732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439770324285313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495051698216103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875590592745242,0.17787399208848342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704783780131533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671503551428245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363529200538082,0.0,0.1745862474318914,0.10994351277081182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617732894728765,0.0,0.0,0.12048298301790525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392536049955353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294608746373197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013210769614526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668678045290926,0.0,0.3735973963116893,0.14095075362227272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024102946482879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365186807180801,0.08068080126275667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031651260017742,0.0,0.0,0.13695860462648302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389248691258614,0.07426751832585893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carcosa-buzzed-,2020/02/22,"Flying to New York So I’m planning a trip to New York for a weekend and I’m petrified for two reasons. One-I hate flying. I mean I hate it, and the flight will be about a two hour flight but my anxiety and paranoia is telling me I’m going to be the statistic that dies. I’m also scared because I’m going without my husband, I’m meeting my best friend for the weekend which is fine, it’s not NY that I’m worried about but whenever I go somewhere overnight I have a crippling fear my husband will die. I really want to do this because I’ve never been to New York (I live in Virginia so it’s close) but I just feel like I won’t enjoy myself. Does anyone have any tips for overcoming not only the fear of flying but also separation anxiety?",0.8141138519924098,3.0320316258064537,3.0394307400379503,89.5109108159393,84.35483870967742,5.453510436432637,24.601518026565465,6.794906146795322,0.9999867172675532,582,24,120,7,17,198,85,155,0.2,0.6729999999999999,0.127,-0.8863,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,2,3,8,0,11,0,0,1,1,17,26,11,2,1,8,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,2,0,4,5,5,0,2,1,1,14,5,14,20,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,8,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277715342346089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684414397643144,0.0,0.2178875565486769,0.0,0.0,0.09957685672192708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362445404433888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494512196966083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29559959840581096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246245433194972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205032087838609,0.07200711736200023,0.10173821625742112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002613595137857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280580914994926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28120212075255874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024583061041973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957466344610692,0.0,0.12575123706543306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512697660778918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983589360800476,0.4126233584141445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650116049820386,0.10830973729292503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123192645775244,0.14642189464185468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257793163575966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447320889062688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782290771167193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399750715484633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727881089842806,0.0,0.0,0.14462495549064616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jjasd44,2020/02/22,"Feel more motivated and less anxious with caffeine, but I’m nervous to have coffee before big events like big meetings/presentations. How do you guys treat your caffeine intake? So with my new job, I interact with a lot of powerful and important people within my projects. I tend to get pretty nervous before these meetings so I lay off any caffeine, however every time I drink coffee or preworkout before the gym, I get so motivated, energetic, enthusiastic, and less nervous.

Think having caffeine prior to these big events would help or hurt?",7.17045112781955,9.252074736842108,7.4649624060150375,65.71473684210527,64.78947368421052,9.639097744360905,35.67669172932331,9.957137785484203,4.129511278195489,440,21,63,10,7,143,64,95,0.114,0.588,0.298,0.9765,3,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,4,6,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,16,10,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,2,9,9,4,10,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,6,40,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400539074210606,0.0,0.0,0.2558433564770594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5781204542213101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218515365431164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080829529855148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450856799608175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366394204967862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423802952653807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179612030788056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24243770950202725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473364771288526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064038350502484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925342259472323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872333191826016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157003769065937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039845238606474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145110970375307,0.0,0.0,0.1320547845128728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087572689548366,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MisstressOfMystery,2020/02/22,"Just got prescribed gabapentin for anxiety..advice? Does it work? Obviously I have anxiety so I’m super nervous about trying out new meds. I’m already on buspar and Ativan. I told him my anxiety is worse lately from my job and I wanted him to increase my Ativan. He doesn’t want to increase my Ativan so he prescribed me 100mg of gabapentin 2X a day. He wants to increase it to 300mg if it helps. 

I know it helps w/ nerve pain/generalized pain which I think is helpful in my case because I have sciatica and possible endometriosis. I took gabapentin a few months ago for sciatic pain and it worked great for that.

I started my first dose today. It feels a bit strong to me but I can function normally and I do feel less anxious so far but a little weird. Can’t really explain it maybe a bit disassociated and giddy?

Should I take it as prescribed (100mg 2x a day) or as a PRN? I hate having anxiety about anti anxiety medication. :/",2.009999999999998,4.502591304347831,3.9664782608695686,83.01113043478263,81.6086956521739,6.940869565217392,26.04782608695653,8.07648339933343,1.9200334782608697,736,31,141,15,20,249,107,184,0.17600000000000002,0.721,0.102,-0.927,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,6,8,1,1,7,0,10,4,0,0,1,23,26,15,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,3,2,22,3,17,22,7,18,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,9,83,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382079314757398,0.1123219015257959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982904477892724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387735119586119,0.14314767580654916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724201822066508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766717925754924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343658189419347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088589218392457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813805755433078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778054728062048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134258331950123,0.13969962995677215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510115268274338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547956935571959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574139031244266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963720392051448,0.0,0.14293583933875326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699798755921055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729850865746234,0.0,0.1407476634665422,0.12764828063215766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113973221284543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237854068167213,0.0,0.0,0.12415014787227187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404489196842168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284792582645991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117448851941671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968689386929997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527111070971796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119146976998322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010747440671668,0.12107805503558455,0.1407808907916314,0.08602863937262824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421278202510087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449463720897946,0.0,0.1291296162645264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,edithia,2020/02/22,"End of friendship / Friend of 10 years verbally attacking me I feel angry, sad and disappointed. 

My friend who I met in high school, suddenly started a fight over a chat to the point I feel so hurt I'm not sure if I can ever trust or see her again. Not that she would ask for it anyway.

We have always had a bit of a toxic relationship - we don't really have problems which each other (or so I thought) but it was a habit that we mostly complain and unload stuff to each other. Last year was particularly difficult for me - depression and anxiety, getting married and separated within the same year. I seeked help from my friends quite a lot and later on got on to my own feet. We had our good times but sometimes I couldn't tell if she was genuine or not.

I don't want to tell too many details but I'll just put it this way: My friend did something (nothing big) which I didn't like and I mentioned it. I wasn't even mad, just a bit disappointed. It was okay and she apologized. However, foolish me, I didn't answer to her apology right away and she assumed I was angry. She started to belittle the whole thing and sounded a bit irritated. I asked her to calm down (a big mistake) and that I just didn't had time to answer. And she lost it completely. 

She started pointing out all the things she finds bad in me and would not stop whatever I told her. I have grown quite a lot during last year and thanks to my 2 years in therapy I know myself much better nowadays. I didn't recognize myself from the accusations she did but she insisted I was just blind. In her words I only cared about my own problems and I'm too sensitive about everything. What I recall, I've always listened to her too and I have many close friends. I admit being stuck on my own anxiety for quite a lot during difficult times (depression makes you a bit self-centered) but not even once she has said anything that would indicate she was fed up with me. She even said I ruined her party by crying (I had a panic attack). I felt betrayed. Even she has/has had anxiety and depression herself she seemed to be completely unable to feel empathy for me.

We always shared everything and I would have never thought that she would use it against me. She started a martyr act after I told her my point of view and the ways she had acted during last year (I had put up with a lot of her shit too). I was so confused why bring all those things up now. None of the things were done with any ill intentions and like the thing that started the whole fight, most of it was a misunderstanding and she reading too much into my behavior/words. Nothing that I would have started a fight about with a risk of 'breaking-up'. That's another thing: it felt like we are in a relationship rather than a friendship. She kept putting words into my mouth and there was nothing that would satisfy her. I told her I didn't see her trying to fix anything or discuss, just justify making me a bad guy and cutting ties. Forcing me to see my ""flaws"" but completely refusing to look at the mirror and reflect. 

Luckily I have very supportive and understanding people in my life so I know I'm not alone. And I let them know all the time how much they mean to me. But this incident has made me a bit paranoid. What if someone else has been hiding a grudge against me? What if I accidentally open up too much and it will be held against me? Even I know that her opinions are only hers, of course it hurts that she would feel that way about me. And It's just so STUPID how this was handled. I feel like this was probably for the best though, it would have happened at some point. I just have never gone through something like this before (some friends I've stopped keeping contact with but not aggressively). On the other hand, she has burned bridges in the past and always sees negative things on other people. I should have seen it coming.

I don't really want answers how I should try to fix it or talk to her. But I feel like I need some peer support. I had to listen to that hurtful attack for three days which made me finally skip work because I couldn't do anything from the shock. Now the anger is kicking in. It's just running in my head again and again. Even though I'm feeling ok at the moment (aka could be much worse with my anxiety background) it's hard to keep my head up.",4.055087709538643,5.355568905373834,4.7347485536270595,85.31725337487019,71.39485981308411,7.958285120901942,27.722815605993176,8.418075326091056,1.81116598427533,3397,121,691,54,63,1090,334,856,0.20800000000000002,0.682,0.11,-0.9985,1,1,2,0,3,0,88.0,7,1,2,7,43,60,12,3,40,2,73,10,6,9,7,165,143,57,0,25,34,0,11,6,6,12,3,5,0,1,55,49,1,7,25,2,0,10,22,35,0,1,51,24,128,25,85,72,32,89,0,11,8,0,85,39,1,22,43,505,183,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703610806081473,0.0,0.0,0.15115523706270234,0.0,0.0,0.03088366838347752,0.04762145012885434,0.1389690024617945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211770320835587,0.0,0.08491354425005501,0.15499790998116586,0.04266876455910317,0.0,0.07583903756708235,0.02768448272552576,0.0,0.038644708707578176,0.0,0.04766010332787466,0.04016576118802321,0.24790637397364335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046303485869659856,0.0,0.0,0.03912088848978334,0.1428498788382605,0.0,0.0,0.03626007759734715,0.0,0.04988610127441243,0.02928883354162712,0.0,0.1173472808286722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647517887521156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0379382956897527,0.0,0.040224094244658636,0.0,0.0,0.1799765566466741,0.04108034922211602,0.0,0.0,0.08163191209960252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074185694486165,0.06488878323061809,0.08721079282743532,0.049749769323577456,0.041508367669254725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052449162427925,0.0,0.023727394716069845,0.0,0.0,0.038091837572897726,0.03632241960915363,0.0,0.0,0.044967860602093984,0.04016021882947631,0.0,0.04068280239437375,0.0,0.0932175159340552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030440629505869014,0.04798330273623192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585267024415993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073364482576,0.0,0.0,0.09983529759586847,0.11105753946651596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464397806863542,0.03207786517788866,0.13312446652125168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038137052082706714,0.0,0.04957569449844328,0.1544403908972554,0.0,0.08594529460424165,0.06062955565752943,0.0920870984024687,0.0,0.049470106360301684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692577173941764,0.033674550046003615,0.07005349369638841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073037546716845,0.0,0.0,0.04836535349391848,0.0,0.06908010896498447,0.0,0.053284563800554026,0.0,0.0,0.043353631430263606,0.06296990404586891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172692302597636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048964910189800176,0.08691179278318895,0.0,0.13696346158573056,0.0,0.14491291079365048,0.04542715908689436,0.0,0.05818785621963341,0.0,0.0,0.09751714691436286,0.0,0.03878405013565267,0.08639988097795155,0.0,0.0,0.045962272192605284,0.14475908340873608,0.04134399123673975,0.04737761316791995,0.0,0.04661771058233513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03847987127796644,0.06992517012645669,0.04491646687255274,0.0,0.1928692689207664,0.0,0.0,0.07593772835260082,0.0,0.0,0.05198915979691735,0.0,0.10307251070600934,0.04280297673766315,0.0,0.0,0.03650275156086119,0.0793891948064715,0.04181190985928949,0.051935860850499616,0.0,0.2112013476580432,0.0,0.08923975676762075,0.07210866647493783,0.10592710173831864,0.0,0.0,0.13018756113403002,0.0,0.061667430123539466,0.0,0.0,0.0472784804560116,0.0,0.0392238654826893,0.0,0.0374720233019752,0.05357373300011576,0.10814462779676548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04097985560240372,0.10140815915822184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0330625656502956,0.0,0.046281631593523526,0.290352780432208,0.0,0.0,0.17547412059516754
anxiety,ruhigbitte,2020/02/22,"Citalopram withdrawal From what I’ve read online it takes a week or two for citalopram to fully get out of your system, but how long do the physical symptoms last?

I was on it for about a year and have been off it for about six months.  I still feel like I’m experiencing anxiety and digestive issues.",5.104322033898306,6.111316677966106,5.762500000000002,80.01968220338985,68.66101694915254,9.289830508474578,28.309322033898304,9.516144504307137,2.384759322033898,240,8,47,5,4,78,48,59,0.036000000000000004,0.887,0.076,0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,1,11,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797979322289065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572943326532457,0.22223976487062802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252949616733672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246927630804102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535764552755856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198081324811916,0.0,0.0,0.27530115261083465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830572566471398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311169994306452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843352976641184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32333726929018497,0.2338978140645631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30388563390053136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495342724299357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003290623350199
anxiety,Dakotas1246810,2020/02/22,"Dealing with Intrusive Thoughts Does anyone have any advice on how to deal with Intrusive (very violent ones) thoughts?

I have been having them for almost 3 days straight. They are interrupting my daily life. They seems to go on and on (despite my efforts to calm them) until my head hurts and I can't sleep.

I have been taking lexapro for 7 weeks now, and the pills have generally worked, but my thoughts are back again.",5.238461538461539,7.1010748974359,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,69.25641025641025,7.764102564102564,29.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.0594974358974363,334,13,63,5,6,100,55,78,0.08,0.8809999999999999,0.039,-0.4835,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,2,4,3,1,0,1,0,10,4,2,1,0,13,16,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,0,11,1,11,11,0,11,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,6,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067649001939998,0.0,0.0,0.21187846152834616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388956991175242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479497933335984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270090917226165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645910224111454,0.4362833765058064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516526867184746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025240424505775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715406520763214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265132251704972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945343172389852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433799702277383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262508079099788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174444737031467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909057918720249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039403776693041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745852613651608,0.0,0.0,0.16972604932929214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540412328136918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,booowser,2020/02/22,"Does anyone have a recommendation for a medication that increases focus? I'm currently on lexapro but I still have trouble concentrating. I occasionally self medicate with adderall (only sometimes). In addition, lexapro makes me not care about anything, including school. I've lost motivation because I just don't stress anymore, which is good, but also bad. My sex drive is also non-existent. Lexapro has done wonders for my anxiety though, do all SSRIs have these effects though? I've brought up wellbutrin to my psychiatrist and she says it typically makes anxiety worse with those who have it, since it's primarily an antidepressant.",6.809719626168223,10.009006467289721,6.9998224299065415,63.93524766355143,68.43925233644859,10.635140186915887,38.737383177570095,10.577609850970193,5.3327315887850455,520,30,75,17,10,167,82,107,0.195,0.721,0.083,-0.9239,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,3,0,10,3,0,4,1,14,17,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,3,1,8,2,9,14,2,8,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,49,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839895831731017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716660647292699,0.0,0.1760919616549168,0.12415418866617488,0.0,0.14611687823679473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825531250660515,0.1082390222693971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103441151081304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553840879606478,0.1817056858573724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892903350271397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382788380186075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370455641184225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35774635122876525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504249883887492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120296178375316,0.0,0.179700356070605,0.0,0.0,0.1852339658138214,0.0,0.0,0.1468795948483427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561153322898296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179976893086751,0.0,0.20339455732962533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34890390099938706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255641359516248,0.0,0.0,0.18094896705787333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dreamingdoomful,2020/02/22,"Strange symptom from anxiety - anyone else deal with this? I am diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and wanted to see if any other people deal with a similar side effect I have had. I don't know if it's that common because my doctor never said. 

For about a year now, immediately when I wake up, I would be shaking and feeling so much anxiety on any given day before work, and I'd would throw up. It happened every day for most of 2019. 

My friends would joke and say I was pregnant, but that's just not the case; it's not morning sickness. It's purely from the crippling anxiety I deal with. 

Finally, I was prescribed propranolol and metoprolol to help me manage the anxiety-induced vomiting. I still sometimes get sick, but adding that medication, yoga/meditation and going to regular therapy sessions has helped me a lot. 

Curious to hear others' thoughts!",6.811509433962264,7.6697943333333365,7.531754716981133,69.3832924528302,64.7861635220126,10.888301886792457,37.283647798742145,10.793553405168565,4.444108930817611,685,34,112,18,10,228,107,159,0.10400000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.3699,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,6,0,11,8,1,1,2,30,22,13,0,6,7,0,1,0,1,3,7,3,0,0,10,11,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,6,5,13,2,17,12,3,16,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,4,9,79,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884285602673413,0.0,0.42394136490718304,0.0,0.0,0.09687278434009572,0.14195411163465438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844547862148997,0.0,0.11789025081643835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869809595258931,0.4284965645215731,0.11932724929391042,0.14061866047253682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180506649228872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157352544240057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672881123485825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700517186502532,0.0,0.0,0.15176755058491034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703830679809873,0.0,0.0723832216064699,0.0,0.07873742139364004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251349354126673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561485094638429,0.0,0.18572547536131084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613984338043864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778466592177893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956792559058506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184535868543616,0.0,0.10685323060561082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960485669335476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317865236878306,0.11017529261005908,0.0,0.0,0.11040117277211524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702299027434778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106409584943611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399966632866354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843648113285902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998800432285707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171650184179062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086126374097792,0.0,0.0,0.2952518232135175,0.0,0.0,0.0892174236378775
anxiety,PGDW,2020/02/22,"Looking for anyone with similar physical symptoms - Wake up at night, hot flashes, brain zaps, nausea, tinnitus, nocturea. Been going on for a while (three weeks now). I used to have a little more obvious anxiety attacks when waking, but this is strange and concerning. Thanks",6.641304347826086,9.491769869565221,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,67.69565217391305,9.817391304347826,37.58695652173913,10.125756701596842,4.822582608695653,218,12,30,6,4,68,44,46,0.11599999999999999,0.804,0.079,0.0544,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,3,4,3,1,1,5,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,7,6,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,5,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380746123026914,0.0,0.0,0.2228450400676241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625714728615591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35577873530813675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112665951343684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194248378760779,0.0,0.0,0.26763084378179985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299081836623822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33125517792569137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29341955145097315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275257673108826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556448874384226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bixxy6464,2020/02/22,"Bladder problems linked to anxiety? Hello

I once again have bladder problems, just like I did last time I had anxiety/stress episodes.

Does anyone here suffering from anxiety and or stress suffer from this too? it includes not being able to relax the bladder muscles properly, urinating frequently, forcing oneself to drink alot to trigger urinating (I fear the urine building up and infecting myself), occasional cloudy urine.",7.321614906832295,10.937703811594208,6.552836438923397,65.63869565217394,68.85507246376811,9.739958592132506,41.74120082815735,9.957137785484203,5.722389648033128,349,22,42,10,7,107,52,69,0.265,0.669,0.066,-0.9367,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,3,0,4,9,7,1,0,10,4,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,6,2,7,1,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,30,8,0,0.2349865202535029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35952808961507937,0.0,0.0,0.16430803866998675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563828742005605,0.0,0.0,0.2301973295458425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442516542660305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154537723967088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480254416824713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502529749396026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497007285196868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383525300276208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702252967135564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway_RA389,2020/02/22,"I get nightmares and wake up between 3-6am in the morning with my body tensed up? As the title suggests, I’ve been getting nightmares and waking up between 3am-6am in the morning with my body tensed up? Ie. my chest feels tight, face feels clenched up? What is this and how can I deal with it? Thanks",2.326666666666668,4.709724067796612,2.0450000000000017,97.91518361581923,79.5084745762712,3.9333333333333336,26.78248587570621,3.1291,0.2516757062146895,236,10,49,0,6,69,38,59,0.083,0.8690000000000001,0.048,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,6,6,1,0,10,8,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,13,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7421560571372808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444129575302603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33783308802976475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490770497572672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30756807296067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LifeOfJona,2020/02/22,"Hyper-aware of HeartBeat when sleeping. Hey guys,  


I've had heart palpitations / anxiousness / racing heart, etc which lasted for around 3-4 months (life was hell). I didn't want to take any meds since I didn't want to rely on them. Got several heart tests done and everything came back great.  


Now, since the above is gone, when I try to sleep I can hear my heart beating any side I sleep. I don't even try to focus on my heart beating it's just THERE happening and I can't do anything about it.  


  
Any tips on what I should do or if anyone has been in the same situation, what did you do?  


I don't know if I should wait it out since everything above went away it just a long time.  


  
Please let me know, thank you!",1.9799575596816967,3.808875717241378,2.7572413793103467,95.16074270557031,78.0344827586207,6.392572944297083,19.42970822281168,7.321109707123232,0.1333713527851459,549,12,127,7,13,172,93,145,0.079,0.856,0.065,0.1896,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,2,10,3,1,0,3,0,19,9,8,0,0,18,32,7,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,11,1,16,2,14,18,2,19,1,0,0,0,6,8,1,3,8,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218764712010968,0.0,0.0,0.121141859450337,0.0,0.07497924496440128,0.0,0.08824296082517154,0.09545938930208674,0.0,0.0,0.1007481783438852,0.08245493994879043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226450656474385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973576709487448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959224448716313,0.07082585436176732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927467674244744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576338327292217,0.1182238750446629,0.0,0.10617673341367437,0.09482507709725396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085847869110646,0.6353533449198241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786402150537,0.08740855212019126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965218597690908,0.07574127151857146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489711937403884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911079638253624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559171607599855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770875037394762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121141859450337,0.0,0.2661107427962189,0.12053348155629885,0.32192891449531685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062526644771498,0.0,0.0,0.09872499930405036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252795603327463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456072448380731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649665540156424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940532033479714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chiti_,2020/02/22,"My mind makes me ask myself if what I feel is real constantly I feel like I’m the only one whose mind makes them wonder about things they feel in a negative way. An example would be: I feel something towards someone and I feel great (romantically speaking) then my minds starts to think about if what I feel isn’t real and stuff like that and I end up with an anxiety attack because it stresses me a lot.

Does this happen to anyone else? 

I’m sorry I don’t know if it’s well written... english isn’t my first language",1.2915714285714266,3.7212121809523846,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857143,84.33333333333334,5.404761904761906,22.083333333333336,6.816661863887847,0.6850476190476189,409,14,82,5,12,135,70,105,0.122,0.7709999999999999,0.107,-0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,3,6,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,25,23,7,0,4,3,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,1,7,15,4,8,20,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,7,55,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891852508766707,0.0,0.0,0.09955377478929378,0.14588274463627013,0.0,0.0,0.13310389850751067,0.1619751498320482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679210393291117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538596767807792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245956553287727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118938270770237,0.0,0.12610435249601815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319425565983512,0.10171463332127316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110637030225847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697187983824026,0.0,0.0,0.1259041001839838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824704195325702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911707205414173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104440049583275,0.0,0.0,0.19007639579924934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312825672471444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647879151248788,0.108284631077063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32411390959196507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063613470382732,0.10960928353460264,0.0,0.15938014089841052,0.1007756450884879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309313581200394,0.0,0.1629883644644866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945893950693517,0.09122985966797187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301276444979592,0.0,0.0,0.12801462095980082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544025057811811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114100919247533,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowAwayTheBar,2020/02/22,"Slept for 16 hours last night to try to escape my life. Anxious over my new job. Just felt like getting it off my chest. Office jobs have been destroying my life, but I don't know where else I'd work if I left my career.",0.40638297872340345,2.4442624042553227,1.6334468085106373,100.09400000000002,84.53191489361703,4.611063829787233,15.782978723404256,5.6839178017228535,-0.9162987234042552,171,3,41,1,5,54,39,47,0.083,0.85,0.068,-0.1779,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,7,1,5,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,20,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891631229249895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138226077768855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457627419685161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337290809115579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520700685824038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080036807976233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406694956377281,0.2086424132509541,0.0,0.0,0.2781024228720156,0.0,0.3615857096134205,0.12504963684214404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24720877096417496,0.0,0.2402021002013276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737807469231629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863426882681552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-this_is_bullshit-,2020/02/22,"Any helpful tips for nausea? I’ve had anxiety since I was a child, and it always comes in one main form: intense nausea. I get super sick and often can’t leave my house because just moving makes me feel like I’m going to puke. But, of course, I have to leave my house. I have school and friends and stuff I need to do, we all do. So, do any of you have any tips you use when dealing with nausea?",2.5596428571428547,3.295281392857145,3.6366666666666654,93.925,74.35714285714286,6.076190476190478,21.142857142857142,5.46131890053228,-0.141342857142857,303,6,71,1,6,98,59,84,0.12,0.7240000000000001,0.156,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,1,15,17,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,11,3,8,15,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618747237294002,0.0,0.0,0.3968861722139624,0.0,0.14882427706505255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859114060141625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758090925305935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056450166166606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983663992077858,0.13898101134578644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030284795145674,0.0,0.10164028819958024,0.0,0.11056283521133076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039755914953885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44895123822204897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119842737462504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504350916981336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985845231187926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676760774604414,0.0,0.1442506019992541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182685302981342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968871276373216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092734689329974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270431491721615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802202853151935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,perth1985,2020/02/22,"Homeopathy  

Hello Folks

I am just curious if any of the members have had success in using homeopathy for psychiatric illness.

I have heard of many cases in India where patients were able to stop their medication or reduce it substantially using [homeopathy.](https://homeopathy.one/)

One of the successful psychiatrist is Dr.Mahesh Gandhi,who left allopathy and became homeopath as he felt the medications were drugging his patients.

It would be great to know about the experiences in the west.",9.597637130801687,12.467743215189873,8.514620253164562,57.46830168776373,59.886075949367104,11.342616033755275,37.21729957805907,11.20814326018867,5.274061603375527,410,19,51,12,6,127,63,79,0.055999999999999994,0.7859999999999999,0.158,0.875,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,5,0,9,4,0,2,0,10,14,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,4,3,11,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,37,6,2,0.24169894802611336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436357286784556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802940453728774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364279495614649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23206889356161234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664739434710333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283142086158714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626066142319496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504479714851696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869725242346534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378146240043467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207114311230603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175005761861923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169599799615334,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,haidermapstone1990,2020/02/22,"Anxiety Heart palpitations/ SVT ? Hi, i have had heart palpitations on and off for five years

At first docs told me it was anxiety

I noted they would tend to come on after eating. I would have them for a few months then they would go away a few months. Recently things like walking up the stairs or having an argument would trigger fast beats for upto an hour.

My cousin has a SVT and my grandad had a arrhythmia. I have worn a heart monitor three days and didnt have palpitations during this time. My ecgs are normal. 

A cardiologist told me i might have an SVT and that when I next have palpitations i should goto a&e to get it recorded. My partner tells me its just anxiety and I am wasting everyones time.

I havent had palpitations for a few months, on sunday my grandad died and since tues I have had palpitations everyday. Is anyone going theough the same thing?",4.189776247848535,6.285910903614463,4.957177280550777,80.64096385542172,72.49397590361446,8.598278829604133,26.917383820998282,9.23628265651192,2.305948020654045,694,25,133,16,14,224,98,166,0.10400000000000001,0.88,0.016,-0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,12,0,25,4,3,1,0,18,33,9,1,6,2,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,9,0,21,1,14,18,4,29,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,18,96,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146388251952486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310069188490722,0.0,0.0,0.09446987441685954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693736460527189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638261705541605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713276281966909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402196145689436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382480714111596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291004171748068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492184618564985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058777035915813,0.0,0.15356871099834382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803069228030072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305306515401424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600639882320829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332705275437638,0.0,0.0,0.3235230765258606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368770348137244,0.0,0.13237606003758245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340174815637978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176181028439597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808937135863305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951802013095233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575638206762659,0.0,0.0,0.2582008343496136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839042148639901,0.0,0.0,0.0870044033964815
anxiety,Mr-underthemask,2020/02/22,"Scared of travel I've been subjected to the news of a lot of road accidents, in my close friend circle, for the past few days. All of them had turned out to be fatal. Now I'm very anxious on travelling by road and have ""zero"" peace of mind. How do I cope up with this ?",1.292105263157893,2.8538083859649133,2.9331929824561414,94.33768421052632,79.17543859649123,6.665263157894738,18.417543859649122,7.554174236665415,0.14862385964912314,206,4,49,3,5,68,48,57,0.17,0.727,0.10400000000000001,-0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,14,4,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,33,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042713982748693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078521924771575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764759072626877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042333473546205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613289518882238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34161064559289395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582727200567495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892406945376058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952657401364516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Z1839,2020/02/22,"Choice of SSRI for anxiety Hey guys,

I’ve been on lexapro 10 mg for around 3.5 months, just bumped it to 20 a few days ago.

It helped me tremendously for my GAD, Social anxiety, and depression (not really major depression, just been blue for as long as I remember).

I can’t help but wonder what other SSRIs are effective for GAD and social anxiety.  I was wondering if people could chime in with their experiences.",6.115769230769232,6.952720064102567,6.9837435897435896,72.77792307692309,66.30769230769229,11.881025641025643,29.70256410256411,11.602472056035307,3.817807179487179,327,11,59,11,5,109,61,78,0.11699999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.075,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,8,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,13,4,2,7,0,2,1,0,7,3,0,3,4,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042008626933622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412175072174748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711453291082038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349783779695342,0.0,0.0,0.12398684498578035,0.0,0.3311732916216171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880596641770417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036002761563955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577253618823413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013725779550265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345397161934798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332835553284871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316176229594165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778440687194234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919540688588519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416978891050728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justyouraverageweird,2020/02/22,"Little brother was throwing up all day and now I feel sick I stayed so far away from him I was always on the opposite side of the room. The places he threw up I didn’t touch even after they were sanitized. I washed my hands constantly and took a hot shower when he was feeling better to wash myself of any germs. 

Yes I’m extremely germaphobic but that’s only because nausea and throwing up give me extreme anxiety. To the point I would rather die than puke. (doesn’t help that I’m pregnant) 

Like if he had a cold I would’ve been aok with it. I would probably even comfort him. His mom stayed with him all day and even got thrown up on and she seems fine. She even slept with him so he wouldn’t wake up in the middle of the night. 

Now today I’m scared that he had the flu, his fever was briefly 103 something. It’s breaking today, no throwing up yet and the day is almost over. But I know that the flu can take up to 48 hours to show symptoms and idk how long I can deal with the torture of anxiety symptoms making me think I’m sick now.

Of course the nausea when does it not? The the rapid heart rate and shakes. And now my nose is running. I just pierced my nose a few weeks ago and my nose is still mad plus I’m allergic to cats and I live with them. But that doesn’t change how my brain says oh isn’t it worse today though?

I’m terrified that just because I was breathing the same air, in the same house that I could’ve been exposed to it or worse caught it. I know these are symptoms of anxiety. But I can’t help being terrified and adding to it by looking up symptoms 🤦‍♀️. 

I don’t even remember if I got my flu vaccine last year because my parents didn’t take me. My mom just gives me vitamins and says I’ll be fine if I eat right and relax. I moved out now btw and I’m living with my fiancé’s family. I’m getting medical set up soon so hopefully I can go to a doctor to tell me im fine like always.

It also doesn’t help that now that I can eat more than ramen and canned ravioli I found out pooping is more common. Like tmi but there would be 5 day gaps at my parents house and here where I eat healthy and plenty, today is the second day in a row. It’s new to me and of course abnormal body functions make my anxiety more energetic.

Plz someone help me, just say something to ease my worries. Something I didn’t think about or overthought. 

I’m even constantly worried I’m having a heart attack cause I get this heartburn that hurts in a different way, on my left side and on my back. And the pain that runs from my inner left arm to the top of my thumb. Idk if that’s anxiety too but gee anxiety is good at making me wish I was a vampire so I couldn’t die or get sick.",0.9609117257114654,2.9566157574692435,2.550258070483768,94.55834304566342,82.11072056239016,5.7504517004285765,21.05451237936669,6.912458644323713,0.3390051552431164,2102,63,477,25,57,687,254,569,0.18,0.7020000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.992,4,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,2,36,19,3,2,26,2,41,35,13,6,2,76,79,45,2,12,19,5,5,3,0,4,19,3,2,0,23,30,3,0,9,2,0,11,13,7,0,1,21,13,63,12,57,50,8,87,0,1,1,0,31,38,0,10,36,290,86,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057352772211228274,0.0,0.06478784642270645,0.0,0.0,0.05174068028239245,0.107671402537782,0.0,0.0,0.043998315307876235,0.0,0.29697258980443264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360575208375182,0.06078791332552073,0.049750415593219535,0.0,0.1183218183444288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722201790888781,0.0,0.07186727229867391,0.0,0.07222675623396498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664648684374722,0.06844417143628201,0.0,0.0,0.13983573698255633,0.0,0.051657798788878787,0.0,0.0,0.20863119580927644,0.06670300555787369,0.0,0.0,0.1342970653827623,0.06759787779805575,0.0,0.06622333704540287,0.056619530380750314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861319340829325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564030020346492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060993535830905735,0.0,0.06542867176100113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709403663240045,0.0,0.0,0.1014094615823478,0.1241325437355744,0.03677058178538695,0.054267409537572725,0.10349322825675143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333995987594967,0.17346856578553324,0.0,0.0,0.06426183983737159,0.06371660714264721,0.1493105544113506,0.06926284030571347,0.0,0.06988725609587085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111501211476343,0.052739251245369406,0.0,0.0,0.14059378745923445,0.0,0.0,0.09482766393658762,0.06484653974714835,0.11426282171706575,0.0572575897864935,0.05433182423839016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295635418211953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517858639145048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515520489781971,0.0,0.06876601180371641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248780043709059,0.0,0.0607167004771274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920737358664767,0.06884551292092618,0.0,0.14368370216994994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759787779805575,0.0,0.061162547242853825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975769622967587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329264848947208,0.0552535678597641,0.0,0.15435644967569445,0.06477612929886245,0.0,0.0,0.058900579423826836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054820220463195485,0.14942799111390584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792348575629046,0.05166961707815243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689928836421992,0.09729290969295576,0.0,0.056550775992049274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291447719380443,0.06356756113792084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531267818439975,0.0,0.07188423852860007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135596127564288,0.051898551360812825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440197039515764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141226989653834,0.13186994462770646,0.1838444985132857,0.0,0.0,0.04166477025145601
anxiety,dogsnsweaters,2020/02/22,"Anxiety makes it hard for me to eat anything My anxiety makes it hard for me to eat. I get so nauseous I throw up anything I do eat, so my body has learned to just not eat. I’m so frustrated and hate this relationship I’m building with food.",1.1247058823529414,3.088518333333333,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,81.35294117647058,7.217254901960787,27.84705882352941,8.238735603445708,1.8798517647058817,189,9,43,4,5,64,31,51,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9105,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,0,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,7,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27093014877846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29144212472168723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669502955479026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7247847631313047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412482581756487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251655357197183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172562948622332,0.17482901185155325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364034316096113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901167501668063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chuchu_no-1,2020/02/22,No panic attack since last one week It's an achievement for me for what have been some rough 4 to 6 months. I think I have finally found something to do which I Enjoy and I believe I can become good at it. Just feeling good.,0.9074468085106382,3.0697784680851115,2.3866382978723406,94.69400000000002,83.46808510638297,4.611063829787233,20.038297872340426,5.6839178017228535,-0.15566042553191473,176,5,38,1,5,57,38,47,0.168,0.626,0.205,0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,6,3,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964837621817352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878254680877813,0.0,0.2936204688775421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177325283072291,0.0,0.0,0.2854876968054607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857475958449476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371779456923234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124335555471696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080180043070186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659742934659745,0.0,0.0,0.3057720186753604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558093150033453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006318425146079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669896403597605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090472187788763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeckypecky,2020/02/22,"Question How was your first visit to a psychiatrist? I’m curious because i want to visit one, but i’m having anxiety just thinking about what’s the first thing I’m going to say to the doctor. Thank you.",1.2802439024390253,3.82357312195122,3.725073170731708,82.96078048780491,86.07317073170731,6.206829268292682,22.83414634146341,7.554174236665415,1.4172595121951224,162,6,30,3,5,56,30,41,0.052000000000000005,0.7929999999999999,0.155,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,1,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467028890599388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965860515518874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300807374118222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486172607108314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832776977466556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185266150086468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612610263667596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25645587092806155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296904166444925,0.0,0.0,0.2142470899166012,0.206637667288518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902121260816838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sergei1919,2020/02/22,"How to help my girlfriend with anxiety Its not serious, my girl has been having anxiety attacks ever since I met her couple years back. Basically caused by very stressful life in indonesia (where she is from), strict school and 4 years of living alone in Japan where she was working and studying all days of the week.  
I was hoping it would go away after moving in with me since she is now working normal hours, has a job she always wanted and basically only has it cuz she likes it as I make enough money for her to not need to work. She could easily be a housewife.   
We live near my family who all love her, are saving good money AND are able to help her family back in Indonesia with financial support. In short everything is going super well but she still has these moments where she gets irrationaly scared and sad even tho she admits there is no reason for it. Any advice that would not involve meds? We tried counseling but it didnt do much and she won´t use pills do get over this (not that I would allow it)",4.359204737732656,5.943312771573608,4.925908629441626,83.13816920473776,71.03045685279187,8.095972927241963,23.79323181049069,8.648137234880735,1.5389643993231816,804,21,153,14,15,257,128,197,0.09,0.7879999999999999,0.121,0.3848,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,4,13,13,1,2,3,0,22,3,0,7,3,37,35,12,0,8,6,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,2,0,2,3,6,5,1,0,5,0,24,8,23,25,4,27,0,1,0,1,25,12,0,1,13,115,36,5,0.12625552564046438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337543842932015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076264788923525,0.0,0.0,0.10505471145214937,0.0,0.0,0.08585808692196943,0.0,0.19317026307676974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363388725550594,0.11862122241697318,0.1941654118580354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969920351791764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008047637182872,0.13969933770269652,0.0,0.08142436917906579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045570821598396,0.0,0.08339058394130525,0.11420535120705586,0.0,0.0,0.11347032544236008,0.0,0.23804494623959904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192660228498507,0.0,0.14350784956241214,0.1058971447543802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925283496908727,0.0,0.0,0.12540022480213114,0.12433626051693578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528912765096298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917801157934413,0.061682072414996764,0.0,0.2229718844979764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395054123534885,0.0,0.08427654375523377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024142671571374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418964288534366,0.09281233849271092,0.09361687248444783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370360854134599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602301654145197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981170818649893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640380662063389,0.12777733240896735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887975099678885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082782586738598,0.0,0.14462527804825848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327327430112927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571921427951085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904423691552316,0.0,0.10417403120169054,0.07446878019061913,0.0,0.10127456705287304,0.0,0.11351888022985045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757465790869332,0.0,0.0,0.26906490890096546,0.0,0.0,0.16260883812490085
anxiety,Sneezaro,2020/02/22,"Can't get over the thought of rabies 8 months ago a coyote attacked my dog and got it's saliva onto my dogs fur. I petted him with the side of my hand which had a ""wound"" and I got saliva on it or around it. The wound was something I got 2-1 days before it happened. It still stung after I got it but no blood, and on the day it happened the wound looked pretty healed but I'm still nervous I got some saliva in it. (Very small wound size of small bread crumbs) I also washed it with soap after. I've asked my doctor and he said I don't have it but I feel like he wasn't listening. For the past 3 months I've been getting rabies symptoms since I can't stop thinking and right now I'm worried because it's burning right under my finger nail where the wound was. But all my fingers have dryskin and burned for a Lil bit. It also got red yesterday and swelled but it went away. I live in California please give me reassurance that I'm fine.",1.9014081996434944,3.5152898181818237,3.0765953654188967,93.74959893048133,77.58585858585859,5.466904337492573,21.243018419489005,5.900188976854957,-0.017106714200831874,736,19,165,4,17,237,112,198,0.054000000000000006,0.8390000000000001,0.107,0.8788,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,10,0,10,14,4,0,1,22,32,15,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,9,2,1,0,15,10,1,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,14,8,18,3,18,18,3,29,0,0,2,0,8,15,0,2,14,93,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295652974130968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380698145257076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134372296170787,0.11912723634922827,0.14496684299337234,0.11972205483246133,0.0,0.0,0.0776784421372848,0.0,0.10843116698315801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911750576737586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643600123641928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304271450556552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443102419257613,0.09103402154035836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315091170703788,0.12223978743948795,0.0,0.0,0.611491064767706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536691514122745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225449633194334,0.0,0.11252055761205974,0.0,0.10700675981067616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034223604575398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164368696662894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987680668953334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963927957012433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764427561682992,0.12121245359274893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540910173022364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809968883037178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035270628842516,0.1065348501605845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244565820386875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165020842090638,0.0,0.10116296793231576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514079033687954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812629674691567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294085133171233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shaylaphilyaw123,2020/02/22,Health anxiety I have really bad health  anxiety I always feel like I'm dying and I pull my hair out bad I'm always always always on edge what I's a good mediator ve on for all of theis,-1.1262601626016249,0.950767146341466,3.1920731707317067,84.34794715447156,97.04878048780488,6.635772357723577,14.150406504065039,7.793537801064563,0.6319235772357721,147,3,31,4,6,56,28,41,0.248,0.631,0.122,-0.6794,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6804911163647461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128147375604764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414224498000277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121918118294156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337849428793967,0.14606255594649487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714869929621632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43465180110390655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988629195486093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097898560188256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timshel_turtle,2020/02/22,"For those who you who stopped drinking due to anxiety ... what’d you do to still connect with friends? Where I grew up, social drinking is the main source of community and connection. Due to panic disorder and anxiety, I cut way back on my drinking. I don’t really mind, but I do miss going out with friends l. I do go out and sip 1-2 drinks, but it always feels awkward because people are always buying shots or rounds or playing games, so I started declining or avoiding social occasions. What did you all do?",4.89061224489796,6.205207653061228,5.7638775510204106,78.67397959183674,69.40816326530611,8.865306122448981,33.38775510204081,9.23628265651192,3.1241673469387754,402,19,73,8,7,132,69,98,0.16399999999999998,0.755,0.081,-0.5514,0,1,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,4,8,1,3,1,0,8,4,0,0,1,17,13,9,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,2,1,6,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,2,10,3,11,12,2,15,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,3,6,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751229672278777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529423727087078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271227237336644,0.0,0.1007790028532856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947379754825708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6478120670779608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359197471375437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554553580602954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791306380431227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692849965848436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397022008798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461373872191835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590976515841044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33705074214492875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170160482774434,0.0,0.13202668518301588,0.13821693217447406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122522896492314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rivaillea,2020/02/22,"Has anyone else here been embarrassed in the form of being singled out by an authority figure, and replayed it in their head? (details inside) So I feel like this has happened to me a lot...perhaps a shoutout to r/ADHD as well, for those of you with the comorbidity.  
My mind keeps replaying instances in my head that are very hurtful to me, involving authority figures that have shamed me for talking when I was simply responding to the other student. Either in the form of yelling at me and not the other student, or somehow me getting in trouble for it. This was mostly noticeable as a kid, but there was a recent-ish (last summer) event that re-triggered it. This is MORE humiliating as an adult, mind you.  I was taking a class with a particularly bad professor and I did notice he showed a lot of favoritism towards some students (although I did manage to make an A in the class)....when there was someone asking a question and he was fumbling around, other students were talking and my neighbor asked me a question. I responded in a note and they couldn't understand my handwriting and asked me again whispering so I whispered it to them back...and the professor, in front of EVERYBODY, gave the loudest, longest  ""SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH""  to me. I know for a fact that everyone noticed. I wanted to go home and cry. I couldn't even focus on my work when I got back because it was replaying in my head. I don't even remember it being that bad as a kid, and it was really shocking to have this happen in a college setting when I was already an adult. Moreover, I felt like I was singled out unfairly. Regardless, the biggest thing is dealing with the aftermath of the shame...how to cope with it.  
Does anyone relate?  Experiences/comments/thoughts?",5.77952508361204,7.252997384615388,7.0581003344481585,69.62737792642143,67.46153846153847,8.852173913043476,35.05351170568562,9.20300075937882,3.374808695652175,1390,68,236,26,23,472,170,325,0.10099999999999999,0.862,0.037000000000000005,-0.9755,1,0,0,0,1,0,55.0,0,2,3,1,15,10,0,2,29,0,26,3,3,1,1,42,43,21,0,4,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,4,22,16,0,1,9,1,0,2,4,7,1,0,17,5,34,3,45,22,9,29,0,1,0,0,24,17,0,7,11,192,56,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288324590025413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201637069595687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462575605988396,0.11329168448517785,0.0,0.09843044065633064,0.31010312243009863,0.0,0.0,0.17004248891152934,0.18464209731873293,0.06740223923732958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145558094951694,0.0,0.11399246566782713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676025568977248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236676399879158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460604369179106,0.0,0.0,0.10565404969850564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590734298274104,0.07899098810137291,0.10616421445382716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776808441707002,0.0,0.06283928657637487,0.0,0.0884326588452936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955527725914165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404291154212334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091038554903568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836710924150028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982793953023756,0.0,0.0,0.06076619418540107,0.09012903146798358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803750281060344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880047439998865,0.0,0.0,0.07380610748262008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232876760229392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776528766067448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477266513475765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083375630505992,0.0,0.10917420127695862,0.0,0.1252538719472148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936853151786633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313462470798749,0.1777434108427428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345756983500372,0.0,0.0,0.08777996029427823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151069168265626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912315503362382,0.06521685097589344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941540436072642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080496030280039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MightyJoeTYoung,2020/02/22,"Does anyone feel their anxiety build up over time before it becomes an attack? If so, how do you stop/control it? So this happens every time I have an anxiety attack. About a week/week and a half before I go into full on anxiety attack, I can feel it slowly building up. In the beginning I’ll be able to push it away and ignore it, but after a week I know that I’ll end up freaking out soon.

I’m in this position now and I don’t know how to make it go away. It feels like I can push it down, but can’t stop it from EVENTUALLY happening and that terrifies me. 

Does anyone have any advice for not just pushing back my anxiety attack, but preventing it all together?",2.6402654280026536,4.098338985401462,4.770922362309225,83.04035169210357,75.2043795620438,8.193497013934971,24.863304578633052,8.841846274778883,1.8403927007299283,519,17,106,11,11,180,81,137,0.221,0.7559999999999999,0.023,-0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,12,7,4,0,6,0,8,0,0,3,1,24,20,12,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,3,5,0,0,5,3,6,0,1,0,3,10,1,18,19,2,28,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,1,11,76,24,0,0.1216544859992676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887935574237432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272922218958348,0.0,0.37226139522587454,0.0,0.0,0.1701272904367548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535981617439825,0.22859678843421105,0.0935447904501652,0.0,0.0,0.13435782187864542,0.2070380146181959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644585053908875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292132102614644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774976563086668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249915136934026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453649028862548,0.08690998910559246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382780958442276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215157320398085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371624793106576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943423685379726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120531406707658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034171952453519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187541821126806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927516717494136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spandog69,2020/02/22,"How do you cope with anxiety over current affairs? There are lots of dark things going on in the world, and there is endless access to information about all of these. Given that these are real things, and not distorted ways of thinking (as some social anxiety might be), how can you deal with this?

Things have the potential to get very dark on a number of fronts, from ecological collapse, climate change, geopolitical conflict, the resurgence of fascism, nuclear war, pandemics, etc. How can you remain calm without forcing yourself to be ignorant?",10.0168085106383,10.148111319148935,8.6888085106383,66.25300000000001,58.14893617021277,11.349787234042553,42.204255319148935,10.793553405168565,4.895381276595746,440,22,65,9,5,135,70,94,0.146,0.7959999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.8526,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,6,3,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,1,18,14,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,18,10,4,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,54,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36925385825713664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25530916231733786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488142980718733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691615250071652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609188941551894,0.0,0.1371609333058831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051814044834568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25602705389620445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747014604157299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460190549188315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810132030082212,0.15464301248819495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991334604961228,0.0,0.1915670418406964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326462850111035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sherwan99,2020/02/22,"I can't answer the phone! Even when I press answer, I can't talk. Does anyone else here have this problem? Is it an anxiety issue? This started happening to me several years ago and it's getting worse.  
I mostly have no problem making phone calls but when my phone rings, I get nervous and just can't get myself to say ""hello"" or ""yes"" and it creates real problems for me.
If anyone has information or advice regarding this condition, it would be really appreciated.",2.6663636363636343,5.425472909090914,4.603363636363635,77.73254545454547,81.27272727272728,7.156363636363636,24.70909090909091,8.238735603445708,2.114996363636364,368,14,62,8,10,125,62,88,0.171,0.7490000000000001,0.081,-0.6638,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,9,0,0,1,0,18,15,9,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,4,5,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846469487532031,0.16749930175441066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455186591864827,0.0,0.0,0.2642467641469517,0.19360914890771225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294659488691446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653578622060336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784963076884273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480455652711656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296167270585894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709437254823828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722239488457685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613050744929766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424200330112656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150748477543037,0.12105092562158153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026647969021772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134680362391936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337449944807034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187677124581697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925636965392347,0.13422988961611373,0.0,0.0,0.12168234691732198
anxiety,Friztoker,2020/02/22,"Some music (my playlist) What is better than some good music to calm those nerves?  


[https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5s1QDq0YAtUW3K9uKa4R7R?si=Mk9480i6Q0qlKZDg3SZUZA](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5s1QDq0YAtUW3K9uKa4R7R?si=Mk9480i6Q0qlKZDg3SZUZA)",49.23729166666667,63.5419298125,10.09,32.22166666666669,0.875,4.633333333333333,17.833333333333332,6.42735559955562,0.3948583333333331,231,2,12,1,3,32,14,16,0.064,0.544,0.392,0.8042,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7255912371881046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.688125974306911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hawaiidabest1998,2020/02/22,"Losing hope I was having a perfect amazing life before November 2019. I remember the day I smoked too much weed and it sent me spiraling into an anxiety episode. From that day I’ve been having crippling anxiety (I’m suffering) every single fucking minute of every fucking day. I started celexa about a month and a half ago, where I started feeling better. But my dumb ass switches to lexapro which triggered my anxiety. I tried going back to celexa but it didn’t change my anxiety. So here I am 1 week and 2 days from my last dose of celexa. Im in full blow withdrawals and in total hell. Anxiety has always been my problem so of course my anxiety is sky high. I guess my question is will this shit get better? Have I fucked my brain up? Why am I having withdrawals only after taking ssri for a little more than a month? I feel so hopeless :(just to add to my fucked up brAin  I also have a variation of the MTHFR gene and take enlyte daily for it.",3.2285628342245967,5.1556249679144415,4.554221256684496,83.22780247326206,74.72192513368984,7.027941176470589,26.660762032085557,7.865858978985527,1.7462622994652408,747,28,138,11,16,247,117,187,0.244,0.6890000000000001,0.067,-0.9902,0,0,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,4,10,16,7,0,9,0,15,10,4,1,2,20,31,11,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,11,0,1,5,2,22,5,20,25,5,25,1,3,0,5,2,10,8,3,13,94,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862597019921976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897520721098741,0.0925778835841566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106851624218955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855526736811348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467473078394847,0.0,0.0,0.19680224043002106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484076578437039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769915475966265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870160001993405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874840150369683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251358883767604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114352007054182,0.0581291665036637,0.0,0.06323206644688675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256629508371047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755312488062868,0.0,0.11050706106071784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018073706413054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906923871525891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858678073681175,0.0,0.11151253287408973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447235571231005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776145894910851,0.0,0.08178947663918154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461883835474762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646154232862884,0.0,0.0,0.12463753912638993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260367770736876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420759391779604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750190838752345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673085230585288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553876766496576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924668821661799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039555029591517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tomrice2612,2020/02/22,"Convinced I have cancer (Leukemia, 19 years old) Sorry if this is going to seem silly or like I'm rambling but I have really been struggling with health anxiety surrounding the possibility of me having Leukemia. I am only 19 years old but have several of the associated symptoms. 

I have had a persistent sore throat for well over two weeks now that I can't seem to shake, I've also noticed what feels like some bone soreness in my ribcage and arms. Most alarming though I noticed around 4 5p coin sized bruises on my thigh without explanation. I've also been feeling quite fatigued and drained but not debilitatingly so. 

It does not help though that I get seriously worked up over these symptoms. I have been frequently breaking down in tears to my parents telling them I'm convinced I have Leukemia. I have been to the GP and am going in on Monday (approximately a week after my blood test results where recieved) to find out if anythibg was found. I'm finding the wait agonising though. I have lost all interest and energy in anything else and can only think about the potential of Leukemia. I just need some reassurance and advice to see me through. Thanks in advance",5.904444444444442,7.704672222222222,5.900000000000002,76.80750000000003,67.51851851851852,8.548148148148151,34.33333333333333,9.017664075816787,3.1092833333333334,944,45,165,17,16,297,137,216,0.152,0.716,0.132,-0.6958,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,5,12,15,0,3,7,0,20,12,5,1,1,34,37,18,0,3,10,1,2,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,8,0,1,4,4,6,1,1,8,3,19,9,28,29,4,30,0,2,1,0,5,15,0,8,12,109,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212476386517502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984503504160077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491937193485024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021056665663345,0.11045577441599676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858154147881778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365129303248684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547518478069994,0.08864138679501862,0.0,0.0,0.22681018756191626,0.0,0.0,0.13604518223187612,0.0,0.0,0.06482566224705565,0.0,0.141032835294857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318891695860655,0.0,0.0,0.08316690435459995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212365398279676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544585343972487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200230508768582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825273744441916,0.2603980916577629,0.0,0.0,0.18873390295652476,0.0,0.0,0.13777399566970566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987936317057892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319722838342153,0.0,0.0,0.079487578794723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887414484967152,0.2259120012061783,0.0,0.14017288396258687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388952233863663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971332260451102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579292141447395,0.0,0.0,0.10844968843343948,0.1142344020014514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950420715317721,0.3657181751591015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120622981988445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905586179819448,0.0,0.11156107200498697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196068166245264,0.0,0.09033030130423768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980439784085446
anxiety,unnownturtle,2020/02/22,"I'm a wreck I don't know where to start. 

This past week my anxiety has been hitting me like a freight train. I've had 3 anxiety attacks in the past 2 weeks when I rarely ever had one every other month.

I had one last night and I'm still reeling in reality from it. I was in it for possibly 20-30 minutes? I think. I lost track of time.

I shook at first but for some reason, I started thinking about an argument I had over half a year ago where I ended up being hit. I felt like I was there.

This had never happened to me before and I could only curl my hands into fists with curling into a ball. And I couldn't move so the scene kept repeating because I was in the same room it happened.

My girlfriend was on a video call with me when it started and she was so scared. I was supposed to go to her house for the first time today but I couldn't bring myself to leave the house from this and cancelled. 

I don't know why it's been so bad recently and I don't feel like it's going away any time soon.",1.227708690330477,2.806666027906978,2.9831578947368453,93.82947368421051,79.4186046511628,5.8286413708690334,21.548347613219093,6.5966054737557815,0.23648837209302265,776,22,180,7,19,258,121,215,0.139,0.82,0.040999999999999995,-0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,12,8,1,2,11,0,21,1,1,1,2,27,41,13,0,3,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,1,7,2,0,5,6,5,0,5,16,3,28,3,25,19,2,46,0,1,0,0,4,14,0,1,30,122,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408701687928872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752212574316014,0.0,0.196914148229388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641769450069786,0.12092025243494148,0.0,0.10746122675208944,0.07845586049402398,0.0,0.10951636356197683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141966084097445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027584881279708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399223015453605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641879602989445,0.10843742244012232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507586025741749,0.09194510468628687,0.12357460067935133,0.0,0.0,0.21894859239075715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462892140369605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276224235166764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29701085204123384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146307623329582,0.10490972999302642,0.0,0.13627738355010646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863264806646904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049400200199516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272912209809452,0.1367904086741955,0.0,0.0,0.09926331626011008,0.0,0.0,0.12077859474127765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744243142990688,0.09788406461486213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24572223314586045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509275131165686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232762403801018,0.12707820989110086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288536730095063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27328891433612057,0.0,0.1027819972508233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649347537082964,0.0,0.0,0.2251424200041645,0.0,0.12199493842098867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064747936962847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613400423924207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288020201434912
anxiety,DecentBackground0,2020/02/22,"Why does my brother sleeping in my room calm me down? My stepdad had a family emergency and had to leave town abruptly on Tuesday. That night the fuse box was accessed and the bathroom lights for all the bathrooms were destroyed. We don't know how to fix this, so we have to wait for stepdad to come home. That night, my brother set up a camp cot in my room and slept on my floor. He also moved his dog's kennel in there and she slept with us. This continued until last night, when he slept on my mom's floor instead. I woke up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat, crying and having a really bad anxiety attack. I ended up sleeping with my mom in her bed because I couldn't calm down. Whenever something isn't right at home, my brother has always set up that cot and slept in my room.  I didn't realize how much it helped. DAE have things like this that help?",3.4193872229465434,4.548938022598872,4.120000000000001,89.77470664928293,72.72881355932203,7.028074750108647,25.479791395045627,7.321109707123232,1.0267465449804432,678,21,145,7,13,216,104,177,0.10800000000000001,0.838,0.054000000000000006,-0.8688,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,9,0,12,7,7,2,1,18,20,12,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,9,11,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,10,2,21,3,27,9,2,40,0,0,0,0,15,25,0,0,12,93,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172689633784894,0.1220172762727532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218016322977772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682560411740568,0.0,0.0,0.12243932765946808,0.08939115158246172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631846177882272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107853937857344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283267556299795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988063174379644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824033005830305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658109226044904,0.0,0.2941862822026897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059020200189572,0.11953219959898448,0.0,0.15527192198875633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164151294979969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434889449570539,0.0,0.15585645329520412,0.1077981995366634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504515584916255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394214671007467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523083559229048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934943269717701,0.0,0.0,0.11289160690078967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742193782136792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639138142571967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232092939212736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hgilbert_01,2020/02/22,"Always need Something to do Hi.

I posted this to the introvert board previously, but I think it fits with my struggle with anxiety too.

I have a question that I could use some input on, please... Are extroverts more action-oriented than introverts? Like, does it make more sense for an extrovert to want do things more than an introvert wants to do things? I am an introvert, and I personally have difficulty with simply sitting with my thoughts. It's likely because I'm fidgety and it probably has to do with my anxiety too, but I do need to be doing something. I like having something to do- it helps me streamline my thoughts too. Simply sitting in my head makes me all to anxious. 

The thing is, I enjoy being engaged in an activity/hobby. Let me clarify- solitary activities. If there's someone else or more involved, then my enjoyment will diminish a little. 

I am especially curious about pieces of fiction too... Is it true that introverts aren't as drawn to movies with action? Because personally, I do enjoy when action happens. Albeit, not Transformers style spectacles with sensory overload, but rather more focused slices of action- like any Star Wars lightsaber duel or one of Indiana Jones' treacherous escapes. I am not entirely engaged with more drama-oriented fiction that revolves relationships and a lot of dialogue. That's not to suggest that I am into mindless action pieces, as character development is important in the sci-fi, fantasy genres that appeal to me more. Basically what I'm asking here is that can introverts enjoy movies with action too? 

So, is this need to always be doing something normal (even for an introvert) or does this have to do with anxiety?",6.630281818181821,8.547590143333334,7.2315151515151515,67.50409090909092,65.9,10.654545454545458,36.96969696969697,10.735267742514802,4.723233333333335,1353,70,204,39,22,445,156,300,0.09,0.745,0.165,0.9801,0,0,4,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,0,12,13,1,1,11,0,33,1,1,3,2,43,48,15,1,9,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,20,14,0,0,4,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,2,0,23,11,39,40,12,17,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,7,6,164,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095429179840166,0.0,0.0,0.0856265931221437,0.0,0.28897414523348103,0.14224823483451754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771363125936896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535133656210233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053297012690557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037832388602774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051859179562997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316574311572521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134631659390372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292252301383429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439824455813147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875673175015112,0.0,0.2460630515753113,0.1262000200565409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070485243914462,0.0,0.0,0.16809862834303213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800933774664246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337007422419526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532333775189685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198884358668086,0.0,0.13821698000380436,0.0,0.0,0.12059186994569107,0.0,0.13575778596066598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105374106521662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518570652920991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066874647272679,0.3877424156398479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163381285596465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250957213810206,0.08068131873833616,0.0,0.1999250661599878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108750227746933,0.0,0.0,0.14853598933504478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squidnaay,2020/02/22,"How to stop myself from imploding on myself like a dying star. Some background, I've struggled with anxiety since I was a teenager. I've tried meds, meditation, therapy all the things and recently my anxiety had almost been helpful. The ""rules"" I've made for myself and my tendency to be neurotic has actually helped my business quite a bit. My clients like that I'm organized, always early and keep track of their appointments. 

But now, things are changing and I'm struggling. We recently moved about an hour away from where we were living before. My mind was filled with worries but I took some time to organize everything and figure out how to change my schedule as little as possible. This helped a lot.

It's been two weeks since we moved and almost everything I worried about is coming true. Our 2nd day in our new home, I was at work and got a call from the *popular truck rental company* that they couldn't find the truck I'd dropped off from our move and the dude accused me of stealing and said he was pressing charges. I had a full blown meltdown infront of a client and left work early to drive an hour back home to talk to a police officer who basically told me this happens frequently, not to worry and that the dude was wrong to accuse me and I did nothing wrong. But I was totally fucked up for the rest of the week. Constantly shaking, jumpy and teary and just EXHAUSTED. I couldn't function or help my fiance at all with unpacking. I was like a shaking zombie.

Once I found my ground again, I had an incident with a neighbor that was negative, and several other concurrent head butting on minor levels with the locals in my new town. It's made it so hard for me to leave the house or do anything other than work. My business has become more than my job it's become a safe haven of escape where I'm in control.

Yesterday I took the day off to pick up the slack where I haven't been helping unpack or doing things around the house. I finished the kitchen and had 2 missed calls. I had a voicemail and it was from a police officer saying to call him back. I called back and they said he'd call me again. I literally could not function. I sat on the couch and didn't move. For 3 hours. I wasted my entire afternoon sitting on the couch shaking. He finally called me back and it was about the *popular truck rental company* again. Every police officer I've talked to has ensured me I'm not in trouble but this variation from my schedule and uncertainty has left me absolutely shook.

I'm useless. I'm absolutely useless right now. How do I stop myself from completely collapsing into my fear?",4.105975367308346,6.008287037773362,4.865409494253992,82.03119187315139,72.26043737574551,8.326800174562383,28.76928671871212,8.979522561349006,2.4482267274402374,2072,83,388,43,41,668,237,503,0.187,0.767,0.046,-0.997,4,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,6,0,3,5,21,23,1,7,33,0,36,4,1,7,4,72,57,35,1,3,12,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,6,0,19,33,1,5,3,0,0,13,8,16,0,1,31,5,57,7,59,21,10,78,0,3,0,1,32,30,1,8,36,263,76,4,0.0,0.0,0.06587334493525457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518932421091967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616803517034001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327946248561944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554934753964115,0.06009212228009135,0.0,0.0,0.06342143917743308,0.20762304767403286,0.0,0.0,0.1491038695102446,0.05744021576796275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369596556698554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41356963083892573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428187815084464,0.05814799363326316,0.07077577704954956,0.07294693305541884,0.07571053180800395,0.05389577902410895,0.0,0.0,0.08706790525726481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005762081575491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056874322153305075,0.0,0.12133497188537586,0.0,0.0,0.07595981994666694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394641025699553,0.06169666365295625,0.0,0.0,0.07401372874817516,0.0,0.06240558200525957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539884421267518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059692819845252376,0.0,0.06046957075704314,0.0,0.06927771495345282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262297201100196,0.0,0.13542234304964626,0.0,0.19943103999228365,0.15577916278255746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698646858466555,0.059999908572429525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147609782515897,0.1466847577465254,0.0,0.0,0.09893590011038332,0.06765589821149756,0.059606525387410875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573887711481653,0.0,0.1277462408544609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498079123937958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815894677367221,0.0,0.0,0.2869806970822969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303899416165251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477110084317443,0.0,0.0,0.07188866039607858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609966831114251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717979178515456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330245012053307,0.0,0.0,0.0576473282540363,0.1284219229921801,0.05368122076247032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625935473241248,0.0,0.11167862000842667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287132565827765,0.0,0.14113791487171606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085129631404902,0.0,0.0,0.07719574433647068,0.0,0.1345382964707724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03936163438030267,0.0,0.0,0.06450216042450592,0.14999698500075626,0.045830213379991824,0.0,0.06594077694855681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829392352722224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742930933954726,0.2056582014367163,0.0,0.0,0.14760821329128285,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_as_sombras_,2020/02/22,"Has anyone else ever cried heavily in their sleep without knowingly waking up? Hey everyone! Apologies in advance for formatting since I’m using my phone. I’d also like to apologize for how long this turned out. I guess I had a lot to get off my chest. 

So something really strange happened to me last night/this morning and I’m having trouble wrapping my head around it. 

I suffer from anxiety, depression and PTSD. The main remaining symptom of my PTSD is vivid/extremely graphic dreams. Usually they only get really awful if I’m experiencing a particularly bad bout of anxiety, or if I have an extensive conversation about my abuser. 

Last night I had weird dreams, yeah, but nothing too brutal. IIRC, I was traveling and lost my passport and was denied boarding. I vaguely remember crying heavily (like full body sobbing) in my dream, but it didn’t seem like anything too strange and I don’t remember waking up crying. I’ve woken up crying many times from dreams before, but I genuinely don’t recall waking up from it last night, so it felt like I was only crying in the dream, and not physically IRL. 

Well, once I got up and went to wash my face for the morning, I noticed my eyes/under-eyes were EXTREMELY puffy. They were so swollen my eyes were almost shut. This has only ever happened to me before when I’ve spent long hours crying before going to sleep. I was honestly scared to look at myself. It was really jarring and confusing, since I didn’t think I’d actually been crying. 

I had to rush to work but upon finishing my opening duties, I took a moment to do a little research and it seems like crying in your sleep can be a symptom of anxiety... which is really disappointing because the last few years I’ve managed it so well. I used to get anxiety attacks every single day, for years. But they barely ever happen anymore and I’ve made so much progress. But the last couple of weeks I’ve been spiralling. Constant headaches, insomnia, clenching my teeth, isolating myself from people, extreme irritability... the works. 

I guess what I’m getting at is: has anyone else cried like this in their sleep? If so, has it been during a period of high anxiety? 

I’m thinking of going to my doctor’s and getting a lorazepam prescription, which I’ve had in the past, because this is really starting to affect my life. 

Anyway, sorry for the long post and thanks in advance! 

TL;DR I think I was crying/sobbing in my sleep and am very confused/discouraged and want to know if this happens to anyone else.",5.040118203309691,6.828475595744681,6.021666666666665,75.14361111111111,69.63829787234042,8.711583924349881,30.289598108747054,9.225670689056813,2.9142931442080373,1990,81,333,41,36,658,223,470,0.171,0.728,0.10099999999999999,-0.9867,0,0,1,0,1,0,66.0,0,1,5,6,19,22,2,2,16,2,34,21,14,5,3,55,74,34,0,5,13,0,1,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,16,17,0,1,10,6,1,8,6,12,2,0,26,4,45,10,52,47,6,61,0,5,2,0,11,25,1,12,33,212,61,6,0.0,0.06479567414342574,0.053367052928854734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054761571829025635,0.0,0.0,0.043733526212315216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917871053728426,0.0,0.054235245777442515,0.11471618931370367,0.16810123560575205,0.04500310365634416,0.048683416235821536,0.0,0.06221485822302548,0.0,0.0,0.04566172831536952,0.06667391197554888,0.0,0.1396049512050723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074541772020784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909769484443921,0.0,0.0,0.0605106124682332,0.5406442667422624,0.03526887478414794,0.0,0.04710221215563826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597491240422851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370530169770155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840376187170498,0.04607652706313018,0.052256192740530116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052508518778761316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285965195673525,0.0,0.0621602651366973,0.0,0.043738541763085566,0.0,0.1204887619104726,0.0,0.1934396912308161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612509102649745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778028317613947,0.0,0.0,0.05385611270327705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010957392588636,0.22288781420816986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03862735635045995,0.1603051256299258,0.05481118203957869,0.0,0.14518999113162526,0.045923676428760496,0.0,0.05969780118138609,0.046493306061750735,0.0,0.051746578254398254,0.0,0.055444480883408864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04020156100349579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539613741459853,0.0,0.0524740738511963,0.062262013193981135,0.0,0.05824033906449996,0.0,0.12477678786858824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052205349734358975,0.03791338528055601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237545075765533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785338227205587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751708728901333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390041825465227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054751667994364636,0.0,0.0,0.09957078337947883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047603140343137,0.0,0.2736346743417223,0.0,0.0,0.04210106329337341,0.0,0.0612181120365817,0.038708051685800535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368237973956165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034884749566705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051245105962488,0.0,0.0,0.03188868619628299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075975833299356,0.0,0.059484231101500536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446477943842203,0.060230489255342426,0.04512286554081105,0.03225606916395292,0.0,0.043866965875431,0.0,0.0983411529700283,0.05069580500457188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052716740878058624,0.0,0.07962621565694251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043383704957687
anxiety,2Coolia4Schoolia,2020/02/22,3 panic attacks in one week Hi. I’ve never really posted on reddit before but I feel as though I have no one around me who truly understands. It’s been a bad week. I had to call the s hotline last night during the 3rd panic attack. I’ve been trying to find a therapist in my area but they don’t respond to my emails or phone calls. It’s just a lot of stuff going on and at this point I feel like I’m just existing. It’s hard to explain but maybe some of you know where I’m coming from. I guess the advice I need is what do I do? I exercise and eat regularly for the most part but I still have consistent panic attacks. My muscles are always tense and it’s been getting harder to get out of bed. Maybe inpatient is my best bet but I’ve heard so many horror stories about it and I have responsibilities with school/work. Idk I’m just rambling at this point. Sorry if this is all over the place.,1.0379699248120318,3.0642599259259318,3.1487329434697853,90.20508771929826,82.01587301587301,5.883709273182957,18.942077415761627,7.0608816371341465,0.2290994708994712,702,17,153,9,19,238,118,189,0.20800000000000002,0.728,0.064,-0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,9,9,3,3,8,0,14,2,0,0,2,32,29,14,0,2,10,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,11,8,1,0,6,1,1,2,3,7,0,2,5,4,17,2,22,24,6,23,0,0,0,0,11,14,0,7,7,100,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682341646441675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994756368347538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064253380848287,0.0,0.4080180376955485,0.0,0.0,0.09981971786780854,0.0,0.0,0.10172871502653226,0.0,0.12546092936717307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24414896170304676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298221541469398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122330061232005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089670306642103,0.08540693873041816,0.0,0.0,0.10926703931951476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492045902883372,0.0,0.06794333413837061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169841203860708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709381309028722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570185724240914,0.0974496566436066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840636131359024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163760473042607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120549622836127,0.2402091977308783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864522000148578,0.09220475629378187,0.0,0.0,0.11219009512480092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620210969932974,0.0,0.0,0.42080044493516944,0.0,0.1294615984490073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490488252495607,0.0,0.2260278288948137,0.0,0.11449638265375732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658714532128351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099154182359136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382705599066474,0.0,0.0,0.09547322580949012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685678061308112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388074060333313,0.0,0.0,0.11745781102847483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116697777341432,0.0,0.0,0.12445634152894848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179248438252516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703422619990857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,backwoods_altar,2020/02/22,"Extremely anxious when texting with my new sweetie I am seeing someone new who I am extremely smitten with. We've only been seeing eachother for about 3 weeks, but I am so into them. We have a lot in common, have fun hanging out and have amazing sex. 

My problem is that when I'm texting with them, I have a pit in my stomach the whole time they haven't texted back. I just feel like my mind is racing and thinking ""you idiot you said something so fucking dumb, they're never going to reply back now, why would you say that"" on a loop. I sometimes text a follow up thing for damage control to be like ""sorry if that was weird"" or something, but I feel like that makes it even worse because then, once again if they don't text back soon, I'm having the same problem. 

I can't get it out of my mind and the dread out of my stomach until they text back and I feel so relieved. But then the process just starts again. My whole mood and day is off until I get back to the relief part of the cycle. I know that logically, this person is a wonderful, popular and talented person with a lot of fun and interesting things going on in their life and that it makes sense and they would take their time and that's something I like about them, but rationalizing isn't helping me as much as it should. 

Partially I'm afraid that revealing the extent of my anxiety about them will push them away because it will reveal how into them I am and make them pull away from me, because I'm not sure if they have more romantic feelings for me, or only sexual. I just really don't want to do stupid shit because of my anxiety and fuck this up like I have so many times. I love this person so much. 

Has anyone had these problems and have any ways that helped them? FYI I already don't have read receipts on.",5.899750000000001,5.437878363888892,6.212777777777778,82.58,66.75,8.866666666666667,30.222222222222207,8.07648339933343,1.9100722222222213,1401,44,288,15,20,451,172,360,0.15,0.6809999999999999,0.17,0.9261,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,1,3,15,1,25,29,6,2,13,0,34,8,3,5,2,65,62,36,0,10,13,0,4,5,0,5,1,2,0,3,21,23,0,1,10,1,0,6,8,13,0,0,4,8,48,15,41,52,10,48,0,1,2,4,28,16,4,8,30,213,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856181670370684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073756669864675,0.0,0.13665214493404082,0.10090103244796683,0.0,0.0624514372109224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782960503123812,0.3433903280425879,0.0,0.21778346991431055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017486842653964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057601074414846784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058992010371455274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806422944733196,0.12761394632679698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514138303272669,0.09332726936826,0.0,0.10152005357978727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973252283402015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049085433855490135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308614156842038,0.21817507946697487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186559813123626,0.08061067800076882,0.0,0.17885626320035586,0.0905518446166368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036628094117574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131426058401868,0.0,0.06888557882803105,0.17252283049210762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511803608512023,0.0,0.13585684426190842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671992534471252,0.0,0.0,0.2339604097176365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563884613149787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933961700114601,0.0,0.05721776238346755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084959443102636,0.071027228292273,0.0,0.0,0.14234569505475078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168102282006074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567668838042553,0.20627818391266808,0.08833526084610943,0.09998133052264203,0.06321793307139095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841787517669139,0.0,0.0671541006789807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867442855874567,0.057229732020450924,0.0,0.0,0.15624166615681584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268056470796149,0.07089444451510847,0.07164346413682418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059329876380587,0.19943501381314688,0.0,0.0,0.09685879230005354,0.0,0.0,0.09102007089733258,0.12689426188814845,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lllIllIlllIlllI,2020/02/22,Please help My head always feels foggy and I feel like I can’t concentrate even when i’m not super anxious or having a panic attack. It’s literally driving me nuts and I feel like i’m going crazy. It happens almost literally everyday and i feel like reality is slipping away. I always feel on edge all the time and other symptoms but the heavy head/ fog is driving me nuts. My parents don’t believe it either. Any thing i can do to get rid of it or help ease my symptoms? I’m also only 16 and male.,1.7826213592232991,3.8755876990291256,4.2367087378640775,83.03292718446603,79.77669902912622,6.061747572815534,23.89223300970874,7.1686216300943375,1.1365774757281557,395,14,76,5,10,138,67,103,0.11900000000000001,0.72,0.16,0.5183,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,3,0,7,4,2,0,1,17,18,10,0,0,5,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,5,11,4,4,18,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,6,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823019085814352,0.0,0.0,0.1263653318987901,0.26296392786944484,0.0,0.0,0.10745629331741582,0.0,0.0,0.17851309375883162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976600309386728,0.1484612262708952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802991208776114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436807258530444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994881676106173,0.3386599692721338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255683407195719,0.0,0.08980412986574624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397330200754438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32433999129098345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118295775186745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315958963263121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017828256619452,0.0,0.18539772043745045,0.175458059442363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345410815948115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32847823834495005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497880387402322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214039580176678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-vanille,2020/02/22,"How do you deal with your anxiety being invalidated? hello, yesterday I was talking to a friend and they just brushed my feelings to the side and sort of ignored me when I expressed that I had concerns lately, and I felt really terrible about this. I was already feeling very anxious the day, and this just made me feel worse. 

I don't really want to talk to this person anymore. I feel like I've been a supportive friend to them and they're being overly dismissive towards me. I feel like this happens with lots of other people towards me too. I wonder if it's because of how I carry myself or my appearance, people think nothing in my life is wrong. It's no wonder I don't open up to people very often.

either way I'm not really sure what to do. I don't think I can talk to them about how they made me feel, I'm afraid that they're just going to invalidate or dismiss how I feel again and I'll feel worse. I also don't want to ignore them, because I thought we had a friendship but I'm not really sure anymore. 

Any thoughts or comments are appreciated, thank you",3.0317105943152427,4.803955088372092,4.655310077519381,82.96069121447032,74.86046511627906,7.19638242894057,26.363049095607238,7.984000788550335,1.667878552971577,844,31,164,13,18,284,111,215,0.105,0.7879999999999999,0.106,0.4971,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,5,0,14,13,0,1,5,0,16,1,0,6,2,52,43,17,0,3,11,0,9,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,10,10,0,2,15,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,10,10,34,8,22,31,2,15,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,10,7,115,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042668951018955,0.08727051198330775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421153881944703,0.0,0.08348347250104128,0.12328483496197434,0.2164535118233892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304818838041982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037924965266185,0.11250732333030487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414316666735819,0.15592371980790806,0.10478106190342427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862576350092207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202058961769854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650251393890856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310239243313832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708111961749481,0.10662994426255204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277766910693416,0.0,0.20652121009963093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471232684535386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22696915828773045,0.09528733188648332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27964361597496823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383842383130104,0.20570579442268344,0.0,0.0,0.26314154110572546,0.0,0.10047142499748894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985105793040836,0.0,0.17327265125623167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008589377325973,0.12873435619350818,0.08662161010367454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366917351313757,0.0,0.0,0.2224237779646419,0.0,0.11931555334097978,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeeaddict997,2020/02/22,"Obsessed with thoughts uys, so im new here and english is not my first language, so Im sorry for possible mistakes, and  sorry if this not the right sub to post this.

So in the past I made a very stupid mistake and I made sure I wrote all the possible causes why I made that mistake so it wouldn't happen again. Writing that made me feel in power of my life, and for the first time I felt confident about myself, and felt like I could change my life because it made me look at my life to analyze what I did and  been doing wrong. Well, but everything changed when I started to tell those mistakes over and over to myself everyday to make sure I wouldn't forget and no to be in that position in my life again. From that moment until now has been a living hell, because if I do or think something that ""my old confident self"" wouldn't do, I freak out and start thinking that shit again and again the whole day to the point of overthinking how I felt that day pretty much about everything  to ""be that confident person again"". If I wake up one day and not feel confident I have the urge to think that again to make sure im not forgetting something or my life will be miserable and will make the same mistakes again. And the worst is know this shit is unhealthy but my mind keeps telling me that those thoughts are very important and if don't understand them I haven't learnt nothing. Basically when I do, feel or think something, I have the urge to think if ""my old confident me"" would think and feel that. Its been a fucking torture, because this causes me so much stress and anxiety.

Has anyone had a similar problem that might give me some tips? I would really appreciate it",9.238532467532464,6.51683525151515,8.406493506493511,76.77545454545456,61.63636363636363,12.095238095238097,37.81385281385282,10.290406445055957,3.5279307359307364,1323,47,270,22,14,414,146,330,0.175,0.6970000000000001,0.128,-0.9638,1,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,20,23,6,3,14,0,31,9,3,11,4,85,64,35,0,17,14,0,7,1,0,8,5,0,0,2,23,18,0,1,17,0,0,0,10,18,1,3,16,8,36,5,29,36,7,37,1,1,1,1,8,11,4,10,26,192,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058504444795485576,0.0,0.0,0.05347426727138023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985840836001193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571252173367253,0.16180435717668146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610603996717104,0.0,0.0,0.14796338015289778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137464603195784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467561302964275,0.0,0.22028879494674047,0.0,0.0,0.1301020363620841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070145098528607,0.0,0.07336339246410188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762806852930123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478237878435359,0.0,0.0,0.06797598001245701,0.0,0.0,0.0420295789231424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27008867577829243,0.037362638979687696,0.0,0.06753030254130246,0.0,0.06422114338335769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618203811305297,0.1531463173414916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112966354106772,0.07721963772601889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124383069567755,0.0,0.0,0.07386164642610096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338142942310454,0.0,0.16049880511954764,0.0,0.05182257221564812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300563699139999,0.0,0.0667764801948355,0.0,0.0,0.07229517453601864,0.17243191381961026,0.07324351172304779,0.07780426933885626,0.0,0.07317784675555483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048992914414926376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531066007271494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978184789479137,0.0,0.15700440972833227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662643537804368,0.0,0.17121874625427858,0.10826116420624347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760376945020189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623507504009165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336879644420033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294018980757339,0.0,0.12142787016748965,0.044594162483817146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961491270295637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620252745921587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876171265567119,0.0,0.06900830134337113,0.08538347320892753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086536672085524,0.08361523538198654,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dontjudgeme_pls,2020/02/22,"How to handle intense anxiety about admitting my past mistakes to my therapist? (Throwaway because I don't want this to be associated with my main.)

I need to talk to my therapist about something that's been causing my anxiety to get worse for a long time now, but I can't bring myself to tell her.

It's about a stupid thing I did a couple years ago that I can't forgive myself for and it keeps haunting my mind. I just want to be free of this mental suffering. I'm afraid of judgement and I don't want her to view me in a bad light. I'm a completely different person now. I'm afraid that she will assume I am still the kind of person who does mistakes like that even though I have changed.

Not telling her causes my anxiety to get worse. I also have OCD which also gets worse whenever my anxiety worsens. But if I decide to tell her, I don't know how to handle the stomachache, dizzines, etc caused by the immense anxiety.

I just can't bring myself to decide to tell her during my next appointment with her but I also definitely can't hold this in for the rest of my life.

Advice would be greatly appreciated because I don't know what to do and I have nobody to turn to about this. Thank you.",3.684577594123049,4.95906440909091,4.915316804407713,83.76822773186409,72.26446280991735,8.022405876951332,27.49403122130395,8.515128840125781,1.88010119375574,945,34,192,16,18,313,118,242,0.198,0.7190000000000001,0.083,-0.9732,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,16,13,1,2,9,0,20,1,0,5,0,34,38,13,0,8,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,2,7,0,1,2,9,7,0,0,2,2,38,7,33,31,3,13,0,1,1,0,18,2,0,2,10,137,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110851793404843,0.0917188519481703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823189594256245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957667599254677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639212958887475,0.12614724532119875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188728910358233,0.10945627534026207,0.0,0.10848507259807903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144862638083321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810287814747643,0.0,0.0,0.09054624779498087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539506739507405,0.06834016931814599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217453898756928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140747218767188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919678272525522,0.0,0.10774683733668712,0.11372749765998863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308307632283224,0.05054963130731905,0.0,0.0,0.09156663571893267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427221848302512,0.0,0.10447399657334447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767208072451628,0.0,0.0,0.1100402470650302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877268132150792,0.0,0.18068993765052524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965534048009895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263032066795052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831643054648997,0.3617451816743022,0.09526017340942518,0.0,0.2402705130024104,0.06874007590495028,0.0,0.10165757475928576,0.0,0.060333491786839465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254434712419016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183085744454965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31633065311586084,0.07350126981884797,0.0,0.0,0.06663051752884018
anxiety,ak_kobain,2020/02/22,"Confused My doctor prescribed me 

hydroxyzine hcl 25mg 3 times a day with 

Sertraline 50mg 1 times a day. 

Idk if I’m suppose to take the sertraline too? Or just when I have anxiety attacks? During the doctor visit she said one was used for that im assuming it’s that?

And I did call the doctor office to clarify but they didn’t call back.",-0.4807619047619021,1.6385204000000009,2.193571428571431,89.72559523809527,102.14285714285714,5.761904761904763,20.11904761904762,7.1686216300943375,1.0891904761904767,268,10,54,6,12,92,54,70,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.5705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,1,6,0,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,31,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973561199088407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23754636472457155,0.0,0.1605585165987961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264274586834288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693245064665209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6411637350230163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255457373393781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149198948465352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862181665651454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699572626294422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351229587681214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034088311882335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bumblebee71,2020/02/22,"Body failing me I’m getting so nervous that my body is just shutting down. I often feel like my body is stiff, I was just walking and it felt like I had to force myself to move. And I had a pressure feeling in the back of my head... I feel like I’m falling apart. Anyone ever feel this way?",1.7108064516129031,2.9616213709677446,3.329870967741936,93.27480645161293,77.2258064516129,4.960000000000001,25.30322580645161,3.1291,0.23473161290322606,223,8,50,0,5,74,42,62,0.152,0.7090000000000001,0.139,-0.2123,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,2,0,5,5,4,0,1,12,13,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,5,10,3,5,9,0,10,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,33,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903840271134113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152901021497115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6626223649984657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986843993371066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021719468337456,0.2841125849681083,0.19092424417375528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388931817973042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407432608347567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29143970978335865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134282646080868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783544409390374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gibskn_,2020/02/22,"Boyfriend mad at me for being concerned. Am I to blame Hi everyone so my boyfriend started working this new job where he stays gone late at night for long hours. Usually he’s home around 10-11. But last night when I woke up at 12, he was no where in site. I asked his mom if she has spoken to him she just kind of brushed it off. In my head, anxiety ridden and all, I start talking to his sister to see if he’s anywhere. She says she hasn’t heard from him either and eventually I should call his job. I do just that and he second time I spoke with his mother company the guy told me I should just call the authorities. So by this time I’m freaking out crying and me and her and his mom decide to drive to his job. I’m crying because of course I’m concerned. As soon as we get there he calls his mom and says he’s at the house. So I’m relieved but then when I talk to him he’s mad at me because he said I made a big deal out of nothing.

On our way back I know his mom is talking about me because this situation woke up his dad. I apologize and sleep downstairs cause I don’t want to be near my bf. In the morning i think everything is okay and I try to give him a kiss so he can have a good day at work but he’s just like don’t freak out like that again. I try to explain him my side and how this exact situation happened to my uncle and it was bad. But of course he gets mad again and his mom is talking about it again I’m sure. So anyways I mmmmm just wondering whose at fault here?

Am I at fault for showing concern when I know how crazy this world is or is he at fault for not charging his phone and just leaving me to think anything could have happened to him? 

I want to also say I feel like his family thinks I’m crazy because of this. My bf has a temper and I have anxiety so we have argued in the past. I feel as though I’m his culture, having a mental illness like anxiety or anything for that matter is nonexistent, there’s just no such thing as it. I feel like shit and I’m embarrassed to even show my face in the house now.",2.031235428112024,3.1367730273348533,3.5303262762964,92.7491488007504,76.12984054669704,6.7136808254053335,23.617915047568,7.1686216300943375,0.6284712046094065,1585,47,375,17,34,524,195,439,0.158,0.763,0.079,-0.9894,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,0,2,37,24,6,1,11,1,27,6,4,4,3,63,64,41,0,7,17,8,3,5,2,2,1,6,1,1,15,22,0,0,11,2,0,3,6,13,0,1,10,11,64,11,57,49,2,58,0,0,1,1,75,29,1,5,29,238,79,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062186211994224076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784630616108925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279829360562007,0.06922463164635766,0.07269693629826048,0.0,0.0,0.05979414793147837,0.06492798918744927,0.189611878286099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382109689977589,0.0,0.0,0.07988295430718179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208659818748807,0.0,0.17083572513873402,0.05015003165939908,0.08016916711637093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136104174851178,0.0,0.0,0.07430488600433408,0.0698874362885419,0.0,0.07330705604867672,0.0,0.11795635166826555,0.11110632073245062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125483007131429,0.07459635859049225,0.0,0.06522304336669675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699656695598042,0.13752929032726124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980620615462887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800158705165468,0.0,0.07657986747951077,0.17945372459200376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315002418178897,0.0,0.0,0.08097711588856549,0.08547188006040657,0.06338637684045423,0.08771887890731671,0.0823386885955417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995283080588704,0.0,0.0,0.06881688832284062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735802475583951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836576672476242,0.0,0.0,0.4553693435455452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510298635087838,0.0,0.14594866502925932,0.0,0.07461469868377926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423259057714092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396943207475833,0.1855182972048212,0.0,0.0,0.06196621491955121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982153533940056,0.0,0.1748154041795328,0.07781811960451096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008063225136147,0.08288390370412065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328972782270379,0.0,0.0,0.25000847423036965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166159147066336,0.14948017385999166,0.07640073171252396,0.0,0.09068724942929136,0.0,0.0,0.07430488600433408,0.0,0.10559053397103896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564381374520487,0.0,0.09173203850025156,0.0617238249985108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843295294347291,0.1132232672732907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poiuyt87,2020/02/22,"Do you think that before 2008-2009 y. anxiety was not too widespread? And life was somewhat calmer without social media and phones with lot of notifications? Interesting thing. I am suffering from bad anxiety since 2009. GAD actually. Rumination and depression are very awful. 

Just thinking how good was 2003 y. for example. Or 2006 y. I was suffering from  anxiety since i was 6-7 years old. But back than, the anxiety was very weak. And really controllable thing for me. Until 2009, when I created fb account. 

Internet was pretty interesting zone, area before that moment. Smaller amount of people have access to it. It has really educational purposes. It wasn’t so commercial. Sharing was just sharing. I mean...no egocentric, no selfishness. 

What do you think? 

Maybe you show argue what social media are good or bad. For sure only Pinterest has some positive effect. Even YouTube is too stressful place.",3.850727424749163,7.163199429487188,5.057781493868454,70.8814214046823,86.75641025641028,9.12329988851728,27.936454849498325,9.085049710711278,3.860782943143813,725,33,107,25,23,238,104,156,0.214,0.628,0.158,-0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,2,9,16,1,1,1,1,18,2,0,3,1,22,21,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,1,1,0,4,9,0,0,9,0,9,7,12,12,4,8,0,3,0,0,9,2,0,5,6,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.13827014355609368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335734315091708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895176431247994,0.2366124184373613,0.0,0.0,0.24113750069729964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891869635723166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203839783418692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935856820276115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237687663240034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008066427971488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046076653559808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423478257103223,0.15434322324977773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868104879053054,0.0,0.0,0.1077625202829314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823081728774917,0.0,0.1480371161136863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415085965363567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154198451733586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344168014526818,0.0,0.0,0.2888726101909033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623067574884207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354225168348513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826663587110584,0.2723699431329897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23382011010830425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365852324417455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124446850226796
anxiety,Y3w,2020/02/22,"Time to try meds once more Many times I've tried taking meds and failed because I let my anxiety of side effects win over. I'm hoping this prozac will give me minimal side effects. Fingers crossed.

If anyone that reads this takes prozac, tell me the stories of how its make your anxiety better. :)  here goes nothing. This post helps me feel less alone cuz anxiety does a good job at making the world feel quite lonely.

I'll make sure to update how I feel, maybe thatll help me stick to it.",2.841458333333332,5.067289395833335,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,76.91666666666666,5.933333333333334,22.125,6.937597516519254,0.5099250000000004,386,11,79,4,9,117,72,96,0.135,0.682,0.183,0.8082,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,6,3,7,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,8,1,15,14,5,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,5,7,11,2,10,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,35,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236248804545667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35977710419385384,0.0,0.0,0.10961456059756727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556321049684166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864694996225685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371871437334802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377970782380113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503844080385067,0.0,0.13148803711741358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015413681134498,0.0,0.0,0.15570419251207065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556624784538184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030404400748816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139279346705092,0.15893630478716775,0.15749270227525594,0.0,0.3482637792390918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042138121152013,0.0,0.0,0.16695086928360553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501386697530606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674013303386434,0.15680860679732836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477502728306815,0.0,0.23573732061249844,0.0,0.13702055425204848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282324472340425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286789658025504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheSonder,2020/02/22,"Later on today, I have to check into a hotel Mind you, this is all for fun. A gift for my SO, I got us a room at a nice hotel as a Valentine’s Day gift along with a few other things since we couldn’t make it last weekend. In about 12 hours I have to check in and I’m feeling really anxious about it. What if something goes wrong on the way there? What if I say the wrong thing and they over charge me beyond the rate? What if I don’t say the right thing and I mess up the check in process. While I should be getting sleep, I’m lying here awake because my mind is kind of reeling. If anyone has any experience checking into hotels, I’d appreciate a walk through (god that sounds ridiculous).",2.054908045977012,3.5263175655172425,3.2825000000000024,93.05041666666668,76.79310344827586,5.6609195402298855,21.738505747126442,5.985473137389443,0.0691954022988508,537,14,121,3,12,174,98,145,0.099,0.787,0.114,0.2656,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,1,0,6,7,1,0,12,0,9,1,1,1,1,19,15,10,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,11,8,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,4,0,0,1,4,14,3,22,11,2,22,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,4,7,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403336142384247,0.0,0.0,0.20605195278487126,0.0,0.1275332895941208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118496057820362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762826977817535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841516101766372,0.0,0.0,0.09222328213282144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529271224913598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587618747975073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796201719798625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993403829314529,0.0,0.1486744791287212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174861315795794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368329475950995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684550085425616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557624582748537,0.0,0.2900921573437202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087721249282554,0.0,0.18252452617852274,0.0,0.0,0.14041489163830165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635210238721047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288705182337755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193960861110704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477491834853032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988357979486989,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yeezy_Taught_Me3,2020/02/22,"I had my first full-blown panic attack last night I've been going through some serious bouts of daily anxiety and stress lately.  Mostly around my obsession with my blood pressure after getting a high read a few months back.  I've also had a ton of stress at work, most of it is just normal daily stuff (emails adding up, need to get back to clients, deals on the line) but because I'm so highly sensitive in my current anxious state it overwhelms me to no end.

Last night while cooking dinner I started to forget things short term, then felt tingly and light-headed, and an overwhelming sense of dread.  Immediately thought I was having a stroke and went into a full panic.  Embarrassed about calling an ambulance I had an Uber take me to the ER.  I was shaking so bad they almost had to strap me down.  My HR would go from 72 -125 in a matter of seconds for no reason.  After doing all tests and seeing everything come back as normal they gave me the embarrassing news - panic attack.  

Do I just get back to my normal routine life after something like this?  Am I susceptible short term to another one happening?  They didn't really give me any information.",6.723652081863094,7.114008041284407,6.8637614678899075,75.72065278757944,64.91743119266054,9.45998588567396,30.530698659139038,9.265573868473778,2.61509978828511,915,30,162,15,13,294,146,218,0.24600000000000002,0.736,0.018000000000000002,-0.9941,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,2,11,18,2,13,12,0,14,5,1,1,1,29,31,12,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,4,2,0,5,3,17,1,3,12,3,21,1,30,18,9,40,0,2,1,0,9,13,0,4,22,111,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940594804989567,0.0,0.0,0.08737345801106533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429908022331436,0.1145663753262949,0.08358195126187443,0.12343026419979655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726264476514952,0.0,0.2485931400191169,0.0,0.3360501504149315,0.09122573565888556,0.06660256733184065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156447402110102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411595786544506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126400392015342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677001993691042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819390479396108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049046637233522,0.0,0.0,0.0929346659070032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712481414069321,0.10481007921322053,0.12418750067193332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661635021937558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213006836823483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308738207593357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811944988247214,0.12324760645813305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717204603581634,0.05337786353040029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720856833888631,0.0,0.0,0.08101330658927093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050621696798232,0.3211484671192386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403594240291805,0.0,0.0,0.3845716154561194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092874102715119,0.0,0.0699933722834259,0.11233526003484963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706435564656897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411202581805323,0.0,0.0,0.07733326400986765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503089812795987,0.0,0.1250740911516977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821483010412283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258605643267141,0.0,0.0,0.08673852355706385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012831155759124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954101135712639,0.0,0.0,0.077613637295383,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yoyo449,2020/02/22,"the voices in my head be like ‘stop thinking about this cmon it’s okay’ ‘yeah but like...’ stress too much over things that aren’t my problems. i’ve never posted here. not sure if i have anxiety anymore. pls don’t tell me i do or don’t in comments it just stresses me out either way. other people’s issues make me so stressed, even if we aren’t that close. i can feel physically sick and i hate it. i try to talk myself down but i still feel so bad. my own issues make me scared. i have been involved in sh for a while and sometimes i just wanna do it but then i’m like OKAY BUT THATS SCARY AND THEN WHAT IF PEOPLE SEE AND WHAT IF U GET HOT WEARING JEANS/A JACKET. my head hurts. i just wanna be sleeping peacefully but my head is racing. i’m hurting.",-1.4482433311646048,0.325247333333337,0.6489047928865759,100.17566037735851,107.11320754716982,2.9478204294079378,14.287790067230535,4.966512066861506,-1.1658928215137716,582,14,132,3,29,190,98,159,0.281,0.6409999999999999,0.077,-0.9918,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,10,14,1,4,2,3,13,6,5,2,2,33,23,19,0,7,15,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,5,20,5,11,20,3,15,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,5,8,89,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048641203641638,0.0,0.13594431590522738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445421385856536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053857557965457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138621280475709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161747818166911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533592052865445,0.4220440229602074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934891800229214,0.0,0.0,0.28614716004183843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090782596698167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300095444219208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100767934773803,0.0,0.10572282832537222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900649347756878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312826137581326,0.0,0.0,0.13116491502466096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372387631598011,0.0,0.10923323674682804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717676790470792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557342155496174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094704857715341,0.11460315530922148,0.4710663739871585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919417783967455,0.0,0.0,0.11017792070152237,0.11981201465540653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106838071615676,0.08783390132512198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306680915121822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880595495037773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DGPsyclops,2020/02/22,"Can I get some advice on how to get over going to the grocery store? Hi, I have a problem. I've always had anxiety since a young age but now that I'm off in the world fending for myself with basically no friends in the area I live in to go with me anymore. How do you get over seeing a lot of people in the grocery store? I live in a large city and I try to go as early as like 7amish I work night shift so it's not a big deal to me to do that but I find myself even today finding excuses to just not go and order junk food later. How do I get over this?",0.3034981818181848,1.6340475679999995,2.9074181818181835,94.4577090909091,81.32,5.505454545454546,19.363636363636363,6.1124844417494595,-0.21979999999999966,426,10,105,3,11,149,77,125,0.051,0.882,0.067,0.6046,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,9,0,6,1,0,3,0,17,16,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,1,1,13,2,23,15,2,25,0,0,1,0,5,13,0,2,8,71,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078464837136768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393889830440358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152824310385248,0.0,0.18347514977674856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907319296889156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221939924772672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381822562598261,0.0,0.22370866099260586,0.0,0.14293432780981627,0.0,0.38662970050694107,0.0,0.4205701953640429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038404981029316,0.0,0.326725434566628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728455123630827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736145672821099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825910426291073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770247050739603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474249536604028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303796613248394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536301436473842,0.0,0.0,0.12560618393319115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468577153465722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZZZZZzzzzzxzx,2020/02/22,"something unique has helped me with my high school anxiety Ever since I started high school it's been a constant hustle to manage schoolwork, a job, and sports. But lately(now I'm in grade 11) it's never been more intense with me trying to get good grades for university. Recently I have started listening to 80s pop like the human league or talking heads and it's unique sound helps he stress less and focus more. It's kind of like the same effect people have when listening to ambient music.",4.58991935483871,6.880511150537636,4.677083333333336,82.23562500000001,71.90322580645163,7.230645161290322,26.678763440860216,8.07648339933343,1.8434311827956995,399,14,69,6,8,124,67,93,0.064,0.8240000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.6769,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,1,2,11,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,4,9,9,4,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,9,39,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079987717719662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302180085885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783106018565414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298953422802004,0.0,0.0,0.16533886912013818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230684116025816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642570996042721,0.4165461955399334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195615875450712,0.0,0.0,0.20527506958471856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926103696513536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203474239736553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666146590621892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946368873520692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990014969466453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306361182829068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175624606736612,0.0,0.0,0.2790517937984361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580570962651506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584413892161577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383475053754834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,5021NJnj,2020/02/22,"Ocular migraines and antidepressants Hello! I’m just reaching out on here because I can not seem to get an answer or reassurance anywhere. 
Long story short I am on Wellbutrin 150 and was on 100 mg of pristq that was recently increased to 200 mg. 

After about two weeks on the pristiq I’ve been having a headache everyday and one time had what seemed to be an ocular migraine. My right eye became blurry from the side / dark spots/ flickering and glimmering... lasted about 20 minutes then subsided with a more intense throbbing headache. it just seemed crazy. Went to primary, called my psychiatrist and they told me to just go back down to the 100 after having two “ocular” episodes yesterday, that ruined my whole day. All I did was sleep / have anxiety / pop Advil. 

Today I have an eye doctor app but I just wanted to know if anyone in this community has experience with this and could give me some glimmer (haha) of an answer. Today is only day 2 of dropping down to a hundred mg of pristiq but still woke up with a headache. I’m scared! Thank you.",4.688469387755101,6.743275346938777,5.322193877551023,78.72369897959184,71.04081632653063,8.16530612244898,28.5765306122449,8.841846274778883,2.4512102040816326,832,32,145,16,16,268,130,196,0.055999999999999994,0.8959999999999999,0.048,-0.3585,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,1,11,1,16,8,3,0,1,29,30,11,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,9,2,12,3,29,19,5,32,0,1,2,0,7,12,0,6,16,100,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731903220416702,0.0,0.0,0.11637221719852038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797493740257504,0.0,0.10145461175504808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994435576443329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328813737037923,0.0,0.0,0.21466806984869008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034887672637056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280116301817474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695317310942924,0.15965549558492148,0.09458640387483518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146596179400136,0.1356632361017842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728593482840158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277775156898848,0.12657804923652974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433024079839376,0.0,0.0,0.1421309109443089,0.0,0.0,0.16662616770849312,0.0,0.0,0.4545367837550464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665508971979286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291177435094198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532270305921246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704708128147356,0.0,0.3155136923015499,0.15903166888517645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251572268804201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816514066170128,0.0,0.13350067094895873,0.0,0.0,0.15428292901831409,0.0,0.18581393624352308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foxandivy,2020/02/22,"My anxiety is ruining my life and I don't know how to deal with the future Hi. I was diagnosed with GAD and Health Anxiety 2 years ago. I am currently on the counselling waiting list. In the meantime, I am currently taking Fluoxetine for my anxiety. This isn't really doing much but I need to wait a few more weeks until the doctors can up the dosage. However I've been finding the past couple of weeks incredibly hard. I'm 18 and decided to change college course so I'm a year behind all of my friends, they are all moving to university this year and I already feel alone so I'm dreading what the future will hold. I've been learning to drive for what feels like forever and everyone is passing before me and I feel really shit about myself. I've tried singing lessons as well as violin lessons to help me feel like I have some purpose in life but these attempts just make me feel more shit about myself because I am comparing myself to others. Last night was particularly bad as I have one of my  upcoming a level exams coming up and the teacher hasnt been in for 4 weeks and I'm preparing to fail to be honest with you. No one has high hopes for the exam and i don't even know what to do in terms of revision. I also had a nose bleed which sent me on edge and I stayed up half of the night making sure it wouldn't bleed again. It's been my week off and I've been outside like 3 times, I look online and everyone is having a good time and I'm stuck barely existing.",2.1747342192691006,4.204453724252495,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,78.20265780730897,7.48936877076412,24.039036544850497,8.418075326091056,1.5924,1165,40,239,24,28,392,164,301,0.129,0.76,0.111,-0.6092,3,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,4,10,15,2,1,15,0,29,10,3,3,3,45,52,23,0,3,3,0,6,3,1,2,7,0,0,0,10,17,0,3,12,1,0,5,6,6,1,3,10,8,29,9,39,39,8,39,0,2,1,0,7,12,2,2,24,156,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021544629159704,0.0,0.0,0.1170897278632314,0.1247577715182258,0.09040914965424557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594577339174903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439527031719767,0.06891659795013222,0.0,0.0962005279023887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959601815381332,0.09738591001436717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250919715860922,0.0,0.0,0.11655358953450015,0.0,0.11474731181502025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571544009209395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467102370330021,0.0,0.0,0.2160556606802633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858172015053637,0.16153143368124326,0.0,0.0,0.10332920122039116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734514981894606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482423353255116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127407341848706,0.0,0.0,0.12017099134251708,0.0,0.0,0.07577763492292472,0.11944763482770017,0.0,0.11228801521751937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426291532805955,0.09215400401525194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597066023938951,0.16569725046933678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949367886496148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092869000194647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015838636747707,0.08310761239453511,0.08382802198909295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121868220513776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321647440463734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792272395260913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485042514343818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209637322182625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205003973326101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655194710134763,0.0,0.08500245053523975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318452570506502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675616572968008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627400236107848,0.0,0.10164901833978672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840898274324747
anxiety,saila16,2020/02/22,"A little rant about a bad doctor So I recently went to my doctor to talk about anxiety problems I’ve been having for the majority of my life. She referred me to get a blood test to rule out any physical issues. The idea of blood tests generally freak me out so it took me about 3 months to finally go and get it done. I almost passed out and was sick during it but it was done. I got back to the doctor for my results and it was all clear. She started asking me how I’d been coping and just kind of bluntly said, “if you’re feeling anxious, just stop thinking about it and it’ll go away”. 
Now this frustrated me, obviously. I tried to continue on but she finished up the appointment by saying, “I’m not really sure what to do here, so come back in a few months and we’ll see how you’re going.” 
This has made me so upset because I told her I wanted to talk to a professional about this and she understood initially. It took me so long and I went through so much overthinking and exhaustion to actually get there in the first place and I just cannot believe this was her response. 
It’s going to be difficult finding another doctor and I just feel like this has made me lose so much motivation.",2.8955785123966926,4.568760004132233,4.5860247933884315,83.73449173553722,74.99173553719008,8.145785123966942,25.736363636363635,8.841846274778883,1.9080373553719,939,33,193,20,20,317,131,242,0.156,0.797,0.047,-0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,23,11,1,1,10,0,16,9,2,6,4,45,42,23,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,15,15,0,1,8,0,0,10,2,8,0,1,18,5,27,3,32,21,5,33,0,1,1,0,13,10,0,2,14,136,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.1075368679912921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034688253489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493808174043108,0.11555169152972612,0.08430078914653448,0.1244918133582078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301979092750232,0.0,0.10353418274637104,0.16947015740294538,0.09201031311678827,0.06717537578977847,0.0,0.0,0.12415485117158928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492539237903737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511672603740937,0.0,0.2255406132592076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143833845192762,0.07872511907255554,0.0,0.1207159795217969,0.10071852251122468,0.09373394084188558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272094324826784,0.0,0.2505111247278382,0.0,0.08813501090230594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439956904014304,0.0,0.11501756425265484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475374305356745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783575619679912,0.053836934297815685,0.11044684920665614,0.0,0.09752132357013728,0.0,0.1232828198537768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085430860183611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591719313356274,0.0,0.16201569025893667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513293762417215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544412909313616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059534300692337,0.0,0.1088067411455805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104823061540078,0.08763347840342775,0.0,0.0,0.08781314358819264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799836070927993,0.0,0.0,0.092130047891498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385984364528388,0.0,0.0,0.1771451594579291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706101111592123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529843774505196,0.2448669638830723,0.07481687184856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499734314027507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043083809689368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,multistan-blinger,2020/02/22,"Performance anxiety and I have a piano competition in 2 hours how do I calm Hello so I’ve been playing piano for over 2 years now, but I’ve always gotten super nervous in front of crowds and judges (at recitals and scholarship auditions) to the point where my hands start shaking and can’t stop WHICH IS NOT GOOD WHEN YOURE TRYING TO PLAY PIANO.  Point: tips for calm nerves or honestly please fix me I really want to do well 🥺",3.6903571428571422,5.602984464285715,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,73.40476190476191,8.133333333333335,23.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.7186619047619052,341,10,66,7,7,110,66,84,0.14300000000000002,0.5870000000000001,0.27,0.93,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,0,2,6,10,0,2,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,10,9,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,2,2,2,2,1,0,2,1,6,8,10,7,0,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,38,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467362733163689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268442327254119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487148504847495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920217963952558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255003116620057,0.5606323914260389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996437139581787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988508492110453,0.0,0.0,0.2479119144255539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013240452577632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490076407490118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26661560506706306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095525642139988
anxiety,jrt364,2020/02/22,"Is this paranoia or just anxiety? I'm very panicky this morning. When I woke up, I thought a lamp sitting on my dresser was an intruder standing over my bed. I scrambled out of bed and then realized that it's just a lamp and that it literally hasn't moved in over 2 years.

Now I'm concerned that I'm being followed (because it scared me) and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm now looking for any presences... but I don't know if this is just me overreacting.

Is this paranoia or just anxiety?",2.321606160616064,4.2088645049504985,3.9747854785478562,86.55335533553357,77.21782178217822,6.865126512651265,32.014301430143014,7.793537801064563,2.2574941694169417,389,21,80,6,9,130,63,101,0.127,0.857,0.016,-0.7999,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,17,18,9,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,1,9,0,9,14,0,16,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,3,6,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481957774872985,0.0,0.5058167324179912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153090750950106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168930882195472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776210338536866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513758567571377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309886284341538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276396699566995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183535803052528,0.0,0.2624597529610908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277991563488074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289578906339093
anxiety,MRose1112,2020/02/22,"Anxiety or gut instinct? Every so often I mix up my anxiety with just a really strong gut instinct. You know, those moments where everything in you just goes ""uh uh. Nope. This is not for me!"" Or when you feel like a situation or person is just fundamentally off. 
But in the moment it's really hard to differentiate between the two, and I never want to let my anxiety keep me from doing things but I want to trust my gut if it's warding me off of something bad.

Do y'all have any methods of differentiating the two feelings so you know what's real and what's just your brain chemically freaking out?",2.8933821263482287,5.109951466101698,5.093636363636367,77.65020801232669,76.71186440677965,8.019722650231127,25.981510015408322,8.841846274778883,2.179108474576271,475,18,91,11,11,165,77,118,0.138,0.792,0.069,-0.6647,2,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,0,1,9,5,0,0,5,0,6,4,4,0,1,25,13,11,0,3,11,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,0,3,15,3,15,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,5,5,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318311101513788,0.0,0.4449059688364935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618645879617947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164113191682164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333499284725211,0.0,0.17422842167330982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604237965990656,0.13849326808341625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736600373091935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172311234076731,0.0,0.0,0.2130802265931248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982344767807428,0.0,0.0947099612212072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495164002103822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927064100530634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065455630608907,0.248382724082965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790620440440533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924251696450885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287916401154453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787451321952638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286867158610372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,overthinkinganxious,2020/02/22,"I fucked up a grad school assignment I submitted an assignment at 11:57 last night and my best friend was with me at the time being my emotional support human, especially in the last 20 minutes. I’m so scared that I’m going to get a low mark on this. I think this is the most anxious and scared she’s ever seen me. I totally fucked this thing up and can’t stop thinking about it. After we had a couple of drinks and watched some shows, we went to sleep but it’s 6:30 AM and I’m awake not able to put this to rest in my brain and be like “it is what it is.” I think I’m mostly scared because it’s my boss grading my assignment (she’s teaching the first few weeks online and the other professor is coming back within the next 2 weeks). I’m so fucking scared and my brain is going into full imposter mode.",3.924935064935063,4.3813730952381,4.905649350649352,87.09389610389613,71.02380952380952,8.013852813852813,25.98701298701299,8.00094639256281,1.3036000000000003,632,18,138,8,11,207,101,168,0.147,0.7879999999999999,0.065,-0.9332,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,2,5,12,3,4,10,0,11,7,3,1,2,25,29,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,13,13,1,1,3,2,0,5,2,8,0,1,4,2,17,4,17,23,8,28,0,1,2,3,6,11,3,3,13,91,30,9,0.13042067146243086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733823598433315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028544596700184,0.0,0.07950323080259072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686844838381862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29118520411557297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234586022941816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430799233236274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277626063649909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670570125276736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797296406212306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093575652051277,0.0,0.0,0.10076268724941044,0.3617154275889471,0.06813941792441587,0.0,0.1482421462753055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262050851404188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371695227396759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870386369055382,0.1223909652289108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110879725091326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222953768159433,0.13199268234732014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051485971160526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903752119368172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479998324206857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664569893926137,0.2507049003516689,0.0,0.0,0.07604934234500059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092311915870631,0.0,0.0,0.12090126907446795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,88cent,2020/02/22,"Why? Why can’t I speak? To family members, to friends, hell even my dog. I shake, I stutter, I clamor, I can’t breathe in any situation where I’m required to speak. It’s impossible. I don’t know what to do. I’ve been like this for years. I don’t know what to do.",-1.6448275862068975,0.2921633965517252,1.4788793103448263,97.37280172413796,96.06896551724138,4.968965517241379,19.31896551724137,6.6274283507984215,0.028062068965517103,199,7,51,3,8,70,35,58,0.163,0.732,0.105,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,8,2,7,9,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,28,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296813212645029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308043641904715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184002796518083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260944516016276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712367128142301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500740231359712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796447202930058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6095329909075262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174996795803064
anxiety,NatureKen,2020/02/22,"5 Hidden Causes of Your Anxiety  Managing our mental health sometimes means finding areas of our lives that contribute to our anxiety and are within our control to change. [Here are a few things](https://www.facebook.com/listentoguide/photos/a.248067079275006/630253134389730/?type=3&theater) you might not have even known may be adding to, and sometimes causing, your anxiety",16.493012820512813,19.015158173076927,10.231538461538463,52.58012820512823,44.19230769230769,13.087179487179489,42.33333333333333,12.45797560212912,6.167364102564102,323,13,33,8,3,84,40,52,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,0,11,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,0,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369651190708975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738180488537389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241772521982899,0.2184045590652413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315595349781654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636316876281776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869832774933035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194545669809871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230567096497274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489263895300865,0.0,0.0,0.20806050479741345,0.2190186803616173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083833050142718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elenajeaids,2020/02/22,"I think that I have neuroticism and I have no clue how to deal with it I always bite my fingernails or skin around my fingernails. It's the easiest thing for someone of myself to make me cry. Every time when I get a bit more nervous my hands start to shake, my heart beats super fast, I'm sweat as hell and I can't really breathe that well. I hate eye contact and it makes me look weird in front of people.
please just someone tell me what to do, my fingers hurt and I wanna be able to do eye contact normally",2.9685849056603786,4.154310716981133,4.049198113207549,89.63153301886793,73.90566037735849,7.564150943396226,24.57075471698113,8.07648339933343,1.1892679245283015,400,12,88,6,8,130,75,106,0.21100000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9068,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,2,3,2,0,6,8,8,3,0,14,14,8,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,0,0,6,17,2,13,13,2,8,1,1,3,0,4,2,1,1,4,56,24,0,0.21255242182390885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686064217699254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921671915359226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23205219403710356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334788546807452,0.0,0.21913221375492745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908458269742605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104986762530286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985151168730132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25187564326134193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275417636762459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849050163672395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837607841281278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082562442351664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735708644691098,0.0,0.0,0.2333187308683177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616652413621494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36018995450543656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504456981682739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578018530132015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412103843942442,0.13619500941413049,0.0,0.0,0.12394102646681875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111015373936086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,newacc202020,2020/02/22,"Feeling like i should give in Sometimes I fight my anxiety, I push through it and tell myself positive thoughts that everything will be ok. Then tonight I just want to melt away. I am sad and scared.",2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,2.709736842105261,92.55565789473684,79.0,6.957894736842108,30.552631578947373,8.07648339933343,2.2178736842105256,158,8,32,3,4,47,33,38,0.22699999999999998,0.529,0.244,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,4,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717742526535988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33378009179826085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31928633739244106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963100616464667,0.2537990523886917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34079942521909823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356293733522238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556789697308649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513629370545175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105144126400625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820381321577313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954257409990035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gingersiany1234,2020/02/22,"OCD anxiety depression about being possessed and feeling ‘numb’ Hi! I know it sounds crazy but I have this really upsetting OCD lately. See last April I made a university film project (I’m a filmmaker) and it was meant to be a horror / surrealism film. In the film I dressed up as the joker and I cut a lamb heart into quarters and served it to the other actors. I then washed the face paint off my face to represent ‘new beginnings’. Like there was meant to be a metaphor about letting go of bad parts of yourself and becoming a better person, also about relationships and how you give your heart to different people over and over again. Anyway it wasn’t meant to be witchcraft or anything like that, just a cool freaky film with some metaphors about what I was going through at the time ( a hard time with a break up and something else traumatic). Anyway I had a bit of a hard time after I made the film but I got over it quickly then I met my beautiful fiancé whom has made me so happy and feel loved and calm etc. Anyway for the last 2 /3 weeks I’ve been incredibly depressed and anxious - it started by me thinking I was an awful person who didn’t deserve to live because i cut up an animals heart (bare in mind animal was Dead and I bought this organ from a butcher ). Then the OCD escalated into convincing myself I’ve sold my soul to the devil and that’s why I feel this crippling anxiety (as punishment) - and that this anxiety is never going to go away or end and I’m never going to feel love again, happy again, horny again or anything. All I’m going to feel is anxious and empty for the rest of my life. Can anyone help calm my thoughts? Like I’ve Actually convinced myself this is true. Deleted loads of versions and original copies of the film, took it down from my Vimeo. Checked with other actors that they didn’t feel possessed. Sorry I know this is obscure. I also get bad anxiety around my Partner as I’m currently trying to force myself to feel horny and it’s not working. Thank you ❤️",4.831594571670909,5.865423541984737,5.579796437659034,80.9832485156913,69.30534351145039,8.468532654792197,29.05937234944869,8.735056554316923,2.2071621713316367,1584,57,302,26,27,516,199,393,0.166,0.675,0.159,0.5074,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,1,2,19,25,3,1,25,2,22,10,5,5,4,57,62,33,1,0,7,0,9,3,1,0,3,1,0,3,23,24,0,0,14,8,3,7,6,10,0,1,22,12,33,15,51,35,7,48,2,2,1,2,16,15,0,5,28,203,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.08695437805561218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425157044755813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726626812463159,0.2013283147590812,0.0,0.06230482633783462,0.0,0.14665291314573745,0.07932302700041939,0.0,0.0,0.08371780428769594,0.0,0.1487991923369076,0.054318050465494414,0.09841032250367512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880681264036901,0.09728042286881744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349333861463865,0.0,0.0,0.09309656466502406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443643720136367,0.0,0.0789212644054803,0.0,0.09937648782222644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153818832019539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655408722568829,0.08547837418385057,0.3038451758956513,0.0,0.07126602439783898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897094985909301,0.15964253588872954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167723001520205,0.059725719497611074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794040197200486,0.1452661910072775,0.10051518996241147,0.0,0.0,0.09111668713253784,0.06293804066461177,0.13059773524368862,0.0,0.07868202758206178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608428730583197,0.2529421027585584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997142670461745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744772635307942,0.08605890811462788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649286583522708,0.0,0.06177472159552315,0.15560744314182698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570834380752721,0.0,0.0,0.09566625029373378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100576228831372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859797521582595,0.0,0.09974661454467512,0.06306952277410513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203662146454127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057095379612358874,0.0,0.07074002832954851,0.1558748735238365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899978932129007,0.060496968911022915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147527407912131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040409809165995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487006195191143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deadgrasscult,2020/02/22,Anxiety twitches anyone? Do any of you reading this ever get so overwhelmed that you start twitching? or is that just me?,3.003484848484849,6.089364499999999,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,85.81818181818181,4.751515151515153,30.06060606060606,6.42735559955562,1.9488606060606068,97,5,15,1,3,30,20,22,0.094,0.838,0.068,-0.159,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,13,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346514831232544,0.0,0.3764625869937063,0.0,0.0,0.3440945566605918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44514141337423496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571070163618157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922428894696427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483177909858377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luvicious,2020/02/22,"Anxiety and Friendships The past few weeks I've slowly been distancing myself from my friends a bit, at least my online friends and have just gotten a ""weird"" gut feeling towards literally most people I used to talk to.. it's pretty irrational and have no idea why, but it's just there. I'm feelin' more isolated and like I can't share my personal stuff to them anymore. I don't know but I think that feeling may be anxiety... Sucks and I don't know where to go.",1.438231225296441,3.9892561630434815,2.9348616600790542,88.91764822134388,85.19565217391305,6.388932806324111,23.58102766798419,7.686295010490155,1.374704347826087,365,14,73,7,11,119,64,92,0.146,0.6970000000000001,0.157,0.0062,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,3,0,8,1,1,1,0,18,18,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,2,10,4,7,14,5,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,2,3,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535183765991524,0.0,0.2291480331871544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522561357518234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336603304623505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35703058569404283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131592098722036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083702265385866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539675158356817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288355546088877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057156821167084,0.16018693275876394,0.20175144774047388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350696522743352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645068043459972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857161416517401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805301421971676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995604343953754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534126301357826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084944378846248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EquilibriumMachine,2020/02/22,"Not well I cant sleep. It feels like i’m gonna have a heart attack or stroke. I’m having weird sensations in my legs, my jaw is sore, and i’ve had severe brain fog for the past week. I am extremely stressed out and i feel like i’m in hell.",-0.08727272727272606,1.287123909090912,2.001818181818184,100.3027272727273,82.63636363636364,5.854545454545455,16.454545454545453,6.742157984588678,-0.5974363636363638,185,3,50,2,5,62,43,55,0.317,0.6,0.083,-0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,2,0,6,7,5,0,0,7,12,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,3,5,3,4,10,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049590280176278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29924565342276144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710802291920862,0.3830068469760729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176545568532698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619229376745741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25589534665882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30283356487982205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682554190512909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070639182933162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502302918538,0.0,0.2410197763078201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IveGotIssues9918,2020/02/22,"Anxiety level: I'm experiencing the side effects of the anti-anxiety medication that I was prescribed. 

I have not yet taken it because I'm scared of the side effects. 

Yet I'm dizzy, have headaches, just woke up from a series of insane dreams that had me questioning reality (legitimately took me 10 seconds to remember what year it was), the works. It's not even placebo... precebo?

Such is the paradox of needing medications to treat your anxiety when your anxiety prevents you from taking medications.",7.419812734082399,8.961173247191011,8.491629213483147,60.60163857677904,63.71910112359551,11.776029962546813,40.676029962546814,11.538034831475384,5.542099625468165,405,23,61,13,6,138,59,89,0.16699999999999998,0.76,0.073,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,3,6,2,0,1,6,0,6,3,0,2,0,9,14,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,1,7,1,9,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985073692814344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923066750462577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918623762943796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911131035744283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502850277931956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191070677552424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215668637835751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582105589825824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470603485705888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730917922198112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239282745440535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125954412415651
anxiety,throwaway16553,2020/02/22,"Fear of commitment? Feeling lost and need advice Hi reddit, i’ve recently been talking to this guy for about a week now, we’ve been friends for over a year but started to take things further and so far he’s very sweet, far different from the ones in my past and no red flags yet matter of fact, there is a lot more pros. However, I just can’t move past that in the back of my head the thoughts of him leaving me for other women to the point where it really hurts me. In my past relationships there has been several incidents where i wasn’t the only one and i believe i’m still carrying that emotional damage with me, I also recently found out about messages to other woman from my dad that had broke my heart because my parents have been married for years, this i believe made it tougher for me to get close to him because i fear that i cant trust any men when my dad does the same thing. This guy i’ve met dedicates a lot of his time to me, to the point where I don’t even know how i could think he has other women, but I still fear attachment and don’t know how to deal with it in a healthy way. I really don’t want to lose this person so i’m reaching out for advice on how to help my thoughts before I ruin something potentially good for me.",7.237844272844272,5.144548019305024,7.452210424710426,80.07617921492924,64.94594594594595,10.94993564993565,33.93854568854569,9.516144504307137,2.7550074646074645,983,32,214,15,12,321,140,259,0.14400000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9212,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,21,13,0,3,12,0,16,2,2,4,2,33,33,14,0,3,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,16,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,9,0,2,12,3,29,4,37,20,4,35,0,6,1,0,23,17,0,2,16,143,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075003578284088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490581585833692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220069077597463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816398161403979,0.0,0.12944309281781166,0.0,0.09034466465830156,0.2392392708643546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476980835345048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945880642048203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092728068921892,0.0,0.0,0.09291194847566488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942935848303472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012569206493133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584194994135545,0.05368382021723835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641226298446306,0.08202832606000543,0.0,0.055470557044672984,0.0,0.0,0.08905214728833195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025420671372586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896323842247793,0.0,0.0,0.1258144879995202,0.07116494228240969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365946355412665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669885456520145,0.0,0.0,0.11242095808246604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187794582877659,0.11589942438318747,0.18052750029622308,0.0,0.1004626387370918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284417413246645,0.0,0.0787252908139736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388996923446715,0.08074869092979599,0.0,0.0,0.11789158831795896,0.0,0.3040599417833387,0.0,0.09270541069282888,0.0,0.0,0.200733965818992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603317331558418,0.0,0.2096643439314272,0.11398913630166373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994428882700944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173649456193971,0.0,0.0,0.07514918172191863,0.0,0.1695784040397057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982823022065158,0.08533713823089571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107209401222842,0.06803081534862565,0.0,0.16857762704155302,0.061909824170168576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760312841020687,0.06262307446814452,0.0842744967306022,0.08516488034377775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674274444953094
anxiety,MERPIS,2020/02/22,"Am i afraid to be loved? So I’ve had problems with anxiety for quite some time now, from my health to my grades.

However, never in my life have i witnessed something to terrible as my anxiety when it comes to things such as my relationships and when it comes to those I get the most anxious.

Here’s my situation, theres a girl I’m really into, I believe she’s into me as well, we haven’t talked since December and I want to hit her up over messaging maybe strike up conversation, ask her out. But no matter how much I wanna do it I just can’t bring myself to doing so..

I’ve asked out girls in the past, but when I did I always cut to the chase and beat around the bush, and I was always really out of place and anxious.

That’s not all, there was a few times I was asked out myself, when that happened I simply without second thought shut her out of my mind and said no kindly. One of those times she was really cute, smart and kind, I was so overcome by my nerves that I kind of went on auto pilot and said no anyways.

Even if I wanted to, which I did, I just couldn’t say yes.

There was also a friend of mine a few months back that apparently caught feelings for me and I completely avoided her for almost a month, right after she confessed.

Whats stranger is I can’t even say the words “crush”, “boyfriend”, or “girlfriend” without feeling really odd and nervous. I don’t like to say those words whatsoever for that reason...

I have never been in a relationship my entire life because of this.

What is going on??",4.3639250814332256,4.890917273615639,5.309855048859936,84.33357736156353,70.07491856677525,8.354983713355049,26.42491856677525,8.395991825355821,1.5472203257328987,1181,34,249,17,20,388,165,307,0.10800000000000001,0.757,0.135,0.9473,2,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,2,23,15,1,3,11,1,23,4,0,2,3,53,44,26,0,6,9,0,2,1,2,0,3,5,0,2,16,22,0,1,5,0,0,6,13,6,1,2,15,7,43,9,46,26,6,40,1,0,0,1,27,19,0,5,16,189,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033527467097985,0.0,0.0,0.08253926807396703,0.1717626963824502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791507486118744,0.2332022537997146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188130689341613,0.28947020830769743,0.0,0.0,0.07936430033443967,0.0,0.06291758715468294,0.0,0.0,0.1162855224466608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781743914291112,0.10821669538311693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634221019387313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437502268486132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974198146357911,0.0,0.0539244471281172,0.0,0.0586582335341387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127077046756443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971041876919813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224408592440298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580455759826014,0.05042457844112536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931536146560072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369116703082554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421554221123892,0.0,0.16476700280212347,0.0,0.07587331066217755,0.0,0.159208204785009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699396891940494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852833123266562,0.0,0.0,0.107835446429252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876074535003226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097795563564528,0.0,0.0,0.2644831439575628,0.1061199860145285,0.0,0.2216239201898949,0.0,0.08814319844132748,0.19635808606141336,0.2462369707779736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537872494001598,0.1160155526949732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945828407479877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295856836070271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857002236960352,0.0,0.0,0.08193946320986757,0.1805527049685121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175521026183388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280073539337014,0.0956793334976864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898698249009025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nomore_regrets,2020/02/22,"I start crying all of a sudden! This has been my worst week, Thoughts are running in my head and I can't stop thinking things. 
I get this unusual feeling in my stomach. 
I'm not able to eat anything.

All i feel like doing is cry.",-0.061875000000000575,2.182736562500004,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,89.625,4.033333333333334,22.583333333333336,5.46131890053228,0.10030833333333344,177,7,39,1,6,58,39,48,0.20600000000000002,0.68,0.114,-0.772,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,2,9,13,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,4,11,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,26,10,0,0.2675084355461718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013664925860504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876909104381011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737279131178807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052060548258355,0.19110807980489794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976211656936618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27454083105589583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069110923485106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934384753794195,0.0,0.0,0.2236490303514244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772071796703812,0.17140860398078048,0.0,0.2123718168414471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145791311350506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Due_Link,2020/02/22,"Anyone start having anxiety if their day is going good or they are happy? I've been damn happy in life lately, able to actually get out, but I can hear the anxiety rearing it's head and I am starting to freak out, it's like my brain isn't used to being happy/not scared and it's not tolerating it and causing anxiety because it feels like somethings wrong because I am happy... Anyone experienced stuff like this? how can I deal with it?

Thanks",2.352411616161614,4.7594446704545454,4.180151515151515,82.50828282828284,79.56818181818181,6.638383838383841,23.41414141414141,7.793537801064563,1.3952989898989905,353,12,66,6,9,119,59,88,0.184,0.616,0.2,0.3899,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,1,12,1,1,1,0,10,3,2,3,0,14,18,7,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,3,7,8,7,16,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,7,41,15,0,0.15684969806156854,0.0,0.1530626794671336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35996876910179154,0.0,0.0,0.2193459116435576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122824022413795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509613634630095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112784614704714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115507939794263,0.1617051514543472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930792014604032,0.11205345563523614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194749350461948,0.0,0.08914129801109967,0.1315580850505234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009082605844718,0.0,0.0,0.16097304135015564,0.0,0.1767810092042176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693329130541294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107875803375392,0.2298865190658232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703391041069056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075056055071938,0.0,0.0,0.22203804717788733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955537831901458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440612855356078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546777892525233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149052215221774,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LilTrashBag,2020/02/22,"Healthy anxiety / Thanatophobia I have struggled with the fear of being dead for a few years. I’m a 23 y/o male, but I  have a feeling that I will die at a young age. This feeling probably comes from my fear of randomly having a heart attack. It is probably just anxiety, but I get so worked up over this that my heart rate will be 130+.  

Thanatophobia is ruining my life and I have no idea what to do. I have tried distracting myself by running long distances, but every night I obsessively think about being dead.  It sounds ridiculous as I am writing this, but it seems very real in the moment. 

Has anyone dealt with this? What should I do?",2.585238095238097,4.807432841269844,3.7700793650793654,86.73464285714287,77.73015873015873,7.374603174603175,24.785714285714285,8.344100000000001,1.6739333333333335,502,18,100,10,12,163,84,126,0.306,0.6559999999999999,0.038,-0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,5,7,0,17,3,2,0,0,18,24,7,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,11,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,3,13,0,14,18,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,71,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686611697536989,0.0,0.0,0.12278092072381755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976598650175856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126054698937194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224109523364854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479473416196683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951890064105129,0.17757339324464824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174174825612036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416164599743572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822669558339945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402876366997463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539707950266035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478510475844466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37864472840533214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998668775911512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985615282807936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357123668857653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251493166628636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921826896073025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488522526617728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783609877474514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307817250723465
anxiety,gcarpenter3,2020/02/22,"Does anyone else feel like time stands still when you are having a panic attack? I am having an anxiety attack right now and I feel like time has stopped and like this will never end, does anyone else feel like this when you are having an attack?",3.8024999999999984,5.742980916666671,3.84,88.905,73.16666666666666,5.633333333333334,16.166666666666668,5.985473137389443,-0.4456833333333332,196,2,37,1,4,60,28,48,0.26899999999999996,0.569,0.162,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,8,3,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,7,11,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,13,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927172141411695,0.0,0.0,0.21803361885106687,0.3194991129999088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321148518462286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728780669738505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26048777809590085,0.0,0.13809113911436674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365003209327036,0.3341492018773479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046815525390921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202484098788622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292832320040972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314740240327913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451096940181335,0.13034883204810108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182627125370565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theytakemeawayfrom,2020/02/22,"Hangovers make me feel terrible. Please tell me it's all going to be okay. I had a fun night out with a couple of friends and nothing bad happened, but now in the morning my mind can't stop racing and I've already started crying. I keep thinking that something terrible is going to happen and I can't stop being paranoid about everything. These thoughts are mostly not even about the night before, they're about my life in general and I can't stop being scared about how my loved ones could die at any moment. It's like my normal anxiety and my catastrophising turned up to 11. 

Please, can someone just tell me that I'm safe and I'm going to be fine?",3.91,5.442655384615384,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,72.07692307692308,7.046153846153848,26.84615384615385,7.554174236665415,1.4469846153846158,520,18,101,6,10,165,86,130,0.11699999999999999,0.626,0.257,0.9459,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,4,1,12,2,0,2,1,27,27,8,1,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,3,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,2,1,12,7,15,20,2,16,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,9,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480159397936225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155705465997523,0.0,0.11424551646368845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246935627582472,0.0,0.0,0.12707825850875884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923669937146505,0.16524306310166334,0.16404416246772618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154992461805804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863837403168788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421813199388033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551133660306401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538054696997865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546219298257412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641236454283185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327412125830098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054840204471634,0.07296050755805364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478615421852488,0.0,0.09968632970453503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079191716094512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802929714913492,0.14632254904173778,0.14329679279228338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119737992471912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278633163218311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951647257022524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653621137752993,0.11497005855107245,0.0,0.0,0.1057043841791731,0.0,0.0,0.37456748660654376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610613705684533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569173312150757,0.0,0.11856013495098595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244020928757555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Solaaris83,2020/02/22,"Struggling Hi guys..

I'm writing this as I feel like I have no one left to turn too. 

I'm 36 years years old and had GAD for the past 20 years and recently been diagnosed with BPD. 

Lately I have been feeling really down. Things I enjoy haven't satisfied me. I feel pissed off with everyone even myself. I tried to explain to my partner that I could honestly bite my fingers off in agitation you know?  

The worse for me is the physical symptoms. Tummy ache, muscle aches, foggy brain but worse of all..palpitations - random thuds in my chest which makes me more agitated as Im waiting to have a heart attack or something. 

Its really getting too me now. Its been like this for almost a week now. Im fed up of the british weather, Im fed up of my hobbies. Wednesday I decided to fo into town for a break but got there and came straight home because I felt like I was going to have a panic attack. 

Im too scared to go to the doctors because I fear its something serious..I can't help looking on Google thats already said I have more diseases than Papa Nurgle.  

Sigh..I almost want to cry writing this. I really dunno what to do anymore. I feel so alone and like im going crazy. 

Please tell me Im not the only one who gets like this at times? Or am I finally just losing it..☹

Thanks for reading x",1.6484003496503516,3.7579095568181837,3.5669696969697005,87.57430069930072,80.32575757575758,6.3342657342657365,24.168997668997672,7.468242284971852,1.188329137529137,1009,37,206,15,26,340,157,264,0.212,0.6829999999999999,0.105,-0.9857,0,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,1,9,16,3,4,10,0,16,10,5,1,0,32,41,11,0,2,6,0,6,5,1,0,3,1,1,2,13,8,2,1,8,1,0,4,4,8,0,2,11,8,26,8,33,29,2,31,0,1,1,0,11,13,1,6,18,121,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912819432656998,0.09263582102781603,0.0987024122875315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870327604276021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350831507482672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904706587091073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126501421034585,0.09984780433850862,0.0,0.10229879584374432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141283999134494,0.0,0.09824877397290192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078261291319617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154854993810517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059076160769819974,0.0,0.0,0.08546647891351188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100648076080247,0.1808999754871676,0.06389799196706931,0.08587916527458868,0.09798027339497158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346039802155016,0.0,0.15249730350456706,0.0,0.07153562020608449,0.0,0.0,0.08856248653382323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599021131014516,0.05995165890923191,0.0,0.08971847416039183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796817774685783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049155452808681166,0.0,0.10089543390204243,0.0,0.09717992135744064,0.0,0.0,0.2184862999141981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751094696588067,0.10006367377398452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059703798830731986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385522818739887,0.0,0.1212175838177684,0.06802532006249802,0.0,0.10494191631227978,0.0,0.0,0.08538332374114023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818139327465247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946705738354792,0.0,0.1718981456050199,0.0,0.08831402675016119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508063529352615,0.0,0.08954789916201804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377149558547432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350508995275217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296537119621902,0.0,0.0,0.07817699576808194,0.08234696190314918,0.0,0.0,0.05942185710113836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052154846793122295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072582592062574,0.09728813976873912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275571201144105,0.0,0.07174566146845231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822998167973296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279479426157465
anxiety,oatmealsupreme,2020/02/22,"How do you guys deal with anxiety relating to regret? I’m having a hard time dealing with my anxiety when it comes to specific issues of regretful decisions I have made that have permanent future consequences, even if it’s something small such as getting a tattoo. 

I just panic over the thought that my future could’ve have been easier if I didn’t make certain decisions at certain moments and it’s consuming a lot my energy. 

Anybody have tips on how to deal with this and come to terms with these issues?",6.685624999999997,7.461854645833334,7.243749999999999,71.62625,65.04166666666666,11.4,34.75,11.20814326018867,4.3005125,410,18,69,12,6,135,67,96,0.14400000000000002,0.763,0.09300000000000001,-0.6199,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,4,2,23,15,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,1,7,2,13,11,2,12,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,3,6,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924762609801515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293376505270348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526270136599397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912377673339255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626045957400514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998740663949744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928007685444653,0.0,0.0,0.17124328043978024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39904617121895264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625187893478638,0.0,0.1808817647777019,0.12760187832878267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428699511790584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716556890166624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176098828695792,0.11146788889632032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dark_knight29,2020/02/22,"Knowing I need to go back and see a therapist but my anxiety is preventing me from making that call So I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder back in 2011. I was seeing a therapist once a month, was put on a medication that helped, and made some decent progress. Then the place where my therapist worked was shut down without notice about 2 or 3 years ago now? I haven't seen a therapist since, but know I really need too. I have a 3 year old daughter now with me and the mother being separated. That whole situation just put my anxiety at a level higher than it's ever been before in my life. Many sleepess nights, crying, screaming, I am a total fucking disaster on the inside pretending to be OK on the outside. I feel hopeless, worthless, and l feel as if I'm the biggest loser on the face of the earth.",4.963121783876499,6.078463402515722,6.374316752429959,75.10703259005147,69.06289308176103,10.058547741566613,31.43567753001715,10.230975488527342,3.365762264150945,647,27,119,17,11,220,107,159,0.22,0.726,0.055,-0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,1,0,15,1,11,5,1,2,2,25,25,11,0,3,6,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,7,6,14,1,18,16,3,28,0,3,3,1,4,13,1,3,12,83,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952223550262907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835530059348998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900091843123678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051344604278442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616137609707115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571711408205425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540364357936332,0.0,0.0,0.14160238493685265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176071690269036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494416783971388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114222711459032,0.0,0.0,0.07021798881902007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281493806565726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580294036912496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872691025483941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690878876720767,0.08247255359417838,0.12526329899610303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244665987932027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861878600358401,0.0,0.0,0.18322589392647007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594607395972854,0.0,0.0,0.14066585258895942,0.12964803728359664,0.13157985952130966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129086535946508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484096808027229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915118358628609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969114095459892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220427708125772,0.13887869257479302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738179916220038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794245645316378,0.0,0.11910063489627434,0.0,0.08994801917920428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591280980398549
anxiety,tnaun,2020/02/22,"Death of loved ones anxiety?? (I’ve been diagnosed with social anxiety and OCD, for reference) Overthinking is a really big thing for me. One thing I’m constantly thinking about is my family and friends and boyfriend dying and I literally bring myself to tears over thinking about something happening to them and how I wouldn’t be able to come back from that and it just goes on and on. This happens at least once a day I’d say. Does anyone else experience this?",3.488505747126436,6.21229026436782,4.320229885057471,81.306091954023,77.39080459770116,8.924137931034483,26.90804597701149,9.444778638647367,2.868163218390805,371,15,68,11,9,119,66,87,0.109,0.813,0.078,-0.1877,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,15,13,8,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,6,2,14,10,1,10,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,46,12,0,0.1931459597980696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955122611635666,0.0,0.0,0.13505214595806095,0.19790086074665705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851732089612565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663781420539721,0.0,0.2087221661824168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124563165503171,0.0,0.0,0.19603908350452695,0.2004550124559967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902333100694508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134866546304838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893381048644456,0.1820808213474011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922408942071969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34159666875021016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432176963949952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056941435827372,0.2617614020318008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373424763160187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359741954260284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688798256986784,0.0,0.14869319611038578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566351866823351,0.2475202642931297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LozaFanMan,2020/02/22,"DAE clench their butt when anxious Every time I'm in a lecture or any social interaction outside of my house. I find that I'm clenching my jaw and... worst of all... I'm clenching my ass.

Like sometimes it feels like I'm about to shit my pants. It's gotten so bad that during lectures I've had to get up and walk to the washroom about 4 to 5 times. 

The worst part is that sometimes I feel like I smell like shit. I've ask all my friends and they said I've never smelt like shit, but every time in lectures I feel like the person next to me is covering their nose because I smell bad.

Not once have I actually shat myself, I've even gone to the doctor and he said everything was fine.

This is making my life miserable. No one has ever told me I smell like shit but I only have 2 friends. I can't go to lectures anymore since the discomfort I feel is unbearable. I'm too scared to sit near people.

If anyone else has had this happen to them please tell me about your expereince.",2.041804180418044,3.8595664257425777,3.2737953795379537,91.57909790979099,77.8118811881188,6.073047304730473,22.60836083608361,6.937597516519254,0.5572466446644659,766,23,166,8,18,248,115,202,0.19899999999999998,0.682,0.11900000000000001,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,4,0,8,21,4,3,6,0,12,10,8,1,4,19,31,10,0,1,5,0,4,7,2,0,2,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,11,0,1,8,10,25,10,18,23,5,15,0,1,0,2,16,4,6,2,14,90,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.10742337519595704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485899321448987,0.0,0.0,0.1243604265681862,0.10917097415444976,0.0769713369915384,0.11279120176421932,0.0,0.0,0.10291106538745648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382641362853536,0.06710447990710611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112672776305943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195872019944022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270759670068043,0.09957475081918957,0.18549632339743008,0.0,0.0989338876145174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264145620653256,0.2359261012928794,0.0,0.0,0.1006122256953016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009692948714086,0.0,0.057512885386311524,0.0,0.06256168476233398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734444469221692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701892903533685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775360950875806,0.37646080924170666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348005812017909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490141041785718,0.0,0.1170726087493472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723288904871887,0.0745938724047528,0.08372171569865343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920721603829275,0.0,0.07631644597972456,0.09611866085234544,0.0,0.1208361046605311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942486571062344,0.0,0.11021048850878204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519870938680413,0.09106030906980214,0.0,0.0,0.1122139240991815,0.0,0.0,0.21774625002968484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621582387053658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256770500347128,0.0,0.0,0.10518730735537883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laminatedtorches,2020/02/22,"i can’t stand it when people who clearly _dont_ have anxiety think it’s cool or quirky to show that they have anxiety i absolutely hate it because they think it’s just a little quirk or silly thing about me and people think they can say things about anxiety and say they have anxiety. 
i mean STOP it’s horrible, it’s not bloody anxiety nor is it a cute trait. it’s hours and hours of pain and horror (high functioning depressed person too) and panic fucking attacks every second day! 

so kindly, fuck off to everyone who wants to pretend having anxiety because they think it’s cute. IT ENRAGES ME SO MUCH. i am out here suffering and them saying all that is absolutely horrible. it’s like saying im lying and that i am overreacting.

FUZKK it’s really annoying and i don’t even know why im getting so ducking annoyed",2.1747688060731534,4.775913478260868,4.095848861283645,81.62843857832989,81.9192546583851,7.5529330572808835,25.09351276742581,8.515128840125781,2.20075955831608,654,26,120,16,18,221,91,161,0.355,0.5710000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9936,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,6,0,10,17,7,1,2,1,12,3,0,0,2,23,23,15,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,19,9,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,11,0,1,0,5,14,6,8,23,2,10,0,2,0,2,13,4,2,2,6,78,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370580510441164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133111819463771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265218932136034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754595321286187,0.0,0.10077755282073618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713078171781778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728170953716186,0.0,0.0985830479587113,0.1118047536009189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634130309747468,0.061131082648306176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551972441888288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362382302852128,0.0,0.0,0.23045572572006426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25277426160028194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184429552460438,0.06430372889209235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057163480320286036,0.1172712817586726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745441278826652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601326247945404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450319747285064,0.13728195246672034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622351907846346,0.10216558882659944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495737922885103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721931557544725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782269826917564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554678787791141,0.29989223957922184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901348291707503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055801941057413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a-single-aids,2020/02/22,"panic attacks are just fear of fear after the first panic attack you become afraid of the feeling itself.  When it arises the natural reaction is to fight against or avoid it.  You have to face it.  You have to break thru to the other side.  It takes courage and it feels like you are dying, but if you face it instead of trying to avoid it, you can break thru,  After that fear has no power.",4.804155844155844,5.41553954545455,5.127688311688313,85.72867532467534,69.12987012987013,7.19896103896104,24.49090909090909,6.742157984588678,0.833516363636364,303,7,60,2,5,96,47,77,0.273,0.655,0.07200000000000001,-0.9513,1,2,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,6,0,2,3,13,3,8,4,0,7,2,2,0,0,9,10,5,1,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,11,0,1,0,2,6,2,13,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307750560588671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20909750881176908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964922041791464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391387093899917,0.1914594916008216,0.13525570717610524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104199783156833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924959238732111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442703961823439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235082666985302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285410429326205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mindless-Side,2020/02/22,"Social Anxiety So I am a very nervous person when it comes to meeting new people and getting out of my comfort zone. As soon as I feel like I am out of place my anxiety increases and I start panicking uncontrollably. I want to apply to a new job, but I am just too scared to even try something different  and the entire hiring process. Any recommendations on how to deal with anxiety and social situations?",6.088701298701298,7.019135272727276,7.426389610389612,69.24815584415586,66.40259740259741,10.835324675324678,34.88051948051948,10.793553405168565,4.11000987012987,324,15,56,9,5,111,54,77,0.182,0.759,0.06,-0.8166,2,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,8,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,13,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,40,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323616575090851,0.0,0.4466964694696363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766485054301555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066496443552226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033570396238684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285576735614094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841567094449287,0.13905062694474565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169119982752774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314984992410086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509111647065234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375968433430888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349386473330723,0.16995186178255306,0.2033570396238684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486827577430946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878315644434349,0.0,0.3968212863031503,0.0,0.1498431356116706,0.0,0.0,0.13776696796472335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214756686489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059812108078386,0.114803526750698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Red_anxiety61,2020/02/22,"Picking Does anyone else pick at their fingers? My thumbs and cuticles are always either bleeding or just barely scabbed. When I'm not picking at my fingers, i am chewing my cheeks constantly.",5.8472549019607865,8.566693529411769,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,69.58823529411765,6.886274509803924,37.80392156862745,7.793537801064563,3.4755215686274514,156,9,22,2,3,48,28,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,3,0,8,3,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37733969445394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170904884106757,0.4646537094681764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900611770913249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39685182491239424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788323893200231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notevepenguin,2020/02/22,"Panicking & Crying So for context I'm about to work at my first job on Tuesday, but this is not my first time feeling this overwhelming anxiety.

I start on Tuesday and they basically bombarded me  with last minute information that completely changed my game plan (I'm not working where I applied they're sending me to an unknown area for me that requires an hour long commute at 4-5 in the morning by myself versus the 3 minute bus ride I had planned to the store I thought I was gonna work in). The job duties are vague, it has something to do with renovating and helping remodeling so I'm already worried about that.)

I managed to keep it together, teared up a little on the bus a little and as soon as I walked in to the house (since no one was there) I just full out cried. I don't really know why I cried. But I let myself cry. I did things to distract myself afterwards like sing, talk to myself through it, meditate, sing some more and it helped in the moments I was doing it but ended up crying some more and I was really worried I wouldn't be able to stop, but I kept it together when my family came home. I talked to them and my friends and they're supportive but they're also worried about my commute.

I've noticed specific feelings of anxiety in my body manifesting. My fingertips get tingly and almost numb, it kind of hurts. It comes in waves. I get shaky like I'm cold (which I always am) but i notice that when my mom puts pressure on a part of my body like my leg it stops for a moment. I'm also having the hardest time sleeping because I'm so tense and I'm trying to relax.

I have IBS and have been trying to manage it with probiotics and eating better. Anxiety doesn't cause my IBS symptoms but it does exasperates it where I'm more aware of the spasms and cannot physically hold down food for more than 10 minutes. Its embarrassing, leaves me feeling even more weak and even more anxious. Since taking probiotics for half a year now, although I'm queasy the food I've eaten today I've held down so far. So I'm grateful for that but I still feel my gut semi reacting as the day looms closer. I'm worried I'll have a flare up.

I've been asked by my family's psychiatrist that if I ever feel like making an appointment to feel free to do so, but I don't want to worry my family. I don't know if my anxiety is to the point that I need to do so. This isn't everyday. I'm always nervous but not like this.

I guess I'm just asking for advice on how to cope for now. I'm hoping it will go away once I'm doing the job, distracted and get to know the unknown. Anticipation & the unknown are really my enemy but life is bound to throw us a curveballs and I want to be prepared.

But I'm willing to ask for outside professional help if it comes down to it but once things at work are settled.

And you made it to end of this panicked post from a girl who is just trying her best so I thank you for that so very much. Really. I'm glad this reddit community exists. I'm truly grateful.",3.8182847419171857,4.722504736585368,5.2607525051994735,82.81960294951789,71.5528455284553,8.387596899224807,27.635658914728683,8.70740988407696,1.9409504632255627,2363,82,488,41,43,796,277,615,0.15,0.725,0.125,-0.8746,3,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,1,2,2,11,30,25,0,7,26,0,38,13,5,5,1,82,92,50,0,8,23,1,6,5,1,4,4,0,2,1,35,23,4,9,11,4,2,9,11,10,0,4,14,7,60,16,75,71,12,69,0,2,0,0,21,31,0,9,33,314,95,12,0.06434968845466779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288177080259469,0.0,0.0,0.06443691769411101,0.0,0.07101148136609663,0.10292084521659148,0.10708819148069357,0.13944572111123338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969093421399125,0.07269683154317541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804748164070988,0.0,0.060458650565371023,0.0,0.0,0.03922697280975113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753102797288994,0.056912070116188936,0.0,0.14295599454859806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359890063953219,0.0,0.06610485598043132,0.06807343792084468,0.1108631173857624,0.06746942404066257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35342555569434136,0.04150022553635828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056312846011577884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584579620645935,0.0,0.0,0.11398944794278255,0.0,0.0,0.08500472465588442,0.05820797729643772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198947789834727,0.0,0.19522281584687912,0.04597143028969038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947162425297367,0.15562379741664314,0.0,0.04971640967377239,0.0,0.1008601688463545,0.0,0.03657141088794008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088843668084137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939671921384124,0.0,0.06454798427292441,0.06391376026695035,0.06337148087021183,0.07425090072213246,0.06888767240263476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157140941432105,0.057196959788094574,0.0,0.06701029812868432,0.10609471765483848,0.05245358472906233,0.0,0.06813702871197545,0.0,0.06580191626967903,0.045452088001908086,0.15719003675317872,0.12899058620261336,0.0,0.05694744931577751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088923112618155,0.042953916727010696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536557738520074,0.0,0.0,0.047304425184231114,0.04771447861719442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652509362500524,0.0,0.13706063611516592,0.04360501427990983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968444176504307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083125524710584,0.0,0.06162921364273503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468921040015341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648962327680204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646145452206687,0.0,0.0643961610300847,0.0,0.0,0.04953953401373596,0.0,0.0,0.045547040694242674,0.0,0.05138974432377895,0.10759844187282604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302326388004825,0.0,0.06688396536004931,0.04838295730037074,0.10344368411397213,0.0,0.05924454747575441,0.0,0.0,0.08550214732308796,0.0,0.0,0.0510864647030547,0.07504564164880663,0.0,0.060995980443448186,0.0,0.0,0.13106764330869594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740475204280389,0.0,0.0,0.053095232219659484,0.07591022698700241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806558487657239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873893583843549,0.326751161169628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143908957739613
anxiety,meeeeewiththreees,2020/02/22,"I’ve been super nervous about my eating lately So I’d been doing a lot better mentally until about a month ago when I came out and told my friend that I liked her. That sent a lot of anxiety and a little bit of my depression soaring back. I’ve been fighting it ever since because my family cannot afford to take me to get help, and even if they could I can’t talk to them about it because it all came from me figuring out that I’m bisexual and they would not approve of that at all.

So about a week ago I started tracking my meals because I realized that I wasn’t eating hardly anything at all. I was aware that it could either help or hurt me even more but I decided to start just in case

Well I’ve never really gotten hungry much I’ve always just kinda eaten to stay alive rather than to satisfy my hunger. When I started counting what I’ve been eating I realized I was taking in around 1000 calories a day and that I was not gonna be able to sustain that for a long amount of time.

So I tried to start eating better but the past few days I’ve been really hungry. Like even when I eat a meal I’m still hungry. So that makes me eat a lot and then I get super nauseous and I feel like I’m going to vomit, which is definitely not healthy.

And I’ve just been worrying a lot because I never get hungry and the fact that I cant tell when I’m full until I’m literally about to vomit is super scary to me. It’s not like I eat really fast I’ve always picked at my food and that hasn’t changed at all.

I don’t know if the different diet has fine something because i didn’t change much at all. I went from about a six-year-olds diet to like a ten year old if that makes sense haha

I don’t know if this post is coherent or not I’ve been panicking a lot about it and I’m super tired right now. I’ll go though and maybe edit anything in the morning that didn’t make sense so yeah",2.1019801980198025,3.3520350272277213,4.025334158415841,88.68943688118813,76.20297029702971,6.93118811881188,21.78341584158416,7.531066641456977,0.6870138613861383,1477,37,327,19,32,503,179,404,0.064,0.757,0.179,0.9937,3,0,1,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,3,7,30,19,1,1,17,2,28,17,0,4,9,64,59,33,0,8,18,0,2,5,1,2,3,0,0,0,22,17,14,0,7,0,0,6,16,4,1,1,20,2,39,15,40,34,18,52,0,2,0,0,12,14,0,12,35,213,61,1,0.07399656771218865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118698515888247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314214415597788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660717176231193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217857406219039,0.0658726334472282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689879303513575,0.0,0.225538104330199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088790174827722,0.0807850869986982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926472110435656,0.0,0.0,0.15655711408952025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816047632533515,0.0,0.0,0.09544332918210056,0.0,0.06373313534227527,0.0,0.0,0.07731066389262835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300187342306503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662210528694886,0.06693413187912582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975737851317226,0.0,0.0374148879833721,0.052863162758800916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089476943398731,0.0,0.05716956465801435,0.0,0.1159804576017443,0.0,0.08410790936481784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066286390262998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919667911355183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921485616931337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133315687438343,0.0,0.08347135144297299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807549263658368,0.07416400044345689,0.0,0.06548463388909685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145461786330017,0.0,0.0,0.1481798506219529,0.0,0.07433949808158777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457113607541863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906335437943381,0.0,0.1087919828453252,0.0,0.11414142952668033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529390050290887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063809676744531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086825732771337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221228820050202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319266451583214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612107254709543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056966172970053915,0.0,0.0,0.209500605939724,0.07887049562457545,0.059093754560217066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127241986617943,0.05947563818688972,0.06467626171119806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270125207613028,0.0,0.0431479936976117,0.08504816925031251,0.0,0.0707068915022405,0.0,0.0502388122143032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059355583214559325,0.0,0.06653180100378749,0.06859555960908761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751471063906007,0.0,0.05256503863749345,0.0,0.0,0.0953027270677584
anxiety,lish_burger,2020/02/22,"Anxiety over confrontation and criticism I was diagnosed with generalised anxiety disorder five years ago. I've been taking zoloft for it since diagnosis and my anxiety plus depression symptoms have decreased so much. 

One thing I still struggle with is taking criticism and avoiding conflict. I almost get panic attacks when I have to read over edits of my work or if I get any kind of criticism. I experience bad symptoms if I comment online and other users disagree with me or people irl dont agree with my ideas/comments. I think I am afraid of appearing wrong? In my brain, it feels like I'm being attacked by others even though they're just disagreeing with me. Because of these struggles I tend to avoid voicing my opinion. I have a hard time defending myself because I shut down and I always avoid answering emails/looking at edits of my work.  

My goal is to control these symptoms and stop being afraid of negative feedback. I get racing thoughts and start panicking. I avoid the source of my anxiety and I am afraid of the confrontation that comes with disagreement/rejection.

How can I deal with these symptoms? I want to stop being afraid of criticism and wanting to avoid confrontation. I want to have confidence in what I say and do and not think of negative feedback as the end of the world. I think I associate disagreement with my self worth and when I am wrong, my brain tells me my whole self is wrong or that I am stupid. Even writing this post gives me anxiety because I'm afraid of peoples responses. Help?",5.8939637349601774,7.7463977829181525,5.879816980172856,76.74016607354686,67.61209964412811,9.76519234028131,34.02152177597017,10.07000556051586,3.753576376885274,1231,58,208,31,21,387,145,281,0.32299999999999995,0.636,0.040999999999999995,-0.9976,0,5,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,9,26,6,13,5,0,19,8,2,2,0,52,39,24,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,12,22,0,9,6,1,1,2,4,24,0,2,3,4,40,2,36,33,2,21,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,8,11,145,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285782103933077,0.0,0.09359930788777633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777669202869579,0.0,0.0,0.06356457404335086,0.0,0.3575314198846595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267715573221613,0.0,0.0,0.07804571754481557,0.17094009010276795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869267209070005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051836919673926,0.0,0.0,0.10483747024267244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636614734061202,0.08050781433951015,0.09487272250875008,0.0,0.0,0.10712769891880557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954919231277796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278898041494342,0.0,0.0,0.12347554289842952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914341398376682,0.0,0.0,0.0472625556411447,0.0667768448849847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650672836770118,0.08966743626723506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373309067363452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265271418298225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733733006865447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566599140199496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849344322720568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871311688575349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333945357863026,0.0,0.0,0.10966995756501484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960426457524454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952091361680832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349789608875587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433316409066422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950246170769421,0.0,0.0,0.07732150152878994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661603881420156,0.0,0.07464733996230688,0.15629455985012244,0.0,0.19543571544312027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886152901483529,0.14055952639995414,0.0,0.0816991733115764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209904274402561,0.17968040553274908,0.09183635597027684,0.07420680426302012,0.054504625373819934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539768571759544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043588210016728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609833367241472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30659284710366297,0.0,0.06019329047296005
anxiety,dvmania,2020/02/22,"Have to go out of my comfort zone tomorrow and there’s no way around it I wish I could just keep isolating but I have to drive my siblings to the mall tomorrow, normally it would be a fun thing and I do love spending time with them but A) Driving gives me anxiety B) I have been avoiding being in public for months because my depression has been so bad

anyways there’s nothing I can really do except get up early tomorrow and prepare so I at least look okay and post this because I needed to vent :(",5.406963696369637,5.436992683168316,6.396782178217823,79.18283003300331,67.7128712871287,9.901650165016502,33.665016501650165,9.725611199111238,3.1299293729372937,395,17,78,8,6,132,73,101,0.185,0.677,0.13699999999999998,-0.7709,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,3,1,13,1,0,0,0,18,21,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,2,1,13,4,13,15,1,16,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,0,6,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889013222682448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982069006594385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061768340016903,0.3010533457402883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971540842158993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268106431829087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290111076987371,0.2368784438686341,0.1403364167259969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948336663514068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735961079714266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228646124893967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709774207976255,0.0,0.0,0.18309599746107652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193967384645304,0.2369366822711556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23649136848352825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819014003306428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404979581547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143987286574302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600210910470195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839581376098765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754124962362958,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElectricLoner98,2020/02/22,"Self realization: the hand wipe maneuver So I have massive anxiety that seeps out of my body in different ways at different times. 

I started a new serving job, and as a server I wear an apron. I also wear a linen napkin tucked into my apron for whenever I have to handle really hot plates of food. 

Anyway....I caught myself doing this thing, where everytime I walk away from a conversation with someone, or if I’m trying to “nonchalantly Walk passed” or if I’m standing somewhere awkwardly. I wipe my hands on my linen napkin. Repeatedly. There’s nothing on my hands or anything but I just keep wiping my hands on my napkin with out even realizing. 

And when I realized I was like “what am I doing?” 


Okay well that’s all. 

I know anxiety can show it’s ugly head in a lot of way uglier ways, I just felt like sharing something kinda funny today. Don’t be mad.",2.4627826699542084,4.882764640718566,4.492673476576262,80.34914758717859,79.23952095808383,7.5222261359633675,24.19478689679465,8.4952907291091,1.9414462134554424,673,24,124,15,17,230,110,167,0.111,0.7659999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.2693,3,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,1,7,1,9,9,8,0,1,23,16,12,0,2,8,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,1,4,1,0,4,1,2,1,0,3,6,21,5,20,12,2,25,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,7,8,82,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236889788870674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723818091996237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146501844786546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726313179252314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977489336357192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720026605448286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758579070277905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093476322967094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527211982020494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270805135982146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766652833570421,0.1582394336245305,0.0,0.0,0.09783951276696223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395094060520006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135300801218804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194051626618226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082263217599186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404927192241042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572199212246274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084251553640735,0.1370546237667065,0.0,0.0,0.1260091086909587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827386819345252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038095370321451,0.0,0.16874969289457264,0.0,0.0,0.12086930098213032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42393093211705457,0.0,0.0,0.1600685192577164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImMaximius,2020/02/22,"Anyone else feels blurry in the head? After a very tough few months I’ve gotten considerably better. However, i get daily anxiety when i feel blurry in the head. Basically I can’t focus on anything and everything seems to be made of playdoh. When i think about life it feels really weird. Also feel like very known events and things feel very strange or unreal. And i feel like my eyes are open but I can’t see anything and my energy is low.",3.1683720930232586,5.444887406976748,4.518779069767444,81.8121220930233,76.09302325581395,8.020930232558143,21.21511627906977,8.841846274778883,1.5701906976744189,351,9,66,8,8,116,61,86,0.129,0.773,0.098,0.1045,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,5,4,3,1,0,18,17,9,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,8,8,3,7,14,1,10,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,2,7,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453979112356299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287015361466898,0.0,0.0,0.11763585427062034,0.17237961418290618,0.2768909205465171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879275446539542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405411810565705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512013801595613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103968357686749,0.2403783846046116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789736112717887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453212524797314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883140704951622,0.16438508383387135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919077267877335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342858899668686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777750934217704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406382773031064,0.1531574693159808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111769787910855,0.10780005579642583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164416705356688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrazilianHuevolution,2020/02/22,"I was visited again by this horrible feeling. Sorry everyone, but I think I just need to take that off from my cheat and writing this may help me feel less bad.

After a long time without being visited by this strong feeling, it came and took me down today.  As soon as I put my foot out of my house, it seemed that the eyes of every person who passed me was one of disgust and hate.

It was meaningless, but very strong.  This feeling immediately mobilized my rationality to find evidence to prove the despicable human being that I am.

I never did anything to anyone and, for the most part, I did more for others than for myself (not because of kindness, but for fear of people).

Even so, I almost never managed to have sincere friendships (which I could talk about this, maybe).  I've never been able to be part of anything, I've never been able to be much.

I don't know what I did, but it seems that I deserve everything and much more. I'm in the bed now, butI can't sleep.  Instead, I feel a strange pain, as if I have been beaten from inside.

I just wanted to be a little moved by happiness, instead of fear and anguish for the others.  I just wanted to be a little less sad, a little less me.

In those moments, my desire is to lock myself in the bedroom and stay there until it passes.  In vain.",4.54730601968414,5.235252400778215,5.687205310139621,81.21432364385446,69.73929961089493,7.914763103685052,27.56900892652781,7.928766900206844,1.6772620279240105,1005,32,196,12,17,335,139,257,0.192,0.682,0.126,-0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,12,16,4,3,11,0,23,4,3,0,5,43,40,17,0,6,10,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,20,9,0,0,11,0,0,8,8,11,0,1,11,6,27,5,42,21,10,32,0,1,1,0,8,10,0,6,13,162,47,2,0.2261971470703379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325188434037255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908115228860607,0.0,0.1861409787928934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944325847712935,0.06894384068403203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935463832045832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030000805314538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470054116192819,0.0,0.09529042610485844,0.1080705337457446,0.10164570525528972,0.0,0.0,0.25453467700434257,0.28593018505644124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337004725772694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039553458761673,0.0,0.11166142649597853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580758982501165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050056895443254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777476025947801,0.06215601823170569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34006344823078755,0.0,0.10008867857406972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362271859756945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020588498236814,0.1662809296740139,0.08386115920950606,0.3489143688648725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663852044151957,0.0,0.12034485628375127,0.0,0.0,0.2449494675261085,0.0,0.07840831045082712,0.09875331199556557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369530443846401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059213873221226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318025197238253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660459355602607,0.0,0.12054803114444924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503605200730367,0.09090434930974572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724689992010922,0.0,0.0,0.06594868774299266,0.0,0.1072042234422449,0.0,0.12565667663377605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331816780732896,0.13341693790808234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902298895589448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CreeperAwwwMan69,2020/02/22,"Quitting my SHIT anxiety loaded job tonight and it feels so good My boss has been a totally jerk to me and cussed me out multiple times over little shit and found anyway possible to scold me, but I lined up a new job after weeks of hating my life and torturing myself by going to this job. But tonight I finished up.. and I’ve decided I’ve had enough and tonight’s the night. Before I go to bed I’m texting my boss and letting him know I will no longer be there in the morning, then blocking him and turning off my phone and spending my morning sleeping in and restoring a healthy mindset :)",5.718825665859562,5.813934635593224,5.984285714285715,82.18262711864409,67.0508474576271,8.77675544794189,35.501210653753034,8.418075326091056,2.7960566585956417,469,22,92,6,7,150,78,118,0.195,0.71,0.095,-0.9061,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,5,0,5,0,6,4,3,2,1,21,14,14,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,11,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,3,1,16,1,14,8,2,20,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,10,62,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939668151479506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505455336122995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828045808213686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213516700727044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997932197888496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711798681326524,0.1528362629478419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799030797753347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424713414865586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014254212360818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863307990494459,0.12870634103043244,0.0,0.1826308438988765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598779783330373,0.0,0.17099975249459207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542402083912725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381184307714389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740894179207307,0.0,0.0,0.18235013234685246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625309387869536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820144212358504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616471856651753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okandenough,2020/02/22,"I hold my anxiety on my back When I get bad anxiety and into my head, I always feel like someone is trying to poke my spine and I'm unable to move away. I really hate the feeling and I was wondering if anyone else feels anxiety in a specific spot on their body and if this is normal?",3.497,3.982159366666668,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,72.0,10.0,26.666666666666664,10.125756701596842,2.5741666666666663,222,7,46,6,4,80,43,60,0.2,0.732,0.068,-0.8089,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,13,10,7,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,10,1,7,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781841046072594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914563547979562,0.0,0.0,0.14973374279824553,0.21941477769478315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119436826414214,0.16466272468599474,0.17880043412007313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237864563166841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788889721366344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248313577772521,0.1529837796384919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188086272901346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142184745129175,0.21977246615057647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461943773547402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760008603691856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098146424843252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718546920356325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144264247285927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538901904451376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23222891484502786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Y2Reigns,2020/02/22,"Any of you experience constant 24/7 dizziness with your anxiety? I've been worrying about the non-stop dizziness/lightheadedness I've been experiencing for the past week, in which emergency services and my GP have told me they think it's anxiety and not a physical symptom. Of course, I'm worried about it being something serious which feeds into my anxiety, ha. My GP gave me a beta blocker to maybe calm the dizziness down but it hasn't worked yet. Just wondered if any of you have experienced this!",5.156630434782612,7.638338576086959,5.8254347826086965,73.77989130434786,70.84782608695652,9.382608695652175,34.32608695652173,9.827888789773867,3.9049739130434786,407,21,68,11,8,132,67,92,0.12,0.841,0.038,-0.501,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,1,4,3,0,0,5,1,6,2,0,0,0,11,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,9,2,11,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,44,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29446975280718224,0.0,0.496890872402139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339714294440966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178926281935748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175143590803829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668420881946276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668071378749966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101285620503274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503778667074886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873148001547242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068854994258461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367203134177325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23479689898767755,0.157622556577871,0.43975477653501377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MellowDinosaur,2020/02/22,"Crippling anxiety when waking up So, to start this off, I’ll explain what I go through. Some mornings, not too often, I’ll wake up before my alarm and my heart will be beating very fast. I get that anxious feeling in my stomach (you know that feeling) and it becomes impossible to go back to sleep. I have thrown up because I’ve been so anxious before when waking up. I seem to be anxious about nothing in particular. Does anybody else experience something similar?

On a side note, I’ve never been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder but my mother has it and I think I do too. I know it’s sort of taboo to self-diagnose but I get nervous and anxious about seemingly nothing very often in my day to day life. And when there is something to get nervous about, the anxiety is crippling. The constant feeling like my heart is beating at a thousand times per second and that pit in my stomach has become such a normal reoccurrence in my life recently. 

I do have another question though that is related to my anxiety I think. Why do I seem to get incredibly mellow and exhausted and kind of “depressed” after hanging out with my best friends or my girlfriend for a while? Not that their presence makes me tired or sad, it’s the fact that I’m leaving the people that I just had such a good time with that makes me sad. Does that have a name or is that just normal?",4.856913875598089,6.21283298484849,5.6963716108452935,78.97047846889953,69.53030303030303,8.436682615629985,33.97049441786284,8.841846274778883,2.992139393939393,1084,53,198,19,19,355,134,264,0.17600000000000002,0.753,0.071,-0.9745,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,3,19,12,0,3,10,0,19,13,8,2,2,46,40,20,0,2,9,1,3,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,16,12,0,1,12,0,0,3,3,7,0,2,3,3,27,5,33,34,2,32,0,3,0,0,8,14,0,11,16,142,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027979603744616,0.2926366833577852,0.432153384744916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353606249212448,0.0,0.05829713865508266,0.21123881166289687,0.16275369593478145,0.0,0.10036119076405496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334556375829557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335106326169908,0.0,0.08236877398180471,0.19413146168412695,0.0,0.0,0.1096039843066942,0.0,0.16737859471956038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988930499769831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354766441365847,0.0,0.0,0.14506512673381824,0.06832040949905638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388600803435766,0.0,0.19985769405923834,0.0,0.10870115426374492,0.08021262880836191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266517121017678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958730846432401,0.1051150611033722,0.0,0.0,0.10126179834554973,0.0,0.0,0.1350971786306987,0.04672157299642383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276718675875465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375825432211963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740055092508,0.1835253560776268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630005089230999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713112135131166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442629238163154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611827441652478,0.0997663316082293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570231041363134,0.0,0.0,0.14724628878775167,0.0,0.0,0.06768970319373985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255584408135912,0.09395917787965527,0.0,0.11152902870885288,0.1099163471704886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781488567294513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629412901819805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hellsfavsinner,2020/02/22,"I got into a public verbal fight I went to get food from a very small restaurant I go to regularly, and while waiting for my sister to place an order I noticed a woman from behind looking directly at me and laughing. She was probably mid thirties and had her daughter with her. Anyways, I went to take a seat in a chair that was on the other side of them (the restaurant is very small), but as I was walking towards the chair a man opened the door for me because he thought I was exiting- I told him I wasn’t leaving yet. I guess I was sidetracked because as I walked past the woman and her kid she said “excuse you” as if I offended her, even though I didn’t bump into her or her kid, so I said, “excuse you” back to her once I took a seat. She then continued staring at me, shaking her head, and laughing. This woman was in scrubs as if she’d just gotten off a long day at work. I was dressed in my favorite top from forever21 and was feeling good about myself. Before I even passed by them she had been looking at me with a very dirty look on her face and laughing. Anyways, my sister needed my card so I passed by them once more and took a seat at a different table. The woman persisted to stare at me while shaking her head and laughing before saying to me “you good?”
I said “yeah I’m good are you? Why do you keep staring at me and laughing? She then went on to say I’m rude because I didn’t say excuse me when I walked by her daughter, even though I didn’t even touch them. I told her if her daughter was uncomfortable she was old enough to say something for herself, she then yelled that her daughter was 13 and called me a grown ass woman. I told her she was getting angry about something very stupid and said sorry that she’s having a bad day but she shouldn’t take it out on other people. I was trying to speak and basically stuttered because the woman was rambling about “YOU DO NOT WALK BY A CHILD” blah blah “IM TRYING TO TEACH MY CHILD MANNERS” “YOURE NO BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE” & other stuff I can’t remember while approaching me with her finger pointed and repeatedly yelling “manners” She then continued to repeatedly yell I was rude as I called her a weirdo and told her to get help. 

My sister noticed what was going on and intervened by telling the woman “can you just stop?” And some other things and the argument eventually came to an end. The woman however continued laughing as if she was satisfied with her attempt to publicly humiliate me.  

The restaurant was full of other people and during the entire argument it was just super quiet. I’m not trying to boast myself in any way, but Im a 20 years old light skin black girl and have a petite, nicely shaped body. Based off of the way that woman was looking me up and down I could just tell that she was looking for confrontation with someone and thought I was the perfect target because I’m a young black girl who tries to have a self-esteem. 


I’m usually an introvert and hardly go anywhere, i also don’t have friends. It’s safe to say my embarrassment of the situation will be on my mind for a while. I was pretty calm throughout the whole argument, but unhappy about my lack of better words to defend myself. I guess I’m just wondering what an outside perspective on this situation sounds like.",4.559120370370369,5.6004108688271605,5.285876543209877,82.81344444444449,69.94135802469135,7.797037037037038,28.906172839506173,8.021203637495839,1.8713528395061727,2585,94,501,33,45,838,265,648,0.125,0.7340000000000001,0.141,0.9391,2,0,2,0,2,0,47.0,0,8,4,8,23,29,6,3,40,1,46,8,7,0,1,68,90,52,0,8,16,7,5,3,1,2,0,15,1,16,20,33,1,4,5,0,0,19,10,11,0,0,48,31,105,18,80,37,6,86,0,0,10,1,98,37,1,9,28,358,125,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359616282085533,0.0,0.0726165390268718,0.0,0.04557614739918195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468621985094963,0.06867028550875448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051534524864892635,0.055959206527075214,0.20427496657807898,0.0,0.11405879109861836,0.0,0.0,0.11854813551132692,0.0,0.07444451844444068,0.0,0.0,0.13687057490389715,0.07665344476740507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351030909807957,0.0,0.0,0.08644518378247104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002201836224779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055986916287281516,0.0,0.05936015195895335,0.06924995419616059,0.0,0.17706527977344336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03388751100406645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104129311792338,0.0,0.05177976885316718,0.0,0.10504612588931092,0.0,0.11426765618258602,0.1686405108070197,0.05360230946163657,0.0,0.14766097913272047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600370841803797,0.0,0.1375644626682042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492233888981926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447869929955977,0.0,0.0,0.0595707810834505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096489107315695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032742765708579605,0.0,0.0,0.059310915283248965,0.2814011414559821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767146473617655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969475249639939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260626277874506,0.14065320105984258,0.14274900588115708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397852327065479,0.09292696686389272,0.0,0.07002201836224779,0.0,0.06335590917388445,0.0,0.0,0.06818380691669998,0.07225929046019489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592101032638035,0.0,0.2550068639403971,0.2664864269312344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991685878604187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066739982281152,0.0,0.0,0.05678613898743955,0.10319110479444334,0.0,0.07502381318097469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603202730943632,0.0,0.0,0.07672228508099033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078194953677394,0.0,0.11715750860535235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452535343853006,0.0,0.13169433947439174,0.10641336939683077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561633288770365,0.14892418620723644,0.18200971789625964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381346505738842,0.22119528498370694,0.0,0.1063952946628565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638565338878896,0.06047545635257336,0.07482584568463117,0.0,0.0,0.07268072849669074,0.04879162497027592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315891863235684
anxiety,my_ana,2020/02/22,"need constant reassurance one of the worst things about anxiety for me is the constant need for reassurance. 

this is particularly terrible because my friends call me stupid when I ask ""dumb"" questions even if I'm doing everything right and I'm really just an anxious wreck trying to do stuff good. they like to undermine me and everything I do which is distressing to say the least. 

I need better friends",7.097260273972603,8.672272424657539,7.076602739726031,70.33106849315071,64.47945205479452,11.31945205479452,36.51780821917808,11.20814326018867,4.5958460273972594,329,16,55,10,5,105,51,73,0.23800000000000002,0.557,0.205,-0.4865,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,12,2,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,12,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,8,7,7,12,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,2,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465541957918399,0.21642499167672385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909657504842294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678221847689935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943234030613846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561928768418416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140485959987119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653334702218574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443501505163767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296020426789918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068385101243474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935937692848852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261508549290394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981604084062515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146076172510968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272772088817464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360383039357626,0.0,0.15234796829163366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193073093699543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727378298290162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006671226253408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonimouss33,2020/02/22,"I got into a public verbal fight today. Opinions? I went to get food from a very small restaurant I go to regularly, and while waiting for my sister to place an order I noticed a woman from behind looking directly at me and laughing. She was probably mid thirties and had her daughter with her. Anyways, I went to take a seat in a chair that was on the other side of them (the restaurant is very small), but as I was walking towards the chair a man opened the door for me because he thought I was exiting- I told him I wasn’t leaving yet. I guess I was sidetracked because as I walked past the woman and her kid she said “excuse you” as if I offended her, even though I didn’t bump into her or her kid, so I said, “excuse you” back to her once I took a seat. She then continued staring at me, shaking her head, and laughing. This woman was in scrubs as if she’d just gotten off a long day at work. I was dressed in my favorite top from forever21 and was feeling good about myself. Before I even passed by them she had been looking at me with a very dirty look on her face and laughing. Anyways, my sister needed my card so I passed by them once more and took a seat at a different table. The woman persisted to stare at me while shaking her head and laughing before saying to me “you good?”
I said “yeah I’m good are you? Why do you keep staring at me and laughing? She then went on to say I’m rude because I didn’t say excuse me when I walked by her daughter, even though I didn’t even touch them. I told her if her daughter was uncomfortable she was old enough to say something for herself, she then yelled that her daughter was 13 and called me a grown ass woman. I told her she was getting angry about something very stupid and said sorry that she’s having a bad day but she shouldn’t take it out on other people. I was trying to speak and basically stuttered because the woman was rambling about “YOU DO NOT WALK BY A CHILD” blah blah “IM TRYING TO TEACH MY CHILD MANNERS” “YOURE NO BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE” & other stuff I can’t remember while approaching me with her finger pointed and repeatedly yelling “manners” She then continued to repeatedly yell I was rude as I called her a weirdo and told her to get help. 

My sister noticed what was going on and intervened by telling the woman “can you just stop?” And some other things and the argument eventually came to an end. The woman however continued laughing as if she was satisfied with her attempt to publicly humiliate me.  

The restaurant was full of other people and during the entire argument it was just super quiet. I’m not trying to boast myself in any way, but Im a 20 years old light skin black girl and have a petite, nicely shaped body. Based off of the way that woman was looking me up and down I could just tell that she was looking for confrontation with someone and thought I was the perfect target because I’m a young black girl who tries to have a self-esteem. 


I’m usually an introvert and hardly go anywhere, i also don’t have friends. It’s safe to say my embarrassment of the situation will be on my mind for a while. I was pretty calm throughout the whole argument, but unhappy about my lack of better words to defend myself. I guess I’m just wondering what an outside perspective on this situation sounds like.",4.46072508361204,5.606639104615389,5.2064080267558515,82.90307023411373,70.26153846153846,7.682943143812709,28.74581939799331,7.967736418589885,1.8451933110367893,2598,95,501,33,46,842,267,650,0.124,0.735,0.141,0.9391,2,0,2,0,2,0,49.0,0,8,4,8,23,29,6,3,40,1,46,8,7,0,1,69,90,52,0,8,16,7,5,3,1,2,0,15,1,16,20,33,1,4,5,0,0,19,10,11,0,0,48,31,105,18,80,37,6,87,0,0,10,1,98,37,1,10,29,358,125,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053488338995754295,0.0,0.07247045034082822,0.0,0.04548445810115563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676792195628806,0.06853213582667587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051430848607055484,0.05584662877188151,0.20386400976494934,0.0,0.11382932961303105,0.0,0.0,0.11830964244098993,0.0,0.07429475226130339,0.0,0.0,0.1365952210697198,0.07649923470483737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340265799199985,0.0,0.0,0.08627127487022031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698811492876025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055874282786075764,0.0,0.05924073224108685,0.06911063834673198,0.0,0.17670906293341376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033819336700771176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087825565861279,0.0,0.05167559921775396,0.0,0.10483479592631917,0.0,0.11403777450586752,0.1683012427701831,0.05349447327083087,0.0,0.14736391735160992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991630262208272,0.0,0.1372877128827311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044831964912343016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449571304964628,0.0,0.0,0.05945093762558685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082212514364514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03267689438389379,0.0,0.0,0.059191594618867464,0.2808350235500977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753532446429864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959477746050883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229925216229145,0.14037023740437216,0.14246182592211928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384981239397476,0.09274001801354696,0.0,0.0698811492876025,0.0,0.06322845086137957,0.0,0.0,0.06804663592376374,0.07211392048058371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576827376264,0.0,0.254493845581434,0.2659503141877666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977620126959694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036428977701918,0.0,0.0,0.05667189762395219,0.1029835067305198,0.0,0.07487288158279523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559193030546634,0.0,0.0,0.07656793652668102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057919816935766,0.0,0.11692181317395815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044435778109457265,0.0,0.13142939910032533,0.10619928883720924,0.0,0.0,0.06339966743319378,0.2556479839620944,0.1486245831281766,0.1816435539218958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366496841644321,0.22075028816927128,0.0,0.10618125046566937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601068598376208,0.06035379288479002,0.07467531235400629,0.0,0.0,0.07253451067539192,0.04869346683058269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043072092272982566
anxiety,doctorFlasierCrane,2020/02/22,"Starting a new job, but I know the hours don’t suit me. Feeling very anxious Hi, I’ve not posted on this sub before but I have suffered with work related anxiety for around 2 years and have been unemployed for most of that time as I can’t seem to stay in work more than a few weeks.

I finally found what I thought would be a great job, customer service for network rail. I’ve been looking forward to starting until I found out what my schedule looks like. It is 7 hour shifts Monday to friday with one 12 hour shift on the weekend. 

This is really daunting to me as I have burned myself out in other jobs working 6 out of 7 days per week. I’ve had my first panic attack in months due to finding this out

Thing is I know I can handle 12 hour shifts, I just need a decent amount of free time as well. I was expecting to do 3-4 12 hour shifts a week and have a few full days off.  6 days a week just seems impossible to me. 

I know plenty of people work 6 days a week. I have tried it and it absolutely batters me mentally. I’m scared to start a brand new job and start dictating what shifts I am willing to do.

Thanks for listening",3.0938459621136616,4.01769163983051,4.324117647058824,88.78678464606182,73.27966101694916,7.417347956131606,25.74675972083749,7.724431198458867,1.1849429710867403,881,28,195,11,17,290,131,236,0.094,0.813,0.09300000000000001,-0.036000000000000004,6,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,4,9,1,2,11,0,21,0,0,0,0,30,40,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,10,1,1,1,3,4,1,2,7,4,21,6,35,30,6,46,0,1,2,0,2,13,0,3,33,117,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986155105623593,0.10316856180183648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129648949969544,0.0,0.10389265912961207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770881973971322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355821288026889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617545843994916,0.0,0.0,0.10003946169479286,0.08346721630915868,0.07767897026972001,0.0,0.20026106896220547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068350621609982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496719046654319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624944191208327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056556390247713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044615617151819824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337599401379132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203171732601688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289284059018405,0.0,0.0,0.06771456240340851,0.0,0.17639990263758112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061882567852149566,0.0,0.0,0.10714741297751118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331160314281127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746182194643366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850360607227378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142986968362167,0.0,0.0,0.1662733590074166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585544697344305,0.09733775748491612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407759496428835,0.0,0.0,0.060670688000018014,0.0,0.0,0.07249995603761934,0.10650190323363838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062002061492337814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535072203777546,0.0,0.0,0.3662674691316569,0.0,0.08210999892745031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659358075324219,0.0,0.0,0.06487296602567945,0.0,0.0,0.058808770386895574
anxiety,indycosgrove,2020/02/22,"Teeth clenchers/grinders, what do you do to help? I’ve been looking into getting a mouthguard from a dentist in the near future, but is there anything I can do in the mean time to help the jaw pain—or better yet prevent it? I’d prefer to avoid pain meds because the pain at the very least keeps me from clenching my teeth as much while I’m awake, can’t do too much about sleeping me though. Any suggestions for preventing either of these or easing side effects would be greatly appreciated! Also friendly reminder to all to unclench your jaw! :D",8.672571428571429,7.261657780952383,7.659047619047621,77.55428571428574,61.66666666666666,9.542857142857144,39.095238095238095,7.554174236665415,3.0134380952380955,437,19,81,3,5,134,80,105,0.102,0.6679999999999999,0.23,0.9526,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,6,6,0,1,7,0,10,8,5,1,1,13,15,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,3,16,12,5,10,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,4,55,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512800220588732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191497902392765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596313439117845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182501350772114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715620527590175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987065629535798,0.0,0.10134802437968564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138667592220576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600452091947835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242085576551844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289672467200014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113041741609277,0.21547119819129454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851994057718704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192342363092553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412292600790385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058714942683175,0.0,0.11311295043039145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005615351409205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779983958103512,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tkelley15,2020/02/22,"Drug Interactions Question I take 10mg Lexapro/day for my anxiety. I have been having some muscles pain so my doctor prescribed me 10mg Cyclobenzaprine (Flexeril). I have read that taking these 2 drugs at the same time increases your risk of serotonin syndrome. I was wondering if any of you have taken these two medications at the same time or know if this is safe?

Thanks!",4.045093167701864,6.847372681159424,4.3296480331262925,81.57782608695653,75.81159420289855,7.421118012422363,28.697722567287784,8.418075326091056,2.387607039337474,301,13,53,6,7,94,54,69,0.107,0.809,0.084,-0.1511,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,7,5,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,9,2,5,10,4,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,6,2,35,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521811713744,0.0,0.17461095161001042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720264247868345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336239834370529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293960603131355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544046520212807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299382916497684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242874546767806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556927153706054,0.0,0.22831219441997944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432318293937088,0.0,0.0,0.2101423264132493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26618931859863004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296750071669172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24752785115040915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artcycle,2020/02/22,How long have you been on medicine for anxiety? I’ve been taking medicine for my anxiety for years. I’m thinking of checking in with my doctor to see if being on it for years at a time is ok. I’m curious to see how long others have been using medication for their anxiety.,3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857141,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,71.85714285714286,9.171428571428573,30.07142857142857,9.516144504307137,2.708657142857143,216,9,44,5,4,74,36,56,0.09,0.83,0.08,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,3,0,6,14,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,13,10,0,9,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,5,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612119435898449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502946667147338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43281628476903217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463459753863019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897297244371024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386189439992545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668986463806064,0.0,0.0,0.14259188162421196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112020320377897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149484833929272
anxiety,dividendman99,2020/02/22,"What do you do for social anxiety? What are coping techniques for you? I am extremely uncomfortable in my own skin, despite being good looking, good with women, confident, workout and healthy. Every time I walk into a crowd of people my mind , body , and soul tug me in every direction. Being a hermit and exhibiting alot of mental energy is extremely exhausting and tiring for me.

I do not take medications for anxiety all the time as I found Benzodiazpines to give me memory loss over time, maybe one time per month I take a quarter of my perscribed low dose medicine. All of the other times I go into situations very uncomfortable",5.767807017543857,7.910066482456144,6.842982456140351,68.56254385964914,68.3859649122807,10.329824561403509,31.08771929824561,10.504223727775694,3.9120771929824567,505,21,79,15,9,169,76,114,0.17600000000000002,0.759,0.065,-0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,6,0,8,6,2,0,2,13,14,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,2,1,2,14,2,16,11,4,14,1,2,1,0,6,6,0,1,6,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660113621368705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931239951453555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929762712256264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906331842487304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678643843709678,0.09881106421711232,0.29165818044491426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460021874330519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467001556170653,0.0,0.0,0.175149947941963,0.17521427820849916,0.0,0.17555333690474578,0.0,0.13877679154168895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781492049630245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053558457019757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543071001030105,0.0,0.17723271523681927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614485678701152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069082335171774,0.19983138748317808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345622094140575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jdm_wicked,2020/02/22,"I am finally doing something about my anxiety I (21m) have had anxiety all my life, and I have finally worked up the confidence to go to a behavioral specialist about my severe anxiety.  This was brought on by my new job (which I despise already) gave me a panic attack.",4.2723076923076935,5.89495161538462,6.4992307692307705,71.62076923076923,71.30769230769229,11.353846153846154,36.07692307692308,11.20814326018867,4.941869230769231,212,12,37,8,4,75,39,52,0.29,0.6509999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.8807,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,7,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,29,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254210809197003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252097908362852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26035036891258395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013888560800548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300609566771764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270987106729136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164380604886067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102514322279052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685066368541238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585358133126565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618021921305582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660581743257594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alylanca,2020/02/22,"Question about concussion anxiety please help!!! :( Guys do concussions cause anxiety/anxiety attacks??

I typically have low grade anxiety. But usually never attacks, or if I have them very infrequently.

Is it normal to feel this way after a concussion? I got mine on 2/9/2020 from a car accident?",4.754897959183673,8.291724081632657,6.164489795918367,63.3340816326531,83.6938775510204,11.779591836734696,37.61224489795919,10.290406445055957,6.474175510204081,236,15,32,11,7,79,40,49,0.324,0.5920000000000001,0.085,-0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,6,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,5,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085842265412573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042179080184417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765052982632994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120507129735577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772386585572757,0.0,0.0,0.21942490002227635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853791122162985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709163016065901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712694651957468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325697308770436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482495717478199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406783330108464,0.1828482577684702,0.0,0.1759006234269352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allnamestaken1337,2020/02/22,The only reason I got balls to post here I'm currently at a party 7/10 drunk since I some how gotten used to vodka (40%alcohol) or something. I'm currently on the toilet takeing a break from people for the second time because I just need too. I have no clue what the point of this post is because I'm so drunk but I'm a long time lurker (18m),3.2260273972602747,3.8395181780821934,4.9752328767123295,85.39682191780824,72.69863013698631,7.4838356164383555,24.189041095890413,7.554174236665415,1.0517364383561647,269,7,57,3,5,92,52,73,0.078,0.893,0.028999999999999998,-0.2846,2,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,8,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,7,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27386102368984144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124240322972935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495229962564795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677956607268765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900114734935806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948951548810904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765648296947184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422458922101982,0.0,0.490847140485649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26347509049005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119786114221318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727931912774213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267352960884135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29885127873580897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132395136083746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HoboSnobo,2020/02/22,"Question for the state and countries where weed is legal... it’s about CBD use for anxiety I have been looking into High CBD/Low THC edibles or vaping products to help with my Generalized Anxiety Disorder. 

I can’t do full flower with lots of THC. It fucks with my Bipolar and also makes me paranoid and more anxious. That’s why I am seeing if there is anyone who has had good experiences with CBD and what I should look for if it works for a lot of people.",6.406483516483519,5.963697780219783,7.198109890109893,75.87189010989016,65.7032967032967,10.356923076923078,32.48571428571429,9.888512548439397,2.9939740659340663,362,13,70,7,5,121,68,91,0.145,0.795,0.06,-0.7089,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,0,10,2,0,2,0,19,16,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,7,1,13,13,4,5,0,0,3,1,3,4,1,6,0,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755238537823966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33581425128621323,0.247958088633552,0.0,0.15347057039504688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515513742543186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147006214271388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291240187365053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409547004088808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711765969543844,0.2319003029044173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686279778812797,0.0,0.0,0.37320037791715627,0.0,0.0,0.14650942640641393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216480514452635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24587592295842006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490290046928886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956649017095292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198053080660512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597893131960518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheLexiconical,2020/02/22,"Dating someone with anxiety while dealing with your own anxieties I've recently started seeing someone with anxiety. It's distance and we agreed to take things real slow, so it's not a full on relationship yet.

At first I thought I somewhat understood what it's like to have anxiety having been an anxious kid and could help support her, but I now realise I was being naive. I've also come to realise I've also got my own relationship anxieties that I'm worried might ruin things.

She'll get anxious at the thought of us hanging out, but I get anxious when I perceive something as her pushing me away, which at times can be something as innocent as not responding because she's busy or anxious herself. I'll get trapped in a downward spiral, start spamming her trying to spark a conversation, thinking irrationally until my brain falls out.

Despite that, I'm the less anxious one so I feel I need to step up and be able to give her the space she needs when she needs it. If anyone has any advice or can share from their own experiences I would be very grateful to hear them.",9.791871628910464,7.5962134514563155,9.318220064724922,69.02316612729236,60.11650485436893,11.874002157497307,44.248112189859775,10.25414643259724,4.624546494066882,865,44,152,14,9,279,128,206,0.18899999999999997,0.722,0.08900000000000001,-0.9631,0,1,2,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,2,1,9,4,0,0,7,0,15,1,1,0,0,31,37,19,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,6,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,6,3,26,3,25,23,6,30,0,1,1,0,24,12,0,5,14,109,36,0,0.10144835600513263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913415936906596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622564272900461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898836089584981,0.0,0.3880385733378264,0.5730388307965654,0.0,0.0709350493105548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953140699424904,0.0,0.0,0.06184197621113152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132499162874394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738877584708654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099825734223971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458880045892804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923595858631393,0.0,0.0,0.051295336978232166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629191979304912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900773665859985,0.09731850715448484,0.0,0.0,0.08113751778099575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433967025971813,0.0,0.06799869459067412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049562542389712604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762067397068267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256680115910633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874403153316745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547043900546924,0.0,0.0,0.10016801273420796,0.21783513672426455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084120517316119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191372566158075,0.15619980154198582,0.0,0.0,0.14361133706451132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512239217721512,0.0,0.0,0.0762765383121773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479555984092306,0.06500401022301093,0.0,0.1610773255534914,0.05915535221266089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688767744825024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202988126755687,0.0,0.0,0.08370551823556628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302572994359968,0.0,0.07206600141051676,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,expired_void,2020/02/22,I need help calming down My friend who has strict and awful parents recently posted a rant about it and left all chats she was in. I texted her on Snapchat but I haven’t got a reply yet. I’m worried sick about her. It doesn’t help that I’m worried I’m going to be screamed at for not going to school and that my friend (who lives in Europe) is “asleep” after having an awful day after work. I just don’t know what to do my mind is racing and I feel like I’m going to vomit,2.800832177531209,3.2531189029126217,4.125270457697642,91.69417475728157,73.5631067961165,6.274063800277393,21.510402219140087,5.288315135182226,-0.043994729542302664,369,7,85,1,7,122,66,103,0.182,0.669,0.149,-0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,2,10,3,1,0,1,12,21,5,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,2,11,4,14,18,1,15,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,6,54,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816345420336046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832334133172622,0.1530490863941935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33103390655551235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652630115666293,0.0,0.1713428071859547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28719358281565394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773761447055688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276628453803394,0.0,0.0,0.10466409839216573,0.0,0.18917288560580892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631565599949465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588520808275698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378819299712378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517731956076335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153060829940296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681663355216768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596518272323245,0.4351308313021405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kvvgn0,2020/02/22,can anxiety be self diagnosed? i think that i have severe anxiety but i've never got it checked up on. It keeps me up almost every night and some times i don't even know what i'm worried about. I can't focus in class because i'm too busy worrying about everything that could go wrong in my life. this makes me very sad that i'm always worried and i said i've had it before and someone said that you can't self diagnose yourself but i think otherwise. can i get some more input about this?,1.6326470588235296,3.72261991176471,3.3115294117647056,89.48788235294118,80.27450980392156,6.825098039215686,22.945098039215694,7.908726449838941,1.1825968627450978,389,13,82,7,10,129,64,102,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,1,15,22,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,10,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,4,2,11,0,8,16,3,9,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,49,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892803986248485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206184415304906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428298628859441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674990861585696,0.0,0.13505298520522002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671933330770205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221804982321288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482837131302304,0.0,0.13372246057284706,0.0,0.14264091755075806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292093781313473,0.0,0.09020019664840426,0.0,0.12693720206851672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107131486902275,0.0,0.0,0.08722445724199206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210361252988044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594209087167593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224091701575828,0.0,0.0,0.14894130190389426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019446190096361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331144330192402,0.1793003972694061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447692220236304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339363112424266,0.0,0.0,0.09254676631248382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095476141133178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835419516556962,0.0,0.0,0.17352763720740827,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laketober,2020/02/23,"How do I conquer my irrational fear? I'm in a place where my irrational fear is really effecting my life where it's becoming unbearable to move forward.

A little backstory to my current situation: I am working a job that I despise and want to find a different one that gives me purpose.

That's easy to do, just start applying to different jobs and find one that I like.

That's where my problem lies. I dread pulling out my computer and applying to different jobs. I get anxious and avoid the problem as much as possible.  

This fear of mine is so paralyzing that I can't seem to move forward with my life. I think a good idea would be to seek out therapy. Any other ideas I can to tackle this situation?",3.8533794466403135,5.5732317028985525,5.549104084321474,77.62310276679845,72.55072463768116,10.235573122529646,32.83530961791831,10.436869588844218,3.8426724637681167,557,28,107,18,11,190,80,138,0.22399999999999998,0.71,0.066,-0.9681,7,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,6,10,1,5,6,0,9,2,0,2,0,21,16,8,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,7,0,0,5,1,8,0,2,0,0,18,2,16,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,5,72,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161170494593409,0.0,0.0,0.13557845229033622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325428987016273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376158361011518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40513776417693215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937605422695744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270087842736914,0.11512564131884435,0.0,0.1006596680888765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709559862786824,0.0,0.0,0.3572776782719393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169534864556043,0.05863139134420148,0.12028271154422325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551057433159896,0.08822201211277046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264533742868956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538612033717267,0.0,0.0,0.13529455219803238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296689467349184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768822228996237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092536538148179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697951468256635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494451756212879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724322186128846,0.0,0.0,0.07689830623214579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707856922333231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736955464950731,0.0,0.0,0.08525248559865667,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stardustkiddo,2020/02/23,"Read ! Looking for a support system? Looking to make friends with those who understand and don’t gate-keep when it comes to mental health? I have an 18+ mental health support group chat for those who need a safe haven, want to make friends and need a non-judgmental zone. All you have to do is get Telegram (an app, and there’s a pc version? and then click this link https://t.me/joinchat/Ncl3_BW8aVhURt-tkaMulw",5.868018018018018,8.180099405405407,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,68.45945945945945,6.554954954954956,27.1981981981982,7.1686216300943375,1.1598360360360354,332,11,62,3,6,92,52,74,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,2,1,15,17,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,7,17,2,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529011221384693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29649647701148885,0.0,0.10025088607549526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079250610467883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055432184480834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222665875751856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561666272156852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867456270721567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845574510562742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191934808049924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43549284074180733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997568470847786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131774952097062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayyyy86564,2020/02/23,"Social anxiety/panic attacks only in ""social"" settings A weird title but let me explain. I've had panic attacks since I was around 20 (I'm 27 now). I've gone through the conversation with docs a number of times trying to track down my triggers, and I recently  think I've figured it out. I only seem to feel extremely anxious and have attacks when I'm in ""social"" settings. 

I mean that strictly as in going to bars, house parties, or even just hanging out with a few friends have all given me panic attacks. On the other hand, I work a job which requires me to be extremely confrontational, quick with my words, and willing to give and take personal information in long conversations. No problems there, not once. Conversations with single strangers? Again no problem or anxiety. On the bus, in a grocery store, just meeting someone on the street, I have no problems, and have been told I'm actually pretty charming. But in situations where I'm expected to be social, I clam up at best and feel like my chest is going to explode at worst. It's almost as if the situations I should be relaxing make me the most stressed. 

Does anyone else experience this?",6.293455149501661,7.296134348837214,6.919285714285714,72.8075,65.97674418604653,9.30564784053156,35.82225913621261,9.424239791934726,3.5195980066445203,915,44,155,17,14,301,130,215,0.23199999999999998,0.63,0.138,-0.9715,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,3,10,18,5,3,11,0,14,3,2,2,1,41,32,14,0,6,8,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,13,1,1,8,2,1,4,4,13,0,0,6,3,15,5,31,20,6,31,0,0,0,0,14,18,0,6,8,107,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.10310435683421754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579854672113076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082603490250663,0.11936044434977262,0.0,0.0738766602772044,0.10825636685911888,0.0,0.0940556400252886,0.0,0.4807927431307555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087874581512996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245968744250252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826146715429113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978434610819663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335118211686344,0.0,0.0,0.10684501443440073,0.07548018572877076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162904247914078,0.0,0.0,0.10135421574545644,0.12009271274746312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191206020170192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484660778659104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803972880648534,0.0,0.051617855237812926,0.0,0.0,0.09350163838819284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052575027364362,0.0,0.0,0.11508962351248725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251947356091133,0.0,0.16071127227981105,0.0,0.2479275197901745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225415500927532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748944992349838,0.0,0.30329363264436043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432188768925924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961846403014471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873991771589799,0.237522025546966,0.0,0.4308091958937164,0.0895214145272988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102781851746645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943965589337255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769966647766525,0.0,0.0,0.06160847002248935,0.0,0.0,0.10095819138261136,0.0,0.07173303069342228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769183353950284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DrexelKaos,2020/02/23,I don't like people How do I get myself to be around people more and be more sympathetic? I can't bring myself to be happy around others. I'd rather be by myself at home.,1.7945045045045056,3.0948228648648666,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,77.1081081081081,6.014414414414415,15.036036036036036,6.42735559955562,-0.502326126126126,134,1,29,1,3,47,23,37,0.055999999999999994,0.7490000000000001,0.195,0.7338,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398179647268529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775217275999048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38254826457000607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604700775282496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755664576464693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982736808897449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BubblegumShotgun,2020/02/23,"Jobs for those with severe anxiety seem few and far between.. What are some jobs that people with General Anxiety Disorder can do? I have a GED, no college degree. My background is 15 years in retail and customer service. 

I've struggled to keep jobs for about 4 years now. I'm usually okay for a couple months and then I start having anxiety attacks every single day until I'm asked to resign. (all I did at my last job was fold towels and I still eventually had daily attacks after people noticed my anxiousness) 

So currently, I am looking for a non-phone work from home job. They are so hard to come by and I almost never hear back. I don't think I'll give up on my wfh search just yet but I am going to be considering brick and mortar jobs as well.",2.5473428571428585,4.682727486666668,4.3219047619047615,83.16000000000003,77.46666666666667,6.9523809523809526,24.04761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.4941619047619046,593,20,112,10,14,200,108,150,0.128,0.843,0.028999999999999998,-0.7866,8,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,2,1,3,1,14,0,0,0,2,19,26,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,4,1,0,3,3,13,2,21,22,4,23,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,3,16,76,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645661934244785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669051817245988,0.13138473318377486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872383796605514,0.26461373622160883,0.0,0.0894267294064213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018126504591307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868259852717226,0.0,0.07500321463009865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328869556362372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798689835942244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156456952979593,0.06609538489738043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418103388796107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310773918105298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665734958767685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6924526964174993,0.10337186836291183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479918296119118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766184435625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282872848750216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969693545205262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240714844095697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125412511483184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587421462131193,0.0,0.13138473318377486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231700972234998,0.0,0.0928765078619984,0.0,0.0,0.12158093490694895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451968418225427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808688512299066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456674118928218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846670354477041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497854476441992
anxiety,FitCollection9,2020/02/23,"Saw a HuffPost article of a woman who passed away due to breast cancer. Worried about my lifespan. I have been dealing with anxiety since I was 14 and went on an SSRI antidepressant fluoxetine for 4 years. I recently came off and still going through the withdrawals. However, I am worried if I am going to die due to some unforseen illness that takes me by surpise. I have been thinking about my Christian faith (I'm Episcopalian BTW) and I am worried that I made God upset by ignoring him.

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Please help. What can I do to cope with this uncertainty?",4.546431623931625,6.854273173076925,5.141666666666668,78.78111111111113,72.07692307692307,8.083760683760685,33.67094017094017,8.841846274778883,3.1789158119658127,446,23,77,9,9,143,76,104,0.239,0.674,0.087,-0.9473,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,10,3,1,1,0,11,19,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,7,1,13,1,16,12,1,13,2,0,1,1,5,3,0,2,5,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963489653348047,0.2350987016098231,0.0,0.0,0.14801124493826776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178030641349532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212889402069051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946881091443508,0.0,0.0,0.20080111621023986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199176533057239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968519281433027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830749278704397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238232851705466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103760922854016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004819528119207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451293375440212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454724629313843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397381523603587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935738279964464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894633007148316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350987016098231,0.12459441834101945
anxiety,ramiammar15,2020/02/23,Glossophobia? Hi is there any psychologist here who can explain to me why I tend not to talk if there is more than one person around me? sometimes my voice fails me and it starts to crack down into rather whispering than actually speaking? I have somewhat ok confidence and self-esteem I'm immensely insecure about the gap between my teeth. I should mention that this concerns my third language (german) I'm more comfortable speaking English or my mother tongue,6.024216027874568,8.634720585365855,5.671254355400697,75.26695121951224,68.7560975609756,8.588153310104529,33.66550522648084,9.23628265651192,3.4657017421602787,376,18,59,8,7,116,64,82,0.065,0.8290000000000001,0.106,0.5364,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,11,10,4,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,10,2,10,9,3,4,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,3,1,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.3573693231311192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490361868312077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260056261884996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481541996086794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197615109971436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38203816910607097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621922595780465,0.0,0.2592061856801464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943467059899893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304486646274172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Watcher_209,2020/02/23,"What do I do now? 15 year old girl here. Most of my life I have felt a loneliness within me, I had friends, really good ones, but it doesn't matter what I do, I always feel it inside me and it makes me angry.

It's not fair, every day I feel it and it hurts. I used to self-harm myself because I felt that was what I deserved, It's been a year since I stopped and I think about it every single day. 

Every time I open myself to others they all say the same, ""it's not that hard"", ""just stop thinking about it"", ""I don't understand"", so I stopped talking about it, I have been pretending I'm fine but I'm actually falling apart. It has come to the point when even a small mistake or stressful situation makes me want to scream and slap myself to stop being like this.

I don't know what to do, if it's so easy to stop, why I can't?, I tried to make new friends here at my new home, far away from my hometown, but I realized I don't know how to socialize. I'm alone, I'm angry, anxious and slow.

How long can I keep living this life before I fall apart in front of someone?, I don't want to talk to anyone, they all say the same, I think I want to kill myself but I'm not brave enough to do it.",1.0099154334038083,2.3696787441860465,2.9332487667371403,94.92019027484145,79.3875968992248,5.931219168428471,19.866807610993657,6.574015621080383,-0.05954883720930273,908,21,221,8,22,305,127,258,0.222,0.68,0.098,-0.9888,0,1,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,0,2,0,13,11,1,1,6,0,20,2,0,6,2,50,44,16,1,5,10,0,5,1,2,0,2,3,1,1,23,7,0,6,11,1,0,4,9,5,0,1,6,8,38,6,23,37,7,31,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,3,18,142,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.10537423029105623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183612288022916,0.0,0.0,0.08984914123994882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198820046740845,0.0,0.07550307719489825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145204169974374,0.0,0.0,0.06582443445287578,0.0,0.09188418365957196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301637981336353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392780874958833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157360951292852,0.0,0.07132066949740642,0.0,0.2729368575159146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919723959448928,0.0,0.20735807755439373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685226084996546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056964113672736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673008833568138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831410775552336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559627857776515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597879369216328,0.11946537542371925,0.0,0.1186874623563657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525408550865397,0.05275423786121309,0.0,0.09534951867399734,0.09556010510739801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623518769630012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857813959563729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330827228665788,0.0,0.07317096371941137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207728730736786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917562386222766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174222212305565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264810772967852,0.0,0.0,0.08932329635698524,0.1213755722244988,0.0,0.1100733975107429,0.0914922554198995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513862577823486,0.12369228237939235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735826528737776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757028505155325,0.0,0.0,0.06296479903820056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733122549604569,0.0,0.0,0.11241240331858866,0.0,0.09326122463805814,0.0,0.0,0.19107061045123871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743638144633272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390729103111469
anxiety,secretsnowdream,2020/02/23,"Calming panic attacks What do you guys use to help whatever you feel like you're going to have a panic attack? I feel like I need something reliable that will work for me. I have not been able to find something that is guaranteed. Outside of taking a tranquilizer, which I only have so many of from my prescription anyway.",4.59098360655738,6.642887114754102,5.417180327868851,77.9536393442623,71.29508196721312,8.158688524590165,28.593442622950818,8.841846274778883,2.5184465573770485,258,10,44,5,5,84,45,61,0.198,0.6509999999999999,0.151,-0.5106,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,8,2,2,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,13,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,8,4,7,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,31,12,1,0.20138120617617575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582003887205113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036487773417868,0.2877335478602552,0.0,0.0,0.18405877411686533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444958030163818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939905522254692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498157756625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676937036009126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416893503248976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932161268763622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315948188167827,0.0,0.4725549108858977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100661822199753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141360484414748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392870407226604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660791653484578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dmak2019,2020/02/23,"Break down the stigma attached to anxiety Type 'yes' if you can relate. Are there any #anxietysymptoms or  #anxiousfeelings you would like to add👇👇👇
@dlcanxietysupport
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anxiety,throwawayy13333,2020/02/23,what do doctors do when you go first time am 16 with pretty bad social anxiety. ive realised i should try atleast get some support and so im debating going to the doctors. its a stupid question ik but i want to atleast get an idea of what will happen when i go and what sorta treatment i can get given my age  x,0.7683766233766249,2.8878707727272754,2.7477489177489183,92.1559090909091,83.69696969696969,4.983549783549783,24.58008658008658,6.1826913282559595,0.6766086580086589,245,10,52,2,7,82,50,66,0.092,0.823,0.085,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,10,17,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,7,1,4,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875880746521202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841922344178704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515879957881084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764270460143875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457640278571757,0.0,0.3761171078038794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950763268684359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490311553775517,0.23828643586645906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443005407925365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24712308893350896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487446721766555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033487585080016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863394750580706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977328444095134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011591264814298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marieav1111,2020/02/23,"Sunday anxiety- why? Does anyone else get extreme anxiety/depression come Sunday? Regardless of drinking/substance use throughout the weekend.

I don’t know why this happens but I go into a DEEP depression every Sunday the entire day. I recently put my notice in at my job and I’ll be starting a new position in March so it’s not the dread of work. I’m so tired of feeling this way. I’ve tried to be productive to avoid the feeling but nothing has helped. I deal with a great deal of  general anxiety on a daily basis but it’s extremely uncomfortable on Sunday. Is there anyone else that deals with this/ does anything help?",2.976418875242405,5.721638949579834,4.5396638655462205,78.81947640594703,79.67226890756302,7.695151906916612,28.48157724628313,8.617729084823388,2.8053550096961857,501,23,84,12,13,167,81,119,0.16,0.711,0.129,-0.6162,1,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,8,0,5,1,0,1,0,16,15,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,14,13,0,21,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,10,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922097555207504,0.0,0.0,0.20037248587083314,0.2936190842617145,0.11790903889160917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342492480007553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924051629937119,0.4431529577949912,0.2468174909601842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507744306006622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393877784127336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072142985878315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448955669137895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485903366682073,0.0,0.08143057393867505,0.0,0.0,0.15796912694458884,0.0,0.0,0.12670397274533227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207807146864989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218547074606935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874414778041937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383828377657019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748313142508475,0.1631277298387863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403818180996916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147388287857346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014158758136246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646818066645098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727920580842006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374981332117535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373073796482393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25857979157940364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431114518656716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lionsh4rk,2020/02/23,"Someone with dermatophagia Hello there, hello there. I'm looking for support, for many years, I have bitten my finger knuckles  I can't stop that habit and it looks horrible because it's deformed. I looked on internet and I guess that is dermatophagia. I don't know what to do or how to treat this. help :(",1.4442911877394629,4.14123775862069,2.3854022988505754,89.4387164750958,93.82758620689656,5.33639846743295,23.68582375478928,6.937597516519254,1.2925111111111112,242,10,44,4,9,76,43,58,0.105,0.7240000000000001,0.171,0.4612,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,8,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,6,12,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,2,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018482344291766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307546955998463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712768482291384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342938373793788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7033197123106661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28304351463545524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365473165770537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23340600256958896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31680882771464725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978201319708595
anxiety,xxggroyaltyxx,2020/02/23,"Jobs with anxiety So, I'm about to turn 17 in 3 days. I've finally built up enough ability to look for and find a fitting starter job for me until college. I've been diagnosed with GED (generalized anxiety disorder) for many years since I was very young. I have always struggled socially to a point it was a creepy in far terms you could say. I finally feel like I'm ready for a job. I want to earn cash to save and prepare myself for after high school. It's still hard to be in any type of social situation if it's in person. I was wondering if anyone had any recommendations for jobs at the age of 17 that doesn't involve a lot of direct social communication. I do have certifications in Microsoft word and PowerPoint as well as career management (I heard it can be helpful for getting jobs). Thanks for the help! (:",4.206097308488611,5.622899335403726,5.766723602484473,77.61459886128364,71.17391304347827,9.590269151138717,28.94461697722567,9.928628108626363,2.8459685300207043,647,25,127,17,12,220,105,161,0.044000000000000004,0.7959999999999999,0.159,0.9558,6,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,7,0,13,1,0,0,0,16,23,9,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,6,5,10,4,31,14,3,22,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,4,12,76,15,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992332244101716,0.0,0.0,0.16332871101322322,0.0,0.18373487696673174,0.0,0.0,0.08396873051559424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588096306562056,0.0,0.0,0.07744720235362415,0.0,0.0,0.1218873854727754,0.0,0.0,0.13763192188063944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240836095416291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072039660640486,0.08579130879691133,0.0,0.2631023489804147,0.10975879068998973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274132895350827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757578395436948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098569372945865,0.12688018289722958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5958469509634158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866921650211994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008441659386072,0.0,0.0,0.10209502017546096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217509760844147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485671999588173,0.0,0.0,0.11352252845999795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549926243651573,0.0,0.12153605878751905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933851810043914,0.1349846005479581,0.0,0.3672455665081151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590289874588398,0.0,0.0,0.12554266259812571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105614342429012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062189568458482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908565894722786,0.0708313585551638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079740595691149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023094730775348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733311119089839
anxiety,zazzyredditor,2020/02/23,"Recently using alcohol to relieve numbness Hey everyone -Im a 23 year old girl and been switching SSRI cocktails since puberty, when i was diagnosed with severe panic disorder and depression. Now into my 20's, I have been diagnosed with cyclothymia and feel ive only gone further down the mood disorder spectrum since finding this out. for this I take 100mg of lamictol. Currently on my 3rd year of prozac (30mg, 40 gave me shakes and night sweats) but i feel it has pooped out. I feel like a complete zombie, my judgement feels clouded. I never feel love, remorse, pure joy, etc unless im drunk. Only thing I ever feel if anything is sad, usually caused by drinking, but ive begun to like myself drunk more. I have just moved and am trying to find a new doctor (i know thats going to be the first comment) its just hard because im away at school and going through a really tough breakup (that ended due to my delusional and insecure actions, and now I cant fight the urge to not give up on our relationship even though im in the wrong) Im in denial about many things and have repressed my emotions to the point where the emotions i feel when i drink outweigh the consequences. Its the only time I can speak whats on my chest",5.684750000000001,6.212386308333336,6.186666666666667,79.205,67.16666666666666,9.233333333333333,32.25,9.21078282632365,2.7987,974,39,182,17,15,316,156,240,0.154,0.7709999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9407,1,0,3,1,1,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,11,16,1,4,12,0,14,14,3,2,3,37,30,16,0,1,7,0,8,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,10,14,6,1,10,5,0,6,3,10,0,1,5,9,24,5,28,24,2,40,0,2,0,1,10,15,0,1,21,113,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016768646173078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829299024179137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938816275196902,0.0,0.0,0.05799711037205117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773608193066036,0.0,0.0,0.0997535968886266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194486017740027,0.19313235726021885,0.0,0.0,0.21807980706091465,0.09738091186143312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640404692911788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140417857707653,0.08426674453889225,0.0,0.10610743727398256,0.06283977636922866,0.08606054054102691,0.0,0.09091136512605252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33674326918320824,0.06796879609862368,0.0,0.0,0.17391442021474346,0.08092694158685079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912679792348867,0.1081417199342103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852277069470162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138433843528161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228704136447069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929622375417628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586852603672764,0.0,0.0,0.09645810728776197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111989569370154,0.0,0.0,0.07337865486125081,0.09188783377991314,0.0,0.08928344480173891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983454363865976,0.0,0.0,0.21707720226581034,0.0,0.11162754090463664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993905906906502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094980269166349,0.0,0.09394032413293396,0.1021458986399108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628783747680306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748232302187442,0.0,0.15740334484211227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153424069415576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641499254594082,0.0,0.0934756136522397,0.0,0.055477520311805716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645945381514754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821713332400657,0.10478444205841067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040218194693968,0.0,0.1225354535305936
anxiety,Dreo35,2020/02/23,"Off-label use for Epidiolex (FDA-approved CBD oil) Hello,

I wonder what people's thoughts are about the potential off-label use of Epidiolex, a CBD oil approved by the FDA for epilepsy. Have others in this  subreddit consulted with their PC about managing their anxiety with this drug or likewise other CBD oils found in health stores, convenience shops, etc? If so, what were some of their responses? Curious to see what people have to say about this as this drug has been out for some time.",8.26808988764045,8.500825696629217,7.3946966292134855,73.75002247191013,61.69662921348315,11.614382022471911,34.65393258426967,11.20814326018867,3.9995869662921364,393,15,67,10,5,121,60,89,0.02,0.9179999999999999,0.063,0.5803,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,2,0,12,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,17,8,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,5,1,45,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101402403192327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488092831539989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638943895458915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594421495208671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515165116072272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280857032094043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817010761483727,0.0,0.0,0.18855589188093952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878502350161547,0.13797530816243292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40872825469466295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566048233720397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imokayithinkgg,2020/02/23,"2 years of struggle.. what now Not going to bore you guys with details.All started 2 years ago with a Big Bang, GAD and panic attacks soon followed :) 

Anyway I’m in an okay place as of now, definitely 50 percent better.. I’ve got here through the help of: Mindfulness/diet/courage/time 

Anyway I’ve always felt reluctant to take any medication, I’m very hard on myself like very!!! 
Thought I was being weak by taking a prescription drug, that it would only mask the true problem. 
Now I’m at a place where I can calmly and critically think! 
I would love to hear what you guys think of short term medication? Anti depressants are not up for debate I really don’t want to take them as I feel there not needed! I need something to just get me through a slump to try and help ease myself into the real world again! 

So the point being, what you guys think of the likes of Xanax etc? Are they effective with suppressing the physical manifestations of GAD? 

I’m aware of the addictive problems they bring, honestly I can’t predict what would happen when I take them, but I really don’t think addiction is a problem! I feel guilty eating ice cream XD .. I’m not trying to say I’m too big for addiction but I know truly it’s not a big factor for me!!!!! 

I’d love to type in detail about my story, this is rushed! English isn’t my first language so sorry 😐",2.743174157303372,4.7727843333333375,4.172720037453182,84.96110252808991,76.45318352059925,7.1466292134831475,23.484550561797754,8.07648339933343,1.3329651685393262,1055,33,209,18,24,349,157,267,0.094,0.741,0.166,0.9613,1,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,4,3,16,18,1,2,14,1,15,11,0,1,1,37,47,10,0,9,8,0,4,2,0,3,8,2,0,3,8,7,1,1,10,0,0,4,9,9,0,1,4,7,24,9,34,38,3,31,0,1,1,2,16,15,0,0,14,122,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33194760548799396,0.0,0.0,0.08997299148491243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445553554082481,0.0,0.0,0.06902299393595887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547008889267688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976786878068173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742118490660422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177069459886528,0.1038591072430448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319853220584293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264217578778503,0.0,0.09745523021641173,0.0,0.0,0.08633523944118213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053029186859148036,0.0,0.057684382364069926,0.0,0.08117824985335069,0.0,0.0,0.3015007476875925,0.08975548196912736,0.0,0.0909234223116757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439707023755118,0.0,0.1360656616112637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578135225866551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991748468406251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321413389596874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044997014895302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052086654737815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719477950256065,0.0,0.11908754097532907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120902983075652,0.0,0.09594963120543792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913633221165557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155284066436847,0.13004608122080755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071630482053464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813910792073225,0.0,0.11362013899261422,0.07184171589685517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106109089889444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052593204425049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601465722723559,0.0,0.08057909421622414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782270300960767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749507895403132,0.059866907682054535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216306538396659,0.0,0.0,0.13072442270963772
anxiety,rereadin,2020/02/23,"Bad panic attack: buzzing ears and tight chest, stiff limbs. Am i gonna be ok? Should i go to ER? My chest hurts right in the middle part and i feel like i can’t breathe at all. Been to the ER twice the past few weeks for the same symptoms and they confirmed it was a panic attack but i can not calm myself down :/ im alone @ home rn

Btw it got triggered by fucking caffeine, i drank a coffee with my friend and went home. I guess around 150mg caffeine. I also took modafinil earlier today (200mg).",0.8114298323036166,2.960387300970872,1.8093909973521605,98.76780229479259,83.75728155339806,4.133804060017652,19.072374227714032,4.851557810540192,-0.6243514563106798,384,10,87,1,11,120,78,103,0.2,0.728,0.07200000000000001,-0.8873,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,2,11,3,2,6,1,7,8,4,1,1,16,16,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,2,2,1,2,0,2,6,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,7,2,1,6,3,12,4,9,7,4,12,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,1,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199757458535373,0.0,0.1405268101452642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643205071965294,0.0,0.39982394866936977,0.0,0.0,0.14672260806794135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885158142909008,0.12553760985600887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576430408490509,0.16245445823887095,0.0,0.0,0.09986827651441638,0.0,0.140542926370319,0.0,0.19358033568378205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525319797789025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811669959961894,0.0,0.18981260229583866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585010900388564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412349651123384,0.0,0.19029249706193266,0.16774890812763954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006775322820534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264502748951192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656626838542327,0.0,0.19523637271508973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095558531682212,0.0,0.0,0.16289836155568627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slam-Beckett,2020/02/23,"Terrible moving anxiety This year has been stressful.

I managed to finish out 2019 very strong. For a bit of background, I stopped taking Zoloft (took 50mg for two years) back in July last year and I felt incredible. The rest of the year was pretty productive and no longer taking meds helped me begin feeling ""normal"" again. The medication was great at first but eventually I just started feeling detached.

Anyway, January of this year I decided I wanted to buy a house. After finding a realtor, getting pre-approved, touring homes, etc, I've signed an offer and I close on a home in April. And...activate maximum anxiety and depression.

My 600 square foot, one bedroom apartment feels smaller than ever. I work overtime at my full time job and I work a second job every other weekend, yet I'm still trying to avoid coming home. On the off chance that I am home, I have no motivation for chores, cooking, cleaning, etc. 

I'm in the process of slowly moving a lot of my things into storage for the move, but I'm having a hard time with that too. I keep telling myself that things will settle down when I move, but April feels so far away and the relief I was hoping for when I chose a home just hasn't settled in yet...

Anyone deal with a similar situation or have any helpful suggestions?",5.409898329702251,6.713372362139918,6.009397240377632,77.43758169934644,68.17695473251028,8.51600096828855,31.16654563059792,8.841846274778883,2.661725441781652,1016,41,178,17,17,330,154,243,0.102,0.7859999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.6648,2,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,5,13,8,0,2,17,0,11,4,1,1,1,35,29,13,0,3,6,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,8,0,8,12,1,3,8,2,1,6,3,4,0,4,6,7,20,4,30,22,6,48,0,1,1,0,6,17,0,3,25,120,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652064486180209,0.0,0.1467065862449575,0.0,0.0,0.06704642041094973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008899361534677,0.07373118482842755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468377030780728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259816073420571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885528739320723,0.0825873332447442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138787048491173,0.0,0.08673528181630602,0.08078893370760076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393339465274229,0.0,0.09206655781347148,0.0,0.08763898154958795,0.08156143385737889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050097000303909366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571575684203544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589591854913985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854207078823424,0.0,0.4809123995216732,0.0952374273454272,0.0,0.11064072483485617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030610528263986,0.08522877201163141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781607034819459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151969908937841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650884166062398,0.09659606543545406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076508278981823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394890200087892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649755132859339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975515517657523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077810063552378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786931266130196,0.0,0.07657548266436093,0.08016582616594492,0.1098382353952458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419018256491728,0.0,0.0838094650495554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274061252154386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118249624848776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653398597790477,0.06510097932386863,0.0,0.09366766681042664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911681772106885,0.0565566373911807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961375711502755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087404235335427
anxiety,Bloodborne505,2020/02/23,"Anxiety when left with my thoughts This is kind of a rant. 
I am constantly having anxiety about something if I’m left alone with my thoughts like when I try to go to sleep early or when I have nothing to do during class and it has been happening for a long time. Things like how I have things to do like school assignments even though I have a lot of time to do them. If I finish all my work early I wonder if it’s good enough for a good grade. Now I procrastinate with my work but I eventually always do it in the last day but I’ve been considering turning it in late for half credit. Sometimes I do it right before class during break. I wonder what classes I want to take in the future. How many AP classes should I take so that I’m not overwhelmed with work.
It’s not just school related things but I also think about the inevitability of death. That’s my brains go to when I don’t have anything to worry about. I always need a distraction. The best way to avoid these thoughts is to play or read for a very long time until I’m so tired that I can stop and drop asleep on my bed before I can think of any negative thoughts but of course this makes me very very tired for school the next day since I wake up at 6 and sometimes don’t have time for breakfast rendering me useless at school. Somehow I manage to still get straight A’s and maybe 2 b’s in high school right now but I know I could do better. I was considering writing this for a very long time but now that I’ve done it I was hoping for some advice to ignore these negative thoughts. If there is none writing this made me feel better even if nobody sees this.",3.0790241102181426,4.456925119402985,3.806343283582091,90.7218915040184,73.92537313432838,6.944890929965558,23.33237657864524,7.468242284971852,0.7481435132032148,1285,35,282,15,26,408,154,335,0.157,0.7390000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9672,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,6,22,17,0,3,13,0,28,7,4,4,1,53,55,28,1,10,16,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,22,8,1,3,11,2,1,2,7,5,0,1,11,2,34,12,41,42,6,47,0,2,1,0,3,14,0,13,31,185,56,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819472550607504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287670129743051,0.0,0.0639920531645757,0.13316628381955986,0.0,0.0,0.05441641889837153,0.0,0.1224303304573679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584973248593735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618243993075355,0.0,0.08397616873832235,0.1415425692984543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932890715009788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647331139111958,0.0,0.06388954664726014,0.0,0.0,0.10321270227720236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188835505704557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826821644933278,0.0,0.10570505611321143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040460572019598864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180720483734448,0.0,0.09095454530788624,0.1342341437058346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076151912200324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454563976665018,0.0,0.07947802481302017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332863087940444,0.04397695982358429,0.06522706990194102,0.0902661696630655,0.0,0.1738841675949525,0.0,0.0,0.11728135152037553,0.0,0.0,0.2124458381506616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803023609065018,0.0,0.07571696301515835,0.053414044881522536,0.08112783202407982,0.08039095606453897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933389773404809,0.0,0.0,0.08510229493704323,0.0,0.0,0.07678145382894014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004176471334919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366734736658558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049231176325947,0.06376566753909614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619346200876237,0.0,0.08007789970165252,0.0,0.0,0.061603390210873465,0.1582838700650781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390416332008672,0.06690039513629466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033032839204105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948541655492726,0.10254731100828872,0.07861935192345237,0.3176351455711804,0.23330184862230244,0.1839426903331419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432840212375579,0.0870389014739275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640998849813733,0.047197934207250214,0.0635162387957082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355679202431762,0.1747667796398101,0.08126430611078167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lauraarualvh,2020/02/23,"Sad, and need to vent I've been diagnosed with GAD and depression 14 years ago.
Sometimes it's in the background, but lately it's been bad. 
I can't do things on my own anymore, scared of having an anxiety or panic attack when i go out alone. 
I can't live the life i want  and it makes me so sad. I used to be an outgoing person. 
Couple of months ago i met someone great, but that's also falling in pieces, i think because he doesn't understand gad. 
Finally i had something in my life that made it better and now that's going wrong too. 
Sorry for this venting post. I feel so alone right now and have no one to talk to at the moment.",3.4177610693400204,3.9922863984962436,4.7237092731829575,87.51675856307438,72.23308270676691,7.7156223893066,25.304093567251464,7.793537801064563,1.1787015873015871,493,14,108,6,9,164,90,133,0.285,0.627,0.08800000000000001,-0.9829,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,1,2,5,0,10,3,0,3,0,18,21,12,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,5,1,12,2,14,15,2,21,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,1,10,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789362936457818,0.0,0.0,0.32590359992141804,0.0,0.12582088914140085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036098448353087,0.0,0.15603422448470725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899148450606614,0.0,0.0,0.13136830605612226,0.09591006733109878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915018381023336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408838762011145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551256272311374,0.15969189904302386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955339600658004,0.0,0.0,0.17235300268520112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788344207781281,0.0,0.0,0.17346259489241295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748093965959172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222260985661294,0.0,0.0,0.1389298492576933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887435452575154,0.10502245649702337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558344214506964,0.0,0.0,0.11666204473738545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106614391985916,0.0,0.0,0.18459893769686855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737901324747875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068361401999522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134363386766603,0.0,0.0,0.15751996570278493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333095901321987,0.12112431070968532,0.15560851921027855,0.17612385634322802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646006048523992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452650458758304,0.10081403246227756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379147440841316,0.0,0.13588708218709358,0.0,0.0,0.09280036745064067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202132391101066,0.0,0.10131869952808402
anxiety,mayaxx2,2020/02/23,"when your self worth is dependent on how much you help people 😗 I never started thinking about it until I watched an episode of New Amsterdam where the psychiatrist, Dr. Iggy, believes he’s a horrible person unless he’s able to help people. I don’t think I’m that severe, and I’m definitely not an angel, but I’ve noticed that I’m the same way. If I’m not able to help someone, or I haven’t been aiding someone through their problems lately, I feel bad about myself. And it’s ironic because I have my own problems lol. Can anyone else relate?",2.7303669724770643,4.842339880733949,4.466504587155963,82.45406880733947,76.79816513761469,6.194862385321102,26.496330275229358,7.1686216300943375,1.4579387155963306,433,17,80,5,10,146,77,109,0.159,0.7120000000000001,0.128,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,6,1,0,2,1,17,14,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,11,0,9,13,3,9,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,3,6,49,15,0,0.3542884048187337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386334513248885,0.18150516930172994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790800969354356,0.10798546159570772,0.0,0.0,0.1995808546730971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479812504654479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956943132591437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35620807450641206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982637617611806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022137124404898,0.0,0.1366245294917794,0.17108697454236038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016798485469324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456189708309401,0.15467548477344906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390061557173241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480003682797924,0.20012252663003816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001874156935838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538357822155596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270137042690571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060882248863885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trth-alt,2020/02/23,"my anxiety  . im tired of having anxiety. i’m  a l w a y s so exhausted and i don’t know how to change that. i was literally sitting in my car for 20min in front of burger king because there was this guy outside smoking and minding his business. i can’t even go pee without almost crying because i’m so scared of everything. the good thing is i did it.. well now i’m in my car, listening to music and just trying to calm down. fuck. i hate myself
i probably need to talk to my therapist about that but i don’t want to look „weak“ or smth",-0.009966555183943626,2.0731396956521766,2.9434782608695684,89.71528428093647,86.82608695652173,6.321070234113712,22.759197324414714,7.61054688173877,1.1386856187290966,415,16,92,8,13,147,79,115,0.129,0.792,0.079,-0.6426,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,2,1,3,0,8,4,1,1,0,13,19,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,4,1,0,3,2,13,3,16,16,0,10,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,2,1,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252316595504846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30943987393693645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24657823522770556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139526324120541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221610375853898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358356183461756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176836662749046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697594820807176,0.0,0.0,0.11494277165193224,0.16963687164444116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025831472383465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996790229207776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184636339368504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115076511762118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983822837821005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421384261421965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996507619003974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805863707815995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248653888457466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256009097351826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348266857613012,0.13436525358047424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245548180615466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731379995110082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929170456875456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184614664953289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496082571898515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VulpixEevee,2020/02/23,"Anxiety diarrhea for two weeks Sorry for the blunt title, but that’s pretty much it.    I think it was triggered by a very stressful work situation, which would continue into the next week.  I also am sensitive to the seasons changing, winter to spring is particularly hard for me, and I think with the days getting longer my mind is sensing that change beginning.  

I don’t know what else would be causing this..  I’ve had general anxiety disorder my whole life and I’ve had gi problems before from it but not like this.  I almost feel like it’s making my anxiety worse because I’m worrying about it, wondering if I have some other sickness or something.

I’m on max dose of trintellix and since switching to it a year ago things have been difficult.  Maybe I should switch to my previous med?

Does anyone else suffer from this, or have suffered and had it go away on its own? Just looking for help or reassurance or anything.",4.238620689655171,6.452077804597702,5.142045977011495,78.85755172413795,72.67816091954023,8.548045977011496,29.99080459770115,9.21078282632365,2.897221149425288,734,32,130,17,15,239,119,174,0.233,0.711,0.055999999999999994,-0.9858,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,6,0,16,3,0,3,0,31,28,12,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,17,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,5,3,12,3,18,19,4,16,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,8,13,88,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066701992105268,0.0,0.13630999956093307,0.0,0.0,0.1088594928832745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31240684650743433,0.0,0.0,0.09518209693836616,0.1394766353259128,0.11201966698087827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789436439436486,0.0,0.0,0.08298082586533438,0.0,0.11583275279777565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983835993588567,0.28800540513593104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778966975877886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560115872875294,0.0,0.11912432018477187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743073363305166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688291300873428,0.09724806627701024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111994212399915,0.0,0.07736324424675896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121941687503111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124203624468134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481100086961501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614944844187984,0.13300806188479156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431111461491725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908648113491978,0.0,0.13675633577626495,0.0,0.15120471502575486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374479243686089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006788665315118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477098658209325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848854569332786,0.0,0.13025369507692078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260439929830382,0.1530107369213626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047960408615001,0.0,0.1523813240949493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593127127219406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043571667561393,0.17444741527820554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329748089114176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123177727852563,0.0,0.0,0.21838328957716685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519792311068494,0.0,0.0,0.1476222705155676,0.099100966779442,0.13824202717764972,0.13872348817573213,0.19339926309730765,0.0,0.0,0.08766034261468969
anxiety,Bounceback84,2020/02/23,"Benzo use. My doctor prescribed me lexapro 10mg for anxiety and depression, I'm almost 3 weeks into taking it well 11 days on 5mg and 10mg been 10 days, and when I say hell I mean anxiety a 20. Shakes , scared to go places , face people , eat , etc cant concentrate or function its horrible...  My primary prescribed me valium at first and then I asked for something different cus it made me too draggy and didnt help my appetite. So he gave me .5 of adivan.  I been taking benzos off and on but not abusing them like I'm suppose to, just to get through this hard phase , but I'm scared to continue taking them because I dont wanna create a bigger problem.  Am I being to hard on myself ?is 2 weeks already too long of use . Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",2.3201680672268914,4.319520013071898,4.3283520074696575,83.49544117647059,77.62745098039215,6.9858076563958935,25.30765639589169,7.957251820313856,1.6240872082166191,594,22,115,10,14,203,104,153,0.175,0.763,0.062,-0.9109999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,6,9,1,3,2,0,10,3,1,3,0,20,24,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,5,3,16,3,17,16,1,19,1,1,0,0,7,8,1,2,10,68,20,1,0.0,0.1750454649126029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443679406184529,0.0,0.0,0.14793834506511228,0.0,0.1630326435505851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046695964907018,0.0,0.22603845160878094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811516038026467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005976150096175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055767734957474,0.0,0.12724659067432986,0.0,0.0,0.1543548477612803,0.0,0.15121618371547624,0.0,0.0,0.1731479279035203,0.0,0.0,0.15117293732950388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647670105126164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566593424327327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718704843988909,0.0,0.0839629547325871,0.0,0.0,0.16288175329310012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646885995417112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902571994635807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217736269875831,0.0,0.0,0.13074355057528508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397933421933008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093007857170896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024229817897329,0.0,0.1543548477612803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413653888222749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748724992936005,0.2958231797264647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373599078837884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332419467835746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551965305286171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370131505684534,0.0,0.13283427535282905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494889227344696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Essentia22,2020/02/23,"Opened Up to Coworkers...Major Regrets Have recently started dealing with my anxiety and depression through therapy. I am trying to acknowledge that I am anxious person so that I can get a better grasp on how I deal with it. I have a few close friends at work, and one day when we were talking about personal issues I decided to open up and tell them that I'm dealing with a lot of anxiety and going to therapy. They were super supportive, one of them even told me how she used to go to therapy and still takes medication and how they think it's great that I'm working on myself. They also said they were shocked because I don't seem anxious on the outside (whew!). Sounds great right? 

WRONG! Fast forward a few months and now all they do is throw it in my face. If I ask for help with something it's, ""Uh oh, nervous energy over here!"" or if I start to worry about something and express what I think is normal work concern it's ""Oh that's just you! So anxious all the time! SOMEONE HELP HER SHE'S GETTING ANXIOUS!"" or ""Don't tell essentia22 about what we were talking about...she's going to have anxiety over it!"" or ""I didn't want to talk to you about this because I knew you'd start panicking haaaa!""

So I know this makes them bad friends, and now do I not only feel betrayed because I opened up to these people, I'm also just so hurt because people who I thought I could trust and rely on are now the ones making me feel the worst about something that I perceive as a huge personal flaw that I'm working on. I work in a high stress environment closely with other people and I don't know how to get this behavior to stop without a major confrontation which, guess what, give mes MAJOR anxiety. Just wanted to vent.",4.657295677674362,5.5160614310850455,5.452584470228231,82.37713757490758,69.58651026392964,8.511079943899018,31.24837434655107,8.716276077567194,2.4314877215351265,1352,56,266,22,23,441,166,341,0.146,0.736,0.11800000000000001,-0.7162,0,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,2,3,8,7,25,18,1,2,11,0,21,2,1,7,2,63,55,28,0,7,10,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,23,23,0,1,13,0,0,5,6,10,1,3,9,4,41,8,43,44,8,40,0,3,0,0,37,22,0,8,15,184,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275440868910572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440188106763165,0.3603565819746145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455080525567456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658373961863782,0.1944472343961472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052796739837675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636698893536934,0.0,0.0,0.051428924438666285,0.2466407638149069,0.06868424707825199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267081690227289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064293077232151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232215701687768,0.0,0.12499040512263852,0.0764986653529074,0.13596275462576685,0.0,0.0,0.17583827634886995,0.08784810218537642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690277798176877,0.08425496519798338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536866614488256,0.0,0.0,0.08323305606022739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765152714382292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779634278063999,0.0,0.0,0.10646080637623674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033469255502264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365169395293341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813316333433619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211181666353194,0.060649661911692014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658554154682707,0.20889076037627474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873856175224747,0.0,0.0,0.06810178974922455,0.07585575137380457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259684815665915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756767522173572,0.18417477870960525,0.0,0.0,0.16933175306844014,0.0,0.06368445577324755,0.06667038630847627,0.09134762199149192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904936749575396,0.0,0.0,0.05995831162266824,0.19228801814440366,0.13940128053053755,0.0,0.2735860538325534,0.0,0.0,0.10219474527601033,0.0,0.06330861818450119,0.04649994769819247,0.0,0.0,0.07619975982656038,0.0,0.054141616798134416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887407145233727,0.0,0.0,0.0940713279838993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687132917801494,0.0,0.2902765294768091,0.08098491302567458,0.0,0.0,0.08718863311863717,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cheddar_hands,2020/02/23,"Calling in sick to work, or showing up sick I work two jobs in the food industry and since Friday I've been coming down with a cold. I sound and look like shit. But I know I can't call out cos job 1 and 2 are understaffed and rely on this myth that someone calling out is impossible or not within the realm of possibilities. 

So this morning I'm going to call and say I'm too sick to work, especially around food. But I get a text that they want me to come in early because two people called out for prep.. fuck. 

My GF has been in the industry for 16 years and says ""just work in prep, no one will notice you're that sick."" Well, they did.

My anxiety shoots through the roof when my kitchen manager asks why I came in to work sick. I tell him I felt good enough to work and didn't want to screw them over because two preps called out. I tell him I can prep until a replacement from another store can come in for me. 

But I'm dizzy and my anxiety is peaking. I drop Pico de Gallo and my body just collapses. I'm crying and can't call control myself. I hate myself so much because I just want to lie in bed and be sick, but I can't. I have to be perfect. I have to never be sick. I fucked up. I should have never come to work, but I did because of the God damn anxiety of ""don't call in sick, it'll show weakness and then you won't get hours."" 

Anxiety is strangling me. It's not producing who I really am. Who I am isn't this sniveling loser who is arguably just an idiot. I feel like I'm just one slip-up from the President of the Universe to declare me unfit for even the prison-esque work in the food industry.",2.1502107092429696,3.4102141524926717,3.8346757901596646,90.06460627783207,76.09677419354837,7.1632888019984815,23.48006951232757,7.793537801064563,0.9323925491473876,1250,37,285,18,27,419,165,341,0.155,0.755,0.09,-0.9625,2,0,0,1,0,0,37.0,0,1,3,12,12,14,7,0,13,0,30,18,2,3,3,50,54,24,0,4,14,0,2,2,1,4,9,3,2,0,11,23,4,1,3,2,1,6,12,9,1,5,7,7,39,5,46,40,2,36,0,1,1,3,23,21,5,2,10,181,50,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502330704223227,0.2189331511920249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369203216190608,0.06688682185316427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445763975709172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794726294552243,0.0,0.0,0.5844601972019736,0.08183075046704677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24652575013927275,0.0,0.0,0.08024608624129075,0.0,0.0,0.07859106102236152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073927215389674,0.0,0.04725614344366592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036176331870504896,0.051113217832879865,0.06869637600267879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595448849604551,0.0,0.0,0.13228816641339686,0.07476074811998895,0.0,0.04066183017129757,0.060010260466696476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063788702922584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045941981138938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199878951256578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03932038065263168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990853701174002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060081491855975576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259530481571746,0.0,0.11036297199569696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145677632002657,0.0,0.0,0.09696424842342573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960170713901338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065853455785628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458348642416682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137941516978635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344200575919313,0.05918444870543841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062157263210378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507052854723286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967317812205102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660088918095333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432937909970676,0.0,0.06456007284714411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41669676293761576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046073946340553035
anxiety,Khydo_,2020/02/23,"I feel like garbage and I can’t make friends I moved to Florida 2 years ago and I haven’t made any friends, I’m alone at school everyday, I walk around school and eat lunch by myself but I sit with people,I’m too scared to talk to anyone, I don’t play sports and I’m too scared to try, nobody seems interested in me and people call me weird because I’m quiet. I worry about my hairline a lot because I’m recovering from hairloss because my body was attacking itself from stress, I get scared around people and when people look at me sometimes. Nobody ever really liked me or showed interest in me Emmy whole life before I made lots of friends at my old school, my parents and others around me constantly put me down and told me I’m worthless and nobody likes me, then I made lists of great friends and now they’re across the ocean, I don’t know how to talk to people and nobody seems interested in talking to me, and if they do I don’t know what to talk about with them, I’m too scared to to do things and I have no confidence, I just want this to end :(",3.90536098310292,4.752129336405536,4.57089400921659,88.05824577572969,71.30414746543778,7.6299846390168975,25.065745007680487,7.793537801064563,1.0977898003072195,834,23,180,10,15,267,112,217,0.16399999999999998,0.6459999999999999,0.19,0.7743,2,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,13,20,1,5,2,0,9,4,1,5,1,36,28,19,0,2,4,1,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,5,18,2,0,5,3,0,3,6,8,0,0,5,3,32,12,31,23,3,25,0,1,1,0,13,11,0,6,13,108,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538184031110861,0.0,0.0,0.09975843860835906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550088141754082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734916140785674,0.0,0.0,0.2572355785012542,0.0,0.10957786917863366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614727605488253,0.0,0.08196119874880822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698977103323046,0.0,0.0,0.09835345688402483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408766747018168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855937390908004,0.0,0.0,0.08531090266002596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712692577765599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870227007938821,0.06881100462131443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29766627440210996,0.0,0.050323207992867186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619310512429976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586987121987017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680336421520713,0.14117121365101318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088451459413945,0.0,0.0,0.16377558528072614,0.0,0.2734208488626195,0.064294326797762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237288298868408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107160400073263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695192613184427,0.0,0.0,0.26710455290272445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682817192643227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170503812659385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38573236581470216,0.2924428506860149,0.0,0.17537216328707436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526291157458346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033419829197093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096733680356528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399070702723765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203785744184273,0.0,0.06539493588798241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681201288595832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075378048572005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781760332266816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062026901630962326
anxiety,katietatietot,2020/02/23,"is this a symptom of anxiety cos i’ve never heard of it and i feel out of place about it i can have extreme panic when someone touches me in any situation sometimes and it effects my life and my relationships with people.

it can be in conversation and someone i’m close to is just being friendly and nudging me when saying a joke, or touching my arm/shoulder at other times..and i literally have to wipe over where they touched me and if i don’t it just feels like they’re still pressing down on the spot that they just touched. i try ‘wipe’ the area as discretely as possible as i know it looks so rude and i don’t want to offend anyone but then when i can’t just brush the feeling off of me then i panic so much on the inside and if the person does it over and over in the conversation i have to genuinely hold back tears and grit my teeth. 

there are times when my boyfriend wants to hold me but i literally can’t be held or else i’ll feel suffocated. it only happens sometimes.

i hope someone can explain something or even just relate to me x",3.153884002199007,4.681310116822432,4.427822979659155,85.7383150082463,74.0,7.0913688840022004,27.541506322155037,7.724431198458867,1.535594062671798,831,32,172,11,17,274,116,214,0.07,0.87,0.06,-0.4824,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,17,8,2,2,8,0,16,3,1,2,1,40,30,28,0,5,12,0,9,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,11,13,0,3,7,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,13,25,4,27,25,1,26,0,0,1,0,10,16,0,6,11,124,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557424878837256,0.0,0.11876461579627792,0.0,0.0,0.10855330444846828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937645149388827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585893789047182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969013324529793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254011673505246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139930618730831,0.11090950173569816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994454360586908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137285664431202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419671001300206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532047112549508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965654976084674,0.07584653574731555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036957186047332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412545126430995,0.0,0.1197371516907284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807341860494283,0.0,0.364301139709762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762970631227108,0.13555693148256934,0.16220155517955495,0.0,0.0,0.1750192662061049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666787021806178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345977420666138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450572789612545,0.0,0.0,0.39462444550317466,0.11951781789383023,0.3070893126695089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239815881594062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136255116374634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052660174216384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540348590009453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313908004859875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rowasaurusx,2020/02/23,"Tired of doctors making me feel guilty/ashamed of using Xanax I just need to blow off some steam on this. 

I have GAD and CPTSD and have tried pretty much everything medication wise with not much luck (got serotonin syndrome from Cymbalta once), and the constant trauma of medications making things worse for me made my therapist suggest I take a break to reset and recenter. 

The one thing I have as a safety net that DOES WORK when I am in severe crisis is Xanax. CBT has helped me manage my triggers and has been insanely helpful, but I still have sudden intense flashbacks, nightmares, or times where CBT techniques fail. And so, I use a Xanax, and I’m able to work through whatever I need to work through. It works, it helps, and I only use it when I absolutely need to. 

EVEN SO every. Single. Time. I see a doctor or have to refill the Xanax Rx, they make me feel like sh*t for even using it in the first place. They lecture me on how I shouldn’t depend on it, how it’s harmful, etc and it makes my anxiety skyrocket. Once, it even prolonged a panic attack because I was terrified of using Xanax even though I absolutely should have. 

I KNOW not to abuse it; I KNOW it’s not a long term solution and I’m not trying to make it one. But it legitimately helps me when I need help in between me finding an alternative. Stop making me feel like an asshole for using something that helps me.

(Want to make it clear I’m not bashing on SSRIs/SNRIs; they are wonderful for so many people. I just don’t respond well to them).",3.961673254281948,5.546114026936031,4.742383252818033,84.06159420289856,72.03030303030303,7.454779680866637,26.71775728297468,8.04050195162591,1.6167544722588203,1194,41,233,17,23,385,159,297,0.11900000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.142,0.8003,0,0,1,0,1,0,38.0,0,0,4,6,18,10,1,1,12,0,16,11,0,18,1,58,47,24,0,7,11,0,3,2,0,2,11,0,0,0,18,11,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,5,1,3,4,4,34,5,32,41,6,24,0,1,1,0,12,10,0,6,15,157,52,9,0.08203886813916388,0.09720264364991572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275950957620369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333105602384344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050010132560390094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865487161658499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679405156498557,0.07179276635875874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149502397057913,0.21674359471569996,0.0,0.06912128471461487,0.0,0.07373124478672563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244439501700232,0.11721716758151925,0.0,0.0,0.07498203921978522,0.06978221932959758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561397724412017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32993354405136066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017283285506207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016009405900351,0.0,0.0,0.07260181669053441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776271606501233,0.3833310706760024,0.08317453578359546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529105744707753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061601519087305,0.2433231248578654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473743421839955,0.11118332046738573,0.062394256032816224,0.0,0.09625493549970826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056875421510862674,0.0,0.08571315612242683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346302240301351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100348504462719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537435629884945,0.0,0.0,0.0926805695618401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315752874998888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551634606986244,0.0685881672216857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616830189775377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525344905477867,0.1090059572673092,0.0,0.08060277141264388,0.0,0.09567504750209556,0.0942916105209349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139801258750924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42513144965029104,0.0,0.0,0.04838864998225919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376279492909159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896765295310732,0.23890109233406046,0.0,0.08360461541039298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,natalie537,2020/02/23,"Is this feeling normal?? I have a weeks break from school and sense the break started I’ve noticed that I feel very empty. The thing is, I can’t tell if I feel empty and devoid of feelings or if this is just the first time in a while that I’ve had no anxiety. Maybe this is how it’s supposed to feel like?
Does anyone with anxiety recognize this? Or perhaps it’s normal for everyone to feel strange with the sudden shift of having no school and no work. 
If I’m honest the way I feel is very uncomfortable:/",4.159244505494506,4.879093028846154,4.954285714285714,86.005,70.63461538461539,7.865934065934066,26.395604395604394,7.957251820313856,1.3947873626373624,401,12,84,5,7,130,61,104,0.163,0.767,0.07,-0.7681,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,1,0,21,18,10,0,5,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,5,2,9,17,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,7,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574271912517205,0.0,0.0,0.11764687688291192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723991886429436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077359029691365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955187706161688,0.12020045416525225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311648420003836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220024345086363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903342451518566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32970574235688993,0.0,0.1915579163988021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405633896621596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909081233348046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470611220684568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178026086610908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811006697492594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776537943934216,0.0,0.13355193023632592,0.1349629437078215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249067432532112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OldBabyGay,2020/02/23,"Extreme anxiety after stopping birth control pills? I'm guessing this is caused by hormones, and will be seeing a doctor soon, but wondering if anyone else has experienced this.

I was on continuous birth control (loestren) for about 6 years, and was taking a few different similar kinds of BC non-continuously for many years before that - basically since puberty, since my periods have always been horrendous from suspected endometriosis.

So it makes sense that my body would get a bit chaotic after being on these hormones for so long, and I've certainly experienced a lot of other side effects since stopping. However it's been 2 months and the extreme anxiety has not stopped, so I'm wondering WTF is going on. 

Mentally I'm a wreck and constantly overanalyzing/ruminating, my social anxiety has gotten worse so I can barely function at work, and everything feels awful. 

The physical symptoms are the most distressing though - it feels like I'm constantly having a heart attack, I can barely breathe, I'm getting maybe 3 hours of sleep per night, and I can barely eat. I've lost 10 pounds and keep getting skinnier. I'm not suicidal but if this extreme anxiety (and lack of sleep) continue I don't know what I'll do.

I do have high stress at work but the symptoms started almost immediately after stopping BC, before my work got as stressful. The only other medication I'm on is an immunosuppresant.

It seems odd that hormone changes would cause this, I've never heard of it before (except for the higher dose BC like Yaz, and that's only from people being on it, not stopping it). Is it just me or has anyone else experienced this?

tl;dr: Severe physical symptoms of anxiety after stopping hormonal birth control, that have been constant over the past two months and show no sign of decreasing.",7.759798761609908,8.726374476780189,8.097973684210526,65.7690657894737,62.74613003095976,11.165882352941177,37.51222910216718,11.00357731598739,4.61481560371517,1448,69,223,38,20,476,174,323,0.22399999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.046,-0.9959,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,8,8,9,1,3,14,1,30,13,5,7,2,53,57,23,1,5,11,0,2,2,0,3,7,1,0,0,22,11,1,10,8,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,9,7,11,4,29,42,5,41,0,1,1,0,2,10,0,10,32,140,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752144143967607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064416729274359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29611705102204616,0.0,0.0,0.10826283292026176,0.1586447047531161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807244436796205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762721719022303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451876673528036,0.08599227862246593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905614064570836,0.08189639138900763,0.0,0.0,0.2509791996698,0.2604875610782957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088376469528358,0.0,0.07923906763639378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921640601897363,0.12934310289566034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957695788849243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828821648590238,0.05530636269751437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134077719135045,0.0,0.04399758071877607,0.0,0.06191704676648236,0.0,0.08528300219124635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173892463046572,0.0,0.08179478216205713,0.0,0.0,0.07623965762214995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881134181167561,0.0,0.08061737103717474,0.04254608349818792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564358237560911,0.0,0.0,0.06851116588519611,0.0,0.0,0.08450925427796635,0.06581673941821688,0.0,0.0,0.05167611455229496,0.07848817947329717,0.07777527921306547,0.0,0.0,0.0779889785979187,0.0780176229214771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235862225779124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970837697527263,0.0,0.0,0.07265014042507759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775747275219335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390280861377398,0.05367085309353135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616909269380904,0.0704770735667932,0.0,0.08745860868263276,0.0,0.19211918511124107,0.0,0.1549448175014087,0.07891637193084057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054795796792930215,0.0,0.0,0.3883419602831337,0.17736067718403992,0.0,0.0,0.0846810852254993,0.0,0.0,0.24139615562584146,0.058207573007202085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606131767468778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562467093524225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679097826399591,0.16908040094388532,0.0,0.07889402684735071,0.10998892008632484,0.0,0.0,0.09970737493178364
anxiety,SnackboxJT,2020/02/23,"Lonely So, recently I've started to stray away from pc gaming to my switch because it was all becoming too much and I wasn't enjoying it. All my friends were on pc and while I could talk to them at school fine and everything, when I come home I'm scared to join discord calls or message them because they often make jokes about me and stuff even though I know it's only banter it really puts me down. So, I normally don't join calls or talk to them that much outside of school. It makes me feel really lonely. I don't want a lot of friends, just a few decent ones I can enjoy talking to and spending time with, without the fear of being bullied or embarrassed. Any advice?",3.7944117647058815,5.024254323529416,4.637529411764707,86.03688235294119,71.94117647058823,7.792941176470588,26.835294117647056,8.238735603445708,1.6570082352941178,532,18,108,8,10,172,89,136,0.14800000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.138,-0.3667,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,9,11,0,3,3,0,8,0,0,2,2,23,16,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,2,2,1,2,4,5,0,1,3,1,16,6,17,11,6,11,0,2,0,0,13,4,0,5,5,75,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496879867809663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416922803948113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391982876937193,0.0,0.0,0.18675703665651425,0.16917783360867678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31283254383442816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319530019425913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230361513621535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011754753261868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767038878308396,0.0,0.0,0.17237269323851212,0.07745358181671111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236696555426447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365435313384726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418499506374434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023012760434982,0.0,0.0,0.20450077143686915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252132559653112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500861464472355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380030202402726,0.11650205432874484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399053728381568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962650287656346,0.0,0.15124905745367656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336222164943214,0.3100573645458297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842323201671997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535710380064315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693664305869337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505008481746199,0.0,0.08932184058843468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035089906613844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476622867454675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boringusername,2020/02/23,Stupid levels of anxiety but managing new things I feel so anxious half the time that I feel sick and have that butterflies in my stomach feeling but nothing bad is currently happening. Some life events have been stressful and upsetting but I haven’t stopped doing things. I have done 2 new journeys Driveing and I think this is the problem. Dose anyone else get prolonged anxiety after forcing them selfs to do something outside their comfort zone?,7.093586497890293,9.341746481012663,5.975379746835443,75.67336497890295,65.20253164556962,8.810970464135021,39.74894514767932,9.2995712137729,4.212162869198313,368,21,55,7,6,110,61,79,0.289,0.62,0.091,-0.9595,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,2,2,0,10,4,1,0,0,13,16,7,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,2,3,8,1,4,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174528136689441,0.23440039428703704,0.0,0.14507920435384322,0.21259417400876934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324234494835536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233046274127895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332813072220785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147338339027648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840299750616407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347939812668265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655366847025306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007830099431311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908864465637247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853631148874906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645340095479007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597330455691078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346778851484174,0.23767478861809496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275689278603802,0.13294880562746386,0.0,0.0,0.12098689598016828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oneonly8,2020/02/23,"Landlord is making me the cleaner My landlord is asking me to clean the property, that like ten people are renting out. They're rooms, we all have our rooms and then there's the kitchen and the bathroom that we share.

He says he's going to pay me back for the cleaning appliances. I'm broke BTW.

He's sacked the cleaner and says he's going to be paying me a bit for doing it. I'm sure it's going to be way less than he was paying the cleaner though. To be honest, I highly doubt he's going to pay me.

I don't know if it's because I'm the youngest in the property or because I'm just not able to say no. He did actually say that he's asked other tenants and they denied the offer. It's not even an offer. 😂

This gives me major anxiety. Now I'm expected to clean up after everyone everyday until I leave. Which is after six months. I only just moved in btw. I would like to leave earlier but the contract says six months. This is my first time renting property, I'm 18.

Okay so yeah, what do yous reckon that I do?",0.8285961945031701,2.8587387116279075,3.0948520084566624,90.28033298097256,82.81395348837209,5.7695560253699805,21.400634249471466,6.980632752743323,0.5815581395348839,793,25,170,10,22,271,113,215,0.065,0.8240000000000001,0.111,0.8592,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,1,1,8,8,0,1,13,2,16,1,0,1,2,22,31,11,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,11,0,13,7,1,0,2,0,6,5,4,2,0,4,2,5,18,6,19,25,4,24,0,1,0,0,23,7,0,3,13,104,31,4,0.14338072066606394,0.0,0.13991890045246858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968585885924848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680832376964251,0.0,0.0,0.1102509238285004,0.0,0.17480711301259552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565346116862671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470161374415284,0.0,0.0,0.13700642304222052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195956775247888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754385225571894,0.3259462710581141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148960353151733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879829434828121,0.0,0.0,0.3036389612872685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009715535498282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957077444141402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889024660757096,0.1523910150088189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904749904926317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940213839348026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701105197719566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513463238663567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408708300707265,0.0,0.08360645125759393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380894224151965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185355016732553,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Evadne_Cake,2020/02/23,"How to stop anxiety about a particular thing, so you can sleep? I have to make a phone call tomorrow that I really don't want to make (because of the subject, I'm not averse to phone calls in general).

Normally I'm pretty good at managing this type of stress but this evening I'm terrible - my heart is thumping, I can't focus on anything and I just feel terrible.

Does anyone have any tips for how to get this under control, at least until tomorrow? I can meditate before bed if that will help, but not before then.

Thanks!",3.1322222222222216,5.133303689320388,4.683042071197413,81.87131607335492,75.2135922330097,8.849622437971954,26.97842502696871,9.444778638647367,2.579967421790723,412,16,80,11,9,138,73,103,0.17,0.759,0.071,-0.8612,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,8,2,2,5,0,17,17,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,15,16,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387099027926074,0.0,0.15604021341724594,0.0,0.0,0.1426239682561843,0.0,0.16785393410584976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434118447456595,0.0,0.3471351733037365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41656228583350224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287751554264544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784997789192863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347234745962808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313582050030497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065684482076828,0.0,0.0,0.17108443923569566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171119711949235,0.13672005240037555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723096125495933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998520597303715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751576798733806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067152159057638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041221732028528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705321205254865,0.23365251869238354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779265079980292,0.0,0.0,0.13551183677661724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030966018044005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LillBill1,2020/02/23,"I think I might have anxiety Very unsure if my case is enough for me to be diagnosed with anxiety. I don't want to self diagnose, but I'm unsure wether or not to reach out to a psychologist.  My days are usually very on and off, some days I don't stress a lot, while some days I'm anxious about a lot of things. Some days I feel like I could be in public events and talk a little bit and not thinking about wether or not I'm going to come off as wierd, quiet or shy. But 9/10 times I'm constantly anxious about how I look, how I come off, what to say and what to do. Having presentations is way too hard for me and it has been like that since 9th grade (2 years). I started asking my teachers and I got permission to never have presentations again since I usually skipped school if they presented a video where I was in it or if I had a presentation. One recent example was that a good friend of mine was going to game a board game night where me, him and like 5 girls which I have barely ever talked to form my class were going to play board games etc. I knew I shoul say yes, but I just couldn't push myself. I am aware that my fear is irational, but I just can't help it. I NEED to push myself out of my comfort zone, but I just can't.

I know this is poorly written, I just wanted to put this out there as fast as possible.",5.896071428571428,4.3492838928571445,6.538571428571429,83.80642857142857,67.21428571428572,10.142857142857146,28.57142857142857,9.04235418022936,1.826142857142856,1030,24,239,15,14,340,145,280,0.094,0.794,0.11199999999999999,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,17,9,0,2,8,1,27,2,0,2,2,52,49,25,0,8,19,0,2,3,1,1,2,3,0,2,12,13,0,0,5,5,1,8,9,2,0,1,9,6,37,7,34,35,9,43,0,0,1,0,15,12,0,13,25,163,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731959901316674,0.2618580282413273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834672013527613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265279538518664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996675557041375,0.0,0.12524194653344792,0.0,0.09253318806135268,0.0,0.0,0.2989722385374398,0.0,0.0,0.2352631429982585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975111231610062,0.1292542044362526,0.0,0.10483418492392346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041474548660406,0.058600286216305524,0.0827958236662795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954063562371478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759838238820224,0.09720771171193862,0.09269228052570624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038196731574798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768236257107787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369317841914578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986217504784756,0.11615781543604363,0.0,0.0,0.09732309598622826,0.0,0.0,0.19706055091578326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294689281698246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593510214981609,0.08938581404245187,0.0,0.0,0.10876014842747027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853384266129018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065484991118806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650706588093905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443290095616447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432962974538916,0.0,0.11729251171918575,0.0,0.0,0.12090436313588855,0.0,0.0,0.19174003854827745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203148620953579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327579923649695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630495016839807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699587187347354,0.14852241270556793,0.0,0.0,0.0675796432014737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552852098497984,0.1912519778774408,0.13671642862703354,0.09199251486135096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463295207307673
anxiety,Sammie_J-1201,2020/02/23,"Leaving the house issues? I've been on annual leave the last week (half term), but Monday seems to have crept up on me really fast and I've felt sick all day - does anybody else react like this to having to leave the house?
I know when I get there I'll be fine, it always is but there is an overwhelming fear beforehand where I know tonight I won't sleep okay, tomorrow morning I'll cry, be cross at the kids, convince myself I feel sick and just feel generally rubbish all morning 😞 
Just hoping I'm not the only person, and especially only mum who feels this way .....",4.180730088495571,5.259686752212389,5.060342920353981,83.94060287610621,70.85840707964601,8.127876106194691,24.74446902654867,8.472884824447931,1.4582929203539818,445,12,90,7,8,145,79,113,0.177,0.7290000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,6,1,8,3,1,1,2,20,18,6,0,1,5,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,4,7,5,7,13,3,17,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,11,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411844324331276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638165720471328,0.1094272992602337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848504009467925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174293523726209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093322446422,0.2573805951173217,0.0,0.1629160395187223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864896304493866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685270400627355,0.0,0.3915677772181901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709817254118154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649952329495664,0.1383089860172073,0.0,0.5389887116422709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289536247193433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580932335832777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481549666060848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869910450355788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446710416941592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979902863601734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468130021274782,0.13610424579370986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flakeeight,2020/02/23,"The feeling of believing everyone is hiding something from you Hello, I'm 26F, bipolar and with bad manic episodes. But besides this, I  truly believe everyone is lying to me. 

I think my boss will fire all the time, all his compliments are lies. I think my husband cheats on me with people from his work, even though I know he doesn't, my mind keeps tricking me. I think my mom lies to me when she says she loves me and my grandma only calls me because she needs to keep pretending!

 I think my whole life is a huge lie, I think I'll just wake up one day and realize I don't belong this place. I'm scared and yes, I do take meds and I do go to therapy.",2.9737777777777765,4.046098266666668,4.1846296296296295,89.10583333333336,73.74074074074073,7.474074074074074,26.092592592592588,7.908726449838941,1.3301259259259255,506,17,111,7,10,166,86,135,0.159,0.711,0.13,-0.7443,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,2,1,3,1,9,4,1,1,2,24,24,8,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,8,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,3,28,2,11,23,3,8,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0,3,67,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299572658026941,0.09487988760376506,0.0,0.0,0.3507177499531013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589311820812463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037829718641383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280220653598887,0.0,0.0,0.2974513747230213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078698904939197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845677109441162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766892639047828,0.0,0.0,0.08553854797195372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993682897461488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047589693351048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288676290212932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715731290296026,0.18228981232329944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540896592322032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546923602552301,0.11837521111077748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079048049682938,0.0,0.1626161380244178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377533409361845,0.1558280278298074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198233022456872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170258427246215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799388520114032,0.0,0.0,0.4986558937490027,0.15292064828959864,0.0,0.09075798531949444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737723409613405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331158121657027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WinduFin,2020/02/23,".. \*so today was my birthday and i turned 15\* 

we went to my grandparents to eat like we usually do on a Sunday and my grandmother said that it seems Michael (not actually my brothers name and i have 3 brothers) is the only one who understands girls (i don't know how to translate it, but meaning that he is the only one to be interested in girls)

i hate it 2 when they asked me about getting a \*moped card\* not sure if that's  the right term, but a license to drive a moped bike?...                the reason i don't the masking me about the moped bike license is, bcs when i was little (maybe 9) i drove a cross bike and accidentally drove it to a wall so im scared i cant drive it now either 

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this text is so hard to read i know, it sounded better in my head when i thought of writing it",1.0564123159303875,3.306033891566265,2.7922088353413663,91.46962516733605,83.57831325301207,5.375635876840696,23.680053547523432,6.691623216298621,0.6987627844712181,630,24,135,7,18,208,96,166,0.105,0.8390000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.8406,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,1,1,10,6,1,1,12,0,12,2,1,2,1,23,26,14,0,1,6,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,12,6,1,0,7,4,0,6,5,2,0,2,7,3,20,4,13,18,2,20,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,9,89,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.11998774846424973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996697531219176,0.4482165974531575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494767321705612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087449789625809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581513391847254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642396649015892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014481886214547,0.12139402845008483,0.1261887800624522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281405430334453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514728733714354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060070305666106376,0.12323465439174115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352627014402405,0.13393560874508625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663693135221228,0.1870278260373172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229897134554284,0.0,0.0,0.12641969837424769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050041276783482,0.1169597308928685,0.0,0.12310084606065805,0.0,0.0,0.11193492477889386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588498928437957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761367875153172,0.0,0.0,0.11654832791327295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374129855945405,0.0,0.1280019900159349,0.0,0.0,0.13541914717088002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139818514466312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482165974531575,0.0
anxiety,WhatAFineWasteOfTime,2020/02/23,"Progressive anxiety (following emergency hysterectomy, unexpected death in immediate family, and loss of a pet within two months) that has led to me feeling like I can’t leave my bedroom. It’s my safe zone. Leaving the house is even more panic inducing. Ideas? I’ve been consistently treated for 15+ years for anxiety, depression, and insomnia. I’ve never been stricken with panic over the thought of leaving my house. I feel debilitated. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, but wondered if anyone else has experienced this level of a plummet.",6.893437500000001,9.60163313541667,8.019166666666667,58.9425,66.60416666666666,12.3,39.08333333333333,11.698219412168324,6.092233333333333,455,26,64,18,8,154,75,96,0.17300000000000001,0.757,0.071,-0.7809,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,2,1,15,12,4,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,3,3,8,3,11,9,1,10,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585419799541284,0.0,0.0,0.1181563467978223,0.1731423263813296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554419949882433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116302067305175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116112093979374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930146477670046,0.0,0.17088504720921735,0.1207209823490706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899657512935526,0.0,0.1907604377769994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367835406875201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255621168517728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348800523731332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032956013300606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965286180930803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341530634315929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507114407539875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832540861272892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881905500678486
anxiety,HartPlays,2020/02/23,"Did I have an anxiety attack? Last night me and some friends went to Walmart to get a Peace Tea before a party. We saw some workers who were our friends and said hi but after I got used to the bright lights in the store my chest had a strange feeling and my heart rate went up and was beating very fast it felt like. I got really hot and was almost sweating and i was very light headed. I played it off because I didn’t feel scared of afraid, just those symptoms. I bought the tea and went back to the car. We met a guy outside who noticed our party attire and had a conversation with me which calmed me down and almost seems like my guardian angel but almost half the car ride to the party my heart rate was still up. I took hits from a vape to try and relax me and drank my tea thinking i maybe needed sugar because i was working all day and had barely any substantial food. 

the thing is, this was my first big party because i usually keep things low key with friendly kickbacks and what have you but i didn’t feel nervous or anything before going so i’m not sure if it was an anxiety or panic attack that occurred because of my subconscious but it was really weird. the whole rest of the night went as smooth as a party could go though and i’m honestly ready for the next one. i’m just not sure what happened before.",3.6179104477611936,4.8962812388059715,4.16585074626866,89.06235820895525,72.43283582089552,6.703283582089552,24.96716417910448,6.961326702584282,0.8800322388059699,1044,31,216,9,20,330,148,268,0.122,0.688,0.19,0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,1,0,4,6,20,2,4,19,0,19,12,5,1,3,47,48,25,0,3,11,0,6,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,14,18,6,1,6,2,2,10,4,8,0,3,28,12,28,12,21,18,5,28,1,1,2,0,15,7,0,9,13,138,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980709919078361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747469991272963,0.0,0.1518098760459674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816516600829665,0.0,0.0,0.2257598273456102,0.0,0.07629597495259434,0.0,0.2419404509787267,0.0,0.2532931085984945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922108942220797,0.0,0.0,0.06399030158841038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050962617101865,0.0,0.09526915653469778,0.0,0.0,0.08439860459533828,0.11998023627968145,0.0,0.2299771633383389,0.0,0.051839659016485864,0.0,0.11278086236821537,0.0,0.15871458874639824,0.0,0.0,0.0982458709946198,0.08774212571840029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183090681069264,0.0,0.0,0.23515827151244464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819351363702321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087957746796562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695019946064497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968233386108634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357222370208734,0.0,0.0,0.1055242503826992,0.1862271823690429,0.0,0.0,0.11296546958666155,0.0,0.0,0.06723573133581635,0.0,0.0,0.11641622063091975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712894362916127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438331562648386,0.0,0.0993390282188032,0.0,0.0,0.09032843402068093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923921365075265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870320568712288,0.10313016518593886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318380351660424,0.06357776914780316,0.09748559875422057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023984416749004,0.06736556179642736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569637906996994,0.1092795615356342,0.16373790160085175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679209922475752,0.0,0.11077837358796426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072235158981053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yellow4234,2020/02/23,"Friends with anxiety annoy me now I have suffered with anxiety, depression, and chronic pain for ~15 years now. It got so bad in High School, that I just flat out refused to go most days (I did end up graduating thanks to online classes). I've basically been a hermit since I was ~15 years old, I'm 27 now. I've been on disability since I was 18, and I lived with my parents until I was 23.

To make a long story short, when I moved out on my own I was forced into doing things for myself, interacting with people everyday, and taking care of myself. I still hate interacting with people, and I sometimes still have anxiety attacks afterwards, but for the most part I'm okay. During interactions, I'm able to carry a conversation and act normal. All of this, coupled with forcing myself to take trips by myself to see my (long distance) boyfriend, I feel like I've forced my anxiety down several notches.

Now that things are manageable (though I still get deeply uncomfortable), I find myself becoming impatient with friends who talk about their anxiety issues. I sympathize with them, and I get how they feel, but I get irritated when they say they *can't* do something.

I've been trying really hard to encourage my friends to do things for themselves, despite how hard it is for them. I know how hard it is to deal with anxiety, and I know brute force doesn't work for everyone, but it did for me. I want to see my friends get better. Looking back at myself all those years ago, I see now how coddled I was. My mom did everything for me if my anxiety was too much. If I'd just pushed myself a little harder, things would've been different so much sooner.

It's so frustrating to hear a friend talk about how he refuses to stand up for himself with his parents, or how another friend printed a bunch of 3D stuff for a local con to sell but then wouldn't go and sent her sister instead. Or how another friend is nearly 35 and still living with her parents, despite being able to afford living on her own. Or how another friend can't keep a job for more than a few days because of her anxiety. 

Sometimes I want to tell them to just get over themselves and just *do* it. Which is somewhat funny to me, because I hated hearing that when my anxiety and depression were at their worst. I know it's hard, but I fully believe now that if you do push through it, it gets better. If you don't try, nothing will ever change!",5.181049416609471,6.004794657446812,5.913967055593687,79.66629032258065,68.38297872340425,9.213452299245024,30.48043925875086,9.370254747372089,2.6306911461908027,1899,72,365,37,31,621,218,470,0.15,0.731,0.11900000000000001,-0.7786,6,1,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,8,3,37,26,5,0,10,1,33,2,0,9,3,69,67,40,0,8,16,5,6,1,8,2,2,3,0,0,22,25,0,3,6,0,1,8,5,11,0,0,16,13,62,15,63,48,14,56,0,3,4,0,46,18,0,10,30,261,84,6,0.12600689789178085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584875607994918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819382877503067,0.4337771939602471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167551864915563,0.0,0.048445763268577545,0.05260524821399793,0.07681263540108761,0.06958235943114534,0.0,0.07098331199637814,0.0,0.11144286134333724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423621516009469,0.0,0.06664929502554684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971211791387677,0.0,0.08126402484962536,0.0649537893910534,0.10852955651447464,0.0,0.0,0.06582519454790581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055802355351670614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056990226587082166,0.0,0.06020249542128741,0.05662343742672655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371287365774145,0.04500967651562846,0.0,0.0,0.05758401093282853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894104669502598,0.0,0.19750021021661185,0.0,0.07161262390200049,0.0,0.050389613596622605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575486046789975,0.12440572437948688,0.0,0.0,0.1420189318264286,0.0,0.0,0.0665666029407128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575923188958671,0.06252120148714277,0.05600036025672423,0.0,0.0,0.10387514357438056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030780302727831332,0.0631460074437029,0.16689959908774368,0.11151213942839262,0.05290702929045978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205529140118069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378887794322518,0.0,0.0669626954678363,0.0926295684899531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061730003068152774,0.060453508475996474,0.0,0.06611152134784479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704011175186142,0.0,0.20987362229674186,0.06822659556711963,0.0,0.08735731725009037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04036162269024955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501028713750481,0.0,0.0637628539268488,0.15061677517752464,0.0,0.0,0.07117596409009831,0.0,0.10423420805543514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850313306856753,0.12462404400300747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125854285224348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212387559994864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474150546268843,0.10127957146895412,0.05506779136813006,0.058005111009054436,0.0,0.0,0.167426767805693,0.0,0.061900568703354863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555041235850877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432213310272273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045867261200063625,0.0,0.0,0.04475584247390115,0.0,0.0,0.12171646641581875
anxiety,HimeHowler,2020/02/23,"How to combat crippling phone anxiety? I have a phone call to make tomorrow about a job opportunity and I’m absolutely dreading it to the point I want to cry. This always happens when I have to call strangers, the anxiety is unbearable. I’ve tried doing things like breathing, listening to music in one ear while I call, having somebody with me, etc. but nothing has helped snuff out the anxiety. Is it just a matter of getting used to it with time? After all, calling strangers isn’t something I normally do. Will this ever go away? Any suggestions for coping mechanisms are greatly appreciated...",4.8161111111111135,7.483418018518519,5.666444444444448,73.67300000000003,72.51851851851852,8.764444444444445,33.022222222222226,9.3871,3.631593333333333,478,24,77,12,10,156,79,108,0.109,0.8340000000000001,0.057,-0.6637,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,6,0,11,2,2,3,2,14,19,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,3,16,18,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,55,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347510838958721,0.0,0.0,0.11012804770046963,0.0,0.3716620887284288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215251246509826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6614551717057875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778888075251487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061130999264927,0.0,0.1464883835207056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460949731273408,0.0,0.0920369872459687,0.0,0.0,0.17854476296341942,0.0,0.0,0.1432072913099924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854821573100924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070526983480782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911807095534536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809944133908042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586715636296766,0.15539044613679964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973801791343456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153090223412201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467305333568625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758895885628812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094431341252607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099499191916564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986834968042156,0.0,0.0,0.09551926523219316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OneClipTrip,2020/02/23,"Most effective anti anxiety/depression medication? I'm trying to figure out the best one for my anxiety & depression, Ik that you need to try them to figure out which works best for you but I wanna see what u guys think is the best one in ur opinion..",3.7542000000000013,5.4692146200000025,5.569000000000003,77.39950000000002,72.8,9.8,26.5,10.125756701596842,2.8676000000000004,201,7,38,6,4,69,37,50,0.095,0.6759999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.866,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,11,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,3,9,5,4,3,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,2,0,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287291308655605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614925948536088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6646161622575304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636440077874655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090243540646841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212663243813386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652959641706887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28609660986781393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822111114119678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135265757170812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866490550320208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368490598043785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fluteflairy,2020/02/23,"So anxious I’m sick This semester, I’m studying abroad in Europe (from US). I’m really excited, I think I’m going to have a great time. The problem is is my flight is today and I’m so anxious it’s making me physically ill. I’m crying multiple times an hour. My stomach has been hurting all day, I’ve thrown up twice and my anxiety has given me (maybe tmi but whatever) diarrhea, but now all that’s coming out is mucus & fluid. I was having some difficulty with anxiety yesterday but it was controllable. This isn’t. 

I get bad anxiety when it comes to change and leaving home for long trips without my family or moving to my apartment in college, but it’s never been this bad. I’ve tried meditating, I took a hot shower, I’ve listened to my favorite calming music. Nothing is helping and I don’t know how to control it. I’m especially worried if I continue to feel bad on the plane. I’m not afraid of flying or anything, I just don’t know why I’m reacting this badly. Does anyone have tips on controlling something like this?",2.6024118548799207,4.704246456310682,4.906382217680123,79.19725344915688,77.15533980582524,8.026162493612674,28.3178334184977,8.841846274778883,2.592168932038835,814,36,151,19,19,284,126,206,0.218,0.713,0.069,-0.9808,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,3,6,11,0,1,5,0,17,3,1,6,3,33,38,15,0,2,10,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,11,8,0,3,4,0,0,6,6,7,0,1,6,3,16,4,17,32,3,24,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,4,12,89,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322148982496335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821802889821983,0.27780788471840856,0.0,0.08597286493643036,0.0,0.10118133566449106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106485361524077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006989020606846,0.21182937055472376,0.0,0.0,0.4137128375847848,0.0,0.0,0.1350600898947849,0.07929568336651184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075985864917558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591085613756638,0.0,0.06216964844263592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423881565114715,0.0,0.06987805440951288,0.0,0.0,0.13555811673352966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241402018772884,0.0,0.12333370377392765,0.0,0.1210857246341664,0.0,0.13162567162218525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351455006856458,0.0,0.0,0.13019139497317178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006951153472793,0.0,0.0,0.10881114141218796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207329324397318,0.0,0.12352463712274846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306815089951869,0.0,0.0,0.09483033264147786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797846034276152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176511517871936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876800241993928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465662300645084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787844802470265,0.0,0.0,0.1433918818828346,0.0,0.11654678714061867,0.0,0.13660732268000633,0.08347824788161605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789950246588818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094759542523784,0.0,0.0,0.11852405324424575,0.0,0.0,0.12486658219747375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ventician,2020/02/23,"Is my anxiety causing Cushing's syndrome? How do I go about this? 'm 16 years old, born female in case that's important. I am diagnosed with severe anxiety disorder in May but I've been struggling with this disorder since 7/8 years old. Currently untreated. I think the high cortisol levels are what's causing all my issues.

I am overweight, moon faced and my belly looks 6 months pregnant, but my stretch marks are near the hips. I exercise but nothing happens. I eat well and nothing happens. I've been getting my period every 3 months for the past year and periods range from 3 days of gentle flow to 22 day constant waterfalls with a 2-3 day vacation around the 8-10/11th day.

Since August I've been struggling with foot and lower leg pain and it got so bad I couldn't walk for longer than 20 minutes, and that was pushing it. I went to the doctor some weeks ago and it turns out the arches in my foot have fallen, meaning I'm now flat footed. If this is Cushing's then it's likely related to bone deterioration.

On top of that, my memory and overall cognitive function has become worse and worse over time to the point I'm severely struggling in school. They've gone through a lot of possibilities, ADHD, dyslexia, dyspraxia, etc etc to try and figure out what's wrong. But I think it could be brain damage from hypercortisolism. Ofc i can't say, I'm not a doctor.

I think it's the anxiety. Even knowing that it's the problem would give me peace of mind. And doctors won't prescribe medication if they don't feel there's good enough reason. But I understand, bc anxiety meds are often very dangerous and no doctor wants to put Xanax in the hands of a teenager.

Is anxiety likely to be the reason for my issues and if so what do I say to the doc to hopefully be put on some kind of medication? If anxiety isn't the cause then what is?",3.882032667876586,5.651248335180057,5.085326201165348,80.77506925207759,72.57340720221606,8.414213391919,28.79176616677811,9.035553425615538,2.469565020536823,1463,59,278,31,29,484,195,361,0.225,0.735,0.04,-0.997,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,1,11,15,1,3,17,0,28,22,10,6,1,57,50,27,0,10,10,0,2,2,0,3,11,3,0,0,18,20,2,0,10,1,0,9,7,9,1,0,7,6,23,6,39,35,7,50,0,1,1,0,4,17,0,10,26,166,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344244987644527,0.0,0.06892220252451557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35687908691402115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921550911128074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491943287093667,0.0,0.08587065864066419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679662602031249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396172816027842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402198021902936,0.0,0.06207841631412449,0.0,0.0,0.2005736912251114,0.0,0.0,0.07891635228612154,0.0,0.0,0.17822039894972547,0.3183286925264923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955941338930445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033830412834586,0.17342742601766895,0.051354273306502135,0.0,0.06550917181542451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931360239583088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040622061088515314,0.07458652816046081,0.044188090427833684,0.06521444816746222,0.06218514783868874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375111664926481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214895391190236,0.0,0.07722499487134125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230517620348053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096644459191063,0.042730308218192174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597111940457818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529185685904118,0.0,0.0,0.06610172617596229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469440942298226,0.08636462554959087,0.15665334240473594,0.0,0.0,0.07850706585863712,0.0,0.12412135144005007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920973167372073,0.0,0.1631746876158585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273330479936722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742228080850527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350050059414459,0.08765337427765281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439788898019976,0.0,0.15632389396329066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988342149721665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366256620030926,0.0,0.07868888477294399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567460965013734,0.0,0.12863404132573708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438489171812849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494604751184179,0.0,0.0,0.04533764925768568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052788309538964455,0.08457153704743417,0.0,0.0809422755527201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415330624782721,0.04585997495116026,0.0,0.062367734456585375,0.0,0.06990812781542652,0.07207661714207643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584712766290324,0.055232586285820416,0.08500929276837588,0.0,0.15020866242518272
anxiety,cinemaseries,2020/02/23,"does anyone else do this? i have these two ways of talking, one way that’s expressive and one way that’s more neutral. i switch between the two subconsciously depending on the situation, but sometimes they intersect and i find that when i’m trying to be excited about something, the neutral way comes out? and because of this i feel bad, like i’m not as energized as i should be about whatever it is. so because this happens, i often try to push that more expressive side out but then i start to think does this seem like a stark difference to someone who doesn’t know what’s going on?",6.048646616541357,6.520768877192985,6.287744360902256,78.98921052631579,66.36842105263158,10.023057644110276,33.829573934837086,9.957137785484203,3.239199498746866,468,20,90,10,7,150,72,114,0.073,0.8370000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.2112,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,17,17,10,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,1,8,4,15,14,2,16,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,5,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607615657160288,0.17009408576756366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386091524737827,0.2023930055212504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300058048056905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734422845148605,0.0,0.0,0.2905481952179964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867778865745675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393827345366286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172765498550628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943457681741225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679969772009635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912332647582119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220555244356366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249816711248788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112680142173546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659914865629876,0.0,0.0,0.1406574375478161,0.12780052171996606,0.16418545395738438,0.0,0.11750081383306415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343037093097618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637076793158114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254161049208806,0.0,0.3243299997745487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270754371144121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eguy1234,2020/02/23,"Have SSRIs affected your love or relationship? Hi everyone,

I've  been contemplating taking SSRIs for OCD, and I was wondering if anyone has had experience with how they affect their love for their partner.  I've read articles about how they can dull love, or make couples break up, and this terrified me because I definitely don't want to lose my  girlfriend.

Any help would be appreciated, Thanks!",8.918714285714287,9.471811014285716,8.934999999999997,62.17250000000002,60.28571428571429,12.714285714285715,37.5,12.161744961471696,5.0268571428571445,321,14,51,10,4,105,57,70,0.114,0.589,0.297,0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,4,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,5,0,14,17,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,9,4,6,12,0,2,0,2,0,3,13,1,0,4,0,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403881206231465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838542309876658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380821986121675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506359132503472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644597627209156,0.0,0.22157634963349931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182906218555633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534137340711022,0.0,0.0,0.6133192562875349,0.0,0.15120135039314608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265775404082053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431936724594381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031202361180106,0.0,0.0,0.20854572212112046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360514830382708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564720180044916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091063917456988,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lllllllllll123458135,2020/02/23,"Is this Anxiety? Me (29M) occassionally smoke weed (1-2 a week) in microdoses (1-3 short puffs max) which the effects last anywhere from 1-3 hours. When I smoke I usually get chest discomfort, panic attacks, and heart palpitations. I walk about 4 km every day (to and from work) and am trying to do light exercise at home with a kettle bell.

Over the past year I've slowly built up a tolerance where I can do 6 to 8 short puffs over the course of 4 hours and not have a panic attack. However several hours after the effects wore off, I was getting a lot of chest discomfort and went to lay on the couch.

As I was scrolling through my phone my heart suddenly added a few extra beats in-between my normal heart rate. It lasted maybe less than a second but it took my breath away. It felt like it just went out of control and spiked to 200bpm or something. This is the second time something like this has happened (last time I was abusing stims and microdosing weed - haven't touched stims in over 5 months).

Today I was doing some light exercise with the kettle bell but the worry that I would overload my heart freaked me out and made me stop. Now I literally cannot tell what is anxiety and what is real heart problem.

Sometimes when I get the chest discomfort or heart palpitations there are times where nothing works. Sometimes they do pass on their own, other times they don't pass and last 30 minutes or more. Even with deep breathing and relaxation techniques do not seem to help during these occasions. I usually get them from smoking weed. But sometimes they trigger when I'm sober. 

I also get a pounding chest almost every night starting around 7pm in the evening which passes when I wake up the next day. A few times I've woken up in the morning feeling out of breath and it seemed like no matter how much I breathed I was choking slightly.

I had an Holter Monitor done about 2.5 years ago when these chest discomforts first started (I think it was triggered by cocaine and weed use at the same time - I haven't done coke in 2 years). I was wearing it for 5 days and everything came back normal. 

When I went to a walk in clinic a few weeks ago and brought up the chest discomfort I was just told it's all in my head and is anxiety. I'm honestly so confused and lost at this point. Anxiety shouldn't be making my heart glitch out and suddenly feel like im out of breath.

What do you guys think? Is this anxiety?",5.751337843736359,6.1192884957805935,5.795875163683982,82.62094936708863,66.9957805907173,9.069576604103007,31.112760075658368,8.939507131559953,2.362623104903245,1913,70,382,30,29,603,237,474,0.141,0.8009999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9890000000000001,1,0,5,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,5,8,21,19,2,8,26,0,35,25,21,9,1,68,65,34,0,5,10,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,22,28,1,2,9,3,0,11,8,13,0,3,23,6,38,6,53,39,12,90,0,1,0,0,11,34,0,9,49,234,60,2,0.0,0.07758243769879365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608715834575052,0.0,0.06556820792247993,0.0,0.0,0.052363890299299526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25045798956039445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058290590490959214,0.0,0.14898464830670752,0.061520096131865376,0.050349653121094386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489104371669565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344076790802921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668647946733347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401641700632114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649711469888582,0.0,0.11033851680713701,0.0,0.05884870503854455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621675192175344,0.0467785301903677,0.06287053789720487,0.0,0.0,0.055696784370604435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710515430871444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483494742982758,0.05790325894352685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720080368735784,0.0,0.0,0.5431542217394246,0.043889493236241965,0.0,0.06568122444768751,0.0,0.19345219709818248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072903934679417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349795569808255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795980170375687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147855164926584,0.055668284474708236,0.0,0.061958236203565026,0.043708039487725565,0.0,0.06578290578664603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226507007514889,0.0,0.048134927881823976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696381349859368,0.06144802553362785,0.12831191138076348,0.06282929561549118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365204599790724,0.0,0.0,0.06250754154273397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061899242467834674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265498781442723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452994623240149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192200590591784,0.0,0.07397313739549106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081855504060727,0.1942825428710704,0.0,0.09269337955209776,0.0,0.0,0.05474374986667852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723192300963316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391317169205548,0.0,0.0,0.22908955353809116,0.0,0.06206685967099016,0.06256841789614548,0.07275007518293579,0.044456246490922266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655321873254445,0.1442327205324578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504732583019312,0.0,0.0,0.18210031080090772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533963489169496,0.06649755711837822,0.0,0.04651472062088188,0.0,0.0,0.12649985158014312
anxiety,voltistrem,2020/02/23,"Success!!! Thank you for the support! Last spring I reached out to you guys for advice around my fear of flying, coupled with my GAD caused me to cancel a family trip at the last second, and ended up leaving my partner to travel alone. I wanted to let you all know that coupled with the advice I received on that post, and the support from my loved ones and therapist, that I was able to face my fears and spend a 10 day vacation out of the country!

Not only did pre travel preparations and coping mechanisms work, the flights themselves were the easiest I’ve had since childhood!

Thank you everyone for the support and tips you gave me last spring, I’m so thankful this community exists!

Cheers!",5.73044953350297,6.987532511450388,5.669872773536898,80.33744698897374,67.3969465648855,8.264970313825277,31.349448685326553,8.515128840125781,2.472276675148432,553,22,98,8,9,173,84,131,0.066,0.711,0.223,0.9748,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,2,2,11,0,2,10,0,5,2,1,1,1,16,16,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,11,0,0,1,2,1,4,1,2,0,2,5,0,16,9,19,10,1,19,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,8,65,20,2,0.13480119209466526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634523295690769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961338109763102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000164047661123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384779569785457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983099101861922,0.0,0.08693561707667861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939384508228547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880831582462945,0.0,0.0,0.1270785669079823,0.3033776361374398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347437358694916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740832098194965,0.32964288969777744,0.0,0.14273499867265432,0.0,0.13784335197698472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216633388553594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134477644561724,0.10252238096235038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291022795355098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150893909778987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589123859678818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723204797083077,0.0,0.1565145738228794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950923567588998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813687331936556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,binladenwidapen,2020/02/23,"hi i need help and a suggestion Im currently a student enrolled in engineering and its my 2nd semester. My family lives in another country where i was born and grew up in and i really miss them. I grew up in a joint family environment, so im much more attatched to my family, because of this i used to be a straight A student in my alevels but now i literally cannot seem to  concentrate and keep having panic / anxiety attacks. I feel like doing nothing all day, nor do i have anyone to hangout with here. I really miss my friends over there. I feel like absolute shit doing engineering, but the problem is ive already tried engineering in the country where my parents live, and i dropped out because of how poor the education level was and moreso because my father was not bejng able to afford it. Now over here, i enrolled in engineering but i absolutely have no interest whatsoever. I really wanted to do business or acca. What should i do, pleade give me some suggestion on whay to change in my life or what to do? Thanks alot.",5.584549671434091,6.435796391959804,7.279497487437182,70.13688828759183,67.49246231155779,10.947197526092,34.90568225744105,10.891193690592663,4.160878314650175,818,39,146,24,13,285,113,199,0.142,0.752,0.107,-0.8107,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,2,1,9,0,17,2,1,2,1,28,28,15,0,4,6,2,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,1,1,2,4,6,0,0,3,2,26,5,25,23,5,26,0,2,0,0,9,18,1,5,7,109,31,2,0.1456512058873886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607297275434058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527279889355157,0.11142277383897052,0.0,0.0,0.10184270971567998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656992735876959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663628696700061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407966316816107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393297837373947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119209828557884,0.0,0.14729125205146698,0.2081065011768749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252976036515863,0.0,0.0,0.13972190856886862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762693311066424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146565924615929,0.0,0.0,0.12946148406137548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287775413615713,0.1423156441399845,0.0,0.2572253665047143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707039516977232,0.10799852362577013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397562602836951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708903078034129,0.16172842747983507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936853340921196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27992367631121995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325953875631539,0.0,0.0,0.14950886977933445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409606152444928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888760800128332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257958772200129,0.0,0.0,0.08590885492500222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenmoon3,2020/02/23,"Overthinking every single time I’ve overshared or acted desperate So basically I’ve always been the type to overthink interactions. But lately I’ve been flooded with memories of times I overshared or came off desperate. The story is this: I’m finishing up my third year of grad school. There was a period i was really lonely and realized I didn’t make enough friends (I had friends outside of grad school so I didn’t really try, I also had a group the first fall of grad school then had a falling out with one of the girls) so I’d “branch out” or try to start convos but inevitably make some self deprecating joke about not having many friends in the class or kinda hint at not going to school events. People were generally nice and say something encouraging about the class not being cliquey and that there are class events. I just don’t know why I let myself divulge that much or come off that lame. The number of times it happened is embarrassing. Right now my mind is racing and I can think of at least 15 occurrences and I’m just humiliated hoping I didn’t come off as pathetic as I feel. I still don’t really have many friends in school but I’m at the point where I’m not trying to reach out to tons of people or make friends and am kind of at peace with it. So now I’m just in the rumination phase. Ugh this sucks. No wonder I don’t have more friends.",3.943238095238094,5.548030466666668,4.720582010582009,84.11833333333338,72.1111111111111,8.105820105820106,25.079365079365076,8.704169506293173,1.6409365079365084,1086,33,219,20,21,350,140,270,0.114,0.743,0.14300000000000002,0.9105,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,16,16,1,1,12,0,25,0,0,3,0,44,45,23,0,1,16,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,7,15,0,0,5,1,0,7,11,5,0,3,12,2,16,11,35,31,7,39,0,2,0,0,12,17,1,10,15,140,23,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332376997094076,0.08669761518925932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916998649004296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795075209861087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766008143578858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778779747668643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268353223771878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862722044697688,0.0,0.0,0.4829993777902622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921575599047332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213826171434764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348798530081864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850184246365968,0.05726220527629695,0.0,0.11753518109224825,0.0,0.0,0.10654525277874356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086505762276084,0.21127238397650405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520606820530998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765944553673961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060443726035545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446976804935122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849684985751216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024771084015008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898096339849412,0.0,0.08285911740441171,0.0,0.5272486041784314,0.0,0.0,0.10869689082129574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021350248224936,0.0,0.0,0.07374893071811565,0.0,0.08320932899236885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676320051505437,0.0,0.0,0.18226878439175834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122223178152943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401872725203192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299376641609382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709741181168499
anxiety,Splimmie,2020/02/23,"I just gave a tour for roughly 30 people and I feel bad Normally I'm a very social, out-going, open-minded person. But since a few years, I have had anxiety attacks every now and then, I also tend to be very tense for the entire day if something very important like a big exam or tour is coming up. I don't have this when I give presentations (For students) or piano performances (With someone else) When I'm feeling relaxed I'm back to my ""normal"" behavior. I tried meditation, I'm working out regularly, cutting off my time on social media. But it still comes back, and I want to have control over it. Also, I can only relax when I'm together with other people/friends. If I watch a movie alone I get back to my anxious behavior.  
Does anyone have had similar situations and got any tips? Thanks a bunch :)",3.0230470162748624,5.0597280316455695,5.017757685352624,79.18886075949368,75.64556962025316,7.552260397830018,26.475587703435806,8.418075326091056,2.0716549728752267,631,24,115,12,14,217,103,158,0.106,0.7659999999999999,0.128,0.5233,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,11,7,2,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,22,26,16,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,4,14,4,14,21,2,21,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,14,73,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888984336177696,0.0,0.2299263031205509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776031091066813,0.0,0.10997441041426473,0.1624055232943737,0.0,0.10051887572068094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635453802757992,0.0,0.3316228857147251,0.1200318530762728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476694267258001,0.0,0.0,0.161236724075612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271196147061676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258035189508111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200912901925631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211222424282385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537664110704038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106700743334462,0.0,0.07510757646213087,0.13790569007933706,0.08170093519608199,0.0,0.11497633603391175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023285508777688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451545119521813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817044652477371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093343712655046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099663636474488,0.12552386514628588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891803167561547,0.1615899180965477,0.0,0.2930861780897879,0.12180561367343976,0.11067186525841788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148052554932965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323529723496115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382639548532457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760218681088384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558460027772525,0.08479214207497435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465747324260466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257538306414996
anxiety,lunalovely91,2020/02/23,"How to calm my overthinking mind when trying to make friends I am constantly overthinking. Every single situation I am in, I will think and think and think about it and eventually create something in my mind that didn’t actually happen. It’s become especially worse when trying to make friends. I don’t have many to begin with and the new ones I’ve acquired I want to keep around. Except, I am afraid I’m pushing them away due to my overthinking. I tend to count down the time it takes for them to respond to a text or message and during that time I have come up with every scenario in which they hate me and that’s why they don’t answer. Anyone else have similar tendencies as this? I need some advice on how to calm my mind and naturally allow things to develop. Any advice is welcomed.",6.424321789321787,6.5621860064935085,6.867748917748918,76.30098845598846,65.55844155844156,9.961327561327565,30.74747474747475,9.725611199111238,2.7355881673881672,631,21,119,12,9,206,92,154,0.046,0.8320000000000001,0.121,0.813,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,1,7,7,1,1,3,0,11,0,0,5,0,29,26,13,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,18,5,25,24,2,18,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,8,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.14397640872208778,0.0,0.0,0.2883460604355036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033131973290504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316243233247774,0.15117074971660255,0.0,0.13134065025663744,0.0,0.0,0.13861738853140035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294481234975758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709145567058489,0.0,0.1594368322867552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324958381584168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24861529834819515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279759409675896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046791287524884,0.0,0.0,0.14566384051916506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113910290122155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969663466919597,0.14958100181577647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44691583773672827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939801598617176,0.0,0.14249371688868698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997598606373106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583958855218278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358243642275075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109306795253723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801810216503616,0.2836103677018197,0.0,0.0,0.1720619095653318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033807422117966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702209964467082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313065481731104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035445658568716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dontmindanymore,2020/02/23,"do you ever feel this? Do you ever feel like you just want everything to stop and just restart another life? Sometimes I’m so anxious I wish I would have some sort of accident (it’s not like I want to die) but just enough to be able to put my life on pause? Like stop working, stop going to school, stop feeling the emotional pain that my anxiety gives me ? 

What’s your tips to help you get through some rough moments?",2.961428571428569,4.693007523809527,3.4185714285714286,91.92642857142859,74.95238095238095,7.180952380952381,26.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.3721142857142867,328,12,71,5,7,102,58,84,0.213,0.606,0.18100000000000002,-0.7372,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,5,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,22,15,3,1,4,5,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,11,3,9,13,3,10,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,10,42,15,2,0.15921303711951887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694875146025262,0.12179753761118572,0.1798654137557899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652379960332424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790932372705218,0.0,0.16450962767199312,0.0,0.0,0.28803461438600353,0.0,0.0,0.14309041164712635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415086861524,0.11374182553045332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318224061917609,0.15273165285417978,0.0904844380609028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671714271442788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249137532128178,0.23335034332636614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694138968489284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005307724104292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611320935433333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574657647780219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532436912479193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878159487212876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308713528446885,0.0,0.0,0.11590898724113001,0.0,0.0,0.11310037352450937,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miasboring,2020/02/23,"Complete lack of motivation? I have had severe anxiety for as long as i can remember, and have recently been put on meds that have yet to help. I have quite a lot of hobbies and things that make me happy, but when it comes to school, which is the main reason for my anxiety, I have absolutely no motivation to perform well anymore. I'm graduating this year and have started applying to colleges but I find it really hard to even care about my future at this point. At the same time, I have a pretty intense fear of failing and disappointing the people around me. So I'm just really confused as to why my anxiety doesn't, I guess, push me to overwork myself for example? Wouldn't that make more sense? Am I just a shitty lazy person?",5.585003885003887,6.144288370629373,6.697575757575759,75.34414141414143,67.3916083916084,10.271639471639473,31.273504273504273,10.25414643259724,3.1560278166278173,579,22,110,14,9,195,91,143,0.23600000000000002,0.635,0.129,-0.9585,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,10,7,0,2,6,0,14,0,0,5,0,23,22,11,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,2,1,15,3,21,19,5,16,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,3,8,84,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38001072693529175,0.0,0.16421345429515394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740362715011598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882250490649206,0.0,0.0,0.14263475556902586,0.1736102147107539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093657512923367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632646931023675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133950442152114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824079112525605,0.0,0.0,0.1762657657844113,0.14832949351086214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109865321711907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465353979749909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077241248858471,0.0,0.0,0.22105535393780246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392495015826535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479413196524345,0.14458034695612074,0.0,0.0,0.15652908609698288,0.0,0.0,0.1684570409050895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645625580368414,0.0,0.17611748614593606,0.0,0.0,0.21215291802844727,0.1702464993212016,0.16349284989618207,0.0,0.18757281707270465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757843987365925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706121643184329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720022257194986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000572752811393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655255061836204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488786507471968,0.0,0.14941254947799373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662977105916993
anxiety,johnson1122333,2020/02/23,"Guilt and grief over basically nothing. Basically, i provide services for my clients online.  I had this one client, fairly young. I didn’t have a close relationship with him but we talked by messages a few times if he had anything to ask me. He’s brother was also a client of mine. Last week he told me he had passed away. I have this weird feeling like maybe i had something to do with this, i don’t know why. 

Is it just anxiety? Has anyone been through this before? 
Thank you.",1.6326208897485517,4.193707117021276,2.5554932301740827,91.96136363636364,84.21276595744679,5.120309477756287,23.439071566731144,6.574015621080383,0.6302893617021272,375,14,77,4,11,118,70,94,0.087,0.8190000000000001,0.094,0.3813,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,13,0,0,0,0,10,18,4,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,8,1,13,2,10,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,1,5,51,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524232022949904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633598116402226,0.0,0.0,0.17945512975047898,0.0,0.2112004727703788,0.0,0.2399324126836493,0.0,0.2411304278325322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838961686397995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976957713418416,0.1833502823858213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104772115404507,0.2092034011475816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125385864417607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578386773388832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24626188651764475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739121804842388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755452565763536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758113883869027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628495321778054,0.0,0.23628815638428824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965424722949722,0.0,0.0,0.2452393660725699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586855525878905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315860376092101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,momekeqkupto-,2020/02/23,I feel so alone So I am living alone for about 4 months.Things were looking fine I was feeling good until something happened that made me have anxiety and I can’t stop thinking about it.This week has been so horrible I am constantly crying and I miss my family so much and I feel so alone I have nobody to talk to and I don’t want to tell my family because they will think I am not strong enough and they wouldn’t understand I just miss my old home I am writing this because I want to open up to someone and to vent without being judged,1.2355952380952395,3.4985608928571463,2.694642857142856,92.36702380952384,82.92857142857143,5.8761904761904775,21.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6865154761904759,428,14,91,6,12,139,68,112,0.21899999999999997,0.7020000000000001,0.079,-0.9379,0,4,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,1,8,5,0,0,0,0,15,0,0,1,0,22,28,12,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,4,19,3,12,21,2,7,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,5,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132598295852211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636959395277633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013960971924885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851127588114982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145302190444101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706850175953225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31145211193146805,0.0,0.2505744796136538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855320141124475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460766201565215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569864028581888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458654456338167,0.0,0.1387176622375907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563063962307082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214333649736793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333870019417796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996461434163562,0.1271710266235588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810590459196256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277314541199986,0.14438299382180247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169365474479368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196820217725864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486621522293288,0.0,0.1325051352353193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923688223727214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fluffysilvs,2020/02/23,Does anyone else experience substantial weight loss? I’m my lightest ever and my joints actually hurt :(,4.953333333333333,8.37716629411765,6.055294117647063,61.74215686274514,91.94117647058823,9.325490196078432,29.196078431372552,8.841846274778883,4.423054901960786,85,4,11,3,3,28,16,17,0.368,0.556,0.077,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.3375335540060814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185061104216274,0.3543997302509517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026860150530726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889422678643975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128724960648597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383415878993919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702767045648521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211943593517537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toonervous11,2020/02/23,"Frustrated with newly worsened anxiety, new to Reddit This is my first post on here. Just hoping to vent to some people who would understand. I have had anxiety most of my life but recently it has gotten much worse. I have had major job stress and relationship problems the past year. I had not been on my medication any longer, as I have a heart rhythm disorder and the SSRI’s began causing a lot of symptoms. I did alright for a while until all the stress I was under came to a head. My anxiety is sky high and I worry about everything. I feel like everything I do is wrong. I went to my doctor and she started me with BuSpar two weeks ago, as it shouldn’t affect my heart issues. She also gave me the low dose xanax for times when it’s really bad until the buspar is working. I was afraid to try the xanax because of it’s reputation. My boyfriend doesn’t understand anxiety so I don’t have the support from him I wish I had. I’m fighting so hard to regain my confident, fun self. I hope this post was okay. If anyone read this, thank you for letting me get this off of my chest to you.",2.396181818181816,4.3874089818181865,4.040000000000003,85.69000000000003,77.36363636363637,7.309090909090909,23.272727272727273,8.238735603445708,1.391836363636363,856,27,173,16,20,286,132,220,0.203,0.664,0.133,-0.938,1,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,7,17,2,3,11,2,24,11,4,2,1,26,40,15,0,7,4,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,9,0,2,14,2,32,8,27,23,6,26,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,6,16,124,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213369237723066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213969124086986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835210448451993,0.0,0.3525654292681528,0.0,0.0,0.08056301560180297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620211112356823,0.07023574583745858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177855207704328,0.0,0.11836049357622695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204966422252712,0.11793037499702033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071007895396592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058257618390943476,0.08231167134081034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800426373373274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601965830889943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103212582920764,0.0,0.1182467778367928,0.0,0.0,0.2730674680105709,0.0,0.12173400849987573,0.0,0.2288746900454113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025752464673585,0.11433596033189405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178180811746464,0.08138179094692345,0.05628963276428303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795411521357383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606988529813195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846983936369626,0.0,0.0,0.1112781395059074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099884967494556,0.07987756570753861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206937459368552,0.0,0.0,0.1102479437437637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524905237991274,0.0,0.07381151962974125,0.0,0.11376374938963835,0.12370087628829304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019736940142743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155180338193185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639633679944093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307478766453729,0.0,0.1197554859614876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607713725306794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718446817981744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822537252272062,0.0,0.1125511199014061,0.2398917378960433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242082771495803,0.0,0.0,0.10680812239222624,0.0,0.0,0.1324948675298936,0.0,0.0,0.08387998362733898,0.1170093426240609,0.11741685570843108,0.08184747106577586,0.12597265668813978,0.0,0.07419653250862562
anxiety,uniteordie490,2020/02/23,"Help Help me out please I’m currently having a bad bout of anxiety and anger right now... having problems grounding myself, I’ve been so good latley and capable of calming myself down but I could kick a baby right now and I hate it please help me outta this",6.0023529411764684,6.093462960784315,6.541960784313726,78.43882352941178,66.45098039215686,9.15294117647059,28.764705882352942,8.841846274778883,2.1950470588235302,205,6,38,3,3,67,36,51,0.205,0.51,0.285,0.4626,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,4,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951512136614584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684676660564855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977946991019475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077867464774204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445851194394992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981507668390428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438730385886763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370470920230376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231253783691577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pennyman23,2020/02/23,"Turning red at work... A year ago in college i was the most confident I have ever felt. I was graduating college, getting married, and a solid 200 pounds from working out and lifting heavy everyday. 

Currently marriage is great. I am doing my best cleaning, cooking, and taking care of our dog. However, I have the tendency to leave things out unintentionally and my wife is getting frustrated. This in a way makes me feel incompetent. I have lost about 20 pounds from not working out and eating consistently so I feel lazy. I am 6 months into my career in mental health that is extremely stressful at times. My boss and coworkers have been extremely supportive, however I have felt very insecure with my performance. (They have never made an issue of the things im worried about) 

I am just noticing that I feel embarrassed in most conversations and I am lacking the confidence I once had. This is causing me to turn red and I’m more aware of it. I was like this first going into college and I never thought I would be like this again. Any tips or advice? Thank you for your time.",3.414221748400852,6.148547124378113,4.580668088130775,79.26925373134328,77.75621890547264,7.80867093105899,28.974413646055442,8.704169506293173,2.743253304904052,856,39,149,20,21,280,122,201,0.113,0.747,0.14,0.7732,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,1,7,6,12,1,3,8,0,22,3,0,4,3,35,41,11,0,2,3,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,15,2,0,6,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,10,7,27,7,22,29,5,25,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,3,14,111,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604051679249,0.12340681352664902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467182985834444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460988745657424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194025404203278,0.14301344658856086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245298804737358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592907629322306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117577016770867,0.0,0.2673388807913565,0.0,0.0,0.11841727854834287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454694984837555,0.0,0.07911980807036324,0.0,0.0,0.15348641671506902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798037297332312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503774490472462,0.1453056045838664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740991674330178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602806385122065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519709918002106,0.0,0.0,0.13172979010892147,0.09292793372738473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140297244775984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112108950950557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474432226953968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849863327156166,0.0,0.14826077200934365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947175400081018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579809606078431,0.0,0.0,0.10467330088006707,0.0,0.0,0.1281716267348863,0.0,0.0,0.18497819257056514,0.0,0.0,0.110522158816464,0.16235624001394056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028546250640343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486799334985798,0.0,0.11050338618826704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040532832168053,0.1413808684478974,0.0,0.09889523588489964,0.0,0.0,0.08965070623117119
anxiety,Justaguy397,2020/02/23,"I have terrible generalized anxiety disorder, but is it weird that it gets worse if i do not have 2 cups of coffee in the morning? If i do not my anxiety goes crazy to the point of migraines, anyone else feel like this?",7.9818181818181815,5.8391917272727305,8.812727272727274,71.06409090909091,63.54545454545455,13.345454545454546,37.90909090909091,12.161744961471696,4.4645363636363635,172,7,35,5,2,59,34,44,0.325,0.613,0.062,-0.8936,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071647427959706,0.0,0.0,0.2317795092466653,0.3396418772760344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799064141412217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769101833468317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760696083266016,0.2368103855861481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318535537019994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194507318676574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133570767752927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33780787610906665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlueWeavile,2020/02/23,"Is it normal to feel shame for every part of who you are, past and present? Lately I just can't shake this feeling of feeling bad about every little part of myself, beyond what I think might be normal self-hatred. Here's one example: I'm vegan, and my mom is nice enough to buy me little goodies that I like whenever I come home to visit, even though I don't ask. However, even though she's just doing it because she wants to make me happy, I still feel awful about it, i.e. ""why do you have to make her feel obligated to buy things for you? Isn't what she's got at home to eat good enough for you?""

I also don't remember a lot of my childhood/early adolescent years, and from what I do remember, there's not a lot I can think back on without feeling an intense feeling of shame. For example, I can hardly think about my childhood without thinking about how awkward and annoying I was, or how exhausted my parents were dealing with my temper tantrums. 

Why can't I get over this... feeling, whatever it is? I don't know if ""shame"" is enough to cover it. Does anyone have a name for it?",5.911301369863014,5.318768771689502,6.614257990867583,80.14686643835617,66.76255707762557,9.491780821917807,31.49200913242009,8.841846274778883,2.4008748858447486,847,29,171,12,12,280,117,219,0.124,0.779,0.09699999999999999,-0.8273,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,4,0,0,18,14,3,5,4,1,22,2,0,4,0,39,43,11,0,4,7,2,9,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,14,6,1,0,15,0,2,3,9,10,0,1,3,9,29,4,30,38,7,16,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,5,8,127,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204084561132967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173301577158905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590740352244337,0.0,0.0,0.07888505026424604,0.0856580094841018,0.06253765237376467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837183447430368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576534654971376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977682792728715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104974746162663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180073629406253,0.0,0.13551889273841242,0.0,0.1728722822276351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149789704504793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053598818413916983,0.0,0.0,0.08604726770695137,0.08205025441190086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920850963177883,0.09190010804803972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581141560247693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056380547160496,0.0,0.11572550845037025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050120084069530585,0.20564340966483924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443597509401298,0.0,0.0,0.13695867511334855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883132637985396,0.0,0.1201516696769456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103200223503356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951735067642469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391358175281488,0.2221890236647992,0.09793335705081893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324279783857607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070233000908564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192816666439891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815595473597817,0.262941027650767,0.20158747201395624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050998900616982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514226828065294,0.0,0.0,0.19778537767628693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606432240502362
anxiety,undercovermascot,2020/02/23,"Gas in my throat and non stop burping? Recently, due to some stressors, I developed a lump like sensation in my throat, causing me to burp constantly and then getting the gas sensation in my throat again and burping it out again. Rinse and repeat. Anyone has similar experiences to share?",6.278529411764705,8.510891313725494,6.272696078431372,72.7996323529412,67.23529411764707,10.590196078431372,36.27941176470589,10.686352973137794,4.592094117647059,231,12,37,7,4,73,36,51,0.102,0.813,0.085,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,7,3,1,0,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,2,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,9,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889847486410515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245667472803891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466239488617418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042808009150509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592903769895466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019145541408877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080779285165247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34553225932378545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,R0bbs,2020/02/23,"Bright red, burning cheeks on face. Symptom of anxiety/stress? Pictures included. Hello!

I have suffered from GAD and SAD all my life and always been a easy blusher. You all know a blush fades fairly quick. Now, when im in a anxious/stressful situation for a longer my cheeks get extremly red and burn like hell. They also get boiling hot and tingeles. This started about 4 years ago when my anxiety and stress peaked due to work and other personal problems. I have been more ""reactive"" or stress sensitive ever since. I have been to doctors, derm and done tons of  tests to see if this was a physical problem. Nothing. Could this be a symptom only from the stress/anxiety?

 [https://imgur.com/a/jt8GVmY](https://imgur.com/a/jt8GVmY)",5.190125714285717,8.544239744000004,4.223342857142857,80.68610000000002,75.56,7.411428571428572,29.728571428571428,8.418075326091056,2.7664971428571423,588,26,92,12,14,173,88,125,0.187,0.75,0.062,-0.9492,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,1,7,9,1,2,7,0,10,8,3,0,3,16,15,12,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,5,5,8,2,11,8,4,12,1,2,4,0,4,2,1,2,11,59,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476328451548327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353345066570922,0.10772560180801044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808138591513846,0.14625907523960752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033676042374643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251334465430453,0.0,0.13248807545821964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710888563126474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352806783169294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984487141785718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115080975153659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144525583512056,0.06325026531244503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422556347106875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984642868593288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304421219418588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477618470578909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316717885807188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070951343856938,0.14552455796719665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163629157460967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7415110135967505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691282883796357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425236865640282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337148664810264
anxiety,Purplemonkeez,2020/02/23,"How to encourage loved one to seek help for anxiety? **Cliff notes:** My husband is suffering from anxiety, can't sleep anymore, is getting super negative and I'm worried he'll get worse. I'm trying to get him to talk to a doctor, but he won't do it (makes up random excuses why not). I'm very worried about him. How can I help him help himself?!


**Full story:**
My husband has been suffering from anxiety for as long as he can remember. For a long time he just thought that was how he was and would kick himself for being ""weak"" or ""lazy"" or ""incapable"", but I recognized the signs (my family has lots of anxiety sufferers) and discussed my hypothesis and his apparent symptoms etc. It was like a light went on and he finally understood.

That was several years ago, and since then his knowledge of his condition has helped him be kinder to himself and more mindful, *but* as life has gotten more stressful the anxiety has begun to cripple him. 

For months he's been sleeping only a couple of hours a night, and he states openly that this is due to his anxiety. I've explained that I'm very worried about him because insomnia is awful. I've talked to him about a time that I myself had anxiety-induced insomnia, and how I felt at the time, including eventually feeling like I was going to crack up or sink into a depression. I explained that going to see my doctor was what saved me - how being prescribed sleep aids for a couple of weeks and setting more boundaries in my life had been enough to turn my whole life around and save me from a burnout. I strongly suggested that he talk to a doctor to nip it in the bud before it gets worse. He makes excuses not to.

There is no ""rational"" reason not to talk to a doctor - I have work benefits that would make it easy and free to do so, and some of the clinics are open 24/7, so he wouldn't have to miss work or anything. The barrier to seeing a doctor seems to stem from his own anxiety, or possibly an ingrained stigma against mental health (his family acts like any mental health issue means you're crazy! It's appalling and has resulted in his poor mother suffering without help for years. It took my husband several years to realize he had anxiety as a result of this stigma). 

I've had other family members openly discuss their anxiety struggles with him, what worked for them, etc. so that he has some familial support. He seemed so relieved to talk to them about it and said things like ""Yeah, it's like nobody else understands!"" so I feel like that was helpful. Those people did involve their doctors for help with anti-anxiety meds or sleep aids for temperorary or less temporary periods and were open with him about it. 

Still, he won't seek help. 

What can I do?

I see him heading towards burnout or full blown depression and I just can't let it happen. I can't.",3.644154638769813,5.7459376062846585,4.6688347032681765,82.09107366185552,74.04621072088725,8.301112990128605,28.7010264679278,9.021347882292716,2.5832940653635905,2219,93,411,50,47,723,240,541,0.132,0.721,0.147,0.9324,1,0,0,1,0,0,78.0,0,0,4,7,20,26,0,2,20,2,49,22,5,11,0,80,86,43,0,3,17,4,3,6,1,6,16,1,0,0,29,26,0,1,15,0,2,5,12,10,0,1,23,8,48,17,68,53,14,42,0,7,3,1,68,16,0,14,25,277,77,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055840819352631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038786002827733985,0.0,0.4363189676436044,0.0,0.05656375447274066,0.0,0.0,0.04693524421691641,0.05077356548096571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034768228046738535,0.0,0.048532893262478095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262170891856407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824894956418133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35026866641575843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764572736732863,0.0,0.0,0.05893277673840733,0.1272190132553446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507145777352224,0.0,0.05767758674802687,0.08149214978675992,0.05476289304776159,0.062479452560619535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919449297604726,0.0,0.0648290226171518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050436183349119736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585347373848063,0.12125184805618397,0.0,0.0,0.30583681379619704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616834389033836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953010096781914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058322523174867184,0.12085729137308834,0.16718758506344414,0.0,0.0,0.1009490033347082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04848942622099545,0.05147664213148392,0.0,0.11421464354451162,0.0,0.0,0.062128231055785965,0.06335343085508797,0.0,0.11495646256646175,0.0,0.05758945791590441,0.0,0.045525082787408314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352382471732901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03864863821682227,0.043377963854343865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03954113944721421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642988023299631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864185263492285,0.0,0.0,0.06460994816899035,0.0,0.054253691406030015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634940032176993,0.1038457051867512,0.0,0.12886745197631752,0.0,0.047180241857594785,0.0,0.2283062139805926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554851475739123,0.0,0.06533381588666894,0.05962574536130316,0.0,0.0,0.0647230543027669,0.0,0.05928158085475036,0.0,0.2292143225474263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037891760996096834,0.0,0.0,0.04527970749901804,0.09977333691083064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633683871605121,0.03872326773898238,0.062038097086018276,0.0,0.05937582459080115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412029579548747,0.0,0.0,0.045750328069389605,0.0,0.0,0.05287235313441152,0.051465544038974985,0.0636779462048998,0.0,0.05498005484967879,0.0,0.12456727117532705,0.17376653979159276,0.11624781561369815,0.08103257123941715,0.0,0.0,0.11018671184216283
anxiety,dawnelenor,2020/02/23,"Health Anxiety, afraid of psychosis/schizo    Hello! I'm a 23 year old woman, graduated from art college last year and currently unemployed. English is not my native language but bare with me, I'll try my best to describe my problem. It's a pretty long post.
  So I've always been a worrier and overthinker. When I was 14 I had my first panic attack and they kept occurring here and there until present. They're not happening very often, however I have this constant anxiety state and tension that has been staying with me for the past 5 years. It came from a traumatic event that happened in 2015 (I was 18 at that time) when I had a fainting spell with convulsions due to a combination of caffeine, chocolate, coke, not eating and (most likely) dehydration. My blood pressure got very high and my body couldn't manage it and I collapsed. I have no heart or neurological problems history, excepting for my twin brother who has a very mild form of epilepsy (which was triggered, not genetic). After that event  my anxiety was at its worst, I developed agoraphobia and I was afraid of leaving the house by myself. My self esteem suffered very much because until then I was a pretty independent teenager and I didn't want to depend on my friends and family in such ways. My generalised anxiety stems also from my family situation, more specific from my brother's diagnosis. I've always been there for him and always been vigilant ever since his first seizure. He's so much better now with his university and job, but the past situations affected my mental health that I still remained in this hyperaware, vigilant state. I worry about myself a lot because I have dreams like everyone else and I want to fullfil them but these fears stay in my way and I feel like I'm living inside a bubble, making me not wanting to escape. 
  In these past years I consulted a lot of doctors, many of them working in the neuro field. All of them reassured me that my fainting spell was a singular provoked event. It never occured again since that day but I still stayed with the fear of it happening. Over time I started to accept it and managed to lessen my anxiety a bit but I still had one constant symptom for periods and that was derealization/depersonalisation. I'm still having it and it makes me feel like i'm going crazy. The fear of losing control is somehow a base which fuels all of my fears.
In the summer of 2019 I graduated from college and 3 months following that, I took a break back to my hometown to recharge. 
   One day during that break I found randomly a video of a youtuber showing signs of psychosis and I couldn't stop my urge to google its symptoms. Of course it was a classic case of ""curiosity killed the cat"". I begin reading on sites and forums about psychosis and schizophrenia and I fell again down a deep dark hole. 
    I have no history of schizophrenia or psychosis in my family. Only my deceased grandfather got diagnosed with dementia a couple of months before passing away. It started suddenly. He was 92 that time, very old.
    I don't have any of the positive signs. I only worry about my health anxiety and sometimes about my brother when he's not answering my phone calls but that fear is based on real past experiences as you can see. 
    So no delusions or hallucinations, but I have some of the negative symptoms which consist of isolation tendencies (due to my still ongoing agoraphobia), an overall depressed mood and ocassional insomnia. 
I took my concerns to a psychiatric consultation and after relating everything to the psychiatrist, he told me that there's no sign of psychosis or schizophrenia showing and mentioned that if there was really something wrong, it would had been noticed clearly by now. He however diagnosed me with anxiety and panic attacks and prescribed me some SRRIs and an antidepressant. I took the medication for a couple of days and decided to quit it because they made me feel very spaced out and off. But I'll consider consulting a psychologist.
Anyway, after the consultation I felt a big relief and all that foggy state went away for a while but it got back a couple of days ago after I kept thinking about it again. 
    I can't get the thought about the age onset out of my head. Reading that the onset is in the 20s and I am turning 23 next month is still worrying me. Also de derealization, spaced out feelings aren't helping either and i'm still concerned.
   This was quite long, sorry...I'm having a hard time and I wanted to get everything out of my head :(",5.4557716836734675,7.365338957983197,6.144917279411768,74.18884650735295,68.78391356542618,9.239863445378152,32.703500150060016,9.673873057562805,3.431020423169268,3604,164,605,84,64,1176,371,833,0.172,0.759,0.069,-0.9981,6,1,1,0,0,0,82.0,0,1,5,9,38,32,3,11,46,0,45,21,5,9,6,120,88,63,1,10,22,3,6,4,1,1,14,0,0,2,41,48,2,4,11,7,0,9,18,21,0,4,37,7,87,10,97,48,16,121,0,3,1,0,32,29,0,14,76,431,128,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044341905904793255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000591037106568,0.12486811925281473,0.0,0.0,0.034016998344315784,0.0,0.2678693952066428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381557358478607,0.09399552380490732,0.07692839114504088,0.0,0.09147970940601792,0.0,0.04256544189632405,0.0,0.05249550137190268,0.04424081410491173,0.05461158699345671,0.05556369296614522,0.0,0.0,0.05107853982382665,0.0572123852615441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811304933214733,0.05610445921080295,0.0,0.16604675143717834,0.0,0.12904143247768993,0.0,0.04308428441955511,0.10154351832201006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120012279709425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118548005041256,0.041787359119388516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524819247898177,0.0,0.04779861852935476,0.08991395012585719,0.048931579111199115,0.14147021263351428,0.2814459572589593,0.10117146547046683,0.07147213227109699,0.048029420572403,0.0,0.0,0.08509818336340758,0.0,0.05484706191368258,0.03864724009951874,0.0,0.05226935717282113,0.0,0.028428925311354436,0.0,0.1200226286946352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327041283243919,0.0,0.04481031218532044,0.0,0.10267498167045566,0.15951465530845266,0.0,0.05927687372479772,0.033529010564530566,0.052851491262820384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771922000489145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963958784379835,0.0,0.05534245714214521,0.0,0.0,0.04077499353646915,0.0,0.05296657835066285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775381821036183,0.0,0.044170761879949484,0.08853663252047261,0.0,0.05596235427235239,0.0,0.08505463885012518,0.0,0.047332475338621366,0.06678078098786233,0.0507149383129223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050392380932047,0.050410889389142434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978238691021488,0.0,0.07354454957068833,0.0,0.03858041650839751,0.0,0.05319946965597742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695091933516485,0.10498034565469344,0.0,0.06779304730476719,0.07608869267435228,0.0,0.1173811929382553,0.0,0.0,0.1910084501972359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047907703561543,0.1017816809604298,0.0,0.09572950578594296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064101191030538,0.10007202358593996,0.05693652786440909,0.03204567838420229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039861436143982215,0.0,0.05218435092228168,0.0,0.0,0.08275821647734277,0.11245471552092916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03850974513264476,0.0494735068471842,0.0,0.07081233053969167,0.15995190794637473,0.27963609206623674,0.04182102895884445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597751436834106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03205238216151141,0.0,0.0397122575859717,0.11667402977226304,0.0,0.0,0.04779861852935476,0.16673043087438758,0.0339619769640598,0.05441008848559604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476426839183517,0.11801820717248282,0.07941102460218788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637133547949141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036416957565398415,0.15240075453615473,0.0,0.035534531025660045,0.05469172375371414,0.0,0.12885133539704968
anxiety,BlueYoshi1990,2020/02/23,I hate the sound and feel of a heartbeat I know lots of people find it soothing but for me it's just a reminder that there's this thing in our chests that will kill us if it stops at any moment.,2.4955038759689927,3.0562974651162804,3.1720930232558167,97.84945736434112,74.34883720930233,5.7333333333333325,21.310077519379846,3.1291,-0.4633503875968992,153,3,38,0,3,48,36,43,0.23800000000000002,0.726,0.036000000000000004,-0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,4,3,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279314754616596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805254706397212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32631962986992435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35249394124845745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950016173230495,0.0,0.1962147585459513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035347691586524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475201620179917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984936869432486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371953603770435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294640223785547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,generic_account1a,2020/02/23,"Trying to get pumped for my flight I'm flying back from London to NYC this afternoon and the flight over my stomach was a mess and I was a absolutely miserable. This morning I've taken my Klonopin as directed and trying hard to distract before getting on the plane. If you asked me why I couldn't even tell you. Confined space? Forced to stay in one place? I don't know.

Just needed to rant and hoping the charger by my seat is working enough to let me listen to music through the flight.",2.8474455899198183,5.0340054742268086,3.5762199312714777,88.61926689576175,76.73195876288659,5.9605956471935855,24.179839633447884,6.937597516519254,0.9011681557846508,389,13,76,4,9,123,69,97,0.155,0.8170000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,2,6,0,6,1,1,0,0,11,15,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,2,11,1,15,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,50,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049838631061365,0.0,0.0,0.19781295912304855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890477345397694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658128389577933,0.0,0.1699142809687389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26880989085865803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304496511799793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25551192980696164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138043689438096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630603259898611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907510755163096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743224197948055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687763725835903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741992456213356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485191744240465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493180637698833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321323230743291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728446106946392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gladiosaurus,2020/02/23,Anybody else check their s/o's breathing when they sleep? My boyfriend usually goes to sleep before me and I find myself checking to see if he's still alive every couple minutes. It's worse if he's snoring because I worry about sleep apnea and I feel like I need to watch him or I won't realize something bad has happened.,2.826666666666668,4.987466461538464,3.7026923076923097,87.81147435897438,76.69230769230771,5.564102564102565,27.756410256410252,6.42735559955562,1.2615641025641031,260,11,49,2,6,83,51,65,0.095,0.778,0.126,0.2382,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,9,6,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,11,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,4,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900085172798996,0.13068588807273773,0.0,0.1824241444867452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372107138737072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790894889869137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062692528858865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083984872039709,0.15315525932933335,0.0,0.0,0.19594217977945802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895781804904907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473670578102287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896227940550245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083549618233754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436134799522173,0.0,0.0,0.16504250859972885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120654217586034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361125886921566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771634473734447,0.21847459409737016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alone-sloxth,2020/02/23,"JOB I work in customer service with generalised anxiety disorder and social anxiety.
I’m a very quiet person, so having to talk to customers at work scares the absolute crap out of me. I’m extremely worried about their judgement, whether I’m doing things right.
I’m always shaky, having to take deep breaths and tell myself that I’m okay, pretty much fighting to make it to the end of each shift.
I like the pay, I don’t mind the environment, but I’m finding myself really anxious to go to work and I don’t want to feel this way.
I’ve seen a counsellor so I don’t know what else to do.",2.924621848739496,4.688758310924374,4.5199075630252095,83.85229831932776,75.13445378151259,7.785210084033612,27.026050420168072,8.548686976883017,2.011906890756304,465,18,92,9,10,156,77,119,0.153,0.787,0.06,-0.7496,1,0,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,3,6,2,2,6,1,7,2,2,1,0,15,20,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,3,9,2,16,19,2,8,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,2,52,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041437735303754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29496332954754395,0.21779463834982335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095081021167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104895071237446,0.0,0.17075221893026898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747899065301316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620398959362155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956539699465677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131152828294468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059507921320191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941860779352437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868693945363507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946600940299772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172075944227416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683343291487331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961338699771217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350440390111732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463919807578742,0.0,0.0,0.1930135988554742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965222514221247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449519664590998,0.15495503237851174,0.16850449247956012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807923577319538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590696135430982,0.11371087351907602,0.15302548972570792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210540886746256,0.1957847390778195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Knives__Out,2020/02/23,"Does Anybody Else Say Stupid/Terrible Stuff During Panic Attacks?! I'm just asking because I had a major panic attack the other night, and it lead me to just blurt out something I regret about somebody to my only friend. She said she doesn't want anything to do with somebody who talks like that, and insisted that my panic attack was just a way to excuse it, alongside some other words about me.

I'm really tired of this, man. Understandably, nobody wants to put up with me when I have panic attacks because I look like a lunatic when it happens. It's completely humiliating. I just had one of the worst weekends of my Life and I'm starting University tomorrow, and I don't know how I'm going to have to put on that facade for my first class, especially considering I'll likely fuck it up when I inevitably panic on campus.",6.924654088050318,6.894392786163522,7.627044025157232,71.84672955974844,64.53459119496857,9.582389937106921,32.76100628930818,9.150863307647796,2.9090553459119506,659,24,114,10,9,220,94,159,0.262,0.684,0.054000000000000006,-0.9890000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,10,16,5,5,5,0,8,3,0,2,0,20,23,8,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,13,7,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,12,0,2,4,3,16,4,20,19,3,18,0,1,1,1,10,5,1,1,11,78,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030363023554967,0.0,0.10258863340738872,0.4993635634583375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378846799933491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505642970433196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960309814513477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167060315267984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334164637962733,0.0,0.0,0.08478199830688797,0.10144944723276292,0.0,0.0,0.06236567194468073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703945356290992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030820428375579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750999867665821,0.16083484930608152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215085979287113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298009005190176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436016138553607,0.08345940611643551,0.0,0.6437595592418239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206305951136706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702998880001873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438435698770572,0.08726671554274655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448037009181497,0.0,0.0,0.07767192265816791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562181693553912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820188654970079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261257416339815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423936528375506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945063366638684,0.08710357241596108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,exhorresco_,2020/02/23,"Does anyone else have an issue differentiating their anxiety from actual medical issues? I’ve always had some mild anxiety. But lately, I’ve been experiencing fatigue, heart racing (mostly isn’t the morning) severe irritability, some depression, overall weakness, decreased overall motivation, some brain fog here and there. It’s pretty disabling.

Between always feeling exhausted and my heart racing in the morning, I’ve been in and out of the doctors several times within the past year. Blood work clear, EKG fine, now they want to do a holster monitor and sleep test.

But now I can’t help but wonder if it’s just my severe anxiety. I have been diagnosed with anxiety in general, but it’s never been like this. 

I was wondering if anyone who also has anxiety is dealing with what I’m dealing with in terms of increased heart rate and feeling on edge strictly in the morning (more severe in the morning). My heart rate will actually climb from the 60’s at rest up to 100-105. I’m wondering if others also experience this with anxiety?",8.07609625668449,8.682274363636367,8.708449197860961,62.90620320855616,62.04812834224599,11.505882352941176,38.390374331550795,11.20814326018867,4.8148866310160425,834,40,126,22,11,280,112,187,0.17300000000000001,0.747,0.08,-0.9444,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,7,6,0,0,9,0,14,13,7,1,2,32,22,14,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,3,8,2,22,15,8,21,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,10,9,87,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.18528915654384803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184177764829884,0.15798997108263774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357581471930258,0.0,0.0,0.13276397323392974,0.0972739247967966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059808162598484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575125187982104,0.08176888813124587,0.0963588081128364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971717917496953,0.08307979423253399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079307476941235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286636350893726,0.0,0.0,0.09600575190676723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500020480018011,0.06363410582161344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817861414587576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709279500606947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638130314413006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095638792998717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322107826630588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062787514472144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658481040578787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42900604275780735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500531737722157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535838541129205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055996157936401184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30886458381167664,0.06911508846817094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113615771729576
anxiety,bookworm741,2020/02/23,"Why do i feel super calm in extreme situations but really anxious in normal social interactions like buying coffee or ordering food? A car almost run me over or a guy tried to rob me. I don't know why I felt so relieved in these situations as if a weight lifted off my shoulders. Usually, I'm very anxious and stress over small inconveniences. It's so bizarre to me.",5.107042253521129,6.380321957746482,6.733915492957749,72.07552112676058,68.85915492957747,9.623661971830987,31.10140845070423,9.888512548439397,3.2041695774647887,293,12,52,7,5,101,54,71,0.225,0.633,0.142,-0.8386,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,10,6,8,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,4,9,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958603943324864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419339286326524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988988379714781,0.0,0.18780211835285346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365145588918228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367005401680906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749403695934164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955579617565392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164182121847498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530332893637766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397145237628124,0.0,0.19938473070951945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240537038992914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327963390207131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542054003163646,0.16138656987107636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381823270747761,0.0,0.0,0.3529885897106249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BethJM,2020/02/23,"UK student mental health Looking for UK students to participate in a research study on mental health and wellbeing. It takes an average 12 minutes and asks about anxiety, social comparison, academic experiences etc. 

For more information or to take part, visit tinyurl.com/well-being

Thanks!",11.70128787878788,14.387428977272727,10.243636363636364,47.74378787878789,54.68181818181818,14.048484848484847,46.48484848484848,13.023866798666859,7.729766666666667,241,14,26,9,3,75,38,44,0.037000000000000005,0.893,0.07,0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,5,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,16,1,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515248482933787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214045118085264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553490444106837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396516641764225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867439660458971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226732056850945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614722613240414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479395440856255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333941694626333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442963183953057,0.0,0.0,0.21079405558309933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058610226088511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawayT0,2020/02/23,Just intrusive thoughts right? Maybe I’m overthinking stuff cuz I’m smoking weed but I  had intrusive thoughts of violence... I’ve had these in the past like a year ago :(,1.1069791666666688,3.4572024062500013,1.6087500000000006,93.02791666666668,103.0625,7.133333333333333,27.20833333333333,7.793537801064563,2.513608333333333,135,7,27,4,6,41,25,32,0.11599999999999999,0.785,0.098,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149717899968258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359253325088625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35696902020982096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33919535164048703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034433123547223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067590362568534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641724504817202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288159187419085
anxiety,SoManyDoorsOpenOne,2020/02/23,"how to Cure anxiety It’s not that complex. If you are experiencing anxiety your are WORRIED about something. Find your ROOT CAUSE and tada anxiety vanishes day by day. 

I have been experiencing anxiety for 6 years. I’m a vet in this. Trust me 

1. Find your root cause 

How to find it ? 

JOURNALING. get a  journal and write down whatever is stressing you. NOW YOU HAVE TO GO DEEP INTO THIS THINK DEEP. A loved one passing you, stress, to busy,did you hurt someone, THINK DEEP. 

It’s gonna take time to find your root cause. It took me 5 years. Took me so long because I never STARTED TO LOOK FOR IT. I just kept “eating healthy,sleep good” which does help but not cure 

Now once I started journaling it took me like 1 month. 

Once you find your root cause fix it. So now instead of going in a cycle of fixing symptoms you cure everything. 

Same thing goes for depression if your depressed your sad about something. Find your root cause and fix it. 

I don’t know exactly how to fix a root cause but Cbt THERPAY helps but what helped me was “stages of grief” I was noticing once I was in the depprison stage of what I was grefing I went straight into denial and anxiety cane back.

You don’t always need a therapist to fix your root cause. You just have a lot of questions about this problem and anyone can help, a friend or family member. 

Now sure keep doing other things like diet,exercise,sleep, don’t overdue work, RESEARCH IF YOUR MEDICtion HAS A SIDE EFFECT OF ANXIETY this is big, (most allergy meds cause anxiety so go all NATRUAL) keep being the healthiest person you can be but at the end it’s being caused by a root problem

YALL GOT THIS. If I can defeat anxiety y’all can to. I love y’all guys ❤️",1.5634958791208788,4.0918670208333365,2.941428571428574,89.31895604395606,84.14880952380952,6.422344322344323,22.9010989010989,7.702957570686157,1.240135164835165,1333,48,269,25,39,432,168,336,0.14800000000000002,0.746,0.105,-0.9063,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,23,0,3,17,18,0,2,13,0,24,4,0,21,4,66,48,20,1,7,13,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,21,7,1,3,12,0,0,8,6,10,0,1,11,3,39,8,30,33,4,39,0,6,1,2,34,13,0,8,18,163,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053027782618712736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900211833336076,0.0,0.0,0.04456092411437313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900380530182341,0.0,0.038848716337144484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5892068016188764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822000972447576,0.0,0.10977969791587748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055769834482289414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521086068059488,0.0,0.0,0.056445137253314265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727567729290025,0.0,0.060078198722320876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494838933105228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923700602860522,0.0,0.03329586598683875,0.0,0.1086562841230691,0.053453012191037146,0.05097004665265769,0.0,0.0,0.06310190723586395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086530277948794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682234047800609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329084591520605,0.0,0.0,0.03502389041533591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062269716079967875,0.0,0.0,0.05639831845608555,0.05351646021292388,0.0,0.0,0.05418026947125524,0.11503614538344654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078875175823303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086802310015763,0.0,0.0,0.04725437912235095,0.049151872043606125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255609330496643,0.0,0.20360848895672573,0.04318454138312334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055645861428746994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196043601976553,0.0,0.0,0.07139126619715241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275504079905426,0.0,0.05399752701860034,0.0981236718779146,0.0,0.0,0.09021568258701614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600311969838894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006399751633035,0.06623901901321451,0.04791641182281182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399448937663196,0.08467767022658652,0.0816701699605788,0.0,0.0,0.03716099708857423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241639012190147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059077587912587465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639560171887437,0.06472007531489142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207900436617946
anxiety,lucasimboring,2020/02/23,"Hi my name is Lucas I’m fifteen from Australia. I’m here tonight writing because I need advice. Now I have not been diagnosed with depression or anxiety but I’m pretty sure I have it. I stopped playing football because of “bullying” Iam judged on what I wear to training and I’m called ugly so I quit it. I do nothing on my weekends apart from being with my dad. I love him so much he takes anti depressants due to my parents divorce (he doesn’t know that I know that) i love my mum my family and pets. But around 2 mounths ago I’ve been getting these really bad thoughts of like stabbing a family member in the kitchen or something like that. I did a lot of research on this  and takes me back to when I was maybe like 9, whenever I was in the car I had to count every lightpost or the car would crash apparently it is called intrusive ocd it’s really common but I don’t know what to do it’s taking a hold on my life. I have know clue what to do with my life maybe watching the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind isn’t helping me but in a way it is because I love movies and have ideas in a book for them. But I just feel so different to everyone else I’m in my head a lot and barely in a conversation. Quite frankly I hate my life even though there is so many amazing things in it. I really need help thankyou and have a good day",2.108306451612904,3.782525139784948,3.704323476702509,89.20981854838713,77.17204301075269,6.943906810035843,26.678763440860216,7.793537801064563,1.4703129032258064,1050,42,227,16,24,349,147,279,0.11800000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.185,0.9742,3,0,1,0,1,1,14.0,0,0,1,2,13,15,1,0,13,0,23,10,2,0,1,38,44,20,0,3,10,3,1,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,16,10,1,2,7,3,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,3,34,11,29,35,3,27,0,2,2,3,19,13,0,5,14,145,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762770870046312,0.09763262365548274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425693585651953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980481108359908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846909994939308,0.0919624493306206,0.20142129343125972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493087537548445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103130411280316,0.0,0.18972715044012112,0.11178996376782653,0.0,0.11507304544338688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200798709959704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274654980811303,0.0,0.09279785154229082,0.10524366147337877,0.0,0.0,0.20766071802995376,0.0,0.0556901841012432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754369792454511,0.0,0.0,0.09238035700569884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087406248721342,0.11303559961753434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476492813374383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433485635555158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421206489717508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338579805526044,0.16142678493642032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872744839348373,0.2982174364964278,0.0,0.0,0.11166485483614108,0.22130122832373708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121018386703667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809657048296928,0.16333509504773602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568247273477806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229763513191437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205215866869024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342952766583835,0.0,0.0,0.21167585787948198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479129114740279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208212181927282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380581573059416,0.0,0.24843512362614845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317224123858226,0.0,0.10821216715415333,0.08743899975173705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742414788990381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824042344619463,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A-36ApacheInvader,2020/02/23,"I finally have hope that I can break free from anxiety! Hello everyone! I’m really excited and just wanted to share as I don’t have many people to celebrate this with. I’ve felt anxiety for as long as I can remember. I found out recently that a medicine I’ve taken since I was a child is causing most of my symptoms. I realized a lot of my anxiety has been situational from where I was living, my old job, school, etc. I never thought I could live a life without needing medicine. I found out that I can’t start following one of my life long dreams unless I resolve it. I know I have a lot to learn as far as how to handle what frustrates and overwhelms me.  Things are finally looking up and getting better. I finally feel like life is worth living. 

Thanks to anyone who has given me advice in the past! I hope all of you find happiness and relief.",3.615990950226248,5.040994988235298,5.266470588235297,80.5960407239819,72.6470588235294,8.995475113122172,28.95927601809955,9.466822959209583,2.672755656108598,668,27,131,16,13,227,105,170,0.055999999999999994,0.71,0.23399999999999999,0.9848,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,3,13,1,1,6,0,16,4,0,2,2,33,34,11,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,11,1,2,1,4,2,0,1,9,3,24,12,24,24,5,18,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,5,11,92,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668639316482833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740457284539939,0.0,0.0,0.0834944796596591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560873373381333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266730272676543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533943256346164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317408343505252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141016882089949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060377451085060325,0.08530676411725614,0.1146526435203438,0.3924245416799659,0.1091388789667624,0.0,0.0,0.26185452844462903,0.0,0.0,0.06238696931539056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271145174649647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372028034186409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849632791160401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562479490729771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530291438866817,0.05833785593524787,0.0,0.31632452914206355,0.21134877010558856,0.1002746035346172,0.0,0.0,0.2030367860285659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210633331456156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854124717732988,0.09209660845555312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253010550985692,0.0,0.08091553045153048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399067222153955,0.08278408815026914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076497315527946,0.0,0.11790329580472082,0.0,0.13526862703959955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084962969000802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877745951413942,0.1342222148127582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451924667686894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241130550048606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993698923222696,0.0,0.0,0.07933091778139968,0.0,0.0,0.09479846431894363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043130686668916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151072976351243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustLane_,2020/02/23,"Hoodies Fear is when you take off a hoodie in front of people and it lifts up you’re short, exposing your entire chest.",3.213750000000001,5.007999541666671,3.84,88.905,74.41666666666666,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.4297333333333331,95,2,19,1,2,30,23,24,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7400268421697288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559241598487534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944627724455175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kantex_Art,2020/02/23,"I can't deal with anxiety and panic attack episodes anymore. First of all, hi everyone! And also I will be getting into TMI subjects, like gut issue stuff. So if you don't wanna read about gross body stuff this is your que to hop out!



Alright, basically I have MAJOR social anxiety to the point where I have passed out on occasions because I couldn't handle it. 

The anxiety also causes huge gut upset and can leave me stuck in the toilet for hours if not days.

My question is, what can I do to stop this? Or maybe advise me on how to live a normal life? 


 I do take anti anxiety medicine which has helped alot and I've been in therapy for 8 years now, I just don't know what else could be done. I feel frustrated cause I'm scared to make any steps towards employment or just being out in public in general. But when I finally do get an interview/go to the supermarket my body and mind KILLS me over.

(and yes, this all does stem from childhood stupid junk, blah, blah, blah.)

..... Do I take steps towards getting disability? Is that my only option now?",2.977971014492752,4.918552425120776,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,75.47342995169082,7.498550724637681,24.54347826086957,8.344100000000001,1.5825826086956516,820,27,162,15,18,270,136,207,0.182,0.748,0.071,-0.9765,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,1,11,10,4,3,7,2,23,5,4,4,2,37,33,16,1,6,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,3,1,0,3,5,8,0,1,3,1,19,2,26,24,4,29,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,7,11,110,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203342844616572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645752765725642,0.0,0.3890378637878979,0.0,0.12608575285382015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463670488253766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750154227790827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824411179808011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612094649969468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150855859480992,0.0,0.0,0.08199285475195467,0.13107267647608395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125845568360417,0.13010530397772324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620665939480052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214848629985275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428429314589773,0.0,0.0,0.1392723818889485,0.0,0.10814267718823438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927152365067508,0.0,0.07225489361212895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521725899686086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520434670542546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269800896276546,0.0,0.0,0.14065826651007501,0.0,0.06987117670000471,0.0,0.0,0.13461973823530732,0.0,0.0,0.08980063123870291,0.06211272196902276,0.0,0.11226431057271563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848649425324159,0.0,0.1277262166098027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837213911020595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456727770426447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669342639687298,0.0,0.14916789000868394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201855703527512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242254975518456,0.0,0.12717141676236055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272863279241031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296001726677827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062922345841959,0.0,0.0,0.29108292222333354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118242077618547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539225295812766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187206717216397
anxiety,tgruff77,2020/02/23,"Tingling under sternum when anxious. When I get really anxious, I get this weird tingling, fluttering feeling right under my sternum.  It’s not pain, nor is it “butterflies in the stomach” because it’s centered right behind the middle of my sternum.  It’s like the anxiety is literally manifesting as a wavering right down the middle of the sternum.   Does anyone else get this?",6.721818181818186,8.862508151515154,7.436787878787879,65.25518181818182,65.96969696969697,9.522424242424243,40.472727272727276,9.888512548439397,4.890221818181818,302,18,41,7,5,100,40,66,0.133,0.768,0.099,-0.0767,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054059167546928,0.503694158116517,0.0,0.15587761257717406,0.2284177972983584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358958611086948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508726144481853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862291382819151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271994228837065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494146633088269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891217890242362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372128925865064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428144586524116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711421747758751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Treach666,2020/02/23,"Question I have a question, do you people with anxiety work and live normal life? Cuz I can't leave the house without having panic attacks if I don't take Atarax but even then it's terrible and I can't handle it too often and over all can't handle stress at all so I just stay at home with no work and am trying to get welfare or some kind of support but most probably won't get any and the doctors seem to want to make me work instead. Also having depression and self harming when I can't handle things does not help.
What I want to ask is if everyone just experiences this and I am just weak and should just shut up and get a job?

I'm sorry for the rant just wanted to ask.",4.1357731157731115,4.335103447552449,5.294778554778556,85.40148407148408,70.46853146853147,8.033877233877233,26.378399378399376,7.793537801064563,1.3242795648795649,535,15,115,6,9,178,90,143,0.196,0.715,0.08900000000000001,-0.965,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,12,9,1,2,5,0,14,3,0,2,2,38,27,19,0,7,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,5,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,0,0,10,2,14,25,4,8,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,9,2,82,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578888929235676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846248701077803,0.0,0.11076431586666392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707190947637917,0.16472006616052387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247078226035772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819918485551886,0.12670711902628248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563274215047723,0.0,0.0,0.13835350222387155,0.0,0.1416328661302467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269411390857157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705000228939907,0.0,0.1452366503460775,0.0,0.0,0.1670687663996527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368220334487836,0.0,0.0,0.1507769971212643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331220527072045,0.0,0.0,0.10226979334816014,0.0,0.0,0.12785264072505792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096648765332432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186392203518786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988042372239273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037948345707767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561086194063143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243969342011312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181180906278178,0.15104804141867012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208108083666914,0.0,0.15432737969320545,0.0,0.0,0.16585699812061652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430651340609895,0.0,0.0,0.10886441662424942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619235685266056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983032271641586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562035178663329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957284952852755,0.0,0.31622756731452745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sydneysunandbeach,2020/02/23,"Weekly Physical Panic Attacks - Advice So I came out of hospital on New Year's Eve and I really wanted to enjoy the festivities. However I got my first physical panic attack and so went to bed at 9am. That night it lasted 6 hours, on and off. I thought I was going to die and asked my housemate to call an ambulance, but he talked me down. 

 Since then I've had about one a week. Usually about an hour to two hours each time. They're always at night and they cause all my muscles in my body to tense up: legs, lower back, chest (which is the worst as it hurts and feels like a heart attack). I also get pursed lips which is so weird and when I got an attack in public it made me look like a freak. 
Has anyone else had similar experiences or any advice?

Thanks!

TL:DR. Physical panic attacks every week this year. Advice?",1.3082424242424224,3.635645672727275,3.2177272727272737,88.31992424242426,83.18181818181819,6.333333333333332,18.25757575757576,7.594959193182576,0.5503939393939401,636,15,130,11,18,213,111,165,0.242,0.6809999999999999,0.077,-0.9857,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,8,17,5,3,8,0,6,5,5,2,1,18,19,16,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,12,0,3,9,2,14,5,20,10,3,32,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,1,21,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286557044747656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078169695477099,0.08133484815075748,0.0,0.0,0.06647254907261987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834824722655823,0.1001552167920501,0.0,0.0,0.09138195092315482,0.5560169671471971,0.0,0.07516280836579027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085769023463896,0.0,0.0,0.09981247347664472,0.1117986086945591,0.0,0.1004149635707575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144784188323742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165659566911486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235759613074478,0.0,0.0,0.09561710180150193,0.0,0.0,0.04942474006056916,0.0698317760377754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314509576004586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051069723649576966,0.0,0.055552906629594716,0.0,0.15635732063471194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583282151058832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28878869102555865,0.0,0.10464213274789608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967833408915732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551027125105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208438954127029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249229628753608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944064187896534,0.0,0.1834612904494969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623712971579092,0.0,0.0,0.3440615348603201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626203966439981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085883343190252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785667982924307,0.0,0.08999397984173743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760164387370556,0.05699812260796541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548639299538758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765651460780187,0.0,0.0576547862066611,0.0,0.2352246201693967,0.0,0.0,0.09061413479295073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589406961423166
anxiety,frankestofshadows,2020/02/23,"Stop me being a walking fountain My anxiety will show itself in different ways. Some being ways I can control and others not so much. The ones that are not often visible are easy and then you have those that are a bit, and it's one of those that is visible that really frustrates me.

My anxiety gets me excited and then my eyes start to tear and I'm just stuck there wiping my eyes as if I'm having a deep emotional connection during a random conversation. The other thing is my nose will itch uncontrollably. 

Now I've tested food for the nose itch, and it's not that. I use eye drops for the eyes but it's not dry eye. It's definitely an anxiety thing. I've taken meds, done exercise, tried the whole lot, but can't quite solve this. Obviously doesn't help when I'm meeting people and things like that, makes dating difficult too. Anyone else have a similar thing and have any advice? Thanks",3.8830438311688313,5.598924073863639,5.068538961038961,81.11477272727275,72.4659090909091,8.892207792207794,24.50324675324676,9.424239791934726,2.079556493506493,711,21,138,17,14,235,109,176,0.113,0.799,0.08800000000000001,-0.1146,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,7,6,1,1,11,0,17,11,9,3,1,25,27,16,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,20,8,1,2,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,2,3,7,11,3,6,20,5,13,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,5,8,95,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834878351227527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019635505955028,0.0,0.3718926136154265,0.0,0.0,0.113305835629193,0.1660345508734076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691148906740853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174757352307047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693028401424537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658285942329579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536804793626173,0.18227914235288914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959458098265688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846619766895618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086155431930348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916714425315967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776511212601433,0.0,0.0,0.10816649044700656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799957884743911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912193449808745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961216670998074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123418017921847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723551141685104,0.0,0.0,0.10381036320742253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469649143881652,0.0,0.0,0.13547711968756468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491895330360806,0.0,0.0,0.4306227653417055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001811606582182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995510357995153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25724801977325645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809177811032517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,simblas,2020/02/23,"There’s nothing to see here I have been suffering from anxiety disorder since I was a teenager, now I am 30. My anxiety is the foundation of my entire mind, all my life my decisions are guided only by fear.  It was very hard for me at school, but I finished it very well, it was hard for me to study at university, but because of anxiety, I graduated one of the best.  I used to try my best, so I burn very quickly.  I liked to draw, but I dropped because I was afraid of a critical response.  I worked close to my specialty, which is rare in Russia.  I was good at my work, but after a year and a half I had to quit, I was overwhelmed with anxiety, every day I came home and cried until I fell asleep, due to accumulated fears, just like It was while I was at university. At work, they did not know anything about my condition and the real reason for my departure.  After that, I was invited back twice, but I refused.  It was a few years ago and since then I haven’t been working, I am taking the prescribed drugs, but it helps me only with my life at home. I have no friends, no relationships, and almost don’t leave my house.  It seems to me that I failed to adapt to life.  I do not have the strength to try something.  I really don't need any advice or help, I just need to share all of this.",5.086022727272726,4.634358284090911,6.247484848484849,81.61872727272728,68.43181818181819,9.918787878787882,30.47878787878788,9.558583805096642,2.4304851515151524,993,34,218,19,15,335,139,264,0.149,0.7020000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.7715,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,9,10,15,0,4,10,0,26,5,1,2,2,33,34,16,0,2,11,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,2,0,11,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,7,6,1,3,15,3,42,9,35,19,5,25,0,3,1,0,7,8,0,3,16,159,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438741485446644,0.09469324685912422,0.0,0.10696904958981723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264414904810197,0.0,0.3268810169358487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790725075863509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214124973352999,0.0,0.13023813521509167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421090699512425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221784767800223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734141590336135,0.06889280000109342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224298383897053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238822085337263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000403282306997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404139467116973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253214588983139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959910758665163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138708032575966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320407792783085,0.0,0.2143068532045635,0.0,0.0,0.12326083502532688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870781078176486,0.0,0.0,0.1131114501440564,0.0,0.0,0.2263593680186779,0.10437785938983653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786203422464843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841764665355507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250074313961162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723868723363633,0.16248930242354834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362073270112932,0.0,0.12158937642288145,0.06843434606800124,0.10983311433737264,0.0,0.11468926014926607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811183795560136,0.08512509184981375,0.0972487796576632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673223697997922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223852195611868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803185370121818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505329903440015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226184839789237,0.0,0.2644235664056296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960478243905616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31107728747633784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758262147186712
anxiety,bethcaitmcgill,2020/02/23,I need something to do I'm been having a bad time with my anxiety which has led me to quit my job. This has then led to Boredom and overthinking which isn't helping me. I'm just looking for some hobby inspiration which I can do in my house on my own.,2.5027777777777764,3.4581131666666667,4.3157407407407415,88.16583333333334,74.74074074074073,7.622222222222224,26.462962962962962,8.07648339933343,1.4134962962962965,197,7,45,3,4,67,39,54,0.168,0.7709999999999999,0.061,-0.6108,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,8,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,7,11,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818522717435616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30762838685560856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469546568672256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42512528496832014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656155423794074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093931618331517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731903737459069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918766764637925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836397715039387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148377964529498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starkathena,2020/02/23,"best part of the day when you’re barely waking up and you feel totally calm for about 20 seconds, with no shortness of breath, and everything feels smooth. 

and then it all comes rushing back but that’s lame and we don’t talk about it.",3.1847872340425525,5.0754304042553215,3.052074468085109,94.10875,74.74468085106382,6.402127659574468,22.388297872340427,7.1686216300943375,0.5098127659574474,187,5,40,2,4,56,40,47,0.107,0.805,0.08800000000000001,-0.2272,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,12,4,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,7,4,4,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30161124916331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116356395490405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378832782303324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25296478363910224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525234105512105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966604737995653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42476178156338296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31527068627370697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FavouriteFandoms,2020/02/23,"Is this a type of Anxiety? Whenever my parents or friends get drunk. Instead of laughing at and with them, I get nervous. Scared. I took a vow when I was real young to never drink or do drugs. I'm the only sober one, all the time. The designated driver if I could drive. Even on tv when actors portray a drunk person, I'll cringe at the feeling inside. Of nerves, worry, and hopelessness. I can't describe it properly but that's on the right track. 
Why do I do this?
Does anybody else do this?
Is this normal?",0.6866063348416311,3.1406337843137284,2.5092156862745085,91.04762443438914,88.6078431372549,5.099245852187028,21.571644042232275,6.67199483983844,0.60089653092006,394,14,80,5,13,130,73,102,0.152,0.7929999999999999,0.055,-0.7587,1,0,2,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,8,0,9,4,0,0,2,13,14,8,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,3,0,1,5,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,1,8,2,9,11,1,12,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,5,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830936120713628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860993792621249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397422470581714,0.0,0.0,0.2283345305611762,0.2703045612821632,0.0,0.19471258050044732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395042193792374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785476236057706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800808667400606,0.0,0.2435545492870692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797694952119306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837377831037026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794440542397786,0.1772716200514158,0.0,0.0,0.2588132712854611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035208020317951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26530172039684874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905328763124736,0.0,0.0,0.2333587132271821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591371824573314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25896597382277553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032292800213967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670909745033106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jostabaer,2020/02/23,"people are afraid of me my social anxiety is so bad that I really struggle with simple conversation and looking people in the eyes. I have pretty low self confidence because of the anxiety. but a really problematic effect of this situation is that I scare people. 

all of my friends have said they were afraid of me before they knew me. I’ve overheard people saying it about me. I’m horribly shy so it’s confusing and painful to hear. I can’t confront them, either, because that would justify their fear. it’s really difficult for me to make friends. 

does anyone know what I can do to help this? like certain social techniques I can use to put people at ease? thank you so much for listening.",3.4911332941867315,6.08410411450382,4.914045801526719,77.77944216089256,76.55725190839695,8.305578391074574,26.87081620669407,9.057496981413335,2.6845943628890194,553,22,95,14,13,184,86,131,0.248,0.578,0.175,-0.8775,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,4,1,4,16,1,6,3,0,11,2,1,3,2,14,21,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,4,0,1,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,0,0,3,6,18,5,15,17,3,4,0,1,2,0,16,3,0,1,1,65,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274857296577573,0.0,0.0,0.10396332065595924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414494233872635,0.1812727915275988,0.0,0.1265191460257013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301143838563679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731085396232984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297458029709128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675776914014067,0.0,0.09965976141028783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171284645091717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263949961362143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485712592512195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924773484195157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092998591344579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821027540750185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153938761376529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126509654873385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494685022959127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28575236264611786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143254695964447,0.11823949679995735,0.14885863756982678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551098548600472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712706294610133,0.0,0.3031292589985583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543681567590126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688826506961208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841525090144307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562085860028517,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emza555,2020/02/23,Anyone here have experience taking hydrocodone? I just got my wisdom teeth out so I’m in a lot of pain. My dentist prescribed me Norcos (hydrocodone & acetaminophen) and idk why but my anxiety is kicking in so badly and I’m scared to take it. I’ve been taking just advil and Tylenol but it’s not working as well as I need it to. I’m scared I’ll have a bad experience on the norcos. Should I just be brave and take them?,0.5524764890282121,2.9639121264367816,2.278453500522467,92.81416927899687,88.65517241379311,4.54294670846395,20.55276907001045,6.1124844417494595,0.12349195402298865,333,11,70,3,11,109,56,87,0.263,0.669,0.069,-0.9591,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,0,2,3,0,6,5,1,0,0,14,15,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,8,3,9,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807396967799485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690916350546054,0.0,0.0,0.13427800060948672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32068876865118995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757016097697513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359097890170442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163264528321053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423943438045825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434283287177665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845286991644936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775571403711187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266595252309755,0.0,0.17328515569589134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980654036470164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,khivameow,2020/02/23,"Service Dogs? So I’ve been dealing with intense anxiety for 4-5 years now. I had to quit my minimum wage job 2 years ago because I would get very intense panic attacks extremely often (Daily, or every couple days). Since then, I can’t order at a restaurant for myself, leave my house alone, even get myself to submit an application for a job.. I’ve never been formally diagnosed but I asked someone to schedule an appointment for me for next week (The 27th). This is going to sound really stupid, but I get a panic attack even thinking about taking a pill (I’ve had bad experiences and that’s all I’m willing to say on that), so I was toying with the idea of asking for treatment in the form of a service dog, since I want to go to college later this year and the person I heavily rely on can’t be with me every step of the way.

Is there anyone with experience in service dogs that could help me find out a way to bring it up to this doctor (who I’ll be seeing for the first time).. I fear that I’ll just be looked at as “oh you’re trying to cheese a system here” or something.

The only reason I’m even looking for an appointment is because I want to progress in life and actually DO something, I just feel like there’s a huge brick wall between me and my future right now.",7.510624195624198,5.485079930501932,8.181167953667957,74.8499243886744,64.36679536679537,10.641055341055342,34.324646074646076,9.075114841892004,2.8576715572715563,998,33,198,13,12,337,150,259,0.122,0.8059999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9411,3,1,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,14,8,3,3,18,0,17,4,0,1,2,27,35,12,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,1,1,4,3,7,0,1,5,6,20,1,38,24,2,36,0,0,3,0,7,12,0,3,17,128,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.10909703596216304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910065090443963,0.0,0.0,0.115787223176223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552384309633168,0.0,0.0,0.07817055370401056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902884834887214,0.2543688006900757,0.0,0.0,0.09334521849571603,0.13629994113093796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892602273071331,0.1237004500387168,0.0,0.07209934762185091,0.11525704884364073,0.0,0.11347086413520965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442822296528295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152115247283105,0.0,0.18838636402573294,0.0,0.0,0.21871641467615546,0.0,0.12580188870849127,0.056527554896977826,0.0798672800037252,0.0,0.0,0.10217976846185237,0.0950938529819422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522681577913224,0.0,0.12707279695726284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493468544769141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899788936593676,0.0,0.1262043846985487,0.0,0.0,0.22188110166084493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837611134717335,0.0,0.0,0.07896501406040549,0.05461801210034327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776142596977924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622417801245859,0.0,0.11889660498576915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502610359922616,0.0,0.262337677796192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761619368703232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890909795999155,0.0,0.0,0.07161955540132722,0.11494518862457387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547340657795172,0.0,0.08890488372455084,0.0,0.0,0.08908715553039358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849580651360464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472461959849188,0.17213246615981093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405688432503662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163453781314053,0.0,0.0,0.06518930601957595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590233108983464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224363374879273,0.1318806771012495,0.17747735615970886,0.08967622701674974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941686498067849,0.0,0.0,0.21597940391597314
anxiety,CanOfDogFood,2020/02/23,"I’m scared of going to sleep For some reason I’ve been feeling scared of sleeping, but I don’t know why? I sometimes do thing to make myself not sleep, I leave my light on, be on my phone doing nothing really, I just really don’t wanna sleep I just feel afraid of closing my eyes. 

But this is a weird thing if I do fall asleep when I wake up I don’t feel scared of going back to sleep. I actually feel okay and that it’s ok to sleep. It’s only at night , I’m not scared of the dark. I just feel very alone I think the only night I did sleep without problems was then I was at a friends house we drank alcohol and I just slept over it was just us 3 all sleeping in the same bed but I did wake up ever few hours at night but I didn’t feel scared of actually go to bed. I closed my eyes feeling like it was ok to close my eyes. ( I don’t know if this really belongs in anxiety but that’s kinda what it fells like to sleep)",1.0603911909591446,2.3443691625615766,2.959669660967837,95.11175021732832,79.04926108374384,6.15578093306288,19.33033903216459,6.794906146795322,-0.08789342219646512,712,15,176,7,17,239,95,203,0.114,0.759,0.128,0.2081,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,0,8,14,0,6,5,3,17,18,16,2,2,40,35,11,0,4,15,0,7,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,12,6,2,0,11,0,0,5,8,8,0,0,10,11,26,6,26,24,4,26,0,0,3,0,4,13,0,4,10,110,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.1539987762242488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843248902605437,0.0,0.08172124253552811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036170945742995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060672672856479634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137361743204113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792753231202324,0.056369374623517675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060961403727863614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452969906715329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777050164223662,0.09104517332970916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672767480984986,0.0,0.0,0.0835484489604857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709748435485643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266935155757485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213952151240007,0.0,0.07571097440360854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200208217016844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075500928861391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516446866075403,0.08112694458165211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949857357970035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7106531539898051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803854601203404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484125778116624,0.050558803276925406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491237140211008,0.0,0.0,0.06510445763493795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119901830366164,0.0,0.0,0.07606110077480421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CheesyEggCroissant,2020/02/23,"I don't know what to do. I am terrified of taking Lexapro. I've been on SSRIs before and worked amazingly but then I began feeling terrible. I had acid reflux and I think the prozac I was taking interacted with the pepcid and made me have a panic attack. Now after months of not being on prozac, my anxiety is through the roof. I also had major withdrawal symptoms when I stopped prozac. I don't leave my house and this is the first time I have been afraid of thunder. My spidey senses are constantly going off. I'm scared of SSRIs but I fear there is no other option.",2.034970501474927,4.472519805309737,3.641792035398233,85.72487094395281,81.03539823008848,6.244542772861358,20.921091445427727,7.492282038375204,0.9305286135693224,450,13,85,7,12,149,76,113,0.256,0.71,0.034,-0.9826,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,4,5,0,16,4,0,1,0,14,25,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,7,3,15,1,11,17,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,10,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362602459927554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565770873489628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612244672665951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953886367765188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481362859830319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583849219704188,0.11610213496141515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953135841985745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049762234670267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26494919846077425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619245526625986,0.0,0.0,0.24313309289398996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172708051333563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327948875545125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26940811900026224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298884175306551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197154952044815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386617918392616,0.3452894343697582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713041793931353,0.0,0.0,0.13389253469957615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671651785404351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,navneeth22,2020/02/23,"Purposefully being anxious on silly things to prevent bigger problems from happening Hey guys , I’m really glad I’ve been part of this community to share things , 
sometimes when I get small anxiety attacks I over estimate and think more of it on purpose which keeps my anxiety throughout the day or week.
The reason I do this is because I’m afraid if I don’t keep my anxiety going I’ll get into even bigger problems ! Which might give me a panic attack and this fear has led me to get anxious as a ritual .

I guess that I know more about anxiety and how people deal with it I would like to know your opinions and any advice you guys can give me would be highly appreciated .",7.270501635768813,6.765981328244281,7.922311886586693,71.59572519083972,63.961832061068705,10.844492911668484,33.9814612868048,10.290406445055957,3.4376926935659764,538,20,97,11,7,180,88,131,0.204,0.698,0.09699999999999999,-0.9218,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,11,2,3,4,0,11,0,0,3,0,24,26,9,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,14,4,14,20,3,13,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,5,4,65,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285127375600506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943317999499709,0.0,0.4024275761729123,0.2971439485342805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992294786157373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016895194953343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848148441903747,0.13558387089418214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686293127272485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798840685254502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612995219083596,0.2523180273939525,0.07474172673026391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487612137715628,0.2604365984818397,0.11629629079738887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895044128435444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337891502946307,0.0,0.0,0.1445519364617016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425048685010129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951424532224208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430187651798855,0.0,0.14241549279334365,0.0,0.09117438208562596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251679881779368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842504354436978,0.13521701076629225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006947285774526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474245523790788,0.08426806016521686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549159559525904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684576911158887,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,udoit__,2020/02/23,"Anxiety or heart problem? So I've had hypochondria (health anxiety) since I was pretty much 13. I'm 24 now and I've never had any health issues and no one in my family has had any either. Yet I still completely obsess about my health and visit the Dr. way more than any normal person. I've pretty much worried about everything and anything and now I'm worried about my heart. I've had multiple tests done in the past few months (chest xray and ecg) and have seen my doctor at least 5 times. I also saw another Dr twice last month. All of my tests were normal and all of the doctors said that I am perfectly healthy. Even after all that I still worry that there is something wrong with my heart because I haven't seen a cardiologist. My main concern now is that the past two weeks, I have been waking up nearly every night with my heart racing near 100bpm (I track my HR with a watch). And the past few days, I'll wake up every couple of hours at night with my HR elevated to 90bpm or so. Other than that, my resting heart rate is perfect. I'm literally convinced that I have some sort of arrhythmia or something. Is it possible that my anxiety is causing my heart rate to go up like this while im sleeping? Similar stories would be greatly appreciated.",3.6612753036437233,5.418089085020245,4.657269230769232,83.6689807692308,73.12955465587044,7.531093117408908,25.71032388663968,8.238735603445708,1.6210940890688263,992,33,193,16,20,323,137,247,0.08199999999999999,0.816,0.102,0.8466,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,14,8,0,1,7,0,21,18,10,1,6,30,29,16,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,1,10,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,3,12,5,22,5,25,15,13,33,0,0,4,0,3,9,0,5,22,127,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708807471966845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711474751861058,0.08796764742078379,0.19253051163760213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903563106383158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051139534996021314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617977258183597,0.0,0.0,0.08795873667394412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282444939138193,0.0,0.0541031357798735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717331956070038,0.0,0.08585022375526774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055409604412377,0.0,0.14136456664514901,0.0,0.07539635229956201,0.0,0.07908552548801878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767752423895368,0.0,0.0,0.09249077483573896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675185136843556,0.0,0.5964716329311275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261631809901708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061731375240413,0.087561024900895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838284322699104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040985193655151485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339229345409121,0.0,0.123339943610143,0.0,0.06470236644835084,0.0,0.0,0.15745314967292506,0.16439189389737316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056847112944059086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025204737038874,0.0,0.07325090109086288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457516349510534,0.0,0.17069581448913188,0.0,0.08027292242857742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980011367252514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939599068303827,0.0,0.08395217613602883,0.0,0.0,0.12916769008248696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399186529270976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048917861136151854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194989412313781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658923981200922,0.06729277374270669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25558794744626845,0.0,0.05959417901805456,0.09172228483418647,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Some_Random_Leafwing,2020/02/23,Advice? I'm making a picture book for my English class because we're studying themes in picture books.  We weren't asked to I just thought it would be a nice thing to do. ( It's called Karen the dragon if you were wondering)  but I'm scared to give it to the teacher because the class might makes fun of me and I don't have many friends in the class because talking to people and speaking in class makes me incredibly anxious. Should I give the book to my teacher or should I just keep my work to myself?,3.369411764705884,4.879218637254908,3.727598039215689,91.04669117647059,73.41176470588233,5.8843137254901965,28.43627450980393,5.985473137389443,1.0098392156862743,399,16,83,2,8,124,61,102,0.10300000000000001,0.835,0.062,-0.6286,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,3,0,18,21,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,12,3,12,13,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,4,0,52,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890995155402974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299573160205567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190294879475506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722526494535463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785070157193916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572647925373359,0.0,0.0,0.3905337911091315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092754633459254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076202714796786,0.20637112072654396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593790860751835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111824452534305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037923866471952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636084506929274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523178311240538,0.0,0.0,0.16159860146196714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074489596326907,0.14818924356864135,0.0,0.0,0.14459844054249926,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aniket121999,2020/02/23,"Can't get a gf beacuse of anxiety I'm 19 yo and I can't get a girlfriend beacuse of fear of judgement. I think I look fairly average, and had some women approach me. I do like some women, but I can't seem to ask them out, not because I'm shy, but because I have this anxiety that if I get a girlfriend my friends and other people I know are going to judge my choice. I think my choice in women differ than majority of people including my friends or peers. Hence, I have this anxiety that people are going to bad-mouth me and her behind our backs. 
How do I deal with this anxiety? Can anyone guide me?",3.1863644444444432,4.130112792000007,5.025066666666668,83.7729777777778,73.08,7.795555555555558,27.488888888888887,8.167268648758528,1.7572222222222225,469,17,97,7,9,161,69,125,0.092,0.802,0.106,0.6828,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,1,0,18,24,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,21,3,12,23,3,6,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,5,2,66,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486988523620199,0.0,0.0,0.1253805124776192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763437692807032,0.0,0.0,0.13788139147038705,0.14971969338535918,0.2186162904048811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486485212055295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734495662205872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017780932785411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770750908524776,0.0,0.281052479753406,0.0,0.20381654791385528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854628054758792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760375900085897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505785919130036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729412329862596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632407237714842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297943314081488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EfficientIsland,2020/02/23,"My friend/roommate is planning to move out and I'm not ready to live with a stranger. So for the past 2 years I've lived with a friend I have known since childhood. It's been good, I get anxious about using the shared space and being a ""good"" roommate, but overall it has been fine. No arguing or anything.

Anyway she met a boy. Now it is serious and she is planning on moving in with him. I can't afford to live here without here, and I can't afford to live even in a studio apartment. I need a roommate, but I don't know anyone. That leaves strangers.

The thought of living with a stranger is mortifying to me. All the anxieties that I felt with my friend would be magnified. I need my living space to be somewhere I feel comfortable and I'm worried I will have nowhere to escape my stress.

Does anyone have any advice?",2.1380681818181806,4.314998515151519,3.020965909090912,91.7714488636364,79.0,5.579545454545455,24.85795454545455,6.6274283507984215,0.8036136363636364,645,24,133,6,16,204,95,165,0.132,0.765,0.10300000000000001,-0.418,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,1,1,11,0,18,0,0,1,1,26,29,9,0,3,5,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,5,2,18,7,20,19,1,13,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,89,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602310292194488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877006206632231,0.0,0.0986578700554291,0.14569373868979615,0.0,0.18035064960316333,0.0,0.10612720437023716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285813834701808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518016451691653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520857767459681,0.0,0.12382662196291568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29891411135175266,0.0,0.06737888833289869,0.0,0.0,0.21633944231398652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087578987167395,0.0,0.0,0.13655531122241354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6832707329721787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741387652468077,0.0,0.19125182299711924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311168275828414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668117857696192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772896885008469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238380244415306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138435061953234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243176554137477,0.0,0.0,0.13097021501896347,0.0,0.09161303400091714,0.0,0.0,0.08304923007334264
anxiety,maxcalder0n,2020/02/23,how close together can i take my effexor? i missed my dose of effexor (35.7 mg) last night so i took it this morning (around 10-11). it's currently 10:50 PM and i usually take my pills at 6 PM. should i take my dose or not? i would appreciate an answer as soon as possible,-0.08857142857142719,2.125124052631584,2.905012531328321,88.73842105263161,89.17543859649125,8.169423558897243,22.177944862155385,8.841846274778883,1.9294681704260648,209,8,48,7,7,74,42,57,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.5883,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,9,8,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,5,5,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608320526961537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388340449210253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27496058110009497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303133912058193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6608984375601529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32553369735905724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226980224901525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813874002553587,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jdmick24,2020/02/23,"My story with anxiety I believe I’ve had anxiety all my life, but didn’t really feel it until 7th grade. Well for most of it that I can remember. When I was three, I had a gran mal seizure. I was put on trileptal to reduce seizure activity. My EEG activity finally became clear in the 7th grade and I stopped taking trileptal.

This is around the time when I started having severe panic attacks. I was terrified of throwing up or being sick. This caused me to completely break down daily. I would pace and tremble for hours on end with no relief. Sitting in front of a box fan is the only thing they made me feel like I was going to be alright. I missed most of my 7th grade year due to this and was put on celexa. 

Celexa made a vast improvement in my life. I felt happier and did more things because I was no longer terrified of getting sick or having an anxiety attack. This continued until 10th grade when my celexa stopped working. Daily panic attacks began to start again. I was in marching band and it was our opening night. I started thinking about how bad it would be to get sick during the performance and this caused a full blown panic attack. I had to leave during the performance and sit in the car with my dad. The only relief I could get was from the ac in the car acting as a fan. I told my dad in that very moment “Will I have to live like this forever”.  That has stuck with me even today as I struggle with think about that. 

The summer before attending college was the second worst anxiety season of my life. Every time I would eat a meal I would have a mega panic attack and end up throwing up due to this. After going to several doctors wondering if I had IBS, all I learned is that anxiety is still haunting me. 

Today I am a junior in college and my anxiety is not near what it used to be. I have a prescription for Zoloft and the occasional lorazepam. I still have panic attacks every now and then, but I am learning how to deal with them more and more as time passes. Not that this is inspirational in any way, but I am finally starting to live my life with less anxiety. I never thought this would have been possible the day I asked me dad if I would live like this forever. I hope this gives some sort of hope for those feeling the same way. Sorry for the long story and I wish everyone the best.",4.01087979539642,5.327197530434784,5.05212276214834,82.9387340153453,71.52173913043478,8.107416879795396,27.44245524296675,8.583994105835817,1.9649654731457795,1824,64,356,31,34,599,204,460,0.226,0.657,0.11699999999999999,-0.9955,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,2,4,14,27,6,7,26,1,47,11,0,7,4,71,77,31,0,12,9,3,4,3,0,7,9,0,0,0,26,22,2,2,12,1,0,12,6,16,1,2,24,4,53,11,59,41,13,78,0,1,0,0,11,21,0,11,43,263,79,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043558767184423516,0.0,0.3430067668974154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702144476530165,0.059881638069446075,0.4372225340014232,0.0,0.0,0.053482231123855216,0.0390465900193229,0.0,0.054505049354947134,0.07216667589293564,0.06722049074827881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160175383773967,0.0,0.0,0.06715917009789556,0.0,0.0,0.051141731563111976,0.0,0.0,0.04130938933490181,0.06603663502262798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556175845259994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554300841512774,0.0,0.0,0.11346527456853275,0.0,0.0,0.0423069178628878,0.0,0.1079361452442191,0.06120613215731145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716254794578456,0.04576003353175423,0.06150167417889335,0.1403355710556607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003963696440096,0.06144622282412965,0.07280647906710891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723971364502207,0.0630800710637917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782370483072253,0.0,0.0,0.1809723176284987,0.0938803248977388,0.0,0.16968198489583947,0.056685580018210995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212184715811054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940222425145839,0.0,0.0,0.060110133803603326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743157276906192,0.0,0.3757665508339698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221101316801408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128783482193182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04103449192887503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256044667944822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472507938540366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170296302175855,0.18135038186167832,0.0,0.10230686357269043,0.10710365714179716,0.0,0.06696291886344047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816047128572622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510897102583594,0.0820861522317558,0.0,0.050851546778061016,0.11205082341210744,0.0,0.12143098845546985,0.06120613215731145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055321900346128064,0.0,0.052851077102397004,0.0,0.10168581888123103,0.0,0.0,0.05759204114881401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365868633440359,0.0,0.06946359251590609,0.04663191502378063,0.0,0.0,0.2730118069126537,0.0,0.0,0.04124853450583787
anxiety,Aightball,2020/02/23,"Unsettled Anyone else feel off kilter?  I wad fine during the day but now that I'm getting ready for bed, I'm all out of sorts  :(.  Listening to some calming music but wish I could pinpoint why I'm out of sorts.  The only thing I can think of is that I'm off from my Sunday job tomorrow and don't have plans.  😐  Why can't I be happy about that?  Yay a whole day with no obligations.  Instead, I'm a ball of anxiety tonight. 😣",0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222235,2.4733333333333363,93.36000000000004,86.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.4572444444444446,325,10,74,5,10,111,64,90,0.111,0.711,0.177,0.8027,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,0,1,15,17,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,13,15,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,6,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735249394486853,0.0,0.0,0.18038424336428674,0.2643289876934833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597447251413514,0.0,0.0,0.33274898671106656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155075488132383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044144804108487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478287788150575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746224199132602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560033973372793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962039238206519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713891461773635,0.16530191088451748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655701090958546,0.2880232679476171,0.29666201358649713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LPLady15,2020/02/23,"Fear of sudden death. Why? Because it would make a good story. So so random. But I feel like I just needed to tell someone.

So I have really bad health anxiety, but specifically I’m terrified of sudden death by heart attack, etc. 

Between reading too many sensationalized Seventeen magazine articles about young death, and being a writer myself, I can’t help but think about what the story of my death would be. And on days when the story would be extra emotional, I feel more anxious that I’m going to die.

So weird, right?

So if I see my mom randomly, I feel like I’m going to die because the article could reference how it was a blessing we were able to see eachother before my untimely death.

Or I think about the people in my Facebook community who would all pretend to mourn me and the screenshots that would be taken for my imaginary article about my death. 

Or how if my husband and I say something different during our goodnight routine there would be some sentence like “her husband didn’t usually say ‘see you in the morning’ but that night he did not knowing he would never speak to her again.”

For the record, this doesn’t interfere with my daily life, it’s just a random extra piece of my anxiety that I have to laugh at. Also, I hope it doesn’t seem like I’m romanticizing death, I don’t want to go anywhere anytime soon!",6.0093822957198455,6.585833077821016,6.698499513618678,75.6467375972763,66.47081712062257,9.693482490272373,32.01580739299611,9.673873057562805,3.0179651750972747,1059,41,192,21,16,349,143,257,0.24,0.639,0.121,-0.9924,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,0,0,19,14,1,1,11,0,23,4,2,3,2,46,45,21,10,13,11,3,3,4,0,7,2,3,0,0,11,6,0,1,8,2,0,3,7,5,0,0,5,9,28,9,25,27,7,18,1,1,3,0,16,5,0,10,14,134,39,1,0.10936096225823544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745592200688346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673216735868664,0.12354675899149305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441388242986096,0.0,0.0,0.09131183547518136,0.13333085508173398,0.0,0.0930581240662873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731582958071156,0.0,0.0,0.07052877344988485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699882590962145,0.1142589292655555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301636295741256,0.0,0.0,0.1219663811827527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306148669783253,0.16588856534105198,0.15625498657727374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645706522715827,0.09172678654649707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162455889313578,0.0,0.1295932668285126,0.07330234777154747,0.0,0.0,0.1086201113352686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010192482088235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724488183087859,0.21371296849519475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299929150916128,0.11087485084809144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808223725588525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108976780676037,0.08434591598302063,0.0,0.0,0.10262785476459964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758171214005498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939055688775848,0.0,0.07005943277010765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339366423038713,0.0,0.17393645323073262,0.0,0.0,0.2614395837248972,0.09955811272940332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266118843166657,0.08419141163959684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558630129322902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401481776259239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044564952707484,0.0,0.06450392898473678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986812584285103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438082290826979,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eternal_Destiny,2020/02/23,"Anxiety Life Hack to share with you all :) Hey! Thought I’d drop this here in case this helps anyone. If you have anxiety over being late, this might be for you...

Set your car clock 7 minutes ahead of the actual time (unfortunately this only works in cars that has a manually adjusted clock, of course). And only your car clock, not any other type of clock.

Why? Because I found out (by pure accident) that seeing the clock display a later time than it actually is, then remembering my clock is about 7 minutes ahead, is actually pretty comforting. You see the time on the clock as you’re driving, and for a split second you’ll think it’s the actual time. But usually that disparity doesn’t cause me any excess anxiety, since my brain is already telling me I’m that late. When you remember your clock is set ahead of time, you realize that you have more time than you thought, and because it’s hard to subtract 7 minutes from the time when driving, you can’t hyperfixate on the actual time as much. Aka: you’re left with the comforting feeling that you got extra time to get to where you need to be. 

I don’t recommend using other numbers to adjust your clock by, since smaller numbers don’t make much of a difference and anything larger is just inconveniently inaccurate. And especially don’t use a more “round” number (ie 5 or 10) because part of the hack is that you can’t quickly calculate the actual time. 

At least for me, it always makes me feel like I’ve gained extra time, and that I don’t have to rush as much. And if I’m running late, i can think “well, I’m actually only 2 minutes late, not 9” and it calms me down a bit. 

Hopefully this was a decent explanation, and I highly suggest to try this! It’s helped me a lot.",3.505252844500632,5.326846941002954,4.9347355667930906,81.24713495575223,73.69026548672565,8.382680151706701,26.56142014327856,9.04235418022936,2.1512906868942268,1359,49,268,30,28,454,164,339,0.032,0.867,0.1,0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,17,0,5,8,7,0,0,18,0,25,2,1,5,2,42,45,19,0,4,7,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,22,12,0,0,12,0,0,7,9,0,1,1,5,6,30,7,39,35,12,54,0,0,3,0,23,11,0,6,34,168,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.516138887067952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338060466389416,0.0,0.06287066532234155,0.0,0.0,0.1027646446974694,0.0,0.17340597283435474,0.0,0.0,0.05283220998685275,0.0,0.062178148611533035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381791500088082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249023439608254,0.0,0.0,0.08434819481264835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776193195358344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894247592903422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640922339295794,0.05397895637547582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284591681501972,0.0,0.0,0.03947616030124872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043097761799581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768551069522302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129044376125676,0.07983162809341035,0.0,0.07504656817292966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409327934993538,0.0,0.0820944535820294,0.0,0.0533691525360154,0.03691403153258916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423707386549321,0.0,0.0,0.10087167541024304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015555217637242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663241630482026,0.05602561729156628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239676886749788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182241488640835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687008546976587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118594037642199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042056976939865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500542561115632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604139682990104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682958005863053,0.0,0.11996990444745405,0.4846459997355008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129921312587591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051644480635458,0.08321693411330051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793610137084323,0.0,0.06817972930617945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500743580152387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bitgammer,2020/02/23,"Super anxious and terrified to drive M20 here and since I was a child, the thought of driving a car terrified me but was exciting too nonetheless.
Since I got older the fear didn't go away at all so I told my parents about them, dad told me that you're young and it'll go away in no time if you start driving.
Fast forward I turned 18 and started going to driving classes, during my first drive I was anxious af and felt my heart jump outta my chest, I was breathing profusely and my face turned red.
I still drove with the instructor besides me and I was able to drive with no issues (according to what my instructor was able to report)
I was good with parking and and vehicle control but I lag alot in the clutch/accelerator part. I started driving on main roads with the instructor and was comfortable enough to drive but I was shitting myself every time I stopped at a red light thinking I may fuck up the clutch part.
I missed my license test and didn't drive for over a year and I went to a crash course to get this over with but still bailed in the last moment for my license exam.
The last time I drive was back in November 2019 and few days ago, my dad wanted to see me drive so he sat in the car with me. I couldn't get the accelerator/ clutch part and got anxious af with my dad looking at me on top of that. 
He said that I needed more practice but after the incident, I still feel really paranoid to drive at all. My GF pokes fun at me and tells me that things would be much easier if I knew how to drive since her ex's could drive so she compares me to them.

Plus I live in India which is infamous for people driving recklessly and I've been on road with few people like that and I grit my teeth whenever they pass by, I honestly feel emasculated because of it and really fearful about how my GF looks at me thinking I'm such a pussy.

Is there anyway I can combat this? Please?",4.267193509615382,5.056873768229167,4.9814583333333315,85.6536057692308,70.43229166666666,8.303525641025642,27.790064102564106,8.502166056373571,1.768295592948718,1493,50,314,23,26,482,187,384,0.13,0.7809999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9287,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,4,16,12,2,2,18,0,22,7,6,3,2,54,55,31,0,7,7,5,3,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,12,27,0,2,7,0,0,25,5,5,0,1,24,10,55,7,51,25,12,70,0,1,5,1,20,24,2,4,24,210,67,4,0.19603203788897366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688528684611617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332190606770056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417855257677365,0.07536826840053103,0.0,0.05974965539676268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993329971750043,0.07825781549112261,0.0,0.0,0.06321222355626042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127674890306926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825827233569633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205905427757544,0.09911968846036047,0.0,0.09411074915106188,0.0,0.0,0.08337237564267404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061423010509062,0.10241864887300088,0.0,0.16711428703858458,0.08221118635211458,0.1567847285672793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614945437794826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230325841685624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979227492707718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788567587592276,0.0,0.08654994046469366,0.0,0.1646175398963927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205305179188212,0.07267763609087058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883518962405064,0.3184253907766825,0.0,0.13590393233675369,0.0,0.0,0.10759215514297313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558314315888822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323567945869712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810607692200383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061203491847588,0.24323959122141495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812872808376606,0.0,0.2348271580245613,0.08194578070439107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856703207883948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651174876916299,0.12560941445249052,0.0,0.07781377054636307,0.17146178661142464,0.0,0.0,0.1873170129713411,0.0,0.0,0.21322656520646086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781238748094214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086183154201254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962776764119524,0.0,0.0,0.0631191026188367
anxiety,roflkirkk,2020/02/23,Chronic fatigue I struggle regularly with sleeping excessively (opposite of insomnia pretty much) and never feel like I have energy even after sleeping 12 hours. I also have GAD. Is this most likely the contributor of my chronic fatigue? Looking for you guys anxiety experiences with energy levels!,7.410625000000002,11.128927145833336,8.804000000000002,49.04100000000002,69.20833333333334,11.340000000000002,40.85,10.793553405168565,6.7082450000000025,245,15,25,9,5,84,39,48,0.19,0.675,0.135,-0.2505,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,7,2,0,1,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,5,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,5,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117494052875107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025606960666501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488876869046993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590116837248653,0.0,0.0,0.1338838439940117,0.1891632934722333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26217993891673586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607610413267965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258722296573148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235369554234055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946483023754595,0.0,0.2042194186281545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693827282581434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299547928205715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768119971750542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tunabutnotafish,2020/02/23,"It's so hard to remember the times that my mind was free from anxiety, OCD and all kind of this things. It's like I was always like that.",2.869,3.1981792333333345,4.026666666666667,92.91,73.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,0.8446666666666665,107,2,27,2,2,35,25,30,0.10099999999999999,0.653,0.24600000000000002,0.7102,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31002645217404906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28503191574847425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337693125536516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879973076528562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640593326892237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762117793167862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42207418582956224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475336171179884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172614338687297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PT167,2020/02/23,"I need help I have never experienced severe anxiety. I'm in 12th and I have a very important exam tomorrow. I have been experiencing chest pain and I can't breath properly for 3 days now. Also my body starts shaking randomly. First I didn't understand what was going on but then a friend told me that this is definitely anxiety. 
I have no clue what to do. My parents don't understand mental health and talking to them just makes me worse. I can't concentrate on studying which makes me more anxious. What am I supposed to do?",2.214117647058824,4.9294907058823565,4.15245098039216,80.43102941176474,83.11764705882355,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.610905882352941,420,18,78,12,12,142,70,102,0.131,0.7140000000000001,0.155,0.1243,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,14,5,3,2,1,12,23,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,4,2,15,1,7,19,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,7,56,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049508394428882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307061036368805,0.2267273273252305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292601947771284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943115978396594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707103890084097,0.0,0.0,0.15505584562988894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405914220912007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332855598072734,0.0,0.0,0.13452109575818086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679298817000479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225255575974785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488122106830519,0.1547877439904796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355278506440145,0.0,0.22284716508684846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267273273252305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205239189889565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131040053586804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177191429257776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178594923930996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559373825977936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452454159125946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,craigandthesoph,2020/02/23,"The Beginning... Hi everyone! I’m starting a journey to take back control of my mental and physical health. I am sharing my story and experiences in the hopes of reaching others and creating a community where we can grow together. The Instagram is @helloitscraig where you will see a link to my YouTube channel in the description. 

I hope to connect with you! Have a great day/night!",4.386397515527953,7.273448840579711,5.355734989648036,74.22130434782609,75.08695652173913,9.160248447204973,35.944099378881994,9.606745405546679,4.358331677018634,306,18,49,9,7,100,51,69,0.0,0.759,0.24100000000000002,0.9475,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,8,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,12,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,8,11,0,9,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,3,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533159406782409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29949977823785584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722139423238648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551611021831421,0.0,0.2612091320151323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944043951141339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838431773076756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304472677947659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691060640312544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059201509879075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279041725557452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900705569103615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077529002063413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,look1111,2020/02/23,"I have horrible intrusive thoughts. What’s wrong with me? Brief mental health background; 

I (23F) assume I’ve always had anxiety and depression, but haven’t been officially diagnosed. I also have a suspicion I may have ADD. I’ve been to therapy, but maybe too inconsistently to matter much. I’ve never been on medication for my mental health. Since high school, I’ve overcome self harm, suicidal thoughts, social anxiety, some physical symptoms of anxiety, and severe depression. 
—
What’s happening now;

Disclaimer- I’m not looking for official diagnosis here. I mostly want to know if there’s a name for this and/or that I’m not alone. I just want to know more about what’s happening. 

I’m at a point in life where everything feels perfect. I feel lucky and grateful for everything that I have, but that also makes me terrified of losing it. Maybe this is why it’s happening.

I could be having a perfectly normal, happy day and then out of nowhere I get what I call an “intrusive thought”. One night I sobbed for hours over the thought of my mom dying. It felt like I was experiencing every phase of emotional torment that comes with a tragedy such as that. Finding out, funeral, coping, learning to live without her. Another night my boyfriend was driving us to a party and I imagined that we got into a freak car accident. The image was so clear in my mind that I started having pain where the “car crash” affected me. Tonight, I was playing with my pets, thinking about how cute they are. Then I thought, “one day they’ll get sick and die”. Earlier today, I imagined what it’d be like for my boyfriend to find my dead body. 

These are only a couple of brief examples. When they happen, they are detailed, clear, and long. I’m so immersed in the thought of something happening that it feels real. I feel that I have absolutely no control of these thoughts. I don’t hear voices, but it’s like someone is whispering horrible things to you and you can’t help but absorb what they’re saying. 

Although these intrusive thoughts are less frequent now, they have affected my mind, job, and relationships negatively. I’m always trying to better myself and need to know more about what’s happening in my head. I’m a pessimist, I’m scared of the future and the world, and I know I have anxiety. It’s the only explanation I can think of. How do I stop/cope this? Frankly, I’m pissed that even though I’ve had a good day, that less than 30 minutes ago I was crying over the image of my dead body.",3.867142857142859,6.141363428874732,4.667223233242343,81.5747929936306,73.94692144373674,8.222444646648468,29.04868061874432,8.976282227363876,2.6006018198362137,1969,84,363,44,42,634,230,471,0.22899999999999998,0.6409999999999999,0.13,-0.9959,1,1,1,0,0,0,67.0,2,2,5,5,21,21,1,1,19,0,36,12,4,6,5,81,80,30,6,6,10,1,5,3,0,2,8,4,1,1,32,21,0,1,25,1,0,6,9,10,0,2,20,11,50,11,47,54,7,41,0,4,1,0,19,16,2,6,22,235,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240502341797596,0.0,0.0,0.07291278420342744,0.0,0.11259711571719187,0.11715626181189442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382014923960302,0.21542209390202016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226275086540421,0.0,0.15639623466733735,0.0,0.0,0.07188589233638135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060643046754929875,0.0,0.0,0.07895917010018651,0.05620837526856196,0.07789585044122507,0.0773306867198433,0.13620581002341814,0.0,0.12127019456141305,0.07145414151158208,0.14612740042121225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919010706864227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649829098490391,0.0,0.059314723724617525,0.0,0.12654129426133434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423846707327243,0.0,0.06759468395445373,0.0,0.12868797097718346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356180100638958,0.0,0.0,0.059047868698526684,0.056305014421779674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735249564385803,0.07494171412229647,0.0,0.0,0.0722503296243341,0.149663027135967,0.07934549834679391,0.0,0.047187387343107234,0.07438107322253668,0.0,0.0,0.06932945361745606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986076891918283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475917990665553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972533991115938,0.10318110808732904,0.0,0.06216416216809749,0.06230145629793026,0.05911795774144461,0.07875917729809863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699229900453805,0.0,0.1414517793222708,0.0,0.0,0.07092021977819453,0.1418925356796793,0.0,0.1421671131778523,0.08245119460568168,0.0,0.0,0.05175182758356784,0.052200432856332926,0.05429653386688451,0.0,0.0,0.13213056558739694,0.06897668914138701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540922110370156,0.1070841803322858,0.07491016877492546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655040455474458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013019021657809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558285519613749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598461059708816,0.07048230992101817,0.0712481829820121,0.0,0.0,0.07344216661207692,0.07953154228683483,0.0,0.058235300579854266,0.0,0.0,0.07176355610820008,0.05964937717717784,0.0541970738015391,0.0,0.0,0.049829219735153786,0.0,0.0,0.058857242111878226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700576777920135,0.0,0.0,0.0731721700440922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050811112423747,0.0,0.04677038531866887,0.0902184792726654,0.06916727803192291,0.4471155335459526,0.0,0.0,0.0667306166580854,0.0,0.0,0.047796726922687605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468208558220364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304705032480571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352471519034783,0.0,0.0,0.06786273011766081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697094276795761,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angrygatos,2020/02/23,"just venting a little Anxiety trigger warning? 

Sometimes I just feel so hopeless when it comes to my anxiety. I've been to three therapists, one of whom I never even managed to talk about my anxiety with because I was so anxious about him believing me, and every. single. one of them. ditched me. The first one moved away and said nothing, the second one left the building right before my appointment and never came back, and the third one completely ignored my calls when I tried to set up my next appointment. I feel like I will never get help because I'm too deep, too anxious, too MUCH for anyone to handle. How my boyfriend doesn't think I'm a burden, I will never know. I can't stop apologizing at work because I'm so worried that I'm getting in everyone's way. I made a friend recently and I started to spiral into an anxiety attack because I started worrying whether I was texting too much or too often or being too selfish with the conversation. Sometimes it's hard for me to even get out of the house. The only thing that convinces me to get out of bed when I have work is the thought that my bosses will be pissed if I don't show up. How am I supposed to be an adult like this? I'm 19 already and I'm too scared to go to college or try to start the career of my dreams (working with books). Idk. Should I even post this? Is it worth taking up reddit space? My mind is telling me I'll get doxxed, logically I know that at the absolute worst, I get ignored, maybe downvoted if I'm really unworthy, but I still *feel* like something horrible might happen. I use hand sanitizer after every customer at work (courtesy clerk/grocery bagger) because I'm so scared of getting an illness or disease or something. I feel helpless and useless and so so so scared all the time. Everything I do is to prevent people from hating my guts: at work I smile at every customer, I say thank you when my boss tells me I did something wrong and tells me how to correct it, I ask for permission when I go to help my coworkers bag, et cetera, because my mind tells me if I'm not perfect everyone will despise me. If I don't do everything perfectly I will get fired and kicked out of my parent's house and die alone on the streets. I don't know how to fix myself. I don't know how to help myself, and clearly no therapists are going to want to help me. Any time anything good happens, I feel a sense of dread, like ""oh god, what horrible thing is going to happen?"" Ugh. I'm such a pitiful excuse for a human.",4.042931726907632,5.225552590361449,5.135522088353415,82.8821184738956,71.28915662650601,7.862650602409638,30.700803212851405,8.256446698504663,2.2441381526104407,1962,84,382,29,36,647,232,498,0.22899999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9975,1,1,3,0,0,2,57.0,0,1,1,8,35,29,4,4,21,0,30,4,3,10,9,76,79,40,1,6,14,1,8,4,1,7,1,2,1,2,14,21,0,4,12,3,1,7,12,19,0,9,8,10,61,10,54,61,6,52,0,4,0,0,24,21,1,11,25,257,75,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748541455103478,0.07190494062130783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431057860954248,0.0,0.1993868355084208,0.14722299140670864,0.0,0.04556091836117529,0.0,0.05362057641435111,0.0,0.06091517741331316,0.07412814424823512,0.06121933517391661,0.05010350249947265,0.0,0.23832313561498,0.0,0.05544579036945352,0.07341225135239374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653496088088902,0.0745249145415764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612899294143052,0.06831831748990809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762509690465912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291113682180597,0.0,0.1646986367315711,0.1245250637539818,0.11712200808605515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473257459387342,0.09309967632459436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542449256231366,0.0,0.0,0.050341936497102564,0.0,0.2723444833589864,0.0,0.14812619467985225,0.05465255429496855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286054020434635,0.0,0.058369960821001377,0.06433134810819695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469970081214647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037023604615538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323945417363276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079580238053464,0.0,0.0,0.1273342286803197,0.06530676633676623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061655333255665565,0.0,0.0,0.06546130470008991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912375177588477,0.13158469633477854,0.0,0.0,0.06925405553307268,0.09579920932676654,0.0,0.20101956806190674,0.0,0.06929768636012122,0.0,0.0,0.06252213421093067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076824073164272,0.049556606434200366,0.0,0.0,0.07235172455309828,0.0,0.0,0.04517327489425725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062404626157179184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041742735110447717,0.0,0.06433697720578524,0.0,0.0,0.0556457115454484,0.06198144388794194,0.051817314287185695,0.195707568521742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048850621636095,0.1288884864004004,0.0,0.13836032682002766,0.0,0.05203632487393402,0.05447611727689325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899170676120291,0.05237260102713267,0.2278085047113392,0.0599899563623839,0.0,0.15131000788999266,0.08657792666745068,0.04175146745797674,0.0,0.05172922941978622,0.07598985829947351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847781540095273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056276739966896416,0.0,0.0,0.03843266088134588,0.051720443004453664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718384035368606,0.1323449244536551,0.0,0.0,0.07124149815191687,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jgreen35,2020/02/23,Body tingle Does anyone else feel like a whole body tingle when they start to feel anxious? Also has anyone with bad panic attacks found a successful medicine cocktail?,5.816436781609196,9.118423517241382,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,72.44827586206897,5.2459770114942526,26.90804597701149,6.42735559955562,1.5023011494252878,138,5,19,1,3,40,24,29,0.306,0.534,0.16,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,1,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151767974262495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564254142800303,0.0,0.3174226322699389,0.2325702109398471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582251578648112,0.0,0.0,0.1895207566068616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042523772740591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863375832590885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189614603089784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229538162658065,0.1621562151588165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488743987312284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089209650406287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663148471000855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606592547615235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534176548954145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tacoburritocats,2020/02/23,Realization I saw a few posts here. People go through so much more than me. My problems don’t seem valid.,-0.1892857142857132,1.8029347142857155,1.0670238095238105,96.76339285714286,106.61904761904762,4.0047619047619065,19.535714285714285,5.985473137389443,-0.02577142857142789,83,3,18,1,4,26,21,21,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28396285536162297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673005585623755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463946981891535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785269984061109,0.0,0.0,0.478097984844969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454862988387387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,8900_maltic56,2020/02/23,"I fear this spring of 2020. The Wuhan Coronavirus is spreading like wildfire. In South Korea, where I live as a foreigner, more people are getting infected. Malls, churches, and schools are being closed. But I often get sick on Spring than winter. I fear that Spring might bring me more fever and coughing. Plus, there are allergies! What if Springtime increases the coronavirus? I hope summer can bring it down, but some viruses thrive in extreme heat. I don't know what to do!",3.821058823529413,6.935557517647059,3.1344117647058845,87.72985294117649,79.70588235294119,6.223529411764706,26.14705882352941,7.554174236665415,1.700317647058824,379,15,65,6,10,111,66,85,0.10800000000000001,0.848,0.044000000000000004,-0.6524,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,9,4,0,0,0,12,15,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,9,13,4,15,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,6,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6756857003829053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137161531279876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981966900150118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499886461908753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466774868740563,0.0,0.2651090858434255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184971801807409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814206844556407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038493562784619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pate1231,2020/02/23,"help I have very huge anxiety for such small things, Like going to dentist or something small like that, I dont even understand why! I had this for my entire life. Is there anything that could help  :/ Id just want to be calm n chill, not stress about something useless shit.

Also i drink coffee like 3+ cups a day, I was thinking quitting it.. if it helps

I just love alcohol because everything feels so calm, No anxiety or anything, i wish life would be like that",4.941575091575089,5.703176582417584,5.107417582417583,85.45841575091575,68.8901098901099,8.264468864468865,30.551282051282055,8.344100000000001,2.096251282051282,363,14,73,5,6,114,66,91,0.13699999999999998,0.539,0.324,0.9570000000000001,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,1,1,0,9,7,1,0,0,13,16,5,0,5,6,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,8,7,5,10,0,5,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,3,5,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179393887668935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603547078370254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602646237828795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799691185612471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036963834170642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581756056435768,0.0,0.0,0.10970572009173983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936555039135756,0.16664128089189328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235486565493256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528822868043619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860118200725421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667641354665343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420598340225022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030491302048074,0.3324251075820591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535292972743282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093101598615016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461362881504766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26191521524261346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485837509971765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301233330950845,0.10899846965949288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708864150900067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035708502337527,0.10033422717956753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349619716768895,0.0,0.1956160416658589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208399888141754,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spoinkulous,2020/02/23,"Suddenly started getting panic attacks So I've had all kinds of anxiety for about 30 years. But a couple weeks ago I started getting panic attacks. One got so bad I went to the ER because I thought I was going to die.

Is this sort of thing common? Why would I suddenly start getting panic attacks? There's been no change in my lifestyle, and I don't have any specific problem that triggers them. It really sucks.",2.325444444444443,4.978016099999998,3.806666666666669,83.6027777777778,81.75,6.055555555555558,30.13888888888889,7.3871296695380915,2.246847222222223,328,17,57,5,9,108,63,80,0.38799999999999996,0.612,0.0,-0.988,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,4,3,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,8,18,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,9,1,1,6,0,8,1,7,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,9,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146380424799198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085276941057204,0.0,0.11345323834647422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061564669180972,0.0,0.0,0.1238288287696514,0.09040560589823393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688746696456646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409712348872013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391760880830432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324503784621943,0.0,0.08428538638229087,0.0,0.11861339021616354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544372703222987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004955889738309,0.0,0.0,0.5220133592350553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190825532422385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500824793459046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149140131820932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985275294098442,0.0,0.0,0.11773793550366247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896166015697004,0.0,0.0,0.13748060769609016,0.1338225717304633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535191339839524,0.0,0.0,0.09550382639224243
anxiety,smile4hxc,2020/02/23,"30 years old and finally did something solo I've always been so terrified to do things on my own, outside of the normal daily routine my life requires. I wanted to see someone in concert and no one that I know also listens to the artist so while there was much back-and-forth in my brain I decided to flip a coin on whether to go alone and actually went through with it! Might be a silly milestone but I'm so happy I did it and just wanted to share.",3.1918894009216565,4.416788956989251,4.690353302611367,85.09838709677422,73.40860215053762,7.034715821812598,28.3394777265745,7.447530270364453,1.5994897081413213,355,14,72,4,7,119,68,93,0.066,0.82,0.115,0.7647,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,0,15,15,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,3,7,3,13,8,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,4,52,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2307171510078384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448654816212595,0.0,0.18906936054129464,0.19672492819282145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179659044944296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639290117678423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899254271237304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436604132281466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516793059346136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993325360277833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699429927343953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508100584796791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379992170748884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316467597797708,0.0,0.0,0.2480887565716051,0.0,0.16020801517800845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840048709016344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003225309589977,0.1820118751994246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570705748214918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788997320178127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191687765538892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225024923422772
anxiety,Spacething11,2020/02/23,Pins and needles feeling Does anyone else feel a prickling sensation due to sudden anxiety? I get it a lot in my right arm pit for some reason.,4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,69.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,31.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.8283,114,5,20,2,2,38,27,28,0.13,0.815,0.055999999999999994,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813620328580138,0.0,0.0,0.2571706918621895,0.37684926009354425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32185972808907765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072453801738085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719362269628609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921576148198452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126860060047161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781543341338124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31409476920248885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cariboo2,2020/02/23,"I am having panic attacks while driving I have gone through this once before about 3 years ago. I was mostly fine but as soon as I headed out in my vehicle I got vertigo, felt like I was going to pass out, my arms tingled and started to go numb, and my lizard brain was convinced I was dying.

This first time this happened to me I really did think I was having a heart attack. Called my husband, pulled off the road, etc. Of course it turned out I was physically fine. I saw my GP and he put me on Zoloft and my symptoms eased.

I weaned myself off Zoloft almost a year ago and I have been fine until last week. All of the sudden all the shitty symptoms are back. Driving is a nightmare. I had to drive my MIL around today and it was miserable for me - I was either experiencing an adrenaline dump or anticipating it. I have to drive out of town for work this weekend and I am really dreading it. For the past week even my 15 minute drive to work has been tough.

Ivneed therapy stat, and on Monday I plan on making calls and getting in somewhere as soon as possible. But I know I will not be able to get in or on meds by Friday, and this out of town drive is terrifying me. Which is so immensely frustrating, because the same drive a month ago before these symptoms restarted was a pleasure - I loved the time alone, podcasts, music etc.

I would really appreciate any advice anyone has on how to get through this weekend.",4.2586071428571435,5.416227646428574,5.1678571428571445,82.94714285714286,70.75,7.885714285714287,26.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,1.6698,1111,36,220,16,20,363,154,280,0.14,0.762,0.098,-0.9296,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,8,16,4,3,12,0,29,13,4,2,2,33,45,22,1,1,6,1,1,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,12,16,0,0,3,2,0,13,1,9,0,1,17,3,35,7,40,25,7,56,0,1,1,1,5,19,0,4,25,158,47,2,0.11248369008902877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991776011769216,0.299130013159281,0.0,0.11263616738879292,0.11649917962623775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649276649062929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865121148631261,0.0,0.0,0.1001343321064026,0.0,0.25593287229803025,0.0,0.08649301447463979,0.0,0.06856901344240678,0.0,0.1914306709010398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556899872916902,0.2297168480227864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674031142803168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508980963398203,0.07429441644485649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800198228362956,0.0,0.0,0.09567856932740812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630425643525394,0.0,0.12785414653050073,0.0,0.0899634825448412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946895566263687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544071757671985,0.0,0.0,0.133293714343351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061818094370298365,0.09168922042068522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549538492068489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015209219618194,0.0,0.07508373658459483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494402205615468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978340827206195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979145887430588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319753743545368,0.0,0.0,0.10737840998480992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680845959037812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307717674314567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617979654158967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961653479539015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507408697146253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863490266760055,0.0,0.0,0.07207500671671094,0.0,0.0,0.13118028852157326,0.0,0.10662138583173822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234995431213995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804552625556521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377893211819225,0.0,0.0,0.07990518612451396,0.0,0.0,0.14487161698938147
anxiety,Grandma_soul,2020/02/23,"For my fellow artists who have anxiety, how does that affects your creative process? Hi! Sorry for the bad English before hand!

I love to draw and paint, but I get really anxious when I start and I think it affects the way I draw. When I start to draw I can't stop thinking how bad my drawings look, or if I'll be able to draw something exactly the way I want. At the end maybe I made a good drawing but I keep thinking that it is not perfect, or that I should have used different colors, etc

I spended the last Christmas with my boyfriend and took my sketchbook and colors with me. After the toast I got a little tipsy and started drawing, and I was so good!! I felt relaxed and enjoyed the whole process and the end result was just what I wanted.

I'm not saying that you have to get drunk or anything!! I l would never drink just to suppress my anxiety. It was just something that I found interesting at the moment, to realize how much my anxiety and intrusive thoughts are getting in the way of my art expression.

So I wanted to know how anxiety affects other people's creative prosess",4.163528037383177,5.588894733644864,4.955221962616822,83.35844042056075,71.28971962616822,7.406074766355141,32.06658878504673,7.865858978985527,2.3048046728971956,859,40,162,11,16,278,118,214,0.11199999999999999,0.731,0.157,0.9209999999999999,1,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,11,9,0,0,12,0,12,4,1,10,3,51,36,23,0,6,11,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,11,11,2,3,8,5,1,1,4,2,0,0,9,6,29,7,16,24,3,20,0,0,3,1,8,4,0,4,12,112,40,0,0.12346907315057025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778140120418868,0.13948490858572168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160452695608868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618303754819053,0.0,0.0,0.1050630873241976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899890238970846,0.0,0.0,0.10804861795746518,0.0,0.0,0.12095268652048508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187139024978392,0.0,0.13770065413839758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854967276082178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537746581718318,0.0,0.0,0.19352248416932447,0.0,0.0,0.20712000121639987,0.09874949691299692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097449852774572,0.0,0.0,0.06785537360833507,0.1006437738153874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374844778623123,0.0,0.0,0.1036829249657964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143565907285076,0.11682942237236507,0.0,0.0,0.12404127935112777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076397529930604,0.0,0.09522696084063756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559790911647006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909744986656313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098187562655059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010504932890449,0.0,0.13821351883015906,0.2621761364034166,0.0,0.0,0.10322567373299897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734198983665994,0.0,0.0980206524522489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371786832866536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663763661885872,0.0,0.0,0.2184757749527549,0.2940120097638709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378488108378096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770888706539527,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alli-suzuya,2020/02/23,"Picking Hi! I just needed advice on something that I’ve noticed I’ve been doing. I’ve always had a tick for picking my skin, biting my lip, all of that. But recently, I don’t exactly catch myself doing it until it’s already done. I’ll look down and find my fingers bleeding. Any idea how I can combat this? I notice it gets worse when I’m stressed or anxious, if that helps. Thanks!!",1.5603846153846168,3.7794147179487183,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,81.30769230769229,4.925641025641027,23.852564102564106,5.985473137389443,0.6489179487179482,300,11,58,2,8,100,60,78,0.141,0.787,0.07200000000000001,-0.6458,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,7,4,3,3,2,13,12,7,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,8,1,5,9,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,3,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202271220303491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486993284820459,0.0,0.18752433266601767,0.0,0.0,0.15325805222316707,0.0,0.0,0.25460183113701385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306298365432774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059823820461821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774554283391345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510595026662193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544131795971436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189252463378218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710760799073687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131662048062242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252383340265192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349939200693568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581584240987609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748868901187825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296693716452517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soogloomy,2020/02/23,"My doctors won't take my panic attacks seriously I was in a car accident two months ago, and got a concussion. I'm also suffering from PTSD. Since, I've been having panic attacks around 10 hours a day on and off. I've been out of work because I keep having them at work. They're so intense that I've been able to stay up for about 36 hours without sleep because they take over at night. I brought myself to the ER to get a bed at a psychiatric hospital where I could get help because my doctor said they couldn't help. 

At the hospital, I was shocked when they only tried two separate as needed anxiety medications in the two weeks I was there, and then told me to just call a hotline next time I have one. They saw all the notes from the nurses about how I was having inconsolable panic attacks for hours at a time even after the meds should've kicked in. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist next week, but I'm afraid they won't take me seriously. 

How can I make sure they take me seriously? I've been very med resistant in the past, so I'm feeling hopeless.",4.7599667774086365,5.381764255813959,5.602076411960133,82.25122093023258,69.23255813953489,9.119601328903654,29.310631229235877,9.23628265651192,2.296063122923589,845,30,174,16,14,277,119,215,0.111,0.812,0.077,-0.7231,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,7,2,13,14,3,4,16,0,18,4,1,3,2,19,36,12,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,13,1,4,13,3,24,1,30,19,1,36,0,2,1,0,12,16,0,0,17,109,25,4,0.10060579019206646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918096279923989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045441406872468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769631541267737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956048293709057,0.0,0.3433608308007487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839850677356986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272976018777236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032553710071058,0.0,0.0,0.06488241176451946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594857858784976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664491755860548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050869310386875866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512474604898872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046364093043487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348678809734019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29722931353803395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942304887954275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715514616996822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350070590297005,0.10134974935256932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030258189608172,0.0,0.0,0.07459791865607852,0.0,0.0,0.21399079843413574,0.0944117188721212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817308713245918,0.07651523691159938,0.0,0.3541176541858577,0.0,0.0,0.09603961052077144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760278496027515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569914496679366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322214927842714,0.0,0.10067844649055613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723238631841722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481976663540168,0.0,0.3025721347174431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732809062265445,0.0,0.0,0.09613314389494147,0.0,0.068304727602903,0.0,0.2948317152737482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301031319915635,0.0,0.0,0.16139979288871995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698039161915688,0.0,0.14648442693800515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JerseyJinger,2020/02/23,"Feeling trapped Hi all, this is my first time posting in r/anxiety, and I just had to vent a little bit. If you have your own similar experiences or advice it’s totally welcome, but not required. This might get long, so bear with me.

I started struggling with mild depression when I was 12/13, but I didn’t begin experiencing anxiety until I was about 17. My grandmother died suddenly at a relatively young age, so most of my anxiety was around death, especially fear that my loved ones would die suddenly. This was mostly mild - I never experienced a panic attack and it didn’t dramatically disrupt my life, and as time went on it got better. During my junior year of college my grandfather died, but he had been sick for a while so his death wasn’t a surprise like my grandmother’s so it didn’t bring up any anxiety. However, a few months after this happened, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer, and the mortality anxiety came back worse (note: she’s cancer-free now and doing well). It began once again as fear of my loved ones dying, but it quickly morphed into being afraid that I would die or get seriously sick unexpectedly. I’ve definitely experienced hypochondria, especially in recent months as my generalized anxiety has worsened. Still, I’ve never experienced a full-blown panic attack (knock on wood), but I did come pretty close once where my chest and throat tightened up and I felt a tingling sensation in my neck and jaw.

My mental health really went down the drain after a few things. First, I graduated from college and moved back home to live with my parents while attending graduate school. I’m very fortunate to be able to live at home while getting this degree, but I miss the independence I had while away from home in undergrad. I went from living in an apartment with my best friends to being home with my parents, and it’s been a tough transition. Second, grad school is hard! The first semester was a big learning experience and it was really overwhelming. Third, I commute over 2 hours everyday to and from school, and it’s mentally and physically exhausting (and expensive!!). Fourth, I started working at my school during my second semester. Even though it’s a pretty low-key job, commuting and going to school and work was exhausting for the first few months. Fifth, my sister experienced a traumatic event, and her own mental health got really bad. I worry about her a lot and she has a long history of pretty serious anxiety, depression, and bipolar II.

My sister has always required more attention because of her long-standing mental health issues, which have been present since her early childhood. Right now because of the trauma she experienced, she’s been going to two different therapists (one of which is out-of-network). My mom (who also has anxiety and depression which has worsened over the last year) is also in two different types of therapy (one-on-one and group). My parents pay for my sister’s therapy, and I know that it plus my mom’s therapy is very expensive. I think it might be causing money problems - my mom expresses concern to my dad about money and even though it sounded like it’s under control, it still doesn’t seem great.

I’m frustrated that my mom openly expresses worry about how expensive her and my sister’s therapy is. A few months ago I was put on antidepressant and anti-anxiety medications, and my mom is aware of this and has acknowledged that I should return to therapy (I went in undergrad for a few months after her cancer diagnosis). Her comments about how much money they spend on therapy make me not want to go because I don’t want my parents to go into deep debt because of it. I think if I went to them saying I wanted to look for a therapist they’d agree to it, but I can’t help but think that in this hierarchy of “who needs help the most” I would be seen as needing it the least, so if it really became unsustainable I would probably be the one to get less sessions or not be able to go at all.

My mental health has never been taken as seriously as my sister’s or my mom’s because mine hasn’t been a life-long struggle (which again I know I’m lucky). I remember when I first really struggled with depression at 12/13 and thinking my mom would be understanding because she was pretty open about her own issues and I had seen that my sister received help, but I was met with frustration and I was made to feel like an inconvenience. I’ve always felt like I have to make myself as small as possible so that my parents can focus on “real” problems, now being my sister’s mental health. Not only do I not feel like I can talk to either of my parents, but I don’t feel like I can go to therapy even though I definitely need it.

I feel so trapped and I have no one to talk to. I feel like I have to suffer alone because the other people in my life have bigger things to worry about, and I’ve never been seen as a priority (that’s what being the self-sufficient “mature” child does). I just wanted to vent a bit. Thanks for listening.",7.105466075319015,7.139713821428575,7.746059757236233,70.92748054777469,64.14705882352942,11.253532524120759,33.80610021786492,10.903163001774269,3.767999704326175,3986,154,709,100,54,1328,356,952,0.191,0.695,0.114,-0.9979,11,3,0,0,0,0,115.0,0,2,3,12,41,47,4,9,35,0,77,24,5,8,7,136,142,81,8,18,25,22,9,7,1,8,17,3,4,1,46,50,0,3,20,0,9,18,19,29,1,15,45,22,108,18,106,78,23,117,0,7,4,3,63,40,0,15,65,504,154,22,0.07122516180914723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034800201895426874,0.0315684042317293,0.0,0.0,0.03688389362468568,0.0,0.05695873616583285,0.05926504035396048,0.0,0.0,0.02421777622254493,0.0,0.24519174224470544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03170274731067455,0.0,0.08102890395611674,0.033459192054323635,0.05476775296437402,0.029735017516820818,0.15196369142781868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03737320653770961,0.03149643378440516,0.07775942954041275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073130525502785,0.0,0.03658393052589101,0.0,0.030677085095874437,0.0,0.0,0.039942537683698015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269225499793307,0.03614601997920335,0.18480118238765886,0.07441513458762804,0.0,0.0,0.031164809538540082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705653214516635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696718752863619,0.0,0.08014810880897573,0.1080407456620926,0.10176653965583007,0.06838732493370132,0.0,0.0,0.15146021562367465,0.0,0.0,0.02751419166604706,0.0,0.07442441467027196,0.0,0.12143670252190915,0.0,0.05696526844113276,0.03926299617074733,0.0,0.0,0.03149208768155988,0.0,0.03190187746673439,0.0,0.0,0.1892725409110068,0.0,0.0,0.07161108689804466,0.0,0.1428892892785977,0.0,0.035071218582867165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434056405076467,0.03533999143640933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03914348623140598,0.029029006585083755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546265724612085,0.12178955718321248,0.03569316182707742,0.094339684174399,0.12606405375192595,0.02990559870214922,0.0,0.0,0.030276542767123736,0.06428348934873418,0.03369748512809046,0.04754334858005129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03587592862782619,0.21533463230033364,0.07555864106051692,0.0,0.3336721947228854,0.14212811157095187,0.03785053754731304,0.026179344600938476,0.07921883248610159,0.10986647135832026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585247278892783,0.14479203889066228,0.027084972542284445,0.0,0.08356738106462157,0.2372613397783255,0.0,0.0,0.024689279557117583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401478340813,0.034107008279974795,0.14492319093557168,0.038396385526791706,0.06815286068314087,0.0,0.035800480069944136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040534913655583114,0.11407165619860432,0.0,0.03516312730949393,0.0,0.04034211190713333,0.03041294950866968,0.0,0.02832055371965048,0.0,0.18020916570191428,0.0,0.03242035614052528,0.0371516886987694,0.0,0.0,0.029459094934520026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041353612241037,0.0,0.056880506226077224,0.0,0.0,0.11169000564528007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572480871010148,0.0,0.03278727979579072,0.2850826295210674,0.08269790253928679,0.04731883264987848,0.09127641548263572,0.10496753977138262,0.0,0.041531964628492346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957663366674731,0.037073952666782505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587682177949251,0.08402089163069056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032019987132242266,0.1650660964286015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185276608464218,0.10849891375322734,0.03629226240966428,0.12649077849873186,0.0,0.0,0.04586666899643226
anxiety,wellsmichael380,2020/02/23,"Does Nyquil or Benadryl help with mild social anxiety? I don't have a panic disorder, but I definitely do have an axniety issue. I'd say it's moderate. Does Benadryl or nyquil help relieve symptoms a little bit? I just need something that will help me not cry when reading in front of four people.",3.936315789473685,6.154777368421055,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,73.56140350877193,7.3670175438596495,30.69824561403509,8.238735603445708,2.539851929824562,238,11,41,4,5,78,45,57,0.021,0.622,0.35700000000000004,0.9664,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999958703003146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426093903018016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441009567588985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546862116558821,0.0,0.3889367751643537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468531272378912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194253128714906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272530238433194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477515128790166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607301968267313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406108547208452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228261404819927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672023345703552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265278306643755,0.0,0.17107771997961033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097424157885335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hanny99,2020/02/23,"Rant and asking for advice Hello, I've  been having some pretty bad anxiety recently, I haven't had it this bad in years.. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety/social anxiety at 13, I'm 20 now. 
 I recently lost my grandmother last month after a few months after finding out about her cancer diagnosis, which she had for about a year, I visited her in the hospital a few times but she quickly passed away a week after I saw her last. I've never really had to deal with death before other than animals but I've never felt it to this extent and how quickly it all happened. I'm currently pretty apathetic about it now, I cried and stuff before but when I think about it now I get a sudden feeling of strong anxiety for like a second but then it goes away.

I am also unemployed, I have been for years due to dropping out if highschool when I was 16, and I have given up on finding a job right now until I get my GED but I am taking the test in 2ish weeks so that I can finally try to get a job. My boyfriend is recently unemployed and I feel like he's holding my mental health together a lot just because he spends days at home with me and if he didn't I would feel a lot worse, but he is going to be getting a job soon due to us moving and I've been really worried about when that comes because whenever I'm in one place for too long my anxiety skyrockets, the only time I leave the house is if I go to his house or we go for walks, drives, grocery shopping and I go to highschool equivalency classes which I haven't gone to in two weeks because of being sick and winter break or whatever they're having. I feel like doing basically the same thing everyday is really effecting me but I only have so many options due to not having a job and barely any money left and I've started feeling extreme guilt and feeling ashamed of myself due to the fact that I just have to live off of my family because I don't have a job, which they understand but are still a bit upset at.

I just feel like I'm going crazy because of all this and my anxiety comes and goes but I have okay days and bad days, nights are a lot worse but I think it's as bad as it is now because I haven't had to deal with anxiety like this in years. I get intrusive thoughts thinking that I'm gonna die and feeling trapped because I pretty much am trapped and I don't have any friends that I can turn to if I need a break from home, I have even considered being inpatient to try to help that way but I'm still not sure about it (I have been hospitalized before when I was 13 & 18)


 I was on celexa for a few years which I stopped last year because I felt like I didn't need to be on any medication anymore which I definitely do now and I want to go on it again but I have to find a new doctor and everything, I also was on a bunch of different medication such as abilify & risperdal (that's all I can remember) for anxiety & depression from the ages of 13-19 but I found that celexa helped a bit. I also want to start therapy again (I was in therapy most of my childhood and stopped a few years ago) but again I need to find a place that would accept my insurance. There are things and hobbies I would like to do to help but it's expensive even though they would definitely help.
This has kind of just been a rant but I would like advice on what I should do because it seems like everyone just tells me to go for a walk or ignore it which obviously doesnt always help and I don't have the best support system currently.",4.937717258261934,4.873346228531858,6.125131095793339,81.05449172196099,68.70914127423822,9.818772144559688,30.08709656638536,9.648456367147027,2.521850634542292,2755,96,582,56,43,928,271,722,0.157,0.731,0.11199999999999999,-0.9868,12,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,2,4,41,28,0,3,32,1,67,7,0,2,8,117,121,62,2,15,30,0,10,9,1,7,7,0,2,0,38,32,0,4,24,1,4,16,13,11,0,3,25,11,77,17,84,85,19,115,0,3,1,0,26,26,0,14,77,403,115,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958859178451168,0.04349063007968942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770493558421938,0.04082363377907696,0.15947643634631553,0.0,0.10009182022467754,0.0,0.2627268390676666,0.0,0.04865646308080025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586648138310581,0.0,0.0921909979179305,0.0,0.16385936238580648,0.2691704463572376,0.0,0.12524481187161374,0.0,0.05148769283655113,0.0,0.107126307700746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452538494086205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389246098691932,0.09492307147707277,0.10116183152356896,0.08451430481865906,0.049797043025335136,0.050918759165107255,0.051259497739007925,0.0,0.0502171829371546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481016629118676,0.0,0.0,0.04688098074186847,0.04409389114129838,0.0,0.04625142258694305,0.0,0.19845835173812476,0.10515001561783018,0.09421470369546772,0.05374518019820367,0.17936764173578815,0.0,0.0,0.05379410812352887,0.037905290457698144,0.0,0.12816472538343204,0.0,0.19518202800162196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338549157385895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215076441988754,0.0,0.0,0.16442660341787085,0.0,0.09842666066913837,0.0,0.0,0.11322225305834645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434330356545989,0.0,0.0,0.051090672695231085,0.0,0.11997658586465593,0.0,0.0519497260803703,0.05330616259814349,0.0,0.0,0.21572356633773154,0.0,0.04332277167750862,0.04341845320898851,0.0,0.0,0.053557125399718936,0.12513264008322136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049741313023785684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884989619778813,0.04944310123066542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832186991630509,0.052145294222159404,0.03606632072405391,0.10913687349248684,0.07567949949150397,0.04738452403475825,0.0,0.046041498227579705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03324577825586659,0.07462794209731337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251899547801584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497415146648169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429139653485576,0.0,0.1453288437739749,0.0,0.05557784462931844,0.04189880258136093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466433290733792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694528755528643,0.0,0.0783621825438176,0.08203629784909504,0.0,0.0,0.05616441643105899,0.0,0.055675139168438234,0.0462404897362005,0.0,0.036888626143903966,0.0,0.042882476026295725,0.0,0.11221367407772387,0.0,0.0651894163376868,0.0943111217694711,0.04820330700555248,0.03894986174047469,0.05721706098545992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661994998997979,0.053365523710482435,0.04792658530945346,0.051075421778917975,0.059015717913685685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578762469279852,0.03894324595156315,0.11806407668972205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982498838028057,0.09999703169204284,0.17426169583355364,0.0,0.0,0.2211608834846521
anxiety,IAmAMess56778,2020/02/23,"Random mind pops related to my anxiety/OCD Starting in April 2018 I had this feeling of impending doom which led me down a nearly 2 year rabbit hole of anxiety, then numbness, then depression, and now back to anxiety. My OCD was telling me that I was going to die “soon,” back when this all started. That went away around Summer 2018, but starting a few days ago, I started getting that feeling and those thoughts again. Now, I keep getting random words that just pop up in my head, like “knife,” “they will kill you,” “death,” “911” and a few more. My totally irrational mind is telling me that these are warnings and that I’m going to die soon. Seriously what do I do because I don’t want to go through this again. I was just starting to get better and now this happens.",6.882770270270271,6.397388628378379,6.614189189189191,80.59263513513514,64.74324324324324,9.832432432432434,36.06756756756757,9.188382445141503,3.0662405405405404,599,26,118,9,8,188,89,148,0.223,0.706,0.071,-0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,13,7,1,0,3,0,10,2,1,1,2,22,29,9,4,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,5,0,0,6,2,16,2,16,22,5,34,1,2,0,0,4,7,0,2,23,84,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045477323675855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516488954702196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100993895787272,0.0,0.0,0.138268354652681,0.2263248639750088,0.0,0.08971171102380457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015735914143406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491061823192748,0.0,0.12675482569668942,0.0,0.30547247387355514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882423653956647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306662399171173,0.0,0.25091539904624993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013939909958389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103592389180245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308088990918559,0.1628186147962384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189842163663944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297193679219083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208282286487873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572611008665844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683425537055382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680298095187855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364253955987216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477080087945992
anxiety,adrianaviolin,2020/02/23,Some reddits give me anxiety The relationship advice reddit gives me anxiety. It makes me overthink my own relationship when literally nothing is wrong. It also makes me panic and think my parents will get divorced or everybody around me will be alone and never marry. Im too nervous :( Does this happen to anybody around here too?,5.1667816091954,8.307409586206894,5.880000000000003,70.12333333333335,73.82758620689657,8.004597701149425,32.08045977011494,8.841846274778883,3.5076459770114936,268,13,38,6,6,87,45,58,0.204,0.758,0.038,-0.846,1,1,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,11,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881632642700363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199429699984633,0.0,0.15398677510355596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946092652084037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428309087533508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850684690700798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060243937539784,0.3694340698830557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702764264025492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079932681268154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25706493571596883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851087607719182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476244905713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259227008921975,0.2138103887630924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41346565764633336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233819586714652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105295002988868,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kittykatsnacc,2020/02/23,"Anxiety about unexpected life-threatening situations. *Long Post Warning* **TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING Upsetting things. While I tend to worry more about health problems I am afraid of the unknown and fear death/dying from things such as being murdered, nuclear attacks, and natural disasters. Last May a Tornado Warning was issued in my area and I started to panic and wanted to take cover because I was scared of a tornado hitting my house and destroying it and killing me and my family. No tornado actually hit and I live in an urban area. A few months ago me and my mom went to the Natural History Museum in NYC and I kept on thinking of a terrorist attack happening. Nothing happened. I was even afraid of terrorists being on the train we took because I have heard stories of subway bombings. And more recently, like a day ago O was scared of my mom and her boyfriend going to a city that I think has lots of crime and I was afraid that they would get shot or something. They returned safely. I think this all started when I was 10-years old a few years back. It was Memorial Day and people were using fireworks as usual. My mom and I were sleeping and we heard loud banging noises. My mom panicked and told me to get under the bed and to stay quiet. I was scared shitless and thought there was an intruder in my house. She woke up my grandparents and they all realized it was just fireworks. I was still terrified. Than about a year later when I was 11-years old me and my mom and her boyfriend went to a water park. I want on the first tube slide ride with my mom and everything was going smoothly until we got to the end and the float or flipped. I was underwater and didn’t know how to swim. I couldn’t breath and could barley see and thought I was going to die right then and there. My mom caught me and I did not want to go on any more rides again. We went on a slower non-enclosed tube slide but I was hyperventilating when we got on. I have a long history of near death experiences as a young child and I am basically afraid of dying or loved ones dying. But that’s just a small part of the other traumatic things I experienced in my childhood. I wish things would get better :(",4.1451761931187585,5.970075884433968,4.941925638179804,81.84291897891234,71.99528301886792,8.195782463928968,29.21587125416204,8.841846274778883,2.3962615982241946,1741,71,329,34,34,563,208,424,0.157,0.7909999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9892,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,5,0,3,2,16,20,5,10,23,0,32,5,2,4,2,70,72,45,6,9,8,7,1,1,0,3,1,4,1,1,12,36,1,2,7,2,0,14,4,16,0,2,34,7,55,4,46,29,9,65,0,0,1,1,23,18,0,5,32,231,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.06959980317657145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264449714291278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850127995159922,0.0,0.054560993283750484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622777219028196,0.0,0.054842073327366674,0.0,0.0869542329177636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307834949074907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569446657948352,0.0,0.0,0.0919933407793114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206235122512413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631699586828689,0.0,0.0,0.04710738617715063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409944849435903,0.06976642068545888,0.06723585973399969,0.08025687055685557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060666299432190124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178811396594376,0.0,0.16213532438020176,0.0,0.11408514170716212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613929097930504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581175422150778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645915973954812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744414449050317,0.0,0.0,0.07890702112783833,0.0,0.039196604315461916,0.05813679844763262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037670719436888,0.034844236221027024,0.0,0.0629784693502459,0.12623512387490987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063525664870159,0.06437072265673459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5847187343773061,0.05692839230942792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843520508402401,0.0,0.14968049451267226,0.0,0.04832950768935135,0.0,0.0,0.08368078279755571,0.0,0.07723457542045714,0.0,0.04944556628978629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830658363085389,0.0,0.0,0.0682453447649372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042168801707882,0.0,0.0,0.06090844034229135,0.0,0.0,0.21421673711738975,0.0,0.0568342525146736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016870836384994,0.07137332279471557,0.0,0.0,0.054907017680919004,0.0,0.0,0.10096389554326053,0.07601956515558625,0.05695769361539148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362512879531755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953217902791047,0.13710041767317308,0.0,0.11324310882409665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815105069314026,0.07924116077142265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159914868071676,0.07855090298857162,0.0,0.12620236317268071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983481112344667,0.0,0.0,0.08201656744889405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243076520916426,0.0,0.10132994215301286,0.0,0.0,0.18371564201442814
anxiety,araignee_tisser,2020/02/23,"Started a new job. So exhausted thanks to my social anxiety. I'm old. The anxiety is nothing new. But I'm tired of it. Tired of being tired, actually. 

Started a new job a few weeks ago, and I'm grateful because it's definitely a step up for me financially. It's going to help improve my quality of life in some respects, and I'm keenly aware of that.

But I feel so awkward in this new-to-me social setting. As a result, I'm sleeping poorly, I'm always tense, I constantly feel fatigued because of the stress I'm causing myself, and my hyperhidrosis is out of control. When I'm in the thick of it all, I have a hard time believing that I'll get on better socially there (that's my emotional brain), though my logical brain knows better.

Weeknights, I get home, eat a little something, and then crash. I have next to no capacity for anything but the new job itself. I hope it gets better soon. I need this anxiety to ease up. I want to feel myself again, not just like a quivering ball of Jell-O. 

Do you feel this way in new, regular social situations (school and work seem like the most obvious settings)? Let's commiserate.",3.0823755334281664,4.974468792792795,5.072247510668563,79.50795874822192,75.03603603603604,8.27728781412992,28.80132764343291,8.99025400887824,2.5673387387387394,880,38,168,20,19,303,122,222,0.133,0.728,0.139,0.6315,3,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,5,8,13,0,2,13,0,7,10,3,3,2,28,31,14,0,3,5,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,12,6,1,1,7,1,1,2,2,4,0,0,0,6,17,9,24,29,4,32,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,4,19,96,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0854664084541503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763525959778117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287439617122286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099764330466655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207168894870651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677711212075004,0.0,0.0,0.09867377969994932,0.0,0.2323747943013467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553868989899492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996979773307838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464393195942523,0.09822952276286738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961721311400084,0.0,0.09851682097244743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713431178515487,0.06256787377145374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727235096188525,0.0,0.04977429254781655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784553606386349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870368866920302,0.0,0.08785086969756138,0.08698768037979265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26073184338453725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048132219367664035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955749179734243,0.06186104036424023,0.08557529157328554,0.08777915614516865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494019125310656,0.0,0.5075175711570692,0.09314337200737303,0.0,0.0,0.08403631796941037,0.0,0.09190151191365356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863663337854619,0.0,0.07973044018146501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844469756450216,0.08764423576353522,0.35711114285169515,0.0,0.06742412170637177,0.0,0.0,0.12398054508474747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032372335497396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063280486927102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604787389813635,0.0,0.051069177141017635,0.3019843785601463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051657534583498775,0.06951770998695628,0.07025218402357666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376000076364488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpritualPotassium,2020/02/23,"Worried about Xanax I was prescribed Lexapro and Xanax a few days ago. For the Xanax, the doctor told me to take 0.25 in the morning, 0.25 in the afternoon and 0.5mg at night, everyday for 2 weeks. Is this a normal dosage? I'm just worried because I've heard many bad rep about Xanax, people getting addicted to it and making their anxiety worse. Any experience?",5.129130434782611,6.59717698550725,5.1833043478260885,82.4801739130435,69.0,8.418550724637681,31.19130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.5310556521739134,288,12,54,5,5,90,52,69,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,2,6,0,1,0,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,9,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579235299473779,0.0,0.0,0.20972723869719234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608927488781918,0.0,0.1809945675600202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975469862409912,0.14422614799748434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525842358309107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24216506160667725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314353603590972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361114982146112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792903472279862,0.2398702481554335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220284293664785,0.23181291754680514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402521929609942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789003484930166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607671170531224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978227990794067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48054752078637,0.241110571360542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dddopp,2020/02/23,i couldn’t go to my friends birthday party :( i wanted to but it was at a arcade and all lights and sounds and everything overwhelmes me. shes one of my closes friends but i didnt tell her. i told her i wasnt free and i could go. i feel like shit for not being there.,-1.2974152542372863,0.7170106779661047,0.8862500000000004,101.84429025423731,94.76271186440678,3.6279661016949154,15.84957627118644,5.148860815047168,-1.041391525423729,206,5,51,1,8,68,41,59,0.166,0.654,0.18,-0.0266,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,1,0,7,1,1,0,1,13,12,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,4,3,13,5,5,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,1,0,1,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25679051536078434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890548251264197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262270881445498,0.22976818020025036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969716584778349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655725512182757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712919290435065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794068001725184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301423140432978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811134669210281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073254217159301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970211067484435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NeededAThrowAwayPuke,2020/02/23,"Son just blamed me for shitty life. So I’m a little drunk right now. My youngest son, who I love more than life itself, just blamed me for the shitty life that he is living. I divorced his dad 2.5 years ago. I wanted to live. That’s it. No cheating that I know of. I got married less than a year ago. Improve my new husband. My son said he doesn’t like my husbands lifestyle. Kt sure what that means. I drank a lot. Need some love.",-0.6984615384615367,1.4849314444444452,0.6144444444444446,102.98807692307692,95.66666666666669,2.7692307692307696,15.811965811965814,3.1291,-1.3622393162393165,330,8,77,0,13,103,63,90,0.20800000000000002,0.637,0.155,-0.6674,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,0,2,7,0,0,1,9,12,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,13,4,6,9,4,8,0,0,0,2,14,2,0,2,7,42,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610135565881642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286247802528134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191038576045886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314922300480713,0.09948392176118878,0.20409196490392645,0.3596201723427887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731199699756608,0.3675702285951851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218140805791077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098995953167155,0.0,0.19666828829199146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389993785979296,0.1936999086042776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192000239426585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010696158667818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622636415465564
anxiety,iron-meowden,2020/02/23,Having a bad anxiety attack rn. help. feeling extremely insecure and feels like im choking. anything i can do to calm myself down?,1.9800000000000004,4.747337000000002,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,95.66666666666666,7.4,31.0,8.07648339933343,3.7457,104,6,15,3,4,36,23,24,0.40700000000000003,0.33899999999999997,0.254,-0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968421094393656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31931586599694955,0.0,0.0,0.4414404722631223,0.0,0.0,0.3239890837592089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923995468297231,0.2772089164045898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600885237747477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41913929907313935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957199931940508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yahiamow,2020/02/23,"What are some symptoms you guys/girls get with anxiety? I'd like to hear about what kind of symptoms you guys deal(t) with because of anxiety? I'd like to compare with mine, just so I can kind of relax a little bit and tell myself ""it's just anxiety"".

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Going to vent below because I really want to get this off my chest, even if it hurts, read if you want to learn a bit more about my anxiety.

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I just wanna rant a bit about the anxiety my therapist has described as ""enormous"", which began because of an event on February 29th, 2019. I went sailing with my class, had a seasickness episode that basically never went away: here came the ""Mal de Debarquement Syndrome"". I started developing anxiety in the first few months, as I had intense nausea which prevented me from going to school for 2 weeks straight. Once I returned, nothing was the same: I still had nausea (but not as intense, which is why I was back), and ever since that day, I was never able to feel ""normal"" (aka with no symptoms, no nausea, no vertigo, no anxiety, able to sleep correctly) again.

Fast forward a few months: Developed new symptoms, such as short term memory issues, brain fog, equilibrium issues, Had my first panic attack, thought I was having a stroke after my first migraine episode which can apparently be a symptom of that disease. My anxiety only got worse from that point onwards, and I started getting ""disconnected"" from reality. I always feel like I'm in a dream, or that my body is numb.

2 weeks ago, I started believing I was in ""remission"" because my symptoms suddenly went away. Since Friday, they're back. And my anxiety rose up with them. I have to do a brain MRI and I keep thinking they're going to find some kind of tumor, or that I have some kind of vascularization problem, stuff like that. I'm just being extremely anxious about my health due to all of the various shit that's happening to me. I'm literally lost. I don't know what to do, nor who to see. I wish to feel ""normal"" again, but I know that's not possible anymore.",6.073972366148531,6.6558478782383474,6.701152849740938,75.66482081174442,66.33160621761658,9.956649395509501,33.699913644214156,9.928628108626363,3.3297291882556124,1595,68,292,34,24,524,197,386,0.106,0.841,0.054000000000000006,-0.9202,1,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,0,3,1,4,18,16,2,1,15,0,23,18,6,0,5,51,56,17,0,9,12,0,4,4,0,0,12,1,0,1,21,12,0,2,9,3,0,8,10,7,0,3,17,6,40,9,52,37,13,51,0,2,1,0,8,15,1,7,34,197,61,4,0.1307775282199446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796319405122635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440868992417538,0.0708486985940179,0.07945450555050662,0.0,0.0,0.4502000301048985,0.07387069127254302,0.06484808351203579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438915900357651,0.12286979269561715,0.10055984678607684,0.0,0.15944153473949285,0.0,0.0,0.0736707453565285,0.0,0.0,0.21416278459999494,0.07263217608450365,0.0,0.14599097221878735,0.0,0.0747873263762875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217034337344547,0.06741294458638444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318866199851495,0.059147880714864584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918757153959593,0.04671374614545706,0.0,0.0,0.059764145779171614,0.16685894804423046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248879127724596,0.0,0.11148582458507253,0.0,0.05229736803602605,0.0,0.0,0.06474515687572123,0.05782306815273878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950519853244029,0.07369788946256023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700000243823121,0.0,0.0,0.13649776239310554,0.0,0.0581205379731717,0.0,0.2723693421056565,0.07187190938185106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778258892031547,0.06553671988289099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137956030256579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438537533476266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086369194210253,0.06315287584059084,0.0,0.0,0.12813421095717956,0.06274228270823877,0.0,0.0,0.06963689971872143,0.0,0.04973110163619352,0.0,0.07671962588677382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181351760030139,0.07371600669164878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256821630775683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540645923818666,0.0,0.04188971666384595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617692021879855,0.05210637908381943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712062669709726,0.10818052276122576,0.0,0.06543598709340072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884751137348078,0.0,0.05221955148433388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485449078116935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40778377692524,0.0,0.0,0.05715266195855932,0.0,0.0,0.07592139497023133,0.0,0.04189847975909673,0.0,0.05191137470748949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713597447304346,0.0,0.10490184475914127,0.0,0.0,0.18184811829581707,0.059003189037605236,0.0,0.0751938516925573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663673694646438,0.0,0.0,0.07945450555050662,0.0
anxiety,anonymous_roll,2020/02/23,"I (17F) just came back late home and I'm fucking dying in my bed because tomorrow my parents are going to end me, please help me calm down Sounds like typical teenager stuff, I know. But, even though it is, I have some really, really bad anxiety that makes everything worse.

Some background :

I don't go out late very often, and my parents don't like me coming home late, which I understand, but sometimes, honestly, they are a bit too strict (like, most of the time, I'm have to come home before 7pm, even though I have someone bringing me back home)

Anyways, tonight was carnival, I was with my friends, it was amazing etc...

I was supposed to sleep at a friend's house, but her family ended up being home, so I couldn't really.

I try to call my Mom/text her about it, but she was already asleep.

My boyfriend asked me if I wanted to sleep at his, knowing that I didn't have my keys, but after greaaatly considering it, I decided not to, because I couldn't tell it to my parents beforehand and it seemed pretty dishonest.

I finally came back home, at 2am.

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I had to call my Mom so she would throw my the keys, but my Dad probably heard her waking up and called me ABSOLUTELY MAD.

He told me I was done with going out (which, honestly, I'm okay with, it's pretty fair + I don't go out that much) and he told me that he was lucky that he wasn't coming down to my room right now to ""beat my ass up"" (he never acted violent towards me) and basically told me that we'll talk about it tomorrow.

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I'm okay with getting punished, but it's the fact that I have to wait for \*tomorrow\* that is making me so fucking anxious. I just can't stand it, how the fuck am I supposed to sleep right now.

I hate myself for forgetting my keys

For being dumb enough to think that going out that late would be ok

Fuck it, I hate myself for having fun tonight.

​

Please, help me calm down.",4.411889763779527,5.005543438320213,5.2507128608923885,84.56167559055119,69.99737532808399,8.61568503937008,28.363359580052496,8.726425361277474,1.942078131233596,1474,50,309,24,25,481,177,381,0.128,0.7140000000000001,0.158,0.7591,3,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,1,0,1,1,20,26,10,0,6,3,34,10,6,3,2,53,70,20,1,6,11,5,0,3,2,3,0,2,8,0,24,19,0,1,6,0,0,13,10,11,0,0,17,2,59,15,40,45,7,52,0,0,0,5,32,18,6,7,23,202,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705946906450621,0.0,0.0,0.2079408995752564,0.2331989392515753,0.0,0.0,0.04893840343164043,0.07227014892435216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980518261922601,0.0,0.0,0.14757155330170274,0.05341394628410842,0.07799347252509971,0.0,0.054435458605227374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984085330040513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596768761154312,0.14633384693605458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531863563259666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639283413040008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546556463850396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133204048065964,0.06610017480896578,0.07134568809246362,0.08450580279424894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749390693546714,0.0,0.06030710642717764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007819696936016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988492140533994,0.23656432557324394,0.033422728649607526,0.0,0.18178380371883093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631820787936734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575816368147966,0.0,0.3850147801889103,0.0,0.0,0.07381509673869077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031467426425109,0.0,0.2886528010304268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937604607333928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854036109373382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984646196480794,0.0,0.0,0.0470267793007575,0.0,0.049339148667376376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309999987466025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404440869212846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301650407902946,0.06897263379353294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294630019877616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926347364540362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823770443121736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205459367387032,0.0,0.054203266375648936,0.0,0.06326994186022783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732326326344045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051418268839958974,0.05591434600130074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099067329317595,0.12570432661876346,0.0,0.03730258652924722,0.0,0.0,0.1833839568736944,0.0,0.04343278746363537,0.0,0.0,0.06659710609428363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278359810508245,0.037732341924515786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519293132354728,0.09088774397855057,0.0,0.2331989392515753,0.0
anxiety,Lostaftersummer,2020/02/23,"Post anxiety numbness ? Hello and thank you for reading this: I went through a severe health scare in September-October this year ( I was a pretty anxious person before) : the scare was resolved but my mental symptoms was only getting worse, I started to have constant muscle twitches, hand tremmors and headaches (They are constant since November ), muscle tension and total anhedonia including food and my hobbies. I also have a pretty severe emotional numbing : I can’t feel fear, irritation or anger anymore. I can feel sadness if I try hard enough but it’s mostly just this numb despare.

I have been like this for 4 months and honestly don’t want to live anymore: I am a 30 years old woman working in computer science research, but after this happend to me I can enjoy my work or even my hobbies anymore. Sometimes I think about my situation as it’s produces this numb despare but I don’t do much rumination and my mind is mostly blank. I have been on Cymbalta, Buspar, Wellbutrin and celexa since then and they didn’t help, except made my tremmors worse.

I used to be anxious, but now I am just very numb and tense,  have anyone here went through a similar thing ?

I would appreciate any kind of input from this community: I don’t know how to deal with this anymore.",6.232115384615388,7.58010574786325,6.502638888888887,74.49062500000005,66.30769230769229,8.585042735042737,35.992521367521356,8.841846274778883,3.3589752136752136,1011,50,165,16,16,325,142,234,0.237,0.631,0.132,-0.9806,0,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,1,2,4,8,17,1,4,6,0,24,10,1,4,1,36,36,21,0,3,11,0,4,1,0,1,8,0,0,2,11,10,1,0,5,1,0,2,5,11,0,0,9,4,28,6,19,25,5,16,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,5,11,118,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666431368646607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369605074201999,0.0,0.08290357973205832,0.24485694805989802,0.4298999655413365,0.07577557903238746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221580734715754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342212763398568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172582513308917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190287888189268,0.0,0.1119762952674322,0.0,0.07157807640333738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219475941842384,0.1095913486764468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104274035072555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661941655567425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707920161412334,0.0,0.0,0.11519339059763445,0.0,0.0,0.07263885069701526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128518034422772,0.059557911532021626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529446357534131,0.0,0.09569364927115573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025433363929751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921255969644912,0.0,0.10942389788465527,0.0,0.08650076229913778,0.0,0.07966521328690541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371721869716166,0.0,0.0,0.08242108988372909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462544716749344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378953830284343,0.22050469734997416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840040695828172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699671354580508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485694805989802,0.0,0.1792913548426726,0.12181363472057564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718176936399224,0.0,0.07670560835191728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263904687839893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977353053886144,0.0,0.0,0.07199693027083685,0.06943981236287043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357684979459371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359781827138468,0.0,0.0894174907067037,0.0639200709027202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092215414667086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577908741650069,0.0,0.2208787782583832,0.0769837060593713,0.0,0.0,0.1395748451330474
anxiety,queenofnothing2,2020/02/23,"People keep bailing on me Tonight for the second time this week someone forgot we had plans/flakes out on me. Like all of us in the is sub I struggle with anxiety and now don’t know what to do. I keep trying but people just forget about me or just flake out. It’s happened at least 6 times this semester already. I’m a college student, and I don’t like my roommates (I’m in an off campus apartment with random people through my school post study abroad) and I just can’t go back there bc so many people are there rn. Idk I’m just an anxious girl w/o friends...",0.9376591511936354,3.236951612068964,2.131379310344826,95.67462864721485,84.60344827586206,4.2588859416445635,21.854111405835546,5.369823440869387,-0.02211326259946933,441,15,94,2,13,140,83,116,0.086,0.868,0.046,-0.3506,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,21,16,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,11,3,15,14,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,8,59,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571116408547095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953759094717367,0.2208307425197676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030795875127687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102324861511493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109276222833513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285760908652242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474937444110372,0.0,0.0,0.10742776899535324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909981042972854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818063896956145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420701069381386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872107039706629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978308064787331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165625057356122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435257187906453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796570932167576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271447268411488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351319652496678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679799302531336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imara-m,2020/02/23,"My mom is forcing me to go into stores by myself and I don’t know what to do I’m 17 (f), and soon I’ll be moving out and sort of on my own. I mean, I plan on living with roommates because the idea of living by myself is just..... strange to me. But my mom is using me almost being an adult as a reason to send me into stores and restaurants by myself to order and buy things for lots of people so it just maximises the time I have to talk to someone and I don’t know how to explain properly why it makes me so uncomfortable and angry that she does it.",1.2119999999999995,2.509062866666671,3.6433333333333344,90.315,78.66666666666666,5.8000000000000025,20.333333333333336,6.2581,0.0799833333333333,424,10,96,3,10,148,73,120,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.8285,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,4,0,26,17,12,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,6,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,17,0,22,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,2,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121487080356216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914881560974656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854014430652536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040578364947803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391658671798903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328671004689709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741552056788899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011708729071102,0.0,0.0,0.14141920912424108,0.0,0.0,0.2307793036216037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962593011828754,0.0,0.22517526614077746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146878101483995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178289271107108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950957760835284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702862638728432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407513793177778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353815552659175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298032948452492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117206802744646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilhorso,2020/02/23,"Getting anxious BECAUSE my meds are working ?? Hey. I have anxiety and I was recently put on some new medications (sertraline, lorazepam as needed, and risperidone) and I find that, now that my medications are starting to work, I'm getting anxious because I'm not used to feeling relaxed. Feeling relaxed makes me anxious because I'm not used to the sensation, and the new sensations make me worry that something is wrong.

Does anyone else experience this? Does this feeling go away after being on the meds for a while?",5.6173913043478265,8.21354139130435,6.08195652173913,71.94076086956524,69.8695652173913,8.078260869565218,39.76086956521739,8.841846274778883,4.227691304347827,416,26,61,8,8,134,57,92,0.17300000000000001,0.748,0.079,-0.7579,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,4,0,16,21,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,7,2,9,19,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550527467527587,0.4674170821942125,0.0,0.09643399362643693,0.14131112251882288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957651404601514,0.0,0.0,0.2522167305621293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24138224105086856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521102509344465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349081996958875,0.0,0.0,0.20920324637691093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605262050351226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441107154833822,0.0,0.07838077582429542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411984859274405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30638691506287674,0.27787148967673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226288133993584,0.0,0.2664000426427501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386435572354999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617529832528302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617438637706897,0.0,0.0,0.09761757338415282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382300874737829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080881397203834,0.14006027600324505,0.0,0.0,0.1507893700530436,0.0,0.0
anxiety,onedirectionfan1987,2020/02/23,"Extremely Stressed About Air Travel Hi all,

I'm a sophomore in high school, and I'm going to be flying to Athens, Greece in a week exactly.

We'll be landing on the Heathrow airport for a three hour layover before continuing on to Athens. It's a school trip, and I essentially cannot back out of it now.

And I am VERY stressed about COVID-19. I'm going to be going to a PSMUN-Conference (Platon School Model UN Conference) which will have kids from LITERALLY all over the world. I don't know what to do; I'm completely freaking out. Everybody thinks it's stupid, including my teacher. When I brought concern to him, he said ""Well, if you get it, we'll be sad"". Which is def a WTF moment!! I'm just, so, so stressed. I don't know where else to post this, lol. Thanks.",2.8020663650075406,4.5897617254902,3.807843137254904,88.72452488687784,75.53594771241829,7.322071392659629,26.80191050779285,8.139509932561175,1.5929461035696328,596,23,127,10,13,192,97,153,0.14300000000000002,0.816,0.040999999999999995,-0.9433,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,1,0,0,10,8,1,3,8,1,14,0,0,0,3,13,29,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,1,0,6,3,6,1,1,2,1,10,2,20,20,2,26,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,1,7,73,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284649081264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216248386791822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751675220666189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956379875398414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728608602216059,0.0,0.2848456251765145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651641658852338,0.0,0.0,0.16452823529421276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363230515356774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600048732327394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891983788338718,0.0,0.0,0.5072449241543473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741271695952378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381368263988146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705036900739252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784852018099605,0.0,0.0,0.13401179775006208,0.0,0.15021411259387524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jamesplayspiano,2020/02/23,"I think my food delivery driver likes me Most of the time i get food delivered it's by men but on the odd occasion I have this beautiful female driver who I'm quite certain likes me, her mannerisms indicate that she wants to start a conversation because sometimes she prolongs letting go of the food bag and she's very bubbly and approaches me like ""Heya!"" even at 1am in the morning when she's probably tired from working. How do I break the ice? I only have maybe 10 seconds max before she walks away",3.2430303030303023,5.444594313131317,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,75.56565656565657,8.036363636363637,28.171717171717173,8.841846274778883,2.4401595959595963,403,17,76,9,9,132,75,99,0.064,0.7609999999999999,0.175,0.9164,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,0,4,4,0,1,1,8,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,15,4,9,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,46,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644050466078393,0.0,0.0,0.11447868607956688,0.0,0.15980054677677308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403747335228987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6812509317520428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811564832607317,0.0,0.10672878294311358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203411266540504,0.0,0.2752428890127792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866630296171966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428273048651398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024758287198904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974414052445247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857350257140691,0.0,0.13292296091207212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033208083174972,0.0,0.0,0.10950534589579393,0.21584385259783231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495135072174498,0.11076693436962727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671770975787229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RemiRemingtonIII,2020/02/23,"I've only left my apartment by myself once in the past 12 months. I haven't really left my apartment since I moved in about a year ago. I don't know what to do. I haven't been diagnosed with agoraphobia but I think I have it. My SO is the only reason I ever leave. At first even leaving with him was too much but after going more and more I've been able to relax more. The one time I went out without him I had the biggest panic attack melt down. That was about 6 months ago. I'm not sure what happened that made me like this. We used to go out much more often and I'd be fine, and I would go out by myself a bunch too but now when I do it feels like I'm going to literally die. I'm so scared about what people will think about me. I can't get it out of my head that everyone thinks I'm disgusting, ugly, stupid and annoying. I've started using CBD to try and cope with the anxiety more, and I'm trying to see doctors more and start taking medications again but it so terrifying to go to a doctors appointment. I feel so trapped I don't know what to do.",1.6200278228611182,3.040425308370043,3.62453976350568,90.35599814514259,77.85462555066078,6.7172733596104806,20.7579411082773,7.475848149327749,0.4803973568281941,823,20,189,11,19,280,118,227,0.22,0.728,0.051,-0.9929,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,16,11,4,2,8,0,18,5,1,4,2,36,45,16,1,1,6,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,12,15,0,0,8,1,0,7,7,6,0,2,7,3,25,5,29,35,9,35,0,0,1,0,3,13,0,1,17,127,37,2,0.1182296550917659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960691133932768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044536253640426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450330085406945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000061120345408,0.12270371592999275,0.0,0.0,0.2420261236117307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780895721376778,0.1069454918059976,0.0,0.11297350206074235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956093203610835,0.08446328922095966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056608422340878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061770115036388476,0.0,0.3359631879606067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045500935382165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133773538047155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995185293167189,0.0,0.0,0.2503762674552702,0.25691373238501125,0.0,0.0,0.11552207493456634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118717583212956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910393911439215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188739565435086,0.125659412645435,0.17382480034183287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591072407420995,0.0801154740977041,0.17983796065917734,0.0,0.13871702624792775,0.0,0.0,0.11286358374941476,0.08196555633875217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757409444951261,0.1215597765555846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836851007694915,0.0,0.0942137278630909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780079244345324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736711679729413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143005073349453,0.0,0.08889398676688591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272703672357009,0.0,0.0,0.06894066266170919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054035001784758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422492330324105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960007476229494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139691684733816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398695480266864,0.0,0.0,0.0761360215675908
anxiety,WeAreTheRhapsody,2020/02/23,"Prom Date Dilemma (long story for a short question) 
I’m a junior this year so I’m very excited for prom. I first asked a friend of mine who graduated last year and he said he’d be able to go. 
Flash forward to about two weeks ago I was sitting in my Studies in American Music class when a sophomore boy, Gabe, was asking everyone if they’d take him, because he wanted to go to prom all four years of high school, so I told him he’d be my back up. Literally that night, my friend who was going to be my date texts me that something important had come up for the day of prom. 
I was fine taking Gabe to prom, he’s a pretty good friend and a funny guy, but I just recently learned that the boy I’m into, who is the same age as Gabe and is in our SiAM class, feels the same way about me. 
I talked to Gabe about the situation and he told me he’d be happy to find another date to prom so I could ask this boy to prom. 
Now flash forward to Thursday night, our high school band concert. All three of us are in band, so I’d planned to ask him after the concert was over. But, Gabe being the lovable idiot that he is, started talking to my crush as if I had already asked him, which I hadn’t. So I awkwardly pulled my crush aside and apologized for Gabe, and was able to properly ask him(he said yes btw). 
How do I talk to him now? We have little conversations during SiAM with nervous eye contact and the occasional stolen glances during class, but how do I have real conversations with him? I get so nervous and fuzzy when I’m around him that I clam up. I added him on SC after asking a mutual friend for his info, but I haven’t had the guts to actually initiate conversation. Any advice would be helpful.",5.1633094555873935,4.810018704871061,5.9908581661891125,83.19144484240691,68.25501432664757,9.157650429799428,29.197851002865328,8.697196308434329,1.921321948424068,1324,41,288,19,20,437,167,349,0.063,0.8170000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9578,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,4,0,1,2,18,12,1,3,16,1,31,2,2,2,2,36,56,26,0,5,7,0,1,0,4,1,0,4,0,4,11,14,0,0,5,4,0,7,2,4,0,4,14,7,43,8,45,30,4,49,0,0,2,0,56,17,0,3,27,178,54,15,0.18233547531660607,0.0,0.08896656085024161,0.0,0.0,0.0890880581039495,0.08081469868756253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060586553534688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199718788258095,0.0955973219962123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115861519870528,0.5966066957939562,0.0,0.0,0.07010236281063185,0.0,0.05557500668815383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853293344945239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279002013382478,0.0,0.0,0.0587956486708472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871146802400748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609714744405638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332566057686272,0.07754723107909219,0.0,0.0,0.2817438718538144,0.0,0.04763138011685585,0.0,0.15543817881765726,0.07646717292376848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027039365301637,0.0,0.09704975199445688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061107812818928325,0.1926474405842564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431387418737134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137402375766708,0.0,0.08068057894620176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110949184079374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275036459181156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212873089423023,0.0,0.0,0.10376884461298808,0.0,0.0,0.09001714237975236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344279142980307,0.0,0.0,0.18453323544684536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247635690640287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018537850203453,0.0,0.0,0.06452899395231743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709358550820194,0.2198315224716576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742293604801496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905763250176628,0.0,0.10966356321547124,0.0,0.0,0.07522293142597909,0.053773093745501016,0.0723647066442706,0.0731292599963278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476294510227927,0.0,0.0,0.1761271020007679
anxiety,flstate18,2020/02/23,"Brain generates problems that don't exist. Hey everyone. I recently (in the past week) met a girl on Tinder. We've gone on two dates. We click beyond well, better than anyone I've went out with in ages. We have tentative plans to get together at the end of next week because she is pretty booked up and moving around a bunch. She's told me up front that she isn't a big texter and prefers phone calls. Yesterday, we had a 20 minute long call and just talked about our days. Here's where my problem is. My past online matches have always seemed to end in some sort of ""hey you're awesome but..."" or ""I'm not ready for anything"". I'm just so used to it. My brain keeps wanting me to expect her to text me something that we shouldn't see each other. I think my biggest struggle is that she doesn't text a lot. I genuinely don't think she's ignoring me (I've felt past people have, but not her). I can't open up to her about this anxiety yet without seeming crazy. I can't stop my brain from creating problems for myself. I went on a massive hike today (was planned before, not due to this), and I still couldn't get it out of my head. I have no logical reason to believe this will end, but my brain so strongly believes it. I really like her, and I just want to be able to feel happy for myself. What should I do?",2.198009661835748,3.8480140666666682,3.4104830917874414,91.51978260869568,76.85185185185185,6.4734299516908225,22.850241545893716,7.255503002510835,0.7002270531400963,1018,30,222,12,23,330,154,270,0.059000000000000004,0.8220000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9403,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,5,0,0,4,14,10,0,1,8,0,21,5,5,2,0,51,41,11,0,10,11,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,15,0,3,9,1,0,5,13,5,1,1,8,4,38,5,36,28,4,43,0,0,2,0,23,18,0,6,21,143,50,1,0.10246073021653616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525553549812251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783821781682989,0.0,0.0,0.07164292489804101,0.0,0.08431645074820501,0.0912117728289913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062459110133885415,0.0,0.08718653482490546,0.2308763123931017,0.0,0.09061818949360334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575202428784775,0.20924772269496747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607869462494295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722493850477252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790561858003068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180722379795933,0.0,0.09837836899603476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706300525490726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090713525650394,0.0,0.0,0.10515426912354922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107180480263727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005713729240773,0.0,0.0,0.09067452199048676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871084487997129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889954105202324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896814897692718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934310819948996,0.071033369323075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423939792764476,0.0,0.2941232435800657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563896743365558,0.10534669547311913,0.10116761013423407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164793634711881,0.18655280126646326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887927589906031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182527150484661,0.08566175834882052,0.0,0.10711420183192194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235405380457178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130539747959855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712079182655192,0.09790561858003068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008924529516228,0.0,0.0,0.08849317353512051,0.0,0.0,0.12086798669538998,0.0,0.16437563488746426,0.0,0.09212450150368884,0.18996424684171792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876848760905654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yilliz,2020/02/23,"just venting sorry tw: self-harm

I thought I was getting better, finally told my doctor last year about how I've been feeling so anxious since childhood, got referred to a therapist and psychiatrist. Switched to different meds, and I'm on 3. But I just feel like crap. I feel like my family treats me differently now, I feel like a burden, I don't feel like an actual daughter. I can hardly speak to anyone, even my own family. And it's frustrating that I just cry and cry. 

At school, I put my head down, and cry. Too much noise in the classroom? Run to the bathroom, scream, kick and punch walls, cry. A test today? Skip class and cry. Group work got me too anxious to the point i cant concentrate anymore? Run to the bathroom, run the water on hot and burn. I'm tired of letting everyone down, teachers, parents, friends . I've always fallen short to peoples' expectations of me.

I've been free of suicidal thoughts for 5 years, but they came back again. I began thinking how much easier it would be If I didn't have to deal with all of this. All the anxiety, depression, and worrying about my life and future. I feel like a waste of a life, and I feel sorry that my parents had to give birth to a little pos like me. They did so much. Sacrificed everything. For what? I want to die so badly. I want something to happen to me. Every time I go on the side walk or cross the street, I wished someone could make a small mistake and crush me. I wished someone would beat me up. Anything.",2.034714611872147,4.376763818493154,3.279287671232879,88.8878584474886,80.33561643835617,6.496073059360731,24.11689497716895,7.675431598112923,1.2677557990867578,1153,42,233,19,30,373,167,292,0.19899999999999998,0.711,0.09,-0.9857,4,0,1,0,0,1,49.0,0,0,2,3,16,17,2,0,16,0,15,7,2,3,2,46,41,21,2,10,7,3,9,6,1,2,4,2,0,0,6,14,1,0,11,0,1,9,3,7,0,0,13,11,34,11,31,23,6,37,0,1,0,0,11,15,1,2,19,138,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.07928712919624263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760552793587447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215512582110656,0.18357608277016266,0.08057699840908827,0.0568110649039197,0.0,0.06686085698959791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247532830323346,0.06783937192654957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718579797254699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292700650626988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487057244196029,0.0,0.4462400746221101,0.0,0.0837639670211825,0.06997949063426137,0.0,0.08432344885871051,0.16977545042300982,0.0,0.08316161129337582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366408011886889,0.0,0.06845563608391242,0.07763673048698518,0.07302120152964632,0.0,0.15318831531249416,0.0,0.2875729167264593,0.2902208704553651,0.0,0.08900411220057784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277263770352415,0.0,0.04244915564936369,0.07794127275644762,0.04617557746102603,0.0,0.12996420905041128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184806424829943,0.0,0.07278298488967548,0.0,0.0833847308244885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622863340402385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308242444090339,0.11477689043654475,0.23816441997619964,0.08143266366168653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423421905050441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902491241043916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918169654734975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804344015593524,0.0,0.0,0.0563277024311951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680639796263537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167750636905066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222814470991746,0.0,0.0,0.08476024020868557,0.0,0.0,0.06720986448896192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768372506060253,0.06254931200887134,0.0,0.1819028067622648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887302316250095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433614365175004,0.0,0.05206096393373536,0.0,0.12900497688393914,0.04737684102050317,0.0933835677713082,0.07701438231103243,0.07763673048698518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584531964224234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686426922947927,0.0,0.0,0.059150109493739327,0.0825121218281672,0.0,0.11543366285895135,0.0,0.0,0.10464315399581403
anxiety,ilikeyamsalot,2020/02/23,I feel like I don’t have a normal type of anxiety. My psychiatrist has told me that I’m experiencing anxiety but my feelings are pretty much limited to a coming and going feeling of derealization that varies in intensity. Sometimes I think about whether or not my life is real or not and it makes me feel super stressed and that I’m going insane. Things around me will lose their familiarity too and it feels like I don’t know where I am. Is this a normal symptom?,5.4591575091575075,6.349314054945054,6.922802197802199,72.44303113553114,67.79120879120879,9.583150183150185,30.551282051282055,9.725611199111238,2.8419655677655684,373,14,70,8,6,128,61,91,0.153,0.682,0.165,0.4854,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,3,4,5,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,1,0,24,23,8,0,2,6,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,6,12,3,6,21,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846053198965145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655947588531187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602373592101107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47027946423961103,0.2657814704271596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143573954827266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223019632398743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138945979064892,0.1817572298338011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810568167540647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416793513243067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367440560795001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645147500500234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924638155192305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172831446277116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397578159774894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130820907340625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334311059470885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235815717338376,0.11919232001176465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774742005642138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acko_taco,2020/02/23,"need some help with confrontational anxiety let me give some background

I've worked retail for a long time and I usually have no problem but due to what has happened in my past I get triggered when someone becomes confrontational/angry at me. I can get to the point where I even cry. I really want to be better at this since I will be doing the service desk and I know I'll have to deal with costumers like that if I want to advance to management.

Does anyone have advice on how to better control this? Thanks!",4.929657142857142,6.117878480000003,5.439428571428577,81.50900000000003,69.2,8.114285714285714,29.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,2.1021714285714284,408,15,77,6,7,131,71,100,0.1,0.7070000000000001,0.193,0.8994,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,5,4,6,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,0,16,19,6,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,4,14,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,7,53,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911832623433974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966885448559644,0.0,0.0,0.13680041499311305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607592460190675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34606643841780005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943391833157647,0.0,0.0,0.21490823133875286,0.0,0.2017027047344889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121136181315355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922251048982564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443419318969824,0.187681721442926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300934284970715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113756498947046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752206868945607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006155775061624,0.0,0.09558288085968218,0.0,0.0,0.1731407847356037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506922382461113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676649436962556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494895551042145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872070495825224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253360048800722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184060920650892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577044241243016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012479161934875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408290838463765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154767162681058,0.0,0.23079446802099415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243280845582815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elirashi,2020/02/23,"Maybe it’s all in my head Honestly Idk where to start. This week i had an anxiety attack which Idk whether it was but all I wanted was to run to the bathroom and cry and I couldn’t breathe properly. I feel like I’m just overreacting and that I should get it together so I did. This went on for 3/4 days this week.

The recent one was today and I was in the library and I just felt like I wanted to cry so I texted my friend and she said “maybe you’re just feeling like this when you’re alone” and it got me wondering maybe she’s right? Maybe I’m just trying to get attention?? But why is it when I’m in the house with my housemates living under one roof, I am still feeling this way?? Just always sad about everything with no reason??

I guess I just want constant validation and reassurance?? I can say I’m pretty independent, I can do things by myself, I can do things alone outside but idk. I just didn’t expect my friend to say that despite me always sharing about this matter to her for years now. I always think I just get stressed a lot and this happens and it’ll just repeat and I feel so bad and more angry at myself if I tell someone about it because I just felt like I’ve ruined their day and it’s just best for me to stay quiet. I’m tired, I just want a hug.",0.8548234349919746,2.9641705430711625,2.536419208132692,93.86186797752808,83.26966292134831,5.4622257891920825,19.27354200107009,6.7097532225279775,0.04843509898341436,993,26,223,11,28,326,131,267,0.18,0.654,0.166,-0.659,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,23,16,1,1,7,0,17,4,2,2,2,55,43,23,0,8,17,0,6,4,2,2,1,4,0,0,20,15,0,0,10,0,0,2,3,5,0,2,12,10,36,11,23,28,5,26,0,2,0,1,12,8,0,4,18,148,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122772329849376,0.0,0.0,0.255815293806036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839709887116171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658606124012012,0.0,0.0,0.08556671518275973,0.06247099974763641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075466835514601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074472669510592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513945093515908,0.13218254651372066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210262678073024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072683429444005,0.14642379996816038,0.196794192281966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583519498813616,0.0,0.16062507838945198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196280525569716,0.0,0.11289353199588067,0.0,0.09062293289836396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517428611773097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824843132226245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026666434780824,0.0,0.0904919245646524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712503062113906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41182067923166976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388865181765328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425924076844637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536674909726514,0.10118686823455007,0.0,0.0,0.08751756029751362,0.0974821707214492,0.16299279141682313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683117010810143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253603742291098,0.10923029451921937,0.08184084762930913,0.0,0.1173907623443319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957224192864076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616662824706222,0.06566519627983873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778595407529566,0.09713927958117304,0.0,0.0,0.06957735222795022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24178198985414576,0.0813440400624482,0.16440692516368974,0.0,0.0,0.09500020406207052,0.09247247183114277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113544277192013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599391105418874
anxiety,chaosBOBOMB,2020/02/23,I’m constantly worried that it’s all gonna end soon Starting around November/December of last year I’ve been in constant fear that a myriad of things are gonna kill me in a doomsday scenario or that the city I live in (San Diego) is gonna be destroyed in some kind of crazy explosion. It’s completely irrational but I had just started to get my life back together and now I’m afraid of all that work going to waste if I die soon.,4.072666666666667,4.7008078222222185,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,70.77777777777777,9.555555555555557,30.555555555555557,9.725611199111238,2.681888888888888,344,14,74,8,6,114,65,90,0.262,0.738,0.0,-0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,2,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,9,14,4,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,11,8,3,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,11,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013309608496692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390360872892005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371251781032306,0.4887987165648709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471908760244697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031124120039107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25449365000871244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181596248536705,0.0,0.1285323306608155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502132923798984,0.2355115536326254,0.0,0.1843511456913521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974398204615714,0.0,0.0,0.1997040306418578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32015539750830585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025111152554602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464767416259646,0.2296771563992873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564006787065034
anxiety,TheDiddler2049,2020/02/23,"Partner got a new job, how to handle schedule changes? Hi there! My husband and I currently work for the same company, however he just got a new job with a different company. This will mean changes to our routine and I can't handle changes very well. He hasn't started yet and I'm already thinking of all the worst case scenarios that could result from this. I'm really happy for him, but I am terrified on the inside. 





I'm worried he'll find more interesting people and will think I'm boring, won't have any time for me, maybe he'll change as a person. It's all ridiculous, but I can't get it out my head! Help??",2.451258181818183,4.3152596239999985,4.040218181818183,86.33610909090912,76.75999999999998,7.4254545454545475,27.363636363636363,8.296473431620573,1.90356,483,20,99,9,11,161,83,125,0.14300000000000002,0.764,0.092,-0.8147,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,7,0,9,1,1,2,2,19,22,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,9,3,11,14,5,9,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,7,57,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510918182594486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174660207267837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6331116840807701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194592443038756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632085740439924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674979654261327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817017584895761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393292615631478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592730708388551,0.0,0.0,0.15355309126781105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028700537506344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969491511433533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503132102870811,0.16297983658662527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890074913541723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372753796529943,0.1306422477454497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095850282076734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590167222183663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917406668430323,0.0,0.0,0.08724451492821048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345201342091652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452617858792712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108925004275792,0.15194618065565993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamsufferingalotlmao,2020/02/23,"Is near daily Benzo use a viable option in severe cases? 
Hey, So to make a long story short, I suffer from severe dissociation. I no longer have a sense of time or even a tether to my normal self. It has progressively gotten worse after panic attack type moments, and was started on a panic attack on weed. I have no psychological component to my suffering, but rather the lack thereof. It is like explaining someone who has never been on hallucinagens, I simply have had a complete perception change, and that in itself is pure misery. But along with it is this severe tenseness. It’s like I’m stuck in a body fight or flight, to the point where I can barely think. I am bed bound at this point. I didn’t really even consider Xanax, but after taking it the other day, I genuinely think I need to be on it long term. It doesn’t do anything to the main problem of dissociation, but it makes the torture much less. And when I say torture, I really mean it. Like equivalent of having a hand on the stove all day 24/7 for ten month straight. I’m seeing specialists and got a qeeg that basically was all red all over (lot in the prefrontal). Z score of 4.4 in one of the frequency bands. Basically what I am getting at, is daily or near daily Benzo use viable in 2020. My torture is so severe that I get suicidal even though I’m depressed, so I feel like if anyone really needs it it is me. I am wondering about asking my doc and would like to see what you have to think. Thanks!",4.611275862068968,5.617271886206896,6.015344827586207,77.7616379310345,69.79310344827587,8.696551724137931,25.87931034482759,8.982922981607832,1.9458137931034485,1157,33,220,21,20,392,161,290,0.23,0.687,0.08199999999999999,-0.9932,0,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,1,0,1,11,18,6,2,17,0,27,3,2,4,5,42,54,18,1,8,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,21,7,0,1,8,1,0,0,5,12,0,2,8,6,21,6,36,44,9,34,0,3,3,0,9,21,0,7,18,158,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346692858334876,0.0,0.08646311794689444,0.0,0.09822565368830406,0.2390630950995949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670835543217666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114943466963646,0.0,0.11016320856786503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552206992666596,0.0,0.09049607236585504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081919331164674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053126217505537913,0.0750615606280266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978879173588904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403355297815585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665787206356505,0.0,0.0,0.18596612689626607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932619928740218,0.0,0.0,0.14026920651797864,0.0,0.0,0.11445131817748648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386534827427441,0.0,0.07723805756238142,0.15581517507678744,0.08103595571530724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029456491707852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119770697653142,0.0,0.0,0.24655247437994776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864898372907894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053717265894987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019303374169606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835553598358022,0.0,0.0,0.16745332821428685,0.0,0.10961024097419003,0.4747938094558031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902491454106512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436862275013452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492880932100374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789990709420988,0.0,0.0,0.09673373580522744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019725801180752,0.10323009739967516,0.0,0.06126677966069646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814923572556809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394322203577585,0.0,0.0,0.10707463826142598,0.07463824766984625,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doodlebug2727,2020/02/23,"DAE experience relied from having pressure applied while having intense anxiety? I’m not sure if this is weird or not, but the most difficult part of my anxiety is a pervasive feeling of chest tightness and pain. Not a panic attack per se, but this feeling can go on for hours and makes me just want to completely lose it.  Nothing really helps it except I have found that if my bf puts his hand square in the middle of my shoulder blades and keeps it there, the feeling subsides or eases substantially. 
Is this the same concept as a weighted blanket?   It has to be in the right spot or it doesn’t help.",7.685718390804594,6.948549008620688,7.717241379310344,74.1685632183908,63.22413793103448,10.491954022988507,36.574712643678154,9.725611199111238,3.475722988505748,479,20,87,8,6,155,83,116,0.165,0.65,0.185,0.4277,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,2,8,0,10,5,3,1,1,26,19,12,0,3,12,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,3,1,2,4,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,7,6,1,12,17,3,9,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,6,2,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107389723561582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105340237362676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129444876918086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866890762070724,0.0,0.0,0.3080774965650479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268657734985556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154253273453993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722647428696565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000107118158524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052291794078829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22721481695706536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556955497763393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948780989946338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161106917355836,0.2382918536438705,0.0,0.21993544428071046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416968076600475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301098397843626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734446627588868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914175502397032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197925180639899,0.0,0.0,0.2473187638207183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,passarinhokct,2020/02/23,"Is it an anxiety thing that I feel on edge when people start making noises next to me? Like, specially eating noises. I feel like I'm about to lose my sh*t!!!",1.8602083333333328,3.8423204375000033,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,79.0,6.766666666666668,16.916666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.37377916666666655,122,2,25,2,3,41,26,32,0.125,0.7090000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.3561,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,4,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26440286686159914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536615804729476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495176790547767,0.2469152114415305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377107122126435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866669735138614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070797153923334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675770648302036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396134801400021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446357903742887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961848970054466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spiritofdjinn,2020/02/23,"Along for the Ride Hello all. I just found this subreddit this evening. I realized tonight, that some things need to change in my life. Like right freaking now. 

To give a little background, I've had a number of anxiety issues my entire life. I've always been socially awkward, afraid to interact with people, etc. Over the years, it's gotten much worse. I'm to the point now where I feel like I'm just watching my life and not living it. I can see missed opportunities as they cruise by and my anxiety has its hand on my chest, holding me back, and saying, ""No way, dude. That's too much of a risk. People are going to laugh at you. No one likes you, anyway. Blah. Blah. Blah.""

It's gotten to the point where my wife and I don't have fun and carry on like we used to either. Why? Because I fear her judgment. I fear her laughing AT me instead of WITH me. When we met in high school (yes, we're that old), we would constantly sing along to our favorite songs, dance like nobody was watching, and just act like idiots in general. Well, my wife still wants and needs these things. She still does them on her own when I'm around. She tries to initiate these things with me, even. But, every time I just freeze like a damn statue. 

These are the missed opportunities I see flying by on a daily basis. And my worst fear is that this will be the ruination of our marriage. 

IDK how to stop this.

Any advice?",1.9313383187209887,4.1971555415162465,2.7945680763280047,92.64717960288813,80.22743682310471,5.689994842702425,19.2791387313048,6.868970318607317,0.1313961835997941,1083,26,229,12,28,341,161,277,0.16899999999999998,0.7,0.132,-0.8589,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,5,2,2,2,21,25,2,6,11,1,13,5,2,2,1,38,31,13,0,4,7,2,3,10,0,2,3,2,0,0,18,17,0,2,3,4,0,5,4,12,1,1,7,9,35,13,34,21,8,37,0,2,4,0,23,18,1,1,20,152,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032606261680533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394311235214076,0.0,0.0,0.07677690790407114,0.0,0.17273871372802946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050629290693468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681430299005362,0.0,0.06882372113950942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943484222436085,0.0,0.0,0.12200643848385873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880088451560433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591504347243726,0.14914078365494166,0.0,0.09512440340482436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811368091045288,0.057086402864848264,0.08065687133154338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379069366240393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830542955559712,0.06416453792744185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928665886995975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783985835885455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392370559683479,0.3861058723809819,0.11315698738067925,0.09969411417736747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659912215675744,0.1674300990083312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847115739732494,0.0,0.07650499460256158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654340228068114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134568664269912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641728464501116,0.0,0.08978382345038495,0.0,0.11426236985116067,0.17993579449739616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508888573256508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032660587519286,0.09439072949137003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502026753632096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583378659656748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665272377112944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751066714008724,0.0,0.0,0.06659224405523866,0.0896159746479939,0.0,0.0,0.1015120290381214,0.0,0.1018760647355976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505629844177195,0.08020200337362647,0.0,0.0,0.07270487985860861
anxiety,SpringPedal,2020/02/23,"Why did my friend with anxiety ghost me? So I had this friend who ghosted me once and then I told her if she was still interested in being friends, or if not, then I'd stop texting her and leave her alone. She actually replied and said she was just bad at communication. She started to improve her communication skills and actually herself offered to hang out and I said I would as long as kept through it. She promised but it turns out when I suggested some places she ghosted me and when I asked if she changed her mind, she still ghosted me. I had to tell her that ghosting people can come across as disrespectful (she usually responds well to criticism), but she's still MIA. I feel like a fool for putting so much effort into a friendship that was one sided. I don't plan on being friends with her again, but this isn't the first time someone made plans and later ghosted me. I have anxiety myself, but I'd never leave anyone in the dark like that, so I would like to know why it's a common behavior with anxious people.",5.351664753157291,6.068271736318407,5.64497512437811,82.12959816303099,67.95522388059702,8.572675086107923,31.87944890929965,8.617729084823388,2.3430050516647527,813,33,163,12,13,259,113,201,0.10099999999999999,0.741,0.158,0.9216,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,11,12,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,1,1,34,25,25,6,5,10,0,1,3,4,2,0,2,0,0,9,14,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,2,1,2,11,3,36,10,21,10,2,30,0,0,0,0,31,10,0,5,20,119,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.24862989667280935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193834773073088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490707593079973,0.14391523237578516,0.0,0.08907454047159016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190931094237998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636591464107154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476247078496842,0.10973580940044247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441256634174969,0.09100794260694424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835846562009037,0.0,0.0,0.39368695989680297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001059799087753,0.0,0.0,0.2697767182509359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867099860030884,0.0,0.0,0.11273676207773806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054016193956042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862829351023408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364682336599944,0.0,0.098251562386033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356669395169725,0.08632323623507046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663334487268167,0.0,0.1330961693409785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806284055743158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423554586111578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793772798425193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016779419950713,0.0,0.3052031363304909,0.10650433063374597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134508808526557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428254249474096,0.0,0.0,0.12172727449380664,0.0,0.0,0.1385645020734423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403028600817841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453953965857393,0.0,0.2299005874990512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098939865857244,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gstan1990,2020/02/23,"Aniexty fevers? Hi everyone, 

I’m a 23 year old male and have been dealing with anxiety for years. The past month I’d have on/off feverish symptoms, feeling really warm and stuff. I’ve been to the doctor a few times and they said that I’m okay and that I might have a virus. Had blood tests, ecg done, and everything is okay. Weird thing is that I never clock a fever on the thermometer. 

I’ve seen posts about anxiety related fevers and was wondering if anyone has experienced this before. I’m kind of nervous because my panic attacks never include a fever and generally I get worried about my health.

I recently had my Zoloft increased to 50mg because of increased stress. I’m wondering if that has anything to do with this. 

Thanks in advanced!",3.6675524475524455,5.9745575734265755,4.3783216783216785,83.26440559440562,74.66433566433567,7.756643356643357,29.181818181818183,8.617729084823388,2.4307734265734267,595,26,110,12,13,190,90,143,0.131,0.7509999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.4436,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,2,10,1,3,8,2,15,9,1,0,2,18,26,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,8,5,8,5,12,17,3,16,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,5,10,63,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478796186458673,0.0,0.0,0.11328353789983947,0.0,0.13332322567103075,0.0,0.0,0.18431363415065916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752373259779427,0.0,0.13786147252152348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670287038050281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582758236793518,0.0,0.16579596042294492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481074884648385,0.14560719931875046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191884416994355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464531585446644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221267057557688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871202721993436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718706170935168,0.0,0.0,0.1293175520320486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24990944735384985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700058121448097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008781988233556,0.0,0.0,0.15466012471092844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551640547795964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037899341150458,0.0,0.15996868934633718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411184630004718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558580496889146,0.0,0.18546658428697935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683939588320011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491601736671518,0.0,0.0,0.10763450551162976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447131776877747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513932475692253,0.0,0.1645324743714218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086626385492316
anxiety,racletteenete,2020/02/24,":) My anxiety,  and suicidal thoughts are really painful to me to the point that I consider to talk of my struggles w my best friend and even my closer friends to be help and idk trynna get out of this shitty thing but the thing is that I never told them, and i just don't wanna brings about my own when she already have her own problems and I don't want that my friends see me differently like idk but I'm really hesitant about this, if you already talk to your best friend about this or if your were this best friend plz tell me what you think about that",8.209823008849558,5.785019362831861,7.530194690265485,81.32785840707967,63.33628318584071,11.517876106194693,34.104424778761064,9.888512548439397,2.787525309734513,440,13,97,7,5,137,66,113,0.146,0.58,0.27399999999999997,0.9734,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,3,7,12,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,18,15,11,1,5,6,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,20,9,13,11,5,6,0,0,1,0,17,3,0,3,3,72,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175783853528821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100775355876952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530195908944232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033726453747792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503978330070008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558557857827339,0.0,0.07517800631776203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644825589549308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702987138210418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109789349970556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311199737855266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360251289560362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768589820182456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843627197525378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466386656943928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042791154366875,0.0,0.15739527900101494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313110326941672,0.12576857805380534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119185636391064,0.09220064370297568,0.0,0.1142347452952094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749565864753427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848716533387682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lauren144,2020/02/24,"Does anyone else have anxiety for no reason? Last year I had an extremely stressful year that transformed me from a mentally health person to a total wreck. I had my first panic attack, would have that sick-to-my-stomach feeling constantly, and all the other symptoms that come with severe anxiety (exhaustion, achy muscles, chest pains, palpitations, dizziness, brain ""glitches"", etc.). I went on medication and while it helped me get through my wedding and the start of a new university program, I found I kept having to bump it up as the effects would wear off and I'd be left feeling an anxious mess after awhile. I am now on 20mg of citalopram and have been at that level for about 8 months. 

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I have learned what my triggers are (overworking myself, overthinking, having too much on my to-do list) and how to mitigate them (lots of downtime and self-care). 

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My problem now is that my anxiety will still flair up really badly for no reason. For example, I am a student teacher and I just started my third practicum. I was a bit nervous to be in a Grade 6 class, but was looking forward to it. So far it has been great! I love the kids, I LOVE teaching them, and planning has been really easy. I've had tons of days off due to strikes. I'm the least stressed out about it. YET, after a few days in, I started getting the chest pains. Then waking up sick to my stomach. Then feeling sick from morning to night. Now, the only time I feel okay is when I'm in the classroom because it's a distraction. It just doesn't make sense! Life is good right now and I feel great and I'm very balanced yet by brain is having the total opposit reaction. I would understand if I was feeling stressed out about something.... but I'm not. I feel great and am very happy. But unfortunately I wake up feeling sick, having an upset stomach all day long, struggle to eat, and am so exhausted by the end of the day from so much cortisol and adrenaline running through my body.

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I don't want to bump up my meds because I had a very hard time coming off them years ago when I was on them for depression. And I want to get pregnant within a couple years so the higher I go, the harder it is for me to come down. 

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Does this happen to anyone else? You have severe anxiety but nothing triggering it? Nothing you are worried about or thinking about?

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Thanks x",3.743066262694267,5.785491085339168,4.369059080962804,84.6095533860742,73.59518599562364,6.9628906469169065,29.661055938955283,7.793537801064563,2.015116299164001,1874,82,349,26,39,596,224,457,0.165,0.706,0.129,-0.7377,0,0,1,0,0,0,87.0,0,2,4,3,22,26,1,8,26,1,41,24,10,7,4,61,76,32,0,7,9,0,9,0,0,4,11,0,0,2,17,21,1,1,15,0,0,7,5,17,0,2,14,10,44,9,60,56,12,68,0,1,1,2,12,25,0,3,38,245,61,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308591655960322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244358910410095,0.3638442740242233,0.0,0.0,0.1832525440361186,0.06765488716216564,0.0,0.08374829940018448,0.12272193395958395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812972874325872,0.0,0.0,0.05000286511821002,0.07301271218624915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653807293837762,0.06652058607668795,0.0,0.13370665120373795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547611815665947,0.0,0.06471621143409441,0.0,0.0,0.066263457497094,0.0,0.1544877825493248,0.0,0.05158029816394243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481445096904968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612790106238016,0.100055250860033,0.0,0.05304181127664625,0.0,0.06678946355092158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224398408627776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093956799131786,0.0,0.06566263882614047,0.0,0.0,0.09386493465543172,0.0,0.03403497270049944,0.05023009461525914,0.0,0.19807578393576625,0.0,0.0,0.05295758146909084,0.06375047015179701,0.05364669030661919,0.0,0.0,0.06365672613712213,0.0,0.0,0.040140770245112985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048815626221456035,0.0,0.0,0.0650670384543184,0.0,0.04229972365752428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052997815390948264,0.050289717076405616,0.0,0.0,0.05091350235034495,0.108100109421974,0.0,0.03997481496305708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652058607668795,0.0603295161724028,0.060351674408251385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047800965904041946,0.0,0.08804718115423023,0.0,0.0,0.0578389157507385,0.0,0.05619957974188703,0.0,0.11492574345247387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554650852302816,0.1274472711088189,0.07026409991674851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052290727312505586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730345203649988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767298641809508,0.1231469346883698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051142886035586685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247485402917336,0.13530977432433128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610368172339158,0.0,0.0,0.1271642724996659,0.0,0.0478255692815569,0.0,0.20579992266000266,0.06260654668830304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062245176761312776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055135596550246184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03837295782043907,0.0,0.0,0.06984079374555581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623441319160935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823831527801706,0.0706454151060199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551553988922135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081781686980019,0.0,0.12762530909675496,0.0,0.3638442740242233,0.1542601992383422
anxiety,KundalinirRZA,2020/02/24,"Comforting animated spiritual series In this [YouTube Trailer](https://youtu.be/fkjwk3q2Jmk), you have a sneak peak of the air elementals (♊️♎️♒️) segment in ""Spirit Academy"" where the ""Star Spirits"" are first brought to consciousness. 
They are taught essential knowledge about their personalities, qualities, essence and how they express that element with their physical body.

Youforia Synopsis : The events that leads to a ""StarSpirit"" before it’s birth into the planetary sphere called Youforia. Starting from a nebula into an average star then fast forward to after it’s death and what happens afterwards.

Genre : Animated / fantasy / spiritual / sci-fi.

Subscribe to my YouTube channel (KundaliniRZA) if you are interested to watch it when it comes out! (Reddit) r/youforia .",8.476192250372577,11.94285092622951,7.596110283159463,60.35641579731746,64.32786885245902,11.649478390461994,43.058122205663174,11.20814326018867,6.470629508196723,631,39,80,22,11,195,92,122,0.034,0.903,0.064,0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,4,2,4,2,0,0,8,0,4,1,1,2,0,12,9,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,7,2,15,7,1,21,2,0,1,0,9,9,0,1,10,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334660690704593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352969322293938,0.0,0.0,0.4001593576873296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33757503522529136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333379782635752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34654344033000145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34217968490139883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277378883605908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rev19rb,2020/02/24,"Really struggling, any advice would help My sister passed away last summer from what we originally believed to be a suicide but later found out to be from pneumonia, and about a month later my girlfriend of over 3 years broke up with me. Since then I though I was fine but now its about 8 months later and im really struggling. I can't go to sleep at night, I get anxious thoughts and a couple times right before I've gone to sleep I've heard a voice in my head that is not my concious or gotten an intense rush of fear that has kept me up. When I do get to sleep I can't get out of bed in the morning. One sunday I physically got sick of the feeling of having to go to my internship in the morning and started crying for no reason so I had to quit. When Its time for me to go to class I can't bring myself to go. I had a 3.95 gpa my first two years of college and this year I failed a class and have no motivation to do well anymore. It feels like everyday im just trying to make it to the next. The only thing I've been doing consistently is going to the gym but it seems to not have helped much. Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like if i just passed away in my sleep, not seriously considering harming myself but It feels like my life is just in a hole I can't get out of.",3.044071207430342,3.7495367352941216,4.5696284829721385,87.79859133126936,73.19117647058823,7.343962848297213,23.87461300309597,7.475848149327749,0.8359529411764708,1000,26,225,11,19,336,144,272,0.134,0.765,0.1,-0.9284,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,1,0,0,4,11,12,0,3,14,0,23,7,5,4,0,36,47,17,1,2,12,1,3,3,1,1,2,2,1,0,13,11,0,1,9,1,0,10,9,7,1,3,11,5,28,5,44,31,1,48,0,2,0,0,6,15,0,4,26,152,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309784496312857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174672566114583,0.0,0.0,0.1191901336760655,0.1046321837427977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825003345520886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977661848554358,0.11886752155416415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673880022866487,0.11589181628288132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872197352340075,0.16003884229526533,0.15074497210387733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974213353919447,0.0,0.11568031560604808,0.0,0.0,0.2204871336150382,0.0,0.2998033930727137,0.0,0.08438164283751874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827812712352844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143497896633253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279260810435207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600030624350757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452099809310456,0.1546326113156374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704251198838337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842548276790106,0.0,0.07755799862927101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220530736109656,0.09900889208370678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149262726646448,0.08024097987667105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221709725209172,0.0,0.0,0.13517785857439496,0.10847626995609536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010032650782764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604739826134534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727447074703176,0.0,0.4223230574687561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434671770070726,0.0,0.07467667783666447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059256860156776,0.0,0.1154048757451343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009254841441714,0.0,0.103657704573386,0.08375884378644988,0.12304112669085195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163067768316829,0.0,0.10306263469944617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486127922479372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144152058889886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494741961621443,0.0,0.0,0.2038244523715272
anxiety,eagle0012,2020/02/24,"Generalized Anxiety / Working from Home Hey All, 

this is new for me to talk about this outside my immediate family, but figured I would give it a shot. currently work from home, doing my dream job. Everything seems great, but lately, I am getting that feeling in my stomach, nervousness, feeling of inadequacy, etc... The problem, is this typically snowballs and I end up losing focus which is paramount in my job. Relationships start to suffer. I am currently on medication (cipralex) and it seems to do its' job unless I get one of these ""flare ups"". Looking for some support, people who have been in the same situation, or ways to cope.

Thanks for any help you can offer!",5.254750000000001,7.555934975000002,6.200000000000002,71.985,70.08333333333334,9.133333333333336,32.83333333333333,9.642632912329526,3.558983333333334,527,25,87,13,10,174,89,120,0.135,0.705,0.16,0.5411,5,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,1,7,0,1,3,0,11,2,1,0,1,17,22,6,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,10,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,11,3,19,20,4,13,0,2,1,0,8,6,0,4,6,64,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053590546329236,0.0,0.1185225354453703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722374202638876,0.0,0.1727901045571544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924286745827966,0.0,0.14605607575872825,0.0,0.15667652168929586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189112285150475,0.14862486626640176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081304743228534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103847635823122,0.0,0.31081880303998816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612382310737733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477001415321505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010383688973254,0.17332924796855406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607766334826598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963426517751469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049859147244376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074103224756168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824897435092627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633895756525255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820884991619182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415002929379975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966164807517037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581496718240966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452845135490224,0.0,0.1426405451733362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229777888517965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255846434692148,0.0,0.0,0.11005922855957798,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stephaniewitusik,2020/02/24,"PPD/PPA getting out of control Over a year ago I was diagnosed with PPD/PPA and medicated and doing okay. But it’s turned into more of an anxiety disorder. 

I’m on 100mg Zoloft daily and I take .5mg Xanax as needed... which was every night to sleep. And then it wasn’t, and I could manage and take it once or twice a week when my anxiety was getting to the point of a meltdown. And now I cannot get through the day. I haven’t had an anxiety attack since November, but I’m on the brink. The Xanax hardly touches it. I can’t sleep. I don’t know what to do. 

This feeling that I’m forgetting something, or something bad is going to happen, or I should be doing something else... I just can’t shake it. It’s 100% unwarranted and it’s so overwhelming. 

My husband was off today, he stayed with the kids. I went to a friends house, went outside in the sun for a while. Snuggled her babies and her dog. I just don’t know what to do anymore.",0.4650489510489493,2.661822220512821,2.5714335664335657,92.41379370629372,85.76923076923076,5.596736596736597,21.684149184149184,6.980632752743323,0.5958205128205125,723,25,159,10,22,243,110,195,0.087,0.871,0.042,-0.6999,0,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,2,13,1,20,7,2,1,0,28,37,19,0,3,7,1,3,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,12,13,0,1,3,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,8,3,15,2,21,26,1,24,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,3,10,104,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886494271361168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336312639929278,0.0,0.14417156790015084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538347947212234,0.0,0.0,0.12138090037006127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304887610608435,0.1160690063441587,0.0,0.0,0.09375395838658772,0.0,0.0,0.14755116412452068,0.0,0.0,0.16661076300401367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144100550470525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248354469240982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735052702182933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231529813258034,0.0,0.22785514899433285,0.0,0.0826191783348947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855341198834944,0.0,0.13022620915616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774163914773585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597870793149325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644862798531105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779269714558584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642329441248424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481816072930332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742505972755542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025456064441095,0.0,0.2909572140123052,0.0,0.0,0.3357471447724316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494893625531134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186057404138657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779719358956474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812475338325374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660994909538565,0.0,0.0,0.2695256041970166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361584496483198
anxiety,TheGamingComet,2020/02/24,"I dont know how to talk to anyone I'm sorry for such along post but I really need you get this off my chest and ask for some advice. Lately I've been suffering anxiett attacks more and more. They come at random and seem to be getting worse. I have so so much fear in my head that things will go wrong with my GF who is in the Philippines. God I love that woman do much. I want to talk to her about all the fear in my head and all the guilt over last decisions and while I can text things out I have a problem with vocally expressing them. And while some days are great, there are other days I want to ball like a baby. I just don't know what to do and I'm scared I'll say something that'll drive her away",1.9071568627450968,3.053774699346405,3.1106045751634004,95.4702205882353,76.51633986928104,6.668627450980392,19.285947712418306,7.1686216300943375,-0.0005856209150327808,551,10,134,6,12,178,96,153,0.213,0.672,0.114,-0.9611,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,7,11,1,4,5,0,14,4,3,1,2,28,28,13,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,9,12,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,8,0,0,1,1,18,3,21,24,8,18,0,1,0,1,14,8,0,4,7,90,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147066994345826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838422910856642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491026042573374,0.17634240174666932,0.1456338170526889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133524473373679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999328862582674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166659804466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34885107197013365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196911707769784,0.0,0.08809383128480837,0.0,0.0,0.1708953399707736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816301226256183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037516337434658,0.12635107946926932,0.17485421303809234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757284022747602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398995216639172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278953942451641,0.114935440747019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484534891337443,0.0,0.0,0.1483203962042976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930120657278728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123267481550125,0.15518866247595522,0.0,0.0,0.14111220041675102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933166496382595,0.0,0.17351721462144534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491768907614206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059590143746079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285383491151289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796498300425174,0.0,0.16947539987066426,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thesteelangel92,2020/02/24,I’m so scared. I just wanna give up I’ve been nonstop applying for jobs for over a month now.  Got an interview. Aced it.  Got a call for another interview somewhere else.  Got offer for 1st job but asked if I could have some time to think it over.  I wanted to consider my other option.  Did well on the other interview too. But no call back.  So I called the other place back and she told me she would call me back because she was out of town.  That was 2 weeks ago and still nothing from either of them.  I just fucked up big time for asking the first place to wait for me.  I didn’t know that this would happen to me.  Even worse is that a coworker of mine got the job at the second place I had the interview at.  I’m having the worst anxiety episode ever.  I need a new job immediately or I am gonna be homeless.  I’m so fucking scared,0.35241379310344456,2.5605663678160937,2.3834597701149427,93.47001724137932,86.47126436781609,5.778850574712644,18.470114942528735,7.1686216300943375,0.2338928735632182,644,17,145,10,20,215,104,174,0.154,0.831,0.015,-0.9788,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,14,6,2,2,12,0,14,2,0,0,1,22,34,9,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,11,0,19,1,23,18,3,26,0,0,0,2,17,13,2,4,13,103,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094429737733921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170282375323423,0.08149284590846023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917668701733293,0.0,0.0,0.2457380096284983,0.0,0.06493785649578787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351038162186168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505312303963028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088989620128405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036006369825717,0.09635974957635617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061179230650804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969649475621744,0.0,0.10219038328281474,0.0,0.0,0.34079742006293384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420145404354643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42284634957949424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854444069598975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502881679887339,0.0,0.0,0.07898840372521643,0.0,0.10288441829999012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221550758107616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33389405389145393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133041757277992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507258152286562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825818555831972,0.0,0.0,0.12423347403481283,0.0,0.0,0.10179109173750686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283237111556149,0.0,0.08544951542573444,0.0,0.09578054579338263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085600905246488,0.1513474162547548,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Be4IForget,2020/02/24,"Thought I was over anxiety, but I'm not. My anxiety is starting to effect my physical health and it sucks. Hi everyone. I've had anxiety since about the 5th grade. There's been times growing up, where I tried to tell my mother about it but she wouldn't take it seriously. She used it to mock me most of the time. Growing up I also seen how much of an outcast you can be and how having it known that you have anxiety would prevent you from doing things healthier people could do. 

So, I just convinced myself that it's better to do nothing about it and to just battle it myself. I got diagnosed by a doctor but never followed up on it out of fear.

Today, I'm more confident than I've ever been. I will start conversations, look people in their eyes, I stopped shaking so much. I used to stress myself out horribly worrying about the near future, and what people thought about me. I even spent 100+ days in my closet instead of going to high school out of fear of people looking at me, but I just stopped doing things like that and I forced myself to go out.

 I forced myself to be uncomfortable and speak up, and just deal with my racing mind. I thought it worked, and my anxiety was gone as I grew braver and confident. But I didn't realize that whenever I do talk, my heart races on it's own. I jump in my own skin without realizing it. 

My body still reacts in an anxious way to situations even though on the surface, I think everything is okay. I think I don't worry. But it's like my body and my subconscious still have anxiety. It's like my body is used to having anxiety. And I have to do something about it now. 

My heart is in bad shape from racing all the time and It just sucks. I thought that it was over, but all this time, pushing it down only made it worse. I have to go to a doctor because I couldn't/can't do this on my own. When I thought everything was fine. It just really...really sucks.",3.0393296370967704,4.6256863906250025,4.359717741935484,85.86834677419357,74.41666666666666,7.76733870967742,25.40793010752688,8.460557738077197,1.6226590389784945,1490,50,308,27,31,492,173,384,0.187,0.7040000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9858,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,1,3,29,18,5,4,9,1,33,11,7,8,4,62,62,27,0,3,15,1,1,3,0,3,4,1,1,0,30,17,0,3,11,0,1,11,6,11,0,0,18,6,53,7,55,38,9,55,0,0,4,0,13,26,3,1,20,232,83,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562445409322329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394371052635438,0.0927059989507128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851782266771317,0.05002385417555134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257661992243471,0.0,0.2734550736110709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551933269287487,0.0,0.0,0.05292279984366322,0.08460167709859677,0.0,0.08329057098007954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798659461441245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084015320540314,0.07422921422595691,0.0,0.0784131630488527,0.1475029498447813,0.0,0.0,0.184683728651562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991211614456148,0.0,0.06563198019070016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722740712475903,0.0,0.1944862553529352,0.0,0.08670235101504914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027313218167937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782177915224136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764845973432817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285859840086078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064910941514315,0.0,0.0632907934003937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787401051041372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241137556291386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275641072054153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305049527329462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788201962662169,0.09224042676400336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631748577043362,0.0,0.0,0.1161669309975568,0.0,0.13106864445744595,0.13721397243339653,0.09400103089100703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061699943360758874,0.06595782695998416,0.0717252611054149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903586596219417,0.10516323466508602,0.0806248869351116,0.3257378377174693,0.19140259701189016,0.0,0.07778459086803012,0.0,0.0,0.05571428880332013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126240479073529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513650197006925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910423972906899,0.0,0.05974166030687755,0.1666746248028436,0.0836275545689121,0.05829404825723965,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawaycr9,2020/02/24,"Can anyone relate to these kind of mini panic attacks Sometimes I randomly get what I think are mini panic attacks for no reason, just because I'm a little anxious that day. They're really mild and I can continue whatever I'm doing without anyone noticing, but I'm starting to get them more often. I usually get them after sleeping or in the evening with the following symptoms:

• Breath faster and heart starts racing

• Feel like time is going much faster, people speak really quickly and even music speeds up, which is really weird and kind of threatening

• Feel like I've fucked something up and there's no way I can fix it, even though I know everything's ok

Any tips? Can anyone relate? Thanks in advance.",3.2729545454545463,6.182726446969697,4.2010909090909125,80.61663636363639,79.98484848484848,6.5503030303030325,24.70909090909091,7.793537801064563,1.8713600000000008,569,21,91,10,15,183,90,132,0.193,0.7170000000000001,0.091,-0.9152,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,8,12,3,2,3,1,8,5,3,1,0,17,24,8,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,0,3,8,6,12,24,2,20,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,3,13,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160792089331364,0.0,0.0,0.15218478943037672,0.0,0.2825786394149071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065058226433564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821184152090259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687728131332471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669255147934441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106932462063108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622759291793649,0.19247475550002988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453790607165938,0.2111424010093004,0.0,0.0765592165024066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963287248392974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28056100641260884,0.07403349831181012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162572363076486,0.13501554870439486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902789204109466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533690674423968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31610805069305314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339146368343386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588974436261321,0.13850507413917035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480802393248295,0.0,0.0,0.10370690705937856,0.13323236388165866,0.0,0.19069790663746847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400160360296097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240235480846352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631720117611849,0.13235261557983086,0.0,0.07855091432154239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836484551039472,0.0,0.0,0.10692711311828317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985634373692104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-brokenn,2020/02/24,"PLEASE ANYONE Help

I have adhd and I’ve been through almost all of the pills, Concerta, Adderall, Intuniv, Strattera, Focalin, and currently I’m trying Vyvanse (Lowest Dose) again since the first time in 6th grade (I’m 18 now) hoping to see maybe a difference in the pill to help me focus, relax and sit still. But with all this stimulants I notice the same thing, yeah my focus goes up but it’s a constant anxious feeling within me. With non-stimulants I find myself to be really tired or burnt out and just more emotionally sad and I feel it makes my mild depression a little worse. I have to constantly be alone or leave groups of people just so I can have the time to bring me self back down again. My hands have been sweaty for as long as I can remember due to this nervousness. And i’m just looking for someone with advice, little tricks and tips to calm down. Just ways to cope with this nervousness and help me with my ADHD.",4.709825754356139,6.015856480662986,5.095248618784531,83.33070123246921,69.82872928176796,8.44215894602635,26.07777305567361,8.841846274778883,1.8537671908202291,737,22,142,13,13,234,110,181,0.161,0.741,0.098,-0.9461,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,2,8,1,10,5,1,2,2,33,20,15,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,14,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,5,16,3,27,16,4,25,0,2,2,0,5,9,0,4,13,94,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457856749194945,0.14057920004823568,0.0,0.0,0.14405590407829846,0.14899649938823809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625218611680581,0.0,0.10059088159849396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062014702252126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109250364960009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390717668501625,0.0,0.0,0.15030401437391175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182414192945913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548078047968427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148625030886002,0.1223680024356841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28928077316800643,0.0,0.0,0.14288632740017945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232791423866726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883728176015065,0.0,0.12731236362174952,0.1208069181651546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602826344344187,0.0,0.1445276036398099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637865806408407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973502970863364,0.0,0.0,0.15791606033901856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216097208151244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296634821841288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463850630809427,0.0,0.15007828671248047,0.0,0.0,0.11900321763892048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189286813258712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488749530288525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557478518551936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777288768179016,0.16534693417233393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767210334235517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419008100846473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466065407557796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawaybasuras,2020/02/24,"How to deal with a running list of things to do? I make a bullet list of what needs to be done categorize it as Work/School/Home/Misc. And Prioritize which needs to be done first. I make the list so I dont forget because I can be forgetful and have forgotten random things in the past. I used to also procrastinate which caused me a lot of anxiety in addition to forgetting. Now that I'm more organized and timely, now I feel like I have to get everything done. Obviously, it's not feasible as the list is a running list  for example laundry, you cant do laundry just once, you have to do it every 5 to 6 days. Now I feel bad because I feel I cant relax until everything  is checked off. I dont have to do all of them I know that but I feel like I'm not being productive and I'm screwing my future self by not doing tasks I could have done yesterday. Lol. How to deal with feeling the need to finish and  check off a running list of things to do?",1.9727718360071296,3.604378469696975,4.149322638146167,86.0586898395722,77.43434343434343,7.891146761734997,24.77837195484253,8.671277953709913,1.6802165181224011,739,26,161,16,17,255,100,198,0.06,0.871,0.069,0.5617,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,1,8,5,1,0,9,1,27,1,0,6,2,37,43,13,0,4,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,7,1,2,3,7,2,0,1,4,5,19,3,29,34,3,18,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,2,13,116,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930417439025777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499494300587316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368247484953894,0.15139409865916892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756382115807555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991451026841904,0.0,0.0,0.08008378915320444,0.2560417396957788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083040839588363,0.2910686642155529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046243437257076,0.0,0.22320427433431705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139377079705917,0.1774239191623374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562475699383002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487727388992601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455949566463115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824434396944902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133306359308693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055707090876106,0.0,0.0,0.16577801040895668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27622666111441524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322442823140163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854084504773647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567359195248806,0.0,0.0,0.1295435264818334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24749272503481196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240851423090061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724892026255944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040221873769974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katmol,2020/02/24,"Trying not to cough I’m sick right now and really need to cough, but I’m in an uber rn and I don’t want the driver to think of me as that disgusting person who was sick in their car and now the car might have germs",-0.3814285714285717,1.3395749387755131,1.7177142857142869,100.20228571428574,85.3265306122449,5.552653061224492,11.840816326530616,6.742157984588678,-1.1182767346938776,168,1,44,2,5,56,36,49,0.209,0.764,0.027000000000000003,-0.8945,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843710552894986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385565520283549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39867778034254986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925039821575681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899263470390367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29256517236034385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099954191897621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26930928993896697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PatientMatter9,2020/02/24,"I NEED help/guidance how to cope with anxiety I’ve (24F) been dealing with anxiety for about 1 year they’ve been brutal these past two weeks. They literally come whenever. When I’m eating, talking to someone, any time of day where ever I’m at. It’s been bad to a point where I have had to go to the hospital because I simply cannot control it. & then my eyes start twitching and becoming very sensitive. I can’t cope and it’s taking a toll on me. Please anyone advice will be appreciated!",2.0269696969696973,4.3142388181818205,4.004333333333335,83.98650000000005,80.01010101010101,7.192323232323233,25.051515151515154,8.238735603445708,1.7657345454545457,389,15,77,8,10,132,75,99,0.12,0.82,0.06,-0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,2,1,0,3,0,9,3,1,2,1,9,16,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,1,7,0,12,10,0,16,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,9,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442997471809016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667050305252384,0.0,0.1422646740895437,0.0,0.3200782303172437,0.0,0.0,0.14627904679351322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467510382474133,0.12752772317655114,0.2310474006046339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802091766426916,0.0,0.0,0.2346380631178975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349181161552577,0.2156782885908632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140660843670701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923537259244808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188944348704312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022382904648234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512078513217406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970717757493825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229641200203224,0.19776370502152588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725635045661234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480743983314103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572940235533745,0.16814880893345352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198748881556107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436015722271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261372957181784,0.0,0.0,0.16780939095965286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471936185197586
anxiety,NickD4321,2020/02/24,"Does anybody else feel their anxiety ticks up in spring as opposed to winter? I’m a sophomore undergraduate student at my university, almost halfway done with the spring semester....but spring, for some inexplicable reason, makes me anxious. 

Does anybody else deal with this? The smell of the earth budding again and the warmer days should make me feel hope, and it does sometimes, but other times my anxiety flares for no reason.",7.9924324324324365,9.692331756756758,6.9252432432432425,71.77245945945947,62.51351351351353,9.163243243243244,35.07027027027027,9.3871,3.411316756756758,346,15,54,6,5,105,56,74,0.105,0.848,0.046,-0.5439,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,4,0,16,8,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,10,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,7,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575179378167665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990937362897828,0.22084444269005604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607281480549026,0.20153830864189207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513215452299256,0.20005086959366397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266082768186886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768800120943225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941625029145521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609779160814688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019859806292108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933414453563687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398992606992253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WME0WM,2020/02/24,"Anxiety is ruining my relationship, and I'm very sad about it. I (27f) started seeing a guy (27m) 6 months ago and we were friends for a year before that. I've had anxiety issues for as long as I remember, but I always felt comfortable around him. When we started going out I was feeling very confident. He's a great lover and is always ready to make me feel good about myself . But 3 months in I start to feel awkward. In love with him, but awkward. I feel so self conscious. I feel ugly. I feel like I don't know how to talk. And I run out of things to say . I constantly worry he's gonna leave me, even when we're making travel plans for the following week. But anxiety renders me mute and we sit in quiet for really long periods of time. I talked to him about feeling insecure before but I'm worried I let him too into my mind. 

I'm just sad because it was going so well for me. Now I just feel awkward a lot and unable to socialize with his friends properly. I've always had this issue but I was able to shut people off when I was single. Now I feel like I don't want to shut him off but at the same time when I'm with him I feel so insecure.

Tl;Dr - was in a great relationship til I started feeling anxious, and now I don't know how to revert it.",2.1792370129870133,3.4719325189393966,4.331038961038964,86.40227272727276,76.08333333333333,7.604329004329005,24.69264069264069,8.269060116576782,1.43156406926407,971,32,211,17,21,336,128,264,0.145,0.647,0.20800000000000002,0.981,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,0,1,21,19,0,5,7,0,14,2,0,4,0,50,45,26,0,1,9,0,12,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,6,17,0,0,16,1,0,5,3,8,1,0,9,15,38,11,36,34,3,42,0,3,1,2,24,13,0,1,25,135,44,0,0.09337222042153362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276883964628774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307950185002194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142884791544016,0.10548403173044572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312107223546727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056918838919349936,0.0,0.15890576477946952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090219918666596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167147097403915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193298018308566,0.13341026585159085,0.08965197432417113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427829175573922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613116925844313,0.07831618847459001,0.0,0.2058864052952718,0.0,0.09245317817690096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949126785112528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262986089830732,0.0,0.0,0.09886769954208602,0.0,0.09547942154249996,0.0,0.0912339009698632,0.0,0.0,0.16526295364126772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938172278018764,0.08427207442531158,0.0,0.1246533643570955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427932519775144,0.0,0.14905763103504704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473254098132453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981663533438315,0.0,0.0,0.20049364230943167,0.1057725239110448,0.0,0.0,0.07425333736571399,0.0,0.0,0.07440557073383165,0.0,0.09740758962426647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518122007876713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643573527941702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009810779596205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062032354297953875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889218521460473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408372115551225,0.055073354795433335,0.0,0.07489756309664093,0.0,0.08395283971183412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896480444670092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060128648622969974
anxiety,windtrainexpress,2020/02/24,"Tried them all I’ve tried the following for anxiety without relief (often worsening of anxiety, even after a full trial): Lexapro, Celexa, Zoloft, Trintellix, Effexor, Buspar, Gabapentin, Lyrica, Trazodone, Propranolol 

Does anything actually work? I’m in therapy. I have mostly generalized anxiety with some occasional, significant panic. 

Thanks",10.0402,14.28523062,9.785999999999998,42.71300000000002,62.8,14.4,46.0,12.340626583579946,8.7968,281,18,26,13,5,91,45,50,0.195,0.677,0.128,-0.4164,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,17,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.2525245846144736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938806520836583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129476790170637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264535164362068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091676389485666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036137165870603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382429064728505,0.2959288509143174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513790170500744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944740925093986,0.0,0.1883894268997572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Donotcrossthedodos,2020/02/24,"Years of panic disorder, another relapse Long time lurker, first time poster.

I have been dealing with a panic disorder for the last 5 years. Have been on a SSRI since almost the beginning. And followed hours of therapy with different therapists. Managed to almost quit a few times since the panic attacks stopped for a long time, though relapses always made me start up again.

My last relapse (starting two weeks ago) is starting to really get to me. Though my symptoms seem less severe than in beginning years, my coping seems more at loss. It was also the first time it wasn't stress/work related, but came out of nothing.

I work for a service comparable to the children protective services. So fair enough to say it is a stressful job, being responsable for +- 75 minors at all times.
Every relapse I stayed home for 2 weeks, since after a panic attack I am a physical mess, I feel literally super ill.

Normally after two weeks i feel stabilised, my meds seem to be back on point. But today, after a really hard working day, I feel like I am slipping again. So this is officially the first time i am not ""up and about"" after two weeks sick leave.

This relapse brings me so many questions:
- will i be able to work normally ever again? Is my field of work even possible for me? It sucks cause i feel it is the only thing (workwise) i am really good at.
My boss will not keep being understanding if I keep piling up weeks of sick leave. Today he kept asking ""so what can you do to avoid these attacks?""
- anyone else who feels CBT just wasn't their treatment? I really understand the dynamics and exercises. I have read multiple books, apply the exercises, though they do not help me when panicking. I feel I do not believe them to the core. 


I think I am looking for reassurance.

I read so many stories of people having panic attacks and still working the day after. But I am always so sick (vomiting, diarrhea...) that it seems not possible. Which consequently makes me feel like a failure. I think I feel truly alone today. Although I share this experiences with my co-workers, friends and family. It just keeps being hard to feel heard when people don't actually know what you are going through.

Sorry for the rant..",4.739585442805783,6.6927543680387425,5.6337662337662335,76.9621454251963,70.6949152542373,8.686448015261576,28.737911805708407,9.259372276320047,2.7029570621468944,1746,67,303,38,33,572,208,413,0.192,0.728,0.08,-0.9922,3,2,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,3,11,22,22,5,7,22,0,33,8,0,4,2,56,71,22,0,3,11,0,11,2,1,2,8,2,1,1,17,10,0,7,19,5,0,4,8,14,0,6,9,14,42,8,45,55,5,64,0,1,1,0,17,11,1,8,50,206,59,13,0.05665753183538719,0.0,0.055289578124114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502234834522165,0.0,0.11346866793924608,0.05868011596388632,0.0,0.045309007738956686,0.09428721045457247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059410362190608475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03961626361253389,0.05805233684270063,0.0,0.0,0.05296714406148841,0.2578244872384759,0.0,0.04356614472068679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383363651520138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480112268098037,0.0,0.05820289223037092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307884174632424,0.058411427498409815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919506182703663,0.12986888012342832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047330097712772703,0.0,0.0,0.058542375898882726,0.0,0.03742176542736424,0.05124998125002096,0.047736414190624486,0.0,0.0,0.055421937862992925,0.0534116786231991,0.0,0.2578297541789301,0.08095230412782152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457860290700034,0.0,0.0,0.043773468550935696,0.0,0.029601221930600462,0.0,0.032199781015384066,0.047521649605131965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150803970222756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03797634929974589,0.0,0.056832124003671165,0.0,0.05579625606717622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056223857946041934,0.1510794526548913,0.0,0.0,0.031137497774264125,0.09236690085176172,0.0,0.1199842910237869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055360016344588134,0.0,0.0,0.10028026553153327,0.04757805717770176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361072654445207,0.03781934245306585,0.11488368905964867,0.0,0.0,0.06293374534285806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110247033312784,0.054364429858137706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043090606046976766,0.0,0.3323770303081757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855839745220575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053559680917141375,0.12774570838762025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346940234093383,0.06026225922037898,0.11334572833629553,0.0,0.14518506277106674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505634338231352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631555629943124,0.0,0.06400688404872099,0.0,0.14060308745103392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342346826926397,0.12030747794340907,0.06038939041203777,0.045246778111257685,0.04736823357072128,0.12980202258323575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058888869358450585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479282540662637,0.06578376133976924,0.03764074660100723,0.07260771733849962,0.16699721208679938,0.0,0.2312622370871111,0.0,0.16111414616590758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603852782542405,0.11796497755163285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272362725435525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887315057487648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945677873552202
anxiety,Hensot,2020/02/24,"Higher blood pressure I’m 25 year old Male. Lately, I‘ve been struggling with chest pain. I started to check my blood pressure. It seems that my blood pressure is higher than normal. That made me freak out even more. I‘m very focused and worried about my heart. In the last few months, I started to eat unhealthier. I plan to change back to normal. I’m over 1.9 meter tall and weight is around 90-92 Kg. I have made an appointment with the doctor. One of my highest blood pressure was: 146/69, 141/78, 146/66. I Get above over 140 many times. My heart rate was around 70-80. Even when I tried to relax. I still got higher blood pressure than normal. I have struggled with chest pain in long periods of time. I started at a gym to become stronger. I train 2-3 times a week. I do train my chest. But, I’m not sure if that’s the reason or not. I‘ve been training for a few months now.",0.7837192546583864,3.2923996800000026,1.4025341614906814,98.55903105590065,89.34285714285713,3.7291925465838514,17.8944099378882,5.192301501255418,-0.6651689440993787,684,18,146,3,23,208,106,175,0.16899999999999998,0.782,0.049,-0.955,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,7,7,0,9,15,10,3,1,21,21,6,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,2,2,1,0,2,10,0,1,7,1,18,2,23,14,3,29,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,3,19,78,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22769365930396315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983374560736804,0.0,0.0,0.14124149878966713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352878286916692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089809240995334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308606568042641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689367391815886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681584702961982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228317358024976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030941830101262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042452357605459,0.14426246881661142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317625497949617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420201512180093,0.0,0.1296576710989205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415687950586892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759072655015804,0.0,0.0,0.1341962307511965,0.0,0.08665975866912745,0.0,0.2721622531995198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314894659093318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642381420818328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27155791276563435,0.0,0.10213097999646052,0.0,0.0,0.2673911910939369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205322868498134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371637649428786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682709642482547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552043352401548,0.0,0.0,0.10258349511008187,0.1557323043098741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987578258798216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235524197271125
anxiety,bullsinho,2020/02/24,"My mind goes at 1000mph. Every thought about relationships with other people turns into stories about how I possibly fucked up an interaction. M (23) I have a desperate feeling that I screwed up by saying something to someone. My mind is able to recreate scenarios that may have negative results and that affect me or others. I feel that what I mean will have an adverse effect. When I want to communicate something it is even impossible for me to articulate a word. it's like I don't know how to say something without it going to sound bad. The only relief that it generates is to see the positive response of the other person but any subtle or explicit indication that something is wrong puts my mind to work. Also, because of my anxiety I don't know if what I feel is because of real stimuli or the product of my endless worries.",6.353354430379746,7.148485981012663,7.4504810126582335,69.78787341772153,65.77215189873418,9.864303797468356,37.31898734177216,9.888512548439397,3.995747341772152,667,34,110,14,10,226,99,158,0.14300000000000002,0.804,0.053,-0.9349,0,0,4,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,2,0,8,0,12,2,0,5,1,29,24,10,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,15,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,7,16,2,22,21,0,7,0,0,1,2,5,4,2,5,2,85,31,1,0.14575925916680696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656362689432564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912129453140306,0.0,0.11150543430197073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170289303596102,0.177706982999109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627261599136276,0.0,0.1228084623933341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211007830313356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475208636630198,0.0,0.0,0.08283834600794204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021095380826786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121061144433408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587745640237042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415259013933069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085648476012798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105111750396843,0.12727136290773988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432166397944573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652831444016262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590594769472294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649089546518866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318272264754543,0.0,0.0,0.11615125804104365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350134728536127,0.4488503954388425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571657031120165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854421814856182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859725875487671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050672440550882,0.0,0.10611447665783363,0.1480256030067047,0.0,0.0,0.1593648682270609,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bikepolar,2020/02/24,"Waiting to hear back if I'm accepted as a patient. I was referred to a mental health provider for my anxiety, depression, and bipolar issues. They said they would review everything and let me know if I would be a good fit. Has anyone dealt with this? This is only my second time seeking help. I moved away from the last nurse practitioner that helped me. I just thought it was strange. Maybe they only work with certain types of patients? I'm in the USA and I have good insurance so that shouldn't be a a problem. Or maybe they want to make sure I'm not a drug seeker? I don't know what's going on. Maybe someone here knows. I just need to get back on some medicine. I'm losing my mind.",1.467290167865709,3.8066095899280574,2.5405467625899303,93.3530743405276,82.59712230215828,5.433285371702636,22.935731414868112,6.742157984588678,0.6006456594724225,539,19,114,6,15,171,93,139,0.071,0.7709999999999999,0.157,0.8689,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,2,6,8,0,0,8,0,12,3,0,1,2,29,28,8,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,4,2,16,5,14,18,1,11,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,4,4,71,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475057777618787,0.0,0.0,0.10488439104070717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093115153501382,0.23068346897686096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291958929642765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739538764127759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481148907260296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836948397298077,0.0,0.08524919100079334,0.25162793386235394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944435897458747,0.16906235779836656,0.0,0.20108540821567245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565623772448935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473103615620996,0.122271073351417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338648392539614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781307685635272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012702716100656,0.0,0.4520893779469901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116602161315135,0.0,0.15145854431580436,0.0,0.0,0.1594276345376606,0.0,0.11122405732729963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281654837021163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353097828671665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268557860217052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709560790332142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137444247793018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190842705076534,0.08746695961907634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847464839622225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920272705210213,0.0,0.0,0.21311322811912414,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OtherStuff22,2020/02/24,"Anxiety around eating Not really sure if this is the right place to put this post but here goes anyway.

I'm a 27 year old man and I am generally in good health. The issue stems back a few years when i was out with a friend and became ill at dinner. I proceeded to running to the bathroom to vomit what i had eaten.

From that day i have had major anxiety around eating in front of people (especially new people) and when i have had to in the past have started to feel sick as all i can think about is being sick in the past, which just makes me even more anxious and makes me feel even more ill.

This doesn't happen all the time and generally only happens when there are a smaller number of people sitting around for dinner.
As said previously i generally eat quite well

What am after really is just some advice on what people think i should do and whether anyone knows of any good techniques to help reduce my anxiousness when in those situations do arise.

Thanks in advance",7.255916230366495,6.538942471204193,7.427586387434559,75.82965183246077,64.07853403141361,10.153089005235604,29.57120418848168,9.3871,2.35852,776,20,148,12,10,252,117,191,0.127,0.759,0.114,-0.1997,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,17,6,0,0,10,0,19,12,0,2,3,32,33,15,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,0,1,9,11,6,0,5,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,6,3,12,6,29,25,7,36,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,2,16,108,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165484116875872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811070970744552,0.0,0.18248111320608293,0.269480332469504,0.0,0.08339574756817482,0.0,0.0,0.3185244318089082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171059752579692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691872078671842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366126281093092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575522686166976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061210968735014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214703257129764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000745720623176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109385923128428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677750597849582,0.0,0.0,0.07994358253311999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448598272664828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554719369005754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922613839899716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519086720834106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515288679707795,0.0,0.0,0.09070954645294717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771175686018724,0.3307447843825303,0.0,0.12461085380722756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142268557634093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989841617422972,0.0,0.1268573989456347,0.0,0.0,0.1528137151441864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185518378949499,0.11345225325384466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340634972538713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441930279999113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124097418166354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980698891456972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284568292167652,0.0,0.0,0.06954678777814689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723726987946657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361081631072265
anxiety,alexistheprincess,2020/02/24,"Need advice about how to deal with doctors... long post I have been a very very anxious person for as long as I can remember, but never really realized that there was anything I could do about it until I was older. About a year ago, my anxiety started to become uncontrollable, to the point where I was unable to attend my university classes, go to work or really do anything except stay home. 

At the suggestion of an academic advisor at my school, I met with a woman from the Canadian Mental Health Association who was extremely helpful. She sent a letter to my doctor, asking him to refer me to a mental health program that they run, and also suggested I switch my medication (previously, I had been taking Effexor that had been prescribed to me by my doctor when my anxiety started getting out of control, but it wasn’t very helpful). She also asked me a ton of questions and suggested I could have OCD. Upon learning more about OCD I feel that I definitely could have it, but I also feel like maybe I’m just convincing myself of that because she mentioned it to me. Anyway... that’s not really relevant.

I saw my doctor a few weeks ago after he received the letter and he started weaning me off of my Effexor and gave me Ativan to help with it. He also told me he’d refer me to the program. The few weeks of weaning were hard but I found the Ativan to be more helpful than the Effexor ever was.

Now to the present day, this is where I need advice. I met with my doctor again today. He prescribed me 50mg of Zoloft and said we could up it in a month if I need. I mentioned to him that I have been having this horrible eye tic, since actually before the last time I saw him and that it’s concerning to me. He said I’m probably imagining it, even though almost everyone in my family and even the kids I nanny have pointed it out and it’s definitely real. He also did not remember that I had asked him to refer me to the CMHA program and says he’s never heard of it and will look into it. I’m not confident that he will actually do that at all. I also wanted to ask if I could have more Ativan to use on occasion because it seems to be the only thing that’s helps me. I didn’t say much about any of this because even being at the doctors office makes me extremely anxious and I couldn’t really handle it.

So all this to ask, how do you guys deal with anxiety surrounding talking to your doctor? How do you get them to actually do things? I feel so unsatisfied and drained after that appointment.",6.154134199134197,5.926191212121218,7.514743867243869,72.6730681818182,66.17171717171718,10.626984126984127,32.42604617604617,10.290406445055957,3.2957864357864364,1970,73,366,44,28,680,212,495,0.069,0.871,0.059000000000000004,-0.4377,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,3,2,2,29,3,0,1,23,0,43,12,1,6,5,70,80,35,0,12,12,0,4,1,0,2,11,5,1,4,34,21,0,1,14,0,0,5,8,1,0,0,27,13,66,2,66,41,9,51,0,0,4,0,59,18,0,6,27,288,100,15,0.0,0.0,0.1829235286676624,0.0,0.0,0.12211555888551524,0.11077502761235634,0.0,0.06256781668711868,0.0,0.0,0.2998063597966075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042490662658612996,0.0,0.1433982420001423,0.14117627572814329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283656388508164,0.0,0.2920664021414115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426738576799135,0.06900769442638804,0.0531685310451185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008012952349432,0.24943842584261736,0.0,0.0,0.0402964418031164,0.12883470140357092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476788300605882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380852980249965,0.05651955716597418,0.0,0.05970529659675044,0.0,0.0,0.0589035224919874,0.0,0.0947800251172394,0.044637951754059074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850951344975949,0.0,0.0,0.06528970018261526,0.0,0.03551059570056145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061868110083234965,0.0,0.0,0.05597260050464585,0.0,0.0,0.13283326449934454,0.0,0.0,0.2094055834606879,0.0,0.06267566159329886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050932080418398994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030526095153409774,0.0,0.0,0.11059118583240936,0.05247008207442032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041707966239592234,0.0,0.06277269000963104,0.0,0.0,0.06294516750346157,0.12593657286711368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987342840706459,0.0,0.045932280893177885,0.13899132011313928,0.09638166463097296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752122659142592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455784827044812,0.0,0.0,0.1181334850687958,0.0,0.05984155480674589,0.0,0.06736736890029417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999539173289275,0.0,0.0,0.07111946721317887,0.16011314062542215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156238394723136,0.0,0.11887150680398145,0.09937816613290526,0.0,0.06323625090483616,0.0,0.056882283632497414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051686680626170496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326776168745214,0.06659868980166908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046979528374103914,0.05022156317134584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302201395574975,0.0,0.061389345874764335,0.0,0.036434408394109566,0.0,0.05922668959979641,0.05970529659675044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396535203322568,0.0,0.1546653475380275,0.03685416168838879,0.0,0.10024037615586798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045488453840105934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04023707919530991
anxiety,Throwaway2256826,2020/02/24,"I have an immense fear that getting older means more and more of my time is being taken from me in my daily routine, and I don't know what to call it or what to do about it I'm getting in touch with a therapist to help with this, I suppose I should start with that off the top. I'm a 30 year old guy.

But the more and more I think about life, the more scary it becomes. I feel like I'm giving away more and more of my life to other things that I don't want to do, or I want to do them but they're starting to stack up.

It started with getting my wife. Now I don't want to roll this into the other things, she's incredible and I couldn't live without her. *Any time with her is amazing.* We go on adventures, we laugh together, we cry together... we're an amazing team. I used to have all the free-time in the world and no responsibility at all. She came along and that changed, but it was a good change. A very good change. She's my rock and supports me.

After we got married we recently got a house. Now with the house comes more space... but also more things to do. Maintenance of the lawn, clearing the driveway of snow, making sure nothing major breaks, taking care of appliances, etc. And that's all fine, I understand that. It's just little bits of time that get chipped away.

A few months ago we got a puppy, and now that's where most of my time goes. She requires a lot of attention (for now), and it just seems like it's absorbing all of my time. I have to go to bed earlier than I used to, and wake up MUCH earlier than I use to. There's an hour of time that goes towards nothing but just watching her every morning. I do the same thing over lunch where I have to go home for an hour and it's all focused on her. Sometimes I have to cover my wife after work, but even at night it becomes shifts of puppy duty or doing some of the other many things that need to get done, like cooking dinner. Again, that's probably 2-3 hours of everyday maintenance that I *have* to do.

I always have wanted kids, but now the thought fills me with terror... I fear I won't have any time left! Will there be any time to do... anything anymore? Between work, the house, the dog, and the kid... will I have any ""me"" time at all anymore?

All of the sudden my time feels like it's evaporating and being given to other things. Now granted, I love my dog and she's wonderful. It's not like any of these things I regret, but the sum-total of them means that I have this deep fear that I don't have any time left for me to do anything that I want to do at all. I'm worried my life is slowly becoming a schedule of things I'm responsible for, but not really things that I would choose to do.

I feel largely stuck all ready... How do you guys handle it? Is there a name of this feeling?",1.983744222992492,3.463759071057193,3.3521977902946283,92.4394000938764,77.00693240901214,6.333463316002313,22.419446851530903,6.996647511020387,0.4727516175621025,2132,60,485,22,48,697,229,577,0.057999999999999996,0.8109999999999999,0.131,0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,0,88.0,6,1,2,5,20,21,0,4,31,0,42,8,1,5,11,98,93,30,0,10,18,2,5,5,0,5,3,0,4,4,49,33,3,2,14,3,0,6,10,5,0,0,10,6,64,16,79,74,27,69,0,1,1,1,30,26,0,8,41,339,113,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054002246821838636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048718010997776624,0.050690641718976144,0.0,0.0,0.2485677108248848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083330703429618,0.0,0.0,0.10026457451521327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144734168071002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184534153638867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650928371200586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220652582655969,0.06967669267066957,0.06211239407034117,0.0,0.19333707318308446,0.05247751862784638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669181838644153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234270639822869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794233441793324,0.040237340666346905,0.0,0.05132805302054085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565711474207096,0.12321271127573895,0.08704307243973602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914193750072916,0.058440385764986585,0.10386737851365724,0.10219425953593468,0.14617079457274634,0.0,0.0,0.12064152085999087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040833650860327336,0.0,0.06110811470844212,0.0,0.17998292739337168,0.2108818397495552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03348025116218923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238035615834268,0.0,0.12908961164216545,0.1488131179483893,0.061058231537099016,0.053793817308422136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179233398750117,0.0549830272207778,0.0,0.040664830979579715,0.06176370998145801,0.0,0.1327203204355777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862607121371063,0.0,0.044783493596831835,0.04517169459954888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716965578050235,0.0,0.11690950757411556,0.0,0.0639256976195273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568248027564914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03902715948639195,0.0,0.0601515320843003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545963177298849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602518198843312,0.0,0.12935928915791206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913173255262456,0.0574167432231147,0.0,0.04580454894057625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073326405403614,0.3642551798295368,0.039035323750635884,0.0,0.0483639819320048,0.3907548394337925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342027071993937,0.0,0.15784696189056582,0.0,0.05026569888273485,0.1796621114709001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587250785449125,0.06606556036601892,0.08870153372160236,0.061867609539732124,0.0,0.04327609461050575,0.0,0.0,0.03923073149119431
anxiety,Adamcz5,2020/02/24,"My(18yo) girlfriend(18yo) has bipolar II disorder. How can I support her? (updated) (first I want to clarify that she told me her psychiatrist thinks she has bipolar disorder, she herself is not sure about it. I don't know the details and from the symptoms, I assume its bipolar II disorder) 

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She is really nice extroverted girl I wouldn't say she is hyperactive but definitely has energy. Thus I assume she has hypomania and not mania. She is also quite a busy person. We have been dating for 3 months now and I know her for 4 months.

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Since I knew her, her Depression periods have been in a cycle of a month for +- 4 days during which she doesn't want to see anyone, not even me, doesn't leave her room, doesn't want to do anything. (it gets better closer to the end of the depression period) Sometimes she is not tired at all and doesn't sleep much and sometimes she is very tired but I wouldn't say that anything extreme... just a bit more sleepy than an average person. (I can't recall how often sleep differences happen but it's in a matter of a couple of days a month). She doesn't take any medication, she is going to psychologist sometimes and she knows she has some mental health problems but apparently she is not sure if she has bipolar disorder or if she believes it.

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I'm quite an emotional guy and it pains me very much seeing her depressed and not being able to do anything. I definitely don't plan on leaving her because of it, I love her and I will do my best to support her no matter what.

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What kind of relationship should I expect?

Is there anything I can do for her during her depression periods? To make her feel better?

Anything I can do to try to prevent the depression?

Is being alone really best for her?

What I definitely shouldn't do?

Anything other I should know?

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Thank you very much, everyone.",3.832471910112357,6.1326375140449425,4.890884831460678,79.81222612359551,74.14044943820224,7.9331460674157315,27.69803370786517,8.751876143730069,2.367094382022473,1489,59,267,31,32,487,159,356,0.12300000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.171,0.9318,1,1,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,1,0,8,9,19,0,0,14,0,45,13,2,4,3,55,68,19,0,12,14,0,1,0,0,6,10,2,1,4,14,10,0,1,9,0,0,1,18,7,0,1,4,5,56,12,28,56,9,21,0,5,2,1,43,6,0,7,14,197,70,0,0.05973528726806857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061867742389671125,0.0,0.047770287646509584,0.0,0.3236157939890644,0.3629245619185837,0.040622043752569816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041768301772442916,0.0,0.2949423098717159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036414076675723606,0.0,0.0,0.06730121293810798,0.12537699722696755,0.10566201450395377,0.06521546239297069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609595917879547,0.0,0.07704863702177485,0.0,0.2572495769650679,0.0,0.0,0.06241066118733705,0.2738472577271716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719415802671996,0.052907734146898894,0.0,0.0,0.0394545938636475,0.0,0.0,0.057079626884136786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03020395608729286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081080483443348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03120922211450558,0.0,0.03394894035467867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059147325963873634,0.052823717252337296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349581701799223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062205109376027065,0.13131580667923054,0.0,0.0,0.1265020882446012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391342898075808,0.0,0.03987376810354328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017701745162469,0.06019911967670383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907205455579561,0.0,0.13173692811682586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356255730412799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431709749007492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715860248877992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270716619428804,0.0,0.0,0.07653590926674869,0.0,0.0,0.06413334321871413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500779606887884,0.0,0.0,0.09520257999787272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941364691557242,0.0,0.1195568547562682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723917960638064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135573792193247,0.11259960262413606,0.062087835704514274,0.04491350187736138,0.0,0.0,0.05499622682748522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382759600761945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731385059780005,0.0,0.057079626884136786,0.0,0.040556338927780114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786360394458614,0.10570026035589818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629245619185837,0.0
anxiety,Tuke_31,2020/02/24,Learned that anxiety can easily shut down your body I was hanging with a group of friends and when the night was starting to fall the others wanted to play truth or dare and I playd with them we started with easy dares and my dare was to sing along my favorite song and I thought well this should be easy. But when the music started and I should had singed I just couldn't get even a little bit of voice out I just sat there listening the music and everybody watching me and it felt so terrible,4.481428571428573,5.6265701010101035,4.22874458874459,89.93454545454546,70.21212121212122,7.6773448773448765,27.274170274170274,7.957251820313856,1.428574603174603,396,13,83,5,7,120,69,99,0.053,0.7490000000000001,0.198,0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,1,1,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,9,1,1,0,1,25,18,12,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,4,13,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,7,5,12,4,11,7,1,12,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,6,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882860049222834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980229559854635,0.3032187294836048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030041126745952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26210316676883216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109033150147882,0.0,0.14262054254137088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27359721281506344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256172805621438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796489690966267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671526220333906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101040501653202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454413894795321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kathy_Lees_Butthole,2020/02/24,"Currently at the dentist freaking out. Help please : ( Currently sitting in the dentist’s chair waiting for the numbing to kick in shaking uncontrollably. I’ve had anxiety most of my adult life but it’s gotten way worse in recent months. I don’t work right now so I’m trying to get all my health related appointments taken care of. My boyfriend is at work and can’t text, my mom is a school teacher and can’t check her phone often, and my Dad told me he’s too stressed and is turning his phone off (which is the first time he’s ever done that to me : / ). I’m taking new medication but it’s only been three days and I’m kinda freaking out right now. I’m not sure what I need...I just feel alone and scared right now : (",2.315658587987357,4.198111219178081,3.418767123287676,90.55494731296105,77.21917808219176,6.410115911485772,24.244467860906216,7.321109707123232,0.9307298208640672,562,19,120,7,13,181,94,146,0.183,0.7659999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9505,2,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,4,5,0,10,6,0,0,3,20,23,9,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,7,0,2,6,1,11,2,14,17,2,26,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,3,12,66,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863415788918424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194443455741475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585179868551307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123339772288188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650385593953874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560153229429244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720955464307094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670884992218586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011211489966968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333498790135935,0.0,0.0,0.11560769888458705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182560737223705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375243416912506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020029803587015,0.13766949759265484,0.0,0.0,0.12788951164895446,0.0,0.1665793634524602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311765322494174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932795449330567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030023184639187,0.0,0.0,0.44188325232329256,0.0,0.0,0.1726795680123504,0.17455593428741895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757182322832564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255753334856932,0.0,0.12968124059196648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057272697924584,0.0,0.0,0.1648091668975933,0.0,0.1171005627747273,0.18760545032547968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690421616613552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511306235184341,0.0,0.17576880031734785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DlZAZEL,2020/02/24,"I’ve been feeling so removed from everyone in my life. For the past 11 months I have been feeling really empty, and I feel like I don’t have any true bonds with anyone I know, family coworkers and friends. Even if I do end up getting close to someone I end up pushing them away. I’ve been trying to fill the void with a ton of social interaction, but it just never works. I’m been feeling so much more down for the last week, and I’ve started trying to open up to people. But it feels like I’m trying to climb to them but with every grasp I just get pushed back farther from being loved.",4.031229508196721,4.52536749180328,5.059139344262295,85.95297131147542,70.80327868852459,7.739344262295082,25.90573770491803,7.645422480735847,1.223160655737705,462,13,98,5,8,152,76,122,0.013000000000000001,0.831,0.156,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,8,5,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,0,2,23,21,9,0,1,6,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,7,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,5,10,5,20,16,3,23,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,11,62,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833888359548606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167812706660194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349657364616313,0.13380986518497776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30825835502748217,0.0,0.0,0.11493790462578557,0.0,0.1466185082066409,0.16628260662262528,0.0,0.0,0.16404962067896656,0.0,0.4399461614128173,0.248638408819626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444664344371746,0.0,0.1818354844679868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563628836300082,0.14184870648721476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291476213715335,0.17003378130427155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705893665145346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890030113651508,0.0,0.1279239838070903,0.0,0.13421417645497594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612082086764987,0.1206428597207974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148102385936064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739045011889615,0.1474457292893589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123171539946615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544424229859212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958754068845358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668790051999282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lexausting,2020/02/24,"Ive literally been given a ""chat"" about something im doing wrong at every single job ive had within the first month. And it always has to do with anxiety and nerves.",5.217352941176472,5.113487794117648,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,68.11764705882354,9.15294117647059,25.823529411764717,8.841846274778883,1.8456352941176484,131,3,25,2,2,46,30,34,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.6369,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082270487490772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28337758141078306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31210286088437805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150871744000382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40012746530430704,0.0,0.3675941566294466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956733218244847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851747546453096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050065470148526,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mind_Balz,2020/02/24,"self confidence I've had anxiety for the past five years now and I think one of the biggest things that it's affected is my self confidence/self worth. I don't really have a strong belief in myself or my abilities, I used to LOVE trying new things but now i'm always worried that all I'm gonna do is mess up or make a fool of myself. I find it harder to talk to people because I keep feeling like if I try i'm just gonna say something stupid and ruin the conversation and then the person will not want to talk to me anymore. I hate going first for anything, even if its ordering at a restaurant, because I'm afraid I'm gonna mess up even though I've been doing it all my freaking life. I don't like who am right now because it seems all my mind wants to focus on are the ""what if's"" in a situation and it's hard for my mind to focus on the possible positive outcomes. what are some ways that could helpme grow in my self confidence/self worth and stop focusing on the what if's and be in the moment?",4.9582394366197216,4.395414929577466,6.12404929577465,82.77086267605638,68.71830985915493,9.541314553990613,29.017605633802816,9.075114841892004,2.0639267605633806,792,24,174,13,12,267,114,213,0.18600000000000005,0.7090000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9611,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,12,2,1,12,0,15,2,0,3,3,34,34,15,0,7,9,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,4,15,6,0,2,5,0,2,2,3,8,0,3,2,3,17,4,22,26,4,26,1,1,0,1,10,12,0,8,12,110,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971228488318748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167341491221168,0.0,0.1188440777804456,0.0,0.0,0.098613959882164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915083449417247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567846295059816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582997192147476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060592155432100135,0.08561011798130169,0.0,0.0,0.10952698067235117,0.10193155410702498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810496826245903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073485844360514,0.1183122115749832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065148168063127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464297481761178,0.11709061481989765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815572831712383,0.0,0.07999076503789067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419982930655637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573734923199405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120326893367509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143960270751831,0.08307847128953992,0.10463526312706088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509590967788845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676934268188444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233839941505457,0.0,0.09529756847131522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909324513038736,0.625069981442379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469951374591474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922548053199414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018739079130476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263760004012048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592260426499229,0.07678540240049413,0.11773723785737115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272014069725388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349892799565608,0.0,0.0,0.141363526159465,0.09511941184884158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216982168359138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716978404637984
anxiety,OoOoLAoOoO,2020/02/24,"Escitalopram and memories I’ve been taking escitalopram for nearly 2yrs. Lately, I’ve noticed that my insanely vivid dreams are starting to tangle with memories. I have to question if something actually happened or if it was just from a dream. Has anyone else experienced this?",6.11851063829787,9.5751455319149,7.407914893617022,58.69400000000002,72.40425531914894,9.71744680851064,34.93191489361702,9.888512548439397,4.802850212765957,228,12,30,7,5,77,40,47,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.5719,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.317388118554128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274159398341038,0.3332476497978433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27169696665651105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876093782773071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668858054263494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370288823169124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643441472735377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25038626895185395,0.0,0.0,0.2302071226198367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445406159036073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_ME_UR_VAGINER,2020/02/24,"I feel like I say “sorry” a lot even when it’s something that really isn’t a big deal. Could this be caused by anxiety? I’ve never been diagnosed with anxiety or depression bug I feel like I say “sorry” a lot since I want to make sure the other person understands that I didn’t mean to say something incorrect or if I appeared dumb in any way.

Is saying sorry a lot linked to anxiety?",2.2181735985533457,4.054943367088612,4.49497287522604,82.93696202531646,77.35443037974684,8.564918625678121,23.943942133815554,9.23628265651192,2.088300542495479,302,10,61,8,7,105,52,79,0.213,0.6759999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.6966,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,2,19,13,4,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,6,7,3,6,9,3,6,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,7,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428721856631182,0.0,0.3182021775965788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243244391276205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107012877874818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429427654230956,0.11941962958405893,0.14072752406179753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157746807929767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021190201636308,0.19810415042017773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547543980805174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536275559428012,0.0,0.0,0.09255040714201833,0.0,0.0,0.15103123997367715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693595381011824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210644278653228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882317749890199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410423507006961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469327725768096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134801383415638,0.0,0.4656242623438378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306766272983267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443402501570677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177976479467636,0.11005445803086858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shweby88,2020/02/24,"I’m not letting Anxiety win today. I am here at work and my typical anxiety kicks in when I feel something different in my body. I felt a weird pain in my jaw or face for a few minutes. My brain try’s to trick me into thinking it’s a heart attack or stroke. So this time when I started to panic or have fear. I stepped outside for some fresh air, took some deep breaths, I wrote down 3 things I’m feeling, 3 impulses, 3 sensations and anything else on my mind ( new therapist recommended this ) I read them back and thought if I was having a heart attack or stroke would I be still standing here typing what I’m thinking? Had an internal laught for a second. I also went and told my coworker what I was feeling/thinking. It helped make me think how silly it is. Anyways. Just wanted to share instead of being a lurker. Thanks for reading. If anyone ever needs to chat. Pm me. It helps to talk to anyone",1.9433578882750169,4.158996635359117,3.5217219152854504,87.72363873542051,79.88397790055248,6.232166973603437,25.52516881522407,7.3871296695380915,1.3524767341927555,705,28,140,10,18,233,117,181,0.133,0.777,0.09,-0.8675,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,13,11,3,2,7,0,11,10,7,2,1,30,30,15,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,7,3,0,3,1,7,0,1,9,5,21,4,18,17,3,22,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,8,9,94,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695890880391848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463501173411747,0.0,0.0,0.18704061458586144,0.0,0.11006390924216727,0.0,0.0,0.3043172560392092,0.0,0.10284461153872873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856482330395845,0.0,0.14930795248667145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973908358528353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173000375791448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098349410575172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050464314986128,0.1352548767788031,0.0,0.1284198727589648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169860677295649,0.17929807268610054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676726316423785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927839743847762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504821323753086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917307920087508,0.0,0.12917547492282766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231820876491666,0.15692546028847568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675700931320972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296640082216542,0.0,0.0,0.09466812600793767,0.0,0.10681200615903368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075022611037018,0.0,0.12313797340574335,0.0,0.15529272612760014,0.08885679435321138,0.3428034558608102,0.0,0.10618164877658376,0.07799003131342612,0.0,0.12677827306852804,0.12780275998417956,0.14859989608285334,0.09080669115699153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788885383568407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239865259869742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737075736250347,0.0,0.0,0.09501134718012356,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuperUselessTrashMan,2020/02/24,"How can I explain to my mother that I don't do it on purpose? Recently, my mother is angry that I speak quietly and avoid talking. I'm always scared to say something wrong, too quiet, too loud that everyone will burst out laughing. I can't say a word when I'm stressed, I can't control it, and my mother acts like I'm doing it on purpose, she says that if I am like that, people will tell her to send me to a psychologist. It is a great success for me when I can say something in a normal tone but she still thinks it is not enough. At home I have no problems speaking

 (i hope it's a good subreddit to put this in)",3.9076526717557267,3.8021783435114536,5.388616412213738,85.59452767175576,70.90839694656489,8.076717557251909,29.35209923664123,7.645422480735847,1.6386251908396945,477,17,106,5,8,162,77,131,0.121,0.74,0.139,0.5267,0,1,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,12,0,3,5,0,14,0,0,2,0,15,20,7,0,4,3,3,0,2,0,2,0,9,1,0,12,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,9,17,7,12,18,1,13,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,2,6,73,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802850879610685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995319417834497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838200656040832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999274752642324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921554880379095,0.0,0.1961373092572132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844996214056288,0.17669658051091874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382761939628624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430594451171708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333467468384472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022795018547526,0.0,0.17884039721519998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565651754033462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658984535046885,0.17811068862653154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739149198473271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142072568683423,0.0,0.20378585546310607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299068918842894,0.15549397229089307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139922591079913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450763795904036,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigsammm,2020/02/24,"Chest Pain/fear of heart attacks Does anyone else wake up in the middle of the night thinking they’re having a heart attack? I know that’s a pretty broad statement and there’s a lot of different levels of chest pain, but I’d like to know if anyone else experienced this kind of feeling – especially in the middle of the night/waking up to it",3.215196078431372,5.280894441176475,4.2741176470588265,84.60519607843139,75.17647058823529,6.298039215686276,21.62745098039216,7.1686216300943375,0.7081686274509802,274,7,52,3,6,89,45,68,0.095,0.802,0.10300000000000001,0.1307,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,7,0,1,6,5,0,0,9,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,12,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,2,2,29,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334938519827123,0.3421540173140301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798972137400978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744445556442715,0.0,0.0,0.14611359320427367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27895833230918393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878838398181838,0.08442332765120493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957124400115388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387001607517108,0.18352094906082544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815714449282022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194902901737885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31337367917261616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35532846002861784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986505356337048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698545281081524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waitformeimcoming,2020/02/24,"I quit the one thing that was gonna make me happier So I love doing theatre, and in most cases it (weirdly enough) helps with the anxiety. However, a local theatre company is doing a production of a show that I really love. There’s this one specific role that I really wanted, and out of anxiety that it’s gonna slip through my fingers, I quit the show, and now I seriously regret it. Why does anxiety have to exist?",4.042931726907632,5.225552590361449,6.438734939759038,73.5387449799197,71.28915662650601,10.834538152610442,30.700803212851405,10.864195022040775,3.786848995983936,327,14,61,11,6,117,54,83,0.11199999999999999,0.713,0.175,0.855,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,6,0,5,3,1,1,0,9,11,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,8,2,7,8,2,4,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024792206967971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160110042932585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262297227869729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675487358733466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952145859714852,0.0,0.14614814017662664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29672692154644265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657519954943688,0.0,0.0,0.28052479933714586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545797874259273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914001027011873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756468989573545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chilly_Days,2020/02/24,"Does anyone else get anxious near the end of the day? Like the hours are becoming short, but you still have things you wanna do, but you also know you have to sleep so you aren’t able to do everything you wanted to.",3.99401515151515,4.765854613636363,4.343636363636366,90.0437878787879,71.04545454545455,7.684848484848485,21.484848484848484,7.793537801064563,0.5913575757575762,169,3,37,2,3,53,31,44,0.034,0.927,0.04,0.0644,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,5,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,27,7,0,0.27360804818379203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188042572807133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090992150130812,0.0,0.19131310899409745,0.28034377886752165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021785929263889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645455604947066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394362467777359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285644156396457,0.0,0.2423355195196004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459012713588004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429489124202952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694488133167868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503678278131855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336710718662571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738056446439964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185037407135004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177302957009248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138111575888878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaptainPasty,2020/02/24,"Today I managed not to look away when a girl made eye contact. I'm usually very shy and insecure around girls. If one makes eye contact I look down or away immediately especially if I find her cute.

Today though a group of three attractive girls were walking towards me. My eyes met with one of them, I held her gaze for a second or two and she gave me the biggest most beautiful smile! It really made my day and gave me a huge confidence boost.

It made me reconsider what is it that I'm being insecure about? I'm lacking confidence and I don't even know why. Amazing what a simple smile can do!",2.6211917494270445,4.736588781512609,4.296317799847213,83.5284950343774,77.15126050420167,8.024751718869366,25.94423223834989,8.841846274778883,2.0738,471,18,95,11,11,158,78,119,0.064,0.6970000000000001,0.24,0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,6,0,6,3,3,4,0,20,20,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,8,5,15,3,11,11,2,13,0,0,5,0,13,7,0,5,5,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791714538363167,0.0,0.0,0.35444070266509464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164817575577708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458570467226765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240076148435093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366392546251113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167966937277077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354474917141752,0.12590933046444686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25563574040379144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083865597101233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532410313031603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35759081563929496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426020931613551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077449078722388,0.1556362178126543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020564064739566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohtobeagrowingboy,2020/02/24,"Can’t talk IRL about important issues To clarify: I’m in my teens, and I have trouble communicating what I feel through talking. I usually just text my mom/dad/friends when I really need to tell them something important. 

And recently I have been having trouble dealing with school (it’s a long story), but I really need to talk to my mom about it. I wrote her a letter explaining everything and then I left it in her room. She saw it. And asked to talk to me this past weekend. I put it off, and now it’s Monday. I really don’t know what to do anymore! It makes me so anxious to talk to her but this is a really pressing issue in my life right now, and I need her insight.

Any discussion is welcome !",1.7517102615694142,3.8905813943661975,3.905150905432597,85.13014084507046,80.1267605633803,7.719114688128773,25.635814889336014,8.634040054169528,2.022646277665996,546,22,112,13,14,187,80,142,0.06,0.888,0.053,-0.2283,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,19,20,11,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,23,1,17,17,0,18,0,0,1,0,20,7,0,0,10,77,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231958336232053,0.0,0.0,0.1533670474920726,0.13463471009180802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269147001846604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399597607096355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200986004202613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686429431974678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488571237171876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28339059032585645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460863266355641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750064622637574,0.0,0.0958893584662275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014089167803844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061901663113706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179944941407462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30198683571772744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295956536376612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647352976824995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34787827509617186,0.0,0.13404390366390054,0.0,0.0,0.11593594728346313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739358182841302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451256133917494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455826642472105,0.11865781773392882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951742807356325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leaves_From_TheVine,2020/02/24,"Muttering to myself when things get bad. When I go into a panic I will mutter to myself over and over,  most of the time it's when I mess up I will just repeat the phrase ""You're a failure."" Over and over. My other common phrase is ""It's ok, you're ok."" When I'm trying to calm myself down. I'll do other less common phrases but I was just curious if anyone else whispers to themself when they are panicked or stressed?",1.0522988505747115,3.1709880229885066,2.9639080459770137,91.03022988505751,82.5632183908046,4.7862068965517235,18.86206896551724,5.82211442006289,-0.1395379310344831,326,8,67,2,9,109,56,87,0.155,0.772,0.073,-0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,2,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,9,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,3,12,6,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,9,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25599000725877835,0.3751191246882323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056834322904973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058347999587239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127540878150093,0.0,0.20806662275064616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295468105393041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193734804002803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432247293651673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347950258013587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856211662791505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KasperRN,2020/02/24,"Need support I've been suffering with anxiety for two years now ... I'm 26 yo .
I have started a new job as a software engineer like a month ago , this new startup seemed to be fine ... Cuz in a month i only had 1 panic attack . ( The previous startup i'd have 3 a day ) .
Today i felt soo dizzy , my chest felt so heavy and i was not able to coordinate my hands and feet correctly ... So i left thé office crying it felt like a huge setback to me ... I'm thinking about quitting and staying home , donnow what to do .
Still feeling so dizzy , still so scared ...",1.8143243243243248,3.6228452522522563,3.728189189189192,88.10363513513515,78.45945945945947,6.602162162162162,25.51441441441441,7.554174236665415,1.3039830630630629,417,16,88,6,10,141,79,111,0.17800000000000002,0.711,0.111,-0.8399,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,2,7,0,7,3,3,1,1,14,18,9,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,5,8,4,9,11,0,18,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,16,47,11,1,0.16250541207612074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405124278998518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431619544135962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487336627958467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850456449933227,0.10480254705178227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216761908699002,0.0,0.4680920395342978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630061781937604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126154648911528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656260570512372,0.0,0.0,0.1587838717499367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25942053905418777,0.0,0.0,0.12049570395584384,0.0,0.3138974792368699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359268865821195,0.0,0.19066508732430126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284450892951206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269626678654442,0.0,0.0,0.14793882387766055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115022167078244,0.17320914724005942,0.2595540640015768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844092158477228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041269063774312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403612938907002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587441746384632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464815742780124
anxiety,mbots99,2020/02/24,"I just got tested for STI's and im freaking out. Ill be talking about medical topics and STI's so if thats a trigger for you all, skip this post.

im freaking out about if theres gonna be results, ive known something's been off with my health for a while and I got diagnosed with a yeast infection but I still got tested just to be safe. I get swab and urine results in 2-3 days (if by Friday I hear nothing then most of my fears are gone) but my blood work comes back in 7-10 business days. ive been safe, but the anxiety over this is eating me alive, once I get answers I know that my worries will go away. if anyones been in my situation, how did you do it to reduce your anxiety around waiting for results?",3.2745098039215685,3.5558277254901967,4.722098039215688,88.45844117647059,72.39869281045752,7.688627450980393,28.3718954248366,7.554174236665415,1.4230946405228762,554,20,127,6,10,186,96,153,0.11800000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.5416,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,10,5,0,1,4,0,13,8,2,5,1,32,25,15,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,10,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,8,1,18,2,21,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,5,6,81,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621039138679225,0.0,0.0,0.11978418727024333,0.0,0.0,0.15250254080703418,0.0,0.0,0.16095172294158858,0.13172709291580484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475687067694358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209620208217886,0.0,0.0,0.17387640991713926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752932665348071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277178274912365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900518564003412,0.0,0.097359625757016,0.0,0.41103763452556097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820949024453345,0.19307922681277434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37008917282798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414769401269844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257716550366994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437691122660272,0.0,0.0,0.18243994303473168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406797086230307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925600228960562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188308502871562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680867523658372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376927786997744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471598278673734,0.17397398675497075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lizziefingers,2020/02/24,"Just Did a Small, Scary Thing Well, not small to me.  Now that I'm no longer working I stay in my apt for sometimes weeks at a time; typically I only make it out twice a month, to buy medications and pay rent (which must be done in person, for reasons).  I'm usually so stressed that when I am out I often can't get the courage to get my mail.  This time it may have been been as much as two months, tho I hadn't realized it.  Last week I got a phone call from apt staff.  The mail carrier had been concerned and asked if I was OK.  Staff agreed to call and check, and also advise me that the box was bursting.  

I've been in a panic ever since at the thought of going to the mailbox.  Tried for 4 days to get myself out to do this but today I finally managed it.  I was afraid my mail would already have been sent back, but just kept telling myself I'd deal with it if that happened.  (Note:  this happened once before at another residence and the resulting disaster took months to resolve.)  Anyway, when I got there it *hadn't* been sent back yet, tho it was so full I could barely empty it.  Still, I'm grateful the carrier asked before doing anything, and it's also comforting to know that someone would actually notice and be concerned.  

So, today I did something scary and it turned out okay.  Yay me!",2.938538587848935,4.481943992337165,3.9958401751505233,88.55103448275862,74.59386973180077,6.963765736179527,25.072249589490966,7.62386473244151,1.1506433497536952,1006,33,212,13,21,326,144,261,0.08800000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.075,-0.3309,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,2,21,10,0,3,12,3,29,1,0,3,2,35,50,23,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,20,13,0,1,5,0,4,6,5,3,1,2,23,0,20,7,27,20,2,41,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,4,21,147,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.11515622840728887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022187122871048,0.1887377195167747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373893001722194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971083730367436,0.0,0.2206382015046087,0.0,0.0,0.18147770637780766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008277737601093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24099337356161854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421769375138342,0.0,0.0,0.07610370776377386,0.12165836518960535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076047434122993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674262215292064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292691257415765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849588216855127,0.0,0.06706517689370904,0.0,0.18875936477835092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870353564499652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485267074520781,0.0961901346749454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078769507482266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887800556263416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825723054566474,0.0,0.08674753217907304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434990727372725,0.0,0.12567187842975827,0.0,0.08974840902231386,0.0,0.13845388776012846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303774614346696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132918441671554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761526977673207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998557553901496,0.09084630675155923,0.11671033821786272,0.0,0.0,0.12577803397332402,0.0942392489083114,0.0,0.13517476410083112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314190342483287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839753096462845,0.0,0.0,0.0936830903976526,0.13761977211381796,0.0,0.22371060448171204,0.0,0.13110831917013702,0.08011790694898513,0.12835596735102225,0.11527410941566076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996625440451912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931359573556603,0.0,0.10610100850378497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590932208326174,0.0,0.0,0.16765527243613867,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,c4ntcannibal,2020/02/24,"Constantly so anxious that I sweat profusely I go through so many shirts a day. I sweat from everywhere, mostly hands, feet, under the arms. It gets to the point that I haven't worn certain colors in years. I carry tshirts with me, and socks! I don't feel good when I go out in public, and I already suffer horrible social anxiety. Every deodorant I've tried does nothing, no matter how expensive. My anxiety is just so intense that during the day im literally a walking sweatball unable to do anything...",4.3390789473684235,6.464902947368419,5.561250000000001,76.34187500000002,72.15789473684211,8.539473684210527,31.875,9.188382445141503,3.2314473684210534,400,19,67,9,8,133,70,95,0.195,0.746,0.059000000000000004,-0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,4,6,6,1,1,10,9,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,3,10,2,9,8,1,13,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,5,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581947447198679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579770225089622,0.2643226067270137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253963523798465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528414194639659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017861318210087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047511278556476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971321307417777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830365111714668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224110358263104,0.0,0.2659442083619253,0.19624523965320634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527307169829693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372116422629453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450316129110173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117987285101706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850575096491905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588521370258318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067077814782473
anxiety,joanifarc,2020/02/24,"F28 Feeling trapped in my emotions and don’t know how to be with the guy I’m dating I don’t know how to date the guy I want to date and also deal with emotions at the same time. I am feeling so flooded. Flooded is a term my therapist uses for feeling overwhelmed with emotions. I feel useless, trapped, exhausted, confused, fearful, and uncomfortable most of the time. I’m sure everyone with anxiety can relate to these feelings... but I truly feel trapped in this constant cycle of anxiety mostly all day every day...

I’m job seeking after just losing my teaching job. I am currently doing minimum wage daycare work in the interim of finding a new teaching position. I am financially poor and support myself and two pets. I am stressed by all that. I’m saddened by the passing of my close cousin, and I’m saddened at my lost job because I’ll never get to see those students again. The other teachers at the school I got fired from haven’t reached out to me or shown they care and it makes me confused and lonely. I’m overwhelmed by my online masters degree coursework. I am confused and fearful for my future. I wonder if I’ll ever find a workplace in which I can fit in. 

I am dealing with all this while dating a new guy. And all I can tell him is that I don’t think it’s a good idea to date him or anyone right now, because I keep lashing out and getting angry, probably because I still haven’t processed the losing of my job or the passing of my cousin. But I really really want him to be here for me and help me, but I don’t really think he can because he truly doesn’t get it. He can’t get it and can’t really do anything to help me unless I just explicitly ask for it and I almost never know what I need because I am feeling flooded most of the time. I feel so trapped and overwhelmed, I panic a lot of the time and I just want to die. 

What I really want is just someone who gets me but I feel I’m just useless within a relationship or even a friendship. I really feel trapped. Any thoughts or advice?",4.168667953667953,5.0474518820638865,5.474014566514568,81.70631142506143,70.7199017199017,7.779887679887683,31.98043173043173,7.957251820313856,2.3022510354510355,1584,71,307,20,28,531,171,407,0.209,0.675,0.11599999999999999,-0.9942,6,7,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,1,5,16,21,0,10,20,0,27,1,0,4,9,88,70,33,1,6,16,2,11,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,16,24,0,1,20,0,2,2,11,17,0,1,3,12,49,4,44,65,10,41,0,9,1,0,20,14,0,15,25,211,65,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450614232876006,0.0,0.0,0.07634877484630141,0.0,0.0,0.06097343510233361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184950040074647,0.0,0.11665507574043593,0.0,0.0,0.05331257069880376,0.0,0.06274348441221722,0.0,0.07127917564639842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323925027862861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773728753153238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823942127099787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834397699118123,0.1572113608988501,0.0,0.0,0.07913070871756883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572975066017329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035938104948413,0.06896834783378382,0.06424005507778048,0.07285576656433697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715945907511306,0.3855197544444445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937386578420566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917542608016536,0.0,0.0,0.06395104114502667,0.06098042780074795,0.0,0.0,0.22648486028521936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221139614411373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607179894384205,0.0,0.0,0.3026472593199853,0.0677704328671402,0.0,0.0,0.12570746709306785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705982450833091,0.08323088306243763,0.06482112981438039,0.0,0.0,0.050894410134968884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056535013082815014,0.11761033710062099,0.14727660416691918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945757278006806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220545885238159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930686118873625,0.0,0.0,0.08185904739737684,0.0,0.06511317237582198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716443593678314,0.060757728486267086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646024972316756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608896911768915,0.0,0.08733887139759297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652239945718862,0.07186040634667351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664185803353695,0.0,0.0,0.08852680963456877,0.0,0.09770997340251028,0.0,0.060530347056987024,0.17783727100790847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448069678313983,0.0,0.0,0.06585156283285169,0.0,0.0,0.17988609747830794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268490595111935,0.055507574088958664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YellowPadBlueCup,2020/02/24,"Anxiety when left alone? Hi all  - I'm generally a pretty happy person, but whenever I'm left alone for long periods of time I start getting very anxious, sometimes to the point of panic.  A couple of years ago(Im a perfectly healthy man in my 30s) I was alone in the house for a week or so and I had convinced myself that I was having a heart attack, which was nonsense.  

At the moment I'm alone for the next week and a half or so - I'm anxious at times almost to the point of shaking.  Other times I'm completely fine.  Should I use Xanax for these types of situations?  I'm a grown man and I'm afraid of spending time on my own, what do I need to do to fix this?",1.8289130434782628,3.4840960217391337,3.687753623188408,89.1059782608696,77.91304347826087,6.6289855072463775,23.09420289855073,7.492282038375204,0.8791768115942027,513,16,112,7,12,173,79,138,0.203,0.6629999999999999,0.134,-0.8217,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,3,12,0,8,2,1,1,2,13,19,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,4,0,9,4,19,14,2,24,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,13,66,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434317538150415,0.0,0.12916634716135247,0.53438513857362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867813885393968,0.2914473415755676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674644476823112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524512593514665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272663322047194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739273101073796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731384257133292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528555399250249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488388638520273,0.0,0.0,0.1393329471724784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802992684955843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415341191820368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564555739534884,0.0,0.0,0.1371839158681467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134372391938894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263039599602848,0.0,0.0,0.2438773086822125,0.0,0.0,0.13123072135950614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499184233189216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275758845889871,0.0,0.09130084245203536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008639068731278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140723401402147,0.0,0.10643149056342803,0.0,0.0,0.20693838960180694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306629214968654
anxiety,TheQori,2020/02/24,"I'd love some help finding good examples of empathy in action. I'm trying to be a better support to my wife who struggles with anxiety and depression. I've read a lot, and watched videos about empathy, but I still struggle to meet her needs. We thought I would benefit from seeing empathy modeled. If anyone has any suggestions for youtube or other video links, scenes from movies, or shows, or any other advice I'd really appreciate it.",7.079999999999997,7.852175024691363,7.481086419753088,70.28088888888888,64.18518518518519,11.418271604938273,37.18765432098765,11.20814326018867,4.603146172839506,351,17,58,10,5,115,64,81,0.095,0.7,0.205,0.8686,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,16,9,7,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,5,10,6,2,3,0,1,2,1,8,1,0,6,1,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217618874950871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086522188683599,0.0,0.17360749713715545,0.0,0.0,0.15868082732312294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070885296534974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954619841799371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074178757464784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034542855566347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211223815890154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929351815555244,0.2048210521246856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682721829226284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227000129566168,0.0,0.14538275303292084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084077537628224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812335523264385,0.0,0.0,0.4744912408010887,0.0,0.0,0.2575273663957172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016399178015968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407649200866064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121075317260122,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chartreusetibia,2020/02/24,"need a new psych/running out of meds I started Lexapro for GAD about two months ago and have been working my way up to 20mg by the advice of my current psych. 

We had an appointment scheduled for the past Friday, but when I got there, nobody was in the office and his receptionist wasn't even at her desk. I waited for 30 mins and then eventually left because it was giving me an anxiety attack to think about what could have happened. Unfortunately, the previous two appointments we've had have been similar, and while I am okay with his treatment the unprofessionalism and the uncertainty as to what I can expect when I show up are heavily triggering for me.

I haven't spoken to him since because I'm not sure what to do at this point. I need a refill soon since I've only got about 13 days of pills left. Can I just explain the situation to my PCP and get a refill in the meantime? Any advice would be appreciated.",7.697833333333333,6.5985602277777815,8.14,72.32500000000003,63.38888888888889,11.111111111111114,34.44444444444444,10.25414643259724,3.2677777777777792,731,26,142,14,9,243,113,180,0.084,0.861,0.055999999999999994,-0.605,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,9,3,1,0,13,1,19,1,0,1,1,22,31,12,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,9,0,19,2,26,19,0,25,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,14,100,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176800412621977,0.14408899105029868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053821142726984,0.0,0.12434877218291225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492181187311232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981754995404589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978134831835847,0.0,0.0,0.1048300102916059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736141846632302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492461909565055,0.1559308494931333,0.0,0.0,0.2600089632133619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374065622052296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532177469701316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055417996038373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974425977198598,0.0,0.0,0.241054559094718,0.0,0.15698986763485634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362507580665967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551704550662191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366039656865435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689227643697992,0.1827107582277772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505230834339797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319956274610044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415419256734146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31757154628809336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902303340058752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833687717407247,0.0,0.0,0.11546943277373688,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WarriorL99,2020/02/24,"My first post and asking for help Hi, I've been lurking in this subreddit for quite a while, but today I want to ask for help. Whenever I try to talk to someone, friend or not, online ofr not, I feel an overwhelming fear, I think they will hate me for saying anything, even if it's just ""Hi"". Usually, I can turn off the internet and send a message, that way, I don't feel as anxious as usual. But lately, even when I do this, I feel really sick, and I'm starting to feel the need to vomit after the message is sent. I'm not sure if my english is good enough for you guys to understand me, but I could really use some help.  


TL;DR I can't talk to people whether it is online or irl, and lately trying to do that makes me want to throw up my lunch or other food I ate during the day.",4.863939393939397,3.9666207272727263,6.149090909090912,83.63030303030305,69.0,9.272727272727273,27.424242424242426,8.515128840125781,1.6519696969696964,600,15,134,8,9,204,99,165,0.10400000000000001,0.769,0.128,0.2909,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,4,6,1,2,7,0,11,5,0,2,1,31,31,17,0,6,13,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,7,4,3,0,6,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,3,5,19,3,20,26,2,19,0,1,0,0,18,3,0,6,11,88,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550733846178713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327569213625767,0.0,0.2573716787292572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990375121547608,0.0,0.0,0.08877401506680678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223109277331933,0.0,0.181835414382026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489653002429835,0.2784035182361741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708653983467107,0.1664490874214064,0.0,0.10634942929600047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545578822088245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629691086668613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359026416781336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767952740647423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105544232015284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188363680966698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206705599603703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543041723697117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318323616261414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640961953283346,0.0,0.0,0.17636651925401167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946622608391042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663191255957417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743064343823264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973518035168544,0.0,0.0,0.22127858471647227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820170707342419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047779902201673,0.0,0.0,0.1869130555553772,0.14972561671900814,0.0,0.1433003649794561,0.0,0.1188869478325158,0.30320799250664765,0.0,0.16238118099779902,0.10926158148041336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ColdFire_1267,2020/02/24,"Anxiety about losing to much blood I'm scared of bleeding to death.
I get dizzy and my head starts to hurt if I even get a small cut that bleeds.

I had to go to the hospital because I got a nose bleed.

The thing is I don't want to be afraid and I know logically that a few drops of blood won't kill me.

It's got to the point that even my brother bleeding or thinking about blood makes me anxious.

I want to be okay cause I want to donate blood but can't right now cause I'm to scared.

Is there any way I can over come this fear?",0.4335664335664333,2.0723471196581222,1.8710023310023336,100.59293706293707,82.07692307692307,5.28018648018648,18.32867132867133,6.1124844417494595,-0.5653179487179485,411,9,106,3,11,132,71,117,0.23199999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.033,-0.9496,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,4,6,1,9,10,6,3,0,15,24,5,2,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,8,0,0,3,1,13,1,15,18,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144877043339553,0.0,0.13662248820131928,0.20175826909672276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886810288697617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669266194518769,0.0,0.1538413036415066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359168308653032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009657942571659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866140303071116,0.0,0.10149802133802227,0.0,0.2856728770638903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328704596347714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118656550805935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758572771896396,0.0,0.0981495623214004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997989078325301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921163145355836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312857622978736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688272859367718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251670050705954,0.0,0.0,0.35760374922233473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264084265830851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864867341373607,0.11443462364242768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31601479071080746,0.14175811750308956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hobominded,2020/02/24,"Anxiety after an allergic reaction Hi, my psychiatrist isn't back in his office until tomorrow. I had a severe allergic reaction on Friday that I had to use an epipen and go to the ER. I have no idea what the reaction was to. 

They put me on steroids and sent me home after a long time, they said I can't get allergy testing done until I'm off the steroids (which I'm on for 6 days). The problem is that because of this I'm insanely anxious all of the time now. I'm afraid to eat because I might be allergic to it. I'm afraid I'll have another reaction in my sleep, so it's difficult to get any sleep. 

I also just got off of my anti-depressant 2 weekends ago and the withdrawal from that, being on the steroids, and this whole thing being scary is causing my anxiety to go through the roof.

It's so bad that almost anything I do is triggering a panic attack; climbing stairs, finally managing to eat something etc

I went back to the hospital yesterday because I keep getting small patches of hives that fade after a few minutes and my chest was hurting so much from anxiety. They did some tests and all came back fine. They told me the hives can be normal after a severe allergic reaction and that's why I'm on the steroids and sent me home

I think my anxiety is also causing my throat to start itching mildly after almost everything I eat as I get no other symptoms and can breathe fine, but it still freaks me out. 

I can't even figure out how to properly word this whole thing or entirely what to say. I don't even really know what to do at this point. I left a message for my psychiatrist but every minute I wait is agony.",6.698064921090385,5.73695355182927,7.620071736011479,74.79537302725969,65.3109756097561,11.498134863701575,36.062410329985646,10.843485225782073,3.8323484218077466,1287,55,253,31,17,436,160,328,0.13,0.857,0.013000000000000001,-0.9755,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,1,14,11,1,3,19,0,26,14,6,5,2,36,51,21,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,0,21,12,3,2,4,1,0,8,6,9,1,0,13,2,34,2,42,33,8,47,0,1,0,0,12,16,0,5,23,178,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772684165887915,0.0,0.19819907304957896,0.0,0.0,0.15828516360949327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729985476649435,0.10377383404221346,0.30283299142426096,0.11180271450829786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144007860922857,0.0,0.0,0.11258741137136953,0.0,0.2282948145105713,0.08263196182720836,0.18098513851193085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319003458134445,0.0,0.2033294212115116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382448545801872,0.0,0.08523874019704357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127594784763053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037988836062321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037256344316136,0.1307314054934283,0.0,0.08338260433583622,0.0,0.0889437057864801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084117407482134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068213139127069,0.0,0.11248861673542536,0.0,0.07915165821983403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854069853005435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594449038949827,0.11171987239298599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796498045630788,0.0,0.0,0.054388786860940425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075261792510502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875812505534891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498663302109122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275094432018916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969650639489568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611455480436997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355427628966644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469650689122007,0.0,0.0994875453112444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339975912398456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413874299934766,0.07870124551175199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360542901659566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980737111713316,0.0,0.0,0.07618838759048759,0.0,0.0,0.07004820814524602,0.0,0.07903388347638725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286292711246056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149640725857792,0.06341302200023026,0.0,0.0,0.11541502250164044,0.0,0.0,0.09456566545067237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547431663842593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917419024309545,0.0893008659511819,0.22098263388739975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stubs1101,2020/02/24,"Do these sound like anxiety attacks? I know this isn’t the same as going to the doctor and I’m going. I just have to make it till they can see me in a few more weeks. Also sry for the length and I’m on mobile. 

So I started off real good this morning, slept well, ate healthy, was doing good at work and getting stuff done. 

And then it starts small, a report taking forever to run. Trying to work on something different that’s complicated. I get angry and frustrated. I cry (really good at cry silently at my desk now). Reach out to my mom. No answer. Makes me angrier. Noises are becoming to much. It’s like every little thing is driving me mad. I feel to big in my skin, I want to curl up into a ball and hide. Need soft, dark, and alone. Not safe. Finally get my mom. Say I want to come home - sympathy usually helps. She says days not done. Makes me mad as can be. Drop the conversation so she knows I’m mad. Now I’m tired and feel to big and just want to sleep. 

This sounds like an anxiety attack right?",-0.14502070393374564,2.1541765942029016,2.0574654934437566,93.47907608695654,92.23671497584542,5.469220151828848,17.054692891649413,7.021680442328713,0.14393595583160845,773,20,170,13,28,259,129,207,0.20600000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.131,-0.9626,1,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,2,8,14,6,0,8,0,12,6,3,3,0,31,39,16,0,4,4,2,4,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,10,12,1,1,5,1,0,5,4,6,1,0,5,9,19,8,26,33,4,32,0,0,1,0,9,16,0,0,13,100,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089581347989033,0.0,0.09334796393277332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785943958137989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26559167963228064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289177676171072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055150889426102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644216936964914,0.07528040696551573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219567316120558,0.0,0.11947685349869375,0.0,0.23890814050675915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834903240034963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804315788622607,0.0,0.0,0.127870673845599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295791069164585,0.0,0.13267931243097592,0.29371968984116376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824084131692595,0.0,0.11708848475081955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830217055006055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108335848444745,0.11699290423790412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375210304382305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734226748612916,0.0,0.0,0.08580908496554647,0.08655291199087291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132862907875025,0.0747794460718146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968574111472443,0.0,0.1856548234835257,0.0,0.0,0.0930177254710097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681308105457255,0.0,0.0,0.08986351840832213,0.0,0.0,0.1652424638769025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362652704296604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776551617957057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754941525882092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341625621759285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925117996965564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856026087093214,0.0,0.2065489779839765,0.0,0.09363278708650806,0.0,0.10495319261459987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995988549293806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,countrycow2112,2020/02/24,"So my anxiety is making me think I have a lung problem I am 29 and a smoker. Smoking is one of the worst things I could be doing. When my anxiety flairs up, it manifests as heavy breathing or can't quite catch my breath, so naturally my anxiety says I have lung cancer.
I have no pain in my chest nor is my chest tight. 
I keep making myself cough to clear out my throat, but there's nothing there.
I've tried rescue remedy, I've gone back on Citalopram.
I know it's nothing serious as it comes and goes when I'm distracted.
So now I'm trying to cut back on smoking to quit. However, I know quitting will make my anxiety go haywire.
Fuck anxiety man!",2.6409432672590576,4.254715390977444,4.474326725905673,84.51911825017089,75.54135338345864,8.144634313055366,26.376623376623375,8.841846274778883,2.018254135338346,509,19,105,11,11,173,85,133,0.22399999999999998,0.721,0.055,-0.961,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,10,7,2,1,3,0,12,11,7,3,1,17,25,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,1,2,18,0,11,21,1,14,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,5,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685513724575819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859214381626694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804141613517706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867807363189692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374165916211844,0.0,0.0,0.08447634074476512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211931799483995,0.0,0.0,0.16337886712095262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976578932274499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852508903024381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007232686695368,0.0,0.15816494398159245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222975827495324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742953197276002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820561805867492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875075033071992,0.09524341590485078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183552539961236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Snitchwithabitch,2020/02/24,"Please help me I heavily rely on medicines for my anxiety. 
I have anxiety disorder for 5 years.
My chemist said long term anxiety medication causes heart attack and paralysis.
I am really worried pls help me",3.6559459459459447,6.8986167567567565,5.7932972972973005,66.70778378378381,84.13513513513513,11.608648648648648,34.42702702702703,10.355215969177356,5.84200972972973,168,10,25,8,5,58,29,37,0.293,0.504,0.203,-0.4792,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425104441969799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689264304473729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428364538508575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709220891457619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801219122621089,0.3168929117010313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091966837018532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381368858226473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25948395887405223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143674328027168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485991829149585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400643404883029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222666193784282
anxiety,JimQuackenbush,2020/02/24,"What happened? So I am reducing my medication because it's no longer helping like it should and I want to stop. The other night I woke up and I felt panicked and my body had really strong trippy sensations and I saw geometric patterns and afterimages in the dark. If I hadn't known better I would have thought I ate a small dose of mushrooms. I had reoccurring thoughts of the get together we had that night with family and worried that I had done something bad or embarrassing even though I know I didn't. I was a little moody though and hoped I didnt offend anyone. It just played over and over in my mind

The last time I felt this weird with the body sensations was before I started any meds. It was right after seeing my son hurt run into a counter top at the library and busted his lip pretty bad. My body was in total shock and I just kept seeing smash his face over and over.

I assume it's some sort of panic attack I dont even know for sure. My anxiety is mostly just pretty constant and at a tolerable level but it wears me down.

These rare episodes freak me out and I dont know if it's normal for them to be so psychedelic. I have had two or theee other anxiety attacks but nothing like the two I just mentioned. Am I alone? I am so afraid this will hit me at work and I embarrass myself.",3.510454545454543,4.853518833333332,4.710272727272732,84.80290909090911,72.78787878787878,7.704242424242422,25.32121212121212,8.238735603445708,1.4633657575757582,1028,32,211,16,20,339,148,264,0.159,0.7490000000000001,0.091,-0.9502,0,1,1,0,1,0,15.0,1,0,1,4,11,21,3,4,11,0,25,9,6,0,2,51,44,25,0,7,10,1,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,15,19,1,2,9,1,0,1,6,14,0,2,21,5,39,7,24,18,3,28,0,1,3,0,7,19,0,9,10,151,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449676498904895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517799126430309,0.0,0.1691413455707058,0.0,0.0,0.07729933641201504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515338393497164,0.0,0.0,0.18460975661691414,0.06739043350205715,0.0,0.09407015829713164,0.0,0.0,0.09777275180602386,0.0,0.3683893665873039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946559475914895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313133362605295,0.259128243888955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603485392732246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421697903178473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229123884912127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057757966137328275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775926042354788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074099532175278,0.0,0.0,0.10980138671484872,0.0,0.0,0.11834637683301535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226665232909875,0.09011324505646504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080185796684036,0.11080043780127902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279645552910128,0.11136779133629532,0.0,0.0,0.11162428320718898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748792521379472,0.10831581666542403,0.1060759892339276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970695133041035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493878632850853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082134952770723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440934755834468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618854361473182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510701778766068,0.0,0.0,0.07824806752250442,0.0,0.0,0.09242499640646687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041923443586684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172302063149308,0.1755291706613972,0.06446276580761214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215983148491108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520542801893185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048193112198848,0.11226919041302118,0.0,0.07853175744633477,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kay_marie_29,2020/02/24,I keep breaking up and getting back together with my boyfriend because of my anxiety. I love him but am afraid of being hurt. Why can’t I stop this cycle ? I have been seeing a guy for a year now and I have broken up with him (nicely and with a full explanation) several times in the last 7 month. We had 5 very good months together before my anxiety from my past resurfaced (completely shocking to me as I have always been very in control) He knows my emotionally abusive past with my ex and is extremely understanding. I keep coming back to him because I miss him so much then I start to panic because I’m afraid he will hurt me emotionally. It’s such a terrible and painful pattern and now I’m back in it again with him and he said he has no expectations of me but I have told him over and over that I don’t want to hurt him and waste his time. He sticks around and never gets mad even when I tell him I don’t know why I can’t trust him. I guess I am just wondering what people think of this from a outside perspective. I know some will say I’m leading him on or I should just let him go. I have but we keep coming back together somehow. Then I realize a couple weeks in that I’m terrified and not ready. Just need advice or kind words.,2.073693953804348,3.93492758203125,3.685244565217392,88.46573369565218,77.8671875,7.264673913043477,24.021059782608692,8.18289091462,1.3232743206521738,975,33,211,18,23,324,136,256,0.22399999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.075,-0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,2,16,16,1,3,7,0,21,2,0,2,1,52,48,21,0,4,9,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,7,21,0,5,7,0,0,4,7,11,0,0,5,3,43,5,27,38,3,38,0,4,1,1,26,11,0,6,22,144,50,1,0.0,0.12599315806991018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391227657140263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884817462091413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269657930093814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466337742865256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270694756501487,0.0,0.19446799902290068,0.0,0.09048581774964784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320156650044375,0.11149338451418546,0.0,0.1192671248064662,0.0,0.11766098991024565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392319060904332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023525534966098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111444675121747,0.0,0.060434343917000914,0.08919128097075044,0.0,0.0,0.11714331107529813,0.10529135229927944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415111299680856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835543383408646,0.0,0.11073467784709183,0.17532177454613826,0.08667967415610564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873782393642488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597420934874352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975597650279967,0.0,0.07817067569910446,0.07884828997731717,0.0820144319278368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315114428401747,0.12476474762458035,0.0,0.0,0.20302333352120536,0.07372138970334585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115180247469553,0.0845642568285878,0.0,0.0,0.08473762952934573,0.0,0.0,0.12013168790830878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526659362833625,0.0,0.0,0.08890334120552258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294411127416488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813710563073122,0.0,0.0,0.12401310222274127,0.0,0.0,0.10161052939299216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070162278604613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547999633637684,0.06272091578045907,0.0,0.08529794062110709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919070356309264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531904010760395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847819458760906
anxiety,snkskn-,2020/02/24,"Musings of an anxious mind My heart is racing 
My mind is ruminating 
My stomach is twisting
My skin is rising
My muscles are tightening
My senses are fading
I’m turning inward and my inwards are turning

Another moment in a day filled with anxiety in a lifetime of coping and soothing symptoms. 
An onset of emotional and physical reactions that domino off the other and conjoin like twin snakes that coil and tighten, ease off and swallow your goals whole. Goals birthed like eggs picked off by their own caretaker. Taking care to indulge in instant gratification and shy from long term care and commitment. 
Let the scales of each weighted decision weigh me down. And down I go",5.020757575757578,7.991515752066117,5.311095041322318,74.94421831955925,73.29752066115702,7.669696969696971,34.050275482093674,8.59863814320734,3.4625035812672182,550,29,82,11,12,174,84,121,0.043,0.785,0.172,0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,6,0,8,8,3,1,1,16,15,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,4,16,14,4,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,8,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370846072024384,0.14861560023225287,0.21946918591796152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961413105635258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252877260333829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852698729807074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040780739777606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302102378360343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986536784202399,0.0,0.1898204841576659,0.0,0.0,0.17192235309478715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39231353619323467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019203466909994,0.14606645194308612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226187591842835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656785793696355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168949071342764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thedumbestgeniusever,2020/02/24,"I just feel so bad (potential triggers) I feel like im 10 seconds from a heart attack every day. I literally cannot get a single break, from when i wake up until i go to sleep. It feels like there are too many hours in the day, but at the same time i feel like im on a speeding bullet train to my eventual mortality. My stomach constantly hurts, and i don’t know what to do anymore. Even weed is slowly starting to lose it effect on me. Theres never enough air in my lungs. and when there is it leaves them too fast. I havent felt good in such a long time that i barely remember what it feels like. I dont even want to feel good anymore, id just settle for feeling nothing if it could rescue me from this hell my mind has become.",2.288204301075268,3.455376696774195,3.9120161290322595,90.02135752688173,75.58064516129029,6.715053763440863,22.594086021505376,7.1686216300943375,0.5884731182795693,568,15,128,6,12,190,98,155,0.171,0.73,0.099,-0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,13,11,2,0,6,0,10,5,5,2,1,23,23,8,1,3,4,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,11,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,8,17,6,17,21,3,24,1,2,0,0,1,8,1,1,18,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478243211076219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421433127195399,0.0,0.0,0.10432410380136696,0.0,0.13799226378533133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502147813571855,0.0,0.09975865254791093,0.0,0.0,0.16115875984923675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464349572240347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910189150564,0.0,0.16505038020656387,0.0,0.10527180134183643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422326734910692,0.3570437797978419,0.1199670789002458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527876061469662,0.0,0.07100929149738891,0.20959637381604368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806077821369246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304594896605432,0.0,0.13375652433000387,0.0,0.2699247223788325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866666748123686,0.0,0.0,0.1322990285608625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416784300706434,0.0,0.0,0.11057265580722574,0.0,0.1397818272721859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126674919944866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615913179740393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636551547171214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988838200612248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153866456562011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503553072944198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843692411570196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457132146139319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369597323261252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PoorieThrowaway,2020/02/24,I'm going to have a panic attack exactly 2 days from now. I have to give a presentation on wednesday and we're the last group to present. This give me the whole hourlong class time to stew and let the anciety culminate until I'm up there in front of everyone. Any tips on how to deal with what feels like doom for an upcoming attack and anxious situation?,4.509999999999998,5.634988732394369,5.7367323943661965,79.22481690140846,70.12676056338029,9.623661971830987,29.69295774647888,9.888512548439397,2.8372681690140844,284,11,56,7,5,95,55,71,0.19,0.7759999999999999,0.033,-0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,9,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,14,8,1,14,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,9,34,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110823371524792,0.0,0.0,0.25103041860247743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055845939022632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330499373004985,0.2290854384496019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123281056985629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123544271520067,0.15874457172898554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263219920855833,0.12628523677308248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811281874632562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272214928130989,0.0,0.10855901113889364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260711785277968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497697366375328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295705633759493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24808594018759186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsyourdestini,2020/02/24,"A Mediation App that helps my Anxiety and it’s free. It’s called Oak I found this helps I just wanted to pass it along. Remember that you got this friend!

https://apps.apple.com/us/app/oak-meditation-breathing/id1210209691",8.845454545454542,13.39178506060606,4.8627878787878815,71.95418181818181,77.18181818181819,7.488484848484847,18.72121212121212,8.238735603445708,1.3715503030303031,189,4,28,4,5,50,26,33,0.046,0.618,0.337,0.8966,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558274286651233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414762647712221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666700320830974,0.2583690770804725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674631334152396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483041734763902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37882829150258174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022614359759856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724730140708094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gerardgayy,2020/02/24,"anxiety when trying to sleep i don’t think i’ve had a good sleep in about three years. i go to bed at eleven, but end up staying up on my phone til 2 sometimes even 3. why? anxiety. that is literally what i’m doing right now. 

i really need to sleep right now but i just can’t, i’m so anxious about stuff that’s happening tomorrow and this week and just in general and i think i’m on the verge of a panic attack because of everything. does anybody have any ways on how you can calm yourself down and go to sleep when dealing with anxiety?",0.9095722713864304,3.0675996548672586,3.0152433628318605,90.21690634218292,83.42477876106193,6.952507374631269,22.69100294985251,8.07648339933343,1.2710595870206496,423,15,93,9,12,143,76,113,0.158,0.7979999999999999,0.043,-0.9175,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,11,4,1,1,3,0,7,4,4,1,0,14,16,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,0,7,2,19,15,0,25,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,9,58,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181157394207094,0.0,0.34359550557870816,0.16913573401577112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032282755369815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126508953080777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434995487879805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101691425201395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260336481380658,0.0,0.0,0.09888557860284927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455450550051345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017337050928985,0.12557413483034385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239279214234909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101203715193562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565870867378633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591148875962532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571218672141216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.599293902219245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807231224701292,0.0,0.0,0.1595766459484303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138826000611224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918631058170088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164689705707287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883707846980357,0.12009262541949835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509481927450104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641177866817437
anxiety,paranoiaxe,2020/02/24,"How do I not be affected by yelling? I can usually keep my chill but whenever someone raises their voice or worse yell at me, or sometimes even if I just hear a slight change of tone, my anxiety spirals out of control and I experience what I think is sensory overload, or in some worse situations I start to hyperventilate. Anyone who has experienced something similar to this, any tips to keep calm?",8.18756756756757,8.026266270270277,8.687162162162165,65.73047297297299,61.972972972972975,12.80540540540541,41.47297297297297,12.161744961471696,5.338064864864863,320,17,56,10,4,107,61,74,0.17600000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.053,-0.8954,0,0,1,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,16,10,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,9,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372916723135005,0.0,0.17293597342578346,0.0,0.0,0.15806704082285786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914246268551664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535465270963039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493110955975956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211309425934849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547870693299954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018666381373112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541019285900568,0.0,0.0,0.19154067105240824,0.17403272886134166,0.2235800152220956,0.0,0.16000707195549674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485069986468965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489741490070824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607507498550196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Plantpot179,2020/02/24,always breathless when im in class i just feel so nervous about how I look and if people are looking at me and if I stared at someone for too long and worrying that the teacher will ask me to go and get something from another room with people in it. every breath feels like an effort and I cant breathe normally,3.2948437499999983,4.763985046875,4.336375,86.77112500000004,73.53125,6.995000000000001,28.425,7.554174236665415,1.6440662499999998,249,10,50,3,5,81,51,64,0.08199999999999999,0.878,0.04,-0.3902,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,1,0,13,10,10,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,9,9,0,8,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,2,3,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974134075810705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643159970627528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356501959921041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237874080811475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549070043804626,0.1800779206784129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316954854400687,0.0,0.143256444001766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27227743764756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314802820578664,0.0,0.0,0.22307285625229545,0.4233484246699593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469737944489599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495053789373157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135769808807116,0.19405479055916414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559879878085032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KillerzRquiet,2020/02/24,"Partner with Anxiety looking for insight. Hello all,

First time posting here I am looking for insight on my Partners anxiety as unfortunately, it has caused her to feel confused about our relationship of four and a half years. She has been diagnosed with GAD and has previously had panic attacks also. She has been assessed and they diagnosed the above and that her anxiety is severe and is related to 

I will be frank that we did have communication issues and she had issues opening up emotionally which I assume is to do with her anxiety. Anyway to the point.

in mid-January, she told me she needed to leave our flat and move into a room which is about 5 miles away. Obviously I didn't want this to happen but in the end, it's not my choice, I helped her find a room and move her stuff there.

Her reasoning was that she needed space to herself and that she loved me but if she didn't leave then within months we would be over for good. Bear in mind she has no other support network as her family is in Finland, so she only has me. I find it so hard to fathom that someone with all these issues would walk away from the person that would be there to support her? Do others who experience severe anxiety experience this? I want to understand to be supportive of her at a distance whilst being hopeful we can reconcile our relationship. Currently, she tells me she loves me but it's taking all her strength to battle her anxiety and cannot make any headway on resolving a relationship with me. This is obviously distressing for me as I feel as though I am losing my partner and relationship. I am going through heartbreak myself as I fear I have lost her and my relationship but I also realise anxiety isn't straight forward or black and white.

If anyone here has had a similar experience please I would value the insight in order to heal myself and help her at the same time.",5.762970204841713,6.851938402234638,6.642025139664806,74.0107844506518,67.2122905027933,9.765549348230913,31.95577281191806,9.928628108626363,3.2188152700186223,1500,61,268,34,24,498,170,358,0.149,0.735,0.11599999999999999,0.3544,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,6,0,1,5,12,18,2,4,12,0,42,5,0,3,5,63,63,32,0,11,8,0,3,0,3,5,3,0,2,4,20,24,0,0,12,0,0,5,6,9,0,3,11,7,60,9,48,42,4,38,0,3,4,2,50,23,0,6,10,223,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377319628389707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262601967195035,0.0,0.41440752411400855,0.0,0.0,0.05411100150768471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880392290028161,0.1454158369519663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949807735610866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709296683627302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705029967702209,0.06854218057004775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709889498370625,0.07295386184762519,0.08708223067409981,0.0782586911137401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146118565898036,0.06582560028372197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043980987609323965,0.0649087980275202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843333634810495,0.0,0.06932382295173796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374215571226987,0.0,0.0,0.07686305313676066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423167150159777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388395977940007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997168783281238,0.08657659700058729,0.08447738272314352,0.0,0.13969012447554088,0.0,0.05165662558470134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813911525351183,0.0,0.061769806828977876,0.1645009116654122,0.0,0.11476340900701755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885653103432265,0.0,0.0907973258863072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757160789437325,0.0,0.08494801957496909,0.07315601499434743,0.0,0.07411564431842406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956703618240217,0.0,0.4154250094374535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485124963509982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557001058629935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858994703053051,0.0,0.2634545826308175,0.0,0.0,0.058185620785873735,0.0,0.06763991368753375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603263214815133,0.0,0.09025031726567437,0.0,0.0,0.07394688424759867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056291149237589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129007253141752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989487842067626,0.0,0.0,0.049834885802727664
anxiety,AnxiousAltAccount,2020/02/24,"Potential Trigger warning: How to deal with anxious intrusive thoughts and catastrophising that have come true? Hi all,

I've suffered with depression and anxiety for a long time now, but have recently reached a point where I can recognise a thought to be catastrophising and an anxious one and able to dismiss it.

However, two times in the past month, these have actually happened unexpectedly. In one case, an otherwise seemingly healthy dog had to be put down at a routine vet check up, and another, a birth in the close family was stillborn today days before their due date.

How on earth am I meant to deal with my anxious, catastrophising intrusive thoughts, that I know are highly unlikely to ever happen, when twice recently major worries I'd ""recognised and sent away"" then... Actually happened? My anxiety is on the rise again because of this and I'm worried about relapsing to the point of sick leave again.",11.630683229813664,9.828632192546586,10.163850931677024,63.158322981366474,56.267080745341616,14.417391304347825,48.465838509316775,13.023866798666859,6.400786335403727,737,41,118,21,7,229,110,161,0.168,0.7909999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9559,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,11,0,11,1,0,3,3,25,23,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,4,7,0,6,1,23,14,2,36,0,2,0,0,5,14,0,1,18,78,11,0,0.1234265656821474,0.0,0.2408930472192547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294235158782432,0.1888419698269526,0.4183106617370213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596332141246712,0.0,0.0,0.07523968883587276,0.0,0.10502691659939277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063210574001532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959992403996947,0.2544947391519637,0.1063071201633152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164639496374396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635558144208702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32743711323069025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040694323187896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783201261535622,0.0,0.0,0.13069091166819727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922862662118636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851790716936637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727407042169964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782462295062435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335599912262686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407778915674952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437376866385768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236290981941302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29396071881135444,0.14394204603881708,0.0,0.11699395237715615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205698200900207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506913374365876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BluBerryPopTarts,2020/02/24,"I Cant Say Thank You Enough! Hello, 
I am brand new to reddit. I created an account last night just because I’d heard good things. I just want people in this, uh, thread? Thingy? To know that these have been some incredible reads! 

I come from a family that has told me anxiety isn’t real and that I’m just imagining things I’m not “actually” feeling anything.
My boss often tells me & others I’m just a sensitive idiot. I don’t have friends to relay on and my husband, while insanely supportive, doesn’t quite get what a toll anxiety takes on your body.

Yesterday I saw a post that just said “hey remember to unclench your jaw and relax your shoulders”  AND I COULD NOT BELIEVE THAT I WAS DOING THAT RIGHT THEN! I was just laying in bed with all my muscles tight as all hell!  I’ve seen several posts that are describing what I feel that I have never been able to put into words!! 

You guys are amazing and I’m so happy to be here! 🖤",1.5838829787234017,3.9142251542553232,3.2653617021276595,88.39400000000002,82.03191489361703,6.7387234042553175,22.16595744680852,7.908726449838941,1.1843395744680851,731,24,150,14,20,242,124,188,0.079,0.789,0.131,0.8931,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,0,1,9,9,2,0,5,0,18,3,3,1,3,32,36,9,0,2,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,15,8,0,1,5,2,1,2,7,2,1,0,9,8,22,7,14,25,4,17,1,0,2,0,15,6,1,2,7,97,37,2,0.15743834551046726,0.0,0.15363711446384334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058438158354527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408798067756115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955834373869995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597295413328953,0.0,0.0,0.17737910204187365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748785099277513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561919411344922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257017080153383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267589683487246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841886049333922,0.0,0.1592111159661607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163647519868513,0.0,0.08225503750114155,0.0,0.0,0.1320518146024706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588871447678326,0.0,0.1675960463500314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652399732411499,0.12833326460708994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142615782380467,0.15205493515443644,0.0,0.14774522209555946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914792544055106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30156483004136425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582690220008345,0.0,0.16745505991938747,0.15748095056268965,0.17919930483120533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783469546921128,0.13445148683743394,0.14975991959880733,0.12520129146240724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786051738344458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786591687564746,0.0,0.0,0.11837404238002035,0.0,0.1376080533521252,0.14494807603722773,0.0,0.0,0.20919008211861415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504390860073258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286121526895104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenbeaheart,2020/02/24,"Uneasy Feeling I Can't Seem to Label Lately, I've been noticing this uncomfortable feeling that I can't explain or label. It comes and goes. But I find myself wondering if this is like some sort of existential thing or my anxiety/adhd taken a new form.

Do you ever feel that you are obsessed with figuring certain feelings out? I do. But my even bigger worry is identifying the feeling and never being able to cope with it... like it will never get resolved.",3.7678448275862095,6.1468669770114985,5.469640804597702,75.21756465517242,74.63218390804597,7.108620689655173,28.11637931034483,8.07648339933343,2.296403448275862,365,15,59,6,8,124,63,87,0.13,0.742,0.128,-0.2773,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,0,4,28,21,7,0,1,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,5,9,4,6,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,7,7,48,17,0,0.2119815499727077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547606288088885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260333517228897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001181451136094,0.19174944812308573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359212049955678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374729630547569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075161064491702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912442163561895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071269554299678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32698647917396245,0.2047331019042881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413423996481809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929800416249283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408311225027248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988494841788845,0.0,0.21527755382658864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Transit-Strike,2020/02/24,"Having an Anxiety attack. Pretty much that's all/ Cannot even explain it. The world is crumbling. I want it to stop.

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I want to cry, I can't

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I want to run, I don't think I can do anything at all.

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I feel stuck and stressed and sad and angry and pissed and annoyed and disappointed. Jealous and Vengeful and anxious and everything else. They all have formed a melting point. All I feel now is NUMB",1.5799561883899251,4.293285265060241,2.4226067907995663,91.13299014238777,87.9156626506024,4.463964950711938,25.61774370208105,6.1124844417494595,0.9085277108433738,339,15,64,3,11,106,54,83,0.397,0.53,0.07200000000000001,-0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,4,1,3,0,9,2,1,0,4,21,17,9,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,2,9,0,4,16,6,6,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445782887922886,0.499930974678206,0.0,0.0,0.10491395803641072,0.15493246284844073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285693740970774,0.0,0.0,0.1560198695193773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064505732903158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456531144236752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058160490026274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325521301491935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868716155990446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081582569482364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964438743109166,0.0,0.0,0.1395236528951768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465762155061013,0.1570967509230868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787564522352315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24267134150466024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499930974678206,0.0
anxiety,darthsewell,2020/02/24,"Can anyone relate? Tell me its going to be ok I have been having a rough last couple of weeks. 

**Background:** I wake up each weekday morning with that immediate sense of discomfort in my stomach which increases and decreases throughout the day depending on what my obligations are. I would estimate that I end up vomiting due to anxiety/stress 2-3 times a month. As a college student I am worried about how I will find a place in this world. Im nervous everyday just for certain social interactions which scares me because I think ""how will I find a job where I can live like this"". I'm always thinking of the worst possible outcomes, maybe this is just in our DNA for survival, but I really don't enjoy it to say the least. 

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I would appreciate some kind words or support, thank you everyone<3",3.6598233995584977,6.298103238410598,4.590304635761587,80.082233995585,76.21854304635761,8.0001766004415,29.93421633554084,8.841846274778883,2.881722825607064,643,30,112,15,15,208,113,151,0.08800000000000001,0.78,0.132,0.8267,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,1,6,11,0,3,8,1,14,3,2,3,1,19,20,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,2,17,7,17,14,5,19,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,9,78,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340248713453455,0.1867326635283096,0.20941459398978565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050564876456613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505818402379544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906933273215331,0.0,0.111146438767356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264400412471793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150352327228542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794602386753536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861591120193555,0.0,0.1710230057054398,0.0,0.0,0.17946784388477455,0.0,0.14048186649273428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419767636934505,0.0,0.15218128894984365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314086887637062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375618716820605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006088102838627,0.0,0.0,0.19428989589604864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040680382725664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705340673588776,0.17254457227202047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568113342602054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974173674646702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557184623793444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063464830045567,0.15866951042337596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208598006305144,0.0,0.0,0.10049410221841372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824248906218906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502183401526367,0.0,0.2448538582336692,0.0,0.20941459398978565,0.0
anxiety,raptorddd,2020/02/24,"no body likes for real. hi. i have some concerns about life. i have no job and stay home all day. i feel like this is just  not me. its hard for me  to approach a girl i feel like ill be rejected. LOL and i have been before. i just forgot how to approach or maybe its me. i feel like nobody looks at me. like ma invisible. whn i want to approach someone i dont know what to talk about. how can i ask her out.? well you need money and i do not have a job. what would she think when she finds out about my panic attacks.? and at times i just dont  try or avoid it. am 42M single i only have about 3 friends. now i live in a differnt place and since i do not leave home i dont know new people. hot weather triggers anxiety on me, and places where theres people around. this isnt me its been like this since like 13 years. am i ugly.? am i concieted and arrogant.?? whats happening. sorry for bad english and it seems am also forgetting how to write  and express myself.",-0.9854684608915036,1.1237775414634186,1.3844575273338968,97.72731707317074,95.53658536585364,4.38856181665265,16.337258200168208,6.129581340695534,-0.4954104289318755,736,19,173,8,29,247,115,205,0.098,0.742,0.16,0.8697,2,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,0,17,14,1,2,3,1,21,3,1,4,1,42,34,16,0,3,8,1,5,7,1,1,2,0,2,1,11,12,0,2,8,0,1,3,9,5,1,0,3,6,30,9,19,29,3,20,0,1,1,0,12,10,0,4,13,115,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164803996163637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767104088234326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102021036561034,0.10713840752304278,0.13037754570601606,0.0,0.0,0.09568878304137156,0.0,0.0,0.09751877834540178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729818409063473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739095043451888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40294186120675535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738402788133505,0.2456173851711003,0.0,0.0,0.10474513695645264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885420536712898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134312327127296,0.0,0.102661847426184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22991246251966865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745174246691055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596570892756584,0.0,0.0,0.12134811207818605,0.0,0.0,0.08094754310989988,0.3919249251296602,0.0,0.10119661737824716,0.0,0.09623772188173364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151341954134325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497673010466752,0.0,0.1106843667365177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716080492685255,0.0,0.13446201925902138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890268863318194,0.0,0.23947164868902115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044339241420178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433033789537204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896017005666687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710281597179536,0.0,0.0,0.12828876297481515,0.0,0.1221516325766427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211361289838983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734330248247811,0.0,0.0,0.06682597631512388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780796712498847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759586458662475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304193027467998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141073839053474,0.0,0.0,0.07380062473390568
anxiety,TheDeadlyBees,2020/02/24,"Strategies for relaxing your jaw? I've realized that I tend to clench my jaw in the morning when I start thinking about something remotely stressful. It gets a little better once I get out of bed. I chew gum a lot throughout the day and I've read that can make this issue worse, but I have no intention to stop chewing gum lol.",3.91,5.442655384615384,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,72.07692307692308,7.661538461538463,29.92307692307693,8.238735603445708,2.1186000000000003,260,11,51,4,5,83,52,65,0.14800000000000002,0.738,0.115,-0.2952,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,1,2,4,2,2,0,9,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,7,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527856907815408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843310770172449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298659638773956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983231524764961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286468005565205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242995027000603,0.0,0.0,0.19078792054906332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043903297542686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858986223681399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003918151442675,0.0,0.0,0.2023057696099156,0.0,0.0,0.2389593841896009,0.32740730490556885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314273210881196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912762976929261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwayjawn,2020/02/24,"Irrational thoughts Does anyone else find they have highly irrational thoughts? I find myself almost obsessively worrying when the anxiety is especially bad—I think the same sorts of intrusive thoughts, like that my girlfriend is cheating on me, will leave me, or something else like that. Tell me I’m not alone!",10.064654088050313,10.814293452830192,8.220754716981133,67.59012578616354,57.867924528301884,12.349685534591195,42.19496855345911,11.855464076750405,5.409621383647798,255,13,39,7,3,76,40,53,0.244,0.647,0.109,-0.7487,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067477095612604,0.2138384065426485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794732637545944,0.0,0.0,0.14436710877141726,0.21155069315405006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239201557774508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068139117141094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449547605746369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774157159900901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181446004100283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218619622518012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017395072734222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894902420213233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046198563208374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229624995900827,0.0,0.4917371878529818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967810561328812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4lmuerzo,2020/02/24,"I'm going to my first concert this Friday! I know this might seem dumb, but I've never been to a concert (even though I love music) because of my social anxiety. I've even bought concert tickets a couple times but I had to resell them because I felt like I wasn't ready to go.
But this Friday is going to be different. I'm going with my boyfriend to one of my favorite indie bands show, which will be a small gig, but it will be the start of me getting ready from this fear!

I hope that, after this, I can go to bigger concerts or even festivals, wish me luck!",4.558817733990146,4.51388631034483,5.521133004926113,84.99431034482761,69.51724137931035,7.66305418719212,27.778325123152708,6.868970318607317,1.2844497536945818,436,13,91,3,7,144,70,116,0.105,0.677,0.217,0.9568,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,1,4,0,11,1,0,0,1,14,27,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,7,1,5,2,2,0,2,5,5,14,5,13,16,0,12,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,5,6,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418342907177605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604229154440664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514706726809512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193708726946691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673746922782112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863213122714352,0.0,0.0,0.17801784174155633,0.0,0.0,0.15770536847976702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686644188323397,0.0,0.5268495712258408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414896431123515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189371998262307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905795007123402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733521956842273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668536851760388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299573882974326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256352025742759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878571677497428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899701317767784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123058847194122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821594367195764,0.0,0.1081111260546964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320655968856328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coberi,2020/02/24,"Tyranny of the brain Like anyone with mental disorder, i feel like my brain works against me sometimes. Like seriously what is the point of anxiety, when calmness is better in all situations i can think of?

People say anxiety makes one more prepared, or to take action. But for me it's the opposite in my experience, makes me want to AVOID doing things and putting them off for months on end because i don't want to deal with those feelings.

Daily anxiety makes one exhausted, with less energy to do things, so it's not productive.

Sucks. I wish i could just remove tell my brain to get rid of the part of my brain responsible for anxiety, or like 80% of it. I can't see myself ever missing it.",5.311384742951908,6.3018279328358195,6.155472636815922,77.4496434494196,68.17910447761193,9.836152570480927,30.560530679933663,9.994966539143718,2.9863625207296853,549,21,104,13,9,181,85,134,0.141,0.6809999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.6725,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,4,11,1,1,4,0,8,5,4,3,2,22,22,6,0,4,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,2,0,4,15,6,22,21,4,12,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,2,8,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841256337444712,0.0,0.0,0.08777468479721891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652296039725873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102258919517087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605395810424748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022684944100316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941767268547813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387020605087078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111838281905684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355061128633895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279409220298527,0.0,0.0,0.1269452006756134,0.08967987299261689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558513316609046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531379498786166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513801575678387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650643024655808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019820689566498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012706012501558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593860029305954,0.0,0.08702787625282778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866803382372318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261940326007094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982784790554046,0.0,0.0,0.10003251385131134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110289262233314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415406311724253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438421729239777,0.0,0.10972024058344587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667953697374985,0.0804356458948848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808370051000525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144355262123845,0.0,0.0,0.09138857413277847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FatWalrus1900,2020/02/24,"Too scared to find a job My dad wants me to get a minimum wage job like McDonalds. Even though I also want one to make some money, I can't get myself to even look at websites to apply. I get anxious thinking about submitting an application and being judged. Im probably being a pushover but it's what my mind keeps thinking.",2.681743589743593,4.806547969230773,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,77.0,7.410256410256411,26.21794871794872,8.344100000000001,1.904794871794872,258,10,50,5,6,86,49,65,0.059000000000000004,0.8909999999999999,0.05,-0.1406,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,13,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,7,11,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,32,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096067662175984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24151180419718984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824008141914029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953920617877916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350754198310453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309202840816577,0.0,0.42428952989304064,0.19001847342979056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444265196217252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952229045296605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427005511225761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585797919810248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486361299709058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304921945732317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403218576622984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739646066775068,0.2100388553845957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25218727539398844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Antek15,2020/02/24,"Is it just me who gets this feeling? Every time i want to join a club or even anything i feel crazy amounts of butterfly's in my stomach and feel as if i'm gonna faint, i start to overthink so much and think somethings gonna go wrong and that i'm gonna embarrass myself people will start thinking bad stuff about me even though i probably know they are not. in fact i'm starting boxing today and have these feelings i wont let it stop me though. Does anyone feel the same in similar circumstances ?",7.194411764705883,5.749432754901964,6.9424705882352935,81.62311764705886,64.58823529411765,10.12078431372549,34.12549019607843,8.841846274778883,2.603723137254901,399,14,83,5,5,126,75,102,0.11699999999999999,0.812,0.071,-0.7613,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,6,2,1,0,1,20,26,10,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,8,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,5,11,0,8,20,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558651067153087,0.0,0.14780257585441767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996568046756942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717669802768808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372595754691168,0.0,0.15132799369486102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540775291924683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383808150704936,0.0,0.10207570763513604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870819052393408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366196446608532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203298854805867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451798983951146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364845101446893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382714767516539,0.0,0.0,0.38138367894504543,0.0,0.0,0.15016083366677854,0.0,0.0,0.2056088783823384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301718798509315,0.3529290792114542,0.0,0.10473122023794924,0.0,0.17024795367457565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593780699608277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637381092686035,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlwaysConfusedOrAmI,2020/02/24,"What does it sound like to you? I don't know where else to ask, so here I am.. Also I am sorry if this post is all over the place... ;-;

Recently, I was having difficulty breathing, without any associated symptoms, so the doctor prescribed me a heartburn medicine. However, the medicine made my throat really really dry and I felt like I couldn't breathe even more. I couldn't sleep all night. I think I have claustrophobia so the thought of choking scares me, that's why I was so scared of having a dry throat. It felt as if I could choke on my spit any moment.

Afterwards, I couldn't shake of this feeling of slight anxiety... after a few days of taking that medicine, I started getting really bad anxiety. At times I felt like my throat was extremely tight, and at times I felt as if I couldn't swallow. All accompanied with crippling anxiety. I was convinced that I have cancer...

This feeling of extreme anxiety starts at around 5-6 PM and lasts all night. I can't deal with this anymore. I feel so lonely and scared.",3.5111344537815117,5.572345683673471,4.3187154861944785,84.63468787515009,74.3061224489796,7.672989195678271,27.85594237695078,8.4952907291091,2.0484829531812725,798,32,156,15,17,256,106,196,0.17,0.755,0.076,-0.9603,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,4,7,0,18,12,7,1,4,32,34,15,0,8,4,0,8,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,7,1,1,10,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,10,9,26,4,20,19,6,22,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,3,15,103,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499547048611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615611020363899,0.0,0.36349284851531616,0.0,0.11780670656525168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057473391864453,0.11105162133357548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991838010836178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484330073441848,0.0,0.0,0.07660903759213401,0.12246617866684968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158551115782495,0.10395299980337387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923291470611076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845897296348889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018976818515164,0.0,0.4562240347783845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062062317066445175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528329350905655,0.09682883869704256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410282395959126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124009649589753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229507419194774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241091568615137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376696593115075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282977055846216,0.0,0.11728974508153105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567853483234103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887472555590795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329744902561473,0.1681588428814061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346718964430572,0.08931449761388394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611515473073216,0.0,0.0943051476059274,0.1385335695865653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718853975194402,0.0,0.0,0.11450829685888285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mannysrei,2020/02/24,Overcoming Your Acid Reflux In 2020 What is everyone’s goal when it comes to overcoming Acid Reflux for the next year and what are you guys doing to achieve that at the moment? Let’s start a conversation!,3.4926923076923084,6.191661282051285,3.945833333333337,84.13875,77.2051282051282,8.002564102564103,22.57051282051281,8.841846274778883,1.8034051282051289,166,5,31,4,4,52,32,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599261906335498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39925740233874496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137204289641585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272626211100026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443702080552819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957443961216877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690707966115715
anxiety,lil_sap,2020/02/24,"Recently joined I've recently joined this reddit page, I am not an active user on reddit as I only use it currently for a league of legends community. I don't know what I can or cannot post around here besides reading the rules. I hope to be able to discuss some of the issues I feel lurking in my mind that I never have the courage to talk about in my actual life. 

I prefer to be called 'sap' btw \^\~\^",6.900714285714287,5.049713833333335,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,65.42857142857143,10.780952380952382,32.904761904761905,9.516144504307137,2.762747619047619,318,10,66,5,4,108,62,84,0.083,0.88,0.038,-0.3582,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,11,11,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,13,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,4,44,14,1,0.2475206070247978,0.0,0.2415444071793841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034581766816466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25274621423523685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251538560738354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458438124320928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583472058612856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603085239772833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483112479561266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992525290160025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090315129892424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882505753480856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370563205143877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758758961632735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887934766569196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894768801257906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137783322905572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sevenlines93,2020/02/24,"Being good looking is awful  Inspired by another thread, hear me out.

I never thought I was good looking but over the past 5 years it has become very apparent that I am.

However this is an absoloute nightmare, people expect me to be confident because I'm good looking and I think I don't get as much slack for being the socialy awkward anxious person I am because a lot of people feel this shouldn't be the case. Bascially people have much higher expectations for someone thats good looking and its horrible trying to live up to this.

I also get interest from the opposite sex but I can't do shit, I know that getting no interest isn't great either but when you've got someone there keen to meet you and you can even bring yourself to talk or even some cases look at them its pretty sad. At least with no interest you can just forget about it rather than having these kind of encouters on almost a weekly basis.

I appreciate that being ugly is maybe worse yes, but spare a thought for us good looking people as well.",5.54871794871795,6.4293175858585885,6.202525252525255,77.7212237762238,67.58585858585857,8.516550116550116,31.392385392385393,8.617729084823388,2.5622916860916853,814,32,144,12,13,266,126,198,0.151,0.623,0.22699999999999998,0.9604,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,3,1,0,9,16,1,1,8,2,21,2,1,0,1,27,39,12,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,12,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,4,8,17,13,23,29,6,12,0,1,6,1,9,6,1,4,5,106,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715287405715013,0.0,0.0,0.08557411465350677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122070290083682,0.0,0.12088837755521074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046194720486015,0.1181817295435114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413553112294064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410636880249845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772150742964587,0.0,0.0,0.4487654105407448,0.08558392866472067,0.11797649885255668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060558975280138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143217728074564,0.0588086991423385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944898651591256,0.0,0.5391577070113303,0.0,0.0,0.09097422156707936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075037375919066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732611973074068,0.0,0.08253102727929569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215107197179177,0.29674299420999,0.09343510056913974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886542251363984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984198905035808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813347565453034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600883199046222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856628999747379,0.0,0.16990451170670282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265128531387267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871723142377298,0.0,0.0,0.08829265791508002,0.0,0.0,0.08583521825113019,0.0,0.09621288092069606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905011008101442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689095274173162
anxiety,SupMy_dudes,2020/02/24,"How do I stop random waves of terror So I get the usual anxiety things, but these are different. They are just random, untriggered moments of insane terror, I feel like screaming and sobbing but I can't do that in public without having a panic attack. So not only am I completely terrified of nothing, I'm starting to panic because I'm not in control, people have probably noticed and I'm so certain that if I talk I'll start crying and that CANNOT happen in public. Especially not in class like what  happened today in French

What do i do ?",4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,70.53846153846153,7.892307692307693,30.30769230769231,8.472884824447931,2.7077346153846147,432,18,68,7,8,148,67,104,0.23800000000000002,0.6,0.162,-0.8638,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,10,1,4,2,0,11,0,0,2,1,18,20,10,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,2,8,3,10,20,0,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,3,8,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253905768661734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119729881315024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358274177215165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953595095266032,0.0,0.2089807131280952,0.0,0.0,0.20467061693901972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467125520160364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421214151085493,0.13311149756099422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734776602766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295353436830293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820591707678562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878504510606766,0.2121336503974662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170949582033265,0.0,0.4372273746707781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917514879309105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089119255447635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26376533242829503,0.0,0.0,0.15577707331126334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497619675836498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378686940059574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766154816342389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521202086983428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961183883788973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,polkadotcroc,2020/02/24,"Having a really bad day I haven't been going to my classes as often as I should. I got a reality check last week when one of my tutors emailed me saying I'd failed my final. I've felt so much shame and anxiety realising how far behind I've fallen. I also have an ongoing financial dispute with the school so I have been feeling very stressed and anxious over school in general.

This morning I began catching up online, and had set a time to meet with my tutor to go over my final. I got dressed and realised that my wallet is gone. I can't get on public transport without it, so I'm missing class again today. I'm pretty sure I lost my wallet at a bar last night, and that bar is owned by friends of my boyfriend. I texted one of the owners and had to turn my phone over because waiting for the text back is making me anxious too. I just feel incredibly dumb, and stressed over the trouble I've made for myself.",5.2568035190615845,5.210124172043013,6.230351906158358,80.5109824046921,68.03225806451613,8.484066471163247,31.425219941348967,8.00094639256281,2.1531677419354844,720,27,143,8,11,240,116,186,0.198,0.7490000000000001,0.053,-0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,11,11,1,3,9,0,13,2,0,3,1,22,31,15,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,9,2,1,3,2,1,6,3,9,0,2,11,4,23,2,24,19,2,29,0,3,0,0,7,9,1,1,13,95,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880929532324475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365365360619553,0.3356777457356114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423915933089213,0.1240475725202975,0.09056530749203967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581368169595264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024028179439672,0.0,0.14264800154201274,0.3254966474265065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478280394826056,0.0,0.07762033409656394,0.0,0.1688685532043243,0.0,0.23764584177871195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220451846166435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217886607804288,0.0,0.0,0.14057806516555132,0.09916989249300856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921413266636558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394204397520238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134622906578906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114645575106536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517608010018566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814675876232453,0.0,0.3007162788935272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403669072493631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400230153567901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866308451180318,0.0,0.14082452274436344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159866793508626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258366343118332,0.0,0.0,0.11917180604936342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321367101874646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sac155,2020/02/24,"Ruined trip So me and my husband went to london for his work meeting and to sight see. In the morning I felt like I couldn't face anything because I was having anxiety about going into any tourist attractions. 
I managed to calm myself down and we went to the meeting everything at the meeting sent fantastic.
Afterwards we decided to do a bit of shopping and went into harrods with the intention of seeing palace afterwards. But upon leaving the shop I had a major panic attack and had to just sit in hyde park for a bit to try and calm down. Nothing worked a d we still had 3 hours until our train home. We didn't end up seeing anything else as I couldn't bring myself to be in crowds again.
Now I feel like I've ruined my husbands trip to london",5.687777777777778,5.931448859060402,6.388814317673379,78.74520507084269,67.12080536912751,8.769873228933632,31.991797166293807,8.515128840125781,2.5200016405667416,596,23,110,8,9,196,93,149,0.095,0.8,0.106,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,5,0,0,2,6,9,1,1,9,0,10,1,1,1,0,21,21,10,0,2,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,0,0,3,2,2,8,3,4,0,0,10,6,18,5,27,8,3,27,0,2,4,0,13,10,0,0,10,76,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103747645717416,0.0,0.1249104150090522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26873463078391946,0.0,0.0,0.18575704335318324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953529680137294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565236852291612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640130317970633,0.0,0.14461954008326006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674748811192054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256037247619129,0.11664881663084894,0.1567764916257247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927970214482419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378533219210814,0.0,0.160800049184297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289224455077631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954284352584105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667364822005375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157644827258055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903442537098084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039735384685322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085787697714436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540926291739207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237742732464549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smolangerypotato,2020/02/24,"My anxious friend has characteristics that doesn't seem real. Or I am the one who is just too avoidant? Anxious friends of avoidant people, can you help me figure this mess out? DISCLAIMER: I have nothing against people with anxiety disorders. But I have several friends who suffer from various anxiety disorders. Since I don't, I want to understand my friendships with them more, that's why I came here for a little help. Please tell me if I am being totally wrong.

I don't have an anxiety disorder (I guess?) but I have a friend who I have known for more then 10 years. She has GAD (official diagnosis), which manifests itself also in social situations. She fears that people don't like her as much as they say, and wants to deepen relationships.

I noticed something odd about her over the years. When she expresses what she thinks about our friendship, is quite nice, but sometimes a little over the top. I actually consider her a really good friend, I value our friendship a lot, but she talks about it as it is better, than it actually is, like our friendship is closer and deeper than it is. The difference is not that big, I agree with her statements regarding our friendship in 80-90% of the time.

It is not a big problem, but it bugs me for a while now. I feel that it is coming from her anxiety, where she wants to feel closer to me, think she actually is. Since I have avoidant attachment, I don't let people actually that close, so I know that we are not that close, despite our long history.

But that little difference makes me feel weird about the whole thing, like either I feel weird for her that she misinterpreted me, or either because I lied somehow? But I just don't know what it is. I think this feeling is maybe that she wants to feel closer because of her anxiety and me wanting to keep her away because of my avoidance, but she seems completely oblivious to this all.

Sorry, it is very weird, I don't know how to explain, but maybe someone here can help me understand this?",6.424851621808145,6.913846095238098,6.6153324131585025,76.90607660455487,65.56084656084657,10.171796641361858,33.10144927536232,10.074871250255047,3.223054382332643,1576,63,295,34,23,506,171,378,0.134,0.705,0.162,0.9667,0,4,1,0,0,0,53.0,6,1,2,3,16,23,0,5,14,0,35,0,0,2,2,70,62,24,0,7,19,0,6,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,32,12,0,5,20,0,0,2,10,12,0,1,1,7,62,11,37,59,10,28,0,1,0,0,45,18,0,8,11,223,94,0,0.0,0.0,0.3008154606652667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162847727235575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947707748427004,0.17412196804651292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240466330108639,0.0,0.0,0.1409334676866421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815731472661578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814129277287709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638426934575496,0.08080069411242273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103206424035554,0.26496788585125475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671902213166026,0.2337968531864557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976993258455365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463807195929043,0.0,0.0,0.0848952687798913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549641912171563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849849569210859,0.0,0.0,0.1270579518065243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788037038127556,0.0,0.1129495109034224,0.2317167156975727,0.0,0.06819968449521165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551750805624319,0.0,0.0,0.0514411725865325,0.0,0.15484335831465396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665129714419165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394549554560531,0.08773847886008931,0.0,0.0,0.05222092037535968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137073687346848,0.0,0.0,0.0845937125466108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374034798504663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196761434593833,0.0,0.08771630738740002,0.049369511647786204,0.0,0.0,0.0827384652611257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061284807871104886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031330862053562,0.0,0.08706098402325646,0.0,0.12749715213837848,0.08662376126348305,0.0,0.07855758397410459,0.06529652668736337,0.05932804068259734,0.07621879129115185,0.08626743263250977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061941550537898,0.06735779649472633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051198249800120034,0.1481395184233754,0.0,0.0,0.04493694752515754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045378834734475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358630858954974,0.2272732840836447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953875223898782,0.08603979627373068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425796641045923,0.0,0.09925406208366344
anxiety,manalow88,2020/02/24,Help me understand anxiety please My wife has severe anxiety. She is starting a new job soon and our schedules are going to get completely rearranged. I want to help her but I have no idea how. I try asking questions and it doesn’t help. I don’t know what anxiety feels like so I think that is greatly hindering myself in helping her. Any and al help is greatly appreciated. Thanks.,1.5669489414694908,4.3073394931506845,3.324209215442096,83.04977584059776,92.42465753424658,7.038107098381071,25.81444582814445,8.00094639256281,2.3788465753424646,305,14,55,8,11,101,56,73,0.106,0.5660000000000001,0.32799999999999996,0.9666,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,18,6,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,12,4,3,18,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,5,35,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129022163812971,0.0,0.3810244023981093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521030771965352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407331851881228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394687393154626,0.11860779221651205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867408437085582,0.0,0.09435543502404907,0.0,0.0,0.36608475102855054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564129391269442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874212247673895,0.0,0.0,0.16475349856244512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912426126950171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111108616913333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160347302317659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224482389132168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859852110712804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756020067544868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751285319376426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285286824198324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063816668862462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271960074553818,0.0,0.0,0.17283715018385726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792543295745353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cookieimpala,2020/02/24,"Sudden weakness/fatigue episodes for years; need advice I´ve been having anxiety for some years now (I could write a novel here about it, but I more or less managed to slowly get things better), but there is one thing that keeps happening to me since I was like 15 (now I am turning 27) and never really managed to „fix“ this issue; and I consider the worst and most unpleasant, crippling part of it. 

It´s like episodes of extreme fatigue and weakness that happen to me like once/twice in a month, and last usually 1 to 3 days (afterwards I usually wake up next day just being ok again). During that time, I feel dizzy, weak, unstable, irritated, like I can´t coordinate my arms and legs, I feel slow, lack of concentration, with slurred speech, out of breath, I feel like I need to sit / lay down all the time (and when I do, I actually start feeling better and my slurring speech gets gone) and my legs feel super stiff, sometimes when walking my legs even start to feel so weak and „uncontrollable“, that I need to stop (would compare it to being really drunk).  
 I started to track those „bad days“ to try and find a pattern to when it occurs, but it´s not particularly tied to anything (yes, sometimes it happens when I´m stressed, but it also happens when I´m not / on vacation etc). The worst part of it is, when I am at work or traveling, I feel like I can´t speak/think/walk...basically function properly.

Now, I´ve already been to MRI, CT, spine examination and neurologist in the past, but they all turned okay. I am going to a psychiatrist (now taking Sertraline because I´ve also been suffering agoraphobia), but he didn´t say that those symptoms can be directly from my anxiety (which is not severe). I am doing yoga and exercising pretty regularly, sometimes meditating, and even when it definitely has had some good impact on the anxiety, seems that it doesn´t have much effect on those ""attacks"". I´ve read a number of articles and seen videos, but it is so much information that it usually gives me even more anxiety and I can´t make sense of what can be the solution to this.",10.68230091383812,8.10989954569191,10.105416122715404,65.24705368798958,58.76501305483029,13.543668407310705,41.4309725848564,11.93303328291395,4.831579765013056,1638,67,291,38,16,531,209,383,0.14,0.736,0.124,-0.8196,0,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,1,5,23,21,1,1,11,3,26,16,7,2,3,60,55,36,0,6,13,0,7,6,0,1,8,3,0,0,27,18,1,3,12,7,0,4,4,9,0,1,7,11,30,12,37,42,16,48,0,2,1,0,6,9,0,6,40,199,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.08391226682701389,0.0,0.0,0.08402686168011883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489032904593593,0.13752977237496314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631235387351861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707611201069925,0.0,0.0,0.09782420983176797,0.0,0.0,0.07179671576187463,0.05241772577878377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209949028295833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865473424441841,0.0,0.0,0.16636619800917354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589978732453204,0.1703835662462417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043482033615721,0.12286024915919345,0.0,0.0,0.07859183267331962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985077178452443,0.08248790115970094,0.048869184898987165,0.0721229836981975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041570050183351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974954098666436,0.0,0.0764304339285437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009201637294614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25205750996835097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739791951423449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686351142887953,0.0,0.12642272445829095,0.19127790981709508,0.06631954909233921,0.0,0.0914496306375556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582679599618782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623409852210973,0.08208565015848103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748110826754271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601166189500446,0.0,0.11017273182293556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683814208106121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828060277426427,0.0,0.0971424075800557,0.0,0.07113048661966792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551341558540081,0.0,0.18258907976853372,0.0,0.0,0.07189014619695787,0.09849941275768327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937486387859203,0.06465256955813327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425373386866836,0.0550978896721887,0.0,0.0,0.10028104600164726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838047388759026,0.1870613570827356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841121970283969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626005736492343,0.0,0.0,0.0610836867019453,0.0,0.0,0.11074741069239227
anxiety,justabitmoresonic,2020/02/24,"I made an effort to tackle my food anxiety and now I can’t sleep because I feel like I need to throw up I have some pretty bad food anxiety. If someone touches my food or if I can see someone else eating I often can’t stomach my food or I get that horrible vomit feel in my throat. Fingers in mouths, food on your face, etc will ruin my ability to eat and I obsessively check that my food doesn’t have anything like bugs in it. I usually star directly at my plate while I’m eating so I don’t accidentally see someone with food in their mouths. 

I’ve been making an effort to look at people and eat. Sometimes it doesn’t afffect me as much. 

Tonight I was at my D&D group and one girl has severe allergies. We ordered burgers and she and I got the same thing. Cheeseburger no relish. I don’t like relish and she didn’t want to risk the ingredients. 

She opened the lid of her burger and there was something in there that was red. Chilli or capsicum or tomato. The last one would have been fine but the first two would have sent her to hospital. She got her boyfriend to pull it off the burger and taste it to see what it was and he couldn’t tell. I had already checked my lid for weird stuff and new mine was fine. So I offered to swap with her. I have been having a good mental health day today so I felt like I could handle it. 

I ate a burger that two different people had their not washed hands on. And not just the outside either. Fingers went into the sauce to grab the weird red thing. I felt very proud of myself until about 5 minutes after I finished eating. That was about 4 hours ago and I still have that horrible vomit feeling in my throat. Like I could hurl at any moment. It’s almost 1am and I have to go to work tomorrow morning. I can’t sleep because I feel so gross. I’ve gargled. I’ve brushed my teeth. I’ve had heaps of water. Still I can’t deal with it. 

I know it’s stupid. I know they aren’t gross dirty people. But they aren’t my hands and I can’t sleep and I can feel my heart beating. 

Anyway how great is anxiety guys. When I get nothing done at work tomorrow because I’ve had no sleep I’ll tell my boss why and it won’t even sound fucking ridiculous /s",1.7839167455061469,3.7033877306843297,3.099430778934092,92.05173841059604,78.97792494481236,5.815389467045097,22.04399243140965,6.7636006534598385,0.4366495742667933,1714,51,371,17,42,556,216,453,0.129,0.7909999999999999,0.08,-0.9695,3,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,4,7,17,21,3,2,13,0,45,36,16,4,0,59,72,34,0,9,12,0,13,5,0,4,4,1,0,2,20,23,15,0,9,0,2,5,18,11,0,5,23,22,64,10,40,42,5,43,0,1,6,1,23,17,1,9,25,237,84,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060164114392368566,0.0,0.06796364418192505,0.0,0.074898043312799,0.0,0.0,0.07353889440588464,0.0,0.04615504313384043,0.0,0.1557648582233126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585257730606096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666998503342124,0.12412176673464435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837996476074792,0.0,0.0,0.04377159340879621,0.06997268138876529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091141885077637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945625302679162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472481633506456,0.05669804675540815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569482050424656,0.044828578608618254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158970441183596,0.04848751371961156,0.13033483764642914,0.0,0.0,0.05773158295734605,0.5744946019028734,0.0,0.0,0.06274623821262984,0.07092026199580298,0.0,0.038573017545904364,0.056927512120448824,0.10856630261467452,0.07482872354471781,0.0,0.06720359511555117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214438030579083,0.0,0.08042822108860241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668398944466949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460095752877421,0.05532444592579037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657932767292051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056995084328018086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422178755376748,0.04530484723854805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839865030477979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989346536892777,0.05032596162434756,0.0,0.06555085357998777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512466981651678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198316062030992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411609495971871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904985894718739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225473094186946,0.0,0.0,0.07667563516318318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271682627384929,0.0,0.17252226288985809,0.05225090496461827,0.06712678818399333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840475996699052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769679052125128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186456111740234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018180455251608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433437941686394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260146177280496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475102346283741,0.05600121171940243,0.040032452213223234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291769096044741,0.06124359902657784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988227256397574,0.0,0.0,0.09642813252534906,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lairy_Fish,2020/02/24,"New to the sub but not anxiety! Hello everyone,

So I had an awful weekend, Sunday resulted in me crying/have an attack of anxiety for about 4 hours. I ended up walking a long a river in the rain to try find a spot away from everyone and everything to just be in the silence. 

One thing I've noticed about my own anxiety is, it is only every this ugly and only really raises it's head when I slow down. If there is no pressure on me, if I'm not at 100mph with everything.

But this leads to mental burn out, so I can win? Just wondering if anyone else is the same?",3.3480508474576283,3.918829864406781,5.8625000000000025,79.30273305084748,72.38983050847456,9.289830508474578,26.614406779661017,9.516144504307137,2.3034881355932204,436,14,89,10,8,157,83,118,0.158,0.7559999999999999,0.086,-0.9034,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,1,9,1,7,1,1,2,0,18,9,10,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,7,1,19,7,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,4,8,66,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175757009543405,0.0,0.0,0.12722426314173754,0.1864301452227776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699535631140129,0.1709488106843262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199658566561128,0.0,0.161154445014547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533014364966393,0.34772366424199425,0.3270513789539122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629977829983775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673406235843568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918493358289134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102077438053333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833636589865592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572926232549949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715224584379935,0.0,0.0,0.12329460319270195,0.27676363708984697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165623720278858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088005818153208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235326818869517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731793261305008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stilekid,2020/02/24,"Anxiety After Dog Died Hey Reddit. I read here a lot, but this is my first post so please excuse any faux pas on my part. 

My dog died around 2 days before New Years. It was a devastating time in my life-- when I found out he was dying I barely slept for a week. The day he finally did die though, I felt a release and I was finally able to sleep. Because of reprieve, I truly thought I'd moved on. I missed (and still miss) my baby boy, but I was happy to know that he was finally able to rest. 

I thought I was fine until last week when I couldn't sleep one night because I was scared I'd ""forget to breathe"". I was hyper-aware of my breathing, and it felt like I couldn't stop myself from thinking about it. A few days after that my stomach started feeling bloated, so I thought I needed to eat more fiber or something (because I'm dumb). I started having a heap of kale for lunch, and needless to say it cranked my bloating up another 10 levels. After that I started feeling tired and got headaches, so I was chugging coffee and popping aspirins to make it through the day. 

By the end of the week I just about broke down: I thought I was dying of rabies or tetanus or whatever other disease came to mind. When I woke up Saturday morning it hit me. That is to say, I realized that I missed my dog. 

We had buried him up the street from my house at our church, so I got in my car (icy-windshield and all) and drove up there to meet him. By the time I made it to his grave I was in tears. It was certainly not my strongest moment, but acknowledging why I was so anxious made me feel much better (for that moment, at least). 

I realized that I'd been anxious about EVERYTHING ever since my dog died. One week I thought I would lose my job, another week I thought I was dying of rabies, then the week after that I thought my car would break down, and then I thought I had parasites in my stomach the week after that. By this point, my anxiety had started manifesting into physical symptoms, and they seemed to reinforce what I was feeling: every little sting or pain in my body was a sign of some disease that was gonna kill me by the end of the month. 

Fortunately, I've figured out why I've felt the way I've felt over the past weeks, so I'm making a conscious effort to shut out worrying thoughts. Yesterday morning I felt like I was on the verge of a breakdown, but today I'm feeling much better-- tired, but not as much as I was yesterday. I'm going to visit a counselor today about my anxiety, but I want you all's advice.

How can I catch or prevent one of these episodes before it gets to the point where I'm breaking down? If the weekend hand't come when it did, I almost certainly would have had to miss work (or risk having an anxiety attack while I'm there). Is this a normal thing to go through after someone or something dies (i.e. having intense fears about your own death/having some un-diagnosed disease)? What techniques have helped y'all get through sudden periods of anxiety? 

​

Thanks.",4.941721691916982,5.378251434276213,5.480320956300903,83.94104190384448,68.76705490848586,8.256432262019443,31.289999124266572,8.119692808369301,2.1202153078202994,2356,93,476,29,38,759,273,601,0.163,0.757,0.081,-0.9954,1,0,2,0,1,1,82.0,2,3,1,6,25,23,3,3,27,0,40,16,8,5,5,90,97,42,10,9,17,0,10,2,0,4,6,2,0,1,28,18,2,2,28,2,0,10,4,14,0,4,49,12,76,9,77,41,14,102,1,7,0,0,20,31,1,13,59,314,104,3,0.10536566018164584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148105183658995,0.0,0.0,0.052754244316919385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708182439275272,0.0640154049834581,0.035826131032981406,0.110485081701607,0.20151110410116213,0.11903320486246972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689888818942811,0.0,0.059934324768602686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634489271704673,0.0,0.08965841626701207,0.0,0.0,0.0931873639811132,0.0,0.05851874773701483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060255122757825484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538159326666805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590426826715746,0.0,0.0,0.05347196357732389,0.4374116807046405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390768746586248,0.0,0.0,0.09332270073610137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765463596609324,0.04438755654334853,0.0,0.047347930677137294,0.0,0.0,0.059282830550786925,0.13319010917924526,0.0,0.25291889329097905,0.17313439574431724,0.0,0.04481198836221775,0.0,0.057764003954863335,0.0,0.0,0.05504920863766066,0.0,0.059881732833821075,0.0,0.08427054378350021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608185226492593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0353121905034814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078891259264387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227957977110228,0.0,0.05828574588483529,0.0,0.02895310564288233,0.04294353800768593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037211440909531865,0.05147633933968005,0.0528020360270679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058938611125588736,0.0,0.04478905818738528,0.0,0.09969953529895546,0.07033239634900867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531946402050551,0.0,0.04205093235497771,0.05599351093914436,0.1161838256426299,0.039063650970629,0.0,0.05088140558921007,0.0,0.04943926720745274,0.051617987865053186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070977473357026,0.0,0.05605824563233649,0.0,0.0,0.05705037108404696,0.05029172250817035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782992708276626,0.09960460606277544,0.0,0.050455588347696485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052697086812843005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379100204437896,0.05274470351493124,0.0,0.0,0.04796046988596405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357978146047324,0.0,0.1054417540013167,0.0,0.04463799097370875,0.08111563290823917,0.0,0.0,0.1491567131812913,0.0,0.04207257616371711,0.0440452049369028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547576323597316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850327178618157,0.0,0.0,0.0350001313758964,0.03375703028275528,0.051760613078895096,0.3764185412659856,0.061439563780111464,0.12110232646403485,0.09987432576893053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031073698152628414,0.0418171783422021,0.33807190815627514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507611973387332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038353727755597165,0.05350197124265931,0.0,0.11227311285684632,0.0,0.0640154049834581,0.033926015304056874
anxiety,oldostudio,2020/02/24,"I am very afraid .. I am very afraid..

I am 19 years old, I dropped out of school this year due to financial needs, so I decided to create my own game and collect some money to help myself and then go back to study. .. After a full year of work my first indie game is now available worldwide on the Google Play Store..

Game Link: [Old Love: Story](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.AhmedEssid.OldLoveStory)

I did everything to make it successful and I am now afraid of failure.. Number of downloads is very low.. :(

I want your advice .. I really need you!",2.966121794871796,5.831182855769235,2.9938461538461536,89.03448717948721,81.01923076923076,6.1589743589743575,22.128205128205128,7.492282038375204,0.9812782051282052,443,14,84,7,12,134,72,104,0.03,0.792,0.17800000000000002,0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,3,4,7,0,3,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,11,13,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,14,3,12,12,3,18,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,12,49,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994572482417228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733497892280907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838932185809816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404394770985898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628643984577605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714796558079656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467146987656796,0.0,0.136580950319944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034363024435929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294144261966713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310805037801862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070795587020064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064821436499449,0.1206862113038438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896090157877034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39529272295546025
anxiety,OmgzKatya,2020/02/24,"I have a meeting with a nurse today to discuss my mental health and I'm terrified. I got a call last month from a nurse who works for a government run mental health service where I live. This service requires you being on some sort of waiting list. I was put on the list a few months ago by a doctor at a walk-in clinic who was concerned for my mental health when I had a sudden anxiety attack in the exam room.


The meeting is this afternoon and I'm terrified. I know I should be happy that I'm finally getting help but all I can think about is what I'm going to say. I'm so afraid of accidentally downplaying everything I've been feeling and them not taking me seriously.


I'm not sure how this meeting is going to go but normally they would've started with a psych eval but because the doctor who referred me was not a family doctor and doesn't know me well enough, they wanted to have a meeting first to, I guess, discuss what all this is for.


I know I need help. I'm a mess and anxiety has played a huge negative role in my day to day life. And yet I dont know how to express that into words. It's like I blank when people ask me to talk about my mental health.


Has anyone been through a similar experience? How did it go? What did you talk about? How do you describe what you're going through?",2.657327001356851,4.236685791044779,4.307177747625509,85.87940976933515,75.4179104477612,7.260786974219811,25.241519674355487,8.00094639256281,1.424150746268657,1024,35,212,16,22,344,137,268,0.109,0.8109999999999999,0.08,-0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,3,3,13,9,1,1,19,0,23,9,0,4,3,39,50,16,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,9,1,1,0,15,9,0,2,7,1,0,7,6,4,1,1,9,2,27,5,28,38,5,31,0,0,0,0,24,9,0,3,16,141,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913042636886382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575911247901473,0.0,0.0,0.07202076659375489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629212782154786,0.11717862516748045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278851678666171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517564307945416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285438162040067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162779824660998,0.0,0.0,0.1207165264104078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642767404050046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925707504454708,0.1007548437692986,0.09710027369378234,0.0,0.05208045286165136,0.0,0.0,0.11283267443627727,0.0,0.08761268617906601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381382546331849,0.0,0.2926895044369212,0.0,0.08237939194936507,0.0,0.11346732815968863,0.0,0.0,0.10964659017385606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379414266873245,0.0,0.0,0.13807893726426906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642685150190064,0.08395964688008274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275272563951736,0.050321136475356534,0.0,0.09095186162440078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152035455983853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442899655218352,0.0,0.0,0.076374013262573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091921240943408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140799624897869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035445583023997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191061181446241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290471133429692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707732125816028,0.0,0.07744401132802932,0.16557677106426394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599894824113303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763300269350136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075271962189096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926103621509822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498603022225206,0.0,0.0,0.07316902881407815,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jsaevus,2020/02/24,"The anxiety won't let up The past week, it has felt constant, and I'm losing sleep now. First, I have an upcoming trip in which I need to drive 4 hours there and back. I get anxious driving highways, so I'm thoroughly freaked out, but I'd be an asshole to cancel. On top of that, I'm applying for jobs,  and I can't remember the last time I've been so self-conscious. I'm constantly worrying about the strength of my resumes, changing them to fit the job, fretting over lack of experience. Don't even get me started on interviewing! I feel like I will crumble into a million pieces. I swear, I'm a day of anxiety away from a stomach ulcer. Please help me.",4.126031746031746,4.8764745187969964,5.433483709273187,82.4280367585631,70.72932330827068,8.918629908103592,33.574770258980784,9.150863307647796,2.8825361737677526,513,25,106,10,9,172,95,133,0.13699999999999998,0.715,0.147,0.7479,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,7,4,0,0,10,0,9,3,2,0,0,11,20,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,2,2,11,2,18,14,2,25,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,13,65,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26510767900293103,0.1957498620617438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279626301982295,0.13323671268148254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833005070538728,0.0,0.0,0.37449443766028495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174714567097276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444558705494212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949484189259156,0.0,0.0,0.08761234490812622,0.12378670358753426,0.16636984119421225,0.0,0.0,0.147386446508798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105662213968976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161416501914907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706396052711729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438946482425029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412411209319322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718400870797366,0.0,0.08465273481318257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384885102060048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284801883300326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654092697108548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020239373662992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628522560096148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807621676941808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339874890501053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264395495591073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103723703807024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389896404641934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759677646734353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spikesSKULLS,2020/02/24,"Nichiren Buddhism Does anyone practice Nichiren Buddhism? If so, for how long? Share your experiences.",7.445999999999998,11.2089056,3.666666666666668,77.68000000000005,93.0,4.666666666666667,45.0,6.42735559955562,4.2589999999999995,84,6,10,1,3,22,13,15,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040501866410781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056854739743332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652538199101568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113841678852018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a-very-picky-pikachu,2020/02/24,"Switching From Effexor XR To Celexa I've been taking 150mg of Effexor XR for about 2 years now and it's stopped working so my doctor is now putting me on 10mg of Celexa/50mg of Seroquel. She explained to me that since I can't just quit Effexor cold turkey that she wants me to continue taking the 150mg for 1 month while I ALSO begin taking the Celexa/Seroquel, then just full stop on the Effexor.  
I knew I'd have to wean off the Effexor but I expected decreasing doasages, taking it every other day, or something else. It seems (imo) that her way is still a sudden stop, just with a month's worth of the Celexa/Seroquel in my system. Will the new drugs be enough to make up for the sudden stop? I once had to go a week without Effexor and it was hell so I'd really like to not have to do that again.",3.9855797495917247,4.5022244550898245,5.098573761567773,85.54880783886775,70.91616766467065,8.467936853565595,27.75666848121938,8.575989854853784,1.80962754491018,632,21,135,10,11,209,99,167,0.094,0.865,0.04,-0.8232,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,11,2,1,0,10,0,11,2,0,1,0,20,22,9,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,4,3,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,4,1,13,1,24,16,2,30,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,21,86,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555910567790973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125706202297484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607041679592523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207923720393904,0.0,0.13115989594612698,0.0,0.0,0.16223106020050287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228586925976027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923116857048291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670609542575041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480394633870428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506443054295667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163914150024782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720821577057374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783623594929494,0.0,0.16699715468135265,0.0,0.0,0.1005832369158946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293403248667966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298785002283026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087229896674714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253866566045252,0.525062308046833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722013960070144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260728662145362,0.12462550808775187,0.12594221141426035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134994618932052,0.0,0.11430357087907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110789542186706
anxiety,smolegge,2020/02/24,Work anxiety I’ve been feeling really anxious around work lately. I work with young people who are in care. I feel like i’ve made a mistake (i rearrange for a girl to see her sister as she had been recently arrested and i felt it wasnt the right time for them to see eachother) and now im so worried and scared about making the wrong decision or other professionals hating me. I feel so anxious all the time. I really hate it and i dont know how to overcome it,1.944093567251464,3.987197000000002,4.052982456140352,84.80532163742694,79.0,7.590643274853799,24.239766081871338,8.515128840125781,1.7470467836257308,365,13,74,8,9,125,64,95,0.27,0.6609999999999999,0.069,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,6,7,2,1,5,0,6,0,0,3,1,19,18,9,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,6,11,2,10,12,1,9,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,7,47,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264941805991667,0.37360243199332505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719874765698912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685878548513857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379185361353407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508215187399941,0.11812783166649772,0.15876429394595318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32650264577542576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860903324430685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908733886014272,0.0,0.18652477902656325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078286050366497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564604973012792,0.11037405215741122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146345771155719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185804209390333,0.0,0.16326560764397832,0.0,0.0,0.14121009880818955,0.0,0.0,0.16554666011650168,0.0,0.26352900741456536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192836700275184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611356843342165,0.16792345124025698,0.0,0.0,0.18078695938786155,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrsScorpio,2020/02/24,"Lexapro, Anxiety, Depression and soon to be RN Hello! I finished nursing school back in Mid December and was so happy and proud of myself. 
I’ve had anxiety for almost 12 yrs. it’s had it’s ups and downs. During those 12 yrs, I have had 2 series of periods with severe panic attacks. 
On my pinning day ( basically nursing graduation date), I woke up with a severe panic attack out of “the blue.” I continued on with my normal life and on 1/02/2020 I had the most severe panic attack of my life. 
For the first time in my panic / anxiety history, I absolutely thought and felt like I had a cardiac incident. It took me at 30 mins to get over the shortness of breathe , the rapid heart beat and the mentally breaking down. After that day until now, it’s a series of symptoms that have driven me in and out of ER and doctors offices. It didn’t feel like my “normal anxiety.” 
So my doctors have ran a series of tests and found that my EKGs have changed. I have an elevated HR and even elevated BP although it’s never been an issue in my health. I was referred to a cardiologist which I see on 2/26. 
I was also prescribed Lexapro and Xanax 3 weeks ago because one of the doctors is convinced that all my symptoms are due to uncontrollable anxiety. Well this soon to be RN can’t even get herself to start the medication. Anxiety is crippling. I’ve never taken any meds for it and I can’t seem to accept the fact that maybe I absolutely need them at this point in my life. 
I’m 39 yrs old and I am afraid that at some point I’ll have a nervous breakdown that throws me into psychosis. Having the health knowledge I have now about mental health  is not the best thing for my anxious self. THERE’S MORE.
This is now causing me some depression. All I do is cry when I’m not anxious. This health issue was not in my plans. I was supposed to take my boards and start my new career but here I am crippled by my symptoms and frozen by constant fear. 
I would like to thank those of you that post about your experiences with meds and anxiety. It helps even though I haven’t taken my own meds. I guess knowing that I am not alone and knowing that some of you have had positive outcomes from med use is promising. I definitely will try to take the meds but I will try after my cardiologist runs the test he needs to this week and I can absolutely know that I don’t have an arrhythmia like they think or any other issue.",4.04654986522911,5.325744406708598,5.186358790056904,82.15294339622642,71.38993710691823,7.967151841868824,28.72291105121294,8.418075326091056,2.014514752920036,1890,72,374,30,35,625,222,477,0.105,0.81,0.086,0.5529999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,2,6,19,25,3,8,22,0,44,17,2,2,5,63,73,29,0,5,7,0,2,4,0,3,15,0,0,1,29,26,0,0,12,0,0,5,11,13,2,2,22,4,54,12,59,46,9,62,0,2,2,0,10,25,0,8,34,265,83,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057198627089823026,0.0,0.06461371830182623,0.0668297346160639,0.0,0.05160161859215113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776012502436516,0.0,0.3455368309629864,0.14579259104429004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022377312113126,0.0,0.04961670307060016,0.0,0.039334602921180656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771631813282464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662862330407952,0.06826021633335043,0.0,0.0,0.06972995258222164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087905540332076,0.08322818589796001,0.0,0.11115272867328932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813605241363128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785693814482962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311905384732475,0.0,0.07260997030555376,0.032626410657681015,0.046097565696280415,0.06195531880293369,0.0,0.0,0.054885995052580364,0.0,0.07074970228183279,0.0,0.0,0.06742460451682522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108293882547607,0.0,0.0,0.06868939269268191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743535442955497,0.0,0.07646391660554949,0.04325058503549822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204592079980446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638581802444018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136730395345408,0.12609706507487814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482529076590263,0.0,0.35837058521208165,0.06500340809186751,0.1300545659731862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569079312344801,0.09953324340960897,0.062319854072628085,0.0,0.0,0.1264440490203346,0.0,0.0,0.06770944460254287,0.0,0.04372465676592563,0.0,0.0,0.3028306043790536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199632543386545,0.0,0.06179831053338351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653040096134582,0.051419066788871766,0.058742274312912825,0.06731495111502175,0.2186888865664351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913440233398555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120244037114876,0.09703141880422844,0.0,0.0,0.05940710137144585,0.0,0.0,0.04286837312393788,0.041345815367819054,0.06339671273685397,0.05122663462937549,0.03762577512082755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169103767277561,0.08761817589759617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572996212686459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351813073154274,0.0,0.0580168477935677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458375964558791,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoshuaIsWhoIAm,2020/02/24,Love for all of you. No matter what happens today or tomorrow. I love you guys.  😘stay safe.,-1.7023684210526326,-0.3670961052631547,1.1677631578947398,95.1505921052632,115.31578947368419,4.0052631578947375,15.276315789473689,5.985473137389443,-0.2786947368421049,70,2,15,1,4,24,17,19,0.083,0.451,0.466,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727759161073285,0.33292138351210954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6795785794632486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40127923043009583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568604802032133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beans_foruwu,2020/02/24,"Giving up fighting Each day I’m drowned by a sea of fear. 

People tell me i catastrophise life, but the worst case scenarios that happen in my head do become my reality, time and time again. I don’t know who to put my trust in anymore. 

I am very tired of fighting, every day. I just don’t want to anymore. I can’t focus on anything, apart from how petrified I am on what BS the next day brings. I feel alone, without anyone to share my joys and burdens with. 

Life just plays itself like a monochromatic, lifeless, film, and I don’t want to be in it anymore. 

And anything that would lessen my pain is so inaccessible, and so condemned.

I’m done.",1.8603756708407888,4.098812759689924,3.098604651162791,90.52121645796066,80.31782945736434,5.519618366129994,23.87656529516995,6.67199483983844,0.7076268336314846,502,18,104,5,13,162,83,129,0.27,0.607,0.12300000000000001,-0.9771,0,1,0,0,4,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,2,1,4,0,11,5,1,1,0,17,20,9,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,1,14,5,16,17,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,8,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944150566231667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867452940915464,0.11439376430943267,0.0,0.2692596989311862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068467404209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31652772257239564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742083070222746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378410686910936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409683601694,0.08272168336376565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694118039781915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467200256867335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790203213184085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991094204168519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311127343761828,0.07992728344888078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399173427162246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740832135998034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342047410840587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446439489851414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299466150489254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079435298707004,0.18803551491371395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349881252992026,0.1929924553229143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770572054154758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621759990587957,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seniilisiili,2020/02/24,First panic attack in ages Used to suffer from daily panic attacks and anxiety but have been better for a few years now. Today a health scare triggered a panic attack while I was walking to university. I feel super frustrated - I don't have the time to deal with this shit right now. I'm supposed to graduate in May and the last time I had anxiety it lasted for months. The most annoying part is not knowing how long this phase is going to last. Just need some love and understanding. Feeling pretty lonely and helpless right now. ❤️,4.616176470588236,6.435649784313724,5.462892156862747,78.60551470588237,70.76470588235293,7.845098039215688,26.47549019607843,8.472884824447931,1.99258431372549,426,14,74,7,8,139,73,102,0.34299999999999997,0.508,0.149,-0.9764,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,16,6,4,6,0,9,3,1,3,0,19,18,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,13,0,1,3,2,4,3,11,14,4,21,0,3,0,1,2,4,1,3,15,50,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118199818886128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472503276318897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244328816749515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273064162409055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000383075627934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177611849929682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868144302082147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716048443830582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608571175581014,0.3385532828424613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251940463139314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249519527292702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050542065115028,0.0,0.0,0.1026551598485089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873058799833703,0.0,0.14992236561433953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408482635791544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364624240448021,0.0,0.0,0.13860752479481545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211172903761105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614567016690822,0.0,0.13122960375977535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412605252263666,0.0,0.11957196682661353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915399450705362
anxiety,thotstetter,2020/02/24,"Anyone else have problems with admitting your anxiety is causing you distress? For the past 2/3 days I’ve been feeling a dizzy/vertigo feeling that comes and goes. It’s sometimes accompanied by a cold feeling in my head and occasionally chest tightening which leads to nausea (if any of you have felt any of this, please let me know!) I’ve made sure to check my sugar levels, my heartbeats per minute and my blood pressure. Even used my mom’s incentive spirometer a bit ago and I’m still able to take deep breaths and breathe well in general, everything is normal. My levels are nothing out of the ordinary at the moment...BUT I still don’t feel reassured there’s nothing wrong with me even though a good chunk of me is telling me “Relax, it’s only your anxiety disorder messing with you again.” How do you cope with that feeling? Do you go get checked by a health professional either way? Or do you ride it out?",5.526206896551724,6.759449839080464,5.73051724137931,79.80370689655173,67.85057471264368,9.248275862068963,32.89080459770115,9.516144504307137,3.0469287356321835,728,32,136,15,12,231,114,174,0.079,0.768,0.153,0.8868,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,8,0,1,9,10,0,2,8,0,12,7,5,5,1,32,27,9,0,3,3,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,12,1,0,8,1,2,4,1,5,1,0,3,8,19,5,19,23,2,19,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,6,82,26,2,0.14397801020454362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762781891029296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958199683108688,0.0,0.22028556744266412,0.0,0.0,0.10067277239049738,0.14752248598862452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571866971656527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479050770482796,0.0,0.12402430710693654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285390557832968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501127336423296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027515267114823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019223570229374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939815181615302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639980400729097,0.0,0.13824146856345032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522256785864855,0.0,0.08182602117378934,0.12076192396914492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477629761268114,0.1530418921321429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912654905815875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472272702427846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623547449818715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862530542757656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106788057438144,0.2763015677993364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950176465817436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744330219167086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804461941958053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377675111107421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239793360048186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299620498666525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569757070802144,0.0,0.10825354538936344,0.0,0.1258431270064537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145766400967816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435077336795855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428304287562525,0.0,0.0,0.1294535222377904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574173521119726,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iam100pcme,2020/02/24,"Job interview Anxiety is sky high at the moment, I have a job interview in two hours for a job that I have wanted for the past two years. I've put so much pressure on myself and I feel sick. I just wanted to link in with people who understand!!",1.2170588235294133,3.2038095294117674,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,81.15686274509805,7.217254901960787,20.003921568627447,8.238735603445708,0.9908321568627452,190,5,41,4,5,65,37,51,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.7942,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,0,8,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,28,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521553409196682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920030993810367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281828853522224,0.0,0.0,0.2126857556759609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6429471020353886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876191117784616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616664852426947,0.1497255667718894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710828607928453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219402549083562,0.2248311281285628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547679771493773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390768206812597
anxiety,Bojanglekun,2020/02/24,"I’m not sure where else to post this so I’m posting it here This fear may be a bit childish, but ever since I was a kid I’ve felt like something was out to get me, whether that be a person or some sort of creature. This feeling primarily surfaces when I’m alone in my house, it feels like if I move from my exact spot something is going appear from around the corner, so I compulsively stay in one spot. These things I imagine are usually more paranormal in nature than something more realistic like a stalker or something. I’ve had (or at least been close to having) panic attacks because a  reflection catches me off guard or I hear a random noise and my mind twists it into something bizarre. For example: I once spent about seven minutes panicking because I thought I saw some bizarre entity outside, in reality it was just the reflection of my recliner but my brain twisted the image into something more sinister. Does anyone else relate to this or am I just insane? I’d there a name for this?",4.888556624722426,6.303545616580312,5.682801628423388,78.87358808290155,69.51813471502591,8.20858623242043,32.43856402664693,8.634040054169528,2.729764174685418,796,36,143,13,14,260,121,193,0.175,0.769,0.057,-0.9748,0,1,6,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,2,10,0,12,1,1,0,3,37,25,13,0,1,12,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,12,6,0,1,7,0,1,4,1,3,0,2,9,5,16,4,22,13,7,24,0,0,1,0,4,14,0,12,6,100,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360587355171455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918563067658648,0.13460313455232878,0.0,0.1169463222999609,0.0,0.14945127980239672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016272894905195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434209978677826,0.0,0.0,0.14665132614716694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496195660884685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948399865692086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883084294595955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478267241740094,0.1328482958685928,0.09385008836391306,0.1261349066147955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863491592481777,0.0,0.0746600686947925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806248714796802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158226641982514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925408726191528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264530947778722,0.0,0.0,0.13962452906232556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990376990192496,0.08901908027423243,0.0,0.0,0.15413329614585608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470640295812667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516305065873169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866985050590623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068059595359842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002194718173014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381379181641773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727577139769434,0.0,0.0,0.10429236585351193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468446862109866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tstcab,2020/02/24,"It truly feels so awful to know how inferior you are to everyone around you. Every time It starts to feel like I belong I like ""wake up"" and realize how far behind I am because of anxiety and it destroys the rest of my week",2.2384782608695666,3.9953874130434817,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,77.04347826086956,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,1.9341043478260864,175,6,35,4,4,62,35,46,0.205,0.652,0.14300000000000002,-0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,9,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,8,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766497263416483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32193175262489226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044929255450005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046930199074075,0.3455576665567817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657069660772105,0.2583520613286156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874509617155228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35335311309304124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559670599027425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087223185707385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29008172183739783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quinn78466,2020/02/24,"I need help feeling out my future I’ve recently started the eleventh grade, and right out of the gate they’ve been grooming us for university and higher education, which is great, being someone with general and social anxiety, especially around school, it’s always good to have a plan. But the more I’ve thought of university, the more I’ve realized how incredibly worried about it I am, anxiety has held me back a lot in life, I’m not a social person as I tend to think most people are idiots, and so I focus more on doing well in school and hanging on to the few close friend I have. My big issue is that university requires a level of independence and confidence that I just don’t think I can muster. I’ve had an easy high school career, I don’t have trouble with schoolwork or anything, and so studying hasn’t been too big an obstacle for me. And then I realized how much more I’m going to have to do in college. I feel that it will be too stressful for me to go to university, and that I should just skip it and find some low level job that follows a daily routine, hopefully one devoid of stress. But I also think I would get incredibly bored of this, I think I’m a pretty smart guy, and worry that living a mediocre life won’t be enough for me. What should I do?",9.882941176470588,6.212440921568633,9.99578431372549,68.81602941176472,61.352941176470594,13.023529411764708,39.617647058823536,10.793553405168565,4.033658823529412,1005,36,199,18,10,338,140,255,0.096,0.78,0.124,0.8392,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,3,13,12,1,2,14,0,27,2,0,3,0,47,46,21,0,5,6,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,13,17,0,2,10,0,0,4,5,6,1,1,5,2,22,6,28,33,10,25,0,1,0,0,7,16,0,5,5,142,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021371515701298,0.10627276545987263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540997046219988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510217714801896,0.1136973368872692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820832873453383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319682733929892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915752418044246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673321037780528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867568537134727,0.0,0.06672811085172546,0.0,0.14517174743889014,0.10712496633221846,0.0,0.1408110804745911,0.0,0.1264622780093609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560761619092683,0.1349425498386757,0.0,0.12685417431356458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330586261878075,0.12674178904948494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042396724046286,0.0,0.0,0.11277856298806885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858245971687168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093888448638601,0.09470231077792347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654596536498052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854454498220707,0.11151964665297852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993653752707796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610749133313526,0.0,0.0,0.10907166284792087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877765296905741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260387671948709,0.10821622630390404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040044296505242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926042638381257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32734971702270343,0.0,0.1013949307854467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363070279896407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483507181331128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594104842716017,0.0,0.09072819156755446,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ugh-Kid,2020/02/24,"Still the same Had more than a couple months to try work out my anxiety, thought that I did but now everyone’s moved back in to my student flat and I still can’t go out of my room when anyone’s in the kitchen/lounge",3.5397163120567363,3.703295595744685,4.07744680851064,93.73333333333336,71.76595744680851,7.9687943262411345,26.30496453900709,7.793537801064563,1.0255304964539005,171,5,42,2,3,54,38,47,0.033,0.9670000000000001,0.0,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,8,2,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,29,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24113382095615885,0.0,0.0,0.2204012778012684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423760619938029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34877247200215705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30119545607150944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791403891624536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515966065183766,0.33501700320018474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034522089032418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502405279326275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400604150301944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294757145734405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gaymbers,2020/02/24,"What do I do about intrusive suicidal thoughts? They’re really getting out of control and I’m just more worried than usual? [20m] 
I feel like such a burden to anyone I’m around. I hate myself and it’s just too easy to focus on what I dislike than what I like about me, which isn’t much. 

The self harm hasn’t been great and I’ve just been doing stuff that isn’t outwardly noticeable because that’s not the kind of attention I want. But night time is always the worse. I just cycle through trauma and sad memories and just more evidence that I shouldn’t be here. I know I sound so pathetic and I am. But I don’t know what to do. 

I am in therapy fyi which helps in someways I guess. I’m not on any meds as I just don’t like them and all of them mess with my sleep.

I’m not brave enough to kill myself so no worries there but the pain is just too much. All I do is think about ways to kill myself in a way where maybe my family will think I just ran away or ran off with the some guy because they’re all that’s really stopping me. But they hate me too. 

I live with my grandma who’s sick and anytime I go to my parents house they seem so annoyed to see me. Sometimes they’re okay but mostly they just seem to think it better if I’m not there. My mom just says I’m too much Alot and I know she’s right. My younger brother hates me and doesn’t care how I am tho I hope he’s well. 

The more I type this out the more I think I should just do it. I’ve been stock piling meds to use if I wanted an out but it still scares me. I don’t wanna vegetate myself I just want to die even if nothing comes after. I just feel like such a waste.

I just wish I could turn off this fear and just swallow the pills I have. I even have some nausea pills to try and keep everything down long enough to work. I just didn’t think life would be like this when I was younger. I thought it would be better. I didn’t think I’d only be good as a sex object or be assaulted and recorded when I was 14. I didn’t think I’d always be this little bitch just feeling bad for himself. I really thought it would just be better but I didn’t deal with any of the bullying or the trauma when it was happening and now that’s it’s all caught up to me I just think it’s too late.

Anyway sorry for posting this. It’s 2am here and I can’t sleep and my heart is just racing and I’m sure this won’t be read anyway and that’s okay.",-0.05564285714285688,1.874691580952384,1.821678571428574,98.69994642857144,85.57142857142857,5.121428571428573,17.18452380952381,6.367922702773337,-0.4714047619047626,1860,41,456,18,56,612,216,525,0.192,0.6970000000000001,0.111,-0.9942,1,0,0,0,0,3,34.0,0,0,5,5,51,36,8,2,16,2,49,11,3,3,5,111,96,41,4,15,37,3,3,5,0,7,5,2,0,2,30,27,2,3,20,1,0,5,19,18,1,0,16,6,68,18,47,64,17,38,0,1,1,1,17,18,1,14,17,309,98,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733782497387705,0.0,0.0,0.104069411965797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350300234454728,0.0,0.0,0.06811703601527966,0.0,0.0,0.07189096162145915,0.0,0.06388913993035132,0.09328904202857256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302124229998292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780149638732699,0.0,0.0,0.06591328157909783,0.0,0.0,0.08582118298075761,0.06109321124897375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888645867670924,0.0,0.0,0.07941336233738902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812661716953644,0.0,0.10107852789852267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876923576859006,0.0,0.07213414153724246,0.08610376193578836,0.116069047443476,0.10932861715351233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03997737550023039,0.0,0.04348681077068923,0.06417947323623198,0.0,0.08436110908691079,0.08429294787711622,0.07576462018876443,0.06766440932640788,0.0,0.0,0.2266363624219949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067392321435268,0.05128824680424455,0.0,0.0,0.07599940857869973,0.0,0.08829123052294906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068012507764195,0.16931114595205832,0.07968148025075286,0.12615649214526475,0.0,0.08631537491271052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404676226815989,0.1869135813291068,0.0766909052344368,0.06756659080262017,0.06771581659391981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687238240198824,0.0,0.1699879805709275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961668480377742,0.0,0.0,0.16874809065251953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180674158706869,0.0,0.07342086186138133,0.08711598575117252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819521040419241,0.08142029980045506,0.0,0.08496392583023865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328287004950587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653847455471027,0.0,0.147057724129542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534575558110693,0.0,0.06085000012111087,0.07660763416032762,0.0,0.06097475411597542,0.13931780392475807,0.07982471967880336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314605595364605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567802886894975,0.08565537640546582,0.0,0.0,0.06110718817520994,0.06397228008624069,0.0,0.0,0.0875945373697187,0.08369801859324452,0.0,0.07211709056326676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875047360232074,0.0,0.0,0.3922359674287821,0.0,0.1822396814516527,0.044618125720476236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051950541550886783,0.08322935869280115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660867835569824,0.08427351083889767,0.0,0.13539648579564734,0.12147248487802105,0.0,0.0,0.06879866263077276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799165665707441,0.0,0.0,0.055705846251535636,0.15541501484234313,0.07797814244327968,0.16306808044420326,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,william-shakesbeer,2020/02/24,"I'm finally doing it. I called my PCP and arranged an appointment for an evaluation on my anxiety.

During my last year of college (late 2018), i was diagnosed with GAD, and since then, life has been pretty hard to live with it. I've gotten married to my high school sweetheart, I'm making money and being an adult. Should be a great accomplishment, but idk... something just seems off all the time. And that's what pushed me to call.

I've been dealing with it for a while, longer than college I know, but never got the diagnosis until then. As you can tell, my mind is all over the place, but I'm hoping to get answers or something. Wish me luck.",3.5745669291338587,5.157402716535434,4.50788188976378,85.3633976377953,73.01574803149607,7.2847244094488195,25.298425196850395,7.908726449838941,1.3484399999999999,503,16,101,7,10,163,89,127,0.02,0.8370000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9517,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,8,0,10,2,0,1,3,24,21,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,11,4,16,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,10,65,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432079583511678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823055171092084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299561447311275,0.0,0.19000468403697265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050691238207536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978045950992508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972143319604989,0.20638933929821104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769498140433106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778772814292664,0.0,0.18593245031253786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288056247662987,0.15259348684252014,0.21117044799824425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222533080072704,0.0,0.0,0.1653015730271975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495786438188365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901925660549626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438065510881473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558479941949453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045032564571476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945701689679265,0.0,0.17042040945008072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548542834942577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28823235898008115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163621589015918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915818423731936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527146901896707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055105867132312
anxiety,dalekusa,2020/02/24,"Leaks about one of my fave shows giving me dread Lately, there have been a lot of leaks about the upcoming final run of one of my favorite TV shows, and they have me really concerned about how it will all end. I have been feeling very anxious for several days now, and I just need a way to try and put it aside. I can't bring myself to pick up a video game, and trying to watch another show only briefly helps.",10.568928571428572,5.611938035714289,9.658571428571431,75.68642857142859,61.5,13.104761904761903,37.52380952380953,9.725611199111238,3.238266666666667,321,8,70,4,3,102,61,84,0.06,0.7979999999999999,0.141,0.7275,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,11,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,2,9,0,12,8,2,10,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,5,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527379691429548,0.0,0.27229205965351905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544256396744424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134785031220639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187056274187022,0.0,0.0,0.2640334477457025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312151928575661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155540958810216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718891094288585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491265303450906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871856836364888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266524523134431,0.1833119991174472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422988452633766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440815609289596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27229205965351905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272832097619157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988726307870317,0.0,0.19131612280544105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maraudingmouse,2020/02/24,"Seeking a little support My husband is away for three nights and out of contact as well. He's on an assessment week for a course so they had to hand their phones in this morning.
I realise three nights might not seem like much but I have separation anxiety and usually when my husband is away we at least have some contact.

It's really set off my anxiety, I've only eaten two bananas and had a smoothie today. I had a sob earlier to release some emotion and I have friends staying for the next two nights so I'm not alone.

Just after a bit of support and warm fuzzies",2.9447368421052644,4.916914000000002,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,75.66666666666667,7.016140350877192,30.69824561403509,7.908726449838941,2.1980098245614044,452,22,88,7,10,148,77,114,0.071,0.778,0.151,0.8524,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,9,2,1,0,0,15,14,10,0,0,4,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,4,2,10,6,16,9,5,19,0,1,0,0,10,8,1,4,10,65,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924294884011287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25001562356725754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30705718798036263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784008392586913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838136807650705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262497658164078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983362217417153,0.1637792371518752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733516444000765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012477652302288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378784535012318,0.4600462071822477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428027986833165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468430296744116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876186151878695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417277290794947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708703031654904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489308856488085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31925465277471604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799724657716946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310772353359861,0.0,0.14692475526651588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cream_soduh,2020/02/24,my anxiety keeps me from enjoying my relationship and i cant overcome it title pretty much says it. my boyfriend and i have been together for almost 3 years and for the past year i just cant shake the feeling he’ll get bored of me because im too anxious to even function at times. ive brought how i feel up to him a couple times but he always says the things that worry me don’t worry him. my fears are keeping me from living in the present and just being happy than i’m with such a great guy. if anyone has been through this and can give me advice of any kind i’d really appreciate it.,5.127626728110601,4.625805725806455,6.1637327188940105,82.4227419354839,68.35483870967742,9.02119815668203,29.81105990783411,8.418075326091056,1.9549737327188943,466,15,100,6,7,156,87,124,0.124,0.6940000000000001,0.182,0.8971,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,20,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,4,16,4,14,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,6,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597784314261158,0.0,0.0,0.17008268821184688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413308405691009,0.0,0.0,0.11550548687065668,0.0,0.12993665527333026,0.1918849159117533,0.0,0.11876477858604365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354047376330736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793849939287835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218593779433686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113122205508346,0.17176499904990594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874089194398016,0.16293794205915804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872629198910952,0.0,0.16818062439614362,0.0,0.18081108575483928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346978707984266,0.0,0.0,0.30194531415934284,0.0,0.17687518353543993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998282049315334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486109031229345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214337765142608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280099929529452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108811825382185,0.0,0.0,0.18235796008298766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701469627743603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128424169327176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808465281973728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34498680481206084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187588110850682
anxiety,ihateusernames0228,2020/02/24,Need advice please! My bf new psychiatrist has been switching his meds every 2 weeks for the past almost 2 months till they find his “cocktail” and since then his anxiety has been WAY worse and he’s irritable all the time. He just isn’t himself since this. Don’t most meds take more than that to tell if working? And isn’t it bad he keeps stopping meds so often without tapering off?,3.1439428571428567,5.427508613333334,3.535238095238096,88.80000000000004,76.2,6.419047619047619,24.04761904761905,7.447530270364453,1.018161904761905,306,10,61,4,7,95,59,75,0.17300000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,6,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,8,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903056060486466,0.0,0.0,0.18345821612819785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015504597633327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297258537834707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436221383083146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745049834221334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162845346831962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105145780533289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623636706890514,0.0,0.0,0.1358477941504259,0.0,0.17694523017739425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489454766778184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110941591149675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031061886874927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531716515202457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775101843743212,0.0,0.16013349813292474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683114616409023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454234638655345,0.14695990340798604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660777290645496,0.0,0.13337896442299552,0.0,0.1867065054491792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alanugly,2020/02/24,"First ever solo trip 2000 miles from home and kinda freaking out 
So heres the  Scoop I work for a company that represents children in the Foster care system I was recently asked to complete a trip to visit one of my clients who had moved out of state to Maryland dc area, I'm from California. At 1st my partner had said he would go with me so I extended the trip from a one or 2 day trip to a 5 day trip but once I found out that he would have to fly by himself since my company bought my ticket he backed out (he has pretty bad anxiety issues himself) now I'm left alone for 5 days 2000 miles away that I'm not sure how I'm going to deal with it seeing as it's my 1st time traveling by myself especially for such a long period of time in my opinion. Is there anybody who's been in a similar situation or just traveled by themselves in general how do you deal with the anxiety, I am stressing a little bit about being away from people for such long amount of time, I'm just not used to it. Thanks for any advice in advance",4.629349945828821,4.698186460093896,5.92394366197183,81.77362946912245,69.37558685446011,9.182954135066812,29.060671722643555,9.057496981413335,2.1705640303358607,808,27,170,14,13,273,124,213,0.08900000000000001,0.85,0.061,-0.7153,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,14,6,0,1,11,0,12,0,0,3,2,26,27,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,8,8,0,0,1,3,1,12,2,3,0,3,7,2,16,3,40,17,2,45,0,0,1,0,16,17,0,4,14,109,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450644128278794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256012901928958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360425279330066,0.0,0.21059819506133934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868077656554433,0.0,0.2586465943472482,0.10584156336835596,0.11492897080561235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027418770571932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403396495111127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431960180635428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663115674740969,0.28381473020602005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450902352912252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708193337890575,0.0,0.15092214181784305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645521010119032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807053372883346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366705031584212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955318550737706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379578253573792,0.0,0.24362541480085365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629630947051067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465888934782147,0.18654548744463176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542666278324584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003584469614344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590918618765752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093322010765324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968633704122234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138625009981566,0.15472028885198058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767345362626045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973007626909544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672628560969354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078811863424426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888227054452832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020819789598104,0.0,0.0,0.1955600662557031,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MichealLong,2020/02/24,"CBD products for Anxiety? Hey Guys!  
I've heard that CBD products help with anxiety. So, brought a pack of CBD gummies that had 25mg/gummy. It didn't help much.  


Does anybody use CBD products for anxiety? What quantity of CBD do you take in, has it helped?  
What's the ideal amount to take in?",0.8898684210526326,3.4628440175438584,2.094013157894736,92.73996710526316,91.28070175438593,5.6570175438596495,24.668859649122812,7.1686216300943375,1.3106859649122802,227,10,46,4,8,72,41,57,0.083,0.752,0.16399999999999998,0.7877,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,8,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.600538831215814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22899235664298698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590980335650166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261829542153897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236022630345875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39349200753558095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260019996350523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Taco2sday956,2020/02/24,"Anxiety of making mistakes So I work at a retail store and the thought of making a mistake (big or small) makes me anxietic which is why i work inside the freezers 6+ hours a day. Co-workers ask me why im the only one that works inside the 10F freezer when i can work outside of it at the sales floor. Truth is, Inside noone sees what i do. Also, making any mistakes infront of people causes me to blush intensily and makes me feel worse about it. Anyone else have a fear of making mistakes infront of people???",4.372478991596637,5.284581205882354,5.479131652661064,81.73323529411769,70.27450980392156,7.0050420168067244,28.296918767506998,6.868970318607317,1.506244817927171,401,14,75,3,7,133,66,102,0.188,0.79,0.022000000000000002,-0.9353,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,0,1,9,0,5,0,0,7,1,17,15,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,8,1,10,14,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,4,44,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574212111975445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842271712771312,0.0,0.11071957716440772,0.0,0.0,0.1011999734748462,0.1482950286804793,0.0,0.0,0.13530487444467354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867962328505244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093340160983287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090500709357828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286372805533414,0.07318084349041235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253185735081494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563353866943312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796583681670818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980741429706088,0.1100752012259285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067787856385266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533265851950568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490103433950093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611962209805178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268330669319722,0.0,0.14749426389306036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MML72795,2020/02/24,Freaking out right now I've had this pain on the right side of my stomach just under my rib cage. Genuinely worried that it's liver cancer or something. I've had the pain off and on for weeks. I have a Dr's appointment in a few weeks and have a blood test to test liver function (I think). Idk what I'd do if something was seriously wrong. I thankfully have health insurance but idk how good it is. But other than that nothing else is really wrong. My last blood test last October roughly said I was really low on vitamin D but I don't know if that could cause the pain I'm feeling. I'm really worried.,2.8503225806451624,4.384165967741936,4.4718064516129035,85.08770967741938,74.80645161290323,8.185806451612903,26.10967741935484,8.841846274778883,1.9261832258064515,476,17,99,10,10,160,76,124,0.243,0.677,0.08,-0.958,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,6,0,12,13,6,2,0,16,19,9,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,5,3,8,2,11,13,1,16,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,3,5,57,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009108331979147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442592853106295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018470948966926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879762037178939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071158622696905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565112431365595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856458426639561,0.2540615535345204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953312690379714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974757193231998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995061725911573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26617380712262684,0.14823996703803885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399472035689593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347696013424482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985627587104816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25001163788947245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165271088897346,0.0,0.0,0.34077416321161896,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meowrmalade,2020/02/24,Triggers What are triggers that cause your anxiety? Do you have any habits to prevent it from coming out of hand? I have bipolar and extreme anxiety lately i cant seem to stop taking things so personal and just over thinking the past and future constantly.,5.289255319148936,7.702597872340426,5.311648936170212,77.90875,70.27659574468085,8.104255319148937,33.026595744680854,8.841846274778883,3.2000255319148936,208,10,33,4,4,65,40,47,0.069,0.797,0.134,0.485,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,3,0,13,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915384524256616,0.0,0.4480719528868621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30084638537272185,0.0,0.2522716950365312,0.0,0.31647603467920665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303571816677437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795666077409737,0.0,0.25571277526352665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666074097880386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448428472392341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220193170404428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945621965455277,0.18765192307791875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,20lbsofCrazy5lbBag,2020/02/24,"Can I be whelmed please? Sometimes I just want to not “be”. I just want to not be anxious, or depressed. But also still want to be alive.

Oh.... wait. Whelmed.

I don’t want to be underwhelmed (depressed), and I don’t want to be overwhelmed (anxious).

I’m not even kidding. I never thought the movie “10 Things I Hate About You” would ever give me anything but feelings about Heath Ledger and Julia Stiles because I’m still not over those two. But it gave me the feeling I want.

I just want to exist without any extremes. That sounds so nice.",0.9357142857142868,3.493636428571431,1.3826190476190483,98.50821428571429,89.4761904761905,3.3809523809523814,23.690476190476193,4.65589566412798,-0.015095238095237828,415,17,86,1,14,125,61,105,0.055,0.7390000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.8223,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,11,5,1,1,2,0,10,0,0,0,2,28,26,8,0,8,12,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,3,12,1,10,17,0,5,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260803836870054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072139841479172,0.0,0.0,0.3562211093196733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297404775583855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610787343079193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715840909904627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413272721641466,0.142612200584538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943493581326987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512415246263314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565628688949287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159685937258947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306297684835267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559294481296354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518144373293453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474208133319883,0.0,0.0,0.12516416975432038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540105918574756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6509423204700077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197829885399056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199690835524304,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AwwQt,2020/02/24,Hydroxyzine for anxiety attacks? has anyone who has ever taken hydroxyzine for anxiety attacks think it helps?,8.309411764705883,12.538709647058829,8.548529411764708,48.913382352941206,70.17647058823529,12.811764705882355,43.79411764705883,11.20814326018867,8.137964705882354,92,6,8,4,2,30,12,17,0.396,0.4970000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916368412778822,0.0,0.0,0.2246830983769907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7311240302312609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906635691755203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153823467343394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589683895042374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jazzy__cat,2020/02/24,"Relieve momentary social anxiety? So I’m (16f)  a generally confident and sassy person outwardly, but in the inside I have a lot of anxiety and self-deprecation. These two personalities are sometimes at odds- for instance, if I make a witty joke or am sassy in any way— never disrespectfully— then I can sometimes question myself and my relationships afterwards to the point I feel physically sick. Rationally I feel secure in my personality and knowledge of social boundaries, but I can’t shake this physically anxious feeling that can linger for hours. I’m on Zoloft for ocd so idk if that’s a side effect or if this anxiety should have been mitigated more than it has. Idk, any thoughts or advice appreciated.",6.40142857142857,8.730318031746034,7.773206349206351,61.77457142857147,67.0952380952381,10.754285714285713,34.822222222222216,10.793553405168565,4.594418412698413,576,28,88,18,10,197,86,126,0.14,0.7390000000000001,0.121,-0.1026,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,0,10,2,0,2,1,24,17,15,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,3,9,3,12,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,8,4,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630531421873371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694032188328445,0.0,0.3829411117740343,0.1885037055872664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531074836491408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432296592586407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185795380105404,0.0,0.0,0.11137999140608354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869230924176978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43708575742505423,0.0,0.0,0.15773613218333962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692079313794094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914462455603805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407081712063802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401844315737535,0.0,0.0,0.3300565633378694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246778019698902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299745582325528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244528001772773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vzoreo,2020/02/24,aiws do other people have aiws (alice in wonderland syndrome) on here and if u do can we talk about it please🙏 dm me,-1.1605999999999987,0.8678888400000027,2.4235000000000007,88.81925000000004,100.6,4.1000000000000005,14.25,5.985473137389443,-0.3727999999999998,91,2,18,1,4,33,23,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6531426546722789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7572348860476834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gl1tter4ndg0ld,2020/02/24,"Anxiety Amplified - Tips on How To Tackle Anxiety + OCD? I've (discretely) exhibited OCD tendencies for as long as I can remember. Panic attacks and anxiety have walked hand in hand with establishing ritualistic tendencies and calming my nerves. However, recently it has gone beyond touching door handles four times, or circling my apartment to make sure all electrical outlets have nothing plugged into them before leaving the house.

Recently, I've been beyond anxious to drive. So much so that I feel like I've done something wrong while driving, I'll turn the car around and go back, to then drive back on my normal route of wherever I was going. Whereas former ticks have been discrete to the point of friends not noticing, this new OCD routine has me arriving late for things and is beginning to become debilitating.

Yes, I'm in therapy. Yes, I'm actively working on addressing this but wondering if anyone has experienced intensified ticks, if you were able to identify why they developed, and if there are some pieces of advice you can share get this back into a manageable state.",10.881634671320533,9.895443958115184,10.293996509598603,59.05884235020362,57.06282722513089,14.352763234438624,45.829552065154154,13.205437297517054,6.42455974403723,880,47,133,28,9,285,133,191,0.066,0.8320000000000001,0.102,0.7834,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,1,10,8,1,1,4,2,15,2,2,2,2,24,26,17,0,4,6,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,8,1,3,0,1,6,5,11,5,25,20,4,34,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,6,14,86,17,2,0.14421940565192615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092953407038636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33098235173355395,0.16292687796493052,0.0,0.10084156170003096,0.0,0.0,0.128385847319802,0.0,0.1640703941184641,0.0,0.3326874624410814,0.0,0.0,0.15927900279930704,0.12272009194864696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758652389006985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292166480590019,0.10303037221413586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142355505497438,0.0,0.07534868701667627,0.0,0.16392642353899425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640983085426814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268577133052206,0.1527075269471102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045831679796873,0.0,0.0,0.12762963568192495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626757315469887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601785725166084,0.0,0.0,0.13928800066662947,0.0,0.0,0.14130439685970989,0.13838240934190296,0.16419474921450253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692103987256923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633395417257596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847985286450805,0.0,0.16337247271070598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102714439351928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359250830603817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492745920881008,0.0,0.09581296479458484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409549521737619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568692997044395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301355817072848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639979344155225,0.10499344495943358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768128013879326,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Im11SoStfu,2020/02/24,"A difficult road ahead I can't make friends. I'm not good looking. I'm always questioning myself. I cant speak correctly or respond appropriately to people's questions/conversations. I get nervous talking to people. I used to enjoy learning about cars but now, my brain doesn't have the willpower to even read a short article about them. My memory is horrible and I can't follow simple instructions given to me all at once. It's like my mind is trying to suck the info in as much as possible but i quickly forget and often end up asking for it again. Food doesn't taste good anymore. Watching more and more of porn. Self esteem and confidence were shot down with an ak47. It seems everyone around me is succeeding with flying colors and I'm here with an empty canvas. Needless to say, IQ is low. Boy does death sound ao sweet right now.

Just needed to express myself fellow redditors. Anyone else feel anything mentioned above?",3.5967816091954,6.347459252873563,4.523678160919541,79.84747126436783,77.16091954022987,7.085057471264367,25.75862068965517,8.167268648758528,2.0549448275862074,746,28,124,14,18,241,124,174,0.171,0.733,0.096,-0.879,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,11,11,1,1,6,0,11,4,1,2,2,27,25,10,1,1,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,3,9,2,0,5,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,9,14,7,23,23,4,17,0,1,3,1,13,9,1,4,7,78,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940374597902012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806983792038655,0.1255486965171505,0.18397482639099005,0.1477580724329014,0.1598415922018202,0.16785923983634013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044222861277125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712937205380414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499947630595825,0.0,0.15903201173961898,0.0,0.0,0.11859406825255735,0.0,0.0,0.1715720402527043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078816124917796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711804052380895,0.0,0.13872337816496444,0.0,0.09380982681885162,0.0,0.0,0.3012036280161187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772126971903793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078057637896589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985403758813624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812988818122055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199323335631427,0.1331374028130806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191219705727918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489609948344604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242074480556904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114215743722316,0.0,0.1796031118379713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333858057728975,0.0,0.14278896255347268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345969308176525,0.18731452565936368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431912324604135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190573405715838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507745675950446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RuDarkBlue,2020/02/24,"Music for Anxiety Hi everyone.   
I struggle with really bad anxiety among other things and I'm sure a lot of you do too as well. One of the main things that helps calm me down when it gets bad is music. But I don't have enough of it!  
Post your go-to music for when the fears kick in and you need to calm down :)   
Here's my go-to:  [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3E3IqrHNwZ0](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3E3IqrHNwZ0)    
All types welcome and appreciated!",4.6311538461538415,8.07140775641026,3.185333333333337,86.11800000000002,80.41025641025641,6.196923076923077,16.774358974358975,7.554174236665415,0.3146728205128202,367,7,66,6,10,104,56,78,0.172,0.599,0.22899999999999998,0.6683,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,7,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,7,5,12,7,4,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605718314895376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935470527894817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24350877247088465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251915488283496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651928150923406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312717250165985,0.0,0.2678719142670501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796376656935696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035710703576856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747453600382824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969521496712782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570547638751898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097540829892042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463721016411905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211496725316546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131356341099174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189447020037214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,therowaweyaccount,2020/02/24,"handling anxiety: help? hi! how can i manage anxiety? im entering into a college soon and i have abt 4 years. during this period i heard that i’m going to have numerous presentations. i’m very scared of that. any ways to ace a presentation, or just not to feel as anxious as I am? I always overthink: what if ppl don’t like what i’m saying? what do people think of me? am i bad? do i look like shit? . all these thoughts just flow through my mind.

how do i become more open and not be fearful of what others think of me? i really want to enjoy these 4 years but I really need to step out of my comfort zone. Please advice.",-0.3575968992248057,1.9036734341085264,2.3894961240310093,90.69571705426355,93.72868217054264,5.657364341085271,18.01937984496124,7.1686216300943375,0.4699333333333336,479,14,103,9,18,166,82,129,0.087,0.768,0.145,0.8073,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,2,2,0,10,1,1,2,1,22,22,9,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,4,14,4,15,19,2,14,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,2,8,65,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918654482318446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633742465943171,0.0,0.0,0.1335209061165734,0.0,0.30040581482124096,0.2218132535238768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393934958165554,0.0,0.2168469332393252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094200585068405,0.09927761413593107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115870315502637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160549400786148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208561497470016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184788516155651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487982215940955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825184455964384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558686420864944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612046570828026,0.0,0.0,0.21552715970468406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515664651930678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561409255590792,0.1965749692502468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154467664740167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25161909149546274,0.0,0.15587549974701806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200467001445334,0.11580899790469408,0.15584902367350395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528786767486706
anxiety,AHAQASAC,2020/02/24,"Over a month after Lexapro, anxiety much worse Hi, this is my first time in this sub. I tapered off lexapro over a month ago, and I’m finding my anxiety is much worse than usual, bordering on panic disorder and sometimes maybe paranoia. I’m having a lot of heart palpitations, and just generally feeling much more easily...revved up, and like I’m going to have a panic attack (I’ve only had one actual panic attack, a number of years ago).

Uh...what is going on? Is it because i took a lexapro? Will it go away?",3.5186999999999986,5.17522207,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,73.3,8.200000000000001,27.5,8.841846274778883,2.2887,397,15,74,8,8,136,64,100,0.28600000000000003,0.665,0.049,-0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,3,6,0,8,1,1,0,0,9,16,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,2,2,1,4,1,13,13,5,21,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,10,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.13604708587710107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471626226169674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330129684369584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31720508047478035,0.13098320710299655,0.0,0.0,0.08498493855743101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977950353729636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049145788121018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127421057888806,0.1185847211055816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376950514899956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520520793369944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811020406850493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852404162031906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005920852301998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222556430446146,0.0,0.3074540332699696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446993213947036,0.1060299532076294,0.0,0.4907137430248225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788313168882896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129290622881585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489309613593605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354384577063498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28414774126783376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977747272752735
anxiety,kristin137,2020/02/24,"I love how kind people are on this subreddit Even though we're all having a hard time, I see a lot of sweet posts and advice here. Sometimes looking at this subreddit gives me more anxiety because for some reason I get anxious about having anxiety, like a weird spiral. But I really appreciate the uplifting words a lot of people have. It's nice to know that I'm not alone or crazy for feeling this way.",7.64272151898734,6.667080835443037,7.9454113924050676,73.27482594936713,63.43037974683544,11.444303797468354,33.67405063291139,10.686352973137794,3.4641620253164547,322,11,60,7,4,106,63,79,0.10400000000000001,0.619,0.27699999999999997,0.9440000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,2,1,13,12,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,5,8,12,5,5,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,4,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557278910186336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788163494417748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218675472021264,0.23766013947212555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824063485487516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894852284936793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637025176435394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991052973640923,0.2018077025548453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845172071499647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190697512019269,0.11561478384437128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277698564125674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665924334104985,0.0,0.0,0.3577009903392187,0.1898686714279637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29169049505653866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147793513106454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476949698557664,0.2162971434971931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763900685265185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806298908605453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668912573942605,0.0,0.1226694292064017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698326233627206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lauren890765,2020/02/24,"Ways to Deal with your Anxiety and Self Worth I want to keep this to a bare minimum just because I’m not comfortable with speaking about the things that I’ve been dealing with, but how do you guys deal with your anxiety? How about self worth because I’ve never really had any self worth and it has gotten really bad for me within these past few months.",9.278523809523813,6.7025673285714324,8.512857142857143,75.58880952380953,61.42857142857143,12.761904761904766,34.76190476190476,11.20814326018867,3.50447619047619,283,8,57,6,3,89,49,70,0.14,0.763,0.098,-0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,14,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,11,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150820341798672,0.0,0.27337869339634885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918993898819605,0.21784275862349156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526322299753824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692082059248115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881857064965918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262029125614525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780866405681422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705698235496898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893335669198964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592051358781709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187067361240756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053898126092038,0.1418274892059333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ds7875,2020/02/24,"Hopefully someone can relate and give me some advice/help!! Background: 20 year old male college kid

I would say my battle started the end of November, it was two weeks after I quit nicotine and I remember the first thought I got in my head was ”am I going crazy” I was so fixated on it in my head and I couldn't get it out!! I never experienced anything like this before! this thought stuck in my head for weeks before the next thought that it transformed to was something completely pointless, it moved from ”am I going crazy” to a horror movie figure in the conjuring movie series ”THE NUN”. This thought stuck in my head for probably a month and all throughout the day I remember I would just get a constant notification in my head saying ”The nun” or Id check and be like ”oh have you forgot about the nun” which in turn just made me remember it again. While I was going through this thought I remember I did some research and figured out that these intrusive thoughts and ruminations are related to anxiety, I felt a lot better after figuring that out, but I remember I also heard about people having sexual intrusive thoughts and such, specifically related to their sexuality, I thought to myself ”jez that's way worse than ”THE NUN” and Sure enough thats where I am at now, the thoughts have moved from ”THE NUN” to ”Oh are you gay” or ”Oh you looked at that guy weird, that must make you gay” and it's literally driving me crazy! I feel like I'm losing my mind and there is nothing I can do about it, I'm 100% confident in my heterosexual self and I've never had these disturbing thoughts relating to me before. Why does my mind do this? I did recently see a psychiatrist and I meet with him every 4 weeks, he put me on Fluvoxamine 100mg a day and Olzanaphine 2.5mg daily and I will say these meds helped me to feel a little better, it went from a 8 to a 4 id say on the anxiety scale. But my main concern is I don't wanna be on these meds forever, I wanna be back to my old self and I feel like these thoughts and ruminations have affected me to the point of where I don't even enjoy my hobbies i once used to such as video games and watching tv and movies because I can't shut my mind off! Also I used to be a daily weed smoker up until I started developing this anxiety and now since having this anxiety whenever I smoke weed It seems like it makes my ruminations and thoughts even worse, and that really sucks because I used to love smoking weed and now it's like it makes me more anxious. Hopefully someone can relate and help me out.😔",4.136138233094759,5.415660134387356,5.274738809956201,81.6032010468967,71.17391304347825,8.790428373037068,29.090695438521525,9.21561531244674,2.412659929494712,2012,78,403,42,37,666,221,506,0.12300000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.063,-0.9659,0,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,1,5,20,18,2,1,23,0,37,8,5,8,5,86,84,34,0,8,6,0,4,6,0,4,0,5,0,5,34,28,0,1,25,3,1,8,6,5,0,2,28,13,64,13,52,47,7,60,5,1,3,3,23,24,1,8,33,267,98,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171765230922888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547526490693927,0.06478359855506402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719010072444658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409481373954171,0.0,0.06991403628170632,0.0,0.14638927482216207,0.0,0.0,0.10143409623444484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060125207509157265,0.06196964088494701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396564317924374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050183051063793976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079070489236368,0.0592527793698881,0.0,0.07575174654097486,0.0,0.04831568884105796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698616062174652,0.08193464891576828,0.05506025337681194,0.0,0.0,0.04877768128424872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992085716379119,0.05501060975842042,0.09777156244352267,0.0,0.04586408544401476,0.0,0.0,0.056780628137703536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942628933922181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531156081972027,0.0,0.0,0.11391317336353485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809540699433154,0.057474818204212165,0.0,0.0,0.04815541018812811,0.06415445718637522,0.0,0.048752721874933284,0.05175615824888983,0.05426128514641386,0.11483482451188938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739487492485793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173706499138976,0.0,0.04577228217451705,0.1218974533555158,0.0,0.0,0.08845609557721239,0.0,0.06098712505503756,0.0,0.0,0.05502413454346098,0.0,0.12034799425945945,0.061070620543572936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039755846260216124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420962008761846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061827676924297074,0.0,0.0,0.057647627117265086,0.0,0.06099353323280935,0.0,0.0,0.03673671575542235,0.0,0.056621331542322816,0.0,0.3248038880766093,0.0,0.0,0.1824123830066208,0.0,0.0,0.04569659071240928,0.05220479161582522,0.11964681438344255,0.0,0.0,0.04743642869256008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717657155871758,0.04414703111571987,0.0,0.0,0.08117826147497308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404704321679143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463068940969553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237496148335876,0.05601779397732893,0.0,0.0,0.14858316741838792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551784180820435,0.13799625158823636,0.0,0.0,0.053159447906997816,0.05174499989418041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687903662446772,0.08147257487521001,0.0,0.0,0.036928340433585095
anxiety,TheEssentialEscapade,2020/02/24,"Online courses send my school anxiety through the roof. I am enrolled in four online courses, and I have a history of forgetting assignments (if I even know they exist). This comes into my dreams, where I dream of missing a class all year that I didn't even know I had; let alone that the room exists! Now with the online courses it feels like I'm constantly missing something, but now I often am. Each one is laid out differently and the assignments get so convoluted that I can't keep up. I almost had a panic attack last night from this. I wish I was in a classroom again. :/",4.662321428571432,5.920214874999999,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,69.89285714285714,8.457142857142857,29.17857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.3057107142857136,454,17,86,8,8,148,76,112,0.156,0.76,0.084,-0.7871,1,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,1,1,8,0,10,0,0,0,1,18,20,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,4,0,2,4,1,14,1,10,15,2,16,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,3,8,64,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527928957483145,0.23300555257405564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210474327196518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559407736732128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379546088218785,0.0,0.24311732233750102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505028686638224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29718684049860955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113753778725521,0.16072170313240827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753979963249575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996751750401856,0.0,0.0,0.24728001148228604,0.18338410225503904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300514903624976,0.0,0.10991109157672846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111231643597468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244842538109535,0.0,0.0,0.2639588976188894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276860282732253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319622706755547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25870937157303603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448760895879533
anxiety,StarrySweetie,2020/02/24,"I just wanted to order food online... Like the title, I tried ordering some food online to pick up quickly since we're here. I don't like talking to people because when I try I stutter a lot and embarrass myself to the point where my face goes beyond red, into purple and it looks like I'm not breathing, even tho I am. It's caused concern in people so not I have major anxiety about talking to people I don't see often or won't be seeing often. I know people can say ""you'll never see them again"" but idk, what if they can't stop thinking about the girl who turned purple??
I wanted to online order so I can pick it up no problem and leave without saying anything to anyone
Then when we had to leave quickly my dad told me to just go inside and order it in person. I argued that I can do it online and avoid the line and he got mad at me for making excuses. He knows I have anxiety but failed to acknowledge it in this example. 
I know I need to work on my social anxiety, but rn I'd like to just get a damn burrito and have some dinner for god sakes!",3.5016060606060577,4.151142918181819,5.255454545454548,83.50651515151519,72.0909090909091,7.503030303030304,24.21212121212121,7.554174236665415,1.1246757575757576,822,21,167,9,15,282,127,220,0.17300000000000001,0.775,0.052000000000000005,-0.9773,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,2,2,19,12,3,2,6,0,15,5,2,4,1,41,33,18,0,5,11,1,0,4,0,2,0,2,0,2,10,9,3,2,5,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,9,26,4,26,27,4,24,0,1,7,0,18,11,1,7,12,118,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959498520898836,0.0,0.0,0.09016808634456124,0.0,0.1061186854410376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860955486632618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247194292373626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517332702604856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31186493795637993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737347976699272,0.0,0.07328789668979617,0.0,0.10313681008425844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126103018187072,0.0,0.0,0.2730886996016687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520029037880219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828942400181822,0.0,0.0,0.10963262797954353,0.0,0.0,0.08607822709266498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561823551788594,0.09945777226364083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576036566113604,0.1125982222708519,0.0,0.0,0.12190382164147415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339217985498972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509981961960175,0.0,0.0,0.3082804694900259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066726151797386,0.0,0.0,0.13145302125061625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781185768470196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729771836767424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262892975333505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322168982220427,0.0,0.17510347871849746,0.14026562383708518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212158180522872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430767632015895,0.0,0.09388051762701173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rumblebee222,2020/02/24,"After the fact anxiety. DAE? So i normally think of social anxiety being heightened in social environments. (I.e. not being able to or finding a hard time talking to people and asking questions). I kindof get nervous talking to people but if i go to a bar/social event and someone decides to strike up a conversation with me ill talk to them for a couple hours easily (though usually during the convo i wish they would just leav me alone) but since i dont want to be rude i keep up the conversation.

HOWEVER, AFTER THE CONVO ENDS and i leave the social event, bar ect. I over think the hell out of it and my stress goes threw the roof. Sometimes ill even get a sick feeling like i cant  breath and i dry heave.

Like no offense but like WTF is up with that?
People say im super social because of how i can get energetic and carry on a convo. But half the time its fake and i just want to go home. 

Who else has this problem?",1.1562751842751844,3.6280190378378414,3.1890049140049146,87.1765294840295,85.64864864864866,5.525798525798526,20.3009828009828,6.980632752743323,0.6270540540540543,722,22,141,10,22,243,113,185,0.26,0.616,0.124,-0.9801,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,6,11,3,2,14,0,9,5,1,1,1,35,23,16,0,7,9,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,5,10,1,1,6,1,0,3,4,7,0,1,1,3,17,4,23,18,0,19,1,0,0,0,15,7,1,4,12,90,22,0,0.11993970903815553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242213666398702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350709824953765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212743728008838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311413338952859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271100676099346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405684457283764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019423657406544,0.0,0.10623098221608863,0.0,0.0,0.07921904664136525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064512067472081,0.08568495210194534,0.0,0.0,0.1096227211698372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879906429305097,0.0,0.13632900131612646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744242073844223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030930745139315,0.0,0.1181164533880335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955546751861355,0.0,0.0,0.10660792428985756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25399766788912803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757894503419836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751544924591988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24945327728792016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114766103337993,0.0,0.0,0.13435992361465016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095380870654564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992153667391166,0.0,0.0,0.4890537160027181,0.10162452624896198,0.0,0.11862343908915475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739053146923053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892089846683176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370504519692285,0.1178401551628232,0.0,0.13987561773947704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320966445510691,0.0,0.14148709584282346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792474618874334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852017280623392,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hogwarts-reject,2020/02/24,"Social Anxiety is Real Reading everyone's posts and deciding what I want to post in this group is already giving me anxiety. So yeah, you could say the social anxiety is real.",6.944545454545455,7.529027242424245,8.723787878787878,61.90568181818182,64.45454545454545,12.660606060606062,37.71212121212121,12.161744961471696,5.485921212121212,141,7,21,5,2,50,27,33,0.141,0.6890000000000001,0.171,0.2716,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255194607102462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690110084374733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631670877072339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952774383794229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960434448030042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39144619313185663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441812985982274,0.4652192742663574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251752205795658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166443309468482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053848985520872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StonedSamura1,2020/02/24,"Some advice... or help. So first off sorry my english. 

I wanna make this as short as possible. 

Heres the thing, ive got prescribed benzodiacepines for my anxiety like 4 years ago. It obviously turns into a habit to me. But never gave me troubles honestly. 

With the past of time i low my dose and now im taking 1.5 mg every day and started a diet. 

The reason for it its because like one month ago i started with some panic attacks and some ""small depression"". 

I research a little bit and turns out that suicide, depression and some other disorders can be a side effect of benzos. 

Honestly, im scared. 

Im gonna try to quit the habit of course, but now i just want some advice or someone that can relate to this, if its possible hear some experiences. 

I would never hurt myself. I know it. 

Anyways, hope you are doing well!",1.8838819444444468,4.426780068749999,3.806666666666669,83.6027777777778,82.6875,6.305555555555558,22.63888888888889,7.594959193182576,1.292847222222223,641,22,119,11,18,216,104,160,0.094,0.765,0.141,0.8255,0,0,0,0,0,3,26.0,0,1,0,3,7,14,1,2,8,0,7,2,0,3,3,32,20,13,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,9,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,2,2,1,15,6,16,15,7,22,0,4,0,0,4,8,0,10,16,83,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461943469914123,0.2233309648244556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636729032494898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330993076456494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679060904363136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752744909105236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124072203687424,0.0,0.2169968703837419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443734101310967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613580247370814,0.0,0.0,0.12322357993307398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715066824238516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075032831130044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419782072797231,0.0,0.08443554833957345,0.0,0.0,0.12511739310018152,0.0,0.0,0.13485430917782926,0.0,0.40821012823951136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923023794996093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308590536832682,0.1262558001025692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408646372673034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054866268442916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431283943116165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536105042187073,0.0,0.0,0.1477995506521088,0.0,0.0,0.12025334895325684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840262198612161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339854144823832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951892668297846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611871140795913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673462027994106,0.0,0.0,0.141013957888487,0.1783255114795154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779157088035912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471433792372344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368937872572832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345456602311964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552588040548699,0.27404003751581235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430082090763811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326284609474835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948601708262782,0.0,0.0,0.08112104245961145
anxiety,floodick,2020/02/24,"My Anxiety Hello... I have anxiety... I don’t know where it came from but it’s aight. I get most of my anxiety/panic attacks when I don’t feel well around anyone. (Head hurts, cut finger, stomach pain, etc...) I feel like I don’t want people to see me at my lowest. Maybe because I don’t want to be embarrassed... does anyone have any tips they use to overcome this feeling? It is ruining relationships for me and in sick of it.",0.333276955602539,2.7035139767441905,2.689323467230448,89.70652219873152,89.4651162790698,5.917970401691332,20.608879492600426,7.348242739294969,0.8555720930232558,326,11,68,6,11,111,59,86,0.275,0.615,0.11,-0.9587,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,2,1,0,0,8,5,3,1,0,12,18,3,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,1,5,13,2,10,16,2,6,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,43,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964271211036425,0.0,0.3141791344550719,0.0,0.0,0.28716619849433744,0.0,0.0,0.1828019870664629,0.0,0.2336113729804155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251773656925156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348617759673689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797001709146754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22901571118173664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114881937144114,0.1466996336599819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728510966779244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074482764791336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198277547919083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285310691986042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032196371258788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629823426938712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850323299052035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236145902600847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046537191274435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363463335059106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773535088980931,0.0,0.0,0.2422374596540821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463123136478465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peterpeter14,2020/02/24,"Is just bad anxiety? Im hoping it is Hello everybody, I want to share my experience with my first time smoking weed and how it has impacted me since. Even typing this is fairly difficult, so bare with me. Im 19 and on January 15th I smoked weed for the first time and I’ve haven’t been the same since. I thought smoking weed would relieve my 'anxiety' that has been built up over the years but it did the exact opposite. 5 minutes into taking 3 big hits, it immediately hit me. My consciousness shifted totally. My whole body was extremely tight and I couldn’t feel anything. I felt as I was in a whole other universe and I felt like I was dying. My cousins rushed me to the emergency room and on the way there I shouted random things that came to my mind, even if they were inappropriate. I couldn’t even walk and they had to push me in a wheel chair. 

It felt like I was in literal hell and I didn’t even want to fall asleep because I thought I would never wake up again. I was extremely restless and they had to restrain me because of how I was acting. I can’t even recall what happened after that. The next morning I went home and still could barely walk. I went to sleep again and woke up with hospital equipment attached to me. I thought that was all a dream but it wasn’t, to this day I’m still hoping this is all a dream. When I got up to use the bathroom even touching the toilet felt extremely weird, as my senses changed. My mind felt completely empty, my sex drive was depleted, and I felt like a stranger in my own home. I was alarmed because this didn’t feel like normal  anxiety. As of this moment I have improved a little bit, but in some ways it has gotten worse. I’ve developed eye floaters and have been seeing flashes of lights. My body feels lethargic and slow. I don’t feel as sharp as I used to. My ears sometimes ring and I get sweaty hands and feet. The worst of all is my memory, as they feel scattered and my connections to them is off. The thing is I don’t have any delusions but it has still been the worst times of my life. I was able to handle normal anxiety and depression, but this is getting very hard.

I keep on hoping for the best and that over time I will return to normal, but it feels as i’ve fallen too hard. For the first time in my life I don’t like being alone and feel as I need constant attention. I have been having suicidal thoughts and really need some help. I hope I didn’t trigger schizophrenia or something permanent but as I look up the symptoms everyday they match up to what I’m feeling. I’m seeing a neuro psychologist soon but I’m just wondering if anybody else has experienced something like this. Off of 3 hits of a joint my entire life has been fucked. Please if anybody has comments, know if I will recover, words of encouragement please let me know because I really need them, thanks.",3.4889280125195623,5.084685514084505,4.331962441314555,86.4861205007825,73.26056338028171,7.6545226917057905,26.70672926447575,8.309216665352881,1.6801890766823164,2244,80,459,37,45,722,244,568,0.127,0.752,0.122,-0.7879999999999999,0,1,3,0,1,0,50.0,0,0,7,4,21,25,2,2,23,0,58,15,9,5,6,102,113,47,2,21,15,1,20,6,0,4,4,3,3,0,26,26,0,3,23,2,0,11,12,10,0,3,40,29,72,15,59,61,14,61,1,1,4,2,13,23,2,13,31,309,98,1,0.06412452595695238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641366994622612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043606876574418835,0.0,0.1962203473620908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276902109886361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354130069081663,0.15635886336410626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729473382295979,0.0,0.07000737423837812,0.14245578499717762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334137472611957,0.0,0.0,0.06783524585374352,0.0,0.06723334544570375,0.06929583190426894,0.0,0.051198216116460055,0.0,0.0,0.04135501435256052,0.0,0.055230360244134746,0.0,0.06655113398630999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356781315758219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541218677305557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272609091771962,0.0,0.0,0.2593862964020709,0.0458105741563329,0.3694176059231761,0.0,0.0,0.16363286706286326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059282090958357264,0.06700483634060249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128624129470283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670510652923388,0.0,0.11488595983384073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042981318061950186,0.0,0.12864425585817588,0.2547604924074623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853098371481914,0.0,0.0,0.05699682501453328,0.0,0.0,0.0704823249294196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557167236053905,0.13587914721277666,0.1879680259658944,0.06426962112628527,0.0,0.0,0.05384845162929168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949498273799046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264257043448628,0.04945678756963235,0.0,0.06819716083210484,0.0,0.1884852615354184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077894653398576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215962666070667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219788991465599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060889410323164,0.0,0.06417083592270625,0.0,0.0,0.09873238584510056,0.06342079583130897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536297877867475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014182356519044,0.0,0.0,0.06664993531174243,0.04821366312390733,0.0,0.0,0.059037248099393674,0.0,0.0,0.08520297140610028,0.0,0.0,0.2036308433230549,0.18695763380638306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076600354835467,0.0,0.05290944957811988,0.07564461363717899,0.101798127907261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118888155996459,0.0,0.14318548642418985,0.0,0.0,0.06954031303117397,0.0,0.0,0.06534837026165004,0.09110444683457752,0.0,0.0,0.04129409231110987
anxiety,YeetLieutenant,2020/02/24,"Question: If I were to make an appointment to work towards a medication for my anxiety, what may I not expect? I am pretty ignorant of how any of the options or procedures would go. I just recently am thinking how it might benefit me greatly. Thank you in advance.",4.5078,6.409990780000001,6.513000000000003,70.63150000000002,71.2,10.6,38.5,10.686352973137794,5.007199999999999,209,13,35,7,4,73,43,50,0.12300000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.111,0.0938,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,3,0,15,10,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,7,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,1,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076051365232442,0.0,0.2335431656818233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735012260850778,0.0,0.0,0.3365791972572387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378095994514314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30754380551854577,0.0,0.3238604950498428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105858952849993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34199049738188986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014333677291109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810665866131141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561511886446892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225204500999302,0.0,0.0,0.21686661151583728,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xosvain_,2020/02/24,"Anxiety Based Tics hi, so I’ve had tics since I was little but my mom would always scream at me when they happened n I kinda got them under control for a while. Recently I’ve been really stressed and my mental health just hasn’t been the best and they’ve been going crazy. When I talked to my therapist about it she kinda just looked at me like a deer in headlights and I’m wondering if anyone else has dealt with this and has any advice?",2.5116666666666667,4.435302777777778,3.4819444444444483,90.13625000000003,76.7777777777778,6.722222222222222,20.13888888888889,7.645422480735847,0.5815555555555547,350,8,73,5,8,112,66,90,0.12300000000000001,0.78,0.09699999999999999,-0.1254,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,2,6,4,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,14,15,10,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,2,11,2,8,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,4,5,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046447722297554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921139901969868,0.0,0.0,0.1464641391304895,0.0,0.16476325819408488,0.0,0.0,0.1505970108078657,0.2206797815267988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602548110903314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24156426844360365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799203303597937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240404135564426,0.0,0.17225712480571814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904576815524336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289362946525553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052226058129806,0.2158649155813689,0.0,0.0,0.1808629218819285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170499419863374,0.0,0.0,0.2522476171159206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379763919757786,0.0,0.21265937562534928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781625587543078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467142887203755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311233940447024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500699691005928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23356779671192035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299805242659348,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,socratesstepdad,2020/02/24,"When did your anxiety get bad I was always a shy and anxious kid; However, around the age of 16 my anxiety got significantly worse, especially my social anxiety.  Has anyone else have a similar experience? Like I said, I was always anxious, but it seems like right around the age of 16 my anxiety got way worse and begin to actually impact my life.",6.6219230769230775,7.2547330000000025,8.538269230769234,62.79048076923078,65.15384615384616,12.653846153846155,34.71153846153846,12.161744961471696,4.848923076923077,275,12,47,10,4,98,44,65,0.264,0.6659999999999999,0.069,-0.8422,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,8,2,5,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.1586762076783584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27059596935100644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975606887546022,0.36738821205546,0.0,0.11369517883301365,0.16660508127568566,0.0,0.2895007103137394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576597333904608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583320164335702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905606844284936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495289343769802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26009552918727596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485068187112794,0.15887835915210194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886131695802906,0.15467184597343514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802685772513846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575237830951528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906598962950225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33141089141358965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eago606,2020/02/24,"Meeting My Team for the First Time... I'm extremely anxious and looking for advice on an upcoming work trip. I work from home and am traveling to meet my boss/team/colleagues at the home office next month. I worked extremely hard to get to where I am after scraping by pre- and post-college. For some reason, the old self-doubt I thought I had conquered is surfacing again and is making me anxious to meet everyone. I have my dream job and love every minute of it, but I think it's the social anxiety coming out in me again. Any suggestions to help get my mind straight? Thanks!",4.788482142857141,6.077710883928571,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,69.625,8.457142857142857,30.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.363121428571428,457,18,88,8,8,144,77,112,0.06,0.812,0.128,0.8574,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,2,0,14,16,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,13,2,16,14,1,18,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,1,8,53,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635918929370622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577086911695199,0.0,0.13023519417729718,0.3846515708888009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466490057091983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343681136739442,0.16267418876062367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480834770510678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788956117855284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525040138635089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411008856211433,0.0,0.3415346036579337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689396039331645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296098540986446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153650677159309,0.0,0.1136383195398182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189658920281947,0.0,0.13588609334991306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105503537652898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864106840974064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163045440475906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503784229394068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760025736033486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735409863550148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673659889572175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908464358163826,0.0,0.1351536819559642,0.0992698833491368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718161242741598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MChi777,2020/02/24,"Anxious about travelling. Hi guys, I'm a male in my early twenties, began having anxiety a couple of years ago now.

I feel like I have it under control but whenever I have to commit myself to travel far distances I start getting paranoid as it's out of my comfort zone and the worst fear for me is to panic. 

I have a fiance whom I've been with since I was 11 years old and I have always dreamed about travelling to different places with but I just cant seem to commit to get myself on a plane. Even next week I have to take a train into the city and I've been really nervous about it.

What are some tips you guys can give me when it comes to travelling, taking transit & being stuck in traffic. Thanks 😀",2.704563218390806,4.337331496551727,4.177672413793104,86.63248563218393,75.41379310344827,6.764367816091952,23.80747126436781,7.492282038375204,1.0742988505747126,557,17,112,7,12,185,97,145,0.16699999999999998,0.738,0.095,-0.8977,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,3,7,0,14,0,0,1,2,17,27,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,1,2,5,0,5,1,4,0,0,5,1,16,3,23,21,2,24,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,12,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182416468661873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190054555812815,0.1977984763741362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965422369625727,0.20623540689351394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725513504640842,0.0,0.0,0.2047511729982097,0.0,0.20199384985045926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907313227854209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205759838849758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054253465588343,0.0923053912309936,0.13041746703417575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190755108302279,0.17512357664641198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361516686594534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918724654497423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941495198094103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156096696158104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418918638653586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907313227854209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169495318373088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619139227855104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101154290881175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921350588427954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745175731524768,0.0,0.0,0.16807229552539332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464347650271891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351191191933965
anxiety,KeyIncident2,2020/02/24,"It just keeps getting harder This is my first post. I've never been one for sharing. I don't know why I chose this moment in time to seek out...well anything really.

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I've been struggling with Anxiety since I was in high school. I fumbled my way through school and was put into special ed classes. It got really bad when I was in college. I guess that I tried to self medicate to try and convince myself that I actually belonged in a higher institution. I remember the constant thumping of my heart. I felt like my anxiety snuck its way into every part of my body. My bones would shake, my veins felt like they were pumping led. There were so many times in class that I had to tell myself, ""If you die than you die. I just hope this heart-attack won't be painful"". 

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I was finally diagnosed with GAD after college. Sometimes the cure was worse than the disease. The SSRI's would, at times, make me feel like that another person was living in my head. The Xanax would help at times, but at the cost of memory loss.

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I'm now at 29. I currently take Gabapentin and another antidepressant. I just weened myself off of Ativan. The withdrawals were terrible. I thought I could handle the anxiety that came afterwords. I just refilled my prescription of Ativan. I'm trying to fight the need to take it. I'm just tired of the fight. It feels like I've been close to death many times. How many fake heart attacks do I have to go through.

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I'm sorry for this long winded post. I promise you it's not for sympathy. I don't even know what feelings I want to illicit from this. It's hard to even draw a conclusion from my thoughts and words. I guess that, simply put, I'm in pain. I hope that anyone reading this is in a better place. I hope that one day, I can come to a place of peace with my mind.  I hope",2.0820805466705434,4.499054151933702,3.087141610933412,89.89672870020357,80.68508287292819,6.241465542308811,23.614713579528928,7.475848149327749,1.1014187845303869,1441,51,290,22,38,459,185,362,0.155,0.7340000000000001,0.111,-0.9478,1,0,0,0,2,0,63.0,0,3,1,4,12,24,3,2,14,0,26,12,6,3,1,50,57,9,3,11,8,0,6,4,0,4,6,0,0,2,22,12,0,1,11,1,1,7,5,11,0,3,19,6,46,13,46,32,1,46,0,1,0,0,11,19,0,7,20,178,68,7,0.0,0.0,0.06460097480312645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869076882872314,0.32175761819040155,0.0,0.13883149197863828,0.15192686723905527,0.0,0.0,0.04628809504898583,0.0,0.0544763895664562,0.0,0.0,0.15062253835915554,0.0,0.0,0.055273656656680124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585479078976243,0.0,0.07353250712157608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571437213955774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057024841766375886,0.0,0.07153793372585251,0.0,0.05285476039137586,0.0,0.0,0.042693076837178434,0.0,0.0,0.06719090367798773,0.1374088594266427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744803659144959,0.0,0.05577577176294575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004170768905721,0.09458559708082832,0.12712343336996207,0.07251810562358772,0.0,0.056309097183439724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03458640591881198,0.0,0.03762259204386629,0.0,0.052945633668949575,0.0,0.14585200128279566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930157669496095,0.0,0.06793958804619624,0.0,0.0,0.2353394945492145,0.04437200042873227,0.06994320301994987,0.0,0.2630033974768957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058840986224201836,0.0,0.0,0.07276281633519435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936655124947075,0.0,0.05845520139350376,0.058584304010342994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04418855183515598,0.20134712238821698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668883783546671,0.0,0.0,0.0668424293234445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908594773937091,0.05105698703982176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971672809380181,0.0,0.14088146126119144,0.0,0.0,0.0716873990003847,0.0,0.0,0.05780268192565894,0.1383283731691228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680127490676085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330971769168126,0.0,0.0,0.06621722202200632,0.0,0.08481794309236566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074990910669511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399446690434458,0.0,0.0,0.06906031530635527,0.0,0.0,0.054760751289488346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547280787809555,0.07410470498422288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920588966109936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954728134308413,0.0,0.057861112650615325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051097113193524,0.19300674296341486,0.07608636571629357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483495316775287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03904606675744995,0.10509185801688696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973457841956459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746274995772722,0.14107826619614386,0.0,0.32175761819040155,0.0
anxiety,Ashleylee1,2020/02/24,Need to vent Feeling extremely anxious. I struggle with social anxiety and having to be around my boyfriends family who I’m not that close with today has been stressful. My body gets really really tense and my mind starts racing. I can’t help it and I even try to snap myself out of being so scared but it is never enough. I’m stuck feeling like the world is falling on me. And nothing is happening it’s all in my head I feel like I’m going insane I wanna disappear I hate being so anxious ...,1.672121212121212,4.1341622727272735,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000003,82.83838383838383,6.428282828282829,22.131313131313128,7.686295010490155,1.2899010101010098,391,13,73,7,11,132,70,99,0.24100000000000002,0.64,0.12,-0.9122,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,3,1,0,10,2,2,0,2,19,23,7,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,3,12,2,11,18,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898721769555514,0.4105008017055544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173664502357202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180917491555864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877274030551679,0.0,0.1200000979385059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712748341145094,0.0,0.2755935874893124,0.25958915387200937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949220190497489,0.0,0.10325479921423056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066193117240227,0.0,0.0,0.17937463245982233,0.18645946866787505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177847793316668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752255425047614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834483283537844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471585562630756,0.14012535178686222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433001444066426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278193255677254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189666575488195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852032317530836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859636605481026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811759205799632,0.18993481983025715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221451293912948,0.0,0.0,0.12335102625007555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pussyslaperreddead,2020/02/24,"Why do I feel like every time I feel happy or when I notice a lot of good has happened in my favor recently etc I start to feel like something extremely horrible, embarrassing and or life changing will happen? Not sure what to tag this but yeah what the title says. EVERYTIME I think to myself “Huh life is actually going pretty well right now, I feel good!” Something very bad and or embarrassing happens almost instantly after. It’s gotten to the point where I want to stop seeing my therapist and stop going to my doctor to get treatment for my ADD because if I do continue, and shit starts to get better it will all come crashing down. Is this common? Does everyone experience this? If not what’s wrong with me and how do I cure this shitty thinking?",2.995000000000001,5.616566833333334,4.460944444444447,80.17850000000003,78.58333333333334,7.173333333333334,24.18333333333333,8.238735603445708,1.8497033333333333,600,21,105,12,15,199,95,144,0.17800000000000002,0.633,0.18899999999999997,-0.6777,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,14,1,2,3,2,8,4,1,1,2,30,27,13,0,3,8,0,4,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,8,0,2,6,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,1,6,15,9,14,24,3,19,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,7,13,70,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.1292957923034125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326743829540908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062760666865937,0.08076758788178763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718086549623083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016190865282627,0.11413252074957032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561402122142915,0.11594707450846364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477667026850283,0.0,0.0,0.1116325662794079,0.1266044398620621,0.0,0.1296053182192914,0.0,0.0,0.2679733663860205,0.18930859406265765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844610765792373,0.0,0.1505996731982544,0.22226066993920104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514940881309116,0.1410431566315729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716996235775288,0.12946051350103496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264232357130685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084618476222225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525039283451267,0.0,0.0,0.13479482360249162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082261058141784,0.0,0.0,0.11314981785282732,0.0,0.10536516670164403,0.0,0.0,0.10558118519695113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360039872746074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400190891521472,0.0,0.0,0.18756097391808613,0.0,0.0,0.22154313696484376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487476177670452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383665116834094,0.0,0.16979460974633667,0.0,0.0,0.07725877148884161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932206915898583,0.07814885383884486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912871885807325,0.0,0.11955593035871875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486224213106114,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vicodin-zombie,2020/02/24,"Help please I have panic disorder, and its changing me as a person im losing hope it will get better, sometimes i hope im dying its just so hard, i feel so bad physically and i dont know how to change it, my friends and family dont try anymore which i understand im tired myself how can they not be sick of me 


Im in therphy every Monday sometimes Fridays too,  i take clonidine, gabapentin, duloxetine, trazodone, and lorazepam as needed but when panic is in full swing i have a rough time taking lorazepam cuz my fn brain convinces me it will kill me or make things worse, i also have multiple sclerosis which is a whole new bag of worms its hard to tell myself my arm numbness is not a heart attack",2.532438625204584,4.6153851134751775,3.954893617021277,86.02615384615385,77.29787234042553,6.3242771412984204,25.03055100927441,7.321109707123232,1.2341506819421713,555,20,108,7,13,183,91,141,0.207,0.672,0.122,-0.9437,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,1,2,8,12,2,2,4,0,12,6,3,4,0,19,22,15,2,3,5,0,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,4,18,5,8,19,2,7,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330715679053696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571297856846735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327377880012376,0.0,0.0,0.09742104998725948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319199066875173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025095981754733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468591831706877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109308640499936,0.0,0.13372281323951152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734909147126163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830603903675726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999340132217532,0.0,0.05899577760942055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014494241144123,0.0,0.06095931016152546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090406973943123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826369889524676,0.07820663826625619,0.0,0.0,0.2317746706316305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041279802745033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290866462686545,0.0,0.06412304157325957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305325604130966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788330603738097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651507531140205,0.0,0.11268810075664112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737924066597724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187851330796152,0.0,0.12807713494522482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079456199962906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545429881828395,0.0,0.10198149876108836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751551446564356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803573597783509,0.1341039128971778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792165352485801,0.0,0.0,0.12146565556696776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026654424155254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890459820185308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frengs,2020/02/24,"I wake up with anxiety in the middle of the night and start scrolling Reddit, is this bad? It’s 4:56 AM right now. 

This happens like 3 or 4 nights a week. I’ll wake up with anxiety and start scrolling to take my mind off it and fall back to sleep with the phone in my hand. I want to develop healthier habits to deal with nighttime anxiety, does anyone have any good ideas?",4.328289473684208,4.921037355263159,4.466947368421053,90.10963157894741,70.18421052631578,8.71157894736842,27.042105263157893,8.841846274778883,1.6356505263157892,293,9,66,5,5,91,54,76,0.115,0.758,0.127,0.2582,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,3,4,4,0,0,11,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,14,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,8,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443509349469189,0.0,0.4874421153812405,0.0,0.0,0.14851071030210414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331775153945752,0.17733998347503924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189687213411053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858672793934291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814587480059565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878191699696509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397667910322077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376490107802247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144572302367936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986344590122627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813831776034324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125472268189421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30066690419163483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969373383436244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527538889892856,0.0,0.1703695258690098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RockyRoad88,2020/02/24,"Do anyone else just want the day to end, but don't want to go to sleep because you don't want tomorrow to start? There have been so many nights where I just can't fall asleep because that makes tomorrow come ""faster"".",7.9818181818181815,5.8391917272727305,6.667272727272728,86.4459090909091,63.54545454545455,10.618181818181819,31.09090909090909,8.841846274778883,1.9636272727272728,172,4,39,2,2,51,32,44,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,1,0,8,13,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410891349254136,0.2844406565053879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384526810722377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391334114234161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903322117162518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319046019174676,0.0,0.24587695345043756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777016653373865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530448869096205,0.28144941026604103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605148866440409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778069755356429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649130347933352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912185035758071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riceCRISyeet,2020/02/24,"Does anyone else get anxious when they hear footsteps? For the past few months, I've been getting really anxious or even feel like panicking when I hear footsteps while I'm at home. In public it's sorta fine, but if I'm playing video games downstairs or hanging out in my bedroom and I hear footsteps from any family member (brother, dad, and mom), I almost panic. Like, my heart starts beating hard/fast and my breathing gets uneasy, and on rare occasions my hands will start to shake a bit. I have no idea why I and I recently mentioned it to my therapist last session, who also didn't really know why and she said she's going to look into it. 

Does anyone else experience this or has any advice on how to get over it?",5.410354609929076,6.038555567375887,6.002269503546097,79.93333333333334,67.79432624113475,8.536170212765958,29.85106382978724,8.515128840125781,2.2237574468085097,569,20,106,8,9,185,97,141,0.149,0.795,0.055999999999999994,-0.9265,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,2,2,0,5,3,3,1,0,19,21,16,0,1,5,3,2,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,6,8,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,7,14,4,14,17,2,20,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,6,11,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266234833769345,0.0,0.0,0.12569594563129233,0.0,0.0,0.10038292820028574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072368211544695,0.0,0.0,0.2836168243985793,0.0,0.1755411007317793,0.2572320097899282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704165081409855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196969279075721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097213793684008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829085998454386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278830826034826,0.1183345424640454,0.0,0.06346961060212161,0.08967564882163452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26232817569697786,0.0,0.07133919869432681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244645126513532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42443006179132425,0.14874866447881194,0.0,0.0,0.12591260122488007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417033368539613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689856909120316,0.10232027182878684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265112001354544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541004837481574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701428709627604,0.1001934872819554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727746747877948,0.0,0.0,0.11982856924487485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083006955117182,0.0,0.1239415732023844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940377056036228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769559921991768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574511605640486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265350007690347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Overbright1027,2020/02/24,"All I can do is fold my son's clothes. It reminds me that he's still my son. I'm still his mom. I'm busting my ass to be the best mom I can be. When his dad changes the schedule on me I get so terrified that it's a sign he's going to try to take him away, take me for custody, or the psychological fuck around will start up again. I'm scared because my mind takes one little thing and makes it a big thing. But I know all I can do is fold his clothes. That's the only thing I have control over right this minute.",0.5387826086956515,1.8735281391304388,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130436,80.65217391304348,5.2956521739130435,21.065217391304348,5.6839178017228535,-0.33228695652173945,396,11,104,2,10,130,69,115,0.133,0.83,0.037000000000000005,-0.8959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,1,6,0,11,2,1,2,2,11,23,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,17,1,9,20,3,15,0,0,0,2,11,8,2,1,6,65,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099002338770854,0.0,0.0,0.16990944218722914,0.0,0.0,0.11024118147645127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897852364534244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913095935277548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283258144311755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718790625703678,0.09448383243389534,0.0,0.10277814615215644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938745532234464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125378539000173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071516586285375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260147950891087,0.4236059883537139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254497220136845,0.13754045730824202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444028887178968,0.0,0.0,0.18105697981899385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800272922516076,0.0,0.2888454409929823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079178682983927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604353228600797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278160337753577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,completelyfine29,2020/02/24,"Why do I do this? This isnt really a big deal but I want to know if anyone else gets this way...

I was at the grocery store which had a Starbucks inside. I approach the counter and there was no one working. Now, there is a lounge area behind the counter and this girl with a net on her head looks at me and continues to talk to the guy sitting with her. I didn’t want to assume it was the Starbucks worker but figured this person might be on lunch and I didn’t want to disturb. I went to another employee to see if he knew where the Starbucks employee was and of course it’s her. When he gets her she rolls her eyes and comes on over. I ask for a pink drink, out of strawberries. I ask for a dragon fruit drink, out of dragon fruit. I said “that’s ok.” And walked away. 

Now I RARELY complain but she was flat out rude and I don’t know how she can get away with this because I’m sure it’s not her first time. 

So I felt the need to tell a manager. I go to customer service ask if there is a manager I can talk to and she said she “kind of was” and I explained the situation. I start to get out of breath and really tense... she then tells me that I should talk to Mike in produce who will make it known to the right person. So I walk to Mike and I’m like “sorry, I hate to do this but....” and while I am telling him my small story, I am just freaking out- shaking, tense, out of breath, words stumbling, etc. ITS NOT A BIG DEAL THOUGH... and he was incredibly nice. But my nerves just go crazy whenever I do anything like this and I don’t know how to shake it.... do you ever get this way and know of ways to just calm down?


TLDR: I went to a manager to complain about an employee and my nerves took over where I was short on breath, shaking, etc.",0.5839661612832359,2.4891468780487807,2.1460719255841205,97.43926170072514,82.92953929539296,5.506804365340952,19.729070533948587,6.643151254067905,-0.05264087013843044,1334,36,321,14,37,433,166,369,0.1,0.82,0.08,-0.8147,3,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,4,18,16,2,4,20,1,29,10,5,4,2,63,63,33,0,8,13,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,4,19,27,5,0,10,2,1,12,8,9,0,2,18,9,45,7,51,41,2,52,0,0,4,0,38,26,0,5,12,215,64,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071733607197722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714657839804729,0.1047235500283146,0.08410797386827751,0.0,0.2866503398137202,0.0,0.1920544159485389,0.0,0.0,0.0623046766836131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804261698139937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107426636908635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002486641477995,0.0,0.0,0.0853811599195218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797651574958736,0.0,0.09245243632361372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813512328017916,0.0,0.0,0.08693755427153461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26699571579246945,0.0,0.11617363094968483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120138576344093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090863820231408,0.104894269636576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643326926166363,0.22468203578128268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986673675066282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582846655423752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822422691016268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842588977628717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578548509948937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925837305036106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848710237997298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095334323635893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728455316070888,0.19444526752419905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814460575100577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148853894088496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441280598682098,0.07234291715838784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632925610986537,0.0,0.0,0.2464512871643533,0.26800129319531896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041824237525628,0.0,0.059597951416236875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355617170625655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085370131706344,0.2433824079990712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949455020330505,0.09222627271611504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440819767504897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emilmetal,2020/02/24,"Do more people hold their breath or hyperventilate with a panic attack? When I start feeling panic rise I hold my breath. I have GAD with a mix of social and I get so scared of people hearing me that I hold it in. Tears, breath, thoughts, etc until I cant anymore. Does anyone else get this or am I the only one? 

I apologize this is ranting ish, I am in the low after an attack",0.5356410256410236,2.7970289743589767,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,86.17948717948721,4.4923076923076914,17.641025641025642,5.82211442006289,-0.3231128205128209,292,7,61,2,9,99,54,78,0.259,0.705,0.036000000000000004,-0.9584,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,3,5,0,6,3,3,0,0,10,12,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,1,2,12,0,8,11,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996938139665923,0.14079474850341114,0.20631587687682398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458149387758988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762104349509688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820943209806868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456827877531885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181305489236203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104033150563934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694599178610286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644592799885058,0.1531424341422292,0.0,0.4725023121639825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791936645084052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159527713202996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525992973023133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252278866906967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985638807141422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xXLogicalShotXx,2020/02/24,"Does anyone have positive results for PSTD medications? I’m going into a mental health appointment for my anxiety, and lately I have been having panic attacks every 2 hours-ish. I was wondering if anyone has had any success with medication for this. Thank you so much for any responses and being open.",5.252222222222223,8.027848666666669,6.7590370370370385,65.83966666666669,71.5925925925926,9.505185185185187,29.31851851851852,9.888512548439397,3.7820562962962967,244,10,34,7,5,83,45,54,0.132,0.6990000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.5065,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,8,3,0,1,0,8,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,2,6,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128325934238144,0.0,0.1759588308367127,0.0,0.0,0.3216599894867479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616722726102701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012853719910252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379533916764047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072132854557147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444923897760053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594639680982009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634265215351448,0.23179836599312506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908555497393835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698699532096689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176448398018088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494385998492712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dent18,2020/02/24,"FUCK Sunday nights. Fuck them. I've had about 100 Sunday nights in my life that have just been ruined by my fear of what's coming up in the week. New teacher, new school, new job, exam in the week, have to wake up early for some reason, have a doctor's appointment, etc etc etc

So many nights of football ruined by my fear of impending doom

fuck sundays fuck sundays

no bloody wonder i ended up in rehab twice for drinking. at least then i can put this bullshit worry aside for the night.",5.299106529209624,5.6459908865979385,5.312938144329895,85.76603951890036,67.96907216494846,7.291408934707904,24.414089347079038,6.42735559955562,0.7346646048109959,384,8,76,2,6,120,64,97,0.353,0.647,0.0,-0.9915,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,4,2,4,0,6,9,1,1,0,5,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,9,0,1,2,0,6,0,18,10,5,26,1,3,0,4,1,8,4,2,16,47,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576198569597962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125668022386591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027525464010792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087444647697183,0.0,0.4107882606923375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763177502335343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540234569754085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121837770997878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672141275593542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447716245720805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557379613247197,0.0,0.46087364456239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342534661403777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623576739181214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425743284073255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696948553863364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314701291383296,0.0,0.12468655924050365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aallddss,2020/02/24,"What do you do when you’re not in the right headspace to work? I’m literally 10 minutes away from work and I’m thinking of turning around, going home, and just remotely working. The office isn’t a good space to be in right now :(",1.3082978723404253,3.57019131914894,2.637702127659576,92.89400000000002,82.61702127659575,5.4621276595744686,24.293617021276606,6.742157984588678,0.7383821276595737,180,7,39,2,5,58,37,47,0.062,0.8759999999999999,0.062,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,23,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24700681586113055,0.0,0.0,0.2606918703175529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769239662768034,0.2327283783189025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783246828696959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473915130790726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779134825952508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018073022475789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6060036304730732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ordralphabetix,2020/02/24,I'm very anxious right now please give me love and tips My wonderfull girlfriend is with me and is very helpfull thanks god,4.3912499999999985,6.477962291666668,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,71.91666666666666,6.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.3743166666666669,101,4,20,1,2,29,20,24,0.071,0.557,0.3720000000000001,0.8673,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871217909580416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287221804030053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30927483377429443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761509230826726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926399919846616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31548631262824045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654805292580122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vinylsandvirtues,2020/02/24,"I'm about to turn 16 next month and I'm really anxious about starting to drive. I procrastinated taking my permit test for about half a year and now I have to take it in the next few months. I finished my online courses for my permit, but I've never driven at all or been in the driver's seat of a car. (I know I don't have to drive for the test though)

I'm honestly terrified of making a mistake while driving, or learning to. I keep thinking that this simple task nearly everyone does is so deadly and you also have to rely on other people's intelligence and common sense. I am definitely not a confident person and I am also very indecisive. I know I may be putting it into my own head that I'll be bad at driving, but that's my own brain's stupid logic. I feel like I won't be able to make smart decisions quickly enough if something happens. 

I also have this terrible fear of passing out while I'm driving. I'm prone to fainting (because I don't take care of my body sometimes) so if I'm suddenly unconscious behind the wheel and not able to pull over, I may even hurt others. 

Thanks if you read all this. I guess I just need some comfort and advice. I know I need to study and practice a lot to be more comfortable with driving. :)",4.180978842129736,4.8938632569169975,5.605421994884914,81.3815856777494,70.58102766798419,8.166379911648455,28.32108811904209,8.313332769828598,1.9067286212508716,976,34,195,14,17,330,141,253,0.158,0.716,0.126,-0.8679,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,13,14,1,2,9,0,17,4,3,4,3,46,43,23,1,6,10,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,8,1,0,11,6,7,0,1,2,1,27,7,32,34,9,34,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,11,15,135,37,5,0.2639126703578854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128946203531631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165763007042691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907309887469314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017802805461452,0.08043935715066106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657374095744793,0.0,0.14730691063989726,0.0,0.0,0.13453827814366073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547587815314345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363461683916792,0.0,0.08715591487585493,0.0,0.0,0.12608993312799174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848756312123002,0.06672108791071946,0.09426963221795914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536478008837708,0.0,0.1166885514062498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542526929721602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126198599489712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728885373440898,0.0,0.0,0.21755925257415346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446719999648477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218455736593592,0.0,0.0,0.1761637567793592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065257560592116,0.0,0.0,0.19568790104506828,0.10177286054002573,0.0,0.2806741189495784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148190796099316,0.11521918208513407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265256343917226,0.0,0.0,0.13199204443727586,0.0,0.08453460725070339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015864336239998,0.13050818960672808,0.0,0.09339937321518547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976442256580846,0.0,0.0,0.12148766454001927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455229141938063,0.12964642933440326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353060045916624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887779610800843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497555349684785
anxiety,whotrippin,2020/02/24,"Social anxiety How to do I get over the feeling of everyone staring and judging my every move in school. It’s gotten bad to the point where I’m afraid to get up to use the restroom cause I feel as if everyone is staring at me. It makes me nervous. Some people have staring problems which bugs me. Sometimes i feel as if ima go off on somebody. The only thing that holds me back is fear of confrontation, there would be to many eyes on me lol",2.1360869565217366,3.8675645652173967,3.645,89.41250000000002,77.26086956521739,6.339130434782609,26.71739130434783,7.1686216300943375,1.268126086956522,348,14,73,4,8,115,66,92,0.16,0.795,0.044000000000000004,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,3,4,1,6,1,1,4,0,14,16,6,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,7,9,0,16,13,1,12,0,0,4,0,1,9,0,3,1,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135463195672609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218587721562752,0.17611092801724754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166748330243468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771074902936493,0.4030897181386482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373457122261884,0.31994526271025503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039591413234524,0.0,0.11987174361222308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079196749663675,0.21384164248826806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241765383066662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041556548756233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462266478377416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938931683369615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018237173586402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346416487580575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150082560985802,0.0,0.0,0.20860709518325027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012709973937004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821687503476015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983282504834047,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unknownb124580,2020/02/24,"you’re not alone my mind loves to go to the worst place or situation. i just want to remind you all that we control our minds, it doesn’t control us. you may feel the overpowering sensation of our thoughts bearing down on you but just remember you are not alone in this feeling, remember that you can always take a break.",8.20904761904762,6.6830057777777805,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,62.650793650793645,11.574603174603176,36.873015873015866,10.504223727775694,3.531596825396825,256,10,52,5,3,81,48,63,0.04,0.825,0.136,0.4905,1,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,4,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,1,19,11,2,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,11,1,7,9,2,6,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,2,0,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006368804676764,0.0,0.0,0.1609358350951758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338602062567832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195591729667122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992156036028564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456357035077966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905857481025421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207632960431288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382004251073572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174052952152141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542316066497768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535490093794062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326530729130767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408051255231134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Moe5Pr,2020/02/24,"More sound, More anxiety I often get unusually anxious the moment I hear a deep or loud voice. I think it happens because I remember having a traumatic experience in my childhood, where a robber got into our house and threatened to kill us if not given what he wanted. He, of course, had a deep intimidating voice which I remember very clearly and it still echos in my head to this day. Moreover, I also get anxious when the music is loud even if I like it, and motorcycles are no question.
All I'm seeking here is help figuring out this weird situation, AND no I can't afford a therapist :--(",9.335221238938056,7.189939513274339,10.036389380530975,63.35971681415932,60.94690265486725,12.933805309734517,41.18407079646017,11.602472056035307,4.824781946902656,467,21,82,11,5,161,80,113,0.25,0.684,0.066,-0.9675,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,7,0,6,1,1,0,2,19,15,9,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,6,12,1,7,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,5,6,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820885325896882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417774394153041,0.4187417627945238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297584361494822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952293675374333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240914594444155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812889371444255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936552300008305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822585049409975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388728108102474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902027140393276,0.0,0.20888111114278224,0.0,0.12422322759979705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384668628233874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504090439141684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054319381810973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076127420882363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198869951322979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083194148234836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800529590425607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518316815501706,0.0,0.11875239672527607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292995190462,0.0,0.0,0.15291719503923826,0.1093128186879483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moggceramics,2020/02/24,"Extremely scared of my surgery on Tuesday Hey everyone just coming here for some support. I have been out of work for a month now due to an injured foot. 

It started off as what we thought wasn't that big of a deal but now I am going in for surgery next week under anesthesia to get the issue taken care of. I've been under anesthesia in the past but I'm still so scared like what if it doesn't work this time and I end up feeling everything.

On top of my irrational fears like that I'm also so worried about losing my job to this, i don't know when ill be able to get back to work, It's a standing job only and they can't accommodate me with seating the way everything is setup..my job has stopped responding after I told them I need surgery. I have a note to bring them still but I feel like Ill throw up going in there
I cannot breathe I'm so nervous. They also put up a job listing the day after I notified about my surgery for my spot and alot of other sections.

I thought 2020 was supposed to be my year dangit.",2.515612974161627,3.8845078785046745,3.8212809235843856,90.08691313908741,75.35514018691589,6.904452996151732,26.606926882902695,7.510576382923642,1.2628370533260034,802,30,176,10,17,263,123,214,0.14300000000000002,0.75,0.107,-0.8478,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,4,5,16,10,0,4,11,0,15,5,2,0,0,21,35,14,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,5,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,8,2,23,5,35,25,3,43,0,1,0,0,9,15,0,3,23,117,33,7,0.1257902571819621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118884644329385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672494320373744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825155067818272,0.0,0.0,0.10835716833169476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112430951403103,0.12968423172294533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114128313368112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019798136040935,0.22610434430508325,0.0,0.0,0.14154901110290152,0.12720666721106416,0.08986458486487554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144043515234508,0.0,0.14297900398824676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312923471631461,0.4993096819920013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913103564778134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436429724337047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072712188495212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040458317358616,0.0,0.0,0.09327188181786362,0.0,0.0,0.1337793655723706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566915891296124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008103394446558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264539519700362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518759834538685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903499147229334,0.0,0.20091252375082855,0.1051662875189833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274529316810156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972682658880345,0.07334931054125399,0.0,0.0,0.12019798136040935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984645109651913,0.1009013567600233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747304161496024,0.12774611217267146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100480142960056
anxiety,alt_acct_time,2020/02/24,"Feeling overwhelmed. [TW: minor self harm] I don't really know what to do. I should definitely get a therapist, but I'm not sure I can handle another commitment, and the process of trying to get a therapist in this college town, where they're so short in supply, could take a long time. It feels pointless when I desperately need a short-term solution and I'll be mostly okay when this semester's over. And then I could get a therapist then.

I don't know. I have a bad habit of hitting my legs really hard when I'm feeling particularly bad, and I haven't done that this semester (last semester was...really bad, but I've never bruised or anything. I have no desire to cause lasting harm to myself), but I've bitten my fingers a record number of times today and I just feel terrible. It feels like I'm having an anxiety attack 24/7, and I can't get work done. If I don't feel like I'm having an anxiety attack, I'm exhausted, or can't will myself to do anything. I'll tell myself I'll start in 30 minutes for 10 hours. When I'm like this every bit of noise I hear sends me overboard and I live in an apartment with two roommates who never leave, and the soundproofing is terrible. They talk a lot, and try to keep it down, but any amount of noise is overwhelming.

 I'm just barely keeping on top of my classes, and midterms are next week alongside two projects I need done (and one is a paid internship, essentially, and I know my boss would give me more time if I asked, but I already asked for an extension and I really haven't been working on that project at all because I've been so busy not working on everything else until the last second). I feel like if I just get through this week I'll be able to relax but that's what I said last semester. 

My volume of work isn't even terrible. Last semester was so much worse, and I made it through with decent grades and I even managed to go out and see some movies. Indulged my hobbies a bit. But this semester I have half as much work but I still can't do anything other than agonize over the work I need to do while I can't bring myself to do it. I really want to see some movies, because I love watching them, but the thought of taking time away that I'm not even working during scares me, because that's even less time when it will take me 10 hours to get 30 minutes of work done.

I just don't know what to do. I'm absolutely terrified for this week, and I've already gotten all the extensions I can get. An exam extension request won't be granted without documented proof, and while I'm registered with my school's disability center for an IBD, that doesn't help me much. I feel like I've done everything I can do to give myself more time, and I'm so tired, but I can't work. I worked extremely hard Friday, and did little to nothing Saturday and today.

I'm sorry, I'm just venting, but I really don't know what to do. I feel like garbage.",4.974817015657422,5.1415361511035655,5.976571873231468,81.35444845312206,68.64346349745331,9.532559894359556,30.45279192605169,9.444778638647367,2.513328202225994,2279,83,472,44,36,758,233,589,0.127,0.763,0.11,-0.9446,0,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,2,11,20,24,2,3,22,1,53,5,2,3,7,90,113,52,0,12,25,0,12,6,0,5,2,2,0,1,25,25,0,2,15,1,1,3,22,14,0,5,14,17,57,10,51,88,15,58,0,2,3,1,16,20,0,9,41,292,82,20,0.05566795652177778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286194858642405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03785611937037777,0.058372706191627925,0.08517166873852508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742995500038432,0.0,0.10408404945222327,0.12666067406131512,0.0523018776292816,0.0,0.13944125533076138,0.10180400881315152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154998129489727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057186325792228425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889266707958167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28483823511732104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046503434517782834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707264106252912,0.0,0.04690265430887525,0.0,0.1000615396624322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25332652307118003,0.1988459963107085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035894677071808,0.1068035528296997,0.03163738255988778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973510948504027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274183282388889,0.0,0.03731305782638586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964344743607622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896047508931048,0.0,0.0,0.15296826530767307,0.22688407234215746,0.0,0.05894432813817661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163179309956666,0.05579391693173645,0.04915582549297188,0.04926438975334138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047326905929851726,0.05024250418303604,0.05267436645578475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227670598420333,0.12383125318434708,0.08586911978051344,0.0,0.05920350330010811,0.0,0.0,0.05341490565573568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03772204803719513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063362321788456,0.17831159203672206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295297448598423,0.0,0.0557333358318334,0.056338943970396974,0.08872030798645904,0.0,0.0580738193824113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231571972340243,0.03940206614751409,0.0,0.04445650198752266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052466390218571135,0.0,0.12556612602512282,0.0447437947874898,0.048656247664539166,0.0,0.0,0.19390436438747424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044194139307207406,0.19476259870617812,0.06398212693456237,0.10553342739867697,0.0,0.0,0.07558977667530166,0.0,0.10875900930265706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03283440306356451,0.0,0.13396043064718735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053661923571332745,0.0,0.4052693535001651,0.0,0.05673040354226835,0.03954491912137102,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madam_curious,2020/02/24,"I feel ashamed I am 25(F), on Saturday I got really drunk and had a discussion with my friend. That friend is a childhood friend of my ex who beat me once after which I broke up with him. I was really happy but suddenly I remembered everything that happened and the amount of shame it brought back. I then drunk dialled my boyfriend and was really upset. He then got annoyed because this is the third time that because of alcohol I became super sad and anxious. I then called my friend and smoked up and kept ranting about how I dislike some people, how my life is fucked up, how sad I am.
I am feeling ashamed because how can i randomly rant and cry like this. I’m mad at myself and right now am having anxiety and panic attacks because I feel I have overshared that I shouldn’t have and he might make fun of me or judge me or Share this with others. I decided not to get drunk like this and stop alcohol for a while because it makes me sad and vulnerable. But at the same time I’m getting very anxious and I’m not liking it 
Can anyone help?
TL;DR
Got super drunk and ranted about lot of shit with a friend. Now am anxious and getting panic attacks because of fear of judgment.",4.662115384615387,5.620155414529915,5.2923824786324785,83.16754807692311,69.64102564102565,8.243162393162393,30.43696581196581,8.472884824447931,2.2354709401709405,933,37,182,14,16,301,118,234,0.34,0.513,0.147,-0.9963,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,9,30,6,7,7,0,18,9,1,6,0,44,36,27,0,1,6,1,3,3,5,2,3,0,0,0,14,19,6,2,5,4,0,1,3,17,0,1,8,3,28,13,22,26,4,22,0,4,0,1,14,7,2,6,17,125,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265381633187015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796903792550851,0.35305006943971234,0.0,0.07283864762994724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370186542578645,0.0,0.08010091751563911,0.0,0.3810093282034507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637003697460994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442673573794827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362200086776233,0.0,0.0,0.11722111471176022,0.15801566411236345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024105203996862,0.0963042288940244,0.163274835409015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499447223055284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921178971653921,0.11089175696432073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982349350181588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357891893689647,0.15267777759469767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856229162535323,0.0,0.0,0.13906963995784938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050876012969224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093850555043694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444439852045605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722189185527354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002034517643355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800521304505572,0.08896129668076444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692983242306592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709145586408129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148566603173695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595182221908078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iliketoeatfoodnomnom,2020/02/24,"anxiety attack for the last 4 hours, don’t know how to stop i can’t stop fucking shaking and crying. i don’t know what to do anymore. i cant calm down no one can save me",1.0115384615384642,1.8242855384615384,3.3979487179487187,93.85538461538464,78.23076923076924,6.225641025641028,23.256410256410252,6.42735559955562,0.3580871794871792,132,4,33,1,3,46,29,39,0.379,0.505,0.11699999999999999,-0.8566,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,4,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042804589493146,0.0,0.2987235572642053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426746481307593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308696653310084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784676830867536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966353214874934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310789043431386,0.2455297833601796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204110543919258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036571334330636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cadecarroll,2020/02/24,"I could barley walk my dog without breaking down Just casually walking my dog around the neighborhood, and could not deal with the random people I saw. It’s terrifying and crippling. So many thoughts race through my head when I see someone outside their house, driving by and looking at me, or someone else walking along the sidewalk. I hate it so much. I felt like I was going to pass out and now i’m having a breakdown because I feel so damn crazy.",5.398178294573647,6.679926569767443,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,68.18604651162791,7.128682170542637,35.26356589147287,7.1686216300943375,2.4396728682170545,359,18,65,3,6,112,65,86,0.154,0.795,0.051,-0.878,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,18,13,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,1,0,6,2,2,0,0,4,5,12,2,10,7,1,13,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,2,3,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075681102601426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213647051162234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723298355444777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403849919272231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947811523166299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789626720366453,0.0,0.22387693506699885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251420879334222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302041907872305,0.2392966636958519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690434720042761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391364371677995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958015987691134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639479336406455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140461151252334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164867514903794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858039519304811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395123372426156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510859400304655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476471721146016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WolfOfBroadStreet,2020/02/24,"Just hit my breaking point: I need help This is it. I refuse to let this anxiety ruin every aspect of my life anymore. I knew it was bad for quite some time and brushed off getting help because i figured that it was just a ""me"" problem that I could work on fixing myself over time. I also had a terrible experience with a psychiatrist a few years ago that scared me away from seeking professional help. He seemed to be entertained by my issues and pushed xanax at me despite my concerns about it. I began abusing xanax and cut off from my psychiatrist entirely before i could become addicted. 

Things started to get a lot worse for me recently. My job became super stressful out of nowhere and my boss is becoming more and more demanding of me. Not to mention, my phone went off during a meeting last week. My boss was super pissed at me and i felt extremely embarrassed of myself and stupid for forgetting to turn my phone off. The past few weeks, i've been having near panic attacks at work where i have to ground myself by drinking cold water and taking deep breaths. When i'm not at work, i continue to stress about my job and whether i remembered to do everything i was supposed to. At work and outside of work, I have been feeling forgetful and have been making a lot of dumb mistakes. I feel like this is because my mind goes completely blank and i get frazzled whenever my anxiety flares, which it has a lot recently. Not to mention that i've made countless dumb decisions and said a lot of dumb things in the past that i get constant cringey flashbacks of. It drives me insane that i can't move on from them. And to top it off, my anxiety is extremely visible. For instance, I have a fear of presenting things and public speaking, as I would ALWAYS get beet red and be a stuttering mess while presenting class projects and always blank out and forget what I planned to say. Many people have this fear, but i feel like most people pull it off a lot better than I do because I just fall apart when it comes time to present anything or speak to someone important.

But now, I'm going to search relentlessly for quality professional help and I won't let my past experiences deter me from doing so. The way i've been living is not normal and it needs to change if i ever want to enjoy life. From the sound of it, my job may sound like part of the problem. However, i feel like i will encounter work stress no matter what and it's up to me to cope with stress better. My life is great right now in the sense that I have an amazing supportive girlfriend and a job that pays decent, but no matter how good my life gets, i just can't seem to shake this anxiety. But I need to.",6.088638746684757,6.268409363288724,6.354495774995375,79.55303275149572,66.26577437858509,9.654696848208227,32.35853944365633,9.454032385205345,2.7970112749028555,2119,81,410,38,31,681,247,523,0.141,0.737,0.121,0.2794,5,0,1,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,1,13,16,39,7,10,20,0,38,11,2,5,1,85,70,36,0,12,15,0,5,4,1,4,7,6,0,0,31,27,2,1,11,2,1,9,9,25,0,0,15,14,62,14,71,44,12,65,0,1,1,0,18,28,4,12,30,283,93,17,0.0,0.0779365908736163,0.0,0.07170811284599908,0.0,0.0,0.058308540141515486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052602924268141296,0.10946571638848217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128103671277595,0.0,0.06523444993766501,0.0,0.0,0.05412997895420932,0.0,0.0,0.074832371384162,0.061800926923043675,0.0,0.054922176292508666,0.12029361839988865,0.14529404351367206,0.05597253268233709,0.0,0.0,0.11635121371049233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958477443683009,0.056662225768752315,0.06896735050625002,0.0710830302416446,0.0,0.105037323155374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644377428048898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950028519650366,0.05542109849258568,0.0,0.059117341296205286,0.12868770011460773,0.0,0.148037866768621,0.13303804460337776,0.14097620327180638,0.06315753326960535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619884387196788,0.0,0.037383353260827416,0.05517176076064438,0.0,0.07252086521361616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635937098462826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865550965576102,0.2610994580713791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361813613731567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452564292289762,0.18584478104210786,0.1285439206276685,0.0,0.058083489863703576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27961201274608083,0.0,0.06224106704400721,0.043907560686195085,0.06668892452982847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641738414239858,0.0,0.0,0.06991197818409788,0.0,0.14632144343036413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444881881850027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717672324453896,0.0,0.07123154507952574,0.18837863965986398,0.09120485391367078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062181804009974015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258819984605964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996337408799959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298963739298603,0.0,0.07451405000593334,0.056174353135841334,0.0625702757702517,0.052309585599275864,0.06585560540167358,0.0,0.0,0.1197642822580198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055733784125942716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655825605075699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013955195459657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746444942540259,0.0,0.0,0.04945713442955349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110064256472326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150676579462213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154795816349516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03879777622279952,0.05221179402659615,0.10552685244798038,0.0,0.0,0.06097719123817201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873245417000936,0.0,0.06703376021184465,0.046727053933323416,0.0,0.0,0.04235910201073809
anxiety,_CooperC_,2020/02/25,"Scheduling my day has helped a lot Lately I've been running 3km a day, working out a lot, and waking up consistantly at the same time everyday. I have really bad anxiety and have had depression in the past. I stopped working out for a year because I was simply to busy, but now that I've started up again my symptoms are nearly gone. I don't feel as nervous talking to people, I don't have that horrible cloud of thoughts looming over me, etc.   I also haven't had any anxiety or panic attacks. In general I feel the best I have in a long time. I know that it's really difficult to get up the nerve/will to start, but trust me endorphins help.
I don't know who needs to hear it, setting daily goals really helps. Just as little as saying you're gonna answer a question in class.

I realise that this may be seen as a ""quick fix"" but it's not, it takes daily work, this is just a step I've taken to help myself. From a person who has had it really bad this is something that's helps me personally. the schedule of having a routine and setting goals for myself each day really helps me keep my mind straight and feel more comfortable. I even have an app to keep track of things I have to do which just relieves my mind of the extra stress.",6.377488598358163,5.2454437509881435,7.1581027667984225,78.40564913347524,66.03557312252966,10.472362420188508,32.505016722408016,9.661875296680813,2.7859257525083607,971,33,200,17,13,325,137,253,0.121,0.7120000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9483,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,6,8,12,1,3,17,0,24,2,1,0,0,34,42,13,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,17,7,0,3,8,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,9,6,23,4,31,30,8,37,0,1,1,0,14,14,0,5,18,137,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798502812857811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481913629363161,0.0,0.16833396549066726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516658327969313,0.0,0.0,0.18372853955215485,0.06706875169557075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154619238355939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286641224960665,0.0,0.09476229840952244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227042747117885,0.07266888524059988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668921869761219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748226399504323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400345887106565,0.0,0.4424749507572142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558627235266374,0.0,0.0,0.12093107989944485,0.0,0.12411027751271375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027154247980417,0.0,0.09736653287980836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870745487923541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218291067649815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158035885615758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290878075699457,0.0,0.0,0.1050290146406346,0.0762758130722143,0.19213496943693825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325048437266208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524164528541006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749438219224648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470076755593055,0.0,0.0,0.15574911567128902,0.0,0.0,0.09198381450180346,0.1260305089214398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143556013588998,0.08272329769656153,0.0884319929294981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309412220084435,0.0,0.0,0.08734564945378595,0.12831011788723665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029327490092045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085094286618054
anxiety,murphysarah22,2020/02/25,Help I know I am a complete stranger but I am desperately in need of someone to cover my medical cost ASAP for my medication! I am truly embarrassed for asking but I am in desperate need for help!,1.3099999999999987,3.9253589743589785,4.698153846153846,75.27184615384617,87.46153846153845,8.248205128205129,28.312820512820515,8.841846274778883,3.2227497435897434,156,8,28,5,5,57,25,39,0.21899999999999997,0.581,0.19899999999999998,-0.2344,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812477785907841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154283685447695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032977072406298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533555348427034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6061357418578369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461428375945604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549034647645241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnipeAndCelly,2020/02/25,"Making appointment with GP. Do I say it’s for anxiety if I haven’t been diagnosed yet? They ask for a reason, should I say anxiety, or prefer not to say? I don’t want to look like I’m self diagnosing",-0.042558139534882855,2.0903670697674457,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,87.6046511627907,8.091162790697675,20.227906976744187,8.841846274778883,1.6594316279069772,156,5,35,5,5,57,32,43,0.091,0.799,0.111,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,9,10,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720644058296492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273406790623831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49364560939912294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880557213046035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421013854722936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162324685374611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500297680753627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5801600151621555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536900054067133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343399451431127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Original1000,2020/02/25,"People who have broken down in school Has anyone ever broken down in school during class? You can’t leave the school. But you gotta leave class so you can calm down and not cry in front of people. 
Where did go? What did you do? Did you walk the halls? Did you go to teacher you could trust? Find an empty room? What did you tell the teacher you were doing?",0.497747336377472,2.862664589041098,1.1514155251141571,101.25427701674278,88.04109589041096,3.2444444444444445,10.850837138508373,3.1291,-1.9407400304414004,277,2,62,0,9,84,46,73,0.13699999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.102,0.2448,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,9,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,0,1,6,16,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,0,9,2,8,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,1,43,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021271995663268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152266284975615,0.0,0.23597845059233544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432420877915502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634888353626087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441833856738827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549436282791951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978693465932151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6522521604596123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776912512316676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,agualol,2020/02/25,"Misdiagnosed? TL;DR: GP diagnosed me with mild Borderline Personality Disorder, I don’t relate to any symptoms 

I went to the GP to get a formal diagnosis for anxiety (already been told by GP that I have it and done CBT but needed the formality to get help at uni)

He went through symptoms and then said diagnosing me with anxiety wouldn’t look serious enough as “everyone has anxiety nowadays”. So he said he would put me down as having mild bpd as he believed I had it. This came as a total shock to me.

I asked why he thought I had it and he said the past trauma I’ve experienced has caused me to be in a state of shock. But he didn’t actually tell me what symptoms of bpd I have (we didn’t even discuss my relationships/lifestyle etc, purely what triggers my anxiety and what symptoms I have). 

This has left me feeling so confused, anxious and paranoid. I mainly don’t believe I have it (and my family have said they dont think the symptoms describe me at all) but I can’t shake the anxiety because I keep wondering if I’m in denial and I really do have it. Also, I think it’s very hard to diagnose and can’t be done in one 10 minute appointment without any follow-up or referral (correct me if I’m wrong)",3.2264462809917376,4.981807388429754,5.268669421487606,78.84027685950416,74.28925619834709,8.806942148760331,30.28181818181818,9.3871,2.912004297520661,956,44,186,24,20,331,128,242,0.156,0.8220000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.9789,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,8,0,27,8,0,2,4,35,48,22,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,12,12,0,1,5,0,0,5,9,7,0,1,16,8,28,0,25,28,5,15,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,5,2,125,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.08914027492998583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080230625623482,0.07304916303736357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423648435825185,0.0,0.3493962425028665,0.1031946966335465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539594520505132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055683521180018486,0.0,0.0,0.20583075877238896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300935480896176,0.0,0.0,0.10447520287797267,0.0,0.09383724729259252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27814203941517723,0.0,0.0,0.10469014298738856,0.0,0.0,0.18695683303173166,0.10705653834747304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438457770407536,0.1018746570803391,0.06033300617835275,0.0,0.0,0.08728477837993195,0.0,0.0,0.08611264325902848,0.0,0.04618715568390008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544876812892246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182784960258259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122713054198711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811922994221291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924742432933438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670742373787795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773171596900855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618982440471876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719985408114403,0.0,0.07975958527323021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182770831962314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851842630309239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34756290374542104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747160480357186,0.0,0.0,0.07984021146970546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706133606343685,0.0,0.07251832184709593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728477837993195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536981000803783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935685026223796,0.08242533118693879,0.0,0.0,0.08805404303564593,0.09906056900706292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488939975335774,0.09987223760719514,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spleen-consumer,2020/02/25,"can coffee help depression/anxiety? so caffeine never really affects me energy wise. i can drink 5 energy drinks and not have any boost in energy. sometimes i even get more tired.

i have depression, mostly social anxiety and I’m bulimic.

recently though after not drinking caffeine for months i drank like 8 cups of coffee at once for fun. the main thing im noticing is that i feel a lot happier and have wayy more motivation to do things. like, i just cleaned my whole room, i dont feel anxious or like im wasting my day, and i havent thrown up today at all. i have more energy though its probably because i actually feel motivated to do something and less depressed.

i know coffee suppresses your appetite so thats probably helping me not overeat which is what triggers my bulimia/throwing up.

i’ve heard large amounts of caffeine can make you more anxious but i dont really feel that. 

is this normal or just coincidence? also is there any risks by self medicating with caffeine or drinking large amounts everyday?",4.1255672514619866,6.710496410526317,5.2950877192982455,75.90005847953219,74.36842105263158,9.064327485380117,31.60818713450293,9.586721724236666,3.5877309941520465,818,40,138,23,18,270,114,190,0.076,0.767,0.157,0.8412,0,0,5,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,9,8,0,1,2,0,16,8,0,5,2,31,26,14,0,1,9,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,9,6,6,1,7,4,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,5,19,5,14,24,12,13,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,5,10,92,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.11188832955451693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169086402331418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594087762785944,0.0,0.17542401325091744,0.2590587079584742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989361625190607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394403978286951,0.0,0.19750717145436825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268753428301542,0.4492793809997979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572962147133139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318953447431021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059903355875723485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370384184118807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476976669295824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301228424368144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804631079845064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974769650040674,0.0,0.0,0.07653418954336746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550449026631897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151782661750724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843025990523913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233915157696472,0.0,0.13053733096828404,0.0,0.12210556688042735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472384748196478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690394375280516,0.0,0.11320958791579785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961186873239515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687799324226875,0.0,0.08826827388509555,0.11339833689892545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523455379209967,0.0,0.2252991098214954,0.0,0.0,0.13178092726641247,0.10868107693906402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801003058803526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spenceyfox,2020/02/25,"Night time anxiety Hi all,

I've suffered with anxiety for pretty much my whole life but lately (about 3 months) it's been messing with my sleep more and more. I either can't sleep at all or take 2-3 hours to sleep. I've started to come home for work earlier, read in the evenings, practice some guitar, meditate, drinking water and chamomile tea, having a shower and just trying to wind down and relax, ive even started journalling to write down my worries and an action plan in the evening so they are out of my head. Doing all this, the second I turn my light off and my head hits the pillow my heart starts pounding like crazy which sets everything else off (irritation, racing thoughts etc) which stops me from sleeping. My doctor has prescribed me a limited number of sleeping tablets which work but I can't take them forever.

 Any tips appreciated!",5.171501035196688,6.828086186335405,5.033804347826088,82.8692572463768,69.12422360248448,7.602691511387165,29.565734989648035,8.07648339933343,2.025968530020704,680,26,124,9,12,210,112,161,0.09699999999999999,0.813,0.09,0.3699,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,4,6,4,0,0,7,0,8,13,8,0,3,23,17,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,10,3,2,1,4,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,1,16,2,20,14,10,20,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,2,10,80,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406203280493159,0.0,0.18912935954949187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648286242270362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652457923010882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210950542240538,0.0,0.0,0.1032639716641098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378627350848698,0.2449384415914356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110966545107262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253728080004738,0.0,0.0,0.14648366246754335,0.0,0.0,0.12399532488483578,0.0,0.12173528650732983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944243059366793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731250839160253,0.060391753190797585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866783694415374,0.0,0.0908708092944976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600374313426988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576028780132548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236478545871296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185183780875172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624847315702049,0.0,0.0,0.10334717580576372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858852937678825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813602793991592,0.07208055233831667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392606522115965,0.1344569734489724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801106617254608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998551492006415,0.12553642640307894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yodinguses,2020/02/25,"Dreadful Morning Anxiety Caused by Caffeine Withdrawal? I wake up in a horrible state. I'm tossing & turning and ruminating terribly. If there's a negative thought to have I have it.  If I jump out of bed and down some coffee I usually feel better in about 5-10 minutes.  

Has anyone here weened themselves off caffeine because of this and had the early morning anxiety/panic go away or at least become tolerable?

I drink about 4 cups a day. Almost never after lunch.",4.25508620689655,6.7551274252873625,5.740905172413798,73.27273706896555,73.59770114942529,8.48793103448276,33.86350574712644,9.188382445141503,3.7090471264367815,374,20,59,9,8,126,70,87,0.182,0.772,0.046,-0.9146,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,4,3,1,1,1,13,9,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,1,15,7,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,5,5,42,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762655246264335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29892836807142154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105627277350533,0.0,0.0,0.19290977940299384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592091834053529,0.0,0.0,0.16818092190935374,0.3047005299753676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244003646835861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28341660916313083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779272192121807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702686759656294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949905211950864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156795519972691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127845636423383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902706519106255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30009077101665177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30385555339034914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FatherElon,2020/02/25,"Quit 5 jobs in the last 12 months because of anxiety. Today I find myself again quitting another job because I've had another panic attack from hell. My last 5 jobs I've been employed as a truck driver in the UK. I have always wanted to become a truck driver so last year at the age of 22 I decided to pursue my dreams of becoming a truck driver. Now a year later I have had 5 jobs and quit them all because of anxiety. My longest lasting job was 4 month and my shortest one was 2 weeks which I quit today. Every time I go to work I enter a deep state of anxiousness, crippled with depersonalisation. I just feel like I'm stuck in a viscous circle, I get a new job and everyday becomes unbearable to the point I either cry or have a full blown panic attack. I keep getting jobs so easy because there is a major shortage of truck drivers and I know people in the industry who always know who's hiring. Feel like a major fraud rn. Should I give truck driving another go or just move on and accept truck driving isn't for me?",3.854927536231884,5.006492657004831,5.582338164251212,79.61930434782609,71.70531400966183,7.838840579710146,27.809661835748788,8.238735603445708,1.9541957487922708,808,29,153,12,15,277,116,207,0.165,0.767,0.069,-0.9562,8,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,5,7,8,3,2,15,0,11,0,0,0,1,22,24,10,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,1,0,6,1,5,0,1,6,2,20,3,20,17,5,34,1,0,0,0,4,9,1,2,20,87,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374893874726582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25989614925719995,0.12640490265138854,0.09333468706375683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797952901018916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145236891003554,0.27373486930684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075186068178083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960912636578892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354816405788935,0.11804445857900303,0.0,0.0,0.07551124468771604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863288637357943,0.07925459779182444,0.09390728916923193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738984775515037,0.07343456694738511,0.0,0.0,0.09080925134543998,0.26937839309553163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072584501119527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318896056482981,0.08780973052257701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979286239532872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598401300074405,0.0,0.0,0.19386856005913827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727683476085705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810060014530502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35149713595229826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817514965992871,0.0,0.15662417813780818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873016560950617,0.0,0.066271079127186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060146799910717176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064064107282636
anxiety,needhelp99999,2020/02/25,"Need advice about medication for severe crippling anxiety for someone who can't take antidepressants Klonopin and Lithium are really the only medications that have helped me, but Lithium made me break out really bad so I had to stop because it was making me very insecure. I can't take most medications that directly affect serotonin like SSRIs and SNRIs and atypicals etc. I have tried Zoloft, Lexapro, Trazadone, Remeron, Seroquel, Prozac, and Effexor, and they all give me ""brain zaps"" that don't stop, and usually make me way more depressed than I already am, even after taking them for months. Is there anything you could suggest I try out? I have extremely severe anxiety, to the point where I throw up on a weekly basis and can't eat and cry and shake. I also have been diagnosed with OCD, BPD, and Treatment Resistant Depression. What can I do? I'm desperate for some relief. I feel very hopeless.",7.748703703703704,8.686968685185189,7.408246913580246,70.80311111111112,62.76543209876543,10.924444444444443,36.57037037037037,10.793553405168565,4.26401037037037,725,33,117,18,10,229,114,162,0.23800000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,1,2,0,6,8,0,2,3,0,17,8,1,4,1,26,27,13,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,13,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,1,18,2,14,22,5,16,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,2,7,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939099127958995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611938959282994,0.10588943358254244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025888794677829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089633873219402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055807675423324,0.08071682511431097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676765663793455,0.1478150319125506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571981319188006,0.0,0.14544782187636418,0.0,0.0,0.2280916723445356,0.13439489144273012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549002730050475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767383069310774,0.08745655097088678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695123600054592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702118211029026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875264141848256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468957351286846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529096864020886,0.17677141701675933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400171985971173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568960088290914,0.0,0.0,0.09818145398686567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007049170736908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517167243769795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965240278541718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29917462489363283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219183941988672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140389617478493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29867092129702194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979744183340865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583256700329045,0.21850671956071202,0.0,0.10510209028727052,0.106212523247807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConeyIslandBabyxoxo,2020/02/25,"Is it too early to ask for a change? I was prescribed an SSRI and Hydroxyzine almost a month ago. The Lexapro is helping a bit so far but the Hydroxyzine just makes me sleepy while my heart keeps racing, I also defs can’t take it at work which sucks.

The place I’m going has walk ins so I could go tomorrow but idk if they will make me try it longer because I’ve only tried it a handful of times.",1.2582142857142848,3.1508081547619082,2.6930952380952395,94.45607142857143,80.54761904761905,5.628571428571429,20.02380952380953,6.6274283507984215,0.08190952380952421,311,8,70,3,8,101,67,84,0.063,0.917,0.021,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,8,0,7,2,2,2,0,10,16,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,5,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,6,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093661666448688,0.0,0.236507888419785,0.0,0.0,0.1888792376142799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080363901542446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397784438380182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578558226108373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985529470174656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857667890763447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684618530854876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798835902340249,0.15831165282708892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099345013324544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153142797018991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852278799810815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963140718909204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467659016687681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758377458301508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772296128224973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207119217614826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719474761122555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RottonPotatoes,2020/02/25,Almost got a haircut today... But my social anxiety and mild panic attack made me leave.,2.8818750000000013,5.857643437500003,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,83.375,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4538499999999996,69,2,9,1,2,24,16,16,0.45799999999999996,0.542,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365534558868423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25711394168551593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38235983451758615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26880816043368394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35587910327641425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31802392006223984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943384204263904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426094407705685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318581470809937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JavaBean17,2020/02/25,"I’m so wired up from the day-to-day. I’m 23F — a young professional with a full-time job while doing uni full time. 

I hate that we have to work forty hours a week. I just don’t really feel like I’m living anymore sometimes. That and I’ve been procrastinating my uni work like nuts. 

I’m just so tired all the time. And scared. I don’t even really know why I’m scared. I think it’s because deep down I don’t want to do what I’m doing currently but I won’t let myself stop. While I know it shouldn’t, quitting makes me feel like a failure. 

For the most part I enjoy my job, and I love the company I’m at, but it does make me wildly anxious. I think it’s the expectations that comes with it. I’m a junior in software eng. 

I think it just scares me that the 8 hours a day, every day, every week, every month, every year is something I’m gonna have to do forever. 

I don’t mean to sound ungrateful because I do love my job but there’s this little inner voice screaming at me all the time to run away from everything. Just constantly feel terrorised or something. 

I’ve tried everything I can to calm down; antidepressants, meditation, CBD, therapy, beta-blockers. Just feel kinda hopeless. It doesn’t help that my mood’s been swinging constantly. 

Hope you guys are okay and that this vent is appropriate here. I haven’t been active in this sub but lately and... well, always, the anxiety is real. I hope you’re all doing good.",1.957239404352805,3.922693429553264,3.5762199312714777,88.61926689576175,78.62199312714777,6.785337915234822,21.43069873997709,7.793537801064563,0.8312025200458195,1112,31,238,18,27,369,141,291,0.13699999999999998,0.693,0.17,0.9157,4,0,2,0,0,2,43.0,1,1,0,3,11,19,1,3,14,1,25,3,0,2,3,43,54,14,0,5,10,0,4,3,0,3,1,3,0,1,17,9,0,1,10,0,0,2,8,6,1,0,3,7,27,12,19,47,6,33,0,1,0,2,6,12,0,5,22,131,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796074305825544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731894271848152,0.10808302746784806,0.0948817057310229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988774133636189,0.0,0.0,0.11664249705735295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241364243268384,0.0,0.20677660850369192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468041548085426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372390863620043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631909795437386,0.0,0.3224338283522451,0.0,0.1719690803195809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935001615120572,0.13669732936808632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024580224338486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473110984152573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445707899540896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064127458561624,0.0,0.0,0.19004934767765008,0.18843686477602245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848214628650651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515853340569226,0.0,0.1079230812679641,0.0,0.0,0.09783191609098978,0.0,0.1402226867340889,0.09588927588508976,0.0844808318050491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269686767678882,0.0,0.12772466867967616,0.0,0.0,0.10421572244580997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636511311315082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360431498172863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175979530003312,0.0,0.10889658745642036,0.12258088610798433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28735547759339064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730718524839678,0.0946228417368583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998674152346921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941018036143288,0.0,0.0,0.18390979401921734,0.0,0.0,0.16736273044141434,0.1099618051345896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495554845681936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643029396442099,0.0,0.15348589235071175,0.0,0.08602133357744075,0.0,0.08632981757153901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393018701056443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161014396310077
anxiety,sureitsvoelder,2020/02/25,"I feel so lost        

Okay. So first of all, I would like to start by saying that. I don't feel well. Right now I haven't been feeling well for a long time. I have been feeling depressed. Anxious Depressed and anxious mostly I've been you know wanted to start. Learning programming for about 2 years now and today I also got the idea of you know wanting to write a book. There are so many things I want to do, but I've done none of them. I think the reason is because I have no discipline. I have no willpower. Have the will but not the power. There's so many things I want to do. But I'm depressed lonely. I have no friends. So I don't have motivation. How can I Find motivation and finally do what I'm supposed to do. How can I stop procrastinating on all my projects life's going by? I'm already 26. I'll be 30 soon and I have done nothing with my life. How can I change this any insights? Any advice Would be greatly appreciated. Thank you. 

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anxiety,DevilAngel9,2020/02/25,"I can't stop over thinking. I wasn't sure whether to post this here or on r/insomnia.

I've been really struggling to get to sleep due to over thinking. Even if I am tired, my brain is wide awake and it will just repeat situations that have happened in the past or worry about the future. I can't switch it off. I've been dealing with this for a few months now. It effects my mood too which I'm concerned about. I don't really know what to do anymore, I've tried everything (apart from meds). Does anyone have any tips/advice for me? I don't really want to take meds because sometimes I don't trust them but I don't know what else to try :/",2.2706852103120743,3.7540114552238784,3.4265807327001383,92.19284260515605,76.23880597014927,6.663772048846678,22.62957937584803,7.348242739294969,0.6257552238805979,501,14,113,6,11,162,87,134,0.113,0.875,0.012,-0.8463,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,1,3,0,15,3,2,1,1,16,24,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,12,2,18,20,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,7,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682622619419624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609588433317765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930899339856556,0.11937183566890396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406971297638933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905806865291035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600547574911238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939877593235318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426151820277859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275936763562637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343269632570206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919448422643374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509676914714039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876471897402433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792642729042966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626758006024914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297216112590446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350317435572465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281040261177747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189714379986972,0.17084392485969094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884707081884942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427300931009919,0.0,0.17847427247119033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090217569846524,0.0,0.1283606691655498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187817757675517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621825299394172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231816206088294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069545224435612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733750892404937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,double_suicidio,2020/02/25,"It got worse again I didn't have panic attacks for few weeks and they're back. Earlier I had had few panic attacks a week, sometimes even few in one day. They suddenly just stopped, I still have felt anxious very often, but it wasn't as bad as my panic attacks always have been. Now everything's back. I've been shaking for few hours, it's so hard to breathe, it feels like the oxygen doesn't get into my lungs, even if I know it does, I feel this weird fear in my chest and everything seems to be so scary. I don't know why they're back, it feels so bad to experience all this shit again",3.9487195121951215,4.360114065040651,4.508689024390247,90.12205792682929,70.95121951219512,7.776016260162603,25.944105691056908,7.645422480735847,1.0616349593495942,462,13,105,5,8,147,74,123,0.195,0.631,0.174,-0.6048,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,14,13,4,5,2,0,12,4,4,0,1,16,21,9,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,12,0,1,8,5,10,1,10,12,5,17,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,14,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730883675420834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569323322676905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401473807358149,0.0,0.2974973353843036,0.21536002483344768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317146579409311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128577468022835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035973799369375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23181004375776595,0.12615207627989322,0.0,0.14512097305551158,0.19562505432904287,0.09213230030508504,0.12382619236463825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737865457174214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314473178960164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155269056018381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700410384276584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175108795706226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300556489041427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738971672467473,0.0,0.0,0.4539363374637911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174044827715851,0.0,0.0,0.132380257328685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275492375881931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029912562390242,0.10782013846988804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064092600296348,0.0,0.0,0.20689516601413754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637044724358958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142589422363574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Greenhouse9,2020/02/25,"Weight loss Hi everyone!! I have been noticing that I've lost a lot of weight lately(15 pounds) and I haven't started exercising or dieting. Is this from my anxiety or should I worry about something else? Any advice/support would be appreciated!

P.S: My weight loss has actually been so significant that someone asked me if I am anorexic(I'm not).",4.193571428571431,7.3180261451612925,5.183640552995391,73.67403225806453,77.87096774193549,8.704147465437789,31.43778801843318,9.23628265651192,3.605269124423964,279,14,46,8,7,91,50,62,0.19,0.723,0.087,-0.6917,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,0,8,13,5,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,7,0,3,7,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.19258275683913448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342031123221596,0.0,0.15097034794493766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449333439222168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485856843635385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857405660576027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542818083045676,0.16777784352968114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246815120789316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672119523865219,0.1519277979562725,0.0,0.0,0.1396836230672322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394767939882934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7209485095007089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041603290976515,0.0,0.14019004881860164,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Big_Melon_,2020/02/25,"People who have tried CBD oil to deal with anxiety, what was your experience? I struggle with quiet bad social anxiety, and want to try it to see if it helps. Im not banking on a miracle cure, just hope that it helps. It can be quiet pricey though so Id love to hear peoples experiences.",2.6415517241379334,4.458335224137934,4.599517241379309,82.74720689655173,76.06896551724137,8.088275862068969,25.393103448275863,8.841846274778883,1.9281406896551725,225,8,46,5,5,77,46,58,0.175,0.627,0.198,0.3831,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,2,2,7,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,2,0,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32761281790022745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878692632210338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075531914531613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189141784261294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133645560899655,0.0,0.2870493486866979,0.0,0.0,0.21267621816315008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129367851720856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325778885817613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29689711146981285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063132926073998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827529770313897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238518137627001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103784848812507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907560707430763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629752910853334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Big-Grizzly88,2020/02/25,"Anxiety (poem) Just a little something built of experiences, the current and the past....


I may not lock eyes,
Or be the first to speak.
As my heart tries,
But the mind is weak.

But behind these blue eyes,
Lays an element of guilt.
Which weeps upon the foundation,
Of the secluded life I’ve built.

A smile of incomprehension,
The moments arrive in variety.
Happiness is punishable,
By a rust coated anxiety.

The dreams are neatly sealed,
Gift wrapped from the heart.
Addressed to whom is revealed,
Or whoever I was at the start.

The sadness in my eyes,
Washes away the smile.
Adjudicated by the lies,
With repentance from denial.

Every so often,
A light glows from a laughter.
With an immense aspiration,
Of happily ever after.

The mind shines to all,
And stone turns to gold.
The giggles are like secrets,
Never to be told.

....

A thousand voices chatter,
The mind declares revoke.
As happiness starts to shatter,
Behind the stale smoke.

It's time to close the door,
As a burden must be carried.
Turning the key evermore,
Looking back slightly worried.",3.6124340175953087,6.684773215053768,4.3922189638318665,78.63105571847507,80.29032258064517,7.037732160312808,28.34701857282502,8.150884317080207,2.5665569892473115,822,37,132,17,22,263,123,186,0.115,0.736,0.149,0.8439,1,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,1,1,28,0,11,8,5,0,4,22,17,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,2,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,2,10,4,5,30,10,1,18,0,2,7,0,4,7,0,4,12,93,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407822456540359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478585982172349,0.12101133774647944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235431733306828,0.1325948710280194,0.0,0.0,0.15394253690110102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386273721993722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350563332233975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729792696869274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115831986263072,0.07688527041439767,0.15773067278863412,0.0,0.0,0.13215501126769005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767103895761605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137697781031792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023184376539084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115464018976115,0.0,0.0,0.22278107523132232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176638307952112,0.0,0.0,0.15037815517980585,0.0,0.10684700937492383,0.3423567032427529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982152497484708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheCynicPress,2020/02/25,"There is way too much going on and is affecting me physically. My country is economically collapsing, corona has reached us and no one is taking precautions, climate change is gonna hit us hard, there are locust (???) not too far from my region, prices are jacking up and I don’t know what to do! I don’t know how to handle all of this. I can’t even tell if what I’m having is anxiety or some genuine health issue. But I can’t find that out because seeing a doctor is too expensive for us. And medication would be out of the question. My dad isn’t in good health either and the rest of my family don’t live here.  I feel divorced from my body, I don’t want to eat, I get chest tightness, tingly or numb limbs, my chest and back of my head get very hot, I get these terrible feeling of dread, and my throat tightens up. I’m scared, we don’t have the means to take care of any of these issue; I can’t have my health fail not when I can work n get us some money. Idk if my fear is what’s making me think I’m losing control over my muscles or I’m literally gonna die. I’m so so scared. Plz help what can I do?",1.5537288135593244,3.018716576271192,3.5120000000000005,90.90037288135592,78.15254237288136,6.584406779661018,21.545762711864406,7.365786028017652,0.5204176271186443,856,23,198,11,20,290,132,236,0.158,0.779,0.063,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,5,0,0,4,12,10,0,4,4,0,29,12,5,4,1,37,54,17,1,4,9,1,5,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,8,10,1,2,8,0,3,1,12,8,0,1,0,6,29,2,21,49,6,12,0,2,1,0,10,8,0,8,2,126,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671779673513507,0.0,0.08630286039021992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674746394859957,0.0,0.06877073319406925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253115886264692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150220036353328,0.0,0.1193428883631244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653116698017794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708374391229864,0.0,0.0,0.1154705237012128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543750023299852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745129794732972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635156485627884,0.12694778958665145,0.11408490315336685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311050080309687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357638894809032,0.0,0.06411513712523875,0.09462353422201504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105972276198218,0.0,0.11578032685082545,0.35974993379372944,0.0,0.0,0.07561724850569239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549826497746565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399990786148207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961735886400644,0.0,0.0,0.1262106808022748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753046216744825,0.0,0.0,0.12288817238581527,0.0,0.11364884103568425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293171178467508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644609278189883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637817109382554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258941909964157,0.0,0.08989863022924822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964507884823193,0.0,0.09860493310741736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228704057466015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5428082943341989,0.0,0.0,0.0930838600919946,0.06654097414224476,0.08954697857663077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213037258418544,0.0,0.0,0.08014025519569315,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chaoticcalculations,2020/02/25,"Sometimes I can’t shake the fear that my boyfriend will break up with me As of recent, I’ve been having awful dreams in which my boyfriend pulls me aside and ends things with me, and then a highlight reel of our relationship ensues before fizzling out to me, awake in tears.

I don’t know what to do about it, and I especially do not know whether it’s something to discuss with him. He’s lovely— he’s gentle and patient with me, and he clearly loves me. I have no reason to believe that there’s an end anywhere in sight. I’m young, and while I know I’d be devastated and feel as if my world was ending, I also have the knowledge that my world would not end. I can’t think about losing him. I don’t want to. It’s painful, and it’s hurting me, and it’s all I can think about sometimes.",3.687045454545455,4.264124567073171,4.3269844789357,90.59495565410202,71.62195121951221,6.6953436807095335,26.494456762749444,6.1124844417494595,0.7227999999999999,615,19,138,3,11,196,91,164,0.147,0.758,0.095,-0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,4,1,15,2,0,1,2,30,24,16,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,14,0,0,8,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,2,23,1,21,19,1,18,0,2,1,1,9,7,0,1,8,93,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635687761076465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509154946643132,0.1921065102970577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6040854083288062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187128435892944,0.0862150375570709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253460501473334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811237004508648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907572042348792,0.0,0.0,0.15389203622773304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143478454812026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531279695952426,0.16835816837623446,0.18306405221494068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131267017137095,0.3372777279502865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132793440770578,0.21851199398944868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057128377530487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112549374287697,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jettjoh,2020/02/25,"For anybody seeking help with medications I've started a new subreddit r/pharmacymedications for anyone seeking help with medications, withdrawals, side effects, advice, and benefits. If you think this community would benefit you, it is avaliable. Thanks! Stay safe.",9.35725,13.432652224999998,8.665000000000003,50.75,64.25,11.0,45.0,10.686352973137794,6.7607500000000025,219,14,24,7,4,69,34,40,0.0,0.645,0.355,0.9441,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865057717097827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500805346349385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930434996967983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907241945438918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831685805544081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075242137211316,0.31250578043664695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26993363223539313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878668688139986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208276596882116,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sadnesscomesandgoes,2020/02/25,"Anxiety caused hyper awareness of teeth/jaw Hi guys, 
I have general anxiety order that normally manifests as health anxiety. This time it’s been a little different though and for the past couple days I’ve been hyper aware of how my jaw and tongue rest in my mouth. All this started after a bad dream of facial twitching and even though I don’t twitch, I started paying more attention to my face and mouth. This led to becoming super fixated on how I hold my jaw even while resting and now I literally am aware of it at all times. I feel like I’m going insane. Doing something distracts me in the moment but as soon as I stop, my brain is like “your jaw feels heavy, it feels strange, pay attention to it!” 

I’ve read that people sometimes get this hyper aware about their tongue or their breathing or blinking and I was wondering if anyone has some advice to give on how they deal with it. This is absolutely stupid to worry over and I know it is but I cannot seem to make it stop.",4.920095162569389,5.7965642371134045,5.557835051546395,81.7952934179223,69.0,8.8558287073751,27.80967486122125,9.057496981413335,2.1258601110229987,778,25,152,14,13,252,119,194,0.146,0.8079999999999999,0.045,-0.9503,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,3,1,10,6,1,1,4,0,12,12,9,6,2,35,25,21,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,14,8,0,3,8,2,2,2,2,3,0,0,3,3,20,3,23,22,6,23,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,6,15,101,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800109610746426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34759038388877833,0.0,0.0,0.10590158949464093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645947280674966,0.0,0.16727130446218386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907503782041214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558708061583718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758323511312706,0.0,0.0976766205800706,0.15614453390237135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823933319479852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000705810731552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297421841158736,0.10820023014080438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912953336776596,0.14529044097488233,0.0860759617378371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996529827948307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099069541062078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323628243772949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798754831301975,0.15179874788722866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109808735608963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839476876150196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445819343390221,0.1050005527995857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149703301958753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378798967721691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659826434759678,0.14979390306794413,0.0,0.21440273901831786,0.0,0.0,0.25324807385952985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29760959411579324,0.0,0.1766304778053904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424762213979888,0.0,0.15381096744017325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,florettesmayor,2020/02/25,"I am proud of myself for using a table saw It's the little things. Although I was a nervous mess, I safely operated a loud, dangerous machine, and this is a personal accomplishment.",7.018235294117647,7.361666117647061,9.08705882352941,60.191764705882385,64.29411764705883,11.505882352941176,37.588235294117645,11.20814326018867,4.798282352941177,144,7,22,4,2,52,29,34,0.22,0.6,0.18,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5831199160627802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080083434550287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865243692428184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024913914212414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlyingKittI,2020/02/25,HELP I had anxiety which progressed into severe depression now my life is upside down. Haven't gone to school for 2 years and isolated myself from everyone. I'm only 15 years old what should i do? I got prescribed anti-depressant(prozac) but once i started abusing them everything went downhill. Missed therapist meeting twice and relationship with mom is horrible now. Help pls i started cutting which im so hooked now😔,3.923200000000002,7.223141920000002,4.484333333333336,76.2705,83.13333333333333,7.800000000000002,30.16666666666667,8.548686976883017,3.373666666666668,344,17,52,9,10,109,61,75,0.254,0.657,0.08900000000000001,-0.9049,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,13,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,0,8,0,6,8,0,11,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,30,11,1,0.0,0.25224802299110904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286555200603006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833677950239066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343211922857168,0.19133801336833475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702731059457896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28540061970998964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22996519408885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037538233198844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934228573822295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233994919828759,0.2267282589703952,0.0,0.1619176921459442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285716049034343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154630370656372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405129075075768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30137905471800763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471897193834509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973575667727428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27419725749139906
anxiety,Christopher_T,2020/02/25,"Anyone who has experience with Wellbutrin, when should I expect it to take effect? Hey, basically what the title says. I've been on Wellbutrin XL, 150-300mg, for a few months now for my anxiety/depression/panic attacks. I was wondering when, if at all, I should notice it taking effect. 

If it's having any effect on me now it isn't noticable, as I still regularly deal with my symptoms. My psych had also prescribed it as an attempt to help with weight gain that I've been experiencing since starting antidepressants over a year ago, but it hasn't seemed to do anything there either. This is probably my 5th attempted antidepressant and it's one that I've noticed the least. 

I don't have a current psych to talk about this with after my previous one stopped taking my insurance. Currently it's just my primary physician keeping my prescriptions regular while I look for a new psych. I figured it wouldn't hurt to ask here if anyone's had a similar experience with Wellbutrin. Not asking for any proper medical advice, just want to hear other personal experiences with the drug. I'm probably going to ask to be taken off it next time I see a professional. 

Just in case it's relevant, besides the Wellbutrin XL for anxiety/depression/panic attacks, my only other daily psych medication is Concerta ER for ADHD.

Thanks in advance!",6.763231707317072,7.87368356504065,7.7704776422764255,66.73669207317074,64.97560975609754,11.028048780487806,35.293699186991866,10.9516,4.352569918699187,1071,49,172,30,16,362,144,246,0.036000000000000004,0.905,0.059000000000000004,0.6317,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,7,12,4,2,0,11,0,18,6,0,3,1,30,36,11,0,8,9,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,19,7,1,2,6,0,0,2,5,3,1,2,6,6,18,1,31,26,4,26,0,1,2,0,11,7,0,5,17,121,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491681046674409,0.10970088505193326,0.09951326990298257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977568273321619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268368232955368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699205480928485,0.0,0.0923818567990132,0.0,0.31484875245636323,0.2554278996853236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573693719588506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018799188853042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294406051914112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380094088952391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652715374667595,0.0,0.07524668617203951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017852766043358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978340353568582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094271598064057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618380975828226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960625962427099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842309989197876,0.11939164712355176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834322470841709,0.0,0.0,0.1521429373935797,0.08538012131149071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802263194665137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420743125422965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927505126384755,0.0,0.0,0.08945808198307079,0.10219888301228136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286408156070064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945944606650086,0.0,0.08965238037918763,0.09385585164827258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668294486830035,0.25322059968426763,0.09023174407699013,0.0,0.10335553865037404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546073053515701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621489009199227,0.0,0.0,0.13670457077568526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174308157372307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229288781732464
anxiety,tinytiny94,2020/02/25,"does anyone else feel lightheaded for days? i suffer from anxiety and one of the things i usually get is lightheadedness. This one usually happens for a while and them im okay. This time, I have been lightheaded since sunday night. I can walk, eat, sleep, anything normally and is just there lingering. It gets worse when i think about it. I get pretty bad health anxiety so ive been constantly searching what could it be, which has me freaking out. The thing is im not out of balance or anything. Its more of an internal dizziness. As if my brain is foggy and im like pushed back idk. Help?",1.8945864661654144,4.6008507894736885,3.0085213032581457,87.99631578947371,84.96491228070175,7.116791979949875,23.932330827067666,8.192908349453996,1.7912225563909776,466,18,91,11,14,149,82,114,0.15,0.764,0.086,-0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,4,1,12,4,2,0,0,14,18,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,2,1,10,2,10,14,1,14,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,11,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942649318067576,0.0,0.0,0.10485026956811344,0.15364404948805746,0.2467962496661716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530421098475938,0.1252040680078762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673965742847163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620453731691387,0.0,0.1197248637933573,0.0,0.0,0.09670695262643814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122443700288988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534388358639013,0.12526606629049433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582048595199313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503196535579304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260249419935738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939248780223292,0.0,0.0,0.1005099950928086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859232727568893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732592136123204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072025647695868,0.14692160506173235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322337990900666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255559412022626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404225164978072,0.0,0.15006078674451856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924354636069266,0.0960835026004127,0.0,0.0,0.08743850446539822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303029714858713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281440101149535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zerofox360,2020/02/25,"Happy to have found this place Like many of you I have been finding myself in a panic spiral over the events that are unfolding where Corona virus is concerned. In a way it's been a blessing because now I know my Effexor is no longer effective at controlling my Anxiety after 18 years. I'm now in the process of finding a new medication game plan 😬. 

In the mean time having a community of people that are in the same boat is comforting, makes things a little more barrable. Hang tough everyone, it's not near as bad as the media wants to panic us into thinking.",6.9192121212121185,6.532373890909092,7.436363636363637,74.40121212121215,64.63636363636364,10.606060606060607,33.78787878787879,10.125756701596842,3.310606060606061,448,17,83,9,6,148,79,110,0.10400000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.153,0.7774,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,3,3,8,0,2,11,0,10,1,0,3,0,13,17,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,7,4,17,14,2,21,1,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,8,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478692191721407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613922395520418,0.11783009941180378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167954199629164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847004983825491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533340418443452,0.0,0.0,0.21193666222914684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576483219452826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062292111176225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944335814389836,0.1937311562270564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902510480777835,0.1959695629296136,0.0,0.21055360174645105,0.0,0.19472315642587648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668434547111634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535772267794571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400557502263336,0.0,0.2019508685486722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284158041950378,0.12385485484153386,0.0,0.0,0.11271116253079007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250862798881036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400968455597517,0.1534276122654602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447486244019974
anxiety,Dynospectrum2113,2020/02/25,"Tapering off Wellbutrin and Lexapro Hell everyone, 

This is my first post ever to this sub, so forgive me if I’m in the wrong place. 

TL;DR I need advice on how to reduce my meds without having unbearable side effects 

Let me give you a little back story. I was prescribed 10mg Lexapro back in 2013 to help with my anxiety and depression. That all went well and dandy for awhile until next year in 2014 when I became addicted to opioids. Fast forward to the end of that year I am getting sober, and get prescribed 20mg of Lexapro, 125mg Wellbutrin, and 300mg Gabapentin 3x a day (and then a month later 600mg). My doctor is very obviously a medication pusher and basically just writes scripts all willy nilly (not a big fan of him) 

Over the years I’ve tried reducing my medications by slowly tapering off of them but every time I do even by just a little bit the withdrawal symptoms are so unbearable. 

That is until last year I finally as able to slowly taper the Wellbutrin from 100mg down to 25mg. It’s been since September and I’m still on 25mg, but am afraid to try to completely get off them because last time I tried to I had a bit of a breakdown and shaved my head. 

I was able to get down to 15mg of Lexapro a couple years ago but every time I try to reduce it even by 2.5mg the withdrawal is something I can’t handle. 

If anyone has any suggestions, or similar experiences please let me know.",7.983030385984121,6.0568471387900376,8.251387900355873,74.4035696687654,63.37722419928826,11.635477689570218,36.562003832466466,10.389873798559362,3.5519748699698885,1110,42,221,21,13,367,159,281,0.043,0.9179999999999999,0.039,-0.044000000000000004,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,2,13,6,1,1,15,0,17,6,1,2,4,30,27,23,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,5,0,24,2,40,20,4,46,1,1,0,0,9,17,1,3,28,136,31,1,0.21377706995771434,0.0,0.0,0.11652428046728948,0.0,0.10445023929992424,0.09475023697360133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268786914966847,0.0,0.08176943669203987,0.0,0.0,0.0747389489394445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438137112646287,0.0,0.06515825881959833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333891926181333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207059528585156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827013090167775,0.0,0.0689342623934914,0.0,0.09206293855198508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940494480589663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467151579324327,0.0,0.0,0.14119773852750553,0.09668679937249164,0.18011640156879805,0.10213657577983287,0.0,0.1045574975111177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709116539902448,0.0,0.0909193332489825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223379391459457,0.10253722254056072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969847423139542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164513188271053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874314344769541,0.17425684446098136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860153787138414,0.0,0.0,0.21426078534901136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872906606618334,0.21535790749397216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531740884401645,0.0,0.0,0.0792564943071137,0.0,0.0,0.1136771695740054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167576898792694,0.11733151338215185,0.0,0.0,0.1023696697896461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841930069015362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228801632806347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536132210766474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109811473211133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698269296300027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29028119561173915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819423563052144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610562974299014,0.0990867427958082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303673339335258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168658333560486,0.0,0.3441635602405317
anxiety,GiveMeRelief,2020/02/25,"Why is it that people who don't suffer from Anxiety all think that Anxiety==Stress... They're different!
Stress can be Explained, Anxiety Can't be Explained Logically to a Non-Sufferer...",6.128645833333334,9.170935406250004,6.638750000000003,66.46458333333337,69.9375,11.766666666666666,35.666666666666664,11.20814326018867,5.530966666666666,151,8,22,6,3,49,27,32,0.08800000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.193,0.3352,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747384523006054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32418458456843857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151144086716172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7108669789085332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988198166818476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799863693277347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luciovpe,2020/02/25,"does it make sense to have anxiety as a result of previous trauma? when i was much younger i went through a period of intense anxiety in my life that lasted a couple of years. i managed to get much better after some time. but the thing is, maybe 3 or 4 years ago i had a weed induced panic attack and ever since my brain has periods of time when i feel like absolute shit, but it doesnt make much sense to have this much anxiety in my current situation. like, i dont know where its coming from basically.

so, thats where the question from the title comes here haha. i recently started therapy, but it doesnt feel like its helping either so i kinda wanted to hear your opinions.",3.9855555555555564,5.309177370370372,5.583148148148148,79.0791666666667,71.5925925925926,8.65925925925926,28.314814814814817,9.120678840339163,2.4339037037037032,535,20,101,11,10,182,87,135,0.141,0.721,0.138,-0.128,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,8,9,2,1,7,1,9,3,2,4,1,21,21,10,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,3,3,12,5,15,18,6,22,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,5,18,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571716230861946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32548166230006337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613436617759415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254305491386519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832090562333434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24433519400243145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692399003677932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410989767851285,0.0,0.1662150104602233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128286645374819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341951801598898,0.2026361625628124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409644584934756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984435783816775,0.0,0.09506068756356402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779419823655956,0.1156043335521823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017348421764684,0.20786205023458784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933535018935493,0.0,0.14247984638027164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41702366583629785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639824319101765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887375003205015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003269062308696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557884289947445,0.11731710580497742,0.15941452487257715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038275385618582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218648305884098,0.0,0.09422062199963954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539577673514844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365063365979193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147095484482754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265818659863026
anxiety,TilaTala,2020/02/25,"Why do i feel like this? *might trigger?
I have no idea why my heart feels so heavy, and I feel like i'm running out of breath most of the time. The only thing that makes me feel better is when i inflict pain on myself.",1.2807446808510647,2.6984693617021267,2.2988829787234053,99.50875,78.78723404255321,4.7,18.132978723404253,3.1291,-0.9350808510638298,168,3,41,0,4,53,37,47,0.10800000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.163,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,2,0,11,10,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,3,4,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092310477410613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784769934768048,0.3380179461414813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803420924136441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670639773125057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311568425972125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579154120211534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509683118920333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179925677359256,0.25173210115819444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716968151042052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794857750318906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269436390776051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chocomintyyy,2020/02/25,"I feel like I am drowning. I am currently doing a fashion internship at a start up and I am going to quit today. Its supposed to be a 5 month internship but with only a month in I have decided its best for me to quit. I have been having a hard time with my anxiety for the past few months and having an internship on top of a job and a full load at school isn't helping.

I don't know what's wrong with me. My friend calls it being an ostrich. When shit hits the fan or goes just slightly wrong I shut down and put my head in the sand like an ostrich. Which is so true! I have been skipping classes and not doing as well as I know I can in school. I know that I still have half a semester to go so I can hopefully get passing grades but I feel like it is a never ending cycle I go through every semester. I know I need therapy because I can't go on like this forever but I can't afford it. I am going to see my college guidance counselor tomorrow so hopefully that helps but sometimes I feel like I won't amount to much because I always get in my own way.

I even fucked up my internship. I didn't turn in this presentation so my boss was calling me and I freaked out so I decided to just ignore the problem and not call her back. This is obviously making the problem worse but at the time my mind sees this as the only solution. The internship was also falsely advertised to me so that doesn't really help the situation. It ended up being waaaay more work than they told me. It is not like I am afraid of hard work because I worked extremely hard at my last internship but the amount of work that I am doing is equal to a paid employee but I am doing it for free. But I am the first to admit I have made a mistake by not replying back to my boss and not turning in what I had to.

I plan on turning everything in today and calling her tomorrow morning to inform her of my resignation. The thought of facing her makes me sick but I know I have to do it. I can't keep running away from my problems.",2.8978258526445444,3.9438294916467775,4.776278389406421,84.89274001077838,73.8926014319809,8.174948032950956,27.5972746169836,8.654491914285503,1.9360423589190847,1563,59,335,29,31,536,184,419,0.128,0.723,0.149,0.9126,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,10,15,25,2,1,26,0,44,5,3,5,3,61,78,30,1,7,17,0,7,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,20,13,0,2,13,0,2,8,14,12,1,2,10,9,62,14,52,63,9,54,0,1,2,1,16,23,2,3,28,253,82,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356861398297588,0.06614255734147248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081010087797047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746840469806429,0.12224674848019845,0.0,0.1453702184634863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342049348794411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32467521120031445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081017696965326,0.0,0.0,0.05250279976818505,0.0,0.06697426931303474,0.0,0.07144103680247928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057852610055393,0.17036432805311905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761467426333219,0.0,0.0,0.06141424992227033,0.07348779022967304,0.08306112820532363,0.0,0.2258817343227077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136239253740523,0.0,0.0815803013208233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598426456187357,0.0,0.0,0.1579042280914056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888216716193107,0.07065490863619615,0.0,0.0,0.2184298084623587,0.06479545854191167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330105878311644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521593941508872,0.10612120200645443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026285825452159,0.0,0.19034594519678585,0.0,0.05843474638970785,0.0589412818410556,0.0613080606907688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209123853638304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588278404532596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281853417527685,0.0,0.07991002087355474,0.0,0.16909610186976526,0.0,0.0,0.05092372174955393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089748701370782,0.12668745272900495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815959712739878,0.0,0.08935077881571883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861824819107738,0.0,0.05626386456244251,0.0,0.06348130571076005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090444290614752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310666702414314,0.0927032306242406,0.0,0.15069561184278493,0.07595668660276751,0.0,0.0,0.2593888798224054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309594810578795,0.0,0.0,0.07147160694799101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314804500989908,0.0,0.08100772506510481,0.0,0.17382101193467606,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rockermelon,2020/02/25,"A loved one has started hearing voices Hi there, I'm looking for some advice as to how to help a friend who is going through a hard time. She's recently started hearing voices, belonging to people she knows (always the same ones), talking negatively about her. She hears then constantly and can't drown them out. She  has seeked professional help and as a result her meds have been changed around a bit and she's currently staying in a safe-house ish type thing which doesn't seem to be helping much. The doctor said apparently this type of thing is quite common in people with depression and anxiety. When she explains it to me, it sounds like some kind of severe anxiety and paranoia (which is why I'm posting here). It has all started happening after some untrue rumours were started about her in her work place, and after she overheard some friends talking badly about her behind her back (these were definitely real voices).

I'm basically posting here because I want some advice as to how I can help her as a friend. I spent some time with her yesterday, just hanging out, talking, doing some activies, just like we've always done, but she's distressed mostly all the time. She tries so hard to ignore what she's hearing, but it's really frustrating and upsetting for her, and it's really painful for me to see her like this, and obviously it's worse for her. I'm worried it could all become too much for her.

Has anyone been through something similar, or had a loved one go through something similar? What were some techniques you used to cope? Did you find anything that worked to drown out what you were hearing, even temporarily? Any help would be so appreciated. This is a very hard time.",7.089329237921305,7.614588233438487,6.774255354474517,76.2109364104267,64.14195583596214,9.575892412419062,34.34982566827163,9.414487439383343,3.1340637223974763,1358,56,240,23,19,426,162,317,0.12300000000000001,0.741,0.136,0.5471,2,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,1,3,17,16,1,2,12,0,26,4,0,4,4,47,53,22,2,3,5,0,3,3,3,1,2,10,0,0,20,15,0,1,4,0,1,3,3,7,0,3,11,15,31,9,39,38,16,32,0,1,2,2,49,8,0,11,21,173,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215654880305486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807699215869915,0.0,0.0,0.0564231067356053,0.0,0.1269451342612739,0.0,0.0,0.058015233389689565,0.0,0.06827804107256841,0.07386175670650165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379955663107965,0.06927729663200137,0.05057833494216773,0.09163492081733576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905828130613851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777228771957303,0.0,0.0,0.08966214567545505,0.0,0.06624557041322819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146277733931644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492430649570454,0.0,0.08490811213460975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548015450512066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758339660412904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923095034223754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430863187781163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337095727763604,0.0,0.2229770835477564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675715827570918,0.0,0.2780684707499871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573736277575086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640150030859885,0.04559867680134641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160627893005699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696747204226263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976908480491455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216204637223917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198642361818968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866983553156406,0.0,0.08828696500362468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115043251112348,0.0,0.08668700715950678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892651339487548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824984272757476,0.0,0.09443913176381516,0.10630665960501252,0.0,0.0819238259991141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789243953443466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611712307538879,0.07553365751312434,0.0,0.0937335825748721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277502169936903,0.0,0.0,0.23490912653706406,0.08843601742156737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006677528278544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024445517515703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935241660207689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563318442091619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166028080708214,0.0,0.06845974202655151,0.04893842949219596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486839769012447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080771283230125,0.08426105043859755,0.08455450974523451,0.058940198560921066,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jordan_Nolin,2020/02/25,"HELP. Reality being mixed up and strange due to Anxiety and Stress. I got some questions wondering if it's normal for the brain to release DMT in large enough amounts for no reason. Flash back to 2006 I remember having very strange dreams till about 2012 and now that I have done a little research I came to the conclusion that possibly I had DMT trips when I was young (around 4-10). I have grown up with a narcissistic father who was absent most of my childhood, I have always had bad Anxiety and Depression since I can remember. Reality would what I could describe as bend, deform and become a delusion and become clear to an unbelievable degree . I don't know if I could possibly have mental illnesses. I'm currently 17 and really freaking out and I think I should see a doctor for my mental health.",5.372643540669858,6.8926450921052655,6.1017224880382805,75.92796650717703,68.47368421052633,9.737799043062203,30.265550239234447,10.018931242160765,3.152965789473684,642,25,114,16,11,210,103,152,0.16699999999999998,0.762,0.071,-0.9132,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,7,0,17,4,1,1,1,30,24,13,0,7,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,7,1,16,0,18,12,4,18,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,6,8,80,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282780150369467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258506867673141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314089632113818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350709709694776,0.12325265645485665,0.0,0.3260591265494013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478755674884407,0.0,0.16883264221102073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357177005670278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714088991521072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109057197747114,0.0,0.15106176025816972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252612293428894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806148520110743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690822074038124,0.0,0.0,0.09894346160281284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112553924334663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794936676838166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29752311891450484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463170728071453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328282687998977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165362982205235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945661770317081,0.1517731713846006,0.0,0.0,0.3344388451589456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763032699561254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210894798973737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909289168453284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458595974887186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179812832201305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600825568525005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486171368953967,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glittervangogh,2020/02/25,"I’m so nervous to post on reddit! Hiya everyone soo I’m a super nervous person, my anxiety is real bad. In real life I’ve kind of learned to manage it enough to cope but the online world seems to be bringing challenges of its own. I LOVE telling my stories and getting to meet new people... but all of the messages and replies, with a good few of them being pretty mean or just forceful in a way that breaks me down a little, it makes the idea of posting something scary for me. I don’t know if it’s just me but I want to post but am not dealing well. I’m even anxious about the replies this will get! But thank you for reading and I hope you’re having a lovely day!",2.461564935064935,3.7559266499999993,3.702207792207794,91.1882467532468,75.35714285714286,5.662337662337662,26.298701298701296,5.565023196281405,0.6736428571428568,521,19,112,2,11,170,96,140,0.102,0.685,0.213,0.9704,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,6,12,0,2,9,0,7,3,0,1,1,25,22,11,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,11,9,19,19,4,14,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,4,2,72,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198253109892799,0.17695291351706016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078364384318944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010165871660069,0.16148375963226852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184577852021256,0.0,0.1034559097781361,0.0,0.0,0.1496714108755751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367059706570786,0.0,0.0,0.1313779678192753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557385174828173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682179725811406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631112008296414,0.0860824742943742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063590017117456,0.0,0.15698937326635598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827383226267286,0.0,0.10455504800507737,0.0,0.0,0.1706213838852466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512790145112311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859095484024567,0.13676760003597335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500389637492154,0.15935405937809252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566773415227786,0.35656973854125484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259457921466706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058523998809716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369058536559511,0.14420842096272485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923873540699894,0.12432953563276244,0.0,0.0,0.1408336346396212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,treehugger667,2020/02/25,"How to differentiate between anxiety and intuition for a relationship? I have been with my partner for around 4.5 months. They are honestly the best partner I have had thus far in my life. They are a genuinely good person, sweet, understanding, accepting of me as a person, and we laugh a lot when we are together. We have had no fights, and we have what I would call open and honest communication with most things. With that said, I have had continuous bad relationships in the past. Therefore, I have no idea if my feelings are based out of anxiety and thus pushing him away or some deeper intuition.

I keep having intrusive thoughts that me and my partner aren't similar enough to be in a relationship. That we are too different and that I should dump them before things get too serious. There are some things I don't like about them, but there are things I won't like about everyone, right? What does it matter if they are a bit more materialistic than me.  We are in grad school for the next 4 years, and seem to have different plans for what comes after grad school, but why should I worry about that when it is 4 years away! I should just be enjoying them, instead of worrying so much about the future.

But then another part of me keeps nagging and saying that I should ""follow my intuition"" and just dump them already, yet how do I know it is intuition? It feels more like anxiety. I don't want to dump them, they bring me comfort and stability and laughter. And they are a good person. But wanting something doesn't make it right, right?

Stupidly enough, I have a friend that does things such as tarot cards and divination stones, and apparently my ""read"" said to end things. So now I am overthinking more.

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As you can tell, my brain is everywhere on the subject.",6.405913886512687,7.161043395209585,6.299084687767322,78.22939121756488,65.64670658682635,10.314000570287996,31.174222982606217,10.290406445055957,3.023348046763616,1410,51,271,33,21,444,161,334,0.129,0.759,0.11199999999999999,0.3682,4,0,1,0,1,0,48.0,6,1,10,2,22,23,6,0,13,0,41,2,1,6,0,65,58,32,0,9,9,0,2,3,4,6,1,3,0,6,21,28,0,2,8,1,0,4,7,8,0,0,7,6,46,15,35,43,13,32,1,0,0,0,34,14,0,8,17,209,67,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256098182532317,0.0,0.0,0.10069984313365146,0.11293159089690638,0.0,0.09745510514353024,0.21329524893656648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273580485661003,0.0,0.0,0.17463932430450646,0.0,0.07760054933318719,0.0,0.0,0.07908461712416849,0.0,0.09753420713568854,0.0,0.10146579608970832,0.0,0.0,0.10375115064288884,0.0949015582891852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005909712459816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420386483499885,0.0,0.0,0.16266385844143474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231675690911565,0.1920625691616998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880761662630969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939859455718922,0.06639595366441818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180477988741853,0.0,0.048557020850474884,0.0,0.0,0.15590638360370868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491731380235317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521768706803028,0.0,0.0,0.05107708500011538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564587418552714,0.13621654576772407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901378734044669,0.0,0.0,0.062037797100071186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418337337353346,0.0,0.06832118128285666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884214756184953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006443553617311,0.08872121067204135,0.0,0.24345339941358074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296458955378877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993465270415407,0.0,0.23810931882386024,0.17681337847359951,0.07390917206696455,0.0,0.1881193477748328,0.0,0.08460857454209149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154932061512402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123316600177434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704690006009103,0.0,0.0,0.07378353298839245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675323349876737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963617798976302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386338773163733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876902302235998,0.0,0.06602151077618443,0.0,0.11293159089690638,0.11969990292399048
anxiety,SkinnyRock,2020/02/25,I’m paranoid about choking.... then I feel like I’m choking on my food because Of that anxiety. It’s been a vicious cycle. Can anybody give me tips on how to eat normally again? I’ve barely been eating cause it’s such a miserable process . Now I’m worried this is going to dive into anorexic behavior where I avoid eating altogether .,1.8348076923076952,4.529384846153846,3.9172115384615367,81.44966346153849,85.15384615384616,6.3269230769230775,29.663461538461537,7.645422480735847,2.451346153846154,265,14,46,5,8,90,50,65,0.253,0.7090000000000001,0.038,-0.9062,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,2,0,4,4,0,2,0,6,10,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,1,7,8,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479643535806328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725567951933846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24815362465356086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7415433898684953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214243731660368,0.17257396431318464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921011538299359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23173099856827906,0.13728686094140424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180163750489824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23668224637955784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453208128250247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trzeba21,2020/02/25,"First dose of Klonopin I took my first dose of Klonopin this morning after it being added to my current regimen for PPD (300 mg Wellbutrin) and 10 mg Lexapro for GAD. I feel absolutely lethargic...like I could pass out at any moment. Is this how it will always feel? Or is it just because it’s my first dose. I decided to take it so I could be more patient with my kids, less angry with my husband and get rid of the intrusive thoughts. I already wanna stop taking it. I’m a SAHM and need to be functional all day...not laying on the couch dozing in and out haha...how do you guys who take klonopin feel after taking a dose?",2.42703463203463,4.248939293650796,3.580447330447331,89.79435064935066,76.69841269841271,6.169119769119768,25.740259740259727,6.980632752743323,1.0397238095238095,485,18,101,5,11,157,81,126,0.048,0.9520000000000001,0.0,-0.6775,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,1,1,22,21,7,0,4,2,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,3,12,0,18,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879098793655712,0.0,0.15743263529683388,0.0,0.0,0.12866500415668625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533681947126245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30212751781005304,0.0,0.0,0.12202073414938075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28700122715569115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828097120160317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885112422084316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734140968762167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029214625169234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818276528580788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5690305432135192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020660364127195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021227254641892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TehOncomingStorm,2020/02/25,"Never take benzos. I'm currently on day 3 of a consistent anxiety attack after going cold turkey taking Xanax to help me sleep and calm me down from panic attacks. The awful thing is that the drug 100% works. It felt like a blessing, but the second you go off of the drug, your symptoms come back and with a fucking vengeance.

I haven't slept, eaten, or been competent at anything the past 3 days. It's been my own personal hell. I wouldn't wish this upon my worst enemy. I'm starting to feel the pit in my stomach shrink, but yesterday it felt like this would never end and I'm left praying that it doesn't come back.

I would rather feel the anxiety I felt every single day rather than one day of the acute anxiety I've felt coming off this drug.",3.9455818181818216,5.196075073333333,4.83218181818182,84.70609090909092,71.6,7.854545454545455,24.96969696969697,8.296473431620573,1.4853333333333332,591,17,117,9,11,192,95,150,0.20199999999999999,0.6970000000000001,0.102,-0.9551,1,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,4,10,4,1,11,1,8,10,3,0,2,24,29,6,0,6,5,0,6,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,10,7,1,0,6,0,0,5,5,6,0,2,8,7,11,4,16,18,3,27,3,0,0,1,4,8,2,1,16,73,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633115196027292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441556440865263,0.0,0.0,0.2610509265577366,0.0,0.17644534183231775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296497216328101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29597342834233603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991619077367145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161947093792878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666758412656097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160250041818522,0.0,0.4406470695547418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606890104464946,0.0,0.0,0.1304109281326294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769031776474291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246578475372867,0.0,0.0,0.112105593349936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697847771241798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774611705443968,0.0,0.0,0.1346145708001775,0.0,0.0,0.10952572511353352,0.0,0.10018051639944488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481595765944252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120867784990991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925162015927306,0.17253002315596808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622357272394513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193740135470114,0.0,0.0,0.0835270623820131,0.0,0.0,0.16300620305063726,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ill_Fated_chap,2020/02/25,"Been biting nails/skin around them / picking scabs and pulling hairs for years now .. How do you try to minimize this ? Sorry if this is a bit gross or doesnt fit the sub , worth a shot .

Ive been on anti depressants / anti anxiety meds for close to a year now - definitely helping me out but I can't seem to shake the habits I stated above .. 
My arms used to be full to the brim with scabs that couldn't heal because of me picking them constantly (sorry if this is a tad gross haha)  but I managed to power through the last few wounds which I'd like to attribute to the meds and working out but that addiction (not sure if thats the correct term) turned into all that I stated above . 

Ive used some sort of ointment to deter me from nail biting , which helps 
I even sometimes use bandaids all over my legs so I wont see the scabs that seem to borderline trigger my want to pick them and give me a chance to stop myself if I do start playing with the bandaids... 
The hair pulling is definitely my biggest issue , I ""feel"" thicker hairs and I just feel the need to play with them until I finally pluck them .. 

Do any of you fine people experience this stuff ? Do you have any tips to give me ?  Because I feel this is the last hurdle I have to pass to become a relatively stress free person...",4.437344930189977,5.097979614785992,4.8607461661707525,87.13961547264822,69.9727626459144,7.75912108033875,27.17990386816205,7.724431198458867,1.3479235065232316,999,31,212,11,17,317,142,257,0.08199999999999999,0.782,0.136,0.9368,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,5,2,7,12,0,2,17,1,19,13,5,9,4,46,34,15,0,7,10,0,6,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,13,12,0,1,5,2,2,4,5,5,0,0,2,7,32,8,33,29,7,28,0,1,1,0,13,10,0,9,13,136,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457710645831928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037445507728445,0.0,0.1014551517181906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806133061243662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168977803118498,0.14647012425183262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478842526234373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331682180365146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422677929886442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759530800319197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297293610229486,0.0,0.0,0.2011723789775728,0.0,0.0,0.14528046701799316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544454233870776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778690961039176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842248156451026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620858976081286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479220885741482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946253734502328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983372269624906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194311041284048,0.11580005507370535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568223495636858,0.24146742535406185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311661415272154,0.2969180194590382,0.09387024249292523,0.0,0.0,0.11087758585970896,0.1519175808218497,0.0,0.1518199886725846,0.0,0.0,0.1249942770540838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004135265308033,0.14425420435333855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436274121300553,0.0,0.0,0.07822364863172802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655009548379148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080790883557553
anxiety,minniekit,2020/02/25,"Pretending your normal is exhausting Whether it's acting like your calm or pretending to be happy, I always wonder what would happen if when someone asks me the obligatory, ""How are you?""

I just tell them, ""I'm suffering from chronic depression and anxiety, which induces chronic insomnia and I feel like screaming constantly but absolutely fucking great, you?""",11.570500000000004,11.433104383333335,10.500000000000004,55.40500000000003,55.16666666666666,14.66666666666667,48.33333333333333,13.5591,7.297833333333335,293,17,38,10,3,93,51,60,0.135,0.623,0.243,0.816,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,1,0,3,10,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,0,13,10,8,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,5,2,8,0,3,0,2,0,1,7,0,1,3,4,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326304198794766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526342874101225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508422012183578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28995769797274523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311029058243859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356702331936853,0.1916872668983966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805674674694586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958228294551863,0.0,0.0,0.2372737537119175,0.28563074321369897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621743838640812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628958146289984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273459599222397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345227790700237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29098069146033484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906062381625516,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Superlativity,2020/02/25,"I just want to dissapear If anyone's out there monitoring the interwebs for people like me to join some sort of super secret (legal or illegal) organizations or coup where I can have a new identity 

I'm telling you, I'm your guy. Send me a chopper.",5.6727891156462595,6.027130836734695,7.877959183673473,67.67299319727894,67.16326530612244,11.431292517006804,32.65986394557823,11.20814326018867,3.8736884353741488,197,8,37,6,3,71,41,49,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.8228,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,2,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398429126465311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812453146964746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374493135282964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694100234590554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369514458016027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248109374849935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28667261074796424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,y1998,2020/02/25,"fvck my anxiety I have a test in half an hour and here i'm sweaty armpits while it's 57F outside, can't stay still or even think straight",3.34,3.786164333333337,3.240000000000002,98.55000000000004,72.33333333333334,7.333333333333332,28.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.9553333333333334,110,4,28,1,2,33,29,30,0.064,0.865,0.071,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37436472524009823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32322255555857715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819283182039792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216005411473795,0.3908094416416387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135668732275204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,superb-system,2020/02/25,Nightmare I've had this recurring nightmare since I was around 6 and every time I have it I wake up around 3 am in a sweat and I feel sick and the monster in the dreams voice this time around and the creepy noises around my house arent helping. I'm going to try go back to sleep though,1.1807103825136631,3.1697287377049186,1.9159836065573792,99.4338661202186,81.29508196721311,4.722404371584699,18.36338797814207,5.46131890053228,-0.6359530054644811,227,5,53,1,6,70,43,61,0.09300000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.048,-0.3586,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,5,4,3,0,0,9,9,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,9,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,4,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7629803264329299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475984567387264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053110472583875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083409830194285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435483325339116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362017777791047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723797388385296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772457576727955,0.0,0.21442401673426087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105184738270953,0.0,0.2498842735861127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547477205985546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hammerjake,2020/02/25,"[CW: Suicide] Is it normal to be in fear that someone is dead when you aren’t hearing back from them? Recently whenever someone doesn’t respond to my message or I know they haven’t checked their phone in a few hours, I’ve been fearing for the worst.

Mor notably, I successfully talked a friend out of suicide a few months ago and ever since then I’ve been afraid that if I don’t talk to someone when they’re depressed they’re going to kill theirselves, because my friend would have if I didn’t talk to them. It’s putting a strain on my life feeling like I need to deal with everyone’s issues or they’ll die.

How do I break this habit?",7.736102564102566,5.71981850769231,7.1107692307692325,82.67256410256411,63.92307692307693,9.8974358974359,37.05128205128205,7.793537801064563,2.6218205128205128,506,20,108,4,6,157,86,130,0.23600000000000002,0.667,0.09699999999999999,-0.9708,1,0,0,0,0,2,11.0,0,1,5,1,5,11,1,4,5,0,14,1,0,1,1,14,19,9,5,5,4,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,7,0,0,3,2,15,4,14,13,3,16,0,1,0,0,16,4,0,4,10,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537094937157895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742694783228334,0.0,0.09309248860523277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744050095871884,0.13153156964865234,0.0,0.1584920879824738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381377423509794,0.0,0.1459239118602985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436893895606745,0.07721633210499049,0.10909826947812357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597152517964606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679037426300057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211876306215024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150391642236039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939280076526394,0.0,0.0,0.16895441932454866,0.0,0.08392712621711902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786577911385127,0.0746079070453474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189413981471625,0.0,0.0,0.11323482896624708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496264143839446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351884559801676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078576325297946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263258547894929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881799433267414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334086691115801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682350164273742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848300500988256,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MirenaXx,2020/02/25,Can one have an anxiety disorder since childhood? The earliest memory I have is me being in playgroup around the age of 3. I just finished coloring a flower and was very proud of it. The teacher came and scolded me for coloring each flower leaf another color. I felt like crying. Thinking about it now I felt the same way I do now when I‘m anxious. Is it possible to have such a disorder at such young age?,2.645601265822787,5.094562215189875,4.542262658227848,80.08529272151901,78.74683544303798,8.506962025316456,28.8623417721519,9.188382445141503,3.042429113924052,321,15,58,9,8,109,56,79,0.151,0.779,0.071,-0.6875,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,14,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,7,2,8,9,2,13,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,9,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369463461293067,0.1728643146599881,0.2552786541480486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011587451059514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584463160664328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821439472391274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179560515457636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339279599337536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103961759433814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531212450830233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25474410288085586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692243012610527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479067867782336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644663233586556,0.0,0.1793622715577582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovestobesub,2020/02/25,"Going to the doctor for the first time in 8 years. (Help) 
Sooo basically I haven’t been to the doctor in almost 8 years. [21 F] I am really nervous and scared  about how things will go. I suffer from really bad anxiety and it affects my everyday life.  It’s so hard to get the simplest tasks done, school work, & I feel like I am always tired. I don’t know how my appointment will go and I’m scared that she’s not going to care or that I am just going to be annoying to her. I don’t know how to bring this up or what she can do to help me. I honestly don’t know what to expect since I haven’t gone since the 8th grade. Should I ask for any special tests to be done? I’m lost and confused so any advice will help!

Thanks.",0.2621153846153845,2.158686557692309,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,84.06410256410257,5.951282051282053,16.80128205128205,7.1686216300943375,-0.1258256410256413,557,11,133,8,16,188,87,156,0.19899999999999998,0.701,0.1,-0.938,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,8,13,1,4,5,0,19,4,0,4,0,20,37,11,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,7,6,8,0,1,5,2,17,5,17,26,0,15,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,4,6,81,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665837731277228,0.0,0.0,0.14003811436478372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636519050213485,0.15152583751254836,0.0,0.19020360919985024,0.0,0.10698375233039543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073950919438232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676769161932896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258490962905307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862818185458784,0.0,0.28622722697680103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071162513276373,0.09990782679862263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895509892023907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306509148894329,0.0,0.3973957479405398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252768251441588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28121259073432936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305713050238829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877916147300647,0.06832293390674696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266120438007544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918111487198302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28002557589822663,0.141534191299898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136831923859924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287537488103312,0.0,0.0,0.09290915762067448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154680984030536,0.16073532720260006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181140462344768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011575267953162
anxiety,medwd3,2020/02/25,"Body ticks I've noticed when I have anxiety I dont always know why I have anxiety or even notice that its present in me right away. I just know I dont feel good. But I've noticed that there are certain things I do with my body that give me a clue that I am dealing with anxiety. For example, I chew my fingernails and/or am constantly moving my foot when seated. Does doing this help with my anxiety to get it out or is it just a symptom of the problem with no real purpose?",4.613333333333333,4.6187979595959625,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727275,69.40404040404039,9.42828282828283,31.65151515151515,9.2995712137729,2.6077393939393936,374,15,79,7,6,126,63,99,0.14800000000000002,0.797,0.055,-0.7078,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,10,5,3,0,1,16,15,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,14,2,10,15,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,56,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178351430119708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478609892082947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751034234407364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32514665092069944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581635148539822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508910674482884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808090589200954,0.0,0.3430664195331297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666961368626313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074004177481743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764672285231102,0.14040215933808994,0.0,0.12276009580517623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810224007594603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087161290332536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555786187507942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499896597044936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004706373439813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659009113599996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499091705024536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212441706824092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723529585595447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206742757437084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,insecure_insomniac,2020/02/25,"I would never say this out loud, but I just wanna get it out. I see pictures of the people I went to school with on social media with their friends, not exactly ""Livin their best life"" or whatever, but just hanging out, doing nothing. I have never had someone I could just do nothing with. I've never had a best friend not even a close friend for that matter. It's not like I pushed people away, it just sorta happened. I became the one everyone completely forgot about and I don't even know when or how. Maybe it's just me, maybe all I can give are a few laughs and a hug and be forgotten  forever. 
I just wish, just once I was someone's favourite person or at least have a few friends I could talk with. I'm not even on any group chats on any social media, that's how bad it is. 
My anxiety doesn't help either, right now I'm writing this on my notes app and I'm not even sure if I'll post this. Can you imagine? Having anxiety so bad that you can't even post something on a site like Reddit? 
I'm not looking for attention or anything, I'm just venting out. I had to get this out. It was getting crowded in here. 
(I'm gonna be posting this on a few subs, coz I'm not sure where this fits, so if you come across this more than once, Hello again!)
Thank you for listening.",2.3976190476190453,3.7028046766917337,3.6342105263157904,91.56780701754387,75.54135338345864,6.5704260651629065,23.568922305764406,7.07126945348624,0.6798215538847119,988,29,220,10,21,322,137,266,0.128,0.74,0.132,0.7197,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,4,2,2,24,15,0,0,9,0,22,2,0,3,7,61,44,17,0,7,24,0,0,2,4,2,1,3,0,1,16,15,0,1,3,1,0,4,13,2,0,1,7,5,23,13,28,31,9,33,0,0,2,1,23,20,0,7,8,152,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409123058427905,0.0,0.15851778304322425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525953959827763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973419660972501,0.0,0.17301464197486413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745781534907996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892480539433465,0.10862972173793277,0.0,0.0,0.16544314233778748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421564552045506,0.0,0.0,0.09900070377897988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201853180436859,0.0,0.16239077525868872,0.09938904958924406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916191199851134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944543053818228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569395684073807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318052202549706,0.10123406384605944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700358843860383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817384196334265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397237726068495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882697031578264,0.0,0.0,0.2206756464000833,0.07020662522256611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365577086933354,0.09046543076272294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29767992349703937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847961107918474,0.0,0.08239225787513701,0.0,0.10485557732349776,0.08256117756774793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112280985021701,0.17557135127162846,0.07976154934560703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195296299459886,0.0,0.0,0.08327519302725217,0.0,0.09538718906066636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604450900231493,0.0,0.0,0.11914266642104712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359927312200144,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,explodyboompow,2020/02/25,"Few things are as hard as my inability to advocate for myself. It's also the hardest thing to explain to others as being a significant impediment to my ability to care for myself - in dire situations, and in less-than-dire situations (but let's be real - is there any situation that isn't dire to a degree necessitating tears and panic?)

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I need to speak with my professors because I've more or less collapsed midway through a pretty critical semester of college... and I can't. Great folks, have had meaningful, interesting conversations with each of them and I value their input and perspectives.

I cannot email them. I cannot contact them. I can barely make eye contact anymore and despite my better efforts I haven't been able to improve my response.

Okay. So I'll schedule some time with a student advocate/campus health services/other necessary parties.

Except... I'll have to make phone calls. Write emails. Communicate with others. Bare my soul, in some sense. 

Ah, but I've run out of medication. Maybe if I get my prescription then I can get everything under control and... oh. I'll need to make some phone calls and have a little face-to-face time with another living person?

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How do you guys deal with these issues? I just need to talk to someone and try and get this ball rolling, but it's a special type of hell to even start on this. It took me months to work up the nerve to call my campus health services, and I didn't even have all the information to schedule my appointment so now... now what? Do I start over again? I can barely leave my house, much less reach out for help. I've trapped myself in a maze with no dead-ends and exits on every wall and I just can't leave and I'm to the point where I don't know what to do.

Okay maybe that was a little dramatic but seriously - When you guys need to advocate for yourself, what do you *do*? How do you *do it*?

Thanks in advance, wonderful nervous friends.",2.8559986816084373,5.325497766937669,4.096749432359194,83.45389584706662,78.10569105691056,7.132820625503554,25.420127444517693,8.186683628785799,1.7733753900241709,1512,57,287,29,37,494,193,369,0.095,0.787,0.11800000000000001,0.8181,0,1,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,4,4,5,15,13,1,2,12,3,30,4,1,6,1,54,49,30,0,5,9,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,16,24,0,1,5,1,0,3,9,4,1,0,5,3,37,9,51,41,10,33,2,0,1,0,29,18,1,6,12,193,53,7,0.1022451114086532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176537865335866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953018189215078,0.1072129142274644,0.0,0.0,0.1013996764363766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062327670909901385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042749218010744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321107131102194,0.0,0.10424570536058733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467658652309427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541022029454536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055882075117692,0.0,0.0,0.13506386357760747,0.0,0.08614591615728577,0.0,0.09189131333125523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899431944436046,0.0,0.16025655209901868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272559628499215,0.0,0.20247747049616627,0.0,0.0,0.09159153683558376,0.0,0.0,0.21736354446087808,0.0,0.0,0.06853274294277087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179771308741525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671733219672916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056191239289528634,0.0,0.0,0.21652561990625094,0.0,0.10455255373358643,0.0,0.0,0.2049529247720392,0.09028430659111823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474821743473326,0.0,0.2054379141740461,0.0,0.0,0.10300119301294144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161107245112459,0.0,0.07516192135865997,0.3032538182656556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996260829812933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927648750424189,0.0,0.0,0.09665467882179613,0.0,0.0,0.1040200360836671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637732108663225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344783367376688,0.0,0.0,0.08663195109862434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473923221549015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218074757429072,0.0,0.0941335615211414,0.0,0.0,0.13585421761422792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923989339158192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359808086055492,0.0694177191010946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088046183823863,0.07443565883889919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RNinlimbo,2020/02/25,"Has anyone heard of Landmark self help events? Not sure if I should try it. So my sister is inviting me to a session of this convention she went to from Landmark. She said it’s a great self help program that helps you overcome anxiety. She’s super excited about it and said it has really helped her.

Has anyone been to one of these? It’s like $500 for the session so I’m not too excited to jump into it. Also I just think my anxiety and depression is way too “clinical” and deep for something like this to help me. My sis has had some issues with not feeling good enough and some recent suicidal ideations. I don’t mean to downplay her struggles but I’ve been dealing with this since I was a kid, I don’t have friends, I barely function with any socialization, I’ve had suicidal ideations for half my life... it’s just a lot.

Anyway any insight into this company or anything like it would be appreciated.",2.7010187315149534,4.941483189944137,3.9421689122576415,85.55323365100232,77.43575418994412,7.116792638843247,27.28918830101873,8.124751697461798,1.907026026947092,717,30,140,13,17,234,104,179,0.106,0.7070000000000001,0.187,0.905,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,9,12,0,1,5,0,17,2,0,0,1,27,25,10,2,3,8,2,1,3,1,2,2,3,0,3,14,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,9,4,18,10,19,13,4,8,1,1,0,0,22,3,0,5,5,97,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116556261198143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906197013586135,0.0,0.21268323007329706,0.0,0.0,0.1943968518774411,0.0,0.1143926815540899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331232408002434,0.11972837244200897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436336057266139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028720020271483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739812019230713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659427513928568,0.0,0.1532580725262439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658744967643149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508943111965658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818626972967916,0.20373853909837367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818060361641153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142171025759638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419619387945397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905281748161452,0.0,0.13725475997837974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644590583341209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29003370890531105,0.0,0.0,0.11498980078845668,0.0,0.0,0.1417023169552912,0.0,0.10701603078721264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532253992368638,0.0,0.30410688391143115,0.0,0.1310144735596146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890714468346895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437808429688826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033898853913547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128862869598966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987481078660162,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrmojorisin17,2020/02/25,"The need to react immediately Hi! 

You are on a holiday and all of a sudden you see a work related message that makes you upset for some reason, big or small. Immediately you get anxious and start to think about it. You feel an urge to pick up the phone or start messaging back to work about the issue. Your gf/bf/friend asks isn’t that something you should figure out when at work. But you can’t let go. You need to resolve it ASAP. Or at least you feel like it. You just can’t let go of it. 

Sounds familiar? My life. I feel that because of anxiety, I need to try and resolve all matters at once. I can’t just let them be or go. I do understand that for example work issues are just work and I should not think of them at holidays but my anxiety tells another story.

Any good advice or peer support on this. Does anxiety make us seek immediate solution at times we should just let things be?",1.4705612096539689,3.735648082872928,3.3805117766792674,87.79341378307647,81.98342541436465,7.1254434428612985,22.233498109915672,8.20500826718156,1.2957005524861889,697,23,148,15,19,234,101,181,0.048,0.8370000000000001,0.115,0.9062,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,11,2,7,8,6,0,1,7,0,16,1,0,5,2,42,36,12,0,6,12,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,10,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,5,22,5,23,27,4,20,0,0,1,0,21,11,0,6,7,100,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386521599585968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923983684939043,0.1221848354245572,0.26742000688185064,0.13163815713562466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893355201737563,0.0,0.0,0.08959922186135118,0.0,0.07103151954591141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197032132856727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675303836074213,0.0832442657508336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002560923123926,0.0,0.06087861269642208,0.0,0.19866862272858274,0.09773421204667217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432400940756245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476611858308501,0.08230384977623012,0.05692739647388961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555604094338713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592016419638975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409350704178422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980535493630713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285398037359012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970532586489317,0.0,0.0,0.16495157691736484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222925512907566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018464964387908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774129000248471,0.14932684579660335,0.0,0.0,0.06794567079475958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911166900957747,0.0,0.0,0.121304860268015,0.1401631776262914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42415173538019396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AIngle91,2020/02/25,"Anyone else? Does anyone else’s anxiety make feel like their gonna pass out suddenly , and feel very weak. Almost like you’ve been hit by a bus",1.918505747126435,4.252339931034484,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,80.72413793103449,6.625287356321839,16.563218390804597,7.793537801064563,0.2640252873563216,114,2,24,2,3,36,25,29,0.158,0.68,0.162,0.0276,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592910709835914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980884407464391,0.0,0.0,0.3621138277911978,0.5306293928154157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266001955864897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326223951892601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618557539828648,0.18498683396134447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530100720904392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284450389073286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365267177601505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theholidayarmadill0,2020/02/25,"Is it common for your meds to just suddenly stop working? Side note: I had a therapist for 2 years but now she’s on maternity leave until July and I’m moving in June, so I won’t be seeing her anymore obviously. I was ok with this because the last 2 sessions I had nothing to talk about. I still wouldn’t if I went today. This is just a note to say, I don’t think I need therapy right now lol.

Anyway, back to the original point. I’m on 10mg of Prozac for about 3 weeks of the month and then the 7-10 days where my PMDD would be bad, I go to 20mg. Then back down to 10mg after those 7-10 days.

Since last month, I don’t feel like my
Prozac is really working at all. I’m going to the doctor on Thursday about it, but I’m just curious, has this happened to anyone here? Does anyone have advice about it? My mother in law says it’s probably time to switch meds, which I don’t want to do because I tried others before Prozac and hated them. I loved Prozac so much when it was working.

I think maybe I just need to up my dosage? But idk. Thoughts? Lol thanks in advance!",0.7223183803096447,2.513943004366816,2.7429078999603043,93.93702163556969,81.83842794759825,5.735688765383087,19.142715363239386,6.782984794422108,0.016972052401746932,824,20,192,9,22,277,127,229,0.067,0.794,0.139,0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,4,19,6,1,0,7,3,18,6,0,1,2,26,37,13,0,6,8,1,1,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,6,4,23,4,32,26,2,44,0,0,1,1,9,13,0,1,27,117,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763431245853699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953381167010225,0.18265643861988973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008679293158203,0.10905708329240216,0.1592419437461427,0.0,0.11114273998018802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168470215949731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336887785366226,0.11430103337634752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604227149565749,0.09331053853715714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484616869004675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155013689632663,0.0,0.0,0.12895410540136132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293539089084412,0.0,0.13830117539027276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381131450419103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117884071335511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121913708086008,0.0,0.2901650167155246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850940872009746,0.13882181921111755,0.09601618573353704,0.19369698387602924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253274822003475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347227726503135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082378838868131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367455714001902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154348793836616,0.0,0.20773870297158592,0.0,0.0,0.1040823032773468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804510097144976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430836473700072,0.10919900135415184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498244031257564,0.0,0.12025165620293014,0.1493682853669011,0.15165271115498938,0.0,0.16738412278201334,0.0,0.10369278274273176,0.07616196834631721,0.0,0.1238066283323026,0.0,0.0,0.08867820952319562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703941465383912,0.0,0.10477052726126376,0.0,0.0,0.12108031896589487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852652479506026,0.0,0.0,0.0927843096689178,0.0,0.0,0.08411101722504989
anxiety,Orurjenwnsbsusi,2020/02/25,"Help Not sure if this is anxiety, I’ve always been under the impression that I didn’t have anxiety or, that anxiety wasn’t real, as if it was just being scared and I thought you should man up (as I’ve grown older I’ve completely ditched that mentality thankfully) but now I’m feeling completely helpless as if everything I do is wrong, I’m shaking and feeling sick. The only thing I can think of is anxiety, can someone explain to me what an anxiety attack is like because I’m not sure if this is one and if it is what to do thank you",7.7677272727272735,5.571925772727276,8.759090909090911,71.44863636363638,64.0,12.8,40.18181818181819,11.602472056035307,4.5697636363636365,425,20,85,11,5,147,64,110,0.265,0.629,0.106,-0.9582,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,11,1,2,3,0,17,1,0,0,2,22,27,13,0,6,10,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,5,2,7,6,8,20,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,6,3,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393753142042933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6156969978476889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312332708738435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981240570148499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375419073724369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466686043057522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277961600269816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789286167329272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864039982560724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221698833678522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907548048855828,0.1224227416108142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832158128617976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115615936582195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638691105909245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034191948935531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963937789706179,0.0,0.0,0.10693939626074356,0.10314122536350137,0.0,0.12778990618321587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759922671823714,0.0,0.0
anxiety,headknucklemz,2020/02/25,"Time for a therapist maybe? I’m a 37yr old going through a long and painful divorce and we share a 12yr old. My husband cheating on me (multiple times) and ultimately wanting a divorce has been rough, to say the least and the worst part is having to share our time with our daughter. It’s been a few years since I’ve been out of our home and I’ve realized what a narcissist he is but I’m also left with this overwhelming feeling of not being good enough. Which I think also comes from my dysfunctional/abusive childhood. I can’t relax or turn my brain off, I’m constantly chewing the inside of my cheeks and worrying how I’m going to pay bills, how this is effecting our daughter....the thoughts are endless. 
I’ve never seen a therapist and I’m terrified. Does anyone have helpful tips or advice? Do they help with coping mechanisms?",3.3042592592592617,5.5960584382716085,4.2824938271604935,83.59522222222225,75.7283950617284,7.529876543209879,28.701234567901235,8.447377352677275,2.3023649382716047,665,29,124,13,15,215,104,162,0.126,0.7759999999999999,0.098,-0.6807,0,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,5,0,1,1,4,8,1,1,11,0,13,4,2,3,1,26,27,14,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,13,1,0,5,1,2,3,3,4,0,0,5,4,13,4,15,21,5,17,0,1,1,0,16,4,0,2,10,78,18,1,0.0,0.18848814025336608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545472516506995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25443831340452233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123500381023987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758999242520074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370364990058092,0.0,0.17191293619127326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921519525069614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164375961091708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043748555443933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082183615124856,0.1334318381611162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132608668183307,0.0,0.15957389601204866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284487738198034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078404550704307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982093293235233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269513666318775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338631104267027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927624547517586,0.0,0.0,0.1722721164592124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265097227952982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159565914068214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694168140059543,0.0,0.10193439484592837,0.0,0.12629466741640674,0.2782889090538345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173037355393591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383167269993298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155719315365094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024446703571366
anxiety,DefinitelyNotRobotic,2020/02/25,I'm gonna die due to rabies and theres nothing i can do. I'm a 16m and instead of living my life i'm probably going to die of rabies soon. I don't remember being bit but it could've been by a bat in my sleep that i don't remember. I'm crying that i'm going to die. I've been salivating from my mouth and its put me into full panic mode. I'm more scared than i've ever been before. I don't want to die. I want to keep on living. I had my whole life ahead of me and now I'm going to die. I'm so scared. I don't want to die and i'm only writing this to vent my emotions. I don't want to die.,-2.1131249999999966,-0.5912482847222194,1.8505555555555588,97.82500000000003,90.875,4.711111111111111,14.555555555555555,5.985473137389443,-0.8825611111111114,453,8,122,4,16,170,68,144,0.32799999999999996,0.65,0.022000000000000002,-0.9935,0,0,0,0,0,3,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,2,0,12,5,3,0,1,16,30,7,7,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,4,1,15,0,19,24,4,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997630965941845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543986960792907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442418326557778,0.0,0.116149595794144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7681844975981778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894241881286145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564720103068934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802821495425242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398589961879572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937351202716131,0.0,0.0,0.18673938160834613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145965763759143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041946081897812,0.0,0.12406222152854585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400479053990452,0.0,0.0,0.10629714686956994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956390450871795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172686174693356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105815608886071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947098587311406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805409117526215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnonymousPosting5,2020/02/25,"Fear of abandonment I’ve had quite a long history with abandonment/being replaced. So I tend to overthink and fear when I don’t see my SO for a few days. I need help dealing with the anxiety because he has never given me reason to fear, and he reassures me that nothings changed, my brain just gets ahead of itself.",5.387903225806454,6.094252145161293,6.061451612903228,79.21217741935486,67.87096774193549,9.425806451612903,33.24193548387097,9.516144504307137,3.0993419354838703,251,11,47,5,4,82,47,62,0.22,0.703,0.078,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,9,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,7,1,8,6,1,5,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094931923761593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282530224492013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486707485535854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256685990528755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568544743881916,0.2169049340758203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7102485440334404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992114670704482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102133596248706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861903168246926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600301677425807,0.16226729588492347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018768172506987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377781066576646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631803704057406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765520019115548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,premiumcitrus,2020/02/25,"Feeling unpleasantly drunk on Lyrica I started Lyrica for my anxiety today and within an hour of taking it I felt drunk--but not the fun kind, the kind where your whole body feels weird and heavy and your thoughts move like mud and the world looks weird and everything feels infinitely shittier and more depressing than usual. I'm also, ironically, super anxious, which could either be from the drug itself or because of how alarming my reaction to it is. Just wondering if anyone else who's tried Lyrica has had these symptoms and if they went away with time? Even if they do eventually go away I'm not sure if I can stick it out because I have so much work to get done and I don't currently feel capable to doing any of it. Should I call my doctor, or wait and see if this feeling persists? Of course my anxiety isn't letting me think about this rationally--on one hand I feel like this isn't gonna go away, especially considering how many horrible reactions I've had to other meds, but on the other hand I feel like I'm making a big deal out of nothing.",8.124057971014494,6.743744038647343,8.330342995169081,72.2071086956522,62.71980676328503,11.758260869565218,35.1927536231884,10.793553405168565,3.6050255072463777,844,30,161,18,10,278,130,207,0.121,0.7909999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.1842,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,3,8,12,0,1,7,0,16,7,3,3,1,42,41,21,0,7,12,0,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,13,12,1,1,11,1,0,4,5,4,0,2,6,12,17,8,22,30,4,22,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,8,10,107,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610321811152224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172253765305226,0.0,0.1838657797265909,0.1357625744932014,0.0,0.08402855442463003,0.12313261022224455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387226875052231,0.0,0.0,0.14651408335626626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334863806796523,0.0,0.0,0.12271123547598728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594927389963556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389426379467006,0.10350581259678532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230033267713526,0.0,0.12297987105682524,0.0,0.0,0.13936385220421596,0.0,0.10039007541141516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937388754360347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800477014931677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42534559992963017,0.1717048624204864,0.11538602234839355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278602930247212,0.0,0.1365954688698271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834732284414524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25028575244311835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228862024619606,0.0,0.17613304696740295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091601282938258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021717309594366,0.12183771812843,0.0,0.0,0.1334863806796523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772609472784632,0.08834182194196527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531033056972136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143310889605224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576323234662072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505987639261142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132627068349749,0.12490694761850092,0.09035599908906357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700273791211322,0.0,0.09540484533667226,0.07007450874035145,0.0,0.11391103522608595,0.0,0.0,0.081590354126035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235483957476746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140263380640968,0.0,0.13417013811688494,0.0,0.0,0.1303237309463478,0.08748820679956261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HannahJ101,2020/02/25,"I have nails! I have always bitten my nails when I get anxious, and no matter how hard I have tried have never been able to stop. For the first time ever I have nails! Someone was willing to do acrylics, despite me not having a lot of nail 😊. I'm so happy. Hopefully I will be able to stop biting and find a new way of coping",1.4534782608695664,3.0154122463768167,3.260217391304348,92.17119565217394,78.71014492753623,5.179710144927537,20.195652173913047,5.46131890053228,-0.15046086956521787,251,6,55,1,6,84,50,69,0.14800000000000002,0.728,0.124,0.3407,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,1,2,12,15,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,8,2,6,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,40,8,0,0.4620520495583437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922321597252489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260993649056939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089762659022918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111536012588323,0.1965106186574641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070156269958406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459314992889033,0.2069539400663139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294609704841772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964100646984246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818151261235696,0.2231263743460051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574760108760514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862962027519908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471313291081227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685150587850796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833777050934001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madmed3,2020/02/25,"How do you guys eat with anxiety?? So the past few days I’ve been pretty anxious, and I’m having a hard time eating. I get pretty nauseous when I’m anxious, which makes me afraid to eat. I feel like I have to choke down little bits of food here and there to keep myself sustained, otherwise I feel even worse once the hunger sets in! Any tips for how to tackle this?",2.7808,4.254045413333333,3.4450000000000003,92.62750000000004,74.86666666666667,6.066666666666666,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.0653999999999999,286,6,62,2,6,90,58,75,0.201,0.691,0.10800000000000001,-0.684,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,4,5,0,3,0,9,11,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,1,9,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889503001421185,0.0,0.13374968538047474,0.3950316726018353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087652029109034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127552821696534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367051312364743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547806777496634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680549444632224,0.12490345599484312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114133714123231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134502002473976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311593524366312,0.0,0.0,0.1566194453224041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540299496692467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541643675085517,0.17523242050530996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670493203953065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619550255188647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669015236831094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557437928590593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194875317364868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817365181794745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StephP17,2020/02/25,"Has anyone ever Slept too long and woke up with anxiety? I haven’t felt the symptoms of anxiety in a very long time, but today I woke up (too much sleep) and felt the dizziness I’ve felt before with anxiety. I’m going to push through it because I have to go grocery shopping, but it’s a terrible feeling!",7.135591397849468,5.5282669677419385,7.886129032258066,75.33252688172045,64.80645161290322,10.847311827956991,38.40860215053763,9.725611199111238,3.6511118279569903,240,11,47,4,3,81,42,62,0.156,0.8140000000000001,0.03,-0.7537,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,3,3,2,0,1,11,13,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,6,4,3,0,9,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572761595556418,0.0,0.0,0.1393199420339629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146069714113192,0.0,0.16954672070179613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023265613407294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074657653556517,0.0,0.5739325419263339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264762607824677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526592239401252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647137031458532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939347983493566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070966092539132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618403485116452,0.0,0.18886530814905034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440177404326814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NormalHuman01,2020/02/25,"Does anyone else have episodes of sudden sadness and tiredness when you find yourself in the middle of a group of people expressing a lot of happiness? So here is the context: every time I find myself in a situation like this, be it a party, a gathering or something similar I automatically fell sad and tired and end up needing to get out of the place so people won't see me like this. I don't remember ever having any traumatic experiences at parties in the past, so I don't really understand why this happens to me. But I wonder if it happens to anyone else.",8.828532110091743,7.008708366972478,9.908330275229355,62.85295412844037,61.66055045871559,12.756697247706425,40.14862385321101,11.602472056035307,4.7925288073394485,448,20,77,11,5,157,73,109,0.111,0.7659999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,9,0,7,1,0,0,1,15,14,10,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,14,12,1,15,0,2,1,0,4,8,0,4,8,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127267203007062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318152035883129,0.3396941825606763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506314435283904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27695282787016423,0.0,0.14681967714990446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499450447115366,0.13966519763709556,0.0,0.0,0.16215118031605288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030146609717019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660601306850603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931730582645101,0.17646123351678392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197001293570756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092852030752118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291355862112613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824262272139253,0.2298428629851028,0.0,0.17319042809120147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619409118635503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778082361921009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209422293833858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863281870832899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761494193224487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665962137053094,0.1905238954006584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256849077742606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495782386695648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976640457866086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seatypeet,2020/02/25,"How do I help my partner with anxiety and depression when I have my own? I do my best to be there for him, but it’s draining me as well. Sometimes I just don’t have the mental health to even hear him out. He has been in a rut every day for the past month. It’s bad. I am unsure how to help him when I too, have some of the same issues and can’t even give myself solid advice. I’m 9 months pregnant, and the looming depression and anxiety around the house is not only affecting my partner and I, but also my pregnancy and our toddler. It’s rough. Therapy is not an option for either of us due to costs. How can I uplift him without completely draining myself?",2.4683676177836773,3.8837458832116813,4.340265428002656,86.12794293297947,75.56934306569343,7.317584605175848,24.863304578633052,8.00094639256281,1.3928014598540148,514,17,107,8,11,175,85,137,0.141,0.7709999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,13,5,0,0,7,0,14,1,0,4,0,23,17,15,0,0,7,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,2,22,2,15,15,5,10,0,2,0,0,13,3,0,2,7,88,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403723125157786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242648315200335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724919819861844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854673434360908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487060372636722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690493257371274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867344320031624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148597480076976,0.0,0.30679448958396505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352667034275443,0.0,0.15005690768222926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084972165496048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931194175877106,0.2007316121997516,0.0,0.2387533139051436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550345536837994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589009879818924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948288207609242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284315396734228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545305409287411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001657557380614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614542617564735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367283939023784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423233727839988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013326365037278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168201736230093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VintageDork,2020/02/25,"They keep calling me instead of emailing me Freelancer
Type professorial emails, but eventually they start calling me and I have to talk in the phone which I hate. In person I am still a sweaty awkward mess but I can at least somewhat hide it by wearing a nice shirt, new haircut and clean shave. But when it comes to phone calls I just spill all my spaghetti and feel like I sound like a kid stuttering through words. I try to speak loudly but still get asked to repeat myself. Having a thick accent doesn't help.

Thinking of playing ambient sounds of a busy coffee shop as background noise to give the illusion that I am somewhere busy.",5.18321395775941,6.82992609090909,4.769035812672176,84.81698806244263,69.08264462809917,7.03067033976125,29.973370064279145,7.3871296695380915,1.7489441689623508,511,20,95,5,9,155,87,121,0.136,0.73,0.134,-0.0381,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,8,1,1,7,0,6,2,2,0,1,15,15,9,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,2,4,4,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,6,15,4,14,15,3,11,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,1,8,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975578441088237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6473511522575289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820354681440184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685091523397254,0.15096870864482134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040719093344914,0.2027196266021876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086370422043952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164489756275914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783298894998487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648282388360928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040964148577053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451849997979974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957502676928902,0.0,0.33752455772029005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698528772080801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540681074294794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143473984680955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joyefi,2020/02/25,"No idea what anxiety looks like Wondering if I have anxiety:

35F, never had anxiety before but a bout of depression as a teenager and bad PMS (crying for days).
Recently went to the doctor with what I thought was either depression or anxiety. Got diagnosed with hypertension and sent home with meds for that. On the blood pressure meds things got a lot better: went from daily struggle to ~10 bad days per month. Currently experiencing symptoms twice per month, a few days around ovulation and menstruation. I get brain fog, memory problems, palpitations, excessive apologizing and reassurance seeking, bad one sided headaches, sky high blood pressure, uncontrollable crying.

Outside of those episodes I only have a few symptoms that are new to me: one sided headaches, a bad tremor if I hold my hands or feet in specific postures (affects my work sadly as I do fine motoric stuff), dry eyes, trouble peeing, increased libido to the point it’s distracting, sudden regular periods after having irregular ones since puberty.

I wouldn’t say I feel anxious (or worried or scared) during those episodes. They lasts for anything from a few minutes to multiple days. But the reassurance seeking perhaps means that I do? I’m very new to what constitutes anxiety, so if anyone have any opinions it would be greatly appreciated!",9.475979487179488,10.268738102222226,8.991111111111113,61.427692307692354,59.0888888888889,12.434188034188034,42.641025641025635,11.95083700844419,5.746979487179487,1063,57,153,31,13,340,146,225,0.27699999999999997,0.643,0.08,-0.9944,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,2,21,0,6,11,0,12,12,7,1,1,31,24,16,0,6,10,0,2,1,0,2,5,1,1,0,12,8,0,1,5,0,0,4,3,15,0,4,8,6,13,6,22,13,6,27,0,3,2,0,6,8,0,10,16,95,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913308166855271,0.0,0.3888525837222268,0.11484818532945933,0.0,0.07108385376125685,0.0,0.08365848076671012,0.09049999466532513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395313220365034,0.0,0.0,0.08650616791908468,0.0,0.0,0.08991104340366339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134874870193836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334004307433325,0.26225217756750924,0.0,0.1751212334057082,0.10318394753722797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040545151851387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514029420975182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531137653830532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626154490495996,0.11208179875316016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741060762605198,0.10197444239391723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476308662095065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286742203585602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966651252813331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536977872881618,0.0,0.0,0.08642869124426318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110738817056733,0.2258452838638999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228995188228304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840736146925525,0.19636998283578733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666471928718896,0.07731790076634419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610266538637223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972760099906884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037814081979757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084504271604365,0.10178056604338533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840951703110503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627832782665032,0.11637771735829715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113297618666628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753916404181025,0.0,0.0,0.08070761326865702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388111201865145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884818460661872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024720222363103,0.0740105424942527,0.10324185282363488,0.0,0.0722171783231772,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lucy23102077,2020/02/25,How to sit comfortably in social situations? I feel like I am constantly worried about where I’m putting my hands and how I’m sitting and just wondering if anyone had any techniques or exercises to help with this? Thanks,6.0813821138211335,7.848253073170731,6.432682926829269,73.28528455284554,67.04878048780488,10.34471544715447,35.61788617886179,10.504223727775694,4.144456910569106,180,9,31,5,3,58,34,41,0.048,0.7040000000000001,0.248,0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,10,7,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,5,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567943339431986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176539700943912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34273690151127145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603654452950101,0.22657891263192434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125854235471808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549481814234296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188330417200784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565007276740849,0.0,0.3233043156126771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919979879207117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439461041661898,0.0,0.3220910131901471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,policanxidtg,2020/02/25,"Help partner with anxiety attack Hi all

My partner is terrified of policies. She has been arrested in the past and now is really scared of them.
If she get pulled over she get terrified and she would have a panic attack.
An officer was really aggressive to her recently and lied about her driving.
She is now panicking even more when she sees a police car.
Any idea how I can help her to relax and help her deal with this?",2.937073170731708,5.333974597560979,4.380670731707319,81.91173780487806,77.41463414634147,8.978048780487804,24.88414634146341,9.516144504307137,2.584287804878049,335,12,63,10,8,111,57,82,0.305,0.593,0.102,-0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,3,2,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,11,12,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,13,1,9,9,2,10,0,0,1,0,18,2,0,1,5,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776444678973513,0.0,0.16622602531144154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943968041090424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401613894765265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351779716171312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270497992950513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369341157612387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452936220567909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549426445931371,0.0,0.0,0.2074276049423648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27840269094375736,0.0,0.214547364156724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754489561815865,0.0,0.1731517578488555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435636812490047,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shockwave83,2020/02/25,"I have crippling social anxiety around women I am attracted to. Anyone successfully battled this? I am seeking the help of a therapist for an embarrassing problem that has plagued me for most of my life. 

I was (am?) called the ugly duckling for most of my life even from my own family. 

I tend to be left out of pictures or even cropped out.  When I liked a girl, regardless if I thought she was ""in my league,"" nasty comments would be made at me. 

Because of this, I get very flustered around women I am attracted to. 

I am getting old and would like to one day have a wife and kids.  

I am super successful in life outside of relationships but in a complete mess when I'm around women I like. 

Has anyone successfully battled this?",3.5797619047619023,5.602536785714285,4.721428571428572,81.99190476190478,74.0,7.809523809523809,30.23809523809524,8.59863814320734,2.482166666666667,570,26,108,11,12,187,80,140,0.127,0.7070000000000001,0.165,0.7645,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,7,14,2,1,7,0,16,3,0,1,0,18,22,7,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,5,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,19,9,23,14,3,14,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,4,7,82,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961050881052952,0.0,0.0,0.2369333480060184,0.0,0.0,0.4524754693787261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328058282488374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300299914928935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776400506757091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926582332893506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380869275607526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971985599889113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703629715517616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135627487821446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408196197693827,0.0,0.3590120116236485,0.2483191148427983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603150798551508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778419971119674,0.0,0.11480751550109322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211790377298455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190023394312732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270858068007242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967167697981638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450540459963206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979428276213615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407108919717001,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Animehurpdadurp,2020/02/25,"How can I cope with the nonstop physical symptoms of anxiety? [21F] Hi everyone. After recently going through a series of extremely stressful events that caused me to have emotional breakdowns daily and left me unable to work, I sought professional help and was diagnosed with GAD. I started taking Zoloft last week and was given Propanolol to use for “extra stressful situations” (every single day is stressful now so I might ask my psychiatrist if I can use this daily). My GP also wrote me a script for Xanax but I’ve been avoiding taking those because of the potential for addiction. I’m seeing a therapist once a week.
That said, I’m currently taking some time away from my responsibilities to collect myself and heal, but it’s been difficult because the physical symptoms of my anxiety are so debilitating and interfere with nearly every aspect of my daily life. For example, every morning when I awaken my heart is RACING. Throughout my entire body, I can feel my heart thudding so hard and fast it’s almost paralyzing. It feels like I might have a heart attack at any moment. In addition, I have been experiencing gastrointestinal (diarrhea, stomach gurgling) and cognitive issues (concentration, memory) that make daily life a struggle. Worst of all though is the chronic fatigue. I’ve been trying to motivate myself to exercise or do something other than lay in bed and sleep but it’s so difficult because I have no energy. All I want to do is sleep, but sleeping doesn’t help. I’m just as tired when I wake up as I was when I went to sleep.
What else can I do to cope with all of these symptoms and get better? I’m honestly so frustrated at this point and don’t know what to do with myself. My mom is threatening to put me in an intensive mental health care facility if I don’t get better soon. I know I need to get better but I really don’t want it to come to that. 
Thanks for any advice you can give.",5.533985429612169,7.098981233983286,6.656838440111425,71.92938450824944,68.13649025069637,9.868480822798373,31.07788729376473,10.125756701596842,3.4256517248767944,1529,62,258,39,26,513,188,359,0.142,0.748,0.11,-0.9259999999999999,1,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,5,14,18,2,5,11,0,32,25,10,6,3,49,64,31,0,5,9,1,3,1,0,2,15,1,1,0,16,17,0,2,5,1,0,4,5,11,0,0,11,6,36,7,45,51,7,31,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,7,18,180,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288947772351848,0.0,0.08326443328169797,0.0,0.0,0.08532366957449265,0.0,0.0,0.06814093926151993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588894906831967,0.0,0.13036802694871985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965813259792139,0.09693658944303138,0.08005587648136185,0.0,0.0,0.15582632066521238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260790943685,0.0,0.09464706319799887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687540367622694,0.08753225776128679,0.0,0.07339928983509927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495221772929044,0.0,0.0,0.086484494486591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711804887025785,0.0958477176170457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537466359891216,0.08142005376570881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616761751285869,0.0608727305443855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355324909745614,0.08173943671496528,0.04842576414484178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632977980621647,0.0,0.0,0.09057229554069322,0.0,0.302916259563369,0.11422647460819615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893518713094181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365635887751184,0.06945602756273976,0.0,0.0,0.09257892126195053,0.0,0.12037009456459452,0.04162840569128068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687711220365655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586978977060787,0.18078479677630632,0.0,0.09979477374494923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318077513854706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074391549170087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805492582240636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565774110144875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054586532776004566,0.0,0.08413278396014015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105247797829179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789987606081575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577754823916602,0.34107880775302324,0.0,0.0,0.06559740878866788,0.0,0.0,0.060310778189918014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928169974884018,0.08907807538233457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265691729109548,0.1921978087777577,0.0,0.0,0.07844823082488306,0.0,0.0989332477037105,0.0,0.0,0.08371659009624698,0.0,0.04968556659898829,0.09793425175276056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057850751245149865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718499411222358,0.0,0.0,0.10051596750034593,0.0,0.13669770156622674,0.0,0.0,0.07898882319390074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203255939577675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FLN_Xetra,2020/02/25,"I'm scared of addiction So for a bit of quick backstory, my mother is a recovered alcoholic and I am 19M addicted to nicotine for the past 3 and a bit years. In the past 6 months my anxiety has surfaced and I experienced mostly issues with nausea and other gut problems. The past few weeks all I've wanted to do is drink. Every day. I'm not someone who gets hangover anxiety (unless I do some stupid sh\*t but I did that pre anxiety anyway) but I just wanted to put my feelings out there to you beautiful people who won't judge me and ask for any advice involving coping mechanisms.

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P.S. How do I commit to talking to a girl I like who know likes me back?",2.747288557213931,4.761836440298509,4.703805970149258,81.22769900497514,76.38805970149255,8.048756218905472,26.092039800995025,8.841846274778883,2.2204248756218905,529,20,100,12,12,181,92,134,0.08199999999999999,0.804,0.115,0.8537,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,1,7,0,9,5,1,1,2,22,17,10,0,3,5,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,13,2,15,15,6,13,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,11,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288353246299437,0.0,0.14738099308627658,0.0,0.16118228166267465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634149976749503,0.18326459197511172,0.1025637701972334,0.0,0.34613403084238803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409977132728591,0.0,0.0,0.1159723993160802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293159614971771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726736977643384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774762040644754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270735917517199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625986594996123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879799215626783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741842804991654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288753454619639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473675020551162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038425691752475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319284713218805,0.10456061578742926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431577608852758,0.0,0.15161723261057242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099860058699807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277905404878615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122458304395604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791681907099613,0.0,0.1209798842999531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326459197511172,0.0971240805810101
anxiety,pigstuffy,2020/02/25,"Should I voice record a work meeting? Would a counselor listen to it? Situation:

I’ve had an altercation with a coworker at work a few times.
These altercations cause my fight or flight response to kick in and anxiety attacks to happen. Frequency about once every 1-2 months give or take sometime more or less.

We are having an upcoming meeting with myself, my coworker, my supervisor, and an HR rep. 



Question:

I was wondering if I should voice record this meeting or even ask if I could record this meeting or do it without asking for consent. 

I looked up the laws and it is legal to record a conversation that I am a part of, no consent required. 

Not sure if I ask for consent and they don’t provide it if it’s legal though. (I would like to ask to be courteous)



Why do I want to record this meeting?

I want to record the conversation for review purposes and possibly have a counselor review it. I’ve had a number of altercations with this specific co-worker and have seen a few counselors that have all mentioned that “you’re doing well, I don’t think you need any counseling”. 

I thought by recording a conversation I can understand the situation better by stepping back and listening to it. Maybe in my mind, I’m painting a bias on myself and I am unable to see it.",6.141734972677598,6.646740086065574,6.954819672131148,74.17269398907108,66.17213114754098,10.113224043715846,34.70928961748633,10.047579312681364,3.5155653551912565,1007,45,184,22,15,335,131,244,0.081,0.856,0.064,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,1,1,1,4,5,6,2,0,17,0,23,0,0,1,2,42,43,18,0,12,11,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,16,12,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,5,7,23,4,27,32,6,9,0,0,3,0,21,5,0,11,4,135,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195459711822963,0.0,0.1034433351199071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056517674287739,0.15383287362446055,0.0,0.10397624068847136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195915699563608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389087322302501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107962589985703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931188458398441,0.0,0.11392912830159388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971585353431045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957506785755125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606192056775435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355118880302392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584719697688896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365341879758641,0.0,0.1079317367423282,0.0,0.0,0.10026430941327358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400545102968929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643065654087925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524408299998537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147793995691272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775325512476956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30398708184374823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373656147174395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744374899059785,0.0,0.10166900994587072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664385547803091,0.13285348389645174,0.1073499963168734,0.07884817829364375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076934024523136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595131437423672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157949554985288,0.0,0.12201549586312292,0.0,0.0,0.13034776529292974,0.14664089635826896,0.2953264683117559,0.0,0.0,0.1921135692912076,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrostCA11,2020/02/25,Tomorrow I’m trying for my license Any advice???,2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,80.1111111111111,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.8453555555555563,38,2,5,1,1,14,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7130111643124176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961909380118708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953883654273182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tbelle1231,2020/02/25,"How do you handle your anxiety without medication?! So I recently ran out of my anxiety meds. My doctor was one month short on refills before my next appointment AND I just found out yesterday that the doctor who was prescribing them for me isn’t even with my clinic anymore so now these people are clueless about how to give me meds! Wtf!? So I’m in detox from two different anxiety medications; in so much pain, headache from hell, anxiety and depression thru the roof etc I’m not looking for any other drug recommendations, and I can’t smoke (anything) or drink where I’m at so I’m not looking for that kind of solution either. But I’m wondering how y’all deal with your anxiety without medicating. Natural (not CBD please) solutions that help (don’t have to eliminate completely of course) the anxiety be a little bit less. I’ve tried meditation but that feels like it just gives my mind free reign to play those embarrassing/stressful moments over and over and over. I usually go to the gym when I’m feeling overwhelmed but I can’t get rides there except on the weekends right now. Fml. I’m not trying to rant, am seriously looking for some advice and/or encouragement tho. I’m starting to take things out on my amazing boyfriend and now I’m worried that I’m going to ruin a good relationship. So I’m desperate! What helps you when you just. can’t. stop. thinking.",3.8773589743589767,6.299125530769231,4.973461538461539,78.70070512820514,74.46153846153845,8.794871794871796,29.679487179487186,9.408791572840183,3.0361410256410246,1098,49,199,29,24,360,156,260,0.126,0.735,0.139,0.8665,1,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,6,1,0,22,13,1,1,7,0,12,10,0,3,0,37,39,22,0,0,15,0,2,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,12,11,1,1,5,4,1,4,11,6,0,2,4,5,20,8,35,34,6,34,1,3,3,0,15,16,1,3,15,128,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037148278128732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984942548398458,0.0,0.4714581600949917,0.0,0.10186524686975396,0.0,0.0,0.08452533399904504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740252834292117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213770061810913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769426571367012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589420489557837,0.08846790312400928,0.0,0.0,0.10731485728694602,0.0,0.2102654164772356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062116849029967,0.11911628406629453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455388978844665,0.06784200053709458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387113917218604,0.07337930476287434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262121735074912,0.0,0.0,0.053664120096428534,0.1970663377250565,0.1167501071097316,0.08615210269255483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376948137089382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106961411851885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018114746447496,0.10294697681644753,0.0,0.0,0.25876309231337924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281854496490157,0.31042235013617114,0.0,0.0,0.103712428610552,0.0,0.08198578471554982,0.0,0.07550702273896252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923810366541724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960204657266365,0.0,0.10929553759109714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712093454341501,0.0,0.0,0.11274974623392345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141823998282272,0.11027700145960746,0.0,0.08771767609597528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727018967886975,0.0,0.0,0.08587397442762594,0.11765918557343813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722856884592598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823899198659572,0.06581534492589343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947289265375726,0.0,0.10033720363242453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312558040685322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980263478752697,0.11138956271987213,0.0,0.1043116252246181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,siltorn,2020/02/25,"Dog My biggest anxiety, that I can't figure out how to overcome, is worrying that my dog is going to die without me there with him.  Does anyone have this issue?  any suggestions for this?  I feel crazy and unable to function at times because of this.",3.8024999999999984,5.742980916666671,4.823333333333334,81.855,73.16666666666666,7.300000000000002,28.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.1180666666666665,196,8,35,3,4,64,39,48,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,9,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24475386669051685,0.0,0.2753332301745355,0.0,0.0,0.2516602420638929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194002380243238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735339161012848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149631728833288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198333611040526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045474243606387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756567146417097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098687517934517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34694425912054633,0.0,0.0,0.36551014468044746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MixMasterMikaeus,2020/02/25,"Existential terror as a recurring problem This requires a bit of backstory.

I'm a 28 year old autistic Asian man with a history of depression and OCD. Recently, I've also been diagnosed with ADHD (just in case I didn't get the message that my brain is a clusterfuck). This isn't necessarily relevant to the issues I'm having, just a bit of background info.

What is relevant is the existential crisis I've had for a while now. I'm not entirely sure when it began, but the first time I had that existential crisis it was around 2017, after all those celebrities had died. That got me to thinking about my own mortality and the nature of what comes after. As an atheist, the conclusion I reached is that when I die, that's it. There's no more ""after"". Needless to say, I had a bit of a breakdown about it, which could probably be because I still have some leftover thought processes from being a lapsed Catholic. It was so bad that I lost my appetite from nausea, couldn't sleep, and cried a fair bit. Taking anti-depressants and talking it over with my regular psychologist helped me to shake it off.

Recently, though, it's come back. I'm not sure when, but it was sometime around the time Kobe Bryant and his daughter died. In addition to the death anxiety, I also started ruminating over the idea of the heat death of the universe, and how this means that all our richness-- our art, our architecture, our literature and science-- will be irrevocably lost and there will never be anything ever again. And I thought to myself, ""even if we somehow escaped this, do you actually think that your art or whatever you create will live on after you?"" These thoughts have made me tear up while at work and have made it hard to concentrate.

Right now, I'm suddenly very calm, for some reason. But I'm aware that these thoughts may come back at some point tomorrow or another day.

Anyway, that's all I have to say. For anyone who's having the same problems, I don't know how I can help except to say: You're not alone. Someone else knows what you're going through. (That's probably all we've got, TBH.)",5.785257692307695,6.648005195,6.251500000000004,77.6441153846154,67.05,9.653846153846157,32.134615384615394,9.757249324022393,3.0204826923076933,1658,67,311,35,26,537,209,400,0.16699999999999998,0.787,0.046,-0.9948,0,1,0,0,0,0,61.0,5,4,0,6,27,12,0,2,24,0,33,3,2,5,8,68,62,29,6,5,12,1,1,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,33,20,0,1,13,2,1,5,9,8,0,1,20,4,30,4,45,32,14,48,0,3,0,0,20,13,0,8,30,222,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.08649042998692626,0.0,0.10651644916905033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091794306153074,0.0,0.1417553070427278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293664277940436,0.06780197003795373,0.0,0.0,0.061972396798395425,0.0,0.07293522074701063,0.15779959253444478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630252635700466,0.07400263456944968,0.0540282346428554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38704551933442266,0.0,0.0,0.0989407749450307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22904157867622085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076411721398385,0.0,0.09735627036246226,0.0571592392276678,0.0,0.15267436963804645,0.08995793280255665,0.2759529102782578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403927903576392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058539505861611975,0.08017121970411586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538892474012049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630569629540091,0.0,0.05037066658844325,0.0,0.1417715641571436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939537882951002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188141017424832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005286947116168,0.0,0.09250705152642698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974178375956353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826221692326271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935009789780019,0.0,0.0,0.16772834765830416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654442673682403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683571846457244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300263607221387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378432228380038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111700104561904,0.16961453751100136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112675428245086,0.1750235431427942,0.0,0.0,0.07568982891622783,0.0,0.21144721907772795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869435108099004,0.0,0.0750962022677041,0.0,0.0876576758026543,0.0,0.06273301317058319,0.0,0.07078030665346902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670660993396782,0.0,0.06663898798456043,0.07123771269244872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358149050945875,0.08707886229831645,0.2814503699214307,0.10336213185732923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312931534873791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645239455098057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707503522977219
anxiety,singerlinger,2020/02/25,"It feels like the worst is here I’m new to this sub but I’m struggling to cope.

My grandma died. While I knew it was coming, it’s unsettling and brought up a bunch of memories of my grandpa that I dearly miss. 

My bf has been sneaking joints and lying to me about it. We’ve talked it over now but it’s another straw on my back. 

We found a beautiful house and got an accepted offer on it.
BUT
We found out the next day that my bf is getting laid off from his job. 

I had a fuck up at work and had to fess up to my boss. No big deal but I still feel like a fuck up and that they’re gonna fire me. 

I locked myself out of my work truck 150 kms from home and I’m currently waiting for the spare set of keys after fruitlessly trying to jimmy my way in.  

My “what’s the worst that could happen” coping strategy seems to be backfiring and turning into future telling. 

I need help.",0.8161556743909699,2.638169727272732,2.5964260249554383,94.95124034462273,81.67379679144385,6.080689245395128,20.01455733808675,7.1686216300943375,0.261380510992276,677,18,159,9,18,224,117,187,0.183,0.721,0.096,-0.9659,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,2,5,10,2,1,9,0,9,2,0,1,0,29,30,12,1,2,4,1,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,13,13,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,9,3,21,4,29,18,3,28,0,1,0,2,11,14,2,2,12,101,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900155239715348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126342357486506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704927615348154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629593728044956,0.0,0.0,0.11009212566327203,0.17599179359323902,0.0,0.0,0.1771672896397013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262954194247204,0.24390674580498026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37434362074406496,0.0,0.3156324092517162,0.08918755050558763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653027111242502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095595568035672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114421545810836,0.0,0.17123340184404418,0.0,0.0,0.1969733751386611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940071534674925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679798777559976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657734525513695,0.0,0.16487023312732604,0.1815492151979292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554055702555475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363271191126485,0.0,0.0,0.17846039839821085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372081105989404,0.14920575786191742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589909268395175,0.18568058906015714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549955749390424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485539840396328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joyoftears95,2020/02/25,Is there any way to get my doctor to prescribe me Ativan? Does anyone know of any way to get my doctor to give me a prescription for Ativan? He prescribed me Zoloft a year ago but I never took it.,1.271341463414636,3.2545150975609762,3.085548780487805,91.19710365853659,80.95121951219512,5.0756097560975615,17.567073170731707,5.985473137389443,-0.2924195121951221,153,3,32,1,4,51,29,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,19,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767360338655765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493206902776701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958884707705985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257742631125201,0.2247628494114256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683771175687963,0.2463848079194045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115281998414966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809122470921114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853592421344387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077360625548644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539685897807255
anxiety,Dylan-mayes-,2020/02/25,"I hate anxiety man As soon as I wake up, my head starts getting filled with negative self talk. And it’s pretty much constant all day, until I’m asleep again.",4.9684375,5.3181589687500015,5.400000000000002,84.845,68.6875,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,1.97395,125,4,26,2,2,40,29,32,0.251,0.6609999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658444768782777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755352475947049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241154356242696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155982195273065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430945386356907,0.356645889664414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554601022067105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535429718817006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625290982952758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459696238914051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793156667000679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iskulll,2020/02/25,"Anxiety in my relationship  I've been in an awesome relationship between August until the start of December... And then my gf went to Ireland, to study English. We kept the relationship and agreed to continue in this 3 months far away from each other. Everything was alright until some 2 week ago... We keep sending messages to each other every day, talking by video, etc. but In theses 2 weeks she started to ""ignoring"" me. 

 It was hard to deal with that, and we decided to talk about. She said that she wanted some space, for the time we were together we spent almost everyday together, and she felt that she needed some alone time, without breaking up with me, that we just need to correct that in our relation.

 Of course, I have agreed with that, but I'm suffering too much by my account lately... I've asked her 3 times if she wanted to break up, that it would be ok for me, and she said No, that she still wanted to stay with me. But I'm thinking too much on this matter... We will see each other probably this Friday or Saturday. But now I'm thinking that she will want to break up, or that she don't like me anymore, even though she's saying that she still want to stay with me. I've realized that I probably have anxiety, because this is eating me inside, making me so sad... I've been thinking on past events that I made a bad decision and was probably by Anxiety as well. This event with my gf made me see that I'm probably not well...

 What do you guys suggest for me to do until I see her? I'm all day thinking on our meeting and being a jerk(sending too many messages every time and trying to talk) on WhatsApp, sending 2 many messages and thinking that she's ignoring me. Although I see why she doesn't want to talk lately, she will meet her friends and family after this 3 months, she will need to stay awhile with them, but still it hurts me to think that all of this have some relation to our relationship(and probably don't have any.). I can't help to overthink myself... I've tried to play games, archive our chat on WhatsApp many times, so I won't see her there and avoid talking to her(but i keep unarchive it), disabling last seen on WhatsApp, so I won't be thinking that she is ignoring me(and I enable after a time). I Really need help to overcome this. I will search for a  psychologist  tomorrow to help me deal with this.

 I fear that I can fuck up this good relationship by not being able to deal with it. I will be okay if she wants to break up after we meet(what I don't think it will happen, but I keep coming back to this tough, even knowing that we're probably alright), but I need to stop overthinking this, because will be a hard week for me if I keep thinking on this.

 All of these events made me realize that I had Anxiety in a long time in my life... I had every time with sex(Now I have overcome this), at college, with some friends and family interactions and even with some other relationships I had. But Always I had suffered alone. My actual gf have Anxiety, being with her, made me realize that I've probably been suffering from the same things.",5.145791730344712,5.7984281937086095,5.747019867549671,81.44365851587709,68.38741721854305,9.17500424520292,30.387841738835114,9.265573868473778,2.500863695024622,2415,90,478,45,39,783,223,604,0.132,0.8109999999999999,0.057,-0.9933,0,3,0,0,0,0,93.0,12,1,1,1,20,24,1,2,11,4,45,3,0,5,4,112,99,36,0,16,17,0,3,1,5,11,1,3,0,1,49,38,1,10,16,4,2,4,11,13,2,0,22,12,84,11,86,59,16,78,0,5,6,1,74,23,1,12,45,341,133,1,0.05133729212747112,0.0,0.05009779162299225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550741195604413,0.0,0.05140688240917868,0.10633990425366104,0.0,0.0,0.0427167395947831,0.0,0.0,0.03491111907743937,0.0,0.1963644398058383,0.0,0.050912799048549486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799343811415599,0.0,0.04823307587407609,0.03947520878409788,0.042864494566313666,0.06258947357077634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422253145331401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621661278801169,0.15877948191146996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253086621543278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725465112243885,0.10172339182998416,0.0,0.1297616483299444,0.0,0.046138647916465415,0.0,0.09679246023156872,0.05776872626019509,0.0,0.0,0.049291851204848094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932612910004991,0.04746049933374264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305928495519522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050831990443767,0.04539739788431183,0.0,0.09197626014879476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323091430810903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495763300558855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252377619594426,0.0,0.0,0.02821363316708192,0.041846744980994534,0.115821403229676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036261047653731435,0.025080807786694102,0.0,0.0,0.04543188804244099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430634837922944,0.03426804113569349,0.15614386953191667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195387357962254,0.0,0.07547763331646144,0.1903297581002663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900725427135698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874519867001078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03288798390335207,0.0,0.0,0.33070223579794805,0.0,0.0,0.09766704186966202,0.040825475227792764,0.0,0.0,0.2045458758198819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267359919883308,0.16415616829145094,0.12299408342424635,0.04292027495033898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063148539499889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03410621574138358,0.2960537749765303,0.05043862886157133,0.0,0.23948150306476496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970930297238681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196045500109886,0.0,0.12353903738079708,0.0,0.09231678196705344,0.04759018412848666,0.04632392114005387,0.0,0.0,0.04948731763534042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03646853938848714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,neurotica_9000,2020/02/25,Can you damage your lungs from hyperventilation? I had my first major attack in years on Sunday but fought it for almost two hours before it died down. I don't normally hyperventilate. My lungs are constantly stinging and tight now.,5.4069512195121945,8.417311097560976,5.963597560975611,70.56295731707318,72.17073170731706,8.002439024390245,22.445121951219512,8.841846274778883,1.9156292682926832,189,5,30,4,4,61,37,41,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,5,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,6,0,5,3,1,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32856587702559825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732851116818523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792068823555204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354582333709829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405378902514854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790996335582193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32313318103412325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214890038286169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32052662939640464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129922562053
anxiety,ginger_ohsnap,2020/02/25,"Voice-to-text journaling app? So I've been thinking that I should probably start journaling, but I always get frustrated with the slowness of my handwriting/typing compared to the speed of my brain. Also, I often get sidetracked and the narrative gets messy or doesn't evolve in all the ways I wanted it to. I'm hoping for a way to genuinely keep track of my stream of consciousness. I was thinking that the best way to do this would be to record my voice, but I don't want to review it by listening to recordings.

Is there a good voice-to-text transcription app that will record my voice and put it to a .txt file? I don't mind paying a little bit for it. Also, does anyone else do this and/or find it useful?",6.189095744680853,5.998188007092201,6.263891843971635,81.54562500000002,66.09219858156028,9.886879432624113,28.97251773049645,9.516144504307137,2.295375177304965,563,16,113,10,8,179,83,141,0.066,0.8079999999999999,0.127,0.8899,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,9,0,12,1,1,1,1,20,25,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,12,3,17,19,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,72,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909573912094633,0.15136924282438366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720036572615825,0.1863951267558053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909103222319619,0.0,0.19860588808663007,0.0,0.0,0.20307916763618344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919650419337628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196803509290924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662685410592782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851318558716085,0.0,0.0,0.15258307216460135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068430074125652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161695895229335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232829497809835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368397850395685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613693906799765,0.0,0.0,0.1828764994867583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287615556384079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331297138551111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711759470953018,0.0,0.0,0.2145983310161926,0.4331909563498791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292283832172594,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RecklesslyMelodic,2020/02/25,"DAE hit themselves in the head when overly anxious and/or frustrated? I'm a 24 year old female, and I've been struggling with anxiety and depression since I was 16 or so. I've been on medication since being diagnosed.

I cut a few times when I was younger, but self harm was never a serious issue for me. However, over the past year or two, I've started hitting myself whenever I'm overwhelmingly anxious or frustrated.  My entire body tenses up and I feel like I want to explode or scream, and I start hitting myself. Usually it's hitting my head with my fist, but sometimes I bang my head on the wall or something. It never causes any visible damage, but I hate that I do this, and I feel ashamed and embarrassed whenever I hit myself in front of my partner.

I'm not sure why this behavior has recently surfaced, but it concerns me. Has anyone else ever dealt with this or something similar? What are some ways to handle this strong urge to hurt myself? Should I talk to my doctor about this?

Thanks in advance for any advice!",5.091247280638143,6.421818563451782,5.9506490210297285,77.46214467005078,68.94923857868021,9.080348078317623,31.837926033357505,9.424239791934726,3.0450017403915877,815,35,145,17,14,268,116,197,0.248,0.6809999999999999,0.071,-0.9895,1,0,2,0,0,2,23.0,0,0,0,2,5,18,4,4,6,0,11,7,4,1,4,30,26,19,0,2,11,0,2,1,1,1,3,1,0,2,10,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,14,0,1,5,3,24,4,19,14,2,27,0,4,0,0,3,10,0,7,15,96,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045126871789164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815644428299788,0.0,0.10212448368063876,0.3016261719584641,0.0,0.09334388103981424,0.13678297573256884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828455545755012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371377144917322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149803697578744,0.13549617268194578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663936003974744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115192248747575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207552584939165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499971817404066,0.09536995109270632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318001901836008,0.4110178751858405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429108014810452,0.0,0.0,0.13933569878082142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652196637039301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448371420360833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592151478486384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008215667622267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127437547857871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318117229146024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392660002470706,0.0,0.0,0.2208594261054538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055443089881413,0.1320314863562195,0.0,0.18897906878488308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955956331630687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581890412662305,0.0,0.0,0.10729945786580533,0.0,0.12290567336425305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784290295806298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304067166366051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702757276863848,0.0,0.07873971496608195,0.10596333552504092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045985854588455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193478303453333
anxiety,HeatLightning,2020/02/25,"Going through benzo withdrawal so I made this note on my phone I update it with things that help me focus my thoughts. Thought it wouldn't hurt sharing it (although I edited out some personal details):

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\*Don't be anxious about being anxious - since it's primary anxiety from withdrawal, it can be treated. It's JUST A FEELING that affects though, emotions, and reason. Don't give it too much weight or credit.

\*For every frightening scenario that I can imagine, there is an opposite - positive one. My brain currently tends to gravitate towards the negative, but since I have no definite proof it will turn out this way, it's a pointless exercise.

\*When I'm calm, everything else, like work and place to live, will fall into place, like it always has. Don't plan those things now.

\*Feelings have weather patterns - every hurricane runs out of steam eventually. Your feelings will change (inspired by [this video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYV7pS9jULs)).

\*This state is difficult but tolerable. And most importantly - it will end. Don't hesitate to reach out when you need help. If you're afraid of feeling like a burden - communicate that fear to the person you're reaching out to. That alone lifts some weight off the shoulders.",6.364990162321693,9.240558789719627,5.454968027545501,76.01410969011316,68.57943925233644,8.617412690605018,34.62764387604525,9.276330184999452,3.6899289719626163,1007,50,153,22,19,302,146,214,0.109,0.7070000000000001,0.184,0.9096,1,1,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,2,0,2,9,13,0,2,7,0,19,5,2,3,1,32,32,12,0,3,5,0,6,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,23,10,2,0,9,1,1,3,7,5,0,1,3,6,11,8,22,21,4,22,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,5,9,105,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314878220298398,0.0,0.0,0.10697173176233216,0.13929407218353396,0.1562137604655134,0.0,0.0,0.09834760041066476,0.2904710913979717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351482402603447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599881444857895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073948946502142,0.14461203798356642,0.11386548302358808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216633703318876,0.0,0.11554091242955232,0.0,0.0,0.14466508325255906,0.2600140115283639,0.09184287159366383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233259051009234,0.07306327806236332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234133159819412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762551243223836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842290879815987,0.0,0.11352031855288698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164602668481547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945059620862337,0.09532517707591036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711518658682586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245062444055228,0.26863445190023005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218048991606834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269135277563106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081832538366695,0.0,0.12630897227228394,0.2041236301907757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983572649625065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204447949021682,0.0,0.3131014661453043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359278508228716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562137604655134,0.0
anxiety,Plus_Engineering,2020/02/25,Non-pharmacological ways of coping What do you guys do to deal with anxiety that doesn’t involve medication? I’ve tried meditation which helps but I have trouble being consistent with it. Share your ways!,5.050000000000002,8.351025111111113,5.94777777777778,68.45000000000002,75.66666666666667,9.155555555555557,28.44444444444445,9.516144504307137,3.3867444444444437,168,7,27,5,4,55,32,36,0.13699999999999998,0.741,0.122,-0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876305455880321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876281355179746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722882095944449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520174921806284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37876934790733535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25527184130607683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968851133623593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Outrageous_Vanilla,2020/02/25,"My anxiety medication has stopped working. I’ve had an anxiety relapse. * This Might Be Triggering To Some* 



Zoloft is not working for me anymore. I’m on the highest dose my primary doctor can give me.

 She said if I’m still anxious, then she’ll refer me to a psychiatrist so they can diagnose me and put me on a medication more specific to my needs.

I feel like I’m going insane. I try to think positively, but it’s like my brain keeps sucking me in to think negatively. I feel like I am the worst person on earth.

I don’t want to go to the psychiatrist. I’m scared to go. I hate talking about stuff. I always keep it in, so that’s probably why I’ve had a relapse. 

I literally feel anxiety on my heart. My chest feels cold, I get the feeling of “butterflies in my stomach” but in my chest. 

I was fine just a week ago. I was okay just a week ago. Why did this have to happen?! I don’t want to go through this anymore! I don’t have to be happy, I just want to feel okay. I just don’t know what to do!

* Redditors who have been in my situation needing to get diagnosed and put on better medication by a psychiatrist, can you give me some comfort? 

Thank you for reading. I guess this is a bit of a vent too, sorry.",0.4240403901634871,2.6603502390438223,3.2054375601044107,87.49701195219124,86.45019920318725,6.8086825113339735,23.794614644868805,7.990435384864732,1.4839376562714657,934,38,205,21,29,328,123,251,0.1,0.742,0.157,0.9265,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,3,9,14,2,1,13,2,25,13,5,1,0,33,59,8,0,6,8,0,6,3,0,2,8,1,0,1,10,2,0,3,10,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,7,8,37,10,31,48,5,23,0,0,0,0,11,10,1,5,10,135,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077343596825726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484389089593823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401116187383256,0.11519257088287935,0.2022457710330265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901806520557489,0.1113204769060162,0.0,0.0,0.11382779236170401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069867130518534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043665346715162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093424785513649,0.14568907969771455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654606629077652,0.19563018125710216,0.2317985393073944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232705874236837,0.0,0.0901682082854106,0.10854471657273684,0.0,0.10067032745548443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083021600036654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126415429157205,0.0,0.0,0.056037853940010575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944632991344836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081600912892663,0.0,0.10816982592260148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121301282536526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903278927987948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099366076518936,0.0,0.0,0.2050080119365729,0.0,0.0,0.10199360615423686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699302806259398,0.0,0.10208576683052624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146140704867277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141426031406887,0.0,0.0,0.08143018945955259,0.08524815235559227,0.0,0.0,0.1167266893902298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195641860682683,0.0,0.09387660493114874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306714074659961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922822940053461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804265884217197,0.0,0.16358196979068548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401693333162414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846494331439333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okaysonowwhat1,2020/02/25,The Coronavirus Not sure if this the right subreddit for this kind of thing but every time i see a disaster like this on the news i cant stop worrying about it. This time its the coronavirus. Recently ive been trying to ignore the news as much as i can but my mum felt the need to come in and update me with the death/case tolls etc. After not looking at the news for a few days I started to think about it less and less but now i know the most recent news i cant stop worrying again. I felt the same when ebola was a big thing. I cant stop thinking that the world is going to end and that everyone is gonna get it.,3.028212197159565,3.5059829323308267,4.368822055137843,90.06111946533001,73.06015037593986,8.317126148705098,23.048454469507107,8.515128840125781,1.029603842940685,482,11,114,8,9,160,80,133,0.078,0.8059999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.4539,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,14,0,9,0,0,0,1,28,22,10,0,2,6,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,4,5,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,4,11,3,16,17,7,23,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,2,16,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459991230360177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930590221493056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501162859880336,0.0,0.18902420505786746,0.0,0.0,0.14280116370000556,0.16195328965777614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254706056946177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855061718192646,0.0,0.09632408042884122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649593466016766,0.09314631172578827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082803399569245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232744638988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459336802859212,0.12567339253128107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33469840660189504,0.0,0.0,0.14474204258088394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506019447061296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996465831113726,0.0,0.0,0.4250993077926562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974067328920466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252009292401585,0.21720245865419865,0.0,0.0,0.19765992742701124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150713987525226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344247097550174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aveilhu,2020/02/25,"I have no sense of independence I'm an 18 year old male who has never gone anywhere or done anything on his own. This isn't a matter of my parents refusing to let me. Every time the local fair roles around my dad offers to take me and let me wonder around on my own to ""pick up girls"" (which I couldn't do anyway because I'm ugly and bland and ""picking up girls"" isnt really my thing). My mom is also super cool with me going out and doing things but I  don't because I don't know how to do anything on my own. I can function at home by myself fine because there aren't any people (granted I live with just my mom), but I can't even go into a gas station to buy a bag of chips or some shit without someone there. I hardly ever go out with my friends, but when I do, all I do is follow them around like a lost puppy because I'm scared of being on my own and having to think for myself for even a minute. I refuse to even make decisions myself. My mom and I went on vacation last summer and one day she kept asking me what I wanted to do and I refused to make a decision. I rely on following others so I can shut off my brain and not worry about anything because I just blindly trust whoever I'm with because it's easier. If you're driving me somewhere, it doesn't matter how recklessly you drive because I will blindly trust you because it means you're controlling my fate and I don't have to. A few weeks ago, we went out to eat with my grandma and she needed us to take her to the store. While they were waiting in the checkout, i went outside for a minute because i was burning up. I couldn't handle being on my own doing my own thing instead of following somebody. I went to a drive in movie with my dad last summer and the car parked next to us was so close he couldn't get out, and he wanted popcorn. I initially refused to go get it because I was scared but I eventually felt bad and did it. I spent the entire time freaking out. A friend of mine wants me to go see the school play with her this weekend because she's only been able to see me in person once since she graduated, but I'm terrified to do so. I don't want to tell my mom ""my friend and I are going to do this on this day"" even though she would be 100% fine with it and I don't want to have to arrange how I'm going to get there and back since neither me nor my friend drive and I know I'd just follow her around like a lost puppy until we sat down and I would be terrified to get up for anything. The last time she saw me was when she and another friend convinced me to go to the last football game of the year since it was my one friend's last game in high school and my other friend wanted to see the marching band since she is a former band kid. It was freezing and she had to like grab my arm and force me to get up out of the seat to go with her to get hot chocolate and food. Idk. This is just mindless rambling. I don't want to annoy the only person I know who might be available to talk right now with a giant wall of text....",5.200475536008799,4.090976954828662,6.128946307494964,84.75258933479938,68.39252336448598,8.674436503573393,29.16272677295217,7.285733465282438,1.489045299615173,2343,66,524,18,34,781,258,642,0.1,0.7929999999999999,0.107,0.8631,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,2,2,4,31,26,2,2,26,1,57,7,3,9,3,106,117,45,0,14,14,7,5,3,7,4,2,0,1,6,22,48,2,7,9,6,3,23,20,8,0,2,23,12,94,18,92,80,10,90,0,2,6,0,59,38,1,6,32,366,116,3,0.056395675870718476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499913639390225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509960161861707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835099348221723,0.059135783380011166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856353440743972,0.20081643241020808,0.05272234408248006,0.0,0.0,0.04336479364726063,0.04708803370309509,0.3781610862155643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295622544153699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325254591066434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274109087750852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577123565761919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770685561166072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489952481292919,0.05101311753844121,0.04751578924663595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054148692858865685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819387511924102,0.0,0.3049981149753612,0.0,0.17678647798060454,0.0,0.2884586601257078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051944834052377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958512789487733,0.056569461120678115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298076575262187,0.2298500143261291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533679900350133,0.0,0.08265623572443781,0.0,0.04979841501052303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312508429881712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528910312660919,0.0,0.0,0.061431423982117477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059826899964074524,0.0,0.2641997359175729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418166790711235,0.0434958219146346,0.0,0.059977441083502565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059177775052524875,0.06005955424656525,0.07643033900312425,0.08578290557232905,0.0,0.0,0.06262072407615754,0.0,0.0,0.03909766077094237,0.0984850577753758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036128514056594715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816159905285576,0.0,0.0,0.11292381970357974,0.11415086960521355,0.1348201562885806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057889350853653765,0.18660434342836987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778387315437429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480505945264119,0.04532870803464932,0.04929230645104203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240034340057896,0.03613607194037053,0.0554084652064948,0.0,0.09865431636668298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567410851210274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328454155308955,0.0,0.04523720944876156,0.0,0.0,0.2091174261450204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436341905498605,0.061158704803324776,0.0,0.05727254635796625,0.0,0.0801237401351407,0.0,0.0,0.07263393251175812
anxiety,xtrafrantic,2020/02/25,"Do you think it’s possible that having anxiety can keep you skinny? Ok so here me out: I barely work out, I ate as much as I want, I eat absolute crap and am thin. I have really bad anxiety/SA. Is it possible from all the stress experienced everyday it can keep you thin? I have a friend who is rarely large and the idea of anxiety boggles his mind. So maybe he’s so relaxed all the time it’s easier for his body to gain wait? 

I don’t really know how to structure this post. I’m really interested in what you guys think. Thanks!",0.4418601398601396,2.7252321090909097,3.1572727272727263,87.49744755244757,87.0,8.111888111888112,19.37062937062937,8.841846274778883,1.5363146853146854,412,12,91,13,13,144,73,110,0.106,0.696,0.19899999999999998,0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,2,5,8,1,1,4,1,10,5,3,1,2,16,20,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,3,3,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,14,5,10,19,3,8,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,2,56,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845226797157844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527150525229205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065631940484642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028678051617776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367470788845071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413280620778827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992981855286266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305852753078902,0.0,0.0,0.10220051198111088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682503068437975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776982098789452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367043500279326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192911355708004,0.17810134170219552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35739836550410004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130202185860119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712099306529951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383154208334523,0.0,0.0,0.10843663805314677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968591416464613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538342523092292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alsoalice,2020/02/25,"Explaining my periods of bad anxiety to people that don't understand it. Imagine there are two versions of you. Rational you and Animal Instinct you. One is sitting calmly on the riverbank, one is drowning in the river. Animal instinct you can't hear you telling her to relax, to stay calm, to float on the surface and not let the water drag her down. The thundering of the water is drowning you out. All she knows is she's suffocating, being dragged down. She can’t rationalise in her panic.

Later on, when the panic passes, Rational you won't be able to understand Animal you's panic. Afterall, you were safe the whole time right? There on the riverbank.

Any advice someone gives you to try and rationalise your panic is useless to you, you understand it’s irrational, the you right now was never panicking. But Animal you is not a rational being. All it knows is instinct; panic, PANIC, PANIC, exhastion and then there you are again, tired but rational. The cycle continues, until the exhaustion seeps into your bones and you realise that everything is effort, everything is hard. You can’t eat when your panicking because of the andrenaline, you can’t eat when your calm again because of the crash, You’re wasting away. You're tired all the time, you are fighting all the time. Until one morning you wake up and you don’t want to get up, because you’re just too exhausted to deal with yourself right now. That’s when depression hit.",4.477135220125785,6.969363460377357,5.191721698113209,77.50695361635222,72.88679245283019,8.794025157232705,29.532232704402517,9.408791572840183,3.142411949685536,1147,49,190,29,24,370,123,265,0.188,0.755,0.055999999999999994,-0.9877,0,0,0,0,2,0,39.0,0,25,0,1,13,18,1,7,17,0,25,10,2,0,5,28,36,15,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,9,4,1,7,1,0,1,10,13,0,4,2,3,32,5,30,28,6,38,0,2,0,0,37,17,0,0,18,144,38,0,0.08922140341342748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718612280588316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067361385342041,0.0,0.06825412940155177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382644549591646,0.0,0.07449614506970166,0.16316561819309705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198334922056667,0.07684626402258198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259153967943392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603728887173714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661450080589186,0.08558930009652915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992485258881353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005590060610194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980674999494826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123492992525503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881304663748458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137619606302344,0.0,0.0,0.7327746515626546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061854887104505686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285837730528034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559700557779947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509814475324772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798343917587819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607715348966855,0.20509375645015715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060575476270981685,0.0,0.08715634675794984,0.2786478825455058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052625095380091975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996125106310856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starryhye,2020/02/25,Anxiety and hormones When I saw my doctor last month she suggested I track my period to see if my pain attacks coincided with the hormone flux. I have had an IUD for ages so no period to track but I do get some PMS symptoms. I didn’t put much stock in her suggestion but lo and behold...I’m PMS-ing this week and had 2 panic attacks! Any other women experience this??,1.0119219219219209,3.4844874594594586,3.562612612612611,84.16512012012012,86.56756756756756,7.072672672672672,21.735735735735737,8.167268648758528,1.5640798798798798,288,10,57,7,9,100,58,74,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,8,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,10,0,5,4,2,9,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,7,36,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688403200720618,0.0,0.1899351023039197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649133906152445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541272170251546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286750392092676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971713297117998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023830230389535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981763777843307,0.0,0.182515887548108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641896253471693,0.2913055112260832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495920541257542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784866286435954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258060133970207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915689866123965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SengalBoy,2020/02/25,"Having your brain tells you that everyone hates you is my eternal curse. It's really bad enough that you'd think everyone hates you by default, it makes social interaction even harder. It makes you scared of interacting with people because if people disagreed with you it kinda feels as if they hate you for some reason.

Really feels like I need to be a recluse, or worse.",7.673260869565219,8.048560927536236,7.212862318840577,74.07407608695655,62.91304347826087,10.378260869565215,30.29347826086957,10.125756701596842,2.9192000000000013,300,9,52,6,4,94,51,69,0.299,0.6679999999999999,0.033,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,8,1,0,1,6,3,1,1,0,4,1,1,3,0,14,13,4,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,11,1,7,11,2,1,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,5,2,34,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445417891034705,0.11276472342219553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650367711634024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113825014248575,0.0,0.12218039755310785,0.0,0.0,0.3535208867686549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706725889388692,0.1321528338952283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479011504502587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903739939615769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469569376720971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716352802948614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564896691064957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370113820868881,0.19019468822088947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520157330959064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885682167968559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168444763478138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853048177351053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851482391468494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bubbleliftsu,2020/02/25,"Does anyone else who is medicated every feel like your brain is ""goo""? I am currently on 150 of venlafaxine, and planning to up, however, for the past few months, there will be times where I can't even continue conversations because my brain is just so... Not there. The best way I can describe it is it feels like my brain is turned into goo and I can physically feel just a head full of...well, goo. I want to know if any others have experienced this?",3.642191558441557,5.298249875000003,4.733311688311686,83.51818181818183,72.97727272727273,8.664935064935065,25.07142857142857,9.23628265651192,1.8946701298701296,351,11,73,8,7,115,65,88,0.039,0.883,0.077,0.3164,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,0,12,5,4,0,0,12,18,4,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,7,16,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624346988194868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980576208689554,0.1902129867292132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316612773329175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482066522453756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6217162812818754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245726520062415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508073813679718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261531848246313,0.0,0.15641206560805646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28159973268557936,0.2652465066563583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052307062697896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202442783596101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813913896836732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701559026702305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817831172940113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772170584070788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824980951046742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019260575985917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094969332089124,0.14735461358447846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mego1234567,2020/02/25,"Struggling with long train journeys I left an inpatient unit a month ago I became suicidal and was diagnosed with depression and was previously diagnosed with GAD and panic disorder.

Before I went into hospital I was afraid to leave my house for over a month. Everything was throwing me into panic attacks. I was also having intrusive thoughts about harming myself so I was afraid to be alone with my thoughts.

Since getting back on medication and into therapy, I’ve regained a lot of my independence and I’m doing so much better. Long journeys of any kind have always triggered me. I don’t mind if it’s a car because I know I can stop and get out - I never do but I like to know I can.

I’ve pushed through this when I’m fully mentally well and even flew to 18 hours to Japan this September despite the anxiety.

My issue now is panicking on train journeys that are too long in between stops. I’ve even gotten into the habit of counting how long in between stops. I want to travel this summer but I’m struggling to cope with long train journeys and not panic and need to overcome this first.

I have no social anxiety it’s purely the inability to get off that triggers me. I’ve searched a lot about this but I can’t seem to find others who talk about this.

Just looking for anyone who found something that helped them?",3.3874411764705883,5.764011435294119,4.425906862745098,82.25533088235294,75.82352941176471,7.230392156862746,27.87990196078432,8.212053250817874,2.144754901960785,1056,44,190,19,24,343,142,255,0.18100000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.048,-0.9841,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,16,14,1,7,9,0,18,3,0,4,2,46,36,18,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,14,19,0,3,7,1,0,10,5,10,1,1,12,1,24,4,37,23,3,40,0,1,1,0,6,12,0,4,19,134,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990808697243388,0.0,0.0,0.10504681489592617,0.0,0.08111038758003586,0.08439461119819794,0.0,0.0,0.0689732022851836,0.0,0.15518132430303344,0.0,0.0,0.07091946295973962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538679134191478,0.0,0.07799038336971993,0.0,0.061828387854660376,0.0,0.0863061109788945,0.0,0.0,0.0897031122391542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735812121056595,0.20589064205729884,0.0,0.0,0.11624305769490065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398191879328905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115520728075867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270158597192237,0.08627295912202004,0.0,0.1112084451964161,0.0,0.0,0.1589727983539116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679837534364892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988424335394198,0.11703206134898825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058624605981518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561963889109499,0.11148222566664504,0.0,0.0,0.10739555812527343,0.1101997164506202,0.0,0.0,0.049551652157303006,0.0,0.0,0.4487943794064903,0.08517234983873777,0.0,0.0,0.17245762695823535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021760899794058,0.10221361791006882,0.0,0.10241141238424974,0.0,0.1619146349311548,0.0,0.07455982804784167,0.07520614207307505,0.07822603408877764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570049016255712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233448032922488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390068912130512,0.0,0.0,0.10339110043773556,0.0,0.07808274010833209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543901958329228,0.0,0.2120650903098117,0.0,0.11094365305337203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081522429139928,0.0,0.0,0.11598954475929722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610419325040913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982372102800899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119421326493032,0.09402297844999366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolgetrektm80,2020/02/25,How to keep calm during an exam? I have some fairly important exams coming up which will determine the collages I get into and my anxiety is driving me crazy. Any ideas on how to keep calm before and during the exam?,4.8585714285714285,6.1652086666666674,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,69.47619047619048,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.211990476190476,172,5,28,3,3,59,33,42,0.08900000000000001,0.763,0.147,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,21,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530599415034108,0.0,0.28467705970919704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316653695523683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32055549975023057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944216290733552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42008744997489744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.661529297079685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheIndigoArtist,2020/02/25,"Had to call off work again So, I work at a gas station it’s been around 6 months, and since yesterday we have a new manager, it made me super anxious with all the changes and I’m dealing with my new meds dosage for my anxiety and all other sorts of things.. I had to lie to my new boss about my mom having a car accident because i’m having a major dissociative episode in my bed rn and i don’t think i can work (the psychiatrist told me that this might happen while I get used to my new dosage), I feel like a failure, help",2.8199324324324344,3.6792047207207226,4.278907657657658,89.09782094594597,73.86486486486487,7.712162162162162,25.58671171171171,8.07648339933343,1.2406657657657658,408,13,94,6,8,136,75,111,0.094,0.821,0.085,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,3,2,17,18,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,15,2,13,12,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,9,59,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259142897317628,0.1859448578728081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652394025434612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033523785087753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806931752109472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741190842903136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968963176011195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322389017421841,0.11758629489029858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599379717589829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555031236626692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032417806331987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041252534020572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574323099649964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282730845441114,0.0,0.0,0.1746086813858405,0.0,0.1927710091060888,0.13137770505632618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6358653111347013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136154214769877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934922674290896,0.10546546579817548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727703302380666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421567421596719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594801197521376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LoudTension3,2020/02/25,"Can't sit still Hi,

I'm having trouble sitting still in meetings in work. My stomach starts churning, my throat goes dry and it feels like I'm gonna throw up.  


Does anyone have experience with this? What did you do do tackle this?  


KR,  
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anxiety,prepare2mire,2020/02/25,lots of anxious energy today woke up with morning anxiety which i had actually stopped having for maybe a week now. unfortunately seems like the anxious energy wont go away. tried distracting myself with some youtube/netflix didnt work and so ive been meditating most of the day so far but still isnt working. ill be going to the gym in about three hours (cant go now but circumstance cant allow). any ideas what i can do. hate the feeling of having that dark pit in my chest. might just be one of those days and ill have to just be strong and wait for the day to pass,2.832347826086956,4.736759930434786,3.978478260869569,87.02163043478264,75.78260869565217,7.382608695652173,23.67391304347826,8.238735603445708,1.2715391304347827,452,14,95,8,10,147,82,115,0.11599999999999999,0.745,0.139,0.5988,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,1,1,6,0,17,3,1,1,0,19,25,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,1,0,4,5,2,0,2,4,1,5,2,16,16,3,19,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,11,64,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.18456389939863466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286150958068404,0.0,0.14468416886129135,0.4273268311749311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769415127720126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659202092108602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562996705863724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224613396745814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672702456061166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625525715688926,0.0,0.0,0.21350509806011508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239951573145654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079182551321455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000681642712064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006373700403248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815959224099607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217713025293482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103970923222393,0.15812140718116074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927341868968785,0.0,0.0,0.12840706510344269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517089258713566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27537823524926114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lunarclouds,2020/02/25,"Anxiety freezes me (25F)? Any advice Hi there!! 

I need a bit of advice. I have quite a bit of anxiety. I have so many plans and goals for my life, but I get so overwhelmed and anxious about everything, especially finances and starting a business that I completely freeze and just procrastinate. Then I end up not doing anything. I think I’m scared of failure. But of course that fear makes me fail anyway cause I don’t do anything about my dreams. I have a job but it’s not paying well, want to work on building my own business.

Does anyone have personal experience with something similar and how to overcome this?",3.136609195402297,5.772991051724138,3.947241379310345,83.98022988505748,78.13793103448276,6.9701149425287365,28.63218390804597,8.07648339933343,2.193508045977012,486,22,89,9,12,155,78,116,0.233,0.708,0.059000000000000004,-0.9657,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,9,5,0,3,4,0,7,1,0,3,0,18,14,12,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,14,1,12,14,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,60,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34299656086114416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193472092633072,0.0,0.2685167191277376,0.19826702466036647,0.0,0.12271490530048365,0.0,0.28884597560928993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832049162678985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028864302095635,0.0,0.0,0.1840102474362456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358276546402072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544246019079005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577296578719796,0.1716743891585657,0.0,0.1974882628814289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169242161552492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741584080456669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239620773208987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171487819509109,0.177931229979304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013232499731847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324136003252156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666771570760485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570786982642644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510982258052098,0.0,0.0,0.12422104304736906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245443594104222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351548015588118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779715155360116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277673653418289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CantBeLucid,2020/02/25,"Prozac and exam preparation  I am preparing for a super competitive nationwide college entrance exam and last two weeks I've developed excessive anxiety which also causes physical symptoms so I visited a psychiatrist and after a session, she prescribed me Prozac ( *fluoxetine) (But I was the first to suggest medicine) Is it going to affect my productivity and cognitive abilities, information retrieval and memory in general? Currently, I started to take 10mg which I am going to take for a week and then increase the dosage to 20mg. There are 116 days left for the exam I took my first 10mg today which caused a slight headache and made me a bit sleepy I guess?*",6.435480859010268,8.494947823529412,7.514565826330532,64.7371335200747,66.56302521008404,11.339309056956115,36.7516339869281,11.20814326018867,5.088612698412699,537,28,81,18,9,181,79,119,0.016,0.89,0.094,0.8205,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,9,0,5,3,0,4,0,15,13,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,12,1,10,10,2,18,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,11,55,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091801327820265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393509481189416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968347188847145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134230367046343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977223088003847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34232047449774783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287194113294922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216698934229068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402365577463954,0.0,0.0,0.21862945011274754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904021305352223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424267218908817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914781263712795,0.3025894064089815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907359382884953,0.0,0.2235662304187988,0.0,0.0,0.19656569674652247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32281801211031913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mamba5842,2020/02/25,Can’t sleep... HELP please lol... Well usually I get anxiety but tonight is really really bad.... I started trying to sleep at 12:50 it’s currently 2:40 a.m... I took 10Mg melatonin at like 1:20 a.m I’m currently drinking a cozy chamomile tea... hopefully this helps... if not what’s something you guys do to help sleep when you have anxiety before you’re about to sleep? Should I take another melatonin or half? Just curious because I want to sleep 😴😴🥴,1.265366726296957,3.92980779069768,2.63186046511628,87.97619856887303,93.18604651162792,7.2973166368515185,25.220035778175315,8.139509932561175,2.3085341681574243,354,16,68,10,13,114,63,86,0.039,0.725,0.23600000000000002,0.9444,2,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,5,7,5,0,0,8,12,4,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,7,3,7,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,7,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540687449781472,0.22480184604018089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268027650034978,0.08956706478592832,0.0,0.12502646925938718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439353033328465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676477544498389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548363875040962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954519174630703,0.0,0.0,0.1459344807030128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178249656866008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128483865147875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825403166998167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7351797390688408,0.0,0.0,0.113113766743938,0.0,0.0,0.10399769476105104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047295166197156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632444549821627,0.09975571448846476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182245719134605,0.0,0.08666302459068731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210756888570738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-poshlost,2020/02/25,"Anxiety getting worse and worse, and I don’t know why. I haven’t struggled with this before Hey! I decided to post here because the people that i talk to irl don’t really struggle with anxiety. I thought that maybe the people who do struggle with it could help me in some sort of way. 
The thing is, I’ve always been pretty anxious, but i never thought much of it. I thought it was normal. It was hard for me to make friends when i was younger, i was always nervous around people and I’d overthink everything. I hated myself for not being able to make friends, and I’d ask everyone with whom I’d be able to talk to, “how do you make friends? What do you say to them? How are you supposed to behave?” 
Anyway, i was still able to deal with it, even though it was hard and i hated myself.
I started going to university two years ago, and I forced myself to go and talk to people, and I actually made a lot of friends. For the first time i was kind of popular, i knew everyone in school. But once the school year ended, something switched. I became extremely anxious when it came to friends. I felt everyone drifting away from me. I started getting depressed. I stopped talking to people, i stopped going to parties, i stopped talking to people that were close to me, i started getting angry. And every trivial thing would get me spiraling into a huge anxiety attack that would last hours. Sometimes its so extreme that i feel like vomiting and my whole body trembles and twitches and i cant fucking breathe. Its been a year, and it just keeps getting worse and worse. I obsess over people and things and situations. I cant sleep. I always feel like im on the edge of a breakdown. I talked to my headteacher about it. He was comprehensive. But he told me, “you need to get help. If you dont sort this out you wont be able to finish this school”

I really dont know what to do. I’ve been trying to find a psychiatrist for months now. I live in a small town in France, there arent a lot of them here. And those who are here are completely booked and have no space. I found one lady that had a spot for me (two months since i called her), but i havent seen her yet. What if she’s not the right one for me? Am i just supposed to deal with it on my own? 

I’m sorry for ranting, i just want to talk to someone that actually understands what I’m going through.",2.7250369978858298,4.470645961945035,3.815407505285414,88.76962288583509,75.63847780126852,6.675031712473572,26.201321353065527,7.461004344511776,1.2667700211416495,1832,68,382,23,40,593,206,473,0.16,0.741,0.098,-0.9731,1,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,6,2,1,20,20,4,6,15,0,39,6,3,6,1,75,79,30,0,8,11,0,5,2,5,3,2,1,0,0,33,29,0,4,13,1,1,6,14,11,0,5,23,7,62,9,58,49,6,49,0,1,1,1,37,17,1,7,26,264,95,4,0.2391778352264057,0.0,0.11670153268172676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300417994085508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926133928395025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372277919672576,0.1351014372708601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322974549931513,0.055899747325559586,0.06802482910085643,0.056178862362022165,0.0,0.0,0.03645014709640287,0.0,0.05088068037442856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664181640383127,0.0,0.0,0.061056827862818124,0.06838893144916902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269335242153583,0.0,0.0,0.0477410098376756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329092292746124,0.051500879752447035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015732079089008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296014256699588,0.0,0.0,0.039493676106788375,0.0,0.05037941045842336,0.17140850347483655,0.05373940400641226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046774999016175,0.08543434663786771,0.057412057477652635,0.0,0.054651052081276484,0.05086113611488174,0.0,0.06556153777291288,0.2309852527370601,0.055279013651630314,0.18744082080704286,0.0,0.13593027561454213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712818052414247,0.11806929757295223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801579306499363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888549724800333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458827629177696,0.0,0.0,0.05314806237673363,0.0,0.06226672742784736,0.06572294159983176,0.048740464587486036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842510447625528,0.0,0.05279960261149765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167022121458127,0.0,0.05657896269233604,0.11973979669496546,0.0,0.06007157079274548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545473309403307,0.0,0.043955807261461415,0.0443368335522585,0.04611717284310926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858587406476903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367914714900531,0.08103654556022033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901776423840143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726656282166428,0.06083246110228827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661172287226467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106414110946534,0.0,0.0475509536168524,0.0,0.1815455537582437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049462594223708606,0.06721147698823514,0.059837641649644426,0.0,0.0506636509064804,0.04603269568226937,0.059138248700081525,0.06693500118954449,0.12696847711110892,0.0,0.04775193204260313,0.14997253494284402,0.0,0.18753045334066445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364236471043184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191743444784812,0.0,0.05874775218443627,0.14241036355973788,0.034866629784429365,0.0,0.0,0.05713616782494552,0.0,0.040596512518322116,0.0,0.11682099555873594,0.06224814038252191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0352683210251411,0.04746205819771766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053955198639840114,0.06675837787434083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437426476298261,0.0849525358987505,0.0,0.0,0.11551701309933582
anxiety,breakfast2ea,2020/02/25,"How do you refuse any invitation for a valid reason without making it all sound like a big excuse? I recently found a little part-time job in Zara, and it's quite common for the whole team to go for a drink after work. I always refuse due to my social anxiety and overall tiredness. Friday will be the last day of work for one of our managers. She is really nice and I think I am actually going to miss her. The team is organising a living party for her this weekend, but I decided not to go as my actual income is way lower than the amount I am spending month by month. How to explain the situation without sounding weird? This is driving me nuts",4.3941085271317855,5.426469961240312,6.007751937984494,77.51922480620159,70.31782945736434,8.524031007751939,27.511627906976752,8.841846274778883,2.14726976744186,511,17,96,9,9,175,90,129,0.095,0.836,0.068,-0.5246,3,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,5,2,4,0,0,10,0,9,1,0,4,1,18,17,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,2,5,4,1,4,3,2,0,1,1,2,14,2,19,14,3,17,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,10,66,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.3380519444533808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412288858355315,0.0,0.0,0.11778734455986985,0.0,0.13250360654100554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117047976713138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967784861310142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991357539349016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953142061996355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188216249963215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118759581587534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462065458452463,0.1735998677964232,0.15294579187628268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156176506312606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765058640465398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737018858667884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756732927590866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842279738585837,0.0,0.0,0.11096144707681234,0.1780866188407462,0.17102195321923291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469299128591666,0.0,0.1765636909437755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098465959308937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748440738353954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338048893087206,0.0,0.3339325629022548,0.0,0.2521948988655848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tarolli,2020/02/25,"First job interview ever I feel so much pressure to get a job so I've been sending out my resume to a bunch of places, and have been rejected a ton. Last week, for the first time ever, I was offered an interview and so of course I said yes. It's a fast food job like McDonalds and I really want the job. I have social anxiety & anxiety and i'm super scared for the interview. I know they'll see how shy I am, and sometimes when I get really anxious my voice gets really quiet or I literally can't speak. If that happens in the interview I think i'll just lose the chance right away. I really want this but i'm scared i'll just screw it up for myself. I also don't know what the interview will be like, so i'm extra terrified. Pls help how can I prepare and act confident so they'll think i'll be good w customers?",1.7881695568400782,3.41986242196532,4.1184046242774555,86.07779961464355,77.95953757225432,8.312755298651252,23.09402697495183,9.029198982220553,1.6961478998073218,641,20,140,16,15,223,99,173,0.14400000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.154,0.3943,4,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,4,13,10,1,3,11,1,14,2,0,2,2,23,30,18,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,5,7,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,4,6,18,4,11,21,4,17,0,2,1,1,13,6,1,2,11,85,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416852283995903,0.0,0.1411361785257513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929641328670475,0.14715622556463714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238314423163513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565445851951966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586314725208017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159742989528008,0.1575103766542273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416573105289454,0.0,0.0,0.10925553856321786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518809846424885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731023712107304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170500545362632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431744948715266,0.10617892667687154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727648242125295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457271282124096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575576424512973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136093515564692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337904377518597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124095226764427,0.1239066704248514,0.0,0.2608250864706523,0.0,0.103800004328172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278321715291194,0.0,0.0,0.12883003528318282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669301324255164,0.0,0.0,0.07595539678751959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366092645355198,0.0,0.10448636166520148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dangdaztough,2020/02/25,"Can ever fall asleep? On top of anxiety I’ve always had really intense insomnia, but that’s not what this post is about.

Does anyone else see figures moving in their room while they’re trying to sleep? Or like a bunch of sounds? I always put on a video or music to distract myself, but ultimately see it and start panicking. Then typically be awake with the light on for the rest of the night.

I haven’t really talked about this to anyone irl so I don’t know how common it is.",3.0665625,4.8242541979166695,4.4545833333333364,84.49875,74.72916666666666,7.716666666666668,20.333333333333336,8.472884824447931,1.034420833333333,377,8,76,7,8,125,73,96,0.09,0.847,0.063,-0.5564,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,5,0,7,3,2,1,1,11,11,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,4,5,1,14,9,2,16,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,2,7,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729400816168798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714367035090522,0.0,0.0,0.31339335449175376,0.2296180270451245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611235466071789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872076861627032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271224589314893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316008613781546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948446196639634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381839694671596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103036711489092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462687573773626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22528347031347656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28712976499331605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571590732171855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242629109550631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861988926183887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012394953541913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214991468562794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,figureitoutsoon,2020/02/25,"How to stop shaking my leg? I'm a programmer so I sit at a desk all day. My boss has noticed many times that I'm constantly bouncing my leg up and down. He says I have ""rabbit feet"" in a light hearted way. It gets worse the more nervous I get or the more I get stuck on something. It's something that I have always done and I cant seem to stop it. Even at home, when I'm at the kitchen table with my wife, she sometimes gets irritated with it. What can I do to stop this?",0.27359223300970825,1.9917519417475733,2.2891359223301,96.99603398058257,82.98058252427184,5.285048543689321,21.9504854368932,6.2581,0.09628621359223333,362,12,89,3,10,121,67,103,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.9471,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,0,7,5,4,2,1,12,16,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,8,4,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,12,0,12,14,3,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,7,55,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327607906558403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120510210661216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654979063934638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080772927420093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960568249361654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41008076739801214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325292215250341,0.0,0.0,0.1968310723702927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989427644302473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340504999677405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604710435337654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786371392281033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021293295052873,0.19407292102985216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921621551259969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442118827440555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557553778643974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997145943977326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angelshum10,2020/02/25,"panic panic attacks have become a daily routine. i get scared so much. i overthink constantly. i worry about everything. the only thing i know how to do is worry. it's like i'm stuck in my own head 24/7, a loop, a playlist that keeps on replaying and i can't seem to find a pause button. someone get me out of here.",0.3855769230769255,2.720199923076926,2.646442307692311,90.56043269230771,88.23076923076924,5.096153846153847,20.43269230769231,6.6274283507984215,0.4575,245,8,50,3,8,83,53,65,0.298,0.665,0.037000000000000005,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,3,5,0,4,1,1,1,0,7,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,7,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396145639820501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326170361954206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760910796793785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892947623662548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250600389160716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200841033280484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616040924754312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872117866552861,0.0,0.0,0.11575313163751234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289997137609408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483245942181287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018861342861276,0.0,0.4942424394081799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087080206355355,0.0,0.0,0.19174366482760066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846055303860014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399288513106479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277966444432464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3_Zip,2020/02/25,"School anxiety For four days, I have not been in school. I'm so anxious that a lot has happened while I was gone. I just wanted to take a break, but even taking a break doesn't even improve my condition. All day long, I have been sitting ducks at home. I'm worried that everyone is talking about me, or that a lot of school works already have piled up waiting for me. Right now, sitting all alone here at home just adds up to my anxiety.

A little background: I'm in a graduating batch; so, high expectations are set on us. There's a lot of pressure, and that pressure even adds up to the anxiety. There are tons and tons of projects that are yet to come; deadlines in a few days, and yet I haven't done much about those assignments.",4.2473469387755065,5.0658760816326565,4.672251700680273,87.74715306122452,70.49659863945578,8.05687074829932,29.665986394557823,8.238735603445708,1.840867210884353,572,22,123,8,10,181,84,147,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.9536,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,15,2,0,2,9,0,14,0,0,0,2,19,24,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,5,0,10,0,20,19,9,27,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,4,8,89,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621769340751886,0.15579328707096202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240020459734137,0.15949080525959244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161223185457988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27314413498134843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447397405944248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27973994942651004,0.0,0.0,0.134901502159123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484312172246335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916216790503295,0.2832258234929545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414973116960625,0.0,0.1249379698681769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600731223885795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378197652939433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056512721045215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286386162147242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122963726718575,0.11347342193695058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981959147550804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327036387001953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277916874564534,0.14337297708360208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonlightmeadow,2020/02/25,I can’t go to school because of anxiety! It’s so frustrating!!,-0.4269230769230781,1.8098220769230802,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,97.46153846153842,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.6664153846153855,49,3,10,2,2,18,13,13,0.419,0.581,0.0,-0.6974,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039791118457502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015975007017928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744104160411824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6667393363325065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asianc00kie,2020/02/25,Anyone else experience this? So I’ve had anxiety for most of my life since I was about 10 and it has come and gone since then (I’m 22 now.) over the last month and a half my anxiety has grown little by little each day after not having it a lot over the past year. Over the past year it’s been a panic attack once every three months or so it’s tolerable. But the last week to two weeks have been almost unbearable especially the last four days or so. I have been on the edge of a panic attack all day every day and can’t seem to stop it. Last night I took one of my anxiety pills Hydroxyzine and two hours later had a panic attack a really bad one but it was because I was dozing off. As I was dozing off to sleep I would have the sensation in my chest that my heart was skipping a beat as if it would stop for a second and then continue on. This caused a sinking feeling in my chest thus making me feel like my body stopped breathing and jolting me awake. I have experienced this occasionally in life but it happened more frequently in the last few weeks when falling asleep to take a nap or falling asleep at night. It was happening again tonight so I am staying awake it hopes it’ll pass and I can sleep which happened last night. But my boyfriend insists it’s part of my anxiety which I agree because I went to urgent cate for chest pain and such for the past few weeks but they found nothing. I don’t know how to make this anxiety and symptoms stop but I was wondering if anyone else felt this sensation before that can relate. It also kinda feels like a paralysis type thing for a split second my body stops and I can’t do anything idk what it is but I’m any advice is appreciated.,2.6093507751938,4.471702938953492,3.872116279069768,87.72482170542636,76.29651162790697,7.028527131782948,22.80387596899225,7.908726449838941,1.0322848062015502,1337,39,280,21,30,437,168,344,0.131,0.8059999999999999,0.063,-0.9298,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,3,3,21,0,31,16,11,5,1,52,52,34,0,5,13,0,4,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,25,13,0,5,8,1,0,8,4,8,0,9,17,5,27,3,32,32,8,63,0,0,0,0,1,14,0,12,42,188,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969018208041039,0.0,0.0,0.07141370972042851,0.0,0.0,0.057032207835963425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849802997130248,0.0,0.27278668626683483,0.0,0.0,0.09973305939744574,0.146145462255603,0.0586878439330893,0.0,0.0,0.24340027196307426,0.0,0.0,0.059546746054474776,0.08694840627681756,0.0,0.060685544795418676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843429920022012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326224104181035,0.0,0.061433311578249085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397435295429476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915246456966296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017535723354687,0.0,0.0,0.06976174576774889,0.0,0.0,0.10818010855109417,0.10189780938081404,0.06847553846013936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819544880485144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891962579310694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451103090907289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083390835844078,0.07023291462981628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039193977824122886,0.34879741685529164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074666309038192,0.06968380274751046,0.14295681124088302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060631193593260725,0.0,0.0,0.09520935048631428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138491552881035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077862110583086,0.0,0.06843061936858827,0.0,0.0,0.0759503156877434,0.09665253843838696,0.0,0.07588635441300798,0.2510255265131881,0.0,0.07722940007562924,0.2042405413465629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045687519368899886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649243509946954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798837811803525,0.0,0.14273708040298547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601447122632976,0.0,0.29812117685211115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741257070961711,0.05362153547546766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737986970753535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923585096905343,0.0,0.0,0.139332762589944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288248976581439,0.0,0.0,0.0661116067658418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734028324280595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132315222260696,0.0,0.0,0.09185166578597716
anxiety,ShyGuyAlt,2020/02/25,"I really need therapy, but I can't get myself there I'm dealing with depression and social anxiety that's gotten me to the point in life where I feel completely stuck. I'm completely alone which causes my depression, but I can't meet people because of my anxiety. My self esteem is also terrible.

But I can't get myself to a therapist because I'm so terrified. I feel like when they ask me why I'm there, I'll have no idea where to even start or how to put my thoughts into words. And I can't even make an appointment. I tried emailing a therapist to set something up, but then she called me and I couldn't answer.

How can I get myself to therapy? I feel like it's the only thing that can help me at this point but I can't get started",2.2932067932067923,3.922823545454549,4.354675324675323,84.94102397602397,76.53246753246755,8.374825174825176,24.83316683316684,9.057496981413335,1.958663936063936,582,20,122,14,13,200,85,154,0.214,0.7190000000000001,0.068,-0.976,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,4,0,24,29,15,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,3,25,2,12,25,0,14,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,1,6,80,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392549144621825,0.0,0.1075236797578562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057155380042387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256973507027161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392513891193242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729367075616186,0.0,0.0,0.1381224056199895,0.0,0.0,0.281947188782928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861728468483284,0.2316119286207145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761262594704444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395358674301747,0.1921094735697889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809889217300616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012240665265096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178342060419778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496960007194384,0.1313759220488779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974981067792825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969673894246707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225914793502296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321422374340284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420702267624984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516449322228044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613536785533177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026597312411193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706002282765212,0.0,0.1035100902919456,0.0,0.0,0.1903359968418256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075222061700001,0.31222542450352336,0.08932598141833664,0.0,0.0,0.10674231559471824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128617418614883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132479751953512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,__lakaslen__,2020/02/25,"Been crying all night I wanted to get all of this off of my chest because I really don't know how to hold myself together right now. Here's what I've been going through lately: 

This is my first time trying to get into physical therapy school and I got denied by all the schools I applied to. I'm pretty upset, but I've accepted that I can try again and will try again. 
What's hard for me is that my coworkers have gotten interviews for schools and it's hard for me to be happy for them when they have what I'm trying so hard to get. They're constantly talking about their interviews at work and there are times where I have to leave the room because I can't take it. I'm actually dreading going into work tomorrow because a coworker is coming back from an interview and I know that that's all they'll be talking about tomorrow. 


My brother in law's dad passed away today and I didn't expect it to effect me the way it is right now. I wasn't super close to him, but his house was my escape during the beginning of college when I didn't have any friends. It's mind boggling to think he's just a memory now. 
It's hitting me even harder because my brother in law is more of a brother to me than my actual brother. My brother in law has always been there for me and I've always seen him as such a strong person in my life. So for me to see him cry for the first time in the 12+ years I've known him has hit me pretty hard. I keep on offering help to him and my sister, but there's only so much I can do. 
I feel super guilty because my boyfriend and I already planned a vacation (hotel booked and all) for this coming weekend. They're planning on having a church service done this weekend dedicated to my brother in law's dad, and I won't be able to go. I visited the dad in the hospital and said my goodbyes, but I still feel selfish for going on this trip. 

I feel guilty for asking for a mental health day from my boss, but I just keep on crying. I'm practically forcing myself to go to work tomorrow because there's no one to cover my shift, and my coworker already asked someone else to take her shift because her mom has the flu and she has to take care of her. 

At this point I feel like I'm rambling, but my mind won't stop spinning. With everything going on, I feel like I'm not deserving of anything, especially with not getting into a physical therapy program. I don't even feel like I deserve this vacation, and I rarely ever do go on vacation. I want to see my therapist, but for now a Reddit post will do. 
Thanks to whoever decided to read all of this.",5.6604266510812415,4.97325928060264,6.751034482758622,79.27372881355933,67.30508474576271,9.960672770959151,32.246314695759466,9.40505699530331,2.701442574193129,2022,74,417,35,29,684,221,531,0.105,0.802,0.09300000000000001,-0.4744,0,1,0,0,1,0,39.0,0,0,4,11,28,14,0,2,19,0,39,4,1,3,7,69,87,29,0,3,11,11,10,3,1,5,3,1,1,1,21,23,0,4,13,5,0,12,11,3,0,3,12,14,68,11,72,65,8,69,1,0,3,0,39,26,0,0,32,280,89,15,0.0722664722115462,0.0,0.14104330462905318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949569821022205,0.0,0.12026298805278705,0.0,0.0,0.04914367922677637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059469149127613474,0.0,0.1351187925222602,0.0,0.06789672950954341,0.05556845638756365,0.0,0.3083707949490981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368048472756952,0.0,0.0,0.12450233379898255,0.0,0.07809438332608658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814397905681906,0.04660589612036559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395369145565457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060369364501571036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546264666878908,0.06536916144895802,0.0,0.0,0.06494844545470982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924059828816347,0.15488154656235753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293964869159353,0.0,0.0,0.055832897165905435,0.0,0.15102499616755016,0.0,0.2874949107752915,0.0,0.057798099495446814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692900345878137,0.2589462580792433,0.0,0.0,0.07681588062828315,0.0,0.0,0.04843869301154324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338580624983638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846752189089838,0.0,0.0,0.07943152639188958,0.0,0.08151972836059257,0.07651975961717529,0.0,0.0,0.05104394649650213,0.10591724400615822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282760673357556,0.0,0.14593707215632098,0.08463761883869188,0.0,0.0,0.053124172162350713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781718870545175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896963184154467,0.05496190856883716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631002960873465,0.0,0.0,0.06831517482800753,0.0,0.06921130408066631,0.1470419650097456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228602854524953,0.0,0.046295752587495256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343034482272937,0.06874196392880072,0.0,0.0,0.2194125840027078,0.11517404396180822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123114739127685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057712098058548524,0.06041800664727395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630061802889448,0.1161701059166522,0.0,0.06653325830564565,0.16528601811881352,0.08390694417546424,0.0,0.04630543740090391,0.0,0.0,0.12641748329438285,0.0,0.06850016575974145,0.0,0.0,0.1962567637432731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524927534020482,0.057361761914123774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783255737860702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653723875487458
anxiety,Dyskusten,2020/02/25,"I’m sorry I’m bad at writing and explaining but I needed to vent. I’m a 28 year old male, married 4 years together for 8 and we have a son. I’ve always had issues with anxiety and depression but ever since my son was born it’s gotten progressively worse. Not so much my depression but my anxiety. Me and my wife have a great relationship and have always been really communicative about everything but now that we have our son I feel we’ve lost some of that. I love my wife and my son but I can’t get this voice out of my head like I’m not good enough for them or that I don’t do enough. I can’t sleep at night anymore and then I just get some consumed in my thoughts about what I could have done better or what I should have done in situations pertaining to them. I’ve spoken to my wife about this and she’s always reaffirming me that I’m doing an excellent job and that if she needs my help or needs me to do anything extra she will let me know. But I always feel guilty when I don’t end up doing something that she does (changing his diaper, washing dishes, sweeping the house). I always jump in and do everything I can but sometimes she’ll tell me that she’s got it and then it triggers this anxiety of maybe I’m being overbearing or annoying. I just want to feel good enough for my wife and my son and to have the family I wish I had growing up. I want to be the best husband I can be to my wife and father to my son. But even as I write this I’m overcome with anxiety because I just want my wife to know that I’m trying and even though she tells me I can’t accept it. Thank you for reading if you’ve made it this far, I went on a little rant lol.",2.9756090651558047,3.757621779036828,4.558159773371108,87.53209518413601,73.41926345609066,8.140917847025497,24.318300283286124,8.488131031819089,1.291076464589235,1300,36,294,22,25,438,158,353,0.121,0.737,0.142,0.898,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,1,2,5,13,15,1,0,8,1,33,5,2,2,1,63,64,35,0,11,19,14,3,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,20,20,1,0,8,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,12,4,57,10,32,44,8,25,0,3,0,1,37,11,0,8,12,200,77,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999733037993054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941817544424498,0.0,0.09534323375000958,0.0,0.0,0.07911352423827928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027135811399655,0.058604937466295026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100891080496582,0.08502640074758833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170143874765464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675850768763741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560733373003006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413116237807801,0.1967654572939052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514988527031646,0.29800929378626784,0.0,0.12699671210824026,0.08696248079202458,0.0,0.0,0.17280558034195462,0.0,0.09063051269580398,0.0,0.14583104551794962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045645406199034,0.0,0.0,0.16127227523580487,0.07689047871775072,0.10599267427596604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866550056652564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443939033692847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093054298992336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034327432192897,0.09540230157028964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567005044923973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830779466082858,0.0,0.04696825482263412,0.0963557049738202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494617164187008,0.0,0.08676845391818737,0.0909682630833448,0.0,0.0,0.09658371584893788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067261838547371,0.21385570962812905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021916205506046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008808395691944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616418858006023,0.0,0.06158857488612547,0.0,0.0,0.1032164182634047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952648952923527,0.10806333361276242,0.09620760206353332,0.0,0.0,0.07401186186517793,0.09508311057752926,0.10761881285814501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805799997277776,0.08851111241427354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445526609120468,0.07632297000884998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527150826562017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701143544979208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912104881999354,0.0,0.0,0.11055415349563008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979730108114216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381966179861867
anxiety,jkimiee,2020/02/25,"Change scares me.. So I’m a college student and I feel like I am having a hard time dealing with changes. Living with the anxiety I have, I am constantly worrying about how things will change or have things have changed. When plans don’t go as planned, my mind goes crazy and I feel like everything is falling apart. I feel bad because I wish I was a more of a go with the flow type of person but I’m constantly worrying about what changes could happen soon or the changes that has happened. My anxiety gets hard to manage when a big change occurs and I don’t necessary like the change. Even with what seems to be simple of what my boyfriend and I have planned for the night changes because we didn’t have time for; makes me feel like somehow something is wrong in the relationship. I’m working hard to understand that everything is okay and getting better at tackling changes but it’s still upsetting to feel as such.",5.4617228464419485,6.516740808988768,4.978146067415731,85.79152621722847,67.87640449438203,8.629962546816481,33.372659176029956,8.841846274778883,2.6320434456928847,736,33,146,12,12,223,96,178,0.153,0.748,0.099,-0.7003,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,5,11,10,0,2,11,1,19,0,0,2,0,27,37,15,0,2,4,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,8,16,6,19,32,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,13,92,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589676138015208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324790913447731,0.0923527356902572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699453198335048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8013323192591757,0.0,0.0,0.16371722102862374,0.0,0.060480042117030765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809470554407835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003202073890665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361580506446274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915068448783112,0.1623469916263134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915227582746855,0.0,0.08610070065651727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339705751988573,0.0,0.20357079454490012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803008111601698,0.0,0.06688845084265063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050563571876808606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648569231516557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108604485978154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614179331161249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132692403483491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583875271543412,0.0,0.0,0.0689597622777043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058315887809876725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049387876221849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006495868413746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834062140751213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788582010485823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710851814417539,0.0,0.0,0.05514674803600719,0.15385517394032494,0.0,0.0,0.08282050207199912,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eyeofthewitch666,2020/02/25,"Alternatives to Xanax (Fear of Flying) Hey guys,

I have a history of moderate to severe anxiety and a history of using xanax to help me out. Over the years I've stopped taking xanax completely and found better ways to manage my anxiety. I generally feel great these days, but flying is probably one if the most anxiety inducing things in my life. Xanax is a godsend to me when flying, and I have no problem using xanax 2-3 times a year for flights without ever using it for anything else. The problem is the ""afterglow"". I'm still feeling the effects 24-48hrs after the flight (I admit I take too much but my anxiety is brutal on flights) and I'm gonna be traveling for an important wedding. I don't want to be a xanax zombie when I arrive, I want to be as sober as possible. Can anyone recommend ANYTHING else? Let me just say that I take a lot of xanax because it is very hard to get me to relax. Something like melatonin, or anything holistic most likely won't do a damn thing. I need something strong and reliable but without the xanax spillover. Thanks!!",3.4950298102981066,5.60828988780488,4.853617886178864,80.5494241192412,74.51219512195122,8.067750677506776,29.92547425474255,8.841846274778883,2.7078563685636854,837,38,152,18,18,278,119,205,0.135,0.688,0.177,0.9279999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,6,12,2,1,15,0,15,9,0,5,1,34,33,14,0,6,8,0,3,2,0,2,9,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,4,17,7,25,26,4,16,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,5,12,100,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690398085284424,0.0,0.0,0.08432749607322003,0.0,0.29773471055918016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351766237975102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666238193875156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644856287112405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777810397102798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014944502618973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909112062871086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357104148991679,0.1219596622445074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223351297701524,0.0,0.0,0.06300939812318575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296377368594475,0.0,0.11941462032939865,0.0,0.0,0.10803541322207946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083676133042376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332338484840633,0.08518453046033586,0.11783977425459835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253123228226732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886561085564573,0.08942461470625535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172281693625218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596026909286238,0.0,0.0,0.13002900474891196,0.2307990328734604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590729344913802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624556611567684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569012468719934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963126543386532,0.1008284014236667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720323541401359,0.0,0.0,0.11103382002704372,0.0,0.0,0.16024478947506107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032380719979077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124833786899327,0.0,0.09950901323002624,0.1422679865170079,0.09572799695977766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325114242017313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532705068273642
anxiety,suedenim2020,2020/02/25,Am I just over-reacting? My boyfriend and I haven’t been getting along lately. I’ve been very emotional as we’re trying to conceive and haven’t had any luck. I’ve been feeling very distant from him and can’t help thinking I’m driving him away. He comes home from work and it depends on the night. He’ll either fall asleep tired or watch tv. We were cuddling on the couch when I noticed he had his eyes closed. I didn’t feel so tired so I got up. He asked what I wanted to do and I said I don’t know. He then asked if I wanted to move to the bed but that he didn’t feel ready to sleep. Anyway he got annoyed with me and I asked what’s wrong. “I was just trying to lay down on the couch with you until you got up. Now I want space.” It’s one of my emotional days and read this as him trying to push me away. I told him this and he says he’s not mad at me when I asked and that’s he wants space and is getting annoyed. I still panic and ask later if he’ll come to bed. He said yes but now turned the light off in the other room and seems to be just staying there. I’m sure this is just nothing and he may be just cranky tired from work (he was talkative earlier). I hate how I read so much into this and think he’s trying to drive me away. I’ve just been so lonely lately...,0.7391071428571436,2.2419504107142885,2.2637142857142862,98.78128571428572,80.60714285714286,5.194285714285715,18.34285714285714,5.6839178017228535,-0.5916457142857143,985,20,245,5,25,320,136,280,0.11599999999999999,0.8,0.084,-0.9329,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,0,2,19,9,4,1,6,1,22,7,3,2,1,51,54,30,0,6,13,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,6,0,11,22,0,0,7,3,0,7,7,7,0,1,17,9,31,2,33,32,2,37,0,1,2,1,33,17,0,7,12,145,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494779575366988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44642911750270176,0.0,0.26919491925984906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645410411605026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159388694066272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486424848248287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487309276157814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979656345555464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291561734923123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942930421718669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401609301108876,0.0,0.0958009551555575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052487956067520165,0.0,0.21547131801127525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150845227073324,0.07020837547106615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962651942083115,0.0,0.09164120465672676,0.10873495184745158,0.0,0.0,0.06471777646725613,0.0,0.0,0.1120564734593908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106498706115613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816973862437753,0.07595071990558702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694566542884682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955756218342665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179737928431762,0.07627173252384606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001388553615228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239360739436153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293125271009417,0.0,0.09126069508337027,0.0,0.2593709792882038,0.10388380768146452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157605973854807,0.22532918210679026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905995455491346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442152678547303,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rhkpf,2020/02/25,"Feeling lost This is my first post. I've just began senior year of high school, I've been feeling uncertain about next year, worried about the H.S.C. because I feel like I'm going to somehow mess it up. Physics is something I've always wanted to choose when I got to this stage but I feel like I'm the dumbest in the class, on top of this I've also chosen advanced math which I'm not qualified for, I chose it because it would support physics but everytime I've tried I can't back myself and I always give up before I even fail a test. My maths teacher also points out that the entire class is just terrible at maths, ""talking to a brickwall"", I know he's just trying to help us from failing this course, thanks for reading.",5.263028919330289,5.572542958904114,5.446255707762556,84.90917047184173,68.04109589041096,7.584779299847792,30.605783866057838,6.937597516519254,1.679752815829528,576,21,114,4,9,182,92,146,0.156,0.696,0.14800000000000002,-0.5023,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,6,11,10,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,18,22,6,0,2,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,4,4,12,4,18,17,0,21,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,2,10,65,21,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647631515105621,0.2754836205078529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728936640888658,0.0,0.20182222412714065,0.0,0.1408615999698218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933702859618284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33480621514920234,0.2365223631292995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408074922878936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880020955019064,0.09407969766962017,0.0,0.13239675784947202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095738380981564,0.17490117072448075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097597202265632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174810624319896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807055061407772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605273384778666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648797690762445,0.0,0.15854071927634952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655839188615425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753442879566133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274401033361024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878518334918632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305407545109818,0.0,0.15240618230921027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247803946190835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912318101953005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763926290473622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681130134696175,0.0,0.11759424245244395,0.0,0.0,0.21320353382545296
anxiety,cptnkeegan,2020/02/25,App Suggestions Anyone have good apps they uses when anxious to distract themselves? I don’t want another bloody meditation app or gratitude journal. I’m looking for simple games or puzzles that provide a distraction for my brain yelling crazy things at me.,8.70401515151515,10.645705613636364,7.561818181818182,66.97106060606062,61.04545454545455,10.412121212121212,44.21212121212121,10.504223727775694,5.452948484848485,213,13,29,5,3,65,40,44,0.23399999999999999,0.62,0.145,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,5,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947867935591333,0.0,0.4253310632618951,0.0,0.26325336368439056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202918259649109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31578531051635983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161601435233669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501258889839348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251699400796515,0.0,0.0,0.22206592000958086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spotakisses,2020/02/25,"I worry about the time too much. I feel like I have a lot of anxiety toward what time it is. I’m in high school and when it is the weekend I’m always looking at the time to see when the weekend is over, I feel like I’m always worried about time. Also on weekdays I’m always checking the time to see how much time I have before the day is over. It usually ruins my fun and I start to get anxious about the time. Does anyone know how to deal with this?",1.5164285714285732,2.783375693877552,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,77.77551020408163,5.716326530612244,21.433673469387767,5.985473137389443,0.08983265306122501,350,9,80,2,8,118,52,98,0.11800000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.084,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,18,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,3,15,18,3,21,0,1,3,0,1,7,0,1,16,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596695226248205,0.3619876370967217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109346519255695,0.16382356704241458,0.0,0.10139655623538514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339549779581405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352147591732506,0.14950217544639394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690197231564146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466459971785045,0.2071948263006736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576337822965808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321433968691034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969542698364061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169218645596646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177451153326074,0.0,0.0,0.12328498229053696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320268039382734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676103525451206,0.23111338854760105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264104385794696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5919082793185303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971148172024946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945357569058156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bubblyle,2020/02/25,"Opinion on online therapy? What is everyone's opinion on online therapy? Has anyone ever tried talking to a therapist online for anxiety? How did it turn out? I'm currently suffering from anxiety and depression; Even though my anxiety is extreme, I dont have the guts to go to a therapist in person. Was wondering if online therapy is any good, before I throw my money at it. Any suggestions on sites?",4.286930501930502,6.906239391891893,6.8706949806949815,64.63202702702705,74.0,11.796138996138994,34.89575289575289,11.20814326018867,5.631326640926641,321,18,47,14,7,115,53,74,0.168,0.795,0.038,-0.8385,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,1,1,8,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,11,10,0,11,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,4,2,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266920182924904,0.0,0.3825221220928393,0.0,0.0,0.11654436550654708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182976750801138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355857170138414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953440881296486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008852198992254,0.15076880054676353,0.0,0.1592669229121281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472632463755128,0.13980067770203122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553584204477374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339685804453846,0.0,0.0,0.5718286913864342,0.3870494603409247,0.0,0.0,0.16375921022715773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131626756902298,0.18129660720540644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075399056414188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,radeon1100,2020/02/25,"Please Help I am a 27y M from the Philippines and I am having serious panic attacks and severe anxiety for 1 month now. So this started because of the coronavirus news. I don't have anxiety before and i am really a jolly person, i don't think a lot and is pretty chill on everything. So for the past month, i am having serious problems. I can't stop thinking of the virus and I don't have the confidence to our government that they can help us in case someone got it. This has been really hard for me, i keep on washing my hands every time i touch something, my hands are now burnt because of too much use of rubbing alcohol. I am now having thoughts of resigning from my job and just go back to the province until everything settles.(i am currently in the most populated city which already has 3 confirmed cases). What should i do? i feel really hopeless. I am at work now and i skip meals here because i am not confident of the utensils and the foods. please help me, i don't know what to do right now.",3.9118166666666654,5.2937592150000015,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,71.85,8.733333333333334,29.833333333333336,9.21078282632365,2.6375833333333336,793,33,153,17,15,265,113,200,0.147,0.747,0.106,-0.6525,2,0,2,0,0,1,19.0,2,0,1,1,11,7,1,1,12,0,27,6,2,1,0,23,37,11,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,8,3,2,5,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,6,25,0,20,33,3,21,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,2,14,114,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909845893417084,0.0,0.0,0.15395760383446278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345626020805075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871776496220014,0.0,0.10727795784100773,0.0,0.2551400403126477,0.0,0.11871647419814994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754689477012704,0.0,0.2507730840941157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705426699161729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870135989956495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928924563797382,0.0,0.11158240635150324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497749426205415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805406738594678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844650934950134,0.1240068043390433,0.0,0.0,0.0766734627293255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861014932110757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227181176638568,0.0,0.10255913286168873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369008216505654,0.0,0.0,0.13318227615667635,0.0,0.12181858816089845,0.0,0.3062898200635775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193629577503214,0.0,0.13349643393012672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681294812110648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914453080936448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576115548560918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821009391702356,0.10740499712307153,0.0,0.0,0.09874900666956504,0.0,0.0,0.11664028103891255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879038160273036,0.0,0.11075884550989328,0.08135196551459523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781863891098098,0.12049564274796185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156814097497016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamval2,2020/02/25,"Should I try a male psychiatrist again? I am a woman in my 30s. I am switching psychiatrists again. This is going to be my 6th one in 2 years because they all ultimately told me some variation of how they are stumped about what to prescribe because nothing works. My therapist promised me a list of names, but came back with only one: a male psychiatrist. 

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I have become wary of male doctors because I had only male doctors until my 20s and they all ignored my anxiety from when it first started in childhood, telling my parents and then me ""you'll grow out of it"" and ""it will pass."" I went to a male psychiatrist 1.5 years ago and for 6 months he was hesitant to take me off a med that caused me a 20lb weight gain that I couldn't shake, telling me I ""looked"" underweight before I started it so this new weight could be my normal weight. This was despite me telling him each time that the previous weight had been my normal weight and it's what I weighed for the past 8-10 years without watching what I ate.

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This new male psychiatrist seems knowledgeable according to his website. I am hesitant to call him, but, on the other hand, I have no other names or ideas about who to see. Should I put aside my wariness of male doctors and give him a chance or stick with my feelings about male doctors and somehow try to find a female doctor?",6.606476552598224,6.567676897338406,6.323285171102661,80.95653738910012,65.1977186311787,9.29470215462611,34.64359949302916,8.841846274778883,2.7559269455006348,1076,45,211,15,15,336,142,263,0.051,0.888,0.061,0.5403,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,3,10,3,0,1,12,0,20,13,1,2,2,37,33,16,0,6,5,1,7,0,0,4,5,0,0,9,18,12,7,1,5,0,0,7,3,2,0,3,9,10,39,1,29,16,4,32,0,0,3,0,28,6,0,5,19,144,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762434068391021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638538608313088,0.20902513365751293,0.0,0.0,0.06579804576586318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613701535678587,0.0,0.15729420193938728,0.09499219877590287,0.07318887714830463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782666899562201,0.09837347034873004,0.0,0.08835681013155096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867264506356131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401786203114992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043489657497667165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861233590760656,0.07316076387622569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250942081009953,0.0488819340144272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709575224413516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222743068916868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553863691372873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068653019989435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613958166342968,0.0,0.0,0.16854469350639387,0.0825297063911025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656632210662665,0.13083021654238244,0.0,0.0,0.09550484255883243,0.0,0.08210706486863023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646463555685388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853949173140972,0.07830102481411509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175780937686467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466943628252197,0.0,0.2255317566071181,0.0,0.0,0.0998651972041392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501536037861341,0.0,0.0,0.08218702927892634,0.0,0.11679140866388064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523690067494356,0.0,0.07973289655673492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291136607574111,0.0,0.06261690504378725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902513365751293,0.16616445413169928
anxiety,john3631,2020/02/25,"Had a panic attack? About a year ago to this day I had a panic attack 

First a sharp electric shock pain followed by shortness of breath and feeling like a “heart attack” 

3 trips to the ER over 7 days

This was my first taste of anxiety. This was after I started working about 6 months in. Honesty this experience caused a TON of health related anxiety. 

I’m 23 years old and just don’t feel the same, I constantly look back on 2-3 years when things were better. Everything seemed so perfect. I was in college had a lot of fun drinking hanging out free time good times with friends. 

Now, I just feel like I can’t do the little things in life.  Like working out etc. it just makes me sad too looking back and I don’t want to feel like this anymore. 

I don’t know what happened to me why I just suddenly got anxiety that one day like a light switch. Most of my anxiety is from health related anxiety.  

I don’t have panic attacks and I feel fine since I started taking L-Lysine everyday, but I still wish I could just be normal not have to take a little pill and stuff. I wish I could just drink caffeine pre work out coffee alcohol without having to trigger a panic attack.",3.5678205128205107,5.015486722222222,4.507350427350428,85.90153846153852,72.80341880341881,7.4222222222222225,27.52991452991453,7.984000788550335,1.6868478632478627,919,34,184,13,18,298,135,234,0.154,0.6970000000000001,0.149,-0.2569,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,7,15,24,5,4,13,0,20,11,2,3,1,38,41,8,0,6,9,0,6,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,11,9,4,0,7,2,1,3,7,12,1,3,8,10,20,13,26,30,5,38,0,1,2,0,1,11,0,3,29,118,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035268897564424,0.08481753693553956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30357178678674396,0.0,0.07870920719028825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514483244240435,0.0,0.12205427496157145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019229713388797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153018654036659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576586390088893,0.0,0.12673371874599293,0.0,0.0,0.15355246203614067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549586619189684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851346384445345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713285552199531,0.07763464596421868,0.0,0.0,0.20064779857276274,0.17009609497472172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350164343276681,0.0,0.0,0.061317555188681636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656797984672343,0.06347580611985781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701826114994959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872353894858286,0.0,0.09404844865178504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04361717957052503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605816938080478,0.19386976688320015,0.15909007589644378,0.0,0.0,0.1332939903251791,0.0,0.0,0.06747367338930471,0.0,0.0,0.05297705881742252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334875057128661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776129695892177,0.0,0.0,0.08328069639426462,0.0,0.053780087644223935,0.0,0.08445044190813122,0.3724730540949745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225133127703394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565192615435324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235055788526488,0.0,0.06338135646524565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908544602235635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193458929928397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545376610330803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925572724109698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681180281524225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161498041783566,0.0,0.18253271744590066,0.07650546836635938,0.0,0.17333699375971745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533262565903569
anxiety,KennedyLyons12,2020/02/25,"Coping mechanisms I need some help on how to control my anxiety. I’m not taking meds and I’m not up for taking meds. My anxiety is so bad it’s all I think about all day every day, has anyone tried CBD?",-1.4810064935064915,0.4725061590909121,1.8796103896103915,92.78227272727275,101.04545454545456,5.2415584415584435,15.376623376623378,6.868970318607317,0.07324415584415611,157,4,35,3,7,56,33,44,0.16,0.78,0.06,-0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,10,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,8,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798301237965703,0.0,0.0,0.17358627732150125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728328272800975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784400690828773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202089983493062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916627860397527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640067740053716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515126150619514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840785827945158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37331503851119735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590723380790305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854944054505866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,narutolady,2020/02/25,My crippling anxiety over my health is making me suicidal Everyday I wake up and within a couple hours I have an irrational fear that my heart is just going to stop. Any weird feeling I have in my body I think Im going to die. Bed time is the hardest. It’s making me feel like the only way to make it go away is to hurt myself. I need coping mechanisms to calm down and rationalize. I’m miserable every day and I feel so alone. I want to know if there’s anyone else out there that worries about the same things and what you do to help. I’m desperate.,1.5314466403162044,3.5080255913043485,3.5707509881422936,88.08276679841896,80.04347826086956,6.964426877470356,20.88932806324111,8.00094639256281,0.9564782608695652,433,12,92,8,11,147,79,115,0.262,0.6559999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.973,0,1,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,5,0,7,4,3,3,0,19,22,6,2,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,3,15,2,15,22,1,16,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,1,6,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781203052092706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675047132090405,0.0,0.1313371871416872,0.0,0.0,0.12004489355358855,0.1759097391156856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130202899151358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070134514709303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996420843654446,0.0,0.11072146864048908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818006860872904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341929358560568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465051061328507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319134409657407,0.26042457123228185,0.12265052084401375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292714577193319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249122591936312,0.0,0.2034454326554734,0.1150756379710566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690733807151312,0.0,0.183790429113748,0.0,0.18544732977667036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435260332461122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387574525211443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437996311400216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730092619093206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057281894783135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435348525654425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877935684425437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405869728628107,0.110007669884239,0.0,0.0,0.10010986146501877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126320650318253,0.13627414236462995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435263532720105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cuffingseazon,2020/02/25,"What does a tension headache feel like? Trying to figure out if I have them. I get weird sensations in my head when I get anxious, my neck tenses up, I feel a coldness, I remember feeling more pressure behind my eyes, sometimes feels like there’s fluid in my head or (something hard to explain). Trying to figure out what a tension headache is because I’m going to my first ever counseling tomorrow and I want to accurately describe what’s going on.",5.490745098039215,6.875231035294122,6.177352941176469,76.00642156862747,68.05882352941177,8.019607843137255,35.34313725490196,8.344100000000001,3.1087254901960786,358,18,59,5,6,117,55,85,0.168,0.7390000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.6478,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,3,3,0,2,4,4,0,1,15,13,4,0,2,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,7,12,2,12,13,1,12,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,6,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310530775400026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578286253980836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805694006379952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664621515678365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173265290254263,0.29481847222475965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551257819719454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560811936337226,0.0,0.23453539333328954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483998390143366,0.0,0.4235284476608541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161446442930805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337428360835489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588505038958025,0.2040753961133244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801824387804266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170459460101725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ForMyGaming89,2020/02/25,"An Accident, A Changed Life I'm not entirely sure what to write or if this is the right place. I subscribe to Anxiety because I suffer from it. But right now my life is different. 

Feb 13th I woke up anxious about work, anxious about a friend bailing on me for the movies, anxious just about life in general. As per usual, pretty casual day at work, I confirmed my evening at the movies with a close friend.

Then it all changed, an old colleague asked if I was interested in going to a Leaf game, my immediate thought is no, I cant ditch my friend, so I asked him - ""would you go"", his response ""yeah and I wouldn't even apologize"". So there it was, time to head home to drop off laptop and then go grab dinner and hit the Leaf game. 

What a great night, old colleague has everything covered on his card at dinner and the game, game is coming to an end, my amazing girlfriend is also out at a work event - boom, the message ""hey, you wanna come down to the bar and have some drinks with some other folks from work""? 

Internal decision time, do I go, do i go home? Old colleage agrees, let's go for a couple more its been a good night. We arrive, we drink, we laugh...and that's all I remember. I have bits and pieces that make sense to me when people mention them, but I don't really remember.

What happened, we left the bar, everyone went their own way, I crossed the street and a car going about 50km hit me, immediate contact is my left knee, then my head hits the windshield, I go over the top and land on my shoulder. 5 seconds? 10 seconds? 30 seconds? How long would all that take - not long. But my life has changed, I thought I would wake up on Friday with my regular anxiety - but I didnt, I woke up with this weird feeling, not quite understanding life. 

Now we're here, I had surgery on my knee/tibia/fibula, left ankle, right shoulder. I have a bone deep laceration on my left leg, 15 staples in my head and a concussion, and last but not least, a fractured vertebra. What does my life look like moving forward? I dont know, right now not many folks seems to do as they work to understand my injury. 

What do I feel? I dont know. Victories like getting into a wheelchair almost by myself feel like a victory but they also feel like a reminder of how far away I am from standing in my kitchen with my girlfriend prepping a meal and meowing back at my cat.

I dont know why I'm sharing this, I wanted to. I hope this is okay.",3.1360331384015616,4.570397615226336,4.111474983755688,88.36479532163744,73.87654320987654,7.338011695906433,26.98700454840806,7.94452939551167,1.501918518518519,1875,69,398,27,38,606,237,486,0.049,0.8440000000000001,0.106,0.9789,1,0,2,0,1,0,81.0,4,2,4,7,20,18,0,0,30,2,32,23,9,3,4,74,71,32,0,9,15,0,5,4,5,4,6,1,3,0,17,25,8,0,15,9,0,15,13,2,0,3,10,7,63,16,54,53,10,79,0,1,1,0,31,40,0,8,27,253,80,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622576265056876,0.0,0.0,0.10577804946329453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118788904632282,0.2241449443973037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236566736739263,0.0,0.062137054126688324,0.05085458765440588,0.0,0.040315959914952806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220350500945033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988971092418185,0.11394080849032664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317834980473861,0.0,0.0426523208227124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909816050263429,0.0,0.0,0.05787615714091825,0.0,0.23253309150638546,0.12957642261433786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058576964838419024,0.0,0.0,0.08736455623097007,0.0,0.0,0.06319588904901413,0.059438872826655366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376162122491564,0.09449530300393136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532897878134198,0.0,0.0345533887608936,0.0,0.3006934116567768,0.05547183279172765,0.0,0.07291529676737743,0.0,0.0,0.058483945268446434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362419300164855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326798251376326,0.06568808175520853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904003234981824,0.05390975820613862,0.0,0.0,0.287428316035414,0.06762865519910842,0.2802833499525593,0.1292430542934127,0.0,0.0,0.11705675556503685,0.05553767712709435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414636819810646,0.06705163691671859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029222034062002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412852152821845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819617220464626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585045262595678,0.0,0.06909816050263429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728420208679514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034389578015847,0.0,0.0,0.04236848674663518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983864446508885,0.2259195125458206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020783230627996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233250270575583,0.0,0.04972612535127192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105009370626378,0.07712899731465145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770004964889546,0.0,0.0,0.07283958353506799,0.0,0.03900879228159811,0.052495767183589136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613088382505625,0.059677554107368136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407393854272382,0.0,0.0,0.14094358890689945,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Waterusayingg,2020/02/25,"Off often Hello everyone, I really hope some people are able to read this and I will try my best to be very straight forward and detailed. I had what I believe to be a panic attack about 7 months ago. Laying in my room in the afternoon scrolling through the internet when I got up to get ready for work something felt off, I got a tunnel vision feeling of doom and sort of ""left the world."" I drove to work and made it through my day but was in pure doomsday mode and couldn't talk to many people around me without feeling like I was going to puke nerves. 

Fast forward to now and I still feel always a bit off. But it's the ""Off"" I'm realizing to be harder to explain that anything I've ever had to deal with which is why it drives me nuts. My physical body goes through anxiety here and there, fast heartbeat, sweaty, a bit on edge. But the off-ness seems to stick around. A fog so to say. Sometimes I can ignore it, especially when I'm having fun or busy, but it comes back hard afterward. 

Before this all I was LIVING, no problems, no cares. Now, this feeling is the world and I have no idea how I got here or why it's been lingering this long. 

Am I stressed? Perhaps a bit, I'm a college student, but nothing crazy 

I'm just confused, and a bit scared. 

My question at last is, is what I'm dealing with a normal anxiety problem for others? Many people always speak of physical parts of anxiety, yet mine seems much more mental 24/7. 

I've continued with my life. I'm social, I work, have hobbies left and right. Yet I'm always a little distant, or is it me being on edge always because of the initial first week of panics? 

Anything would help. I just really would like to know if this is a normal anxiety problem. 

Thanks",2.459749207533097,4.404958760115608,3.7004754801417117,88.41149263471941,77.00578034682081,6.314227111691219,25.323140033563305,7.233258080335977,1.1521214991609172,1345,49,272,16,31,438,184,346,0.19399999999999998,0.718,0.08800000000000001,-0.9902,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,5,20,18,1,5,18,0,26,2,1,2,3,59,53,23,0,10,12,0,6,2,0,3,1,2,1,0,17,16,0,1,12,1,0,6,5,11,0,1,12,8,26,7,43,33,10,48,1,1,0,0,10,23,0,12,25,176,43,6,0.08237821411761831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302331639824912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741810933080025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25207643328356216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558050228012644,0.1466681515205821,0.0,0.09371711106391142,0.0,0.06334376175275472,0.0,0.05021699471916041,0.0,0.07009779277192872,0.09281203763046944,0.08645085338451339,0.0,0.35974269618416294,0.09150362504565666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399007951308105,0.0,0.0,0.07096153719675484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312713312624573,0.16985664308004209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745158109111496,0.0,0.07871591383019423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661160098501368,0.058851012625571984,0.07909600418199507,0.0,0.0,0.07007086684551593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043039216841053884,0.0,0.0468174374897318,0.0,0.19765614966880585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379469911912953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055216380464811886,0.0,0.0,0.08182015414172596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299497662810613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045272912102625566,0.06714923937963357,0.0,0.0,0.17900834134838747,0.0,0.05818616884449599,0.08049166866709424,0.0825646120792151,0.07274147230470318,0.0729021272028714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794825801997937,0.0,0.16703715868658164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301786426781806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575350457467664,0.0,0.06055746593524924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142631856858752,0.07904411819857568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330616977849785,0.0,0.08920757819101797,0.0,0.17133204385403866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364744764691974,0.0,0.0,0.09228245295170263,0.0,0.0824005068322876,0.0,0.105547186756949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035054474953116,0.0,0.06551046228573844,0.08247496332738168,0.0,0.0,0.1499880644466652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397421515978601,0.0,0.06341877386314759,0.08147416016780527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578734820660721,0.0,0.09436396594479933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621248807645108,0.0,0.07584279169738671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055929399937870126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679706539915424,0.0,0.0,0.06607883438787751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866705025920124,0.0,0.0,0.07940965873595794,0.0,0.17991696299226306,0.0,0.0,0.11703823952545422,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WellDressedTitmouse,2020/02/25,"Not sure how to respond, or if this is even the place to ask? So this is one of those moments I just need to talk about with someone.  I’ll probably delete just for fear of the user seeing this 😂
I was selling something on eBay and didn’t realize that I’d under priced it.  It sold and was almost 70 bucks less then other similar items.  I immediately realized my mistake in listing and cancelled within an hour or two of them buying the item.  
Then I panicked because I didn’t want my account to me shut down for canceling a sale.  I offered to sell it at a 50 dollar loss and then instantly regretted it.  I apologized and told them I wasn’t ready to sell (true) and pulled out completely.  I stressed about it for a few days and Nothing happened.  
Fast found almost 2 months and I’m in the process of moving and seriously needing to sell things.  
I’ve already let go of something similar to this and got paid well so I finally decided duck it I’ll list it again. I dont use this item and there’s no need for me to hoard something just because I’m afraid I may want it in 10 years.  
I also found a few additional pieces and am now selling it at a much higher price.  
Well I get a message and it’s from the buyer I canceled the transaction on.  All they send is ‘.....’ 
and now I’m irrationally stressed.  Yes I understand I did them wrong by canceling but I also am not in a place where I can afford to loose money.  I want to be honest and reply but I also don’t know if any good will come of it.  
I was honest when I didn’t want to sell and now it’s a need and not a choice.  

So anywho my mind is racing to irrational thoughts.",1.6854541973772401,3.5487682106824927,3.565997894132288,88.85853450751414,79.0593471810089,6.722274337130277,24.52081937398296,7.717688229018142,1.2123884177275772,1265,46,273,20,31,426,176,337,0.091,0.826,0.083,0.1346,1,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,1,22,16,0,4,16,1,21,0,0,2,3,60,48,34,0,12,12,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,21,21,0,0,8,0,16,6,10,9,2,2,15,1,32,7,40,29,9,37,0,2,1,0,13,16,0,7,15,191,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269536134295845,0.0,0.12505495970127803,0.27187354572905603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706365618935768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059418864795041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816153133424494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761789509473408,0.11881721014908725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308408347781672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281393636738836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484889916220731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752009607992562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241400170163441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485060603837041,0.0,0.0,0.05920669027927492,0.0,0.06440418122292188,0.0950501163880231,0.09063490845611183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021132392484408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116005163387323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062279462351744634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588064111700568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144241185325058,0.0,0.09045349023210618,0.12044461825578727,0.08330558483364467,0.3361108421258516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873665851924626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679072733935728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367972308624757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122181567207485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030391156564783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960183723499119,0.2617251876961532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596226658050395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680576679670103,0.0,0.0,0.09108488866422018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528689292325098,0.0,0.0,0.08996595567109822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082851657688361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070029152213494,0.11797343883431148,0.0,0.09787485237967128,0.0,0.0,0.26736381762926353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378231732520885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390112005469862,0.0,0.0729764198333295
anxiety,Thesurveyoer,2020/02/25,"Anxiety, depression, my experience with them, and how I've worked to get better \*Trigger Warning\* - I will be going into my history and struggles with mental health in this post and that might touch on some topics(suicide) that could be sensitive for some people.

So I've been a lurker/occasional poster here for a few years now (although I believe I've deleted all my old posts), and with the amount of help that I've gotten from here, and because I want to try to pass off some of what I've learned in my journey facing anxiety and my other mental health issues, I figured I would detail how my journey has gone so far. I'm in a lot better of a place now than ever before, and I hope that someone finds the helpful for fighting their own demons. (note:this is a pretty summarized version of my experience and if you would like me to elaborate on anything specific ild be happy too, I just didn't want this post to get insanely big. Also feel free to PM me if there is anything you want to ask that you don’t feel comfortable commenting or whatever :). )

I'm 20M, have had struggles with anxiety and depression, but moreso anxiety, I'm from the MidWestern United States, and I'm currently in college studying Mechanical Engineering. 

I've had problems with anxiety for my entire life, starting as early as I can remember. As a kid I have memories of feeling social anxiety, self-esteem problems, and just a general unease when I was confronted with new situations. Looking back, some of that was totally normal, but some of it was not. Feeling nervous to go to elementary school, pretty normal. Questioning if I was an inferior person for being a boy and not a girl, not so normal. 

By the time that I hit middle school I had next to no self esteem. My family had recently made a pretty big move, far away enough that I didn't get to see old friends more than once a year, and I had been confronted with the issue of making new friends in a very small tight-knit school, on top of my personal issues and the normal problems of a middle school boy, this was enough to basically back me into a corner. I had no friends, was highly introverted, depressed, and anxious to do anything that was out of my 'comfort-zone' at all. I bounced between getting C's and F's in all my classes, nearly failing out multiple times. It was a bad time, but when I was moving into high school, a much bigger school, I made the decision that I needed to make a couple changes. I worked on my social skills quite a bit, my body language especially, and made a group of friends at school that I could at least joke around with. I didn't end up hanging out with them outside of school for a couple years, but it was progress.

\*Ild like to point out that in my opinion, 15 is still very much a child, and while I’m really happy that at that age I was able to make that step to be more social, I think it was a very different type of decision to change than the kind I would make today. It was a positive thing for me, but if I could go back, I would have gone about 'self-improvement' in an entirely different way. tbh it was a very r/thanksimcured type decision for me, despite the fact that it kinda worked

So throughout high school I had gained the skills neccesary to make some friends and be social, but I still struggled with all the same anxiety and self-esteem problems, just under the surface. I had just become better at hiding it. I think one of the reasons I did better socially in high school than junior high was that at some point I had decided that I wouldn't graduate high school.. I figured I would most likely, if not certainly end my life before I turned 18. 

Ild like to talk about this a little more, because I think this is more common than we'd like to think, and it's a problem. Deciding to kill myself before graduating from high school was freeing for me, it allowed me to do things that I wanted to do more often, and worry about the consequences a little bit less. But it wasn't a decision made out of self-confidence and acceptance, it was one made out of fear. A fear of responsibility, of living a life of pain and loneliness, a fear of shame. It gave me an excuse to not care about myself, and I suffered for it. My grades were not reflective of my abilities in high school.. they were awful, because in my head I knew that I wasn't going to college anyways. The only reason I didn't fail any classes was because I was terrified of the shame of failing and people knowing that I failed. I didn't want people to think that I was less-than, despite the fact the I believed I was.

So one things of note is that all the friendship I spent my high school years developing were with kid a grade above me. So come senior year I had to make an entirely new group of friends, and I ended up find some new people through sports I participated in. And in that new group was my eventual first girlfriend. I’m going to skip over the details, because ultimately they aren't important to the topic at hand. But this was a very important thing for me in starting to actually work on my problems. 

To keep it short, my view of/feelings toward women and relationships have always been full of longing, pain, and frustration. I had been taught by example from a young age that as a man, I was allowed to be myself, truly open about my feelings, only with girlfriend/partner. And that's  what I did, I was completely open about how bad I truly felt for the first time in my entire life. I told her everything, and she could not handle it (I would like to point out at this time this partner had talked me into trying an SSRI, and it absolutely influenced my actions noted in the rest of the paragraph, I was only on them for about a week, and I will talk about medications later in this post). So the relationship ended a month in (given.. it was a burns-hot-burns-quick kinda thing), and being the end of senior year it seemed like an appropriate time, so I went out bought myself a 12ga, and drove myself deep into the woods on a sunny spring Sunday morning. I remember closing my eyes, a trigger pull away from ending it all, and deciding that I wasn't ready. Packed up the gun and drove home. Within the next couple days I refused to go to school until my parents found me a therapist for the first time in my life, this was, I think, the moment my life started to turn around. I ended up spending that last month or so of school and that summer with minimal friends, working a new job, and seeing a therapist weekly until I headed off to college out of state. 

Ild like to talk about the importance of therapy for me at this time. It was huge. It helped me to finally admit to myself that I had a problem. It help me to recognize that I wasn't less of a person, but that I had a little more weight on my shoulders than others and that I could overcome that weight. It helped me to look at my anxiety as something that was common, fixable, and normal. To be honest, I got really lucky finding a good therapist on the first go, I know a lot of people have to work really hard to find the right person, but it is absolutely worth it. 

So I walked into college feeling A LOT better about myself, and for the first couple months I enjoyed feeling confident in myself for the first time ever in my life. But there was still a pain digging at my insides. And it was that previous relationship, I had a lot of pain and questioning about it still. With the way that it ended I felt confused still, and frankly wasn't over it. About halfway through my first semester I started to utilize the counseling center at my school, which was minimally helpful. Appointments about once every 5 weeks were the average there, and that was not enough for me. So starting in my second semester(after an anxiety filled first semester with awful, but passing, grades) I hoped on another SSRI, under the supervision of a qualified professional. The first 8 weeks were rocky for me, and around week 5-6 I had a bad depressive episode in which I stopped doing my school work. By the time the drug was in full effect I felt a bit better, but the damage had been done and I failed 3 classes and was put on academic suspension. 

This was very hard for me. This was what I had been fearing for so long. Failing, being less than other people, and everyone knowing that I was worse. But I wouldn't say this was a terribly negative time for me. In fact, there was quite a bit of positive happening too. I started casually dating for the first time in my life, and with some confidence. I was working my summer job successfully and enjoying it for the most part. I reconnected with some old friends and started developing closer more intimate friendships than I had ever had before. This is where I think medication helped me. I was on an SSRI for the entirety of the summer, and I believe that helped me to not feel happier, but to function better when I had reasons to sit in bed a feel bad. I think that people are right when they say that anti-depressants tend to level out the ups and down, because while the summer wasn't the best period of my life, in fact it was full of turmoil, I was able to continue living my life better than in the past. It is stabilizing. Not to say the it was exclusively the drug that helped me, because I had made a lot of progress in the previous year, but I think it helped me to gain some perspective on how my reactions to events in my life can be  different. To kind of give me a glimpse of what dealing with failure with a healthier mindset looks like, even if I was nowhere to perfect during that time. 

Come the end of summer I decided that I would take some classes at a community college in order to build some confidence in college courses(that weren't the highly difficult engineering classes I had seen so far), and apply for reinstatement for the Spring 2020 semester. I also met a girl around August who was frankly amazing for me. it was a great relationships for me, and although it was long distance, I figured out how to properly talk about my anxiety and inform my partners/friends about my needs and reactions in a positive way. In the fall I also took an ethics class, which had a fantastic instructor, and the combination of that class and that relationship opened my mind to a lot of new ideas and possibilities about life in general. I would go into depth about this, because having a more open perspective has really helped me, but Ill refrain unless it's requested because I don’t want to anyone to think this is about my promoting my ideologies. I think simply having an ideology that you believe in can be helpful, and mine are helpful for me, but might not be for everyone.

About 3 & 1/2 months into the relationship though she broke it off. Distance was too much for her, and I was pretty devastated. She was truly my first love, and while I knew there was a chance things wouldn't work out from the beginning, it really hit me hard, because I had never felt so confident in a relationship, or someone else before. So I went to a couple instructors, explained(in shameless tears) that I couldn't handle being in class, because I cannot compartmentalize like so people do, which I think this okay. I called up my friends, cried, and talked about it. Even just writing about it brings some tears to my eyes(like I’m literally crying aha), because there was so much emotion tied up for me. Not necessarily just the grief and sadness associated with loss, but an appreciation and love for my friends who spent hours on the phone with me when I needed them. Gratefulness towards my instructors for letting my have a week off of class when I really needed it. And an unexpected optimism towards the entire world, knowing that when bad things happen the world doesn't end. 

Since then I have spoken to a few different therapists, but haven't found one who I really click with. I don’t really need one right now, but therapy will always be my first step whenever I need more support than I can/should get from friends. Knowing and recognizing when I need help is huge. Because if I want to be free of my worst anxieties (will always have some), I need to learn to get the help I need BEFORE I can't anymore. Reaching out as the big downward spiral starts has really been key. I still have little ups and down, but it has been soo much better. 

Ild also like to say that since that breakup, I've been able to discover who I really am and what I really want. Again, I won’t go into specifics about my ideologies unless requested because I think it is highly individual and if I told you that ""this"" is the right ideology to have in order to not have anxiety, I'ld be wrong, because it's different for everyone. 

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In summary, I think some of the most important things I've done to overcome a lot of my anxieties have been (in no particular order):

\- solidifying close relationship and building a good support network

\- consistent exercise 

\- keeping people out of my life who are negative toward me 

(side note: I think it's less about kicking negative people out of your life and more about only letting positive people in. Ive only truly dropped one friends, and it was because she was consistently a bad friend, and even after communicating very clearing what I needed from her, she continued the same negative behaviors. I don’t want it to sound like I’m advocating clearing your life of everyone who isn't perfect, but sometimes it's necessary to drop someone.)

\- working with a therapist and leaving behind the shame associated with anxiety

\- working on finding out who I am and what I want to be, not being defined by society

\- remembering that this is a constant process, it doesn't happen overnight, and that's okay, we are all constantly growing. I’m still working on my anxiety, and will for the rest of my life, but I’m doing a hell of a lot better than I was a couple years ago, and it has been beyond worth it.",8.13223186925434,7.015614095505619,8.270621382362958,71.79330694586315,62.53932584269664,11.536601974804222,36.4070480081716,10.669977541169137,3.783741573033709,11025,432,2032,230,132,3614,726,2670,0.131,0.721,0.14800000000000002,0.9943,11,0,3,1,3,3,328.0,2,7,8,56,104,126,6,14,166,4,221,39,7,26,21,412,373,169,2,59,57,1,20,12,15,19,28,5,2,15,157,145,2,5,70,4,9,35,50,58,0,19,148,34,275,71,382,176,77,382,3,17,9,2,125,186,1,51,158,1510,432,72,0.05279996015070853,0.0,0.017175048207091006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015601326302101868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629881207522856,0.04393379656200897,0.038139156509134894,0.021385910275581014,0.011968594496754841,0.01845512064378387,0.2019591249772292,0.019882975353053188,0.017454457565659588,0.012306319932532459,0.0,0.04344986835586605,0.06267087836765475,0.016453611756737846,0.0,0.03307153375332978,0.040599910208858524,0.08817152254006551,0.17166061672725294,0.01943780256808938,0.08985775437486428,0.07931663228982735,0.01847010022649834,0.15565758003350688,0.07685850855305161,0.019549617609488628,0.0,0.0,0.017971554234439937,0.0,0.0179443594355087,0.0,0.03723690454305127,0.030321660294570136,0.01845325121891264,0.03803866626228481,0.0,0.0702607863474679,0.11684430327093315,0.038665517953619284,0.011350535421829164,0.018144813492303458,0.07579421384877626,0.0,0.0,0.09194120076471272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036021793992525745,0.0,0.0,0.04082079393127206,0.0,0.014702530521003596,0.01979761616306662,0.15588364278355218,0.05455647315469905,0.0,0.034873875711259016,0.047760586811082265,0.014828747890193403,0.06727016615544669,0.015817733207457538,0.034432328363603666,0.016591701117990704,0.07921951257633769,0.08899082104497244,0.0,0.06759498917884298,0.019279925167812774,0.08043034504302936,0.17964647652528212,0.0,0.03859495401321701,0.1903678851035419,0.0,0.055171599881511234,0.016883510987019748,0.09002230238762046,0.02952406766484828,0.014076317166891741,0.01940404748879668,0.0,0.0,0.04669083038672535,0.037471026261132516,0.047298393325939415,0.0,0.03612532793566615,0.03741592573517023,0.0,0.0,0.1769535015681351,0.2045488750000473,0.01765422169225618,0.03496151601473814,0.01733244166880324,0.0,0.0,0.019868242725637256,0.0,0.055109440537030416,0.03493054218804933,0.031287353729050386,0.019471777647278855,0.03665535561345809,0.04836246210096627,0.014346338213211181,0.0,0.018635844695733057,0.0,0.03599435770723135,0.1989022577854745,0.1031815740025291,0.07055924149099213,0.031082221435458964,0.046726303215527655,0.044338668516826635,0.0,0.0,0.1197030346018385,0.03176935032272783,0.09992119788845573,0.07048876679801559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035460270009535,0.03547329409916769,0.037341609207591615,0.017770969391837612,0.0,0.0561925659350566,0.037412001104069816,0.06469007658674995,0.13050167141961524,0.013574194760840055,0.1189872379055061,0.03743557108184435,0.0,0.08622125075779101,0.0,0.0,0.05540467626886338,0.03748682290414716,0.07155723894365826,0.06692791491990181,0.0749105070324507,0.0,0.01954270243111761,0.019059070508220685,0.01680117880129123,0.13421776218956974,0.06147051815226132,0.01838824015294254,0.0,0.049913028797760765,0.019841340576710418,0.0674236887564371,0.07162205520211719,0.0,0.11788567250565568,0.0,0.01769284779943712,0.03943202613822664,0.03743950459722591,0.0,0.0,0.12402502380690845,0.05428715285587351,0.017377863604723383,0.15116639298236836,0.059812062113659026,0.06012116996616556,0.0,0.05598486339608917,0.0,0.3206182711671374,0.02804982147081949,0.0160223668977955,0.09180312280103188,0.0,0.0,0.029117781770932837,0.019783122480335296,0.0,0.08970485019646023,0.0447372348933484,0.0135493296322255,0.017406836893511975,0.0,0.0996588894788666,0.0,0.09838760488863793,0.01471437697056802,0.0,0.05519798244994028,0.0,0.01925152887485557,0.039944512714125316,0.0,0.0,0.013232999665738607,0.08487721588439205,0.0,0.0,0.04025423732966028,0.10217470548590947,0.09354119302150936,0.1691604124781272,0.01729189758934363,0.0,0.13341501926961005,0.0,0.016682729495192797,0.033635083077723345,0.01955423282997386,0.023898471374613973,0.038287463169157945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165282582815142,0.10380928165561384,0.04191015073178378,0.08470588637679664,0.04286408471432055,0.0,0.03263072802658107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375599933682468,0.017873640834700517,0.017935890073454683,0.100020204763198,0.01924282258273148,0.021385910275581014,0.09067051525963557
anxiety,Spails,2020/02/25,"How should buspirone be taken? So I got prescribed buspirone today by my doctor. He told me to take no more than 3 a day, but to take them at will when I feel anxious.

Online sources say that it’s not a fast acting drug and needs to be taken consistently.

Obviously I’m going to listen to my doctor, but is that how y’all take buspirone? Or do you take it regularly.

He said it would make me sleepy, so I took my first dose a few hours ago and after about 30 minutes started feeling very sleepy, but I felt a lot more relaxed. I can’t tell if my body is just reacting weird for the first time, or what.

Anyone else have any experience with this drug?",3.2100751879699274,4.432966736842103,4.4135413533834615,87.1084323308271,73.36090225563909,6.823759398496243,24.578195488721803,7.1686216300943375,0.8836472180451125,508,15,108,5,10,167,94,133,0.048,0.8959999999999999,0.055,0.4366,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,2,7,2,0,0,5,0,10,6,1,4,1,23,29,13,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,2,7,6,14,1,12,17,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,11,70,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703273632438767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051249888688223,0.0,0.0,0.17464018546501175,0.0,0.10809136747630764,0.15839344507333755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171217005843567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969632693283197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164542788077165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585454840837829,0.0,0.12913825075977786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512165082095861,0.0,0.0,0.15632844899735954,0.0,0.14842850776966188,0.0,0.0,0.2629845669593032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785579570127201,0.0,0.12363796650347972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223782023833196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314249992291752,0.0,0.0,0.1031885410191311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146248772908926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704837542767324,0.12293440434739805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941802366587064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649230761186162,0.0,0.13511653014639938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014137547455983,0.0,0.14653113638023524,0.1477152448897111,0.17175270739991458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755110512130266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981472088514076,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fire_And_Blood_7,2020/02/25,"It’s all over I thought I made strides. I thought I was past a lot. I realize i was putting up a wall and burying everything behind it. That wall came down today.

I can’t do this anymore.",-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,1.6900000000000013,97.195,90.25,5.2,28.0,6.742157984588678,1.2446000000000006,145,8,34,2,5,48,29,40,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,7,0,4,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31269366120192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606201082529125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28337202058265043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26805745757082866,0.0,0.2983452324607952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009902824032739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169643820028537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006272178358799,0.0,0.0,0.2988682830772326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reachingout365,2020/02/25,"Fb continues to my health anxiety and anxiety over just having anxiety; anyone else? Possible TW if you have health anxiety, I want to consider yet cause I have it myself! Like for example; someone posted about fatal insomnia. Now, if I am so anxious I can't sleep, or if someone asks about my sleep (I have trauma induced insomnia,) I get performance anxiety around sleep, and I I can't sleep, my immediate fear is that I will die of not sleeping. They even posted how many days you can go without sleep before you die!! My insomnia has gone from bad to horrific and scary now.

I'm afraid I'll never recover from insomnia now. Im seeing an EMDR therapist cause the insomnia is from trauma BUT I'm worried I'm fucked now due to the sharing about fatal insomnia; I wish I had a men in black stuck to forget that post; with me, the less I know or worry about health, the better I am, and the healthier I am. (Someone even said insomnia face them a stroke- why?? I know it's bad to not sleep; putting this fear stuff out there puts it further away from my grasp. I can't sleep without weed now)

Also; someone shared stress and heartache can break your heart, literally, that it can kill you.

Is anxiety and trauma not bad enough without hearing about the ways it can evidently kill us? 

I sometimes wish I never joined fb. I only joined due to the support groups but the troops and my page is littered with scary health stuff.

I am afraid I'll never recover from anxiety or insomnia with all of this crap in my head. 

I could use assurance/ validation if anyone else goes through this and if it's possible to recover even with info you can't get to leave your brain. 

I developed bad insomnia after leaving an abusive home, only to have he hospital accuse me of attention seeking due to multiple visits cause my OCD and anxiety was so bad, and then my psychologist violating my HIPPA rights and now the entire agency knows about my childhood trauma.

And I feel like I need other people to believe in me to survive. I had brief insomnia due to a situation I needed their support with, then they told everyone, and now I can't function cause I'm so codependent I can't sleep, cause I'm obsessed about what they know.",4.395249679897567,6.089146028169013,5.537972684592403,78.35058258642769,71.11267605633803,9.295091762697396,30.27998292787025,9.725611199111238,3.063306103286385,1752,74,322,44,33,581,191,426,0.221,0.73,0.049,-0.9968,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,7,5,3,26,30,5,6,14,0,29,30,14,8,5,65,58,30,6,11,17,0,2,2,0,1,15,2,1,1,16,20,0,0,9,0,0,6,15,22,0,0,7,6,56,8,47,49,4,41,0,0,2,1,23,9,2,8,23,214,72,0,0.0,0.06621181304350977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044689342299204224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420006500833942,0.06313149842607065,0.0,0.07814890917038664,0.1145167763275273,0.0,0.049747414418291634,0.0522427426619611,0.0,0.052503597777066965,0.0,0.2332984306767596,0.0,0.0,0.04755202694899044,0.06296062030018985,0.0,0.04942367072532889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062383529070050986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28703442245661426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461775608476549,0.0,0.0,0.03603969206792941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159947548411198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336558195787968,0.0,0.0,0.057741725235453074,0.0,0.11072990789772584,0.0,0.0,0.05339827557689893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576705560214774,0.028255951531281787,0.03992258283298263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166261786461924,0.05839276582496952,0.0,0.03175940298773471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735173039284541,0.23760261376546474,0.06298381824321299,0.066221220108064,0.0,0.0,0.05605486347932466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603628613496093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236517651975278,0.0,0.1228465919529176,0.0,0.0,0.11834333435377985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054602888996522686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056656245205825864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287256728467354,0.12930045528335238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500256084212568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038741999542841854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599860324198178,0.16056042009652965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123550145960777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047723485540981575,0.05315720581233736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453124415719499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281445022956618,0.5033071520690908,0.0,0.18939678286613376,0.0,0.055269378774181914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401339720096938,0.0,0.12794454974031622,0.0,0.12682995863366728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488407438052182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339827557689893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721995825716852,0.04826467505784717,0.0,0.0,0.03296104021195473,0.04435705367663866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050425407853808085,0.0,0.12852460016286102,0.16160666760970716,0.0,0.0,0.11350310586697725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scienceraccoon,2020/02/25,"The PSA I wish I could give to my ""friends"" -- Please do not frame the emotional abuse I faced as ""drama"" This happened when I was a child and I see it repeating again now that I'm an adult.

Recent incident: I lived with two housemates for a little under a year. We were great friends for the most part, but I couldn't shake an uncomfortable feeling I got sometimes. Eventually, I discovered they had been systemically lying to me about two MAJOR things and at one point where gaslighting me (""nothing's up! You just need to stop thinking your anxious thoughts. They're not real). It's like they confirmed all of the anxious thoughts when I eventually confronted them and made them come clean. I feel like it is so hard to rationalize anxiety when one of my worst fears came true. I barely ate for there's weeks, cried myself to sleep often, and lost 20lbs.

(Sidebar -- one of these things they were hiding was one of my housemates was a SEVERE alcoholic, but they said nothing as I let her borrow my car when I was out of town which she totaled -likely drunk- and cost possibly over $100k in medical bills to the woman she hit (still being adjusted via insurance)

The other housemate once compared buying milk products to sexually assulting a sex slave). 

Now I asked one of my supposed friends to get my key from vegan former housemate. I asked a couple times that if she saw him to just grab it. It's been a few months and when I think about him having it, it makes me uneasy. Today I saw her with him (they were apart for a min) at a parade and asked offhandedly if she could grab my key later. Later she sent me a text telling me to not get her involved in ""whatever went on between you two"".

She's a goddamn counselor. She knows what happened. It already kind of hurts she hangs out with these awful people after she knows what happened but now the emotional abuse I faced is being compared to come petty squabble. I don't care she doesn't want the key, I just want people to believe me or care for once. I'm so upset. I know it's not a huge deal but dammit, I just want someone to take me seriously. 

Emotional abuse =\= drama

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anxiety,BrishyDee,2020/02/25,"No reaction to medication. I have tried every class of antidepressant and anti-anxiety medication that my psychiatrist has given me but nothing really seems to work. I mostly just notice the side effects. 

Does anyone else find that their anxiety and depression doesn't respond to medication?

I feel like I have had more good days without medication than when I was on medication. 

In those cases, what did you do to help you cope?",6.470175438596487,8.786886368421058,7.67105263157895,62.62570175438599,66.89473684210526,11.382456140350875,32.40350877192982,11.20814326018867,4.5776035087719285,348,15,53,12,6,118,59,76,0.105,0.758,0.138,0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,10,2,9,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,40,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23908756598287795,0.0,0.0,0.10926547930952002,0.1601139489628331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077925001829764,0.0,0.1345924882577069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367502541033349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054097839545728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316616384642121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901326122622311,0.11163713466579872,0.0,0.0,0.14282515407265514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106929700561154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474243732944212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634413456599308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7871125202901148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499423454956726,0.1779109493206465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001086045583332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225955511952518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609499606007224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063575579359192,0.0,0.11376419498515855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cracked0_0,2020/02/25,"I need help My grandma says that I have to go to a ""school"" but Im suspicious, I can't find anything about it online and my grandma is being weird about it. I have a feeling they are gonna drive me to a pysch ward as a punishment. They did it before and no one listened to me. I'm almost 100 percent sure that's what they are gonna do, I'm not depressed or anything. I got kicked out of school last year and I went a little while later as a punishment. So I got kicked out of the same school and I think there gonna do the same thing as a punishment. Any suggestions im under 16 so",-0.18958705357142944,1.7722474296875037,2.0804017857142867,96.4315625,86.421875,5.2196428571428575,19.299107142857142,6.5431188927421005,-0.03225178571428612,453,13,108,5,14,153,73,128,0.168,0.754,0.078,-0.9229999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,5,6,3,0,9,0,10,0,0,0,1,17,23,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,4,3,15,1,14,15,3,11,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,70,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199920419219187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359815635149947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29913418399331176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546582708274623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654344537046647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918996914495441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611879305842978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329432126762099,0.0,0.29072868172090083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182509015403492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926484887192231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815281393556667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216408292994346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347674197887399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316042079179156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453714471702073,0.0,0.5518306990795505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129989046125055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207485035472742,0.11645987402349638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684866934704052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117042862933593
anxiety,Policeopenupmydude,2020/02/25,"I’ve been picking at my skin for as long as I could remember Recently I’ve had more and more people point out my fingers and I’ve realized that I have a problem
To deal with my anxiety I’ll pick at the skin on my fingers. Tearing off my fingernails, cuticles, and finger print. I usually pick it until it bleeds, then I wait till it scabs over and pick at it again.

As a child I had a tendency to scratch myself hard when I got anxious and it moved on to peeling my skin off my fingers. 

I’m embarrassed by my fingers and by how many people point it out. The satisfaction/ stress relief I get from peeling off my skin or nails makes it really hard to quit

I’ve been in a resource class for 2 years for my anxiety, been doing meditation for 3 years, I take multiple medications, I go to therapy, and I’ve tried things like fidget cubes and putty to distract myself from the peeling.

Has anyone overcome this habit and have some suggestions on some other things to try?",4.711056197688322,5.573346658031092,5.8518134715025925,79.55060980470309,69.46632124352331,9.461777600637703,30.90833001195696,9.661875296680813,2.853494539657234,767,31,150,17,13,256,103,193,0.1,0.87,0.03,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,3,7,0,10,12,9,6,0,26,17,18,0,2,1,0,12,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,12,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,6,12,21,2,34,10,4,27,0,0,0,0,3,15,0,3,11,102,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594684642915157,0.19158598606219612,0.0,0.11857975967912893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540208942438672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748376147488302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860264605137137,0.0,0.09638067668039232,0.0,0.1356348864622545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30383478540821784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828520515990432,0.0,0.0,0.1500799003105164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320119896133707,0.1719354502103383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084190557941972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802450336232636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351417080058205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206306457248067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227265795101456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037754105142514,0.0,0.0,0.10864231178369822,0.0,0.16744753112888766,0.0,0.19210996166290648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942622958379553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750894896280876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939384728654399,0.0,0.2253332484731486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302780203859934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867770447392733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841801546715192
anxiety,sorryman911,2020/02/25,"Trying to help Hey guys, if I can give advice, or provide support to anyone, please write your dilemma in the comments; and I’ll attempt to hear you out and possibly see a solution.

You want to vent about your anxiety? Sure.

Want advice on some insignificant thing that you can’t explain? Sure.

Doing this out of the feeling that I’ve seen an overwhelming amount of people not getting the support they need.

Just be aware i most likely won’t respond quick",4.648205980066448,6.67774023255814,4.843289036544848,82.22081395348839,71.09302325581395,7.239867109634551,29.727574750830563,7.957251820313856,2.1328923588039865,364,15,64,5,7,114,66,86,0.062,0.705,0.233,0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,1,1,3,6,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,18,17,4,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,8,5,11,14,3,5,0,1,2,0,15,4,0,4,2,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954854913344821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480398160427514,0.0,0.0,0.1414940269225425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231872483267478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572415747615843,0.19412106716234304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036709603190686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280731533887285,0.0,0.1356368849620151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886232229905813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500465379619297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029016104105074,0.0,0.0,0.22212927193835705,0.0,0.2281292208500768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125381983092596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592688950365367,0.3814416801517776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443824145148522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738838948709908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23871300882662114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,User5790,2020/02/25,"Is this a typical anxiety symptom This seems to happen in the evening usually when I’m laying on the couch trying to chill out. I’ll feel an intense energy building up inside me, but it feels trapped inside. I toss and turn and squirm around. My heart rate and breathing seem normal, so I don’t think it’s a panic attack. I feel like I’d like to just crawl out of my skin. I might end up pacing around a bit just to burn off some of that energy. Is this anxiety or something else?",3.625064935064933,4.557506282828282,4.824704184704185,85.6618181818182,72.03030303030303,8.08138528138528,25.25396825396825,8.418075326091056,1.4941301587301583,378,11,79,6,7,125,70,99,0.157,0.73,0.11199999999999999,-0.775,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,6,0,4,4,3,0,0,20,13,7,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,15,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,5,5,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913066607031203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389877339536775,0.0,0.21660429195347347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786442066930685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590524222578021,0.0,0.16863539878168884,0.0,0.0,0.12575554930196814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28881162244199765,0.13601979164523895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836760764023764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256215886450808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603690085900804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198133195462595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654882251096894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339008084956388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466609046323064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657705997591608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789558374305166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199883240661125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926719502336506,0.20709747041372814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969560731613784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cryogenrat,2020/02/25,"Absolutely paralyzing fear of losing my boyfriend for little to no reason (also what is this called) Hi guys. I’ve never been formally diagnosed with anxiety (the concept of therapy actually frightens me) but I know there’s something wrong with me and I was hoping you guys know kinda what I’m experiencing

This evening while I was ruminating on some heavy topics I was struck (and I use this word because it was violent) with the fear that I could lose my boyfriend at any time. I love him too much to put words to and I already know I probably suffer from separation anxiety because when he leaves from visiting me I get bouts of paralyzing sadness and fear but only for a short while. I can only describe my feeling tonight as being utterly paralyzed and suffocating. I felt as though I would not move aside from shaking and crying until it passed about 10 minutes later. It was unlike anything I’ve ever experienced 

If it makes any difference, the topics that trigger this fear are anything from him getting into a car accident, to him deciding he never wants to talk to me again just because he can. Recently I’ve been paralyzed by the fear that I might be pregnant and since we’re barely 19 we can’t afford to keep it. I can’t get the thought out of my head that it’d tear us apart regardless of what we choose. I also constantly fear that he’ll find someone better than me since I’m at college and hes working at home but still visits weekly and says I’m a great catch. For lack of a better idea, I think I just deep down don’t trust him even though I have every reason to do so, and I can’t overcome it no matter what I try

I so desperately want to get rid of this because I know doubts like this are self fulfilling prophecies. What’s worse is this is recurrent; I can expect to have this kind of intense fear crop up at least once a month but mostly every other week and it’s been like this since the beginning of our relationship, solidifying the idea that’s it’s my issue 

TLDR: literally can’t get over the fear that I’ll lose my boyfriend of 1.5 years; what’s it called when you can’t move or talk or think because of fear—utter and literal paralysis with crying while thinking of bad things",6.424,6.41017167586207,7.037839080459772,75.59606896551726,65.57471264367817,10.178390804597699,32.802298850574715,9.888512548439397,3.063061609195401,1769,67,336,35,25,584,218,435,0.212,0.706,0.08199999999999999,-0.9964,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,4,2,0,6,18,27,1,10,13,0,32,3,1,5,3,70,59,33,0,9,10,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,1,3,34,20,0,1,17,0,0,9,11,18,0,0,10,5,46,9,49,42,5,44,0,5,0,1,28,14,0,9,23,221,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.06230407562557686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045518445117963,0.1021145735042825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683436665404001,0.0,0.09768338692376276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507894364444206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053308391938898456,0.19459836294106184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129324531863366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038694979259674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899438973693804,0.0,0.05097549996159894,0.0,0.14026274195200175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480191911750531,0.0,0.06670504159849723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433880605836007,0.05775198176486124,0.10758530850606628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465962422285553,0.032282243272417736,0.0,0.06130176851512297,0.0,0.058353702880242386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667834004478732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038997664560484,0.0,0.12643432271986832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552398387951093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064042321754352,0.06341306619645284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441477755869523,0.0,0.06663819725572936,0.0,0.056748884467588176,0.0,0.06648534608713386,0.14035144285341364,0.0,0.0,0.06760324997458131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238345022679918,0.06399004336015633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142806167311677,0.0,0.0,0.05762312807557266,0.0,0.04261741999578991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677300702739797,0.0,0.0,0.050960932327507584,0.13571549366189092,0.04693384700045485,0.0,0.09848329352420858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679934583303908,0.0,0.0971148801995241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883633303869341,0.0,0.0,0.06418244153008161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312877781087547,0.06303980723574502,0.06854625869791338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077256728568329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660486348210809,0.0,0.0,0.15844116904046632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054096152209994704,0.049151446208664136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098716215430825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263331653350187,0.0,0.0,0.07301298420232677,0.0,0.04241616598281669,0.12272900785850085,0.12545591513057786,0.050686258396108214,0.03722887076080747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433469574555513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679837087833652,0.05514208148172508,0.0,0.0,0.07531555378386487,0.0,0.1024261453226964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046480342175558687,0.0,0.06506409985429816,0.045354067762376965,0.06980511838965738,0.0,0.04111445985209821
anxiety,agirlhasnoaim_,2020/02/25,Freezing up while driving I just started sertraline 25mg four days ago. It’s too soon to see any results right now. I was prescribed Propranolol 40mg and I haven’t tried it yet. I wanted to know if anyone has any success with propranolol stopping them from physically freezing. I need to start practicing for my driver’s test a month away. I am desperate for some assistance right now.,3.262910958904108,6.087076438356171,3.971489726027397,82.84161815068494,79.13698630136986,7.485616438356162,29.67294520547945,8.472884824447931,2.707549315068493,312,15,55,7,8,99,57,73,0.10099999999999999,0.843,0.055999999999999994,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,10,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,8,1,9,9,1,16,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,11,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460808402644874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775630011852975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941084681469169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26081983855944124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903281041428154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256491763090488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158234457370127,0.0,0.0,0.20584122360502424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741477659166994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212159243114538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929817053355456,0.0,0.0,0.2320909247566969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884761527008605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637391255230955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenelephant0,2020/02/25,"Does this happen to anyone else? I am a 21F who constantly feels fatigued and weak. I have a stable diet and I am very healthy. I’ve past out or have almost past out a couple times. Recently, I was working and started to feel sick. I had cramps and my stomach just felt a sharp pain. My anxiety of feeling sick made it all worse. I was going to the bathroom but while I was walking there I started to get hot flashes and I couldn’t hear anything around me. I started to feel like I was going to throw up. My heart started to pound and I couldn’t breathe. An airplane was passing by and I tried to focus on that. But I noticed then that I couldn’t hear anything. I’ve had this feeling so many time before. I’m going to a primary care doctor soon to see if maybe I’m low in iron. I don’t think I’m a hypochondriac. But I also think maybe my anxiety makes me feel worst than it is. 

I am a nursing student so I am aware sometimes people pass out because of poor diet or dehydration. But in this care, I had a balanced diet and was hydrated that day. I even took electrolyte to help the absorption of water in my body. Does this happen to anyone else? Any advice on how you handle it? I am trying to conquer this because the thought of it makes my chest feel heavy.",1.431769230769234,3.538672176923079,3.1053846153846187,90.6096153846154,81.07692307692308,5.384615384615384,24.23076923076923,6.490185161304077,0.7468461538461537,986,37,204,9,26,326,133,260,0.113,0.8,0.087,-0.675,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,9,8,0,0,12,0,21,16,5,4,1,40,54,21,0,4,8,0,10,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,13,12,4,0,11,0,1,8,4,5,0,0,13,13,31,3,29,38,2,33,0,2,1,0,5,11,0,4,15,133,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007317672989793,0.0,0.0,0.10322299317879324,0.0,0.0,0.08243564468881154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701001507485141,0.0,0.15771682141157442,0.0,0.0,0.1441564224878493,0.21124196057842287,0.1696574771902778,0.09176595510662447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256771953614319,0.0,0.0877162606590782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450226188818885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020050463832632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139638158772863,0.0,0.0,0.114059665006591,0.0,0.06648017395545586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551008322633154,0.180417708597591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222567047223994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808552012817233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36485395010455374,0.07364270056706577,0.0989760939048826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053856748033075,0.0,0.1757537743135883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231237034948414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323646486931917,0.12215415781102586,0.06909453536234374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036127323337352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753987177096483,0.13761775118923458,0.10451024470039716,0.207121977264476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173609731891182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096878550995741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968092689651393,0.07146495214597688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178228184675532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214401089896123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019519786237922,0.0,0.2918514441187001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210317962968576,0.0,0.08183659284581224,0.12021735416933026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452929327034828,0.13997353210301552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505448412746221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504584000320083,0.0,0.10505064719995796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MiniBaker007,2020/02/25,"procrastination Hi all,  


So, all my life I never spent much time studying or doing homework, because I never really needed it. But now, it's becoming more necessary and I have lots of big projects like scientific essays or such to do for school. And every time, I finish at the very very last minute and barely study the minimum. Thing is, it's not that I'm not making efforts...  


There was one big report in particular that we had to finish last week. The couple weekends before that I stayed at home with no other plans than that. But every time I'd end up waking up late, having a hard time getting out of bed, taking a veery long bath, then it'd be too late for either breakfast or lunch. So then I'd sit at my computer, open the report, open the guide booklet, read it over and over, and then staring at the sheet for a very long time not being able to write anything. And then anxiety would rise and it often leaded to an anxiety attack. So I ended up spending all the time I had reserved for the project doing pretty much nothing. And I finally rushed the whole thing literally the last day and I'm not sure if it'll pass...  


So, I guess what I'm asking is : is this normal procrastination / laziness or is there more to it? And any tips? Also I'm kind of worried about college next year, which I just applied for yesterday...",4.224283121597097,5.497152210727972,5.274648114539222,81.71279491833032,70.95402298850577,7.6403307118370645,25.997378503730587,8.032893268588372,1.5441754789272033,1041,32,200,14,19,343,150,261,0.06,0.917,0.023,-0.7364,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,3,13,4,1,0,14,0,17,4,1,2,6,43,28,26,0,4,13,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,18,15,2,0,0,3,2,4,7,1,0,1,4,2,13,3,27,19,10,52,0,0,1,0,4,15,0,8,32,138,31,12,0.11358892626485335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908370232954545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772443649903534,0.0,0.17379043537209907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347400791221666,0.0,0.10619031267970794,0.12922380185609053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924275515675815,0.12545004483083044,0.0966558100316558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568398641615347,0.0,0.07325546046341805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121214738227455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140713885671468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443111654029465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934552576334545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513100840951671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017533667944268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393895451859458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828538716993328,0.0,0.27777040625366883,0.256266512824263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802312178445032,0.05549381177472116,0.0,0.0,0.20104525061867975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965692431319356,0.0,0.0,0.0758214903142573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700186102806638,0.08422474954533017,0.17521356494127532,0.0,0.12080311172094416,0.0,0.1112930305269414,0.1089916382614092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697079614158213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556077396747867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361966504148185,0.0,0.07276797477595286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495805760338255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107068191078613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070562187348992,0.0,0.08540473623487617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092687068113336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974076981779031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811682804896325,0.0,0.0,0.09111418507125413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681797968029335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535506835965055,0.0,0.08069031419304472,0.0,0.0,0.07314754435533036
anxiety,Fabroid,2020/02/25,"I got dumped (and a question for everybody) In short, a new girl came to the place where I work, and my boss said I should teach her about what I do, from filing documents to the places I go. Everything was going well when we left, and we were talking during the walk, from animals to drawings. At one point, she just asked if I had a girlfriend out of nowhere, it rocked me a little bit, because they never asked me that. I said no and returned the question, and she said she didn't have a boyfriend. After that, my head just thought about asking her out, and a ""Would you like to go out with me anytime?"" It escaped my mouth, she was so shocked that she screamed a ""WHAT"", and I asked again, and she said ""... I don't know ..."". In short, she had to leave my job because of a problem with her bones, and I was left with no answer, so I decided to go after her on Facebook to ask again if she wanted to go out with me. Her answer was a very big ""NO"" and a few more things. I was very frustrated at that moment but thanks to some friends I thought this was part of the learning process, I should have seen if she had given any involuntary signs, in case she was wanting to go out with me.

​

Well, after that I decided to fix my posture a little more, finally I opened a Twitter account to start socializing more. And I mean it with all sincerity to you, even if you are afraid to ask the girl you like to go out. What do you have to lose? If you receive no, treat it as an apprenticeship, learn to deal with maturity and use it to your advantage. I could have been quiet and thought ""Man, what if she wanted to go out with me?"", And be sorry, but I went with everything and she really didn't want to.

And of course, I would like to thank this subreddit to exist to increasingly help people, as I hope to be helping someone now.

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And since not everything is perfect, I also have a dilemma. Should I meet new girls on twitter? I wonder if I should send a private message to that girl who looks cool, but I keep thinking ""What am I going to say? How should I start?"" and etc. I still have my anxiety. I would really like an answer to that question, thank you very much for reading this far, a hug!",5.12119465184928,4.973367593679463,5.571930022573365,85.46195476645251,68.32279909706546,8.71154714360132,30.131012328529266,8.263242389622931,1.8728149678763681,1696,58,368,21,26,545,194,443,0.07,0.809,0.121,0.9837,2,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,2,8,1,4,17,24,2,1,23,1,37,4,3,3,3,92,81,35,0,22,13,0,0,4,2,8,0,7,0,5,22,38,0,1,17,2,1,15,9,7,2,1,26,10,70,17,65,44,11,58,0,1,2,1,59,27,0,13,20,276,92,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630205867753778,0.0,0.1525654235702018,0.17109714835181902,0.04787713877468778,0.0,0.05385887237899169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949094542232656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583525796854817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686294077821149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052342776021455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621187047967064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258343942117723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851907786756622,0.04650118239285528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898237444872332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712414795866368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439396088904255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601099749346197,0.0,0.056308515642210635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225482237391995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943806432024149,0.0,0.0,0.06992706430420617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986511307847265,0.0625783159745551,0.0,0.0,0.03869220082811483,0.0,0.0,0.07454767750073411,0.15298831843772334,0.0,0.0,0.13758336561153844,0.14112662090844902,0.0,0.0,0.059121633879415735,0.0787640747880205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669060287792265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175504567271915,0.0,0.05429991019376512,0.1359932566652626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047707576972494316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624067837589905,0.0,0.048809273516318114,0.0,0.14711440442959633,0.0,0.06655454286531085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736712609023789,0.0,0.0,0.23660580046790905,0.0,0.07042305896881812,0.0,0.09020521890849544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26788133069780834,0.05598809189381554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058238921831465465,0.0,0.0,0.07176801858869894,0.05965308636045773,0.0,0.0,0.07881152137787424,0.09966463654117197,0.0,0.05622473065105844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565880736846753,0.0,0.1944556507256343,0.0,0.0,0.046773293646289835,0.045112044668762966,0.0,0.16767875121622156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080645691685629,0.0,0.17427203635790914,0.1661044288959431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266033143098373,0.06526521950724072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635014197237583,0.051254955345048564,0.0,0.0,0.15003895899238795,0.0,0.17109714835181902,0.0
anxiety,DaaaamnOkay,2020/02/25,"Driving anxiety So I've had my license for 6 years now and I've driven quite a lot but mostly around the same areas. I've driven longer distances too but always with another experienced driver as passenger. It has always gone well, never had an accident. I never really felt at ease tho and I've been avoiding situations when I'd have to drive long distances alone. I don't really know how to explain it, it's like I feel too inexperienced to drive long rides but I don't allow myself to gain that experience. Thing is next weekend I planned a ski trip with my friend who doesn't have a license, about an hour away and I've rented a car in a weird confidence outburst. I've had it rented for like two weeks now and it's become a full-blown obsession, I can't stop thinking that I can't do this, that it's dangerous and that I""m gonna get us killed. I'm considering cancelling the whole thing but that would feel like giving in to the fear or something and I just really want to go. Anyone else have driving anxiety? How do you deal with it? I can't help being convinced that it'll end up badly.",2.625941704035874,4.61679252466368,4.262535874439461,84.36169618834082,76.66816143497758,7.329955156950674,23.7060538116592,8.238735603445708,1.4399974887892388,875,28,175,16,20,293,129,223,0.177,0.659,0.16399999999999998,-0.3149,2,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,5,13,13,2,3,11,0,20,0,0,3,2,34,35,17,1,2,6,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,18,10,0,2,6,2,2,11,8,7,1,1,8,4,14,6,19,23,4,32,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,17,110,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462774663518929,0.0,0.0,0.2350386332428293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809782007995448,0.21608966408613567,0.0,0.0,0.09875520135537152,0.14471254205398976,0.0,0.12572960979087194,0.0,0.0,0.13269547650501218,0.0,0.1179258098005853,0.0,0.15598360168120565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560768124117382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179842040508706,0.0,0.12509280284841887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815549812307718,0.0,0.15892929321358634,0.1428259057014063,0.10089872649922216,0.13560830539851546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911825867906944,0.0,0.07378976121303411,0.13548603776349652,0.08026743483116007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466723208727283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390885964583126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625624336489466,0.0,0.07761938108234455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070017107601524,0.0,0.0,0.24997808757016385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007343939701352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785917222906606,0.0,0.15020564150407567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022142425251994,0.0,0.0,0.2714373870788145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875470934400202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873004955148903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807926890522953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876612870968944,0.09049805675577197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796663922777944,0.0,0.16988901273881984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330440431144365,0.0,0.11329066299519852,0.0,0.12698774803942695,0.0,0.0,0.15768448114260558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032970371267663,0.0,0.0,0.090951082863831
anxiety,Cirus_,2020/02/25,"I need advice The other day, me and my friend were hanging out and smoking. We were play fighting and then it seemed like he was actually trying to hurt me. I got really really scared and he kept on trying to pressure point me and put me in a choke hold. I kept on telling him to chill out and to stop. I kept on trying to stop him by putting him in different holds and trying to maneuver out of his grip. Eventually he got me into a headlock and the entire time he didn't say anything and i was tapping out and telling him to stop and i thought i was going to die. I actually thought i was going to die. then he released me and i started having a panic attack and freaking out and kept on asking me what was wrong and idk i was really scared and i had trouble going to sleep last night because every time i thought about it i would get really stressed, anxious, and scared and all i could think about was not being able to breathe. Afterwards he said that he thought I was trying to hurt him and i believe him but i'm just really uneasy now and it still makes me really anxious and scared. I haven't seen him since and I don't know what will happen because i don't know if i'll have a panic attack or what i'm just scared. There's some other stuff too that ill talk about in messaging but don't feel comfortable saying here. if you can help me at all with not feeling so scared please help.",4.158485237483951,4.755983209059238,5.061331377223546,85.67946451494592,70.56794425087108,7.993324775353018,26.95195305336512,8.032893268588372,1.487673170731707,1099,34,232,14,19,359,134,287,0.254,0.695,0.051,-0.9949,1,0,0,0,2,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,11,22,3,10,6,0,23,3,2,1,2,65,52,30,2,5,9,0,3,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,11,30,0,9,10,1,0,6,7,18,0,0,24,7,40,4,32,24,3,35,0,2,1,0,29,15,0,5,15,154,51,0,0.08076273451243009,0.0,0.15762555743923595,0.0,0.0,0.07892040945278345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247780360125254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646084907277637,0.0,0.0755022546013523,0.1837585395896036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846442669235453,0.0,0.0,0.09099194532191432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448247178465694,0.0,0.0,0.05208528242619257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763793526507234,0.084379868093687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804608709489965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167213043627845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062397088343678436,0.0,0.042195195423804864,0.0,0.13769796960408368,0.0,0.12918667321159155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141821940631522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082671170766056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291635534032426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877017352011135,0.0658324078862145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039456592599478944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390975241995839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059884544300073714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579035532223866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895153352941724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865322990065068,0.07634688893701252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237771000388887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104320546600288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682385500143114,0.1284515361261785,0.4851455185193553,0.0,0.0,0.07352336026394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680776856775246,0.0,0.08082106039341938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716427917141127,0.0,0.06449722410710383,0.20256378710476508,0.09251343951519207,0.0,0.0924540087017908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491402676308064,0.1411803794509657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174949921927479,0.0,0.2564663596715303,0.09418679994180906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741629766440683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737152940157561,0.08830137184287716,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlpineSoul,2020/02/25,"Best supplements or alternative therapies?? Hi all, just curious what works for you in terms of supplements or other non-drug therapies?? Really don’t want to go on meds again...
Thanks!!",4.2065625,7.5113515312500025,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,80.5625,11.95,26.75,10.686352973137794,4.674787500000001,147,6,24,7,4,48,29,32,0.0,0.675,0.325,0.9104,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112254277531433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34391987311082506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854405062076575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294155434086121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899863741105466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730361166364163,0.6782931374582595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749210220400633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159019896860239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sherlockiana,2020/02/25,I am stressed out because I have so much to do but completing the things doesn't turn off the anxious Apparently it is stuck on. Augh.,1.7355555555555533,4.21335218518519,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,82.7037037037037,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,1.6794296296296292,107,5,23,2,3,34,25,27,0.242,0.758,0.0,-0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452821218448444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443408501676717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202602252886725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946544848685044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591467847307885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662921183009504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359854452290446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wbabyletsgo,2020/02/25,Do youse think I can get back into school So I really wanna get back into school (I’m 15 and haven’t been to school for 2 years) and I get excited when I think about it but then I feel like there’s a massive hole in my chest when I think about the bullies and scary people (I’m a obese male with Aspergers) and I don’t wanna get beat up by them cause it’ll be embarrassing but I really wanna learn stuff and hang out with my friends man these bullies don’t know how much they ruin life’s someone give me some motivation please i really need it,0.9440229885057472,3.0358190344827563,2.7265517241379307,92.73195402298849,82.79310344827587,6.280459770114943,17.42528735632184,7.492282038375204,0.15264597701149407,432,9,98,7,12,143,74,116,0.111,0.758,0.131,0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,2,9,5,0,1,3,0,8,3,1,3,0,26,21,12,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,5,10,1,0,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,14,3,15,18,2,12,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,61,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26796810031547685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789981482620509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810377093789494,0.12448103505812745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346216573329672,0.0,0.3641443721318471,0.1671521812205886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957607814581879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307476457393295,0.08512756010660362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809050692258758,0.12920084600585646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079990474289044,0.0,0.0,0.1912692571712808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348784277996303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529037309498435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763766454244687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946943373316245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349484825002574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220840269608834
anxiety,moisawesome,2020/02/25,"Why is it that when I am eating anything in public I gulp so loudly? Quite literally! It doesn’t t even have to be eating it can also be tied to drinking. Whenever I gulp down anything, its so loud. I think this ties into anxiety but I am not so sure. Why does this happen? It’s worse when I am in a library cause I feel that everyone will hear it.",-0.6085135135135147,1.5749678783783807,2.2851891891891896,91.85913513513515,93.18918918918921,5.122162162162162,18.210810810810813,6.742157984588678,0.20322594594594576,269,8,59,4,10,94,49,74,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.8542,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,1,7,14,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,10,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,6,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733355071900646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581374073666033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567348198509925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226627407690019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968005371878394,0.0,0.0,0.2123332302655495,0.0,0.4435802857141849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316183500798002,0.0,0.0,0.2071146430893308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095956986124592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167198425415946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429386333010694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054111726667584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428502937516252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888513718168086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911677011080708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208875454518116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0ffline247,2020/02/25,"Why do I sometimes believe I’m faking my anxiety? I feel a big distortion between reality and my own mind, sometimes I’ll be having a panic attack and I’ll convince myself I’m faking it, even if I’m alone. It’s this constant battle inside my head of self doubt, am I really feeling this way or just tricking myself to feel this way. I often think I could stop this if I wanted to, I could stop feeling this way, but I can’t. I’m so confused as to what’s going on in my head right now. I feel insane.",3.424165554072093,3.7497640467289695,5.7004005340453965,81.41906542056077,72.0841121495327,7.609612817089452,27.435246995994657,7.447530270364453,1.5350704939919888,391,13,80,4,7,139,64,107,0.248,0.7,0.053,-0.9501,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,3,2,0,7,2,2,0,0,22,19,8,0,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,5,15,1,8,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,4,52,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828100836008122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429729429797295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184845257970832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306011403726535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558391935640494,0.0,0.25945524291282857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731697300337464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107756312505938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234152879959237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335041572300748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405919361454155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063609843720128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040892999298646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875763395808746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695028106339743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321395142961768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716822889178525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411107483126088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583532930931317,0.3869088613971974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661356365426234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chelll_yeah,2020/02/25,Unable to go to class but able to go to work? I haven’t made it to class in the last month. I feel like I just can’t go for whatever reason. I’m on 30mg of fluoxetine and just increased to 40 mg and have seen a lot of positive affects of being on medication except for when it comes to going to school. I’m able to go to work no problem but feel stuck to my bed or my couch once it’s time to leave. I don’t know why to do and I’m upset that my medication is working in every way except for helping me with this.,3.0158866995073907,2.5877282241379334,5.317684729064041,86.4529310344828,72.79310344827586,8.352709359605912,25.19211822660099,7.957251820313856,1.0853118226600995,398,10,98,5,7,142,68,116,0.11199999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,3,0,20,22,7,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,3,3,8,1,26,18,2,16,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,5,59,13,6,0.33885978449781395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594884982450235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275199167103694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713376886394008,0.12104074887631235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814545613922646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135652853455936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931142378055216,0.13810797568934127,0.0,0.17940179214641205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277488711838799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404323551973736,0.0,0.16031866068932613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413655830241403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352373235376175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043730565159188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212152487544595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420214774058246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147209638613709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879593268943848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448556215484736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288412462071202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700409383724455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imharrypottertrash,2020/02/25,Not sure if this is anxiety caused I’ve been really anxious this week and last night I made over 100 cookies but I have no recollection of it. My brother says I was awake and talking but I don’t remember anything at all. Has anyone experienced this? Am I going crazy?,1.9155345911949693,4.4800371886792485,3.885188679245285,82.94086477987422,82.77358490566039,7.306918238993711,25.81446540880504,8.344100000000001,2.1002352201257874,213,9,41,5,6,72,44,53,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.8288,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,12,9,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,6,1,3,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270701023902716,0.3353274517615937,0.0,0.20754674943080584,0.0,0.2442614577955497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049207569909028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869233170218415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195176776736066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808627319766861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785498972121295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015351964255506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33624455121433977,0.0,0.0,0.2360469352106892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797537907952277,0.0,0.0,0.23857647065517734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809489042407184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gitaroo_Man,2020/02/25,"My hand was shaking like a leaf while showing the cashier my ID for beer. I'm 22 years old. Sort of just venting here but I was just at the grocery store and was buying some beer. When I was paying for it, the cashier of course asked for my ID and I held it out thinking he was going to grab it but instead he just leaned over trying to find my birthday (which took awhile because I am from out of state). 

While I was holding out my ID my hands were trembling but I think this was initially because I have been sick / dehydrated lately. But then my anxiety kicks in and all I could think about was how it looked like I was some scared underage kid and imagining that's what the cashier and the people behind me in line thought. It doesn't help that people have made fun of me for looking young before and I'm insecure about that. So my hand began shaking way worse, like comically bad. I'm sure the whole encounter was probably about 15 seconds but of course it seemed way longer.

I realize it wasn't a huge deal overall but it's just the most recent example of anxiety making me screw up something that should be so simple.",3.4715999999999987,5.116423560000001,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,73.4,6.955555555555558,26.722222222222207,7.594959193182576,1.3314888888888885,891,32,184,11,18,279,126,225,0.156,0.754,0.08900000000000001,-0.9385,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,13,12,1,5,9,0,20,7,3,3,2,40,37,19,0,2,10,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,9,2,2,8,4,3,4,2,7,0,1,18,6,21,5,25,16,5,26,0,0,2,1,6,9,1,5,13,121,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524647445177757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426228781546192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777664734343376,0.20117740602846046,0.0,0.14041154988508794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174723952308293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701182988082457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508163583724263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937791148570082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060287711674846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861387237741673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418469862629465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771340641484036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613666688533734,0.11014560807193388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315047588077254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879462981854176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790893396967836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292769251176098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520402382984792,0.0,0.0,0.15021911361561735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270329346732646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552018644798554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171956725671133,0.0,0.13099968868321973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333243408352076,0.11203111280508313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619548757302807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422802596526475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815951887309608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106261176331318
anxiety,when2jen,2020/02/25,"Does anyone else get really sleepy when they've gotta meet people? I put myself out there and joined a group for other women wanting to make new friends. 

We're going on a motorbike drive today, I'm anxious about it. But still want to go to get out of the house. 

Usually at this time of day, I'm really awake and full of energy, but every time I get anxious about a social interaction, I get really really sleepy. 

Anyone else?",4.271686274509804,5.353387247058823,5.89970588235294,77.9970098039216,70.6470588235294,9.431372549019608,22.401960784313715,9.725611199111238,1.9208431372549024,336,7,64,8,6,115,59,85,0.051,0.883,0.065,-0.1556,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,13,11,1,17,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594708075824495,0.0,0.22248997878660726,0.326029312581589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260501917162974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922769261976428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658118529065722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404688898097505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291868542383948,0.0,0.3324884599825443,0.0,0.18083806855474366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835776792449142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619912042189512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365779640408825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029848974147856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599373879905853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076888958029731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621803295110585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127055832430283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855425940607732,0.0,0.15080625856621668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522392031454054,0.0,0.18768019196667785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kelsella,2020/02/25,"I am having a really awful day. Please send me the good content. Hi friends.

I've been struggling with anxiety, depression, and severe ADHD since I was 12. I'm currently in my third year in an incredibly rigorous college music education/vocal performance program. I'm drowning.

Usually I can make it by okay with my coping mechanisms, but this week it feels like it's just one bad test grade, performance, or review from a professor after the next. I've spent most of the day crying.

I wanted to just ask everyone to comment that ONE video or post that they always go to that makes them feel better. It could be an inspirational reddit post, your favorite dog video (god I LOVE dog videos) or literally ANY content that makes you feel like a person again.

Big thanks, I really need it. And I hope all of you are having a better week than I am!",4.275164835164837,6.169543683229816,5.510807453416152,77.61119923554708,71.79503105590062,8.92900143334926,26.67032967032967,9.466822959209583,2.534279120879121,667,23,120,16,13,222,109,161,0.10800000000000001,0.653,0.24,0.9811,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,2,4,3,14,0,1,9,2,10,1,0,3,1,23,26,6,1,4,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,4,3,1,2,0,3,0,3,3,3,16,11,13,21,2,17,0,1,0,1,12,3,0,5,12,72,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791059491130544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400548707052007,0.0,0.0,0.101345991441339,0.0,0.11400808316572288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932359365417515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244344155745573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26361109950099204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118988893036069,0.0,0.1637032340207084,0.1922249544049995,0.0,0.1283599298163847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240522739106634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606321044029554,0.21293513413864198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514075476949558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469758536976946,0.12499988656506482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480211190949193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561775150512338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450603188106433,0.0,0.2984374630855437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050438109803792,0.0,0.0,0.15849584792478869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019741284162802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301278652276776,0.0,0.16359096352848784,0.0,0.0,0.28546044339233434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094577448512334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836227933908576,0.0,0.1232797411152939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579925330044975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720745237028248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641362691857525,0.0,0.08790217241509816,0.0,0.2390868879967901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597088933433613
anxiety,jockmcgraw,2020/02/25,"Herbal Remedies? Hello, I've recently learned that I've been feeling anxious nearly every moment of my life and I was diagnosed with generalised anxiety disorder. I recently experimented with kombucha as a remedy and the results were honestly amazing. I didn't realise that this is what other people without this issue feel daily. I could think clearly, I didn't have this constant stress on my shoulders, and I wasn't getting emotionally overwhelmed. Now, obviously, I can't just chug kombucha every single day, as much as I'd like to, though I'm wondering if anyone else has found a **legal** way of achieving a similar feeling.",6.2395436507936495,8.595968232142862,7.174047619047624,65.79317460317463,67.57142857142857,9.620634920634922,38.3373015873016,9.994966539143718,4.7370503968253965,510,29,71,13,9,170,80,112,0.096,0.7659999999999999,0.138,0.6859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,4,0,11,3,1,1,2,19,19,8,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,3,9,3,11,11,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,51,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043907488448398,0.2073944416858081,0.0,0.12836420637732074,0.18810057960146784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838600138705909,0.0,0.1465746076549992,0.0,0.0,0.11839465245244428,0.0,0.0,0.18633099973702347,0.0,0.0,0.2103998990566216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335849160542575,0.2065040809004793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093500680836496,0.0,0.0,0.17957758811523725,0.0,0.0,0.2784724315862961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012872519663272,0.0,0.0,0.09591357221578817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161102147017767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966879318545596,0.08968847532683863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495326607907285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272720522290257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625284703116927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029158350254645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176313862430552,0.18036754472360186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571816939949153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696567449009126,0.19908592275099188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,halooooool,2020/02/25,"Can somebody tell me If I have anxiety? For the Information, I never spoke to anyone about this. I think I have depression, not confirmed by a doctor because I'm afraid to tell it people outside the Internet, but its really obvios. In the last time, I also had the problem that I just couldn't speak in school when I have to. It started with an English presentation where I kinda had a breakdown, I couldnt breathe and almost burst into tears, but somehow went through it as good as I could. Since then, everytime I even only have to read my Essay in German class, my heart races and I cant breathe. I know that everybody is looking at me and I feel super embarressed. I also have the feeling that I cant afford to break down in front of everyone. After like a minute I get used to the situation and can speak normally, but then I realize that I embaressed myself and I feel like a piece of shit. This happened a few times til now and it drives me mad because I used to be a really good speaker and presenter, its just the fear of not being able to pull this of that stops me.
Does anybody know what helps and if this is any kind of anxiety?",5.2636466165413545,5.5407937105263185,6.184235588972433,79.73131578947371,68.03508771929825,9.496741854636591,30.75939849624061,9.424239791934726,2.615076691729324,898,33,178,17,14,298,129,228,0.11699999999999999,0.777,0.107,0.1041,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,10,12,2,2,14,0,18,5,4,2,1,39,33,21,0,7,9,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,16,10,0,1,8,1,0,4,7,6,0,0,4,8,28,6,29,24,2,27,0,1,1,0,7,8,1,5,16,134,44,4,0.14379154062197794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398645728790185,0.0,0.0,0.2299800861698861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778317844497528,0.0,0.22000027000211808,0.0,0.0,0.10054238852273373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530797707665996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480584476249996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384744323790114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717673479587007,0.12583294619238564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949729564504988,0.0,0.0,0.1373989791153988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180545962761814,0.21811597017255804,0.1027247053512494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751251451980062,0.0,0.0,0.2412110442605565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715438449315966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703936679663189,0.09638043868332087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973676231936173,0.1580481405043631,0.11720929720818594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140498567113267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074867929755698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090090059496653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088517997470826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109359946137992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968694922385457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758908490349395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438304526549867,0.0,0.18423308583053452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552471577341755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759995010849836,0.11894584830328117,0.16162771628848618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177639254323397,0.0,0.0,0.1202161665189516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513602887446235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213581318262708,0.0,0.0,0.16769200735522796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483794470379327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329619874237394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jay-nope,2020/02/25,"any advice on making new friends? background: 

i’ve recently been trying to go out of my way for certain people because i’m afraid i will lose their friendship. as far as i know, i have not done anything to make them not want to be friends with me, it’s just my fears and anxieties.

a lot of my friends are introverts and do not display their affection as outwardly as i do, and although i have knowledge of this, i still overthink and obsess over the fact that they may hate me. i do still love and appreciate my current friends, but i think that i will feel more secure with more friends or people to talk to in general. 

my friend group this year has definitely shrunk quite a bit due to my deteriorating mental health and the way i have been isolating myself. i think making more friends might be a good way to get myself out there, but it’s so late in the year that i fear i have no chance in making any. i honestly think next year might be better (since i plan to apply myself more), but i really wish i had more friends now. 

thank you for listening. i’d appreciate your thoughts! :-)",5.64076923076923,5.921241869158885,5.8832710280373846,82.20223939611793,67.22429906542055,9.201437814521928,30.947519769949675,9.057496981413335,2.3480234363767067,856,31,175,14,13,273,119,214,0.077,0.645,0.278,0.9945,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,4,4,6,21,1,4,6,0,21,2,0,5,2,39,40,16,0,2,8,0,1,0,8,5,1,1,0,0,7,10,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,2,34,15,26,27,7,25,0,1,0,1,18,9,0,5,12,121,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846622083593018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704707282158698,0.0,0.07708481536196779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292086530111914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142530208851249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911829919489749,0.11000909109967558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311740083174366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267768849526084,0.05094972319226772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.622805231039104,0.0,0.05264546217669255,0.0,0.0572669722053193,0.08451675450177143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948440333609493,0.0,0.10710829705829912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537771262264304,0.0,0.11366711166939793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273006459301685,0.0,0.08566665087790352,0.09094418873398008,0.0,0.2690452127048221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154724351611118,0.2137911113011484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731929594392597,0.10716453459849197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971528443750922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717579483395837,0.0,0.0,0.064552527161333,0.0,0.09949310838318877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335370456084244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609418389050332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099094947583987,0.0,0.09277071272985957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369809357068124,0.0,0.07999601555384905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684127018358207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059433704544301275,0.2399472837374428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587457591801725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946677308934537
anxiety,xAJ_xBSK_xAGL,2020/02/25,I need help Does anyone know how I can stop these attacks it just started when my parents began to argue and they just go on and on if there is any advice that can help me stop these attacks and my mental problem,7.660681818181818,5.438292795454547,7.471818181818183,80.67772727272728,64.22727272727273,8.8,33.36363636363636,3.1291,1.7504454545454546,169,5,34,0,2,54,33,44,0.28,0.622,0.099,-0.836,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,8,6,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,3,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350618850379245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358169838796588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819758711143282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473188622214487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050621772225386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670964847352787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32247010379329705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321995442463146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424170063465273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836417683861822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671014090785377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301730885218135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702619552031757,0.0,0.0,0.4022197888346744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purplesilhouette,2020/02/26,"Is this anxiety attack symptom natural? 1. coldness and little shaking of palms 
2  fear of death
3. gas in the body
4. generally just worried and afraid that something is happening in my body 


I just wish to eliminate this forever. I haven't slept yet. It's very, very hard. Maybe this adds to my stress.  This is just anxiety right. I don't have any illness.",0.8194071146245072,3.3426481739130485,2.5896969696969734,87.66818181818182,96.2463768115942,6.567061923583663,25.1133069828722,7.686295010490155,2.0213362318840584,280,13,54,7,11,92,50,69,0.27699999999999997,0.629,0.094,-0.9104,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,4,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,8,9,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,6,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427663015323797,0.0,0.3212068311115664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388368946168574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663917059326777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362407052638497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856491217242429,0.0,0.1880648749914917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104148893449916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109128036415076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928749031885718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162195823080164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404853962540202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820789538987145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464447365080642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414204740729421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320411495102373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReroNS,2020/02/26,"i fucking hate driving I need to get my license by September when college starts because i’ll have to commute every day.

got my permit a year ago and haven’t driven since i completed my drivers ed course. I have no confidence behind the wheel or my ability to  remember the countless road rules when i finally start driving by myself. 

finally going out tomorrow to start practicing again so i can actually take my road test without bombing :(",6.078888888888893,7.922444481481483,7.010802469135804,68.84361111111113,67.14814814814815,10.338271604938267,39.425925925925924,10.504223727775694,4.953681481481481,357,21,54,10,6,119,59,81,0.075,0.8270000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.2054,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,15,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,12,0,9,13,0,19,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,12,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.21226633008341572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928167093710844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259704097040706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280636343558385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402812073318523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326841685859085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765609866486258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109201805367385,0.11364425192553355,0.0,0.12362057330736315,0.0,0.17396912952318105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475413317567826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128694678456065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464056532574179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993325556238846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46188138327467404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635465729803129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967972758513773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007455240350528
anxiety,Danisue7,2020/02/26,"I hate that I’m so anxious for my partner to be gone for 4 days. So my SO just left for a fun trip to Boston! He’s been planning it for a while and he’s going to have a blast. We also live in a VERY small studio apartment so I’m excited to have some breathing room for a bit. He goes to school and I work a regular day shift but have Sunday - Tuesdays off so we are together in the apartment a lot and tend to get on each other’s nerves after a long week. (We just got approved for a beautiful apartment for May but that’s another story!)

Despite all this I’m still anxious. I have an intense fear of vomiting and this time of year my anxiety ramps up due to everyone getting bugs. I haven’t had a stomach bug that includes vomiting since I was literally 9 years old (I’m 24) but my anxiety tells me “my time is coming,” “you can’t avoid this” etc. I’ve been to therapy and no longer have panic attacks over it nearly as regularly, but when I start to get weird my SO is incredibly grounding for me. Even just him being there calms me down. And I hate that this makes me feel less independent! We are big on having a healthy relationship with good boundaries. We regularly check in on each other to make sure we aren’t getting co-dependent or forming unhealthy habits around each other. But we’ve been dating for 7 years so we do rely on each other for support a lot. 

I get through (most) days at work just fine, and most evenings, but I almost always wake up between 2-4 am with a stomach ache. Usually I’m now just able to go back to sleep after a glass of water but this morning I was up at 4:30 and ended up staying awake. I dread going to sleep knowing I will most likely wake up and have no support. Not that I ever wake him up or seek support at 2am, him just laying there asleep knowing he’d be there if I suddenly contracted norovirus is enough. 

I feel like I’m doing so well then something like this reminds me my anxiety still impacts my daily life. 

Ps. I have been on the emetephobia subreddit but found it more damaging than helpful. Reading about it all triggers anxiety nausea of course which triggers anxiety about being nauseas and it’s just an endless cycle 😂",3.3826410564225675,4.797510730158733,4.800502200880357,83.74740396158467,73.21768707482994,7.727917833800187,28.84360410830999,8.313332769828598,2.0376506069094305,1716,70,343,28,34,573,224,441,0.139,0.7440000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.8574,1,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,7,1,0,4,31,22,3,4,18,0,33,13,9,5,4,67,64,34,0,1,19,0,2,3,1,2,3,0,2,1,21,25,1,1,5,1,1,6,6,9,1,0,10,2,41,13,59,47,18,66,0,1,0,0,19,30,0,11,32,242,62,4,0.09533476399157867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546399505943913,0.0,0.0,0.0762391763205639,0.07932616074970561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996681243637093,0.3646541675541684,0.2154022946975574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848681520962065,0.0,0.10845705701381224,0.0,0.07330654884573569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408087079140882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212245766184187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844491077789676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443830403942877,0.09850629579208756,0.10632346245736356,0.12593542498572935,0.08623575204862594,0.0,0.09109645247551006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727811413260656,0.0964082423265853,0.06810717444437034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452964798496636,0.0,0.0,0.249042396941615,0.0,0.16254283010073745,0.07996227690889478,0.07624791976049758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824668444906426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639008827329777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478698614060412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358150002260494,0.0,0.06733776319117599,0.13972725042405246,0.0,0.0841823432184078,0.08436826612247915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210041428443545,0.0,0.0,0.12727339050190678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003779777570587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185480452171967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536056293265176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235385848751627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648387083961604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886190193610182,0.0,0.1908072272359695,0.0,0.0,0.07339335895587723,0.0,0.0,0.06747843663857675,0.10161417372104946,0.15226893134521946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245542812287316,0.08985188682147467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332678577845712,0.0,0.1090236111314374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118093509070588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499777374271754,0.078661164557233,0.0,0.0,0.0764717971697278,0.0,0.08571740207331231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388096872348568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417738701268166
anxiety,Trick69,2020/02/26,"Making mistakes Does anyone else constantly worry about making mistakes when you're around other people? I was at D&D tonight and I accidently spilled a little bit of fruit punch on a map our DM worked hard on, and even when he forgave me, I still felt terrible and wanted to constantly apologize for my dumb actions. I feel the same way when I ask a stupid question because I feel like I'm wasting people's time. Screwing up and inconveniencing anyone makes me think I am a failure which forces me to be apologietic and even after everyone else has moved on from the little things, I never do and this cycle weighs down on me every day. I'm not alone in this, right?",9.070182291666667,7.571977320312499,8.678437500000001,70.83947916666669,60.953125,11.033333333333333,36.95833333333333,9.725611199111238,3.5009177083333336,539,20,95,8,6,173,90,128,0.205,0.735,0.06,-0.9602,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,6,0,5,3,0,3,1,21,16,9,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,5,14,1,16,13,2,27,0,0,0,1,5,13,2,1,12,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597759820280727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715021200783173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157367046401588,0.15806664618344188,0.0,0.13733196489756533,0.1442205305602164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404084642145616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684216062325775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334195987639729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994906325055579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500169205036094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25774362294024544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378621351263299,0.0,0.12997814217851653,0.1474104773658513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600591062736704,0.1102096824196636,0.14812226863492028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381945694956485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753679575376977,0.3092357895095633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892692426579754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396335127874986,0.0,0.0,0.11898163146668285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139011638491406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281639480737554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317447372439465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319928629285055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024893552723556,0.09884923666233993,0.0,0.0,0.08995539491567296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909917524419323,0.12245141601248173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123095450055844,0.15666748446083012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,curcud,2020/02/26,"Surely I can't be alone My father recently got out of the hospital, and he's my only parent since my mother died 8 years ago in 2012. Since he's got out of the hospital, i find myself constantly worrying about him. He's in his 70's, and I'm always wondering about the ""what ifs"". What if he falls, and can't reach his phone? What if this happens, or that happens? Why isn't he answering his phone, is he dead?  Even though I talked to him several times today, I can't help but worry. Even though he may not feel like talking right at the moment, or may be sleeping, or whatever, it worries me to the point where I can't focus or enjoy anything. Surely I can't be the only one who does that. How does one deal with this and break the cycle of worry? 

BTW, I've already set up to get him home health care through the VA so I know he's gonna be okay once that sets in. Still....ugh.",2.381566820276497,3.405201688172042,3.9925038402457775,90.10161290322584,75.12903225806451,7.249769585253457,22.425499231950845,7.7094869923839395,0.7606725038402459,678,17,154,9,14,227,108,186,0.102,0.787,0.11199999999999999,0.596,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,1,13,2,1,1,2,26,24,16,2,3,9,3,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,1,18,6,17,15,0,21,0,0,0,0,24,10,0,10,8,88,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656080616963373,0.0,0.0,0.12450351973670908,0.13265708232468176,0.0,0.10002612788780726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892434592439674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256428528053195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990661383643465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393343463863145,0.0,0.0,0.12476121904532322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039690217930296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158797965339255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078286838326235,0.08587957461530203,0.0,0.0,0.10987171529297904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280587995319183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228925492076335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260639129417166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777988014345076,0.0,0.0,0.08057566139574356,0.0,0.12058257480140035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606544661697153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872957793594723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280220024904562,0.16291771014540898,0.1828534941457268,0.0,0.0,0.13348135187151322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363932535960028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869498268078525,0.0,0.0,0.10266050807797436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580549766380182,0.0,0.1988814437503333,0.0,0.12029895265978705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600156780645147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659703273737386,0.0,0.0,0.1932439241582586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362156282924429,0.0,0.07009666374223346,0.0,0.11394704973757068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847275574340927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036493455314133,0.0,0.4883250410000265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741267484884565
anxiety,privateadvice1,2020/02/26,"I don't remember the last thirty minutes It hasn't happened in years but here we are! I started living away from home at college a month ago and at first it was easy, all I had to focus on was school and I was having a great time. Two weeks ago, I had a car inspection and have about $800 of repairs to pass, which is a source of anxiety. I started a new job on campus last week and that's taken up a lot of my free time and has caused some stress with school work. This week the work piled up on top of a test today and I broke. I felt it coming for a while and I was really hoping I was just stressed. Today after my test I had to go all over town to get some parts to repair my car myself to save some money and it turned into a shit show. It made all of my built up anxiety and stress come out I guess, I guess I dissociated. I drove back to campus and don't remember most of it, all I remember is not feeling like I was there and like one red light. I took the bus from the parking garage and just sort of appeared on campus and halfway through my walk to my dorm I realized that I just did all of that. I almost totally blacked out for what I think was 30-45 minutes. My memory of the whole situation is just very cloudy. I just needed to let this out somewhere and tell someone because I am upset and I feel like dropping out of school and doing nothing. I'm not going to, but right now I would love to. Any advice on coping with this stress and anxiety would be greatly appreciated.",3.1363636363636367,3.8853956878980895,4.557255356108861,87.81060220034746,73.0127388535032,7.492530399536768,24.46381007527504,7.686295010490155,0.9986929936305736,1162,32,259,14,22,388,163,314,0.129,0.763,0.10800000000000001,-0.2294,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,4,10,16,1,5,14,0,27,2,1,2,6,67,51,20,0,4,9,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,14,27,0,0,8,1,2,11,5,7,0,3,16,6,35,10,48,31,13,54,0,1,2,1,3,21,1,11,24,185,49,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924265890552734,0.16190988428801276,0.0,0.09144974439017872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621047759830089,0.0,0.20959229954421327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580373391888067,0.07022401639376842,0.0,0.05567144992380789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381690494659567,0.0,0.15733843439492934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923542861618475,0.13048655024749334,0.08768723139680668,0.0,0.0,0.07768180426813825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771403821607868,0.0,0.1038052811143688,0.0,0.0,0.20137435899965198,0.20121165464358576,0.0,0.0807592337433459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160737157978133,0.09070727229961753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062691104381736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888567260751284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338696881517726,0.0,0.1338517346531125,0.0,0.08064248478912255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764205469624305,0.08242523319900719,0.08641481966963656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289549997398144,0.0,0.0,0.06771703286564656,0.0,0.08820316915911025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762970967644419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188482554298661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889710146653848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585057404868585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103634866782216,0.07799186014693495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772802035122501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374477269369864,0.0,0.1026541913688178,0.0,0.0,0.07738017893145224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928195134939646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184542570966216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982290344700617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058517979561682476,0.0,0.0,0.10650578879268036,0.0,0.17313263948661733,0.0,0.10146648796184048,0.0,0.09933640594653714,0.08921218050364699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535347109361808,0.0,0.0,0.21976849910403132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101962158917948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329727548968019,0.0,0.0,0.12975066563323995,0.0,0.0,0.05881091593493355
anxiety,JuicyDeveloperMcrft,2020/02/26,im sad youtube is down so i cant watch video :(,-4.692500000000003,-3.5824519166666633,-1.4499999999999975,116.145,109.83333333333331,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-2.060966666666667,35,1,12,0,2,12,11,12,0.23,0.5920000000000001,0.17800000000000002,-0.1764,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spenmax,2020/02/26,"How to determine the source of your anxiety? Can anyone reccomend the best way to determine the source of your anxiety?


Is there a good workbook? A technique? A set of questions?

Thank you",2.1827450980392165,4.918430411764707,2.9317647058823546,84.13627450980394,97.8235294117647,6.972549019607843,29.196078431372552,7.793537801064563,2.9962901960784314,150,8,25,4,6,47,23,34,0.085,0.6509999999999999,0.264,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636876051211978,0.0,0.0,0.2576110392909933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866388767107163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090170659033903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127198581910987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33919586262563645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292438290408161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PatheticPacifist,2020/02/26,"Need help with talking to my therapist So I am seeing a therapist for about 3 months now, mainly because of problems in my family. But I have what I think is general and social anxiety and occasional panic attacks, which affects my daily life. I feel like I can't function properly and I need help with that. Now my problem is that I am too anxious to talk about it with my therapist. Every time I go there I think of what I will say and that I will tell her about my struggles and every time I can't seem to bring myself to do it. I don't know what it is. I feel like I trust her but the last time she said that I am difficult to get to because I don't really open up. I don't know what to do because I feel like she could help me if she knew about it.

I apologise for bad language and structure.",2.4328994082840225,3.598678443786987,4.352189349112425,87.01396449704144,75.21301775147928,7.803550295857987,26.01775147928994,8.384062270229773,1.5956414201183429,623,22,137,11,13,213,83,169,0.124,0.758,0.11900000000000001,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,1,2,2,0,17,1,0,1,0,29,33,10,0,6,3,0,3,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,13,10,0,0,9,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,6,33,4,20,28,1,12,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,2,10,100,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977730157145914,0.14438702350285654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540041611062318,0.0,0.0,0.10671460945205204,0.23373229856642194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204454443608436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536804548827349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048631036037714,0.0,0.19387118187699995,0.2739188701128716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677457261243272,0.0,0.07263641415064316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570016703853905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048022145651246,0.10418083993916777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902747968415619,0.1873220693335164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201538243501553,0.0,0.0,0.1895365010904427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995552681610413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459060455327716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187728313189388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215749810526056,0.10163830668499592,0.0,0.0,0.10184668441326188,0.11635189526542092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028448794659514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361300723847575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545497420359451,0.11171010590675956,0.0,0.0,0.4451859344117549,0.0,0.16378882280635249,0.0,0.0,0.22357817929309212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,harrirni,2020/02/26,"Today was probably the happiest day of my life. why? You might ask.
Well, it's because I danced, I fucking danced in public. I lived my entire life fearing this day, but today, I danced.
I got anxious when my friends asked me to dance, and I tensed-up. But then I remembered why I started growing my hair in the first place, it's to feel more confident, so I released my long hair, and suddenly, I started dancing.

Tbh, in the middle of the dancing, I had moments where I stood still and anxiety started growing back and I needed nicotine because of the stress that got into me in those moments, but I didn't smoke because I ran out of cigarettes, and I'm proud of myself for that too.

My brain is now convincing me that I should've danced with the girl I like, but I don't care, baby steps till I get there and more.

PS: Sorry for the interlacing ideas but I'm writing this the same day before I sleep, because I'm writing it for my diary and I thought I'd share it with you.",2.4961051693404634,4.25769524747475,3.791746880570411,88.6223262032086,76.32323232323233,6.477005347593582,27.30362448009507,7.285733465282438,1.3897114676173503,761,31,157,9,17,249,107,198,0.08,0.763,0.156,0.9431,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,2,9,10,1,2,8,0,6,7,4,0,0,25,24,16,0,1,5,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,10,11,0,0,4,7,0,11,2,3,1,1,8,3,34,7,19,15,3,39,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,1,20,103,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561706551347592,0.15597078201118794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25813869876500195,0.0,0.0,0.10616116941618076,0.0,0.33664529774917584,0.0,0.11748060816481945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412287140733294,0.0,0.0,0.14076342821681134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26711573915166564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553581532401183,0.06980830435959204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743548157687303,0.0,0.0,0.10666637226137572,0.12763611049919696,0.07213170585664118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084161523848386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558552128180295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503457191221849,0.06745012798033634,0.0,0.1219112908870806,0.12218054095038673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646198283321546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237123661655048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442454233100262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885420592406864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639735227280951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816172426188214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454912531422527,0.2931630198143073,0.0,0.11025650553661943,0.0,0.15814957461083995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960582023702252,0.0,0.0,0.26173329888947144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413433433579435,0.0,0.24915899328452115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElSuarez,2020/02/26,No more anxiety from caffeine since 2 weeks im regular drinking coffee and it seems i dont getting no more anxiety!? before if i had 1 cup i would be the whole day anxious about everything and nothing. How is this even possible? chemical brain changes?,1.8198214285714265,4.628757291666666,3.555119047619048,81.78750000000002,90.66666666666666,7.742857142857144,31.857142857142854,8.418075326091056,3.5483892857142862,202,12,35,6,7,67,41,48,0.153,0.8059999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.6294,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,0,6,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582571935447655,0.2645294790508123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924939578864906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139538673514273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477058585380581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101116250306046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744289313491157,0.2293836048607149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465774128494186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044419413269308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122336775691328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25292851690392554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467886889043084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639755566372507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131667063593672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369615226619796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878257118457417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26142666248578283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633760912763404,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Artlins,2020/02/26,"Earphone alternatives? So around the time I was 12 I had this older friend who would always have his earbuds in at all times, and since I was basically a kid I looked up to him and wanted to look cool just like him, so I started wearing earbuds like a religion, even after I lost touch with him. A few years back I started having anxiety whenever I’d take them off and now that I am in college this is becoming a problem since I can’t have them on all the time and I was wondering if anyone who has the same problem could give me a few tips and tricks on alternatives. I gave tried disposable earplugs but they make me feel like my ears are clogged after surfing for a whole afternoon. 

I am willing to try anything reasonable.


If you also just want to talk about it you can use this post. I won’t be of much help but maybe others will.",4.005749506903353,5.061055763313611,4.914334319526628,84.91319773175546,71.24852071005918,8.236883629191325,28.87623274161736,8.59863814320734,2.0070114398422088,660,25,137,11,12,215,112,169,0.05,0.852,0.098,0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,3,1,10,9,1,0,9,1,20,2,2,3,2,27,34,12,0,8,6,0,2,3,1,4,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,6,25,5,18,22,7,21,0,1,2,0,17,8,0,3,15,104,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704688285654678,0.13219111142874562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121533777105905,0.0,0.0,0.11108437490826333,0.0,0.1307350340480562,0.1414264253365243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215987859918448,0.0,0.0,0.17545750148737646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684337112573968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493098140500116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032856111778007,0.11349551019467673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274121656462303,0.0,0.0,0.15240090250635438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648603978709016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284500795037796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26681863754877044,0.0,0.17342346273804993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604579111572757,0.0,0.15960451138503493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678644403531308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521518691326767,0.0,0.0,0.30403092099306395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633430214070252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628349177066844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489553137136425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944915328780427,0.12769228226041462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779120640736829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157222279663024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721116048496407,0.0,0.0,0.1874092210443074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773707286305627,0.0,0.0,0.17228584124784532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285544729485528,0.0,0.0,0.10230594488690987
anxiety,Pinksnookie,2020/02/26,"I broke down in front of my teacher So, I have generalized anxiety, but math classes stress me out especially. I need extra help with it, so I take an extra period of math to get help. My teacher knows about my anxiety and said she was willing to accommodate me at the beginning of the year, but has slowly gotten more and more impatient with me. She gets mad when I don’t ask questions but also when I ask too many. After class today, she got really mad at me when I asked for help and basically told me I’m stupid and somehow me not understanding the content is my fault. I just broke down in front of her and she seemed almost proud of herself... I try to go to her as much as I can, but I have a lot of other things going on in my life right now. Can anyone give me advice on what to do?",3.0371138211382096,4.047861573170735,4.921707317073174,84.11821138211384,73.51219512195122,8.14959349593496,24.03252032520325,8.59863814320734,1.4004934959349593,614,17,133,11,12,211,97,164,0.182,0.735,0.084,-0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,3,1,5,0,10,1,0,0,0,23,29,17,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,5,1,30,1,28,23,6,24,0,2,0,0,17,11,0,5,9,103,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484641976854675,0.0,0.0,0.16892328328572478,0.0,0.0,0.13490501807566616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581018286893172,0.0,0.0,0.1179551931379882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731200626727328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627194144779182,0.16182724081929825,0.19174606801984687,0.0,0.13492048956918462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392173219669807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271014550284308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191539914109782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341812421454678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710298561213646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240099480548949,0.1250849152429216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897656994358555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807008636280106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406427457435536,0.16046720408084802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357323654174326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323910494505855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268373518586007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207320252622636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599027646333368,0.16119492839435293,0.0,0.1145325662809733,0.0,0.0,0.17561703757215216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863379749191132
anxiety,MonteReddit,2020/02/26,"Advice on taking Zoloft Over the past 6 months I started battling some severe anxiety/panic attacks leading me to finally get to a doctor who prescribed me Zoloft.  The order was for 25mg over 7 days and then increase to 50mg from there.

I'm on day two and Ive had some of the worst anxiety attacks I've ever had in my life and they also linger ALL day.  Before I would just get attacks on certain triggers or when I was getting ready to lay down and my mind starts racing and normally I could bring myself out of it but not with this.

A lot of what I'm reading says to stick to it.  For those that have..HOW?!  I have a full time job and I can't perform to my upmost if I'm:

* Diarrhea
* Extreme cases of anxiety that feels like it never stops
* Unable to eat
* Unable to drink
* Can't sleep
* Can barely make it to the shower in the morning
* Taking more Xanax then ever before to combat the feeling


I've called my Dr. and she won't be able to get back to me until tomorrow although another Dr. might ring back.  I wanted to seek their advice but I can't wait for tomorrow.  Can anyone share their experience and what they did wether it be continue your dosage or gave up on it?",1.1846983721672544,3.4531115186721983,3.0565352697095456,89.65826603894034,83.1908713692946,5.533418448771147,20.88748803064156,6.844919456158928,0.5275954676029371,920,28,187,11,26,307,143,241,0.08199999999999999,0.856,0.062,-0.5402,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,4,2,8,8,4,0,9,0,18,10,1,3,5,38,36,19,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,3,7,2,1,0,13,10,2,2,2,2,0,3,6,5,0,1,6,4,23,3,35,24,8,38,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,7,23,131,36,4,0.12378144773817355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419155962742063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898797903521207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979564065672308,0.1893849374299628,0.0,0.0,0.08655086632054412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224577994165023,0.0,0.190360585475742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065779018154504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639469773620052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882941383085914,0.0,0.0,0.23948638082233906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669555682906086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212586946940888,0.0,0.1266593231084564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239348122016015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108200768554495,0.0,0.0,0.12517523838556452,0.0884294909968539,0.0,0.13559652560780328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258682790209381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228339870894223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743049718978001,0.06047336292243941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523456040053533,0.0,0.0,0.08262507754392487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313125550302175,0.12498397609129128,0.0,0.09880117064071414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954678833798797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121279537493578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816339802884294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238149447558661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843597546491904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398378029558221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387084121937555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522629161738867,0.0,0.0,0.10348683287544347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613648781572928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217795760016328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091648829237868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300950494269988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879307890099639,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rez-202,2020/02/26,"When to ask an acquaintance to hang out? My social anxiety stops me from so much; whether that be in friendships, education, doctors offices, etc. This is my first time on Reddit and even this is giving me anxiety. I have this acquaintance of mine that I would like to hang out with. We have great conversations and have many things in common but I’ve been lied to and had many toxic friends. I just don’t one if this will go well. Any advice would be appreciated.",3.5546348314606746,5.785792370786519,4.128525280898876,85.27795646067419,74.73033707865169,7.596067415730338,24.608146067415728,8.472884824447931,1.5736393258426968,367,12,73,7,8,116,64,89,0.07400000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.192,0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,13,1,0,0,0,14,16,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,9,4,12,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912181668651844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552976948193205,0.0,0.32742429821288205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006445424753144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904172710032246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386705553933825,0.14134734295875087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203133155452705,0.0,0.0,0.16533863117101466,0.0,0.0,0.20529172933821555,0.12162316337566588,0.0,0.0,0.23593969691484698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455133699730017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339320716816431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731725117750206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501436086275188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814969458680808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789165711293524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421744660700991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478720554221673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241491470350874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040439992070608,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wonderstruck91,2020/02/26,Anxiety over a text I recently started talking to a guy on a dating app and we have been chit chatting back and forth and he said are you free on weekends? I said yes so I said I’m free Friday and Sunday and then dead silence. I assumed keyword assumed he was asking me out but I’m new to this whole dating app thing so now I’m worried I scared him off.,-0.7467703349282324,1.4247025526315829,1.6992822966507184,95.1854306220096,95.84210526315788,3.8162679425837327,21.382775119617225,5.565023196281405,0.08506842105263203,278,11,60,2,11,94,51,76,0.147,0.7709999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.7092,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,12,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,9,4,7,7,1,15,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,10,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055916230034486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065234902953648,0.0,0.0,0.18148934289567864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337027422495877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279552784654429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330470952024784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6735440215821054,0.0,0.2363030941871832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670603420566753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970867248755505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680511577320627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263514480836292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396957515587349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trickyrick2013,2020/02/26,Anyone feel like rubber bands snapping all over your body during high anxieth When my anxiety gets really bad one of the things I noticed is it feels like rubber bands snapping all over my body. It doesn't cause pain but it sends like Shockwaves through my body every time. Usually lasts for less than an hour. Not sure if that's an anxiety thing or something with my nerve pain and anxiety together.,6.417200000000001,7.627666986666667,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000002,65.8,9.733333333333334,31.0,9.888512548439397,2.9854000000000007,324,12,58,7,5,99,57,75,0.122,0.7340000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.4338,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,2,5,3,1,3,12,5,5,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,6,4,7,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672452927936423,0.0,0.0,0.11188991998615272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361027309749965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332394644567223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438493590189285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348240110792516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618221515581054,0.2286370799665959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360400631672271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907024108888868,0.0,0.0,0.15758776970850047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043790861693902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453351860023705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218418122486754,0.0,0.0,0.10843390203476136,0.0,0.3405457798893013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025131068361257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123191450955862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508172464938393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262076437078573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330912842323844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623976172390302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cedar_Mock,2020/02/26,"I was misdiagnosed as bipolar and found out that I'm just VERY anxious yesterday I was diagnosed as bipolar when I was 15 at a small treatment facility I was at because I was suicidal. They told me these ""highs"" were mania and the depression was just part of being bipolar. I belived this for years. I took medications like Lithium and Abilfy. I went to 3 different treatment facilities in Montana and they all told me the same thing. I believed it to the point where I literally thought having a panic attack was psychosis. I found out yesterday that my manias are just anxiety because everything makes me anxious. Talking to people, asking for help, going outside, etc. I'm currently very disappointed that it took a small private practice Psyciatric Nurse Practitioner in Missoula to see that. My Mom always doubted it as well, as she has some pretty crippling anxiety as well and behaves just like I do. Long story short, take what doctors say with a grain of salt when they say the big ""bipolar"" word or you'll be prescribed medications you don't need while your real problem gets worse.",8.479545454545455,8.658433116161618,8.414848484848484,66.79227272727273,61.27272727272728,11.240404040404039,41.232323232323225,10.832165505486646,4.806771717171716,879,46,139,20,11,285,123,198,0.16899999999999998,0.759,0.07200000000000001,-0.965,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,3,0,9,10,1,2,8,0,16,8,0,1,1,25,33,14,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,1,8,2,0,0,11,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,6,2,0,16,4,24,4,20,14,5,25,0,2,1,0,15,13,0,3,10,99,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333987879520824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001709963559613,0.28060915612051623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610521132300827,0.14128931767738348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514157839295824,0.0,0.0,0.13992481543860089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696865036176337,0.1260549322592482,0.0,0.1297569518705422,0.0,0.12711846344315536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850983861552382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116181227474726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723459966090012,0.0,0.0,0.06488656673053507,0.0,0.07058266866353488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832450406539716,0.13121844231964158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135044300428867,0.0,0.0,0.1099083368318846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290087799547934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502260417893968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545524627188502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208874235151088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457156357082253,0.0,0.13449067850229907,0.0,0.08610091688912665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740406588768695,0.0,0.0,0.12635058456427747,0.0,0.11883748531138626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136067533656074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975291046001144,0.0,0.0,0.0989670382889794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358487644751174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337890338871684,0.0998229368771711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250939173523078,0.0,0.0,0.09859666126570328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373465769305517,0.275969600905856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204947148189434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333176992759224,0.11512966360101308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656493528795754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997726799007397
anxiety,Adorable-Sir,2020/02/26,Difficulty speaking whe anxious I tend to have trouble coming up with/articulating words when i'm anxious. This only happens in social situations. It's as if I lose the ability to speak properly. Does anyone else get this or have any strategies for getting rid of it?,4.328571428571428,7.2194259387755135,6.052408163265302,69.12473469387757,75.3265306122449,8.001632653061224,34.289795918367346,8.841846274778883,3.712131428571429,217,12,33,5,5,74,42,49,0.226,0.7290000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374994020738255,0.0,0.0,0.577288466022397,0.0,0.17865275267118388,0.2617917196174448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009211961348493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359128865246325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134389129495728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26697822046293385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259393389960756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28584108480901205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432058156353668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28719465339105404,0.0,0.2604518410607564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mbc1010,2020/02/26,"CBD: effective or not? I’ve been reading more and more about CBD as a treatment for anxiety. I’m wondering if anyone would be willing to share their experiences or opinions regarding the effectiveness of CBD for generalized anxiety, social anxiety, or any type of anxiety disorder. I’m referring specifically to the type of CBD oil with zero or trace amounts of THC (hemp derived).",8.66723880597015,9.550313000000003,9.43503731343284,57.2516604477612,60.79104477611939,14.461194029850748,45.108208955223894,13.427899808715575,7.1130626865671625,309,19,46,13,4,105,47,67,0.134,0.7909999999999999,0.075,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,15,7,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,11,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,29,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684078503922317,0.0,0.7577944007540313,0.0,0.0,0.17315992171334713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838239029192304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242245420098668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477131316221052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524440274994552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685616479134172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592069482895584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luisrasconjr,2020/02/26,Pins and Needles and stabbing Do any of you guys experience pins and needles or numbness in your hands/arms at night or in the morning? Also every once and a while I get a sharp stab feeling in my chest it’s hard to explain the feeling and that goes away quickly but it does happen a couple times a day. I’m tired of my chest bugging me all day. I miss the old me and sometimes I think I have an underlying disease which only makes my anxiety worse I think,3.422796352583589,4.639569425531917,4.585440729483285,86.10500000000002,72.82978723404256,6.648024316109423,29.386018237082077,6.868970318607317,1.4832358662613987,362,15,74,3,7,119,65,94,0.185,0.7879999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,0,2,4,2,1,1,16,12,11,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,12,0,9,12,1,13,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,7,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736393285730737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765631001967872,0.0,0.16610437801490294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400142397806048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402509706059497,0.0,0.2800626552414949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001252371979124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829419650128284,0.0,0.0,0.2123954718715784,0.0,0.0,0.21957559452256475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344182001480227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499351319083307,0.1920079456984372,0.0,0.19450644295956465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493641680392072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037624369544399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784212626674424,0.23123709078323054,0.0,0.1651376685384937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474779728791685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782571483471402,0.0,0.0,0.12661064724848975,0.24955977864336235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212747157473649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JuliaKaroline,2020/02/26,"Meditation app My anxiety is been getting worse this year, but somethinh that is definitely helping is an app called Headspace, I've only just started using it and I already feel peaceful at least while I'm in session, you can have the signature to have access to more content, but the free stuff has been enough for me.
Try it out, specially during an/or before an attack it can really help calm you down",6.149870129870131,7.095496974025978,6.50690909090909,75.84036363636366,66.27272727272727,9.276883116883116,33.581818181818186,9.3871,3.145204675324676,325,14,57,6,5,105,61,77,0.08,0.6809999999999999,0.239,0.951,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,7,15,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,4,7,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29794818078749186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654681166339986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071603360363462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297473891245784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756969184862009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789788673072699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651849370178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106218338958185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619463251852931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053447316066104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296686263539604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110512348194125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090817378519916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331010297054268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331905450293737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27514980390970045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738690858936206
anxiety,hopingfor170,2020/02/26,"Roommate's boyfriend carries, why am I so scared? Hi everyone. 

Possible trigger warning — mentions g\*ns and Stoneman Douglas sh\*\*ting

So, I have been living in this apartment for almost a year (lease is up in a couple months). I live here with my 2 best friends. One of the friends just got a new boyfriend and I found out the other night (from the friend) that he has a concealed carry permit and brings a gun in our home when he comes over. He didn't tell her right away, she had only found out the night before she told me (when he was over). They have known each other a couple weeks. He is coming over tonight for the first time since I found out. She knows how I feel about guns which is why she ended up telling me (and the other friend). 

I know he has it for a legitimate reason. I know he had to take a class to get it. I know it might even be safer for us if he comes here. I know not every single person with a gun is a bad person. But I am so anxious and uncomfortable. I have never had any experience involving a gun, so I don't know why my anxiety is so high. Maybe it has something to do with the fact I am from South FL (home of Stoneman Douglas), but it's not like I was present when that happened so I don't know. 

Does anyone have any advice? I'm planning on just locking myself in my room when he comes over. He was nice the first couple times I met him, but I just can't stop overthinking this. I know it is probably stupid, but please, does anyone have any advice?

Thanks in advance!",2.6680392156862744,4.22528739869281,3.451573856209152,92.1172823529412,75.33986928104575,6.0724705882352925,23.351111111111113,6.55674776486733,0.4674430326797388,1168,34,254,9,25,370,155,306,0.083,0.8440000000000001,0.073,0.3587,0,0,1,4,0,0,45.0,2,0,1,5,18,11,1,1,19,0,31,0,0,4,2,48,56,21,0,1,10,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,14,16,0,1,14,0,0,6,7,3,0,3,14,1,34,8,31,40,3,46,0,0,0,0,32,21,0,3,20,165,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765293711668613,0.0,0.0,0.08589960470481937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500679994666302,0.0,0.06562400584087201,0.09691073558942624,0.0,0.1199633853468921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059625398604077,0.0,0.07162548994530729,0.0,0.0,0.07299528801445092,0.0,0.09002430308226084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295578941407103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28475283951104746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501391247533241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597856065437222,0.0,0.0,0.05665907454361225,0.0,0.07227614782956125,0.08196963947282403,0.0,0.08391254856283609,0.0,0.0,0.043374624647668565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593449820745172,0.0,0.2821709515588112,0.2651039243430605,0.0,0.04481824469781652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686087583377742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585790754339762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906347885714298,0.17209533081200867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771541587834388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190939760567754,0.0,0.15149648830607296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861808761052005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100254745939974,0.0,0.0,0.06847142847998659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616138560495385,0.08285006606638018,0.0,0.1610036714583015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058128998465961375,0.06524208123969975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980537433206784,0.0,0.09416432631800484,0.0,0.0967078053574145,0.0,0.0,0.0924889290524084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819954128093566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325848750578641,0.0,0.0,0.08588406944069113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096084967283768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604019157529913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171869756097088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449838159983608,0.0,0.14995680738556946,0.07897775671458455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004188876714634,0.0,0.0,0.08196963947282403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031867730594302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881020581483863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322183136472813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524164627060127
anxiety,hallo181818,2020/02/26,"I don't know how to shake the anxious feelings of things that haven't even happened yet. March is about to be a really long month for me with a lot of work and school and an added move and just a lot of chaos around the entire month. I'm trying really hard to manage the anxiety about it, but with every passing day, I just feel heavier and heavier about the stress of it all. 

I can feel myself spiraling and I don't know how to stop it from just.. going.",5.769684210526317,4.7378318631578935,6.104210526315789,85.13947368421054,67.21052631578948,9.284210526315787,27.421052631578945,8.238735603445708,1.4894842105263155,357,8,79,4,5,115,59,95,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.8859,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,2,8,0,6,0,0,2,1,23,14,8,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,16,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,57,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918737132482022,0.23508112700470396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524315973138133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342000687367283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744069754238006,0.0,0.17532379858631142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156478665721467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826166705192726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401224889130088,0.0,0.1864067024030888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872033774706896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841520501102636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538193326252119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33218900830329623,0.2211654751585114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26661404228404284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059698669041552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397156411412154,0.2383650306514713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824496011285015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127864378132945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149113318480645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blkhawks19,2020/02/26,"Increased Zoloft 75 to 100 second day I feel miserable . Heart rate up depressed I know they say you need time to adjust to these kinds of medication but would like to know if it's normal that an increase from 75 to 100 of setraline and I feel very out of it, more anxious and exhausted are these normal? How long until they disappear around? Would love to hear others experiences from increasing setraline thanks so much",4.6721978021977995,7.174047025641028,4.791611721611726,80.55576923076926,72.33333333333333,8.559706959706961,26.52747252747253,9.23628265651192,2.452701098901099,340,12,60,8,7,106,57,78,0.139,0.674,0.187,0.7632,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,3,5,1,1,0,17,11,7,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,4,6,4,15,9,5,11,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,1,5,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830364711589844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877824950463922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603969927592993,0.0,0.18168344797220853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634108532652168,0.0,0.0,0.2133165367687156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774619596933744,0.24996647729969815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966292202026846,0.23185566340089905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305527284588004,0.0,0.0,0.1866764283645254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038277506203666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125011855856144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550661398417121,0.15641031436092095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41335540882860655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774900252195826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942064246200101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230015787857418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404867879139668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996933200026444,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RealNorthyBoi,2020/02/26,"Keep On going! You're gonna beat this and pull through!! 💕 I put up a similar post a long time ago, I just wanted to say that even though I don't know any of you personally, I know what you go through. And I know how hard it can be. But I wanted to remind everyone that you CAN and WILL beat this. I see all of you trying so hard and it's honestly so inspiring. This group has helped me tremendously and I'm so great full to have met all of you. You're the most Badass, Strong, And inspiring people! And you are doing an awesome job at overcoming this! I wish I could hug you all!!  💫 keep it up!!!",-0.3471614583333356,1.7248421484374994,1.8426875000000005,97.05022916666668,88.453125,5.913333333333334,17.12708333333333,7.3011,0.014507708333333369,457,11,112,8,15,153,79,128,0.035,0.736,0.22899999999999998,0.9832,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,7,0,3,7,6,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,3,25,24,13,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,2,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,17,6,12,19,5,13,0,0,1,1,12,5,0,1,3,73,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395724184566785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334517109064127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668376349857674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961639956601936,0.0,0.0,0.18751823300633014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223058406484288,0.0,0.0,0.21635818112070845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35158968271406826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315372914313434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474051941302467,0.3488589145540865,0.0,0.0,0.32354943495347466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366854312299645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604992331528873,0.17135148617381984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794618329260912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727803546872955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606000786257015,0.0,0.0,0.15637996035855534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280737756986185,0.0,0.11443064974349824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323585713656294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149796325146765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22566932789503036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,denofgold,2020/02/26,"For some reason I feel like I NEED love, and I'm not sure why I'm 22 and I've never been in a relationship, and I've had severe social anxiety my entire life. For the past year I've felt an extreme craving for a relationship and I honestly have no idea why. It started around the time that I started Effexor so maybe that's part of it, but I feel immensely depressed whenever I go home from class alone to eat leftovers and sleep. I just feel extremely lonely, but whenever I try to talk to anyone or match with someone on a dating app, my anxiety gets in the way. I feel like my classes are pointless if I'm not happy doing it, but I feel like I need someone by my side if I want to be happy. I'm bisexual so I have all the options available to me, but my anxiety just doesn't let me, and I'm very frustrated.",3.8606220095693793,4.164840187134505,5.861031366294522,80.73004784688996,71.10526315789474,9.259117490696438,30.165337586390216,9.339509955726095,2.509872514619884,636,25,135,13,11,223,97,171,0.19399999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9623,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,0,8,0,9,4,1,1,3,35,28,15,0,5,11,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,8,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,6,20,8,16,23,3,14,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,5,10,82,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299362969101472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946990006279467,0.0,0.0,0.08978698501327931,0.0,0.0,0.11431177735535493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059900896844184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139508856691454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32463878557072795,0.27520755321365764,0.12329336295591922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708872133556522,0.0,0.07297814058730326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733888353126989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880530875142962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495881966558669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130752628485962,0.09069950509575657,0.18820334773925346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589468650850306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900471271152544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042819754726847,0.09903740746548853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905509424997478,0.12258150263500656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202646571318424,0.0,0.2757277304594323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506630900474352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285023459263331,0.13089742643397334,0.217602091766737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177796581625336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102453779895685,0.0,0.0,0.1032107804819129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487667625802487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718169619011283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595137642664992,0.07573931498085003,0.10192557147571192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317394004508516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269157879239276
anxiety,kelsina,2020/02/26,I’m anxious and want to buy cigs but also don’t want to buy cigs Talk to me lol I think cigarettes make my anxiety worse in the long run but rn I’m fiending haha,-0.5109459459459451,1.3416772972972986,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,86.83783783783785,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.3799783783783783,128,4,31,2,4,45,28,37,0.175,0.591,0.23399999999999999,0.3818,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976905207258073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847724602049669,0.4205398350870809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294321146536298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848171059550214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992027914741616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23852463629021303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391288266748917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793575216836144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theaziz2001,2020/02/26,"Shattered moment of peace I’m usually always anxious and worrying about every single minute thing that could possibly happen to me throughout the day. But here I am, 12am, having a rare moment of peace and quiet and surprisingly low levels of anxiety.

But noooo. My brother has to barge into my room, annoy the fuck out of me so he could laugh at my yelling, and skyrocket my anxiety to the highest level it’s been today.

I don’t hate my brother, but fuck that’s shitty and he should be ashamed of himself.",4.111734693877551,6.023293591836738,5.322193877551023,78.72369897959184,72.26530612244899,7.757142857142857,28.5765306122449,8.472884824447931,2.3371795918367337,404,16,70,7,8,134,67,98,0.266,0.6579999999999999,0.076,-0.9602,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,4,1,4,0,9,2,0,0,0,13,14,9,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,10,2,12,9,1,12,0,1,0,2,5,7,2,0,5,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603773227730464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604660828013298,0.2661604758175161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376214203226546,0.0,0.0,0.15194224481064464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850281580849005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43561604890237066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833993925926608,0.0,0.0,0.2326058186816564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656031381110021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565218987667754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332086327781847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594796630034091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926281980854344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheTatteredOne,2020/02/26,"My fmla is the only thing keeping me alive This job....

If you aren’t someone who’s spent MONTHS in solitary confinement you can’t tell me shit boredom. I literally feel my IQ reducing here. 

They aren’t paid days off...but fuck I’m in there thinking about how cozy a grave would be instead. 

I’ve decided I’m not coming in tomorrow. My boss will be up my fucking ass. I’ve called out a few times, but my brain is gasping for air and I’m wondering how the fuck I ever survived any of these days. 

Tomorrow I won’t be in hell or purgatory. I’ll be in my right mind. I’ll wake up without being angry that I did. 

But it this day; fucking shift is never going to end does it matter?",0.13371452077334567,2.3509282867132875,2.626252570958453,91.21593994241057,87.81118881118881,5.60246812011518,21.698477992595638,7.048011613610866,0.7075309749074457,527,19,115,8,17,181,97,143,0.14800000000000002,0.777,0.075,-0.8908,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,1,7,7,6,0,4,0,15,8,4,3,2,23,30,7,1,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,0,2,2,7,7,0,0,3,1,15,0,13,19,1,22,1,1,0,5,6,10,7,3,10,69,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408639202571975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728194406523446,0.1713074816142964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451524881116912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32458488777134115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681284713131046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859056663523526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175363132752542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482735127487345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6203865445522029,0.0,0.0,0.09534508262934528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648151672350744,0.1491178142908773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939547757792012,0.0,0.1339089378442932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939120841119356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759333338741222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327094479775052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220902448503014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214728720717454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663456893843088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145604043669227,0.1074974517040954,0.0,0.0,0.09782549716091536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172009575296803,0.18193468639118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191759012952704,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KingPaimon9,2020/02/26,"Immense neck pain -> anxiety -> :( Hello everyone,

I am experiencing neck pain for a few days. Sometimes it's better, sometimes it's worse, really bad. If it doesn't get better I will see a medical professional, but I wanted to ask you a few questions and hope it can also ease my anxiety about it..

For around two weeks now I have been working with a very small notebook-screen and a very crappy office chair. I basically had to crouch over and look down constantly and couldn't even have my back at the backseat because it would rock back.
I finally managed to get the setup changed. better screeen, better chair, trying to change my posture.

I am wondering if two weeks working like that, looking down around 4 hours a day can cause a pain so severe that looking up is a pain in the neck.

I am assuming its a very bad posture, but its night now and I am anxious.",4.774464285714284,6.060211327380955,5.533095238095238,80.32857142857144,69.6547619047619,8.457142857142857,30.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4987166666666667,685,28,129,12,12,223,98,168,0.21600000000000005,0.667,0.11699999999999999,-0.956,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,6,10,12,0,0,12,0,15,8,3,1,0,20,25,11,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,2,5,13,6,16,20,2,21,0,0,4,0,4,9,0,6,13,86,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312478656326458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590352955540481,0.11742827399318526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850661921989574,0.09717455236150124,0.0,0.0,0.15985459236520347,0.17357948233572942,0.0633639130240624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677236556949005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678015775336593,0.2199200749231956,0.0,0.0,0.11232762815593887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340718639757541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865469846287643,0.0,0.0,0.09932391106716168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138666771432863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861395461006176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324084823565846,0.10236489625495554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078228118893572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618628863454995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471366152733737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754535001165056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424192752129655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164421996015571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658983476613754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283071478609276,0.0,0.0,0.11742827399318526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056085445755108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705718383382074,0.0,0.20307834101165054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572965565817957,0.061309459740487314,0.0,0.16675683355011006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272392883318699,0.15134640982734104,0.0,0.10592884497711087,0.07383955243891438,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iMdyinggsucks,2020/02/26,"Studying abroad has unlocked the strongest anxiety in me and it’s a new, scary challenge Hello everyone, I am currently studying in France, and I came at the beginning of January. However, these past few weeks have been the hardest ever. There are some factors that are important to consider in my anxiety.

1. My sleep has been terrible up to a few days ago, and now I am feeling better. But I had been going to bed in the middle of the night and getting 4-6/7 hours every night, which might seem ok but it has been taking a toll of me. 

2. I have stopped smoking weed three weeks ago, and the last high’s were pretty anxious filling. I had also naively used receipt paper as smoking papers, and after looking up the risks of that, I think it gave me one of the worst panic attacks I ever had. Ever since then, most of my anxiety has been the fear of dying. 

3. Lastly, idk how effective this is, but I stopped taking birth control. I hadn’t been so consistent with it before, but I have totally stopped now. 

Now,m my anxiety stems from getting triggering, intrusive thoughts; dying, and also fear of my long distance relationship with my bf. In the beginning, the relationship first flared my anxiety, luckily I was able to talk to him about it. He knows that I get anxious, but I don’t tell him about it too much now bc I’m afraid he’ll get tired/overwhelmed hearing about it all the time. The distance is also hard. 

Tonight, I’m just afraid of instructive, triggering thoughts. I never had a problem with them before but they had cone twice while trying to take a nap, and it had made me hesitant falling asleep. 

The foundation of it all is that, I’m in a foreign country. Despite the new friends I made here, I still feel all alone. It’s daunting to to communicate in a new language, I have trouble to communicate in my own native one. Idk if there are other ppl studying abroad who feel this way, but if u do, comment below. Being out here can be lonely.",4.438833396155296,5.858528841688662,5.349614587259708,80.8170943271768,70.60949868073878,8.369430833019225,31.74151903505465,8.841846274778883,2.7027888428194493,1537,69,287,28,28,503,198,379,0.18,0.758,0.063,-0.9918,2,3,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,5,21,16,1,6,22,1,37,2,2,8,8,54,66,25,2,3,10,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,20,13,0,4,9,1,1,4,3,12,0,5,21,6,34,4,41,41,11,56,0,1,1,0,17,15,0,6,36,208,54,4,0.08908368729099134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793462756268892,0.0,0.0,0.09226383379907488,0.0,0.21372057762466806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407438847241687,0.20127841995071388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134555483216104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160731312206682,0.0,0.0,0.07878728209982166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188800609581253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991493023652824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745160859311639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490960581532456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417438858761489,0.07505684869058807,0.08512328080409204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004878298833485,0.13513016687890936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577453890129449,0.0,0.0,0.06882583581937904,0.0,0.1861701992637693,0.0,0.05062831242184961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980148599331391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040378998213097,0.0,0.0,0.09412180665675836,0.0,0.0,0.08772948743933644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048958064795438135,0.14523018996703022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788362599523714,0.07480786102447283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858627773636692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945037144373732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548676025931033,0.0,0.06870683147393218,0.2581127409036931,0.0,0.167198011656237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073082402464765,0.0,0.0,0.10452051288329664,0.0,0.0,0.08504045954857654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063013613862418,0.0,0.08524105772271759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128508302246844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109844316041168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369094669253176,0.0,0.08914802246456352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114234774467572,0.2234338544362008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009395387234528,0.07160209341439891,0.07786306921478517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708122977442957,0.0,0.14144499392923088,0.051945414451413284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048197606377125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693970345448327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707104844672584,0.1429151209993013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Whychilly,2020/02/26,"Can’t relax or talk to crush. I know my anxiety is irrational and people say just calm down and just talk to her she’s a girl... I know but still my heart won’t stop racing, and I can’t relax enough to talk to her. ( I’m pretty sure she likes me and wants me to talk to her but I just can’t ) 

I have difficulty talking sometimes typically around people I don’t know, I try and talk but it’s like my brain tells me I can’t say certain words. I’m pretty sure it’s a mental thing  related to anxiety, but I can’t overcome it. 

When im drink my confidence is great and have no problem talking to girls. Or anyone really. No overthinking or nervousness. But I don’t think I can drink rum before I go to class.  Bc that will fill 1 problem but cause 3 more. 

If you have any ideas or solutions please let me know what to do. I am so lost.",-0.6195336410007286,1.518954396648045,1.9480106873937333,94.95799854262812,91.62569832402235,5.571144036920088,17.27981539956279,7.079830092131019,0.08865440854991524,643,17,151,11,23,220,92,179,0.16,0.607,0.23199999999999998,0.9547,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,7,13,0,1,2,0,18,4,2,1,3,36,28,19,0,4,14,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,6,7,2,1,6,5,0,2,10,4,0,0,1,2,27,9,12,24,2,7,0,1,0,0,18,2,0,5,5,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590743075162794,0.0,0.17078249578400118,0.0,0.0,0.07804935895684066,0.0,0.0,0.0993680870616494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498290532437777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460812326291425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466751313158426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186959828632109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533634154414765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343789236111229,0.0,0.0,0.12306469163580558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227372803132553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600871884010809,0.12057193588884872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538020693425286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414202460664062,0.0,0.1090666658974951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184963102109025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124896752118554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547705917395372,0.0,0.0,0.12252847457532078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271213297859692,0.0,0.21361616794587854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150851724823762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753409318572205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039794743295896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914222858030392,0.09332178070278717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040661053179335,0.0,0.0,0.6280280685446755,0.09756337447308744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415732517329106,0.0715234764314882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578465296949193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583810539145846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RSeidel,2020/02/26,"First session of therapy sent me into a panic attack I haven’t been diagnosed with anxiety, and as a psych student I know I shouldn’t diagnose myself, but I think I have anxiety. For the longest time I’ve misconceived it as depression, but after my first therapy session a few things clicked in my mind. 

After my session I had a panic attack in the bathroom. Tight chest, hard to breathe, can’t gather my thoughts so I can’t calm down. But I knew I had to get to class and even though I couldn’t focus in class - but I got through the day. And after it had calmed down, I felt better. Therapy is hard, it’s hard to be that vulnerable. Especially because for me, being that open and vulnerable is what usually sends me into a panic attack. I’m just starting to figure it all out I think. Which is scary and relieving all at the same time.",2.7228343313373244,4.744181682634731,4.5088862275449095,82.56580439121757,76.48502994011976,7.8066267465069865,26.70219560878243,8.648137234880735,2.1215831536926144,659,26,128,14,15,223,91,167,0.243,0.68,0.077,-0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,4,11,3,3,9,0,15,4,2,0,2,29,26,13,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,9,6,21,4,24,13,4,22,0,1,1,0,3,10,0,0,10,97,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971029203700648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42318356247446737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558565161604075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966270391072863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996593580115711,0.0,0.10679593540713657,0.25170279998450434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189693268862151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905377949748278,0.0,0.0,0.2109386338007325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478179883460622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916940770209004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33322307218441594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814391384769637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519869281047585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364410759491498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776366116125235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253941737194384,0.0,0.08237616947056127,0.1589008234014892,0.12182357229160573,0.09843746398856396,0.14460391201940728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365619818194422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,battlenazi223,2020/02/26,Roommate traveling My roommate told me he and his girlfriend are going to be taking a trip to Florida soon(We live in Ohio). I am very nervous about traveling with all of the warnings about corona virus and not traveling. Should I be concerned about him bringing something back? Thank you!,6.55558823529412,8.856764901960787,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,66.64705882352942,8.237254901960785,38.24019607843137,8.841846274778883,3.772290196078431,234,13,36,4,4,70,42,51,0.09300000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.048,-0.3367,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,8,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342120936477066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701649175395604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837959584538608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346078698657529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32679593384132105,0.0,0.0,0.4001590290802106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153180934733101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35862433724390097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,birdtheblue,2020/02/26,"Does CBD help with anxiety and panic attacks? I suffer from anxiety for three years. Probably it was triggered by weed since i experienced first panic attack while smoking and from that moment I can't smoke and i suffer from gad. 

My friend offered me to smoke some cbd he bought in Czechia. I heard opinions that it is actually good for anxiety. Do you have any personal experiences/ knowledge you can share? I don't know if i should try it or not. Thanks a lot in advance!",3.977,6.264589755555555,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,73.66666666666667,8.055555555555555,29.027777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.524777777777778,378,16,69,8,8,122,66,90,0.265,0.63,0.105,-0.9409,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,0,10,2,2,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,12,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,6,0,2,3,2,11,4,10,8,2,7,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,5,4,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.18808884046777127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310714842706606,0.0,0.4423423699407083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385447537691781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867022825267625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853911320731848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639466405777464,0.0,0.0,0.14891234880678308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166323337248695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919121012198398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592621702198962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386274951937027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522835033282349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682952842810419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078089745060928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943855715139146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745136417732288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085948043940612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411982687157133
anxiety,bojacknorseman9,2020/02/26,"I [M23] amwondering if my general anxiety is affecting other things in my life Hello everyone, I was recently diagnosed with ADHD, which I had an idea that I had my whole life but never realized it had an affect on me until now. Along with ADHD I have generalized anxiety disorder and I am a chronic over thinker who gets himself into anxious states frequently. I am currently seeing someone for help and have been prescribed concerta for my ADHD which I think is helping with my anxiety but I am not totally sure yet. Along with this in my life I am a high performance athlete in an individual combat sport. I have struggled my whole career with hesitations, timidness, and freezing up in competitions and have been working with a sport psychologist on this where I have been diagnosed with sport performance anxiety. My question here is, does my generalized anxiety in my life play a part in why I have performance anxiety in my sport? If so should I be treating my general anxiety rather than my sport anxiety first? I really feel like the reasons I have anxiety in my sport stems from my general anxiety I have on a day to day basis. Any ideas?",7.942804107424963,8.2095052985782,8.939537914691948,62.28839060031598,62.36492890995261,13.668404423380725,40.806082148499215,12.885471636013053,5.977492575039491,922,49,149,35,12,316,108,211,0.18899999999999997,0.7509999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9682,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,2,9,0,24,7,0,3,3,39,28,10,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,3,34,4,29,19,4,27,0,0,1,0,6,16,0,3,11,126,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33473695517126584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313627727402375,0.0,0.710244761323136,0.10488592000199506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975183080946407,0.0,0.0,0.18846694418085325,0.0,0.0,0.10640587472596064,0.0,0.08124734650019977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871525941938113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694410153056669,0.06632690390196809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897202519112928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048506523032912766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446112301261325,0.09809349940109156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096164060054936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623104179312372,0.045358294907839984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716060790951161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053968830830198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400516687296307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059477465219598624,0.09545784556003543,0.09167104920092904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398367896701248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866539014433208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705943684172906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750322577963117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168062069391585,0.059489907573820715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377617237164119,0.207311306900547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759065297451652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GuatemalanPornLover,2020/02/26,I get nauseous and dizzy everytime I go outside I fucking hate it. I am sleepy all the time. I don't know if my medication Sertraline is making everything worse. I have been taking it for almost 7 years. I hate nausea and I'm afraid of vomit. The nausea causes more anxiety to the anxiety I had already haha.,0.7988888888888894,3.353263606557377,3.6893989071038287,80.68342440801459,93.2622950819672,6.645537340619308,23.171220400728608,7.793537801064563,1.9826706739526407,244,10,43,6,9,86,46,61,0.27,0.6829999999999999,0.048,-0.9181,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,3,1,6,3,0,2,1,8,15,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,3,13,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25116436901264555,0.0,0.2767909227849195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837599038026781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25766571454913384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254247650887802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318830827612331,0.1310453777809978,0.0,0.1425492662944543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952742621857922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378465108146517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674272106337473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25267915863934964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858870622894466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462577037075925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556114554113528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152266679752125
anxiety,Elryndil,2020/02/26,"Panic Attack Affirmations You're a good person.
Red brake lights, yellow license plate.

You deserve to love, and be loved.
Red brake lights, yellow license plate.

You care about your patients, coworkers, family, and friends. Your family loves you unconditionally.
Red brake lights, yellow license plate, black muffler.

You're an intelligent person who works hard to be a successful adult.
Red brake lights, yellow license plate, black muffler.

You're proud of yourself and who you are, even when you're alone.
Red brake lights, yellow license plate, black muffler, silver frame.

You're safe, secure, and independent. You're a contributing member of society, and you love yourself. You're a benevolent person, and it's okay to make mistakes sometimes. 
Red brake lights, yellow license plate, black muffler, silver frame.",5.88570895522388,9.539087626865676,4.6717723880597015,76.48512126865673,75.71641791044777,6.633582089552236,27.777985074626866,7.865858978985527,2.3852253731343285,658,26,92,11,16,193,60,134,0.076,0.639,0.285,0.9879,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,7,0,3,3,15,1,1,5,1,3,4,0,2,0,16,9,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,23,7,12,6,7,0,1,0,0,16,4,18,0,0,0,1,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104616959049588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886692056763747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822624151961694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545763294176074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295828464988035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505458673112133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661887578623378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659173017005018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6310765144767951,0.0,0.11668428010218485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509703230373103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579012469314572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728874818533023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272607601819647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,docb30tn,2020/02/26,"First post here. I'd really like some help and advice. This might get lengthy but I hope those of you who read this can help and relate.    
I don't have a diagnosed anxiety disorder.    
About me: Served almost 7 years in the Army as a Medic; mostly in the Active Duty and some time in the National Guard.    
For most of my life I can handle anxiety easily. I have PTSD. I do not like crowds. I try to sit with my back against a wall so I can see everyone and know where all exits are located. I can't STAND the majority of traffic especially going downtown.    
Big cities and I do not get along.    
The VA where I get healthcare and my Doctor are located in the city roughly half an hour away. For the first time in a long time, I experienced severe anxiety a couple of days ago. The appt. was this morning and it did not subside until I got done and had left the city limits. I started to feel better after a few moments.    
I don't have an issue with going to the doctor; White Coat Anxiety. Does anyone relate to this or is this a big issue for anyone? The fact that it started two days ago and not as I'm getting on the interstate like usual was weird.",1.8909600313479624,3.924486426724141,3.8322100313479663,86.37015673981192,79.1293103448276,6.97680250783699,21.75235109717868,8.00094639256281,1.1109586206896551,889,26,182,16,22,301,132,232,0.047,0.804,0.14800000000000002,0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,21,0,20,5,0,0,2,32,34,15,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,12,0,3,2,1,0,2,7,1,0,4,6,5,19,5,27,27,7,39,0,0,2,0,5,15,0,8,22,127,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751201491554016,0.21319800385561927,0.0,0.1204182378539085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679796744782481,0.0,0.0,0.16817049997031774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298374324277385,0.0924688457638788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635597482397714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330601201082258,0.0,0.15510934440878005,0.0,0.0,0.1220565228816025,0.0,0.0,0.1378229072442888,0.24617263860828126,0.10523615852395812,0.1230628477636254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149090217208399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060804655453250464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457806734528272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513135686135957,0.0,0.13668763226269165,0.0,0.0961790896334113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612090860271113,0.0,0.0,0.11944057322075632,0.11842717388825375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103042499046885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608912717939848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306576547442886,0.0,0.08493982238493633,0.17625188706757902,0.0,0.0,0.10642209066290292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114448854895794,0.0,0.12757179084740047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517126474624112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057192372902938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028776861849196,0.0,0.07703857698832657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582784550310217,0.0,0.0,0.13585417591741294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023453560883836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036536777404868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164540458944708,0.0,0.1174718818843162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324441417396063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744042272270812
anxiety,jspiwek,2020/02/26,"Is medication worth it? I'm considering anxiety medication after trying to cope with my anxiety since I was 15 (I'm 23 now). My counsellor thinks that anyone can cope with anxiety with proper lifestyle changes, breathing techniques, various coping mechanisms etc. And that medication is just a crutch that doesn't solve the real problem. on one hand I agree with her, but I find it so difficult to keep up with it all, especially if I'm depressed. I'm at the point where I think medication may be my last hope but I'm currently on lithium for bipolar and don't want to take more pills than I have to. My anxiety is general, I would say moderately effects me day to day, and I have social anxiety which is moderate to severe some days and definitely impairs my ability to just function some days. Also suffer from the occasional panic attack when anxiety is difficult to control or I'm under a lot of stress, and chronic fatigue partially from anxiety.

What are your experiences with it? Is it a crutch? Do you hope to come off it?

Thanks ❤️",5.5216026105873794,6.959063832487312,7.088720087019586,69.30275380710663,68.03553299492386,11.1108049311095,34.88361131254532,11.062562989136584,4.438859608411894,833,41,144,27,14,287,120,197,0.237,0.6609999999999999,0.102,-0.9815,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,7,12,1,2,6,0,17,10,2,2,1,36,32,12,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,11,12,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,9,0,1,1,2,16,3,27,28,7,18,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,8,9,101,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887108702264146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5940292922258548,0.0,0.0,0.07756500077059178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261991586771118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734948162451432,0.09555657649922517,0.0,0.0,0.12441769307015305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28616330261767675,0.0,0.0955440503386445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371653702578304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851105735500688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138822669073462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203575099210162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859989133258992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042294858767766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430892035592388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470021721674787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516919929807285,0.0,0.0,0.13015273153535895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486492952092424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614525508463976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626289510603206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821617665285084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531959245625274,0.0,0.09176263813562167,0.0,0.0,0.1130794065611849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270702113677839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834057325745987,0.0,0.0,0.10212965802377742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215923304614286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531434908040932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542952772035797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788016574213964,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smudgie9,2020/02/26,"Irrational fears that change every so often So I might be crazy and be the only one that does this, but I’m seeking insight or help or maybe I’m just trying to say it on here because I have no one else. Somewhat recently I have made the correlation with anxiety, but I kinda of manifest a fear into my daily life and stick with that for months at time. I’m Actually trying to analyze my problems now and I see it stems from not wanting to draw attention to myself. I take something and run with it. The most current one is that I’m going to just randomly stroke out or have a heart attack at work or around other people and I just roll with it, I start to feel chest pains or possibly think my face is going numb (eventually I talk myself out of it and realize it’s just my anxiety) but in the past it’s been very weird things that are completely irrational. Like thinking I’m going to randomly lose control of my bowel movements and go on myself. There’s been times where I thought I just stopped breathing or couldn’t breath normally. Or that I just could no longer walk and would fall to the floor, or even that I had a blood clot and started feeling pain in my leg. All of these I now know are from my fear that then all the attention will be on me. I just wonder if anyone else does anything remotely like this and how to not 
psych yourself out, or have a near panic attack. Sorry for the long post and bad wording I’m on a short lunch break.",4.279387755102043,5.1058750680272125,5.194020408163264,84.00633673469389,70.42857142857143,8.465034013605441,27.62517006802721,8.697196308434329,1.8959692517006799,1146,38,235,19,20,375,158,294,0.209,0.752,0.038,-0.9947,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,18,15,2,4,12,0,19,14,8,3,2,73,42,28,0,7,22,0,3,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,20,20,1,2,11,0,0,8,5,13,0,3,5,5,26,2,35,29,4,40,0,1,1,0,3,17,0,18,15,165,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.10660701654213066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714371156480035,0.0,0.0,0.07638639710359495,0.11193405057652174,0.08989903606509796,0.09725089685762864,0.0,0.24856311359708905,0.0,0.0,0.09121471692185007,0.06659452271405797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556635098584014,0.0,0.11454093369813664,0.0,0.12252716064141665,0.08722296114796492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120145319391346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825197688605831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215505889727174,0.0,0.09204332660773863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687917983920863,0.1104747517077976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24834500126980605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945543244449914,0.07322438396834156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060038000884180674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716272477931325,0.10674283252753078,0.0,0.0,0.0966780746849905,0.0,0.12221681606513175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336992622244992,0.0,0.0,0.1097509311840725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589130646107668,0.0,0.0,0.08719803481701523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703655902431804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208099982584667,0.08308547663989073,0.2324880130202697,0.12817505493981654,0.0,0.0,0.1042863766552372,0.07573648290380022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231569249515183,0.1046261736200155,0.0,0.0,0.10453237317096482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786590933763772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687572789041223,0.0,0.0,0.08705383954348572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410186631331132,0.0,0.12229043809599642,0.15464784656117392,0.0,0.0,0.09133341637206266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213837872577041,0.08780670898011947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257728909676013,0.1399991171214207,0.0,0.08672804680974007,0.1274028641366429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833988833366002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013827463080062,0.0644353231108697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847115938450373,0.07953140396419774,0.0,0.0,0.07760426270110267,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,levy_damn,2020/02/26,"Making friends My girlfriend has some really bad social anxiety and has had a hard time making friends at college. She feels like she can’t talk, or physically open her mouth to start a conversation with others. I want to help her so she doesn’t feel so lonely, but I’m not sure what to say. Does anyone have any advice for someone trying to make a friend?",2.6791428571428604,5.095863485714286,3.649999999999999,86.70500000000001,78.42857142857143,6.285714285714287,21.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,0.8157142857142854,284,8,55,4,7,91,55,70,0.129,0.695,0.17600000000000002,0.5436,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,3,1,14,14,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,7,5,7,13,1,4,0,1,0,0,14,2,0,2,3,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672661477309776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386292674000364,0.0,0.16183705228965228,0.0,0.0,0.1479223983545433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663746693029725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513098272563086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393455968446265,0.1511331191658012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903347157380322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950945035956301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417991541077841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033538456671535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236387278642313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552592251251858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823500669783084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565109078656602,0.17924771221764815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497379195190347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938568923239905,0.0,0.0,0.17003785328876847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233579402545438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363023316966628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247791216069962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deadscared,2020/02/26,"Public speaking with social anxiety Hi guys,

I’ve been struggling with anxiety for years and for the last ten years or so I’ve fought panic disorder and social anxiety.

I’m pretty well now, no more panic attacks and anxiety in general has gotten better. Got through uni and now working. No more meds. 

But one thing that I still have is crippling fear of public speaking, which is an issue in my profession. Everything from large meetings to giving presentations and speeches. It breaks me. 

Do you guys know any good books that could help me?",4.765454545454546,7.345152212121214,5.029292929292929,78.59727272727275,72.33333333333334,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.736321212121212,435,18,71,9,9,137,73,99,0.262,0.608,0.13,-0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,5,9,2,4,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,13,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,1,2,4,3,5,3,10,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,7,47,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471030030350977,0.0,0.4711709049576054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517217081663228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618100232442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293888041739374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647209461298186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838547163768986,0.0,0.0,0.17326802562354165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477097002582706,0.0,0.12914941650858114,0.12315024943925755,0.0,0.0,0.3049247990352522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320818814039202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071299682836576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846222659040266,0.1255125974038446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103481375890645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433945802508457,0.0,0.0,0.3613199447564648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665095242807486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139223007446539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229670064174521,0.0,0.0,0.1609712073278735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022961218909889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844468779963284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209779664319583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983135297148851
anxiety,wannaimprove2,2020/02/26,How to feel better after not getting a perfect score I just took a midterm and I’ve been so anxious about it. I studied in advance and really felt prepared. Now this is where I feel silly. I took the test and I think I did fine! But I’m kicking myself because I know I got one question wrong that I knew how to do. I studied that topic and still messed it up. How do I stop feeling anxious about my score and the fact that I won’t get a perfect score?,0.6400000000000006,2.6766413333333356,2.4123333333333328,94.86600000000004,83.58333333333334,4.256666666666667,24.18333333333333,4.935628992294339,0.20032833333333366,352,14,77,1,10,116,61,96,0.203,0.6970000000000001,0.1,-0.8943,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,10,7,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,3,23,19,10,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,8,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,7,4,14,5,7,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,54,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870544249660882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140648828461424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064981922635324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269885849704838,0.0,0.206976307623112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252477423323384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240710813203192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846894516676693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607249521683804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414822539757936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809652725752464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215057272411596,0.18022208162707784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812541628133615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790015305829689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356866042766971,0.0,0.0
anxiety,big_clit_energy_,2020/02/26,"Overthinking and wanting to bail on a trip I'm excited for So I've been in a really funky headspace for the past couple weeks drowning in school and not getting alot of time outside or with friends/socializing. I found out a club im in is doing a weekend camping trip to Big Sur and I got really excited! Even though I wouldn't know anyone on the trip because my friends in the club can't make it, I thought it would be good to enjoy some exercise and nature and meet some new people. I was feeling brave so I signed up and included that I have a car and can drive. 

Now that I know I have a spot on the trip all I can think about is everything that could go wrong and reasons not to go. I'm worried about driving ~4 hours each way because something could happen or my car could break down (it's old but it's made plenty of trips much farther before and I try not to make a habit of it), I'm worried about feeling excluded from everyone there since I don't know anyone, I'm worried about getting anxious and just wanting to go home the whole time. Part of me wants to just bail and not go but I'm excited to camp and hike and be outdoors and I know I would be sad if I didn't. Since I'm driving if I didn't go I would also be putting the coordinator in a tough spot bc of the people depending on me. I wish I hadnt signed up as a driver but I probably wouldn't have even gotten a spot if I didn't because drivers get priority and these trips fill up FAST.

All I can think about is everything that could go wrong and it makes me want to bail and crawl into bed and pretend this never happened. Any advice on what I should do/how I could get myself in a better headspace?",2.988350087412588,4.04650903693182,4.272386363636365,88.54516608391609,73.6875,7.347202797202798,26.890734265734267,7.748469712250963,1.3609034965034956,1319,47,290,17,26,435,163,352,0.086,0.833,0.081,-0.5406,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,15,12,0,0,19,0,33,1,0,6,3,76,72,31,1,19,14,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,2,0,13,22,0,0,11,5,0,19,13,4,0,0,11,2,30,8,41,46,9,51,0,1,0,0,2,19,0,9,11,185,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964187704136957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733600345071614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062382595505632965,0.0,0.0,0.10363385686049396,0.0,0.1282857696820182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677614718114027,0.0,0.0780592901660476,0.0,0.0,0.08113169725358148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36621260882472095,0.10150246282836972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117952434036484,0.0,0.0,0.08765623160701504,0.16489008007822295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276742385194706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058212789387397,0.07087383554934437,0.0,0.1917099288330604,0.0,0.31280893106568064,0.07694253370003262,0.07336844775460455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224100424528826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201716802197607,0.0,0.09033998921453128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908898551047124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165949555524532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680138774863311,0.18370044319087644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743540157591325,0.0,0.07075129007919573,0.0885977372412239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962599106001456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933950778849114,0.0875709459003685,0.12719428289236284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890529027873228,0.0,0.0,0.0922184946540112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753492016613187,0.09431832893101076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928401962846178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176742789054354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062168829003178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755950781634145,0.09012866574545036,0.07282693424404219,0.1069822318186914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062281693701366526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642950403268665,0.07281456429964436,0.07358387052356842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024182764687794,0.1054901305085273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794824672286478,0.0,0.19549663844692491,0.2005945172410475,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wanderingearth03,2020/02/26,"I got called a fob.. So I got called a fob. 
My family moved to Australia when I was very young. I have to admit, my parents are very, very fobby and they always speak to me in Chinese. I had a hard time learning English when I first came here but now it’s sort of my...first language? 
Obviously I have an accent. My parents speak with an accent. We briefly lived in the states and I watched a lot of American television, so my accent is sort of a mix of Australian, Chinese and American. Still, when people ask me where I’m from I can get a little defensive. Not that I’ll snap at them but I’ll try to explain to them that I used to live in other countries but now I’m (almost proper) Australian. I know it’s my fault but I just hate for them to think less of me...and treat me like I don’t speak English. 
And then the fob incident happened. I was chatting with a guy I just met in choir and I got confused about the word ‘confused’. Yeah I got confused BIG TIME. Then I mentioned I’ve always found the phrase ‘don’t nobody’ irritating because it just doesn’t make any sense grammatically (and I’m such a grammar police sometimes). And in reply, he said ‘ah fob struggles’. 
That really upset me. It still upsets me. I’ve always struggled with my identity and the way he so casually used the word made me question whether or not I belong there. To be honest I’ve always felt out of place in Australia but I’ve been trying to fit in. So hard. 
Is it okay to have an accent and still speak English like a native speaker? Is it okay if I say English is my first language because I’ve been speaking it as my dominant language for most of my life? 
Anyways. I hope you guys have had a good day :)",0.9439773404889706,3.2703023720930235,2.702906976744188,91.39438878950509,84.87209302325581,5.039833035181873,22.774001192605844,6.42735559955562,0.545719976147883,1312,48,273,13,39,433,163,344,0.094,0.7859999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8617,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,4,2,21,19,2,7,19,4,20,1,0,4,1,53,45,27,0,2,13,2,3,2,0,0,1,9,0,2,11,15,0,1,8,3,0,2,5,10,1,2,16,13,42,9,34,28,3,34,0,0,1,0,28,14,0,12,18,172,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293630218157254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421412082639765,0.0,0.0,0.06990545495928617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610127704552804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532814018141342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993437039322294,0.1175723319421717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629553227069399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690782117450122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870119822332207,0.0,0.0,0.262317114109297,0.0,0.1127115560711075,0.0,0.0,0.053707166584938515,0.0,0.0,0.08622120930404872,0.3288644647354648,0.0,0.0,0.2035702957888827,0.09090300846647403,0.0,0.18417176192183973,0.10149071167125877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210057178139444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056494518500663574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260852990451823,0.10044280019704584,0.10302955537818867,0.1815431904874188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739429571406196,0.0,0.09726896504518948,0.06861776618619618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925689557058807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282877082938419,0.0,0.0,0.07126646576454079,0.0,0.10740093952891426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515611661446955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585436211190443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778344517232172,0.08174826517011345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166881773569772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24628134492052425,0.0,0.0,0.21493139549755266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658681384774143,0.0,0.0,0.11988346312346278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958477035267944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756712886453366,0.0,0.254454762754572,0.0,0.08159543865995783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,804hunny,2020/02/26,"Travel Anxiety...Fear of Panic Attacks. Am I alone? I've struggled with travel anxiety for almost five years now after my first panic attack occurred while out of town. Since then, I've had my highs and my lows. I've gone on trips I didn't think I could, and I got out of others. I take daily medication and medication when needed while traveling. I mediate. I go to therapy. I try to work on accepting the anxiety rather than fearing it. I'm still however fighting a constant battle. I think that I'm simply curious if anyone else's anxiety revolves around their fear of it? I feel like i'm alone. I feel like I'm the only one who gets anxious driving an hour away or flying or taking a train. Anyone out there?",1.7828457446808517,4.319477085106385,3.998648049645393,82.09031250000002,83.11347517730495,6.929255319148936,23.706117021276608,8.07648339933343,1.7882372340425534,563,21,103,12,16,193,91,141,0.273,0.6609999999999999,0.067,-0.9789,1,2,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,6,13,4,5,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,20,19,10,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,3,0,7,1,10,0,3,4,2,15,3,17,14,0,28,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,4,13,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253233861716397,0.25924304804481296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872267918247169,0.14138809581471715,0.0,0.17502080155023453,0.12823479045685565,0.0,0.11141335738362963,0.0,0.2847608803867588,0.11758605289266777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524672476471453,0.0,0.09992507273905274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454988537232432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224982366441375,0.1265629767086626,0.17881970513881415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645570219714197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538766047993673,0.0,0.07112775119549045,0.0,0.10009687408304427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223179137732333,0.0,0.0,0.12325121768032772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228758533652355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215844030878354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927999079364344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480740915576776,0.09518505434269653,0.0,0.29368188191790323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352846205959043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994793363214162,0.0,0.0,0.1308378565553875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882000647723245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431242020737204,0.0,0.0,0.16038691850910095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849711700723989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111340891855137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059490136325699
anxiety,impychimp,2020/02/26,"Need help. Emotional distress causing physical pain. Hi all,

I just had a horrible day yesterday. I made a mistake 2 weeks ago that landed my supervisor in hot water with the bosses. 

My supervisor has since been treating me disrespectfully and attacking me verbally with rhetorical questions like I’m an idiot. After that, he purposely humiliated me in a client facing meeting by making me present my results and leaving me out to dry when I was noticeably distraught.

The bigger boss has noticed my distress and most likely forced my supervisor to address it. When my supervisor approached me, he blamed it on issues arising in my personal life. And that although I am a junior and have been reporting to him that I did not have enough resources to complete my work (which he consistently ignores), he expects more out of me than the seniors on my team. He only makes me present to the clients. He only makes me deal with the lashes when they’re unhappy with our product. He did not address the emotional distress he has put me through or his own culpability I’m not reviewing my work.

I’ve been crying for days because I’ve sunk a year of non stop work into this. It is one thing for my hard work not to be noticed but I’m being attacked from within my team and by the outward facing clients.

I want to reach out to my bigger boss since it seems like he understands my plight but I’m scared. I’m scared of the fall back and the implication of weakness. 

Physically, I’m exhausted. My throat is constantly constricted. Every breath I take feels like I’m hyperventilating. I’m getting major migraines and I really just can’t think straight. I’m crying in waves but it’s been going on for a few days. I lost my appetite and haven’t eaten in two days. It’s really tough to drink water when my throat feels the way it does.

I’ve talked to my friends and family and they tried to help but they don’t understand the pain I feel. I don’t understand it either.

If you got to this point, thank you for reading through all that. I really don’t know what to do. Please help.",3.9493230860183246,6.047906125628143,5.0742890925214335,79.53192137156373,73.17085427135676,8.199940880874962,29.54507833284068,8.925248442259385,2.5999119716228205,1650,71,304,35,34,543,197,398,0.156,0.763,0.081,-0.9790000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,2,2,7,7,24,3,6,18,0,24,15,5,9,2,61,55,22,0,5,13,0,5,4,1,0,6,0,2,1,18,19,4,3,10,4,0,4,9,17,0,2,12,5,47,7,45,41,9,43,0,1,0,0,28,19,0,5,23,191,65,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199677489659803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104670463871529,0.0,0.07112774973431503,0.0,0.05638790204370089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502426204835572,0.0,0.0,0.09698579832303753,0.09996098711348583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203216554189765,0.2386226093647435,0.09536472468169052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094846523343058,0.0,0.0,0.0906160071713999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810290671165846,0.0,0.0955785160354277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793629074899737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720194394884431,0.0,0.14031423059406756,0.06608290985277106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146623452810266,0.0,0.04832808408474835,0.0,0.052570590770554655,0.0,0.07398169795033649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286294885914726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860049095094228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654727003954676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050836266629509935,0.0,0.0,0.09794546520818012,0.0,0.0,0.06533636685051981,0.1807657488671804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097603891833493,0.0,0.0,0.08752691717791443,0.1852359034083209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858850310426717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159398508652081,0.0,0.0,0.06268123940521153,0.1407027343116721,0.19685569879088916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076852156840594,0.0,0.10153859239163662,0.08744357813959316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929893029732199,0.10362256734984568,0.0,0.09252627986990024,0.0,0.17777600375500574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852197718788527,0.0,0.0,0.08420966181908801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303597598864296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733518502441701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954942636204857,0.07434899903120007,0.0,0.08516272096468767,0.0,0.0,0.06145371873536312,0.059271064501381386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280227525954024,0.0,0.09036027806405884,0.28889118332023805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455963252910195,0.07342318486032796,0.07419892133058867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693680400946544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956777075822445
anxiety,TheSilverCat,2020/02/26,"Cried at the end of interview More so of a venting post so yea.

Graduated in electrical engineering about a year ago and have been searching for a full time job since. Got a reply for an internship at a metro station. Interview was today and oh boy did it go great /s. 

First things first, I was handed a small test too complete, then moved on to technical questions with 4 high level people. I only got like 1.5 out of 3 questions right and then when they asked about my senior project and explain it I did. But then they asked more technical questions that I didn't know the answer to so I started choking up. I couldn't even explain how I helped build my own project because I didn't remember what I did, awesome. They then pivoted points to other questions I should know but didn't, and then one of the guys said ""don't even ask him the other ones because he probably won't get them.""

 After about a half an hour of this the interview ended and as I was getting walked out but one of the nice ladies who works there, I started tearing up. I hate how I feel not good enough and how upset I am over myself. I just blank out when the going gets tough and don't even know what the answer is in the moment. I know how to fix this, I need to definitely at least study the basics over again, but I just hate this feeling of ineptitude. On the bright side, I have a second round of interviews with another company so hopefully that goes better!

Don't know if this belongs here, but I really enjoy viewing this community and hearing everyone's success stories, so thanks :)",4.212697628458496,5.642793237012987,4.957284020327499,83.37269621682667,71.17532467532467,8.083794466403162,28.326369282891026,8.587818076936951,2.051136476566912,1239,46,242,21,23,400,171,308,0.07,0.782,0.14800000000000002,0.9798,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,4,5,23,14,2,1,21,1,20,1,1,4,0,47,48,32,0,5,9,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,15,14,0,0,16,0,0,4,9,4,0,7,13,8,29,10,36,32,6,48,0,0,3,0,25,21,0,6,23,175,44,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173697676256347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851750299082052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902454387838965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617217362502173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915278324800302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085065106314114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367808266229845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833215181682584,0.10693206062798592,0.0,0.20506102262044765,0.0,0.0,0.09888841419502577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046545495453708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605580794174674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220658674390304,0.0,0.11763065242490885,0.08680187366319128,0.16553961577839058,0.11409726449600645,0.0,0.10247062897443797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434841968894304,0.0,0.0,0.11663990716422258,0.0,0.06936666343648512,0.10934207555837323,0.0,0.10278817711145267,0.10191606584084302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269711289152107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28437492915836143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055962055888105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099926957960834,0.0,0.07673596825472492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210380984252704,0.07870823873412205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717464160807744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978307928079264,0.0,0.09911409531672773,0.0,0.1115789160890622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637265826631608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629786413746294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723314727634225,0.08837925483587272,0.09844197643144048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560737779510416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465004489245566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527899803408447,0.0,0.0,0.0687536598202598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060345414453958614,0.0,0.09809570919816284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534140722577927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664368456852156
anxiety,totalmindwar,2020/02/26,"Anxiety and phones So I'm currently trying to get help for anxiety and depression but the places that I've contacted (at least I think that's who it is) keep ringing me from withheld numbers and stuff but the sound of the phone vibrating makes my chest start pounding and I can't answer at all. Why can't they just write to me/text or e-mail and why do professionals not understand this is the best way to contact people with extreme anxiety? I can't be the only person. If I do push through it when I've had my beta blockers and manage to answer a call I just go ""umm what was that? Errrr ummm sorry ummm"" and have even pretended the phone is cracking up and hung up before to exit the call. Why am I even alive?",2.0113405088062635,4.1162774726027385,3.752485322896284,86.7335616438356,79.06849315068494,6.911154598825831,23.442270058708417,7.957251820313856,1.3285886497064583,565,19,114,10,14,189,95,146,0.06,0.858,0.08199999999999999,0.7929,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0,8,0,13,1,1,1,1,26,21,14,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,9,0,3,4,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,2,2,10,1,14,18,3,12,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,2,3,76,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061983671900861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060833518726893,0.0,0.18574363883500614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614600720180707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524441438895143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338049241911467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924717389787884,0.0,0.10058941999791768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863493568091905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731985370643492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814445943713027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346114455732878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270492820910602,0.15454379757904213,0.1849204171009009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812960480736064,0.12527682949104524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261508151213364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341021497883805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016689084736487,0.0,0.0,0.184256356686353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048911133098832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791270035332726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JaySavage1994,2020/02/26,Voices. I always feel like people are saying things about me behind my back. Is this a part if anxiety and how do I deal with it? Thanks in advance .,0.375,2.7936541666666663,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,90.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,14.166666666666668,5.985473137389443,-0.6183333333333332,115,2,23,1,4,38,29,30,0.055,0.772,0.174,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036074638052571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27913043044264363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28056841734210114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761728716872191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844931209708509,0.2606686911930783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782608062913891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951269759707187,0.0,0.25296024451334165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901653803669106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359303496435786,0.0,0.0,0.2424085208624168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Drean_7,2020/02/26,"I need your advice ( may contain anxiety trigger !!!) Hi.I am  27

Since 18  I deal  with general anxiety.I have my ups and downs  but I somehow manage it ..

My  job is not bad .recently I got  another  part\_time  job offer( which is very prestigious and well\_paid) I felt lucky until my manager told me that I have to attend  5 day training in the city before I start a new job .

1) I have  strange social anxiety.I feel great around ppl.I feel like social butterfly at times but attending  formal/official meetings  where I am surrounded by unknown ppl makes me extremely anxious and i always try to avoid it 

2) The  training is in the city, 7 hrs away from my town .Last time I was there ( 3 months ago) I got terrible panic attack,could not calm down and  left the city at 3.a.m ( I visited the therapist that day and after that visit I felt terrible  fear  that earthquake may happen and I may be injured.I guess  my therapy worked  well bc  I realized my fears better but even though my fear was irrational could not calm myself down.... ( I felt better  after  I left the city)

Right now I do not have a good support system and i also deal with break up .I think it will make my panic in the city worse. I would like to be a ,,strong girl'' and ,,just do it'' but I am not ready for it .

1) Will I be fired  for not attending my training ?

2)Should  I lie that I can't go bc I have minor   physical illness( flu,cold and etc....

3)I live int the country where being open about my anxiety will ruin my reputation :( I would  love to be open with my coordinator about it but I am afraid of her reactions.

I  feel like I am not ready to go and also I do not want to loose that job.what makes me anxious is that if I deny that offer ppl in my community will gossip about me (bc it is a dream job for many ) and it will make me feel even more weird....Plus  it will have negative impact on my current job.

I feel scared,stressed and lost.Plz  give me ur kind advice .",1.7656189960763091,3.8760620745501297,3.508795156271145,88.13920680557437,79.9254498714653,6.973914219997295,23.090312542281154,8.032893268588372,1.2737722365038566,1493,50,312,28,38,498,194,389,0.212,0.6779999999999999,0.11,-0.9918,7,1,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,1,0,4,16,27,0,7,12,0,39,2,0,5,0,62,65,22,0,6,15,0,9,3,0,11,1,0,0,1,18,18,0,2,10,1,0,7,10,12,1,0,8,9,57,15,35,40,2,47,0,1,0,1,17,23,0,7,18,202,75,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438213965010467,0.07002255051965994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126341387148714,0.06572852482140737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283107426909435,0.1208588958638226,0.17847926761877292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703205397674964,0.0,0.08986596977108346,0.07421654730384,0.0,0.06595587635632927,0.0,0.0,0.06721724618640741,0.0,0.0,0.1397258226718304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613900552554394,0.0,0.0,0.10188793242445608,0.16287668046061615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809810376777541,0.10434829605817923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26666734356931443,0.19970623464134865,0.11286526572507373,0.22753707535815695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577730752792153,0.0897871130351557,0.06625560159360222,0.1263558765278362,0.08709008896167335,0.08701972281915822,0.0,0.06985327115252762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703303310909419,0.0,0.0,0.08225907979098146,0.0,0.06438985845526278,0.0,0.0,0.17165230564368802,0.0,0.0,0.1157760058085052,0.0,0.06975228831777147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623021814395299,0.0,0.07129428918008983,0.0,0.2109138303845191,0.08008652893140898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305147893879252,0.0,0.0,0.05857232714021856,0.0,0.07629195580735985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536258974128675,0.0,0.08554174828968522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799608242419526,0.0,0.0,0.06745961176213787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653438465933787,0.0,0.0,0.16104688237676087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055911669688677286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048624327836764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964034869045763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033540842828124,0.09171699044272393,0.0,0.05061554083847503,0.07761024601911402,0.0,0.09212293627614976,0.0,0.0,0.07548122058460949,0.0,0.053631078754698656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517751846574886,0.046592132799379515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204843235964054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750786302173296,0.0,0.0805006410650065,0.11222875711653764,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kingbabycat,2020/02/26,"Anxiety after quitting nicotine Hey everyone, looking for some advice here. For some background, I had an anxiety attack when I was about 16 and was prescribed Xanax which I took once and hated. I smoked a pack a day for about 10 years since, then switched to a Juul vape for another year and a half. A little over a month ago I stopped cold turkey due to bad heartburn and felt like it was suspiciously easy. I felt great, started exercising and was just overall in a great place due to my achievement. However, this past week has been extremely hard with cravings, to the point where I’ve been having a tight throat, heartburn and breathing issues pretty much constantly. I’m not too concerned about these anxiety symptoms since I’ve been able to exercise like normal and they seem to go away when I’m distracted. But when I’m not distracted it’s annoying as hell. The issue I’m having is I’m starting to feel like I’ve been using the nicotine for all these years to cope with my anxiety, and now that it’s gone I’m realizing how fucked I really am. Have any of you ex smokers experiences anything similar? It’s just weird that I was fine for a month and NOW I’m having issues. All advice is appreciated. Thank you.",4.639267139479905,6.328062744680853,5.3689007092198615,79.82361111111112,70.48936170212768,8.626477541371159,29.651300236406627,9.150863307647796,2.6024846335697402,975,39,180,20,18,316,135,235,0.158,0.716,0.127,-0.6942,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,2,14,16,5,2,13,0,18,9,2,2,2,30,39,16,0,1,5,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,5,2,0,3,2,9,0,1,14,7,13,7,25,25,5,32,1,0,1,1,5,7,2,3,25,109,23,1,0.11571897584747146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615848783410425,0.10257789000531402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869287174904625,0.12134143589944772,0.3540987991462011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522685722672476,0.0,0.0,0.13164704076026051,0.10872178704444677,0.0,0.0966205112477884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505110297179728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462916622960136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057444045002372,0.0,0.11319536310937706,0.0,0.0,0.058510991154668325,0.08266965946717827,0.2222167279445852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698032850025277,0.0,0.0,0.06576576071896292,0.0,0.0,0.2551611587914186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036614728360764,0.11424853127581087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623416381529245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960333922348414,0.11598081426491083,0.0,0.0,0.0971747951430765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473156499604867,0.0,0.08506676204390366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338002686555865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232369326187427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046685632145764,0.0,0.0,0.12090170023209622,0.0,0.10939183585434427,0.0,0.0,0.11772780015964908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308137494407398,0.0,0.0,0.07413253908161478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053462095107534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144786525585888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638129734142806,0.0,0.0,0.09674624536122316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202763239100226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106538485625627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285680400198492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994404089581647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928227823638202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355767935035287
anxiety,Thats1LuckyStump,2020/02/26,"Doctor prescribed blood pressure medicine and I scared to take it The doctor and pharmacist told me that I might get dizzy if I stand up to fast for the first few days.  I can hold it out it in my hand just can’t put it in my mouth and swallow. I know it is good for me. Just scared that my blood pressure will go to low and I will die or something else might happen. 

My blood pressure was 136/idr. It used to be 150, but I lost some weight and it came down. 

Amlodipine besylate 5mg.  

Anyone taking this drug? Any advice?",1.5888888888888886,3.454631222222221,2.388666666666669,97.17300000000004,79.37037037037038,5.431111111111113,20.059259259259264,6.2581,-0.14664740740740756,404,10,93,3,10,126,72,108,0.161,0.802,0.037000000000000005,-0.8559,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,5,2,0,9,10,5,1,0,18,19,8,1,1,5,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,10,7,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,7,0,1,4,2,13,1,11,10,2,13,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,5,3,58,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620121705363254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262002552650984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608007269973742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623172186429325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628791864755875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871379559664844,0.0,0.0,0.3691190093137194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091075437146005,0.0,0.15062960552958568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533753994203356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420687042859817,0.0,0.10247687088922776,0.15123922577925472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945149380813656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909611924697197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968345485844475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825703239822639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126584950236807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610524890580595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388148914077642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711480879806103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229820705743631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573381137937814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195744522577641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lim06,2020/02/26,"Cant sleep with a presentation tomorrow It's 1.30 am and I have to wake up at 8.45am... I messed up my previous presentation because I woke up late, and being the leader of the group and not being there? A big bad. And then it went badly, lecturers being very awful to my team and making them cry? A big bad. I cant fall asleep naturally and I'm too stressed/anxious/scared of what will happen

I recently had a talk with the director(with other  people) about one those lecturer that was awful, because he basically was so bias to the point it affected our groups. It's horrible especially when doing creative stuff (I'm in a game design course) where he talks you down regardless of effort given. Save my soul I don't know what to do ahaha",2.4707126436781586,4.9417017724137935,4.293103448275861,81.5005747126437,79.55172413793103,7.728735632183907,22.77011494252873,8.648137234880735,1.8058183908045968,587,19,111,14,15,198,98,145,0.198,0.759,0.043,-0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,1,2,6,5,0,0,9,2,14,3,3,2,0,14,22,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,6,0,12,1,16,12,0,19,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,7,75,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392826904359528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305523634816903,0.2582323161085934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266108313162864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730106729069576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640410795810795,0.0,0.2389285889833022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138344878341372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435265459567952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684096076597186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200226971508088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913479414079286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196091133454734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424694237562781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34048640797635643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747637379119654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963480881116013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Byboiline,2020/02/26,"I think I'm having an anxiety attack I have multiple college/course deadlines due this very week, one of which is super important and I don't get any remediation for it. Yesterday was really bad at college too, I was off last week and I had to catch up and couldn't focus for the most part.

I feel sick and nauseated but don't have a high temperature, and my heart is beating like crazy. I want to be productive and work on these things but I can't muster up the energy and can't afford to waste time.

Please help, I feel like crying my eyes out",4.737142857142857,5.0294162857142855,6.0321428571428575,80.31285714285715,69.17857142857143,9.971428571428572,26.714285714285715,9.957137785484203,2.2314500000000006,432,12,92,10,7,146,77,112,0.158,0.6459999999999999,0.196,0.5603,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,4,0,14,3,2,0,0,16,20,9,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,3,11,3,12,15,2,14,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,8,59,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514667898804482,0.0,0.17453058803211635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595483011179565,0.0,0.0,0.1904918591613488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506069824440613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071431402058795,0.16298710206316416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191965425067879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703533688101793,0.15292103630628612,0.2410481155919632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859689314415736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292061310390365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459721109654556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470592093959883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504351118671529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615576973912345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156965015610016,0.14618634471154335,0.0,0.0,0.13303340333042382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824382835862646,0.13456605369469185,0.0,0.3660089179132365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660925507868693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abdie39,2020/02/26,"What to do when going out? I have decided that I am going to try and go out this weekend, but I get really nervous because I feel like I won't know what to do. I get really worried about stupid stuff like just getting inside the building and getting lost. I also have no idea what i am supposed to wear, I am a girl. And I don't know what to drink. In the past I haven't drank at parties, so now I feel like people will think it's weird that I am drinking. It's a college party, and I think they have Burnett's and maybe some other stuff? But I have no idea if i am supposed to mix it with something or how much to drink, or how I will react to alcohol. I feel like this is something I need to do just to have fun and be outside of my comfort zone. Does anyone have any advice to be more comfortable?",4.1479069767441805,3.6738170465116298,5.4563720930232575,86.5781627906977,70.3953488372093,8.042790697674418,28.827906976744185,7.1686216300943375,1.4098516279069764,620,20,140,5,10,209,89,172,0.135,0.703,0.162,0.7825,0,0,6,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,9,11,1,1,4,0,22,6,1,3,0,31,39,16,0,2,7,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,9,5,0,10,4,0,3,5,4,0,0,2,3,21,7,18,32,3,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,8,103,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197170995167182,0.0,0.1443300175924508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080014108981204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184031026372266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443182665390344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232673176749948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818532597823185,0.0,0.0,0.3969000146765535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485975903711248,0.28944453313666124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28223736447571546,0.0,0.23026029174869336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049155983707572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844261038920056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639192589255409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474257237754955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567835768747186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927910426444778,0.10013969473492937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289228634427578,0.09362837751397747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303614008661627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793997785227675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092055326337831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307233828269325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169176157101618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137152338166885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trollfucker69,2020/02/26,"I literally think I’m an attention whore for wearing a face mask because I’m sick I live in the US so it’s not as big of a thing as I assume it is in Europe and Asia, but I’ve been to two days worth of classes this week while sick. I scheduled an appointment Friday with my school’s clinic and they had a box of masks out so I grabbed a couple and put one on. Nobody told me to do it but I figured since so many people were sick I might as well. 

I personally don’t feel like I’m *that* sick, but apparently for whatever’s going around the fifth day is the worst, and I’m getting a headache and body aches today so I know I’m actually sick and probably should wear the mask. The initial infection is still in my sinuses because I’m congested but it’s mostly moved down to my chest now. I don’t have a fever but I’m still coughing and blowing my nose a lot so I’m assuming I’m still contagious...

I guess I’m self conscious because the mask grabs attention, and I’m scared I’ll look like a bad person for being in class for 2 days this week and not wearing the mask and then wearing one now. Worse, that I’ll look like an attention whore for only now wearing a mask...

Fuck I wish I wasn’t like this. Either smarter or less of a shuffling mouse... it’s ridiculous...",1.1754506314580944,3.11495257835821,3.0919402985074638,91.25403559127442,81.05223880597015,6.361882893226178,23.36739380022962,7.468242284971852,0.9165804822043624,993,35,222,15,26,333,135,268,0.193,0.716,0.091,-0.9869,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,0,13,12,2,1,20,0,14,23,9,0,0,38,36,26,0,2,9,0,3,4,0,2,11,0,0,3,11,13,0,0,10,0,1,3,5,7,1,3,5,6,20,5,24,28,5,27,0,0,2,3,6,9,1,7,19,129,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.1308605153792534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193758431355643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196640947032588,0.245235084325422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895288822472028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483771259406736,0.0,0.2594467678730222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780408745030486,0.09579979264378356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397164030120415,0.07006078340837597,0.0,0.07621110671731644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772430381374416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369687280329297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620544600284119,0.0,0.11841118194058188,0.0,0.22521745668021986,0.0,0.0,0.11400550824938788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595454395824647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142257016314476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252518207857134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173684394507084,0.10198773632625023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929668187636276,0.23417878043316184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458055797819155,0.0,0.0,0.13480574573322726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342557083144162,0.13571455423473142,0.0,0.0,0.1398936855176684,0.0,0.0,0.1109274304007987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212730266958309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908889643560866,0.0859247224684758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271094295253429,0.12813659249461806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099447226306524,0.0,0.1613036433414401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513100115293224,0.0,0.12057040115934382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420633099738995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366575389190975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PaperclipGirl,2020/02/26,"I’ve fallen back. Scratched with needles after 394 days clean... I’ve been a mess lately. My work partner is on preventative leave so I’m alone at work. It’s also the middle of the semester and assignments are piling up. Yesterday, we had the parent teacher interview for my oldest and it’s not good. I had anxiety attack last night and nothing was working to calm me down (I usually have pretty effective strategies). When my youngest woke up in the middle of the night, I went to calm him down and then couldn’t go back to sleep for hours. So I called off from work today because tomorrow is parent teacher interview (for my work) and I can’t miss so might as well recuperate today. But the morning with my kids and their father didn’t go well, I was asked to take the youngest at daycare, I said no because the whole point of me taking the day is so I can sleep and control my anxiety! I was never able to go back to sleep. I feel like throwing up, I can barely breathe. So I scratched. And now I cry. I’m so disappointed in myself. And it didn’t alleviate the pain as much. Like, I don’t want to do it again but at the same time, I really want to to feel better... and I have no one to turn to for that kind of thing...",1.7462951807228926,3.80419030120482,3.4313504016064265,88.9405195783133,79.72289156626506,6.559638554216868,23.226405622489963,7.645422480735847,1.0525514056224896,951,32,201,15,24,316,131,249,0.09300000000000001,0.826,0.081,-0.6058,2,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,1,8,15,14,1,0,12,0,21,5,4,2,1,27,38,23,0,3,3,3,4,2,1,1,1,1,1,2,6,13,0,2,3,0,0,6,9,5,2,1,11,5,28,9,37,25,3,44,0,2,0,0,13,15,0,1,25,140,34,8,0.10802732187055464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188372612223407,0.0,0.08638941027068614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528121109438332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009909633324454,0.12289667395829652,0.0,0.24919902716948106,0.0,0.13170490547787864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554138744731017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030797380849464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116182722745192,0.0,0.0,0.11866294050255898,0.13933737145829456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924371959119172,0.07717474032920378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841832495289369,0.09060819226345007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638515159560942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249383203601368,0.0,0.08805668553908585,0.1218595244089264,0.1143853359469974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555338559031174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459991708854073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794125113578203,0.0,0.08331733029971923,0.0,0.0,0.20275264720807745,0.0,0.10365512884777958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320210906855226,0.0,0.11494868696277424,0.0,0.2399031135312495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212073668388197,0.0,0.0,0.10990262286560533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692050685879455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275872110668964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32431601373139585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244620376114094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176855250823523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299160011543048,0.0,0.2047945396601672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750270536878793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897683305533922,0.0,0.12743462666130334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425907184286767,0.1001424096534294,0.0,0.12060864699040208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932258846047883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nixo97,2020/02/26,"HELP Hello, I am a 22 year old female who has been dealing with anxiety for years now. Since starting college 3 years ago, it has gotten worse.

As of December 2019, I have been afraid to leave the house, drive, or do anything too strenuous. Being out of breath, loud noises, and being alone in general causes me to worry. I constantly worry about things no one else really cares/thinks about. 

My question is, where do I go for help if I can’t leave my house? Where do I start? Will CBT therapy work for severe anxiety? Exposure therapy?? Should I go straight for medications? 

**I have tried CBD oil, it worked for about 8 months, and then my panic attacks became worse.",2.5454761904761902,5.224437674603177,3.559682539682541,85.5714285714286,80.98412698412699,7.092063492063493,22.492063492063494,8.192908349453996,1.5516253968253966,521,17,97,11,14,167,91,126,0.23,0.711,0.057999999999999996,-0.9624,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,1,2,2,0,16,2,1,1,0,10,21,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,3,2,12,0,16,14,0,19,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,11,61,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206868678841491,0.0,0.0,0.14100812838874385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083054885817965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203809258066323,0.0,0.0,0.15488785170712402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986136130452215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712747495920014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036247087743625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373407133417734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475193874194262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825140884551073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141927139560985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883218622766001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715465079403036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867192714509563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286428208187066,0.0,0.09225731705242156,0.0,0.0,0.15974018521711406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251676802334851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721980876771669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380833482435646,0.0,0.1126229210780182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273231959767093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113938987179176,0.0,0.090450592030689,0.08723805466558512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243546354878117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823453488330134,0.27652953194570634,0.2774926123284814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26302428438375264
anxiety,lifesok,2020/02/26,"Podcast recommendations? Hey all. I’m looking for some podcast recommendations to help distract the anxious side of my brain. I listen to them all day at work and they really help me focus and keep the anxiety at bay. Ideally i like things that are up beat, leaning towards the comedy side. I’m not opposed to true crime. I really enjoy storytelling and a little but of suspense and mystery. 

I currently listen to:

MFM

Astonishing Legends 

Up and vanished

Radio rental

Tania

Chasing Excellence 

And a variety of financial podcasts 

Thanks in advance!",4.717386363636361,8.003297708333335,6.005303030303029,67.55181818181822,77.125,8.907575757575756,34.76893939393939,9.339509955726095,4.470241666666666,444,25,62,13,11,148,68,96,0.08,0.718,0.20199999999999999,0.9297,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,5,0,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,3,15,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,6,14,8,3,12,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,3,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253922166395232,0.3328496215795361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32890608589115417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001288050688106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949704373601759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618819282331495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394202096220693,0.2952980679726265,0.0,0.0,0.24741617347023484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37749684210191137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712570106476247,0.0,0.0,0.19574001216150155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144951702235499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lacifx,2020/02/26,"is it time to seek help again? as a teen i was forced into mandatory therapy several times, each time i bailed after like two sessions. the longest one i stuck around for was when i was 17 after a suicide attempt (19 now) and ended up being diagnosed with anxiety, and i stopped going after i got that diagnosis. i went to 3 mandated sessions with a different councillor last year after a traumatic event, and basically lied my butt off the whole time to appear stable

my anxiety has been off the rails lately and i’m thinking about starting therapy again as an adult on my own terms. the biggest problem for me has been physical symptoms, i get a lump in my throat and my mouth goes dry, i cry extremely easily, get cold and hot flashes, have stomach/chest pains, stutter, ramble, and worst of all is the shaking. i feel like i’m constantly trembling, i can pass it off as the cold in winter but it’s summer where i live. 

does anyone have some tips for getting into therapy without psyching yourself out? i always start thinking about it but never see it all the way through...",6.732837398373983,6.961856458536588,7.247134146341466,73.5315142276423,64.90243902439025,10.345528455284553,36.107723577235774,10.125756701596842,3.7710894308943086,854,39,149,18,12,281,132,205,0.14,0.81,0.05,-0.9172,1,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,13,0,13,7,3,0,3,27,29,13,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,14,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,6,0,2,8,5,19,2,31,20,8,44,0,0,1,1,2,13,1,2,27,106,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478702234460827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110656342548392,0.0,0.0,0.0964591679948527,0.0,0.0,0.1228064282822237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490769831846393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153367181835695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400182629840799,0.0,0.1441303619413847,0.0,0.0,0.12072262728584485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221844269395164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975261982653827,0.09855285672328576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622250399353696,0.0,0.0784012373488379,0.0,0.11033272739486027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246624297442413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244920133766903,0.1556157390126793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479264902435026,0.0,0.1218140449595466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639700089133584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347976988456944,0.0,0.14679053571736192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200132650482332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992979445978933,0.0,0.0,0.1558463675844805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952861134588639,0.0,0.0,0.1153339558799796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508969755441187,0.0,0.0,0.14338483300773852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47328002144919,0.0,0.0,0.17678799982190327,0.0,0.0,0.3217634223045053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347589498913391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949978797587402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788278273952755,0.0,0.15401835698741614,0.0,0.1329806977093424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883649327700809
anxiety,kiamlcvlm69,2020/02/26,"what could this be? Hello, I am writing to get some insight and maybe find people who are experiencing something similar to what I am going through. 

​

I occasionally have these episodes where I 100 percent believe that someone is watching me, that my voice is being recorded, that my camera is taking pics of me and that someone is peering through the windows, photographing me. While these episodes last I also firmly believe that all of my accounts are being hacked and that the information is going to be used against me. 

Throughout these attacks I keep looking upwards because the anxiety I endure is unimaginable, the worst I have ever felt. My heart rushes a little bit and I feel like there is so much detail and so much danger that I cannot comprehend it, so I keep looking up,walking around in circles, I even try to attempt suicide. I just lose my shit. 

I cannot force myself to fall asleep because my eyes keep shivering when i close them. When these attacks are not happening I just believe that I am being hacked, but I can somehow manage these reoccurring thoughts. What could this be? I almost called the ambulance for myself last night because I was losing my mind. I could not tell what was real and what was only imaginative.

What could this be? I kind of know paranoia does not work this way. I suppose it could be an anxiety attack or a panic attack, but could they be so severe? What is happening to me? These episodes traumatize me to the fullest. 

I think a severe anxiety attack. Because panic attacks need to be more physical. On the contrary, I do not know. I am asking you guys to give me insight. It is driving me crazy. Last night I tried to cut my throat with a knife but it was too dull.",4.745584045584046,6.723536407407413,5.112592592592595,80.60320512820516,70.72839506172839,7.206837606837608,31.59734093067427,7.882392219407189,2.3634457739791075,1372,62,238,18,26,435,161,324,0.23199999999999998,0.763,0.005,-0.9974,0,0,1,0,0,1,38.0,0,1,2,4,16,17,9,2,12,0,42,5,5,1,2,49,63,18,1,7,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,30,9,0,3,11,0,1,5,6,15,0,0,6,8,48,2,21,41,8,21,0,3,4,0,12,6,1,4,10,189,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637347578483926,0.0,0.0,0.060993161693571475,0.0,0.08263860831413998,0.09267650490811384,0.0,0.0,0.17503922532174798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789654837918707,0.07130223642949828,0.5206094137825612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597415054642666,0.0,0.0,0.25779081298084483,0.0,0.0,0.08326718214656026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788028719620434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36537275394149976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674446784771773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037567370091976,0.06899066100022727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038564448073872805,0.05448736599554901,0.07323124507762797,0.0,0.06970947854067051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03984797296693087,0.07316521806609046,0.08669209713371387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551937813212052,0.13489077359000254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903804213218116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337707542496375,0.0,0.07942355973264774,0.08383209128837328,0.18651090367870796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03726171236984558,0.07644266489113781,0.0,0.0,0.12809532935370233,0.17065343833002394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766235546363054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701104656485493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213458062888672,0.05655330372187513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314862152911534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058006838667479535,0.0,0.17897302955399022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287607561167672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681205761419261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232697969365046,0.0782901491417002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924679584960067,0.0587164398420017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342709696563408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734561412946796,0.0,0.06666341851623818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887079263954562,0.0,0.060549930296997616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356476629263596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587286763321594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605396456505431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552553232311129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267650490811384,0.0
anxiety,StressofWes,2020/02/26,"How do you have a successful relationship? When I'm single, my anxiety isn't too bad anymore. I'm a 25M. I tend to cope with stressful things by just getting them done right away or completely forgetting about them until I have to deal with them (Not the best habit I know lmao) I'm not doubtful of my friends or strangers. Only significant others.

I have this habit that I can't seem to break and it's primarily why I stayed single for 5+ years. When my partner becomes even a bit less affectionate for more than a couple days, I immediately think something is wrong in the relationship. That they're already losing interest in me. Once this happens, I unconsciously make a mental note of every little thing that they do that hurts or offends me in anyway. As that list of notes builds, my confidence and realness around them diminishes until the point where I have to have a conversation of how I feel hurt or unloved to them. With almost all my previous relationships this a biweekly-monthly talk that I have to have. Once I get it all out, I go back to being interested and affectionate with them until that list starts to build up again. But of course with each talk, they feel more hurt by my lack of faith in the relationship. Hurt that I only notice when ""They've done something wrong"" and never take notes of what they've done right, until it becomes a quick downward spiral of doubt in the relationship.

This hit me so hard because I just recently ended my first relationship in 5 years because of this. Something that I thought I had overcome in that time being single, still haunts me...  I'm very much so a pleaser and want to do everything I can for the other person. But when I get in that mindset, I begin to think every time they can't come to my place instead of theirs, that they aren't wanting to see me and I begin to think it's unfair how much I put in to go see them. Or maybe if they just don't want sex for a week, I feel rejected and unappealing. Just a bunch of toxic shit really.

My friends tell me that I just haven't found anyone that is on my level or is right for me. But this last girl gave me everything I had wanted, she just couldn't handle my constant doubt and I really hurt her in the end because of it. I don't want to find someone who can handle my barrages of insecure thoughts, I want to get better at avoiding those thoughts...",5.0878457704554885,5.952230763948499,5.7189325764917625,80.83476879412987,68.6137339055794,8.759684341686281,28.76616364391527,8.933256019334266,2.1450673681295864,1880,64,371,32,31,610,211,466,0.131,0.763,0.106,-0.9168,0,2,3,0,1,0,46.0,0,1,13,5,26,29,2,6,18,0,30,2,1,4,3,70,70,32,0,9,18,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,32,17,0,1,13,0,0,4,11,19,0,1,10,6,64,10,64,56,15,59,1,7,2,1,34,25,1,12,28,268,96,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890343235464079,0.0,0.07593371902018904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263958155378316,0.0,0.06824118563161079,0.04811366149872125,0.0,0.0,0.06125562808662417,0.0,0.0,0.06464940733601582,0.05291076312487604,0.05745360666412466,0.1258380986023346,0.1519908239290463,0.0,0.0,0.07221201423473166,0.060856991826159064,0.07512286947055494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059273857151865325,0.07214614015929624,0.07435933416488773,0.0,0.0,0.07613712962732855,0.0,0.04437685856609702,0.07094025014076369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112500421208048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189074984550632,0.0,0.0,0.045448459553543236,0.0,0.1159510495989229,0.0,0.1236842639217948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437744826377136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289123664655644,0.058529884159533516,0.0,0.0754467851937482,0.10632511279121776,0.0,0.14380186741960546,0.0,0.07821279559625025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084859434385548,0.0,0.06164038473439666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683134797039957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781626259560092,0.056089461701047116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689658541163392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698096442007059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593131393429367,0.0,0.06912905114504214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934445365832108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492361061158274,0.0,0.10116676518357796,0.0,0.05307063487877115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834081950330977,0.0,0.14656114238543827,0.0,0.10466644978922507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060082374721755614,0.0718919682834711,0.0,0.06504783951436445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917321300254335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832102281475715,0.08816309676700114,0.0,0.06794172844786013,0.4432581410492976,0.0,0.17629049361533491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966557205935153,0.06264218235468956,0.0,0.0,0.07063263705081654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830262249662368,0.15892026122353653,0.0,0.0,0.04870418309466469,0.07334247158734176,0.054951880047164316,0.0,0.07882180204449278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051736674328360134,0.11061399498805187,0.0601431099090365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142882116459997,0.1322723099931923,0.0,0.1638827348142868,0.08024751148721902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567755856816162,0.2435160794804297,0.0,0.05519535716100491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062090463710079175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504662087612355,0.0,0.08862296980399992
anxiety,beamandu,2020/02/26,"HELP. I don't know what's happening to me. I feel lost. I just want to have someone to talk to that could help me with whatever this is. I was fine for 3/4 of the year last year. Then comes September, I felt overwhelmed with everything. Highly insecure, sensitive, I don't seem to enjoy the things that I used to enjoy. And I think it's taking a toll in my relationship. I cried myself to sleep since last month. I just need-- HELP.",0.7690282131661412,3.2342501034482787,2.278453500522467,92.81416927899687,88.19540229885058,6.382027168234067,18.25391849529781,7.686295010490155,0.6022275862068964,337,9,73,7,11,109,59,87,0.15,0.6920000000000001,0.157,-0.0984,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,3,0,6,1,1,1,0,15,18,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,14,3,12,14,0,9,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,45,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210183526192424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951646657700413,0.0,0.2194604957817037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795588294467118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102008580346676,0.0,0.19183022267207464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667408977376314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017461059855408,0.21108964498571287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979964031655674,0.3257118656162851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809494459193512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947088041270185,0.0,0.0,0.14814213296945586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145002401703056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188177834340466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526877594599035,0.0,0.1999347981265279,0.0,0.16928185231043835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021760064384568,0.16058404546141414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273193844924885,0.12801769277945596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255485486738384,0.0,0.0,0.1178416202581919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573170784305961
anxiety,coastalash,2020/02/26,"Anyone else constantly paranoid about what your facial expressions look like because you don’t want people to think you’re being rude? So anxiety gives me tics. My main tic is blinking hard and rolling my eyes. If I constantly think about not doing them when I’m short term interacting with someone it’s usually fine, even though I also wonder if my blank face is also coming across as rude. I’m constantly thinking “I didn’t just roll my eyes, did I? Is that why they’re looking at me weird?” Or constantly telling myself to relax my face or wondering if my eyebrows are scrunched weird in a way that could be interpreted as bitchy or rude. I’m so paranoid about coming across that way, that I’ll even look in the mirror afterwards and try to mimic what I thought my face looked like to see if it looks “mean” or not. Am I the only one? It drives me insane.",5.354756493506493,6.1663278630952405,5.537792207792208,82.56175324675327,67.98809523809524,8.728138528138528,28.963203463203463,8.841846274778883,2.132469047619048,683,23,133,11,11,216,102,168,0.153,0.784,0.063,-0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,0,12,9,3,0,3,0,12,6,6,0,0,26,32,18,0,6,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,3,9,20,4,15,26,2,19,0,0,8,0,7,6,0,10,10,82,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908020170400963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126115213897676,0.0,0.0,0.08341457231212468,0.12223290153797385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272176514608499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055259686999389,0.0,0.515666599761344,0.0,0.09524818915188957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965654249516154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758783255373168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443964205629882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686582915563744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656404883965507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008931848969443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994837187868685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083809125508205,0.09073002212509562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270486067404424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950635069723224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107915649613107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427000636226204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293202766767637,0.11720776396094675,0.09470773863426436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099418752136853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131387745655815,0.0,0.07036390146530165,0.1893833042964515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764613030283307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25874295597363234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PreludeOfTwilight,2020/02/26,"Anxiety turned apathy Last year I didn't have any friends, I avoided people at all costs in college and stayed in my house for almost 2 months straight during the holidays. I've failed 2 english classes despite acing pretty much everything because I couldn't do a solo talk without feeling like I was gonna pass out. I have painful scratches and marks all over my body due to the incessant need to distract myself from people via scratching. When my family visit I lock myself in my room until they leave. Any time I need to leave my house I feel like I'm going to puke yet I grow more apathetic toward life every day to the point where I found out about an immediate relative having cancer and not reacting at all (which feels very odd considering my issues are rooted in caring too much). I have been in this general cycle for years but last year was absolutely the worst of it and it seems to be continuing this year too.

Any realistic advice that isnt along the lines of ""see a professional"" would be appreciated.",7.247872539831299,7.313928154639179,7.650037488284912,71.62790534208061,63.84536082474227,10.559700093720712,32.58481724461106,10.230975488527342,3.2641608247422687,818,29,145,17,11,269,133,194,0.179,0.772,0.049,-0.9459,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,6,9,0,2,8,0,15,4,1,2,3,27,28,7,0,4,3,0,5,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,5,1,1,4,5,5,0,0,5,6,20,4,26,18,7,34,0,1,1,0,4,15,0,2,16,93,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926437441996985,0.0,0.0,0.13246124829131958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698687527150357,0.0,0.10119531703818252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063783885094432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693540726549198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348702473083213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531090368122482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145323422721752,0.0,0.11888647222064334,0.0,0.1247036340913398,0.0,0.20065716057975996,0.1890044794140205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504031228653055,0.10220069366465656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517887123322205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30527118143974713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380679706245124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565486243613693,0.0,0.2801349350971394,0.0,0.0,0.09343464165620527,0.1292525417564309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558617725792603,0.0,0.19448488331958955,0.1961707550695173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075730378909393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341527364816496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504918443508878,0.0,0.0,0.13457828255943466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541157438135212,0.12042450407531533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099494041497634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632320737807392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713465919345533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388475790933652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914644880315788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751506337983662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396929018783774,0.0,0.0,0.3407409125020489
anxiety,Patturn179,2020/02/26,"Anxiety attack I’d been mostly clean for a couple of months of attacks which felt really nice but now that school is started up again I feel like I’ve been having one long anxiety attack, I haven’t felt rested or at ease in a while and I’d love to tell my parents but they aren’t the most helpful with this stuff and I can’t stick it on my friends cause they haven’t studied into this at all.

Worse yet sometimes I feel like I’m faking it which I’m not sure if any of y’all else experience that but sometimes in the middle of the day I’ll feel like I was just faking the anxiety attack for selfish reason and that just makes me feel guilty which then makes me feel even more anxious and I have no idea how to break that cycle even now as I write this I feel like I was faking my anxiety, but I know I’m not but I just can’t accept that for some reason, one of the friends I did open up to told me to tell my parents since they know I’ve been struggling with this stuff for awhile my dad told me to “life is shit sometimes.” And “it’ll get better.” Which is just the same shit that everyone throws out at me I want to therapy for a year and that’s all I was told, so I can’t talk to my parents about so now they think I’m slacking off at school instead of just suffering from a constant panic attack.

I genuinely have no idea what to do in this situation I’ve tried grounding techniques breathing stuff while nine yards I could find but nothings bringing me out of this state. I don’t know what to do next, do any of you?",2.5721981424148623,3.808418145510835,3.5868804953560383,92.35835170278641,74.97523219814241,6.530229102167183,23.136718266253872,6.918507183188421,0.5156264767801852,1203,33,272,11,25,387,145,323,0.21600000000000005,0.6559999999999999,0.127,-0.9862,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,4,1,17,25,7,2,10,0,25,5,3,6,3,59,51,21,0,3,15,4,8,4,2,1,1,0,2,0,25,12,0,0,18,1,0,2,11,14,0,3,12,8,36,11,41,37,8,36,0,1,0,1,21,17,2,5,19,184,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056145644645287,0.0,0.237619936965205,0.08772674948345212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417123356890164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686785216313361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977189675441076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391622698872576,0.0,0.0620002820801986,0.08592251025149543,0.0,0.05008031040489883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648698290314398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257927376611588,0.0,0.0,0.07420158338026188,0.0,0.07596036787376444,0.0,0.0,0.2355847248869685,0.2219037095736122,0.1491197513635311,0.0,0.07097421392089555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999034687164845,0.0,0.04057093263176504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204974013074852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532349372456993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802957872649334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484921217336789,0.15175099858211405,0.0,0.0,0.06872121540647523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008563324970385,0.0,0.10366909842021252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198256381507936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258575257859042,0.0,0.0,0.07451096534156082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052405196417426,0.0,0.0,0.0911100638790798,0.25867623883681623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974704603946095,0.1596821861984145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571796879550463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942112634912273,0.06423606883715732,0.08728618323043505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304049357314041,0.0,0.05496379613633287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118066658191443,0.2666852460975335,0.0,0.0,0.07318783652579526,0.0,0.0,0.0624152247716751,0.13574577878126726,0.0,0.08880394737612207,0.0,0.0,0.04975745284422372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226047501407856,0.0,0.05272186818348272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045802253858654655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913590935448593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000653471423317
anxiety,milknotmalk,2020/02/26,"Medication Mishaps TW: med talk, mention of suicide, some generally distressing thoughts i deal with now

Hey there! I have ADHD. I’ve also had varying levels of anxiety for the past seven years, beginning in my early adolescence. It started real bad, eased, got worse when I was 17 with daily fits of nausea, eased, and now it seems to be back at a high level; intrusive thoughts, derealization, I’ve started grinding my teeth, frequent anxiety and panic attacks, no motivation, etc. Admittedly, I haven’t been to therapy since the beginning of January, but I am going again next week and also speaking with my GP about my current prescription.

In November, I felt mostly fine and stable, so I went to the doctor to look into therapy and medication as treatment. She prescribed me Zoloft and talk therapy. The talk therapy is wonderful, but the Zoloft made me suicidal and sent me into frequent crying spells and prolonged, deep sadness. So! They took me off Zoloft and put me on Citalopram. 

Citalopram was fine. I was on 10mg. It didn’t really do a lot. I woke up with anxiety still. I spaced out in response to anxiety still. It didn’t seem to be doing much, but it was much preferred over Zoloft. I asked to increase my dosage. Since the start of February, about 2 weeks into taking 20mg of Citalopram, I started getting irritable. And angry. And intrusive though began. I kept getting annoyed by my partner, who I love very much, and contemplated that maybe we weren’t the right fit. I kept obsessing. I talked with him about it. We’re doing better now. 

After the two weeks, the anxiety attacks increased. I had more panic attacks. I started clenching my teeth in my sleep. My back and neck pain began to flare up even more. Yesterday I had a derealization episode that lasted for four hours. I need to switch off of Citalopram because all this sucks. I feel aimless and have no motivation. I feel like I’m in misery, but my mind is usually completely blank. I feel like I’m off my shits, and I feel like people can tell. Their responses to what I say feel alien. I feel like I do not know myself anymore, like my thoughts have been locked away out of my research. It is very odd. I have constant mood swings, between that blank setting and feeling euphoric. 

When I go to the doctor next, I am going to ask and see if a (high dose of) Wellbutrin + Lamictal would be possible. I have really hated my SSRI experiences and I think they worsen my ADHD. I think the Wellbutrin would help the ADHD and anxiety where the Lamictal would help ease and balance my mood. Those are the things which trouble me the most, and from my constant research, I think they would help. It’s just all so frustrating to have to deal with, and I wish I were lucky enough to have responded well to the first thing I was prescribed and not have to worry about the side effects of medication anymore.",4.447090045435771,6.566247529739777,5.171551425030981,79.27929326724495,71.84386617100371,8.202296571664602,30.357042544403143,8.904972459349038,2.721719818256918,2273,99,402,46,45,734,260,538,0.17800000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.9724,2,0,0,0,0,1,79.0,1,0,4,5,25,29,8,4,21,0,41,17,5,4,2,85,94,37,2,8,8,0,8,5,1,4,11,2,0,1,18,35,0,2,23,0,0,9,8,16,1,4,28,12,68,11,64,59,15,79,0,1,2,1,29,31,2,9,43,282,86,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176988762954297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837935442210097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823307647538004,0.0,0.12200316161577375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500744991754346,0.2099301651688069,0.0577908488735745,0.09459507956948432,0.051358439880368485,0.037496041281387664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440076502552297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449226457850096,0.13294132831651365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756605609351621,0.0,0.12682861123939582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259165730068883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355646961471799,0.06860012201926521,0.040626900784168064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016876930075745,0.0,0.0,0.21770980384236088,0.1757715698600299,0.05905942907549774,0.0,0.0,0.052320536713830884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427307171271253,0.0,0.1048729764866216,0.0,0.049195318496919625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060728578737296215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368695256831624,0.1299777870551421,0.0,0.0,0.06057514747050416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03380439213103642,0.050139015006245256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502538606714737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165306837845007,0.0,0.0,0.05229376443484876,0.0555153485473759,0.058202429613220585,0.0,0.0,0.0617952540033747,0.0,0.06832395529235934,0.1858951375302502,0.0,0.0,0.062107757935913874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565120266374414,0.04560902694753625,0.0,0.0,0.13083357107191915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545117960426197,0.1443379111493487,0.0,0.0,0.05871843696427085,0.04264342131651803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934349784139324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183473079578462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001206321329832,0.07881000633163858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252936669844256,0.0,0.04891537241458219,0.0,0.0,0.04901565816818712,0.11199313474770242,0.0,0.0,0.0631393267401504,0.10176373060945663,0.0,0.061554612538103286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176861475392552,0.0,0.0982442353606943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345643300477429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04624800830410618,0.19775824500391428,0.05376261776809214,0.0,0.2813690545338164,0.0,0.08172927493596557,0.11823973941856505,0.0604334499740261,0.14649666177781556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834008502565625,0.0,0.0,0.06008651844968065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774478486712207,0.10150469824978814,0.0,0.0,0.1480192940193092,0.0,0.055305048438971334,0.05702056294347078,0.0,0.0,0.07073368358570625,0.0,0.0667051778718953,0.0,0.06246658434429143,0.06268413919833413,0.1747802983945966,0.0,0.0,0.03961054606464354
anxiety,continualchanges,2020/02/26,"From today’s “Daily Stoic” A great reminder. 

“We can get angry and announce our disapproval. We can throw our hands up, curse the sky, and tell whoever will listen about how unfair this or that is. But as much as we argue, we can’t alter reality. So, we must embrace it. We must love it. All of it. Amor fati. “There it is.”

And then do our best. And then make the most of it.”",-0.6803896103896108,1.5064414805194843,1.6984415584415586,95.35337662337663,95.23376623376623,4.358441558441558,14.792207792207792,6.1124844417494595,-0.6155090909090908,282,6,63,3,11,95,56,77,0.128,0.675,0.198,0.83,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,9,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,3,0,9,2,1,2,3,18,13,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,4,7,10,4,6,0,0,0,1,13,2,0,2,3,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265596767574973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236105492169188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481288202612766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668503050410259,0.0,0.2713183759308032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29879835864316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552681059220502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852810549827389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lxlCaraBoolxl,2020/02/26,"I feel free! I hope this is ok to post. 

I was in a car accident last Thursday. Small rear end. At the time I was upset and stressed but not really to affected. Friday had X-ray done because I had neck and head pain and everything was ok. Saturday wedding dress shopping and was stressed so much but I found the dress. Sunday is when everything recently came to a head. I ended up in the er from the biggest panic/anxiety attack. I’ve never had one before. I’m bipolar and have been on medicine for 3 years but never thought about anxiety. I was given Ativan and don’t remember much until I woke up Monday. Yesterday was my psychiatrist appointment to let her know what happened. Then I had to get a CT scan because during my er visit I was having weird seizure like stuff going on during ER visit (psychiatrist said severe anxiety can cause stuff like that). 

Last night I took my first 1mg Xanax because I was getting tight chested thinking about having to miss another day of work and since I was prescribed it for anxiety as needed I took it to really see if it was anxiety (I was worried it might not have have been?, maybe internal denial or unawareness?) I woke up today feeling everything has washed away. 

I think it’s more relief realizing that the past months I have had anxiety that I haven’t recognized and maybe my bipolar has aided in ignoring it ? 

Has anyone felt like that before? 

I have a therapy appointment next week so I’m going to definitely talk to her about this realization about how I feel today. 

Any self care tips I can do today to keep anxiety at bay? 

I could cry tears of pure happiness in how I feel.",3.4701989150090387,5.617941734177215,4.943074141048825,79.72430379746838,74.69620253164557,8.564918625678121,27.4249547920434,9.23628265651192,2.6122245931283907,1292,51,237,32,28,432,171,316,0.11199999999999999,0.735,0.153,0.8952,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,9,18,1,3,9,2,39,9,4,4,3,42,69,21,0,4,7,0,6,3,0,1,5,1,0,1,15,9,0,3,12,1,2,8,6,8,3,2,29,9,31,11,33,37,3,50,0,1,2,0,8,14,0,4,30,155,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058199203798477005,0.08974097399358641,0.4582939789457122,0.0,0.0,0.059841447711919016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736273164749093,0.08040780951180705,0.0,0.0,0.1565113475697345,0.0,0.1456492311650623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788386488221648,0.0872573159783681,0.0879170576546814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833086081722055,0.0,0.09400863066947864,0.05519379275619876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758086550288707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160182588972834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074876807473865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730928366432477,0.0,0.08217285981328022,0.0,0.0,0.07279664223040871,0.0,0.09383706644991176,0.0,0.0,0.08942690768083966,0.0,0.09727729655745307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568054193648044,0.09110442727845076,0.0,0.0,0.17566518135314133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500297993206968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760698792362696,0.0,0.0,0.047034040442650485,0.13952272535575375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751415884155961,0.0,0.12543422402791413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719587481231525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078977172403012,0.0,0.0,0.06831133341722874,0.0,0.12582633498134346,0.06345852366417293,0.13201338344290156,0.0,0.09101822404023166,0.08031361201702318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057993085343304974,0.0,0.09106607853183886,0.10041291563668207,0.0,0.0,0.08169841741869728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196461589213584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965300043613543,0.0,0.08450263945258207,0.0,0.09694857079233064,0.0,0.08140879216100684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819837019015677,0.0,0.08928147168295371,0.09668414574545016,0.0,0.07079493402109915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606949871109303,0.0,0.19594354328393945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687881714994805,0.0,0.0,0.09787133162278894,0.0,0.0,0.10967593923266794,0.0,0.06794314269441662,0.04990398894087146,0.0,0.2433673162046331,0.0,0.1901711653616616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686493186468204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623052602588984,0.08691343547828978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511248415111775
anxiety,the-local-dreamer,2020/02/26,"Experiencing anxiety symptoms before big (positive) life event? So after months of wanting to move out of my current living situation, I’m finally moving into a gorgeous apartment (by myself, no roommates!) in less than two weeks. I’m so excited, been counting down and can’t wait to live alone and have a better commute. However, it seems like my anxiety has been ramped up in the past few days. Feeling fatigued, feeling out of it/derealization, feeling sick/not wanting to eat. Of course my emetophobia is trying to convince me that I must be sick, but in reality I think it’s the stress from realizing and preparing for moving very soon. 

I was just curious, has anyone else dealt with underlying anxiety symptoms when an entirely positive event is coming up? I’m not actively thinking negatively about the move, but I guess it’s still a big deal and can ramp up my anxiety.",7.235125,8.147837262500001,8.276250000000001,64.22375000000001,63.875,11.65,39.125,11.407655852321104,5.0502,702,37,112,21,10,239,108,160,0.11900000000000001,0.747,0.134,0.5509,2,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,7,0,12,6,0,0,1,25,26,9,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,9,1,1,7,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,3,4,10,5,26,21,2,31,0,1,0,0,1,14,0,2,13,77,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395708591326272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957785490667267,0.0,0.0,0.09043743593780036,0.13252396908501754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005869273326936,0.0,0.0,0.11439059361116752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141483503808212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341350831923053,0.13334371418993676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132346964351843,0.10804685473857928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619435513044,0.0,0.0,0.14168549223560126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424824353697594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135656666135444,0.06318892135621877,0.0,0.22841892826488405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323784059314882,0.5498711997905886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123469529465469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774614895723147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538341939537108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329097758563223,0.0,0.14815837021861775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688672713884807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575151684201148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781327341569609,0.0,0.12634624734160646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067189283245202,0.1525759985267454,0.0,0.103748632338968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bigfroggo,2020/02/26,"Random sudden feeling of disgust and resentment I don't know if this feeling is related to anxiety but it's a feeling I've had since I was a child. I tried searching around the internet but only found 1 other reddit post talking about this feeling, they described it just like how I feel:

""I'm gonna try to describe it, out of nowhere I start feeling some type of disgust, a very different and deep sort of disgust. In this moment I don't want any human contact, I feel disgusted with them in relation to me somehow, like I don't want anybody to look at me, I just feel so extremely disgusted in the most unique and uncomfortable way. All I do is stay quiet and wait till it goes away, which usually last maybe 15 to 60 seconds. When I was a child this feeling washed over me very often, like maybe 3 times week, can't remember, and the ""episodes"" lasted longer, maybe more on the 60 second mark, and I dealt with it same back then, I just knew all I had to do was stay quiet and suffer it out until it goes away on its own. I don't want any type of contact in this moment.""   


It usually happens in the middle of the day when it's all quiet and when im with my family. I wonder if there is anyone else that gets this feeling sometimes and what it means.",5.8152605042016825,5.217987223529414,6.506512605042019,80.85573529411766,66.9607843137255,9.481792717086837,32.331932773109244,8.841846274778883,2.4863109243697483,982,36,201,14,14,324,134,255,0.147,0.772,0.081,-0.9690000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,0,14,10,6,0,10,0,15,1,0,1,3,53,40,21,0,5,7,0,10,3,0,1,1,3,0,3,21,15,0,1,16,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,14,22,3,32,32,8,38,0,1,1,0,8,16,0,9,21,136,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497131944292243,0.0,0.08420912400552431,0.0,0.0,0.07696887338220973,0.11278759167418168,0.0,0.09799247314138446,0.0,0.0,0.20684320804031725,0.08464294133222247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099099718621353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500774689856827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195577689132332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037714401662965,0.0,0.5565858253922248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069449457357798,0.0,0.0,0.057511044580545435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973413290040736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890278396787947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049581422080212,0.17945600236053275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133518282308024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924375275391559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317634754168395,0.11990686404204125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371903603102819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054239892857189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469655322885564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105739451698723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886964033006348,0.0,0.07791354856451399,0.23465632143978302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847626962211162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641871805065318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947103824258345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424700260169401,0.18165122875319967,0.19478000326954392,0.08737453879493964,0.08829767521900489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937454850426908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nonversxtion,2020/02/26,"what songs do you listen to when you feel anxious? I’ve been doing so well with having my anxiety under control these past few weeks but it’s really been kicking in these days :( (if that makes sense) and music personally helps me a lot. Would love some song recommendations, thank you guys",4.118333333333332,6.6123289814814825,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,74.0,7.282962962962964,21.91111111111111,8.238735603445708,1.2618711111111116,231,6,42,4,5,73,50,54,0.10099999999999999,0.682,0.217,0.8632,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,10,11,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,5,3,4,8,3,6,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,3,4,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999567690192146,0.3248802416413971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32254214522128155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854634241165944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540761094147514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28474651920189564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275685296238199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448774715627555,0.2595495399045774,0.0,0.1919599320835288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745248601832441,0.0,0.2511012114198229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422923946696987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647623354592434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306769849238268,0.0,0.2585663289943242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042865046320896,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatsNotMyBusiness23,2020/02/26,"HOW SHOULD I HANDLE A MANIPULATIVE FRIEND, HELP! Im in a situation where my circle of friends are sort of breaking apart. One friend (who i think is toxic), let's name her ""A"", is desperate to bring us back together, I tried to help her but then I heard all about them talking behind my back. I ignored it and just tried to act normal, but deep inside i felt really hurt. Long ago i saw these signs, which was definitely telling me that they were toxic, they never really let me feel comfortable with them. They would try to judge me just because I was being my self and I never felt safe showing my weird and cringey side to them. They were not there to support my achievements or to console me on my bad days. We were a large group, but still, there was a division among us. It was not only me who had this issues, between our ""circle of friends"". As I say, I even tried to bring us all back together. But boy, now I regret that I even did that. One day we were hanging out at the school bench, ""A"", started to talk about bad stuff against my close friend ""K"". I was really shocked and I didn't know if I should oppose her. I hated what she said to ""K"", her judgement was really questionable but I just let her put words into my mouth. I felt bad, but I went along with her, agreeing about what she said. That night, I couldn't sleep well because of what happened. I felt guilty and ashamed about what I said that I couldn't keep it to myself any longer that I told it to my other friend ""R"". Just as we were talking, ""K"", joined into the conversation. Long story short, ""K"" knew and tried to tell us that it was fine. A few hours later he left our group chat. I was really paranoid after that, the issue was starting to get bigger, maybe it was my fault I told him, but I just cant stand it any longer about them talking behind peoples back and being jerks. They still think their opinions are righteous and of importance. I want to laugh. And then, things started to get even bad than before. My other close friend ""B"", was upset that I didn't tell her about it. (I didn't want to because she was also close with ""A""). In our group ""A"" was like some God who they think is always right, but the truth is she also has an attitude hidden inside. With that ""B"" just shut off me, ""K"" and ""R"". She chose the bigger group over us and it sucks because I really valued our friendship, and she didn't. She accuses me that I don't trust her and I'm making her choose. Now that, I am enlightened to how fucked up our friendships are I don't know what to say to them, I just kinda wanna not speak to them anymore. It feels draining, but I still dont want to seem as a coward. I promised myself I wont be like that. It's so cliche, a high school drama. But I guess I just gotta deal with it. Any advice?",2.9844872216287293,4.213803160777388,3.803559043471118,91.23731161147181,73.92932862190813,6.678543840907223,22.173391404388198,7.025160622230231,0.44553591913879576,2143,51,473,20,43,684,243,566,0.14800000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.133,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,101.0,13,0,13,1,35,34,4,2,17,0,49,3,2,4,5,99,90,35,0,12,23,0,6,2,7,5,0,7,0,2,40,28,0,4,16,3,0,6,16,16,1,2,37,14,104,18,60,40,4,58,0,2,1,1,83,25,2,9,27,337,144,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074813819941001,0.05510662808125665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994286523584924,0.051727298488591714,0.0,0.0,0.12682554152447675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165221358784698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120803011135115,0.20762488205116794,0.15158387144485008,0.0,0.05289889840845816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018417433261439,0.06409067212378118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728583798325657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318066178215956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286624589487985,0.0,0.2387573887441372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33620642373215914,0.0574716946738589,0.0649585976740268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848313101338717,0.0,0.054973407924933264,0.0,0.0,0.061376299722286885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333745144285204,0.06568205432606805,0.0,0.0,0.06122123198295881,0.0,0.06655025438911877,0.0,0.067150215775284,0.12977082352419922,0.0,0.05525621771532385,0.0,0.0,0.06832988838218881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754381050245442,0.19070760185262745,0.0,0.060742577407558764,0.0,0.0,0.11003034669615257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041496453363726274,0.0,0.062454351970477835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589288598974796,0.0,0.0,0.0583388126242845,0.060909724035067926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425091723256325,0.04728023303054859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309824900115712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062494249815831786,0.06964042533348258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389517425058053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053089636242803814,0.17740301373235376,0.0988741913862991,0.0,0.1258311240349312,0.0,0.05659381750763728,0.06485295476722172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698774675754914,0.06221114386310553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200477120885254,0.0,0.1489381382092592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711654809782257,0.0,0.07054552168836366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986750176419632,0.16300812289367678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130049293804984,0.11950086493926156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880502835175985,0.0,0.2110340089441601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738917109339173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000179147860586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055894922946076286,0.057628734844779976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416111904340241,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,knightsofjaguar,2020/02/26,My body shutdown after one week of high anxiety peaks and stress. Please advise Since Feb 17 I’m having so many panic attacks and anxiety that my body is not working properly. Is like in slow motion or some kind of standby mode. I can’t sleep for days. When I tried Im having strong apnea and could sleep only some minutes. Its a really strange feeling. Its like being lethargic I dunno really but the feeling is horrible.,2.2740740740740755,5.082119925925929,3.73937037037037,82.6801666666667,84.30864197530866,6.202962962962962,24.14938271604938,7.554174236665415,1.6931471604938269,338,13,57,6,10,111,62,81,0.192,0.684,0.124,-0.7194,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,2,2,0,8,4,4,0,0,12,11,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,5,4,5,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,7,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28215316370580057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979810794375287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096858553713113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723996616615292,0.0,0.0,0.11893209130999685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864910166954334,0.13174575015440732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948440361843008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991992973811464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203931527477064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019121161423288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696735020377728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496403267419535,0.14025553143745376,0.0,0.2163706724043467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243173392428648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628129195417424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254957372605907,0.0,0.3690953485027911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124617787019265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125205334993655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792618202081712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425594676807573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,druiddreams,2020/02/26,"coronavirus panic i am having constant feelings of panic and feel like survival instincts are kicking in due to the coronavirus fears and the fact that the government is trying to cover up how bad it is. i am starting to wonder if i need psychological help or i am right in believing we are all gonna die from coronavirus. i live in the US. everyday, i am experiencing constant fear of an outbreak or having to be quarantined. i am afraid to be in public, although i do have to go to work and be around other people not knowing where they have been, what germs they have, and if they have been travelling recently. I am young and very healthy. If i did get it, i would likely be able to survive it but thats not guaranteed. I am also afraid of my family members who are vulnerable getting it and dying. i no longer feel safe going anywhere, and i am really upset that i still need to show up at work. i cant focus because the panic is taking over my mind. WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?",3.716769230769232,5.201430728205132,5.455384615384617,79.1046153846154,72.48717948717949,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.334138461538461,772,30,146,15,15,264,112,195,0.162,0.7909999999999999,0.047,-0.9729,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,3,4,5,12,0,8,6,0,32,0,0,1,2,30,46,16,2,6,8,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,5,2,0,3,4,9,0,0,3,4,24,3,23,37,1,22,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,6,10,117,34,3,0.1364863519106129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914808631175636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215017899874328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396040280663385,0.08320081330419203,0.0,0.0,0.15377338007700353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949865175010872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833025697345071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866718560707474,0.3071701827279549,0.20703480144607544,0.09750587707620446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261697121372588,0.0,0.15513667824003075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148392467686203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500932958360483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333606747031906,0.0,0.12051994928295562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781230754439486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240580105886802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804119790193057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946224511804334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743665196671914,0.0,0.13476380667554802,0.0,0.0,0.11655859878290642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966057423737298,0.0,0.10899817694242364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262075070070592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926652737478676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417627622720096,0.0,0.0,0.1126155343333677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480136265290854,0.19872737947106392,0.0,0.0,0.0969559884125562,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tristrumm,2020/02/26,"I need help/ advice I'm not diagnosed with anything and going through what feels like seasonal depression. I get anxious in social situations and work is incredibly stressful. I feel tense basically most of my days unless I acknowledge it and force myself to relax. My work ethic is insane and taking time off or moments to relax make me feel like I'm not doing enough.  I have lower self esteem, little confidence, and I mostly just feel numb right now. Like I'm going through things on auto-pilot. I have trouble acknowledging good things and a very easy time seeing the bad. I'm lost as far as what to do. I've been going to a therapist but it's becoming expensive and I feel like I'm just stuck now. I like my job but it's causing me so much stress and I'm struggling to manage it. I'm not sure what to do now. The stress in my life drives my anxiety. I completely disassociated last week for a few hours until someone offered help. Any advice would be helpful. Thank you",2.530235602094244,5.05143934031414,4.259107329842934,81.53651439790578,79.68062827225131,6.961361256544503,23.686125654450265,8.07648339933343,1.6266291099476446,778,27,143,15,20,261,115,191,0.182,0.6629999999999999,0.155,-0.5583,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,6,19,0,4,5,0,10,3,0,2,1,32,33,16,0,2,9,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,7,2,1,4,3,9,0,0,3,6,19,10,19,28,5,23,0,2,1,0,7,7,0,3,17,87,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257087907617205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785363976127805,0.0,0.0883486758897295,0.13046956002025922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950375066552858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964283895129092,0.0,0.12754839272231244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863889102026673,0.0,0.0,0.12108789176289655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448077242891189,0.0,0.0994704017617038,0.1172187805816594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933088353830723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919732349262376,0.24751583347215306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033817235045773,0.0,0.1969049731570148,0.0968665918918824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322292824257175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137332817876434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146048916125644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413885001331407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081573210244921,0.2821101621543902,0.11575019620088367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606975333093726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708972313589152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489761396454276,0.08563353999938993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862687115618662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202968371086052,0.0,0.12048008738789905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981433814632265,0.0,0.11772636769896945,0.09785335191566057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968763601259761,0.12073405105579145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884690116275594,0.0,0.08683326380888137,0.0,0.0,0.10632664283546306,0.0,0.13409148915832805,0.15345135826731796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468498749553834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529041967610737,0.0,0.0,0.0926382120924177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815455792158676,0.0,0.0,0.08203998569677608,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fml_12_,2020/02/26,"Anxiety and coffee Does anybody else need coffee to survive but it makes their anxiety worse? Any advice? Studying 4 hours a day while working full time for a test that will make or break my career (CPA), so giving up caffeine is not really an option right now. Although, I know giving it up has helped in the past.

My anxiety comes in the form of physical chest pains and difficulty breathing and makes each day more difficult than the last.

Any advice is appreciated!",3.830801033591733,6.673367558139539,4.601782945736434,79.08959948320414,76.90697674418605,7.543152454780363,25.834625322997407,8.515128840125781,2.2386191214470283,374,14,63,8,9,120,68,86,0.19699999999999998,0.682,0.121,-0.7134,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,6,0,4,3,2,3,0,14,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,11,4,16,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,8,39,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537430626441415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24617300661463384,0.0,0.4153945145554503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591584881344636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346061496487355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839470135851771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512026388804562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472642224626111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213207769824221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782489697824982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947310610205076,0.1475395132157827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624575897347472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420952990893106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259722547418925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278539686950478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595351413718827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457338344712618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554280984819288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177047317476925,0.0,0.18445490767061565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thrwwylhlh,2020/02/26,"Process for applying for medical leave? (US) 3 weeks ago, I made appointments with a new therapist as well as a nurse practitioner (for medication management). The earliest they could have me in was next week for the therapist, and at the end of March for the nurse practitioner. 

I thought I'd be okay with going to work until then, but I've realised this is no longer the case. My anxiety right now is simply too severe.

I've emailed my manager to connect me with my company's HR to request a leave of absence, but I'm not sure how that will work out since I won't be seeing my providers until much later. Who do I reach out to for medical verification, and should I go to the doctor before or after meeting with HR?",5.343546099290781,5.955153425531917,6.504397163120568,76.33333333333334,67.93617021276596,10.521985815602838,32.687943262411345,10.504223727775694,3.4363815602836887,567,24,111,15,9,191,94,141,0.1,0.8690000000000001,0.031,-0.852,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,9,1,11,4,0,2,1,18,17,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,1,13,3,26,8,1,20,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,13,75,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988011925096008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071651661149012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134276120228382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599040597754768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615149176920508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976390288625454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936267652848134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33417468847252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931411178006634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769004924539727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600110724034055,0.0,0.0,0.15240415833219634,0.16782201864628332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347602803365744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257461159496987,0.0,0.0,0.1782690080057028,0.0,0.13053373500343965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487245691007637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664357686275748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527552015417742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981388966591686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315517536156085,0.0,0.14188109052311446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297604608129589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LittleLunchy,2020/02/26,"losing a pet 
My anxiety increased a lot when i lot a pet in june. i’ve done everything i can to feel closer to her. kept beds, blankets, chewed up things, saved some fur, made charms with the fur, all my tags are her name (Lunchy/Lunchbox) every i do is for her. i love her so much, i want her back so badly, i used to feel so comfortable in my own home, zero anxiety at home but whenever i start to miss her i end up falling into a spiral of missing her and going crazy in surrounding myself in ever related to her and then starting to love my other pets like i want to love her again. i’m experiencing something a little odd now.. i see ‘hallucinations’ i guess that’s what you’d call them.. of her. i’ve never seen anything before this is my very first time. anyways i used to see her like once a month, but the last few days it’s been daily and multiple times a day. i don’t know if this is ok, i am quite lonely and my pets are really my only ‘friends’ she was extremely affectionate and i just miss having something like that in my life, i also just want advice on what to do with this feeling i can’t satisfy of wanting to hold her and love her.. nothing seems to help and everything is tearing me down more and more as i can’t hold her and be with her",2.683625954198476,3.866634270992368,4.42663358778626,86.6583473282443,74.61068702290076,7.530076335877862,24.168702290076336,8.07648339933343,1.20032,977,29,213,15,20,331,147,262,0.099,0.7020000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.985,0,2,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,3,12,19,0,0,9,1,19,6,0,3,3,42,47,19,0,5,5,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,7,0,10,13,1,3,5,0,0,3,4,6,0,2,6,7,46,13,30,39,10,35,0,5,3,4,26,14,0,6,21,150,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439770193859483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936194068970944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911372360809066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633716367579312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001822889263729,0.09774706713627354,0.0,0.0,0.09961642599064174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953973353462816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099862394768554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980142616307188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368768820808504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589490009927664,0.09863501777987098,0.0,0.2104267208139151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757961658693408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995781613827324,0.0,0.0,0.0904466102453114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653256275759681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896383398244282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846835485876748,0.0,0.2348579237303037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433762775563552,0.09542621772347573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268874030364473,0.1715808452213458,0.11733310341732853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096938441781578,0.0,0.1990544150066952,0.4226345281666717,0.11077277285193286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934427299786771,0.0,0.08605860591284321,0.0,0.09029022217501788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233010682865896,0.0,0.0,0.12467382516182235,0.0,0.08903565057518971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451645374789545,0.0,0.0,0.07499689435517126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657641629514565,0.10657450349431112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802496581742701,0.0,0.0,0.16572296610037648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777491822934507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365268317917111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022186955782116,0.0,0.0965935353330484,0.2761994584475618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,g0dsgay,2020/02/26,"I have a date and i dont think i can do it. here from r/introvert, I have always been really shy and reserved. I make do with the bare minimum in conversations. When I'm out with people there's always so many things going on in my head, it makes me anxiety stricken and very uncomfortable. And with a person I haven't ever gone out with before,itll be 5x. I don't wanna decline this date I really like her. 
Should I just go or should I let it go and fix my issues first.",1.411255555555556,3.115393970000003,3.847333333333335,87.26922222222224,79.3,7.2444444444444445,19.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,0.7261777777777779,367,8,81,7,9,128,66,100,0.114,0.8540000000000001,0.031,-0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,13,1,1,2,1,20,21,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,14,1,11,15,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736960516035721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178421510369873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26317717786545464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312315472645484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910066515286208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828599118566396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045855586465186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343774263362728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962304207332795,0.0,0.10970639297176564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29978485694543483,0.22766386230043156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567839374321915,0.1960730552654122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877117927648548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918458523050762,0.14388599023415954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852816670551266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tantrictop,2020/02/26,"Feel Refreshed After Getting An Aqua Massage  Is your body aching from too much work? Do you need something to make you feel alive and relaxed? If so, we recommend that you try Tantric Top Massage’s [**aqua massage in Chelsea**](https://www.tantrictop.co.uk/speciality/aqua-massage-50-extra/). This is a full body experience where every part of your body will be massaged at once.",6.940421545667447,10.78153536065574,4.251194379391105,80.10475409836069,72.44262295081967,6.76440281030445,31.66510538641685,7.957251820313856,2.67891381733021,311,14,46,5,7,85,50,61,0.049,0.785,0.165,0.7607,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,3,1,0,7,10,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,6,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7547592123139196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083295814733892,0.0,0.0,0.2215569084518744,0.0,0.0,0.22904673750915144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833500361453247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118808393704736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650089096182474,0.16794418641810496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412112391186697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452734938617277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743679691486929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377616577570674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489205294349732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cannm,2020/02/26,"Am I the only one who makes audible noises when thinking about awkward/embarrassing memories? Sometimes when I’m thinking about something awkward or embarrassing I did or said in the past, I’ll make audible noises to distract myself from or “snap out” of the memory. Either I’ll snap my fingers or clap my hands, or say random things like “no no no” or “boop boop boop” or whatever stupid thing comes to mind. 

Am I the only one that does this? Or have I finally crossed the threshold into insanity?",6.3754838709677415,7.32712412903226,7.076505376344091,71.93475806451616,65.7741935483871,10.070967741935485,34.854838709677416,10.125756701596842,3.7436967741935487,396,18,67,9,6,131,58,93,0.20800000000000002,0.767,0.025,-0.9445,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,3,5,0,4,2,2,2,0,18,11,10,0,0,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,2,6,7,1,9,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,9,5,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206948826139306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102390344682152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631754226365381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737102240656427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207293049070247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425778284744462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255909352653265,0.3654325863179816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293399633730779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285269409414409,0.19105157252000515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849514726517606,0.237607335938379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192147115858657,0.30787714965910123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eviken,2020/02/26,"felt like in a movie / on drugs ive been sufffering from anxiety (mostly social anxiety /worst case scenario thinking ) for about 4 or 5 years and its been a lot worse the past 2 months. Last saturday i was sitting in my room and all of a sudden my thoughts were running like crazy. It was like someone was screaming at me and i decided to do a really hard workout to quiet my mind (it was around 11pm). My thoughts continued to run in circles so i wanted to smoke a cigarette but i had to buy rolling papers first so i took my skateboard to get to a gasstation nearby. I was so exhausted from the workout and the moment i stepped on my board i felt like in a movie or not in my body anymore the whole way was so unreal and there was a voice in my head saying ""thats how it feels to lose your mind. Thats it youre officialy gone mad""   
in the gasstation it was like watching a scene in a movie. I felt like standing next to me watching myselfe talking. on my way back i saw people standing next to me and everytime i took a second look it was just some random stuff on the sidewalk. when i was back home i fell into my bed as i could stand anymore. It sounded like listending to someone breathing.. its hard to explain.. i was listening to some music and the picture on the screen was moving. I also didnt dare to lay in the dark as i was extremly scared. i was also unable to call my friend as i was overthinking everything and i just felt completely mental. i tried to watch some videos but i watched them muted until i realized it and i kept asking myself is this really happening, what am i doing etc.. it was such a strange experience i cant even put it all in words .   
the whole evening felt like a strange trip or like beeing on drugs. Just to mention i used to smoke heaps of weed but ive been sober for over a year now and rarely do any other drugs so i doubt irts some sort of flashback or anything. the next morning i still felt the same and I googled it and came up with the term derealization.  
has anyone ever experienced something simiuar?   


i do feel  better since ive talked with my partner about it and i also consider going to therapy but i got the feeling im just way to exhausted to talk about everything that is going on in my mind?",2.1235755813953467,4.193590028508773,3.632217462260304,87.90943696450432,78.53947368421052,6.785720114239088,25.51693186454508,7.8205782467293705,1.4668915340677269,1767,68,362,29,43,583,225,456,0.09300000000000001,0.83,0.078,-0.6738,0,0,7,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,1,3,27,19,1,2,28,0,35,8,3,2,3,68,64,35,0,2,13,0,11,9,2,0,5,6,3,1,21,18,0,1,15,3,1,13,3,8,0,2,37,25,57,11,60,26,14,65,0,1,7,0,15,24,0,13,30,258,78,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999476801419967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102024502212182,0.0,0.11478935190020716,0.0,0.1488112412814451,0.05245991569425037,0.0,0.06173999601752993,0.06678903631784636,0.07013917160910096,0.0,0.0,0.1153807083638072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635439002477163,0.0,0.08333695997431771,0.0,0.0,0.07660992280405925,0.08580974384624894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786633216539307,0.0,0.0,0.05990214700425725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610189829226493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367380955171574,0.0991079158120524,0.06786530203866566,0.0,0.0,0.1348570417617295,0.07338981324288069,0.0,0.0,0.11380618239673893,0.0,0.4322202884107225,0.0,0.0,0.06381706760531983,0.0,0.0,0.057964892708874276,0.0,0.039197982477953634,0.0,0.08527799663095634,0.0,0.06000513686537234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634523397220843,0.0,0.13441709842072813,0.0,0.07699830933707097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525718384543734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810409422493686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115619432229285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298851750390117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300293467475783,0.08393489037716079,0.0,0.06378441258216715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560855024255553,0.0,0.22726458304641006,0.0,0.05988502833824118,0.07974075250085033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393729701916912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162079551903762,0.052013573866090984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542184089461354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612713893877813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966367748470719,0.07511410301250764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206227309549461,0.0,0.0,0.07647954716716446,0.12713855340267013,0.057758671488876735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059915851438398976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588680717579622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090914319101425,0.0,0.0,0.08579875658310472,0.0,0.0,0.04807362410023635,0.0,0.11912450898281315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667132678737492,0.050937721447475375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479836536232804,0.0,0.0,0.044252271952867406,0.17865641281684624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675276739554288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645789206791312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662855371369927
anxiety,charlypearl,2020/02/26,"Anxiety I know I sound crazy, but as I’m suffering with really bad anxiety I overthink the “smallest” things, I constantly think that if I have a small headache or a pain in my head and a random bump it’s automatically a brain tumour and I over worry myself and can’t stop panicking is anyone else like this or dealing with the same situation, I had a panic attack last night because of it I still feel terrible.",4.450740740740741,5.8899033950617286,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,70.60493827160494,9.844444444444443,29.549382716049386,10.125756701596842,3.151212345679012,329,13,61,9,6,114,62,81,0.435,0.532,0.033,-0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,7,0,4,3,2,0,0,15,8,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,10,1,6,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,6,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33217763482809043,0.0,0.0,0.15180859923093318,0.2224552023473624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24699435715287546,0.0,0.0,0.18127806690990625,0.13234844937067886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242366944433187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346191498981323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238312293743757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813678317953734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977751237829103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281784728243376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931816606682255,0.17697390610522007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606914646052804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374334855960566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310207113625541,0.2547322073637336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390864445477234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440411210352517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733845996170546,0.18151396751458876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423846406599405,0.13911554065671464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048609114246556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,transferstudentbeat,2020/02/26,Underaged Nudes (help!) I am 17 and was involved with a guy who is 24 at my current college (I know I know) and now we don’t really talk. I saw him yesterday but couldn’t go up to talk to him as he was having a conversation with a professor. I then remembered I sent him nudes through text (he doesnt have snapchat) and apparently he is on tinder saying he is 21 so he is obviously seeking other people and so am I lol. But I keep having borderline panic attacks about the fact that he has these nudes as I am 17. Should I try to talk to him and be friends to build that trust or just let everything go?,2.401666666666668,3.737111230158732,4.401777777777777,85.94600000000004,75.5873015873016,8.214603174603175,26.092063492063488,8.841846274778883,1.8183073015873013,469,17,104,10,10,161,79,126,0.065,0.833,0.102,0.6917,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,4,1,19,3,3,0,2,20,26,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,2,16,2,14,18,0,10,0,0,1,3,22,3,0,1,4,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615248907001101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660385251727287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177606893758845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26129540450753896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276201304341993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408560616073402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043304097594993,0.0,0.0,0.2526751679581849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350707548820172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697179541124698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593717999971101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726881871919248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604124180882055,0.0,0.0,0.1828120424807766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543133002264837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607534248147314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CopeTTV,2020/02/26,"*falling* asleep is almost impossible I sat in bed for 2 hours constantly thinking and such.. then randomly blacked out it seems like.. it didn't seem like I woke up nor fell asleep, almost like I just lost consciousness for an hour or 2. Once I fall asleep i sleep for 16-20 hours usually.. (depression.) Anyways.. is there anything to really help with falling asleep, to stop overthinking? I'm so scared to sleep because i have constant nightmares so I just stay awake for around 30-40+ hours before i try usually, but I have to go with my mum on a trip today  (kinda of dreading it because i have horrible social anxiety) but I have to protect her even if it causes me troubles. 


TL;DR I need help to stop my anxiety while attempting to go to sleep due to constant nightmares.",3.300376447876445,5.674648979729732,4.239613899613904,83.49554054054056,76.0945945945946,7.742084942084942,28.814671814671808,8.634040054169528,2.461664478764479,611,27,113,13,14,197,93,148,0.185,0.754,0.062,-0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,2,2,0,7,7,7,1,0,23,17,10,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,4,0,0,7,2,5,0,0,4,1,16,3,21,13,0,28,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,8,18,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645028376084626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063895469506214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715751643218204,0.10510296909799466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394277665445088,0.0,0.10046470308875162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128537889368472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38275928490167055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168929650829577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798088419324482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419823280557422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158273093907012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650813592679359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730419305797914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888200208449418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875437746890207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573547688809955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563552545720291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820376042224268,0.0,0.0,0.21496406328395948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544510917085094,0.1203524998367323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584168615354005,0.0,0.1974154182376401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756513479875686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191190857847666,0.0,0.0,0.08015845202105018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26006405221429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheRetroRaider279,2020/02/26,"Didn’t sleep last night and still not tired...? Hi Reddit,

I’m In then UK so it’s 11am here at the time of posting. For some reason last night I just couldn’t get to sleep which is unusual for me. As the night progressed I got more and more stressed and anxious. I decided to give up trying to sleep at 7am and just get and and go to a cafe with my friend. I’m not working today so I’m not busy or anything. The weird thing is, I’m still not tired and it’s freaking me out. I don’t understand why I’m still not tired and I feel like it’s not normal and something is wrong which is making my anxiety even worse. Has anyone experienced this and what happened to you? Will it be ok?",-0.4519969969969964,1.656966202702705,1.4896396396396412,99.02728228228227,89.67567567567568,4.6402402402402405,17.68168168168168,6.139981653823899,-0.4477444444444445,530,14,128,5,18,174,86,148,0.12300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.086,-0.665,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,9,7,0,1,4,1,10,6,3,2,0,29,24,15,0,2,9,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,2,2,10,3,15,19,3,18,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,12,78,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033210174591782,0.14816617271136173,0.0,0.0917056070426041,0.0,0.10792819124213897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662567850130662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631517228456729,0.09369611763678068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132890231863896,0.0,0.13704462656542446,0.12581442970469742,0.07453758116957977,0.0,0.10489546979040652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159786453197028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138152854620772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407499650172363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754600866784519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692361477915072,0.12850262603385246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560884042424425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484768624457574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937447828712656,0.0,0.0,0.1009684053198416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142181676190765,0.0,0.15023594088498746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713258651404206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647668588670345,0.4522251141439764,0.1243182237965254,0.0,0.0,0.08904464684871342,0.0,0.0,0.1365354640955718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834567332276145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548134165296393,0.0,0.1336566655225173,0.0,0.1433958109196806,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeybe0,2020/02/26,"Are beta blockers a mid/long-term option to treat anxiety? I (32 M) have been suffering from physical symptoms of anxiety for at least 3 years. They started being very mild, to the point that I did not realize anxiety was the issue until 8 months ago. 

The symptoms have been daily moderate digestive issues, undetermined bouts of dizziness, bouts of vertigo, general fatigue, daily palpitations, and panic attacks.

It has come to the point where I might have a panic attack when I go to a restaurant or to the doctor so I can't really lead a normal life right now.

After trying lifestyle changes (I quit my job and moved back with my parents) and some therapy, there has been no improvement whatsoever. That's why I think I am going to need medication to get my body's balance back.

Since my issues are purely physical and I feel no mental anxiety, I was wondering whether beta blockers could be an option for me. As far as I know, the usual way to treat anxiety mid and long-term are SSRIs, and I am willing to go that route if necessary but I am worried about the side effects so I would like to know if there is a less risky way I can try first.

I also plan on going back to therapy as soon as I feel good enough but I really think I need meds to get me there first.

Any experiences or thoughts with beta blockers to treat anxiety in the mid and long term? I don't mean taking a beta blocker ad hoc for especific situations which might be very stressful but taking them daily and consistently to get your body back on track.",7.123699152542375,6.7317488169491515,7.960625000000004,70.82805614406784,64.22033898305085,11.307203389830509,34.708686440677965,10.820120047756994,3.803851694915254,1211,48,218,29,16,409,162,295,0.11699999999999999,0.825,0.057999999999999996,-0.8357,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,6,15,12,2,3,15,0,29,10,2,2,1,49,51,25,0,7,9,1,2,1,0,4,8,0,0,0,5,11,1,4,11,0,0,7,5,7,0,2,7,2,29,5,34,36,5,39,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,11,19,151,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548342803628219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809721249846823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790729095061125,0.0,0.3908531052115844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937487684120202,0.0,0.2619111000511125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917265434847827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008109791251026,0.0733521887327434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798813007734067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715820183510657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798631465777537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329644960395323,0.0,0.0,0.08611232283928143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448630244654359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346754656178,0.0,0.19357875527461216,0.07142270451127156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26663434943580905,0.08450169608864337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359625859921653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014642589946501,0.041601692302066944,0.0,0.0,0.22607446814926266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927571105476658,0.09458632717423912,0.08578317918558183,0.08581468621624995,0.1806687852558069,0.0,0.0,0.06796870062196958,0.0905046801261988,0.0,0.12628046273078652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343233710709763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981853844965125,0.09455286967461256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099513782239866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057121478825876,0.0,0.0,0.10910300803855606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272061231721612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043984409794272,0.09571608677117167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027207612422952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754303123903628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701415460700995,0.12804964893764895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476086633861853,0.0,0.0,0.1091258317797444,0.0,0.06760235665298639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562725560965867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378453513663353,0.14052108894009765,0.0,0.13518174824773874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683777691227835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923453238532355,0.0,0.0864774991284367,0.0,0.060490593734007725,0.0,0.0,0.05483605352747528
anxiety,OmuletStickyRice,2020/02/26,"Thought it was just generalized anxiety but came out of the doctor's room with more... Hi everyone, nice to meet you! Usually I'm a lurker but I got back on medication today after many years. It may be a placebo effect but I'm feeling confident enough to post (also drowsy as hell)

I stopped taking medicine many years ago for my depression. I thought I was getting better because I had lesser relapses and I was actually looking forward to living my life and doing well in school. However, what I didn't know was that anxiety would come to bite me in the ass. For years I struggled with constant worry that gave me anxiety and panic attacks. This was a daily thing that happened so often it became normal for me. 

As an example, I would submit assignments, recheck repeatedly if I did (even got a teacher to check for me, lol), then spend my days worrying if I misplaced them or if my reports grew legs and magically walked out of the lockers I put them in. I would stop whatever I was doing while my heart pounded really fast and I felt I was unable to breathe properly. Then, I would replay the scenario of my submission over and over in my head trying to convince myself I wasn't crazy and I actually did submit my assignments. During these attacks, I would go through the thought process of ""I didn't submit the assignment so I'm going to lose 50% of this grade""> ""I'm going to flunk school and get suspended""> ""I will never get a good job with my bad grades and I'm doomed for the rest of my life."" > ""I'm a failure and I have failed everyone."" It was agonizing. It was a miracle that I was able to do well in school.

My biggest mistake, however, was shrugging off the worries, panic attacks and compulsive urges as 'normal' while it was getting worse. I didn't care as long as I was doing well in school. My mental health deteriorated to the point I realised I wasn't able to talk to anybody, even close friends, without having an extreme fear of being judged. I felt I was losing control of everything, including my actions, thoughts and facial expressions. I constantly felt dirty and only felt temporary relief after washing my hands or taking a shower. I was always jittery, scared and nervous about everyday things that seemed harmless, like transportation or elevators. My constant worrying and stress gave me migraines and headaches throughout my life. I came out of an internship with no friends or connections because my anxiety crippled me so much socially. For years I have been labelled shy and aloof when I knew that wasn't the case. 

The breaking point for me to finally seek treatment again was that I was becoming scared of myself. I couldn't understand why I was living my life with such fear and anxiety. I found that I was getting weaker at fighting the irrational thoughts my brain would throw at me. I felt I was losing control and I was tired of not being able to concentrate fully on any task. I couldn't even watch 20 minute videos without pausing them intermittently because of my anxiety attacks. Everyday tasks frustrated me because I would doubt whether I did something (like closing a container) and I would be paralysed with fear, rechecking again and again while trying not to let others notice my distress. My relationships with close loved ones were suffering because I was always easily agitated and irritable. I was doubting myself more, always second guessing myself and hating myself. 

I went to seek help expecting to be treated for just anxiety. I thought it was the only reason for my suffering. I was shocked when the doctor diagnosed me with generalised anxiety disorder, panic disorder, social anxiety and OCD. I guess they are all linked in a way. However, it never occurred to me I would be suffering from so many. I was so close to avoiding going for treatment altogether because my anxiety made it incredibly difficult for me to speak up and seek help. I'm glad I did before it got worse. 

Has anyone else sought help for generalized anxiety, only to find out you were suffering from more conditions? How did you cope with the realization?",6.497445497506592,7.862418568575237,6.8709172084279775,72.02923996762489,65.71105193075897,10.151181431294225,36.03041696039268,10.28402097214547,4.069046035351558,3279,160,538,80,51,1064,330,751,0.278,0.6409999999999999,0.081,-0.9995,5,1,1,0,2,0,87.0,0,3,4,8,24,55,8,15,28,1,70,21,8,6,3,117,122,55,0,18,17,0,7,2,2,11,12,1,2,0,25,45,0,6,21,1,2,15,15,38,3,2,63,10,104,17,87,39,7,79,2,11,2,2,24,28,2,14,37,392,129,13,0.13827540532844165,0.0,0.08995789942236025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085760125437262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0368595972278756,0.11505621424503225,0.0,0.0,0.03134400576301047,0.0,0.3878611241993766,0.0,0.0,0.03222845948965307,0.047226497796797266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974431419567,0.0,0.035441750488725915,0.038484729227236544,0.16858280732461392,0.05090477381280212,0.03922072848989063,0.0,0.0,0.04076445306046065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145369425623643,0.0,0.1054334844716284,0.04699366376834122,0.0,0.0,0.039704005983106194,0.0,0.1494265899223458,0.10339174991480952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02972539906599153,0.0,0.03969880133081684,0.04678220857798412,0.0,0.0,0.10565039608380206,0.09435382438951316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038503786013146746,0.0,0.0,0.04762515235001254,0.0,0.09132960111302901,0.0,0.0,0.08808538363576003,0.04142433941986586,0.0,0.0,0.15559827384549188,0.02330539988170664,0.0,0.22127678932421302,0.050491315896297316,0.04212707180000423,0.0,0.0,0.05053728160568065,0.07122082343318703,0.0,0.1204053202953695,0.0,0.10478013254149283,0.03865961651910879,0.11059147333982623,0.0,0.10155063218421204,0.0,0.040758828090134015,0.0,0.0,0.04550611183874986,0.04730348610746138,0.048993429938224184,0.0,0.054619007028107465,0.0926830894712051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457390011811395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02533084885141819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047131990131223066,0.13022401076404788,0.04503625232197847,0.0,0.08139981081858429,0.04078979414747436,0.03870550497505343,0.15469480908364922,0.0,0.0,0.041599650647061136,0.04361317729373397,0.0,0.14018955781998738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643264118598617,0.04644969528288183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033882777696152284,0.0,0.07109767799842477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903203590489738,0.0,0.052475821816548834,0.0,0.0,0.031232997748723106,0.10516467668068144,0.0,0.16223639505249776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714330173079288,0.0,0.04414320515074255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046334991426101764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02952758846583705,0.04739004880462487,0.0,0.049485345732299235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229186871550964,0.18658945648526729,0.0,0.04196024524999473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939695748666297,0.0,0.03548372084897312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706962027824472,0.05279800320663403,0.04818515881951398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931059748031207,0.037046844341246665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061242690065655435,0.0,0.0,0.2195504526362507,0.0,0.05297574576373113,0.04368963871086515,0.0,0.0,0.06258661572134845,0.0,0.0,0.04798319116366392,0.0,0.0,0.05076360785571976,0.0,0.0,0.036585526853127874,0.0,0.0,0.12432619559886104,0.04272756202049037,0.041590681981816015,0.0,0.0,0.08886170424484775,0.0,0.0,0.18723384821191266,0.09394296748536612,0.2946806418903946,0.0,0.0,0.11872643665902954
anxiety,GracePatriciaKelly,2020/02/26,"Panic attack without physical symptoms My anxiety has been intense lately, to the point of suicidal ideation. This is common for me when I get overwhelmed and I am better at dealing with it than I used to. The strange thing is while I’m mentally wrung out, I no longer get the physical symptoms of panic attacks. I’m not sure if taking a low dose of escitalopram is partly responsible but I noticed it especially over the weekend where my mind was racing but none of the usual other symptoms.",5.466102484472046,7.320825206521738,6.594409937888197,71.19282608695653,68.67391304347827,8.735403726708075,34.88198757763975,9.23628265651192,3.58542049689441,397,20,63,8,7,133,67,92,0.196,0.7440000000000001,0.061,-0.8666,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,3,6,0,7,4,0,1,1,11,13,6,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,8,2,13,11,2,12,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264881097202703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762065361686245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623379654885524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704629459149538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277138084358096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651582707842396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662839262626195,0.0,0.1669508366995372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882458385955459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38799235127296255,0.0,0.17905200880737598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630402101796614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086007479584587,0.0,0.15583525885741767,0.5155688149916706,0.12431850607173366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098475559807309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280458268933774,0.18210363554367054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938622260247698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beanisfat,2020/02/26,"Weighted blanket recommendations So I’ve heard all the rave reviews about weighted blankets and definitely seen a few posts here about how people have loved them. I’m convinced and want to get one! There’s a few brands out there so I was hoping to get pointed in the right direction.. 

Let me know any brands you’d recommend or if you’ve heard of other peoples’ experiences!  I’m located in Australia if that makes any difference. They’re pretty pricey so I want to make sure I’m going with a good brand.",3.6729095074455915,6.064494824742267,4.3061168384879736,83.38627720504012,74.97938144329895,7.197709049255441,27.27262313860252,8.167268648758528,1.9007557846506296,406,16,76,7,9,129,69,97,0.0,0.737,0.263,0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,3,2,16,20,9,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,5,5,10,14,3,7,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,4,0,41,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27138582718605164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847509562443406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951867848274077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850109391264934,0.0,0.11340223692784478,0.16736329247545095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818659463128044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966105323046478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040414716835841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009114225639958,0.0,0.2663867826472992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352123432088599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766695213327859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862822769644194,0.0,0.19110257213223572,0.20300222700608064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040465201537414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880625239162094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23538576546592185,0.0,0.0,0.4859678841121637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TM-PIANO,2020/02/26,"I experience homesickness (15M) I have experienced homesickness for my entire life, I was never able to sleep at a friends house until I was forced to when I was 13, I still experience this and don’t know why, I generally don’t like people which is the main reason I got homesick, I don’t know if this is the right place to post on but if anyone has advice or knows why this could be please comment.",7.069814814814812,5.676773728395062,7.749475308641976,75.5701388888889,64.80246913580247,11.062962962962963,31.36111111111111,10.125756701596842,2.7208,316,9,66,6,4,106,56,81,0.09699999999999999,0.812,0.091,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,12,2,1,1,1,12,16,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,10,2,7,10,1,9,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,45,14,0,0.20453216290772872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986646242713585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301364391474347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330228914825326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001434039375401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802104169854428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358305504597576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236002654981668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33721658326777565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144467115396397,0.09992408347811013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157747813042324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179684875920648,0.0,0.2136925777867815,0.22451489501690253,0.0,0.0,0.19588527415375145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102931282527737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466934957844865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467987358969436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633396495030777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691169281627243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Donald_Key,2020/02/26,"How do I tell the difference between actually being unwanted, or just being self centered about my interactions? There's been many times in the last year where I feel like I'm just being actively ignored or unwanted, especially in digital interactions, however when I eventually end up overthinking it, I always consider the possibility of me just being too self centered and them not intending to hurt my feelings.

How do I tell the difference?

P.S. This is my first time posting here, sorry if I'm being too broad",7.687644927536232,9.048477402173912,8.859565217391307,58.85427536231885,63.02173913043478,13.08985507246377,39.2463768115942,12.45797560212912,5.9162333333333335,419,22,63,16,6,144,63,92,0.08,0.8340000000000001,0.086,0.3687,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,12,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,3,0,16,13,7,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,10,1,7,7,0,15,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,8,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.1961384459009728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724080336970512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199861104276789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780185712918407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325440870676667,0.14358817396011966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096303647591715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516526734813216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383467735171925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819416189526196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377355910500689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226587410898862,0.192494038010015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193553722339229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249932251618611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35135038590295586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343992035948077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943176154174452
anxiety,amanafuentes1,2020/02/26,"Easily triggered I don’t know what to do I get easily triggered by everything an anything. I’m not trying to be dramatic but for example even hearing a certain name has me feeling like I was kicked in the stomach and instantly start replaying memories that I do not like. I easily get angry or irritated and respond very negatively and angrily. I have no patience anymore. Certain things make me cringe so hard, I keep repressing so many memories,people, and places because it hurts to remember. Idk what to do anymore I live in a constant fear mixed with anxiety. Idk who to ask for help",4.934111111111111,7.0617778454545475,6.447575757575759,70.6058080808081,70.54545454545455,10.707070707070708,36.767676767676775,10.746095033038511,4.877646464646466,473,27,77,16,9,161,76,110,0.261,0.5660000000000001,0.17300000000000001,-0.9305,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,4,0,8,1,1,3,2,20,18,8,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,3,10,4,11,16,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533507824457567,0.0,0.3976034346299451,0.0,0.0,0.16496088776103682,0.0,0.1874023447001172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219810209064633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662524168586392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324014482594094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015985394237585,0.0,0.0,0.22557239441253096,0.10135822314992336,0.1432081328079483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946337561048292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795721195013537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593215086960464,0.0,0.1343636140483849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145957799463845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781773976125617,0.0,0.0,0.11016716484124146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958685341533419,0.0,0.177009195962945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380811022194386,0.20323422263983365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897320819616574,0.0,0.20943725733403895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708126027625575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188609342035027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317622262402756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609867658744493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539988030102815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TurbulentMany,2020/02/26,"Anybody else ever find that they procrastinate in an attempt to slow time? I know that my anxiety and procrastination often go hand in hand. I often when procrastinate when I'm anxious. I'm just now realizing that if feels like on some level, I'm playing a video game and I procrastinate because I'm hoping that avoiding the ""main quest"" (most important task) I'll somehow slow the progression of the main storyline of my life.",5.722320675105486,7.629891126582277,6.72221518987342,70.31893459915611,68.1139240506329,9.823628691983123,33.41983122362869,10.125756701596842,3.756972995780592,345,16,58,9,6,115,53,79,0.07400000000000001,0.74,0.18600000000000005,0.8481,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,16,8,5,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,6,8,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,7,8,36,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697994859418732,0.3984283846932036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149906547675472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29461915947536804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190195484201337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832577092656154,0.2519548971192685,0.0,0.0,0.32234343086775824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004363581840493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502911436753021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382388513312085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491085459863297,0.17230179391309045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565073570394127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosee147,2020/02/26,"College Anxiety: not doing work Hey! I’ve been dealing with really bad anxiety my whole life and never opened up about it to anyone until recently. I’m a freshman in college and I’ve noticed it’s been affecting my life more than it has ever. I just opened up to my parents about it and am receiving lots of help. One thing my anxiety has affected is my school. There’s this one class that is very stressful for me and my anxiety has made me basically try to forget about it. I know I have these assignments, but my anxiety stops me from doing them. I’ve always had amazing grades and I know I have the abilities to do the work. It started when I missed a big assignment because my laptop broke right before it was due. It might sound kinda stupid but I’m trying to write this quick, so I’m not including several factors. But basically since then I’ve seem to shut down towards that class. I have anxiety just going to it and missed several assignments in these last two weeks. I’ve missed 4 classes and attendance is a grade as well. That’s kind of the background of this but there’s a lot more that I’m not gonna get into. I’ve been receiving help from everyone and have been focusing on working on myself. Although, my grade has dropped from an A to an F and I keep avoiding it. Should I speak to my professor or advisor about this situation? It might sound like laziness from how I put it but I want to explain the whole situation to someone for help in the class. I just completed all my assignments that I missed these last two weeks and I wanted to email my professor explaining the situation. I don’t even expect to get my grade up, but I don’t want my professor to think I don’t care about my grade or her class. I really didn’t describe the situation as bad as it is but I’m just asking for advice on what I should do. Any suggestions would help!",3.0360874664879347,4.928062262734585,4.552184148793569,83.18674807305632,75.16621983914209,8.630328418230564,26.937751340482567,9.271962702966755,2.380412935656836,1476,57,296,37,32,493,165,373,0.127,0.785,0.08800000000000001,-0.8667,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,18,15,1,2,14,0,32,2,0,4,3,60,59,28,0,7,16,1,0,1,0,6,2,3,0,0,27,14,0,3,6,0,0,5,8,10,1,4,8,3,40,5,47,45,7,37,0,5,0,0,18,17,0,8,15,209,67,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809857590995059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501631272311368,0.0,0.0,0.06130859824673726,0.0,0.4138106895959672,0.0,0.0,0.06303858191903967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428290165358558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055158046273262,0.054957746858726016,0.0,0.07671539828418274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191919098979788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452596674013657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294600806830204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059546630861514085,0.08155050089975042,0.0,0.08614711593608147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420469693085623,0.0,0.05123725329491257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171640513424744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013404583545726,0.0,0.09388272246612238,0.09909383294672193,0.1469769714504173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735850705198734,0.044045255750388056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532933808416112,0.0,0.08530698932300243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912807487475356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953321489344093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264224367948692,0.0,0.0,0.12218293510381235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010663259832116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063083370987893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155114041347806,0.0,0.08901734104346662,0.0,0.0,0.07699201139655239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124183194089606,0.0,0.08207386885445149,0.0,0.2036993313125673,0.0,0.07457727742862044,0.405352694852092,0.0,0.0,0.07638817188016213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381228408265137,0.0,0.0,0.07537374805238807,0.10327242763097852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059895080245545684,0.057767784238357316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241886719569517,0.0,0.17613697647697435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743874462575903,0.1595275421445366,0.0,0.14463405758620707,0.0,0.08106031325571661,0.0,0.0,0.201310026113956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196902083906404,0.0,0.0,0.06404363678673755,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kidpandy,2020/02/26,"Anyone else throw up sometimes when feeling really anxious? I’ve been dealing with generalized anxiety for years and have had ups and downs with it, but i noticed it’s pretty common for me to throw up when it’s really bad. 

My anxiety tends to flare up at night after the sun comes down, and when i’m in a bad headspace i sometimes experience episodes of panic attacks, vomiting and diarrea. I would say this happens maybe once every month or two. Is this a normal side effect from my anxiety? I tend to actually feel better after vomiting, almost like it’s become therapeutic to me. You know when you eat something bad and throw up and then you feel better? I get the same feeling when I’m anxious and feel like i need to “empty” my stomach to help.

Just wondering if anyone else experiences or has experienced this?",5.458228739002934,6.870696793548388,6.501583577712612,73.54692082111438,68.16129032258064,9.507331378299119,31.51026392961877,9.800150414767053,3.228935483870968,653,27,113,15,11,218,93,155,0.20199999999999999,0.6659999999999999,0.132,-0.9312,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,3,6,9,1,1,4,0,6,4,1,1,0,29,21,17,0,4,5,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,10,1,0,8,0,0,4,0,5,0,1,2,7,14,4,23,18,1,26,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,5,14,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.11752137094708623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059228762630007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763836579253234,0.27210107288469804,0.0,0.16841356977240474,0.2467875662614507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370054187064787,0.0,0.0,0.30165965423963903,0.0,0.13300441305646654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301939864472594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373895444842143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415705222383545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322897306799295,0.20120601961470408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014666602661843,0.0,0.0,0.2356054192919392,0.0,0.0,0.30446270557173977,0.08603453024248865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291920287733008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649500235347936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072104698019113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618465089530842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767109168140995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098715744825525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612531077199372,0.0,0.0,0.08929660721294122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130144959578638,0.11799488969870353,0.0,0.1371092602440856,0.0,0.12825299722673034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412975305597486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251962870656675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429985357812812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957700062797687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271215862647172,0.2382147998552057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764167306104124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060015672660125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554933474165058,0.0,0.0,0.07755235334209774
anxiety,ren0713,2020/02/26,"My chest is tight and I’m sad. First time posting and just need to vent and maybe someone to talk to. My bf is asleep right now so I don’t have anyone.  

My anxiety was super bad a year and a half ago and now has been just everywhere. My depression is also acting up, school started five weeks ago and I still haven’t made it through a full week before either calling out of class or work. 

My mind is going a mile a minute and I just....i’m so tired dude......

literally so fucking tired but can’t ever get real rest. when i’m anxious my body shuts down, my chest gets tight, i get sad. i’m at the stage of my anxiety where now my chest hurts and i’m getting a slight headache from trying not to cry. 

i have work in the morning but i promised myself i’m finally gonna make it a full week without calling out. 

i use to go to therapy but it was triggering as fuck because i’m not ready to face the topics at hand, the root of my anxiety, and talking about it actually made me wanna do things i haven’t done in years. (don’t wanna upset anyone if anyone actually reads this) 

i’m trying but this shit sucks and it’s hard and i’m tired of this being such a hurdle for me. 

i need a hug....


i’m sorry this was so ehhh. i hope i didn’t go against any rules. it’s late and i just needed to get this off my chest.",0.492357142857145,2.3659326642857152,2.5964285714285715,94.25857142857143,83.07142857142857,5.571428571428572,19.642857142857142,6.7097532225279775,0.06339285714285747,1006,27,235,11,28,339,145,280,0.193,0.747,0.061,-0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,4,17,14,4,1,13,0,20,15,9,6,1,44,50,25,0,7,13,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,12,14,0,2,0,1,0,4,9,10,0,3,8,4,26,4,30,40,4,39,0,4,0,3,5,15,4,3,18,144,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.19608021148813368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811369865899482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034244536853644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832017330730064,0.0,0.2305681326771701,0.11349773127944968,0.0,0.2107440211447565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388472712674766,0.06124300501629456,0.0,0.08548897635892183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159482957951852,0.0,0.0,0.20517358161501756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035693824885064,0.0,0.0,0.08653102629958824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028113705864343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087704684333787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005534769967383,0.0,0.08545613837935759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575798344016609,0.2624461088955148,0.0,0.17129104848281768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999760247708348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997851850466032,0.0,0.0,0.10755069189194932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332977215359155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012629424068545,0.06706168610920413,0.0,0.10093137626212403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144179494244504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234823013854627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621844281937736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004929642145534,0.11435204869751195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579722440759048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167672968137652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312667610038932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512432661528489,0.0,0.0,0.11246321181572133,0.07111019387714446,0.0,0.0802320990883328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150117154901042,0.0,0.0,0.11489137139123913,0.0,0.0667449979228343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858240234645915,0.3464118937790154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641933533096912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677017426444197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24176275831637464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684542365600612,0.0,0.14628056402915268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939333265238787
anxiety,mujernormal,2020/02/26,"I'm the bad one in the story I suffer from anxiety to be honest start no too long ago after pass for some relationship problems, now Im constantly throwing up and feeling sick, I can’t drink or stay awake late and my husband start to complain how we can’t have fun anymore.
I hate feel anxious, my heart race and Im really scared but I can’t tell my husband anymore because I feel like Im ruining his life.
And think about He leaving me or hating me give more anxiety.
I have no body with talk about it.",5.218,4.851928085714288,6.294047619047621,81.10678571428573,68.14285714285714,9.285714285714286,32.73809523809524,8.841846274778883,2.5482380952380947,399,16,83,6,6,134,73,105,0.272,0.6509999999999999,0.077,-0.9527,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,11,2,1,2,0,6,5,2,1,0,16,16,8,0,1,3,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,4,1,0,2,5,8,0,1,0,3,13,3,10,15,2,13,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,3,9,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131969750764858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277797401907898,0.16818770731387978,0.295290332382261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430539161493022,0.0907535374195452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653678740841996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088226118907056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584197850216155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258288092868659,0.10635717263373247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281559745933642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939688113479186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641898993646762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824354645653679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793881546395403,0.15763837844075845,0.0,0.0,0.10515564862176263,0.07273338144978207,0.0,0.0,0.13175073430959092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088235241409917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245439795189638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537389300618272,0.0,0.0,0.159837301806979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905102769224998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107506527226578,0.15868219911708675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966103403624508,0.13012434317462662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539384469302647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rokmonster1,2020/02/26,"I had a mega attack. There is a back story but I know it'd be tl;dr situation. So: I got worked up over something pretty lightweight then I got this attack.

To describe what happens to me. I start losing control of my body and motor functions. I will hobble back and forth. Arms will lock up in an obscure way, and all my fingers will start over-straightening and sort of flick twitch and shake. I lose control of breathing. Theres no hyperventilating but it's more like a stroke. I lose the ability to speak. Someone came across me at that point and I started to smush my face into where the door meets the door jamb. One arm is sticking out  behind me straight and the other is rubbing the back of my hand on the wall wrist twisting. I remember trying to grab the door jamb so it would stop. Person went to go get me water and I started this like low-howl zombie sound. It took me a second and I was able to drink the water. I was embarrassed so I asked to be alone.

Then round two started. I started to get up. My lower half of body was doing this like bent knee standing position but my top half was leaning forward. I clenched my pants with my fists at the back of my thighs in this haunched stance and started to do this really crazy breathing like a silently screaming ragey kind of thing. My neck was fully stretched and my face was pulled tight. The silent scream thing was probably the peak moment my head started to feel hot and clenched silent screaming thing was making my head tremor from flexing or something too hard. It wasn't immediate but I did collapse on the floor. I was back to body contorting into weird positions but I was on the wood floor. Person came in and put my head in their lap with a pillow. I still couldnt talk. I had to lay on my stomach for a while and person was trying to rub soothingly. I was choked up nasaly but breathing started to get controlled again then I sat up and said, ""At least I feel better now.""

It was hard to talk for a bit longer but the person stayed and listened to all my thinking and I basically did a mind dump right then and there and I was basically back to like nothing happened. 

I just wanted to share this part. I currently have a very successful treatment plan in terms of mental health. In terms of what other things that were different me from usual is a week ago I quit smoking cigarettes. Also got an increase dosage of my anti depressant and adhd medications. And I started wearing nicotene patches. And also started exercising a ton once I started all those things at once. Nevermind the midlife crises scenario I've been in for two years, or having to live with someone who has ptsd untreated and refers to me as the Enemy. Btw 36m living with parents. No recreational drugs. Drink water and eat healthy too. Thanks all.",3.166638759015622,5.494572221811461,3.61877786234642,88.01147729332027,76.31977818853973,6.165503243811388,25.580116704722556,7.208032530483347,1.195581464970461,2216,81,426,26,51,691,269,541,0.134,0.768,0.098,-0.9516,4,1,6,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,12,21,23,3,2,30,0,38,33,21,4,4,65,74,44,0,3,10,1,13,5,0,4,6,7,4,4,25,33,6,5,6,3,0,10,4,13,0,6,30,20,56,10,67,36,12,83,0,4,1,0,15,36,0,4,41,290,81,2,0.0616864878774255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413517092731946,0.0,0.05468134955363894,0.0,0.0,0.06388859776965007,0.0,0.0986613241377259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766853910162969,0.1403545706222079,0.0,0.28459860898850026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455668562831744,0.06734566810186125,0.20555934542572896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411058173277922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075599243891881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053130481618730435,0.0,0.0,0.06444925053223496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085854765734085,0.07153674177407048,0.0631206771471875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238108348480453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668593170017788,0.0,0.035057852626411895,0.0,0.14800895857046412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909831501450533,0.0,0.11051795335429293,0.0,0.18992439934326616,0.06556985202348467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642369845518329,0.033901280496405894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068451036026212,0.0,0.10894059788922954,0.0,0.0,0.20703420342698609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117620966161007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214264678883653,0.0621654709636545,0.0,0.062285767915204376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918984881216795,0.0,0.0,0.13138819272056815,0.041800360644597766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849554468421848,0.06680045506689136,0.0,0.0,0.21544904742324786,0.0,0.0,0.0583136698791115,0.0,0.0,0.06275733486404557,0.06650846723752077,0.0,0.07210820326498031,0.062011958239089685,0.0,0.06561117299752167,0.0,0.0,0.03951794370707547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987876570298011,0.05267992359807789,0.05867797603501777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933819693675193,0.0,0.0,0.10453352199664648,0.0949785441943336,0.0,0.0,0.5239441634190293,0.06574958842895783,0.049262908902596825,0.05157266600361058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991625246264872,0.0,0.05679263019651167,0.0,0.0,0.2049088076803628,0.03952621064064293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853595777206388,0.08376215212272327,0.0,0.1205174705179731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793895139562048,0.05089781283050696,0.036384288791896036,0.04896386280743363,0.04948117970368137,0.0,0.0,0.05718399227284976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044908497857290536,0.0,0.0,0.043820311116322654,0.0,0.0,0.03972407572211288
anxiety,Oxymoronically,2020/02/26,"I'm riddled with anxiety about my upcoming finals. Sleep is going to be hard tonight. Oh man, I don't even know what to tag this as. Needs a hug/support? Seeking advice? Work/school? Venting? Sleep?
Dammit, I know I'm having an episode when even the tags are giving me anxiety, haha. Sorry if I'm a little incoherent, I'm really trying.

Basically, for context, I'm in my first year of community college. I did classes in the fall too, and I've heard people saying that your first finals are always the worst, but the sense of dread I feel about it this time feels so much worse.

I just realized my English 102 paper is due in a week, not two weeks like I was thinking, and I’m freaking out because I have less than half a rough draft right now. (For anyone who’s never taken english 102 before— my grade for the whole class rests on this one paper.) 

I also have two more final projects due for my other two classes, and I believe all 3 are due before actual finals week. There are two more weeks left of the term and I have so much to do.

I would say I’m procrastinator, but honestly I’m sick of having to take on a negative degrading label like that just because my shitty cocktail of mental disorders makes it difficult to do this stuff!! Anxiety, depression, and ADHD are a messy combination and I'm sure it seems to the random online observer that I'm just refusing to take responsibility but I just feel like I've taken SO much responsibility that I just want a fucking break from taking fucking responsibility. Like no matter what shitty combination of disorders I've been Literally Diagnosed With By A Professional it's always MY FAULT and it never just gets to be my shitty malfunctioning brain's fault for once. I just feel like I've heard the same things over and over again from people who just have not experienced anxiety and how debilitating it is (or depression, or for that matter, ADHD which is a LITERAL DISORDER MEANING IT'S DIFFICULT FOR ME TO FOCUS ON SHIT) and I just feel like I've constantly been told ""you should have done that earlier / planned that out better"" but like it LITERALLY DOES NOT HELP AT ALL. Yes of course I should have started sooner, but I thought I had enough time and now all of a sudden the passage of time has just occurred to me and now I do not have enough time and the alarms are going off!!!

I don't know. I don't know. It's nearly midnight where I am and I don't like staying up so late usually but my brain just refuses to stop. 

Does anyone have any tips for handling situations like these?? Im scared to even ask that because every time I have I've only gotten shamed under the guise of ""advice"" and I just don't want to be shamed right now. I feel like I'm being made to accept more responsibility than is due but if I ever dare say that out loud I know I'd get lambasted. Please please please don't lambast me. I know this is an anxiety-based community but I'm still scared I'm gonna get told all the same blamey things I've been told over and over again in person. Please don't. Please, please don't. I just need comfort right now, or encouragement, or SOMETHING. I can only deal with so much shaming.

I'm sorry if this is a mess. I'm sorry if I'M a mess, but it's because I am.

My heart is beating so fast right now and it's hard to type, and all I wanna do is sleep but I'm shaking too hard to do that.",3.0100748538011715,4.819417620740744,4.621902534113062,83.01792982456142,75.01481481481481,7.522027290448344,24.13840155945419,8.31658001898498,1.460229629629629,2654,83,534,47,57,892,272,675,0.22899999999999998,0.701,0.07,-0.9989,1,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,0,2,0,5,41,39,3,8,26,2,57,11,7,3,9,105,118,46,0,12,35,0,10,10,0,4,2,6,0,2,37,24,1,3,18,1,0,4,16,22,0,8,17,17,49,17,65,93,21,74,0,2,0,2,21,26,3,10,52,345,86,11,0.0,0.0,0.052522724695298034,0.0,0.12936770313368534,0.10518890479106896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304161146515322,0.08956880057714303,0.0,0.0,0.03660095658323543,0.0,0.16469540996110604,0.0,0.0,0.07526749806289333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031651207742556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312381078160255,0.0,0.045798746703761335,0.060639213224985535,0.0,0.04760138151729195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016679959534955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058162701256507736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548834752675195,0.0927140018351094,0.054628422352172384,0.0,0.0,0.18505478795382269,0.0,0.09420037829757767,0.05507881975315334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122548576671533,0.0,0.10664721000807803,0.04868528115355687,0.045347543344364534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328479563360526,0.15380242452243315,0.0,0.23583845344128815,0.0,0.09156230902767906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951555386579143,0.08435966864941205,0.05163117964904231,0.0611768181599596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446424173739773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377959218008981,0.03607590086373064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813723566885123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747571373689194,0.0,0.06071381071479685,0.0,0.058478001653700776,0.0,0.0,0.262948189898184,0.053944006020465785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050927887796291336,0.035926751102360766,0.0,0.0,0.0586281782519762,0.0,0.0,0.0542401406255352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826210405305602,0.07981699122589689,0.0830220312382709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731890983231756,0.036471330537922564,0.08186845026302768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462710373053917,0.046995488205610406,0.0,0.3544838232885549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034479893591684456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385553393605109,0.0,0.12840477353257007,0.10777086711196396,0.05447096206642312,0.0,0.048997729461540976,0.0,0.0,0.05524773740760385,0.0,0.060498432558635684,0.1615832752094925,0.0,0.0,0.04143497598949434,0.0,0.1807487130205464,0.038095645732864315,0.05736732734708595,0.04298249599141623,0.044997787567716864,0.0,0.0,0.061613567303548375,0.0,0.0610768196710401,0.050726807248279424,0.0,0.1214028379931307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151418542612939,0.03448710659324771,0.0,0.042728832244814816,0.15692085229204594,0.0,0.0,0.15428831878317822,0.0,0.03654175573519132,0.0,0.21030596076559896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927757355533151,0.0,0.06349148200892228,0.0,0.17269175983653032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009058872879231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918321861480175,0.0,0.05484944234999301,0.03823376225354536,0.0,0.0,0.0346597463187649
anxiety,Cyclone15,2020/02/26,"Can’t sleep thanks to an ongoing panic attack. Any help? I was getting ready to tuck myself into bed. Got all cozy and situated and suddenly, for no reason, my heart starts pounding. I focus on deep breathing but just as I’m about to fall asleep, I’m jolted awake and confused for a quick second. 

I’m at the point where I don’t even want to fall asleep because of that feeling I get right as I’m about to fall asleep and my brain/body jolts awake with a terrorizing feeling. 

Anyone else have this happen? I’ve had anxiety for about 7 years now, and it’s been better in the last 2-3. But this is like the third time in the last three months this has happened.",3.4273333333333333,4.612306140740742,4.1846296296296295,89.10583333333336,72.77777777777777,6.881481481481483,23.12962962962963,7.1686216300943375,0.6591629629629625,519,13,111,5,10,166,94,135,0.11800000000000001,0.752,0.13,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,3,7,0,8,6,6,1,1,16,22,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,3,4,2,7,3,20,18,1,21,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,10,64,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695845185501467,0.0,0.1428205450637476,0.0,0.0,0.13054091916059615,0.19129026111561595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239159424143467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380704596349127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511584034291035,0.0,0.20737515894043987,0.0,0.20841246056373933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559590404540676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233097523602604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879638494293932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508001849396145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931639933271176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33018611296038064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123351516001868,0.12513718084166411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043613667137907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120935140488294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901752204091226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904540755615906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764863553326068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919527221587294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943581898204848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098520927952326,0.18682901925079068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321431092562447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188292786088685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886288409135612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011707089542873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022493795513135
anxiety,jinxazap,2020/02/26,"Bumble date (22 M) cancelled on me (20 F) last minute, and my anxiety/bad thoughts are running wild because it feels so personal. As the title suggests my bumble match cancelled on me on the evening we were meant to meet.

He originally asked me out, and I said I wanted to talk a bit more before that (which he responded to fine), then a few days later he asked me out again. He called it a date, and I said yes. On Sunday we said we would grab a drink tonight (Tuesday). He said he was excited, and that we would make a proper plan closer to the time- but a loose plan was in place. No messages exchanged on Monday, I was waiting for him to message because 1. he asked me out 2. he ended the conversation on Sunday to go to bed and said we would ""talk soon"". This evening, I was waiting for him to message where we would meet etc and he said he was ""so sorry but he would have to bail :("" I sent a ""?"" to which he replied ""I have something I have to go to"" to which I replied ""okay"" (a bit passive aggressive from me I know, but that's how I feel).

I feel rejected and disappointed. Why would he cancel right before when he initially seemed more interested in meeting up than me? No excuse or plan to reschedule? Should I just leave it now?

I feel like this always happens to me (online and irl), so yeah pretty down about it.

**TL;DR: I feel rejected and disappointed. Why would he cancel right before when he initially seemed more interested in meeting up than me? No excuse or plan to reschedule? Should I just leave it now?**",1.6579000000000017,4.013837373333335,2.973583333333334,90.44137500000002,81.93333333333334,5.75,23.041666666666664,7.04035,0.7947666666666658,1172,41,242,15,32,379,136,300,0.136,0.777,0.08800000000000001,-0.929,0,2,2,0,0,0,61.0,6,0,0,4,16,11,1,0,12,3,19,1,0,3,0,50,46,22,0,10,7,0,6,1,0,9,0,6,1,1,13,18,1,2,10,1,1,4,3,5,0,0,15,12,35,6,38,22,7,44,0,4,0,0,50,20,0,4,21,155,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635502818698256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573609564839629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661913624211514,0.11187700803103144,0.0,0.2342533051438377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003651190955489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370133957335826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918021112843332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989381937102245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127569800503064,0.0,0.102341155756737,0.12121855934595545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319932664940924,0.06555624494224542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043032315916855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811466330987402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050431113801410535,0.07479993611093698,0.0,0.19432972677732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044831272322553385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061253205924641924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012481586174315,0.09587388560002448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335701336524577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673196900665354,0.5237316662487977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707706210319964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064443733127639,0.0,0.10272232435488277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751291075284684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285039365107351,0.05350834675770837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412480536957962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560553721718707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563057633968543,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dozah13,2020/02/26,"Does it ever end? I'm a 55 year old successful man. On the outside it looks like I've got it together but on the inside I'm a total wreck, if I didn't have a family to provide for I'd be a shut in!
I'm running out of time and want some peace my last years, will/does this ever end?",-1.3011688311688303,0.3042998787878801,2.211385281385283,96.00136363636366,88.0909090909091,5.58961038961039,17.004329004329005,6.868970318607317,-0.2109670995670996,216,5,56,3,7,79,49,66,0.06,0.767,0.172,0.7312,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,3,9,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,7,6,2,15,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,10,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590405284990185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775211103039727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876861577765592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541282522726161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156011523241824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197369534750105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169913923397122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263723745211841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28287020215323666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718945380628627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900040103911708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471907342672045
anxiety,snp_313,2020/02/26,"Anxiety Attacks on and off since 5pm to 1am. Help? I apologise if this is triggering to anyone. I just need advice on how to stop this tonight if I can.

How do you naturally stop long or quickly reoccurring attacks. I'm shaking, vomiting, chills and sweats, I feel like my chest is being crushed and I can't breath. I've tried my normal method of setting in a hot shower till it stops. That typically relaxes my body. Listening and focusing on the running water makes me get out my own head. But I've not had an attack this bad in about a year. Nothing is working for me this time.

I don't take anxiety medication because my doctor refuses to give me any. I've been looking for a new one.",1.899897225077084,4.14637097841727,4.156963001027748,82.94311151079141,80.22302158273381,7.7124357656731775,27.914182939362803,8.634040054169528,2.3867837615621785,542,25,108,13,14,187,98,139,0.154,0.746,0.1,-0.7752,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,3,1,5,0,10,9,5,4,0,22,19,11,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,6,5,1,4,1,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,4,15,2,16,16,1,20,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,11,67,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564691383755673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888829295590573,0.0,0.2449854282845719,0.0,0.0,0.1119608631060253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464848806177306,0.0,0.0,0.1336949878745031,0.0976087434924829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785918722662986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389141434755486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096237695210494,0.11439102295483546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836570149259226,0.15360339018732125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643311289581054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732624577624816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822740771472916,0.0,0.0,0.14170272582015647,0.13446195730679608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688252341414507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613058354571496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872826197451453,0.0,0.15464660118352444,0.0,0.0,0.1568853354349092,0.15364115477206058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850265388757577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245438102858015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401606903133681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039164203274146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336829050579024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871216970977128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657055404497504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311316870509596
anxiety,Normal-Anxious,2020/02/26,"Extremely Anxious about tomorrow's exam. My finals start tomorrow. I'm going f crazy with anxiety. I failed last year cause i wasn't able to study even at the end moment, i succumbed to anxiety and gave up before trying. I have studied considerably for tomorrow's exam but I couldn't help being anxious.

I'm trying to believe in myself, believe in the work i did. T\^T Ahh, I'm nervous. 

I'm going to give it my best shot, and graduate high School for once and all!

I..wish there was someone who believed in me. They stopped believing and gave up on me long ago. But, all i wanted was someone to support me. I understand I failed, but i couldn't help it with anxiety and screwed up mental state i had*(due to verbal abuse from my father and my mother who kept saying how dumb f am i, how i'll never be able to become anything since i couldn't bring any good grades and other things to disappoint me, to bring me down)*, my parents ignored my mental state. They think i failed cause of some memory issues(I had illness before and seizures) but no, it's just that I didn't study. I was extremely afraid of studies and exams.

I studied this time. Yes, I was late to study but i still started in feb, studying a subject per week, i almost managed to get it done. I feel like i can actually try bringing some marks this time since i did try to study, understand and practice. But What if i fail again? Sigh. Failing isn't an option here but i just couldn't stop thinking ""What if's""..",2.284898199364484,4.569420883959046,3.613826056255149,87.14860068259388,79.06825938566553,6.225679651641758,25.46181005060609,7.372421405659032,1.351839213840179,1161,45,225,16,29,379,156,293,0.22399999999999998,0.706,0.07,-0.9933,1,0,0,0,1,0,47.0,0,0,2,7,10,16,2,2,4,1,20,2,0,4,3,49,43,21,0,7,11,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,12,0,4,6,0,0,5,9,11,1,0,13,2,39,4,30,24,5,39,0,6,0,1,13,11,2,6,22,141,52,13,0.1979065117096506,0.11724342723182712,0.09656410353554568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771609081749195,0.0,0.09908739197041393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729160723301092,0.0,0.2270969096459088,0.2235780263829751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143009820470093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092860967291801,0.16840386496156612,0.44594573477607424,0.10384533708890108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330450338345055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126353657610793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764321380497883,0.0,0.0,0.06535769224172955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003373937286559,0.07069222575448261,0.0,0.10839845499202684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051698992039125334,0.0949249797343209,0.11247483136194653,0.08299729620560244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265256310875406,0.10454954772136447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066011063680849,0.11162358270468817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834356248864916,0.0,0.0,0.08757051755415403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944321569500092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763188511899631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538198800048207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987588029847108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869160074862737,0.0,0.1001459777872824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371031159568522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167685545140682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007924760731627,0.0,0.07902419794879498,0.1654587054562496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229098209492087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574014624918334,0.12681050158884474,0.0,0.0,0.1154008784999056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687310610524763,0.0,0.0,0.20602765823774746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836519409363077,0.0,0.07937433307835974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137913607409602,0.0,0.0,0.07203914878990204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372265246057551
anxiety,jelly_bean_queef,2020/02/26,How do you guys deal with driving anxiety? I’m usually okay when I drive but there will be times I start thinking too much and get super anxious on the road. How do you guys deal with anxiety while driving?,1.509999999999998,4.110395121951221,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,85.58536585365854,6.206829268292682,25.27317073170732,7.554174236665415,1.4943326829268295,164,7,33,3,5,52,31,41,0.128,0.716,0.155,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39414798598414746,0.29103047553540684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311774123740942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459267425569846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101566932583814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937592002368728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234050413329697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506863924573592,0.0,0.0,0.1502167860159117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28372540845405075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,malflynn,2020/02/26,"Foods that help with anxiety? Are there any particular foods that help you manage your day-to-day stress or anxiety? I have been told to try blueberries, but haven't noticed a sizable difference in my anxiety.",5.8504385964912275,8.013221763157897,6.118421052631582,73.75728070175441,68.21052631578948,11.382456140350875,33.719298245614034,11.20814326018867,4.533129824561404,169,8,29,6,3,54,30,38,0.18600000000000005,0.716,0.098,-0.3204,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163308413253365,0.0,0.5117340218570922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876054816685765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329651628615523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392531803940921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989156908173601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25386259703355635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554212158711772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306559360466454,0.0,0.15138782258720282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,battygirl6,2020/02/26,"Loss of Speech from Anxiety?? About 4 years ago, I had a job as a cashier at a clothing store. One day, I was doing my job and going about my business checking customers out and stuff and I suddenly had a lot of trouble speaking. My voice just got really raspy and quiet, and then I just because barely able to even speak. I had a lot of anxiety problems around this time, especially socially so I have always wondered if that was what caused it. Has anyone else experienced anything like this before?",4.988977443609024,6.528775326315793,5.601804511278196,79.07263157894737,69.42105263157895,8.375939849624057,31.46616541353384,8.841846274778883,2.696984962406016,396,17,71,7,7,128,69,95,0.128,0.845,0.027000000000000003,-0.7987,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,15,11,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,6,6,9,1,11,5,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,7,53,15,2,0.1975443724382875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511116702115384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437274281838626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30224180842513043,0.0,0.0,0.1381276183442891,0.20240755427691853,0.1625621866453357,0.17585637330914458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042121589780524,0.0,0.1680957111144538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293248659590726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739977778451256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502297483196773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304761949101406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122690192685281,0.0,0.15799428066075585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39206461609657506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651020202167147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33589032238684585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386117925272592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890232854731972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655198339671794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013716103514052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614104436481516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151897121785269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422844523057147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272120991035956
anxiety,dsrzero,2020/02/26,I am legitimately afraid of the Coronavirus My anxiety has been through the roof since I saw the news and on verge of a panic attack right now.,4.914642857142855,6.235206892857143,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,69.35714285714286,9.885714285714286,28.285714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.7058000000000013,115,4,23,3,2,38,24,28,0.26899999999999996,0.731,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540123230201277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264595624796008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429525110776925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951969559089604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828022217521723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AniZakku,2020/02/26,"Don't really know where to put this, but this subreddit seems best. It hurts to drive or go on roller coasters. You guys know when you hit that first huge drop on a roller coaster and that stomach feeling along with it? Some people like the feeling and some hate it. I despise it. It's so painful for me. And it doesn't only happen during roller coasters. Whenever I'm watching something like a skydive or am falling in a VR game it gets me and I physically fall down and can't really help it. I just kinda go limp. The worse thing is that this happens a lot during driving. I've gotten kinda used to it but especially when going at high speeds and when I first started driving I'd get that felling and I'd be forced to squench up behind the wheel and look down, which is not safe at all lmao. I've gotten used to the feeling and can handle it better driving but me and some friends are planning to go to six flags, and those rides there are intense and kill my stomach lmao. I think they might just be nerves but they suck. So before then, is there any sort of way to help cope with this? Any medicine I can take? I really don't wanna be the bitch of the group when it comes to rides lmao.",3.1457244964262507,4.582496074074079,3.6744379467186516,91.49812865497078,73.85596707818931,6.268052848169807,24.72363006281136,6.5966054737557815,0.6638526748971194,938,29,201,7,19,294,132,243,0.193,0.652,0.155,-0.9244,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,5,11,13,5,0,10,0,16,3,2,2,1,45,43,25,1,1,9,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,22,16,0,1,7,4,0,15,5,7,0,3,2,6,15,6,25,36,6,37,0,1,2,0,10,11,2,11,11,128,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792103346712933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382921274876753,0.0,0.1527172353471076,0.1287031201348551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253550352877218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207421507398166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24756329507649386,0.0,0.0,0.11243057990781236,0.0,0.1520593481763794,0.0,0.33081591861989296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440904838871686,0.2573707215185753,0.0,0.0,0.14367367005185064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950817751434872,0.1537528629824609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578520266344778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609994538805921,0.0,0.15995108669833294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421902112711369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220252898514522,0.0,0.0,0.12371830879960045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437672919105322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067667212168232,0.15484655459575178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088720947372927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629064099342212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796769597257717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247852184569528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203058656235636,0.0,0.0,0.10300181030650578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094150599898468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667890410808667,0.09324515552898237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513700087863521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550925142528763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483001993447724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,im_fucking_ded,2020/02/26,"You know that moment when you tell someone something they are doing is giving you a panic attack and then they yell at you for ruining their fun? My brother was strait up at my place of work (I clean a car repair place at night) doing skateboard tricks and literally everything in my life has been upended in the past 2 days except for this job and when my regular routine is changed even a little it makes me feels very out of control and anxious, so needless to say I’ve had a bad few days. I told him that he was giving me a panic attack and that he needed to leave so I could do my job and he just goes “wow, fucking really? My skateboarding is really affecting your life that much?” And when I said yes, it was actually in this moment he just started yelling that I need to get over it and then stormed off. By the way, he also brought his dogs and I said they would get in my way and he said that they wouldn’t but they got in my fucking way. Like I knew they would.",3.688750897343862,4.602938165829149,4.599802584350326,87.40146984924624,71.8643216080402,7.695764536970568,25.772074659009327,7.957251820313856,1.294593395549175,761,23,163,10,14,247,112,199,0.08199999999999999,0.841,0.076,0.4324,2,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,5,7,2,9,12,5,2,7,1,17,4,0,3,0,27,36,19,0,6,4,1,1,1,0,3,2,6,1,0,11,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,12,7,31,3,21,20,2,32,0,1,0,2,29,15,2,0,13,111,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.11663055648714135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557705024647252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501927051880336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719338295106333,0.0,0.0,0.0997910225750308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264322768224187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404756454046599,0.0954239488835445,0.0,0.0,0.1541561044502203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893931324140845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741344094680554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043097437384533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098157500066626,0.1248845479962008,0.22930163084606525,0.0,0.0,0.09558801143779436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372027446250635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568296985152201,0.0,0.0,0.12655038351356232,0.0,0.0,0.16883563245612185,0.058389571167577266,0.11978661575178833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977798178125496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785814794270479,0.17723947410974678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215784370498996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280452984621193,0.0,0.0,0.11409172245732235,0.0,0.0,0.2497379519402384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313025744742387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410617836041628,0.09504406762082096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126567600458428,0.09200939851695644,0.0,0.0,0.08459417113900634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446241388728768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420283685802053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986133696633974,0.0,0.28459915473715075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700920636759651,0.0,0.0,0.1698017379752295,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gaz142,2020/02/26,"Anxiety symptoms or serious condition ?? Im tired of this, all this stuff started suddenly Feb/2019, now we are closing Feb/2020 it is 1 year since my struggle started. To make it short, I have on-going
- Chest pain right under the left breastbone spreading to my armpit sometimes
- Dizziness and lightheadedness
- Vision changes
- This one is hard to explain, I feel something is rushing in my chest no pain no real sensation, it is more like if you are in a hurry and running out of time while late to a meeting ?? Same feeling in your chest.
- High heart rate
- Heart palpitation
- sometimes I feel my chest and legs are extremely heavy 
- Always short of breath, like I cant get enough oxygen
- off balance sometimes

I went to hospital countless times through out year 2019/2020 and eveytime my reports are normal below is list of what I remember I did:
- ECG, Echodiagram, stress test and holter (2019)
- ECG and echodiagram (2020)
- chest lympnodes ultrasound including armpit and neck
- many x rays 
- many blood tests
- thyroid gland tests

And many more I cant even remember.

ALL OF THEM ARE NORMAL but my symptoms are too real to ignore. Ive been fked for the past year. Anyone experincing the same ? If so could it be just anxiety and not medical condition?

Thanks",3.9926785714285695,7.0413816964285685,3.8133285714285736,83.68167142857145,78.01785714285714,6.976857142857144,30.388571428571428,8.109356740369918,2.591192357142857,996,48,168,19,25,302,140,224,0.11599999999999999,0.855,0.028999999999999998,-0.9385,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,2,1,0,5,9,0,2,5,0,19,21,13,1,2,36,29,15,0,5,6,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,9,13,0,1,6,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,3,4,19,3,21,24,7,29,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,3,14,102,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215439539075417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944969488037584,0.0,0.0,0.07744025522131136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716075184436105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088426324955429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443624707295955,0.0,0.07315053973465263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679983601562002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786326049292359,0.0,0.0629428177349052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921188654283501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262482905554278,0.0,0.11701538996428384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196309824008065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493288918102563,0.0,0.12033218824706543,0.0,0.0,0.10821550050026707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392770707788288,0.3368549198086251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115708178728418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702655873696253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504830684706726,0.0,0.235695513165366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572515435352688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521196602811092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509204690916625,0.0945814583869998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161505893644777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852621702141378,0.3286091778093183,0.0,0.15678143178924567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686584801889236,0.1157818603790408,0.1267843491514833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022711669204746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019654058461016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916056639361193,0.12729293728109264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266805675007468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213961643730068
anxiety,crispydill,2020/02/26,Imbalanced. Help I’ve known my whole life something was different with me. I was super shy growing up. I’ve always had social anxiety. I’ve had trichitilliomania since I was in kindergarten and I’m 20 now. I constantly pick at things. I went through a lot of trauma as a teen and that didn’t help at all. I struggle with depression as well. That being said I just think of myself as genuine. Idk how to explain much but simple things can make me very happy. I could sit for hours and just enjoy the breeze blowing in my windows and the clouds going by. Things just make me happy. I say that because my anxiety is still pretty bad. I have always debated going on antidepressants because I’ve heard from so many people that they can take away a piece from you. I want something but I don’t want to mess up my brain anymore and I’ve heard a lot that taking something like antidepressants can really mess with your head in a lot of bad ways. I’m at the point where I know I need something but I am too scared to go down that path. I’ve struggled with addictions my whole life and the thought of being addicted to an antidepressant just gives me anxiety. I want the chemicals balanced but it just stresses me out. I don’t want to become a zombie that is just “OK” with everything. I know people that got on antidepressants for depression and anxiety and now they’re like in a rut with their lives but they’re just okay with it. I’m scared if I start taking antidepressants I’ll get in a rut of being happy where I’m at in life and won’t have any ambition. Does anyone have any sort of advice. Thank you.,2.042116909459708,4.491368263322887,3.3832242301309283,87.51755439793475,81.10031347962381,6.51156186612576,21.921537894154525,7.724431198458867,1.0405946155264614,1272,40,255,22,34,414,152,319,0.15,0.69,0.16,0.5467,1,0,4,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,2,1,16,23,0,5,14,2,22,7,2,4,1,51,53,20,0,7,13,0,0,2,0,1,5,4,1,0,13,17,0,0,6,0,0,5,4,12,1,0,12,4,34,11,44,36,8,33,0,2,0,0,14,20,0,5,8,166,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490372919129456,0.0,0.08735407364387518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487647317433356,0.0,0.0,0.1215809847306134,0.0,0.273542442506202,0.0,0.08865410802191485,0.06250585631474755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839879244252901,0.0,0.14927930118173374,0.1089866213343946,0.09872784886597707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979245893139296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660237263577,0.0,0.07137325601923067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539885933827151,0.0,0.0,0.0933969458930176,0.0,0.0,0.0782286572850235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034091137811754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670429656949476,0.08575417489783634,0.15241277460177927,0.0,0.07149596817718104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854824102109743,0.0,0.0,0.09174329001883877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983685568659075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803436888309593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982564121096548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894233412279832,0.08734607738530183,0.0,0.07893589950688694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279968967860054,0.0,0.0,0.11934141030612795,0.0906307499301704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571434278142177,0.06628398064822823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394808232018255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450553925058653,0.0,0.0,0.09094509804665046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057267620953435634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503347529407324,0.0710891201923392,0.17899652593706056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394704077076468,0.0,0.0,0.0911251862109202,0.0,0.2752772415461675,0.0,0.0,0.06327302008647122,0.0,0.07138958481770473,0.0,0.10239969438188536,0.1869065205951148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163785280760527,0.0,0.0,0.0823013171725368,0.0,0.0,0.17816675910935778,0.057279601020553975,0.0,0.07096827495341032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375881382245372,0.2109058785689372,0.07095622070968449,0.0,0.0,0.08037528984547047,0.0828684614351384,0.0,0.1996087980398639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fatass-headache,2020/02/26,"Why do I get headaches after I eat fast food? 20F, I’m a naturally thin girl so I really eat as I please except I think I’m going to start cutting out eating fast food so frequently. Every time I eat it, especially right now close to 1 in the morning, I get a big headache after. I just ate McDonald’s and it was so good but now I just feel really gross/sick. 

How does fast food relate to headaches?",0.20821428571428413,2.446349107142858,2.7169523809523817,90.54471428571428,87.69047619047619,6.217142857142857,19.114285714285714,7.554174236665415,0.6151942857142867,311,9,69,6,10,107,55,84,0.018000000000000002,0.919,0.064,0.5044,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,3,0,2,8,0,1,0,10,11,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,9,1,9,9,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,10,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940978891168648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6520393977585229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422220928520362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054992029812308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779004867653653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166461661288633,0.0,0.09053729358736456,0.13361834790118934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487019291703412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041110566299179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604648749552525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275763486418125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207687776266874,0.0,0.0,0.09289263287146947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374892238641718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sensimya,2020/02/26,I just had a panic attack for the first time in years and it was like the first one all over again. It was scary as fuck and it was in front of my boyfriend and that just made it worse even though he's so sympathetic and suffers from anxiety himself. Fucking shit that sucked. If I regress and go back to what I was years ago then what the fuck. I can't do that again. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I WANT OUT OF THIS THOUGHT CIRCLE.,1.1016666666666666,3.1265800555555563,1.5522222222222233,101.74500000000002,81.77777777777777,4.888888888888889,18.88888888888889,5.82211442006289,-0.5994444444444444,335,8,82,2,9,101,59,90,0.40399999999999997,0.524,0.07200000000000001,-0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,14,11,1,4,0,7,9,1,1,1,13,20,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,13,0,3,7,0,7,1,10,13,1,16,0,1,0,8,2,4,10,1,11,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548894712301683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103694153175282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538305107407975,0.0,0.091505933497558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860033520321158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244772032040484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8801305790775386,0.0,0.0,0.06763212671491156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813883700898365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260348165723726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063948804766774,0.0,0.0,0.13962433732197493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215483215532083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691980765847727,0.09447506044545888,0.0693915851502963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019103127130984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212741867534686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326801395968162
anxiety,anniuta,2020/02/26,Has therapy helped you with anxiety/loneliness/depression/self confidence? Not only how you deal with it but did your relationships improve and your circle grew? How long after did you feel improvement if you did.,7.465833333333332,10.316198361111113,7.1177777777777775,65.405,65.3888888888889,12.577777777777778,34.22222222222222,11.855464076750405,5.505288888888887,175,8,25,7,3,55,28,36,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,5,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989434780083967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566091254431056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25937419303979203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424514655787563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29430399122395284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154551285409371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036884382174623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425277077574254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ponderosa47,2020/02/26,"Buspar/Buspirone: Started taking this today and was wondering how other people have reacted/benefitted/not benefitted from it. What's your experience? I've had anxiety for a long time and don't like taking any kind of medication unless necessary. Even taking a pill for anti-anxiety gives me anxiety. I broke down though and realized I can't do much more to prevent it (exercise, nature hikes, surrounding myself with calming things, etc.) My physician said this is a short term solution, something to help me decide if I want a long term medication. I'm hoping anyone's experience will help me with mine!",5.939444444444442,8.410691092592598,7.2270370370370385,64.62166666666667,68.62962962962962,10.725925925925926,32.37037037037037,10.746095033038511,4.460103703703704,490,22,72,16,9,166,79,108,0.078,0.7440000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.8611,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,8,5,0,1,0,14,18,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,10,5,10,14,5,10,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,8,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299230757103278,0.0,0.3813284437431829,0.0,0.0,0.11618068330924435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530873029731865,0.10974498555724232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250664259618784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939272291675533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274277324018535,0.0,0.0,0.16503117269776268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302671657580346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117580938261791,0.0,0.0,0.2940870417724085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33477094879901176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214435090879898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151921895631376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805314647764102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279156062644481,0.0,0.0,0.11760662347651675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747876583312919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103871809604871,0.0,0.1632481918768058,0.0,0.09688735411146512,0.0,0.15749719841843324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800357330795577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180189939199034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sky_full_of_song,2020/02/26,"Dealing with anxiety triggered by a specific person? I've always had anxiety but it was general social anxiety or similar to paranoia (example ""are they talking about me/am I getting fired/etc""). However recently I have had intense almost panic inducing anxiety regarding a individual I worked with in the past and may again. 

For background I work with kids with serious mental health needs and one aspect of my job is to find support for them through professional services that we contract with. I had one case that went extremely poorly and this person who was a professional (ie paid to work with the family) screamed at me at length about how I mishandled the case. The situation ultimately resolved itself, I complained to their supervisor and I thought I wouldn't need to work with this person again.

Well I recently learned they rejoined their agency and a family is requesting to work with them again. Ironically this family also requested to work with me again because they felt their other workers after me where not up to par. Anyways the thought is giving me feeling of panic and every time I try and follow through on their request I almost have a panic attack. 

Here's the deal. The way this person acted was way out of line but at the same time the situation was bad and honestly it was clear from what this person was screaming they had no fuctional understanding of how things worked. Everyone else has had positive interactions so I'm inclined to think what happened was just a human being human. But at the same time I can't manage my own feelings of anxiety about this person because of things they said to me where they attacked me as a professional. 

I've never been triggered by a person or the thought of a person before. Not to this level at least. I don't know what to tell myself or how to soothe myself or how to cope. I can't quit my job cause I'll have no money and I don't think I can refuse to work with this person given the families firect request for this provider.  My anxiety has always been ""in general"" so to speak and never had these super specific tanglible triggers. Does anyone have any advice about how to handle this situation? Coping skills? How to reason with myself?",6.110233809924304,7.6622773707317124,6.731597981497058,71.98158536585369,66.7560975609756,9.75273338940286,32.430613961312034,10.004066432519934,3.522715727502103,1782,75,291,42,29,584,194,410,0.139,0.787,0.075,-0.9791,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,12,13,23,15,2,3,21,0,33,1,0,12,3,72,55,27,0,3,10,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,12,23,23,0,1,15,0,3,3,11,10,1,2,23,7,43,5,60,29,4,31,0,0,0,0,41,13,0,7,13,228,66,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459674071354836,0.0,0.0,0.13238860202375188,0.0,0.0,0.05286389892983955,0.11000879985198732,0.0,0.0,0.04495345791404875,0.0,0.3034194542219171,0.0,0.0,0.04622193819950327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504072624315469,0.0,0.0,0.05519465727293109,0.08059361430910426,0.0,0.05625022471152366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790772885642365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363020712090611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057848662119766074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055221988445272895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372420643139346,0.0,0.0,0.055696054735632584,0.06316586680165062,0.0,0.0,0.2492704847281112,0.0,0.06684903778244793,0.0,0.06347087166491419,0.0,0.06041849160959674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034536973604777636,0.06341364483541985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845616150753945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702661972258814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119741491710968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036329410362512304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661798232833357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803158416746986,0.10196802858747964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958850125555565,0.0,0.0,0.2326788417620229,0.0,0.0,0.06310440915639988,0.0,0.5194806115946873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031047775453363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796663389455711,0.13054081837308884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288070065211322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291333307416025,0.0,0.06738540952466901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501482198592692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313244805192996,0.057778415168325985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783404109944727,0.08471443588045317,0.0,0.15743922629444598,0.11563853387227915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488074716877151,0.0,0.0,0.06881731648681108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494165641050614,0.0,0.0,0.059436057659895826,0.061279712477743664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38500002915098813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shoga29,2020/02/26,"Am I just in a constant stare of anxiety now? I’ve had anxiety all my life, but it was mostly social and I could handle it pretty easily. 6 months ago I begin having fears that I’m a psychopath, schizophrenic, sadist, sociopath, etc. I had palpitations 24/7 and would have songs constantly stuck in my head and they were LOUD. I ended up going to a psychiatrist and got diagnosed with OCD(harm) and GAD.

The thing is, I don’t have panic attacks anymore and my heart doesn’t beat fast when I worry, it just feels like my thoughts become louder and the absolute WORST images pop up in my head 24/7. 24 hours a day I’ll have intrusive images of harming loved ones and animals, or picturing something just terrible happening to them. I completely forgot what I used to think of before all this. My mind just has two settings now: intrusive thoughts and feelings of guilt, anger, shame. 

Every time I try to think of a positive thing, an intrusive image is there no matter what I do. I love animals, I love my family and my cat but I don’t feel that love anymore, just constant intrusive thoughts every time I see them. Is this really a part of Anxiety? I feel as if I have absolutely NO control over my thoughts and future and I’m getting worried. Any help or assurance would be appreciated, thanks.",4.3641463414634165,6.317007081300819,5.420008130081303,78.11147560975611,71.6829268292683,9.147642276422765,29.37317073170732,9.642632912329526,2.981925853658537,1026,42,185,26,20,338,142,246,0.204,0.615,0.18100000000000002,-0.6179,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,2,9,16,2,4,9,0,22,10,3,2,3,45,48,19,0,4,10,0,4,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,11,13,0,2,10,1,0,1,5,9,0,2,11,8,29,7,18,33,6,24,0,0,2,4,9,6,0,4,17,125,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072322418685097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959853673365662,0.0,0.2348823762428578,0.0,0.2029987240989728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643292713283435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303270542113725,0.08708859145711978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730744392444032,0.3317977952890909,0.11478932461298418,0.08171465615057358,0.0,0.0,0.06600446332416415,0.0,0.0,0.10387865822940977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906478487627677,0.0,0.1141424292495075,0.0,0.0,0.17246121172032206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648234970676203,0.11516728546450375,0.20699609897005425,0.0731157372110394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053471366556436584,0.0,0.05816537904236654,0.0,0.08185514829499399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050390098510268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100722824244376,0.0,0.0,0.12128006215107577,0.06860011720606678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078982778614837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228974389308544,0.05000090424428883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36948370103779454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333990898813157,0.0,0.08169130396743463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935204637060205,0.0,0.0,0.12008054305471555,0.0,0.11083034179455337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041222977617821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556523011238988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155621491473652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432847922583252,0.0,0.07879066471677665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942261038459715,0.0,0.0,0.1359877753478655,0.1311578919861939,0.0,0.3250039865831413,0.11935711765005715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948596338088396,0.0,0.09997680731625852,0.0,0.0,0.08839376231916292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787390675411072,0.0,0.14540679561845726,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheNinetails100,2020/02/26,"Interstate driving anxiety? I never had interstate driving anxiety until 5 years ago. I'm not sure what started it, I think it started after I got into a minor fender bender and started overcompensating about not following too close, and then a bad experience driving in Atlanta traffic on the interstate. 

The last time I drove on the interstate, I gripped the steering wheel so hard my hands were sweating and I had to get off at the nearest exit and take a breather. I got back on and the same thing happened. I feel like I don't think fast enough, especially when I have to make multiple lane changes in traffic. 

It's overwhelming and it's weird, because I lived off campus when I first started college and would drive on the interstate 5 days a week, I did not fear it. Sometimes the traffic would be annoying, but I didn't get anxiety over it. It was just normal and routine.

But now I am absolutely terrified of it and even when I am a passenger, I literally have to go to sleep or put on music or a podcast and close my eyes, because even riding through a busy interstate while someone else drives gives me anxiety. 

It's gotten so bad that unless I can ride with someone else, I'll avoid going places, I'll come up with an excuse. Plus, when I travel long distances, where normally you'll use the interstate, I'll put in the option to avoid freeways into the GPS and take a much longer route. 

Something else I notice, is that I hate driving near semi trucks, especially on multi lane freeways where you find yourself between two of them. I notice my heart starts beating real fast when that happens.

It's hard to explain, but I feel very overwhelmed even thinking about it. I had to pick a friend up at the airport and told myself I was going to take the interstate and the night before, I literally couldn't sleep because I kept picturing myself getting into a wreck. 

Anyone else ever had this problem? Any coping mechanisms? I feel embarrassed to tell anyone, because everyone else seems to do it so easily. When I do tell myself, I'm going to suck it up and drive on the interstate, I can't sleep the night before and always back out. I feel like if I try to do it, especially on a busy multi lane interstate, that I'll have a panic attack. 

I've never had a wreck where I, or anyone else was injured, so it's hard to pinpoint why I have it. It just seemed to just happen.",5.8282541700949935,6.4440707722342765,6.556292916448503,76.37071583514103,66.87418655097613,9.30872914952502,33.03321116014661,9.314750747691287,3.0067429276684865,1890,79,342,34,29,623,210,461,0.16699999999999998,0.7929999999999999,0.04,-0.9954,0,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,1,2,26,19,4,7,30,0,29,8,7,3,4,69,72,37,0,7,14,0,9,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,24,25,0,3,11,1,0,19,9,15,0,2,17,10,44,4,50,50,3,84,0,2,1,0,10,32,1,7,35,234,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502532171243627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103774341946984,0.0,0.0,0.049884329865745286,0.0,0.22446736164368625,0.0,0.0,0.15387584309443256,0.15032298119849868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345259565665354,0.0,0.11281187132025555,0.12249773957296314,0.1788675945220923,0.0,0.12484044141374125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760050814272684,0.06318936215198566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04730829950742129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36767519322496506,0.0,0.0,0.07579595370474494,0.0,0.1453520645343226,0.06635434839380631,0.0,0.07009442837109378,0.0,0.07175586183496241,0.0,0.0825454546528642,0.14836320081642232,0.10481052403071146,0.0,0.0,0.06704569804633381,0.062396243885305215,0.0,0.0,0.056674361859067476,0.0,0.11497583481738187,0.07036938477586388,0.1667587332198831,0.0,0.11733836400564356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460436940598946,0.0,0.1971366525476878,0.07242347742771939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692675033721928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979461230701871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716756908396744,0.0,0.06477434704078995,0.06491740595612454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048965438892806905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392481331652993,0.0,0.11315273640446526,0.0,0.0,0.13767854036077076,0.14374584469061874,0.0,0.1670316950083009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606700228659456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664099888158467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019141130817495,0.0,0.14748529681256284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349474308843549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356038351476296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202257578434389,0.0,0.12430793960010487,0.05647273195001445,0.07255057339862378,0.0,0.25960738947697565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913679373528446,0.0,0.1654628671607146,0.0,0.1282320717969064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048734207366469884,0.1410099376091726,0.0,0.0,0.04277424575365208,0.0,0.0,0.07009442837109378,0.0,0.04980364359664605,0.0,0.07165777140076765,0.0,0.0,0.06335569402095016,0.0,0.060526060179193784,0.0,0.0,0.058841445121733164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066192027751942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421944049068567,0.0,0.0,0.04723860739804419
anxiety,alessF,2020/02/26,I can’t deal with this anxiety anymore I actually want to die. I’m sick of feeling like this.,-0.669666666666668,1.516552700000002,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,97.0,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.1526666666666667,74,4,16,2,3,27,17,20,0.3720000000000001,0.41,0.217,-0.698,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.39793945502992295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119545019135284,0.0,0.4044132655565879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204085546476494,0.0,0.0,0.4232165753160985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061884100836521,0.2913217723937743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992232124213378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405222301037112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nomar_78,2020/02/26,"One Leg Feels Heavy Wondering if anyone’s anxiety has been able to make pinpoint symptoms? For example, right now just my right leg feels heavy and tired.",4.263452380952383,7.278465107142857,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,76.5,8.019047619047619,27.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.5055333333333336,125,5,22,3,3,37,24,28,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,10,1,0,0.3086636217700226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361268258045823,0.0,0.0,0.2158247811282742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121392029421129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603536434379344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091584583886857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271940929644455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208196882090116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35476342697158963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347325311010127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LivK00,2020/02/26,help helphelphelphelphelp idk what to say beyond that im having a severe prolonged anxiety attack about several different things and its reaching to the point where I wish I could just shoot myself,9.927352941176473,10.993338794117653,7.351764705882353,72.63294117647061,58.11764705882353,10.329411764705883,34.64705882352941,10.125756701596842,3.6553411764705865,165,6,24,3,2,47,31,34,0.27699999999999997,0.545,0.17800000000000002,-0.4588,1,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729138508681608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082676076572365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163475760884428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831060818154839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162554645726736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926942070762222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615433010349337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548629973849887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6122381696364737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002049424253674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31160224261553005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway779438,2020/02/26,I worry that if I don’t do something something bad will happen I also always check something multiple times even though I already did. Such as signing out on a computer or locking the doors.,7.718333333333334,7.70815416666667,7.818888888888887,71.065,62.88888888888889,9.422222222222222,40.22222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.911822222222221,154,8,24,2,2,50,30,36,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31677435160977857,0.2295592443884843,0.2388542793979541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968046387708766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959832986593345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538434080189909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6629711195017022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820318794185969,0.0,0.16738514686014108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29152014639330914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrecklePeach,2020/02/26,"Abilify for Anxiety/Bipolar? Hey guys, so I currently am taking Propanolol and Gabapentin prescribed for anxiety and I've had no issues thus far with them. However, my Psych. prescribed me Rexulti and my insurance would not cover it, so on Friday we're supposed to discuss me taking Abilify. I've heard a lot of bad stories and results from a number of people (read some on here as well to try to see if it'd help) but I'm honestly scared it will make me feel like a zombie or if it'll make my anxiety worse.   
Has anyone here had any experience with Abilify, and how did it work for you?  
Thank you for listening to my anxious rambles.",4.564775985663084,5.903063201612905,5.8655913978494585,77.54894265232977,70.20967741935485,9.704659498207887,33.132616487455195,9.994966539143718,3.515096057347672,503,24,93,13,9,169,84,124,0.13699999999999998,0.763,0.1,-0.6007,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,1,6,6,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,5,0,21,19,13,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,4,11,4,16,11,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,5,2,61,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557625058537985,0.0,0.3275288750477849,0.2418403433388785,0.0,0.149684068147513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874111650101307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940342090531794,0.0,0.0,0.1082411979765394,0.15293302677758516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119648631767155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348789962056038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234354732132244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458472990053834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199629628349945,0.0,0.0,0.2857893459315439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841051938672806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214129857000848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143233431729625,0.0,0.17058760911393378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219108936906732,0.0,0.0,0.1970886680801701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453407857698596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247637056636813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584691178325122,0.0,0.2181575813695604,0.15207055427598729,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,westiescaff,2020/02/26,"Stopping yourself from having thoughts incase someone MAGICALLY reads your mind? I do this thing where i will be thinking about certain things , or listening to certain songs with headphones, and I instantly have to change my thought pattern , or change the song i'm listening to, incase someone MAGICALLY can read minds, or hear the song I'm listening to ( normally a guilty pleasure song from my emo phase circa 2006 that I know i'd get mercillesly mocked for)  ... I know it's completely irrational  and I feel super weird posting this, but does this happen to anyone else? Ultimately it just ramps up my anxiety  , but I can't help it. It's been happening to me since I was about 10.... I think it's a childhood fear stemming from primary school ... but there is always this fear of someone finding things out about me and teasing me...",7.527733918128654,8.055616013157897,6.988771929824562,75.03751461988305,63.21052631578947,10.176608187134505,37.941520467836256,9.994966539143718,3.8817827485380114,662,32,114,13,9,206,97,152,0.153,0.7959999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,2,2,4,0,10,0,0,0,2,26,26,9,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,13,5,0,1,8,6,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,9,16,4,17,20,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,2,72,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185038780070012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895001744237097,0.0,0.0,0.09958255944998627,0.14592492470743398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013204825424026,0.0,0.14932343678917698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463168051887714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189726602022271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205215638786285,0.07201124118175274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301682332450486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440796213208853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518810073873149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605163754983954,0.0,0.09546034171276316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653933210644586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876048446080634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954021797762575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639787383098656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28491474715652026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441354623942714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781033038927935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620130451523281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906852149743866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283850233035411,0.182512475156828,0.0,0.2261292901588017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeadShouldersEsToes,2020/02/26,"Obsessing as coping? Over the years, especially when I’ve been stressed or life has hit a lull, I’ve found that if I find a new tv show or band or general fandom, I got in DEEP, and pretty quick, and fixate strongly on it for either a bit or longer. Has anyone experienced this? Can you help me understand my I do this?",1.9571282051282068,3.901955507692312,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,78.53846153846155,7.410256410256411,21.602564102564106,8.344100000000001,1.1552564102564102,248,7,53,5,6,84,52,65,0.073,0.7959999999999999,0.131,0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,9,9,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,6,1,5,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018408511740928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437871858122524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878111740319857,0.0,0.0,0.34526953167712376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25185279061542604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110695700242209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242185264554049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30413056360476304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32036459285480146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607147290366469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278200452236021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027840629755452
anxiety,kittyxac,2020/02/26,"Finally Moving Out! So I have posted on here before about how I hate living with my parents because they fight and drink allot. I also have posted about how nervous I was to learn how to drive and get a job, to save and move out. However, me and my bf are finally going to live at our University next semester! I am still so nervous to work but now I’m forced to work, and have no excuses to make. I can also work on campus which I feel more comfortable doing! I still have not learned to drive, but I now don’t have to since I will be working on campus! I will still learn, hopefully soon, but I won’t have to worry about driving to work! I am still so anxious to move out and be a real responsible adult lol, but I am also so excited. I finally see a glimmer of hope for my mental health!",3.62960643015521,4.192419067073171,5.478203991130823,82.34129711751666,71.74390243902441,8.646563192904656,27.104212860310426,8.841846274778883,1.9252390243902435,613,20,129,11,11,212,88,164,0.121,0.728,0.15,0.8425,3,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,1,0,1,5,21,9,2,2,3,1,19,2,0,4,0,28,28,20,0,2,5,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,4,1,0,7,4,4,0,0,1,2,21,5,25,22,2,27,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,3,11,101,22,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27582328129657385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298828471783705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008436002734286,0.0,0.0978306044243514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262637269105705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813205018275594,0.0,0.0,0.37783051023048975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006683564503301,0.0,0.0653398349092373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135086113286889,0.0,0.1222072370459417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283813745697319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408952111816005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304040743308907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674305583254161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158622478423002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665832554550818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227140233092886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276600603401869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202180636312463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308604982503448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161583240899564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510398551458424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36725926931639497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184959454428401,0.1167571412141799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imtiredplzhelp,2020/02/26,I feel so lost I just want to know everything is gonna be okay. I always feel like I'm suffocating and there's a weight on my chest holding me down. There are things I want to do but I either feel so tired of don't think I'm talented enough to do them. I had plans but they got messed up and even though I know that will happen eventually I can't help but feel sad because I thought everything would work out. I'm trying my best to be a functional adult and not be sad but this is so hard I feel like I'm just being a big baby and wasting time. I'm so tired and never sleep well and my head always hurts. I hate feeling like this but it never goes away,0.573856143856144,2.395990706293709,2.4215434565434606,95.89407342657343,82.4965034965035,5.764035964035964,17.906593406593405,6.868970318607317,-0.19311548451548435,513,11,124,6,14,170,83,143,0.284,0.597,0.11900000000000001,-0.9853,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,4,11,13,1,0,3,1,14,6,3,0,2,32,36,16,0,3,9,0,8,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,10,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,4,8,17,7,10,25,3,9,0,4,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,77,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233756380173844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319715564428442,0.0,0.0,0.08562620250093927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740942423336473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513796527571013,0.0,0.09277585352076934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25248189410939026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261401572734437,0.3010448207411253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234274765444116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421279689665815,0.0,0.12582911194921695,0.1386801753692095,0.1441576852841912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415077508102893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037076186261522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439185722627624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058724130985497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333421607817985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166706416954124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056651150186242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331875055028394,0.09000434468209594,0.1380062174156758,0.11151357493060143,0.08190631150406129,0.3228878678478068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536656169129183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569987440543898,0.0,0.0,0.17104861290798934,0.12629496648517555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226024338762664,0.0,0.0,0.09978235509717027,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beatrixxkittenn,2020/02/26,"I have the flu and I’m terrified! At the end of day two of fever, aches, and sore throat. I just had a baby in early January and I've been quarantined in my room while my husband takes care of him. Im anxious about my baby getting sick. I have an overwhelming fear that I'm going to die. Somewhere deep down I know I don't feel THAT bad. Don't get me wrong I feel like hell but it's been manageable with NyQuil and DayQuil. 

ive been obsessively taking my temp only to have another wave of panic when it still says 101. It's been so long since I've been sick like this and I know usually by day 3 there's a break but I can't calm down. Just looking for some reassurance that I'm not going to die..",0.04203739774055393,2.129095907284772,2.252925594078693,94.73067004285156,86.61589403973507,5.93704713673549,18.81612777561356,7.285733465282438,0.2582751071289442,546,15,129,9,17,184,94,151,0.207,0.7020000000000001,0.091,-0.9406,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,1,4,5,0,13,6,1,0,0,16,28,10,2,0,5,1,2,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,6,4,15,5,16,22,1,19,1,1,1,0,4,7,1,1,11,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901703465512173,0.0,0.20488364104154586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142688869426293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849072199720192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23392263820699175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764432700959935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062992457217695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040788902311373,0.18340075477859302,0.129562648353463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895048077579858,0.0,0.20614058857014955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589845204571849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933993075051887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772053410405838,0.0,0.0,0.160496689005158,0.1522955809070537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793141773424403,0.0,0.2127852876458718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422366939718287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002174076944128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483324383947474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727182532066817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716103842911918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974091934228905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828720222504834,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alchiap,2020/02/26,"Panic attacks? I think I got it! For me I finally figured out when it is going to happen. Sometimes there is a trigger and sometimes it is out of the blue. BUT my heart starts to race, I can feel it in my chest. Usually that is my indicator when my panic attack is going to  blow up. I hate that it happens so often now  but I am so happy I finally  figured out my signs!

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I don't know just wanted to post how thrilled I am about this! The only thing tricky is how fast it can come on. Sometimes I have time to leave the situation or take  medication. Or other times not like when I am at work. That is when it gets scary. I wonder if a service dog could indicate it before the racing heart? That would be SO nice to have.",1.1956512141280342,3.2218898013245045,3.339973509933777,89.04647240618101,81.4503311258278,5.880971302428256,21.987196467991165,7.0316486544052195,0.6525837527593819,564,18,120,7,15,192,90,151,0.136,0.767,0.09699999999999999,0.4805,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,3,2,6,0,18,4,3,3,0,26,33,15,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,2,18,4,16,29,0,23,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,5,13,93,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443816021860705,0.161919259491561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30319331689509943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339008456552055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478727625303473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063931752268394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673776690328721,0.0,0.0,0.2919484058426539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962017267960545,0.0,0.15146363348055514,0.0,0.1065760971902112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356736930637617,0.14185229308474162,0.0,0.13156160194663102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158153386874603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323339478814299,0.0,0.0,0.14109767291871106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510160132058143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342402681795298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134633769149,0.0,0.3126917706173254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762133590471147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978406348708564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953774382621553,0.0,0.09431848690463908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019108277916204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852861832174498,0.0853843437752265,0.0,0.0,0.1554039792973403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467614195155669,0.0,0.07859717822355455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445092284626754,0.09701113659332423,0.0,0.0,0.09466044045330756,0.0,0.161919259491561,0.0
anxiety,jsbray4,2020/02/26,"Can't find anyone who shares my symptoms I've struggled with what I refer to as ""the feeling"" for a couple years ago. It's a kind of dull pang that starts in my chest and spreads through my arms to the tips of my fingers. It aches physically but isn't a typical physical pain per se. Triggers are pretty inconsistent, but I think it corresponds with anxiety. Any info is very deeply appreciated!",5.753684210526316,6.7004659473684205,6.485368421052634,75.63857894736844,67.15789473684211,9.764210526315793,33.62105263157895,9.888512548439397,3.2993347368421047,316,14,59,7,5,104,60,76,0.08900000000000001,0.711,0.2,0.9012,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,0,4,5,3,1,0,11,7,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,2,10,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551540514120417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957420360564755,0.0,0.22019789839119208,0.0,0.0,0.20126541346266105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184910563231977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554127058447344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630818431306388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997425446278539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062835651364616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928382049290109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373563853936494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30091434918529103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991774478203778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443715936514668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374993166358566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536043718440576
anxiety,wastetheafterlife,2020/02/26,"my brain always forgets that derealization exists! hey guys, new here. I've been having such a strange few days, where I feel disconnected from everyone and everything feels ""wrong"". it took until google came back with the term ""derealization"" that I remembered this is a symptom of my anxiety that happens periodically. 

anyone else experience something like this? it's kind of confusing to me that I spent a solid few days not knowing what was wrong or why I was uncomfortable when I've experienced derealization before. 

I was really depressed this past weekend & my anxiety has been really severe the last few days. I just took half a dose of an anti-anxiety med for the first time in a long time. I really don't know what's wrong with me and I think I'm messing things up in my relationship. 

I don't know how to get out of this dissociative period. any tips & tricks you guys find helpful?",5.8349201596806335,7.4234197125748524,6.93690119760479,70.11557135728546,67.44311377245509,10.596606786427145,30.084331337325352,10.686352973137794,3.4756990019960075,720,27,128,21,12,242,107,167,0.152,0.8059999999999999,0.042,-0.9426,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,7,9,1,1,9,0,10,3,1,1,0,20,23,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,13,6,0,0,8,1,1,3,3,7,0,2,9,3,16,2,15,14,4,25,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,18,79,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034377502079743,0.2613268535648229,0.0,0.08200797887811345,0.0,0.2767619816991138,0.0,0.0,0.08432205012610855,0.1235626889265554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272925571347404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261651614992078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462266130470069,0.0,0.13792728078487876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333192429690129,0.0,0.10386733864329664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074071878266083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523262749646268,0.10838201019581108,0.117963962181704,0.0,0.0,0.12195178597755718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022062848292748,0.10257709914899496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300532891841051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881381684718345,0.10664077649758984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083154081816657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255799764012919,0.19882574039307488,0.09830011380921076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891608202689835,0.0,0.0,0.10672179561797626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339526231278732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647032806884193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151205111541947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176659705240715,0.0,0.0,0.1294727042316867,0.13660936622656672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623676725193976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283906632423908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253432237446565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011722035972373,0.077271693777581,0.0,0.0,0.1406385312475251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679684925966887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088172263392128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955514546878007,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soosbear,2020/02/26,"Coronavirus. Panic disorder + Coronavirus.

Not a great day for me.",3.096969696969694,4.460129000000002,5.1490909090909085,64.6769696969697,122.63636363636364,12.375757575757575,30.93939393939394,8.841846274778883,6.471703030303031,53,3,7,3,3,18,10,11,0.608,0.392,0.0,-0.8517,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102305505225979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513127084895394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303475220419104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643959681326396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonyboi4,2020/02/26,"Afraid of sleeping ? hi guys. does anyone else get terrified of sleeping ?? it seems that every time i’m about to drift off the sleep i get really scared that something will go wrong, and i won’t wake up, or i get scared that i won’t remember any of the next 7~ish hours . is there anything i can do to reassure myself that it’ll be ok??v",3.4908695652173947,4.552011420289858,4.157217391304346,89.83669565217392,72.47826086956522,7.838840579710146,23.94492753623189,8.238735603445708,1.1212005797101456,264,7,58,4,5,84,50,69,0.198,0.769,0.033,-0.9193,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,8,4,4,0,0,4,14,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763812552017315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123977160943012,0.1923143359289262,0.15445589016445593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642519872650165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679396913420834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814000424433286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29418657273142923,0.0,0.10667063273972337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584623318175392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484044771452696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996143374211306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024136517222694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262032880451048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758281954345247,0.0,0.0,0.17086925935919947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634876322493855,0.0,0.0,0.14449574983772007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944568290741756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521355325749024,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weirdactivities101,2020/02/26,Filled with anger I used to always feel stressed and hopeless after every little anxiety inducing thing but lately I've just been filled with extreme anger after everything and I think of a million things I wanna do to let go of that anger while also stressing out like crazy about millions of things. Idk why this is but i hate it and idk what to do.,4.971911764705883,6.494217073529412,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,69.44117647058823,7.2047058823529415,26.835294117647056,7.554174236665415,1.4686258823529417,283,9,52,3,5,87,49,68,0.375,0.5870000000000001,0.038,-0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,4,2,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,10,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,2,1,1,4,1,13,8,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998683040399532,0.1872746392409048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217643468684515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962953094281668,0.0,0.20227664202804566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138011636446681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791135392000028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220809368128772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25388655257834725,0.0,0.0,0.2301473198935482,0.0,0.10995687579810627,0.22557730373962234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156293591637677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485756152808162,0.14421451228769158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438652343503765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030888991534177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MountainCouch,2020/02/26,"Any past nicotine and caffeine users who cut them out? I'm just curious if anyone here has quit nicotine and caffeine (or one of them) and if it helped with anxiety at all. I have anxiety issues where I worry myself into a panic and I'm always told that avoiding nicotine and caffeine help. I dont smoke anymore, but I do vape (albeit a low dose) and I've already cut out coffee in lieu of earl grey tea.",2.692752613240419,4.475801585365859,4.232229965156797,85.58402439024394,75.82926829268294,6.149128919860628,26.34843205574913,6.868970318607317,1.257043205574913,318,12,61,3,7,106,58,82,0.18899999999999997,0.752,0.059000000000000004,-0.8201,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,3,5,2,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,17,7,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,7,0,8,6,1,8,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,3,1,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27359337875548106,0.0,0.2062949509598955,0.0,0.0,0.16859871952668853,0.0,0.3793266327372984,0.0,0.2458767565733,0.1733561767234495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905683523737755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33236020362280266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587711562092713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680016098525914,0.0,0.0,0.2908886702111383,0.0,0.0,0.2366741753348475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637006599445473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369046732937411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517816907263014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alyise,2020/02/26,"does anyone else here have internal shaking/tremors? i’m always grinding my teeth and i have really bad internal shaking which comes out as tremors sometimes, it feels like my organs are shaking in my legs and stomach/chest. i’m really jittery. i’m wondering if anyone else struggles with these symptoms?",4.788333333333334,8.024366722222222,4.745925925925928,77.06666666666669,76.22222222222223,7.303703703703704,34.925925925925924,8.344100000000001,3.6040592592592575,249,14,36,5,6,77,38,54,0.18899999999999997,0.767,0.045,-0.7953,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,8,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918156739636933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32237756396124284,0.4724012117004976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247915436305132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985772967591845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173440901692466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851489315580949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656061381741364,0.1646874554918909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262310969412374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29536106255164696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799560326587004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409952936830201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960424983393486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499950593967928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reignfire16,2020/02/26,"Anxiety with Friends This is my first ever post so please bear with me. Also, for context, I am an INFJ and 2 on the enneagram.

I have this tendency to attach myself to a few of my friends who genuinely make me happy. I say attach because it feels unhealthy in my head. When they are talking to me, I feel fine. But when they are acting the slightest bit odd (not talking as much, talking to others but not to me, ignoring/not answering me when I ask or say something), my mind thinks that the world is ending. 

Granted, there can be a lot of reasons as to why they aren’t engaging with me (if they are busy, having a bad day unrelated to me, etc.), but my first reaction is to think that this is my fault; as if I did something wrong. 

Can someone please give me advice for how I can calm myself down from this?",4.779815950920245,4.929466398773005,5.752276073619632,82.85369018404909,69.06134969325153,8.728588957055214,30.410429447852763,8.548686976883017,2.1609734969325154,625,23,129,9,10,207,97,163,0.10099999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.128,0.4083,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,2,8,9,0,0,7,0,16,1,1,3,1,23,23,16,0,2,8,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,1,4,27,6,22,21,5,14,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,4,8,104,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972734960694975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225320564044253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172148682167862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324244576522405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793446936567535,0.09340307368801973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727939290438912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881590003494596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570974310831554,0.0,0.17088369953211882,0.0,0.1385986122104803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154947898924589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26066212747127804,0.0,0.0,0.23675879853307494,0.0,0.0,0.14698507796589874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310830492215675,0.0,0.0,0.1572505904503469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302643736782061,0.0,0.0,0.1022772740761868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471114530603505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263623967827115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363848018315587,0.0,0.0,0.146744894415512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753835011374695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436975199504081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298250102093304,0.23591648371117305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694635613376639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196357708109069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382595626042361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675248578202282,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trainriderben,2020/02/26,"Help. I can't sleep I can't calm down, kolonopin doesn't work. I haven't barely slept in days and I have to be up for work in 4.5 hours. I feel like I'm falling apart here.",-1.7692499999999995,0.051290575000002996,-0.0799999999999983,109.885,93.25,3.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.9954,133,2,38,0,5,42,28,40,0.046,0.753,0.2,0.6499,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,6,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,19,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641422476526296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709362702014167,0.2926007453594809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745297550417402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033492632339621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009785045726086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098711873212602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5963515338785689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,controlisanillusion,2020/02/26,"still can't deal with my GAD I was diagnosed with GAD and depression 9 years ago, I've always found it easier to deal with panic attacks and/or depressive episodes than with the anxiety.

Lately my anxiety has been worse. I've been working a lot with little to no days off, my work environment isn't the best and at home is no better. I can't find a way to deal with my anxiety. I keep thinking of everything that could go wrong on a particular situation, I keep worrying that my pets might die suddenly or that something wrong will happen and I won't be able to deal with it.

My trick to panic attacks and depressive episodes is to rationalise what is happening at the moment and it helps me snapping out of it. But when it comes to anxiety it seems that whatever my brain is telling me makes sense. i.e. the other day I argued with my brother for an hour on why a spider was waiting for me to sit on the couch to attack me. I kept on giving him convincing examples on why it made sense.

I cannot relax for a moment, I feel like if I let my guard down something bad will happen. Do you have any tips on how to deal with this? 

FYI I'm seeing a therapist but I would like some input by people that have been through this.",3.832528115159693,5.014925453441297,5.04911605937922,83.3037055780477,71.79352226720647,8.889698605488078,27.08254610886189,9.2995712137729,2.176035717498876,965,33,198,21,18,320,137,247,0.17600000000000002,0.759,0.065,-0.9489,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,3,19,5,2,12,0,25,2,1,3,0,38,43,11,1,3,4,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,16,16,0,5,5,1,0,2,7,13,0,0,8,2,26,6,38,27,3,27,0,3,1,0,12,12,0,6,13,134,42,2,0.09161398182793168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121026721910582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623017192390676,0.0,0.0,0.062300649220293026,0.0,0.2803377813594895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126723904593308,0.0,0.0,0.07649384810774552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614322179490067,0.08102512199554089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227150228286927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891733328842833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314630979205468,0.0,0.0,0.11816687848679724,0.4722499625407743,0.23672096491534486,0.09298626309618316,0.09508084915501837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233673956329532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632278190435768,0.0654490469232135,0.0,0.0,0.08373351966350852,0.0,0.0,0.10045000239178987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788447932582895,0.052066337117853294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430418247118561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140692087940701,0.0,0.0918962935209108,0.0,0.0902213178692021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286143291372324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334456192607694,0.0,0.0,0.09368150345623266,0.0,0.08951592784031903,0.09182127764818472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788693120311438,0.0,0.08668736473899882,0.06115304426437203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718795708193688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497853667996453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351359972340585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073004482214649,0.08340192827562543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297795404996324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410578381306645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316304423039098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007465816731725,0.0,0.0,0.10637089404926116,0.0,0.058702540344885513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271891449516545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533473791277234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339213977598338,0.09303844559476948,0.09336247428409512,0.06507994415701275,0.2003310146500728,0.0,0.058996400614807
anxiety,ja-1028,2020/02/26,"Anxiety/ depression sufferers, what is your career field and do you enjoy it? Just curious about the careers/ jobs of others suffering from anxiety and depression like I am. Looking to try to find something new because the job I’m at is mentally exhausting.",8.05,9.666015333333334,8.87777777777778,58.13000000000002,62.33333333333334,14.888888888888893,43.88888888888889,13.5591,7.572555555555558,210,13,29,10,3,71,39,45,0.301,0.5660000000000001,0.133,-0.8779,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,6,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,21,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031884578069727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606410594816955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539436214505119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408550748754581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230114547961967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874393426413108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129279108494732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26556901197437593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451197270332426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287273424825167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891469038402755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janetlovestein,2020/02/26,"Anxiety ramped up day after propranolol I just got an rx for propranolol for anxiety 20mg as needed. Yesterday I took 5 mg as a test dose when I was at home not doing anything to see how I’d react. I felt fine all day and was still able to go to a yoga class that night so no dizziness or anything. I wasn’t in any anxiety inducing situations so I can’t tell the effectiveness of it yet as far as that goes.
I haven’t taken any of it since then and today I’ve just felt so much more anxious than I normally do. Hands were shaky and I felt like my heart was pounding at times.

Has anyone else ever felt like this the day after taking propranolol or is it just in my head?
Also, does anyone take 5mg and feel like that’s enough to control their anxiety symptoms? I just want to take the least amount possible while still being able to calm down. 

Thanks for any insight!",3.505229909755052,4.5843532402234635,4.876089385474863,84.62794585302967,72.46368715083798,8.412720240653202,25.50107434464977,8.841846274778883,1.723528233777396,686,21,144,13,13,229,110,179,0.081,0.825,0.094,0.5154,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,14,7,0,1,6,0,12,6,3,5,2,28,28,18,0,3,7,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,8,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,12,7,13,6,24,15,6,25,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,19,91,20,2,0.2301233491937764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201477960449343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234737653076488,0.0,0.3520874645158669,0.12998694129091615,0.0,0.1609075963906667,0.1178942829841348,0.18937190860638184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905145195318804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261578390045267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069124682667896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611926473409464,0.0,0.0,0.11888946778297164,0.0,0.0,0.10407987207807454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058178639892680635,0.08220008332242659,0.44190900677252737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539220127074319,0.0,0.09202533225914307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808647343033216,0.0,0.0,0.1363486383976759,0.0,0.0,0.1154162411761847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863996665508507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458356999467376,0.08531677377240765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797758711758068,0.1127360111982568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971474977369954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168925756849072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518020624108328,0.12933414314208594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377680392859835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959313623451273,0.2595361790843251,0.0,0.10056897514627898,0.10593333094529804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709338775892171,0.0,0.10906501370937252,0.0,0.12783775414520168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786635682243787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pancakeking1012,2020/02/26,"Spacey, disassociative feeling Starting towards the end of December I started getting really bad “spaciness.” Every time I described this feeling to people, people get confused. Its not the feeling of like “spacing out” in class and then someone snaps their fingers and you’re back, the only thing I can relate it to is when you get really really high (on weed). Like uncomfortably high, except this feeling is happening throughout 90% of my day. I hate this feeling, I have a little over a quarter of high school left and I wanna be able to experience it, but I get panic attacks every day because of the spacey feeling and just end up in the nurse’s office. I’m doing everything I can to stop the feeling, so any advice is helpful, honestly. 

To clarify, I am also on two anti-anxiety meds. One is Cymbalta at 60mg that has worked very well for me, and I got another, Buspirone, from my psychiatrist back in December, but I feel this has made it worse. After starting it I’ve felt even spacier and have had panic attacks every single day. I’m just so tired and don’t know what to do. Of course I’m diagnosed with clinical anxiety and depression, and all this anxiety has thrown me into a depression and I daily consider ending it all because of how tired I am.

What has made this worse is I keep trying to go in and see my psychiatrist again but he keeps pushing my fucking appointments back and won’t answer my calls or call me back. I’m looking at another 2 weeks before seeing him again and I don’t know what to do in the meantime. These panic attacks are so bad when I don’t feel real I can’t do anything, not school, work, hanging out with friends, anything. 

I’ve also been seeing my counselor at school to account for the fact that I can’t afford a therapist. She has told me to try “grounding techniques” like finding ultra sensory objects and focusing on them, but it doesn’t help, it just makes stuff work because my brain kinda thinks “well you wouldn’t be doing these grounding techniques if you weren’t having a panic attack.” 

I’m not trying to self-diagnose but when I look it up online everything points to “disassociative identity disorder,” and it freaks me out but would honestly make sense. I’ve heard that this can come on due to past trauma or PTSD, which I have none of. 

ANY advice will help, thank you so much.",6.030290178571428,6.643750377232141,6.743303571428572,75.21419642857144,66.43303571428572,9.525,33.1875,9.516144504307137,3.1470303571428584,1851,77,328,35,28,611,217,448,0.184,0.7170000000000001,0.099,-0.9944,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,4,2,3,23,26,6,5,13,0,40,7,2,5,3,70,85,35,0,4,16,0,11,3,1,4,4,1,0,0,28,22,0,3,15,0,1,4,13,17,2,3,9,17,40,9,49,70,5,59,0,2,5,1,17,30,1,5,28,228,68,7,0.06397303117399515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250274113343779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231841983404873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870077098540609,0.13416260219455306,0.14681758123865962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528870760136376,0.0,0.0,0.2911142336282396,0.0,0.1967652486130035,0.1068296177499773,0.11699209808237873,0.0,0.05443633769268338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141505994185016,0.13064723488465088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055107101797096616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237719382512114,0.0,0.11019975601912234,0.12986256003975588,0.0,0.0,0.07331863608889892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699833522555577,0.0,0.0,0.04225358374639735,0.0,0.16170011369490306,0.0,0.1149896708286482,0.06257789995041776,0.0,0.0,0.29112018062478096,0.04570234625311817,0.06142414223800261,0.0,0.05847019152385315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942540519306349,0.05914203647266771,0.1336930735956907,0.0,0.03635734787526338,0.0,0.05116507707746013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056571140192984,0.0,0.0,0.06316012390676817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286393229069208,0.2027730593953912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372433898135215,0.0,0.0,0.0703158097878547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950688555310869,0.0,0.0,0.0937619748869797,0.06411778355465463,0.0,0.0,0.10744246833308736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210656578000341,0.08540499013473997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105961594677745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702753874419454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043349781558559015,0.0486543729430135,0.0,0.30023427329242464,0.0,0.0,0.0610694969549393,0.08870168972045048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047519237047794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478105001759243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728153149549122,0.12294828567943596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942323687156464,0.15293466968822028,0.0,0.06673782351415325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420414171339325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358413221970146,0.0,0.0,0.053484318584174115,0.0,0.0,0.07323381528061286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889777205721266,0.0,0.07427761991395535,0.04250083930085183,0.040991335258513034,0.0,0.0,0.03730318893504548,0.14705517704290105,0.0,0.06112897279077505,0.0,0.1303004666012655,0.0,0.062492355811999474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052784450516363005,0.0,0.0,0.05131530681402405,0.0,0.115038875755213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397193858293774,0.0,0.13038796827051044,0.04544460587007361,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kapsbyk,2020/02/26,"22 year old college senior, no friends or job social anxiety So I'm a 22 year old in my senior year of college and I have no friends due to social anxiety. I'm pretty sure my social anxiety has been caused by genetics and constant moving during my teen years. To make matters worse I have never had a job before. I honestly never felt the need and also avoided it due to my anxiety and just focused on my college work, because my parents are helping me out with the tuition. I'm going to graduate in a couple of months and don't know what to do. I also have no volunteer experience or internships. I wanted to go to medical school but with no extra activities it will be impossible. I am going to be taking at least 2 gap years and want to use this time to really work on changing my life. What would you guys suggest for my first job and what would I say in an interview if they ask me what I've been doing all this time other than college? Also should I volunteer so I could add something to my resume?",4.823258810155358,5.331446763546801,6.5433497536945815,75.96272451686245,69.04926108374384,9.398863205759758,31.378931413414172,9.466822959209583,2.9053996968548703,795,32,149,16,13,276,115,203,0.086,0.835,0.079,0.0926,4,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,3,6,5,0,1,6,0,19,2,0,3,4,34,34,16,0,8,5,1,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,1,9,11,0,1,2,0,1,4,7,1,0,1,4,2,22,4,25,23,3,29,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,3,18,108,31,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577753119033182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287857898949744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044817989792923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549852383986254,0.0,0.09142924574978788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037738003297204,0.11366438389585574,0.0,0.0,0.1161117342587894,0.0,0.08578746370273761,0.11888775312205245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510351055158118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316570206013492,0.0,0.0,0.09139412599714396,0.0,0.0,0.16602614022973916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831933429723416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638914654374974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072019272209563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31987287388745056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904990788949785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589279662244207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717215206078868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824126744355354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857629476041846,0.114198860189594,0.0,0.07967038217229049,0.1657390702376368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254945184203421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930686821321948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109311943054928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883312080594009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544594513828355,0.0,0.10874181796309633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32858520293798354,0.0,0.0827177352010139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126726296691783,0.0,0.08078656228587754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530609416259278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279946870889913,0.0,0.0,0.12674971979386596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644498515092126,0.0,0.10949738813364683,0.15265413560896726,0.0,0.0,0.34596082773848125
anxiety,Jthweny,2020/02/26,Urinals Does anyone else have a hard time pissing (getting the flow going) when your’re in a public bathroom with other people? Then you just feel awkward because you been there for like 2 mins just staring at your dick and eventually you leave and go into a cubicle.,7.40299319727891,8.18707610204082,6.914693877551024,74.57911564625853,63.48979591836735,8.165986394557821,36.74149659863946,7.793537801064563,3.0236884353741487,215,10,34,2,3,67,43,49,0.19699999999999998,0.754,0.048,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,4,3,1,1,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,6,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,1,5,5,0,10,0,0,1,1,5,3,2,0,5,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445140415431298,0.3583026314965489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317009979364165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060194081804854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921243050977641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681569659525204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827005817523967,0.0,0.3974780998975546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132569653648444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702752511803162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084273101447053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424336561122977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390927177762344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,newlifebeginning,2020/02/26,"How my anxity is now I have the feeling I'm gonna fail during my whole life. Especially when I try to accomplish what I want and I don't get it. After that I feel a very strong self contempt. I have difficulty to swallow and because of that I'm very thin. I don't know what to do, but I'm not giving up. I'll never, ever give up. I won't die before I set my self free of this thing.",-0.6259770114942533,1.0758687011494246,2.6926436781609238,92.9750574712644,86.12643678160919,5.705747126436782,17.712643678160926,6.937597516519254,-0.06930804597701146,295,7,73,4,9,107,57,87,0.10800000000000001,0.708,0.183,0.7375,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,1,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,2,11,18,5,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,12,3,8,16,1,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,46,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008407294282418,0.0,0.19554305013093806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384963335543419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786744307278007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238777824153706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006112323292414,0.4408905953578411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629218368773584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231468183749842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723608597202314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794634658463363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266904612377025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601925571933106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792184739438299,0.13554211570093688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256563723898296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ricekrispy96,2020/02/26,"2 days of klonopin then withdrawal symptoms??? I took klonopin 2 days in a row then yesterday i didnt take it. Woke up in panic this morning, and really foggy, dissociated, uncomfortable thoughts and nausea today????",4.835540540540542,8.016102756756759,5.87695945945946,69.40300675675678,75.48648648648648,9.105405405405406,33.57432432432432,9.516144504307137,4.143491891891891,170,9,26,5,4,56,30,37,0.19699999999999998,0.773,0.03,-0.792,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,4,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600848935945246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185114240136211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285116066439997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707486126659552,0.2681945395914453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28318051737373623,0.0,0.0,0.3381105621634673,0.0,0.3963076100180683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AltieMcAlt,2020/02/26,"I’m so lonely and in immense pain. It’s too much, my mind is absolutely screaming.",0.8288235294117641,3.2001227647058816,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,86.05882352941177,5.752941176470588,26.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.4726705882352946,65,3,13,1,2,23,17,17,0.428,0.5720000000000001,0.0,-0.8396,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6153865319484909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44802735297588425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6485143847917574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wolfsong32,2020/02/26,I turn eighteen next month and I’m paranoid and terrified Idk how to adult I cant even drive yet,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142893,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,94.71428571428572,4.704761904761905,21.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.2668285714285723,78,3,18,1,3,25,18,21,0.34600000000000003,0.654,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35885991941955464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336754792554232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778304998167355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909797377307544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,user9896,2020/02/26,"Anxiety about getting sick I’m praying someone on here can give me the advice I need and assure me that there’s light at the end of the tunnel. 
I’ve been struggling with Emetohpboia since I was in the second grade. The fear started when I got sick on stage in front of my entire class and it scarred me for life. I’m 23 now and have been struggling with the fear off and on since then. Last year around this time, I got a horrible stomach flu but before that I hadn’t got sick in 6 years. But recently the fear and anxiety has completely got out of control. About a month ago, I started suffering from severe anxiety to the point where I made myself so nauseous I began dry heaving off and on and almost completely stopped eating. My doctor prescribed me anti anxiety medication and anti nausea medicine. Even though they do help sometimes. The extreme anxiety of throwing up is constantly in my head all day everyday. I’m now so bad to the point where it’s a struggle to even leave my house. I’m planning on seeing a counselor next week to hopefully get myself back on track. I have a 2 year old son and most days I feel like I can’t even function enough to take care of him. I’m hoping there’s someone out there that can relate to the nightmare I’m going through.",4.4473809523809535,5.651888341269842,5.088253968253969,83.51785714285717,70.34920634920634,7.980952380952381,29.87301587301588,8.344100000000001,2.1329825396825406,1010,40,196,15,18,325,144,252,0.222,0.698,0.081,-0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,19,13,0,6,16,0,12,10,2,2,2,27,37,16,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,14,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,8,0,1,10,3,23,5,35,27,3,50,1,1,1,0,5,21,0,4,26,124,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936942382901598,0.08499311577029726,0.0,0.09601141704594507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667452146412497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535481402966813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372691273861534,0.08005700154139615,0.0,0.0,0.08158804762871186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775752326393836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105974156519246,0.10361377945612574,0.10753919344766444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367119980464936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813872172500514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811065498681433,0.0,0.0,0.08492250108257242,0.09907116333290517,0.0,0.18998637027972867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32367984650574605,0.04848053946894343,0.06849772341214015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018819522478796,0.09197821878358696,0.054491634739405485,0.0,0.3067406017714969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840202429015188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426731143883052,0.0,0.0,0.1904638183066148,0.0,0.11063431415375176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815617473951708,0.0,0.10152460598739793,0.0,0.0,0.06772390010143238,0.04684283083129584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907253415039906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659046852190917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653165457645883,0.0,0.0,0.07109487650220052,0.0,0.0,0.10197100442856996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061144745326192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812779141511291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467135963932136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640509779236987,0.0,0.0,0.1083187411965318,0.0,0.1586282441062546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248007427509867,0.0,0.09482920071261032,0.0,0.13573076043341606,0.0,0.0,0.0801611812438533,0.0,0.3007083129863492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209091399023561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420303282171627,0.0,0.055909241593678966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691031163889776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852335208043293
anxiety,DebrisBD317,2020/02/26,"I Thought I Saw My Abusive Ex At Work Today And Had A Panic Attack So a little over a year ago I was in a mentally abusive relationship and didn't even realize. It was really only two months ago when I realized it was abusive. For so many months after the relationship was over, I kept asking myself why I kept thinking about her as much as I did, and why it brought me so much pain to think about her. So often when I am in crowds and see someone who slightly resembles her, it really brings down my mood and spikes my anxiety. 

I work at a fast-food restaurant, that has a lot of customers 24/7, and has a lot of employees. I was a cashier, and there was one other cashier working. We probably had about ten customers in line. When I looked at one of the customers on the line, she looked exactly like my abusive ex, with her hair dyed a different color. It was so scary how much it looked like my abusive ex, that I was convinced that she had dyed her hair and just by coincidence walked into the restaurant while I was working there. I immediately started having a panic attack at the thought of having to ring up my ex abuser. My heart was pounding, and my whole body was shaking. One of the managers saw that I wasn't helping customers for like 2 seconds and told me to start serving the customers. So I pushed through a panic attack and kept serving customers, just praying that she would go to the other cashier. I kept thinking about what I would do if it was actually her. Would I take her order and just pretend not to recognize her? Would I be able to make eye contact with her without crying? Would I look at her and immediately run to the back? I have this crippling fear that she will one day learn about how much she hurt me and feel good about it. It's like it's a game and if she finds out that I am hurt she wins and I lose. 

So she thankfully goes to the other cashier. THANK GOD. And then she speaks to him, and I realize that it wasn't her. This girl was a complete stranger. I was in the middle of a panic attack for nothing. And now I am embarrassing myself in front of customers because I am mixing up their sodas and trembling all over. 

I don't know how to deal with this. I have been out of an abusive relationship for over a year and I still think about her almost every day. I know I am safe and will never see her again, but I never feel safe. I'm always a little afraid of seeing her in public one day and having a mental breakdown over it. I just want to get her out of my head and never think of her for the rest of my life. I am afraid people don't take this issue as seriously as it is because I am a guy. I'm afraid I'm weak because of how much this affects me to this day. 

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Andy and all advice I would appreciate.",3.7340508021390377,4.749546556149731,4.7717286096256695,85.83171056149733,71.85204991087345,7.321229946524067,27.39398395721925,7.554174236665415,1.408750053475936,2162,75,450,24,40,708,216,561,0.11599999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.062,-0.9741,2,0,0,0,1,0,52.0,1,0,1,6,34,33,4,11,31,0,49,10,6,6,6,87,90,48,0,9,9,4,4,4,0,8,3,2,0,2,32,33,1,6,16,2,0,8,10,21,0,8,32,17,82,11,72,49,11,62,1,3,11,0,47,27,0,6,30,345,114,6,0.057564475111835677,0.4774314299642729,0.056174623933787256,0.0,0.0,0.0562513388530873,0.1020548678899242,0.0,0.05764250665330135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789825468700245,0.062371084733490276,0.06994713800666273,0.0,0.0,0.044036665899657185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053815013596624814,0.26195160286864644,0.0,0.044263528118008204,0.0,0.105272309202102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394115486726619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035525694478917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323187289084023,0.14849729702770456,0.059346446192682575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060142624517888814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03802079290787271,0.0,0.0485005530171751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477603837752825,0.05821265647098861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261288738382151,0.0,0.06960719180101864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030075062359841493,0.0,0.032715217779905735,0.04828235059578465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699788063460204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907775881621523,0.0,0.0,0.06821418016966672,0.03858425426040553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324792236802537,0.0,0.0,0.06008235629659856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327186016076894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406594911552678,0.11249237938276954,0.11538945358457005,0.0,0.0,0.19335864444167,0.06439992322766498,0.0,0.09787851642994476,0.0,0.0,0.03842473413262517,0.05836134266176705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160229032073785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918948296742799,0.0,0.21158256330298048,0.0,0.1331918158307155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055234666392285456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503589058052628,0.04378037727714509,0.061252660116259114,0.2701580343388085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039907958999184034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206424030215655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375455355853887,0.0,0.0,0.18540811010007144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376143012992482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048774192958476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148886353376937,0.0,0.045971064183375834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656264259356088,0.0,0.0,0.10599526930367446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442495650016774,0.0,0.09139952644906232,0.0,0.0,0.05456439156861519,0.05500532284074505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623212773888588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03395301886508298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038859704141792,0.06426868071644372,0.0,0.05549009981472485,0.0,0.16763049388402418,0.0,0.0,0.24535290908382915,0.0,0.06994713800666273,0.07413926929314031
anxiety,fat-rats,2020/02/26,"symptoms of paranoia(?) and ways to cope? sorry if this is the wrong place.. 
struggling with paranoia and its gotten to the point where i think everyone in my life is about to abandon me or wants to, finding it hard to believe what anyone says and thinking im being cheated on.
im diagnosed with depression and anxiety.",8.430499999999999,7.51320371666667,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,61.83333333333334,10.666666666666668,41.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.225666666666667,253,13,43,4,3,81,46,60,0.32,0.68,0.0,-0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,13,7,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,11,5,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425198609823632,0.0,0.0,0.15012969758410336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419037958614745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492875963123145,0.21792536588303452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516388645665815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962403617668703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233731191688044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638456616186275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516554907043587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432546434675985,0.0,0.2029696383645708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074541083405306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403494232602759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446072310524506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231651181020724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751540315087225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664107667297725,0.1704262061976176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347508557268212,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoFriends666,2020/02/26,"Anxiety about joining a sports team. Hello everyone, I am currently a high school senior and have decided to join the tennis team. I go to a science and engineering based highschool so there is definitely no sports teams. Because of this to join a team I have to go to a completely new school with a new kids to play tennis. On top of that I'm a senior and have not recently participated in any organized sport since elementary school. On top on top of that, I'm not very good at tennis. This was just kind of a spur of the moment thing because I like playing tennis on the weekends with my friends but, the team is deciding to go practice on Saturday and I'm immediately regretting the decision. I don't want to have in and quit because of my anxiety but I don't know what else to do. Any advice would be much appreciated! Thanks to all of yall.",3.41,5.252993333333336,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,74.0,9.085714285714287,28.66666666666667,9.606745405546679,2.796995238095238,672,28,132,18,14,231,89,168,0.07,0.78,0.149,0.8801,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,9,4,8,0,0,13,0,13,0,0,0,1,20,22,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,11,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,9,7,28,19,2,24,0,1,0,0,9,12,0,0,10,84,15,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010547799292052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283770937235128,0.0,0.25067888469261546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29963150616273754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717862625060106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686979804378258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655900259677194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658469113250126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27934724863922905,0.1374237303213202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310911931016562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706172659485348,0.09004382492120143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004541109091654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204434529854104,0.0,0.0,0.3164811701466488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426719249999525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177519091785098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974535728288737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553261816995266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084461634926696,0.0,0.0,0.10885000527067888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518762950172716,0.09663884319081244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116389362418598,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FUCK_INDUSTRIAL,2020/02/26,"I have a job interview tomorrow and I'm freaking out. I hate interviews so much. I always get super anxious and can't answer the questions, no matter how much I've practiced beforehand. How do you guys deal with it?",2.0585714285714296,4.756290571428573,3.9812380952380977,81.48042857142859,83.76190476190476,7.1695238095238105,27.447619047619053,8.238735603445708,2.5070990476190484,172,8,30,4,5,58,35,42,0.239,0.649,0.11199999999999999,-0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,20,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267705668255137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363464049569004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316901657565151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809098200901787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185639189595195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176424018317165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192680192947022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730180827697625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604119516425859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Princess868,2020/02/26,"Help with my anxiety with flying I have an extremely big fear of flying. I have flown before but I’m still scared every time I get on a plane. I’m scared for my flight I have on Sunday to Mexico for vacation. I keep taking everything I see as a sign that something bad is going to happen 

examples: I saw a video of people bracing for a emergency landing on plane, the plane emoji showed up in my frequently used when to my knowledge i haven’t touched it and when I used the skull and cross bones emoji it it went next to the plane emoji. I know these sound silly but this is how extreme my phobia is 

I also have had this weird feeling on the left side of my chest. But it’s been going on for two days now and it may just be heartburn but I’m scared it’s a bad feeling about the flight. 

Please help with any advice on flying. I am so scared and don’t know what to do. I am flying VivaAerobus as well on a very early flight.

Please any advice will be helpful!!",1.5663078947368447,3.526043415000004,3.1472631578947383,91.24678947368423,79.85,6.010526315789473,19.526315789473685,7.0608816371341465,0.2906999999999997,753,18,161,9,19,248,105,200,0.17800000000000002,0.718,0.10400000000000001,-0.9632,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,5,12,0,18,4,3,3,0,23,36,15,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,5,2,0,4,2,8,1,1,4,6,19,2,27,28,0,27,0,0,2,0,3,13,0,1,10,105,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618089833073327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712803370263596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182195246735686,0.0,0.10247929171557102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237025729936242,0.0,0.0,0.11399038078282055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863933355885283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286736221899805,0.0,0.1203949137600652,0.0,0.0,0.15074262316306328,0.13546874365153075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998874746696432,0.0,0.1522654941245902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184606842642778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693723718995705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907010330069726,0.0,0.0,0.14724219652725196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554829893142704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246833894734404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287123101847423,0.0,0.0,0.29409644663699835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364706706429851,0.0,0.1067490452858431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312921271231172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698089877326716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072150242061466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781133502243458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308597847864182,0.0,0.0,0.2313974415477533,0.0,0.11053130810783554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044643162986728,0.12418257518833915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeetaIk,2020/02/26,"Anxiety: making sure everything is organised so nothing can go wrong I’m coming to terms with my anxiety, and I understand it now better than I ever have, but... I’m stressed. I took this new year as an opportunity to say “yes” to more things and try my best to “take it as it comes.” I’ve been doing well so far, but right now? Mentally, my mind feels as though the more I take on, the clouded it becomes - as if it physically builds up with all these thoughts, plans and future events. My eyes become blurry, as if my brain is just filling up with more information.

It’s almost an overwhelming feeling, where I doubt my ability to overcome it. My mind is writing down dates on my calendar, but I need at least the entire day to figure out how I’ll actually meet all these plans. I’m anxious, I know the signs. 

I’m trying my best and I’m sure it’ll all come together, but sometimes..... *sometimes*, it is all too overwhelming. Trying to keep your mind at ease, let alone all the other physical elements to anxiety, is exhausting.",3.66,5.351617599999997,5.038,81.20650000000002,73.0,8.8,28.0,9.354420925462401,2.4966500000000003,800,31,157,19,16,267,114,200,0.098,0.763,0.139,0.8668,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,6,11,13,0,4,7,1,11,3,2,2,8,44,31,19,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,14,11,0,1,7,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,3,4,17,7,25,26,12,27,0,2,1,0,5,11,0,4,10,105,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.11709770772422964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015755378329199,0.1242785223091838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753872979414507,0.1355600757859082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650498672812663,0.0,0.0,0.2518544777145696,0.10612573305208592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395398714370213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100949300469238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738678013084799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085422520644956,0.0,0.0,0.1078436740120464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134604837453765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819586392320773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665697581321253,0.0,0.0,0.06594605597188323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270290970078833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009752396645949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092663072482658,0.0,0.3634819107458133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897469394646798,0.0,0.11589181700578705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513833771406815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024749844054322,0.0,0.09542475648233613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373560381761556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374537464216649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261875362865217,0.0,0.18044245448274532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971927610140661,0.0,0.11789437476386715,0.09526254280652137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331874316081693,0.244405970423276,0.0,0.0,0.12491891719654688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107889821113973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119558020521815,0.0,0.07727277797897662
anxiety,pjames12345,2020/02/26,"Heart Anxiety - Totally Stressed Hi everyone,

About 8 weeks ago, I began to experience flutters and skipped beats. Obviously, I was very concerned. Since then, I've been continuing to get ""episodes"" of these symptoms daily, sometimes more - 

\> Heart pauses, starts, flutters, skips - and returns to normal pulse around 30 seconds later. It also feels like the breath is knocked out of me. 

\> Occasional jumps or jolts in the middle of my chest, followed by a racing heart (for about 30 seconds). 

Now, I have very bad anxiety about it all. I went and had an ECG done, which was clear, albeit I might need more electrolytes. 

Since it hasn't cleared up, my doctor ordered a blood test and a 24-hour heart monitor, which I completed today. But now I have to wait a week for my results. 

I really, really afraid that this is something terrible. I hate feeling like this.",5.194764267990074,7.513157548387097,5.047096774193548,80.11372208436725,70.29032258064517,8.124069478908186,31.92307692307693,8.841846274778883,2.8671191066997515,680,31,117,13,13,210,108,155,0.11800000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.8466,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,2,7,0,11,9,7,1,5,20,21,8,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,7,2,13,2,17,13,4,21,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,14,73,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168422925676091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540902331516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166975303126308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733952876679518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100564852977695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382010821383371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491390605086556,0.0,0.13488817908762674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595083717253336,0.0,0.128936223322954,0.0,0.0,0.13329496924844875,0.18833127757703466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886568583926657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013584424534755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6247855775182047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980705493637998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879216616736927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983039465660482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773601408822784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291465662791728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888270600428668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180704582879453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147436867403906,0.13036421965704093,0.0,0.0932963398108978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509887890688365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700185709145848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494119555982805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751537540088894,0.0,0.0,0.21146129430681665,0.0,0.0,0.1221899022220378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vykyrie,2020/02/26,"I managed to get a new position at work, but... I've been at my job for 4 years. It's been rough, as I've had to sit and watch people get hired or moved up before me, no matter how hard I worked. I was in a position that was stuck at minimum wage, but I knew enough that I basically trained people above me at times. 

After almost 4 years, my supervisor put in a good word with the manager, who agreed to move me to another position in the store. At first, I was ecstatic. They said I'd get more hours, and I'd finally be able to get a raise. It'd also be my chance to prove myself. But... 

I've only worked over there two days, and I've already had a breakdown. My first day was anxious hell, but I got through it. I was supposed to have 3 days off, then another day of training. That made me feel a bit better, as I had time to mentally recover... except I didn't. They called me yesterday morning, asking me to come in for a few shifts. Apparently one girl just happened to get sick and they had absolutely no one else that could cover those three shifts of hers. I felt bad, and as much as it hurt me, I went in for the first one. By the end of the night, I was hurting so much I could barely move, and had broken down sobbing because of how stressed and anxious I was. I hadn't been trained in everything yet, and still took way too long to get stuff done, yet on my second day and to try to do everything as if I'd been there for much longer. We got out of work 45 minutes late, and I was beating myself to pieces. 

I went from 3 days off to only getting today off. I had previous plans, so couldn't work. Even though I told one of the supervisors that, and they passed it on to the managers, I got 2 phone calls earlier. I have been fighting all day to keep the anxiety down, but those phone calls made my stomach drop, and I just want to cry. 

On top of that, I only had one meal yesterday (just before work) and havent had any appetite since. 

I know things should get better as I get used to it over there, but I don't know how long that will take, especially with the way it's going now. :(",4.326477732793523,4.101463345537759,5.357219679633868,86.5902952825207,70.00686498855835,8.919873261749691,27.56284104911107,8.617729084823388,1.6167564513289905,1610,47,371,24,26,533,203,437,0.149,0.794,0.057999999999999996,-0.9915,3,0,0,0,2,0,64.0,1,0,4,14,19,10,2,1,16,0,37,3,1,6,2,52,70,35,0,6,12,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,19,18,1,1,6,0,2,10,7,7,0,11,37,6,48,3,66,25,9,69,1,3,1,0,17,24,2,3,31,247,67,12,0.0709061985572057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100231547588064,0.0,0.07824675330219909,0.05670366136849345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821864649605365,0.1487026632251462,0.054243047817462316,0.16020764344527988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662877240177674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592037140413744,0.04322376051293165,0.0,0.12067190496777765,0.0,0.0,0.12542154098548353,0.07741120428005058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720946954550316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107941159313771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322565971608095,0.0,0.07788712961650998,0.3201004250216336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256165923033889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592330304098725,0.0,0.06280184584693907,0.0732650575312232,0.0,0.046832875414749016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745183841028032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03585230448340917,0.0,0.06808107019172004,0.0776742746518146,0.0,0.18093832881093252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33341005980647337,0.0,0.04029762667404698,0.059472755227979575,0.1701304931721226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270211721282018,0.0,0.06351802651049669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982832261282625,0.0,0.1518131041447379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036346106210388,0.0630246872206723,0.0,0.0,0.0779363847394972,0.0,0.07998528042914656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549950887036582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341863190299701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145677082977832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608620290831585,0.15637264353395333,0.0,0.0,0.06848164841103907,0.0,0.06654066402831768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402393760460233,0.1617820774752983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831486031311544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712803139734457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674480321839904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865434017095871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662578176105509,0.0,0.08122281088024133,0.0,0.08117063318862544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053312636929729235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710692763826861,0.0,0.06966498007202075,0.0,0.08269194918250143,0.0,0.06721078538805028,0.06775391133979361,0.07877939557445014,0.04814065441522883,0.0,0.06926505291677364,0.0,0.0,0.061240189488966174,0.0,0.0,0.041822313025297264,0.11256408000567034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146151288266944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097233422303685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132253423960582
anxiety,Tjmcp27,2020/02/26,MRI of my brain came back abnormal My doctor told me she found two white spots in my brain and they want to further examine what that could be with a clearer image using contrast. From my understanding it's a liquid that lights up images for the MRI. I'm definitely scared but I don't want to shove this at my parents either. It's been 6 days since I was told this my next one is Saturday morning. It's really only the night time that it's getting to me. Any advice would be great.,2.2915151515151533,4.256745626262632,3.8373737373737375,87.1427272727273,77.58585858585859,6.824242424242425,22.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9686444444444452,383,11,79,6,9,127,73,99,0.021,0.873,0.106,0.7992,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,8,5,2,1,0,13,18,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,2,12,1,10,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,6,50,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419519051123812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281831041806799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494106559294084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208456507567037,0.0,0.21558813232653004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049796696906925,0.0,0.0,0.1215637195225654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929326805420564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066751034328272,0.0,0.0,0.09848088870340428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078164684631669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046663412936228,0.17688984426577656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277291305575293,0.14335898660614774,0.0,0.0,0.2093014566062199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075476176013518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871643771439825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592506101137396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991298498840672,0.0,0.0,0.3602302141196813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841322836558208,0.19623000449776168,0.0,0.16279921067363828,0.0,0.0,0.222358539576072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390148202876076,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PhysicalBid5,2020/02/26,"I finally completely isolated myself And now im left with 0 (zero) friends. Im 23, in my prime years, and have nobody to spend them with. I literally never ever go out. When im not at work, im at home 100% of the time. I lost 3 very close friends because of it. I hate myself for it.

But its hard to go out amongst people, when everytime someone talks to me my brains are telling me that they likely think im fucking ugly. And weird af. And annoying. I cant shake the feeling everyone is nice to me just out of kindness. And that nobody really wants to be friends with me. (Well im sure of that. Im a very boring person. Who would want to be friends with  a boring person?)

I fucking hate myself.. why are others so lucky in life and some of us can't be even if we try so hard?",0.13787878787878682,2.1745917878787933,2.5740909090909128,92.93446969696971,85.66666666666666,5.606060606060606,20.68181818181818,6.937597516519254,0.4139090909090908,595,19,135,8,18,204,98,165,0.16699999999999998,0.684,0.149,-0.3251,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,2,2,9,20,5,1,4,0,10,4,1,0,3,29,21,12,0,4,4,0,3,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,8,15,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,10,1,1,1,3,19,10,23,16,1,20,0,1,0,2,13,9,2,3,9,85,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879982606830629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767889042253882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113424805325763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637095175428346,0.08725167137974146,0.0,0.09216963436199413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877200046353475,0.0,0.0,0.1056648886008456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980924636460137,0.17834750457093002,0.0,0.0,0.10963846788345034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281462171260573,0.19046436610901396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675511456658346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.729337410182383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044603476953813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480176477033476,0.0,0.06813105058897617,0.04712444605697435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529516634371552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439426059831866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668717462078698,0.16844659396392805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179338546657062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172844552334946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091040682728004,0.0,0.0,0.07752918716499052,0.08430843538968014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180631229840044,0.0,0.0,0.0562453633311893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548856630794586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602694857569665,0.0,0.0,0.15917569957354638,0.11378670909145053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672721486801233,0.0,0.08703823024671971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022248271291906,0.0,0.0,0.06852090777160448,0.0,0.0,0.06211570980501861
anxiety,jackandslash,2020/02/26,Does anyone else repeat themselves under their breath? When I’m talking (mostly when playing online games but sometimes irl) I’ll say something and then repeat myself under my breath I get really self Conscious about it,4.804473684210528,8.312791552631577,4.142421052631581,78.89994736842105,80.84210526315789,4.092631578947368,23.389473684210525,5.6839178017228535,0.9736147368421052,181,6,23,1,5,54,32,38,0.0,0.96,0.04,0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324601814502945,0.3710981755678904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316947837055552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30255651823718793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189225103595589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320230108050637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880215980321783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778347293114169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788253350073153,0.3582071777711988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29110810640116097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Legal-Diamond,2020/02/26,"Feeling anxious when my parents started fighting My parents always fight about something and sometimes (luckily not this time) I get caught in the middle of it. I'm not sure if I'm traumatized by it but I was in my room when I heard raised voices they were arguing over family. I just had to go underneath my covers turn on some loud music, cover my ears, and try to steady my breathing. I wasn't like this before though usually I just wouldn't give a shit when I was younger but now it really affects me for some reason. Do you guys have any tips on how to overcome this? I'm trying to get my mental health back on track this year but it just keep spiraling out of control.",3.9855555555555564,5.309177370370372,4.796481481481481,84.7191666666667,71.5925925925926,7.77037037037037,27.574074074074076,8.238735603445708,1.8109407407407407,535,19,105,8,10,173,91,135,0.113,0.848,0.039,-0.7851,2,0,1,0,3,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,11,6,4,0,2,0,8,4,3,4,1,22,21,11,0,2,9,2,1,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,5,17,2,17,13,2,21,0,0,0,0,10,10,1,3,10,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448296567662229,0.0,0.0,0.12625432702338538,0.0,0.0,0.20974155930363694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276013060734755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798193499255087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082320923490458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502256086903467,0.0,0.0938746502384879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939980843401552,0.17810080523958574,0.10551415491904816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383136703527528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734658588908352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650220412461509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070349481745132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710036817637127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123041756202916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189377592182932,0.19088813231696644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905760547569039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292918811799266,0.18362126632263054,0.0,0.13141022977326014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498118926514586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240879442375849,0.0,0.10825911916817443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521002295722887,0.201943423564286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447690048176426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955815789473825
anxiety,_zze,2020/02/26,"Does anybody have this thinking pattern and what should I do to get out of it? Someone can do the most simple thing to me , 99% of the time it won’t even be a negative thing , but I’ll somehow find a negative aspect out of it , even if the aspect is totally ridiculous and untrue. I’ll avoid the person or feel uncomfortable around them.
Then , at one point in the day when I’m thinking about it , I would be realistic and say “that’s stupid , of course it’s not true and won’t happen.”
Then at another point in the day , I will think of the ‘what ifs’ and be very unrealistic and start worrying about it like crazy. 
This repeats everyday , and every time I think about it , new thoughts come in and just give me more things to worry about. I constantly feel on edge wherever I go and think everything people do can be negative.",6.2054942058623075,5.7602921533742375,6.675787321063397,79.4583571915474,66.11656441717791,10.4346284935242,31.60804362644853,9.994966539143718,2.7788219495569195,643,22,133,13,9,210,95,163,0.225,0.757,0.018000000000000002,-0.99,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,2,1,9,0,16,0,0,0,2,35,31,16,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,5,0,1,0,1,15,13,0,1,9,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,1,3,9,2,21,21,3,25,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,5,13,98,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900947223299428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499320169678086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306258380459764,0.0,0.16387073169446326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559261430186065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327026133934254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003157345360448,0.0,0.12776461456999372,0.0,0.136285720250076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334913015275356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385977037339762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922649354560866,0.1454684704209843,0.08618143361670304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409619370173967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408444130941881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464564323908273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275629384478216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512921364010544,0.13240762330876474,0.0,0.0,0.2867007128580847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205915116118039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848546205432826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073327270871732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022318850176025,0.4858291713908422,0.0,0.12038651667032632,0.17684690929198665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512022696972175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079988747692207,0.0,0.10772186402225606,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skeletonskeleton3,2020/02/26,"I’m becoming more and more paranoid I’m about to be fired from my job. Anyone else?

Boss goes to talk to someone else in the department? They’re talking about how shit of an employee I am. Two coworkers talking without me? They’re talking about how I’m bad at my job and I should be fired. Bosses boss comes to town to visit for a few days? They’ve come to fire me in person. It’s frankly maddening. I feel like I’m constantly berating myself in my head. About how slow it going or how bad my projects are coming out and maybe I’m just not good enough to work there.",0.6264043583535113,2.9625136016949187,2.197142857142857,94.32237288135592,86.71186440677965,5.744309927360775,21.14043583535109,7.1686216300943375,0.6151046004842615,447,15,98,7,14,145,74,118,0.231,0.7490000000000001,0.02,-0.9795,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,0,3,0,5,2,2,7,0,20,15,8,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,3,0,1,0,4,10,2,20,12,4,15,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,4,56,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922044311156223,0.16004795443696035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608451812955403,0.0,0.17251342572278647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036639537336129,0.0,0.16879944643551228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073771160852228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609743460545362,0.0,0.0,0.1613989723770078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898069415292275,0.11159112093732733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877349931311647,0.13101527387915451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030886350733786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100138235330901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631266763262166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692643965880715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639002698806207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033965565130326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323498994940682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021987173957336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258717783224382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505736679158806,0.0,0.11371730454145908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theassholeofalabama,2020/02/26,"About to be out where it's really peopley Heading for a night out that will ultimately be fun but means being in a theater with lots of people. There will be parking, herding inside, getting concessions....overall I'm a ball of anxiety... send happiness and gifs",6.98,7.829345333333332,7.858333333333332,67.22,64.41666666666666,11.4,38.91666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.943116666666667,208,11,33,6,3,70,41,48,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,7,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,25,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949795529640116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145776863502013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104736506777492,0.0,0.0,0.3957322955700543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278195616247884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200266131508208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618553182161495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267323414813224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470223936495544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nomindjack,2020/02/26,"Afraid of the future I’ve seen so many post from different Reddit’s about the current problems of the world that is a result of climate change, and because of natural curiosity I’ve spent so much time reading comments that doesn’t help me that I’m beginning to worry a lot about the future

Just the past five years I see so many things has become increasingly worse, so now I can’t stop worrying about the thought of how things will be in the next ten and the ten after that

I really hope there is some hope to look for, that’s why I’m asking or simply posting here to beginning with.",12.12008474576271,6.665812110169494,11.115000000000002,67.91622881355934,59.254237288135606,14.511864406779662,42.21186440677965,11.20814326018867,4.413077966101693,471,15,94,8,4,152,77,118,0.11199999999999999,0.792,0.096,-0.2448,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,10,0,7,0,0,2,0,14,19,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,3,3,3,4,2,16,14,4,17,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,5,12,62,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115619587987595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508396417441926,0.19038508775160465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235989675770695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010506603574675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554566694114594,0.0,0.0,0.3424333214147525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475952664566186,0.0,0.0,0.1465550997018157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495415625204702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672240974239926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333282428613865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456046866457308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33019331417391035,0.0,0.0,0.16494864306679452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243110537266476,0.0,0.11043389647176603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736809249482282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412112382244158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290491450796276,0.0,0.0,0.13685400228791178,0.10051876239235516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555015857404228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501295649891565,0.17567448756495171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100993761846373
anxiety,fallenonblackdays,2020/02/26,"University wants to suspend me for the semester and all I want to do is cut myself 

Last semester I very stupidly stole repeatedly from a business in the town my university is in. A few weeks ago I went to court for it, I’m being put on ARD, and am in serious (like $8-9,000) debt to my mother who’s paying for all of this. I’m fully aware of my stupidity throughout this entire thing and I’m trying to deal with it while staying on top of my school work.

I just met with a case manager at my school’s Code of Conduct office to explain my side of the story. They receive all court documents from all of their students and follow up with them afterwards. I was expecting to be put on some form of probation through the school as my lawyer had told me. I was very forthright with the case manager as she was very nice and understanding. Told her I deal with anxiety on a daily basis, my anxiety had nothing to do with the reasoning behind my criminal activity, and that I’m extremely sorry for what I did & going to counseling twice a week to help me get to the root of the problem. I’m being very proactive in attempting to fix my wrongdoings, pay for what I’ve done, and move forward with my life. 

She then came to the decision that she is officially suggesting I be suspended from school for this semester, which I was not at all expecting to hear. I immediately had a panic attack/breakdown in her office and the younger girl that was shadowing her was crying the entire time. She suggested I have someone come and meet me at the office to bring me home or I go to the hospital/student health center which I declined.

I’m back at my apartment and cannot help but have negative thoughts as anyone would in this situation. I have a history of self-harm but haven’t done anything in a few years. I’m now seriously considering cutting myself, taking a bunch of xanax/etizolam, and thrashing my entire room apart. I’m not suicidal and never have been but this type of pain is far too much to simply try to brush off and deal with. I go to school 3 hours away from where I live. My girlfriend is not aware of this situation and if she were to find out she’d probably break up with me. I used to be a heroin addict but got clean over a year ago and am now on Suboxone maintenance. My girlfriend had to deal with my extremely uphill battle of recovery up until now and I only got clean a month after we started dating. I had to drop out of college for the 2018-2019 school year and transfer to a different university. If I wasn’t currently on Suboxone I know for a fact I’d be looking anywhere I could for opioids. And jesus fuck I would just love to pop a bunch of oxy’s and fall asleep. 

I really have no idea what to do right now. The only people that know of this legal battle are my Mom, my lawyer, and my counselor. My Mom keeps calling me every 30 minutes to see if I’m okay but neither my lawyer or counselor have responded to me. I’m not asking for any type of guidance for what to do in this situation, but I just needed to say how I’m feeling out loud. I can’t stop crying, I’m never going to forgive myself, and my entire world is falling apart all over again because of my dumbass fucked up brain",6.046835225318197,5.65108417027864,7.0990454076367415,76.12696164430687,66.43034055727554,10.521431028551774,32.805125558995535,10.125756701596842,3.129150120399037,2538,96,502,54,36,859,291,646,0.129,0.818,0.053,-0.9925,3,0,1,0,0,2,53.0,1,0,3,3,12,18,8,1,30,1,49,9,2,4,9,90,96,39,1,12,18,3,1,1,2,2,4,3,4,1,22,37,0,2,11,0,3,16,13,13,0,1,25,7,74,5,110,61,14,89,1,0,2,3,41,42,2,6,31,353,96,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802332166524983,0.0,0.0,0.13048123979813053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974393217928556,0.0,0.050049496380549986,0.0,0.1126052854109984,0.0,0.0,0.05146177482144418,0.0,0.06056528552292763,0.0,0.06880465223290068,0.08372890636210176,0.06914820321364007,0.05659269514616987,0.0,0.044864955832445125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216025430554574,0.07515228616470722,0.0841770646571103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063398581494963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876240477435605,0.0,0.1616889686918933,0.0,0.30350724220961084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768947564585731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506336143762465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200990133466008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03721360747078667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726768567869781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608123442587014,0.038452172883618456,0.0,0.16731086970950426,0.0,0.11772687014951393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823175228156819,0.08295084617905893,0.0,0.098663031694171,0.0,0.07382528541071201,0.0,0.07247968646644934,0.0,0.0,0.08308373574309752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541771874900086,0.0,0.0,0.08089560967357014,0.05999259166737954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519847894097784,0.035956504165820864,0.0,0.06498881425280363,0.0,0.0618041945819958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066425509880083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239532181454653,0.058745611820648365,0.07822354639698798,0.05410335783142982,0.054572347096751565,0.11352738397741728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061973524354627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194993485491124,0.07831398147047199,0.08635196926611746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510239254206178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793516192729697,0.07042381436553177,0.0,0.1479736191479541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047149076707716266,0.07567150459499385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285270754707044,0.0,0.05852847255097263,0.0,0.4469136011659169,0.05864846697577988,0.0,0.07677927535433232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481833561770307,0.0,0.0,0.062359760969359114,0.0,0.0,0.08238748293857871,0.052093389386850895,0.07844619677877276,0.0,0.061531632400961725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050480154569434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533690435027946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889556583723921,0.0,0.0,0.058428979306008724,0.04291587085142416,0.0,0.0,0.14065302063784135,0.0,0.09993708592004948,0.0,0.0,0.07661862273223301,0.0,0.06356546408707385,0.0,0.24290584542443086,0.08682059147210433,0.0,0.11807253711024733,0.0,0.0,0.06822653673762162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358057661088767,0.0,0.0,0.1045645100106546,0.0,0.0,0.1421850418570504
anxiety,1__AJ__1,2020/02/26,"How to gain resistance towards people snapping at you? How do you gain resistance towards people snapping at you? Whenever someone snaps at me, I feel extremely embarrassed and unsteady for days, even if it's 1 or 2 sentences. I try to tell myself to relax and chill but it never works because internally I still feel the same feeling of embarrassment, and eventually I get annoyed by my own body for making me feel like this for no reason. Has anyone overcome this issue and how?",6.56310606060606,7.973046068181818,7.159545454545455,69.85515151515155,65.5909090909091,9.503030303030306,36.25757575757576,9.725611199111238,3.9071530303030313,386,19,60,8,6,127,62,88,0.125,0.74,0.135,-0.4654,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,3,5,5,1,2,1,0,2,1,1,5,1,18,8,10,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,11,2,13,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330068708123067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108549401199242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753026235685157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984108962930638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637008912244581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5012764340783041,0.17706225482760646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949005361005422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586883260549266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108573593888765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544008531897644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911552187432795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436524046694893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25482843886134976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000032470135407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793127922372009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166295797445184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827213708556008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804358822270166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Peachestho,2020/02/27,did yoo try how effective it the tappings for eft does anyone have expereince doing [eft](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zRktyZyo8xw&list=PLyqwWfV71vOwaenZZSFOtmlMUbj1R-hE4&index=1) [tapping](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zRktyZyo8xw&list=PLyqwWfV71vOwaenZZSFOtmlMUbj1R-hE4&index=1) how [effective](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQcOzYsjf4w&list=PLyqwWfV71vOwaenZZSFOtmlMUbj1R-hE4&index=3)is it u feel?,27.9345,36.78625745,11.435000000000002,21.98500000000004,49.5,16.0,50.0,10.686352973137794,10.68975,398,18,23,14,8,85,27,40,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9774631301838504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513231984575548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157743455876206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602444526656428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208176571692264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QueenZ13,2020/02/27,"Embarrassed panic attacks Sometimes I get what can only be described as a panic attack where I feel really embarrassed. Nothing triggers it, I'm usually alone and not really doing anything, but I get these overwhelming feelings of being embarrassed. They can range from a few seconds to a few minutes, sometimes bad enough that I actually tear up a little. Does anyone else get these? I've looked online to see if there's a term for them but I've never been able to find anything, or anyone who also has them.",5.683082706766914,7.395279684210527,6.471278195488722,72.83894736842106,67.94736842105263,8.796992481203008,31.46616541353384,9.23628265651192,3.1416165413533843,410,17,64,8,7,135,68,95,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.9577,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,3,9,2,6,5,0,7,0,0,1,1,11,15,7,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,1,5,7,0,8,12,4,6,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,2,3,47,13,0,0.16051726217751808,0.0,0.15664169299181624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662474741425159,0.0,0.12836559657007168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244748038535277,0.16446890415330934,0.2641840596299619,0.0,0.0,0.3652231175025714,0.0,0.0,0.1340252091077072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046973783828734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340915754241091,0.0,0.0,0.16585724079824024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232470152207207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670986961485732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515909331462296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088046609971368,0.0,0.0,0.13479407292359522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380080816662604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540206422338296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122080611070859,0.0,0.3766648435782339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566293686064765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279114757154894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175113534186629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678708658054998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ultsei,2020/02/27,"The coronavirus is taking over my life? I can’t relax anymore, I’m obsessed with researching the coronavirus despite it making my anxiety 10 times worse. I keep checking Twitter and I’ve tried nearly everything such as muting the word coronavirus, changing my trending page to a different language and asking my friends to add a warning before talking about the virus. It still ends up on my feed and I still constantly search every 5-10 minutes for more news. I was thinking of deleting Twitter but then I can’t keep up with any of the Kpop bands I like which is one of the things I enjoy doing when I feel anxious. People are saying the Coronavirus will be here for a while and I don’t want to have to live being constantly paranoid of getting a virus. I know that apparently it isn’t that bad but I then also see people saying that it’s really bad and that “the government is hiding it”. If somebody could please give me advice on how to calm down it would mean a ton!",3.8645039682539695,5.898283820105824,4.750208333333337,82.04531250000002,73.23280423280423,7.476322751322753,28.2146164021164,8.278499904357787,2.1361346560846552,778,31,140,13,16,252,118,189,0.125,0.7759999999999999,0.098,-0.63,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,13,0,16,2,0,2,0,24,30,15,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,12,8,1,2,4,2,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,4,17,5,22,24,3,17,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,11,101,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036268974109654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305199837466413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463875995065293,0.0,0.1177122476888222,0.17383243167249046,0.15260044074324053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385026841717707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569546709391559,0.0,0.0,0.13093439379042618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277698759207668,0.0,0.0,0.33256359958902804,0.0,0.12285488590243783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076429423692296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628560213886545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964444499071429,0.0,0.1382909236759084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780269574394225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888172020928882,0.0,0.08039217132889244,0.14760878178085027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735383755572089,0.0,0.0,0.08456445013284869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868488783133824,0.07517446288498768,0.0,0.13587247476718692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027112686483362,0.0,0.0,0.16761255560360352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426817103973196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335200830923406,0.0,0.0,0.16890609405761906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857483643793316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447316050085019,0.0,0.0,0.1226166755143878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457659853724033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569317314791935,0.12367710372640606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222623095729133,0.09859545774430216,0.0,0.0,0.08972444945201359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446951018491864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907581463032835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680949809155914,0.10930680080343992,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wopthaoppskino,2020/02/27,"SUMMER WALKER FAKING SOCIAL ANXIETY Sb: apologies for the typos/structure of this, typed this while trying some new medicine for my anxiety, mixes my thoughts up a little. 


Before in crucified let me start off by saying, I DO NOT BELIEVE SHE IS FAKING HER SOCIAL ANXIETY. 

However, I also don’t believe it’s as severe or serious as she would have us believe. 

Her social media has not influenced my opinion at all. Just because someone is active on social media doesn’t mean they don’t suffer from social anxiety. In fact, social media can allow people with social anxiety to be more social without exposing them to potential triggers. It’s a little easier to put yourself out there when there are no eyes, only people behind screens. You can’t see people judging you, you can control who you allow to see your life, and you can present yourself however/whenever you choose. You have control. This level of control doesn’t exists outside of social media.

What leads me to question her social anxiety, or the severity of it, is, first and foremost, her career path. She chose to be famous, chose to be a public figure, knowing that today, we are experiencing one of the worst times to be an artist/entertainer. Society has never been more judgmental. Never before has EVERYONE been able to voice their opinions like they can now. Everyone has access to everything, and will relentlessly judge and ridicule those that place themselves in that arena. Today, people are the most cruel they’ve ever been with their opinions.  A staple of social anxiety is the fear of being judged, another is preforming in front of people. Summer Walker chose to be an RnB singer, 100% of your job is performing! 

I understand it’s easier to release music over the internet, again, there’s a level of control there. But you are literally exposing yourself to probably the biggest triggers of your mental illness. Now, exposing yourself to said triggers can be a good thing! Facing your fears and pushing yourself through things like that can diminish the effect they have on you. You can take steps towards conquering your disease, not it conquering you.

Again, I am not questioning wether or not she has social anxiety. I am questioning if she’s over exaggerating the severity of it. I don’t believe it’s as bad as she says. At all. She performs in promiscuous outfits, she chose to be a famous person, she literally HAS to put herself in social situations EVERY DAY due to the career path she’s chosen.

Unfortunately, we live in a day and age where things like mental illnesses like anxiety and depression are used as marketing tools, and artists fake these things to appear more relatable or to just sell themselves/ their art. I fear Summer Walker is just another one of these artists who use their mental illness as a platform.

What are your thoughts & opinions? Am I completely wrong?",6.674479216058162,8.495895894736844,7.091761234919133,68.91303935514465,65.6861598440546,9.75647226173542,34.13776934829566,10.030559657594573,3.9358174911753863,2306,104,341,54,37,751,235,513,0.15,0.789,0.061,-0.9933,3,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,3,17,8,11,16,19,2,3,21,0,53,6,2,14,6,66,66,23,0,2,15,0,0,4,0,2,4,4,0,1,25,13,0,4,11,3,1,7,15,14,0,3,6,9,56,5,64,49,8,55,1,2,4,0,67,25,0,15,27,268,81,7,0.05016042540376395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04011327407292748,0.0,0.05434879996817386,0.0,0.0,0.10519515920781193,0.34535329324881786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188186000977406,0.03057732975389828,0.0,0.08536565505740516,0.22605448977019374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052592251693816615,0.0,0.22503672927146445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469864943393924,0.0,0.04320310089947053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537297651625473,0.04226232180407925,0.09586087210220584,0.045080955990001816,0.0,0.0,0.16933327202279824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266643222397642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04207218498341316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977648233262444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02756685799345619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129243344814568,0.0354297918826932,0.0980234006053006,0.1005478477422937,0.044292574613118064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054639408297293315,0.0,0.0,0.15164973284708844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737362472704185,0.04844525142435002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798000483120663,0.038149263834898695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387461594203407,0.04379814868476534,0.052406968444603685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054081422437525416,0.0,0.0,0.10085016386648606,0.16857346861457065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047714051180817486,0.07977916714625859,0.0,0.0,0.07994272950926026,0.0,0.0,0.1700010093264221,0.0,0.0,0.056382419793269564,0.0,0.6647190790215939,0.04250076566787627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035503807275076814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771439736166586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329743113465806,0.0,0.0,0.07964354959340028,0.029248947432390482,0.0,0.09509243635634393,0.0,0.0,0.03405563623235687,0.0,0.0,0.052218771847731785,0.060336815670445874,0.08664500478319571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048352860110273684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035632527033921425,0.054842550863516935,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EthanIsAsleep,2020/02/27,"My intrusive thoughts take up every second of my life. It makes it near impossible to focus because I am always thinking about what is going to go wrong. Here are some examples

""Get to the train early. Youre going to miss is. Check when it leaves youve gotten it wrong. Check again. Youre going to be late. The train is going to be cancelled. Check again. Check again. What are you doing you need to check again youre going to miss it""

""Did you flush to toliet? Check. Okay but check again. Flush just incase. Check. Okay but maybe. Someone is going to the bathroom check again! Check or else. Check again and flush"" 

Or my most ridiculous one of thinking I have lead posioning because of this one time I used it in science years ago. ""You could have it, lead posioning is slow. Youre going to lose all your hair and bleed out of everywhere. Lead posioning is horrible and you probably have it but it needs to build up over time. It will be a slow and painful death"" 

I am just so tired because of it.",0.6691572836030986,3.1908940051020416,1.5550457424349062,95.95153061224492,93.64285714285714,4.540182969739622,17.472906403940886,6.311591054244273,-0.1528667839549609,779,21,161,9,29,241,94,196,0.16399999999999998,0.818,0.018000000000000002,-0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,10,0,4,13,9,1,0,4,2,20,5,1,5,1,26,40,11,1,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,3,0,11,11,0,7,0,3,3,1,17,2,24,32,3,33,0,3,0,0,10,6,0,4,16,106,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230207468836757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547668793957296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537983414604066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080512317642348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159334950599824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692875371471168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250720539997105,0.0,0.6309783133656418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655071248825084,0.14694875864293666,0.0,0.0,0.09802493645332697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526014228471513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263721740154077,0.0,0.13942390041021974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580831112347409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880828336711456,0.0,0.147672485436789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962910353231745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175884653120526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043458402745716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785018088200388,0.0,0.11017640060742297,0.16184832374289593,0.1595080379290856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198619951817982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034698922948315,0.0,0.08937024240420931
anxiety,IshMeKiki,2020/02/27,"Anxious pooper. I’ve had a really bad issue with being anxious about going #2 anywhere outside my home. Duh it’s not as comfortable of course, but I feel I need maximum privacy and be away from everyone so if the bathroom is right off from the living room or something  I can’t go and just end up holding it forever. It leaves me with a lot of problems like getting super constipated or being anxious to go anywhere since I know I won’t be comfortable enough to go if I need to. How do I get over or cope with this ? I’ve had this way of thinking for probably 3-4 years or less. When I was in school it was probably the worst because I held it all day. I went to the doctor for stomach pains, they did an x-ray and saw that I was full of shit! Literally",3.3763636363636387,4.185005929936311,5.2336884771279655,82.960920671685,72.5031847133758,8.511638679791549,29.55935147654893,8.841846274778883,2.2671324840764338,589,24,124,11,11,203,105,157,0.19,0.758,0.052000000000000005,-0.9674,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,1,0,7,1,14,4,2,1,1,26,28,14,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,8,6,0,2,3,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,9,2,14,4,22,14,6,18,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,7,5,86,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043957096830389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398276619538218,0.0,0.12426414752581333,0.0907234257169362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598096307212306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233051900057587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181635584152038,0.1537778510176685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221036923959066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752512933623262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551170331205133,0.0,0.3383267625719837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928539820709594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533649531449947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179130792478062,0.0,0.0,0.15758607458455245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270924877116439,0.0,0.13141677625440035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652720903416886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070634802455671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836219046037267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320920888165623,0.1424071320866922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534224828593794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709725973097408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506206501450258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276855432124714,0.12311105304879362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457412877471852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953621933528826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813177323771284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379639191166478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583956894368913
anxiety,Kantrefix,2020/02/27,"I feel like I'm dissociating from my loved ones Um Hi I'm new in reddit and I am a slow learner, someone told me that there was this type of chat groups and I thought to give it a try, I'm from latinamerica and my writing is a bit glitchy 😅 so here it goes: I feel like I'm slowly getting further away from my friends and family but I mean like in a deep kind of way because our interactions have become superficial with typical questions and stuff to talk about, and even to I enjoy being alone sometimes it doesn't feels nice with that happening, it's weird and hard to ask for advice without entering on details but asking for help is difficult. The worse comes when I try to interact with some of them and I screw it and I make them feel awkward and sometimes I think upset.",2.3189451476793224,4.463110050632913,3.678759493670885,87.44872995780594,78.2405063291139,6.744978902953588,25.72320675105485,7.793537801064563,1.4318695358649791,620,24,128,10,15,203,102,158,0.14300000000000002,0.74,0.11699999999999999,-0.5184,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,0,6,13,1,2,5,0,7,2,0,1,0,28,27,14,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,8,1,0,2,2,5,1,1,3,5,17,8,22,23,2,12,0,0,0,2,18,6,1,2,6,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985682033599884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588296250928637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28673261786678783,0.0,0.1440821564006892,0.0,0.0,0.0934838402552338,0.16936864982375924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742404105992698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321018321519773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128959146568986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456953180740428,0.0,0.3101637678291589,0.219113815707835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184817631110032,0.0,0.08012170569706124,0.14711217742537314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561140075802866,0.0,0.13737603977928944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279068509998217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969572865332862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476465400708626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840895726484673,0.0,0.10236571425277816,0.0,0.0,0.16704865199203536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811130277656748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391737871388756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179279919764845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299372711874665,0.0,0.3033442131155785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555488963417296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326101338515172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982637502865523,0.0,0.12174681254827385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465373616083582,0.0,0.20823608097630694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172613336800255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782883550700535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628193950870964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timaicecream,2020/02/27,"im scared to travel because of coronavirus! i live in new york city. i want to travel to edinburgh, scotland in april. im scared to be quarantined and not being able to come back to the US. are my fears warranted?",1.1623255813953506,3.594515000000005,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,85.04651162790697,7.1609302325581385,22.55348837209302,8.238735603445708,1.5871060465116282,167,6,34,4,5,56,31,43,0.19699999999999998,0.774,0.028999999999999998,-0.8221,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,20,4,0,0.2487982407211445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131048971568,0.0,0.15166509828182878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431765427947955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799671908395595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374895879425944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196934047518442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402908912484495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981808843317696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29927364986813826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467476485174729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigbinky25,2020/02/27,"Any advice to progress needed please. ANXIETY AT THE GYM..

This is going to sound beyond dumb and I’m aware of that. about a year ago, maybe longer I had a bad experience smoking pot/injury at the gym around the same time. Ever since then every time I’d go to workout I’d be anxious, fast heartbeat, shortage of breath, feeling faint, and feeling as if I’d collapse. I’ve always welcomed the gym for years now and I’ve since gotten off the pot and it’s helped a lot. I still go to the gym and try my best to workout normally but there’s so many exercises I can’t do anymore.. I can’t bench press or squat or pretty much any exercise using two hands at once. It sounds so weird but whenever I do them with 2 hands I feel like I’m going to have a heart attack or something in my chest and brain make me feel like I have to clutch my chest and it’s really upsetting. I’ve lost a lot of muscle and I have no idea why this problem is occurring but it’s gotten so bad sometimes I have to just leave the gym and not go at all. I still work around it doing my one arm exercise/one leg exercises and I’m not usually too anxious but I seriously wanna push past this. Working out is my passion and I need to get back to where I was and when I was the happiest. Any advice or any insight would be amazing please. I don’t know how else to put it or who to ask. (The injury was a bench press injury relating to my wrist)",0.5026682936750078,2.6663623154362406,2.6224222086638207,92.34508135041695,85.24161073825503,5.625544030913159,20.43969900345739,6.980632752743323,0.4112089485458608,1102,34,244,15,33,371,156,298,0.161,0.716,0.12300000000000001,-0.8765,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,5,19,15,2,1,15,0,20,15,10,3,2,50,42,29,0,7,13,0,8,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,11,16,0,0,7,10,0,7,6,9,0,2,7,10,23,6,31,32,6,33,0,1,0,1,5,11,1,8,17,148,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458627115990188,0.0927934574581689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710304075672058,0.0,0.0,0.2847468844027881,0.0,0.08008073633816097,0.2365196383741804,0.10381549838850823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637670198884213,0.09786267481479356,0.11908983578866965,0.0,0.08049328558823943,0.17480865125211126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985633057266332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685870052199225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744760631308468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469002601901153,0.08819832108256029,0.0,0.0,0.10239817869725938,0.0,0.0,0.21171958862732476,0.14956836270372714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054691541468650684,0.0,0.29746333830628885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404757865044035,0.07016551841760013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817219257067985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752998152386207,0.0,0.0,0.11084214434625167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228377182244937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427175987688352,0.17799221415301972,0.0,0.0,0.06987543085006001,0.10613018035215097,0.10516621057097868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695263535266933,0.15523938235257012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256522822813212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148192913346253,0.0709346060196584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992993160681904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298167718263905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649828744958856,0.0,0.10016565189724054,0.0,0.1052333941230201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706137756566742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318653502383874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058860628055947,0.10353226049389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719688445270126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208075405454433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107157891174748,0.0,0.1022582001428624,0.0,0.0,0.09041083908611297,0.11529141558399185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445838866330522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241813961972486,0.0,0.0,0.07436243268625786,0.0,0.0,0.1348223612136382
anxiety,Runaroundtheclocksue,2020/02/27,Stuck my foot in my mouth at work now I'm dreading going back tomorrow I am honestly just so embarassed. I have at least 2 people mad at me. I apologized but I heard her still going on about it to another co worker. I understand she just needed to vent but I still overheard it and it makes me feel so embarrassed. I'm not in trouble. I talked to my boss about it and he basically told me not to worry everyone makes mistakes. Just really scared to go back into work tomorrow.,1.0175000000000018,3.5302024166666683,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,87.33333333333334,7.366666666666666,22.583333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.8490583333333337,376,14,74,10,12,129,60,96,0.171,0.735,0.09300000000000001,-0.8424,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,12,7,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,3,0,17,15,6,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,3,2,15,1,14,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,7,52,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338235892281214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429298173520671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307570947438734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275002524625374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801896550581952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976940071919381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534364527105574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459261464650506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285257330415393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232510615676171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561588810059505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923024946885024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307570947438734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213959179243865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32467754545585903,0.2264563279325769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VVitchkraft666,2020/02/27,"Problems with employment and holding a job. I have never asked questions or had discussions about anxiety on message boards, but i feel like i need brutal honesty and suggestions as i feel like whats happening internally is coming to a head.   


Im 23 y/o and I've been struggling with mental illness, specifically anxiety since i was around 16/17, but i could always work. I was introduced to catering by working as a dishwasher in a cafe and 4 years later i ran the place as the manager/main cook. It was at 18/19 i think that my thoughts were getting worse and my focus seemed to be deminishing. It was around then that i started to accept that i wasn't right, as the thought loops got worse, so did i. The cafe goes bust, i spend a year basically inside my house, as my brother and mum work. In this time i try everthing i can to try and stop or even slow this horrible condition. I went to councilling twice a week for 3 months and achieved nothing but more frustration at myself and those that are there to help. I started smoking weed and it worked, but then my head started getting worse and worse. I tried getting help from my GP, he gave me citalopram, sertraline, and diazepam for a few months but nothing has changed or lifted or eased. Im aware that the effect is prolonged over a space of time, but i know that taking them was getting me nowhere. Im still nowhere. I made the mistake of going back to work like this ONLY AS A CHEF THIS TIME. And it ended terribly, walking out in tears at one place and not appearing in another, due to a meltdown.  
Im on benefits now 3 months, my mum has moved out, my brother has been laid off and im now with an agency that understands my anxiety, they are trying to help me find work but i feel uncomfortable at every suggestion.   
I feel like these past few days have really been bad, hence my lengthy post. Im starting to fear that im more ill than what i think i am. In my head i feel like going back to work would maybe fix this and at the same time i feel like it would make me worse. The spiralling thoughts are getting worse, although it was consistant there for a long time, i do feel i its getting worse.   
I am starting to think about killing myself again, in the rushing thoughts i can see and feel myself doing it and it feels good which is scaring me.  


Can anyone help me or give me some steps or tips or even just tell me what i need to hear, i dont care how harsh it is. I'll ask any questions if you need info to aid me.  
Thank you for reading this.",4.445201546754159,5.2813051653386465,4.8829763299742215,86.35161237403332,70.05577689243029,8.136958050152334,29.70494492617764,8.313332769828598,1.9334596203421608,1971,75,411,28,34,626,242,502,0.171,0.715,0.115,-0.9885,2,0,0,0,0,1,50.0,0,2,2,9,17,21,3,3,21,0,37,6,3,4,1,85,89,44,1,9,17,4,9,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,30,26,1,2,25,2,1,10,4,10,0,2,22,11,59,11,54,63,6,67,0,0,1,0,25,23,0,13,39,260,89,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456533951483516,0.0,0.0,0.03731116020165884,0.057532399737317774,0.1259183652392161,0.0,0.0,0.038363992916635566,0.0,0.0,0.09768578856056384,0.10258570366269767,0.0,0.0,0.0843780364456559,0.045811307858085695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055940141492465824,0.0,0.058041573352509035,0.04726270595673262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380650469887161,0.0,0.0,0.03538440922309627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430323062586388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859551027727005,0.0,0.0,0.07247772570501504,0.0,0.04622746541133398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061740163509476614,0.24967975172421114,0.19598350140486867,0.0,0.0,0.050147065969840345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199316112840424,0.052633029164281885,0.06236389089457591,0.04601948953765838,0.043881821295362784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851834114634873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892683994481106,0.0,0.061838630445296326,0.0,0.14710366528096142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330867416693038,0.0,0.0,0.41485729919445935,0.0,0.05444662094043238,0.0,0.060701748681157824,0.0,0.030153240995591708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083025615545418,0.0,0.0,0.04855520240572239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191609066222831,0.0366238724623741,0.0,0.05512086060073852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529261432382356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138195739986314,0.05831449829121815,0.0,0.12204863579199045,0.04231649384291072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529193880538837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03717901889731951,0.04172851133383335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052376364994374335,0.0,0.0,0.11464781004303222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254702323778082,0.0,0.0,0.052499913282351485,0.0,0.0,0.12292626713339552,0.0,0.05488143406902191,0.0,0.03514894018165485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468557649924346,0.0,0.0,0.05493102453130914,0.0,0.043721565753165215,0.049948479605980006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538620723873582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941742612234882,0.0,0.04381652676633744,0.045870922986430966,0.0,0.0573584689095139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125284473550701,0.0,0.04795581484888723,0.050513781190963766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546887943210727,0.0,0.17423176375082194,0.15996573875151465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900324249012692,0.0,0.0,0.05711805140768113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401066610181478,0.0,0.0,0.0508618752697585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796046984564844,0.0,0.3913961724160857,0.07795129754655526,0.0,0.0,0.07066456552890331
anxiety,nomdeplume_alias,2020/02/27,"How to handle the anxiety of a planned event I am trying to get out more because I work from home most days and don't have many friends - one actually, that I don't even like most of the time.

I searched for local events and found that a group is playing volleyball at the school my Daughter goes to this Friday night.

I texted them and they said, sure come and join us.

That was 3 days ago.  Every day since, my anxiety level is increasing about it.  Started in the back of my brain and has worked its way to the front and is about 50% of my brain activity now.

Any tips on how to deal with it - besides meds?  I do have anti anxiety pills and will prolly take one tomorrow.  But I don't want to depend on them.

I joined a Poker group too and am meeting them on Sunday for the first time.  Same thing.

I really hope I don't cancel these plans.

Anxiety suxxors!",3.2902387267904523,4.49428867816092,4.210459770114942,88.7151326259947,73.13793103448276,7.882581786030062,24.304155614500445,8.384062270229773,1.2586548187444748,666,19,146,11,13,215,110,174,0.09,0.8420000000000001,0.068,-0.1977,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,4,5,8,5,0,0,9,0,15,3,2,3,1,22,23,11,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,9,11,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,1,19,5,22,19,5,27,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,4,16,96,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.14388586978392556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070184011675462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026822681904743,0.0,0.4511826537779634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337674908997772,0.0,0.08988161506021368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291966397256503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701153476168014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852711052669172,0.15201018593527355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738658622569517,0.0,0.1242294788497954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541735553802674,0.0,0.16166675227058686,0.1139162896445346,0.0,0.07703436540229001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790019876041832,0.14644698751612026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203458927749815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948693845363367,0.0,0.0,0.16377908811476055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836793187522242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998262331998104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445758018606476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025475787828787,0.0,0.0,0.1492230610723847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196872188572493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104362923916325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896595853744118,0.0,0.11086092125022858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795646390798092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195370918216846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010604624745313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735919008293025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869673761759553,0.11703564415282455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146846540818996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnasf1,2020/02/27,"Xanax 0.25mgs Hi guys so i’ve been diagnosed by my psychiatrist with a panic disorder, more so i’m experiencing it more frequently when i’m sleeping (insomnia & IBS). My doctor prescribed me 0.25 mgs of xanax before bed to take for 1month  and to take a second one if needed. 

I just wanted to ask if that prescription that he gave me could make me build up a dependency to it? And if so how frequent should i be taking it? And what alternatives would you recommend? Thanks!",3.1901709401709373,5.696977956043956,4.6917948717948725,79.4337606837607,77.13186813186812,8.44004884004884,25.49572649572649,9.150863307647796,2.3860173382173366,378,14,71,10,9,126,66,91,0.075,0.866,0.059000000000000004,-0.3468,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,5,6,1,3,0,16,16,11,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,8,1,9,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,3,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25257960823325554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179307143588005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836338358529448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612306630906605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366064461937228,0.0,0.0,0.2671695663392809,0.23860270551757806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082013760590275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560582816790716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285154711303882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796450885774652,0.0,0.0,0.2735097953079328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328298631307595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258195792330921,0.0,0.0,0.2146206347837101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749705075554314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559794740379002,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Catalaunian-Plains,2020/02/27,"Vicious Cycle For the last four years, I’ve been anxious about varying themes in a way that resembles OCD. A few months ago, I began worrying about cognitively degenerating and losing my mind. I’m living in fear of having Alzheimer’s or another type of dementia or something else along those lines. I manage to do my essential
functions at work and school, but when I’m not doing either of those things, my anxiety causes me to remain idle. I prefer to hunker down on the couch and numb my mind to most other things. I don’t get excited about things anymore. I have a hard time enjoying anything. My brain is hyper aware of anything it does that would give me reason to believe I am cognitively declining. When I’m idle, I start worrying more and more that I’m falling into a downward spiral that I’ll never be able to recover from, and I’m worried that a combination of the idleness and constant fear is causing irreversible neurological damage that will make me develop early onset dementia. Has anyone else dealt with this and gotten out of it?",6.957216582064299,7.5877588629441615,7.584073604060914,69.92842851099832,64.43147208121827,10.424534686971237,34.18316412859561,10.317481424215053,3.71656717428088,844,35,140,19,12,280,127,197,0.171,0.7909999999999999,0.038,-0.9678,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,2,8,0,13,3,1,4,1,26,24,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,15,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,1,15,2,26,18,5,22,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,3,12,97,30,4,0.1338694479917049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866718842435435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403737885114963,0.10240976129686193,0.15123437180720214,0.13276252061403104,0.0936046306555022,0.13716506942695586,0.22032629856195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082502549565474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494425772433342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27504159824815977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466531528635318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715005606783135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366149208938746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012806938252189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994126131795962,0.1284197728299169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199207307612538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912146743045092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820917517865752,0.0,0.0,0.14976566982408054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893588960477628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703399611634965,0.0,0.10685331619794644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324837108089176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764008846055106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548302831633696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030592413334996,0.0,0.0,0.09475348431079617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668107384617089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806035167354645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625933670591516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745855251539168,0.4078527678396591,0.0,0.0950970149512054,0.0,0.0,0.08620753542439928
anxiety,a-regular-irregular,2020/02/27,Anxiety I have a friend that I really enjoy and care for  and my shyness has gotten soo much better and I feel like we are getting to be good friends but I still really struggle. I just sent her my new number and I wanna ask if she wants to chill but my own depression and the anxiety of bugging her or something I’m not sure is stopping me. I hate it,1.4227413127413122,3.3306543243243247,3.681505791505792,87.49689189189192,80.08108108108108,6.93127413127413,24.08494208494209,7.957251820313856,1.38970501930502,276,10,58,5,7,95,56,74,0.24,0.561,0.19899999999999998,-0.8219,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,1,2,11,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,17,14,9,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,15,8,5,11,2,4,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557625050219965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737980900453555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564977172222124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23707508627716595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027373896614328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757180106058546,0.16611615296224466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35929700955830823,0.0,0.12148489565729433,0.0,0.0,0.1950312273350416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295706383629087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360013828104785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709328833185563,0.0,0.0,0.2245744272034038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29792338037754423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900937077760667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569504091966332,0.19440160025490846,0.0,0.2430859773080946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915238588225025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714947303259695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Erik012345,2020/02/27,"My personal experiences and ADVICES on how to prevent panic attacks and avoid anxiety At the moment when someone is having a panic attack, he/she can't think reasonable and rational. That's why I feel important to tell you how I could, and how all of you may can, avoid panic attacks.

Since I am a 17 year old boy, with an anxiety for more than 4 years (luckily it is starting to go away), I have experienced panic attacks multiple times. I know it sucks. I know you have suicidal thoughts the whole time. You want to defeat it. But that's the problem. Don't try to defeat it. You will lose. Try to embrace and accept it. 

Your mind is messing with you. It is telling you lies, or things that you don't want to hear at all at that particular moment. The problem is with self-control. Let me explain more clearly.

I have started watching mindfulness videos, and since I am a sceptical personality, I didn't want to start it at all. But tell you what: mindfulness is not just about meditation. It also teaches you how you can ""rule"" or regulate your thoughts. It thought me not to ""think"". And that's the key.

You are walking down the street and notice something. It reminds you of something which correlates with your anxiety. You start thinking on it. That's when you lose. Don't think. At all. Try to experience everything with your ears, eyes and nose. That's the first step.

The second is to embrace all the good thoughts that you have based on your senses. (First was not to think at all). It may bring up good memories or feelings. If a tiny negative thought comes up, make it go as soon as possible. If you think on it for more than a little moment, it can be crucial and lead to a panic attack. 

And if you succeed with this step, there's not so much to the ""finals"". While watching or hearing the mindfulness video/audio, try to relax. Being angry and stressful means being full of negative thoughts. And that's what we don't need at all. 

You may ask: ""why should I start not-thinking? It requires a lot of time. And what if I don't succeed? The time I invested in it might be totally useless."" It's not. Having doubts is sometimes good, but most of the time it prevents you from doing what you really want. Moreover, learning self control can affect your whole life. This is the biggest task man could do, but trust me, not-thinking can change your life. Since panic attacks are only stupid games with your mind, learning to control your thoughts is indispensable. But what's with anxiety? It's only in your head as well. Be dominant. Show your mind who is in control.

I hope I could help any of you.",2.5465445908673026,5.040306221115539,3.477390438247013,87.32598758810909,79.41832669322709,6.491020533251609,26.386913882929818,7.680030821947732,1.6149198896720809,2041,84,394,33,52,651,207,502,0.139,0.777,0.085,-0.975,0,2,2,0,0,0,87.0,1,33,0,13,13,37,9,10,22,0,51,6,4,11,9,115,90,39,1,16,19,0,2,0,0,6,2,3,0,5,39,24,0,8,23,4,1,8,14,27,1,3,9,10,52,10,57,66,17,53,0,5,3,0,49,22,1,16,23,288,91,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194186408239841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250755413892678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03614681445554122,0.0,0.16265188075084852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969218828957515,0.3628248188342331,0.049940308140020484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623030673239564,0.0457878086248538,0.0,0.0,0.23846871575137105,0.1273183885521876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777174692586063,0.10399040463514046,0.0,0.0,0.05375292307598985,0.0,0.0,0.058228046571935164,0.0,0.09042621025540076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060417740448382724,0.13375016541960824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455174901239082,0.0,0.11981774293856075,0.0,0.035628273590943886,0.0,0.0,0.052794312348531165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058424535801618625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435397488996917,0.07508904876956503,0.0,0.05327467253966532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893235351942832,0.0,0.04518996970248967,0.0,0.0,0.03548097446945605,0.0,0.0,0.057900723887398635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638841803288276,0.3220247457507361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039074599713943316,0.03941331377065088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051663622533258,0.05577660082540586,0.0,0.0,0.08085263221715427,0.0,0.3741914109025021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928247429026955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059923598929683373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172316347669036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03405206946630162,0.054651575619647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090326260875197,0.0,0.0,0.131909605841717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045037550270481945,0.08184170736936845,0.05257106033780728,0.0,0.18811478802996767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060888185127425415,0.0,0.0,0.058142285830936925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937786432033386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035313421189673184,0.27247354375553884,0.0,0.2953905910300435,0.15497378925347655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435339267003475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540736821807805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047792188808008985,0.0,0.09592715596359894,0.118689977753138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845938118646706
anxiety,PhantasmicTrio,2020/02/27,"Have you ever lost a friend in the worst possible way over anxiety? Sometimes I am okay. Other times, I am too nervous to even say hi to people. I know they are there, I see them, and they see me, but I cannot find the confidence to look at them. This leads to them thinking I am ignoring them, even though I enjoy hanging out with them.

Imagine if you had a normal conversation with someone, and the next day, they ignore your presence in a large room of people. You see them avoiding eye-contact. Wouldn't you hate them too? I would, which is why I understand when I see them hating me.

Has this ever happened to you? Especially if you don't know them well enough to explain your anxiety.",3.4186564171123024,5.10934018382353,4.3288770053475965,86.04767379679144,73.63235294117645,7.298395721925132,26.334224598930483,8.00094639256281,1.5456558823529418,539,19,108,8,11,174,83,136,0.205,0.7140000000000001,0.081,-0.9429,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,8,12,2,10,12,2,2,6,1,12,0,0,1,2,24,26,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,3,7,0,0,2,3,8,1,0,2,6,32,4,14,22,2,15,0,1,5,0,25,6,0,2,6,85,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781527381321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024295842933033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606062935139802,0.0,0.2053271993066917,0.28120039218920523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206511737057392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008898563255498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745098933060318,0.0,0.0,0.3069205070858884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708464349127932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305265681240097,0.0,0.16967607384054753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530728535142594,0.0,0.15229366605589184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155186366366396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523003142109422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360844941492423,0.0,0.0,0.49544748034386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316998893588877,0.0,0.15372956096385254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959671249411772,0.15271446736152922,0.0,0.09063561750421127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181370774694856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337736624868798,0.0,0.0,0.13975506972365576,0.0,0.1402562500740513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041683118410328,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,themoonisblue9320,2020/02/27,"Can anybody relate to why I have these anxious moments Hey everyone, I'm (23/m) just trying to see if anybody can relate to my anxiousness and give me some words of advice / support / anything really.

When I am in autopilot, doing every day things like going shopping, driving, seeing friends and family, playing sport and interacting with everyone there, I am probably seen as quite confident.

However, certain situations trigger me to become very anxious, and I have realised it's often when I am expecting the situation to happen. It's hard to explain, and it's like my brain doesn't let me get my words out when attempting to explain it, but I will try.

I realise everyone gets nervous for interviews, but you know that horrible feeling you get in your stomach when the interview is in a few days? That's the feeling I get for many situations now. I can't tell you how many times I've arranged to meet a girl for a date, and then backed out a few days before because I'm just too nervous and overthinking the situation. It's even got to the point where I get nervous for the doorbell to ring. There's a feature on the amazon app where it tells you how many stops your parcel is away, and when it's close I start to dread them coming down the driveway. But it's weird because if I didn't know they were coming and the doorbell went, I wouldn't be nervous I'd just answer the door as normal. This is the same for dating, if I meet a girl naturally I dont get that same anxiousness as I do when a date is planned. I was even nervous yesterday when somebody off gumtree was on their way round to my house to buy an old phone off me.

I just don't know how to deal with this.",8.448293172690763,6.346404512048192,8.573927710843375,73.01364257028115,62.61445783132529,11.744899598393571,39.302008032128505,10.355215969177356,3.919970441767069,1326,57,257,24,15,437,169,332,0.10800000000000001,0.831,0.061,-0.9495,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,6,3,3,24,13,0,6,19,0,25,2,2,4,1,49,52,29,0,6,10,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,2,2,15,16,0,1,8,3,2,5,6,7,0,0,7,8,35,6,36,41,5,43,0,0,4,0,25,15,0,5,24,175,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969426401167001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414777683135884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553378124247828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623793662909904,0.07057937922995246,0.0,0.11190634139810954,0.1013727393823733,0.07810490823932506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024658700435281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581346325498999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775871832945443,0.09462949543055524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075749636098008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125034200228987,0.0,0.07733542873345751,0.2631223744812689,0.0,0.0,0.08652964693167108,0.0,0.0928216374007769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091525442231474,0.0,0.2877329469987905,0.0880515044409581,0.052165289583842436,0.0,0.07341132448610957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116790917697762,0.0,0.08222410400283461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591113779830834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133300945755182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385954585939964,0.0,0.0896860535356422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27917616452391913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993284453501826,0.0,0.0,0.09631616516825783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676941820585718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896309081432346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976279373361494,0.0,0.0,0.058801803955457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628645556630845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126946577101129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496808599434524,0.0,0.0,0.076738957327418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416004234379213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604536813169823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097993168510856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352237627105351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463618260394665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573479111174389,0.0,0.07285711734006815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508848354921969,0.08282447891394963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cravingcottoncandy,2020/02/27,"Feeling weird about this situation with my partner My partner and I met in July of last year. We dated for two months before he had to move for work in September. We agreed that we liked each other but the four hour distance was not ideal. Although we were never official, we stayed in constant contact throughout September and October. 

I visited him in mid-November and I brought up the subject of me moving closer so we could be together. Over the month of December I found, and accepted, a job in his area. I have been here for just over a month now and am really enjoying being here and my new job.

I had noticed a girl who follows him on social media had watched one of my stories on Instagram so I asked him who she was. He was honest with me and told me that back in September he had gone on a date with her and they had slept together. I asked if he had been talking to her and he said no, that she kept trying to engage with him but he wasn’t interested and had not seen her since their dates back in mid-September.

Hearing this made me feel sad but I understood. We were in a non-committed area of our relationship at that time and there was uncertainty (at that time) where our relationship sat. Just because I chose not to date or see other people at that time does not mean he should do the same — we are different people. I did say to him that I can’t tell him who he can be friends with but I felt uncomfortable with him having her on social media and he removed her without my asking. 

I guess I just feel anxious because anxious people feel anxious and like, every other partner I’ve had has cheated or strayed. I do not think he would cheat but now I feel kinda crummy about myself. I just want to vent to get it off my kind because there was no trust broken here, just moreso my own morals for myself being tested/tried.",4.0402181633688485,5.368860082191786,5.038386605783868,83.0178132927448,71.46575342465755,8.037544393708776,27.491121258244554,8.515128840125781,1.9165839675291727,1450,51,285,24,27,475,183,365,0.106,0.789,0.106,0.0066,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,10,0,2,2,19,15,2,0,9,0,35,1,1,1,1,69,64,24,0,6,19,0,6,2,4,2,0,3,0,4,16,28,0,1,11,0,0,7,11,4,0,3,32,12,58,11,44,25,3,51,1,1,3,0,61,23,0,5,22,215,74,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471078269853049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872395766493842,0.0,0.0,0.15750545220119525,0.0,0.18729824948584828,0.0,0.08714973853260427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106769196030932,0.0,0.08177203005184157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700447607793437,0.0,0.0,0.08962623356713029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629115052252592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589267951272294,0.0,0.09833684929085364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122954888310883,0.07912749685257482,0.0,0.05350891013857955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128244092273288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543195198743507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008605948419084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326710630610734,0.0,0.0,0.10665205289481708,0.0,0.08348392186382537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000720222563046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690990310658627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156266869815933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452459844176545,0.21770716196174325,0.0,0.0,0.07899068026534874,0.09891544771581147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660298843695735,0.0,0.0,0.0694007401747327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130101709866623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561126509823317,0.0,0.0,0.21991610598854686,0.0,0.0,0.097422484064423,0.08144649686656676,0.0,0.0,0.08161347757045506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472080408553148,0.11512154717291605,0.0,0.2088034617143236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091634146879888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823192970173905,0.08951739838501124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562499060920271,0.0,0.0,0.1791613818957462,0.0,0.0,0.09786429839490766,0.0,0.1390695024229854,0.0,0.10004700353003787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040848772473824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872680325782608,0.0,0.07456115075012294,0.0,0.0,0.07275444468091917,0.0,0.0,0.06595350411714829
anxiety,m7mdmorsi,2020/02/27,"Starting college in 2 weeks but i cant even talk... Hello,

i dont care about feeling stressed i can deal with it tho its very annoying

im experiencing something new in my anxiety

yes i get the shortness of breath and sweat and forget how to breathe without thinking about how to do it ,sometimes i have eyelid clinches and sometimes its hard to look people in the eyes 

and i feel like im gonna explode if i sit in front of a crowd or in a crowded place BUT

i get tension and numbness ,it started in my lips and now its my lips and the area between my lips and chin.. its killing me , i cant talk, it gets bad in public but i experience it even in home even inside my room when im alone

i really dont care about feeling uncomfortable with people.. i just wish i can heal the tension thing and im sure after i can deal with the awkward feeling

how bad is it? i cant talk with people and now i avoid everything social and its unbearable to a point where i just wanna end my life or hit myself everytime it doesnt stop

if i should take any meds that help me please recommend .. but i hope they dont become something i rely on to stop this 

if anyone experienced something similar please tell me how you deal with it

i used to cover my mouth.. but it makes me more anxious cuz i feel like people will notice that im anxious or that i have something wrong with my mouth.. or idk

notes: i feel fine my lips,they look fine .. im okay with my chin its a bit pointy but i really think it looks okay

i also know how to socialize and become everyones friend but this is destroying me

i cant even go out with my friends 

stuff about me : i overthink and analyze, i care about details, i used to make everyone feel comfortable with me or even in a group cuz i notice even little details that tells if a person is anxious which makes my anxiety worse when i notice my symptoms now, i dont leave the house for weeks sometimes which makes my anxiety worse 

rn im in a toxic relationship that i recently figured out that it made my anxiety much worse in the past few weeks 

i was always that cool/kind to everyone nerdy person that can fit any group 

its been 2 years since i first experienced anxiety specifically social anxiety and it never stopped 

i believe that .. the same way that i was able to get it, i can fix it

and i hope thats true

Sorry i just wanted to let it all out.. its been really tough lately",2.493578231292513,4.246571146938777,3.962857142857143,87.43047619047621,76.3061224489796,7.115646258503403,24.931972789115648,7.957251820313856,1.3448503401360536,1882,65,395,30,42,623,207,490,0.20199999999999999,0.6629999999999999,0.135,-0.9851,0,2,4,0,0,1,33.0,0,1,1,1,27,29,3,5,15,3,27,13,9,14,4,88,64,42,1,10,20,0,8,2,2,3,4,0,2,2,40,27,0,4,11,0,0,2,11,13,0,1,5,15,66,16,47,54,6,49,0,0,4,0,25,23,0,11,24,257,106,1,0.0540248375273401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595343863981028,0.0,0.043203643051977686,0.04495299266224725,0.0,0.0,0.07347748421841795,0.0,0.2479731170155931,0.1830980665418083,0.0,0.03777542253915573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021696543271583,0.0,0.11933237706605936,0.0,0.06086749157256985,0.0,0.0,0.0589811302696112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524576727739948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709170580409724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25326682890419144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047849970627894416,0.0,0.0,0.21409737399858306,0.0,0.0,0.15486914232276985,0.0485540404279399,0.05284665765529231,0.0,0.0,0.19121606782994724,0.07719070944840943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595349920215445,0.0,0.0,0.08347891091843823,0.0,0.112902991260385,0.0,0.030703560169656762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839564286496559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03621170979987619,0.0,0.054191316955926785,0.1073177072680261,0.0,0.06233740899301725,0.0,0.0,0.4084926666673465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977047827839789,0.0562585547187399,0.029690637833465695,0.0,0.06094236988712811,0.05720450237072069,0.0,0.05524405666643408,0.03815934044981889,0.05278761343181669,0.054147080036461716,0.0,0.0,0.13610177105984073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111960753429262,0.14424799423695234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000941546506512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039714471760071465,0.0,0.04166728522667347,0.052177524733976015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452290679726666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157282045763263,0.14981607992012244,0.09434480858749564,0.05644445661554736,0.11860609650158492,0.05107093383403412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382908291512352,0.0,0.05334300945328607,0.05800245727332881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468990387988245,0.0,0.0,0.16521455505272015,0.0,0.16636383737320712,0.16029583717817392,0.060476382533262873,0.0764781161323281,0.0,0.0,0.135501549734839,0.06188526885669551,0.0,0.061845513639669926,0.0,0.0,0.05091777001182818,0.05615249193174298,0.0406199543465724,0.13026935394000627,0.0944401784799987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035891701485257575,0.06923386892038041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332022741610366,0.0,0.0445761488987508,0.03186524890889998,0.04288240138000499,0.13000639780940332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212589694940843,0.052078015495532884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651677747340604,0.0,0.05906767887506913,0.0,0.0347902240937318
anxiety,Astraroth_In_Silk,2020/02/27,"Quitting a Job Almost as Soon as Getting it? So I've been up for two jobs - one shop assistant and one in my degree area. I'm still waiting for the interview for the degree area one, but in the time waiting for this I've had the shop assistant interview and got the job to which I said yes too. I start soon.

However, if I get offered this degree area job I will take it. I feel so anxious about having to say I immediately would quit the other job??? WHY does anxiety always have to make things more difficult.",3.2530339805825257,4.678441718446604,4.782706310679612,83.70473907766991,73.5631067961165,8.256796116504855,26.46723300970873,8.841846274778883,1.9402242718446605,399,14,82,8,8,134,64,103,0.099,0.867,0.035,-0.7632,6,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,17,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,7,0,13,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,5,55,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471191685303555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224921872309688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239340632726584,0.1659777933853706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285706917598021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428717204705884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351928376366197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750535424742338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7289772042639411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807024823872787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986704054530328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125350330193296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975457486718326,0.11683668973664685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103990740025227,0.0,0.11733051062113226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046556390019208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760712703117297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567023995165794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351950249831516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257245804063084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436776051980133,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,K1ngTrash,2020/02/27,"Anyone else get tunnel vision at social events? A few weeks ago i had a nervous breakdown and i've been slowly getting back to my life after that but ever since i've been having this problem at every social thing I go to. I'm just sitting there having a nice time and then suddenly I just stare into the distance only seeing the thing i'm looking at with all these negative toughts creeping in, often i start feeling dizzy and my heart starts bouncing out of my chest. It almost feels like i'm giving myself a panic attack and it's making me a little scared to go out and do things. Does anyone else have this? And is there anything i can do about it? i'm currently on the waiting list for the therapist but i'll be going for sure. Hopefully this will be over soon.",2.7570779220779222,4.837943019480523,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,76.59740259740259,5.698701298701298,22.688311688311693,6.5431188927421005,0.7090051948051949,611,18,113,5,14,200,103,154,0.154,0.73,0.11599999999999999,-0.8521,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,3,9,0,13,3,2,1,3,25,32,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,3,5,10,4,18,26,2,27,0,0,3,0,3,10,0,3,14,81,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130880693732096,0.0,0.14784774925931546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647727749171876,0.30256484005020384,0.12150139893806874,0.0,0.0,0.16797046636061455,0.0,0.1135318948893963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292074145557572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466812573424632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335557121628454,0.12439947562569705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931013131345955,0.10547947887307793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427955989077222,0.14163703699453467,0.2517346102441078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749631234171361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466473869378094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428787022555856,0.07213316208037836,0.14798168913221482,0.0,0.0,0.123986802623268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985559231760241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122926572413183,0.0,0.17323265260457787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127881822216104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782101044202514,0.0,0.11765602558635355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213562502074075,0.0,0.0,0.30101628021880983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901147022684669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391561208493994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143024992774886,0.29427152533660683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609450611967448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843400316862428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anna-ribs,2020/02/27,"How do I stop making small things more dramatic then they are? I (19F) find that a lot of the times I tend to blow up small events into larger than life proportions. The overthinking of these little things slowly kills me and I struggle to keep it internalized and reflect on it. These small thoughts get in the way of me pursuing things I actually enjoy because it takes up so much of my mental energy and eventually pushes me to the verge of panic attacks. 

My current tiny moment involves this guy I was with for a little fling. We stopped talking two weeks ago and he texted me yesterday out of the blue and asked if we could sit down and talk. I’m assuming that this conversation will be an official “this is over” talk. The prospect of this conversation is consuming me and I don’t know if it’s because of the confrontation or the inevitability of a rejection. It has been making me very upset and has been interfering with my productivity and school work. 

I know this is so vague but how do I keep the little things in life little? I want small inconveniences to be just that.",4.697880434782608,6.454243265700482,5.416977657004832,79.26865489130434,70.44927536231884,9.039734299516908,27.43025362318841,9.516144504307137,2.4467007246376813,864,30,164,20,16,280,120,207,0.091,0.878,0.031,-0.8468,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,1,6,8,3,3,13,0,16,2,0,4,0,37,29,18,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,19,15,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,4,1,22,1,26,21,3,31,0,1,1,0,12,18,0,5,10,119,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.12563931307699933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412718590664125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036184433524308,0.14646924687305515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696696821411027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027946684807684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767318705492938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726542896116637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748059654510627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288739794565489,0.14244040182560533,0.0,0.14151288412847993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187680418935984,0.0,0.5161566084281668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945680369617536,0.0,0.0,0.1718803567703343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974753402315695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464447129647204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105784195621902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029968068814515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527790695515087,0.0,0.13459518938222476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680234767929992,0.3104478942656015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34213735804168643,0.0,0.0,0.10221139826551057,0.07507389688484653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125767925216538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623044593020899,0.07593880774578114,0.10219403725304324,0.1032737458204552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372995592801568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,satanhaha6,2020/02/27,"SERIOUS QUESTION why the fuck a panic attack would start with a discomfort in the fucking left side where the heart is located, why not in the right side which will make me freak out less?! dude i thought i managed these feelings with taking supplements but today it cameback, its feels like irregular heartbeats and left chest side is numb and i have tingle in left foot all day. this is hell..",4.172778864970645,6.814565260273973,3.833307240704503,86.15410958904111,74.4794520547945,6.911154598825831,26.866927592954998,7.957251820313856,1.7727667318982387,316,12,57,5,7,95,56,73,0.19399999999999998,0.765,0.040999999999999995,-0.8384,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,10,4,2,6,0,6,7,3,1,1,14,14,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,2,4,1,6,11,2,15,1,0,0,2,1,12,3,1,4,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109205136968179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956836999152905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187488731079445,0.13245058104809115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428006541190556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970119312471664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6043165044983417,0.0,0.0,0.09057761123259386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237566721969008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752824093478504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769166015480006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833152418988775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312278510143811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939855181526153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718776185499374,0.0,0.0,0.1757385619812772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345913062671892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170362019613094,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SoccAkkount,2020/02/27,"Should I So, I have severe anxiety and ADHD. I've had it forever but was only diagnosed with ADHD over the past year but I've been diagnosed with anxiety since I was 15-16. Needless to say life is stressful. I go into these psychosis-like episodes where the anxiety is so bad I can't tell reality from the fiction in my head. A lot of it has to do with social paranoia or health related issues. Things weren't bad up until 20 when I stopped taking the antidepressants I was taking because I didn't like feeling like a zombie. Another thing that I struggle with are compulsive thoughts, I have my whole life. I remember being a small child and watching a TV show about a woman who had compulsive thoughts and she thought she was going to be a murderer, despite never wanting to hurt someone. I had a panic attack because i thought I was gonna hurt someone too. Needless to say, this issue has some back and mix that with my anxiety it's terrible. It's gotten to the place where I find it hard to socialize and if I get into even the smallest confrontation with someone, even if I resolve it, I'm still panicking because I'm scared they hate me and are gonna lie about me. I'm seeing a psychiatrist and I'm wondering if I should ask about being medicated for it. I just don't want to feel like a zombie, like how I did on antidepressants. What would y'all recommend?",5.007298072980729,5.840180678966793,6.218198031980318,77.29678454284544,68.77859778597785,9.564657646576467,33.136736367363675,9.725611199111238,3.2274549405494066,1088,49,205,24,18,366,147,271,0.285,0.667,0.048,-0.9967,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,1,15,18,4,4,15,0,29,7,1,1,1,42,53,18,1,8,7,0,3,4,0,5,6,2,0,2,15,15,0,1,10,2,0,2,5,13,0,0,17,7,29,5,27,28,3,20,0,2,2,0,13,10,0,7,12,144,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700933574998376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033964807492866,0.3017317983578628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218284638170604,0.11217800922471843,0.0,0.07582155499205502,0.16466297365224525,0.18032702138039536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016504554275616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025602625349547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971582297012982,0.14088760018847085,0.0,0.0,0.09012365492935606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151731214300722,0.0,0.11207957383618516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833117393979062,0.09735253235739412,0.10119770676546312,0.104813052151364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111848785686604,0.0,0.0,0.2058370796765029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929598365313658,0.19269469679005752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383088325278039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933468320729577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605065251898023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499393799884348,0.0,0.1156923268890523,0.0,0.0,0.09413012215003624,0.0,0.0,0.10302177675697716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170082725329533,0.0,0.0,0.15683012758670115,0.09872132305313933,0.0,0.07857582948679853,0.0,0.0,0.11139616575863223,0.0,0.0815675015203505,0.0,0.0,0.20103181107255536,0.2506444003108942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874649218495168,0.08243862635964569,0.11295228504235234,0.10308389452707367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482781523462667,0.0,0.08618556690627781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310182462390391,0.0,0.0,0.31312706038387106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632017584146495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008953683531947,0.0,0.0,0.1069334755102906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004652919880161,0.0,0.0,0.06349871918020039
anxiety,dreamlikewonder,2020/02/27,"suspicious police I just saw two State policeman talking with a neighbor in my apt complex... suspicious and I've never seen this before...

any idea what it could be?",2.1370000000000005,4.943332033333338,3.27,82.305,95.33333333333334,6.4,26.0,7.554174236665415,2.3682000000000003,131,6,21,3,5,42,28,30,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955697698536207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698462085828467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470242801873896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906551000123474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352207832337844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34934677266641395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424579643710762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icebeaee,2020/02/27,"Held saliva in my mouth for almost the entire class So, recently I’ve been noticing that my anxiety has gotten worse, it’s gotten so terrible that I cannot focus on what the teacher is even talking about in class. (Sorry this is going to be incredibly long, you may skim it if you want lol)

One of my classes is pretty crowded, majority of them are extroverts. There’s just way too many things going on, too much talking, and too many people. Especially when it goes all silent and the teacher is talking, that’s when my anxiety comes into play again. My saliva just generates saliva too fast in my mouth, and it quickly fills my mouth with a large amount of liquid. As my mouth is getting filled with saliva, I’m so afraid that people near me can hear me breathe heavily, so I hold in my breathe for a few seconds. My heart beats so fast, and I feel like the walls are closing in on me. 

And in my mind, I’m trying to calm myself down by telling myself, “Just breathe, and stop focusing on the overflow generation of the saliva... oh my god.” It just works 10% of the time. The rest is just pure panic then my hands sweat like damn crazy. I have to hold or fidget with my pencil while this happens or clasp my hands together intensely, so people near me would probably be annoyed by me for doing this. And I’m sorry I just can’t help myself. 

And when I absolutely can’t handle the saliva production and the difficulty of breathing any longer in the middle of class, I immediately sign out to the bathroom. But so don’t use the bathroom for the purpose of the bathroom, I go there to swallow my saliva and regain control of my anxiety again. I stay in the bathroom for about two minutes so I can breathe again. 

When I sit next to someone, I tend to hold in my breathe for a couple seconds and then breathe again. The cycle repeats itself. For some other people, sitting next to someone on a desk isn’t that close, but for me, it feel *way too close* for my comfort. I feel so dumb that I’m doing this to myself but I feel like I can’t control it. I’ve explained this problem to my mom and she told me I’m dumb. But that’s all. 

Whatever is going on with me, it’s just so exhausting. I’ve never went to a therapist or psychologist, but I feel like I’m experiencing some bad anxiety. I want help but my parents just think all of this “mental” stuff is just stupid for them. 

I’m very anti-social as well, so I don’t have any close friends to ask for advice. 

This is why I decided to finally join this Reddit group, and I need advice. 

Does anyone in this anxiety community experience the problem with the saliva and the breathing? If so, what are some really great tips to breathe properly when in a crowded classroom, or when sitting close to someone? Thank you.",4.438935801041068,5.4655707728937735,5.466065162907267,81.46533834586467,70.20879120879121,8.164950838635049,29.20358588779641,8.452757503120043,2.0876747252747254,2166,81,423,33,38,715,222,546,0.10099999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.085,-0.8514,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,3,2,4,43,23,5,2,26,1,31,19,17,3,5,82,65,49,0,8,21,2,7,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,30,27,1,7,8,1,0,8,8,12,1,4,6,9,59,11,69,55,11,69,0,0,0,0,22,30,3,11,29,299,89,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033383936927066,0.0,0.0,0.08727320690773806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853686416439994,0.0,0.3333669263988888,0.0,0.0,0.06094084708951305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147821961680747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277083783267055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507637025698967,0.0,0.0,0.19550363007262087,0.0,0.09643542041747913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626998368950819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756509768395009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525437617606565,0.0,0.0,0.22034109495786025,0.18679078505411545,0.0,0.09547411232523907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733578612133936,0.0,0.04553492366111814,0.0,0.1981289250663704,0.0,0.0,0.09608876556235177,0.0,0.0,0.07707093511515974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823009117900232,0.10327917027959584,0.1168364042772344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031824726959427,0.0,0.0,0.07712948888394752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672311040075436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783180525576678,0.0,0.08800176935734284,0.10207495740381893,0.0,0.0,0.06406900010880437,0.06462437549575442,0.06721935816870905,0.0,0.18538079828205828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922661783587658,0.0,0.0,0.05905852684529071,0.0,0.0,0.10225768880267927,0.09677538428220543,0.0,0.0,0.2416893896686112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866803273110366,0.0939678997313602,0.16679125108299891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583376562557553,0.0,0.0860551110716923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221538608275247,0.0,0.0,0.19512591694593606,0.0,0.09289570169773798,0.0,0.07286553591137694,0.0,0.0,0.09977169642459684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015581680598733,0.07617736730661794,0.08024067312703509,0.0,0.1011937465882458,0.057901951718166415,0.055845445738150964,0.0,0.0,0.050820818604571695,0.0,0.0,0.0832803984424285,0.0,0.059172567335235474,0.0,0.08513783324058607,0.0,0.0,0.0752739920172771,0.0,0.07191205528045037,0.10281262951929628,0.1383592658756486,0.0,0.0,0.07836286928993637,0.08079361734414749,0.07864388900797874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344992448358801,0.0,0.08881845591314702,0.06191245674735098,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,electronictoilet,2020/02/27,"Gym anxiety I’m a sophomore in college (19F) and I want to start going to the gym. I played sports in high school but have gotten out of shape in college. I have really severe social anxiety, so going to the gym has been hard for me. The problem for me is a fear of the unknown. Like, what if I don’t know where the machine signup sheet is, or if I don’t know how to turn on the treadmill, very trivial things like that. These fears cripple my every day behavior. I went for the first time yesterday with my friend and it was huge for me. I now feel comfortable going alone and using the cardio machines but I’m afraid of using the weight machines because I’ve never done it before. I’m really terrified of judgement because I’m a little overweight and I don’t want it to be super obvious that I don’t know what I’m doing. Also my friend that I went with before only does cardio and she isn’t interested in lifting. 

If any one has some advice on how to approach this mentally, it would be appreciated. Or, if someone would be willing to give me a run down of what it’s like to use the weight machines. Like how to use proper form and how to change the weight and stuff. I know this info will be subjective based on machine/workout but I’ll still ask. I feel silly even asking these things because I’m sure I’m blowing out of proportion in my head. Any advice is appreciated so much.",3.2767550954383684,4.75349131316726,4.718765771594953,83.98100210287934,73.59074733096085,7.244322225816887,25.939987059204146,7.84624498591911,1.4760804270462635,1093,37,217,15,22,365,137,281,0.107,0.7120000000000001,0.18,0.9743,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,11,16,0,3,15,0,24,7,1,8,3,44,54,23,0,9,9,0,6,4,2,4,3,0,0,0,18,11,4,0,7,5,0,7,6,4,0,2,6,6,21,12,33,40,3,31,0,0,0,0,7,16,0,7,12,144,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657562324450986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417287805892847,0.0,0.08043558981829904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679875964077204,0.0,0.15389029348161473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806165423541185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839420199920822,0.0,0.17117617480648425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064026848710686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486723095957031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802020569800223,0.10293056422684052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643362819892522,0.0,0.08474488457914564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263659919033917,0.10171481656987337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855552113531969,0.0,0.0,0.1554191952987736,0.0,0.0,0.0964876603527626,0.17148963355683436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010194056542806,0.0,0.10322640754842197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627067057383477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110949887657644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655762901199025,0.10080983944876083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136325185163177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393952765743211,0.0,0.07757523270208018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815713639464914,0.0764973343266676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962436303167339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887113114548232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179460788381846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362931407707096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253093831497358,0.08522301490548596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711926349809821,0.0,0.08032511560891045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514261334947293,0.0,0.0,0.09479758126430543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364475653480148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865031944317312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940460621238134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474830826262227,0.0,0.08299089093449058,0.11865203532075527,0.0,0.0,0.3674462542560401,0.0,0.18648150881133088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290149058784046,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luvlyyflowers,2020/02/27,Was sitting in the therapy lobby with tears in my eyes after they told me the price for seeing someone was 60$...sat there for hours couldn't get a ride and the therapist ther just walked past me I'm done with this shit.... People tell you to go get help but guess what therapist don't guve a shit unless you have money in your pocket.....dont have a car so I'm taking an uber here and back and it cost me Alot since I don't live near here.... 25$ back and fourth to be specific..... I'm getting evicted soon and probably got fired from my job since I was to depressed to go yesterday and it was only my second day...... I'm waiting on an uber... And when I get home I'm going to kill myself..... I attempted yesterday and failed but the I won't this time.... I'm sitting here with tears running down my face and these therapist are walking past me like I'm some ghost or something.... You people don't give a shit until someone dies,1.5072309482257111,3.4218264973821984,3.004877835951138,92.41864892379292,79.83769633507853,6.129261198371147,21.082315299592786,7.1686216300943375,0.4811673065735893,715,20,157,9,18,234,111,191,0.138,0.7909999999999999,0.071,-0.9449,2,0,1,0,0,1,45.0,0,4,1,2,10,7,4,0,11,0,14,5,5,0,0,22,35,16,3,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,1,0,0,3,8,5,6,0,1,7,3,19,1,20,25,2,29,0,2,2,0,9,6,3,4,14,94,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472717258002312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165994673111131,0.0,0.1090583172581316,0.0,0.13141240890128336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957704941969522,0.14839864513320614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646165864992211,0.12146621781230332,0.2158845712084895,0.0,0.10127022799364714,0.0,0.1394870964770481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487125922504946,0.0,0.12701099546337927,0.0,0.12469599105188972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125651615027746,0.0,0.14008716473223365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061860531416535525,0.0,0.11180849415362436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630083100172876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417477792800404,0.17556585183703355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651864804072353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090039112688727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38992332256619794,0.20948408334726104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457080114254307,0.0974788849063384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520309021888294,0.0,0.1106721681098763,0.0,0.1448019302120216,0.4410495556641381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383361198934557,0.0,0.0,0.12099160922140732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,for_maggots,2020/02/27,"Dissertation supervisor keeps pulling the rug out from under me Sorry, I just need to vent. Idk how to work with her because she doesn't listen to me at all, barely answers questions (and usually doesn't answer what I actually asked at all), doesn't give me any kind of guidance, just swoops in every so often to criticise. Obviously constructive criticism is part of her job but I need her to do the other parts as well! She doesn't actually have any clue what I'm doing even after I've explained it to her a bunch of times, she approved my idea in the autumn but a couple of weeks ago decided I can't do a narrative review - and I made sure to tell her that was what I was planning because I wasn't sure if it was ok - and now she's telling me to change pretty much the whole thing. It's due in like a month! I'm procrastinating even just checking my uni email i'm so stressed about this, how am I meant to make this work when she won't give me any guidance at all, just waits for me to try to do something then requires me to justify myself to her? 

I knew it was going to be a problem working with her (there have been issues with her teaching before) but even my pessimistic ass didn't expect this level of bullshit",5.754360599078339,5.408205254032262,6.449216589861753,80.37596774193553,67.0241935483871,9.182488479262672,31.02073732718894,8.634040054169528,2.2162640552995385,965,33,198,13,14,318,138,248,0.11,0.802,0.08900000000000001,-0.6474,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,17,8,0,1,9,1,22,1,1,4,6,41,39,14,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,13,7,0,3,8,0,1,2,8,2,1,0,10,1,33,6,35,27,8,22,0,0,0,1,22,9,1,3,12,144,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.2507332149635605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387946788430317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26208871211734386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010059371553462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662626458044482,0.0,0.10931712957538037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590251216173754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214781940273627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25455646091617595,0.0,0.10824015128112548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464771532868413,0.07301154113516979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450251642443325,0.0,0.13408761200243102,0.12748504454872367,0.11418859926326293,0.0,0.13378004893751047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276316147391599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215598877680726,0.08575364148898564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254223557383943,0.0,0.09443904135382916,0.19051535249635504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27823747363750456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306985280812063,0.0,0.12292689000713508,0.0,0.0,0.14391398741580733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890123562757508,0.0,0.14380983399434058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471600956965564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421598563285612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245740538818526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534868350517455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749109457254204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722159740427435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148977113232064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304958566202443,0.0,0.11550850241004515,0.0,0.0,0.1434303588440072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805795329423035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsalrigh-t,2020/02/27,"Sex drive on SSRIs/SNRIs? Does anyone have any advice for or experience with increasing sex on antidepressants? I was on Prozac for about a year and then recently switched to Pristiq. Has anyone tried any supplements that worked for them? I want to avoid changing or adding prescription medicines if possible, but I’m not opposed to the idea, I would just prefer to stay on Pristiq and to not add medicine to my already crowded routine. And I am female by the way.",6.3219215686274515,7.912851800000002,5.760882352941178,78.99230392156866,66.29411764705883,8.960784313725489,34.166666666666664,9.2995712137729,3.1806078431372544,373,17,65,7,6,114,62,85,0.027000000000000003,0.9590000000000001,0.015,-0.2477,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,18,7,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,16,5,1,11,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,3,3,42,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415622092781817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27279273633628204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362106660014141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456977359927317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615061542866389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632748759577705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418102654878446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790601319509757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786822768314789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440814206634685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26348365090161724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783342813254473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580570731185508,0.19621685310909884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996546069229774,0.0,0.0,0.1756046818308034,0.0,0.0,0.15918950597331516
anxiety,ThrowMeAwayyy08,2020/02/27,"I feel like I’ve tainted my life so much I just want to start over. Relationships with friends, family, spouse, co workers. I feel like I’ve done so much shitty things in life that people know about I wish I could run away and start over. If it wasn’t for my kid I probably would’ve left somewhere far from everything. I feel like I have no real friends but I’m also pushing people away. I’m tired of making the effort when no one else will so then that leaves me my myself. I feel angry and restful towards the people who I use to call best friends, I feel guilty for things I’ve done in my relationship, I feel like a burden to my family since we’re staying with them for a little while and I feel over whelmed at work and then get embarrassed when I can’t handle it. (Weekend bartender.) I want to be better but I don’t know where to start. I want to move away. I did deactivate my Facebook so I’m making progress I guess.",1.5485670983742104,3.6671185549738254,2.8488509231193184,92.54257371176635,80.72774869109948,5.696445301736016,21.04739597685313,6.8360192770164,0.3372659685863879,728,21,158,8,19,235,104,191,0.128,0.672,0.2,0.8917,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,6,11,11,0,1,4,0,10,3,0,3,0,29,34,17,0,6,4,1,7,4,3,1,3,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,9,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,4,7,28,9,24,27,4,27,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,2,13,99,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344043514164935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940918003909813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949809725644312,0.0922800018852028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654251840977813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330677497625869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135515158865452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716244617855484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377381107233004,0.0,0.1967244011010993,0.0,0.36930107691637293,0.2981612628138346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183782292868294,0.0,0.05451319642319561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494196322840015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146847610733646,0.0,0.0,0.11048069636470044,0.11336540938178635,0.0,0.14739645765615494,0.2039004641132148,0.10457580890705144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392951445432617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108966081725545,0.15340339707437778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070329354984686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700806951704912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124958639143352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876144245910812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240436191155846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631089331262261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215565692417785,0.1112122570185292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863734529521274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199231573571342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901160160700953,0.0,0.0,0.1846268078590102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998552688687235,0.0,0.0,0.07596055770626557,0.0,0.0,0.07411994232885621,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheche02,2020/02/27,"My anxiety feels a bit different because I don't find public speaking, and talking to strangers difficult as such, but it still gives me a hard time. I have a weird , functional anxiety in the sense that I don't have stage fright as much, and have overcome my fear of talking to other people, though I do feel like I am being judged constantly. I overthink about the smallest things, and my mind never truly rests. my mind is always all around the place and thoughts race to my head waiting for the finishing line they don't find.

Recently, I got accepted to my dream college, and instead of being happy for even a day, my happiness lasted for a second. My thoughts jumped back to fears, getting decisions from other colleges, finances (even though I am fortunate enough that my parents can afford tuition fee, I just don't for some reason want to spend so much on myself because I just don't feel like I am worth it). 

I am super super secretive about my life because the moment I start something and tell someone about it, I think that if I stop, or don't become perfect at what I am doing, I'll be judged. I find it hard to be happy for a long duration, and it's the first time I am writing on reddit, mostly because I want to feel like I am not alone, there are others like me, and hopefully my anxiety becomes slight more better to live with.",14.054656488549616,7.151804293893129,12.585553435114507,63.161688931297725,57.587786259541986,15.542748091603055,48.780534351145036,11.20814326018867,5.390418320610687,1063,42,198,16,8,342,144,262,0.10400000000000001,0.672,0.22399999999999998,0.9908,3,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,5,16,18,0,3,12,0,25,2,1,1,3,43,40,16,0,4,6,1,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,10,0,2,14,1,5,1,8,5,0,2,3,7,35,13,28,33,9,23,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,19,148,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322288148563116,0.0,0.0,0.08292926309444294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287303541261848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872297924177085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663623221291732,0.0,0.2430194331276864,0.2201443220421576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814559235068799,0.10880836580751194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770245718831907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427567922096887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412871125318296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298058601344023,0.0,0.1316555836416272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430166459837456,0.20157447219967398,0.21360208541810474,0.0,0.0,0.2732760102757067,0.0847749971637868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207084841230899,0.09560774853302054,0.0,0.0,0.07971120420378777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182857338265884,0.17856052565523656,0.0,0.1022850422403682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898983197393244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124027622648375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039633617832758,0.19476513678660307,0.0,0.08800601998996835,0.08820038776576006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012664752146707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653048360954865,0.0,0.07686779131606003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066618673843473,0.0,0.0,0.06909516125445889,0.0,0.10412871125318296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247221806744557,0.09840716275417316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444583015610735,0.07672698535658577,0.0,0.0,0.0705433992054506,0.0,0.07959259687658736,0.08332440179674165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021390177072176,0.08711160196494952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621299671284969,0.06386130700889113,0.19584071081562845,0.1582457529012762,0.11623092470484332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175699971830962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nsyrax,2020/02/27,"Experience with Buspirone  I was taking Buspirone 7.5mg for anxiety along with Vyvance 30mg for my ADD and it seems that the Buspirone was giving me nausea and made me sweat within 30-40min of taking it. I was only taking the Buspirone twice a day, so I don't think it would be an overdose situation, I add this because nausea and sweating were listed as overdose signs. I decided it would be best to stop taking the Buspirone. Anyone else experiences this?",4.867275747508304,6.951221674418608,5.66654485049834,76.31848837209303,70.62790697674419,7.239867109634551,29.727574750830563,7.957251820313856,2.284985382059801,368,15,60,5,7,120,55,86,0.047,0.873,0.08,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,9,2,2,1,0,16,17,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,8,1,9,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239878074327268,0.0,0.0,0.13929562380749366,0.20411911009771055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143949623696078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906364753573986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847706875822976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641840710299674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389740611722064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110499384795554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885018655424069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151183635746895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135767671706224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239257878769671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655249743959022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991389638459009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764880326453354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830329637987851,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,perfectlynormaldude,2020/02/27,"Heart racing just doing paperwork Do you think everyone everywhere experiences this? I know I have anxiety but I’m wondering how out of the ordinary this is. Just sitting, doing paperwork, I know I have sufficient time to complete it...but I feel an intensity inside me like I’m running for my LIFE. Heart rate close to 100 or above. I’m too anxious to try an SSRI for fear of side effects and withdrawal....but I’m wondering if life should be different...",2.6410465116279056,5.4405147325581416,4.777953488372091,76.12460465116278,81.90697674418605,9.486511627906976,29.53023255813953,9.642632912329526,3.807106046511629,361,18,63,13,10,124,59,86,0.099,0.862,0.039,-0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,8,4,2,2,0,17,18,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,8,16,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156561198293334,0.2385932114718621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214367011092901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065657646820447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018083900205756,0.0,0.20659181175981195,0.0,0.2376560547554261,0.106787869559861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005404264772951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321373927687109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983502695859928,0.10318049599739887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532691611926706,0.0,0.0,0.12315103882705747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433893301502767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458069650101415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,person2314,2020/02/27,"Something has changed and I don't know why I am super paranoid and distrusting of people. Could this be social anxiety because I get super anxious around people because I am unsure of there intentions, and feel like they are out to get me.  

I wasn't always like this this is really only been happening for the past month in a half. I used to be fine around a lot of strangers but now when only a few strangers are around I get paranoid that they want something from me of my family and they aren't as the appear.",5.91,5.978171764705883,6.194901960784314,80.92705882352944,66.64705882352942,9.15294117647059,30.72549019607843,8.841846274778883,2.35318431372549,408,14,79,6,6,131,63,102,0.105,0.7809999999999999,0.114,0.2144,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,2,6,6,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,0,17,22,7,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,13,5,14,17,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,6,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486927244148719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670501920280498,0.20188014736307397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772426888674617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178677360026782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904091673939424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267741773863005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846246636772574,0.0,0.09035609483749243,0.12766332348146509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800901403477752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580238294588537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820885257281076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746075976634104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519243588806961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263664379004135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718188216163185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705893807164624,0.2477761742344204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447980284757273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216215687319645,0.0,0.2751439977422208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433943365876673,0.0,0.0,0.10540189637700303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612489648141477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riuhley,2020/02/27,"All New Area All New Anxiety I’ve recently moved from a small quiet town to a loud ambiguous city and in short it’s a lot. I’ve developed anxiety from major stress from staying home because I’m terrified to drive in the close knit of everything. The fear is overwhelming along with the overwhelming population. I know it was a leap, and I’m willing to take small steps & I have been. Even though I’m scared shitless I’ve been driving to and from nearby areas to practice. Boy oh boy does that take a lot and I’ve been applying for a jobs constantly in hopes it’ll bring me to be my charismatic self again. I’m posting this today because I realized how scary the feelings are, and I know deep down I will overcome it, I just can’t believe how much I’m affected by it, I stutter when talking to my leasing office, I couldn’t get the words out when trying to say my address. But when I take trips home I feel like nothings wrong. Just wanted to say that I have hope for everyone and myself here. It’ll just take some time. Small....teeny...tiny steps. :  )",3.3703373292444962,5.028258194312798,4.350114301644831,85.9811346529133,73.69194312796208,7.997881237803179,27.57764148313354,8.671277953709913,2.0154603289657103,833,32,169,16,17,270,123,211,0.131,0.8270000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9432,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,5,11,0,15,0,0,3,2,33,33,13,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,4,0,4,3,3,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,7,2,7,0,0,4,6,16,3,24,23,7,32,0,2,0,0,6,13,0,6,11,98,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490716403260656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204621368899948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630532464717498,0.0,0.0,0.1506791090540122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452535808782918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703671864744328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883339659409923,0.0,0.0,0.12779423948787694,0.12019683025596355,0.0,0.0,0.1504946091392058,0.1352458594565039,0.0955438365080829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987359628729266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26830411920777897,0.2656678647186566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271624938478122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699994168999309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533857692747631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740182083070984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421443859010628,0.0983142407671531,0.0,0.0,0.2583337258176828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283270749161029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808588889442715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205205161277092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127107289731768,0.13389700636582547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395199201245932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254897637601796,0.0,0.0,0.1531986440377173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022231488517223,0.10749509402359828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139880740749446,0.0,0.07798483178742584,0.0,0.1267698208738566,0.0,0.0,0.09080063715568236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888327892817522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462236244148896,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moorganeee,2020/02/27,anxiety feeling like low blood sugar am i the only one who think that a panic attack feels like low blood sugar?,8.838181818181816,6.908255545454548,9.080909090909092,69.14136363636364,61.72727272727274,10.618181818181819,31.09090909090909,8.841846274778883,2.632490909090909,90,2,15,1,1,30,18,22,0.39899999999999997,0.39,0.21100000000000002,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901516216216675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851871815765131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34239560029545746,0.4837677010916122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330829222564541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943268657653254,0.2575077219923876,0.0,0.3972543427397818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169503936718941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosie_the_redditer,2020/02/27,"Body Sensations & Anxiety When normal bodily sensations occur, such as stomach gurgling, goosebumps, or sudden dizziness from standing up too quickly (I have low blood pressure), my brain overreacts. I feel physically afraid that I have something life threatening happening to me, while my logical brain knows that it is completely normal. Then that physical reaction makes me feel a little off my rocker. I have had intermittent panic attacks in the past but have been taking Celexa and haven't had a full blown attack in a few weeks. But it's like I'm right on the edge. I use the helpful tools I have learned, such as deep breathing, repeating a mantra, and distracting myself with an uplifting TV show, and it passes but it comes back. The fear and discomfort in my own body.

I'm sorry if this sounds really scattered, today has been tough. Does anyone have similar reactions to body sensations?",8.909371069182392,9.372065849056604,8.294968553459121,67.05805031446542,60.32075471698114,12.349685534591195,37.79245283018868,11.855464076750405,4.9414452830188695,726,32,112,21,9,229,111,159,0.175,0.784,0.040999999999999995,-0.9552,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,2,6,9,0,13,10,9,2,0,20,23,14,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,10,0,0,4,3,13,1,12,19,3,24,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,2,11,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207972885212796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443525311554692,0.0,0.0,0.10459617780769016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403583964167704,0.0,0.11502478538028535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984793075667172,0.0,0.3339818184617652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885776531825394,0.1568413267495937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090643068448973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832932730296765,0.15127348861889706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228114832846533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026642145491084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221025802779328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565920618296933,0.07308167889895577,0.14992757805397028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998518867523708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931311171659908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551057970195266,0.0,0.0,0.14279972363086596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583060879458252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277482752411538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516099850783118,0.0,0.16745275195951329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124723876475612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179297711770916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291969545774274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999135405491584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadlittlebunnyx,2020/02/27,"How to stop thoughts A small incident happened and it's playing on my mind , I'm worrying about the aftermath and it's causing my anxiety to spiral or start to. 

I did a CBT thought process thing. However, this is still on my mind and I want it to stop.

I don't this to be one of the things I remember throughout my life for the next ten years. I have enough of those. Please help.",1.2147151898734163,3.308278367088608,2.6004905063291157,94.00681170886078,81.78481012658227,6.987974683544303,26.330696202531644,8.07648339933343,1.565340506329114,297,13,68,6,8,96,54,79,0.111,0.7829999999999999,0.106,-0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,14,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,9,1,11,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608831293567196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604167644316885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730179631109695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597245620189573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096334139950656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485449918033479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42469720065141975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366228162191606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250844732418355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308522818394079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23823513117342215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885531301244076,0.0,0.16795024134053918,0.3516496242236654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794352543879515,0.0,0.0,0.333918146082033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404363079096806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135754403874216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542984474891662
anxiety,localjargon,2020/02/27,"Nothing seems to help enough I have anxiety and BP2. My BP2 medication (zoloft/vraylar) seems to help my anxiety. For an example, I used to wake up every morning and throw up. Now i don't. However, it's the times when my anxiety takes control during a random day that is the problem now. I've gone to therapy to learn coping mechanisms, tried almost every anxiety medication (they all just make me tired and don't really help my anxiety). I'm at a loss. It's not as unbearable as when I wasn't medicated at all, but I can't seem to ever just calm down. Breathing exercises don't help. Diet, fitness and sleep don't help. my doctors are basically just as dumbfounded as I am. Has any one been or are currently in this situation. I don't get panic attacks, it's just a baseline anxiety that cannot be controlled. Any insight will help. Thanks!",2.7089772727272745,5.02770772727273,5.023390151515155,77.41508522727275,77.78787878787878,8.97348484848485,29.10037878787879,9.516144504307137,3.1740378787878782,665,31,124,20,16,232,99,165,0.19399999999999998,0.725,0.081,-0.872,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,3,9,6,1,1,6,0,17,10,3,4,3,26,27,12,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,5,1,0,2,9,4,0,1,3,0,14,2,17,22,3,17,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,6,8,80,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067825352711863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032624065443678,0.0,0.5073236633076368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574204175622314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24793405790077624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712816914233848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313052820280398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142054108766948,0.0,0.0,0.09997928980865384,0.1862499330685484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774654105046278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44450924740727504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377858307970113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340372851154331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605500637264643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489692242008894,0.0,0.0,0.12968129403523335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057607771477038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708073403766862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30186278549057083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423858255375893,0.1106082489931427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310362143488413,0.0,0.0,0.10175972532932352,0.1263988885624804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445001444622951,0.1270361670862906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504154644280656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546107296474077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,40bergJ,2020/02/27,Panic attacks? So I’ve had a few panic attacks in the past few weeks after over a year of not having any. I was wondering if anyone had any tips to stop panic attacks when you start to feel like you might be about to have one,3.938125,4.031941562500002,5.154166666666669,86.6075,70.875,7.2333333333333325,24.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.6954083333333339,177,4,38,1,3,59,36,48,0.35100000000000003,0.607,0.042,-0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,3,3,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,1,3,1,8,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,8,28,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356502086288507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114985014911145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5913366471004826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760721883837932,0.12377946100913967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464778190587971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380516615154527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740781461118704,0.0,0.0,0.6098620678922724,0.0,0.0,0.16539959185718914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263677923806185,0.0,0.0,0.14485602314866927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898150838426948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878968474839697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115759970981337
anxiety,I_love_life_90210,2020/02/27,"Looking coping tips... Hello guys. I'm currently dealing with GAD and depression. I want to ask you for tips how to cope with it. It got better for some time after I started taking SSRIs. But I feel like it got worse since I stopped playing video games because I can't distract myself. Sometimes anxiety  is so bad that I feel paralyzed and I have this overwhelming sensation in my chest. Therapist told me to try to identify the thoughts that make me anxious but I'm just lying here feeling the dread, the chest pain and having no thoughts at all. Any help would be appreciated. Thank you for giving me a place to vent.",3.1249717514124318,5.706308983050849,3.945,84.29314971751415,77.81355932203391,6.984180790960453,27.62994350282485,8.07648339933343,2.059133333333333,492,21,90,9,12,157,86,118,0.196,0.632,0.17300000000000001,-0.6313,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,4,10,0,3,4,0,6,3,2,2,1,20,24,7,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,4,14,4,13,17,2,8,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,1,6,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428875443633015,0.0,0.1398172976633522,0.2064762275795442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086374776740787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260394911353065,0.11141389787135944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164376482287493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884261572275164,0.15741812349477596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772395281737953,0.1305697552583686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753280681083938,0.0,0.0,0.29235311267301645,0.0,0.0,0.18096941446537645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250578132636472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929139032038909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534793937811134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199930172048393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447842467596554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095403938240352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118787879560042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807625846758837,0.0,0.1293643882453646,0.0,0.0,0.1528025355420295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741906339603802,0.0,0.0,0.1682685532200384,0.0,0.2122081566584248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901953300673805,0.10657370242284347,0.0,0.0,0.17464300349661815,0.0,0.1240877214483468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780151603769976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625657653795968,0.1298334014058127,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tpain373,2020/02/27,"First anxiety attack in months I was getting ready for a job fair because I will be graduating from college next fall. Large public gatherings plus talking to potential employers had me feeling anxious, but I had scheduled therapy for this morning to prepare. My therapist cancelled because she was sick, but I decided to still go to the job fair because my anxiety has been pretty under control. None of my business clothes felt like they were fitting right, I felt constricted and claustrophobic. My eczema flared up on my arms, neck and chest. A full panic attack ensued for the first time in months. 
I feel embarrassed that I wasn’t even able to make it out the door before my anxiety took over. I’m supposed to graduate, get a full time job and move out from my parents house in less then a year and right now I that seems almost impossible.",6.9007692307692325,7.932695230769234,6.756820512820513,74.40484615384617,64.64102564102564,10.086153846153849,36.753846153846155,10.125756701596842,3.926973846153845,680,33,115,15,10,215,104,156,0.165,0.746,0.09,-0.9127,5,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,3,5,2,2,7,0,10,4,3,2,0,19,21,8,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,6,0,0,4,2,4,0,2,10,4,18,1,22,9,4,30,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,2,13,77,22,7,0.13070871024610686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088589247739932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999754167183973,0.1476636378229069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29740005525405466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903644971492086,0.0,0.11122348526803164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660093292823353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633187037434784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218050251548566,0.0,0.25100171939848204,0.0,0.0,0.22236152432552586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657981260104846,0.0,0.0742847722162722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508203023366411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891246787032183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385767347427075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724907905904529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086608909692143,0.13892267337175074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901019620472202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335850870890985,0.14513655439532916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297774894985287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223249048739832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189923007322192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438414484586513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505871013787484,0.0,0.0,0.14947680154347556,0.15176288696869214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524346001522172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522218648058954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417212394509177
anxiety,lufer66,2020/02/27,"Ruined again 😞 Me and my girlfriend of 3 years broke up. Everything was fine but then my anxiety and depression started coming back. It changed everything, I blame myself for ruining things. I feel like I am not worth loving and that since I’m ugly inside I must make myself ugly outside. I’ve been 1 year sober but idk if I can keep straight. I wanna burn her memory out of my head. I don’t feel like I am able to be loved due to me being so complicated..",1.8676344086021537,3.9701759784946304,3.792688172043016,86.2756989247312,79.53763440860214,7.1440860215053785,22.161290322580648,8.167268648758528,1.276496774193549,358,11,73,7,9,121,70,93,0.298,0.563,0.139,-0.9499,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,1,1,15,18,8,0,3,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,2,16,5,8,13,0,11,0,4,0,2,4,3,0,1,9,47,19,0,0.21893962855378804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674882165795319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683510600211192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316090966511584,0.18859710375950667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857238125799725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935376416707996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214049091931533,0.31282102877006496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469522298055356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460360152688524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392568688714975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952031254871993,0.0,0.14614390215373135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110912319938796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496659596645504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545376073308905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819798851419038
anxiety,anon22337773777e77e,2020/02/27,"Seriously stressed out about my birthday this year So my 20th birthday is coming up in a few weeks and ive been trying to make plans but i feel like  there are so many people who wanna see me on my birthday. My friend group my boyfriend my family. Whichdoesnt sound like a lot but when you only have three days and some of these people live up to an hour away its kinda a lot .  I know my birthday isabout me but everyyear i feel like im just trying to please people.
Every yearim expected to invite my friends to my house where we hang until midnight . Then go out with my family for a day and my boyfriend is planning a surpris2 for me. The biggest issue im having is  that the best day to hang with my friends is firday night on my birthday but i wanna see my boyfriend that day cuz i love him so obviouslt i wanna see him that day. But my sister is leaving to go back to college on friday so my mom wants to get dinner that night. Im just so confused and i wish i couldjust enjoy my hirthday. Does anyone else feel this way around their birthday.",1.4876178812002436,3.833606032863852,2.7024903041437054,92.1816962645438,82.56807511737087,4.831108389467238,21.93692590324556,6.0469075449839425,0.2834173913043481,827,27,168,6,23,265,115,213,0.03,0.77,0.2,0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,1,3,13,12,0,2,8,0,10,2,0,2,0,35,25,18,0,6,7,2,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,9,11,1,0,4,0,0,5,0,3,0,1,1,7,34,9,29,24,5,32,0,0,3,1,13,12,0,5,17,117,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831814129031021,0.11476476336957885,0.0,0.09971028572503116,0.0,0.0,0.1052345895190594,0.08612673600620296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175448003233742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964844115920139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611773632414227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801838412306008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356776591067396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437102064545186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111811166180189,0.0,0.1699028401914777,0.16003614208718595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596097952297419,0.0,0.05851921585035906,0.0,0.12731271296781435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103046745871534,0.12924143998988855,0.0,0.0,0.362961465800538,0.11690656979696325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155630864037361,0.0,0.0,0.11859960783941287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416339603531915,0.0,0.09890453942952382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904492819181985,0.10109100368418354,0.0,0.07476577384265821,0.11355786956242622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118165102648174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022261505988116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518663460237333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329553740116839,0.0,0.0,0.12295043177974868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677660616451502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830403750172945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209127245193324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606483524337325,0.08890621849870341,0.08984553754695239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880292126521278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212905913283102
anxiety,ultimateDleet,2020/02/27,"Someone was shooting out the windows of my job this week. They caught the person, but I really do not want to work OT tomorrow night. Kind of freaking out. Almost everyday this week, our lobby has been fucked up by some idiot with a .22 shooting out our fucking windows! Ive been told they caught the person doing it. 

Even if they caught the person- the show tm night is a CHILDRENS SHOW. 
CANCEL THE SHOW!?!!? Theres dozens of bullet holes and wooden boards all underneath the marquee! Why would someone want to bring their child there!? 

I clean the theaters after the shows. I usually get out around 2am. The shootings all happened around that time.

Im ANXIOUS about working tm. My boss/mother says it will be fine. “They’ll have you work around the lobby”. Thats not making me feel ANY better. I HAVE TO PARK RIGHT NEXT TO THE LOBBY!!!!",2.0915263157894732,4.793095600000001,2.5179605263157896,92.00888157894741,83.625,4.618421052631579,20.921052631578945,6.05967700443912,0.2246875,656,20,124,5,19,201,104,160,0.153,0.778,0.069,-0.9566,1,0,0,3,0,0,30.0,2,1,5,4,7,7,3,0,14,0,14,2,0,1,2,22,27,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,5,6,9,0,0,1,4,0,4,2,4,0,1,7,2,16,3,20,16,3,24,0,0,0,2,15,10,2,3,10,80,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425954943312766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979686390672555,0.0,0.0,0.16275161101619404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384743212611141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741313343450505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515308706072448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284322005910979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663701795903697,0.07526763142517617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273955520605141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561412567611585,0.0,0.1429615516246462,0.0,0.0,0.15002076078985122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616401428203257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321397815709292,0.2703891034361277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773740731066367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229125590417857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303009351501976,0.0,0.11456568431590275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441303651999039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400503033501099,0.0,0.0,0.13765957710957985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866643253485174,0.0,0.16994566987974075,0.0,0.2311193240378783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299955896653776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31464149795405805,0.0,0.0,0.10233911908511467,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thechancesoflife,2020/02/27,"Anxiety sucks Lately my anxiety disorder is getting worse. I'm on antipsychotics for my other mental illnesses (zyprexa and strattera), but I'm thinking I may need an anxiety medication. I've just been feeling like crap lately. I'm worrying so much about everything and it's mentally and physically draining me, I have no energy between my anxiety and my physical battle with lupus. It's like my body is supercharged on adrenaline all the time. I stumble over my words I'm so nervous about what to say and what to do even in everyday conversation. I'm stuck in life right now. I'm supposed to be applying for college but I'm to scared of getting rejected. It's like my anxiety is leaving me in a state I can't take any action, I'm in a sort of endless limbo. On top of that I have to find a new therapist cuz my one I had for years moved and the one they transferred me to definitely wasn't my style of therapy. I'm overwhelmed, stressed, and anxious all the time. Do you all have any tips?",3.342920168067227,5.362351005102042,5.281980792316928,77.7285654261705,74.66326530612245,9.509723889555822,32.44777911164466,9.916854025145753,3.6660339735894354,791,41,148,24,17,272,111,196,0.22899999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.098,-0.9753,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,7,11,3,4,7,0,14,5,2,1,3,22,31,12,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,8,0,2,4,2,20,3,25,25,4,21,0,2,0,0,4,10,2,2,11,95,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453863359273584,0.0,0.5189868781861788,0.1532835415388724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071359138676216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550485058649052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961755943278021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219434275858418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860556819093344,0.0969321976601696,0.0,0.0,0.12401210499409353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177787901522582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061134111081806,0.14366905474696592,0.0,0.0,0.09583714821369006,0.1988640633987688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668667979693316,0.2734737660244316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420990630075453,0.09974285905972573,0.10060746953986006,0.0,0.13104380506600893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388507107653032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587282197756207,0.0,0.10790082949789458,0.13584268291402746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554247954432696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201697773747184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155165712129928,0.15753880326735384,0.0,0.08694039885012186,0.0,0.0,0.15823608106158346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779300726820015,0.13827290444681192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737561560433861
anxiety,Rainnv7,2020/02/27,"Feeling more depressed lately Currently in the process of moving back to the states, so dealing with that has been stressful. Been looking for jobs and also been having a hell of a time at my current job. As soon as I put in my notice my work started treating me differently and giving me shit for petty stuff. I used to love my job and now I hate going into work and my anxiety is worse now and my depression has been slowly sneaking up again and I just feel out of it and sad. All I feel now is like I could cry at any moment because life just sucks. Anyone else get this way?",3.3866666666666703,4.789338606837607,4.406495726495726,86.6246153846154,73.1880341880342,6.567521367521367,25.82051282051281,6.937597516519254,1.0796256410256415,455,15,91,4,9,148,80,117,0.267,0.6579999999999999,0.075,-0.9802,6,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,4,1,4,0,10,3,1,1,1,18,22,11,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,4,4,14,3,17,17,2,24,1,3,1,1,3,7,3,0,13,68,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334406652859102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488712364934666,0.0,0.11799164176068752,0.0,0.0,0.10784679026279416,0.15803504987176578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859949535382062,0.0,0.09402204837667212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314648620312675,0.0,0.16942319182368953,0.0,0.15901259725004369,0.26568991311443074,0.0,0.0,0.16114587382323878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288460509822539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396208936141305,0.11018765234842763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058298491485888,0.1479591363055031,0.08765700530565289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227808517265684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591722234315035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398717318177268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894285515383552,0.07535289206035478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295210675024746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920580969063892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393057626089788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560097624691093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505178284315674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832308239375906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091704446411884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667909879304908,0.0,0.17656559979650005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993741352134768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321210349121507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224269389124804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245741903758077,0.0,0.15718169083308908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3lektrolurch,2020/02/27,"The prospect of being unfit for my profession is giving me anxiety A short introduction I (21/M) started studying Graphic Communication in the same year i graduated from High School. At first I was happy that I got accepted (there was a test to get in) and was making lots of new friends. Then came the 3rd semester, I had a project which totally went south and I think this was, what kick started my anxiety. I'm now finishing m 5th semester and I cant even sleep anymore or look forward to things because through my whole day i have this nagging feeling telling me, that I chose the wrong career path and that I will be unemployed after Graduating. Its gotten so bad that I cant even get myself to work on my ongoing assignments anymore.   
And even if I think about getting hired I get anxiety because of the prospect of having to move to the other side of the country, not being able to keep in touch with my friends anymore.   


I feel like nothing  I create is bringing me even close to being hireable. All of my friends are on the road to graduating and standing on their own legs and I just stay awake every night thinking about dropping out and learning something that isn't this destructive to my mental health.  
I cant have fun with my hobbys anymore, as they are all linked in some way to what I am studying. Behind everything is the constant pressure of not being able to produce something good.

I am currently arguing with myself, whether I should quit and safe my hobby or if I should keep trying with the slim hope of it getting better as I move on.",6.928733031674208,6.940972528428098,7.0159000590202645,76.08862679519972,64.51839464882943,9.844658666142044,37.32067676568956,9.478462496947786,3.512441904387173,1242,59,226,21,17,399,166,299,0.083,0.784,0.134,0.9407,3,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,5,10,17,3,1,13,0,27,3,2,2,3,46,51,18,0,5,8,0,3,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,15,16,0,3,8,0,0,6,6,6,0,1,9,4,38,11,42,34,8,39,0,0,1,0,8,17,0,7,15,169,53,13,0.20751707542706246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381249920537344,0.0,0.4116023546441449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663404499378291,0.12650048307647985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917659947594879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867212555443853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212611837249872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691567309556934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274126142358849,0.0,0.08742104309268682,0.0,0.09325148330778814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049268685263844,0.07412512007448284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825695917405611,0.0,0.0,0.24049076655987886,0.0,0.2710477673980224,0.09953464395521897,0.0,0.08702773864363138,0.08298518113231748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045289277822297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102904736215198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962659183336863,0.0,0.1030556396515222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445071147323802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069118048065073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871310394238845,0.0,0.0,0.08821179832362283,0.0,0.0,0.06925962962203168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456420174672096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055781006739314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021064228410106,0.0,0.0973703588480416,0.0,0.09955911531937026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103599767491982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500917957004746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383347088857586,0.0,0.0,0.15975678303076946,0.0,0.0,0.14688165407180034,0.11059279568989296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906895353043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893256199569837,0.1994528441421113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044523621819501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235869767460822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618520397275032,0.0,0.11584270192615632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553745121367067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344367270161712,0.0,0.06681709643022782
anxiety,escarglow,2020/02/27,"Discussing medication--who to talk to and how? My anxiety has recently worsened. A lot. I constantly have headaches now from clenching my jaw all the time. I've had a lot of personal problems come up, and I've also just started driving regularly on my own, which while helpful to my everyday life is also extremely scary. I also have nausea every single day because of my anxiety.

Basically, my quality of life is going down. And I'm in therapy now, but it can only do so much for me I think. I've wanted to avoid medication as long as possible, but I no longer think it's a good idea. I dread the idea of side effects, but I'm in such a bad way these days that I don't know if anything could be worse than how I already feel.

Who do I talk to about this? My therapist can't legally prescribe medication, so I don't know what to do. Also, how do I bring this up after adamantly refusing the idea of medication just a few weeks ago?",3.5981686930091183,4.858500047872344,5.652462006079028,78.45500000000001,72.45744680851064,9.201215805471127,30.981762917933132,9.606745405546679,2.977491185410335,731,33,145,18,14,255,112,188,0.175,0.795,0.031,-0.9751,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,15,5,0,2,8,0,16,6,1,4,1,30,28,19,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,9,4,0,2,9,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,1,18,1,24,25,7,26,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,14,105,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092110530964558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595636315212312,0.3940980680589208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849823657390324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138466837500454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028684425419774,0.07510273631930202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612753006636563,0.0,0.13313748845599982,0.0,0.09836669421314882,0.0,0.0,0.15891006990342646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380291661303748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062294583768370576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700184804487145,0.10333591064417078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257963834249059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172398556173741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541708734525695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404229466926702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902980688217907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948370373400624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372338866180651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056757421934744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370059863394743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757514925011258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889163377962632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788758202831286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216470156503762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720294079215564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805004504394508,0.0,0.0,0.14089211279987746,0.14304690472928655,0.0,0.1578856090500306,0.0,0.0,0.07184002018200741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266767421734392,0.09779193572435067,0.0988251348586988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555326420423354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CourageOfOthers,2020/02/27,"Managing someone with an anxiety disorder I've been managing someone for the last 5 years who has an anxiety disorder. I knew it when we first interviewed, and I have always said that it doesn't matter. I try to create a really flexible work environment where she feels safe and comfortable. She can work from home on days where she feels strongly anxious, and I'm always happy to accommodate things like having a bit of quiet time by herself etc. I'm sensitive about requesting that she does things outside of her comfort zone, but really keen for her to progress at the same time. She's pretty open in return with what she can and can't cope with. It works well, and we get on. I know that she controls it with medication, but I don't know what it is. I don't pry into that, and nor do I need to.

She's been getting noticeably worse recently. Shes been having to work from home 2-3 days a week sometimes, and small events seem to cause an attack that I don't think would have done in the past. e.g. She saw a guy kick over a homeless person's cup of change and wasn't able to stop crying all day.

I'm not really sure how to best support her. I ask if I can do anything, but she says that there isn't. I don't know what I can really ask her to do that won't sound condescending or appear crass. I don't want to pry into her medication (should I?), and I don't know if she would be offended if I suggested she seek out some professional help. I can re-assure her that I'm 100% happy with her work, I just want her to be available to to do more of it, and to be happy and safe with it. Any suggestions?",4.351798302402536,4.669043969788522,5.6012516184721655,82.97805639476336,70.02719033232628,9.446755862465832,26.94015249604373,9.48565724429506,2.0430188749820157,1258,37,272,26,21,422,162,331,0.086,0.743,0.171,0.9864,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,0,10,8,16,2,0,11,0,37,2,0,3,2,59,61,21,0,9,9,0,2,1,0,4,2,4,2,2,21,23,0,4,9,0,0,1,13,2,1,1,8,7,42,14,39,46,7,29,0,0,1,0,36,13,0,7,16,183,63,9,0.09743331521876794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214464696432168,0.0,0.0,0.06625799547950664,0.0,0.14907243891129238,0.11007191290664424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017931656856105,0.0,0.18217399439760207,0.11084446199143172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225025316424416,0.0,0.1063719452114969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000908539715769,0.1030715283049016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927974794080317,0.0,0.0,0.10702592165179976,0.18850928357714455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333404093454015,0.0,0.08526455073946843,0.09970810959330388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108663901802644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853042343633757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287672815125185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180977158004333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647430051057744,0.0,0.3111587274465393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530749738500131,0.0,0.1954671187827241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418720777163766,0.07942115615464741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047600996269038576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963076291565317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722455686616621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092847516023242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301112418573236,0.0,0.08507501267086523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912470948659756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967310660706765,0.0,0.09620364433580243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268139477772787,0.07748288294888449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869963083576571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651098636036068,0.0,0.0963640401147806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814586142979444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056617147323444,0.09182974651776694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946073045684914,0.06243133420734979,0.0,0.0,0.11362829928405785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615082534275983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493738745236033,0.0,0.07815512838152036,0.0,0.08760425165242615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546630695222334,0.0,0.09929287216891756,0.13842766326606232,0.0,0.0,0.0627438605241658
anxiety,noooothankssss,2020/02/27,Anxiety about relationship I’m going through kind of a tough time in my relationship (dealing with an expiration date) and it’s making me super anxious but I’m not entirely sure why. Does anyone have any advice about how to reassure myself that it’ll be okay and stop the anxiety?,4.131886792452828,6.70239652830189,5.910037735849059,71.57033962264154,74.28301886792453,9.52301886792453,29.467924528301893,9.888512548439397,3.5556218867924527,228,10,38,7,5,78,46,53,0.20199999999999999,0.664,0.134,-0.2417,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,1,9,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,7,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401510906408664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712332273867878,0.0,0.3760071692377042,0.2776356829395863,0.0,0.17183914772680314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533648810751817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506378103164944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966947970637725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25591830469108096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404483871282655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277025194663459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546402269853706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23162325170320866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330299910272948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217576470704808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spy-sauce,2020/02/27,How do i know if i have anxiety? i’m (15m) not sure if i have anxiety. it started off worrying about specific tests and then it advanced to worrying about grades and now it’s one big clusterfuck where i start getting these little episodes in the middle of class or just home when i’m doing nothing. my heart starts to beat faster and my breath quickens my mind races and i can’t concentrate and it feels like i can’t do anything. idk what to do or how to help myself.,1.5721875000000018,3.840361843750003,2.904,91.341,81.60416666666666,6.756666666666668,24.18333333333333,7.908726449838941,1.341578333333333,371,14,79,7,10,120,65,96,0.12300000000000001,0.8,0.077,-0.3318,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,2,2,1,17,16,13,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,10,2,9,16,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,8,52,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388801048765944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226826773697727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199253353435278,0.1582332554524297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571993563155455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624679691083008,0.14846078674695035,0.0,0.22217358955411026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172569249381752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820934255648132,0.2219922270085872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364282767405347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252664293991336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008807252854098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703175306832194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875270008327895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498698398455245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,usofambra,2020/02/27,"New job anxiety & some self doubt I'm interviewing for a job today, it's no big deal. I've been excited about the interview and of course now that its today I feel like I'm not good enough. I know if I just go in there I'll be just fine. But all I can think about in the hours leading up is how much I have the potential to mess up! I can be really hard on myself sometimes so I try to remember that humans make mistakes. I guess what I'm looking for is some reassurance lol",1.3945523193095999,2.9640382718446614,3.6519741100323637,89.26354908306368,78.90291262135922,7.684573894282633,22.124056094929887,8.515128840125781,1.1645305285868388,374,11,87,8,9,129,74,103,0.152,0.732,0.11599999999999999,-0.4197,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,4,1,8,0,0,3,1,19,18,5,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,3,9,5,12,15,5,13,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,5,6,54,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118094801812574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616325341883455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104549453724031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092674925819035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032171446105474,0.14583458642107872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116015023854373,0.1712193418304457,0.0,0.0,0.2248784904068068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286549280937886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103254663519166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051463715034917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218764330480503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973039278943162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142257693549584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626216634059934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006322925254506,0.0,0.0,0.19715553320936052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077455800581825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312459566858278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129580577094648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018954291861027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080191531447186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869935533988965,0.0,0.0,0.13859474195647487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Radiant-Pride,2020/02/27,"Could it really be anxiety? Hi! 

A few months ago I started having weird stomach issues - chronic diarrhea - that didn’t have much of a cause.  Soon after I developed face flushing (rosacea like) that convinces me it was very rare cancer.  Many tests ruled out parasites, and other causes and I was basically left with Anxiety. Then I started waking up to racing heart rates and shortness of breath and insomnia.  All these things combined continued my fear of a hormone secreting cancer but tests are negative and doctors  don’t believe it’s the cause. 

So I’m left with anxiety.  Could it really be the cause of all my problems? I don’t feel particularly anxious but will acknowledge I have had a challenging year being pregnant, having some baby scares, and my husband having mystery illnesses that keep leading to er visits.  Added to the stress of now having two nursing kids under 3 and lack of sleep and I guess anxiety could play more of a role than I thought. 

Did anyone else have physical symptoms  before mentally feeding anxious? Does being constantly stressed eventually just cause your body to give up? 

Ive started seeing a therapist and will be taking Zoloft but I’m still having a hard time believing it’s anxiety (it’s probably a symptom of health anxiety in itself :))",6.051497584541062,8.21517639130435,6.528985507246379,71.01164251207732,67.69565217391305,9.806763285024157,34.95169082125604,10.125756701596842,4.176792270531402,1030,51,157,27,18,334,144,230,0.23,0.7440000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9932,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,5,10,0,4,11,0,27,18,7,6,2,36,39,14,0,5,4,1,2,1,0,2,10,0,0,1,13,12,1,1,4,1,0,2,4,6,1,1,6,3,14,4,21,23,7,24,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,2,15,112,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272040638077853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283261709146389,0.21084461274833785,0.0,0.06524982339058016,0.0956148909812449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940638949984166,0.21027391930407108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365479715835793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793143134340336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084315494943183,0.0,0.22351948879548475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955144998416402,0.08166284525767996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795486588594497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500822408795776,0.0471841735661122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951872827584256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279983778543507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359422443360899,0.0,0.0,0.09919222641697242,0.0,0.11058178450934186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739931140825177,0.0,0.08294495496506397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277965274996435,0.0,0.0,0.04559025713168418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946093818301022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940421745795002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448520400955178,0.0,0.06859916035906141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006121370917096,0.08929232358941397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195632657008726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342717941586667,0.0,0.07436203134415173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338497529155686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815199548222784,0.0,0.07452354188743493,0.0,0.21378995081748733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398539765845835,0.07016320848562281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834890567595036,0.06199605525717097,0.0,0.0,0.07408373678982147,0.054414232766443665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115771847813507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699677852870684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009346356037986
anxiety,halcyonarvo94,2020/02/27,"Networking is the bane of my anxious existence. My job is the root of so much anxiety. High pressure client dinners, conferences where the expectation is to meet and network with as many new people as possible. Always having to be “on”. I haven’t been able to sleep for like 3 days because I’ve been rethinking every interaction or stupid thing I’ve said and done. Everyone else just seems to remember names and have so much more ease in this. I’m so in my head I feel like an idiot after virtually every interaction at this point :(",4.701806930693071,6.597596346534657,5.807017326732672,75.9156745049505,70.68316831683168,9.802475247524754,29.45668316831682,10.125756701596842,3.2250089108910904,425,17,77,12,8,141,73,101,0.14400000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.073,-0.7732,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,4,0,10,3,2,1,0,13,14,9,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,5,2,15,9,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,5,49,8,1,0.1963383850114098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633692646695855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501983271319365,0.22180648956348176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196860571559512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126622015663027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092233509795468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401552708573805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308471147544441,0.18760974077504627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927458677016524,0.14026418148241546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014998266471536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074422834899075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483555161402408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184203496335386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905630587349646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886626079350129,0.0,0.0,0.18962483570593572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611631485875084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856032360101854,0.22134202871592906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224131163371788,0.0,0.1867627651836161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873909176035016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648017824497155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043849879901795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boston__1994__,2020/02/27,"How to get help? I am 25 and work in sales. I have extreme anxiety mostly social i think and it really affects my job performance. One of my main responsibilities is selling to different managers all day and i just can’t seem to do it. I avoid all triggering scenarios and have been getting yelled at by my managers about my performance and “lack of care.”

I just really don’t know what to do. I am having anxiety attacks every day and have not been sleeping. I am so stressed and need help. I’m so scared to get fired. 

I moved recently and don’t have a primary doctor. I tried calling but they can’t get me in until September. What do i do?",1.0031104651162792,3.5018969612403126,3.3791812015503884,85.19574854651167,87.13953488372093,7.256007751937985,24.34156976744186,8.278499904357787,1.9742127906976743,504,21,101,13,16,173,74,129,0.121,0.831,0.048,-0.7109,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,6,5,1,3,1,0,19,2,1,3,2,24,29,13,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,5,4,0,1,2,2,17,1,13,27,5,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,75,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840058109413385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111756643021439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954426427143994,0.0,0.18925744332717495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394260237653367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939390108150355,0.0,0.18999543917376535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639738623869606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38792639270561136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488415550296821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420454439461667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201485278013543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197290399363564,0.0,0.1376388651351113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578455960586185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378327396735578,0.0,0.18328266596188345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584338517517116,0.0,0.0,0.16898637179136358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857594336165441,0.1892216956893341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263324240744244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894124647855996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602744634163354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351374853812445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Delbitter,2020/02/27,"Just joined and realised this is probably something I should have tackled years ago. I'm 34, married and have two kids. 
  
My wife and I work a lot and look after our kids. We lost ""us"" until last week when it looks like our relationship might end. I've been shacking and not eating or sleeping properly for days. 
  
She has been working so much in the evenings I challenged whether there was someone else. She said there wasn't and swore on our kids lives nothing has been going on. I believe her in my heart but my brain has been questioning every little action since! The way she my hold her phone, the off the cuff comments she has made, the minutes and hours and what or who she might be doing until I realised i'm screwing myself over with this behaviour. 
  
It hit a low when I cried at work (like I am now writing this) and had to call Samaritans to talk to someone. If it wasn't for the thought of my kids faces if I ""went"" i'm not sure what I would have done. 
  
The last day or two i've decided to change. I want to be more positive and get rid of the ""toxic"" thoughts that try to destroy my life. I've bought a book to read to understand this more and have begun working out again. I need to try and save this relationship AND myself.
  
Here's to a new life!",3.8283921568627437,4.7999895058823565,4.233823529411769,89.9405392156863,71.58823529411767,7.235294117647058,27.10784313725491,7.3871296695380915,1.1995490196078435,984,33,213,10,18,309,145,255,0.08199999999999999,0.867,0.051,-0.6992,0,0,1,1,0,0,27.0,5,0,0,6,10,9,2,0,12,0,26,8,4,1,1,43,44,25,0,6,10,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,4,12,16,1,1,5,2,1,3,4,4,0,2,16,3,31,5,26,21,4,32,0,2,2,1,27,10,1,9,20,145,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025595159451876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035230557531508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915750838276469,0.11814084696238487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239340525548738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270890925651272,0.1492315968578482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839947719230084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838819171786898,0.09665104005935242,0.0,0.10247430659468854,0.0,0.0,0.07641760157270522,0.0,0.09748076389419316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044755926730672,0.0,0.06575398055813443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710298084643438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393946856051428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861902818283602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344218821427153,0.11304863957555818,0.11596003943268625,0.1021636726004614,0.0,0.1943147778030997,0.0,0.12629830486121374,0.0983625129701364,0.0,0.10947647964522404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547511479386225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505152462967658,0.08578878482293202,0.0,0.11174208879920232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101558927491402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247422798050267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960851645445265,0.0,0.11572955750555546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843323880359786,0.0,0.0,0.11005552840080292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570678626925948,0.0,0.11578180380749285,0.0,0.1960615000093433,0.08907016375111779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904422942880958,0.0,0.0,0.09299386910356966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370297045204795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710303140574156,0.0,0.2260407532030122,0.12044595639897268,0.13917074669405585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824182425940957,0.09183588388598547,0.09280615566790976,0.0,0.0,0.10725343494976952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33691880977086863,0.0,0.0,0.08218871577500222,0.0,0.0,0.07450587834218428
anxiety,runrowrepeatt,2020/02/27,"Luvox fog I just started Luvox 100mg the generic. I take it at night time and I feel like I’m in such a fog the next day. Does this pass?

Also did anyone notice weight gain on this medication? Very nervous about that",-0.8241666666666667,1.1520055555555544,1.2881944444444464,95.84562500000004,104.55555555555556,3.1388888888888893,14.513888888888893,5.148860815047168,-0.9676111111111112,170,4,36,1,8,56,38,45,0.054000000000000006,0.8059999999999999,0.14,0.595,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,4,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388748168788397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886195015326506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192640446249076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613993453052884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103456216880815,0.2133953907781912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459325024607962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300914537723574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176768694508569,0.2803150370038104,0.0,0.0,0.3400783858135822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114254110975052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458948993006608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417767866838155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24646346125354265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637430350441661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swmill08,2020/02/27,"Freaking out about Coronavirus After the last couple days hearing about it more and more, and now in the US, I’m panicking big time about this virus. If I sneeze or have a runny nose, instantly thoughts race through my head of having it, and what I’ll have to do etc. 

Ugh, this is the worst",6.751839080459767,5.782716482758622,6.1913793103448285,85.10821839080461,65.20689655172414,9.802298850574713,31.402298850574713,8.841846274778883,2.1611540229885056,228,7,49,3,3,70,46,58,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,5,2,2,0,0,7,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,9,7,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38431474279188055,0.0,0.22399952650197694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873654722424616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35646143779065026,0.0,0.3914668703931812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28312082623135393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757417280568443,0.20253128721725072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177959898410832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strawberryymoo,2020/02/27,"I’m missing my BF cousin’s wedding and it’s not my fault. But I feel like it is. Yesterday, I had a mini breakdown because my boyfriend gave me the wrong date for a wedding we were supposed to go to. My boss has blackout dates because she is out of town for a week. The wedding falls on one of those blackout dates. Not only do I lose a day of work but I’m missing the wedding. 

The wedding was important because I was going to meet his whole family. I been preparing myself mentally for this moment because we been having issues about me not making a connection with the people in his life. I feel like he didn’t care enough to check. 

I told ask him a month ago for the date because it hard for me to get time off. I know it wasn’t on purpose and he feels angry about his mistake. But I feel so shitty and think his family will hate me because I am not going anymore. Like I don’t care enough or don’t want to interact with them. 

It’s just levels of doubt and insecurity right now for me.",2.0576105717367845,3.791784286407768,3.7092556634304223,88.85286947141319,77.49514563106796,6.325350593311758,25.036677454153185,7.1686216300943375,1.0435111111111108,777,28,164,9,18,259,111,206,0.168,0.738,0.094,-0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,2,5,14,1,2,12,0,17,1,0,2,0,29,39,9,0,2,9,1,5,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,1,4,8,9,0,1,10,5,30,5,25,28,3,24,0,3,0,0,23,8,0,2,15,110,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119775869596339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400289134248922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631911018349232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942079741927267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755280178259926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714132530837952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792304913774348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25475852385987885,0.0,0.27328325221472355,0.19305973931422332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705947069805533,0.0,0.2303757031667487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104112350073795,0.13340318447723853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103034223872948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425850651149853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543936533668608,0.19803865570722226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116489719727708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019375635677436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616934117973264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785162298692294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156091768978844,0.10276497080534801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367530607355258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539187878014938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657954293331845,0.0,0.0,0.07878965219316003,0.0,0.0,0.12911310380184354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969737150358362,0.0,0.10838524242799616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085683377542272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983690861149264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477326839849647,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BillApproves,2020/02/27,Is it normal to feel your heart acting weirdly when your calm? So sometimes like today I feel a tiny bit of anxiety. It makes sense. But shortly after when I have calmed or even when im in a great mood I suddenly feel my heart skipping a beat and then my heart will change from going fast and hard to soft and slower. This used to happen regurally after I had a few extreme panic attacks. So now I don't really worry about it as much as I used to. But I still can't ignore it once it starts. It comes and suddenly im very aware of my heart beating. No matter what I do it makes me stop whatever im doing and my chest will feel uncomfortable. I then start feeling sick. It feels like the symptoms when im really anxious but these symptoms doesn't seem to connect with me and my fears. When should I be worried about this?,2.2351084812623263,4.083541544378697,3.6761893491124265,88.77329783037477,77.34319526627219,6.400157790927023,22.509270216962527,7.3011,0.7707985009861942,647,19,135,8,15,213,99,169,0.155,0.753,0.092,-0.8577,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,12,11,1,2,5,0,12,8,5,4,0,28,28,21,0,2,4,0,8,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,7,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,8,19,5,16,23,3,23,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,20,89,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813497867587702,0.12013389877405616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097706876264865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609570653392405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249358915357667,0.09160246904218608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023654793717901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196620316600958,0.32261210701330595,0.07596929653860138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043545613163185,0.0,0.0,0.1172401934536484,0.0,0.0,0.09403608517263756,0.0,0.09525972672765937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040535106241927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594616668937947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390467679396023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196551278764413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817211432759925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419059347793652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324859856641742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247670437556995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624821684155114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680791575919648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517295043674442,0.0,0.15053595762203856,0.0,0.08492323821500929,0.08890497735461296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105589345801274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079785851279537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368718412575175,0.0,0.08774161290747996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598680485514202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arvind13496,2020/02/27,"I almost felt dizzy after a lot of overthinking while at work So, I had a fight with my gf day before yesterday and since then she hasn't got time to talk and sort it out and that has been bugging me out since. I've messaging her over and over and the topic of the fight has changed since then and she even apologized over text. But I still have been feeling hurt and unable to cope up with the thoughts of her not even caring about the relationship because she have been acting like that lately everytime we have a disagreement. I'm unable to overcome the thoughts of her and I keep on overthinking over small things and have been creating a huge issue out of it I feel. And after describing the incidents here I feel like a fool typing all of this but I have been unable to cope up with my thoughts racing. She told she'll call after work and I still can't take my thoughts. I want to know how do you guys overcome overthinking. I almost felt dizzy and my heart have been racing while I've been at work today.",4.1200165016501655,5.492416579207927,4.265960396039603,88.46336303630362,71.32673267326733,7.762904290429042,24.35775577557756,8.238735603445708,1.2352900330033003,807,22,167,12,15,250,99,202,0.077,0.865,0.057999999999999996,-0.5769,0,0,0,0,2,0,9.0,1,1,0,3,8,7,2,0,11,0,20,1,1,1,1,40,37,20,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,19,0,1,10,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,16,5,25,3,30,20,2,29,0,1,0,0,20,14,0,4,16,119,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697074528797263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209429702180775,0.0,0.11459524912979616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751432466164826,0.0,0.13730623612570111,0.0,0.14246424415855574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685176544662923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778980791610423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042813742892674,0.09620911282200764,0.2586108904712016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107708839406822,0.0,0.0,0.13334563413387535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595859882924249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441682759154202,0.0,0.0,0.14056171582919613,0.0,0.11970192623227355,0.0,0.0,0.07401175466553843,0.0,0.15191494888461715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158706514183552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449261530533612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458644040557794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342041576071729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150971452654306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125596197988332,0.10824358751654024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946954321949474,0.0,0.0,0.4276554734383316,0.07852784390971161,0.0,0.12765252521387674,0.12868407690381656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794325469809731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941266533720476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Exploringnow,2020/02/27,"I'm not nervous because i'm fucking high I GOT FUCKING SOCIAL ANXIETY Literally have lost count count on how many times i've been asked in school when i'm anxious. ”DuDE whY aRE YoU alWAys hIgH wHeN HIgH wHeN COmInG to school?”

FOR THE LAST FUCKING TIME I GOT SOCIAL ANXIETY/SOCIAL PHOBIA that's why i'm shaky and anxious not because i’m fucking high dumbass. 🤦",1.2716666666666685,3.935913944444444,2.951333333333338,86.72700000000002,90.11111111111113,5.102222222222223,25.25555555555556,6.742157984588678,1.3385622222222224,292,13,53,4,10,96,44,72,0.256,0.72,0.025,-0.9433,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,4,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,6,17,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,4,0,3,0,4,13,0,13,0,1,0,4,4,6,4,1,6,19,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802250427107833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931365894884267,0.29332435956889946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136627052649178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827686617143985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183036528791901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800742791346229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076614110691032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486573009828221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582245347658208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141716311647959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316193758654285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627740773374381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26467485139300595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140078534234153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342887597074799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grandsupermario,2020/02/27,Cheap or free resources? I started to get panic attacks a few weeks ago and I really want to get ahead of this before it becomes unmanageable. Are there any free or cheap counseling sites I can use to maybe speak to a professional about how to move forward? This is all new to me and it’s kind of scary since I’ve always thought myself of being in good health. Any help is appreciated,3.0244924812030045,5.225555171052633,4.1706015037594,84.49921052631579,76.23684210526315,6.974436090225563,24.01503759398497,7.957251820313856,1.2953142857142854,307,10,61,5,7,100,56,76,0.111,0.688,0.2,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,2,1,9,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,6,12,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106737368281766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887372248483824,0.0,0.0,0.30849862576272225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580470775662198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505112601871751,0.1930120376448973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370142229202697,0.0,0.0,0.1902507078838893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411052040001395,0.0,0.0,0.15203654328410046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362041515539229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22787698981054996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107991399425294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190697578632834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661311878939762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531040691914154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763263439218397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054845901917225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007433764735267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590465174443444,0.0,0.0,0.13378772562164878,0.0,0.1819459638608108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lazulizard,2020/02/27,"Anxiety making fever longer? Sorry if this is a bit rambly but I’ve been down with a pretty low-grade fever since monday (37.5-37.8) and the doctor told me it would clear up within 3 days but I’m on the 4th day and it still hasn’t cleared up and I’ve been feeling short of breath and I’m not sure if that’s just related to me being anxious. The coronavirus situation is also sort of... making me anxious more than usual to the point I get frequent anxiety attacks and difficulty sleeping (I’m from singapore and we have about 93 cases so far, but we’re also a pretty small country). I’m not on any anxiety meds right now (I actually haven’t been properly diagnosed because my parents aren’t keen believers on mental health but I’m pretty sure I do have some form of anxiety disorder) and I’m panicking that the fever won’t go away soon or it’s a sign of something worse. Can anxiety lengthen the duration of a fever?",2.64750079491256,4.7455050378378365,4.536279809220988,81.92238473767887,77.0,8.028616852146262,26.558028616852148,8.841846274778883,2.2635023847376785,732,29,141,17,17,249,113,185,0.18100000000000002,0.703,0.11599999999999999,-0.84,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,11,0,15,9,2,2,4,30,27,17,0,3,10,1,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,1,8,3,19,20,4,22,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,5,8,85,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.12140242598284898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897505624069786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846004267348205,0.0,0.4758517011805962,0.28108700651230256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152991979008991,0.11688364365027705,0.0,0.0,0.0758368152199581,0.0,0.0,0.14016309393529133,0.0,0.0,0.13581926063985708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604633093076731,0.0,0.0,0.12626959167948754,0.0,0.0,0.1425801899886774,0.1273349339546646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290347156408409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499706231008966,0.0,0.0707028641565847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322378866094937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608410042744995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818715244415194,0.0,0.12537210694593598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813827226517242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760399371490884,0.0,0.0,0.3796972423558311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062421455650739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291002690667707,0.1398376897502361,0.12449596323933575,0.0,0.0,0.0957739080530991,0.0,0.13926246452542046,0.0,0.0,0.0993508870384852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23450258904244556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188753776564188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701576370500565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678046319428068,0.08837453728761753,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emalizabeth,2020/02/27,"Does anyone know if Cbd interacts with propranolol? I take it for panic attacks but recently my anxiety  has been horrible- constant fight or flight, and I can’t sleep or eat. I think Cbd would be great but I don’t want to take it with propranolol if it’s not safe. I don’t know what to do; I’ve tried everything (aromatherapy, meditation, exercise, hobbies, self care, medication) and I wake up at 4:30 with cramps and sweating. My arms and hands burn. I’ve tried to get in earlier with my psychiatrist and there’s no availability. I see my counselor next week.",4.146780893042575,6.219084093457947,5.257881619937695,78.54160955347872,72.55140186915888,9.989200415368641,29.645898234683283,10.25414643259724,3.319457736240913,446,19,86,14,9,147,71,107,0.17600000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.099,-0.7788,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,0,8,9,5,0,0,22,17,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,9,1,1,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,11,3,11,14,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,4,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907567554942864,0.0,0.0,0.14539844315148345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365649586331988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201154687814835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247122976006085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181972148686326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277740100700696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868855835992041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864153233090754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292576750138092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855985331127565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094804978817346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114953063254056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439760761831781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531843209651104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570349198190126,0.0,0.21692969474047566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080929773534424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126942189331741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324135215089736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28235902776940897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265005314463688,0.0,0.16679917408932785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771660146971416,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpotOnTom96,2020/02/27,"I developed an anxiety disorder through smoking cannabis I started smoking cannabis 6 years ago. I was on it for 4 years but had to force myself to stop because of how bad it got. I’m not saying that cannabis isn’t beneficial or that everyone will go through it so I’m not against anyone smoking it will go through what I’ve gone through but I’d like to share my experience with it. I believe some people will have trigger points and I think if you poke at it enough you can cause yourself harm rather than good. It all started when I was high and I caught ecoli where I was peeing blood and I got so scared that I was going to catch it again. I still kept smoking weed after this point because I was dependent on it but it was really hard because of my anxiety. The experience was awful and wouldn’t want anyone to have it. Even talking about it triggers it. I have a phobia for germs now and my anxiety has led onto other things that don’t even have anything to do with the experience. I had to force myself off cannabis because it was wrecking my life. It’s totally hindered me getting a job even though I really want to work and give something to society I feel like I’m an embarrassment to my family and I’ve fucked my life. I’m taking anti depressants but my anxiety is still prominent. Has anybody ever gone through or have anxiety and if you do, do you ever get better from this? I have also tried to kill myself over it because I felt like I had nothing to live for. Just looking for some advice on where I can go from here.",3.937437888198758,5.2991655811688325,4.957284020327499,83.37269621682667,71.75974025974024,8.083794466403162,30.27442123094297,8.587818076936951,2.3037988142292494,1221,52,242,21,23,400,149,308,0.182,0.7290000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9863,1,0,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,4,0,2,21,13,2,2,6,1,31,5,2,6,4,42,58,22,1,6,12,0,3,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,25,10,0,2,3,0,0,9,5,7,0,0,18,5,35,6,38,36,5,35,0,1,1,1,8,12,1,7,17,178,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902322636436067,0.08982721558896943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103742963511877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38760435081396705,0.0,0.0,0.14171134328976834,0.0,0.0833899335765425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461035310554657,0.3088638693336803,0.0,0.0,0.11416965600433372,0.0,0.08962242522831755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409878783603864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727954349462233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613849828083142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470597138015417,0.0,0.20079210518891272,0.18332631662462287,0.0,0.09682977589438999,0.0,0.2973747349990609,0.0955294623324881,0.0,0.0512379365231864,0.07239362520753947,0.097297331459633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368242056327293,0.10588653599015256,0.09720960589904687,0.2303636842664173,0.08499485043256715,0.16209344671917367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907761065102231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706581512434962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005591858989186,0.0,0.1121119791198104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431515792732755,0.1485212428940368,0.0,0.08948051440635871,0.0,0.08509573820127198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723350563456036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025281421366446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158834369574748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298353781676917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058552677861087,0.10145384620847893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801250550063554,0.0,0.0,0.14345063325432414,0.0,0.16185225765843744,0.08472045817120748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619118341899679,0.08144910056793925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732236052633313,0.06493126950257888,0.09956095928146104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687997000654056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953982043383825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377296558576166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051262059516291
anxiety,awholeplateofpizza,2020/02/27,"Perpetual Civil War Inside One's Mind [https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/f68s9b/perpetual\_civil\_war\_inside\_ones\_mind/](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/f68s9b/perpetual_civil_war_inside_ones_mind/)

I just realized these pass few days that from the start of 2020, I feel a sense of strange uncomfortable cloying emptiness right now.",30.9946875,40.95300409375,15.555000000000005,-2.2099999999999795,23.6875,8.200000000000001,29.875,8.841846274778883,3.2660374999999995,329,7,24,4,4,76,30,32,0.318,0.682,0.0,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507588702143993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500306099354105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491657366671711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685484921305821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644722224456467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849624509034357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Benmben1,2020/02/27,"Keep getting worse! As the title says, it keeps getting worse. I used to be a confident guy, popular, with a witty sense of humour & a flirty personality... where did that go!?

I’ve been on a downward slope over the past few years, the decline was so gradual it was hard to tell it was even happening, these days I feel anxious to look at people, paranoid that they think I’m weird and are talking about me. 

My face turns beetroot red whenever the attention is on me at all, yesterday I was asked a simple question from a new guy, him and the other new guy were looking at me & I can feel myself getting redder and redder. I’m stuck in a cycle of not wanting to do something that would cause any sort of attention being drawn to me because I know I’ll go red, which then in turn causes me to go red even more when I receive the unwanted attention.

I got home from work last night and have had the anxious heavy feeling on my chest ever since, dreading going in for today.

The only thing I can think of to get through this is to power through it, but each time I’ve tried I get so nervous my hands are pissing with sweat & I can feel my voice is going to crack with nerves.

I’m posting this because I really just feel I need a couple of days off as I’m really struggling and feel exhausted trying to get this out of my mind. I know these are definitely ‘first world problems’ but I’m struggling to go about my day anymore.

It seems pathetic to think that I can’t even seem to overcome these things as I’m normally a strong willed person, I just feel a bit trapped.",7.471493165089381,5.6879244984227135,7.653261829653001,77.83324710830706,64.26813880126183,10.598443743427973,35.328916929547844,9.21078282632365,2.9481778759200847,1234,45,251,17,15,403,172,317,0.146,0.802,0.052000000000000005,-0.9803,1,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,4,12,11,1,4,18,0,24,6,5,3,2,48,69,14,0,6,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,2,1,5,19,10,0,2,18,0,0,7,2,8,0,1,10,16,29,3,44,55,5,39,0,0,5,0,13,15,1,4,16,158,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776236874971925,0.0,0.058081433754341716,0.0,0.0,0.1929769976116558,0.08470333931797103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984641484242294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412975748088807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324512527749093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547830302725362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450406035343864,0.0,0.1652463130966706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923663864038818,0.07725784231079381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022995001684318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264933327755667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677378387669408,0.0,0.2912413480105556,0.0,0.06830983230784551,0.0,0.0,0.25370669548106045,0.0755273972165818,0.0,0.07651019506069856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567275865025435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183189333177052,0.0,0.0,0.0938777277307124,0.06962019581947862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434450491194008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623931421206649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333011102886321,0.0,0.16497818228470668,0.0,0.08015109196495063,0.08368324059208376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495782370754541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153309511878233,0.059212239053733275,0.14915267740392052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179875492151889,0.0,0.0,0.08172541992628825,0.0,0.0,0.0956782609089089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943111013767627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792111503709736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550732240354373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065167566084582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575245670351869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857724574698616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686489739595703,0.07465172533437556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348464114257507,0.16418100377399256,0.0,0.0,0.04980300482774778,0.0,0.08095828196697329,0.0,0.0,0.11597497787656108,0.18580216384507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737664423906596,0.0,0.0,0.05037677496051138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217918133046566,0.0,0.174079289161141,0.060672505224240336,0.0,0.0,0.05500096029396402
anxiety,LillithImpact,2020/02/27,"Not Going to School Hey, I'm not really sure how to write this but I hope it makes sense. I've been diagnosed with OCD a few years ago and more recently Aspergers. I've been getting help for anxiety and stuff for quite a while and I'm on medication at the moment. A couple months ago I moved school and got on pretty well there and went into school consistently for quite a while. 

In the last month I had work experience for 2 weeks, which very surprisingly was actually quite ok, when really it probably should've been the most stressful thing in recent memory lol. Anyway I got through it ok.
After those 2 weeks I had a week off and now this week school has started up again. Except I'm not really going. I went monday and got on pretty well. and then Tuesday I just didnt and wednesday I came home early cos I was anxious there. Havent went today either. I dont know why because before worked experience I was doing alright. It's hard to really explain how I feel about it but the only reason I can think of is because I wasnt in school for 3 weeks cos of work experience and the break.

I really dont know how to explain how I feel, a lot of the time I'm overthinking everything and everything I say. I feel like I'm lying a lot of the time and feel guilty about it. I'm not really sure about my friendships with people, I'm questioning them all the time. And overall I just dont really want to go to school. and it really sucks.",2.6752218430034134,4.451581273037547,4.445646416382257,84.06411467576794,75.86006825938566,8.10096928327645,21.958907849829348,8.841846274778883,1.4520584027303758,1135,30,234,25,25,384,141,293,0.10300000000000001,0.75,0.147,0.9453,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,6,17,12,1,1,15,4,18,2,0,8,3,55,50,24,0,2,10,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,13,18,0,0,11,0,0,8,10,2,2,0,17,6,21,10,33,33,7,49,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,5,31,144,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0698910259547531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697404844064275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547892899644772,0.0809104888499946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731807091915453,0.0,0.060943551827087564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191447829511025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924643678925465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269303918699205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518151746608187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287353128582595,0.2101750218974324,0.0,0.0,0.1448533875048122,0.05116551600551127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03741862102112317,0.0,0.12211030398703936,0.0,0.1718437532045562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415767019888237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048005539282957636,0.0,0.07184094342134174,0.07113506156549655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872122519082922,0.05838005718093039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034990033117178604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177793909722028,0.0,0.0,0.04780706843241587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214986012603254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433318954556825,0.07612098401867211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054470422235357856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049652458759685165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572707041943642,0.07721873554388049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023106337301175,0.2285308334497837,0.0,0.0,0.3670540935435177,0.07363753827666138,0.14143269952912635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056955291966427984,0.0,0.4349010580449456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050693176717792346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204074653074372,0.0,0.08198804339567578,0.0,0.0,0.1350024631265424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758130712702808,0.04589135990176063,0.0,0.0,0.12528701917896334,0.0,0.06788761615604977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909420126440058,0.042243475017096584,0.0,0.2872471948791395,0.0,0.12879039964622785,0.19917804875389103,0.06462612961245863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564211699841442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046121088416550035
anxiety,pompom-chicken,2020/02/27,"Should I take this opportunity? I've been chosen in one of the mock trial teams for my school, and despite not knowing anything about the process and how it actually works, we've already been booked for a trial at another school for round one of the competition.

I was pulled into applying thinking it was mandatory when it was not. At first, it seemed really exciting, and I thought it would be ok as long as I was a solicitor (role with no public speaking), which I am. 

But now I'm starting to get anxious about the pressure and responsibility of my role. I get really anxious before anything major, so my throat starts to close up and I get nauseous even weeks before it actually happens. (this is why I usually avoid anything major to stop the discomfort) I'm really worried I won't be good enough for the team, but I think the opportunity will be beneficial in the long term.

I don't know what to do...

Should I drop out now while there's time to save myself from the discomfort and anxiety? Or have days of 'suffering' for a good opportunity? :(",6.473383333333333,6.854740105000005,7.489000000000001,71.05533333333334,65.45,10.866666666666667,34.16666666666667,10.686352973137794,3.695266666666667,831,35,154,21,12,281,115,200,0.145,0.742,0.113,-0.1598,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,7,9,14,1,4,12,1,19,1,1,1,0,28,34,15,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,2,6,3,0,1,5,6,0,3,7,2,16,8,27,19,4,25,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,2,15,108,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.26336504102869124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489102627505448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149694216092135,0.10322915855298072,0.30488884552110546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331337479888233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296489543273551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870254974257788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942966969214313,0.0,0.08912696679489969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478037084734095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115026183800415,0.0,0.0,0.22636347793994355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932749098375815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831960483477222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883629738315645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828784306072153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593391330072739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27313410038645763,0.0,0.1228448172178192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102324488410405,0.0,0.0,0.11281634985354255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145850707018744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292892353896935,0.0,0.10712773111589108,0.07868492531929062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861796186364584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824117722022966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176286615058035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823833433994776,0.1370386881889364,0.0,0.09585790172732264,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Orange_E_T,2020/02/27,"How did you manage to work at home when you suffer from anxiety and depression? I must write my thesis, but i recently move to a new country with my partner (cause his work reasons).
He is originally from this country but i am not and i don't speak the language.

I spend all the time alone at home as i must write my master thesis, but i struggle with doing so, because i am not able to stay in silence all the time with my mind, as i start to feel over think, i fell overwhelm and anxious, alone and depressed. 

I don't know what to do, as i don't want to go to a library as i feel anxiety for being alone in a public place for long time without knowing someone.

Can you get me some tips that help you with the anxiety when working at home alone?",4.8951010101010075,4.6531434740259785,5.718398268398273,84.54124819624822,68.8051948051948,8.402886002886003,31.3968253968254,7.793537801064563,1.959744011544012,581,22,124,6,9,191,85,154,0.214,0.763,0.023,-0.9754,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,4,4,5,0,2,7,0,13,0,0,4,4,32,22,15,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,3,8,0,0,6,0,1,3,6,5,0,0,1,3,23,0,26,18,3,21,0,4,0,0,12,7,0,1,10,88,26,4,0.1276334666037945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287591166479756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929177578112264,0.1441894878403954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780417659066617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111472845856506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986103552539504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290706313429139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668321842341657,0.0,0.07253704038532853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555002226651487,0.0,0.3840803208011311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028803068385928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295160155339234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887341705842498,0.0,0.0,0.13565417606001753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326919738041588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334980720236306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122846099254562,0.1260226504551061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081434220671409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033962458801313,0.13604029322654407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343021149092188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178237178620834,0.0,0.0,0.223272302333466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528152547201053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303410719518078,0.0,0.2787560513844391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maaatisse,2020/02/27,How can i get away with this illusional feeling ? When I’m home and alone I’m always persuaded that I’m somewhere else like in the street or at a party and that my brain is hallucinating and makes me believe that I am alone in my home and it’s starting to become really annoying does anyone have tips to get away with that ? Or is it possible even ?,2.8623004694835714,4.6385628591549315,4.6475352112676065,82.81853286384978,75.33802816901408,8.11361502347418,24.509389671361504,8.841846274778883,1.7576178403755869,277,9,57,6,6,94,48,71,0.10400000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.2103,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,11,13,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,9,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330774933420796,0.0,0.0,0.1739672293039339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146190169012738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928658717972102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309070183648685,0.0,0.23555603835144465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339695346170344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296302625709152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465541555591166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809212968914575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105714651012406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846621778076686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194387383277091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214353156973097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395592506966027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357007576798542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339388607682334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798442971183148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ehothi,2020/02/27,"How do I stop creating problems in my head? I have this tendency to feel that everything go wrong and always feel that something bad is going to happen to me. I keep stressing about the stuff that is not even gonna happen. World has been really unpredictable for me and I sometimes feel so helpless. What should I do to stop feeling like that? I haven't talked to anyone about this, I am not sure if I have a mental health problem or not.",3.570147783251233,5.270429758620693,4.1766830870279135,87.25448275862068,73.25287356321839,7.270279146141214,25.072249589490966,7.957251820313856,1.36156288998358,347,11,69,5,7,110,59,87,0.263,0.672,0.065,-0.9577,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,11,2,1,1,1,19,21,6,0,4,5,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,4,11,2,9,18,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150647545501664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731568664922274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520305284417358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026317796168084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364319923277415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36826370674363695,0.13007912970633495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069623359751275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32202831084613537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868682496787328,0.1935442237283537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618424900900269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889558712901121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834954243309668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34845499649067324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166461338876791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401753095336976,0.18008335583978652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044567373339635,0.20857385486012991,0.0,0.2084398666102764,0.0,0.0,0.17160975088984382,0.0,0.0,0.14635029102172778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990776433264296,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeSkye19,2020/02/27,"Let's be Friends Any other lonely, depressed, anxious losers like me who just need someone to talk to? Let's be friends. DM me and we can chat on WhatsApp :)",0.981129032258064,3.521541225806456,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,88.35483870967742,3.1,27.10483870967742,3.1291,0.2940258064516135,122,6,25,0,4,37,25,31,0.249,0.49,0.261,0.128,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031703151447276,0.0,0.0,0.3375191940532342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25732569213499656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616499005007147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6110145181034489,0.0,0.1459613944429516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153032017607366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531424530660851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401358363968675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TofuNRheasMama,2020/02/27,"Jumped in today. So today I finally made the leap and had my first Appt with my new therapist. Today’s meeting was just the evaluation, so many questions were asked. Some were hard to answer, because I was afraid it would trigger bad memories from the past. I was calm, I did my breathing exercises, and I was able to share with him everything. He thanked me, and said I know that was extremely hard to talk about. 
Truthfully, it was a relief. 
Have a good night everybody. 
:)",3.7663202247191023,6.050055337078657,4.52627808988764,82.42627106741574,74.28089887640449,8.49494382022472,27.97893258426966,9.188382445141503,2.5558865168539318,371,15,70,9,8,119,63,89,0.065,0.735,0.2,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,5,0,12,2,1,2,1,14,17,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,12,3,11,6,8,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,8,47,14,0,0.18854572768119504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626480357957466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742780705349127,0.11493572557628262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945274254115494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065426286323892,0.0,0.16037689964699486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814321088752645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33779987569445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361980103682188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784065263769215,0.0,0.19115577444659065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209863869729287,0.0,0.17693739299092792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998823146548232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121436571982175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935016356200906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154591392491645,0.0,0.17358757413143236,0.0,0.21891612199855887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361579113054893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393747530351754,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coltonious,2020/02/27,"As I'm now an adult, are there any tips to help me move past depression caused by highly alcoholic and toxic parents? I want to love myself as a person, and I feel like if I didn't have these issues I imposed upon myself due to my childhood, I would. The issue is that as stated, I didn't have a great childhood. I mean, everything itself was fine, except for my family. I had parents who drunk argued on almost a nightly basis, most of the time started by something I did (where dad would get pissed at me, and mom would defend me, and it would escalate). I think my fear of no one actually liking me is from my dad one time telling that my (at the time) best friend didn't actually like me and only came over to see him. I'm also anxious about screwing up because I'm horrified that the smallest fuck up will make people go off on me, because that's the way it was when I was growing up. This has given me such a shitty way of living where I only live to appease other people and not care about myself. Hell, on that note, I literally stopped playing my main in super smash bros because one of my friends complained about my play style with that character to the point where I felt bad playing him.




Nowadays things have gotten better with my dad (he stopped drinking and has gotten much more lenient since I'm an adult) but mom (due to family deaths) has become much worse of an alcoholic and is drunk 100% of the time that shes not at work. It's hard for me to ever see her sober, which I'm sure also has something to do with my fucked up mind.


Any tips on helping me love myself would be wonderful. Thanks in advance :)",8.590525854513581,5.870817325153375,8.476704645048205,75.76319018404911,62.86503067484663,10.90937773882559,35.55565293602103,8.634040054169528,2.8336168273444344,1272,40,254,13,14,414,173,326,0.14400000000000002,0.698,0.159,0.7458,2,0,5,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,5,13,28,6,1,14,0,28,11,1,2,2,37,55,16,1,7,5,8,3,3,2,6,2,0,0,3,17,12,5,2,5,6,0,5,6,10,0,3,13,5,41,18,46,35,6,45,1,1,2,5,26,21,5,4,19,177,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.17544185306328902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213289052538307,0.09001313648657612,0.0,0.0,0.14377205520247124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225831169468378,0.0,0.0,0.10155156475517632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750554676534281,0.16439067775903424,0.09927786114207236,0.0,0.0,0.0943353570519726,0.07950153605144103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281168196121868,0.0916501553136712,0.09234311069996803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742323147375169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805923667325627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131181304891337,0.0,0.0,0.08078849013161225,0.0,0.16948300549227738,0.1011526861350018,0.045451734287731235,0.06421835148590918,0.08630972979185729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889956657553768,0.16620608774697668,0.0469644859360684,0.0,0.05108728842974528,0.0,0.0,0.0991054583170554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052493431132551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050446611782542,0.0949750772677812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876462927016405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317490228172746,0.0,0.1587513018947158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226078739432548,0.0,0.06000313030700408,0.0,0.0,0.09791796116750527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076457204783148,0.2105591715534115,0.0,0.09554020928153666,0.1321608740114014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435688094035465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827379819985712,0.13673274477752975,0.0,0.0,0.1996272666625855,0.0,0.08581140230305741,0.12463859637125962,0.07848960220778821,0.0,0.0,0.08497631912191718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432634306931156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435899930801641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840540473484905,0.0,0.0,0.06362551371610986,0.0,0.0,0.15030627752895712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847214716606195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856894462246089,0.08275981733539517,0.0,0.0,0.059719775031944415,0.05759870534717524,0.0,0.0,0.20966532311566696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302020850023133,0.1427030348112828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748326334955416,0.06544192559168767,0.0,0.091606898358724,0.3192809464026022,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsemilymae,2020/02/27,First day at my new job Hi it’s currently 2 AM and tomorrow is my first day at a new job and I can’t sleep at all because I’m so nervous. Every time I try to sleep I feel like my throat is closing and I have a weird feeling in my stomach. Help!,-1.8238345864661625,-0.041136842105261806,1.4558897243107791,99.12789473684214,92.85964912280701,4.660651629072682,20.423558897243108,6.1826913282559595,-0.05281253132832076,188,7,49,2,7,67,39,57,0.083,0.7859999999999999,0.131,0.3717,3,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,5,4,4,0,1,7,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,8,1,5,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,10,28,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351742976761444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28601563865179697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868305608766017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424287110170354,0.1584153799661033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772340525900594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486316632704004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400973593348978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083338901671065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283273189475204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438122657335293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930187033208138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505509718040767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crabbymooncat,2020/02/27,"Sometimes I get anxiety about people's tones when they communicate Mostly this is through text. My boyfriend and I are in a LDR. When he messages me and it's a little curt, I start overthinking. He messages me when he's at work and his work is more physical labour (operations) so he's not sitting in a desk all day. When he replies to me and he's tired, my anxious mind somehow interprets that as him not loving me anymore. Context: we broke up before but we got back together a year ago and he's been making it up to me and proving that he has changed ever since. He's been very supportive and understanding of my anxiety too. It's just I get anxious we go down that path again.",1.6672506082725072,4.092849204379565,3.217255474452553,88.26393673965939,82.5036496350365,6.573041362530415,26.65158150851581,7.793537801064563,1.7110714355231151,539,24,110,10,15,177,84,137,0.10300000000000001,0.872,0.025,-0.7256,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,1,2,12,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,3,23,15,14,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,18,2,12,12,3,20,0,1,0,1,18,7,0,2,11,71,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819982786001875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29031283963213195,0.4287216313497633,0.18817866513941306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459042172874368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146126003513556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072783598332172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237152579864327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716375972264879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982706133042421,0.0,0.10783795252017464,0.0,0.15175851581639194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017697667023767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125464694586712,0.0,0.12665801838370966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915910182719561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154711720655046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696120274327804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766526078501994,0.0,0.13430435120127954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532336521809195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808699102867876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975339776717534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656166913263406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762770732876183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219125447523065
anxiety,WoolyNelson420,2020/02/27,"Someone help ease my mind... I've never posted here before but I'm pretty worried right now and need someone to talk to. My uncle sold his bike to a guy earlier for 2,000 dollars, he came to our house to make the deal. So he leaves on the bike and it messes up not sure exactly what the issue was something about oil leaking but anyway he calls my uncle like 20 mins after he bought the bike and my uncle doesn't want to answer until eventually he texts and says he is gonna go help the guy fix the issue, so he leaves and is gone about 2 hours I start to wonder where they're at when I get a knock at the door I open it and it's the guy who bought the bike along with cops. 

He wants his money back. My uncle isn't here, so after about 30 mins the cops leave but I asked the guy to stay so he might get his money back. We talk a little bit and he seems like a good dude but idk.. he rides with a club apparently, had his vest on and everything. I call up my uncle and he doesn't want to give him his money back because ' a deal's a deal' but he obviously sold this guy shit. So I start panicking because I have no idea what this guy is capable of.. so when my uncle left he left 1500 of the money to my gmaw and took the other 5, so I figured I give this guy 1500 to ease his mind a little bit while we wait.

Just one small problem .. he's out 500 dollars. He won't be getting the 500 dollars back but some reason I expect he's not gonna let 500 go easy you know.. super worried. 

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also he had a friend with him and when i told him i had the 1500 they ask where the 5 was so I told them my uncle took it with him whn he left, his buddy says oh he must have went to re up.. also asked my gmaw if he could use the restroom which i said hell no to. I just fear they might break in on us one day and kill us or something..  or maybe i'm just paranoid..",2.159869731800768,2.812519723456792,3.69605789697744,93.43777777777777,75.22222222222223,6.376330353341848,20.385270327799066,6.129581340695534,-0.1187309493401454,1428,26,346,8,29,475,181,405,0.111,0.792,0.098,-0.6835,1,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,5,1,3,1,29,12,3,1,26,0,20,1,1,3,5,63,58,36,1,9,14,0,0,2,1,6,0,3,1,7,12,22,0,1,7,5,11,8,9,6,0,2,17,4,45,6,37,32,3,50,1,0,0,0,69,20,2,8,21,196,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220661254192403,0.0,0.07601342549427008,0.08524657838044546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967576903935269,0.0,0.0,0.21578091265134625,0.0,0.08553225014803477,0.0,0.05969714017858248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531832124315281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327316321100472,0.08023917127956375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560134364472679,0.0,0.0,0.04524447615408761,0.21698163589553188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305121532330334,0.0,0.0,0.07894441130956238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054201944275728234,0.0,0.10996001697070727,0.13459904433766162,0.0797419438788883,0.058843082100995286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862546354651188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404746924019652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908900898790442,0.08094999638493157,0.0,0.07919698946491241,0.0,0.14644817332860616,0.0,0.0,0.07761663628181785,0.0,0.038555613140010124,0.0,0.0,0.22285354821037048,0.2286723794865973,0.07173872414135353,0.0,0.06854884066409282,0.14062842854752475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682932287626405,0.0,0.07048060198826386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884774017787,0.14167405695024826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201939416230498,0.05410822558966087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507832804704096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718955020162477,0.07137333720986537,0.0,0.06712931278910776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213151044067831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991239046879403,0.06673392009734792,0.1115808956484455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386690760377613,0.0,0.0,0.07201358469270895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888500892149854,0.10801822093257832,0.0,0.0,0.099312809506276,0.07477639954781466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612070288080106,0.0,0.0,0.1127766232278718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407312146034145,0.15589062332438494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877679158372225,0.060591803493314736,0.0,0.0,0.12413854661184305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503482616555048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608061764563097,0.0,0.14249257616113634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524657838044546,0.0
anxiety,cakeweefs,2020/02/27,"Backsliding, trigger drawing my focus is my cat ): My anxiety had been well-controlled for nearly six years, since I found the right medication. In the last year or so, I've been having more frequent anxiety attacks, and some other signs that the meds aren't working as well. (I'm working on finding a psychiatrist - American with no insurance here.)

Right now, the focus is on my cat, who I love *so so much* but who seems to have gotten needier as my anxiety has ramped up. I mean, I'm talking I can't even type this out without one hand on her, or she'll knock my phone out of my hand - I finally got my first scratch this week thanks to it dropping that way. I like to think that she's trying to comfort me, but it's definitely having the opposite affect. -_-",2.6365963566634747,4.8202008523489965,4.162056567593481,84.17880872483222,77.38926174496645,7.478619367209972,27.42138063279004,8.418075326091056,2.09327766059444,593,25,116,12,14,197,99,149,0.11900000000000001,0.775,0.106,0.4361,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,1,0,6,0,12,4,2,2,0,18,22,10,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,6,3,18,5,18,15,3,20,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,4,9,82,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878176499729287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224407085117834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953029522895445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161255629749647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511407372848626,0.15444861629607656,0.1437379848517348,0.0,0.18528259577162812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351522057880042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774478306418927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255720795540603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251495549800195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840734749255804,0.1877034959434513,0.17023393451588198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422292620484865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450815542010385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28862338917008856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538369875094204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978558408911912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582320351639315,0.0,0.155578067389213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827833543564047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472926771064552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341318956549927,0.13554903662324025,0.0,0.3038744139122676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628948639901261,0.0,0.2460452098032614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764073642247614
anxiety,kmw920,2020/02/27,"Living in Hong Kong: I've been feeling so stagnant...Jobless, having OCDs, GAD, depression and choking anxiety (BMI 13-14)  28 yo. I've been looking for an admin job/office job in school setting/some private companies since I finished the contract with a school in December, 2019. However due to the coronavirus epidemic schools remain shut until April, 20. Also lots of companies ask their employees to work after CNY.

Been spending lots of time at home...

I've generalized anxiety disorder, depression, choking anxiety and OCD cough, throat clearing and spitting. I've been on some new medication since December, 2019 after taking Tianeptine and Bromazepam for 14 months (all prescribed by psychiatrists).

Alas...",6.805077041602466,9.993217550847461,6.693636363636365,66.17902157164872,68.40677966101694,10.053620955315873,39.54083204930663,10.230975488527342,5.365040677966103,573,34,75,17,11,181,85,118,0.174,0.813,0.012,-0.9565,5,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,4,2,0,2,12,9,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,16,5,4,15,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,3,9,37,2,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216167074162852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792798376326964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449965918278194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846835182644306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894070189458069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356251335646027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165773404339257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279983108215378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593126085084762,0.0,0.13878025233908128,0.0,0.0,0.2810033189453886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648623147313124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191225753240818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961313345054245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017683893711103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27341640402603434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425806373395497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636684737005012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031426010522965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,speedway9,2020/02/27,"Suffocating for air, unless I force a yawn Anyone else feel starved for air randomly? Eg if I’m having an awesome day I can go to boxing and skip rope like a tiger on meth.

But at university I’ll walk up a flight of stairs and almost pass out of exhaustion. I’ll breathe in but it feels like no air has entered my body, until I really calm down and force a yawn out of myself.

Anyone else experience this? Better yet anyone know the science behind it?",2.6834340659340654,4.600610461538462,4.40668956043956,83.72893543956044,76.25274725274723,7.187362637362638,22.36401098901099,8.07648339933343,1.176680219780219,356,10,71,6,8,120,66,91,0.071,0.7609999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.8805,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,6,0,3,5,2,0,0,14,8,8,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,16,8,0,18,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,3,5,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279009918154115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774138588187919,0.4663907802544256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128705235900934,0.0,0.25280393685374536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467783205459515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802486239544695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262911580262826,0.0,0.0,0.2301551913025336,0.1625921123032083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934605055158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507887427046346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238037796661653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458015697338798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Potnotman,2020/02/27,"Experience weaning off ssris What are your experiences going off your meds like?
I've tried a few times past few years to get off Lexapro but everytime the panic/anxiety comes creeping back and slowly ramps up, making me remember how much worse the anxiety is than side effects of the meds.

Last attempt as i got down to almost 0 dose a week for month or 2 it started coming back, this time I did the slowest weaning off and I felt great for 2months on almost nothing but then I started feeling it triggering more and more, sleep started getting worse stomach getting more upset and just more anxiety and panic.",7.081541353383461,7.810209885964916,6.9087969924812045,74.53657894736844,64.17543859649122,9.321303258145363,37.338345864661655,9.23628265651192,3.5842872180451133,493,24,82,8,7,156,79,114,0.168,0.759,0.073,-0.9175,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,2,6,0,3,3,2,4,0,20,16,11,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,7,2,14,13,7,24,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,14,54,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754118406644942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156061364167965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148802266021927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369217547459379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690409290468229,0.0,0.0,0.069533994093431,0.0,0.1320402914344371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554479749925134,0.0,0.07815550424183011,0.0,0.10998691137429484,0.15161574054843138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209675164988793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671850841187411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179533792797004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305506338614417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097667574571642,0.0,0.10109265990508118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195367466481756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226990194712998,0.0,0.0,0.13127792887103193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578279216105198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376188206674857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292011041883722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037745938175735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336671736991008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030985244396672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802882499078783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855805293286523
anxiety,lifeisamess,2020/02/27,"My worse fear came true and now I’m feeling even more anxious My long distance bf of more than 5 years just left me because he thought I was just unhappy with him and he got upset that I said he hasn’t been here for me. I can understand where he is coming from because I know I would feel like crap if he told me I wasn’t there for him but I wanted him to understand how I was feeling. For the last couple of months I’ve just been so stressed at work and home and that’s been causing more anxiety. And my anxiety manifests mostly as anger. I get easily irritated and I snap at everyone and everything for the slightest things. 

Tonight I snapped at him and I told him that he makes me feel worse at times when I feel like he isn’t listening to me and isn’t there for me when I need him. And he took that as me simply being unhappy with him. I’m not Unhappy with him, he’s the only person that makes me calm down and I feel less tense when I’m Skyping with him. But my anxiety (and depression) have been getting worse lately and I’ve just been having these terrible mood swings that I have honestly never experienced before. I just feel like I need him now more than ever and he has been with me every single night. 

I pushed him away and now I’m feeling even more anxious and I don’t know what to do. I’ve emailed him a bunch of times and tried calling him but he’s not responding. 

Don’t know if this is the right place to post this. I just need to find a way to calm down right now enough to sleep and think straight.",2.9389622641509447,4.11733052201258,3.9378773584905673,90.42964622641512,73.9685534591195,7.689937106918241,24.885220125786162,8.212053250817874,1.2292050314465417,1198,37,270,19,24,387,137,318,0.161,0.74,0.1,-0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,23,15,2,3,6,0,24,2,2,4,3,67,59,30,0,7,13,0,8,3,1,1,0,2,1,1,11,25,0,0,16,0,0,4,9,7,0,0,16,11,47,7,32,41,10,37,0,1,0,0,33,13,1,3,21,178,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631873242377076,0.2228119070739405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265126791383456,0.0,0.0,0.12022857716002852,0.0,0.08391340356148284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069610309715103,0.11278835034440432,0.0,0.1013039269744542,0.0,0.08494738382859676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911471405495957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493624838810981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189480875791987,0.0,0.13026747114572745,0.08920217121590257,0.08308669950710636,0.09423007462496244,0.08862806594484904,0.0,0.0,0.11096836842311024,0.39889833783979,0.211349968829368,0.0,0.0,0.09013157360726973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304367738094623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887076800231464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891806264683868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258732237254572,0.08038371823265571,0.11124108991934084,0.0,0.10714459467584182,0.0,0.0,0.1445337208728177,0.0,0.0,0.0872704457381274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316514612683825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871289732201414,0.0,0.0,0.21936349391145965,0.0760573346783189,0.0,0.0,0.09254272724621757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500052731039497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610609789988903,0.1030308287230661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444512457912066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684319411181693,0.09380466721884227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986853975804446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296220954847187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551487905170847,0.06318798442118505,0.0,0.07828864329109637,0.11500544231716152,0.0,0.0,0.18846014924992488,0.10956398202106343,0.06695255474317179,0.0,0.0,0.2053216775574245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816519813296293,0.0782753456536969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179229723750565,0.0,0.3014888215702583,0.0700526838083115,0.0,0.0,0.06350429846907313
anxiety,Tachine20,2020/02/27,"Panic Attacks from Fear of Being Alone. Feeling Lost... So, all my life I’ve been rejected by almost everyone who meets me, have found it tougher than anything to make a friend, and if I managed to do that no matter how hard I tried to and lived to make them happy, they always left in the end. The same went for boyfriends, but for the past two years, I was actually in a serious relationship with the one I considered my best friend. We started out long-distance, then met a few times after 8mths, and moved in together at 1y2mths. Even though he was my only friend too, I felt okay with that because he told me he would keep me until the end of time, and the first man I trusted in hearing it. I truly loved him.

On Saturday though, he finally broke things off with me, just like the rest. During our relationship, most times I had to beg him to even acknowledge I was living there too, to tell me he loved me, or just plain give me a cuddle, for example. Then he said having to “reassure” me like that sent him into a mental breakdown, so he couldn’t do it anymore. I just think saying hello to your gf when you come home from work, and not looking straight at your phone when she starts crying in front of you/reaching out to you, is just called being a boyfriend and not a lot to ask...

So, anyway, I started thinking about the future today, wrote down what I want in a partner after I’ve healed. But then I started shaking and sobbing, pleading to the universe, my body felt like it was catching on fire. And I’d just realised... What’s the point? I can meet someone tomorrow, seven months from now, in ten year’s time, but my anxiety will always be there. People forever say manage it, but I’m only anxious if I feel alone or like I’m constantly losing you, so how do I work on that without a guy around? What if I get invested in someone else, then he’s also emotionally closed off, I lose another important person, and it only keeps going and going on that way? I try to be accepting, but this is difficult! Been hyperventilating and staring at the ceiling for too long now, could I please have some help? Thank you for reading!",6.820316771533957,6.024760692124107,7.017202213061408,78.67474669125625,64.99045346062053,9.909351269255806,33.12660013018008,9.095868883498916,2.6686601431980908,1666,59,330,24,22,539,231,419,0.10800000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9875,0,3,0,0,0,0,63.0,2,6,2,7,28,28,1,3,20,1,24,6,1,4,1,66,60,37,0,7,18,0,6,4,5,2,2,4,1,4,17,21,0,2,9,1,1,9,5,12,0,5,17,12,47,16,56,35,8,69,0,6,2,3,53,26,1,9,37,231,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.08208193093237202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422678993742733,0.17423092702349974,0.0,0.06726495245622656,0.13997712695447093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881995741593457,0.06434603947020866,0.09502348930732868,0.08341726690321465,0.0,0.0,0.06921764353349114,0.07487819899569596,0.07863408635132828,0.09569041975088292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127436440104639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882711636570251,0.0,0.0,0.09343032654277003,0.0,0.0,0.0858885434050567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245570422987767,0.0,0.09089602367495317,0.0,0.06715720320186287,0.0,0.09239392914259878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026542692659556,0.09461554593200656,0.14899789795248852,0.0,0.0,0.11111138371434487,0.0,0.0,0.08037335711670453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465025194372474,0.08505988849117414,0.0,0.1615229013116104,0.09214142906174401,0.0,0.07154627991235263,0.0,0.09222531172701492,0.19495595431399432,0.0,0.04394545114030563,0.08068863423395432,0.09560645210239113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328486732827102,0.0,0.08953960863590256,0.07534852124585856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480120587312328,0.0,0.05637901727678137,0.0,0.08437196729440757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952659095211812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138877163453617,0.0,0.059411337558500976,0.16437300454023987,0.0,0.14854623534836384,0.14887431064787388,0.07063354316775489,0.1882013507256914,0.0918190254934538,0.07150966987189329,0.15183011934020935,0.0,0.11229185537179467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476588947766248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671380112064223,0.0893985639410966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699699038068884,0.1919146574843943,0.0,0.0986882134785679,0.0,0.0,0.08029515733065869,0.05831320451889516,0.07344402712168033,0.0,0.09233056379758844,0.07951375609942098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413553295608818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806112751251508,0.0,0.0,0.08001050670500455,0.13377970283189095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253695556266452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381418085226653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351826913961912,0.07743973848758984,0.0,0.0,0.055880787439021584,0.10779213446623527,0.16528074058414008,0.0,0.1961873323885309,0.0,0.0797290717136096,0.08037335711670453,0.0,0.11421410019393373,0.0,0.08216595505265839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961189153156069,0.06676480237012837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797338126378661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108170952406049,0.0,0.12247019790792067,0.0,0.0,0.05975129909551687,0.0,0.0,0.10833173335826893
anxiety,WatergateBaby,2020/02/27,"Advise needed on ways to prevent rumination about recent experience I recently went through a very stressful and emotional experience that lasted several days and was wondering if anybody has any advise/tips on preventing the memory of this from becoming something I constantly think about. I have the tendency to ruminate, and this causes me a great deal of continued stress. Any input into things that may help would be much appreciated.",14.157625570776256,12.221443575342471,13.297260273972599,43.06817351598176,51.602739726027394,17.952511415525112,50.36073059360729,15.903189008614273,8.484766210045661,363,19,46,15,3,120,58,73,0.094,0.742,0.16399999999999998,0.6778,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,10,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,11,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,6,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24426114922427825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834826866945326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449325882110754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407810037142886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582374301337565,0.1851542801158458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201989787535085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513562139164277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980038232768708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037856147607034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639367471549322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202279060227556,0.13316721627291886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546562577839368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028909247051355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826079695837826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114503116643409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931475806035036,0.11507705093348986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818446050269315,0.0,0.14255393681471806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648611351062675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947628231228917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757894299812414,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anewsome13,2020/02/27,tossing and turning any tips on how to deal with anxiety before bed? I have quite literally been trying to sleep for 2.5 hours. :) : ) brain won’t stop :) for even a second :),1.7043749999999989,4.387680687500001,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,85.875,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7385374999999996,130,4,25,2,4,42,30,32,0.098,0.677,0.226,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544829137708887,0.0,0.24236623838693697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695902688252969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35367561492818395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32662724644340546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092564541231896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120036311656493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369767978046241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170485492624586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648754937638524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150998108249434,0.3446089063839084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angeliclovee,2020/02/27,"Panic attack I have an anxiety disorder. I have the daily anxiety attacks over stupid shit and the occasional panic attack when overwhelmed. When I have them they get BAD! I just had one about an hour ago. I was so upset and worked up that I puked and all of a sudden my body went numb and my head felt strange. I started having a panic attack. He got me to sit outside for a minute to calm down but it came back because my dumbass doesn't know how to calm down but this time 10 times worse. I got real tense, started shaking uncontrollably and apparently going in and out of consciousness a few times. My head felt so weird and I couldn't breathe normally. I couldn't really talk. He said my eyes were rolling in the back of my head. He said it looked like a seizure. I've had this happen before like twice but he said it was never as intense and he thought I took all my meds and was overdosing, which I didn't. Anyone else have severe panic attacks like this?",2.266381578947368,4.545698291666671,3.346885964912281,89.06565789473686,79.10416666666666,6.333771929824562,22.605263157894736,7.475848149327749,0.9216312500000003,760,24,154,11,19,244,111,192,0.305,0.624,0.07,-0.9921,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,9,23,7,8,10,0,15,8,7,1,3,28,33,18,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,11,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,18,0,2,18,7,22,5,16,13,3,26,0,1,2,0,11,7,1,0,16,97,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287135968983407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303593565954106,0.0,0.0,0.06536889530024605,0.09578937494258044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317797659115733,0.0,0.14377280910362916,0.07805846991604455,0.05698934035285505,0.0,0.07955129518611183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384395283729048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692522256266533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714520317436876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809712274223139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952604006223682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048843555668600935,0.0,0.05313131330284135,0.0,0.1495415864596734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267101835382759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878365903608916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206672433003013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137849070838535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702035915008753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850626875509578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384395283729048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210361188163117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159826730235927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334980300267151,0.0,0.0,0.43875150886360265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640966787202663,0.059890726068111966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667851304455863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561468751313713,0.09596395934817434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234239699191322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514201197624587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421892937052696,0.16354059366234466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386846803487522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666419594299607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680602858093505,0.0,0.09527213064150436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cavboi,2020/02/27,"Writing about anxiety Hey guys! Wrote a short piece that really encapsulated my experience growing up with anxiety. I think many of you might relate to it!

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anxiety,Shortany,2020/02/27,"Work is emotionally draining me Since having my daughter in 2018, my anxiety has gone through the roof. I got pregnant, got married, got cheated on, got divorced and started fighting for child custody all within 2018. By the end of the year, I was just done, emotionally done. And my anxiety was skyrocketing. Around this time, I got a promotion at work. I was a full time manager. 2 months in, my boss told me I wasn’t “presentable enough” and said I “came into work looking like I just woke up” too often. Because of that, she asked that I step down from my position. So I did. But what she said really hit me. So within all this stress, now I have to look perfect? I started spending my money on hair products, makeup and woke up 3 hours early to make sure I got me and my daughter ready on time. My boss says “wow you’re really turning yourself around.” 
Fast forward to now:
I’m part time, barely getting by and trying to find another job because I don’t make enough to support my daughter and I. Which looks really bad in child custody court btw. I’ve been applying for months now. No luck. Anyway, over the months, my boss started cutting my hours lower and lower because my work performance is dwindling. I constantly feel drained, overtired and overwhelmed. I can’t sleep. 
Yesterday I had a yearly review at work, my boss was telling me left and right everything I’m doing wrong. My work performance, my “just do my job and go home” attitude, my forgetfulness and on and on. I immediately broke down. I cried and told her what I’m going through. She reasoned with me, said she would bump my hours if I started being the “old me”. She said “just think of your job as an escape from reality”. Ugh. 
After that conversation, I’ve just been feeling numb. Sort of like I lost myself somewhere in that conversation. It’s weird and it’s honestly scaring me. Sure extra hours is great, but that means extra babysitting time I have to pay for. And extra energy that I need to have that I can’t produce. I can’t think of my job as an escape from reality when work does nothing but drag me down more and more. Every morning I wake up, think about an excuse for calling in but end up going anyway. I feel like my boss is asking so much of me that I can’t give her. I can’t afford to be fired. I can’t afford to quit. I’m stuck. I just can’t see myself being the “old me” anymore. It seriously feels like she threatened me. “If you don’t be the old you, then I’m cutting your hours again” “If you don’t act right, I’m gonna cause you to lose your kid”. 
I really don’t know how to explain it. I never reach out to anyone. I don’t think therapy would help me. I hate talking to others about my emotions. I feel like a lost cause and I don’t know what to do anymore.",2.2360251748251727,4.343962701818185,3.681909090909091,87.5037867132867,78.34545454545454,6.4125874125874125,24.57692307692308,7.468242284971852,1.1784433566433563,2146,77,435,30,52,706,236,550,0.11599999999999999,0.797,0.087,-0.9158,8,0,0,0,4,0,71.0,0,7,0,16,23,31,5,3,14,0,42,4,3,12,6,76,103,33,0,6,13,3,7,5,0,3,1,5,1,3,19,24,0,0,15,0,3,8,16,18,0,0,30,16,88,13,63,65,12,75,0,5,4,0,41,31,0,6,43,285,107,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303841466201977,0.0919794082146801,0.0,0.1192407630340022,0.04203553657785265,0.0,0.0,0.1070345974439324,0.1124034484118619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019558082320462,0.109941164981311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138666388687033,0.06875837634219642,0.0,0.1235144146462371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496563374782817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603622379198595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526092078185808,0.12304209928508575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028722045922672,0.10649247872704193,0.12423484493743685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050651565842535926,0.0,0.054029710463083004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519860093690609,0.12884380924365685,0.0,0.0,0.054946283365961926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031408899622205014,0.05767016033617764,0.10249843997727144,0.0,0.28848862132348385,0.06627972882595552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059353560765997834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040295476516814116,0.0,0.06030272947289126,0.0,0.29601801746858425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386292720943122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660779845083007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531781288810316,0.0,0.0,0.14685180906782971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145061500678922,0.06725607748153306,0.1312506519013752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025776325525127,0.0,0.0,0.06548555471697777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395558585240598,0.0,0.0441932616004536,0.044576346239206435,0.04636630312818197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768433899235372,0.0,0.18924953265087305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510136741775059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394233505960499,0.0,0.0,0.15405117646531788,0.06181077722913138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267999097501046,0.2287419433511608,0.04780782935098178,0.06018808042119893,0.0,0.04790584443209052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972979686081105,0.0,0.060160891489199175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702058339521404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886436491767722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682205986226779,0.1133200181454663,0.0,0.0,0.0483201494908701,0.052545323256146456,0.0,0.06874957237261932,0.0,0.0,0.15408340311281932,0.0,0.0,0.17527491669347894,0.0,0.0,0.11488964798283112,0.0,0.0408158195597805,0.06539055003217062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063636664423029,0.0,0.0,0.08541145929282119,0.06572902191492774,0.0,0.07742736621558056
anxiety,mega_tronn,2020/02/27,"Heart palpitations/tightness in chest? Hi everyone! Lately I have been getting heart flutterings (I think called heart palpitations) and sometimes a tightness in my chest. Happens randomly, and for some reason at the gym today. I was wondering if this happens to anyone here, or if there's any explanation. I have had high anxiety my whole life also. Thank you!",5.029216589861754,8.361225516129032,5.373963133640554,72.30951612903227,76.09677419354837,8.704147465437789,31.43778801843318,9.23628265651192,3.7634949308755767,290,14,43,8,7,92,48,62,0.028999999999999998,0.919,0.052000000000000005,0.3365,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,5,1,0,11,11,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,1,5,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,6,2,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680666192295594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483882634185445,0.0,0.14043609513782793,0.0,0.0,0.12836148282751791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874528992334715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541593110503734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591153718282944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32467351494980257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6526197817440235,0.0,0.1939594455949339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708313606886453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296660419557629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887479895768227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815625960675104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690132690563933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176288904153798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400976956176406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495744568953486,0.0,0.0,0.19908169867294895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Any_Lemon,2020/02/27,Welcome back ol friend Ugh I was doing so good. Better than I have in a long time. But now I’m feeling a little more anxious  again every day that goes by. It was good while it lasted  :(,-0.3807692307692321,1.8146432307692355,1.6725128205128217,96.96415384615385,91.05128205128204,3.12,15.492307692307696,3.1291,-1.1723784615384618,142,3,31,0,5,47,33,39,0.14800000000000002,0.499,0.353,0.8921,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,5,3,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35313493432110743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24036051564161426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764582680693923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015930970855196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633684757580105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580536473384105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415043502191953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243671789854699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548005573970985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132948246832996,0.0,0.2766301274346195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822723024661489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway3578999532,2020/02/27,Does anyone else get like this I really just wNt to know I’m not alone with these kind of thoughts but for some reason I always feel like I could go into a state of psychosis or develop schizophrenia even though in reality neither of these are probably happening I say probably because I really just don’t know I’m not having delusions or even hallucinations but I just don’t even feel like myself I feel like this all started from my first panick attack when smoking I’ve since stopped but I can’t even sleep right now I don’t feel right in my head ever,3.873693693693696,5.690432765765767,4.740720720720724,83.040990990991,72.69369369369369,7.816216216216216,25.84684684684685,8.515128840125781,1.7714576576576582,451,15,87,8,9,146,69,111,0.061,0.818,0.121,0.6564,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,0,1,0,7,2,2,1,2,25,20,7,0,1,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,5,12,5,10,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,10,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918224525118334,0.0,0.0,0.1198530159921688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071628280042592,0.1475862446761686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386656389126006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780559153133294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500440856969756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605058205333455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032713515928953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805488722042106,0.13029264080978512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913242869727058,0.3087071222425009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252055199424845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525507878176797,0.0,0.08186138608566723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737430586335702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782683875332775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999574130832424,0.15832149453580613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281483136144808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105994752453765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845517283439881,0.14809735348550984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246019150720988,0.0,0.11454657780019603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191515725025875,0.0,0.1441442611189204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019524211071806,0.0,0.0,0.1204240878121583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151880150298887,0.11435185871343145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brostfu_iamthinking,2020/02/27,"panicking over a jacket😐 my jacket that i wear every single day to school smells super gross and my mom is going to wash it but she said it wouldn’t be ready by the time i have to leave for school. i’m having a panic attack right now and i don’t even understand why. i’ve always been like this with my jackets though. through my seventh and eighth grade years, i wore the same sweatshirt every single day, even 90 degree weather, and whenever it had to be washed or i lost it somewhere i would have the worst anxiety about it. i’m in 9th now and when my mom said i needed a new jacket, it was so hard for me to process that i wasn’t going to be able to wear my gross stanky ass sweatshirt anymore. i’m pretty sure my mindset is just like, “if you’ve been wearing the same jacket every day for the whole year and you come to school wearing a different one, everyone will look at you and think you’re weird and trying to stand out???” I DON’T EVEN GET IT LIKE I KNOW MYSELF THAT NOBODY WILL CARE IF IM WEARING A BLACK SWEATSHIRT INSTEAD OF A GREY JACKET!! but there’s this voice in my head that just keeps telling me that changing my appearance ONCE will impact my life FOREVER. i don’t know, does anybody else have something similar like this happen to them?",4.013098039215683,5.030571898039216,4.465196078431372,88.28171568627451,71.19607843137257,7.0784313725490176,25.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,0.9719411764705884,994,28,205,9,18,314,140,255,0.141,0.733,0.125,-0.5415,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,2,13,14,1,1,11,0,22,10,7,0,1,30,43,16,0,5,7,2,1,4,0,5,3,3,0,0,15,11,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,7,0,1,9,8,28,7,23,26,6,21,0,1,3,1,9,6,1,4,14,131,43,4,0.11628156098892832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675557386442198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895507587990155,0.0,0.11532006271349456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228706257609574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185568011880037,0.0,0.12301047314152988,0.10016626851889708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497596131300052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148948196477508,0.0,0.0,0.1017587776290226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713832328224124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304086230669999,0.0,0.2939166909473217,0.11111201466174234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075231627227477,0.0,0.13217098163926505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028274003567568,0.0,0.10416543861983844,0.0,0.11933842880579795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560403988409122,0.0,0.0,0.10335639422195454,0.0,0.0,0.1278106097879571,0.0,0.0,0.12312538335531305,0.0,0.0,0.08213310538078655,0.22723718836268295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764722497121177,0.0,0.12693505998563226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723751176932799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622130407498106,0.0,0.11230545619937687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383606743360152,0.0787953951165497,0.0,0.0,0.13643135755857053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830015150151996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993038177328898,0.22122078542000345,0.0,0.0,0.3530494430911607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951922665234707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959399509631684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163520962159127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450852903806089,0.11424604327788962,0.0,0.0678047133241868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894754698935245,0.0,0.0,0.12105320587897805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492602235268744,0.12982421019019344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826030846455632,0.0,0.0,0.1497630256722749
anxiety,UpstairsCycle,2020/02/27,feeling anxiety due to no socializion about two months ago i moved and left all my old friends behind. i haven’t really talked to anyone in person besides my own parents and it’s been quite lonely ☹️. i’ve started to have a feeling of impending doom or like something terrible is going to happen and i wonder if it’s due to no socialization? has anyone else experienced this?,3.4630528375733864,5.928560315068495,5.126457925636012,76.88287671232878,75.98630136986301,8.007045009784736,28.23679060665361,8.841846274778883,2.7045475538160466,305,13,52,7,7,103,56,73,0.19399999999999998,0.695,0.111,-0.7545,1,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,11,5,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,3,5,2,9,10,2,10,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,3,7,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562900781353573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882779695835815,0.0,0.0,0.3086241658714515,0.22612372295123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435877838057027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231757183771542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050510304256156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542362215567718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515607510272134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397811133182895,0.0,0.0,0.10781833841072344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761532274164858,0.2345593097210605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315777867605109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505092788679425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926986245119864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473174637719305,0.0,0.0,0.14138012652125295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496639708934388,0.0,0.16989849844584745,0.0,0.0,0.15620602770421899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738284134644242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558276609926075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393296721095482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nolawsfordaws,2020/02/27,"Second semester nursing senior about to graduate TL;DR- overstressed nursing student about to graduate with no job, not thriving in school, and it’s bleeding into my love/social life. 

As the title entails, I am a second semester nursing student who is graduating in May. I’m in a class we call high acuity which is essentially an 8 week crash course on everything we need to know about ICU care. It’s intense (4 exams in 8 weeks), fast paced, and has a clinical component where every other Saturday (that was always before exams) I had a 12 hour clinical. Long story short, I have not been thriving this semester. Almost everyday I feel like I’m struggling to keep my head above water. On top of this rigorous course, I’m prepping for NCLEX weekly, applying for full time jobs, and prepping for my synthesis where I work 36h a week to meet the required clinical hours to graduate. 

I’ve had a TOUGH group of patients in clinical including coding a 27 year old and talking a 16 yo who was paralyzed by a GSW through a central and art line insertion. Meanwhile, surgeons and physicians are discussing plan of care. This 16 yo is begging not to be cut open and none of the doctors are answering his questions. I heard the most heartbreaking “I’m scared” and it rattled me to my core. This boy had no family in the room (they were in waiting when we recognized the emergent situation) and there were 15 people around him talking about things he couldn’t comprehend. I held this boy’s hand for as long as I could before I was pulled out of the room to give a presentation that I lost points on bc I was “distracted.” Ugh. I know this is my future and I know it’s the right career path for me bc of the love I felt for that boy in that moment.

Many of my friends are accepting jobs and as happy as I am for them, it freaks me out and makes me feel behind and that I’m not doing this process right. 
2 years ago, I signed a contract that said I promised to work for anywhere at my University hospital for 6 months per semester they paid for. Sounds great right? I thought so too. Now, right before graduation, they have changed the contract bc there are holes in staffing and they want us to fill them. We are now required to work for “areas of need” within the hospital for one year. My love and passion is with kids and trauma. I did an externship in the trauma icu this past summer on top of shadowing in the PICU. Neither of these floors are areas of need. They’re all med surg floors which are super important but SO BORING AND NEEDY to me. I like critical thinking and problem solving and med surg floors don’t offer what I want. I’m unsure what my future looks like now and I’ve had to restart my application process- putting me further behind. Will I like the job I end up with or will it just facilitate my bedside burnout? I’d like to do bedside nursing for 5ish years and I don’t want my first year to put a bad taste in my mouth. And today I failed my third exam, after performing poorly on my first two, it makes me feel like I’m not cut out for this shit. I love critical care but I’m not doing well in the class and it sucks. But I got an A in OB and hated it? It doesn’t make sense.

After I failed my exam, my boyfriend picked me up, and took me to Kroger. He bought the ingredients to make my favorite dinner and cupcake mix. I started crying right there. He is the sweetest and kindest human that I’ve ever met. It gives me anxiety when he does all these super sweet things bc I feel like I don’t deserve him, especially now. I am irritable everyday and not a lot is making me happy. I’ve lost my motivation and patience with this semester and even though I try to be introspective and aware when I’m feeling frustrated, some of it shoots through and I can see that it hurts him. I then want to cry bc I didn’t mean to hurt him and I’m just frustrated with bad day after bad day. Nothing ever gets him down and he’s so compassionate and understanding. I couldn’t have asked for someone better. But I can’t compete with all the love he shows me. I feel like I should be showing him that much love back and I just don’t have the time or energy right now. I know he’s in it for the long haul but I can’t help but feel anxious when he’s sweet to me and I hate it. I’ve explained all of this to him and that I feel like he is my love and nothing makes me happier than being with him but this also feels like this is one of the worst times of my life because I’m so anxious and stressed constantly. I feel like it shouldn’t be the worst bc he’s so awesome? And I feel bad and get anxious from having those thoughts (vicious cycle)

Small things are turning into big things and I used to be able to convince myself they were just small things. Now, small things spiral into HUGE things and I can’t talk myself out of my irrational thoughts. I tried to call my student clinic for a anxiety consult and the next available appointment is one month from now. Same as local providers. 

Please help.",3.5140809467035328,5.1113971793587165,4.400162096344591,86.01620215113773,73.19839679358721,7.538134496841785,27.061769107835932,8.18999392714095,1.6927839070546158,3947,144,799,62,79,1274,400,998,0.14800000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.149,-0.8626,4,0,0,1,0,0,86.0,5,0,7,21,38,68,9,4,42,0,67,25,4,9,6,151,148,72,0,13,20,0,13,11,1,5,11,3,2,5,56,65,3,5,27,3,3,5,23,33,1,9,28,21,110,35,120,106,14,126,0,7,2,7,66,62,2,8,70,515,166,32,0.048256288649903833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04277628827029305,0.0,0.048321702476425296,0.0,0.0,0.03859053659881121,0.040153097887404524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738318574678121,0.16354761170377222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04295832782572629,0.04511311576752799,0.0,0.0,0.037106107288843546,0.16116794142458485,0.029416585662303537,0.0,0.12318764219239912,0.0,0.0,0.04267876580513832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855013217613924,0.0,0.14760150717487272,0.0,0.051048754836066426,0.0,0.0,0.0521479046699302,0.0,0.038528719837003164,0.0,0.10601453428234378,0.062242628072066375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939235622720845,0.042229403390921474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042740748518504235,0.0,0.0,0.03187282353736404,0.08730115161700354,0.040658004464207316,0.0,0.04336964065507902,0.0,0.04549173423942145,0.0,0.268398124286949,0.2413201157748758,0.04633360470051797,0.0,0.0,0.08209354894774344,0.0,0.0,0.03728268890601605,0.0,0.050423838229421085,0.0925836584673083,0.0,0.0,0.03859496232919085,0.053202728596183364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273943317972783,0.0,0.09528618902296593,0.04952487409441388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469034616624461,0.05098541841271855,0.0,0.0,0.09504544766208502,0.0,0.10331871012004636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915476816701574,0.0428924065945656,0.0,0.0,0.10608157692405132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816968756285585,0.2593314362655682,0.0,0.0,0.12811589075495775,0.04052312880905986,0.0,0.10535487900859458,0.041025770948935766,0.3048722919048533,0.0,0.19326868434019945,0.04892430256700327,0.0,0.05256524515552222,0.10720371617697898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703541841700964,0.0,0.035473924597415066,0.10734427974207132,0.0,0.0,0.051321110434831424,0.0,0.0,0.09260642087776944,0.0,0.05063685735658402,0.0,0.09809913021522353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606608782920882,0.033454834516456686,0.0,0.0,0.05297091384608395,0.04561779058508219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617475108382213,0.0,0.0970217971390264,0.05405808725836556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472636410348176,0.0459027810849674,0.0,0.04831296331617331,0.048837940393997636,0.03845401429122021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953438683762483,0.0,0.05424209030172824,0.0,0.0,0.040887396775487916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03415604948015653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527741560748448,0.050447950460449364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635973070320005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441533753666293,0.030920681263323875,0.04741155858797056,0.11493030872482375,0.0844158899356575,0.0,0.045741319180379256,0.0,0.053614512269171605,0.06552570473461013,0.05248898490897785,0.04713938209797061,0.05023649833397405,0.05804637360572691,0.0416779396031243,0.0,0.0,0.113851237292161,0.0,0.15483313592197112,0.0,0.04338819884355104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539345860026186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537733872983464
anxiety,genevly,2020/02/27,"Recurrence anxiety Long story short I had cancer about a year ago. (18F). Now no matter what I’m doing, I’m subconsciously thinking about the cancer coming back. Whether it’s an ache or I’m having a good time with family, I’m always over taken by a strong fear and sadness. Idk what to do. I’ve been talking to a therapist but it’s the same conversation every time. My future is ruined from this stupid illness. I feel so hopeless.",1.3844598930481276,4.0280073176470585,3.5271657754010697,83.53770053475938,87.58823529411768,5.9144385026737964,20.668449197860962,7.348242739294969,1.0761764705882355,342,11,62,6,11,116,65,85,0.341,0.605,0.055,-0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,7,0,6,3,0,0,0,10,14,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,1,3,2,8,11,1,11,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396102523428904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23838725420456305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916831702411987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029739911007185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24679055440874356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24138486332581596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700825138012876,0.3223871522662934,0.14486076190828445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402988806227724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25353955256194977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027427655438334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332643423459674,0.0,0.18357478481904305,0.0,0.0,0.3341157265860428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449374565959212
anxiety,Noodlekneez,2020/02/27,"Chest pains ?? I’ve been having insane chest pains , stabbing feeling for two weeks. Thought it was all types of things from acid reflux to asthma... well today I went to the hospital cause I couldn’t take it. All the test came out fine and diagnosed it as anxiety..... I’ve had anxiety all my life but never had a physical system like this.. ? has anyone else experience this?? I was sure I was having a heart attack.",1.6581012658227865,4.345517151898736,3.0251772151898737,87.44434810126585,86.34177215189872,6.197974683544303,19.292405063291138,7.554174236665415,0.8681584810126584,321,9,61,6,10,104,58,79,0.145,0.73,0.125,-0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,4,0,10,8,3,1,5,13,15,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,9,2,5,4,7,5,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095313824300239,0.0,0.0,0.14145902871827712,0.20728929070424867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301554855175922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313873908948147,0.0,0.20782688352512754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053391906262884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900305685243147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978968429850429,0.0,0.0,0.10229341654433388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397369221520928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289670038677188,0.09883786894349796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603303156657108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305416901112323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067366573882435,0.0,0.1521110526954628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440498847863727,0.0,0.0,0.16061060253569304,0.0,0.0,0.19176510310943048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976263175288952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162279929869018,0.0,0.1818999227406421,0.18754230014807255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scorpiongrl,2020/02/27,"Nothing gives me more anxiety than dating and idk how to deal with it I’ve had anxiety since I was a baby, and as I’ve gotten older it’s just presented in different ways. Now being close to 30, dating is my biggest anxiety trigger. I start compulsively worrying about every little detail (Why didn’t I say this this? He hasn’t used an emoji today is he upset? Does he hate me? Etc.) I also start obsessively monitoring social media, even though he only uses FB. It’s like my mind won’t shut off and I keep replaying the same thoughts and situations over and over. I’ve been on antidepressants and been in therapy for almost a year but nothing helps when I get like this. Any suggestions?",2.5823560767590585,5.110065977611941,4.786140724946698,77.79611940298506,79.5223880597015,8.007675906183369,23.750533049040516,8.841846274778883,2.194521961620469,547,19,98,14,14,189,95,134,0.128,0.833,0.039,-0.7562,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,2,4,0,10,0,0,4,0,19,20,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,1,10,2,13,11,3,21,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,12,60,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111494940908133,0.0,0.0,0.12866914932933304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094153724243696,0.0,0.3692569395658751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587758289993104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681029585477623,0.0,0.0,0.14080191388586452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794425140509842,0.10627084909212972,0.0,0.1355625318772825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840619610754438,0.15434691541906465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885232449445574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784576407376502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301250916994618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721214313399462,0.16126090845109686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245994756336626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30876972561049715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223693014001455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279516295808887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309553337703808,0.18085479581497288,0.0,0.1640140719142793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776723095359774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399956529055925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580803339251813,0.12773412308754334,0.0,0.0,0.15251139649408785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779264300097098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771242693876686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518437728831135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633985568680125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036122933830328
anxiety,nothanksbutok,2020/02/27,"I want to learn from personal experiences Hi guys! I’m in the process of writing for a video about social anxiety that depicts the rabbit hole people can fall down with overthinking, often due to anxiety. it’s about how something that is seemingly simple, like getting up in a silent room to throw something away, can spiral into overthinking about how everyone’s staring at you and you just feel out of place. Since this is a serious topic though I want to portray it accurately and with the correct nuances to truly represent what that inner dialogue can feel like and how your thoughts can take over, and would love if some of you could share, if you’re comfortable doing so, your own personal experiences with situations like this",10.795213032581444,9.257446879699252,9.823421052631584,64.1147807017544,57.64661654135338,13.678696741854635,42.46741854636593,12.45797560212912,5.407206516290727,597,27,97,16,6,189,88,133,0.034,0.802,0.165,0.9538,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,3,1,28,19,11,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,6,25,16,2,15,0,0,1,1,13,12,0,5,4,70,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830611430176948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382105438330553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771378982067793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767830197549063,0.0,0.3619465408332437,0.0,0.0,0.1870911516816572,0.13216971284899154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665901532263203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318695242255145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711566103922061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697689352291267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826121436568924,0.3230836029078449,0.19329392555409347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842428468323326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530404838940059,0.20795668166915485,0.0,0.1885923012914424,0.0,0.28485630940818096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391029500904852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176936659100207,0.14687564271384254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824495866129054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142433596553968,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cattlebell,2020/02/27,"Advice for letting go of the past? I feel scared to let go of the past since it’s all I know, and was the last time I felt safe. But I’ve been living in my head for the past 2 years and I think it’s time to let go.",-1.5565384615384623,-0.3277374230769201,0.946769230769231,106.79823076923077,86.69230769230771,4.16,12.323076923076925,3.1291,-1.9680430769230768,162,1,49,0,5,55,33,52,0.061,0.879,0.061,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,1,9,12,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,1,7,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045661440119626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337430109432804,0.0,0.17731140127540454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31485530266461875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952388618212432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014893681135168,0.1505300533461169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665103358053314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306629542885234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288629691387834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488609467637945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276027855187546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832857293593675,0.0,0.0,0.2153642024494362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892091640485801
anxiety,amireallythis,2020/02/27,"I guess I need help I never wanted to admit it. Always tried to push through and blame myself for being weak, because there are ""real"" problems out there that don't include me feeling crappy just because I have to do something I'm not completely comfortable with. But I really struggle and I admit it now. Anxiety messes with my head and completely eliminates my appetite for up to days at a time which prevents me eating or drinking anything other than water, and I don't know how to deal with this. It affects my studies, my relationships, my health, and my wellbeing and I feel like it is only getting worse. How can I be normal again?",5.906714876033059,6.928667636363637,6.5947004132231415,74.72114152892563,66.85123966942149,8.694628099173555,33.30681818181819,8.841846274778883,3.0213380165289254,508,22,84,8,8,167,83,121,0.20800000000000002,0.74,0.051,-0.9514,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,9,6,1,3,1,30,19,10,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,10,3,1,5,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,18,2,15,17,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768037107738414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496807588174948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594353098864455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310366266666906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973772895782649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222127458105006,0.1953676541856441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856392582460301,0.0,0.19390727280312986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163523459731746,0.13537986003514366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900667621532608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087571906179011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448313917560814,0.201431159465076,0.0,0.0,0.12701881455350436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414503048285044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258082700697172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051290978201889,0.14615518583364173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856711672307566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412437739284434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813272765583256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156941154052533,0.1213994690386183,0.0,0.0,0.20345361775968124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588745964012034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810804065487594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049980823569686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865903231966416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177285370476107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311814755598145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Depressedbroncosfan,2020/02/27,"My Anxiety is draining me I should be happy right now. I just got a new job today at a wonderful pet store, I have all A’s in school, and I have an amazing family. But no I’m laying in my bed stressing about everything. Ever since my sophomore year in high school anxiety has taken me over. I’m quiet at school, sit by myself, and worry about everybody’s opinion about me. I worry about the stupidest shit, like how I walk, or how I talk, or how I dress, and my acne and millions of other things. I’m even stressing over my training at my new job that doesn’t start for another week. I literally feel like someone without a voice. At school when I’m spoken too my voice feels weak, and scared. I used to be the class clown and the cool guy but now I’m the loner. In a normal school day I only talk to 1-3 people. When I used to talk to 15-20. At this point I don’t know what to do, I haven’t told Any of my family members, and I’m scared if I do they’ll just downplay it. I want to be the guy I used to be and feel like I have a voice again. I want to figure out how to deal with my anxiety because Currently I’m only 16, and I can’t live my whole life feeling like this.

Sorry for the rant 😪",1.4266300366300368,2.6150807692307687,3.6708791208791207,90.79602564102564,77.84615384615384,6.7985347985347975,21.61172161172161,7.447530270364453,0.5813644688644688,920,24,215,12,21,318,132,260,0.135,0.77,0.094,-0.7964,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,18,13,1,4,13,1,17,3,1,7,2,40,39,20,0,5,8,0,4,4,0,2,2,4,2,2,7,11,0,0,7,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,3,9,35,7,32,30,2,31,0,0,0,0,8,15,1,5,18,135,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425151063584122,0.09907340253288063,0.2168371377273745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759580805622519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093355803606582,0.09740756756377654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062404965951585664,0.08546505752473868,0.0,0.0,0.08491500432146981,0.0,0.17813985779839475,0.0,0.1910932711911532,0.20249548859224928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556648714326854,0.0,0.0,0.18710555610629412,0.0,0.10057864534577678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998262139011042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751910289213009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519252490156339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673596122262596,0.18463799853424384,0.0,0.08343000014276741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250405936226047,0.0,0.0,0.09257303539863122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371677939215696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655024430599309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931673922491949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068775311436283,0.0,0.0,0.18918743281288525,0.4781079410583417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698518615430768,0.07815710799018462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800549283194858,0.0,0.0,0.10576570433474773,0.06687537746227942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216459344107548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782496894749274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277014147254696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955860037583145,0.09028231755582103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448082830329927,0.0,0.0,0.11145674901431717,0.0,0.07578836374553392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548661732492526,0.0,0.09107800034519964,0.10246251310196601,0.0,0.1919036398974575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060843793909356514
anxiety,JMAN15010,2020/02/27,"I was wondering if anyone has similar symptoms as me. I am not asking for a medical diagnosis, as I have had ekgs and blood tests done but they all come back perfectly healthy, but for almost a year now, on a daily basis I ALWAYS feel a tightness in my chest, sometimes a strange feeling all throughout my body, and surges of energy that radiate from my chest/heart area to the rest of my body and make me get out of bed and have to walk around before my body settles down again. When I work out at the gym or am at work I feel mostly to totally fine, almost no symptoms. But whenever I try to rest and am at a relaxed state, my body and chest feel like they go into overdrive and it feels very scary. Happens so many times and I don’t know what to do.",6.178636363636365,5.112534623376625,6.705811688311687,81.2715746753247,66.40259740259741,10.037662337662338,32.23701298701299,9.188382445141503,2.5046389610389608,588,20,125,9,8,193,98,154,0.06,0.792,0.14800000000000002,0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,6,4,0,0,8,0,11,10,7,1,4,35,24,17,0,1,6,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,13,0,1,7,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,6,18,4,23,21,6,21,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,6,7,89,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753291145919707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439287445281315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612795304622074,0.0,0.0,0.1223847438982433,0.12852355757558795,0.0,0.0,0.10571224876416796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698382133111893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6108291459800421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842529501344108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068792866339766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475655400580566,0.0982144526083044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182668460826915,0.0,0.07813202849766304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157151706631456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291232737061967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555442263046419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671649035842808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176776515635487,0.1393813154076518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849482173268288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596945380554598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857849757867205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016464322222151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333867259952623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343391179486804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908924204397306,0.20017153199677773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853145255180757
anxiety,positivelypanicked,2020/02/27,"Does anyone else ever just assume people aren’t talking to them? I tend to be pretty self-conscious and socially anxious, so when someone speaks to me, I often assume that they are talking to the person next to me instead. This has led to numerous awkward occasions in which I freeze for a few seconds and try to clarify that they’re talking to me before responding.

I kind of convince myself that they wouldn’t want to talk to me, that therefore they are probably not. In hindsight, I know this is not rational, but anxiety always does seem unreasonable in hindsight.

I’ve always found it hard to tell who someone is looking at when I’m standing so close to another person. Not sure if this is common, or if I just need glasses, but regardless, my point remains.

Anyone else experience similar feelings?",8.271426174496643,8.063663483221479,8.38381711409396,68.12794043624163,61.81879194630873,10.939932885906039,40.1015100671141,10.411451182825502,4.474334899328858,645,32,102,13,8,211,95,149,0.048,0.8959999999999999,0.055,-0.1834,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,2,2,28,18,11,0,6,10,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,5,16,3,18,15,1,13,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,7,5,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318525766477895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609028612748606,0.10658023473435588,0.15739314927597992,0.0,0.1948330585122028,0.2855017941991266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855196633297625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384160878295136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327697479815691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260238811677774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628273690989706,0.0,0.0,0.07044491748450793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275835860675266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480431037233138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508145172918546,0.07656721473169692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699460717273827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330480567315242,0.0,0.0,0.14816953506436614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658768553445818,0.2432995632649372,0.0,0.0,0.13170344063849074,0.0,0.0,0.14173961172451327,0.1502116739511111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683266664674525,0.14534225742833945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202028244814788,0.2360925755068849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130845662603038,0.0,0.0,0.4479239843001431,0.12177275317452806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458985905634966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217517486056386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dotecare,2020/02/27,"Anxiety in college can be lonely. I go to a university with 60k students, and there's so many people everywhere that I feel like my brain is screaming at me unless I'm inside my apartment. It makes it hard to get up and go to class, or go and see my friends. Who are probably upset with me for ""disappearing"" or not responding when I'm so frazzled and preoccupied with nerves all the time that I can't be around. 

I want to be able to get comfortable with the people I meet, and not feel so performative around everyone. I'm an extrovert (or at least I was). I can talk to people, I just can't let my guard down. I don't really understand how it's so easy for some people on this campus. I'm trying to find a new therapist though, and hopefully I'll be able to fight my way through until the summertime.",4.89201219512195,5.018178810975608,6.347463414634148,78.76460975609757,68.8170731707317,10.462439024390244,29.81463414634146,10.355215969177356,2.862811707317073,631,22,132,16,10,216,97,164,0.099,0.8059999999999999,0.095,0.5138,0,2,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,1,1,6,0,13,1,1,2,1,30,29,18,0,2,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,1,5,16,4,25,23,3,18,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,5,5,90,23,4,0.3241105334552545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397183548186405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885270901986284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090727256254324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485075208413432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388002414687464,0.11577231493039028,0.0,0.0,0.14811557791035534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520349707829467,0.0,0.16933437656142347,0.0,0.2762992279391935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516968808963165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095744542606172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657124898092388,0.0,0.07917201759541423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817314892046036,0.16429860488192874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651398643582667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44939486915173904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472298664885366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381675352798103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913706621580606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025388485126513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815865507936705,0.0,0.0,0.15921847676036324,0.0,0.0944957292428128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100248885209716,0.0,0.0,0.168705247849399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558439502313602,0.12863192767661855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StoicHippie420,2020/02/27,"Waking up with anxiety, take a Xanax and it doesn't seem to help unless I stay awake? My anxiety has been getting a little Rocky lately, I often wake up with anxiety on my days I have to work a few hours before my alarm goes off. Usually I wake up, realize I'm having an anxiety attack, take a Xanax and fall back asleep. I then find myself waking up with anxiety multiple times again after taking the Xanax and it doesn't really seem to kick in unless I stay awake. Is this normal? Any tips in how to deal with this? I'm tired of losing sleep because of my anxiety ...",3.983152173913041,4.8934173478260865,5.612771739130436,80.42524456521744,71.17391304347825,9.228260869565217,23.94021739130435,9.516144504307137,1.9494565217391304,445,11,88,10,8,152,70,115,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.9584,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,1,6,0,7,10,6,1,0,16,15,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,11,0,21,14,1,21,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,3,9,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954398413221412,0.0,0.6441841386342043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596634155220164,0.0,0.1079171267513843,0.0,0.0855533936448849,0.0,0.11942379451803747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905113210974306,0.14469018237645462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827336360126707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332479932665723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940707176917011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382121754600651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831598410564018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066319177111458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701086138481254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750891958368736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990900458328356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555307817881789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404469863261209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991795368315058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165673434729059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183666571024978,0.16130665645739672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545708839936087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217329043253308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilmatchababy,2020/02/27,"My anxiety has been getting worse and I’m not sure what to do. So a lot has been going on in life right now. Tomorrow is my birthday and I realized I’ve spent this month just worrying and panicking. Over my health, my moms health, school, work, appointments, etc. My anxiety is mostly genetic but I’ve gone through a lot in my home life. I still do but not as worse as when I was a kid. 

My anxiety started getting worse around this time last month. An incident happened at work where I had a full blown panic attack, coupled with Kobe Bryant’s death (I have trauma with freak accidents) and various health issues (I’m getting treated for) has sent me into an anxious spiral. All I feel is impending doom, it’s every couple of hours sometimes. Sometimes I’m good, but it’s hard to feel happy. I’m proud of myself because I keep going. I don’t want to do medication but I might have to. Exercise is my only outlet and I love it so much but I can’t right now because of my Achilles’ tendon and knee. I just want to exercise!",1.8544157955865257,4.142746102439027,3.585923344947737,86.74032520325207,80.65853658536584,7.0267131242741,24.88385598141696,8.11559375814309,1.6765563298490131,801,31,160,16,21,267,115,205,0.218,0.6859999999999999,0.096,-0.9748,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,1,1,6,0,19,11,2,0,2,31,39,16,1,2,9,1,3,0,0,1,8,0,1,1,6,10,0,1,3,2,1,4,4,5,0,0,7,3,23,6,21,31,8,26,1,1,0,1,4,11,0,4,11,105,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594969121010812,0.12773799421246615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065712193558034,0.0,0.12863453419178972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785400874778442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502217210110219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610400321962847,0.0,0.0,0.09526715587286468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434414399009685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772247206772999,0.0,0.12852165832209408,0.09483855201585133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998827163794197,0.12036613360647533,0.10128936582924496,0.0,0.0,0.36056741157801503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341938660124748,0.0,0.11135211376890414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801669973721945,0.0,0.10050265965227163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216791929321813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597307181313402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922577641132101,0.10205095101712873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390709098663418,0.0,0.11995041426511273,0.0,0.13242733532523127,0.18050431423719626,0.0,0.08312016166507344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599555606629106,0.0,0.13266440260252235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312395466017268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443384251975625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366013042603672,0.0,0.0800322035650303,0.0,0.09029861031993272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656803647236957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593258285894299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338435705789708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646340030828041,0.11482904288507698,0.3456868876588786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shou-bay,2020/02/27,"Anxiety about people dying I keep having anxiety about my family members dying whether it’s because they suck and driving and I don’t want them to get in a car accident, or I because my dad is traveling rn and plane crashes could happen or the corona virus and then my mom and my little old doggie are home all day while I’m at work and my mom has been having trouble breathing and I don’t know why but these thoughts of something going wrong is so constant and I know it’s because I care about them and I don’t want to lose them but how do I prevent this from driving me insane. I almost want to quit my job to be with my mom and dog 24/7",1.1498730158730126,3.3001014740740766,2.9425661375661387,91.14083333333336,82.4074074074074,5.3386243386243395,22.97619047619048,6.5431188927421005,0.6157301587301593,509,18,106,5,14,169,83,135,0.146,0.7829999999999999,0.07,-0.8834,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,3,5,5,1,0,2,0,13,1,1,1,1,28,26,19,2,4,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,2,3,1,0,5,3,4,0,0,2,0,21,1,12,22,1,13,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,3,5,72,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973855786713927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878903878181844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27346700687527303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246176969974914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159513512335294,0.0,0.11939221197089507,0.0,0.0,0.09643825535657548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103892165978201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096909526748222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812631210875742,0.0,0.0849846721645287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322340622800312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999665446663374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839126182524487,0.13291433823248766,0.0,0.0,0.16436198985982556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987421068234502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729237138948652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525403756464081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691272465406414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036693331867186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904978798740654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512000645097364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871476515185694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646003639643309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493284986728252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088638830356647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349398235838278,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NefariousMorty,2020/02/27,"Anxiety and free time Does anyone else become increasingly anxious when they have free time? 

Over the last year I've worked hard at getting a new job, socializing every once in a while, and generally keeping my head on my shoulders. But now, whenever I'm not at work and I'm free to do whatever I want, I'm riddled with anxiety and struggle to get out of the house. 

Just wondering if anyone else finds these moments especially hard. Much love to everyone.",5.726782945736432,7.090148732558143,6.602325581395353,73.25643410852717,67.48837209302326,10.38449612403101,34.10077519379845,10.504223727775694,3.8638589147286817,365,17,65,10,6,121,64,86,0.11199999999999999,0.722,0.166,0.8467,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,1,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,15,11,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,7,11,11,2,16,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,9,34,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511711723977724,0.18545944250150087,0.0,0.229575623708864,0.3364123777236657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181307071186332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366168105658705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27427717083277664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831588421137742,0.15686645598361998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004360954049084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153861489128566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941187457003154,0.0,0.1684803974296466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942408301498684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290818565733442,0.14591717479159666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381618393202693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816509840372627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067998200597024,0.0,0.0,0.15855134078210284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748301034806656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673452912525135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162064313145473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914515745309902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682862429025273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802967110965925,0.2390277897877581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571671815200473
anxiety,_just_another_nair_,2020/02/27,"Scared that my girlfriend will leave me for someone better So, first a little backstory about me. 

I hate myself very, very much, because of stuff that happened some time back, and I feel that nobody will willingly like me ever.

I've liked a girl for seven years now, and she has liked me back for three years. we got together at the end of last year. 

now, I really, really like her a lot. But I feel that the will get to know somebody better than me, and just lose all feelings for me. I have quite a few reasons why-

* I am not good academically
* I am not physically fit, ie. I do not have abs, muscles and I am weak af.
* I don't have good looks

the thing with looks is that i keep transitioning between ""oh, I don't think i look THAT bad"" and ""OH MY GOD I HAVE THE MOST DISGUSTING FACE IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE AAAAAAAAAHHH""

due to these, I am in a constant state of fear that she will leave me one fine day and i'll be all alone

but, the fun doesn't end here

because I hate myself, I feel that i don't deserve her anyway, and even if she did leave me, it was better for her, and that I have no reason to think that what she did was wrong. 

I have wrongly doubted her more than once, and she has been very gracious to not leave me. this is especially shit, because this happens with literally everybody i form an emotional bond with. I start doubting whether they actually like me, or if they have some ulterior motive to be with me.

I don't even know if this is the right sub to post to, but i am desperate rn. I really need someone to reassure me, because i'm pretty much going insane at this point.

sorry this was long, and thank you for reading up to this point",2.3596867986125254,4.084097831360952,3.6531503774739846,89.63044378698227,76.60355029585799,6.7922464803101406,23.193633952254643,7.6298220110432995,0.882206366047745,1289,39,281,18,29,421,168,338,0.16,0.7190000000000001,0.121,-0.8349,0,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,2,7,12,27,4,4,13,0,36,3,2,3,3,50,59,19,0,4,13,0,4,5,1,5,1,0,0,1,21,15,0,1,11,1,0,1,10,13,0,4,7,7,54,14,31,45,12,31,0,1,3,0,16,10,1,10,23,205,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.08590707377066514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117517662487226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538320006790572,0.07350350539524725,0.21465531110732933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357292013970826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513191664238388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056773714522503814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990247742944728,0.1559414266414428,0.0,0.0,0.11628934320969275,0.07963048497327108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990610976591292,0.17804761736310393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488044538707486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599337600995079,0.0,0.05003092909984451,0.14767505909223974,0.07040767529119292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556937933868502,0.0,0.0,0.1738278431066128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824737876953154,0.0,0.0,0.09676077876097904,0.0717582809876718,0.0,0.3728550547867503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504129572954536,0.08823174600270163,0.0,0.07790603999022072,0.2217755211653777,0.09848590997360676,0.0,0.0748421292630417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294281125632816,0.06527502327016081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375179684575326,0.059653136831953286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643843616796933,0.0,0.08431085220328834,0.08956075560408949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363345722788516,0.08805637677247104,0.0,0.1691877247174132,0.1810242544477375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517932004012796,0.0,0.0,0.08813594387026215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036415153005667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491793945083546,0.0,0.0,0.0985452367744289,0.06230989476079634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077621262656276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104854809660296,0.0,0.0,0.0584849171353206,0.11281541189762954,0.0,0.0,0.05133249012580362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790822947967384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794356873187735,0.09828520262028972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249955624439255,0.0,0.1700702353782437
anxiety,SuchStranger,2020/02/27,"Too much Anxiety to even Work I’m new to this whole reddit thing, But I’m a shy person (18 with little job experience) who struggles to make simple conversation and somehow I got into a retail job where I have to talk and manage customers for 2 or 3 minutes. Long story short I got so nervous I couldn’t walk into the store for my first shift after messing up on my last training shift, the worst part is that I let my parents down as their don’t understand why I struggle so much with people and get angry as their don’t understand.",4.819007936507937,5.419804472222222,5.8326984126984165,80.72500000000002,69.09259259259258,8.023280423280424,28.3915343915344,7.957251820313856,1.7990089947089951,425,14,82,5,7,141,77,108,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.9489,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,6,5,0,3,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,14,9,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,11,0,16,10,5,14,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,5,58,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409951950127172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578011086535918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147128247076732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910508614585385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158394099624433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803974371507869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479047250673463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288810133322255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925011090143275,0.0,0.0,0.1756907563854147,0.0,0.1551297771264228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170101841018183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577226907997862,0.0,0.0,0.1693001502695613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946433719742561,0.1898264461371641,0.0,0.12152686895645964,0.15306006132382965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665109424895357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089477100856418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645762204828355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649747152006464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817567509775088,0.19570962122095725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761620472602306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CL_Woods,2020/02/27,Chronic Anxiety Meets Job Interviews I prepared all day for a phone interview by taking extra medication and staving off panic attacks. When I get home I do a full blown research binge on the company and prepare what I am going to say. He calls me. He can't hear me. My service is bad at my house even though my phone has bars. He says he'll try again tomorrow and hangs up. My heart.,1.381933621933623,3.87853798701299,3.0713419913419915,88.28098124098123,84.71428571428572,6.53910533910534,25.43867243867244,7.793537801064563,1.662501875901876,303,13,61,6,9,100,63,77,0.147,0.828,0.025,-0.8591,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,3,0,5,4,1,0,1,4,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,3,10,0,7,9,3,11,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,4,36,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042743740665265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683176363638089,0.0,0.0,0.19692799057656607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408330010169339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210612688965994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577914659043046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322382543210925,0.0,0.13404109479312112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658242648588714,0.2794877739121589,0.0,0.0,0.2365804946695424,0.0,0.0,0.27214350719654656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340484076267403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375977929304909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27672350321456296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751206625569697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733263246918218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317250659232642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012918264564716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shanenightrain,2020/02/27,How do I stop comparing myself to my surroundings? I am in my sophomore year of college and have found it really hard to display my real self to others. In most situations I find myself looking at others and thinking about how much better looking they are or how they present themself in a confident way. Around my close friends from high school in personal environments I am very outgoing and confident. I can’t seem to be confident in my real self around strangers and that affects my ability to make new friends or find a S.O. Any advice on how to overcome this?,9.431886792452833,8.098022943396227,9.042150943396232,67.99435849056606,60.132075471698116,12.630943396226414,42.898113207547176,11.602472056035307,5.085677735849057,456,23,78,11,5,147,68,106,0.034,0.76,0.20600000000000002,0.9636,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,6,0,24,13,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,15,3,18,11,2,17,0,0,2,0,7,12,0,4,4,59,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163734131507269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394406758763273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29832136106025503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481899802409904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628694703173154,0.0,0.0,0.1837168954891052,0.2589072494522949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150097583231363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703248921621206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28141027718260314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118451684862928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123173200676961,0.0,0.0,0.16182697238709431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630374679514765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814316309464403,0.10734089194884053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957597731483234,0.0,0.15253701319827212,0.34959564323221937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834036407574306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400846159922041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073633470651642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382515413243418,0.0,0.13299843600084787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790079948141199
anxiety,SeanDHeavenmount,2020/02/27,"Constant Rumination Which Never Abates Some general info - I'm a 19 year old male in university. I've been drinking alcohol for about a year and a half now (this will be relevant below). I've always been a private person and what many would call a ""deep"" thinker. I don't mean that in a narcissistic sense but, rather, that I've just always had a tendency to penetrate into things mentally, especially as concerns social matters. Ever since I was young I've had a persistent pseudo-paranoia in talking to others due to over-analysis of their facial expressions and tone of voice if I'd said or done the wrong thing. At the same time I've always had an interest in language, semantics, etymologies, and things like that, so reading the subtext in conversations with people is something I've also always done. Seeing the connections underscoring language and modes of speech is something I've always done too and is the reason I developed a deep interest in philosophy and literature a couple years ago, an interest I still maintain. All of this was the reason for my social paranoia - I've always feared that my thoughts are too ""other-worldly"" for most people. You can't exactly bring up the nagging thought about Plato biting behind your ears while the person in front of you is talking about Oprah or something, you know what I mean?  

As I got older the latter matters generally faded as I learned to cope with them more aptly, so I didn't have any major problems with them *per se*. I began to practice mindfulness meditation to focus more on what other people were saying and take control of when those nagging thoughts came to the fore. However, after an alcohol binge last April, all of that changed. I woke up on a particular morning with a headache / pressure which has never gone away. I also woke up with the general hangover-anxiety that I typically experienced but, unlike before, it never went away. Ever since that day, my thoughts have become congealed and solidified. Whereas, prior, my rumination could be managed as consequential to a world outside of me, now it is perpetual and antecedent to all of my perceptions. In a way, I feel depersonalized as a consequence of this, as it feels as though I am almost the only truly living thing. That's solipsistic, I know, but the perpetual rumination means I'm constantly judging everyone, predicating of them, and trying to put them into some category. I cannot deal with things ""as themselves"" but am always dealing with them in the context of some thought. In this way, everything is over-general and all of life's nuance blurs into a continuous morass which is unescapable in its tight compression against me. Lethargy and malaise are coupled with all of this. 

In short, it fucking sucks and I hate it. After seeing several doctors and getting a CT scan, the general consensus is that I ""just"" have anxiety/depression. I'm on Prozac now and, while its helped with my social paranoia, the rumination and lethargy are unending. I don't know a SINGLE other person who deals with anxiety/depression in this way - overgeneralizing the world against their own will to stop doing so. I feel so fucking alone because of it. I can't stand it and I don't know what to do.",7.274004243150999,8.278659013651879,7.722934231159487,67.90191541370724,63.812286689419786,10.635476432063463,36.48630200166036,10.58352841356552,4.226857817544507,2586,121,413,63,37,851,277,586,0.085,0.877,0.037000000000000005,-0.9824,1,1,6,0,0,0,79.0,0,4,7,2,22,14,6,2,38,0,43,10,2,3,11,94,78,43,0,5,10,0,4,1,0,3,5,5,0,4,41,32,3,3,21,2,0,6,10,10,0,1,25,13,41,4,82,47,15,74,0,0,3,2,30,31,3,9,34,309,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998879388339892,0.1446455512932884,0.0677655955476229,0.07008970982589559,0.0,0.10823752314590378,0.39417051063642095,0.0,0.0,0.04602054558932464,0.0,0.05177031784149612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716363873942493,0.0,0.0,0.041253357067793706,0.07474046175460232,0.05758547063711925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910257768205888,0.077400867576632,0.0,0.0,0.07158997088561497,0.0,0.0,0.14626280265032202,0.07590198866875053,0.054032070718448316,0.1497596783256613,0.0,0.04364404132708859,0.2093063350317588,0.1165747932985912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926706352844401,0.0,0.2077615646212809,0.0,0.0662946193139511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242976195231972,0.0,0.06466527354564429,0.06082090193555706,0.0,0.0,0.07615190720748218,0.10265381130696706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512678659402154,0.03535679883258218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412496814762825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681392641075602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536036200583128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876713502378044,0.05516322839410834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780004883153747,0.03306202976777518,0.0,0.05975725842227616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861067243693553,0.0,0.2211500191746314,0.0,0.0,0.06819933404615318,0.0,0.06833130717941037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658275890264062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101233233872588,0.0,0.0,0.05146902020291369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407496012414444,0.1772706133409762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647547446819579,0.0,0.06803092117288705,0.0,0.0,0.06769217373381615,0.0,0.0,0.13915999875595292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437333823311704,0.0538169698816852,0.0,0.0,0.10785460967202716,0.0,0.0,0.07645219945706258,0.0,0.11196103300287699,0.0,0.0,0.206954934391122,0.0,0.15629593154326252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404443219448439,0.05657837738392257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050882320774236496,0.10878737081901337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247975283926088,0.0,0.0664892240732268,0.26862742888006785,0.03946117211663002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594610886469574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611490808658007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273434642502483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048073568646744516,0.07399074253672741,0.0,0.13073924163291484
anxiety,Geodudette2014,2020/02/27,"Crochet for anxiety? Hey guys. I’m 24 (F) and have been struggling with severe depression and anxiety ever since I was a preteen. I am undergoing treatment, but I recently had a friend suggest that I learn to crochet as it helped her anxiety. I just wanted to know if anyone else here has had any success or seen any positive results with their anxiety from learning to crochet. Thanks!",4.073541247484911,6.789099492957746,5.317826961770628,75.00197183098595,75.19718309859155,8.564185110663983,35.49496981891348,9.23628265651192,4.0325758551307835,308,18,49,8,7,102,54,71,0.154,0.625,0.221,0.9108,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,14,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,7,3,8,7,0,2,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,2,2,34,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28633040590317105,0.0,0.6442086216696371,0.0,0.0,0.14720498645065264,0.2157092234123461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813261199743728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586783197576625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904332238217102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265221041440908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084542810607815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111143945300464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569982931246475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786946792372027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783496069426074,0.0,0.17414965215280145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008795218481775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382446691472188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241739527604006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purplesunset88,2020/02/27,"Can't Cry? I just wrote in my journal all of the areas of my life I'm struggling with, along with bullet points underneath each one. My plan is to discuss these with my therapist Friday.

However, writing them out has caused me so much anxiety. I can hear my heart beating in my ear. I was sitting here staring at my wall, on the verge of crying, but I couldn't cry. I know crying would bring me much needed release, but somehow I just can't bring myself to tear up. I'm debating watching ""Christmas Shoes"" on YouTube just to give myself something tangible to cry about. 

Does anyone else have this problem? How do you release stress?",3.934672131147544,5.8235636147541,4.353245901639344,85.58150819672132,72.68852459016394,6.847213114754098,29.41311475409836,7.554174236665415,1.8563154098360648,499,21,93,6,10,157,84,122,0.155,0.78,0.065,-0.8904,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,8,3,0,2,2,0,10,4,3,2,1,22,19,4,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,4,19,0,20,15,4,15,0,0,2,0,7,12,0,1,0,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924760008004104,0.0,0.0,0.09985455610866273,0.1463234994393675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670298099655374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7843384848470416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497209555594382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929761836987797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699428459582186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095480485831098,0.1692279677109168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848344934780563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086939459290996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996037540447796,0.10589019741470844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677028240033883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349995601708056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664780795742668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994044551200026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358588828345344,0.14929375220347454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581089907889773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144658601516844,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,totcastj,2020/02/27,"I'm hopeless Hi y'all hope you're doing great. I'm not sure what to say I'm here but like as the titles says, I'm hopeless. I try to wake up every day and cheer me up for going to school, I push myself to talking to people even tho it's just painful for me. It just has gotten incredible hard live every day. I don't have friends or anyone I talk to. I don't have a clue about what to do now. I can't remember the last time I felt something and now the only thing I feel is just so much irrational fucking fear. I seat in breaks next to my classmates seeing them just be themselves and laughing and its frustrating for me, it even scares me that I won't ever feel emotions or be myself again. I've tried everything but nothing works, life's just pointless with nothing to feel. I'm tired and lost, now life is completely meaningless to me. I just want to be the person I once was, help
.",2.3587878787878798,3.741693042780749,3.659165775401071,91.03267023172907,75.79144385026737,6.483992869875222,23.69661319073084,7.0316486544052195,0.6973411051693406,697,21,154,7,15,228,111,187,0.209,0.6859999999999999,0.105,-0.9685,0,0,1,0,0,2,17.0,0,1,1,2,18,15,2,2,5,0,15,6,1,0,2,26,31,12,0,2,11,0,5,1,1,1,4,2,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,4,8,22,7,20,23,1,16,0,3,1,1,10,3,1,3,11,97,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987657300477889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480986061132008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218995175100253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888795547905135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865894279308759,0.12776928845688434,0.2380195085287651,0.0,0.12694696517728266,0.0,0.0,0.15894623730991134,0.21426169942544654,0.0,0.13562276314977495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912989221904487,0.13058393837472973,0.0,0.0,0.08027599246783006,0.0,0.0,0.1557293266077628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653282683299985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467732494471197,0.0,0.0,0.14029375441657718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151381221119213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995390052228767,0.0690079266839402,0.0,0.1247269008286056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419175666140314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383547113946906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150221655536522,0.0,0.0,0.2710675926475822,0.0,0.0,0.15042731911725804,0.0,0.10742747488899593,0.1503006373122037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792540699492784,0.1233346084574487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600094372296933,0.0,0.0,0.2246563528030517,0.14141652960620804,0.14295318625843773,0.1125584703820361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874164170291538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331270543012705,0.0,0.0,0.22706382404065764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384064721379023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823643826895627,0.16234682910800488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917998219841672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331328573174324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283214645660943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kingjuicepouch,2020/02/27,"Finally tried something new and made fun of My anxiety really manifests when it comes to my fear of trying to do new things. I will put off first attempts for years out of a fear of failure and paralysis. I hope some of you can relate.

Anyway I finally decided to try and mend my own ripped pants after putting it off for months. I went ahead and did it, and I was really proud of myself for making an effort to do something new. It looks really shoddy and I know that, but I had low expectations. I shared the picture of the finished result on my Facebook so I could tag my grandma (who is always asking me when I'm going to start learning to sew), and everybody who saw it was laughing at me and making fun of the shitty job I did. I took the post down after several hours. 

I guess I should've known that people would think I'm joking because I try to use humor to deflect often, but it really hurt my feelings to see people take me to task over the hard work of something I did for the first time.

I have other pants to mend but honestly at this point I think I'll just throw them away and forget it all. Sucks.",4.291953010279002,4.908713290748898,5.490854625550663,82.64999706314245,70.27753303964758,8.520293685756242,26.146549192364173,8.648137234880735,1.7273638179148314,875,25,177,14,15,292,131,227,0.114,0.773,0.113,0.1672,1,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,7,6,14,1,2,8,0,14,0,0,5,1,36,37,15,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,7,1,0,7,0,5,0,2,10,5,29,9,36,24,3,37,0,2,3,0,6,11,1,4,18,124,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969339859043803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911910422388739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890801352799187,0.0,0.10945180604265023,0.0,0.0,0.0710148668464057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035096969514673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930125589827882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218072587654323,0.05890386673469498,0.0,0.0,0.2552312990046056,0.0,0.19818283856592106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620734888690315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283334535207472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435751404924323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157067917788013,0.11472507189591087,0.0,0.12471135376053916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560428243356115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640231428164353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782728116753793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023131103634193,0.15552393969804348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929859781169569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375376241415185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152728571754088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012635393570523,0.0,0.11157094435794887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23422126837297302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985212259505268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283221159484296,0.0,0.0,0.1316072957562218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26905288577944425,0.0,0.0,0.0824564527534845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759047727147211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739475126820751,0.14929183746358327,0.0,0.0,0.06792974154467887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943131788096365,0.31637248796744594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061512118795096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799293862916864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481045936579616,0.0,0.0,0.0827554002616032,0.0,0.0,0.07501959029179887
anxiety,mancake48,2020/02/27,"My cat is probably going to die tonight She’s 15 y/o, recently she’s been having neurological issues... she’s been seizing for the past few hours. I wasn’t able to get her to a vet until now and I’m sobbing so fucking much rn. This is all taking place while I have multiple school related deadlines looming over and I’m just... I don’t know. Sorry to have such a emotional post but I need to vent rn",-0.06146103896103481,2.234116035714288,2.7000865800865803,89.30551948051952,91.0238095238095,5.911688311688312,21.92207792207793,7.348242739294969,1.0285857142857149,313,12,67,6,11,109,63,84,0.091,0.8909999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,1,7,17,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,8,14,3,11,0,1,0,1,4,2,2,0,7,41,10,1,0.24887754719579805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25829560129194185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799537425932198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300832820231481,0.1300282463678549,0.0,0.14144284545669786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24509425142367894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597634988556855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677659122865884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829536334065124,0.18453954772973435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23758177987984455,0.0,0.0,0.2600240659338953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383558941052979,0.0,0.26833208962580163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573655304484054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518773647002574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785980381807973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871249422983312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inexplicata,2020/02/27,"I’ve been feeling hopeless about finding a permanent job, now I’ve gotten laid off from my current one. I’m so lost in life and this anxiety isn’t helping. So I just have to get this out into the world. Everything was fine last week, I actually felt like my anxiety was easing up a little, and I was generally in a great mood. I’ve been doing temp work for a little while because it’s very hard to find a job with my degree in my current area. Honestly, I’m fairly certain it’s going to be hard wherever I go, but I have been determined to keep trying. However, somewhat out of the blue yesterday I got called into my boss’s office and got let go. Cue: swirl of anxiety, doom, dread.

I know that I wasn’t let go because I did a bad job, they simply ran out of projects for me. BUT NOW ... I have to find another job. Job searching, interviewing, and starting new positions are such huge triggers for me. I hate it so so so much. My bf and I are hoping to move to a different state come fall where there would be more job opportunities, so I’ve been applying to jobs abroad ANYWAY and now I have to start finding another one at home. Also will anyone even hire me if I’m moving in a few months? 

Not to mention I’m basically living paycheck to paycheck in the meantime and have some pretty big bills to pay coming up. I seriously have been struggling to breathe the past two days because I’m so fucking lost and I don’t know what to do. I literally just want to lay in bed and ruminate about it all day. 

It’s rough out here, folks. I just have to convince myself everything is ok and I’m going to be ok.",2.835008183306055,4.254466586626143,4.767492401215808,83.4199175824176,74.62310030395136,7.979471592237552,27.243511807341594,8.617729084823388,1.9603583352817395,1253,48,260,24,26,430,173,329,0.12,0.758,0.122,-0.3706,11,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,1,4,22,21,2,2,12,2,31,3,1,2,2,45,62,22,0,4,7,0,5,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,9,19,0,1,8,0,2,11,4,10,0,3,17,6,28,10,43,38,6,51,1,4,1,1,6,23,1,4,17,167,37,13,0.0,0.0,0.0814919369205084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678146091665542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513121468185214,0.19165058606788024,0.0,0.0,0.058390860716855536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697258416820983,0.15271743325039067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527118796859136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386980451268908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771173454148514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724827369067152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515636492677069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010353405999388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222424465805588,0.0,0.08018094808069398,0.0,0.3052998524701745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720196624687424,0.04362957707731865,0.0,0.23729811407399945,0.0,0.13357823940940194,0.09206806262742907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961385217606868,0.08244703843182973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597377239267329,0.0,0.08376551280549129,0.08294246465468708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800828779009476,0.07422590684329886,0.0,0.0,0.09178782297042408,0.0680703119207897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707855426315992,0.05898429675916594,0.04079787830668841,0.16739426834239868,0.07373925237432301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231808507965025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665543210368582,0.17751195788691349,0.061388120452713114,0.0,0.0,0.08065272006246553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131746071760618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971800641000397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495784020912323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182150384245597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730088070616904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669657220969389,0.0,0.08157535708658392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890299371086649,0.049255287848041535,0.0,0.06698522440016315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079494920007018,0.0,0.0,0.059321814697830474,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TaipanCletus,2020/02/27,"Extensive childhood bullying and neglect still leaves me anxious 10 years later I am still traumatised from extensive bullying and neglect and cannot trust anyone. I also don’t think I will ever find anyone I love as much as my celebrity crush. What do I do?

I never knew my real parents. I was told by my caretakers that before I was born, my father passed away after a lengthy battle with lung cancer. It was only a week before the day of my birth. My mother had an extremely difficult delivery, and she died only one day after my birth. Even though I never knew my parents, I miss them with all my heart. I never got to hear their voices, their lullabies, their touch, or love. I grew up in the supervision of foster home with many children my age. They would constantly pick on me and hurt my feelings. The caretakers did not offer much support. as they seemed to not understand. The only comfort I found in my empty life was Mr Bean. His Films brought joy to my day, and his merchandise brought material value to my life. A particularly traumatising moment of my life was my 12th birthday. On the day of my 12th birthday, I woke up, slipped on my Bean Holiday t-shirt and walked downstairs. The other children gathered up to mock me as usual. They pointed fingers, mocking me for the fact that I had no friends outside of the orphanage to come to my birthday party. “You don’t have any friends”. Began one of my bullies, “other than Mr Bean of course”. The children laughed and continued to hurt my feelings with brutal words. I didn’t eat cake, play games, or laugh with my pals. I simply went upstairs and bawled my eyes out into my pillowcase. I had always felt so alone even though I was surrounded by people every day. This was my lowest point, and I needed to use my pathetic imagination to make myself feel better and escape from reality. I took a deep breath and was suprised to find my lungs filling with the scent of fresh christmas turkey. I heard a soft fatherly voice from my window. “You are never alone”. Said the voice, “Not now, not ever”. I turned my head and spotted a looming lanky figure. “Mr Be..Bean?” I whispered, “Is that you?” He just did a mischivious smirk, nodded his head and replied with a “Yes, I am here for your birthday”. My heart rose and a smile came across my face. “Really? thank you Mr Bean. This is the happiest day of my miserable life.” I told him, eluded. “Come with me, your present is downstairs.” He said. I hopped up, took Mr Bean’s hand and rushed down the stairs. The children looked shocked as Mr Bean and I entered the room. What could the present be? I wondered. I was so excited. Mr Bean winked at me, before crouching down and putting his arms beside him, like an aeroplane. He began a cold sprint towards the group of children and allowed his arms to clothesline every single one of them. I began to hear the snapping of necks and the satisfying wheezes of air being knocked out the lungs of my bullies. Mr bean smirked, and picked up the surviving children by the hair until he had them all in his grasp. With his free hand, he pulled out a sharpened broomstick from the top of his car, and with one overhand swing, he impaled all of the bullies effortlessly. He stomped on all of their corpses with spiked boots until all their brains and entrails covered to floor of the large common room. I went to bed happy, and my mindset became much more positive. I moved out of that dreadful place a few months later as I had recieved a scholarship to a prestigious boarding school. I thrived there. However, 10 years later to this day, I have never had a relationship as close as my imaginary one with Mr Bean, and the wounds of my first 12 years of life still remain wide open. I need to know what I should do to move on.......",4.001596834264434,6.019366822625699,4.37433519553073,84.95534823091249,72.81284916201119,7.063836126629423,27.85512104283054,7.851483349538662,1.7586332216014893,2959,114,555,41,60,929,332,716,0.111,0.775,0.114,0.5972,5,2,0,0,0,0,98.0,0,6,11,4,16,30,4,2,43,1,38,29,18,5,13,98,82,42,1,5,7,5,10,1,3,3,8,9,5,15,13,47,1,2,17,4,2,20,14,13,0,6,39,23,109,18,98,37,11,104,0,6,2,2,72,38,0,4,47,371,122,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447460113560368,0.0,0.05577699288260075,0.05803544735237305,0.0,0.0,0.047430642704730214,0.0,0.0,0.07879474069685663,0.0,0.09753804657486057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553000444525549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780497719744451,0.0,0.0,0.06168593200190733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786119638179842,0.0,0.0797724765765265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016246653154697,0.0,0.07537219131870898,0.0,0.05568764576832665,0.0,0.0,0.3148692464869575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238681844851591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136903119339723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213503663210053,0.12618108327974012,0.11753043235427316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579918564696444,0.0,0.06696846862931775,0.0,0.12749577101600207,0.05932712653063728,0.0,0.07647445464472596,0.10777337953984993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578338963044729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424743393442014,0.0,0.0,0.14316196629206324,0.0,0.15722084063578914,0.1653020757349743,0.0,0.0,0.06996235702885076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933212820841782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03833136231416219,0.0,0.0,0.0738524553993219,0.0,0.0,0.24632335496726795,0.0340750701871788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857027308693275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589955357976856,0.0,0.04655694971257536,0.07071294458626444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055671731510544505,0.1482609555965187,0.15381715421771736,0.10343366802429756,0.26896758089698586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363133110710361,0.1591381855437993,0.0,0.0,0.1548925292349954,0.0,0.0,0.048354084477034036,0.0,0.07287121715916353,0.0,0.13186772742944872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011542939580834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938784259123091,0.0446819882897098,0.0,0.0,0.07488263530498086,0.0,0.0,0.13269155184261822,0.0,0.0,0.07058812065963345,0.0,0.06349543881860882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671011580222049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914855462234646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421406073636389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469133551262178,0.13705298754491566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329331261377195,0.15498391744746132,0.0,0.0758651730635221,0.0,0.0726095322060687,0.0,0.06023938368031244,0.07681693797571662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594717955137592,0.0,0.0,0.12931312884262516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563811031794053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954657161982858,0.0,0.0,0.13474517040094858
anxiety,jadillow,2020/02/27,Searching Does anyone have pains in arm and then chest?. I have gerd and apparently they are saying anxiety attacks. It happens when I’m calm even.   Had heart checked too many time and all is well they say. I am 36 and paranoid of dying,0.9004968944099367,3.4718335217391316,1.8511180124223607,93.49543478260873,94.21739130434784,4.367701863354037,21.7888198757764,6.1826913282559595,0.4085254658385091,186,7,37,2,7,58,39,46,0.185,0.728,0.087,-0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,5,8,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,2,2,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149009054503491,0.0,0.0,0.1964238528386192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195838938449279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29154772468145385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583255349612426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855431753271236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841417112168784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33288825989727683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848059707764902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29891572968354635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44679329926378103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380509086228912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525783188213541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosie_theredditor,2020/02/27,"I hate standing up for myself I've been living under a slumlord for the past three years and moving out hasn't become practical yet. There's always a mess of maintenance issues coming up that are ignored or shoddily addressed.  I have to resubmit work requests and once in a while I've had to call the office. The landlord is condescending and does not address the issues.

It's absolute torture having to submit and resubmit work requests, make follow up emails, and talk to the landlord in any way. I hate it. I feel like I'm being pushy, or that they're going to get mad, or they're going to fight back or kick me out or sue me. I feel like I'm being rude and annoying. I know none of these things are actually happening, but it's just such a painful process for me. That's part of the reason why these issues go on for so much longer than they should. I need to hound them, but I don't have the energy to do so and it makes me so anxious.

I'm going to be getting a new job soon and hopefully so is my partner who I live with so hopefully we will be able to move out even before our lease is up. I'm certain I could make a legal case to break the lease without penalty. Thinking about all that, though, makes me want to put a blanket over my head. I wish all of this could be taken care of by someone else, but I have to stand up for myself and show them how I will and will not be treated.",3.9885157530504483,4.491648674740489,5.081897650701149,85.71949918047717,70.90311418685121,7.883518484793298,26.97523219814241,7.85451343220497,1.4394456747404851,1093,34,232,13,19,361,157,289,0.102,0.8029999999999999,0.095,0.2902,1,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,2,0,3,2,15,17,7,0,15,0,26,2,1,6,3,50,56,26,0,8,12,0,2,2,1,4,1,0,4,1,13,16,0,1,5,1,0,9,6,10,0,1,3,2,27,7,41,41,5,33,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,7,9,163,40,4,0.11307577109341435,0.0,0.11034564121109387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408809986088024,0.0,0.0,0.07689540187693426,0.0,0.0,0.1277434355969493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694828822003302,0.0,0.0,0.12488330526053032,0.0962191527764255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546300491549567,0.0,0.11528828473483063,0.0,0.0,0.09740476438394834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056360431771185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895336928802144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446029718251396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468548036420422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434901482320085,0.1615627069254852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181548467319344,0.0,0.2570542661782192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999253093943752,0.0,0.0,0.2232778276110999,0.11604836350259334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461950940932027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540651810416808,0.11221025493250444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214348660605273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048622015684996,0.0,0.1996959550392924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30191582101042624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403632991908761,0.08312370241863475,0.08384425148787372,0.0,0.10920928434174823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042200582054295,0.0,0.0,0.12032059287803268,0.0,0.0,0.12245004094071575,0.10794361829885807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367238168642395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162607254271114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580873390270336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088602157080453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512251784646809,0.0724543883171381,0.11109637098223146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669501948310344,0.08975428385004341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102033295600707,0.0,0.13003155629795793,0.10900100821575008,0.0,0.16464101616387916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281708924937681
anxiety,the-doctor-is-real,2020/02/27,"Hi. I'm ""the-doctor-is-real"" and I need help. Hey, y'all. I have been fighting depression and self hate for a while. Someone shared a video that encouraged me to try and be positive, despite my faults. I have a therapist and some people IRL I can talk to, but wanted to join some groups here on reddit for some encouragement. If ya got a good word (other than ""Bird"", please share it. Thanks and safe travels.",2.1156250000000014,4.392381312500003,3.207500000000003,89.87750000000004,79.625,6.5,21.25,7.645422480735847,0.8086250000000006,315,9,65,5,8,101,63,80,0.07,0.568,0.36200000000000004,0.977,0,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,1,11,2,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,11,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,7,7,8,3,3,0,1,0,0,13,1,0,4,1,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24609669155822586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924542207789534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396546848601448,0.2285223969080225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820967685112856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915171316482777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118633332833528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808748371493,0.0,0.0,0.31364301110769466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980761149013784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209599778251015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22965695485561385,0.0,0.2630595087872137,0.0,0.3317516694768701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399022827540094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852949236635606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SomeLoseronredditt,2020/02/27,"Anxious folies (a personal profile) My name is sara, from a distance, i am a 20 year old college student who has all the time in the world to learn from her mistakes. At close, it feels like a lifetime, i want to burst in tears everyday the sun rises.

 I actually know what the roots of my problems are, childhood trauma, war trauma, some countless personal issues, a  sprinkle of self hate on top, and lately a self diagnosed imposter syndrome. I have been to therapy once in my lifetime, never trying that shit again. The doctor was a 40 something idiot that told me how my trauma was very similar to someone who had just died on the inside. Not veey helpful. I do belive in therapy, just more in theory than in practice, also preferably in a 1st world country and not in this shithole ( the only thing trump was right about). But nevertheless (a word i learned in an english course that always seem to impress) i am trying to make it through this broken world. 

Walking alone on a crowded street is one of my biggest fears, i throw all my bravery under my feet and let others stump all over it. Sometimes i feel like a crazy person when i spot a homeless sitting on the sidway and think to myself just how evil i have been for agreeing to a such life. On other days i visit my rich friend who lives under a big roof, with a giant chandelier hanging off of it and i feel like crying for her. 

I hate love, that shit gives me anxiety like nothing else. I hate it how flowers bloom inside me.  For I know one day this fragility is gonna break me into a thousand little pieces. I know worms will feed on me. I have learned to be cold like my father, let nothing ever get to me. I now have to change that and its the most difficult thing to do. 


I hate kids my age. Boys who think they're handsome, and girls who think they're beautiful. And how that's all what matters. I hate nice clothes, rich problems, lousy language, and all this hate is unbearable. 

I hate my failures. My broken dreams. How i choke on water when i think of the person i could have been. Of how i let down myself. 


I amd scared. I am terrified. I am a charge of panic walking in a silent field. 

I have slept the last two weeks away. Done nothing else than sleep, daydream for hours in bed to put myself back in sleep. Sometimes it's very difficult for me to catch up with the world. my brain is a broken limb, i cannot do anything but rest for us. I hope things will get better one day. 
I know no one wants to read this but the threads that hold us are very thin but nevertheless (my favorite word) tight and strong. 
  
Whatever..",3.609529411764704,5.178975747058821,4.167205882352942,87.89492647058826,72.90196078431373,6.590196078431372,26.67156862745098,7.066338657993696,1.1993686274509805,2021,71,403,19,40,639,256,510,0.147,0.75,0.10300000000000001,-0.934,1,1,1,0,0,0,66.0,2,0,0,3,18,38,12,3,33,0,37,13,7,8,7,69,67,23,2,8,9,1,6,5,1,3,3,0,1,9,31,14,2,2,16,2,2,8,5,23,0,6,10,7,61,15,64,49,10,71,0,0,0,1,27,41,2,4,25,277,92,7,0.0,0.0,0.06824505173259003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243006160474255,0.0,0.05592583054542833,0.05819031156965456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349897038910667,0.07900499988155504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754934868239179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570486745243198,0.05377457924490933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061850537325249685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806896445776511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739804175877905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055836245013574114,0.0,0.07681871518481949,0.13530405289963252,0.0,0.0,0.07098107592707452,0.07257997846522886,0.0,0.0,0.07157994648582798,0.0,0.07156629678354165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684100608132375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325889508237223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786946806322592,0.10608150462306808,0.14988161522974372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054030483268791986,0.0,0.0730747815607095,0.06708662862798855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833142800283766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687498097305473,0.0,0.0,0.06945978958273022,0.06887045463145862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299245151174141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537345893041838,0.057005172953727486,0.07888808467480209,0.0,0.0,0.21453536323675404,0.04939613090392364,0.17082998765483834,0.07009178413509468,0.06175260133916069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311775460956784,0.0,0.04668118422622485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393706104995466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130936718776907,0.0,0.07338349122527055,0.07447694287483078,0.18955511952255866,0.05318761218006147,0.0,0.08205194685040684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442530955807267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338339153682937,0.0,0.07030252834288478,0.0,0.0,0.06995246985439481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972286518635251,0.0,0.0,0.07001567839435116,0.0,0.0,0.06366487270569313,0.14591187842332995,0.0,0.14357155762058205,0.0,0.0,0.13996810002738155,0.0,0.05925446560336431,0.05383825946476102,0.13833212809359385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995020659589268,0.0,0.1393822191917954,0.17924236697295598,0.0,0.0,0.04077881238918855,0.0,0.0,0.06682449903463697,0.0,0.09496057278121564,0.0,0.06831491157105378,0.0,0.1682428875140601,0.0,0.0,0.17310749558874536,0.08249723332928326,0.0,0.05609647134743506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503491001818325
anxiety,Grand_North,2020/02/28,"Welcome to your Anxiety Attack - A Depression Experience Short Film A film exploring the very visceral and disorienting world of living with severe anxiety and depression. As someone who lives with debilitating mental illness, I had demonstrate what is going on in my head! I hope it resonates with you. https://vimeo.com/394256123",10.342058823529412,13.583703941176474,9.049166666666668,52.89375000000004,58.607843137254896,12.943137254901965,42.161764705882355,12.161744961471696,6.877976470588236,275,15,31,10,4,85,43,51,0.307,0.599,0.09300000000000001,-0.9117,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,8,3,0,6,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37404360166836936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781242601990267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211298806649417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914230385237095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389401040901269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090066691770635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428176624492729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317497187197051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463721066587736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761858264801589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714187177824475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017165023764952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jambajooce99,2020/02/28,"Does anyone worry about looking foolish when you’re walking or riding your bike on the street? And chasing Cookie around the neighborhood I care for a disabled lady and when I went to my shift today, she told me her dog just escaped the backyard.  I panic immediately and search everywhere for this freaking dog, calling his name out (he’s an old dog) and eventually I found him on the corner. He starts trotting back to the house and I follow behind him slowly so he doesn’t run off again. I don’t feel too embarrassed about this, but usually like when I’m on the street I have this one protruding thought that all the neighbors and cars passing by must all be judging me. Which I know is irrational, everybody minds their business in reality. I’ve had the same thoughts since I was 13, on and off. Idk if anyone can relate. Thanks for reading my post! 🍬",4.4356801125703536,6.269585579268298,4.871463414634147,82.6059943714822,71.25609756097559,7.485178236397751,29.07879924953096,8.139509932561175,2.037158161350845,681,27,126,10,13,216,117,164,0.09,0.852,0.057,-0.3219,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,2,10,0,9,0,0,0,3,24,22,14,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,9,0,0,5,2,0,7,2,3,0,1,7,2,20,3,18,13,3,29,0,0,1,0,14,12,0,2,10,84,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765767044189933,0.0,0.0,0.17606101069406574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207618831671274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194961900465336,0.0,0.20164402610982474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307357661069153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000060189843417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168492540154024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820492773358875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869155408607313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662250727958334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608055703546856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969561069723493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753080335758373,0.0,0.13401694842474554,0.0,0.0,0.2320454663930568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941305908530304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782776784447265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636009011294003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998563019465501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208395512815287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140213215555,0.0,0.0,0.1874668613277493,0.18898176874760925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217820392092595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333870868508867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008493483483217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,k8monster0,2020/02/28,"I hate being like this I literally had to get up and leave the room before I had a full blown panic attack during a discussion with my husband about whether we should stick with insurance though my employer or switch to what his employer offers. 5 minutes into the conversation I got overheated, jittery and agitated and had to go downstairs with some ice water and a cat to sit in the dark till I could calm down and catch my breath.",19.124698795180727,8.20996032530121,16.802228915662653,48.51490963855423,54.180722891566255,20.455421686746988,57.16265060240964,14.554592549557764,7.478257831325301,349,13,63,8,2,114,61,83,0.166,0.778,0.055999999999999994,-0.8591,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,6,0,6,2,1,0,0,15,10,9,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,10,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,10,2,13,3,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,2,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886595528091437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290706536750438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727680433663056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849038004695003,0.0,0.19415925343686924,0.0,0.2732370139175771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33729419832247404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617425279724787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690578483410698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008354965728909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356550158868086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Unable-Specific,2020/02/28,"Quick Med Question I just took a hydroxyzine two hours and then took a beta blocker just now, will I be okay? The hydroxyzine wasn't really working at all.",1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,3.068333333333332,86.4225,87.66666666666666,7.0,24.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.9686666666666668,124,5,23,3,4,40,25,30,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,17,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069887233692919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462588980234041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492060609621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997005722871431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6926812837621462,0.0,0.0,0.3045124008910538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226941279868546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousMacaron873,2020/02/28,"Are people born with anxiety disorders or are they developed? Some people are just naturally anxious people. In my opinion, that's something you're born with.",5.747777777777778,9.222114148148147,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,74.18518518518519,9.525925925925927,34.925925925925924,9.725611199111238,4.80017037037037,130,7,17,4,3,42,21,27,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689035418052925,0.3971052925684466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028599454841065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7310765678005972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27060892105793466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doctorchivago,2020/02/28,"How do I ""get back on the horse"" so to speak? I have had some chronic pain issues that turned into anxiety/PTSD situations and for the last 2 years I've basically isolated myself, lost 40 pounds I didnt want to, and just lost my way. I have been making some progress recently but am struggling to have a real breakthrough and was wondering if anyone had any tips for getting back into the world/getting comfortable with living again",8.751341463414633,7.637722548780491,8.378170731707321,71.50798780487807,61.3170731707317,11.614634146341464,36.35365853658536,10.686352973137794,3.78820975609756,347,13,62,7,4,111,63,82,0.145,0.778,0.077,-0.3738,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,4,0,10,2,0,2,0,16,18,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,1,6,1,9,11,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,4,6,43,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768007380881198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415650799335983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311359234687214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173317445877332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113161475158438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650323189257228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877631924684825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442019075772774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514394718714756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543223266691408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236665474891638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304443584188028,0.0,0.0,0.19990530587250727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757407012158745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116556598706684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202188718362515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194164407880969,0.1607037108006557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195597617380494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037791568398466
anxiety,i_love_bacon_a_lot,2020/02/28,"It's never ending! I feel like this anxiety is never ending at this point. I traveled for work this week and panic came out of nowhere for no reason. I had to get out of the office and fast! Luckily I was able to find a nice quiet walking path in the woods near by and calm myself enough to get back to work. My trip is over and I'm home now, but it shook me up that it came out of nowhere like that. Usually there's a reason or some warning that it's coming. It sucks I've dealt with anxiety my whole life, but I'm thankful to know what to do and how to handle myself in those situations.",3.640238095238093,3.786761238095238,4.974722222222223,87.44875,71.53968253968254,7.887301587301588,24.48015873015873,7.645422480735847,0.9595111111111108,460,11,104,5,8,154,78,126,0.141,0.7659999999999999,0.092,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,2,4,0,5,1,0,3,2,24,16,9,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,13,12,0,0,5,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,4,2,9,5,23,12,3,26,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,2,11,72,22,2,0.167179653634303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578395487881456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855083426061428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824179731794785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401046850776486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961431031397242,0.17274127214259544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453105606405137,0.11943317796042036,0.0,0.0,0.15279917470696072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468893787635992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769482359097848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187756551175902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808393345164148,0.16335106839047056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578785103630073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614930267122294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803880992392494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34377705533611497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791693523786115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391656377163382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412476951462334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410143402418326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665011295307615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434175578916752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoeSwansonReal,2020/02/28,"I'm curious what jobs you guys have? I sometimes get really fearful about losing my job or not being able to go to work because of my anxiety. I am currently in college, so I am constantly thinking about future employment and it makes me anxious.

What jobs do you guys have? Does your job give you anxiety?",3.868813559322035,5.908812830508477,5.412000000000003,77.27833898305086,73.23728813559322,9.465762711864409,32.13898305084746,9.888512548439397,3.648468474576272,243,12,43,7,5,82,44,59,0.193,0.77,0.036000000000000004,-0.84,6,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,6,11,0,5,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,29,13,7,0.17300950739153667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647035992133592,0.19545149815403615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546498988969012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696181473672896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140178580882996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468379532166047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903903269079942,0.165966484287092,0.09832529005627272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426132256672511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6867409611246772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935533846530334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154851896246927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083432059664453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711108266518789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085750651877042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595298191432686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LobCat100,2020/02/28,"Made the first (small) step to treating my anxiety! I contacted some therapists and plan on getting an appointment scheduled! 

I’m an overly sensitive person and I’ve struggled with anxiety/stress all my life and usually just hold it in and forget about it until it flares up again.  

But recently I’ve had some life changes that are making it more difficult (mostly stress and anxiety around my dogs and money).  I have more bad days than good days and it’s starting to affect my husband as well.  

So finger crossed that this is the beginning of a more calm and happy life.  It was a huge step for me to contact a therapist.",5.7030508474576225,6.858755364406783,6.0625,77.86883474576273,67.38983050847457,9.967796610169492,32.54661016949153,10.125756701596842,3.4008610169491518,495,21,89,12,8,159,81,118,0.14,0.7509999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.4726,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,2,7,0,5,4,1,3,1,21,11,12,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,3,1,7,5,15,8,7,20,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,10,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27360115836002624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919209752311214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931134396656398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891730607221124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23065456733651776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210839098677842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342864328276401,0.0,0.0,0.14998986391763164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903624593183288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789280018527849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920846910287726,0.11936702692612484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614302807572436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656804115477345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657320326591168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096866978580303,0.1869466400582646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152590448070809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695039216138996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607850847843839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilCEEsir,2020/02/28,"Anxious About a Mailbox Key I have been putting off getting my mail key because the building supervisor scolded me the last time. They're literally so tiny and I don't even remember losing the last one, I just know it's been gone for over a year..... My mailbox now has a screw in it and no mail comes to me.... and I still won't text him. I even asked the company who actually owns the building and they said still him to contact.... ugh.

Maybe some advice on how to talk to him? Or how to deal with the scolding? I don't like it, it makes me really uncomfortable and triggers my anxiety really bad.",1.4366346153846197,3.778329958333334,3.2516666666666687,88.19076923076923,82.75,6.6923076923076925,25.06410256410256,7.882392219407189,1.5027179487179478,465,19,98,9,13,155,77,120,0.163,0.8190000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9334,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,10,5,1,0,9,0,7,1,0,4,0,16,14,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,4,1,16,1,12,9,2,14,0,1,0,1,12,4,1,2,8,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.19639089454812605,0.0,0.0,0.19665909592752973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395564052452682,0.22735512988267956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814151159815648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803527979002011,0.12268008534551528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733589890879155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074798341288581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26584735269104465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105144778670915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106016947380354,0.3280910960144217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832054702702406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514718650220744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433588657353396,0.0,0.2021825978425326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637215645714998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023117585778132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578517084054215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797693183804896,0.0,0.1914347628833321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214368975195671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175706518452007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735044871976395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295983524054061
anxiety,improvementforest,2020/02/28,what have you changed that has lessened your anxiety? I would like to know what has worked (personally) so far for people here. Thanks.,3.5687499999999983,6.7151217083333385,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,81.91666666666666,6.533333333333335,24.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.5117666666666674,107,4,20,2,3,31,22,24,0.063,0.738,0.19899999999999998,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301111548304849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564903007875408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715177340556776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081857872875528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29916121402485296,0.376786089837966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39728508098380605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31415125776637504,0.0,0.0,0.30653899617512576,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,errobles,2020/02/28,"Check out my blog I started to deal with my anxiety! https://justagirlandheranxiety.wordpress.com/

I’d love yalls feedback and advice!",10.244561403508772,15.116092052631574,7.374736842105262,53.46982456140354,75.84210526315789,6.743859649122808,27.385964912280702,7.793537801064563,2.5418280701754385,115,4,14,2,3,33,17,19,0.079,0.698,0.223,0.6229,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,8,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936457849773069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864532818071151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208075685614086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559351933645868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575615694330129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,relativereader7692,2020/02/28,"Anxiety from kids’ squabbling I’m kind of at a loss on what to do with this. One of my greatest anxiety triggers is my kids. Usually it’s fine when it’s just one of them because I can address any issues one at a time with one kid. It’s when they’re together that I feel like I want to flip my lid. 

My largest manifestation of anxiety is anger. I can get so irritated so fast especially with this trigger. When the girls (age 7 and 3) get together, it’s instant and explosive squabbling, arguing, and fighting. All normal, or so I’m told. It’s not like this all the time but it’s definitely a lot. 

My youngest has the habit of parroting back our parenting sayings to us (“excuse me?” Or “you worry about yourself” or “you are not the mommy or daddy”) which I know is normal but drives me up the wall, mainly because I don’t know how to correct it. My eldest is insanely bossy. Her therapist has even brought this up with her trying to “police” her friends at school. I know this is also somewhat normal as she’s the oldest but my 3 year old is stubborn and sticks up for herself thankfully. But this leads to a lot of arguing. A lot. 

So, does anyone have any thoughts on how I should deal with this? Their fighting and sometimes screaming is like insta-rage for me and I know it’s normal and needed for them to settle it themselves but I just cannot stand it. My husband keeps saying to “just let it go” or ignore it. But I literally can’t. 

I’m not currently on any meds but hope to be after seeing my new psych next week. I’m currently in therapy and will possibly begin EMDR sessions next week as well.",1.902757352941176,4.095605269349846,3.799813273993808,85.79789328560373,79.89783281733746,7.009636222910218,25.57362616099072,8.07648339933343,1.6968545665634678,1254,50,253,24,32,423,164,323,0.109,0.8,0.091,-0.624,3,0,0,0,4,0,33.0,2,2,3,2,17,18,6,0,11,0,21,0,0,5,3,60,43,32,0,8,18,2,1,3,1,2,0,3,1,4,22,13,0,3,6,0,0,4,6,9,1,4,3,5,35,9,38,36,8,37,0,1,1,0,28,11,0,10,24,178,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449195850464487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554628646035254,0.0,0.24247647690198496,0.0,0.0,0.07387616432794478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124187828511432,0.0,0.1288121469243445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089252701543792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245906674154827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978387763148619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534221485808895,0.07547967901471403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162849448654028,0.0,0.11040035259464144,0.0,0.06004595327015495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493887353891346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102759695141712,0.0,0.0939106775277137,0.0,0.11002302433404336,0.2322600561053185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803900351349956,0.0,0.15485252614950915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694713296688387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735846061088542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834155926159951,0.0,0.10204188682408752,0.22472976617825274,0.0,0.4140763656049506,0.0,0.0,0.11086674681558888,0.0,0.2863772095442264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731694805014467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910970501074378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804158313784007,0.0,0.10692811235356298,0.0841930500632346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104495117128829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972725755684128,0.12082526166090425,0.1226731528843503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838779636283763,0.12321611286424315,0.0,0.0,0.10095751362944708,0.0,0.07173254913479023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708949453144622,0.0,0.11636363311229653,0.0,0.06231783012631183,0.0,0.16949952045842015,0.0,0.09499618868719037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729739147706954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803810889184554
anxiety,alpudding,2020/02/28,"Weed and xanax question I was recently prescribed 0.25mg of xanax for my panic attacks. I am a big dude (6ft3 290lbs) so I know it's practically nothing, but I have tried weed before and the few times I did it gave me crazy anxiety and a full blow panic attack once.  I was just curious if anyone knew if the xanax could do the same or is it worth trying? I only ask this because I've seen alot of people reccomend weed for anxiety and panic over benzos but with my reaction to weed it just makes me little nervous. Any insight would be awesome :)",4.00644495412844,5.277338577981652,5.096227064220184,82.79278096330276,71.4770642201835,7.651834862385322,27.386467889908253,8.07648339933343,1.7631,431,15,83,6,8,142,77,109,0.21,0.672,0.11800000000000001,-0.8628,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,4,6,0,10,3,0,1,0,21,16,10,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,6,1,11,0,7,7,4,6,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,5,2,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793292573131005,0.0,0.26533475302838433,0.0,0.0,0.1212607140314263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621261856473874,0.3945851850530469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057164584413769,0.0,0.1475693724375418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846337764030778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530821104655196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738144313576454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576055013443695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640311279692446,0.0,0.0,0.18468879961871248,0.0,0.1318952667623642,0.0,0.6104201509310866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202289981380927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427236052050428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123333056528553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112377897537364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23548434617601705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319403275763635,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LettresRouges1,2020/02/28,"Health anxiety Hey everybody! I decided to post here in order to express my anxiety with words.

I’m normally not a very anxious person. I was very anxious as a child, but, growing up I’ve succeed to manage it and I have quite a good life, a loved partner and a good job in which I’m good being less stressed than my coworkers.

But, 2 months ago, I felt in a deep anxious episode and I’m still struggling to go out. My life is like a nightmare since 2020. 

Everything began with the appearance of brown dark stains on my glans. I lost a friend of skin cancer 4 months ago, and I made a link between my case and her... I saw a dermatologist and it doesn’t scare him too much. He said it’s normal, so ok, let’s say it is. 

But I knew a lot of other unusual symptoms like fever, weight loss, skin rash, and swollen lymph nodes in my groin and behind my jaw. 

It’s been 6 weeks since those lymph nodes appeared and I’m very anxious about it. Now, I’m really scared about lymphoma... 

My doc isn’t afraid about that, he thinks I only need Xanax. I’ll see him again in two weeks... 

But I can’t live normally without thinking I have a lymphoma and my doc being too much confident and his diagnostic guided by my anxiety.

At this point, I’m lost, I feel I’m falling in the hole I escaped 12 years ago when I was the most anxious kid of the school... But my anxiety sometimes helped me, like being one of the best student of my school. Perhaps, today my anxiety is killing me, perhaps it’s saving me making me know I have a lymphoma that I could treat more efficiently if I find it fast...

I don’t know if it’s really clear, because my mind isn’t clear at this time, moreover my English isn’t perfect.

Thanks by advance for your advice, please tell me what you really thinks, don’t be too kind with me.",2.4196173221387522,4.110283430136988,3.7438532920901473,89.19213875386656,76.34246575342465,6.901458241272647,25.746796288113128,7.717688229018142,1.2964122845779942,1392,51,298,20,31,456,193,365,0.122,0.648,0.23,0.9939,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,0,8,12,25,1,5,18,1,22,16,4,2,3,52,51,21,1,7,9,0,5,3,2,0,10,2,0,4,17,15,1,0,11,0,0,6,9,9,0,2,11,10,45,16,35,34,7,37,0,3,3,1,20,13,0,6,19,174,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028513220876793,0.21848782788503934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142582573030861,0.4640832038528993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500835561400994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622113276704599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655975280447147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383949508824457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04154221851681672,0.0,0.07888582715992365,0.0,0.07509212590525384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347608333319048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466930323482285,0.20673400740149167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733151041015375,0.0,0.0,0.05506965732075831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153044322141416,0.0,0.09089710966093223,0.08555628405408047,0.09030522226980224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401346654002735,0.116063108523247,0.1204166745454564,0.0,0.0725481807953759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793731964013098,0.0698489119743404,0.07415198993259664,0.07774113083427986,0.05484198105900294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829574876445178,0.0,0.13115756353765168,0.0,0.1207931004964337,0.060920091389917025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414960552816987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567327846758601,0.06248586166144951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173834524272704,0.0,0.09018625641528537,0.07766710936419235,0.0,0.07868591329532372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738654520073061,0.0,0.0,0.1579000839138505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815232331336547,0.06533638530144405,0.1645116152035878,0.16629922708018802,0.0654703372334102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592606954842926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125766381584748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561253547012276,0.0,0.09411321829252234,0.08589075523733017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539498702152706,0.0,0.0,0.07181086304605483,0.07564125923984484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793311573133798,0.0,0.0,0.047907757562845606,0.0,0.07787742443639316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025771300639896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337011906643224,0.0,0.0,0.13180649420563034,0.10004791240355944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919864825863436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052907905468764976
anxiety,Only_Us,2020/02/28,"Do I have social anxiety or anxiety in general? I'm asking this cause I posted something in the subreddit advise and someone had commented that I should go to therapy for my anxiety. Let me explain, or just say what I ""deal with"" 

I used to be really shy. I would glare at those who tried to get me to talk, stand in the school hall way rather then eating breakfast in the cafeteria, wasn't comfortable ordering, avoid situations that involved social interactions, etc.

 HOWEVER, I started working on myself two years ago. Its gotten to the point where I can talk to people, though it be boring and as long as they introduce themselves first, I'll talk. I can order and stuff with no problem (though I don't joke around with them) and I don't avoid social situations as much anymore. (I might depending on some things)  Overall, I don't feel uncomfortable in social situations or talking with people anyone. But, there are some things that I currently face that this redditor said I need therapy for. 

I don't like talking within groups of people, I prefer one on one conversations. If theres more than one person, I shut off, and only speak when spoken to. I also still have trouble expressing myself. By that, I mean I'm not being myself rather in restricting myself from showing who I am. But the thing is, I'm playing this boring person. The only thing I do is I smile and agree on what the person says, even if I disagree. I also appear to be calm. I don't laugh at jokes, instead I fake cause, well, it just wasn't funny. Also, I don't know how to respond to everything someone says, but I will attempt. 

What brought my whatever in the first place was I wanted to make friends but it's hard. Cause its like I'm restricting myself from being me even though it doesn't feel like im trying. In other words, I don't feel like I'm trying to hide who I am.  It just, happens. 

I also would like to point out that I don't feel any uncomfortable symptoms. My heart is not beating, I'm not sweaty, I'm not nauseous, etc. The only thing I do Is I rub my thumbs together. That's it. I'm not familiar with anxiety but is one supposed to feel those things when uncomfortable?",3.9638426821405552,5.591077122931441,5.1703202235117125,80.82454545454547,72.09692671394801,8.247840103159254,27.002578981302385,8.841846274778883,2.128270921985816,1705,60,322,33,33,565,195,423,0.124,0.812,0.064,-0.9377,2,2,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,2,5,24,20,0,2,9,0,39,6,2,7,0,65,68,30,0,11,20,0,7,5,1,5,1,5,0,3,34,13,3,4,9,4,0,3,17,7,1,7,7,12,50,13,47,50,6,43,0,0,0,0,34,24,0,10,16,238,84,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243803526659704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253133577077393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789948692883242,0.0,0.2155360507786309,0.0,0.069854448009151,0.0492510971869083,0.0,0.0,0.06270374771247912,0.06584896509674869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170742044100964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261732001500648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207450251207825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711145821311626,0.09304577655252116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330411688856223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807498911361258,0.1006402278896913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982713114262915,0.0,0.0,0.05441935097403084,0.0,0.036800357358637764,0.0,0.04003089639387655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228709144897721,0.0,0.06309760023715665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346802999558159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760839065412324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871026162477962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202647173720864,0.0,0.17205948369607932,0.0,0.0,0.06233441336022321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047017157622901255,0.0,0.0,0.07672640061894109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472238793893367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051779203961373366,0.05222804654338927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091938391342686,0.16071124074338392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649617032065002,0.1845082738124228,0.07359153734291182,0.0,0.13317121856566766,0.0,0.06745905083421212,0.0,0.0,0.06739857180643305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045123662509927435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700159317489196,0.16804267826814642,0.0,0.07128587280411786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23752197893793886,0.0,0.28720607423725514,0.11936186261397527,0.05422574369857701,0.0,0.0,0.04985557906600102,0.0,0.05625097530517705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806333641849906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321087764275125,0.0,0.2830724397026779,0.0,0.0,0.16110139877535168,0.0,0.280770759276875,0.0,0.2076116012068214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346603323445098,0.0,0.06880658703440419,0.0,0.0,0.0608348402352196,0.0,0.0,0.04154549083522528,0.0559095087761218,0.0,0.0,0.06333120518614846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127888020087836,0.0,0.0,0.10007266291737413,0.0,0.0,0.04535903486502732
anxiety,itbelikethatdamn,2020/02/28,"anxiety since 2020 started damn my anxiety has gotten SOOOO bad since 2020 has started idk what made it so bad but it’s been constant everyday chest pains, heart palpitations, sweating, etc",8.942727272727273,10.023509484848486,7.651060606060607,69.59659090909092,60.21212121212122,11.44848484848485,40.74242424242424,11.20814326018867,4.99531515151515,155,8,24,4,2,47,26,33,0.358,0.642,0.0,-0.8735,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859638015125886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421261183773617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726086572601405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28134196323101873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989350324039196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386990770599515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684275599462893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173521403844831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571086832743056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kagonesti_Silvanesti,2020/02/28,What is your experience with Zoloft? i began Zoloft roughly a month ago due a hospitalization where I had a breakdown that included thoughts of self harm.  It hurt deep down inside.  So very hard to explain.  The zoloft or a combination of the hospital/therapy seems to have improved things.  let me know your views.,4.347559523809527,7.383462446428571,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,76.32142857142857,8.019047619047619,28.97619047619048,8.841846274778883,2.7371404761904756,251,11,44,6,6,78,46,56,0.156,0.79,0.054000000000000006,-0.6976,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,0,6,5,0,7,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,4,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715873875084016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996984334864755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27445630429096035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279861308318348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837843759098814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31329431182504186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445495960436321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789168486840203,0.3196211630197903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503722356936005,0.0,0.20354526071373366,0.0,0.0,0.24323150008463856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527955898924788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Articsnowyowl,2020/02/28,"Help dealing with shit alone I was wondering if anyone has any tips about dealing with extreme anciety and depression with a unsupportive family. My family is always talking behind my back and telling me that i have pills so i should be ""fixed"" now. They just tear me down everyday. I have no support and just want to sleep all day and stay up at night so i dont have to deal with them. I just keep sinking. I need help on how to deal with this. I have had anxiety for about 8 or 9 years and it just has kept getting worse. I got medication a 2 or 3 months ago.",1.3006231884057975,3.5063905913043487,3.025760869565218,90.43835144927536,82.21739130434783,6.96376811594203,22.6268115942029,8.07648339933343,1.2036811594202907,438,15,96,9,12,145,80,115,0.142,0.7759999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.7845,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,11,3,1,0,2,0,12,4,2,1,1,25,20,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,15,1,16,14,1,13,0,1,0,0,10,4,1,4,8,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483786919200408,0.0,0.0,0.1575418759640206,0.0,0.0,0.12656914331568056,0.0,0.0,0.10344119133949202,0.0,0.11636505575872085,0.0,0.0,0.1063600571622048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696452972316942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980994808282176,0.6272820504648783,0.13101360864524972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827381263319014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28679479958304005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947209982754863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121657644747729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391457012896635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520389317520062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532365632406092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141413025400025,0.0,0.0,0.11278891909238065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274655262613786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614050313842312,0.0,0.0,0.15222158151519186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621308631988937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261458660601012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222616452728475,0.13295235508126735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897194383974251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495868062895552,0.0,0.0,0.1550148463493662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795496581036868
anxiety,natablee,2020/02/28,"Waking up from nightmares and sleep walking with panic attacks. Any advice? I was diagnosed with anxiety and panic when I was around 12. I'm in my early 20s and still sleep walk, but not near as often as when I was younger. Maybe once or so a month now. When I sleepwalk or have nightmares I almost always wake up to a panic attack. Sometimes I'll just wake up with one in the middle of the night without anything causing it. My dad is the same way, but his only happen once or twice a year.

Falling asleep is hard because of it. The last few years I've had to watch old reruns or have some type of background noise to put me to sleep. I usually have a 2 hour timer on my phone to turn it off. It's not playing when I have the panic attacks so I don't think that's causing them.

I have made a lot of progress with my panic over the last few months. The right med combo and therapy has helped me not have a full panic attack during the day for 3 months now. I do still have anxiety, but I haven't been hyperventilating or anything lately. I've noticed over the last few months that I'm panicking more in my sleep than normal. Could me not panicking during the day cause me to panic more in my sleep? It's getting to the point where I dread going to sleep because I know what's coming and I'm not sure what else I can do. I'm using the techniques from my therapist and taking my meds every day, but it just feels like I've traded one problem for another. 

If anyone has experience with this, what are some things I can try?",3.6960005808887613,4.6057822204472885,4.69921144350857,86.71189006680224,71.84345047923324,7.0966598896311375,25.089892535579445,7.1686216300943375,0.9808926517571884,1197,34,250,11,22,391,155,313,0.207,0.772,0.021,-0.9957,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,15,16,4,8,18,0,24,11,10,5,1,49,39,24,0,4,18,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,3,1,1,6,8,13,0,3,6,3,29,3,38,32,10,51,0,0,1,0,5,18,0,11,27,170,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676441484078356,0.0,0.0,0.0684155845021708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568501836805085,0.0,0.0,0.04646196200533338,0.07164259048026246,0.10453376898311233,0.0,0.0,0.047773008709237424,0.0,0.11244796444752993,0.06082192797049714,0.0,0.3109089639236317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329809584530005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105595296380707,0.0,0.058854188306192774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455033148004175,0.0,0.0,0.13218798890351102,0.0,0.0,0.06934637563272049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057075073822105124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575650483645044,0.0,0.0,0.06683297410647025,0.0,0.0,0.03454614614386017,0.048809942905717364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03569593152260924,0.0,0.038829517945675115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604177760948649,0.0,0.0612039604767004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579544612248107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728436212739447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037548517116671065,0.1670770167270545,0.07707128528771734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03337915166407558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058085745229961086,0.0,0.06464884551369841,0.0,0.0,0.06863960587371197,0.0,0.15178283311998528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813896896287088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411647834508119,0.06694200355517094,0.0,0.07778615336768506,0.07169346309960614,0.14552346492692966,0.09259482439391048,0.051962696888892,0.0,0.5611359841137293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458728990557915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537585438309322,0.0,0.06868345505785851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834744245536855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102338678721564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757316363242773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091256230479122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439358997794499,0.0,0.05137037000065811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813326977831267,0.07932823332730704,0.04539074489152973,0.04377859995449646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638681130411458,0.07431577114290032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059009108799199364,0.0752480980663131,0.0,0.0,0.05423159284258213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586090427576452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799550432048281
anxiety,DekuAllForOne,2020/02/28,New to having anxiety and wondering what you get for physical symptoms Hello everyone i am a 26 year old male have been away from my fiance and my home for work for almost 3 month and i still have three months left to go. Also i have been having chest pains but i went to the doctor and did a EKG and Chest Xrays and they came back good but she said its it's most likely costochondritis which sucks so baddd but that's a whole other issue. I have strated to feel anxious in the last month because of everything going on and have been having some weird physical symptoms at random times and have been wondering if you have experienced them.Today i was sitting down work and out of nowhere my body became warm(hot flash) and it became hard to concentrate for about ten mins until i got up and started moving around and it went away now this is not the fist time it has happened. Not this time but other times my heart will beat fast along with the other to symptoms and my hand well get sweaty. I'm curious if this happens to others and how everyone deals with it. When it happens to me i get very worried and thing I'm going to die with is obviously not the case but any coping mechanism would be very helpful. Thank you in advance everyone.,3.838155737704916,5.7030748647540985,4.49832786885246,84.5413442622951,72.89344262295083,7.3390163934426225,24.904918032786888,8.07648339933343,1.4559055737704911,993,31,190,15,20,317,145,244,0.083,0.833,0.084,0.5135,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,4,10,7,1,0,8,0,23,11,5,1,1,42,45,27,1,3,10,0,3,1,0,2,6,1,1,1,18,22,0,0,3,0,0,8,3,3,1,2,11,5,19,4,32,31,3,39,0,0,0,0,10,11,1,8,20,138,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482273905116196,0.0,0.0,0.08371322905510245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118656011680394,0.0,0.08008055524106171,0.11825955175061055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318814025534923,0.0,0.0,0.1967021880743517,0.0804931035581883,0.0,0.06381246778629449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627681342163675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972699241781315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792134839460704,0.0,0.0,0.10864218381412637,0.0,0.0,0.1071452743299478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000810827280415,0.09408038815163702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292977745949475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407425336242895,0.0,0.17847759936799631,0.08780132112781366,0.08372282965187201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777067603994206,0.0,0.09377347024994327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240472981253392,0.07016535974308695,0.0,0.10500341657927602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925959888485494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532885527600298,0.0,0.0,0.11373603776624973,0.0,0.0,0.05114177025735319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066574071028,0.11125916524312478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110140652556984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098449312221497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113877931467162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957544947303153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409363656886385,0.0,0.08359825317420047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32641041961031664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963760521528288,0.0,0.0,0.06954529792772161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416095595456444,0.0,0.09922519527618068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274531032792895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412064584223503,0.19408037284153248,0.0,0.11687241827323253,0.0,0.0,0.2270438088216139,0.15241779493654356,0.10630847324057624,0.0,0.07436226452071057,0.0,0.0,0.06741102816105217
anxiety,gumicore,2020/02/28,"intense anxiety and confusion im having so many different problems, i'm so overwhelmed and i just want to be ok. i have a horrible ffear of being judged, i'm constantyl getting anxiety attacks over my friend whenever i do something slightly wrong or they don't reply to me or seem angry, upset, jokingly call me stupid, etc, because i'm so terrified that i'm going to loose him and he's going to ignore me again. i feel like a punching bag

whenever i talk about my problems to anyone besides my therapist i feel like it gets ignored, misinterpreted, judged, and skipped over as irrelevant. i'm constantly biting my tongue about talking about my problems for my family and friends' benefit, i do everything for them and to make them happy but it isn't acknowledged. i've been talking about this with my therapist and she says i have to change my mindset, but i don't know how. i don't know where to start, especially now since my sisterneeds me right now and is draining me constantly every single day by endless venting and ranting and i'm trying so hard to be a good sister and help her through it but it's just so hard because iwhenever i mention my problems to her she seems uninterested like ""wow..Oh...huh"" and stuff like that and whenever i discuss my interests with her thatare my main form of coping right now she just changes the topic or is uninterestedand says ""wow.. o."" and i apologize for infodumping so much but i just needhelp

i can't keep going through all of this and i need advice, help, anything. i don't want to keep everything to myself anymore because it's getting too much for me to handle. i'm distracted from my schoolwork, talking to my friends is horrifying, i feel so worried about being judged i just can't take it.",4.0288302704934935,6.223509553892218,5.117891802601693,78.88332335329343,73.22155688622755,8.199710922981621,32.475325211645675,8.939507131559953,3.078946231674581,1397,70,248,30,29,459,160,334,0.151,0.721,0.128,-0.7091,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,0,24,27,2,4,4,1,20,0,0,2,1,52,48,31,0,7,12,1,5,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,11,17,0,4,8,1,0,3,7,13,0,0,1,7,50,14,35,43,7,16,0,1,0,0,27,5,0,6,12,168,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309134883329473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575413529007042,0.0,0.09447676738028483,0.06661114051809239,0.0,0.0783945512661373,0.0,0.0,0.10837710060454624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742170312428302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727568688297952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015543797475086,0.0,0.0,0.2058941224841418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143770957395051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953110722159048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624507897072943,0.0,0.0,0.08026443443988804,0.0,0.17123514667846398,0.0,0.08980687489547798,0.0,0.14450575276634847,0.1361139293261274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080330642449847,0.0,0.14931527915994314,0.0,0.16242300072859125,0.07990332734199335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141081205922256,0.17067652725790988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277075478046444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290198755471792,0.0,0.0,0.16935089670272885,0.0,0.0,0.10470973537075756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616565478661454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358978118385701,0.09658323195284836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400607104404904,0.0706374059868038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36462097242458413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271069347635,0.0,0.15151627874977913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734504122617687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880376358457071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333925210835936,0.0,0.0,0.0674286903736028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905503956164947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162703432406145,0.30627992690236305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212188112069033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467832965620086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237891888645786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674570527479742,0.0,0.0,0.10415675571984544,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Walkerg-1-2-3,2020/02/28,"More progress Went from not being able to leave my house without having a full blown panic attack, to moving out to a new place in a different town. It took several months to get better, but I’ll take baby steps over no steps at all.",8.759148936170213,5.959153957446812,8.38776595744681,76.78250000000003,62.61702127659576,11.102127659574473,32.01063829787234,8.841846274778883,2.4071787234042548,184,4,37,2,2,59,41,47,0.165,0.754,0.081,-0.4773,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,10,3,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,23,2,0,0.2430666183855689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765233686499385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149726713628089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539528821203572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699227590175213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28046624286806743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25737245282123705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940134558045548,0.25834134825425786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23475525468075115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851863050468651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539528821203572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745960926134561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275584701205225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270055956607121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253251904236665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343075462711839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mombfthrowaway,2020/02/28,"I dont think my family gets it I dont think they understand just how hard it is for me to leave or talk to people.
""Get a job"" is something I hear so often that its starting to make me feel useless,
Not that I didn't already. 
""Get a license "" is worse like. I'm literally terrified of doing any of this and I really need to do it on my time, I'm 19 and trying to figure out what I want for the rest of my life, they keep putting pressure on my that's just driving me into a corner and ince I'm there they put their thumb on me. Idk what to do.",0.8519834710743801,2.017584983471074,3.367016528925621,92.47416115702481,79.33057851239671,6.4928925619834725,21.19090909090909,7.1686216300943375,0.3702687603305783,417,11,102,5,10,146,75,121,0.139,0.828,0.033,-0.8834,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,2,0,20,25,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,3,18,1,16,24,1,11,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,3,69,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469481372465687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614078471019946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347900160009914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486516058906554,0.0,0.09379022742947303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907354286527938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616421839905948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906273960966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840719895367813,0.1648736345758094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964090331821798,0.0,0.0,0.13101834390669753,0.09062192387363953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381721679415213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753981926053446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285966584481483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729409841371517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883079679866622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280064986490215,0.0,0.0,0.1312920506833507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909128244725767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377113110780893,0.0,0.0,0.10816176020152654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593675612392982,0.0,0.0,0.19310350540539026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940786950206813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903199109593774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThePopcornCeiling,2020/02/28,Do you guys ever get random mild sharp pains in your neck? Everyday at least once or twice I get this quick sharp pain in my upper left throat it’s gone as soon as it starts and isn’t triggered by anything. Sometimes when I’m anxious I tend to feel it more. Anyone else get that?,2.316724137931036,4.052828258620689,2.7684827586206917,95.8747931034483,76.75862068965517,5.329655172413793,20.220689655172414,5.6839178017228535,-0.2463420689655172,221,5,49,1,5,68,49,58,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,6,10,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,7,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738046259177284,0.0,0.16946796270275102,0.2483326381075916,0.1994465908665862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024657174223781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192339488635518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254754649981793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379878740445154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399804733508786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633313995610663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581119108146462,0.0,0.0,0.5157890856656402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397061998725001,0.0,0.17154792271159733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hanasaad,2020/02/28,my ANXIETY is ruining my life my Anxiety is always telling me that am dying wherever i am but i can just ignore it when am at home by distracting myself to social media to the point where am really addicted to it but when i go out in public areas i don't really mind the people there am fine with that but the thought creeps in to the point where i have a panic attack and that's the reason why i don't go out as much specially indoor places like malls cuz i feel very claustrophobic and my mind is always thinking when will i have my next panic attack,3.956578947368424,4.9202126842105285,5.7008333333333345,79.57125,71.28070175438597,9.208771929824564,23.899122807017545,9.516144504307137,1.9609333333333328,442,11,87,10,8,152,68,114,0.22399999999999998,0.732,0.044000000000000004,-0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,3,6,0,14,2,0,2,0,17,19,10,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,7,0,0,1,1,15,3,12,17,1,17,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,0,5,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393003375517024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655121574231316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244106392709804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630160204823444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558483833653193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067187473710788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813487382801749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003888313594605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269292886460178,0.07794671888035798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32219444655102314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728557381222267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696802920550906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743886025243528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060996231980197,0.0,0.16669290032781914,0.0,0.3016474103464178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442008548196106,0.16404112782261207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626383115333377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394513137537378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223142451224704,0.0,0.126662681205837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164317615790086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143966561573637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phoebe1109,2020/02/28,"Anxiety about boyfriend leaving/being a burden Struggling with feeling like my anxiety/panic disorder is a huge burden. Constantly obsessing/worrying that my partner will eventually grow tired of me and want to be with someone “normal.” Any advice on how to get over this negative thought? I fear constantly I’ll be forever alone, will never get married, not have kids and not live the life I want because of my anxiety.",6.37720720720721,8.815758972972976,6.920000000000003,67.41666666666669,67.37837837837839,10.87927927927928,39.36036036036036,10.864195022040775,5.40361981981982,340,20,49,11,6,111,56,74,0.312,0.586,0.102,-0.96,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,13,12,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,9,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128565776829124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133378079704808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007651539748187,0.0,0.3151551391402477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556623204930206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44519210854986624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23607606898872266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317898161766019,0.10415194631015808,0.14715535943570554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523678664195287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549293560970802,0.1006336161932001,0.0,0.18188807677762492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886793574139232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182106366187888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452998829779093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153397109592506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352867483793335,0.0,0.2367488674955388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429899758768973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918724636128608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_DanceCommander,2020/02/28,"Took a big step by going to the doctor! I have had severe anxiety and panic attacks going on something like 10 years now, and have tried everything under the sun to get rid of it. Breathing, meditation, herbal supplements, mind games, hypnosis, everything. But I finally realized that this isn’t going away, this is a medical issue, and it needs to be medically managed. I’m writing this after just seeing a new doctor. I am starting down the road of getting anxiety medication and truly starting to manage this illness. I haven’t felt this optimistic in years and am truly hoping something great comes of this!",7.4080519480519476,8.50843263636364,8.1312987012987,64.75409090909093,63.54545454545455,11.012987012987013,36.623376623376615,10.914260884657429,4.610792207792208,490,23,72,13,7,164,73,110,0.126,0.723,0.151,0.6229,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,6,0,9,7,1,0,0,14,23,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,1,0,6,2,2,0,0,3,2,4,3,14,19,0,21,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,9,50,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281176237420274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961938410020522,0.14008155785541593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843388040321652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052142346136321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26799757470805585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315652031770296,0.1633284971291137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557940779407131,0.0,0.2542058164834791,0.0,0.0,0.1643799904295298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808698214180932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556185518044476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284127257827834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505986842302906,0.0,0.0,0.15054548697844314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055355080624114,0.0,0.14399883057856233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493322771248274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188110209373968,0.0,0.0,0.16843719332951104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295643397654756,0.0,0.0,0.21106327569302352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656522747279276,0.10122708929947724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920271845245792
anxiety,kamenkaa,2020/02/28,"Should I keep taking Buspirone? Very bad general anxiety which, for the past 7 month, Buspirone has treated effectively. Also strong social anxiety which is situational and not really eased by the Azapirone. For the past month and increasingly so every day, every time I take my 15mg dose which I take 3 times a day, I feel so indescribably uncomfortable, so poignantly and electrically restless in the most unpleasant fashion, and with a bizarre and disorienting buzz that makes me want to come out of my skin. Never had a problem with the buspirone feeling before ab 2 months ago although I have always noticed a kind of buzz like state, just being able to distinguish the psychoactive sensation. It has evolved from a neutral feeling to one of great discomfort over time",11.730222222222226,10.236401540740744,10.49166666666667,59.9175,55.814814814814824,13.74074074074074,45.46296296296296,12.45797560212912,5.8332962962962975,628,31,96,16,6,198,95,135,0.159,0.7090000000000001,0.132,-0.6044,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,2,11,0,7,2,1,2,1,24,17,10,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,4,8,5,15,14,2,18,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,13,61,13,0,0.1529711080734187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559965755857506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233093985937382,0.12728421617705485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340449579516604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772448563385175,0.0,0.0,0.1301671461159959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317710646176672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730741944665992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25776951228329464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320403655283263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686511866863957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596774945350856,0.0,0.1592958692301395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473395653554545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210940247912817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663002371041095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798074891590048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415862042726488,0.0,0.0,0.10365718175394216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920564633954933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637269122685914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799720888091858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719459347127049,0.0,0.15593478057496313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450457073457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675960498360252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621718459101006,0.09022632288644884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marilter,2020/02/28,"Fear of being killed for the last 3 months ive been extremely anxious alone in public and often with someone too,
sorry, im bad at explaining things but here's a list of things i do:
hide behind the bus stop when im waiting for a bus so that if a car tries to ram through everyone ill be safe behind the bus stop
whenever I don't speak to adults, even if they are just asking when the bus is coming, because i think they might lure me away
i put away my phone when i see a motorbike, to avoid it being snatched
put up my hood and cover my face when a motorbike or van comes past, to avoid acid attacks
when im on a quiet street and see someone, i get butterflies, but not just in my stomach, also in my heart, and legs. 
whenever someone looks at me i think they're plotting to kill me
there's more but thats what i can think off 
help?",3.3480508474576283,3.918829864406781,4.429166666666667,89.57900423728815,72.38983050847456,7.707909604519775,25.48446327683617,7.793537801064563,1.123798870056497,654,19,148,8,12,214,108,177,0.212,0.747,0.04,-0.9808,0,3,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,2,0,14,8,3,3,10,0,11,5,4,0,0,28,23,17,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,6,7,0,6,4,0,0,5,2,7,0,0,1,6,19,1,23,18,1,26,0,0,3,0,9,11,0,5,10,94,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379626404791595,0.0,0.10330886133424448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594180359727835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077014294035075,0.14696610856140607,0.2427463293590044,0.0,0.10786372761055996,0.0787497204484961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256215243831826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532519621024959,0.0,0.0,0.1234414015343398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536856708058846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749361074891233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308434838277507,0.08658970036139264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186245412488017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28584719325245983,0.0,0.0,0.105302674105618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848251058250004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704442368943068,0.0,0.0,0.1031138986457306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332129841142099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597323662854598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058867681191612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283730242761567,0.0,0.0,0.14461155994666944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160081854716172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164898836561596,0.2483287863707628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770784939623018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chemkick,2020/02/28,"Anxiety disturbs first-person view If life is like a first person shooter game, anxiety disturbs the nice feeling that is life and first-person view.",13.670769230769231,10.651293769230774,11.342307692307696,60.052692307692354,53.61538461538462,13.476923076923079,49.07692307692307,11.20814326018867,5.815661538461539,122,6,17,2,1,37,17,26,0.287,0.5,0.212,-0.34,0,0,0,1,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585948272980406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850782221649092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980817024690183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310941668942964,0.1145045399469716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139456702839902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxxnova-tv,2020/02/28,I’ve never posted here before so no judgment please. This last week/week and half I’ve been having constant anxiety triggers. I believe I know the reason of what’s causing it but I haven’t been able to fix said situation. What are your tips/tricks to working out your triggers and ease your anxiety Or at least tips to feel as less out of control? What daily things can I do to help my anxiety overall?,4.194416666666665,5.646550275000003,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,71.25,7.333333333333335,29.583333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.9360833333333327,322,13,61,4,6,104,58,80,0.09300000000000001,0.794,0.113,0.5512,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,5,1,14,10,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,8,0,10,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,43,14,1,0.20896732142307664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795782867598278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778157993605622,0.2354346122600518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146670017993997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581943745735986,0.2343746198279814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566015647698576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006639070780125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484297488654485,0.17033625745666614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611684807082099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938336721364885,0.0,0.0,0.2001329300204046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485320988115905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877577570844995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348880246670893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388286029901589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352419610621457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213069878478613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,harsya,2020/02/28,"Is there someone who cries a lot because of anxiety and stress? I have been anxious since I was a kid and if I feel overwhelmed by stress I can't stop crying. As long as I am alone there is no problem with this (I cry until my head starts to hurt, so it's not quite true), but in company it is a terrible experience and I cant stop it because it will only get worse when people want to help, then I'm ashamed of myself and I feel pathetic and cry more. Fortunately, it rarely happens when I'm with people, but my boyfriend can't do anything with this, he doesn't understand what I'm going through and can't help, usually just sits next to me and says 100× how much he loves me what I know but doesn't help. He asks me to tell my problems, but I can't tell because I can barely breathe or if I have a real problem it doesn't matter, I cry because of anxiety. I can't hide it, I can't get rid of it, I just live with it, but since I graduated from college I drink a few glasses of wine or whiskey instead of one hour crying and calm down enough to handle the situation. I was crying so much in my childhood, but no one in the family taught me how to handle it, they just left me to calm down. Has anyone experienced this? Can you give me some advice how to make the situation easier?",6.416504273504272,4.573626411111113,7.281851851851854,79.84756410256412,66.37037037037037,10.52991452991453,33.36182336182336,9.265573868473778,2.605096866096866,1001,34,223,15,13,338,134,270,0.193,0.6659999999999999,0.141,-0.9225,0,1,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,1,13,13,0,4,8,0,24,6,2,4,1,45,42,29,0,6,14,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,16,12,3,2,4,3,0,1,13,9,0,2,4,4,32,4,29,37,7,20,0,2,0,1,16,6,0,6,12,153,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387636846725495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889853747020117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132614051074534,0.09696842425222764,0.0,0.0600173983527173,0.0,0.07063438601151613,0.0,0.08024356400279888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092953797738732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6599952968804688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408502066556671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868986558657019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396249971313338,0.08091701993828744,0.0,0.0868008890663123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968984787217328,0.08234016424534157,0.048781659546993365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590306395689997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809084312873249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259893862254647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452958006656767,0.0,0.09188748534824218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717233371381359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325931140127246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579333528652303,0.07596073044882166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297332540428708,0.07746888445040655,0.0,0.05729511908652979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619629969837115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128584314799952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632720256060962,0.06528091830354213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901351121735827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24639574528622846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129543494152006,0.0,0.09769832266435327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825894878783012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420061819678323,0.19296289208670764,0.0,0.0,0.07272719660882514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075402010952459,0.0,0.0,0.14352278000185187,0.1966459980315188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004607311700185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935662280813543,0.0,0.0,0.09453444945067893,0.0,0.050627344681362325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874725722434194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,night0072,2020/02/28,"I think about stuff like this ?? I wonder what are two biggest issues people have to deal with all day every day

As a busy professional and you probably a pretty good person , do you feel like it’s difficult to communicate with others, always trying to get their approval and emotionally detached from work ?? ,by the way what do you think ideal or a perfect job or life would look like ???",5.787499999999998,7.1338905277777815,6.251000000000001,75.89399999999998,67.33333333333333,8.537777777777778,26.9,8.841846274778883,2.0905966666666664,306,9,53,5,5,99,56,72,0.046,0.672,0.282,0.9673,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,4,1,7,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,2,14,11,5,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,6,9,10,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,5,36,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270603652924685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677172662401883,0.21398461323927312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334763727117037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487773481119973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494826210934152,0.14828046695221994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844121257611568,0.0,0.0,0.17409096553107276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663807354006454,0.20597066383510565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660533271221216,0.3042090955594013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742976092156573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389554420635406,0.18123285006496245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111625146812311,0.22378412371866335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760583901665666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659913475541799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091919865353789,0.0,0.20275536072976424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164750979647608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508930041079955,0.15110570515216493,0.0,0.0,0.14744423276549734,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MischiefManaged97,2020/02/28,"Having an anxiety attack over a professor So I«m studying in college

So last semester,  I had a little bit of a problem with a subject. Basically I was finishing a part of my degree and was focused on that and that class was from the second part of the degree so I ended up shoving it under the carpet. That plus some anxiety and depressive feelings resulted in me missing a lot of classes and not studying too much for it. I eventually decided to leave the exam to next july's special season, which I have access. 

However this semester, I have that same professor at another class. Last week I went to all of his classes. But today, I had an extra class with me and he pointed at me and said that he never saw me before. I felt so anxious at the time, like my face was burning. Then we had the class and at the end he started to throw a tantrum about how people should go to all of his classes, and how it helps, etc.. 

Well, the thing is classes are not mandatory, except the lab ones. So I don't know why he is acting like that, since we're all adults and we have the right to decide where to best use our time. Last semester it went bad on his subjects, but on other ones I sometimes decide that it's better to study by myself and it works fairly well. I have a lot of trouble concentrating in class which of course makes them really not that productive. Nevertheless, as I said, I suffer from anxiety and other mental health issues, so it's already a victory having the strength to pull myself out of the house.  

And so this happened roughly 10 hours ago, and while I felt pissed off at the time, I continued my day. But now for the last hour or two, my anxiety started striking again: I'm now feeling ashamed of going to the exam in july, because I feel so judged right now and that my grades will be harmed for this. I feel so bad about myself, and also afraid of this semester not being able to cope with everything and it's making my mind hurt.",6.4417275747508285,5.885187480620158,7.147530454042081,76.64162790697674,65.66666666666666,10.058767072720562,32.89885566629752,9.48565724429506,2.8988669619785896,1533,56,294,26,21,510,192,387,0.134,0.802,0.064,-0.9803,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,1,4,22,22,3,2,26,0,21,3,2,6,4,59,43,36,0,2,9,0,7,2,0,2,1,2,1,1,26,23,0,0,10,0,0,7,6,14,2,4,14,10,38,8,53,25,14,57,0,4,1,0,15,22,1,4,30,228,64,16,0.09711082175733583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608288415617976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716420662277758,0.07765948907416792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182916386109668,0.2971580513614162,0.1097075870893402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047757912238497,0.0,0.0,0.1621669596912815,0.05919785559321194,0.0,0.08263415676550287,0.0,0.1019118161727366,0.08588663021714013,0.10601986587668727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626284462556429,0.0,0.0836414084817123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202272811603184,0.0,0.1083042363458506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727694485355904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964085973368976,0.0,0.18648323579504386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038063584891912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587477896659815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322426242129673,0.0,0.0,0.06509133681567379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126919589116229,0.11205284995945623,0.10395914318501642,0.0,0.0,0.101358467731083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336956797043895,0.3166331237638053,0.0,0.10282633854528242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948868845071136,0.0973305553291114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512029588447547,0.0,0.0,0.12964445520182175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786486762235558,0.0,0.09805424679147158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138762770600286,0.0,0.07489785243151995,0.0,0.10327846063717944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316096121411834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103231131653964,0.0,0.06732441641376137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918011155522259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292194131881994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221167908245648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658642223524988,0.18474925929129274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033107527321069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960450858352878,0.0,0.13747107893299765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451611490249234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987830333373247,0.0,0.09204970415560686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486316210262667,0.0,0.0,0.08387257033742228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789644357926526,0.0,0.1746285826013819,0.18004540936148195,0.08762741201391551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069783482364551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cjezzrdz,2020/02/28,"Anxiety Hello, it’s normal that the scare sensation stay during all day?
I feel like preoccupation in my chest",3.0983333333333327,6.220433500000002,5.300000000000002,68.93833333333333,89.0,8.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.798666666666666,90,3,14,3,3,31,20,20,0.21899999999999997,0.67,0.11199999999999999,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386052391534873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854550960345512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238033927345116,0.3162098248524553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624314787273688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336763773795269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431426503123924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717770240359158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cadstlan,2020/02/28,"Anxiety over saying a stupid thing at work. Hi all,

I hope its OK to post here as I needed to speak to someone outside of my daily life and found this sub.

I was at work today and one of my colleagues, G joked that this guy looked like he was going for a job interview, even though he clearly wasn't as he was in work at 9. My colleague went down to T and told him and he thought it was hilarious 'lads bants'.

This is a team I'm trying to move into with a huge pay increase, they've never particularly gelled with me as I'm quite quiet and just get on with my work so I thought as I'm trying to improve my relationship with them I'd mention it when I was down there.

The problem was my voice was probably a little loud and the room a little quiet as I said 'haha, I hear G thought you were at an interview today' A mixture of me not being 'in' with the group and the quiet room meant he didn't take it well and told me to shut up. I felt bad so I got close to him and in a quieter voice apologised but said G thought it was hilarious this morning.

Then I got incredibly panicked and discussed it with some colleagues, my partner and basically tried to get everyone's justification that I wasnt in the wrong. I realised how bad my anxiety has got as I felt like I should quit my job, not apply to that team or just leave.

It sounds crazy and such a small thing but I seriously considered if I'd ever be able to go back to work and see him.

Hope you guys don't mind me sharing, any advice at managing this would be hugely appreciated as I've worked really hard towards this promotion and I really do not want anxiety and mental breakdowns like this to hold me back even more in the company.",6.149850793650793,4.970599534285718,7.164761904761902,78.32746031746031,66.51428571428572,10.406349206349203,32.301587301587304,9.586721724236666,2.6525396825396816,1327,45,285,23,18,450,177,350,0.10400000000000001,0.784,0.11199999999999999,0.5892,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,11,16,16,1,0,16,2,21,1,0,2,4,56,52,32,0,8,9,0,3,3,1,2,1,12,2,3,19,23,0,1,9,3,1,5,8,6,1,1,28,17,36,10,47,19,4,40,0,0,2,0,31,26,0,5,11,183,55,15,0.09129680484224184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921418106232705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208495799356166,0.0,0.20952541744191366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040321501647796,0.1524580371463721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060135711525488,0.08258318682052666,0.0,0.08723800946538098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531849979885253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010223419816412,0.0,0.0,0.09539762478682462,0.0,0.1037721562550785,0.0,0.21905518486255368,0.0,0.0,0.18079638091405908,0.0,0.0,0.08178400461864628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289813430687464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135665417980215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811959829556751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667013410996887,0.0,0.0,0.06448563322736024,0.1338090217985395,0.1830067659662792,0.0,0.0,0.07666632237962501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200570604331326,0.0,0.0921837470971432,0.0,0.0,0.09703405515288528,0.0,0.06769542397290865,0.07041372416382588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186507774098358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743710227105954,0.0,0.09843339704808604,0.08735871233121043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421077979112536,0.0,0.0,0.11697414194047134,0.0,0.0,0.09801860152515464,0.0,0.0,0.17368833632583014,0.07260288359597937,0.0,0.0,0.07275173322209698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735548647350167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864383521381373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130708081434907,0.0,0.0896986472183059,0.2899178603707159,0.0,0.0,0.17307739187050392,0.17447601893076195,0.0,0.18595361282465672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384922091460355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208679185865977,0.08463305275230591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39879096758909904,0.0,0.0,0.06485463072663099,0.09981872408246194,0.0,0.0
anxiety,user9153,2020/02/28,"Does anyone else get severe stomach pains? And loss of appetite? This seems to be my main problem with anxiety and once my stomach hurts it makes it that much harder to force myself to try to drink some water or food. I’d say secondarily my shortness of breath as a result of focusing in on my breathing and feeling like every breath isn’t big enough. 

Anyone have experience with these problems or have any tips? Figured I might as well ask because they’re so uncomfortable and everyone else seems to get such nice responses. Thank you in advance!",6.265714285714285,7.648050725490197,6.173249299719888,76.75676470588238,66.25490196078431,8.573669467787116,32.21848739495798,8.841846274778883,2.741636974789916,442,18,76,7,7,139,77,102,0.188,0.715,0.09699999999999999,-0.8933,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,9,0,0,1,0,5,9,5,2,0,18,13,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,6,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,2,7,4,15,11,4,6,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,6,1,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174069238286842,0.0,0.13207565633062074,0.0,0.0,0.2414397391977833,0.17689882625237088,0.0,0.0,0.16140307391597586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524494416379744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108589599653685,0.0,0.0,0.16912983582381072,0.0,0.0,0.2884513935928583,0.0,0.0,0.1783920879980836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546383658421647,0.16497307340258113,0.0,0.16888339539475444,0.0,0.0,0.0872962865498706,0.123340147541685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087672932233162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804034669387328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482382698129135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434735314105682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524423741479445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315281167997308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269165380505058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386505460101946,0.0,0.0,0.18371021333189388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33040266164007004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729704423702666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143454831617461,0.0,0.19504370153040684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895157450297212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721702197622573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523176676853284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flexilexi22,2020/02/28,"Leg shakes and biting the skin by my nails Anyone have any tips for leg shaking or biting the skin by my nails? I have serious issues leg shaking, especially when I'm stressed. It's distracting to people in my classes and even a few have asked me to stop. I don't even notice I'm doing it half the time! Another bad one is the skin around my nails. I got better about nail biting (it's not great) but now the skin around my nails is getting the brunt of it. It drives me nuts but I don't know how to stop. 
Any type of advice is appreciated!",1.8512389380531005,3.591268327433632,3.4364690265486746,90.5513407079646,78.11504424778761,6.289911504424777,20.14955752212389,7.1686216300943375,0.2981653097345132,423,10,94,5,10,140,65,113,0.152,0.792,0.055999999999999994,-0.7241,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,5,7,0,9,7,7,1,0,12,15,7,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,7,0,2,1,4,11,2,12,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897949532998636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908614535174324,0.22424868754413874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495344379825663,0.0,0.0,0.3807577986741207,0.19992829703077844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178562439751538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891399612202906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825022933119779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173194242349296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104172392358324,0.23577912420054706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321211820206247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753072615320745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434786721819632,0.0,0.0,0.14491566890950838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826216231192044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575896129176473,0.2449735377094421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470227951846645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,recentgrad19,2020/02/28,"My anxiety won’t let me get in a relationship So I’ve (24 F) never been in a relationship because whenever I’m interested in someone my fears about not being interesting enough or knowing what to say kick in, and I suddenly become a person with no opinions and nothing to say, which is not who I am. Social situations in general make me this way, but when I’m interested in someone it’s magnified 100 times. It’s probably also an issue of low self-esteem. 
I can tell that some guys I like are interested in me initially, but when we talk and they realise I don’t have anything really to say (because of said anxiety) they lose interest and forget about me. 
Does anyone have any advice on how to stop anxiety getting in the way of letting people close to you and potentially forming a relationship?",6.638412698412701,6.829451961038963,8.476839826839832,64.76462481962486,65.1038961038961,12.03924963924964,37.24098124098124,11.645159339076185,4.7740946608946615,638,31,110,20,9,227,102,154,0.125,0.773,0.102,0.0826,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,2,1,7,9,0,1,6,0,12,0,0,2,1,22,19,13,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,2,7,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,4,15,6,20,13,3,19,0,2,0,0,17,11,0,3,7,80,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010505754978147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647380249527144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054128992211376,0.0,0.3055603511663409,0.0,0.0,0.09309615102991592,0.0,0.10956472037305104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232454938135402,0.14704514537971633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651367284373625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757152672540754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982203753346968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912265197313387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318317517659132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389659087779455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317149400655344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722939253739728,0.0,0.06504657396569596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895211187096927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887348012670229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268750467180543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775357167017665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230406614576407,0.11625466981932404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354985536228465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529432926346678,0.0,0.0,0.4288348211189657,0.0,0.0,0.1266487610171002,0.3176401633481046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889639522063088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965745798659874,0.0,0.13572174830151834,0.2256219784698825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131287568282988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701469045027606,0.11637218763010387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763631177173669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113642282232772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nubivagance,2020/02/28,"Buspirone makes my dizzy So I finally got prescribed a med specifically for my anxiety. I started on a very low dose of buspirone because I react badly to meds in general and the idea of having a bad reaction is a big source of anxiety in itself. It went okay on the low dose, so I got bumped up to a higher dose (though still below a typical dose) and I've been getting dizzy spells for an hour or so after I take it. I'm seeing my doctor in a few days to follow up on the meds, so I'm going to being it up with her then, but I'm so frustrated that yet another medication causes as much trouble as it treats.",5.264966517857143,4.492773867187502,7.213303571428572,75.91562500000002,68.140625,10.439285714285717,31.566964285714285,9.957137785484203,2.913074553571428,477,17,98,10,7,170,78,128,0.183,0.8059999999999999,0.012,-0.9548,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,11,1,4,6,0,3,0,10,17,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,4,1,9,2,23,12,2,24,0,2,1,0,1,13,0,1,8,68,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807156525171324,0.2636823730859197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28779680423680376,0.1050581061014622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704274574273712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114635632932493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763993775718477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887922774623707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004160114914332,0.0,0.09794595122033722,0.0,0.27567534138117605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697221907323553,0.0,0.0,0.19455318216744766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503964791945134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742994539484304,0.17361647092145305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669122708439662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733429024739516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198458079013112,0.0,0.1376325733285366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957976355242265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932517627134622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220022959885772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976279487012976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,superawes0me,2020/02/28,"Conquered one of my biggest fears! I went to the dentist! I hadn't been in years due to no insurance and I do need some work done because of it, but all things considered it could have gone much worse. My husband held my hand the whole time and everyone there was incredibly patient with me. I feel a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders.",3.0636318407960204,5.156751805970154,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,75.71641791044777,6.854726368159205,27.58457711442786,7.793537801064563,1.5923651741293532,269,11,55,4,6,84,55,67,0.115,0.7829999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.2924,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,7,4,2,0,1,10,12,3,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,7,3,9,0,8,4,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315414713437174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267906853685144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906816082077184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714217965729723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196350426341825,0.14362413478043476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880931695094013,0.21061935854677374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924795241029406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871009330353464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563174704906886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458961838962239,0.0,0.26331704916538456,0.0,0.3171315044170663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679166788161066,0.0,0.2894710558985735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291878520932406
anxiety,hornyswordfish,2020/02/28,Throat closing in I've recently been diagnosed with panic disorder and the worst symptom is feeling like my throat is closing in/having a big lump. Anybody know any tips on dealing with this?,5.396476190476188,7.870479314285718,5.48,76.55333333333336,70.14285714285714,8.095238095238095,37.38095238095238,8.841846274778883,3.827095238095239,156,9,24,3,3,49,30,35,0.24600000000000002,0.657,0.09699999999999999,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,5,2,0,0,7,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23178755199646775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35139814469893205,0.0,0.34595238672638684,0.0,0.0,0.3906400295622213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234241301902825,0.2435010639005064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732051958054635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652055828048729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999103490289234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365451528130132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542703940344666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jscece,2020/02/28,"2 days, meds, and 6 showers later...... My anxiety gets so bad, my chest tightens up and I’ve been on the verge of crying for the last 2 days. How do I stop it?  Breathing techniques? Doesn’t work. Warm relaxing showers,  nope. I’m already on anxiety meds. I know the reason my anxiety is so bad. Nothing I can do about it. Nothing that I can control. How do i make it stop?  I wake up with my chest hurting so bad, it’s almost debilitating. I’m like Christ, i was just sleeping!  I know it’s not heart realated. I just had a heart cath done to make sure it’s not heart related. Ive have been seeing a therapist. I’m beginning to lose myself. I’m scared. I’m really really scared.",-0.6696666666666644,1.516552700000002,2.2657142857142887,90.69261904761903,97.0,5.80952380952381,20.952380952380953,7.2636822038024595,0.9968809523809524,518,20,112,11,21,181,78,140,0.251,0.682,0.067,-0.976,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,8,11,0,2,5,0,14,8,8,6,1,19,26,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,2,15,4,10,21,0,12,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,8,62,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856454835196485,0.0,0.14168211882783066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294655162883598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216021353165781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400087261619546,0.0,0.0,0.14103094489896073,0.16560251307843654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138806648899634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707874159960303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564301124581896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744469484877705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112013160503406,0.1046554005290314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272511722716406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363613805805514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140332286442478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28522582288299225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24638831134832076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645004948203667,0.13200682620833734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25708259394706506,0.0,0.10231061254687104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848323064946782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468042820457986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100653487822535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907127613535054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346981935501092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Choblioni,2020/02/28,"I need help, too anxious to get it 
I’ve always had a form of anxiety for as long as I can remember, it’s ruined my life in multiple ways and I’ve just tried to work through it. I lost my dad last month and it’s getting to a breaking point. I called my boss an told them I had a vomiting bug because I was too anxious to come to work, And I was too anxious to tell the truth. I know I need to call a doctor for help but I’m too anxious to call, I’m paranoid about every interaction and nervous and exhausted. I’ve been in bed all week, my boss asked me to keep them updated and I was too anxious to call. And now I’m even more anxious that they’re mad at me now. I have texts and missed calls from friends who have contacted me to see how I am after the death. I never answered because I’m anxious and now I’m afraid to answer them now because it’s been weeks. I keep getting attacks of fear and guilt and I don’t know what to do anymore",0.2690987224157979,2.1636743024390235,2.4347038327526143,94.99398373983742,84.02439024390243,5.465737514518003,23.420441347270607,6.655083550727371,0.5402148664343787,732,28,172,8,21,247,104,205,0.243,0.7120000000000001,0.045,-0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,3,13,12,2,4,7,0,13,4,0,3,3,29,33,15,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,8,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,9,1,25,2,26,24,3,19,0,3,1,0,18,4,0,0,12,107,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393975067982028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797867936250195,0.7027161197953459,0.08812656826742668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830733544294533,0.10109259895195534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250713824035362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536868003933534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654617325915672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095334350464307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058692074828773276,0.0,0.0748695087400847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999370872610486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865404831563092,0.0,0.13927914245089332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912376176643184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796807800747556,0.0,0.0,0.09767173346725727,0.07243384958702785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276539006346415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786394866892381,0.0,0.0,0.09700264608028793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092827117899761,0.0,0.0,0.1317791104319478,0.0685353410019483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400268571763883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066257201532514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708109804454955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766872501052913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491081529973461,0.0,0.06033101461788318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053399292929395,0.14255840855851434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938422292329624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amrbean,2020/02/28,"Embarrassed, angry, and devastated after a failed trip to PAX East I currently live just outside Washington, DC.  Two close friends were going to go to PAX East in Boston, MA and included me in their plans.  Honestly, traveling has been a trigger for me in the past, but after years of therapy and lexapro, I’ve been feeling great when I travel for work and pleasure. And hell, I have my Ativan to take as needed if I need it.  Although, I’ve been doing so good, I haven’t taken it in years.

I don’t know what happened this time, but all progress I made has been lost.  Wednesday night I met my bud at the airport.  I did have a panic attack on the plane (not usual for me) but I used my breathing techniques and pulled through.  We arrived and checked into our hotel.   I took 0.25mg of my Ativan.  I had a great nice sleep.  Wake up, no appetite.  That would last though the whole day and trigger me more, as my anxiety is kind based about food and meals.  I’d get hungry, but if you presented me with food, I was nauseated.  

We went to the convention.  I had a good time with my friends checking out the exhibits.  I met people I wanted to meet and then we went to a restaurant for dinner.  My friends were getting drinks, but I was about to have an Ativan, so I passed on drinking and barely ate dinner.  They decided to go bar hopping, which I wanted to do, but I couldn’t.  I ubered by myself back to the hotel.  I cried for 2 hours, sobbed really;  I am not sure why, but I feel like the stress of holding it in all day and keeping a smiling face just got to me.  I spoke with my wife and she helped a bit.  It is at this point I realized my Ativan, which as I said, haven’t needed to use in years,  is 5 years expired.  The internet claims that after 2 years past the expiry date, they are useless.  So, that explained their ineffectiveness.

We were suppose to go back to the convention today and fly out tomorrow.  Well, my friends did that.  I booked the first flight home this morning, just under 24 hours earlier than I was suppose to go home.  The idea of another day at the convention, not eating, making excuses for myself.  I couldn’t.  I am typing this message now on my metro ride home.

I am angry with self for wasting so much fucking money.  I have two kids, so we need to budget, but my wife was happy for me to have a guys weekend.  Either way I look at it: I bought a $200+ plane ticket this morning that I shouldn’t have needed.  Or I missed the second day of the convention, which was $70; another night in the hotel, which was $150, and my original $80 flight home for tomorrow.  I used super economy, so refunds were not on the table.

I am ashamed.  Why can’t I just have fun like normal people?  My friends are there right now.  Going to panels and seeing exhibits.  And tonight, they’ll probably go out again.  I am missing out on all this fun, that I already mostly fucking paid for.

And I am sad.  I am missing out.  I was suppose to meet a friend I hadn’t seen since high school at the convention tonight.  I wasted money. And I have failed.  Lost all progress I made.  I want to see the fucking world!  I went to Scotland with my wife 5 years ago and it was amazing.  Nearly no issues.  I fear now that will never happen again.

I don’t know where to go from here.  Obviously, check in with my doctor regarding my meds.  See a therapist.  And never fucking try to travel again (hopefully not so, I am just so angry and ashamed).  I am not sure why I feel the need to post this whole sorry story.  But here it is.  I hope it helps someone.

Take care everyone.",2.183661148977606,4.145382623066105,3.546323488045008,89.11980331061346,77.90295358649789,6.344442280644812,24.01863031483285,7.321109707123232,0.9998179422265498,2739,93,566,35,65,896,304,711,0.133,0.71,0.157,0.9787,2,0,2,0,0,0,113.0,6,1,5,11,30,50,6,6,34,0,59,19,4,9,9,110,125,49,0,18,24,4,3,2,7,4,1,2,4,3,27,40,10,2,9,12,9,19,19,23,1,4,39,10,96,27,85,80,11,104,6,10,5,4,38,35,6,6,50,388,123,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537678534370277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693536597745621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272061365454487,0.046401647406020284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900491706984233,0.0,0.09328138644094176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622060431349787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184279909713775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662772966029433,0.15647231861575275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208395066334756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883950798759102,0.0,0.062066195245725535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795937416620898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825482428669298,0.09200843563938932,0.04333263370585963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159393306937673,0.1466908679341793,0.0,0.2811758898065659,0.22430184996586236,0.06338047673796765,0.0,0.2757774630247237,0.1017506917251378,0.048512116451316464,0.1337468316808663,0.0,0.06005894193088369,0.10727573953112557,0.06456940291903761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131282989021707,0.0640863575473984,0.2433715149887332,0.12049011940500745,0.11946781514703553,0.0,0.0,0.06847320171615373,0.0,0.06330906882347223,0.0,0.05391380890191958,0.0,0.06316385383340843,0.06666986443962096,0.04944270733585301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059266881555901076,0.0,0.05356032859891676,0.0,0.05093573422845271,0.0,0.1324263025724904,0.0,0.0,0.11478828186966215,0.04048832781652588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737510350227767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458911363552298,0.26985377805597305,0.09356323946999154,0.0,0.0,0.11384302890924478,0.05942996748010523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116670618216868,0.0,0.0,0.11580596442437326,0.08410241803471633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733949291722683,0.0,0.058091647867647624,0.0,0.06539738956589812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038857764534330964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179986291883267,0.05769771304450736,0.0,0.0,0.061387075116902626,0.14500485348876666,0.0,0.06327740034720425,0.0,0.0,0.050175241269710194,0.0,0.06069977027897702,0.0,0.051393602534065136,0.0,0.0,0.06789938713857296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948120327740001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433505885919636,0.0,0.09121147430443946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936538250177197,0.07042625073225624,0.0,0.0,0.05959417790695539,0.0,0.07073796225822937,0.0,0.057494762756565065,0.0,0.06739100923322802,0.0411814188536692,0.0,0.11850412881736302,0.0,0.0,0.1571618369956385,0.06680397633057275,0.0,0.1073293795677525,0.048145881925579205,0.0,0.0,0.0545369972629625,0.16868606246383866,0.1641977226628047,0.1354404381407873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044158265122905715,0.0,0.0,0.043088257420497336,0.0,0.0,0.23436271768524594
anxiety,Exifile,2020/02/28,"If you didn't worry as much/have so much anxiety, how would you life be different? Just curious what you guys have to say?",2.9063999999999983,4.410841439999999,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,74.6,9.8,24.5,10.125756701596842,2.3466,96,3,21,3,2,32,21,25,0.073,0.74,0.187,0.4745,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27959739894336433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818572781859953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618906846179549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581550564086212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373516196351605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29065080967827633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711709105191676,0.0,0.2596322625004497,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AgreeableOrdinary5,2020/02/28,"Well, finally went to my doctor and starting meds I went to my doctor yesterday because I can't keep feeling like I do. I realized, that although I may not have thoughts of harming myself, I  may also depressed. It didn't click until talking to my doctor. She started me on escitalopram 10mg and booked me an appointment with a counselor.  I didn't realize the lack of energy, motivation, all the negative obsessives thoughts, avoiding hanging out with friends, irritability and list goes on was all a factor, I just thought maybe the winter was getting to me. But anyways, I cried full on sobbed today before taking my first pill. I've read a few things that it gets worse before it gets better... but I'm also beating myself up that I need help... I know its nothing to be ashamed of and have been open about this with a few of my friends but I dont want to be dependent on anything. I feel maybe I'm over reacting and being dramatic about it. I dunno, I created this account to see other's experiences with this.",4.465538461538461,6.136176271794874,5.6974358974358985,77.36923076923078,70.8974358974359,8.482051282051282,32.48717948717949,9.029198982220553,2.9990102564102563,803,38,144,16,15,268,117,195,0.134,0.769,0.09699999999999999,-0.4786,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,7,11,0,3,8,0,15,4,0,3,2,37,35,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,2,4,0,0,0,13,11,0,2,9,2,1,3,6,6,1,1,10,4,26,5,25,20,6,20,0,2,2,0,5,9,1,4,9,110,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150565820172904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064982052348027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196608449529451,0.0,0.2288325550905694,0.0,0.0,0.11891969259442997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476989269670977,0.0,0.0,0.11581093075445124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128791244249411,0.0,0.0,0.15758711162668965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315285096758153,0.0,0.0,0.13597488898537427,0.09605885617963417,0.0,0.14729528582587295,0.0,0.11437232802636572,0.0,0.0,0.2077682341631071,0.0,0.210750729146627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090126271634018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951497918543222,0.0,0.0,0.07389616522264658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569077811238444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701679877637123,0.0,0.14935568932515836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970101452778132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290188094160969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344972343176354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714788659570762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034415957414266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109782331275373,0.1080745357755811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932981224428327,0.0,0.0,0.3202406800079836,0.0,0.0,0.12745316114880506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930849149959042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208964498237643,0.24929310511047184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702709071306285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leeistheb,2020/02/28,"Does this happen to anyone else? I had been feeling really great recently, with confidence basically radiating from me (which is something that was very out of character). Because of this, I decided that I wanted to try dating again. 

A little background: I have been out of the dating scene for years. I am 25F and haven't really been on a proper date since I was about 22 or so. As my anxiety progressed, I thought that maybe I just wasn't supposed to date at all. 

Now, I've been on a dating app for about 2 weeks. Since the second I started getting any attention on the app, I haven't felt like eating, even having major discomfort in my stomach.  I've lost about 10 pounds in those two weeks because just the thought of eating makes me nauseous. 

I don't really know what to do. I know that I'd probably go back to normal if I just deleted the app and went back into my little hermit shell. I tried looking this kind of thing up but I didn't really get any results, which makes me think that my symptoms are abnormal. 

If anyone has any advice on how to deal with this kind of thing, please let me know! I'm getting a little worried for my health.",4.844736842105263,5.565757859649127,5.70905263157895,81.20436842105265,69.08771929824562,8.71157894736842,28.35789473684211,8.841846274778883,2.121834736842105,904,30,176,15,15,297,126,228,0.043,0.912,0.045,0.33799999999999997,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,13,6,0,1,9,0,20,5,1,4,1,31,41,9,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,15,7,2,0,10,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,14,3,24,4,33,26,2,30,0,1,1,0,1,14,0,3,15,120,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061170236419766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092706158721185,0.0,0.08659297149044043,0.0,0.0,0.15829551814361034,0.11598045729198105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407813920893733,0.0,0.1380038184580396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669787024593807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905668499489087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316510975744329,0.09455892174117958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476345833758935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723420244463105,0.0,0.10868382967692344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741731561375398,0.0,0.0643306631563354,0.0,0.0,0.12479659915237586,0.0,0.0,0.10009693161917184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031975000532913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235747914136042,0.1866251090239072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574836211697875,0.0,0.055300788568894615,0.34034986960572644,0.0,0.0,0.09505431010444687,0.0,0.1235644388108116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111552336209302,0.0,0.11371841831317933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109059218232598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425283583028485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204209563245624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900594685409386,0.0,0.1117652530821452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872702147307931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714214185842077,0.0,0.0,0.0801191767429311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176517323687998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040190424807404,0.07253003684127261,0.0,0.1797265171272883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370236308760865,0.0,0.11057392594696994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339676583975264,0.06676465473789207,0.0,0.1815945282226156,0.0,0.0,0.10493181610523793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495383073709345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289311646403461
anxiety,avenged7teenfold,2020/02/28,"I am so sick of this. This anxiety is killing me. I'm scared  of everything. Scared to go new places like restaurants I've never been to. I want to go back to college but the thought terrifies me. I let people walk all over me. Customers at work, coworkers, my wife, my child and her friends. Pretty much anybody I come into contact with. I can't even have conversations with my family. I don't think I've spoken 50 words to my wife's family in the almost 20 years we've been married because I'm so fucking uncomfortable around them. I've been on a list of meds for well over a decade and none of them have ever helped. I'm just so sick of being a coward and I don't know how to change.",1.0897435897435912,3.2581504685314684,2.816111888111891,91.85237296037295,82.77622377622376,6.051095571095573,21.42144522144521,7.3011,0.6450572494172495,539,17,118,8,15,178,90,143,0.196,0.7190000000000001,0.086,-0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,10,7,2,2,5,0,12,3,0,1,3,20,23,8,1,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,4,1,0,4,0,17,3,21,17,3,17,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,1,6,74,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831733977491168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993745565054969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284241792386506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065836675884338,0.0,0.11150964617960013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351085319781325,0.1575740633111101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082052336722413,0.16546652693889444,0.0,0.0,0.16440158419138426,0.0,0.3448916368043952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132773586506026,0.16911161530151675,0.0,0.0,0.20792147832469188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261106192004115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237988909344945,0.0,0.10053103413131366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705364894605367,0.0,0.08936812670361399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318891861321967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447124101586874,0.0,0.14108337102008767,0.17667052319119944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681746286781778,0.0,0.1911181439202745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861009283668949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36628054031289065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721123134028046,0.0,0.14522236093089952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789415989078807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447193283938868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317189394530202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779798148562548
anxiety,Austen11231923,2020/02/28,"Driving: Seeking Advice So basically to summarize, every time I go over a speed bump, or zone out while driving, unless I can clearly see the area I just drove past, I start worrying I hit a pedestrian or a dog or something. Does anyone experience anything similar, or have any advice on how to work past this? Thanks!",4.507457627118646,6.706080762711867,5.812000000000001,74.41054237288138,71.88135593220339,8.787796610169492,32.13898305084746,9.3871,3.375926101694916,251,12,42,6,5,84,46,59,0.042,0.846,0.11199999999999999,0.6081,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,6,0,14,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,6,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836846085205711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830025363990428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304928883509216,0.0,0.20366144821475485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657832254197068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851922351938848,0.0,0.0,0.2420906480948208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065307268389096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725103945118006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972158079786623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052827083184395,0.0,0.0,0.17517320414389673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278536003919775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431218037748195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017413332632665,0.2513359682094897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,21stillbored,2020/02/28,"Am i having a heart attack? Wtf Im alone & scared. I just started hyperventilating, my mouth is dry, got diarrhea, heart pounding 100+ bpm, weird buzzing in ears blood pressure seems ok (125/70) severe doom feeling, feel like im about to pass out and die my chest feels really tight and my pupils are fucking huge cant breathe holy shit. My skin is tingling all over 

Been to ER multiple times during an episode always said panic attack but im still convinced im dying right now. My head hurts so bad man fuck 

What do i do?",2.091984265734265,4.5326391250000055,2.847272727272728,91.48863636363636,80.82692307692308,5.320279720279721,21.954545454545453,6.574015621080383,0.398684615384616,415,13,85,4,11,130,85,104,0.301,0.602,0.09699999999999999,-0.9754,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,15,5,3,2,1,9,13,10,0,1,11,18,4,2,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,12,1,0,3,7,8,3,6,15,1,10,1,2,0,2,2,5,3,1,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867938118895332,0.0,0.0,0.111415014993494,0.14507992798802308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046597621551719,0.0,0.0,0.1118003937121088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27793284382921024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031106572434132,0.09565774758501963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475756480962061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709157033507499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741939925165494,0.0,0.0,0.3173428324700381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334206129515534,0.0,0.5785372533282134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541647611946337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710207836987733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577937488808864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434934339932055,0.12736897803417024,0.0,0.13405664358316127,0.0,0.0,0.1218969714326586,0.0,0.15126819240051542,0.13744579478483268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947746740642867,0.0,0.1069322220345442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807780833618402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,un-dress2impress,2020/02/28,"how to not get sucked into conspiracy theories i have a huge fear of apocalypse/ the world suddenly comming to an end, or just supernatural things or other dangerous things i have no power over tormenting me. i see conspiracy theories that claim to prove this type of stuff all the time and it freaks me out, and even if i avoided these theories id feel ignorant and like im rejecting the truth which makes me more anxious. i dont like to admit this but most conspiracies ive seen seem very rational to me. how do i not believe in something that makes sense to me and sacres the shit out of me",5.044551282051284,6.097579213675214,6.149647435897435,77.02139423076926,68.82905982905983,10.636324786324787,30.86431623931624,10.686352973137794,3.3647444444444434,476,19,94,14,8,159,77,117,0.159,0.726,0.115,-0.1287,1,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,3,2,6,0,5,1,1,4,3,27,14,10,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,3,13,3,14,13,3,10,0,1,2,0,1,7,2,5,5,66,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26594129958428736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652214758512821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275893586258839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084994715814744,0.0,0.0,0.15548316526260375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26489672386670643,0.11902813426833812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298969941287274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427842193132616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001455094237394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31427010487608703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875877689983532,0.21430439859000736,0.0,0.0,0.24164044474527036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122671616834374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694830685233268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31278601410357953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372668866343043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423425696124905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,azee33,2020/02/28,Anxiety from Sedatives? My body freaks out from sedatives and im scared to try any more anti anxiety meds (tried Trazodone for sleep),3.765000000000001,6.9601155000000015,3.2633333333333354,85.915,81.5,6.533333333333335,28.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.324683333333333,108,5,18,2,3,32,21,24,0.37,0.63,0.0,-0.8211,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120417663207944,0.0,0.4770682093193701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463510648586214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368087419299297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463510648586214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121766089415742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31203558851804475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233975914226255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kyraisabella,2020/02/28,"Can’t bring myself to go running today... I moved to the beach in January and since then have made it a goal to run on the boardwalk at least three times a week. But I’m SO tired of forcing myself to fight my social anxiety the whole time I’m out. It makes me not enjoy my run. I’m just busy worrying about everyone around me and what they’re thinking about me. It’s just exhausting. Today already I’ve spent an hour trying to talk myself into walking out the door and fighting my very unhealthy OCD just to cope with the THOUGHT of going out. I know if I just went out it might suck and be unpleasant but at least I’ll have done it, but... it’s just an hour of torture really. Some days it takes two or three hours before I can go out. It’s just not efficient! It shouldn’t take me so long. And I’m like this every time I have to leave my house. I’m so tired of it. Doing anything is so exhausting.",2.330333333333332,3.618806805263159,3.696315789473687,91.12254385964916,75.6842105263158,6.961403508771928,22.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,0.737182456140351,703,19,158,9,15,231,108,190,0.193,0.7909999999999999,0.017,-0.9823,0,0,0,0,3,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,13,8,4,0,9,0,11,4,0,2,0,34,30,15,0,2,13,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,12,13,0,0,3,1,1,10,4,6,0,3,5,0,16,2,25,22,4,33,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,4,13,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608190326865815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082007595860774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163925809380944,0.12591105955360032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035451826150105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121671683483462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474162056618892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916880103414045,0.13515141510048695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114982423117345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41786797670855536,0.1632020862144093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773139939134861,0.0,0.0,0.14976391028386346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910015011465488,0.0,0.0,0.1251694247818588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338333872200706,0.09441190278838718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500448598528326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032770631997674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060970619517382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700013946256928,0.0,0.0,0.14417966404201804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126896641481284,0.1136836381034796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062866124069023,0.0,0.11228709060457392,0.24742336778279936,0.32512758464346386,0.2681360404318112,0.0,0.0,0.09602807335287193,0.0,0.138165749158956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670232390465855,0.0,0.0,0.11345416118750193,0.0,0.0,0.1311157477554254,0.0,0.15791204735979866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363858392890472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SevenSqueakyShoes,2020/02/28,"I went to therapy for the first time today and she prescribed me prozac But I think I'm too scared to take it. Ironically enough.

I feel like I've had an ongoing panic attack for 3 hours now, since I stepped into her office.

I had an ugly sobbing breakdown 30 minutes ago but I'm still so anxious. Fuck.

I've never taken meds for anything. I looked up the side effects and it just fueled my anxiety. It's all so fucking real now. I don't know how to handle it. I can't.",0.15530303030303114,2.4098824343434373,2.7648737373737404,89.9339772727273,88.2929292929293,4.916161616161617,21.381313131313128,6.42735559955562,0.4790464646464647,367,13,76,4,12,127,71,99,0.215,0.767,0.018000000000000002,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,3,2,4,0,4,3,0,2,2,14,15,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,4,2,12,1,8,11,2,14,0,1,1,2,2,3,3,0,10,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087973882897146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609918059802955,0.230520618527068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679173656601965,0.0,0.0,0.2321385470990805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108402073124232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317479525200207,0.1457747513887112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735664814976885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772854730773043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009500642198056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121416134059099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968947402367774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135224330825985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266557124014619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737744058487865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394109938315665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322557878331863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204291595649078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687938788029756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295614810158135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342166922950606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335118418641876,0.0,0.0,0.1307482480944478,0.0,0.0,0.1189843309771293,0.0,0.1934173861640413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915819876326834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amr1412,2020/02/28,I’m absolutely terrified of dying My cat passed away recently and it was the first time I’ve really had to deal with death. I’ve been thinking about it so much recently. I think about how I could be in a car accident when I’m driving to school. When I’m at school I think about how someone could just kill me. I have nightmares about people trying to kill me. I worry that my life could end anytime and I might never get to marry my boyfriend or have kids. People die every day and it could be me. It’s so awful. Does anyone else worry about this?,1.7127353177795648,3.797740707964604,3.2446822204344343,90.09667739340307,79.97345132743362,6.232984714400643,20.007240547063557,7.348242739294969,0.4992371681415926,432,11,91,6,11,142,70,113,0.27399999999999997,0.726,0.0,-0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,2,9.0,0,0,0,1,12,2,2,0,2,1,12,1,0,2,1,17,19,10,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,0,12,0,14,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,9,60,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919572386295628,0.14535806888224445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328739817853286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530725415316491,0.0,0.0,0.09149157372579138,0.1462572010637616,0.0,0.0,0.29446818370002603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414753982634685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851050237957175,0.0,0.12565081087670782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952788396639065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067080421585065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411891907203813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31390652757438586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020386652536363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049697943260076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428753695585456,0.0,0.10941549403398187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670348463452547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088273402383823,0.0,0.2801503242094769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871511157272958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020225984702855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27270523855576395,0.0,0.0,0.0827229703811583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963174279646382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288142799859707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hiraethforhome,2020/02/28,"I don’t want anyone to know anything about me Everything I do leaves me feeling shameful and embarrassed. I stay up thinking about how stupid I must’ve looked or sounded. It makes me anxious just thinking about all the things I’ve said trying to act normal. 
I don’t want anyone to know me. Nothing about my personality, my interests, my goals. I don’t want anyone to know my name or to even look at me. I feel like it puts such a heavy burden on me to put on a show or else I’ll feel terribly anxious about what a screw up I’ve been.
Does anyone else feel similarly?",1.5936781609195378,3.84683296551724,3.1334482758620723,89.81471264367819,81.41379310344827,5.935632183908046,22.597701149425287,7.1686216300943375,0.7694563218390806,448,15,94,6,12,147,64,116,0.18100000000000002,0.733,0.085,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,2,2,4,0,5,1,0,2,1,22,21,5,0,4,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,9,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,8,17,2,16,19,1,9,0,0,2,1,3,5,1,3,1,55,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338498513160823,0.0,0.4132644140800804,0.1513959342930552,0.12159256711447332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930436491571973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24686635381527464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759302463779683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279571557322925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29884433136208666,0.10555862505428247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436124447421991,0.0,0.0,0.15645480292426936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218728696208868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481596714283609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986298742899072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447718524750624,0.14177816257394846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901692893704464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29707599100821336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405520675040611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749078641901584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816411033700134,0.18935522325541645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003182493241808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614551843768758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coreylaheyjr,2020/02/28,"At a loss of what to do.. Hey guys. I (21 F) have been struggling with anxiety since I was around 10. Have been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, OCD and major depressive disorder. I have been on Zoloft and Abilify since I was 14, but a year or two ago got off the abilify and lowered my Zoloft to 100mg. I’ve noticed in the past two years that my mental health is tanking yet again. I had some outside stresses, like my parents divorcing and a really bad breakup (relationship was very abusive). I went back to therapy recently but it was of no help. I see myself going through cycles of feeling “good” and then ones like the past week, where I keep waking up with an anxiety attack and crying, salivating in the toilet, having diarrhea and shaking. Of course this happens right before work.. anyhow, I just want some reccomendations of what to do right now. Yesterday I woke up with an intense anxiety attack (unsure of the trigger, possibly my r-pe) and I called out of work because of it. Today I feel the same exact way but haven’t called out. I want to see my psychiatrist today and get my medication altered, maybe that would help, but I did not get a call back from her yet. And I have work at 11. I have a decent amount of call outs from my job, mostly due to anxiety or being too depressed to get ready and get out of bed at work. I guess, long story short: should I call out of work today in hopes to see my psychiatrist? Can my job fire me for this? I told them yesterday why I call out, they seemed somewhat understanding. And is calling out of work due to these anxiety attacks just making things worse? Thank you",4.860109321058687,5.993654297468352,5.732704257767551,79.54514959723824,69.31645569620252,9.289758342922902,29.553509781357878,9.573946990214177,2.665650632911392,1282,48,246,28,22,421,174,316,0.184,0.72,0.096,-0.9809,4,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,2,7,11,15,3,3,13,0,24,7,2,2,1,54,48,19,0,5,9,1,3,2,0,2,5,0,1,1,10,24,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,10,0,3,13,7,35,5,47,32,7,48,0,3,3,0,19,22,0,10,24,168,45,8,0.0,0.08503414309649769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361859930699128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32941703543719714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388933578281526,0.0,0.2449416829195148,0.0,0.11037136071904416,0.059923845085829486,0.043749517592659805,0.0,0.0610698556381749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129868832545761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883451849081521,0.0,0.0,0.12362850766050774,0.07284369348287044,0.0,0.0,0.16450623650748464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257679605480125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998468027745554,0.0,0.040787791395225835,0.06019615878521276,0.05739996486311302,0.0,0.07906128578225856,0.07106227080420274,0.06346480147831167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628674450342239,0.0,0.0,0.09621005884792913,0.0,0.0,0.07128248699621555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243866989296144,0.06379129510278861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012509796947204,0.0,0.0,0.06351301814139446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047906147248121575,0.0,0.07210127948908293,0.0,0.0,0.07229938869845955,0.07232594331066483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817091111313053,0.0,0.0,0.04863231095142975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969061932725145,0.0,0.13702264042775145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090839659530925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597685036413599,0.0,0.07086290742675508,0.07705269729642178,0.0,0.12258011107138085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715710239850851,0.06533550544886214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873557768891894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221077368932947,0.07502820080888442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607495267683212,0.08207373352415466,0.0,0.04767991805872618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408493404024414,0.06857804367218319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402151323798999,0.07471372078617085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059216672348036015,0.08466204688130077,0.0569666329360248,0.05756850133550236,0.0,0.0,0.0665302799012285,0.06476006546327738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134906969908588,0.0,0.07313841026731352,0.05098240692985063,0.0,0.0,0.09243334617140953
anxiety,MelloniousFunk,2020/02/28,"Anxious Dreams Hello everyone, I’m wondering who here has stressful or anxious dreams. Waking them up in the middle of the night with an elevated hr and feeling of lots of energy/adrenaline pumping. These dreams tend to have a lot of conflict and I’m usually fighting something off to save my or my loved ones and often takes place in a previous residence we lived in when I was a kid. 
I now feel anxious this morning and I am doing my best to relax but it’s just an overall jittery unwell feeling. Yesterday was an anxious day out of no where. (It felt like anyway)
I just want to shake this feeling and I know I can, I just hate feeling so uncomfortable when lately my anxiety has been improving. I know it has its ups and downs I would just like to know if others have experienced this.",2.5895129870129883,5.102767090909094,4.178035714285716,82.25133928571431,79.38961038961041,7.226623376623378,27.806818181818183,8.278499904357787,2.2840402597402596,628,28,115,13,16,209,96,154,0.165,0.645,0.191,0.3528,0,0,1,0,2,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,12,10,2,2,8,0,12,2,1,0,0,34,29,13,0,3,8,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,10,4,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,7,15,6,19,24,3,20,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,7,10,91,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895468627510707,0.6435985525442885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946618350679688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918523012574443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609312992110545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600716353895517,0.0,0.1367502738595088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061513806386236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348190604245777,0.0,0.16066153150374055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916325922491551,0.0,0.12576382791377974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421691750006116,0.12854406546251831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365615439124914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651082268130017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880374461226306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964567405535076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314728308814022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708582693812738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686094546037355,0.0,0.08400591740908134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445376774922798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011745882277068,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deedee1256,2020/02/28,"Struggling to settle in a new environment I (22F) Moved in with my dad as he lives near my uni and I don’t feel like myself. It’s been 3 weeks and I thought moving would be fine (lived at my mums with my sisters before) but I’m struggling. I can’t focus at uni and I feel weird. I know time will probably adapt me to this place, I mean it’s nicer and my dad is wealthy and spends all this money on me etc. so I should be happy but part of me just wants to run home. I know it’s better for me but I miss being in the comfort of my own home. I don’t know if it’s a phase and I’ll get used to it or I should leave. Please give me some opinions I feel so anxious 😥",-1.4211846946284048,0.4145166423841076,1.0445805739514356,102.51497976453275,91.18543046357617,3.885356880058867,15.01140544518028,5.033348758259628,-1.2590002943340686,507,10,134,2,18,171,90,151,0.095,0.735,0.17,0.9256,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,1,1,30,26,14,0,5,6,4,3,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,0,8,0,2,3,3,4,0,0,2,3,25,5,17,17,5,14,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,4,4,83,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180347339720788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358415651835719,0.0,0.0,0.14118827774992876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804038374811273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421557772423382,0.11404658194740312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340511660597101,0.15314087743855395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993935220478254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32026312566449144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26320129338944315,0.0,0.0,0.1690353156228762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799185839952877,0.0,0.2819294320372776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389435455786875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393433202498083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541809472385582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728741600628052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678943341449767,0.1752363723664199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211851924119018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33378000076408193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673603249770204,0.0930871507169036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378773823872435,0.0,0.0,0.09415958855494473,0.0,0.12805328005063712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340341125430023,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,metaphorlaxy,2020/02/28,"I want to cut everyone out of my life because I am too anxious that they'll leave me first and it's driving me crazy First time posting so sorry if i violated any etiquette here.

I have extreme anxiety associated with checking my phone. I would go for weeks and even months without turning on my phone and checking any Whatsapp messages sent by my friends (Yeah, I'm surprised I still have friends, too). I don't know if it's caused by my anxiety disorder or just a general, cynical attitude towards people. I have been hurt and left behind by too many people, and I feel terrible for saying this but I have little trust in anyone who is still in my life, even when they have been nothing but kind to me. I worry constantly about what people thought of me, to the point that I felt dizzy and threw up. Cutting off all contact with them seems like the most viable solution to my anxiety. I've talked to my therapist about this, and she suggested that I set targets of checking my phone in hopes for me to overcome my phone-induced anxiety. I've tried this technique and gave myself a panic attack instead.

Last summer I went abroad for three months for a work placement, and those three months were the freest, happiest I have been. I ate alone, watched TV alone, laughed alone, exercised alone, went shopping alone, and I had no problem coping with loneliness. I didn't answer any calls and messages from my friends, and I felt so liberated. But at the same time the lack of craving of a normal social life creeps me out and I feel like I'm turning into an anti-social psychopath. I just don't know how I can keep this going on. Is it even possible to lead a life of complete solitude in a city?",6.098231707317072,6.52399431097561,6.203560975609758,79.79631707317077,66.2560975609756,9.120975609756098,34.38780487804878,8.982922981607832,2.916683658536585,1346,59,253,21,20,428,176,328,0.196,0.688,0.11599999999999999,-0.9541,0,5,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,4,18,19,5,1,12,1,20,6,0,3,1,51,43,23,0,8,9,0,4,2,3,2,5,1,0,0,13,19,1,1,9,3,4,8,5,9,0,4,15,6,44,10,42,26,4,40,0,1,1,0,21,16,0,6,16,174,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569313632470932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001127999308064,0.0,0.2700023380414715,0.09968198700759257,0.0,0.06169692422002654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038161351356442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378807454141212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009920315716717,0.0,0.0,0.09064306181028783,0.0,0.0,0.09251415925378732,0.095352173626292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112652891601634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748378783269128,0.0,0.0,0.08431363653624567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922992368783236,0.06303608313569697,0.1694415124864376,0.0,0.0,0.15010762910628392,0.0,0.0,0.20451361075709912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029352937661017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763862860725499,0.0,0.0,0.09445886319466937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784285433277027,0.0,0.09188460522479937,0.09698480701608726,0.07192442147026283,0.0,0.09342957962025122,0.09586907840492323,0.0,0.2492958413453435,0.08621567058007125,0.08843602716243644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945783387542545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112882954386954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645291205369543,0.08466518049322773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035263731681806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835159749740516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341189384019038,0.09947325379936946,0.08450605539767815,0.0,0.0,0.08443029322775886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016910606407112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032708086074647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899458713097331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877339654873517,0.0,0.0,0.14093136433226947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092105499634041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244923090132023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700498247680754,0.1029026783838567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990670588191872,0.19195167415402026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204409944446977,0.0,0.07077789679653307,0.0,0.0,0.1635920051922442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505671570521288,0.0,0.06423713108024696,0.08960832077827836,0.0,0.06268058838444195,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joana_fartaria,2020/02/28,"Having anxiety gives me even more anxiety... Today i woke up with a lot anxiety, no idea why. I'm trying to be rational and thinking why am i like this, why my pulsation is high, why cant i have breath deeply, and my chest hurts... Its not like this happens everyday, but when it happens i feel like its a bad omen, like something bad hapenned or its gonna happen. The last time i had this, was the day my uncle killed himself, so now i can't shake the feeling something bad is imminent. So everytime i get an anxiety attack im scared something will happen which makes me even more anxious. Trying to relax by checking my cat through a cam... Not helping atm.",2.5730512820512854,4.670859100000005,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,77.23076923076924,7.102564102564102,27.756410256410252,8.07648339933343,1.9303333333333328,513,22,101,9,12,168,86,130,0.271,0.625,0.10400000000000001,-0.9791,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,6,13,2,2,7,0,11,2,2,1,0,13,24,7,1,0,4,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,1,2,1,5,8,0,0,3,2,14,5,6,18,3,10,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,11,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644587627894321,0.13455429282838016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549867357941658,0.0,0.0,0.2983420904648033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681261178414021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733492602563706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204457258665211,0.08508834789126593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222723606879708,0.11425598236582755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212952070939056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983330074842107,0.12584054602108602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750393446273658,0.1344545925456883,0.12865340320577853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177158976052056,0.0,0.0,0.09708614322951294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327539595442147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125846914423332,0.0,0.0,0.07950324335634172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192444795566752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750776130720441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631741652138709,0.0,0.0,0.06945084832142973,0.0,0.112897231416028,0.0,0.0,0.16172840625669652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42989349301108265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BronteLou,2020/02/28,"Does anyone else avoid seeking help about anxiety because it somewhat makes you “who you are”? Hi all,

I’ve avoided seeing someone about my anxiety for years because it’s all I’ve ever known about myself. I feel like it’s just getting worse and worse as I get older, but I worry about seeking help...

My anxiety means that I am a perfectionist, and in turn I excel at work and many would consider me an over achiever. I am very strict with myself in terms of diet and exercise, so I maintain a good physical image. My paranoia and overthinking can lead me to make good decisions in social settings and not take risks that some young people do. My neurotic nature is funny to my friends, and we laugh at my tendencies together. 

I am worried that if I change my thought patterns and reduce my anxiety, I’ll lose who I am. I’ll become some sort of lazy, pathetic person ... I don’t remember a time in my life when I wasn’t worried. I remember being about 5 or 6 and being franticly panicked about the true meaning of life (lol). 

I’m not looking for sympathy here by the way. Just hoping others can relate and wonder what other people have done to overcome this :)",6.4248935439560455,6.50021843303572,7.144285714285715,74.53148351648353,65.5625,9.928021978021981,34.64148351648352,9.661875296680813,3.3677703296703294,915,39,162,17,13,304,139,224,0.185,0.638,0.177,0.6139,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,0,5,12,13,0,4,6,1,16,4,0,3,4,43,31,16,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,12,12,1,2,9,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,3,29,8,24,25,6,17,0,1,2,0,11,7,0,8,8,113,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370649050633826,0.0,0.0,0.08469521617871141,0.1241095138769303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767648983197829,0.1337758891016138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813691247220668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599955637376267,0.12395556291677486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118654542359612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956682547296394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612457409497393,0.08653356315133959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935828632925536,0.0,0.1265683162393448,0.0,0.0,0.20319212462036595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623785193413655,0.0,0.0,0.12030701188646825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111197553300436,0.0591768143232778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171665549887036,0.13551077220296054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170719258772906,0.1228043484297239,0.0,0.26388687595625776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794921701708998,0.10576392561029016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744278581294448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652299413105038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347430785678674,0.10263100047516828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107286122309588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616176376726428,0.07063046254954301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175201798036507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994293415198173,0.0,0.09614543030927453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313576871730856,0.0881823165793369,0.3690327935633517,0.2468786924859743,0.0860455533325589,0.0,0.0,0.07800218640758277
anxiety,ben_soda,2020/02/28,"I got anxiety about thinking about making a joke! I work at a breakfast restaurant/cafe and today I'm on call. 
I was thinking of calling and making a joke about how I'd like to order 100 breakfast sandwiches for takeout before revealing that I'm actually just calling to see if they need me to come in. 
When I thought about making the joke my heart just started beating so fast and loud and I started sweating and shaking. 

I can't believe this 😐😐😐",4.91,5.746114666666667,5.862222222222222,79.75000000000001,69.0,7.777777777777778,36.111111111111114,7.793537801064563,2.8331111111111116,360,19,66,4,6,119,59,90,0.077,0.809,0.113,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,9,5,0,1,4,0,2,5,2,4,0,18,16,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,4,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,9,4,12,13,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,6,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.1883643019112636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766339763067518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424983664332035,0.2174727821878444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912995224490356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627372177677752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437951757995022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873524606508486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430213782004317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865365380753981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312539876924418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381572663956394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732478086755539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736491855907056,0.0,0.15324008234474865,0.0,0.0,0.18296488355933888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052430950282174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reframelife,2020/02/28,"Getting Over Hitting The Wall Reading some of these posts made me write this. Not to say 'look at what I have been through' but to possibly provide a little positivity and hope to some of you or even one of you.

I hit the wall really, really badly and crashed and burned about 10 years ago. Family issues, severe health issues (my wife and my kids - I almost lost my wife during her pregnancy, we lost one of our twin baby girls who were born at 26 weeks, and our son was born without a complete immune system) and high work pressure and an uncaring employer, all took their toll. Anxiety, stress, feeling depressed, down, not knowing what to do, getting signed off work by my doctor for 9 months. I had to sort myself out and I considered medication, CBT, counseling but none of them seemed the right thing for me to do so I eventually turned to hypnotherapy in desperation. I was really skeptical and indeed, the results were subtle at first but ultimately they were absolutely amazing. It really did change my mindset completely and I have been so much happier since.

I was so blown away I decided to quit my job and study to be a Clinical Hypnotherapist / Mindset Coach. It took me about two years studying full time to qualify but it was worth it and now I have my own practice, and I help people all over the world and (obviously) specialise in anxiety, stress, self-confidence and self-esteem, as having been there I understand what it is like and how debilitating it can be. So keep facing toward the sun guys and the shadows will be behind you. Keep going and you can change your mindset.",5.394333538083536,7.0888299628378375,6.041732186732188,75.71039312039315,68.62837837837839,9.571007371007374,29.67076167076167,9.910423181423305,3.0297689189189194,1263,48,224,31,22,411,179,296,0.128,0.7829999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.8974,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,3,5,3,6,10,11,1,3,11,0,25,6,1,3,3,48,44,29,0,1,8,3,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,3,13,20,0,2,5,2,1,3,4,8,0,4,17,3,36,3,36,21,8,34,0,3,1,0,22,19,0,7,11,166,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963698174353134,0.0,0.10886296670696938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633426865192544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021418823117884,0.0,0.0907729826473682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001337342624426,0.0,0.2279724706245008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363658460595893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127502045617373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718056266601527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248738964370192,0.0,0.05496987250607819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247343148055703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359882498107628,0.0,0.061785579267156235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076455335159704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155595961026024,0.0,0.0,0.07286977320794914,0.1148639973914944,0.0,0.10797911826086813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269416766530667,0.10788345517538832,0.1932628360254503,0.0,0.0,0.05974724908823269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311294937775243,0.10896158905324944,0.0,0.0,0.09129372096430456,0.0,0.2373518336098551,0.0,0.0,0.102869326747891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951952676502304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677575251492642,0.0,0.07991847295318276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733700455211504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536970656050486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225605010768766,0.10411949039547128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563241973912015,0.10874501723117097,0.0,0.2785839816725165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928425260366526,0.0,0.08645500645504743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897059666101196,0.2268281558378839,0.12281768022417587,0.0,0.08993066547835901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24906669866860465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222581208488181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339293902215802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241574057413095,0.0,0.11825135133465993,0.10619934151579408,0.11317677079515664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720509448747456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479795622057364,0.0,0.15829249918405658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001856049186787
anxiety,Leboyo,2020/02/28,"About this sub. You are all great. Thank you. Today is my first full year on Reddit and I was thinking about it. This app is great for laughs and news and all. But the best part is something like this sub. I like to read about other people’s anxiety and think about it. The anxiety problems I have are irrational, like speaking too loud in my apartment because my neighbors might hear me. I know that I don’t need to whisper, people will tell me if I am too loud, and if not, it’s there problem.
But it is hard to see it without getting panic. So it’s helpful to see other people with some sort of anxiety. I am not alone, we are not alone. 
All these problems are real and writing about it is helpful. On this sub, everything is real, everything is understandable, no one will be judged. That does feel great. My social contacts don’t understand my problems in a way this sub does.

Thank you all for open yourself. This sub did great progress to fight my anxiety !",2.3338429406850447,4.68199670899471,3.0862990810359245,90.6527067669173,79.26455026455027,5.883709273182957,24.762183235867447,7.0608816371341465,1.0185703703703703,754,28,151,9,19,237,98,189,0.105,0.655,0.24,0.9867,0,2,1,0,1,0,26.0,1,3,0,3,9,17,1,1,3,0,22,0,0,0,4,39,35,11,0,7,8,0,2,3,1,3,0,5,1,0,18,9,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,9,19,11,19,29,8,11,0,0,2,0,14,7,0,5,6,109,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200912340911454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131923282733205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239209786537584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741085035209766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179135750111149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839725993493141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175163991941155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870595384328934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053474068773207185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513684745584667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168621330559132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153567905460149,0.0,0.13720716793185145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624932312964186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001029323570544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857802473504884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589182152591051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935555112978155,0.0,0.0,0.12008661141762013,0.0,0.11083594269139922,0.0,0.21287147324125594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917435723647611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237849786090532,0.2329952363226825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312067284198173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433375154603623,0.0,0.07879464646381767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894591107395287,0.1884617312696797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116452015147465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701659110121667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310158537424606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124130122526721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866251907383801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591055967801504
anxiety,kingston73,2020/02/28,"Had a panic attack About a month I had my first panic attack.  It was massive and I almost crashed my car.  Luckily I was able to park safely as it began but I had to sit for almost an hour before I was able to drive again.

People say they had panic attacks and just felt tense, not me.  This was full body lock up, couldn't breathe, couldn't see, everything numb and shaking, even my face locked up Andi couldn't talk.

I've been extremely stressed for the past few months, basically since Thanksgiving.  Debt, personal issues, marriage problems etc.  I finally talked to my doctor and started taking 2 different medications.

Ever since the attack the one very weird and uncomfortable thing that keeps happening is my upper arms and elbows feel ""cold"".

I don't know how else to describe it.  I told my doctor and she had zero ideas. It's a terrible feeling, I know it's part of my anxiety problem but don't have a clue how to deal with it.  It's a constant feeling and has nothing to do with me being warm it cold.

Anybody else ever have anything like this happen?  How do you all deal with the constant fear of another attack?",3.828469022017412,5.752085152073732,4.772496159754227,82.31842677931391,73.0552995391705,7.402867383512545,26.8020993343574,8.167268648758528,1.8454354326676905,886,32,163,14,18,288,130,217,0.251,0.684,0.065,-0.9933,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,9,19,5,6,10,0,22,9,5,3,3,37,36,14,0,5,4,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,12,11,0,2,7,0,1,3,6,16,0,3,13,9,21,3,18,19,5,21,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,2,14,110,33,2,0.18420966877793896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445937424958092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965799496252852,0.07045994620554376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579443086162757,0.0,0.0,0.5239127290153363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837443022341478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230770745754827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990652102652018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991207989064246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622994842176852,0.0,0.18854640162622974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388354099554755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272123715712284,0.06083437445253289,0.16662819161221282,0.0,0.0,0.08277788619480025,0.0,0.0,0.10364354535578976,0.13971291512306294,0.0,0.08843508498023893,0.10089634402437846,0.0,0.07834432507948097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628960017385579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070470876710544,0.0,0.0,0.10397514698617308,0.0,0.0961335175148581,0.0,0.08186700876642489,0.0,0.0,0.10123681646132918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044997769687562035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278593072685874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703440015579775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837707267733652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241261947381526,0.0,0.0,0.3241955341808032,0.0,0.09974056009266527,0.08792448630351635,0.06385389508512823,0.08042238873937195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626377496130968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324546112346844,0.0,0.0,0.07339562815490082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523801415833039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519227584149355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055057766028126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925137287243506,0.14806075402547125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119035933361259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801011632462473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599613436948782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boredoutdeveloper,2020/02/28,"Internet addicition/compulsion to check web pages Wondering if anyone else deals with this.

It's almost become like intrusive thoughts for me now, that I need to check the news, Reddit or similar pages dealing with mental health. Especially when I get started on something else, these thoughts pop up. 

I guess the right thing to do would be to not give in to the compulsions, but easier said than done as we all know. 

Anyone that can relate?",7.411749999999998,8.368331675,6.727500000000003,75.3275,63.5,10.9,32.25,10.793553405168565,3.5913249999999994,354,13,61,9,5,109,65,80,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.6498,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,17,15,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,5,1,13,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,4,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514128285399945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725252228173269,0.19967463600123694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152264651410563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018195014495489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942695070322214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325589650535805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181525043858188,0.18694388813640606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467911514765292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714526263326785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709936709201183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520711580121402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639029846940687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449891306517282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664239932296311,0.18537276479149187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002592559316774,0.0,0.0,0.13793502652424558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946769734241886,0.0,0.0,0.30942132601543554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113359206149117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843511270409847,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nervous-Tale,2020/02/28,"I need help. I’ve been feeling really down this week. 

Why?

My obsessions never cease. I worry about everything to the point of headaches. The coronavirus,global water shortage, existential problems,my health,my relationships. It’s tiring. Very tiring.

All day every day.",3.6373333333333338,6.1088564000000005,4.258333333333333,72.54750000000001,107.22222222222223,7.133333333333335,24.5,7.554174236665415,2.944066666666667,218,9,29,6,10,69,38,45,0.09,0.759,0.152,0.4031,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31217705336412915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391966763688227,0.0,0.21751984202029265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223770124396347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572652524926928,0.0,0.0,0.16222677506404085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946125768005405,0.1866674991419461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879540737490095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504982018491506,0.0,0.0,0.2598483098766611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563529080156082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996990730507722,0.0,0.0,0.1941408711055891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183933093659009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457919525952369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowawayNo221,2020/02/28,"Technical repair guy looked through my computer without my permission. My laptop had a hardware fault. I brought it into the store and I gave it to the guy. 

He was sitting opposite me across a table and wouldn't let me look at my laptop. I thought that was strange, but thought nothing of it. 

I eventually had this laughter look on his face so he obviously saw something he didn't need to. 


When I got my laptop back he said he can't see anything wrong with it. I checked the browser history and there was nothing on there, but when I checked to see if the laptop was connected to WiFi it was and you need a password to connect to that specific domain or whatever you call it. 

I hate to wonder what he was looking at because I have all sorts of personal stuff on my search history, including my mental and physical health.",3.9465336538461537,5.7923713937500025,4.918749999999998,81.7189423076923,72.5625,8.423076923076923,33.55769230769231,9.057496981413335,3.1182836538461545,653,34,123,14,13,213,92,160,0.053,0.893,0.054000000000000006,0.28600000000000003,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,1,0,7,0,13,2,1,0,2,21,30,12,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,11,7,0,0,3,0,3,1,4,3,0,0,16,8,21,0,19,12,1,12,0,0,7,0,15,7,0,4,3,87,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929771139668675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208168326293138,0.0,0.09577988547338033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043874842540035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566451845145424,0.0,0.0,0.3111502267282979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512507767871034,0.0,0.16701294217014934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066750893079693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527770378372438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583416446222011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330073910898826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301524877414269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719254423902374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945864777440465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504111882382469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209599047383224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798666719033467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494740423753596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145964153661787,0.1703917021294454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178783376615842,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Layla_Rhapsody,2020/02/28,"How would you describe your panic attacks? Do you just feel an impending sense of emotional doom or do you get the physical side too? I ask because sometimes I see people describe theirs and mine seem so much worse, I get vertigo and the whole world spins. Shortness of breath, aching muscles for days after. It made me realise that everyone experiences them differently. Tell me about yours!",5.8904347826086925,8.554402318840584,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,69.28985507246377,8.657971014492754,33.23913043478261,9.2995712137729,3.4134521739130435,316,15,51,7,6,96,58,69,0.20800000000000002,0.772,0.021,-0.9385,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,2,0,5,3,1,1,3,0,3,2,1,2,0,9,10,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,13,0,5,8,2,5,1,1,1,0,9,3,0,2,2,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146878541500928,0.2695070550371121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441156162342206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278039441116228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475092564964656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664797292273182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263673504240145,0.0,0.2317328880260992,0.0,0.0,0.11978336028163347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475401226148721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415976363069093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741481797661176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779501840489864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423608612626284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877800157483135,0.2156641464981273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342993794748194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706035420083665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644895115178141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414205372433488,0.16828640417502014,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ashutosj,2020/02/28,"I hate myself when I get lost in thoughts and I can't help. I gets so many thoughts in my mind that I can't clearly say what I really want. But I normally manage it.
But some time comes when I really can't, and all the thoughts and advices just bombards my mind, and even though i know i shouldn't get caught up in thoughts but i really can't help. Then i can't do anything other than sleeping or just sitting around.

I hate myself in those periods and feel really miserable. I know I'm going through changes and things would be really fine by some time, but knowing things doesn't help either.",3.665114784205692,4.934767504132235,4.281432506887054,88.31285583103765,72.30578512396694,8.022405876951332,26.66758494031221,8.515128840125781,1.6648119375573918,472,16,100,8,9,150,66,121,0.19699999999999998,0.769,0.034,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,1,1,0,10,1,1,0,2,34,29,16,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,6,2,18,1,9,20,4,16,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,3,6,68,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474047367317205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346832013263528,0.12274765537904855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586496456676454,0.11877646541106728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107231490464662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971923750259466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611902387063747,0.0,0.07836371595524337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722674946758395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27726597098165673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273353998873791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051871238460715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979462737742834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784508382172889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509887399095552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416660867390823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965237599307362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798544680248487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321048665364295,0.0,0.13547216451601693,0.4378639064721342,0.1608047161173472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132865702030027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979501639756125,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a-2021,2020/02/28,Being alive is scam. I get panic attacks over simple things this shit sucks bro.,2.4160000000000004,5.3415896000000025,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,86.33333333333334,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.1543333333333328,64,1,11,0,2,19,15,15,0.611,0.294,0.095,-0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399729382041034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479804606846941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5568892344381678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872124177393896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315330553060188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plantinapot,2020/02/28,"I can never tell if I'm being too empathetic and caring or everyone else is uncaring The current situation is that my friend has gotten back with her boyfriend who cheated on her pretty badly and they seem to have a very codependent relationship. Whenever I bring it up with my other friends they say 'just let her do what she wants, she's an adult'. I agree with this in most ways but no one has talked to her about it at all and it seems like my other friends kind of just don't care if she's making a bad decision or being hurt. I can't tell if I'm over caring or getting to anxious about it and overthinking or if everyone else is being too apathetic about it,. At the time being I'm not going to talk to her about it yet as I want to make sure I'm not overstepping any boundaries or trying to help when I don't need to. I can't help but think that she's making a bad decision though, and only going back to him because she is used to his company and was lonely.

This is a common occurrence in my friend group and I'm often taken aback at how much my friends sometimes don't care. But because it's a common occurrence I can't tell if it's me or them. But I have been at the end of their neglect before so that is the main thing that makes me think that they are uncaring.

I don't know, does anyone elses anxiety act in this way? Do I need to stop caring this much?",6.5345684523809515,4.8307828437500016,7.30577380952381,79.32375000000002,66.0486111111111,10.72857142857143,31.335317460317462,9.606745405546679,2.501765079365079,1081,31,235,18,14,363,140,288,0.14300000000000002,0.705,0.151,0.1231,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,5,0,16,20,1,0,10,0,28,0,0,6,3,53,58,27,0,9,19,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,22,10,0,2,7,0,0,4,11,7,0,1,4,1,35,13,31,49,5,27,0,3,0,0,34,10,0,15,12,170,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631342631047306,0.0,0.07102221031422826,0.10488257393839306,0.0,0.06491576272236117,0.09512536974251777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427761861177328,0.23255212230218505,0.11318858851928297,0.0,0.07899985121117244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732819338788847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124475455278796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266727696473985,0.0,0.08222852666525772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742485846222208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35863908391000465,0.0,0.04850497558106054,0.0,0.10552602156278744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244571524621946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938695044669266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667838885029488,0.05102233862970034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493500888472284,0.0,0.045356847890550736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478852104792843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364959040629348,0.13767910444700995,0.07160379472277195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291066663037623,0.07060886874811892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445147628775556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967522533378544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382995339363897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690357756811331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435585064271752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182095863921952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776182489375769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750043425757717,0.0,0.0,0.1492422656838883,0.2434382915761047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167865296288151,0.11897601946153948,0.09121465450949016,0.0,0.05413564726208495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303214550275098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018379852483791,0.0,0.0766025767676991,0.10951866574702043,0.1473838599721285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Takime,2020/02/28,Being excluded in the office party Please help 😔,4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,77.8888888888889,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.4042444444444437,40,1,5,1,1,14,9,9,0.17,0.284,0.546,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521145663467226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8534677483357558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kekiica,2020/02/28,"My friend refuses to accept that she might have anxiety disorder Okay, so a childhood friend of mine (F24) (let’s call her S (F24))moved in with me 5 months ago because she got a job in the city where I'm attending university. I've noticed that she's really passive during the day when she's not at work, but I didn't make much of it in the beginning. She rarely goes out, she takes a lot of time to make herself go to the supermarket, every free day she has, she spends sleeping and doing absolutely nothing. She has no interests or hobbies, she doesn't watch movies and series, she doesn't read, there is absolutely nothing that comes to mind when it comes to her activities. Although she does sometimes go to the gym for quick cardio. 

S is a reporter so she works a really stressful job and she does nothing to relieve herself of stress she endures. Two weeks ago, we (me, S and another friend, let’s call him B (M25)) went to Germany for vacation cause she took 10 days off and it was supposed to be a super chill trip, but it was everything besides that. The day we arrived was Friday and even though we planned to go out, B and I were super tired because of the flight and decided to stay in to have a good rest so we could have the energy for upcoming activities. S absolutely did not like that idea, the whole night she was throwing subtle tantrums because we decided to stay in and it was really weird for me and B but we really had no energy so we just ignored her behavior because we did plan to go out on Saturday (which we did and she got super drunk, ended up with a guy from France and came home at 11 a.m.). Every day since then she was pissed off, did not like any of the suggestions we had. We visited some of the attractions S wanted to visit but she showed no interest in anything. Her behavior really started to piss me off so I just went my own way and had a great time. B stayed with S until the end of our trip but he also told me that she was pissing him off too, but he just decided to ride it out. I really couldn't let her ruin my trip cause I was really looking forward to it. Also, three days after we arrived, she told me she just wanted to run away from her job and was disappointed because the trip was not what she thought it would be. In my opinion, she was clearly running away from herself.

Anyways, when we got back, she went back to work and had an attack. Her heart started racing, she couldn't hear anything because of the drumming in her ears and she started sweating. Bear in mind that she was complaining about heart palpitations and lack of sleep for the past month and a half. She got scared and decided to go to the doctor. Her blood test results came back normal, her EKG was normal and she keeps moving holter monitor placement appointment. Our friend B is at the end of his journey with depression and anxiety and he told her that she is showing classic signs of anxiety disorder, but she absolutely refuses to accept that she might have it. She keeps telling us that she just wants to get her life in order and if things stay bad after that, she’ll visit a therapist. That makes absolutely no sense and what does ”getting my life together” means since she has absolutely no activities besides her job? I think she's in a clear state of denial. She keeps taking heart palpitations medication and tells herself that it will help her in the long run because she started changing her diet to a more healthy one.

I have absolutely no idea what to do, she is super stubborn and refuses to accept the fact that she might be suffering from something more serious. I feel responsible for her and I can't let her ignore her mental health which she obviously does.",6.3215952380952345,6.4173312388888935,6.763492063492067,77.10500000000002,65.77777777777777,10.246031746031749,33.11507936507937,10.01380297108016,3.1452996031746023,2932,115,563,61,42,956,290,720,0.115,0.746,0.139,0.9618,5,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,16,0,0,9,26,40,6,3,33,1,57,20,11,6,4,121,102,50,0,11,18,0,1,2,4,6,7,2,1,1,30,52,2,9,13,6,3,29,16,19,0,4,37,5,106,22,85,49,9,101,0,4,2,0,110,29,3,8,40,396,136,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404187245648478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483967327695982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036072222814657946,0.05562200508292496,0.1217371773704464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730255575820102,0.0,0.0,0.060346017137848686,0.09967450519741916,0.1223643267140634,0.04429011844060233,0.2263489465981265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832916243360066,0.1213380374143051,0.0,0.10898306113980848,0.056114271311025456,0.09138664415046104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042351885861721394,0.0,0.0,0.20525670390766648,0.0,0.04568733230549675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158766996173935,0.05429350993819383,0.1856791380546434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094560970814438,0.0,0.0,0.035035531682752766,0.0,0.08938491451147076,0.0,0.047673166371951986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02682099996005364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392885015081002,0.0,0.05542734485954446,0.0,0.15073265986500625,0.04449138733416897,0.1696988061184924,0.05848198171571953,0.0,0.05252260408303753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638404786383671,0.0597852450558974,0.18857471565663994,0.03555475199771317,0.0,0.053208170656554685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976204536451085,0.0,0.0,0.21055476500365472,0.14144573057028556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169672456758054,0.07493409693094659,0.0518299333141627,0.0,0.0,0.046942900475985816,0.044544198025309456,0.0,0.0,0.04509671683796077,0.0,0.0,0.10622327051676388,0.0,0.0,0.057781241435953236,0.0,0.05343696627029609,0.05345659296344355,0.1688161690112425,0.10712007457661694,0.0,0.0846795653193162,0.11275626725712425,0.038993966370357694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977886841475765,0.10394510966302116,0.15269349398332713,0.06039175564415896,0.0,0.0,0.035944469334268016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050637179280608985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053059066172852526,0.0,0.23787260341284086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310700995684206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775826703749254,0.0,0.10616603955370847,0.0,0.0,0.04083641045867219,0.0524625760436133,0.0,0.15018127933558828,0.22615441862996005,0.0,0.0,0.12152507565489958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976604313534794,0.0,0.09272683181857384,0.0,0.0,0.06158899849617449,0.03524054931779691,0.03398890929081072,0.05211615974625722,0.042111575795564966,0.06186159572383872,0.06096709270061217,0.0,0.1520594851172549,0.05893462626741752,0.0,0.0,0.05181697545756328,0.0,0.06380625673619061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386143558776774,0.04210442297694774,0.04254926797413268,0.0,0.0,0.14751893703539934,0.0,0.059222526076867885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585154523933798,0.0,0.0,0.03768144113709476,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trayasion,2020/02/28,"My manager at work has told me I apologise too much Hi everyone, first post here and am on mobile so formatting may be a bit screwy

As the title says, I apologise too much. In fact, the first line of this post was going to be ""hi everyone, first post here so sorry if it's not very good"" until I re-read it and realised I did it again. I have a major problem with apologising for literally anything and everything and I don't know how to stop!

I got a new job about 6-7 months ago, every level position in the industry I want to be in so I want to make the absolute best impression I can. Now I feel like I've blown it. My manager texted me saying"" I'll give you some advice. Stop being so apologetic. It's unnecessary and detracts from you learning at work when you constantly apologise. Sorry'S are fine when you make a mistake but grovelling is too much. It becomes more annoying than the mistake you made. 😜""
(For reference, I let her know ""I am now available Tuesdays if you need it"". Then followed up with ""

What can I do to fix this? Have I already blown it? I obviously need to learn how to stop apologising but I don't even realise I do it! I feel like I'm in way over my head here.",1.528169398907103,3.6034882377049233,3.850409836065573,85.5650136612022,80.55737704918033,7.837158469945357,24.92076502732241,8.72156446121922,1.935727322404372,926,36,196,23,24,320,136,244,0.096,0.815,0.08800000000000001,-0.711,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,6,0,6,19,10,1,0,9,0,21,1,1,5,2,38,38,20,0,9,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,3,7,0,0,2,3,4,0,3,5,4,31,6,26,27,8,34,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,4,20,137,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485931417857548,0.10419265010772692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970897518328148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672589887907226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981435825537216,0.0,0.0,0.12335160826005676,0.0,0.12832389269992647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701963178274406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763445789849366,0.0,0.0990330251762288,0.22463016121837104,0.1056379124228662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886411834984788,0.1679420565765667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999399235237289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275565415380835,0.06680103183351123,0.09858747879486232,0.09400795554014844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063056629745178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664090891369573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919447986560753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019322735198028,0.0,0.11484880013226464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121975794812383,0.15691852673921558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381978569889182,0.0,0.2592175966861443,0.1743097314343799,0.0,0.11352144414160673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33771421138528257,0.0,0.0,0.1124704802129646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757240838327306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694600607038564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631541575281274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948076147297245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231508060918552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969833050352114,0.1386569827723,0.09329825739602964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711419137348957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,secretlele,2020/02/28,"How do people with mental health challenges help others with mental health challenges? I made a reddit to ask this question because it gives me so much anxiety. 

I have anxiety because I’m not helping others.

I have anxiety about how to help others. 

I have anxiety about who to help. 

I have anxiety.",3.6204242424242414,6.522117981818187,4.7195454545454565,77.55265151515152,78.27272727272728,7.303030303030304,29.166666666666664,8.344100000000001,2.8109393939393943,239,11,37,5,6,78,30,55,0.198,0.622,0.18,-0.0206,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,0,7,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,7,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,30,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6300799161470179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399784957233084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200832545333334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802149848145886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35019497166722,0.0,0.0,0.4416531214127325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586901555937688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320128789523447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210935669361389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420121367544432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453234825721904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drinkfromthenight,2020/02/28,Realizing I’m not depressed. I think I realized that I’m not depressed nor really have I ever been throughout my life. Most of my depression  been manifested as frustration at myself for failures and despair at the reality of me living a life of fear. It makes more sense cause I never had signs of depression as a kid but I’ve always had extreme anxiety since I can remember. Basically from the moment I wake up to when I sleep is sheer terror which doesn’t make room for depression.,6.071612903225808,6.947778903225808,7.457150537634412,69.20572580645164,66.41935483870968,11.361290322580645,33.77956989247312,11.20814326018867,4.193266666666666,390,17,68,12,6,134,67,93,0.255,0.7070000000000001,0.038,-0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,2,4,0,8,4,2,3,2,15,13,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,11,0,13,9,2,8,0,6,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730979577441702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543358317865886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818667903441097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7624128372689286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601410039598254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921696618851584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25009434592194113,0.0,0.0,0.15632779489282864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634847552385915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654261738107842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341507423536562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054953917706572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644766063044812,0.0,0.17716585178690727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343880003676872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BEKHR,2020/02/28,"Waking up with anxiety, always. I always wake up feeling super anxious. And I can’t help it. I have to just sit with it for a couple of hours then it slowly goes away. I wake up with a terrible mood. I’m irritated and all I can think of is how inadequate I am. I know how to manage these feelings in general but when I wake up with them and I can’t seem to control them, it makes me feel like there’s no hope. 

I’m sorry if this doesn’t make any sense. I’m trying my best to articulate.",-0.6459071117561663,1.4273972830188697,2.5069811320754742,91.6116763425254,90.32075471698113,5.525689404934689,17.587808417997095,7.010146845296331,0.12332307692307733,376,10,87,6,13,134,69,106,0.122,0.705,0.17300000000000001,0.8573,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,5,6,0,0,2,0,7,4,4,5,1,24,19,9,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,13,4,17,19,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,4,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37162608922326623,0.0,0.0,0.15185946746203713,0.0,0.17083267477762584,0.2522784149378735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098084911012388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343516262604601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504628189636199,0.0,0.24708991067564026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33873898969247823,0.15953376948790546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968098117656078,0.0,0.0,0.2217986917805245,0.21991683003003806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272615204395172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090987116613634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981243005296001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329438893099105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24997892465212346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308898265123302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516138397490883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smokyjax,2020/02/28,"How to tell someone you think you have anxiety. I know this has probably been ask many times before, but I have always thought I have anxiety. I'm super nervous and and anxious when just sitting with my friends, which doesn't help that one of the ""friends"" hates me and always tells me to shut up or no one cares about me and that I'm always going to cry, when I hear these things I am on the verge of tears most of the time. I'm in the 14-16 age range (not comfortable sharing my true age.) I've not told anyone about this, but I really want to tell my parents, but ive been super nervous and I think they won't care",9.03323076923077,4.861902015384615,8.619230769230771,79.57576923076925,63.46153846153846,11.93846153846154,36.769230769230774,8.841846274778883,2.8462769230769243,482,14,110,5,5,155,79,130,0.193,0.603,0.205,0.7852,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,2,6,12,1,2,4,0,10,0,0,1,1,21,25,12,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,2,17,9,13,20,1,13,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,2,6,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869988790429358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719918330107226,0.1751428234254574,0.0,0.1084024689810696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493464722717436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319214095512478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161323413916152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029614188413467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395557598867224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810865650674488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306269536813866,0.0,0.0,0.17473312106079755,0.0,0.10391515129350833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520191781929884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717882510983805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101083404702456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214546718350665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715147265483185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993179178725972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135870415668185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065162411207885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299683750461104,0.1986773892549214,0.0,0.12307864699170555,0.18080162897252133,0.0,0.0,0.1481403892470673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144230359939988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Used_Fleshlight,2020/02/28,"I need help. I can't keep turning down mental health help and thinking i can solve this on my own.

I feel like I've already shaved off 10 years of my life putting my heart into overdrive... Even if that doesn't happen i feel like i'm just going to finally snap some day and just off myself cause my mind just won't stop..

I don't even know where to turn or what to do. I used to do therapy when i was younger but all I was fed was lexapro and I hated it...

I'm just so lost and I feel like everything i do in life just makes this even worse. The walls feel like they're constantly coming in on me and it's like I can't even breathe",-0.1591846522781779,1.7761574460431682,1.4369496402877715,101.26530455635492,86.05035971223022,4.8577458033573135,17.899760191846525,6.079149491110277,-0.5661888729016784,491,12,124,4,15,158,82,139,0.102,0.765,0.134,-0.1498,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,1,0,1,0,12,6,2,3,1,30,32,10,0,2,8,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,7,1,2,6,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,5,4,19,5,13,26,3,19,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,3,11,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476093970351849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741014473510016,0.0,0.11522388771462998,0.0,0.1445489121519071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862652510608054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533934487835549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021641937083773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27053580238295466,0.3822376311752889,0.0,0.14652943876429786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601987461808059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828505751373786,0.0,0.0,0.1320620171946513,0.0,0.1421824657279806,0.0,0.15850829600340702,0.17931533825275495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889357304123575,0.0,0.0,0.07351194952504214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889597336904734,0.3267461275093617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601673113214775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928699453101008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480036437458842,0.0,0.13506121774947166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918262910502974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446748551295198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118307970854142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296819755418994,0.0,0.0,0.08570911655797704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29098870670159843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552718883906345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631463210184264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613816961051081
anxiety,RealisticExcuse,2020/02/28,"Concerns about my friend and new job is causing serious stress. All I want to do is sleep. Sorry for the fucked up formatting, mobile user here.

Things were going pretty well for a while. I have this amazing career opportunity lined up for me within the next couple of months, but the process has been anything but smooth. Due to the security level of the job, I have to have an extensive background screening done. A third-party company conducts the background check and they’ve been nothing but absolute hell for me. They’re claiming they can’t verify some of the past jobs that I’ve had because they can’t get a hold of some of these places. I guess I’m just stressed because I don’t want to look like I’m some sort of liar with my past job history. It’d be absolute bullshit if something as simple as this would cost me my job. I have no criminal background, good credit and a lot of experience for this job. While I’m excited for everything, I can’t help but feel that I’ve lost control of the situation and that my opportunity is going to go out the window because of the errors of this third-party company. 


Not only that, but my friend just revealed to me on Monday that she has advanced Non-Hodgkin’s Lymphoma and I haven’t stopped thinking about it ever since. I went to go visit her back in August and when we woke up one morning, I noticed that her neck was fairly swollen. I felt weird about bringing it up to her, but I mentioned that her lymph nodes look swollen and she said that once in a while they just swell up randomly. 

Well, she was just diagnosed last month; this means she’s probably had it for quite some time and it’s been either been 1. asymptomatic or 2. ignoring some sort of warning signs. I wish I had told her to look into it earlier. The thought of her going through this is really eating at me and has triggered my health anxiety a lot.  


I’m not really sure how to deal with this. I’ve just been trying to be as supportive as I can while trying to bring a sense of normalcy back into her life. She said she has to be blasted with chemo for so many days/weeks at a time and that her hair is slowly shedding. Lately, I’ve just been trying to talk to her like I’ve always been by sending her memes, pictures, or funny stories. She said she really appreciates me doing so, as some of the people she’s told have been bombarding her with so many questions/concerns/etc. Deep down, I’m absolutely torn up for her. I’m 100% not going to express that to her, because these negative thoughts and fears will only have a poor impact on her treatment and healing. I have a lump in my throat just typing all of this out. I just had a friend kill himself in September.. and now this? It’s a lot to handle right now and I’m not sure what to do about it. All I like to do anymore is sleep. It’s easier than facing the day sometimes.",4.138114249037223,5.311872882456144,4.98563543003851,84.07981386392814,71.05263157894737,8.01711596063329,27.937526743688487,8.407314429234152,1.864943945228926,2253,80,452,35,41,732,253,570,0.122,0.746,0.132,0.6099,6,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,3,6,25,29,4,3,26,0,49,16,6,4,6,83,88,37,1,5,22,0,4,3,3,2,8,3,1,0,32,23,1,5,7,0,4,12,11,11,2,1,27,11,59,18,80,55,13,61,1,1,4,1,43,24,2,16,28,313,91,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194498867287816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695094295546025,0.0,0.07383037165954691,0.0,0.0,0.06126266823636184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448867044567612,0.0,0.18152622452752215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647649098020867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349745582236281,0.0,0.08237302041940038,0.0,0.048011474752285226,0.07675049876460037,0.0,0.07556106550534898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618404720706398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761767855777286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302690581942747,0.0,0.06734061794197051,0.0,0.0,0.06690721365158711,0.07282241772983887,0.0,0.08377238356158193,0.03764210584787808,0.0,0.07147978037449312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725502536656372,0.06882407509389779,0.038894932798501834,0.0,0.2538560715478748,0.06244172528414488,0.0,0.0,0.08201059979660642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913255661546634,0.0,0.0,0.04989954662713093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432566699329066,0.0,0.08236340631971566,0.0,0.0,0.060683380062112824,0.08397826682464482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052583371471810816,0.1091115826482559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875475283704732,0.0,0.0812665414399697,0.1898738366728937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095300376771892,0.0,0.08109345697003613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884408357814374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190035606549057,0.07917410540725417,0.0,0.0,0.07143289053805084,0.08475720001798445,0.0,0.07928250009882827,0.050446497943457666,0.11323898928045907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421341534735866,0.0516114435550188,0.0,0.07778016587165415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573828826678111,0.08026531838436961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918242456874793,0.0,0.0,0.1430759329732937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357642892239969,0.2124454204506493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061582453707386624,0.0836803595766339,0.14899941479746054,0.0,0.0,0.05731212435114814,0.07362894162884502,0.08333613868928873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224014217508924,0.17055515334201474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448037437856422,0.14032884130002812,0.0,0.0,0.05983682936578516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049458576844024035,0.04770195455367597,0.0,0.11820352677965006,0.08682005658340569,0.0,0.0,0.14227257851391215,0.0,0.15163172648408652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782029252428307,0.0,0.05971604530843255,0.0,0.13387168748159992,0.06901213540041154,0.0,0.0,0.08560916092368376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288426225329562,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Positive-Rest,2020/02/28,"I can’t eat in front of my boyfriend My boyfriend and I have been dating for one year now, and not once have I been able to eat in front of him. Since I was in pre school I always had a problem eating in public, in my mind I think everyone is staring at me and it looks messy and I grew up very polite and I thought the look of eating was not pleasant which is ridiculous, I know. 

Growing older I learned to get over my fear of eating in public with my friends and family, except when it comes to my boyfriend. I cannot eat in front of him for the life of me, it’s terrifying for me. He thinks I have a eating problem because my “I’m not hungry” or “I ate before coming” excuses wore out. He thinks my eating habits are the same when I’m at home or out with friends but in reality it’s just with him. I’ve always been on the skinnier and petite side so he makes comments like “you never eat you’re so skinny it’s not healthy for you” and etc. And I know when he says this he comes from a good heart but now I’ve been feeling insecure about my body thinking he’s not attracted to my body and and when I see thicker girls I think that’s what he wants. 

And I know it’s easy to say just start eating in front of him, it’s not that easy. It’s been a year of me not eating in front of him I can’t randomly show up one day and start munching down a burger 

Please help me out guys",0.6196760009257112,2.4321136174496694,2.316243925017357,96.75869127516779,82.28859060402684,5.184170330941912,19.671835223327925,6.129581340695534,-0.2169094191159453,1070,28,255,8,29,351,132,298,0.079,0.8220000000000001,0.098,0.8133,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,11,11,1,2,9,0,17,17,4,1,1,55,42,23,0,3,14,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,2,13,22,13,0,11,1,0,10,11,5,0,2,11,7,40,6,44,31,2,45,0,0,4,0,25,21,0,3,15,162,53,2,0.07217030322993769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010294745951748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043994346988433686,0.0,0.06141161245467521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603298745164516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650497751165732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654387508308944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8123306129419743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048896545946922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896181752660466,0.0,0.0,0.06803573889268268,0.08121165567232108,0.03649147378803806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151719449854433,0.0,0.03770600471822542,0.0,0.0,0.06053302625242717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145994679654857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552215681393813,0.048374232970326184,0.0,0.07239269854647275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898873371606665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050976019500737366,0.035258764695321715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120975631562587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817423781757232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728714328214309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556621870089941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685901755599059,0.09780893050146786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922132061116145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811446675740066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478544366462486,0.0,0.0730401998572979,0.057510387753602135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059700020619139864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216502416932408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312190810031123,0.0,0.05729515926347153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059548058450294226,0.042567914713097316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295061816748522
anxiety,hotdogeaten740,2020/02/28,"How can I improve upon my social anxiety? I've just started university and I think its a great time to try and overcome my anxiety and meet some new people, however my issues are I'm constantly scared I'm gonna mess up a conversation, that I think I'm being weird and that I blush A TON when talking to people.

Any tips would be great because its eating my inside that I can't talk to and meet new people when I want to because my brain decides its time to freak out about everything. Thanks!",4.223157142857144,5.235900830000006,5.557428571428571,80.66300000000003,70.7,8.514285714285714,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.165971428571429,393,14,77,7,7,132,61,100,0.13,0.7190000000000001,0.151,0.636,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,6,2,1,1,0,14,15,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,3,9,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863651502974748,0.0,0.2669177434577037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269432828871726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475133517138976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852567872362505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851272213500036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679040207368392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384678179575176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208743369505065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369826696252473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628388574990084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746615565473182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778366008048671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234813258849361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28044331912941123,0.0,0.16061625875693653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356957422016446,0.0,0.0,0.20345416939133384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184446243538088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289906142866448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392900988588212,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nixonsee,2020/02/28,Has your anxiety manifested in trouble swallowing? Accompanied by dry mouth? Over production of saliva? This comes and goes but was very bad last spring and is staring up this week. I havent found a productive solution and am hiding out at home since it happened during a meeting this week and I was so embarrassed. Anyone found a productive solution?,4.649377880184332,7.8870439838709725,5.373963133640554,72.30951612903227,76.90322580645163,9.994470046082947,31.43778801843318,9.957137785484203,4.334946543778802,285,14,44,10,7,92,49,62,0.304,0.696,0.0,-0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,6,2,1,0,0,9,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,7,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657880377644716,0.0,0.0,0.1888172805392753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254709666563524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23261435870529495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5921668134150635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23879425823681444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708707516336548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011751538770388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337873545727924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281014072712604,0.0,0.0,0.4332173820448876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Catradorra,2020/02/28,"I studied for 20 hours but I’m pretty sure I still bombed my midterm exam. I went over every single possible test topic 

I completed the math problems multiple times each And understood them

I formed a study group with classmates and did a 4-hour study session with them.

Yet I still choked in the test. As always. I’m a fucking moron. All this hard work down the drain and honestly if I fail it’s just proof I’m useless.

Sorry I needed to say this somewhere.",1.81490909090909,4.494366955555557,2.8097979797979806,89.49045454545454,85.0,5.494949494949495,22.626262626262626,6.980632752743323,0.9344444444444444,366,13,69,5,11,116,66,90,0.239,0.649,0.11199999999999999,-0.9134,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,4,7,2,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,15,8,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,11,2,8,5,4,9,0,2,0,1,4,3,1,1,5,42,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158151039897275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414065264289994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939905590075136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285693226826488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625346184317575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534880588967123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072306021770145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595655936992476,0.0,0.2342409930496245,0.0,0.22031247949389696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309932548905472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577393855897591,0.0,0.0,0.3677464228478105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170023107984532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425716857428166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213438559262472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762042488336082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Idkwhereiamsendhelp,2020/02/28,"Does anyone know the difference in anxiety treatment with pristiq, viibryd and fetzima? My doctor want to prescribe me one of these three meds for my anxiety and depression symptoms. Do you guys have any info/experiences with these drugs and their helpfulness with anxiety?",9.62,11.62596566666667,8.87777777777778,58.13000000000002,59.0,13.111111111111116,43.88888888888889,12.45797560212912,6.712555555555558,225,13,29,8,3,71,37,45,0.17800000000000002,0.74,0.08199999999999999,-0.6072,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483628079395346,0.0,0.5562924041360743,0.0,0.0,0.16948757086633365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087736587603725,0.0,0.0,0.2532502139644654,0.0,0.2481006034877555,0.21212068559798752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811001681321772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371079138854395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240008240111646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247163680395446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321344264647453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692451698121971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425249618289248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25194025151505883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429703036947486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ninjabunny23,2020/02/28,Ever since I’ve been diagnosed with MS my anxiety has gotten worse I’m 20 years old just recently diagnosed. I’m writing this in bed because I can’t sleep. It’s 3 am where I live and I feel hopeless. I cry because I have no one to comfort me,-0.6705121293800538,1.4810937547169798,2.502479784366578,90.60660377358492,92.58490566037734,6.047439353099732,24.552560646900268,7.447530270364453,1.4624522911051219,191,9,42,4,7,68,43,53,0.254,0.698,0.048,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,6,9,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,7,1,3,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800581727488634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155632424954469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28431486384781035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254181846031537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412841648335414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087326645646474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228553450806232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27160070649701284,0.0,0.1753913023312378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555654332974099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410855454422026,0.0,0.2590189851950673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637719815542379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667936035395234
anxiety,_ggoldfish,2020/02/28,"Propranolol experiences? Hey! I’ve recently been suffering really bad from health anxiety. It started with a fear of heart problems and my stress increased my blood pressure so my doctor prescribed propranolol 40mg x2 a day or when needed for panic/anxiety episodes. He told me to come in the following day for an EKG, echo and blood test just for my peace of mind (all came back completely normal). I took one 40mg propranolol when I got home and it was amazing, it calmed me down so much. I decided to start taking it twice a day because I felt like it helped so much with my daily stress and anxiety. However, it’s been about 2-3 weeks and I’m starting to just feel weird. I’m not sure if it’s related to the propranolol but it almost feels like I’m mildly high? Haha, hard to explain. It’s like my brain is thinking of ridiculous things constantly, overthinking my thoughts and I’m having severe existential thoughts. I have waves of derealisation/depersonalisation (mostly when I’m tired) which makes me really scared and wonder if I’m going crazy. I’m planning on going to the doctor to talk about it and whether or not I should lower my dosage or something but I was just wondering if anyone has had any similar experiences with propranolol or any other beta-blockers.",4.3597964829085125,6.653114033195022,5.386129223473624,76.88708160442602,72.56846473029046,8.905828887571626,28.90357636830666,9.48565724429506,2.9358107488638603,1026,42,181,26,21,337,140,241,0.14400000000000002,0.765,0.091,-0.8417,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,12,17,1,5,7,1,10,8,4,1,2,48,40,24,0,7,15,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,13,13,0,0,10,0,0,7,2,10,0,2,12,4,18,7,23,27,5,24,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,11,16,107,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285844151935047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328743180398674,0.0,0.2586585718609963,0.0,0.0,0.07880642033313066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666369819051314,0.09410452115658878,0.06870432626598227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581679427002015,0.0,0.12890525371101433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708594931192237,0.11816974367992275,0.12179478263248808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805748681068549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071804431935675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204955305035802,0.0,0.12682520527872948,0.1139747396054789,0.08051694839810879,0.10821511139896713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281064515397803,0.0,0.09014101481824996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096213668967717,0.0,0.0,0.11980084975867535,0.0,0.1335567536951978,0.07554423039245689,0.11907972127179668,0.11305296977176114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518688235102666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523190544238938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380059118389575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657032612455002,0.08356982126625025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042762037909204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637227431363311,0.0,0.0,0.1322358121186202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784409856847443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440426783722168,0.0,0.11128324561962072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283803064896135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273253191641622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676632592710218,0.0,0.0,0.2393209457801447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582079130892255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062237538658512,0.0,0.08474063242655938,0.09058854296494256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748766346898333,0.07221723820260292,0.0,0.17895141466851952,0.0,0.12953858031774645,0.0,0.10769509120089034,0.12522013893179426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040568481746153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444896834567756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prism_miner,2020/02/28,If you like listening to music; try changing your playlist to some energetic Pop&Rock songs! Science (and my own experience) has proved that music has quite the effect on the brain.,9.11032258064516,10.741231161290326,7.584032258064513,68.29604838709679,59.96774193548386,10.070967741935485,38.08064516129032,10.125756701596842,4.197245161290324,150,7,22,3,2,45,27,31,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307533170801871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438055800245418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205630542950216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888874588472885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942264824013556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422851270746674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26991540348552856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heilwidiz,2020/02/28,"I hate the “only old people/people with underlying health condition die of coronavirus” argument Do none of you have older relatives? Friends with pre-existing health conditions? I came to this sub looking for support since I have really bad health anxiety and I was met with a bunch of posts going “you’re fine and theres no reason to worry since it’s only the old and sick that are dying!!” 

No shit my shit my 20 year old ass would probably survive, but what about my grandparents? What about my friend’s mother who’s immunocompromised? What about my mother who had complications from her last pneumonia?

On top of this, these people are treated like statistics, and I hate it. Those “old people” were people too, but people seem to have forgotten. 

I don’t see how this argument is supposed to help anyone’s health anxiety AT ALL. For me it’s just a constant reminder that the weakest will die first and if anything that just makes me even more anxious. 

Anyways, sorry if it seems like I’m taking a jab at this sub, I promise I’m not, I’m just extremely anxious and it’s just this is one of the most common comments I see under COVID-19 related posts. There’s been a declared case in my country yesterday and today I need to be in the country’s super touristic capital for the whole day, obviously on public transport. I’m freaking the fuck out over infecting people. I don’t even want to visit my grandparents or go home to my parents for that reason.",3.8510071942446022,6.157701625899287,4.876296402877699,79.90791223021584,74.10791366906473,8.045122302158276,28.026474820143882,8.841846274778883,2.4940481726618704,1164,47,206,25,25,380,154,278,0.213,0.6970000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9881,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,4,14,16,5,0,11,0,17,10,3,4,2,34,38,13,3,5,10,3,0,2,2,2,6,0,1,0,21,12,0,0,4,0,0,5,6,7,0,2,6,3,22,9,33,29,6,31,0,0,3,2,14,11,4,6,15,138,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371749724929846,0.2025741543573196,0.0,0.0626903747884136,0.0,0.07378020796549478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485998825543136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254391245254524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968875446724751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057821454630198624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791499484129259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843542454333505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626233921899933,0.0,0.0,0.13853780740588506,0.08288660483851892,0.0,0.0,0.10190846666926044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703577840886764,0.0,0.3812054977040691,0.0,0.0,0.06009530817902652,0.0,0.08993344724928898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308255630913621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760392466282245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528943833135808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984685420671389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664796522166031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763204531620427,0.0,0.06075401572519305,0.1363766290211271,0.0,0.0,0.09955367213771836,0.0,0.0,0.37294193823198907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173356214251184,0.0,0.09666558857618453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057436676056938335,0.18436499713906285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428903059886483,0.16324103246575866,0.0,0.0,0.1840635840665489,0.1483306676760008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036385649764472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174188898540013,0.0,0.0,0.06741103052481666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498450960815697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288211918091424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009902349927008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105120368265003,0.0,0.06368987801993965,0.0,0.0,0.057736275091251135
anxiety,thecindys,2020/02/28,"It’s so difficult to be an overthinker and someone uncomfortable talking about feelings at the same time. I get so stressed out these days. I’m home alone everyday since I work from home while the rest of the family leave for their own jobs (all of which are office-based). I’m always thinking about how they all travel and there are lots of possible trouble on the road and worst case scenario — they might not be able to come home to me. Ever. 

I was especially terrified today when they finished preparing at the same time and left for work together in the same car too (this doesn’t usually happen). I was overthinking for most of the day while checking if they’ve arrived safely to their destination. 

Aside from being an overthinker, I also struggle in expressing my feelings in words. It crossed my mind that telling them I love them before they leave might lessen my stress but this isn’t something I say usually. These are words very seldom heard in the household. We feel awkward about displaying affection. Not that I have had any problem with it before though, even without the words, I feel very loved and I think I have an awesome family. 

Part of why I’ve been feeling this way too I think is because my favorite aunt and uncle’s health are in bad state. I had a mini breakdown, just crying for a good 3 minutes in my room alone when everyone has already gone for work. I felt like I was at that point in my life where I could lose anyone I love to an illness anytime (by this I mean, I’m now in my early twenties and people I love like my parents, aunts and uncles are now ranging 50 and above years old that their immune systems have weakened greatly).",5.427774294670846,6.636568940438874,5.268134796238247,83.11875391849532,68.05956112852664,8.05705329153605,30.800940438871475,8.296473431620573,2.213287147335423,1328,52,248,18,22,411,184,319,0.133,0.722,0.145,0.9359,2,2,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,9,4,19,19,0,4,15,0,24,8,0,2,3,48,46,20,0,3,6,3,6,2,0,2,4,3,4,0,14,13,0,1,10,1,1,5,5,10,0,0,9,9,38,9,36,31,11,45,0,1,0,4,22,18,0,5,21,169,52,4,0.094272888049815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527656160830054,0.10403247620683624,0.07538999451358074,0.07844259490105014,0.0,0.0,0.06410879662895315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591779527825675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871392374043103,0.0574678775458556,0.0,0.16043856840819376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812077455629341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526923005306012,0.0,0.10355434080893194,0.1215964275813797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062266353448120315,0.08527522446575575,0.0,0.09008178450746113,0.0,0.0,0.1777441775623771,0.0,0.23833602390667424,0.0,0.09051675649086656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049253693036064736,0.0,0.0,0.07907162574930626,0.0,0.1039361918874522,0.0,0.0,0.08336520356145748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020767159796508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836901797662653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355129484418162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964275302859366,0.10242776870487168,0.0,0.06658772881010591,0.09211394238726144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054672476568811,0.0,0.0801474381895733,0.3403398484969901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269081213039996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000172727997781,0.09518874275083604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892353760158493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467888573519364,0.10208835093207408,0.0,0.06535695051014444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911835089737945,0.1062785165144508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020642203204148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496958441387493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798350718395174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798771121175234,0.07257587497734287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159785494924449,0.09855449142813502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577297642091023,0.08239865940127901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121878026982208,0.09262263385934676,0.0,0.10994255828866087,0.0,0.0893596748317557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765653482713592,0.1555700113932659,0.0,0.07482943049219908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506661825522897,0.0,0.0,0.09087569994416646,0.0,0.2058953558548291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060708649046035075
anxiety,Raizelmaxx,2020/02/28,"I don't wanna fuck up another relationship because of my anxiety. I'm falling in the same slippery slope of anxiety again. If she doesn't treat me like it's the best day of her life I get insecure, I think that I did something wrong to them. I end up smothering them, trying to bring back their affection, trying to atone for something that I didn't even do, trying to be accepted, not leaving them space. I don't wanna do this again, I don't want to snuff out the relationship before it even began because of something that I feel so shitty over. Can someone give me advice?",3.7846491228070143,5.434339745614038,5.083333333333336,81.17833333333336,72.59649122807018,8.224561403508767,28.456140350877188,8.841846274778883,2.322866666666667,457,18,87,9,9,152,70,114,0.196,0.7,0.105,-0.7879999999999999,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,1,6,8,2,1,3,0,10,2,0,1,0,11,19,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,1,18,4,17,15,2,14,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,1,7,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228418390256786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487221468191686,0.2697472167241076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355684322176959,0.0,0.21494900386034707,0.0,0.15002342148708964,0.0,0.18502227106382235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370278535490876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615478668673394,0.0,0.0,0.23289690204775915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914561161911233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299205717023113,0.09211260887525967,0.1691287815464996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668259871435014,0.0,0.0,0.12453014264912073,0.08613420663566487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785733292610641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493835026985534,0.4071869198116393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129697666570442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35910060539420724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398984745015123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927629353536094,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Smighter,2020/02/28,"Coronavirus outbreak in hometown There’s evidence/articles about the coronavirus spreading to my hometown because long reasons blah blah blah, and I’d normally be super anxious about it... but my dad is on pills because he has a kidney transplant, and the pills make him very susceptible to sickness.

He goes to the hospital 4/5 times when he gets the cold. I’m freaking out.",5.524079601990049,8.228315761194033,5.496343283582089,75.54560945273633,70.49253731343283,8.645771144278607,38.03233830845771,9.2995712137729,4.2043054726368165,304,18,47,7,6,95,50,67,0.131,0.833,0.036000000000000004,-0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,3,4,1,2,0,7,6,4,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,8,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418061065369829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511687702465595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334042830667766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274903572229108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701709562178026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625790135457386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38048203812273307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578423868741348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053372324022988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LuckyLibra27,2020/02/28,"Will things always remain this way?! So here it goes...I’ve reached a level of being completely intolerable !!! Why or how are we expected to change if others around us continuously disappoint and put us down??! Yeah sure, we can distance ourselves from those that bring constant hurt upon us, even choosing to love them from a distance but yet the problem still exists! Walking away and ignoring a problem doesn’t make it nonexistent we just choose not to deal with it at that moment or maybe not even at all! I remember some time ago I would keep quiet on matters that I should have voiced my opinion on,or thinking as society says “the best response, is no response”! I’ve grown to hate that saying! And though in some situations it can be necessary to do so, but when we don’t express what or how we feel concerning something we suppress our feelings and over time those same feelings can eat at us and we may display them in the wrong manner! I’ve actually practiced speaking up more often and voicing my opinion when I felt the need too, with no intentions on hurting or insulting the other person whether they liked it or not but simply because the weight of harboring feelings doesn’t serve me any good purpose and I can lift that weight off my shoulders just by saying what or how i feel! I’ve struggled with my anxiety for such a long time and part of what makes it easier to manage is first by reassuring others that I have zero tolerance for anything that threatens my peace and sanity and I will surely speak on whatever doesn’t sit right with me, giving them the option to either accept it or get lost! But I no longer sit in silence and allow others around me to dictate my mood or opinion! So it isn’t that we need to necessarily change who we are to fit the liking of others we simply have to just treat them accordingly, but never hesitate to express the way you feel at any moment!",7.370773480662982,7.220931408839777,7.376182320441991,74.41709116022102,63.64088397790057,10.002430939226521,34.67458563535912,9.516144504307137,3.1893862983425425,1518,60,271,25,20,488,195,362,0.12300000000000001,0.726,0.151,0.8929,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,15,1,5,3,22,22,2,1,13,1,24,5,1,7,4,92,43,36,0,8,22,0,9,2,0,5,0,8,0,1,29,27,3,3,12,0,0,4,12,11,0,2,2,17,39,10,45,34,8,44,0,4,0,1,35,21,0,17,17,213,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.09281787085631336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431311938314275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914274642979821,0.0,0.0,0.1293620192428595,0.0,0.07276220617399741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827099369486351,0.1693438476748806,0.0,0.0,0.08936304899771469,0.0,0.0,0.057980815986614635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981662682137256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123671009778185,0.0,0.0997255709482658,0.10278480648518527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805870324982142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732571034361877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256442428573154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28855599479735805,0.0,0.09132467781874128,0.0,0.0,0.08090420502687466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049693314500897576,0.09124233734303852,0.0,0.07977739179030488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390571453855356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203643726305104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845419914646824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293611964520154,0.0,0.0,0.08417319367719284,0.0,0.0,0.10382853270624992,0.0,0.08584440113031187,0.0,0.12697911479083498,0.0,0.0955551340560926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105214888838424,0.07335803900509083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299955631816086,0.0,0.0,0.08305016886315959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820231468432885,0.0,0.0956161777438591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774600047649964,0.08122712266021605,0.0,0.22691621114902294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069124980246794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322366218886632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595843104404733,0.0,0.0,0.09943415480395068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792882707985408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318973802087571,0.06094542551914758,0.09344935152179913,0.0,0.166385801428268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576433370425882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099466432493142,0.0,0.2316472729168392,0.0,0.0,0.08582589353024961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756649484177002,0.10399259436474294,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meadow-dreams,2020/02/28,"Why are there so many issues/side effects that come with starting medication? Does it honestly work or does it make things worse? I’ve heard of people going on it and being totally fine and getting their lives together. Then I hear of some people who just can’t find the right fit medication wise, or they stop taking it because they can’t handle the side effects that come with it especially in the first few weeks. Other people I know seem to be so far gone that the meds just aren’t helping them at all. 

I’m considering going on medication because I have anxiety and depression, anxiety has been more manageable lately but the depression not so much. Any thoughts?",7.808091428571429,7.896225831999999,7.799885714285718,70.94680000000002,62.68000000000001,11.302857142857144,34.65714285714286,10.914260884657429,3.843034285714285,539,21,94,13,7,174,85,125,0.111,0.8190000000000001,0.07,-0.7464,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,4,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,3,0,3,2,24,24,10,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,11,7,0,1,6,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,4,2,7,3,9,18,6,19,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,4,6,62,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181097731680047,0.0,0.22906232805144205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252910941782916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579315281585686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25789771686206875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26203229296147856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368363183660133,0.12734705643951322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821963424904994,0.0,0.17017237327754814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687390948858289,0.0,0.10035045712993076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227916040235378,0.0,0.16888444954829335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322006248260523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993557499598704,0.15178697961346313,0.0,0.0,0.16629903164748686,0.4524647501300929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005736591345718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113794996525529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785534411213514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629443567790772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596867638574327,0.0,0.0,0.12516800534829234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256665343345358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946364507839194,0.0,0.0,0.1188565703346342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009192166556995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509402760632458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899392130691064,0.0,0.15257184107292146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omnomabamini,2020/02/28,"I finally got on medication! I finally saw a doctor and got a prescription for anti-anxiety medication. I was really nervous about taking it because I wasn’t sure how it would affect me, but I took my first dose and I feel a lot better! 

I know that not every solution works for everyone, but if you’re like me and you’re hesitating about medication, I encourage you to try it. It could really help, and there’s no shame in it. If medication isn’t right for you, that’s okay too!",3.1156249999999983,4.885502645833334,5.9295833333333325,73.92375000000001,74.625,10.633333333333336,26.583333333333336,10.686352973137794,3.324108333333333,378,14,74,14,8,137,60,96,0.14,0.659,0.201,0.8034,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,5,7,0,2,3,1,5,6,0,2,1,17,12,9,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,6,2,13,5,8,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,4,51,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427938039852937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903245468651986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368026898819164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970892493064556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628191782976734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687727158307578,0.15523490031796636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214328593872075,0.0,0.0,0.35592803557491304,0.0,0.13818608589645492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25986386740263384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889169546915783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928227667553706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793684247185238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811537644514896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6546345037957233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081485968695173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387376360143205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311407102118024,0.0,0.12214766226512673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804960241745752,0.11029783434806023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182708402770348,0.0,0.0,0.1154049960298818,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thwomp69,2020/02/28,"I think about death too much. Lets start with a little about myself. I'm a 15 year old boy who grew up in a christain household in a small town. I was always fascinated with god, heaven, angels, and everything. My imagination was and still is huge. I never been to church or read the bible, but I still was close with god and felt safe knowing he was always somewhere. Things changed as I matured some more. I've almost completely lost my faith in god and have little belief in christianity. I guess im borderline athiest at this point. The real issue is that I can't stop thinking about what will happen when I die. I just want there to be something after death. Just anything. I know i'm too young to be worrying about death so much, but I just can't get it out of my mind. Sometimes I have full on panic attacks because I just think so deeply into it. I never tell this to anyone because I feel like an idiot. I try so hard to believe but I just can't. At this point, I don't even care about restoring my faith at this point, I just want to live on without a constant fear of death creeping closer and closer.",2.526383928571427,4.473143870535715,3.5280000000000022,89.71700000000001,76.8125,5.73,22.807142857142853,6.508806274219699,0.5092917857142858,873,26,178,7,20,280,129,224,0.191,0.653,0.156,-0.9492,0,0,1,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,1,21,11,2,2,8,0,17,0,0,0,2,42,34,14,5,2,11,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,11,0,2,9,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,7,3,24,6,31,23,5,37,7,1,0,0,4,24,0,4,13,122,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389317670071365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589898934427087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651171882263878,0.0,0.10181551199413744,0.0,0.0,0.14075557303761724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508437848260624,0.0,0.0,0.1393962254401612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614635296724594,0.0,0.13088513192062648,0.0,0.12972379148000632,0.1337032686502643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284074943878865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171949985395942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119646613749967,0.0,0.0,0.1392255409180698,0.06255931042135789,0.08838949378526334,0.11879584493412387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464144659155659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629754379979422,0.0,0.1094100162127204,0.0,0.1108337105543948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364472886042955,0.12913723599879906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359925549079506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265176661358209,0.0,0.0604460104423433,0.2480108307630852,0.10925184847904687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506095576477425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492744505757393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819048991727688,0.0,0.19084940531882827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298290580533411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516516989263556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508816556542715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237589424823299,0.14082666113099354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524990426095024,0.12236764420061295,0.0,0.08757351783513571,0.0,0.1976146253405388,0.103440025133991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814150599841403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219769835109532,0.2378348380419166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400146620542251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459529645743978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926692888002992,0.0,0.0,0.1256492110318673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796751401378444
anxiety,buggsiemouges,2020/02/28,"Colonoscopy I've noticed some worrying symptoms lately and I'm trying not to let my anxiety get the best of me. I have an appointment in the morning, but I'm hoping someone has had a similar experience with a positive outcome.

I've always has gastro intestinal problem, especially when my anxiety is bad. I've had some digestion issues and noticed some blood when I wipe, but work has been stressful the past few months so I just wrote it off as more anxiety symptoms. Well the past couple days I've felt like I have a hemoroid and I remember a week or so ago a coworker commented on some weight I lost (I didn't even notice, I've always been kind of thin).

I'm seeing a doctor in the morning and will schedule a colonoscopy. I'm 31, male. Not super healthy but not super unhealthy but my diet isn't the best. 

Nervous. Advice?",3.9605840455840458,5.743561240740743,5.294691358024688,79.29764957264959,72.39506172839506,8.441405508072174,31.59734093067427,9.057496981413335,2.9404828110161443,659,31,120,14,13,220,95,162,0.187,0.653,0.16,-0.4578,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,7,13,0,2,14,0,14,8,2,0,0,23,24,14,0,2,9,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,8,4,11,8,9,14,8,15,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,6,11,76,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925693405324698,0.1172532031914186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201256600669766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30356847692014305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044353161493944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776274751117421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635901854212546,0.0,0.0853059932454478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538837087073255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736594046908343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129389665846145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700409002792334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910787247653158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313782450856068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806002352896704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774334875681282,0.0,0.0,0.14921119377126785,0.0,0.0,0.1352594534678121,0.0,0.06462255103539392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439304501532704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558009979162344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517855681089928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525416100780805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656865964933522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984101856702986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540550696506863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207560159944646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515197859890537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27496732962255643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980558017283423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610248037597582,0.1610744861462609,0.1189304986670764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962972799183932,0.1343309921207936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chroms-leather-belt,2020/02/28,"Eh This might not belong here and I apologize if it doesn’t, but could someone possibly tell me what the difference is between an anxiety attack and a panic attack? I’ve done research, but I’m still unsure. And maybe some advice for one having said anxiety/panic attacks?",5.1702941176470585,7.127396960784317,6.272696078431372,72.7996323529412,69.58823529411765,9.02156862745098,30.39705882352941,9.516144504307137,3.2626823529411766,219,9,34,5,4,73,43,51,0.354,0.626,0.02,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,8,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851733163860968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541037043567366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6933426067745017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621999724141137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225011849435885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789455596895431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040930252331292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155116779300128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766073967741987,0.0,0.0,0.2383545582698991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290228348915602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932436337675094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212963880257767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622370805805302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756339838239169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,incaseofemergancy,2020/02/28,"Does anyone feel extra anxious after hanging out with friends? I feel like everytime I hang out with people, whether it's one on one or in a group, I go home and over analyze everything I've said. I sometimes get this overwhelming feeling that they aren't going to like me now. I know it's dumb. I'm hoping someone maybe had a suggestion to help break this way of thinking?",3.703963963963965,5.478546243243244,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,73.05405405405405,7.636036036036036,29.90090090090089,8.344100000000001,2.254295495495496,298,13,57,5,6,96,58,74,0.071,0.722,0.207,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,13,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,2,4,7,4,11,11,1,13,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,2,4,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25931969465675764,0.0,0.1605026949230032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008757427660722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062995941344399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481934488807695,0.1639864766124882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773453381991754,0.0,0.11992741009962687,0.0,0.2609106037584315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385868959176838,0.0,0.2302516246863213,0.22798925957243735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615153096737872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428747701175697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060807805168335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110902840890403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913709863241873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183491715503024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449212012341485,0.0,0.22702515835852294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708270344492835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220156185219316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A_User_Has_No_Name__,2020/02/28,"I wonder what non-anxious people think about all day. My mind never stops. It's not always negativity and worrying (it often is), but I'm always thinking about something. Not just casually thinking, but wondering, weighing, analysing.... I try to turn it off but it feels impossible. 

What do ""normal"" people think about all day, especially when idle.",4.4432142857142845,7.696663749999999,5.452857142857141,71.23500000000003,78.16666666666666,7.428571428571428,28.57142857142857,8.418075326091056,2.8526428571428566,275,12,41,6,7,90,43,60,0.06,0.8859999999999999,0.053,-0.1037,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,21,11,5,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367197747866608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609801585587051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230723804412184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430183411014244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605411416001222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824646906631932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805488227955619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576825516890555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916208320384898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185953452673704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737296561055792,0.22008363124175748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388498518311864,0.0,0.20548218413073616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Funnybuilding,2020/02/28,"To those who take medication, do you ever plan to get off it? I'm on remeron right now for social and general anxiety. It helps me a lot, but I started wondering about how long I should keep taking it. Is the goal to stay on it forever or eventually get off it when you are more stable? Just curious what others experiences are.",3.7650769230769257,5.261736892307695,6.0,75.20000000000002,72.38461538461539,10.123076923076924,28.384615384615394,10.355215969177356,3.1601384615384625,258,10,50,8,5,91,52,65,0.02,0.85,0.13,0.8124,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,11,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,5,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405314029586266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412789647972905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609200524270869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27871823598558715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878824581656302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370881773977789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360539269176401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267703314612869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687095514501009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277920135678554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719048676471757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879788198652087,0.2843062426164289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011061848726836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892649909539361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DarkOphantom,2020/02/28,"I spoke with a girl and it went well So I was in a cafe with some of my friends after finishing my lectures, while we where setting there one of my friends noticed a girl looking at out general direction and specifically at me. He tried to encourage me to go speak with her but I was afraid cuz maybe she wasn't look at me and we misunderstood, or if she doesn't speak english ( I live in a foreign country that doesn't really speak english) so I was overthinking and putting my self down, till one hour has passed and she might have given up  or lost all hope in me, but in that moment I went and ""tried"" to speak with her. I won't lie i stuttered alot but she didn't end it at that and tried to continue the conversation I was a bit happy tbh .after a bit of time here friends came and she introduced me to them. 

At the end noting really happened between us but at least I'm going in the right track .",2.3362096774193546,4.0670340591397816,3.598588709677422,89.96788306451614,76.68817204301075,7.230645161290322,25.065860215053764,8.07648339933343,1.3177860215053756,709,25,156,12,16,231,101,186,0.033,0.843,0.124,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,1,1,6,10,0,1,10,0,12,0,0,1,1,30,25,20,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,0,3,5,16,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,1,2,12,7,29,7,30,11,6,35,0,1,2,0,25,16,0,7,11,114,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274651078089517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153008124378036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656645560824704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476081728010489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046714084852965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262134185811347,0.15964990585062072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489578294773722,0.1476939895535266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242961885317708,0.0,0.2518804513091483,0.0,0.1637141260571457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066884655420856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909850861187738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074617280526155,0.0,0.0,0.20325226537559535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507650986511372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921541215813984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807681137203794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564553883295188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745093267124954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054671103755001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040002352188966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484446324096966,0.2780544424364762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grey_shark,2020/02/28,"Join my server to discuss cure alternate cure strategies for Anxiety/Depression Hello everyone. I'm a 8 years long depression & anxiety sufferer who has spent lot of time into research to study human brain for treating depression. I'm almost cured because of my alternate cure strategies. I had severe depression which is drug induced. I believe that I can give the depression community some relief from what I've learnt because I'm full time into depression research. I've created a Discord server which will be alive 24/7 discussing about these mental issues. Please join & let's make this happen:
https://discord.gg/3Z9DXb",7.697851153039831,10.698031405660382,7.0372955974842775,65.58621593291407,65.13207547169812,10.37148846960168,37.24947589098532,10.504223727775694,5.069244444444443,523,27,67,15,9,162,73,106,0.23600000000000002,0.645,0.11900000000000001,-0.9442,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,2,0,7,14,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,5,2,10,9,3,7,0,6,0,0,6,3,0,3,4,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117597194438078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30551407354425025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785303191213688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188612401174894,0.0,0.0,0.1588416580796206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738573011351398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7285803193411706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349767772481108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471707538436622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524552427209696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467244597815118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715156469336313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416657123907858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476716445490385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986028619975092,0.0,0.0,0.09410848873219667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207957876145175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475903918433664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592727619142879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441881112709147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078962738954564
anxiety,Greatwhitesharkbait,2020/02/28,"Vehicular anxiety, feel like I’m going to get in a crash Hey everyone, 
First, I’m new here and this is my first post. I’m quite new to reddit so still trying to get the hang of it. 

I was on the bus today, I don’t drive, and was reminded of how much anxiety I get while in vehicles. I get flashes in my mind of possible crashes. Today it was that the bus would hit a deer. I find myself bracing as if a crash would happen. 

So what I tru to do to deal with it is first, breath. Then I use self talk to remind myself of how infrequent crashes happen and how usually there isn’t serious injuries, especially in a bus accident. I’ll tell myself, it’s not happening now. Remind myself to breathe again. 

I’ve only ever been in a mild bus accident. Nobody was hurt but I was really shooken up. I guess I would say the anxiety started after that. Which makes sense. I do have other anxieties though. This is just one of them. It’s a bit frustrating and I do wish it would just stop happening but that’s probably an unrealistic expectation. For now, I guess I am managing the anxiety with breathing and self talk. It doesn’t make me avoid vehicular travel, so I know it could definitely be worse. 

Does anybody else experience this type of anxiety? What do you do to cope with it?",1.6704575163398694,4.009373196078432,4.104313725490197,82.4583006535948,81.74509803921569,8.169934640522879,23.95424836601307,8.94667605116694,2.146032679738562,995,37,200,28,27,346,135,255,0.145,0.8190000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9651,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,4,16,5,1,1,12,0,25,3,3,6,1,36,47,18,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,2,19,8,0,2,3,1,0,4,4,4,0,4,6,2,24,1,27,34,2,30,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,19,139,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457725823964369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887142435407596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962050817685329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280978523972144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726805801529137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330556861254014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020494433213172,0.0,0.09528936930676424,0.0,0.09754799314600912,0.0,0.0,0.05042282304979831,0.07124195862417951,0.0,0.0,0.09114479467246156,0.25447238240380843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840410172144594,0.0,0.05667474178828824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197117227428028,0.0,0.3527380241382028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067552755287047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480502011633854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048719502629939335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313143136633776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069155835916777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330770177214524,0.0,0.0,0.19262572321320293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757472202975512,0.07584365154677533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242242663034444,0.09550683676163728,0.0,0.10751800024915284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606742882077748,0.0,0.0,0.06388495266579132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793035401668433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806517175860348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058428176250922,0.0,0.07963872378456034,0.08337269142623496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030675176171313,0.08716208641959608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797710394222356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890510296334165,0.0,0.0,0.06770520707264048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612844509248219,0.10983052980298692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146762508490196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162601050252164,0.2833607459150557,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YourLocal_Cryptid,2020/02/28,"The worst kind of panic attack.. I call them “high attacks”
Essentially my brain gets fuzzy and I feel like I’m zoning out, or losing moments in time. Similar to when you smoke weed. 
My heart starts to race and my body feels weak and shaky. It’s the worst, and I don’t get them often, but I think I just have so much going on my anxiety is manifesting in the worst ways. These kind always scare me the most because I start to think it’s not me just freaking out, something is wrong. 

My boyfriend wants me to eat but my stomach is so upset. I’m trying to calm my mind by losing myself in cute videos/animal crossing updates. How do y’all like to distract yourselves?",1.3845771144278631,3.792278253731346,2.599970149253732,92.33333830845774,83.62686567164178,5.06587064676617,20.127363184079602,6.42735559955562,0.1570115422885574,522,15,108,5,15,167,89,134,0.261,0.645,0.094,-0.976,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,2,7,21,2,5,4,0,6,6,4,1,0,22,18,11,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,15,0,0,0,2,21,6,14,18,5,16,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,4,8,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442519365381786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358774615301862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675801464338227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848132354265232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944917161696533,0.0,0.18034678595982634,0.1649638670412833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530924248429182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337229133610282,0.11541362934210594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880974508532134,0.0,0.09181439938111184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144130489022052,0.0,0.17068981234946112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364655683581115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578534539715803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614733859402606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312266561407807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876018127020516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954785680835956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174292374595645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437153641756922,0.0,0.0,0.2286963550705111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207033518478988,0.0,0.0,0.09420296273594808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968400959936768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528825561381103,0.12823340045809856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663304935270918,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VariousDonkey,2020/02/28,"Part anxiety, part OCD, part negativity anyone? Anyone else feel like for whatever reason, their brain has been moulded into some weird negative vortex of compulsive negativity and strange anxious moments? 

Did anti depressants help with that? My doctor prescribed me Zoloft last summer for a strange panic attack period I was going through, but tbh anti-depressants seem like they could help me in more ways than that.",10.540217391304346,11.627600666666671,9.43605072463768,58.13494565217394,56.82608695652174,12.117391304347828,38.98913043478261,11.698219412168324,5.26746086956522,342,15,44,9,4,107,57,69,0.266,0.608,0.126,-0.6641,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,1,1,0,5,3,1,1,0,9,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,6,2,8,4,5,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585149994682308,0.2006197064942627,0.0,0.2483421368331616,0.18195609662585036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202777297143867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824280437071987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178660974822968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059061869021509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817650512801847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483488917262951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979195558870072,0.12686625614985214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092524753382316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380620198427191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475490264890806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351743325163144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083569080322801,0.0,0.5769194595152297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258623234143054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616660729746128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095814785670654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andruidakabegg4r,2020/02/28,"Intrusive toughts after starting meds, adivce needed. Hey guys, how are u?
I need your oppinion.
So, about 4 months ago i was diagnosed with GAD and got prescribed Zoloft 50mg.
The first 15 days were hell, intrusive suicidal/bad behaviour toughts that i never had before, a lot of pannic attacks and anxiety.
After that, those effects started to wear out.
Unfortunately i had to switch to Lexapro bc Zoloft was making me pee every 1 minute. (Uncommon side effects)
Initially those toughts were driving me insane since i dont want to do anything related to them.
Now on 3 months of Lexapro i barely have them but sometimes they appear. They dont make me unconfortable as they used to but damn, i dont want those things in my mind anymore.
I improved a lot and my anxiety is almost gone.
Sometimes i overthink and get very anxious thinking that im going insane or something like that.
Do you guys think that could be a hidden OCD that i didnt know i had? Or is it meds side effects?
And now i think i have ptsd of some sort bc objects that are related to the toughts(knives, sharp stuff) make me remember them and makes me anxious.
Could u guys help me?

I already told doc and he doesnt seems to care about those toughts and said it is normal.
The only intrusive toughts i remember having previously were when i was a kid, about religion:
I would think: i dont believe in god
And then i would freak out and start saying: i love god, i love god, i love god...",3.415516014234875,5.56754865836299,4.121002135231318,85.53672028469751,74.87188612099644,7.2006263345195745,28.321850533807826,8.109356740369918,1.9680646548042704,1147,48,220,19,25,365,153,281,0.145,0.757,0.098,-0.5702,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,6,4,8,9,3,0,7,0,30,8,2,9,1,51,59,19,0,9,4,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,4,15,13,0,0,11,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,14,3,38,5,23,40,3,26,1,0,0,3,21,7,2,9,16,138,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106191064642526,0.0,0.0915705800296707,0.0,0.1009136186235348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991282729108998,0.2066173016632736,0.09069047414120808,0.0,0.0,0.0752527761221523,0.0,0.0,0.10403373138618573,0.0,0.0,0.07635410758570296,0.0,0.0,0.07781433786436416,0.10302902514427796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323592321587264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602536924258042,0.0,0.0,0.058975504411406476,0.0,0.0,0.09281639389402792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42869902815480493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704772102044175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778444786280574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777708438814871,0.0,0.05197122127115874,0.0,0.07313821545156668,0.0,0.0,0.2716395916765801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612947414637679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877804141886301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025667056193154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044676199158698485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548929153691424,0.2476024333401379,0.0,0.2441653145428473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031531582822735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233501723167103,0.0,0.14598363852588742,0.0,0.0,0.13561301934183376,0.07052927049235212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959827119069311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954927490052837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689620460457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071823869650817,0.0,0.08698667624502979,0.07272202225452293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324956793182138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564558866445456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040007539733682,0.18088609001257372,0.0,0.19417916394477028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046845009580426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075307063355289,0.2343812053870829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738116382657071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898051824150064,0.0,0.07545303818293314,0.1078751710064966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992210957505576,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_BaleineBleue_,2020/02/28,"I have my music university audition in two days I don't know if this is a good place to post this. 

I'm dying, I feel like throwing up. I don't want to get stoned because it'll just make me stress more. How do I survive the next two days? I feel like my chest is going to implode. My usual coping with anxiety is by playing music but right now that's what's stressing me so it just makes it worse",0.3256847545219621,2.297664488372096,2.543643410852713,93.84541343669252,84.34883720930233,5.217571059431528,20.020671834625325,6.42735559955562,0.05536330749354024,310,9,71,3,9,105,60,86,0.142,0.775,0.083,-0.7106,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,2,0,8,1,1,3,0,12,17,4,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,2,0,2,0,2,11,4,7,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,7,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823068440694492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811813423601768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499264592505106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109882122764805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959481203573177,0.2768533580358035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123489110958236,0.0,0.11012185012116082,0.16252197407263158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648888765446143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932884728908875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586810114831272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060726517031212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244453598350115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557454752417768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547535619712253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439172697946415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785630274275009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340619754162826,0.0,0.1142883804037568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746440731526832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rufusthechicken,2020/02/28,"I'm terrified of losing everyone but I'm so tired of people only reaching out to me when they're sad. I want to be a good friend and be there for them and be supportive. 

But I'm so tired of people falling off the radar the second they feel better and feeling guilty for feeling bad about it. I know they're in bad places.  I know I'm a bad friend for feeling like this and I know that theres no reason for them to talk to me otherwise. I don't even know how to put this eloquently but I get so anxious that everyone is mad at me and hates me and thinks meeting me was a waste. And then they do reach out and its just for comfort then they disappear again and I'm back to feeling like I fucked up. Or fearing rheyre hurt or dead or their life is falling apart and I'm being a terrible friend. 

I feel guilty for not constantly reaching put and asking how they are when it's like pulling teeth to get a fucking ""hey I'm okay"" or ""hey I'm not okay but cant talk/dont want to talk"".",2.3576428571428565,3.4483821333333324,3.5763690476190497,92.79883928571432,75.28571428571429,6.9642857142857135,24.077380952380953,7.413659706084162,0.7820238095238091,768,23,179,9,16,250,101,210,0.316,0.483,0.201,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,7,2,14,24,4,1,7,2,11,6,1,3,0,40,39,28,1,2,11,0,6,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,12,0,0,6,5,12,0,1,1,6,20,12,24,34,0,21,0,3,0,2,16,8,2,4,10,107,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319903342740439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922498656387876,0.0,0.0,0.08983893045532074,0.2926571231636006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333109434628164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625716690150188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692979139115424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716843900920008,0.0,0.0,0.2232817664325184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314718969408671,0.3544518265042416,0.16693394532300682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270799375672208,0.2160242152151212,0.12208296765598252,0.0,0.0,0.09799568452451002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115350409062723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250743218758366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568379199058696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252404075220389,0.1712390902479356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070851941023567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885830923877402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199740533935636,0.0,0.12206774496280742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349029613366076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012587527772535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258301365699768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28172272755724137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748631731165748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685693722154345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782466198519752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chromaticsiren_,2020/02/28,"I’m less anxious now than I used to be, but I still worry My pals and I are going clubbing in the ATL this weekend and I’m kinda scared. Mostly bc I always hear about Atlanta being a hub for sex trafficking. I haven’t ever been to any Atlanta clubs but I just feel like the worst possible scenarios are going to play out. Any helpful tips to keep vigilant but also be able to have a good time?",1.5010975609756088,3.5413370975609766,3.5172560975609737,88.10198170731708,80.46341463414635,6.051219512195122,22.445121951219512,7.1686216300943375,0.8520926829268292,310,10,63,4,8,105,59,82,0.155,0.672,0.17300000000000001,0.1744,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,13,16,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,3,10,12,3,9,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,6,43,8,0,0.24387150508449976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502395450772647,0.2029206283692541,0.0,0.0,0.33168197233540864,0.0,0.0,0.2755053854813578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059573825608733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233087604895754,0.17422185196019746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27719559272112265,0.20454784805968876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27486091027135146,0.0,0.16346192926743874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676419893791155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914329895875313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27492847961580874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441579203176225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475609898214705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220343577746522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062667984217345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247663351217872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jtknola,2020/02/28,"Sweat from top of my head when having bad anxiety Curious if any of you sweat profusely specifically from top of your head when have bad anxiety/attack?
I know that sweating profusely happens to a ot of people when their anxiety is high,but my issue is I sweat so badly from my head to where my hair gets soaking wet and sweat just rolls down my face.
This always happens specifically when I have to speak in front of a group of people. Which makes the whole situation worse because everyone can so obviously see my hair become sopping wet and then the sweat starts rolling down my face.
This always turns into an embarrassing situation because it's impossible to hide! 
Does this happen to anyone else??",8.434791208791209,8.296460676923079,8.354395604395606,68.24346153846156,61.46153846153846,11.736263736263735,35.49450549450549,11.20814326018867,4.068989010989012,568,22,97,14,7,184,79,130,0.162,0.7959999999999999,0.042,-0.9495,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,2,8,4,0,1,5,0,6,13,13,1,1,8,15,10,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,6,13,0,18,15,1,14,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,6,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328304154954735,0.0,0.0,0.0951426822051379,0.0,0.2140594743055383,0.0,0.0,0.09782738372272162,0.14335294938099094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916629148118627,0.0,0.0,0.3504536456159144,0.17057403345112213,0.15451811597455134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243500570249224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168757275008746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368871428783582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309649705456096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37116228130067297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307599271081576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782117417853805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460282850794576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689013715984554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933901127699117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939900887010344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148908298433174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31452637745930895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902806521241553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521804394714775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620301545784748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425788708764156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lofenomi,2020/02/28,"Anxious Messages I have a tough time with receiving texts from people especially if it’s about work or serious stuff.  Barring my partner and my mom otherwise I think everyone is mad at me.  

Does anyone else get set off by: 

Can I talk to you alone? 

I need to talk to you. 

Or even just misreading the tone of a text.  Feeling like I upset them and then I say sorry about 6296379 times and it turns out we’re good. They weren’t mad they were just making a statement. 

Anyone know how to cope with it? It’s driving me mad.",0.018392857142856656,2.370083380952384,1.6912797619047633,94.62549107142858,96.14285714285714,4.910714285714287,19.895833333333336,6.6274283507984215,0.3790119047619056,405,14,86,6,16,131,76,105,0.192,0.7440000000000001,0.064,-0.8948,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,3,1,6,8,3,1,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,18,12,8,0,2,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,2,15,2,14,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,4,54,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180434640709364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378366588600309,0.0,0.29441207501840755,0.21571076359810534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842344275807771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586908768994494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905172529744445,0.0,0.0,0.2011684779978585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644925706904866,0.15040120939278007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999216454263512,0.0,0.0,0.17658085584979422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570065542099475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028533220880688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052904125865265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465677903404577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610380717654887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595357244080948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742027564320786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356688036086073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24100413413458266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384287827623929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489780947700547,0.0,0.0,0.2455210810825899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289939547448238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532668548201803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RaulRaulRaulRaul,2020/02/28,"Are we weird? Is one of the reasons we have anxiety is because we're so afraid of how ""weird"" we really are?",1.3169565217391297,2.8449817826086985,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,79.0,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,1.7208434782608697,83,3,19,2,2,29,16,23,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505032589766735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589850821405033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990506662069028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37726138053006,0.6054824035530285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,socialrecluse_,2020/02/28,I feel I'm going to fail my job interview This is my third job interview. I failed the other two due to my social anxiety and lack of eye contact. I need some advice on how to get through an interview without messing it up. Things aren't so great right now so I need this job. My counselor believes I'm not ready but I really don't have a choice.,0.7466095890410962,2.9457861780821943,2.8399828767123303,90.95394691780822,84.4794520547945,6.389726027397263,22.823630136986303,7.645422480735847,1.1098780821917809,273,10,59,5,8,92,53,73,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.8188,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,10,11,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,0,2,9,1,8,11,2,6,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,40,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612950748367032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919815787804096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491883210409877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183265171030092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555473252556125,0.0,0.125698766467742,0.0,0.0,0.2438460572791101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6584457440718464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279967033927366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169027493654146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188882116781578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545991038054844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469387451551595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605569433121524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320466655022488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prestant8,2020/02/28,"I have nobody else to talk to I don’t have anybody else to talk to about this, so I thought I would post it here.

I had been wanting to talk to a professor at my college for a while who I look up to and would like to get to know better. All I wanted to do is introduce myself and let her know I was interested in taking lessons from her next year. In order to overcome my fear of talking to her, I had to rehearse what I was going to say in my head for about a month. She’s only around one day a week, so each week I would attempt to talk to her but couldn’t bring myself to do it. Finally, on the third week, I was able to sit in the balcony during chapel (she was the organist). After getting more aquatinted with that, I was finally able to talk to her after 4 weeks. Why am I like this? Why can’t I just talk to somebody? After I did this, though, it was the best I’d felt in a long time.

Similarly, though mostly unrelated, I asked about getting practice time on the chapel organ. The professor (different from the first one I mentioned) gave me some times I could squeeze in some practice time. I’m not able to get an actual time slot until next year when I transfer my lessons there. I wanted to go practice so bad tonight. There was a gap in the schedule and I walked to the chapel having a terrible panic attack. When I got there, the lights were on but I didn’t hear anybody practicing. I immediately got overwhelmed and left. In the back of my mind, I know that they probably just leave the lights on and I could’ve went up, but I just panic and leave. I just feel like I don’t deserve to use the organ and don’t want to mess it up for the people who do deserve it.

I feel like if I’m ever going to be able to practice on it, I’ll have to try it at least 2 more times before I even get the courage to walk up there and check if there’s actually anybody practicing. 

Why can’t I bring myself to do the things I love and the things that will benefit me? These are just 2 examples of the dozens of times this kind of thing happens every week.",3.7422527472527456,4.129075965034969,4.880928238428241,87.35787587412588,71.40093240093239,7.993373293373293,26.74333999334,7.957251820313856,1.3490738594738592,1595,49,357,20,28,527,182,429,0.075,0.8340000000000001,0.092,0.7272,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,6,25,19,1,4,26,0,37,2,1,1,2,48,71,23,0,11,11,0,4,4,0,4,0,2,0,0,21,12,0,0,9,0,1,8,8,8,0,5,19,9,52,11,69,44,9,65,3,1,1,1,23,21,0,5,37,256,73,4,0.2900587550469032,0.0,0.1415277517236681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455344700473427,0.06779144522877675,0.08249592702683012,0.0,0.055759319593158496,0.06054673617546796,0.0,0.0,0.06170465917703395,0.0,0.07609969205465975,0.06413334936606979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579415680462125,0.0,0.0,0.046765975260788566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576241579125156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211534351575881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789526802480214,0.06559368752926115,0.06109675281463502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159918514045976,0.07333121092107514,0.10360901628099366,0.0696254730330073,0.15887259409697266,0.0,0.061680957216578035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942965972298034,0.0,0.1236353061748412,0.0,0.11599324189127765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412449978855682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442099115774492,0.0,0.08172932444151514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551288948438603,0.11955652956149973,0.0,0.0,0.15356517020834992,0.07878742151473084,0.0741511822793416,0.0,0.141708056282273,0.0,0.0,0.0641732176499483,0.06089407526880241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544733776992995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321916403525737,0.0,0.05788053273912421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424038831860626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827565959968236,0.05515068844031487,0.0,0.17016072619873845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027255473656765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944902692234653,0.0,0.07818309921180001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766659102981345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545220213844525,0.4079919201335926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452661117296842,0.0,0.14249062706242185,0.0575685629074741,0.2959872871524937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923271368002795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262940858292854,0.0,0.0,0.1710841688898696,0.0,0.2908345465302919,0.0,0.0,0.06722184297569864,0.19629968300740655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545370630448064,0.0,0.0,0.09339416415018197
anxiety,pm__me_a_secret,2020/02/28,"Zoloft for anxiety? Looking for some help with others experiences I was prescribed Zoloft to help with anxiety and I am a little nervous to take it as I have a huge fear of vomiting and I know nausea is a real common side effect.

Was it for you? Did you throw up?


I am just scared to take it and I am trying to figure out my options 

Thanks for reading",0.625,3.0402148333333336,2.9355555555555566,88.26500000000001,88.16666666666666,5.422222222222223,20.5,6.937597516519254,0.6609333333333338,276,9,55,4,9,94,46,72,0.155,0.706,0.139,0.2103,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,3,3,0,8,3,0,1,0,13,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,1,14,10,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,1,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39190575206588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25056235161890245,0.0,0.2882382387217824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433818359064982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140772498520979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567280564029027,0.0,0.0,0.21510019951618803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25621778426538216,0.2915530333141522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564493007806385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851835380060365,0.0,0.0,0.2358270936458737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390799496585638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,livan8,2020/02/28,"Anxiety and depression. So, i've been diagnosed with Anxiety and depression in December, and even though my life doesn't seem that bad, i feel like everything is falling apart, even after i spend the day with my girlfriend, family or friends, i end up feeling miserable and like i don't enjoy being here.  
I'm about to start a new job and if everything goes well, i'll study abroad for 4 years, which is one of my lifetime goals, and still, i feel like i'm not growing in life, i feel like i'm useless and i don't know how to appreciate things.  
I'd like to ask for some help, i really need advice.",3.5483379247015603,4.788986074380169,4.8665564738292035,84.11781450872363,72.55371900826447,9.34471992653811,27.49403122130395,9.725611199111238,2.4386962350780537,469,17,99,12,9,156,78,121,0.171,0.621,0.20800000000000002,0.5999,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,1,0,21,19,12,0,2,3,0,4,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,6,0,1,2,4,5,1,1,1,4,11,8,13,17,1,13,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,4,12,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103836541446414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648240811327986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449667961894685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905466625759027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968113412423996,0.0,0.2662518697389747,0.1568794281798367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368980204598867,0.0,0.0,0.20417641711835516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778247063767016,0.0,0.14570938929550578,0.0,0.3126092519424287,0.3312621256413463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941593176464085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360113755599752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338113716569726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494445225894029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834655700247246,0.3775613489825576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460740950773407,0.0,0.1492790853337335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473671457802182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901779618480906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070945945469376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094013493595926,0.0,0.12343518451631345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026855987536298,0.0,0.15185855986591076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897179480678765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953428909758387
anxiety,elmayarah,2020/02/28,"Panic when people I love are sick or in pain Hey all. First time visitor and poster... I’m just desperate. 

Long story short, when someone I love (especially my partner) is sick or in pain, I panic. Heart pounding, can’t breathe, crying panic. For example, today my partner got a migraine at work that was so bad she vomited. I’ve been crying and panicking since then, and that was over two hours ago. 

I’ve tried to figure out why. Part of it is not understanding. Why do we have to experience pain? Why do these people deserve it? Why not me? (Not guilt... just not understanding). 

Part of it is control. These people I love are suffering and I cannot fix it. I cannot make it stop. 

I don’t know what else to add, just... has anyone else experienced this? Does anyone have advice on what to do?",0.981129032258064,3.5215412258064513,2.8866935483870964,88.17004032258066,88.35483870967742,5.938709677419356,20.008064516129032,7.365786028017652,0.7889935483870967,610,19,123,11,20,203,92,155,0.254,0.667,0.079,-0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,3,6,12,0,4,1,0,18,12,2,2,1,24,27,10,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,4,1,12,3,13,23,3,17,0,1,0,3,8,7,0,2,10,78,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733515508337256,0.09736723867663917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360647766729166,0.11254487639189094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171247701853638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319579321942292,0.0,0.0,0.24130991444225644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612242121510647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351578201351595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744537576653787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934305253847652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784971910318759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016187270704307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817105880209237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036562916757015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972056484080321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29740682191789664,0.0,0.07331958458685331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35063505546163243,0.3866235244885679,0.0,0.2378937573889225,0.0,0.2284493341265528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086144192249712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306775042167784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183182421345297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404905175136613,0.0,0.10411623172815808,0.0,0.0,0.07457469067951536,0.0,0.10729849768171464,0.22869628578595366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964569367678468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996540804449033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LaughingChicken2020,2020/02/28,"I realize that I have a lot of anxiety. What are some things you do to heal or control your anxiety? What does it feel like to be on medication for anxiety? I have so much anxiety that interacting with a situation like going grocery shopping or to a retail store makes me feel uncomfortable. Asking questions, etc. I feel like an alien walking around. I just tried to relax but I have to self talk the whole time. 

I have so much anxiety driving that when I drive to the hospital/doctor  for check ups my blood pressure is always through the roof and they take it later on before I leave and it's fine.

I have so much anxiety that I grind my teeth at night and have had acid reflux so that it looks like I have bulimia my dentist said. I don't, never had bulimia, but my enamel looks like it.

I think I inherited the anxiety and it has worsened as I have aged. I am in my forties. I don't remember having anxiety like this when younger, a bunch of stuff happened in my life that probably built up to it, but I think I inherited it.

My mom used to talk about feeling nervous and there was self medication with alcohol. There was a lot of worrying and having to hyper focus and withdrawing from people as she aged and social isolation, a lot of of self conscious behaviors and worry about things that were not a big deal and like a lot of frantic pressing energy.

I understand a lot about how that feels now.",4.412391304347828,5.702417050724637,5.7391014492753625,78.49539130434783,70.52173913043478,9.577971014492757,30.10434782608696,9.888512548439397,2.9746426086956523,1110,45,214,28,20,373,143,276,0.145,0.76,0.095,-0.8981,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,1,15,12,0,3,14,0,23,8,2,4,1,43,40,24,0,0,7,1,6,7,0,0,6,1,0,3,22,13,1,1,12,2,6,4,4,3,0,0,6,10,33,9,34,33,12,22,0,0,2,0,16,9,0,9,16,166,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161630921655786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133190076141363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246486081540281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763153863229619,0.0801433629353145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294753605762816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615034823888954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838098252268352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774542533807382,0.0750204534738983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560849284700436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673124947774,0.12248706259552948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048720745323890084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580828292208015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907727304580818,0.0,0.0,0.06055165907504687,0.2931738696163351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397851995656746,0.0,0.0,0.364411013839602,0.0,0.0,0.05722357400792494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727222771009311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004026646175454,0.0,0.0,0.189058075376628,0.0,0.06611810424098256,0.0,0.0,0.0804491731492986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943244883394126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242842477238117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603408749378628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711221002731243,0.0,0.08154620184493666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682965089251766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636096854455227,0.0,0.08738808807019399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813713793494633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644561881375309,0.13780855774267464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139066894941044,0.1098610609590149,0.0,0.0,0.04998822175117579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820314388391305,0.0,0.0,0.08924504215860371,0.0,0.0740407791211256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571136119446864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412027287009044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dragonflie,2020/02/28,"Anxious about boundary setting in relationships Female, 26 years old here.  I've struggled with anxiety for all of my teenage and adult life.  I've learned ways to cope but recently I've realized that one thing I am still deeply struggling with is setting boundaries in relationships (particularly with family and friends).  

I feel guilty/ashamed of myself when I try to put my own needs before others.  I don't know how to say no.  The vast majority of my relationships is built on the fact that I am ALWAYS there for the other person no matter what, and I rarely ever do anything confrontational or assertive. 

For example, a friend recently broke my trust by sharing private information that I told her which I believed to be shared in confidence.  I found out through a mutual friend that she was sharing this info without my consent.  I was so deeply hurt because I've been there for her through the hardest year of her life and never broke her trust in this way, and have gone beyond my own means/time/energy just to support her.  I was devastated and embarrassed with what she shared but I am too anxious to talk with her about it because I fear her response to me standing up for myself.

Every single friend I have unloads a lot of their emotional/mental/spiritual problems onto me and I feel a great deal of responsibility about being there for those going through worse things than myself, but my mental health and anxiety levels always take a massive hit.  I just don't know how to say no, or even how to minimize the amount I am exposed to such situations.  

So I guess I'm sort of just venting but also wondering if anyone has any advice on even just soft boundary setting in relationships and learning to cope with the anxiety that comes with it.",9.1145245398773,8.160280598159511,8.680789877300612,69.11572469325154,60.50306748466258,11.462883435582825,39.086656441717786,10.550175099000144,4.123755214723927,1409,61,243,27,16,451,174,326,0.17300000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.135,-0.8379,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,25,21,1,4,11,0,18,3,0,3,4,54,34,23,0,3,12,0,3,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,17,18,0,0,11,0,0,4,7,9,0,1,7,5,40,12,51,24,7,32,0,3,0,0,30,13,0,7,9,184,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096894338719246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929521632743214,0.16501188445751658,0.0,0.0,0.06742964938495184,0.0,0.22756277674874226,0.22403667484089848,0.0,0.06933235464654622,0.0,0.08159714408829845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088945784592453,0.0,0.08437466451134643,0.11171513721072976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541432843208308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022257385587844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309835343123582,0.08969250382641089,0.08354341617344438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093475686672263,0.1115783469587342,0.10027275739300033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871970881147276,0.306431487367498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056352781239910124,0.0,0.0,0.10932011433533624,0.10923178700857836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539845570087594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614881512029434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898736234218248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007398182788247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429909685411725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985235394888776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352310206817342,0.07647541185012742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040478032211489,0.0,0.06719084035910773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657941180232473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094879138741227,0.0,0.09967941716638803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580966674804293,0.42582681201007744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577060577449708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111455778115823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918630836328519,0.0,0.0,0.20731928071506225,0.0,0.0,0.11252133606400153,0.0,0.0,0.07455315893723997,0.07969803679965956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175001146125973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057818806058675586,0.0,0.0,0.09474804495964656,0.0,0.06732058413640217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741122988060682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558308542762134,0.10753072208254927,0.0,0.0,0.10104868866498956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770674650160194
anxiety,Nuudl3,2020/02/28,"What do you do when anxiety prevents productivity? So I'm a university student \[that's college for you Americans\], in my final year, and it's more important than ever that I knuckle down and do my work to get my grade. Doesn't have to be a good grade, just has to get done.  


However, because of the stress of my work, it can sometimes mean I become too anxious to work, I try but it just doesn't happen, or happens very gradually in short sprints. I then cannot do anything else until I work, including video games or hanging out with people, because the guilt and anxiety about not doing work becomes overwhelming.   
So as a result, I either do very little work and feel terrible, or do no work at all and feel terrible.  


Does anyone have any advice for this? How can I stop beating myself up or become more productive with my time?",4.498643892339544,5.988107472049693,5.6934316770186335,78.14006469979297,70.55279503105591,8.59648033126294,30.186853002070393,9.075114841892004,2.6482045548654245,657,27,121,13,12,219,100,161,0.17,0.802,0.027999999999999997,-0.9727,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,8,9,6,0,3,5,0,17,0,0,2,2,26,25,17,0,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,3,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,2,15,1,20,23,4,17,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,4,8,89,22,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147686552397573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453685281240926,0.0,0.1901976468715928,0.1404378902927626,0.0,0.08692228290305863,0.0,0.10229870424396488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155965361987436,0.411880606818315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878682223654126,0.12721498324681074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384725282162724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244789293004816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571240411518786,0.0,0.0,0.13617841230961367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989643910355156,0.0,0.0,0.10426753798383014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985850035340296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124593915645161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541290005019005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861827268030287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294837199099898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039309269375352,0.14239970026854806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248769557835341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844001172228327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514188140661255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335075379945706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005325943876918
anxiety,connorg_,2020/02/28,Help with my situation? What am I supposed to do when I can't talk to anyone and I have no friends or anyone to talk to but my mum who is consistently busy?. Even after medication I'm really struggling to talk to anyone or go anywhere that involves conversation. Feel like i've forgotten any social skills at this point,2.522281105990785,5.231627403225809,4.422350230414747,79.13209677419357,81.41935483870967,7.4138248847926285,24.98617511520737,8.418075326091056,2.091559447004609,257,10,47,6,7,87,47,62,0.129,0.762,0.109,-0.3181,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,8,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,9,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518994852981635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787071257462167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072989503579354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538932947673965,0.1630325582551171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631371060891898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969643621023108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296368512875114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149139220858124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22989656300600836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157312727124304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619653176654887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565164823918735,0.0,0.23263034082470024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23857360075929185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502772597076621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Unhelpfulhelpful,2020/02/28,"I want to kiss boys but my inexperience causes terrible anxiety I'm a girl in my early 20s and never dated during school. I've pecked kissed people twice before but I didn't really want to nor did I like them.
It's a huge big problem with me and plays on my anxiety so much. I want to kiss people but when I think about kissing someone real that I like I start to get super panicked.

How do I push past this? Waiting until I find someone who likes me and is patient with me is not an option because this fear is preventing me from dating or even putting myself out there. It's something new and very scary. I had similar responses to other milestones such as drinking for the first time. My brain makes it into a big deal and then I do it and I realise it's not.

Do I just do a kiss list and try to kiss lots of willing people until I'm used to it? I'm sick of being scared and alone!",2.3945161290322585,3.8151481290322593,4.218043010752692,86.90706451612905,75.7741935483871,6.680430107526883,23.690322580645162,7.3011,0.9281187096774202,696,21,146,8,15,236,115,186,0.19899999999999998,0.618,0.183,-0.6805,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,9,15,0,2,6,0,12,9,1,4,1,35,24,20,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,12,1,2,2,2,0,2,5,4,0,2,3,0,23,11,21,19,2,22,0,0,0,6,5,7,0,3,16,101,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717347950632108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469584819286415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839486080725313,0.0,0.13734917036080482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801884485627077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581391927498365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640801432379546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581216730785424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661067438264668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163264380092786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475270497066887,0.13729641187144662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843307683785559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365722972551878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722615766396454,0.0,0.0,0.10774332951917052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865591449392975,0.0,0.12449038383083995,0.1558920876687602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408539767068116,0.3357069195621943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544488628918078,0.0,0.16226298888585042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372145376638946,0.10340424399774574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160091980941832,0.163356903562683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735266261475449,0.12426234309179303,0.0,0.0,0.11424778432503095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034258755892592,0.0,0.0,0.09412025623335593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958771134546162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394075815956333,0.0,0.13318126813200093,0.28561378880005184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadmonad,2020/02/28,"I noticed that my anxiety is a lot less and I feel more relaxed being in public when I like 4 hours of sleep So this quarter I’ve been struggling with my sleep, I notice on days where I get less sleep When I go to campus I’m so much better like usually I’m so nervous thinking about things like who’s looking at me and what my face is doing, how I’m walking ect.. even my interaction with people are a lot more natural.",1.031410736579275,3.0749843258426988,3.2486891385767787,89.38429463171038,82.14606741573033,5.7533083645443215,23.372034956304606,6.937597516519254,0.8249390761548065,331,12,70,4,9,113,61,89,0.08,0.732,0.188,0.8665,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,2,0,6,4,4,1,0,9,14,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,2,11,5,8,12,7,11,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,8,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441542397427614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665773417609758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152665579667794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446125028039495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527970687089676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845086273284012,0.0,0.10709342432570257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557306721846312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761832627791596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582401154681697,0.0,0.0,0.3204057990052764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852330975857682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290748878687804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063889764773165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.565721028860988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699588211977492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251895609399328,0.12074319819966432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753738192661034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rhirhi416,2020/02/28,Brain Fog I’ve been dealing with multiple life hardships that have made my anxiety flare up and with it I’ve experienced episodes of brain fog. I feel like my mind isn’t all the way there and surroundings become slower and less real. I know this is a common symptom of anxiety but is there anything I can do to lessen this sensation or make it go away?,4.611857142857144,5.857216471428576,5.210000000000001,82.64500000000002,70.0,9.028571428571428,29.714285714285715,9.3871,2.5465142857142857,283,11,56,6,5,91,52,70,0.042,0.9309999999999999,0.027000000000000003,0.0129,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,4,2,2,1,14,12,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,7,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541582161061761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048567214648898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174800606179911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25564792442461165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168092952915657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864240271656506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704161832746444,0.16536706248988145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315535921231797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272135881910159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349889985025629,0.1130878655145047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902893221188727,0.15451255240091386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337255676984247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634712596959465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059301199829675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837354987250888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yeetskeete,2020/02/28,"Help I’m really scared that i’m a pedophile and I don’t know what to do. I haven’t really had these thoughts before up until now and Idk if theyre real or not. I keep testing myself by looking at pictures of younger people and then when I think im attracted I get scared and dint know what to do. I look up pictures of adult celebrities to see if im attracted to them and I feel no connection. Ive heard of pedophiles feeling depressed about being pedophiles, and then I just start crying and cant stop. I keep thinking about how I only have one chance in life and then I just cry more. I really need help and I need to know if this is real or not. I repeatedly see images of kids under the age of 10 in my head and then I start to think im attracted and get worried. Then I have thoughts like “You’re only worried because society says its wrong” and it starts again. For extended periods of time I accept the attraction and then after an hour I start to worry again. Can somebody please explain what this is? I need help",1.8813981042654009,3.910921156398104,3.4562535545023723,89.07366943127965,79.14218009478672,6.494881516587678,23.82014218009479,7.554174236665415,1.1069694786729871,808,28,168,12,20,267,114,211,0.136,0.711,0.152,0.3582,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,2,4,0,13,2,1,1,0,43,42,27,0,6,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,9,13,0,3,12,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,8,23,6,25,37,1,28,0,1,4,0,9,6,0,5,23,109,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573561744444965,0.0,0.09176020419233992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369048178853101,0.0,0.0,0.0928786959488994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904989959484043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267936319943662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067049775347697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168399094689637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619640326507604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34944305249168656,0.0,0.0,0.1916985787229096,0.0,0.0,0.17779097577730235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761675157406531,0.05268305648870943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110959059794024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987632653837446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307223402799462,0.1640277573890222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475966887140617,0.0,0.0,0.11837117224420952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548117863154234,0.20724685526667108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575524504219771,0.21592461549536635,0.0,0.17186211898754442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053065407136639,0.0,0.0,0.09015544032514168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729021015368787,0.0,0.17121893736722887,0.06287984054014117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285370416067951,0.0,0.0,0.11790136588961987,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myemoanon,2020/02/28,"Having trouble being myself First of all, I (23M) am 100% straight and always have been. That being said in terms of romantic and intimate situations, I would probably call myself a switch (frequently switches between dominant & submissive personality for those who might not know what that means) with some feminine personality traits & i'm kinda having trouble coming to terms with those traits. I know I'm not ""wrong"" for thinking this way or being the way I am, however I'm sure you guys know how a majority of ppl think and behave about this kind of stuff & its hard to be open about it bc of those reasons. Like man, I'm a conventional attractive-ish looking straight man that likes really cute shit, the color pink, & would like to be the held and feel loved sometimes. Is that so outlandish??? I guess the purpose of this post is to ask how ppl in a similar situation (or anyone i dont rly care) deal with this. Also I just need a safe space to get this off my chest. Thank you guys so much <3",8.770458190148911,7.073398474226806,8.631099656357389,71.57466781214205,61.680412371134025,12.127376861397481,35.988545246277205,10.980518767755715,3.7177486827033217,800,28,153,17,9,260,120,194,0.064,0.7879999999999999,0.147,0.9409,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,1,8,14,1,0,9,0,17,3,2,3,2,35,39,11,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,6,17,9,0,2,8,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,6,12,10,22,28,6,15,1,0,3,1,14,7,1,6,7,95,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571124288911374,0.0995866666640267,0.5187102089975193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836858280107129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188837371190093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221073440263194,0.0,0.1220258034664445,0.0,0.0,0.10309715911507593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338893751569263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402687439334763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051582101985184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180314003730212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252994456063317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318454073499158,0.23701193191301745,0.0,0.0,0.10721334595443316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463245723972174,0.1973255713037465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541465489255678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050440770990082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801947299011824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037095075690086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696579899279015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798150304750861,0.08874416145042542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090068858124081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462417790315622,0.0,0.12903958298931745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667262813838421,0.12305507419479265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384688104711327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285389496567085,0.0,0.26905963675259603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837052558905857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700953344251565,0.0,0.0,0.11280074337969595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018893716573293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533773352497009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999915952514776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700401439930466,0.1308556538370234,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CelticMetal,2020/02/28,"DAE feel 'off' when their anxiety gets quiet? I'm recently coming to terms with the fact that I struggle with anxiety at a level that's more than normal after having a panic attack recently and a bad couple of weeks. 

Point of gratitude though - I've addressed some of the things that were setting me off (concerns about my health) and found that a lot of those fears were unfounded wild thoughts, and so far, this week is definitely going better than the last, hurrah!

My question for you folks - does anyone else notice that NOT being anxious was also a somewhat weird and uncomfortable sensation? Like when I calm down and my mind is not whirling a mile a minute, it's somehow unsettling to be calm? I try to look at this as a blessing in disguise. Curious if anyone else has had a similar experience.",8.009599999999999,7.669372993333336,7.927833333333336,71.61975000000002,62.4,10.966666666666667,35.41666666666667,10.411451182825502,3.7006666666666654,639,25,110,13,8,206,106,150,0.146,0.688,0.16699999999999998,0.6735,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,7,11,1,3,12,0,10,1,0,0,1,23,18,12,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,6,3,9,5,21,10,5,22,1,0,1,0,3,10,0,7,10,80,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151346732071396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248096010976346,0.17165898794264964,0.0,0.21249238480724555,0.31137917548176325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286379115292108,0.0,0.0,0.126870970900456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438643955292492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089050875143465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812854959416698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297149200755246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538675891929668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863516486976822,0.0,0.17098473835903966,0.07682992110343112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666041079858953,0.0,0.0,0.07938702022433754,0.0,0.0863560522157026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151455782120638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385862048481736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423454929447104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759879292335274,0.0,0.0,0.1291815070968506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342505668268672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488776441294443,0.0,0.17299481109387926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827927569370547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364080922560474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021752477243504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000623826186203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884996478285948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009480864904522,0.0,0.14928900665457318,0.1206304407267873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031633177806224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437684580239509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jrob9745,2020/02/29,Resting heart rate of 120. Not sure what to do. For the last 5 hours or so my resting heart rate is around 115-120. I’ve taken an Ativan for my anxiety but it hasn’t done anything to reduce my heart rate. I am getting concerned that I am doing damage to my heart. I’m a 30 year old male.  This has been happening to me for the last couple of weeks upon awakening but now it has stuck with me most of the day. What should I do?,0.5244806763285013,2.3316466413043493,2.5053623188405787,95.30727053140095,82.58695652173913,5.393236714975847,18.917874396135264,6.42735559955562,-0.14388792270531425,329,8,77,3,9,110,60,92,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.8239,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,12,4,4,0,1,9,17,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,9,1,13,12,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294187966567108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921702419097673,0.15060206486106018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718947617767867,0.0,0.1091042038235307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312527593594407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838721779835118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960133849445748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8018951418891191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660379253614274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758012288169675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752123189975647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944590936346334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570238390888648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894347722406417
anxiety,lackingakeyblade,2020/02/29,"Am I a jerk for having this mind set? I feel so bad about myself to the point of self pitty. I see people post about friends or s/o's and i instantly think ""why are you complaining when you have friends or an s/o?"" 

I am in the mind set that if you have irl friends or an s/o, you are already better than me socially and therefore my problems are bigger than yours since my social anxiety leaves me with zero social skills, no friends, and no chance of finding an s/o (cant have an s/o without making friends using social skills right?).

Am i horrible  for pittying myself and making others problems lesser just because they have stuff i dont? I feel bad for thinking this but i just do anyways. Like if someone complains about a friend issue even though they have anxiety, I'll think ""I'm worse off than them because i dont even have irl friends!""",3.436045883940622,4.781572748538012,4.3072514619883036,87.61016194331988,72.9766081871345,6.898965362123255,27.773729194781822,7.321109707123232,1.4310482231219068,664,25,135,7,13,214,92,171,0.16899999999999998,0.711,0.12,-0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,3,3,11,16,1,0,8,0,17,0,0,4,0,28,27,13,0,4,9,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,0,3,24,9,16,27,0,9,0,0,1,0,22,5,0,5,2,91,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555095556280146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020692855432114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485826418705586,0.12766144586210115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260818051491204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24544052144701936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383209725016358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588983867960716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957037609221235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662950517448584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929085531267896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108736027669716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051156400633696836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979052478521514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145608726668014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725932743262113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898553778436882,0.0,0.10028398774401624,0.0,0.0,0.20038816038522375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942243865984331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344093906707074,0.0,0.10923618581710592,0.0,0.0,0.08661784379070728,0.0,0.0,0.4269578369787673,0.08872110872787567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986879752517107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128332987547665,0.10287781507682416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043649884062592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094485197164247,0.0,0.0,0.1009374605782653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067092360847805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lotttiee,2020/02/29,"Family gatherings I had a family gathering today. When my uncle left, I stuck out my left hand instead of my right one to shake hands with him because I was holding something in my right. Take note that he is rich, raised my cousins strictly and made sure they know their manners. This is not the uncle you drink a beer with on saturday evening so I couldn’t laugh it off. Now my embarrassment won’t let me sleep.",4.3925925925925915,5.81731264197531,4.6799382716049385,85.55472222222225,70.72839506172839,8.362962962962964,28.314814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.0725703703703697,328,12,66,6,6,103,65,81,0.077,0.7709999999999999,0.152,0.8115,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,7,5,3,1,1,10,11,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,1,2,1,1,3,2,0,1,4,2,15,3,8,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376577875571221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212176479771816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915199274722768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257660327697562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410477670296732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490708222626611,0.2309162691353873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213676362015904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530214890983627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856981246216912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259831034519705,0.0,0.0,0.1738472831440738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128326953760619,0.0,0.1697885505909881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140509735085988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The-Phantom-Bellhop,2020/02/29,Yesterday I tore apart a pencil with my teeth to get to the graphite so I didn't have to ask for a pencil sharpener. I'm always so convinced it'll be an inconvenience to someone if I ask them for anything...,3.700387596899226,4.560445395348836,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,71.79069767441861,8.524031007751939,30.6124031007752,8.841846274778883,2.3973472868217063,164,7,34,3,3,56,32,43,0.064,0.846,0.09,0.2479,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438373586486096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34005001020170506,0.0,0.7726215600805004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158936702511252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501252767276877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,screamuel,2020/02/29,"Starting new job Hey guys

Struggling big time over this weekend. I’ve recently transferred from another department to a new team on a new project.

I was able to get the transfer because my previous managers and colleagues put in a really good word due to me being quite successful in my last role of 5 years.

Where I’m coming unstuck is that I’m completely new to this type of project and do not know the processses and information yet. I have 1000 questions to ask my new manager but don’t want to come across as stupid constantly nagging and questioning (which is a vibe I’m getting). I don’t know if I’m overthinking it and can tell he’s quite busy so I’m hesitant to ask too much.

I also have performance anxiety as I do not want to let my previous team down for not living up to the expectations. They’ve put in a good word and the last thing I want is for it to get back to them that I’m not performing well.

Basically haven’t been able to stop thinking about it over the weekend and am not looking forward to going back in. I’ve been there only for one week but I am very worried I won’t be able to get fully across the requirements and make mistakes.

Has anybody had any similar experiences or know of any good coping mechanisms?",5.141008064516129,5.786034149193551,6.013870967741938,79.55330645161294,68.39516129032258,10.070967741935485,33.24193548387097,10.125756701596842,3.2927693548387094,991,44,197,24,16,327,138,248,0.113,0.816,0.071,-0.8899,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,8,10,9,2,1,11,0,22,0,0,1,0,36,47,16,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,2,7,4,0,7,9,4,1,1,4,1,14,5,35,39,1,40,0,0,1,0,13,14,0,4,21,119,23,12,0.3034074677309022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087828077543452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755165489493906,0.10604972816676683,0.07736862745046047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909668355392653,0.0,0.0,0.15553440963984602,0.0,0.06165145873415241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742391119446463,0.10603898578240377,0.10929189504649524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893024092310533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135717227730064,0.0,0.05747781864643646,0.25448378886287537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014036490257253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003616983942106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674480947412984,0.16487838763730844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341823074656993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930478422962616,0.0,0.08492861925685702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750894690265853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434646643096206,0.0,0.0,0.4883880383101762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853225079381399,0.07691835042449054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333887118297173,0.2265905346130748,0.2151407927301504,0.0,0.0,0.0647901976735488,0.0,0.09985942367820852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158445576319958,0.0,0.0,0.08455407623670408,0.0,0.10572912069875508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839716667409417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719014659806245,0.06480375142178936,0.0,0.0,0.05897311145737049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344764542618151,0.17895758548411214,0.0,0.08112505645246691,0.0,0.09093325042070563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270833707656428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512815387137418
anxiety,imposter_moon,2020/02/29,"I want to dance at my boyfriend’s gig My boyfriend plays sax in a cover band. They mostly do county and I’m not a fan of that genre. I get bored at the gigs but I’m there to support him. I often run their sound but now I have an assistant so I don’t have to babysit the board as much... 

Today I’m going to try to get out of my weird self conscious thing because it’s fucking stupid and actually try to dance to the band. I’m not actually afraid of my ability to dance. I’m afraid of other people and I feel stupid. 

Any inspirational words would be awesome. 

The boyfriend would love if I engaged with the show part of the time instead of looking annoyed at all the sound engineer stuffs I have to do to “fix” what his bandmates do... haha.",1.0297077922077946,3.1555437077922086,2.568944805194807,93.78770292207794,82.70129870129871,5.4084415584415595,22.61201298701299,6.6274283507984215,0.43345584415584426,577,20,129,6,16,188,90,154,0.10800000000000001,0.703,0.18899999999999997,0.9436,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,5,14,4,2,10,1,10,2,0,0,1,20,24,8,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,7,0,5,3,8,0,0,0,4,16,6,23,21,4,13,0,0,1,2,8,5,1,3,3,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.4314983790941971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034685967440894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134772689170565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178831806513807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439152974671573,0.23101784668331435,0.0,0.12564893590015047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565754387331315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953980629109694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625245114545731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941586457800576,0.0,0.15327400893153267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306421397296337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530919195065332,0.0,0.2508871049738372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468804944556656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891770905434274,0.0,0.2095647898406071,0.0,0.0,0.3002073571099921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304029433548739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31410797011744995,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,virallight,2020/02/29,"New Job Anxiety or New Job triggering worse anxiety/stress? Just got a new job in an area where I thought I had experience, turns out there's more to it than I realized during interviews (say almost half of the job I have little to no experience doing). Everyone I've asked there says I will catch on and learn and that's it's okay to ask for help. But as for training the guy who previously had the job is done on my 4th day there. I'm 2 days in. He is trying to train me but with only 4 days and also that he is pretty done with the job I'm not sure I'll learn enough. There are a few other red flags like certification for running specific equipment not being followed or not great communication. 

I get the feeling most of this could be dealt with but I'm not sure I'm the person. So far as soon as I'm home from work these past couple days I'm breaking down having panic attacks and I can't stop thinking about how I'm not equipped for the job and don't really want to continue there. I'm worried for my health as previously my anxiety was managed quite well for 2 years. I was even and to step away from medication and was working full time. 

My instinct wants me to run away from this job and move on to search for the next job(of which there's opportunity for, but will be likely 2 months away), but I also need to worry that I may lose eligibility for EI and put my wife and I in some financial instability. 

I'm trying to decide how much of this is anxiety gripping me with a new job or that I actually shouldn't be in this job at all. I'm willing to take a financial risk for my mental health, but if it's anything I can push through to learn and adapt then maybe it's best to stick with the work until a better job arises. I feel as though I can't calm my mind until I come to a solution, and I haven't felt like myself since before starting the job. Any advice on how to handle this situation?",5.0675884350016425,4.7899974256926985,6.330152228671558,80.42201839886103,68.44584382871537,9.523995181250683,28.343992990910092,9.20300075937882,2.0223272149819285,1506,44,327,26,23,511,201,397,0.11,0.7959999999999999,0.094,-0.5151,14,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,8,20,16,1,2,17,1,30,3,0,4,3,63,57,37,0,6,16,1,4,3,0,5,3,2,1,2,17,19,0,1,10,0,0,9,11,4,1,1,10,7,28,12,60,37,9,49,0,1,1,0,12,19,0,8,23,209,45,21,0.0,0.0,0.05750474219055661,0.0,0.0,0.05758327358689881,0.0,0.0,0.0590073818424237,0.0,0.0,0.09424860515628652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040072722511197714,0.0,0.13523813470347168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849231373115105,0.0,0.1101785206965629,0.06703854131324406,0.16609298553930776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014296453828434,0.0,0.061840778491673465,0.05211658739995358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076082573407281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047048815890354284,0.06520216086163229,0.0,0.15201345703066724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060658880283735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088786255035026,0.0,0.03892105974086865,0.0,0.0,0.0563077540633591,0.0,0.11528480978307434,0.0,0.0,0.05959103182492726,0.0,0.05657964360906426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030787187990899637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712970699787723,0.06496777970241059,0.0,0.058347492190855735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252743594823597,0.0,0.0,0.039497862886892984,0.0,0.05910908981140331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7601938983065187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636700375288553,0.059060838464277565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592480239233242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920059680517791,0.0,0.0,0.0593632594307347,0.05938506277322213,0.0,0.059499979332342114,0.0,0.0470353704129222,0.06263060960242678,0.043318494732056234,0.04369399654624178,0.0,0.22765019703401,0.06267006758469906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481702113920672,0.0,0.06913872771837414,0.0,0.0,0.056252969063970766,0.0,0.051453222372998896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995045501320815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923841604725909,0.0,0.06267665259643211,0.0,0.0,0.03775046712161796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372303056583142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048745439130909486,0.06623698194257173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041709189672851366,0.0,0.0,0.049266030813108964,0.06750125518869106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107694773586288,0.0,0.04430614837353675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377583643089349,0.057895972160949875,0.04678185483704705,0.03436110067680605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001581239103485,0.0640962014232905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951393564215247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529829017896354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286997712539906,0.11968747869734722,0.06005215951628856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0379473796916156
anxiety,BlaxkOutzzz,2020/02/29,"Anti depressants and a high/manic feeling after first dose I’m just wondering if anyone else has felt this when taking antidepressants, you feel a high/manic effects. I have only felt this while taking an SSRI for the first time.

Just for example the first time I took Zoloft it felt quite similar to a light magic mushroom experience. I didn’t experience hallucinations, but I felt rather happy, content, euphoric, talkative and adventurous. 

I’ve tried a few different substances and a light dose of shrooms is the best thing I can compare it with. Also I want to note that some SSRIs didn’t produce this effects when taken for the first time. Notable stertraline (Zoloft) and paroxetine (Paxil) caused this effect after first dose.",7.38806201550388,9.164049666666667,7.196899224806202,68.99364341085274,63.96124031007752,9.76434108527132,32.93798449612403,9.994966539143718,3.62851007751938,593,24,89,13,9,188,82,129,0.027000000000000003,0.8009999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9682,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,11,6,4,0,0,10,0,6,5,0,5,0,24,19,10,0,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,10,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,8,8,7,3,9,11,3,14,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,13,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025214958949402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896404227328326,0.1313560528096364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453799359175173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316967171571747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104184745294342,0.0,0.0,0.1339417169112565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709465204631026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508084047148589,0.0,0.0,0.12964354675559944,0.0,0.4923684284035859,0.0,0.0,0.5452342843106786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364712868142448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270900683182641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750187901725477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635648339237208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278089478633215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517038533200301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426335771067865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424349201633652,0.08703938660922039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756156831791872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390274343542236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starfish8663,2020/02/29,"really need someone to talk to- help! does anyone have a few minutes to chat with me right now? I am extremely anxious over a friendship, just graduated undergrad so still young but very anxious and need someone to talk to",5.966504065040648,7.704842073170737,6.144878048780488,75.34869918699188,67.29268292682927,9.369105691056909,35.61788617886179,9.725611199111238,3.7522617886178864,179,9,30,4,3,57,33,41,0.114,0.794,0.092,-0.2373,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,20,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492492244179554,0.0,0.1699754830039747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127313277625957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629393518299818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360499072898885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573087236870822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075991230479107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119418938641947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413347606565928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907760631685256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005762458823208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ttewa,2020/02/29,"Am i using my anxiety medication too much? A few weeks ago i was prescribed xanax .5 mg, it’s an as needed medication but ive been on average taking about 1-2 a day. I know tolerance can build up quick and there are withdrawal symptoms but it helps so much. I don’t experience any high from it but it brings me back down when im freaking out and works really well. Is it okay that im using it that often? Im scared my doctor will change it if i am so i wanted to ask yall first and see if I should pace myself more.",-0.286235534377127,1.7650837256637146,2.7327433628318576,90.95213070115726,87.84955752212389,6.308781484002722,17.541865214431585,7.61054688173877,0.3758759700476513,403,10,94,8,13,143,82,113,0.081,0.8,0.11900000000000001,0.5022,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,10,4,0,1,3,1,11,5,0,2,0,16,20,12,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,1,13,2,8,16,4,13,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,7,65,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834298546950433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380167334127846,0.0,0.1280199685667951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644682012847827,0.0,0.0,0.12867948475561078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703089732874133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792494679921244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128670762221726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369744107701667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234524115025232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216914170672487,0.17681125428563724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422903104326474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196951430656962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371689186489527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460385458340557,0.12408565254184765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720674959517834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754350377278993,0.0,0.13335386294392748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393757045680674,0.1258240895114252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890680907085065,0.0,0.0,0.09870557452646668,0.0,0.13423563942211927,0.0,0.15046501720596253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183058208112535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zombieholiday,2020/02/29,"Being in my apartment is giving me major anxiety due to new upstairs neighbors I am generally not an anxious person. I can have my moments with certain things (don't we all?) but recently, I am unable to tolerate being in my apartment. I've been living here for almost 4 years with my roommate (10 years total living in an apartment) and our upstairs neighbors have been amazing. Married couple, cute dog. You'd hear the expected noises of being below someone in an apartment (dog barking/playing, their alarm clock, toilet flushing, etc). However, they moved out about a month ago and we have gotten new neighbors from hell.

First of all, my roommate and I have never seen our new neighbors. We have never even seen their car. We have no idea if it's one person living there, five people living there, three people and a dog, 2 toddlers and their cat, no clue. However, for the last 3 days, there has been excessively loud stomping noises that is causing our entire apartment to rattle. This is no exaggeration. We can't put plates on our dining room table anymore. We had a glass vase fall of of a shelf and break due to the walls shaking. Our cats who were usually very social now spend their time hiding under the coach because of the noises. It's god awful. We have super loud fans all throughout the apartment to try and hide the noise, but it doesn't stop any of the shaking. 

Every moment we are in our apartment, we are just waiting for the next banging noise to happen. We cannot relax because we know its just a matter of a few minutes before it starts up again. Part of the reason too why it's so miserable is because we can't tell what the noises are. Stomping? Running? Power tools? 

We have tried leaving them notes and knocking on their door to talk to them but nobody will answer. I finally broke down and went to our apartment office today with some recordings of it on my phone. They told me that they will try and get in touch with them. I went back to the office a few hours later and asked for an update but they told me that they were unable to get in contact with them over the phone, so they sent them an email. I asked them if they would tell me who is living there so I could have an idea of what the noise is and can reduce some of my anxiety and they told me that they wouldn't tell us. All they did was suggest calling security from 10pm-10am. 

Our lease ends in 3 months and I am moving 2000mi away (and renting a home instead of an apartment), but I think I am going to have a mental breakdown before then. I know that our walls/ceilings are thin - I've been here for almost 4 years.... but this is unprecedented. I have no idea how I am going to survive the next few months. I've already called my mother 4 or 5 times today because of how much the shaking is effecting my mental well-being.",4.4869808743169415,5.830631102003647,4.958742714025501,83.95658401639345,70.40255009107469,6.655755919854281,26.839754098360658,6.742157984588678,1.2247926775956288,2221,72,413,16,40,707,251,549,0.094,0.855,0.051,-0.9754,4,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,23,1,21,5,20,13,1,5,32,1,54,1,0,5,8,78,77,30,0,6,12,1,2,0,4,4,0,3,8,2,19,34,1,3,9,2,2,14,13,7,0,4,18,7,73,6,57,50,14,84,1,2,2,0,74,30,1,7,39,302,92,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010810834921492,0.0,0.1583935067684891,0.0,0.0872772779712678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537836016963032,0.0,0.1210065686454591,0.08934867224518107,0.07843557518729516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478760937936264,0.0,0.07430722961485635,0.06081497706827602,0.0,0.1928490066127572,0.0,0.13459875264753182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151853337009714,0.0,0.0,0.08124674742258325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631465649338504,0.08751107560861122,0.0,0.05100621266206018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004986054722306,0.0,0.08820574741243478,0.0522378975902113,0.0,0.06663635152793455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663872907059643,0.0,0.0672735253235723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264204438762822,0.07586989687111874,0.08989682041451114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993862214621141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913966361107252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933326072764779,0.0,0.07788726900155894,0.0,0.0,0.2678474034986021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693108950750038,0.06446853391758027,0.0,0.08374440696952641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349187579622296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940731563783533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938555726178552,0.16811933653433744,0.05813991465394664,0.0,0.12199746337182996,0.2291555219377866,0.16822525359059334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359312154929611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856462684230664,0.0,0.10966146236272,0.13811587756870766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950683592599389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131722309355237,0.0780913828020947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062182964760176,0.06701231357756628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559799859820693,0.0,0.0,0.06612239978627939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356917923062498,0.2073832411734713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254357841505507,0.05067738599812365,0.0,0.0,0.09223549770702492,0.0,0.1499352791373959,0.2267203444520787,0.0,0.1610898254483327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951349828277523,0.0,0.08710595851157506,0.06525715633918143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111099790566562,0.1466335984327887,0.07136601144412122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056182942533740184,0.0,0.0,0.1527932189420317
anxiety,unburiedgod,2020/02/29,"How to Describing my anxiety to my boyfriend He just can't understand it and I don't find the right words to describe what I feel when it hits me way hard. He only realized that I'm getting passive and starring holes.
He has ADHD and I try my best to get into in his mindset even when he is compulsive with emotions.
It's just hard when he has his emotional breakouts and I don't get over it until the next day, he feel kinda ashamed of himself and I don't want that he feel like that.",2.722941176470588,4.072180264705885,4.074656862745098,88.55845588235296,74.78431372549021,7.452941176470588,28.43627450980393,8.07648339933343,1.7686627450980383,385,16,83,6,8,127,62,102,0.085,0.815,0.1,0.5531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,19,17,10,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,12,2,10,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,7,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24760998797618186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761363730041855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621749042014696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287336038988906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635157178993977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360819521829973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125273565516578,0.1471890416395244,0.0,0.0,0.18830918236037408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229290778761089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36912775351981175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006566500941375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191169818382723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669634301467747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594989106445005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988195630047187,0.0,0.0,0.21448619875521885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152279677233965,0.1635383223558237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hopeishereagain,2020/02/29,Can't swallow for 2 weeks I went to an ent and he found nothing. Then esophagram came back normal. I have gerd but this start right after a choking incident 2 weeks ago. I can only swallow liquids and even have anxiety then. What should I do next? I'm constantly hungry. Every time I try to eat food I cant swallow it. And if I do it feels like it's going into my nose.,0.2941025641025625,2.4954981538461567,2.6156410256410254,91.7460256410257,86.69230769230771,5.005128205128205,21.48717948717949,6.42735559955562,0.4238102564102566,288,10,61,3,9,98,58,78,0.086,0.868,0.046,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,6,1,0,0,11,15,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,5,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,2,8,1,5,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,12,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998295670663489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245287880369192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334129852955338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578311857454839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436091029629205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306705611734096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889399679580842,0.0,0.1899339975111069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139838812287388,0.16104681291448794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725901329332895,0.2471717084196796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811672663162252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013342104645298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397467310570466,0.0,0.22087295499392587,0.2163055952241224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144922174079005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251548126781176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956009406866928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144969967764367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305176931314018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616517441077256,0.0,0.0,0.2089753181347472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allyd329,2020/02/29,"I am so scared So this is going to sound kind of wild but I’m so scared I don’t know if it’s in my head but I have just decided that next Thursday I’m really scared something bad is going to happen at work, I usually work morning but I picked up an extra shift  I don’t know why and if I just made it up and got nervous but has anyone else ever delt with this I am sure I will be fine but part of me is so worried and I really need someone to be there for me and know if they have had these irrational thoughts before. It is really consuming me and making me nervous",0.98173818181818,2.480746112000002,3.3794181818181848,91.0737090909091,79.88,6.785454545454545,20.96363636363636,7.686295010490155,0.6592399999999999,444,12,103,7,11,154,72,125,0.21,0.7509999999999999,0.039,-0.9746,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,0,5,1,0,15,1,1,3,2,27,28,17,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,4,1,16,3,11,21,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,4,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150098758408822,0.1685315939396091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733588264172075,0.0,0.0,0.13996235580107247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740388833036254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878369242645126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869582075131013,0.0,0.13155155225417164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145451189175553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688063329805341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712830448549726,0.2711855758058563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556371661881355,0.10979323851567804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219615702279969,0.0,0.0,0.1749288335489194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811834446124328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316114794543021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940265465760878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936535207807305,0.12662654045016075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550226579486948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058060431863194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811540585300377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841972736555914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949020354942102,0.1670397994277081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxTheAstroZombixx,2020/02/29,"Neighbours ruin me everyday So a few months back my neighbours kid(16)and his friends played loud music(walls shaking,loud bass)all night until 4AM,I called over and the music was so loud they didn't hear me knock or the bell ring

The next morning after telling the neighbour she got angry at me and mean,Now everyday and night since I am so worried and scared they'll do it again

Any help or tips?",6.2494736842105265,7.319397631578951,4.62221052631579,88.99647368421054,66.10526315789474,7.132631578947367,32.305263157894736,6.742157984588678,1.7265715789473683,324,13,62,2,5,92,58,76,0.158,0.7440000000000001,0.098,-0.7123,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,9,2,4,3,1,12,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,2,10,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551516255659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846105967922625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26354642257347344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940550191325332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064241625376315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29089466037029144,0.0,0.17299732563201192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811438606226372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601097621022912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744896380945239,0.4844140726558739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584006406636509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350093372276416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255886065521479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621105575455127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alchemygirl999,2020/02/29,"self harm question okay so i think i hit a fucking tendon or muscle and it hurts really bad, i want to cut to relive pain without damaging my bodies actual fuinctioning. i want to hit veins nott tendons, does anyone have a chart of cutting to where i can self harm but not do permanent damage?

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and no i will not stop cutting nothing else helps",2.4219117647058823,5.188895897058824,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,82.67647058823529,6.341176470588236,24.676470588235286,7.645422480735847,1.7107588235294109,283,11,49,5,8,92,52,68,0.276,0.5720000000000001,0.152,-0.821,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,2,1,4,6,4,0,0,12,10,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,7,1,6,7,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,1,1,2,1,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.20385894323198706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634603548016702,0.25383969909522924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606965559986168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442506508513494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204385445709386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281219875019872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451143651581527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312722030243684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002310559643227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363470772050534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004478166827581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228724799594404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340188825413635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338284468509573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358622432719096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465204774788487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385644301613622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24643250139173245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137479017929635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25383969909522924,0.0
anxiety,Daxxiel,2020/02/29,"I...did not even know this thing existed, Hi there BTW! I had no mental health education when I was younger. 

I knew there was something off.

But nowadays I noticed that my jaw hurts. My shoulder is in constant pain. Ringing in my ear. I cry, for no reason sometimes (actually I worry too much about my mental health, IMO the toxic environment as well, etc).

Is there someone I could talk about anxiety? I feel like a little child now, but IDC, never had the chance to open up about it, I am ignored at home, because I talk too much about the pain I feel everyday. But I have to vent my past 23 years to someone, I mean at home. Meh. :(

Stupid anxiety.

BTW, names Mark! Nice to be here guys.",1.1054166666666667,3.558642629629632,2.55988425925926,91.73760416666669,85.66666666666667,5.449074074074074,22.511574074074076,6.9077264865688965,0.7000462962962963,525,19,110,7,16,170,89,135,0.239,0.713,0.048,-0.9744,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,14,8,1,0,4,0,10,7,3,1,1,15,15,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,2,2,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,5,4,18,3,16,8,3,15,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,8,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1414032309178499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169892385576367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833077764143701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658734241782685,0.0,0.11569227726835543,0.0,0.15916779673132386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160378315102256,0.09570625636174526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653338338341254,0.10351785763514353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347553953725772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080476236771801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906965915349629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512034799995295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963422651000494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079168841926466,0.14522964648535594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784051333496826,0.0,0.0,0.29205381763356303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303895575473136,0.0,0.1117571824630142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497163223188815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083714117235932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383251410467776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898315895230646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554960894329814,0.11155246632592444,0.14331156146545193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329331173271408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626630124748832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028409851192932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715478709680668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331199286972942
anxiety,stargazerlily85,2020/02/29,"What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like Firefighters, Paramedics and Wrestlers are coming to hurt me? I've had this thought in my head for many years. I've told my counselor about it. I get to the point I have to take a clonazepam.

Let me explain why these 3 groups scare me.

Firefighters I'm terrified of them in their turn out gear and the air masks they wear.

Paramedics I'm terrified of them because, when I was little my grandmother had to go to the hospital by ambulance. I use to hide in her attic when they came to our house. ( grandma passed away in 2005) 

In December I had an anxiety attack over my neighbor illegally burning in a fire pit. ( the smoke was strong to the point I felt luke I couldnt breathe. I called the fire department to report it, they came down and talked to the neighbors. After the firefighters left I had my mom take me to the hospital, because I was having trouble breathing and felt an anxiety attack coming. I took a clonazepam before we left the house. 

On the way to the hospital I asked mom to stop at the fire station, so i could be reassured by them that what I did was the right thing by calling in the illegal burning. While I was there I had a full blown anxiety attack, to the point that  my heartrate was high. A firefighter called an ambulance to check me out. They came to the firehouse to check me out. 

They wanted to know if I wanted to go to the hospital with them, I said no because I'm terrified of ambulances. I signed the refusal they left, I stayed sitting for a little while until I felt like I could continue to go to the hospital in my moms jeep.

 Got to the hospital waited, got triage. Was sent to a room to get an EKG it came back normal. I was taken to a room in the ER . I saw a nurse talked with her the doctor came in and examined me. I was told I would need xrays of my chest, so I walked there with the tech,  later my tests results came back normal. A few hours later I was released.
( sorry for the long explanation!)

Wrestlers I feel like Hulk Hogan and Steve Austin are going to hurt me even though I never met them! Growing up I never watched wrestling and still dont. I am terrified of them and other Wrestlers. This thought has been with me since childhood. 

I've talked to my boyfriend and he said it's being paranoid. Is this true? I want this feeling to go away for good! 
Thanks for reading this!",2.444335516178736,4.549372451271188,3.2436363636363663,90.91376733436056,77.66525423728814,6.748536209553159,24.92218798151001,7.7669595915474945,1.2535788135593222,1855,67,389,29,44,586,207,472,0.146,0.8009999999999999,0.053,-0.9915,0,0,1,0,4,0,51.0,2,0,13,1,12,16,3,1,39,0,33,7,5,2,3,57,83,18,0,11,1,3,9,3,2,1,2,2,4,0,16,26,0,3,11,1,2,19,5,8,1,0,39,13,71,8,70,37,2,75,0,2,2,0,40,34,0,1,22,257,87,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556542536095493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634057673171513,0.2314768863249798,0.12744472186334652,0.10430408828002732,0.0,0.12403363106511082,0.0,0.05771275784075412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776596706492095,0.4654317289787012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684778793445864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083030069393319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942017178167155,0.0,0.0,0.0794885745914554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479674698960535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028807177894384,0.09690616797004027,0.19536343535290845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086990334446462,0.0,0.19272813919838286,0.056887089360383385,0.10848921247954793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960642353818268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165919536799878,0.0,0.0,0.06679243315925447,0.15651830304090833,0.1452128052324689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03727399265517108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210711203702488,0.06935406958841205,0.0,0.09940533071625864,0.135953823215151,0.0,0.06002161618732243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876232980011032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383020037192708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050290226455252184,0.10461924679498584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329051552733646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234523926025532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784180084300209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792085303320335,0.12903125874442609,0.0,0.06790310219788236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610425610666647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592279596686025,0.0,0.07229077015074155,0.0541638922695686,0.056703438503745325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198958260579694,0.16354175242677468,0.0,0.06244271749667535,0.0,0.0,0.045058884387965466,0.0,0.06663619217664762,0.10768848170077447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961641995994247,0.0753543450042206,0.0,0.07377243418526314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857768180658714,0.0,0.0,0.12001207860008725,0.05383509519195226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240022304874106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048179830696079035,0.07415429203294871,0.0,0.043676076095605636
anxiety,nooun5,2020/02/29,Is age related to anxiety? I (21F) experience a lot of anxiety. I don’t have any control over it. I was wondering if people around my age are more prone to anxiety than older people ?,1.6483333333333334,4.104466055555555,5.292222222222224,73.15000000000003,82.8888888888889,10.266666666666667,28.44444444444445,10.125756701596842,4.015077777777779,142,7,26,6,4,53,29,36,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918975470056237,0.0,0.6476192453347903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25120718708244283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164978870168067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760340553128129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399061844255227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912673187504647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060208970920396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KleminkeyZ,2020/02/29,"Alegra D extended release anxiety Hello I've never made a post here before but I was wondering if anybody has any insight. I took an Allegra D extended release this morning with 120 mg of pseudoephedrine in it, ever since I've been feeling very anxious. I've been feeling in fight or flight and I'm very uncomfortable, like something really bad is going to happen. So my way of handling this was by doing stuff, I ran and I cleaned. But now I don't know what to do... I just want to relax. I took a Valerian root a bit ago in hopes of that relieving my anxiety but it hasn't yet. Does anyone have any advice? It'd be greatly appreciated, thank you.",1.8710963455149496,4.325256403100776,4.285741971207088,80.7476162790698,81.86821705426357,7.09656699889258,27.0437430786268,8.192908349453996,2.2199696566998894,512,23,95,11,14,178,89,129,0.132,0.67,0.19699999999999998,0.8484,0,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,1,0,4,0,13,0,0,2,2,20,27,8,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,8,2,10,6,11,17,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,6,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705421733294334,0.15470439747444914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373636913147585,0.0,0.2670197318618132,0.19716168115649294,0.0,0.1220307667069142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571968652784711,0.0,0.0,0.14850649532167845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905342697511995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272653779629133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578663391081727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764884739147365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918562748706257,0.0,0.0,0.1924125819300031,0.0,0.0,0.15433039992219333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733410405346335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959134552387752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526328107959216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513818990906504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460314725893954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714510264367916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180411091784148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436749791130835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435658202044948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978745278121027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067762970849805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878036712338544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880000413664574,0.10293837882631487,0.1385284919900356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892631012919921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mstarfse,2020/02/29,"Just looking for your opinion Hi all,

New member here and I joined solely to post a question...may stick around though, as I've been reading through the posts and see some helpful content.  

Heres my question, and any responses would be greatly appreciated.  I have diagnosed anxiety, but my anxiety synmptoms are very physical.  They range, of course, from mild to severe.

I often times get quite nauseous.  I always have headaches.  I feel tightness in my chest, tingling in my fingers, sore lymph nodes, dark urine, you name it.  My docs gave rules out physical issues, and instead diagnosed me with anxiety.  I'm curious to see if anxiety caused these physical symptoms in you?

Could anxiety really cause dark urine?  Can anxiety cause numbness in my hand?  Can anxiety cause these pulsing headaches?",4.6822718978102165,7.997071218978102,4.544995437956207,77.72800410583943,77.68613138686132,8.388503649635037,34.109945255474464,9.017664075816787,3.9321244525547456,635,35,98,17,16,195,98,137,0.16,0.763,0.077,-0.8578,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,9,12,5,4,1,24,16,8,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,16,1,15,11,2,10,0,0,3,0,9,6,0,5,2,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556886114383856,0.0,0.0,0.07810558397334437,0.0,0.6150482570340451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022456219557636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719523760575415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917026598166278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331515472638366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807432149087818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000718559250394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266284408724768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698512736732087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987915642492915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096449576098131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092802327081534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999937358502708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25732858019489624,0.12216281414797354,0.11488644239652927,0.0,0.07357928523515186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304970453468333,0.0,0.0,0.12975386554360285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937869731222885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284480893635004,0.0,0.06697308458587686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947677013728505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158995302540789,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m_milos_exe,2020/02/29,"What to do when feeling overly anxious? I am a pretty socially anxious person. When something happens, for example, if a teacher says ""What are you laughing at? Can you tell us the joke so we can laugh too?"" or something like that I get overcome with anxiety and I get this feeling that I have to do something with my hands. It's hard to explain.
So, one time, for example, I took my eraser and scratched it with my finger until there was a hole inside. But, most of the time, when something like that happens, I don't just fiddle with a random object. Instead, I tend to scratch and pluck the skin on my hand a little. And, when I do it for long, or if I do it more intensely, the top layer of my skin ""comes off"" and it leaves a mark.
Now, I don't consider that self harm, but I want to stop doing that. I did it 5 times in total, all over the past few weeks, and I want to stop because I also have a tendency to pick scabs, which leaves a worse mark. 
What can I do instead of this/to prevent this?",3.467770034843205,4.120484268292685,4.626080139372824,87.97640243902441,72.17073170731706,7.222996515679442,27.813588850174213,7.1686216300943375,1.3103101045296164,765,27,165,7,14,252,110,205,0.08900000000000001,0.794,0.11699999999999999,-0.3521,0,0,4,0,0,0,35.0,2,2,0,1,13,6,0,0,13,0,17,6,5,1,2,32,29,20,0,4,7,0,10,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,17,12,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,11,24,5,24,26,5,24,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,6,16,126,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482941760260312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984647974302117,0.3244332014604044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753154781380927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369065932392778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520752784505606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004041113412928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539535341539302,0.0,0.12862904820322055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30408360163395504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030230968518714,0.14391558734961393,0.0,0.12707323623553615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730076319870827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707355488861908,0.0,0.12537784615637035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460833467564283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141890747134048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979639870562858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637261888118042,0.0,0.4421724930167682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009648170305506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550458626946415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511866465732328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953453259590716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272191222378766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938701070040768,0.0,0.11517978493237853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633117363592255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lolabonneyy,2020/02/29,"I have my degree. I have a nice job. Sometimes, I still get sucked into these what-if scenarios regarding graduation. How to get over university? I was diagnosed with an adjustment disorder in April 2018, and my situation has drastically improved since I shed the burden of university. But:

I just graduated in December and started working on January 2, but the thoughts of ""what if I won't be able to graduate"" still creep into my head sometimes. Last year was a huge whirlwind for me, and I often (irrationally) feared that I won't be able to make it. When I finally handed in my thesis, I started to worry about not finding a job. I found one after writing 4 applications, and I started working only a few days after receiving my diploma. 

Everything is fine right now, but my worries come back from time to time. I sometimes feel like I'm still stuck at university, like my life was not the one I have right now, but the one I had months ago. I don't know if this makes sense to anyone. 

Does anyone have similar experiences? How can I overcome these thoughts?",4.995116666666668,6.646124945000004,6.248000000000001,74.01566666666669,69.55,9.733333333333334,32.833333333333336,10.047579312681364,3.5594833333333327,839,39,150,22,15,282,119,200,0.106,0.8140000000000001,0.08,-0.7261,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,12,7,1,1,9,0,16,4,2,4,0,30,32,13,0,2,9,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,8,2,26,4,22,20,1,34,0,0,0,0,2,11,1,3,23,106,32,7,0.24124831013566905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069260354225874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868642774946396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275252956242602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390702879831668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779260103138336,0.0,0.0,0.1224309782753352,0.0,0.0,0.13824573209444127,0.0,0.10555901097169852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840921268455106,0.11799356961698935,0.0,0.13573570996262668,0.06099119715262865,0.0861739204823068,0.0,0.1321378658146934,0.11024829244117852,0.0,0.0,0.13225815998074458,0.0,0.0,0.12604228488908487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237951831691778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23940172258472384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629188103109895,0.09832478587179938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520040800448235,0.11786173840944933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610351203393884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628104975357864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245214147754904,0.09174010546169026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602473869748955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997815475677372,0.1355866042502253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35790112114124084,0.0,0.2561351934183966,0.0,0.2889918181612376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152421054998064,0.14067382970762704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756316430322734,0.24499936941442135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767800104541349
anxiety,stysxydgm,2020/02/29,"Anxiety after a friends death Four years ago I bought this cute little mug that said ""oh happy day"" on it. The next day I brought it into work and told myself that it would be a happy day and nothing would get me down (I was in a job that didnt make me happy and dealing with a breakup). Around noon I went home for lunch and learned that a close friend died suddenly. He wasn't even 20 years old. Ever since I've been dealing with anxiety and panic attacks. I had issues with it prior to the accident but now its overwhelming and I constantly worry about people I care about dying. Worst of all I'm so scared to tell myself it'll be a good day because the last time I did it ended up being the worst day of my life. 

Anyone else experiencing something like this/have tips for moving past it?",4.874906832298137,5.150464472049691,5.493968944099382,84.34940062111805,68.87577639751552,8.17913043478261,26.659006211180127,7.908726449838941,1.4076653416149072,624,17,129,7,10,202,107,161,0.187,0.675,0.138,-0.8753,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,15,1,3,10,0,12,2,0,1,2,19,21,8,3,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,0,13,12,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,6,0,1,11,2,13,9,18,4,3,32,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,22,80,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068145470163457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436186798087806,0.0,0.0,0.08425527186458417,0.12346483431387165,0.0,0.10726910895799416,0.0,0.1370843075844235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345469649989704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285613334964494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302159453380739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885574456936809,0.2484570858075521,0.0,0.0,0.2501165968342841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066093787061042,0.0,0.10672580246552332,0.0,0.0,0.07958804622699764,0.10899768704863913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861935052374828,0.0,0.06295543228608658,0.0,0.0,0.10106832754583962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848183114836754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086970405397107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257690064998746,0.11957605297791818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822226571730584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851115722250389,0.05886942384522819,0.12077103689354104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804336070480591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807071249986826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815139847650964,0.0,0.0,0.11562144936887292,0.0,0.12644278406528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413788908719718,0.0,0.0,0.11502934226552113,0.08353840734853565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462155709723723,0.0,0.12063990356120312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967750849374843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276554307093338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532089885327303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026357677009967,0.0,0.0,0.1151413698180311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170320924905153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772425872747679,0.12237195814782648,0.0,0.17119718954317042,0.0,0.0,0.1551940172851177
anxiety,anav236,2020/02/29,"Anxiety and Alcohol I have noticed the older I am, the more anxious I get when I drink. Today, I've had a pretty intense panic attack after a night of drinking. Has anyone else had this experience? I was never diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, but I have been struggling with it for years.",3.852,6.204817472727277,6.078181818181817,71.07727272727277,74.27272727272728,8.763636363636364,31.0,9.3871,3.5287454545454544,231,11,36,6,5,81,43,55,0.259,0.6809999999999999,0.06,-0.8337,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,5,0,8,4,0,0,1,5,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143914082006416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31702253129258795,0.2340826829474934,0.0,0.14488256087764353,0.212306019289538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357256121716731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030872370633946,0.0,0.0,0.2374748930719583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059640524196538,0.0,0.0,0.17309319804319148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268625948489508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825606575012764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980927763818412,0.0,0.0,0.1944478656060685,0.0,0.0,0.2359042774409182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431104346383592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080198690371807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166156656761228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964061218092466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343323307587845
anxiety,HamLover111,2020/02/29,"How can I (38m) better support my husband (39m)? My husband has had anxiety for pretty much all of the ~20 years I’ve known him. I try to give him small reminders; unclench your jaw, take a deep breath, get some sleep, take your meds, all that. How else can I support him?",2.9801785714285707,3.8202680892857153,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,73.46428571428571,6.314285714285715,26.5,5.985473137389443,0.6881214285714288,207,7,47,1,4,66,42,56,0.03,0.764,0.20600000000000002,0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,2,2,6,10,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,3,3,9,4,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952118585129416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256858076607867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131699898312564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332092015174513,0.24479172889846398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834472461095204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758652394539466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596096086540691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553641008429013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791500556261625,0.0,0.0,0.3837269237635923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732503426070523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643274331949146
anxiety,UnknownSomeone19,2020/02/29,"Im breaking a law. Is this a good way pf fighting depression or maybe not??!! I'm doing something very wrong and I don't know how to stop or get out of it. 

After years of abuse, depression, ptsd etc. I finally am the one that is doing something wrong, no I'm NOT hurting anyone, I'm just breaking a law...


I feel like throwing up honestly but adrenaline makes me brave and like I can face all these shit happening in my life.",0.7313793103448276,3.0336578275862114,2.722540229885059,91.03898275862068,85.66666666666667,6.238620689655173,23.64252873563219,7.554174236665415,1.2211342528735627,329,13,70,6,10,110,64,87,0.23,0.613,0.157,-0.7245,0,0,2,0,3,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,12,2,0,4,0,7,3,2,2,1,17,15,6,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,0,1,6,5,7,15,2,11,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,2,6,41,10,0,0.0,0.22468571926407613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259676075561294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32666361009510314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149245018431428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588483537106883,0.13547483185234455,0.0,0.2077351831317545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907613147959322,0.0,0.0,0.15905631245371046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769304715547334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300751524668725,0.0,0.2048376610720843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421809041063312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339443637188156,0.185291548805924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658241454141575,0.0,0.1905132133039865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285011569199461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167243057425934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465695573416464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29197960551858143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854282462432331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646821540666053,0.0,0.1505229361899752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41467082868860267,0.0,0.122118316903248
anxiety,aoehlke21,2020/02/29,"Only avoiding friend & boyfriends families Okay so I’ve been wanting to post this for awhile now because it’s driving me insane. 
I was a shy girl growing up, it got better overtime and I don’t think I have social anxiety completely because I can easily talk to my customers, the public, friends, boyfriend, etc. 
My only problem is when my friends or my boyfriend brings around his/her family. 
Something about their family being around I completely shut down, disappear, try to leave the situation as soon as possible. 
This is with any of my friends and my past boyfriends as well. It’s always been a problem for me and most of the time they just don’t understand & think I’m being rude. 
I cannot help it. I literally get the biggest anxiety attack & want to hide away. 
I didn’t have much family growing up. My mom was barely around & my stepdad had to raise me. My stepdads family resented me for not being blood & my moms side lives state’s away so I never saw them. 

Is this the reason I avoid people’s family because I didn’t have one of my own? Is this a feeling of being threatened or vulnerable? 
The worst part is I don’t even feel bad about it until I have to see them again or they say something about it. 
I’m pretty sure my mom isolated me as a kid growing up. My stepdad said she’d always use me as an excuse not to go out with other people except him. 

Can this be fixed without therapy? I can’t afford it right now but it’s becoming a serious problem with my boyfriend. He loves his mom & she is the sweetest person ever but every time I’m around I want to leave. I feel drained. Most of the time I don’t go at all & it’s like a huge relief off my chest. 

Any advice? Am I crazy? Lol",2.4774081993120767,4.4145081585014445,3.976060239843825,86.49314492888351,76.9250720461095,7.013442409593754,25.31458585107372,7.941651935203635,1.4916333364320913,1349,49,272,22,31,447,172,347,0.13699999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.134,0.7044,1,2,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,5,1,18,22,3,2,15,2,32,3,2,2,4,43,54,17,0,6,10,4,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,15,11,0,2,7,0,0,8,12,11,1,1,10,7,48,11,43,38,8,40,0,0,2,1,29,18,0,5,13,183,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666961679758511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353892548569353,0.517459580918455,0.0,0.09279198237403982,0.0,0.10438534265793012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294227039080435,0.0,0.07761687694393139,0.1282010672996527,0.0,0.05696582534989365,0.12476973272105205,0.07535021066079492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034031576043095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430672383723374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608997818145596,0.0450626019787455,0.061714285259217086,0.05748331239850225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859041689765755,0.0,0.10349128337619827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084482445048372,0.0,0.03564524727012894,0.0,0.07754876869801476,0.0,0.05456653138327006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573042168258799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444828775008357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03333175698131045,0.0,0.06024477110422461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157659105211896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196216709465026,0.0,0.0,0.050153929503088814,0.0,0.052620065009771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462316750210676,0.1037778312777268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388206422834004,0.06512939709066165,0.09459857802134113,0.059572275157854813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691451680356598,0.06534160861971315,0.06941032722878766,0.0,0.195849083823906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701476481122444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582645955767792,0.06489850989588365,0.054256020400635686,0.0,0.0,0.05436725549146493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668883564383766,0.0,0.06954777255218028,0.0,0.10504735178006236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430215824235665,0.0,0.0,0.054837440898884406,0.0,0.0,0.07802232922560441,0.0,0.0,0.0874328784236762,0.0,0.0,0.11934931476631652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463209471914382,0.0,0.0,0.07102562867001665,0.0,0.058925322427995634,0.0,0.0,0.1207243135724239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061343330087137465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657673891170754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Martinblast98,2020/02/29,"Anxiety and depression are not part of you, Emotional freedom is. Emotions like anxiety and depression are just happenings within the space of awareness that you are

These sensations cannot define you, your true nature includes and goes way beyond this sensations

We should not blame ourselves to feel anxiety or depression, the more we realize that every sensation is meant to be felt the more at ease we’ll be able to be while experiencing them

Judging ourselves and try to change from a place of control and force won’t work, true change can be realized only from a space of pure acceptance.

So instead of blaming yourself and entering into a negative spiral allow to simply accept those sensations by being close to them

The more you’ll accept the inner pain the faster you’ll realize that it was all an illusion and from there it will be clear to you that emotional freedom is all that there is and that will always be.

*(answering all public and private questions)*",9.581422222222225,9.254490977142858,8.917904761904762,65.75831746031747,59.228571428571435,12.806349206349205,40.015873015873005,12.06081838636515,5.178453968253967,791,36,123,22,9,251,99,175,0.128,0.693,0.179,0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,7,2,2,6,10,0,0,10,0,24,1,0,2,7,38,28,12,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,13,0,1,11,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,3,12,6,20,11,7,13,0,3,0,0,14,9,0,2,3,100,23,1,0.15710188348853493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307213522319507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605475325858938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323859235290145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620312097668986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059348661350906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301554207675253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323651125877655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943543267523878,0.0,0.15084244501424404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892467673197362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675204474984555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948306167502927,0.1671674805381632,0.0,0.0,0.17012603035129822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413803081410167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599006396223812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666186645024324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247001626224386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437204225405527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DogTeeth_Val,2020/02/29,"Venting because I don't what to do or who to talk to My anxiety is spiking big time the last few days. I can't seem to get a grip on myself. I was confronted on my behaviour as of late and I honestly hadn't the heart to tell them what's happening. 

I think I'm going to hide for a day or two. I'm far too nervous to pick up the phone lately anyway.",1.2508016877637118,2.047754101265824,4.033607594936711,89.59488396624474,77.60759493670886,7.79831223628692,24.55907172995781,8.344100000000001,1.2968464135021105,270,9,66,5,6,97,56,79,0.102,0.856,0.042,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,5,0,6,1,1,1,0,6,13,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,1,9,1,13,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,6,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968622906566128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687039810158404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319224724664829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444809108141315,0.0,0.14625068860020865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275624788834495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049458783746846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097642037842323,0.5805752500147766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342701660246605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068379324955137,0.22492409769268815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489131794671966,0.0,0.0,0.1500554189885217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513810991140114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WorldwideBandit,2020/02/29,"Someone tell me I’m normal I had a dream, a horrible dream about incest. I had a panic attack over it. I then developed panic disorder. I’m now anxious about being anxious and I’m also on holiday and can’t get any help and my parents aren’t helping a whole lot they have cut the holiday short by a little bit but they don’t wanna go home till Wednesday even though they know I’m on the verge of killing myself to get rid of the pain. It seems like it’s never going to leave and then I spiral more and then I think about not being at home and I spiral more and then I remember the original trigger and I spiral more, and so on. The worst thing is knowing that to make it go away I have to face it at therapy. I’m so scared and nobody is helping me other than saying ‘it’ll be okay’. I honestly don’t think it will, maybe everyone who’s ever had anxiety has thought this but I wouldn’t know but I feel like I’m abnormally bad.  Fuck I just wanna be at home with a therapist or if that doesn’t help at least I know a really big drop I can jump off of.",0.6349461331281248,2.600124907079646,3.1227048864948053,90.17568103116585,83.11504424778761,6.408310888803384,20.445555983070413,7.586124646067393,0.7105766063870713,823,24,182,14,23,285,122,226,0.212,0.66,0.129,-0.9754,2,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,3,0,11,14,4,3,12,1,21,4,1,3,2,38,43,24,1,5,7,1,1,2,0,3,1,1,3,0,13,11,0,0,10,4,0,4,8,10,0,0,4,2,22,4,26,32,8,29,0,0,0,2,11,14,1,4,12,129,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954704142710092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118442522872835,0.0,0.0913275460785801,0.2697372571712185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135815215528899,0.1121641083221822,0.0,0.09967968504151906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033514174343175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682307784943376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788512401040999,0.10798861386483373,0.0,0.11407541996371767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036355111811671,0.08528712497747817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036751216515146,0.12474521344296305,0.0,0.20354405799520695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200792055333389,0.0,0.3592521681643512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320794247732725,0.0,0.2624387476325762,0.0,0.0,0.1264091903761258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664885103902675,0.11965296899678593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149502166816436,0.0,0.0,0.07968897293566074,0.0,0.11993610924446302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207540617241357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696983613524968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703175921515006,0.2801400812881276,0.1325605161672522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647970448047703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523748578718545,0.0,0.0,0.09493802629775634,0.11952304966387085,0.0,0.0,0.10868165412020772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115269319005032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434586445020633,0.0,0.13652468222210135,0.13861267904159105,0.07931265438811373,0.15299140721677862,0.11729303447330687,0.09477664002035767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328667780878162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Prometheus-Theft,2020/02/29,"My anxiety symptoms, are yours the same? Soo I figured this is the best thread to write on. Since this summer I believe I have been struggling with anxiety. I wasn't diagnosed with it because I've never been to a therapist or anything but I believe the symptoms are there. At first I was really scared of my symptoms so I went to the GP to get checked if I'm ok and she was like you're perfectly healthy... But I don't feel like it...

To the symptoms themselves, the most common ones are that I can feel my hard beating for the lack of a better word intense, like it's not beating super fast though the heartbeat is probably mildy raised it's just I feel the palpitations pounding. Then there are those migraines in which the back of my head aches and my eyesight is weird... It's not like I can't see it's just that it's weirdly out of focus even to I've been to the doctor to get my eyesight checked and they said it was fine. And also there's this my chest being pressured feeling from time to time. And the less common ones are that sometimes I shiver especially before some stressful event and i feel those kind of stabs in my chest. I know I haven't described it super thoroughly but I just don't know how to. Has anyone been experiencing the same symptoms? I just need someone who relates because rn I feel super alone. And also I would maybe stop believing that I'm going to die any moment if there were more of us.

PS: sorry for my English it's not my first language by any means",2.1117000000000026,4.387481436666668,3.1780000000000013,90.089,79.63333333333333,5.6000000000000005,25.0,6.742157984588678,0.9223,1181,45,238,12,30,378,151,300,0.193,0.705,0.102,-0.9832,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,1,10,15,19,0,4,15,1,26,11,3,1,2,46,44,19,1,5,13,0,7,4,0,1,8,1,0,0,21,10,0,1,10,0,2,2,9,6,0,4,11,10,33,13,28,31,8,21,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,5,18,168,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346619906895674,0.0,0.15977987559605075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587075600783372,0.0,0.15284634577477954,0.0,0.0,0.0698523537312933,0.0,0.08220913023041347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681687959021244,0.0,0.12179613998236602,0.0,0.08500748231402186,0.3376590332767212,0.10483881302834798,0.08835336965939017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139632590784027,0.1036803550062458,0.0,0.0,0.10225181131094067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598296147884845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30307443709660303,0.07136852983670541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699496585713817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438718024486446,0.0,0.05677543232131496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949071478824208,0.0,0.10252614914350908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403040391014427,0.10980477765940126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522423831251406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036290698475503,0.10882031026078008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407453214693131,0.07704898452583495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353895557764979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107709020876922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399845313766528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502771012900063,0.0,0.10001725745078824,0.0,0.0796073099927975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263825429879132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464488636360497,0.0,0.09880358504366536,0.1118297925251189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352081456671508,0.11443503210197835,0.10443709726615512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191713905045001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599151832750612,0.0,0.0,0.09815117384548326,0.0,0.11650490492414978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201673152403203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260823581373094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096604388739412,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,54-Cymru-Beats,2020/02/29,"Anyone else's mouth feel strange if they close their eyes on the train? I used to suffer with quite bad social anxiety as a teenager/into my early 20s. One thing I recall being the worst/strangest was the feeling of my mouth trembling when I would close my eyes to rest on the underground. 

Anyone had this experience? Anyone know why this happens?",5.286769230769231,7.161381061538464,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,69.15384615384616,7.046153846153848,26.84615384615385,7.554174236665415,1.522446153846154,279,9,49,3,5,85,50,65,0.209,0.769,0.022000000000000002,-0.9117,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,5,0,4,4,4,1,0,9,9,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,4,8,0,7,5,1,6,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,1,2,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350247867480172,0.0,0.0,0.5305957503828502,0.259172373664448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111987779947736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130335895396335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474290609171489,0.0,0.0,0.2557935095051945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367871251756447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901213365439574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714022961859747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690384851663676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578459012058596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680456321597961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184635439458956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282438096072719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968509910194266,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abbylikesoreos,2020/02/29,"Is there anyone here who has been through NMS, neuroleptic malignant syndrome? It’s a disorder you can develop from antipsychotics. I’m having a tough time and desperately need support.",6.982795698924733,10.35582061290323,6.7109677419354865,65.3531182795699,68.67741935483872,11.8752688172043,39.36559139784946,11.20814326018867,6.148217204301076,153,9,21,6,3,48,30,31,0.209,0.708,0.083,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350489372028013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5744820193750011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716744657641493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5688185929624919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29228600601009835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustDoinThings,2020/02/29,"What is something you really hate hearing? For me it is:

""What is the worst thing that can happen?""

...  OMG Please never say that to anyone with anxiety. LOL",1.5222413793103442,4.245856310344827,2.699568965517244,88.62107758620691,89.34482758620689,5.658620689655173,17.594827586206893,7.1686216300943375,0.5327172413793106,119,3,22,2,4,38,25,29,0.248,0.61,0.142,-0.6508,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708436422407551,0.0,0.0,0.2475566662424561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130810396066985,0.0,0.0,0.3495463797788416,0.0,0.0,0.3990347206898437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730615180120594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886353596115146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681044885588195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815509879955453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725613255597865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352119279738005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,videostar250,2020/02/29,Microdosing LSD vs mushrooms for anxiety Whats better and why?,3.5854545454545463,6.6153498181818176,5.8640909090909075,62.81613636363636,96.27272727272728,9.472727272727274,32.77272727272727,8.841846274778883,5.019145454545456,52,3,7,2,2,18,11,11,0.135,0.635,0.23,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179264076132343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987783759729611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6109146362332739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,collarsup,2020/02/29,"just had a terrible panic attack I have been having longer and more severe panic attacks recently and this one is probably the worst. I felt so out of control and like I was completely separate from the real world. I was nauseous, heart beating like crazy, breathing in such a weird pattern, and it was impossible for me to think of anything positive. I felt like I might actually die. I made an appointment earlier today  to see my doctor to talk about trying medication and maybe going back to therapy and after this I'm more convinced it's necessary. I still feel very light-headed and stressed and my head feels so heavy. How do you get through terrible attacks like this?",6.842740000000003,7.847682824000003,7.21255,71.18202500000002,64.76,10.73,35.625,10.686352973137794,4.1443,543,25,90,14,8,177,89,125,0.28300000000000003,0.607,0.11,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,8,15,3,3,5,0,10,5,3,3,0,20,20,11,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,1,8,5,12,5,13,11,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,9,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1318213324472636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116163930112898,0.0,0.0,0.4610285780578973,0.0,0.1038703394296026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163175173254205,0.0,0.1515068529316583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401946255058844,0.0,0.0,0.13826297559621706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366038507057111,0.0,0.2594013545951683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057519064803756,0.0,0.07677067147138858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277267860104623,0.0,0.0,0.1600737751686971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263978542301921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278186169315938,0.0,0.0,0.13570883470221554,0.0,0.0,0.13608171532429034,0.0,0.14330150990311138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153560512187067,0.0,0.0,0.3169811345764567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564211170511435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375380629159152,0.0,0.0,0.13337797413084754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076435069237444,0.0,0.0,0.15260512066414164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787730313627254,0.0,0.15473689754750802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857444238667108,0.0,0.0,0.1544789609164932,0.0,0.0,0.0865556074964958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280427049983841,0.0,0.0,0.09171235801113313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145746172939508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Talisman,2020/02/29,"As if I wasn't already anxious enough... now I am terrified about my wife's health. So like most everyone else here I have been freaking out over Coronavirus. Not even so much getting sick, but more the scenario of stores running out of food and supplies, stuff like that. Anyway, that's not what this post is about

As if that wasn't enough, my wife just found out yesterday that she has a meningioma (small tumor in the brain). We are hoping and praying it's benign but we haven't seen the doctor yet. The stupid doctor published her notes on the MRI scan before talking to us directly, so we found out at like 11:00 last night via an email from the hospital. Neither of us got much sleep last night.

But like, I am freaking out guys. I am already trying to even imagine what life will be like without her. I'm picturing her funeral. How I'm going to raise my son on my own. Hopefully it's benign and we just have to monitor it, but I'm picturing brain surgeries, radiation, all kinds of stuff. A friend of ours just lost her husband to cancer a couple of weeks ago so these fears and scenarios are fresh in my mind.

My wife asked that I don't tell anyone in the family about it yet, so I have no one to talk about this with, I hope you all don't mind me venting here about it.

My fear also is that she will get worse and by the time she needs surgery or something like that, the local hospitals will be overwhelmed with coronavirus patients and she won't be able to get the care that she needs.

God damned OCD and anxiety.",5.177598684210526,5.579270773026316,5.2447368421052625,85.95815789473684,68.2434210526316,8.636842105263156,28.828947368421048,8.532816995589336,1.8570421052631567,1201,39,250,17,19,376,162,304,0.146,0.693,0.161,0.5495,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,7,1,0,1,23,22,2,3,14,0,24,11,3,1,2,45,43,23,1,7,13,5,0,6,1,4,7,0,0,1,20,18,1,0,3,0,1,2,11,8,0,1,8,2,33,14,37,28,10,28,1,2,2,0,29,14,1,7,17,174,53,3,0.09792298851911524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680282098715891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612090568041412,0.07830897854013515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491081819011712,0.1106251043560732,0.0,0.06847003039545461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154477563358912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332525086086864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862888052803184,0.0,0.0,0.09983901302031284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834992427139238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004566562032376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818020917042789,0.0,0.0,0.20236124721012028,0.0,0.12935442076635142,0.0,0.0,0.09356961192749667,0.0,0.0,0.09231307865302206,0.2203811725906726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840886641173512,0.2147350051748845,0.07565505802139283,0.0,0.15348215963679893,0.0,0.05565189101156917,0.0,0.07831795935397888,0.0,0.0,0.09695915406424788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408755771043827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917788677676221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197172374719808,0.0,0.1596406105005105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916590271786792,0.2870413554554069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689450946422856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977486073963006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439693274500321,0.14521731041848354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378818248005185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635515128741443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937831545871592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799370733032146,0.0,0.0,0.07538590064638456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241967879692892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741357782957072,0.08558900809613802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057099682081309826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648328137069602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557859649785556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854791476642083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439426654243288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979189109593188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A_new_hype,2020/02/29,"Am I losing my mind? I work in a high pressure job in the tech industry and recently attended our international sales conference. I go through bouts of anxiety, but nothing like this. I feel I was over stimulated with all the different opinions and conversations and wondering what people think. I'm trained to think about multiple points on an issue, but I'm struggling with the noise in my brain confusing my message. I know alcohol doesn't help the situatuon - these are boozy events. 

Not sure how to solve it though",6.2788601823708206,8.205010989361702,6.468419452887537,72.60500000000002,66.76595744680851,11.32887537993921,35.76899696048632,11.20814326018867,4.645044376899696,419,21,72,14,7,134,73,94,0.193,0.76,0.047,-0.9051,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,3,6,0,4,2,1,2,2,20,12,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,5,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,1,1,10,2,12,11,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,3,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511966386077102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830410088696085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455996213511365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298595985338701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124171877493946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503456384083372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746548334264326,0.2324485743309143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296292589159838,0.21832215419023085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209096251754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748389087739332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24613060399983275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214349257951252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111018324168181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252456153006935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079769219464402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172295292172841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999819414099001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073531906397157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28194211210816705,0.21615492318547289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858728245979466,0.1601670958620843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zelusson,2020/02/29,"If I like a girl and she suggests the same of me I freak out and will ignore her for the rest of my life. I’m 25 and just started a new job. There’s a super cute girl and she seems into me and I in her. But ever since this became ‘evident’ I can’t look her in the eye anymore. I can’t even look into her direction. She’s walked into my line of sight several times and I completely ignore her. This is a recurring pattern in my life (I’m 25). It hurts like shit not just because I’m scared to converse with her but because I can tell she’s confused or even hurt that I behave as though all of a sudden she doesn’t exist to me. I can’t even say hi. When she does talk to me I’m very cold and may even be mean to push her away... it honestly twists my heart.. I don’t know how to control this behavior, I don’t know what to do. I’m definitely scared and my response I guess is to run.",0.04468045112782093,1.7005251275510247,2.5209129967776605,95.36243286788401,83.43877551020408,5.758968850698174,19.49946294307197,6.8360192770164,0.0445448979591836,679,18,167,8,19,234,102,196,0.12300000000000001,0.795,0.08199999999999999,-0.7684,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,12,14,1,3,8,0,13,5,3,2,2,34,26,16,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,2,7,13,0,3,4,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,0,6,34,5,22,23,3,18,0,2,4,0,21,8,1,6,9,111,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496096649172608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417351717898709,0.0,0.0,0.1839221245593328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817075501258787,0.0,0.16919901804953405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201602795943182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39855865585439626,0.13645884558291707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618605703100642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876633993739302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229912011229776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970235232099058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581418751699525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310960270915005,0.14740227679265394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533638685982757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432756129435774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569868655129292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996758738590745,0.3020684643308083,0.0,0.0,0.13733459970000575,0.0,0.17042553565118662,0.15485260204066778,0.1247905171929806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677740202518378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125318876095395,0.13185571788197178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821629342495862,0.0,0.08796596361073132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447287178101347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mradda,2020/02/29,"I’m a waitress. That was my first mistake. I wake up in a sweat almost every night because I’m over thinking “mistakes” I’ve made or comments I have made.

Yesterday I was working and a girl asked for another water and I went to go pick it up and then her boyfriend asked for one too and I realized “I’m pretty busy and these are half full so I’m just going to get them full glasses.

What I said was “I’ll just get you fresh ones”

I just woke up panicked because I’m pretty sure he just thought I didn’t want to touch his glass after him.",0.23577257525083795,2.3799145304347853,2.02,96.33615384615385,86.30434782608695,4.5819397993311055,21.88963210702341,5.8734145424116955,0.09929431438127123,421,15,95,3,13,138,75,115,0.073,0.813,0.114,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,6,3,2,3,1,21,25,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,4,10,2,14,1,11,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,5,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671608654262893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599473251019676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673080678340033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395079359531061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551742001916486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710009014349728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527381314409587,0.0,0.2232938845203501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717710805657217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435481907692228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662389223363877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997201207178263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686873586176256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515160121872615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258770924786969,0.0,0.15595918878971318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115871175374443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821109225236248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301778607759735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,homo_lion420,2020/02/29,"Waiting to hear from new job sucks I'm driving myself crazy over this one job prospect that might work out. The manager reached out to me, said I had a great shot and we've been talking back and forth. I hear back in two weeks but the last 3 weeks took a giant toll on me. Every day I wonder if this is too good to be true, whether they'll pick me, and if I did something stupid in the process. 

Everyone around me is getting better jobs while I'm stuck in a office that I hate. I need to get out of my situation and this new job is so promising. Anyone have advice on how to cope with this anxiety?",3.9019047619047633,4.113419626984129,4.5064682539682535,90.80589285714285,70.98412698412699,7.56984126984127,26.86111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.010939682539683,467,14,108,4,8,149,86,126,0.129,0.715,0.155,0.5536,4,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,3,0,6,0,10,0,0,2,1,20,24,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,6,3,13,5,18,15,0,22,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,4,9,68,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926370354091258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902334610731644,0.0,0.0,0.09964958335973627,0.0,0.0,0.12686828703388728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191699960635807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604266004915887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191018370204566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007477110179895,0.13617889155086807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891608462491024,0.0,0.0,0.11953455858519035,0.0,0.15712294644961491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407037493215845,0.0,0.0,0.3212488216646712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656953491623563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616849176049053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118556237440736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567283522619862,0.0,0.2752831471358705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657164078025693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556410365800536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019248024818444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971476932642622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454790771440546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833906197050945,0.0,0.0,0.13921614181229625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286333724417194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455109967812716,0.10375239007933518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tchadwick635,2020/02/29,"Learning how to control my panic attacks I’ve been on multiple steroids in the past 5 months for Mono, & 2 Peritonsillar abscess’, & then budesonide for my EoE. When i started taking the budesonide I would have panic attacks multiple times a day & I would end up in the ER bc i would hyperventilate to the point if my whole body being numb & my arms cramping & getting stuck. My doctors believe the steroids had caused a chemical imbalance in my brain & it will take time to recover. What are ways to keep all these fearful thoughts out of my head? I’ve never really had an extreme experience with anxiety so it is all new to me.",8.502439024390245,7.326998715447157,8.330203252032522,71.85189024390246,61.84552845528455,11.452032520325206,41.638211382113816,10.504223727775694,4.368372357723576,514,26,94,10,6,166,84,123,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,3,8,0,11,8,4,3,3,15,18,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,5,0,12,0,15,8,3,19,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,11,59,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7190895302249031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461801792119067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516746553489226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462205310058097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286520057600635,0.0,0.12347977887292333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362918238902713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406096978369903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133570789493228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321625725658753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796956349582868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819994066379436,0.0,0.12446945890006833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779030073586487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352001229260175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831719136916638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828958988359192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531093524504049,0.10682993647441184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595591301499156,0.0,0.0,0.10559184555773976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045642667986908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086099739029568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782918730790157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663331928665512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781371851218309,0.12899770789816306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877988030028782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349455313050055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357271654622852,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2cool4uandme,2020/02/29,"What can I do For the past 6 years, I have been becoming more and more depressed and building my anxiety. It was alright for a little bit because I was finally hanging out with people at my work, but recently I realized i have nothing to relate to them about. Usually they can get to talking about something like girls or their music. I have zero input into these topics and end up just sitting there wanting to say something but I cant. Ive never had a girlfriend and I hate myself because of it. I have been situations where I had an opportunity to talk to a cute girl but I always second guess myself because I know they would not want me. Im not overly unattractive, but I know I could be a lot better if I worked out. I have started to workout but it just takes a really long time and I hate myself more and more each day. I dont really have any friends and I basically had noone throught my high school career. I had one good friend my first year but he dropped out of school without telling me because he was too depressed. I'm not great at school either so I couldnt really confide in that. Recently I have been getting really pissed off at every little thing. Noone around me knows about this because I dont  want them to worry or I dont want them to be weirded out by it. Sorry for the essay but I thought I should write it somewhere. If anyone has any advice I'd be all ears",2.794842823250299,4.605679900355875,4.219666370106761,85.6634971826809,75.61921708185055,6.676215895610912,25.943208778173194,7.492282038375204,1.3677223013048645,1096,40,217,14,24,363,151,281,0.135,0.755,0.111,-0.7217,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,5,10,15,3,0,8,1,33,2,2,0,2,51,49,19,0,10,18,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,2,10,15,0,0,5,1,0,1,10,6,0,4,11,2,43,9,33,31,9,36,0,2,0,0,18,17,1,6,17,166,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475959574475927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806881994911089,0.0,0.0,0.13188812476326306,0.0,0.07418306379332543,0.0,0.0,0.06780484789080903,0.0,0.0,0.08632534742715248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955651565071145,0.10709759324367388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576356372242826,0.1058679505758974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742398957765965,0.0,0.0,0.06253870628877674,0.0,0.16704311830651875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409502327572123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588811883284822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170281616421537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622772693353086,0.0,0.08248405481693216,0.0,0.0,0.14984014675277293,0.0,0.10132739271007027,0.0,0.0,0.08133523783340463,0.0,0.106911610916745,0.10682522958748028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914789003377085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245589577071144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474604637514748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987928500276952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473754607979979,0.19438218179019226,0.0,0.08581687835730567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244184794624934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479053169793325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304693479562126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571051471467486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257043366768754,0.06722794761628248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24849014519620655,0.0,0.1914956550529103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711576587417668,0.0,0.2944215279450625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090002224822982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930706170035746,0.0,0.10855184781596663,0.06863704867831813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291062920463906,0.15588431375065698,0.08475751568337431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644236701052823,0.0,0.0,0.0769846758687436,0.05654496187274636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680059684983746,0.0,0.2287856188008131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347723153777122,0.0,0.14119306454581093,0.0984794402141328,0.0,0.06888589366232865,0.0,0.0,0.12489315508344095
anxiety,xzamuzx,2020/02/29,"When panic attack goes away the feeling is one of my favorite feelings in life. I just had another severe near 3 hour panic attack.

The almost euphoric relief when it finally ends. I was scared of my life moment ago, now I could die happy.
Mind is so fucking weird",2.97176470588235,5.3943422549019635,4.352705882352943,82.02317647058824,77.43137254901961,5.648627450980393,23.925490196078428,6.742157984588678,1.1253419607843131,209,7,35,2,5,69,41,51,0.33299999999999996,0.46299999999999997,0.203,-0.8605,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,3,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,6,8,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,2,2,5,2,5,5,0,11,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,8,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786221063626855,0.0,0.1896234602718894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985675633492284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308640640706389,0.17791630844289166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119395221853116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965328039775253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772274595754189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149905152529392,0.0,0.0,0.20744203389521235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506652199334893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158444164314315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648811760686745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26751069144612183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120644934279948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283198202032765,0.0,0.0,0.4443621926410689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895891661613361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139305423244879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cozzzzmicccc,2020/02/29,"I had chills last night while I was out, and this morning I keep coughing. Honestly I’m kind of worried, just because of all the health drama that’s been happening recently. So obviously college girls don’t tend to dress appropriately when we go out, but I was relatively covered up as it was freezing last night. Long sleeves jeans and boots. I tend to get hot really easily but last night I was just cold everywhere even while inside. I went to bed really late and this morning I’m coughing and not feeling too well. Could I be getting pneumonia or bronchitis? Obviously coronavirus is floating through my brain but that’s really unlikely... Lol",4.14942577030812,6.958481806722691,5.1346428571428575,75.9124404761905,75.47058823529412,9.344817927170867,31.765406162464984,9.725611199111238,3.772898599439777,521,26,89,16,12,170,82,119,0.062,0.855,0.083,0.6741,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,1,10,4,1,0,3,20,21,13,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,7,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,4,10,3,10,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,12,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865215708285214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897242048141167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230844354230388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772443849911172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012242739379853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624387122684055,0.0,0.10129669449155754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576151683238325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894585312756893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842601695771938,0.0,0.18560732365859955,0.0,0.4358629829924619,0.2010600917267153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577349146602392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017925276241797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425512492126556,0.0,0.17598840336404512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602572593029606,0.1652283001128956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810092186444809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Villavitrum,2020/02/29,"I’m 43..I just had an epiphany.... I have been an overthinking, anxiety-ridden, codependent person for as long as I can remember.

I have recently been taking a more active role in my emotional health.  I realized just last night, how truly dramatic and traumatic my youth was.  

While in the shower this morning, I was thinking over last night..and how until just now, I have never really known what “self-care” is for me personally.

Everyone has their own way..but I realized that mine is...

Actually DOING the things my overly anxious mind always tells my brain that I cannot forget.  But then, I always end up forgetting. 

Do you know what I mean?

Things like, taking my pills everyday, squeegeeing the shower when I’m done, or brush my teeth, or my hair.  I mean, really taking the time to go slowly, without worrying about all the other things I cannot forgot to do that day. 

To not be so worried about all the things I think that others think I should do.  Or acquiring the things I think I need to be recognized by others.  

To instead, take a few minutes and be present in the moment of what I’m doing.  

To enjoy what I have, instead of wanting more.

I just learned that this is how I self-care.",3.646935926773459,5.504514517391306,4.83018306636156,81.9933752860412,73.3913043478261,8.320366132723112,25.58352402745995,8.99025400887824,2.0774782608695648,929,31,176,20,19,306,125,230,0.04,0.8809999999999999,0.079,0.7453,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,1,14,2,0,0,12,0,26,5,3,3,3,37,44,16,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,19,2,0,1,12,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,2,30,2,23,33,6,25,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,19,138,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.11530613594716535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966355012213822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348603342765225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190451762413585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620277769480699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091767735033496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329129673001949,0.10465379945378334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290598475155765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715248068802887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559748791934558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493709435355532,0.19263070524291964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772651725011393,0.0,0.0,0.1045669936587358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574195733780049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193069031248562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761339872006757,0.09113150237450332,0.0,0.0,0.2217684278170158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063437562836351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139135758821295,0.0,0.11666775423956248,0.0,0.133851109318584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246531205745314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35536344120803776,0.0,0.10327617101256516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39249793469084215,0.30284605563286,0.0,0.0,0.06889946107061548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969323753174582,0.09378911157582806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139010561156607,0.0,0.0,0.23999239304677936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeadInsideHurts,2020/02/29,Does anyone else get headaches or stomach ulcers from anxiety? I'm kinda in pain and it sucks,1.4566666666666668,4.094020222222227,2.483333333333338,87.94500000000002,96.77777777777777,4.622222222222223,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0032,76,3,13,1,3,24,18,18,0.34,0.66,0.0,-0.7369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34236228658808954,0.0,0.0,0.3129261798936866,0.4585514721873063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916400210429417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738572323758213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338180447687997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762077316386661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArcturusBrightStar,2020/02/29,"I’ve worked in Sales for 3 years, my anxiety started to improve because I was pushing myself and now it’s gotten worse because of negative people. I was working 2 jobs a sale’s job during the day and at a restaurant at night. I was tired all the time, working 6-7 days a week and anywhere between 8-12 hours a day, I wasn’t retaining information for my sales job which caused a lot of problems as it was a industry that I need to know EVERYTHING about the products,  I couldn’t fake it. I also fell out with a friend who had turned rather nasty in the 12 months leading up to the day I stopped speaking to her and I know she said some nasty things about me to people. 

I became paranoid because of that falling out because I let her get inside my head, it effected me socially and still does now 3 years later. Working in sales really took me out of my comfort zone and was so stressful. I went home and cried so many times but I kept on pushing myself everyday and it got better and easier, I’m only working one job now which helps and it let me focus more on my sales job. I started to remember more and became a lot more relaxed about everything. 

Now I feel it was all for nothing... 

I worked with good, positive people who are some of the kindest people I’ve ever met, two of them left and the one who I still work with has become so negative and you can tell she no longer wants to be there. The boss is putting the pressure on us all and tears apart management. We have lost so many new staff and most of them, I’m not sad to see go because they are unhelpful, rude, lazy and they talk about you behind your back and lie about you. One new staff member I’ve caught talking about me behind my back, she’s tried to get 3 staff members fired and one person told me they’ve caught her lying about me. All of this makes me feel sick and angry. 

I was improving in sales but now I couldn’t care about it.  If we make budget and meet KPI’s we get bonuses but it doesn’t matter how hard you try or what your reasons are for not getting that sale, “ It’s not good enough and you should have   done more and you should have done this!” This was said to me and it came from someone who knows how far I’ve come and how hard I’ve tried, I was criticised on every aspect of my sale’s tactics and this wasn’t based on what they heard because they weren’t even in the room when that conversation happened, it was based on what I told her and she didn’t even let me finish speaking then she walked away and accused me of “ Sitting on my morales”, what makes me angry is that I do have my reservations about some of the expectations from this company but I put that aside and didn’t let that stop me from performing my duties but I promised myself I would mould it to do it my way so I was still being true to myself and everyone was happy I didn’t receive one negative feedback from anyone I worked with all the feedback was positive. 

I wanted to so badly leave this job but I convinced myself to stay because I saw the benefits not just work related but for myself because this sales job could be what helps my anxiety, connect with people better and improve my confidence now all of that has shattered and I’m looking for another job and it couldn’t happen fast enough.",4.963790067054745,5.237772805135954,5.376861690369172,85.27153894333509,68.68277945619336,8.392071328568269,28.98622061749318,8.176038313617813,1.7777347579397236,2575,85,536,32,41,823,269,662,0.141,0.7340000000000001,0.125,-0.3174,9,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,4,8,6,16,39,22,1,2,21,0,51,3,1,11,8,110,95,54,0,14,15,0,5,0,1,3,2,5,2,1,42,45,0,5,9,1,11,16,18,8,0,6,38,13,90,14,73,43,18,78,1,2,3,0,51,23,0,8,36,379,132,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045224419242564685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059299447530178,0.08652387786917877,0.0,0.0,0.039542303039595265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313223680303178,0.08696962003591006,0.047218354510203064,0.27578740695050386,0.06245697200991294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003086599144448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468014387774375,0.05765828473015235,0.058094231825186186,0.0,0.04871433079120436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045151975908042326,0.0,0.0621194490508543,0.1458848181332036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948882320991742,0.11574416250278713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686616340664326,0.0,0.07470380363368351,0.051154301404657015,0.04764729390966856,0.05403762680934961,0.10165014453025728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718853455451413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369174679026685,0.0,0.11818383473718515,0.0,0.03213966645547281,0.09486586054688266,0.045229605775424384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001706301824832,0.060200396371355526,0.10131853185646804,0.0,0.05803841735255893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581090064601502,0.0,0.056726022719265835,0.0,0.055692088669995116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44895113798751257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323809925086908,0.0,0.0,0.0598801447059297,0.06144364890695295,0.23131201008554297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474892325373322,0.0,0.06173292259534341,0.09615656213504206,0.0,0.0,0.11324620978876627,0.11466920988646725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513907250417133,0.0,0.0,0.04193241088106665,0.0,0.10923607765066017,0.0,0.05306999255549543,0.0,0.05426293557237885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160466888147568,0.04301015913904328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602933713928566,0.04937881247406877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411239349027784,0.0,0.113700269967678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03622850330526784,0.05814462436516101,0.0,0.0,0.06406211600997808,0.0,0.10758734130948484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045064428151001375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764739402252773,0.047916119766230864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005524864393658,0.06027664797983943,0.13548691737864585,0.09455960131036642,0.0647798460038873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090831946668762,0.04942872780177026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757047416916773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659515679862642,0.06499792499888309,0.0,0.10807525361869924,0.06283108228200532,0.11518479152893413,0.06151207182782191,0.05524284881023768,0.0,0.06802480003703297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667113823800006,0.04488815204319919,0.0453624079160377,0.0,0.0,0.05242404484458092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705331703505483,0.0,0.05763107122662505,0.040172745269418435,0.0,0.0,0.07283495412943793
anxiety,cudiidkdifja,2020/02/29,"so my sister works at a hospital and they were under quarantine for some virus that wasnt corona so she has off for a few days, but a news article came in that said their was one patient thats under quarantine with a suspected case of coronavirus in the hospital she works at and my sister said it.. it was a old lady with chronic illness which is the type of people she takes care of. She slept over and she had a cough she said she doesnt have it when i asked her but idk i think she was worrying about it when she first read the story, im worried because I have to go to work at a food place and i dont want to spread any possible coronavirus to people especially kids because the coronavirus is especially deadly to kids. Im freaking out about this.",4.590064935064933,5.148273590909092,5.664051948051952,81.8832207792208,69.58441558441558,9.536623376623377,28.387012987012987,9.642632912329526,2.3847501298701297,599,20,124,13,10,199,87,154,0.121,0.85,0.027999999999999997,-0.9029,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,4,6,2,0,0,11,0,13,5,1,0,0,15,24,10,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,9,8,1,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,2,11,3,18,1,24,13,2,18,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,1,5,89,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084152312334864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904190493849626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436937082727312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234101418257795,0.16254555855033406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281666094670876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684622991308888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356077795799274,0.19277870189172933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060554021119348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444151430294139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729089871368322,0.0,0.10803126756181246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210520014369685,0.0,0.16656636739582745,0.0,0.0,0.17972900052630794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946926691263316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45495225624402896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198686043764531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215382287558596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403365848786199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481923509514294,0.3238099351772256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gingerkitty179,2020/02/29,"Does anyone else have a nervous ritual? When I’m feeling anxious for whatever reason, I have to close my eyes, rub my hands together three times, cross my fingers three times, look at a ceiling light and then look at a window (if I’m outside then I have to look at an artificial light and then the sky). If I get the timing wrong or don’t feel like I did the routine well enough I have to repeat it until I’m satisfied. I usually do this around 10-15 times a day depending on how stressful it’s been. I try to make it inconspicuous though, so people around me don’t think I’m weird haha. Sometimes my friends will notice and comment on it, and it’s really embarrassing. Does anyone else do rituals like this to calm their nerves?",3.820541718555418,5.207510705479455,5.104171855541722,82.10838729763391,72.08219178082193,8.322789539227896,26.97135740971357,8.841846274778883,2.003104109589041,577,20,115,11,11,192,88,146,0.11199999999999999,0.752,0.13699999999999998,0.5672,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,3,8,1,11,3,3,4,0,17,23,15,0,2,3,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,2,11,13,6,14,20,1,22,2,0,4,0,3,9,0,4,14,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700836619473467,0.0,0.2105423280021652,0.30852162799525296,0.0,0.2680507394128681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970951578085282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635024074917981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25153782937430713,0.0,0.0,0.1555629807631455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224969557391405,0.10755612098422658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163179857593604,0.0,0.07865848023847427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471065877568003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792834308399111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049625680828196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714072261603146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437549112073408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644902850356712,0.15479503763847685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890218939561614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245960069173286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964692051027646,0.14791897147136168,0.0,0.3511580153871397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221658112436408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658144438948995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353665211200498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460764412563092,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jumpin_jumpin,2020/02/29,"Looking for advice on how to recover after severe panic attack. Thursday, two days ago, I had a severe panic attack at work. First one in years, and it had never happened at work before. My coworkers were great, but also terrified as they'd 'never seen me like that before'. 

You all know how it goes- starts with the 10 or so minutes of 'I can't breathe I'm going to fucking die"" and then the complete and utter exhaustion. For me, in this state, I often don't remember large parts of it, am non-verbal, don't really move, and am completely detached from everything; myself and the world around me. 

A coworker helped call me an uber to get me home and I stayed in that state for the rest of the day, on the couch, essentially vacant. 

Had to get it together and go to work the next day. It was so hard and exhausting to put on the face and do the whole 'I'm fine' thing, and now this morning I'm again exhausted. A term I don't use lightly. I can't fathom getting up to eat, walk the dog, shower, etc. 

Monday we're leading a 4 day camping trip with a bunch of kids, and I'm worried. I need to go, I *want* to go, but I also know I have close to nothing left in the tank and that makes me worried about the trip. What if I have another panic attack? 

What can I do to best set myself up for success and be ready to be 'on' for four days?

Thanks",2.139464762203737,3.648650122743682,3.931505258201227,88.32639303092138,76.65342960288808,6.839051954167321,22.873803170616856,7.586124646067393,0.9124240778527706,1032,30,221,14,23,348,154,277,0.183,0.742,0.075,-0.9825,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,7,11,16,4,3,18,0,20,7,2,5,3,35,43,25,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,13,17,1,0,3,0,0,10,7,10,0,4,6,4,23,6,40,34,8,49,0,0,2,1,5,16,1,3,20,153,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096492514844598,0.0875315241878152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579327531353608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354278910266636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790402494451617,0.0,0.3370102309171327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804952023996692,0.0,0.10362683232317886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082973099233117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706460132103904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184119242755152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248176656230112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104083245130213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012682690963392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874567905540476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399248457437243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128820266487432,0.15477063090650015,0.0,0.22447633792443,0.0,0.0,0.10886676037782106,0.0,0.0,0.08731991691403444,0.0,0.0884561645440895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618672200342812,0.0,0.09904933100877357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853538831766392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072867799861576,0.0,0.0,0.04824184103353253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292096796952585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659130841023275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495035537825627,0.0,0.07321819944806496,0.15231653181672264,0.0,0.10501647527215914,0.0,0.0,0.09474853355426413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691219782776044,0.0,0.0,0.3475681024265189,0.0,0.1069312607712614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926604348369528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325860414354753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185888644436404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231075876936228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989225087368836,0.1052490791995316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091117034079828,0.0,0.0,0.06560182000693304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645956045168827,0.0,0.0,0.08528401425148201,0.0,0.0,0.05824238575751028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024531601408837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156627057591858,0.20056077217436746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358857130067541
anxiety,C8H10N4O2Addiction,2020/02/29,"I'm training for a job where I need to be watched and its bringing on my panic response. I've recently obtained a new position at work where basically I shadow a senior worker and then slowly take on tasks as they watch. I have basically done most of these tasks for two years already, but not all of them and not in the same context. 

The job involves working with people and having to tell them some very uncomfortable things. 

Anyway being watched is bringing on my panic response. My face gets red, my throat gets tight, my ears start ringing, chest hurts, heart racing etc. I have not had a panic attack yet but it's close. I do suffer from panic attacks occasionally but they have never interfered with my job.

Anyway I am really not sure how to navigate this. I know I can do the job but I really am unable to function with someone there observing me. I do have prescribed medication for when I get like that but it's not something I feel comfortable taking at work.

Any tips? It's just strange because logically I do not feel anxious at all... it's purely a body response.",4.158090366581412,6.112474004830923,5.177181017334473,79.63240409207164,72.23671497584542,7.575902244955952,28.601591361182145,8.313332769828598,2.1671860755896564,857,34,154,14,17,281,124,207,0.18600000000000005,0.774,0.04,-0.9872,4,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,5,9,11,2,4,8,0,17,7,6,1,5,35,30,13,0,1,12,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,2,9,24,3,21,26,6,21,0,2,4,0,6,10,0,2,10,112,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695325650918288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823345939347835,0.0,0.0,0.1299663001638479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26175695939611604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012939098567658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778728662121924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772934400771146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830380526442947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163388029647398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031629027843474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632698707222118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315634284215432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566513059828192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322484592439746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620439588841412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589412585683828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530322599329229,0.0887285649880849,0.11110963599117124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399145861338198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975661067872476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739950028694304,0.0,0.11359148202691258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974759024644108,0.08856603253447827,0.0,0.0,0.08142831312981277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842704632580023,0.0,0.17299664422320848,0.0,0.10055300541136172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642972539350787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238068876933392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492285621597052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512589037476928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740841800145558
anxiety,Bloody_Engineer,2020/02/29,"This worry is ruining my life. I made out with a girl, with her consent. I also have proof (call records, texts) that it was consensual. We are not on good terms and her character isn't very nice.  I'm too anxious about she filing a sexual harassment case on me and me getting kicked out of my job (no, we dont work at the same place).",1.0416149068323008,3.0979024782608704,2.9615320910973075,91.38652173913046,82.18840579710145,6.8414078674948255,21.45134575569358,7.957251820313856,0.9303606625258808,257,8,58,5,7,86,57,69,0.213,0.7609999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.9092,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,12,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,11,2,9,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,39,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24088659647235014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402943745342721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30758066632509234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530291666647021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737571750339166,0.0,0.0,0.2526501683304229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989157003657393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276154035268974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850229147834414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31471218821737834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485391516439086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929272277812534,0.3059048920241533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cato_nyx,2020/02/29,"Anxious and Hopeful I was recently diagnosed with a fairly bad case of anxiety. I'm on medication for the same. It seems that I've had it for almost-if not more- than a decade now, which is more than half my life, so naturally, it's been a part of me for most of what I remember. I'm glad I've been diagnosed. I really want to get better. But sometimes I have trouble understanding and distinguishing whether a certain thought or action of mine is due to an aspect of my actual personality, or a by-product of my anxiety. I don't know what's actually me, and what's the anxiety. It makes me feel confused, and a little more vulnerable than I'm comfortable admitting. I was wondering if other people have experienced this too, and if yes, maybe would be comfortable talking about it? It would really help.",4.983986013986012,6.23537907692308,6.960139860139861,70.42122377622377,69.12820512820512,11.313752913752914,32.77156177156177,11.20814326018867,4.16267435897436,640,29,118,22,11,225,96,156,0.11,0.731,0.159,0.8648,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,9,1,13,4,0,1,1,31,27,12,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,13,6,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,6,2,13,6,17,18,6,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,9,3,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.3199110364009637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413526920930324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761791652813076,0.18517512076920709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686057246502872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496779616497898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327366451953616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287937666141706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563781735949967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986748023230104,0.0,0.0,0.16280267000656842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900823403059486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577665362165412,0.0,0.1642839644529328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941325156256236,0.0,0.16467271704950087,0.0,0.0,0.16512518033464293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750188894976687,0.0,0.11363668886439302,0.14312257623005614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001382845049166,0.0,0.16184438870821816,0.0,0.18568156305726752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922030896408225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211422419084803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174712220600715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301286737021218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063929364248528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668017953153626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775673971394898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287829370997445,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hbsince1996,2020/02/29,"I'm afraid of phone calls and interviews I'm a graduate and have been unemployed for 5 months. 
I couldn't send my resumè to any company even via email because I'm afraid of phone calls and interviews.

I would never answer call from unknown numbers. And also I would blanked out if I'm in an interview. Like my mind suddenly goes all black and I couldn't think of anything. 

What should I do? 

This is so stressful as I need a job desperately.",2.298888888888889,4.692628181818186,3.5096969696969715,87.31510101010102,79.68181818181819,7.547474747474749,25.68686868686868,8.515128840125781,1.9440489898989897,352,14,71,8,9,114,61,88,0.086,0.882,0.032,-0.6532,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,9,0,0,0,2,18,15,9,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,8,1,9,9,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,4,42,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000580608142766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307012142077045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852313465531876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372138529545462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6895315877394534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486709903150466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336884817460365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996846834741628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727851990565254,0.0,0.17966610225110274,0.0,0.0,0.1669026943408456,0.17360464846514334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578418605049885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422971655602654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197974685286609,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jackie-Paroxysm,2020/02/29,Tips on Agoraphobia? If you deal with this- what do you do to combat it or help you cope through it?,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142893,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,94.71428571428572,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.5065047619047616,78,2,19,1,3,25,17,21,0.098,0.777,0.125,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8383850999888557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450783651152155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FalcorlikesKids,2020/02/29,"Every night I loose hours of sleep because I keep replaying conversations and arguments in my head. I don’t know how to stop this. I try breathing, listening to white noise and music. Try to tell myself that it’s happened and to get over it. 

But honestly, it is driving me insane.. last night the arguments went from about 10pm-5am. 

I cant function during the day because I am just that tired from the constant arguing with myself...",4.3586772486772505,6.61348962962963,4.947548500881833,80.20111111111113,72.4567901234568,8.085361552028218,30.08994708994709,8.841846274778883,2.711594708994708,344,15,60,7,7,110,60,81,0.18899999999999997,0.7759999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,4,4,3,1,0,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,10,1,11,9,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,7,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824957442604322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503954964466194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943336510732533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522512508953102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210585745114351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048998173520917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378006463311977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281870403324377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059539210830363,0.0,0.0,0.12734140175844208,0.1888740501214592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348870664004156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318766926769621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371939599791724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252418923121387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631581769415064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146308844216744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479689343712585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PoisonousMushroom,2020/02/29,"Social media gives me anxiety I’ve been noticing this for a while, but I know for sure now that I cannot really stay on social media as I get nostalgic and very anxious. Although I have a great life, a job, friends and hobbies , whenever I’m online I can’t help but get very anxious setting how other people are having fun and hanging out. It’s so weird, as I don’t even have a reason to be anxious,  but my body just can’t help of thinking your life is horrible, you are no longer friends with them, or you’re missing out and so on so forth. 

I was wondering if anyone else experiences this and if so how do you manage it? I try to reduce my time on the socials due to this and I noticed it having a positive impact with me",3.805894039735101,4.3184192913907316,5.459264900662255,82.8171092715232,71.31788079470199,8.159205298013246,29.00728476821192,8.238735603445708,1.9449517880794704,567,21,117,8,10,194,93,151,0.138,0.6659999999999999,0.196,0.9321,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,9,7,0,0,6,0,15,3,1,3,1,24,23,22,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,17,5,15,20,0,12,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,4,4,85,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685948489932803,0.4734166020623159,0.0,0.09767176965722812,0.14312491777670228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515976819301888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166898132259363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226135227533044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663981040349368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158422701959324,0.0,0.14596044484434276,0.1339996363795269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154004419447403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725729803825752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861690128720555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676782798234867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732884823846414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180671035601446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968407542876562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948649314419056,0.14362057647763626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271771665400773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488867977998522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316524970409014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950521321979704,0.0,0.0,0.08145208879762496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483769331766474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051132481349065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148361788467482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dizzymonarchs,2020/02/29,"Commiseration I'm not being remotely facetious when I ask: does anyone know how to shut off their brain long enough to do the things that scare them? 

I feel like hearing other people's stories are the only thing that can give me hope...",9.602,7.5795799777777795,8.656111111111112,73.07750000000001,60.33333333333334,10.777777777777779,33.611111111111114,8.841846274778883,2.6447777777777777,189,5,35,2,2,59,40,45,0.07200000000000001,0.872,0.055999999999999994,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,11,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,3,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004874221029736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540961259196762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034184702067558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378538395979285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808418535983553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743014727862932,0.1941738338702194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607351381052986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063381322604682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26995853272111514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937406377977036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278765481182062,0.0,0.0,0.2405342729842003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671599826785314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843176090342814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721190190808173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611434241928199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moomoo0505,2020/02/29,Bad anxiety day Does anyone have any coping mechanisms for days where your anxiety is so bad you can’t leave your bed?,9.729130434782608,7.454779304347827,9.284347826086957,69.46391304347827,60.30434782608695,14.417391304347825,36.04347826086956,13.023866798666859,4.627121739130434,96,3,18,3,1,31,20,23,0.41200000000000003,0.588,0.0,-0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912064783712465,0.0,0.4929948325859886,0.0,0.0,0.2253037143867293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380804778985887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156104838548583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819768913979953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34118445267974185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mettycandy,2020/02/29,"Any extroverts with anxiety here? Listen I love being around people and I wish I could be around them all the time, but that doesn’t mean I don’t overthink everything and automatically assume everyone hates me. Are extroverts with anxiety even possible? Aaaaa",4.614000000000001,8.085520066666668,5.428333333333335,69.5025,81.66666666666666,10.111111111111112,27.5,9.725611199111238,4.087666666666667,213,9,32,8,6,69,36,45,0.165,0.738,0.09699999999999999,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,12,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,4,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746690237725486,0.0,0.39298407969619137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573077125478043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507642671211487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964915491406626,0.0,0.0,0.2454342958685522,0.2308431469033691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535894164471795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182009417494925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27978849781008674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806970872390426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28956345624478674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977320069258726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953685713814105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,biggest_pepe,2020/02/29,"Binaural beats against anxiety Hi 👋,
I’ve been listening to binaural beats for quite a while now and I decided to produce some myself. 

What is your opinion on binaural beats to reduce anxiety?

👇 Does this help you?
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anxiety,raveramen,2020/02/29,Anxiety about passing by people when they talk It has happened a couple times already. I am walking and trying to mind my own business and then I see people walking by and I can't help it but to overanalize what they are talking about. Sometimes I just hear words such as 'disgusting and 'eww' or other negative things and then I always feel like it's because of me and get really anxious. I will get thought-loops thinking that it's due to my appearance or because I smell bad and feel really shitty. One time a person was literally alone walking past me and she said 'eww'. I used to  get bullied back in school and I feel like that might have contributed to this.,3.7482875264270628,5.788196767441863,4.534023960535587,83.44344608879494,73.5736434108527,7.481606765327696,28.7815362931642,8.296473431620573,2.163551937984495,529,22,98,9,11,170,85,129,0.23600000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.045,-0.9823,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,22,21,16,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,2,0,1,2,7,16,2,12,17,1,14,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,4,10,69,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000099431274054,0.1811341233204808,0.0,0.13657879901018494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556772642949798,0.1854330679550724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621460948454127,0.13705121794362554,0.20011815536643485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161934388485887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489844805396705,0.2345253067002561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572713300790604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514970337258726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499929416439434,0.0,0.11002052458959004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038239988383032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412809287317765,0.1657360287557824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112264648198068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566915451568344,0.2275899673870712,0.1433219446204694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103063757204304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613606525186413,0.0,0.0,0.16611986611462812,0.1307994492415696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234004776663435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638612893938426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904825670050268,0.1051751853210368,0.0,0.1303099417096296,0.19142434783186316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144124025056047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176547354268632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frihg,2020/02/29,"Is this a bad panic attack? Looking to see if anyone has even a google term i can look up. I've had anxiety all my life. I was diagnosed as a teenager, now an adult.

Recently, I went through a very scary / stressful event. It ended up being a false alarm, but at the time we didn't know that. I don't want to get too into it, but an important take away is that I should have been able to stay quiet and hidden away. Instead, I dissociated heavily and had a full on melt down. I don't remember too much besides the feeling of clenching my legs, being terrified but my mind was simultaneously blank, and occasional flashes of seeing my boyfriend trying to help me. This felt like it went on for an hour but I think it was actually only 15 minutes or so. I was able to calm down eventually; hearing my boyfriend tell me to breathe, actually hearing it and trying to do so helped a lot. My boyfriend later told me I was actually being quite loud, I was making this (disturbing af) sound like when someone exhales as they lift heavy weights while my whole body was clenched. He had to physically hold me down to get me to start calming down. I only remember this all partially... The parts I remember feel real but the rest feels like a foggy dream. 

I've had (what I thought were?) panic attacks in the past. I have never had *this* happen to me before, though after some thought I've realized I freeze in a lot of scary situations. As a kid I remember waking up a few times and seeing a dark figure in my room (would always be a towel or dress hanging on a door, or something similar). I would sit terrified and frozen in my bed staring wide eyes until I could register what it was I was looking at. 

I'm bringing this up with my doctor the next time I'm able to see her. But in the meantime, is this a panic attack? I'm terrified this will happen again, but in a situation that really matters. The situation I was in turned out fine so it didn't really have repercussions. But what if I'm in a life or death situation in the future and this is how I respond? I just need some sort of direction on what to even search on Google.... Freeze response??",3.7624838235294114,5.131143327058826,5.276746323529412,80.88629595588236,72.2,8.418382352941178,28.340073529411764,8.930421266530582,2.239083823529412,1674,64,333,33,32,565,210,425,0.13699999999999998,0.7879999999999999,0.075,-0.9863,1,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,1,0,1,1,14,16,3,6,29,0,40,10,5,2,3,60,75,32,1,8,15,0,7,3,0,4,4,5,3,2,23,11,1,1,14,1,0,4,5,10,0,0,25,21,42,6,53,41,13,57,0,0,9,0,13,31,0,11,23,236,65,1,0.22702550660686946,0.0,0.22154414562526428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296780271035476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789129705270589,0.0,0.0,0.05291383760849119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582742882315821,0.1421986244532255,0.0,0.06318560505166329,0.0,0.0,0.06439399496792818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405805286777615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042046459732741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680870345220035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745674196884393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702573803776878,0.0,0.0,0.0999654706568604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479091749366604,0.05406235576059621,0.07266002956541416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907430471323633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383860381947013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058283043812358,0.0,0.10144694105752718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745247977339859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041589093733738564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690321950553483,0.11091319502683382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064424771486388,0.0,0.0,0.12867264480547785,0.0,0.0,0.05051376284734509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641034799195705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055629956415211484,0.05611217883974823,0.05836535545791832,0.0,0.08048140060820802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510875195710366,0.0,0.2663655166251727,0.0,0.0819488333937082,0.07224051150926017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804898571327934,0.0,0.08613490957575819,0.09695890190179723,0.0,0.07472009973769768,0.0,0.3429008573439933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412132475656645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402482418959628,0.0,0.0,0.06411932500746181,0.05825844214956636,0.0,0.0,0.05356327402340399,0.08065966111269925,0.0,0.0,0.08668565025968307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689830909848759,0.0,0.06614343310955402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04848959258183391,0.07435046918993107,0.12015526216712302,0.1323803985932278,0.0,0.0,0.07231086684240437,0.0,0.10275694442694948,0.08231285305764853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243993966170839,0.044635175274928066,0.0,0.0,0.09215196867319801,0.0,0.14030327939719348,0.0,0.08448862352610848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075149374756826,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nrajtheeye,2020/02/29,"help i suffer from anxiety, insomnia, i have experiences of mood swings.
i know that i need help, and i also know that I can't afford it!!",3.4007142857142867,4.345254785714288,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,72.57142857142857,9.885714285714286,24.714285714285715,10.125756701596842,2.3593714285714293,106,3,22,3,2,38,20,28,0.185,0.603,0.212,0.1984,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338863788912517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193976258094088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084095209240343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597026456308551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589103535209246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095818821280121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dorito1984,2020/02/29,"Niece's anxiety really draining, need advice I hope this won't come across as selfish, but I am absolutely exhausted trying to help my niece who has anxiety, and I wonder if someone can help me figure out what to do. I feel guilty about having run out of energy for it, and sometimes I find myself getting deeply aggravated and resentful, which then makes me feel even more guilty. (Incidentally I am depression-prone and have been managing my depression for many years.)

For starters, she is absolutely gorgeous, charming and funny. She is rail thin and I think she may have an eating disorder, but no one in the family has been able to get her to acknowledge it. She's 35 and keeps getting into relationships with unavailable men who use her (so, more issues here than strictly anxiety), and her anxiety seems 100% connected with how much attention they are giving her on a given day. If they ignore her for hours, she seems to fall apart. If they are giving her the attention she needs, she's in a great mood.

Several times a week I get texts, emails, WhatsApp, Messenger and private Twitter messages from her saying ""I'm having anxiety. Have a moment to talk?"" I am filled with dread whenever I see these. I call her and she launches into how terrible her anxiety is, and then goes into great detail about her current love interest and how she feels wronged and rejected. She also repeatedly talks about her insecurity about her looks down to details which are bizarre (top lip thinner than lower lip, etc) and I think alienates all the women around her (including me) since she is drop dead gorgeous. Honestly I can't help feeling it's absurd and I don't want to keep engaging in that, but I don't know if I'm causing harm by saying ""okay listen that's absurd, your lips are gorgeous, let's consider whether you need help with body image issues.""

It has been years of this. I have told her it's as though the details don't matter and it would be more helpful to look at the ways she can work on herself instead of fixating endlessly on the other person's real motivations etc. She says she knows this. But never changes anything.

I also find that the more I talk with her, the more I start to develop anxious feelings (but not full-on anxiety) of my own. My sister has developed anxiety as well and I believe this comes from constantly hearing about my niece's anxiety. 

I have suggested many times that she seek a counsellor, and have sent her links and numbers to call, which she thanks me for and then ignores. I have told her I don't know how else I can help her and I feel I have been hearing the exact same story for years and I just don't know how to help her come up with strategies to cope but a therapist might. I told her I think she needs to start taking some action to help herself manage the anxiety. I've also paid for a block of counselling sessions (which I can't really afford easily) but it sounds like she spent the time going into details about the man-incidents, without letting the therapist work with her on coping strategies.

Everyone in the family is concerned for her and we don't know what to do to actually create positive change. I don't know about them, but I'm drained by all this and the relationship seems one-sided: we are always at her disposal to talk about her, but she seldom expresses any interest in our problems (which include major health issues of our own, financial challenges, etc). I realize this is turning into a litany of complaints, but I am interested in effective ways to support her without it continuing to be a major drain on my emotions and time. Is it possible to do this? What approach would you suggest? Thanks in advance for any insights.",6.568851182752766,7.18550152074392,6.9220135076687646,74.38856772132952,65.26609442060085,10.393598828891774,33.85238047709352,10.313080822991962,3.5656759556842013,2949,123,522,68,43,958,308,699,0.142,0.69,0.168,0.9862,3,1,0,0,0,0,83.0,4,3,4,7,24,34,1,2,25,1,58,8,4,11,4,127,121,56,1,13,19,1,7,1,0,5,2,7,0,3,32,45,1,5,30,0,2,11,15,13,1,1,11,17,101,20,88,101,17,64,0,2,3,1,97,28,0,12,23,381,133,7,0.05624973462959182,0.0,0.05489162687671186,0.0,0.0,0.054966589670073125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494867738244562,0.04680428528411144,0.0,0.0,0.07650349686742541,0.0,0.43030893029343575,0.06354618928103196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628873881215168,0.05007418945660939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337418871076315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248077457851872,0.0,0.0,0.1148745363083383,0.0,0.0,0.05778397216710882,0.11900952157892693,0.14536249707451554,0.0,0.06078598005026379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03627642541164521,0.0,0.04844781401292386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446706913397961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057557521287717364,0.0469894354747252,0.0632733804509929,0.0,0.0,0.18819996917350215,0.03715241921896344,0.0,0.0,0.05374903196799545,0.0,0.0,0.10605448742119424,0.0,0.17064933566484214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282247680316546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755265888712538,0.10791974197612132,0.03196802046564025,0.0,0.0,0.12403106201626525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979083755508095,0.12679507806748055,0.0,0.30162409142957936,0.0,0.0,0.05586867847430151,0.05539465796395941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613032644031076,0.0,0.09999469731593943,0.0,0.0,0.18548029856866366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503832938975413,0.0,0.02748077905617495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447122046236876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076758163947205,0.0,0.037547134651600235,0.11405680433890042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967207937014224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041350027130168124,0.16683386196017133,0.0433832630324856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762325518791714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491150986251522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341312411693194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053823399347923705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402451264258535,0.07207004072097985,0.0,0.0,0.12078232823330133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341961400294511,0.0,0.0,0.04482375582209177,0.15362293744348088,0.0,0.06354618928103196,0.0,0.04653036175431733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476602176143649,0.0,0.05563242585065652,0.0,0.07962770337324071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383153226814757,0.0,0.0,0.04229280007560491,0.1808456239727507,0.0,0.10357439651348327,0.0,0.13062055470574782,0.0,0.10812767605771682,0.05526507867807201,0.0,0.13119869044359336,0.0,0.0,0.16124709590398634,0.0,0.0381898774839386,0.06118355875908284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858171045005486,0.0,0.0,0.03317755086490425,0.08929684227867342,0.04512014418816972,0.0,0.050575266753560666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844547381293056,0.06100043775275945,0.0819009534828979,0.0,0.0,0.07991639519426548,0.06150025458618291,0.0,0.1086689546443951
anxiety,SnickerMcDouble,2020/02/29,"Buying a new laptop and anxiety I bought my first gaming laptop yesterday and I have been nonstop panicking over it. I don't know much about hardware and all of that and I'm panicking over the fact that it could get too hot, or that it doesn't look as good when connected to a monitor and that could be damaging it, or wether or not I should get a new monitor. It's exhausting. Can I just enjoy my new laptop? Anyone else go through this when they buy something expensive?",5.243333333333332,5.83005021276596,6.0859574468085125,79.33333333333334,68.14893617021275,10.521985815602838,30.56028368794326,10.504223727775694,3.1604241134751785,376,14,74,10,6,124,62,94,0.17,0.7959999999999999,0.034,-0.8971,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,2,16,16,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,2,0,1,2,2,8,2,7,10,2,10,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,3,7,54,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766738024097755,0.0,0.0,0.16148349348390634,0.2366324661495301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687847316344111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292656168551606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644337747068005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413205230810027,0.0,0.13125248707543133,0.19370736396066648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269224167153588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393729205198287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977259844113493,0.0,0.0,0.6691500776716679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777942630593165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sukmybuttHolePLS,2020/02/29,I can’t catch coronavirus cos I have agoraphobia and don’t go outside. As someone who has been disagnosed with agoraphobia and rarely leaves my home. This coronavirus madness is the only time I’ve thought of my mental illness as being beneficial. I can’t catch coronavirus cos I don’t go out. Lol. I feel extra safe for once.,1.6495161290322606,4.3690026612903266,3.3860645161290317,81.82909677419356,94.96774193548387,6.996129032258066,25.55483870967742,7.908726449838941,2.377769032258065,263,12,47,7,10,87,43,62,0.092,0.768,0.141,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,1,0,2,0,9,13,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777554089248063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995905541558241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35263562683282745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722431320051698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542820385554643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743917325614408,0.0,0.2673713703362646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978691281210335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790932622630545,0.20499297679075065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Squirrelleee,2020/02/29,"I left the house! With over 10 years of fibromyalgia under my belt, a ruptured disc, and 30+ years of anxiety, it's not often that I leave my house. Waking to the mailbox can be a chore some days. 

Yesterday I decided that I don't want to spend my entire life in bed, or playing video games. I went to the pregame hockey practice!! It's been a while since I've felt well enough to go to a game, usually I just hurt too much, but yesterday I forced myself to get pretty and go out in public!  

It was so easy. There was nothing in the world to worry about. No one even paid attention to me, other than the gentleman who worked there and was obviously paid to do so. 

On another note, it was a victory against my injury as well. I can't walk distances anymore and I feel ashamed of being a wheelchair at times. I'm not even 40. I don't ""look like"" I should be so incapable. At times I feel like a fake or fraud even while knowing that handicap parking spots were made for people like me. 

But yesterday I used my cane and I didn't allow anyone to rush me our make me feel like I was ""in the way."" I made it up all those stairs huffing and puffing all the while. ""If [my dear friend] can climb Fuji, then I got these stairs! "" 

Today I can feel the result of my efforts, but HOCKEY!",2.1960340041637743,3.7754302480916064,3.6018736988202638,90.45032616238724,76.67175572519083,6.9010409437890345,23.359472588480223,7.686295010490155,0.9394061068702286,983,30,216,14,22,323,152,262,0.185,0.7440000000000001,0.071,-0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,3,14,12,0,1,15,0,19,2,1,6,3,38,39,20,0,3,9,0,5,4,1,1,1,0,3,0,12,8,0,0,8,6,3,6,7,3,2,1,15,6,31,9,31,20,5,36,0,1,1,0,6,15,0,5,18,146,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379541138903126,0.1049060078244502,0.0,0.1359986181976976,0.0958862513846303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884391352390018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169455825000646,0.0,0.2717242223133073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27735330413718284,0.19593500941137496,0.13166873119416211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594825020611702,0.0,0.07164608543325078,0.0,0.1558711506551227,0.0,0.10967740915513602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164650488383157,0.1468032064206291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753644505264966,0.0,0.0,0.1452035457436923,0.1489948918549727,0.0,0.09686075932705644,0.2679841034879917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515678498994192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25951622559012005,0.09153702663945264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008081860327782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315823581633846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292454932855664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507042764240768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951308001588805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343744344195347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992615859549572,0.0,0.12998560113239802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843847379888725,0.1510321045784722,0.0,0.08088431741949452,0.10884941695722128,0.0,0.0,0.2465972214964105,0.1271232264224251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998341129133416,0.1392647377632417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661770267275725
anxiety,throwawayidc69,2020/02/29,Does anyone else bite their lips or inside of their mouth because of anxiety? I’m always biting my lip especially at night when I’m trying to fall asleep sometimes causing it to bleed a little. Any tips on how to stop doing this? It causes red marks on my lip that I get insecure about but I just can’t stop. :/,3.1866666666666674,4.7170863968253975,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,73.92063492063492,6.944761904761903,22.123809523809523,7.554174236665415,0.8450533333333334,245,6,49,3,5,81,50,63,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.8446,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,6,5,3,0,8,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,9,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980857117304932,0.0,0.0,0.17147029668397915,0.0,0.19289366620991236,0.0,0.0,0.17630878299799174,0.25835694549669275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370798596672014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518053958670315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206577139274439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063853998272747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173769906424104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527200264729794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23662521102533265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24938228856106864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216165206946088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119294909731209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProThaGie,2020/02/29,"I've been having these weird ass dreams since I was a kid This might sound fake or unbelievable. But its true, ever since I was a kid I been having these short 10-20 second dreams where while in the dream, the actual me in real time already knows it's a dream and I am able to even say in my head ""oh this is a dream"" and ""its one of those dreams again""  and whether it's something normal like me walking with fam, or me eating, everything gets loud, really shaky, and someone would always come charging right at me, or yell at me either angry or crying and I wake up (in real life), heart beats fast, breathing heavy, sometimes sweat too. One thing I have noticed tho is that I usually am around family in these 10-20 second dreams. Anybody knows what tf is goin on wit me?",6.550532258064518,5.508693174193549,6.4307661290322615,83.4661491935484,65.64516129032259,9.298387096774192,27.762096774193548,8.07648339933343,1.5220483870967736,602,13,127,6,8,190,102,155,0.10300000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.146,0.6133,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,6,0,14,8,6,0,2,25,18,13,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,2,13,8,1,0,2,7,0,2,0,3,0,4,4,4,14,2,13,12,1,21,0,0,0,1,3,13,1,6,7,83,27,0,0.16909110679135275,0.0,0.1650085285429644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659624106099007,0.0,0.14069734645654913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052693444074675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565701615093393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573864090361455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730224158886419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168308129947957,0.15295258674133702,0.0,0.0,0.1519681837265613,0.0,0.15940404675976216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834312432041877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735362583534183,0.0,0.0,0.2003737756896898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585610035610986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943404934485136,0.08260937365654145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793789430595936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656733832141804,0.0,0.19251134581026494,0.0,0.0,0.2291610201481203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849253965659207,0.10832409283578498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440288130170426,0.0,0.13446803494055826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797478217541821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432703460629316,0.13017459505202705,0.1672354282650531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233661786943364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859838416469814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862299651190457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011747080371565,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oallen179,2020/02/29,"I'm just very tired Idk if it's bc I've been on Lexapro for about 4 days now or if it's just all in my head but I've been waking up in the middle of the night extremely anxious for the past few days. Full blown panic attacks and I'm just tired. I'm tired of the anxiety and I'm just literally tired. I keep sleeping really poorly and then napping throughout the day and I just don't really know what to do. I wanna have meds but I don't think I can handle the anxiety getting any worse before it gets better. This is really bad. I keep thinking I'm having heart attacks or that all this anxiety must be bad for my heart. Either way I'm just really scared and upset. Not cool brain, just have normal chemicals :/",0.3834666666666671,2.6785641466666696,2.685333333333336,90.65266666666668,87.53333333333332,6.0,18.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,0.4893333333333336,562,15,120,10,18,191,85,150,0.36200000000000004,0.617,0.021,-0.9961,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,3,6,1,12,10,6,0,3,30,25,12,0,5,15,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,8,2,12,21,5,14,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,7,71,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028136692936519,0.0,0.2709349810694413,0.1333684118380641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686089387649692,0.0,0.0,0.19714178791500436,0.0,0.0,0.10045600804635307,0.0,0.0,0.10440994806361988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317882895915963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840689421594895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335760492090835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115836609859315,0.0,0.0,0.27979120331299484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986520394285085,0.0,0.0,0.0648798748522714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311323585289552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107865079750462,0.1156687173430739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851196577515412,0.0,0.0,0.11269674150611855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025159173448897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819353009580028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181401381977684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128960099435226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427468736665242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740764001665714,0.0,0.0937064690393294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203080088127468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyguuurl,2020/02/29,"Anxiety is the worst I'm on stress leave from work right now because I can't handle things anymore.

I work shift work in a nursing home, and one of my favorite residents passed away unexpectedly. People die all the time at work. Maybe all the deaths I've been subjected to over the past 6 years are adding up. Doesn't help that I fear my own death and am constantly reminded of it being in that type of environment.

My shifts are long. Usually 12 hours but sometimes longer depending on how short staffed we are. I do 3 weeks of days and two weeks of nights in a 5 week rotation. I'm on a ton of medication. 

People say, well why don't you just change jobs? I really wish I could, but I can't handle change. I fear change so much. I need familiarity. There is some comfort in that familiarity. The unknown is terrifying, not to mention my complete lack of self confidence.

On top of my anxiety, I also have type 1 bipolar disorder. I think the switching between nights and days is causing problems as my medication intakes fluctuates due to my inconsistent hours. I feel like I'm constantly jet lagged and I have terrible insomnia.

I am so exhausted all the time. I have no energy or motivation. I think I have a mixture of anxiety and depression at this point. Bad combo. I feel useless. My house is a disaster. I binge eat. I've gained 60lbs in the last year. My heart is always racing and I frequently get heart palpitations. I can't go anywhere alone, I need someone with me all the time. Every little pain in my body I get anxiety about. I bite my nails pretty near down to the bone and have another disorder where I literally pull out my hair (trichotillomania).

I don't have any friends. I basically have my husband and my mother. They are great supporters, but I wish I had more people in my corner. I have major social anxiety though, along with being introverted, so making friends is something that just seems impossible. I mean, I can hardly walk into a grocery store because it's too people-y. 

I've been off work now for a few weeks and I honestly don't feel any better. I have a treadmill I've been using 4 times a week for a half hour. I keep hoping that will help give me a boost, but it doesn't seem to be working. I have an appointment soon with my psychiatrist, I'm hoping there will be a medication out there for me that will help get me out of this awful funk.

I feel like I'm constantly worrying about my return to work. I wish I could just forget about work and relax, but it just feel like this big thunder cloud looming over me. I don't want to return, but I have bills to pay. I just feel so defeated. 

Anyway, I just needed a good vent.

Thanks for listening.",3.070007267148455,5.146829499051236,4.6357301465541605,81.79787557026931,75.64136622390892,8.280172796640962,26.013524970729538,9.021347882292716,2.1678389842141392,2114,78,417,50,47,708,258,527,0.193,0.649,0.158,-0.9369,1,1,1,0,0,0,63.0,1,1,1,13,26,28,0,3,24,1,48,13,5,6,4,71,84,26,3,13,14,2,8,3,2,3,7,3,1,1,14,20,1,1,12,1,3,4,11,12,1,3,4,11,68,16,56,71,13,68,0,3,0,0,16,32,0,7,35,268,82,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643324284453526,0.0,0.05129547317219866,0.05337246737137815,0.0,0.0,0.08723945607901637,0.06725997306003101,0.2453477197898317,0.0,0.06361304097132223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026485852456605,0.0,0.053557079948830966,0.07820247209026153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056729646160127815,0.0,0.07124888420553377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589296579056153,0.20356571312213295,0.0,0.06725315991212999,0.20794876262994333,0.0,0.10242660967917383,0.0,0.0,0.08273440433414896,0.0,0.05524663728808535,0.0,0.06657074739690644,0.0,0.14702784255738804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563473639771482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404360138628201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435837035581667,0.1945970554711368,0.13747222523191654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911410087129433,0.0,0.10053687519401708,0.06153221732138488,0.036454186168486113,0.05380046096932694,0.0,0.0707183516457597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057459909046200484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202053307210772,0.12898195550252078,0.0,0.0643410844250925,0.1274177866770638,0.18950505643553087,0.07401289948578346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365245104295263,0.05701362265665811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228545184589136,0.0,0.06791862466681398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940117111892094,0.06428856214791064,0.0,0.05676491195646927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281623374690359,0.0,0.06444069108847919,0.0698709932618091,0.0,0.1938532550053603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047152797236702786,0.14268460889626575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038851686643876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043465244294513,0.0,0.06825312581488023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123215639515416,0.13340692182591582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060636268872305436,0.0,0.0,0.06525692240626231,0.0,0.061376594217301274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041091920039853416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477813380786367,0.0,0.05100942546613475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678752869780247,0.06691558061966829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538614321765786,0.054348515186044125,0.04938074172665589,0.06343948669402588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347607572291552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278919766783179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905464707846585,0.0,0.0,0.04261404086749383,0.08220103248099409,0.06302058861954997,0.0,0.14961018595545816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265880505623654,0.0,0.0,0.05539932380340201,0.07064491966064719,0.0,0.03783345350218305,0.0,0.25725992917709,0.0,0.05767264168692472,0.0,0.0578794634847031,0.0,0.22128531682616615,0.0,0.0,0.3735774141975524,0.06514076088858026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261252434234748
anxiety,bronzerbabe,2020/02/29,"Oversharing, Consequences? I’m not gonna get deep into details, but today I accidentally over shared information with a coworker. She also told me some confidential information (so it wasn’t one sided) what I told her was a breach of policy. When we got done talking I asked her for her trust and she said “I wouldn’t hang you out to dry” (she’s an older lady in her 50’s). Now since then (it happened around 3) 

Since I’ve been having panic attacks and crying. I try to remember not to get upset unless things actually happen. But you guys don’t understand if I loose my job my family will disown me they have told me I couldn’t mess this one up, they would be so disappointed in me. I’m just heartbroken all weekend and next week is going to be hell because I’ll be constantly upset, worried, panic attacks. Can anyone provide advice? I know I made a mistake by oversharing and confiding in a coworker.",3.231136363636363,5.4297462045454585,5.260227272727274,76.94159090909096,75.5909090909091,8.49090909090909,25.772727272727273,9.188382445141503,2.443859090909092,716,26,130,18,16,247,118,176,0.268,0.667,0.065,-0.9928,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,2,0,7,12,3,4,5,0,16,0,0,1,1,28,33,13,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,6,10,0,2,10,1,27,2,17,15,2,21,1,1,0,0,22,10,1,2,9,90,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.13768667992251646,0.0,0.0,0.13787471184510475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283223815085887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865569593423977,0.0,0.0,0.12560292504313952,0.13190316255322013,0.32102793017250764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600914865579819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247170206405233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498433338662485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438740316420226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330101792820394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474308217771112,0.0,0.08018655762371764,0.0,0.11284517824208845,0.0,0.0,0.13970452132351555,0.24953662783585304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001330080052513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754117204528542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335058648769137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500542947860386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121690442585854,0.0,0.0,0.3310851074530364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983117198954835,0.0,0.13421201112102008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342762421434576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340542702100115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373610009581676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373992366962814,0.4044620016825671,0.0,0.095793069664729,0.0,0.0,0.14688307143308288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317651168998205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328706592167698,0.0,0.10022861182806768,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avoeggs,2020/02/29,"My new job is peaking my anxiety and I want to leave less than a week in. But I also can’t because I was jobless for over 4 months and the economy is shit now so idk how long I’ll be jobless again for if I quit. 

I’ve broken down and cried everyday after work for the past few days since Ive started and I walk in everyday with so much anxiety I feel like imploding. I’ve had multiple panic attacks today trying to figure out how to complete a task due on Monday whilst knowing I’ve another task to think of too. All because I’m not coping well with expectations and haven’t received guidance though this is my first proper job. I’m so lost at what to do.",3.2178260869565207,4.2111504927536245,5.012289855072464,83.70626086956524,73.05797101449275,8.128695652173914,28.29275362318841,8.548686976883017,2.014896231884058,520,20,108,9,10,178,95,138,0.19399999999999998,0.779,0.027999999999999997,-0.9628,5,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,11,6,2,1,4,0,10,1,1,2,1,20,18,14,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,3,1,10,2,20,14,4,26,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,1,18,69,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252861347409526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868872652830295,0.2726873788904104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275971887028404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729188226520954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686833440153705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577474053353625,0.1149421109418922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011727152262307,0.12732589214209702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160037586844652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537269482211076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794927336276256,0.0,0.0,0.188717381947752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707304314582508,0.0,0.0,0.15772589070334664,0.0,0.0,0.19455656945035354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225963595063612,0.0,0.13101785393442614,0.0,0.0,0.17213340657168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911178436481231,0.0,0.0,0.1701384900326907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956707904490747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294815510478354,0.14743178089465908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615047115746167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420110256439785,0.17510779335463925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893900359644978,0.0,0.0,0.12100489739011087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512330498445176,0.0,0.14296349654467155,0.0,0.1602480910436517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129751875696882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littleargent,2020/02/29,"Am literally and figuratively very tired of my brain overreacting So I found this weird code in my clipboard yesterday evening when I was writing that I didn't put in my clipboard. I pasted it to get a better look at it, then did the select all thing and deleted it only for my backspace to suddenly malfunction and my paragraphs were then rapidly deleting themselves. 

I made it stop, but still that really scared me, and my brain went into overdrive and now when I'm trying to sleep,  *every darn time*  I'm dreaming about that stupid code and panicking all over again in my dreams that I could possibly have been almost gotten hacked or something. 


I deleted it out of my clipboard,  so rationally I should be fine,  right? 


Nope. My anxiety doesn't think so I guess....


I am so exhausted I want to cry, but all my brain can do is dream about what happened and that's not exactly restful.
Are there any tips for stopping the anxiety so I can sleep?",4.195,6.232968500000003,4.692222222222224,82.795,72.33333333333334,7.911111111111111,29.222222222222207,8.648137234880735,2.3086222222222226,750,31,141,14,15,238,113,180,0.17800000000000002,0.741,0.08,-0.9682,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,14,6,1,1,3,0,17,7,5,1,4,29,29,19,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,3,3,0,2,4,4,0,0,9,1,23,2,17,17,4,23,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,3,13,103,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328975735393746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410117714859883,0.0,0.23421499939396714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538880708159914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126712438624678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222371754913725,0.0,0.16815365977698646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110938017159107,0.0,0.12897839520149926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678467820871243,0.0,0.0,0.07997915564764221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686373533506125,0.0,0.13537012516720515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855053245265272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485012317175447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642594674173568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613432606249055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257723208868464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538899395022363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806840711089107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073140222784302,0.0,0.0,0.15326203432917115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306385601672841,0.0,0.0,0.11785019240743005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225167993398448,0.25596722556849794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170104254998064,0.09808892247506748,0.0,0.0,0.0892634890873082,0.17594552323741122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393279690543301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263088855714524,0.09029187530941886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419087763272412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beardguy,2020/02/29,"I am coming down, a heartfelt “thank you” Thank you all for answering other posts. I am having some rapid thoughts this evening, but after searching for posts related to what I’m ruminating about (politics if you must know), I am very glad to have read some very thoughtful replies. 

I still want to shake people and yell “why won’t you fucking listen?! I am actually really smart about this!”, but... I feel better reading through here.

I do not wish to bring my political thoughts into this conversation, and I am sure there will be plenty of times in the near future that I have a total manic episode about it.. but here we are, and I think I may be able to put my device down and get to sleep..

(Who am I kidding?! I’ll spend another hour perusing the internet and this thread.)",6.003885160328113,6.326069731543625,6.230425055928414,79.88077554064135,66.4496644295302,9.575242356450412,31.320656226696496,9.444778638647367,2.6250351976137205,606,22,119,11,9,194,99,149,0.032,0.789,0.179,0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,4,0,1,8,9,1,1,4,0,17,2,1,0,4,29,33,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,9,8,0,0,7,2,1,4,2,2,0,0,3,3,19,7,19,24,4,16,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,4,5,87,28,2,0.16954321194627528,0.0,0.16544971795721616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778084047064235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994719318350294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604646470977342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198169249040064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572614216356574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673996746141122,0.08857933060391368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696591188777218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931765153476291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753991568231567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247510619440945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043775615536544,0.0,0.0,0.3391781854945352,0.0,0.10861372297484248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966565402630415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353974280681905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597924707978685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31218522142244776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863644436032252,0.0,0.40379511637438104,0.0988620103162668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279781811714473,0.10000097911906557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298637802183546,0.0,0.19496632652556534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crazyandhornyah,2020/02/29,"Steps to not over think with anxiety part 1 1. Realize You’re Doing It

The first step in putting a stop to overthinking about everything is to acknowledge that you’re a worrier. Think it sounds easy? Not exactly.

It’s hard for us, as human beings, to admit we’ve got a problem — big or small. However, realizing that you overthink things is the only way you’ll even have a desire to put a stop to it or make a change.

The next time you catch yourself worrying about something, pump the brakes. You don’t have to dig into the underlying cause of that worry just yet. Instead, acknowledge the fact that you might be overthinking the subject.

That simple “pause” and acknowledgment can help you come back to the reality of the situation and make it feel less scary and overwhelming.

2. See the World — or At Least Your Community

Did you know that travel is scientifically proven to ease anxiety, stress, and depression? Sounds like a perfect excuse to buy that plane ticket and plan a trip to go backpacking in Europe, right?

Traveling can help to give you a new perspective on life. It also gives you something to look forward to, which can be a welcomed distraction from your worries.

To put it simply: a holiday can make you happier. A 2002 study performed by the University of Surrey found that people who know they have a vacation coming up are happier.[1]

It also helps to give your brainpower a boost and increases your overall satisfaction with life. More satisfaction means less time to worry!

The good news? You don’t necessarily have to leave the country, or even your state to take advantage of the benefits of travel. Explore your community, spend a night at a local bed and breakfast, take a staycation or take part in a local tourist attraction you’ve never seen before.",5.7215384615384615,7.7041365384615395,6.217846153846152,73.63815384615388,68.23076923076923,10.123076923076924,30.84615384615385,10.355215969177356,3.5397692307692314,1425,58,244,40,25,461,185,325,0.106,0.738,0.156,0.9512,2,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,1,17,1,5,10,12,0,3,32,0,21,3,0,4,4,49,45,15,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,1,1,19,12,1,3,14,5,2,16,5,5,0,1,4,7,19,7,42,36,7,45,0,2,3,0,30,17,0,6,13,162,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096193848747814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539771139191197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738517633259069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563637371828804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338397182469404,0.10646271417794176,0.17338316881894855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668022032814061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294221624794605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044784092950277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088610055874923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560347912052947,0.0,0.11034546529154744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896262876716446,0.057195461010418724,0.08441121558691715,0.0804901991509121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015277346543077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023685941827283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106171212194924,0.0,0.0,0.10656216630533948,0.0,0.0,0.14216859913449642,0.04916713028048628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451141058874237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015319351719077,0.0,0.0,0.10962537066099022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676207157380607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761899839704617,0.0971977700648402,0.10703071463866197,0.09444288086300856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654049190265208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217964452299522,0.0,0.06977040863060388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629792817985523,0.0,0.3035099648663145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594515323838538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801962505378931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312244881881188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549536327618857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827741499435672,0.11528163061397767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227004002360324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686007751395517,0.12897081082960052,0.0,0.0,0.1173668165026034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105632159095205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988255116379298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40881514483652265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,g_g_g59,2020/02/29,"Feel guilty that you're diagnosed? I'm asking if anyone has had this feeling, and maybe overcome it? 
Im not super ready to talk to a doctor again, Ive been diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorser, but I feel as if im not worthy of the diagnoses? I feel like I might just be always stressed, I might not be truly anxious and dont want to seem as if im fake?",2.2559649122806995,3.5259670526315823,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,75.84210526315789,8.224561403508767,25.824561403508767,8.841846274778883,1.8954982456140352,280,10,60,6,6,98,53,76,0.278,0.64,0.08199999999999999,-0.9321,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,9,4,0,0,0,20,17,8,0,4,8,0,4,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,4,5,2,7,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223318417787738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157245792233773,0.17953302566193607,0.0,0.11111972997100136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856763886197466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838977537509925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266014035297052,0.0,0.0,0.18625166673697874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214165098462577,0.1135316326546242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149787699906083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763970534382501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965530905588599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33717549637736066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467371992115652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204096479426213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773292315751836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093734434089929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wegmanjunior,2020/02/29,"Playlist with relaxing, calming music. Piano and orchestral music! Hi there, this is a playlist that i will keep updating weekly with calming music!

[https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0HrcJgszMr9ravO9ws5Wh8?si=pYZY0ys5TcumlZMKpjIZyw](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0HrcJgszMr9ravO9ws5Wh8?si=pYZY0ys5TcumlZMKpjIZyw)",35.5774,46.73072664000001,11.863500000000005,21.13925000000004,22.599999999999994,8.9,38.25,8.841846274778883,5.5852,286,8,14,4,4,53,20,25,0.0,0.677,0.32299999999999995,0.8606,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7423887923624194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6699693134574664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hohenheim321,2020/02/29,"Nothing interesting Can’t remember last time i had a decent sleep.
Every morning i wake up with anxiety, my heart is pounding and i can’t help it, i just lay there trying to get at least a little more sleep.
They say it’s good to have a journal or something where i write thoughts and then counter them and do positive affirmations.
The problem is i don’t know what to write most of the time, and even when i do i can’t counter them with rational thinking because my mind is all over the place.
Where i live a can’t find a decent therapist either and it has been too many years living with this anxiety.
I am unable to finish university because of it, unable to work, to have fun, and the way it is going i am probably going to give up and kill myself.
Sorry for sounding too pessimistic, i’m just tired of it all.",5.1747272727272735,5.319628684848485,6.077727272727272,80.87659090909092,68.21212121212122,9.024242424242424,31.04545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.366709090909091,643,24,130,10,10,213,96,165,0.122,0.8009999999999999,0.077,-0.6437,0,0,1,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,3,1,9,5,1,0,9,0,18,5,4,0,2,26,26,10,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,2,17,3,18,23,6,18,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,7,94,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476268201379137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973222892312161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689919246329634,0.0,0.136364067002026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792629885759934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455899084852136,0.15525951621215234,0.18396409408961328,0.13575056946932865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179086539179616,0.10848341938134053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906102466669252,0.0,0.08894752370401374,0.1319278633520918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162214389332441,0.2858298055764877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408864530347025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342051795499848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529768796831891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690968941432652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744997056012138,0.15486684439073473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334243066222816,0.0,0.0,0.1287081640300246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32393011751851664,0.0,0.0,0.12459863148817997,0.0,0.1811757800247467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879182043954908,0.0,0.1037057747202545,0.0,0.12848937149479248,0.18874994355015545,0.186020667120023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098842861145762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284675470640705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782739823342317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042249176188866
anxiety,Jackson530,2020/02/29,"I hate random acts of anxiety I haven’t really had a HUGE panic attack in maybe 2 years. So this wasn’t that thankfully. 

I was taking a shower and my dumb dumb brain was like “what if you died right now”. 

Great. Thanks brain. Suddenly I felt the Fake anxiety chest pain thing and shouted to myself “Let go of me”. I know that most of it was because I worked out a few days ago and it was probably inflammation setting into my muscles. 

But for the next hour or so, my damn heart raced because of it. So I decided to unlovingly call it “random acts of anxiety”. 

I don’t have anxiety much anymore but when it all comes at once, it sure sucks.",2.054767441860463,4.054690077519378,3.7869961240310097,87.05863372093027,78.45736434108528,7.710852713178295,23.1531007751938,8.59863814320734,1.5448031007751941,496,16,104,11,12,166,86,129,0.20800000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.098,-0.871,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,5,15,6,1,5,0,10,5,4,0,2,18,19,11,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,10,0,0,7,2,14,5,12,11,4,19,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,5,9,68,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329911182702156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590852402418706,0.0,0.1487878521035972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067895593060758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829118318167972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33496260809184536,0.15319576351466982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923617621667213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096755901997344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570578558855785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405078495067353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526459319306724,0.0,0.0,0.16540683301750927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812197769239233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777843681584071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774774626544915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245168125535471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341419665897052,0.0,0.07329629463206087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072368603551992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028813140199127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955689807564274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597753422331923,0.0,0.0,0.15964078802537918,0.17602599385633347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175598269899075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611203030364217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812342794914916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413999849648453,0.0,0.1128026803323042,0.0,0.0,0.2762519747956099,0.0,0.0,0.09967219792224198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092224569918135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966133662694677
anxiety,ldrbtd,2020/02/29,"Dropped out of college with a 0.66 GPA and starting a business but I’m worried (19M) I took 2nd semester off of college back in December. I attended my local community college but only took online courses. I failed all but 2 classes. I had no motivation at all. For all of high school I’ve been contemplating whether or not I should go to college. I knew all along I wanted to work for myself and the first businesses I’d start. And I knew I didn’t need college but still felt pressured to do so.

Now I’m already $3300+ in debt and I need to pay it back starting by June. I also used to have a part time job during the first semester but I got a new job after and quit that right away. Back in November I invested into training for the business I’m currently starting to launch. I still haven’t finished the training but I have set up an LLC, business account and other operations. It’s a service based business in marketing. 

But there’s one issue. I’m worried and kind of scared of calling potential clients and doing business meetings. Whether that’s a phone or video call. I don’t plan on doing in person meetings yet. It’s just I’m worried I’ll mess up and I haven’t done anything like this before. All my life I’ve been learning how to be an employee and stuck in school. I have like no life experience. I also have no social life and am still living with parents. I have only two people I message from high school and have only gone out with friends 1-2 times per year in the past 7 years.

I also keep putting off learning from my training. Because I’m worried about the cold calling and business meetings. I feel isolated and don’t have motivation. I wish I could get out of my house and travel like others do on a gap year. Maybe that would motivate me and clear my mind. But I financially can’t. And I keep wanting and waiting for a spark of motivation to start hustling. But it never comes. 

Anyways I’ve told my parents I’d go back to school this Fall if I don’t land clients and I have debt to already pay back. If I fail, my entrepreneur dream is gone. Because I’ll have to focus on school and then I’ll be stuck doing that for 4 years and have a normal career for decades. But I won’t go back to school if I have a few clients because that is almost equivalent to a full time starting wage. Wish I could just take action and not worry like “normal” people. 

TLDR: Quit school after a 0.66 semester cause I had no motivation. I’m an aspiring entrepreneur with a business plan. But I’m worried about business phone calls/meetings with limited social experience. And I only have until fall to make something happen.",2.396729665250131,4.637481275665401,3.8890069335719097,85.55021881756505,78.44866920152091,6.330813389994782,27.61410571833296,7.436932879493709,1.6485803772459553,2085,91,404,29,51,689,221,526,0.124,0.777,0.099,-0.8714,9,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,15,22,11,0,2,22,0,39,3,0,10,7,97,83,48,0,15,22,2,2,4,1,3,3,0,0,1,13,34,0,4,11,3,7,14,15,5,0,4,17,3,44,6,61,59,8,78,0,2,0,0,16,26,0,6,40,260,57,32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109127960363207,0.0,0.1346489688969338,0.1463656167265018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050204862582920416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731956863115016,0.2814709903680704,0.0,0.11157079123340466,0.0,0.05191380757993503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688974222352792,0.0,0.0,0.06267261663615295,0.0,0.052553489089088364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742077268410394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062432958458234315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935619457438465,0.0,0.0,0.030847770850156712,0.0,0.05857780365218835,0.0,0.0,0.10378773295224472,0.0,0.0,0.04713507711041128,0.0,0.03187446470315008,0.0,0.10401774485833212,0.0,0.04879413419041997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394968528440937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289178274908323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039570946535018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367710637285978,0.12108320256356965,0.10845445710112016,0.0,0.06353104719775153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927649161657032,0.1192228409407146,0.0,0.05387169334409885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040723700492594495,0.0,0.061291318123299736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160127360860278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047417718464053,0.04705357749718708,0.058922466158411214,0.0,0.0,0.11955090893907425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134099231965277,0.18559909515922407,0.0,0.0,0.13548561510254198,0.06606634625355967,0.05823959230725882,0.08459133452656,0.05327033832632798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133047298528884,0.0,0.12978026778457968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210099346713397,0.0,0.0,0.06108023101769462,0.4322075761572299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438112742479852,0.0,0.046967385035913585,0.0,0.0,0.25909311907614296,0.0,0.1461645909638256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045870859101593456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672377980814447,0.0,0.0,0.05829631208724592,0.13556555303266826,0.0,0.0,0.05959651718592781,0.0,0.0,0.052691824400018836,0.0,0.0,0.07196888162237415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031371090238054,0.0,0.0,0.04441497241592174,0.3717430428795855,0.0,0.043338744388053865,0.0,0.0,0.15715009956933595
anxiety,choopradoopra,2020/02/29,"Is everyone self conscious? I sometimes feel a little bit of shame about how very self conscious I am. 

I'm always trying to micromanage the world's perception of me and I'm totally aware of the impact I have on other people (at least I think I am). 

I wonder how much of the world is like this? Does everyone have this low level awareness of self awareness in their everyday. I wish I could just stop observing and analysing myself constantly!",3.6692857142857136,6.160731880952383,4.659761904761903,80.35607142857144,75.42857142857143,8.009523809523811,27.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4715523809523807,354,14,62,8,8,115,56,84,0.1,0.835,0.065,-0.4335,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,15,13,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,1,10,12,4,11,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271528763971105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349260658223065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132270620737414,0.0,0.15613270358983622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112924982464756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737174553116109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887718460563158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553703985747647,0.19599490893033844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375353704373725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557143303236316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6120115005558034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934063541283776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349058824173007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530210146888338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276726398028926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613512351541898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248756443859123,0.0,0.21206826927999267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kirbysuckslol,2020/02/29,"Calming video for anxiety attacks I personally struggle with really bad anxiety attacks and this video helps me calm down. This may not help everyone but if you start to have an anxiety attack I really hope this can help.

https://youtu.be/IAODG6KaNBc",9.297967479674798,11.863761073170734,8.159512195121952,60.904796747967474,60.219512195121965,13.271544715447154,38.05691056910569,12.45797560212912,6.115920325203251,208,10,28,8,3,64,32,41,0.382,0.447,0.171,-0.8304,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372152250209766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6501924399419188,0.0,0.0,0.15906656058968754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820389449855772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830813042742436,0.0,0.0,0.18921783174171591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634459094833673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408912491162116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484282956314814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199160748660367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SurprisinglyOrganic,2020/02/29,"Got fired on my 3rd day of work (24/F) - some backstory:
I recently had been hired to work at a department store as a full-time sales person. This is my second job ever, with my first job being back when I was 20 working as an “intern” for an IT department of a retirement community (my title was intern but all I was to do was help conduct phone inventory for all employees who had work phones, which encompassed about 20% of my time there, with the other 80% either helping out any other coworker that needed assistance or just sitting at my desk browsing the web/eating snacks/listening to music/reading a book, etc. you get the picture). 

Anyways, between that job and this one I focused completely on my studies as I completed my bachelors and am now working on my masters. 
I had been looking for work in my field (I/O psych or HR) but no one was giving me a chance. I decided I’ll take whatever I can get and landed an interview with a retail position. The initial job position I interviewed for was an assistant for the executed offices, but since I wasn’t qualified the boss said she would contact the district to see if she could create a management training program so I can learn all about that. I mentioned my interest in HR during the interview but she said how it’s a dead end career and management was superior. Thought okay... let’s try it out. For months I was asking for updates on that program with no progress yet until a couple weeks ago where I got offered a job position for full time sales. Thought okay I’ll do it! 

Training was subpar. When I arrived on my first day I was given papers that laid out the entire training process which would take 3 days, each day specifying what will be done. That didn’t happen with me, as all I did was fill out online forms, get thrown around from unsuspecting employee to employee who were told in that moment I would be following them around, which later frustrated them as I couldn’t jump on the other register, and later on being isolated in a room to practice on a training register. That all took 2 days and I came in next week to start working. My first two days were good for the most part as I was placed with different employees to help me out as I asked a lot of questions. However I also had employees try to bully me into taking over other hours which I never experienced. 

On my third day I was really getting hit by the anxiety so after the morning meaning I privately talked to the manager of my department to be honest with how I was feeling. I said I have anxiety and it was starting to really get to me so I wondered if it would be possible to lower my hours (so I could gradually build up to more later on). She said that would be okay and she would look Into seeing what was available as she didn’t want me to just leave as I recently started. However as soon as that happened she had be go work a register without any assistance for an hour until the next girl came to join me. I was already getting close to hitting my breaking point so I tried to focus on putting clothes away, but I got chastised by another employee for forgetting to open the dressing rooms (wasn’t taught that yet) and had an customer not only be frustrated with me for not being able to do a return yet (I didn’t want to screw up that process) but also complained to my manager about me as she walked by. Before he told her that but after he left my station I called her over the phone to come assist because I was getting really flustered. She came over with a girl from a different department and just told me to go home now and call on Monday to see what I want to do. She had said probably part time or flex time would be a better option. Before I left I stopped by to use the restroom and burst into tears, as well again in my car. 

On Monday I decided flex time would be the best so I called her up and before I could really get a word in she said she was going to be honest in that after our discussion last week plus there not being any available part time or flex time spots open, that it would be best if I didn’t work there anymore. It kind of took me by surprise as my manager seemed understanding and made it a point to not want me to leave. I don’t know if it’s my fault for just not building tougher skin faster or putting myself into retail knowing I have anxiety, or if it’s really the job for dropping me that quick over being very overwhelmed and anxiety especially after leaving me alone at my station with only 2 days of work experience and completely new to retail.",5.6321049420378255,6.01673972930649,6.509004270896888,77.34737461866995,67.255033557047,9.947008338417737,32.473784828147245,9.888512548439397,3.118442326621924,3594,145,682,77,55,1194,344,894,0.076,0.831,0.09300000000000001,0.9569,17,1,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,1,2,18,37,20,3,1,46,3,80,2,1,5,7,125,146,63,1,23,29,0,3,0,0,10,0,6,3,3,42,46,0,1,13,1,6,20,17,6,1,8,60,15,104,14,139,53,19,145,0,1,5,1,57,57,1,18,65,512,146,36,0.045714048818806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040522746049998865,0.0,0.0,0.04734596794050347,0.05044658962338768,0.07311501664873646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326136239495277,0.047935166067861266,0.13988448888613048,0.0,0.04533605269690528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139039077981135,0.08547292940520533,0.0,0.04294985367973485,0.03515128178182902,0.0,0.02786685985748331,0.0,0.11669786563803974,0.0,0.09594814780530338,0.040430361267460815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003746494319738,0.15685408046145588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03937860525888949,0.14379093132102852,0.0,0.0,0.10949684458742798,0.05058172552290398,0.0,0.2358542372738313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955229025526752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678134352038514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046776884466437366,0.0,0.0,0.04048907860491063,0.0,0.05098324839603897,0.0,0.041350974335296685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044717111583023085,0.0,0.0,0.02311439663626853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665303971673115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910696298403317,0.043853081136261685,0.07794104227318767,0.03834277526085865,0.1096851026947008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084956479501097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192348993735946,0.0,0.04585491826097485,0.0,0.13505738907788395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721848379552953,0.0,0.0,0.047604147177424505,0.05024649141031353,0.03726305116014585,0.0,0.14521373133462415,0.09933689559826868,0.0467457121387958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677657526080046,0.0,0.0,0.03886444955589307,0.0,0.043255738311813334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049796000696312084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036488517629705286,0.0,0.0,0.033896387958535334,0.03525749263077972,0.04415091321147142,0.09723481906675363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195404513701065,0.06953518816127129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485115802076902,0.0,0.0,0.039915744155519975,0.0477614512763376,0.0,0.0864291044403255,0.05153572138115289,0.0,0.0,0.04928747644381007,0.0,0.0,0.09191049073581388,0.051210196828618375,0.0,0.04572641968964378,0.0,0.14642795124223495,0.0,0.09027421644925804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609071730311791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928453487220724,0.041616353145040176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037815133578862216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706991712860667,0.0,0.0,0.03821899175212738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311382658451317,0.03674322082316351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258369690665534,0.1865936064222173,0.0,0.0,0.13104519803667947,0.10157998055137496,0.09311051519698474,0.0,0.04465598318488325,0.04758993701289817,0.0,0.0394822606335738,0.0,0.037718877838005926,0.1078533216139838,0.0,0.1100071576005864,0.0,0.041102419924664214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406671175169268,0.04957493591322955,0.3328037199178448,0.0,0.0,0.2922655381266944,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AllDaWayJay,2020/02/29,"I took the garbage out tonight :) TW-Anxiety symptoms 

Palms doing their best Niagara Falls impression. Heart acting like he about to fight a war. Vision in and out of focus. Brain swearing up and down that the front door will lead directly to certain doom. 

Garbage still has to go out lol so....title",2.708753246753244,5.663448290909095,2.7070129870129875,89.64909090909094,84.27272727272728,6.051948051948052,26.038961038961038,7.447530270364453,1.647623376623376,236,10,43,4,7,71,48,55,0.158,0.58,0.262,0.743,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,2,7,2,0,3,1,3,4,3,1,1,7,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,11,3,1,14,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,24,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730196248365977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374533695996764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984069082566996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282862705977453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42291598371445904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743582682101908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850125557934696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709450233642992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965175610516891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,politelie,2020/02/29,"I want to support my partner but unsure how My partner suffers from anxiety. He has not yet found a medication that has been effective as such he is not feeling the greatest. He is transiting off one mediation to another this week. 

His anxiety alot of the time surrounds that he will lose me (and my kids) and his friends after being disowned by his family and leaving the LDS church but sometimes he just feels anxious for no reason.

I'm not sure how to handle this. I want to be able to help him without enabling his anxiety to spike or so that he becomes co-dependant. 

Is anyone able to suggest something for me to help him?",5.556384297520663,6.491323347107443,6.3996590909090925,76.11948863636366,67.59504132231405,9.355785123966943,36.61260330578513,9.516144504307137,3.63480909090909,499,26,89,10,8,165,79,121,0.204,0.662,0.134,-0.8537,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,4,1,22,16,10,0,2,8,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,2,13,3,17,11,2,6,1,2,0,0,19,2,0,2,4,67,18,0,0.3602930022717663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888993137037618,0.4134347408588811,0.2035142696206448,0.0,0.1259626222089914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895765711279967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698260886428853,0.0,0.1821749675420485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752134018101306,0.13918073990486587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414968047722269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074913360155066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153785508065888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814786475212623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220719313977684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852206065250836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868557773614598,0.17816949595749504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044281146563776,0.16978594537430078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504487351212004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251014760969245,0.0,0.14450265694176678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365479855210694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cogguynito,2020/02/29,"Don't fight it I'm sure I'm not the only one whose instinct on feeling an attack coming was to try to fight it: brace for the coming storm, grab any safety crutches I have, plan my escape route if needed. While these can be useful behaviours at first in helping you return to doing things you want to do, one realisation that really helped me was that it can be much better if you don't fight it.

Anxiety and panic attacks are just your over-zealous brain looking out for you. If you fight it, you are confirming subconsciously that there was indeed a threat, and reinforcing the anxiety cycle. If however you reach a point where you accept the feelings, acknowledge them for what they are but know that you do not have to act on them, you will begin to re-wire your brain to learn that there was no serious threat. The aim is to break the feedback loop which confirms each ""threat"" and ensures another attack next time.

Obviously not everyone will be at a stage where it is possible to go out and make peace with these feelings right away, but it might be useful to see the endgame and know that there will be a time when you can come to accept them.",10.284673642252118,7.1309365605381165,9.365710014947684,72.04699053313405,60.076233183856495,12.601694070752368,36.88540109616343,10.504223727775694,3.544301843547584,915,27,177,15,9,289,124,223,0.09300000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.145,0.6785,1,0,0,0,4,0,20.0,0,13,4,3,7,16,10,1,12,0,28,2,2,3,2,39,47,13,0,6,10,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,19,12,0,0,9,0,0,5,6,12,0,3,4,6,20,4,23,34,2,27,0,0,2,0,24,12,0,5,8,130,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181658720017118,0.1415777094243692,0.2065761646935773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460805981365985,0.12685346485459625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941208112940264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30144855390652714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489170805200095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901508774602302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048068421744753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484588813915862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673360457723333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099888126949332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840426651307578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338076567298727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901252858762622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323232017481982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925345970278376,0.10011382787608056,0.0,0.0,0.1435927325282986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298281866082408,0.1026869569026669,0.0,0.15841404388456806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763525860052174,0.15221203941062414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649572175563254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153042791756266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107591533814728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725247523260788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896996834945425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745967824892507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166807687874268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23322368448599484,0.0,0.0,0.07963686934087492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kiweak,2020/02/29,"I think I enjoy dissociating? I've had really bad anxiety since I was in elementary school. I didn't know exactly what it was then, but every single day when I went to school I would get so anxious it would make me nauseous. This continued into middle and high school, and it wasn't diagnosed until my sophomore year of HS.
I think I first started dissociating in seventh grade. I had an advanced math class near the beginning of the school day and almost every day I would dissociate at random points during the lesson and sometimes it even continued into the next class with me not even knowing how I had gotten to my next classroom.
It freaked me out at first and made my anxiety worse for a while, but my parents just assumed I was stressed from having an advanced class (I was really good at math so the class was super easy for me even though I don't remember a single day that I was aware of the whole lesson).
Recently, though, I've found myself often wanting to get away from everything and I end up wanting to dissociate so I can escape my body and not be myself for a while. There have been hours at a time that I dissociate and when I come out of it I just feel even more trapped inside myself. I often don't realize when it happens until it stops and then I find myself wishing it hadn't.
Is this normal? Should I be concerned about it? I think I'm just worried I'm going to become somewhat addicted to the feeling of my mind escaping the prison that is my body and I'll no longer want to live in reality. 
Should I try to talk to someone about this? I've tried therapy before but it made my anxiety worse because my therapist pressured me into talking to my mom about everything (which is a whole different issue that I won't explain here) even though I explicitly said I wasn't ready. Any ideas on what I could do?",4.508872789260604,5.783112277008311,5.645498614958452,79.31718463669299,70.27423822714681,8.656339228638398,28.843064138077988,9.057496981413335,2.38739411890049,1456,54,276,28,26,484,170,361,0.135,0.784,0.081,-0.9661,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,7,25,7,0,2,15,0,32,4,2,4,2,65,60,29,0,11,8,2,2,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,21,17,0,1,16,0,0,5,10,4,0,2,20,3,48,3,42,31,6,51,0,0,0,0,6,19,0,6,27,208,69,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161289203178673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415106124021984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057148140127744135,0.0,0.192864556943669,0.09493805324767714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789556637451105,0.0,0.07016750556024551,0.05122826338236673,0.09281242381783324,0.07150942048056846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669264580628814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239055897038653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709682184920354,0.0,0.0,0.2167880243540691,0.0,0.0,0.0852959328655767,0.0,0.08780092977900619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443196662593163,0.0,0.0,0.2775287073856693,0.0,0.14160983774285882,0.0,0.1510543337545863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498341075119574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076808427761307,0.14296390464096076,0.0,0.09214239152179482,0.0,0.0,0.08781187916301357,0.0,0.0477602459490943,0.070486369828522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431376948910735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878985729652439,0.0,0.0,0.08275965949997616,0.0,0.0,0.0948677072888226,0.0,0.08771294549318845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236923389185314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420633836983966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903595642773846,0.05609544662208953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485355981322211,0.09842328815374372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874891346076066,0.0,0.08233855899507024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331330402338654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944226491278124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076726935311758,0.0,0.08297654203865197,0.0,0.09519770284159143,0.0,0.07993856888759299,0.0,0.0,0.3402003077144505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951639448163806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120439996264358,0.0,0.0831148848965457,0.0,0.059481923529720426,0.0,0.0,0.07025881587303116,0.09626426528030364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509174722031092,0.0,0.0,0.09610379883262983,0.09757360211682252,0.0,0.16154282708781176,0.24769820385635535,0.0,0.04900273486217259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411140976708928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870185574982964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790327503530094,0.0,0.18764894175495905,0.09663856900360893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534379966598325,0.1712820598127077,0.17909272927669345,0.0,0.0,0.05411716589735503
anxiety,Blakebm14,2020/02/29,"Social Anxiety For a long time now, I have thought myself to having pretty bad social anxiety but I honestly dont know. I am not diagnosed with it for I havent done anything with a doctor to do that. I am just so nervous around people. I dont like talking to people that I do not know or even people I know but there is alot of them in a single place. I have also never been good with small talk so I am mainly quiet most of the time unless it is to reply. Sometimes I feel like its hard to breath in a area with a lot of people. It is not claustrophobia because I like small and comfy rooms just to myself.",0.9715925480769236,3.013997445312505,3.2765625000000007,89.10834134615385,82.359375,5.500961538461539,18.439903846153847,6.67199483983844,0.11260504807692273,475,11,99,5,13,163,70,128,0.171,0.78,0.049,-0.9035,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,1,7,0,16,3,1,0,1,24,21,8,0,0,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,3,15,5,19,18,5,13,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,8,83,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147461748757675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240663216318286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500100668463268,0.1352234744695615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268304081862308,0.092597014865788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417561014304615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554763967623893,0.0,0.15544674870266667,0.3560520478147489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003287175739764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680535732724543,0.1085176068666157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740676735674156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607283529341072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504413020987582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263244590267728,0.0,0.0,0.1344269881960135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914020566659942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715487808670393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212341764765144,0.0,0.15870348638004197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453721737015835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096864594538041,0.0,0.0,0.15023328382009535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418341945805944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059187321162347,0.17714857654373334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Backwoods12Ga,2020/02/29,"Possible trigger. Fear of getting sick. I get so anxious throughout the day because I'm so terrified that I'm going to throw up. I don't have like emetophobia or anything like that but it is sometimes crippling because I can't enjoy anything in my life. I experienced this when I was younger and it went away but I woke with food poisoning one morning and it brought everything back I've been told if i haven't gotten sick I'm not going to but it doesn't register to my brain this has been happening for a year. And i honestly don't understand why I'm afraid of it,  it doesn't make fucking sense i can't really enjoy eating things without OH NO IS THIS GOING TO MAKE ME SICK??? Even just my stomach gurgling it scares the shit out of me.  I've lost so much weight because of it i weighed in at 205 and went all the way down to 135! Because of this shit and i just don't know what to do! I don't want this to be my life. Anyone else ever experienced anything like this?",1.1345997286295813,3.4270836019900486,2.9433310719131605,90.23323270013569,83.6268656716418,6.042605156037992,25.05676164631389,7.348242739294969,1.2371771144278605,768,32,162,12,22,255,107,201,0.21,0.7070000000000001,0.083,-0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,4,3,4,0,18,15,4,3,2,24,41,14,0,2,9,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,18,7,4,0,2,0,0,7,12,8,0,1,10,3,18,6,22,30,2,20,0,1,0,1,1,7,3,2,8,104,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969664869906488,0.0,0.09265287609159184,0.1357704003820381,0.3271290922910041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244958986847825,0.10189069438938872,0.0,0.3231032903953486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479230727707688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545688376196356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558905957509926,0.1106936717120653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752047465105274,0.11986133293378705,0.0,0.0,0.11908990526454083,0.0,0.0,0.14910866373968207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602295480873724,0.0,0.0,0.1225017772453226,0.13846022302961014,0.0,0.22592254154308045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717664165381834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282308981224457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871890454048093,0.1942105691100869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464844959259934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690062265542694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974088384376061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897910454364246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938318522706545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488820249962767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266391276171466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720357073163354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105408527350265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803261874789069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661734790805945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794580118833893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815682156099656,0.1051789114325102,0.0,0.16135939710605934,0.0,0.24567302143940706,0.11956811976890062,0.0,0.0,0.12773326127066134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533099315604076
anxiety,EnlightenedSouls,2020/02/29,"How do you ease anxiety chest pain? Ive always got this underlining chest tightness and sinking feeling from anxiety, I would like to not feel it anymore but don’t like taking medicine.",7.9879411764705885,8.572223676470589,7.351764705882353,72.63294117647061,62.235294117647065,10.329411764705883,40.52941176470589,10.125756701596842,4.3221058823529415,151,8,25,3,2,47,29,34,0.132,0.6509999999999999,0.217,0.4854,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,0,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27992220513337096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147093857972466,0.0,0.3336308696397485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34020060381140155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690598616455798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32870837469229763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357966690061482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529403832697127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389778353979347,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jenco2009,2020/02/29,"obsessing over being an idiot since going on prozac my anxiety has tremendously improved. the last few days though it’s back to overwhelming embarrassment over stupid things i’ve said. it’s particularly unhelpful that i’m also BP2 so basically my instinct is to act impulsively, doing something I regret, then the anxiety kicks in and I obsess about what an idiot I am. I’m about 40% sure that no one is obsessing about all the dumb things i’ve said or done as much as I am....meaning i’m making it much worse in my head. but it doesn’t change the guttural feeling I have right now.",5.097721238938052,6.4044365044247815,6.1045907079646025,76.4538772123894,68.91150442477876,9.543805309734514,29.169247787610626,9.827888789773867,2.8039566371681417,467,17,87,11,8,155,76,113,0.21100000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.05,-0.9033,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,4,5,6,0,9,2,1,1,2,8,17,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,10,0,1,3,3,8,1,12,13,4,13,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,1,5,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667984442074891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191206975587769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038235048967772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206461385573923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134514500714741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344603816817134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546247746196853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853875521025875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140595253804916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001757627429362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922634365479233,0.0,0.0,0.22720080838669796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066552556289092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133674332402027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812307657380927,0.3968077743705373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253652498652888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057227635210056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658075617072088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771377386160746,0.0,0.2049252201942515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212557135715844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ashstev11,2020/02/29,I made a blog I made a blog. Its about how i deal with anxiety in my life. Ive been wanting to do this for a long time but ive been too scared. Im really proud of myself but now im worried about people knowing what i really go through.,-1.0555555555555571,0.7289960370370387,2.123703703703704,95.86666666666667,88.62962962962963,5.822222222222222,18.259259259259263,7.1686216300943375,0.12017037037036984,182,5,46,3,6,65,37,54,0.155,0.7559999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.3422,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,3,0,8,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,1,8,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749335731722466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526772682306701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392904274564174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294790184265519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469518233146796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731144796675106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689714356530546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638206087835262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991470774569736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140221581632311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24537807945688897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429140857599571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456056942583004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489010284599485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moritzwest,2020/02/29,"Please please help me understand Hi
I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety two years ago and recently and even more so than often I have these thoughts of getting hurt.  Like I’ll be walking down the street and I have thoughts that someone will shoot a bullet through my head and I’ll fall over, or I’ll be in the shower and imagine someone just coming up and kidnapping/suffocating me or being armed with guns and it makes me very stressed.  I also noticed recently that I have to do things a certain number of times, like drinking water for example, either 3, 5, 7, or 10 times (gulping), as well as moving a mouse cursor or touching something for example.  Can somebody please help me understand what is going on and how to fix it.  I feel like the violent thoughts where I get hurt or just die immediately are getting worse.  I was on SSRIs but they made my metabolism slower and lead to weight gain with little appetite as I have pcos, so I had to stop them.  Right now I’m just taking supplements.  Thank you so much for reading this.",6.2546969696969725,6.667836944444447,6.3995454545454535,78.56931818181819,65.91919191919192,9.42828282828283,33.671717171717184,9.2995712137729,2.9523353535353545,817,34,153,14,12,261,128,198,0.096,0.777,0.128,0.5511,2,0,2,2,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,13,10,1,1,6,0,15,7,2,4,1,37,31,23,1,0,10,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,13,4,1,7,2,0,6,0,4,1,1,7,3,18,6,23,20,3,24,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,6,11,102,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974151592352836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900307291497806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470690760697068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664301552349707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565472103062408,0.1284851888667746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127718445593795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176894520749127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259716267481051,0.08844297489780716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940416759986521,0.0,0.0703585760712093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270548469446628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659614927093079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650616107735473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814477520556657,0.12408044633026795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714285820790203,0.08263767637661404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158015015493293,0.0910074814457622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094748733847218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407686731625164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383382429970155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24447576552997635,0.0,0.0,0.10572479870339987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979122246213952,0.09530753634629674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350261274920196,0.14181285077305505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930824351348931,0.0,0.0,0.11397870356026685,0.0,0.0,0.08224743304430487,0.0,0.0,0.2948508815286901,0.14437792687132722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093492587392947,0.25776100287264825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214823121241223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075544040734346,0.11131135745570266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261631048530472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797233485272601
anxiety,youpieceoffuck,2020/02/29,"Well great, now I have anxiety. So, here I am, with anxiety.

I turned 30, got laid off (sweet severance though, yay!). Got a new job, work with my childhood friend.

Found a girlfriend, been together 3 years. Took a trip together and you back home, BOOM! Anxiety.

Former extrovert, now anxious (prob also depressed). I've been drinking almost every day for a year. I'd rather stay home, binge Netflix alone and have a few drinks.

I'm in my 30s and taking escitalopram (Lexapro), mirtazipine, and love hate/relationship with lorazepam.

Not looking for advice but feels good to type that out.

Thanks for reading.",3.3519017094017087,6.389333805555558,3.6018518518518547,84.03602564102566,81.31481481481481,7.026780626780628,26.826210826210822,8.139509932561175,2.1945091168091166,473,20,83,10,13,146,83,108,0.065,0.777,0.158,0.9191,1,1,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,1,5,3,0,0,0,14,16,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,2,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,4,6,8,10,10,1,15,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,1,9,43,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475882568847446,0.0,0.0,0.15123830388547493,0.15642522947273638,0.0,0.12078149158924895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466208036107697,0.17062494442440956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161354928025356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740415813770546,0.0,0.1300849927740155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959107995953241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725229698880575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763671111866533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560051417446875,0.11668816174650652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667979301507534,0.2415906866707909,0.1665150444335352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491143820788887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30299797103906395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987751364473734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683016026194074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631369392565915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586916333010644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107444211316126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215353174930108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062494442440956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609816902668583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355844849388524,0.0,0.0,0.13905141951745567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483897159647828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780385383135926,0.0,0.16428115408758578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579731808799092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995423796794716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452133486566256
anxiety,creamybby,2020/02/29,"life is so unbearable when i'm left alone :( it's 8 in the morning rn n i really should be asleep, but i'm just so anxious. i wish everything was different for me. i can only keep myself distracted from my thoughts for so long, the moment i'm alone my mind goes on overdrive n reality hits. my life is a mess and i'm falling apart. tonight's been so overwhelming i've barely managed to not cry my eyes out in front of everyone. but now i'm home, in bed n there's nothing to distract me n i wish i could reverse my entire life n never be born at all. i hate thinking abt how i can't do anything abt where my life's going, how nobody can help me, there's no fixing it. i hate how almost anything's a trigger for me. i hate how i can't get rid of my thoughts bc they're not even just worries, it's all true. the chances of me leaving this hell gets lower every day. this is my last chance at life n if things go wrong once again i really. can't do this anymore. i'm exhausted. i'm so so tired. i don't want to live this life anymore. i wish my future was a priority for my parents. i wish they didn't blame me for the things happening to me. i don't know why i haven't given up yet. i can't pretend anyone who tries to help me actually helps. i wish i could end it all n finally be at peace.",-0.9459230254989992,1.1285298904593652,1.8615242097220919,95.33946614458985,92.85159010600708,5.038258046031898,19.662782924267024,6.643151254067905,0.1924052908031704,1001,34,236,14,37,347,144,283,0.195,0.626,0.179,-0.7744,3,2,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,1,0,20,11,4,3,7,0,24,10,2,5,5,35,52,15,0,10,7,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,0,11,2,0,1,4,1,0,4,12,10,0,0,7,1,39,1,23,38,3,30,1,1,1,0,6,12,1,2,14,135,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.09084566652882764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321952815356388,0.19283324010038566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051689710995172,0.18464714769147686,0.06509302467787738,0.0,0.1532157660261583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865490657406116,0.0,0.10225865767086066,0.0600374999488742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726272164386277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245306364710359,0.0,0.0,0.061487270083756325,0.0,0.07843515020332707,0.08895467145433432,0.0836662872138765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197919862447524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727485097884317,0.0,0.10581417575147146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232212909724203,0.0,0.0,0.27573118676662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719550129623694,0.0,0.093380205827809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274563393263969,0.0,0.0,0.051161662564923785,0.07588349339765285,0.0,0.09857240063015424,0.1011461813590931,0.0,0.39452745557250896,0.0,0.0,0.08220312075558184,0.08238467240109679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939977308825453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179931932485087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932556611004819,0.0,0.0,0.09914136402159694,0.0,0.07080167655975338,0.0,0.0,0.10336913216909802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927594896690664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369415103638945,0.0596504504153188,0.0,0.14781141944931,0.0,0.1069970945224546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320426396679779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490886121640956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400225550592219,0.0,0.5352637073842629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945408010124158,0.0,0.0,0.1017829482832237,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZAF-Music,2020/02/29,"R/socialanxiety is kinda dead so I’m reposting this here Is this my brain making this worse then it actually is?

So I was at my youth pastors house a few days ago. He’s fairly new at my church and I’ve talked with him a lot since he’s been there. He’s a really cool dude and I love talking with him. When I came over to his house for a meeting with him and some other people he said to me “what’s up?” And for some reason when people say that I panic and freeze up. Idk why. But I said “hey” and then I tried to follow and make some small talk to forget about that and I made it worse. I said “is this all the people coming tonight?” He said “yeah cause the older people had a trivia night” and it sounded like it could either be a question or a statement and I’m a lil confused. But after that I said “oh” and he kept looking at my like it was a question. And so I didn’t know what to do and after awhile he looked away and talked to other people there. And I always want to be accepted by people of larger authority like him. Especially since he’s been having me help at the church and I wanna join the youth choir. So I’m super nervous that he thinks less of me now and it’ll be weird when I talk to him next. What should I do? Has anyone done something embarrassing like this? And how do you make it right and forget about it? Please help cause I don’t want him to think I’m rude/weird and don’t know how to respond or whatever. Whoever could help that’d be greatly appreciated!!!",0.42178000912825203,2.5879279648562346,2.336691921497035,94.23787220447285,85.64536741214056,4.9828936558649035,16.610588772250114,6.3317336037704965,-0.4319587585577361,1155,24,261,11,35,383,147,313,0.09,0.758,0.152,0.9492,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,15,14,0,4,13,2,27,2,1,9,1,63,53,35,1,6,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,8,0,0,23,25,0,1,9,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,15,12,30,9,31,29,8,30,3,0,2,1,37,10,0,10,21,169,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0885496362313385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043597619756095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550336311373185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344786577788528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525368453582319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129640506069312,0.0,0.1037829557661343,0.0,0.18643097341208847,0.0,0.07816490401191044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489780750256984,0.0,0.0,0.05852011420957341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285903352287073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004171900019278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824643285397088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940470246919934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973720887780367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732489468702334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523983288938082,0.0,0.0,0.0771443261903326,0.08189684187384241,0.08586085288899221,0.18170996037679008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763773806929835,0.09650354867828312,0.08515381011375986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646442285876337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774482146541719,0.0,0.0,0.09960581755864137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033002486108305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058130686337227414,0.09329634439178212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749188919464653,0.4315749631456972,0.07216048578743016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012295468347386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985646826986551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36466887410679183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628569390562735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061606841541015714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704219303729212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187918534673283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494463856397972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FemaleGoatPerson,2020/02/29,"I feel like I'm being crushed under intense pressure I have been struggling to keep my grades up. I'm the first person in my family to go to college and my parents have been keeping an eye on my grades like hungry hawks. I'm taking a big test next week to get into Nursing School and honestly am extremely stressed out by it. I'm terrified I may not get in and disappoint everyone. 
    I just feel like im going to crash soon, I haven't really had any time to really relax and have become a jittery mess. I was hoping College wouldn't be like high school and my parents wouldn't be on my back like they used to, but things haven't changed and I dont know what to do. I want to make them proud, but seem to fail every time.",5.724586092715235,4.749243205298015,6.462640728476825,82.34707367549669,67.27814569536424,9.669205298013246,30.795529801324506,8.841846274778883,2.2101715231788086,568,18,122,8,8,188,90,151,0.131,0.728,0.141,-0.1154,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,3,15,0,3,4,0,18,1,1,2,0,25,37,8,0,4,4,2,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,4,1,0,2,6,6,0,1,4,3,16,9,19,27,0,19,0,2,1,0,5,10,0,3,12,73,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997301241133334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276829776510812,0.0,0.0,0.1619684302222486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514106993439236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187804229471773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123562784914745,0.1401347088337377,0.0,0.0,0.1382528593643304,0.0,0.14830589556975846,0.2095400819876324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474428670556098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324190057588272,0.0,0.1666943227037448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494858570014294,0.0,0.14566106038121332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841208181745606,0.0,0.0,0.26070660773259513,0.0,0.0,0.08059750623289158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582400306162179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789305201024208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559687794276153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256850483979137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280530977613568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879013221686267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968444715428716,0.0,0.13350879585232567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799229340838573,0.1533151794899766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026597144833017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743076758379852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103089685064626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666244580213395,0.0,0.0,0.08650065424505307,0.0,0.11763743525856166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-impermanence,2020/02/29,Severe anxiety after sexual assault I was sexually assaulted by a guy I was dating during consential sex. We spoke afterwards and I told him I felt violated and extremely hurt and he didn’t think he did anything wrong so I told him not to contact me anymore and blocked and deleted him. I don’t want to press charges due to a massive grey area. The police wouldn’t take me seriously and the incident wasn’t that serious. It’s not like I’m okay with what happened but I just want to move on. I’ve been somewhat normal since the incident but I’m suffering from severe anxiety and can’t sleep properly. I’m not distressed in any way and in my head I’m okay just glad to be away from that creep but it’s like my body knows something happened and it’s reacting. I had a panic attack in a lecture at uni and I rarely ever have them. My stomach is in knots constantly. What do I do? I have a psychologist and I haven’t told him about this yet. Considering seeing a sexual assault counsellor on Monday also as it’s affecting my functioning. I suffer from GAD and it can get pretty bad but it’s usually manageable. I wasn’t like this before the incident and I’m scared. I’ve had nervous breakdowns and a psychotic episodes in the past and I’m scared of getting sick again. I’m on anti depressants and they work brilliantly for my depression but not my anxiety. I know self medicating with drugs and alcohol is not an option and will make things 10x worse.,1.9535321969696968,4.552968475694449,3.997664141414141,81.9455681818182,82.99305555555556,8.074242424242426,26.43560606060606,8.841846274778883,2.600241666666667,1163,51,220,33,33,395,156,288,0.297,0.639,0.064,-0.9969,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,1,8,25,5,5,13,2,22,9,4,3,1,48,46,26,0,4,12,0,2,3,0,2,4,1,0,2,13,21,1,1,4,0,0,1,12,19,0,0,14,5,30,6,26,29,1,24,0,5,2,1,16,11,0,2,14,140,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299792971907021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726284052553304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270863664385142,0.0,0.2791265739545421,0.0,0.12061853954573268,0.0,0.0,0.10008636561413266,0.0,0.0,0.1383651024225158,0.11426995330156225,0.0,0.10155113899796576,0.0,0.0,0.1034932486327476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509708427567213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143256825841512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095095157455468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104547587816374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100160652816832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677831930169097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708726461566072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204270942495843,0.2151037827152516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482153283249416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020123729012115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368297526314926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825834342599195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118510771601742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252360075808022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292672922570342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916590710526785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426998105077406,0.0,0.0,0.11610407496395267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373555100818115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435341127897998,0.0,0.09691875234740158,0.0,0.12688058115061307,0.2748014872289669,0.0,0.10060880720037878,0.0,0.12171205021771395,0.0,0.0,0.09363226247019728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144627310738447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080172390904071,0.07793188578642755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34865144760925715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395188951325754,0.0,0.1434742259676586,0.09653964045942648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854387681311676,0.0,0.12394546539041387,0.0,0.13297698584648082,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IDugMyGraveForYou,2020/02/29,"Intrusive thoughts, scaring me. Advice please! Hey guys I’ve got a pretty bad anxiety sometimes, comes from overthinking and having a shitty picture of myself. But lately and randomly I started having these intrusive thoughts that came shortly after one of my first panic attacks a couple months ago. The intrusive thought it generally about murder and although I tell myself and believe Im a loving human being who doesn’t want to hurt anyone, and I get scared and disgusted by these thoughts, i just can’t shake them and want them to go away. Anxiety’s been lower lately but god damn the intrusive thoughts really suck. I feel like im going crazy sometimes... i told myself that if i ever think its going to happen, id rather kill myself without second guessing before I hurt another living soul. (Given that its not out of my personal safety or a loved ones safety) does anyone else get these thoughts or have advice? I don’t wan’t to feel like im going crazy anymore. I don’t want to be scared of myself anymore. I want to be happy as can be again. 

Im scared of myself and just dont know what to do. I want to be the man to save someone from danger if I ever need to. Not be the danger. As a male, it sometimes makes me even want to cry but i can’t the urge only comes sometimes and i never seem to cry. Am I emotionless? I still feel bad about things, i still do things even though i know ill feel bad later, i still love but not as much as i used to. Im so sick and tired of myself being so stuck in a loop.",3.1336513157894714,4.840578378289475,4.4070052631578935,85.12483684210528,74.42763157894737,6.706105263157895,23.673157894736843,7.404127859558343,1.068513842105263,1193,35,230,14,25,393,149,304,0.27899999999999997,0.589,0.133,-0.9954,1,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,2,1,16,26,8,6,12,0,21,6,0,2,3,59,64,26,2,10,15,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,5,14,14,0,0,14,0,0,8,11,19,0,4,12,4,34,7,33,45,1,27,1,2,0,3,14,4,2,7,17,156,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673541122054675,0.062018587523901575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733630264983608,0.10704405874316314,0.0,0.1387703562192974,0.09784047395125307,0.07168606568024011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959379471765204,0.06573318738786403,0.0,0.17525026981295835,0.0,0.0,0.05953394491902881,0.07882511727712943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001981986098378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053504339534647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741348939140502,0.15370365076208045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122569433170848,0.0,0.08199692058517619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058445683288916965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924207113855014,0.12657232152273046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415029701175581,0.09996414453388988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059511076772164787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310627805671886,0.0,0.15904790348148806,0.0,0.0559563521283098,0.0,0.07707288946080834,0.06927505021370885,0.061868657720308674,0.07447764622016066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979514879711212,0.0,0.3778639411730596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740445413932659,0.0,0.07690042578690409,0.0,0.15784417361020076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836144733485103,0.0,0.06177921777947165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894348783637204,0.0,0.046701304624825996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584434780019965,0.0,0.051431360373287466,0.051877187709755565,0.053960308857089134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948184105304372,0.05321053696175767,0.0,0.08208731266007932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108959322342983,0.0,0.07679911907798401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117822249823377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448205296790956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801834254557321,0.0,0.0,0.06369231336807056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928000530392246,0.0,0.2767835032715419,0.0,0.049520658051739115,0.0,0.1676192734303705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061151346572935764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929615302276108,0.04482990588409408,0.0687389676578055,0.33326011671515593,0.0,0.08041296660655774,0.0,0.06685330155066534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060426162474861676,0.0,0.0,0.2475983731954124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744249800570885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nathanre8,2020/02/29,"Weird mental side effects from Zoloft. Not sure what to do. I've been on Zoloft for about a month now and the whole time I've had depersonalization very bad and some episodes of derealization. I have no emotion either and I can't remember what emotion feels like. I'm not anxious or depressed, but I'm numb to everything and I don't know what to do.",2.41,4.759872000000001,3.481428571428569,87.91357142857143,79.0,6.285714285714287,24.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,0.9994285714285716,280,10,59,4,7,90,49,70,0.14800000000000002,0.777,0.07400000000000001,-0.6068,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,1,15,11,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,3,2,8,9,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825830905908717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088535618961777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154422345547365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627398779460928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480659240061054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264765499055248,0.17869759347665906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746850022601234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220407809499895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25207879862010824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965659902758565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833559375390555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357507278098784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585662746456826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638884113347475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27926851295805466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slommyhouse,2020/02/29,Weed and Xanax induced panic attack...? Smoked a bunch of bowl hits and got really high. Had half a 2mg alazopram and heart rate started speeding up and got really lightheaded. Had to pace around. This ever happen to anyone? Any advice?,2.5268217054263538,5.504512418604653,3.67011627906977,81.51432170542634,87.6046511627907,6.587596899224807,18.794573643410853,7.793537801064563,1.3500108527131789,186,5,30,4,6,60,35,43,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.5913,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,7,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,17,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25939586832111355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051593812388148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560967105001774,0.0,0.0,0.2363078723373136,0.0,0.3019890942582015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401158335923024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246111938038716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347376447398242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145609839285175,0.0,0.28046379724589565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31144982204007704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34010970855146583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788774583702825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,user213131,2020/02/29,"How to calm down and have better sleep. I have recently not been able to sleep and i'm always watching over my shoulder. My friends and family think im going insane but I, I do know It was real. Someone was watching me and the police won't do anything. I'm 100% sure the camera was real. Please help me, I wanna calm down. I need to sleep.",-0.43309859154929603,1.812266605633809,1.970549295774649,93.58061267605636,94.2112676056338,3.966760563380282,16.959154929577466,5.6839178017228535,-0.3971757746478871,263,7,55,2,10,89,45,71,0.025,0.7340000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,9,4,4,1,1,14,15,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,9,5,7,10,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,35,10,0,0.19679843478613585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375206293597666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619483435156219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405222291316874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552404970420047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204598253614374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184508571067037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319098425041812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257608034998865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815527303476108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592354577000705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160255839343614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447999406894176,0.0,0.0,0.1943147124112342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5908216807864289,0.0,0.1667466751592335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185480195772124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610049063844164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tanukiroll,2020/02/29,"""You don't have anxiety because you don't sweat or shake"" as he uses webmd to check I'm still in shock from my cousin doing this. Yelling at me. He didn't believe i was diagnosed with a severe anxiety and panic disorder because i didn't have everything in the list of symptoms in WebMD for anxiety. He ""knows"" this because he also had anxiety and depression in college. He did a presentation on it.

It happened 3 & a half years ago.. but it still haunts me. I'm in denial of my anxiety since and created.. damage to myself. That night terrifies me. Because we all know i do and worse now, but i feel like I'm a piece of crap for still dwelling on it.

I'm fight what if scenarios.. and just scared of people now even if they say they're accepting, understanding of mental disorders. He still posts about self help, mental health, and all that but.. what he did to me. I'm just so confused.",2.296560319042872,4.478249875706219,4.003921568627451,84.90095712861418,78.4915254237288,7.78052509139249,25.66600199401795,8.671277953709913,2.0255080757726818,696,27,139,16,17,233,100,177,0.20800000000000002,0.693,0.1,-0.9777,0,0,0,0,2,0,30.0,1,2,1,0,12,12,2,5,5,0,12,5,2,1,2,25,23,15,0,2,8,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,10,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,10,0,1,6,3,15,2,22,17,3,20,0,2,0,0,16,8,1,4,11,91,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058289089053716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976211753456997,0.0,0.13516601413363755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771650702264649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30418451101805866,0.0,0.0,0.1405499494797626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744654804180427,0.12661810062194773,0.0,0.0,0.28594743362293645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239585784850345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121167926075778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307708757139263,0.0891210565195214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031555698672063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260286827612033,0.0,0.0,0.08361694972890994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711810819541367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609462966956125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514362775918424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706894026617115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463666410636742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648558499788142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947552202959395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920579700357407,0.12489599652107256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014091899032196,0.1409314087450181,0.0,0.10319406254953263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985003972722035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966247992591687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298686126969671,0.0,0.10774350075799874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271303821618228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803345778252379
anxiety,UpvotesAnythingRad,2020/02/29,"Just started Cymbalta 30 mg 3 days ago. What can I expect for side effects as I adjust? So far I will say that my anxiety level already seems lower however I do feel a bit full and fatigued. Also have had a pretty bad headache today. 
I really hope eventually things start to balance out and I don't feel so dull and sleepy. 
Any advice or information about this would be helpful.",2.950308880308878,5.237633027027028,4.797722007722007,79.49418918918923,76.83783783783784,7.4718146718146725,26.787644787644787,8.418075326091056,2.178488803088804,300,12,54,6,7,102,63,74,0.16899999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.4764,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,15,14,8,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,5,10,2,10,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,3,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305436245492784,0.22048258189187994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744778035052476,0.19890788775630933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914373593390805,0.0,0.19027642671467535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076776952862085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27154682361609433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040914132556625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25152894835653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671729973493765,0.0,0.0,0.24704326954386144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25304604470130965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593416828720924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977986837370832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264328527741267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35210226418086205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524399393411282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23576529333973226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668940896849727,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rotanocaB,2020/02/29,"Chest pain Every once in awhile when I get super anxious, I have pain in my chest. Today, that feeling never went away and it's been like this for more than 12 hours. My heart has been beating fast and I've also has trouble breathing on multiple occasions. I have my first actual appointment with a therapist in a little over a month. Whatever I have seems to be getting worse and I'm wondering if all this, especially the chest pain, is something to be greatly worried about? Can it have bad consequences?",4.3912499999999985,6.477962291666668,5.069166666666664,80.0925,71.91666666666666,8.55,29.70833333333333,9.188382445141503,2.789733333333333,404,17,72,9,8,130,70,96,0.248,0.679,0.073,-0.9593,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,4,0,12,8,5,0,2,10,19,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,1,7,3,12,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,8,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.17146352997008613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051187710139465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849755873961225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650813974580167,0.0,0.1467070166292638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803972761131914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888421396395697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945527682709125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359807312166995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371628178386247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821223724955967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303483493610358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584098616502922,0.1761033866132363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024670552778504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551515676294554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712095899255746,0.0,0.0,0.5608901273271212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995597529895875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352669209109116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400799421377872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654856826549302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628810512048936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054546170221265,0.0,0.1784377845105508,0.17905923686899794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chichapop,2020/02/29,"This week I had two (what i assume was) panic attacks in row. Hi guys, I’m have not be diagnosed with any Anxiety disorders, but this week I think I had my first panic attack. 

The first one, I was getting my eyelashes done, and my lash tech taped my eyes shut. For the first hour I was fine, But after I tried opening my eyes and it wouldn’t work, I felt an overwhelming power of restlessness, and I needed to walk around and open my eyes. I tried to ignore it, not wanting to inconvenience the technician but My heart was beating so fast, my body starting feeling uneasy, and I could literally feel everything my body was doing - heart beat, breaths, muscles contract. I quickly asked her to remove the tape because I needed to walk around.

For the second one, I was getting a massage face down and 45 minutes in I had the feeling again. I ignored it because I knew it was almost over, but that restless feeling is so foreign to me, it’s like an itch you can’t scratch because you don’t know how to get rid of it. 

Idk I just needed to share this with someone, idk why it’s happening suddenly - I’m usually fine with massages, and lash techs (when my eyes are not taped shut)",4.1021695951107695,5.413911623376627,4.8808403361344554,84.27151260504205,71.2943722943723,7.68637636872931,30.038451744334093,8.124751697461798,2.071455105678635,919,38,180,13,17,297,127,231,0.152,0.7709999999999999,0.077,-0.958,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,7,9,13,2,5,9,0,20,12,11,1,0,41,40,15,0,6,8,0,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,14,0,2,9,0,0,3,6,9,0,7,13,10,32,4,22,24,0,27,0,1,4,0,7,10,0,2,15,123,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015318077808727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159767340662435,0.0,0.0917924251721052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363401803514714,0.11217494575906264,0.2730130950401997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194353357074632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665648524320827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580267255654408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217878597154868,0.0,0.0,0.13751954010135095,0.0,0.0,0.1227919695382686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783974915727944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426832642306958,0.0,0.11520972350669567,0.0,0.0,0.30619164439348634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880702947064146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880948719056005,0.10610722726641274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843787058342844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181664994176086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594365593595611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058621310821156715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669143674239353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261737373834406,0.0,0.0,0.28156606142929136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101667584636683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492991301075828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768850850697223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293138368686905,0.0,0.11721331014254024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215261399808811,0.0,0.07077352201553637,0.0,0.19249832701928224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827278781054717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735453316035513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway297193939,2020/02/29,"Work induced anxiety I’ve been having a tough time at work. My boss keeps targeting me and belittling me every time I ask for help. My manager won’t talk to me because I spoke (truthfully) about her shortcomings of her training. 

Not to mention the overload of responsibilities, toxic colleagues and lack of team work. Some of the clients are awful. 

My demeanour has completely changed too- whereas I used to be cheerful, I am now mostly miserable. 

However this is my living and I can’t just quit it before I get another position elsewhere. I’m going to start applying to other places today because this is the first time where I’ve gotten a panic attack in the middle of work. 

Dreading Monday now. It’s awful. I feel like a piece of human shit and I can’t sleep or eat properly.",4.088861746361747,6.351307709459463,5.4337837837837855,76.38231808731811,73.25675675675676,8.33762993762994,30.303534303534303,9.057496981413335,2.9927644490644485,623,28,105,14,13,208,100,148,0.19699999999999998,0.747,0.055999999999999994,-0.9633,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,7,6,9,2,3,7,2,11,3,2,3,1,16,21,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,1,2,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,2,17,3,15,16,4,15,0,1,0,0,9,5,1,3,10,71,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886539496326642,0.13049133030242946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946694807613873,0.19405654603298134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796493696249485,0.0,0.14514889965589636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804483906353031,0.0,0.17884727666296368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745433801855545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371891137344162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624911568744319,0.12186060913543945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509314513872135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911971004359784,0.0,0.0969431314114729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433451112398353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161713082561096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333555648826642,0.0,0.15062306881374024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001359581416164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821719516871776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814301815270828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509536549245813,0.0,0.0,0.17070070171103266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073564142644914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371037433239226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983953581601215,0.0,0.1616875369074363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732420311779446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967298431725702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GreyOptic,2020/02/29,"I don't know what i have I cant run a self diagnosis, so let me share some of my thoughts. I feel as my mind is corrupt, theres me controlling some of it and then this ""anxiety"" i call it that is trying to ruin it. Countless times this anxiety brings up thoughts that are so disgusting and makes me overthink about it and i dont want to think about it. I try my hardest to ignore it and i even started meditating but I want to know what this problem is. I have severe anxiety too outside of this, i'm scared of a lot of situations but I've learnt to control it. Can anyone help diagnose this problem, I'm not comfortable talking to a therapist but, i think of this as mind corruption or something. Usually I ignore it but it's getting harder when its trying to hurt you 24/7.",1.3459045504994442,3.630675251572331,3.494125046244913,86.67006659267481,82.64779874213836,7.0116167221605625,26.334073251942293,8.124751697461798,1.8820193118756936,611,27,126,13,17,208,87,159,0.242,0.726,0.032,-0.9858,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,1,1,3,0,11,1,0,3,0,31,26,15,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,20,4,0,4,7,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,2,1,19,2,18,23,3,8,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,4,5,91,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350031199764612,0.0,0.0,0.1020665833566994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490531002261565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274386312030493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815787869005326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107737098798792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964127202328717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380751600774169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626402164498687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784153950750954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626538204165988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044410665171754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926562658199824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409964784578174,0.0,0.0,0.09743703007267304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947789653942613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27934979483999683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461428169475706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522799851969819,0.16490611103704542,0.0,0.0,0.1640779478158273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123759003436175,0.0,0.0,0.10331929453724203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732626647179605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948402368209411,0.0,0.18706513331370772,0.0,0.2317699421551449,0.08511708592990393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973149569522982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607668531086962,0.0,0.17219540459519658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Atlas_Marvel,2020/02/29,"Tips for Coping with Anxiety? I'm wondering what everyone else does or is experimenting with to fight anxiety when they feel overwhelmed because my anxiety is honestly killing me. For the most part, I ignore it. Then, when I'm finally alone and away from people who could be watching me, I feel this amazing relaxation and realize I've been panicking the entire time. It's almost like an alter ego that takes over until I'm safe and it does help me forget about my worries but they eventually come rushing back. I'm slowly noticing insane reactions from my body that are taking a toll on my physical health. I wonder what everyone else does to cope so I can maybe try the same and hopefully feel better.",6.170606060606063,7.483058484848485,6.846666666666668,72.09833333333336,66.42424242424242,10.715151515151517,32.84848484848485,10.746095033038511,3.9027212121212127,568,24,96,16,9,187,92,132,0.146,0.708,0.146,0.4704,0,1,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,5,11,2,1,5,0,7,2,1,0,0,23,20,11,1,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,6,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,4,13,7,13,17,3,12,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,6,8,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458114267614095,0.15081223013564313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33418302520732435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680918353132082,0.11196820823909984,0.0,0.08876496700343514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287837848324842,0.0,0.1617443716673337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543360157272848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626096190350226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822834820058816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432836906114531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782809099930643,0.0,0.142438471878634,0.0,0.0,0.22088050091209502,0.0,0.0,0.15951306283083155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478091488217682,0.0,0.0,0.09760202133597716,0.0,0.0,0.14462759715557325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110036030968347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071139664502463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628887464184726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657825492152902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768581490920533,0.0,0.10095044054565913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896727178643927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490871749160342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988623745361792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158244289482459,0.0,0.14787812549402868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway193726,2020/02/29,Having anxiety after I said something so stupid I’m so dumb I was in an online game and noticed one of my teammates lived in the same state then when he asked where I gave him my general location I can’t stop panicking Bc I was on a team of five and all five of those people now know where I live I think I’m literally gonna be panicking ab this till I move out help,1.4169107142857131,2.9982670125000013,3.617142857142857,89.48500000000001,78.875,7.571428571428572,22.67857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.207607142857143,291,9,67,6,7,100,60,80,0.22,0.747,0.034,-0.932,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,13,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,3,4,1,11,0,9,7,2,14,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,6,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227552145591098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780801306990277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937771544725624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347340609220565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253161632216737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161474304409668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386543175144577,0.0,0.0,0.20156310411871967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621773948823385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28294767821699585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289952753668532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486855732118945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905970567698441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misguidedsatanist,2020/02/29,"is pacing around my room , averaging 15k to 20 k steps per day normal ? .. so okay I know the reason for my pacing ... it's because I'm in college and I have midterms coming and its happens a lot during finals too .. but also on normal days I just keep walking up and down my room (10k)  it's almost involuntary at this point ... can someone  help me overcome whatever this is ? .. I know its because like studying is overwhelming n shit n I should sit down for 10 mins and take a break but I cant even begin that process .. I'm worried about other things as well but these things like midterms and external factors r always going to be present .. also I do I have an eating disorder so part of me actually wants to walk around n burn calories but I dont know I dont know ... when I'm not walking i also spend hrs and hrs on my phone .. i read somewhere its psychomotor agitation? I dont know .. how do i stop this",0.16918032786885107,2.552060191256832,2.4178054644808737,90.76585573770492,91.89617486338798,4.895213114754099,21.527650273224047,6.55674776486733,0.5701608306010928,697,26,144,9,25,235,112,183,0.09300000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.078,-0.5639,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,14,6,1,1,4,1,14,2,1,2,0,30,29,18,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,13,9,1,2,6,1,1,6,5,2,1,0,0,0,20,4,17,27,2,28,0,1,0,0,2,12,1,2,10,92,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.12775184813080528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109009442646774,0.0,0.0,0.3140723625688236,0.10892980014814356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308000184078834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596062553490115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276964391361917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885563987112034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003722232427358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602859023864898,0.0,0.0,0.13395630876179504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646656125556873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434083935202463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744006677874873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157656114603789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774798023260001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636116573920866,0.0,0.0,0.3597308047731485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791460236315652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129724144629274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565331753283744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176562718905544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375475550023796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094806258232755,0.0,0.0,0.13459999303396455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437993934649525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109218514551741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944882537839526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843000981589488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394507632188805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721566440297152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770618152724137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329481362687811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SatanRulesSupreme,2020/02/29,"How Anxiety destroyed my life 2012. 20yo, those who I believed were my friends to some degree tried to lynch me. I tempted to after I realized I couldn't keep my girlfriend.

2016. After years of losing all my friends and having to use Grindr to socialize at least a little, I tried to kill myself (nice experience at hospital). There was clearly a problem with people. IBS worsened. My contacts list lenght is 0.

2019. Tried with shrooms. Works for a short period of time, hours, I ended up tired of it. 

2020. Still my contacts list is 0. I tend to erase it. I've discovered keto. Help too but, same as with shrooms, not enought. I really want to die if I can't escape this constant state of anxiety, probably fueled by the fact I've done nothing for 10 years: no study, never worked (14% unemployment rate here in Spain). And now my old father has been diagnosed with Alzheimer and I have no brothers.

But you know what? I'm now high in Alprazolam. 3mg. What a blessing. It is truly a blessing. I've been able to sleep, to calmly walk in the street without any intrusive thoughts. It's not a good idea to relate on drugs for this, probably (weed and alcohol worked to an extent) but maybe I can alternate with other substances, who knows.

Anxiety can destroy your life. Any ideas what to try next?",1.80883064516129,4.518080608870972,2.898548387096774,88.53032258064516,85.65322580645163,6.103225806451612,24.12903225806452,7.4822170145007005,1.4009870967741938,1013,40,194,18,31,323,160,248,0.154,0.747,0.099,-0.8887,2,0,2,0,0,2,46.0,0,2,0,4,7,12,3,0,9,0,15,7,1,2,4,34,23,10,3,4,7,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,13,9,1,1,6,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,6,0,22,7,37,16,5,28,2,1,0,0,13,11,0,2,15,120,35,4,0.12113892087884925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946066572117151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475724045643533,0.0,0.2780128287015371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364820808942207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090813807996887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295345473777992,0.12572307450315312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239671745940577,0.0,0.0,0.14048268915745998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072931279620111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849710935597654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718325954582613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160557943600608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119686516623248,0.1279899208967792,0.0,0.0,0.11929743548828703,0.0,0.0,0.27350219318418695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767383887432187,0.13402226772812847,0.0,0.1331495657170873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112800464047132,0.0,0.12141302305700052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552346632751733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170032820043165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342980375935532,0.0,0.1288326166457502,0.0,0.0,0.116236061718019,0.0,0.12711491970249209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398247492479134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612164909264669,0.11591358711244018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760469465433968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122640595875653,0.1234858744519586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967416986953723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617077182903692,0.07063707893785319,0.13923136929508612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32898150203652643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462513320502513,0.0,0.0,0.07145087413556027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167735968747382,0.0,0.26457173147215984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601898670089376
anxiety,readthinkdebate,2020/02/29,"NEED HELP QUICK hey everyone
I have vacation right now


I spent the start of the vacation pretty okay, I was having fun (listened to podcasts, I chilled with my friends one time, I gamed), doing fitness et cerera

All the while I have a big test coming up. I need to read a lot of books in one week, because I went and put my problem aside and just not really care. 

I am STRESSED out right now

I have to make a choiche for university and I like philosophy

I went to a “a day as a student” day and I felt useless. Now I am doubting my choiche A LOT. If I knew which study, I also wouldn’t even know which city. I am thinking about a study that is more job-reliable. I was on reddit and I saw “networking”. I know what it was but I am top fucking stressed about getting a job now. The problem with me is that I know what I want, but I am doubting and stressing about everything.

I want a family, a stable job, sport hobby, couple of friends and go to church and spent time with the community I will hav. 

I have an IQ level that is 155 and I just want a stable job but I also don’t want to do less then I can do. I have been really lonely for a week now. I have not talked to anybody, really. My best friends are all in grades below me, as they didn’t pass. I am stressing about not seeing them anymore. I am thinking about not studying for a year and just working. BUT I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS IN MY HOME TOWN. THE ONLY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE - THEY ARE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS THO - are pretty far. My foster mother died a few years back and since then I have not had much contact with ppl in my hometown. I also fucked up with my crush and I am normally a confident guy. but she has been my crush for 3 years and I am so shy and when I was FINALLY talking to her I accedinally ignored her. Now she ingores me. I want to build a family with her, but I kinda know she doesn’t like me back and I am actually really worried she might change ways from being a good girl, to someone who sleeps around, drinks etc all the time because of her behavior lately (she didnt tell me, I saw it on social media) and I do want to marry “a good girl”. She does kinda hint sometimes but She is really extravert and enthousiastic about everything and she also does this with other guys. I think its just by accident and her character.

I am overthinking everything now and I have to read 18 books in 5 days now. I AM GOING CRAZY. my heart has been pumping so hard. i want to just go and run tomorrow morning BUT I CAN NOT SKIP THE TEST. It is impossible; otherwise i wont finish this year. I CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS VACATION TO END. I WANT TO GO TO MY BESTFRIEND AT SCHOOL. He has been really busy helping his dad work, so he cant talk but he also skipped me this vacation. THE PROBLEM IS THAT WHEN THIS YEAR ENDS I WILL HAVE TO WAIT 6 months for my study to start. I want to start footballing again, but my level is too low to get with my past friends. And the season ends when i am free. SO THESE 6 MONTHS ARE GOING TO DRIVE ME FICKINGGGGGGGGGGGGG CRAZYY.


And my mother and fosterparents had a REALLY bad Conversation today and Also a person i hated came. MANNNNN WTF",1.0186494316915535,3.276712430577227,2.8739534209939848,90.76764508580344,83.82059282371294,6.034151994651214,21.48163583686205,7.33818517376401,0.7285391843102293,2432,79,524,38,70,809,265,641,0.152,0.7190000000000001,0.129,-0.9765,5,2,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,3,4,40,34,3,6,32,1,68,5,2,1,3,98,115,55,1,17,22,3,2,2,7,5,0,1,1,5,21,37,1,3,9,7,3,13,15,17,0,2,21,6,99,18,62,88,11,83,1,3,3,2,48,23,2,8,48,373,120,14,0.0,0.0,0.05573768766495845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740573620685722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03884133388185994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056644446782649426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084599766512947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878384769642129,0.0476900823899191,0.0696356549058147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994048256237234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532632114181135,0.058234311164913885,0.0,0.0604219251673937,0.04920100399729745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319857352186943,0.0,0.11050669387537904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927814644021232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996646773242047,0.0,0.06694038022195775,0.055952649199823686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176540447714762,0.0,0.06370025021550146,0.037725060382619684,0.0,0.0,0.05457748160488581,0.15399849755080888,0.0,0.10768913642560787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484101629786232,0.0625685840441278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088976983761572,0.10560698995254893,0.05968226629493264,0.0,0.16230376483310302,0.14372040552028825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310908185591642,0.0,0.0,0.05116536971673291,0.05639094431510148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768359807979495,0.07656827806401423,0.0,0.0572927355304101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267181584551615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555944063919985,0.0,0.0644301573881163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055808696771297614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711719982873693,0.0,0.0,0.0381258596803024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059182267856356,0.0,0.0,0.09118005525852474,0.0,0.04198736725904323,0.08470266066954517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055962266735713424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740754662067913,0.04343984567486965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452438008545786,0.0,0.04987212408462596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621649309635812,0.0,0.16395898569333525,0.0,0.057418087719923926,0.0,0.0,0.11426436985979277,0.0,0.29272350981537826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755474783012527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057805178388620225,0.045514637552891785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724754790425012,0.0,0.057157977350160726,0.058223311655310264,0.04839481856495033,0.0,0.05648990479135167,0.0,0.12128254287482085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170807730829343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772478807023902,0.04992253808391282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979427972829367,0.0,0.0,0.09991567083292772,0.0,0.05413997997502791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032003359227765,0.04533660038510688,0.09163118848004316,0.0,0.0,0.10589555878363564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831633169653562,0.058004810133160035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390650200169034
anxiety,Tejassab,2020/02/29,"Microsoft Opportunity I reached out personally to someone on Microsoft hiring team for this role I really resonated with, this happened around a month back. Talked to one of the directors in the team then got another call scheduled with the VP. The director gets back saying VP enjoyed the conversation and recruiting would be reaching out for the next steps in the screening process (prob in-person interview). No one reached out- I followed up, he said bear with us. Followed up again twice - now there has been no response at all. Now anxiety is eating me up thinking that I fucked up by being a pest. All I can think about is this since this became kind of my dream role.",6.935548780487808,8.088800065040651,6.619258130081303,74.99035060975609,64.60975609756098,10.377642276422764,35.70020325203252,10.411451182825502,3.877976422764229,540,25,94,13,8,169,86,123,0.08199999999999999,0.8190000000000001,0.099,0.0516,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,8,4,1,0,9,0,8,2,0,0,2,13,17,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,8,1,0,2,3,0,3,2,1,0,3,3,3,8,3,23,11,2,24,0,0,1,1,13,12,1,0,9,68,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051934819230012,0.15358448628732965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872319448967497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087514046935141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500325933719615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054324629730085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560377877787967,0.1048912970187332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056991293201098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753560776425872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906559540973055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602485101863242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135155921077892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720867845050473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506000763754357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861504144581162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097325446994165,0.15965618944286647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607467806738785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010732344441507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136710337516208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572838939912741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414952779689877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261752008582146,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qwertyuiopa12345,2020/02/29,Swearing So my friends are like hey I kind of miss when you curse. I’m Christian and I feel like if I swear god will like punish me in a very bad way. Do you think it’s okay to curse as a Christian?,-1.6660000000000004,0.2457187333333337,0.18388888888889104,107.1025,95.0,3.0,16.38888888888889,3.1291,-1.4474444444444443,153,4,41,0,6,49,36,45,0.326,0.423,0.251,-0.6606,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,9,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,6,4,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152686720343391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909189078231821,0.2697476283364719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29172213077547143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931978813890904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534085758711126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194196523498346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115481262378585,0.0,0.2997103188269077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brandon9769,2020/02/29,"On 10MG Lexapro, curious if I need a dose increase (LONG READ) Hey guys, so at the beginning of this year I experienced a pretty bad anxiety attack. I knew what anxiety attacks were because I got them before from smoking weed which I quit 6 years ago because of the attacks. But this has me completely baffled as I’ve never had an anxiety attack stone cold sober, and the thing is I’ve had pretty constant anxiety (GAD) ever since. I have not been diagnosed with GAD yet but I know it’s coming (I see my first psychiatrist on Wednesday). ANYWAYS I was at work when it happened & had to leave immediately because it was so bad, I was thinking to myself that I could get through it and sleep it off & that everything would be back to normal in the morning. Boy was that not the case, I woke up still feeling pretty much the same so I immediately booked an appointment with my doctor and took a medical lay off from work (still not back to work). Once I was able to get in to see my doctor I was prescribed 10MG Lexapro & 0.5MG Clonazepam (klonopin) for the really bad attacks & yes I know the risks of Benzos which is why I’ve only used 5 pills in a span of 2 months. I don’t even want to get into how bad it was starting this medication and I seriously don’t know how I made it through the first month but I did. I had constant HORRIBLE anxiety, insomnia, complete loss of appetite (lost almost 30lbs in 1 month), vomiting, nausea, dizziness, worsened depression (still present), muscle twitching (still present), total loss of libido and much much more... but I did find relief around the 6 1/2 week mark which was truly wonderful but now fast forward to the 8 week mark and my anxiety is returning which is fucking horrible because I thought I was getting better and would just continue to get better! I also have hardly left the house in the past 8 weeks, sleep 12 hours a day, and have ZERO motivation to do anything. I don’t even want to hangout with friends. I did try upping to 15mg at about the 2 week mark for a week, then did 20mg for a week after that which was way too much way too quickly. So I dropped back down to 10 where like I said, found relief at the 6 1/2 week mark. So I guess what I’m asking, is should I bump up to 15mg now? Or try a different SSRI all together? Any advice would be greatly appreciated and thank you for reading!!

ALSO! I know this may sound super weird, but I take my pill at 4pm & almost always my anxiety will spike around 1-2 hours after taking it and will last until around midnight. Then after midnight until early in the morning I will feel completely normal and anxiety free!! I think it’s super strange & was curious if anyone else has experienced something similar.",5.879513367729832,6.118758829268295,6.535956261726081,77.86961919559101,66.71106941838649,9.514282363977486,32.79133442776735,9.354420925462401,2.86681055347092,2148,86,410,38,32,706,258,533,0.135,0.72,0.145,0.9263,1,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,1,1,14,33,28,6,1,26,1,46,14,2,5,4,69,86,35,0,12,13,0,3,1,1,8,11,2,0,2,25,19,0,0,14,4,1,4,7,17,0,3,30,10,45,12,61,45,9,86,0,4,2,1,8,27,1,8,55,269,70,9,0.05416206642498034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052926544462290614,0.048011403933657805,0.0,0.10847097166066456,0.0,0.0,0.08662676990368229,0.04506717809826172,0.3521074580567632,0.0,0.036832062465383744,0.0,0.3314706605361196,0.0,0.0,0.03787137617511658,0.055495437629280164,0.04457076576061561,0.144647166429429,0.050634220765826514,0.30808584824098784,0.0,0.12494185756791285,0.1808922524553305,0.13206677191417068,0.0,0.04608792930296991,0.0,0.0,0.0958038926385064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665582438800833,0.17036368851046665,0.11705990475759186,0.0,0.04324400283289049,0.0,0.0,0.034930052128152235,0.0,0.04664970844738218,0.054973357318813455,0.0,0.05658783160589941,0.0,0.11087434005846143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452454565735053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154706811817066,0.048992689918216994,0.0,0.0,0.04867737291256854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054771936344955634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049503147483866285,0.09214045206476763,0.0,0.059385910244049774,0.04184547816512497,0.0500719576539833,0.14148722125099697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433183523189866,0.059713869442432274,0.05966562245247725,0.05362896110868353,0.047895336466638856,0.0,0.04851857300274876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667745062230556,0.0624957527161896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190642209870522,0.044149313051067736,0.0,0.057349807959033085,0.05884724364680868,0.0,0.0,0.026460849823596002,0.0,0.0,0.047931724405273435,0.0,0.0,0.05912429358645505,0.0,0.0,0.05124945683529573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912516756956682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969493405249302,0.0,0.1592614031583855,0.0401604859690712,0.04177312461242681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061346508018309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057680833083980476,0.0,0.041192692152384254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170382096820367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530687950570178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760802458350231,0.1083534468987209,0.0,0.03469760665081625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05152052815856757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632030910866009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480342104209475,0.0,0.10840236324321097,0.0,0.0,0.04169660485310258,0.0,0.0,0.038336189386227085,0.0,0.17301558484393076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144626679850166,0.0,0.0,0.049865153861004465,0.0,0.0,0.03598287026714909,0.06940973039347609,0.0,0.04299863077990634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017604867902709,0.07354497562229488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046778635415121915,0.0,0.0,0.06389238013641266,0.08598265458294482,0.3041187987644469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048872840578020216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873645063882165,0.11829188827345045,0.0,0.0,0.1154255340081112,0.0,0.0,0.06975719000917195
anxiety,weltonavesw,2020/02/29,"Has anyone had their anxiety get better after taking anti-anxiety meds in the short term? Basically the title but my Dr recommended me anti anxiety meds and I am having anxiety about taking them. (go figure)

I've just heard really bad experiences of people trying to function without them after being on them for a bit and don't want to end up there. 

Had anyone here had their anxiety get better after taking anxiety meds for a short time? Aka, after a few months, no longer on the meds and don't need them?",4.297963917525774,6.308901309278351,6.291327319587634,71.55286726804127,71.98969072164948,8.973711340206185,23.465206185567013,9.516144504307137,2.3930216494845364,405,11,66,10,8,141,61,97,0.20800000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.075,-0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,6,2,4,3,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,0,9,18,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,1,9,2,15,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,8,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916646079308978,0.0,0.0,0.18026454508492654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762897632590276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800920996360305,0.14072915538701847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417017478260702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609228515730891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346934394789672,0.0,0.07325878751897273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572730587905905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288948474210123,0.0,0.0,0.09558025697467157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936540506335346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257883539171203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907580021401004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516462425555277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751696474226545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760305803677873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425830263708025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peacefulabode,2020/02/29,"fearful of police abuse Let's say I cannot financially support myself in my 30's, living under my parents...

have had very loud yelling arguments with family, (no violent behavior though),

been involuntarily admitted to a psych ward a few years ago, 

and that i hate psychiatry.

and the police know all of this...

should I have any reason to be concerned that the police will find ways to get my on medication behind my back (in my residence, in my food when I'm at work)?",9.275898876404494,7.313754988764046,9.925702247191015,63.529901685393284,60.91011235955056,13.394382022471907,37.98033707865169,12.161744961471696,4.597896629213484,370,14,67,10,4,127,68,89,0.214,0.7709999999999999,0.015,-0.9629,1,0,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,1,4,0,9,2,0,1,1,9,15,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,10,1,13,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,47,13,2,0.0,0.2681969264748464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006524929804649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393103616598214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740551420745335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338994696002764,0.2547154066157493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688688809730968,0.0,0.27371269696431016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826258489803865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348142098322052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440030288866875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146614163866175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998780455465331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280316250489238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513435003183576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327334729200781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000877284520753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568680989608978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239534591345905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867688547386021,0.0,0.17967225056557162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479114221996274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576697338400404
anxiety,bunnypaint,2020/02/29,I have mental breakdowns everytime my mother contacts me because she is emotionally abusive. She starts texts by asking what I ate then demands I move back or I cut my hair and so on. I stopped answering because I knew if I didn't I would lash out. Now she tells my dad not to pick me up because I am going with her which is not true I am trying to stay far away from her. My doctor said she has to go to therapy with me but my mom puts it off and doesn't answer therapists calls. She tells my family that I have to listen to her and they side with her. I just started crying because I thought her car was in the driveway which it wasn't. I just feel lost... I am eighteen but she still treats me how she pleases and bosses me around. I am living a nightmare that I wish I could wake up from.,0.7159303882195474,2.8809844216867475,2.4367871485943766,94.01781793842035,84.30120481927709,5.13467202141901,21.27041499330656,6.42735559955562,0.2499676037483267,618,20,136,6,18,203,100,166,0.07400000000000001,0.88,0.046,-0.3517,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,4,1,0,2,0,15,4,2,3,1,30,28,11,0,4,8,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,7,9,1,1,5,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,8,4,42,2,20,18,0,23,0,1,0,0,23,10,0,2,7,104,49,2,0.0,0.18771201509369034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103506575211924,0.14810937880002795,0.0,0.14884890905986006,0.12182183399962827,0.0,0.3863064791457054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177334029070595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264923662206084,0.0,0.17402640617026702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621584116685451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821088007819516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493524085868271,0.0,0.08010627343554456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007727802537865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989537909953273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294355996074534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596587919630142,0.0,0.0,0.18554969172399927,0.0,0.1683845566892218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390705586911392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926452717622766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070190289498445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242731934915612,0.16886383546857106,0.12652130518839158,0.13245342510575625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769472038899915,0.0,0.1811769407565909,0.1839478454011388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577463221003785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075626373678972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821851009413367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254315020577828,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jennalm96,2020/02/29,"Anxiety about cancelling on friend My old room mate moved an 40 min drive away and keeps asking me to come hang out but she works down the street from my place. I asked her to come over since she was already here but she said she had stuff to do. I told her I had to make dinner for my boyfriend so I wouldn’t be able to come out until after. She said to message her after dinner. I don’t know what to say but I don’t want to drive 40 mins there and back after 7 pm and I feel bad because we haven’t really hung out since she moved out cuz I keep bailing on going to her place, but she also can easily come see me anytime after work. Idk what to do and why canceling on her gives me anxiety.",1.370567888487351,2.9272825771812085,2.739060402684565,95.83912235415592,78.93288590604027,5.926897263810017,18.172947857511613,6.67199483983844,-0.24795962829117224,540,10,128,5,13,175,86,149,0.076,0.878,0.046,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,2,0,25,29,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,3,13,2,2,2,0,0,10,4,1,0,0,6,5,27,1,28,21,0,33,0,0,1,0,23,14,0,0,9,85,30,2,0.13783110688854566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210005383910227,0.1102234863817626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088083901881569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577069582180508,0.0,0.12949686204437902,0.1059836133908037,0.1150832170427547,0.08402056345717539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749171767368826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969154900423408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648797127724682,0.0,0.0,0.13222015703403667,0.07833259436386518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450212415187181,0.0,0.0,0.07574837175109575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200333412418947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929853076614625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463056099174915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880083416856662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829813644000202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221789131378875,0.1096088283333218,0.0,0.0,0.10983354713660508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280306318511265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778364158397573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170352925432807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129635792370601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437113570964348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068537475084294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jetstarpartypoison,2020/02/29,"I lost my cat. (Possible trigger?) Putting possible trigger in the title just to be sure. I don’t want to assume what would and wouldn’t be triggering for others. 

He’s about a year and a half old and I’ve had him since he was 11 weeks. I’m all he knows. I had to move recently but he’s been at my friends, brothers, and several hotel rooms and never tried to get out. He’s so scared of everything but he trusts me so he sticks with me. I’m staying in an RV in the mountains right now, 3rd day here, and I woke up to find the door wide open and he’s gone. I’m so scared, I can’t lose him.",-0.7203589743589731,1.2290687076923101,1.5869230769230782,99.12141025641027,88.84615384615385,5.312820512820513,18.666666666666664,6.742157984588678,-0.1033948717948716,452,13,114,6,15,152,81,130,0.121,0.794,0.085,-0.773,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,2,6,0,10,0,0,3,3,25,19,12,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,10,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,7,0,11,3,15,8,1,21,0,2,0,0,12,10,0,1,7,62,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248937905594118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404788275780678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700047257870274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962017138249312,0.0,0.10117863731164116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642971433680942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216654462663724,0.21140126310342586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582846784980965,0.0,0.0,0.14936146837730552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321214746773336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366419983395437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468040452195226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121452660676205,0.0,0.0,0.16538340551539876,0.0,0.0,0.3877721303623852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187791207334948,0.0,0.16019641377708216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641432452672834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825209598871616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148149261799907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422487309528052,0.0,0.15534126569258802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375695291142402,0.0,0.0,0.12470980356764046
anxiety,savannahpearlb,2020/03/01,"Just anxiety things friend: hey I’m going to put you down as a reference for an apartment 

me: sure, but do I have to answer a phone call? what am I? A friend? coworker? what do you want me to say? 

*anxious on the inside*",-1.5580434782608703,0.2721748260869603,1.2742391304347829,96.16831521739132,105.08695652173913,4.908695652173913,16.619565217391305,6.6274283507984215,0.05683478260869634,166,5,38,3,8,57,35,46,0.027999999999999997,0.753,0.21899999999999997,0.8446,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559206436195318,0.3779327017285093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416006872954931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516926436253028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901256468749104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363030759420916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26603803383904073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152980927108873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222521728626646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973191717233477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousshell-,2020/03/01,"How to truly defeat anxiety? Hey guys, I’m new here. I made this account because I want to discuss the topic of anxiety with others who go through similar stuff. So a little about me:

I’m a female in her late 20’s and I’ve been depressed and anxious since I was very young, I know for a fact my issues were caused by my childhood and the environment I was in. But it got steadily worse. Depression remained similar to how it was when I was younger but in the recent months my anxiety has significantly increased. My very first panic attack took place about two months ago and just like many I thought it was a heart rate and that I was dying. Called the ambulance and they of course couldn’t find anything at the hospital. I have social anxiety, health anxiety and just anxiety about many other things, in general. I am terrified of flying, trying new things, being alone, and the list goes on and on. My health anxiety has been awful lately and I am most paranoid about my heart regardless of there being multiple tests confirming that my heart is fine. But you know how the mind of an anxious person works...we can feel the danger and it feels so damn real.

Anyway, I’ve had several panic attacks in the past months and weeks and I can honestly say that anxiety is much worse than depression, to me at least. I really want to find a way where I would be able to finally be less anxious, and reduce or completely eliminate panic attacks because I swear, panic attacks plus that constant feeling of being anxious are the worst! 

So because of the recent events I decided to try Prozac 20mg that my doctor prescribed but I’ve had awful experiences with antidepressants in the past and they never worked on me, but I was hopeless so I tried it. I’m one week in and I feel like the side effects aren’t worth it, plus I don’t wanna be dependent on a medication that most likely ends up needing to be increased as it loses its effectiveness...and many other reasons. I do have Xanax, the smallest dose and strength in emergencies where I just cannot calm down during a panic attack. 

So I looked through reddit and other parts of the internet and I found someone post about this book titled “dare”, which basically takes parts of its approach from the CBT, and that’s the good ol accept and face your fears approach. I wanna hear from anyone and everyone who’s struggling with anxiety and how they’re managing it, dealing with it, or how they’ve overcome or reduced it. So this book basically tells us to just let the panic attack subside by itself by simply allowing it to happen or even encourage your body to make the panic attack more intense, which usually does the opposite and goes away. Same for anxiety. I this book makes sense, however...this is kind of what I’ve been doing all these years when trying to manage constant anxiety, I wouldn’t be medicated, I wasn’t on drugs or drinking or doing anything else like that, I was simply, “allowing it to happen” to the point it became my reality, yet it never truly subsided...that’s why idk if this dare technique would work for me. I really wanna hear from everyone but mostly those for whom this technique is working...please tell me about your experience. Everyone is welcome, let’s have a discussion",7.186133364204679,7.2409767034035655,7.502971058115307,72.66841815235011,63.975688816855744,10.681898587636027,34.32225052095393,10.355215969177356,3.5877807733271587,2594,103,454,56,35,848,286,617,0.235,0.6859999999999999,0.079,-0.9988,2,1,2,0,0,1,65.0,1,4,2,7,30,38,9,9,30,2,50,15,5,14,4,95,76,53,1,12,17,0,4,4,0,3,9,3,0,2,46,30,1,0,14,4,2,6,8,25,0,3,20,8,52,13,71,42,14,61,0,6,1,0,26,24,1,11,33,327,98,9,0.04870790907567831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431766225285249,0.0,0.0,0.050446704265611285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098755883583246,0.22010429240162327,0.0,0.034057702541009684,0.0,0.08016491797292828,0.0,0.0,0.3878859479295244,0.04576268394291952,0.0,0.0,0.08907566784619925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054103506570987836,0.0,0.0,0.04973622103697604,0.0,0.0,0.05003643983177822,0.0,0.0,0.051069315959098416,0.1052718918181936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050215715499913965,0.1258561521434502,0.0,0.05055111963345471,0.0,0.0,0.04985460886978462,0.04262461946893306,0.0,0.0,0.04771520759951213,0.05648571079010708,0.0,0.04068920797034836,0.0,0.04314075016769623,0.0,0.0,0.032171114569254394,0.0,0.0,0.13962748336019198,0.0,0.0952913627819737,0.0,0.05480993931492623,0.09851272935031513,0.034796939975964995,0.0,0.05335713356861908,0.08903629295399164,0.041430922577325086,0.0,0.053405708228471085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027681827201913117,0.04085388320158534,0.03895616443999374,0.0,0.0,0.0482284878314776,0.08614448627056466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354845932586644,0.10979470702258834,0.1731573203223521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083840236294492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072179192732818,0.05353718601224799,0.0,0.10988928600910274,0.0,0.0,0.099614274183372,0.0,0.09518489617142484,0.048818120920673946,0.0,0.0,0.040902376223199685,0.054491691255060586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608860127537852,0.06502581506225556,0.14814652438232953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813618812363377,0.0,0.0,0.04918110310236701,0.0,0.11663456497094345,0.0,0.03580591757447151,0.03611629740394057,0.07513308445302005,0.09408480420696556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03300573976027445,0.0,0.0,0.4000376561651813,0.0,0.10549183795574107,0.0929944212550538,0.0,0.0425298674532475,0.050889398034095486,0.05346665745451578,0.046044717864061134,0.0,0.046648712784842464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055440264046491786,0.0624070675823452,0.050079842820598304,0.09618636809259568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873448428929907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502607310040583,0.0,0.04029168572104522,0.0,0.0,0.04965157937102605,0.041270053296682964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092008218677605,0.05575890262650418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662228585083288,0.0,0.08514571884027812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471874095431035,0.0,0.0,0.03866863907984842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411627917947755,0.1322778919650504,0.0,0.047580549630937816,0.0,0.058589617371377224,0.0,0.053644880445297916,0.08037825218467254,0.057458373502487586,0.03866207105772415,0.07814109328944982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395131191018243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091987583098218,0.0,0.09927504116240914,0.06920140221835754,0.0,0.0,0.0313662964932084
anxiety,Djshrimper,2020/03/01,"I'm too afraid to do anything with my life. I have extreme anxiety. I can't even leave my house, doing new things scare me. I'm pretty sure there's more than just anxiety wrong with me, but I'm too afraid to go to a doctor or therapist. 

It's nearly my 20th birthday and I've never had a job. I've never been in the ""real world"". I've searched and I've applied but I can never take it further than that. I can't do phone calls or interviews. My parents have never guided me, my father was absent and while my mother has been here physically, I have never felt like she's been here mentally or emotionally. 

All I can think about is dying before I've ever lived. 

I'm scared that this is all life will turn out to be. I'm just always scared. I'm sick of it, but I feel like there's nothing I can do about it. I'm not asking for help, that would be pointless since I'm not in the right mindset to help myself. I just needed to type this out.",1.3061691542288545,2.9627775522388053,3.2654975124378147,91.53963930348259,79.44776119402985,5.8597014925373125,19.624378109452735,6.691623216298621,0.09485273631840753,732,17,164,7,18,247,106,201,0.157,0.818,0.025,-0.9758,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,5,4,0,24,4,0,0,9,33,40,10,1,2,11,3,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,6,2,20,3,19,30,3,17,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,10,108,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671543805257212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962239385366121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553997372793428,0.0,0.11989774548773525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913249446812184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095901784223932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310470397622462,0.0,0.0,0.13127074145102652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442655618157026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470883953462235,0.1160107330127692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484776090590176,0.0916228251394468,0.1231414556365155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728882256604499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192841878008228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798489519339653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726972408645446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357997136016635,0.0,0.0,0.18117551205081814,0.1253143107390293,0.0,0.11324833507560997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924724523695816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509678736150808,0.494576927150865,0.12386600043118925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306067639119872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240800116540742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047778009006766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597816997486165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095259940735552,0.0,0.0,0.3852060723952684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609088264493276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208754258542556,0.0,0.0964290910360328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890975932524025,0.08520453076905203,0.08217831797567582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950069389922454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110611420482044,0.14022277166866925,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Green-Biscotti,2020/03/01,"I want to stop thinking Hi, everyone. Lately things haven’t been easy for me. I am really insecure in my relationship which has developed into daily anxiety attacks regarding whether I am good enough for my boyfriend or if he really loves me. Therapy has really helped me a lot but I have realized that when I am alone, especially when I wake up, I can’t stop thinking about stuff and that’s when my panic attacks start. Lately I have been trying to go out for runs which really makes me feel better but I don’t know. I feel that thing is still inside me and about to explode at any second. I work and it’s usually during my time off that I have anxiety attacks. Sometimes I go to my boyfriend when I have those thoughts but I have the feeling I am overwhelming him and I don’t want to lose him. Most of my anxiety attacks are related to our relationship so he gets emotionally drained for having to prove every day he really loves me and is not cheating on me. I want to find another way. I wanna be able to wake up and not feel anxious as soon as I open my eyes. Does anybody have some advice on what I could do? Thanks so much. 

Ps: sorry if it’s a bit confusing. I tried to type everything I am struggling with.",2.6272988077496287,4.641232676229514,4.40430700447094,83.2400223546945,76.74590163934425,8.370789865871833,26.2548435171386,9.095868883498916,2.2763262295081965,959,37,192,24,22,324,131,244,0.18,0.7,0.12,-0.9399,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,3,10,16,5,5,3,0,26,5,3,1,1,42,45,21,0,7,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,2,11,0,0,3,6,11,0,1,3,5,40,5,30,40,6,28,0,2,1,2,12,10,0,7,14,141,53,2,0.10083551837601157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853530153060504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443518663633844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857161029294973,0.105734833028059,0.231416686676094,0.11391543407570215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588598369631649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918082169209866,0.11008626989631466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050895636243828,0.0,0.0,0.06503056743822558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882418416494148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342638608328602,0.0,0.10419004551554033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495827323203621,0.09635265901948607,0.09062446200460038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394187143695244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921618370062331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268239651892455,0.0,0.11461429769704047,0.08457604870503302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758792244593707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055416563822831284,0.0,0.2274937136283417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280915233606938,0.0,0.08572675181102428,0.1820159844316691,0.0,0.06730849151662016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741257082898153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183087545881098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229890755634397,0.0,0.0,0.216519220193073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972890603140404,0.1128771072964627,0.0713718989041058,0.0,0.08052737522963195,0.168606016955946,0.0,0.10541517754488357,0.11543254385412773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928357976414816,0.11531420316553463,0.0,0.1339812756616429,0.12922265723113807,0.0,0.08005213815385102,0.058798001662810725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692139592009536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105607755644456,0.0,0.17842620388910024,0.08003854097983609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340945832296407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dzmnb628,2020/03/01,"Does anyone else have extreme anxiety when it comes to stomach aches? My biggest phobia is throwing up. Obviously no one likes to do it, but my fear of it is so strong that whenever my stomach hurts just a little bit I get extremely anxious and can sometimes have a panic attack. I’ve been like this for a few years but it’s gotten so much worse the past year or so and even more so recently. 

I feel like if I throw up, I’ll die. I know it’s irrational, and I even had food poisoning back in November, I obviously didn’t die, but I’m still convinced I will if I get sick again. 

It’s gotten to the point where it’s affecting what I eat. I dread eating because I’m anxious that something will make me sick. I do it anyway bc I know I have to and I like eating, but if I overthink it, it’s hard to bring myself to do it.

The worst part is that I can’t even tell if any stomach pain is completely in my head or not. So even if it’s very small and barely noticeable I’m telling myself “it’s nothing” but then the other part of me is saying “what if it is actually something.” It’s an endless cycle. I can never tell if my stomach hurts because I’m anxious or I’m anxious because my stomach hurts. 

I have a few coping mechanisms. I chew mint gum even if I think it’s all in my head to trick my brain into thinking that the gum is soothing my stomach. 

Do any of you suffer with something similar? Do you have any recommendations or coping mechanisms?",1.3156699889258014,3.3827600631229235,3.494428571428571,87.87973809523814,81.25913621262458,6.272469545957918,24.651273532668878,7.42949916751922,1.2166597120708746,1133,44,237,17,30,387,140,301,0.28300000000000003,0.648,0.069,-0.9974,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,17,18,3,3,10,0,25,18,9,2,4,38,42,29,2,8,19,0,2,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,24,8,5,0,5,0,0,4,5,12,0,1,5,4,35,6,18,35,9,25,0,4,0,0,6,11,0,12,14,164,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.08801445063000639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840011026595449,0.0,0.0689966872106509,0.4075654709059672,0.0,0.06306439289595424,0.09241243482684383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260650095899597,0.0,0.06935213513568561,0.0,0.16494074747872553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846638165105094,0.0,0.0,0.1006841791977482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769248274698969,0.09456467014162633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721025976757286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892768885371923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768670143704147,0.07534390186705672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978550603425508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149115441353676,0.045603820908943306,0.06443323332156088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906060988472917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424326878929123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079437980938296,0.0,0.1851261698801956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28965743120855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913440664867873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625315984503828,0.09039614913767208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020390753791829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630154958918966,0.0,0.0695616850802658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865417243198432,0.1026842702686236,0.0,0.0,0.061116481288107975,0.0,0.09597072222705992,0.10582096198649864,0.0,0.19533844680645807,0.08609853691832035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526065945481792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905378895305982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172435465666335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083027872072292,0.0892022641168512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720275041582072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364955354762707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155828742028268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441790399632171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919134253564156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616147292124672
anxiety,DuchessofYanks,2020/03/01,"My worst fears came true last night. I was deliberately not invited to an outing and then rejected by my best friend and our mutual friends. 

So thankful to my boyfriend who has made this easier by being a shoulder to cry on. I was in pieces last night because we all know that social inclusion taps into our most basic human needs. 
So basically I brought my best friend some takeaway, drinks and snacks earlier in the day. The day before he decided not to come out because his new gf said she doesn’t want them going out as much anymore and drinking etc. He told me he would get ahold of me if they went out. I went to dinner with my bf and we happened to go to a bar in town and guess who’s there? My best friend, his gf and all of their friends and their girlfriends. Everyone was drunk and ignored me when I said hi. He brushed me off and they made it very clear I was not invited or wanted there. 

I feel betrayed and hurt, we’ve been friends for years and after all that talk about not going out there they are. We’re all in our 30s so this feels extra humiliating and childish but here we are. Just wanted to get this off my chest and move on, although I know I’m gonna be upset for a few weeks as they were my only friends.",4.559447211155375,4.965807302788846,5.0548182270916335,86.76318351593628,69.597609561753,8.187350597609562,27.63969123505976,8.07648339933343,1.4873922310756966,967,30,210,12,16,309,146,251,0.08800000000000001,0.784,0.128,0.8663,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,6,0,7,3,10,18,0,2,6,0,13,8,2,2,6,55,41,25,0,6,8,0,2,0,11,2,0,2,0,1,8,25,6,1,5,4,0,9,5,6,0,0,15,5,36,12,32,22,15,35,0,2,0,0,40,14,0,5,12,142,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268462094167366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623498390700194,0.0,0.08810556856267329,0.0,0.3259789483651649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842305653898005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919120465238223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137346732101336,0.13355046100872894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286107112361149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547532757036467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989376422379588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651215154473898,0.10470664805155168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599673907880216,0.0,0.10819155697557924,0.0,0.176533815926316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406183070764607,0.0,0.09156076037076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084253504996112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138065979985352,0.16879909281431385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594555890411608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004745170652093,0.07611437901189498,0.07677416849861095,0.0,0.1000003202232502,0.0,0.1943319959461388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874742080198238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698196446275604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554677513640684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322214833362201,0.0,0.09532642925890512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989376422379588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854319783646564,0.18321308520076016,0.0,0.08305415967439865,0.0,0.0,0.1919666610008287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355239180294068,0.0,0.0,0.06667686073169357
anxiety,wookieedough,2020/03/01,"Can’t get a satisfying breath For the past 3 days I cannot stop trying to get a satisfying breath. I have a pulse ox and am getting plenty of oxygen but when I start thinking about the really deep breath and how good it feels, I have to do it. And then usually when I can’t, I start to panic that I’m suffocating. Help, it’s taking over my life.",1.040849420849419,2.8539096486486493,3.522046332046333,88.64013513513515,80.8918918918919,6.93127413127413,18.679536679536678,7.957251820313856,0.5118671814671809,270,6,62,5,7,94,50,74,0.063,0.754,0.183,0.7502,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,7,4,3,1,0,8,16,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,16,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800421850806035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115723424148213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375659397510293,0.0,0.0,0.2341553705309815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871224213718304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718671729073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32754699104297663,0.0,0.0,0.2665002866293787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884407660088708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951973091501525,0.0,0.0,0.23339943742088695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990183162712248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788814897849119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953876828122168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074673904504504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwoutmoldycheese,2020/03/01,"Rising feeling and rapid heart beat??? I randomly get this horrific rising feeling in my chest that is subsequently followed by a rapid heart beat. It feels like a panic attack, but I just can’t be sure. Anyone else felt this???",3.8935714285714313,6.440724785714291,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,74.95238095238095,7.057142857142857,24.785714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.7020285714285717,179,6,31,3,4,57,34,42,0.182,0.66,0.158,-0.474,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,2,0,3,3,3,0,1,9,9,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,2,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670719309735194,0.25894076222195994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875046590540969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111452603524625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833473764170976,0.180542700557262,0.2426501356766941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203539058522595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5989471153469215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346587242241445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965116178054157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381849258797933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Averybigbird,2020/03/01,"Minimizing the triggers I'm trying to minimize the triggers to my anxiety, panic attacks, depression. I've already stopped drinking coffee, smoking, and almost alcool (only maybe... 2 drinks a month at this point I believe). I'm working on making sport and meditation a regular thing.
But I'm wondering what other triggers I could avoid in foods, drinks. I'm so sick of my situation so I want to minimize everything I can by taking out anything that could trigger anxiety or depression the slightest.

I'm thinking about dropping non-natural sugar already. 
I'm not sure about green tea. I know it onlty has a slight amount of caffeine but who know. Maybe I'd be better off switching to herbal tea/infusions?
Mostly looking for this one I suppose right now but any suggestions welcome.",5.071162029459902,7.784666503546102,5.963404255319152,71.62615384615388,71.90780141843972,8.593780687397711,36.37806873977087,9.265573868473778,4.151668412438625,631,36,93,15,13,207,97,141,0.13699999999999998,0.795,0.068,-0.5316,0,1,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,2,6,0,5,7,0,5,1,25,19,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,6,2,4,4,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,8,3,15,16,2,11,0,2,2,0,3,7,0,4,3,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460980573530188,0.0,0.3220091788560199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921719501751236,0.0,0.22322663304495166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006350072595068,0.0,0.0,0.1659826338304584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643796557767471,0.0,0.12903694312916986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329790066163785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513273985068862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287801951619945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112576592053649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642320034924033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036595893025385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251949110771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738957129063808,0.0,0.2931528875649083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645621326766085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886580713539764,0.11096373911780284,0.0,0.17118254516846873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792292580065516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459804379769528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399803015458164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197916888619477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750928929747108,0.0,0.1096988546865928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692966447211368,0.09348700962693594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905671445542004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605576657681531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582226323368541,0.10621714309235544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,georgiaskye,2020/03/01,"Bathroom anxiety (TW) Every night I get the same thing where I get terrified of bathrooms, like, if i’m at home I get terrified about walking one step outside my room to go to the bathroom at night because I have a weird fear that there’s going to be a dead body in there. At college it’s worse as my bathroom is in my single room where I live and every night I get anxious that I’m going to find someone hanging themselves in there. I honestly don’t know where this stemmed from and my only thought could be when I was younger I played a game on my laptop which had a dead body in a bath (I think it was criminal case on facebook) which kinda scared me but not too badly. It makes me really anxious to the point of having a panic attack even though I know it’s not possible anyone being in there. Just wondering if anyone has the same thing?",3.9742248062015513,4.902297197674418,4.887209302325584,85.55294573643415,71.2093023255814,7.593798449612403,28.286821705426355,7.793537801064563,1.6647310077519375,666,24,135,8,12,217,99,172,0.193,0.7559999999999999,0.05,-0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,13,9,1,3,10,0,12,2,2,1,0,19,27,8,2,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,11,2,0,0,6,3,0,6,3,6,0,1,4,0,18,3,20,19,3,26,0,0,0,0,1,16,0,4,5,94,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554636923346644,0.3117327615144715,0.0,0.19294310979769114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569603422104656,0.0,0.0,0.11519885614155748,0.08410498986172645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065062535030508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015750190984937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112762205811624,0.0,0.2324906834882761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552541620579185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610171830231234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833369390720115,0.0,0.23523391597487486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839476192054462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164897201422242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740497928101212,0.0,0.12182968783633336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209578185825848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884253804214843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349177418606726,0.10493210080443426,0.0,0.16187760279515942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042587126585842,0.15553999792031353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838686107932188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813164235113093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690119753366075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332174824299874,0.08840535111802925,0.13555443517973725,0.10953245402749498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962214988346598,0.0,0.0,0.14060281329975727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheGreatCamG,2020/03/01,"Anyone else ever experienced the symptom of being unable to swallow food? First time poster here. For months now I’ve been dealing with anxiety symptoms prominently centred around not being able to swallow food down. A few years ago with this first happened to me I had several tests done to see if there was any physical ailment surrounding it but any doctor eventually attributed it to issues of anxiety - the symptoms eventually disappeared and I was feeling great for a few years, but roughly 6 months ago they returned and have progressively getting worse. It’s as if any time I start getting a bit into a meal, I completely lose the ability to perform the swallowing motion and feel like I’m choking, like the food won’t be able to go down, etc. Today was particular horrible as I could only get a few bites into a bowl of ramen before having to throw it out. Now, the only times I really find myself able to comfortably finish an entire meal without issue is after a night of drinking with friends. The inability to have proper nutrition has only exasperated the symptoms as going hungry and only being able to comfortably eat puréed soups makes the general anxious state of mind worse.
On Friday I went to my family doctor and she gave me resources for finding a therapist and said if the symptoms persist she would be comfortable prescribing me an SSRI, which I am hesitant to jump right into without first trying therapy it but am strongly considering it now after a particularly horrible week. I’ve spoken to many friends about anxiety issues before, but none of them have shared this same symptom to the same degree as I have. Is there anyone here who has experienced this as well and was able to overcome it / has any strategies to help cope with it? I live in a pretty cold climate at this time of year, and with winter winding down I’m hopeful I’ll begin feeling normal again before too long, but I feel awful now much of the time and want nothing more than to just be able to take down a huge meal without anxiety. I’m getting sick of only being able to eat soups and things you don’t have to chew.",11.220408227848104,8.351068843037979,10.797112341772154,61.62376977848105,58.03797468354431,13.520569620253164,42.91534810126582,11.698219412168324,5.087306962025316,1703,72,277,36,16,561,204,395,0.126,0.73,0.14400000000000002,0.8506,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,8,15,13,0,0,25,1,31,22,0,2,1,51,55,23,0,8,13,0,5,2,2,2,9,1,0,0,15,20,13,0,6,1,0,7,7,1,1,3,10,10,21,12,62,35,10,55,0,1,1,0,13,15,0,4,34,198,36,3,0.4415611197831624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118335115469562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715866875591651,0.0,0.19302459887324916,0.07126262571131373,0.0,0.08821422907422886,0.06463307835668887,0.0,0.05615471614296959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102971018097167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886719706797886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613834757725442,0.0,0.0,0.05036437485593248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503287508753358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913043332707674,0.0,0.0645529046120662,0.0,0.061794541901929526,0.0,0.12909350325502206,0.05269537938478392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035105285269681,0.0,0.057059616099294726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059466360828325175,0.0,0.12758089690830002,0.0450644788858821,0.0,0.0,0.11530824683646905,0.16096785553540946,0.2288303394726837,0.0,0.09747115022992987,0.0,0.13182712018489914,0.0,0.07169981718650564,0.0,0.0,0.06954609905837546,0.0,0.0,0.05578157713517973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228130155453147,0.0,0.0,0.0626528320288795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975178948027635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061635559717821115,0.0,0.0557009369347519,0.0558239565557137,0.0,0.0705705637253117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210649660479268,0.06395338138598458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369297943646395,0.0,0.100699963734888,0.0,0.046371175673462585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919645696370158,0.0618051635835305,0.06052711477160011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398765207865745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417520041536152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041076573596642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387011194940738,0.06000367734182487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050266720479468716,0.0,0.0,0.07126262571131373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044648461897876184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933866350181352,0.04742842987393545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213766041503124,0.07324092762694079,0.04190765534657492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391274277573152,0.0,0.059792615881126665,0.0,0.0,0.04282728792851773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03720631270031915,0.0,0.05059909939055639,0.0,0.05671663943481574,0.058475940264364035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242106956814144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856814419453544,0.0448103357837879,0.0,0.0,0.1218646645673022
anxiety,always-sick,2020/03/01,"Having an anxiety attack about strep throat (25Y, Female) I was positive for strep yesterday and I’m guessing I’ve had it for about a week because I thought it was a cold. 

I’m so scared I’m going to develop rheumatic fever 😭😭 My worst fear is heart issues. I just started my antibiotics tonight (amoxicillin) and now I’m worried about side effects from those! I’m a mess",1.5211111111111109,4.1201470270270315,3.084234234234234,87.59484984984988,85.48648648648648,6.5321321321321335,27.141141141141144,7.793537801064563,2.0036744744744746,296,14,57,6,9,97,51,74,0.26899999999999996,0.684,0.046,-0.9454,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,2,4,0,5,3,2,1,0,6,14,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,1,5,0,7,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270127232563172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33759564622847443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089587473845128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339259358859155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864970425015094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32690327200151514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516498465233188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30972960926756626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29709823772938515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100409788971717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558613009915624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23803472539808346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013637448306556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZombiesRUs909,2020/03/01,"Worried about starting my tutoring job tomorrow I just recently became a tutor at my university. I'll primarily be tutoring students who are in computer science classes, but I'm feeling nervous about being faced with a question I won't be able to answer. Computer science can be such a diverse field and I'm concerned with being faced with helping a student with a language that I haven't practiced in a while (UNIX lol). I believe all teachers/tutors/professors are faced with this dilemma, but why am I so worried about it? Maybe I think that people will assume I'm not qualified enough as a tutor and perceive me in a negative manner. These ruminations are definitely something I need to work on, and I would greatly appreciate your feedback!",8.022573529411764,8.615457875000004,8.566470588235298,63.92411764705886,62.161764705882355,10.917647058823533,44.20588235294117,10.686352973137794,5.3479882352941175,605,37,89,14,8,202,89,136,0.12,0.7879999999999999,0.092,-0.5595,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,8,1,14,3,3,0,1,21,21,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,12,1,16,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,69,18,13,0.2357665187293009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26562813047956985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436098382104433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921063586079515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25993341922798235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580293277593289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396189046819366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685915723753895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748178862510652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345081831371985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641124586794146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327909941604344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150458462776128,0.0,0.0,0.1668767554402115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106966536695565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127426120170622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164083360061688,0.4788646882975349,0.0,0.16748177043340956,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Amateraxsu,2020/03/01,"Drinking + Zoloft? So I know you’re not supposed to drink and take Zoloft, but if I skip a days dose will I be able to drink? I rarely ever drink but on some occasions I’d love to drink again lol.",2.385968992248064,2.9195567441860497,3.1720930232558167,97.84945736434112,74.58139534883722,6.663565891472868,21.310077519379846,6.42735559955562,-0.08939689922480598,152,3,39,1,3,48,32,43,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.897,0,0,5,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,1,8,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,20,4,0,0.18929545438222714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207990805431793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9271873988122084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122857585801227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403183122466203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084653816793322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232662358546694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suck_my_d33,2020/03/01,"Interrupting As a shy person, I have issues sounding calm and unintentionally interrupt conversations at times, how do I change the way I talk to be taken more seriously?",15.645517241379313,11.361679068965518,15.657931034482761,34.45517241379312,51.41379310344828,18.49655172413793,49.68965517241379,15.903189008614273,7.7382827586206915,139,6,20,5,1,49,27,29,0.278,0.647,0.07400000000000001,-0.6478,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49393268470173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873364967881097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40769095113491016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752874701969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722610785271403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37061428746976893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sethjoeseph,2020/03/01,"I feel like I'm gonna die, a lot. I've been experiencing this for years. So a lot of the time especially if I'm not being mentally stimulated by music/podcast/TV or with someone etc. I have a dreading feeling like I'm about to die. This isn't a panic attack or anything like that (had those before).
It's more of a fear, a bit like being at the top of a rollercoaster.
 I am  on a train and I am experiencing it currently, I keep picturing the train flying off the tracks over and over and over, each time thinking if there could be a way I could save myself. The train feels like it's going way faster than it should be, even though it is not.

 It happens if I'm in a car  even when I trust the drivers, I tell them I get travel sick and spend most of the time in a panic.

 I won't like to leave the house because of it.  I also feel this way when I have something to look forward to. In my younger years it would be a birthday or maybe getting a game console or something like that, an event that would be great but I dread.

 I've not gone to festivals and on trips because of it. I also suffer from social anxiety but don't see much of a link between them personally, because they feel so different . I normally just get bad stomachs aches with social situations.

 
I've had this fear of death for a few years now, i think it could link to my father's death when I was 14, but I am no phycologist, but does broadly make sense maybe it's the cause of my social anxiety too? I dunno I retested to hear people's thoughts and if anyone else suffers from this or similar?

I thought writing about it would help calm me down a bit( it has!) I was going to write it in my notes but i thought ""there's probably a subreddit for this"" in hope of possibly starting a discussion or maybe someone who has similar experiences will read it.

Well wishes to everyone,
Seth.",3.825271255060727,4.580130126315787,5.2015789473684215,83.8014372469636,71.42105263157895,8.372469635627532,28.56275303643725,8.617729084823388,1.9493502024291496,1448,53,308,24,26,486,183,380,0.153,0.7340000000000001,0.113,-0.9787,2,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,3,1,18,24,1,6,28,0,30,2,1,3,0,61,60,29,4,14,19,1,5,7,0,7,1,1,0,1,26,9,0,1,12,3,1,7,7,10,1,0,9,10,32,14,44,35,10,39,0,2,2,0,16,16,0,15,22,209,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196330717695254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623685682009927,0.0,0.0,0.057691543306619276,0.0845392422104014,0.06789709069978954,0.0,0.0,0.0938648121671896,0.0,0.0,0.06889077101465063,0.15088841482854434,0.0,0.07020826908956422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015483097220586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475848985961881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762788001016615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712606482495331,0.0862033458362799,0.0,0.0,0.07220334598492316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892488419930272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920182799285683,0.10899157082950592,0.0,0.0,0.07883997257663103,0.0,0.08070869983175359,0.0,0.18568897792284836,0.20859273261032185,0.17683129099597525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932114398575836,0.0,0.09378244647609614,0.0,0.0,0.09096541063135227,0.0,0.0,0.07296159149784821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299256295112744,0.0,0.05530340321040332,0.0,0.0,0.08194910526815237,0.0,0.0952032059155749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333694120194961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736410618394096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821648412057651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928597741973241,0.0,0.0,0.14029077828558836,0.0,0.0,0.05507476056547173,0.0,0.2486712624013677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314870302292855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606529063988831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084036575214174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361082635852506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720068950771325,0.07204284220432519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301542340993844,0.0,0.0,0.0889576272023419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253037261273732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657482293243823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274249926635464,0.0,0.2523196834615967,0.1398175971597105,0.12703744767544636,0.0,0.0,0.058399618750571314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211566781306304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573564711194887,0.08106373506445587,0.1965065139138686,0.14433331324211424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647313650101775,0.0,0.0,0.07418464106071282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948801795824854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583404318678958,0.0,0.0,0.15939742708662571
anxiety,phoniiics,2020/03/01,Anyone notice a pulsing ''vortex'' into the middle of vision when looking at the sky on sunny days? started noticing this strange vortex of transparent black blobs quickly pulsing into the middle of vision  on bright sunny days. Gets more intense with exercise. The center moves with center of your vision. Started right about when my anxiety did. Anyone else see this?,6.299086021505373,9.502293854838713,5.949677419354843,70.81118279569894,70.12903225806451,6.068817204301076,29.68817204301075,7.1686216300943375,2.4533784946236565,297,12,35,3,6,92,41,62,0.051,0.721,0.228,0.8946,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,12,5,1,19,2,0,4,0,1,11,0,0,7,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187687384426667,0.0,0.0,0.34310026847985153,0.25138378206762196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164529909810533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495331653755708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281820427470531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602705433147614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26076169995471143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586512305913686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952231932252932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955072948332982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473112994386308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,munchkinartist,2020/03/01,"I write journals to vent because I'm bad at talking to people but this time I wrote a poem Breathe

My mind is too loud
I hear every sound
I feel extra pounds
I sink to the ground
But no one's around

Cuz I push them away
And I feel so afraid
I'm counting the days
Til I finally feel okay
But it won't be today

Cuz I'm losing my mind
I feel so behind
I need to unwind
My life on the line
Give me a sign

I need to breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe

I can't breathe
I can't think
But all I do is think and overthink
I'm overthinking overthinking
Someone notice I'm overthinking
I need to stop overthinking

I need to breathe
Breathe

I need a hug
I need to talk
I need some love
I need some luck
I need someone to give a fuck

Help me for god sakes
I'm tired of being awake
I'm tired of being fake
I'm tired of seeing snakes
I'm tired of anxious quakes

I need to breathe
Breathe
Breathe

I'm tired of being me
I don't want to breathe
I just want to see
Who I could be
Without all this fucking anxiety

But I need to keep fighting
Look past the lightning
Just keep on writing
Even when it's frightening
I need to keep breathing

So I breathe
Breathe
Breathe",-0.4622960151802644,1.7655532258064568,1.0055123339658465,100.84518026565466,93.35483870967742,4.046679316888047,21.810246679316887,5.7212163849143,-0.0482057874762809,912,36,214,7,34,289,109,248,0.215,0.6970000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9836,0,0,0,0,2,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,10,11,3,1,8,1,13,26,16,2,2,49,56,14,0,15,8,0,4,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,3,0,4,6,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,1,10,35,4,28,48,5,15,0,1,3,4,13,6,2,3,8,113,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059624709187321434,0.08805122992126321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938408138788091,0.0,0.0,0.07322820580562905,0.0,0.06507754218393834,0.04751215601377593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062229606417327825,0.0,0.0,0.05026554559418351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147934508413663,0.0,0.06566871741976824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763739793621215,0.0,0.0,0.08538063814252775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411053617740274,0.0,0.14953636278264246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784525632551779,0.0,0.05224225977344615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207832826418618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505208639912459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654508731993889,0.08719612658426176,0.0,0.0,0.07034486338298744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739653488069572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6935078359997975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873643069538384,0.0,0.0,0.052814889680577085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440357548668286,0.0540345278411375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421789172505572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320784401626587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516222883033815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252921677667938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988298771994464,0.0,0.0,0.045448067729632204,0.4479090016859086,0.0738790258707379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194333106303454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513241515076112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nubebunny,2020/03/01,"It has been a rough week, and sundays are always the worst days. I've been taking my anxiety medication properly everyday for about a month now (this is very rare). I take it because I used to have an eating disorder where I would binge eat for days out of anxiety and then starve myself and work out like a freak for weeks.

The last month I was feeling great, working out and eating properly, I'm in a very healthy weight, and taking my medication everyday.

But the last week it has been weird, I don't feel like working out nor eating anything at all. I just lay in bed all day and it makes me feel so bad. I don't have energy or motivation to get up, and even though I'm hungry food doesn't seem appealing at all. I work at home and getting my work done has been impossible. Not eating is making me dizzy but I feel like eating is going to make me vomit. 

Yesterday I tried going to the gym to see if I could get some of those endorphins running but in less than 20 minutes I was exhausted and had to go home. I don't even feel like watching TV. I just lay in bed, check my phone every once in awhile, take a cold shower in the afternoon (I usually shower in the morning) and just wait for the day to end so I can go to sleep, anyway I don't even get a good sleep at all and waking up is a burden because I know it will be like that all over again. 

I have friends, but most of them are busy with their own lives  and well it's not like I've done much to communicate with them either. 

Today it has been specially hard because the discomfort is getting more and more physical. I almost passed out in the shower. I didn't had breakfast or lunch because it felt disgusting, and I feel like my body is going to dissolve because it's so weak and like my brain is going blank.

I would appreciate any advice, thank you so much for reading",4.770893913043482,4.916098525333336,5.71536231884058,83.12608695652177,69.08,9.081739130434784,28.03768115942029,8.964715089967882,1.9517002898550728,1437,44,305,24,23,475,178,375,0.111,0.775,0.114,0.4447,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,3,6,17,23,1,1,17,0,39,20,5,5,5,61,72,29,0,4,13,0,10,8,1,3,5,0,7,0,12,22,10,1,10,3,1,8,9,9,1,0,13,13,37,14,42,54,15,51,0,0,2,0,6,21,0,7,30,204,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914884859169053,0.0,0.0,0.07085898835981015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888053917806406,0.0,0.0,0.04812131108527469,0.0,0.1082671027877634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582319734739608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059084203888257004,0.215682539542916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860181334069276,0.0,0.07899498381004487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649854973095225,0.0,0.0,0.1825452925709424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811006036476498,0.0,0.0,0.1448303687650215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344496919376091,0.0,0.0,0.06267507241161073,0.0,0.0,0.14021501207227974,0.0,0.05962093464045316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146795925486612,0.2022125924299884,0.06794363997716757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556697964669388,0.0,0.0546713688430716,0.0,0.18485390533884072,0.0,0.24129768503627974,0.059352701981343015,0.0,0.07801652949099447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338980737430061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419622486586557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038889530165658465,0.11536268594941275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765700752465277,0.0,0.06248508324526585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417046870467706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257268760833544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296480747066193,0.0,0.10403799043923796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536035526386071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078221495572737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638900145082636,0.06442003712468314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162833940966907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282007463081895,0.0,0.0,0.06514912336271422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952435253589169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707511195298076,0.0,0.0,0.04804347644128761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111656845367689,0.07793551927937631,0.11677387983311645,0.0,0.0,0.1702855882617199,0.08617035005583405,0.06362449415577276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575817722136873,0.0,0.0,0.1005361028299469,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NicNole,2020/03/01,"Podcast whilst driving for mindfulness/meditation? I’m going through a really hard time at the moment and I’m constantly in my own head thinking negative thoughts and spiralling. I’ve been practicing mindfulness to help me, and it’s been going well. 


For the next week I have 4 hours driving per day to do for work, and I’m worried about these negative thoughts creeping in whilst I have a lot of free time. 
Can anyone recommend any podcasts I can listen to to help meditate or practice mindfulness that I can safely listen to whilst driving please? 

Thanks :)",5.816764705882353,7.934435333333332,5.809950980392159,76.11727941176474,68.21568627450979,9.41372549019608,35.299019607843135,9.827888789773867,3.895819607843138,452,23,74,11,8,142,65,102,0.1,0.679,0.221,0.9147,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,0,12,19,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,4,3,6,5,14,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,11,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838123898480392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228603033288256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990208491613894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123522191678422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129788629625245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822884681574695,0.0,0.2088410481207829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727922068191314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039819658115746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300124758732746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109369338346778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164155828745775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233726257727054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036190418768884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734768871384685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038917517146362,0.0,0.32309913720231154,0.2373151304211644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322865520126253,0.0,0.18296335100793715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814427942608127,0.2066555571371286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonlapse__vertigo,2020/03/01,"I flirt girls on internet but have an extremely anxiety I even didnt know how to talk girls in a way they want. Had an extremly anxiety. Sometimes flirt in real life but not good/not bad. Mostly uncontrolled body attacks, sweating. Cant focus what she says, ehich is extremely improtant thing to build a good vibe.  

i flirt girls goodly on internet. but i cant have balls to meet them. am extremely anxious for meeting idea. The girl i am talking said couple days ago ""How can you be such a great flirty guy?"" And i'm aware of this good vibe between us. And im not ""playing"" to girls. Dont lie, dont exaggerate about my life excwpt anxiety etc. Not mecanic or manupilative at all.

After she said this, I said by laughing to myself ""oh girl you dont know, how fucked up psychology i am in rigght know:) "" 

I really dont know what im gonna do. Have a sense of humor to build a good vibe, it almost leads to sex but of course we dont point the sex idea directly. 

the idea of first date looks extremly scarry. Maybe second and third. :( I'm25.

Sorry for the grammar mistakes",1.227746478873236,3.6938158685446014,2.9121427230046955,89.35903098591551,85.15023474178403,6.412694835680751,21.665539906103287,7.699297019823105,1.0981824976525822,832,28,170,16,25,274,123,213,0.11599999999999999,0.728,0.156,0.9224,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,2,2,2,6,16,2,1,11,0,19,7,2,4,1,29,31,11,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,7,6,4,0,0,7,2,0,1,11,5,0,3,5,5,18,11,24,24,3,15,0,0,1,3,23,8,1,3,5,100,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290849114133833,0.0,0.093656546738847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465003679631028,0.10566200937031686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640360717197477,0.0,0.0,0.0780934448977636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038904812967392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348890317687168,0.0,0.06031895925049575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480809250398603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043104085982783,0.06177552599233225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955636815293493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646675825854076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922416362315253,0.0,0.10311689328068664,0.0,0.09260916954526807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167511519435113,0.2020563864490086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560604569272173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321256744320635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854144437815748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396321762687516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841585699798267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645734592916196,0.0599175607863895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26690466654551603,0.07437862110316798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092503326604356,0.10469891165868858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035136041189273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062137018215633985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250478820106977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551662771605106,0.07423957197387174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CuteDeePie,2020/03/01,"Sudden anxiety out of nowhere? Like i’ll be in bed and i’ll wake up in the middle of the night and i’m scared for some reason. like it’s all silent and dark in the house but more some reason i’m scared. 

i usually get water and try to just breathe but sometimes i’ll just cry and lick my tears cause it’s the only thing that gives me comfort.

most of the time it’s at night but sometimes it can be during the day. 

how do i manage it or stop it from happening?  there’s nothing to be anxious about but it seems to keep popping up out of nowhere.",-0.4528531073446303,1.7151890254237332,1.2780000000000022,99.91135028248587,90.94915254237287,4.1636158192090384,18.036158192090394,5.6839178017228535,-0.5476594350282484,427,12,101,3,15,138,69,118,0.15,0.792,0.057999999999999996,-0.8822,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,6,0,5,3,2,4,1,25,12,11,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,7,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,18,9,5,16,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,5,9,61,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796384416618798,0.2037391264305146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852645476339527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981011068759408,0.116307953427452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422310095310507,0.17300387484749286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947896506756956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809453904220795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029940197306491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621544208651066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384841439445123,0.0,0.1730464091918452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716090954669627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708505024310348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611146933457646,0.0,0.0,0.16417980594663756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567327001748756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077694644390632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981356294182575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516093444089493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224427831959473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862513284295735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teedthha446,2020/03/01,"Help- I always feel irritable/anxious For no reason at all, sometimes only for about 15-30 minutes or so I will get angry and annoyed for no reason at all. This usually happens 4-5 times a day. And I don’t know why.

I do know it has to do with stress(cortisol), though that’s what commonly makes people irritable. But I’m not stressed that much and sometimes it just happens  when I’m laying on the couch. I feel like I could wrestle a bear. 

I can answer any follow-up questions you have. Most people don’t understand how far advice goes on this site- if you respond I greatly appreciate it.",2.7281818181818243,4.936889914529917,4.392369852369853,82.51601398601402,77.2051282051282,6.6477078477078475,26.875679875679875,7.686295010490155,1.7078444444444445,468,19,88,7,11,157,82,117,0.121,0.7879999999999999,0.091,-0.5322,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,4,2,24,20,10,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,10,18,4,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,6,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681897109735412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432142554505947,0.0,0.0,0.11704474576128797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374205781181293,0.0,0.0,0.11100054672774674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405398816245704,0.12295966660570383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899234782486488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975843869403067,0.0,0.0,0.3044031262250241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536569092401368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918084600601445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408715757205283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488873082434545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265250246288713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309019331928575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386470518380669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280925072081745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539277178476121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404541442625918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943164705078596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691030436049714,0.0,0.10036219255307544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791787703534072,0.0,0.0,0.1895613987670404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530787083841727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OverOverThinker,2020/03/01,"What's that word??? I am so frustrated right now because there is a word that is on the tip of my tongue but I can't quite place it. So, what is the word to describe the act of ""burying your head in the sand,"" ignoring, hiding, blocking out stress? I think it begins with ""R"". Something like recluse? Ahh it's killing me right now because I need it to complete this sentence in an email I am about to send. :( Basically when your anxiety becomes so much you \_\_\_\_\_ all your responsiblities, turn your phone off, and block out the world and hide? I hope someone can help me, thank you.",2.726548672566373,4.683984000000006,3.3320442477876107,91.30001327433628,76.2566371681416,6.289911504424777,26.34424778761063,7.1686216300943375,1.0437405309734515,444,17,96,5,10,139,77,113,0.249,0.6409999999999999,0.11,-0.9663,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,6,0,1,8,7,2,1,7,0,7,1,1,0,1,16,13,7,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,15,3,13,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,5,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726333910143717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27512703101975444,0.2492296724578904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366058478556111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159777493626796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512587412478559,0.0,0.0,0.22413663155754945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496652977210065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024870139109397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658900129530053,0.16732801307753456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577228209522705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002289958101675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854339873544007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120553639544607,0.1737282274801641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25849891984611306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776235436476712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459725766182405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454591220243764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kirbylouise101,2020/03/01,"What are your anxiety symptoms ? Hi, this is my first ever post and I was just wondering what your anxiety symptoms are and how you manage them? 

For me whenever I leave my house my body goes into the fight or flight response. It makes me have the urge to wee all the time. At my worse I was having to go to the toilet every 5 minutes. I now have managed to get it up to about every 30 minutes when I'm out of my house. If I'm somewhere without a toilet then I can have a panic attack. It might sound stupid to alot of people but it really does take over my life. 

I also have frequent panic attacks, normally in the evening, when I leave the house or if I'm alone. My anxiety and depression got really bad which caused me to quit my job. I'm happy I quit my job as I now run my own business from home. Working from home can make it worse though as I won't go out for days at a time as I'm so busy working. 

I have tried medication and CBT therapy. What have you guys tried for your anxiety?",2.4834134615384613,3.6617389759615406,4.23,87.89000000000001,75.10576923076924,7.507692307692308,24.538461538461537,8.07648339933343,1.254609615384616,769,24,169,12,16,260,113,208,0.20600000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.023,-0.9874,2,1,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,5,1,5,12,9,4,2,10,0,16,5,1,4,2,24,29,19,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,10,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,8,0,1,3,1,30,1,27,24,3,23,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,7,11,117,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802328248130508,0.0,0.08340862422537046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319156674052755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731247764319324,0.0,0.0,0.08708609317364238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585372044871176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714476897932013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726483269245867,0.0,0.08983338537122101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912735802384116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888912660290487,0.09434526688972053,0.17575439550705654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871747556524417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054492413756799286,0.0,0.11855211883363265,0.0,0.08341818988873491,0.0,0.0,0.10327333847688693,0.0,0.11102922543294537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924268755840195,0.0,0.0,0.3610443810694196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700319313724194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087715318351345,0.0,0.0,0.07367013204043282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924203952081546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507121650109776,0.0,0.1106457538111029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021917960910202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447470135019785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723084457133734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998905112217888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187164915389504,0.0,0.0,0.1336344244568042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216815146501332,0.0784205744887958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927607106245974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024741613550145,0.0,0.1216362673832387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162562547731036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054142007524716,0.11310883564313172,0.1518631968521212,0.0,0.21258109862571345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nominalwear,2020/03/01,What are your panic attacks like? I’m currently in the middle of what i think is a panic attack. I feel a sense of ‘impending doom’ and like i want to break down and cry. My chest is pounding and feels a little tight. Thoughts racing like crazy.,1.0127210884353737,3.495682959183675,2.2847959183673474,93.22746598639458,86.75510204081633,4.899319727891157,18.37074829931973,6.42735559955562,0.0010789115646256953,191,5,39,2,6,61,36,49,0.307,0.5429999999999999,0.149,-0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,2,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,9,3,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,3,5,8,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446150138472294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629266395235563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420560619812579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508188425896501,0.2399024406554095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616767372335899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337275914815254,0.0,0.19002576742256788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411812230722233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mexicoisforlovers,2020/03/01,"Switching from Lexipro to Trintellix Hi all, I gained a lot of weight on Lexipro and had very low energy. My doc switched me over to Trintellix this week. Does anyone have experience with Trintellix and what should I expect? Thanks",5.177195121951217,8.130489097560979,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,72.65853658536584,8.978048780487804,29.76219512195122,9.516144504307137,3.256848780487804,187,8,31,5,4,57,35,41,0.054000000000000006,0.768,0.17800000000000002,0.6689,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,7,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27239767061464304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34091692004744106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810759874399765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312000253711795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586653860628177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32143754612949943,0.0,0.0,0.31249101089096265,0.4743935186644737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bwowie,2020/03/01,"Couldn’t go to uni I started uni recently and today was my first ever lecture, but I arrived 5 minutes late and my anxiety and social anxiety kicked in and I couldn’t walk in because I didn’t want everyone to look at me. 

The lecture is 50 minutes and I’m scared I’m going to miss so many things in this class. Does it matter? Do I email someone? I feel like crying I don’t even know what to do or who to talk to or if it matters, I have no friends in the class either",0.10695187165775266,2.106699784313726,2.6028342245989333,92.91729946524069,85.47058823529412,5.277718360071302,22.998217468805706,6.574015621080383,0.5855960784313723,366,14,82,4,11,126,65,102,0.165,0.7290000000000001,0.107,-0.7912,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,18,19,10,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,2,2,11,2,11,15,1,14,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,3,7,54,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391943117701005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351440810317045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435231093109389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400803272341172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642839574555305,0.20053710589887608,0.0,0.21184043164362212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120963721060226,0.15837996804762075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188574863149248,0.0,0.0,0.1712821055589464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519903710364792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183855557178512,0.0,0.2500832202331448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830967338406236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616915866098305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247653750995167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889847089491846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195679349863093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259915831601491,0.18784265877881934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691786843176814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819118615038226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728525168457227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014228560630865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307622935476221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beautifulmessssss,2020/03/01,what to do about the tachycardia while u wait to see the dr? i suffer from really bad general anxiety which includes health anxiety. Its an emotional hell!!! Lately my heart rate has been anywhere between 100-120! Around 95 when im laying and 87 when i just woke up. This just shows me that is probably anxiety. However i scheduled an appointment w a cardiologist but it is in 3 weeks. I dont know what to do! My heart rate increases and i panic about it happening. I worry all the time about keeping it low which makes it go higher. I dont know what to do. My blood pressure is normal so idk. Any tips ?,1.0959999999999999,3.628199933333338,3.361666666666668,85.21000000000002,87.16666666666666,7.533333333333335,23.0,8.447377352677275,1.9428500000000009,472,18,94,13,15,161,82,120,0.23800000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.011000000000000001,-0.978,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,2,6,0,10,5,3,1,1,14,19,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,1,11,0,12,17,2,13,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,7,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178927566114872,0.0,0.3978665660845159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543297880972854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447508289256331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063601923142695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950099942339008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852616443501404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330429161260145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842767180091998,0.0,0.4108718809339145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726174435320395,0.0,0.0,0.15409296301234693,0.0,0.0,0.1905514962562201,0.0,0.19556096828447225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572112094720807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985889083438094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034040785986654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869145908391419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106075039187142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814783250245527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108933521703037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906130817181075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605849953875746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImRagingRooster,2020/03/01,"Questions for people who have been prescribed Gabapentin Was just prescribed 100mg Gabapentin twice a day, which seems like an extremely low dose from everything I’ve heard. 

Is it worth taking? I’ve heard how helpful Gabapentin and Pregabalin have been for GAD, but I’ve also heard of a lot of bad side effects that make me nervous. I’m wondering if anybody here can share their experience with this med

I’ve also read that it can potentially be addictive or abused. I don’t want to accidentally get hooked on something.",7.4215625,8.380581364583335,6.383333333333333,77.795,63.47916666666666,9.733333333333334,35.79166666666667,9.725611199111238,3.390929166666667,425,19,76,8,6,128,74,96,0.163,0.745,0.092,-0.8833,0,0,1,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,10,2,0,3,0,14,20,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,6,3,3,2,8,13,1,4,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,6,2,42,10,1,0.0,0.2821211289639123,0.0,0.2595747841317681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808325772267026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881170329767345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535610965226793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139976983965872,0.23291703443236536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440252169986875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959995262761778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163284010835598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243240260718345,0.0,0.0,0.15894011339203035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644862647570475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650753263947557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667374245734578,0.0,0.2381741953423712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676618223509814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330852582251825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902890598861249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044330534055793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582198770518928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yerebeets,2020/03/01,"Can panic attacks and anxiety put you in a depression? Hi guys, I am experiencing panic attacks and anxiety for over a year now, it started with a stupid muscle tear that I thought was a heart attack and every heart rate spike or uncomfortable feeling in chest puts me in anxiety mode and sometimes triggers panic attacks. I have phases when I feel totally normal and phases where there is a vicious circle of little things triggering me going out of my mind thinking I am going to die.

Because of that I missed events that I would love to attend, started dating less and I am not putting myself in any “out of comfort” situation at all. I think this is making me depressive because I feel like I’m in a vicious cycle from which I do not know the way out.

Can panic attacks slowly put you in depression? I would like to hear your opinions on this matter, maybe we can help each other. Thank u",7.626140350877192,7.055387169590645,8.036374269005847,71.28684210526319,63.26900584795322,10.173099415204678,35.959064327485386,9.444778638647367,3.4131450292397654,710,29,122,11,9,235,106,171,0.299,0.604,0.09699999999999999,-0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,3,0,0,4,21,8,4,7,0,13,4,3,3,2,33,30,8,1,3,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,12,0,0,7,0,0,7,2,16,0,0,2,5,21,5,22,26,4,29,0,4,0,1,9,14,0,2,9,89,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313119930823782,0.0,0.2130562911879382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280678785671871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318309567303005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398767685978011,0.0,0.09634840268160096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821775888566032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408209776390328,0.06632156931837775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552090056764377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192155979937357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463214980425344,0.22002059626844025,0.06222555638602061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101986260393463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070929360248542,0.09304537677364072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378749850958557,0.0,0.061968295259787365,0.0,0.09326555426899068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373720622591787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095890027306948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356889700505859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733005411986969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435078643394284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918165027270538,0.0,0.1314186309895007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547028746743897,0.0,0.0,0.061675659804629024,0.11897024576128193,0.0,0.07370087223051508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368835384427477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189509184784176,0.0,0.0,0.05978290069678518
anxiety,1990Aaron,2020/03/01,"Fear of Work, Fear of People, Fear of Everything THIS IS VERY LONG. IT HAS to be to get everything out there. So thanks for reading. 

This is a big sharing moment for me. I’m a 29 year old male and am currently broke and desperate for a change. I have a job at a factory where I work part time bc I don’t handle the stress very well. I am very sensitive to criticism, to energies, to noises.... I am just a highly sensitive person. I feel this horrible tug at my insides when I enter social situations, especially work. Even when NOTHING is wrong. When a stressful situation arises, my heart races and I feel like there’s something lodged in my throat. My mind can’t find a coherent sentence, let alone a path to figure out a situation. My speech is slurred and choppy. I feel like I have to RUN. 

My background.... I’m from a VERY RURAL and POVERTY stricken area in Kentucky. I’m the youngest of 7 kids. My family was always very poor. Parents rarely held jobs in society. My father was a logger, a mechanic, a factory worker... my mother stayed home and watched the kids. I never had any direction from my parents bc they had none for themselves. My father was very impatient and wanted me to just stay out of trouble which I did. I learned very little from either of my parents. 

When I was 5 or 6, or my earliest memories of being alive, I was involved in a sexual situation. This is very personal and not easy for me to share, but I’m hoping this can help me and possibly someone else who relates. It was with my brother, who was 14 or 15 I believe. It would always happen in my mother’s bedroom, the only room that had a lock. He told me not to tell anyone. So I didn’t. 

My family has a history of this type of abuse. Typing this now is stirring the shame and resentment I have for my family and for me, just being a part of it. I grew up with this intense fear of negativity... I wanted everyone to get along and be kind but I didn’t see that much at home or at school. And...I’m gay. In a religious centered area in KY with warped ideologies. So I learned it was wrong from an early age. I was wrong, I was disgusting, I was sick, I was damned...

I’m okay with my sexuality now. But my mental state otherwise has been compromised. I cannot seem to be stable in my adult life. I keep cutting hours, resulting in being broke. I’ve resulted to borrowing money from friends and feeling defeated. Ive finished my associates degree thankfully, but When I entered nursing school, my anxiety peaked and I failed the first semester. I’ve tried to hold jobs in service industry but I embarrassed myself by letting my anxiety take over. As stated early on in this post, I have an enormous panic reaction to being around people, especially performing tasks and being judged by employers or other employees. I freeze and make irrational decisions to get me out of situations and I end up messing up and humiliating myself. 

I have an almost estranged relationship with my family. I hardly ever see them. I moved 100 miles away to a neighboring state years ago.  My dad has stage 4 lung cancer, and I don’t even know how to feel about that. I have friends but I feel like I don’t belong in their presence. I am seeing someone who I do love very much, but I am so insecure about myself around him. And around most people in general. I feel like a failure or that I will always result in failure in some way.  

I’ve seen therapists off and on for the past 4 years. I’ve taken 2 different types of antidepressants. Maybe this new one will kick in and be helpful, who knows. 

I guess I’m just looking for someone who can relate in some way. Someone who understands. Maybe some advice if you’ve overcome some of this anxiety. Also I hope someone reads this and realized they are not alone. Thank you again to anyone who reads this.",2.464759982054733,4.858615633916557,4.234569044414538,82.34770103185285,79.06729475100944,7.731172723194258,25.653638402871245,8.648137234880735,2.155782284432481,2988,117,566,70,75,1005,337,743,0.153,0.748,0.099,-0.9921,11,2,1,0,1,0,104.0,0,1,4,8,30,40,4,10,31,1,64,8,3,5,2,99,105,49,0,6,22,9,9,4,3,3,3,1,5,6,31,36,0,3,17,3,3,5,13,23,1,2,23,16,90,17,94,68,11,88,0,4,6,2,42,46,1,17,32,389,121,20,0.0,0.062395288825384476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146022695596141,0.046681259243378175,0.0,0.052732904410267234,0.10908290375150316,0.0,0.0421133977760581,0.13145580748353908,0.0,0.0,0.03581163880961906,0.0,0.12085775384824447,0.0,0.0,0.07364431715335698,0.0,0.0,0.14063975059430867,0.0,0.0,0.04947723067965477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933149852994074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055708904510282486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055020078997601744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399194180639525,0.0,0.046642475131109806,0.0,0.0,0.06956487336931552,0.04763535892978598,0.0,0.05032033823343059,0.09465755541571337,0.0,0.1985783737048626,0.23703539892065845,0.18639072441201585,0.1504855989901614,0.0,0.0,0.04813167438824965,0.044793861220772925,0.0,0.0,0.08137231800546922,0.0,0.08254041057374015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058012600370326586,0.0,0.04656840739832235,0.0,0.047174377312309716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624041536560375,0.07059581235400282,0.05563978621794332,0.10564759477471512,0.1046095415878606,0.05186098843103675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677529562077125,0.046807977802127886,0.0,0.05483886834094121,0.057882787328897886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769994235706633,0.03719638830692738,0.1029110327306586,0.0527806767879308,0.0,0.04660378721764778,0.04422241287826376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752907700575297,0.0,0.035151972904176376,0.0,0.10581114819481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053070425103433364,0.0,0.05317312215146396,0.0,0.0,0.05597086069911077,0.07742455166041166,0.0,0.04061580998825153,0.05086082327475056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050530147838922464,0.0,0.05525940564539932,0.0,0.03568480821423538,0.04005145827343897,0.0,0.06178694607323325,0.17542315457762578,0.11405458665552165,0.05027137872962518,0.10952659986338263,0.09196401440895134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936795021541176,0.0504351782828882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802731008185222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653876346033496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659253753103794,0.12589323777236097,0.04794106913511238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959687693422633,0.0,0.05368178687276354,0.22309967108447545,0.04054141019092023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226034498606643,0.0,0.0,0.12064718434530335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03959490853547865,0.0,0.04602848881962568,0.14545095439073194,0.0,0.06114408252920101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030707355263792813,0.0,0.0,0.05032033823343059,0.0,0.035753714657211805,0.0,0.0,0.054822498562512915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391061415555964,0.06212225672354161,0.08360052529533459,0.0,0.0,0.04734903004021605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501463924096013,0.0,0.0,0.037409232216186486,0.17273131248549056,0.0,0.10173687512056648
anxiety,mother_dragun,2020/03/01,Celexa and Wellbutrin? Has anyone taken these meds together? I currently take Celexa and Lamictal but the Lamictal hasn’t been helping imo. I would rather try something else then keep upping and upping my dose. Thanks in advance everyone.,5.53125,9.165059625000003,4.640000000000004,76.04500000000002,77.75,8.200000000000001,30.5,8.841846274778883,3.59235,195,9,27,5,5,58,33,40,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.7912,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25457202674241314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041407190365357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478924372065885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403402360376655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236095394024142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044089381855149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802852781649461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273741586701583,0.0,0.0,0.3351944017962293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471852807027198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586307927689995,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zwtrs,2020/03/01,"today's just not the day I always hope for the day that I can be happy with my own identity, free from the judgement of others

The day where people can turn heads, stare at me and I wouldn't think of it as condemnation

Free of judgement over the choices I make, the people I hang out with, the interests I partake in

Those eyes... they are just so scary

They shake me from the inside out and I freeze

My mind wanders and I overthink... why is everything I do wrong 

Is it wrong that I find happiness in the things you wouldn't 

Am I just bad at making choices like everyone else tells me

Should I just completely stop living so your condescending mouth and dagger eyes would leave me alone

I always hope for the day I can stop worrying about what others think of me... but today is just not the day.",2.8515902964959565,4.817589132075472,3.607839173405214,89.42448113207548,75.9182389937107,6.80700808625337,21.420035938903855,7.7094869923839395,0.7507696316262353,628,16,130,9,14,199,87,159,0.115,0.765,0.12,0.2004,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,0,9,12,0,1,11,0,14,4,4,2,0,30,21,8,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,3,0,2,2,4,4,0,0,0,4,25,10,19,16,1,19,0,0,3,0,5,8,0,2,10,94,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194470861323152,0.0,0.0,0.2280767580992072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443283184749277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436965859003166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419365370655725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448949645242583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095921546303965,0.12317364737679258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252631945271789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917891530348509,0.0,0.0,0.14065505929828348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224744461659944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145118452373357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669567643125689,0.0,0.12101957128008675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829667667237826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838361595212512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002942738454093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291634909466604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197896317152104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105136757999348,0.17563498489041898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598188518130385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490733983655241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366826045587465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391831247017669,0.0,0.09735792472976104,0.29969005195031023,0.0,0.0
anxiety,corporate_shill721,2020/03/01,"Anxiety over haircut? So I’m a 23 year old dude with pretty long, to shoulder hair, and I really want to get it cut. Idk I haven’t had short hair in years but I want a change and something fashionable. But every time I’m about to go to the barber I kinda chicken out. What if I’m making a mistake? I havent had short hair in years so I don’t know what to get? Or, this is kinda silly, but I think about everyone remarking about it and I decide not to go.

Is this normal?",-0.031577540106951574,1.93376299019608,2.6028342245989333,92.91729946524069,85.76470588235293,5.6698752228164,18.09625668449198,6.980632752743323,0.1074588235294116,363,9,83,5,11,126,60,102,0.10300000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.4877,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,4,0,7,4,4,1,0,21,19,10,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,3,8,1,14,17,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,6,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843746467029497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549602965529768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306424532264505,0.2302987012834459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518391837293079,0.0,0.27394702104489416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324547013840917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328933882212966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087836432713884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361420309463096,0.0,0.0,0.25290309645366976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451973473379528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439940192197033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554394590626072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443170141629642,0.0,0.0,0.1405368939353162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843119809302818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656143228651198
anxiety,Simplynotthere24,2020/03/01,"Social anxiety? Anyone can relate? Feels like all eyes are on me Going out in public is hard. Give me a rough internet diagnosis?

Hey Ladies and Gents, I’ll keep it short. When I am out in public I seem to act accordingly to how others see me. Like I feel everyone is looking and judging my every action or they think I’m acting weird because I’m just trying to do the right things like not fidgeting around. Personally I don’t care what others think it’s weird that I act this way it does not seem normal or like myself. Help? What is this specifically you think? Any questions or answers are appreciated.",2.3476140808344184,4.957276864406778,4.050000000000002,82.19310951760106,81.20338983050848,6.68161668839635,20.941329856584094,7.882392219407189,1.1632547588005218,482,14,90,9,13,161,82,118,0.053,0.7829999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,1,1,24,24,7,0,1,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,9,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,7,12,5,9,24,1,15,0,0,3,0,10,8,0,6,5,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254293202785407,0.0,0.14110036494154826,0.0,0.0,0.1289686391068164,0.0,0.0,0.16419567220372874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243631447562837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805456291797187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140957126320693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554033574245591,0.17624565729480504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652245587778293,0.13176796022509207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693700856782724,0.10482467447479636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652270121538557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362998528421952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394370753446047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604431775152953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488783459157784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807175082930185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610507673039299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662126355205934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751551874473266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697924814702548,0.33582466007830464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880190424845805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225374485482916,0.3545558429759155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522644246267814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464043173012543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KaiTherminate,2020/03/01,"Am i the only one ? I have anxiety attacks every evening - can someone relate to me ? Or i’m different, idk...
And is it normal if i have anxiety attacks only at evening, not morning or night.",1.6531081081081105,4.043230459459462,4.601283783783781,78.54895270270273,82.24324324324327,6.943243243243244,33.57432432432432,8.07648339933343,3.1859243243243234,145,9,25,3,4,52,28,37,0.248,0.752,0.0,-0.8205,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778545835520903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619159159226079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580255098412608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262356624195828,0.0,0.20807838068518994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317596070588553,0.2419729348854533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673496476344035,0.37565551083052895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925235814182874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HunaechinBoy,2020/03/01,"Lexapro helps my anxiety but makes me very tired and depressed. Anybody have any advice on alternatives? I've been on Lexapro for a while and it definitely helps my anxiety a ton, however it leaves me sleepy, exhausted and pretty depressed (good emotions are really blunted). I've also tried Zoloft in the past however I had horrible side effects from it (namely heartburn). If anybody has had similar experiences or any advice it would be greatly appreciated.

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Thanks!",6.975343915343918,9.880073518518524,7.13273368606702,64.53444444444446,66.90123456790124,10.554497354497355,39.96649029982363,10.608840637214634,5.429249029982363,389,23,54,12,7,125,60,81,0.23199999999999998,0.568,0.2,-0.5404,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,2,0,10,10,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,3,5,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603137439790771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743460068061162,0.0,0.19975665925973526,0.2240205805734223,0.25074560336787377,0.0,0.2820735699127344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175822505885396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738296428205047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034187208100144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463449284925582,0.0,0.20326027407296754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714855494402785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521323593044165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230633803480301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599483869904534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756291153246327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810731917683047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973619253144845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118975384930829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517001528504929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211834578070302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096580909691632,0.0,0.2240205805734223,0.0
anxiety,purityhound,2020/03/01,"Laying in a bed in an unfamiliar city with people I don’t know. My half sister on my dad’s side flew me out to Colorado to meet her and her family. We’ve talked before but we’ve never met. I haven’t slept in 24 hours, and I haven’t been away from my partner for more than a day since we started dating three years ago.

My anxiety is through the roof.

She’s nice, so is her husband and daughter. I have a room of my own for my stay, and they’re covering all my expenses. I feel ridiculous for being so anxious but I can’t help it. It doesn’t help that it was my first time flying. So many new things.

How do y’all cope with stuff like this?",0.4089619732785224,2.2851231798561185,2.289337101747176,96.33303956834536,83.38848920863309,5.410277492291882,18.56166495375129,6.5431188927421005,-0.19868386433710228,498,12,119,5,14,165,95,139,0.065,0.831,0.10400000000000001,0.745,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,5,0,12,1,1,1,2,15,18,10,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,0,3,5,1,21,2,17,12,3,20,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,0,11,79,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690238865917385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855672250837545,0.2636849595052667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929479576568325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986132851752481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052905412411152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200365870668876,0.0,0.1180182574635676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985369939470973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128973477177556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298601742653156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282751060565998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403151305508147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366393970564987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001888209749667,0.2254272055913044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181593713588574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307777057553446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520760707312546,0.2487822083828516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671966788235054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760476266746587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506611344616658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610226580136295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503073026045329
anxiety,Jankoleti,2020/03/01,"Anxiety in the morning and evening I feel like i get anxious only in the morning around 9 am and later again around 6 pm. It lasts for about half an hour.

I have smoked weed a lot when i was 16, could it be that?

I really hate it.",0.14920000000000044,1.9375435200000024,2.2340000000000018,96.857,83.8,5.6000000000000005,20.0,6.742157984588678,0.05580000000000007,176,5,43,2,5,59,39,50,0.16,0.7879999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.6361,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,1,6,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236164301795655,0.33022721580166353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520435933448395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338583329277224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930680674606028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478007719859327,0.20882639736463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271996516856945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885957114653418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28786657196427706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382717496237429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280795211256053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485115980988309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223150067931452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872613382428712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jon0_tyves,2020/03/01,Can anxiety cause body pains? I’ve recently been put on some over the counter anti anxiety medication but I’m still expecting anxiety attacks. Can anxiety cause body pain or is this a symptom of something else?,4.638947368421054,7.698807894736844,5.815000000000001,70.2925,75.3157894736842,11.168421052631581,38.44736842105263,10.686352973137794,5.7089263157894745,172,11,27,7,4,57,31,38,0.413,0.5870000000000001,0.0,-0.9433,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,4,6,2,2,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554246556864865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064960752838436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032377701716981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729255958414341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516299638590707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828542186087452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862830775208557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246966864378686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792211773726827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973678609366008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449556975644679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866044153789474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crossile123,2020/03/01,"Discord Server for people that suffer with anxiety or any mental health issues This has been made so that people that feel alone in their anxiety can talk to others that are having similar or even the same issues. There is always someone online so that if you need to talk you can put  a message into the discord and then talk to try and deal with your problems or take your mind off of things.

[https://discord.gg/S7aF6R3](https://discord.gg/S7aF6R3)",10.82746753246753,10.916023922077922,8.161655844155845,70.83391233766237,56.532467532467535,9.777922077922078,30.938311688311693,8.841846274778883,2.4865870129870133,370,9,56,4,4,106,56,77,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.9325,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,15,11,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,10,9,1,5,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,4,1,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880777792155946,0.0,0.0,0.15972216899189745,0.0,0.0,0.13053617185858493,0.0,0.29369052541170776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789746348374526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678465112602674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705835645875377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403948489267112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007028785723497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163272587297385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344577244114194,0.0,0.1938201110627939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423324068075194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661552414818601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367527747049664,0.0,0.19296807337246846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626430846189283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432648035989645,0.4628591453477399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752655764450418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303250338776175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwthisaway8735,2020/03/01,"Physical ONLY anxiety Is it possible to have unconscious and only physical anxiety? I don't FEEL anxious, but even when I get a notification from my phone or a phone call my heart skips a beat and my stomach drops :(",3.4540243902439016,5.979324097560978,5.963597560975611,70.56295731707318,76.3170731707317,10.929268292682927,32.201219512195124,10.686352973137794,4.5968487804878055,172,9,30,7,4,61,31,41,0.16399999999999998,0.802,0.034,-0.6346,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696339885455277,0.3467677315988921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134317165577654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273851637263465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520385957803534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036944672414208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363738907725678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669007696346445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34604160300437115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WeissLicht,2020/03/01,"Anxious Procrastination  Hi y'all. Thanks for taking time to read this :)
I've had anxiety kinda for a long time, and still there's so much for me to discover about myself. I know that im afraid of change and trying new things (except in food and music) and i can't get myself to do work. I'm usually a hard procrastinator, but I've noticed that it's kinda more than that. Whenever i procrastinate, instead of doing something to have fun or even kill time; I just start thinking about the time i have, what i want to do, what i ""plan to do"" (which i never end up doing) blah blah... So what i end up doing is just walk around the house nervously, not knowing what i want to do first. I've never been able to start a new book, watch a new movie with my family, try out a new game etc. I've lost a significant amount of my lifetime to this and i want to put an end to this. I never end up having fun in my free time and when my time ends, i feel that im not ready to start working or starting the week. Does anyone have this too? Any tips would be appreciated!",2.5318155080213884,3.7485346681818186,4.207058823529412,87.94970588235296,75.04545454545455,7.1764705882352935,21.577540106951872,7.724431198458867,0.6414919786096265,817,19,184,11,17,275,121,220,0.08900000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.13,0.8786,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,5,13,8,1,2,10,0,17,1,0,0,3,30,33,12,1,4,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,9,1,0,4,3,1,2,6,4,0,1,3,3,21,5,30,28,4,37,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,4,28,121,36,7,0.10003685222330913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802848992168273,0.0,0.07652791813792605,0.11301316865443063,0.0,0.0699480930472062,0.0,0.0,0.08905400752304257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105825725239019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754292351706869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430147927950679,0.0,0.11156753377663353,0.06607339742347237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430584122428412,0.0,0.050581638255198916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509129539729711,0.12096495879359345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226512641786736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961337035182325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115429096260819,0.0,0.0,0.21611393362240525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067595529235433,0.0,0.10995527558446076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852946624147308,0.0,0.0,0.10920204140490186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353859677187369,0.0,0.23146376253280496,0.3864648609854175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389261929602965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005646668484109,0.0,0.0,0.10006392361623644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701325619990969,0.0,0.0,0.28322639556204354,0.0,0.07988955940840467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752152631320591,0.0,0.0,0.0921004931522549,0.0,0.0,0.0664600395273158,0.06409957559364313,0.0,0.0,0.3499937580388013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583691213637175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110176459623947,0.0,0.1770129819203291,0.0,0.08024352872363211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565603970345747,0.0,0.0,0.0710633096219313,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helix-pomatia,2020/03/01,"I worry too much about what people think of me, even if we don't know each other I want be praised and acknowledged, and is afraid of criticism. I'm afraid of being down voted in a random post, even if this is a throwaway account, even if no one knows me here.

I think too much if no one vote or reply. I think too much if people up vote, is it a shallow reaction? I afraid of what you think of me.

I hate me.",2.6559469696969704,3.0954423977272763,4.209545454545456,91.00515151515154,73.88636363636363,7.2303030303030305,22.62121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.5188575757575755,313,7,74,3,6,105,50,88,0.157,0.792,0.051,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,8,5,1,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,19,15,8,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,12,1,9,13,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,7,0,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079010329273158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324177262703474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262679193930076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45398709243028107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789888905209115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854314959927705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715468761793992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276209814019382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214201529114724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905839715120614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imadeathrowaway99,2020/03/01,"Anxiety is keeping me alive [triggers?] Lately (for the past year or so) I'll get into a depressive ""funk"" for 1-3 days every 1-2 weeks. During these times I think a lot about suicide, mostly the method. But I can never do anything about it because I worry about my wife and daughter, how/if they'd find me, how they'd cope (mentally, financially, etc.). 

Anyway, point is, I'm still alive because of my anxiety.",5.115625000000001,5.501904312500002,6.285,78.50000000000001,68.375,8.9,31.0,8.841846274778883,2.502575,315,12,60,5,5,106,61,80,0.168,0.7659999999999999,0.065,-0.802,0,0,1,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,1,12,10,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,7,8,3,10,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,8,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455975267856984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588126489264287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27539058612480016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567490958578527,0.0,0.1945514434202228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25191763137533946,0.0,0.0,0.1903149435593948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645163962157206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801378416307155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007738955156444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548042210736049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203641166159213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763546910166196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421377239017946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562949339867268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353107106245356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038929334117654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470777477896963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473577311518074,0.0,0.0,0.13171334517711722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811885501540965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939367314394046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546030893773698
anxiety,ironsnow9,2020/03/01,"Thought releasing app like japaneese water theoropy I suffer from anxiety quite severe at times, I found this app I made helped https://bigleftfooty.itch.io/zero-stress-relaxation-and-sleep-helper   it simulates thoughts red negative blue positive, the thoughts flow like liquid, you place barriers to the flow and release them, you can relaxingly alter the flow, its like Japaneese water theropy. when the pressure builds to much you release it. 

It helps me sleep, I hope you are well",9.134280821917805,13.416753712328768,5.264640410958903,73.57038527397262,66.67123287671234,8.581506849315067,33.78253424657534,9.188382445141503,3.860289041095891,403,18,53,9,8,107,52,73,0.156,0.636,0.20800000000000002,0.5729,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,1,2,8,0,1,4,0,2,3,1,1,0,8,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,1,4,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,5,2,10,6,4,3,1,7,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,1,5,30,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991569847355446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148698216445472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940615377678907,0.0,0.0,0.1946413696447776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28722156781602404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543054411939852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440597153048242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474582665219926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084370840942373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138911560357946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39222092176738105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244817523173325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667323320634258,0.1142710616257398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619960700504306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kennyisalivee,2020/03/01,"Where in your body do you hold tension and stress to the point of chronic pain? So a few months ago I started getting bad health anxiety. I was so hyper focused on feelings and pains, especially in the chest area. It led to panic attacks that put me in the hospital thinking I was having heart attacks. I went to a cardiologist and had a full work up. Stress test, echo, holder monitor, everything. No issues found besides heart palpitations everyone once in awhile. After awhile, the pain started centering on my left shoulder, arm, and sternum. Of course it still freaks me out being on the heart side, but after visits to chiropractor and an mri, theres no issues. They marked it to stress and muscle tension. I do notice it gets worse under high stress times, pms, med changes, etc. So my question is do yall have any areas where you have chronic pain due to stress and how do you cope with it?",5.343500986193295,6.731072615384619,5.542736686390533,80.40787228796847,68.40828402366864,8.000197238658776,30.059664694280077,8.344100000000001,2.20079842209073,708,27,129,10,12,224,110,169,0.263,0.727,0.01,-0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,1,1,8,16,2,8,9,0,12,16,7,2,0,17,20,12,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,16,0,0,5,1,15,0,21,14,3,33,0,0,0,0,8,20,0,1,9,84,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795432927584686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747437243171059,0.0,0.07590456962673317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257587316451712,0.0,0.0,0.08284623772869963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021329027713517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049637351329409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065877449284138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481088706669713,0.08917434889742577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016963189637902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879181769332404,0.0,0.0,0.10367881483682907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054683617452586,0.0,0.3527356952965391,0.0,0.1048335061472212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207124009217458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780500923987596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021329027713517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919806546256339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296492132120585,0.0,0.10566820734890067,0.0,0.0,0.4223168770507129,0.1164156556176242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379687523621268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974553003032073,0.11115136443585999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404597053282026,0.0,0.07923882907196286,0.0,0.5682924127424788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357746058010809,0.0,0.0,0.057857154666305664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919798016458978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223480839567056,0.0,0.10111570970498156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TaoTeTurquoise,2020/03/01,"Crushing Anxiety Cure - Acoustic Guitar Motivational Meme Song by Turquoise (@TurquoiseSound) I wrote and sung a song about anxiety to help us all through the day when times get a little rough.  Would love your thoughts and feedback. Thank you!  
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20P9rHgvgSA](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20P9rHgvgSA)",15.410243902439019,21.463126121951227,5.164097560975613,72.64370731707318,56.073170731707314,7.182439024390242,35.02926829268293,8.238735603445708,3.3911619512195124,285,11,31,4,5,61,37,41,0.124,0.6709999999999999,0.205,0.7085,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,6,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,16,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080939980320265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141697827319596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350267513773493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225921014652283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33284018899221185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29972307927733177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057427205984533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26364138759707706,0.19364363156080092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994618996203952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359063331248577,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katiericky,2020/03/01,"The phone ringing triggers me In 2019, it seemed like every month brought new traumatic news. My mom struggled a lot, and I served as her support system. Now that things are better, whenever she calls, I am still filled with a sense of dread when the phone rings. And sometimes even in anticipation of her call. Does anyone have any tips for reprogramming myself to view the phone calls as positive vs negative?",5.677072072072072,7.941727067567572,5.006486486486487,81.13558558558559,68.86486486486487,8.176576576576577,28.54954954954956,8.841846274778883,2.296322522522524,329,12,58,6,6,99,62,74,0.147,0.7020000000000001,0.151,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,8,3,9,5,1,10,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,2,6,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443316648688612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484043631650197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771057605624086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6501676559368057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573418156498991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018367105679538,0.0,0.17882282430844626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369059599836154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044034199904085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485749669078206,0.169409336176838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049844001518834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321691365895768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991251308768955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949653194315126,0.0,0.0,0.22188115478839726,0.0,0.0,0.24084941736342935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410039847021573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KiteWatcher,2020/03/01,"Should I hold off on taking my medicine? Not sure if this violates rule #5 since I'm not asking for a diagnosis, but if it does, sorry.

I've had troubles with anxiety/depression for a number of years and was on Fluoxetine.  I recently figured out that the Fluoxetine was causing my really bad stomach/intestinal cramps and with the help of my doctor we weaned off of it.  I've been doing just ok off the medicine but recently the panic attacks have picked up so I thought I might try a different medicine.  The doctor prescribed Citalopram and my first dose was Friday morning.

Things were going normally until roughly 2 hours after the first dose.  I suddenly had the worst panic attack I've had in years with no obvious trigger (just sitting at my desk at work).  Additionally I started having really bad stomach/intestinal cramps and needed to use the restroom a number of times.  The panic subsided but ever since I've had many more small attacks which are unusual and the stomach hasn't been good.  I won't be able to talk to the doctor for a day or two and was wondering:

1. Do you think the symptoms will get better as my body adjusts or should I be worried the stomach pain will continue even after a few weeks?
2. Should I even take my dose today or just call it quits until I talk to the doc about what I can do or maybe a different med?

Anyone else have similar reactions after a first dose?",5.530066088393222,6.547534747211895,6.381084262701362,75.93107290375876,67.69888475836431,9.546551011978524,32.044816191656345,9.725611199111238,3.1489527467988427,1113,46,199,24,18,368,150,269,0.21899999999999997,0.737,0.044000000000000004,-0.9952,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,6,8,16,4,3,22,1,29,14,3,4,3,45,41,19,0,7,14,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,12,0,4,12,1,20,4,31,20,3,34,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,8,21,142,28,5,0.10127375667195634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081296539716124,0.10376693168928494,0.0,0.0,0.0946772915360438,0.3456405557056889,0.0,0.0,0.16911871322688266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956840785180445,0.0,0.11249231312837893,0.0,0.0,0.10341182864686957,0.0,0.0,0.10403604524228743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653131948845603,0.0,0.08722693822366666,0.0,0.0,0.2116190414037209,0.0,0.3109739438707663,0.08862534693543185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460122853479933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378072229256033,0.0916079109417753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584302170683305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291135794093706,0.0,0.05755620977131115,0.08494362219559637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788166433804205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973425027710188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267569372071328,0.10174310069506064,0.0,0.11249231312837893,0.0,0.0,0.10743545166988648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509320733714434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922677908398858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077624174297149,0.3564687984140559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771710625373927,0.0,0.0,0.12975712357360614,0.0,0.19999123391303375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754939610633438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336767918967515,0.07168208622557565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544931713763932,0.10526221021102472,0.15229052268556773,0.16280001886239456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728178388173735,0.06489213402032362,0.0,0.0804000504091385,0.05905354193739516,0.0,0.0959956796954639,0.0,0.0,0.06875823299627694,0.0,0.09892974461610952,0.0,0.0,0.08746800949773649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812356988634107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982706906150982,0.07372850102180477,0.10284841584550583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043395781240022
anxiety,peashroom,2020/03/01,"Overrode by my thoughts. I was literally just laying down on my bed and my thoughts started to get the best of me. I generally am an anxious person but what happened awhile ago was absolutely terrifying. It felt like just a bit more and my thoughts would consume me whole. I watched a cooking video in an attempt to get my mind off of it but it’s still getting on my nerves now, thus this post. I don’t want to self-diagnose and label what happened awhile ago as an anxiety attack because I may just be overreacting but I feel so restless now and I can’t think about anything else. This post probably is just out of impulse from the events that transpired in just the past hour as well. 

I just want to calm down.

Also, idk what this post would fall under so I don’t know which flair to choose. Sorry.",2.650754716981133,4.853386779874214,3.460981132075472,89.12883018867926,77.42767295597484,6.252578616352202,26.952201257861642,7.3011,1.3182005031446544,634,26,130,8,15,201,98,159,0.13,0.7829999999999999,0.087,-0.7965,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,14,6,1,1,8,0,11,1,0,1,0,30,26,12,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,5,1,0,8,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,6,3,17,4,22,16,4,22,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,1,10,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574535489089573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613058312687592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109118214932433,0.16405472420710887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950183584004705,0.0,0.0,0.16520615624544147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885233932370415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239707060596178,0.0,0.15854017318520175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473929606049999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131079714885132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734264582853556,0.0,0.13943181428596838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276108439986677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568311555013787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430102329918485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980787825834562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094605797869585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662853173145474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862677520127306,0.0,0.12679853899216287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172353911155721,0.0,0.1565692970507103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514937852614894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625593832571566,0.10278587169381824,0.0,0.11597108365175852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930496712994834,0.0,0.3458600202925608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130638417790586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056819823235222,0.0,0.0,0.16213043313124212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631704782862526,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dsotm25,2020/03/01,"Understanding my partner's specific anxiety disorder and looking for advice on how to help him best So my boyfriend \[M21\] and I \[F21\] have been in a relationship for over a year now. My boyfriend has anxiety. He is currently on medication. The symptoms of his anxiety are not stereotypical, in the sense that it is not what I would usually think of if someone told me they had anxiety. His symptoms are as follows:

* Finds it really difficult to get out of bed, but only on our days off. He can get up for our classes or events but is often really late. However, he would not be late for work (anything with repercussions)
* Watches a lot of YouTube videos. On bad days its been 11 hours a day. He gets sucked into a hole and distracts himself to not think about what he has to do 
* Feels anxious about tasks to complete: the knowledge that he needs to hang his laundry up, that he needs to use the toilet, that we have work to do for our classes. Even anxious about there is food in his fridge that he needs to use before it goes off. 
* Big big anxiety about the future, in terms of finding a place to live with a good job and a close friend circle. 
* Can get shakey and jittery (but could be the medication)

What I'm asking for is if anyone else has experienced these specific symptoms, and what a partner could do best to tackle them?",4.643599917763158,6.142809597656252,5.152236842105263,82.12171052631581,70.2109375,8.670723684210527,30.27055921052632,9.134995656068208,2.5506515625000006,1051,43,203,21,19,336,137,256,0.102,0.83,0.068,-0.5418,3,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,4,0,2,4,10,8,1,1,15,0,26,6,0,3,0,41,45,15,0,9,10,0,1,0,3,2,5,0,1,2,14,12,1,0,7,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,4,18,4,44,35,4,34,0,0,2,0,27,19,1,5,13,142,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964193193817307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900261358949754,0.23038959139639956,0.0,0.07129838393161178,0.10447824764142072,0.08391096100210636,0.0,0.09532629856244652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513900581653798,0.0,0.0,0.08676724243824005,0.0,0.21401821249957248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691148917024514,0.0,0.0,0.16282627293301108,0.0,0.0,0.197282738488434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686414153503275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518116476734866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673488904691857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515580755257361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863937765983247,0.0,0.1233000886602683,0.0,0.07878020999879264,0.0,0.2130962482171152,0.0,0.0,0.0855259055156896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834698898352505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041792244550356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118748827905684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23004865035782954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003959630101549,0.0,0.085627423639788,0.0,0.0,0.08668953193979521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054440287038894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268239000026883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755124521160453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653483847639426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064660069698816,0.0,0.0,0.1094754522828729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639714030275124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179513286171402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306739312376859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974347766023696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615226542085207,0.0,0.17613519467590275,0.11230332631359202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846781074827295,0.0,0.0,0.14487025770541226,0.0,0.0,0.06566403729648759
anxiety,jack11lolboy,2020/03/01,DO I HAVE PANIC ATTACKS ? I feel confused almost 24/7 even after sleeping and get this bad warm feeling through out my hole body it almost feels like hell with bad dizziness. This almost always happens when I am at school or in public areas like malls I have had this for more then 7 months and it all started after using weed for the first time and yes that was my first and last time. I just don't know anymore it feels like bad vertigo and sleepiness 24/7 and I get very bad dissociation from this world I feel like I am dead but at same time how could I be.,2.254593724859209,4.4741837433628335,2.8269831053901875,93.0913676588898,78.82300884955751,4.817055510860822,20.892196299275945,5.565023196281405,-0.09987787610619404,445,12,92,2,11,138,73,113,0.185,0.722,0.092,-0.9195,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,13,2,2,1,1,10,3,2,2,1,26,21,11,1,1,3,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,8,0,2,2,6,11,5,11,17,3,18,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,5,16,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049874430343635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217527259973202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369833854978733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336932760778058,0.0,0.0,0.4502531240388204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497469276166259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763726531770974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904276025856778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34082769043773065,0.2889314491117521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229343854307721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086852812132347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921475120290101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408973675352258,0.10989064404690232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26345142229324003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760650504469772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817408872721989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643802259712198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491042883525234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542138372761452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358317530526522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643520630676395,0.0,0.11123490023753277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Classybadger1,2020/03/01,What’s your experience with CBD? Been struggling and wondering if that’ll help.,4.274285714285714,7.691739285714287,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,84.71428571428571,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.269685714285714,66,3,11,2,2,20,14,14,0.18100000000000002,0.645,0.174,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102591272139528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34964094717084465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453261646333007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656909097048174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Carrotsnpeace,2020/03/01,"How do you help your significant other understand anxiety?? It’s really, really hard being in a relationship where the other person doesn’t even know what anxiety feels like. As much as I explain to them what it feels like and show them research articles, etc., it’s really damn hard when they can’t begin to understand how you feel.",9.262688172043012,8.183683548387098,9.78935483870968,61.687365591397885,60.29032258064516,14.718279569892475,35.182795698924735,13.5591,5.210789247311828,268,9,45,10,3,91,44,62,0.159,0.6990000000000001,0.141,0.1342,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,3,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,12,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,5,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,1,0,4,33,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138599793089163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878306828869124,0.1354916980155214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111717721284805,0.2931012211552945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675266654155415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749966075332604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273846643014238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004401056720422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080001535928697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911856753395394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942499195994124,0.0,0.0,0.22024141478039974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271117338346098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shannonjgr,2020/03/01,"Handling school anxiety feels impossible This is my last semester in my undergrad and also my most difficult. I feel like I've been doing the bare minimum all semester and it's been giving me so much anxiety.

I've been turning everything in but I typically try to work ahead. I work from home a lot so I also try to keep my home very clean. (I have pets so vacuuming and mopping and all that)

Anyway I just feel like I'm not doing my best but I can't motivate myself to put the energy into school that I need to. I should be working ahead bc I have so much reading to do and a research paper. Now I just do things to meet expectations the night before. 

I used to cope with anxiety by working ahead, which in turn eliminated a lot of my worries. Now I cope by procrastinating and recognizing the problem isn't enough to change my behavior :/",1.9924817032601467,4.459134479041918,4.421147704590818,79.88991184298072,81.45508982035929,8.262009314703926,25.44544244843647,8.998388855275968,2.448759414504325,666,27,129,19,18,232,94,167,0.142,0.777,0.081,-0.8576,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,0,7,0,14,0,0,2,2,28,24,14,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,6,8,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,3,22,3,20,19,9,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,9,98,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410352772115812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072189946411226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390922529029615,0.0,0.14048302158036616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161138273095492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138318292836416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030919855798823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305844494627584,0.19126631497626528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284154719928941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26855494843711386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898533129790245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911781290251674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079931988762442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22761441176534306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681230342505526,0.09925917508565346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562320105564725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809069230456405,0.0,0.13457126321710716,0.0,0.0,0.13390119040313656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27095698185530426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893393428261613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177104773048425,0.29121328247767825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561634902808225,0.0,0.110452615303344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38982115433528375,0.13594636955454056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tomreece,2020/03/01,"High anxiety after taking my medications I am bipolar. I experience frequent brief but intense anxiety after taking my morning and evening doses of Seroquel and Trileptal.

I’ve told my doctor about this repeatedly and she keeps saying that there is no way that these medications could be causing it. She thinks they are exacerbating something else.

Why are these medications meant to help but instead make matters worse?",6.918142857142858,10.387729385714287,6.852857142857142,63.74214285714285,69.42857142857143,8.571428571428571,37.14285714285714,9.23628265651192,4.426714285714287,347,19,45,8,7,110,54,70,0.135,0.784,0.08,-0.6369,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,0,12,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,5,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,34,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297775804700358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993390329025207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539254932791072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920734932093245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258455235126335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854824465236822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038099208196985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045330665286492,0.20563242638789894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299200273811294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991396933650295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881938606608282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477393399552114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983214554583488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926681667274877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470810109421455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597291526370247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544845876693775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756191562483879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983399153260213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the-red-witch,2020/03/01,"I just realized none of this is normal I just need to get this out because I guess I just had an awakening. 

Backstory, diagnosed with OCD when I was 10 which I got under control by 15 and have been managing fine since until now. Then when I was 18 I was diagnosed with anxiety for which I’ve been on and off Zoloft for the past 10 years. Fast forward to now. 

The core of my anxiety comes from being raised to be perfect and to always follow my parents commands. I was an only child and terrified of defying them so I always but them first. Catholic school did not help. Fortunately my parents recognized the stress they were putting on me and by the time I was 10 pulled back, but the damage was already done. 

I come from a family of attorneys and always knew I did not want to practice law. I just wanted to be a mom - sahm, or work in an office setting making enough to get by as an assistant or something. I never had crazy career dreams, but my parents did.  I just wanted to raise a family. 

I was afraid of defying them and due to high student loans I went straight to law school from college. I did very well but after 1L I had a mental breakdown. I did not want to do this. Too much stress and it triggered the anxiety in me that I had when I was a child. I did not like it enough to pursue, but I was afraid of defying my parents. So I continued and restarted my anxiety meds to get by. 

Fast forward six years and I landed a great job  which I’ve been working for almost three years now. And I still hate it. I still have to see a therapist and psychiatrist monthly for no other reason than dealing with this profession. 

Now, for the past maybe two years, I have not had a social life. I push myself so hard during the week that I turn down plans or events with friends on the weekends. In fact, I literally just sit on the couch and vegetate the entire weekend. The most I will do is go shopping or to the mall to just get out and breathe. I have not seen my friends in over a year. This is not normal. 

My husband and I started trying a year ago and got pregnant in May. I was in the middle of a huge project at work and more stressed than usual getting barely any help from anyone. I miscarried and I blame the stress. That is when my mental health took a serious nosedive. I have not been able to properly concentrate at work since. We could not get pregnant despite the doctors not finding anything wrong with us. Finally, we did through IUI in November and are expecting our first baby girl in early August. 

In November when I found out I was pregnant all of the stress and anxiety of work melted away for months. I could care less about anything other than my growing baby and was totally exhausted doing what needed to be done and whatever else I could. Again, there was no help. But as I entered my second trimester, that euphoria disappeared and anxiety and OCD returned worse than it ever has. The multiple annoying OCD rituals I can deal with, but not the anxiety. This isn’t normal. In dealing with it, I’ve been able to put things into perspective. 

For the past two years, I had patches of anxiety lasting a couple months, then subsiding for a month, then another anxiety patch, etc. for a period of five months straight though, I cried every day on the way to work. And throughout the entire time I’ve worked as an attorney, I’ve had panic attacks as frequent as once a week, crying and worrying if I did something wrong or how something would turn out the worst. This isn’t normal. 

I got into an argument with a client this week where some personal things were said to me and I realized this isn’t normal and this isn’t fair to my child. I can drown myself in the anxiety and stress on my own but I can’t with my daughter. It’s not fair. I can barely function on the weekends now, forget during the week.  I can’t do this. Crying daily before work isn’t normal. Not seeing your friends for this long isn’t normal. Vegetating on the couch every weekend isn’t normal. Weekly panic attacks aren’t normal. None of this is normal in the face of the fact that it all stems from a job, and it cannot continue. I need to leave, and I am leaving once this baby arrives. 

So now I’m faced with the reality that I’m going to let my parents and myself down. I know I have a lot of talent and I’m afraid of not seeing what I could become. I am in massive student debt complicating things. But we will deal with it. 

It’s embarrassing going to law school and working for as long as I did only to drop out of the profession completely and do something entirely unrelated. I don’t know what I’ll find out there and I’m scared shitless. But this is my life, my health, my daughters health, and my family. 

I stayed this entire time because I lacked courage. I’m realizing for the first time now that the first step to moving on is finding the courage to do so. Baby steps. I’m taking comfort in that. 

Dealing with this during pregnancy feels impossible since I’m without Xanax and klonopin. But Knowing I’m not going to be voluntarily doing this in the future is helping. This is stupid. I feel stupid throwing it all away but a job is not worth getting sick over. 

I don’t know why I’m posting this and if you’ve read this far thank you. Just needed to get it off my chest.",3.275688887426515,5.0660349761450405,4.4321676757041315,84.74134860050894,74.23854961832059,7.528314468719839,26.74063350004387,8.289869756805532,1.8035625471615344,4157,154,818,71,87,1361,381,1048,0.151,0.769,0.08,-0.9971,10,0,4,0,0,0,100.0,5,2,4,16,39,39,6,13,61,0,95,18,4,5,9,171,154,81,1,27,44,9,3,1,3,4,12,1,2,5,52,64,2,1,15,8,4,22,35,25,1,10,47,8,104,14,138,93,18,154,1,1,4,0,39,53,0,13,78,595,156,23,0.07696302483417736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034111538916151755,0.0,0.038533676042762366,0.0,0.042465305855681874,0.0,0.09605910306211336,0.0,0.0,0.026168748030908705,0.04035122103419478,0.2943825167054154,0.0,0.0,0.026907168221758152,0.0,0.06333401176382104,0.0,0.0,0.08755655149188983,0.07230929529956376,0.029589907726737363,0.0,0.04691594559394456,0.04249980712579074,0.032744932769628636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923446656758306,0.0,0.0,0.06629683112269856,0.04034713362790565,0.0,0.0431602883251817,0.12289742558352527,0.042579061559444686,0.12681040331266802,0.024817392012929155,0.19836374792239236,0.0,0.07811585014774446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03938745856018866,0.0,0.07875989539684844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032146365784654844,0.0,0.0,0.07952337816705507,0.04291705847346848,0.0,0.034808731089419974,0.06484466781083709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088308354197904,0.0,0.038914817836313134,0.0,0.0,0.04215461589145378,0.10551421559352353,0.1309294192147436,0.0,0.04219299213078991,0.08919216310777164,0.0,0.16084001577660534,0.0,0.0874797212537326,0.0,0.09233154249901812,0.042426003291513165,0.04239172437149424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03447187658637007,0.037992526659752036,0.0,0.12271214466815747,0.0,0.0,0.103173386470825,0.04065783065029392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114560889837558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459373138376161,0.03136756867897172,0.0,0.08149273071587702,0.0,0.039349953648706526,0.05436126050742862,0.018800123190717014,0.0,0.0,0.06810985509309515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03271560574510228,0.0,0.0,0.025686708352247744,0.0,0.0386598514897813,0.0,0.0427442852593958,0.0,0.07756062713622193,0.0,0.0,0.04506908225379741,0.1535778803813835,0.040899757715491716,0.028288339366127693,0.11413421543919168,0.029679314686049275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770371177003619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196310964699385,0.0,0.0585338484731147,0.0,0.09029952703284196,0.21364582779607366,0.0,0.11020487362800514,0.0,0.03360057234147425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036854651623045874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773690972884452,0.0,0.0,0.03849192606086023,0.0,0.0,0.03956540385160981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036604730486325884,0.0,0.03852670708362439,0.11683603498797472,0.09199434953463492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549691418517813,0.0,0.0,0.03922705581809241,0.0,0.11849979318108628,0.0,0.0,0.027237412552072803,0.04101617210846803,0.061462771049766114,0.0,0.2644826547498975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028933308254340637,0.0,0.0,0.03542860647940977,0.0,0.04468000187855039,0.07669622082674947,0.0,0.037807890568479365,0.0,0.08975551740211912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275437621385315,0.026126420938386973,0.08371367053065888,0.07518169209809544,0.0,0.04628852133410388,0.0,0.04238194930029896,0.03175127785410164,0.09078957218082567,0.030544833389719018,0.15433774045970858,0.0,0.034599501106816866,0.03567274754041665,0.03472357954005377,0.0,0.0,0.03709480475410055,0.0,0.25213499417017315,0.0390798437966178,0.03921594872059324,0.027336162332570718,0.08414698579812611,0.0,0.1734658263146297
anxiety,Demarcuslb,2020/03/01,"Zoloft, Xanax, OCD and memory Okay so I have been on 1mg per day Xanax and over 100 mg zoloft plus a TCA for the past 2 years, and I tend to quite frequently drink alcohol with it which I know ain't good. I post this here as r/OCD won't let me for some reason. The topic here is that the other day I basically played Fifa career mode on my ps4 and finished a game against a team (say Man City), then left while letting the ps4 on to go see my therapist. When I came back I accidentally unplugged the ps4, and upon turning it and the game on again, I went back to career mode and realised the game I had played was against another team. The thing here is I had the certainty I had left my ps4 with the man City game as the last. Now this freaks me out, and although I do know I have poor insight and I was feeling quite drowsy, I don't know how this could be. Could I have had a memory lapse or some kind of memory confusion? Anyone experienced something similar?",4.6129229480737015,4.5752808743718605,5.464434673366835,85.42201214405361,69.40201005025125,9.2463986599665,27.136097152428807,9.075114841892004,1.7534619765494135,750,21,169,13,12,246,110,199,0.065,0.88,0.055,-0.4149,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,10,7,0,1,15,1,21,6,0,2,0,27,31,19,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,9,14,2,0,6,9,1,3,3,2,0,0,9,4,21,5,20,16,2,27,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,4,14,111,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950978573441788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632027258915394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090637255939834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24392825757755054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141179402012794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532802329108637,0.0,0.0,0.20458540280822696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538102091321046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019984209161896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014380923327092,0.1330376288711001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517173892158174,0.2615097902085393,0.12929131856318538,0.0,0.0,0.3446684534413573,0.3243864670998323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141470445987495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519080599550837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374103442835461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308127945182072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261359641130334,0.0,0.0,0.12639456666665494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210855953364295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841627068838142,0.1053758806427279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252613607775116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470364698480447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214200915330413
anxiety,psychologyisthegame,2020/03/01,"How to handle anxiety when I have a fiance to think about Hi all,

So I have pretty bad anxiety these days. Mostly surrounding my wedding. It's not related to my fiance, but my parents. There was some things that happened at the beginning of the wedding planning process that were pretty traumatic to me. I don't think my parents realized this, but some of the things they said to me were borderline emotionally abusive. Things have been resolved with them since then, but every so often, something relatively minor will happen that trigger my anxiety. For example, if there is a small disagreement between my parents and I about the wedding, it makes me have an over-the-top anxious reaction because I'm scared of the situation escalating to something like what happened at the beginning of the wedding planning process. This happens even when what is triggering me is not that big of a deal. It's almost like a minor trauma response.

Anyway, when I was having a lot of trouble with my parents at the beginning of the process, my fiance was very supportive because from his perspective, there was ""actually reason for me to be upset."" But now, anytime my anxiety flares up over minor things, he gets upset at me. He doesn't understand why I'm overreacting to such small issues, even though I have explained to him that I'm just scared of a repeat of what has already happened with my parents. It was kind of traumatic for me. However, he just says things like I need to ""figure out how to not let one text from my parents ruin my day"" and things like that. In addition, the other night, he told me that I have essentially been too emotionally exhausting to be around these days. He apologized for saying it the next day, but I know that he meant it. 

I'm just really having a hard time right now with my anxiety and don't feel like I can lean on my fiance for support anymore without being a burden on him. Having to put on a ""happy mask"" when I'm anxious is very hard to do.

Any advice on how to deal with this situation is much appreciated. I feel very much anxious, scared, and alone at the moment.",7.861450216450216,7.426514914141414,8.093578643578642,70.62227272727277,62.737373737373744,11.17922077922078,37.29148629148629,10.608840637214634,4.024984992784994,1670,73,291,36,21,548,174,396,0.16699999999999998,0.727,0.106,-0.9752,7,1,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,2,3,27,21,0,5,22,0,34,1,0,7,1,51,62,21,0,2,13,6,4,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,29,12,0,0,12,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,12,7,38,10,55,45,7,39,0,1,0,0,30,19,0,7,24,224,67,0,0.0,0.08310676188929726,0.06844844226289838,0.0,0.0,0.06854191893184057,0.0,0.0,0.07023704855056652,0.07264592470786949,0.07740340542102013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047698943228638685,0.0,0.2682920660791695,0.2377213747626393,0.06956198413579971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244122211171521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856561310187745,0.08551578481172585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809430655695718,0.14462657731420148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780054536571336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265621613102927,0.0,0.05909763288896722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093177268299987,0.050109435658047666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366462830604283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101315514418821,0.07466742877926079,0.12566685134006453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320999070388169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304206550342929,0.0385481910140185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172491411978488,0.0,0.1713391117729917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059632192540621576,0.0,0.0,0.04682030802456845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312483362701667,0.052009380198940455,0.0,0.0,0.07459677827036078,0.06582348503171709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753001252426568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673061255682807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271919505379302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051205076478438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044934740522945014,0.07211762480601046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059900857068743964,0.066721073522685,0.11155941583271144,0.21067303775453625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802216041374776,0.15768502079848656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799742694747837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159192547192012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795952392330957,0.08988828124043091,0.0689141270224481,0.0,0.04090034536581637,0.0,0.0,0.06702365589584795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730202619457628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362340735720738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329221586068484,0.0,0.0,0.06761435373038889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SameConsideration7,2020/03/01,"I was cursed at and threatened by a homeless person for not giving them money. So last night, I was walking in the city alone. A homeless guy or vagrant sees me and starts walking towards me. ""Excuse me"" ""Excuse me"" he says really loudly and aggressively.  I stop and look at him. He says he really needs money for his diabetes meds. I say sorry, I don't have any cash on me and walk on. About 3 seconds later, I hear him loudly cursing at me! ""Eff YOu for not helping me, you Effing .... and on and on. Then he says he should knock me the eff out and starts following me!I kept calm and just kept walking. He kept ranting and followed me but then stopped and lost interest.He didn't look like much of a threat but he could have had a knife or something so the whole incident shook me up. I'm also a big, tall guy so I was surprised he was threatening me with violence since that doesn't often happen. 

Still, I read an article that made me think I probably give off the body language of a ""victim"" dues to my general anxiety issues..I read about where researchers asked ex-convicts to review hidden footage of pedestrians to explain how they single out their victims. The surprise was that it had nothing to do with gender, race, height or size. In fact, in some cases a small, petite woman would NOT be singled out as a potential victim, but a larger man would.That last part surprised me. I always thought my size, height and gender were a benefit and I never really worried about walking around a city alone. Yet here I learned that a smaller, petite woman might give off body language that would cause a predator to think twice, while I always thought my gender and body type would protect me and yet I'd be the one singled out as a victim! I always wondered why I seem to get singled out by homeless people asking for money or street soliciters with surveys and things like that while others don't.Anxiety has caused me to mild mannered and shy. When the guy stopped me, I mumbled apologetically that I didn't have any cash and gave off the body language and demeanor of a victim.

Have others had issues like this?",4.062710892710893,5.926397302211303,4.55710073710074,84.35745290745292,72.29238329238329,6.800655200655202,27.566748566748565,7.463857097105799,1.5996640458640459,1670,62,307,19,33,529,200,407,0.149,0.797,0.053,-0.988,1,2,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,3,1,17,17,7,1,24,0,27,5,4,4,2,69,57,38,0,6,11,0,0,3,0,5,1,7,0,7,12,28,0,7,8,2,5,8,8,9,0,3,19,10,44,8,46,30,8,55,0,1,3,0,38,28,0,9,22,211,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995560951612027,0.0,0.06947506808995199,0.21686450531262155,0.0,0.0,0.11815793434390205,0.0,0.13292049753311513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733846206260715,0.16243551222324515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860006176291904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849209693729076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936377853260887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538936100792222,0.2500194300057201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25806404154941004,0.07682456048888069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791607653823764,0.0,0.05823145518013941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067644573845844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416318089088604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733033993461976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590868028064974,0.0,0.09483591105281808,0.0,0.0,0.08220460042926929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965001544072976,0.0,0.0,0.0921621876788161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386418910016288,0.06441778910443202,0.06700447633001347,0.0,0.0,0.08152766598395783,0.0,0.0833602997405325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886973294447247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407873256867133,0.0,0.060229193756287526,0.07585716779328061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366751014683072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737999260376356,0.0,0.16696584120387667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763505696178876,0.0,0.0,0.06922928512211489,0.07908905997512672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186509969200655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688173793182113,0.0,0.09725107647235988,0.12298320119190805,0.0,0.06937964760212076,0.21789781437635086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771685507059006,0.11133384635150707,0.0,0.13794039900276667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839248607982534,0.09699445725627842,0.0,0.0,0.09421380739536904,0.0,0.08822725512196329,0.0,0.2468581584637604,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alphagogo_52,2020/03/01,"Tattoo related to anxiety Hi guys, this may sound odd, but I'm looking to get a tattoo that relates to my struggle with anxiety. I want the first thing I see in the mirror each day is to be proud that I survived my past anxiety attacks no matter how hard, painful or terrifying it was, that I am letting this anxiety to be carved into me, into my life, as something that shaped me to be who I am today, the goods and bads. That I'm no longer running away from it, but facing it each and every day. Anxiety has taken a lot from me, but it has also given me a lot in return, in terms of newfound perspective of the world, myself and what is truly meaningful in life. 

If anyone has any anxiety/struggle/survivorship related tattoo ideas please drop some comments below, thanks :)",12.665960264900663,6.933585794701988,12.207867549668872,61.32769536423842,58.60264900662252,15.258807947019868,46.094039735099344,11.979248473330829,5.391526092715231,609,24,110,12,5,205,91,151,0.201,0.6409999999999999,0.158,-0.6059,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,1,1,7,0,13,4,1,1,0,22,22,11,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,14,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,4,13,3,20,14,6,19,0,0,2,0,4,10,0,6,7,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494048273033645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624465553767204,0.0,0.5975939132957019,0.0,0.0,0.1092426284909902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777390275288469,0.1467872318958468,0.0,0.13044908270893624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015163478698123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163410391050956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289278329047038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162595346878819,0.0,0.0,0.13104188632897673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469648231592528,0.0,0.0,0.1399552110529016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763694646933302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976011790446407,0.22070575903683584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119743132318892,0.0,0.0,0.265649564815958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662442699093248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914328118092884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714983032083743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449847895124402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027676766327812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332997254769469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383951754737118,0.0,0.0,0.10379510135722086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480918122111583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215101551067102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,colemacgrath2009,2020/03/01,"Anxiety or something else? So I started having chest pains more than a year ago went through the whole battery of tests with a cardiologist and my GP. Best as they can tell it’s not cardiac and it’s not cancer. Everyone, doctors and loved ones who know about the issues, say it’s stress and anxiety. I started seeing a therapist and we ran through an anxiety checklist and I think I got like a 9/10. Folks who have experienced something similar how do you get your head around it? I feel this physical pain and in my mind that says there is something physically wrong with me but everyone else is saying it’s a mental thing. Looking for insight and thanks.",4.0714981818181855,6.3379283680000045,4.701018181818182,81.59850909090909,73.32,8.065454545454546,30.56363636363637,8.841846274778883,2.6805200000000005,526,24,97,11,11,168,89,125,0.09699999999999999,0.7959999999999999,0.107,0.6391,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,1,1,5,8,0,1,8,0,6,7,2,1,0,22,19,13,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,10,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,3,7,12,4,11,16,3,8,0,0,2,1,11,2,0,1,5,66,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494132554458705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32347302135563244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547302813677227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791555285457889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426558984743784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354868575380616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693624749048996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712672174619029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736391753723626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272847523101548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465264909583192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711241889286358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746097997681796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885975791427895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836027933573905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721049044648244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204178222930586,0.0,0.14231664853579432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550957519903204,0.0,0.29995584556777605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362609806865095,0.0,0.0,0.11231679307229976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255244788251246,0.0,0.0,0.19952652602544405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145471844209736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231942003953976,0.12976538720858072,0.0,0.16365074216565112,0.09363915944405092,0.09031337360011893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065960977230145,0.0,0.15736268785091626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541038059297484,0.0,0.09076547519892077
anxiety,Pustulio00,2020/03/01,"Nightmare of Trauma and Guilt (worst I've ever had) So I have GAD on top of depression, BDD, what have you. Last night, or rather this morning within the 2-3 hours of sleep I got, I had the most anxiety-inducing nightmare I've ever had. 

This is going to be mostly stream of consciousness as I recall the events of my dream. I won't go into detail with the guilt but I'll tell you it has to do with being exposed to my mom about whatever I've been hiding (drugs, potty mouth, etc. etc.) for fear of disappointing her.

That's only the beginning of the terror. It was basically a continuation of what would have been today. I got back to my apartment, slept through work, and soon start playing a ""game"" which suddenly turns from a game to reality in my dream. We chose teams while it was still ""game"" format in my head"" and I was spectating this person joining a team for a match, but they noticed something about him (I have no idea what it was) and switched so that he was alone. Then they literally dropped into reality and they were all dressed to fight and equipped with guns. Then I came in somewhere but got involved unintentionally I believe. I got caught up in a chase with this guy and his friends against the team that kicked him out. We were all in a car running from this group of killers who were on foot. All the while they were asking me if I could shoot a gun and telling me that I HAVE to be able to shoot one and be well-trained if I wanted to make it. Not far from where we set out, we crashed a car in the snow, we said oh well sorry whoever's car that was, and got into this one particular small building, where they immediately holed the place up, reinforcing the walls and covering the windows, afterwards discussing and planning for attack. Then we were spotted and I was handed a gun; as soon as we were facing off I was once again in ""game mode"" trying to aim and fire. Within the dream I was like ""idk how to shoot a fucking gun but I have no choice but to try my darndest"". As soon as I tried my first shot we were all bombarded by bullets, and as I dropped my gun there was a message on ""screen"" saying something along the lines of ""you got everyone killed"" or something like that. I'm at a loss as to how scenes changed (there was a lot of ever-stressful ""filler"") but at other points I almost got my best friend killed by being chased (me and her alone, no group with us), did a drug deal (a more chill period), got ""chickened"" (what the dream dicks called it) on the lower floor of a building where people in the upper floors all threw fluff and feathers over us; and then the killers spotted us and the chase began again. I remember fucking things up at every turn and even hardcore panicking at one point, which felt extremely surreal. I had a repetitive task as well that a member of my group wanted me to do but I fucked that up as well, most of it was just my self-consciousness of them seeing how sloppily and poorly I was doing it. Eventually I ended up in ANOTHER game (quite tame I think) but I remember very little of it besides still feeling the anxiety and stress of what I had just experienced. Lastly I was with my bf and best friend sitting on some grass or something with people walking behind us talking about a slammin party with cocaine -- the most random part ironically. And it wasn't necessarily a happy ending but I believe the trauma was over by then. Soon after, I woke up very disoriented and not relieved at all. Every detail was EERILY realistic, down to the feeling of fabric on my hand and medicine in my mouth, and there was a lot that I left out because I simply can't remember.

Now this nightmare left me nearly in tears and anxious about every little upsetting aspect of my life. I was too terrified to go back to sleep. I've had anxiety nightmares like this before, but this was a constant chase with lives at stake, not just mine. I felt quite dehumanized by so many overwhelming feelings that life is never going to change or before it can something terrible will happen.

So basically I guess I just needed to get the nightmare off my chest and see if anyone could relate, or if you had any advice to reassure me that it's just a dream and my life won't fall apart at any moment? .....and maybe that someday I won't be so mentally ill...",6.065535714285716,6.097672672619049,6.365476190476191,79.95857142857143,66.32142857142857,9.285714285714286,30.83333333333333,8.957266950251167,2.3452261904761897,3375,115,667,51,49,1087,359,840,0.175,0.748,0.077,-0.9982,1,2,8,8,1,0,109.0,12,4,6,12,42,36,7,7,48,0,64,21,12,4,9,124,107,74,2,11,28,1,8,3,4,5,6,2,1,2,43,56,0,0,11,14,1,13,12,21,3,4,54,14,90,15,120,40,20,121,0,4,3,4,60,63,4,19,44,491,133,4,0.05757136512774856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625807169689533,0.0,0.0,0.057649406008977375,0.11925314331414308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830100498620038,0.06036859607624195,0.08808387348594347,0.06503925555678415,0.0,0.04025523709823533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053821454831419584,0.06549573910493751,0.0,0.08853765222989983,0.0,0.035094969823783684,0.0,0.09797798278462216,0.12972642740336648,0.12083519166120943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878680065993536,0.06584630451947493,0.0,0.0,0.1218057412291261,0.0,0.0,0.062214193100935025,0.0,0.09193210085978124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059353549496549175,0.04958613242438213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335290116989024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019822828333894,0.0,0.12841458084104676,0.03802534369840189,0.15622978734271553,0.145519074458237,0.05501190654621496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647837915609687,0.08732943610368503,0.0,0.1105550778366211,0.0,0.0,0.048970173767317424,0.0,0.0,0.1334384816572578,0.1596713981039554,0.030078662108781063,0.0,0.13087653413891806,0.0,0.3683606394956319,0.0,0.06342134934131084,0.05700470283360256,0.050910168050114925,0.06128578871367291,0.0,0.0,0.0590848299603115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056696197782453335,0.0,0.0,0.06499106361858006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738837121294086,0.0,0.0,0.09385669305372037,0.0,0.0,0.12510291332567944,0.0,0.12199307333180714,0.08437938287831782,0.11540326479660372,0.0508365701641063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789023172022443,0.0,0.0,0.03842933327174888,0.05836832805647196,0.05783817438823832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058018395119180416,0.0,0.0,0.06742688702779955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268843775810683,0.04440258594859986,0.0,0.0,0.05402682618116212,0.0,0.0,0.06554538077838057,0.0,0.06131162493495584,0.11703554090760855,0.04378561744472285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234417814477574,0.0,0.07982547133736828,0.05026909539847792,0.06014982311805265,0.0,0.10884709751089287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246846682553733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956514014685008,0.0,0.054763551946447386,0.04578306029498192,0.0,0.0,0.09175384843409054,0.0,0.060059489676430995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152258849582472,0.0,0.0,0.2216062477887902,0.0,0.06444642982342892,0.04074930855561055,0.0,0.09195313311796813,0.0,0.13189560848099485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046273682525132566,0.10063982136457594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038247856834705315,0.03688940614402388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457092249807219,0.0,0.0,0.117261533514248,0.12524222645065225,0.0,0.0,0.2770050546938338,0.0,0.0,0.09500481118301,0.06791416554996514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705428517138252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04191263948465032,0.0,0.0,0.04089704598359183,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,towanda19_,2020/03/01,I’m going out with my crush I met a guy on the internet and we are going out today for the first time. My teeth are yellow and I self conscious about it. I’m worried he won’t like me. I spent all night thinking about it.,-0.9097278911564644,1.0957437755102075,1.5623469387755122,98.40705782312928,90.83673469387756,4.082993197278912,16.329931972789115,5.46131890053228,-0.7919823129251706,171,4,41,1,6,58,36,49,0.084,0.861,0.055,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,7,1,7,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30293772211858794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048121139941722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526406687571074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399501285814373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342190234893812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715380933838074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282040639814175,0.0,0.0,0.2076716764837785,0.0,0.3375848947162433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616836897773237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Capisdown,2020/03/01,"My boyfriend bought me white roses after I came home crying after work A few days ago something happened at work that set off my anxieties. I came home very upset and as I was folding laundry before going to bed I started to cry. My boyfriend has been aware of my anxieties from day 1 of us meeting 8 months ago and he does an amazing job of understanding and comforting me. We laid in bed in the dark as I explained to him what happened. He cuddled with me and didn't try to offer any solutions (sometimes guys feel the need to ""fix"" a problem rather than just being comforting and listening, which can be annoying). 

The next day I was home washing dishes and making lunch. He came over with a [dozen white roses](http://imgur.com/gallery/8vgRPxm). When I asked him why he got me flowers he said ""You were so sad last night. I wanted to cheer you up.""

It's so nice to finally be with someone who understands my anxieties rather than making me feel like a bad person for having them.",5.408296997120532,6.66790797860963,5.4167914438502685,81.84744960921431,68.14438502673795,8.534594816947758,30.427396133278485,8.841846274778883,2.4379686548745383,780,30,144,13,13,244,122,187,0.121,0.7759999999999999,0.102,-0.4153,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,2,1,2,6,11,1,1,8,0,11,4,0,2,0,26,32,11,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,5,13,2,0,5,0,1,4,1,5,0,1,11,6,25,6,27,18,1,25,0,1,2,1,21,6,0,0,15,90,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954341824648126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037586529159875,0.0,0.27125389581843123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049528685079953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868692073182303,0.0,0.0,0.1005742537688662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40554680259388537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25966076996865745,0.2286757495961177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343222723216663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952471522765455,0.08443770401754076,0.0,0.12947557614558616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717228392940107,0.0,0.09453041229817552,0.0,0.0,0.11703048554099008,0.20903684747800366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556741800257858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728915012662534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634375598282892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577435407784031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577906140459068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434119668792357,0.0,0.0,0.08763923587849445,0.0,0.0,0.12570049136530728,0.11091691362160712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320230348999136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130955439336698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124294094287262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014525838939974,0.09099139365165274,0.1168967314988488,0.0,0.08365820938744713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024585996300247,0.0,0.0,0.2460879147605965,0.1421726385573684,0.0,0.0,0.09752229753685994,0.06971379004135846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665155812028207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209304865638966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rainonmepanda,2020/03/01,"I don’t think I’ll ever get better. And that sucks I’ve never been officially diagnosed, but I’m pretty sure I have anxiety. I score high on every online test, the symptoms are there, and some doctors have even hinted at it. 
Thing is, to my family mental health is taboo. For them, anxiety doesn’t exist. Craziness does. When I get panic attacks my mom just notices and she gives me a big look of disappointment or does something she knows triggers my anxiety further like forcing me to sit down or yelling at me to be stronger. 
Like, I don’t want to be such a pathetic mess. 
I also never want to go on meds. Yeah I’m on board with therapy but I’ll never take the medicine route because I don’t want to rely on some pills to make me feel human and okay. 
I will never get better and that’s just something I’ll have to make peace it.",2.057558823529412,4.103818211764708,3.6855147058823534,87.56356617647059,78.64705882352942,6.367647058823527,23.56617647058824,7.413659706084162,1.0460882352941179,656,22,133,9,16,218,101,170,0.165,0.644,0.19,0.431,0,0,2,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,8,11,2,1,4,2,14,5,0,3,6,30,32,11,0,3,6,1,1,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,3,18,6,18,28,2,18,0,1,1,0,6,10,1,4,8,82,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716813724688473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075529649883125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245627422019162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169154843235843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704276926139506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601782240328472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716541094345802,0.23454695877909845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885126621277194,0.12122015684267964,0.1129096142897077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263331595839822,0.0,0.0677597282920776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100448435867996,0.1285550693501998,0.07616124747329926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244688001757236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415894361575782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364865843503783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309415086683868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253505684645744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890608004254752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488554394574611,0.0,0.1350510502970777,0.0,0.0,0.15695146156078932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413428593186456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257182653981746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723243116247834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363368419132543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633563858353995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630329711705007,0.13928820666478842,0.1007592076700206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325266988401864,0.0,0.0890306122140833,0.08586850833002277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371285702249696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stuetel,2020/03/01,"Weighted blankets are officially the best thing in the world! I've been dealing with depression and anxiety since I was 8 due to very unfortunate circumstances, and it gets harder and harder to deal with by the day as most of you probably know. A few years ago I've heard of a weighted blanket, and it immediately seemed like it would be something that could help me, as I really enjoy having some weight on me. I used to lay on my back and put my heavier pillows (I have so many pillows I could spare a few) on top of me and it would give me a comfortable feeling and calm me down a lot, especially when I wasn't able to sleep. But the weighted blankets have always been insanely expensive and you can't get your insurance to pay either so unfortunately never got the chance to buy one. Now my mother was watching the news, it was about a lady that made weighted blankets herself as she had a child with autism and it really helped him. She made them to demonstrate how they worked and how they would help you calm down. Then my mother went on the internet and found out that they are only one third of the price because they're not so new anymore and so she ordered me one. It was still €100 but it is the best €100 ever spent. 

You should know that I haven't had a proper sleep in 14 years and that I am really anxious basically 24/7. The first night I slept with the blanket I slept 9 hours without interruption. That was a wonder. Two weeks later I'm still sleeping really well. I'm just trying to find a way to make it work with my fiance as it's a one person blanket and I want to cuddle him. But other than that it's absolutely perfect. Not even medications have helped me as much. This is not some kind of advertisement, because there are so many sites to buy from and everyone prefers something different, but since it helped me so much (and I'm basically a hopeless case), I hope it can help some other people too. Perhaps not everyone has heard of the weighted blanket before or is hesitant to buy one because they don't know if it works. But believe me, it works like a charm! 

Does anyone else have these good experiences with the weighted blanket? Or maybe you don't like them at all? Curious about your experiences as it worked so well for myself. Also, if you have questions feel free to ask them!",5.158959706959706,5.974554320879125,5.755769230769232,80.8100641025641,68.42857142857143,8.791941391941391,29.452380952380953,8.936278230431713,2.2376358974358976,1836,65,361,31,30,595,218,455,0.042,0.81,0.149,0.9940000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,1,38.0,0,8,7,10,24,19,0,0,26,0,36,14,5,6,4,74,64,43,0,11,16,2,9,3,0,4,1,2,2,2,28,23,7,0,11,0,8,2,11,2,2,8,20,12,48,18,48,37,13,36,0,2,1,1,38,13,0,13,22,260,76,6,0.06613338903149453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862325911605895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052886847315150816,0.05502827750954065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059186159404742,0.07471190548480587,0.0655865513475007,0.04624200328870609,0.06776147234510832,0.0,0.0,0.06182579139315397,0.0,0.0,0.05085249399473566,0.0,0.12094290037702354,0.0,0.05627464311154063,0.07450968265296264,0.1388058233653783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560425963761176,0.0,0.0,0.042650564846544524,0.13636124036820654,0.05696059106662201,0.0,0.0,0.06909531576357329,0.0,0.0,0.05787377440650505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552459604846826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368047973645549,0.05982143658696274,0.0,0.1263865746074356,0.0,0.12938228895044773,0.0,0.0,0.06687805716065827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060444719467425065,0.056253026925931815,0.0,0.07251184757876576,0.0,0.0,0.06910393242796753,0.06344117289871322,0.0,0.055469549042227236,0.0528929126085485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659668998147974,0.0,0.0,0.0656853774075001,0.06512806663926636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886774779620942,0.10903554322251034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692830006283107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056224242402204784,0.0,0.12515402348010138,0.044144550712704525,0.13409775286415945,0.06643987821378197,0.0,0.0,0.06662243186383203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723130068683512,0.0,0.05100614661519951,0.06387203922984859,0.0,0.06206170560742194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406847976650696,0.05029742244309522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584856498419323,0.05774512441857155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130297880546056,0.0,0.0,0.0664823221412694,0.07408453105237077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694669698231357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060205353577887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941244562087538,0.0,0.19854344932240806,0.0,0.0,0.10182542772300576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562841981706553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043936085066902664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490023004271642,0.0,0.0646027115265022,0.0,0.0,0.05711801447892832,0.0,0.05456697199977782,0.03900718630780201,0.05249360595732265,0.053048215576532914,0.5637285598113679,0.11892371808009405,0.061306314194268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375022705086969,0.0717188393431534,0.24072947429894964,0.0,0.0,0.14093778632503848,0.0,0.0,0.08517546853590394
anxiety,PopularChain,2020/03/01,"Anxiety suddenly back in a big way - what to do? Over the past two weeks I have been overwhelmed with anxiety. I have had this before but not for a long time. I feel constantly on edge, restless and low. I’ve wasted hours on my phone, which I’m sure has made me feel worse, i’ve bitten my nails so badly I’m ashamed of them. I’ve been irritable and horrible at home to
my family. I hate myself for being this way. The only time I seem to
hold it together is at work as I’m so busy.

I found some propranalol that I had from ages ago so I’ve taken one today. I don’t know why I’m suddenly feeling like this but the feeling is horrible.

Can anyone offer some advice or support please. I have tried to tell my husband but he doesn’t really get it, he is a very happy positive person, unlike me!",0.6591834002677395,2.8101428433734985,3.1476305220883525,88.92143239625167,84.42168674698793,6.5804551539491305,20.065595716198125,7.793537801064563,0.8718953145916997,616,18,132,12,18,213,105,166,0.231,0.626,0.14300000000000002,-0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,4,10,1,3,6,0,16,0,0,1,1,20,32,10,0,0,5,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,7,4,17,4,16,24,2,23,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,4,14,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644520566694953,0.14191657587076506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449479565829213,0.0,0.0,0.1119437381525608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231049233877308,0.1336745385819354,0.0,0.0,0.1362309905515208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300828026098564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092546396001985,0.0,0.32379997346582123,0.11437352629671302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553840017779396,0.0,0.0,0.08364421918241151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042652779549305,0.0,0.15806291546928042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059062183007095,0.0,0.1576635681791321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798527624057338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821544245580207,0.0,0.0,0.14168105170548692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514879139829318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848605788387364,0.12176119301245207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528309657718335,0.0,0.13979076657084194,0.0,0.17573873325054698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256241482958388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457465476620337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816764920957773,0.1508897883963629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993207620494244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867080187517762,0.0,0.15175349840718433,0.0,0.0,0.10869554165961463,0.0,0.1563917760637861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209701982814265,0.0,0.25415553228877685,0.1284203782626858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446289047273847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655272401707092,0.0,0.1631528022124765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DomandSavannah,2020/03/01,"I need something that actually works. Hello all. I've been suffering from anxiety since I was 14. I'm 21 now. After years of suffering in the past 4 I've been trying to get on medication for my anxiety and depression. I've been on Zoloft which helped with my depression but didn't help my anxiety. Every doctor I've seen just puts me on vistaril which dosent do much for my anxiety. For 30 minutes I'll feel better and then I'm right back to being anxious, my anxiety is at the point where it's anywhere where I'm mildy uncomfortable to throwing up and crying in the bathroom. I used to use medical marijuana which definitely helped but I had to stop for a new job opportunity. I'm hoping to see a psychiatrist and have her get me on some different medication that actually works I can't keep having daily panic attacks. How did you guys go about getting on different meds and what are you on? Thanks for letting me vent.",3.859686924493552,5.786381303867407,5.805502762430941,74.93208471454882,72.97790055248619,9.688545119705342,29.19373848987109,10.047579312681364,3.2227124125230207,740,31,138,22,15,256,112,181,0.20800000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9519,3,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,4,7,10,1,1,5,0,15,5,0,3,1,19,32,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,8,3,16,4,26,22,3,25,0,4,2,0,8,14,0,2,8,86,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.2311420653522982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529948397729148,0.1337926954567762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473173087186932,0.0,0.09106570362656423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047421064059398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009028519096158,0.0,0.0,0.20400794128224686,0.0,0.0,0.24746922139003916,0.0,0.1212185810435852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978275963477988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598819925443913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562506188684294,0.0,0.06730675237818033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726476234281978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381442970674927,0.0,0.0,0.11762815629474645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752394473466247,0.10526642302748904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110315617693425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154952861323624,0.357918648136752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706000547868217,0.0878146759768714,0.0,0.11438086389886433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895261253148922,0.0,0.0,0.11305526254302894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195505271362127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905531015154056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113895482138044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437373318189053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796688975568901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117354424771493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901315682902068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903484415535364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040649967448707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045717631396548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243755213229994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762653251062509
anxiety,Miss_Brusselsprout,2020/03/01,"My job is making me so anxious and I just can't take it anymore. Hi all. I have CPTSD and all the issues that come with it like severe social anxiety and depression. For the past 6 years I have worked in a care home for adults with learning difficulties for a pretty rubbish company for minimum wage. It's crap but I've stayed there for so long because my colleagues are generally nice apart from one or two of them, the residents are not challenging compared to other homes out there, and I'm scared I'm not good enough for anything else to be honest.

Anyway. There is one senior who treats me pretty poorly. He's lazy and incompetent, but charming. What's worse though is our manager. It's been nice because we've only seen her once a month as she runs two other homes. But the other day we had an inspector in. 

Recently one of the residents has become bed bound. The inspector asked me all these questions about her support plan and personal care. The inspector wasn't happy that we weren't changing her through the night (we only have one wake night staff and she requires two people to change her), and the fact that sometimes three staff are needed, leaving no one on the shop floor as we only have three staff per shift. 

The inspector also asked me if I felt supported by the manager. I said to be honest we don't often see her. The manager was not happy about the feedback from the inspector and we'll probably get a poor review. The manager has been pointing the finger at staff and said ""If I lose my job, I will take people with me.""

Now I'm paranoid about losing my job. I was already anxious I was doing something wrong. Now I really am. I can't stop thinking about and worrying about work, on top of dealing with CPTSD. I feel so stressed and I'm worried I'll either get the sack or at least get a bad reference",4.254944805529764,5.7390490389972175,5.011154441349429,82.81725368822866,71.14484679665738,8.215454451666151,27.78097596203445,8.735056554316923,2.095995893944083,1451,52,278,26,27,469,186,359,0.18899999999999997,0.695,0.11599999999999999,-0.9803,4,0,1,0,0,1,33.0,7,0,1,8,18,23,1,2,24,0,29,3,3,1,4,52,54,26,0,3,12,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,4,2,13,23,0,3,6,1,4,2,9,8,0,10,12,7,36,15,35,38,6,26,0,3,2,0,27,11,1,6,13,188,49,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378034791384228,0.06796050783843273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501141173976137,0.19201216544703445,0.0842798458071575,0.0,0.0,0.06993339077994433,0.0,0.1588944092490103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095687253819488,0.10360913719683763,0.0938565404915026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329072996325276,0.0,0.17980052152400472,0.07320493474604321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548067089213088,0.08761326884999521,0.07319533858006994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099200881058057,0.0,0.0,0.0878096827694534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429697264879695,0.0,0.08159656700729567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331996114303837,0.0,0.0,0.07127932395014729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093099161886544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557332549244133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869969430459589,0.2529961786404525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998424107619431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04151817720659688,0.0,0.0,0.07520687509821873,0.0,0.1901474527841284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672650643849957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783225394859377,0.0,0.0,0.0630134778090188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950071688963846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050363330618784,0.28793184787089776,0.1938991571095801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112545196117636,0.11783238813316547,0.07420347742217114,0.0,0.0,0.08033597062563168,0.0,0.0,0.1729155932265161,0.09162555334668064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519989579429704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054441992270738426,0.0,0.0839100074897432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167571579333198,0.0,0.08508234949621961,0.0,0.06772008295262162,0.0,0.0,0.09600608272351722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662899908830404,0.0,0.0654237124183677,0.08404990667036473,0.0,0.0,0.0905800820909783,0.0,0.07104921006927886,0.0973472143115128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928743623068476,0.0,0.0,0.12779259019642544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054453381232085166,0.0834949156718734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490467841797278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373660488814035,0.17260779235268642,0.08660447018295891,0.0,0.0929150684898876,0.0,0.05472597054786242
anxiety,ladysithari,2020/03/01,"Death anxiety help. Ige had this fear since I was a kid, except back then I was able to crawl into bed with my parents while crying and the comfort and security of being in my mother's arms would cure my thoughts. Now, I am 26 and dont live with my parents. I often get these thoughts and begin to cry and get very anxious. I guess you can say I dont accept death yet as a part of life. It scares me, I am deeply afraid of nothingness. The thought of me dying and the world ending is truly terrifying. I'm not religious but sometimes when having these thoughts I'll talk to go or whoever if anyone is listening and just ask, why? Why does death have to be apart of life? 

Anyways, I was wondering if anyone has advice, or knows any articles, or anything that may help me with this.

Thank you for reading.",3.0883618233618217,4.654699944444449,4.202098765432098,87.13098290598292,74.24691358024691,7.206837606837608,25.424501424501425,7.882392219407189,1.3407914529914529,629,21,130,9,13,205,108,162,0.10400000000000001,0.77,0.126,0.7718,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,3,5,0,18,3,1,0,0,31,33,17,4,3,9,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,6,11,0,1,7,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,2,17,4,17,21,1,13,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,9,8,88,23,1,0.13165595816176787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286526785868807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953056622517784,0.0,0.1007164476355482,0.14873375834420424,0.0,0.1841138142004164,0.0,0.10834163575249324,0.0,0.12308054863329178,0.0,0.0,0.10123530518909457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892357759063465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663809877677352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521301620120875,0.0,0.3085996048863596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660810137262904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814955546712666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756960848048233,0.0,0.07482311503607914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503388093915465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649242713468294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235467150494951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185984993557809,0.0,0.0,0.11625462310580956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923767222128754,0.14257057290973058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169158613381424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469810221346676,0.13181058168752924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089071690865465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021110905612174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582007213136983,0.0,0.12121111773952972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41808049866884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862995361081312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375980489333377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277527055926492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352461528414392,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MirrahPaladin,2020/03/01,"Anxiety over appendicitis Ever since learning about it, every stomach ache or minor discomfort has scared me into thinking it’s appendicitis. I’ve been up since 3:30 this morning, woken up by a slight pain in my lower right abdomen, though it passed after a bowel movement.

I know it’s silly but it scares me. From what I looked up either the symptoms are vague or excruciating am I’m scared.",3.0785692541856946,6.084500753424656,4.384292237442923,78.07619482496195,82.56164383561644,5.984170471841705,24.549467275494674,7.3871296695380915,1.6540544901065446,317,12,51,5,9,104,57,73,0.314,0.672,0.013000000000000001,-0.9690000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,3,0,4,5,3,0,1,9,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,5,1,10,7,1,11,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,2,2,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460171509768688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645465690711307,0.19230065598701448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543382969391953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166273296783706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286169927042045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949143061304288,0.0,0.0,0.6855192226580289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776022478027365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372270393570485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624592054775096,0.22424302269580804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lacedlaffytaffy,2020/03/01,Random thought Is there a link between being judgemental and anxiety?,8.904545454545458,12.512294000000004,8.009090909090908,57.23363636363638,63.54545454545455,11.672727272727276,47.36363636363637,11.20814326018867,7.415109090909092,58,4,6,2,1,18,11,11,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6938827198173847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7200880301316144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wedge001,2020/03/01,"I don’t know what’s happening to me 
I had a really traumatic experience about six months ago and I was able to cope with it at first, but things just went out of control.
I got addicted to drugs, had lots of pointless hookups, I tried everything to fill the voids that had been forming in my life but nothing has been working. Recently I was told by a therapist that I show signs of ptsd, and I have lots of tics when my anxiety acts up.. and now the most recent thing that has happened is sometimes I hear and see shit and I will feel paranoid that I’m being watched. Everything is getting worse and I don’t know what’s happening.",3.4633070866141717,5.0185085984252,4.322055118110239,86.69568110236222,73.25196850393702,8.54456692913386,29.23543307086614,9.120678840339163,2.3655266141732283,500,21,105,11,10,161,84,127,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.9441,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,4,0,16,4,1,1,0,19,29,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,10,4,14,0,15,17,4,14,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,3,7,75,23,1,0.1543682413927679,0.0,0.0,0.16828416872633847,0.0,0.0,0.13683813194797734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809128214101025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313710891998166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790181513425578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774724432843088,0.15100176102528254,0.0,0.0,0.07805322109486425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313055472696357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065103481351818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346238444902015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40952197816403546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398422719170187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967349678237287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903485410697317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262476717143159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321525752077828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812049095085414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804482133935977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889224826093693,0.0,0.3048400305039098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301150226644827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845678145844005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526741379231592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923342618816945,0.2051108006042418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475054699564425,0.0,0.1048059029081973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431009063203269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238191825081666,0.0,0.15731442602704584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InkaTorque,2020/03/01,"I have a really powerful imagination and when someone tells a story about some accident , something harmful that happened to them it runs wild and I start feeling like I will faint. Is this a kind of anxiety? Hi guys.

I always have this problem. Someone starts telling me a story about an accident they had or some gory thing that happened to them and I start imagining it with lots of details and I start feeling like I´m about to faint. It also happens when I just start thinking about gory stuff or remember some gruesome story someone has told me.

I tend to imagine everything that I´m told with great detail and it sometimes triggers this reaction. It´s not like I´m worried all the time that I´m gonna faint in the middle of nowhere or anytime but when I´m in the circumstances described above I tend to get into ""dude , you are about to faint"" mode pretty quickly. 

Over time I have managed to somewhat try to mitigate it. When I feel like this is about to happen I grab my phone, open Youtube and start watching a random video of my interest while telling myself ""Just relax, nothing is gonna happen, you are fine"". It works but it really takes time to get to a point where I´m normal again. It really sucks because I think it hinders my ability to take part into some social interactions and I´m also worried when I watch movies with gore because I´m afraid of fainting in the movie theater.

The only time I fainted because of this was after watching a video of some girl suffering of pain because of an infection and rotten skin caused by some drugs. I watched it with my friends for a brief moment and 40 seconds later I fainted. The other time where I have been really close was when I was watching a video about skin removal surgery and the guy talked about the post-op and showed the scars that the surgery left (totally cured , not gruesome at all).

Is this some kind of anxiety? Do I just have a phobia to blood or gruesome stuff? Is this treatable?",5.64217010631645,7.052034848238485,5.358550135501357,81.92249061913697,67.72628726287263,8.06174692516156,32.62049197415051,8.384062270229773,2.560447071086095,1565,68,280,22,26,482,175,369,0.08,0.8170000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.7426,2,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,3,2,23,18,1,1,22,0,20,13,3,2,3,56,47,26,0,2,11,0,6,4,1,3,10,0,0,3,26,19,0,0,9,5,0,3,2,7,0,1,7,12,32,11,45,37,13,40,0,1,5,0,19,14,1,14,27,194,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718086118046316,0.07136771126716167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122799891696346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913897083607672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810966381516064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946624909384273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770847619456818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301040325873296,0.1838228315235617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626587528985194,0.0,0.08962282157731684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456199329189577,0.0,0.1698520463658671,0.3792317034518836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786330142529883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318961760367568,0.0,0.0,0.16761202895612093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291879156638634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403662525032,0.08229885929627227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523213309337042,0.0912655834766564,0.0,0.0,0.09288081255154143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108060096013768,0.0,0.08214418161445729,0.08725916986500838,0.0,0.08207053693401317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197864501494063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716096293194934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743195920774599,0.21801854011774136,0.06603012173269257,0.08482896130344812,0.0,0.36425170742674173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637281076114335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897709370642585,0.06893887064652135,0.22490091284089905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698193683639322,0.10991621412489112,0.0,0.0,0.2500665858203653,0.0,0.0,0.1639142813995078,0.0,0.05823236340556271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244175683051094,0.17420768586435967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fflormolina,2020/03/01,"I think I might be suffering from anxiety but I am not sure I'm 20 years old, and plenty of people have told me, throughout my life, that I'm very anxious. I fret too much about academic matters, about my relationships with people and have recurring thoughts that people might get upset with me for virtually nothing. 

This has become more evident for me in the past days; I was studying to take an end of term exam and was feeling bad very often. Hyperventilation, a sense of opression in my chest, waves of nausea and I felt like expectant of something. This symptoms came without any apparent trigger situation, I was just studying and they just came when I thought things like ""the exam is near"". I tried to steady myself and eventualy managed to do it, but they were so recurrent and annoying that it became quite exhausting. 

I know that feeling a bit of anxiety is normal in a person especially in stressful situations like exams, but I think that perhaps what I'm experiencing is not normal. Honestly this hasn't impaired my normal functioning, or affected me in visible ways I think, but I'd like to know if I am suffering an anxiety disorder and if some of you could relate with this. Thanks a lot for reading!",9.162417538214001,8.125720977876108,9.339541432019312,64.69640788415128,60.46017699115046,12.819951729686244,40.899436846339505,11.911945987284742,5.053297345132743,975,46,164,26,11,324,131,226,0.187,0.7240000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9762,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,1,8,14,1,2,8,0,18,4,1,2,1,49,37,17,0,7,12,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,13,13,0,0,10,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,10,4,25,7,27,23,6,17,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,8,12,118,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851260031876456,0.0,0.26496571613924924,0.13043002647181154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639917077094402,0.0,0.12750974431603032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604573922105566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26409697245220826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218053194260296,0.0,0.0,0.07445820402885918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323201537155733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225787284727987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675390567600982,0.0,0.11085383439109472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603198892960848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269008707210892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154849276707596,0.2256197440202945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815476365234044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495665215912055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487188915996582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393608799211581,0.11078111567069064,0.0,0.12114943000386715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021379632065736,0.2401235588536442,0.10080987839433513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279941731552327,0.1154851276318707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239542641898344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595500062729792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888204060138813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322520342400922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881391949071052,0.12000079215653126,0.0868069524835337,0.0,0.0,0.1062944248262572,0.0,0.0,0.07670243050499233,0.22193456146005486,0.0,0.18331497541576733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032113399304128,0.0,0.07838560876021201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052309150019034,0.0,0.0916419193190951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129342435952108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434851610193656
anxiety,lazylenmon,2020/03/01,"TW: Panic Attack I had a panic attack earlier. I listened to a song my ex showed me and I suddenly felt really panicked and I had aggressive self deprecating thoughts. It was hard to stay present talking to my sister and her boyfriend. I’m feeling extremely exhausted and drained. I smoked some bud before, and it was enjoyable until that happened. It threw my high really out of whack. Someone also asked me about what was making me nervous about future job interviews and it certainly had me stressed just thinking about it. Today was pretty decent outside of that. But it hit me like a brick wall. I just wish I didn’t feel so bad/guilty rn. I was just bragging about how my mental health was thriving today and then I get hit with this. I feel cruddy.",2.1283327199116684,4.9798402727272775,3.2711372837688617,85.01536989326463,86.83216783216784,6.087449392712553,25.008833271991172,7.475848149327749,1.738295104895105,601,25,105,11,19,193,91,143,0.18899999999999997,0.713,0.098,-0.9178,2,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,3,4,3,0,10,2,0,2,1,24,26,13,0,1,4,2,5,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,10,9,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,8,0,0,13,7,20,3,12,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,8,71,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118058511402828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335275029276274,0.3732322641838369,0.0,0.0,0.13696430991291114,0.0,0.0,0.1395836769483556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488265924799595,0.0,0.15750155117675338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570272903168613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505765986456035,0.0,0.14694521803075405,0.0,0.0,0.17436399986429849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331443429242194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278172819901224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801403484473269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949618451598488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531103603510386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38492490116309575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688492638047944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017301453448264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711266994158574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898828846456535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484195669373134,0.0,0.0,0.1879041952270887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184698376567586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510849077885456,0.0,0.13022730851171707,0.0,0.0,0.3109763969519159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863482190037587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pigsnout69,2020/03/01,"I can't make new friends Right now, I have a good friend group. 1 really good one, 2 others that are fun to hang out with. I like it. But... I have to move schools. I don't want to make new friends, but my good friend suggests that I should, for she will try to make some new ones. Again, I do not want new friends. However, she's looking out for me. I will try. I am so bad at making new friends. I'm so scared. What do I say? How do I greet myself? What do I talk about? I don't like myself, should I be myself? Anyone can help, please. Thanks for advice or even just reading.",-1.3359250474383266,0.6749357016129061,0.38696394686907,105.2798576850095,95.20967741935483,3.5628083491461098,14.552182163187855,5.0885558068054335,-1.355504174573055,433,9,112,2,17,138,72,124,0.165,0.583,0.253,0.9076,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,8,15,0,1,1,0,17,0,0,5,0,18,26,6,0,4,5,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,2,21,13,12,21,1,13,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,2,9,71,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116114326367525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986311205035741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536634053170323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543918514572474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294621609813003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873991498303541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655718038057377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116012158965608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959134296127548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049626702347008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139448887168534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515569680286829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479265458999975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537585734406032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424780856525554,0.0,0.07317027073481662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754060840141006,0.0,0.09082986309144593,0.11435104204918617,0.1155936003975178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918032176402044,0.0,0.10515557585748207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509155520795012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473617357879514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thepsychpsyd,2020/03/01,"Does anyone have anxiety and allergies? Tonight I had a severe food allergy (first time ever) and I waited to go to the hospital because I felt like I was having a panic attack (couldn’t breathe, feeling like I’m gonna die). My boyfriend ended up calling an ambulance and it saved my life. Came home with an Epipen, and now I’m just wondering if some of you have tricks on how to distinguish a panic attack from food allergies? 

This sub has been so helpful and soothing for me to read while waiting at the emergency room. Truly feels like you’re the only people that can understand.",5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,5.7789285714285725,78.56607142857145,69.0,9.171428571428573,30.964285714285715,9.516144504307137,2.9704428571428565,464,19,83,10,8,151,85,112,0.171,0.664,0.165,-0.1729,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,5,9,3,2,8,0,9,4,1,1,1,22,21,9,1,2,2,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,7,2,2,6,1,0,2,1,5,0,1,5,3,8,4,11,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,10,53,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274198841619333,0.0,0.0,0.11218870492545284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650646563271833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780737856095592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163834956844361,0.18350933097573827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651929581509534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040879153259747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210896595266545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513405605657625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225427289429625,0.2292476203626211,0.15405487458881306,0.0,0.0,0.1364766616955428,0.3880277925305371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118607868552768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075446560888485,0.0,0.16094204270483958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332889741834533,0.23515980453490826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202764334730774,0.0,0.3765014181240925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123417591044056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049103715649304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812601384616125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935582961970248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703162856946832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739985972154048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beauTeeEdur,2020/03/01,"What Anxiety is like for me I cannot control myself. I am aware that there is no reason to be nervous, but my voice shakes. I become frustrated. I know you're talking. I can hear your voice, but I can't comprehend, I can't think. You must think I'm an idiot, or even worse, flustered. I can feel the heat forming in my face. Fuck. You're going to think I'm attracted to you. I'm not. I'll feel bad telling you that you misunderstood. I can never stop this. I'm aware of it when it happens but cannot control my actions. Medication? I'm afraid I'll lose myself. I'm afraid that I'm dampening life. Maybe this is what it's like for everyone and I'm just being a dramatic baby. I don't know. I don't want to use cheat codes. I just want to beat the fucking level. But I never do. I love a good disappointment. If I didn't, who would?",-0.6809925093632963,1.4830686067415757,1.9530617977528093,94.27000468164795,93.2696629213483,5.213857677902623,18.652621722846447,6.816661863887847,0.19057228464419484,644,20,148,10,24,221,94,178,0.259,0.647,0.09300000000000001,-0.987,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,0,4,5,17,5,4,5,0,19,6,1,4,3,28,43,8,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,11,1,0,3,8,0,0,3,11,12,0,0,1,5,26,5,9,38,1,9,0,2,0,3,10,2,2,2,6,87,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736394940745302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901171013239896,0.0,0.18387448226119973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734640793332415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109964690682617,0.0,0.0,0.15908777406973973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836410482434264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30783356915194043,0.0,0.0,0.0946197732514114,0.13964342515318126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722604288955374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764567466782828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299646060385225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759639992346982,0.16267664029195508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625907289398205,0.0,0.0,0.1502632003258496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672609985249703,0.0,0.0,0.16772057350633168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568138065009157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711788509330717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919260872116465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381788803754266,0.1455190900375022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200390903709441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379340228121473,0.0,0.0,0.19639954517975408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966694098253926,0.11826930604725727,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LordNexus78,2020/03/01,"Scared to see new therapist   Hey, I've posted here a couple times but always ended up scared people would judge me and deleted them. I'm a college student diagnosed with generalized and social anxiety disorder. I've been working with a therapist since the beginning of this year and was just starting to build up a decent rapport with him when he told me he wouldn't be working with my university anymore. I was pretty devastated by this news as he was the first therapist I'd felt comfortable with out of 3 over the years, and I lost him so quickly.

  He referred me to another therapist that works with the university and I had an appointment scheduled, but I managed to miss the appointment for reasons outside of my control. That was two weeks ago, the new therapist called me to let me know I'd missed the appointment and to invite me to reschedule, but now it's been so long that I'm scared to get in touch with him. I've already made a horrible first impression, I'm terrified of what he must think of me. I wish I had said something sooner, now I get up every morning and lie awake every night obsessing over this appointment that I still haven't rescheduled. I don't know what to do at this point. I need therapy again really badly, I just feel like I've ruined everything right off the bat. I'm so socially incompetent, it kills me.",7.369227799227801,7.004670536679541,7.753185328185327,72.42661196911199,63.71042471042471,11.724324324324325,36.646718146718136,11.20814326018867,4.176501158301158,1075,47,197,28,14,354,141,259,0.209,0.721,0.069,-0.9918,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,7,12,13,1,4,14,0,16,1,0,3,1,36,38,15,1,5,5,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,15,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,10,0,3,13,5,25,3,33,20,0,33,0,4,1,0,15,11,0,0,22,125,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735720426211685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875060215860137,0.0,0.08200015746440402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033365825791258,0.07538925085216343,0.0,0.09773352504282616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228379172691068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062892755176668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105304024102382,0.0,0.10904192235596967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002454439594748,0.0,0.0,0.11294499612943522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728462542271817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606254280067695,0.0,0.08856894112786914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049829028512991265,0.07040299159964991,0.0946219116639499,0.0,0.0,0.1676504253645236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297493574136364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090291956172146,0.0,0.10831923898172204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077240862819103,0.0,0.04814576691369346,0.0,0.0,0.08721222660542928,0.0,0.0,0.10757721225611787,0.0,0.0,0.0932488721902364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307238465498347,0.0,0.1903573039702037,0.0,0.09248099091300392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832104725736651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316008497387553,0.0,0.09438211913444744,0.10025914439596448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631326239863824,0.1013241611430688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415978910242071,0.09374208903074747,0.0,0.2959923996853734,0.0,0.07853031006127244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152024900217722,0.0,0.0,0.2009153521994864,0.0,0.07586736751590231,0.0,0.0,0.06975305974121078,0.0,0.07870087389355257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269867589235368,0.5721113990386651,0.0,0.06314583097944622,0.0,0.0,0.05746436042230494,0.0,0.0,0.094167212642623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626746025045388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904957646052369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332578835729415,0.0,0.0,0.21523321127485373,0.0,0.0,0.07000595084550834,0.0,0.0,0.12692386802108385
anxiety,nxt_ruby,2020/03/01,"Why am I thinking as if I'm going to doe soon. All night since 8 pm iv just been thinking, idk why, but about a lion jumping out and eating me.",-0.053229166666667986,1.4536309687500015,2.5825,95.54583333333336,83.0625,4.266666666666667,20.041666666666664,3.1291,-0.5324708333333334,109,3,26,0,3,38,29,32,0.043,0.9570000000000001,0.0,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984094686662311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489258748498459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937969054023812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32000333112452395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820769000987127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43699523676292334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6153949430028602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wendyriddle,2020/03/01,"Anxiety when things go well/Relationship anxiety I have a particular type of anxiety, anytime someone shows romantic interes in me I get instant panic and anxiety. I've been working on it, I'm going to therapy, I have wonderful people in my life that help me..but somehow even though the anxiety goes away sometimes I still have this heavy sensation on my chest and it won't go away. Currently I kind of have someone, not an actual relationship, but we do have a couple dynamic. Anyway, he is very understanding, but no matter what I do I am just numb. I have moments when I feel stuff for him but they go away because of the anxiety. The last week has been very bad and I feel like cutting him off, but doing so, I will have more anxiey and if won't fix anything. i just want to know if someone feels the same.... I just wish I could be happy that I have someone who cares about me and so on, but I am starting to think that it's just not possible. I am thinking that maybe I just don't like him that much, nut tjat can't be true because in the same time I like spending time with him. Also I have this dynamic with guys over and over again but I just don't understand why",3.1102598267821437,4.6767675232067525,4.659546968687542,83.87294470353099,74.18987341772151,8.365001110370864,28.085498556517877,8.99025400887824,2.2606421940928274,921,37,189,20,19,309,126,237,0.111,0.7340000000000001,0.155,0.9276,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,1,18,13,1,1,8,0,28,3,1,0,1,42,47,20,0,5,16,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,14,9,0,0,9,1,1,4,8,4,0,0,2,3,31,9,22,39,4,27,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,4,14,141,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.1001547452389751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207536177865668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710825720402834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844579967283021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892805013810136,0.0,0.08569404746208968,0.12512792634247966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046409143118424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194388827409968,0.11356117011163396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778795407620795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568258504252613,0.073320846997871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362136847140502,0.0,0.23331419582237994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162254438674637,0.0,0.10925445575975803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879255943469599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687620083634504,0.05640426754496153,0.08365937792611898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724925365410926,0.15042351166899695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310837793811672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544686992332003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204174020611082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115261637144116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115702988818379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037829814639293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478415361178501,0.0,0.10150640006741304,0.0,0.07264397868206643,0.0,0.08196263542551795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748992788075535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736947797552125,0.0,0.06818462926170335,0.13152582600823515,0.10083614187726876,0.0,0.11969194724888042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368859511431715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936551129091712,0.06053544672652762,0.0,0.08232578998727354,0.0,0.09227915522476683,0.0,0.09261008060329656,0.0,0.11802258114695785,0.0,0.11130082400938222,0.07471785404841834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hydn7822,2020/03/01,"Post some music , which calms you Specifically, I am interested in how you feel at this exact moment, if you have music that s calming you right now.   


Im just going to post something random,  about music I enjoy in the moment. Right now I am feeling this. Someone posted a thread not long ago, which mentioned music. I keep forgetting how powerful music is for us, so I thought I'd share in my moment. This may die, idk.   


[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2cAxLZpelmQ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2cAxLZpelmQ)",7.474756097560978,10.998709097560976,5.387987804878048,74.68978658536588,67.78048780487805,6.539024390243903,23.664634146341466,7.645422480735847,1.405751219512195,414,11,59,5,8,118,57,82,0.061,0.733,0.20600000000000002,0.8939,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,4,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,14,10,4,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,11,5,7,8,1,17,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,7,40,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574069777763065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291728915098853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233031355135543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549522994028842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385199484967801,0.0,0.0,0.196272045464327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954158473211412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6344441313051424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771525424347841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709728914705626,0.16999549815669446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753038091527507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26561532410788075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OloABigCzirjak,2020/03/01,"Teenager pain Hey guys, I'm Oliver
I'm 15 years old.
You may find my situation silly, stupid or funny..
Weeks ago I started texting a girl. We go to the same school and I realised that I really like her and I think she likes me too which is good I think.
My problem is I'm suffering stomach pain all day and everyday. I dont know what my friends or family will think about her and the whole situation makes me so nervous, I even went to the doctor to ask for help but she just recommended a strong medicine and I think it is not the cure for it.
Have you ever been in this situation?
If you were please share some ideas with me. I would love to talk about it with people.",0.66943345323741,2.9592351654676254,2.399563848920863,93.33229541366907,85.83453237410072,5.777158273381295,19.47886690647482,7.1686216300943375,0.3148881294964028,524,15,118,8,16,172,93,139,0.083,0.722,0.195,0.9487,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,1,7,14,1,1,6,0,10,5,1,1,2,29,24,10,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,0,23,8,11,18,4,11,0,1,0,1,17,1,0,5,10,76,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965732777034195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674038291615634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433044749270518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971100064210374,0.0,0.0,0.17142443955811754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660831492058693,0.13230734231089242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788799672967855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368585988129492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300592012804615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312720015163813,0.12268225291266632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482783711260971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980400328735231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511822196498802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038480163780606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429178402448103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320121439704071,0.0,0.09763470280115667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534831533315195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112778995732061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140347888517397,0.0,0.0,0.16055780939754735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995825907473164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370271622524774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803053517129286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932324494888778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352890075000272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756428894845593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748892732448934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173269787171239,0.0,0.0,0.13559145284197135,0.0,0.16330245824250586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390424683710654,0.0,0.0,0.09419148481738808
anxiety,RayneTheRaider,2020/03/01,"Every time I have interactions with someone and try to build relationships with them I die a little inside Everytime I try to interview for a job, build a friendship, create a connection with someone, it ends terribly either in misinterpretation or in rejection and I die a little inside. It's making me incredibly anxious and making me want to stop trying.",8.200714285714284,9.479950301587305,9.469960317460325,55.22017857142861,61.85714285714286,12.014285714285714,36.38492063492063,11.698219412168324,5.1228444444444445,291,13,40,9,4,101,40,63,0.278,0.631,0.09,-0.9336,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,12,4,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,9,4,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334203549727656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428875244925472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300286846856206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740851927274093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503720927445607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141724994118493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758392154666249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183119278774505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35013476148584705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727425113538482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204810439532001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208416677470959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186908117753258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,webdevlets,2020/03/01,"Subconscious scratching until I bleed? Sometimes I scratch myself without even realizing it.  Sometimes I'll look at my body before I take a shower, and it's like, wtf, did I do that??? Then I'll scratch some some more until I get to open skin once I'm in the shower.

Any advice?",1.822060606060603,4.277083963636365,3.2177272727272737,88.31992424242426,82.0909090909091,5.121212121212121,23.71212121212121,6.42735559955562,0.7507575757575755,218,8,42,2,6,71,41,55,0.095,0.856,0.05,-0.504,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,6,5,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28728792956318844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999262765919136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501675845612497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265615071611384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941805314782124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359994220596998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363081583230106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468812554394129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130944459066889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5815359670354259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104720416674573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28340011477170424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,verminaunatural,2020/03/01,"Traveling and Coronavirus Currently really freaking out about traveling to Europe over spring break... I booked the flight and where I'm staying and everything and it's Spain which I guess has like 34 cases of the Coronavirus as of right now. Traveling makes me feel really on edge as is and I literally cannot stop thinking about this, would anyone else in a similar position recommend cancelling?? Or is it ok to travel I'm seeing conflicting things online and I don't know what to do because I'll be spending a lot of time on planes and buses and trains which are super germy contained spaces bleh I don't know what to do",3.555728291316523,6.21732411764706,4.539684873949579,80.17798669467788,76.73109243697479,8.672549019607843,25.883053221288513,9.2995712137729,2.6847473389355745,506,19,89,14,12,164,81,119,0.064,0.8220000000000001,0.113,0.6961,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,1,11,0,0,1,0,21,20,11,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,3,4,5,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,16,18,1,19,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,3,6,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662328283179289,0.27347146574959097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270028328026745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229614155008955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398732776587031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495309122758786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29402138128795785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933634585348592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039427555429606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22690956155856334,0.0,0.0,0.17815839252689958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419670428473225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793187094692036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268542482353653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844807980159855,0.0,0.2231410649265348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731706774833628,0.17101929022335433,0.0,0.0,0.15563203429471745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959870888240968,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,berghain_s_1993,2020/03/01,"Does anyone ever feel like they are extremely lonely but are also the one isolating yourself? (Ex: not going outside your house for days but also declining any offers to go out?) Hi. I’ve struggled with this on and off since I was a young teen. I grew up in the suburbs with immigrant parents and one older sibling who was always out with huge groups of friends or gfs and never home. My parents never ever went out (socializing felt like a burden to them, didnt have too many friends, couldn’t spend too much money) holidays were just another day at home, never anything special. it wasn’t until the last decade now that all kids are grown and they’re retired that they started traveling the world and taking up hobbies and making friends. When I was a kid and I complained about feeling cooped up at home, they couldn’t relate to my anxiety. I always felt like my close friends always had “other groups” of friends or huge families where there was never a weekend or day they’d be home moping. always had groups of friends besides our core friend group, so on random occasions where every person was occupied, it always hit me how extremely lonely I feel.

now, as an adult it still hits me here and there. Everyone knows I’m an extreme introvert and love being home. but lately I’ll be home for 3-4 days straight, can’t bring myself to leave my 1000sq ft apt I live alone in to get the mail, take out trash, or drive to run errands as my simple “socialization for the day.” I have a bunch of things I could be doing outside, errand-wise, or at home (chore-wise, ex: decluttering closets, getting some freelance projects done, job hunting, etc.) but instead I can’t bring myself to do any of them and fixate on my loneliness. 

I let the dishes pile up, eat junk food/instant ramen, just waste hours on YouTube or the internet, sit around crying for no reason, and when people text me to hang out I decline. I don’t understand what’s going on with me, it’s like I’ve reached such a level of being a slob that I can’t bring myself to get ready in 20 min to go outside and hang. My family will even ask to have dinner or something, and the thought of having to coordinate 3 different parties and choose a restaurant and think about 5 hours of productivity I won’t get back (though let’s be real, I won’t be doing anything productive) gives me extreme anxiety.

I’m torn between wanting to bask in solitude and being miserable being so lonely. Can anyone at all relate or is this an issue specific to me since childhood? Am I just a lazy POS and that’s my problem?",6.05345405767941,6.382213557344066,6.374822937625755,78.86530617035548,66.3440643863179,8.88018779342723,31.657209926224013,8.648137234880735,2.475027149564051,2026,75,375,28,30,653,258,497,0.114,0.752,0.134,0.9331,4,7,1,0,1,0,58.0,1,1,6,0,30,21,0,2,21,0,46,4,0,3,8,73,79,40,0,5,16,4,5,4,7,3,0,0,8,4,14,28,3,0,11,3,2,15,16,8,0,2,15,5,42,13,60,44,6,76,0,4,0,1,37,32,0,10,32,252,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043554718603326,0.0,0.1087715898350883,0.2829395934177978,0.0,0.0,0.09249524126824853,0.07131208418182526,0.10405152694221603,0.0,0.0,0.09510523826272817,0.0,0.11192921212091507,0.0605413402622277,0.06357809137849059,0.0,0.0,0.0522937828561213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429867631214329,0.0,0.07470334993911586,0.2192969510017553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105365253648106,0.0,0.0,0.059514064191054775,0.06959556794987935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958893431414638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584664870742677,0.04491849549455483,0.12303385613078115,0.05729948550689734,0.06498434559703611,0.0,0.0,0.1282233597583513,0.0,0.10316032678832174,0.04858476967498188,0.1305962624583228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822352742321493,0.0,0.3677984801630757,0.0,0.14212502683806666,0.06523925689950229,0.15460154826448058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775214193654043,0.0,0.13394792298782307,0.07847184407820709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098245050150377,0.06748722517481867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037375295834179104,0.05543541535752821,0.07671573497825082,0.07201041658804673,0.0,0.1390851198663599,0.0,0.13290065908726478,0.0,0.06005211329545456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613796741930092,0.0,0.04539571942115924,0.06894921191572352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049993541373427625,0.0,0.20980716152870327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216765987543447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102917697561938,0.0,0.0,0.04714802978584238,0.0593817679356512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507425820274185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740773933798425,0.0,0.06992332171963024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251347227232447,0.0,0.0,0.13865072902425427,0.0,0.0523557095068904,0.0,0.0,0.0481362547904687,0.0,0.05431109878230032,0.0,0.0,0.07109649488100005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226676967934847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518134532938604,0.04357663764513929,0.06681729587989009,0.05399057861516278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079849456799794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04011274905847555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630438908761502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Niiiiiiiiiiiiiiick,2020/03/01,"Every time I see something scary So usually ill browse Reddit, twitter, Instagram and YouTube but sometimes ill stumble upon something scary or disturbing, these things can be real or fake but ill still go into a spiral of worry about it, an example would be i see a thumbnail for a scary story on YouTube then my temperature increases so it feels like i have a fever, ill start sweating, ill lose my appetite, ill feel sick and i wont be able to sleep that night

I'd appreciate any advice to deal with these problems as they have been occurring for years now and im sick of whole days being wasted and cancelled when I see something scary",5.191548269581059,6.7890148032786914,5.365519125683061,80.73840619307833,69.0,8.045173041894353,30.76867030965392,8.515128840125781,2.4269806921675774,514,21,92,8,9,162,84,122,0.431,0.526,0.043,-0.9969,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,1,5,0,10,11,2,0,0,15,17,13,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,9,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,5,8,1,12,10,2,15,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,2,11,56,14,0,0.17797716854687212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391722927366202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103057770903553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478055002893915,0.1834866458205793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499534405930765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998120806573822,0.1271469247714052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011485263706461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922458830660816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695065457797156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991109268073417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701951617719593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030011395772052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257698196723825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254742816504996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781057015294927,0.0,0.0,0.4110465585753724,0.1760239705572725,0.0,0.12597315594093533,0.0,0.14213279670401302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824012245188173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377991823415718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960167067294016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198705152751472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807444538766984,0.0,0.12642987412126966,0.0,0.0,0.11461146133350365
anxiety,Drugsarebad6969,2020/03/01,"Recently I have been experiencing constant Headaches. I’m worried it’s a brain tumour or infection. Could this just be anxiety? Recently I have been experiencing constant headaches (back side of head, squeezing pain) and my concentration skills haven’t been as good. My body has also been feeling weaker (however Im not sure if it’s related)

I’m anxious it’s a brain tumour or brain infection, however, I know anxiety can cause headaches as well as concentration problems. 

Do you guys think this is most likely Anxiety, and have you experienced headaches or any other symptoms from anxiety?",7.002742718446601,9.359488145631069,7.30309466019418,65.63483616504857,65.60194174757281,11.36359223300971,40.05946601941745,11.20814326018867,5.4917776699029135,481,28,73,16,8,156,63,103,0.183,0.755,0.062,-0.8658,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,14,9,5,1,1,16,19,10,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,5,7,4,5,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,6,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789224007008794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002510968670187,0.0,0.4511055731567079,0.16654337221166116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335737966124945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163751107886011,0.0,0.4937105990264299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144161582900176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31861869973007106,0.0,0.1177033928249928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745403098356621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364944639822348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596962035555658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129611715115104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923959887125688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101853353167042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202228279619417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686596489888435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410616518900182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911202126617839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894221741546375,0.15322650109358515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446119955581918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254886832618454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971282544259518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Consumerism_is_Alive,2020/03/01,"Googling and Manifesting symptoms. I went to Mardi Gras last night and had some glitter thrown in my face, right away I’m thinking it’s going to block my lungs and I’m going to die. I managed to sleep and awoke today still feeling anxious, googling stories and symptoms, as I’m reading it’s getting worse and worse. 

I find an article about glitter lung and it instantly triggers a panic attack and i think I’m dying. The article was from the onion (fake news) and right away my symptoms disappear. At least I got to laugh about my anxiety today and I’m feeling a lot better now.",2.9631777956556715,5.358763097345137,3.9756556717618654,84.8559694288013,77.31858407079645,6.232984714400643,29.74175382139984,7.348242739294969,1.9643699115044249,462,22,84,6,11,149,67,113,0.207,0.7140000000000001,0.079,-0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,5,0,2,7,4,1,0,20,16,11,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,5,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,4,2,9,2,13,12,3,16,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,6,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140214802085201,0.16838206352104118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695638673584846,0.2800714177989625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318210381662459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093770410128484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072651668989953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622737269022456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787154312378064,0.0,0.16941507629613653,0.0,0.11920747721361155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149419236393715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671546648633925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139871657508967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487597173980732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490885543970029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545727307016876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915586067377715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903010089122575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647545098484637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100816192994088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825605692995587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816919303442882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037857391088202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kcrigler,2020/03/01,"Absurd Anxiety About Potential Future Midlife Crisis I am 23 years old. I know that I am incredibly young and that I have (hopefully) many years ahead of me. But for some reason, completely out of nowhere, I have become incredibly anxious about midlife crises. If I am to experience one, it would be literally another of my lifetimes away. I have a low self esteem and a history of mental health problems (however they are for the most part under control) but I have begun to imagine myself in middle age - a person who has no concept of their own achievements, no perspective, and no sense of self worth. I am too young, really, to have done anything noteworthy thus far in my life yet I live under the expectation that I will continue to not do anything or, if I do, that I will be unable to recognize my own achievements in the future. It is completely absurd.

I can’t justify this anxiety - it’s a long ways off and there are so many more pressing matters for me to worry about now. The recommendations online  “have a hobby” and “take stock of where you are in life before midlife” are easy and I have hobbies and, obviously, take stock. I don’t really understand where this is coming from. This anxiety about a future potential anxiety. I can acknowledge how ridiculous this is which makes me feel so much worse about it. If I’m going to be distraught over something, I’d so much rather it be rational distress. The whole situation is so strange yet it is weighing heavily on me and I have been unable to put it out of my mind.

I am aware that the research around the “midlife crisis” is inconclusive and that it is believed by some to be a social construct. Why then do I feel this way? My brain is like, “In 23 years you may be feeling a sense of ennui, disappointment, lack of vigor, and depleted incredulity and enjoyment in the little pleasures of life. Mull over that some, idiot.” It’s wild, overwhelmingly negative, and there is truly nothing I can do it seems to stave this off.",4.8027945786465045,6.603513649732619,5.751419878296147,76.7979411764706,70.2566844919786,9.222791812649826,30.543610547667345,9.668497473035632,3.079298100682279,1571,66,281,38,29,517,186,374,0.185,0.748,0.067,-0.9932,1,0,1,1,0,0,44.0,0,2,2,4,20,13,2,3,16,0,47,6,1,5,1,50,60,24,0,9,8,0,4,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,25,16,1,1,9,0,1,3,7,8,0,1,2,4,35,5,49,48,12,46,0,3,0,0,9,23,0,11,19,223,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162036795967134,0.33910578935017704,0.12519424510691374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238965319886516,0.09865265595449388,0.0,0.0,0.10411836330471924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223911902438433,0.09429904668196563,0.12485538164717848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371096875161475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546099875801707,0.23238381732090696,0.0,0.12429324781996075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340660102962202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840252226367096,0.0,0.0,0.16810067604583592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298115174237254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779571453001073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006855180219036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090337916465256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23482480839150505,0.054140703444425925,0.11107003374654284,0.0978554562323258,0.09807157721335788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397273120259082,0.22470671617090732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167977119477944,0.0,0.11189588370573224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292984647175476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063340898078496,0.0,0.11628619455769999,0.0,0.07509401344964108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000648305132712,0.0,0.0,0.09676312246725002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603908631957283,0.0,0.11140398681336762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198733936640365,0.11394067873165127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088571217222217,0.23121735964466936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456551601583468,0.0,0.11296630210880472,0.0,0.08531409735669812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666446167371815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153667807230636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759263755387239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999716508960214,0.12372577067087755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254236007835852,0.11293431582521865,0.07872283831029261,0.0,0.0,0.21409195259680816
anxiety,lilpaulina,2020/03/01,"This song has helped me a lot to calm down and not worry too much about things I can’t change There are many things going around in the world, in my country and also in my personal life. I tend to worry too much, think too much and I sometimes is hard for me to let go, and my thoughts can be so absorbing.

Last week I deleted Twitter because I was getting way too much information that kept my head going on and on with news. I decided to reinstall the app because I follow some accounts I really like, but news were still there in my feed and I love being informed. But sometimes is overwhelming.


George Harrison is my favorite Beatle, I have found comfort in his music so many times, three songs in particular are kind of my lullabies for certain situations. But right now “All Things Must Pass” is my way of getting to my brain the memo to calm down, that nothing is permanent, everything changes.


And as he sings “sunrise doesn’t last all morning”, because the great thing about this is that tomorrow they will be another sunrise, and I am still going to be amazed to look at it and feel alive.


I hope this works for someone here that is having a hard time, I am going to give a thought or pray for everyone here tonight, I am so thankful for this community. Good night everyone",6.0754973118279585,6.426937383064518,6.178967741935482,80.21011827956994,66.29838709677419,9.677849462365591,33.468817204301075,9.558583805096642,2.9708249462365584,1013,42,197,19,15,322,142,248,0.01,0.7809999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.9952,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,18,13,0,1,7,0,27,5,2,0,4,34,47,18,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,13,11,1,1,8,3,1,7,3,1,0,1,6,6,27,12,32,34,8,34,1,1,1,1,9,14,0,4,12,144,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528919000195936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183342831415327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949424731297386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950413483370745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905837924902908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256463544853033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382021471532,0.09585151822588762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053926218083557714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693789778553815,0.0,0.0,0.11144204508184108,0.1023098657604313,0.3030626113978338,0.08945424330919073,0.0,0.11758368832845775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107764475375985,0.0,0.10945523873828954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148627243544632,0.0,0.0,0.10592903374774948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110611565063977,0.0,0.1738704630661031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905841527840378,0.07533112969335758,0.05210455037691668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956042431854261,0.0,0.0,0.09067131690385558,0.09625716977094644,0.0,0.0,0.2162558235833928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31360458410389835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008523612411856,0.0,0.10233501943438647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312400224717927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832370108097317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107982387856753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988078823423386,0.0,0.0,0.0903654952643886,0.0,0.21096218046804416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034409923700589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981903997310966,0.0,0.0,0.2834181500654365,0.06833799401843234,0.0,0.16933880344328256,0.1243787296137014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931004057409504,0.0855494242379555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764358404730655,0.2166196113893919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ActualTrashFire,2020/03/01,"I cannot get sleep anymore. Sorry for the long prelude, I am writing this during one of my sleepless night bouts. 

I don't think that I have severe anxiety, but sometimes I can go through periods of anxiousness. Lately, I have felt incredibly stressed even when I don't need to be. I know it's because over the past 2 months I have started a new job that requires more commitment than I've ever had to give. It's not that I dislike my new job, quite the opposite really. I find it an upgrade in every way from my old ones, but I constantly worry that I'm not doing a good job even when others are telling me I am. 

My new job requires that I be up by 4 in the morning to get to work on time, and this had proved to be challenging. I cannot seem to make myself fall asleep on time, and it's resulting in me having little to no sleep. Tonight, I had to call out because It's almost time to wake up and I have gotten no sleep at all, which doesn't make any sense to me because I only got 5 hours last night, so I should be tired. The fact that I can't sleep is stressing me out more than my new job is, which is frustrating. 

I know I may be ranting in the wrong sub, but I just wanted to see if anyone else has/had my problem. I've tried melatonin, breathing techniques, laying completely still, and weighted blankets and I still can't sleep. All I do is lay awake and feel my heart beat.",4.671384083044983,4.431913370242216,5.493979238754323,85.9523183391004,69.27681660899654,8.460899653979236,29.802768166089965,7.928766900206844,1.7497529411764707,1080,37,237,12,17,354,155,289,0.13699999999999998,0.8220000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9768,5,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,6,9,7,1,2,9,0,32,11,9,3,6,40,51,13,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,8,1,2,8,0,0,2,11,5,0,2,6,4,37,2,31,38,4,41,0,0,1,0,4,13,0,4,25,154,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717855238667638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059204150898414125,0.0,0.06660107285337764,0.09835362652070663,0.08634065928522065,0.06087475204271995,0.0892038089549108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921388668680014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889854268713887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912813171193218,0.0940815121599008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272790767454357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500532779526924,0.07875124043252818,0.0733522576910422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402042361071595,0.0,0.0835917688665525,0.0,0.07957175399384014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097107505194994,0.08351640056328873,0.04947850974318608,0.07302224825306786,0.06963026492948336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316715605730654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573709237755682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319707487845417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095692389104528,0.07096595783614656,0.09820807833265764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725753014781729,0.0,0.07704583600709426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622716956682945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949089038588059,0.0,0.0,0.06455428537842978,0.0,0.3363344383074811,0.0,0.1634008335068308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091355388894075,0.0,0.1179889466398331,0.06621346182809447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310913410029767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833051765563646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925995980704766,0.0,0.0,0.055773209602351284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937597658113684,0.07925664352853136,0.0,0.09835362652070663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356170576401699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610509766932034,0.09745714392306404,0.06162189650458725,0.0,0.13905331533503534,0.0,0.19945510300214345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760947470790174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055784877046944174,0.0,0.0,0.1522970985265675,0.100063280675288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910839012415822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051350560648214326,0.06910460229262437,0.0,0.10601628036763716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338110814892825,0.08841420179859752,0.0,0.0,0.09518703070843806,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shanna9588,2020/03/01,"Suicide Anybody wants to kill themselves, but only when drunk?

When sober, i would never kill myselft because I think of all the poeple it would hurt.
 But when drunk, i forget about them and then I feel like It would be good to do it ?",3.0576086956521737,5.017970195652175,3.003695652173913,94.01032608695654,75.30434782608695,4.6000000000000005,22.369565217391305,3.1291,-0.17263478260869558,183,5,37,0,4,55,33,46,0.39,0.502,0.10800000000000001,-0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,12,8,7,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,4,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339920850802966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723823808200235,0.17977377593275734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110661698913128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693889858331806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5568112870679596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294003587904538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940825586807879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913858052530366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752565473222818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124264341123795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842553354737084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362798015527492,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,savsmiles16,2020/03/01,ahaha that feeling when your anxiety is getting to the point where you have anger issues from everything and everyone triggering it....,13.119999999999996,12.25357463636364,11.22636363636364,53.75954545454547,52.63636363636364,16.072727272727274,49.27272727272727,14.554592549557764,7.777945454545456,110,6,14,4,1,34,22,22,0.20800000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34853121055520736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353433977119988,0.4094620906821663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303640297803067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380311424049137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755259269804484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306873569422007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jamie-white,2020/03/01,Anxiety question So a couple of months ago I had a panic attack which was my first which felt horrible honestly felt like I was having a heart attack therefore rang an ambulance and once they arrived they checked everything said I was fine and I was all good...but ever since I’ve been anxious about it when out have this fear that it maybe is something worse and have that panic attack in the back of my mind I’ll be out drinking with mates and be constantly trying to reassure myself that I’m all good. Sometimes when I drink tho I feel my face heat up and blush and makes me feel there’s something up and the day after drinking I sometimes get really irritating chest pains through my chest and recently have got red flares on my face and neck however they go away after like 10 minutes I sometimes feel my throat is tightening and mouth goes dry and stupid me decides to research all of the symptoms listed and thinking of all the worst possible outcomes of them all is this normal for people with anxiety to have these symptoms and am I really just overthinking and letting the anxiety get the better of me as I still haven’t a clue what I’d be anxious about to have anxiety and every-time I go to doctors to get checked out they give me the all clear and refer it all back to anxiety just want a bit of reassurance from someone that has similar symptoms as I’ve mentioned thank you??,7.086396063960643,6.8837117601476026,7.000649446494467,77.05010086100863,64.239852398524,10.32629766297663,35.04083640836409,9.888512548439397,3.3369274784747844,1121,46,208,21,15,357,146,271,0.179,0.73,0.091,-0.9778,1,0,5,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,5,2,13,18,4,3,13,0,22,16,8,2,9,46,40,22,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,13,21,3,0,9,3,2,2,1,9,0,1,10,8,28,9,33,26,9,24,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,1,16,145,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250682632088399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560168780045547,0.21030022222864025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31766434834356,0.08744856811255917,0.1431403832973902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823187251690481,0.1016155853303074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058278283550734,0.0,0.0,0.10298753291742876,0.0,0.060026733404821626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526788605564077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735390205899255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419315052025582,0.0,0.0,0.08365128331185243,0.0,0.0,0.10473709796840164,0.14118703898503593,0.0,0.17873634344759107,0.0,0.0,0.07917094328401922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588610997309515,0.08928759527996695,0.10579520006151794,0.15613654095430887,0.07444189251845515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029626772827053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951771715550302,0.0,0.09094509061701997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212938061761284,0.0,0.0935079962325662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939808742394264,0.0,0.07429288684103609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119534613520708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912358496910342,0.0,0.0,0.09904010841217856,0.21841076745525967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452762342543232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492992770208301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426713950688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925455917286028,0.0,0.09190195413512743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853719992468663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699395926037696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078863535871836,0.14330989110583847,0.2761655337294228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433112573238601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902268052163443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569246578915041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059639753280982775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319292952594185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489901439277989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948530489360782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_PCS,2020/03/01,I worry a lot There are times when things are perfectly normal and I just worry about something for no reason at all. I began palpitating and I just take deep breathes to cope with it. There are also circumstances where after eating I became anxious about being full and becoming nauseous because of it.,6.511545454545455,8.346363745454546,6.507045454545459,72.90056818181819,66.0909090909091,8.40909090909091,30.113636363636363,8.841846274778883,2.7538181818181817,246,9,37,4,4,78,42,55,0.172,0.7559999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.5859,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,2,11,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,4,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879810944176856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090905301172045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678424029330866,0.3021701024822588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799614731951073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326052424545633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680702624318418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813067386684158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106309244161605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571342111007826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176792221375404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953857044264105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557088939280664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DetroitCam2,2020/03/01,"Maybe I’m paranoid? At the bar, w my friends, so I feel confident about the entire bar scene when I’m with my friends. I know I’m not going to be harmed by a drunk guy or anything lol.

- anyways standing at the bar, in the one section near the front of the bar, a guy and 3 girls are sitting to the side of us.. 

- They start talking and then looking at me, the guy is actively looking/staring in my direction. Idk what was up. I didn’t want to assume things and confront him. The girl starts actively looking at me.. 

- My question: How would you handle a situation like this? Do you confront? Do you just mind your business and not even stress anything? 

- I feel like they were saying something about me. I’m handsome and Tall and maybe one of the girls wanted to say something to me, idk.",2.043333333333333,4.1427642038216606,2.997732484076433,92.21260721868366,78.93630573248406,5.4605520169851385,27.027176220806798,6.42735559955562,0.9940075583864116,608,26,127,5,15,193,91,157,0.08199999999999999,0.74,0.17800000000000002,0.9529,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,4,2,0,8,9,2,1,13,1,9,5,0,1,0,21,23,11,0,3,4,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,0,6,3,7,5,0,5,5,0,2,3,4,0,2,3,6,20,5,20,18,1,19,0,0,2,0,20,11,0,3,6,84,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529098896067469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014956821509354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539742405313312,0.10977981978283613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374456683137122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733256440321105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456463818904365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445142929470723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501479836296611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580833540865456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087585485332891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515998357982635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082576321472436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214234049991428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444045199145373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272827899959095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660090982086526,0.0,0.0,0.2175327540407984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602516444912356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351180861835405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020896050549803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484262238627333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127369511442348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916071168180597,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EndWalker611,2020/03/01,"Having Trouble Sleeping Recently life has been rough and slowly my anxiety is becoming more and more apparent to me. I’ve realized I’ve had it for awhile now but have been hiding it and or have had people in my life that helped me cope with it. Unfortunately I do not have people in my life to help and now my brain when I try to sleep just keeps racing and I replaying things in my head from the day in ways that I could have made them turn out better. I even just think about different things that could happen tomorrow and how I can mess them up. I over think every little thing and it feels like everything just goes wrong. 
Any tips on sleeping better and just overall dealing with anxiety? Thank you and sorry if this post is everywhere, just a mess right now.",7.099,6.5326018000000055,6.90516666666667,78.95175000000002,64.33333333333334,10.7,30.083333333333336,10.125756701596842,2.640133333333333,610,17,121,12,8,193,93,150,0.139,0.754,0.106,-0.3612,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,2,12,8,0,0,2,0,16,8,5,2,0,30,24,14,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,17,4,16,17,2,19,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,8,88,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942756238817698,0.0,0.21210869843302047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531099549319814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452203635700796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476098248913234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213753492651879,0.0,0.0,0.08940722392885919,0.1429251874703482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484263903973907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156620661809774,0.0,0.11680481439257645,0.0,0.12459496952067164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009732994162747,0.0990398945817624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259326315661465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227810249532158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858464028551048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322394217698687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293763103031373,0.0677293900635043,0.13894731987935946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117849485866415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922222100038952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327726978227655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688398696369974,0.0,0.0,0.1183923644626566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162012554123258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551890012044477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763522256254026,0.0,0.0,0.2763060754482994,0.17766166753383358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941231361490791,0.1507935822414799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100409244179069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515741137963277,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OverratedDavid,2020/03/01,"Help with overthinking I’m an 18 M and throughout most of my short life I never really cared about mostly anything other than my loved ones and a handful of goals I had. But since December my life’s been going to shit... I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I can’t even use the bathroom without overthinking. And I’m starting to feel like it’s starting to ruin all the relationships I have and honestly my life. So I finally went to see a therapist a couple days ago and to no ones surprise I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder. I guess that means now I can finally ask for help and advice without feeling like an asshole for self diagnosing. So please if anyone has advice to help dealing with the constant overthinking I would seriously appreciate it thanks in advance.",5.8602027027027015,7.030507317567568,6.9252432432432425,71.77245945945947,67.04054054054055,10.514594594594595,35.07027027027027,10.577609850970193,4.065032972972974,625,30,108,17,10,210,94,148,0.10400000000000001,0.7,0.196,0.9357,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,1,0,8,0,10,10,3,1,2,24,26,10,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,3,0,0,3,7,3,0,2,4,4,15,7,18,21,3,14,0,1,1,1,8,2,1,4,11,74,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25307459765514184,0.11478613290185585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990604111107125,0.0,0.0,0.09054325561526898,0.0,0.1065602215924564,0.0,0.1210567889712045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202490526241178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993398113863298,0.0,0.0,0.14327954628527487,0.0,0.08351110938957641,0.13349973795024933,0.0,0.26286167794542903,0.0,0.0,0.1484081301115438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325018218280246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552771421867461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094927974344447,0.18501707371947504,0.0,0.2837025532056515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359283126107835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264915222986746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038565895147303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27439038540548744,0.12652571579636934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116870860776079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105387494853516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987159384286096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549317240569096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421424485979062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829553764747299,0.0,0.0,0.13902508462398006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318771855919204,0.0,0.13508755923174245,0.0,0.1329208526655693,0.10711645610909512,0.0,0.12958471378283726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330907114979347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921809631249147,0.0,0.1503492600053306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183881790141516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200396367403338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496497856012259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919868309150784,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xcupcakekitten,2020/03/01,"How do you deal with paranoia? My anxiety gives me such bad paranoia I think my girlfriend is cheating on me and all strangers are trying to kill me. 

What do you do that helps this?

I’m seeing a therapist but my insurance no longer supports that so I’m going to have to stop.",1.5720238095238095,3.9185502499999987,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,82.21428571428572,5.8761904761904775,25.404761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.17892619047619,218,9,45,3,6,70,42,56,0.273,0.649,0.078,-0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,13,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,1,5,13,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406757815621529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626862007503731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243490856666178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018025704042088,0.1788001077578435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087644489880014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480693410752065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507034296889099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263028039311734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570156888556807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652864474651989,0.0,0.20158937848012454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359953196746376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Used_Structure,2020/03/01,"Want to book a therapy session but call anxiety I’m afraid of the waiting session, my awkward self explaining why I feel like I needed one.. and lots of ums in between sentences etc... I have butterflies in my stomach even with the relaxing music until they pick up, and once I hear the click and “hello this is..” I start stuttering. 


last time I succeeded in calling but was told that they didn’t have enough space left while the earliest I could get was several weeks after. I’m scared that it might happen again. I don’t know what makes me so nervous about phone calls.. but I do wish I could just reserve through text or email",3.8574590163934417,5.727172614754102,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,72.85245901639344,7.830819672131147,28.593442622950818,8.548686976883017,2.118610491803279,497,20,97,9,10,156,91,122,0.113,0.752,0.135,0.4382,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,0,4,5,0,11,1,1,2,0,22,26,10,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,5,1,1,4,3,15,3,13,19,3,14,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,3,9,65,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979613103139692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197522983085819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27093338512393994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175313176341911,0.18922550861533435,0.1120646106458816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578961908936154,0.1212113904751484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864492020650022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003751723333686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122901488193866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324550898949097,0.13830267843203264,0.0,0.0,0.18434559571248466,0.0,0.0,0.0828915820266109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424630571088198,0.0,0.0,0.11325520959486698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999173355666356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580722989347354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069168370701447,0.11497193755448346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986801990820702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700151192748992,0.19167739569899875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200924160894648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403100492235625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893521384945388,0.0,0.0,0.16212576372447882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007502601503968,0.0,0.13609803875577473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309965857687238,0.0,0.19511069162504613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,playboihorni,2020/03/01,stuttering while talking does anyone overthink what they are saying mid sentence so they end up stuttering and making no sense,5.844285714285713,9.651689619047623,4.559047619047622,74.84428571428573,81.38095238095238,6.609523809523811,30.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,3.202066666666667,106,5,13,2,3,31,19,21,0.271,0.677,0.052000000000000005,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604434090167738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511097931789471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565721671701578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34409435614324346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099392654842217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143322727529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bargid,2020/03/01,"GAD flare up and particular intrussive thought... Any tip or sharing appreciated! Hey all!

I've been on here for a couple of days since my anxiety flared up in the last week (1-2) and am trying to figure out what's going on.

So, little back story : my anxiety as always been more on the GAD side (with panic from time to time, because... why not :P) and i've been living with it since 2013. Some times were not so good, others pretty awesome! i did therapy, was on medication (pretty low, but still!) I even had a moment when the medication wasn't necessary anymore and decided to stop. Long story short, had a boking accident, couple of projects fell off and was stuck doing... nothing! So my friend GAD came back!

I decided not to wait and see my therapist, got back on meds, yatti yatta... was a pretty rough patch. I ended up going abroad WWOOFING and it pretty much changed my life! I came back after 2 months and dedicated my year to amassing money so i could go again! I did. same family, same farm, 4 months and a half plus a month in Hawai. Awesome experience. BREF! I've been back for a year now, and the big plan is for me to go back there, work for them full time, for a year. I was excited all year long but, now what the date is nearing and my anxiety has came back with a vengeance, I'm bewildered...

It started in October and was low-key. Still, i decided to go see a therapist, nonetheless. I had to change because of technical reason and am now with a new therapist that i like very much.

Anyway, big story short -- He's on vacation, we only saw each other 3 times and my anxiety is peeking since I left my job (since i'm suppose to leave in a month or so. wanted some time for myself!). It's pretty similar to when i had my biking accident. But I would say i'm even more bewildered than before. I've been reading Claire Weekes (november) and am now reading Dr. Carbonnell book (Worry trick) and i most definitely love the ACT approach. It resonates a lot with me.

BUT... cause there's always a but... i've been struggling pretty hard with thoughts. Similar to those i had before (biking accident) and i just can't seem to find anyone who's dealing with the same thing. So i'm a bit lost -- I'm always terrified of the prospect i might be severely depressed. I know, it sounds.. weird. I never was diagnosed, either by my older therapist or the one i'm seeing now... And no one in my entourage or close to me thinks so. I'm also particularly aware of how this fear interact with my GAD -- ""Should I accept those thoughts (surrender to them) or is it a symptom of depression? and isn't surrendering to this a sure fire way for me to be depressed?"". It's really tricky because it's subtle. 

In the past, i had these same ""health"" anxieties about other mental ailments (name them, i probably had them...) and none of them were true... But my fear of depression is persistent because it's so ill defined and so rogue-like... My logical mind can't put a label on it so i'm terrified by it and constantly think that me, being terrified of it means i most definitely have it. It's rough and, part of me knows i just have to ""surrender"" and say (much like fear of going insane or dying) ""fuck it... if it's that, it's that"" and the fear will slowly subside. But i'm stuck there. It's so hard. It's almost like i need to accept it all at once, woosh...

in conclusion.... Anyone had some similar problems? any tips or sharing is much appreciated (i know this is a form of reassurance seeking but i never seem to find a similar case)

Anyway, hope everyone's accepting and rockin on!

Thanks!

Louis Roby.",2.3065469336670823,4.506162222695039,4.136502920317064,83.87183823529412,78.54609929078015,7.6080517313308285,24.268356278681694,8.539824195847483,1.7892223612849394,2777,98,549,61,68,937,301,705,0.165,0.708,0.127,-0.9804,1,0,0,0,0,0,160.0,1,0,5,5,41,33,2,6,31,0,50,10,0,3,7,119,95,59,1,8,22,0,5,3,1,4,8,3,0,0,38,42,0,2,23,5,1,13,11,16,0,3,36,12,56,17,76,51,26,95,0,6,4,2,19,32,1,19,52,367,94,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383470718027225,0.0,0.0,0.04299331627937024,0.13420244877778212,0.0,0.0,0.07311977637196664,0.0,0.2056382651922501,0.0,0.05331728943783067,0.07518304356226874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893767029480093,0.0,0.1310908510432647,0.0,0.09149471570448632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586939945121145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446763469637267,0.0,0.05522820911134034,0.11374577581813905,0.0,0.0,0.05809743933049698,0.0,0.042924446866658784,0.1189728853546031,0.0,0.03467193294798593,0.05542608638081961,0.1852199426896519,0.05456712609218766,0.05579629196871262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047617024302525096,0.0,0.0,0.07101836376645053,0.0,0.0,0.051371732778700295,0.0,0.05258938613459309,0.0506818689407069,0.2419880231320641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827467786064616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153625673945912,0.04970194581971661,0.0,0.0,0.18332452265961885,0.04509287255554218,0.04299824693964991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632008012535727,0.0,0.0,0.05714631160842557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533976281282593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335032100123024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863828784355214,0.04382306720271234,0.0,0.05692601570820074,0.05841238594234738,0.0,0.03797357067776558,0.0787959440310441,0.05388347771532216,0.04747268113062341,0.0951550560854484,0.0,0.0,0.05868738859322865,0.0457063855926515,0.04852215086137252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058562394033764724,0.059717273742996874,0.10831877602210427,0.05417928004017989,0.057032806052723914,0.054284122843185616,0.0,0.1716487201589286,0.0,0.1580845247883058,0.0398637159649674,0.08292887570142538,0.051923510729491716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158592615191916,0.0,0.0,0.057254594689250225,0.07286081517723103,0.040888294555489535,0.0,0.0630779242413234,0.0,0.05821882317913352,0.05132175031366197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281706549440338,0.057964346053318086,0.0514428109177708,0.0,0.05404548858384569,0.0,0.0,0.107552758059807,0.0,0.03444120515019485,0.055276115584116416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855071306168631,0.0,0.0,0.12852365458049494,0.09788550233146108,0.0,0.06073556555946344,0.0,0.17788936638429975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038052900207649,0.0,0.08586853427325054,0.044947297438829255,0.0,0.056203537990164025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066988882685329,0.055879126734561343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494966702244428,0.0614813383552868,0.24968651475415715,0.03571697118004461,0.06889682011670356,0.0,0.12804266404640322,0.18809373358752585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03650075376472616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435914040430825,0.03171012044083819,0.04267363849690594,0.08624899483031663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851168974159675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039139252769700685,0.05459774834632879,0.0,0.0381908617535789,0.0,0.0,0.13848342428831442
anxiety,megan1122,2020/03/01,"Just finding something to worry about... Does anyone fixate and ruminate on one thought or worry and when it gets resolved (which it always does) they need to find something else to worry about or they feel weird? This is me. I will worry and work myself up over something to the point of an panic attack and then I find clarification or there is no need to worry about it anymore, I frantically find another thing to fixate on. And usually it’s something so obscure and far fetched, like, did I kill someone by accident? Or maybe one day I will get arrested for tax fraud? Or I will get fired from my job when they realize all the mistakes I have made in my life. When clearly I have never done any of these things. It’s a never ending cycle and it’s exhausting. I feel like I will never be at peace.",3.1071428571428577,5.192597662420383,4.26637397634213,84.44867834394906,75.56050955414013,6.778707916287535,25.22702456778889,7.7094869923839395,1.4273534121929017,631,22,120,9,14,206,93,157,0.292,0.657,0.051,-0.992,1,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,9,10,2,2,4,0,11,2,0,1,5,33,20,17,1,3,6,0,3,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,10,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,4,3,17,3,20,11,1,18,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,6,12,89,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986417890127067,0.0,0.0,0.07344331707379936,0.11324682087308942,0.0,0.0,0.10710641602015096,0.07551571381766332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286494496244366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965069893284613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902206110508374,0.11052091532040233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021966707402923,0.0,0.0956554406340316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921551546316917,0.07715481564827477,0.0,0.0,0.394838096316284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927573679036728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717277146335848,0.0,0.11948536982578607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628319259413667,0.1055261342186856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219167367431872,0.0,0.0,0.10849994534077101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016042042915424,0.2498874592448237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636642005290498,0.0,0.0,0.12671406342508235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020943715404946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150756808211964,0.3325729558593621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350004715263148,0.0,0.0,0.08573948518565502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894611606910177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862487260830213,0.5483933269867414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ocdthrowaway2020,2020/03/01,"ANY OCD sufferers who can give me advice? I'm struggling with Pure O thoughts, every FUCKING second of the day I'm doing a compulsion, whether it's in my head, or externally. I'm 23 years old and have accomplished barely anything in my life because I feel so stuck from this mental disorder. It is simply a struggle to take care of myself at this point, not only that the ONYL RELIEF I CAN GET NOW IS FROM PRESCRIPTION KLONOPIN OR GABAPENTIN. NOT EVEN MY PAXIL WORKS.

I am scared for the future and scared of the past memories I have. I don't know what to do anymore. Stress has been high ,v VERYH HIGH LATELY because I had to move with my parents to another state.. I used to be able to at least function a little bit but now it's gotten to the point where I'm getting physical problems from this disease. Every second it feels like I'm jumping out of my skin and I am NEVER CALM the only time I have bliss is when in asleep and thesecond I wake up I get intrusive thoughts. It's pure pain in my mind . I'm afraid of literally everything because of this fucking diseaee and I feel like I was cursed with it. .

The intrusive thoughts I have (which cause constant rituals and me stopping whatever im doing to touch my ears face and mouth and stomach and then praying to God with a bunch of sayings that mean nonsense are):

- the thought of death + if I think of a person after then it worries me that their gonna die because I didn't do the external  compulsion of praying and hands on my face body right after
- the thought of going schizophrenic and thinking of news stories or videos online I've seen of people going crazy and striping in public or something during a psychotic episode
- the names of people I know who have passed away and the word ""fuck ______"" (the name of them) or my thoughts saying ""oh good they deserved it"" or something terrible like that (this truly makes me think God is going to punish me for these thoughts and kill mme or someone else I know or love)
- scrupolosity thoughts about things like ""f*** god"" or ""f*** Jesus"" (IM GETTING THESE AWFUL THOUGHTS AD I TYPE THIS AND AM FORCING MYSELF TO NOT DO THE CONPULSIONS)
- worry about vomiting or throwing up food poisoning stomach issues. This is less of a theme but I still get it sometimes and when I'm eat the compulsion is every time I take a bite of food I have to touch my tongue.


Keep in mind it's gotten so bad to the point where I have to do the rituals RIGHT AFTER I GET THESE THOUGHTS WHICH IS CONSTANTLY DURING THE DAY. I NEED HELP 

LLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD HELP ME OUT OF THIS HELL HOLE I LIVE IN.",2.20245283018868,4.631738110236223,3.1303966721141023,89.69096642400835,80.29921259842521,5.959946516119447,25.136086762739573,7.206552242816932,1.1982261476749372,2032,79,400,27,53,645,241,508,0.16899999999999998,0.715,0.11599999999999999,-0.9869,1,0,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,3,2,12,28,7,6,27,1,33,25,12,3,3,75,87,36,3,3,17,1,7,4,0,1,5,3,0,1,31,22,3,2,20,1,0,7,6,18,0,2,18,11,47,10,63,67,4,56,6,1,1,5,17,25,4,11,27,252,78,3,0.06734618539192262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580991292952783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579771546560798,0.07061834740550776,0.0,0.0,0.06678931944894184,0.0,0.0,0.055420172310670215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632739580765693,0.0,0.056231251750212284,0.1642144381208906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352459193888748,0.07480642985970977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866392439503659,0.06918308375806194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555460247597907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686543633376212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989470784538067,0.0,0.07718456305902023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891196064955153,0.05625909622119035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04448152029436335,0.0,0.17022619742956016,0.0,0.06052640892315776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215676458184468,0.09622425660078728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287054939822346,0.0,0.0,0.18678138957857626,0.2111136135359018,0.06460459767883764,0.11482316745504305,0.056486785088620727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911661558706858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028145694308884,0.1423098848574436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549087377342426,0.07029192046089419,0.0,0.05986038394664435,0.0745085759686699,0.0,0.11103510670948943,0.0,0.07596943051544837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756860240563362,0.13160777758108708,0.067498570240427,0.059467915540380965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215651233736767,0.0,0.04495410170080835,0.0,0.0,0.07335973910257843,0.0,0.0,0.06786911488320557,0.0,0.13600089801289195,0.0,0.0,0.07157833703981563,0.0,0.049936343127694065,0.05194152993488567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706684927210548,0.0,0.0,0.10243961745179568,0.07166108951612507,0.0,0.07477996899402371,0.0,0.06428955433630659,0.09337873055042224,0.05880409142076101,0.0,0.0,0.1909917402186484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444120411906484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150265487027932,0.0,0.10711277940322143,0.13485056042869342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706220433594403,0.10369276750325933,0.06660709939011299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378275064860355,0.05630442655020902,0.07714482782743852,0.14080971079232474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012719001570826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044741813078742816,0.1294581488380898,0.0,0.5346534855927912,0.0785402045714133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816548113819683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049028825054516514,0.1367866406542612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336873536097706
anxiety,synonymtoastcrunch2,2020/03/01,"I just learned that the thoughts I have at night are not normal at all For as long as I can remember, as soon as I get in bed, I start thinking of the worst case scenario for everything that could happen during the night and the next day. It's almost like a routine. I will literally lay in bed and think about what would happen if someone broke in and tried to kill my whole family. Or what if there's a ghost in my room and that's what all those little noises are, even though I know it's from my fan or the super old furnace. 

If I have something to do the next day I think of the worst thing to happen in that scenario too. Like last week I had to go to the bank to get a new credit card. So I start thinking what if there's a robbery while I'm there? What if I get shot? What if I'm taken hostage? But then I remind myself that that's crazy unlikely. 

But then I start thinking like, what if they won't give me a new credit card? What if they think I'm not really me and I get arrested for identity theft?

I used to have really intrusive thoughts, like ""you have to finish your drink in 10 seconds or you're gonna die"" or ""you have to roll over in bed because if you don't the murderer is gonna get you"" but I worked through those and they're pretty rare now. 

I also have always had super bad nightmares, usually that my family is killed. Sometimes that I'm killed or being chased by a killer. A few times it was that my little sister was a serial killer. It's just a lot of death and I don't know why exactly. I guess I'm just really afraid of losing my family? 

I just thought it was so normal to think of worst case scenarios but it's really just another form of intrusive thought. Just for reference, my baby brother was born when I was 7 and I remember one time laying on the ground with him before he could even sit up and I just thought ""someone's going to come and kill him"" and I remember crying because I really thought someone was gonna come murder my infant brother. He's 15 now, and I still have thoughts like that. 

My parents said it started even before that though. I guess when I was like 3-4 years old there were several times when I wouldn't be able to sleep because I thought for sure that my papa (grandpa) was dead. They thought maybe I had a nightmare that he died but I think I might have just made it up in my head, but I have no way of knowing. 

At this point it just feels really silly that I've been doing this for like, all 21 years of my life and I'm just now realizing that maybe it's not normal to have thoughts like that every single night of your life. I literally have to be in bed for at least two hours before I want to go to sleep so I have time to run through all these scenarios in my head. I thought that's what people meant when they would ""wind down"" for bed time. 

I have to think of everything so that I'm prepared for anything to happen and that's the only way I can calm down. I just can't believe other people can just go to sleep without doing it. I guess I should get back into therapy.",3.245579975579972,4.077716847723707,4.361121925693357,89.008084423513,72.83045525902669,7.671641374498518,24.516623059480203,7.946510646118237,1.0869737240537236,2380,66,530,32,45,779,237,637,0.14400000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.076,-0.9958,1,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,6,4,4,38,28,6,1,21,0,51,8,5,2,6,109,115,52,11,19,36,5,1,8,0,10,2,1,6,1,46,18,1,0,31,1,3,7,10,13,0,3,28,2,72,15,71,72,13,78,0,2,0,0,23,26,0,20,50,355,118,4,0.05177382225612065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051844004276374735,0.0,0.0,0.041403506952852914,0.04307996763151901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054289366878264994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426054443012352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039810873507632606,0.04322897898986036,0.09468252450026028,0.0,0.13216712825329496,0.05833136820188248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919712701225281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267436839450548,0.0,0.05687111263694763,0.06677966442749657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746610693897572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071863531100746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025883639288621,0.0,0.04362167823742543,0.0,0.09306194609694086,0.0,0.14642325561266575,0.0,0.02617840016199416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229811145867915,0.049666167989872466,0.11769702526542185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711041067423498,0.0,0.1831336801416549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062697567657246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050986785879978916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291202535858104,0.0,0.08536061612861573,0.042202575298744036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313876358665247,0.20235259486051013,0.10378194274353914,0.0,0.045818203469493786,0.0,0.057921663873756066,0.0,0.04401625223274919,0.0,0.048989642457392485,0.0,0.0,0.10402752666192568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492384366445655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000696031613654,0.11012409466118343,0.1457586747973924,0.15218205956304834,0.0,0.0,0.10865583432693353,0.0,0.035083281877798946,0.03937632484356255,0.0,0.0,0.057488702596645576,0.0,0.0,0.07178689884044412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04894299681029627,0.0,0.0,0.05267259025955984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900581769054645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594894373815592,0.0,0.04924876105157032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058489682316814576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543363807410718,0.0,0.13160337475562228,0.039858017812861066,0.051205634064510494,0.0,0.14658311148513165,0.0,0.04134664133271058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879621475837533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920787788322492,0.0,0.034396226961850115,0.29857117289765145,0.10173503499316996,0.4521289484722354,0.15094866055796732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03515102678895623,0.0,0.05057550131362101,0.0,0.0,0.044715959253899006,0.05702155066460361,0.0,0.030537541780140117,0.0821913004676948,0.04152983726504357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046717821683242004,0.057803623599173265,0.0,0.049908117101744615,0.0,0.037691959225702856,0.0,0.0,0.07355727573443703,0.0,0.0,0.06668128812300231
anxiety,darkangel8c,2020/03/01,"I’m anxious about Tuesday because I’m meeting a new neurosurgeon. I was diagnosed with a chiari malformation that has completely wrecked my life with over the last year and sky rocketed my anxiety into oblivion. My first brain surgeon in November told me I was too far gone after looking at my MRI and pretty much said I’d be disabled for life and nothing would help me, brain surgery would only stop it from getting worse. I have an appt Tuesday at noon 6 hours from my home town  with a new brain surgeon and I’m so fkn nervous that all this is for nothing and he’s gonna tell me the same thing as my first brain surgeon and I’m gonna get super depressed and cry my eyes out for a week. Ugh. The anxiety is killing me. I’m trying to stay positive and remind myself that it’s not the end of the world....I can still ask a 3rd or 4th or 9th brain surgeon to give me a chance at a normal life again.. I just hate the thought of having to. I just want the severe headaches, severe vertigo and joint pain and fatigue to go away and to stop having extreme hyperventilating panic attacks and depression because of it. That’s all...",5.252180783817948,5.599572207964601,5.847307206068269,81.8924778761062,68.07079646017701,8.581036662452593,32.95701643489254,8.418075326091056,2.4423600505689,893,38,179,12,14,290,132,226,0.225,0.718,0.057,-0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,11,3,2,15,0,12,18,6,0,2,32,31,16,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,1,0,9,17,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,10,0,2,6,3,18,1,27,20,4,31,0,3,2,0,8,11,0,2,17,108,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831382385855766,0.11689555466417573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967337150693358,0.1177159960591402,0.09721671965702186,0.0,0.0,0.12615291882890511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775529976602697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848995174461801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366073455580472,0.0,0.0,0.17824307500994466,0.10502338147705637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164677098217808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602894053834334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081212218886024,0.09926116923960858,0.05880635056368641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215861731307248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935607757651786,0.0,0.10379231479375706,0.0,0.1019005127041062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144780500885466,0.0,0.0,0.08434467845254663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219259089764006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689164402063171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760648972259068,0.0,0.0,0.1998706204815931,0.0,0.0,0.10138201906107852,0.19857114673576026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869622728146984,0.11010305442525607,0.12140380802143465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526970587118477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842695346614597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23379110932835145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028893833783918,0.08263403698977663,0.17301688776153876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044036281630337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874316750912593,0.0,0.0,0.08214636732480853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887332310006468,0.0,0.07025168560932818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103132626254159,0.0,0.08300016635266648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544829339187484,0.1470091511181081,0.0,0.0,0.06663351425503675
anxiety,Altbaldaccount,2020/03/01,"How to deal with sudden changes which you anticipated but never hoped to happen with you? Been undergoing to many changes in life, to frequently. Don't know how to deal with them. They are entirely opposite to what I want.",4.14329268292683,6.839790097560973,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,74.85365853658539,8.978048780487804,27.32317073170732,9.516144504307137,2.78099512195122,178,7,33,5,4,57,30,41,0.067,0.897,0.035,-0.3239,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,10,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,10,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808460853629066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660698178850769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24277157643539696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726765283622739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087799125397622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391313406395871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783367558759437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173934798130095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192864475156987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MehWhatEvz,2020/03/01,"Advice for Anxiety-Induced Muscle Spasms? Hello!

I noticed my anxiety sensation has become one with my physiological side of my body. Whenever I experience severe anxiety (mostly socially) my muscles feel extremely tense and my muscles spasm randomly.

Best way I can describe this is whenever I expect an incoming social-anxiety inducing interaction, my muscles tense around my neck (most noticeable), jaw, eyes, fingers, and thighs to try and avoid any spasm, but that just makes me want to run away from the situation (panic attack?).

Anyone knows if there is a mindset I can have to avoid this anxiety-muscle-spasm relationship? Or would this require actual medical drugs?",8.447142857142854,10.645095142857144,9.045000000000002,55.15000000000001,61.85714285714286,13.1,39.89285714285714,12.38480682065935,6.408478571428572,544,29,70,21,8,182,82,112,0.125,0.8390000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.7779,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,3,3,0,7,8,6,2,0,22,11,6,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,3,13,1,9,10,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,5,0,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.16313580927107635,0.0,0.0,0.1633585958171497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368272889384536,0.0,0.3836584898694621,0.0,0.0,0.11689058668921748,0.0,0.0,0.14881857006979834,0.0,0.1901823444968774,0.15706364714765958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846283989518857,0.0,0.0,0.17543675635936054,0.0,0.0,0.18569046509850728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386650834308844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635263460385744,0.0,0.0,0.08452721316307737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187338862810898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158864376449316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168408256420148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806529816359685,0.0,0.0,0.1132801098384288,0.0,0.0,0.1961403854474074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948022296952454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888568367218912,0.0,0.0,0.1879083922690745,0.0,0.34082171195998834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349885080467086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860240838069824,0.132693394779518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875423034305063,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sexyonpurpose86,2020/03/01,"Anxiety is a nightmare! Anxiety causes me to think that everyone at work is secretly against me when they may not be. These are the same people that speak to me, the hug me, the offer me verbal affection and for some reason, whenever I see them whispering in the corner, I think they are talking shit about me. 

It’s the worst! 

I don’t have confidence in my personality, at all! I think other people think I am lame and unbearable but they put up with me because they have too. Because we work together. 

I don’t take medication or anything, but I think that if I did, maybe my inner life would be a little better. 

I suffered terribly during Mardi Gras. Dead people, loud people, drunk people, just people everywhere!  

I feel no one understands me, either! 

I have no idea how to make this shit go away. I try to tell myself to calm down, that no one is probably even talking about me, but it seems more believable that they are, so I stick with that thought.",3.8505072463768113,5.6900620217391324,5.034217391304349,80.81802898550725,72.80434782608695,8.602318840579711,26.39710144927536,9.21078282632365,2.290660579710145,748,26,141,17,15,247,111,184,0.205,0.732,0.063,-0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,6,3,8,9,2,0,7,0,17,6,2,5,1,34,30,10,1,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,11,5,1,0,12,1,0,2,6,6,0,2,2,5,32,3,18,24,6,13,0,2,1,1,14,10,2,5,1,110,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206552497953805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033033513217359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179428292654758,0.0,0.0,0.15304807875920035,0.0,0.0,0.14143323514788228,0.0,0.11102415462615556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895745554374882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829136743302553,0.0,0.0,0.11995261212723778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347349530860469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134356506502039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171200991601618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886680037486465,0.0,0.12581751778348765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379456735210375,0.0,0.1261152454825662,0.0,0.0,0.1264617662620854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012945893568268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221746201339803,0.10961098571006747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534631485557924,0.0,0.0,0.1261958119507511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290693167996665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003392432099856,0.11428095821320905,0.0,0.0,0.2577166101138824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438554812046876,0.20179809936138546,0.10972178765116876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021839002326575,0.0,0.099659554553476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522898726334889,0.0,0.0,0.13068477154126704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277972544388849,0.0,0.0,0.08917537678681182,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spydershadow,2020/03/01,"I avoid certain scenarios because of people. Like my neighbor was outside mowing the lawn. I saw him and couldn’t leave the garage just yet for some stupid irrational fear. I don’t know why. He’s cool, but it was like I was afraid to interact. Other times, Girl Scouts are selling cookies and I’ll walk to the other entrance of the store. If that entrance is closed, I’ve gotten back in my car and drove to another store. Yea. That’s bad. Just so I don’t have to decline their sales. I know it’s irrational, yet to me, it’s worth it to feel more comfortable.",1.214295439074203,3.638310592920355,2.3150442477876108,93.94682096664398,84.6637168141593,5.600816882232811,21.966643975493533,7.010146845296331,0.6362299523485366,439,15,93,6,13,139,74,113,0.141,0.727,0.132,-0.0285,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,6,10,1,3,4,2,9,0,0,0,1,15,15,6,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,4,0,1,3,0,5,3,3,5,0,0,6,3,11,5,10,8,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,6,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457021513691202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25350644906825154,0.2752721554442785,0.20097215040405889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709858696761947,0.1666980069171941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36237112759147294,0.0,0.0,0.3490874824525029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32213364881958423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285611971208536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922412424450954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974883000457609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cactus_Sketches,2020/03/01,"Help with Speaking/social Anxiety I, like many others, have had anxiety since I was quite young. This is particularly hard to ignore when it comes to public speaking. As much as it seems like something common or easy to make up, lost of people luke myself deal with it, the same as a good chunk of you.

I need to earn my last french credit (I go to a french school) to graduate. My teacher had been on leave for the majority of the year, and is now coming back. From what uvr been told by many people, she loves giving out oral presentation projects. 

I want to do well in her class, but I can barely get out words when I'm asked to speak in front of people, especially large groups im not very comfortable with.

I'm hoping someone with more experience on the topic could help me out, give me some tips, or suggest something that could help. Anything would be useful, so thank you in advance :-)",4.836136801541425,5.938203745664746,5.174696531791909,83.6402336223507,69.34682080924856,7.8475915221579955,25.399325626204238,8.07648339933343,1.3392238921001924,700,19,139,9,12,222,119,173,0.065,0.7290000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9781,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,4,6,11,0,0,6,0,14,1,0,2,0,27,33,10,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,2,1,0,7,3,15,9,31,22,5,23,0,1,0,1,18,9,0,5,11,88,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478951073326444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155255545724099,0.0,0.13124177551113153,0.0,0.0,0.1079480173346762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185987808270426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241732814747824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447315990103548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732425367248322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733457880787594,0.26934170947491537,0.07978448727805312,0.11774895135284592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575810528607548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28229293448842463,0.0,0.0,0.1394347789462126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164075802289814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443316683426642,0.0,0.14864829571635782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717082478440956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324768800164446,0.0,0.12670366861800175,0.0,0.0937086138992482,0.2846583404979105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319971851431857,0.10409429441695002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29197751961955354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931758237169238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207792790558302,0.0,0.12780196291530654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612858729931963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894843567212986,0.21615170021143387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924838636542915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414465127321162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124826007023246,0.0,0.1158329902156341,0.08280318413030953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622369693552402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972604688704237,0.0,0.0,0.090403854675788
anxiety,mava2402,2020/03/01,"What should I do I’ve been dealing with a lot of anxiety lately, I haven’t been able to go to school for a month because of it. I feel I’m not getting any better and that makes me feel even more anxious, I have no idea what to do, any recommendations?",4.665555555555557,3.897139629629635,5.852222222222222,85.165,69.37037037037037,8.681481481481484,29.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.5068222222222225,196,6,46,2,3,66,39,54,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.7822,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,13,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,7,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,31,9,1,0.2638960147764611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35891667885586864,0.0,0.20187972898883647,0.2981273816831995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086856121347734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333945797876097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720652035994078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743008288972616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668675085180531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378747758143612,0.0,0.14997818668350985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979064791493063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29768619916917555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435495475215408,0.0,0.0,0.17615263904942574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063928127973167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26707685568960576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psychohouse,2020/03/01,"Made the mistake of going to a party. Friend invited me, figured if I got there early, I could have some drinks and then I’d be fine. Everyone is already here and surrounding the drinks. So now I’m surrounded by few people I know most of whom I do not debating how soon is too soon to leave.",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,3.4533333333333367,88.11500000000002,81.0,7.333333333333335,23.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.522833333333334,228,8,48,5,6,77,48,60,0.061,0.809,0.13,0.6249,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,12,11,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,5,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,5,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33324587825281954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411089458697058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591656975832416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885578089392576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333114066428037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162396426382606,0.0,0.2415234848819212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596202324239726,0.0,0.0,0.31975651736650945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857437264007136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093570697036617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brilliant-Alfalfa,2020/03/01,Head shaking with anxiety How do i deal with head shaking when with anxiety?,2.928571428571427,6.011781857142861,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,87.57142857142857,8.514285714285714,35.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.429685714285716,62,4,10,2,2,20,9,14,0.43,0.57,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543740056608812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37355379233911895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7437251011473066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yinyang91,2020/03/01,"Falling for Someone vs Anxiety I had a talk with one of my friends the other day and she helped me see this situation in a different angle. Mind you this situation has happened in the past and I want to get some insight from others so I can prepare myself in the future.

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2012 was the year I got reacquainted with this girl from high school. Out of all places we've bumped into each other on a dating app. Pretty sure we had intentions to fool around, but nothing has happened and next thing we knew we were falling for each other. 

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I have suffered from general anxiety since maybe I was a kid, but I was never diagnosed with it and I never heard the word anxiety. 2015 was the year I discovered anxiety. Between 2012 and 2015 my anxiety would not let me make any moves on her and block moves that she tried to make on me. You have no idea how crazy I was with this woman. I was getting frustrated in why things weren't going the way how I'd hope for. I know at some point she lost interest, but in the holidays of 2017 I confessed to her how I felt about her. I knew we weren't going to become a thing, but I wanted to get that off of my chest. 

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We're still great friends till this day thankfully. I started to see a therapist in 2018 because that was the year I realized I didn't have a good grip of my anxiety like I thought I did. She did find someone in late 2018 and now has a kid with him.

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Now my thing is yes, I do have a better grip now with my anxiety, but since her I haven't fallen for anyone else since. No one has really caught my eyes like that. Lately I've been crushing on my physical therapist and I'm hoping to ask her out once treatment is over. My fear is, whether its with her or any other woman that crosses my path, I don't want to do the same thing again where they think I'm not interested in them. 

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I want to know if anyone has had a similar situation like this. And if so, what did you do? Did you get lucky and was able to become a couple with this person? Did you stumbled and managed to get back on your feet?",4.102503642544924,4.890096880281688,5.0136134045653264,85.28133802816903,70.8075117370892,8.411073336571151,27.600453294479518,8.641336200584522,1.8261338190059897,1645,55,346,27,29,537,191,426,0.124,0.7390000000000001,0.136,0.8628,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,4,6,2,2,14,20,1,1,21,1,41,4,3,6,4,78,76,26,0,9,12,0,3,3,2,1,1,1,0,6,25,29,0,1,12,1,0,9,11,5,0,2,29,7,62,15,55,45,6,55,1,2,3,0,36,24,0,8,24,250,87,2,0.06132727151323952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322403653116581,0.37259673746479227,0.08340929526150395,0.0,0.32840636393253125,0.0,0.0,0.08576290834428768,0.06283703698696443,0.0,0.054594273783388415,0.05733272029176055,0.0,0.0,0.04715688628712725,0.0,0.037384535495316285,0.1354623062947102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423898794560315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785745946605284,0.0,0.07910203329490416,0.0,0.0,0.06224588965701431,0.0,0.06407394588696641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123106600571056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901023044877752,0.0,0.0,0.05888379805315672,0.0,0.05605201512590016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947625956845086,0.0,0.16020484087940398,0.0,0.06970740337700129,0.05143840569261612,0.04904902138200914,0.06761353334763409,0.0,0.0,0.10846300732546653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04110637737192251,0.06479562945459012,0.0,0.12182363655372262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923102475730285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740772915393757,0.0,0.13835966698971724,0.0,0.0,0.06271129017205576,0.0,0.08988422130369171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694596135520935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818728598983103,0.0,0.061611487180594185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192306178845115,0.0,0.0,0.13036236824880165,0.0,0.0,0.09459874499474907,0.0,0.06522224899705645,0.0,0.0,0.05884517102261259,0.0,0.0,0.06531154265597988,0.08311389267926557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058543819984802285,0.0,0.05354860798222584,0.06407394588696641,0.0,0.05797409430596591,0.0,0.0,0.062391882681054375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928782050591723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062066472878163824,0.09773979065488513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219165820286729,0.2068032680784936,0.0,0.0,0.10392479627729924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340775842680512,0.0,0.048976038250139214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057800227622781974,0.0,0.0,0.04929253780658495,0.0,0.0564619120306098,0.0,0.14241137805182005,0.20371557072657676,0.039296039298993626,0.0,0.04868700325880913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416371917296608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468965469329628,0.04867873357768827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533832369381583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356513411762592,0.0,0.37259673746479227,0.11847825648284467
anxiety,soorkenai,2020/03/01,"Tapered off antidepressants and experienced horrible anxiety I’ve been on Zoloft 100mg for around 6-7 months and I decided I wanted to try tapering off the medication. I went down to 75 mg for about 3 weeks than down to 50mg. On day 2 (last night) of being on 50 mg I had the most horrible anxiety, headache and nausea. I felt like I lost complete control of myself and I couldn’t go to sleep until 3am. Is this normal? I started back to taking 100mg again today. I’m hoping that what I experienced last night will subside do to increasing my dose again. So I guess my questions are will i experience that again even though I upped my dose? And does that sound like an anxiety relapse or discontinuation syndrome?",3.0974010989010954,5.349200135714288,4.877142857142856,79.27708791208791,76.21428571428571,8.307692307692307,27.1978021978022,9.057496981413335,2.4454725274725257,569,23,109,14,13,193,89,140,0.113,0.8270000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.7303,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,3,0,9,5,1,1,0,17,19,9,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,4,16,3,22,10,2,26,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,5,16,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967243537857783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538867315626259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292271512190132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812459369165707,0.0,0.19388308887639172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148379234796832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127555453349878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417587434350647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909539518121014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659777591391124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824331132204046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904305736332756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169420854197567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818165189352123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890646920661204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870285233843848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414356378039544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797940183851304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32444467385566755,0.1693712526895871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364865402733966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299010189702874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223549212370617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997316267906905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983924092649158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385605451374213,0.0,0.0,0.1173641648233354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196040952948446,0.0,0.1386620850402078,0.0,0.0,0.16024782850693733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lordsemp,2020/03/01,"Airplane anxiety Yesterday, I was supposed to catch a flight, and I was too anxious that I bailed. I couldn’t get on that plane, now today I’m very anxious still, and still shaken up. I don’t know how to help my anxiety and how to overcome it in situations that scare me. Any advice on how I can get help ?",1.6133333333333333,3.594130253968256,3.4891269841269827,88.74892857142858,79.7936507936508,6.73968253968254,24.785714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.3148857142857149,238,9,51,4,6,80,41,63,0.191,0.722,0.087,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,8,9,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274969281169627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831717623388264,0.0,0.35619440962462257,0.5260127267035013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432647627342479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31209210294002904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794498865542078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330810579040733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26168553784865384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371840958712105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206744180587582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920906818217482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,my_brokenbliss,2020/03/01,"Tonight, I (F29) finally opened up to my SO (M30) about my anxiety issues. My SO and I have been together 4 years. He always knew I was prone to anxiety, but never quite knew to which extends.

Before, I was able to manage it enough by myself that no one would truly notice how bad it can get.

However, since a couple of months, my anxiety and symptoms have been insanely high. To the point that it was debilitating. All my hobbies went out the door and all I could do was watch TV, cry and eat (mostly hiding). My SO, being the patience god he his, was waiting for me to get better .

But it did not get better. I am now forced to admit that I will need professional help and maybe some medication as well.

Tonight, I opened up to him about the length of my anxiety troubles, the binge eating and shopping it makes me do and the debilitating state I feel in. He listened calmly, reminded me that he loves me no matter what, that he doesn't judge me and agreed that seeing a doctor is a good idea. 

Such a huge weight lifted from my shoulder knowing he will be by my side for this.

So this week, I'll try to see a doctor and see my options.

Did any of you take medication for anxiety/depression? Or what other treatments worked or helped?

I'm so grateful for this community.",3.7628673684210487,5.187733872000003,5.0231789473684225,82.48453684210527,72.28,7.98315789473684,25.957894736842107,8.532816995589336,1.7242000000000002,988,32,197,17,19,328,146,250,0.10300000000000001,0.726,0.171,0.9653,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,4,11,8,0,0,11,0,23,10,1,2,3,36,42,20,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,18,12,3,1,6,2,1,1,5,2,1,1,12,7,28,6,26,24,5,20,0,0,4,1,14,10,0,5,8,138,46,5,0.12388226173784893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307996576696596,0.0,0.0,0.08424418608550396,0.0,0.379078364595172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343651398557414,0.0,0.0,0.10541468037919434,0.0,0.0,0.21912758664382026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890990560629012,0.13707336633465336,0.13607884745616095,0.0,0.0,0.10669961050835293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253597488459167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535249619967338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800349219115198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263859378013989,0.0,0.0,0.13570696241669827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941701061186937,0.0,0.0,0.10390656359160956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607133743375302,0.13088841113417718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984799450130714,0.0,0.12930089563227087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808245125008835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180857790482927,0.0,0.08269237167154173,0.0,0.12445638282337003,0.0,0.0,0.2495966912518812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888163941343336,0.0,0.0,0.0918571273721762,0.09554563735141527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410407760746433,0.0,0.0,0.08394582665169978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171087796279334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176403432721245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961543705437085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247668707351844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876110361646698,0.09314404348916347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410792387476895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937087790326674,0.15085522072107654,0.11138503096386247,0.11484009775425655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018776197577033,0.0,0.0,0.08800240438283834,0.0,0.0,0.07977611491967956
anxiety,akraft96,2020/03/01,"How to deal with anxiety regarding fulfilment/satisfaction in life? I've made a lot of progress in life over the last few years. I quit my ""real"" job, became a snowboard instructor and work full time teaching people with disabilities how to play outside. It's rewarding, fun, and comes with lots of perks.

Additionally, I try to do something fun/to make me happy every day--whether it's playing with my dog, reading, doing an outdoorsy thing for me rather than a client, etc.

Yet somehow I feel this horrible pressure of a ticking clock--I became chronically ill a few years ago and ever since I've been terrified that the Universe is going to pull the rug out from under me any time now.... I feel like I haven't accomplished enough.

I'm trying to get a therapist, but there aren't many in town that accept my insurance and I've basically been playing phone tag with each one because they take forever to get back to me (if they ever do) and always seem to call as they're ""leaving the office, but you can call tomorrow!"" and then don't answer even if I call back SECONDS later.

Have any of you found any tricks that help with this? Anything your therapists have recommended?

Any tips/encouragement regarding the therapist BS would be cool too...",6.8540659340659325,7.305309547008548,7.014896214896215,74.53923076923078,64.64102564102564,10.446398046398047,33.808302808302805,10.290406445055957,3.454543101343101,990,40,179,22,14,319,149,234,0.057999999999999996,0.818,0.124,0.9351,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,2,5,13,11,1,1,12,1,14,4,0,4,2,38,26,14,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,8,16,0,0,6,4,0,3,3,2,0,2,4,3,18,9,28,20,8,26,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,6,16,114,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103950531068694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757592391080924,0.0,0.0,0.31898358639313856,0.0,0.08970928876614533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650113080126656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034288221523614,0.0,0.07148515744288614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592295752217266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101553641886382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562781280039023,0.12089760589221432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116863758567913,0.1307842202953455,0.07745405380739136,0.21215026923685731,0.098802895883391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858790629380934,0.08377589950852063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857772116801455,0.0,0.0,0.12253481950911513,0.0,0.06664580205850107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483339570331715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860190903553484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636986306978148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558863440690206,0.0,0.1241693119881845,0.0,0.0,0.16565895526440594,0.057290959362333374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993932082511308,0.0,0.11096130957496096,0.07827694262595995,0.11889080234989305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946346831850848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129849398869136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472838239740293,0.11729919795523315,0.1334760468217275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675589470742106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970048577928603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902782227370554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817053859709707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084696912832383,0.0779072921678068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675920226334154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923382044681775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853721102326377,0.0,0.0,0.08330344165461437,0.0,0.0,0.15103280373415173
anxiety,BusyBoss321,2020/03/01,"Anxiety flaring up, advice needed! Hi all, noticed  over the last while my anxiety has been peaking. 

It’s very annoying because it’s that impending doom or gloom feeling and the feeling like I’ll never sleep again. 

Back story is I work night shift as I don’t function well on days . Been working it nearly 2 years now. No issues sleeping on days off. 

My SO reminds me my anxiety peaks with the bad weather (in my country we have been having bad storms over the last few weeks & I have suffered with SADS), anyways he’s good at reminding me.

I know I don’t need medication, I’ve no other mental health issues & I have tried meds before & that didn’t work.

Atm I take evening primrose too combat hormones along with the implanon .

Any heads up if others have the same issues and what you did too help!",5.560000000000002,6.208572675159235,5.79032484076433,81.51223885350319,67.47133757961784,8.063439490445859,31.62356687898089,7.908726449838941,2.199530445859873,638,25,119,7,10,203,107,157,0.19,0.731,0.078,-0.9570000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,3,9,10,1,0,6,0,14,5,3,0,2,17,20,7,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,7,1,0,5,2,15,3,15,15,3,22,1,4,0,0,5,10,0,2,13,78,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382170310735335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118778731573222,0.0,0.08616864656013218,0.0,0.2908034767904443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743386644407297,0.21159880174968607,0.07724258587273765,0.0,0.1078227561795757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634377829906509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369221830684301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813899924171318,0.09052322668552386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062801882175694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004328184070854,0.13468915173240326,0.0,0.0,0.0849325220174445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967638727379024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963771568475945,0.20657472308239644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061905184328819626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407486978219969,0.12764921872016638,0.12769610259515402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791099327681854,0.09772826633924046,0.0,0.0,0.11891082345087953,0.0,0.0,0.14426268860628144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536074360040589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527181085770343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602927159763435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455084194364613,0.0,0.0,0.10164089006362934,0.0,0.11392949248121433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767439895918247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159850750385741
anxiety,doyouknowdewayyyyy,2020/03/01,"Am I Disassociating? I am having trouble typing this so bear with me. 

Today started pretty great until I went to a craft and grocery store. While at the craft store, and maybe because of all the extra stimulus (adhd) I started to rapidly move my eyes either voluntarily or involuntarily and started to feel disoriented. I pushed through and checked out with little issue. 

The grocery store was a different story. I had to stop what I was doing a few times and “calibrate” myself to my surroundings. I forgot to pick up half of my list of things, couldn’t tell what was real (still kind of can’t) and I’m having trouble cognitively and my hand and other things around me doesn’t seem real. 

I seem to come in and out of this “feeling” as I type this? I’m going from real foggy to clear kind as I relax. I find that if I’m home I seem to improve slightly. 

I’m stammering over my words, typing so fast I am making mistakes, and just generally drained. All I wanted to do the rest of the day is shower and sleep. I ended up pushing and taking the kiddo to the park, cleaning, and doing laundry, but was very very nervous, fidgety and not present. 

admittedly recently had a break up and I took it very hard. I’ve also had another septoplasty surgery   around the same time as the break up.  

What is going on? Should I head to see a doctor?",3.409667832167834,5.328134980769235,5.085244755244755,79.65339160839163,74.19230769230771,7.034965034965035,26.433566433566433,7.84624498591911,1.673038461538462,1045,38,194,15,22,354,144,260,0.09,0.855,0.055,-0.8209,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,14,0,21,5,4,2,3,52,44,26,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,11,22,0,2,7,1,4,8,4,5,0,1,10,6,26,4,38,32,7,39,0,0,2,0,2,14,0,5,15,143,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440732356396674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586850629205224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257053059801702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343837554119685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307812682097077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326655833700968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731309677026596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524975585250714,0.0,0.12270291711603945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061786665697587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123050945920265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956873519144553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626186327721745,0.0,0.0,0.13216883129152118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738950849413342,0.0,0.12303212451001967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025005864235905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251242445356536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249674482336896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015189730473813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002125958732173,0.0,0.12043621818910034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274141507089418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196171103253264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40935124826408537,0.0,0.0,0.11836767170900102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552935087059858,0.32740450289480993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996721861163785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545564068109568,0.0,0.09573683575340383,0.10022558481707017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013532363861597,0.0,0.10478096527577252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928674373742968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980673309589015,0.0,0.1136328315731698,0.0,0.1331918045156368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967422543071673,0.07070870879674229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113055639434938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reddwarf987,2020/03/01,"Music helps me to cope at night but spotify's ad's are making it harder Listening to music calms my nerves when I'm really anxious, last night I was nearly asleep after about an hour of listening to my music and normal ads. Then Spotify decides to put a horror film trailer on. I snatched the earphones out of my ears. I was wide awake again, now I get these ad's every hour or so. I'm too poor to pay for premium and I know I can use YouTube etc but it's driving me slightly mad how susceptible I am to tiny influences which make me so anxious.",4.6478002528444975,4.845078053097346,6.056156763590393,80.39513274336285,69.35398230088495,9.289001264222504,30.302149178255373,9.23628265651192,2.483908723135272,432,16,88,8,7,147,78,113,0.192,0.767,0.04,-0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,3,0,5,2,2,5,0,14,14,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,13,1,15,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,10,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923624477911586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303213810531665,0.0,0.0,0.1836022647327896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138512700935877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606341628161612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42920353994901467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976004495515505,0.17762930532456306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29091908317033083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089957696659052,0.21350982597381946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190641414638576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960153261456856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882080589387143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,defaultscamper,2020/03/01,"Should I get a medication or is it my mindset I need to change? I get anxious pretty often. I don't believe I've ever had a panic attack but my heartrate has one up when I'd think about my ex or just think about shit that worries me.

It also goes up when I think about certain things like sex and my personal body insecurities, social situations, and sometimes I'm at home and I just feel off and uneasy.

Is there a way to stop this or should I see about getting put on medication?",2.1487878787878785,4.078568323232329,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,77.8888888888889,6.420202020202023,24.131313131313128,7.3871296695380915,1.035210101010101,380,13,79,5,9,129,66,99,0.23,0.6940000000000001,0.075,-0.9482,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,12,6,2,2,3,0,7,5,2,0,2,21,17,11,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,2,12,2,11,14,0,11,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,4,5,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406515245940962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869483520447195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000893918087476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815702758215334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536351980798008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860581849629986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909392763056518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893043525060873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756708126367161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642242207313327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592629908473581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543620801586269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041311793733548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191811381943054,0.0,0.0,0.20635780117827632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535720164779253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893363798297166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768084210428362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015393963166345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053874453666668,0.0,0.19769698404099764,0.0,0.1792879597780169,0.0,0.0,0.1739502527450642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704392352699552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684714939673538,0.3380912532821775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396057069793234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786151246025356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TigerMermaid24,2020/03/01,"Very anxious for the biggest and LAST exam coming up before graduating university. Thing is when im anxious, i cant focus or do anything really which means i cant study. At first i was like maybe “im just lazy” or “i always procrastinate anyway” but last night I couldn’t even sleep properly. I am hating myself especially since when my friends talk about the exam, they have done so much already. Which makes me MORE anxious. Instead of busting my ass and inspire me to study more this actually makes me NOT want to study. 

Please give me advice. This is really important to me and im feeling so stressed out.",2.5943589743589754,5.285461769230771,4.056752136752138,82.00769230769231,80.88034188034189,6.676923076923077,25.23931623931624,7.882392219407189,1.7650136752136754,485,19,88,9,13,160,80,117,0.172,0.69,0.139,-0.5268,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,1,1,2,0,10,2,2,2,0,17,18,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,1,15,3,9,15,3,11,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,7,60,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.13918294751319524,0.0,0.0,0.1393730228147941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573919545557856,0.0,0.11867672271260117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833822441023952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736950553522453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136469681685025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286015161080267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595648880108775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420349711542324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211627370888415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213180782748623,0.0,0.0,0.1101929257285867,0.0,0.0,0.13682039172237262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081419900313935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621834758727421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325193634928513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968013241050493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190408671370667,0.0,0.14328754888736867,0.1553621352239094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484693173065852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384536388888654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656113189504994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274045179006468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798216351588445,0.0,0.14272956225432526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337824151736186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463782557367234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475474829569293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768184828538646,0.08412483985978278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zoepidyboop,2020/03/02,"Coins vs bitten nails Anyone else have this issue or what lol. If I’m buying something and they place the change on the counter with a guard I can’t sweep the coins off of I struggle to pick up individual coins or just end up leaving it if there’s people behind me.

I bite my nails due to anxiety. I’ve tried stopping many times but I often catch myself doing it without even realizing I’m doing it.",2.0180487804878062,4.186686597560975,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,79.36585365853658,5.5634146341463415,21.22560975609756,6.6274283507984215,0.4180682926829271,319,9,64,3,8,106,63,82,0.057999999999999996,0.9159999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,15,6,6,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,10,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,4,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038217350628804,0.0,0.0,0.1862972629612911,0.2729937272247041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818524723700141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257191505536955,0.0,0.2359819682100142,0.0,0.0,0.17597753646034775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27808849414129305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821157648119357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701228596421344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847122001598969,0.0,0.2783674429032298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051143671936444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275125064405568,0.0,0.27853528668699035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553601543079506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808916000257579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25683344077003983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenmymac88,2020/03/02,"Alternative Options for my Psych So my current line up is 

300mg Wellbutrin XL (year and a half)
150mg Clomipramine (2 years)
20mg Lexapro (8 months)

I want to get off the Wellbutrin because even as my psych said it’s not really used for anxiety. But I don’t know what other options that are out there. Does anyone have any luck for anxiety with different meds?

I have taken, lithium, lamictal, seroquel but no luck 😢.",3.4864550264550265,5.524628333333336,4.2191534391534375,85.42333333333333,74.30864197530866,7.591534391534393,30.08994708994709,8.418075326091056,2.311224338624338,329,15,64,6,7,105,66,81,0.07200000000000001,0.81,0.11800000000000001,0.5699,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,6,2,9,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256428042240087,0.0,0.43324623273041823,0.0,0.0,0.1979979890787091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261688050501536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958507980403015,0.0,0.0,0.24780264992718254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703011406782608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794384634186358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556219941523342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145363516597539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260223835661407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814049827748176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693580746709684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24456665374959036,0.0,0.0,0.16702010940883405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647024412773388
anxiety,sadboithrowaway7371,2020/03/02,"Anyone Have Some Ways To Get Some Distraction When It All Hits At Once I don't mean listening to music and the like. I'm literally pacing in my room doing that already because I can't sleep and I don't feel that great for a variety of reasons

I just don't really have someone to talk to anymore, especially for what's going on and just haven't been able to catch a break for months and I just don't really know what to do. I'm not suicidal or anything don't worry, I'm probably too proud and arrogant for that anywa,y but it's still hard.",1.449533596837945,3.405767313043484,3.8785770750988138,85.87581027667984,80.21739130434783,7.6600790513834,22.62845849802372,8.575989854853784,1.5185652173913042,431,14,92,10,11,150,71,115,0.075,0.8490000000000001,0.076,0.039,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,12,1,1,1,1,18,22,8,1,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,1,3,6,3,14,20,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,59,13,0,0.2191100848890041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179342719243144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729832757374945,0.1532068659176202,0.0,0.18030893047448845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356747404205593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078864244130172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144759759192534,0.0,0.12452531063630877,0.0,0.0,0.2415696421166781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627959845384507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041717243123827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070461197988794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386751167665841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489157932625812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333450894272084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362377305579051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28073506202854903,0.22528165999900224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926832357188109,0.0,0.1856512638873525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498159682839373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396708698627369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611238649127947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391938664993242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225169270614069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,__L3X__,2020/03/02,"Had a moment today where I became justifiably angered. Heart rate sped up, arms became numb and tingly. Didn't really feel anxious, nervous. Just disappointed, in disbelief. Numbness went away in about 20 minutes. Heart rate slowed down as well. 

No chest pain. Been having some gut issues lately, giving me a sped up heart rate. No indigestion, just a little gas.

Panic attack? Mini heart attack? Anybody have experience with this?",3.7422146118721455,6.96277864383562,4.240034246575341,75.49877283105023,91.32876712328766,5.721004566210046,21.151826484018265,7.1686216300943375,1.5367908675799082,343,11,48,6,12,108,59,73,0.33,0.578,0.092,-0.9672,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,3,2,3,0,5,10,7,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,4,1,2,1,9,4,1,15,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,6,28,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688903938743494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35626110031740643,0.14711057406700762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316373379639353,0.0,0.0,0.07917075070219344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020428215350198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7421846972757435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342718372005555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766272709089422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693270531227435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666104719453007,0.1837110319599643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030814133769576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841802810523191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078279837105814,0.14514975833956956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redwingedfalcon98,2020/03/02,"How to deal with work anxiety Sorry if this is the wrong sub.  First time posting here.  So I have a number of disabilities (including generalized anxiety) that has put me on SSI.  I do want to work.  I miss working a lot.  So, with the okay from my case worker, I started working at a fast food place one day a week for a few hours at a time to try to get back in to working, seeing if I can overcome my disabilities with the hope I can get off SSI and have a real job in the future.

I've been having a rough time due to some medical illnesses.  However, that's something I can't control and I've learned to accept it.  My doctors and I are looking for a medication that would help but we've still got a ways to go.  

My issue doesn't have to do with my physical ailments, however.  The day before I am due to go in before work (as I work one day a week), I have a prolonged anxiety attack.  It comes and goes until I walk in the doors to work and once work is over, I am left wondering why I had the anxiety attack at all.  Logically, I'm not sure why I'm having it because work is easy and I like the people there (for the most part.)  Since it always starts the day before I go to work, it likely has something to do with work, right?  The anxiety attacks aren't horrible but they're uncomfortable enough that it can ruin your day.  So I was wondering if anyone knows a good way to deal anxiety attacks.  Or at least make things easier.",3.268284100080713,4.157372871186439,5.168571428571429,83.02683615819211,72.83050847457628,8.602098466505245,26.928974979822435,8.976282227363876,1.971524616626311,1107,38,236,22,21,382,150,295,0.14400000000000002,0.762,0.094,-0.9343,3,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,15,8,14,4,0,24,1,27,5,0,3,2,38,47,18,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,12,12,1,1,6,0,0,6,4,7,0,3,4,3,24,7,37,42,8,44,0,2,2,0,4,14,0,10,23,156,36,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838536772521335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220698059348957,0.0,0.0,0.04906307245204135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193047587983442,0.0,0.0539548336964042,0.0,0.04277374004690648,0.0,0.17912330970760226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044348855119268,0.0,0.0,0.0786993389901592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262626621214721,0.144680181221075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181988521102135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250226468436534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968483498611099,0.08484738152107947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331973103039001,0.0,0.11963421419665332,0.05885355975063351,0.0561197313903249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703210770659269,0.0,0.0,0.06969262146069177,0.06910131103606679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323712500794101,0.06963087793739313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038562478385535066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623769902883429,0.0,0.0,0.06856104652942041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589234181513879,0.0,0.0,0.05965429441535978,0.0,0.0,0.046837661345636716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137368491839147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472659244299895,0.09509525777563263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598506802520344,0.0,0.048645631799239065,0.0,0.07331058869226875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720151403052746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053818511348328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986650562814769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992305852039681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591478324285845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804366555160816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108037454749589,0.0,0.07854729182158764,0.09933049323026599,0.0,0.05603622730316553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613247638983359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046616477911608535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274651359566832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047639442131114484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138688360928743,0.11139212876541,0.11256901774057072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663134854824645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218832925124806,0.6129973685680264,0.0,0.0,0.049845308953735935,0.07671765432186743,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LoudLavishLover,2020/03/02,"I’m anxious and I don’t know why I am doing absolutely nothing out of my comfort zone but I feel extremely anxious, scared and depressed right now, I am shaking, I’m nauseous I can’t breathe correctly I feel as if something awful just happened or will happen soon but I know it won’t, I don’t know why I am feeling this way. What could be causing this? Or what are some things that might help?",0.7622222222222241,3.1947603456790183,2.4282592592592596,92.0801666666667,87.51851851851852,4.721481481481481,26.61851851851852,6.2581,1.0141348148148146,312,15,64,3,10,102,54,81,0.23,0.685,0.085,-0.9198,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,13,1,1,1,1,20,23,8,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,10,1,3,18,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533867878825218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613737683054548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021401058210827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283175453768665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043854990627402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548933235044285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450096251686308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33083933802714666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128729723843193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925426818909352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713661037312585,0.0,0.0,0.20089983910019432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544810806943155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333123573234748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927787703260698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362136402025633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RealSlimNateyy,2020/03/02,"Anyone else struggled getting the right diagnosis? I have no real diagnosis of any sort of psychological disorder other than your standard depressive disorder and anxiety. i know i currently have a few high stress things happening in my life right now that are obviously going to contribute to overthinking so at times knowing that can be enough to calm me, but ive recently started hitting myself involuntarily. sometimes its also accompanied with the odd groan, ""nononono"" and head pressing. i cant control it. 

i find it VERY hard to find the right words to explain to professionals whats happening in my head so for years ive escaped undiagnosed. but was involved with many different school councellors, child therapists and adolescent mental health services but now i cant sleep, i dont eat, and when im not at work, i lay in bed. ive taken at least 5 different anxiety x depression meds on and off over the last 4 or 5 years and still havent been able to control my impulses, insomnia and mood swings efficiently. 

im 21 and i know this isnt right. something is melting my brain wtf is wrong with me why am i beating myself and unable to convey my actual distress, its like a switch gets flipped and im calm again after a few small bumps to the head",5.302716572504707,7.131222783898307,6.323333333333334,73.0797645951036,69.04237288135593,10.15969868173258,33.45009416195857,10.380263240014207,3.8803981167608277,1011,48,177,29,18,336,148,236,0.179,0.774,0.047,-0.9835,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,8,10,0,3,8,0,18,9,5,2,1,31,30,18,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,10,13,1,2,6,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,2,23,3,26,25,4,29,0,2,0,0,4,15,0,2,14,110,33,4,0.10185807315999994,0.0,0.09939878620046227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145586430574371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926698261095947,0.0,0.1558422943391872,0.0,0.0,0.07122153307163638,0.10436563298261352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370729613386985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284849804333987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546041831722253,0.0,0.0,0.21284001413288214,0.2334763528219447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937690314417518,0.0,0.0,0.10422623773852127,0.08508934998270565,0.0,0.0,0.10524661795352393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619286710731325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643327837833234,0.0,0.05788829029704508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014551540787102,0.0,0.09124482658685,0.0,0.3136073073509341,0.10827036867084508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076186466898184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300725938377315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679355995699803,0.08302792444132695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719453693740033,0.04976270949596789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032680989274902,0.0,0.0,0.11314135702187235,0.0,0.10264898047079483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593678682620875,0.0,0.0,0.1005725589959936,0.0,0.0,0.3479449517423342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308580798091364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193163384227248,0.0,0.0,0.07841532105377888,0.10074023885942666,0.0,0.07209566844327336,0.0,0.08134398880101293,0.0,0.11667807866227392,0.10648417382555474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826507364906287,0.06766997779256885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593942615805221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404357779738347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191106801709893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741538903842763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136581305225436,0.0,0.1311865191338632
anxiety,Tough-Candy,2020/03/02,"Constantly feel like im going to pass out Over the past year, this fear passing out is completely taking over my life. My biggest passion in life is lifting weights, and now it’s a struggle just to work out once a week because the whole time I feel like I’m gonna pass out. It’s completely anxiety related I’ve had all my body tested. Even on anti-anxiety medication it’s still rough. Anyone have any tips or suggestions",4.522142857142857,5.745219309523812,5.603333333333335,79.82500000000002,70.19047619047619,9.40952380952381,31.857142857142854,9.725611199111238,3.0943714285714288,338,15,65,8,6,112,61,84,0.09699999999999999,0.807,0.096,-0.0111,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,0,4,6,1,0,1,10,10,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,3,10,8,2,20,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,1,9,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481754545361153,0.0,0.28082431086292065,0.0,0.0,0.12833960144292952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188791234404337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038781817894063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848888895697909,0.19834797462955386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123037415167134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654023148856376,0.18561270253991435,0.2622505380432802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431339771165464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826113121228986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592878763740373,0.17934256756335412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849032426034884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547045490673687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521538550520904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658003910137204,0.0,0.0,0.1918820873317285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800371778940285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702712410829844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472294961324402,0.2235095291935828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049225072282878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336236433971225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819757911831776
anxiety,Leather_Operation,2020/03/02,"Just couldn’t do it tonight I couldn’t. I couldn’t drag my body to the job tonight. I am feeling anxious and I am feeling overwhelmed and the thought of taking that mile walk to the work and reaching there just when store is about to close but your shift is about to start, opening those boxes and putting them on the shelves over and over again and then making it look nice and making shelves look packed and stuffed so that customers have enough to buy and waste the next day. One more night doing the insignificant job that doesn’t satisfy me and is not appreciated by anyone coz don’t nobody care about the worker bees. I have colleagues there doing this shit for 10-15 years most them from Lithuania or Poland or other countries in the East all lovely people trying to make an honest living but I see their faces and they are sad and they have submitted themselves to this and they not letting go this job coz they have no desire to grow, I don’t wanna become like that. I still have my dreams and even though I keep failing but I am not gonna sell my soul to Tesco. No. Life is hard on some people it is true it is it is it is.. it is it just is.. or why else someone like me would still not have found his soulmate, success or little bit of purpose and reason to just carry on. Yes I have failed many times but I still carry on and not gonna give up on my dreams coz I have only one life and I choose to try and fail will fully but not to submit and be a slave. I won’t be going to job tonight. Tomorrow is a new day but tonight I rest. Send some love and blessings my way coz words in here don’t truly and completely describe what I am going through but a little support would mean the world to me. Something to hang on to and get through these tough times.",4.2915258541089525,4.953482495844874,4.233590720221606,91.50067232225302,70.30193905817174,6.6814866112650035,25.56798245614036,5.985473137389443,0.5731522622345331,1395,38,304,6,24,427,184,361,0.11,0.7020000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.9882,4,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,7,6,18,18,1,1,13,1,41,7,3,8,2,73,66,37,0,7,21,0,3,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,19,24,0,1,7,2,3,8,16,7,0,2,2,6,34,11,38,52,8,47,2,5,3,2,13,18,1,7,22,211,53,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193691110590127,0.0,0.0754713322834534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920678679889896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783811223865046,0.11989251821088852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004790392218478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316879961579235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921952868320933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016664384166832,0.0,0.0,0.1115266989168951,0.0,0.07129068305948233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915132813194052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183462080770352,0.0,0.0,0.05639208377071137,0.10354200726118193,0.18402747893400215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668941862787143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284391387138197,0.09593843986263027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037183113006044,0.15247672000600593,0.10546411518318824,0.21636037375225511,0.0953094294201673,0.0,0.18127804266343864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948328344932459,0.0,0.21614427263509067,0.10943012137351738,0.0,0.1175739020401907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424522195203016,0.1147911170775692,0.101290585892925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628039866807846,0.08209016072474493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965840735912356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850545107168366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110976142729105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601098493788813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079471100033443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145378793414792,0.08309437463822697,0.0,0.0,0.07639762743954305,0.0,0.2585933892445644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248444736021125,0.0,0.0,0.08115440849539705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604653185773644,0.08568909501250384,0.12587665157292416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465628623397024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567454037894955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739541478092736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857866378239017,0.0,0.0,0.1533492171121575,0.0,0.0,0.06950721888212458
anxiety,Karaokee,2020/03/02,"Medication? To take or not to take. Recently my anxiety has gotten to the point that it's really badly affecting my day to day life. I've been waking up out of sleep from panic attacks and night terrors and that's never happened before. I'm a little sceptical of taking medication for anything mentally related, I just focus on fixing my head myself (I worry that my body will begin to rely on these medications and that I'll never be able to get better). However, the way I feel right now isn't good and I'm starting to think I might need to get a little bit of help to deal with my anxiety. I'm wondering if anyone who takes medication feels that it is actually worth it, does it really help? Does it leave you feeling groggy? Or should I try and ride out this wave myself? I'm a little scared that I'll spiral out of control, I think I might end up badly depressed if I don't do anything about it now.",4.062395964691049,5.134816366120223,6.149180327868852,76.04856242118541,71.13114754098359,9.128036990332072,26.64522908785204,9.466822959209583,2.3882790248003367,717,23,135,16,13,252,105,183,0.187,0.769,0.044000000000000004,-0.9776,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,4,10,2,3,5,0,11,9,4,2,2,29,32,9,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,6,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,2,3,16,2,24,25,1,25,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,7,11,86,31,0,0.10532718014966892,0.0,0.10278413419767972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115000904265395,0.0,0.0,0.07364721333956807,0.0,0.17335058961162078,0.0,0.0,0.11982487294567384,0.0,0.0,0.17588759181143912,0.0,0.0,0.08962567259398797,0.0,0.0,0.09315333151987623,0.11499000122294845,0.11699475283320553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813338868976785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585463539265444,0.1085876978333483,0.09071814592548087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843450502726338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328861884924837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976976103400492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005820881831492,0.0,0.0,0.08834344149532737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314047755799801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809607372576917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119717730530584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152627573426613,0.0,0.0,0.07439570223448867,0.0,0.3166965148590834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424424212077752,0.10614502437370926,0.22347098684507774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809876948512583,0.16246962909223028,0.0,0.0,0.09884242351160398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357875189690372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956822999471174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495057732093169,0.0,0.10399788363210608,0.0,0.0,0.08994883634988231,0.0,0.0,0.10545088180495772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540324617952086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455112022595675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167717253729909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497880822955066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715102414639387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360381302611898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422283391561995,0.0,0.10696486414498084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,6lackGoat,2020/03/02,"How do you deal with the worst in our world like war, terror and hunger? I often think about stuff like war or terrorism and I always get to the point where I have tears in my eyes and say to myself why anyone could do something like that and why we can't live in peace. Then I try to get distracted and do something else.

I hate that and I would like to know how you guys think about it.


I wouldn't say I have anxiety or something like that but I had bad times in the past so I can understand how it can feel and I thought this is the best place to ask this question.",1.3529752066115677,3.0850948760330645,2.157851239669423,99.18404958677687,79.57851239669421,5.722314049586777,18.438016528925623,6.574015621080383,-0.3500975206611572,444,9,108,4,11,138,69,121,0.198,0.682,0.12,-0.8525,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,2,2,0,1,8,14,3,3,4,0,13,2,1,3,0,26,23,15,2,3,3,0,1,5,0,2,0,2,0,1,8,9,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,4,17,6,12,18,2,11,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,4,8,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421887294834595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339805915848365,0.0,0.0,0.11278836709376855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079861510275255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468312902077728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927988675947725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287891003370702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629860886419706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347498211245546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815607707830063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685506497122752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971753771012825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925551913912647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864913571086967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394027936787491,0.0,0.14243547301597426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398409375321018,0.0,0.0,0.16852963289990328,0.0,0.15248558046237393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806987736265588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565527858462384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725419392991784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465589599331214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671575586003335,0.0,0.1280583343607149,0.0940583765821109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951566256839514,0.0,0.0,0.16792443278386607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911057606430909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458660705914203,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DudeSupermarket,2020/03/02,"Benzos and Buspar Would it make sense to take benzos for a month or so while waiting for Buspar to kick in?

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Currently on 100 mg Zoloft and 50 mg hydroxyzine 1x/day as needed but don't really think it's working. My anxiety is through the roof. My doctor mentioned Buspar and I'm willing to try it but I know it takes a few weeks to work and I am pretty desperate for relief.",2.619120879120878,4.611035051282052,4.18648351648352,84.89423076923079,76.69230769230771,7.021245421245422,23.96336996336997,7.957251820313856,1.4178293040293046,306,10,59,5,7,102,58,78,0.063,0.831,0.106,0.6652,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,13,13,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,11,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,37,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271243737832895,0.30419100845705044,0.0,0.0,0.19150973421996112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144885917884466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562340252023093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375805465223213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710417264511848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981933290784107,0.0,0.0,0.18562424756729184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546862036611002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037448182035993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37644967750838254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040803126809824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996471074524494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200807982663764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645016110443117,0.0,0.0,0.17783465001568236,0.0,0.30419100845705044,0.0
anxiety,DeadliftsWithPencils,2020/03/02,"Really struggling with mental health, no insurance. What can I do?",4.013636363636362,7.149881727272727,4.791363636363638,70.50704545454549,95.36363636363636,9.472727272727274,23.681818181818183,8.841846274778883,3.8400545454545454,53,2,7,2,2,17,11,11,0.39799999999999996,0.602,0.0,-0.6478,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.556469867789956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5275780002653531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353758508122149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472894833356684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NefariousSam,2020/03/02,"I have been having a lot of panic attacks lately due to stress at work, coronavirus, my health condition and etc. I usually feel like I am lost in space, I don't know where I am, how to speak, who will understand me... who wont... my brain is all foggy and messy...",4.9272222222222215,4.223798018518522,6.070740740740742,83.59833333333333,68.81481481481481,10.162962962962963,27.25925925925927,9.725611199111238,2.04385925925926,199,5,45,4,3,67,45,54,0.20600000000000002,0.748,0.046,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,2,1,0,9,2,1,1,1,8,13,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,8,1,5,9,3,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944928686668568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889755764419049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886995307430688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088839319266182,0.18493104765291896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751581759661195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422637723959756,0.0,0.2920075845969706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264668860385025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282578426201469,0.22007519533113395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037187543598633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965255193463461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694844466752993,0.0,0.0,0.2850998952441481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845460183995305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mintymint1,2020/03/02,"Been having pretty bad anxiety since getting invisalign Center of chest feeling tight, feeling short of breath. Especially at night can not sleep at all. Any tips? Just bought a humidifier for the air in my room at night for sleeping and sensory balls to try to not focus on the invisalign.",6.2650000000000015,8.382580884615386,6.0453846153846165,74.8746153846154,67.07692307692308,8.276923076923078,32.230769230769226,8.841846274778883,2.891676923076924,234,10,38,4,4,73,42,52,0.091,0.8009999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,4,4,0,1,8,7,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,11,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,23,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045455174180248,0.0,0.2142497997746462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338434949666753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28321967021024325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632297784506434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256461249343576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849279090799761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167357188023524,0.0,0.5605367203816367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901464977445979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jkbrooo,2020/03/02,"SOS i dont know what to do. Hey yall so... I have had super intense Anxiety for over a month now. All the little stupid things or dumb drunk (like hooking up with guy) things i have have done or times i was mean to someone are coming up out of nowhere like my brain is like “oof remember when this happened” and i feel like after all this time something bad is going to happen even tho everything im thinking about happened a long time ago like elementary school - High school long time ago. 

Does this happen to anyone else? I hate this feeling and how my body is reacting, i feel like its just me this is happening to. 

Please tell me im not alone, this is the first time my anxiety is getting this bad. Its getting to the point to where i might ask my counselor about getting on medication.",1.6993373045420697,4.088587518987346,2.672680565897249,92.45463514519732,82.03797468354429,5.742963514519732,22.58525688756515,7.048011613610866,0.69207773641102,620,21,130,8,17,196,95,158,0.196,0.74,0.064,-0.9665,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,10,12,3,0,5,0,16,4,2,2,2,21,34,8,0,0,4,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,5,1,0,7,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,3,3,15,7,18,30,2,25,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,3,20,82,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843675225859002,0.0,0.0,0.1077056673658266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910913732444038,0.0,0.0,0.07271451395144589,0.10655339682077092,0.0,0.0,0.0972196715343141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366007712592862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551308191270634,0.0,0.11609088451930875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958099588699718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910052133821038,0.1064212232489314,0.12187934062619145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868730348757537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868657556577101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934624476122514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774636935902378,0.14858562901024855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845662428763658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299657782755916,0.0,0.05910177317014501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296968936928033,0.4598045362292522,0.0,0.0,0.10267182659590578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987460180464674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466115882362706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057151982793337136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048351596363497,0.10422857885071188,0.0,0.1840615470041543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327916019976984,0.0,0.10476228118830316,0.0,0.11032042798257144,0.0,0.0,0.08300643779076883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415338438440385,0.0983072559132582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780410523135718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104934869931744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811316214313268,0.08005910166293344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089470367330514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817701844026667,0.06663468982121004,0.0,0.0,0.30319656682963564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CasualSlum,2020/03/02,"Do I have anxiety or am I just a weenie? Hey, M 19 here. I know it's not healthy to self-diagnose but I was hoping to get some affirmation as to whether what I feel is ""normal"" or if it's a problem. 

I recently discovered that heart palpitations were a thing, and I didn't know that a pounding heartbeat was abnormal. I always feel a tightness in my chest and my heart pounds hard enough that I notice it regularly. 

For as long as I remember, I have bitten away at the skin of my fingers, as well as my nails. I don't have much control over it, and it doesn't happen exclusively when I'm under stress, I just do it subconsciously. I draw blood from my fingers regularly as a result of this, but at this point I'm used to it. 

I am constantly stuck in my thoughts, often to the point of dissociation, but this is something I always attributed to depression. I am fairly certain that I am depressed, although I've never had the motivation to see a doctor for a proper diagnosis. 

Is it normal to feel/do these things? I have lived with all these ""symptoms"" for so long that I've never really considered living life without gnarled fingers, or a racing heartbeat. Would a regular, healthy amount of stress or anxiety cause this? Is it worth seeing a health professional over?",5.39571356275304,6.135285967611336,6.62576670040486,75.05500632591095,67.8663967611336,9.899696356275305,32.44154858299595,9.978442167317967,3.211251214574899,1002,42,189,23,16,339,130,247,0.152,0.8,0.048,-0.9739,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,2,14,0,22,12,8,6,4,41,36,21,0,6,13,0,8,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,23,4,0,2,7,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,7,10,25,3,32,28,5,17,0,2,2,0,1,10,0,8,7,143,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394113556025886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749926711423265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513879990181344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589155917463649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324319100520732,0.13744910057801796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111025122001389,0.12438463412013714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543407292284567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266258547861693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858933380075884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402678354140592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836965746723512,0.0,0.10977981417396046,0.0,0.0,0.13026383410261785,0.0,0.290442260496163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171878772570335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469942792820228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655996812090268,0.0,0.0,0.21642598744007996,0.21690398017065726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008760028258272,0.0,0.18903465512714496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401439597529606,0.0,0.13952282492016968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316967931032311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172628223686938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785080140380877,0.0,0.12100233241246612,0.0,0.13882410379038926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531133969770026,0.0,0.12784531210906264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434419128937137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807588829494288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737531241958308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628321925770389,0.0,0.0,0.09729020052765004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584297075045038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018624972450516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813284265280312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870552786292287,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheArcaninetales,2020/03/02,"If someone experiencing or going through depression doesn't answer your calls/texts, how do you know if you're annoying them by reaching out? 

I don't want to seem annoying but I would like to show I care/am thinking of them",5.278560606060606,6.36945034090909,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,68.31818181818181,9.503030303030306,32.84848484848485,9.725611199111238,3.093403030303031,181,8,35,4,3,59,35,44,0.171,0.718,0.111,-0.1308,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,9,5,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,6,8,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365413357409103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36877668967668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24333524645075505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353075224685663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917911234073505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897840696087411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627816370911419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27434995263398426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254199036256303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041551437467627,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MaterialSquid,2020/03/02,I have severe health related anxiety ?? I avoid going to see doctors or any of the sort because the idea of putting medications or anything into me just scares me. Like I refuse to take ANXIETY MEDICATION because of my anxiety. I won’t take medicine if I have a headache. I won’t take allergy medicine. I’ve been having really bad breathing problems lately and I finally went to the doctor for it. I’m currently there now. They had me try a nebulizer and I’m like crying freaking out right now. Because what if it makes my breathing worse and I like stop breathing in my sleep ? Or worse like it actually fucking works and I feel like an idiot for thinking everything and anything can just kill me. I have no idea when this problem started but it is an issue and I can’t live like this. I’m so worried about going on medication because I know there is a chance of it only making it worse. I feel like I’m going to just drop dead at any second or have a disease I don’t know about that will one day just kill me. It sounds insane I know. But has anyone else struggled with this 😭,2.356607142857144,4.5970650972222185,3.9362433862433854,85.16166666666669,78.58333333333333,6.706878306878308,26.952380952380967,7.793537801064563,1.7324103174603178,855,36,167,14,21,284,115,216,0.271,0.654,0.075,-0.9914,1,1,0,0,0,2,15.0,0,0,1,1,12,18,4,3,9,0,16,11,4,2,0,37,38,16,3,4,12,0,2,7,0,3,6,1,0,0,12,9,0,3,8,0,0,5,5,11,0,2,3,4,24,7,18,32,0,21,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,7,16,106,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.09537774149776447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292975929252376,0.0,0.22430685472242307,0.0,0.0,0.06834036138712353,0.10014366114885194,0.16085933742131436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816067644846419,0.2383195920346683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736009971532104,0.06303262851265105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000770300270388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164717434774436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784019996628684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883807513037307,0.13964743806544466,0.0,0.10706669911952152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035678200895034,0.0,0.0,0.16663949124783484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038904359871096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066757494378286,0.0,0.10201260010548703,0.0,0.0,0.2162642168512046,0.0,0.16114198992083045,0.0,0.11025220373265404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342473803527081,0.0,0.08630403960157483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304811355227445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29538087104296984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622948745149372,0.07433380437999891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870432545592908,0.0,0.09825322429530592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261317166876743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346732624029304,0.0,0.0,0.09785232929200094,0.0,0.07788416629298632,0.0,0.0,0.11041560178253076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780812618220716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917913478363062,0.0,0.0,0.08171296092316457,0.0,0.10217649926080832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045940240873288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626262699953016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635737488115387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906036799744808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115409411400013,0.09925721748205164,0.29880871360558897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amibeingadouche77,2020/03/02,"Air hunters Hey guys. So I’ve been suffering from Air hunger since January now. It seems to be getting worse.  I went to the doctor and my oxygen levels are 98% and my chest is apparently clear. I’m otherwise healthy so I’ve been sent home and told it’s anxiety due to my new job and upcoming marriage. 

I agree it’s probably anxiety because it doesn’t wake me up at night or anything... but should I not have at least had a chest x ray? What if I have COPD or lung scarring idk

Anyone have any useful links for breathing exercises I’m so SICK of needing to take deep breaths every minute. 

Thanks guys",1.0930027548209371,3.613411082644632,2.5741818181818203,90.97460606060606,86.93388429752066,6.2018732782369135,23.76914600550964,7.554174236665415,1.2741598898071629,475,19,99,9,15,154,89,121,0.13699999999999998,0.76,0.10400000000000001,-0.4885,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,11,10,6,1,1,15,22,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,5,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,0,8,1,10,14,1,13,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,4,50,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440290536064125,0.0,0.3240478698428782,0.0,0.0,0.14809321292829886,0.0,0.17429067994896702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910933367856514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678294940534729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844789756823445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106550608906819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41942416456522014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124494102614044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101755947478928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704460731557532,0.0,0.20455462205593605,0.0,0.1987569034548743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283527198580094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281180772311254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520046120380356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924479843870384,0.0,0.0,0.19499399267387155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023808720803044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292439078510944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963377102228255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583898373102686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pateofurniture,2020/03/02,How do physical symptoms work? Can the physical symptoms of anxiety show up even when I'm not feeling anxious about something? On a related does anyone else seem to get anxiety or panic attacks when you're excited about something and not worried about it (for example going to a function that you want to go to)?,8.70080459770115,8.215758275862072,9.039655172413793,64.6875287356322,61.06896551724138,12.560919540229886,46.919540229885065,11.855464076750405,6.072016091954023,252,16,39,7,3,84,45,58,0.18,0.705,0.115,-0.6348,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,9,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,11,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,27,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340539494844857,0.24665831928635254,0.0,0.15266609434751816,0.2237117467765855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483895116840127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106791391860795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239229306343085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442093284531048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103975937258044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407191208787062,0.0,0.2481715516911479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561710693580995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876552778569234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361725109243589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538708533154807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878064014481305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895171498561708,0.22173151299200106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Amfran07,2020/03/02,Problem with normal interactions Does anyone else feel too unattractive to look people in the eyes/ carry out long conversations face to face?,14.439130434782605,13.334630304347826,11.849565217391305,51.07260869565218,50.30434782608695,12.678260869565218,40.39130434782609,11.20814326018867,4.918426086956521,119,4,14,2,1,36,21,23,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262365321571481,0.3844612953073216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283610214271691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31345147608752444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897245115385979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320614024934217,0.31509362905250576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676398193023083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601330530722643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35903866056721656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dragon_lady333,2020/03/02,"Anxiety and Relationships - am I the only one? I had to up my medication which means for the next few weeks I’ll be a mess of anxiety. The fact that I’m full time in school, work an emotionally taxing job with long hours, and just had to put my pet down last week probably aren’t helping either.

It’s just really getting to me today - I’ve been anxious since I woke up and I’m so tired I do t want to leave my boyfriend’s house to go pay rent at my apartment. I just want to lay with him all day. 

The one thing though that’s really hurting is my anxiety tends to tell me I don’t live my partner, I need to get out of the relationship and run, or I’m not good looking enough for them, etc. It hurts so bad because I have these moments I’m so convinced it’s true and my anxiety spikes because I do love my boyfriend like crazy and I want to be around him. It’s hard when anxiety tries to wreck the life you’ve built while it was under control. 

Does anyone else have this? I’ve had this happen in pretty much al of my relationships since I was a teenager and I just need to know if it’s only me.",1.6497435897435864,3.179567179487183,3.445649572649576,91.19796153846157,78.05982905982907,6.902222222222222,22.81111111111111,7.734863291789972,0.8164536752136753,856,26,199,13,20,287,133,234,0.16399999999999998,0.738,0.09699999999999999,-0.9009999999999999,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,10,9,0,0,9,0,16,4,0,1,3,30,35,15,0,6,8,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,1,13,11,0,1,2,0,3,3,3,4,0,2,7,2,27,5,27,26,7,26,0,2,1,1,10,11,0,2,13,121,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413181956893302,0.12203390165453645,0.0,0.07553136337541738,0.1106811129828732,0.0,0.09616231564341036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019370189258276,0.1316981893283006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115564871077587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966513304967367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453061661955037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023836381698573,0.12151000043697888,0.0,0.11161540901802293,0.12047287592093454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287387785299285,0.0,0.06139128576760501,0.09060357179642924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552333260671222,0.0,0.09676632692147083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240474434149745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637972659956686,0.12464266907016384,0.2312791702400473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719498149610382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059365963483873525,0.08805219518339802,0.0,0.11437950299018405,0.0,0.0,0.07629900120095258,0.052774001504639685,0.0,0.0953852400485138,0.09559590537520056,0.09071111704356727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749390380642778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766742218237435,0.0,0.10882061226119268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940846180246992,0.16019361139859234,0.0,0.0,0.11488242374855852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463967524119343,0.16431091307517615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989701849990983,0.1164657847602437,0.0,0.0,0.1085917580244669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840307910025576,0.0,0.0,0.3479250038120288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932384190078194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787135201818085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944158259330946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176489274832044,0.0,0.10613088294726672,0.0,0.06298838792673482,0.12415518354666405,0.10239204819176977,0.0,0.0,0.0733397203798162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114219240498045,0.0,0.1732971654412379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864116649499912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,assassin3435,2020/03/02,"Itchy head. Does this happen to anyone else? everytime I get anxious my head starts itching, it isn't my hygiene either, my head is buzzed so keeping my hair clean is pretty easy, yesterday I took a shower with shampoo and A LOT of rinsing to make sure there's no shampoo left, less than an hour later I got anxious and my head started itching...",6.1364925373134325,6.39099007462687,6.2648880597014935,79.98001865671642,66.16417910447761,7.894029850746268,34.660447761194035,7.1686216300943375,2.4347044776119406,273,12,49,2,4,87,50,67,0.11599999999999999,0.728,0.155,0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,7,7,1,1,8,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,5,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769661895669213,0.0,0.11665926377175355,0.17094855139636767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460038803207383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937443488916798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716765394492137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343816886851886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753714426595715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6849089221786097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430499901958534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829614667129568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127347913341485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184244319639527,0.0,0.0,0.11136781323089273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697375063281706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361821555642476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572458800777746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536673985988025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scoicii,2020/03/02,"Going to a party where I don't know anybody! Hi! So on Saturday my boyfriend asked me if I wanted to go to his best friend's birthday party and I obviously couldn't say no. The problem is I dont know ANYONE there except for my boyfriend and a guy I've only met once. My socially anxious self isn't too happy about that and Im getting really really scared and I'm worried I'll come off as weird to his entire group of friends. Any tips, please??",1.4296690307328603,3.3845367659574483,3.5471631205673795,88.23388888888887,80.27659574468085,6.305437352245864,23.21040189125296,7.3871296695380915,0.9820557919621744,352,12,74,5,9,120,69,94,0.151,0.6709999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.5807,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,15,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,1,10,4,11,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,1,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499624950915776,0.0,0.0,0.22426418594706127,0.0,0.13880552445837474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558368558995314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083280755573747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100213478564968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265679541715495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067426710908933,0.0,0.10371531184444628,0.0,0.2256400318313275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655995700889484,0.0,0.2113217225248793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214429061554084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181960798297388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141080932460296,0.0,0.15097875534348662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179086337392832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995097859107496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434615665123056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786620955793454,0.1987470304687171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709327690445528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235990688106967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170886330182495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160048687525736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blackhole28,2020/03/02,"Numbness in right ear drum Does anyone get numbness in their right ear drum during panic attacks or anxiety? It literally goes numb and tingly, like when a hand falls asleep. It’s deep in my ear, and feels like it’s the ear drum, or something down in there. Happens almost every time!",3.6822222222222223,6.0678983333333365,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,74.92592592592592,5.801481481481483,23.76296296296297,6.742157984588678,0.7853896296296305,226,7,42,2,5,69,38,54,0.228,0.6459999999999999,0.126,-0.68,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,2,0,0,9,6,0,0,6,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,6,2,2,5,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,4,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27935348510845937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134153562338449,0.0,0.0,0.1950660302641835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173747007188506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413318253967295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504873923208355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105830407759348,0.1993000243712662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575309043391133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466969541722989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725864995577865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32731742946450537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764867980205682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476883085999895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267275256953073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RecordStoreWhore,2020/03/02,"Local Business Owners: how did you overcome the anxiety of knowing that other businesses similar to yours were already well established in the community? I dream up ideas everyday. I've purchased so many domains, and built so many websites, only to never launch any of them. And without boring you with what I believe to be my own capacity to launch and run a successful local small business, I'm here because I stump myself with the same fear with every new idea..

***I'm not the first. I'm not the only one. Others are well established. Etc.*** 

Do you just pretend you ARE the only one? 

Do you just strive to be the best, and hope that you can survive long enough to build a reputation? 

This time I'm keeping it simple to start. But I know I have to have motivation to keep going so I spent money on a few different promotional items for local business to business to marketing. 

**But then...** like every other time... a trigger. I see the website of a similar business or a google ad or something. And as usual... **I shut down.** 

**How did you overcome these types of fears and move forward with your business?**",0.9167459514170062,3.2743610288461547,2.713006072874492,85.36094129554658,102.17307692307692,5.074089068825912,23.742914979757085,6.7183091564049375,1.4312576923076934,866,38,151,15,38,285,122,208,0.043,0.8390000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.9415,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,9,1,6,10,9,0,2,14,0,12,0,0,6,1,34,25,17,0,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,5,2,3,4,4,3,2,3,4,1,20,6,26,19,7,23,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,3,12,115,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543552295880216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511960479148517,0.0,0.10700377646446216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526632986117416,0.0,0.0,0.15759090841546936,0.14678988702307524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613930955995366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452797462835734,0.15599728485243955,0.0,0.0,0.2357009654308549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147958906151619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897736372958455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949402568949901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892715586340373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31580306216846626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486541525394311,0.0,0.0,0.1537429740153497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683357219007982,0.0,0.0,0.12378472388530935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28362201982208723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866468909288424,0.0,0.0,0.1078800055732394,0.13509187432004327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895654578916557,0.3191430782499309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146204065562962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768239162554094,0.0,0.0,0.09900404537640532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312414589075735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405224059537134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25152833963441945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483423677203807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avanrote,2020/03/02,"Obsessing about me having a psychosis or some serious physical ailment The past week I haven't been sleeping well, days are going by very slowly, I keep thinking about having a psychosis or some disease that you can't find by a physical examination and I can't stop myself from feeling guilty for being so anxious and scaring my girlfriend, how can I move past thinking all that?

Thank you for reading ♥️",5.29267543859649,7.3169236184210575,5.807894736842107,75.98359649122811,69.39473684210526,7.698245614035088,35.03508771929825,8.344100000000001,3.1366824561403512,329,17,53,5,6,106,55,76,0.185,0.737,0.077,-0.8023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,0,9,1,1,1,1,15,15,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,1,9,2,7,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27402134738846345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564297573497972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264454516966652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216934953472702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785122507655204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559657628749565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578006251328392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630978584538002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426235057450752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428427385697225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427330385317849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278923711675131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331469446621355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31084257313247443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013564228165168,0.0,0.0,0.19456528935393666,0.0,0.21808865169006075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,denotecouch,2020/03/02,"What specifically helps your catastrophic thoughts? I am seeing a therapist for general anxiety and reasonably frequent panic attacks, I do not take medication. 

Talk therapy is great, it helps in some ways, but the one thing I feel is getting worse is my catastrophic thinking. Example: the other day I went to pick up my wife at work, I had my kids in the car, and I had to decide to take the freeway or the side streets. My brain was like ""well, one of those routes will end in a fiery car crash and death for everyone, and the other route will be fine, so pick the right one!"" Awesome, thanks brain. This level of fear used to only be linked to bigger things/decisions, like should I change jobs, but increasingly it creeps into all the small decisions I make. All roads end in utter catastrophe. It's exhausting, as you all know. 

I am working on this, actively, with my therapist, but lately have started to wonder if there are specific tools I haven't tried yet which might help. Right now I try mindfulness, I use some PTSD tools to try to stay in the moment, like listing things I can see or hear that are real instead of focusing on potential future fears, etc. So I feel I have some tools, but like it's becoming a losing battle. 

Do folks find that medication helps specifically for catastrophic thoughts? And if so, antidepressants or anti-anxiety? Has anyone has found other specific tools that help? Any ideas would be much appreciated, and of course I'll talk through it all with my therapist. 

Thanks",6.499849206349207,7.454519064285716,6.617380952380955,75.32539682539684,65.5,10.650793650793652,31.62698412698413,10.62613485830676,3.395067460317461,1198,45,219,31,18,383,160,280,0.172,0.665,0.162,-0.7442,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,3,8,16,2,3,12,0,26,5,2,6,4,51,47,19,1,4,10,1,2,4,0,5,3,1,0,1,18,9,0,0,14,0,0,4,2,7,1,3,7,5,23,9,29,32,10,34,0,1,2,0,12,18,0,10,14,144,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386636147461043,0.0,0.14369155300442352,0.0,0.0,0.0656685191771203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684344471593736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372326720754943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968348853808152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935108113099232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060568298005038525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663640802717944,0.0,0.10474159354723826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974112936372272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136408403738016,0.0949738909831327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583787330147317,0.0,0.0,0.10297446725145637,0.0,0.0,0.04906743424942338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354314462955612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585059011213907,0.0,0.3147508617494119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602016570324116,0.0,0.0,0.09319751932822899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161398837900203,0.0,0.10594177157075617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353120478631404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506841052674773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268991542048116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922175223083254,0.0,0.09963044166724512,0.09482877502793444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690393482080093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092051659615866,0.07142764187015264,0.0,0.1101906409059796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978322679416144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689740561148628,0.0,0.09656168423843817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040815713059384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967839689442042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647449979758806,0.10010236909653528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122686507168625,0.15097286352492276,0.0,0.17293117617114664,0.10740156970302203,0.3271324803874483,0.12478774445691702,0.06017782652452955,0.0,0.14911823625862747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128917918251415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222720307987304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454645396659447,0.0,0.0,0.08444210788835424,0.08706142863685394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184831196352916,0.1367444918058696,0.0,0.09570881853426688,0.06671550441765506,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blobfish24,2020/03/02,"Jealousy Does anyone else get jealous really easily and not know how to handle it? I do all the time. At the moment I'm getting jealous over this one situation where basically every male is very attracted to my friend. I consider myself to be quite attractive but obviously I don't compare to her. I even went on a Bumble date today and the guy had looked up my band that she's also in and the way he mentioned her it was obvious that he thought she was very attractive. I know it's stupid of me to get jealous over this but I am and I don't know how to deal with these feelings. Sorry if this post doesn't make sense, I'm slightly drunk lol",2.267727272727271,4.227049409090913,4.165151515151518,84.7927272727273,77.63636363636364,7.430303030303031,24.63636363636364,8.344100000000001,1.622381818181818,510,18,104,10,12,173,86,132,0.133,0.754,0.113,-0.4017,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,4,0,5,1,10,1,0,3,3,20,23,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,5,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,2,15,4,14,17,1,14,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,1,4,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582846402331808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383973374438142,0.2028027915504707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405725590726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320997612662847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534521196822016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073097322473445,0.0,0.1667646572557471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007941250580396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529203146814015,0.0,0.3102309450744677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959819308651467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263316421332661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621144534337665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211988769491495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341225673600588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956233576911186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105230393764525,0.0,0.0,0.12679909898021988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248174048891675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156655725456345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713440108835322,0.11541464087718807,0.0,0.18761460421051668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266261450651666,0.0,0.1571077111854399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834831981652673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bobafett8192,2020/03/02,"Getting Off Medication So I've been taking Klonopin for a long time now for GAD but have recently been working my way off (things in my life have gotten a lot better and more manageable). Today is my first day completely off Klonopin and I'm having anxiety about being completely off. Any well wishes are greatly appreciated. Also, feel free to discuss getting off any medication you've ever been on. Zoloft was the worst I've ever been on.",4.0858536585365846,6.7680845975609785,5.24408536585366,75.72149390243905,74.97560975609757,8.002439024390245,28.542682926829272,8.841846274778883,2.746360975609756,355,15,59,8,8,117,58,82,0.081,0.728,0.191,0.8869,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,3,0,11,4,0,0,2,8,18,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,3,5,12,11,3,18,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,9,43,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516593775164937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579307838609029,0.0,0.14507823071835446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772596666559142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39767923902567104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230560987704707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430902878690642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589042487310716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613123012640113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981638140295244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908475010230065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339521718596038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783023295635774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122975819003044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820956270996797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725197777439465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258975761692316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599199328429792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058377215842294,0.0,0.17976168784067312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505317107605879,0.0,0.0,0.17051401219379542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808287897540665,0.0,0.0,0.1380641277574984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,somemeaningfulname,2020/03/02,"The search I know that I am not an idiot. I know that I am skilled and thoughtful. I know that I am capable. But there is some part of me that is ignorant of these facts. It believes I am stupid. It believes I never know what I'm talking about. It believes that everyone hates me. It believes that I should crawl under a rock and die.

I haven't figured out how to reach that part yet. I'm looking for ways. I'm reaching out to it. I follow it's voice. But it seems to come from all directions. It's constant. It's loud. I search until exhaustion overtakes me, then it sees its opportunity and pounces. I lose the fight. Eventually I'll find it hiding, eventually I'll beat it. Just not today.",0.13329787234042456,2.520996992907804,2.139641843971635,92.27925,93.25531914893615,5.089503546099291,21.943617021276594,6.742157984588678,0.6663131914893605,540,21,115,8,20,179,78,141,0.159,0.743,0.09699999999999999,-0.8657,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,5,8,4,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,3,26,22,8,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,22,6,0,1,8,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,4,16,1,12,20,4,12,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,2,6,79,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6924005045198038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234760654690025,0.0,0.16603069842291066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945448597613346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680999318958762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042454874534022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151688093833068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377469990018592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901924671825524,0.17188431595678275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849695365925365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327551776870642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243151264363973,0.13986845637995954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349033950795275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197332151261145,0.0,0.0,0.14563314131934446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195260385889185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lvagabundo,2020/03/02,"Screwed up at work, anxious about when I should tell my bosses something is wrong. I know I should say something to my bosses because if I avoid it and they find out about it through other channels, they’ll be pissed that I didn’t tell them and they’re out of the loop.

But the slight chance of just sweeping this under the rug and no one is none the wiser and letting water pass under the bridge is such an enticing option.

I’m wondering what the right choice is and by the time I make the decision it’ll be too late. Haven’t gotten any work done — this anxiety has been my work today",6.891288515406162,5.683288731092437,6.423991596638657,84.33105742296921,65.05042016806722,9.277871148459383,30.757703081232492,7.793537801064563,1.8155030812324924,465,13,98,4,6,144,79,119,0.171,0.812,0.017,-0.9490000000000001,0,1,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,3,6,4,2,1,9,0,16,3,1,3,0,21,21,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,8,7,1,1,4,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,1,12,0,13,10,1,12,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,3,4,70,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409683473218625,0.0,0.15858082630241885,0.2341854071604817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636568065100368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213571769315845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894647331951504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392442707684584,0.0,0.23383884890040024,0.0,0.0,0.21197414284008567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837164927715145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404690934475527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770295996636262,0.0,0.16485005131819747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31917308353823026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623715760744587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087592933612006,0.0,0.19649231214180304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248036037050247,0.452741738455807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266455679512721,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peacock_dreams_,2020/03/02,"I’ve just got a volunteering job In a shop I know it’s not a big thing, and maybe after I complete my first shift I’ll be on my bedroom floor cracking out the razor blades but I’m glad I can finally say I’ve got a job on my own",-1.4044444444444435,0.2934515185185198,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,89.37037037037037,5.0814814814814815,18.259259259259263,6.42735559955562,-0.2987185185185184,178,5,47,2,6,64,39,54,0.0,0.9109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.6124,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,6,1,5,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30386787517537805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174806338884699,0.0,0.2465184068690163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635866641661788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751978070145141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927598256299386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911603841585044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304743115500144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254170462712408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cyberg36,2020/03/02,"Is asking for help is a shame ? I am 22yo m.I feel kind of shame everytime , whenever I ask people for help. I think people who ask for help are so weak. It's killing me inside and I can't ask any one in real. So Need suggestions to overcome this.",-0.8482479784366603,1.259212584905658,1.8345552560646887,95.39528301886793,92.96226415094341,5.292722371967655,17.005390835579515,6.868970318607317,-0.004906199460916749,189,5,44,3,7,65,39,53,0.23399999999999999,0.632,0.135,-0.7879999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,12,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,5,1,6,12,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341649093080925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7377632619208003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975645375894952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39672077612914974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827368976556466,0.20544862067425348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628906439527614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368975050797158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273554014392056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245607922229441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641635520807434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greendaypascalhens,2020/03/02,"I'm scared of cooking and eating meat. It drives me insane. Since I've moved out I've been paranoid about cooking my own meals. At first I was just eating out so I didn't care. But then I became paranoid that I don't know what they do in the back of the kitchen with meat etc. so I decided to cook my own meals. Sometimes when they opened kitchen door I saw in the back of the kitchen how chefs put the food on the plate with bare hands so I decided not to eat anywhere anymore and make my own meals.  
 I have no problem with cooking rice and heating up canned beans. But when it comes to meat, I'm always scared that I will get sick because there will be still some bacteria on the meat.  


Sometimes I try to cook the meat but I always end up paranoid that it's undercooked or that it has bacteria so I throw out the whole plate of meal. While cooking the meat I go back and forth washing spachula to avoid any contamination. It drives me insanse. The only kind of meat I eat now is packed deli meat.  
How can I overcome this fear? I want to eat meat but only the one I cooked. But at the same time I'm too paranoid. I'm sick of deli meats.   
You have no idea how much I dream of eating just plain fried chicken breast with rice.   
It sounds stupid I know but I feel like I'm going mad.  
After I throw out the plate I have nothing else to eat so I just eat some plain bread with butter for example.   
Please tell me someone here had similiar problem and you managed to overcome the fear?",1.9298711943793947,3.845698688524589,2.6247716627634685,95.64563524590164,78.50819672131145,5.4063231850117095,22.69613583138173,6.1826913282559595,0.19717096018735347,1160,36,260,8,28,361,147,305,0.174,0.794,0.032,-0.9914,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,1,22,12,2,5,15,0,16,29,2,4,0,44,32,24,0,3,11,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,4,0,12,16,24,1,6,8,0,9,5,9,0,2,5,5,33,3,35,24,9,35,0,0,1,1,5,13,0,3,14,160,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215601316455205,0.0,0.0,0.06217628901837869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067509126119463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091463596253204,0.0,0.055735555047841785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322010857785963,0.0,0.0,0.07875980402308169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7484547975564002,0.07637895888471412,0.0,0.08098082385175469,0.0,0.10196985458812467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057708326227017,0.04623031560452042,0.06531840210983937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077771254097532,0.11055885920303984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477689804592246,0.0,0.10392481186900727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321459235096234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521142960068424,0.1004962920932907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466862120062051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103097483126702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717679858037033,0.06721238487224866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773061442053748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195608530759988,0.13907495596364552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036390077677372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749744453960012,0.0,0.09191351738370464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307697958866898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563275769157687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746928144225365,0.0,0.18085540819019813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301700127470705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991481873093034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533142145776021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207572090809575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053928436632720636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207956733560454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kendranne,2020/03/02,Positive success stories Looking to hear some personal stories about what coping skills have worked for you.,12.282352941176475,13.933264294117649,9.08705882352941,60.191764705882385,53.11764705882353,11.505882352941176,52.29411764705882,11.20814326018867,6.897988235294116,91,6,10,2,1,26,16,17,0.0,0.6729999999999999,0.327,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6234745632422585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464532250103522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830158257029524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40272195088439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WarOnClocks,2020/03/02,"I'm a current grad student, and have anxiety all the time, almost passed out at work this morning. I'm having a really hard time with paranoia, as if I'm being watched and judged all of the time. Can anyone please help or give me some words of encouragement? I feel helpless... And yes I am seeing a therapist and psychologist, I just need something immediate.",5.110441176470586,6.667153867647063,6.025764705882356,76.08394117647059,69.14705882352939,8.969411764705884,31.24705882352941,9.3871,2.9425964705882355,285,12,51,6,5,94,51,68,0.079,0.7659999999999999,0.155,0.7275,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,1,5,0,0,0,2,16,12,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,6,11,3,7,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,4,4,31,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27949961494653874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352699382962428,0.0,0.0,0.1951680693255764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113209169161453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26775853877022626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500378168354047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708909162549486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696487166237484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30639131621179583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788122213712304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242349993335428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148811764585008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32408128689842564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882735401116418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032035958103129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2headeddragon22,2020/03/02,"Pink elephabt can change your life if you are feeling bad right now, if you are in public thinking about awful things. Just think about pink elephant.Switch bad thoughts for thoughts of pink elephant. Have a nice day",4.579615384615384,7.548549974358977,2.1304487179487204,97.15413461538462,74.8974358974359,3.9,27.698717948717945,3.1291,0.4000717948717947,175,7,32,0,4,46,30,39,0.21600000000000005,0.691,0.09300000000000001,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,1,5,7,0,4,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,2,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175159812197963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278387279196929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986328829227484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669743726513402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188952867220576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646574429940019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588731867338247,0.39714962076279664,0.0,0.4920604016397217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,un0m,2020/03/02,"I should probably reach out to a friend. Due to multiple reasons, the coronavirus and my stupidity, I can only see my therapist in a few weeks - which will make it 7 months between my last session with her.

I should probably reach out to a friend since I'm in the dumps and cutting myself just to feel *anything*. 

But I know I will get over-attached and no one wants to be friends with the guy who doesn't have friends or a life outside of being depressed.

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anxiety,-sunstars,2020/03/02,I had my first anxiety attack yesterday I’ve never had an anxiety attack and I’ve never been diagnosed with anxiety and I’m very lost on what I should be doing because I feel like I’m going to have another anxiety attack like right now.,5.41,5.869394999999997,7.858333333333332,67.22,67.75,12.233333333333334,32.66666666666667,11.855464076750405,4.535616666666668,192,8,33,7,3,70,31,48,0.342,0.5670000000000001,0.091,-0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,7,12,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,1,4,2,3,6,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754295868561205,0.5472882034619395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104133021841963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902712508706056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153202408094424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904334476960324,0.12777261464793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213226532670054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164627815732356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475707730644224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952391705833119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27588490981554714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273947963722798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475724510482834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cantgetjiggywiththis,2020/03/02,"Been struggling a lot the past week and looking for advice possibly related to medication. Hi friends,

first time posting so I'm a tad nervous so I'm sorry. 

For the past week I've been struggling to sleep all the way through the night. Waking up every 1-3 hours with what feels like an anxiety attack. I feel ok for the first couple seconds of being awake but then think to myself ""What time is it? oh crap I did it again"" and it spirals out of control from there. I've been missing work due to the lack of sleep and feeling like I can't function. It's like a vicious cycle of either constant worry or exhaustion. 

Previous to this I was going in to work every day but would get so anxious that I'd have to excuse myself to go dry heave in the bathroom or step outside for fresh air. I'm just really scared that this will never go away which only makes everything worse.

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My question(s) about medication is that last week a psychiatrist prescribed me Citalopram 20mgs (Which I've been taking every day as directed) and Hydroxyzine (10mgs), to anyone who takes Hydroxyzine may I ask, do you feel the  need to take it every few hours? I take it and I feel okay for a little bit but then the worry starts to creep back in and I feel like I need it again, but then I start to worry about being dependent on it and not being able to live without it. 

Can anyone offer some advice around any of this? Sorry for the rambling I'm just trying really hard to cope and not panic with the constant feeling of anxiety. Thank you everyone.",3.3862356248402747,5.397300770764122,4.370847176079735,84.3455526450294,74.51495016611295,6.889905443393817,25.198185535394842,7.748469712250963,1.443252900587785,1216,41,228,17,26,394,165,301,0.168,0.7340000000000001,0.098,-0.9727,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,5,12,18,3,5,17,2,18,7,4,3,2,44,47,21,0,4,12,0,8,4,1,3,3,0,0,0,20,12,0,1,8,0,0,4,5,10,0,3,6,9,16,8,42,35,7,43,0,1,1,0,8,10,1,6,31,151,36,2,0.08266060814331876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154997919944775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956273438804857,0.10044168654856007,0.0562120480904903,0.0,0.12647027795520988,0.09338295879527893,0.0,0.11559643833735675,0.0,0.0,0.07358546631417466,0.07727651025212519,0.09403837503587092,0.07766236237147564,0.06356090532737546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024397518269422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865350336778674,0.0927109008069078,0.0,0.09146239068068784,0.0,0.10661850782189533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27858050993416744,0.0789857534234811,0.07429002461243313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29256981005447064,0.17715826492187214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406221421190314,0.0,0.0,0.06386338080302392,0.0,0.04318675606409879,0.0,0.14093378556693073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404766869831769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628080966192906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737942820120797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153519116092466,0.0828476450805394,0.07299083140309505,0.0,0.06941409223424819,0.0,0.0,0.07027509307212934,0.0,0.0,0.05517659780580684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654373273471784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225835870990164,0.06375295686497788,0.0,0.0,0.07757138115934205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286711732265361,0.0,0.09698441343321657,0.0,0.0,0.15781780743113671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318741569699356,0.07916601309875439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092598798889396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590900444490099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275768901114393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544060929189364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506356658556028,0.1170152077913125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728296303471764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24860196033665574,0.0,0.0,0.07610278217541779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296558000916978,0.0,0.0,0.09640013069474232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612112694449005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561214320956102,0.1989160615246481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968187649947887,0.0,0.12035581442285513,0.25183758003283196,0.08423822159136136,0.0587197243763043,0.0,0.10044168654856007,0.0
anxiety,hexagonwitch,2020/03/02,"How do you stop thinking/worrying about what people think of you? I overthink any relevant scenarios that happened in a day. Upon reflecting, I find myself finding faults in something I said or do. I also am really dissappointed when other people said or did something I didn't expect, or when they didn't get or understand me. 

I know, my way of thinking is different from how other people think, there is no mind alike. And that I cannot control how people respond to me. But I still can't stop being anxious, worrying about what other people think about me. What are the smart ways to help me have a healthy mindset? Thank you so much.",5.027511478420568,6.63555085123967,5.744242424242426,77.82525252525254,69.41322314049586,8.352984389348027,29.973370064279145,8.841846274778883,2.5777871441689624,507,20,88,9,9,165,75,121,0.1,0.795,0.105,0.1531,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,1,12,3,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,4,0,23,24,13,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,3,9,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,2,18,2,11,18,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,6,70,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442139436973353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729962110992184,0.0,0.0,0.161640196675937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047690535577128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227506172409566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494886304523622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261545901669538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475363635993039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126525580681669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959038181763774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786332804514826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447047972513796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518060317223106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959698868115229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166100822397567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722045703480784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030066101185625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426424237882142,0.2392433471604405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172926663619947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667207327840681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895180772902697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714122297138786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29061031043247826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AvaSophiaPhia,2020/03/02,"Job Burnout + Anxiety Does anyone have any tips on combating job burnout? I was finally promoted to supervisor in my company last year, after working for them for nearly 6 years. But, with all of the change that we have in our department and our company in general, there are increased levels of work insanity almost every day. Product demand is increasing, projects and trials are flooding in with little control and our department barely has the resources to support. And all of the stress and some lack of experience, renders me catatonic sometimes, where I can't focus at all or get anything done.

I constantly feel like a failure and do not feel that I do anything right, or achieve anything. I'm increasingly late because of the paralyzing anxiety I have when I wake up every day. It's hard to convince myself to get out of bed. My work ethic is dwindling. I used to be so reliable and efficient. Now I have no idea which way is up or out. 

I know some of it stems from my own internal stress and dealings with anxiety and depression. But the overwhelming feelings and bs at work are just so beyond. I applied to another position somewhere else and didn't end up getting it. However, in my experience, I don't adjust well to change anyway. And feel like I'm just incapable or too stupid to do anything other than what I already do. I feel so trapped, I'm just not sure what to do. Financially, I can't take a three month hiatus or something. If I could, I would.",4.660016350555921,6.54044044964029,5.80724656638326,75.93427076520605,70.76258992805755,9.371092217135383,33.85938521909745,9.800150414767053,3.667224460431655,1167,59,205,30,22,388,158,278,0.15,0.789,0.062,-0.9693,3,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,4,0,1,9,14,11,1,3,7,0,25,1,1,2,4,52,40,24,0,4,13,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,18,0,1,8,0,0,5,7,5,1,1,3,6,27,6,39,34,10,38,0,2,0,0,6,19,0,9,15,151,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688216787259663,0.0,0.11778746320987594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258514648203701,0.11192355423487088,0.2449616397953979,0.0,0.0,0.07463332768103034,0.0,0.3513434051749225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506617701499366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225828201592748,0.0,0.0,0.1153452965332684,0.11971515972372945,0.08522119235231583,0.0,0.0,0.13767368866351118,0.11004165489817463,0.0919328349907075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340668790778027,0.10922950034785524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891654681602775,0.0,0.09453772578447343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986186064649878,0.0,0.0,0.2088194732194681,0.0,0.0,0.2698483845725356,0.15250655386376796,0.0,0.11692569188870465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729778338357296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561581656780113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049362261977108,0.0,0.0,0.2118409577752837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058660127499221525,0.08700529213928375,0.12040452642799855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429308227254536,0.10697899575162613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519683808118649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911532245880834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217172670986164,0.10556609684178636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445348450793872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112442723723794,0.10059881157228864,0.0,0.08025330120381458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218691206954792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472324328406865,0.0,0.0,0.09596981304101372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108246262717379,0.0,0.0,0.07582324323742161,0.0,0.0,0.13747087499511496
anxiety,howdyha,2020/03/02,Feel weird I just feel weird when i take my medicines i dont think it makes me a normal person. I just started new to take these medicines(1 mouth) but i am bored and i think it makes a addiction. Tomorrow I'm gonna see the doctor again and i dont know what to do... Can you give an advice?,-0.10857142857142676,1.9111883015873048,1.593015873015876,99.67142857142859,86.61904761904762,4.8698412698412685,16.936507936507937,6.1826913282559595,-0.5813111111111113,225,5,55,2,7,73,43,63,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,2,0,13,19,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,18,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,32,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413205409652039,0.0,0.21631533059651464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657647280850346,0.0,0.0,0.5188762976891018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385760563514334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235349330909453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165642300424992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955257327719873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379571082155996,0.0,0.0,0.21689071437774785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328739258067348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176399256665405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668329691919972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328778840062465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836835264651986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,steveee2000,2020/03/02,"Haircut Anxiety I’ve just come back from getting my haircut (I’m a guy) and I hate it every time. I can’t keep my head still and twitch all the time it’s super awkward. I also do this thing where I hold my breath to try not to move but then I need to let it out but I can’t bc I feel like it would come out and sound like a sigh, so then my breathing messes up and I get panicky. It’s stupid. Anyone else feel like this or am I alone?😕",-1.1060454545454554,0.6420960500000028,1.2894545454545463,102.00972727272728,88.5,4.036363636363637,16.090909090909093,4.851557810540192,-1.1312000000000002,335,7,88,1,11,113,64,100,0.131,0.733,0.136,0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,1,3,0,6,4,3,0,1,20,16,11,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,8,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,3,13,4,7,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,9,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633638871794944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627483181972288,0.0,0.0,0.14283841430732952,0.2093105958337486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570799076422168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35194094574060336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065102788150108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211602220733968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065817861986202,0.29187757001102826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134573640502832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022708583467582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201685744812775,0.20965181252202966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157483386710596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088917323415348,0.0,0.29940494999837675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711896582676046,0.0,0.15147218593558875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631395151531368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357155891937985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23823643713435155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386937676833375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451157568366745,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okawei,2020/03/02,"Do weddings freak anyone else out? Need some advice... My very good friend asked me to be the best man in his wedding.  I really want to do it and be there for him but the thought of standing in front of everyone during the ceremony is killing me.  I have 6 months to prepare and I'm just really banking on being in a better mental state when the wedding comes around...

I had a panic attack *sitting* at my other friends wedding, I don't know how I'll handle actually being in one.",1.3320738636363636,3.7771548020833294,3.424053030303032,86.0580681818182,84.3125,5.5742424242424224,23.310606060606066,6.980632752743323,1.0309708333333334,375,14,72,5,11,127,71,96,0.153,0.698,0.149,-0.5296,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,2,1,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,13,17,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,4,0,1,2,0,10,5,14,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,2,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.20527690159525933,0.0,0.0,0.2055572381571668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708565561680687,0.21553436003224827,0.0,0.1872612463214812,0.19665426266925992,0.2393100729440089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075541803044832,0.18604259710841511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120288226974327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757252657791833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100396679653992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250407147633702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643645187052853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327275088715593,0.0,0.1156060379441112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198915468103624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679039803666068,0.0,0.0,0.1559761488818468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425425237040594,0.0,0.0,0.2468071895572608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695186041812053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669989960133279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356555254541706,0.12407329189501752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gottableachdaanus,2020/03/02,"Is it common for people with stress/anxiety to be oversensitive to sounds? Last few weeks were filled with shit ton of stress and anxiety for me and now i feel like certain sounds are really unpleasant for me, although it’s getting better (i hope). Does anyone else get this and is it just temporary?",8.089047619047621,7.813524571428572,7.704285714285718,73.07404761904766,62.214285714285715,11.752380952380953,32.95238095238096,11.20814326018867,3.6612452380952383,240,8,43,6,3,76,42,56,0.18100000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.115,-0.6545,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,9,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,4,8,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635660660787459,0.0,0.0,0.16615343548905293,0.2434756416940525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101606477344129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079478776540761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850580594687134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015070894204287,0.16975986899149026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482992725688086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360159669016049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369668543326987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160919287384951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473976131192736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522291273922312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439193970709639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443989417217231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060902724250173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,electricpianist,2020/03/02,How do you not let someone’s stupid comment ruin your day? I had a vendor write in this morning complaining that he didn’t receive his payment even though I asked him for his payment info 3 times already. He said he was very DISAPPOINTED and blah blah. This fool is so unprofessional and unreasonable. I don’t want to let him drain my energy because he’s so not worth it. But damn why do people have to be so annoying.,4.440160642570284,5.72144363855422,5.585722891566267,79.65440763052213,70.44578313253012,8.424899598393575,29.49598393574297,8.841846274778883,2.307330923694779,334,13,65,6,6,111,63,83,0.292,0.643,0.065,-0.9662,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,0,11,0,0,1,0,9,14,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,4,1,10,0,4,7,0,4,0,2,0,0,16,1,1,0,2,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30905250623911146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618177288641802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072160763027128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061514088654632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184976588937978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727594114996087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941579215623669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664006173758093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729341635569864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751569334155449,0.0,0.16330488526436449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310783308721077,0.16518628711999858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25271004332142083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bowlingdoughnuts,2020/03/02,"After months of being told by coworkers to ask for more money at work I finally did it and was told to leave. Everyone said I deserved more and I know I deserved more, but my boss still told me to go to another job. I spent two years at that place making less than everyone else. Even people who got fired and were brought back made more than me. It makes me feel worthless when I know I did more than everyone else. If I had just stayed quiet I could still be making the money I was making and not having to find another job where I will make way less.",4.7311630847029065,4.949146212389382,5.325183312262959,85.63584070796462,69.17699115044248,8.935018963337546,25.877370417193426,8.841846274778883,1.5940857142857143,434,11,93,7,7,140,70,113,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.8705,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,7,0,20,29,7,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,14,4,15,0,14,11,7,16,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,67,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27765488127603066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377122065624925,0.0,0.0,0.10180339164797114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570643599795487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119765267649247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744548470802609,0.0,0.0,0.37952657607525386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694276436556597,0.0,0.0,0.1450319788422214,0.12100640431973775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524298830443707,0.0,0.10588817724942666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627627239976064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552138598327966,0.0,0.0,0.1401869255245196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252751150217246,0.4418726233756024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567622751188058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178585062251757,0.0,0.13832433651036807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593772675068599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111518939567064,0.21146123910670414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37952657607525386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293304344863448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508879125654706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963849558914581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525787922080798
anxiety,theunluckiestclover,2020/03/02,"Yesterday I had a panic attack so bad I ripped off a mole. I was in my bathroom sitting on the floor in the corner when I reached and clawed my back. I caught a mole that is now hanging off. 
I'm having such a hard time being taken seriously when visiting the doctor. Nobody believes how I feel. I don't know what to do.",1.6576616915422877,3.4015724029850745,3.91126865671642,86.90978855721393,78.70149253731344,6.257711442786071,23.106965174129357,7.1686216300943375,0.8692308457711442,249,8,52,3,6,86,49,67,0.212,0.7659999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,7,0,7,1,0,1,0,4,12,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,4,2,9,0,6,7,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,6,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028120778752952,0.0,0.2722622582194634,0.2956383119311519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39892191837063584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362411350253471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790312474131175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31718216397096605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459067387478085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41543139257402895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646431277543373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pftmehsloth,2020/03/02,"My job is going to kill me. I’m in bed right now, supposed to be working at the moment. I woke up at 4am and was unable to go back to sleep, I just felt SO uncomfortable and my stomach wasn’t feeling too great. Now it’s 9:20am and my stomach actually hurts.

My job has been giving me so much stress and anxiety lately. I’m not sleeping well, I’m not eating well, I’m not doing anything. Some days I go to work and do nothing because I feel so debilitated. I’m starting to rely on substances to make me feel better, but I know that’s not the solution. 

I have noticed lately that I have no appetite and when I do eat I feel sick and put off from the food I just had. I thought this was related to some sort of stomach bug but I now think it’s because of the anxiety. 

I feel as though if this keeps going I’ll actually end up dying from this lifestyle. 

I don’t know what to do or how to deal. 

Thank you for listening to my call for help.",1.212437810945275,2.845765592039804,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,79.64676616915423,6.257711442786071,24.101990049751247,7.1686216300943375,0.8681363184079602,728,26,164,9,18,252,111,201,0.127,0.8,0.07200000000000001,-0.8364,2,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,0,3,15,8,1,1,4,0,15,9,5,2,0,33,41,18,2,1,10,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,8,7,3,1,10,0,0,5,7,3,2,0,8,7,23,5,25,32,3,24,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,5,11,109,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.2381676424676393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670545817660866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042041403192307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383365121938374,0.0,0.14877689096380234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107925749091907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460642473564384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869935005615789,0.12580772409979968,0.0,0.0,0.12664802738482406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497346122053537,0.0,0.0,0.10808249052162193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30851054672426,0.0,0.11716807881144628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755933915625338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117062437318074,0.2774101808189973,0.0,0.0,0.13453866880061488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179423581370475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063579715293805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421921843459325,0.10846600234901384,0.1350082783171401,0.0,0.13412915578032714,0.0,0.275310644050882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814560712644915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897061996330013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709121802615928,0.13893213212905228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267400353470145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421307949608906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423655311170964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637356672864051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978512205674354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234896486594384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819199137606148,0.1198940006743472,0.09687830648715216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943951628400107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767880200276231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bridger_Ren,2020/03/02,"Downward life spiral Hey everyone. I just to write this and get it off my mind.

I'm a 26 year old male who has recently come to realization that I will never have kids. This is something I have always wanted for myself ever since I was a child but I know it will not happen for me. I'm this swirling mess of anxiety and depression lately because of it but for now I think I'm able to cope.

I am an asexual person without any drive to have a relationship with either men or women. I've never once desired to be in a relationship of any kind except one where I had a child. I guess I always pictured having one with a friend when I think about it. Unfortunately all of my friends are now in relationships and are having kids of their own. It makes me feel left behind even though I know 26 isn't particularly old. My best friend and sister is due and April and I alternate between overwhelming love and seething jealousy which makes me feel crazy.

I also come from a poor family. Being Canadian I know that poor is a relative term but I grew up with with two siblings and a single father in a house with one bedroom and one bathroom. Our power was always shaky, we didn't have a computer or phones or enough food for school lunches. To help out I started working early and paid my own fees for school. I even paid for a school trip to Japan to treat myself. I am the first university graduate in my family. However I still make the least of all my family (my siblings and my dad). I'm the only one who went to school and I have 70000$ of debt and a job that is worse than my siblings... I can't afford surrogacy and adoption is hard when you are alone and trying to prove you can care for a child. I make enough to raise a child in my area plus I have a lot of support. However I am told I should be working my student debt off first. It's a very slow process.

These things tell me and apparently other people that currently I am not fit to raise a child. Or not ready. It's very hard for me to hear not worthy although I manage to get those feelings to pass quite quickly. My friends and family brush off my concerns saying that it'll happen for me eventually and that everything will work out but it's for them to get past the conversation without feeling awkward. Sometimes I need someone just to be real with me and acknowledge that it just doesn't happen for everyone.

My anxiety about myself, my worth, even the thought of being alone can feel crippling from time to time. I go through cycles of feeling normal and then back to being in my head. Knowing others have it harder makes me feel guilty and ashamed. I'm jealous of women I see. I have serious womb envy. I would just go ""do it"" myself if I could. But I also know that not every woman can have children and that cross to bear is probably way heavier than mine. This also makes me feel guilty.

There are many other factors that swirl in my head but I think I've written enough for now.

I have so much love to give and that doesn't seem to be enough.",3.2487090571765904,4.9043680776859535,4.380016866250632,85.6512868949233,74.00826446280992,7.252825096980941,24.90892224658459,7.957251820313856,1.3383337831000175,2377,76,481,35,49,777,271,605,0.134,0.774,0.092,-0.9452,9,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,2,2,2,8,25,19,1,4,24,0,53,8,3,6,6,103,108,44,0,8,24,3,10,0,4,6,1,2,1,14,36,35,2,0,20,0,8,10,14,8,0,8,10,14,74,11,77,84,15,58,0,2,1,3,44,18,0,9,29,351,110,12,0.0636760532565905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189837496188195,0.0,0.1527651503513131,0.15895073187526765,0.0,0.0,0.08660379951877713,0.0,0.09742401290453924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048962954466119535,0.0,0.03881633104545907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682408939249684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492198008158087,0.0,0.0,0.10970256323494884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050840147157776856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484409136446655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631775387840893,0.0,0.12617229789845108,0.05759863569343389,0.053649821194335034,0.1216903953279717,0.057227930811407465,0.0,0.2401124639467966,0.0,0.25757220622287186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832563674225802,0.07699733635288646,0.0,0.19678384316304887,0.0,0.09980432908317076,0.06108387250856327,0.07237713696188705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014635156385547,0.0,0.1689255708042231,0.0,0.11408247293282353,0.0,0.13070000236614224,0.0,0.07176753985476562,0.0,0.042680716264296426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347361614754422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318865748096489,0.0,0.0,0.06630881073166399,0.17497346798582633,0.0,0.07182936160709015,0.0,0.06918421817690289,0.0,0.04497627953974652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054135103401540256,0.11494024828635133,0.0,0.2550255600085864,0.06455752365042801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429466178682561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046809225804184985,0.04721498665342072,0.09822179555129656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238901248522179,0.0,0.0,0.13363461285540226,0.06781291855670518,0.2157427081793835,0.04842850785448978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060785997929024775,0.044144957765303895,0.055599473603784734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865355522016026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677273206787069,0.0,0.07247728906816535,0.0,0.0,0.06287242065457976,0.20509275329965676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050637753319277085,0.0,0.2577742615916306,0.050741570279095836,0.057968287379491626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267348926402984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395251328770605,0.04902093672741795,0.06297724486323382,0.0,0.04507023823386224,0.0,0.05085177838442437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225883064020841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055655677181916975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423035403686004,0.12240313140144862,0.06256139902361907,0.05055167360156314,0.07426003744634736,0.0,0.0,0.06084519766398585,0.0,0.043231860355313234,0.0,0.062202251539274285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050788252649212,0.03755778600038906,0.05054308719876918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902833931193833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276288610818765,0.0,0.13907077544679589,0.0,0.0648913382658866,0.045233641278262064,0.0,0.0,0.041005290595831884
anxiety,Sunnyasalways27,2020/03/02,"Anxiety? Heart? Million Dollar Question it seems ... For about 4 years I have had chest pains on and off. I can tell you that I have anxiety which is just gasoline to any issue ever. I use to smoke for 10 years and as of 3 months ago I quit and transitioned into Juul and Mr. Fog vape to ease off. As of late, I have had chest pains that are sharp and some times anxiety can make worse (mentally). Past few nights I have woken up in a lot of chest pain. I have had some neck issues lately which stems to me thinking maybe its a pinched nerve? I am 35 years old. Is this common to have heart issues at my age? I have gone to the doctor before (primary) who has hooked me up to an EKG (3 separate times) 2 times found nothing 1 he found a PVC - which I knew I was suffering from all day every day. Since quitting smoking that has DRASTICALLY gone down. I would love to know if anyone has gone through something similar.. chest pains you hope are something else... they can be multiple things but know its probably a heart issue... ugh. I have never passed out or fainted - I have felt lightheaded. There are times I will get a PVC and its completely at random. There are also times that I can feel chest pain and get a weird feeling in my elbow (almost like a pinched nerve) As you can tell I am feeling a bunch of weird things. I would love to know if anyone has any advice or anything else I can say that might help.",2.248502454991815,4.2609260106383005,3.1180141843971647,92.02615384615385,77.90070921985816,6.3242771412984204,21.484451718494267,7.321109707123232,0.577093944353519,1093,30,233,14,26,346,153,282,0.10400000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.08,-0.4234,0,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,1,2,6,13,0,0,10,0,36,19,10,2,3,42,59,16,0,5,6,0,5,1,0,4,7,1,0,1,16,9,0,0,13,0,1,4,1,9,0,1,12,6,28,4,33,42,6,37,0,1,0,2,14,12,0,13,22,148,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134311930158335,0.07378901074477995,0.0,0.08335483903392395,0.0,0.0,0.06656859757778598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321482940869912,0.0,0.1910397071939124,0.0,0.0,0.11640948418699487,0.0,0.06850107358155258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083281120545255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727765358545331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736840752923943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520171458846668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907601976681047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529715497981197,0.07013497546382963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626896950529634,0.0,0.0799253743917105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182541113571343,0.0,0.0,0.08698101895595599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959265135053597,0.055795358145409465,0.0,0.0,0.0826780887378066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475320855148834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724287922103529,0.0,0.1878012042443771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040667836638298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076937190612316,0.15025831053880456,0.0,0.05556468159531116,0.0,0.08362777780220096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388835759058444,0.08830660771049749,0.0,0.0,0.0664429704768118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420136234984199,0.0,0.0,0.07811697832833303,0.0,0.07987294435187015,0.0,0.08734847651944885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428767866653846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946390832979533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974895542390056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325009118007008,0.17707622759173686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619737974012037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578039073632853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885864286006431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816751735807966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551435463083093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060457238199334,0.05333811263750609,0.0,0.0,0.24269539899196274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718943615154892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483070988452031,0.11826545738890792,0.0,0.0,0.16081535702095925
anxiety,Solddyy,2020/03/02,"I’ve gotten better, and have learned something It’s been more than a year since my last panic attack, I also was on anti anxiety meds for a while and they helped me so much. Now I’m in a more grounded place and mindfulness has brought me there. Anxiety still is there, but the way I see it has changed. I’m still learning but now instead of getting lost in the thoughts and worrying more, I have been trying just to feel my body in the moment, feel my breath, let the thoughts pass by, and I’m starting to understand how my breath can regulate this state of uneasiness and impending doom, and after 5-10 minutes I can now laugh and realize that my thought are not reality, let them be and continue with my life.",7.448024316109425,6.2080268723404295,7.32954407294833,78.39000000000003,63.9645390070922,11.177710233029382,37.16413373860182,10.290406445055957,3.5662899696048624,563,24,114,11,7,180,92,141,0.14800000000000002,0.805,0.047,-0.8934,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,12,6,1,1,7,0,14,4,3,1,0,25,29,15,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,9,3,14,2,13,17,4,22,1,2,1,0,3,6,0,0,12,81,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347679224763912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578395358155393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171944080555975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904505374491525,0.0,0.18719125703172015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827517419063907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042076206757062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804640360551567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295753215014805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736888043425266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446527292685121,0.11903290260278185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396295333163667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719125703172015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016036659027636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388392443926405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772563597764106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607084995666586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342911520195044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940411215590012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297373737152995,0.0,0.0,0.11928157092750348,0.0,0.26916565111892965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013657311231037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441617394038607,0.0,0.0,0.17543856887356502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337658525191768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114346492164415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085233997040372
anxiety,starlingdarlingg,2020/03/02,"I’m prescribed Zoloft for my anxiety and depression I started off taking 25mg tablets and then my doctor increased it to 50mg tablets,, I stopped taking them for a few weeks and just had a doctors appointment Friday in which she increased my zoloft to 100mg, yesterday morning around 11 i took a pill and then took a nap. I woke up at 3:00pm shaking REALLY bad, extremely dizzy, nauseas, kinda confused but i still knew where i was and all that stuff. Today i feel better, i drank a lot of water but i still feel kinda out of it, almost like i stayed up for days. I didn’t sleep well at all last night, has anyone ever had an experience like this with their anxiety/depression medicine?",4.426343283582089,5.9055093955223885,5.046447761194031,82.74892537313436,70.71641791044777,8.345074626865673,29.07164179104477,8.841846274778883,2.304211343283582,545,21,104,10,10,175,89,134,0.10099999999999999,0.779,0.12,0.6593,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,7,8,0,2,6,0,5,8,1,0,3,23,16,9,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,8,2,1,3,1,0,5,1,4,1,0,9,2,17,4,16,7,6,28,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,5,15,69,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901523827052836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912116442881888,0.0,0.0,0.11801940316150615,0.0,0.0,0.15025571619110134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409296269866333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927788968459282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885329029245756,0.0,0.2907510264829382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455201463796612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267699797040474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510552566535056,0.0,0.0,0.17068699081706326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375834760317228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492105747025612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349619522510368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583946398092561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081289153350772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890833530980298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946791080229498,0.1799038870354494,0.26958613764788525,0.14111302139716805,0.0,0.0,0.19322009172511465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538127939382274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599898092136096,0.0,0.3750558900673304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539030093565205,0.0,0.15175927978219564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Miran_r,2020/03/02,"Weird pregnancy anxiety thoughts! Okay i’m not pregnant but i’m very worrisome and i struggle with bad anxiety and panic attacks and palpitations from the panic / anxiety. wasn’t born with them. What happens if i accidentally get pregnant one day, i’m not trying right now i’m 24 finishing college but what if it happens? i’ve been with my boyfriend for 6 years all that but are there medications that you take during anxiety / panic attacks while being pregnant? i’m asking because some of my attacks are so bad i take xanax and i know that probably can’t be done while pregnant? i’m not doctor but for those who have gone through this and got pregnant what do you do or use?",2.3420384615384613,5.162599569230772,3.644903846153845,83.40197115384619,84.07692307692307,6.634615384615384,28.89423076923077,7.865858978985527,2.3495,544,27,98,11,16,177,78,130,0.354,0.637,0.009000000000000001,-0.995,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,3,11,3,4,1,1,11,3,0,1,1,23,28,15,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,6,0,9,1,8,20,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,7,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166387674258924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728836570526988,0.4646945507570744,0.0,0.0,0.2273707271044272,0.08300001119139877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780996689877286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936240482461315,0.0,0.13933582956954313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113638519099807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088971487727582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24080627731737786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748282973164739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371637997697657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226347112703903,0.0,0.0,0.479252522319699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680021779825642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162772888777465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234080395557847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047461585618703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080934071218594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244162950675776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759588598097255,0.0,0.1123437408697052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768060985399999
anxiety,creativejo,2020/03/02,"Dealing with comcast causes chest pains My comcast bill this month said I rented a movie that I’ve never seen. Opening my bills gives me mild anxiety anyway, but when I know I’ll have to call someone and probably not get resolved (it didnt. The serial number matches the box that ordered it and it was watched) it gives me cold sweats and nausea. 

Now that I’ve done it and know I have to pay the fee, I don’t have any sense of relief and my chest is killing me now and I can’t focus on getting back to normal life now. Any tips? I feel like a paranoid broken person and I’m frustrated with my brain.",2.172734604105571,4.0033044112903236,3.366041055718476,91.00769794721407,77.46774193548387,5.799413489736072,23.369501466275658,6.574015621080383,0.59221935483871,473,15,99,4,11,153,81,124,0.19399999999999998,0.75,0.057,-0.9424,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,5,0,9,6,4,1,1,19,19,9,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,9,10,0,0,4,0,5,0,5,3,0,0,5,5,13,3,7,14,0,10,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,8,59,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27727130598938976,0.0,0.15595668690558964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567601237515738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275815208859122,0.2081696524430416,0.0,0.0,0.20942621035733056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017656397787532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208625370905006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308061309495382,0.14564168225593094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302280671327564,0.3911330726700171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225547169287918,0.0,0.22407849194378068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399635854112325,0.099598473409859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627236404818936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157233780044639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974508124687013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169274567164788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780076479797116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980168332662212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392294609098976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727347287742116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rv2019,2020/03/02,Anxiety and nausea. Hey guys just wondering if anyone experiences really bad nausea and lump in throat feeling from their anxiety. Almost to the point of throwing up. Any help is greatly appreciated.,5.959545454545456,9.65575942424243,7.294166666666667,57.46125000000001,75.96969696969697,10.572727272727274,32.49242424242424,10.125756701596842,5.185006060606058,163,8,20,6,4,55,30,33,0.171,0.643,0.18600000000000005,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29749177043681224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203074249107614,0.0,0.4545446221281949,0.0,0.0,0.2077315723225802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805694840453765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29061009907560764,0.0,0.0,0.1502171508566111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32754172785757096,0.0,0.2941648690456926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991325287075237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808451811314531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032285365273727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221804031475093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,23rd_account,2020/03/02,uni work is getting me weird I'm trying to power through my final year project stuff and it's just so overwhelming. I can't focus when i'm actually trying to do the work and end up doing no progress. All the time i spent not studying i can't stop thinking that i should be studying. I really don't know what to do or how to contain that feeling so i can get some work done.,1.7112857142857152,3.365757700000003,3.4696428571428584,90.54250000000002,78.25,6.071428571428572,25.17857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.8879821428571435,296,11,65,3,7,99,56,80,0.076,0.865,0.059000000000000004,-0.0662,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,1,1,14,19,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,6,15,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,44,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.2452509479816109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571864433259003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225939089458207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707436369191982,0.0,0.0,0.27530751980471263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26260745645760514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381182694100354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100129303502614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011381496447107,0.0,0.0,0.287699959919954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161034973608177,0.0,0.0,0.14654604461581516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412580092506294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488893559502132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618411019381143
anxiety,Ubicoid,2020/03/02,"First step! I just signed up for pilates and tomorrow is my first session. I'm always scared of changes and starting out new things, but i somehow managed to go to a gym today and do this.

I hope pilates helps with anxiety and at least, for those 2 hours a week my mind and body would be preoccupied with things other that worrying.

The only thing left is to actually go tomorrow 🙏

A small step for humanity, but a big one for me",4.248062015503876,5.244149,5.504651162790698,81.12620155038762,70.62790697674419,8.989147286821705,30.6124031007752,9.2995712137729,2.5843240310077524,338,14,69,7,6,113,61,86,0.08199999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.096,0.4861,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,0,5,1,1,0,0,16,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,1,13,8,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,9,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.19961891330011872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020848347577222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564861636209855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227217611012456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163950380201912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479935348630381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250983324068406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371107871596276,0.0,0.0,0.2031720595493099,0.20144823636277934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225265748864168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654507373223455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756320615219472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861366505308687,0.15557543110985467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479805173005103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478706972605826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407697355662466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389688416334694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408393526059464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077383840277356,0.0,0.14531199812471032,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EgoLP,2020/03/02,"Phones and text Every time the phone rings or I get a text notification, I feel like I’m going to have a heart attack. Anyone else get this?",0.060517241379312026,2.4210749655172417,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,92.44827586206895,4.279310344827587,10.698275862068963,5.985473137389443,-1.2545241379310346,110,1,24,1,4,37,24,29,0.11199999999999999,0.797,0.091,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411900591985704,0.3534317798530713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924190324211627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28815309744672873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906268162281088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744120217387309,0.2464251956697983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36043381271992175,0.0,0.1960373437848484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408755545473892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852025408020316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113728038194226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Coca_Coley,2020/03/02,"Help dealing with constant impending doom feeling So as the title says I’ve been having a constant impending doom feeling that just won’t go away. I’m pretty sure I know why I have it

I work in healthcare and am probably worried about the whole COVID-19 thing
I’ve been having bad nightmares every night (due to ptsd and hormones outta wack)
And I’ve been extra stressed from work bullshit that’s been going on

I’m trying to change those factors and not worry as much but I just wanna know if anyone has advice for going throughout the day with that constant feeling. It’s really hard to focus on work and I feel like I’m all over the place cause if my anxiety

I appreciate any advice!

Thank you for reading if you’ve read this far I really appreciate it",5.334161073825502,6.32480781879195,5.901536912751678,79.29002348993289,68.1275167785235,8.10765100671141,30.33624161073825,8.238735603445708,2.2431927516778534,611,23,110,8,10,198,93,149,0.10300000000000001,0.731,0.166,0.8659,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,4,7,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,24,23,12,0,4,7,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,6,9,3,17,18,4,16,2,2,0,0,4,7,0,3,7,67,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538476348378643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883274360533748,0.0,0.09936299928761323,0.0,0.0,0.09081982743987672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220328662474234,0.0,0.1084500011119094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342945918785834,0.13740294675969564,0.0,0.0,0.42108426299536894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376620094489923,0.1339075238848135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094351789909675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626985501871041,0.0927911117976192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145287985920334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635300516578438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706034279083805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427647090814246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345609950320437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548169761375644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188990513019367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357039965455854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214150798140015,0.1400398722051627,0.0,0.1518306463763299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984377500185685,0.0,0.16641754099627196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329114757200136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487848198867844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224167137059618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958225779751153,0.0,0.0,0.08629097747446432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818456931960432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172025787303922,0.14501390479458515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28367727728866643,0.26381257520188445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,simplestword,2020/03/02,"do you feel that you're perceived as incapable of discussing risks without being dismissed and told not to panic and to calm down, even though you're not panicked? It's really irritating. It feels like if I mention anything  about uncertainty (even at a normal level) it's perceived as me over thinking. 

For example, we are going on an international vacation in 2 weeks. I mentioned how the coronavirus may impact our trip in some way, and my family was like 'calm down. It's fine
 Only 10 people in the country have it. You're young and healthy. Relax.' 

First of all, I know I'm likely to be fine if I get sick. but the situation could impact is in different ways and we should make sure we have the right health insurance (going to the US) and plans just in case.

 I've had my Anxiety under control for over 3 years. But people still don't seem to take me seriously.",3.7744642857142834,5.707981803571433,5.104285714285716,79.84071428571428,73.22619047619048,8.133333333333335,26.880952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.1825309523809517,685,25,128,14,14,228,113,168,0.081,0.8109999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.3704,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,5,1,0,3,7,12,0,2,7,0,13,2,0,3,2,34,25,14,0,5,8,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,7,1,0,3,4,3,0,1,3,2,14,9,25,17,2,24,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,5,8,86,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289864782945612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296033302564407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484662413175813,0.13870475278696515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150496437570546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948658185766035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377185066681596,0.0,0.17568049654765647,0.12410870622775964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477698384526324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907637996508864,0.0,0.1974630966069346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846608541970605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954743563032333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546188183016708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596234876337425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702129721719708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212519210364024,0.0,0.20382808694976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24087717270467665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129226337808787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483596407564374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581521183544846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527344167619404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873648570881816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373313849108112,0.0,0.13061908659754234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131554509929127,0.17068328615666464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660010557024169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896899599113228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27578859649004456,0.13935119004824711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674640684674517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187278190603173
anxiety,throwawayfish7,2020/03/02,"Suffering in Silence /Not Being a Burden I am terrified of telling anyone the extent of my anxiety/depression . Some days I can't even leave the room from my anxiety and i can't tell my friends about it because i feel like I'm being a burden and will lose this friendship or make them distance themselves. 

 This leads me to isolating myself from them because i just don't want them to know how bad it is and therby hurting them.

Finding a therapist would solve this issue but mental health treatments aren't available in my country. Does anyone else feel this way?",4.5869678089304236,6.768602878504678,4.8167601246105916,81.70422637590862,71.61682242990653,7.372377985462098,30.580477673935622,8.167268648758528,2.419270820353064,456,20,78,7,9,143,73,107,0.179,0.759,0.062,-0.8491,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,2,4,8,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,3,0,17,16,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,2,15,2,9,12,2,6,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,55,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171946477110032,0.0,0.0,0.2773494300407962,0.20320925129806197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655946000129981,0.2417963619037295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790438356718234,0.0,0.1708185885512112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355712560439687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567659879287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130992985783699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005599856902672,0.1416847107915867,0.0,0.0,0.18126710891611164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532267993803141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081212202328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231294915054533,0.0,0.0,0.20700165994123199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089952266202163,0.0,0.0,0.20999945284319976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689246019255413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187696738134174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323846839326477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986677483625848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466927424468739,0.0,0.0,0.2302727093596017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169782894397908,0.15742258831383085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088567366056653,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PErlita_1,2020/03/02,"Can't make friends Social anxiety is the worst. Like I don't care about my appearance and stuff like that. I understand people become friends because of personality and what's on the inside. But I'm just horrible at socializing. When Im in public my social anxiety is fine. Like I won't ever see those random people I just walked next to ever again. I probably won't interact with them in the future. I don't get anxious there. But I get super anxious when I meet with people I do know. Especially at religious meetings. Im so scared because I don't know what to say, talk about or respond when they talk. My social anxiety comes from the fear of people not liking me, or fear of them judging me bc of my personality. when it comes to more cool/confident people. Like I just cant. I don't know how to explain that well.

 

I'm honestly just really scared of letting people down in a way that I'm not interesting or fun to be around. And today was like my last straw. A guy I know (I'm pretty sure either his parents made him or he felt bad for me) invited me over to his house with some other of HIS friends to hang out and play games and stuff. But I was super quiet. I barely said anything. When people were talking to me or when were in group convos I really tried to think of things to respond but when I talk, to me, I just seem like I'm not interested in what they are saying, and that's really the opposite of what I'm trying to do I tried honestly I tried really hard to think of things to say or how I can make a joke of what's going on.

 

But I just couldn't. I felt like crying. I had the chance to redeem myself. Prove these guys I do care what they are saying and prove to them Im a good listener. Prove these guys I could be a potential fun friend. But I just couldn't. I wanted to leave. And if I did try to say something funny or comment I would get ignored sometimes which really hurt me more. I really wanted to cry. I really messed up and now especially I can't fix it. They think I don't care what they say.
 They probably think I only care about myself. UGHHH ITS SO ANNOYING.

Confident and really outgoing/funny people sometimes REALLY annoy me because I'm jelous. They always know what to respond. They always seem to know what to say. They always seem to know how to make everyone laugh. Everyone likes them. People want to be their friends. THEY annoy me so much because I can't be like them. I only have 1 friend and I'm still really struggling to even keep that friendship because I'm so boring or I seem uninterested in what they say to me or I reply poorly to what they talk to me about. I don't know what to do. I've tried studying ways to improve my social skills but honestly it feels like I'm going backwards.

 

I feel frustrated and don't know what to do. I really don't want to ever talk to or even see the guys that I hung out with today again just because I'm embarrassed of how I acted....",1.8724578947368435,3.9082337300000063,3.933929824561407,85.60678947368423,79.2,7.143859649122808,21.359649122807017,8.148292428227768,1.142133333333334,2298,65,471,44,57,784,210,600,0.16,0.6859999999999999,0.153,-0.8198,1,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,18,3,39,53,4,6,12,0,40,0,0,8,7,102,99,45,0,9,30,1,5,11,6,3,0,11,0,6,32,21,0,2,26,3,1,8,19,16,1,0,10,18,85,37,71,78,6,46,0,1,2,0,68,17,0,18,30,313,117,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599803606253822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664619812313372,0.10499370746521967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038240108154114716,0.04136734915853207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03879975573723304,0.1699627846429758,0.0513214677472123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951336927883333,0.0,0.0,0.08005802638434091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03710179345421538,0.0,0.10208824406127212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061384801814786435,0.12610187839014686,0.0,0.08880642888008612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458130864830634,0.04699234428438191,0.033197532830071534,0.08923524263772126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541145863044592,0.0,0.07283455714612187,0.0,0.05281891844320962,0.03897607461338059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840468511583001,0.0,0.0,0.0416271842640829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361909992472362,0.049746130406704885,0.0,0.15058379963195875,0.0,0.0,0.041303869346248696,0.0,0.0,0.2298438084424929,0.03787851694247805,0.0,0.049204065075969736,0.0,0.047517800988110176,0.0,0.2497269939207647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043970184015843884,0.09305545107511384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03416013376493428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942041280503128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068368587278091,0.0,0.0,0.051598433979286734,0.0,0.0,0.28994239335567035,0.08115004779230563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727577851416849,0.10020309413232388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274622343167027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044202753426364386,0.2956327343124051,0.09304734721013096,0.0,0.0740597093157545,0.16921488591084918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368469666259538,0.0,0.03577418184389758,0.09191825208451744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037110281615497766,0.0,0.0,0.048579590655760216,0.1063919989396022,0.0,0.0,0.043796574838619484,0.0,0.0,0.2241006040793516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174400763502856,0.11910208639672284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809454265458795,0.0,0.0,0.18929680300490145,0.0,0.0,0.04837596974244851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963471167458284,0.07377001392098773,0.0,0.0,0.04178129973313615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03301031388992417,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oofiies,2020/03/02,"Need advice please... I didn't know where else to post this... I'm sorry if this isn't related but I need advice :(

So tomorrow my school has this signup for tech team (basically for a musical) and I really want to participate in it so I have to attend the after school work session. Problem is it's on the day I go to my therapy session, and I don't want to reschedule because I've been having a shitty week so far and I need to ""vent""

The teacher already said to email her/visit her if we can't go. My friend emailed her telling her she has to do student council and the teacher gave her the ok to sign up since she had an excuse... on the other hand, I was really vague with my email because I obviously don't want to tell her about my therapy sessions. I think a few years back I was way more open with it but now my anxiety socially has gotten worse. I hate telling people that because I don't want anyone's sympathy or pity. So the teacher obviously tells me to visit her and I'm assuming she will ask me why. I can't lie to her saying I have classes because then she will ask me why I didn't reschedule earlier. 

Does anyone have any advice? I do believe that the teacher will be understanding, it's just that I don't have the guts to tell her about my sessions. I don't want to tell my school counselor to tell the teacher because over time my trust in the school counselor has gone down. 

I know I seem like I'm asking an impossible question... Or maybe I'm just overthinking... but I really want to participate and I don't have any ideas on how to approach her. All advice is welcomed :) Thanks.",2.2989402087946864,4.159629443425079,4.0357207634714785,86.21201834862387,77.19571865443423,7.0791521670357485,25.954761151534328,7.990435384864732,1.5568378993989245,1256,48,260,21,29,422,145,327,0.107,0.7809999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.14300000000000002,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,2,12,9,1,0,16,1,33,2,2,1,3,42,62,19,0,12,9,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,0,8,1,0,6,11,3,0,0,10,3,49,6,32,48,3,28,0,1,0,0,37,11,0,7,10,168,60,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32139838870469345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073764701317487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118320272871696,0.0,0.0629021182102048,0.0,0.0,0.1149876626593676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060862653307895,0.0,0.0,0.06322616894803,0.0,0.2506188537214471,0.0,0.0,0.09263973924598473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302850670403096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195590129099004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868867496768855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352705147050958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346104906094832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118044610127209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282233863149182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903777328710805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017112104834248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260635093464609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182907021578558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700465971276504,0.0,0.0,0.09025867149290036,0.0,0.0,0.07874909416949429,0.0,0.0,0.07867849328503243,0.0,0.0,0.0921111377002999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802686982654415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821507574132379,0.06538884716870352,0.0,0.3328655141740631,0.0,0.07485481159066511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680176057103389,0.0,0.0,0.08381832351060135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204447503380757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030796651781068,0.0757019954082642,0.18806355953889836,0.0,0.0,0.05268664272231265,0.0,0.0,0.0479462251090125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855994218497896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290991621996713,0.065266604215962,0.0659561641319028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839106135474736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986098701224558,0.0,0.08379459044493955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295038788496957
anxiety,Nance99,2020/03/02,"Does anyone else experience trouble swallowing food, liquids or even their own spit sometimes when anxiety is high? It use to be really bad in my teens where every time I had an anxious “flare up” it felt like my throat was closing and like I couldn’t swallow, I was so afraid of it at one point I even went to the emergency room and they said there was nothing physically wrong. Anyone else relate? I’m experiencing it this morning really badly and just want to find comfort in finding others who know how I’m feeling too",4.5549,6.46878929,5.4510000000000005,78.24550000000002,71.1,8.200000000000001,29.5,8.841846274778883,2.5154,419,17,75,8,8,137,78,100,0.15,0.7340000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,7,5,2,2,0,15,16,7,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,4,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,7,4,8,3,8,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,4,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854825595001887,0.18983458695072905,0.0,0.2349915060290095,0.34434862905278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28060864910810873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705078110975053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807476002988272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219744169225097,0.0,0.14157887241453992,0.0,0.0,0.1643729551687256,0.0,0.0,0.08496482772576817,0.0,0.16134238743013654,0.0,0.3071665293233591,0.0,0.20319165687947907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775408838574672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923490358342915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418930545597302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123654885427402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386658399123055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884978710069775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529829823915525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598421780002099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619342091027325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798403921079166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513047975008814,0.0,0.0,0.09911289308981236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577248039681318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837226678550427,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilikecatsandmuseums,2020/03/02,"Anxiety Nausea? Anyone else get this?
Any advice for helping out with anxiety nausea? 
I am on the home stretch of writing my thesis and I’m just trying to calm down enough to not constantly feel sick/ actually be productive. Just looking for strategies to cope (not medical advice!).",4.953400000000002,7.934991539999999,5.774000000000001,71.477,73.6,8.8,32.0,9.3871,3.814200000000002,227,11,33,6,5,74,41,50,0.064,0.8340000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.4464,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,6,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,10,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.2423613694047169,0.0,0.0,0.48538470079843604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889180845999885,0.0,0.3799860472244148,0.0,0.0,0.17365753593342015,0.2544718974479656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683865318599248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074710584692216,0.0,0.0,0.25661997925194474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557715700620234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975669061986042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664689862638695,0.0,0.24912310542121985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085579865579504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501943370215303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861863149354994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bravesirrobin15,2020/03/02,"Considering switching doctors over prescriptions & her DEA database score on me.📷 I have been going to the same female doctor for the past 5 years. Last year she put me on Lexapro so my anxiety would be better controlled. I also have trouble sleeping and I asked if she would prescribe Ambien which I’ve taken before with no problem. She tells me that she consulted the DEA database and based on the controlled substances prescribed over the last two years, I had an overdose score of 443 out of 1,000. She proceeded to read out each prescription like an accusation, including the pain killers I took after orthopedic surgery and something to the affect of “doctor shopping”. It’s not like “doctor shopping” applies when you see an orthopedic surgeon, a neurologist, an oral surgeon, and the dentist. A few months later she prescribed Ambien reluctantly.

My general anxiety is controlled with Lexapro, but I want something to help calm down when situations pile on the anxiety—like coronavirus or work. I asked her about Ativan, and she was adamant that she will NOT prescribe it and perhaps I need to see a psychiatrist. The thing is I have taken Ativan before (from her), and my other medications are pretty standard. I’m only taking 1/2 of an Ambien to help fall asleep. I rotate medications because they eventually stop working.

She’s pushing me into shopping for a new doctor based on how she’s handling this.",7.8808416334661375,9.112156414342632,7.640475597609558,68.22533491035858,62.545816733067724,10.099701195219124,38.39666334661354,10.125756701596842,4.289702988047808,1144,57,173,24,16,364,144,251,0.07400000000000001,0.841,0.085,0.7698,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,6,7,7,0,0,19,0,13,15,2,5,0,32,25,15,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,3,13,0,0,0,8,13,0,4,0,4,3,5,3,3,0,1,6,2,31,4,28,15,3,30,0,0,2,0,21,11,0,2,16,121,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536438230825469,0.0,0.11565876497748233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332011583391753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995853699331273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507109996386416,0.0,0.18166521139776684,0.0,0.0,0.09440776941014407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35917265234951445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462929971560453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060665959243154675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430985917402029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402375003147674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430097315433877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150698342837526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520328412884201,0.0,0.0,0.07915047696597456,0.0,0.10309552284585992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811848052308112,0.11358479736088395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190071140444723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859860584281487,0.0,0.10214108048006036,0.0,0.1073087667750248,0.0,0.0,0.106774442539689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701247749607054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998647704365535,0.10682264604002514,0.0,0.0,0.1643558877512839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892440642949923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802593732202852,0.0,0.0933003206619329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091700400346282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859824003476452,0.0,0.0,0.1042748971598913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296129441988148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155424071731602,0.0,0.0,0.15165796014570504,0.0,0.0,0.2062219141951198
anxiety,ojojpotato,2020/03/02,"I’m very anxious my boss is going to be upset at me for being sick the second week in a row Last night, about halfway through my shift I felt ill while working the register and had to run to the bathroom in order to avoid throwing up on any customers or food. My shift lead ended up sending me home and said he would look for someone to cover my next shift today which is all good, except he couldn’t find anyone and he still took my off the schedule for today. I feel so awful for leaving them short staffed, but I feel worse knowing I basically did the same thing last week when I got food poisoning. 
Also last week, my boss wanted to start demanding doctors notes before we take sick days, so I know I probably need to go get one, but I have no car, mandatory attendance in a class today, and my parents can’t take me anyhow. I really don’t know what to do because I don’t feel good at all and I don’t want to get anyone sick.",8.502343749999998,5.352700380208336,8.581458333333334,76.28437500000003,63.42708333333334,11.266666666666667,35.979166666666664,8.841846274778883,2.9089979166666664,731,23,152,8,8,241,117,192,0.174,0.7829999999999999,0.043,-0.9782,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,2,6,5,1,2,7,1,14,8,0,3,2,31,36,13,0,5,4,1,4,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,3,6,2,1,8,0,0,9,6,3,0,2,6,6,23,2,25,26,3,38,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,2,18,92,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881079892200707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402496184946949,0.0,0.0,0.1395875051115835,0.0,0.1727918951751226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532096174426899,0.0,0.10514036527394192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968590681627997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264687824942342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094373875010614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742677793831705,0.0,0.11863687061391308,0.0,0.11293150044665,0.0,0.2988182174690531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291098849430517,0.0,0.14044386518348587,0.2072723459594746,0.09882213097367487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123940643538062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037158515520894,0.3021534035691913,0.0,0.13083208224793474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375918775293616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161809237749953,0.0,0.0,0.13140734414629682,0.11595258603692553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372737882080349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719863486522366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321845901122806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915562908926986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753374976100607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469189333199153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745632568524167,0.0,0.09867508729342796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858033192400678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208770020069282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35136098305243824,0.0,0.1372795834949285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019498490035388,0.1457576482033679,0.0,0.2973368708065783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995307108328868,0.0,0.12591808332774015,0.08777340033203719,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatleogin,2020/03/02,"How much physical activity to combat anxiety? I read a Harvard study recently stating that exercise can help reduce anxiety. I've lead a pretty sedentary life, and only in my 30's have I attempted to be more active. I didn't go full force on it because when started trying my body became severely inflamed. Long story short, I had enlarged tonsils and sensitivity to gluten. I got my tonsils removed and stopped eating gluten and it's helped a lot, at least with inflammation. I've been able to take on a lot more exercise than I used to.. and it has helped but I'm wondering can it totally combat anxiety? If so, how much exercise is really needed? Is the tradeoff for feeling high anxiety and mental fatigue.. constant physical fatigue? If I haven't fully fatigued myself to the point my body aches the next day I don't really find that I have a ton of payoff anxiety wise, even though I know it's good for me, regardless. So of course I'm going to keep on working out consistently.

I'm not complaining about the tradeoff, just curious if anyone can chime in with their own experience and thoughts on the matter. I find that I really do enjoy working out, but there are times I over-do it and am excessively cranky the following days and also have to sleep so much more than normal to recover. I know more sleep is needed, but I have to sleep a LOT more than normal. 

I was doing about 10-15 minute of yoga every night before bed to help me sleep, but recently bumped that up to 25-30. I lift weights about 3-4 times a week. I try and get cardio in the mornings when I can. I've only been more consistently doing this since beginning of January 2020.

Something I should note; I have autism as well as a short serotonin receptor, and I do take Wellbutrin SR 50mg (anything stronger causes too much anxiety). I'm aware that I will probably always have somewhat of an imbalance because of the serotonin receptor. Anyway, I was really just looking for others experience with anxiety and exercise. How much do you find is enough? Is there a happy spot? 

Thanks!",4.715038167938932,6.402600541984732,6.0029694656488575,75.35682061068705,70.29770992366412,9.514809160305344,30.911704834605604,9.888512548439397,3.2971011704834616,1635,70,288,42,30,549,200,393,0.067,0.807,0.126,0.9821,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,4,21,10,0,0,18,0,34,18,6,6,1,55,58,31,0,9,10,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,1,0,13,17,2,2,8,6,0,5,4,4,1,0,8,3,33,6,43,47,21,38,0,3,1,0,7,16,0,8,16,200,46,4,0.08031831293083852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423052583258437,0.06683127052435632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301030268584105,0.0,0.0,0.05616043189503586,0.0,0.06609512797829939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792259615002208,0.0,0.06834496858087047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843107839725164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250903207751523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679556267482116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359733454429228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218568561705286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299028769595025,0.0,0.053049488190768726,0.0,0.06767164274466311,0.0,0.0,0.15713344384455166,0.0,0.0,0.040611352313112116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202284487895848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04196300349024761,0.0,0.09129349634968677,0.06736719020984096,0.0642378920683129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550033762783787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534268848066748,0.08486070739280996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139060693648988,0.0,0.0,0.08828168856288282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056731199717758016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107917947388137,0.06744715417788838,0.0,0.0,0.2048512723312443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094196836547382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29521600773848905,0.11911002265713798,0.0,0.0,0.08541943699334051,0.07537329577385858,0.15738978695936676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217139253139553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592676689265852,0.0,0.0,0.08171259920538376,0.08659672592721061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034004820699213,0.0,0.20581587172575574,0.0,0.1586092886914657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073683191300168,0.0,0.06644013844293402,0.0,0.3215052714235065,0.0,0.0,0.06183296129189793,0.0,0.0,0.05684971528853545,0.0,0.0,0.06714970602616338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077875117322935,0.0,0.0,0.07394631144105247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891233465620015,0.06376376882447128,0.0936685083454696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906172449502356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936923433217644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442650590716696,0.09780606727027724,0.07221580916643336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710178422364986,0.11694537680028125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Beargoomy15,2020/03/02,"How to get through presentations? Today in highschool, I was just starting to give a presentation and after a few sentences I was completely out of breath and was so nervous that after standing in front of everyone, contemplating what to do, I just left the classroom. It’s not even a problem with the students are anything like that. Even if I messed up they wouldn’t really care and I wouldn’t care about their opinion on that anyway. I just get so nervous that I physically can’t breath well enough to properly give the presentation. 

Any advice? I really need some. 

Thanks",5.812358490566036,7.704409433962264,5.941650943396231,76.06360849056607,67.86792452830188,9.073584905660377,32.117924528301884,9.516144504307137,3.1451169811320754,464,20,80,10,8,147,68,106,0.073,0.754,0.17300000000000001,0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,11,9,0,2,6,0,8,2,2,1,0,17,17,7,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,10,5,16,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,8,64,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018704517310604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048347882169404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000015227718776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212501375012186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659827538700632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345539342130146,0.0,0.2728921585148764,0.0,0.0,0.1973988458919069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158621127321949,0.3963463477393159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244529617189164,0.0,0.0,0.10092598640901128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317862759945694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767196774047494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646846341376952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462204636193286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019380988932488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958164658650123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574286684405447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dmtsalad,2020/03/02,"New day, new med So I got prescribed Prozac yesterday. For those who have used Prozac, did it help you gain weight or lose weight? This is my first med, wish me luck!! D:",-0.1597058823529416,2.1569718529411794,-0.09682352941176477,107.86829411764708,95.1764705882353,3.896470588235295,12.682352941176472,5.6839178017228535,-1.4836282352941177,129,2,32,1,5,37,30,34,0.06,0.6,0.34,0.9121,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,4,1,1,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368377576587868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895085642138304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818880997695924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933420198783678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492496311675566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494948082802911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303518978203876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242258605743792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426064328787008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562022421749942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,illinois2390,2020/03/02,"I want to quit my job out of fear of Covid19 I want to quit my job and be a hermit until Coronavirus is gone or has a vaccine

I’m 22 and just got my first real job out of college a few months ago. I know it’ll hurt my career if I quit but I don’t know what else to do at this point. I’m high risk as I have asthma and the thought of contracting the virus is literally all I think about 24/7. Not sure what else to do, my parents who I still live with don’t take it seriously, my brother does somewhat but he’s still in college so that’s not great. My asthma is generally well controlled but it does get bad when I’m sick. I bought about a month or 2 worth of food, thinking about staying with grandfather when it spreads here. Also feel like it’s gonna put a big strain on my relationship with my gf. I love this girl so much and we see each other every day so idk how it’s gonna go over if I don’t see her for months. This sucks",1.2281439177612796,2.4797205922330114,2.9980182752712743,95.1511222158767,78.51456310679612,6.2062821245002855,21.34094802969732,6.794906146795322,0.13170165619645902,726,19,181,7,17,242,121,206,0.156,0.7659999999999999,0.079,-0.943,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,5,15,12,1,3,7,0,12,5,0,2,2,36,35,20,0,4,10,2,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,14,11,1,1,6,0,2,3,5,7,1,1,4,3,22,5,24,27,5,24,0,1,2,1,10,9,1,5,12,109,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962027302563056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889369389501483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325389635436916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869918333796186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975275741527013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164376067493987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661005079586692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419187195208184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915587094036938,0.06252800506076624,0.08834526271946637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518814994455984,0.149534451957846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460909930733806,0.0,0.07028084361432599,0.0,0.0989050354534382,0.136339497189904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065732705494346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238438478404554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681509665371917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592450275167686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041576260008801,0.0,0.10919717766364136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161117935707636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961211903013869,0.0,0.09090693598957814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731373440148814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690202355017212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431602088304045,0.0,0.3945942129938656,0.0,0.14075618993529251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276836973785433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708767244597503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180888719352307,0.1975157368287761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655142959375965,0.0,0.0929795972609658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847721526498126,0.0,0.09817504300300743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587992812059666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118838019014103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ActingWeird,2020/03/02,"Why do I feel most anxious and doubtful about my life late at night? It seems like every other night, I lay awake thinking that I'm not good enough, messed up a good relationship, or just pondering my own mortality. Then in the morning those feelings usually wash away as I get into my routine - shower, class, studying, gym, or whatever. Maybe keeping busy is the only thing that keeps me sane. Does anyone else have any input?",6.5620253164556965,7.4089857088607625,6.404911392405065,77.28407594936711,65.32911392405063,8.851645569620256,32.255696202531645,8.841846274778883,2.683595443037976,337,13,59,5,5,106,69,79,0.12300000000000001,0.823,0.055,-0.6801,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,15,11,5,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,3,7,11,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,6,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317238718807577,0.0,0.0,0.21882790821628828,0.0,0.13544080807116055,0.1984703931015588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819892250591719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950975767218807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181300546164526,0.0,0.0,0.2001457476075989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320212768253692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588290860835408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120120002699699,0.0,0.0,0.32493577316348765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443421343425768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850407668447666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681731556089974,0.09463291922072424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945995016098689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36355205051406864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473189536590243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079632511077716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633885123637166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868687430758266,0.1241162973458391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133351757254659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747857534939364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawwwawwwawww,2020/03/02,"Am I (22f) being selfish by not helping my brother (19m) because I'm too anxious? I see a therapist weekly and I've just started medication 2 days ago. I mainly have social anxiety. There's an upcoming conference that's causing me a lot of anxiety.

 See, my brother needs help getting some papers signed at university (at which I'm also a student). We don't have a car. I have a lift club but my brother at current moment does not. There's no busses from where we live to uni. My uncle and he's wife VERY KINDLY offered to give us a lift on the day he needs to get it signed. They asked this morning what time exactly we need to be there as they have an hectic schedule that day and are trying to fit us in and work it out. I didn't know what time the Prof who does the signing would be in. I said I'll check. 

My uncle and Aunt being busy and still giving us a lift caused me to worry because I felt that I'm doing something awfully wrong. 
Then since I have social anxiety I got worked up over the email. Waiting for the reply made me very anxious as well. I didn't get a reply. Then my aunt came and sort of scolded me for not phoning also. Totally reasonable. She couldn't understand why I wouldn't phone and just find out. I told her that the Prof didn't answer last week when I called so that's why I didn't call again. That sounds ridiculous I know but the truth is that phone calls make me tremble and almost faint. I avoid them. Anyway I did bring myself to call and no pick up. I don't know what to do. I don't want to waste my aunt and uncle's time. I feel stuck. I also feel like this is not my problem. I can't handle things like this at this moment. I hadn't finished some important uni work became of the worry. I'm too tired now to produce the best work. I'm tired. I feel silly for getting worked up over emails and phone calls. I can't help my brother and I can't be as independent as my family would like me too at this moment. I feel like I've let them down. I feel like I can't do this anymore. I want to tell me parents. I can't help my brother because I can't even help myself. I don't know what to do. I think my family might find that ridiculous.",0.9253260869565204,2.9064407065217424,2.777826086956523,92.95804347826088,82.15217391304347,5.478260869565218,20.65217391304348,6.601985625127523,0.22082608695652173,1695,49,376,17,46,564,199,460,0.11,0.748,0.142,0.9671,2,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,6,0,4,7,20,17,2,2,19,1,40,4,0,8,3,74,81,26,0,10,8,10,6,5,0,4,4,2,0,0,23,19,0,2,16,1,1,3,23,7,1,0,13,10,67,10,40,57,6,44,0,0,2,0,50,18,0,6,28,238,90,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321062987359446,0.0,0.07140510253715725,0.0,0.0,0.17107600197735515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365228508566945,0.16111648093128125,0.07071881168709529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666637658042483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304068901463864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483380877612239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640694518431317,0.08155785898598525,0.0,0.14650682212622654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796413449535488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248049933953732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709855233152293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444650256450566,0.0,0.18027845012328186,0.15282829212275248,0.068467285401848,0.0,0.13034924525450067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902286776197204,0.1368111073766198,0.0,0.0,0.0570318739054797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389827222777629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425676739595938,0.15675701577900156,0.05812589630373434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291771156222263,0.0,0.17418851015597284,0.0,0.0629666592686163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062388597967705,0.0,0.06747377043410338,0.047598937659071534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183575163377168,0.0,0.07564698644202708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586229149417776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079179584234242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823254700880198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733169530935234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783065625040564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364718926322966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058987078746457776,0.0,0.0,0.14537994972570406,0.0,0.054896721203923936,0.0,0.0,0.05047248110897309,0.0,0.056947012583953724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623267199209275,0.0,0.0,0.08279459535492477,0.047374159218281434,0.045691569273734994,0.0,0.0,0.12474157506271122,0.16391712459578006,0.0,0.06813827061956698,0.0,0.04841375019513237,0.0,0.0,0.07423460124144436,0.25732582132733395,0.0,0.0,0.11767386264118125,0.08411913132401684,0.0,0.11439865919512855,0.0,0.06411485168259165,0.0,0.12868955221210354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595669693056609,0.14483436515825027,0.0,0.10131094018455132,0.0779645853465941,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShAjxD,2020/03/02,"Hey guys i want to help my friend through anxiety and panic attacks pls can you give me some advice how to do it So my friend just had been diagnosed with anxiety and panic disorder and i want to help her cone out of it pls give me some advice she will feel better and get out of this. 

She has broke up with her bf because her bf used to not give her much attention and said some rude things to her and ignored ger for a while so when she thinks about him she gets anxious and she also overthinks. she is on meds now.

Pleasr give me some advice so that i can help her come out of this or atleast help. if you are still reading this then thanks for the help",3.1598540145985443,4.1855486715328505,3.5340218978102165,94.12658029197081,73.23357664233576,6.93985401459854,23.189051094890512,7.1686216300943375,0.5122093430656935,516,13,119,5,10,160,81,137,0.154,0.66,0.185,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,10,10,2,2,2,0,9,1,0,2,0,29,23,17,0,3,4,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,7,13,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,2,23,4,19,19,5,11,0,1,0,0,31,5,0,6,5,86,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701761903292792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009801036173936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319629304128336,0.14265202673836294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436532421237381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697456760269182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167779909539023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087726111984636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816396881522918,0.0,0.0,0.14471926914725936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384718965729096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511570041140747,0.0,0.13194437958010902,0.484528500989757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502966590279935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231891050663491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026032444511893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282484508580097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963072345696354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630670989233655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011410047170305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084141255866813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625478843041713,0.0,0.0,0.08388986388544757,0.08091034416937938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090589307797449,0.0,0.0,0.14895762992688014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InnerEscape,2020/03/02,"From being full of life and socially active to complete isolation and suicidial thoughts I dont know what happen and what caused it. Since last year I changed from being full of life, loving and caring person and socially active enjoying every aspect of my life to being completely isolated always anxious always sick hating everything and always feeling unliked/welcomed and to sucidial thoughts. I have no idea how when or why i changed but yes... I wanted to get it out my chest.",7.150736434108528,8.867778104651162,7.151162790697676,69.32155038759693,64.46511627906978,9.919379844961243,35.26356589147287,10.125756701596842,4.131882170542637,391,18,56,9,6,125,56,86,0.124,0.745,0.13,0.1335,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,5,6,1,2,0,18,15,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,7,3,10,10,2,6,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39032854276787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766497185029948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942614154638646,0.1606315427060789,0.3308301996382453,0.0,0.3278947517063034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832604579491388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174558103308712,0.0,0.14053219243284815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906363714589028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169508013239611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827444330357014,0.0,0.0,0.15437961728188768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651882690153062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593497868955079,0.12745962623362375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33133900255921794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411269362829825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365332594218947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934804429250252,0.0,0.0,0.3187920571077847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482751838709257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222905554548384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410965100599517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069494575592153
anxiety,jiggyciggy,2020/03/02,"I'm a post graduate scared of applying for a ""proper"" grad job - need guidance! I have no fear working in retail or coffee shops etc. However, I am shit scared and have low self-belief /esteem when it comes to applying for a graduate job. I don’t feel like I am really qualified enough or know that much about my field. Maybe a bit of ‘imposter syndrome’. 

I feel like I won’t be good enough to do a ‘proper job’. I feel scared that everyone there will be great and I won’t be. I think about university and I didn’t actually learn that much, just started revising 2 weeks before every exam and scraped a 2:1. 

I also feel like the person I am going to put across at the interview as this really happy professional will be soon realised as not the real me, as to be honest I am generally quite moody and introverted.

Lastly, seeing decent starting salaries of 25k plus really scares me and puts me off as I can’t justify being paid that much. 

I know these fears are probably irrational and that I need to challenge myself to adapt & grow but it’s hard to think straight. When I hear of my friends graduate jobs I know I could do them as well - so I just need to try and battle this rationally and learn how to go about this.

Anyone have any tips or guidance?

Thank you :)",3.8839085762214296,5.3149455099601655,5.170073390647937,81.5251205703502,71.98804780876496,8.790186621933321,26.357936674355212,9.276330184999452,2.1555131474103595,997,33,198,22,19,332,142,251,0.10300000000000001,0.767,0.129,0.8589,5,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,3,13,21,2,6,9,0,24,2,1,1,0,36,46,24,0,4,7,0,5,3,1,4,1,1,0,1,11,11,0,0,11,1,3,6,7,10,1,0,2,7,28,11,28,33,7,20,0,1,1,0,6,6,1,3,10,131,39,16,0.0,0.0,0.09488347307888624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775563066116696,0.0,0.10534979541984216,0.0,0.06612044403206292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798620661434382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273645693598401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615111729593203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375593487647827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763107677507344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093131964604552,0.10843831579042516,0.0,0.0,0.08192134800831895,0.09290842917091888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882391240555768,0.19665174900417404,0.2083856315238176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512046330863077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051728585307176,0.08155278650980045,0.0,0.10719756913197664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350425421276276,0.0870999171919542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958645298828988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859472322135669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030691671273886,0.07925627801567467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250653012816608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768165231667697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442801439436288,0.21628676107785974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489839713866444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312046289278146,0.0,0.10483151041317837,0.0,0.0,0.19548810898517527,0.0,0.10341718357072957,0.0,0.11067021451843437,0.1868660893555471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893809480611993,0.0,0.0774805534256153,0.0,0.10143318406818884,0.0,0.09980626929381373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764126660552362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951728180075456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246034537999526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601349638027547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799287851331611,0.0,0.08742238542587026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078535795981822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anp327,2020/03/02,"DAE sometimes not know what you're anxious about? I take medication, so typically I don't have much of a problem. But over the weekend I was out with my boyfriend and we had just left Dennys and I just started crying, not uncontrollably, and he asked what was wrong, and I couldn't tell him? My head felt a little weird, and I said I just felt like I needed to lay down. So when we got home I crawled into bed and laid down for about 45 minutes, and after about 20 I was already feeling better. And last night as I was trying to go to sleep I was pretty anxious as well. My belly was all nervous feeling and my heart was racing, finally I calmed myself down enough and fell asleep but I was in and out for a few hours and each time I woke up I felt a bit anxious. I'm not sure where this is coming from though, thats the thing, usually I can pinpoint it. All I can think is that this is my second week at a new job and maybe im just subconsciously anxious about it?",2.9149253731343268,4.018691537313433,4.019084577114427,90.11459701492538,73.92537313432838,6.554029850746268,24.3452736318408,6.742157984588678,0.6458282587064681,753,22,167,6,15,245,121,201,0.105,0.8240000000000001,0.071,-0.7566,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,1,14,10,0,2,7,0,17,5,4,0,3,43,34,21,0,3,9,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,9,21,0,0,7,1,0,3,5,5,1,1,15,6,27,5,25,18,7,28,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,13,120,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339011751381122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483164685589008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134360694676959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731494290075007,0.1324713267261393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452325040859832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328576258629304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537615793595452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270581204045886,0.0,0.34951489685932097,0.13292151066907146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896004420901866,0.0,0.09704629692255676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452935166576425,0.0,0.0,0.14378791276368924,0.0,0.0,0.1217134297252875,0.0,0.11949498300165085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106750113846605,0.0,0.12041074837460015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668502565423003,0.0989079019379716,0.0,0.0,0.13183574107270754,0.0,0.0,0.05928035927807782,0.12161407382306876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190185472204675,0.0,0.0,0.12223679857091682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919850705192563,0.08997171492601766,0.0,0.11719046235973925,0.0,0.11386891764634582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344591189833255,0.0,0.1161055312293059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542166785258427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142714770105105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000788570063844,0.0,0.08588473519627624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436105948750533,0.0,0.09123221646055996,0.0,0.10605608677140466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061258393110746,0.07774946350080238,0.1192154601174306,0.0,0.07075404858802499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238156761880272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363833608641268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733124205415712,0.0,0.10909879874974002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266571446572478,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Deep-Prior,2020/03/02,Im over 16 hours into anxiety attack. I have afib and am going through a lot right now. Im extremely exhausted maybe 4 hours of sleep. My wife of almost 4 years decided that it is time to get a divorce. I dont blame her she is a good women. Im extremely exhausted i have been pushing for almost 2 years to get her through her school. Working 2 jobs for a very long time. I am a very long time wite1hout a brake. I am also taking on what should be a 3 person job at my job by myself. With so much stress it manifested subconsciously and i can't fix it. I have just stopped taking my blood pressure meds i cant afford insurance. I cant afford to go to a emergency room or going to even a 24 hour clinic. Im not writing this for sympathy. I am not writing this for money. I am writing this for peace of mind. I have done everything to clear this up. I smoked some CBD i took multiple hot showers stretched out my back. I have done all i can tried to watch and sit there relax. Nothing is helping. I am sorry if i sound like im looking for a pitty party i swear i am not. I just am not sure what to do. If i can ask for prayers i know some people dont believe in God i swear this is not a smite against you. Sorry for the grammar and the poor spelling. Once again im exhausted.,0.01894009216589509,2.118928996337001,2.497263381779512,92.843704360156,86.87545787545788,5.573862696443342,21.626964433416045,6.968188349444268,0.5814680137067239,988,35,223,14,31,339,145,273,0.14400000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.085,-0.8436,6,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,10,10,1,2,13,0,30,6,2,0,3,34,41,9,0,3,10,1,1,1,0,1,4,1,2,2,11,7,0,2,2,1,2,5,10,6,0,0,4,4,34,4,31,35,5,30,0,0,2,0,14,10,0,8,15,145,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302317526418915,0.0,0.0,0.07308271626924916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991134571471566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543516960999196,0.10396670986856213,0.0,0.07027150565536341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029626508872707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870427067873023,0.21421142396428314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036071857453204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213337833690741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549261003644144,0.0,0.1558132197533834,0.07665167276996976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061255253630922615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699954482254818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5922864346059634,0.0,0.2720645935245393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502242937713763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044647417468093205,0.0,0.0,0.16175048978052872,0.07674265729660751,0.0,0.0,0.077694560434815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918112350227063,0.0,0.1015111405915592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227553236169464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718047984825087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768896960516978,0.0,0.0,0.09732492538132316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335672924735143,0.07979622076292639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780446024427904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924892384393272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145370610757253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460211192614727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640421512140268,0.10468430959997588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613183231701986,0.0,0.13742436464484742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598667206139308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153510506518196,0.062046254205359086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080885833742586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653133911726146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770137408675813
anxiety,Ironyinapackage,2020/03/02,"Help, i cant stop biting my fingernails/skin on my fingers when i am stressing... I (19M) am a student at my university and i still cant stop biting my fingernails when i experience even the smallest stressfull situations. Being an anxious man and trying to learn for the upcoming tests doesnt help my stress, but i would really like to stop my bad habit. I would appreciate any kind of help...",5.443815789473682,6.313633644736843,6.795894736842108,73.41226315789477,67.81578947368422,10.290526315789474,32.305263157894736,10.355215969177356,3.4263084210526324,311,13,58,8,5,106,50,76,0.10300000000000001,0.69,0.20800000000000002,0.7267,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,0,8,1,1,0,0,9,8,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,13,2,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,38,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345982623269412,0.0,0.0,0.2236030248276844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526214674902387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307299998790976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361218925364676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980021853058278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061122202730356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669793564499653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267981549089971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248008402124086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580660674199223,0.4964316165943336,0.4534531763219442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343805540477355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812056537290475,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RunawayCafe,2020/03/02,"Anxiety medicine changes perspective? I'm short 5'4"" (163cm). I've never taken anxiety medicine. So, to entertain my trist I accepted some anxiety medicine. It kinda worked so I went grocery shopping during a time I avoid.

There was a medium amount of people in the store. I looked at this big guy and was like wow hes big. I come across another guy and he was big. I started to look around and everyone is just huge! Not jumbo kink Kong size but just big. It was weird and puzzeling.

When I got home I kept thinking about how big everyone looked. I dont go out much so it might have been a couple weeks later I went to the gas station and the little old lady was bigger than me. I never realized that.

Then I was in a room I'm not in much at my house. I walk by the mirror and look and I kinda got stunned for a second. For the first time in my life I realized why people always talked about my size. I am little.

I can go in front of that mirror right now and I can see how little I am. I never saw that. I never saw myself as small.

I wish I never took the medicine. I dont think I'll ever unseen this. Not like it's a big deal but it's kinda life changing. It explains stuff.",-0.547505760368665,1.6699587540322582,1.733105990783411,95.25751612903228,94.52419354838707,4.608479262672812,17.16635944700461,6.3317336037704965,-0.17482502304147474,913,25,201,11,35,306,130,248,0.027999999999999997,0.887,0.085,0.8902,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,14,7,0,1,12,0,17,2,0,2,6,40,41,18,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,12,11,0,2,6,2,2,8,10,2,0,2,16,7,31,5,22,24,4,49,0,0,7,0,7,25,0,5,18,128,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518303843642186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734764856454447,0.23494657760214435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911342108796824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165953948323466,0.08818579395988305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327444422606145,0.0,0.0,0.10554268918838326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399621998841345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260278465423034,0.0,0.19564472903529112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870789341709984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636255524599885,0.0,0.1637550441940373,0.0,0.0,0.202731923683616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268907055555894,0.0,0.0,0.11812539258901655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461900628810914,0.10002914239135394,0.3078157332897365,0.0,0.0,0.343872171316478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860221451332737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051275450506293,0.0,0.3947841677274933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742387495482787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194593216646434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742649735794338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157850700807938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724605629150516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719328243773687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228402401841084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119374190853106,0.0,0.0,0.11938974201854426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374083942866775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211792901669396,0.0,0.0,0.18980271070633692,0.09237625325414353,0.0,0.11772459082981293,0.0,0.0,0.07452920203955782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Z7ilvs,2020/03/02,"Animation on social anxiety  Hello dear people of reddit,

I am a student working on a project for my degree on the subject of social anxiety.  
I'm not expecting much but if you could spend just a few minutes of your time to review this survey with my animation inside I would be super greatful. Link below

[https://forms.gle/QX7xsf1n5JVuxpdo7](https://forms.gle/QX7xsf1n5JVuxpdo7)  
Thank you for your time",9.623906249999996,12.665034828125002,8.945750000000004,53.72425000000004,60.09375,8.870000000000003,31.55,9.3871,3.3651599999999995,335,12,42,6,5,106,48,64,0.040999999999999995,0.802,0.157,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,11,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,34,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307929804579896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480677882240085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104264582594217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698270678784925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952017512001014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740402140585779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922726576203314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32836568630959523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049827075932926,0.0,0.0,0.20001573084783225,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,klb000,2020/03/02,"Got pressured into applying for job. I'm terrified So I'm 24 and have never had a job due to poorly managed adhd, depression and really bad social anxiety. My boyfriend got the idea that I could apply for an IT job where he works, which is a huge company in Norway, so a really good opportunity.

However, this will lock me in for 4 years and it's in a field I know nothing about. I tried to tell him this; that my lack of knowledge and unstable mental health will probably be a bad mix for this. He got /so/ mad, and me being extremely meek and scared that he'll leave me, I applied for the job.

Now I'm freaking out because I did plan on getting a job, but I had something a little smaller in mind to ease myself into it. Things have gotten better lately so I thought about getting a part time job. Now I'm scared this will be too much too soon and make my anxiety even worse. The job is in high demand and it's a lot of work. It involves coding which I know absolutely nothing about. It's also service related, which means I'll probably start by picking up phone calls all day from strangers.

His boss said he's very open to the idea of hiring me, even though I have no past experience. I'm fucking terrified and feel a growing resentment towards my boyfriend for practically yelling and insulting me into this application. I'm not even able to go to the store by myself, and get extreme anxiety around his parents who I've known for 3 years. I do want to work, but I didn't anticipate going from 0 to 100 so quickly.

I'm absolutely terrified. I'm not qualified for this. I'm still in such a bad depressive state that I struggle to get out of bed and shower. God fucking dammit.",4.470537995097407,5.367785136498519,5.7759798735647045,79.74880015481875,70.03857566765578,9.184311701715908,30.67591278544704,9.43228470229965,2.708879086569476,1329,54,263,28,23,447,177,337,0.204,0.741,0.055,-0.9941,10,0,1,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,0,6,23,18,5,4,17,0,17,3,0,3,2,42,48,21,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,21,19,0,0,9,0,2,3,5,15,0,0,10,3,26,3,43,30,5,38,0,2,0,2,16,20,2,1,14,166,47,15,0.08385709490881467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077993217714834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706048850184516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245134423484306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465059320539111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005151460699767,0.05111850672299848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416478587231116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562746968717835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695306677077294,0.0,0.0,0.05408088889181206,0.0,0.1444519859359144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616046093652276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202832973575942,0.0,0.0,0.0424006668096782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504906597594798,0.1752474840636012,0.0,0.0953158390483798,0.07033535263659359,0.20120453786995898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913617055352722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859962484515449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932890606275649,0.0,0.0,0.582506591344902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217133261878628,0.0,0.09459445561510052,0.08879255549978175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404683914791791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129230333338232,0.0,0.0,0.05597526201264735,0.0,0.0,0.09134495990545932,0.0,0.0,0.08450822826886971,0.0,0.0846717608872837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616446134789833,0.0,0.06467576121959769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092628840672818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311338007812653,0.0908090619720026,0.08005108571853367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808242628583035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074420045644436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976730033979362,0.0,0.16791116198441838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548174788656113,0.0,0.0645572885477889,0.0,0.0,0.05935448338655783,0.0,0.06696838431680482,0.0,0.0,0.08766564292601298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329479710137835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055710927707370635,0.0,0.08238916998218422,0.06657316642920155,0.04889774640222351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693346291880776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919088552520522,0.049461087239630434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831468914803916,0.0,0.08545754382412578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800243951684628
anxiety,blueandred555,2020/03/02,"Anyone else's anxiety getting worse when you try to ""calm down"" ? My anxiety has been bad lately, I'm losing sleep over it and I can't even go to the mall without going crazy inside. I don't know why but breathing and telling myself it's gonna be okay with a comforting voice only makes things worse. I hate the feeling of almost passing out and feeling like I can't breath :/",4.6381578947368425,5.307869657894738,5.243263157894738,84.54384210526318,69.52631578947367,7.658947368421052,28.35789473684211,7.554174236665415,1.5982821052631575,298,10,59,3,5,96,60,76,0.20800000000000002,0.579,0.213,-0.1601,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,7,1,0,3,1,6,3,3,1,0,12,16,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,3,7,4,8,13,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682640719805706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160148967076765,0.0,0.0,0.14442206149769216,0.21163121902613474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245763586566693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254303306895413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642196449321667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088721551226944,0.14755680595568832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079119811974256,0.0,0.234770184260624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392183140515152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351251249792962,0.0,0.23299336182225075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090814927965353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310726149562026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787134130011425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708786213045045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669558848897548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053067771980275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722026573727186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023146324358046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637602063596026,0.0,0.0,0.19910338127330213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209769018529433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Count2Steve,2020/03/02,"First time post Hi guys, im entirely new to reddit and this is ,my first post. I signed up cos i need help. Im dating a girl with anxiety and PTSD and i need help. She seems to go distant every time we get close. It's always one step forward, two steps back. Any time she gets close to me or gets vulnerable, she disappears for a week or so until i reach out again. It's painful and i guess i need help navigating these waters, cos she really is a wonderful person and doesn't have a mean bone in her body. Thanks",0.879924242424245,2.908459601851857,2.77057239057239,92.68621212121214,82.6111111111111,6.519865319865321,18.151515151515152,7.686295010490155,0.31604444444444457,399,9,92,7,11,133,73,108,0.08199999999999999,0.767,0.151,0.8155,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,4,2,2,0,22,16,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,10,1,0,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,4,0,0,14,1,9,16,0,23,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,5,12,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265520594437866,0.0,0.0,0.10342722919978634,0.0,0.11634934919981213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694874224930668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689390330512905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281433928771442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258737388470471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238384118862543,0.0,0.08643693203966625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754560010154426,0.1505941964978813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058305696521777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285691828785934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567190029154835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383210856846585,0.0,0.14689062553357654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306093104939926,0.0,0.16183575653804247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280016654602575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291322649138036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778647002531653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743351513727437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845811334912247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400251398441742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605679967942364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485709994813892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199838401018925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649364150680626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zako_gamer619,2020/03/02,"i want to talk to this girl, at the same time i don’t i’m so fucking sick of it, she’s literally in the same class as me, i see her everyday for 4-4 1/2 hours and still... i just don’t know what’s stopping me, is it that i’m ugly, is it that i don’t know what to say? i mean we do talk a bit, but we talk more through messages, any help would be appreciated",-1.6240476190476194,-0.07134864285714038,1.6761904761904771,99.66880952380954,89.0,5.161904761904762,17.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.5400619047619046,270,7,77,3,9,97,55,84,0.075,0.807,0.11699999999999999,0.6445,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,13,16,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,12,0,9,14,4,7,0,0,1,1,11,2,1,0,5,48,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703614474815987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735017627158505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160069279821235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791754271151685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24671066029418176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27535727940414456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27288853195685897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992226900118339,0.0,0.0,0.19963113415969205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006472281174426,0.20944502382260105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604072824097842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460795893447435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776254212364262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779614438592227,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angelauraquartzz,2020/03/02,"So much anxiety before bed I can not stop peeing before bed, seriously I will lay down and have to get up to go pee about 8 times before I fall asleep. Anyone else go through this? My feet won’t stop moving. I feel tired but can’t fall asleep anyone else deal with this that has any tips?",1.311,3.3879067666666667,2.4700000000000024,95.165,81.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,15.0,6.42735559955562,-0.6889999999999996,226,3,51,2,6,72,45,60,0.092,0.857,0.052000000000000005,-0.3096,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,5,0,0,7,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461104196902718,0.0,0.15142924401417945,0.0,0.0,0.2768188945446457,0.40564107376965103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053160564791903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407511100780365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307193594954424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100088169498858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341936347332678,0.0,0.2249961751172872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038679404380814,0.14551413897028034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309858340459725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542473970953722,0.2275114543514304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tribellaaa,2020/03/02,I can’t sleep because my anxiety Lately my anxiety is so bad it keeps me up at night. Usually I fall asleep at 10-11 pm and sleep until 2am once it hits about 2 I wake up feeling extremely nervous. My heart begins to race and my breathing becomes tight. I try to relax and then close my eyes again but my mind wonders and I can’t sleep.,1.84,3.2930430000000044,3.84,88.90500000000002,77.33333333333334,7.022222222222222,25.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.3736222222222216,264,10,58,4,6,90,50,72,0.10300000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0.048,-0.3804,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,11,8,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,12,1,8,7,0,13,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,7,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317311930632472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316546137211675,0.12642555543439232,0.2290505564243019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486471917597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457630790608598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434145926679615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23394964678756094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940898093501645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462537060458965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086801259290084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6226318150184079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408070214436703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284153676473752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491012049825115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peachy824,2020/03/02,"letting my soul lead, precipice of a spiral into the unknown hello everyone. first time poster. thank you for taking me with open arms. i have been making extremely meaningful changes in my life over the last 3 years and about to shake everything so massively that i am aghast and confused and horrified and really really nervous about the next big change i signed up for: i am moving out of a dream apartment into a cool seeming house with 5 people after living by myself for 10 years.

what i am giving up: for the last 3 years I have lived in a very beautiful apartment in san francisco. its utterly beautiful. its a cottage-feeling kind of tiny 1br, you can see the moon from my bed, views out of every window. so sunny (almost unbearably so.) its clean and quiet. am laughing/truly angry with myself now that i have decided to leave thinking of the things that annoyed me about it bc i am in shock i am giving it up. i am at the cusp of regret. 

On the other hand: living here alone has been hard on myself. for better or for worse i have been able to afford rent alone because i had a well paying job and some help from my parents. i lived alone, as i have for the last 10 years. im 35 and haven't been in a relationship much longer than 6 months and living alone -- while recently working from home -- has made me feel withdrawn, paranoid, lonsome, needy, sad, depressed. i've grown more distant from my family (healthy) and have many good friends across the country (i'm from the east coast and many are still there) but being trapped in this small apartment with such little space to grow or interact in the ways i was craving was exploiding something inside of me.

so i am leaving this ""perfect"" place to join a mansion with a lot of character with 6 people who seem nice. i have my own bedroom and an OK office and a shared workspace and a shared indoor patio and TV room. 

My soul loved this idea from the first time i heard about it by text. i liked it and the people when i saw it. i am/was excited about the new neighborhood. i am/was excited for a new beginning. i was tired of begging for change so i stirred the pot myself. 

the anxiety came in bad today. i brought some crystals and good vibe type things to break in the room and was disapointed by how much smaller it looked. it wasn't as clean as i pictured and badly needed new paint. 

im meeting the landlords tomorrow and will request a new shade that i like and hope for the best. some of my friends (including a guy i think i am locked in too needy/too close of a pattern with that might be holding me back from others maybe? i dont know?) think its a bad idea that im moving and is sad too and isn't as able to be as supportive as i hoped. my mom is actively against the idea and have actively tried to prusuade against me doing this so no support there either.

I have wishes that moving will make some of my problems go away and my anxiety is rising knowing of course thats not true. i feel so fragile. so delicate, full of hope, full of fear. 

thanks for the solidarity or any words of support you have. i'd like to think making this move is a clearing of my roots. it may not be comfortable but its an important clearing. i hope and wish and maybe sense that its part of a series of actions nessisary for an important part of my destiny.

thanks again for listening",4.0415762906072885,5.402644335356602,4.642355455080363,85.73329937134187,71.50379362670715,7.746814901985072,27.71301601065312,8.225684150193146,1.76873767303583,2623,94,524,39,49,837,313,659,0.113,0.693,0.193,0.996,4,5,1,0,0,0,71.0,0,3,0,7,26,46,1,4,43,2,50,5,2,7,4,95,91,48,0,9,8,2,5,3,2,4,2,3,11,1,34,40,0,1,15,2,2,13,7,14,1,2,15,13,60,32,97,67,15,81,3,4,4,1,22,38,0,18,31,357,94,5,0.12127690794155947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060720652445207635,0.2512126028514155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041236228081319326,0.0,0.09277650262579852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056971823601389575,0.046627228115145115,0.15189172858705988,0.03696463871480608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363631634702165,0.053629784805461315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693542370741118,0.0,0.0,0.19244233178706768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222781155063559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106781644211405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109051278545655,0.057942641372936074,0.05449793243885339,0.0,0.05716453771945016,0.06823511921083426,0.09198187292792004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315807594075337,0.0,0.0,0.09369823823527132,0.0,0.0,0.11633986096913515,0.03446223080531426,0.1017213164374556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004160299522441,0.0,0.0,0.05432014415163012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040644677492862366,0.0,0.06082531349002083,0.24091066813957765,0.0,0.06996863440760552,0.0,0.2053603007850756,0.1964998076981606,0.0,0.06017430889905661,0.0,0.0,0.06314561851386402,0.06665061693953578,0.1482852998784761,0.0,0.12841473450698934,0.0,0.06200692756607432,0.04283073333169509,0.0888746569305082,0.060775661172169135,0.26772432902087656,0.0,0.050921029150571694,0.0,0.0,0.05155264511432237,0.05472857219193726,0.0573775713236309,0.12142991667242213,0.12295574948935245,0.12183895475164593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432781704757606,0.0,0.07101902441179933,0.04840103543488012,0.2577963203489413,0.08915248163692141,0.04496264527227283,0.0,0.2342599868284104,0.06448968372618583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733182705733927,0.1313310729523053,0.0,0.12611720666982473,0.0,0.0633542781624365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058022811047947015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769309270007256,0.0,0.05987315781855,0.06510300625672304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048320996927609966,0.1104059421478802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668244439352685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842594767094894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643539690355145,0.0,0.0,0.04559257083731719,0.0,0.0,0.1674832241492049,0.0,0.0,0.08057098875476855,0.15541869132407496,0.0,0.0,0.0707175403037821,0.06969498256247733,0.05747816409598047,0.0,0.0,0.0411695298335016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050033075098534364,0.0,0.04813198227430118,0.0,0.0,0.05452125250529294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394624589348797,0.0,0.0,0.04414551669122884,0.0,0.06179576508427834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619670498949748
anxiety,slantedshacks,2020/03/02,"Heart attack vs. Panic/anxiety I hate this so much. 



I find myself waking up at least once a month because I suddenly get chest pains and my heart starts racing. My hands and feet get sweaty and I feel like I could shit. I try to calm myself and eventually it does subside, however, I always find myself googling symptoms looking to feel a sense of relief and validation that it wasn't a heart attack, but that never quite happens. 



How is someone supposed to know when exactly it is a heart attack? Like, I'm 30, which is a bit young, however, I'm not fit, don't really exercise or eat right and heart attacks run in the family. What if one day I write it off as a panic attack and try to sleep it off only for it to actually be a heart attack? I'm frustrated with myself because I don't know what to do.",5.858745739604636,5.327419687116566,7.110143149284254,76.34424676209956,66.85276073619632,10.189229720518064,30.38104976141786,9.725611199111238,2.6614599863667348,631,20,125,12,9,216,97,163,0.22699999999999998,0.722,0.051,-0.9853,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,15,9,1,8,0,9,16,12,1,2,24,22,14,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,8,1,0,6,1,0,1,5,11,0,1,1,4,15,4,15,19,3,15,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,2,9,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.08384833797963326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149472068320735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573076929189345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864980927382629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104755582310363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938055329461332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860242940040179,0.0,0.0,0.055413150450803146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751916927684799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879205586134662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100044589242952,0.0,0.08689038132636168,0.061383323829154374,0.0,0.0,0.15706391443377946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978231866683802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598132049103508,0.0,0.0,0.08483105697432652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6109141708481961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444193737039534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395515969752991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215358036726169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858282439230895,0.0,0.06316320443670972,0.0,0.06626902331711476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915050647529438,0.05822356831736141,0.06534822333900807,0.09142800410436916,0.20162397702790089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138956110650516,0.0,0.0,0.05504439817525625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337767146663292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819860328338036,0.0,0.0,0.08598493414181488,0.0,0.07280217880384167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060816657884611575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930677333297088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667199304790896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Goofyie,2020/03/02,I get frequent panic attacks. How to control them?,1.753333333333334,3.756916000000005,3.2094444444444434,80.06750000000002,111.22222222222223,1.8,37.833333333333336,3.1291,2.3840666666666674,40,3,5,0,2,13,9,9,0.508,0.4920000000000001,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5549981676346684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471636451391899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548807385550572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5723851749248785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway12345678_,2020/03/02,"woke up having an anxiety attack?! I didn't realise it was possible to wake up to having full on anxiety attacks and stuff, I've woken up anxious loads of times. Is there any reason I could've ended up having an anxiety attack when I woke up?",5.192176870748297,5.427146040816325,7.1555102040816365,72.85258503401364,68.18367346938776,9.798639455782316,30.619047619047624,9.725611199111238,3.019402721088435,192,7,34,4,3,68,33,49,0.271,0.7290000000000001,0.0,-0.8946,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,2,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,3,0,9,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865470715473607,0.0,0.4679343650340408,0.2303418438723044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6958755530975811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279252769589742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058929848636215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298595100675436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096366810526903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23340950425173124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889205557535125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1Bogdan,2020/03/02,"Gluten free It’s somone who has anxiety and try gluten free ? I understand it’s lot of people who was help in depression and anxiety by gluten free diet ,  I am not celiac from what I know but I want to try this , somone had succes with that ? Thanks",1.8448,4.054289879999999,2.9419999999999997,91.781,80.2,7.2,18.0,8.238735603445708,0.6358000000000001,194,4,42,4,5,62,36,50,0.094,0.648,0.258,0.8364,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,7,6,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505510249711711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845730687364412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221460181051872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157922027110007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808942972354905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290577852230101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041879645024265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486398757794952,0.0,0.0,0.3439580919187963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487850288284606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hkp99,2020/03/02,"new to anxiety, don’t know how to deal this year i experiences my second panic attack in the middle of the night. it was the first one where I was alone. I felt like i wasn’t in my own body and like I didn’t know where i was. I was able to calm down after talking to some friends over text and focusing on something else, and haven’t had an attack as severe since then. 

but recently i’ve just been getting anxious in my day to day life, feeling like i’m not myself and feeling like I don’t want to be anywhere other than the places i’m comfortable with. I never used to feel this way and if I did i wouldn’t let it get to me, but now i can’t help it. my boyfriend and I went out to dinner tonight at a place i’ve never been, and had to leave early because i started to get anxious. 

is this normal? is this how anxiety usually is? I know it’s different for everyone but I don’t want to go anywhere that i’m not comfortable with anymore. what do you do to help?",2.5579710144927565,3.3874032512077332,4.271227053140098,89.01930434782612,74.45893719806763,7.452367149758454,25.87729468599034,7.793537801064563,1.2322633816425128,751,25,171,10,15,254,110,207,0.09300000000000001,0.731,0.17600000000000002,0.9606,1,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,6,11,2,1,6,0,24,3,1,3,2,34,43,15,0,5,7,0,4,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,11,10,1,0,7,0,0,2,12,3,0,3,13,4,23,8,28,27,2,32,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,2,20,119,34,0,0.12373111299958015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814811771629775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930792555545933,0.2795618780568505,0.1227080165537221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815240068809173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542533805387376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743737335978426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959266373028524,0.12756134448762715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927267825958494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033614680815054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823038085145808,0.0,0.12103277065272156,0.0,0.0,0.18768650530967929,0.17678706369909086,0.11880127210920707,0.0,0.0,0.1052456215093745,0.0,0.0,0.0955943509751792,0.0,0.19393319918675972,0.0,0.07031924290227941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586871380738724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399815156925047,0.0,0.0,0.13101338330419732,0.0,0.12652344608145466,0.08739494427533642,0.2417950876466741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908581242528765,0.11950027995236125,0.0,0.11611326777464355,0.1212302201368334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384340435488878,0.0,0.0,0.1451718017474233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25854535651916993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216954705439108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978093902842526,0.0,0.10235165527529456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952542557423288,0.0,0.0,0.08757751862164645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945038177780276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686395491448812,0.13627234036906127,0.0,0.14595963241949875,0.09821199828981668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114699981359587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967878008784053
anxiety,ticklemedaddy420,2020/03/02,"I need to say something and it's hard to talk about but here goes So a little over a half year ago I went into a depressive state due to a past event. This caused me to slow down in life. Fast forward a few months later and I had remembered something from less than a year ago, thinking on that event had reminded me of what a person diagnosed with schizophrenia would think. That sent me into a major panic and my mind had convinced itself that I was indeed that. A few weeks passed and I had began to see blotches out of the corner of my eyes. I can only compare it to  looking at a bright light for a few seconds then looking away and still seeing the shape of it. But it was in the peripheral and when I looked over in that direction, nothing. Fast forward to now, when I drive at night my eyes sometimes seem to think that something is in the road due to seeing black unclear blotches. I was one time pulling out of a drive way, looked at the road and saw what I thought was just an animal in the road ended up being just a black dot or blob or whatever shape it was I blinked a couple times and it was gone. This all started because I had put my brain under so much stress that I had started seeing this stuff. Idk if I'm developing a horrible disease or what. If anyone knows about this, please... I just want my life back.",4.304415530772406,5.017461996282528,4.801902106567535,87.25300598926061,70.30111524163569,7.4647666253614195,27.212102437009506,7.3871296695380915,1.2841200330441964,1043,33,218,10,18,332,143,269,0.085,0.8809999999999999,0.034,-0.9212,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,2,22,0,16,6,3,1,1,37,40,20,0,5,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,22,13,0,0,7,0,0,10,0,3,0,3,18,17,22,2,39,20,7,66,0,1,14,0,4,28,0,7,30,157,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071375723172175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816950170012255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977203286794823,0.08984029812716386,0.0,0.07122263742764512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042852477601755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200235922495297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927771251611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063137677091208,0.11858690690320772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348273827783218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046628363333448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421045747583634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505059413020032,0.0,0.11710118184807262,0.0,0.0,0.3924539909198181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797187579663974,0.0,0.09325803031642467,0.0,0.0858885017704488,0.08663301721199332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096434352782828,0.0,0.11210807422326778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917164898621218,0.08885966198203307,0.0,0.1370828274337934,0.0,0.0,0.11153395940760832,0.0,0.10201739945521046,0.0,0.12825173643130516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745326870253607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235333438543204,0.0,0.0,0.0929133240487271,0.0,0.0,0.3724152556577285,0.10636384746141683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698400628445431,0.11555459664214847,0.0,0.16539539673384368,0.0,0.09330603065455136,0.0,0.13383617578685444,0.0,0.13375019916733616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390900546368253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245929384104848,0.0,0.09275537958670584,0.1362569717423945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891338008628528,0.09273962471661558,0.09371944477301636,0.0,0.0,0.10830889719707336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299752051580635,0.0,0.0,0.15047815525387298
anxiety,118euseelyks,2020/03/02,"Blurting out random phrases when thinking embarrassing thoughts? I don’t know exactly when it started, but for the last several months, I have been blurting out random phrases whenever I think of an embarrassing thought. At first, i remember it was only every once in a while, and usually in private, but as my anxiety as gotten worse over the last few months, it is more frequent. Most of the time, the phrase with either be “I love you (insert random name, mostly ex-bfs, here)” ,  “I hate you (random name)” , “fuck fuck” , or, “oh my god stop”, but mostly the first two. It’s gotten to the point where I will say these things in public or shout privately. Today, I was thinking of something embarrassing, and then I shouted “I love you Ca-“ (almost saying the name of a guy I have been seeing for a few weeks), then my sister yelled from the other room, “um, who do you love?” 

I’ve done a bit of research online, and it seems like a lot of people do a slight variation of this when they think of embarrassing things and get too far into their own headspace. I get too far into my own headspace a lot when I’m dissociating, and I am constantly thinking of embarrassing things I’ve done. I’m honestly worried because I’m constantly scared I’m going to shout in public, or say “I love you” awkwardly to a guy I like. 

Does anyone else do this? I honestly have no idea what to do. It feels so embarrassing to live like this",5.148608058608058,5.961631571428567,5.971886446886447,79.26061355311357,68.45054945054946,8.997069597069597,29.452380952380953,9.150863307647796,2.3919655677655687,1101,39,212,20,18,362,139,273,0.177,0.684,0.139,-0.8267,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,5,2,2,9,20,3,8,17,0,18,6,0,0,1,44,46,21,0,0,7,1,1,3,0,1,0,7,1,2,16,10,0,1,12,0,0,1,2,11,1,3,10,9,27,9,30,34,12,38,0,0,1,6,23,15,2,14,25,146,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399701723652306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794497354209589,0.0,0.0,0.0726186942101984,0.10641298580297573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330979682793146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338410996676833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446338861728315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088529102376597,0.21256197280641348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675855770646755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750335717433935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251283288918588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766801206785089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202683127051287,0.10852119244008653,0.0,0.05902389165372295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566800158273485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025365305274428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724104776220802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057076670618291935,0.1693133858786129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221673115308582,0.0,0.09170695813897874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765897139323535,0.3749372272118532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657941116798413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060350065301472,0.0,0.07898734657216673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200083655062385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098177711269246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764886856308078,0.0,0.0,0.24777193939673356,0.10397820898779048,0.0,0.08275997289227495,0.094546815673041,0.0,0.11732798391949108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995360357198875,0.0,0.0,0.07350997759758879,0.0,0.0,0.08682846273925653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069924029683584,0.3327344089206865,0.0,0.16490049929132955,0.060559405751884225,0.0,0.09844356708135404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145245058270468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438297002884827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330720711422533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054710478285876,0.10583837603545118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,low-zen,2020/03/02,"HOW am I supposed to keep doing this? It’s Monday again, another day of being forced into labour.. how do I keep doing this? I have ‘an amazing job’, but life just feels like an endless series of shit I have to do. I have to work, have to pay rent, have to wash clothes, have to go shopping, cooking, clean,... I don’t feel like I have the energy to keep doing all this stuff I have to do. Sure sometimes I might but not everyday of my fucking life. I just want to be free, for a while.. is that too much too ask? Weekends only make it worse, as Sunday approaches I get so anxious about work on Monday I have a really hard time doing or enjoying anything. 

I have this endless feeling of emptiness, like a hunger that can’t be stilled.. like somethings missing but I can’t put my finger on it.. 

I just want to make music and meet people, this worklife I never chose for is making me feel so horrible :(",3.4867870803229906,4.48904434254144,4.638895027624312,86.60252443688911,72.4254143646409,7.11619209519762,26.630259243518914,7.321109707123232,1.2839881852953674,690,23,142,7,13,227,102,181,0.183,0.648,0.16899999999999998,-0.7020000000000001,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,12,11,2,0,6,0,27,8,2,5,3,28,44,11,0,2,8,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,11,2,2,3,4,3,4,3,5,3,0,0,0,6,19,9,21,40,2,17,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,2,15,105,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504517768236326,0.0,0.16704087206856208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167702557175505,0.0,0.13823009925428453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535812933632698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990519092740693,0.2112638926022048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366951356549323,0.0772512831872707,0.0,0.08403282836159186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324544361581771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467292526725251,0.3942770203265092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887723043793385,0.2889497136242687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29609514843486345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568571819790976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869486699407344,0.0,0.11403953835968746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245497291464676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250821777807956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486411703136013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472355925867214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177721805669467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383064141674405,0.1462383352097737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808200612053132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926549898122026,0.0,0.0,0.13935726685492053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621895315008593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442452780490889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528917544570392,0.0,0.15068301730483574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,massanxiety,2020/03/02,"I'm lost I'm a 24 years old male and have never worked a single day in my life. This morning I had an interview for internship position for this one company that I applied for online and as part of my diploma in IT program where I'm required to do an internship for at least 3 months. 

The day before I felt so anxious that I started to get massive headaches and cold sweats, then the morning after I just wanted to puked cause I was so fucking nervous for the interview. After settling down but still anxious I went out and had breakfast before the interview. Once I got into the office I didn't know who to reach to until one of the staff approached me and asked do I need help. I told that I had an appointment for an interview and they were kind enough to guide me to a room where I needed to do an aptitude test.

I was frustrated and nervous that I couldn't even do the arithmetic questions on it, until the interviewer came in and asked me a bunch of questions. I tried my hardest to answer his questions without pausing too much and whether or not I'm proficient at excel to which I responded with ""I only know the basics"", until he finally asked me ""what is your end goal?"" I couldn't give him a proper answer.

He then said that I looked lost and can't find a sense of direction, to which I fully agreed with him. I told him this was my first time actually going for an actual interview from a company. He then asked me whether or not am I fit to join this company to which I answered honestly with ""I felt that I don't have the charisma nor the interpersonal skills to be here."" He then gave me a bunch of advice about finding out what your end goal is and improve my communication skills.

I then thanked him and said those were very helpful advice and will try to improve myself. I then went home and was calm for about 30 seconds until I broke down and cried my eyes out, cause I know and fully admitted to myself that I am lost. I have no sense of directions and I have no proper human skills and started laughing and crying at the same time. As of right now I burning through my 4th cigarette whiile bawling my eyes out and laughing.

I have an interview tomorrow as well, and I just hope this one goes well. I just need some practice but I have really bad anxiety and suck at almost everything. I just can't stop thinking that I can't find my place in this world with no clear goals. I suck at talking and asking things from people and feel so angry with myself.",6.424984599203667,5.955081192697773,6.801699346405227,78.8194989106754,65.6734279918864,9.900052588085044,33.06656149049657,9.348350401419415,2.794155044699872,1960,73,386,32,27,638,219,493,0.129,0.7440000000000001,0.127,0.0494,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,1,13,18,21,4,2,27,0,32,6,3,2,2,81,76,47,0,7,13,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,24,35,1,2,17,0,0,5,15,11,2,5,24,9,67,10,68,48,9,59,0,4,3,1,41,24,3,8,30,291,91,16,0.0,0.0,0.1605755570463442,0.0,0.0,0.1607948471819558,0.0,0.0,0.0823857550547329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293955937859062,0.18589291887617992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845764858132456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869554395025347,0.0,0.0,0.1400186168300454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409979895640284,0.0,0.16903659168135346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074875275530405,0.10612014162393912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457410918011148,0.08501127101817807,0.0,0.054341351779422085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394277123336672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04160032184191547,0.0,0.1579923227879649,0.09012739546067708,0.22559146215464845,0.06998241647717345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606119822171699,0.04298488849099713,0.07892493659841532,0.0467583398964346,0.0,0.06580221618538024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029336179242116,0.0,0.08252775911520527,0.08171687266259668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567594797103335,0.13564729248542864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058112720515705076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908963039419737,0.0,0.26943611703429776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656705040073758,0.0,0.060481024321080684,0.1830158931521827,0.06345495683317907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633296248111819,0.08761936789274696,0.16725343890639416,0.06257325796486841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909497157567049,0.0,0.05703859054250195,0.0,0.08595905729224182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764978947772713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270697733698361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026174134411718,0.15652326325390314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646824436628099,0.0,0.06570430491853174,0.06878493877133192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612890813484501,0.0,0.07574705543545995,0.0,0.0,0.054659341400010726,0.05271800334287645,0.0,0.0,0.09594952819055914,0.0,0.0,0.15723310165952284,0.0,0.111717600651344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788485471928155,0.048527471444152516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794882377891244,0.15253806762337688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930942002219074,0.0,0.05989661801098201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298190549431731
anxiety,humblecowboy,2020/03/02,"Looking for info Hello,  first time posting here. I'm just looking for some constructive reading on anxiety. Any articles, web pages, or even books anyone would recommend? I'm seeking therapy at the moment but I'm trying to find someone who works with my insurance and work schedule. So in the meantime, I'm looking for something to read on what I'm experiencing.",4.193831168831172,7.164126045454547,5.429567099567101,72.92863636363641,76.42424242424242,8.013852813852813,35.18614718614719,8.841846274778883,3.9144874458874455,293,17,44,7,7,97,51,66,0.022000000000000002,0.95,0.027999999999999997,0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,10,8,2,9,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,2,4,25,3,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895823665375546,0.0,0.16756896638058494,0.0,0.0,0.15316148586569892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467727831756907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002033300453321,0.18631972180416245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518283604338546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978473680793616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382089219293365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559627376700769,0.1686316843973638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25049725814061885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772700843744628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871730158658028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189350058655505,0.0,0.0,0.1556034141614664,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dgvelling,2020/03/02,I gave myself the whole weekend for this project and I kept delating it more instead I have a class with no real due dates and stuff can be turned in late. I definitely have postponed most of my work and was going to focus on it this weekend. Instead I just felt this large obstacle I wanted to avoid and whenever o got close my heart got faster. I’m normally not like this. I deal with anxiety a lot but physically I was crying today a lot. I’m retaking this course and know I can do well but there’s some mental obstacle getting to me. My hands shake which normally never happens. I slept so much in my stress sleep avoidance. I just wanted to get this out somewhere besides my boyfriend and family,2.9224749163879578,5.187038159420293,4.112318840579711,84.48647157190638,76.82608695652175,7.4345596432552945,26.557413600891863,8.384062270229773,1.9745299888517287,558,22,107,11,13,182,91,138,0.18899999999999997,0.778,0.033,-0.9549,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,4,4,0,8,4,4,0,1,30,24,9,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,2,2,0,2,3,4,1,0,8,2,18,2,12,15,7,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,9,77,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419390991483746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268789044553716,0.0,0.1808477433848731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536801038917578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842831234258665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329681080742796,0.0,0.09969380964500167,0.0,0.28059480422677546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512111887669405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787058605801512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640487227059258,0.0,0.19787858441402856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570013145065672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982673766975668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677958472771282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895204875013752,0.0,0.13529279272040892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437438172176723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966352257764272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554418776113415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009401573999333,0.0,0.20081107305216891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662752821342377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080387122774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693157675922927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772140229620807,0.0,0.0,0.1958473779568094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770603164252933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cosmokram3r1,2020/03/02,"Medication is helping, but now my boss wants to know my diagnosis? I started on Lexapro 10mg and I struggled to get used to it for a few weeks so I got a letter from my psychiatrist saying that he recommends I worked from home.

It made a huge difference a few weeks later but I still was taking valium for some anxiety so my doc said to increase to 20mg. This has brought about the whole hard process of trying to get used to the new dose.

I never told my employer that my medication was due to mental health related issues, I said it was personal and kept it at that but that I was adjusting to medication. My doctor has asked again that I work from home because I left shortly after going into to the office on the 20mg because I felt so out of it when I was around people but less so at home working alone.

My boss is now trying to bully me into telling him or the senior manager what the medical condition is. I don't want to tell them as I know these managers and they will exclude me from moving up the ladder if they're mindful I have mental health issues.

Now I'm entirely unmotivated to work and called in sick today. Does anyone have any advice?",4.873447782546492,5.435308304721033,6.268858369098716,77.78454649499288,68.95708154506437,9.30346208869814,29.26723891273248,9.3871,2.4861647496423465,917,32,179,18,15,312,133,233,0.111,0.846,0.043,-0.9406,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,4,12,1,0,1,11,0,14,9,0,5,1,29,35,16,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,9,3,3,1,13,8,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,13,5,28,0,34,21,6,33,0,0,0,0,15,13,0,3,16,126,41,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200954994977138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811745863876332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098937128783515,0.0,0.07985872978854308,0.0,0.0,0.07299252348421577,0.0,0.0,0.0929300064135035,0.09759137168041344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727141081241675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065947498274789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090662406434652,0.0,0.10684847882332413,0.09135315377910454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023160583548793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907984195900997,0.0,0.059327737086453024,0.0,0.08349091499396584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351371502709524,0.0,0.0,0.2219252264593181,0.0,0.0,0.06997099966866825,0.0,0.3141376622415781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179138932762113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147409841451386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134209856544202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877716522119784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206512760301648,0.2104028878487928,0.0,0.10540502016706894,0.0,0.0,0.11095097413977127,0.0,0.0,0.08051267440566541,0.10082135270744512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237148519349883,0.09115008110496342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985992452000916,0.08301580973441168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388839505410208,0.0,0.08336668359673799,0.0,0.0,0.10913200296940108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848894260538493,0.0,0.1824844431166725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895033861744333,0.09974994981863128,0.0,0.1417490966114835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032038911442289,0.0,0.0,0.12314487955243116,0.0,0.16747211824240005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654867829675053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039911864787321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gone9irl,2020/03/02,"Anxiety in a long-distance relationship My boyfriend told me that he's always been in a cycle of depression and anxiety since he was very young. When we first started dating, signs didn't really show, but now he's started to talk more about his fear of losing people he cares a lot for (especially the friends I introduced him to, which he now considers his only friends) and other sensitive topics about his fears, which I believe is because he now trusts me enough to open up to about his own problems.

Because of our long-distance situation I'm unable to really do much besides talk to him and try and comfort him, but it can only do so much. A lot of the times that we're calling, he's having a breakdown and I'm very distraught at the fact that all I am capable of doing is sitting there, not knowing what to say or do as I start to feel anxious about what he will do while I'm not there. Please help.",12.389244935543275,6.6078647292817685,11.560635359116025,65.90865101289135,59.165745856353595,14.718600368324127,46.18876611418048,11.20814326018867,4.982457826887662,720,29,141,12,6,236,107,181,0.16899999999999998,0.735,0.095,-0.9121,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,2,11,11,0,3,8,0,14,0,0,0,2,20,24,12,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,2,16,5,23,19,8,18,0,2,0,0,26,5,0,3,12,97,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606416196100867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134139858163796,0.1575803403459369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005967371301997,0.0,0.0,0.1571538173913851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424315819198377,0.0,0.14221605252370206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013974571173865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441271146988455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31392277896430604,0.07052869914551169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864737046868964,0.0,0.0,0.21553425619432096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349503786491103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665827777297404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688279405089555,0.0,0.15605000993492354,0.0,0.2371733178518304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050776426472697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217193955033564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967025593538273,0.0,0.0,0.15311458012765375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346999534955212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787175859646309,0.0,0.0,0.14975658340900275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092547357131098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538489285703735,0.15678896735532516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29618834914777464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422835498182836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133585399437075,0.0,0.0,0.13328558087604367,0.0,0.09470235681756282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301823775896309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allthisistoomuch,2020/03/02,"Reconsidering my job due to a breakdown, but I feel guilty I have had my job for about 4 months now I work in a hospital as the receptionist. It's very busy and stressful most days I don't get everything done so I come in early the next day to finish it. As well as normal receptionist duties I also admit patients, make up their files etc. I think I present myself at work well enough to hide it but about 3 weeks ago my facade cracked and I knew I needed to speak to someone. I went to the nurse in charge knowing he would be very understanding as it is a psychiatric hospital and broke down. I explained to him how I was feeling, my constant panic attacks throughout the day, not being able to focus on work so I was making mistakes which was making other people's jobs harder so I was putting so much pressure on myself to make things perfect, because of that I felt like everyone disliked me as I had annoyed them, my stomach was playing up due to all this anxiety to the point where I had to be running to the toilet every half hour. Because of this culmination of things, trying to be okay for my job and be happy for my family. I found I had become extremely suicidal, I had a plan in place and it was taking an immense amount of willpower to stop myself eachday and I found myself growing weaker.

The NIC was lovely and explained he wouldn't allow me to leave unless I went to another hospital to have my mental state assessed. I agreed they informed my partner. After 10 hours in the ER I was seen at this point it was 12am I was exhausted starving and hadn't slept, the psychiatric reg was amazing and very understanding I asked to just go home. She got my partner up to date and we left with a plan, which was to see my gp the following day and book in with my psychiatrist. One thing she said stuck with me though, 'have you considered a different job'. 

After seeing my gp she gave me until my psychiatrist appointment off which was about a week and a half as I was in no state to go back to work. She also said to me maybe I should quit and find something less stressful. My psychiatrist also said the same thing he's given me another 2 weeks off as well as doubling my dosage for one of my anxiety medications. My trainer who doesn't work for the hospital had even asked me if I thought i was going to be okay returning to work. 

When I spoke to my partner and family they were concerned for my mental health but also worried for my job security as I was taking so much time off work.  I'm starting to think maybe I am not cut out for this type of work but my family shut me down especially my mum as it's very good job and it's something she's always wanted me to have and she doesn't want me losing it. My partner's also worried about me quitting as I was unemployed for about 8 months before I got this job and he doesnt want me throwing it away because its hard to find a job.

I'm not sure what to do as I feel torn and very lost. I would like advice or if anyone has been in the same situation how have you dealt with it. Thank you

Sorry for any spelling or grammar errors.",5.433069683101631,5.425052527156552,6.3144486659183166,79.9255560832398,67.65814696485623,9.131784819963734,30.497193679302306,8.841846274778883,2.293827268802348,2446,85,491,37,37,812,272,626,0.146,0.7559999999999999,0.099,-0.9824,13,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,1,3,4,15,27,28,3,4,23,2,50,6,2,7,3,82,105,54,1,12,13,1,5,2,4,4,3,5,1,4,28,25,0,3,19,2,0,11,10,12,4,4,46,13,93,16,94,49,11,71,0,3,3,1,38,28,0,5,32,354,121,21,0.05484360077446981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053592531940829566,0.048615543013050655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192920386244815,0.04563426927361538,0.0,0.0,0.03729552919384527,0.11501659462734765,0.08391040895786571,0.0,0.0,0.038347920838742534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254272676444938,0.062392513360235075,0.05152736826855396,0.04217134370212358,0.0,0.10029644997665496,0.0605704482125231,0.046667864837008716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724290588291804,0.0,0.059266448891080674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147834160657188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729988994392396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612404488376588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666810021861812,0.061165112114674874,0.03622368106921959,0.0,0.04620809903759645,0.05240541081088384,0.04928989204030114,0.0,0.15510499756408933,0.0,0.08319171725218691,0.0,0.052658457368589394,0.0,0.10025211506452776,0.0,0.0,0.12026635496133938,0.0,0.0,0.028653517818514725,0.0,0.09350664657422103,0.04600021029261074,0.08772687519524204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058382032837035636,0.049129093912902495,0.0,0.0,0.05829618302086969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501260325067254,0.0,0.10801979872151944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898143013601217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030140608701579426,0.0,0.0,0.0580714544293509,0.05958773271167157,0.0,0.0,0.05358762616225368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613559608168541,0.05986826883755227,0.0,0.04949849093609339,0.0,0.1464341175379919,0.0,0.11019553691784263,0.0,0.0,0.05524915794084398,0.11053890045619676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755127779941974,0.0,0.0806327139096369,0.04066583505352725,0.0,0.0,0.058326791610734036,0.0,0.053735084359971305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432688649664966,0.0,0.0,0.06434714879492905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03802164732368328,0.0,0.05729988994392396,0.0,0.10368985950048196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513296668251927,0.0,0.11666584051181132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565064701841831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740649838464694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164650512729915,0.0,0.0,0.04646880496199685,0.08444256658419061,0.0,0.06139292095529024,0.038818582906633765,0.0,0.0,0.04585170598133809,0.12564631877994067,0.0,0.0,0.05998999777066625,0.0,0.05168944468258292,0.0,0.08247112482414119,0.0,0.0,0.050492619122986734,0.0,0.0,0.14574260562118355,0.07028312977748001,0.053883559304746184,0.0435396929252754,0.03197974465214777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037235204897361145,0.0,0.0,0.1141882451393734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262585716272839,0.09704453005644402,0.0,0.13197668527883247,0.0,0.14793295064375625,0.1016811347449152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194143563835739,0.1113926775164154,0.0,0.07791864090081058,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dm_me_it_will_be_ok,2020/03/02,"I DID IT i did IT the THING that almost gave me a HEART attack yesterday but i DID it and i did it WELL and it WENT well and now i feel RELIEVED yes this is good

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anxiety,narjiday,2020/03/02,"Post break up nightmares and anxiety Since my break up with my 3 year boyfriend I have been having horrible nightmares about him.

One of the nightmares was that he was playing with my feelings infront of his friends. He would say he misses me and loves me but wouldn't be in a relationship with me but would still pretend that he was and play with my feelings. I then went into the toilets to find a friend in there that offered me a wig. When I looked in thr mirror my hair was thinning balding and I started to cry. I felt ashamed that I lost all beauty and allowed myself to get to this point. I went to put the wig on to feel better, but then my ex came in the room and said I look better without it.

My ex had a feeders fetish. I think this is my subconscious trying to creatively make sense of the speculation I now have to his genuine affection and love in our previous relationship. Was I just something to fufill his sexual desires or did he actually love me. If he did. Why did he leave me feeling so abandoned and used? Is that my own problem to fix? The way I look at it? Or is this what actually happened?

I've lost so much weight since our break up and now have an unhealthly relationship with food. I've been counting my calories and working out a lot. I am healthier physically but mentally I feel a little OCD about it.

Any help? Lol",3.3954613297150584,5.15815497761194,4.395237449118047,85.24806648575306,73.85074626865672,7.410040705563095,28.972862957937583,8.150884317080207,1.9559044776119399,1066,45,214,17,22,346,143,268,0.102,0.716,0.182,0.9826,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,5,10,15,0,1,13,1,23,9,2,4,1,47,48,22,0,6,9,2,9,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,12,18,3,1,8,3,0,4,2,6,0,1,18,14,37,9,33,26,4,33,0,4,3,3,27,16,0,4,8,150,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.21855248636769453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761501817652108,0.0,0.08566432803411096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980742687188259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280751903148403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300467782630913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28310204677113177,0.0,0.10751827864545843,0.0,0.10234761309903144,0.0,0.1354065570168917,0.0,0.17303080821614394,0.0,0.058504883487554435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902346850840348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505777620509309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857056075490673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223329243486596,0.0,0.0,0.2821047757695569,0.0,0.24447860923236134,0.09520131880615626,0.3031987342742293,0.0,0.07474746241827376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284941578540522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231812167789783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588048807866375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585721424049288,0.0,0.10724580391364674,0.0,0.0,0.1071496548888106,0.0,0.11257074305898294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606735623443447,0.0,0.0,0.10651854176240752,0.08905092249696955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852618847649556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620760896949814,0.0,0.0,0.07925995978885025,0.0,0.08942730431171299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175220761401924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602701134126404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671469234007624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888444383613156,0.0,0.13636136820743372,0.0,0.2076130051050726,0.10104445540882186,0.0,0.0,0.1079446414950128,0.0,0.08152271137716212,0.0,0.0,0.15909463669640325,0.0,0.0,0.07211139348524458
anxiety,themyscira-gal,2020/03/02,"On meds but still have anxiety here and there. Tips to maintain anxiety? I’d love to know what others, who are in a better place with their anxiety, who live a better life, do to maintain and erase their anxieties as best as possible. Tips and tricks for what works for you?
I’ve been feeling really lonely lately with my anxiety, so it’d be nice to talk to others about this other than my therapist. Maybe make a few online friends.",4.802499999999998,6.095210440476192,5.462857142857146,80.83214285714288,69.59523809523809,9.40952380952381,27.095238095238088,9.725611199111238,2.476752380952381,343,11,65,8,6,111,60,84,0.142,0.586,0.272,0.9644,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,4,5,8,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,0,9,10,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,6,15,7,2,5,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6761221303420424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855035296995734,0.31266782710018515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937748692355181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656788228038164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714519482487873,0.0,0.19939815469716465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485405612297774,0.0,0.0,0.15608636976721213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595369421080175,0.0,0.11799173515440628,0.0,0.1775837875191117,0.0,0.1963456086520984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846813721368179,0.0,0.0,0.1992755137121932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323992145103287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116442839055535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207668018894168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052373109102931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868672539084922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,azul_lavie,2020/03/02,"I’m frozen with fear out of nowhere Hey guys, I’m new here, and I didn’t know where else to go for this. I don’t know what’s happening to me.  I know this isn’t a panic attack, because I’m not hyperventilating (but it is hard to breathe right now), but I’m frozen with fear and I’ve been sitting here for 40 minutes. I dissociate a lot but I know this isn’t dissociation either. And this isn’t an anxiety attack because they are usually directed at a specific stressful event/cause.. What is this?

I just can’t move, and I feel fear and dread in my gut. It’s taking over me and I can’t physically get up. What’s happening?",0.10772727272727424,2.3504900000000037,2.735075757575757,90.14761363636364,88.3939393939394,6.330303030303031,21.12878787878788,7.645422480735847,0.8661424242424252,488,17,112,10,16,169,73,132,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.9836,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,2,6,4,0,11,2,2,0,0,21,25,9,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,2,2,12,0,13,23,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253775603131413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364457219325723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528927055549655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645496476009678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381037610175972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407432800748699,0.08099214768927629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836877765104716,0.0,0.0910343526905521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860402346125851,0.2832944331420085,0.0,0.1434903964527619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521243766135386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617985742073302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024667730848936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470346640279786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793747565461136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679339677883715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348638921090427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043591133494715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641635181373602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tialee_,2020/03/02,"Quit doing drugs because of anxiety I stopped drinking and doing drugs because I would have panic attacks once I realized I wasn’t in control of my body. It’s gotten to the point where I think all my old things are contaminated because I could have possibly been on drugs while touching the items. I’m even afraid that if I smell weed I will get high. And the list goes on and on, It’s kinda turned into an OCD thing. Anyways I’ve been sober for over a year because of this, and my life has been severely impacted and it’s kinda hard to live day to day with these fears. On one hand I think it’s good for me to lead a sober life. But I also feel like my fears are ruling my life. What do you think? Should I just keep living this way or try to get over the fear? I have a couple people who are really proud of me for staying sober but others think I never had a problem in the first place and didn’t have to go cold turkey on everything. Idk What to do.",4.542283333333336,4.444001194999999,5.306000000000001,86.70633333333336,69.55,8.266666666666667,26.16666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.2037166666666668,749,19,166,8,12,244,117,200,0.094,0.848,0.057999999999999996,-0.446,0,0,4,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,5,5,10,1,5,10,0,22,9,2,2,2,31,34,12,0,5,5,0,4,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,14,8,1,3,6,1,0,2,3,7,0,2,7,6,21,3,25,23,2,26,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,4,9,113,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949355066768014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561004406178853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731259170903494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27287464041333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243056206394344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551540854363274,0.08935019423906931,0.12382512986874705,0.0,0.1443440356107574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962817145344443,0.3893365762426768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739148091620728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005765525821675,0.0,0.0,0.3777860598450621,0.056584530000418236,0.07994777962108897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518969972642047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169356199515146,0.0,0.06360043791713442,0.09386392174490264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024844228113053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823795490244775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994698208717767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371338128048069,0.05467306254246477,0.0,0.19763531459110326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631108485762952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742962287891955,0.11917938447652494,0.07583240395299319,0.0,0.0,0.13130104624684824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758357855976541,0.0,0.1169210390882055,0.0,0.10579013439267483,0.1261605318310314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708175604417099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902894850312265,0.0,0.0,0.07169174199395065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264252652297532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192800557842114,0.0,0.09356089710733234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486946738058986,0.2868269580271872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597883436638875,0.12172480728322944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882811933327461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949691061692497,0.0,0.0,0.07206569776827675
anxiety,spacecowgirlo0o,2020/03/02,"Anxious paranoid Does anyone here get so anxious that they think everyone hates them, that people are deliberately being malicious towards you or that your family secretly hate you? Does that make sense? Over Christmas I was so anxious I thought nobody really wanted me there. Nobody would miss me if I decided not to go. I'd also convinced myself that I'm the least loved and nobody had actually invited me... I often think my brothers think I'm dumb, fat, and lazy. I hate family events because I get really upset and then my brothers think I'm a drama queen.. that or I cry so much from the feelings I have that I have to leave. I've missed out on so much enjoyment over the years due to thinking everybody is against me or nobody really wants me here..",4.260416666666668,6.314633097222228,5.478888888888887,77.155,72.19444444444444,8.688888888888886,27.972222222222207,9.2995712137729,2.6998722222222216,602,23,105,14,12,200,87,144,0.251,0.7070000000000001,0.042,-0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,2,1,9,10,4,1,4,0,8,2,1,1,0,23,30,13,0,4,5,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,9,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,3,1,22,3,10,25,3,10,0,2,0,1,9,5,1,5,4,72,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.1315338977605597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077901223661008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568171015993648,0.0,0.09424708497447802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216567188729534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480585738114749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590822829320698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879595810644096,0.0,0.0,0.25413275027973725,0.0,0.06815299390033118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084260474069699,0.0,0.07660327402901139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992265026538127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427213048449077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165166661785035,0.0,0.08997220981549811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816975922946845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344520766206724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590464313186865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318343706471747,0.0,0.1070068219903436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900321530683326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574971223283844,0.0,0.0,0.08679921986430164
anxiety,DayResident,2020/03/02,"Work anxiety Hi! I’m new to the community, so I’m sorry if this topic has been discussed more widely. I’m just wondering, is it normal to feel anxious every day you’re waking up for work? And driving there feels like a chore already? I know it’s not so bad since I manage to get there and sit through the day. But I don’t know what amount of anxiety is healthy. Where is the line??",0.1147500000000008,2.403230975000003,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.25,5.2,20.5,6.742157984588678,0.3944750000000004,298,10,65,4,10,100,59,80,0.087,0.787,0.125,0.7233,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,12,15,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,7,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,36,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580711744063195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578056970508761,0.2641961036588485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526397412126228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301641698955134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970377845952957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364940635293125,0.1670701804238503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218259979118247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25704752580628193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425255919033145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258641884150971,0.0,0.0,0.22913390071977316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345204514091524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26178798493792604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536120286377848,0.34050685085824595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnazzyRecycleBin,2020/03/02,"Feelings of failure... Fuck this, I feel like nothing but a failure. I wanna be a filmmaker but I can't get anything off the ground. I try to do well in school but my grades still suck. I try to talk to women and I'm either friendzoned or they're not interested. I try my best and I try to have a positive attitude about most things but I'm so sick of feeling like a failure and I don't know what to do. As of late I've just felt continued anxiety about not amounting to anything and it's been tearing into me. I've come here because I feel like I don't really have that many options on who to talk to. Can someone please help me out?",0.12852777777777644,2.3391179777777817,2.385069444444444,92.9909375,87.74074074074073,5.449074074074074,23.252314814814817,6.9077264865688965,0.7961203703703701,497,20,110,7,16,168,82,135,0.11199999999999999,0.639,0.249,0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,0,25,22,11,0,1,9,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,2,5,14,6,20,19,4,10,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,3,6,74,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481164207822007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26852212883124643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945658924935973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121906763646966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054191209471092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299803513933135,0.3496697296808041,0.15665252058966392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083237223485738,0.08524073841761727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935805502573852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966465333687493,0.0,0.1840437548060283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391250274948531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654115919698074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565497585074326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909306270388706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452002612281018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511960406659165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823905579179505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029424211824933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622724942671688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083916414796188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430808643721175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669419218772395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlliumoftheKnife,2020/03/02,"anxious, stretched thin, can't think grad school I'm in my first year of grad school and overloaded on seminars this term, which is causing me a lot of anxiety as I'm still struggling to formulate ideas for three different papers that are due in a little over two weeks.

I was also supposed to start seeing a counselor for long-term therapy this year but things fell through and I've been suffering as a result. I'm trying to schedule something with an old counselor just to help me limp to the finish line but really really feeling like I want to drop out because I'm afraid of failing to measure up to a professor I want to impress, while also fearing that I'm working too hard on a paper for a professor who I really don't gel with. I'm so afraid of getting shitty grades and what they will do to my future career. I feel anxious all the time and still haven't adjusted to life in the city. I want to hit pause on things but am afraid that a pause will just mean extra time to fret and ultimately deliver low-quality work that's no better for the extra time spent on it.

I thought I understood impostor syndrome but this is really bad, and I really don't feel like I belong. I afraid that I'm going to get multiple C's this term and that my graduate career will be in jeopardy as a result. This isn't the highest spike in anxiety that I've ever had before, but this is the longest that I've had anxiety at like 80-90% constantly just humming away in the background like when your computer CPU is overloaded. I can't compartmentalize my thoughts and I don't know what to do. I have a few tabs of lexapro left that I've been trying to ration but I don't know if they help. I've also been doing edibles but not sure if that helps either.

What steps do I need to take to climb out of this hole?

Sorry for the stream of consciousness and not being coherent.",6.521888297872344,5.785136773936171,7.182425531914895,77.05300000000003,65.56914893617022,10.817872340425534,33.16170212765957,10.241411754978122,3.1695568085106385,1481,54,294,31,20,492,182,376,0.129,0.7609999999999999,0.11,-0.6795,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,6,12,16,0,6,19,0,30,1,0,3,3,52,59,27,0,6,15,0,6,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,25,13,0,0,13,0,1,4,11,9,0,3,10,7,25,7,52,43,8,46,1,2,1,0,7,20,0,3,25,194,50,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081585451641875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399318855531822,0.2362141233976617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822427499211513,0.0,0.0872914245127492,0.063730184652519,0.0,0.08896082495722316,0.0,0.0,0.09246231553611543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073973946063413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297693185771182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922817011604903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456771388766118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764315568303607,0.15858458110758886,0.14937516363098427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892665337304488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924179162532048,0.0,0.059415820338606234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365255383243366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022465457437306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180195482706692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491133884826905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358938057001094,0.0,0.07384383126510555,0.20430330153492945,0.10478241485773948,0.0,0.0925197944278355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888114984187752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388108798633538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751942898118734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970329142221938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348737682926165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161197938390916,0.08330951319583436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048450910569177,0.0,0.11703052869016332,0.07399809635828737,0.0,0.1669809144276382,0.0,0.0,0.1092940300786018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853323387738837,0.0,0.07860547429296091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119557299838515,0.0,0.13891124516579412,0.06698876440370014,0.0,0.16599546666832005,0.1828845915350494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419595499682519,0.0,0.10212611211909303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499156714281467,0.0,0.08386038114614328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222125945929907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464820971060226
anxiety,CountDrewku,2020/03/02,"Feeling lost - panic relapse I guess I just need to vent. I went through a rough period of panic attacks / anxiety 5 years ago. I recovered using the acceptance method. I really haven’t thought much about anxiety much for years. I felt so good. Last time I know the causes were being diagnosed with Crohn’s, a cancer scare, hating my job, and my mom being diagnosed with cancer.

Well the trigger was weird this time. I felt particularly down after a nasty virus and just felt very depressed. Well that triggered the panic. I recoiled immediately and all my old habits came back. This time I don’t have external excuses, it’s just my malfunctioning brain and that makes me more upset.

I’ve been up and down daily. I went out and hiked, drank beer, talked with friends today. But every couple nights I’m breaking down crying to my wife. Those images of myself a few years ago haunt me. I’ve come so far and I just don’t want to be that person again. Simply thinking about my old self is enough to set of a catastrophic thinking / panic attack. 

I can’t stop researching. Constant obsession about my anxiety. I feel like I’m going to have to quit work because I can’t handle feeling like this and working. The annoying thing is I have moments of calm and think I’ll be fine but the I just start thinking those intrusive thoughts and I feel lost again and panic.

I guess it’s time for meds. I’m not sure how I can continue functioning at work this way. I can’t sleep  either.",2.7875024283632825,5.297770982394368,3.810296260320545,85.18725352112679,78.61267605633802,6.8749878581835855,23.525497814473052,7.990435384864732,1.4412097134531328,1165,39,220,21,29,375,156,284,0.204,0.726,0.071,-0.9852,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,6,16,26,4,8,11,0,19,8,2,6,2,54,52,16,0,2,9,2,8,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,12,17,2,1,15,1,0,5,7,16,2,0,14,8,31,10,26,34,7,39,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,2,26,133,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468576353036679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901071674794598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847505149283034,0.0,0.06369551207120695,0.0,0.050495851600965515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247199583578236,0.0,0.0947419313417981,0.0,0.08509504452154118,0.0,0.07135558931200882,0.0,0.0895159243068962,0.0,0.0,0.09165608607456494,0.09099108666317428,0.0,0.0,0.0713462355699348,0.1681529094983384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559138373733145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697926191497792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753680154277445,0.11835562907445593,0.23860568190549894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399862811732332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047077416500931175,0.06947862441062085,0.0,0.0,0.1825056445839424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178306816027091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220161424546366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552431430560045,0.06752212166009876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093864196490552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084982386902454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529344859841411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201174815610554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701612790569863,0.0,0.0,0.12178748769408615,0.061421594859146535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773565872868425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384418871521048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859490157304096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232890622507593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881059245480407,0.0,0.0,0.05306664714988142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293294993588113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641566279038362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289548639957021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863150895977096,0.0,0.0,0.06925432379980544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807163250450691,0.0,0.0,0.066580168541298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503233404894916,0.21231099358677788,0.0,0.13152452793003472,0.1932085660739732,0.0,0.07851852325352289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154341694829328,0.0,0.06834809761859208,0.04885862051504554,0.06575109398296104,0.0,0.0,0.14895841925290054,0.1535789798709361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091604873135292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600303542101892
anxiety,unclespleef123,2020/03/02,"Lump in throat feeling, tight throat and choking sensations from anxiety to the point where I actually gagged today. I usually have the lump in throat tight throat sensation about twice a week from anxiety, some days its better some days worse. However I have found a way to manage it most of the time. Anyway today this happened throughout the whole day from the start of the morning to late in the afternoon. This happened to the point where I actually gagged from all these tight throat choking sensations. The gagging lasted for about 10 seconds and after that the tight throat sensations disappeared. I have no idea why it happened and what was happening. It is usually no where near this bad! I tried all my tricks up my sleeve to reduce it such as deep breathing, exercise drinking fluids and it didn't seem to be working. However when I had lunch the throat sensations disappeared temporarily and of course came back soon after I finished eating. My question is has this happened to anyone on this sub? Or something similar?",7.610851449275362,8.952610266304347,6.807391304347828,73.56731884057974,63.18478260869566,10.481159420289854,35.44202898550725,10.504223727775694,4.000907246376812,835,37,135,20,12,256,103,184,0.163,0.815,0.023,-0.9725,2,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,3,1,0,13,0,10,14,8,0,2,21,20,8,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,14,6,3,4,5,2,0,3,3,2,0,2,5,5,11,1,26,14,6,35,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,6,19,98,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.2501211772299324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607612734686414,0.0,0.0,0.08960880900533275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854312308593333,0.10700389672837288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334249748035324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657493908168442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479477129553987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255429052880478,0.0,0.13113434418017325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479891250970976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051511262913616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666342883659387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467115900072708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446325854694387,0.14456418529501522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422953999211695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356269454578147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666730777593785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865981851769867,0.0,0.0,0.09070862006223653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472808871761476,0.0,0.2429515125915843,0.0,0.0,0.08700869019608297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822887915089588,0.0,0.0,0.10172330728975523,0.10279804246353327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563976488875,0.14308024650738235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329821352993692,0.0,0.13060067971125006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ridiculeus,2020/03/02,"Extreme dizziness I’m laying in bed right now with over the top dizziness, so awful to the point that I can’t fall asleep. It’s 1 am. On Thursday I went to urgent care for ear and jaw pain. The doctor said I had a tiny bit of ear wax and he pulled it out but thinks the pain is from TMJ. It hurt PRETTY bad when he pulled the wax out and I’ve been finding bits of dried blood in my ear. I have dizziness quite commonly but this genuinely feels like I’m floating and falling. It’s absolutely horrific and I’m exhausted and want to go to sleep. I’ve told myself I’m going back to urgent care tomorrow but I’m so afraid I’m going to wake up like this as well and won’t feel well enough to drive. What the hell could be wrong with me?? I have health anxiety as well so I’m losing my absolute marbles right now. Sitting here sweating",0.7035107655502415,2.8541064204545457,2.370358851674641,94.56698564593306,84.22727272727272,5.523444976076556,20.05861244019139,6.8360192770164,0.22232272727272795,654,19,147,8,19,214,106,176,0.22,0.625,0.155,-0.9631,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,11,16,1,1,7,1,10,14,9,0,0,20,29,16,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,5,4,1,0,8,11,0,0,4,0,0,9,2,9,3,0,5,6,9,7,22,21,3,28,1,2,0,0,4,11,1,0,9,78,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191538554477108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249193629205403,0.12215033537421853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31943281659397743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983153009014081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680476918746162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973928002671766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511619920060436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479424420409339,0.10451328086322258,0.0,0.0,0.13371111222636511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24942870693449595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550489813117732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566119785366966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429448364478624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636668464751754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311336697840575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382961988530719,0.0,0.0,0.14883475658176334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560289459845625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498705090791799,0.13916018420479231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146400797665847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937400218164772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979128044715364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628866693389314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946107142532196,0.1356170651405254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995077532833696,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ComplimentLauncher,2020/03/02,Last few months when I have slept too few hours I've actually had less anxiety Can someone explain this?,1.9208333333333345,4.750470750000002,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,91.5,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.1526666666666667,85,4,16,2,3,27,18,20,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.1045,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.4586587582803455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35955385342944607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628619423902202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831182067963347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751548788334492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982351676235307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymoose03,2020/03/02,"I'm scared of every boss I have, whether they're nice or not. I'm scared of every job. It makes me feel like I can't function or do anything. I have to go into work tomorrow and I'm so anxious even though I haven't done anything wrong. For some reason I just have such a hard time talking to my bosses and being a normal person, but it happens with every single job I have. It makes me feel like I'll never be able to be happy because the anxiety is crippling. 

I have a weird fear that my boss/coworkers (especially now that I'm working at a really prestigious company/organization) will think I'm stupid, and that I can't help feeling that I only got hired because they didn't realize I was stupid before. I struggle with making mistakes and whenever I tell myself not to be so hard on myself I feel like I'm just making excuses for myself. 

Don't know where else to rant... It feels like no one understands me in my real life and I feel very alone",3.673824175824176,4.71994564615385,5.272912087912085,82.0667307692308,72.02564102564101,8.032967032967035,26.749084249084248,8.418075326091056,1.792062271062271,751,25,150,12,14,255,109,195,0.21100000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.1,-0.9599,2,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,9,15,2,4,5,0,19,1,0,7,1,38,41,12,0,2,8,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,11,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,4,8,24,6,15,32,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,8,96,32,7,0.1134384303476344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748800259955655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678008872130248,0.12815313732736533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670032519085733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830202848494816,0.0,0.09652774909065057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160868992274173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476325245399574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492501338129569,0.0,0.2867303103817941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764977190201307,0.3441472729633526,0.3241617492256806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446967415621385,0.0,0.0907270755468306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031322932024372,0.12075731848409794,0.20323710402601866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603538868253311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514027656615385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234279464781321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012491812747842,0.2216811482856416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028841324835748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874907107414994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111455764813756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686881621320961,0.08627503801082094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905006185532207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911776856857074,0.0726715632377142,0.11663359954126312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714331654431796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859047752318184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911775133420582,0.09915018812504472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268676572370343,0.11145268185818108,0.0,0.06614686098339738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809340661300365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359858527029773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651690566765253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402711572200566,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eliii33,2020/03/02,"How do you talk to a doctor? It doesn't make any sense to me. I never went to the doctors as a kid and dont have a primary care dr. I have health insurance  through my work but literally never use it. How tf do you just find a doctor to talk with your issues about? How will I not sound like a scam "" hi dr. I have anxiety plz help"" like WHAT?? Is that really what your supposed to do??",-0.7098795180722917,1.320204337349402,2.006036144578317,95.46351204819281,89.96385542168676,5.7296385542168675,16.73373493975904,7.1686216300943375,-0.024950843373493736,292,7,71,5,10,101,56,83,0.121,0.772,0.107,0.4143,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,10,6,0,5,2,13,14,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,10,3,9,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,49,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519035796209652,0.0,0.15208093931043898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268916088223266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104385982485512,0.0,0.0,0.23299132804890085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169898128523426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113143859536883,0.0,0.0,0.1332509968825992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074948453725311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424661668052207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270009298521884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066525897026173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735593799452466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195747337291309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169878750863612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428896574586956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472827612020497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwway0100,2020/03/02,"Extreme public speaking fear, can anyone relate? Im a university student and I have no idea how ive made it this far given how crippling my anxiety is over this. Despite all anti-anxiety meds I still can barely get the words out and turn red in the face. I have 3 upcoming capstone projects that haunt my sleeping and waking life. I guess im just looking to see if im completely alone in this?",3.8144725738396623,5.248179329113924,5.22854430379747,81.02779535864978,72.16455696202532,7.79831223628692,30.888185654008442,8.344100000000001,2.407479324894515,313,14,59,5,6,105,59,79,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.8873,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,6,4,3,3,1,13,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,5,11,1,6,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,2,1,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187704336291373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982246245778632,0.0,0.0,0.136291723964999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043686037071252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933778741103568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183700330375577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147249814184457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003954619071167,0.6316371033812925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376768794546851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636826607141893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443683673004926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165107929471327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532500967499727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505952067837395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155662367682096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201563059384476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyThrowForToday,2020/03/02,"First time dealing with anxiety? I'm not sure where to go with this, but I'm kinda freaking the fuck out and I feel like anxiety fits what I'm feeling as a general term.  I don't know, and I'm trying to hold it together, and I need to vent and just talk about what's repeating through my mind on a loop.

I'm in a really unsatisfying marriage.  In some ways it's good, in other ways bad.  I'm getting older, 38, and I just feel time closing in on me.  I look around and I feel obsessed with knowing the age of everyone around me.  I'm realizing that the time I have to find a good relationship is so short, and I don't know what happened to the last 10 years.  I'm realizing that all the women that seem to be single are all in their mid to late twenties and I'm realizing that I'm about to hit 40 and that just wouldn't work even if I did burn my marriage.  I'm concerned about my health, and I'm wondering if im too old and my body has aged too far to be able to achieve my fitness goals.  I'm wondering if the time over the last decade where I didn't take the best care of myself has done permenant damage.  I constantly compare my accomplishments and my stage or position in life to everyone around me, and I feel like I can't breathe sometimes.  

I just don't know what to do.  I can't figure out how to keep this feeling, these distractions at bay for long enough to do what I need to do.",5.127936440677967,4.2402865288135585,6.2806250000000015,82.8728019067797,68.45762711864407,10.08686440677966,31.318855932203395,9.516144504307137,2.419139830508476,1086,38,250,20,16,367,142,295,0.106,0.809,0.085,-0.7182,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,6,17,13,1,2,12,0,19,5,2,1,3,63,56,21,0,6,10,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,16,22,0,2,18,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,3,7,28,7,41,49,7,44,0,1,1,1,7,23,1,9,19,153,44,4,0.11216784907169364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161619504588335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995594999163704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365546872067844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771323739439145,0.0,0.0,0.12459319388715592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436259772385557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121359648808085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156401271191914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147866534457332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158993724471224,0.0,0.07408580643167423,0.0,0.0,0.21436237327114654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402926085444842,0.16026546757802784,0.0,0.0,0.10251938195960583,0.09540991511941037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369736901814068,0.058603071582717665,0.0,0.06374757353653973,0.188162140067566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991896584940884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922917835811912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116052509696858,0.0,0.0,0.09969993805627113,0.0,0.0,0.2465780656285087,0.1828635356736361,0.12653021944048168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922746899672903,0.10959909047904996,0.0,0.0,0.0992650167120849,0.0941927430255556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132575521029771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634207762601194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770128893759248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185759633725355,0.0,0.0,0.12042629225732772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211339706507958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109368708563792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571687029810392,0.0,0.0843362630408589,0.09015626824122032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616238992946094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615460662869229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806723521898607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432824951163123,0.08165953003682781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223241723478144
anxiety,Whoknew98,2020/03/02,"Would I be wrong to completely ignore my therapists' advice? I just feel like this is going behind exposure and more to, no I am refusing to be feel so unwanted, territory.  Background,  3rd yr college student.  Been seeing her since the middle of the summer. I have been in this social/political group for three years. I'm on the eboard. Lately, and honestly before this year but it has gotten more worse, I have been feeling left out. little things . Asking everyone but me if they can go to an event in the group chat.  Not being put on the agenda.  Not getting texts about setting up the meeting I offered to help with. Not being first choice in something that directly relates to my position and instead it going to new members.  My events get pushed to the side. Not feeling ""welcome "", blank stares when they look at me ( people usually smile or look away, but I think they stare), no conversation including me in the meetings. I told her this and she said while she understood,  she wanted me to have ""experiences "" as I am lacking in a social life, so this might be our only chance. I'm thinking idc, I will rather be alone than feel like this. Maybe it is anxiety,  or maybe I'm right. she agreed I'm getting better, so my thoughts can't be that skewed. she wants me to do a pro/con list,  and honestly I'm just done. I'm not even sure they'll re elect me. I didn't attend last week meeting with no notice because I just could not go. I instead went to an event where only two people showed up. Ate pizza and walked to my dorm with a girl who lived close by. I don't feel too afraid of social situations,  it's just this one. I think this is similar to another social thing. I had some roommates and she insisted that I try. Update: I was right. They were closer to each other, and in the end I had to move out. Blame was on all sides, but I'm getting the same exact feeling. does anyone have any experience with this? Any advice will be appreciated.",2.5339242391998305,4.814429233595803,3.7876257359721945,86.24781017237709,78.18635170603675,6.638603958288997,23.15818968574873,7.730073105063049,1.1760256934099451,1522,49,298,24,37,496,209,381,0.086,0.82,0.094,0.6418,1,1,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,5,2,16,10,0,1,15,0,38,3,0,0,3,60,76,21,0,8,18,0,7,2,0,5,1,1,1,1,20,16,2,2,12,2,0,10,12,3,0,4,17,13,44,7,42,45,7,52,0,0,5,0,33,25,0,5,18,208,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834266155112539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720472017350948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276482458653232,0.09841438683759676,0.07179826070869277,0.0,0.0,0.06562508876339485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774107433692872,0.0,0.08817917744713041,0.0,0.0,0.05721269270416071,0.0,0.07986307224335125,0.0,0.0,0.08300647604155062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840441788068813,0.0,0.0,0.07493499869850452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213250534989645,0.09604550511997627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831270270114519,0.0,0.0,0.06198986108010311,0.0,0.0,0.0896817783318235,0.0,0.18361497324788398,0.0,0.0,0.3321887772749735,0.1340990204414139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983239528304638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613993239746175,0.0,0.21335818117162406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290853973712511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650375773043343,0.1058717061112669,0.0,0.10197294045893104,0.0,0.06629204747018398,0.09170491245941646,0.09406663631593258,0.08287504111091855,0.0,0.15762790029944712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885784609281181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956455025754868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975223733540503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064504013349242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068537100182749,0.0,0.0,0.06359808324890334,0.14276080522680365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013346882819046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434946545196472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030206988031906,0.08927690448609826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478970292953792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763722314171144,0.10549613336128756,0.0,0.3826904412642427,0.0,0.07225360340654781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845654004787817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897204287954344,0.12470521505869787,0.1804140822762622,0.0,0.07450980784505673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896817783318235,0.0,0.06372088950501352,0.0,0.09168198557085752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103367220284026,0.0,0.11071536187036222,0.0,0.07528423529176839,0.0,0.0,0.08700384984700749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564552072219186,0.06667138157165413,0.10261491225428787,0.0,0.12087814726006105
anxiety,Emsaic,2020/03/02,"I just had a panic atack while puking I hate puking, is one of the few things I really hate. I wasn't feeling well probably because of something I ate so I sat on the toilet while I tried to breathe so I wouldn't puke. I tried really hard but at one point it all came out, really strong. I fucking puked all over the wall and toilet and it went on for a bit, all while I was having a panic attack because my stupid mind thinks I won't be able to breathe while I'm puking and so I thought that if I wouldn't stop puking soon I wouldnt be able to breathe. What a fucking shitty night",2.0020799999999994,3.2819100480000003,3.539400000000004,91.95070000000004,76.52000000000002,6.28,21.3,6.742157984588678,0.2810800000000002,456,11,103,4,10,151,69,125,0.331,0.601,0.068,-0.9872,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,6,2,7,0,11,6,3,0,3,19,23,12,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,3,0,0,2,5,8,1,2,8,2,16,2,11,9,5,16,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,7,71,21,0,0.3205241865519837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232126728842094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538856912414826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496469833913528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183297140398938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103332969745672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29631944560937595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143563356892127,0.31645127589278016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181902862144054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503951180875847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171954840387717,0.0,0.0,0.3760660721247742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149947943221434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278964238071726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080040020940989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337758910132875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398628604023485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647101360283548,0.10268947827155164,0.0,0.12723020061160425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176148829086158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409486855878034,0.14856456606405075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Whispers_of_Eggplant,2020/03/02,"I'm feeling stuck and cant get out of this funk. COVID19 is really dragging me down I've been through a lot of shit in the past year's span. I had a cancer scare. I had a wide cut on my leg I didnt get stitched. I've dealt with losing 2 jobs and being out of money. My mom is about to have her 10th baby.

But none of that comes remotely close to the sheer terror I feel over the COVID19 virus. I dont get panic attacks as often as I used to, but in the span of one week I've had multiple. Hell I've had at least 4 or 5 today.

No one in my family is taking this seriously. When it gets to our state (Arkansas), *then* theyll be concerned. But by then itll be too late. I live with my grandparents, and they're at the age where COVID will really harm them. My grandma has diabetes, and I know it will kill her. I'm not ready for either of them to go. They wont even talk about prepping. I dont have the money to buy enough resources for 3 people.

And if I get it, even if it's mild, I'll be so embarrassed and ashamed. Ashamed I wasnt careful enough, that I could let myself get sick. That I'm just another infected person, another confirmed case. I dont want that. I dont know if I'd be able to live with the knowledge that I had this virus at one point, that I was a statistic. And even if I do make it, then what? Lung damage?

At this point, I dont know what I'm supposed to do. It feels like no one around me is as serious as I am, and that it will be inevitable. I cant stand that thought, and I have no way of hiding away till it blows over. I feel trapped and I'm running out of options and I just dont even want to be on the planet anymore. I've been praying a lot but I'm such an anxious mess that prayer does almost nothing for my peace of mind.

I'm sorry if this makes anyone else upset. I just need to get my worries out of my system and talk to someone. I need to know I'm not crazy, I'm not alone. I need hope.",0.5165307635285394,1.9600014882629109,2.6041709908574298,96.3591326908822,81.06572769953051,5.798764516926119,20.600197677291824,6.5966054737557815,0.02836713615023445,1478,40,368,14,38,499,197,426,0.242,0.722,0.036000000000000004,-0.9981,2,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,4,1,16,21,5,7,14,0,44,7,3,3,0,65,83,32,1,12,17,1,4,1,0,6,4,0,0,1,25,22,0,0,10,0,3,3,18,18,0,4,12,4,44,3,55,56,7,43,2,2,0,0,11,25,2,12,12,235,69,1,0.08017834713081899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028703291326783,0.08304058710320694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814797569106768,0.0,0.09057871039866064,0.07951537578920832,0.05606256455329525,0.08215219167422587,0.0,0.0713757277431543,0.0,0.09121444478331757,0.07533019643919626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174716850659007,0.0,0.0,0.0690665465771623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640158860124745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701646118865263,0.0,0.5638105542008962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697872076700813,0.0,0.0,0.16569133121862664,0.0,0.21182816839961885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755850099847777,0.0,0.162162325596482,0.05727942721064835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932291399562893,0.0,0.04556720238517914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963518985378665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956463780541947,0.0,0.08870546168982453,0.0,0.17625569095269025,0.0,0.09044466788654684,0.0,0.0,0.08198779219047965,0.0,0.03917109044337059,0.0,0.14159789890385566,0.0,0.0,0.08969906161246602,0.0,0.1363295270515917,0.0,0.0,0.10703933860978118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809572743246168,0.09390391112090772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835368538406413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693328649400101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732369219110487,0.0,0.0,0.09407201496806092,0.0,0.0,0.07653930470544923,0.0555855705051183,0.07000864009161352,0.0,0.0,0.15158890794139074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272860451183456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027251270369684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230192113597756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793485333537212,0.0,0.0,0.08975309531498897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028413872395873,0.12888863664388442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365265161358732,0.0,0.0,0.0759996980719599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924834882019604,0.0,0.0,0.09458253297420044,0.06364183995757837,0.06431423378499819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142500346093359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051632226801877575
anxiety,SurveyPuppy,2020/03/02,"Scared to Talk in Class... Hey guys!

So I need some help. Theres this cute guy in my philosophy class and originally we didnt talk, but one day he started talking to me and we became friends. I started to like him, but I realized he was not interested in me (never really waits for me after class, doesnt really talk unless I start the convo). Since then I havent contributed to class discussions because I dont wanna look dumb in front of him. Sometimes my voice will crack and this never happened before!!:( How do I stop being nervous and giving this guy so much power over me? I dont want my grade to suffer because of this.

Thank you!!",2.8489477451682177,4.7392398503937025,4.336349319971369,84.53683607730855,75.69291338582677,7.137866857551898,23.356478167501788,8.00094639256281,1.2571322834645673,499,15,99,8,11,166,80,127,0.11699999999999999,0.7170000000000001,0.165,0.8246,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,1,4,9,1,2,1,0,9,0,0,2,2,21,19,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,2,2,20,5,16,15,2,16,0,1,1,0,19,5,1,1,11,67,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805220305924014,0.0,0.12599515325441898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549175538220124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470697125672092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439714289961853,0.0,0.0,0.14204053300116315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398324643321589,0.13093624186533495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924700969477987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233865524419003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434001659042444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884718190822217,0.1097907122531322,0.22839868560202364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003348609131422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971259215368685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824212337035791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248356534771078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644326006122912,0.0,0.3144103540748698,0.0,0.0,0.12379166568413222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760465203058236,0.0,0.13632132746670347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733447508736478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catnthetinfoilhat,2020/03/02,"How do I cure anxiety? I have dp/dr from anxiety, I’m disassociated from my brain, I don’t need to cure my anxiety, I just want to be able to think again.",0.5831372549019598,1.9950953529411777,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,80.76470588235293,9.239215686274509,23.098039215686285,9.725611199111238,1.9369921568627453,118,4,30,4,3,45,22,34,0.17300000000000001,0.782,0.044000000000000004,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,8,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.3366897917427477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7727003073681492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37585715758442106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965121439638702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573722361081615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985883625015795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shesellsseashells94,2020/03/02,"Been off meds for almost two years, feel like I’m spiraling down again 25/F   I was on medication for anxiety/OCD/ depression for most of my life. My parents started me on Prozac when I was just a child, and as a teenager I switched from Paxil, to Luvox, to Zoloft, and finally settled on Lexapro.

When I finished grad school I decided I wanted to try going off Lexapro- mostly out of the desire to understand how my body functions without medication, since I’d never gotten that baseline back to age 7. I think something clicked with me when I watched Garden State as a teenager, and always after that I wanted to see what it would be like to go off.

After the initial withdrawal from Lexapro it seemed like I was doing all right- stable. But over the past year I feel like the weight of my anxiety is becoming increasingly unbearable and debilitating. I’ve experienced a number of triggering events, such as personal health scares and relationship changes, and it feels like with each new event I keep falling into major depressive and panic episodes. During these episodes I have difficulty caring for myself, and since I have been off medication I have lost 30lbs mostly due to anxiety. My lows are incredibly low, and my highs are clouded by lows.

My parents have been repeatedly telling me for the past few months that I need to go back on meds. My mom even told me that she liked me more as a person before I went off, which really hurt me. I kept avoiding going back on because I wanted to keep strong, and I didn’t want a “crutch” to bring me happiness. I wanted to feel like the “real” me could make it in the real world.

I’ve persisted for a long time in refusing to start again. However, I think I am now going to give a low dose of Lexapro a try. It is really painful emotionally, but everyone close to me thinks it would help me- my boyfriend, my therapist, my sister, my parents. And it took a long time, but now I am on board too. Just to function in every day settings, I need some support. I plan to meet with a psychiatrist next week. I know that nobody will think less of me for taking them, but it hurts a lot inside thinking of having to rely on meds.",6.280863309352517,6.607499273381298,6.7051280575539565,76.69904460431658,65.85851318944843,9.933390887290168,32.50733812949641,9.791249743138472,3.0115218992805755,1715,66,323,34,25,558,220,417,0.086,0.8320000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.0165,4,1,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,4,16,24,0,3,19,0,24,11,1,3,2,67,66,23,0,11,7,5,5,7,0,3,9,0,1,3,16,18,1,5,13,1,0,10,3,13,0,1,13,9,53,11,64,48,12,74,0,9,3,0,17,27,0,7,42,219,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520984608703153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249590054287775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491487989652023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326032455774848,0.0,0.04578516001474076,0.08295092191858543,0.06391140442975027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342809317989143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657764570865401,0.0,0.0794543403355516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599676530495813,0.0,0.0,0.04843846799102644,0.0,0.1293808781692631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448642827624342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049608147680098025,0.0,0.06328175749707332,0.07176894456901589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190751366290706,0.21462877618705836,0.0,0.08227717930507862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205046952658267,0.21342813114716516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995389815048394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983632726224285,0.0,0.0,0.0503433315584618,0.07935576097249998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080940628758572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335189421297186,0.0,0.0,0.04127741089534204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305102517760772,0.2568579387586473,0.0,0.0,0.1329364920408068,0.0,0.0,0.08198929082248264,0.06385416408241434,0.0,0.0,0.05013519549785804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502842795396743,0.2269903255629699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796562092415602,0.05995051566343301,0.0,0.0,0.11138331010671904,0.05792794559826589,0.07253980665644726,0.07987824557096937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992024301568533,0.08812309422977298,0.2501957478624287,0.0,0.14339823300541849,0.0,0.13116287537342813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097877043218246,0.0962322588557612,0.0,0.0,0.08063791944247521,0.0,0.06414185011458841,0.0,0.0,0.07519624410564847,0.07601333959688558,0.0598513783259636,0.06837553271951985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426028269719552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578218335346735,0.0,0.0,0.10632370519630928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523170619771972,0.0,0.0,0.05647189378409489,0.0,0.06564773168588603,0.0,0.0,0.08720621569364184,0.0,0.2406309752698913,0.0,0.0,0.08759219652160825,0.0,0.0,0.07176894456901589,0.08344778865692731,0.10198684887475996,0.0,0.07336963497831654,0.07819011156514845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150332031810735,0.0,0.060247133922615374,0.09146135042256298,0.0,0.06962589940910127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724014639321805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067091839024745,0.0,0.0,0.09673422195324866
anxiety,rslashmichael18,2020/03/02,"Beaches are super stressful for me- Need help with hobby suggestions to keep me occupied!  

(sorry for the long post, feel free to skip to the TL;DR)

Basically, whenever I go to the beach it seems like everyone I'm with just wants nothing more than to lay there and maybe chat a little but mostly just ""relax"" quietly. I could totally do this in a forest area, but something about the vast openness of the skyline and desolate (though admittedly pretty) terrain makes me want to do something, anything. I had fun as a kid just running around and playing games like tag, but as a 25-year old I am so uneasy and anxious just sitting and doing nothing- it feels like I'm wasting time because all of my relaxing hobbies require non-beach settings (crafting terrain and sculptures for D&D, writing music on guitar, painting, lifting weights, etc.).

Generally, I get through beach days by bringing a shovel and just digging sand literally for a few hours with breaks here and there just to keep me busy and, while my family/friends poke fun at me for it, this is much more fun than sitting still for me and I get some exercise in as well. I also skim board which is a blast. Here is my issue that I really need advice on:

I have been coaxed into a tropical vacation which I'll need to fly to. I learned that this location does not allow skimboarding and I am unlikely to find a shovel to dig with as the location is geared toward adults and digging a large hole (which I usually do) would be frowned upon. Furthermore, as I will be flying, I can't bring things like clay for sculpting or glue/styrofoam for crafting, and I can't bring my guitar due to associated costs and fear of humidity damage. This vacation is very important to my SO, and I want them to see that I'm content and having a good time so they can enjoy themselves, but I have no clue what I can do to keep myself occupied without annoying my SO or their friends by asking they play games or do anything besides lay there. Here's the kicker- I don't enjoy reading and I don't drink at all, so I can't really pass the time doing those. Finally, playing on my phone or playing a Nintendo DS or Switch would be hard because even at maximum screen brightness, the sun glare would make it difficult to see the screen.

I am well aware that this is kind of a silly issue (I realize my privilege) to have and I shouldn't be complaining about something most people dream about doing. I am just someone who likes making things with their hands and keeping busy and I am most relaxed at home. Also, I have already been trying meditation to try to become more content with sitting still and it might be helping, but I am not inherently enjoying sitting still any more either. Any ideas for what I could do to fill my time at the beach? I am open to any kind of hobby that wouldn't pose any issues with getting through airport security. The beach is my SO's absolute favorite place to be and it's extremely important to me to be able to find a way to enjoy it with them. I am actually considering taking powerful anxiety medicine just to be able to lay there and be content just because otherwise my SO will probably have a bad time worrying about me being so bored and restless with nothing to do to occupy myself. I do have a diagnosed anxiety disorder which I am already treating and managing very well, other than beaches being still hard for me.

TL;DR: I can't sit still at beaches because I am too anxious and everyone I go with just wants to drink and sit/lay around. I need to fly to a tropical vacation and can't bring any of my fun hobby stuff with me on a plane which I usually have with me at beaches. What can I do to occupy myself and have fun so I don't ruin the vacation for my SO, who loves being at beaches?",6.793673530587768,6.631702378415303,7.3319432227109145,74.29550379848061,64.83333333333333,10.584086365453821,36.15966946554711,10.210567758152694,3.697290177262429,2999,134,549,63,41,990,299,732,0.079,0.743,0.17800000000000002,0.9978,2,0,5,0,0,0,74.0,0,0,6,3,46,46,1,3,31,0,75,7,1,4,3,113,111,58,0,15,24,0,7,5,1,8,2,1,1,2,32,46,3,6,9,28,2,9,14,10,3,0,3,13,73,37,99,86,15,62,0,2,5,1,23,25,0,11,24,408,105,4,0.13312787343941196,0.0,0.0649568002751247,0.0,0.0,0.06504550858044364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690991877467474,0.10646231229172183,0.0,0.07212199762568243,0.0,0.2263287977202535,0.0,0.10184245879413666,0.15039660364391538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955289661068476,0.11851203210927942,0.062228295361965995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055578106783460264,0.16230703200083624,0.0735146384440071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629177422771692,0.0,0.0,0.04292823248711936,0.0,0.0,0.06756099461064115,0.0,0.0,0.07628803830981326,0.0,0.05825054958986856,0.0,0.0,0.13041463365987566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423638482450279,0.0439648524239272,0.0,0.0,0.12720938814103933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490293468564105,0.06731345285599884,0.0475532896926614,0.0,0.07291753905691546,0.1216764645088426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285426478132118,0.0,0.10433072883262123,0.0,0.07565963840866516,0.055830672015902284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925642562248588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923280735130389,0.0,0.06676905582152595,0.0,0.06555206938492733,0.0,0.0,0.07514258236632383,0.0,0.2084263682450564,0.0,0.2366603415384912,0.0,0.1386321939180367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259888603466688,0.06671455156676613,0.0,0.058906989352006923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007655171913559,0.0,0.13329583391352975,0.0,0.06687242123613292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061381784791265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893215243370491,0.1974252625963294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916096775655764,0.0,0.06984765432795367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614705254018943,0.0,0.06954514646035008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374985140588793,0.06771945381115561,0.07176718203376724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658194986631825,0.0,0.08528512465931164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608567900733296,0.060597308022994414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639940757446775,0.15373251151963482,0.0,0.0745128774879453,0.0,0.0,0.2657902292424977,0.0,0.07624876461635674,0.0,0.07619978226173088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050047796429082816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844424363953804,0.0,0.06539872986354482,0.0,0.19406983397129968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038508732223896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662154442922065,0.10984443786630772,0.15704453795766032,0.0528353546718796,0.0,0.08105694249564302,0.1795469193553434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416525965817542,0.0,0.0,0.06759890882924044,0.0,0.14185533249910476,0.0,0.0,0.0428649928630997
anxiety,SwarthyEagle,2020/03/02,"little bit of help? Hey, so i’ll cut straight to the point, i’m boarding at a school in australia, which is one that i used to go to about 4 years ago and i’m struggling quite a bit. I don’t know if it’s depression, anxiety or me not being strong enough to handle it but i’m having a hard time at school, social and academic wise, i’m struggling to make new friends to hang out with and i was never any good at the important subjects like maths and science, and i’m really not sure what to do. Any help or support is greatly appreciated and i’m sorry since there are probably people having a way harder time than me. Thanks in advance <3",2.499289131920716,4.077877766917293,4.030717703349281,87.69956937799044,75.84210526315789,6.941626794258375,24.87286397812713,7.686295010490155,1.1920887218045118,505,17,107,7,11,168,88,133,0.145,0.638,0.21600000000000005,0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,3,13,1,2,6,0,9,0,0,2,2,19,21,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,1,1,5,9,17,19,3,19,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,3,7,59,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858769995615086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263576581814475,0.0,0.1196011590030873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413698206219987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465708701793355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154302067704338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078939787895875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885272950570029,0.13113220478152052,0.0,0.17236754486379546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140051672867073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095854186295351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592144356196757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638077655476512,0.15669570008880895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043594614342326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058054515584432,0.15099602345289798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594134721180996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838781847440583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477936709777223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856305810476518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662889016342232,0.0,0.0,0.100156652497904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164527874429978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932767142095666,0.0,0.0,0.15937092299599687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750120060676773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326885090059153,0.0,0.0,0.17741498497387512,0.1473504317054905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393865655554228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232848927909415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502924218227866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409695778986428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006790858702431
anxiety,Candid-Strength,2020/03/02,"Lamictal side effects or neurological disorder I need help! I took up to 150 mg once a day and wasn’t experiencing issues until I hit 150 mg. I had a uti and then was experiencing pain and frequent urination, I also started having severe anxiety. After this developed I had pains all over my body. Then two weeks later I decided to get off of the medication bc I thought it was causing these issues, since decreasing I began have balance and dizziness issues as well as vision problems. I’ve been off of the medication for about two weeks now and still experiencing vision problems, balance problems and pain problems. I’m going to doctor tomorrow to request an MRI, really scared j might have a neurological disorder, but maybe medication side effects and withdrawal? Please help!",7.7413589128697025,9.060060482014393,8.854916067146283,59.085507593924895,62.884892086330936,11.645403677058356,38.46602717825739,11.429527900616536,5.1503326938449225,633,32,93,19,9,217,88,139,0.16399999999999998,0.737,0.1,-0.7253,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,6,0,10,12,2,3,1,21,19,15,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,8,1,2,9,3,10,1,16,8,1,22,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,14,63,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234030650639352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833326703112165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825973519517742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861819925687908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446778226601694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26467435052497545,0.11818714418275032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060327648793007185,0.0,0.0656235436787736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479251960387982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36155808216950536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600386542138486,0.0,0.0,0.3489678109482535,0.0,0.122494081582519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561860468658923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297043540792288,0.0,0.0,0.36860062894485657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674999757898767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419519440491956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397222906353472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560434847607222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044680487443805,0.0,0.0955169316866372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172936569486201,0.0,0.09221348177148404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166927844560026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829001440416904,0.0,0.0,0.22559235372657124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852441101948986,0.0,0.10382026095219606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JimmySteve3,2020/03/02,"Anxiety ruining dating opportunities I've been suffering with anxiety, depression and OCD for about 10 years now. I've been in a couple of relationships since then but my issues have been the reason they've ended.

I go out on dates every now and then but I always back out after the first date or first couple of dates because I'm worried my issues are going to ruin things again. I'm trying my best to get better.

I've been working with this girl for about 6 months and I've liked her for about 4-5 months but she recently got into a relationship with another coworker. I was usually really quiet around her but I still talked to her, I feel like if I didn't have these issues or if I was different things might have turned out differently for me.

I never told her how I felt and I know dating someone at work probably wouldn't have been the best idea anyway but who knows. Now during my shifts I see them happy together and I'm just trying to shut it out of my mind as much as I can. 

I can't stop thinking about how many opportunities and chances I'm ruining because of my mental issues. Do you have any advice on how to stop thinking about what I'm missing out on?",3.400992417484389,5.062512368644068,5.004210526315791,81.30814005352366,73.61864406779661,8.188760035682426,23.86173059768064,8.841846274778883,1.7078593220338991,933,27,183,19,19,315,129,236,0.08900000000000001,0.752,0.16,0.9706,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,9,17,14,0,0,5,0,19,0,0,4,1,43,38,22,0,3,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,16,0,2,8,0,0,2,4,6,0,2,11,4,27,8,36,25,3,40,0,6,1,0,13,13,0,5,27,128,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040351007176644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858633149296408,0.0,0.0,0.07239897044394475,0.11163647781625664,0.16288888639988447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947752693907822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186401781303408,0.0,0.12979857325974506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345418098299227,0.09415849571374002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356001300277792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169703342773353,0.0,0.0,0.22246382492280284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429524285112063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970026351163556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383124830876547,0.07605769238492376,0.10222185288850592,0.0,0.0,0.18111594679223772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556228919256101,0.0,0.12101155443150913,0.0,0.08514875082464432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333259404517278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018456454987678,0.0,0.44448179304647206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701933640390677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402557750333287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793748710039502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729037447677546,0.11294116707198935,0.10749799302739736,0.0,0.16995662779805318,0.0,0.07826307331392192,0.0,0.08211137285642632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478588105544807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820337581554146,0.10946242061989724,0.10512006517042606,0.22860435326419604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483778927318543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806787724317122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020635206764244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502205262894345,0.17801684962792613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557149359858109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414595103604651,0.13643528716325148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173063287773612,0.0,0.14456373496280364,0.11580193961409092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172547303801052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501369096407858,0.1081190606689892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855913570511016
anxiety,Sox_The_Fox2002,2020/03/02,"I'm tired of being a virgin. I know I'm only 17, but I'm worried of becoming an incel.

I dropped out of school last year, haven't left my house for months, lost total contact with my only friend a few months ago after she moved to another state.

I've been stalking facebook recently, all my ex-friends and cousins are currently going out to parties, and getting laid, and getting high (I'm a total sober, never been high once) getting their licenses, going to college, the list just goes on and on.    
I'm just sitting in a dark room, watching star trek, and crying, what have I become?",5.501416149068318,5.764247713043478,6.105838509316772,80.54782608695652,67.52173913043478,8.310559006211179,32.95031055900621,7.957251820313856,2.410639751552795,457,19,86,5,7,149,78,115,0.10400000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.069,-0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,4,16,18,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,1,8,1,14,14,4,24,0,1,1,1,5,9,0,0,9,48,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829838540279294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542512353697645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36953201039549616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837675134873608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25850595233044155,0.0,0.2622167828582224,0.0,0.1901570821724521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535161901806677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930378714846515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194186320826858,0.1363690978743889,0.0,0.0,0.18176829884594495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826240550904879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670691785571522,0.1778098621549116,0.0,0.0,0.1290294893649156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781654714130458,0.0,0.2544732807661297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518525825482153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931314051989566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228288791010206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989786802282392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773355704085012
anxiety,figgle-,2020/03/02,Need help and advice please I am trying out for the school team tomorrow because Ik it will be good for my anxiety/depression/derealisation but rn I’m freaking out any tips to get through thus stressful and anxiety ridden period or a good mindset. Or even a way to catch a break when I come home thank you!,3.881,5.8409784333333326,5.216666666666669,79.03500000000003,73.0,8.8,28.66666666666667,9.3871,2.6665666666666668,246,10,47,6,5,82,49,60,0.152,0.6559999999999999,0.192,0.1635,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,26,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26000955615545623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094300905546026,0.0,0.20354989211972435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219943648859014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292037070327932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757428301302011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901542212094162,0.0,0.0,0.4463492889063239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834730744878444,0.0,0.26689917486929177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972943867371784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29207510602192943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692863985680337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047928731433028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449700174977601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065033966690544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112013176215192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scared_Duck,2020/03/02,"Does it get better? I suffer from Anxiety daily. 

From the moment I wake up to moment I fall asleep. I wake up every morning and feel fuzzy, like every thing around me is clouded.
I smoke weed everyday and used to get panic attacks to the point where I felt like I was going to die, I know it doesn’t help but it does at the same time. 

I don’t get the panic attacks anymore but constantly feel dizzy, fatigued and scared that i could drop dead at any moment. I live in constant fear that something may be wrong with me and I could be sick but I’m even more scared to go to the doctors to find out. 

I can’t ask my boss to go home when I feel so sick and anxious to the point I have anxiety attacks at work and cry. I can’t get up to use the bathroom and if I do it can’t be too long because what are my colleagues thinking? 

I have pinched nerves and bad back issues which means my body spasms sometimes and nerves burn and hurt in different areas especially in my left arm which makes my anxiety spike and I get worried its something serious. 

I have felt like this for nearly over a year and it’s terrifying, I don’t know where to go for help and how this is ever going away. I get cramps and pains and headaches.

But the worst is my mind sometimes I don’t feel anxious or stressed at all and then most of the time I’m constantly worried but I can’t pinpoint what about, I’m just terrified? Of nothing.

I give myself reasons to worry and it makes me feel so alone.

Does it get better? How do I stop these feelings? How do I help myself?

Anyone else have experiences they wanna share?",1.9764621676891598,3.9136630061349713,3.126527607361965,92.00165235173826,78.4478527607362,5.819059304703478,23.136605316973416,6.742157984588678,0.5673974642126801,1244,40,267,12,30,400,158,326,0.332,0.606,0.062,-0.9987,1,1,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,15,23,3,6,10,0,26,11,5,9,2,60,59,31,2,4,8,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,1,0,18,20,0,1,14,0,0,6,8,17,0,0,3,8,39,6,36,50,5,44,0,3,0,0,7,21,0,4,19,172,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172036679417928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053657175567851684,0.0,0.1810831878274614,0.17827729055726835,0.07825120103251484,0.05517125418469867,0.0808460955149508,0.0,0.07024096113533845,0.07376424483225061,0.26929281733121035,0.07413255973296168,0.060672022675856876,0.06588123701993383,0.04809892178817096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956770116306308,0.0,0.08764414774358975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25580038590442783,0.0,0.12599625961439656,0.0,0.08667193486343784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188951287187321,0.08243750179169165,0.0,0.08076121091613941,0.2071473005921242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591385994997903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211510486264225,0.0713728525779339,0.13295942630711652,0.0,0.0,0.077182892641101,0.0,0.08878852265946345,0.2393762831566588,0.0,0.15151972116941653,0.0,0.07211649030513756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885672381167964,0.07569155371400567,0.22421376236618826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866232419457388,0.0,0.07914677643327374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446797011672066,0.0,0.0,0.08235489213439079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672674541856107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857290271759442,0.0,0.0,0.1156449872439519,0.0,0.06967335275054505,0.06982723148074578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053375742843208,0.0,0.0,0.0859491867797382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967017555213285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571016306950752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395902770385524,0.18515282312980114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917887253739226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112607520892025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799260122001674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148774178958817,0.15607541947041068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659669695297468,0.09038384401503699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242006714053103,0.05055826147857281,0.0,0.0,0.09201868484003356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362948086685468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744278392688064,0.2403914054981857,0.0,0.0,0.08626873523224471,0.0,0.05081135213321174
anxiety,Iwaslikeameliooo,2020/03/02,"Afternoon anxiety I wake up okay and actually am quite happy in the morning, and at night once I’m home winding down and in bed watching shows, I’m also pretty content. But from like 2-6pm every time, I experience debilitating anxiety. Anybody else experience anxiety no matter what a certain time of day?",3.2603571428571456,6.330131464285718,6.0728571428571465,65.77214285714288,82.57142857142857,8.914285714285715,33.0,9.23628265651192,4.30885,246,14,37,8,7,88,45,56,0.11800000000000001,0.644,0.23800000000000002,0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,7,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,6,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.21590405410211305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693024237271698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077574551144088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268528299040065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848225348057044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640918780240054,0.0,0.0,0.4328418293934059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355203427552855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192764698045414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808955656276632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076242614681192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356196309560213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508658920209126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353222165274164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25802049211696426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tokenreddithandle,2020/03/02,"Overwhelmed by being talked at My mother talks a lot, non-stop. Most of the times this issue has occurred has involved her, but it’s happened with others as well....

Someone will start rapid fire talking to me, sometimes even other people, and I start to feel so overwhelmed and trapped and like I’m seconds from a full blown panic attack (which luckily hasn’t happened in a year or two). 

Does this happen to anyone else? What do you think it’s all about? Any advice?

It’s weird, I’m not an overly social person, I’m. Dry introverted, but I can hang when I need to, but there’s just something about being talked at that just sends me into meltdown.",2.884285714285713,5.180756714285717,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285716,77.09523809523809,4.834920634920637,22.404761904761905,5.46131890053228,0.240361904761905,510,15,96,2,12,159,93,126,0.146,0.773,0.081,-0.89,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,9,7,1,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,18,19,10,0,1,7,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,2,0,2,8,2,16,16,4,13,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,3,6,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860585893498955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037525617852424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348978491471508,0.16630410395366635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464920044342495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203714680330806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558781469021675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720314644051432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206798779120872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305862619474789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940776738040395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929567019837093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798877045574398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034959843088648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904338988108521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252418599207324,0.14172140660129526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545294142223707,0.1375233536795263,0.12495291152270648,0.16052712638063787,0.0,0.22976539684086625,0.0,0.0,0.1356970635168717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218292729637725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400064862865672,0.0,0.0,0.094643314756534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585516914194932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593471547830228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045212676427313
anxiety,smithsqueen,2020/03/02,"Giving up on life Has anyone kind of just given up on life because everything makes you anxious? I’ve stopped trying to make and maintain friendships, I’m not transferring from community college in the fall since I missed 90% of the deadlines due to carelessness and I don’t think I have the motivation to continue my associate’s degree classes in the summer. I don’t think I have it in me to plan to move out of my parent’s house or try to find a relationship either, only thing I have left is my job that I half ass and don’t show up on time for. Wondering if anyone else has fallen into this pattern.",4.9335743801652905,5.7138223884297545,6.107097107438017,78.21700929752069,68.91735537190083,9.02520661157025,30.001033057851238,9.188382445141503,2.5362966942148755,483,18,92,9,8,162,82,121,0.122,0.816,0.062,-0.7269,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,5,0,9,3,1,3,0,18,18,5,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,12,1,22,17,1,20,0,1,0,1,4,12,1,3,5,61,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663730943722154,0.0,0.26816992848588883,0.19648358527456325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689678444684985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019316009964027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723439828603517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526766731673912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395629070274305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126845165431547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902949267509994,0.0,0.0,0.19969138108257847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083507745716053,0.0,0.2708953841320905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25600623168847403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381344129673945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584420246001414,0.0,0.0,0.2129298255735882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588141407116672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862811746297373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032223449190047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739864141243715,0.2457476373419114,0.0,0.0,0.11181839391536444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603886212363993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795850795722048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,222emily22,2020/03/02,"I’m always nervous at school and don’t feel good So when I’m at school I will always be nervous about my stomach growling and I don’t feel good. No one really understands how I feel and school feels like torture because all I think about is being called on, my stomach growling, or something on my face or clothes. I have 2 types I think of anxiety which would be social anxiety and really extreme anxiety. One day I was just on a trip for school and my stomach was growling really bad and ever since I always worry about my stomach growling. I have never had a major problem with school before that happened I would only worry about getting called on but overall I still had fun at school. Also I always feel like throwing up which makes me more nervous so I never feel good and want to go home also to mention that I have really bad gas and it makes my stomach hurt more so I always need to go to the bathroom. I’m also only in 7th grade and I don’t think I should be worrying about all of this but I have talked to the counselor at my school but it didn’t help fully and she said I should maybe try to talk to a therapist but they’re a lot of money but I’m trying to get one because my anxiety has ruled my life for a couple months now and it’s exhausting. Please if you’re going threw this please tell in the comments because I feel like I’m the only one going threw this. Or if you have any advice I would be happy to get some.",2.788712121212121,4.318037303030305,4.17497053872054,87.17134469696974,74.95959595959596,6.566161616161617,24.49621212121212,7.1686216300943375,1.015716161616162,1137,36,230,12,24,376,130,297,0.125,0.7490000000000001,0.126,0.6346,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,17,17,1,3,9,0,26,8,6,3,5,52,57,29,0,10,11,0,7,3,0,6,2,1,1,0,10,12,0,0,11,0,1,8,7,9,0,4,8,8,33,8,31,38,7,27,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,7,11,155,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961387649432156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709092853815596,0.2963825620918126,0.0,0.0,0.04844492822166371,0.0,0.21799040404473405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896309355863074,0.1302798063208223,0.0,0.06061909862001062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548586388405788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882454210483185,0.0,0.0459432286670802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443970789593742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521438718101507,0.15267935824360251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165823175222704,0.0,0.16194694572253346,0.17925555158831638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299636734867753,0.07583518591530672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477499658759136,0.0,0.07145847433652994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626276832554503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031817647926837,0.10441125621947778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605648069283922,0.0,0.0,0.09510510330151553,0.0,0.07156909945674612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686224944902742,0.0,0.0,0.05282277803333205,0.10988773845317956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309342213941064,0.16254129264047068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563979467394649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816605318250088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825499796805692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776455407377105,0.0,0.0,0.5046833377237644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058929594792829734,0.0,0.0,0.07261913719411106,0.0,0.05484322337621185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056891516710955825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451833747866605,0.06226598142778865,0.0,0.0,0.08271391055443668,0.0,0.13694112608914738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673314027512367,0.0,0.0,0.07416225830692305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042018577869876485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170398322538976,0.0,0.15181831631681042,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pug9449,2020/03/02,"I'm afraid I will never be able to drive on my own 25 years old and finally need to starting. I'm actually pretty good, but anxious almost constantly. I'm honestly afraid to drive on my own even though I know I can do it. I'm afraid I will make one mistake or have one obstacle in my way and just freeze up.

And on top of that I feel like a massive failure for being an adult and only now learning how to drive.",4.604318181818184,4.03300988636364,6.024000000000001,83.221,69.45454545454545,9.312727272727274,30.1,8.841846274778883,2.1129472727272725,322,11,72,5,5,110,60,88,0.139,0.711,0.151,-0.2253,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,3,2,0,7,0,0,2,1,16,16,8,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,2,0,2,8,3,11,12,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,8,46,10,1,0.2377043952466233,0.0,0.23196520048945826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802661551073975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685383067625821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568740052281046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700151121685066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019048445462772,0.16981606745977165,0.0,0.2603935460936285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993751689242224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063611912055956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613036060471707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866952963200026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625479713391554,0.1833322836253354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24943077662812185,0.0,0.32214930011442744,0.1807849039553402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183082623847985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824839441336795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23354336143867235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886786847179052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307383709409525
anxiety,eanughnughnughnugh,2020/03/02,Need help for a speech ~ uhm this is my first time to post here so help mee haha. so we will be having a Persuasive speech and I want to know misconceptions in anxiety. also if you have stories to share and if I can use it on my speech. I'm still anxious on having speech because sometimes I'm having an anxiety attack haha. I need tips too on how to handle speeches. I envy my classmates that could speak in front of everyone.  I just want to try if i could really nail this or not. I'm trying haha. so yea I need help for this thank you very muchh,1.8903478260869555,3.5607897304347844,3.773260869565217,88.4929347826087,77.78260869565217,6.686956521739131,21.065217391304348,7.554174236665415,0.6819739130434779,429,11,92,6,10,145,71,115,0.086,0.7090000000000001,0.205,0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,1,9,6,1,0,3,4,10,0,0,2,0,19,21,11,0,10,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,6,13,5,13,17,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,3,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506027570370736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881349230101995,0.2127526884417186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424591128487144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480065564822015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007230240348828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995179855331214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018842825405252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786891299648025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034980293335354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41891991939321294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036248087722628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064527466534808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625740265741905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039591177674802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338357784539588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981332802059568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557194757984658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265160231144635,0.0,0.1553871490459802,0.2221569293857621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starlessnight89,2020/03/02,Severe dental anxiety So I have extremely severe dental anxiety. It's probably almost a phobia. I know where it comes from. But I have an appointment tomorrow afternoon and I honestly feel like I would rather kill myself than go get my procedure done. Is there anything that I can do that will help me?,3.0080357142857146,6.015139446428576,4.80857142857143,74.83642857142857,83.10714285714286,9.62857142857143,25.857142857142854,9.606745405546679,3.6111714285714296,243,10,39,9,7,82,45,56,0.255,0.615,0.129,-0.7884,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,13,3,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,2,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491108305436451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806222544282199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471948036618495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142964331388935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545817706837324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578740970496405,0.17772391341106414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299739410739686,0.0,0.14138377294356935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674770378269635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275231135508284,0.0,0.13671946754060704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153821756234978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682200227988368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620867270399231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767216316186798,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rocketship5461,2020/03/02,"Should I stay off anti depressants (Here is some backround) I was on Celexa for the last 6 years due to some intense anxiety attacks from too much nicotine and weed and a teenager. After going to college, finding a job, and getting my own place I decided it was time to get off my SSRI'S. Withdrawl was pretty bad but after 4 months I felt pretty decent.
(Now) I had a stressful work week and just like that I am in a state of constant flight or fight mode. I dont feel nervous mentally, but my body feels weak, my eyes sight is super vivid and I'm having heart palpitations from all the adrenaline. I saw my doctor the other day and he was quick to say just get back on Celexa and wrote me a prescription. While I wouldnt mind it I'm curious if anyone has been able to manage their own anxiety and push through without medication? 

Ps. I'm gonna look for a second doctor's opinion, but wanted to give this a try. Open to you ideas and opinions!",3.435873015873017,5.028189624338626,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,73.39153439153439,7.156402116402117,26.885714285714286,7.793537801064563,1.565053333333334,745,27,147,10,15,243,129,189,0.12,0.769,0.111,0.2175,1,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,8,9,2,2,10,0,14,7,3,0,1,34,30,15,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,9,9,17,2,21,18,6,25,0,1,5,0,7,7,0,6,15,96,22,6,0.1516311476361497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319948258179048,0.0,0.0,0.10602402402698484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725023206193322,0.0,0.1165949929000323,0.126605674638917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842802222843328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385940264259846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778954609345264,0.0,0.1305996852717186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31040180953493485,0.0,0.0,0.17771057573970686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533385285021052,0.0,0.1455896806700082,0.0,0.13858812190958508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376630488851917,0.14545841359247655,0.08617547554279241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968364002434853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117310907448854,0.0,0.0,0.1504705169589732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359962326314575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407931954991186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273319747339814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275242883762047,0.1528085327906997,0.0,0.1531042339312296,0.0,0.12103053539764327,0.0,0.11146634041602796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842227623513033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085267790550869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205831746288944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161862821397302,0.0,0.0,0.17369296730903874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884173415720271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294759591500643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943597950336978,0.0,0.12162936038388865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616701535112656,0.0,0.11038928139736932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764548765522417
anxiety,Abeee22,2020/03/02,"Wanted to help someone experiencing (what I think was) a Panic Attack but didn’t know how to approach it Hello Everyone ! I was at the grocery store today and while waiting in line to pay, someone about 2 customers ahead of me began to experience, what i believe to be, a panic attack while paying, no one really knew what was occurring for the 15 minutes as we waited patiently while the person attempted to pay (which he eventually did). 

Once it was my turn to pay the clerk had told me what had happened and pointed out that the customer was still to the side, his hands were shaking uncontrollably and he was very tense.

I wanted to assist the customer, but if I’m being honest I didn’t know whether to approach the customer (I didn’t want to make the situation worse for them) and don’t know what to do. I was hoping to come here for some tips to assist someone dealing with a panic attack and what is the best thing to do !",7.7517986494782045,6.604748292817682,8.09532228360958,72.84321669736035,63.30939226519337,10.25438919582566,35.028238182934324,9.150863307647796,3.0524396562308174,735,27,135,10,9,243,102,181,0.20600000000000002,0.711,0.083,-0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,3,4,11,3,5,13,0,20,1,1,2,0,27,38,14,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,2,5,0,5,4,5,8,0,1,17,2,13,3,26,19,2,16,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,7,102,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553257894751458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503094928526302,0.14000752769420227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492251372127668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375417808445448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748075992422306,0.0,0.13050240951120864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797567687362935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942316489018745,0.0,0.0,0.13250809041745906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995902574193707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905345981325287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420792884596887,0.0904033364759589,0.0,0.0,0.4695902560674685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649009976990428,0.0,0.0,0.12611734056678814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546706073098098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996053267592094,0.0,0.0,0.3391183359311952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065428924685974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863291896027918,0.0854849399637292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645885421142114,0.12748075992422306,0.0,0.0,0.1451138054006356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007876554771708,0.2360693341901109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595809418384802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,b__mo,2020/03/02,"Going to my first therapy session soon Any tips!? I have never been to therapy but will be having my first session this week! I am a little nervous, how does the conversation start? How do I get comfortable telling someone things I hate to even talk about to myself? How many times a week do I go? This worrying is why I am going to therapy lol but if anyone has any friendly advice I would appreciate it 😊 thanks!",2.588796296296298,4.9415810123456785,4.38344135802469,81.66923611111113,78.38271604938272,7.50679012345679,26.174382716049386,8.472884824447931,2.1091345679012345,326,13,61,7,8,110,56,81,0.109,0.6629999999999999,0.228,0.9235,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,1,3,1,12,0,0,3,1,8,19,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,1,0,10,3,6,15,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,8,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635007947071517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756337278298355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699233653345276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642073461987373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051167816767517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846404822064162,0.0,0.0,0.12926914092744818,0.0,0.0874165254900657,0.0,0.28527129567540355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519146229366585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769616285200414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963375627905786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129045626177218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176763562442934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842823850247505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344835263399748,0.14624293257817106,0.15404354029342518,0.5740266756903611,0.0,0.11115836003075792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756422165183128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26842412732342275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509780839706157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169919115956303,0.0,0.11885760243469567,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theREALpp,2020/03/02,Texting Does anyone else text multiple times instead of once or twice each time? Like you keep forgetting to say things and next thing you know most of the time you are essentially spamming someone and think you're annoying,6.9026666666666685,9.027464600000004,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,65.5,9.333333333333334,33.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.3490833333333336,184,8,31,4,3,54,34,40,0.131,0.813,0.055999999999999994,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,3,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256515600630905,0.2821784863403589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410032352552608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006025351089335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24478699501108034,0.0,0.0,0.15135190878147947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454588105747894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29288961383588724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932905994762515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900807903913508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333444025443308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659252832275516,0.17646435001162755,0.0,0.0,0.481761544038748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,medx6,2020/03/02,"I don't know what to do anymore. I'm 29, a single dad, and I've lost all willingness to keep going. 

My ex-wife would not only leave me to go cheat and do drugs, but would assault me in my sleep.   
The day I was leaving her was the day we found out she was pregnant. So I don't sleep, I don't trust people, and most of my old friends tried to get with my ex after we split. 

I have health issues from trying to kill myself. This divorce has been hell and my family's lawyer put all debt and burdens on me. 

I worked at a Dr's office and was doing great. 

I started to feel the plunge of depression and anxiety again, so my physician I was working for put me on some meds. They weren't working, I felt more anxious and felt more depressed. I was let go because it started to build on me and was ""affecting my work"".  RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF CHANGING MEDS AND STARTING WITH A THERAPIST. 

I have huge social cyber anxiety and don't post much. I've deleted all other forms of social media as I feel like such a waste of space and can barely reply back to messages because I think people are only dealing.  

My family makes me feel useless and unwanted, I have maybe 3 friends and only 1 will call me back sometimes. My son goes and see's his mom and comes back and is just the rudest little dude i've ever seen. I'm just stuck in a small town with no friends and really just feel like screaming down a dark hole. 

 I think about suicide at least 50x a day and don't know if I'll trust anyone again. I think I'm just completely fucked.",4.5634617300348665,4.461355835962149,5.359744313465053,86.35226133156236,69.50473186119874,8.061696828822846,27.72521999003819,7.475848149327749,1.3669974763406945,1188,35,257,11,19,388,171,317,0.226,0.675,0.1,-0.9940000000000001,1,0,1,0,2,2,30.0,2,0,1,5,14,20,5,0,12,0,28,7,2,2,4,57,58,24,2,4,7,4,6,2,3,3,4,1,0,0,4,26,0,1,12,0,1,6,8,11,0,0,15,9,39,8,31,39,11,38,1,4,2,1,20,17,2,3,16,161,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928855425806946,0.10284770092417947,0.09028582491458348,0.06365630341658157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100091836641554,0.0,0.11099256685766637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296058573861904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963067637962412,0.07842168976540136,0.09545223633494286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613708989701046,0.09385679548684248,0.15682281950835325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557586908355604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234962258059315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164617308087626,0.0,0.18412739915055146,0.13007598304151122,0.1748226587720247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981912206425056,0.2110085814447909,0.08416371547592362,0.04756390918500731,0.0,0.15521799710669404,0.0,0.0,0.10037037402150614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676977090909043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502064216260957,0.0,0.08091928752857057,0.10072071852274056,0.0,0.10006486352865394,0.0,0.0,0.19279345748843293,0.0,0.09309313296168227,0.0,0.08895371941293022,0.0912445903775182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937938231838878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076897008142618,0.0,0.09146050659034012,0.0,0.20224671502939925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066233039095758,0.0,0.0,0.06692384345318488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552969267291668,0.0,0.0,0.20771686495413752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622939995168736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718981004221506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830378689972184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832165608612872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777464639735428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254597459339701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822086869454272,0.1856047687156067,0.0,0.0,0.09003949977662601,0.0,0.19331276149996093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958144839476002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057028273207338,0.0,0.17500156995456614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361846216863775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651087300282383,0.0,0.0,0.12934241383899506,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stupidkimberly,2020/03/02,"miss my friends I've been struggling recently. I live with my parents because I'm out of work and for the last two weeks they went on vacation. While they were gone I was able to have my best friend and partner stay with me in their house.

Those past two weeks were some of the best of my life, but now that my parents are back and my friends had to go home I feel worse than ever. I know if I were able to live with them full time I'd probably be able to get over my anxiety, but without a job that's not going to happen. I don't know if I'll be able to get one anytime soon, and every day they're not here I just feel so depressed and unable to do anything.",2.6825874125874165,3.3058426083916115,3.602384615384618,94.7051153846154,73.96503496503495,6.838881118881121,24.789510489510487,6.742157984588678,0.5593166433566434,515,15,125,4,10,165,90,143,0.10400000000000001,0.804,0.092,-0.4141,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,3,7,8,0,1,3,0,12,1,0,0,1,23,25,11,0,2,8,2,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,3,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,3,0,3,8,2,19,5,20,15,4,22,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,3,12,83,22,2,0.498266425040318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529311283516606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250770318933328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578403117627346,0.0,0.07593464699070608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614499362421451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803351558995318,0.0,0.10728903544257028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126776269350384,0.10495273828779124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596923786566372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887195529871311,0.0,0.13016182094763634,0.0,0.1415881459523419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101538385282536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495046261912299,0.0,0.0,0.14373313899143222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361313577046655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691709820470174,0.10153840978543023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798507787369829,0.0,0.0,0.21998919098734185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440955621093868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766329495756931,0.0,0.11891292068054078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430387004362898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299449585447625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277142815889698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022406317290036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263578984836422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433669481605709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983963559994972,0.0,0.0,0.11547449198251868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007776326500612,0.0,0.09068597293845812,0.0,0.12694401380191858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ratpaco,2020/03/02,"Spiralling? TW: health issues/cancer

I’m a senior in high school, taking some classes online so I can instead spend more time with & taking care of my dad who’s been seriously ill for as long as I can remember with various chronic & genetic diseases. It’s really been taking a toll on me these past few months especially combined with the stress of school and moving out soon to go to college. 

Last week, he had a major cancer scare and I wasn’t told about it until late on in the whole process. I went out to the groceries as a half assed excuse to get out of the house and clear my mind and had a terrible panic attack for the first time in about a year. I also had an episode of dissociation like I’ve never had before, I wasn’t sure what was happening until I collapsed while shopping. It was so scary and I’ve never experienced anything like it.

Since then, I haven’t felt the same. I haven’t felt nearly as motivated to do things as I usually do and am falling behind on my school work and having a hard time doing things I need to do to take care of my dad let alone myself. The sort of constant, physically painful anxiety I’ve been feeling is something I haven’t felt in years. I’ve been on SSRIs for about 4 years and stopped CBT probably 6 months ago after being really successful with it for 2 years and feeling ready to stop. I’m honestly not sure what to do. I know how to cope with anxiety usually but I’m just so physically and mentally tired and have no motivation to actually take the steps to cope. Resting has been making me anxious feeling like I need to be working or doing something but having to energy to do it like a feedback loop. 

Any advice would be really appreciated. I’ve been feeling so alone these past few days and honestly anything would be nice. If you made it to the end here, thanks. Hope you’re doing alright",4.27601046698873,5.611705554347825,5.5337077294686035,79.6645128824477,70.90217391304347,8.495330112721419,28.03180354267311,8.94667605116694,2.2294175523349438,1476,53,283,28,27,493,188,368,0.113,0.722,0.16399999999999998,0.9706,0,2,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,6,13,22,1,3,18,1,40,7,1,5,5,56,69,31,0,6,6,2,8,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,14,20,0,2,11,1,2,5,9,7,0,2,20,9,22,15,55,42,9,51,0,0,0,1,7,13,1,5,37,191,36,12,0.0,0.0,0.0821287532230046,0.0,0.0,0.0822409124193553,0.07460342832038643,0.0,0.0,0.17433031419689604,0.0,0.06730332264461658,0.0,0.1823762783838393,0.0,0.057232197080201226,0.0,0.12876548922516345,0.09507769389758053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851425520492966,0.0,0.0,0.09574500478066274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161460087566325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161499054370358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094787382016184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054276722333943914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454144567924778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021681901766272,0.06012445775606115,0.2424225591003946,0.0,0.0,0.07158709231373844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397051910181553,0.0,0.04783049461710183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442307469090202,0.0,0.07539150257342278,0.0,0.0,0.0894589434120294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892045480672793,0.0,0.08359061606275632,0.0,0.09711020770259812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046252548083181334,0.06860224533635502,0.09493699358422954,0.0,0.0,0.08606007057194902,0.0,0.1644667684235125,0.0,0.0,0.07447961677776545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963493808166659,0.056177955209057225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481424278840663,0.0,0.08497836757821832,0.0,0.13435261796651865,0.08944955988497168,0.0,0.12480826182235845,0.12981991995268552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955297347197852,0.09874450855058944,0.0,0.0,0.160681920771218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073952469636797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174659759418875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533772539987403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425959430909039,0.2555255212287226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961864341314955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295821166013098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072431360595591,0.09640585660334401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586410247546744,0.0,0.31639205632588585,0.0,0.0,0.07748391271571517,0.0,0.0,0.11182532743455656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722443317481668,0.0967304034125245,0.0,0.08041920477943962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185382355482413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750867843176875,0.0,0.0,0.0780178598996772,0.0,0.0939624736028566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254005902272555,0.0,0.0,0.11957076648727495,0.0,0.0,0.21678705883593405
anxiety,coolfishes,2020/03/02,":-/ I don’t like being so late and I’m feeling really anxious There’s a concert that starts in 25 minutes. It’s an hour away. My boyfriend hasn’t even left his house yet.

I know I should’ve said something a little sooner, but I was anxious I was being annoying. Now we’re gonna be pretty late, and I just hope we don’t miss any of the main show at this point :-( I’m also gonna be super anxious driving there because we’re gonna be late, and driving on the interstate already makes me kind of anxious. Agh.",0.4597352024922117,2.6419402616822443,2.444509345794394,93.41822819314642,85.6355140186916,4.68816199376947,22.935358255451714,5.985473137389443,0.3789507788161992,396,15,85,3,12,132,72,107,0.185,0.6679999999999999,0.147,-0.3105,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,10,22,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,3,10,4,6,11,1,16,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,8,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159247924078514,0.11540338709912748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813467054301983,0.0,0.0,0.6521097314194773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558250595403462,0.0,0.0,0.0879690701793982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531434690488112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729666704554916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333081702789338,0.14211471976390375,0.16651253534621752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027500713384834,0.07930813072854036,0.0,0.488358532244228,0.0,0.15679151481326686,0.0,0.0,0.07050180212328391,0.14463494271113753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632698738606546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364180964941375,0.0,0.0,0.1468135375623989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924476656855515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727034867502164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110956679080195,0.0,0.0,0.10214223867664182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LittleDrMoab,2020/03/02,"Friend who I have known for 4 years who normally is my anxiety anchor just left me. She was the last person who lives near me that I thought would hangout with me. Then I realized that for the last year or so she has been giving me the same excuse for why she can’t go hangout anywhere with me. She goes off on me and says “I need space” so I respected that for 2 weeks. I then ask her what’s going on, like, are we done? Are we just not talking? I also mentioned how she isn’t even thinking that this is hurting me more than it is her. 

She tells me that Im not thinking right and that it’s scary that I’m not seeing how this is so bad and how I only care about myself which I know myself isn’t true because I was the one who tried to talk to her every day and I didn’t see how she was not doing the relationship the same. 

I now see how toxic the relationship was that we had but now I don’t have anyone who I can talk to when I have a panic attack. I have online friends but I prefer to talk in person and I prefer to go out and do stuff with people because it helps my anxiety, it’s like a release of anxiety when I’m around people who I enjoy to be around. 

Sorry for the rant.",2.532935581495892,3.1296714007782143,4.21179636835279,90.29636294855169,74.29182879377431,6.956247297881539,22.44898400345871,6.937597516519254,0.4515051448335488,918,21,214,8,18,310,125,257,0.099,0.789,0.11199999999999999,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,0,19,12,1,1,10,0,28,0,0,5,1,43,44,22,0,5,9,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,23,15,0,0,8,2,0,3,9,4,0,1,9,4,44,8,25,33,3,26,0,1,3,0,36,11,0,1,14,165,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358515326288752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268572283743071,0.0,0.0,0.08182686593452439,0.0,0.0,0.20835479616584576,0.10940293204942247,0.1331332628831354,0.0,0.0,0.09771130326643658,0.14267516963018032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193151731679486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547168815202061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975759300534035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077294159101096,0.0,0.09859892902508176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082703495911226,0.0,0.0,0.11226140695292627,0.1995246591175198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843964471828238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527808853798425,0.0,0.12640749091736367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431408779057997,0.19078260602025496,0.0,0.0,0.12714841663629833,0.0,0.0,0.11434537794544815,0.0,0.10333555361351288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867728356651518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466002452632346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929942541431659,0.08900307405385448,0.0,0.1373040676664807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226132578335728,0.2043640940324452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512829229247177,0.0,0.09993903420394454,0.0,0.093063278392514,0.0,0.0,0.27976222707885096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100033072098402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396606081638218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376242267016408,0.10228533930104017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997027510160096,0.0,0.09290507902132446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945255055660598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387070012831546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559720236532263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313147158097718,0.0,0.0,0.1507210144267245
anxiety,nullintheVoid25,2020/03/02,"Upcoming event is making me panic (and not at the disco) So I used to go to this church from ages 12 to18 and that's where I met my friend who I call my grandmom (she's old enough to be my grandmother and since I don't have grandparents she tells me I'm her adopted granddaughter). Anyways this church is also where I met my 1st boyfriend, we were together for 3 years. During that 3 years i moved back to my hometown to start college hours away and we did the long distance thing. During those 3 years he always pushy about sex and I told him I'm not ready and if he wants someone to have sex with go find someone else. He always say no he wants me. Well during that  of our relationship I got extremely sick, had to have multiple surgeries and hospital stays, because of Horrible high pressure headache and multiple doctors couldn't tell me what was wrong so they gave me pain meds. I couldn't get through the day without them or sleep without them. He knew this. Since our relationship was long distance I would stay at his parents house in their guest room which was upstairs. His parents bedroom was downstairs, his bedroom upstairs with his brothers. Well one night I guess he for tired of waiting and decided to force himself on me while I was sleeping & i was really out of it from my meds. I couldn't push him off cause of the meds. The next day I  broke up with him a d went home. Fast forward to now and I have an upcoming anniversary party for my grandmom and grandad at the same church. I know his parents still go there but I don't know if he still does and I'm terrified I'll see him and his parents. Idk of they know what happened I only told 1 person and you my fellow redditors. There's no way I'm missing my grandmom and grandad anniversary party. And they don't know about this situation either. What should I do of I see him? I plan on ignoring him if I do see him but if he confronts me? Or if his parents do? I feel so sick to my stomach",2.2615709526982,4.440543496202533,3.1317954696868746,91.12332944703532,78.59493670886077,6.28447701532312,25.83777481678881,7.3759095455046575,1.2207468354430375,1551,61,323,21,38,491,193,395,0.11699999999999999,0.855,0.027999999999999997,-0.9841,6,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,1,6,1,18,11,1,2,8,0,27,10,3,3,0,58,60,30,0,12,14,6,1,0,3,2,5,1,4,1,15,22,0,2,8,0,0,7,12,8,2,1,17,5,70,3,40,37,3,44,3,2,3,2,59,15,0,8,21,209,85,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785185602037615,0.14119846245994772,0.09193133783137312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971624493978569,0.06524185645339799,0.0,0.051721746077797934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663794246657909,0.0,0.0,0.08716090818711744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094381734615675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684416799062901,0.07424989780513848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087851038230078,0.0,0.0,0.08766929709578311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290102866547218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754832459678178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555233128790969,0.0,0.04432888621251788,0.0,0.144660963528339,0.0,0.06785963756598216,0.0,0.0934681791439974,0.0,0.07502963524081972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964517143783338,0.08510813384936983,0.0,0.08355688464770727,0.09790167219437504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865180564523925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017327631036226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663581497293262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827365886555355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017858881126996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023540232755604,0.07962285761071285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903231355402051,0.0,0.05749430340297925,0.06452972031908688,0.09028284523636787,0.09954929286857893,0.4710609630034059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408484466052069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435495317072315,0.0,0.0,0.1821871537547467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747348212953297,0.0,0.0,0.2028354465410883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037209408355333,0.09537121858809504,0.16981590220263332,0.0,0.14378062621414087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005491386776461,0.18087053448636053,0.1355173298642473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483194689173363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563683613109691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751877243559087,0.0,0.1621492695919417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732802859565378,0.0,0.0,0.10008953543195044,0.0673473419994587,0.0,0.0,0.1525747025246996,0.07865371855239604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357833551113288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027264415146631,0.0927665205840909,0.0,0.16391543231327946
anxiety,Cherri_Fizz,2020/03/02,"Today i finally felt ok i was diagnosed with social and generalized anxiety in about 6th grade, when i had a panic attack in the school halls and hyperventilated. ever since then, i had some on and off therapy, and ive felt a bit better, but looming dread and guilt about little things had followed me wherever i went. but today, the dread and paranoia disappeared for a moment, and i finally felt ok.

i decided to hang out with one of my friends, since we legitimately havent hung out for over a year, and another friend of mine joined in. we walked around town and talked about general topics before we all discovered we had 10 dollars each, so we decided to go out to eat at one of the 24/7 breakfast diners our village had. we talked about video games, vacations, past friends and other things. after that, we walked to the park, were we sat on a bench and my friend showed pictures of a con that they went to the day before. after we were done with the park, we still had some leftover money, so we went to our favorite gas station to buy candy only to find out it was completey closed down, so we went to get ice cream instead. that closed gas station opened up the topic of childhood memories (for some reason), so while we were walking around the downtown part of our village eating icecream, we shared our earliest memories of meeting eachother and the first time we ever hung out together as a group like this (when we were 10 at a newyears party), as well as other good childhood memories. we finished our icecream and walked around, still chatting.

everything was silent, besides the sound of my friends chattering and a few cars roaring by. the sun was begining to set, and the sky turned into a gorgeous bright pink color mixed in with blue clouds. everything was begining to turn dark, cicadas were starting to screech, the temperature slightly chilled and it seemed like rain was going to pour down soon, all of my favorite things. we looked at the sunset until the street lamps turned on, and we began to walk home, empty ice cream cups still in our hands. we all lived relatively near eachother, so we hung out for a few minutes at one of my friends house before the rest of us went home. 

as soon as i stepped in my house, i realized that i didnt have a single negative thought the entire time i was with my friends, and had no overlooming feeling of dread that i usually have. i felt great! and as im typing this out in my bed, i still feel like a weights been lifted.

today, i finally feel ok.",8.117688679245282,7.191416893081763,7.572990041928723,76.1675353773585,62.45911949685535,10.717295597484275,36.22720125786165,9.827888789773867,3.35747106918239,1986,78,372,33,24,623,225,477,0.06,0.775,0.165,0.996,2,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,28,0,1,2,24,26,1,5,30,3,26,7,1,1,5,86,53,37,0,0,2,0,9,3,7,0,1,1,3,0,14,60,5,0,14,4,3,17,4,6,1,4,34,17,55,20,80,19,13,93,0,0,7,0,44,39,0,4,39,262,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595330991967551,0.055411771820517014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344471134086327,0.0,0.0824040725474696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849078637429273,0.0,0.0,0.0640619405628964,0.07907911078950634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046713904031769365,0.0,0.0,0.07351893231288638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741250771475871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482360235459049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104130544673706,0.0,0.0,0.13019792346222664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987434124054593,0.05174682679433504,0.278191796261546,0.2380435478744387,0.0662033160542604,0.0616122790112923,0.0,0.0,0.3917360188293503,0.0,0.03784374813408229,0.0,0.08233176357217227,0.0607541588245592,0.0,0.07985868318390471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531431112960386,0.0,0.0,0.16715810122850247,0.0,0.0,0.0782410933715465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616270437188542,0.0725978447947408,0.0639605029749445,0.0,0.06082627321139737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724935294082167,0.05508928131446475,0.0,0.08498563099879226,0.0,0.07843890685046374,0.06914639926454115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447416221412026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330702225596879,0.0,0.06594114566489764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983622029401675,0.0,0.0,0.07383728797855049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126912108123097,0.0,0.2313833771775528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643932701424055,0.0,0.0,0.0828345320113006,0.0,0.14436568908746092,0.0,0.0,0.05750446361719425,0.08447363494238339,0.0,0.20597673915742454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363620058835584,0.0,0.0,0.08712912066857516,0.0,0.0797757601307199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820503462345565,0.06512681805601919,0.3357349765608743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664508755467947
anxiety,noweraborman,2020/03/02,"I hate my husband's best friends and my anxieties making it worse So when my DH got together 5 years ago, he lived with his two best friends who were dating at the time. Over the past 5 years we have gone from being friendly, to disliking one another, to friends, to me hating them. They treat me like I'm a child no matter what I say and I just cannot get it into my head to be friendlyish with them for the sake of my DH. I have had wayyyy too many breakdowns over this because we hang out with them all the time. 

They also just got married last night, and although we got married as well 6 months ago, i have been struggling with this so much. I just feel like I cant keep going with this and I'm losing my mind. DH is really sad that I'm not friends with them because they are such a big part in his life, i just can't bring myself to even be around them half of the time because of how I react. Does anyone have any tips on moving forward? I really need this to even get slightly better because I'm really at my wits end now 😭😭😭",3.223287878787879,3.8036971772727313,4.236363636363638,90.81287878787882,72.68181818181819,7.32121212121212,24.666666666666664,7.3011,0.8281303030303029,809,22,185,8,15,263,128,220,0.106,0.735,0.159,0.9102,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,8,4,16,17,2,1,7,0,15,2,1,3,1,30,33,11,0,1,5,1,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,9,16,0,1,1,0,0,6,5,5,1,3,7,2,33,12,27,23,5,31,0,2,0,0,23,11,0,0,18,121,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032235010101768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916688225018132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077951695538666,0.12019857017828232,0.08769092157952177,0.0,0.0,0.08015130806230347,0.0,0.0,0.10204417133066028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795072582401101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405922650007108,0.10138009346333368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031266794872967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015273285849592,0.0,0.0,0.15142283373008306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057959899883937877,0.08189102750782229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428106594171052,0.0,0.1197779114752018,0.0,0.06514633971907997,0.0,0.2750380064417982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634494148727544,0.11764249199181452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018875805659038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343798796042332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809658991551312,0.11200394281921616,0.0,0.10121956519870576,0.0,0.0,0.1282406036449811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651579152735627,0.1162158809726886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574267937936085,0.0,0.09149582669238276,0.12183255604270908,0.08426555274858039,0.08499599982727409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757161306260636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767562160614101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413210773492375,0.10942641385035223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030294437952055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911576339938878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983518820729892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052339026254345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119759410268769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306529654696173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681681108003206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763472022068833
anxiety,lukanoti,2020/03/02,"School anxiety Hello I just found this sub, I really need some helping words.



Ok so Im a teen in school, ever since i got into a new school last year I started getting anxiety. 

Tommorow I have a presentation I have to hold in front of the class which mentaly for some reason I cant overcome. I start shaking and make fatal errors, at this point I belive my class thinks im special.My hands sweat to the maxim, I cant say words, I start forgeting even though i learned it perfectly, my mouth becomes dry. Once i couldnt add two simple numbers because of how nervous I was. I have school in a few hours and I cant sleep because of it. 

Is there a possbility I can calm down somehow?
Please I really need help.",1.2231250000000031,3.5736461736111136,3.079722222222223,89.01250000000003,83.79166666666667,5.822222222222222,23.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.030216666666666,555,21,113,8,16,185,91,144,0.087,0.7759999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,2,7,1,10,4,4,3,2,23,20,5,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,2,20,3,12,16,3,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,9,68,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220537987679705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909659188430676,0.1531797441089871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160794348755376,0.1254592169148977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520739075040368,0.0,0.0,0.07246336549900123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109285195210912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859311136599018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365884322731957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29963273859323525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305642233491825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258120632768127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568387361510995,0.0,0.13395425589429638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770758988320673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224746174142864,0.13111332847704404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777054726531324,0.1426034339313619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029728050469237,0.0,0.5614743580426276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473144521014747,0.0,0.138796988151906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945109754899716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887132382377873,0.13626892436097146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548664260029447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931620663555659
anxiety,OxanaVorontsova,2020/03/02,"It really isn't me. I have come to learn that I have to stop interpreting everything as people being mad at me or things being my fault. Granted, a lot of things are my fault, but not everything. For example, if my husband is tired, I assume it's because I must have snored or kept him from sleeping. Or if he says the bread is salty, I assume it's my fault because I bought the bread. I've only recently been able to get him to understand this is how my reality looks, and he is incredulous that I take things the way I do. And I don't know why I do it. I know it's stupid and ridiculous and makes me look so fucking weak, but I can't help it.",2.6097810218978097,3.4988507445255483,4.4814671532846715,87.33387956204382,74.4014598540146,8.107737226277372,24.64890510948905,8.548686976883017,1.3619903649635037,500,15,115,9,10,171,77,137,0.22,0.77,0.011000000000000001,-0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,4,0,17,6,1,2,1,26,29,14,0,3,8,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,5,2,2,7,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,3,3,22,0,9,23,1,5,0,0,2,1,7,1,1,8,2,79,34,1,0.1946347270674863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729504617223354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676605832321116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498502851372133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993666887168272,0.10168861164065104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045955482937166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139323117168733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268883014561326,0.0,0.0,0.16547148474907086,0.0,0.0,0.12992019168097188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802848051152814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493521295097455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468799006645492,0.0,0.19217831207071195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478134702998586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947752899396557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272334699458182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634109216409755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38791999248691184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370398683907208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026216150395717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449198684534396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562756768320972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OldDJ,2020/03/02,"Is anxiety from ptsd? Or can multitude of events cause it? Disabled veteran been out for 25 years. Getting these I guess anxiety attacks all the fucking time now. I dont know if it's because my brain runs 100000 miles a second or what. I have been diagnosed with ptsd due to a non combat related incident,  but I feel like that aspect of my ptsd or w/e is just also being a Marine. So in a sense I'm going to be like that no matter what.

But these anxiety attacks I get over and over are draining the fuck out of me. Like I feel I just ran 10 miles by the end if the day. I feel like I'm dying of everything. I have a 11 month old son first time parents at 44. So I get in this repeated cycle where I think I'm dying think about my son and wife and go into deep depression.

This is the shit that's killing me. The isolation  hypervigilance,  anger issues, always stuck on ultra alpha dog mode that's just being a Marine and father.  

I'm the stay at home dad. Wife works from 0830 till 2100. So it's full time me and kiddo mode.  But fuck me if I'm not in tears by the time my wife gets home from work and I turn into this fucking demon. Is there any help for this besides smoke weed and breathe?",1.6884099963781232,3.344939298804782,3.48026258601956,90.43166515755159,78.32270916334663,6.635349511046723,21.36925027164071,7.520522993642371,0.6428788844621511,928,25,206,13,22,311,139,251,0.152,0.735,0.113,-0.8605,1,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,11,14,9,0,14,0,14,8,3,1,1,35,39,21,3,3,13,8,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,15,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,10,0,2,4,3,20,4,28,32,2,37,1,1,0,4,9,17,5,7,19,123,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846944806594938,0.08812382703557184,0.0,0.0,0.07202097932526305,0.0,0.2430576784680448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097096954507055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456045095576769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822820217223212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879655009733083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830181080726516,0.0,0.09121828816336572,0.1074942527212428,0.2198312844865672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241232279677828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380293247552968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518315927703214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065059479680596,0.15132119855276074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008517510272256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916404551455417,0.22132995123113708,0.0,0.12037975963453212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166694524673299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098780886609571,0.0,0.2124684457889086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054029439631764,0.0,0.0,0.1171713600741532,0.0,0.05820419238093361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696493115097048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453464670683568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111132487755479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759814973536906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714018768869215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871290056454763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128836916438004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572296588980984,0.0,0.0,0.2470229089871304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519734393501105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420437284671865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820119215643651
anxiety,OneWithNature2019,2020/03/02,"How to deal with Alcohol induced anxiety or should I just quit? Hi All.

Anyone else wake up with hectic crippling anxiety after a night out? I always just feel like I did or said somethingoffensive in my drunken state ( even though I know I didn't because I remember everything)..

How can I combat this or should I just stop drinking all together? 

I'm F25

Thanks",3.3753781512605063,6.056344941176473,4.510336134453784,80.02794117647062,77.52941176470588,8.003361344537815,27.36134453781513,8.841846274778883,2.577463865546218,288,12,51,7,7,94,50,68,0.132,0.785,0.083,-0.2824,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,3,2,20,10,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,9,2,7,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25141458111511344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957498626984032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599367601129939,0.0,0.0,0.16449480529522187,0.24104514093680054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340842693131356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425361585671338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304589915967405,0.0,0.0,0.1965242175287616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553828013157252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114307899060977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895130194167056,0.16806523749872976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292892404961049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493303859759013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076959158634896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502211893089833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664964984287652,0.0,0.22378007096871705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966825653878472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658993160041826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311354932049663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ellaphantzgerald,2020/03/03,"I left a gig because I was having a freak out. I’ve never done this before. I have been feeling much better, I had gone almost a week without a drink but I slipped up. One turned into four and suddenly I was in the middle of an intense panic attack. I was supposed to go up for two more songs but I made my apologies and basically dashed out of the room. I’m so embarrassed, how incredibly unprofessional. 

I’m grateful that the person who’s show it was seems to be forgiving but that doesn’t change how shitty I feel about it. 

I just wanted to tell someone about it and you guys seem like the right people. Thanks for reading.",1.5735714285714266,4.0111350873015885,3.2787301587301587,87.5857142857143,83.04761904761905,5.504761904761906,21.698412698412696,6.868970318607317,0.6548793650793652,495,16,98,6,14,164,89,126,0.17800000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.8274,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,1,2,9,0,11,1,0,3,1,22,23,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,7,6,1,0,5,4,0,2,3,4,0,3,9,3,12,4,16,13,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,4,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064725875892244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165951739173417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605947495954345,0.0,0.16200716650669664,0.0,0.0,0.1683837549377167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140650419551026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483422942681985,0.0,0.18650891120390134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253297654142196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108202556612499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851521783070815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068583975052732,0.0,0.0,0.09301453478413853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015084236727655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995795129977806,0.0,0.14683987015564004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901263341105204,0.0,0.0,0.2233806771631905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319918828585876,0.16624048540098013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904406986686252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259131659332726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34664631181595273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613161315423056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664085321378352,0.17528477426997827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708875257069287,0.1859825609611334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229646920372643,0.0,0.15271871341336032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352837224039065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scumbagliving,2020/03/03,"Buspirone experiences and success stories? So for the first time I saw a psych- I was encouraged to do so by my psychologist. This means that for the first time ever I have an official diagnosis- panic disorder with a secondary diagnosis of GAD. 

The psych prescribed Buspirone, 5 2x a day for a week, 10 2x a day for a week then 15 2x a day for two weeks, after which we’ll reassess. If it’s not working well by then she wants to prescribe me clonazepam .25 2x per day as needed.

So I want to hear some Buspirone/Buspar success stories or general experiences. How long to wait to expect results and stuff like that. Due to my severe anxiety I’m nervous to take it so I want to calm myself a bit. Thanks!",2.7561538461538464,4.951444316546767,4.53971223021583,81.55928610957389,77.05755395683454,7.1546209186496945,28.67791920309906,8.139509932561175,2.167430105146652,556,25,105,10,13,188,90,139,0.1,0.7509999999999999,0.15,0.7979999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,5,7,9,0,2,12,0,4,0,0,2,1,18,15,12,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,2,11,7,19,12,2,17,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,18,70,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208435229470352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422871898139394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116841262790208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182901627772233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443564460556897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122152940657965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27149087384746234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798672289867286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796661596911672,0.0,0.0,0.1412303223198457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383807283521138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833244992349044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724208546247176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028896945924636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826900326753784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999028466452392,0.0,0.0,0.14692715189574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611404524880407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589424750724276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823873400887356,0.0,0.38403550501961503,0.0,0.14348874143815316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618193528379535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timmuir3,2020/03/03,"Im new to this. Questions Hello, i am an 18 y/o in college at wayne state uni and lately ive been struggling pretty bad idk where to start to get help so im trying here. I have work and school so stress is high im also without my lisence and im working towards that so i have alot of things on my plate. The problem is i have anxiety about one main idea. Usually before bed or when its night out and or i am alone i begin to think about dying and what happens when we die. I for the past month havent slept much at all i cant im affraid to honeslty i somehow and someway linked to two now i cant sleep i feel like sleeping is basically us dead and im afraid i wont wake up. So i dont sleep im not as healthy like diet or fitness based either along with 3 major things i constanly stress about. It has gotten to the point where im losing grip on reality sometimes like idek whats going on and why im here what is time and earth and really weird stuff and i feel like i will just die randomly like idk its a bad panic attack i get idk if i should seek therapy or medicine or if what i feel isnt normal i wanna be told its normal but i feel so concerned for my own mental health. I apologize for my grammar.",-0.2460651629072679,1.7733337669172968,2.152210526315791,95.42480701754387,87.27067669172932,4.900050125313284,19.392982456140352,6.2581,-0.08933543859649129,946,28,221,9,30,322,152,266,0.177,0.794,0.028999999999999998,-0.9740000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,3,18,16,1,5,6,0,21,7,5,0,1,44,35,28,4,7,12,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,15,1,0,8,0,0,1,8,11,0,2,4,5,29,5,28,27,7,28,0,1,0,0,7,14,0,11,17,138,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710710236122474,0.0,0.05953714031109554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056953570031795665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469691479888311,0.0,0.0,0.12432424096613268,0.0,0.0,0.06335093682033116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180009949877414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725411599245234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057536892606224,0.1063733003629792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779345394698416,0.0,0.04231129693557962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583533867491452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913620690211752,0.0,0.0,0.04990184843130288,0.07865985491249812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404428521941358,0.7237629297653371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398214063789558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818610263836348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328981004026544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502746186746535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059424782854130415,0.0,0.054728858738040606,0.0,0.0,0.07190367273970394,0.0,0.06986569747061595,0.1458891657551953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504488249778152,0.0,0.0,0.08735030351427768,0.0,0.0,0.07107035497286512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037872592914081,0.0,0.0,0.0757417819800449,0.0,0.07123799968596747,0.0,0.0,0.08340034137151392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769417762951905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534674472061967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350943193338624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363233804056563,0.0,0.05269565260296085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056302083961836,0.07783065408485393,0.0852267254117185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513935153053206,0.0,0.09892171661361407,0.047704154985652274,0.0,0.0,0.04341203074244599,0.0,0.0,0.07113957068571558,0.0,0.0505462403558296,0.0,0.07272622392692196,0.0,0.0895534344557649,0.0,0.0819954712179477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717898335885446,0.0,0.0,0.07176654320448601,0.0,0.1084000670559688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,momofboys1010,2020/03/03,"Just need to talk/vent Lost my son almost 6 months ago. Sunday was his birthday. Will it ever get easier? I have panic attacks every day. I rarely leave the house and when i do i come home and break down for hours. 

I want to go inpatient to get help but can't!! I am a stay at home mom for my other son who is special needs. We have no family and all of our friends have their own lives and dont have a clue how much i am struggling. My husband is as much help as he can be. He is working a lot that is how he is coping.",-0.37859420289855095,1.4100958869565223,1.8970652173913043,98.53052536231884,85.78260869565217,4.876811594202898,16.53985507246377,5.985473137389443,-0.6806666666666663,397,8,99,3,12,134,81,115,0.10300000000000001,0.748,0.15,0.6765,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,1,2,5,6,1,2,4,0,18,0,0,2,2,17,26,10,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,14,2,10,22,5,13,0,1,0,0,15,2,0,2,7,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319873772890194,0.0,0.17305905032066485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966131343623116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887324298661989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145768414170967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025493522641863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563299057820849,0.14561232903459556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292381934918848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352399449551086,0.0,0.18058762647619356,0.0,0.0982203038822906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316816109264193,0.0,0.3467146864911699,0.0,0.1701975930766057,0.19941658949960253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829964855945307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260744495424755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865866032732467,0.14692944567836294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241029080668468,0.13794708866897712,0.0,0.25409219408072803,0.2562947655328956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027726393838828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842082178975928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806739818732308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389100097821015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019365315886094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258184964562595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ryanladlad,2020/03/03,Forget your worries [https://youtu.be/v9TqOn6ftUk](https://youtu.be/v9TqOn6ftUk). My song about mental health. Am no musician i tried my best.,16.48375,21.63623987500001,5.8825,60.01250000000002,87.75,6.6000000000000005,22.75,7.1686216300943375,2.3963,122,3,11,2,4,27,15,16,0.312,0.498,0.19,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820702243478877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882784471158494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629270722692335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31187544506670745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665026145735852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LucidImprov,2020/03/03,"I can't stop clenching my teeth I got a lot of my anxiety under control with meditation and routines.

But I broke up with my girlfriend a few days ago and since then I realise my jaw is always tightly shut and my teeth are constantly clenched. 

It's to the point that I get headaches...",4.369736842105265,5.4359890877193,4.872763157894738,85.50809210526316,70.40350877192985,7.805263157894737,33.54824561403509,8.07648339933343,2.390056140350877,226,11,46,3,4,72,44,57,0.08800000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.3843,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,3,3,1,0,10,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,0,6,4,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29852528569872816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28021867962889324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576272654253761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36392751147116537,0.37771492616574937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718806234945448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594783608093134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269344831488214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863088521415028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183554375103129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785786911241601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28155385663754845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Geminisemicolon,2020/03/03,"New job + more responsibility = anxiety level 100 Hi, I’m new to reddit and this is my first post. I hope I’m doing this right. So I’ve been at my company for over 10yrs.  I left my previous department and started with a new department (within the same company) about 8 months ago. 

At first everything felt so right. I needed the change of scenery because my old department was becoming toxic and I was just kinda stuck doing the same thing over and over again. 

I really felt happy with the new position and everyone kept praising me as an employee (which made me feel good but also stressed me out) I was happy with my new co-workers and management. But now I feel like it’s all going to crumble around me. People keep pushing things on me. Leadership is trying to put me in charge of others and giving more responsibility. It’s like the better I do the more work I get. 

I don’t want to be in charge of anything or anyone. I really just want to do a good job and feel like I’m helping others. But I feel like I’m drowning and I can’t breath. Today I thought about just quitting and wondering what else I could do for work. I don’t want to quit, I really like the job but it just seems like I can never catch up on work. Or I think I’m being proactive but really the person I’m working for doesn’t see it that way. 

One minute I’m told it’s ok and the next I’m told no that’s not what they wanted. 

I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to talk with my leadership because I’m afraid of how they will view me but I’m also afraid I’ll drop the ball on something.",1.0920825274016757,3.124537139817633,3.2902790826195094,89.23004329004331,81.85714285714286,6.662650824352951,20.607994842037392,7.793537801064563,0.8019333333333329,1225,35,268,22,33,418,156,329,0.035,0.782,0.183,0.9928,4,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,10,15,17,0,3,13,1,23,1,1,2,2,58,62,25,1,8,13,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,17,17,0,2,11,1,0,7,9,3,0,3,12,8,36,14,36,46,6,44,1,0,2,0,10,18,0,6,22,167,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470518836903763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479025050794488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447056351543347,0.0,0.0,0.05892742263621665,0.0,0.06935159522725015,0.07502310513622709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274718363549416,0.09307572152590947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453487358895287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915235520052374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728716748058981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040140631666196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052889762298703,0.07574142838580966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044899697750265,0.1806194049004072,0.16183548442058454,0.0,0.0,0.14336947608151998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403049546300639,0.08084478487230293,0.04789573603520859,0.14137266240150093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942577579714686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564881233438355,0.0,0.0,0.0837046347526321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508914322533541,0.07490797925246036,0.0,0.0,0.046315637161648014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915656294431248,0.0,0.0,0.247036654859089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974356117521568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726793834432553,0.0,0.0,0.06248925095915193,0.06499849800782269,0.4069692468593325,0.0896280013384153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843301090868076,0.0,0.05710729236456043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058426053672883525,0.07358615781737025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071267903047462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472020276017124,0.0,0.17927483787082893,0.0,0.0,0.21595629608213535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394171496445893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671567005304266,0.07672129369260022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487943414869936,0.0,0.0,0.05965066660842809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653735544835804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773749314749743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197785863877026,0.05400036823390703,0.0,0.06690537140847312,0.0,0.0,0.07988336538286324,0.16105779524597405,0.0,0.057217565071120365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24853950844846825,0.06689400726507165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139323680609464,0.3067680131512181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BaggierVermin30,2020/03/03,"I don't wanna go to school tomorrow Is it okay if I take a day out of school?
I've been having it rough lately",-3.2507692307692277,-2.0419276153846155,0.5072307692307696,100.68776923076923,113.6153846153846,3.6184615384615375,9.046153846153846,5.6839178017228535,-1.529406153846154,86,1,22,1,5,31,22,26,0.0,0.9129999999999999,0.087,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,14,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496434204687775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999427683678105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366585672135833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7835190040170864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29104629665873544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bedburnbug,2020/03/03,"Worried about bed bugs constantly My nephews had bed bugs 
Before they found them they came and stayed at my house and the next morning I found one crawling across my lap
They have since been treated (professional)
We have inspected and treated vigorously and had an inspector 
So far so good. It’s been about since weeks since the one was there and we haven’t found anything
But my anxiety is at an all time high
I over analyze every itch and red marking on my body. Are we good 
Probably
Inspector said we were good about 3 weeks ago.... still nothing since then... 
bed bug subreddit thinks I’m good.... my wife and I can’t accept it even tho we think we’re good
But still over analyzing 
It’s effecting my life very poorly",2.363678057553958,5.07428948201439,2.9938084532374134,89.0718637589928,82.23741007194243,6.928237410071943,23.79541366906475,8.07648339933343,1.5256794964028773,574,21,114,12,16,179,84,139,0.027000000000000003,0.833,0.14,0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,5,0,4,1,10,9,0,0,4,0,12,3,2,1,1,23,20,13,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,13,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,11,2,19,9,9,9,1,19,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,0,9,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092443215277247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427782893688112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141555269280866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486768048436662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689122774051055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095308001193874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317804548075535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139848320898681,0.0,0.10383453759002598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405377031791162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168369467970261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302092272969069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220175925866627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704765616297055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131066535134517,0.0,0.0,0.11825155976574794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702045854789627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287295281702402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722892234540723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40777973005145823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135683806784607,0.19683834080456256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793370497424436,0.0,0.0,0.07186190445750901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168543891660092,0.0,0.0,0.19771047895654453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251556264132513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ahmedskulj00,2020/03/03,"Love anxiety? Hi guys before i start writing i need to mention that english is not my primary language, so in advance i apologise for any grammatical mistakes, and i'm going to tell probably really long story so yeah sorry for that haha.

So lately i have been having this really painful anxiety. This anxiety comes up when i think of this girl i met on instagram approximately 2 years ago. When we started to message each other every single day it was amazing like i really started to like her, but then i realise we started to fight a lot. This cycle would repeat for almost two years: we talk, we fight, i get angry, i block her, we don't talk for couple of weeks, i follow her again, and the cycle repeat.

Firstly, we started as a couple then our relationship changed into friendship *i got friendzoned, press f haha*, at first i was fine with that, because i was atleast talking to her, honestly i thought i was able to get her to like me again.

2 years have passed, and that cycle i mention above was continuing as well. Last time or to be more precise in november when we were talking i told her that i was really sick and tired of me being her friend and listening to her adventures with the other guys like it was really painful to listen * i probably sound now like a pathetic bitch, but i like to be honest with my life stories let's put it that way*, she told me that she liked me as well in a weird way, but still doesn't want me as her boyfriend, i told her that i need to stop talking with her, luckily this time she was actually really nice, because before she would get angry if i said something that she didn't like, that was the main reason we fought, i felt like i didn't have freedom of speech with her, but like i said this time she was actually really nice.

2 months forward and i relapsed let's say, she posted story on ig and i replied *bare in mind this time i didn't block her, we just stopped talking* she was happy i reached to her and we started to talk again, but this time i was acting sometimes arrogant, before i was ""nice guy"" i mean i think i still am, but when i talk with her i'm acting like a bad boy ifykwim. Also, i started to mention that i talk with other girls but like discretely not like ""hey bitch i have this other girls haha"" like not that.
I started to see that she was really jealous like really then she started saying that she loves me and similair things like that, but i started to get confused and one part of my anxiety is this, we used to say things like that to each other before, now i don't know does she really means that?

Other part that is really fucking me in the head is because now i think that she is genuine, what if we stopped talking again, what if i blocked her and couldn't see what is she doing, i feel like she is my drug i can't get off, when it really hits me hard is when i think she found someone else who she is telling ""i love you"", ""baby"", and similair things like that, like i really have this intrusive thought of me being 35 and single and still thinking about her, and her adventures, but knowing i will never get to hear about them.

What do you guys think about this, again i apologise for my grammatical mistakes and really long story.",3.9646329038058137,5.2387295101721465,5.020947624279959,83.28038957147139,71.58215962441315,8.130003662637764,27.52375720041288,8.593345894127513,1.9480989644724145,2523,89,500,43,47,829,232,639,0.14300000000000002,0.6609999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9911,0,0,2,0,2,0,72.0,13,2,1,3,27,53,7,1,9,4,51,11,1,2,2,94,109,46,0,11,17,0,4,20,1,3,6,10,0,8,50,39,0,6,16,0,0,9,12,14,2,4,31,16,117,39,57,67,9,78,0,0,2,4,99,12,3,7,76,357,167,0,0.04460414946886347,0.0,0.0870544313113929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953888724376952,0.0,0.04466461263702507,0.0,0.0,0.035669922215214776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03033235118028622,0.0,0.13648820902701878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03724260168993301,0.08157082654641498,0.0,0.1518193837886479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047185275838899636,0.038422525246118784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870728600563118,0.0,0.028765986398198263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039033391782261416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172665250364874,0.0,0.03726104340178588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037580919688709545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022553198176193508,0.031865213292886545,0.04282697835481505,0.0,0.0,0.07588053350434991,0.0,0.04890614763635412,0.034461055234267214,0.04123581744227522,0.13982296277461687,0.0,0.025349566046182992,0.0,0.035674012996849365,0.0,0.0,0.17666048251425848,0.0,0.047481946520394336,0.03995655677628359,0.0,0.045776725652487235,0.0,0.05027211818225031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049026548097607925,0.036358335053649785,0.050315423420877435,0.0,0.0,0.09122152971099587,0.03150522987127197,0.4358266877574193,0.0,0.0,0.07894653733843257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03792085281894829,0.12077095907374095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717398985216144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503747574984595,0.0,0.03560260655763862,0.0,0.0,0.06614682330807307,0.034401469828979514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030224926044563317,0.0,0.09492391972247374,0.0,0.0,0.09660389446428876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271844546544455,0.0,0.09618163444487532,0.0,0.0,0.04483948996495723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000438442598734,0.045860494464595294,0.0,0.04788816389261066,0.0,0.0,0.0848575207846816,0.10641302981133023,0.0,0.0,0.07108746441596961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03779295109903202,0.03433845342271024,0.044114644349854674,0.04993069353488961,0.3157104657035896,0.0,0.10686279415008933,0.11187319859271712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585112576791985,0.07797198528651278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889904482896901,0.17148322765817994,0.0,0.0708214246928675,0.1300451912618128,0.051265908279003534,0.0,0.12786352885899407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435717727946726,0.0,0.0,0.03852366395391505,0.0,0.0,0.026308683010399268,0.0708093953922424,0.03577875822310165,0.0,0.08020897423102498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337101605422538,0.0,0.0,0.08617082956039038
anxiety,wtf_ftw_wtf_ftw,2020/03/03,"Has anyone found an SSRI that works for situational anxiety and panic symptoms? For instance I start to feel panicky in public speaking situations and in meetings at work. It’s awful because of how obvious the physical manifestation is.

I need something to take the edge off but not a benzo.",6.5367307692307675,8.721803057692313,8.087692307692308,60.2323076923077,66.5,9.815384615384616,38.0,10.125756701596842,4.6986,237,13,33,6,4,82,46,52,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.6428,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,9,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,9,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,24,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992344487016339,0.0,0.0,0.1821043887653364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876066045523832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168533859809428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855569556347795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311156574029786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055680189121028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5854867168904949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004979883818713,0.0,0.0,0.18433944157429516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706949263183298,0.19581705407242167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792041058542782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shellie7297,2020/03/03,"Anxiety, loneliness, and lack of love life I’ve been single for 23 years. (47 y/o now) I focused on raising my son on my own and didn’t date much. Now, I’m disappointed I still haven’t found a love interest. Having others tell me to love myself first isn’t a good suggestion because if I didn’t love myself I’d be with just anyone; that’s what others tell me when I bring up my loneliness. Some days are bad and the nights worse for my anxiety when I feel lonely. Lately I’ve felt very low, lonely, and unlovable. I’m scared to face getting older alone. I’ve done so much of my life alone and I don’t want to any more. Some days, like today, I’m overwhelmed and just want to sleep.",2.625454545454545,3.8390596573426574,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,74.8041958041958,7.158041958041958,22.090909090909093,7.686295010490155,0.7265720279720287,533,13,118,7,11,176,87,143,0.235,0.573,0.192,-0.6285,0,7,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,15,0,2,3,0,10,8,2,0,0,18,24,10,0,4,3,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,6,2,15,7,12,17,8,19,0,5,0,4,8,4,0,3,15,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082857894589478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120943761629536,0.0,0.22770893681756446,0.0,0.0,0.1040653286261411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426675235303156,0.09072532746296147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919659500534753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523046633797345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525287078124436,0.0,0.1429000464993029,0.0,0.0,0.12659463943881527,0.0,0.16318430671051615,0.0,0.0,0.07775748157553829,0.0,0.0,0.1248314614266087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788661312751985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024592378555326,0.07271077290369969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372991925610257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218814206546149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966678192578588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900469646220085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893738614874008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885575276544745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26016779028336273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410733457943664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280025668086085,0.17556746564627962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516703860235417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584157793439754
anxiety,Lebocqman,2020/03/03,"Is it anxiety or not ? Normal or not ? hello people, I am a Belgian student and I think that I have been suffering from anxiety for some time but I am not sure!

-I tend not to answer when someone calls me and I like I haven't had time to answer
-when I meet someone on the street I know, I change my path so I don't talk to him
-I think a lot about things I should have done or could do
-I'm sometimes afraid to leave my room and see my family
-.....
I would like to know if it is something normal or if there are people in my case like me! 
have a good day",-0.7880000000000003,1.276259533333338,1.3950000000000031,99.31000000000002,91.16666666666666,4.533333333333334,15.5,6.079149491110277,-0.7263999999999995,424,9,103,4,15,141,71,120,0.07200000000000001,0.805,0.12300000000000001,0.8765,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,17,0,0,0,1,28,24,13,0,7,11,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,21,5,10,18,2,9,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,8,8,76,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806583682099909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731019530080506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405255025160964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464599159432966,0.0,0.0,0.11830201099453112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772024889464525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292854787304796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538586704365043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162490351557688,0.0,0.0,0.1942338244103468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688548876426727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559520012632072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594596017204145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543449287651319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617593640797447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31085199405597297,0.14121914813263978,0.1814243762982248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288767124921073,0.0,0.0,0.14744011264040716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186772290924265,0.2350786840515035,0.0,0.0,0.2139277608419433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030873570967033,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3ara0101,2020/03/03,"Do you ever project your anxiety onto others? My social anxiety is really starting to take a toll on my relationship with others especially people close to me. Example, When I’m with my mum I’m constantly asking her to act in a certain way because I don’t want to be judged or anxious and she understandably gets upset. I feel really shitty afterwards because I know it’s a shitty thing to do but Then I subconsciously do it again. Anyone else?",4.4788403361344535,6.527145388235298,6.7763025210084065,68.10764705882356,71.58823529411767,10.033613445378153,29.789915966386555,10.290406445055957,3.7169327731092436,358,15,58,11,7,127,61,85,0.141,0.825,0.034,-0.7617,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,12,16,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,12,1,10,15,0,13,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,7,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518001656719795,0.25976174723640216,0.0,0.1607762978609695,0.2355961655302201,0.0,0.0,0.21495872033172952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28033318040289124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484786666829565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920816652999554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079898884814456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626233374118387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013184586789663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636657676158286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594083736894896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946052298791182,0.0,0.0,0.24686475280531145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343903586747044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274958097942974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288293393288054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527589766269162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937103904472465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562195749579928,0.18251215403663415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sparkledust247,2020/03/03,"I think I just had my first panic attack today I think I just had my first panic attack today

Okay so this might be very long so I’ll just give a brief list of my symptoms and then maybe the story that triggered it later on for those interested. 

Basically I was crying a lot, I felt like I couldn’t breathe, I had my hands on my chest and around my neck cause I felt like there was something restricting my breathing, and my chest kept involuntarily kind of taking short sharp breathes and every time I tried to say words they would get cut out halfway.


So all of this was triggered by a teacher (bear in mind I’m an 18 year old straight A student, not some 12 year old troublemaker)  who admitted afterwards to me that she felt like she was having a breakdown and that she has a lot of things in her personal life at the moment like her child has the flu etc. But basically I asked the teacher a question in class, something I already had some tension towards doing and she completely flipped on me. Called me out in front of the whole class, made me cry, then when that wasn’t enough she took me outside the door and proceeded to shout at me for a solid ten minutes. After this point I could not breathe she was still in my personal space giving out to me for crying basically diminishing my problems and she had to go back into the class to get a friend to help me as I genuinely felt the walls were closing in on me. This whole situation was about an hour in total including the teacher then bursting into tears and trying to act extremely nice clearly realising what she had just done was crazy.

It’s been like 12 hours and my throat still has a lump in it and I feel extremely on edge etc, and I just don’t know what to do. I have an appointment with my parents in the school tomorrow but I’m very anxious

(Copied and pasted) but can anyone help?!💗",4.726178861788618,5.634368956639566,5.2601669376693785,83.63896585365855,69.46070460704607,8.288823848238483,28.581138211382108,8.488131031819089,1.8894573658536584,1471,51,299,22,25,472,186,369,0.08199999999999999,0.846,0.071,-0.7092,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,15,17,3,3,23,1,31,13,9,4,3,61,52,24,0,4,10,1,7,5,1,2,4,2,1,3,16,21,0,2,10,0,0,5,5,7,0,3,24,9,49,10,45,23,11,60,0,0,0,0,25,29,0,6,31,212,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894722133314678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012955840737513,0.0,0.06269564002516866,0.0,0.0,0.0798205891716778,0.08382438661352411,0.20401307149600828,0.0,0.06894661630402753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155767939988667,0.0,0.0,0.09211034173713747,0.0,0.0,0.09401172747480084,0.0,0.0,0.07158996341515783,0.0,0.2954773736133424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917581145946784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264759951802287,0.1999996749428193,0.0,0.0,0.07554637331423797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533716425680191,0.0,0.3443686766064605,0.0,0.0,0.15253748867474834,0.0,0.0,0.06927472145692773,0.0,0.09369220543448174,0.1720290928573871,0.05095851287679413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202007109228566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660332732807493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337198257216904,0.049277371809544335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333282625653916,0.219028205844584,0.0,0.0,0.07935043409046025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524594356489476,0.0,0.08484290305094068,0.0,0.0,0.09008023856147854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512007251862142,0.09053578210197424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881760297747999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040440207736294,0.09956203344765484,0.0,0.08559509779520931,0.0,0.15658350747272054,0.0,0.0,0.08476211960538327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579700428094902,0.0,0.0,0.10044497988752324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713049648794792,0.0,0.09074545899446368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007868747440962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805652670522592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321268358405145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319595080689276,0.06741669223982176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595692395995847,0.1149070329758089,0.0,0.0,0.05228420511346852,0.0,0.1699832945676772,0.0,0.09962077608883443,0.12175288523855733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796552875974048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002148612243109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369522720293316,0.0,0.0,0.1154822484865477
anxiety,Particular-Energy,2020/03/03,"My recurring dream of being chased and running Its not the same exact dream, most of the times there used to be a dog going to bite my foot but lately the dreams diversified.

What i did notice today after having yet another dream is the common theme - being chased, scared AND me running away instead of confrunting it. What better or more elegant way to describe anxiety than this?

What is anxiety if not a constant state of fear? A constant flight instead of flight response?

My recurring dreams were perfectly symbolizing the very way i approach, or rather run away from life.",8.295801282051281,8.781955951923077,7.735384615384617,70.47628205128207,61.59615384615386,10.77948717948718,35.6025641025641,10.504223727775694,3.926498717948718,465,19,74,10,6,146,70,104,0.09699999999999999,0.687,0.21600000000000005,0.9444,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,8,0,8,2,1,1,2,14,10,6,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,13,5,3,20,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,10,57,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173768208898324,0.3171747172297095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895387631438236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833439647899852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480449899291177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23327517235828335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178159124500244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384848126552465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642528386755474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23601752274681795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754794751055985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088090849630488,0.0,0.19650040611636535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904450953439618,0.0,0.17104790542188078,0.0,0.3290972915659737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YukiAino,2020/03/03,"Constantly feeling like I’m at the edge. Medical office front desk I’m working for a doctors office at the front desk making appointments, phone calls, insurance etc. I’m constantly moving and getting out of my seat to ask nurses or the doctors a question because of a patients question that only they can answer. The phones go off non stop, with only myself and one other person answering phones. I can only put 3 people on hold, and I get about 5-10 calls every few minutes, I can’t make any out going calls because the phones get hammered with calls. Doctors don’t want to pay someone to just answer the phones. 


So we are all stressed out, every single day I feel like I’m on the verge of a panic attack and I’ve had back pain for a couple weeks now that hasn’t resolved itself adding to the stress. If we don’t answer the phones, patients claim they left a voicemail. We can’t ever get to the voicemails, because we are 100% non stop working till around 6pm and clinic ends at 5pm. 


So the doctors are now angry at us, and we feel like we’re all always on the verge of being fired. Especially doctors siding with patients on issues such as appointment cancelations due to patients not being able to afford testing. 
And having to keep up with paper charts (drs refuse to only use our online EMR system) is the toughest thing. 

Everyday we have about 70 patients, doctors get behind 2-3 hours sometimes and we get yelled at by patients. 

Has anyone in the medical field had this experience and come up with a solution?",5.6915359828141785,6.486479639455787,6.178070175438599,78.32921052631579,67.23129251700679,7.9581811672037235,30.439670605084142,7.85451343220497,2.150941496598639,1210,44,212,13,19,392,160,294,0.106,0.845,0.049,-0.9501,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,9,0,2,3,11,9,1,3,21,0,18,11,0,3,3,52,40,15,0,2,4,0,4,3,0,0,11,1,0,1,6,26,0,5,10,0,1,7,6,5,0,1,2,5,17,4,43,36,5,44,0,0,0,0,26,21,0,4,18,131,23,13,0.08339750726568759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939340688006591,0.0,0.0,0.05671316476304874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058313476168796674,0.0,0.0,0.07424146276476935,0.07796541145747059,0.0948767041697768,0.0,0.06412753526640884,0.0,0.15251503908445946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406327172742666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183956798943314,0.0,0.1802461556939296,0.0,0.0,0.09227775554354363,0.0,0.05378449288273218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121652952483641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386543774580115,0.0,0.09301026573668668,0.0,0.07543781991921229,0.14053199355267226,0.0,0.0,0.08157876483282661,0.0,0.0,0.1265048564647487,0.17873758756265126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143053264688104,0.0,0.09479345055079877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212974550815419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704533023275964,0.0,0.07412753634173729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906116356619825,0.0,0.0,0.12223142843762445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133696738420698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802842941485185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863835195125727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565123092676823,0.25371024924464525,0.08874082769214904,0.09784900577953078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781733081257447,0.07281948655258601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383752934808578,0.1868485891074717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706624372710768,0.0,0.0824822671545041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944810073458494,0.19106312560416128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055405598098834885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100316932776389,0.07202866959138544,0.0,0.0,0.049190010540208835,0.0,0.06689644986844379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142875709787652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MissL9,2020/03/03,Mind plays tricks on you? Does your anxiety cause you to literally make up shit in your head? Like your mind plays tricks on you?,1.9534666666666685,4.638514480000001,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,84.2,6.533333333333335,16.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.09553333333333393,102,2,23,2,3,30,17,25,0.265,0.54,0.195,-0.327,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511820393779834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33729943653266625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873357932264281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369753735478213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041215138897374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191719760070377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6630670935124289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33704009981428007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jsmny19,2020/03/03,"Coronavirus Severe Anxiety - How to Cope I'm getting severe, borderline-debilitating anxiety from the coronavirus spread. I live in NYC and it's all I can think about every second of every day.  I'm panicking internally when I take the subway to work, when a coworker coughs near me and when I see news of the virus spreading.  Even seeing my therapist yesterday hasn't put me at ease.  It's all I can think about during work and it's getting in the way of my productivity.  I don't know who to talk to at work that can help me with this and everyone around me seems to be shrugging it off as no big deal.  At this rate I'm going to get in trouble with my boss for lack of productivity but I'm too scared to explain why. If I had it my way I would start working from home now, which I know would make me more productive and feel better since I can avoid crowds in places like the subway and office.  What do I do?",3.457034749034752,4.780337070270272,4.935463320463324,83.21385135135138,72.89189189189189,8.528957528957529,25.10617760617761,9.04235418022936,1.7766988416988414,718,22,151,15,14,241,106,185,0.111,0.8290000000000001,0.06,-0.6486,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,10,5,0,2,6,0,12,1,0,3,2,28,32,13,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,9,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,3,20,2,29,28,4,23,0,0,2,0,6,12,0,2,8,99,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189153025852687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291053675949233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826518225111727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353084470510764,0.14951715226472426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578940353016258,0.0,0.2443841219016896,0.13858014688610015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733303439354054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731290414396935,0.0,0.08242256296679314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720898536271927,0.0,0.14547457068081274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940682141294715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085319044288674,0.0,0.12806208333479596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680709111690064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152304012350576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145792858082952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519799080259346,0.0,0.2311365410082501,0.13202773740910173,0.0,0.3276799570961932,0.0,0.11996838139180264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265132622516003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090427535549228,0.11656774185614645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838829458588944,0.0,0.18585574079986406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302324165914647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086490812065385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223274633310548,0.0,0.0,0.2060469812967679,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bene989,2020/03/03,How to deal with anxiety while doing a presentation in class? Well so i need to do a presentation but my anxiety is super bad and i cant even talk normal while publicly speaking. Does anyone have any tips on what to do?,2.6959090909090904,4.7615813181818245,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.72727272727272,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.965109090909092,174,6,34,4,4,60,36,44,0.172,0.688,0.14,-0.1556,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,7,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,6,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397478265913565,0.0,0.5039160461162897,0.0,0.0,0.2302948214153375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500023224657905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395537094544498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882234677067457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753789984916452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24421483659411655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227009805422209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26472554185558583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961324604203748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietiesAnonymous,2020/03/03,"Does anyone else review their conversations I can not be the only person with anxiety who will review a conversation or human interaction I've had in the last 24 hours. 
Essentially re living the anxiety over and over, 
all the times I felt awkward could have said something better, 
basically just obsessively thinking on how it could have been a better conversation than it was because of my anxiety and lack of social interaction .",10.1134,10.295706440000004,10.445166666666667,53.57175000000001,57.93333333333333,13.366666666666667,38.75,12.602617957971056,5.5120000000000005,353,15,50,11,4,119,57,75,0.133,0.7929999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.1531,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,13,13,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,2,4,2,8,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,3,39,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861700685285791,0.0,0.0,0.14812315129629575,0.2170546712167558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913543428552124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37470976545583295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33827331463504506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853822333124596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696477620770468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339920593444286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861930241675775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267752157862273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705821941694065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611135371414996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497013953901373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015079397170356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594376175018684,0.0,0.16308444881007708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573824131671267,0.0,0.0,0.12352535553221708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Retroyaya,2020/03/03,"25, struggling Just send me something that spices up your feelings please",8.5125,11.622831916666673,3.84,88.905,63.16666666666666,4.800000000000002,37.0,3.1291,1.9214,61,3,9,0,1,15,12,12,0.185,0.662,0.152,-0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28506358247845737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6188599998253538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340245881304776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893841798512073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quietwreck,2020/03/03,"After 6 years I've finally halved my antidepressant dose. I'm close to coming off them altogether and I'm super happy. I'm just as happy as I was on 20mg and pretty much just as calm, I think I just have a more natural emotional range now? Not much phased me on the higher doses but I react a lot more naturally to annoyances or stress I guess? I've been on 10mg purely for a couple of months now. 

Before I go any further this is not advice to do it yourself without telling a doctor or professional. Every one reacts differently and the right support is so important. Tell your doctor, and ask them for their recommendation. I'm only putting this here because every doctor I spoke to had a different method and this worked amazingly considering I had been on the medication for so long (6 years at varying doses nothing below 20mg)    

One doctor 3 years ago suggested I halve the dose immediately and I had insomnia and other odd withdrawals so I do not recommend that! I ended up going back to my regular dose. 


I tapered my dose of citalopram from 20mg daily to 10mg over the course of about 3-5months (i know it was no less than 3 months anyway)I started by taking the full dose for 6 days and then one day at 10. After a couple of weeks it was 5 days on 20 and two on 10, spaced out during the week so the low doses were not together. I carried on like this with a few weeks at each until I was finally only taking 10mg daily.

This does not apply if you are taking higher doses of an SSRI as you should not be dramatically cutting any long term medication out of your system without professional guidance, I had very dramatic side effects when I missed doses before tapering. I had been on the medication for several years so the taper had to be extremely slow, but some people can come off with no side effects at all if you've been on a low dose or not been on the medication for long. It varies wildly.

I'm just really happy to say this method really helped me with no dramatic side effects. I'm a lot more sleepy than I used to be and have to put work into a healthy lifestyle to maintain my recovery... but I've gone from daily panic attacks to not remembering when my last one was, maybe 6-7months ago ? 

Also important to note I've done a lot of therapy and really had to overhaul several aspects of my lifestyle to be this calm. Feel free to ask any questions as it will be a long post if j included everything!",5.093055499899818,5.685713786749481,6.683967140853536,74.89269485073133,68.4824016563147,9.710518934081348,30.07339878447873,9.778596075983213,2.8348250717958985,1921,70,363,42,31,663,219,483,0.08199999999999999,0.825,0.09300000000000001,0.3721,2,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,3,6,17,18,3,2,24,0,34,20,0,6,2,63,59,35,0,4,23,0,1,1,0,2,20,3,0,0,14,21,0,0,8,0,1,7,13,8,0,5,21,4,35,11,71,31,15,75,0,3,0,0,16,32,0,12,35,245,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224742442125802,0.13107601534526145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059124972875691226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083291435034868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382365720291735,0.08411056970442772,0.0,0.05685066289135113,0.0,0.045069464761801785,0.0,0.12582473399225938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273751453275299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361307357229685,0.0,0.1430438918768246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449053508577218,0.0,0.30269822392572177,0.06470011951380253,0.07566012547106396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316577032428676,0.06548355683971363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458512490339635,0.0,0.06644708919230251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037383239088162434,0.0,0.0,0.16198211089343442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403676329026659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144660854921237,0.0,0.0,0.2361122726731828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049556384796630604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04063217896818712,0.06026605723674393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036120405501148665,0.0,0.0,0.2617169642592373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856806422081768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742766150125333,0.0,0.0,0.2979228051457862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802678650790073,0.0,0.10869995674955674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094164275862434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039829879890528,0.11246023874118342,0.0,0.08674558937461388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125650891848895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080831054794877,0.07521743203867143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864813059822718,0.08282297227660404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420919921886902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375278079600916,0.06313921044647422,0.0,0.05879526419349609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670486939392544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052330847846185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469111825025805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389939836029035,0.0,0.0,0.16676744338875646,0.0,0.1292431053623789,0.0,0.08454994350742308,0.0,0.0,0.047373905680498776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222275027928,0.0,0.0,0.0638552159605195,0.0,0.061003272140050926,0.0,0.0,0.17791612468651374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142539426589039,0.0,0.10764962829786497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044422280837756
anxiety,orangeifi,2020/03/03,"Anyone else experience anxiety episodes? I dont know if my mind isn't balanced, but I haven't heard of anyone else that experiences the same as me. I generally dont have anxiety - I have negative and depressing thoughts but they dont cause anxiety. However, if I do something that triggers the chemicals of my brain, I start to experiencing an 'anxiety episode' where my thoughts now trigger physical anxiety and I struggle to not go into axniety attack mode. 

  
For example, a month&1/2 ago I tried to get back on Zoloft and it caused me to go its a severe anxiety episode that lasted about a week until I took a mirtazapene (sp) and I returned back to normal feelings of nothingness. 

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Then recently I drank some alcohol for the first time in months - not that much just like 2 or 3 white claws, and i'm now experiencing an anxiety episode again. I noticed that this happens always whenever I drink alcohol so I tried to avoid it, but it's so wierd because it's like a bipolar trigger - excpet it's not mania / depression. It's depression with no anxiety and depression with severe anxiety. Then somehow it always turns off and I return back to very low moods and depression but not severe anxiety. 

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Anyone else have similar experiences?",5.7661766132945145,7.883554179039301,6.736732168850075,69.42325448811259,68.34497816593887,11.027753517709847,37.17637069383794,10.980518767755715,4.969229791363415,1013,56,163,34,18,337,123,229,0.221,0.688,0.091,-0.9788,1,1,4,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,12,12,1,2,10,0,9,7,1,5,0,39,23,21,0,3,12,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,14,11,4,1,4,1,0,3,12,9,0,1,5,5,21,2,21,18,3,28,0,6,1,0,2,6,0,5,21,114,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318942050045899,0.1523629326830273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862885207669345,0.23171022304660016,0.17323697370610278,0.0,0.0,0.5453245801019531,0.0,0.0,0.1495313686744457,0.21911822547779525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109642551440881,0.0,0.16444017314879233,0.0,0.04345437802732333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957709270343949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645766397254922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069862367885216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506347581329187,0.06983168531258614,0.0,0.0,0.1786471929737213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918979902540472,0.0,0.0,0.03604359208187493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063457109761097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372432163467859,0.0,0.08102526398988773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303666021063248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039176104581874614,0.05810639303623005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696520255318148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197703809645507,0.0,0.11379723778329301,0.0,0.05240231980913476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984368847506976,0.0,0.08115789153231777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038485763678619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415936310905325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487830143740277,0.0,0.0,0.05045554582946308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452205144328712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318388293955806,0.041566573303097716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919971782723571,0.09679501138343694,0.07753708124692618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881718947601448,0.0,0.0,0.05718013722553825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323697370610278,0.0
anxiety,shitwithoutlife,2020/03/03,"Why do i hurt everyone around me? Hello  
sry for my bad english, thx  


I feel so useless all the time. I think I bring everyone hurt. Idk why. Everyday  Im afraid to offend someone. I have generalized anxiety disorder and sometimes panic attacks. it's hard for my girlfriend. I dont know what to do. Let her go or what? I really love her.  
What is wrong with me?  Why is this happening to me? Everybody feels bad when i feel bad. What am I doing wrong? Why do I feel so empty and useless? Sometimes I want to die cuz it seems to me that I absorb other people's energy",-0.587597254004578,1.5520383043478247,2.367048054919909,88.87244851258585,100.7391304347826,5.899313501144165,19.965675057208237,7.273561745256523,1.093434782608696,435,16,89,10,19,152,70,115,0.375,0.55,0.07400000000000001,-0.9906,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,14,2,2,1,0,10,1,0,1,1,16,22,7,1,1,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,13,0,0,0,5,20,1,9,21,1,6,0,4,0,1,5,1,0,2,3,57,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140774144631427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800616022741794,0.0,0.15080569720968642,0.0,0.0,0.33204522059893155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757595028183284,0.0,0.15192480142306727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535887969357468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25333278270954396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681044940942762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533668315271734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172220283759054,0.0,0.11874737627635633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838156156910469,0.0,0.14318712985389415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285129681060347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355511859260858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964022659812246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553014480194596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190014514406897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492108274948756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067729348051187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231733029144426,0.0,0.26220969445591297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849388477666851,0.0,0.0,0.07729657661024084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781870945052398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478457731185437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898662554693106,0.0,0.0
anxiety,likoi,2020/03/03,"I want to get psychologically tested but I feel guilty about it Long story short, I suspect I have a disorder (maybe more than one), and I've been wanting confirmation from a psychiatrist. It sounds like when you go there, you're supposed to tell them that you think you have XYZ disorder and they ask you a series of questions. My biggest fear is that I'm wrong about my suspicions, and that I'll come off as a hypochondriac to them, that I'm simply wasting their time or even being attention seeking by desiring a label for myself. Does anyone feel this way? How does one find the motivation to seek (potential) treatment?",5.157948717948717,7.000564623931624,5.7176068376068425,77.22461538461542,69.42735042735042,8.960683760683763,29.23931623931624,9.444778638647367,2.70868547008547,499,19,90,11,9,161,84,117,0.22699999999999998,0.715,0.057999999999999996,-0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,4,1,6,3,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,18,16,8,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,3,15,1,13,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,4,58,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145796499781535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913001195584075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426982169080854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637233757954182,0.0,0.35408095549728624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362206077167116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765195238308525,0.20458529467007028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490520311895928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569721205173542,0.0,0.11497589829169108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883712571866074,0.0,0.0,0.17903559041144956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324487042973144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27417731857361444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22663047132833394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682549345362886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963034624233474,0.0,0.0,0.11796701100603738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386521691520219,0.16058211465794475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119126906259806,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hellblade999,2020/03/03,"Anxiety ruined my [24/M] holiday. Feeling confused, afraid, and like crying. I never saw this coming. 

I booked a holiday and planned for it to be the whole of this week, and stayed around a friend’s for the first night. Staying around his last minute-ish did ruin the hotel bookings I made and made alternative arrangements as a result, and chose a place that was cheap. It seemed nice from the website and upon settling in I honestly wasn’t a fan of the room. It smelled of smoke and I told myself that I’d stay away from it as much as possible during the next few days and enjoy my days out on holiday. So sure enough I spent a few hours in the city, took some photos, and made a return for my hotel in the evening. 

When I returned to the hotel in the evening, I kept thinking about how I’d have to return to that smoky room. The closer I approached it the more that feeling turned to dread and fear, and I had this uneasy feeling that something bad was going to happen. I can’t describe to you what I felt but I had this gut feeling that something wasn’t right and had this huge psychological inkling that something about that hotel wasn’t right, even though I rationally knew this feeling was stupid. I sat in my room and sat there on the bed for a moment as I tried to calm myself down, and I rang my parents to tell them how something here doesn’t feel right and how I need to get out. After some deliberation I packed up my stuff, left the keys at the front desk in the return box, and am now on the train home. I feel a huge sense of relief but also feel like crying at the same time. 

Well I learned my lesson to not book hotels so late and splash out a little more for a chain, but I feel like I’m losing my mind. I had this feeling that I was going to die in that place and had intrusive images of that happening. Then I started freaking out and thinking that I had to be psychotic to believe that, and am now starting to doubt my own sanity. I have no clue what just happened to me and I don’t know what to feel about myself anymore. Will every holiday I have now be stained with anxiety? I don’t know. 

What say you? I feel like escaping was necessary in that option but I can’t explain why. I honestly feel like crying and losing my mind, and irrational thoughts are flooding my mind that I know are stupid but I still feel immense fear about anyway. They make me feel like I’m becoming psychotic.",5.075745704467359,5.367152591752578,5.483247422680414,84.54500859106531,68.44329896907216,8.363573883161513,28.537800687285234,8.131152278815165,1.7072625429553263,1897,60,392,23,30,607,217,485,0.131,0.733,0.136,-0.7234,1,0,5,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,2,5,26,29,2,6,29,0,31,1,1,8,2,86,80,41,1,1,7,1,16,6,1,1,0,2,5,0,32,31,0,1,27,12,2,6,11,14,1,1,28,20,56,15,62,48,11,70,0,4,1,0,11,36,0,6,31,274,88,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488193748301252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500075259197038,0.0,0.06806072196609739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221872754253899,0.0,0.0,0.06447844212031589,0.0,0.05730167072749622,0.0,0.07579444226450427,0.0,0.07732046723964067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911710756682019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261545273363799,0.0885190081221824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122522458403978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091126410669622,0.0,0.13598481360623954,0.0,0.05782220865147049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445158348420224,0.5205071116554962,0.2451399575910918,0.06589382321817147,0.0,0.0,0.058375102009432474,0.0,0.0,0.053021968131990393,0.0,0.03585539592426752,0.0,0.07800596203008764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820630411092949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883966858348413,0.0,0.06758494149568492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314877271668687,0.05594113324277725,0.07741558576873034,0.0,0.07456472751928095,0.0,0.0,0.20116959790337247,0.06878347406660963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355477685749544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948129537232224,0.04580984867548095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788471981372286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044961494762962,0.05088693212716168,0.05293028970140205,0.0,0.07298685695212555,0.06440290582910017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620348163940255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340370026250732,0.0,0.0,0.07736797086624922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758242937921851,0.0,0.05457588996360164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247652524104396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133332925572496,0.0,0.0,0.09715076997889577,0.21944555274696967,0.054806559921079474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856285658812724,0.0,0.0,0.06468125540250348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599840615869843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794834410663123,0.06742684667611856,0.05448311576067772,0.04001764855967597,0.0,0.0,0.06557717502958701,0.07624844249067858,0.04659403506306765,0.07464776191813954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504939316022731,0.0,0.061704983301673975,0.0,0.06192626561517741,0.07662092151454386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,graciiiiie7,2020/03/03,"Anxiety causing intense burning and numbness After a few days of an extremely low episode. My anxiety is causing my body to feel my mental pain, in a physical sense. 

My shoulders, and all the way to my hands have this intense burning sensation. I feel so exhausted.

Has anyone else had this feeling before?!",5.050909090909091,7.701506818181822,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,71.72727272727272,8.763636363636364,40.09090909090909,9.3871,4.707836363636363,245,16,36,6,5,80,42,55,0.23800000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.068,-0.8886,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,4,6,3,2,1,8,7,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,5,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795295807973258,0.0,0.0,0.17344892607644352,0.2541662075978485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108031051534856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755381136002322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096507459985127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599778154722297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207221829389692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762789142213143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499855683756923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26395273054522816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689803493875366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DesperateProcess4,2020/03/03,"i go to college and i work full time please help i’m tired. i don’t have a social life between work, school and homework take most of my days. Any advice from anyone that has gone through this? I feel like i’m shutting down.",-0.43541033434650345,1.810745276595746,0.5860182370820688,102.82000000000002,96.23404255319149,2.685714285714286,17.352583586626142,3.1291,-1.1555629179331306,176,5,40,0,7,54,39,47,0.064,0.7709999999999999,0.165,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,21,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796224872208364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459182572143466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008274691175093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454308993829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468604767490412,0.2044256310633685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262565037750204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180032624705431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211622119187275,0.13979844550257114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31410679210694675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28959909649364984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916939090973457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514920280951985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685637749292687,0.3288873529778503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166412443651148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aggressive_Bubble,2020/03/03,"I don’t like eye catching clothes My wardrobe is pretty greyscale, the most colourful I get is dark green or the blue from my jeans.

I got a bright blue denim jacket recently and put colourful patches on it but now I don’t wanna go out in public wearing it because I don’t want people looking at me. Or at least that’s what I think it is.

I have a big issue with trying to look good when I go out or I feel really anxious. It got worse for a while when I started uni but has gotten better recently. 

Anyone have any tips. Do I just wear bright colours till I feel comfortable or do I slowly work up to it?",2.4990551181102347,3.8147595748031513,3.85748818897638,90.02638976377955,75.29921259842521,6.33984251968504,25.298425196850395,6.742157984588678,0.8656053543307087,474,16,102,4,10,156,83,127,0.055999999999999994,0.762,0.183,0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,0,11,3,3,0,0,17,24,11,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,13,16,6,14,21,2,20,0,0,11,0,1,8,0,5,9,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026488221933536,0.0,0.0,0.2330167670750421,0.0,0.14422282552543245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573508627869326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242152105551307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208584007685438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077631123316209,0.0,0.2344463094631472,0.17300234688243776,0.32993230241552923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152834010207833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076894247826756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464153967820309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299574235620827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098420817071626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734976135966152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213638836390534,0.0,0.4073166640245191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599294009264355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321640305598796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003800836812033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165836739348546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016081701255365,0.0,0.2101980737449325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PassTheLamp02,2020/03/03,"Mental breakdown Today started with me going to the counselor to finally get help for all the crap that's been going on in my head. I'd been needing to seek professional help for a long time, and figured it'd be a good place to start. The shit show that would ensue however I wasn't ready for. See I'd had to get over my fears that my family would react negatively to the news, however I was sorely mistaken because afterwards I was basically berated for being mentally unwell... shit hits the fan and I end up just losing my shit and breaking down. I'm still not over it, it happened about 3 hours ago, and it sorta confirmed my fears that my family just doesn't give a damn about my well being.",5.995845323741008,5.888831705035976,7.061070143884892,75.38498651079138,66.4820143884892,10.403237410071943,31.04406474820145,10.125756701596842,2.9798122302158268,553,19,106,12,8,187,85,139,0.175,0.726,0.1,-0.9053,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,5,2,8,0,13,6,5,1,1,16,25,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,8,1,0,6,1,12,2,19,12,1,21,0,1,1,0,3,7,5,1,11,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223799916253648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093800765499956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212813208763766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812649791512045,0.3357352328537269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341807605495107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558795245492294,0.14310589167418433,0.16956349190702327,0.1251240939244021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191831408047433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310047981816075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999828009410748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691106143809887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201853752333256,0.0,0.16689291103747855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006742724652948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061418485665367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586008771688456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887618386866895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593896621250057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211179035170718,0.0,0.11913437688320892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698735392904293,0.0,0.14140405285394966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412965066260907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194466895950032,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ocelot859,2020/03/03,"Lamictal For abour a decade I've been on a SNRI/SSRIs (antidepressants) and well I've been seeing a very renowned psychiatrist (took me a half a year to get in with him and I drive 90 minutes to go see him, but worth). He thinks these serotonin based drugs are obviously just not helping my brains circuitry and is being very strategic on trying different more unique approaches to my severe anxiety. He just started me on Lamictal and I havent noticed a huge difference but definitely a positive difference. Its primarily used for epilepsy which is weird. Has anyone had a positive experience with Lamictal for anxiety? Trying not to get my hopes up and this all be placebo.",5.030421286031039,7.606177422764232,6.03920177383592,71.68057649667409,71.52032520325203,10.32638580931264,33.133037694013304,10.436869588844218,4.280697560975611,545,27,90,18,11,180,82,123,0.109,0.7490000000000001,0.142,0.8061,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,8,0,10,2,1,1,2,18,20,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,1,1,4,2,9,2,14,14,2,12,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,2,60,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669573166519124,0.0,0.0,0.12200224231335995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478020898213494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468913232765007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023443409536782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067739549515698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823198414706668,0.0,0.09916244308898237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695196232434532,0.0,0.0,0.17330052248994085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986495175455316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780799731106276,0.0,0.0,0.19711559509525706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349963321223133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180136030987244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938565115366212,0.2369243698806187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069688480858212,0.0,0.28793272206047205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688074951498626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236102906909866
anxiety,RizzyRizzz,2020/03/03,"Non narcotic help? I’m using Gabapenton to treat my anxiety because I don’t want to be on benzodiazepines, but I’m not finding it very effective.. does anyone have another prescription that works for you?",5.868018018018018,8.180099405405407,6.760540540540539,68.55990990990989,68.45945945945945,11.41981981981982,36.65765765765766,11.20814326018867,5.181998198198199,166,9,26,6,3,55,33,37,0.038,0.816,0.147,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991800970201025,0.29122202145978915,0.0,0.0,0.26618292448190284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23206127638752336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33313890892983555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479380444846988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516428850080713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287885267356944,0.0,0.3141039564471124,0.22453713482947402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771422988654801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Austinjaymes121,2020/03/03,"Fired for a BS reason and now I cant shake the feeling. I was fired on December 25th 2019 for a stupid reason with no proof or anything from a fast food restaurant, I have since gotten a new job (On January 21st) and its great, the boss is fantastic, but I cant stop myself from hyperventilating in my car before work bc I am so worried about getting fired again, even though I don’t believe I have done anything to cause it... How can I deal with it?",4.2575362318840595,4.7664120000000025,5.1400000000000015,85.52166666666669,70.30434782608695,7.872463768115942,27.28985507246377,7.793537801064563,1.3794942028985515,352,11,76,4,6,115,68,92,0.19699999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.091,-0.8703,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,1,6,0,10,1,0,5,1,14,13,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,4,10,1,11,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,51,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35440456399756043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832341469955467,0.2426087024090719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120826779315125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220008353726812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036237411190251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222667621368348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887979984398648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603838261452279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125036020875253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374074968558512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136866699968267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079717964972269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428002998991199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812726154745115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002962559192176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115654543179218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676637803788576,0.21868305221973675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wulkingdead,2020/03/03,"Does anyone else sweat super hard when anxious, and how do you deal with it? I have had serious anxiety my whole life and the last 2 years have been the worst but i have been slowly getting out there again...

After many many anxiety and panic attacks i can now manage going to the theaters, going out for dinner, a poker night with friends, family wedding,... Which is amazing and im super proud of the progress i have made. The anxiety is still very very strong but i can manage it a little..

BUT.. The sweating! After 1-2 hours i always end up completely wet under my armpits. And even when i shower + deodorant before i do these things and wear fresh clothes i can start smelling my sweat and then that gets in my head and i get more and more anxiety again...

Do you have this aswell? How do you deal with this?",2.6211320754717,4.816406584905664,3.3867672955974832,89.66090566037737,77.49056603773585,6.252578616352202,22.549685534591195,7.3011,0.8294583647798746,633,19,126,8,15,200,96,159,0.122,0.69,0.188,0.9633,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,5,10,10,1,1,8,0,17,8,6,3,0,20,24,17,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,8,14,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,3,17,6,13,20,4,23,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,15,90,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067063675132833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437683626880972,0.1638345522662143,0.0,0.1014033554028241,0.1485930576997267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498443900904924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340377210691372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205370914681926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990244006925264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691048175412875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114799029407275,0.0,0.1284472085670419,0.0,0.0,0.09578623104253473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671464535530087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204430160547817,0.0,0.2273053756768376,0.0,0.16483966636182507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991199683597066,0.0,0.14883529307652596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428183041052055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664957444819425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821298654178575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243393459224637,0.0,0.14535100422162486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722413628807584,0.0,0.2940608348541321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360941296449387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015307885527994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026479264747656,0.0,0.11581544303428372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634674391660653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393180944347556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191284371214368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338996684057807
anxiety,jonxdavies,2020/03/03,"First post - diazepam/valium Hey everyone, it's my first post here. I'm suffering with really bad anxiety recently, I've had It all my life. I'm now on Citalopram and I've been on Sertraline and Fluoxetine before. I just wanted to see if anyone has had much success with Diazepam or any other Benzodiazepines? 

I'm very aware of the severity of these medications and the addictive nature of them.",3.4989189189189176,6.347496391891895,5.558040540540541,71.68949324324326,78.32432432432431,10.186486486486489,28.16891891891892,10.125756701596842,3.921194594594596,319,14,53,12,8,110,53,74,0.11900000000000001,0.831,0.05,-0.6335,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,4,1,8,6,2,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,4,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569379641513447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027795274014092,0.0,0.1803029592562281,0.0,0.0,0.1648006175734583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679212857915526,0.0,0.0,0.200555669714528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252128375392683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009572647573479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647551369696875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743387255211584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325999374009185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514536273661989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509896809119018,0.0,0.2327164148069075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781520091136755,0.0,0.0,0.2662637275274147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446974709405196,0.13901665014799994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MonsterMeerkat,2020/03/03,"I don't think I can be myself around my friends anymore Hi everyone. So there have been a couple of incidents with a couple of close friends of mine which made me think that I can no longer act or speak freely around them. These are the people with whom I felt comfortable enough to open up to about my anxiety and the honesty really helped me. When something triggered me I would tell them and they would point out why my intrusive thoughts were invalid or untrue, albeit in an insensitive manner. Sometimes they would get annoyed and snap at me when I voice the same fear for the 5th or 6th time or when I obsess about one thing for days until I get a definite solution but for the most part they've been great. But lately there have been some issues where they overanalyze my emotional reactions to certain situations and its causing me even more anxiety. When I am in an uncomfortable situation I react badly, every emotion is written on my face and people who dont know about my issues can misunderstand. My aforementioned friends who do know what I grapple with, know exactly why I react the way I do but they've started acting as though I do it on purpose. Recently they've started pointing out all of my emotional reactions and telling me what other people thought of them. How when I showed relief at bieng excluded from an investigation at work, it was an excessive relief and that only made people suspect me more. That my reactions are excessive and over exaggerated and that certain people think a certain way of me . . . .etc. I can help the way I react to the things that trigger me. I am trying and I've gotten better but I'm still all over the place.
 This stuff really isn't helping my piece of mind and I've started trying to control my every emotion when am around people and its stressing me out even more. I dont know what to do",6.762099015243492,7.141083118980171,6.977612302711452,74.97616619452316,64.83569405099149,10.009928503979495,33.240118710373665,9.842372674337009,3.192181276136517,1483,58,266,29,21,479,171,353,0.09699999999999999,0.768,0.136,0.9485,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,6,3,21,16,1,3,17,0,29,1,1,10,6,65,49,31,0,3,8,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,22,23,0,1,11,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,12,3,48,11,41,33,12,42,0,0,0,0,19,22,0,6,15,206,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243197249136134,0.0,0.08058313891451291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170025656081348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784454173976606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186345578343954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347128096240262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113440621115734,0.0,0.17981425253752506,0.0,0.0524027612551473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046053990480968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656038115062023,0.0,0.08395814915040155,0.09062081816601496,0.10733633936035553,0.0,0.13692170572114706,0.07764264692435713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143447974055942,0.0,0.0,0.07801755486289533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883322641932616,0.0,0.08490478111705478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958393856763887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339056707587415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961824548604146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786225203307375,0.0,0.09165919376020536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537709157228243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204439981941608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506049963115257,0.061798098794659875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799126071766904,0.0,0.3379919698698815,0.0,0.08489419422310175,0.0,0.15362450224624696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410808382288654,0.0,0.08022952255199252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266807788196526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255407868419162,0.08036328543442406,0.0,0.17253814902435752,0.0,0.06489035825607134,0.0,0.09307734273452237,0.0,0.0930175496685967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204092545266955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079644400739174,0.15619479398065278,0.07983263761109911,0.12901480792475725,0.04738045145220245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103336400676198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348934136985216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664002145056898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059154617127125865,0.0,0.0,0.17316368951250402,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,societys_pinata,2020/03/03,"Panic Disorder, Fear of Heights and Claustrophobic. Trying to fly to Seattle for summer vacation this year and need a strategy. Flying would save me so much time. Two years ago I drove and spent most of my vacation time on the road and definitely don't want to do that again.

Flying in anything short of a medically induced coma is bound to send me down a spiral and I don't want to cause a scene, but I can already picture the numb, heavy chest and being unable to breathe ..... followed by everything else that follows with it. I don't want to get my ass detained by an air marshall or force an emergency landing (these are obviously worst case and exaggerated scenarios, but we know that's how these mindsets work).

I have a prescription to take as needed for anxiety, but some strong flare ups still pass through and I just know this would be one of those situations. I asked my Dr about this and he just shrugged and said 'Take more'. I feel I would need a heavy does that would have me near incapacitated and maybe raise eyebrows when I try to board the plane lol.

Has anyone here been faced with a similar situation? If so, how did you handle it? The flight is \~3 hours one way. I would rate my fear of flying a 13/10.

Thanks so much for your time and consideration!",4.747572859744992,6.234766553278693,5.172076502732238,82.12529143897997,69.94262295081967,8.536976320582879,27.899817850637522,8.998388855275968,2.0783741347905282,1005,35,200,19,18,320,153,244,0.163,0.775,0.061,-0.9739,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,0,2,12,8,0,3,14,1,20,8,4,4,1,46,39,24,0,12,7,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,12,15,0,1,5,0,1,5,3,5,0,3,5,2,21,3,29,27,6,27,0,0,0,1,7,10,1,4,11,133,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112254756407814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846410898199138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598756456392656,0.0,0.0,0.08773461059519952,0.0,0.10325473148522113,0.0,0.1173016164276602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889676157471802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438045210106434,0.0,0.10980348384840101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481775194339843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276829068830024,0.0,0.0,0.2823871443912734,0.06344362143785955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555518977316302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356699881144195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791488611104918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605588920284316,0.0,0.0,0.12640224689197432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844762271687242,0.27911300990368004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004938731773447,0.0,0.0,0.14721716116433867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935487780401535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28207694204032946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020400957304428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868225091578086,0.0,0.0,0.1155199598777577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949537674716613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037774829252347,0.0,0.1225702464442317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202413765010365,0.09959573006925447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134684998201087,0.0,0.0,0.44566703148566106,0.0,0.0,0.1616027860559045
anxiety,benadrylpill,2020/03/03,"Got a good job for my anxiety, but.... I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this so forgive me in advance. I have had tons of jobs, good ones, and left them all due to anxiety. Long story short, I finally found a job that I don't freak out about going to. The problem is, it's mindless work. Anyone can do it. There are a lot of pros and I actually enjoy it, but now I'm getting anxiety over the fact that i finally found something I think i can stick with, but now I'm not utilizing any of my potential. I can't get over the fact that because I'm capable of doing something more mentally engaging that I *should* be doing something mentally engaging. 

I don't know if that makes sense, but I just can't be at peace with myself over this. Anyone have any advice? This is the kind of job that fits me perfectly as far as accommodating my anxieties and I don't at all dread going to work. The time flies by and I'm 100% independent all day long. It's very much a go-nowhere kind of job, but I'm not exactly looking to ""go places"" anymore career wise. So why do i have to feel guilty about having a job like this??",2.2193049932523614,3.632666935897437,4.1900809716599206,86.95755060728744,76.22222222222223,8.003238866396762,25.13630229419703,8.6894789155246,1.6384307692307694,869,30,193,18,19,297,119,234,0.08199999999999999,0.763,0.156,0.9664,6,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,4,8,15,0,1,11,0,23,0,0,2,8,37,42,15,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,8,3,0,1,4,2,20,12,27,35,7,28,0,0,1,0,2,14,0,3,10,124,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.09499908610677496,0.0,0.0,0.09512882168333794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324020201241536,0.0,0.2978884572925893,0.0,0.09654456262559698,0.13613809205443672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059343362217178265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278238517264582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922284100299377,0.0,0.0,0.21328327572239672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134774421229777,0.0,0.0,0.10172220973501707,0.0,0.2213038965450624,0.16330431289020664,0.07785930208054509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796262482178285,0.0,0.0,0.20274908356645355,0.053500748831301265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577053545261672,0.0,0.0,0.047560056868097805,0.0,0.0,0.17230251890609888,0.08174907648004379,0.0,0.0,0.08276307840789153,0.0,0.0,0.06498155876927278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962108332963194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715630964387192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596655238853076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341905170551106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932339277389142,0.0,0.0,0.09315034077414157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313595591681867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483324359277834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175076802770064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062377639923139085,0.0,0.0,0.056765286436768314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803235470883239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784279766870455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174321613065038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,josephfallon93,2020/03/03,"Medication changes Medication change

Hello all! I’m not sure if this is the right subreddit for this, but I don’t really know where else to post this. I also want to apologize for the long rant here. I just don’t know what to do. I suffer from pretty intense depression, anxiety, depersonalization and derealisation. I also have high blood pressure which i believe is anxiety derived, which I take atenolol 50mg a day for. I’ve recently been seeing a doctor to get medications for what I’m struggling with. I was taking venlafaxine 37.5mg everyday since November, and wasn’t really getting any results from it. I had an appointment with my doctor last Friday, I spoke to my doctor and vocalized that this medication didn’t seem to be helping me. She said that it probably wasn’t the right medication for me, and switched me from this to Buproprion hcl XL 150mg for depression, and also put me on Buspirone hcl 5mg for anxiety. I started taking these the day that I saw my doctor for the appointment. Until yesterday, I didn’t notice any difference, and felt the same. Yesterday, I was at work and was feeling increasingly anxious and sick, so I went home early. Once I got home, I started feeling extremely anxious and I was unable to sleep. I felt like I was having heart palpitations. I decided to go for a walk and try to get my mind off of it. It helped me a bit, but I was up all night and through the morning feeling this way. I called my doctor and told Her the symptoms that I’ve been experiencing, and she scheduled me for an EKG. I asked if it was normal to be feeling this was after the medication changes, and she just advised me to drink lots of water. I feel like I’m losing my mind, I’m so anxious and I feel like I cannot sit still or function, is any of this normal? I don’t know what to do but I can’t keep calling out of work but I can’t go to work if I’m feeling like this.",4.029702538840471,5.380768437665783,5.655235884804847,78.49872347480108,71.51989389920425,8.993141341417203,29.909909056460773,9.424239791934726,2.712912921561197,1499,62,293,34,28,511,168,377,0.128,0.7829999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9605,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,4,10,11,0,2,15,0,30,18,3,1,3,55,68,29,0,6,11,0,9,4,0,0,13,2,2,0,24,18,2,1,14,1,0,6,11,6,0,0,23,14,47,5,41,43,6,34,0,4,2,0,15,9,0,6,20,195,71,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865102378432614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434144445136739,0.0,0.16133253703225958,0.23824901631602186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571881632874038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792013824432015,0.0,0.0,0.07674683044636822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356352749012696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230967880939725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067234156835922,0.0,0.12109453151935973,0.0,0.0,0.07344608558209911,0.0,0.3597631344802918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886493761575663,0.0,0.0,0.05872466891543478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488122399364617,0.15066197264256848,0.13499354258096086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018286722643136,0.0,0.07990355273522451,0.0,0.056223455138792164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330305760374453,0.0942380703618384,0.07427333029657936,0.14102855591510285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248378421503052,0.0,0.0,0.115901255396434,0.05730196992389365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737553007889386,0.0,0.0,0.062211211012374125,0.0,0.07864509257411649,0.0,0.059764550948590386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249049399326911,0.0,0.0,0.1419611804037599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596958550722487,0.13775354921365834,0.0,0.08003434418604935,0.0,0.07486470647324019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732571977359206,0.0715179858456812,0.07579275998280241,0.0,0.0,0.07066855788592513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006895352760556,0.0,0.06941045183936842,0.0,0.0,0.1200676235981265,0.06686916626744559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056018128194250776,0.06399634334854869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058150945226985065,0.0,0.07034842140189586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951408161958464,0.0,0.05613979671452679,0.0,0.0,0.07349037046246418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625470627541281,0.07306617824594203,0.1585652598411706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717242024632157,0.0,0.047727492116214375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146337725241405,0.05579900508519104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516662887021743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535325864809104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonmute,2020/03/03,"There is one movie that makes me so anxious to the point of almost throwing up And it’s my favorite movie so there’s a problem there. I’ve only watched it once all the way through. When it was still in theaters I wanted to go a second time but I had a random panic attack 15 minutes in and had to leave. I’ve tried like 3 times to watch the movie again but because of that one panic attack I get sick.

I have a digital copy of it now and even just scrolling to random clips makes my stomach hurt to the point where I have diarrhea which is rare for me. I start feeling actually sick which doesn’t make any sense. The movie is supposed to put you a little on edge but it’s not horrible or anything. I’ve tried taking klonopin before hand but it doesn’t help. I just want to watch the movie again like normal. 

This is so stupid I hate my brain and body. If it was just mental that’s one thing but it’s physical. I really want to watch this movie and show it to my dad cause I think he’d like it too.",0.42699685534591225,2.6217823915094343,1.8257547169811341,97.70595911949688,85.93396226415095,4.665408805031447,18.26729559748428,5.985473137389443,-0.403255345911949,785,20,180,6,24,251,114,212,0.19899999999999998,0.684,0.11800000000000001,-0.9758,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,17,11,4,2,11,0,13,6,4,4,1,31,26,16,0,6,11,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,18,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,8,0,4,4,6,18,3,19,21,1,20,0,1,4,0,4,8,0,5,11,113,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.13148891214630176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492481057215974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162928984669537,0.0,0.0,0.15222028886796946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088131755876852,0.0,0.0,0.3065773198301873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213757058957895,0.0,0.1146556546081226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966816519831053,0.0,0.15041681335612125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841731557365808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889959264220206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812968504728018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039721773818973,0.0,0.07657707511454878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302998803010893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031483013855196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424426993552403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267249305056834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974846410261344,0.13504704315310562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26982431586360184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578840638769304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201870911028604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349600373908458,0.27391432592922643,0.10247748499948646,0.0,0.3161817877469344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25474978893450584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893005055525136,0.0,0.13545308763427966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863192784759832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537119492533988,0.0,0.10760526366504464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130933604960476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951670442901137,0.08633733598793378,0.0,0.0,0.15713847505553172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829621649451987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384232524590557,0.10695205550834276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xoredditxo,2020/03/03,"hey, guys, i've been getting really bad anxiety for the past like 6 years now (which stinks) but i wanted to see what you guys do for your anxiety? Lately mines been getting a lot better i have been taking cbd gummies when i have anxiety or bedtime tea i swear has been helping me too hey, guys, i've been getting really bad anxiety for the past like 6 years now (which stinks) but i wanted to see what you guys do for your anxiety? Lately mines been getting a lot better i have been taking cbd gummies when i have anxiety or bedtime tea i swear has been helping me too i wanted to help anyone i can out  and omg hot yoga and meditation have really helped too. I heard if you do the teas or cbd to make sure it's an organic/ all-natural 

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anxiety,smokeandroses4,2020/03/03,"That feeling Anyone ever do that thing where you want to be productive so you get a load of things done, make yourself look nice, do things usually outside your comfort zone then all of a sudden it feels wrong. Like you should be at home in pjs? Then feel bad about doing it but you know you’ll also feel bad about not getting it done",3.8991044776119423,5.247317119402986,3.9016716417910473,90.95638805970152,71.83582089552239,6.554029850746268,23.84776119402985,6.742157984588678,0.6138382089552237,265,7,55,2,5,81,50,67,0.124,0.769,0.107,-0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,2,12,19,5,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,6,3,7,13,1,8,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,6,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485007314868144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413787192228714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442365573880575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219055540056345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864654200023549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41692228501651896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215399270214175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677521461466145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328914584331047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070958512815686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731056714197839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376000420433506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108507429447785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703407247156976,0.0,0.12158670525106663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538171541606225,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yayaforever,2020/03/03,"My bf says stuff that makes me jealous and I feel crazy My bf and I f 23 have been together for 3 years . 
Over the course of our relationship he’s said stuff that makes me jealous . Okay back story I’m his first and only gf and physical relationship. One time we were talking about how good my oral sex skills are, randomly on a drive  and he says best blowjob I’ve ever had! And I’m like wait I’m the only ? 

Or we were talking to his family about kissing and he says “when kissing people” or his friend asked him if he was coming to her party and he said no I’m going to Florida .. but WE were going to Florida . 

Does this make me crazy? He says he feels like he has to watch what he says sometimes ... which is obviously kinda fair ... 

I’m just so SCARED of being cheated on it’s like I look for hints just Incase even thought he would never do this . 

How do I stop this??",-0.17231583793738636,2.1061857900552496,1.8893715469613248,94.949269106814,91.65193370165748,5.005616942909762,17.486418047882136,6.6274283507984215,-0.09005543278084717,672,18,151,9,24,223,107,181,0.12,0.747,0.133,-0.6095,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,3,11,13,3,1,3,1,14,3,0,5,3,34,33,16,0,2,6,0,2,3,4,1,0,7,0,0,10,12,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,2,9,11,19,9,14,22,1,15,0,0,2,3,35,3,0,5,11,86,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252838314488372,0.0,0.0,0.10078114210358202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754496889414178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129011692110906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469614613467008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656740878683503,0.11855608698631835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355672065606232,0.0,0.1325411293105413,0.09363309191373588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148409556797448,0.0,0.0,0.1012607423191102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489748852932005,0.1099313733762012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209568725384588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006186046940904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26246135964952394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108565591128547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881325388925722,0.1993621661587032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908641913097838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814302110657977,0.0,0.0,0.2493462689288685,0.5211420214243303,0.13121925141623111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962695435884014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957647754449427,0.0,0.0,0.30007687217569634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069068161473206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405122518369136,0.0764252430036294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310504399160437,0.0,0.0,0.08440176994214632
anxiety,solitary_sunday_,2020/03/03,"Has anyone with anxiety experienced going off of Venlaflaxine (AKA: Effexor)? Was there anything you did to minimize the withdrawal symptoms? I have been on Venlaflaxine for about four years now - but for about a month or so I have had weekly nausea and dizziness spells. They’re so debilitating I just lay in bed and sleep (which helps). 
I’m currently on 75 MG and want to talk to a GP about slowly going off of the medication to see if that’s what’s causing my symptoms.
I also get horrible nausea and dizziness if I don’t take the pill immediately after waking up - which has grown tedious over the years.

Have any of you experienced going off of Venlaflaxine? And was there anything you did to help with the dizziness/ disoriented/ nausea symptoms that come with withdrawals?

Thank you 🙏🏽",4.094850574712641,6.969236600000002,4.944137931034484,76.83298850574714,76.10344827586206,8.004597701149425,27.597701149425287,8.841846274778883,2.655611494252873,637,26,107,15,15,206,90,145,0.043,0.885,0.07200000000000001,0.4871,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,10,1,0,0,7,0,12,7,2,1,0,16,22,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,6,3,10,1,26,16,0,20,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,3,7,77,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753831880432278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254609996489671,0.0,0.14113600230861964,0.0,0.0,0.12900121239416718,0.0,0.30364266636994736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895242755853792,0.0,0.15892366528938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638954230373542,0.0,0.3145534493437468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473224204021929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585644807436733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725988705198892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470163703289579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462540442292324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752740049941291,0.1387151487894561,0.14828781490263707,0.0,0.1698555995046689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881825976212846,0.0,0.1479884874795478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761381267961715
anxiety,Paradoxxist,2020/03/03,"I need help I am having the worst anxiety attack I have ever had. My entire body is shaking and I am feeling extremely angry and I am afraid I will hurt someone or myself
What do I do please help me",0.2642857142857125,2.516347333333336,3.1383809523809525,87.52328571428568,87.57142857142857,5.2647619047619045,20.304761904761907,6.742157984588678,0.5813847619047618,156,5,31,2,5,55,31,42,0.34,0.483,0.17800000000000002,-0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,1,0,10,1,1,0,1,6,12,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,10,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468641228726021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36711710205644815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584462354106551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919000409693781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316648963093486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432597150129053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34545633314498964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927748240177965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542269863676287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734221158102471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pilfton,2020/03/03,"Is this anxiety? Or could it be something else? I'm a web developer, and since a week or so I've had strange feelings at work, I wake up normally, with the best intentions, but then when I have to start work I can't seem to get anything done. I try to focus on a smaller task but I fail at completing it, I can't focus for longer then 10 seconds and I give up immediately, and that repeats itself the whole day. Today and yesterday I did near to nothing, I become really tired as well (slept over 10 hours yesterday), but I'm still tired, I seem to have no willpower as well, I keep on eating candy at work, something that I can normally say no to.

What is this?",2.003063725490197,3.767697492647063,4.013823529411763,86.47137254901962,77.75,7.4745098039215705,25.303921568627448,8.344100000000001,1.6098598039215697,513,19,110,10,12,175,83,136,0.098,0.7829999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.5951,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,5,0,12,5,2,1,0,18,22,15,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,4,2,12,3,19,16,2,21,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,4,12,77,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862732493537452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760853594586824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126147592001953,0.0,0.0,0.16273529963586406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258684736628226,0.0,0.0,0.1238099412422551,0.0,0.0,0.10000664643112477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868937815467382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867425237065647,0.12954021258143233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840752215745128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101712793475456,0.14875627017097973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271168287149975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378324108010422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038693002199957,0.14879284305367152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934114233793966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331705578355087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823379024492522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827464071977054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387593126757315,0.0,0.0,0.10975860337680682,0.0,0.1238382665239136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564579008178839,0.14698723611956088,0.0,0.0,0.1052816403889175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438696083046664,0.0,0.2788512243413884,0.0,0.0,0.17312894867857745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386761348889765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,infinitytwat,2020/03/03,"Xanax for anxiety? Hey guys. I've been on Xanax for anxiety for about a month now. I'm on .25 MGS 4 times a day as needed. I take one a day and I'm fine. If I don't take it I am horribly anxious. My head feels weird. My stomach feels weird. My horrible IBS comes back. 


It works great. I only take it once a day and I feel fine. But if I don't take it I do start noticing withdraw symptoms. 


My question is, are any of you on Xanax? If so is taking it once a day a horrible thing to do? I feel normal if I do this. I sleep well. I eat well. I function and am in good spirits. I feel stable. But if I miss a couple of days I start feeling awful. I don't know what the right thing is to do for me. 


My doctor actually prescribed Xanax XR. I haven't started that yet (just haven't gotten it filled) , I'll be on that and regular Xanax for panic attacks that come up. I'm so scared I'll be one of those people who are on it forever.",-1.4818500451671175,0.4659213317073174,1.4735501355013554,98.02120144534778,94.21951219512195,4.5980126467931335,17.348690153568207,6.238725200709706,-0.360542908762421,703,20,174,8,27,245,104,205,0.171,0.737,0.092,-0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,9,12,1,2,8,1,19,11,3,0,0,24,42,14,0,7,8,0,6,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,16,6,1,0,8,0,0,3,5,6,2,2,2,6,24,6,19,38,0,24,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,6,13,107,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.10986721718240146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765620075756269,0.0,0.17225521410127226,0.12718958019834425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808227108725495,0.0,0.08657130776224982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939648958620757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457372549221216,0.0,0.3630417001717001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152360402227901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520308381461372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415597002732676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944313842712411,0.0,0.12412592232428662,0.0,0.11147735564726946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554521426189195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061874051974174664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986468001694391,0.0,0.0,0.08348072915804475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030989571060977,0.0,0.1281793494371148,0.0,0.2397997876819778,0.1525817107313858,0.08562635371275702,0.0,0.13209483817487586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805261685129934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612153769332712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614741045101777,0.0,0.0,0.1127177362904962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266681798830548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23906581052588396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701945319436526,0.4232514607004403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959362042652125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564951631597728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245578907513664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196359222474478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_chair_over_there,2020/03/03,"I think I’ve had constant anxiety for almost a week. Can that be it? I’ve dealt with anxiety for as long as I can remember now, but over the past few months it’s like everything I see or do just freaks me out. I’m currently in bed and haven’t been to any of my classes this week, I’ve only left to see a doctor about this. I’m now starting a Zoloft prescription today, if you know what to expect from that id like to hear. It all started after a fight with a friend, which turned out to really be me basically fighting with myself because my friend apparently didn’t know anything was wrong, I had assumed we were arguing even though nothing had happened. I got really drunk the next night which I never do and spent the entire next day puking. I feel like I’m going to faint from not breathing enough, but I’m easily able to take full breaths. My throat feels closed, but again, I can easily take full breaths. When I take a deep breath I feel lightheaded and like I’m going to faint. There’s been a constant pressure in my chest since my “fight”. I normally smoke some weed most days, but the past few days taking a bong rip sends me into a spiral of paranoia and restlessness. I’m 99% that this is just an ongoing anxiety episode but it’s just never been this bad, or gone on for this long. Any tips to get myself back on track would be very appreciated.",5.00154438502674,5.26951113090909,5.6511871657754025,83.35842780748666,68.6,9.23422459893048,27.812834224598927,9.168548406835145,2.0003967914438503,1071,32,225,19,17,348,152,275,0.155,0.7340000000000001,0.111,-0.8716,2,0,1,0,5,0,25.0,1,1,0,0,12,15,4,2,14,0,20,11,6,0,3,41,49,16,0,4,12,0,3,4,2,1,4,1,1,0,15,12,1,0,8,1,1,4,5,9,0,0,12,6,23,6,31,33,8,44,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,7,31,137,38,2,0.11032248675135366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047203443128664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004614822037982,0.0,0.2531892011965811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907860065112903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483118251108827,0.09211466826403016,0.06725156394732418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384388307935361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344663160902844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291973995404232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399261987376898,0.0,0.07286696202311621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915073745710568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673470923639491,0.07881440657864221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046975919466992,0.0,0.05763894593486101,0.0,0.1253976232069983,0.0,0.08823497080602022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755781068861442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434146056288678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126070707252452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986570465458543,0.0,0.0,0.21559197769063246,0.0,0.0,0.1952638582574994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805835638701225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017500589643633,0.0,0.2346584324827778,0.1035301803659356,0.10809261333448823,0.1058574014518454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390522249605346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063059370748816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135081996328194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497387140578632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175825476880637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912599010818412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617364789866234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33179512093655045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069019488349472,0.108391283095345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045728177704956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199991856859106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910276054753538,0.0,0.0,0.17698808864423765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783699292813826,0.12062032054849316,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kaihross,2020/03/03,"I render every comment negatively in conversations Yesterday I couldn't go to work due to my partner needing an emergency appointment at the hospital. I messaged my boss to inform him, however he wasn't at work yesterday or today. 


Today, at work, one of my colleagues randomly asked, 'how was yesterday?' and I took that as a personal attack. 


I can read comments on our software at work (not directed at me) and I feel like they come across as malicious. I know it's because of the way I interpret them. 


How do I get over thinking that everything has a hidden meaning and just take things at face value?",5.5978982300884965,7.0288454601769885,6.939988938053098,70.46449668141595,67.84955752212389,10.959734513274336,36.24889380530973,10.9516,4.609708849557523,479,25,80,15,8,163,80,113,0.057,0.897,0.046,-0.2869,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,4,3,2,1,0,5,0,6,1,1,3,0,19,17,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,3,1,17,1,17,13,0,20,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,2,7,59,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832847180712386,0.22304057209743108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951315084325377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888380012571802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518457567777384,0.0,0.17620136018267882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913116820370163,0.14006154666429255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243051069198636,0.0,0.11142242780749326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774655877943233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578244370092877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356108915913516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537210679092782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285176693169765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118743829324334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610779692577354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740876646603004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025005880527885,0.12562396215599475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716739421583845,0.0,0.2178240318496304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561912838686195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709207479156491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meco1977,2020/03/03,"Work Stress & The cycle of boom/bust disappointment First time poster here.

I’ve been struggling with workplace related anxiety since mid 2014, I sought help for it in 2018 but this last six months is really wrecking me.

I’m in fruit/vegetable exports in Australia with an hyper critical yet benevolent boss and seemingly a long cycle of claims on arrivals whether they be market claims/quality claims or even just customers not paying because they won’t/can’t.

My job is as a grower liaison and also a trader in my own right, and even though I do a lot of good work, when things go bad I bear the brunt, and I just can’t seem to dig myself out of the hole.

I’ve gone back to praying (lay catholic here) also I’ve spoken to my workmate and my partner and even my mum about it when it gets really bad (I’m typing this at 5am as a load of Watermelon I’ve shipped to the Middle East has arrived with quality issues).

Any ideas on how to get that sick feeling in my stomach to stop?

Is it just not caring anymore?  Is the part that makes me good at my job making me sick as I am a genuine person who does care and I do build personable relationships with our suppliers.

I just don’t know what to do anymore, I’d love to pack it in and just spend the days gardening and hanging out with my 3.5yo son, but at 42 I’m decades away from retirement.

Thanks for listening and appreciate any tips/ideas to help my way through these thoughts.",5.742773993808048,5.891851533333337,5.977708978328178,82.06513931888544,67.0,9.372549019607844,31.5015479876161,9.168548406835145,2.4904798761609905,1137,42,230,19,17,363,169,285,0.113,0.755,0.132,0.8449,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,2,3,19,11,0,2,13,0,13,4,1,4,0,40,32,23,0,0,11,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,3,13,17,0,1,6,1,2,3,4,5,0,2,3,2,23,6,41,28,3,33,1,1,0,1,14,18,0,4,11,142,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443855100903,0.0,0.13172076026104496,0.0,0.1653431811992075,0.0,0.09300051676910892,0.0,0.2411290265365105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421877062079315,0.09347962441976776,0.2030113064084075,0.07410778387553575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478969000456561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840242375445082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638649691074176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408869960632711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146931226174754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340715698340297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703034093006618,0.0,0.06909088364405128,0.2039338566851049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297126551519162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744748732180368,0.0,0.12688722159442348,0.24127841276397066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681154864564935,0.09909556211363216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758539249573668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335424381718968,0.10972143488561133,0.0,0.16229748815191658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703580497659577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164817929889944,0.0,0.0,0.2123000120025436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576137418415312,0.0,0.0,0.13052040233760995,0.0,0.10381989195054776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134504715158376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056374348666652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163774444600557,0.13925772406303258,0.12709108570943364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192508128095292,0.0,0.0,0.08076553199050973,0.0,0.11944165027765785,0.09651279244872177,0.07088829182771125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649639936711453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770084342102358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BranWheatKillah,2020/03/03,Is anyone else so anxious about doctors that they don't go? How do you handle it and how do you get over it? I've been struggling with this fear for decades now and outside of a few walk-in clinic and dental visits I don't know how to get passed this. I feel like at this point so much time has passed and I have so many (potential) issues that I don't know how to bring myself to go.,3.89409638554217,3.6693032289156657,4.53219277108434,92.13539759036146,70.92771084337348,7.121927710843375,23.828915662650605,5.6839178017228535,0.2740139759036149,300,6,71,1,5,96,54,83,0.11199999999999999,0.857,0.031,-0.7562,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,9,3,0,2,1,0,9,2,0,4,0,12,17,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,9,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28780699405407284,0.0,0.17813455404731512,0.26103236882761577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607582971143984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281981389111004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866765333177796,0.12881462783398007,0.1820010430053499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662038257537661,0.0,0.2895726708453095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26590390595186303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28001955633256354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446317401416004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25828728976192805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727837415642404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408311386557142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26633112205592346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485529704755736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dizzy-on-caffeine,2020/03/03,"When I don't overthink I feel unprepared. Tips? I know I have some sort of anxiety, where I most of the time overthink every single thing in my life, and think of things that can go wrong. I do this almost subconsciously now that I sometimes don't even know it. I try meditation and mindfulness to become aware of when these thoughts arise and it is working. I have been meditating for more than a year now and I think I see a difference. I think I can sometimes step away from these thoughts, when I realise it is happening. 

HOWEVER! I still feel like I'm being unprepared or naive in situations IF I don't overthink everything, and it is so exhausting. I was re-reading the article on tips to not overthink that I read a year ago right before I started meditating and realised I needed to change things in my life or I would fall into a deeper depression. 

The second tip in this article is  ""don't think of what can go wrong, but what can go right"".

This type of thinking scares the hell out of me. I want to feel prepared for situations, and I don't want to be disappointed when things go wrong. Right now and this is just an example, I don't feel really happy with my (LDR) boyfriend, and I'm hoping it is because I'm overthinking and being too negative. However, I also don't want to just ignore my thoughts and get disappointed if things do go wrong. 

I'm really curious to you guys' thoughts are on this and if you can help me out with any tips. Do you feel the same as me or am I being completely unfair to myself?",3.5613024282560737,5.192065632450337,4.868493377483446,82.5702014348786,73.13907284768213,8.741942604856513,27.48399558498896,9.2995712137729,2.335257836644592,1199,45,242,28,24,398,136,302,0.179,0.76,0.061,-0.9909,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,1,15,14,1,1,10,0,32,3,0,0,0,56,66,26,0,9,10,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,22,17,0,1,16,1,0,7,9,11,0,1,6,6,37,3,32,55,5,34,1,3,1,0,5,14,1,11,14,175,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148025212579511,0.0,0.09204315428323667,0.0,0.0,0.07350723447234052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250776878217111,0.0,0.07031744226357914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636050731292688,0.0,0.0,0.056032697397663235,0.10151682128499392,0.07821591938346201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723764222991804,0.0,0.0963748551079962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916931592210469,0.0,0.0,0.09603532512550383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071133805194937,0.0,0.0774453462100867,0.0,0.08261046944634225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323839138807381,0.06566663338649642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802365069781906,0.0,0.26119716268038906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101381993365684,0.08128327378936957,0.09784901001519453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161106922630227,0.0,0.0,0.09129586435215778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103206686677793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984958617402084,0.04490676252809887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281153656606994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681564431395513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388685705184105,0.0,0.11777075887956782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549382879779496,0.0,0.0,0.0920265079352366,0.0,0.07324718685032572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664061199925535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181960063291125,0.0,0.06506042566570776,0.0,0.07340627600817043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053330148008561,0.29448848966480445,0.0,0.2918922580853446,0.05359844806168376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062406664514231165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264783413620826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066917802100209,0.0,0.0,0.06529630353190767,0.40199403699201397,0.0,0.1183850702926382
anxiety,ex1stence,2020/03/03,"What a weekend Jesus christ on a cracker that was a bad one. 

So on Friday I posted a \*spicy\* meme in a Slack channel myself and my co-workers share. We regularly post stuff about video games, jokes, whatever's funny really. A joke about a time-traveling dog that saves us from 9/11 happened a few hours before, well, my ""joke"".

I posted a link to [this image](https://www.reddit.com/r/wallstreetbets/comments/faxbw0/scared_money_dont_make_money/), which I thought was funny just on the basis of the fact that Warren Buffet would never say that. However, there is a word in there that could be pretty offensive, but again, we post offensive shit all the time and it's never a big deal. 

Anyway, one of my co-workers in the channel just responds ""Wow"", and then leaves work early (it was Friday) without checking in or anything. Just dips. 

For me, this immediately sets off the alarms. ""Oh he must have left because of what I sent"". I know that he has a lot of trans and gay friends (his Twitter account confirms it), and from that my brain extrapolated that he must have reported me to HR, and I was immediately going to be fired for it. And this was the only thought I was able to muster for the entire. fucking. weekend.

I ran through literally dozens of scenarios, coming up with responses to HR, how I would talk to my bosses about it, how I would plead to keep my job because it was just a joke, and I myself am actually bisexual (this is true), so I would be ""allowed"" to say it, or something. 

For three days I was CONSUMED by the thought that this would be the thing that gets me fired, that the jig was up, and fuckin \*cue Bill Paxton voice\* GAME OVER MAN, GAME OVER.

Of course I show up today and he literally hadn't even given it a second thought. Like, nothing I made up in my mind existed in the real world. And god damn the NARRATIVES that I created. So many different threads. ""Oh I said this so he must think this and he did this and I'll need to respond like this and then this will happen..."" and on and on and on and on and on.

I was debilitated all weekend. I overate. Barely slept. Drank way too much. All for something that wasn't real, and never existed in the first place. 

Fuck I hate having anxiety.",3.709903039832288,5.719572658018869,4.504748427672958,83.74329140461217,73.59905660377359,7.258280922431867,26.164570230607968,8.07648339933343,1.6010840670859543,1733,61,336,27,36,557,213,424,0.096,0.83,0.07400000000000001,-0.9482,4,0,2,0,0,0,97.0,3,0,0,2,20,22,8,1,27,0,34,8,3,5,11,69,57,31,0,10,8,0,2,2,1,9,0,4,0,1,36,24,1,1,7,14,3,4,6,10,1,6,24,6,36,12,52,19,6,52,2,0,0,4,24,27,5,3,17,242,72,4,0.09687951776102624,0.0,0.09454043429631416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411256591628408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797235884474411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089035067029662,0.11811370964789535,0.0,0.08243733410098775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081495818014895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345312625237443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735041177407226,0.0,0.0,0.06247927431332539,0.0998785288462684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012184763060152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398800778866502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240566831660433,0.0,0.0,0.0748488751021344,0.17912710614863472,0.05061554947549876,0.0,0.05505886253295413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713404752131095,0.0,0.0,0.09564846676050093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540681010185813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613797262299613,0.08611096673095804,0.0,0.0,0.053242449343189294,0.0,0.0,0.10258142101085108,0.10525987951299827,0.0,0.0,0.09466087760915216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823635015560845,0.0,0.09166974215422548,0.0,0.09822062516809943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782069569255628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712175926545364,0.07183493486388874,0.2241583695903808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295851014674764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129613699299567,0.0736812388155267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012184763060152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711351921714756,0.09856129837829436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054020167538013,0.062063499819543226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215460657707376,0.15408496196537186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994454327856144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916517175487773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109038696148243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786808664540322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436244680522707,0.06207648315779017,0.0,0.3076460622204378,0.11298245178179715,0.0,0.09183045501277176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653413140611242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689845182833246,0.0,0.0,0.0871063212295154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338839796797592,0.0,0.21158832827854449,0.0,0.0,0.3441021490413837,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,houseofwolves2901,2020/03/03,"I think I’m afraid of relationships, help I think I’m afraid of getting into a relationship.

I’m an 18 yo dude. Graduated college, made money etc. I have everything I could ever possibly want in life because I’m blessed to have kind parents. 

However one thing that never really stayed with me was friendships & relationships. Since I was a kid till maybe I was around 16, I never really had friends. Also introverted, I was pretty much the really weird kid. But when I made friends in middle / high school, they’re just toxic and were no different to bullies. 

Since I graduated high school. I made actual friends from my college and even from a firm that I worked for 6 months. So that turned out alright, I started losing weight and just being more confident in general, but there’s something that I’m just so confused about. I always longed for a relationship, but I never got into one (I was in an all boys middle & high school, I was still fairly fat in college) 

Only recently I made change. Over the last 3 months, I managed to match with 10 -15 plus girls on dating apps. Yet I always end up unmatching them.  I have girls straight up asking for sex, some just can’t maintain a convo, some don’t have anything in common with me. It’s not like they’re ugly and that’s why I unmatched them, that’s not the case at all.

Idk. So it made me think, what if I’m afraid of getting into a relationship ? Why is it that I crave so much for attention from girls and wanting a relationship, wanting to have my first kiss, but when I’m granted with opportunities, I back away. Why ? I’m kind of planning to delete all dating apps because maybe it feels like I am not ready or I’m afraid for whatever reason. 

What is this ? Am I afraid of getting into a rs ? What’s happening to me ?

Edit: People may think I’m a troll but I’m not. I’m 18 with a diploma because it’s a private college. 
Middle school: 6-12 
High school: 12-16 
Private college: 16-17, got diploma at 18.",2.5948343330477,4.708370185089977,4.094603684661525,84.95219401599543,77.22622107969151,6.8929163096258215,25.20144244501571,7.8897218956490685,1.486933104827192,1538,56,304,25,36,510,177,389,0.071,0.8290000000000001,0.1,0.9151,3,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,2,5,19,19,0,6,16,1,22,5,1,6,7,60,56,21,0,5,15,1,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,6,17,17,2,0,7,0,1,0,10,8,0,3,15,2,34,11,46,38,9,49,1,1,0,2,20,27,0,6,23,184,51,15,0.0,0.0,0.0682175240108744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590327197655213,0.1163336791730356,0.15148480479037182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752613524177999,0.06223056986912805,0.06535205267240284,0.0,0.06567836435424869,0.053752888417292574,0.0,0.12784093203969266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395057641548483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581372258044003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303619757138048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619153787300528,0.0,0.07796292832769633,0.046171815162705014,0.06323337860585626,0.0,0.0,0.06282640851231135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03534623832308331,0.04994038603603259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059461443126026275,0.0,0.0,0.1620260676547112,0.0,0.10956795853654296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181936641326748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061817057795875936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685607320759933,0.29543530238989385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559130032926654,0.0,0.056982179015008384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049376206192741946,0.06830443227025179,0.0,0.0,0.0618640226043853,0.0,0.07820618993835989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307305960154843,0.0,0.0,0.14045861193960876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115955445855668,0.0,0.10277693080360473,0.0,0.16174591404819086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473932973252623,0.053166158114900115,0.0,0.0,0.07762160293568922,0.0,0.0,0.04846355810874202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880776291741955,0.0,0.07111885817649967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434944489049125,0.07187432816828186,0.06902308589873271,0.4503130174033991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353739660710548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565283271123028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381654295071973,0.0,0.0,0.049479356651199916,0.07450978701967209,0.0558264916634122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046441999055904314,0.1791700667274083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603693179094383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369593514683175,0.0,0.0,0.08512586669177616,0.0,0.0,0.18923607809485696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050891917206988914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pazzaaaaaa,2020/03/03,"Haven’t eaten in 2 days, should I check myself into a hospital My anxiety and stress from school has been the worst it’s ever been the past 2-3 weeks. I’m getting chest pains, constantly feel my heart beating at an insane pace. I’ve lost 15 pounds in 1 week (from 170 to 155 as a 5’11 male) and I haven’t eaten in two days and can barely drink water. I really don’t know what to do.",3.7806024096385538,3.5276200722891566,5.2430361445783165,87.0390120481928,71.16867469879519,8.567710843373495,22.624096385542174,8.238735603445708,0.8959416867469887,298,5,69,4,5,101,62,83,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.9545,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,5,0,9,7,2,0,1,8,16,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,2,1,1,0,3,4,0,1,5,1,6,0,10,10,1,12,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587071032952085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625633003320212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133899617133386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801723645267006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977947758813854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228524865289048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269413360395182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28791957482822456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352947312984234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652294940100265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585362722810135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319415157786053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556522386503951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458977190441297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783203039046541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734552361395825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38979034177638777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bexist,2020/03/03,"Brain: Bugs freaked you out today? Here's your every 10 minute reminder, also available (mandatory) in sleep mode. TW: BUGS

Filled brand new bird feeders in my kitchen with new bag of birdseed. Proud of spending <$10 total. No issues. Put up feeders, left bag to pour into plastic container later. Walked by later to notice lots of tiny slow-moving things. Quickly walked bag outside. Handled most of the hoard with a lint roller and paper towels. Couldn't vacuum cause I had just washed it before filling bird feeders. Heebie jeebies. Took shower. Checked back every 10 min to collect more on the lint roller. Flicked solo matcher off my shirt onto the couch before smushing. Stickied 3 more from the ceiling. Repeat for 7 hours until bedtime. Vacuumed everything in the vicinity thrice.

Get ready for bed. Find solo marcher ON MY BED SIDE TABLE, 35 FEET AWAY FROM INCIDENT. Take another shower. Double check bedroom. Try to fall asleep while brain reminds every 10 min that there might be bugs in your bedroom, on the ceiling, in your bed, in your pajamas, in you. Have dreams about the slow spread of bugs throughout home. Wake up. Half conscious thoughts about how there might be bugs. Fall asleep. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat.


(Yes, I know now to not ever bring birdseed inside, thank you for the input. No, I've never seen bugs in birdseed before, thank you for the input. Yes, they were weevils. My vacuum filter was wet from washing. My vacuum spent the night outside. I'm very tightly bagging up the birdseed and returning it today.) 

Thanks, brain. 🧠",3.010217391304348,6.114868210144928,2.919840579710144,86.41845652173916,87.91304347826087,4.499130434782608,24.291304347826085,6.2581,1.0771582608695651,1230,48,194,12,40,370,174,276,0.024,0.909,0.067,0.9062,3,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,8,1,1,12,5,0,0,12,2,9,15,9,2,3,24,21,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,14,0,4,6,4,2,4,3,4,9,5,1,0,1,7,3,16,4,42,9,6,53,0,0,1,0,9,21,0,4,23,107,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946121305038363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041615753946392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685272719955635,0.09563532326315856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174973297896582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416524913309026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776554935004938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250269114928707,0.3143693869503655,0.0,0.1117786237065767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367486295591622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497987018284976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475647284535125,0.0,0.12248256117380517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981332060829934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835226491440362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351318592229831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573765758504744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388064771793746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592428879609413,0.24024084717874686,0.0,0.11671583459885387,0.0,0.0,0.14159972669865625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502943061010813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446303328273785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351317731471616,0.0,0.0,0.3435184318293763,0.0,0.0,0.08262803587815871,0.0,0.0,0.09873843805165952,0.0,0.0,0.2357825256228984,0.0,0.1381832153005293,0.08444124717206389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262092567634352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hayleybts,2020/03/03,"Coronavirus in my city. My anxiety is going through rough. My time has come. It feels too real. 3 students from china, australia. They are under quarantine for 29 days. 
It's a small city. State media is showing the news don't know about national ones. It's true coronavirus has spread we don't know because we aren't testing. 
Like my parents are old. I'm so worried, I can't sleep.",0.5977999999999994,3.0630332133333336,2.108833333333333,91.07525000000004,96.86666666666667,5.166666666666668,23.58333333333333,6.816661863887847,1.1793333333333336,301,13,58,5,12,97,56,75,0.095,0.866,0.04,-0.436,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,0,1,9,16,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,8,2,6,16,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494719123159225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872184830239393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26455807284608857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980680310905092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528991412693233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454428873959182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375720101663389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500441054686325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222724665679945,0.0,0.20811355149211486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410222028182868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495716299703405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30734340982898456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908508075794174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118969032720349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pillowofdirt,2020/03/03,"Anxiety has taken so much from me I was eight years old when I first heard the word anxiety. A couple months later, I was in a mental hospital, scared and alone. I was eventually released and allowed to go back to school, but the hospital didn’t really help. They gave me medicine, but the thought of relying on chemicals to make me “Chemically Balanced” is an unnerving thought.

By the time I was in middle school, my will to go out and meet people went away. I became reserved. I read books instead of talking to my classmates. I wanted to talk to other people, but I just couldn’t. I would sit their for an entire class period trying to decide whether or not to say “hello” to them. 

This continued into high school. Things changed by the end of my sophomore year though. A group of juniors took me in as their friend, and before I knew it I had plenty of other friends, a girlfriend, and the courage to join the lacrosse team. Things were looking pretty up, until they took a turn for the worst. I became controlling with my girlfriend, I was terrified to do drills at practice fearing I might mess up, and my anxiety and lack of desire to do things ended up with most of my friends ditching me. I can’t blame them though. After a year, my relationship ended because of how controlling and obsessive I was. I made a point to never hurt another person like that again. By middle of my senior year I had gained some new friends and rekindled some old friendships. I had also met another girl, who I had taken a liking to. 

The summer after I graduated was amazing. I was active and doing things. I had great friends. My girlfriend and I were so happy. Things changed when I got to college. I wasn’t able to meet any new people, and my girlfriend and I were shaky. My anxiety was having an affect on her. It was too much. We took a couple of breaks and here I am in my fourth semester.

My girlfriend and I broke up last night. We hadn’t seen each other in two weeks, and I began to be cold towards her when she went out with her friends. I really only have one friend now, and I can tell he’s getting tired of me. My grades are slipping, as I can’t find the energy to do work. I have panic attacks everyday. I feel insane. I started therapy a month ago, but it’s a slow process. I just want things to get better. I just want to be truly happy for once in my life.",2.9008882026588525,4.8756908819742515,4.061137862451588,86.19007484559826,75.80257510729614,6.86393802993824,25.31435151261384,7.765008861874849,1.4154136501622532,1845,65,362,27,41,601,232,466,0.113,0.685,0.201,0.995,1,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,2,0,6,7,18,25,1,5,24,0,41,2,0,7,1,63,70,35,0,7,10,0,1,2,12,3,2,2,0,2,15,26,0,2,6,3,0,7,8,10,0,4,38,6,72,15,65,26,8,69,0,2,2,0,42,22,0,6,40,272,87,13,0.07232634443163204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411294041673389,0.0,0.0,0.07490828034696277,0.0,0.05783935151118761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049184394389540656,0.15168095677341795,0.22131782209715306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228165816107813,0.06795298143118703,0.05561449442911808,0.0,0.044089468256664495,0.0,0.06154439202433955,0.0,0.0,0.0639667741117415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302336455526985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224029062794332,0.0,0.16005544888908746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921790207101597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138724540626363,0.036570372908128236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610496850830394,0.06152075162561604,0.0,0.0,0.39115408006237,0.0,0.07557505961149526,0.0,0.08220945660351597,0.0,0.05784598477928085,0.07974005007030033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398547710076435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048478824098614544,0.07641675388387964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742684760309795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058955623980379415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108623601618067,0.07066999708904806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073591346725533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843693587905797,0.0482783965313831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288794384932562,0.07672682180452646,0.0,0.0,0.1154603961835062,0.0,0.10633637026619948,0.0,0.05578253560337574,0.1397064682920982,0.0,0.0678733747281469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178866376061498,0.07702519634316117,0.04901020280738006,0.055007444090158,0.0,0.08485938160905712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042594147853025,0.06315257420054628,0.0,0.0,0.06837177342840042,0.0,0.0,0.07358189407715175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234591696760842,0.0,0.09266821652959613,0.0,0.0,0.07765142654077956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057516812058935024,0.07241128820886474,0.21959436565216425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051192958850360966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626635196182344,0.06321641294592051,0.0,0.08271147816099064,0.0,0.2883024567223943,0.0,0.14212053236634034,0.11483807709529095,0.04217407307113931,0.08312849328908285,0.0,0.0,0.2410716896846435,0.04910484024314082,0.07867029370898447,0.07065232908082181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797985557023436,0.0,0.05801583084521202,0.0,0.0,0.13409449178952124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265444014883286,0.0,0.0,0.05137855994003303,0.0,0.0,0.18630317800648807
anxiety,ihave3manykwstions,2020/03/03,"Doctor phobia (also a trigger warning about medical termination) Hello beautiful people. I’m hurting, And I need some tough love and advice. I’m a 30-ish mom of 3. I’m unemployed for the last 7 months. The last year and a half have been hell on me and my family. I have been getting worse and worse. I suspect that I have some form of anxiety disorder and PTSD.  
I believe my trauma lies in a medical event that happened 5 years ago. Long story short I needed a medical termination at 23 weeks, which was traumatic enough, but they ended up knicking my uterus and my  kidney, I lost a lot of blood and almost died, but they gave me a hysterectomy. I obviously recovered physically but  I’m having a hell of a time, I know I need to go to the doctor I know I need help but going to the doctors is not something I want to do, I just have bad experiences with them, with my last interaction being the worst. 
I’ve been breathing, I read books about anxiety, I play games to calm me, I have tried smoking weed ( it makes it worse ) I’ve tried cBd. I know these things are like band aids and only temporarily fix, so please any advice is welcome. I’m sorry for the ramble, but thank you for reading if you have gotten this far.",4.283256041005615,5.363155514522823,5.704798633146208,79.41185745667565,70.6182572614108,8.824115206248473,27.45447888699048,9.168548406835145,2.205679326336344,953,32,187,19,17,322,141,241,0.221,0.667,0.11199999999999999,-0.9702,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,3,1,5,14,2,0,15,0,16,10,3,2,1,35,39,17,1,6,8,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,4,6,0,2,1,8,0,1,7,0,31,6,20,31,6,20,2,2,0,1,14,6,2,5,13,116,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803171273523066,0.09435619397236536,0.0,0.10658830198474528,0.0,0.0,0.0851232377574902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238557812615194,0.0,0.1628587553121327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887630366088775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992595047136236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047207887794593,0.0,0.12199405936825022,0.3268498694050941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427780017409268,0.10998511843913772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412266851820992,0.1003459410248812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556126028366817,0.0,0.12098916978731307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941280880738781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134717734779074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395051613012347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549653535668272,0.2602982294633259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520031674574411,0.0,0.0,0.09419960082115797,0.0,0.0,0.11619621292123307,0.09049489233529273,0.096069876476575,0.0,0.07105220440959488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216934301490793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466594010164175,0.08496259466188476,0.0,0.0,0.3157075439292149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095546750403433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379487521221872,0.0,0.0,0.11684356038963803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244273535640352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294563406805134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194580064654809,0.0,0.11915535647997193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799934483632827,0.0,0.0,0.0707166716328703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062068359264746575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453699365048847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278343601280477,0.0,0.08538296564027148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32542662528824445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370929073552529
anxiety,praveenpuva,2020/03/03,Anxiety: Know your type and cause [Anxiety](https://praveenpuva.com/anxiety-know-your-type-and-cause/) is the body's natural response to stress.,16.208571428571428,16.669419380952384,11.704761904761904,48.548571428571464,45.66666666666666,16.019047619047626,44.80952380952381,14.554592549557764,6.918580952380951,121,5,16,4,1,34,16,21,0.25,0.611,0.139,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614629138446182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37964365204849815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7022101877377221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756697875288658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915110536351826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RavenX420,2020/03/03,"Living in anxiety daily help I am in a constant state of fear and I cant stop. My environment is trash i have no room to actually heal for more than 30min per day. My heart is constantly pounding & im honestly surprised i havent had a heart attack by now. Idk what to do no one will help me cause i have a medical marijuana card which helps so much. I have a deep rooted phobia of hospitals n i refuse to sit naked listening to crazies scream all around me for 4hours and restricted to do nothing. Like thats not traumatizing. 
Im royally fucking screwed i tell u. Is there like an online evaluation where i can get meds & a proper diagnosis?",2.192615384615386,4.488494261538462,4.376153846153844,81.49884615384616,79.46153846153845,8.307692307692307,26.153846153846153,9.057496981413335,2.3851538461538464,514,21,103,14,13,177,93,130,0.19,0.648,0.162,-0.4327,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,1,6,0,14,6,2,2,1,10,17,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,2,13,4,14,15,3,13,0,0,0,2,6,6,2,0,7,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.15717102087631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34901620604635153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321021932601088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433772676136157,0.0,0.1832286447150015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545266395895186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34809660719020274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387017365139407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812369245608007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889708487989084,0.08414703869823105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38171300792842666,0.3238647385876784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34794419878289296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737125476118027,0.0,0.14221865392196287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789010033844462,0.1622506898014753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839740133606595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545411129920604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913821182387733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465310968199873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077326498633988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,polycephalie,2020/03/03,"school makes me feel useless and suicidal hi, id like some advice if that’s possible. i suffer from extreme anxiety due to environmental and emotional stressors. this makes it extremely difficult to physically sit down and complete schoolwork before the deadline. i also miss a lot of classes because i am scared of confrontation.

just yesterday i submitted a late essay assigned a few weeks back that was half assed and didn’t even meet the page number requirements. this just perpetuates the existing anxiety because now i have to face the teacher tomorrow morning and possibly be questioned about my quality of work. i have a 504 plan but the thought of asking for extensions or additional help makes me feel pathetic.

anxiety + depression + an untreated eating disorder has caused my grades to falter ever since the start of last year i am a senior in high school and am deathly afraid of being defeated from the colleges that i have been accepted to

i’ve started becoming suicidal due to this. body dysmorphia makes it difficult just to step outside of my house. i have no friends, i am lonely and comfort myself with food, which i usually throw up after. 

i fear that other people view me as undisciplined and lazy, or just plain stupid. there is no evidence against these perspectives as i keep all of my mental struggles hidden. in reality i am investing all of my energy just to haul my ass out of bed in the morning and get through the day. my mom works long shifts to sustain me but i as her child have nothing to offer in return- no friends or partners to introduce her to, no academic success or improvement, etc. on top of that she has to schedule all of my psych and therapy appointments which is difficult for her as a parent. she’d be better off if i weren’t here to burden her. 

i am tired and want it all to end. i know better than to end my life over a situation i’ll be out of in a few months but i can’t stand the thought of dealing with this any longer.",5.723136569313041,7.060946147058825,6.48951871657754,74.15654051830523,67.475935828877,10.566680378445085,34.97285067873303,10.64471489884176,4.0979686548745375,1585,77,278,45,26,522,213,374,0.221,0.675,0.10400000000000001,-0.9937,2,2,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,0,9,13,24,2,4,19,0,25,8,4,5,5,52,41,25,3,3,14,2,2,1,3,0,2,0,1,2,16,16,2,2,7,0,1,2,7,16,0,1,6,3,39,8,57,30,10,42,0,6,1,2,19,15,2,9,24,201,55,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373023799958797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488949685395362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218681371257987,0.0,0.2436173392997777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923753429066301,0.0,0.0,0.08162412486525994,0.0,0.12941821369289272,0.117236241343545,0.09032730030035196,0.0,0.0,0.1877651504673568,0.0,0.11791063728585388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904706334217426,0.0,0.0,0.11129806498935726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845908149497268,0.10943776830049333,0.0914283259755613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165907444034996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086197164073274,0.0,0.11940640401042438,0.18803784329907228,0.0,0.1183872343245833,0.0701122138188934,0.0960203133812662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194502035786242,0.10734700423921538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835908832072804,0.0,0.16402512022554652,0.0,0.05545989553398136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115126429117548,0.11215512655186324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248483948980594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943525313607596,0.0,0.0,0.05833821244943574,0.08652782449397363,0.11974377046356564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497810328556458,0.05186037134596217,0.0,0.0,0.0939409370251279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024640134203238,0.0,0.0,0.2834284052906125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697597255895357,0.0,0.0,0.12432361842489105,0.08472929487012099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185544393287194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786892940670456,0.0,0.0,0.07359224099313964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934024273396445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891422697633952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106276395948322,0.21486242757026347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780980460954695,0.11931898749918582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502694759097261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097283192565527,0.0,0.2322255180336097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139374978599407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854522621003393,0.0,0.12200579337706698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691112908050146,0.0,0.06261103823462613,0.0,0.08514851154687518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455944143828998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835823116120288
anxiety,Probably_unique,2020/03/03,"Anxiety flips like a switch for days at a time And it keeps snowballing. For 5 days I've felt like I've forgotten how to breathe. I dont have a shortness of breath, it's like I just forgot how to breath normal. 

And then every worst case scenario plays out in my head about what it could be, when I know that its anxiety. 

My heart rate is up, my brain is going even faster! 

I know I'll be okay but the panic and anxiety is unreal! 

5 years ago I didnt even know what anxiety was, now it's a part of daily life. That's just so odd. 

Have a great day everyone!",-0.22753571428571465,1.865811508333337,1.8145238095238088,97.32000000000002,88.08333333333334,5.761904761904763,16.9047619047619,7.1686216300943375,-0.06627380952380957,431,10,104,7,14,143,76,120,0.16699999999999998,0.715,0.11800000000000001,-0.7066,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,6,1,11,7,6,2,0,17,18,9,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,8,6,11,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,13,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803843352207308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511028561173711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643102048977334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333862195430018,0.0,0.0,0.3231101223601767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572673551111006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206083350936099,0.0,0.14070756333467807,0.15957890097908295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160349449114292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491187814175546,0.0,0.0,0.18412183288816772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139366405491782,0.0,0.0,0.1978998275163496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844029108203474,0.0,0.0,0.27534209561656764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795943697507245,0.2447682698236109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362786921234534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594250148879075,0.0,0.18084840274404185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097381022803118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754471114955236
anxiety,rainbowcloud0112,2020/03/03,"The worst anxiety I’ve had in ten years Hi all. On mobile so forgive formatting. I’m a nursing student graduating in a month but before that I have to work 34 hours with a nurse each week. My nurse makes me very uncomfortable and the place I’m stationed triggers my depression and anxiety. I have issues with being stuck somewhere for extended periods of time due to my past so knowing I have to be there 4 days a week for the next month is really throwing me off. I’ve been crying literally nonstop, I’m shaky all the time, and I’m having multiple panic attacks every day. I tried doing positive self talk and reassurance and it helped for the first few days but now it’s not helping at all. I feel trapped and stuck and panicked because I have to do this and I don’t know how. Any advice on how to get thru this is greatly appreciated. Thank you",2.38058823529412,4.742364733727811,4.136762965541248,83.11038635572575,79.17751479289942,7.2900800556909156,26.50922380786634,8.313332769828598,2.0042652975983297,676,28,131,14,17,227,108,169,0.235,0.67,0.096,-0.9776,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,6,9,1,2,9,0,14,0,0,4,3,26,26,14,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,4,1,13,4,18,20,6,25,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,17,84,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615266557540602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240786518373433,0.0,0.2529040381388217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880495968784656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007637293358968,0.0,0.14065586874356273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157137542625207,0.31980934498351943,0.0,0.14237036394424496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927014522351802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357930596884515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060184008700236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086361042130349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224091013617646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159065659663305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278459153579278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252748610588536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816861995373936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033726359637018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638775328911257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757956052561156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394082301670973,0.0,0.0,0.15779502281035834,0.0,0.0,0.172700547306414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589371405060034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244118436901162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285974727289213,0.0,0.15218358998608844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927724262489943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222604914484004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638762374950386,0.0,0.0,0.26518312457081905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033843830013025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644607286812496
anxiety,WhoreaTheExplorer,2020/03/03,"Recent Anxiety flair ups Hello all, it’s my first time here. 

I’ve recently for the last few weeks and especially this week been suffering from anxiety and currently anxiety attacks. It’s all stemmed from this girl who I was dating for a month, fell for way too quickly and then a few days ago we broke up.

My head is now just a swarm of anxiety and it’s gotten to the point where I’m struggling to focus at work or to do anything but trying to rock back and forth a bit. I’ve been sleeping a lot but somehow I’m still exhausted. I’m not used to dealing with anxiety like this, I’m starting to get ill and I need a way to calm down before it starts majorly affecting my work.

Does anybody have any advice?",2.3047851458885944,4.214382682758623,3.977931034482758,86.40901856763928,77.3448275862069,7.771883289124668,26.3262599469496,8.617729084823388,1.9431644562334216,559,22,116,12,13,187,95,145,0.155,0.802,0.043,-0.875,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,3,9,7,1,1,8,0,6,4,2,2,2,20,16,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,1,4,0,6,2,18,12,7,28,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,3,20,72,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297992389497455,0.12970177725122886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950102621847227,0.0,0.5596630468979348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040696707365868,0.0,0.0,0.16645746130658562,0.0,0.11250924885832347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245055518202333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974098873354356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436278611555804,0.1508470826308385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804357024743002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445772681471275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644493828986866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016413176385246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192684216245142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714834178654853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243940421281051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678936022737048,0.0,0.0,0.10849269087525988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831748270848745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28894207463097665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642332882314618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712878562368373,0.0,0.1168494722494826,0.0,0.0,0.15296298715908674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531900417754415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934008656871213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126371479557489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322802958979588,0.23473440214782754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304199817014066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AllHailCaptainCrunch,2020/03/03,"Today is my cake day and I'm trying to get through it I moved across Canada a year ago to be with my partner. He is incredible and it truly feels like home here. But. I have made zero friends for various reasons, met nice people sure, but I can't say I could just text someone to hang out right now. I am working at a great job, but it is just barely paying the bills. I have found myself stuck now in a cycle of getting through the day until my days off, and then when I can finally relax I sink into a depression. Things are really not that bad, my partner is endlessly supportive, and yet I continue to feel overwhelmed and worthless. I graduated university two years ago and I just feel such such a fucking failure at life. I'm definitely at a low point, I know this has happed before and it will pass, but fuck I am a ball of tense anxiety. I know I need to be put back on fluoxetine, but I just simply can't afford it. I know, even in Canada you can be too broke to keep healthy. Anyways, I saw it was my cake day and wanted to post something, but I also wanted to be honest about how I'm feeling. I want to look back and be grateful I'm in a healthier mind later. Thanks for reading this, I hope you are feeling good today.",3.8272634271099757,4.452293418972332,5.372220413857247,83.05352243664268,71.33201581027667,8.166379911648455,27.925831202046037,8.313332769828598,1.7908392931876311,957,33,200,14,17,325,148,253,0.11599999999999999,0.672,0.213,0.9729,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,1,19,19,2,1,10,0,23,3,0,3,1,44,53,20,0,6,11,0,5,1,3,1,1,1,1,2,10,12,0,1,10,3,2,4,3,8,0,2,6,8,29,11,29,40,1,40,0,5,2,2,8,14,2,1,22,139,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170551280985307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979079088386345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365926736774484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828353736364475,0.1022246482392443,0.0,0.0,0.10417963836753424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097751073759021,0.0,0.0,0.315831086699356,0.0,0.105449514211219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808644236738147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30952358933271595,0.08746462578134878,0.0,0.13411701498948508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342391109108318,0.09458977325497557,0.2263707013806028,0.12793013499616107,0.0,0.0,0.10268919072796998,0.0,0.13498044755154293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228081278697527,0.12160146179487732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149373012211027,0.10882216742380672,0.0,0.0,0.2018543847468532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647653212041488,0.059813530510302665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028110814457008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584703327709735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362026032558253,0.0,0.0,0.1301246210550097,0.0,0.09078092611664933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487813792539355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573672914829936,0.0,0.11725491407365382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230768228024706,0.0,0.0,0.12246398443699608,0.0,0.07843233939494977,0.12587930762066735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104555279433851,0.0,0.09736192824820718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373526436703834,0.09425325199998248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893308101039115,0.11538962995752335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271788025516988,0.0,0.0,0.08133761851643714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321002661885461,0.0,0.0,0.08312251255326053,0.0,0.11959715339381526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166386673600315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913111906249672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768291044099048
anxiety,Determinedbeni,2020/03/03,"A bad day turned worse Had a doctors appointmant today because of my anxiety. It was important that i had a specific doctor and I was told after a reschedule that I would still have him. When I get there first thing I'm told is that they changed my appointmant and that I have a different doctor. Meaning that the appointment to me was meaningless, I rescheduled it again 14 days from today. I always find it hard talking to people about my anxiety and I had used days to prepare myself mentally for this. Now at this point my anxiety was bad and I was feeling quite down. I returned home and immediately shut down, going straight to the sofa, filled with thoughts. A few minutes go by and I hear the loudest bang, In shock I start screaming ""What was that noice"". My dad ran up to me, and as he came I saw our glass door shattered, a rock on the floor and a note saying ""Go to hell"". It's been a few hours since the incident and I have the feeling of derealization. I'm dizzy to the point where I feel like I'm intoxicated and I have a massive migraine. My mind is convinced that life is going to shit, this just enforces it. I got a small vacation from school at the moment, but I don't know if I'll be able to go back.",3.1120612244897963,4.775325216326532,4.310765306122452,85.9751275510204,74.38775510204081,7.5122448979591825,27.352040816326532,8.238735603445708,1.7529142857142859,958,37,198,16,20,314,140,245,0.10400000000000001,0.856,0.04,-0.8807,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,2,9,8,2,0,19,0,20,7,1,1,0,25,45,14,0,2,3,1,4,1,0,1,6,3,3,0,17,12,0,0,7,1,0,8,1,6,0,1,17,8,30,2,26,26,2,38,1,0,1,0,10,14,2,1,17,135,47,4,0.11849041178101975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859351467078972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193452206988306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111181268297833,0.19786908897868996,0.07223065523346944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355214648716134,0.0,0.0,0.1253471443963996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292495393946972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379726091258456,0.0,0.3638398719795711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973693730500845,0.08464957385186428,0.0,0.0,0.10829808973304876,0.1007878837300805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190634964418816,0.0,0.3367041581388229,0.0,0.0947676066063958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061441350670412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354730569802994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885554413401064,0.0,0.1166891875284555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511923152287331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369328201871933,0.057888430014323485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907079508404126,0.0,0.0,0.1194104658329897,0.0,0.11964153807936995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214633219475173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402347723761334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602913820219475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422833130515718,0.0,0.1199186226235658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162870494024593,0.09801649307138932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386812332540827,0.0,0.09462659590862704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523810465255783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871976452233481,0.0,0.0,0.09406815144669738,0.0,0.0,0.22463011129642674,0.2264453325036137,0.0,0.0,0.12888354263947135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233767170920864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075185252393973,0.08417218887323967,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,simuladdit,2020/03/03,"Cat on the chest as therapy -anyone else? Ok, I have a weird thing I do and I’m curious if it’s just me. Whenever I can’t sleep due to anxiety, I’ll go lay on the couch and put my cat on my chest. His purring will then calm me down. I’m super lucky that my insomnia lines up with his cuddly time. I know there is stuff out there about cat purrs being therapeutic, but I’m curious is others have first hand experience with this.",0.4072527472527483,2.5288381318681346,2.741417582417583,91.61608241758242,85.26373626373626,7.156483516483518,20.089010989010987,8.238735603445708,0.970036483516484,334,10,78,8,10,114,66,91,0.03,0.787,0.183,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,1,8,5,4,0,0,10,13,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,11,4,11,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,4,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356471673633663,0.0,0.0,0.21538636343583695,0.3156199141795291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25732506546103595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013189170899063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620157873825041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750643070271685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928886776612553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096618783874169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082590753877453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526282270929609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522667149420697,0.0,0.20464583956463228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961862738784734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrystalandtheGems,2020/03/03,"Studying abroad in France amid Coronavirus worries. Going crazy Hi,

In January, I flew to southern France to study abroad until March 9th. While I've been here, I've watched as the coronavirus spread to Europe, as travel bans were put in place, and as fear multiplied. Today, it was reported that there's a case in Marseille. I fly out of Marseille airport in five days.

My mind won't leave me alone with the what ifs. *What if the virus reaches campus? What if it spreads dramatically in Marseille? What if the government closes the airport? What if I can't get home?* 

It's safe to say that I'm absolutely terrified, and my anxiety definitely isn't helping the matter. My heart is beating out of my chest, and I can feel myself staying in fight or flight mode. It's definitely not fun.

I'm so close to going home, but every day I get more and more scared that I won't be able to.",2.9766860465116274,5.205591145348841,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,76.5,7.090697674418602,25.86627906976745,8.07648339933343,1.6283883720930243,695,26,137,12,16,224,105,172,0.138,0.807,0.054000000000000006,-0.9228,0,1,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,7,0,10,2,2,0,0,22,18,17,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,12,9,0,2,1,1,2,5,5,3,0,1,4,3,12,2,22,11,2,24,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,6,6,82,24,3,0.2051573016135458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248109226674364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694477419413433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646189746012745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285387497127586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230859001440227,0.10373369598300064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437244507543785,0.0,0.2331912447176981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24311239020594616,0.1375126147412435,0.0,0.4115790020446069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723196003289408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715039085710726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143457146803693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623975294854305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631493206542292,0.2053982488957964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186703864724738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446513351600728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083471983609614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Romansesque_grouse,2020/03/03,"Sick of Trigger Warnings Lately I've been getting annoyed with trigger warnings in books. Not so much the idea of of having them, I think it's necessary to let readers know if the book contains upsetting/troubling subject matter.

The issue I have with them is that the author will add something along the lines of:

""If you are dealing with a mental health condition at the moment, wait until you feel better OR JUST DON'T READ THIS BOOK AT ALL""


As someone who has had anxiety issues, I find this a little demeaning: I mean, does the fact that I have anxiety mean I'm unable to enjoy a perfectly good piece of literature? I won't get a panic attack just by reading about one. 

I know this isn't the case for some people, and I am by no means saying that's wrong or anything. 

I just think that trying to bar someone from reading a book because of a mental health condition adds to the stigma, since it implies that those of us with a mental illness are unable to do anything without getting ""triggered"".

Maybe they could reword it to:
""This book contains sensitive subject matter about mental illness. If this makes you uncomfortable or if you think this could be a potential trigger for you,  think carefully before reading. Or, if you want, you can decide not to read this book at all.""

This gives you more choice over your own mental health than someone telling you outright what to do. 


Has anyone else noticed this or is it just me?",5.956666666666668,7.052748222222222,5.94962962962963,79.12333333333333,66.77777777777777,7.925925925925927,32.03703703703704,7.984000788550335,2.4005925925925924,1140,46,196,13,18,359,146,270,0.099,0.816,0.085,-0.5999,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,10,3,2,7,9,2,1,17,0,23,7,0,5,4,56,42,14,0,8,17,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,21,8,1,3,13,12,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,2,24,5,36,34,7,9,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,11,3,148,45,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351525934425882,0.0,0.0,0.06176612673988514,0.0905099993791012,0.14538492364968525,0.0,0.0,0.10049420681850517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384840607890228,0.0,0.07516687192308882,0.0,0.0,0.07812543367215145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006377091088688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410571692650165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106986133803224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730285521130878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379284534580277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466500433504562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073690449941243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845471470781082,0.08473931160214085,0.0,0.07409149588428977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816890212165657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971985167120348,0.0,0.184398298729744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709359028394643,0.0,0.09964611615861074,0.0,0.0,0.09032887460484317,0.0,0.0,0.08853522166853693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896452835688747,0.0,0.08874472657929303,0.2886692595054172,0.0,0.0,0.4451062525642315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493664216720599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057037514129956,0.0,0.0,0.05985831553734451,0.0,0.0,0.10364249380118833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061240605385865385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417962462535999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024781142932633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307190976293965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453875208540386,0.06800486383359465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720898458894303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22640688759980104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059973900398596285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625654293164123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210247484763387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515211979759042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965808320435506,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thorir93,2020/03/03,"Taking a language exam - covert operation I'm studying Russian language for like 3,5 years by now. The gradual requirement of my MSc course is a C1 and a B2 certficate. I'm preapring for the B2 level, since the C1 is already done (English).

My aunt is an admitted pedagogue (a professor of language in fact) in my hometown so she was willing to take me as her last private pupil. She's 73 and she says the she doesn't feel the energy and the patiance to start with a new person from scratch anymore. And that's how I have become some sort of a hostage of ths situation because seemingly she's just can't let me go. 

Theaching and pedagogy is simply is her life and just cause which is her greatest strenght and weakness at the same time. In her entire life she has just couldn't observe and approach anything (family, politics, society, people in general) from other aspect than a teacher's. The cost her relationship with her children and her husband.

She refuses to give me any clear feedback on my knowledge, skills and performance there for I have no idea have much progress we have made from the beginning. She's just keep digging out random workbooks one after another from her basement without an end.

I am already tired of this shit and her mockery or vivid reactions on EVERY single grammatical errors I make.

My friends, parents and even my colleagues are putting incredible pressure on me by constantly asking when am I going to take that exam. I know they're only want me the best by telling me that by know I should already aim for the C1 level but instead it makes me feel even worse.

I just don't want to disappoint my enviroment. Everybody have such high expectations and I really don't know if I'm ready or not. I think I'm never gonna be able to gather enough confidence for a second run if I fail.

I'm considering to take the exam on the quiet in April. The less people know about it the better becase then the less will know about my potential failure. 

I feel so insecure and I'm truely afraid.",7.0124682053697605,7.068107015544044,7.2713801224682095,74.18076778144138,64.33678756476685,10.334243994347624,36.71643900141309,10.018931242160765,3.7094290155440426,1612,74,288,32,22,524,219,386,0.08199999999999999,0.838,0.08,-0.3938,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,7,17,11,1,3,26,0,27,5,1,5,3,64,61,25,0,7,12,3,4,1,1,4,4,2,0,2,8,18,0,3,13,0,1,5,9,7,0,2,3,7,45,4,44,51,9,33,0,2,1,0,32,14,1,8,15,199,53,7,0.11133372947651236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685786168976821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571075384028846,0.11674312272282235,0.0,0.0,0.1104131433751659,0.0,0.0,0.09161817311063164,0.0,0.10408200811179777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678680081265653,0.1229593571599209,0.0,0.0,0.11683788034033818,0.09846563628241567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437040845961224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031220953210485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393305949972488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860863871453734,0.11503750393107758,0.0,0.14706975661165247,0.0,0.09380346886834014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495553170227552,0.0,0.1688810364828023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601616321829653,0.0,0.0,0.10680145815322306,0.12654704829660918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763019783784615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256822289908546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895853423459364,0.0,0.0,0.3059305304586375,0.09075184903828597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384628148068605,0.15727661131761084,0.05439203653832758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534666676763678,0.14863225789229928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184310138833434,0.0,0.08586743567899709,0.10752680969279588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544261643285062,0.08467431815687905,0.0,0.0,0.12362293112508145,0.0,0.0,0.15436957959029035,0.09721231823675536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192114870631427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713232379657275,0.0,0.0,0.11953075997264725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853705028841838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013540459129676,0.0,0.0,0.11428247339895722,0.09209641151398644,0.12514377663200588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880258675503625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33483643565098803,0.0,0.09731058679523798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133815838958482,0.0,0.0,0.06491959297989004,0.12796174418002426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133503640542535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073217422619566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345858184317233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169527156316985
anxiety,Just_Paul89,2020/03/03,"It's coming back Hi, I think I (M 30)  just need to vent, and who better to, than an anonymous hive mind? This could belong in r/depression, if it does, let me know and I'll repost there.

I've suffered anxiety and depression since I was around 15. After a few years on an off meds, and a few sessions of CBT, I thought I had it beaten. My confidence was back, I wasn't worrying about every little thing, it went on like this for a good 6 months or so (after my most recent CBT was ongoing for 6 months itself.)

The last couple of months these unwanted thoughts have crept back in, to the extent where I was having a full blown panic/anxiety attack last night that lasted well over an hour, probably closer to two. I don't really remember much of it, but I know I ended up thinking about any recent social interaction I'd had recently, especially with new people, crying (I think?) And having some darker thoughts (I don't think I need to spell this out for you.)

I don't know what to do. I'm reluctant to admit defeat and go back to the doctor, but it's affecting most aspects of my life, and the fog that descends with it is almost completely overwhelming at times, but the darker thoughts are surprisingly strong and difficult to overlook at the moment. 

I feel a bit lost and utterly useless, I just don't know what to do.

Thanks for reading",5.549061320754716,5.754693252830192,6.4542806603773615,78.28821344339626,67.41509433962264,9.794811320754716,29.01533018867925,9.673873057562805,2.525495283018868,1052,33,204,21,16,350,153,265,0.122,0.787,0.091,-0.8549,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,5,13,16,2,1,14,0,20,2,0,1,0,46,42,15,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,18,14,0,0,15,1,0,3,5,9,1,1,13,1,21,7,36,27,9,40,0,6,0,0,6,15,0,6,23,141,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018519300188732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916904294746773,0.0,0.15562194199684412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054707047145756,0.0,0.11571441750521524,0.0,0.3128473086973634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995781285225939,0.11104540053608183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876176489947218,0.106645247813138,0.0,0.0,0.08121039357977355,0.1125446633591142,0.11172810945533868,0.0,0.0,0.1752123270379672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410864170970012,0.08901065191172228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008845930427968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569847528480178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142968060668352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780643947204742,0.08531292061267272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016785199790933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359753062159665,0.24873158271279716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400950900262586,0.07184364262049571,0.04969234779059599,0.1019442008490321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103290254689764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298138143154013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270219660424083,0.0,0.2435615565100943,0.0,0.07477153122561071,0.15083936075513596,0.0,0.0982360647647839,0.0,0.0954517470394863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933952392551242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051571632074673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966495086604176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174157677278613,0.0,0.06516062593182959,0.0,0.30129106496245506,0.0,0.11522219238686247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413891448969782,0.0,0.0,0.10368466635773288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936446329128468,0.0,0.0,0.06757429620512738,0.2606970286863887,0.0,0.3229983813035611,0.05931028139583281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935984869154403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145314767033086,0.09428994477545784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329555662180916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550051434363534
anxiety,GoodWafer_31,2020/03/03,"re-surge of anxiety because of work I first suffered from anxiety attacks at the age of 20 when I was in college. And they were severe. I won't go into long descriptions, most of you know it all, unfortunately... It took me over a year of self-help and some medication to get well, really well. That lasted for almost 10 years. That is, until I got this job I've been doing since 3 years ago. 

For the past year especially, my anxiety returned abruptly and in some new and less-than-exciting ways. It started with severe vertigo and nausea. I was sent to do an x-ray and to go see a neurologist. They gave me mild sedatives that still help. However, for the last 5 or 6 months, the symptoms have become more regular and vary from restlessness, feeling on edge, irritability, tiredness, dizziness, muscle tension, trembling, sleep difficulty and migraines to general feeling of dread. I don't have all of the symptoms all the time, obviously. But sometimes, I feel bad whole day long. Like yesterday. And today. 

I started volunteering as an English teacher at the city library a month ago and today I feel completely sick and I've cancelled the workshops and tutoring sessions. I couldn't handle it. The volunteering overall helped me and I've been reading a lot more since I'd got my MA last October. But still, I generally feel bad. I'm sorry if my post makes someone else feel bad. I wonder, do any of you have some coping mechanisms that make you feel better? I would greatly appreciate so. Thank you...",4.170678571428567,6.525841853571428,5.340142857142862,76.72485714285719,73.32142857142857,8.337142857142856,30.84285714285714,9.065960079200117,2.993747142857142,1189,55,207,27,25,393,169,280,0.168,0.757,0.076,-0.9742,2,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,2,3,6,15,1,4,15,0,16,7,1,2,4,44,40,21,0,3,4,1,7,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,9,15,0,0,9,1,0,4,3,9,2,1,10,8,25,6,27,27,11,43,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,9,31,127,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066888953401332,0.0,0.09639699510548476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546452181340684,0.0,0.22093082936468705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095170423949484,0.0,0.0,0.2411355218948415,0.058683165509174365,0.10631878710306417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513989713903801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093359477391672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208392922975665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041830895561633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34072664780729445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188423659088058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029527353028022,0.0,0.10942094198548608,0.0,0.1539862299577904,0.10613415722649264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357621927130764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552964809876807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290555137476173,0.23541014055307585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703094979017583,0.0,0.0,0.1703856481473056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184233664558298,0.0,0.0,0.12851727390658438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969783720293106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367800535828308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297478656082636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189726800638956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921966974596078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962925521035607,0.0,0.06167078559882935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671193764800519,0.0,0.10042695550887827,0.21750748996773256,0.0,0.15926528887064345,0.0,0.09633602353696076,0.0,0.0815662939186719,0.0,0.09521003103803888,0.10776246643872826,0.13627584980755492,0.0,0.15375710413610205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011550869191636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862926032802611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613377090016455,0.0,0.1824987736431932,0.0,0.10695562473850614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641186767385076,0.0,0.0,0.17311029112014836,0.0,0.0,0.10747811051524014,0.0,0.0,0.10439691390350632,0.07008315927193805,0.0,0.0,0.06838496030462428,0.0,0.0,0.2479698817457913
anxiety,pinkfer,2020/03/03,"I can't enjoy my free time My job is stressful but interesting.I have 2 days off but instead of enjoying my week end I am constantly thinking about my work:  ,,Will I meet the deadline? Will my project  be good enough? Am I doing my best?""   
I can't relax and enjoy free time.
Plz give me advice how to relax  my mind....",-0.6443076923076916,1.5384443384615416,1.831153846153846,93.51134615384615,97.92307692307692,4.446153846153846,18.80769230769231,6.2581,0.08518461538461519,242,8,52,3,10,82,45,65,0.259,0.61,0.131,-0.8257,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,6,12,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,13,11,4,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,35,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671840670250917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869387180718113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954712210711901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633407742399712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421700590693361,0.28251722653657313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622905636546857,0.0,0.22933276008603096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713283868003243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760775043803868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132031016506221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519728754308936,0.0,0.0,0.3188682426133012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932202272896992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990539159891489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RichM5,2020/03/03,"Does anyone else feel that they are taking their own sickness even when they are truly sick? I have the flu. Been to the doctor, have medicine for it. But since I am not in my bed dying I feel in the back of my mind that I am somehow faking this and other people will think Of am faking this. I wish I could just take a few days to get better without the guilty feelings.",2.6644588744588766,3.962225337662338,3.3604545454545445,93.8273484848485,74.84415584415585,5.133333333333334,19.326839826839823,3.1291,-0.5625134199134196,289,5,63,0,6,91,56,77,0.136,0.732,0.133,-0.0626,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,10,4,0,0,0,13,18,3,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,11,1,8,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633058736942122,0.2437352340860065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291433315585107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038471986278012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992709317296014,0.0,0.0,0.15341233073905267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468809342230261,0.0,0.0,0.243479323550936,0.20816959053913672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987174517469356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711689231502665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608364389040706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242820039447544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401900643956429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491540594065218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196776037491544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35771093537769144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242331269025378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735492083440289,0.22930694944383806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xb4412,2020/03/03,"How did you guys go and get help I'm not sure if I'm allowed to post here because I'm not diagnosed - and that's the problem actually. I probably should go see a doctor but I find it extremely difficult. I have a really hard time talking to people and I REALLY don't want to talk on the phone, it seems that's the only way to get an appointment unfortunately.",2.718,4.175647400000003,5.490333333333336,77.96350000000002,75.0,9.8,27.166666666666664,10.125756701596842,2.8668666666666667,285,11,59,9,6,103,52,75,0.205,0.769,0.025,-0.9023,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,4,2,0,2,1,15,14,6,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,5,12,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.21395450091874935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336515956768921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225321878890269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440970205686855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003887747493991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22909614721710264,0.0,0.2492074749195752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170900711142608,0.0,0.0,0.19640321657888146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469573676779331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674804590426773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199901401067867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997905659485636,0.0,0.2363865145657412,0.2097908041803948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809118707354819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471233504810288,0.19959521928675555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066387224000744,0.0,0.0,0.3524466063588775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784531964273782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931819916633933,0.17402892217300514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nightterrorsanon,2020/03/03,"Extreme night terrors and cold sweats. Called off work. Feeling guilty. Need to vent. **Possible Trigger Warning?  nightmares related to trauma, abuse, stalking, and gaslighting**

Throwaway because some co-workers know my reddit account.

Last night was surreal and I need to vent. I called off work and used a sick day a bit ago because I'm so sleep deprived and shaken up, and unfortunately my anxiety tends to lead to IBS flare-ups so I've literally been shitting my pants for like 4 hours now. But I feel guilty about making my co-workers work short handed because I am feeling a bit more myself now, but was definitely not at 5 am and we have to give 2 hour notice for sick days so I was like welp it's now or never. I'm just overwhelmed.

I woke up around midnight last night after the first nightmare in an absolute panic, sweating, rushed to the bathroom with stomach cramps. Every time I fell asleep I had the same, awful, vivid dream.

A man that would come through the windows and try to hurt me. He had this American Psycho look on his face. I kept calling the cops but no one would come. I would open the door screaming for help and bystanders would just look at me. If I ran he ran towards me, if I backed up slowly watching him holding a knife in self defense or something, he approached slowly. He would be saying shit like ""why are you running, I would never hurt you, why are you acting crazy"" He always matched my speed but always got closer and closer until he was on top of me with a weapon at which point I'd wake up screaming and look at the clock - 20-30 minutes. At one point I managed to impale him through the skull and he just laughed and said ""Ow, good try though"" and got to me again.

Eventually I started having sleep paralysis too, and things got really weird and dream like even when I was waking up. I would wake up but only be able to open my eyes but not move for a while, and I would still hear windows opening and doors rattling like he was coming for me in real life now. Every time I finally woke up my cat was next to me staring at me with dinner plate eyes, and at one point I thought she was an evil spiritual overlord controlling my mind and screamed ""NO STOP"" threw her onto the floor (I'm SO sorry kitty)

At one point I remember I escaped and ran to the police station (and had convinced myself that this was in real life too now and no longer the dreams) and they offered me the ""protection program"" where I could transfer my consciousness to a guppy in this ""guppy farm."" I wouldn't remember I was a human, but it would still have my personality, and that way I can live on while my parents mourn my body. They could come to the guppy farm and my little guppy self would come interact with them because I would retain some semblance of memory (but at a fish's level, so like places, people, things being familiar)

I woke up from this one, again with sleep paralysis, and looked over and my cat was back next to me just staring at me still like she was concerned. Went to text my boss half in my dream state ""I can't come in today because someone is trying to murder me and I need to go to the FBI because the cops don't care"" until I got my full bearings once I turned my phone screen on and actual reality came flooding back to me, and was like wait no what the heck. Have stayed up since dealing with this stress IBS flareup and shaking.

**Tl;Dr: my dream stalker is unrelenting in his gaslighting and persistence of murdering me, sleep paralysis sucks, my cat is not actually an evil spiritual overlord, I'm not going to the Black Mirror esque guppy farm, felt like I was in Alice in Wonderland for like 4 hours. Fuck anxiety and night terrors.**",4.551165663944992,5.890074342178775,4.942011173184358,84.15532015470563,70.24301675977654,7.407133648474432,28.29437043403524,7.748469712250963,1.6815729265148254,2903,104,558,34,52,920,330,716,0.172,0.743,0.085,-0.9972,1,0,1,0,1,0,90.0,1,3,3,8,30,39,10,6,30,1,49,26,19,6,2,118,100,57,3,19,20,1,5,10,0,12,5,6,4,5,14,52,1,8,9,5,1,22,13,25,0,7,35,24,83,14,83,48,7,125,0,5,12,1,40,56,5,6,54,357,97,8,0.05229136114395122,0.06195671220893007,0.10205765071393326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635313657392332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702120289073988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000549629474639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465503978304759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206264868998158,0.0,0.1912579704149159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417724605079517,0.058083913987397214,0.0,0.0,0.160185978757928,0.05980738657112164,0.053314527722790085,0.0,0.0,0.2702662645918052,0.0,0.0,0.058649207947629935,0.08350079377332571,0.0,0.0,0.06744720396295012,0.05391009723345103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034537950864007294,0.0,0.08811545414338377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932025012195486,0.0,0.05020790707867023,0.057282630151658735,0.0,0.04447900507599068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048342520765815175,0.0,0.05016263844973399,0.059436771185995864,0.04385951278072083,0.1672887136542717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058936164429601215,0.0,0.035049797120204534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448937230266582,0.0,0.11195796724051048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028737964547479056,0.08524887713464231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386986963048843,0.255469177162588,0.05240968129972005,0.04617422991225597,0.0,0.1756462937803341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034904889612661284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279936816396709,0.0,0.0,0.055577441401475115,0.0,0.11632014512042595,0.08066064274874943,0.0,0.1112249116183004,0.19628760047858948,0.0,0.0,0.059534061247196526,0.0,0.05568859301290012,0.17716989811102313,0.03976993648895316,0.0,0.06135264549926388,0.05806336828498334,0.0,0.0,0.036252245720820635,0.04565879957907372,0.05463334274654676,0.0,0.1977289533705924,0.058950652768417384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190380340353686,0.033499184945642614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847183716890801,0.0,0.049741059049109984,0.041584189203224084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910258799049888,0.0,0.10735266153442928,0.04325595430229249,0.0,0.2093165013583798,0.0,0.0443063006053891,0.040256444533375416,0.0,0.05853589764386085,0.03701209455984742,0.05573563339246283,0.12527984567119296,0.04371791936849896,0.05989957751632888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948011360466183,0.0,0.05137599682619005,0.04151349974657685,0.06098302639804992,0.0,0.049566096096093394,0.0,0.0,0.10650720516494508,0.056877985082266276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045162946685231714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041506448513554964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048474615665172166,0.09436964006296908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903436684995096,0.0,0.0,0.4086091090863896,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,parubably,2020/03/03,"What should I do if I don’t feel good enough for this world? I can continue living if I wanted to, but when I look ahead I just see myself doing badly at work, at relationships and so on and have no incentive to live.",7.374130434782611,4.51485380434783,8.25826086956522,76.8204347826087,65.30434782608695,11.808695652173913,29.52173913043478,10.125756701596842,2.377121739130435,169,3,38,3,2,58,36,46,0.147,0.742,0.11,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,10,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,7,9,1,7,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,2,3,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750743744062124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404066821238995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657823561377832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763244030115665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5818152417156537,0.0,0.27665239644077605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537026449949324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26252650076850603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431629886622845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984124414751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bekanss,2020/03/03,"On the way to Disney World I have lived in Fl my entire life and today is the first time I have ever been to Disney World. I should be excited, right? Oh my Lordy. I woke up at 5 this morning in anxiety mode. Now we are on the way there and all of my ailments are coming out. Stomach ache, headache, skin feeling like pins and needles. AND I am thinking about the corona virus and I have not been feeding into that scare at all until now. What am I such a hot mess. I can’t be helped 😣",0.7766019417475718,2.619697194174762,2.5182621359223307,95.35331553398059,81.91262135922331,4.8966990291262125,20.00873786407768,5.6839178017228535,-0.2164322330097086,373,10,85,2,10,123,72,103,0.1,0.8370000000000001,0.064,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,5,0,14,4,2,0,3,16,18,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,3,12,2,14,12,2,22,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,0,8,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556081281305995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253988709695187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667103252391063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490859246647218,0.21064217816447972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508007825136255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763294007302665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826253954932186,0.14404969137916807,0.0,0.2603595330914653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518018181841764,0.0,0.0,0.2951980797653508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892912186394614,0.0,0.0,0.17193045027142326,0.0,0.27948502143443904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680792544157073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alksdfadf,2020/03/03,what to expect from first therapy session ? I have my first therapy session for social anxiety next week. I want to know what to expect so i can prepare answers beforehand . What are some things she'll ask me or want me to talk about?,3.5583333333333336,5.741936333333335,4.530833333333334,82.61625000000002,74.55555555555556,8.055555555555555,29.027777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.561111111111112,185,8,34,4,4,60,32,45,0.04,0.8909999999999999,0.069,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,7,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,26,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635297302618826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23995317759113746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436649244784008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410599281036957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27297302163304504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616442416196311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630280611194296,0.0,0.0,0.5870523932111319,0.0,0.17052112047667548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027829678370452,0.0,0.20588637211586505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,silkrent,2020/03/03,"first day of work tomorrow i graduated from high school and convinced my parents i needed help to treat my social anxiety. i’ve been seeing a therapist for a few months now and i’m working really hard, i decided to accept when my mum told me there’s a place for me where she works. i was trying my best to stay positive, for the first time in years my mind told me it’s better to try and fail rather than stay home and i’m very proud of me for that.
i start tomorrow and obviously my anxiety is increasing more and more every hour. i’m trying to distract myself, breathe deeply, i have some positive thought that help me but the intrusive ones keep coming to f*ck my day up.
i just want to know everything’s gonna be okay. it’s my first time and i’m so worried i’ll make a mess and cry or have an anxiety attack. i hate how my brain stops working when i’m in a social situation and i’m scared this is gonna make me look dumb.
i really wanna do good and make my parents (and myself) happy.",2.090579710144926,3.8107544106280216,4.058285024154588,86.4494565217392,77.35748792270532,7.885024154589372,23.09420289855073,8.680891452615391,1.4867855072463767,781,24,168,17,18,266,116,207,0.18,0.6709999999999999,0.149,-0.8721,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,11,9,16,3,2,8,1,8,2,2,4,1,32,31,17,0,4,4,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,4,5,3,28,9,19,23,6,27,0,1,2,0,10,6,1,2,17,99,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536040680223989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571340789788274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159663509819014,0.09773115109176253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335818072003275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518877149971863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138263926347155,0.1425309184486101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931037602053292,0.0,0.0993132023313259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819820425162684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268488939554348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763277214967115,0.09898921345044576,0.10909908898115976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813600806119148,0.11675275834171885,0.1108437769135276,0.0,0.10882344921193923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822037236789342,0.0,0.0,0.060729700278544005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279490513927596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128534687247356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157678889180404,0.0,0.08820264567987449,0.0,0.0,0.08193676507429012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487986696403975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454015800098881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545238441404505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158243239275273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063303796323104,0.11183519583131038,0.08805678912878907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242102910617204,0.0,0.2252883095401329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821477424356549,0.23556353861923024,0.0,0.0923856710750725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830279871305006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772724292835066,0.12887067590028686,0.0,0.0,0.2111811956440132,0.0,0.2250733741593368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117676007423432,0.06517768417078197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217907494818111,0.11222142170011852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116047468182976
anxiety,imjustahungryhuman,2020/03/03,"Physical symptoms are too much, my head is a mess and I’ve just started a new job. About a month ago, me and my partner got a job offer in a hotel. We decided, maybe it was the chance we’d been waiting for, so we put everything in a storage and last Friday arrived 300 mi further up north. 

I’ve been struggling with anxiety my whole life, and it wasn’t an easy thing to decide to move away and hope life sorts itself out. But we did it, hoping for a better life.

I haven’t been able to eat for a few days now, every time I try, I feel full or gag. I don’t sleep well, I’m constantly shaking my legs or hands- it somewhat makes me feel better. I’ve been crying a lot; before work, during and after. I feel like I want to run away so, so badly, I just can’t get the thoughts out of my head- it’s a constant mental and physical battle. 

I feel like I haven’t been this bad in a while, it kinda feels like anxiety mixed with depression? My partner has been really trying to help, but I find that we have such different mindsets, I only push him away. It’s all getting too much and for now I can’t afford therapy, im also not registered with gp up here, and I feel like i need help. Thinking about going to work again and again, makes me feel so overwhelmed and panicked, I’m starting to fear something like a heart attack because of all my stress. 

If you feel similar or you managed to fight your anxiety, read a book that helped you or just did anything- PLEASE leave a comment. I know there’s plenty of people suffering, yet everyone at work is so happy to be there, I feel like I’m one in a million.",2.380648148148147,3.842442792168676,3.9555555555555566,88.60425925925927,75.89759036144578,6.8462293618920125,24.344489067380643,7.526774132740827,1.066031102186524,1245,40,265,16,27,415,179,332,0.141,0.72,0.139,-0.2179,4,0,1,0,1,0,41.0,5,4,0,5,24,25,3,5,18,0,22,11,6,2,2,59,50,25,0,5,11,0,10,6,2,0,4,0,0,2,12,20,1,1,15,3,0,6,7,13,1,2,12,10,36,12,34,36,9,38,0,3,0,0,18,15,0,11,23,173,48,8,0.08357114940249795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408078155069857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683181798375296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191795101645848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877193523484547,0.0,0.0,0.09507424716819138,0.2355535375729796,0.0,0.1395568379636864,0.05094419699639804,0.0,0.07111289283552588,0.0,0.0,0.14782378061817825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062144661871515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917989834197874,0.0538964776959193,0.0,0.07197970852236668,0.0,0.0,0.08731406391316858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551414939907583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704122977657228,0.07985581461701524,0.07510836038414405,0.0,0.0,0.09404077724035943,0.38030475752985,0.29851622915724874,0.0,0.0,0.0763825165348569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732495258163071,0.0,0.047495410103333316,0.0,0.06683948254696574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896304253816772,0.0,0.0,0.17153621912829844,0.0,0.0,0.09903221442135617,0.16804793952081035,0.0,0.0,0.16601001609844765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027118223593636,0.0,0.1658629410841642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459285181372425,0.06812164085576199,0.0,0.08848978049586409,0.0,0.0,0.1770863229464825,0.24497185353750345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104920268941993,0.0,0.0,0.1115687823335554,0.0,0.08395845230075097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842200624536033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670569413780109,0.08882290606253461,0.12286882126105775,0.06196694835576318,0.0,0.08071353685772631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056629973673478814,0.06355962498081995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057937712406654775,0.0,0.0,0.09173602609878186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401208765586017,0.0,0.0,0.0835937649423973,0.0,0.05353781826882216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363150348713383,0.0,0.0,0.06433715372699282,0.0,0.0,0.11830417937086685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573046928312136,0.08736671059738513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686242305079447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557089263964642,0.0,0.055520958218826105,0.05354901808200718,0.0,0.06634615763760908,0.04873100927797738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347864937994942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049292429171412216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514049980441084,0.0,0.0,0.09330420381008632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825223762778122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CauliflowerMAN,2020/03/03,"Am I paranoid or am I just become more aware of myself? Can’t sleep, feeling paranoid and insecure. Can’t help but feel like I’m a burden on everyone around me, like my coworkers and friends are against me behind my back. Feeling like I’m completely inferior. Feel like everybody around me resents me. Like I’m a fuckup. But what if I’m right about those things? I feel like the more I hate myself the more I know how other people feel about me, like I’m actually right about those things. And it makes me embarrassed to be me. In a really negative downward spiral of thoughts with this continuous rhetoric. I need to get it off my chest.",1.840426666666665,4.497398056000005,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,84.44,6.8533333333333335,24.333333333333336,8.021203637495839,1.7064933333333332,507,20,99,11,15,165,71,125,0.19699999999999998,0.59,0.213,-0.0973,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,14,2,2,5,0,6,2,2,2,0,22,23,8,0,2,5,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,6,18,8,15,21,3,10,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,2,9,67,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.13480846330510748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459546169785046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622408817697633,0.0,0.0,0.15256902121243152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448411911168694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320023620363246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41909806675405453,0.4934499453035123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672959044179096,0.0,0.07217445630458301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638844498068367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259490603354603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592024335385572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724307265145557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221208792482756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243190919000124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957715468227172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849848321815494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359481742792937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382436088579896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835532619021968,0.0,0.0,0.10967078054617532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bitchkittenzz,2020/03/03,"Responded to friends post—went to hit send and realized She was probably asleep—as most people would be. So I copy pasted it to my notes and set my morning alarm label to “send instagram message to _____• just do I wouldn’t risk waking her up with a notification. 


Courteous? I guess,

Necessary?

Probably not.",2.255714285714287,5.171803142857144,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,89.0,8.514285714285714,26.642857142857146,8.841846274778883,3.154864285714286,240,11,42,8,8,80,45,56,0.079,0.8029999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,10,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,7,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24270359574678024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34606035697675264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299881942161416,0.21778495249432855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008590494021359,0.0,0.6773915762556596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29121070046585185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315586910979995,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sukari420,2020/03/03,How do I make it stop! I feel so anxious I had to serve my ex friend with an eviction notice. My body feels all warm to the touch and my heart keeps racing I can't sleep and I'm so sad I want cry. I put a link to my most recent post about them from r/badroommates. Any advice is appreciated I feel like im freaking out!,0.02692152917504842,1.7373965211267617,2.3262776659959776,96.4498591549296,83.78873239436619,5.183903420523139,17.185110663983902,6.1826913282559595,-0.5761565392354124,247,5,62,2,7,84,55,71,0.23199999999999998,0.61,0.159,-0.7753,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,4,3,3,2,1,15,11,5,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,12,3,7,10,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516345322636366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669328988715195,0.0,0.0,0.26030866211231435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25594432997935995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531052085934602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495213541508915,0.16461187179790146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802168007172708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730484407868367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488928042407929,0.0,0.0,0.20480760664910255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257142105376047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380693158616188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623343430363532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067836809155106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316354297004676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275116447610135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058609525443835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264117744010786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590750248786956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DontHaveADaughterYet,2020/03/03,"I hate not being able to discern symptoms of anxiety from potentially dangerous symptoms The only problem with my anxiety is that when I have a new symptom, I get paranoid that it’s something dangerous. Why do anxiety symptoms have to mimic dangerous symptoms?? It’s so unfair. 

Examples (potential TRIGGER WARNING): 

Was taken to ER with hest pain/shortness of breath. Common symptoms of a heart attack or another medical emergency. Turned out to be symptoms of anxiety/panic attack.

Was taken to ER after a sudden onset of partial blindness. Common symptom of stroke, retinal detachment, and other emergencies. Turned out to be an ocular migraine (harmless but disturbing condition) caused by anxiety. 

Saw my doctor because of extreme fatigue, a common symptom of anemia and many hormone disorders. Turned out to be caused by anxiety (ie, constant panic attacks use a lot of energy and make you tired. 

Saw my doctor because I was having to pee literally ever 30 minutes. Common symptom of diabetes. Turned out i was over-hydrating because anxiety attacks make my mouth dry. 

Saw my doctor because of sudden 15 lbs weight loss. Common symptom of cancer. Turns out, I was just having constant anxiety attacks and not taking any time to eat. 

Every week it seems like, I have new potentially dangerous symptoms, and they’ve always turned out to be anxiety. 

I hate it so much.",5.8767433831990825,8.817573607594937,6.933726505561952,64.53865650172614,70.30801687763713,9.372382048331415,38.198887610280025,9.800150414767053,5.014891983122364,1103,65,139,30,22,368,125,237,0.293,0.685,0.022000000000000002,-0.9966,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,1,5,18,11,2,7,0,17,29,4,6,1,29,36,10,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,23,0,0,0,7,13,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,16,2,0,10,6,14,2,34,21,2,22,0,2,4,0,1,6,0,3,17,95,21,3,0.0554402709336745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613074664432355,0.0,0.0,0.03770128536279605,0.05813395800022951,0.3392932441405312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153565590221568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518349833270926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139048599487292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982247472444695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353935360981257,0.1702363995181253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672923784396072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050148899074920025,0.04671081938089936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02896525335004653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947157942452083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569698799090137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02708531598194036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047133335784960005,0.0,0.0,0.07401362269797364,0.05620773303214095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585024035335826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04075497817558232,0.0,0.0,0.1070891182758752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216482427934727,0.058992357103165326,0.06504721266698812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304885191139085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047074046706078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268062913131759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6914840304083539,0.041684184115275004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03232766782027434,0.06372043584494072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618185682076589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047882593713703216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444708412374023,0.06751131430126707,0.0,0.0,0.050026221335123404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meegz5656,2020/03/03,"I'm petrified to do anything. I've been trying to find full time work for months now and I finally have a very promising interview for Friday. I'm already convinced it's going to be an awful experience and I can feel myself spiralling towards a panic attack on the day. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to get out of this funk? I'm momentarily in this really bad anxiety relapse at the moment, after having one bad experience.",4.360017211703962,6.49843563855422,6.521032702237522,69.42891566265061,72.13253012048195,9.080206540447504,29.929432013769365,9.606745405546679,3.343417900172117,350,15,56,9,7,123,64,83,0.24100000000000002,0.698,0.061,-0.9499,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,5,1,7,0,0,1,0,6,13,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,1,3,2,14,11,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,7,38,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448917794341588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509116946580501,0.0,0.1697664879544232,0.0,0.0,0.15517006583573084,0.0,0.18261941751057512,0.0,0.0,0.2524635024275766,0.0,0.0,0.3705841397586983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311860396380774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420173751453626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434156326858829,0.0,0.0,0.1122082932674292,0.0,0.0,0.2431000716703967,0.2028288229777744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594287640836826,0.0,0.12612098376870845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771326481723252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503772253983328,0.0,0.0,0.2603726902649493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142166207096721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940203730863725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066759993655796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310540278279816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155878084413372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awuxstudent,2020/03/03,"Student Wellness Survey Hi,

I am working on a school project on student health and wellness. If you have some time to spare, please help me out by taking this survey.

This survey will take a few minutes to complete and contains 10 questions. Thank you so much for your time. I truly appreciate it!

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anxiety,solacend,2020/03/03,How do you guys deal with test anxiety at school? I am a good student but I suffer a lot on tests because I freeze up and can’t think properly. It feel like I’m having a panic attack on tests. I think if I wasn’t so nervous I’d be able to perform much better than I am able to now. What do you guys do to deal with severe test anxiety?,0.2551428571428573,1.8212000000000008,2.905904761904761,93.312,82.33333333333334,5.885714285714287,20.047619047619047,6.868970318607317,0.19776190476190392,260,7,62,3,7,91,50,75,0.282,0.597,0.121,-0.941,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,3,7,1,2,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,10,13,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,8,3,10,11,2,5,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,2,40,10,6,0.39799258379248026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044632372476413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22638701006942466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130629252314395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599604892009246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103128780943373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006185043523017,0.14216299069201316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690864832744542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940752302594434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972195365295425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917953119544307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628517135054253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233479272393932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013948713039808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480916780022372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255017577458032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SiempreSoberbio,2020/03/03,"Does anyone else worry their emotions are fake/contrived? So I posted this in a few other subreddits, but got almost no replies. It was a very long post (a lot of venting) so I will just put the relevant part here. I thought maybe people here might understand.

So essentially I can't help but think whether my emotions are ""real"" or if I'm faking them or in some way provoking them (kind weird and hard to explain).  I always had this in the back of my head and makes me really hesitant to tell friends/family about problems and feeling shitty. Right now it's come to the forefront of my mind because I am doing quite shit and reached a boiling point where I decided to reach out for help as I am on track to fail all my uni classes

I just can't help feeling disingenous every time I talk about my feelings. There's like a voice in my head saying it's all not true and I'm faking. It's a real guilt trip. Sometimes it feels real in the moment but later in the day I think ""did I really feel that way? I dont feel it now."" It feel so distant to what I feel later it becomes estranged to me and I think maybe I made it all up in my head.

I think it's cuz I know there are lots of people who fake mental illness for pity points and sad boy clout and I really just need to be sure what I feel is real and not some sort of self-deception. Thanks",3.253924731182792,4.18564079928316,4.484191756272402,87.75962096774197,72.9068100358423,7.443799283154122,25.41953405017921,7.734863291789972,1.197834265232975,1049,32,226,13,20,346,154,279,0.233,0.713,0.054000000000000006,-0.9952,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,2,17,15,1,1,11,0,16,6,4,4,5,64,41,22,0,3,12,0,10,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,17,11,1,0,18,0,0,3,6,10,0,0,6,12,32,5,28,32,9,30,0,3,0,0,12,14,1,10,10,148,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895837003323976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443990803754426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255421081799795,0.09166483121307806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879108610644014,0.0,0.054535466668620816,0.09880422468690583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706396147739088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769586599136482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828917494026391,0.0,0.10484930110349397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473438028680005,0.201266383768299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537595534453279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433721658903941,0.0,0.4071140316463024,0.06391197751688403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155127742705683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014076462836715,0.0,0.2754427877642466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989434213901798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931613534843754,0.049166211613657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370682413638253,0.0,0.0,0.07917143489725383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211551672410895,0.0,0.08465151391275277,0.059716866384609185,0.0,0.17975407001980334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901570871573928,0.0949055000788644,0.09033155093250024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633525790681924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968790931084612,0.0,0.12404396850273885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914182539796918,0.0,0.17136055554055946,0.0,0.0,0.08560346287538707,0.0,0.08993445134568229,0.0,0.09515430593125834,0.0,0.4073113223998351,0.17193576948026865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764004259865338,0.0,0.07114411470479094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332882500909503,0.0,0.0918318982816417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848063033309901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431728106815295,0.0,0.0,0.07190651206297681,0.07819410660732776,0.08236498543569429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292956499799303,0.0,0.07102317598003782,0.05216626208467449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313354418121583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738158736087362,0.0,0.14202222482230856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908534397763662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Art3rra,2020/03/03,"Being professional with anxiety I'm a nursing student in New Zealand and I am diagnosed with generalized anxiety, ptsd and depression. There is a huge stigma around having mental health issues and wanting to work in the medical field, it took me years to get a diagnosis because I was afraid of the impact it would have on my future and now I find myself putting on a brave face for people around me so I seem like I'm coping. My problem is I am great when I am in a nursing environment and everyone can see the change, but as soon as I am back to studying in a classroom, everything goes downhill. Any tips would be appreciated or just share your story below!

Thanks, Art.",5.3434108527131805,6.611556209302329,6.5565891472868225,73.58434108527133,68.30232558139535,9.454263565891472,32.162790697674424,9.725611199111238,3.2258744186046515,537,23,95,12,9,181,90,129,0.053,0.795,0.152,0.9298,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,1,9,0,14,4,1,0,0,19,22,11,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,13,5,18,16,0,19,0,1,1,0,2,10,0,2,8,70,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431609955253832,0.0,0.2796961185155055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254767782595876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056850982564068,0.0,0.11143841035439392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338723245479966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745275749605595,0.18554685520545616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468142719188506,0.16429655935347728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708372539691801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550993512232417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154709895079848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431696636580773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080465680253827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931103556871245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416040654817506,0.1842280462373548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655766057401506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673644793388647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492311712725211,0.21369344105765992,0.18377310961609628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456747657104934,0.16642206057475728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830557445468552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310705286436595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782523375051167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308681960344476,0.0,0.0,0.2597239328305921,0.0,0.0,0.11772272847652493
anxiety,kmc1992xo,2020/03/03,"Overthinking every. Single. Thing. So I’ve got this overthinking problem that has never left and I’ve never been able to get over no matter what I’ve tried, therapy, meds, self help.
It’s that my boyfriend will cancel on me & I know it’s come from him cancelling on me so many times before that it’s created an instant thought pattern.

Any tips on how to overcome these thought processes? I feel at a complete loss of how to manage it and things like this are taking over my life.",2.8860935672514607,5.163167199999997,3.4319298245614043,89.2579532163743,77.0,6.32748538011696,25.292397660818715,7.3871296695380915,1.2380994152046785,384,14,75,5,9,120,68,95,0.114,0.8,0.086,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,2,13,12,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,1,7,1,11,7,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,47,20,1,0.2069239057438537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242019654215708,0.0,0.14071535162889726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607700312221974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824662250355658,0.21695577828037574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743423151440716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462694411179924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081092002819082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549595028189107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138696732251372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371996706918065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482342904187394,0.0,0.14615647409379098,0.10109256821624367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097883624330181,0.0,0.0,0.2298458116260485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31918494512762485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799823211298195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158667621178184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558102512156907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366355198152995,0.0,0.27494209682217,0.0,0.0,0.3285489350721107,0.1206589934772113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404877491581719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SophieCatAndyCat,2020/03/03,"Need help! Only 100% honesty I NEED 100% HONEST ANSWERS. NO NICE SHIT, NO OPTIMISM FOR THE SAKE OF OPTIMISM. I NEED THE TRUTH. ANSWER AS IF I WAS YOU'RE BEST FRIEND OR YOUR SISTER.

I have a ~300 credit score, my boyfriend has shit credit too and his dad is only paying until august. I dont know what is gking to happen. I have two jobs but boyfriend is spending money that we dont have and i can't pay collections down. 
My dad stole my car and i dont know how to get the title to have the police arrest him for taking it. I share a phone plan with my grandparents and they wont let me use my upgrade and i think they gave the upgrade to my sister. My sister is preg with 3rd child and 1st 2 were taken by CPS and adopted out. 2nd child was high on meth when born. My family, grandparents, tried to use the fact that i am 1/2 native to trick courts into giving sis kids to me bc they are 1/4 native. Im afraid grandparents are gking to try and trick cps into giving sis 3rd child to me. 
I dont feel safe around fam if orgin bc of situation i just described.
Im too afraid to tell close friends about situation of fear of losing their relationship. 
Im stuck. I know i fked up but i need hard core advice. What do i do? What can i do?
More details but too much for one post. In middle of panic attack, waiting for buspirone to kick in. Hence, the shit grammar and incomplete sentences.",1.2661088929219628,3.387576898245616,2.941004234724743,91.48105263157898,81.77192982456141,5.474894131881428,18.59951603145796,6.647476241863616,0.02526013309134933,1076,25,229,11,29,355,159,285,0.142,0.725,0.133,-0.7751,4,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,4,3,8,21,6,4,9,0,26,3,3,3,2,43,46,19,0,6,7,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,17,0,2,7,0,6,1,8,11,0,2,6,2,37,10,35,38,3,18,0,1,0,0,29,12,3,4,4,141,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180226483977592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274117108768562,0.0,0.11851836326991776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093291665748507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883868575635708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821045002704036,0.11723005262867085,0.05267590418215642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097648141560708,0.0,0.054429094948756425,0.1998754920041007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212492100331474,0.0,0.09332369359562123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982881742818241,0.1100705649245374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33759276842182895,0.0,0.10338133032836032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176174282218926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652982607757942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654936884625215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765833652461287,0.30898888036270244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059421443459765,0.15846526156447627,0.0,0.1222313118278926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977444097146763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184898536161017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208139569399614,0.0,0.2342025507712472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832945176252369,0.0,0.0910568158395456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675353386247017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146106007865558,0.0,0.10176749704623224,0.0,0.0,0.17995397507073374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UsernamesAreHard97,2020/03/03,"Starting therapy Do you be honest with everything from day one?
Like what has tumatized you from your child hood etc. Like u were mulested or something like that.",3.4712068965517235,6.678898103448278,3.106465517241382,85.70383620689658,85.20689655172414,7.037931034482759,27.9396551724138,8.07648339933343,2.5416827586206896,131,6,22,3,4,39,25,29,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.8689,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358649087658677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078844415267507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286935867963288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360300557192396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478273932717477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815560040804246,0.0,0.0,0.25886482444513303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182429137633509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TerribleBanana,2020/03/03,"I'm scared of taking pills - How can I overcome this? A few months ago I almost choked while trying to swallow some everyday painkillers.

Now, whenever I try to swallow a pill I just can't do it.  The gag-reflex kicks in and I end up spitting the half-dissolved pill and a mouthful of water away.  This is a problem as I have prescription drugs I need to take also.  

Do you have any advise?",2.4379670329670304,4.384886935897438,3.5813553113553134,89.23269230769232,77.07692307692308,5.995604395604397,25.24542124542125,6.868970318607317,1.004111355311355,303,11,61,3,7,98,58,78,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.8302,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,7,9,2,1,0,8,11,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,9,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24479777657148866,0.0,0.276532766275396,0.0,0.0,0.22084378841841304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877971952356778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594599258376311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32025609229492386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244594391645643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204270158572255,0.0,0.0,0.2047679689776173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642463115929473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764827542924658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152735264703282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749868788511074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,11xmas,2020/03/03,"Vertigo like symptoms due to stress? Has this happened to anyone? Since last week, I have had “vertigo-like” spells in the most random times of the day. Let out a HUGE gasp because I thought my desk was falling forward the other day. Haven’t had a huge spell since then but have had many smaller ones.
Some people are saying it may be anxiety/stressed induced. Anyone relate?",2.92885714285714,5.765160385714289,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,80.85714285714286,5.214285714285714,25.892857142857146,6.6274283507984215,1.1648571428571426,297,12,53,3,8,90,55,70,0.048,0.8640000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.413,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,12,2,0,1,0,8,14,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,1,3,1,5,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,9,33,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31269009100486034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630337440606966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28840465496294626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977271310291328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226235893707848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286442870175637,0.0,0.10923877575965464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266934581361569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151515912691053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550148235127508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781424632009524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699254481326901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122619166099963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324041219404825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751197777290587,0.13038189616123372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793569717634055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catterzz,2020/03/03,"Weird day Just kinda had a lame day at work and with my personal life. I know it's not the responsibility of others to get me thru this not should I take it out on them..it just feels shitty today. At work our fish tank doesn't have either have enough oxygen in the water or the pH balance is off. We've done 3 water changes. I just bought 2 air bubblers and some moss balls. I just hope the fish make it.
Also, I think my lack of confidence is killing my relationships. It feels like everyone is annoyed with me. Or I'm being judged. I need like constant reassurance from others. I feel exhausted by it. Did I do this right? Do they still like me? I feel like I'm constantly processing actions and words of others 
I felt really snappy at work
I feel snappy with loved ones

I also feel upset and I wanna cry. It doesn't feel like people want to listen to me? Like it always turns around to about them. I feel like I'm constantly being talked AT and not WITH. No one checks up on me or listens to my bs . Tonight I can't think clearly it just feels scrambled up. My back aches constantly from stress. Lately my neck aches a lot too. I can't figure out if it is from how I'm sleeping at night or posture.  
Just need to push through this all and keep working on my goals.",1.0232201591511938,3.332969353846156,2.565782493368701,92.63576923076923,84.30769230769229,5.432360742705573,18.96551724137931,6.8039241337230125,0.12264986737400507,992,26,214,12,29,323,139,260,0.129,0.7490000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.3882,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,2,5,15,17,2,2,6,0,18,7,2,2,2,58,48,14,1,8,15,0,10,7,0,1,2,2,0,1,15,13,2,1,14,1,2,2,8,7,0,2,5,12,31,10,36,40,6,31,0,1,0,1,10,17,0,9,19,141,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659005689642708,0.0814652559528049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715669165653775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528332026023099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357108411544667,0.0,0.0,0.42320444746266506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754464318353003,0.12628195317046031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019136395389176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116259912017617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355294328091499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455358646240808,0.2797749617980121,0.09400467622020801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511516060230458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724229659797784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702294631055499,0.10831797891535153,0.0,0.0538063267261993,0.0,0.11044171849752908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915358138870821,0.3348219250017316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323579267503031,0.08836357626784397,0.0,0.06535271110582269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451914411648333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918777210734914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268666134039606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787537699791775,0.08548734493769848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272079872841026,0.0,0.0,0.10511391450989427,0.0,0.08361079993217076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797625056801296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818749419146959,0.0,0.11215047027008802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361278485945733,0.07869276795626075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546783913985088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928030082535036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649311797319942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774722670563134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851056093587227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ri_v,2020/03/03,"Intrusive thoughts & following through So I have typical anxiety. I don't think I panic, I just kinda of exist with it. uncomfortable, 110 beats per minute, out of breath but not dead kind of existing. ;)

Anyway I gave into an intrusive thought. I've had these types of thoughts a lot in my adult life. Typical stuff like falling, or garbage disposal or blender, or cheese grater type stuff. This time is was cutting my palm like I'm a charmed witch.

Weeks and weeks and weeks with this thought. I didn't tell my therapist, I just did it. I didn't necessarily want the pain, I wanted the visual. I probably should have had a few stitches.. it didn't bleed a lot but it's still looking open. It hurts when I touch it.

I really just want to do it again. See how deep I can go. But I won't, cause that's silly. But for some reason the compulsion this time isn't going away with the initial release.",1.4646246973365642,4.008927762711867,2.630476190476191,91.21559322033899,84.9322033898305,6.5352703793381774,23.682808716707026,7.793537801064563,1.3274774818401942,702,27,147,14,21,224,109,177,0.128,0.762,0.11,0.2035,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,1,1,9,0,16,5,2,3,0,35,31,12,1,4,11,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,14,8,0,0,6,0,0,4,7,5,0,0,12,3,17,5,14,17,4,18,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,7,10,93,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583621550841974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181048629170197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732027229974714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501445490212074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612994350867386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646518478273497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220108784877076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323573289591476,0.1428108530236846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273592710782245,0.0,0.0,0.24851664620748815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552243963847828,0.1714849465662411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758306737666064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363257107609284,0.15027478854673068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164690198846436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672198466165692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334631932924088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774855284808692,0.0,0.0,0.16970072793263052,0.0,0.0936521584880942,0.0,0.464132571815819,0.17045183525855842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586233634735149,0.0,0.3517174458678385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KySnyds,2020/03/03,"Overthinking something silly.... Okay so two semesters ago I took a class that I took awesome notes in. So I decided to upload to coursehero in order to get an unlock on notes I wanted to use for this study guide I’m working on. 

Welp. I accidentally uploaded the professors document and I’m freaking the f*%k out!!!!! I don’t want to get in trouble with the school for academic dishonesty over a simple mistake. I already emailed coursehero to ask them to remove the document so I have proof it was a mistake if I need it but I think I more so need someone to tell me it’s really okay and I’ll get taken down before he even sees it.",1.385714285714286,3.916311857142855,3.4193333333333342,85.509,85.19047619047619,6.5346031746031725,25.86031746031746,7.793537801064563,1.8383688888888887,498,22,96,10,15,168,80,126,0.086,0.845,0.068,0.3088,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,8,2,3,0,0,1,1,16,19,8,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,4,1,13,3,19,15,1,13,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,1,60,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189820306788358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630647110940586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001900076290141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221556052846286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414360475561708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356346060816021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175610435367601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718220671865125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167189628497579,0.1706401626966901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814383274831822,0.1648537988221638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716594218664376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372109044717021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758301189170762,0.0,0.0,0.20918158946166812,0.0,0.0,0.1849463710311187,0.0,0.0,0.25260813484418865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589492414252082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A_m8_U_know,2020/03/03,"Not your problem just thought I would vent I was being beaten up in the changing room becuase I told him to stay away. He beats up other kids without giving them physical injuries to prevent suspension. Everyone else was j8st silent giggling and videoing me. 'No one here cares about you they would whatch you die without wincing' said the voice in my head. He told me to kiss his feet and I refused. Everyone laughed at my shaky voice and the voice in my head told me to do it in order to stay out of more trouble. Little did I know he was just to kick me in the head to ridicule me and embarrass me. Most people laughed at me while every left the room. Some people stayed and comforted me but ofcourse it didnt really help. Some people told me I should of punched him in the nuts but why would I do that? The punch would be weak and barely do anything.
I was left crying in the room with my friend. I told him to stay away becuase of my anxiety. I hate this. I was overthinking everything for the rest of the day which caused me to have random panic attacks. Sorry that you had to read this.",2.4030261136712774,4.638546138248849,3.0132718894009223,91.8637173579109,78.40092165898616,5.976651305683564,24.15821812596005,7.07126945348624,0.8853600614439325,860,30,176,10,21,268,118,217,0.193,0.731,0.076,-0.981,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,2,4,17,4,3,10,0,19,6,4,1,0,31,30,9,1,6,7,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,3,1,8,8,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,10,0,1,15,4,36,7,33,8,5,27,0,0,0,1,24,20,0,5,2,126,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604372863773662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180095846056454,0.0,0.0,0.11308631226846907,0.18678651474565772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013489239205472,0.10211521048586474,0.10515616952317797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919054122588197,0.06410730653600667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316557770738796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303922202227526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375209196859143,0.18996941563485964,0.08933783594781637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679922394720304,0.0,0.0,0.0953573002527565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814079381851452,0.3060513075750971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662835391201932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462979617296355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160053053127005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962884469995784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735867048481657,0.0,0.0,0.11662908529097235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674249123684196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511612904670587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943082262065707,0.0,0.06368069814121195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945558935738402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112745529281437,0.0,0.4238054211210116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891561094506286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749235390871491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969657877193284,0.0,0.0,0.1916436681199657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824547780458438,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,orangutan3655,2020/03/03,"Skipping school cause anxiety sucks Anxiety is too much today, I cannot get up to go to school. I'm just laying in bed and watching the time and knowing there's no point in leaving now.  
First, I have an art presentation in front of the class and I have to do it by myself. This terrifies me and I'm panicking just thinking about it. My art project is so dumb as well, I'm going to be so embarrassed. So I'm skipping. I know I'll have to do it next art class, but I just can't do it today :-( 
Next, it's gym class... I've had problems with gym class all my life. It's where my social anxiety really shines. I hate myself too so that's great :'-) And what makes it worse, is that it's the dance unit.
I feel bad and incredibly selfish for abandoning my friends but I just can't get up. :'-(
I'm hoping I can make it to the afternoon classes. Any words of encouragement? You don't have to though "":-|",-0.05634135060129353,2.159779776595748,2.159528214616099,94.13847826086958,89.0,5.822756706753008,19.87604070305273,7.255503002510835,0.4789654949121185,690,22,159,12,23,232,101,188,0.214,0.6559999999999999,0.13,-0.9222,0,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,1,0,1,16,13,3,1,5,0,17,1,0,3,1,25,35,14,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,13,7,0,1,4,6,0,4,5,8,1,1,1,3,17,5,19,33,2,20,0,1,2,0,4,7,2,1,9,98,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916425925336616,0.0,0.3684094783823608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403382421577706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490604421052116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811675678573395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654467770266707,0.0,0.0,0.1240232102476475,0.0,0.167738070233763,0.0,0.1824630463611648,0.0,0.0,0.17698222386980902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848775130842888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594401079908925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644351982523748,0.0,0.0,0.16997552906668112,0.0,0.0,0.11338537725158886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430681258563886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800624197855195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34144580535202523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175045037735638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360321451700812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283807841227724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32492496261821197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636376522871739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285959156510578,0.1577175324920219,0.0,0.09360492293643664,0.0,0.3043227520425716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443335731766962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359131846678934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dharsarahma,2020/03/03,"That feeling in your chest that takes forever to go away. I just want it to stop. It lasts for hours. Is it that I need to take deeper breaths during this time. Does it feel like suppressing an anxiety attack to you? It's all I can think about when it happens, maybe that's why it doesn't go away. 

Just fucking oooooover it.",1.4106493506493507,3.6896686363636384,2.0325974025974034,97.28318181818184,82.33333333333333,5.58961038961039,21.549783549783545,6.868970318607317,0.3290329004329009,254,8,57,3,7,78,46,66,0.106,0.8140000000000001,0.08,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,10,14,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,9,14,1,10,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,35,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576728965740224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613874274822917,0.4317378964648024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106626143348305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234912640701896,0.1641420080099949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241125281968867,0.0,0.0,0.261158061912696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031777645564046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262692732215534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872866837184648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225010015673988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308267960667089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703656005919977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192091307540992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455048370129004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722220262125318,0.0,0.0,0.1339760611646241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135519571695112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732445429379687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fernando990,2020/03/03,"Finally got into a 4 year college as a transfer student but now don’t know what to do about my thoughts and feelings about it. (20 years old) So here’s some background. I went to community college after high school for 2.5 years. I recently transferred to a 4 year college last month. I’m still attending and it’s been like hell for me. I don’t like the pressure of being told to find an internship. The reason I don’t like it is that one of my orientation leaders at the orientation said I and the rest of the transfer students are statistically behind. That put me really down. One of my professor (who’s also the dean of students for the business school I’m in) for a class that helps students build resumes, cover letters, build a linkedin, etc. said that recruiters are looking at my class now and that if I wanted an internship I should get to it since I’m late, but I just transferred over. I’m positive she has immense pressure to make sure students from the school are the BEST but I feel so pressured to find an internship, go to school and then get a job by the time I’m a senior.  This made me fall into a hole. I’m still in that hole. That hole was that idk if Im meant for this whole college thing but I also don’t know if I have the capabilities to learn anything on my own. I don’t like the path schools taking me. Just the fact that they setup “networking parties”. To me that seems a little off, just talk to people and call it a regular party. It’s like these people don’t know how to act like a human being.  

I want to do a variety of  things; 
videography, YouTube gaming, grow a potential business with my father, and also start a business a friend and I are really into. I just feel like I don’t have the strength for mental capacity to do any of it. I feel like it’s too late for me to try or start. I honestly don’t believe in myself. I’ve always down played the idea that college is the “right path” but I also haven’t done anything to prove my beliefs and I don’t believe in myself enough to teach myself anything. 

I’ve been wanting to do YouTube gaming for so long and I’m doing it now. It feels great but I’m too scared to go at it hard since I don’t wanna mess up college. I feel like I’m lazy and just all talk when it comes to saying “college doesn’t HAVE to be the path” but I do wanna try out these goals of mine but i feel like I’m pressed for time, I feel worthless, that I’ve been going through life just going with the flow, kind of just doing what’s expected of me and now I’m confused.  

I don’t want to disappoint my family. I want to prove to my parents that their sacrifices aren’t in vein. I also believe that maybe I’m complaining and should just get at it but my anxiety gets the best of. I compare my self to others. I doubt myself and I’m scared of the future.",2.4689948453608253,4.025660199312719,3.93943728522337,88.41472293814438,75.87285223367698,6.774398625429554,25.18341924398625,7.492282038375204,1.1361831615120273,2204,76,470,28,48,730,226,582,0.085,0.7659999999999999,0.15,0.9916,3,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,4,29,31,1,7,38,0,41,2,1,4,5,83,93,39,0,13,21,2,10,10,1,2,1,3,0,2,37,21,0,0,22,3,0,12,14,12,0,2,13,14,56,19,77,75,9,61,3,2,1,0,21,22,1,8,37,315,93,31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723615737716241,0.05667794177682652,0.0,0.0,0.04632119382717634,0.0,0.05210852884340302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681609126638116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023010966401344,0.1429670113447287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955401883611463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058675874767392514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970628430860522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038200317258526,0.07596730962038165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421367217490821,0.0,0.2755318393705401,0.19464824371985076,0.0,0.07461771312528445,0.12451352089286676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262622767050722,0.0,0.14235112694643354,0.0,0.15484749669167855,0.0,0.05447856187601592,0.07509809485182163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061018527713199974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045656697321519744,0.07196825969359825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689463642110735,0.07357693386698458,0.0,0.06759458746888385,0.0,0.0,0.0709322983845531,0.1123042633725658,0.055523604986748,0.15367555696042945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811232240992287,0.3327802114428306,0.06827009433499019,0.0,0.060280487923644085,0.05720025741712946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445297560614102,0.045467937364113184,0.0,0.06843164495576473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864487438777814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436951554816847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147624975452307,0.0,0.0923142851275057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563472114157398,0.0,0.0,0.09444607079604164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847536128779956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872736662261108,0.07003455948661548,0.06725630052508526,0.0,0.0,0.05817066423034176,0.12958776735103694,0.0541685514840815,0.13639193317430118,0.3446849792154414,0.0,0.062010218730708326,0.07105980984416628,0.0,0.0,0.1126924647329732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642566504787572,0.0,0.108794999576933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419849343111499,0.0,0.05121473056822485,0.10949806928897766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050644446909538,0.0,0.0,0.05407646972067223,0.07943793707156742,0.0,0.0,0.06508772617615385,0.0,0.09249254162774688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008828128454608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314418447591999,0.0,0.07604904536758626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754577996977969
anxiety,impatheticaf,2020/03/03,"how do you know when anxiety is lying to you? it feels so real :( the amount of opportunities to change my life and make friends have been thwarted by my thoughts... thoughts that I'm not smart, interesting, or worthy enough to talk to people or try new things. I want to go and try a new sport club tailored specifically for beginners, I hype myself up for the event, and at the last minute, I am overwhelmed with the feeling that (1) I don't actually want to do that activity in the first place, (2) I am worse than a beginner and therefore not suitable for the club and (3) I don't need people in my life, and I am perfectly content otherwise (!!!). I feel pitifully hopeless, and as soon as the opportunity for change arises, the exact words that enter my brain are: ""You are happier this way."" Yes, happier being completely alone and having nothing going for me. I genuinely feel like I will be .. worse off... without anxiety and the depression that comes with it. I honestly do not understand my feelings and what is going on. I know that anxiety is hijacking my brain, but it feels SO real. I feel so dumb for believing it, but I fall for it every time. Every time I tell myself I'm going to be different and put myself out there, I never, ever, can. I have no strength, and I'm a liar for saying I want to be better. that's all",5.934221364221365,5.868838200772202,7.044386100386102,75.31164993564995,66.6061776061776,10.613230373230373,32.32458172458172,10.355215969177356,3.2203264350064345,1030,39,201,24,15,349,138,259,0.14,0.7340000000000001,0.126,-0.6986,1,1,0,0,0,1,51.0,0,3,0,6,8,16,2,1,12,1,23,4,2,3,5,51,48,23,0,4,8,0,7,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,15,16,0,0,12,3,0,8,8,6,0,1,3,8,31,10,31,40,3,30,0,4,0,0,7,8,1,2,14,144,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.10620722984292162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272020469021507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497753595413621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261974019517168,0.0,0.09625568545761716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429916379653116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302659318190421,0.0937516886501318,0.11411139403655725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373939908566893,0.0,0.0,0.11370937797566676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245561611423473,0.0,0.0,0.09844746013159464,0.1833963103295719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852116121870359,0.07775172340361756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257496879938046,0.0,0.0,0.08408562686036282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741368331773225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962570506221333,0.08871502552090249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374671408619528,0.05317126825257168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264818674152787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069975026693718,0.083940237343957,0.2102269819770447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443008778727496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509049274271652,0.0,0.11370937797566676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940920398900696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477560428327181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865499354461507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874774252660621,0.09512655976135012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230511719113264,0.0,0.0,0.17280561636784056,0.12692509098272636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778359929902116,0.0,0.0,0.11330104071437178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925810531129873,0.08638813232334554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049130260662844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182426232519092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jadedQuail,2020/03/03,"Can't eat because of anxiety. How long before this will seriously impact my health? About last Thursday I entered another severe anxiety episode where I am unable to get away from intrusive thoughts. Since then, I have had no appetite; I have to force myself to eat, and I'm getting less than 1000 calories a day because of it. I'm not sure how long this episode will last. How long before I begin to seriously hurt myself with my lack of eating, and what are my options to combat this?",5.919677419354838,6.758106290322584,6.315215053763442,77.39282258064519,66.74193548387098,8.780645161290323,33.77956989247312,8.841846274778883,2.9097182795698924,387,17,69,6,6,125,61,93,0.22899999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.9518,0,0,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,3,1,11,14,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,10,1,13,10,2,12,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699538362056366,0.2582541253525254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858766021024706,0.0,0.0,0.20579069419695487,0.0,0.2872627786048181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885826270456413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181556646110894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637595321956442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942028819100606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069762856932212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751795216741583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44813253310206586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068934406111349,0.0,0.13962826508159426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908648869964626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400370054423985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,halfemptyg1rl,2020/03/03,"I’m afraid my dad is going to kill me. it just the ways he acts toward me sometimes. he gives me weird look and often threatens (especially when he gets angry at me). the he act towards me does not seem like the way any normal parent would act toward their child. he has anger issues and is quite erratic so in my opinion, so i ever did anything to really set him off, who knows what he would do. 

he even gets angry at me for the smallest things, like leaving water on a sink and other stuff like that him, causing hime to yell at me. i’m just so afraid sometime i’m going to do something that really makes him angry and he’s going to kill me while i’m sleeping and i’m not going to be able to defend myself or call for help or anything like that.",4.032499999999999,4.352016737179491,5.244,85.251,70.73076923076924,7.2656410256410275,24.57435897435897,6.742157984588678,0.8361405128205122,585,14,122,4,10,195,89,156,0.20600000000000002,0.778,0.016,-0.9849,1,0,1,0,0,2,13.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,3,2,5,0,9,2,1,2,1,21,25,12,2,3,6,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,5,1,0,2,0,0,7,2,6,0,0,1,2,16,4,18,21,0,22,0,0,1,0,19,9,0,5,7,76,25,0,0.1476203557402738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038690402108136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295794940954854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073688815604422,0.0,0.0,0.15164676924372866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291835681043361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975018527257178,0.1335310631919403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425108613759902,0.14161089653863487,0.3355842003185225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894681274915572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540772984203612,0.0,0.0,0.32664010370260593,0.0,0.0811282869090311,0.0,0.0,0.1563086420322436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884793968900436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396391968519685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853773374748116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446366058562148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639149353582902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570124192785382,0.0,0.0,0.18913875984492387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438802763312427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772696539573538,0.0,0.0,0.11364536192691735,0.2920006129397064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689899894619364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807240491368674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434833444931666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097305305659428,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2FAatemybaby,2020/03/03,"You do not ""deserve"" this. After going a record two months without a full-blown anxiety attack, I'm sitting here trying to deal with one now and I caught my little anxiety demon saying ""Well, you haven't had one in for a while, so you were overdue.""

Fuck that shit. None of us deserve this. 

You don't deserve this or any of this shit that goes with it. 

I needed a reminder and I figured I probably wasn't the only one. 

Try to be kind to yourself.",1.0283516483516486,3.3042030989011018,2.871087912087912,90.68641208791209,83.94505494505495,4.958681318681318,22.286813186813184,6.2581,0.4793771428571425,346,12,70,3,10,115,63,91,0.11800000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.099,-0.5733,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,4,0,0,4,6,4,0,5,0,7,3,2,0,0,9,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,1,4,4,1,10,2,11,7,1,9,1,0,0,1,7,2,3,1,4,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255974514137234,0.0,0.2982433194163823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217621213195526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096527230742467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021054214870064,0.0,0.0,0.1107837633341912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029906101131529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537204372557104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559204176418853,0.0,0.0,0.1445388454642509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962708135848176,0.14825378781161264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101685568901719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501693255570534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001876821844551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646906681938447,0.0,0.19041923465443272,0.0,0.2344779575917189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526635371784002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879065004739466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DreamingMeme,2020/03/03,"Going to a Partial Program tommorow I didn't really know which subreddit to post this in, I just need to open up about this a little bit.

Tommorow, I'm going to attend my first day at a partial hospitalization Program that is 7/8 hours a day. I'm doing this because my therapist believes it will really help me, and I trust her judgement. This will last at least two weeks, or until I feel like I can improve how I feel.

I am diagnosed with MDD (Major Depressive Disorder), GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), and ADHD-C (Hyperactive and Inattentive).

I know deep down that this is the right thing to do, it's just I'm a college student and I have always had high standards for myself regarding academic achievement and not giving up. Doing this program means I am probably withdrawing and costing my parents money for financial aid even though I've only done about a month this semester.

 I really suffered through my first semester with panic attacks, constantly feeling depressed, worthless, self hating etc, daily intrusive thoughts and feelings that would stop me from doing basic things ( like I wouldn't go to the bathroom if someone else was in it), and I could never focus on my work and it really got to me. I secluded myself because I lived on campus and it really took a toll on me.

I also had a few instances of self harm during high school, and had a breakup over a year and a half ago that destroyed me. I lost my best friend and then gf, along with the group of friends I saw every day for years that still chill with her. 

I recently relapsed with self harm, and the trigger was news that I got that my ex is dating someone who I know is deep into drugs, a bad student and other things. I feel as though I've gotten over her as a gf, but I still haven't gotten over the loss of a person who I've had the upmost respect for and who I've connected with in every way. I've have not felt this connection (romantically or in a friendship) since.

I keep losing track of my thoughts as I am writing this, so it may sound unorganized and frantic.

I've been on countless medications to try and help me with my anxiety, depression and ADHD, but apparently I'm one of a very low percentage of people who react adversely to medication. These meds have all talent their tolls on my mental health and my hope that things will get better. 

This program that I am going in is stopping me from completing this semester, and school was my only ""job"" and only large responsibility. I feel as though I'm failing myself and my family, and I just want to be like the people who can function and push past their problems. I had no trouble completing high school, and it was very easy for me to pass without much effort and basically no studying. This caused me to have no study skills and I was not prepared for the college workload, especially when I got worse during and after my senior year of high school directly after my breakup.

I again lost my train of thought even though I feel I have so much to write about.

Basically, I'm seeing a therapist weekly, tried tons of different medications, and I'm really trying to be better but I keep letting myself and my family down. 

Also, I smoke weed regularly because it is the only medication that has had long-term beneficial effects on me. Recently, I was caught with product and a piece and charged with two misdemeanors, and this is going to cost my family hundreds of dollars in court fees and I probably will have to complete some program for my sentence. I have stopped smoking because I am afraid of a drug test from the law, and this has caused me to have vivid dreams every night. I used to dream about my ex and times that we used to have, but now the dreams feel like times that haven't happened and I don't feel anything towards her in these dreams. They're just innocent and friendly interactions like when we were just friends. These are taking a toll on me because I remember everything when  I wake up. 

My thoughts are racing again and I cannot focus on what I want to write so I'm going to end this here, I'm basically looking for validation that this program is what I need, and that it's ok that I'm stopping school to focus on myself and my mental health.

Thanks for reading, and I hope you all have good fortune and happiness.",8.361626213592235,7.095798803398057,8.411233009708738,71.4490582524272,62.17961165048544,11.443883495145633,37.22621359223301,10.467255456243755,3.8072447572815533,3410,137,622,66,40,1115,335,824,0.105,0.77,0.125,0.9762,4,0,3,0,0,0,81.0,2,1,2,15,31,44,3,3,31,1,64,10,1,8,3,129,126,70,0,11,16,3,10,5,6,7,9,1,0,4,56,58,0,6,20,5,5,11,14,23,0,6,31,15,96,21,96,84,13,92,0,11,4,0,35,38,0,7,46,445,152,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087332072877945,0.0,0.04457746721161087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043093262519715,0.04184382228795267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694069164316424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041382915026514616,0.0,0.0,0.05721010290513968,0.0,0.0,0.04198855788410387,0.15327614151010288,0.0,0.0,0.05665759607179724,0.05277437772267935,0.08895167674619464,0.054901704807228266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331969595413544,0.0,0.0,0.1581787058157753,0.054343693774674885,0.0,0.04015104663562207,0.0,0.0,0.09729521275367146,0.0,0.12993949426793744,0.051041478328310894,0.0,0.05254047999666473,0.11526929929141055,0.0,0.0,0.051462302291212375,0.0,0.0,0.11663672483909585,0.0,0.042009349688394634,0.0,0.0445404309893453,0.0,0.05608465134400495,0.06642978171460555,0.0,0.12710996681902953,0.0,0.045195803854346114,0.0,0.14222175696801512,0.0,0.2288450864628688,0.0718518198044874,0.04828457137940755,0.0,0.0,0.08555025773576158,0.0,0.0,0.15541019658059574,0.0,0.02627351607919429,0.048241036875137235,0.17147970436578538,0.04217936772804515,0.12066023519093012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446970127932275,0.053532738569669135,0.0,0.04964919980961125,0.0,0.1069080391214503,0.0,0.0,0.06741425920154456,0.21252903507681095,0.0,0.0998950860738828,0.04952376068720145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049903292480389286,0.08939694984822633,0.0,0.0,0.08291126126711995,0.04099160602902988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142310562022311,0.0,0.12284140524536873,0.0504020012967917,0.044405414003696964,0.04450348663047855,0.042229434082345516,0.05625964788289972,0.10979105140944198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054778607194348,0.0558588687340705,0.20264033878349855,0.10135738295406573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013957238316327,0.0,0.0739352465841045,0.07457614649062969,0.03878537056133784,0.0,0.0,0.047192081923224966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034076595059897616,0.15298581031441974,0.0,0.059002383554505926,0.05583911008463729,0.0,0.04800579018913729,0.06972703098052127,0.04390972848000735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816220776083968,0.0,0.108438399628993,0.048119028921750656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050301822386479435,0.0,0.19329550432668965,0.0,0.09930708839068858,0.0,0.05696674299994733,0.04294585971401296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25447178502721474,0.040073195467315414,0.0,0.15738472296557818,0.0,0.0,0.041598930021536966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521808052211119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032046481222746,0.16817279358009676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781047824320217,0.0,0.0,0.04629863072349249,0.0,0.11677698409629447,0.13363701854917048,0.0,0.1976316584601272,0.15969289766106662,0.05864692360976467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587205574367925,0.10242718825443224,0.0,0.09824855520749863,0.0,0.0,0.08686574086868727,0.0,0.08298608579032925,0.059322582704273825,0.03991644329683396,0.08067634335429066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048476043450037684,0.0,0.03661041848998847,0.0,0.05124798598390744,0.03572330416011953,0.0,0.0,0.09715188254143177
anxiety,Shav-,2020/03/03,"Waking up after 30min-1hr of sleep with an anxiety attack Has anyone experienced this? It doesn't happen every night. But it's making me not to go to bed at night.

After about 45 minutes of sleeping I'll wake up with a racing heart, nausea and just a sense of dread. 

I have dealt with minor anxiety for most of my life, but I would say the last couple of years have been quite hard.",4.742987012987012,5.339177844155849,5.43418181818182,83.53127272727275,69.25974025974024,7.718441558441559,23.19220779220779,7.554174236665415,0.916373506493506,302,6,60,3,5,98,60,77,0.11900000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.6994,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,4,0,6,6,5,1,0,11,9,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,17,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323702881595753,0.0,0.0,0.15189664378698833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247137606669924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403677894743773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303091813250494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346037260730927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210130703175055,0.0,0.194601019154246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574260137134703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770765458046529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344039467578385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500689022661814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077230275084514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105750234610745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275499294997154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347862902864539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431840608838573,0.0,0.0,0.13989302888557936
anxiety,exuberantfish,2020/03/03,"I almost fainted just from talking about giving blood and seeing scars from the needle. What is wrong with me I am terrified of needles and today in school I was talking with some classmates about their experience getting blood drawn (there’s a blood drive at my school every year). So they were talking about the needle and how it hurt and then showed me their scars from the needle. I wasn’t really anxious about it but my body seemed to think my life was in danger. I got super lightheaded all of the sudden and had to sit down. I waited and waited but the feeling wouldn’t pass. I started sweating profusely and my skin turned yellow. If I hadn’t sat down I would have fainted. I had to go to the nurses office and lay down for a few minutes to recover. 

Why did my body react this way because I honestly wasn’t very anxious but it just happened out of my control. Is anyone else like this? I feel like a pussy and I’m sure my entire class thinks that too now lol. Oh well",2.4667064568638075,4.760259680412375,3.294167118827996,89.63110960390671,78.48453608247422,5.527509495387955,22.066196418882257,6.5966054737557815,0.5228701030927838,774,23,151,7,19,245,115,194,0.079,0.78,0.141,0.9282,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,12,9,1,0,9,1,15,10,7,3,2,34,32,16,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,12,0,3,5,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,11,5,24,6,25,19,3,18,0,1,2,0,7,7,0,4,8,105,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829893295439014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346175742978857,0.0,0.10355368980843688,0.15174408522872335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027927496986132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290073797699394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661047001465741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371702453031988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477910274453614,0.0,0.0,0.1448684363113706,0.0,0.0,0.14976577772739272,0.10580136825773837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737518569980154,0.14206926759683186,0.08416760772239333,0.0,0.11844764231198715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096273007886722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854216304259972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460612320455598,0.1447065785003445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487548536920108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29976652629958195,0.11801507386837205,0.13482301945890082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482465294586377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139580780494958,0.0,0.0,0.3571071178744883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979066558389016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037975648076215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610882906631469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221965072960135,0.0,0.11755344063042665,0.0,0.0,0.1331580482796666,0.0,0.13363557082984492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520469680830424,0.16192210926543815,0.0,0.09537037131574144
anxiety,anniek888,2020/03/03,Will only 1/2 beers worsen anxiety and make you feel horrible while u drink/the next day Hi I’ve been sober for 7/8 months now after I suffered extremely bad anxiety/disassociation/panic attacks ect making me get dizzy and have blurry vision and stuff. Now I’m doing so much better and I’ve been doing more and going out and stuff but I still get anxious over stupid things sometimes. When I go out a lot of my friends drink (not get completely drunk) but just have a few beers and I was wondering if I was to only have 1/2 will it make me feel really anxious? Alcohol never made me anxious in the past it always made me feel great but now because I’ve had all these anxiety problems I’m scared that it might make it worse bc the internet says that alcohol worsens ur anxiety. But I just wanna ask people with anxiety if they drink and they feel ok or does everyone who suffers anxiety just not able to drink bc it really makes u feel that bad ?¿,4.8038050185109,5.913274695187166,5.795401069518718,79.13301110654052,69.42780748663101,9.390209790209793,28.28835870012341,9.661875296680813,2.574439243109832,756,26,144,17,13,250,109,187,0.276,0.65,0.07400000000000001,-0.9902,0,0,8,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,1,9,12,2,1,4,1,13,8,0,7,2,42,34,18,0,4,12,0,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,13,11,8,0,6,6,0,2,3,8,0,0,7,6,14,4,11,24,5,18,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,6,12,88,27,0,0.09718687210490606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077264197299991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086726306928152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717384557404316,0.3293805070056713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085660615471516,0.11056409737173076,0.0,0.0,0.16229395741847352,0.059244215179216936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595389056940005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189858634437424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267749243833741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504888670977706,0.0,0.0,0.3808245409366917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928662211481439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457030133750658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508633630579052,0.0,0.15232838830377973,0.0,0.11046707817912932,0.0,0.0,0.10714886959545747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262480322815577,0.0,0.18392113653184344,0.32436495899227313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309991298925887,0.0,0.0,0.0775736340972915,0.0,0.07144353346193212,0.0,0.07495650714792132,0.0,0.10335934104459277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782999128792895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927758663479316,0.0673771401491348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299471123062086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452079776498083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728690149323922,0.09730101336392996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612030157363713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761356160437857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225114336093684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456663937415706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539501708336747,0.0,0.0,0.09904172558166807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Winterapparition,2020/03/03,"Feel like I've screwed up every job I've had I don't know if this is the right place to go but, at this point, I'm not sure where to go. I recently started my 6th job in the past 3 years. I basically was told today that it wasn't working out. This is the first time I've ever really been fired but every job I've had... I get extremely stressed and usually end up crying (to the point of hyperventilating at a few times). I'm not sure what to call these moments, but they've happened at every job (working with kids, food service, even HOUSESITTING lmao). What is wrong with me? Anyone else feel this way? If so, advice as to any low stress jobs or stress deterrence tactics?  Any helpful response is greatly appreciated, my self esteem hasn't been this low in awhile.",3.3679004329004343,4.840384902597407,4.509805194805197,85.58708874458877,73.35064935064935,7.470995670995673,25.82034632034632,8.07648339933343,1.4105385281385288,601,20,126,9,12,197,97,154,0.218,0.722,0.06,-0.9799,5,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,4,11,1,3,5,0,12,2,0,0,3,18,23,9,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,7,3,7,4,17,16,1,30,0,2,0,1,5,15,1,3,13,66,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791442505590848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019725489190466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721773313437401,0.11315226236348568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276504157968364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213061119495256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225309307696647,0.0,0.09781138142405976,0.0,0.0,0.07294034400743259,0.09989350368856433,0.279135185070611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167708150823977,0.07889377804393842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939347543844029,0.13353673416701273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576969922717628,0.0,0.12552390713820666,0.0,0.0,0.121753421732169,0.0,0.0,0.0976560580360422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402130686342097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479414844777097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069141242397714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053952273367074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542135651710076,0.0,0.0,0.1153795959088562,0.0,0.2087908737821285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074658492406798,0.0,0.10903984632544343,0.0,0.0,0.09430968160313324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115206317992961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816546268945798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795039092340039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816470140051294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287894276531496,0.0,0.1046781297069411,0.10552402681252533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162699633842088,0.0,0.0,0.0876570426840378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160793936092595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207417934111592,0.0,0.07111561060555358
anxiety,dially,2020/03/03,"Just trying to get stuff out my brain Each time I lose a friend, or we stop talking I can't stop thinking about it as my fault. I try to make efforts and keep contact but the conversations are bland, and they seem uninterested. I probably wasn't someone they needed. More like a burden. I'm really not an original person and people and friends can just find someone like me and even better everywhere. I don't stand out and I don't think I would be helpful in anyone lives.",3.3351063829787257,5.263085223404257,4.4329255319148935,84.20875000000002,74.42553191489361,7.253191489361702,25.57978723404256,8.07648339933343,1.5441744680851062,377,13,74,6,8,123,69,94,0.136,0.659,0.205,0.8799,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,3,4,8,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,2,0,26,16,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,13,5,7,13,2,8,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,2,6,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389858614695305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936281523483612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137730757860006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648142517563662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750240452647978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958989574102098,0.0,0.10004885376104927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835585728104876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021060932784246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711072780895316,0.0,0.16909464110031552,0.0,0.0,0.21423524992689036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782519151732447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199199589072298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327593441383095,0.16720708374706264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646527769373535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267736064685293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433093614534964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245081948778698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201987731822113,0.0,0.0,0.21921731854356594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391738100580787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540604813389866,0.0,0.0,0.11166296635141328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600266810612434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603339663424624,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,waymacc3720,2020/03/03,"Always worried, even about stupid little things. I have alot of problems with depression and anxiety. One of my biggest problems is worry. I cant stop worrying about every little thing and I dont know what to do to stop all the thoughts. Any tips would be greatly appreciated.",3.3223529411764687,6.312985058823532,4.15245098039216,80.43102941176474,80.76470588235293,6.537254901960785,28.10784313725491,7.793537801064563,2.2346313725490203,222,10,37,4,6,71,40,51,0.303,0.5489999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.8719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,12,9,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,7,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284373378706628,0.0,0.0,0.12491463161978733,0.0,0.14052137147000507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821082925649066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528181708042668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213246701275109,0.0,0.15476567282720186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025174672475618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095051911410537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36820871743163697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447223362776315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515306032989105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071439974495839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406925288356626,0.0,0.0,0.14582832902923315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559634448600386,0.0,0.1304871996030757,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hokage-_-,2020/03/03,Have you ever had anxiety while playing video games? What did you do to get over it or how did you cope with it?,-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,1.2966666666666669,100.015,90.25,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.5115666666666665,87,2,21,1,3,28,20,24,0.066,0.851,0.084,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5908402195589322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6986283883163226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035172982538549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frogsrule99,2020/03/03,"Being called on in class I absolutely DESPISE participating in class. It's not like I don't pay attention, but as soon as I get called on I either freeze up or feel like every idea I have is wrong and doesn't fit in with the current conversation.

One of my professors is very on board with the idea that everyone should participate in every class discussion so he randomly calls on anyone who hasn't spoken that day. I dread that class the most even though I love the content. I usually am able to deal with being called on and at least say a single relevant word, but today I panicked and couldn't come up with anything. The professor was kind enough to say he'd come back to me while I looked through my notes. He never came back to me, maybe because it was obvious that I was having a mild panic attack while the discussion continued. I feel bad? I don't know what to do? I want to email him and apologize and explain what happened, but I don't know if that's appropriate. I am also not diagnosed (I'm too anxious to talk about it with professionals) so there's nothing on file with the school. I don't even know if I'm just venting or if I need advice !! I love school but I just hate being like this so much!!!",4.250617046818732,5.2096166163265325,5.298343337334934,82.7450180072029,70.59183673469389,8.866746698679473,27.064825930372148,9.168548406835145,2.0203205282112844,961,31,199,19,17,317,132,245,0.183,0.735,0.08199999999999999,-0.9779,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,15,13,3,2,9,0,22,3,0,0,2,46,41,23,0,7,14,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,12,14,0,0,9,0,1,3,10,7,0,1,4,6,26,6,31,31,6,28,0,0,1,2,21,14,0,7,14,139,38,10,0.1144096174411478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179975403633736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149332973262962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925030230561985,0.0,0.07999786467095565,0.0,0.09414936682288692,0.0,0.0,0.1301574565479505,0.0,0.17594786745603722,0.09552725167044533,0.06974304088044715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673000446779743,0.1308541232828164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710750981138714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378473837804092,0.11795129187237985,0.0,0.11612335339923754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821571843522705,0.0,0.15113294659415535,0.0,0.1927900742810112,0.10932329238145967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569788040522586,0.08173425356007848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059774303030180165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117204685964301,0.0,0.0,0.11295581092687446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583090642091164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914001073868315,0.1886296010270144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768428008623826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607526385210592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651829318066192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493983841740317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410423295854662,0.08483328165361237,0.08823975009980213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977911357922716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752691772229382,0.0,0.0,0.1342350351380191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196623970999892,0.0,0.23157728177680675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091958116739911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240686824657177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844693976877263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260060299424211,0.0943999163333868,0.06748175661776384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508895634925846,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Matt_IV30,2020/03/03,"Do I have anxiety ? So anyways maybe since November or December I have been gettin really nervous m/paranoid about simple stuff whether it would be talking in front of classes, confrontation even if I am not scared and other things like talking to girls. Around maybe early February before I would go to sleep my heart would beat fast and I went to the ER with my parents to make sure I did not have anything wrong and they said I was fine a the cut down on things with caffeine and I was able to play sports perfectly fine but now my heart beats awkwardly and my stomach hurts as well as other symptom which I heard come from anxiety so I have no idea if everyone with anxiety has the same thing. I also sweat a lot when I have to talk to someone who I don’t no even if it is asking for a pencil or something. Do I have anxiety or am I just overreacting!",4.3972807017543865,5.470374181286552,5.1487865497076015,83.52914473684211,70.34502923976609,8.74093567251462,29.45467836257309,9.075114841892004,2.349997660818713,679,26,136,13,12,220,108,171,0.151,0.754,0.096,-0.8908,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,12,14,2,3,6,0,21,6,5,1,2,30,28,19,0,6,11,1,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,10,10,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,7,2,0,7,2,20,7,20,17,2,12,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,7,5,106,30,2,0.1309763636632183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474175070101883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007862388171589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778238738539096,0.1165967322619057,0.12244521951566174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114512386123878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282453985604644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301730586410086,0.0,0.0,0.12515352834896035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443688582129204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104152431350347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021290621906116,0.14785637207799499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398843541417508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135142062738006,0.0,0.0,0.08742773979333003,0.0,0.26316672343902064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145433751840385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390681240412554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458851512920414,0.0,0.13113018903826226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834500149461053,0.0,0.13107095322665432,0.0,0.11097584789747973,0.10083200367411864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993660057392405,0.0,0.0,0.12344367271098886,0.13613459180003948,0.0,0.3158215194480533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610446284366393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776348056216075,0.12141640131183982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27912555255267896,0.143202092651701,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scorpiotypebeat,2020/03/03,"Work and relationship future is making me so anxious. Please help. So for one, I need to find a full time job soon so I can have money to move out of my parent's house and start my life. I'm 24M. 

My girlfriend is 2 hours away. Which sucks. It gives me so much anxiety I want to die. I see her like once a week, sometimes for a few days at a time. We love eachother so much. 

But now that I need to go from a part time job to a full time one, it makes me so stressed. I just want to be with her and not be so far away. I want to have my own place and live closer to her or with her. Just typing this makes me feel so crazy and I'm afraid of being judged. 

How can I not be so anxious and feel so dissasociated? Living without her is so hard. I know I probably need to just save up money until I can afford my own apartment or something. And for my anxiety, I currently take L-Theanine. It doesn't do too much for me though.

Should I try getting on prescription medication? I feel so absolutely crazy and stressed thinking about the future.

I know I'm fortunate to have stresses like this as opposed to something more ""serious."" But I'm a very sensitive person, and this stuff is really stressing me out and makes me anxious. Advice would be helpful. Thank you.",1.0969912769912789,3.2493819652509646,2.8213813813813817,91.92014014014015,82.62934362934362,5.844759044759043,21.561704561704563,7.093109894594671,0.5380320606320605,975,31,215,13,27,322,134,259,0.142,0.745,0.113,-0.8341,5,0,2,0,0,1,32.0,1,1,0,1,21,12,1,5,8,0,19,3,0,5,0,47,48,30,1,8,10,1,4,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,9,15,0,1,7,0,2,2,4,7,0,2,0,5,35,5,31,41,10,29,0,0,1,1,15,13,1,2,16,150,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231961919357523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454582981673944,0.3201886835716391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752424990303148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092838940543945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980498609509106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433077964157592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634819769596076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049359150571243834,0.09062877597560766,0.05369216997952424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463080726195571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266488489986659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303858506207156,0.10901116161258577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750319676405425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038416890123628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673030040871368,0.09231116839654112,0.0,0.16684584654602594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526713831923577,0.0,0.2522504811487618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951733578756058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041169367753744,0.20834940540505506,0.21015546030603896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061251115449807,0.1280370530877472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490301466024388,0.10230693323923046,0.0,0.0,0.0824916959364801,0.09870599182172073,0.10370489055312283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018597449777707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052293542825383,0.0,0.0,0.10143051092255397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528413338283439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454625357015727,0.09343793020769717,0.0,0.0668697048225183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328819663025284,0.0,0.10815097052145092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103324439528867,0.0,0.0,0.08697964437782102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053559648901656,0.09282094903261613,0.0,0.22035591462285786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414214466512695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795155188777139,0.16717094220370018,0.0,0.07578193507025871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107027474116228,0.0,0.06877873343166965,0.0,0.0,0.06711214226625713,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxiousthrowaway2005,2020/03/03,"Worried I'm going to be fired this week over a mistake. I have never been this stressed in my entire life. I work in IT, and I file that I exported a few years ago and handed over to someone else went missing. It was email stuff and was being kept for legal reasons. Today in passing someone mentioned how long they needed to be kept and I checked for them just to be sure. The file is no longer there, it's gone. I'm freaking out and wondering how fired I'm going to be this week. 

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My parents think it will be fine and that I'm letting my anxiousness get the best of me, but I'm not so sure. What do you guys think?",2.737557251908399,3.933960809160309,3.751061068702288,91.50185877862594,74.49618320610688,6.156030534351145,26.07709923664122,6.2581,0.7706635114503815,490,17,107,3,10,158,81,131,0.126,0.799,0.076,-0.5461,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,2,5,8,0,1,4,0,14,2,1,3,3,23,31,10,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,2,4,0,1,5,3,4,0,0,7,3,12,4,14,16,2,18,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,7,72,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098477662468315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845494387682208,0.2069661786023346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924212425395123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874787713129606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422865110020965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889889265698104,0.0,0.1936017340811081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865069650529405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741710913848106,0.12030713118697756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073420291075265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629545287943786,0.13136682895666787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912818718543328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512471886081088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288635350028678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510922020978425,0.0,0.19498388166740685,0.0,0.0,0.3210627209145297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182775711687057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145025990401538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732523950367265,0.0,0.0,0.15789501119306698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471257144830533,0.12400022261487592,0.17297552891599358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069661786023346,0.1096851257052794
anxiety,IndecisiveTuna,2020/03/03,"Does anybody else feel trapped and have constant dread over their career? I am a 25m and just started nursing 7 months ago.  Already left my first job because of how bad it exacerbated my anxiety.  Started a new job in a different area of nursing thinking it would help but I feel the same dread and anxiety every night before work and while I’m at work. It even effects my off time.

I genuinely can’t help but feel I picked the wrong career and it’s just making me so anxious and miserable each and every day.  

Does anybody else feel this way? Does anybody have any advice? I’m just so tired and drained from feeling this way every single day.",3.4363203463203464,5.508907365079367,4.142352092352096,85.76577922077924,74.55555555555556,6.486580086580088,28.914862914862915,7.348242739294969,1.7088507936507935,512,22,97,6,11,163,78,126,0.25,0.6990000000000001,0.051,-0.9822,3,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,7,5,0,3,5,0,5,1,0,4,0,26,16,14,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,5,9,0,7,15,3,20,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,12,54,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988112271250773,0.11781942519126835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667288798626485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038545163721462,0.0,0.20335628357223245,0.1501539472880122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097686934592996,0.08102257942349902,0.0,0.11309924088524842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436318203748196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714358809139034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886587865333044,0.0,0.0,0.34893939387049683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220636452694857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877878352760884,0.0,0.33595500515108945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360242321643232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305579726574208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817767059570302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379144455563797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441044944526146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872051245054174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608995174978916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836828012165985,0.0,0.12472992104686888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815312311008955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516533435410857,0.0,0.0,0.07750268533806416,0.15276403223240112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100043134294025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352460928416004,0.0,0.0,0.09441763799855048,0.1453195870564888,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jumpingjacc,2020/03/03,"Have a video of me saying awful things from last year in the hands of an enemy I’m currently in hs and last year in middle school I and along with my old friends were pretty fucked up. We would say really stupid shit on face time and things like that, I had really messed up opinions and dark humor was pretty much my middle name. Months after that, I started to get in check and stop acting like this so much. I ditched those friends (who started smoking weed actually) and spent more times with other people. Now I’m normal and not a physco like I was in October lf last year. However, I was scrolling through old group chats and apparently there was a video of me saying things that would put people to shame forever. The old friends and I don’t like each other anymore (him more than me). After I saw this my anxiety went to overdrive thinking what would happen if these kids got a hold and showed other people this video. What would my family, friends, and the school think? Its been a few months since I found it and I can’t shake this awful feeling.",4.551035598705504,5.906702000000003,4.544640776699031,86.94032686084145,70.26213592233009,7.62925566343042,24.412944983818768,8.021203637495839,1.1886890614886734,836,22,167,11,15,258,118,206,0.14300000000000002,0.715,0.141,-0.3537,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,3,15,3,2,9,2,14,4,3,0,0,32,29,14,0,6,2,0,2,4,4,4,0,3,0,1,20,17,0,2,4,5,2,4,3,6,0,0,12,6,19,9,22,13,6,34,0,0,1,1,14,10,2,2,24,107,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.10442252141066136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185937645405918,0.0,0.10612130148834527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087583128397667,0.0,0.05410550121241782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732666957303547,0.3306906011630736,0.09892541861194344,0.055906272677485686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855825563351925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946251441228643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616727693285529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911110875400454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082250217646672,0.0,0.15732359702252866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484326209451003,0.0,0.0,0.33685471645706994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225536769748591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772735373548588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075706895186187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371017001765455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552866457561421,0.0,0.2165917794873881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098402277453168,0.08851655476433704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147894193497996,0.0,0.0,0.08946189412262066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327030163082525,0.1371303810880764,0.0,0.0,0.1247922391940365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919573019289504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30405626369862665,0.0,0.0,0.2067252673803112
anxiety,Day_Dreamer_A,2020/03/03,"I’m currently hiding in the bathroom I am feeling really overwhelmed in my french class and did something that I am normally to anxious to ever do...
Leave to go to the bathroom l.
Just emotions everywhere and feel like I’m going to cry yet I can’t just leave sadly. I still have more than an hour left so wish me luck",2.3194358974358984,4.354251738461542,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,77.76923076923076,6.7948717948717965,26.21794871794872,7.793537801064563,1.6071025641025638,253,10,50,4,6,84,48,65,0.174,0.655,0.171,0.1896,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,13,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,2,8,12,1,10,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648946550864155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575642945835269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637574413249713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209978126846254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371193689876506,0.1675119246866259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26651976620001433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091469340669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965590476540193,0.2547622416032936,0.0,0.0,0.11455465027805108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297397454360089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021332352769726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805134762705111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725532198114686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26963940726140906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kiqag,2020/03/03,"Starting college Tomorrow I start my second year, feeling really stressed with a lot of anxiety.I have few friends, and when i’m alone I feel like everyone is watching at me thinking how pathetic I might look.I try to get late to class only so that I don’t have to stay outside the classroom waiting with all my classmates.But also with my small circle of friends i’m afraid I might stutter or don’t have a good topic to talk;I’m afraid I could act boring, or way to annoying.Plus, I’m afraid I might start gaining weight bcs of all the stress and anxiety.",4.432364864864862,5.692126684684688,4.9167454954954986,84.52484797297298,70.44144144144144,8.072522522522524,32.79391891891892,8.472884824447931,2.555981081081081,446,21,87,7,8,142,72,111,0.152,0.7070000000000001,0.141,-0.0754,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,5,4,0,10,1,0,1,2,19,21,8,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,4,11,4,12,17,4,12,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,6,8,51,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858963981853675,0.0,0.13017406611716764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452525855606188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996554506646532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554202183042098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461160149595924,0.11628913449821175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25152483683406623,0.0,0.08504515135143557,0.0,0.0,0.13653104904295935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836214616781201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952544965679971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366931096010611,0.0,0.0,0.13838862816380368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180474251657539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380053504824648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428020223524083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456468011487651,0.17350043385551905,0.0,0.0,0.37292489756654507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083535164249566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430201707233536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051605098385578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920615388354764,0.0,0.1982206015358872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482414471298188
anxiety,simplyme8702,2020/03/03,"I can’t relax I have a history of anxiety and ocd... not having much of either right now, but I have a hard time relaxing. Have a two month old but still even when she’s asleep I can’t relax. I have prn Ativan bit it doesn’t help?",1.291470588235292,2.2851667254902,3.727598039215689,91.04669117647059,77.82352941176471,7.452941176470588,18.63235294117647,8.07648339933343,0.4009176470588232,177,3,43,3,4,62,36,51,0.059000000000000004,0.665,0.275,0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,2,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638700609406454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765735889252494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278226277273669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089890078182265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311989183341381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27531937092530023,0.0,0.2535628105903906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619454012070529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945678386266965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27546107907474754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011311177011608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33694592154392616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pwastic,2020/03/03,Hallucinations as a symptom? Has anyone experienced hallucinations as a symptom of anxiety and/or depression? I’ve been getting semi-vivid hallucinations when I close or open my eyes in bed before sleeping and I’m pretty worried. Wondering if anyone’s experienced the same thing:)?,7.027173913043478,10.765910847826092,8.519739130434782,50.366565217391326,70.95652173913044,10.636521739130435,37.46086956521739,10.355215969177356,5.703457391304347,233,13,28,8,5,80,37,46,0.17600000000000002,0.755,0.069,-0.6046,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,2,0,0,7,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,4,4,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209874135947927,0.0,0.0,0.3836585640035144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334484584414299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629402944518385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333459623701653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791087729767202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745443869280625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703016133683444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226346293285545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975168132596154,0.0,0.2786119414150737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leathermoss,2020/03/03,"(33)F Unrelenting anxiety and thoughts of losing my parents. My parents are still reasonably young( mid 50’s) with no major health issues. However, for the last couple of years, I have started experiencing extreme fear and sadness of losing them. It’s become so extreme, when I’m with them and having a conversation, I can almost feel the grief of the day they leave the Earth and I struggle to hold back tears. I actively try to push the thoughts away but they are overtaking me lately and it’s taking away my joy of still having them. I need help guys. Anxiety is making me grieve the living.",4.8496396396396415,6.908780270270274,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585586,70.62162162162161,8.176576576576577,28.54954954954956,8.841846274778883,2.443619819819821,474,18,82,9,9,153,73,111,0.187,0.725,0.08800000000000001,-0.5884,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,5,3,6,8,0,2,7,0,7,1,0,2,0,16,15,8,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,2,15,1,12,13,1,14,0,5,0,0,10,3,0,1,10,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594645071054991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436495437124154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992386742779164,0.12245237245740632,0.0,0.0,0.17587760866292787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762055885105948,0.0,0.10270219691975167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919899101972586,0.08052089604014719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576811882266457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927385493190233,0.0,0.0,0.10674100494407338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662142035251921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980889424977726,0.17963939955819844,0.1686213134955928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406194645421141,0.0,0.0,0.3563169824275299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629970216203267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808084692390805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35365353242539915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373412224219966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271700531829296,0.0,0.25435233534201057,0.0,0.0,0.16648125257140806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973515671304598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528512599658259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811937155300806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255090142159327
anxiety,cass_jay,2020/03/03,"A Tiny Critic Anxiety is annoying.


My mind has been infiltrated by a tiny critic or maybe many with amplified speaker phones. 


Each one there to criticise a different part of myself. My body. My face. My voice.

Each and every thing I say recorded and ready to be replayed and over analysed for weeks to come. Making me afraid to open my mouth for fear of what my inner critic will do to the words. The way it twists and turns them, creating a thousand different ways someone else may interpret them. 


The frustration this guy gives me makes me want to reach inside my brain and rip him from his little sound booth and take his power away.


But no. Instead, I can’t do that. Because for some reason that silly little critic is a part of me. Something I have created over the years, slowly perfecting my own hell with absolutely no possible escape other than distractions and sleep.


My phone, becomes my crutch. Music, my only true escape. The stories music provides, lives I will never fully understand while being stuck in my head and the happiness music can create with a few beats and a poppy tune. Giving me a sigh of relief everytime I listen knowing that I can still feel happy and calm. 


Will the critic ever take a break from his job? Or will I have to continue to get my peace by drowning him out with music? 


Peace. An interesting word isn’t it? Some use it to describe how quiet a certain area may be, others describe it to signify the end of a big war overseas, but then there are those of us who crave it in our minds. A sense of peace to end the war in our heads.


I am afraid I will never truly have peace thanks to the tiny critic. But as long as I get out of bed in the morning, I guess that’s good enough for now. ",4.053770604395602,5.6566023303571455,4.902380952380952,82.93236263736263,71.82738095238095,7.788278388278389,24.827838827838825,8.384062270229773,1.595589652014652,1357,40,257,22,26,440,192,336,0.11,0.741,0.149,0.8955,4,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,3,0,2,3,7,21,5,4,24,0,25,7,7,5,6,50,44,20,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,7,0,6,1,1,16,20,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,9,1,2,2,7,40,11,44,32,9,32,1,0,0,0,18,15,1,7,13,188,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790364614598288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107959038774012,0.0,0.0,0.07004632486753963,0.12690590625653506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763592648964406,0.0,0.1282743682124401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898232491573902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401070051923422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599016933608708,0.0,0.20354723625491766,0.11872979029058958,0.0,0.0,0.10394008498598988,0.0968142197690637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930247646930007,0.05810050160590473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006847409937348,0.22045879467027785,0.0,0.09637865572155363,0.0,0.0,0.12658316738282435,0.1137761324118326,0.0,0.2446415704333837,0.0,0.0,0.23585574883945665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402760412033185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314995802865317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033427916611016,0.101465108154994,0.10168920131810716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534028139252953,0.11649780266367447,0.1154396648091252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320469063134408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772469374347023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786405060920239,0.08739205645306929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488664659269343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954053311384675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814367574264432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137876826664584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149901226794239,0.0,0.09736044524004578,0.08846112877846342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176498893303356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279173499065467,0.0,0.0,0.10579105451862668,0.0,0.0,0.07633919672201249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498596985758195,0.0,0.11962238319923375,0.13821913901380126,0.09924287375714187,0.0,0.0,0.06777520720358103,0.18241587550287228,0.0921715751069343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399642956980396
anxiety,spamupv2,2020/03/03,"I need some advice, I'm not sure what's going on with me  I can talk/act moderately freely in school, at least in most places in school. And I'm *almost* free of excess self consciousness at home, most of the time. But outside of those two places, I can't do shit. My head's always down to the point where I sometimes can't even see where I'm going, I can't talk to people, I can barely respond when they talk to me, etc. I can't even order a meal at a restaurant, not easily. On some rare days, it's even hard for me to eat in front of people I don't know at all.

This has always been something I could live around growing up, but now I'm borderline adult and can't for the life of me (literally) muster up the confidence to get a job, or learn to drive (for fear of having to buy things  when my parents make me or having to *talk* to somebody at a gas station), or any other stuff. 

My parents no longer put any effort into changing this. They once did, whenever we went out somewhere- restaurant, haircut, whatever- and disliked my shyness. I'm afraid of explaining any of this to them, though they have the vague idea that I'm shy.  The day where I have to go somewhere actually public (not like school) on my own is getting closer and I'm slowly getting more worried that I can't function.

Last thing: this seems to be very random. In some classes I feel more free and can walk around, talk to people, use facial expressions, etc. In others, I sometimes sit for several minutes just to convince myself to get up to sharpen a pencil. Sometimes I feel mostly confident and able, and others I feel dangerously incapable. I don't actually consider people's reactions to what I do, not to the degree of anxiety, but for some reason doing anything that makes me seem alive and not like a background wallpaper often seems scary. I'm afraid of the attention of strangers, and though I know I can act well enough around them when forced to, I'm really avoidant of intentionally interacting with new people and have no idea how to change this.

Possibly related stuff: I have minor tics and moderate compulsions, some of which I know came from social anxiety but certainly not all of them. I struggle a lot with comprehending emotions and more so with explaining them. I struggle to be empathetic for pretty much anyone.

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Anybody know if there is a diagnosis I might fit, or some way to change this? I need to figure out how to stop being so afraid of people.",6.2833288409703485,6.425582800838576,6.63883423180593,77.80790094339625,65.85534591194968,9.665438754118,31.291479484875712,9.424239791934726,2.6719668164121,1944,68,369,34,28,630,228,477,0.115,0.784,0.10099999999999999,-0.5539,3,1,1,0,0,0,68.0,1,0,7,1,23,17,2,7,16,0,31,6,3,7,4,88,67,30,0,4,16,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,21,24,2,2,19,0,3,11,16,9,1,1,4,5,45,10,74,58,21,56,0,0,1,0,23,32,1,22,12,258,66,7,0.0720091122171538,0.0,0.14054101216925025,0.0,0.0,0.0703664710564567,0.0,0.0,0.07210672419077056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983469978875945,0.07802184300219682,0.0874989531339427,0.14690599681601785,0.0,0.11017354749703033,0.0,0.0,0.05035044555748788,0.0,0.0592573637807212,0.19231013007483969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235924093004354,0.0,0.0,0.2285282779746224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057493416670607735,0.0,0.0,0.09287984042968722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736832988927211,0.0,0.08100055908276692,0.0,0.07440466216935476,0.16061838974259052,0.14268401845595485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810302709691701,0.10922991230617952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048715626783818,0.0,0.12277331377095226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450602051548983,0.0,0.0739021237641774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223101081793867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257904542780574,0.0,0.0,0.0714579326872328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829729949428814,0.05869703738516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050862165521423516,0.07036002981709613,0.0,0.06358536535583974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121957213680276,0.0,0.0,0.09613328312974072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763902885567562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052934982954251815,0.1067876885697434,0.0,0.06954684929650698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766873543880813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991519482651448,0.0,0.0,0.2995323097115105,0.0,0.1504683918173121,0.0,0.06807188644720509,0.08117945445691413,0.0,0.0732591548679876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238904682849047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461308811850082,0.07403736045993814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863119784034946,0.057381939385884165,0.19666317386814464,0.07512120864632067,0.08134980022648923,0.0739163188921604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340422158405581,0.0,0.05543613263168574,0.2136565597529904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060202842168144186,0.0,0.1505591178877016,0.16486641091896947,0.0,0.0,0.06786773607182905,0.0,0.0,0.2893909837172841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956793089329906,0.0,0.14149717428624248,0.0,0.041989092415763166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034243930292018,0.0,0.0,0.06219275277538602,0.0,0.05941505898345902,0.0,0.057157481529696776,0.0,0.0,0.06474483982994153,0.06675316845372574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312874886200728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874989531339427,0.0
anxiety,wontedfive2001,2020/03/03,"Hello Hi everyone, hope you doing fine because I'm not, i think that my anxiety its escalating towards depression, i cant stop thinking about so much things and i've been crying a lot this past two weeks i think, and the worst part is that it's not reliving, i used to cry and feel fine after, now its just painful and i wish that someone was with me at night just being there with me maybe hugging me and telling me what i want to hear or even better things, i just want all this to end, and I'm still hopeful that it will end and that i'll eventually find someone who can make me feel something and ill forget everything that i think about. But sometimes I don't really know what to do anymore. I really love my dad and my mom and my brother, but i just feel so far away from them sometimes i think that they look at me and think ""where is my son?"" ""what happened to that little guy?"" and it just hurt to remember how happy my dad was, and how my mom was my mom, and my brother was here with me. I'm waiting for something even though i have to make them happen, i dont understand myself anymore and i kinda hate myself i think, maybe im exaggerating.",4.415696202531648,4.729559936708863,5.259763713080172,85.49420253164557,69.8860759493671,8.345316455696205,28.036286919831227,8.238735603445708,1.643046919831224,903,29,195,12,15,295,123,237,0.114,0.784,0.10099999999999999,-0.7294,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,1,19,13,1,0,2,0,16,4,0,5,1,58,46,23,0,5,10,8,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,21,18,0,2,14,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,5,38,8,19,39,5,16,0,2,1,2,19,7,0,5,9,139,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412687000239221,0.0,0.19219398584903752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103906360714847,0.0,0.0,0.059068253084502184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569859768404876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287628052802202,0.0,0.0,0.08345829143697107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356398746795544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164611688754186,0.0,0.0,0.1280007155715073,0.0,0.0,0.09259039785042547,0.08708586848952196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698394839489248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856321394625383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959444681357202,0.17137354475915684,0.10314995272539808,0.0,0.09566692738033963,0.0,0.0,0.10921133175695424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924835844631864,0.0,0.0,0.10373154430284276,0.0,0.10466670107542404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053252725395173145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711746848638103,0.0,0.0,0.08137009698364807,0.0,0.0,0.0823793981129485,0.08745442308061682,0.0,0.1293606231868595,0.0,0.19469456391410012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404580583191514,0.0,0.0,0.07123133799670812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093241163178277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310653363460018,0.0,0.0,0.10493132524380318,0.09250031141430352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415095675444507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976678952669522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420308790601196,0.14919396135937646,0.19166962656978573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738304044991877,0.08101124737392792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846933117280133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874973814173846,0.4346192495492189,0.09520200522094334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465547715070674,0.10087446013399723,0.0,0.0836889472075177,0.0,0.0,0.1143061566620724,0.0,0.07772590404863068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114281663038795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxjamescharlesxx,2020/03/03,"2 week long sudden anxiety attack sorry about this mess of a post im literally grasping at my sanity... you know how it is... especially since this is the first time something like this has happened to me

im on a totally different world right now i cant understand whats happening or why... i have no sense of time or space.... i cant read.. like... i literally cant read words and follow a sentence????????????

Been having palpitations and high heartrate for 2 weeks, been to the emergency department/ urgent care 3 times. I'm finally seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow morning. 

i dont even know what i want by posting here im just kinda losing it. i dont really have anyone to talk to.....

Ive had GAD for ever (more focussed around social anxiety) but ive literally never had anything like this. my heartrate right now is 149.

ive been doing slow breathing and mammalian dive reflex all day and nothing is changing or even slowing down. im not at panic attack level (had my first one a couple days ago)

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???????????

just some encouraging or supporting messages or.... something... would be nice.... maybe someone to chat to????? i texted a helpline but honestly it wasnt very helpful...

i know all of the stuff about anxiety like itll pass and we can sort it out and the anxiety symptoms arent damaging me and i wont die etc.... im just like

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just writing this post is kinda helping a bit, idk.......

kinda freaking out about corona virus too...!!!",2.61187792207792,5.069558643636366,4.374175324675324,81.1949772727273,78.92727272727274,7.419480519480518,27.275974025974026,8.418075326091056,2.2701974025974034,1117,48,206,24,28,376,159,275,0.08199999999999999,0.76,0.158,0.9782,2,0,2,0,0,0,103.0,1,1,0,3,16,17,2,1,11,0,31,2,1,1,5,43,43,15,1,2,12,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,5,3,0,3,11,7,0,3,7,1,20,10,22,32,7,39,0,2,1,0,10,13,0,10,25,131,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450358057532881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821321895992003,0.20425531247030496,0.0,0.0,0.2571863041094868,0.0,0.0,0.05876839448936363,0.0,0.06916443523998282,0.0748206393767007,0.0,0.19123372314009496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175877060065113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569265222636678,0.0,0.08891175866327744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929976378818224,0.0,0.10840815889600912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872286713092482,0.08781238885367593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970075238295976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373586257406166,0.11102597128458007,0.07602632961884916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207059902547698,0.0,0.1429825631456313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864693665511194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267135632686115,0.08880144543809917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539319212461694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857193377752222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530831171361705,0.0,0.0,0.07437993473961463,0.0,0.09402833923439004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443762585965746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482308577657296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064643075228231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695317622524451,0.0,0.0,0.0986123508637703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414845762475821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814171426414345,0.0,0.05384337305470677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435532577205886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697546393197484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952546720509488,0.0,0.0,0.08567646628491286,0.07121369299106639,0.1294086864730472,0.0,0.09408498084489952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621498049971704,0.0,0.09537680207156947,0.0,0.08735817035494192,0.0,0.06755468915699851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702739092085002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749704924835372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934849505873845,0.049573754375319065,0.0,0.13483665231778166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584034870092833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970536767547021,0.0,0.20425531247030496,0.0
anxiety,Appling1211,2020/03/03,"Anyone else?? I never post on Reddit, but anyways...I haven’t exactly had the best past, There’s no reason to explain, just take that how you’d like, but I usually can cope with things pretty well, I am very understanding and observant of every situation I’ve ever been in, and I’ve had very bad anxiety for a long time, and it’s mainly because I have an extreme fear of the unknown, I hate the feeling of “not knowing” but the only time I feel I get anxiety anymore is when I worry about my current relationship, we’ve been together for a year, and even tho it’s not that long, and the fact that we are 17, people are going to say it’s just a HS relationship, I’ve always been pretty serious about relationships, but now more than ever, if you aren’t dating to marry your dating to break up, right ? So anytime I start to worry, or over think, or just turn nothing into something I start to freak out and get sad and anxious, and it’s virtually for no reason, and I guess I’m asking for advice, or support, because this stuff is hard you know? Especially when you know it’s for no reason",3.356518936341661,4.80435190410959,5.221332258930968,80.57311039484289,73.337899543379,7.710018802041365,26.12436207359657,8.313332769828598,1.7547741606231542,853,29,166,14,17,293,126,219,0.20600000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.105,-0.9735,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,5,0,1,16,10,1,1,9,0,15,0,0,4,5,44,35,22,0,1,13,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,0,11,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,5,4,18,4,24,29,3,28,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,5,19,116,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896271970328524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927822200528827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060411293048575,0.12597044227051432,0.11058434163378007,0.077967836156147,0.11425143803821833,0.0,0.0,0.10424338979152464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310314890682853,0.13594647824074746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701904030955013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314925152498146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364889591938688,0.2017277641419482,0.09394891342350203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547565012903647,0.11276192708582675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651493659672688,0.0,0.0633716312831931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283682150916585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988779211287076,0.1100894404551368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384292990276815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447637271111637,0.0,0.0,0.1973592307726825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600057522208536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069933550866363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480560774229141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644543317505284,0.07730446668505613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679226500743083,0.2268841008432989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439413132809261,0.0,0.359148285951262,0.0,0.09522581801741846,0.0,0.08867432913375214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533781509500844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584303988378361,0.0,0.0,0.15784954415679733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764809895779153,0.0,0.12653609038714295,0.0,0.0,0.08383890191779997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407986761411467,0.07144876993559926,0.0,0.0,0.13004050476890655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128689452140347,0.0,0.11608204816921895,0.0,0.0,0.12280849667233848,0.18400884173868945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025760463337438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264802325559193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180643682182734
anxiety,Stisherx,2020/03/03,"Panic attack whenever I smell burning grease It feels like I'm suffocating even if the smell is very faint. I can't even walk into the college dining hall because something is always burning.

It only started happening several years ago after I had a recurring nightmare. It was always me being trapped in a burning, oil-drenched forest.

I'm not a smoker and I've never had any IRL trauma related to smoke before this.",4.551428571428573,7.023281615384616,5.850586080586082,72.96346153846156,72.58974358974359,7.534065934065935,31.655677655677657,8.418075326091056,3.0409062271062277,338,16,50,6,7,113,60,78,0.163,0.804,0.032,-0.8779,0,1,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,5,0,7,2,0,0,1,6,12,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,4,4,1,4,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219255670588889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166326429037915,0.0,0.0,0.17025072542918165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28481619353675497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261474798356486,0.0,0.2130345919328825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33071567091573456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265875608330871,0.1788544398297562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213890624719608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231133899096235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930900496108064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904070869752558,0.0,0.29373892792072376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828311192651465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273634841509246,0.0,0.0,0.1772033281961815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656999263317846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122111291112912
anxiety,strawberry_peach_,2020/03/03,"How to leave my mom and shop alone at the grocery store? I want to go to Publix this week for yummy foods, and I'd like to take my sweet time looking at everything bc my mom rushes me (more like I take too long haha.) I'd like to get a basket and shop alone while mom looks at whatever, but this Publix is near the university and it's usually crowded and I'll get nervous, but I would be fine if it was chill and wasn't crowded. Also, I don't have a phone so I can't text my mom 'hey I'm at the dairy section I'm finished' which is kinda a problem.. 

Any tips? :)",1.2624390243902468,2.444910081300815,3.4053739837398385,92.55537804878051,78.26829268292683,6.220813008130082,22.05609756097561,6.742157984588678,0.33790146341463423,432,12,103,4,10,148,75,123,0.057,0.799,0.14400000000000002,0.8559,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,6,1,9,1,0,1,0,14,19,13,0,4,3,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,3,2,3,2,0,0,2,3,10,6,11,15,2,14,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,2,9,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118382559876395,0.0,0.12039071260989173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023757033081088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530006069572864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203950648305392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730700715762813,0.0,0.08555814341949246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594053259957681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220645920659496,0.0,0.0,0.13322751071494165,0.2528396225853691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7052655308895641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405115029514678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263820782002903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778394947450288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658039529465426,0.0,0.08879529022630497,0.0,0.12075804855382954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694278691651957,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DisastrousOcelot1,2020/03/03,"Herbal remedies that help anxiety Just wanted to share what helps me with my anxiety:
I have bad anxiety and three kids and it’s sometimes hard being in charge of three littles when I’m trying to cope myself :
I take Bach’s rescue remedy- this helps with anxiety almost instantly-
It is a homeopathic and you just need a little bit.
I also take pAssionflower tincture / lemon balm tincture and chamomile tincture. I had pregnancy anxiety super bad and these herbs got me through it. Hope this helps someone.
Keep your heads up- anxiety is bad and I think is caused from attachment issues as babies- which thanks to common parenting methods most of us have.",4.343376792698827,7.448739152542378,4.550000000000002,78.6083637548892,76.96610169491527,8.03754889178618,29.415906127770533,8.841846274778883,3.0568988265971315,532,24,85,13,13,166,81,118,0.16,0.629,0.21100000000000002,0.8442,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,18,17,9,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,12,4,12,14,2,6,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,2,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257038368246915,0.0,0.0,0.1058729717959067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6076721537660509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316226675125137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453659692569368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600194475784275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588511376823867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859626110517844,0.0,0.13587127986075306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35495537500959445,0.0,0.0,0.1314940568914476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818172541826304,0.0,0.1176751336954692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26538096662978483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816619049840948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470044505053342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217439784842564,0.0,0.1309380062243709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990829928722326,0.0,0.0,0.1218877728950219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848307565488207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988474507877141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924997725486675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808759541279196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PsychedelicRelic-99,2020/03/03,"Over-thinking conversations with women Hi guys, so I’ll get a little background first:
I’m 20, still a virgin, struggled with depression and anxiety since around 16, starting to get my life back on track after being VERY socially isolated for about 3 years.

Basically, my point here is that when I have a positive and enjoyable conversation with a women, afterwards I tend to go away and completely overthink and over-estimate the value of the conversation. I put it on a pedicel, and start to think about what I did that made the conversation go well and prepare to replicate my body language and speech for the next encounter, which in turn makes me seem very awkward and weird; removing any previous positive aspects of our relationship. 

What can I do to limit the obsessive thoughts I have analysing our conversation? 

Thanks :)",10.645215264187868,9.803778609589042,9.7593542074364,62.24171232876715,57.42465753424658,13.822309197651665,44.14481409001957,12.785403640627713,5.9093005870841475,671,34,106,20,7,213,99,146,0.109,0.758,0.133,0.6877,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,2,9,8,0,3,10,0,7,3,1,2,0,18,22,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,6,12,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,3,1,12,3,20,18,0,21,0,1,0,1,13,7,0,1,10,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012883651575043,0.0,0.13513764273564302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725697164708385,0.0,0.0,0.16596956612808925,0.13583382680833353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621959941849973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852153650507486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214937270618056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025937405729914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458586495614251,0.0,0.20078983374597734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491240702552002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477392820959204,0.0,0.1770508556381658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671515850483369,0.11791601129065475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878704972243806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699243112402487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758319252715282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965722034214574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081656824303994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612765295917174,0.0,0.0,0.18007359655876534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500691799023282,0.0,0.14107383292700004,0.0,0.0,0.18467413227526505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263664087861535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263818422570469,0.0,0.140241277344029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921457195704006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915113907624792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158830594687911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137575459192066
anxiety,cahmona,2020/03/03,"Crying and thinking about fitness I'm underweight, before anything. I try to keep a routine, do intense stuff, whatever... Sometimes I dwelve on r/fitness because exercising is always exhaustive and I try to look for some validation. But now I was reading about success stories and realized fitness in general is so complicated...

This woman claims she counted calories, did heavy, moderate, volume management and cardio, had strategic approaches, science-backed methods, followed activation techniques, focused on mind-muscle connections, it's just so much!!! So much, so much, so much. Fitness is too complicated, and it's so stressful. I don't have time for this. Will I forever arrive home after college almost fainting because walking is too tiring?

Then my brain thought crying and having an anxiety attack over this would be helpful. How can someone be so sensitive",6.706815476190478,10.0277608125,6.858928571428571,64.20750000000001,69.34722222222223,8.836507936507937,42.23015873015873,9.424239791934726,5.34213253968254,703,46,85,17,14,225,103,144,0.11,0.772,0.11800000000000001,-0.3897,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,14,4,1,1,2,0,16,6,1,1,0,17,22,16,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,3,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,1,8,1,11,14,5,14,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,2,4,68,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666333332750433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384645862914614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273014803001986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693940695113796,0.0,0.0,0.18931284947964264,0.0,0.12795729507705025,0.0,0.20288125091916687,0.0,0.14160074655777022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576609360319016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655822191216625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153961325821232,0.0,0.1669205505241828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791086234032974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974060685220938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680243992594183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48931540049928396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645279149022096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099675434578832,0.0,0.16458152887159927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061952591589335,0.0,0.19049707156185886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066273728363884,0.0,0.132109172867619,0.09703370259785038,0.1912612396154878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259598903919271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821129765478244,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,biology_bunny,2020/03/03,"Losing control of my life Nothing but venting I think, but I've lost control of my life. First it was my health, then my relationship and now my career. Everything going to shit and I can't say that it's not my fault. Mental health is ruining my life-- keep on top of it ya'll, don't follow my example.",1.8169892473118312,3.9069517741935513,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,79.64516129032258,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.1903139784946233,238,8,49,4,6,80,43,62,0.18100000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.076,-0.7943,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,0,9,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,1,10,0,5,7,0,7,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,31,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549141235695692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226325676046426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250128620201086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525571963404062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43113310799708027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025765485110165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297301895938473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268809440889768,0.22137978403404565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437435711356552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459174218608427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177309379316496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127442848527238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817093548135893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299458326880483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blackfire2000,2020/03/03,"Helping People Develop A Bulletproof Mindset Hey, how's it going? I'm a life and mindset coach. I'm new to Reddit and after visiting a couple of communities I see a lot of people are struggling with depression, lack of direction, anxiety, confidence, addiction, and self-esteem issues. If this sounds like you I may be able to help. I promise I'll be able to provide you with the information you need to grow and help you ask the questions you're scared to ask your self.

If this sounds like something you'll be interested in feel free to DM me on Instagram - my handle is khareyb.personal. And looking forward to hearing from and working with a few of you. Till then peace, love, and prosperity and always remember to keep your head high.",5.606956521739129,7.193683608695654,6.465913043478262,73.28452173913044,67.98550724637681,9.867826086956523,33.36521739130435,10.125756701596842,3.679968695652175,590,27,101,15,10,195,88,138,0.08800000000000001,0.703,0.209,0.9552,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,8,0,1,1,9,0,2,7,0,7,4,1,1,0,23,19,13,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,11,0,1,4,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,6,13,7,20,14,3,11,0,1,2,1,20,4,0,5,7,64,16,1,0.3143573407552952,0.0,0.0,0.1713479511547561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078524507496184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024125262196082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938816784844919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739152091867767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135377758480106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079474258433562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893282605594974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131066185496826,0.0,0.17715178491341835,0.0,0.3160606487098861,0.16606789496181248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640536955736744,0.0,0.1397076241553172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101994321325304,0.15357911789042086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199049665753498,0.0,0.0,0.13362768479263265,0.1418598866808342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654599248132495,0.0,0.15180413929302108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793579879920472,0.13724235230982226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607608285154944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805279338726998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573632690887702,0.0,0.1252510502999301,0.0,0.32794326519631195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100381951177022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643172734268421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442794402385675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FSINNER,2020/03/03,"Anxiety is honestly ruining my life Okay, I'm 24 male. I have real bad socal anxiety and depression, I can't even leave my house to walk the dog without feeling on edge or thinking something bad gonna happen. I've really never had a real job per-say I think about how fast times has come forward and how little I have done with my life. I'm honestly a complete failure I see people around me moving up in the world by getting girlfriends, cars and holidays and then I see myself a weak minded fool who will never over come his problems. Sorry had to get this of my chest but if anyone been like me reading this how did you break the cycle and become a better you.",5.468656716417911,5.5572798582089575,6.529067164179107,78.08598880597016,67.58208955223881,9.088059701492536,30.182835820895523,8.841846274778883,2.4071671641791044,527,18,99,8,8,177,97,134,0.157,0.73,0.114,-0.217,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,6,12,0,0,7,1,11,4,1,3,2,25,24,12,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,2,0,6,4,7,0,0,5,3,16,5,12,17,0,19,0,2,2,0,6,8,0,2,7,64,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307633748269985,0.0,0.0,0.105461238245071,0.0,0.0,0.1342673616238213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518672789267924,0.0,0.1665757707285675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339358331785814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598469613859388,0.1581384795668491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990644950116678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434764491283895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961933204720004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626229637536333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760100694506682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337517671868673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403327082784112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967180489046894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970324744762301,0.0,0.0,0.2130661167472976,0.07368609935138465,0.1511675508614401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229154183811133,0.0,0.0,0.16030446076860755,0.0,0.0,0.2326530425840075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045639481664402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432037547673476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086709055966166,0.34334664165537565,0.09662317378209792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199431074663624,0.0,0.0,0.2403780269880449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161134350674305,0.0,0.16883766634058228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328677362303406,0.0,0.0,0.08794801376478699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539114668570538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tcasetheboii,2020/03/03,Question Do you guys ever feel like your body is trying to force you into an anxiety attack?,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,81.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.9659111111111112,74,2,12,1,2,25,17,18,0.215,0.6729999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27690250953833323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117878518391746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020619155380483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274183908873444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302056177957746,0.2585881253970547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584026143589253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683799124350622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054840426900938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457507193042189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weekents,2020/03/03,"Will vaping/smoking help my anxiety? Today I vaped when I was full of anxiety, and I felt better for a while.",2.2677272727272744,4.227049409090913,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,77.63636363636364,9.854545454545457,24.63636363636364,10.125756701596842,2.993290909090909,85,3,16,3,2,31,19,22,0.155,0.591,0.255,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6588480361617467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808494327639154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41346385574194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886362946295577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40817852004575295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xiwha,2020/03/03,"Being able to see clearly gives me anxiety is this weird I have glasses but I never really wore them often. My vision isn’t terrible but I definitely should wear them to be able to actually see lol. I always wear them while driving and I just keep them in my car now. But when I forget to take them off before going inside somewhere it gives me this unsettling anxiety, not all the time tho. I noticed myself being at parties or bars taking my glasses off so I couldn’t really make out people’s faces. Being able to see all of my surroundings and people clearly makes me feel like I’m going to have an anxiety attack. Even in grocery stores or outside. It’s not even people sometimes it’s just being able to see clearly. Sometimes I can wear them all day and not feel anything but lately I don’t want to wear them at all. Even while driving???

Has anyone ever felt like this? I feel so dumb when I catch myself doing it. Feels juvenile or something. I’m literally avoiding SEEING. idk if this is something I should try to stop doing or if I’m being to hard on myself.. feels like I might be feeding my anxiety",2.41,4.759872000000001,4.1863636363636365,82.85954545454547,79.0,6.363636363636362,23.63636363636364,7.520522993642371,1.330863636363636,880,30,160,13,22,296,108,220,0.146,0.715,0.138,0.4494,0,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,7,0,13,8,2,1,2,1,21,7,5,2,9,47,46,20,0,6,15,0,7,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,3,6,1,1,6,7,5,0,0,2,12,32,3,19,33,4,26,0,0,5,0,9,9,1,9,14,118,40,0,0.4176480282221296,0.0,0.10189105727310843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687915414169588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194995984370058,0.0,0.0,0.0730073030333135,0.0,0.08592218532713725,0.0,0.0,0.118783731432416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884692769656119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733710676099025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068894377812636,0.09444663808194502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26396923998532396,0.14918391740595566,0.10025190076254177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032302258567625,0.11867949957061175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935326497135067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280618931289222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778129182555215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530312977794232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939165096418013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076463939326488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052897663728542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188737620708468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171584169837048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377801068403122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160142567756741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076292828096148,0.20653228957205774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729311315861447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700967014230782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060883480973199414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088889900655962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158490698317461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayawhat,2020/03/03,"All day anxiety when I don't sleep enough leads to me not being able to sleep. Advice please? So after a very traumatic 2 weeks where I would go 2 days in a row with no sleep and constant panic attacks, not getting enough sleep or having trouble falling/staying asleep has become a huge trigger for me. Whenever I don't get enough sleep, I have awful all day anxiety, physical and emotional sensations and symptoms. I try not to, but can't help but worry all day that I won't be able to sleep again tonight and will spiral back into that terrifying place I was in for 2 weeks where I almost lost my mind. This leads to me being unable to fall asleep because I'm so anxious. I can't take most sleep medications, but even when I did, they didn't work much except for ativan, which i can't take now. Any advice is greatly appreciated.",7.7225,6.284065212121212,7.901022727272728,75.15153409090912,63.54545454545455,10.674242424242426,33.958333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.9388333333333336,660,22,128,10,8,216,99,165,0.17600000000000002,0.747,0.077,-0.9209,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,10,5,1,1,3,1,18,11,9,3,3,24,25,12,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,0,4,0,16,1,15,15,8,25,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,3,14,86,20,3,0.19484572682939127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904009891979828,0.0,0.0,0.09755492500635404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625088789432984,0.0,0.14905644770827745,0.11006010534303028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083257155542807,0.0,0.07491216841142738,0.0,0.059388073291272526,0.1075958985158844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527950524498744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513187492403109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095876085826058,0.0,0.3019915820409818,0.0,0.06434688246849876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179885030755237,0.0,0.05536765838933995,0.0,0.0,0.10740905084762299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530049176104623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634856383372686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814328548524856,0.0,0.0,0.0983693199123276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161701422813559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430473928859335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017861568688724,0.10694104849252492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6824525472907285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038398098756234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125965763603724,0.1464997377258057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614372925386916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803840652647669,0.0,0.0,0.15629348914947333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092500486660165,0.09893764681595058,0.0,0.0692064069712951,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gardenia_on_hil,2020/03/03,"Tips to help my husband My husband just recently has started having really awful panic attacks. He wakes up every morning with nausea, sweaty palms, and vertigo. I want to be able to help him create better coping mechanisms to counteract these symptoms. He was just given medication and we're still waiting for them to fully kick in. Another note is his anxiety is related to a fear of dying too soon so when he starts feeling these symptoms come on, it triggers those thoughts in his head and continues the downward spiral. I plan on utilizing the 5,4,3,2,1 sense method with him as well as imagining a box to put all of his worries in at night to hopefully help with the next morning. Do you guys have any other advice to help us through these episodes and help him cope better? Thanks in advance!",7.338911564625852,8.107078129251704,7.075238095238094,73.42809523809524,63.625850340136054,10.070748299319726,36.74149659863946,9.994966539143718,3.8783823129251687,643,30,105,13,9,203,105,147,0.10300000000000001,0.711,0.18600000000000005,0.8874,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,4,8,8,1,2,5,1,8,7,3,1,1,18,18,8,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,3,1,13,5,26,14,1,21,0,0,0,0,20,9,0,1,9,71,19,0,0.14792096245775882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454665254083746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059132689721476,0.15510802660326992,0.11315913140270678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682814493591895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616481412487542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742081134022895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351860532300618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462979064945945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664522072404796,0.07479328314626688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464650089337699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518095826803628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957415154768414,0.0,0.0,0.14691889207267753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490148076016691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573156217005578,0.13881380282580202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355337809236934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870142331402456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476195628315777,0.0,0.14605410510915962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093984371452344,0.0,0.11812987169606295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30749303583713744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361857484230336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743272125961668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793070480895518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724761615757151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299870984296008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022091763024112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aprildallen,2020/03/03,Picking my nails has gotten out of control. Advice?? i’ve always picked the skin around my nails as a coping mechanism for my anxiety but it’s gotten so much worse lately. sometimes i don’t even realize i’m doing it and then i notice that my finger is bleeding. and other times i almost think it’s an OCD compulsion because if there’s any sort of skin sticking out around my fingernail i have to pick it or bite it off. if anyone has experience with this or could offer any advice with how to stop it i would really appreciate it!,4.035,5.485597735849058,5.6076886792452845,78.45794811320756,71.64150943396227,8.318867924528304,25.514150943396224,8.841846274778883,1.9852113207547173,424,13,78,8,8,144,74,106,0.091,0.871,0.039,-0.6575,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,8,4,3,5,0,25,12,11,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,13,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,4,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096677851254472,0.0,0.0,0.20989969760018226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441693219291174,0.0,0.0,0.285091528364307,0.0,0.16035532443537326,0.0,0.0,0.14656806858387122,0.0,0.0,0.3732045668063346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127779695633856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351016668572916,0.16736096263691438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384490959402885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504423307563507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645547419149726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409155025781127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386486966115218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428509087648352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731514194524164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524798841690284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431318256904745,0.0,0.0,0.12222851473958506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361615664236247,0.14890487481102407,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ObitoFamon,2020/03/03,"Lorazepam & Welbutrin anyone know if it's safe to take a .5 lorazepam while also being on wellbutrin(bupropion) 150mg twice a day

I'm having severe anxiety about my teeth and I want to be able to breathe...I have three .5s and I'm worried they might make me feel wonky or bad.

thanks in advance !",1.7839467312348667,4.407561728813559,2.4971428571428578,92.1715254237288,84.25423728813557,4.727360774818402,21.987893462469735,6.1826913282559595,0.3439181598062957,238,8,47,2,7,74,50,59,0.168,0.7170000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.4926,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,10,13,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,2,6,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,26,5,0,0.29883682227139685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389796988036659,0.0,0.3237895720783529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860935108526664,0.0,0.0,0.20895365443436612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495162641742111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927250282115699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110087638226322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423290226229098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994758993721121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31701864363851995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376005486470345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468809964668407,0.0,0.0,0.2751287959542112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626170037075545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034832989011548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RyeNCheese,2020/03/03,"No matter what I do, meditate, sleep, etc, I’m never comfortable anxiety is just wrecking my mental state rn It’s been about a month to a few weeks with heightened symptoms and it feels like I’m always on the brink of a panic attack. 😔",4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,6.137500000000002,79.55750000000002,69.0,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.178325,186,6,36,3,3,63,42,48,0.22899999999999998,0.6679999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.8011,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,4,0,3,2,1,0,1,6,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489688673345117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288968335458173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34039754834931424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337011619989629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129088983327704,0.21375755385756284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618017118634305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015359430647602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388286567789256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307712166291695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35106153788993394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29942870545612793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109964762367718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400103136776641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shaley87,2020/03/03,"Anxiety all the time, especially now that I changed school I'm a 14 years old boy
Since January 2019 I have anxiety problems, since my little sister was diagnosed with epilepsy after a seizure that I saw (she is fine now), but my mother told me that I could also have epilepsy, that's when I got scared, since I spend a lot of time in front of screens 
One night I began to think about that and I started having a panic attack, which I confused with the beginning of a seizure, I could not calm down until I saw an ASMR video, which relaxed me and I could finally sleep a little .... only to wake up with a kind of ""hangover""
 Since then, every time someone mentions a serious illness such as cancer, heart problems, strokes or seizures, my body begins to have a cold sweat and tremble a little, I saw a psychologist that helped me a lot with a Bach's flowers treatment 
 Unfortunately, I stopped seeing the psychologist because I thought I was fine, big mistake
 At the end of November I had a terrible headache, which caused me to panic again and isolate myself from the rest of my friends 
Since then my brain lives torturing me with terrifying thoughts and does not let me sleep well, which only generates more anxiety 
Today was my first day in a new school (one of the best in my country) and I thought that all was fun ... until I realized that it will not socialize well, the school is private and costs half the salary to my parents, which means that all children have money, children who grew up together, children who go to parties and act in a mature way, while I didn't make any friends and I think they think I'm weird ... 
Tomorrow is the 2nd day, I don't know what to expect anymore: my brain tortures me, the school that gives me the best education available gives me problems and I miss my friends, it's hard for me to make new ones ...
Pls, send help",8.358571428571429,6.869667714285715,7.837535014005606,76.27462184873951,62.33333333333334,10.86498599439776,38.92717086834735,9.627879704456738,3.570765826330532,1462,64,282,22,17,461,184,357,0.207,0.662,0.131,-0.9809,3,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,3,9,29,3,5,28,0,20,12,8,3,3,47,46,20,0,8,5,3,2,0,3,1,4,0,0,4,20,15,0,1,9,2,3,5,5,16,2,5,15,8,46,13,35,26,9,48,0,1,5,0,22,12,0,4,30,189,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437583737957576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054742774462496285,0.0,0.1847468862324515,0.0,0.07983438942151397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915803947780231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907206537566385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689596102989454,0.0,0.0,0.08941737544157381,0.0,0.17972929186067485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269569589408116,0.0851583478592438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928181482773077,0.0,0.0,0.10383170735615517,0.0,0.0,0.0817058263836942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044611049575847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129912456810282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782473928197477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818383774314949,0.0,0.06847327638785639,0.0,0.0,0.1865823486497675,0.0,0.0,0.1544459099768316,0.04575001682330037,0.0,0.06438322028026375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211220663051088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539291198809458,0.1079149338637316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382838376445151,0.04424070605720767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823167250934787,0.0,0.0,0.2420465062272036,0.07108299300707567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368764775901961,0.0,0.0,0.10746877766946722,0.0,0.0,0.08768812180895337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549484302062674,0.0,0.07554381609996158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447123004505322,0.0,0.16364669191999778,0.12244778625255395,0.0,0.18889885892096686,0.08938574632672369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310829438095525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805945639497325,0.3258812741001645,0.06414809403504726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33295224446917204,0.0,0.16111631347828914,0.08205963338181975,0.0682074062109332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056978328902818,0.0,0.0,0.06730162176305321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474348823136747,0.0,0.19172407321958848,0.14082062810490847,0.0,0.07630460689613927,0.07692121942348276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389716937443607,0.0,0.0,0.14475837234308803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051839373961186236
anxiety,xxnicotinequeenxx,2020/03/03,"How to tell dad (who’s not aware of my anxiety) that I’m dropping out of college because of it! Okay a few things for context. First, my parents are divorced and although I’ve maintained a decent relationship with my father, we don’t talk about personal things and although I’ve been struggling with severe anxiety and seasonal depression since basically middle school, I’ve never told him. I recently told my mom but I never felt the need to tell my dad mostly because of my anxiety lol. Also, I have not wanted to be on college since I started two years ago and I get depressed every semester and it makes my anxiety worse and I just found out I can withdrawal  and get a full refund if I do it soon. I feel like I need to do this to finally put my health and my needs first but idk how to talk to my dad about it. I feel like he’s not going to understand and I’m scared to talk to him about it. I plan on going back to college maybe next semester or in a year but I need a break and I want my parents to understand and respect that.",3.34627358490566,4.625808202830188,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,73.10377358490567,8.318867924528304,28.816037735849058,8.841846274778883,2.2592207547169814,817,33,166,16,16,276,108,212,0.122,0.792,0.087,-0.7537,2,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,9,8,0,2,6,2,8,1,0,3,2,43,30,21,0,7,9,7,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,16,0,0,6,0,1,3,6,4,0,3,5,3,28,4,27,24,3,26,0,2,0,0,22,7,0,3,16,115,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958324502152816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645503915670245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33081354606447233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312944678537056,0.0,0.13180495994291452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622891630157584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108682277547576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932671059203992,0.15446673790603854,0.10380196705473778,0.11842855107452314,0.0,0.1839155817545296,0.0,0.11853636471068507,0.0,0.0,0.11296538718484993,0.0,0.12288211406266278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491522486108445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563357309350037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216385650064197,0.0,0.10861041192927236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126616409536727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206469677554637,0.1667612507348796,0.0,0.11497556145268745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008536473592346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439694831811364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867979574772957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674497901651116,0.11606902475139895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823635801438332,0.1094124731405221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213283721887372,0.0,0.17885840715775672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652038182169682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301940622841435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26068269479617473,0.1889847418337214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364614824612926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660630783028516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560716393947092,0.2250913728260072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753143705231634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017270322072174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923780375073494
anxiety,BigFig32,2020/03/04,"Has medication helped any of you long term? It’s to the point where I’m desperate enough to try an SSRI or SNRI. I’ve always said it’s the last option for me and it’s getting down to the last option. Have any of you tried this and had success long-term for anxiety? Also, what about getting on it for a a month or two and then getting off? Curious to hear your stories",2.5815384615384644,3.78423587179487,4.154358974358973,88.43230769230772,74.8974358974359,7.2512820512820495,24.538461538461537,7.793537801064563,1.1043692307692303,290,9,64,4,6,97,52,78,0.052000000000000005,0.862,0.085,0.5484,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,1,13,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,6,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430269302098814,0.1813603466484464,0.0,0.0,0.2964408200546675,0.0,0.16673895625200813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252111508116028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416256252360648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456569860221897,0.0,0.1460941275118696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553333071697808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857758360039624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957197070710088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397375200656118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604283975911972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073300623787948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29596133674110386,0.0,0.2129154443339548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Laurence-,2020/03/04,"Is there any message hotlines that I can just like talk to Or if anybody can dm 
I need somebody to talk to rn (I'm in the UK)",-1.0049425287356328,0.6027772413793073,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,86.93103448275862,3.8666666666666663,23.459770114942533,3.1291,-0.2887333333333335,96,4,25,0,3,33,23,29,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34725175948516024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494722272843693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786320526483111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8208639302926904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sharkcat5237,2020/03/04,"Muscle spasms due to stress and muscle fatigue Am I the only one who has this, so during panic attacks and other HIGH stress situation my arms contact and lock up, it's kinda painful but not really. I got checked out by a few doctors when it first started back in highschool, they did an EEG and said it wasn't a localized sezuire. I don't know it's just kinda weird.",9.488738738738741,6.201285891891893,9.17864864864865,73.19022522522525,61.7027027027027,11.488288288288288,39.53153153153153,8.841846274778883,3.4429153153153145,292,11,57,3,3,95,60,74,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.8436,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,3,4,0,5,4,1,0,0,11,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,7,0,2,4,1,5,0,5,5,1,10,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27125657399826025,0.0,0.18334337883608626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405043107539176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281443870629748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069989596059966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519218416093455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310387707481477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157112048549455,0.1813421260797498,0.2537138394949677,0.27975451201799395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274888411423468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268082425509907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680132419614126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876697603004254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462576859335478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SteinsGate27,2020/03/04,"Um hi this is my first Reddit post Sorry I don't know anything about Reddit, I didn't know what community to join so I joined this one I hope that's ok, It's nice to meet you all sorry if I make spelling mistake or something I don't write alot.",-0.09611111111111016,1.9267434629629645,2.123703703703704,95.86666666666667,86.5925925925926,4.340740740740742,18.259259259259263,5.46131890053228,-0.5359407407407404,193,5,45,1,6,65,40,54,0.098,0.705,0.198,0.7269,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,10,8,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,0,8,3,3,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786630655770625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25620508362492944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991648366546073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310691233995925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105688395800145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410451395576276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28847142705378576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188256393088985,0.0,0.6743493711373959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bowlingsloths,2020/03/04,"struggling with my self image i cannot stand myself lately, i’m always so anxious over what my face looks like and how my body looks. i have even given up on fashion a little bit lately just because i feel like i’m not good looking enough to pull off nice clothes. everytime i go to a public outing like a party or something, all i can do is feel bad that i feel like i’m ugly and people are definitely noticing that. I for sure know i’m being irrational because people tell me that i’m pretty but i just wish i could feel better about myself :( does anyone else struggle with how you perceive yourself? or worried about how others perceive you? I hate it so much",1.9829323308270688,4.383102443609026,3.375150375939853,87.7849812030075,80.95488721804512,4.702255639097745,22.281954887218046,5.773587663045528,0.3982120300751877,527,17,98,3,14,172,85,133,0.184,0.652,0.165,-0.6976,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,10,12,1,2,3,0,8,2,2,3,2,24,25,10,0,2,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,7,18,8,11,22,4,10,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,2,6,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533133406930422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658537974277864,0.0,0.09691657036509964,0.14201827419923624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573025913108663,0.16898591873090135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258578430338325,0.15132190397242445,0.15396007100807574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066564954077744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129508521815804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578756619328708,0.0,0.0,0.14321709762020854,0.0,0.09154798639516193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28033352673867074,0.1980403744268994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787730103232385,0.11625617556634593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684477508080145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617425821747219,0.0,0.3127073150940741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27086365195610496,0.1389196715663186,0.0,0.0,0.3491825103495068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189139228973804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780390245406462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218396083262512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410121789199375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459633520759874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670570616566803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898022685064553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063455835789034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114779382629146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593901128955271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076116817485493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jak20A,2020/03/04,"Dream job interview Hi guys,

I've suffered from anxiety as long as I can remember. I manage it by pretending to be confident when in side I'm dying.   

I've got job interview in 2 weeks. I am terrified. This in not job any job. It's my dream job.  I'm so nervous. I'll be interviewed by people (same department, better job) I know which is making me feel more uncomfortable. 

I want this job so bad. I've been stuck in a low paid job since graduating univeristy, doing admin. I have really low self esteem and I'm scared of rejection and I don't want to fail.

It took a lot of effort to force my self to apply for this job. To be able to work up and enjoy going work would be amazing. 

I'm scared. So scared. :(",-0.06729323308270807,2.2144363129251694,2.75934121016828,89.05965628356606,90.63265306122447,6.632151808091657,18.621195846759754,7.85451343220497,0.916627210884354,546,16,118,13,19,191,88,147,0.24,0.615,0.145,-0.9524,9,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,4,13,0,4,2,0,12,0,0,1,0,13,26,9,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,3,3,1,3,2,10,0,0,5,1,10,3,19,16,3,14,0,5,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,61,17,17,0.09493798605713624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456108608111405,0.0,0.0726272994770142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926925279538191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396493361393383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985306407523451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048003498317795566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395544532301776,0.0,0.07593058019996986,0.0,0.0,0.0940035323254701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8479017179112763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217543429417193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401713013637105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071288073126798,0.0,0.0,0.06337184289868192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581804572477197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081970489427069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075462311484136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851484583263079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808204932599308,0.0,0.0,0.078533683128541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054795957310098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199376786980103,0.0,0.07615352584399415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823196911110386,0.0,0.0,0.06744122139109922,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rdodmor,2020/03/04,"Gut Health & Mental Health [https://youtu.be/Et1Qm6nwROo](https://youtu.be/Et1Qm6nwROo) this is my story where during a dark time in my life, my gut health got much worse, our mental health and gut health are related, and i wanna bring awareness on this, love you all eat healthy and take care of yourself",15.138979591836732,13.350782591836731,9.377244897959184,71.46954081632656,49.61224489795919,11.432653061224489,34.70408163265306,8.841846274778883,2.6652775510204085,253,5,40,2,2,64,37,49,0.054000000000000006,0.754,0.191,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,11,3,0,1,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,4,6,2,5,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130126939194898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119347311688945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617757559630336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264470019663229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8402644631606373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167069608440228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269141051237802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31865520189183616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622168134440505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887151411234388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218937357367428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111739317157414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UniqueHour,2020/03/04,How should I handle a presentation in front of 200 people? tips please.,2.471538461538458,5.428191923076927,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,91.30769230769228,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.1825692307692313,57,1,10,1,2,18,13,13,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339875203474445,0.0,0.0,0.8454923584002326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Duck3311,2020/03/04,Coronovirus I have been worrying very much lately about covid-19. I worry i will get sick and die or my family will or a variety of other terrible things. I am a heathy teenager so i know i should be better off but all i see on the news is death updates and people saying how they think it will get worse. For example i find it scary that it spread so fast in the is which puts me at risk. Any information would be appreciated.,3.1694850498338885,4.831740500000002,4.568870431893688,84.1882558139535,74.23255813953489,8.170099667774089,23.913621262458467,8.841846274778883,1.6006830564784056,337,10,70,7,7,112,67,86,0.273,0.662,0.065,-0.9604,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,12,1,0,1,1,14,17,8,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,11,1,7,9,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,3,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391145769568774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317507959345747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501553479617104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272255039335164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203008064571765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518607444517602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246604123602326,0.0,0.2718969706130756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718780187021765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710270028410654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230585089836584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916799957303896,0.0,0.0,0.1920729759301495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013234999007755,0.1544449227863897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988783808311936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895636700431764,0.2456343464394835,0.17122371350915666,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnowCowboy216,2020/03/04,Can someone talk to me I'm in an awful situation right now and need extreme guidance? I would prefer to PM you guys since the person who caused this anxiety knows this account.,3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,73.70588235294117,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,2.0425803921568635,142,6,25,2,3,46,31,34,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.596,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581623205727056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466728969904674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33414666691352524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546374836001145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502284633296704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946642968246113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819607845946565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791572593994403,0.37932850087411946,0.0,0.0,0.2859357896647463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712442309667332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972779301940186,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wkane1012,2020/03/04,"Have a specific blood phobia, looking for advice I'm a 26 M. Ever since I was in middle school, I've had a very specific blood phobia whenever i see a bloody nose. In most cases, my body basically goes into flight or fight and I reach the point of passing out . I know its strange and I used to be embarrassed by it. As  I've grown older, I have begun to accept it for what it is. I have better developed some techniques to avoid passing out  

Has anyone experienced something like this? I'm just trying to figure out the best way to approach it and possibly treat it. This odd phobia, has begun causing anxiety in other area of life including work. Just wondering if anyone on the sub has any advice.",3.2558515815085163,5.298687912408763,4.969069343065693,79.77117092457422,74.98540145985402,7.778345498783455,25.2852798053528,8.59863814320734,1.9994141119221407,552,19,100,11,12,187,90,137,0.163,0.727,0.11,-0.7003,0,1,1,2,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,1,2,7,0,10,5,4,2,1,21,17,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,4,8,5,19,14,3,20,0,0,2,0,1,11,0,5,5,65,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085553981952872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215870410376014,0.0,0.15991990536274872,0.0,0.0,0.2923401731706146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938127434908905,0.1848845314919013,0.0,0.2322033974701449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474821250273074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909441511391936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148864211483596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765563751951905,0.10212949991442803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554630606368166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761639496620992,0.2356683790090213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156609284344774,0.1665828962504621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292532235319036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093411323393994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192876705769808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054894961708748,0.0,0.17248515320817848,0.0,0.16593128286530934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267018773199825,0.15218825137061906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sialayne,2020/03/04,"New Job So I left my last job in December because I couldn't handle the pressures of it anymore. Last week I had my first interview since leaving and the first one in 4+ years. I was terrified, but managed to save the anxiety crying until AFTER it was over. And then I got the call Friday that I impressed them and that the job was mine, and now today I've just finished orientation. The whole process has been scary and I've been riddled with anxiety but I did it! I've got the job and the orientation over. I have a two week break until training to learn my paperwork and relax and then I get to go to work!! I'm actually really excited now that the hardest stuff is over. I'll probably be terrified again when I start training but lol trying to take baby steps and focus on the now.",3.620283018867924,4.967875006289309,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,72.52201257861634,8.570440251572327,28.34433962264151,9.075114841892004,2.330022641509434,622,24,124,13,12,210,93,159,0.12,0.752,0.128,0.3284,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,7,5,0,1,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,17,19,18,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,4,9,0,15,4,16,8,1,31,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,21,87,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.14269862577096415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372990746936,0.0,0.14502009416013711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913997580463015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493163839367931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606259327535982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487650011774015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639873252705708,0.0,0.08310543608610538,0.0,0.2339057324802581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804397527817566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383926639606732,0.0,0.15483563109093798,0.15887847635905894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122909274853326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908870451776199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765983250863805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367818331600984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096232261215598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035017951843594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739747288567952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994617565899456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860820327071172,0.0,0.0,0.09928004224687263,0.0,0.14284470087373385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23459252117634666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325970297832804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064566143903046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941668239405096
anxiety,DKVO_,2020/03/04,"6 months clean from self harm & drug abuse Been on 150mg sertraline & 40mg propanolol 3 times a day for a year now, I have not touched any drug except for weed, I fully stopped drinking and I have not self harmed in any way.

When I started my meds I thought I was at my lowest, but then I got lower diving deep into a pit of agoraphobia, disassociation & suicidal thoughts. 6 months later I am the happiest I’ve been for many years, and im getting my debts and stress in line again :)

Also during my deep depression I got myself into 13k credit card debt and now im almost 21 and im with this crippling debt which is stopping me from moving on with my life. Don’t know why I added that but I just don’t have anybody to celebrates my milestones with. 🖤",2.1964285714285694,4.083356115384618,3.505714285714287,89.775,77.58974358974359,6.252014652014653,23.32234432234432,7.1686216300943375,0.7529575091575094,598,19,128,7,14,195,102,156,0.20199999999999999,0.662,0.13699999999999998,-0.8784,5,0,3,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,10,4,0,0,0,22,17,10,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,10,1,2,3,1,4,1,4,4,0,0,7,1,19,1,18,10,0,26,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,15,70,22,1,0.0,0.15405094137218334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301949829645807,0.0,0.0,0.10397593622715293,0.0,0.4226257384954013,0.0,0.17683439806301554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385132855642817,0.0,0.11198494682263584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273688626577118,0.3015609111516027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792942324922309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079757212784098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213276387122312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145489703731378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183607836744599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181859108487676,0.0,0.0,0.14442150510126284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207559429292978,0.13818933997147378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712757954198756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202793056341273,0.0,0.0,0.21740297034611725,0.14893602283267254,0.0,0.0,0.1422193943198969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064407063450437,0.07581497056093166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320282078505116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732168614459755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745560634070786
anxiety,worriedrat,2020/03/04,"Dear internet, why am I such a dweeb A dweeb will do self perpetuating behaviours that make their situation worse. I am queen of this in all areas of mental health. How do I stop being such a lame-ass loser?",2.4201219512195142,4.688625097560977,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,78.51219512195122,8.002439024390245,20.006097560975608,8.841846274778883,1.3600195121951222,163,4,33,4,4,56,32,41,0.21100000000000002,0.726,0.063,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882772155173562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438282768617899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681178959874379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810683306277457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105917766285868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053917392632899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296097907766269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372253115148786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MariasGalactic,2020/03/04,"Anxiety attack? I struggle with anxiety and depression, but lately when I find myself overwhelmed or overly upset, I will start shaking, my muscles feel like they’re locking up, my teeth will chatter, and it’s hard to catch my breath. I’ve never experienced anything quite this bad. Am I experiencing a bad anxiety attack? Does anybody else do this?",6.116935483870968,8.46212714516129,6.755677419354843,68.71351612903229,67.87096774193549,8.830967741935485,34.980645161290326,9.3871,3.837150967741936,281,14,41,6,5,92,49,62,0.44,0.503,0.057,-0.9825,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,2,4,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,8,6,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,0,4,8,1,4,4,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749360851298876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029774695474226,0.0,0.0,0.4708586440347145,0.0,0.0,0.3455801410297078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824105350473268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109858636202605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728756323324197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463739176023608,0.14784124099839785,0.0,0.0,0.1891435863801122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853816852105432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334424870007996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110266293535514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960840886072586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011102177994854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647643063547405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163433953512348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morguebabii,2020/03/04,Reply w something you did today! :) I called a few places and asked if they were hiring,-0.03372549019607973,2.151441705882352,1.1964705882352966,96.57745098039216,102.52941176470587,2.266666666666667,11.549019607843142,3.1291,-1.6651803921568624,67,1,13,0,3,21,17,17,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.5093,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440730360923402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813903294427544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925517776383548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629355686380218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468675632019141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nanedame,2020/03/04,"It came back I just started my last year at school before I graduate and I just had a really bad breakdown.
Yesterday it was my first day. I came back early, and we really didn't do much in class, just got to know our schedule, had an introduction to the teachers, lunch and that's it.
I though I was doing well. The last year I had severe anxiety, started to get therapy every two weeks and took pills as I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder. 
I went through some really really bad months were I couldn't leave my house. I had stomachache regularly, felt dizziness, didn't wanna eat, had really bad cramps, headache, chest pressure that even make it difficult to breath for me, tremors all over my body, no motivation to do things like I didn't even want to leave my bed and really felt like I couldn't at some point, and had a constant uneasy feeling that didn't leave me alone. Even to this day.
This past month I actually was doing better, and I was honestly preparing myself to get through with school as it is my last year but I guess my body or mind or I don't fucking know what didn't want that for me. 
I didn't go today. Yesterday I cried like three hours straight. I talked with my mom and she told me that I just have to quit school because it didn't look like I was gonna be able to be okay while I went. She just wanted me to be fine and at peace, and that she was tired of dealing with it WITH me. She has been nothing but supportive of me and actually she got sick too. Because of me. I just want her happy and healthy.
I seriously don't know what to do anymore. I am tired and really scared. I feel like I can't anymore. Everything it's just too much. I feel so weak for not being able to just deal with it, it's just fucking school. I just wanted to graduate but everything went to shit again.
I'm sorry",2.614758064516128,4.414767182795701,3.884072580645164,87.92110887096777,76.09677419354837,7.768279569892473,23.990591397849464,8.567472430010655,1.4647752688172049,1440,46,309,29,32,471,165,372,0.155,0.7240000000000001,0.121,-0.9218,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,0,4,21,23,3,2,5,1,40,16,5,2,1,62,75,23,0,8,16,1,5,5,0,1,7,0,1,0,21,22,2,0,9,0,0,7,14,11,1,3,33,6,55,12,37,35,5,40,0,0,1,2,13,7,3,5,31,208,76,8,0.14461406822967202,0.0,0.1411224697620251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488828068244892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062936636958792,0.0,0.14341829672451026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111992919749133,0.18112005965716613,0.08815539373355502,0.0,0.061527960367018165,0.0,0.0,0.06394969570577165,0.0,0.1606336288951526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539996842738572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813821633366272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942588169839664,0.09326411038476996,0.14909075436236485,0.0,0.07339011757544768,0.0,0.0,0.08287012548325655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739881473703333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327434226690713,0.0,0.0609217948185589,0.0,0.1299697997558802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096818270952382,0.051656159619267415,0.13885218401479182,0.0,0.0,0.06150432628001401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369337579828164,0.07555488192445127,0.0,0.04109375380371638,0.0,0.11566108110981613,0.0,0.07965435004459885,0.0,0.0,0.07697218235907892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120786346025737,0.08343260924028742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921416487162236,0.17681965048463102,0.0,0.2296881264482481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766278224956963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071969766457424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048265506744974686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300949203758436,0.08468512444959211,0.11542956956223535,0.0,0.10630797965676224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938054936467934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902524577406083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835351893738219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690743122988453,0.0,0.0,0.3242521630697272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723919552130399,0.2927143152501143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816863671707734,0.07422213143887849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809418048274843,0.10235858181748617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820531654363948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811765507973286,0.0,0.0,0.08268939513082359,0.0,0.048037580537297835,0.0,0.07104129389496193,0.0,0.0,0.16621259784117634,0.06853861370128134,0.06909246974659836,0.08033577542240207,0.0,0.0,0.07063346570721085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324281065792708,0.0,0.0580003412738586,0.0,0.0650127073949394,0.20108803511288675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969007787215695
anxiety,Yojessness,2020/03/04,What Are Things You Do To Calm Anxiety I like to pet my cat and squeeze ball. Pressure also seems to help me go down.,1.9644000000000013,3.2348712400000004,2.9730000000000025,96.01150000000004,76.6,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.6677999999999997,91,3,22,1,2,29,23,25,0.128,0.625,0.247,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42710284885550864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085690358315439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035294501135048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35798195070839256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609240620505979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862055375742225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548184104794673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThisIsHowRumorsStart,2020/03/04,"Side effects of Zoloft To start I’m definitely speaking with my psychiatrist about this!

I was recently prescribed Zoloft to treat anxiety and major depression. Personally I was very hesitant to take the medication because of potential side effects but thought it might be worth a try. 

I started with half doses(25 mg) as told by my psychiatrist. After taking the medication I experienced really intense nausea, couldn’t sleep at night and just felt very agitated in general. I felt like my thinking was very off and I just in general felt very not well. I didn’t get any night sweats or jaw tension but I couldn’t function with how terrible I felt so I decided to stop taking it. The day after I still felt very off and nauseous. Now that it’s been a few days I feel like I can think more clearly. 

I just wanted to know if anyone else had a very hard time initially taking Zoloft?",4.220140562248993,6.638986114457833,5.35973493975904,76.34691164658636,73.39759036144578,9.004979919678716,30.34377510040161,9.558583805096642,3.227997269076305,709,32,125,19,15,234,103,166,0.146,0.746,0.107,-0.7665,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,1,6,0,11,8,3,3,1,37,31,11,0,4,8,0,7,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,13,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,13,9,17,4,20,14,3,20,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,3,15,79,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328694288662757,0.0,0.08244335824980734,0.0,0.0,0.07535492712069172,0.11042256924460513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569527554689338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390047998397445,0.0,0.09282169636506957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002757298476805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054491487877923565,0.07699053900522412,0.517378013006796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056305105980718924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654028720045156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922728853101701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105301449875422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713282905840076,0.0,0.11432638903563608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226871547216496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410015424655042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690398893439905,0.0,0.10640936141969567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078473111741597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255958716294438,0.0,0.0860648470125084,0.09010011200118072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32411695157178233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810866420808512,0.0,0.08555693021893201,0.06284125123066114,0.0,0.0,0.102978357783466,0.0,0.07316840365775297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335266518495773,0.06356523230743259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968977063222938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SurvivingKindof,2020/03/04,"Does anyone get through this life unscathed? I’m a total hypochondriac. I’m always thinking about ailments and life threatening scenarios that would be the nail in my coffin. My anxiety rules my life in this way, but I just can’t help but think about these scenarios and that somehow, by constantly being in fear, I’ll be more prepared for the worst. I know it’s not true, but anxiety is almost never totally rational. I think about the poor man who just lost his once healthy wife, the mother who lost her child(ren), the friend too soon gone, and the list goes on. I’m also an empath who feels far too much for my own good, but I still cry for these people. I pray that peace finds them when they need it most and that they know there is still some good out there. Why is it that some of the best people get hurt? Or are gone so soon? Why? Why does this have to happen and why can’t I shake this feeling of dread? The dread that I may get a cancer diagnosis, the dread that my husband would be alone, the dread that I’d leave my mom behind. I’m sorry if this isn’t the right place for this. I’m just terrified. Terrified to live and to keep going as though my anxiety isn’t tearing me to shreds over all of this. Does anyone else struggle with the sense of impending dread? How do you cope? I’d appreciate any help I can get.",3.9529673998428905,4.98474179477612,4.3088138256088016,89.29353102906522,71.35074626865672,7.880911233307147,24.17989002356638,8.20500826718156,1.1155641791044777,1043,27,226,15,19,327,146,268,0.258,0.612,0.131,-0.9919,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,3,3,20,17,0,8,15,0,18,4,0,1,5,42,42,18,1,4,10,4,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,23,8,0,1,8,0,1,4,6,12,0,0,4,2,22,5,26,31,11,21,1,3,0,0,17,9,0,8,7,146,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894447796788698,0.11268087864049955,0.0,0.08700492012484946,0.09052781801864117,0.0,0.0,0.07398568955987267,0.0,0.2496882174160081,0.0,0.0,0.15214678154560088,0.11147538165390704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417573733222885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757090417408987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950839377020453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856269587912665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088593144052667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242687030098914,0.11002206251196348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943848529851156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405629089924245,0.0,0.2273677644417237,0.0,0.061831841284671764,0.18250752044347449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620882616923176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584866905469146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646943672809702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670377088868226,0.0,0.0,0.11958396980776215,0.0,0.0,0.11520031200976433,0.0,0.0,0.23053961193914546,0.0,0.0,0.09606974263262948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23752955104512136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274217293253533,0.0,0.0,0.07997831199393349,0.08067159557719232,0.08391095210662093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586525229525314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508522794152615,0.0,0.1136697068212035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929120419757542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178933210368513,0.0,0.0,0.17377084654590633,0.0,0.0,0.113738244842363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913817018063674,0.106892498304055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635799305952929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39268947421154177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545725319153246,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dustinj4mes27,2020/03/04,"Head Heaviness/Boat Sensation  Hi All – 

I have had GAD for 12 years now and I’ve had some crazy symptoms throughout. The past almost 4 months I’ve had this weird floaty, rocking sensation in my head and have felt a pressure around the entirety of my head as well. Usually these weird symptoms will go away but this has lasted almost every single day for 4 months! Anyone else ever feel something similar? I’ve been for an EKG, Heart Monitor, Blood work, etc with nothing alarming. TIA!",3.770666666666667,6.458495622222222,3.912222222222223,84.825,76.1111111111111,7.1111111111111125,26.66666666666667,8.167268648758528,1.993,386,15,68,7,9,119,68,90,0.125,0.841,0.035,-0.7918,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,0,8,7,5,0,2,12,11,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,5,2,3,1,9,5,4,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,9,37,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318568813748389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586396432553693,0.16978314640527273,0.0,0.14751153178303866,0.0,0.0,0.15568419429991465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068652560960948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384242796481665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848035620450743,0.0,0.14988859265764226,0.1396126157909976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378483065110036,0.0,0.15910165381973054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417330002005042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101797771551603,0.0,0.0,0.1963598255086507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507073016551474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264526417749322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589972851369196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818304675418773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756689682616254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34445943339088736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249934817762445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898763514920568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063435508249673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670782779717032
anxiety,crabgail,2020/03/04,"making a move on a girl ill keep it short , im 17f , have awful anxiety and have never managed to make a move on any girl i have ever dated because of our good friend anxiety !!!

this weekend i want to change that and go in for the kiss , obviously ive spent my last week overthinking this to the max and am now super sick and anxious for it , inevitably 

any tips at all ? just how to go about it and anything to say to her / myself to help calm me the fuck down ?

anyone that’s down to chat properly pls give me a message !! hugely appreciated",5.591848484848484,4.875324972727274,6.685454545454547,79.78484848484852,67.45454545454545,9.515151515151514,30.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.1626060606060595,417,13,88,6,6,141,76,110,0.138,0.667,0.196,0.8187,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,7,1,5,4,0,3,4,15,14,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,7,5,0,1,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,5,18,13,1,19,0,0,0,2,10,8,1,0,7,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725641505371337,0.0,0.3066181099073728,0.2264002798626488,0.0,0.14012763318025268,0.0,0.16491600110296978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216485139407557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200161092768707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812775339778801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483218215945524,0.1852709255219696,0.0,0.1922464593277491,0.2277892305411993,0.16808996297878054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432705305697476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647147689461874,0.0,0.0,0.1781289146780282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335658666782313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675434007716412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42599698333793296,0.0,0.0,0.15456446724872971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593698693968406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820389052367115,0.0,0.16075257048802846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway342020,2020/03/04,"I just want a break sometimes. Hopefully this is okay here, and I apologize in advance for the novel I’m going to write. 

Little background: My fiancée and I have been together for 5 years. Things have been amazing, and things have also been NOT so amazing. He’s bi-polar and has manic depression which is a helluva combination sometimes, but over the past year or so he’s actually overcome it some, which is great! 

We’ve gone through a lot of mild trauma in the past 5 years and it’s definitely taken it’s toll on us - we’ve worked through a lot of it and as of now we are actually in a good place financially and in our relationship. BUT for whatever reason I feel like I am still just in a constant panic mode. 

Whenever he has a bad day or gets angry or even mildly upset at something (his job is stupid stressful so it happens quite a bit now), my heart starts to race and I feel like my stomach is spinning like a frickin washing machine. Like today on the way to work, he got pulled over because we have not updated the registration on our car yet (just moved states) and luckily he got away with a warning and a court date to prove we registered the car. We knew this might happen and honestly it could have been a lot worse, but he was already having a bad day and i FEEL like it’s going to ruin his whole day, and that in return throws me into this mood where I can’t focus and I just feel so physically ill.

I want to stress that he is an AMAZING partner, he’s never hurt me so it’s not that I’m afraid of him. I don’t know what it is honestly, I’ve been this way as long as I can remember.

And it’s not even just him, I do this with anyone I care about. I know I shouldn’t let other people’s emotions affect me but it’s so hard to ignore sometimes. I’m constantly panicking about things I haven’t done or things I HAVE done, and this is just the cherry on top. 

I have an appointment with my doctor at the end of this month to get a new therapist, but in this moment I just felt like I needed to write all of this out.

If you’ve read this far, thank you for letting me vent. I hope you’re all doing alright today!",4.8334222919937195,4.654258664399094,5.928854875283449,82.76597723704869,68.93197278911565,9.05218908076051,28.97967905110762,8.730908602173464,1.9621030176173029,1665,53,358,25,26,557,207,441,0.13699999999999998,0.688,0.175,0.9123,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,7,1,0,5,24,33,1,5,24,2,39,5,2,2,4,76,68,36,0,8,21,0,6,6,1,2,3,0,0,1,32,25,0,1,11,2,0,9,9,13,0,0,14,6,42,19,47,49,8,62,0,3,0,0,25,23,0,12,32,244,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.16452196737328842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302301206758873,0.06741168359262244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058941900541200215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919910517199484,0.0,0.14076770149035847,0.05138621381863778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202967645313584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594564865222445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218860681692955,0.0,0.06730369929504589,0.0,0.0,0.16309232985749694,0.0,0.07260423975266654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628078755414975,0.0,0.17252866904672887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482193939648356,0.07466146028479972,0.0,0.0,0.1113537610446423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049087466826846,0.180663781363272,0.08093762292678715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808262667049893,0.0,0.09581500712029424,0.0707036981572705,0.13483882931468452,0.0929369172467159,0.0,0.0,0.149085797429185,0.0,0.07551288580339464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989146645198464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674504003640195,0.0,0.0,0.09024088299442043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365102462741339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265403294276656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723972612166133,0.0,0.2470973494059825,0.0844869915828839,0.0,0.07459953183639884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499698118514285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894250039016051,0.0,0.0,0.06728446543436646,0.08959357712998979,0.0,0.06250460397133889,0.06501446751804615,0.08141384706334412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890349102183256,0.0,0.0,0.16094062486750926,0.05844040839630087,0.0,0.08807164352661237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896594419932076,0.08431906541855373,0.0,0.0,0.08667058827871055,0.0,0.0905026294333588,0.0954912228187103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648953744060697,0.25011345094369164,0.0,0.059665322207548624,0.0,0.0673190970589093,0.0,0.19312214750931567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760866480680306,0.0,0.09787444762680704,0.22401074105849367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980598392569986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139801402318292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944022889285456,0.13382088496763492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411375681320186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273735324896325,0.0,0.08590508410501846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285207077802585
anxiety,SavannahhNicolee,2020/03/04,"Successfully did my Presentation! today we presented our year-long projects, and it had to be between 10-13 minutes long. I was nervous the whole time and my voice and body were shaky, but I managed to only fumble on my words twice and it seemed like everyone enjoyed it!",7.018235294117647,7.361666117647058,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,64.29411764705883,9.937254901960783,36.607843137254896,9.725611199111238,3.5275960784313725,216,10,39,4,3,69,41,51,0.054000000000000006,0.758,0.187,0.855,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,7,3,4,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,27,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543701778814577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048466371926701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558618411527482,0.0,0.0,0.564662651822327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426365322244383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904327399681702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602883680596613,0.0,0.30240293886312763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561853686404416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544472571656194
anxiety,reissadams97,2020/03/04,"Anxiety problems Any advice on how to deal with social anxiety or how do you cope with it yourself?.

Had this problem since i was around 15, always remember walking to the shops and being to scared to walk past people, or even now when im walking along a main road and it feels like everyones looking at me.",5.224,6.1381047333333365,5.796666666666668,80.22000000000001,68.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.632166666666667,244,10,45,4,4,79,49,60,0.185,0.777,0.038,-0.8236,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,6,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,1,10,3,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,4,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207515385201804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797087554133676,0.0,0.0,0.15362299841618948,0.0,0.34563307991788184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011031506419964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289791087382725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492079780019212,0.0,0.0,0.21586170020959886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422424549644458,0.16138642145242554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24401593009643874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036566563063803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897031213699392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156516761496685,0.15661393182620476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323207346774594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559060805857929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261700962651328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687077016820214,0.0,0.0,0.2302814764656255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ryan_Monster,2020/03/04,"This sucks Idk what to do only wait for a psychiatry appointment. I have all the resources to stop this overthinking and panic attacks and self harm tendencies but I can't seem to do them all I want is to scream this sucks so much idk what to feel or what I'm feeling I just want to feel normal and okay THIS SUCKS. I deserve to feel well to feel loved to love me SO WHY CAN'T I DO IT WHY CAN'T I USE ALL THE BREATHING TECHNIQUES, USE DISTRACTIONS JUST FUCKING CALL MY PARENTS OR BROTHER JUST WHY

My head sucks I want a refund",0.3994444444444447,2.84705264814815,1.6402222222222242,96.12700000000002,91.96296296296295,4.731851851851851,20.162962962962965,6.42735559955562,0.1809696296296304,418,14,90,5,15,132,61,108,0.239,0.588,0.172,-0.7695,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,6,14,6,2,4,1,8,5,2,2,3,26,28,8,0,4,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,2,6,0,1,0,3,10,1,0,0,6,12,4,10,28,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,3,1,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107167304714545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149958926619854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246123918549933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527056462211708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236903448230187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031696903076224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346535440953516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455904590201836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773641911515998,0.0,0.1970575749220688,0.1864927983616136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289881477131448,0.1752124234592891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041688180338222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901162835833454,0.0,0.0,0.29719047557677825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101062000342536,0.0,0.454656492782377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrsSerenity,2020/03/04,"How to deal with confrontation in the work place? I (26F) have always had difficulty dealing with confrontation in any form and I usually do so by avoiding or breaking down and crying. I am now a working woman and my anxiety has really been crippling because I can't confront a work mate if they're not pulling their weight, I can't defend myself with my boss, I can't ask for a raise, I can't ask for days off. I just always see myself getting fired in the end. 


Any advice for how to deal with anxiety in the work place",7.551142857142858,5.861693257142861,7.883809523809528,75.94285714285716,64.04761904761904,11.066666666666668,35.285714285714285,9.888512548439397,3.2253428571428566,412,15,82,7,5,136,65,105,0.195,0.79,0.015,-0.9456,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,5,4,3,1,6,0,10,1,0,3,0,15,14,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,3,13,0,16,12,1,14,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,2,4,57,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153331151157577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611242569275774,0.0,0.0,0.21340907836327147,0.0,0.2400722476373721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933803231201941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565120098522938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235884616940084,0.1011943091546385,0.485303590849685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389761535799684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197927421450726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32787620842413706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052090164271046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250373748973816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728147775494024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107475017740416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569309303638008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluehousepinkhouse,2020/03/04,"Going back to work after missing a week I was diagnosed with GAD when I was around 14. Blah blah blah I'm now 21 at university and have part time work but my panic attacks have gotten so severe I havent been able to function outside unless I'm with my boyfriend. I had to call in sick two shifts in a row before a week of holiday because I couldn't get myself together enough to leave the house. I had a holiday booked and I was able to go on it with the help of propranolol and my boyfriend but I'm feeling so incredibly anxious about returning to work, especially because I feel if I was fit enough to go abroad I should be able to go to my retail job right??
I'm so worried that I'll have a panic attack in front of customers or something, I just need some advice in going back and how to explain to my boss why I had to call in sick so many times.",4.3885982732351465,4.455060759776536,5.588765871000508,83.97739969527679,69.89385474860336,8.520264093448452,29.121889283900448,8.296473431620573,1.8363586592178776,672,23,145,9,11,225,99,179,0.226,0.6940000000000001,0.08,-0.9812,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,12,5,2,2,7,0,15,3,0,2,0,23,31,15,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,3,1,6,2,5,0,1,9,2,18,0,29,19,4,26,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,3,10,94,20,6,0.3668833457477436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950471977213978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381579171674846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886798716725224,0.0,0.2782551805250261,0.0,0.18807376434840112,0.0,0.14909912151981644,0.0,0.10406356833202632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497526106837365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241262910334008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272571350509937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367149548077863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389380186717508,0.0,0.3475137670307721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197139102856542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111137409732852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135836987523065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294921631245613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398737599002965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906797840366526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869723712014321,0.0,0.13243297030792026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443879088400973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381579171674846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414824128505007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262175286881387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119463906186793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619445993104812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035171816112167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670954452639161,0.12419594884941255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Frogucci,2020/03/04,"not sure what to do? I told my boyfriend I would work on myself because sometime I break down for no reason or have panic attacks- I don't even know if I'm at the right place oh well
So I told him I would work on myself because it's been really hard for him lately, and I told him I would work on myself so I can help him better and be able to support him through hard times and now it feels like it's all coming back

I feel so bad because it feels like I can't handle my promise 

tldr; Trying to work on my emotional state so I can support my boyfriend better and miserably failing at it",1.6420346320346333,3.2689641269841268,3.299494949494949,91.80863636363638,78.36507936507937,5.851659451659452,22.56565656565657,6.574015621080383,0.4484539682539683,464,14,102,4,11,154,69,126,0.191,0.645,0.16399999999999998,-0.5751,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,7,8,14,1,2,1,0,11,0,0,1,2,18,22,10,0,4,3,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,5,24,9,13,14,1,16,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,2,6,72,30,5,0.1318058596957316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994819351561267,0.0,0.10135057021584322,0.11005238731149837,0.24104288607827554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331431436225985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135390772394584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826385157399166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705652723836207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993500895537664,0.1883242650053734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614432195622184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834668940576866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243705346775219,0.0,0.14868275079593132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878737055239614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464577719398975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770906993483628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443820880301339,0.13551837600214514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256148400517277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035936550618418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991434552252244,0.12422546290495033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685705674322696,0.0,0.0,0.3778384420658952,0.0,0.08948752676954126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850929711385895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38382494263482064,0.0,0.0,0.2808933030989599,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,APbeg,2020/03/04,"What is wrong with me? I want to start working but I why panic attacks as soon as it looks like I will be hired I have been job searching since late January and today I got an offer as a concrete laborer. $12 an hour and I would be moving supplies from the truck down to the rocks on the dock. It looks easy to me but there are problems. I would have to walk down a 8 inch wide board. It is at a step Angle and when I walked on it, it violently shakes sideways. This does not go well with my fear of heights. And I would have to pay over $300 a month on has going to and from the site. I feel like I need to increase my savings for college this fall. I feel pressured from my parents to get a job even though they say they will help me out like what they did with my sister and I believe them but why do I still feel pressured? Right now I am feeling scared and pressured. I'm scared to start working again. I now know I need a low stress job and am hoping a delivery parts job will give me a call today. These doesn't seem stressful to me has I am used to driving, I live in a gorgeous area and can listen to music. I'm can't stop worrying about what will the guy who offered my the concrete job would think of me or my parents for turning it down. I don't know when or if I will get another job opportunity soon. Should I just force myself to do the concrete job and hope the feeling goes away.",2.280663153271845,3.4475813468013503,3.4312721417069234,93.46159420289855,75.59932659932659,6.107978334065289,24.36085492607232,6.280692351149826,0.4503571658615142,1088,34,252,7,23,352,153,297,0.14800000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.154,0.2448,9,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,3,14,24,2,10,19,0,31,0,0,1,0,45,60,22,0,12,8,3,5,3,0,10,0,2,0,1,13,14,0,1,9,1,1,10,4,15,1,0,3,9,39,9,38,45,2,44,0,1,2,0,16,18,0,6,19,171,52,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082206721055533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985356427948247,0.08137646779114283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758403436891083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844232113476935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579627492237646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057207563957907964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097464547028293,0.21897256826633948,0.061876879177724976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050421739797256,0.08308779981504708,0.09844917848377194,0.0,0.06927292692823142,0.0,0.0,0.08576122833024942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805536982668447,0.0,0.0,0.17205399078997427,0.08529709518302693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6016554641058125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520130197320284,0.0,0.09770408084745884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269453073462435,0.0,0.07648152669257828,0.0,0.14546746888622586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691342676457423,0.09205670730469248,0.0,0.1284459939496986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162257179662802,0.19234863514941894,0.09379424909104396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287765979601998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739676679014759,0.0,0.06887872916514916,0.1734309441186474,0.0,0.0,0.0788499035769729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164778773507202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261131386084433,0.0,0.06916985137201101,0.07241297198631452,0.19843151235634504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549859267786664,0.08509756806094816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419941204537794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942108865173466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480646930086024,0.0,0.0,0.05108703290314856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787616172288933,0.0,0.15631087208515054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611168082952226,0.0879604658522387,0.0,0.2461116872318144,0.09469853704360848,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fyfpyypf,2020/03/04,"Public Reading Hello, today I was in a class of around 30 people at school. The teacher was picking random people from around the class to read sections of the text book and she has been doing this for the whole year and a half I have had her. 

Every time she does this my heart starts pounding so fast and hard it feels like it's going to pop out my chest. I start sweating and shaking also. Sometimes it's really bad like that and sometimes not too bad and I've always struggled through the reading if I were picked.

However today I was picked to read and my heart was pounding and I was breathing so fast that I could barely read two words without trying to get my breath back and everyone was looking at me whilst my voice cracked and shook and I stammered and messed up easy words. I felt so embarrassed and a couple people made comments and I had to play it off by saying I had something stuck in my throat.

I am extremely confused as to why this only happens in this single lesson as with other teachers in other classes I will happily read aloud for everyone with confidence and I'm not generally to shy. 

Please suggest ways for me to become more comfortable in this lesson and for me to stop making a fool of myself as I know that reading is so trivial and no one really cares but I can't help the fight or flight instinct kicking in every time.

Thank you very much for any support",4.878373031117941,5.988816952554746,5.193334613907035,83.51441990011526,69.25547445255475,7.374260468689972,28.654629273914715,7.475848149327749,1.6767839416058392,1111,39,208,11,19,352,158,274,0.102,0.795,0.10300000000000001,0.6466,1,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,9,18,1,5,10,0,19,7,7,5,0,45,35,28,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,14,22,0,1,5,9,0,3,5,11,0,3,14,6,29,7,39,19,5,30,0,0,1,0,11,14,0,4,14,149,43,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492676353798068,0.07796060733759347,0.0,0.0,0.06371488254793241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681439309576246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204461952808834,0.15646053801432486,0.0,0.10347725524091524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552690202189736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480674111012932,0.1036702215580543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199192862011262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788185160968554,0.17905656076560694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047374315440813566,0.0669347493128267,0.08996057969727543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895105557834624,0.0,0.053248250149606914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285296921489689,0.0,0.08393109083068052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220548097134039,0.06280086645047635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051491569763306634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154795174521768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786790534078527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865517987148044,0.06254122680127422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887559993546591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348922975021166,0.07125822901687877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486610158414155,0.0,0.0,0.10284747209911932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6560329067253324,0.0,0.12004507944831334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450893663226363,0.0,0.0948229574940863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212993525301081,0.1853307952745573,0.0,0.13263366972047202,0.0,0.0,0.07833207154774464,0.0,0.0979489270756161,0.0,0.0,0.10632242310093112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626050806887323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926702038917413,0.0,0.177621215365487,0.0,0.0,0.06361182581302739,0.0,0.09152506409796768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730705866522129,0.0,0.07436964388106923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845439296303045,0.10460559396539874,0.0,0.0903173176360753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603356270434948
anxiety,jorgeaflorezc10,2020/03/04,"DOCTORS OF READY, HELP Does anyone know about hydroxyzine HCL 50mg ?

Good afternoon Reddit Community. I’ve been some episodes of panic attacks and anxiety since I was a child (I am 20 now) so I decided to go see a doctor and they prescribed me some Hydroxyzine 50 mg to control my anxiety. They told me there were some side effects which were Drowsiness, Dizziness, dry mouth. But I am not feeling only these side effects, I am also feeling as if I am having a really bad panic attack, like feeling short of breath, My heart pounding really hard, my hands all sweaty, etc. So I went to ER to see what they could do for me, they told me to relax, sit and wait, because these symptoms were pretty normal, and I read online that the short of breath was not a normal thing. So I just wanted to know if it’s ok to have all these symptoms just right after I took my first dose. Thanks in advance.",5.346159874608151,5.881932017241379,5.837711598746082,81.38299373040752,67.9080459770115,8.396238244514107,29.61128526645768,8.296473431620573,2.060144827586208,697,24,133,9,11,225,107,174,0.13699999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.124,0.1043,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,5,9,10,2,2,5,1,14,10,5,3,2,30,29,12,0,6,7,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,8,2,0,4,2,5,1,1,10,7,22,5,16,18,6,15,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,5,5,89,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761252592585817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058855195124172,0.0,0.0,0.09409180222289287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061769138393237,0.0,0.0,0.11235713988170228,0.08203029463271015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092741382172378,0.10744014537692002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754683755915138,0.11775977137822576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500768622172782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041221123614969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446192438740138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647706145517022,0.11286772775151414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054486623359607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946157179958978,0.09019687425365044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479081071827731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574223859040422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636925715628798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234364405213536,0.0,0.3157688378193729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690218298038204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460259601632746,0.0,0.1724130819804456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491878288713699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144636470276359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131453507548167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797315720128664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389045946491305,0.0,0.0,0.08939979093796904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257167504343311,0.14950797786383216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793706197465205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474419748139336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,delphic-apricot,2020/03/04,"Zoloft and consuming alcohol in foods? I started 25mg of Zoloft/sertraline 2 days ago, and I’m about to have food with wine in it tonight, although the alcohol has ‘evaporated’ out of the food technically due it being heated up. 

I just want to know if this is safe, and whether I can be affected by the wine despite the alcohol having left the food",6.187058823529411,6.324045352941178,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,66.05882352941177,11.505882352941176,36.117647058823536,11.20814326018867,4.126664705882353,276,13,54,8,4,92,49,68,0.025,0.909,0.066,0.3818,0,0,5,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,7,10,0,1,0,12,11,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,9,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,11,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453240662078987,0.5256101592994601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572857263518508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7929538577815035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009784819885404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812269650973386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603849227614454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669682325843278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lucy2506,2020/03/04,struggling to attend school because of anxiety as it gets closer to the time i'll be doing my A-level exams i'm getting more and more anxiety about going into school. this is having a pretty bad effect on my grades as i'm missing lots of lessons and important stuff. was just wondering if anyone has any advice on how to try and get past this and improve my attendance?,9.89926940639269,6.90541390410959,10.064383561643831,66.24625570776257,60.64383561643835,12.473059360730595,39.401826484018265,10.504223727775694,4.188738812785386,297,11,51,5,3,100,55,73,0.149,0.752,0.099,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,14,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,11,12,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,36,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276798508122048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502626187215252,0.0,0.3487902521851925,0.0,0.0,0.1594007364073157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034400887908176,0.13896736020836584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573120842825718,0.0,0.1295596388444527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381049706909528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762153821119504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319257179403089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614321819995958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383219651624953,0.2609691634139535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293014943642573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477551197300524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722189768038705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ApprehensiveYoghurt5,2020/03/04,"Coping with Anxiety So, I'm a high school senior deciding on colleges soon. For the past year, I've dealt with an anxiety disorder. I never thought that I would be the type of person to have anxiety because, like the ignorant self I was, I assumed anxiety was for people who had major changes in their life or if they were just generally traumatized. I had always been an upbeat person and always positive like I had everything. I had broken up with my boyfriend thinking that I needed to work on myself, but my anxiety has just gotten worse. It's gotten harder to depict reality from my overthinking thoughts. I have begun pushing friends away and thinking that people have begun to take advantage of me which is not true generally. Well, a few of my close friends informed me that some people around me were pretty toxic. I just wasn't used to not having a lot of people around me and I was so scared to lose people and became a big people pleaser. I started to read a lot of books to figure out what to do with my anxiety and how to overcome it because I've always been a quick fix person. It's to the point where I overthink in my sleep and I can't even relax anymore. I don't know if I should just take medication. I already see a therapist, but I don't feel it helping. I just want to be truly genuinely happy and sometimes I overthink my emotions and question if I'm truly happy. Does anyone have any advice to help, please? I would really like to hear anyone else's experience and advice. Thank you 😊",4.158331613854088,5.830360783050848,5.532173913043478,78.24431834929996,71.67796610169492,8.113485630066322,28.41930729550479,8.716276077567194,2.362877671333825,1201,46,214,22,23,403,154,295,0.128,0.6940000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.972,0,0,0,2,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,3,16,15,0,1,13,0,28,3,1,2,2,56,47,18,0,8,13,0,1,3,2,3,2,1,0,4,11,17,0,1,11,3,0,1,7,3,1,0,16,3,36,12,35,26,5,24,0,1,1,0,15,14,0,9,12,158,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699146801661192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993696243443824,0.0,0.2260634836077553,0.0,0.0,0.06158498417058464,0.0,0.4156761938321203,0.0,0.0898127589817454,0.12664553360023253,0.0927910472336694,0.0,0.161238023949894,0.0,0.0,0.08508559143047258,0.0,0.0,0.11041100488790767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580215026364082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379142378341663,0.0,0.07925105445162905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756525847415959,0.10186959532703288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981507364202625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139091431829609,0.08858660880372628,0.0,0.0,0.04579065910260338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993531384954527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928089851964742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206948957151138,0.0,0.12140304467616385,0.09568328809812436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497702794383429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396632662534689,0.13273144986582802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131525030889063,0.0,0.15398444431223698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912312706314008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671502687369931,0.06984667829638902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645128137687602,0.37670400702425294,0.23722465209204965,0.0,0.09940942661934554,0.08560997114154288,0.0,0.0,0.09213369074127876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144970264450047,0.0,0.09058609354767344,0.0,0.0580160711433412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066794647903406,0.09165316018417152,0.07216585923002583,0.0,0.09447548525509364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062698879083196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956772450077953,0.0,0.06409995689842862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361820847326443,0.0,0.0,0.0833769413287655,0.0,0.10514898172362692,0.0,0.11605641556413546,0.0,0.14379156738377644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782161336816091,0.0,0.0,0.05341556996733543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081425742089636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592991340697388,0.0,0.09228999332866933,0.12866470513205064,0.0,0.0,0.058318692396561664
anxiety,noblexodia,2020/03/04,"To everyone who suffers from anxiety and/or sleep disorders, i make sleep aid videos related to video games.  [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZsYUONPCI96gdCSq5CivtA?view\_as=subscriber](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZsYUONPCI96gdCSq5CivtA?view_as=subscriber) 

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i basically live on youtube, i've got anxiety and sometimes it takes over me when i try to sleep so i try to put something on. i also live in video games. them two have gotten me through so much in my life it's more than i could ever be grateful over. but sometimes what my favorite youtubers make becomes too stimulating and i would have to switch over to slime making or something.  theres nothing wrong with any of that and i enjoy them, but sometimes i just want something video game related. sometimes it's the only way to get me down. 

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i really hope you guys enjoy. i'd love to do this service for you",7.478050699300701,11.398167762237765,5.059261363636363,74.70889204545456,70.67832167832168,6.372202797202798,27.81861888111888,7.645422480735847,1.905993356643357,742,27,110,10,16,208,91,143,0.031,0.7509999999999999,0.218,0.986,0,0,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,2,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,4,1,17,16,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,19,4,22,11,2,12,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,2,2,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192905214002443,0.0,0.2491062513091636,0.2793645390824584,0.07817298496918726,0.0,0.17587971748914305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695818614301624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178179437114556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174778755934122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398290392172113,0.0,0.10984392714554554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005896862594291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193959496307604,0.0,0.0,0.11382300338468344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417573160579388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119574531295842,0.0,0.0,0.20301381500909696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375090182614273,0.0,0.2301990141320221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450476596968401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030191911915224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742805829825914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155609980321858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364278027412306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34511248129534866,0.0,0.0,0.26549271310922506,0.4547716606846552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643145895263878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609308545467032,0.0,0.1122938185541159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780312773339216,0.0912455115789473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166036084780587,0.12568467257642255,0.2793645390824584,0.0
anxiety,bodybymossberg,2020/03/04,"Tapering off Valium and Gabapentin TLDR: withdrawals from valium makes it too hard to kick. Taking gabapentin to help, but had withdrawals from trying to stop that as well. Now prescribed Effexor to see if it will help.

Hi guys, I have been taking benzos for 3 years now. I get highly addicted to them, so I want to stop. I was told by my previous psychiatrists that benzos should only be as needed. I went from Xanax .25mg every 2 to 3 hours to Ativan 4x a day to Valium. I was on Valium for about a year, started at 5mg 3x a day to now 2.5mg 1x a day as needed. I had gabapentin 100mg 2x a day to substitute the Valium. So now I am trying to wean off the last bit of valium, I got down to just a nibble of Valium but started having bad withdrawals. I was 10 days off Valium but had horrible panic attacks, muscle spasms, nausea, upset stomach, insomnia... so now I am back on it with the gabapentin.  before i was off the valium I tried to stop gabapentin because I had horrible mood swings, but I also had bad anxiety and withdrawl symptoms. My current psyche said gabapentin doesnt cause withdrawals because it is non habit forming, yet I still had them. Online and forums show that some people are sensitive to it, like myself...
In my past between the xanax and ativan I had almost every SSRI to try and help me feel better. All my psyches told me benzos suck and are highly addictive, whereas SSRI'S and SNRI'S aren't as bad. Research shows me it effects everyone differently,  so who knows. I talked with my psyche today to see if the Effexor would help, since 2 other psyches said it would and google said it helps with panic and anxiety. I have hope, still feel like crap, and want to be off benzos and gabapentin because of my job and kids.


Has anyone had help with effexor 37.5mg for anxiety and panic, or is my dr right saying it doesnt help? Does anyone know how to help with withdrawals from Valium? Thank you!!!",4.740981996726674,5.797774276595746,5.741489361702127,79.65653846153847,69.53191489361703,8.763338788870701,27.227495908346967,9.057496981413335,2.1871713584288046,1512,48,282,28,26,500,178,376,0.163,0.7170000000000001,0.121,-0.9671,3,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,2,2,19,17,3,4,12,0,32,9,2,4,1,48,58,30,0,10,8,0,3,2,0,4,7,4,0,2,14,18,0,3,5,2,0,1,3,10,1,0,20,9,33,6,51,32,4,40,0,0,2,0,22,13,2,6,28,183,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674212548293985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117327755618188,0.0,0.0,0.06482636533564932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860398191158639,0.0,0.0,0.1133628170793682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922213111490596,0.0,0.06233274474251474,0.20305363902687712,0.1482464741729446,0.0,0.06897897603431026,0.0,0.0,0.07169398272227559,0.08850022888503416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327443357523265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613959083284045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469399122961654,0.0,0.0,0.07093912066023761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659880807650435,0.07745954499991313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197617340660172,0.057911703478342284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042352276578434885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483379990484048,0.0,0.0,0.08026550289866152,0.0,0.0,0.07261687680465771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346806635896098,0.1712958487815198,0.0,0.08051423915769605,0.0798311121932218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044290832385577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910064056056922,0.06607748390823494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920695737188142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411044366148225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021495611035413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165236251099986,0.0,0.2853312734643278,0.0,0.0,0.07738418022651683,0.05619914921510374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922769388855694,0.23132954751098986,0.0644648630051323,0.0,0.0,0.12919405630351946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670564755904235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475417224912868,0.0,0.12947465921128526,0.20331787659872425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425590295926769,0.1218991647172106,0.06515568390373877,0.0,0.07463228019020089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768386171705411,0.15491908999982626,0.0,0.2201468882468236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562657782328804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288572477570791,0.07514657657048861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517021578113293,0.0,0.0,0.10440433342605017
anxiety,siloworm9,2020/03/04,i couldn’t go to the dentist I was confident enough that i would be able to go today but i started having a legitimate panic attack thinking about going. i cancelled 10 minutes before my appointment. i’m 18 and my wisdom teeth are growing in and i’m terrified that they’re gonna tell me they have to be removed very soon,2.7542051282051325,4.897007215384619,4.610384615384618,81.30378205128206,76.84615384615384,6.7948717948717965,27.756410256410252,7.793537801064563,1.957564102564103,259,11,47,4,6,88,50,65,0.22899999999999998,0.65,0.121,-0.8705,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,8,2,1,0,0,6,16,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,5,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,31,11,0,0.28713721091687777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266600298916118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24433261783537694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29668949549181783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895600821310517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33689364984274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323719577407998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25097057842622705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839859306631172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27217250187637376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369182704478359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397403626630128,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Qjsnsskdjsnsjsj,2020/03/04,"Help Lately i've been coming home from school early because i just cant handle my panic attacks. Its getting really annoying, missing out on classes just because id rather go home than pass out at school like i already did once thanks to anxiety.
The problem is, the anxiety doesnt get any better no matter what i do. I tried all the breathing exercises i know, i tried the grounding stuff (naming 5 things i can see, touch, smell, taste and hear), i tried going to the restroom to calm myself down and then go back to class, but none of it seems to work. In fact, the grounding technique makes me even MORE anxious. And taking deep breaths makes me feel even more light headed. And i obviously cant stay in the restroom during the whole class.
So in the end all i can do is go home as everybody wonders what the hell is wrong with me. The worst part is, as soon as i get home i feel completely better. Maybe not 100% better but at least im calm. And that just makes me feel even worse and more guilty. Like, why not go back to school now that youre feeling better? But i know thats not how it works. 
Anyway i really just need SOMETHING thats going to work. Im desperate.",2.8440638297872347,4.6500794808510655,3.704840425531916,89.42875,75.46808510638297,6.402127659574468,23.239361702127663,7.1686216300943375,0.7732595744680855,918,27,189,10,20,293,131,235,0.212,0.715,0.07200000000000001,-0.9898,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,7,15,17,3,1,11,0,13,5,3,4,4,41,40,15,0,3,11,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,11,10,1,0,8,1,0,8,8,8,0,0,2,10,21,9,23,38,10,29,1,1,1,0,4,12,1,2,10,118,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226864701945043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302185752315399,0.0,0.14179152172815626,0.10469583877841758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543065542958203,0.0,0.14252198436662927,0.0,0.11298706515471565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32785235840116217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983090059020727,0.09716748023108343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208212525170734,0.0,0.0,0.18363195669725985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743610525982474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525584888015958,0.0,0.3160144223850277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511080314217624,0.0,0.1044509293274984,0.0,0.06211778315364683,0.0,0.3718404343879189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002087882473856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186299475088527,0.0,0.10454090509503927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055218719242401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855829027933004,0.0,0.09310402047425294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871698882412991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869534859341388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873359169399947,0.0,0.1003574836141793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867700808486771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873935242140395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813747123815572,0.07384960083505207,0.08436741039980533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134537993144402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877871695321123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609016327939473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967971216371688,0.0,0.0,0.08532225489549798,0.0,0.0,0.06156883898048573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875976520055884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362434763338521,0.1034678017973712,0.0,0.0,0.10050157324354488,0.202404482125342,0.0,0.09444326224492748,0.0,0.10132504894213347,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emkat9,2020/03/04,"Experience with Prozac? So I couple months ago I was sent to a crisis center for panic attacks and they put me on Prozac, but I've been too anxious to start it so I just never went back. Not really sure why. Lately my panic attacks have been unmanageable. I'm having them multiple times a day and I'm starting to miss a lot of school because of it so I think I need to consider trying it, but I'm still hesitant. What are your thoughts and experiences with it?",1.6548387096774206,4.031378408602155,3.770333333333333,84.5955,82.11827956989248,6.730752688172044,22.203225806451613,7.908726449838941,1.2783470967741937,364,12,72,7,10,124,64,93,0.258,0.742,0.0,-0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,7,6,2,2,3,0,6,2,0,0,2,15,17,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,6,0,10,1,10,11,1,15,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,10,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556271305653023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983376503624193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39945940006898906,0.0,0.13499808509148634,0.0,0.1070223481926556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942585231627333,0.0,0.11322442873597953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434710843262076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804414124991016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492584623441073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401337236693178,0.0,0.0,0.1301786800925666,0.1354059866102212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41197368192823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764905804312331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247096560666407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768041205939475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485305849098081,0.0,0.14020585114291184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546724479257274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249449390580413,0.0,0.1393784180058634,0.1023729364719591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919661357339592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274983526078307,0.158419444518695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AtomicBombBlast,2020/03/04,I feel sick Does anyone else get physically sick for no reason other than due to a panic attack,2.407894736842106,4.913615315789475,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,80.05263157894737,5.905263157894738,14.76315789473684,7.1686216300943375,0.17708421052631618,77,1,13,1,2,27,18,19,0.5589999999999999,0.441,0.0,-0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595240366924778,0.380297772253376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222486271088412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248050362098892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100569537704198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766989020913985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193916031092564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354768508867895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816147889035255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,onelonelypotato,2020/03/04,Some classes makes me feel stupid.. So some of my classes are just too exhausting and I feel like I can't handle them. This just results in me skipping class.. Which equals bad consequences... But I can't help it! I get nervous before the class and I really feel like I can't do it! I donno how to stop it..,-0.2861904761904768,1.9985502222222244,1.5622222222222213,96.33000000000004,94.3968253968254,4.704761904761905,18.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.041107936507936316,236,7,52,3,9,77,42,63,0.205,0.7170000000000001,0.078,-0.7988,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,3,0,14,10,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,11,2,3,10,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,36,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783881620026953,0.0,0.0,0.2837121823629738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057549501905658,0.4763844499525615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419592906295553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234814989799431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257801148444116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255755220535406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135946191238572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787504338256043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foreverfwiends,2020/03/04,"Why am I smelling blood? I’ve been having panic attacks daily for the last few weeks after going 6 months without anything serious. I finally went to the ER last Friday around 11pm because of my health anxiety I was having a severe panic episode that lasted hours. My chest was really tight and I kept feeling sharp pains. My head felt as if I had been bashed and I was smelling the scent of blood in my nostrils?? There was no blood but of course that caused a great concern for me. I dragged my boyfriend with me to the ER even though he had to be at work very early the next day but I couldn’t be alone. We were there till almost 4:30am waiting on my blood work, an EKG, and X-rays. I just feel so exhausted from the constant panicking I can’t keep doing this. My boyfriend is supportive but I know he is getting sick of it. I would too.",2.550254901960784,4.4507978294117665,3.198235294117648,92.3187254901961,76.58823529411767,6.180392156862745,24.27450980392157,7.0316486544052195,0.8022274509803919,661,22,140,7,15,207,114,170,0.171,0.767,0.062,-0.9441,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,2,8,8,1,2,9,0,20,11,7,1,0,24,31,11,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,4,0,0,2,4,6,2,0,12,9,22,2,19,15,1,19,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,13,90,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279313214285606,0.15803338270312242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672809706917492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556551855872444,0.13583415160743925,0.0,0.17358893720945484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930151884132144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674815550691054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489157626623305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840553631749256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078180794408674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543044296469545,0.0,0.14650677072305038,0.16715082644039647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797200407156255,0.0,0.08671830708876994,0.0,0.0,0.16822692753267646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659755853092774,0.16219209499597095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026676317225007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356257087987723,0.0,0.0,0.08385743656686546,0.3731345844746968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179292391046055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227725445337826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623625746801039,0.35805427831632713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775068696948976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237907997201554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315311791436844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991525888320584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589967247045214,0.0,0.0,0.12239552098024832,0.0,0.0,0.14144902299985415,0.13768539682662653,0.0,0.0,0.1470877421172304,0.0,0.2221692782831731,0.0,0.0,0.10839292516301596,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pootbarbiepoot,2020/03/04,"Anxiety during/after eating? I wonder how many of you guys experience this too, I start to get really panicked when I’m eating  and my stomach starts to get all fucked up and then the indigestion makes it harder to breathe diaphragmatically 😩",6.99128787878788,8.507577977272728,8.098181818181818,63.125606060606096,64.68181818181819,10.412121212121212,30.57575757575757,10.504223727775694,3.535675757575758,197,7,31,5,3,67,37,44,0.207,0.7929999999999999,0.0,-0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,2,1,6,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,8,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,4,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206522174716377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524823507389285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640771740940743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495779160733325,0.28209071492551263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673073908389173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020346213426952,0.27370172467960685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294623111173738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821646568454479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927650851856617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yesilistentonhbd,2020/03/04,"jinxed happiness? Hi guys, I’m very insecure to post here but here we go! I’ve been diagnosed with OCD (dermatillomania), depression and anxiety and got Valdoxan for that. My doctor was not the best and I have yet to find my therapist (always a fail for me). Long story short I don’t take Valdoxan anymore because I got some side effects and just continued to use some vitamins and drops which my last therapist suggested. Works fine. Nowadays I don’t have any doc or therapist so I’m seeking advice where I can. 

The thing is, I’m battling with weird thoughts that no therapist addresed in the past. Example: I can’t be happy because then I will be miserable for a long time (said time expanding with each glimpse of happiness I get). I can’t enjoy and get good at many things because then will something most certainly go bad. For example I enjoy dog training, cooking, baking, taking care of plants, skincare, haircare, studying, veganism and my braing tells me it’s too much and people can’t be good at all of those. To clarify, I don’t agree with my head at all and find these rules I set for myself stupid and irrational, yet somehow they’re winning over me and I can’t function normally. I feel like always expecting the next bad thing to happen and I noticed a pattern of glimpse of happiness followed by something tragic. I’m not going deeply into my experience because that would take even longer. I just feel jinxed even if I myself know that in life the good and bad must be balanced and there’s no such thing as jinxed. Other thing I hate about me is that when I’m doing alright for a longer period of time or just get randomly extremly happy I will do something bad to myself (like skin picking) to prevent the bad thing from happening if you know what I mean? I feel uncomfortable being happy and rather be in known unhappiness than do something good for myself and then get surprised with the bad thing that happens. I’m also very paranoid and anxious all the time about literally anything. Heart is constantly racing, mind is constantly busy and overflowing. 

It’s all really messy and I hope someone understands my thoughts and can offer advice because I want to live better life, I just don’t know where to go from here. I tried binaurals, meditation, exercise but what helped the most was eating plant based (idk what’s with that) and spending more time with dogs. Also I think I might be on the autistic spectrum (one doc told my mom when I was 4 but my family doesn’t believe in mental illness so that’s that on that, idk where to look for support other than here). 

Sorry for long post and possible grammar errors or misspeling. English is not my first language.",4.2489967724583115,6.49615896646943,4.893212748789671,80.50392885960196,72.74753451676528,8.238282230589922,29.668683880222343,8.97023862654752,2.7034145956607496,2144,92,381,46,44,687,245,507,0.182,0.6659999999999999,0.153,-0.9588,1,0,4,0,0,0,54.0,1,1,0,7,28,39,3,2,14,1,38,13,3,3,6,85,81,40,0,9,16,1,4,2,0,6,7,1,1,1,27,32,3,1,15,2,1,5,14,15,0,2,10,6,48,24,51,58,12,49,0,4,1,0,11,17,0,13,25,256,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075882877368367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882514889545962,0.1028266571825528,0.0,0.0,0.04201858226175987,0.0,0.04726835223450645,0.06980388847724217,0.06127800229642012,0.0,0.0,0.050847013776168265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095469876599869,0.18832975091118215,0.0,0.0,0.06961495018273693,0.06484365611688976,0.05464727569371468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299791870131012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335437363094568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321870350664383,0.0627144499137571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324357457369256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322548751469474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162199361321508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060441417001899964,0.05824909169392056,0.0,0.0937269986622136,0.044142014513727616,0.0,0.0,0.11294790112401568,0.05255762107210093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291286351549881,0.0,0.1404642613927964,0.2073024474533843,0.0988364825928447,0.0,0.0,0.06118074207969721,0.16391920521715733,0.3946527054148751,0.0,0.0610037631490566,0.06341325474805802,0.0,0.0,0.07322016391965297,0.04141580848201323,0.0,0.0,0.061370336218652184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187271827389678,0.05036621405548408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728667851386812,0.06037388734740561,0.0,0.05456074556699973,0.16404374097409113,0.05188712818246477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264426348945297,0.0,0.06730624444570235,0.0,0.0,0.0622686952342492,0.06554827631185549,0.06238919193599619,0.07236643258234805,0.0,0.0,0.045421963377853716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571321400540955,0.0,0.06054001944272368,0.0,0.07034709132022354,0.0,0.0,0.04186976913891542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898451265501607,0.04283665496457029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965771974580234,0.11835340453600456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03958356230291865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877540940409382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052353548698903095,0.1902725075689494,0.0,0.06916763363355875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011733056205854,0.0,0.0,0.13937272714238272,0.0,0.054006236747044536,0.0,0.0,0.2869667791782797,0.2873486753636996,0.03959184296353064,0.0,0.09810699611332288,0.1801480714205952,0.0,0.0,0.0590419579160129,0.0,0.04195061858168909,0.0,0.0,0.0643244415004381,0.0,0.053365785370572086,0.0,0.10196465485110456,0.03644470402905954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449830673387561,0.0,0.0,0.0438930736898558,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woodr1km,2020/03/04,"Tips for stopping self-loathing feeling after every social interaction Hi everyone. I’ve been really struggling with a feeling of self-loathing after every social interaction I have. It mostly happens at work and with other acquaintances that are not my close friends/family. 

For example, today there were people in from South America at my work. They are people I’ve worked with via email/calls many times, but only met in person a few times. I saw them in the hallway in passing and stopped by to say hello. One of the people I didn’t know very well and I didn’t want to address her incorrectly, so I kind of just ignored her. Not purposefully, but I just felt at the time that was safer than getting her name wrong (and she did walk up to the group after I was already greeting them). 

I went back to my desk and just thought about how rude I probably came across. 

This is just one specific example of a way I feel self-loathing after most social interactions. It happens in almost every conversation I have with people outside of my close friend/family circle. 

Any tips to cope with this during or after a conversation?",4.909756302521007,6.975397376190474,5.466694677871151,77.87105042016809,70.47619047619048,8.179271708683473,28.54341736694677,8.841846274778883,2.4431736694677872,899,34,155,17,17,289,122,210,0.08199999999999999,0.848,0.069,-0.5657,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,3,10,6,1,1,8,0,12,0,0,1,0,37,26,10,0,1,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,13,0,3,6,0,0,4,4,4,1,2,13,6,22,2,36,13,3,30,0,0,1,0,22,13,0,4,12,109,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557777615284845,0.0,0.12737029316911236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849045335721985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875186804988579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201123777509607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917423123333608,0.11029001442876507,0.0,0.0,0.21761789040002724,0.0,0.17508145731760735,0.0,0.11082256456182688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917422300793447,0.0,0.06030287416395062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041333784387575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019353988684865,0.06343253715890282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701909909490507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642494271713964,0.08778311247391468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200744325479869,0.10078144178045326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444370117149325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394185104330349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917876637539296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612288174797096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529724912396728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299477805887208,0.0,0.12066342092421947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163163281520008,0.20190929397586654,0.0,0.1094059124209268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523467421887788,0.06807848308375485,0.09161606881796787,0.0,0.0,0.10377762530328367,0.10699671698614784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520842797709451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619509072687402,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oneUpfortheotherGuy,2020/03/04,Is this short story true or made up (link)? https://enacademic.com/dic.nsf/enwiki/1034226 the story,13.932500000000005,18.45132058333333,7.603333333333335,47.67500000000001,93.16666666666669,4.933333333333334,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.03463333333333374,85,1,9,1,3,22,11,12,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ehnahtoday,2020/03/04,"I literally don’t know what to do. Okay, I don’t know were to start but lately I’ve been feeling really down and it affects me bad. I’m a young adult and I’m living with my SO since 2 years back, I’ve been working for several companies over the past 5 years which means I started working during my teens when I still went to school. However mainly why I stop work and quit my job is because it feels like imma bout to explode of anxiety, stress, never feeling happy, having this big lump in my stomach, feeling tired etc. And it usually appears after 6 months- 1 year. I’ve never worked at the same place more than a year except for one job were it took me 2 years to reach the same point of discomfort. 

Now, at my “current” job (it’s super messy cus I’m unemployed but I still work there 50% cus I need money and I haven’t find a new job even to I’ve done my best the past month) my boss treats me like shit, I’m basically the manager there but not officially, he constantly gets mad at me for stuff I don’t do, he watch me throttle security cameras and he has a microphone so he can listen to everything I say and do and he watch us as a f*cking tv show and it makes me constantly nervous even tho I might not do anything wrong, also it ILLEGAL to watch activity and record with audio but it’s impossible to prove cus he could just denying wherever he is doing. And he have don’t shit like lock the employees toilet so we almost peed ourself cus we could use the bathroom and shit like that. 

But lately I’ve been feeling worse about my anxiety, I feel stressed all the time, I never feel like I’ve slept enough and always feel tired, I get headaches all the time, I don’t have energy to do anything, and I believe I’ve developed diabetes through stress which stress me out even more. It never feels like I have time to jut sit down and breathe out, cus if I do it feels like I’m just wasting time. It also affected my relationship with my so cus I’m constantly uncomfortable angry and I’ve never been an aggressive person in my life, I’ve always been calm and it takes a lot to make me really angry but now it could be the smallest thing and I wanna punch someone in the face or spit in their face, and I haven’t had the mood for sex for about over 3 months. 

So lately I’ve been thinking if I got fatigue syndrome (I don’t know if it’s the right term cus English isn’t my first language) but every single time I think about reaching out to a hospital about it it feels like “wtf no why? It’s not that bad you’re just having a  bad day and it will go away” or “I’m just wasting their time on something that it’s even that bad, you’re pretty fine otherwise”

It just feels like I don’t need to seek help or get medical help cus it’s not that bad but sometimes it feels like imma bout to explode of stress and anger and anxiety and I don’t know what to do. 

I guess I just need someone else perspective or experience to understand that it’s worth it and it will get better. I need a push in the back that just makes me take that step out of my comfort zone and get the help I maybe need.

Everything sucks right now and I don’t know what to do. My heart beats so fast all the time and I want to cry",2.201656803177361,3.867846461769116,3.692724690286436,89.42968331623663,76.88605697151425,7.0795023540861175,23.69575738446566,7.9147122085399175,1.0962709645177409,2518,80,551,40,57,832,270,667,0.196,0.6759999999999999,0.128,-0.9963,9,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,3,0,2,11,35,42,7,7,26,1,47,18,10,7,9,120,104,53,0,13,27,0,13,10,0,3,7,3,0,2,41,36,0,2,24,2,2,6,22,21,0,2,14,19,59,20,59,83,14,78,0,1,3,1,21,23,4,12,58,329,100,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032674679436889,0.0,0.0,0.0803835984468762,0.08363839379934063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534311724488493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271712177089521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721962668941769,0.07729155101525563,0.20981923658944704,0.030637187481212507,0.0,0.0,0.056624252671836975,0.052743319624453104,0.044449664024549904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293513636822998,0.0,0.1203822523737048,0.0,0.055206732688623916,0.032412651275347745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143201635874893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198462688605484,0.0,0.0,0.051930588101753834,0.0560516451261092,0.132781374627195,0.0,0.042345053898561504,0.0,0.09033841160194137,0.04916257296996737,0.0,0.0,0.3303594803816364,0.2513333707336796,0.0,0.0,0.045935466988137684,0.04274995539902436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129026963662674,0.0,0.028563131222497838,0.0,0.04019640859357163,0.0,0.05536553471444836,0.0,0.0,0.0535012341706679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955670515566761,0.10106187814275586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994956961453384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810411232946285,0.0,0.1700817330443964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549914871791664,0.2455382244019953,0.0,0.044379281100393936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272808036095516,0.0,0.0,0.10064405475795614,0.0,0.05049153771041701,0.05474636959276264,0.0,0.05063027087419583,0.0,0.0533164521463135,0.0,0.0,0.12034784987436703,0.0,0.0,0.1863306447394156,0.19381272546870665,0.04854008713017414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034056540740315715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595507687746753,0.0,0.0438838872911754,0.05250955954892084,0.0,0.04751063970095065,0.0,0.0,0.05113108352636245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345622745240073,0.0,0.0,0.06439391618059896,0.0,0.0,0.053958947730195286,0.0,0.0858411715376683,0.0,0.03996767083043448,0.0,0.05086440531283668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677793359381377,0.1547692496062826,0.0415744487541025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516792907306113,0.038691540095937414,0.0497070590124936,0.0,0.0711466180034697,0.0,0.08027319564500346,0.042018455672478784,0.2878553896235535,0.0,0.0575340941523271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557645301339591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033389593052315834,0.0644073870289599,0.0,0.0,0.20514343316718905,0.11552977772842035,0.0,0.0,0.055839174639812736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232099454118155,0.06045493012610561,0.04340730987987748,0.055352768023505215,0.0,0.02964383547032296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659024306255352,0.09070117231312767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294436498610173,0.0,0.05121782617812157,0.0,0.05494990982786163,0.0,0.1618245132744286
anxiety,Careless_Brain,2020/03/04,"anxiety and overactive bladder I've made posts about this before but deleted them out of paranoia - I'd ask politely if you found this thread while searching on someone else's behalf that you close the tab.

For the better part of a year I've been stuck with the symptoms of overactive bladder. Every time I leave the house, I'm hit with this horrible compulsion to turn around and head back home and use the bathroom. At it's worst, it feels like I'm going to burst if I don't drop everything I'm doing and find sanctuary. It feels like it's my anxiety playing a trick on me - I used to be deathly afraid of public toilets, and now I know exactly where all the ones in my local area are. None of my developed coping methods for my anxiety symptoms work. If I'm sweating or shaking, I can calm myself and remind myself that really, is anyone going to notice? Sweating in public is hardly the end of the world. Pissing yourself, on the other hand...

I'm seeing a urologist infrequently and taking medication but treatment feels incredibly slow and there's been no discussion as to what could've caused it. I don't drink caffeine, just water, and I don't really have many of the other risk factors. I'm 23, I'm young, I have no idea why I've got this, or even if I genuinely have a condition and it's not just my anxiety. It's purely urgency, no incontinence yet (thank god), which makes me fear it's all in my head.

I'm basically desperate at this point, I've put so much of my life on hold but there's nothing I can do, medication helps (currently mirabegron) but barely - at home I'm more comfortable but going out the urge is still always there. thanks to the godawful mental health system in this country I've been waiting a year on a call back from a place that I'm fairly certain has already forgotten about me. 

Has anyone else had overactive bladder, either because of their anxiety or alongside it, and has any advice whatsoever on dealing with it?",5.755452755905512,6.364112763779527,6.644294619422574,75.70140255905514,67.03149606299212,9.919553805774278,32.41043307086614,9.928628108626363,3.204654330708661,1557,63,285,34,24,518,200,381,0.14,0.777,0.083,-0.9558,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,2,2,16,16,2,4,19,0,22,17,9,5,5,53,54,26,1,4,16,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,2,0,23,18,2,2,7,2,0,5,8,7,0,1,8,6,26,9,40,44,8,44,0,0,1,0,11,23,1,7,15,180,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790478110561453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056246429444123,0.0,0.08336633822564693,0.0,0.0,0.06813282540882608,0.0,0.38322644611065904,0.0,0.0,0.14011074527017042,0.10265678080166526,0.0,0.08919058990591895,0.09366438619592164,0.0,0.0,0.1540802803884893,0.0,0.061075064161776216,0.0,0.08525454808849657,0.0,0.0,0.08861015992194271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230547683041173,0.0,0.0,0.10292301524236412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999378524515681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032917783355449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814833060800976,0.0,0.0,0.1673922439810426,0.0,0.0887388491668198,0.0,0.0,0.06617473437972894,0.0,0.08441463125081097,0.0,0.09004456248219489,0.0,0.0,0.1127419184600034,0.1519776463699852,0.14315191071045466,0.0,0.0,0.0915720999299323,0.0,0.0,0.10985346960151296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082133336929745,0.0,0.08013131869336332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975081063105007,0.0,0.2056482623540041,0.10649758149610464,0.0,0.0,0.0671554321107692,0.0,0.20099803775845795,0.0,0.0,0.1156061301917905,0.0,0.1131026298178168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506195715059989,0.0,0.0,0.10608703915440093,0.0,0.0,0.0707673570547145,0.0978958190513836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480246451411944,0.06687778924020456,0.10157721744638022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201862331133748,0.10096823625321458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736513831254568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613527487233403,0.11406729672794035,0.0,0.0,0.06789152601290308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849630871387564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467751716842733,0.0,0.09471219803978408,0.0,0.09595459215588996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071890316200713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836891652570429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983868070466689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489089828909048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800120862513221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082721241616475,0.07533062099357468,0.0,0.0,0.18448349587749152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842175740901389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897825321755204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306446537426734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040614322005902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293971639148236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903850965098815
anxiety,PotentialDayTrader,2020/03/04,"First panic attack monday night, still feeling effects? Even right now, as im just relaxing doing nothing, i havent anything to be anxious about, but my anxiety is super elevated, my stomach is in knots, my hands and arms are numb/tingly. Feel like if 0 is my no anxiety rating, panic attack is 11, im normally a 1 or 2 but since the panic attack ive been a 5. How long until the residual panic attack anxiety goes away?",4.017499999999998,5.115235273809528,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,71.26190476190476,8.933333333333335,29.47619047619048,9.2995712137729,2.8277047619047617,329,13,58,7,6,118,63,84,0.375,0.515,0.11,-0.9815,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,11,4,4,4,0,10,3,3,2,0,11,12,8,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,1,3,6,3,6,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,37,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28680485950915,0.14118039859301404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283956708979493,0.0,0.0,0.5686851409242261,0.1174133205536677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254143031034063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637705738864208,0.08927851069182859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629932019444653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699778411099279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061053973254622924,0.0,0.0,0.11059441550051564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727577121962213,0.1224439535132646,0.1199119749496258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.586500934322651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672359881990964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337638013350554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980111145442754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,San7129,2020/03/04,"Does anyone else have this symptom or something similar? (Related to vision) So ive been struggling with GAD for 2 years now and recently went back to medication (escitalopram) to help me deal with symptoms that wouldnt go away. Its been 5 days since i had to increase my dosis 

My question is about symptoms that have to do with the eyes or the way vision works because i cant really find answers on google.

When i wake up everything is normal but as the day goes on i get this feeling like my eyes hurt, my vision feels weird. Sometimes the best way i can describe it is that sensation you have when you are about to cry and feel a knot in your throat and this pressure around your eyes. It doesnt go away unless im really focused on doing something like at the gym.

I know this must be my anxiety and not just problems with my eyes because 1. Its not constant throughout the day 2. If I take clonazepam (which is rare, just in extreme cases) i find the feeling goes away. I just wanted to know if someone else relates with this sensation and if so, what helped them make it better. Maybe eye drops?",3.540833333333332,5.4163225277777824,4.167777777777779,86.555,73.72222222222223,6.837037037037038,27.277777777777786,7.594959193182576,1.5247333333333335,870,33,170,11,18,276,127,216,0.078,0.774,0.14800000000000002,0.938,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,1,3,12,9,0,2,8,0,20,11,7,1,1,39,33,17,0,8,12,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,10,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,4,9,22,4,28,26,2,28,0,1,5,0,9,11,0,6,12,115,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068088657236813,0.0,0.0,0.0828841976353684,0.12145570837081834,0.0,0.10552353378354548,0.0,0.0,0.33410973646997444,0.0911480442617518,0.0,0.144518757039406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243978253377912,0.1048368130982388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809695951160902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302079114353959,0.22934070290578076,0.12220698923788625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373299196977136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804579307603404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653388929412043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397445488062276,0.08468323565281898,0.0,0.0,0.21668231123438608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193096736079004,0.0,0.13473522084754594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589064163958191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689687831954993,0.0,0.1280408743525551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029025375206918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582289992512965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791247222347301,0.0,0.11908688216554555,0.0,0.0,0.1194140914500426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614161223430487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342440808467685,0.0,0.0,0.132789163028497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187635505097535,0.0,0.11704151114150058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805547036956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043646513576747,0.1825119647824774,0.11723664890870195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239211643972749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696176449778794,0.0891254709463852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991650683795374,0.1881791488831334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988547858208247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629673416127981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633428339748413
anxiety,pmc783509,2020/03/04,"I finally did it - I am facing my mental disorder Hello, I am new to this subreddit. I just wanted to share this moment.

Today I went to see a psychiatrist about my anxiety and depression for the first time. All week I have been an absolute wreck about it. Last night I couldn't sleep and I have had a lump in my throat since 2am. I have an anxiety disorder and it's really strange to actually say that and know that it's real and I am not imagining it. I have been fighting this battle alone in my head for as long as I can remember. It was hard to finally tell myself that I needed help or it was never going to get better. But today I took a really big step and I am starting medication. I don't know what to expect and I don't know what my life even looks like without/with less anxiety. I faced a really big fear and I am proud of myself today.",2.073220973782771,3.639712089887645,4.749235955056181,82.14876029962551,76.97752808988764,8.791610486891386,22.54082397003745,9.3871,1.878376329588016,664,19,140,18,15,237,98,178,0.18,0.743,0.077,-0.9345,0,1,0,0,2,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,2,1,7,0,19,8,5,0,2,24,31,12,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,15,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,8,4,26,4,16,22,2,23,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,1,16,100,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.1284405757045437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363169720682639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30206315543442314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164057821044448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113362738135324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30169218675739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693271423741895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481072961142728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883630553155597,0.0,0.11195454684213338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876518351776106,0.0,0.07480177189799166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790423711252285,0.0,0.1350784539765283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822104151829012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700209745575014,0.10728656578653263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296597086242944,0.06430210368353928,0.0,0.0,0.1164781453727274,0.11052631005955314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259169464173098,0.13264039382295836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759337851884588,0.10151222685291056,0.12711787433725222,0.0,0.1235149556783378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498105582020071,0.2529543588326342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490979937741412,0.0,0.0,0.10466823729736482,0.0,0.0,0.10488282695574258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887610354286513,0.0,0.13171345681025365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316018348536803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504028603900912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674774957073913,0.0,0.3742765705544399,0.0,0.14623288923902952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763194454276573,0.0,0.1055763442467619,0.0,0.0,0.12201157874078315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687544423095068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blk222,2020/03/04,"Those who have found success in maintaining their anxiety, what’s your story? I am a mid-20s guy living in a big city. I’ve been dealing with anxiety for a long time and I am finally to the point where I want to find a solution to it. My anxiety causes me to procrastinate, doubt myself and others, and overall just disappear from activities that I usually enjoy. It’s to the point where it’s affecting my career as well.

Those who deal with anxiety too, how did you find your balance?",5.744397163120568,6.455566276595746,6.964680851063832,73.03333333333335,67.08510638297872,11.373049645390072,33.751773049645394,11.20814326018867,4.090424113475176,386,17,71,12,6,131,63,94,0.11800000000000001,0.746,0.136,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,1,6,4,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,12,3,12,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,54,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658779148626407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997208389392808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813054705656606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257967770519933,0.3380418385385942,0.0,0.0,0.20276409988606486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831078783223084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632948869342328,0.1636555357168409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496336283856991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783305340988153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367215898445154,0.0,0.10907537574736466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627255722191628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YouCouldBeBetter,2020/03/04,"Wanna quit my job I got a part time job to give me and income so I can start studying online. 
Been waiting months to get something like this. 
It's a cleaning position for a retail chain. 
It's giving me anxiety however. 
I can't even explain it. I want to quit and never planned on staying long so it's not a fear from losing my job or fear of the boss ect. 
As in, I hoped this job would get me back to work, while still applying for better jobs. 

I'm really, really struggling though in a way that I've not had before, atleast not to this degree for such a prolonged period.
It's literally just ""OMG I have work tomorrow"" or ""oh fuck I have work tonight"". Just the thought of having to go in, makes me feel really scared. 

As soon as I'm on my way to work or when I'm at work, those feelings go away. 

It's literally just outside of work, knowing work is coming makes me very shaky and nervous. 
It's completely irrational and I feel pathetic for being so out of control. 
The only thing that helps is beer. 
I hate being drunk, so I don't drink to get drunk, just to get buzzed. 
I know alcohol afterwards makes you feel anxious, so it's just going to embolden my issue. But it's the only thing that helps me. 
I feel like shit. I need to work, everybody should if they can right? This is just 16-20 hours a week.
I'm just tired of being scared though, I just want to quit and stop relying on alcohol to chill out. 

I don't know what to do. I know health should come first, but I really should have a job.  
I kinda wish I could just shake myself and tell myself to get over it, but I can't. 
It feels so odd, knowing something is so irrational, nothing bad will happen and being scared is a reaction I don't want, but feeling it anyway. 
Just peculiar being so out of control of my own self. 

Anybody else suffer from something similar to this? How did you get over such contextual anxiety?",2.0003236607142867,3.9040585338541685,3.7154196428571455,87.96618750000003,78.24479166666666,7.20107142857143,23.21101190476191,8.146662555663855,1.2761155654761906,1463,47,309,27,35,489,176,384,0.14,0.778,0.081,-0.9696,8,0,7,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,1,17,29,20,3,9,13,0,31,10,1,7,1,71,77,31,0,13,21,0,7,2,0,5,4,0,1,1,24,12,6,4,14,4,1,6,9,16,0,1,5,7,37,4,46,61,2,41,0,2,0,1,10,14,2,7,20,203,61,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461794901770723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463866466283832,0.07726296066229454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425609261324396,0.052588864085307975,0.05710406982676599,0.0,0.0,0.05819615372941959,0.0,0.0,0.060486749439489874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782649251210205,0.07170721673702374,0.0,0.15341382998398095,0.05460507067251075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699766129099141,0.0,0.0,0.057132346497932474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517195975244218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391896773970098,0.2420656832556516,0.04885892183557216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058173799454186936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322686632346534,0.21439050623107486,0.13121477264530362,0.11660544569076695,0.0,0.05469895326146607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047840304587465,0.0,0.0,0.06752247554194862,0.0,0.07269699697575385,0.0,0.0,0.09168280023787397,0.0,0.0,0.06792821970998668,0.06735187943753206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138298738372349,0.4072082360510669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187930978160413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682529275819929,0.0,0.0,0.060524350826621186,0.0,0.07651262684472017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695562961638008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054589465789975235,0.0,0.0,0.050711452014696116,0.05274776320979853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562351640739335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402967897602336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406136097786943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182284280556933,0.0,0.0,0.17525345844198842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840599190494994,0.0,0.0,0.20541555396380354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134728017014555,0.0,0.07020292149416966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795342051978356,0.0,0.0,0.048407876089526285,0.0728962699117433,0.0546175632396767,0.05717838044156672,0.0,0.071497675288202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059777210644445224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087258557124317,0.0,0.13438865959432236,0.0542952344543874,0.039879650429776696,0.0786060015481712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643017379521621,0.12101728693800025,0.10857202438579057,0.054859559084972434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864688288801581,0.0,0.0,0.3983187800085685,0.0,0.0,0.048583379806300835,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spilledlaughter91,2020/03/04,metaphysical affirmation? as anyone ever longed for it but felt too “logical” to believe that exists and therefore feels no purpose and the dichotomy itself drives me crazy? 😪,6.628505747126436,10.132190931034485,6.897241379310348,62.830229885057484,70.72413793103449,9.383908045977012,33.804597701149426,9.725611199111238,4.511266666666666,143,7,18,4,3,46,28,29,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282620189828709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289281848091598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246594904180598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373764597972268,0.0,0.4507616359443649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154632394093921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DonutsNStuff,2020/03/04,"I don't know As long as I can remember, I've always found comfort in moving my fingers through fabric. It was so bad that I used to carry a blanket I had with me around until I turned 11. I find it all very relieving at times.

I'm a college student now and while I don't do anything of the sort in public, when I'm back at my dorm I do it constantly. It somewhat clears my mind. I think and worry about every single little detail, and all of a sudden it's just like all of that, everything I've been stressing about, is gone. I still feel the responsibility to work on things, but I don't feel the crippling stress that goes with it.

The problem is when I do this, lots of time can pass. I can push assignments to the side that I need to work on and get done. I've tried leaving my dorm to find somewhere else to study, but then the problem is I feel incredibly stressed out while I'm working. It's almost like subconsciously I believe someone is watching every little thing I do when I know that they aren't, and yet it still worries me.

I have a hard time leaving my dorm room to use the community bathroom sometimes because I worry that my floor mates will be pissed because I'm in there. Concurrently, I believe that I make them feel weird because I have a hard time socializing normally.

I try my best to be as positive as possible. I'd like to believe that I'm nice to people... But I just think it makes them feel uncomfortable talking to me so I sit by myself when I go eat which worsens the stereotype that I am someone that can't talk to other people.

If I'm being honest here, my mind is a mess. When I focus on things, I can be intelligible but it's just so hard with everything going on around me.

When I get on the bus to get to campus I feel awkward if I look anywhere other than out the window. I feel that someone might be concerned that I'm looking at them for some reason when I'm really not. When I'm not sitting next to the window, I'll pull my phone out and then worry that someone is watching what I am doing.

I work with this one gaming organization on campus and I really want to go to more of our events, but I worry that when I go no one will want to talk to me so I'll just be that weird dude trying to fit in with everyone when it is obvious that I don't.

I like being alone, but it can feel so lonely at times. It's like a paradox. I don't want to be alone, but at the same time I struggle to communicate so much that I don't even feel human. I have sympathy for others, I feel happy at times, I cry when I see or hear something sad... but I never know what to talk about. So a lot of the time I just ask generic questions at the surface level because I don't believe anyone would understand if I just started talking to them about the programs I write or the games that I play

When I see how socially advanced others are, and how far that's gotten them I just can't help but feel even worse about myself

I get depressed a lot. There will be days where I briefly entertain the idea of suicide but then consider all the things I have to live for and all the people I would deeply hurt in the process

I think so much anymore that I don't know what to believe and know that if I spent that energy thinking about all the right things rather than all the wrong things that I'd be able to accomplish something great, but I just don't know how

I tried a therapist, and they just didn't understand anything I was going through. All of their questions were surface level. I think I even made my therapist feel weird with the things I would say about all the ways that I feel hurt. It gets harder to manage everything. I have good days and I have really bad days. They sort of rotate, and sometimes that desperation can be seen by other people though I try to hide it as much as possible and remain positive however much I feel hurt

That's about it. I am sorry for the essay. I just really needed to get this out there. I know I went on a tangent. I'm just not sure what to do at this point

I hope you all have a great Wednesday :)",4.6642983009652,4.707675681764004,5.649720255205778,83.8578746874197,69.29797377830751,8.487424338030802,28.60831054710323,8.188393138257906,1.7285359835471723,3183,102,679,40,51,1054,291,839,0.156,0.725,0.12,-0.986,2,4,2,0,0,1,65.0,1,1,9,7,60,39,1,5,37,0,67,3,2,9,14,141,141,67,1,17,32,0,18,5,1,7,0,2,6,1,63,26,1,0,36,4,1,12,18,21,0,2,14,27,107,18,97,109,23,97,0,6,7,0,31,40,1,18,47,486,170,15,0.046315054660974825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637783704718162,0.09593685747822386,0.0,0.0,0.03853783569960305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593208899724944,0.03238456309761266,0.0,0.07622668737514537,0.08246043602014777,0.04329832403520546,0.0,0.0,0.03561341817658018,0.07734227212157675,0.1129329097621395,0.0,0.0,0.2609060321406203,0.04860479245489401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500501203639069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087491275765906,0.089608136122365,0.0,0.03989108871338321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739638116169534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739186348424905,0.03869028515123574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917719703876706,0.0,0.07804486220759843,0.04425601951662501,0.12487495415195946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278559654758376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466224178433927,0.0,0.0,0.05078206687063101,0.0,0.0,0.1451862268618399,0.0,0.13160956447342748,0.03884687044674081,0.0,0.10212502254046224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049303236911549635,0.12446757531716288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220043267856165,0.0,0.03104400485979948,0.0,0.0,0.046001299640130916,0.0,0.0,0.14874367177595502,0.05228405922441155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817479958846474,0.0,0.0,0.09808191104001036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313598121788605,0.09283970434346163,0.04089704179677739,0.040987365925188216,0.0777859623412656,0.0,0.0,0.1181262096921981,0.0,0.043824424571386786,0.06183131725698832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913295388789679,0.0935300045392657,0.0,0.0,0.049225573404761136,0.13618757701722695,0.06868405235037225,0.035721025387095234,0.0,0.049256586064785966,0.0,0.04537891995054228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276855936262474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843610917074924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378269700326808,0.10442653033082216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863450465158762,0.0,0.0,0.10376692183699197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868243992229782,0.04761958995294312,0.0,0.0,0.05246592835056458,0.0395528036193132,0.0,0.03683159041658315,0.0,0.0,0.0738142042689112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442473126899573,0.15697038206484307,0.07131118365372505,0.09161354666517056,0.05184591182358708,0.032782034071316066,0.0,0.07397452495969913,0.0,0.15916121589573393,0.048418551208133966,0.0,0.05066115256155015,0.0,0.04365139090181129,0.0,0.0,0.18613143276701066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075506963878358,0.2153876503056016,0.14838408453405574,0.04550430605003111,0.0,0.21605344662894224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722440957383968,0.05037747976839566,0.0,0.09643121058041068,0.0,0.08000267342894203,0.0,0.038214770600218835,0.08195345766219468,0.03676273460153762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293451968140051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487164561131365,0.23517593097236766,0.047198997505349935,0.09870265796196158,0.050638241612689344,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gintama4ever,2020/03/04,"Best books that teach you how to stop automatic negative thinking I have been very stressed lately because I can not fix many issues that were caused by someone else.

I keep blaming that person and hold resentment for letting this happen to me. I know I need to take responsibility for the issue but life is very rough now and I am doing my best but it's hard.  Any books that teach me to stop automatic negative thinking? I also find myself unintentionally thinking about my failures and times when I was rejected.",4.472619883040935,7.143748589473683,5.2950877192982455,75.90005847953219,73.63157894736842,7.590643274853799,28.450292397660817,8.515128840125781,2.396415204678364,416,17,71,8,9,135,67,95,0.252,0.672,0.076,-0.9464,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,5,5,1,1,1,0,9,1,0,2,0,18,17,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,4,5,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,14,2,8,13,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,52,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396161443512188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872428247382998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064258399110906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664339028622465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934763546602914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458439741716561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956819335712896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438558351676918,0.0,0.1563945209915757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644442844182557,0.0,0.15517981760488184,0.0,0.0,0.09594775081003616,0.0,0.19694030665493065,0.0,0.0,0.17852573637849053,0.12331506345841226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770025268238393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945310583569614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244152441835498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792592157238707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919229736380165,0.19998736262855207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126674069517769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356024569115144,0.0,0.0,0.10180234252177099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881030209319131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScramblestheEgg,2020/03/04,"How do you protect your partner/relationship from your anxiety? I have realised that I make my boyfriend feel like he's walking on eggshells so as to not set me off and make me cry.
I have spoken about this with him and promised to get help, and lighten the load on him.

What are some ways I can keep from making him feel this way?
How can I get some kind of cheap anxiety medicine from a general physician?",5.3937037037037,5.747043185185188,5.0045432098765446,88.03644444444444,67.76543209876543,8.455308641975309,33.48395061728395,8.238735603445708,2.2453683950617283,322,14,69,4,5,98,58,81,0.078,0.792,0.13,0.6531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,5,0,16,14,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,14,3,12,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,1,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37760147581423226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710973689116764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495782156237597,0.1763134215373485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578848262072816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542432373421495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936649824085802,0.0,0.2570034229271244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057363904881528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942212138395014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26497001446189433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39179548756964505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ketincalifornia,2020/03/04,"Anxiety and fatigue? My depression is overall way better, but I’ve been experiencing a lot of fatigue still (and anxiety.)
1. Do any of you experience fatigue with anxiety?
2. Any tests you’ve asked your doc for to rule out physical stuff?
3. Anything that’s helped other than caffeine? Sometimes it feels like coffee just doesn’t “work.”",2.6520036429872498,5.666647606557376,4.076284153005467,77.90965391621133,89.32786885245899,7.3012750455373405,29.728597449908925,8.167268648758528,3.0967690346083785,268,14,44,7,9,88,52,61,0.19899999999999998,0.723,0.078,-0.7193,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,2,7,5,1,3,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259386641842961,0.0,0.5499917925430217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721045851477345,0.0,0.22403918181254484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194979794844587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640907185440452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442241097379865,0.0,0.0,0.12117358201051352,0.17120507726056716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063147024626254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708024839485848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374075255614052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701868946615004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138375925898607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743404230006679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190221981216256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446710586246614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Batu-han,2020/03/04,I have this weird feeling sometimes and I can’t describe it It’s so hard to describe this with words. Sometimes I feel a little out of touch with reality. Everything feels less real. It’s almost as if there is something wrong with reality. It goes away when I start thinking about other things. But every now and then it comes back and it feels so weird. I can even remember feeling like this when I was little. So I have been getting this feeling for as long as I can remember. For some reason I never told anyone about this. Does anyone else ever feel something similar to this?,3.089659090909091,5.547687803571431,3.9737662337662334,84.70759740259741,77.21428571428572,6.215584415584416,25.36038961038961,7.348242739294969,1.3801678571428568,462,17,84,6,11,148,67,112,0.079,0.856,0.066,-0.3327,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,2,27,20,14,0,1,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,11,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,9,9,1,15,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,10,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453862356706455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030396423106379,0.1487637226862231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364102432886785,0.11164170512717313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506783291484108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705624344710492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128713353836468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589624530619197,0.1313321463528801,0.1223283517755869,0.0,0.1304868925159811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138849469651342,0.10372335358965194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585548162151011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006120588738224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093221881580987,0.2910358911637042,0.0,0.12848807148673458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197903451258376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652573506397372,0.0,0.14927890924268136,0.0,0.0,0.3289426290447465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235478239764783,0.28719210584434923,0.0,0.10276582166621592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645740195140333,0.09303152047342923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873471668683038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874184303937766,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoodSpud,2020/03/04,"Support for people in relationships with anxiety sufferers I apologise up front if this has been covered.

My partner suffers from anxiety and panic attacks. I want to be supportive, caring and understanding, and for the most part I am, but it is incredibly hard sometimes. I don't have anyone close I can talk to about this, so I'm reaching out for advice. I can find lots of material for people with anxiety but I'm struggling to find material for people in my situation. I would love to know how to manage my reactions and how to be a better partner - to know when to cuddle, when to listen, and also when and how to not let the anxiety control me and what I do.

Does anybody have suggestions or references I can go to? Is it a matter of reading the books directed at anxiety sufferers or are there more focused options?",6.115769230769232,6.952720064102567,7.6645128205128215,67.89715384615387,66.30769230769229,11.11179487179487,36.753846153846155,11.00357731598739,4.527935384615383,654,33,110,19,10,227,92,156,0.161,0.691,0.14800000000000002,0.1475,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,1,2,5,0,17,2,0,4,0,33,29,20,0,3,6,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,5,11,0,1,6,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,2,13,5,27,24,4,11,0,3,0,2,7,6,0,6,3,93,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790935133448193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286058599697599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398154206619126,0.0,0.0,0.09868048208164547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055429243645514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481688369536673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389013526791405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828785933956788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350269348545162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579781857241517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020670360533984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264236121678253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551213068063497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431367745360751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998259050943695,0.1273741793832237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165584144453741,0.0,0.15282865032684526,0.0,0.2935226530181605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411669109373319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151942879578054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586345937812775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957991223903224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475383799531858,0.0,0.0,0.3203023968787029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113433918874453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469199741727115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832413752810442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025379315311447,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Strength2000,2020/03/04,"Weighted Blankets help A LOT with my anxiety Hey guys,

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I've been suffering with anxiety for a few years now, and it's gradually gotten worse over time. I've really struggled with a lot of simple day to day tasks. One big issue i've had is panicking in my sleep and not being able to get a healthy amount of sleep on a daily basis, making me tired every single day and struggle to stay awake for work.

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I don't know if any of you have heard about weighted blankets, but I got advertised one on instagram, I gave it a go because why not and I really need to get more sleep. It's a strange feeling at first as no normal blankets usually have weight to them. But instantly it gave me a sense of comfort and cosiness, which helped me relax, and also calmed down my panics in the night. This may not work amazingly for everyone, but i've told some others about it recently too, and they've had similar positive results. I got mine from here:  [https://theweightedblankets.co/](https://theweightedblankets.co/) and so did my friends, and we are all over the moon we got one now.

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I'm speaking from personal experience so I am not saying this is a quick fix or will work for everyone, but it's worth a try, especially if you have troubles sleeping due to anxiety or other mental health reasons. I hope this helps some of you.

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Also let me know if any of you have tried these in the past and how they've gone for you!",6.956521739130437,7.153800992753624,6.9990942028985526,75.6066847826087,64.43478260869566,10.088405797101453,32.82971014492754,9.827888789773867,3.0131492753623186,1158,43,216,22,16,371,154,276,0.102,0.774,0.124,0.9079999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,2,5,1,4,12,11,0,3,13,0,17,9,4,4,1,44,36,25,0,6,13,0,4,0,1,2,2,3,0,2,13,15,3,0,4,1,1,2,6,5,0,4,13,7,24,6,34,19,9,27,0,1,0,0,21,10,0,11,14,147,37,3,0.07643886382205511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225626356379325,0.0,0.331285908061507,0.3715263447774909,0.10396209719865457,0.0,0.17542656480450405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659642190604146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789023060739426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440303955124503,0.1460812201950367,0.0,0.07477187628596539,0.0,0.0,0.03864978627930789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650188585182284,0.0,0.0,0.05905647657411973,0.0,0.07987230289853084,0.0,0.04344196784438197,0.0,0.18340542666479465,0.0,0.0,0.07568649288488513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125093780042633,0.0,0.0,0.1537060774734807,0.0,0.0,0.0759210391646661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978231438993208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401760101522626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816391714952296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299711770837468,0.0,0.0,0.05102353515872693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703239611998848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667844897072725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173269558635521,0.07489385703811309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539085713750733,0.0,0.0,0.08968453702191563,0.0,0.0,0.07296954475587795,0.0,0.0667434675049961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793738698676102,0.07859188288386466,0.07547415637103695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078725254264125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30597626822137125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147365831985559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982099424696458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044572116199699884,0.08785522935233246,0.0,0.07304061009751835,0.0,0.10379394191275083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418660929865526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792458301563617,0.0,0.0,0.0689741852946973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669452097347912,0.0,0.07789773258950586,0.0,0.0,0.3715263447774909,0.04922412215480988
anxiety,Akai-jam,2020/03/04,"Does anyone experience this type of anxiety? I have certain days where things seem out of focus and I have a hard time understanding what people are saying to me. My mind jumps in and out of being able to focus, and because of it I get confused and then subsequently I feel terrified of all of my surrounding and people because of how confused and out of it I feel.

When I start feeling this scared I feel like I'm more defensive and my levels of frustration and anger are more elevated because I have so much difficulty processing things. I find myself irrationally terrified of doing simple things like turning around in the office for fear of running into someone behind me.

It's sort of like there's a filter on my life and interactions that make everything more difficult to understand and just scary in general.",7.639220014716706,8.252544960264903,8.067240618101549,67.10754231052248,62.97350993377484,11.479323031640911,35.32082413539367,11.20814326018867,4.30309212656365,663,28,108,18,9,219,90,151,0.23800000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9815,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,4,3,0,7,1,0,2,2,34,19,14,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,15,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,6,16,4,26,18,5,19,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,4,8,84,26,1,0.16434737793578474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572529428232032,0.0,0.0,0.11491550791957104,0.0,0.0,0.14630401003037036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005539085173278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599046264923198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382149794904114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770482610857916,0.16076327141052618,0.0,0.18493649146860167,0.3323958894820708,0.11740979963548348,0.0,0.0,0.15021052602951562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858647217835727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472229695156172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608341336543465,0.2408754820581324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970315095044074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659440015440849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081423283447068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278755571919103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069563135527593,0.16454039594561035,0.0,0.0,0.1496156804168991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925099999759086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632591999426042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275552856093753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583227772095952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876275365653668,0.0,0.3421828329054687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ir1379,2020/03/04,"Yesterday I was told to relax, calm down, stop shaking and asked if I'm OK.. . ... and tbh I felt fine.  Didn't notice I had that slight tremor and wasn't smiling.   Anxiety has been with me so long I can't see myself the way others see me, the way I am.

Today I'm partly accepting and partly trying to relax, meditate, stay in the moment and all the rest I've been trying for years.  Doing my best.",1.7737282229965174,3.328513585365858,3.944425087108016,87.64743902439025,77.78048780487805,6.636933797909408,19.031358885017426,7.447530270364453,0.4243602787456444,302,6,64,4,7,104,56,82,0.07400000000000001,0.718,0.20800000000000002,0.8896,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,4,1,10,0,0,0,1,11,17,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,3,9,7,6,9,5,12,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,6,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607719427268502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295465801700086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782796448771386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844538748212926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212237470439944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24716426529415425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701857797919434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459934516636961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313945427131618,0.0,0.18150126489838547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057808163669881,0.20744371765722824,0.0,0.294786710460555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446400476267037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980215779378102
anxiety,GoogleGlassesGuy,2020/03/04,"Do I have anxiety? I was in chemistry class today and I was already late to class so I walked in and put my stuff away. Today we were doing a lab on graphing and I told the professor that I already knew how to graph. When she called everyone over to do a tutorial, she told me to start since I had said I already knew how to graph in excel. I grabbed a laptop and proceeded to the lab table where I started sweating profoundly and uncontrollably. I remember thinking wtf why am I sweating. Is it hot? What’s wrong with me? I’m just doing a mundane task. I started up the laptop but I didn’t know which lab we were doing so I was just going through pages. Eventually I asked what lab we were on and I started doing my thing. This was weird and it wasn’t the first time something like this has happened. I get weird moments of uncontrollable panic, I’m thinking rationally but my body acts completely different. Is this normal or should I be seeing a Doc?",1.7602832080200486,4.231800857894736,3.5269924812030093,85.89061403508774,82.52631578947368,6.355889724310777,25.36340852130325,7.62386473244151,1.5479197994987466,753,31,147,13,21,251,106,190,0.115,0.855,0.03,-0.9195,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,2,8,8,0,3,9,0,23,3,3,2,0,26,42,15,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,6,0,1,15,4,29,2,17,25,1,25,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,1,13,108,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633466903202416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706870942847327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084333102772924,0.0,0.13149664956417978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546356181015128,0.0,0.0,0.14291439803887918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674497572153355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462279910891651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373739378168828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904956261015168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312311336617677,0.0,0.07954226494683876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376581033944554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691813483324021,0.0,0.1578805228209593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837718997900506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713068986092586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421243234160568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406980531491501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854694110719686,0.0,0.13313362817907812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152967902236427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577602581655615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774773639271723,0.0,0.0,0.3962564954955679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022025473650306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298293791202128,0.17936091822999714,0.0,0.0,0.08161156715317416,0.0,0.265330667826375,0.26747478756337656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629176792488864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302384925116205,0.0,0.0
anxiety,detached_wolf,2020/03/04,"im f*king afraid i will die alone. 20m. I'm afraid i will be discovered by ppl after my body has rotted in a flat. I'm afraid cause the death is imposed on me in that way. I'd rather commit suicide than die like that.(and i don't want to commit suicide now) i know it's nearly impossible but I'm still afraid.i often find it boring to communicate with others and hang out with roommates. in fact, i act like a selfish and indifferent asshole. for months i haven't get one message or pm. i have no one to talk with in real life. (except 2 friends).i also distant myself from my families cuz i don't really love them.im just not interested to anyone. but i also feel lonely and i know it's all my responsibility. i don't know what's wrong with me. when talking with ppl,i feel extreme uncomfortable and i want to end the talk and go away. i hurt a lot of ppl who love me. I'm an asshole. my life is messed up. i can't build close connections. any advice or explanation or something else? thanks a lot.",0.8785598705501627,3.2439914757281585,3.051674757281557,88.47146035598708,85.6990291262136,5.569255663430422,21.204692556634306,6.996647511020387,0.611201294498382,788,26,165,11,24,267,123,206,0.262,0.667,0.071,-0.9903,1,3,1,0,0,4,29.0,0,0,0,0,8,15,0,3,7,0,12,5,1,2,4,39,28,14,5,3,9,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,6,0,0,3,7,9,0,2,0,2,22,6,26,25,3,20,0,2,0,2,7,10,0,6,8,100,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311119256069696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896236382613233,0.0,0.21459558198204187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124197853788342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381661142157532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260595876046419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490355271734232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783223419032786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27849998054723685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208400239591347,0.0,0.11883711151815203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648599948182318,0.0,0.13568341021254535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263133851180995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009965307753899,0.0,0.0762533885811572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436345583785445,0.0,0.28985889464861003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121327931623144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954017053672764,0.1310999238214149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281375168367062,0.2421920452810716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709530046375118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183767140738594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271780892725645,0.08595441225495089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329263338660426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715042290861301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935261253770917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235285944468585,0.0,0.1235281163700812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582769681339406,0.10649997582215977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669669070816446,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dreamingbigg,2020/03/04,"I’m scared to change/move anything (furniture, wall colour etc.) I have this deep rooted belief that if I change something (colour of my bedroom wall, move furniture around etc) I will have bad luck and something will happen.

I’m desperate to repaper and paint my bedroom but I am scared that If I do, something bad will happen.

Once, I ate coco pops during the last week of Lent when I’d given up chocolate (I forgot coco pops counted as chocolate) and the next day my 17yr old dog died. 

This isn’t normal I know. So how can I get around this? How can I change the belief that if I change something, something will go wrong? My mother asked if she can have my pin board and I said no because it’s bad luck to change it’s position as it’s been there for years. 🤦🏼‍♀️ she thinks I’m mental.",1.0668518518518508,3.3785585246913605,2.1965432098765447,95.34444444444449,84.12345679012347,4.587654320987656,19.49382716049383,5.82211442006289,-0.19581728395061715,619,17,132,4,18,196,88,162,0.19,0.774,0.036000000000000004,-0.9786,0,0,5,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,3,0,14,1,0,3,0,22,28,15,1,5,5,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,9,6,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,5,3,19,2,11,19,2,15,2,0,2,0,5,6,0,6,7,73,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988543644175363,0.21387716751344865,0.1123026186820862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009033220435952,0.07322836266921004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50831415662729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747203897607455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467295990117674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679469321404003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276144953439301,0.0,0.06827099691875926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124559883221642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601871030082547,0.09791961629231524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105985845280935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767609191956336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775652928083986,0.0,0.11769904856518265,0.0,0.0,0.1260531795737515,0.12793143658818154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142683770102817,0.0,0.24053635863489525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623985364376298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697259252052907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635871036041688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313401214776191,0.0,0.07735791122533724
anxiety,noodlex6,2020/03/04,"People are causing my anxiety Here lately, a lot of people are trying to get into my business. I am trying to work on myself with anxiety and life problems. 

I’m tired of people trying to butt into my personal life and problems. So I made the decision to delete social media and during this time I don’t wish to speak to anyone.

Is is a good idea if you need a break from everyone to delete and not respond to people?",5.417499999999998,5.4674647976190505,6.976285714285716,74.9687142857143,67.69047619047619,9.100952380952384,28.704761904761906,8.841846274778883,2.333007619047619,329,10,59,5,5,114,54,84,0.136,0.8,0.065,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,2,0,18,11,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,15,10,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,2,2,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651316797657758,0.0,0.0,0.1211679074595636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801584542711155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558535192078494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053650679066633,0.0,0.0,0.14534684285215316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562252640613384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547787790317772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24479871416654586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473243656387674,0.0,0.16397052524466116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284918199151378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805479247492142,0.15130953233376332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33162891297858943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766466181095286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104638415434301,0.1991705580082705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529561782668961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927414245613206,0.0,0.0,0.12615667397683236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IamTheWambo,2020/03/04,"4 days of anxiety post panic episode On Saturday night I had a very bad panic episode which lasted about an hour and I had to have my parents calm me down. I am 20 and live at home. Then for the past four days I have had lots of anxiety today including. Has anyone else experienced something like this? If so how long did it take for the anxiety to go away? This is a first for me, I’ve never had much anxiety throughout my life and I just need it to go away cause it’s definitely not fun.",1.3555882352941209,3.3767463235294137,3.3115294117647056,89.48788235294118,80.86274509803921,7.217254901960787,22.945098039215694,8.238735603445708,1.276126274509804,383,13,85,8,10,129,71,102,0.18600000000000005,0.745,0.069,-0.8946,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,5,0,10,1,0,2,1,11,14,7,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,5,1,9,3,14,9,2,20,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,13,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832403244390429,0.0,0.0,0.1104229018653804,0.16180999694805726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967462853397516,0.0,0.13185847372379705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222964184341174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369356003671568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319237671208056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432857640468754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950169626918405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840888260025188,0.0,0.15552159508076746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872770294693428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154514820768348,0.0771528293515073,0.0,0.13944823091477246,0.1397562126015262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425984083069206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609101693706175,0.11709733970381875,0.12179936684527184,0.0,0.0,0.14819932400204275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705754440548945,0.17535395833736905,0.0,0.15075464705685665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124585188282824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157625549501215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873787058075995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969181786217975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030238669815694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fearsorfacts,2020/03/04,"Job offer- when is it anxiety and when do you trust your gut I recently got a job offer for digital marketing in a niche market. The moment I heard the offer, my stomach dropped and I felt so much dread. The usual self doubt and projecting came up. But I also have concerns this isn’t the type of marketing job I want (all PPC campaigns). I know I can’t always trust my emotions, but is there ever a time to trust my gut?

My anxiety can be so debilitating that I feel like I can’t trust my emotions at all. Everything is seen through the highs and lows of anxiety. This job checks off a lot of boxes, but is missing elements and I’m not sure if I trust my gut or just go with the job. 

I also have major concerns about my mental health. I left my last job two months ago because of a serious depressive episode triggered by my work environment. As you can imagine, a huge fear of mine is that happening again. 

Pros:
*Good salary (currently struggling financially)
*Good company growth (new and growing department)
*In the marketing field 

Cons:
*Lack of creative opportunities (looking for some graphic design elements)
*Not my endgame in marketing field - would love more content development, organic marketing 
*Niche market not interesting 
*Described as high stress

My partner told me I always second guess new opportunities, but it doesn’t make these feelings any less real. I feel like they see all my issues with the job as anxiety and brush it off.",3.20653035935564,6.058267007434948,4.3568141263940525,79.79703035935566,79.66914498141264,7.898934324659232,28.297521685254026,8.745826893841286,2.761959008674101,1151,52,202,29,30,375,156,269,0.127,0.708,0.166,0.9508,9,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,1,3,11,23,0,5,14,0,16,6,4,2,5,41,36,22,0,4,10,0,4,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,8,10,0,0,6,0,1,5,7,9,0,2,6,9,32,14,24,28,10,32,0,3,3,1,12,12,0,6,16,131,40,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227122104105075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844161076118564,0.15445212875432002,0.0,0.0,0.06311456246258773,0.0,0.2840001931548657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056576634372858814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615089040702333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993785144209499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087994345991082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395272979783923,0.0,0.0,0.08341240993746707,0.0,0.0,0.1044380122517872,0.14078386735291515,0.1326081834410959,0.08911297328693794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274654642206382,0.1556906797442235,0.07422931734497902,0.0,0.10224161784817977,0.0,0.08207233053895284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865359639965404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961195231151593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687041721275212,0.6447031525565595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100641743595853,0.07565323225819312,0.0,0.0,0.10083926303036388,0.0,0.0,0.09068538915376226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793774126588791,0.0,0.0,0.07890446802658717,0.08376541814844263,0.0,0.06195196487204351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353151018620913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408073716598103,0.0,0.06822665569547111,0.0,0.0,0.17927459977679944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056390692655453,0.0,0.0,0.0916395202664798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395823334830517,0.0,0.09682196067144476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063145182042282,0.09702605464911168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747313030790098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411875458033915,0.0,0.0,0.08868474708617162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066271715337218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221804204161837,0.0,0.054742245574666885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675674061448403,0.0,0.0,0.06593016689176938,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eggbby,2020/03/04,"Anxiety worsened without reason I've had general anxiety as long as I can remember but since December it's been much more severe. I fear often that there may be an underlying health cause that led it to suddenly get so extreme. I've been to the doctor and had blood tests and scans and everything is normal, so I'm just looking for someone at this point to reassure me that yes, it's possible anxiety can come on severely like this without an actual trigger present in my life.",13.664855072463766,7.904203021739132,13.17217391304348,55.245289855072485,56.82608695652174,17.918840579710146,52.40579710144928,15.021129683784007,7.424857971014492,386,20,67,13,3,131,68,92,0.185,0.72,0.095,-0.8104,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,1,9,4,1,4,0,17,13,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,2,4,2,12,7,2,10,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,2,4,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.17527900892197934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122165462585863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451479668792764,0.0,0.15472301740343594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838442753019814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142700541887034,0.0,0.0,0.2021175935612495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384178752871164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190923085096534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686787759126958,0.0877511560768441,0.0,0.0,0.15895423833170855,0.15083194684214218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203820303143085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598524555639394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979488916084812,0.20248970891001056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467484991483007,0.0,0.0,0.20346956900211416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058292206556296,0.0,0.14857995940612329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218779591311246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34628624170126937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jac4529,2020/03/04,"Afraid dr will take away xanax and switch me to antidepressants? I have been prescribed a very small dose of xanax for a few years now. It is .5mg tablets and i get 45 of them a month since I’m prescribed .75 a day. However I do NOT take it everyday and only use mostly at nights when my anxiety is acting up and I cannot sleep. I never have gone over 1.5mg a night though. However, whenever I go to the doctor for a checkup my doc will ask me if I feel like it is still working “or else we might need to try something to manage your anxiety on a day to day basis like an antidepressant ”.... I definitely do not want to go on antidepressants because my dad has been on them for decades and has tried about every single one and they BARELY help. (he has tinnitus and major depression, chronic back pain) and antidepressants also can have major side effects too and I am fearful of that. But I feel if I ever express that I want an increase in dosage to just 1mg of xanax then I will get cut off completely. I am not in any way addicted or ever use my rx in a recreational way or overconsume it. But it makes me wary that my doctor seems to want to prescribe antidepressants so easily when xanax is typically helpful for me. Has anyone else experienced this? I know benzos can be abused and addictive but when used correctly I don’t know why they are looked down upon. Thanks for listening to this vent!!",4.216182795698927,5.386900681003588,5.3723637992831526,81.39187903225809,70.86379928315412,9.020860215053764,27.57007168458781,9.3871,2.2748235125448018,1106,38,223,24,20,367,157,279,0.054000000000000006,0.879,0.067,0.7676,2,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,1,1,4,2,14,8,1,2,11,0,27,15,1,5,4,43,52,25,0,6,12,1,2,2,0,4,14,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,6,0,0,5,6,5,0,1,3,5,31,3,33,44,6,40,0,1,1,0,13,15,0,8,20,152,41,4,0.0,0.1379503657846001,0.0,0.2538515037915965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310893077036382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791763090793336,0.0,0.1781370748244442,0.0,0.0,0.08141047730136934,0.11929616828702852,0.0,0.0,0.10884621834886762,0.0,0.1093897023117972,0.08952738881638292,0.0,0.07097457250740252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207451112353815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252629164648384,0.0,0.10028088266743357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23834182583954894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452444497053487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106349794143837,0.0980971931609689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101598133680065,0.11774088852606453,0.08317752756984491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165961079234695,0.0,0.13233956473535902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608098496586564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797363126244773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376351384633428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977717732745266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771784715593233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235137004993196,0.0,0.0,0.09293321721362537,0.0,0.0,0.08633127870186162,0.08979789900800396,0.0,0.0,0.21852310524234056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889589805223153,0.08855016817839867,0.12388959830870445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599338744631258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631199761279656,0.0,0.1165139615130325,0.0,0.0,0.08963340775474801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298105036895064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508155562715774,0.0,0.0,0.10719298812272687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439176324950058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809648798721446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016740943642319,0.0,0.09606684225286016,0.20602007458512453,0.18483323438971286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505985470748763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476233730977525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497702364431598
anxiety,blahdeeblahblah1432,2020/03/04,Lexapro Today is my first day taking Lexapro for my anxiety and holy mother of god I feel like absolute garbage. I’m dizzy and nauseous and just feel physically ill. Anyone else experience this? Please tell me it passes quickly because this feels worse than the anxiety,6.157500000000002,8.682906416666674,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,68.16666666666666,8.966666666666667,34.91666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.7349416666666655,220,11,35,5,4,68,40,48,0.198,0.6729999999999999,0.128,-0.4543,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008764123087351,0.0,0.0,0.1832046478650067,0.26846191334517605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597198787504143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897584789245546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887712505379991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25629768393840896,0.0,0.0,0.39744291036175694,0.18718118544256476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286698794087748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800566453473505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876101269508329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700016391988096,0.0,0.22900974336954746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835642168820204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26701227036737185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,polkalana,2020/03/04,"How to deal with anxiety in public? Basically the question. 
How to act normal when there is a literal tornado inside me?",2.789393939393938,5.822098545454544,6.042727272727273,64.80075757575759,86.27272727272728,10.206060606060607,30.06060606060606,9.725611199111238,4.736133333333335,96,5,14,4,3,35,20,22,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892227430744993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245398602944396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985058991770557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699609282411623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyThrowaway2221,2020/03/04,Life is ruined by this virus spreading. Face it we are all fucked. My family and I will probably get it and die. And my parents are flying to Cuba in two weeks. All I can think about is COVID 19 and I've broken down nearly 5 mornings in a row cause I open twitter and it's always there.,-0.8225865209471763,1.3290526065573758,1.561530054644809,95.93916211293262,96.70491803278688,4.0225865209471765,14.974499089253184,5.82211442006289,-0.6709358834244079,223,5,49,2,9,75,47,61,0.225,0.775,0.0,-0.9382,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,6,3,1,1,2,11,9,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,7,8,2,6,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665657262455409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290986372845306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324837786322976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30200751159238565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961682608009765,0.16737521841284433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262802028884613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557225922188651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454029671463483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527417037852871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129458070445241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25697399139445737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,syakirla,2020/03/04,what to say to an overthinker? i have a friend who constantly overthinking. i really want to help her but sometimes i’m not sure how. can you guys help me with what i should say to make her feel better and stop overthinking?,2.0240909090909085,4.623675045454547,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,82.63636363636364,7.156363636363636,20.163636363636364,8.238735603445708,1.0795418181818182,178,5,37,4,5,55,33,44,0.10300000000000001,0.63,0.267,0.8069,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,11,7,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566069043754874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31354028483662805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467044463961713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241628877144166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872860656486835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38895195677612937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936719500734755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587231033503213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614649182154356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869577266492019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257159358501135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734552771772904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113319123524853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThinkTheevil,2020/03/04,"Tingling sensation in chin after touching it + trembling hands // other symptoms? As title says, has anyone had his/her anxiety or something similiar manifest through some sort of tingling sensation in the chin and/or trembling, shaky hands?

Also, if there are any other symptoms you want to share, go ahead. For me, it seems like anxiety/panic attacks or all those are manifesting differently every time again and it might help if there are other people feeling the same way.

Anyone feeling the same way/recognising this story?

Thanks in advance",6.948478260869567,9.87523841304348,6.466739130434785,69.18206521739135,67.04347826086956,8.513043478260869,35.413043478260875,9.188382445141503,3.9451913043478255,442,22,59,9,8,137,68,92,0.111,0.743,0.146,0.3899,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,1,3,3,0,6,6,2,0,1,16,12,7,0,3,4,0,5,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,6,2,3,10,10,4,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,9,5,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530801314626215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907529619457674,0.0,0.16770065125213726,0.0,0.0,0.3065636970999267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493913509353306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290354433881251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847000484914639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168572942252945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458625591789872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469367499867521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709851040028334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325549359414429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197768899118352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433041313764602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995672166581192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687642044109389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557014685970914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182585725694396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782738331629853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930005619918755,0.3480090128429612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marie1502,2020/03/04,"Any tips regarding coping with work? Hi, this is the first time posting for me.
I started as an working student this January. It's a good job ans the colleques are mostly nice to me.
But when I get home, I can't stop thinking about what I could have done better or what could possibly go wrong.
My heart rate is up all the time and im starting to feel depressed again. 

Has anyone got any coping tips? 
I don't want to be stressed all the time and don't know for how long I will be able to be like this.",1.243679245283019,3.0968275188679257,2.459094339622641,96.31184905660379,80.41509433962264,5.372075471698114,21.92075471698113,6.2581,0.13684830188679253,391,12,90,3,10,125,75,106,0.092,0.784,0.12300000000000001,0.5149,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,7,0,15,1,1,1,2,16,24,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,1,9,4,10,16,3,13,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,11,58,15,4,0.18077176898359268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458620036738756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639982402631153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987793940400125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886630960013614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569845973810048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849922822878508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140363798202293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376437435014295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444578821431104,0.0,0.10273676220042673,0.1516227831649498,0.14457969747155125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421541662768984,0.0,0.0,0.18132882351966165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526453109358247,0.0,0.17938808717467256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934743664320338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831595519063269,0.0,0.0,0.15997732699465533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037930080716026,0.17312938475394968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559023770275513,0.0,0.0,0.1511332932942748,0.20707345060665244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583125032057402,0.0,0.0,0.316228416667171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662387298155664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26320800160286595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764555135584413,0.0,0.0
anxiety,302Delta9,2020/03/04,"Don't really know how to handle this... So I have had to call out of work and take a break for 3 weeks. My depression/anxiety is getting worse. So me being out of work, I kinda needed help with rent. I texted my grandmother to ask for the help. I told her exactly how I was feeling. Like I kinda also needed someone to talk to so I laid it all out. I told her what was going on with work and what I was feeling. I also told her how I felt like self harming myself ( I already have but I didn't want to tell her that). Wellllll...... She freaked out when she read that. ""You need to go some where ( I went to mental facility back in November) , you need to talk to someone! You can't have your kids if your feeling like that, you might harm your kids, I'm texting your mother and telling her!) Like what the f*ck man!",0.5907738095238102,2.693581291666668,2.5892857142857157,93.12238095238098,84.29761904761905,5.638095238095239,20.047619047619047,6.937597516519254,0.2910690476190476,619,18,139,8,18,207,93,168,0.08,0.807,0.113,0.3214,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,8,0,3,11,7,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,3,2,30,33,14,0,6,2,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,8,9,0,0,5,1,1,3,3,3,0,0,10,4,33,4,22,21,2,14,0,0,0,0,31,7,0,5,7,97,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489115850818635,0.20999872430760666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004429922981377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274637250074015,0.0,0.0,0.10096044110097152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407044745506852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991653984054852,0.18759934773397632,0.12606714932258076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685980465428262,0.0,0.1492399254288028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601323235224628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215822125700977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25658325772639085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323180051802811,0.1392869584301186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894246931037881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133403016390294,0.0,0.08411318050182559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697296951779767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249758411952006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872013089209793,0.21106551987498925,0.2295213505528045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763840271903425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744325649300811,0.0,0.10531973603459116,0.0,0.0,0.12171502392721975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28676061292580396,0.0,0.13380438754956298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ar_ya,2020/03/04,I did it ! I conquered my fear I have social anxiety and I write poetry to express my feelings... I posted my poetry for the first time on Youtube to spread awareness... I am proud of myself,0.8554054054054028,3.4024891351351343,3.2419459459459468,84.99967567567569,90.08108108108108,6.203243243243244,23.616216216216216,7.554174236665415,1.648225945945947,146,6,27,3,5,50,28,37,0.14300000000000002,0.772,0.085,-0.2714,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,10,1,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378525016156493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969664747205487,0.2233058658349635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756577692846684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229679257576048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45019517760361055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575231575187075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MedicalStatistician2,2020/03/04,"Covid-19 anxiety I honestly feel dumb even posting this but maybe getting it off my chest helps. I have 4 kids 5 and under and my wife is a stay at home mom. My job is as in IT manager, where about 80 devs / BAs / testers report into my org. I should have my stuff together but I literally sit in my office whenever I'm not in meetings and refresh Reddit and some Twitter feeds. 

I'm not worried about myself really, I'm 30 and probably would get too sick, but I worry what if my wife and I needed to be hospitalized? What if it's really bad who watches our kids? What if the economy collapses and I lose everything?

I realize that all these concerns are out of my control, but I still wake up 5 times each night in a panic. It's impacting my life.

Not really asking for reassurance, just need to post this because I can't talk honestly about this to anyone bc they would think I'm nuts.",3.7683584013751603,4.912836536312851,5.601229050279329,79.42906317146543,71.9050279329609,9.530038676407392,28.853029651912337,9.851270322608157,2.7901204125483465,696,27,139,18,13,240,117,179,0.165,0.754,0.081,-0.9509,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,2,8,7,1,1,3,0,10,5,2,1,1,32,21,15,0,8,11,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,14,10,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,22,3,19,17,3,18,0,1,1,0,13,11,1,4,3,93,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256896837200969,0.0,0.0,0.1148829591324032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359909521227272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718432854209664,0.10015625977260503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427734940145254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851914734569013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147662990041057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307543533174443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168080274215747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012738170543304,0.0,0.16480712676941478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304321977092293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605053377952193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838106000242572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506226527300902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242714402443387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436539642493229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541851970484602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927716210842398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147095525887104,0.0,0.17714408151791702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157659527680727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512282174288413,0.1312108534885645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808513944811803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205878195345785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527733641514933,0.0,0.0,0.09580513408762564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337109324018034,0.0,0.23342918840117616,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FMA03show,2020/03/04,"brain zaps, anyone? hey everyone! this morning i had a brain zap for the first time. i currently have a headache :(. i wanted to make this post to see if anybody else has experienced this, mostly for my own comfort. i personally thought i was crazy before i googled ""brain vibrating in skull???"" thanks for reading!",3.0921428571428566,6.1201367857142905,3.544285714285717,83.90071428571429,82.92857142857143,6.771428571428572,29.42857142857143,7.957251820313856,2.4586714285714293,244,12,43,5,7,76,43,56,0.043,0.831,0.125,0.6751,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,4,4,1,0,5,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,2,6,6,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,3,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537229168796874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870745571176895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7362696285105088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365489354998465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007429956902787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700269813954676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467503269166889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196289801249364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055372685030666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990761352612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519048741167945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240661091171488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453484961190646,0.12819520645377808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967211695106715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zupyta,2020/03/04,"Clothing I'm very anxious about what other people think of me, usually because I stutter. But also in terms of my style. I have always wished I could dress the way I want, but I just can't because it's too 'different'.

Now this morning I was like, okay I'm gonna do it, now this is my outfit http://imgur.com/gallery/BWlanXg

I didnt do too much since I'm still very anxious about what other people would think. But I made a big step. What do y'all think?",1.1310573122529632,3.605787619565216,2.1652964426877475,94.4350395256917,85.84782608695653,4.649802371541502,19.233201581027668,6.1124844417494595,-0.10159999999999993,359,10,75,3,11,113,60,92,0.07400000000000001,0.843,0.08199999999999999,0.16899999999999998,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,1,0,12,20,4,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,12,2,5,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,49,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599155488098822,0.16639065561164082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518172655306711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379912045302296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965938597149118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089255817175273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976950041245012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921599004873693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700060223082684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27726736622821513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541684914427934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969591290165278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843971721776112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023816917016667,0.32999158457071137,0.11794720091311785,0.15872649310427164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299550733260689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205260597160355,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,i_panic_for_a_living,2020/03/04,"Eyes, Mouth and Hands feel weird silent migraines

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I started coming off of Lexapro 5 days ago, and 4 days ago I started getting this weird sensation. My vision is 'off', and my hands feel weird. I can't stop panicking that there is something seriously wrong with my neurologically. 

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My hands feel weird, my mouth feels weird, my vision is sensitive, etc. 

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My therapist says it's anxiety and so does my eye doctor.

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I am trying my best to reason with myself, but when I get the sensation, or every 30 minutes I start panicking that it could be something serious. 

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I do suffer with DPDR, extreme health anxiety, GAD, and panic disorder.

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I am terrified. I am seeing my eye doctor at 11:30 in the morning to possibly help my anxiety.

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Could it be coming off the medication?",6.336856823266218,8.72947131543624,6.437734899328863,71.022687360179,67.38926174496645,9.261968680089486,35.23545861297539,9.725611199111238,3.9999928411633103,682,34,102,16,12,217,83,149,0.214,0.6920000000000001,0.094,-0.9509,0,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,1,3,0,12,14,8,1,0,20,24,9,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,0,12,21,1,11,20,2,16,0,1,4,0,2,5,0,1,9,65,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030956193046174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904354934635557,0.5500074159563424,0.0,0.0,0.12985069962671025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059377248660011824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747736834216578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034909677460898,0.0,0.0,0.07297887460289065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484561393463949,0.11582411228758654,0.04951356377582066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310168745830504,0.0,0.0,0.04767111385402414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443424875551347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912145873533323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060141923946747625,0.0,0.0,0.03792440010259372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699842567412255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638447199243305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637854802477524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058173692159012635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499470920976974,0.0,0.0,0.045086956863188234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711613958595671,0.0,0.0,0.12014290507092913,0.0,0.0,0.0473034368814689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569377339594985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03841412499128746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061861378520085886,0.5500074159563424,0.0
anxiety,Gkell-88,2020/03/04,"Advice  Hi Reddit ,

I suffer with anxiety occasionally and am currently on venlafaxine 225mg , I was off alcohol for over 60 days and feeling great and went back on it the weekend and drank a lot of beer (around 15 pints ), I also smoked two drags of weed and now am suffering really bad anxiety from my silly night out of overdoing it , how long to recover and any help reccomendations?",34.52208333333333,8.695963708333338,29.53444444444445,11.555000000000007,50.805555555555536,34.91111111111111,88.66666666666669,22.07613591594211,13.828816666666668,305,12,54,11,1,104,59,72,0.187,0.7,0.113,-0.7264,1,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,12,6,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,1,4,2,13,3,1,14,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25602507249147205,0.0,0.2800001851179662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952270046738344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817017072461608,0.0,0.4008612349188085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323710025546995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014631691654284,0.21876051288885373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896945037877564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247595432200127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888578483267064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561424661997252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318632992230357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274451395532413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458708887862493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678450265043309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559376340943362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428782420918689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhothefuxamI,2020/03/04,"How to deal with muscle tension? Even though I take meds and generally feel more calm, I'm feeling physical tension in my muscles and I can't unclench my jaw and teeth. I do it almost unconciously and I don't know what to do to stop",1.5231250000000005,3.779113395833335,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,81.70833333333334,6.34,26.266666666666666,7.554174236665415,1.512411666666667,185,8,38,3,5,63,34,48,0.14400000000000002,0.763,0.092,-0.3492,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,12,9,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37087462129332543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818378490928324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446275845669117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745429922576043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203547074355982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114004225924315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096480465652633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784740736825477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36388916232449536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,athelas_07,2020/03/04,"Toxic Shame and Anxiety At my last counselling session my counsellor identified that I am dealing with what she called 'Toxic Shame' (or internalised shame). It's different to a normal/healthy sense of shame.

Has anyone else worked through this? I now have a break between therapy sessions due to funding constraints so I've started doing some reading in the meantime. Currently I'm reading 'Healing the Shame that Binds You' by John Bradshaw. So far it's making a lot of sense of my anxiety and panic. I thought it was interesting to hear that, like fear, shame is connected to the sympathetic nervous system and so can set off fight/flight/freeze responses. 

Keen to hear your thoughts and experiences of working through this!",6.606562500000003,8.898255281250002,5.995750000000001,74.87425000000003,66.5,9.1825,38.58125,9.642632912329526,4.22391,588,33,92,13,10,180,89,128,0.19899999999999998,0.723,0.079,-0.9412,2,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,4,12,0,9,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,11,14,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,0,0,3,2,9,3,17,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,6,59,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796223043282691,0.0,0.0,0.1277902720806854,0.1872595556361661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661873069468207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841787518501396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909456462299164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267280436833186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787746716353625,0.0,0.2056561815743849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119683489084741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897406159426246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892874656259591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553762969404693,0.0,0.0,0.12199393938960065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906631964520564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144298692671956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656195749539597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935870219106346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900236500267835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29018257488469784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26610339371708397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mobius153,2020/03/04,"Tips for high functioning anxiety? Hello all, new here. I have high functioning anxiety in a big way. I haven't been formally diagnosed but my 7 year old daughter has and we have the exact same symptoms and triggers so that's how I know. She has been seeing a counselor for a few months and received her official diagnosis from a pediatrician a few days ago. This Saturday, my wife will be going out of town for 11 days leaving me with my daughter and my 4 yo son. This is the longest shes been gone and right now happens to be a particularly difficult time in my daughter's journey with anxiety and my wife being gone is a potentially major trigger. Sometimes she has melt downs on an epic scale over small things since she is unable to properly express her feelings and frustrations. I have the same issue but my coping method is to leave for a little while and go for a drive or a walk alone rather than going into a rage. This will not be possible during this time. I've noticed that when she starts to have an episode it heavily builds my own anxiety and I have to leave the situation and allow my wife to handle her. Can you good people offer some advice for my situation for myself and my daughter?",5.2659615384615375,6.3739824658119675,6.2505021367521385,76.29831730769233,68.35897435897436,9.43974358974359,31.29166666666667,9.673873057562805,2.9950435897435903,963,39,177,21,16,320,137,234,0.10800000000000001,0.865,0.027000000000000003,-0.9398,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,0,6,4,2,0,17,0,24,2,0,4,2,32,34,18,0,1,5,8,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,16,0,0,2,0,0,9,2,3,0,0,5,2,28,1,25,23,8,38,0,0,1,0,22,14,0,2,14,130,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212802647118502,0.11985766526633634,0.0,0.0,0.14003930459504774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137485703505735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440166929910428,0.0,0.0,0.13723777520002747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683674697525412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305330281359193,0.11340977526370005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956790961516875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28571872224919703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112665271739475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430921809734281,0.0,0.0,0.4295113361988353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355183813272106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079252755163702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058901216552074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539402532886264,0.1418827052229207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373927750993884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243170428134326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547068059614855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077468045834359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184912337640532,0.30396888395975796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372855546564608,0.0,0.09570405734001236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053749175310698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982913363169767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576869162519106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732533718399506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707237494650957
anxiety,skiesrn,2020/03/04,"Rushing thoughts I’m having such a tough time sleeping, I always wake up constantly from anxiety. I went through a break-up and jumped back into the dating scene. I feel like I don’t know how to cope with this whole online dating ghosting thing....you start chatting and vibing....than all of a sudden poof they go MIA. It triggers my anxiety and makes me go into these rush of thoughts. I take ashwaghanda and thienine to help with anxiety but lately that hasn’t helped. Any suggestions?",3.7077533577533615,6.343115428571429,3.784102564102565,85.94145299145298,76.03296703296704,6.681807081807082,26.5946275946276,7.793537801064563,1.7498634920634912,388,15,69,6,9,119,70,91,0.09,0.866,0.045,-0.1696,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,2,2,3,1,17,14,6,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,1,0,6,2,1,0,0,3,1,8,1,11,11,2,17,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,9,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833182842368955,0.0,0.0,0.14574529227781352,0.0,0.4918637974736069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647992385808117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160432637926245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083668865776912,0.1531106110852695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24360656320752885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873090326813018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778494419024997,0.0,0.24176286397883284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470617264737386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306060083697866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447528399117147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169715603530118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114234670731095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238501981823926,0.0,0.0,0.3402930811410887,0.12497200956907968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986772546584889,0.0,0.2392811892090047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,enzorefice,2020/03/04,"Need motivation? Increase self motivation with right music. Get Motivated it's a fresh Playlist I made - 90 minutes of positive music just to recharge and motivate yourself. Feel free to try! 

[https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5ElBoYkB4xYjgYS5zgUKaO?si=kfAmFbt-QXexcQ\_x0fFs-A](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5ElBoYkB4xYjgYS5zgUKaO?si=kfAmFbt-QXexcQ_x0fFs-A)",27.27818181818181,36.19278212121213,14.088333333333335,3.8524999999999916,45.96969696969697,9.472727272727274,38.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,5.706115151515152,322,11,22,6,6,77,30,33,0.0,0.4920000000000001,0.508,0.9671,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,10,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451993645756785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336023563474397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588603248101345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35957558917208604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141346405209674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058963859991874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292412591869464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Born_Self,2020/03/04,"Being pain is killing you very day If you are suffering from pain , anxiety or depression just reply to me",8.587500000000002,7.709198750000002,8.730000000000004,68.09500000000004,61.5,14.0,40.0,13.023866798666859,5.512999999999997,85,4,15,3,1,28,18,20,0.5820000000000001,0.418,0.0,-0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26752783417832404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553455991468666,0.0,0.3012054326809656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869032287225759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7442339770182909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28854806636503405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loose_socks,2020/03/04,"Any tips? ( I'd like to clarify I was diagnosed with high functioning autism and anxiety at the beginning of 2019 )
I'm not sure if anyone else has this problem but whenever I'm in public and/or a stranger speaks to me I completely lose the ability to talk. I'll get this butterfly feeling in my stomache which eventually leads to my throat going dry and my hands shaking. I have days where I'll try to motivate myself to talk or hold a conversation with someone I'm not too familiar with but, when it comes down to it I just can't do it. I take sertraline ( an antianxiety and antidepressants combo drug ) along side this I also take herbal supplements, and even with these I still am unable to do anything. I literally crave confidence at this point.
( btw this is a repost from another subreddit, however I think I might be able to get more tips from here 😁 )",5.59509090909091,6.601365721212122,6.565454545454546,74.70818181818184,67.54545454545455,11.333333333333336,32.57575757575758,11.20814326018867,3.936030303030302,684,29,129,22,11,228,112,165,0.068,0.8390000000000001,0.092,0.6968,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,6,0,10,5,3,2,1,25,22,10,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,10,10,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,3,15,2,22,19,1,17,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,3,5,82,25,2,0.1926583902865137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406884510656574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101431193253682,0.2020191204099098,0.14738314123997948,0.0,0.0,0.13471122601902527,0.19740128816376887,0.1585414396470856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595814409212167,0.2019986567361442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424872350383676,0.0,0.0,0.19554421071355527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234225677415827,0.0,0.16094136369969667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272490497796891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741387086578812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131211448577066,0.0,0.10949220301417216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035541670173242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412315794280618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553545862291704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043801065410308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821244515157452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434806042025265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323882888965582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153857239349798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815782528266442,0.0,0.2897102657259065,0.3097030326843618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344771729075385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080240057566606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gshhpy,2020/03/04,"How should I ask my doctor of he can help me try beta blockers? A friend was talking about them and said they worked for her. I wanted to try them but I'm not sure what to say. If I know how to ask it will help me actually do it since I've been thinking about it for awhile.

I wantto use it for specific stuff like my phobia of doctors. 

Just dont know what to tellthe doctor and its giving me anxiety stipping me from asking.",2.4255714285714305,3.6534118111111127,3.846507936507937,90.385,75.33333333333333,6.476190476190476,22.857142857142854,6.868970318607317,0.5280476190476189,333,9,74,3,7,110,61,90,0.08199999999999999,0.773,0.145,0.7147,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,3,1,16,18,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,14,3,12,13,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,0,0,1,1,50,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.1675769413328281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136767567253171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816136581672498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272975045808789,0.0,0.0,0.20125815474588876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267281502542835,0.0,0.0,0.16473241274489395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020470311249944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874901255552096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389521611411384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633479602125989,0.13656107475988635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205109495864854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658182649951714,0.0,0.0,0.16184695770376892,0.0,0.0,0.13802449591650592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003320699455324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317737960319054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483135936237159,0.0,0.0,0.10128671367934547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250164374589621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietytris,2020/03/04,"Does anybody else do this? me: gets a small mark, a mosquito bite, or a small rash

anxiety: it's a venomous bite, you're gonna die

​

me: takes next medication dose 4 hours after previous one

anxiety: that was way too early, you'll probably overdose now

me: spends next 15 minutes in anticipation for a sudden and painful death",9.03142857142857,7.709646428571428,9.082539682539686,67.34857142857145,60.904761904761905,12.844444444444447,41.63492063492063,11.855464076750405,4.971120634920634,267,13,48,7,3,88,52,63,0.262,0.7170000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,6,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387002566637275,0.273492282743879,0.0,0.0,0.34436543437072625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335936152510117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696574542054845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802232790119489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759305230864585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165477066172445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267406452811969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787422961689293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251749378730153,0.0,0.23949700183208286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426702684445016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922933087698624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865505288409944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273492282743879,0.0
anxiety,snoberryicedt,2020/03/04,"Sleepy Every night like clock work the moment i start to feel tired my heart begins to race. Its like my brain goes full panic mode and wakes myself back up. Its currently 4:36 am and ive already taken 2 different sleep aids. I know its just my anxiety. But i don't understand it, or why i can't just go to sleep like a normal person. And yes ive tried limiting screen time, total darkness, etc. But when i just close my eyes i start to panic again. 
Im just frustrated and tired and venting.",2.306155555555556,4.2325656600000015,3.4933333333333323,89.80722222222224,77.4,6.844444444444445,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.6623777777777775,386,9,81,6,9,125,68,100,0.184,0.7190000000000001,0.096,-0.8519,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,2,2,1,5,8,6,0,1,19,13,9,0,1,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,13,3,5,12,3,15,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,14,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867494308817072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946042975198585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012736671649486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891656447752334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680925332176026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873610076600475,0.0,0.0,0.14258351100239278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556773508820037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961772665275592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200538276445974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279735946640868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300434127194526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480315802955149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588108210673831,0.16580939600697764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39710970973765497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776504338377125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387042825183675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956362448331586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867933042978527,0.3890098091102868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148960108235476,0.0,0.0,0.17617432058746574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527036856703362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320140123240092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Silentico,2020/03/04,"Anxiety is been draining lately It was triggered the last weeks, and now I am having the worst anxiety in a while.

I might dare to walk outside today, but its been a hellish experience. Honestly I cant be sure I am trully out of it for now. Its just been so bad. I forget to breath, I have had panic, I have been drepressed, and this anxiety... I cant stop thinking. Even got some bad migrain, because of how anxious I was. I have been trying to breatb and calm down, but its really hard. I kinda hope I will get medicine against it. Its periods like this that numbs me to the core. I just cant keep living with this. Its exhausting. I just wanna be normal :( 

I hae cried a bit lately. Its though. I hope going outside will help today. I wont be doing a lot, just getting some fresh air should help. Sleep has been off to. I cant deal with my mind like this. :(",0.6545999999999985,2.9260323314285763,2.3870714285714314,93.53317857142858,85.68571428571428,5.3285714285714265,20.17857142857143,6.742157984588678,0.28279999999999994,658,20,143,8,20,216,101,175,0.256,0.586,0.158,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,10,14,1,1,7,0,30,5,2,2,1,30,38,9,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,14,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,10,1,20,7,16,20,5,18,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,7,13,107,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394334005032182,0.16708692753965584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698363861742645,0.09015956024947608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614704517480297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246317469803606,0.0,0.1524802542564902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768773939391527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467633370142555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454516486191436,0.0,0.08405599737076673,0.0,0.11829057496309227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324909556721151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827090844907636,0.0,0.0,0.2937997049890244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314619093120454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055970149971144,0.33367932934781874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445146905217486,0.0,0.13059999292209995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574081540645166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690042966645118,0.14933864888724785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491235463442148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353088688608925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474967584972743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800860592494242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365252156765084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393956895744374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947694969538212,0.14531276070259486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803872121582569,0.0,0.0,0.10041560893112232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863789706108885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lvdon22,2020/03/04,"Anxiousness when in the babershop Hey y’all, just a issue in my life that I’ve ran into recently (M20) so around December of last year, I was getting a haircut in the morning at the barbershop like the usual, then while during the cut I fainted. 911 came and I went to the hospital and all that Jazz, they said they found nothing wrong and stuff like that happens. So boom after that day everytime I’ve gone in to get cut, I feel the anxiousness and nervous feeling while I’m sitting there waiting to be called up to get in the chair, then almost halfway through my cut I feel lightheaded, still nervous as hell. Now this has been happening every single damn time I get cut, I am to a point where now I wait a month almost to go back and get a cut again just in fear of feeling like I’m about to faint or feel extremely anxious again. It’s really annoying that all of this just came out of the blue? I don’t smoke nor do I drink at all. I’m also very active with the gym at least 3 days a week. Is there anything I could do beside all that mediation bull and what not, that really does not help and I’m trying my best to find an answer.

I’d also like to note that it’s affected my time in school, I could hardly sit in class for no more than 10-15 minutes without feeling that anxiousness.",4.4043063263041065,4.822082811320755,5.317336293007768,84.70426193118759,69.94339622641509,8.6503884572697,28.418423973362927,8.671277953709913,1.9230510543840176,1015,34,214,16,17,333,150,265,0.157,0.754,0.08900000000000001,-0.9389,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,1,19,17,8,3,17,0,11,4,0,1,4,40,38,19,0,2,7,0,7,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,15,13,1,2,9,3,0,6,6,12,0,0,9,10,19,5,36,26,8,47,1,0,1,0,7,17,2,3,26,139,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064380825947646,0.0,0.0,0.16822374161829504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752908113123975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655362529827673,0.09363190146378544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087641109933985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037921595981937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739985390717773,0.2405942628729855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795427019129244,0.0,0.0,0.13566393091773546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204313895116926,0.0,0.0,0.10303569950616888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861812040614378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183559858861818,0.3190909719203044,0.07514013312465152,0.0,0.0,0.09613200054529894,0.0,0.0,0.11532370457504078,0.0,0.0,0.2747592894954117,0.0,0.05977583610863666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601946524021715,0.0,0.09422001879531984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049948664748311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097798922558949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573519062970786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429127007220099,0.20554122789869392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395313634767836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009224021674842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942846216886704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476114190775185,0.0,0.1038518977278826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004962699892324,0.0,0.0,0.10644709545529668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399634741398344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040516692369915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266182427612694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714098597359962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158401704546411,0.08678396108472199,0.0,0.0,0.0843685128107625,0.0,0.0,0.09750229104346776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138911910940178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499708412456662,0.0,0.0677320389596013
anxiety,that-one-guy115,2020/03/04,Advice I’ve been struggling for days with a constant feeling of dread and I don’t know why everything has felt off and I mean everything I wake up with a knot in my stomach and wake up with one its all becoming to much and I don’t know what to do,2.415555555555557,3.3492270370370387,3.878703703703703,91.2991666666667,74.92592592592592,7.622222222222224,26.462962962962962,8.07648339933343,1.35294074074074,196,7,46,3,4,65,36,54,0.11800000000000001,0.852,0.03,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,5,3,3,0,1,13,10,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,5,0,11,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662708057034125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30094010234806784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944612714852055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573135026889994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897868710922503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777744011701318,0.0,0.26162992049179257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995030789820381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29681784958374113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200309044201126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464400949315032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848622150867038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458768236228939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RecluseOnTheWeb,2020/03/04,"Hey I don’t really have anyone else... Hi, my anxiety is honestly pretty bad. I think it turns me into a monster and I hate it. I get obsessive thoughts every day about hurting myself, and I do struggle with self harm. I feel pretty alone because my parents don’t have really any time for me, and my boyfriend seems annoyed with me. I don’t open up to friends, and when I do they don’t help much. I would like to talk to other people I can relate to sometimes. I really worry the my boyfriend thinks I’m annoying, because every time I have panic attacks or anxiety he basically tells me to fuck off. I don’t mean to burden anyone with my anxiety, and I hate how irritable and bitchy it makes me. I feel like I can’t function hardly, and it ruins my entire life. Thanks for reading 💕",3.4269409282700423,4.764394120253165,5.22854430379747,81.02779535864978,72.98734177215191,8.051476793248945,27.723628691983123,8.59863814320734,2.098808438818565,613,23,119,11,12,210,90,158,0.315,0.56,0.124,-0.9854,1,1,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,1,0,3,19,6,3,2,0,14,2,0,2,0,23,29,10,0,1,1,1,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,14,0,0,1,3,29,5,15,27,1,8,0,2,0,1,10,4,1,2,6,76,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972856119214225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174505981615476,0.0,0.3096228551561012,0.0,0.0,0.18866777692786849,0.13823369922895648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348233405036776,0.0,0.0,0.11264622051365455,0.1644826962972764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700733837239225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270200042820835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273390350977884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643152839831665,0.09638144706403268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423298724862727,0.12472434185281248,0.07048616182758745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085501284418175,0.2663961322757073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042893934036246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442651684317834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529261948345537,0.13182277001912168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005507605765495,0.0,0.0,0.14695915688453473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991761388118249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829063544066865,0.14980425679876927,0.0,0.0,0.0935312726061472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745088297734471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494891137785928,0.0,0.2592850183707501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281918397629685,0.14074305876056106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343181544318453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103973536669714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843747846991852,0.11791938599775817,0.12420921386140872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289283956763324,0.0,0.10710537745810046,0.15733701327937374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674595248488226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701009320323154,0.0,0.09583789967267796,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeehawbih,2020/03/04,jejebeakskchehwn Why can’t I make friends omggg all my old friends each have their own friend group and huge ass social circle while I cant even talk to someone without feeling awkward I swear everyone secretly hates meeee kdkskskd I want friends but I don’t want to interact and be social but I feel like I have to have friends cuz that’s part of life and what if I get kidnapped and my family doesn’t pick up their phones who will I call?? Maybe my therapist wait no I’ll just call that police lol  I feel like I’m behind in life and I should to be enjoying my youth but I’m not what am I even supposed to do everyone in school seem to be living life and having fun rn except me sucksss lol maybe people don’t want to be friends with me because I’m not pretty like everyone else is or maybe I look mean idk haha,0.7649337841645547,3.2070656568047333,1.9320033812341533,95.54477317554243,87.69822485207102,5.349225133840519,21.06537052690899,6.868970318607317,0.4612127923358691,652,22,141,9,21,206,99,169,0.07,0.637,0.293,0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,3,14,1,1,0,3,18,4,1,3,1,33,34,13,0,5,10,0,3,3,6,2,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,4,21,12,15,28,4,7,0,0,1,1,18,4,1,3,6,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841370043273289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22919652531070325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375285144316853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825227009434164,0.0,0.0,0.3217185921729184,0.0,0.0,0.10579942601596827,0.0,0.17023892342851046,0.16035270809993935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202466539299696,0.0,0.058634972170085335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080281148243012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378117894301373,0.1644881261309412,0.0,0.09910018158436508,0.0,0.09424401685382323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491366732851155,0.0,0.3382470669763773,0.12225018146315532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776535964497414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215329703583651,0.0,0.0778053936275993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417714610124402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135816461578084,0.0,0.10216898250209694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288064760603224,0.09509118925576468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020534481407053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030641182462366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858655244913173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012691330647304,0.0,0.0,0.1081846620772492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,banxehe,2020/03/04,"How do I survive getting coffee with my friend? I haven’t hung out with anyone new in a while, and I’m getting performance anxiety (aka petrifying doom) because I feel like I’ll run out of things to say and seem boring.",4.529242424242423,5.4340195000000024,5.684545454545457,80.43015151515155,69.9090909090909,8.593939393939394,30.57575757575757,8.841846274778883,2.4331757575757584,174,7,34,3,3,58,36,44,0.168,0.706,0.126,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,7,7,0,6,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896694485124017,0.0,0.0,0.2647638408372818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308241032573821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145895530347629,0.2705106566224568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925473177800884,0.0,0.3956624122090586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849913295655996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657066135959233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30112104070840634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344712588525357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515610442099466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psilocybin_fiend,2020/03/04,"Anxiety is destroying my life day by day I cant hold a job because I'm constantly anxious, cant focus on school because I'm constantly anxious, and cant get a girl or any new friends all because of my crippling fucking anxiety... its fucked with my life for almost a decade now and I just cant take it. I feel stupid, the opportunities I've missed because I'm overthinking or being an idiot when in reality it would have been great , then later realizing the fact it would've been fine induces more anxiety about the anxiety in the first place... I used to smoke quite a bit of weed to cope with it and it worked very well for years and I had little to no anxiety, but over the past year I cant even smoke instead of calming me it sends me into panic or just an uncomfortable mind state. So I switched to drinking, which is only depleting me of my health and making me more depressed by the day. I feel sick I'm so anxious and stressed, and its eating me alive from the inside out. I try not to think about suicide because it's a shitty thing to do but sometimes it seems like it's the only way out of this mess I've made for myself... It's a big shitshow and I have no clue what the fuck to do I've tried everything everyone's suggested and yet nothing's helped at all. Had to rant here as I'm not comfortable talking about this with anyone (even my really good friends, because they dont really know what to do about it and I honestly dont blame em because I dont either)",5.63780430984275,5.204747841584162,6.510351388079988,80.13223645894004,67.28382838283828,9.901688992428657,32.67501456027956,9.478462496947786,2.7499456027955738,1168,45,243,21,17,389,155,303,0.22,0.677,0.10400000000000001,-0.9888,1,0,3,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,1,4,16,22,6,2,17,0,21,9,0,4,3,43,40,20,1,1,10,0,2,1,2,1,4,0,0,1,19,16,2,1,7,1,0,1,12,11,1,1,5,2,24,11,36,33,6,29,0,2,0,3,8,11,3,5,16,155,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900755918208671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061171570121662175,0.0,0.3440714997516713,0.3048660779759112,0.0,0.06289768718429148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383844392676719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820609359507808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944158891195429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403799761026914,0.0,0.07747695134167677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162750415709049,0.08812033630024968,0.0,0.09204504613905648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188270816629768,0.0,0.0,0.08595457234325883,0.08084454497377172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096654166389928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651453308946356,0.0,0.0,0.13899594160702702,0.24948211398465,0.046997072098304615,0.0,0.0,0.07544885808967182,0.0,0.09917422233051887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561652896655712,0.0,0.0,0.06029403888308853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926512262669183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943617636085222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707385370918114,0.043946812155418916,0.09015719410010548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511632345986056,0.060044763292011624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082754876334534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868778006484637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863129581480184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682761636646587,0.0,0.10554123268178778,0.0,0.0,0.0858709422771768,0.0,0.0,0.09398242393747044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567678483093696,0.0,0.0,0.11525322972554555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103790137459998,0.0,0.08189042919527804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896646501947364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304160801456397,0.0,0.0,0.09839469862871024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763395377729144,0.07230134059895009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976121141177725,0.05763867002941606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221452542225502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769107633277864,0.0,0.0742211861801901,0.0,0.07140102443367839,0.0,0.0,0.08087913894964739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548733226785748,0.0,0.0,0.12780099139698306,0.0,0.0,0.11585440929751407
anxiety,JxstVibin,2020/03/04,"Deja Vu So all my life I've questioned my existence and my reality. Questions such as ""why am I here?"",""is any if this real?"", Etc.. I've always figured I have really bad dissociation.

For the last 9-10 months though, I've been having constant Deja Vu. I actually didn't realize it's been so long till I wrote this. Anyways does anyone else have this or know what it is? Is it just anxiety?

(Déjà vu is the feeling that one has lived through the present situation before. The phrase translates literally as ""already seen"".)",3.623636363636365,5.919733787878793,5.1484848484848476,77.7427272727273,74.75757575757575,8.036363636363637,30.191919191919194,8.841846274778883,2.7352101010101006,411,19,75,9,9,138,73,99,0.083,0.9009999999999999,0.016,-0.7471,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,0,1,13,15,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,7,0,5,10,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,6,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.1955856946624379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221173752360387,0.0,0.166769490564245,0.0,0.0,0.13629573789576627,0.0,0.1533244245792223,0.0,0.0,0.14014168133448507,0.2053588942688173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734633752317105,0.0,0.0,0.17054674411295545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165880082324881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539309445274792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674292037246767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352663360311376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134080174212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014822935632873,0.16337296358415504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156596458211754,0.0,0.0,0.17697877169847015,0.1773696423482428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997716441248902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581303254744428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490432941555469,0.0,0.0,0.22812730270774234,0.12839726002676827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225285874383221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969163498852466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085220929194068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunsetsiege,2020/03/04,"Is this a panic attack? (Possible Trigger) I have never thought about myself as a really anxious person. I mean, I'm 23 and more than anxious I am a little worried about my future and finding my place in the the world but I'm usually outgoing and it's easy for me to talk to people and make friends etc. Lately though I tend to think continuously about certain things and then I try to make myself stop thinking about it and at that point I feel my body heating up, my heart starts beating really fast and I have a panic sensation growing. It usually lasts for about 5-10 minutes and then I somehow manage to calm down but I still find it really scary.
Usually one of the things that triggers this it's a minor pain, for example I have a minor pain in my chest and my brain instantly ""visualises"" my heart collapsing or if I have pain in my liver I see my liver with cancer etc. Maybe it's worth to say that my grandma died recently of brain tumor which made me overly worried about my health.
Another thing that triggers this reaction is the sensation of not being in control of my mind or not having clarity of mind, sometimes I think that I'm losing it and I start worrying about having a brain condition. This ha always been a deep dark fear of mine but lately it has become more present, I think might be related to the loss of my grandmother as well.
Is this anxiety? Is a normal reaction? Should I see a cardiologist?",3.2432258064516115,5.383531057347675,4.876378494623655,79.97856774193552,75.34408602150538,8.191598566308244,26.93060931899641,8.954980946260402,2.401776372759856,1131,44,208,26,25,381,144,279,0.244,0.6729999999999999,0.083,-0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,11,14,1,3,15,1,17,14,9,7,2,44,35,21,1,3,8,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,22,11,0,2,9,0,1,1,3,9,1,1,3,4,34,5,36,28,4,32,0,2,2,0,4,13,0,5,18,154,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335401922112028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244072083696414,0.0674401699591376,0.1991855387451948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002917696970081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736292249522603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979229981092992,0.0,0.2952384425310881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988760206520135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149346328957107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663760946057005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992015845934906,0.04457503044306228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114853360111042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811018881521537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370719413060152,0.0,0.20893388771747912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186004748480562,0.19889077488873627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835687491609127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862558118558537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341666375408711,0.11769149855457567,0.0,0.08856595779683774,0.09602925319270596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352107035736623,0.17802768697764287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799242186997279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863755347402668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059737735998695814,0.0,0.2814170685470965,0.2068674294410832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111724134065787,0.07697564158339286,0.09210572000426112,0.0,0.08333723830690609,0.099384222985321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942766416224872,0.0,0.08704479744315056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010630312563969,0.0,0.0,0.1405000685803739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718992311056457,0.0,0.12479652340203982,0.0,0.07040261378537799,0.07370353410744476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708575790465918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757035786522435,0.2259508099803659,0.08661419822992558,0.0699871285891042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985308802397285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29127876505708955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926409017965211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685843579078251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reeldeal6,2020/03/04,"Dating a coworker for 2 months now pulling away got me panic attacks I've been seeing this colleague for about 2 months now, always together. Recently, he started to distance himself and the fact that I have to work with him everyday gives me panic attacks. I haven't talked to him about what happened and not sure if I should. My anxiety is at a very high level all the time now, panic attacks every day and I don't have any friends as I am new to the city. Not sure what I should do..",3.9774489795918377,5.065236540816329,4.800612244897959,85.58010204081633,71.34693877551021,7.6408163265306115,29.306122448979593,7.957251820313856,1.8689632653061223,383,15,77,5,7,124,64,98,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,3,3,5,0,10,0,0,0,4,13,15,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,1,12,3,12,11,1,17,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,12,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662153140347376,0.0,0.0,0.10348400656341912,0.0,0.11641322028442948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519362030916909,0.14297312925589792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814008507092213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821373841449268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756978695284928,0.0,0.0,0.14597982764542974,0.0,0.0,0.12170799992282773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456757459425595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078091351179166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429287692725928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697126254304396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356326277304013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025414653466584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126352471779615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771002785383846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28684568624781065,0.0,0.0,0.12231225044910532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873428469880684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556005514554613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078498571721193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Schmidt042,2020/03/04,"I was told to post this here For a while now I've been sick. I barely eat anything yet I'm never hungry. I force myself to eat sometimes but I either throw it up or I feel bloated. I don't know why im feeling bloated because two chicken nuggets can keep me full for almost the entire day. Two months ago I weighed 265lbs today I weigh 230. I feel nauseous everymorning and wake up shaking in pain most days. I'm scared because I have no idea what is wrong with me. I have been to the doctors a lot in these past 2 months. I haven't hung out with any of my friends after not being at school because I'm super sick. On top of that I quit my job because of my boss treating me like trash that was also the first day I felt really sick.
I moved out of my Old house in Late January but on top of that I lost my brother/bestfriend too. After moving and dealing with so much stress I don't feel like myself.
Life feels like I'm just watching these decisions made by what feels like someone else. I have really bad ADD and disassociating with a really low attention span is hard to stop. Life doesn't feel real to me right now and I don't know what to do. I'm in pain constantly and I'm always confused.
I have to force myself to focus on what I'm doing. It's hard for me to get to sleep most nights and I'm perpetually tired.
I started Dating my Bestfriend and she makes me really happy. I don't usually feel happy anymore but every time I talk to her or see a text from her my day lights up.
I don't want to lose her because she has been the only thing I deeply care about.
I don't know if it's fair to her to keep her in this relationship but i really do like her. Everything feels real with her and I'm super scared to loose her due to me not feeling present.
I feel like I need to work on myself and try to get better but I don't know how.
I just hope writing this down makes me feel something.",0.9748945409429268,2.9435319454094326,2.8623269230769246,92.48579807692309,81.90322580645163,5.518833746898261,20.248697270471464,6.6274283507984215,0.1553960794044662,1486,41,332,15,40,496,188,403,0.157,0.682,0.161,0.5625,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,10,11,27,0,5,8,0,26,15,2,5,1,70,67,21,0,4,13,0,15,6,1,0,9,0,0,0,16,17,4,3,20,0,0,4,13,12,0,3,9,18,60,15,52,57,6,55,0,3,2,0,16,22,0,9,34,203,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581181854731374,0.0,0.07434350299823235,0.0,0.0,0.059371990768263876,0.06177600954016318,0.0,0.0,0.05048769277908692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736289705060664,0.0,0.0,0.061095550398935876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198968953113311,0.2262888011292814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566177909694125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569554692015984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023015971078197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915220188672394,0.07654113182476327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599071628444158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151937967329039,0.062020385453015775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255281419899486,0.0,0.06672469811356795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504730677570022,0.2121564648264964,0.07128479137613969,0.0,0.0,0.06315094139439342,0.0,0.0,0.05735985183507989,0.0,0.0775776633784834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806581654195948,0.1330140450399542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373991491322654,0.0,0.08566629593708508,0.0,0.08381115552576228,0.08019503224729295,0.0,0.07367458572831344,0.13198093588776988,0.0,0.0,0.1632077436832446,0.0,0.08374918332654502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487985960739377,0.21762787644425527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305877317858866,0.08104485523119839,0.06311862722624484,0.0,0.07025039214752887,0.09911537519964857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851988995729427,0.15781682790784485,0.05457704684460639,0.05505014223330357,0.057260672921503365,0.0,0.0,0.06967189763514188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790539579078086,0.0,0.0,0.0564650428709413,0.1579992816201379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087321354868313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110414019145588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896642360213939,0.0,0.16900926399383806,0.2378093958765448,0.0,0.0,0.0797090503137804,0.0,0.06340299939967985,0.0,0.0,0.148660115396461,0.07513774105703347,0.059161949605317087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429648037079041,0.0,0.06290573694607275,0.05715578316400138,0.07342808995438807,0.0,0.05254948060190198,0.0,0.0,0.062070357896003424,0.08504494879820237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967360106036016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932365927281332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043291610497317536,0.0853312495245466,0.07037355319359173,0.07094223726468465,0.0,0.050406030590244524,0.0,0.1450489786052154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176802471119321,0.0,0.04379036420080405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699263617570729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404968853808674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117291591947927,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hailvi,2020/03/04,"Weight gain from stress eating I just had a thought and I’m wondering if anyone knows if this is a thing..

If it comes to a point where the only solution for my anxiety is medication (trying everything else first, medication is my last option), and this decreases my anxiety a lot, will this in turn cause weight loss? 

Is that a dumb question... I just figure since I find myself eating in excess in times of high anxiety this may be a thing?",3.1103823529411763,5.418137847058823,4.518455882352941,81.59180147058824,76.41176470588233,8.485294117647058,23.56617647058824,9.188382445141503,2.089735294117648,347,11,66,9,8,115,57,85,0.16,0.774,0.066,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,1,7,0,8,6,0,1,0,18,14,5,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,3,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,2,7,0,7,9,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,8,3,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37287852894076173,0.0,0.0,0.11360621793232815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669064635596614,0.0,0.13995772767082945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33250474029755506,0.135726918825693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602195098238846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849910220805387,0.13820105492404916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166363741606588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929194819097626,0.1324387172214172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813033781313172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273527085861667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235694721058988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359128367506178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200905630326705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344009045640762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611443282327347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158821893610707,0.0,0.0,0.12898691076305244,0.0947404125415222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030978237680153,0.17672601999289328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395701280010748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761970830156891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drakecookie,2020/03/04,Can you fullfill my birthday present? https://discord.gg/ssxnzB I will delete this post if its not allowed,7.730416666666668,11.725742875000002,2.715,85.09666666666669,89.0,4.633333333333333,36.583333333333336,6.42735559955562,2.8267333333333338,90,5,12,1,3,22,16,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZiggieTheKitty,2020/03/04,"Perception vs reality I'm sure it's not just me who's done this, but over the years I've built up a persona for my family. They can rely on this guy and come to him with their issues, he's a provider and he's always a happy asshole ready to crack a joke. The thing is though it's not really me, I hate being a provider (I'm just not one of those who derive satisfaction from it) I'm normally depressed and honestly would rather be taken care of instead of always putting myself last. Well the issue is my boyfriend has moved in (we're getting an apartment soon) and now I'm in constant worry about them catching me cuddling him or any number of other things that clash with their perception of this persona I've built. I'm not worried that they'll find out I'm gay as they already know it, just how do I let go of the persona they rely on. And they do absolutely rely on it, would've been homeless a few times without it.",3.9670438985098686,4.71970014659686,5.090785340314138,84.7327788964962,71.09424083769632,7.761739830849779,28.30487313733387,7.882392219407189,1.6565800241643172,732,26,152,9,13,242,114,191,0.042,0.778,0.18,0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,8,0,11,8,1,0,11,0,13,2,0,1,1,29,26,10,0,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,17,9,0,0,4,1,0,5,5,2,1,1,3,0,18,6,23,18,1,20,0,1,0,2,15,9,0,1,6,104,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095149341188588,0.0,0.27288218471754233,0.0,0.0,0.11150924128522896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671843679343932,0.0,0.0,0.14125072642709766,0.0,0.17719970442475508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123221038826306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780428641510364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458189378878798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498710104096042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567064474373101,0.0,0.09319128807122674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236193044483224,0.0,0.17455540455024596,0.0,0.1618922623785404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422964940232492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011687140084174,0.13366225163783615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676764769485162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742804411665927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066157571420125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111431985931564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484107927837324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504716632912356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454535392303326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787661587105828,0.0,0.16110549831831986,0.0,0.09561567136161847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743403515948084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806692505380132,0.0,0.0,0.3330509909116803,0.0,0.2329675625104001,0.0,0.0,0.10559510941619048
anxiety,janzy413,2020/03/04,"WHY AM I LIKE THIS Why would I do anything and everything in the world for someone I love, but always jump to the conclusion that I will be a burden if I ever needed anything? I’m so frustrated and sad. I’m crying because I cannot shake these fucking thoughts. I’m too complicated and I think too much. I always find a way to blame myself for everything. Like this is not okay. I love myself to pieces most of the time and I’m so proud of myself, but man, I kinda hate myself right now too. I overshare all the time, too. Who tf am I???",0.022232142857145483,2.287733901785717,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.44642857142857,4.985714285714288,18.714285714285715,6.5431188927421005,0.08840357142857158,415,12,90,5,14,140,65,112,0.223,0.617,0.16,-0.8816,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,12,3,1,6,1,8,3,0,0,2,18,19,9,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,16,6,8,15,4,10,0,1,0,3,4,3,1,3,6,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31842622550471444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149187792069681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664121615161505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018184010875687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308114226684235,0.0,0.0,0.343934383693584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748844843305015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689397419809588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889120834362169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696152917770006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34538994242365395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065948217829882,0.1418787741012304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340629586467462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212471902468487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260518294658293,0.0,0.1519053586100227,0.22314785673747306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187955688076904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453154781739681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592492612151724,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,watermelonblue94,2020/03/04,"To all those fighting your inner battles.. I know the stigma of mental health. I know how those who have not been through this kind of thing themselves just will not understand it. About 2 years ago I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I know what it's like to be judged and misunderstood. To be suddenly terrifed when there is no kind of danger around. To be paralyzed with fear when all the eyes in a room are on you and everybody is waiting for you to say something, or anything for that matter. I know what it's like to know exactly what to say and what to do but be unable to do anything at all because you're frozen, mentally screaming at your body to act and it just won't cooperate. I know how it feels: blood pounding in your ears, barely controlling the urge to vomit and forcing yourself to breathe because it feels like the air around you is getting thin. It is real. It has made me physically sick multiple times. I know how it makes your body feel hollow and numb and shaky. I know how it feels to be a prisoner in your own mind.  It is, simply put, a constant overwhelming fear. People say ""it's all in your head."" And they're right. That's exactly what makes it such a nightmare. I fight this battle everyday with a straight face and sadly many others do the same. We don't always win. There are so many people who struggle silently everyday and are afraid of being judged for it when they should not be. No struggle should be undervalued because others have been through worse. Everyone is suffering somehow. Mental health is important and real. Don't judge people. To all those going through this, know you are not alone <3",4.095619047619048,6.24652046666667,4.4311111111111146,84.07333333333334,72.90476190476191,7.7142857142857135,27.857142857142854,8.515128840125781,2.0961428571428558,1317,51,246,24,27,413,154,315,0.187,0.764,0.049,-0.9938,0,1,1,0,3,0,36.0,1,10,1,2,17,22,5,7,10,0,34,14,8,8,7,65,54,21,0,2,8,0,5,3,0,4,6,5,1,0,32,17,0,2,14,0,0,3,9,16,0,0,4,11,22,6,37,38,7,28,0,3,1,0,19,15,0,3,13,175,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378582606496668,0.0,0.0,0.09789368740820133,0.0,0.0,0.07864778856701418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230715213956004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556297552812687,0.16828477312033335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285461380986286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099796938987872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214199143971923,0.10601164665764204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959352940581768,0.0,0.0,0.10832752582391174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903174244888129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127214114090494,0.1911675791935232,0.06752474347647625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938253306040465,0.0,0.05371760511299063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700426695613132,0.20093959865991232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968550102926145,0.4675089647227328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853234726781985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943662806152324,0.12618498880822418,0.19165585753149572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857602480512044,0.0,0.09543774174313342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658374247781935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501819522343118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516774811769346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071912913148932,0.0,0.22549707966865415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276572221360443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976245893942452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279455009663001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511507548743441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839812386074756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632343666912327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086745345923932
anxiety,morelivegames,2020/03/04,Why do I have shaky hands after sex? 20F. Self explanatory title... usually get shaky legs but not hands except tonight I do.,2.472028985507244,5.3932637391304405,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,85.52173913043478,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,1.2220840579710144,98,3,18,2,3,31,19,23,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28382411302748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667250532835261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983097731221504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901958814917456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thesockemporium,2020/03/04,"Anxiety making me sick For the past 5+ years, my anxiety manifests itself so that I feel really nauseous and have no appetite. I could deal with this when it was not constant, but the past couple of weeks have been so bad. I have so much anxiety that I am not eating nearly enough and I’m starting to lose weight. This is not ideal. I am also having trouble finding/dealing with the root of my anxiety. Sometimes I just get the feeling in my stomach unprompted. Does anyone have any advice or suggestions on what I can do? I usually eat pretty healthy and I am also considering seeing a doctor to make sure that this is not a true stomach issue.",4.70904761904762,5.978546730158732,6.071587301587304,76.46785714285714,69.7936507936508,8.774603174603175,30.66666666666667,9.150863307647796,2.8274666666666666,512,21,90,10,9,173,85,126,0.218,0.6920000000000001,0.09,-0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,6,0,15,7,2,3,2,21,23,11,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,4,13,3,10,20,2,11,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,8,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481729219948783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24251992549318746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311488070947446,0.0,0.4639919044989131,0.0,0.0,0.1060245388178018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660628936222404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638601982482786,0.0,0.12106572087035634,0.1677777954160327,0.0,0.0,0.1563258141348039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520165833253238,0.1326940834026071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31031454427768024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667626979374386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333927302455733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922140094610948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582642915585604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963729211514106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243091984627226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114668816315588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894995813156562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426413854058127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713926756248806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083097959705458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499678103632332,0.0,0.10732582784718732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429112560564792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670010976900207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162995094511635,0.1846467846845504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764596176475568
anxiety,gambler_no_1,2020/03/04,"Constant fear that things will always go wrong. Hello guys, I am 24 year old Male. My problem is I feel like in my life something will always go wrong when everything seems to be going good. This feeling started 15 years back when I unexpectedly lost my father to heart attack. Everything was going so perfect in my family, but this sudden event changed a lot of things including a constant fear of anxiety that something bad will happen when everything seems to going perfect. This is just one case.

Last year I was laid off from my first ever full time job. This left me with shock and so many unans questions, like why a few of us were only laid off, what could I have had done to save my job etc. 

This year I bought my first vehicle and it feels like I am gonna crash it. I been very excited driving and having fear as well.

These are just few of the cases in which I feel this way. I believe this has something to do with hereditary also. My father and grandmother also used to get scared with small issues.

This feeling of constant fear needs to go before it gets me. Thoughts?",4.768857142857144,6.053211504761907,4.929047619047619,84.65928571428572,69.66666666666667,7.6952380952380945,26.857142857142854,8.021203637495839,1.5776571428571429,856,27,165,11,15,268,124,210,0.171,0.6940000000000001,0.135,-0.8433,2,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,5,12,21,1,5,4,0,20,2,1,1,3,28,43,13,0,3,3,2,5,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,18,7,0,0,9,0,1,7,0,12,1,3,9,5,21,9,22,28,5,36,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,4,23,110,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084513144989094,0.14654806199937742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736663044071241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018240745118344,0.0,0.06771368085682332,0.07352748204644441,0.0,0.0,0.0749336546675758,0.09921489538798624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315714704859172,0.0,0.0,0.28548884527426954,0.0,0.07030975840597534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011725332958694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821159388611922,0.0,0.07965646022918027,0.0,0.0,0.23743137349328705,0.0,0.08301632801125906,0.396373644520288,0.22263212003771185,0.1258219776268832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980974238499142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201675785780117,0.0,0.3002834943483073,0.07386161515512138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719450217608246,0.07787229014750273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435302883231867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919130867414664,0.17477444460169975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178168835123219,0.0,0.0,0.09567882741228943,0.0,0.06220027921291073,0.12906686498263792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612927864360124,0.07486654256984311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928030591774776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529631581201198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240548926206374,0.0,0.05967259552915345,0.0669745639532478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426274236190932,0.0,0.0,0.09864877605859358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816469358461587,0.0,0.0,0.16033534553751788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033816035647806,0.0,0.0,0.062330220085483626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700798952462285,0.0,0.0,0.06991081176286365,0.05134923464981251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592686499388994,0.07605666310096719,0.0,0.07265977019138288,0.0,0.06989893713346602,0.0,0.0,0.07917765737523075,0.0,0.07946159903219734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256234909611933,0.0,0.2268342824588963
anxiety,Avasquez67,2020/03/04,"Got a new job I’m happy I got a new job that pays a lot more, but I’m leaving the only job I know and I’m feeling anxious about getting used to a new place. I’m afraid I’ll just end up going back to my old job which pays less and less hours because I miss my old coworkers and the familiarity of the whole place.",0.6731455399061055,1.905674366197189,3.1517605633802823,93.54247652582164,79.98591549295773,5.860093896713615,21.6924882629108,6.42735559955562,0.11789953051643165,244,7,61,2,6,85,42,71,0.063,0.872,0.065,0.0247,4,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,12,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,1,5,10,5,12,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,8,30,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625061163532426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315811281945948,0.0,0.08970828691963233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303414126735734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440927811835013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768858119599971,0.0,0.0836352740473401,0.0,0.23539699637652176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665615743873001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492443798808194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5841403412115534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087611397899942,0.0,0.0,0.155822784266077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511144813459796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263884926820915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088424863850919,0.0,0.0,0.11192295512454084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075048998493568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271002898520413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430056374811208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tag0sa,2020/03/04,"I practically can’t engage in serious conversations with my girlfriend because I can’t think This happens every time we have to talk about some new way I managed to be an oblivious asshole like when I avoid conversations because all of a sudden my chest feels super tight, I only kinda know how to breathe, my head starts spinning, my mind and body feels like a dark grey mush on black background. Yea idk where the fuck that came from either. My brain feels like it’s thinking soooo many thoughts that the whole thing’s just overheated, burnt out, broke. She asks me questions and all I get out is, “I don’t know”. Recently we kinda had a conversation about the lack of communication, and it literally took me so fucking long to utter out any words. I started stuttering and shit too. But I’m pretty sure the conversation helped...

I hate even the idea of making someone angry or irritated. I keep telling myself how much I absolutely hate any sort of conflict, but I think that’s became me having increased anxiety when my friends even rant to me about something in their lives and increased anxiety in general I think. 

It’s so godamn frustrating. And my girl is neurotypical so it’s even worse that I struggle so badly to explain, let alone fully understand, why I do these irrational things. 

It’s so fucking weird that I haven’t had a panic attack for months on months, but maybe It’s just cuz I’ve developed lots of skills and knowledge on how to alleviate the stress and stuff of anxiety attacks, so yea. 

Thanks for reading my venting to the end. Hope y’all have/ had a much nicer night than me!

ALSO, I miss seeing my wonderful therapist every week. She was so sweet and patient with me. I recently got into a 10 month long program taking me thousands of miles away from home and I move every few months so I can’t really see a therapist :/ I don’t really have friends I feel really comfortable talking to about these mental health type things. At least I’m not in a major depression like I was a year ago. That’s good :) ok, nite",4.139389265404692,6.251580665809772,4.8720542182752995,81.12788657786089,72.67609254498714,8.108467710524266,27.983251538521447,8.841846274778883,2.3161389888603248,1625,63,300,33,33,523,216,389,0.184,0.6509999999999999,0.165,-0.3044,0,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,1,1,2,25,35,9,4,17,3,20,10,6,5,3,66,57,29,0,2,8,0,5,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,19,19,0,4,17,1,0,5,7,20,0,1,9,10,46,15,40,46,14,41,0,3,4,3,21,15,4,9,24,191,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277115430130747,0.0,0.0,0.08502436469364673,0.0,0.06565034057320525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165312743645207,0.0,0.18840447743593414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674657248865216,0.18678697945491254,0.0771297785567188,0.0,0.06854485047723029,0.10008717356319866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118764725791233,0.0,0.09164377274087172,0.0,0.09389337762686516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070722481321996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271069396531682,0.0,0.0,0.16266643882236767,0.0,0.20750256995786395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603626241164546,0.11729557987224967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685085204232244,0.22768304140667606,0.042890595007581175,0.0,0.0,0.06885634086607956,0.0656578696394561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725952301903719,0.0,0.0,0.16210116035217892,0.08425186944002068,0.08726181519046584,0.0,0.0,0.05502570878663721,0.0,0.08234672270546525,0.08153761504793919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926738489463162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729686951547694,0.0,0.0,0.09023315386888373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394641929694464,0.0,0.16042743412522625,0.0,0.07249028346399179,0.1453007671862162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979316880395266,0.0,0.0,0.05479821422272499,0.08323017529456296,0.08247420396200313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273118927454302,0.0,0.0828912831291145,0.0,0.2621057855635957,0.08725266212457086,0.12069670113684007,0.0,0.0,0.07928665332530474,0.0,0.07703942126484144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062435994599315474,0.0,0.09631932512916584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351885489677645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196378573696933,0.0,0.08211596368063773,0.0,0.15777407119535486,0.0,0.16211534446735187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130836176800054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426805254828051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955776623083408,0.06319977790690283,0.0,0.0,0.11621275466154588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403811090695638,0.08582220981738596,0.09397770064168892,0.0,0.0,0.07737238590002746,0.0,0.06172428176281899,0.13196768988707375,0.07175355413369927,0.07558089346630638,0.0,0.19063433748203948,0.1636183150173801,0.21040943553557864,0.0,0.06517326590893388,0.04786952460806885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120917458934312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546248680388269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516219597053967,0.06585065278418488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407683865609785,0.09165473784557293,0.0,0.0,0.08902716776320638,0.0,0.0,0.08366054262263692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286568212832858
anxiety,sociallyinvalid,2020/03/04,i don’t know I’m so anxious I cannot sleep but I also cannot concentrate on watching or reading or anything to pass the time. I have to catch a bus for an appointment and I forgot to tell someone that I was going on said bus. I cant back out of either obligation without having people furious at me. I cant deal with that. I’m so so terrified of confrontation.,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142893,2.6179220779220813,88.76116883116887,94.71428571428572,5.916883116883117,22.584415584415584,7.348242739294969,1.3189064935064936,286,12,59,6,11,101,54,77,0.174,0.772,0.054000000000000006,-0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,0,10,14,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,3,2,9,0,12,11,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,2,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410015147914568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404567167238983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479977511724573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317311147443617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106941248714327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712726980332552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562234542075774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892857436483409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301446595140302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866671663476833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015826837089197,0.0,0.25534562167957703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26340632945551284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757283792005202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905051457502461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TatsuEureka,2020/03/04,"How to stay focused and concentrated on the track of achieving your own dream while there are tons of people trying to walk that same path. How to stay focused and concentrated on the track of achieving your own dream while there are tons of people trying to walk that same path. I grew up from a community that when something or an opportunity get popular, tho they seem didn't have prior interest towards that particular field but once things get popular they started trying to achieve it, which is really frustrating to watch them since I have been trying that for years. I don't really like to jump into those kind of competition and the reason I have been doing this for years is that I am really interested on it. A certain language for example. Many of you won't understand this kind of feeling cuz this is like a third world problem.",8.782500000000002,8.158434471337582,8.448463375796177,69.4455613057325,60.97452229299362,11.926433121019109,35.54856687898089,11.20814326018867,3.9441980891719752,680,25,120,16,8,218,88,157,0.092,0.777,0.131,0.3591,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,3,4,6,12,1,0,7,0,15,0,0,4,1,17,21,12,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0,4,2,0,4,3,2,0,1,3,2,11,10,24,17,6,20,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,9,92,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658654361189211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893673688975806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566503275467208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732317169352967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361540420853613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237018088758206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237439240318233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385819833951207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291115157124664,0.17606823090009396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589488374993296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165551298354204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183265502401775,0.0,0.0,0.12120798918988793,0.3650484594327179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113767471942025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46505606075706,0.0,0.0,0.17827193248855322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205521432337852
anxiety,dizzywizzy__1,2020/03/04,"First anxiety attack at work Today I had my first anxiety attack ever at work. It’s been a super stressful past 2 weeks with school and work and internships, and after some things fell through, i ended u leaving no roommates to move in with with only 2 months left on my lease. I have been feeling major anxiety for the past few months, but never really acknowledged it or honestly even realized it was as bad as it was, until today. 

I am a server and right when i got to my shift today something felt off. My first customers started off rude and then right when their food came out yelled at me because their chicken wings were touching the other flavors of chicken wings 😒

They started demanding a manager and just going crazy

My chest had been beating fastish all day but it started pounding. It became hard to breathe and i started freaking out. I stepped outside and some co workers followed me, which made me freak out more because it was not a scene. I could not get it together. I was crying, having trouble breathing, literally felt like the world was ending. 

I AM SO EMBARRASSED . It’s been about 7 hours now and I’m feeling back to normal and feel like i was over dramatic. But it all felt real then. 

Is this normal?",4.715128205128206,6.447758119658122,5.162905982905986,81.20153846153849,70.36752136752136,7.593162393162394,30.948717948717945,8.167268648758528,2.3806512820512817,976,42,172,14,18,311,140,234,0.207,0.731,0.062,-0.9881,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,9,9,13,3,2,7,0,19,4,3,1,4,43,36,22,0,3,7,0,8,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,14,17,1,0,8,0,0,6,4,9,0,3,19,10,22,4,26,16,7,50,0,0,0,0,3,15,0,3,31,125,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290487023954904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408194732121542,0.0,0.08138541171084371,0.08837304844001179,0.1290397247341377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105422874868832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450565030218184,0.0,0.1162616769894378,0.06825887005847545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874879187908752,0.0,0.0,0.06990716772802945,0.09573949797365094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054959517831038,0.07561303212188758,0.3048726829720215,0.0,0.0,0.2700856180321507,0.12798369681825725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529770075849843,0.0,0.060152038968269976,0.0,0.08465094100749568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948129982133088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423234144458428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207063404864262,0.1149968612314076,0.0,0.0,0.10341740705791597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014957898870304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896300103326845,0.11249253128090353,0.0,0.0,0.08163132062886443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740396582302706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049706340753511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207495734888184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047054910830733,0.06780463467471631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077575092147832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711702672379728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148178886494217,0.0,0.0,0.29966001313150675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124082950838555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031624392901346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009754753885125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489949117674864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311611388670515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sablemint,2020/03/04,"I just beat an incredibly intense part of a very hard video game. It took so long and I barely made it. My heart is racing, I'm shaking... You know where this is going. I hate panic attacks.",-0.6684615384615356,1.5082912564102564,1.7706410256410263,93.94519230769232,97.97435897435898,3.6256410256410256,16.756410256410255,5.46131890053228,-0.5610205128205124,145,4,31,1,6,49,34,39,0.275,0.687,0.038,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,2,2,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33927518378291555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948873613636736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671519621296646,0.2944364812279903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35339930369152434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389723711746906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26392066853247464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821886981476792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499040118364597,0.0,0.32294974889853634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313401133397209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606772299136465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GFburnTToast,2020/03/04,Im on new meds and I underestimated my energy boosts I'm being treated for anxiety and depression. Dr said to take this in the morning so I won't be awake all night. I did. It's currently 10:20pm and I'm still Goin'. I could run a marathon right now. Atleast I'm not sleeping and sad and motionless all day.,-0.2731250000000003,1.9931154375000024,2.209125,90.623375,97.75,6.3100000000000005,23.5875,7.554174236665415,1.4792987500000003,244,11,54,6,10,83,50,64,0.122,0.765,0.113,-0.1396,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,2,9,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,1,4,4,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368384972794872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718554892856084,0.0,0.0,0.19966246285678166,0.0,0.2666527849996612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344145543593669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438890461776805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29900773193041913,0.0,0.29053291639288403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643915114830179,0.2944947090855064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30981749963079563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724210012489498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23277609434732316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlueAccess1,2020/03/04,"At my brim...((TRIGGER WARNING)) I am a young adult (19 years old) who has been considering getting therapy for my anxiety. Most of what I am going to say here will sound stupid, however, it is the truth and I find it difficult to understand and fix.  
Out of fear of judgement, and most of all, sounding like a Debbie-Downer, I have taught myself to retreat into my shell and not speak about my mental health. For one, I know it doesn't make complete sense. Consequently, I have not gone to seek professional help.  
The point is, I am tired and concerned, not to mention TERRIFIED of how quickly my anxiety has worsened. I find it immensely hard to be in certain environments, make plans, and live a normal life. I have no clue what made me this way, but I am longing to work towards identifying it.  
I had a panic attack and never made it to my job interview and I cannot let myself live that down. I just don't understand how I could be so stupid.  
People have asked me about my plans for the future and tbh, I give them a false hope. Because I sincerely do not think I'll last long, due to my depleting mental state.",5.152503276539972,5.764555862385322,5.963591087811272,80.04100917431194,68.35779816513761,9.347837483617301,30.25032765399737,9.424239791934726,2.561341022280472,870,32,172,17,14,286,132,218,0.136,0.778,0.085,-0.8488,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,3,8,11,3,2,8,0,23,3,0,6,4,38,38,13,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,11,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,9,6,0,1,6,5,29,5,25,27,3,21,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,11,122,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430726755320734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094711283899846,0.1593505408932411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538574417935396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468613703383276,0.0,0.0,0.1118349849750284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576183789576795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560440011285955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318111287666902,0.1343684931322383,0.07960535597535197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547575449341306,0.0,0.0,0.14888850915096333,0.0,0.0,0.09388637777400492,0.0,0.0,0.1391217214278076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899846784560208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769791444642985,0.11417624267586705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323168948987594,0.09893601470016238,0.0684314251361948,0.0,0.2473698308779554,0.247916165365428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650763971735946,0.18699644058396955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823164612032664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080310900321546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723945865535025,0.0,0.0,0.14698054349102682,0.0,0.09491547084958653,0.0,0.0,0.1643426817286204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710732490770996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241200191076674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138977163177398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601829505821502,0.0,0.0,0.08975159151746265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099056175221274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916368911371036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118153100391368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197307280465437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020088087963082
anxiety,savxelizabeth,2020/03/04,"Ugh I’m literally scared of everything, every noise I’m like what is that, every time it rains I’m convinced there’s going to be a tornado, I check the weather like 5x a day just to make sure it’s fine. I’ll be on my bed and hear a plane flying over and scare myself thinking it’s crashing and going to land on my house. And a new thing that started a month ago, I can barely even eat anymore because I’m scared I’m going to choke, I’ll take an hour+ to finish a  chicken sandwich and tense up everytime I swallow. When I was a kid I would stay awake at night thinking a demon was going to possess me (????)  I have really bad memory too. I would always tell my mom something’s wrong and she never cared and I like begged my dad to take me to a doctor (my parents divorced when I was like 14-16 I don’t remember) and the doctor gave me a prescription for lexapro but my mom wouldn’t let me take it so here I am almost 23 and never taken medicine, which I know I could now but I’m too scared lol. and it probably doesn’t help that my fiancé yells at me when I get scared either, even when it is rational if we’re in a tornado warning he will cuss at me ha. 
I just wanted to vent, this is all over the place so sorry",0.8434482758620658,2.6542810383141777,3.039454406130272,91.86598620689655,81.52873563218391,5.861823754789272,20.78482758620689,6.918507183188421,0.3717174252873559,945,27,212,11,25,322,145,261,0.127,0.784,0.08900000000000001,-0.8619,1,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,15,17,0,5,15,2,19,5,0,1,4,31,43,19,0,6,6,4,0,4,0,4,2,2,1,1,13,10,3,0,4,0,1,4,5,8,0,0,5,2,30,9,20,30,2,32,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,2,20,129,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391281294237164,0.0,0.10608744211397604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815375347971317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506781132790703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845867270948739,0.06458237538635883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801679539325916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458752746610694,0.0,0.0,0.06832500578636032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687599830255375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084069869179951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994980096898355,0.0,0.1785244920611274,0.0,0.0952154830377575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535127846476416,0.0,0.24084128008843936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194063960869418,0.0,0.07101191599771052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043333317153678,0.12224495544096622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822395825550662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083347440109826,0.0,0.20703521548450046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707183291413356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24816026633035465,0.08456335428193518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634208257340722,0.10232121111801894,0.0,0.09942110755145232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763808552319815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068875327542167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142253674012602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787033029587645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001370678809566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303412790205096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156073622242596,0.0,0.11859544385037997,0.0749875881098357,0.11292202642346315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985080590928212,0.0,0.2389697256907348,0.0,0.0925995770165675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038437303766107,0.13576905678138854,0.0,0.0,0.06177669920617235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624884157989325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051891420151953,0.11583294668042685,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxessed,2020/03/04,Can Paxil cause excessive salivating? Started last week and the past two nights it's been making me drool like crazy.,5.3514285714285705,8.260678666666667,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,71.85714285714286,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.0848857142857145,96,3,16,2,2,28,21,21,0.105,0.7859999999999999,0.109,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094522700379409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248965453506144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472644307700807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660557753291463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740410749922948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804904686640365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821175377991717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893555201277004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197174712887111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blueforpus,2020/03/04,starting prozac! my anxiety is really bad so my psych prescribed me prozac. i’m aware that there’s anxiety the first few weeks but could i have some reassurance? today’s my first day on it and i felt like i was going to die + chest pains but i’m not having anxiety attacks,0.4053571428571416,2.8618616785714286,2.522142857142857,89.44785714285717,92.92857142857142,6.371428571428572,19.5,7.645422480735847,1.0166500000000005,218,7,45,5,8,73,43,56,0.253,0.599,0.14800000000000002,-0.7077,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,7,10,4,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,1,7,2,2,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509413358620859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731056856584712,0.0,0.0,0.20044211264158351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916703268216232,0.0,0.0,0.15482041598163887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491469150505168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23049759227253214,0.0,0.0,0.4083939830684185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643301870120805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728238371608515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554433652058176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537901482522299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991743287846425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755112637133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256361157683186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chadsquid,2020/03/04,"Training for a promotion tomorrow I don't know if anyone remembers but a little under a year ago I posted about being nervous for a job interview at my school's gym at the front desk. 

Well since then I have gotten two promotions (shocking for me as I had no faith in myself at the beginning). The first one was back in September and I've been working it for awhile. Pretty easy adjustment. This new one has me pretty anxious.

This new position is basically at the desk where you deal with people's memberships. So signing them up, handling cancelations, etc. I'm so SCARED that I won't remember anything or I'm gonna get yelled at and not know what to do. I wanted this position for so long but I'm just petrified at the prospect of actually doing it. I start training tomorrow and thank goodness the people training me are so kind to me, but I'm filled with terror regardless.

I guess I'm really looking for advice or support. I want to believe I can do it since I've come so far in under a year, but the ""what ifs"" are driving me insane.",3.8104891304347817,5.346445251207733,5.416977657004832,79.26865489130434,72.33333333333333,8.846497584541064,29.36262077294686,9.354420925462401,2.730227294685992,825,34,156,19,16,280,124,207,0.11900000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.174,0.9111,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,4,10,10,0,3,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,26,34,18,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,4,1,4,4,2,19,6,26,27,1,33,1,0,1,0,4,15,0,5,13,109,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.13861461815255355,0.0,0.0,0.1388039173147146,0.1259135847517672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604694789247934,0.0,0.09932058517348803,0.0,0.11689024757128935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092231975668318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600351359343154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235847354850493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644130038869582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841679534536954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082269700084745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421221528492045,0.0,0.0,0.11913990913817216,0.0,0.0,0.1564776655941578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095691927254878,0.0,0.0,0.14791714294891445,0.15612752025406318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236557298816818,0.0,0.12570461908469216,0.1192813266421206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27437428577329503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925056091571075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695108255428626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360390486058655,0.2890199699423173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099713146793173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32181670567805265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422109922834203,0.14375628170553398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350008077392672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005395934268558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161190038898182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077518594360224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875651261357316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675626614130009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771476612915966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340984626726728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829435745807783
anxiety,reggie2319,2020/03/04,"Not sure I can handle working with crowds anymore. I work in retail in a very busy tourist area of the US, and I don't think I can take it anymore. Between my germaphobia, social anxiety, and panic attacks, I really think the next step is to try to get a new job working from home.

The problem is, I just got this job, and I make decent money doing it. I also have no idea how one goes about working from home, the idea is completely alien to me.

This was mainly to vent, but also ask of any of you have any experience with working from home?",5.720303030303029,5.035684545454547,6.578181818181817,80.55393939393942,67.18181818181819,9.151515151515152,31.06060606060606,8.344100000000001,2.164060606060605,420,14,86,5,6,140,71,110,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.7492,2,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,1,1,0,5,5,4,1,1,6,0,10,0,0,2,1,16,17,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,12,1,16,15,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,60,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037240906478494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889273074091738,0.0,0.100621726789554,0.0,0.2608890775244275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229647950104658,0.14963679741328853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790894588727678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866367158656644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687201141622833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519826774327126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395812381540234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29696755096651684,0.0,0.0,0.2610507056603542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877987245597619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270345600730708,0.13988592268483704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912958188464418,0.0,0.0,0.15432462566071647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585849381231054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842628567131214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408045210906605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396748497236533,0.0,0.0988957996170516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685609680662016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930168880517951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821696883695952,0.0,0.0,0.10852779034604464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478784820915779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NVC923,2020/03/04,"Technical Books on Communicating? Hi all,

I'm a long time sufferer of what I believe to be extreme social anxiety. It really inhibits my ability to effectively communicate with people I don't know very well, things like stuttering, mumbling, losing focus of a conversation, lack of eye contact, afraid to speak up, not knowing what to say, etc. I've recently experienced some progress just by being more conscious in interactions and it has me thinking a lot of my social anxiety might just be due to my ignorance of developing the skill and not being conscious of my mistakes.

I'm in the pursuit of some No-BS books on effective tips I can start using or things I shouldn't be doing in social interactions that I'm currently unaware of. I've seen counselors and I've researched extensively into what anxiety is and how it effects the brain, so I'm not looking for philosophy or anatomy type books, just raw techniques I can use to better my communication and avoid the pitfalls.

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Thank you to everyone in advance! Much love to you all.",8.138572108519753,8.569739020942414,8.789148024750121,62.975306996668266,61.931937172774866,11.971632555925753,40.92384578772013,11.567385478589935,5.22123664921466,847,45,134,24,11,285,118,191,0.141,0.743,0.11599999999999999,0.1269,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,8,6,12,0,2,7,0,13,3,2,6,2,37,27,9,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,2,8,3,0,1,5,7,1,0,1,6,13,5,27,19,9,15,0,2,3,1,13,8,0,6,7,94,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634502719171138,0.18655052454864665,0.0,0.0,0.3523402110679081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172970885602126,0.0,0.1357810017485204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138545044163347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122173343474995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670038147852765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874741466957155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500490005603258,0.0,0.0,0.13586540955781973,0.12892291798691208,0.171755983180743,0.0,0.13052205638714093,0.1385629344485216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628665017154042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285905126170707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064353867381181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098352491941029,0.0,0.1515881030651106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208979532250724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695003385798909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866627763704736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134583380946936,0.0,0.0,0.20399130081680253,0.09837306673416853,0.0,0.0,0.08952206780681582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651938163331435,0.0,0.12667477749689074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803803816491975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655052454864665,0.0
anxiety,inquisitivequeer,2020/03/04,"Anxiety is getting worse I do not have diagnosed anxiety. I do however cover all symptoms of panic disorder and have been struggling with panic attacks for about three years now. They were scarce in the beginning and almost always came with a trigger, but as time progressed (and as I developed trauma), it started to become more sporadic and unpredictable. 

Things were really good for about 10 months of last year, but it got severely worse over the past two months, and then even worse in the past couple weeks. 

While my huge and eventful panic attacks have mostly faded (I’ve gotten better at controlling them), more and weirder symptoms have emerged. I’ve dealt with some/most of these symptoms at some point during panic attacks, but they’ve never just appeared by themselves. These symptoms include terrible stomach aches, dizziness, mood swings, and lack of appetite to name a few. 

The worst one is trembling/uncontrollable shaking. The best way I can describe it is like a wave of shivering/wanting to shiver. It’s gotten bad and I have no idea how to deal with it. 

I’m asking if anyone has any similar experiences, or if I should be seeking out medical/therapeutical help, or maybe if what I’m experiencing could be some other mental illness. I’m really at a loss here because it’s starting to take over my life, so any advice/words of motivation is hugely appreciated.",10.003373655913984,9.108337536290328,9.313548387096775,65.09865591397852,58.71774193548386,11.81505376344086,40.82795698924731,10.864195022040775,4.630829569892471,1111,50,173,22,12,354,157,248,0.253,0.638,0.109,-0.9908,1,0,0,1,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,6,8,19,3,6,9,0,20,8,1,4,2,41,34,23,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,11,15,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,14,0,3,7,1,10,4,30,23,10,33,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,10,19,121,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675518450230257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039907940599206,0.0,0.0,0.13141554629332633,0.0,0.14783450551915092,0.0,0.0,0.06756189113235904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033058886305637,0.329771948746154,0.0,0.0,0.08067717562310517,0.05890121885859766,0.10671384363134262,0.0,0.0,0.10140114246563772,0.08545625770990428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051235014606196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837226262662497,0.07714656573380196,0.10691284559892816,0.0,0.0,0.09961531314842828,0.0,0.0980715346910024,0.0,0.0,0.11073971066777298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381937646902056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451701374127644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048215937323503,0.0,0.0,0.0810437992955056,0.07727920395276039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476516821697723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907696690643046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876162376915513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682485338841933,0.047205706145585856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707200163240014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737447292014813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542490380132244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452254399927573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547506232229036,0.0,0.0,0.4534707453728288,0.0,0.0,0.1844774748732777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134110593061924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237998805354291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915784926403416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678221999461304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101259898583126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017181851793394,0.0726493775289973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419282870465802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634235127673996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438780875816304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669579686440146,0.0775061093951995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954049608204857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444564082663548
anxiety,haloneko,2020/03/04,"a weird tip? so idk how it is for other people but for me anxiety feels like my chest is burning hot and I found out accidentally that if im anxious and I drink very cold water or just any cold drink the anxiety goes away and I calm down and ofc this wouldn't happen for like a panic attack but for me it works for like, regular everyday anxiety for a little bit, enough for me to get ahold of myself. its like the cold extinguishes the hot since the water passes right by where the burning is. it sounds weird and stupid I know but idk if anyone else thought of this and I figured it might help someone else",2.0448924731182783,4.191460693548386,3.380322580645164,89.23215053763441,79.16129032258064,6.3913978494623676,20.81720430107527,7.492282038375204,0.6413623655913985,482,13,101,7,12,157,76,124,0.21600000000000005,0.652,0.132,-0.8495,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,2,1,8,0,5,5,1,1,0,22,11,14,0,3,7,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,7,4,0,5,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,7,10,5,14,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,5,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282191903777965,0.0,0.3807534134989669,0.1874268057223064,0.0,0.11600548681448332,0.16999052868845538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887422767030662,0.15587435536332372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181126623340945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250498696657793,0.0,0.0,0.2771867170436612,0.0,0.0,0.17142547519998175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388716995770633,0.11852343700240985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190760736887848,0.0,0.0,0.0866791526315581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467103227847994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120344238016612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792071876808755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091177719908588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32421359615952633,0.16628161796738747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760002819003354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465520314567614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150184836831197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168300572424058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723933994132093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057180215772255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171100709185954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689000693385894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078170438374924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doiregret,2020/03/04,"Got diagnosed Today I got diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder(GAD) and to be honest, it feels weird knowing that I have this and all those countless times worrying about something for my whole life was not exactly normal is pretty weird to me.

Do you guys have any tips that I can implement daily and pretty much anywhere?",7.664655172413795,9.429037362068973,7.561551724137932,66.67612068965519,63.31034482758621,11.317241379310346,35.1896551724138,11.20814326018867,4.646641379310345,269,12,40,8,4,86,47,58,0.115,0.736,0.149,0.6369,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,11,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,6,1,5,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394407334844645,0.0,0.17317772975104406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595356319919078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446297630018475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621086173491012,0.0,0.0,0.2241487489405555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441083896695272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989671850149645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641308881652628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221801324365214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606134380436541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427601839891518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200220677408336,0.0,0.21457885750549854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527417549259803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298967582540269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vainzilla,2020/03/04,"Anxiety has recently taken over my life I’ve had anxiety and panic attacks before but I went on Zoloft and it helped tremendously. I eventually went off of it and was fine for a couple months. However, I choked on a pill about a week ago which started my anxiety back up and now it’s worse than ever.

I had a panic attack on a flight, while driving and just now in a movie theater. All of these things I’ve NEVER had issues with. I’ve been constantly fighting back panic attacks for a week straight and I’m having trouble eating and sleeping. Just the thought of having a panic attack is giving me panic attacks.

I’ve also recently been prescribed Effexor just yesterday and I’m frightened to take it. Zoloft was great for me but it ruined my relationship last time and I’m scared the same thing will happen this time.

I’m not a very emotional person but I want to cry so bad right now. Any help or advice is really appreciated.",3.4856868131868133,5.602123543956044,4.990206043956047,79.54541895604397,74.54945054945055,7.846703296703295,26.21016483516484,8.660442795831766,2.1382186813186816,743,27,134,15,16,249,106,182,0.35,0.551,0.099,-0.9959,1,0,0,0,2,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,17,6,6,11,0,13,6,1,0,3,24,26,16,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,10,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,15,0,0,11,0,10,2,18,14,2,32,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,20,91,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909438784665742,0.0824981741905167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744255506769902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328867010979161,0.0,0.21358772644209253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293850604522765,0.0,0.14312537279083773,0.07770695777505163,0.0,0.0,0.07919306056891133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057223515856224,0.0,0.0,0.10297673306485,0.10222959809751844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952306528792595,0.0,0.10468771405400444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418432155243802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927823207998711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026065642583311,0.0,0.0,0.08229873502966206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476153640880425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713764366202947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586192904318079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657358899811231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742850960706117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177891559930466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459696591810257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126241025776383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059621026734157985,0.0,0.18378463355751548,0.09991900030264887,0.0,0.07947860740112482,0.0,0.0,0.09317618298560254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313409224462092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587321699977307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997471178716871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365899998575065,0.0,0.0,0.07388470741109966,0.1085360928365193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678992312888235,0.0548932573730187,0.0,0.14930527558915774,0.0,0.0,0.17254786116085447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948431021112914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CelIsWhatever,2020/03/04,"I feel like in a cage My school life caused me lot of pain and anxiety, so when it ended, I was happy, I thought it is finally over, but no. I turned into a hipochondriac, and I have constant nightmares about school. Wonderful.",1.8100000000000025,4.356409090909096,3.1283636363636376,88.30754545454548,83.0909090909091,7.156363636363636,24.70909090909091,8.238735603445708,1.8177236363636369,176,7,35,4,5,57,36,44,0.136,0.667,0.19699999999999998,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,9,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,2,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,26,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906948833060533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389168762765657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670819343196205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890202225465266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249667401979767,0.17656439675720334,0.0,0.2707413383976873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26309634795706016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745697370919514,0.12074527088095326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011855282296094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629856023491493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002590869633374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620992355279976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688288188891855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26802422031986145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemon_salt,2020/03/04,"I'm scared I have fear and anxiety, I feel that all my ""friends"" laugh at my back and criticize me, I have no idea why, it feels horrible, someone who happens the same thing ???",14.10257142857143,5.865274685714287,12.557142857142859,67.37285714285716,59.28571428571429,17.428571428571427,52.14285714285714,13.023866798666859,6.056142857142856,134,6,30,3,1,43,29,35,0.368,0.5529999999999999,0.08,-0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25367087545440903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549777032162511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731389292990028,0.33533091635889284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619109848906624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29323022223505274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743327660872977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319865467438201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280961148501826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029838024920453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992148079789213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babykai123,2020/03/04,"Does anyone else experience internal panic attacks? For example, I am aware that common panic attacks include hyperventilating, heart attack feeling, numbness/tingling. I have had all of these before. 

But sometimes I also experience moments where I know i’m panicking inside, yet it’s not outwardly visible and sometimes you couldn’t even tell by looking at me. My heart will feel heavy and I get slight palpitations but not quite that heart attack feeling. Also i’ll be sweating profusely, and my mind will feel like its running at 1000mph, yet I am still basically able to function normally. This feeling lasts for about 20-30 minutes before I can finally get it to subside. 

Does anyone else experience this? Does it count as a panic attack if its not physically visible? Are internal panic attacks a real thing?",6.841398601398603,9.102143069930072,7.633846153846152,63.48615384615386,65.85314685314685,9.955244755244756,37.47552447552448,10.230975488527342,4.669648951048952,661,35,92,17,11,220,93,143,0.222,0.726,0.052000000000000005,-0.9803,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,8,11,6,4,2,0,10,4,4,0,1,20,20,9,0,3,6,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,1,6,11,1,10,15,1,12,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,8,61,22,0,0.08643090069200683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823752011354706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086899076477853,0.1771173433805157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899657626426501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709266110452576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22690879092941002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440385391446273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708679475783221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536380169989898,0.0,0.0,0.2185103017393551,0.061746252724080214,0.0,0.09468082699904393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031315661540408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072631004057694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750016265699929,0.07045271984263185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222577228468738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725801884027033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727057101875473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468393166036038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056321575367651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192990187580688,0.0,0.09837728711975588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096474163360578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902382893998255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554441680097031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057420849903890216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the-poop-burgler,2020/03/04,"Anxiety is ruining my sex life I’ve been together with my husband for 3 years. In all that time he’s never been able to make me orgasm (at no fault to him). Every time I’m close I get in my head and I just keep thinking and thinking, and I can’t do it. Toys work but it still takes forever. I’m so mad at this thing that’s inside me. No matter what I try, how do you stop thinking? How do you ignore your own thoughts? It’s as if someone told you not to think about pink elephants. The next thing you’ll think about is pink elephants.",0.7942292490118597,2.5877010869565247,2.44205533596838,96.17494071146244,81.6086956521739,5.5731225296442695,20.88932806324111,6.574015621080383,0.11282608695652208,415,12,98,4,11,136,77,115,0.184,0.8059999999999999,0.01,-0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,1,7,4,1,0,1,0,9,4,2,3,2,24,22,9,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,6,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,2,15,0,12,17,2,12,0,1,2,2,9,5,0,1,7,61,24,1,0.1959634415881437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499114964394032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510765137194308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238281013702506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011150265237023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418131085979846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841477412117895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080711894114802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113908691574668,0.0,0.20840934328576466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603918813223004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649665758858852,0.1638342118297492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473401201230695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603788060980645,0.6278273035635793,0.0,0.15557308329214825,0.22853571737259776,0.0,0.0,0.18725146626626807,0.0,0.1330463134602075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266371938949354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619403146895689
anxiety,Okkkkkkkthen,2020/03/04,"M19 Journalism Student, been suffering anxiety so bad recently looking for people to chat to to help distract me So yeah, erm about 9 weeks ago, my anxiety suddenly decided like, nah bro this shit ain’t for you, and I’ve barely been out my room since.

I’m on medication, I’ve even had my dosage upped, nothing seems to working and the waiting lists for therapy are just so long.

So I’m just looking now to make some friends I can chat to who can help distract me from it all",3.997398496240603,5.290911957894738,5.104962406015041,82.63473684210527,71.52631578947368,9.218045112781953,32.5187969924812,9.606745405546679,3.068774436090226,376,18,76,9,7,124,67,95,0.182,0.693,0.125,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,1,2,1,1,7,2,1,1,1,11,14,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,7,2,14,11,2,10,0,1,2,0,8,4,1,2,7,44,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013533355879314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475357815025974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896594112527133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500293642426824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549427672355794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045055451890909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097322589930066,0.0,0.0,0.20101917042082995,0.3814948647533837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162330904251514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882809797736964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795499907302948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574760876602038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242816241675399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067873561781822,0.0,0.0,0.2331645502535406,0.18789948915140986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25976397137413065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220473092729408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536672766166505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vhouh,2020/03/04,"I love people so much yet I'm absolutely terrified of them and it's debilitating I just think everyone is so beautiful, everyone has dreams and passions and friends and ideas and as long as they do not harm I just appreciate them so so much but still I can hardly go out in public without forcing my stare at the ground to avoid the faces. I've spent so much time thinking of ways to express my appreciation for people but I'm just far to nervous to do anything. Does anyone else experience this conflict? How do you cope?",3.6307843137254916,5.799704823529414,5.026078431372549,79.21401960784314,74.29411764705881,8.062745098039215,28.98039215686275,8.841846274778883,2.451403921568628,420,18,80,9,9,140,70,102,0.11599999999999999,0.723,0.162,0.6331,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,3,0,11,6,0,2,2,0,6,3,1,1,0,19,13,15,0,0,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,3,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,10,3,13,12,3,11,0,0,1,2,8,5,0,0,4,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318070949668085,0.2098121836620761,0.16850916203590185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919656354503294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710599726754136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391335109557581,0.0,0.20030542159442025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820563861228673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637613118976214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834346783221613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116163934506154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812159736686753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848139063665928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515909441911976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28392498581240216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353045950449233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624180963944241,0.0,0.0,0.11940367114222268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625377624339285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739202652466714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veggieavenger,2020/03/04,"Took .25 mg of Klonopin 30 hours ago and had two drinks, calm me down please!!! 
I (22F) am perscribed .25 mg of Klonopin as needed. I barely ever take it, only for emergencies. I know it's a low dossage. Am I going to be in danger? I'm sure this isn't a big deal, I just need reassurance because anxiety. I am a pretty chronic hypocondriac. Thank you.",0.3593740219092325,2.7258776760563417,2.610610328638497,90.39679186228486,89.14084507042253,5.40907668231612,21.973395931142417,6.937597516519254,0.7817687010954621,269,10,56,4,9,91,56,71,0.098,0.6829999999999999,0.218,0.8306,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,2,7,14,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,8,4,7,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22381930397369607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931560172438686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539170412967268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603086076106719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473464557545622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839385768528234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349726621064615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24865418204563736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876323584661152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374439873879276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203187015920614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277160865219686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568755731739268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797112640574425,0.0,0.18984288369577548,0.0,0.0,0.23246110538932085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805283792541865,0.0,0.0,0.2466484147537659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PracticalWeek2,2020/03/04,"Feeling anxious about my future I will be 30 in a few years and I feel like I am running out of time. I'm still living at home, still working part time, failed to complete college, still haven't married or had kids yet. I'm just drifting. Life is comfortable I guess but I'm starting to feel anxious about my future. It kind of feels like this is all there ever will be out of my life. I think I want more, but I'm scared of change. I don't want to put in the extra effort to get what I want. I feel so lazy and everything feels so exhausting to me. Unfortunately time goes by so fast and never stands still.",1.4778083989501312,3.395116196850396,2.8461614173228367,93.50708989501312,79.94488188976378,5.493175853018373,21.606955380577435,6.42735559955562,0.20445459317585304,475,14,106,4,12,154,77,127,0.16399999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,13,7,0,1,2,0,10,3,0,0,3,23,27,9,0,3,4,0,6,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,6,13,4,17,22,5,24,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,17,68,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321031513691204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030723041150573,0.0,0.1489735581858449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852413691015174,0.0,0.0,0.12769695542508308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310550731579051,0.20301129415363686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423361740478147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565227923127413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252297285161578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795980089155555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071786213973147,0.1388312375239586,0.0,0.1254637751534797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958481348573736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386435244617244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283480238004678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422520046247272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005685881202636,0.0,0.4538774815424669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104241578569464,0.0,0.0,0.24855295020803844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514164774135333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343966871517732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914981669119646
anxiety,edmondsaleah,2020/03/04,New job I’m staring a job at amazon in 2 days. I’m really worried because I don’t know exactly what I’ll be doing. Also I’m worried I won’t learn it fast. I will be in the warehouse. I’m really scared but trying my hardest not be be. Any advice?,-1.3655357142857127,0.5552778035714319,2.9121428571428574,88.43285714285715,92.39285714285714,5.342857142857143,20.5,6.868970318607317,0.6679571428571429,191,7,42,3,7,73,38,56,0.11900000000000001,0.852,0.028999999999999998,-0.5006,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,5,13,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,22,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25024496896991033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047924492969283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414774424419038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610808137665608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515474228918714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082530892766634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073855845416136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473301400918056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281114075320035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563874711868238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386606597382115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201369690714991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JessicaTiffanySunny,2020/03/04,Changes in plans My friend 1 is having surprise a birthday party for friend 2 and it was going to be at friend 1’s place. I am comfortable at her house and I know this friend very well. Then today the location changed to someone’s house I that I don’t know and I’ve never been there before. I don’t want to know the new location for that reason. I told friend 1 that might not be able to make it to the party because of my anxiety she understands and so will friend 2. I don’t ever go someone’s house that I don’t know.,0.9028733766233756,2.8177569821428565,2.709480519480522,93.77188311688313,81.85714285714286,5.858441558441559,20.89610389610389,6.980632752743323,0.3656142857142855,410,12,93,5,11,136,63,112,0.015,0.691,0.295,0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,2,2,16,23,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,3,0,12,9,11,16,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,5,58,19,0,0.12864722234650894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984147729721472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842215268208431,0.0,0.10946931090123208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721834064593341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163687778048937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5963551491700795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622636227184685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453248662435059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828045959444899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587301987834782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647437295767606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922066872331764,0.12424828899384142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440896618658862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227077073683666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800474803636236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194252445960972,0.1229279340076863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392629545068974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614743146291933,0.07587946487456915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566930279981193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,H-y-s-t-e-r-i-a,2020/03/04,"Something brought to my attention I posted here a few months ago when I was very lost and struggling. Not because I was alone, not because I wasnt loved, but since I felt like I was trapped in the past, reliving my worst moments. Last year in april I was diagnosed with PTSD for some stuff that happened when I was a kid. Since then, since accepting all my problems and honestly facing them, my life has exponentially improved. I'm glad I made it here. For anyone struggling. You are worthy, you are needed here, and you will learn how to manage this. Best",3.965398322851154,6.038526839622643,4.031635220125788,87.13527253668764,73.05660377358491,6.975262054507338,27.815513626834374,7.793537801064563,1.6474519916142554,439,17,85,6,9,135,72,106,0.16399999999999998,0.589,0.248,0.902,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,2,6,11,0,2,3,0,10,4,1,2,1,17,18,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,10,1,17,6,7,7,5,14,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,11,59,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972820706369967,0.0,0.0,0.18662325010010614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599354569687174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196851889572928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189099050704936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288979453588766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301135523606384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934206446243393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468794919324866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727403908568427,0.08803208724212781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966994637674361,0.0,0.1626291658916279,0.17050082235882238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382651886952233,0.0,0.0,0.13360914060148152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201243756598691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257290678606796,0.0,0.0,0.17241819008765075,0.21063331677287836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471668933028395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871962467568325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767489421321274,0.20627527172805016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867622056229265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160369201592516
anxiety,anonymiss3,2020/03/04,One of those days where my anxiety and overthinking is uncontrollable I hate this. I can’t make it stop and my heart is racing. I’m lashing out and overreacting to things with my bf. I hate when my mind is like this,2.3747727272727275,4.360682386363642,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,77.4090909090909,8.036363636363637,22.363636363636363,8.841846274778883,1.3730636363636368,171,5,38,4,4,56,32,44,0.28,0.669,0.051,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,1,4,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468034550408505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806324242493476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6370410138684663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823063123583087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761586016012286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535138842179732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257542816516885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861569521146645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697248075955345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433442561354848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Quadinerobeatz,2020/03/04,When I get too happy being myself and I realize it.I feel like something bad is going to happen.”Enjoying last moments on earth” Type of thing. Then I feel so awkward and just go back to being laid back me Lol I like the goofy side of me and it sucks man.I feel so awkward being goofy around people ever since I developed anxiety.Help a brother out.After years of trying myself.I’m now man enough to let people know that I have a weakness and want help.,0.7313768115942025,3.2202753260869628,2.663043478260871,89.62507246376812,89.21739130434781,4.8057971014492775,18.536231884057973,6.42735559955562,0.2054536231884061,358,10,69,4,12,119,62,92,0.136,0.701,0.162,0.3543,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,2,3,1,6,1,0,0,1,13,15,8,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,9,3,8,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,11,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127633038866487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304374446794746,0.1794041689486355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220140572629847,0.0,0.0,0.1943586350445028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259281784033565,0.15350034234387575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225863794981493,0.0,0.2442266449367484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000533010521234,0.2287288956468772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880403556779389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180847566867109,0.1751445008853734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971508414311733,0.0,0.20994538827799306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979221168024917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773940915678962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654143754663623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142747449911014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587993739669594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673355773878686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836668549282327
anxiety,98smlc,2020/03/04,Have been apart from my boyfriend for almost 3 weeks now and every night my anxiety gets worse and worse to the point where I simply cannot sleep anymore. It’s got to the point where that even with lights on and background videos/podcast to listen to my brain still picks up on every small noise and it feels as if i’m hearing footsteps/whispering. My chest beats so hard and painfully and now i can’t sleep until the sun starts to come up.,6.317045454545454,6.171137522727277,5.219454545454545,88.98918181818182,65.81818181818181,7.94909090909091,27.82727272727273,6.742157984588678,1.0841972727272724,354,9,74,2,5,104,63,88,0.154,0.846,0.0,-0.9087,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,0,4,5,4,1,0,12,12,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,5,6,0,14,10,0,18,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,7,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941324538579979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830975450536976,0.0,0.19226660223046907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642265017453768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700154034844736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280490779005593,0.0,0.3266870896966752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802632208794168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128889243080737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505527246640766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366912991575428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850518983946934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193353699212866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062909804603069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665389740844832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880193282723591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372219387947465,0.0,0.15482455594895853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551054223371805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951394799213877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youjustdonedidit,2020/03/04,"I really need some advice issues at work. I really don't know what to do. The company that I worked has said that I can no longer from home and that I must work in the office in which I signed my offer for. For a few weeks I would take a 7 hour bus ride every weekend and stay in hotels and airbnbs during the week to go to work. Eventually I noticed at night before going to sleep I would have neck, chest and back pain so bad that I got scared that I was about to die as if I was having like a heart attack. Eventually I got fed up and went to the office in my home state and asked if i could work in their office. The front desk lady asked some senior HR personnel working in my home state office and they didn't have an issue with me either working from home or working at their office. I forwarded the information to my manager and asked them to move me to the office that is in my home state.My manager said that she won't move me as there is no one in that office that could mentor/supervise me. I have been extremely afraid, anxious, and depressed about going back with no family to monitor me and check up on me. I went to the doctor and got my blood work done and the X-rays done and everything seems normal. He referred me to the psychiatrist and diagnosed me with anxiety and depressive disorder. I met her today to see if i could get accommodations for my anxiety and depression to work from home or get transferred to my home state office.I talked to her and she said that there was nothing for her to do in terms of her writing me accommodation to work from home unless i get seen by a therapist and I would have to seen the therapist for a couple weeks in order for her to write me an accommodation. The only issue is that my vacation and sick leave will be used up by the end of this week. I am also ineligible for FMLA leave as I haven't worked for the company for up to a year as its only been about 9 months. I am really scared about going back as I don't know if i will say or do anything that I may regret or if the pain that happened to me will come back. I have been looking for jobs and doing interviews but I really don't want to quit or get fired until i can get a new job.

TLDR; In order for me to get accommodations from the psychiatrist that would allow me to work from home I would need to get seen by a therapist for a couple weeks. I don't have anymore sick or vacation leave available and I am not eligible for FMLA leave due to only working for 9 months. What exactly are my options?",6.9789382239382265,5.303099928571432,7.86724787644788,75.56288725868728,65.15830115830116,11.299583011583008,30.95166023166023,10.264317810270406,2.747183227799228,1985,53,416,39,25,675,197,518,0.107,0.884,0.008,-0.9878,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,15,12,12,1,3,27,0,50,12,5,2,2,69,89,42,1,19,15,0,1,1,0,11,6,4,9,0,19,25,1,0,5,2,1,12,11,11,0,1,22,10,67,1,85,52,5,59,0,4,5,0,26,20,0,16,24,298,86,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886488993332375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0399894572716603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650828855246695,0.05649209025952025,0.0495921145966111,0.0,0.0,0.04115034497837265,0.0,0.14024544676317865,0.05688858480090921,0.0,0.15380486748562724,0.041752584151411004,0.0,0.0,0.042551079340707884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430753933896602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977619889077193,0.11066048230517493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292092403837421,0.050754627605870316,0.051897914064157856,0.0,0.05731074560863685,0.05118284670225141,0.0,0.10234617311554063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429011584907982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213187158228005,0.0,0.04494180554921255,0.0,0.047140825780512985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828810210282828,0.0,0.11367733096166625,0.0,0.11998213030901934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044219783636721584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925687234908785,0.0,0.0,0.4514372124052514,0.0,0.049245439466963234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657855193646975,0.0992456766184266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054963535902807004,0.0,0.0,0.21179482485292955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02443020845794072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04199210663667749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982797972512201,0.10629607016214712,0.0,0.07415703203316684,0.0,0.04829571648344636,0.0,0.0469268646286537,0.04899486715251505,0.047981718280733006,0.056931702789772574,0.0,0.0,0.033885086188458334,0.11409452790845005,0.1064189601787591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318710694507371,0.0,0.0,0.12813946175155372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427003196610819,0.03976645723263348,0.1001286508288107,0.0,0.03984798598187764,0.045523216766570215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004170971492168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053299312168944984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037597985122800714,0.04019260410457606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418105435603887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047399458264322236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318877973262802,0.0,0.0,0.029494596281156537,0.0,0.20055736518896874,0.0,0.0,0.09271137745631264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096653750903016,0.0,0.0,0.17761270430253487,0.0,0.0,0.03220196450086375
anxiety,TR2574838,2020/03/04,"Ever since my father was in the hospital I haven’t been the same. In October of last year, my father was in the hospital for a week, and almost died. He is okay now and actually in a better state of health than before. But ever since then, I’ve had so much anxiety and I can’t take it. I’ve always had anxiety, but that’s when I think I broke. I got out of school and my aunt picks me up (I usually ride the bus) and tells me my father is in the hospital. I thought she was just going to take me somewhere or something. This sudden, terrible and horrifying news has shaken me. The fact that something so terrible can hit you when you least expect and when things seem fine, makes me feel bleak. Now every phone call, every text, every minor inconvenience, every small mistake I make, every fear consumes me and it feels like the world could fall apart. 

I look at others life and my heart starts to race. Everyone else is smart and has good looks and love. I feel like I have none of that. My depression tells me no one loves me and it makes my anxiety soar because it feels like the people I care about and love don’t care or love me, except for my family, but I don’t have a perfect relationship with them either. 

I hide a lot about myself. I’m a girl with a lot of body hair and the thought of someone ever seeing it or commenting on it is enough to make me have a panic attack. I’m so insecure and it makes this shit worse. My body hair also makes me feel like no one could ever be attracted to me. 

It’s been a while since I’ve posted on reddit. In terms of depression, I’ve been doing better, but I’m terms of anxiety, I’ve never had it this bad before. 

I’m very aware I need help, but me going to therapy or taking meds would make my parents worry and we also can’t afford it. I understand I should tell someone but I’m scared of that as well.",2.1621719815960674,3.869679256544504,3.9062208472156112,87.67461129620816,77.1151832460733,7.143392035538634,20.73806124067904,8.00094639256281,0.8365399650959864,1444,35,307,24,33,485,180,382,0.201,0.635,0.16399999999999998,-0.9420000000000001,2,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,1,2,1,3,18,32,2,4,17,1,30,12,6,8,7,70,70,37,1,7,13,5,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,19,20,0,0,10,0,0,4,9,13,1,2,12,10,46,19,34,52,10,40,0,3,3,4,24,14,1,8,24,203,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.07051457045578129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235716613684902,0.0,0.0,0.11557133647568048,0.060125455558308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211124071879283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220528889636254,0.0,0.0,0.060333426369248926,0.04404854686120754,0.0,0.1229745398763736,0.0,0.0,0.1278148074101761,0.0,0.16052739668453658,0.0,0.0,0.07378473771858768,0.0,0.14734617131107972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538620700072585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447351222859405,0.0,0.07499365705252188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603633021462814,0.0,0.0,0.0746630853413977,0.0,0.0,0.26145038803513104,0.3044075263329828,0.06904677666322233,0.0,0.0,0.06811955712489846,0.08131170628578628,0.1826821515966032,0.2064879909253451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213315435227561,0.06060760134095754,0.057792295349302476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680816669648842,0.0,0.08562751785088861,0.04843382874687478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058900904644930224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103882060952945,0.14120881024632412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135908353198355,0.0,0.0,0.1228644013895291,0.2608670513939501,0.0,0.3376351104376485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026369834226829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311883737692145,0.05357929243026152,0.055730761352306785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792942851887723,0.0,0.0,0.08478061984461846,0.08023530710711264,0.0,0.0,0.050095441491719656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920435380847342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757935479986461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723440800732825,0.0731301834531604,0.057581239031386525,0.06578207559362294,0.0,0.0,0.07417304594442993,0.17932070840023592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244999698967997,0.1112573481552974,0.0,0.0,0.05114544438950306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298981103630347,0.0,0.1894732169484656,0.0,0.08263470996122575,0.0,0.04800581173266942,0.04630078736001505,0.0,0.11473149077088858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752243913148195,0.0,0.0,0.07958331676744447,0.05962142008452384,0.0,0.0,0.05796198377354945,0.0,0.06496971239026822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338274051652803,0.07363831350118707,0.05133087321455301,0.0,0.0,0.04653256543624914
anxiety,lavenderbuttcheeks,2020/03/04,"What a month already! So I’ve recently started a second job and after two days of training, I’m now expected to close my entire area alone. I work 7:30-4:30 at one job and then like 5 or 6-11pm. Get home around 11:30 or so IF I get out on time which didn’t happen my first solo close. This is stressing me out while I’m at job 1. When I get to job 2, I’m in the game, whatever, but I feel super pressed for time. I just got hired but I need the money and they pay great. This is happening, whatever. I get home yesterday, don’t have job 2 this evening, YEEE!!! my mom calls, she got in a car accident. I live with her so I’m super close to the scene, I expect a fender bender, her car is likely totaled. She’s shaking in shock and the other boys from the other, also totaled car, are just goofing around and laughing. My family unfortunately has a long history of being in car accidents so I feel like although I wasn’t in the accident, I was there at the scene and it’s opened up a huge pit in my stomach and I’ve felt horrible since I saw it. I am so worried about insurance and everything and now I’m the only one with a car so I’m freaking out a little. I don’t know how to relax with my short amount of time so I’m just laying with my cat under a weighted blanket waiting to get ready for job 2. I’m hoping with job 2 money I can start building my savings again and maybe even afford the copay for therapy or new medication as I’ve been unmedicated for over a year now. For right now I just can’t get my mind to slow down and It sucks is all. This is all I’ve thought about all day and I’m just pooped.",1.1529283982845442,2.7735550144508667,3.427643110199515,90.36756199888123,79.78034682080923,6.545440984523588,22.14394928211821,7.4822170145007005,0.7287688980048475,1249,38,285,18,31,430,174,346,0.11900000000000001,0.77,0.11199999999999999,0.6125,8,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,4,27,15,1,2,19,0,18,4,2,1,5,55,49,32,0,5,11,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,11,26,1,1,5,2,3,6,5,5,0,5,9,6,32,10,43,39,6,58,0,0,1,0,9,28,1,5,27,177,43,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678897264370533,0.103127548034545,0.07473421343029109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638570609744466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542581239803066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205387190947568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234494571366363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398939913189885,0.0,0.08809903348345083,0.0,0.09450514166337938,0.06676273743643185,0.08972939502452831,0.0,0.0,0.07949094971252231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29295155395647804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494855685490855,0.10303210124586612,0.0,0.0,0.16528009998725532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748166410783249,0.09281977020050196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6491627617792175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135924445209785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696903166046207,0.09366431046575237,0.08252058205211171,0.08270283483427747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388595257197113,0.0,0.0,0.09414391847725607,0.0,0.0,0.09436074193665804,0.109450852910305,0.07459317632092641,0.0,0.0,0.06929410696517721,0.0,0.0902573485537293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266521446444684,0.07107510647130114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227341890358083,0.0,0.0,0.07980822653817927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730516638886645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322928218554098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704992829801463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687148283159256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419112714207776,0.1634793317580801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912898589440786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380039959825758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803479059363618,0.09490590935609552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018057388309965
anxiety,moloch1,2020/03/04,"Hypochondria or Cognitive Behavioural Therapy Book Recommendations? For the past 12 years, I've been dealing with hypochondria, but for the last few years I've mostly got it under control, and just live with the general health anxiety that I have, and the constant overthinking about physical sensations and symptoms. However, I'd like to get rid of my health anxiety instead of just managing it, so I'm looking for book recommendations on either cognitive behavioural therapy or hypochondria.",15.794444444444444,12.72039807407408,13.441234567901235,46.78555555555559,49.740740740740726,17.71358024691358,57.8641975308642,15.4700424275458,8.847301234567901,408,25,53,14,3,127,54,81,0.051,0.909,0.04,0.0387,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,14,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,11,4,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,6,35,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223279547804315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766225901429454,0.23628725678554602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719422024775967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006774857150477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849413923819212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44787028636835735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717263031086398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292400047228248,0.0,0.18602778284566693,0.0,0.17691194124464055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111085355258665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189695169139475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818450017241768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713325197532677
anxiety,codelyokoforever,2020/03/04,"How do you get over something you regret saying? My anxiety is so bad tonight. I said something to a coworker earlier that I shouldn’t have. I was gossiping about a new worker, which I now know was wrong, and she didn’t like that I was doing this. Her response was like “How is there already gossip about him if he just started a couple days ago?” and she was standoffish. I immediately felt stupid. The point is, i’ve been thinking about this interaction all. day. long. I cannot stop. I am so stressed and anxious over this coworker, who I admire, thinking I am rude and a drama queen. I just feel terrible. I know the gossiping was wrong but these obsessive thoughts really stress me out.",2.6595129870129885,5.248720037878787,3.731082251082253,85.10590909090912,79.68181818181819,7.40779220779221,26.095238095238088,8.418075326091056,2.045851082251083,543,22,104,12,14,175,86,132,0.23800000000000002,0.708,0.053,-0.96,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,11,16,2,3,6,0,18,0,0,2,1,22,28,10,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,13,0,0,11,4,20,3,7,16,1,13,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,1,11,74,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795524041886905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966377891183031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136315342780675,0.2013046898269699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878173145058676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716454077207748,0.0,0.2298364275858228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900985356055108,0.0,0.17109094701481484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930972486444276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195857818251706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410988028382213,0.0,0.0,0.15769309855191166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209761901194714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844773987200629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415347920386212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695000925829759,0.14170433952713735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743597022625379,0.0,0.0,0.1261242437236818,0.0,0.0,0.14897534395436718,0.4082335249305695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835471895093815,0.0,0.14146345463897045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896469580260622,0.0,0.0
anxiety,craniumblast,2020/03/04,"Just putting my thoughts out into the world even if people don’t listen. idk why doing so makes me feel better but it does I feel physically anxious rn, which makes me feel mentally guilty and stuff like “shit what did I do” or “what’s going to go wrong”. Tomorrow I’m going to a concert that I’ve been looking forward to for months now, but for some reason I’m anxious about it even though I love the bands performing. I was going to go with my friend but now he can’t go, so I feel like I need to find someone else. I’ve gone to concerts alone before and have felt fine, so idk why I’m worried about finding someone to go with, but I am. Also I had a bang energy earlier (first time and hopefully last time drinking it, it was kinda funny tho) and I think caffeine might make me anxious idk. 

At the end of the day I feel physically anxiety but don’t know exactly why, but my mind is also on the concert so I feel anxious about that, and I also feel guilty in general.",2.6709,4.11684889,4.271000000000001,86.70550000000001,75.1,7.2,26.0,7.865858978985527,1.4305499999999998,758,27,159,11,16,254,111,200,0.172,0.6920000000000001,0.136,-0.5913,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,17,9,1,0,7,0,14,3,1,4,1,43,44,22,0,3,9,0,8,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,10,9,1,0,14,5,0,10,3,2,0,1,8,13,18,7,20,35,1,26,0,0,1,1,5,7,1,6,13,98,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022258098792204,0.0,0.2367965673647907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550698500818014,0.4460219924413735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839883827137868,0.0,0.0,0.08729415838470861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365481441065142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863750429178303,0.0,0.0,0.0966906720949128,0.0,0.0,0.08245310171725823,0.0,0.08742093639001416,0.0,0.0,0.1303838690529119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493479198243352,0.07051293879640998,0.09476968115077353,0.0,0.18042421776341647,0.08395612114144546,0.0,0.0,0.07625714776357825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926635192711411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803364910668397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542441996799313,0.0804555435048568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644191073574687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288506843551062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908267423451273,0.0,0.19765364371861016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946869766488456,0.10470753649792423,0.09966118041967167,0.0,0.07878322966543133,0.0,0.0,0.07318650059907679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842774311580922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922306756588027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148239742292882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131648674743192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672602673823407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299051269949023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324444478754622,0.09697450304774062,0.07835859655076473,0.11510820314212275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671904054395524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023697102318303,0.0,0.0,0.10791546431238483,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LadyDary,2020/03/04,"A very negative outlook on life as a new mom. What's the point on focusing on being a good mother for my 2 month old son and being happy even through inconveniences if nobody likes me, I have no friends, I was called weird and was teased in my senior year cause my quietness made me an easy target, I dont excel at anything, its hard finding a job which means I will never travel and bad shit is gonna happen anyways cause life sucks? It feels like being a good person and doing good is freaking useless, cause mfers don't really care about you. Please no passive aggressiveness. I'm a 20 year old with bipolar disorder.",5.266639344262295,6.067623491803283,5.736188524590165,81.0988729508197,68.18032786885246,8.067213114754097,28.364754098360656,8.07648339933343,1.8347180327868853,494,16,93,6,8,159,92,122,0.245,0.5479999999999999,0.207,-0.5526,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,17,4,0,8,0,12,4,1,4,1,14,20,6,0,1,1,3,2,2,1,2,3,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,3,3,10,9,10,12,0,15,0,1,0,0,8,6,2,1,10,55,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884261712813955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058189001876975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746557031578167,0.0,0.14724242342032098,0.44506711502340696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655140194152701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925526569115315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953858507690494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302140931760928,0.10317130034838863,0.0,0.0,0.13199422317893975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157596364467716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36338956159076974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770718736355774,0.15373423427469454,0.1293689730604646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331126451291856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401153469257585,0.14110938373195156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665054824083958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573120945549529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913906248598992,0.11527201090989175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111383041548446,0.13947852310807954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030820105138525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609906882119368,0.0,0.15852613990409606,0.13652043597773642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251701899430838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824163994417192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119158880110598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599920559409294
anxiety,letmeletyou,2020/03/04,"I wish I can say all the truth Sometimes I wish I can say all the truth but in order to protect people I love, I can't, but when other people take advantage of my silence, emphathy, and respect (as I could to avoid bigger problems), it made me really angry and just made me think to say all the truth, not caring about the consequences.

How to deal with it? Just keep holding for the loved ones? Have you been on similar situations?",5.743764705882352,5.7706476117647085,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,67.0,9.15294117647059,29.94117647058824,8.841846274778883,2.2450470588235296,337,11,66,5,5,110,57,85,0.10400000000000001,0.599,0.297,0.9615,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,5,10,0,1,5,0,6,2,0,3,6,25,16,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,3,11,8,11,12,3,5,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917373200747638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501487409347264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387919222049704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715429095697967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33945876492768123,0.3558894141758576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743273892757567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607510087060455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994578505439268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047455394452945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44865300336702585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138469170341675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599383661119234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139595796538598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204997565497412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325140613734687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xavythegod,2020/03/04,"I need some reassurance So I’ve been super stressed and anxious. 
It’s sucks. Constant panic attacks, lack of sleep. Headaches, dizziness.
I literally feel like I’m gonna have a stroke every single day.
I stopped smoking and drinking cause that prolly triggers it way more, no doubt. 
I’m 18, I’m healthy and exercise. Eat right, so I should be good right? 
I’m not gonna die? Lmaoooo
I wish I knew how to overcome this man. 
School and work doesn’t help. I just need someone to talk to me, you know?",0.3769696969696987,2.8199317474747514,1.5254141414141422,95.88145454545456,95.16161616161615,4.2561616161616165,23.77171717171717,6.079149491110277,0.5290250505050502,389,17,82,4,15,122,74,99,0.20199999999999999,0.5820000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.5487,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,4,9,2,3,1,0,5,5,1,3,0,20,18,7,1,5,2,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,4,2,1,3,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,9,4,4,12,4,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,2,4,37,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222447846375604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380462856537656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209215682450327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125913008805133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687222387760286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417089686964845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271693288998026,0.0,0.20130017342643095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657504383917392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947075579320956,0.14054134695189474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650047325233793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186152859774222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811565958633992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611055976939613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917401982801369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308159899272225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360064636713652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909757345766865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968684279055128,0.0,0.1666856017540219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447204117253025,0.2253493743936394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812119187320886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615222333215326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622559891614985,0.0,0.0,0.1432191290646807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheProphetDave,2020/03/04,"I never understood anxiety before. I do now. I’m 37/m, and up until maybe 2 years ago I never understood anxiety. I wouldn’t deride others for it, but I just thought it was some people’s way of getting attention (not everyone mind you)

I had some things happen in my life about 2 years ago and after, was diagnosed with PTSD. In my head I thought that’s not possible, and ignored it. This past year really nailed it home tho, as I had several major heart attacks resulting in emergency triple bypass surgery, which I was given a 50/50 shot to survive, given 10% chance to survive an infection in the surgery site, then to have 2/3 bypasses fail requiring a stent and possibly more surgery to try to reopen the other artery. After all that the hospital recommended me talk to someone and THEY added post surgical PTSD to my new list of broken things. 

Backstory out of the way, I’ve been “handling” things ok, but tonight when my in-laws came home I had my MIL turn on the brightest lights in the house and YELL “WHY ARE YOU SITTING IN THE DARK?!?” ( I wasn’t, I was sitting in front of the tv relaxing with 3/4 lights on in the area). She turned the lights off when I winced since my eyes are sensitive to light. Then my FIL decided to flip them right back on to be funny and also yell “SO WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY” 6” from my face while flicking the lights on and off. 


I’ve never really had a panic attack before, not that I can say for certain, but I got in my car to get away from there for a bit and ended up at a McDonald’s shaking violently and felt really confused and a little paranoid. 


Fuck me this sucks. 

Also, I know it’s probably not called for but I’m sorry for being the guy that didn’t get it before. I know there’s probably plenty more people out there like me and it makes shit harder on those who deal with this. 


Thanks for letting me rant.",4.761900900900901,5.354463383783784,5.6987162162162175,81.66438063063066,69.21621621621622,9.301801801801801,28.38963963963964,9.408791572840183,2.3212342342342343,1452,48,292,29,24,479,200,370,0.133,0.764,0.102,-0.9348,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,2,4,13,16,6,3,19,1,22,9,5,2,5,50,45,27,0,1,9,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,2,1,23,18,0,2,9,2,0,4,10,11,0,0,21,10,36,5,53,20,8,58,0,1,1,1,12,26,3,3,24,197,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118170965862803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443121174718746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772978324757335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969223102242635,0.09071731433764882,0.07424541891461778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24648551863667525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541388149601684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985942258851326,0.11043406595723858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954474814846308,0.0,0.09800206326514092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551974352304999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922631658722978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270867094831474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892642436472724,0.15133919721694544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772244612947103,0.0,0.0,0.09560538223883078,0.08538393911958486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909406543809024,0.0,0.0,0.11441903973654635,0.0,0.0,0.19370659862204814,0.0,0.0,0.111412382474202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612904038329947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987348057959336,0.0682001883272809,0.04717226680230379,0.09677423698439648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445171913892034,0.0,0.0970032382507943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749379199818647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340926227086927,0.09325415406453676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328737950553312,0.0,0.0,0.09217339781867964,0.1338792120692407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770422181239887,0.09247372698742266,0.0,0.2082068789711501,0.0,0.22573703129259634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556827568789636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245809091963748,0.0,0.07678501530552685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090805245698073,0.09911309943697423,0.07987192192024717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181138156836562,0.0,0.0,0.10808626746432104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760786190443537,0.0,0.08889557054103575,0.0,0.0,0.1924420683240136,0.0,0.0,0.15330897509381994,0.0,0.0,0.09152356990234804,0.0,0.0,0.06555502251726908,0.21004987899346786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328293495472464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712655453253777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653622996401198
anxiety,Tingo60,2020/03/04,"You ever think about how much better your life would be without anxiety? My life situation right now is less than optimal. I'm a college student who is pretty much constantly anxious. I have horrible social anxiety, so much so that I haven't been able to make any new friends and I feel like I'm really missing out. I'll listen to people having normal conversations and be totally envious of them. I have a few friends currently but I never get to hang out with them. Most days the only people I actually talk to are my family(I live at home). I feel like if I could get over my anxiety, I would be a much happier person, but it's just so hard.",3.7364062500000017,5.315221078125003,5.811375000000003,76.19612500000002,72.59375,9.8075,29.20625,10.125756701596842,3.20812875,510,21,96,15,10,178,86,128,0.07400000000000001,0.741,0.185,0.9035,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,1,8,7,1,0,4,0,14,2,0,2,3,23,24,9,0,5,5,0,3,2,2,2,2,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,4,16,5,13,17,8,13,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,2,9,71,19,2,0.14405815990426676,0.0,0.14057998342716954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979644886996964,0.0,0.33061229406672266,0.16274471616685268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740773567313324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567569325761302,0.0,0.11501871856439908,0.0,0.0,0.09290559550403188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030885311871154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568026822198193,0.2058303564395791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259795398064014,0.0,0.15052888553739402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904781536793733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450208016838556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350507729262268,0.14075908054099928,0.0,0.12720599446330513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615994036604243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235972922958306,0.0,0.11110653382202498,0.13913226851875413,0.0,0.0,0.14114641026271754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095627221164976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997435789273904,0.12578602864614705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655893846598428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228734605467837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230248814378308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192740753268878,0.0,0.14684915235054266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578849210493805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230665205310297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886692542028878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204669567130927,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OutlawStriker,2020/03/04,"Severe pain New here but not new to depression or stress. Anyway, I’m 47, married, kids and a job I used to love but hate now. Some bad stuff is going on at work with retaliation against me and the stress from the last two days has made it so I can’t take deal breaths. My right side abdomen is so painful that breathing hurts and sleeping is very hard. 
The stress can’t go away now, how can I treat this pain.",1.6142647058823516,3.5504204705882394,2.1584558823529427,98.51180147058822,79.58823529411767,5.191176470588236,21.213235294117645,5.985473137389443,-0.193676470588235,320,9,76,2,8,98,66,85,0.344,0.5429999999999999,0.113,-0.9804,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,1,3,4,0,7,8,4,3,0,12,15,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,1,1,1,5,2,8,14,1,13,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,2,6,44,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021412552280774,0.0,0.12460759577688744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624624066473426,0.15385794777912995,0.12853857330913582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696309245686301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368804136906562,0.147341745758411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597624931240113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809580539764824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164898562149774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469322914243476,0.14121271672913793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882702107970517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763996424100385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744853829715788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859659565315432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493458970953436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128552836544003,0.0,0.1708419414743771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220849265802993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578395722414178,0.0,0.0,0.12889381858388452,0.0,0.12313707774639072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864712812988128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charcharbinks81,2020/03/04,"High Functioning Anxiety mixed with Impostor Syndrome maybe? Not sure if anyone feels like this, but i seem to have a pretty confident attitude when it comes to my job and work life.  I seem pretty knowledgeable, willing to lean, ask questions and always seeking information.  My coworkers seem to think I’m smart and my supervisors do provide praise for my work.  But when I come home, I replay the day’s conversations and interactions ad nauseam.  I pick apart everything I said to everyone, from my email conversations to my face to face interactions and wonder if I said the right thing and if I said it correctly.   The rational side of me argues with myself that no one is thinking about what I said, how I said or why I said anything, i.e, spotlight effect.  But the irrational side of me can’t shake it and follows this process every night.  I also worry that I’m not a smart as I think I am, or as capable.  That somewhere buried in my work is a mistake waiting to happen that will send my career world in a tailspin.  There’s no evidence of this, rationally speaking, but my irrational mind fears it it is there, lurking in the shadows.  Not sure if anyone feels this way, but it did feel nice to let this off my chest.  Not sure if this would be anxiety, maybe social anxiety, or high-functioning anxiety or impostor syndrome or maybe a mix of all of them.",6.3851171875000015,7.086707902343751,6.875000000000004,74.27000000000002,65.6796875,10.775,33.96875,10.686352973137794,3.7563328125,1077,46,195,28,16,352,136,256,0.154,0.726,0.12,-0.4151,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,5,7,12,1,2,10,0,13,4,3,3,5,55,37,28,0,7,19,0,3,1,0,3,1,7,1,0,18,11,0,1,14,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,7,10,28,8,25,25,1,20,1,0,0,0,20,10,0,15,5,130,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529187557264312,0.07834050304674313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880985607199292,0.0,0.0,0.13166400852355606,0.0,0.07747758697587187,0.0,0.08801772140083683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220410981348116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071908583231115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932559852628139,0.08996454442340661,0.08461612290545463,0.0,0.0,0.10594514278299433,0.14281549989947734,0.06726091691112204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325670500621453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894969686779676,0.09444032042516684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342953924474594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627495152788508,0.06650106588523845,0.045997028740186185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837595714710283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506485603764347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835357851027341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637986076114548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915691883988261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546976378860007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040375065686302,0.5373503640777217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571323998601064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597426546378232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662063289122237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254920491467122,0.18098292676017794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473204111688167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495590533442032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102101868463847,0.20562738615419715,0.0956140914631134,0.0,0.06688159602478093,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Edgeysniper,2020/03/04,"Why I hate my birthday I've always been kind of indifferent to birthdays. Don't get me wrong, I love going all out for other people, I absolutely loathe my own. Why? Because it's literally everything I hate wrapped into one.
For starters, I have struggled with social anxiety since I was a kid. I don't want a disorder to affect my life. So the best way to do that is to avoid anything that triggers it if possible. This includes parties, large gatherings, being the center of attention, people ""ooing"" and ""ahhing"" over me, etc. This is pretty much all a birthday is.
If someone casually sends a HBD text or just says it once when they see me, that's cool and much appreciated. I just hate when people try to make a huge deal when I ask them not to. For example, constantly asking what I wanna do or saying HBD everytime you see me. Ofcourse you have the occasional ""Oh let's _____ *insert something that person wants to do* because it's MY birthday. 
Don't get me started on restaurants. Having a group of people, especially strangers, sing to me sounds like a nightmare. That's basically giving me a panic attack for my birthday.
Putting me in the spotlight of anything just gives me unnecessary anxious tendencies. I'm not trying to be mean or spit on other people's excitement, but not many really gets it.
I know people are just trying to be nice. However, when I specifically ask them to not do something and they do it because ""it's your birthday"" and ""we needd to celebrate"" I don't appreciate it. Infact, I fucking hate it. Overall, I just wish it was treated like a normal day. I don't know why I have this anxiety or what causes it, I just wish people would be respectful and not try to make it about them. Overall, I just wish it was treated like a normal day. ""Congrats on living another year"" and just keep it moving.",3.4029530802292283,5.679634613180518,4.994096525787967,78.68263476002869,75.36103151862464,7.571669054441262,28.384760028653297,8.472884824447931,2.3786682664756453,1436,61,255,28,32,483,172,349,0.08900000000000001,0.746,0.165,0.9822,2,1,2,0,0,0,55.0,1,3,5,1,14,23,6,3,14,1,28,4,1,5,2,52,58,18,0,11,20,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,2,26,10,0,2,4,2,0,4,10,10,0,1,4,6,42,13,31,48,7,24,0,0,2,2,24,9,1,6,13,180,68,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894057062697571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687889377211339,0.12676507298524456,0.09360062916485404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636238852667942,0.0,0.23236991221664605,0.09425757314345258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151978114938966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694941130491746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511314701446983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895349672652245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686702950401528,0.08541809909238453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949570430520809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924033144119316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074463190437566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659652720099018,0.12986226581395555,0.1589608419098207,0.04708743140372721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32720186435098303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364380687352114,0.0,0.0862789468567714,0.0910679976257524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472309772451428,0.05852172568632804,0.12143379038305792,0.0,0.07316096888269599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477832481217052,0.0,0.11061042263871224,0.08400022698009661,0.0,0.09025151698956042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805993015324595,0.1218133958670847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235725639665133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823604483020275,0.05614353039469107,0.0,0.0,0.09721047858886572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020802508897667,0.07234429294378368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934046302667202,0.0,0.08429157746716018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832904359804991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307793615748674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317765159523189,0.0,0.0,0.13204668270271594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853709380134898,0.0,0.0,0.0844584904264675,0.07020131978504011,0.127569013773742,0.0,0.0,0.0586439817950848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661624319641234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250077684071189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773802867612502,0.06576508138634711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242866089993697,0.0,0.2858315675611436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058856596716517474,0.09058706097398793,0.0,0.05335479929629956
anxiety,derpshiznits,2020/03/04,"Feeling anxious about going back to work So. Context: My workplace is pretty intimidating. My bosses get aggravated easily and as a person who's not very aggressive, I get anxious about it easily.

Backstory: I got sick for about 4 days.

I am nervous about going back because I feel like I might have lost my momentum, their trust, etc. I am afraid of them not believing that I was sick enough to take days off. I am afraid of them thinking I'm playing hookie. I am not.

I'm afraid that I might mess up the tasks they will give me tomorrow. I am afraid that they might get aggravated by the things I'd do as a beginner in the field.

Tomorrow, I am going back to work. I battle the anxious feeling every morning since I've been working there (3 months). And I think I might have to battle it again tomorrow.",2.676666666666666,4.909681012658228,4.276227848101268,83.16518565400847,77.48101265822784,7.504472573839662,25.72320675105485,8.447377352677275,1.9234518143459909,632,24,122,13,15,211,88,158,0.2,0.6779999999999999,0.122,-0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,5,4,10,13,3,5,6,0,17,2,0,1,0,15,34,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,10,0,0,4,3,24,3,17,25,2,17,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,4,12,84,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425228954900184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28943115203837205,0.0,0.07648405163243699,0.0,0.0,0.14135932900683934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183279847134066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964185384552693,0.13992984579727832,0.0,0.0,0.10571209549642803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032098142621331,0.08963427448114533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966553575039897,0.12036021780066458,0.21391885314654926,0.0,0.10034812079909608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061297265763756326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369630061477281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324063485027982,0.0,0.0,0.10014726024583044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955370833137162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764593469458976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378832218358178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433622681614792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335528059047266,0.1607894953821774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035241363696357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27402632045204894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThoseNeonZebras,2020/03/04,"I feel like someone is watching me through my own eyes. Once, I thought about how a historical figure, like George Washington, would feel if they could see modern America. So I imagined them seeing it through my eyes. It started as something I just kinda did when i got bored, but now it has become a part of my life. It's like it's always at the back of my mind. Sometimes I feel pressure to behave a certain way because ""one of my friends is watching me"". I know that no one really is, but I still feel like they are. It can get exhausting and feels so weird sometimes. Has anyone else experienced this or something similar? Does anyone know if there is a name for it? Thanks.",3.5170454545454533,5.386626310606066,4.197575757575759,86.34136363636364,73.77272727272728,6.921212121212123,28.66666666666667,7.686295010490155,1.742839393939394,531,22,104,7,11,169,86,132,0.095,0.7559999999999999,0.15,0.8293,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,0,10,11,0,1,5,0,11,4,2,1,1,24,25,11,0,4,6,0,5,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,12,18,7,10,20,2,9,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,4,11,73,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791228168643134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214977477693513,0.15751037340015006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820574494966572,0.0,0.0937098951129728,0.16977820302500587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273763978630108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452659013101734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841828200653715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886422251129077,0.21964365853738987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118768265869465,0.0,0.08031544935087037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294866281481268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896749271127276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858116480162416,0.3004108816326105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552193587104191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371308967380674,0.20833732617543554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647019285630366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848076189920997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499931346694714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302514747040645,0.2366914499820257,0.30407773489596945,0.0,0.10880799869172632,0.0,0.12276571974645747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153017508882065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204121057808988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220204813931425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920248425332964,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sara_2420,2020/03/04,"Mental Health Resources/ Health Hi,

I'm doing a business project for one of my university courses. For this project I need to create a product/ service that people as the public would be interested in. For my service I am thinking about doing a cafe that is better suited for those suffering from mental illness or an item or product that can create a safer environment in places where socializing may occur.

I would be very grateful if people would be wiling to comment things that they don't like about cafes, how people cope while being in social situations, or even your opinions on this idea. I am open to any comments surrounding this topic. Feel free to reach out to me through messages if you feel uncomfortable posting in the comments.

Thanks A lot!!!!",7.290162206001622,8.607539021897813,6.9700243309002445,72.20342254663423,63.8905109489051,8.716626115166262,34.930251419302515,8.841846274778883,3.2060679643146788,614,27,96,9,9,193,93,137,0.071,0.764,0.165,0.9161,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,1,5,6,0,0,8,0,15,3,0,1,0,19,21,8,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,10,6,21,13,2,12,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,8,2,75,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118009887396692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347778301935386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461836355382066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548922346235096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368919607398148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590011905393945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478053356469313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753342213903484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497653332116451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867415262071566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759194326519742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609223745814332,0.0,0.1813073498697321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619875291484973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950608366665224,0.0,0.3537945670560297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976789781149028,0.0,0.0,0.1152890765328962,0.11119434970098574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318471482999345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369823283282117,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kodokushi-xx,2020/03/04,"Drug in a combo with BuSpar to eliminate anxiety Hi everyone

I'm on BuSpar 60 mg and it really helps me going through social situations and my anxiety went downhill

I still have a bit of anxiety in stressfull situations resulting mainly with sweaty palms

I heard adding another drug with BusPar could completly eliminate the remaining anxiety.

Which drug works great in a combo with BuSpar?

tldr; Which drug works great in a combo with BuSpar to completly elminate the anxiety?",6.002319277108432,9.117308674698798,7.2225150602409665,61.75979668674702,70.68674698795179,11.860843373493974,33.26656626506024,11.20814326018867,5.510181927710844,392,19,52,16,8,132,49,83,0.09699999999999999,0.773,0.13,0.7878,0,0,4,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,0,2,5,1,1,0,9,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,14,3,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,33,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135211670599549,0.4932186791238343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077620436401975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27039594847002524,0.0,0.0,0.10295330475532788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981481074203988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321392694946758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328327960804729,0.0,0.0,0.2843279898294127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643013512720793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826064433860644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28988258509625103,0.0,0.13144473981026025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297685844839652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953471707159058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774920645161292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cats_Can_Have_Salami,2020/03/05,"Corona Virus Chill Out Thread. Share what works for you. The coronavirus megathread has started to become filled with a lot of people panicking so I wanted to create somewhere that is just a calming space that people can go and be reassured/relieve some anxiety. Please share any tips, tricks, facts, perspectectives etc that youve been using lately.

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A personal one of mine has been to try and mentally replace the term ""corona virus"" with ""a bad cold"", and remind myself thats what it is. Sure it sucks, theres gonna be a lot of people have to take time off work with a bad cold. A lot of people might get a bad cold at the same time which will cause inconvenience, but its just a bad cold. So now when I do my mental replacement and read a headline ""Australians Panic Buy Toilet Paper Over A Bad Cold"" I can laugh at it for what it truely is.",5.3381818181818215,6.280646575757576,5.4212121212121245,82.91181818181822,68.0909090909091,8.181818181818182,25.90909090909091,8.296473431620573,1.5468181818181814,675,18,129,9,11,212,103,165,0.166,0.747,0.086,-0.9302,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,7,13,2,1,14,0,15,0,0,2,2,22,23,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,8,0,1,2,5,7,5,18,16,7,15,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,5,7,86,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086074141998525,0.1579707289351352,0.08840809545246459,0.0,0.09945373621118313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427451808024742,0.0,0.14358069406493384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355130513380506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499032959390884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679224291249952,0.0,0.07388503586052554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665169640443715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315776962751893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620296285902989,0.13791513080623227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809498910615683,0.0,0.0,0.1525332659361978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605173594272912,0.11351565628259615,0.0,0.14270683342378207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300405303806799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201845521756097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252850296428584,0.0,0.09774784314802028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161432905577846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826509825475888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228288040624797,0.0,0.0,0.07668052321389697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929088498298266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579707289351352,0.0
anxiety,smileyfake,2020/03/05,"anxiety has taken over my life TW for talk of suicide.

I’m typing this on mobile and totally freaking out so I’m really sorry if this is badly written or not the right place. I don’t know where else to go. Every day since I was a teen, just one panic attack after the next. I’m 22 and haven’t had a semblance of a life.

I can’t eat, sleep, or enjoy anything. I’ve tried therapy and I exercise regularly and when I do eat, I keep it healthy and nourishing. I drink lots of water, no caffeine. I tried yoga and meditation and supplements and CBD. I tried all sorts of meds and I turned into a benzo addict and nearly died during withdrawals so I don’t want to go back on any pharmaceuticals for my own safety since I have an addictive personality. Years and years and so much money and time just wasted. 

There’s no end to this. I feel cursed.

I feel like I’m constantly having a heart attack. Shaking, headaches, dizziness, chest pains, throwing up all the time. My hands and face go numb and I’m almost always running a small fever because I get so worked up. I’m struggling to find a job due to this and having autism and my bf resents me for making him pay for everything since we live together and I absolutely hate myself for it. 

I put in so much time and effort to get a job. Phones calls, interviews, applications. I dread all of it to the point where it’s all I think about. I know it’ll happen soon enough but I’ve had jobs before and I know it will only make things worse. It’s like there’s no escape. I’m considering suicide just to make the adrenaline stop. 

Everyone around me calls me lazy and whiney and dramatic or gets mad at me and tells me I need to get over it because “everyone has to do it” or “that’s the way the world works” as if I’m a spoiled child and I’m so tired. I feel fucking crazy. Nobody believes me or understands how bad this has gotten for me. I feel the need to hide it so nobody thinks I’m faking to get out of responsibilities.

I have no idea what to do anymore. I just want to die. This isn’t a life at all, it’s hell and I want out. I can’t imagine being alive another year feeling this sick from nervousness with no friends because I’m terrified of people, grinding for money in a job I hate just to stay alive, a relationship that I’m ruining because I’m so dumb, and no passion for anything. I don’t know what to do anymore, man. I just want to be normal.",1.4346963562753032,3.581292923076924,3.407329554655874,88.23109149797573,81.30769230769229,6.381149797570852,22.025748987854254,7.554174236665415,0.8994258785425107,1880,60,397,30,50,634,234,494,0.24600000000000002,0.685,0.069,-0.9983,4,0,1,0,0,3,49.0,1,0,0,3,24,26,9,5,21,0,26,22,5,4,6,85,77,45,4,9,15,0,6,2,2,2,11,0,0,3,23,33,4,2,15,3,3,7,14,21,0,1,6,6,45,5,53,67,11,48,1,1,0,2,14,23,3,10,18,242,68,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404401085542994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534134823948613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260517274417261,0.0,0.0,0.05116534317151855,0.07889502658536933,0.057557902552836965,0.0,0.14923445045478415,0.0,0.0,0.12383116083724892,0.06697897985036974,0.0,0.1711912621385623,0.0,0.0578544216736651,0.1256434415347303,0.1834608559565172,0.0,0.06402315159699197,0.08476899086644055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536555925560007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130701619243495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852316119456062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617314865705414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370592643322177,0.0,0.1539772925094607,0.06285282869269589,0.0,0.06663973852576781,0.07774236905162578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339240374560236,0.1437888608174393,0.06762028306452596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021639922364214,0.05375101203575048,0.0,0.0,0.06876740968450472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812974096976349,0.06955757362335123,0.19654729453436295,0.0,0.12828078228683382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653391536067466,0.0,0.0,0.1485665773695616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915900090787543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493607645809109,0.0,0.0,0.29865381080516024,0.06687619799090036,0.0,0.0,0.16539833282422126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943134989570534,0.07351629918127635,0.0,0.06643773112664103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396581116663136,0.0,0.0,0.1506685661351255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357396469006104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061916983653584,0.11157806047237732,0.0,0.0,0.0800179102794269,0.0,0.07371859552758805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098413585587594,0.05722292179853634,0.08005998115541102,0.08827717480798299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052161496975989964,0.06569610485684617,0.07860911471273432,0.0,0.07112551235262027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563633554341732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048200259032137836,0.0,0.0,0.0807789124178348,0.0,0.06425400020917481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867163220928467,0.0,0.07529369447007303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422430079093009,0.0,0.08019514418622957,0.0,0.06290347187034652,0.0,0.07865651268109529,0.0,0.16459929053916222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047454554703537,0.06576251476908057,0.0,0.08604276248302448,0.0,0.04998568590192938,0.09642068451535964,0.0,0.0,0.13161802326172925,0.08647657329642122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532477547161088,0.08183881544102793,0.0,0.07832682462210093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751248976606065,0.05972149988436275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955029672143854,0.0,0.07667533317665376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535503824369891
anxiety,Lews83,2020/03/05,"Therapy? I take medication to help with anxiety/depression. My doctor has increased my dose and I have felt a positive effect, but I feel like it's not enough. My doctor said they will not increase my medication any more unless I see/consult a therapist first. This TERRIFIES me and is causing me more anxiety. I feel like I am being pushed/forced into the decision...",4.531225490196079,6.923793985294122,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,72.38235294117645,10.415686274509804,31.92156862745098,10.504223727775694,4.227580392156863,293,14,48,10,6,100,50,68,0.154,0.675,0.172,-0.1857,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,2,0,14,11,4,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,13,2,4,7,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,37,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168317683133105,0.0,0.15938496607159736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402987005304225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794490573883106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265041835038183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527825553136387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069311418143266,0.2976864287842209,0.2000458952664543,0.0,0.0,0.17721994221041296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396506736047085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357574426831848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419775580801065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198185809127424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602566895448526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665109484310344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382630737191,0.2419070488013345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaybruh87,2020/03/05,I’m having std hypochondria I had a hookup with another male and had protected oral sex and neither of us ejaculated and I’m now worried I’m going to get hiv because I had a cankersore in my mouth when we did it. He said he was clean but idk. I’ve been unable to stop thinking about it for like a week and I just need reassurance nothing bad will happen and i won’t be the 1 in 40000 who gets hiv from oral sex,2.1265810593900483,3.343472573033708,3.9528410914927785,89.36820224719101,76.07865168539325,6.8834670947030485,25.07383627608347,7.447530270364453,1.0046487961476722,325,11,74,4,7,110,65,89,0.068,0.772,0.16,0.8432,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,10,6,1,0,0,12,20,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,1,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,1,7,2,9,10,1,7,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,5,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131806586331165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937627551338826,0.1820659494920316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120846208891142,0.0,0.16974056804915802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641121542883193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591466657881216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145939978823095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28658111685232024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841027683667968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497007936152737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137513978590992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35926222867661994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395743869468414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033130325630631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BadotBri,2020/03/05,"Anxiety vs. Intuition I struggle with this. My intuition guides me sometimes on gut feelings. I feel like I analyze everything, treating things like science. 

Where is the line that defines intuition vs. overthinking. Why do we let our anxieties explode behind instinct. Is intuition a mask? I get gut feelings, but how do I know if they are irrational or not. How am I suppose to know... 

This is word vomit. Just thinking lately. 

Do you struggle with this? How do you help yourself gauge if you are running with false thoughts or how I like to call it, educated intuition?

Yikes.",2.9925566343042083,6.092811621359228,3.6996504854368943,80.76824595469256,88.12621359223301,7.406860841423947,33.08025889967637,8.238735603445708,3.578058122977346,459,27,74,12,15,145,68,103,0.102,0.802,0.096,0.3591,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,3,1,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,11,3,2,4,0,25,19,9,0,2,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,15,4,7,17,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,4,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33351185105498016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258438383529916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959085092877504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330655325814838,0.15572665720111512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388679766402095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610899573194108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395948327467973,0.0,0.2458936214539977,0.0,0.0,0.22290175427504189,0.0,0.3194855432772894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559014951745264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557650292715301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448178086067489,0.13967430859379384,0.0,0.17305366237894892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669519469539093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scandanaviangirl101,2020/03/05,"I can’t stop worrying I can’t stop worrying about absolutely every aspect of my life from relationships to family to my parents health to my job to how others perceive me to how I look. It’s becoming crippling... any tips on how to stop worrying as I know it’s for the most part extremely unhelpful and these things I’m worrying about are not likely to happen.
Thanks",5.133333333333333,6.3172445555555585,6.7426666666666675,72.36900000000001,68.72222222222221,11.315555555555555,31.06666666666667,11.20814326018867,3.929346666666667,296,12,54,10,5,102,48,72,0.21899999999999997,0.742,0.039,-0.8834,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,11,8,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,14,8,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140354972263108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852013184538871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412867349930111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808396611092596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482884243565727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824748330097318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640724806404247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215848050107547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844497422061755,0.08192525654789094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081804152915445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620079320780575,0.18159279961114566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800371671912507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205910630531587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438716254758852,0.0,0.0,0.11140631905695343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6811926063272379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deadkoalas,2020/03/05,"Breathing issues? So I’ve just discovered this subreddit and have seen posts related to breathing issues. I am aware there are breathing issues related to anxiety, but some reassurance would be nice. 

Every now and then I’ll have issues where I need a very deep breath that only helps for about 15-20 seconds. It’s almost everyday and it doesn’t help having illness anxiety because of the coronavirus outbreak. I always think there’s something else happening, such as asthma or worse. I’m thinking of going to my doctor, but then when I decide to, I feel normal. 

Anyone else experience this? Or have any advice on what to do? Thanks",3.698693633952253,6.683760818965522,4.674482758620691,77.44187002652521,78.74137931034483,7.362334217506633,26.16445623342176,8.384062270229773,2.4328867374005307,509,20,80,11,13,165,85,116,0.09,0.762,0.14800000000000002,0.8477,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,10,7,4,0,0,17,19,12,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,6,3,11,16,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,5,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119903209808766,0.0,0.0,0.15493837820374656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874662000093853,0.0,0.0,0.10522077818456743,0.0,0.23673396568371965,0.0,0.0,0.10818985974003986,0.1585377723154648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432114021712057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583713151091677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258511841657232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303655490151304,0.0,0.0,0.15135429586603802,0.0,0.0,0.07823544731316989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793584942251399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682602159919324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074226860141532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.645985983867444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472932285308685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160121104013255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117678099831221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818726210813535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911766316158028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245333935560298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828772424695346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766732899170286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768169867175824,0.10991478345908748,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thicc_skunk,2020/03/05,"Shower anxiety? I’ve got 3 bathrooms in my house, one is just just the toilet and the other two have a shower. I don’t know what to do because I can’t shower in the downstairs one because there are frosted windows, and once I thought I saw a face and had a full on panic attack, and the other is upstairs with no windows but there is a hole above the shower for the fan. I can’t stop panicking that there is someone looking in the whole and I’m going to look up and make eye contact with them, I’m literally shaking just typing this. But I can’t have a shower anywhere without not being able to breathe, shaking and looking out the window/ at the hole constantly. I’ve told my mum and she laughed and didn’t take it seriously :/ idk what to do??",3.5949376114081986,4.630649967320263,4.8737611408199655,84.89374331550802,72.20261437908495,6.870825906120023,30.248960190136657,6.980632752743323,1.6802732026143787,587,25,118,5,11,195,86,153,0.166,0.789,0.046,-0.9223,5,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,3,14,0,16,3,3,1,0,23,29,11,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,7,12,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,5,0,3,6,5,10,1,15,22,2,13,0,0,5,0,5,8,0,0,2,86,17,1,0.1964001749810819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024559628960907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234335522908255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23944744749589905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122388167141295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116187454855574,0.0,0.15707916142980158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661943273591625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793639986129712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947800470082031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109864187222464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915977654655105,0.2661716828873209,0.0,0.0,0.2304332885586313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640923091881318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419934050187238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766848928241766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591980082254786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766878373901894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918544328949333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192737815117779,0.0,0.1893227601251748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bealx8,2020/03/05,"Looking for participants Hello! I'm looking for participants for a study I am conducting for school on how anxiety impacts superstitious behaviors. If you or anyone you know have anxiety are interested, please consider being a part of my study! Thank you! 

Link: [https://forms.gle/QPo3xPGBPA17aPLc8](https://forms.gle/QPo3xPGBPA17aPLc8)",11.614285714285714,16.835786555555554,8.681587301587303,44.27000000000001,72.33333333333333,11.460317460317464,35.31746031746032,9.957137785484203,6.1394126984126975,285,13,29,10,7,83,34,45,0.071,0.754,0.175,0.7163,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,8,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790120762953545,0.0,0.0,0.2189134507948796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720610795997796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258182235838873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33903611451444804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436688212231013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168545941068388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882428369028365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway136548969,2020/03/05,"I feel like i'm extremely depressed I've felt really stressed out before, but this time it's actually starting to get really bad. 

Normally the bad feelings go away in 2-3 days or something but this time it's like i've been so stressed out / depressed that i don't even have emotions anymore. All i know is empty.

Should i get back on anti-depressants? i'm scared that i'm gonna do something stupid and hurt myself if i keep going on like this.",3.392417582417582,4.796517912087914,4.651428571428571,84.86857142857146,73.17582417582419,7.837362637362638,28.384615384615394,8.418075326091056,1.9825560439560441,354,14,72,6,7,117,61,91,0.35200000000000004,0.5720000000000001,0.076,-0.9861,0,0,2,0,0,2,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,12,1,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,20,6,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,2,3,6,3,7,16,1,13,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,2,8,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.15825105162806893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082553201933486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236070758907194,0.12469598161796085,0.2708044056581361,0.0,0.0,0.1379916954263917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458393742991108,0.0,0.419021148736204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241541681616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710940350034012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399244818186678,0.11585173639040415,0.15570521248847813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945054236000093,0.0,0.1843258487680752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736025269052448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414098203920614,0.0,0.0,0.08912243382980088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376789921876044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888867897878112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777594660455453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235689555595315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496872948827911,0.0,0.0,0.1147822401570084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37152221583489575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912110932289275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GeishaDiamonds,2020/03/05,"Gift ideas for loved ones with anxiety My fiance has anxiety, mostly about work. She has had a particular stressful few weeks because of a situation at work. The problem essentially is that she was told she would get a base salary and a bonus equal to 20% of her salary. She got her bonus months late and for much less than they had told her she would receive. She stressed about it all last weekend then confronted her boss about the lack of compensation. He explained to her that the bonus was prorated for the months she had worked there in the fiscal year 2019 (10 months not 12). She had never been told that the bonus was calculated like this. She ended up negotiating the bonus for 2020 into her normal salary, and hopefully getting the bonus so pretty much a 20% raise. Her boss said he needs a week to get it approved and was very confrontational. She has been worried all week about being let go or not getting her money. I want to buy her something to help her with anxiety. I was thinking maybe a weighted blanket (although she has no problems sleeping). I'm going to deep clean the house tonight before she gets home, but was wondering if you all had any other suggestions on gifts, activities or anything that can help her not focus or stress less about this big news.",6.607125,7.363857129166668,6.0391666666666675,80.2625,65.20833333333334,9.066666666666668,31.0,9.029198982220553,2.4197,1021,36,192,16,15,313,137,240,0.077,0.779,0.145,0.9556,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,10,7,16,2,3,16,0,23,3,1,2,4,36,43,12,0,10,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,9,7,1,0,4,1,8,3,5,7,0,1,18,2,28,9,26,21,11,24,0,0,0,1,37,7,0,7,15,132,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352134488593932,0.0,0.248121138774304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896875227653626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590539624953137,0.0,0.09199719805392484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575706709984684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824259651580545,0.0,0.12288755177024367,0.0,0.08646878039284572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493330213605235,0.0,0.108447330392982,0.10738176806607476,0.0,0.1247492397058054,0.0,0.12204774137056748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812748062521608,0.12195749602202427,0.0,0.0,0.11055406663074582,0.0,0.052819123764357434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757726199650296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861521809382134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588871037399602,0.0,0.15895271354449647,0.08016528920947699,0.08338431507820136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059289345157344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326096149508518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999098146784063,0.0,0.20690132443225728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284133621384296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215248600152573,0.10819225154639936,0.0,0.0,0.08323157218955228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715332589325407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927519646089485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30992317567802385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892055151787723,0.0637685402495121,0.0,0.26016800418237196,0.13165393632293906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724520854218652,0.2361252162605643,0.1097951904487806,0.0,0.15360241279690798,0.0,0.0,0.06962198261037426
anxiety,girdkohd,2020/03/05,"Cured anxiety I've started to give a fuck about things. When you feel that things are hard on you, just try to focus on your breath and you will forgot everything! You will manually control your breath and not thing about shit.",5.672015503875973,7.021778372093022,4.81860465116279,86.0448062015504,67.6046511627907,8.524031007751939,25.96124031007752,8.841846274778883,1.6419984496124025,182,5,36,3,3,54,32,43,0.147,0.79,0.062,-0.45299999999999996,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,1,4,2,2,0,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,7,8,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,2,2,0,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22586186624627044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311427382967723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653474614547456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928490794069033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27294954634093266,0.0,0.2832262197175526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644818199784563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030650843204955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897616134204294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884436264705338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045219592251567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilyn1994,2020/03/05,"Shaking hands - how to explain them to others? I’ve been a nurse for a while now, and I’ve had anxiety for a while now. When I get nervous/anxious my heart races and that leads to my hands shaking. Once it happens, I have a hard time bringing myself back down to a calm state. 

I’m generally confident in my tasks and consider myself competent, but recently I’ve gotten into my head. There’s one very specific task that I’ve done for years with no trouble, that ONE time I had the random shakes with, and now every time I go to do that one thing that should be simple and easy, I psych myself out in my head and say “what if you shake this time. What is that patient going to think of you? They will think you are incompetent, a new nurse, have never done this before, don’t know what you are doing”, etc. And then you know what happens? My heart starts to race and I shake. And I get embarrassed. And then it is a self-fulfilling cycle. 

So my question is, what is your advice to me for how to break this cycle? Do I just accept it and acknowledge it? What do I say to explain it? I already take a beta blocker, but I find myself wanting to take a triple dose of it these days. I don’t want to leave my house on my off days, and I wish I could call out of work every day.",3.0774404642785704,4.016136539923956,4.255569341604964,89.20655593356018,73.33460076045627,7.209845907544527,23.728036822093266,7.475848149327749,0.8328600760456273,982,26,217,11,19,322,133,263,0.099,0.831,0.069,-0.6917,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,6,2,3,10,9,0,6,10,0,23,7,6,3,1,43,44,23,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,24,17,0,1,10,0,0,9,4,7,0,3,6,5,36,2,29,34,2,40,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,3,21,158,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057903120933022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616816954381986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943959489699894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488224542202958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049990684684821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599890571546565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851993966692073,0.0,0.0,0.23873645380560615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254947712137155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376167479965381,0.0,0.0,0.20792926231325648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277973323329366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893637580364356,0.0,0.14025512445155905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182335283463271,0.0,0.11053664258203896,0.0,0.25327535554957664,0.0,0.0,0.2924445862907914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237992284920606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562805359927912,0.0,0.0,0.1306562586693774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516893550346588,0.11917453846883835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314104112269951,0.2508445759700321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382293395091832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183652951238465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962554666256692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287266851080229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873387942366455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855536205122381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819773835799004,0.15813157900964414,0.0,0.0,0.28780775894187377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181283989249207,0.1455617663457311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189682499613238,0.0,0.0,0.08983218429016929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794615865880307
anxiety,Grommaz,2020/03/05,"Ways to deal with Anxiety at the workplace? Anybody have tips to deal with anxiety at the workplace? Some recent events there/with my immediate supervisor have made it incredibly uncomfortable to feel at ease. I work in a small office. 

I like my Job and I like what I do but lately it’s been tough for me to get excited and to stay at work. I can feel my anxiety rising so much throughout the day.",2.466153846153848,4.9101552948718,4.2483974358974415,81.96951923076925,79.38461538461539,8.002564102564103,25.134615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.1359692307692315,315,12,62,8,8,106,51,78,0.113,0.78,0.107,0.3101,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,9,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,9,3,13,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039530648608707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161620858398016,0.4527715383895728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206076113250955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472575971623016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790738342355384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477050291106499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455938366078653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777964322456494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614225767994034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168168342312323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340517803644777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742988745242785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197256173960749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smallavocados,2020/03/05,"Being forced to lie on a phone call at work My boss and another employee are making a trip to attend a community meeting for a project. At first, they didn't want to take a flight, so they decided to drive. THEN they decided they didn't want to go at all, but there is absolutely no way they can miss this meeting. 

In their desperation to not go, they have been telling the entire office that they need to call the city planner and say that we are ""residents of the area who want to be involved in this meeting but are concerned because there has been a case of the coronavirus in a nearby city."" Many people called, but the meeting is still on, so my boss had to go. 

Another employee is still forcing people to call (from cell phones and blocked numbers )and now she has come over to me and asked me to do it. I don't want to because 1) I feel so uncomfortable lying , 2) I hate making outgoing calls because i get so nervous . Those two things combined have me feeling so nauseous. I know that the person on the other end doesn't know that i'm not really from the area, but the thought of getting asked some unexpected question has me feeling sick. 

I finally told her that i can't because i get too anxious about things like this, yet i can't shake off the gross feeling.",6.990164835164832,6.05227561111111,7.094603174603176,78.72390109890111,64.71428571428572,10.293528693528694,35.65445665445665,9.466822959209583,3.0836870573870576,1002,41,202,16,13,323,134,252,0.179,0.772,0.049,-0.9881,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,8,3,13,6,1,2,17,0,24,1,0,4,1,35,52,15,0,5,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,14,7,0,1,10,0,0,8,9,5,0,2,7,5,26,1,31,43,2,30,0,1,0,0,32,13,0,2,9,141,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23488157457600756,0.0,0.12652706661535965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940801804980894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309436719373625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718178490457559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964772792767722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919793041281792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226520374191054,0.0,0.0,0.12268950359446087,0.0,0.09526634930520522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554466998853868,0.0,0.19095495264692094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057589157464737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310351655678375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471708691933324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952049402266698,0.11354947514398568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304588915858556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529210233176094,0.097793265432197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546458740149952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174947031793921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906615351309885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888519940623154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842093600428285,0.0,0.0978921212500361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881440718196254,0.0,0.0,0.08891474890192003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107019908278837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940681450707944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423980640936723,0.08889964637822491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081536654789505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nsogno,2020/03/05,"When you're anxious, do you ever tell (kind of) strangers private stuff about yourself, eventhough you wouldn't want to do so? I'm an intern right now and this is my second week. Little back story is that I used to have an eating disorder and I still have body image issues sometimes, so this topic is sensitive to me. 
Today at lunch one of the workers asked me if I watch what I eat, or do anything else in order to stay slim. All of a sudden I felt super confused, anxious and conflicted, and I felt like the way I did when I actually had an ED and lied to people that I'm fine, I eat whatever I want to. So I told her that that's just the way I am, I eat what I want, but mostly healthy things (luckily this is actually true now). And somehow my brain didn't stop there, and I said ""but I had times when I didn't eat normally, but I'm okay now"" And I immediately asked myself, why the hell did I just say that? I would not want them to know that. We don't burst out things like that, because it is private and because most people get confused and look at the other person  as weird for sharing something so private. 

Long story short: I told one of my coworkers that I had an eating disorder, eventhough no one asked me to talk about it, and I know that I would have never wanted to bring this up. 

Sorry if my English is not perfect. ♡",3.5849511961722484,4.3487487927272745,4.8583732057416285,86.00966507177034,71.98181818181818,7.389473684210527,26.47368421052632,7.475848149327749,1.259399999999999,1038,33,220,11,19,345,138,275,0.132,0.779,0.08900000000000001,-0.7929999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,2,1,3,19,13,1,2,10,1,24,9,2,1,5,49,46,25,0,11,10,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,21,13,7,2,4,0,0,1,8,4,0,4,12,6,37,9,22,31,3,29,1,0,2,0,16,8,1,8,18,159,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.17965403851018255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797943485827566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757488831932779,0.0,0.2581615286782272,0.0,0.0,0.0707803722414085,0.0,0.11222502360818327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224622698364116,0.0,0.10275766807315392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109933696599584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651376212185776,0.07689553335072973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326402929381138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676388215343544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809205681340849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607574733935474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585537387699723,0.10117597952530977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994145773701676,0.09225776643554316,0.0,0.08146089777160016,0.07729838431082685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099423765523513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901889515375042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712534028810887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763104585004428,0.08037405996048215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786097574090022,0.08756013954303253,0.07320144522502517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086419083615733,0.09103929455977733,0.10304186247648528,0.0,0.09811250364703823,0.07351083778405873,0.07695749132838993,0.0,0.0,0.10537463790499373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739858894293915,0.08045530730809171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230717558070968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367479506113601,0.0,0.08725214890363203,0.17591445560087796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950120060831685,0.0,0.0,0.2714658564476717,0.14612919359816465,0.07383654468624852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306034300939534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307786265114026,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,concreteclass,2020/03/05,"Not sure what just happened So I was having a productive day today doing university work from home (I'm a masters student), and my flatmate comes home and tells me she's invited the guy she's seeing over for dinner.

I think 'Ok cool', I start to feel a bit nervous about meeting this guy, just small things like how should I introduce myself? 'friend', 'flatmate' etc. etc, nothing too serious.

Then I stop working and things start to get hazy, background sounds fade out around me and seem far away, I start to wonder what I'm actually doing with my life, why nobody likes me, why _I_ don't have someone coming over for dinner. My stomach hurts, I feel like crying, I lie on my bed doing absolutely nothing. She asks me if I want anything from the shop, I manage a 'No thanks'. I feel horrific, I want to die, just get out of the flat and go anywhere, escape from this life.

Suddenly this guy knocks at the door and snaps me out of it. I realise it's been 2 hours and I've just been spinning around in my own head listing all the things I hate about myself and how I'm so ugly (and worse that I won't go into here).

So I think I just had some kind of anxiety attack?? I've been under an incredible amount of stress lately, this week has been the most stressful of my life I think. It feels like a game of jenga, and my flatmate telling me this guy is coming was a final piece that sent the whole thing crumbling.

He's still here now as I'm typing this, they're laughing have a glass of wine - in the back of my mind it's obvious he'll stay the night and I'll have to listen to them gettin busy in the room next door - this upsets me even more, it reminds me again that I'm shit at relationships, and have been all my life.

Sooooo I basically just needed to type this out, it's given me something to focus on while they're busy having fun, and I frankly feel a bit better having written this - I can't focus on anything else at the moment. 

I've just moved here (lol more stress), so I'm going to try and register with a GP tomorrow (lol I have no documents with this address on it, stress), and try and explain all this to them.. somehow.

If anyone did read this, what are your thoughts? I think I've had this a long time coming.",3.8875349700256905,4.674719340707966,4.715920639451898,87.22148586925492,71.3008849557522,7.336682843277192,25.42135312589209,7.359569317364363,1.0416228090208393,1730,49,367,17,31,560,219,452,0.124,0.815,0.061,-0.9848,0,0,2,0,0,1,58.0,0,1,2,4,27,24,3,6,22,4,28,10,3,2,5,69,72,27,1,6,10,0,5,4,1,3,4,2,7,4,30,30,3,1,13,4,1,9,6,11,0,0,14,9,50,13,50,55,15,58,0,1,1,0,22,24,1,7,28,238,80,7,0.0,0.0,0.07552641753947201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920701168741236,0.0,0.0,0.05411642787791615,0.0,0.12737908543881554,0.13779603032516474,0.07235393674520726,0.0880480577703153,0.0727152097859463,0.059512026468593764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844964416426297,0.16899072824850145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666759764845648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501484299005695,0.04991341318108791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032385673982874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465364438148646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726319083799901,0.05111870946793522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956663476684764,0.11058209756304137,0.0,0.08478250895114281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979523402235935,0.0,0.08087145256165515,0.0,0.13195619435845166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065331233368319,0.06844019899357169,0.0,0.0,0.07641160199160989,0.07942966355963417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526711806412796,0.0,0.07621854743418481,0.0,0.08285301612888205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805950486932801,0.0,0.0,0.08730500264524019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186656885895552,0.15124527447279593,0.0,0.0,0.06849219565848398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814695121583204,0.0,0.0,0.0822587040893012,0.0,0.05738745886702953,0.0,0.0,0.08231052798991945,0.07263002414743548,0.0,0.14852530144267018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741600763733265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830933338341995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167384518426273,0.07045755899502529,0.0,0.0,0.07944492041806321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557658609116172,0.05958250101218952,0.0,0.0,0.16434187274639006,0.08249283987979138,0.06180779763367841,0.0647057385523659,0.3546231346921328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729439313536003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529339353366246,0.0712549760553277,0.0,0.0,0.2056713645311932,0.19836652629128232,0.0,0.061443035254125776,0.04512968388298358,0.0,0.07336147056820426,0.0,0.0,0.10509233545260176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129922730065496,0.0,0.06208165148850149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967401343429967,0.08640882438701339,0.0,0.0,0.08393164484181274,0.11268905590142998,0.0,0.07887218168450476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cottoneyedmoe,2020/03/05,"Is it okay to ask my doctor for meds? Hi all. I’ve had anxiety for the past 10 years or so, on and off. I had no anxiety for a while but the passed few months I’ve had bad panic disorder. 

I’ve self prescribed myself diazepam in the past which would completely get rid of my anxiety but I ended up addicted which was stupid. 

I feel like I can’t cope at the moment with just breathing techniques and meditation, I’m worried I’ll have to leave work or call in sick.

Is it okay to ask my doctor for medication tomorrow? I don’t want to become reliant on it but I can’t see any other way right now as it’s never been this bad, I feel like I’m losing control of myself.",0.5843896713615031,2.6470352323943693,3.05974647887324,89.98689671361505,84.0,6.321877934272301,20.734272300469485,7.554174236665415,0.7474041314553991,521,16,115,9,15,180,89,142,0.256,0.659,0.085,-0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,3,9,1,1,5,2,12,6,1,1,2,16,21,10,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,3,12,4,19,15,2,20,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,2,12,71,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621698984380442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116161464724624,0.0,0.3414020114221603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27814024989180125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841606891763116,0.0,0.16429326714306092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190016209250304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597158791724625,0.0,0.1668465167098962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049136502793955,0.30452346440830663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175683247815284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504346253544554,0.21254774538429827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772074000555919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575149145747094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535283195770302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642391725307468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523835640419876,0.1498596251616896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873847640805847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473255777151578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453731347284002,0.0,0.0,0.2840157005864881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703986733588254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185421241953043,0.0,0.15518868376282402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774225369988124,0.11807842932284895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829874495588901,0.15107257305387972,0.0,0.10567453653326572,0.0,0.0,0.09579629135912232
anxiety,fartdicksuckbutt,2020/03/05,"Becoming single and loving myself is the single best thing I’ve done to improve my anxiety When you’re with a partner, it’s hard to distinguish between self love and feeling happy that someone loves you. Breaking up with my toxic SO and focusing on my mental health was so rewarding. I finally had time to see a therapist, to be with friends and family, and just to have time to think. 

Eloquently stated by RUPAUL, 

“IF YOU CANT LOVE YOURSELF HOW IN THE HELL YOU GON LOVE SOMEBODY ELSE”",5.0053416149068335,6.745622391304347,5.824844720496894,76.71021739130438,69.65217391304348,9.170186335403725,31.62111801242236,9.606745405546679,3.2661813664596275,388,17,66,9,7,127,68,92,0.136,0.601,0.263,0.9461,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,5,10,1,0,4,0,7,6,0,1,0,14,15,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,8,9,14,11,3,9,1,0,1,5,11,3,1,1,4,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403446122402395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790677224302504,0.0,0.0,0.17015291564115353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592257755212114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544476774753764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284845702258154,0.0,0.08198140497569405,0.0,0.0,0.17761330152070004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526674500791565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259799059592562,0.1452430221612003,0.0,0.0,0.17234418809808122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7316754537262997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339609272152347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920230123132934,0.0,0.16914438815170268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373782647175441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825370550249212,0.1077167051747182,0.10389092656508513,0.0,0.0,0.18908692960859103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,queenashley2020,2020/03/05,"Anyone else exercise and your cats help? My cat echo cuddles me and keeps me so calm with his loud purrs and been doing 10000 to 15,000 steps a day to keep active and I loaded myself on vitamins a day but s till at junk food and stuff I feel like it helps alot to have vitamins and minerals",4.125,4.766139499999999,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,70.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.278833333333334,230,5,50,4,4,74,48,60,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.8846,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,12,6,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,7,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671143979866168,0.2882543107975379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628672385497215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501387606743476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224815080863248,0.20098114824443924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34018355859129384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771371486273336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001154230731111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744290260346495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32205384388584896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hijo_de_fruita,2020/03/05,"Folks I just want to vent a bit ok. I'm just really scared and anxious. Coronavirus. Yes... It's now the demon in my own anxiety horror movie.

I'm 30s. And asthmatic.. it's really bad too at the moment with the pollen changes. So I'm on an inhaler 6 times a day.

I've just had a new born baby. And I'm just so in love. 

Now I'm scared I'm going to die from this. I know with my asthma I stand no chance of infected. I get the flu jab yearly to avoid this danger and now I'm unprotected.

I'm scared I'm going to die....

There's 30 cases in my city and I'm in a European city that has so much tourism. 

Ive decided to lock myself at home. But I can't control what germs I encounter on small trips or what family bring in. 

I'm so stressed out it's unreal. :-(",-1.081428571428571,0.8363899047619051,2.155047619047618,94.57328571428572,90.42857142857143,5.979047619047622,16.733333333333334,7.365786028017652,0.11334904761904815,576,14,142,11,20,206,96,168,0.267,0.677,0.055999999999999994,-0.9885,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,1,5,9,2,4,4,0,1,0,19,22,11,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,8,8,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,1,1,11,2,19,21,3,25,1,0,0,1,1,11,0,1,9,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397175173260982,0.20632887622912385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249504360782204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993933178612841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193206714090684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484396965419505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778635624699155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379098675170327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721747870033364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542078085383277,0.0,0.20759469017960508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320073619684352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037303049247782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483786340385986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425989388726442,0.0,0.0,0.17639285186532033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400507064214446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485572911784382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092111329109572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649764631141896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772458369952348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176128395552447
anxiety,Lids1205,2020/03/05,"I need help but I'm scared to trust people. I'm scared of everything. There are very few things I can do. I can drive, go to my job, come home, and visit with my mom from time to time. 

I'm very submissive and am scared of people. I had friends in high school but no longer have anyone to talk to except my mom( who does not know). I can't even trust anyone enough to even try, but I want to laugh and talk to someone again. I just want to be a little bit happy, I just don't know what to do. I want to get better but I'm scared to even try.",0.1562954545454538,1.6255183416666696,1.8412121212121235,101.29227272727276,82.25,5.03030303030303,14.242424242424242,5.565023196281405,-1.2391666666666672,411,4,108,2,11,134,65,120,0.152,0.619,0.22899999999999998,0.8763,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,4,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,19,24,7,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,0,12,6,18,22,3,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,63,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497446503849194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698329701216807,0.14440610171439222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394009181493785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157515862122718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667170596764813,0.0,0.2620920201520196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887699792511998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219254909146508,0.0,0.06910634284761466,0.0,0.07517288008191715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408053560100711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865872567564557,0.13975198750350526,0.13267899059585145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125894642268715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453857953330433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257068339552133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098293105749661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980775609191595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183400656926232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297069519731457,0.13386571000339806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207312092575554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262946854740128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787523520981305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425702436316435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960718484454502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827550141830587,0.2340512815230272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SeverinusKierkegaard,2020/03/05,"DAE gets bloated when feeling anxious? At work I feel anxious, and for that reason I get really bloated. When I get bloated I feel even more anxious.",3.085952380952381,5.808502357142861,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,79.0,5.161904761904762,34.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,2.40017619047619,118,7,19,1,3,38,18,28,0.218,0.727,0.055,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7842029196075115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282865346519384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35098802086992803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626698128947684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482321677850127,0.2379039410507429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845218563745504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joyous_occlusion,2020/03/05,"I took a mental health day today We received some very shocking and disturbing information from a loved one last night and I ended up sending an email out at that time that I won't be at work today. I won't share that information because I made a promise, not even with my sister's, brother's, and other family members. That situation is being dealt with in a very professional and discreet way; that loved one will be okay.

As I expected, I had non-stop panic attacks starting at 3am this morning continuing until about an hour ago. On at least six occasions, I thought I was having a heart attack, but that little nubbin of reason and rationality in my brain said ""You're fine, you'll get through this."" My wife is doing much better and was able to go in today.

When stuff like this is sprung on us folks with panic disorders and anxiety problems, our brains really kick things up a couple gears and show us how things could have gone instead of how they're going now. That's the fear we deal with against our will, we truly have no control over these thoughts. And that's why I'm at home with my phone and computer off to work stuff; I'm taking this time to let my mind and body get through this cycle of phantom occurrences. Tonight I will get in comfy clothes, wrap up in my favorite blanket, eat pizza and ice cream, watch at least three movies, take my medication, and sleep like a baby so that my tomorrow will be awesome.

I hope someone reads this and understands my perspective. Only You can look out for You. It doesn't matter how much your company tells you they care for you and cater to your needs, because when the chips are down and revenue isn't looking so well, they won't hesitate to start cutting their ""very precious resources"" because that's all we are to the company. Resources.

Have a great day!",8.93184659090909,7.025184400568183,8.37693181818182,74.18852272727273,61.52840909090909,11.3,37.34090909090909,9.827888789773867,3.4478034090909087,1447,54,275,22,16,459,204,352,0.084,0.758,0.158,0.9868,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,8,7,3,4,12,23,3,4,13,1,30,11,5,6,1,49,55,26,0,5,2,3,0,2,0,8,2,1,1,0,23,27,2,1,6,2,0,6,7,9,1,4,9,5,38,14,44,32,6,50,0,0,4,2,33,22,0,2,23,187,61,5,0.09254378069004283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203447780951427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079573892441601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056382117776734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924148924499824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184745352977514,0.0,0.10279527784468057,0.0,0.20661893063186265,0.0,0.0,0.09435455213316483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379571920127804,0.07388867852502844,0.10239793312269184,0.0,0.11936616517823928,0.09540857430766043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060631902879456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469539122609086,0.0,0.0,0.08196632124200068,0.0,0.0,0.06112429434459068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872420402490095,0.10413748197883307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505091742057466,0.0,0.1051895264768285,0.0,0.0,0.10202984491901816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836971133123264,0.0,0.10966482569863213,0.0,0.0,0.0928289575907736,0.09191685546989743,0.09113698245466363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543553291625621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463228578854158,0.0,0.09042443335646476,0.09275318037494563,0.0,0.0,0.15542693606577082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670487504463891,0.08756716290392436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322812294569716,0.09326236440604717,0.0,0.09344283723056644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606065406212456,0.06862004076367949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868460690899733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542012169488426,0.07038371539724872,0.0,0.2171603739366267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855189980978921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256882435139722,0.0,0.05928591562897845,0.0951504196942727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803032774876969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402308692802137,0.0926106147016871,0.0,0.0784120450627539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100592858527496,0.0,0.0,0.07737074449306704,0.0,0.0,0.2118809759691084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916281172660208,0.0,0.08088734335534617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296395150335207,0.0,0.0,0.14693884925455825,0.10792604547546847,0.0,0.26316204970172546,0.0,0.10281954547392894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634133943005296,0.22263754710988892,0.0,0.0,0.2290749331141465,0.0,0.07345694555333465,0.0,0.0,0.08320797290161185,0.0,0.08350636780847992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474594906691925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rayquake13,2020/03/05,"Advice problems. How many times have you followed the advice people gave you about your anxiety and actually dropped them because they were not working for you? Not only that but they made you more anxious?

To me this actually gets me more anxious and it sucks because in my mind is like people are expecting so much from me that I feel like if I fail at anything it will just make matters worst.",6.040399999999997,7.157278906666669,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000002,66.6,8.133333333333333,33.66666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.6008666666666675,318,14,57,4,5,99,57,75,0.24600000000000002,0.672,0.08199999999999999,-0.9472,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,3,2,4,6,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,15,12,6,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,1,14,2,6,8,4,5,0,1,0,0,9,2,1,1,3,44,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.38505276492068186,0.0,0.0,0.3855786125315527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509261546863026,0.4457626285661309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623526927371146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405320581266563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975564924988356,0.14094387038523415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307577608769357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277165862693396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668037617332298,0.13169247146673255,0.2000208882829782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920645395401956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503070123770948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004778082453618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735518082522393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887796911439393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504126718348147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362932191398312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bosox268,2020/03/05,"Hello it's me, Anxiety... remember me? I feel like I will go through periods of time where my anxiety is not bad, and that's awesome. Then all of a sudden its like... Immmm BACKKK... and suddenly im anxious or fearful about everything. It sucks so bad to feel relief for a time, and then feel it creeping back in. 
UGH!",2.962380952380953,4.437093492063493,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,74.39682539682539,9.484444444444444,30.06031746031745,9.888512548439397,3.1548946031746024,242,11,48,7,5,85,46,63,0.17300000000000001,0.616,0.21,0.5802,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,7,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,5,3,7,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,10,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714047429184909,0.2742373494000837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665904815312334,0.4053706618284417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816720844371687,0.0,0.0,0.2731601880998837,0.3682236654872115,0.17341998162998248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795988866135894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622106477974172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718986435160685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27498737127194683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830978656555944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilmommatime,2020/03/05,"Between the Coronavirus, the deadly tornados hitting minutes away from my house, and work, I feel like my mind can’t catch a break I feel like the world is ending and the planet is dying and it’s just doomsday in my mind, that’s all",8.85936170212766,6.084257170212768,8.38776595744681,76.78250000000003,62.40425531914893,11.102127659574473,36.26595744680851,8.841846274778883,2.9590936170212765,185,6,37,2,2,59,34,47,0.081,0.812,0.107,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,3,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,4,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636117625332154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911951091248053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485083524143052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28373679140395097,0.4008891912575805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32374872125001114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741519518128336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666065079711602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426373472501025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notansfwthrowaway69,2020/03/05,"I hate catastrophizing anything and everything with my relationship We've (me 21M, her 20F) been together for 1.5 years (but ""dated"" or whatever for 6 months before that). We have a really strong relationship. I love her more than anything and I know she feels the same. But for some reason, I can't help but think that one day she's going to just suddenly realize I'm not good enough for her and break up with me out of the blue. I know rationally that would never happen but I can't shake the feeling of that. I think it comes from last relationship, where everything was going well (or so I thought) and my ex suddenly broke up with me, I was so blind-sided from that.


Now I'm so insecure about myself. Every time she's acting just a little bit different like not giving me constant attention or something, I start thinking yep this is finally it, she's gonna break up with me. Then I just start to spiral out of control in my head thinking about all the worst things that could ever happen. In my previous relationship, my ex also would go to parties and I would worry, but she would reassure me things would be fine, nothing would happen. Lo and behold she would get back and she made out with some dude at a party or something. I know my current gf would never do something like that but since it's happened before, it's hard not to think about it. I constantly make up scenarios where she might cheat on me even though I know she would never, and it just makes me anxious and depressed, when it hasn't happened and never will.

I also always feel like she's way more accomplished than me, which I'm fine with but it just makes my insecurity worse, worrying about her just thinking I'm suddenly not good enough for her. Sometimes I just think like, ""Why is she even with me? I'm just a fucking loser."" But the other thing is, I know I'm not. I have my own accomplishments and hobbies and stuff but I constantly compare myself to her and everyone else. I'm just so sick of not being able to be content with my life. I feel like I have everything going for me but nothing is ever enough. And if I'm not accomplishing big things or pushing myself like everyone else around me is, I'm going to fade into obscurity and no one will care about me and my girlfriend will leave me.",4.275970169400011,5.622606383073499,5.1693703178781165,82.23464803941421,70.91536748329622,8.38229061213471,26.74637241006951,8.841846274778883,1.948262954714179,1802,59,354,33,33,588,191,449,0.13699999999999998,0.753,0.109,-0.9462,2,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,0,6,33,25,3,3,9,1,32,5,1,6,7,110,82,41,0,11,32,2,5,6,2,14,2,0,0,0,23,31,0,1,20,0,0,9,15,10,1,2,5,6,67,15,47,59,12,56,0,3,1,2,30,17,1,10,33,262,90,3,0.06295834069221291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069552461068136,0.05238638294343895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112500460299667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361869998281456,0.05604627115942195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048411077805865885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714582165634408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873420196861811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419022428916295,0.0,0.0,0.05423303579387667,0.0,0.20410679978397275,0.07061313254268675,0.050267112075924235,0.0,0.0,0.04060292133290341,0.0,0.05422592658444266,0.0,0.0,0.0657780660236152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518723002103424,0.0,0.0,0.1951583872810756,0.0,0.08316678050590808,0.1138988471782692,0.053045117404157835,0.12031878510365365,0.16974869111075458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733451496183998,0.0899549023403764,0.0,0.06896778484893827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058203971472764626,0.032893134501996664,0.060395377218134816,0.17890337945457602,0.10561293826877192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783692637550537,0.0,0.05639830698184387,0.06215832712802751,0.0646134210319399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04219964866112569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730012877079422,0.051319450601949486,0.0,0.06666379232629324,0.0,0.0,0.04446933793024446,0.1845495906815424,0.0631007971231546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056822360532455526,0.059572704231965236,0.1260755438747389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678885025035801,0.0,0.0,0.05025274688291773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422941440169667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082045178003314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532440205541457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040332725187880884,0.06473165992843008,0.0,0.27037478560869266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520797900141397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454052195932901,0.06226740878520162,0.0,0.08912447517349896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207223744154304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730689612817468,0.2823881379843503,0.06185625007314384,0.04998188999471873,0.03671151475519355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499734003719363,0.0,0.0,0.056607109275056286,0.0,0.05681010993125753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787450208705015,0.06415992784688608,0.4025141897823691,0.0,0.0,0.040543107235503466
anxiety,macockkk,2020/03/05,"Ever think that something you do is ""normal"" but really realize its just anxiety? Background: I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, ADHD-inattentive type. I am currently on wellbutrin, Zoloft, vyvanse, and ativan (As needed). I was diagnosed almost 10 years ago. Therapy on and off- currently been doing therapy consistently for a year now.

Today while I was at my therapy appointment, my therapist had made a comment about how it seemed my anxiety was just always running. I have always joked that I have high functioning anxiety, but our conversation made me see that I think im more anxious than I ever thought.

It came up when I talked about always having a fear of my house being broken into or kidnapped when I am home alone. I have always had this fear for as long as i remember- but there is no trigger (nothing that i remember happened when i was younger to cause it) and the fear has never gotten better nor worse. This fear doesn't send me into a panic attack, I know that it is irrational and the probability is low, nor do i feel any physical symptoms associated with being anxious. I can usually push the thought away but will come back up randomly.

She also told me that the way I plan for stuff so far in the future- like in 8 years when I leave my current job, these are probably going to be the situations im dealt with and this is how I am going to handle it- is also anxiety. I know that not everyone is as future orientated as I am, but I didn't know that it wasnt normal to do this.

When I left therapy, I started thinking about this more, and I wonder how much of my habits or thought patterns etc is actually NOT normal, and is a result of my anxiety.

**Has anyone else experienced things like this? That you are just constantly anxious that it just feels normal, and you forget that most people DON'T feel like this or experience this?**

Makes me wonder what ""functioning"" feels like without the anxiety aspect.",5.487367755532142,6.931965758904116,6.663630136986304,72.29171496311909,68.12328767123286,10.108535300316122,31.572708113804,10.302915286807345,3.563792413066386,1542,64,263,41,26,519,185,365,0.195,0.755,0.049,-0.9949,4,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,3,0,2,24,14,1,5,12,0,43,4,0,9,3,70,72,35,0,5,15,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,31,15,0,0,19,1,0,7,11,8,0,0,18,6,42,6,34,50,5,48,0,2,1,0,10,15,0,9,29,210,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.06654317135910444,0.0,0.08195059650750787,0.0,0.060445928129706526,0.0,0.06828199156829404,0.07062381635814986,0.0,0.10906232850307894,0.22695669654654654,0.0,0.0,0.046371237211222084,0.0,0.3651537722707226,0.23110437072906975,0.0,0.04767972387596402,0.06986825961393033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775754654718577,0.06406633364637779,0.0524335603917336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030812197218002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799068752420374,0.0,0.07004945891587275,0.0,0.058739265606284966,0.0,0.07368868654231632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058731565691738735,0.13842193034526887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056963625142413064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604938136629646,0.0,0.12336271681493086,0.0,0.06515804409779141,0.0,0.06670247148553145,0.0,0.3069288386728099,0.13791475593618685,0.09742926656809768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775073935642071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602998002268583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204601104155332,0.06839968570186597,0.0,0.0,0.07868159369625219,0.0,0.0,0.1473128463117732,0.0,0.06766761369339654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242559196791453,0.0,0.0,0.07220289527326225,0.07408815341083333,0.0,0.0,0.13325589302892815,0.0,0.0,0.06034561231613887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904521554226386,0.045517058927339066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012717052832996,0.05056169263233665,0.05259199026058671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26724515214359423,0.06542971920981794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000575310586751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472740530921037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703975170593014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368397643164439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544909510812849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433824855159367,0.062077211848421986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664791931609205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524956525680042,0.0,0.0,0.048264919551377836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780607287780859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087505923931461,0.0,0.05480818309772323,0.0,0.0,0.31192280571902203,0.0791733316114689,0.04530211182897482,0.13107934462811446,0.0,0.16240467469287712,0.0,0.0,0.06463572702391998,0.06515804409779141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510116350070975,0.0,0.0,0.05412569653767778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573229978463872,0.14789733200946112,0.0,0.0,0.06949098437716142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317355174507427
anxiety,DikaCato,2020/03/05,"Taking Control and Starting Over Anxiety is something I've struggled with my whole life. Around 2014 I started seeing a counselor at my university. My anxiety never got in the way of my day to day life other than some awkward interactions with strangers. In December 2018 I was diagnosed with Hypothyroidism, which I presume was diagnosed for about 5 years. A month into my new meds to make my thyroid work, I had my first panic attack.

I remember falling to the floor and thinking to myself ""this is how I die. Alone in my apartment."" I called my mom who recognized that it was a panic attack and not a heart attack and she calmed me down. This was in January 2019. After this incident, I didn't have any other issues. April 2019 - start dating my partner and get the Nexplanon arm implant birth control.

Cut forward to July 2019. I'm 2 months into a new job and finally out of training. It is the first day I get to travel to an event alone and present (I was an admissions representative for a college). About 10 minutes into my presentation, I have another panic attack. I lose all feeling in my hands and feet, I get sweaty, my heart races, and my vision goes dark. This continues happening every time I present  and talk to students at college fairs until I'm at my breaking point I'm working 60 hours a week, traveling, meeting people, and presenting to large groups. I start therapy again. I can't do anything other than cry. My relationship is being pushed and strained. I never see my friends or family. I can't take care of myself. I quit my job and take two weeks off before I start a new job.

In this two week period I started Prozac. Panic Attacks and anxiety followed me into my new role, but working at a desk with minimal to moderate interaction with other people made it easier to deal with but I still struggled. 3 Months later, doctor swtiches me from Prozac to Wellbutrin. 3 months later doc adds Buspar. Two weeks later, I see a different doctor for thyroid issues and we end up talking about the anxiety and he puts me on Lexapro. I dropped out of my Master's program because I couldn't stop crying in class. 

Each time I started a new med or got off a med, I felt sicker and sicker, more and more anxious, and more panic attacks. 

Three weeks ago I decided enough is enough. I've gone off all my meds (except my thyroid hormones because I want my body to function) and last night I had my birth control removed. I haven't felt more clear and more in control of my own mind and body in 9 months and I couldn't be happier. I'm still nervous moving forward that I will forever be anxious and forever. I fear that I may never finish my masters and become a School Counselor. I fear that my panic attacks will keep me from ever advancing into a leadership role in my current field of work.

But I'm trying to take control, and I will hold onto hope that I my life can get better. I may not ever be the person I was a year ago, but I will be a different version of myself with different goals and priorities that I will meet and I will be ok.",4.332480794453815,5.889807659359198,5.468388982574482,79.32802098557244,71.05733558178753,8.036709762038598,30.3784523140341,8.582038596145509,2.498375034663668,2414,102,435,41,45,800,266,593,0.155,0.8009999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9948,8,2,1,0,0,0,63.0,1,0,0,18,11,28,8,13,24,1,37,21,7,8,8,89,75,36,1,4,9,1,4,0,2,8,14,0,0,2,20,46,0,8,7,2,0,12,11,22,0,6,15,7,82,6,71,44,14,113,0,1,3,0,20,35,0,6,67,298,102,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464336985263643,0.0,0.0,0.0988956244592712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03246718102641585,0.05006316681282319,0.14609442453414487,0.10787301053709776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928878872302943,0.042501789863438784,0.0,0.3802054425348874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820792407894116,0.05272888599450859,0.04062615676812845,0.0,0.0,0.042225198877378266,0.0,0.10606441284255597,0.0,0.0,0.048751397234973404,0.0,0.0486776259613191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26774167655075953,0.0,0.0,0.1048878689323686,0.09237172043564344,0.049221397258040665,0.0,0.0969171870501259,0.04955016007531102,0.14964522073949493,0.0,0.09773488175541822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042286522871862665,0.0986634863743708,0.0,0.0,0.08637336201526978,0.04022591309919731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450082725987625,0.10744930226927496,0.02414052123948135,0.0,0.09168239222839256,0.052300612304047256,0.0,0.0812211029413347,0.0,0.0,0.03688646857614654,0.0,0.09977592168992452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636959172885924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221937234291283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315242870184593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742001534583744,0.047017677927296136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966350867488537,0.14213401208609988,0.04243656920760466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891728138678335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116782527965368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341270468470041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045176003764135005,0.0318691214826228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212882568511196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820727115586774,0.05591654787994284,0.19054181874143225,0.05074372821034447,0.0,0.0,0.11046806842044364,0.23055459220848706,0.0,0.04480399060562845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360998876192558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619858912120126,0.041687736207835085,0.0,0.0,0.04513298928550042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047995350877072566,0.0,0.050781032544257684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125859439259566,0.054084018212105865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831891707725574,0.11413603723879223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367552378915772,0.0,0.0,0.2365514017263545,0.0,0.0762559565975772,0.03991565934695916,0.0,0.09982363364838157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358852103696146,0.07674874811975406,0.0,0.0,0.05459879231503543,0.0,0.0,0.030592072922846394,0.0,0.0,0.05567917556033398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03241466642489186,0.0,0.13991523043085918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028160321921248583,0.037896525806828285,0.19148456597139474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330385335161486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139031191610669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061490428836301
anxiety,m00ns_f0r_eyes,2020/03/05,"PTSD ruins work for me. It's hard for me to hold a job. I was fine when I started my current job ~8 months ago, but over time my sense of security in the work environment has deteriorated. This is mostly because intrusive thoughts of self-harm and social paranoia crept in, and because I've been stressed out by coworkers and some authority figures { for example, being verbally assaulted by some coworkers and in a separate incident, having a panic attack because my manager shamed me for being sick and making me feel generally terrible about everything while I was in his office with the door shut; it was a small office and I am very claustrophobic }. 

I barely talk to anyone at work now. Barely look at anyone. I just want to keep my head down, do my job and leave, but the moment it's obvious something is wrong with me everyone acts like they care. Maybe they do, but I pretend everything is fine anyway and say what I need to say to get their attention off me. I feel like my ability to communicate with people has broken down. I'm afraid of coworkers, I'm afraid of customers. I feel pretty worthless at my job, and it doesn't matter how hard I work or how much I'm praised. It's never enough. I have no passion for the job anymore, but I feel like I can't leave either. 

It's the same cycle that eventually cost me my last job.",5.861076923076925,6.3049109153846175,6.949807692307697,74.17894230769231,66.76923076923077,10.346153846153848,32.019230769230774,10.270032843473604,3.257615384615385,1058,41,198,25,16,357,144,260,0.184,0.6759999999999999,0.14,-0.9182,7,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,5,7,20,2,5,9,0,18,3,1,3,2,42,34,18,0,2,7,0,6,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,9,13,0,3,7,1,1,1,4,11,0,0,5,9,33,9,33,27,7,26,1,2,1,1,9,14,0,4,14,132,42,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002967963089263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072343801665344,0.14203075039997085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554284167267745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573601568309372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355048666232844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494197106065327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970480232003713,0.18255697311612265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054136924933,0.14511359039729674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306259828891456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196141856719736,0.0,0.10423317984736943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6047150341506126,0.09027406959449763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278759178556673,0.0,0.21508160205352286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488559990250225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852875378356445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779424784702523,0.0,0.10203392033288976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106680500761959,0.0,0.07466066355676916,0.07530785166400311,0.07833182781396784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916257295765866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041115897175271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332632238266824,0.0,0.0,0.11872198641215577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153432144580382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595260396263746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353092766781613,0.0,0.07818834004121049,0.0,0.0,0.07188698029910537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163403422597011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163268094504289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062986366803955,0.05922233893258634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380030523110478,0.0599046272681887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295756978040966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104345353535884,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sensetivefuckboy,2020/03/05,"Why am I feeling my brain is fried I’m suffering from anxiety for 3 month because of an experience with a very wired MDMA.
Since then I went to therapy and learned how to coop with it.
I’ve noticed that I’m constantly clenching my jaws and sometimes have a brain fog and a woozy dizzy feeling which triggers my anxiety from getting crazy or that I fucked up something for life.

 I saw a neurologist who said that my dizziness is from bppv.
Does anybody have those symptoms with their anxiety and is there a way of going through it without medicating?",7.191714285714286,7.315865647619049,7.193095238095237,74.66107142857145,63.95238095238096,10.428571428571429,40.35714285714286,10.125756701596842,4.1827142857142885,443,24,80,9,6,142,71,105,0.16399999999999998,0.807,0.028999999999999998,-0.9169,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,6,0,6,7,3,2,0,14,16,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,4,9,0,15,13,0,7,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,1,3,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269365699860436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340196146665422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153412756113808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010319873228652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279581971451912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197271564044928,0.0,0.0,0.18812438359230416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719814342437996,0.09719282559738517,0.0,0.10572494972807134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313982589778143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740532335883306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848710946913515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179601471860515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695681856376635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388566716514854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321473019465794,0.1839881025049112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335605883439236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274114272958736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534939621122164,0.0,0.14766169476986385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172451369817862,0.16786284403457585,0.0,0.0,0.17932596545088164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheRevvX,2020/03/05,"Do I have anxiety? Hello, this is my first post on this subreddit. I think that I have an anxiety disorder. I'm a 15 year old male, and I'm a sophomore in high school. I have dealt with depression in the past, although I've come far from that point, and I consider myself fairly happy. I get these rush of emotions I guess? I think it's anxiety but I don't even really know what anxiety is. I get really fidgety when someone comes up behind me while I'm on my phone, and start getting panicy that they'll see what I'm doing. Or when a teacher comes behind me and looks at my  computer screen, the same thing happens. Sometimes two people will be talking to next to me in class, and I start to get really nervous that a teacher will come and I'll be in trouble for some reason. It's just little things like that. If I make plans with someone and they stop responding for even 3-4 minutes, I start to panic and think the worst and that they will cancel. Please help with this, I don't know what to do or if I even have anxiety. Any help is appreciated, thank you.",3.388162442396311,4.534494161290323,4.816425691244241,84.68749567972353,72.82488479262673,8.374308755760369,26.004896313364053,8.841846274778883,1.8111292626728108,831,27,174,16,16,278,116,217,0.16899999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9073,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,3,2,6,8,0,2,8,0,18,0,0,2,0,33,44,18,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,17,16,0,1,6,0,0,5,2,5,0,2,0,3,26,3,22,38,3,30,0,1,3,0,11,12,0,6,13,117,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567395819017468,0.0,0.4256430272241502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38343016032669935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584497446888376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753608642862155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517459574683068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049742041295764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465438873707084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255603620795795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258704825728982,0.0,0.09840420130388194,0.11845922574270175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917676850474892,0.11757302921406534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231273892668815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436560184782559,0.11153141440224093,0.0,0.0,0.09344685511346948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428001108785592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834713932537827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676924294513542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305626586568984,0.0,0.0,0.10622898975308184,0.07714727775920112,0.0,0.0,0.1221516071655455,0.10519521055461327,0.0,0.10657511634648044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386572398388545,0.11441398393640036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262091734184715,0.08867545048001209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857372343824214,0.0,0.1100583905369985,0.0,0.2362928653949659,0.0,0.0,0.09303474588993267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944234412647535,0.0,0.10245132408674533,0.0,0.0,0.1478584710111128,0.2139104635013471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870402011166257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166042744930967
anxiety,twistedgrimes,2020/03/05,"I haven’t been able to see my counsellor in months, my friends are ignoring me, and the coronavirus. Advice? I never leave the house and I don’t really talk to anyone so all I do is sit inside and dwell on things. 

My counsellor quit after two sessions, then I was told someone would be finding a replacement within a week. The replacement then quit during training before they even started, and now I haven’t had an update and it’s causing me to panic.

I don’t usually like to talk to friends about my problems unless it’s absolutely necessary, so I tried just starting up a casual conversation with them and I ended up being ignored. It’s been three weeks without any of my friends contacting me, even though I’ve tried contacting them. I get that some people move on and whatever but still kinda sucks to feel like you aren’t important to anyone. :/
 
Also, the coronavirus. Part of me is trying to rationalise it and chill tf out, whereas the other part of me is just spiralling. I have a family member coming home from work across the country and he’s coughing an awful lot and I know it’s irrational but I’m still anxious. It’s just starting to spread here, and seemingly rather quickly too. If he does have the virus (probably doesn’t, I’m overthinking) and my family gets it, my brother has diabetes and I’m worried that nobody seems to care that he’s at risk. 

I really can’t relax. I’ve been so paranoid for ages now. I cant even talk to a counsellor about it. Anyone got any tips to help calm down when you’re by yourself?",2.865013793103447,5.211287326666668,4.256482758620692,82.97100000000002,77.4,7.737931034482759,25.67816091954023,8.641336200584522,2.1105885057471263,1218,46,227,27,29,402,164,300,0.106,0.7859999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.27399999999999997,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,3,3,22,16,1,3,14,1,24,2,0,1,2,40,42,25,0,4,9,1,1,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,13,16,0,2,5,2,0,2,10,7,0,2,7,2,30,9,34,32,5,33,0,0,1,0,19,10,1,6,22,161,43,2,0.10770351816964464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524663144170078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613046456805548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648417133273678,0.0,0.0,0.12167431894408867,0.0,0.22592641240723846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164776122342196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098109148371589,0.11064118145973212,0.0,0.09277704418190373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425207455145698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953933490004542,0.0,0.0,0.21341147392493512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306658312538656,0.0,0.05445813491520316,0.07694341490057463,0.0,0.0,0.09843906439330664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496344129032171,0.0,0.11254128588971997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614034238389448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219139793638703,0.0,0.1080354103322557,0.0,0.0,0.12427539941661647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059191036895700475,0.0,0.0,0.11404247458129722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052369973256959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156567963357433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596792065150985,0.11447179493621865,0.0,0.0,0.08306759292371246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263668725527161,0.0,0.23326482909299764,0.0,0.07466805836119411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612260895425275,0.10305772121050108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291118981230351,0.0,0.0,0.13799526329134987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582575955970173,0.1960984757607936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125684143401296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869931352232076,0.0,0.17202433747316867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597040245040071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155343171741374,0.0,0.10581815976104568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291532714396767,0.0,0.2193708569777335,0.0,0.10521068731846447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862020902542915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727865313992429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382234810652874,0.0,0.07840944397021173,0.1093781507544587,0.0,0.07650948914281602,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Walking_Meatloaf,2020/03/05,Is it normal to feel jittery and twitchy after starting Zoloft? I have hypochondria and I’ve been googling it and seeing Serotonin Syndrome and that’s freaking me out and I don’t know if I fall into that category or if it’s just my body getting used to the medicine.,2.182138364779877,4.812858943396229,2.771981132075471,90.92199685534591,82.20754716981132,4.2880503144654085,29.58805031446541,5.46131890053228,1.129291823899372,216,11,41,1,6,67,40,53,0.059000000000000004,0.941,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,15,10,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,5,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501469806006866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22827152252918864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358689910831592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481103720004716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423345229033336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597548251959649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195454060286232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899161154645263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HighDesertHealth,2020/03/05,FMT and anxiety Recent peer-reviewed studies on mice: [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/31124390](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/31124390) and humans: [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/29684865](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/29684865) show that the gut microbiota are intimately connected to mental health and fecal microbiota transplantation (FMT) is a potential treatment for anxiety. So I wanted to share an interview with someone who was treating her children with FMT (in Australia where it's legal) and then was able to treat herself using a screened donor (she had anxiety and depression).  [https://link.chtbl.com/theperfectstool-Reddit](https://link.chtbl.com/theperfectstool-Reddit),25.516923076923078,29.117645948717946,14.556025641025641,25.434807692307714,25.41025641025641,16.005128205128205,54.115384615384606,14.554592549557764,8.957707692307693,616,27,45,16,4,149,63,78,0.069,0.862,0.07,0.2648,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,1,0,9,7,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,3,8,4,0,5,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,2,32,7,2,0.2893880565236974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641432134520572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492495090393875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076059716890888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916350961785885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28573579378188096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24519756119279015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499383661508377,0.0,0.0,0.1706885735236833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teengnome,2020/03/05,"Anxiety Relapse I've been dealing with shortness of breath, or air hunger, since October. I've always had anxiety but that was a totally new symptom for me. I ended up going to Urgent Care 3 times in the span of a month and got totally checked out and was told that my breathlessness was due to anxiety. I just accepted that I'll feel like this forever essentially. Around Valentine's Day I got the stomach bug and my air hunger went away; I think because I was so focused on my bug. I haven't felt short of breath since then. It's been the longest period of time I've felt anxiety-free since October. This morning I woke up and it was like everything came back with a vengeance. I had a panic attack and now I can't catch my breath again. I've felt like this before and I'll know it'll fade eventually, I'm just so depressed that it's back. I felt like I was free for 3 weeks. Has anyone else had a relapse? How do you stop feeling so heartbroken about it? Thank you!",2.3801410039481112,4.388407558375636,3.7727495769881583,87.50709954878738,77.4771573604061,7.626508742244782,26.17287084038353,8.515128840125781,1.8457740552735469,767,30,160,16,18,252,107,197,0.152,0.675,0.17300000000000001,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,12,11,1,1,8,0,16,7,4,1,2,28,34,13,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,11,2,1,9,0,2,4,2,3,0,0,21,6,18,9,18,12,2,32,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,1,20,92,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742917780744468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29630450056450913,0.0,0.0,0.09027613834748062,0.13228760903509615,0.0,0.11493454007562648,0.0,0.1468803274013515,0.12130232160576487,0.1985539750309394,0.0,0.07870375582141187,0.0,0.10986240010569168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766650316738636,0.13163541041009985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832647380920288,0.13310589210265514,0.11120154478126898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785415027797356,0.0,0.11435240899950565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160350030885408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056295816061392,0.0922356216939954,0.4958602269533178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337572049030157,0.0,0.20652080604893436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095502706556348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523048888871815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305371313813184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469444747126275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148180083359686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320401335647327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794105292032864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419386970275074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886638362067888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272794728515682,0.0,0.0,0.15056919850620318,0.0,0.0,0.12336935127237104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035635938731854,0.0,0.0,0.1196855003712084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,macaroniemaniac,2020/03/05,"Anyone else get irrationally anxious to the point where they just clear notifications instead of reading them? Lately I've noticed I've been putting more off than usual, including even looking at my phone. I can't explain it. I know for a fact that when I open noticifications I receive, I'm the only one I can tell that they were seen. That still doesn't stop the feeling I get when I think about looking them. Panic, i feel like I'm gonna disappoint whoever the sender is with whatever I come up with as a response. It's ridiculous, I feel ridiculous. Anyone have any solutions to anything like this? Not currently on medication, working on getting on it (I'm canadian and need to apply for a physician because my childhood one is no longer my family's provider), I'm 23 year old male if that matters.",5.966363636363635,6.866411870129872,6.50690909090909,75.84036363636366,66.66233766233766,9.276883116883116,36.17922077922079,9.3871,3.4396202597402596,644,32,116,12,10,210,104,154,0.132,0.785,0.083,-0.8043,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,1,8,6,2,1,7,0,8,2,0,0,2,19,27,5,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,6,1,0,3,4,4,0,2,3,6,17,2,17,23,1,22,0,1,3,0,9,9,0,1,12,71,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577147438683685,0.0,0.0,0.19232679095646832,0.0,0.2380765432819533,0.17443466930810034,0.14009596317084907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377890809388818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466497724152572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221666847310854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124442810103407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604904988247643,0.0,0.2582408125381401,0.12162204975940465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668357368233604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356142099934113,0.0,0.19204217698820655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634483070208175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859234656686461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715024994067727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623345969563812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382344768875187,0.1786420023757696,0.0,0.23072291564963884,0.12947791639218273,0.0,0.19974416370012196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093521358742088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114182257558475,0.0,0.0,0.17028965339845314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595674534997856,0.14233125844711886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880039539030473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908521389479356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749925491614727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393935606412915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963128584008304
anxiety,baisechoi,2020/03/05,"Job Interview Anxiety So I currently work part time and was looking for a 2nd job to fill the other hours...I was all excited and ready, then as soon as I actually made an interview appointment - my heart fell to the pit of my stomach.

I've had anxiety problems for years, and the job I work out now is great because it's very low key, I hardly have to talk to other people, and I'm mostly by myself. 

So the anxious person in me wanted to research the company and the reviews of people who worked there say it is awful, other coworkers very mean, management awful, just a terrible work experience. So then I got even more worked up and I'm like ""what am I even doing??"" I already told my family I have the interview scheduled and was so excited and now I want to crawl in a pit and be a hermit. 

What do I do??",2.9422654784240163,4.405242579268297,5.231219512195121,80.02672607879927,74.42682926829268,8.94859287054409,27.24953095684803,9.466822959209583,2.5277679174484047,629,24,125,16,13,221,94,164,0.125,0.784,0.091,-0.684,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,11,7,0,0,12,2,13,2,2,1,1,18,22,17,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,7,3,15,4,17,14,4,16,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,1,10,91,23,14,0.0,0.0,0.13693749094281527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485272970966193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469731759642705,0.15852792519096495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554115054325262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536739972117364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372653105999528,0.1322864363567088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122311583238294,0.15470941014034575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570412669946074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662864479549625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177543562173613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855597378373579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783811696343426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277942479754262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528556577167154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519588919709935,0.0,0.1945681302802651,0.12252685438242455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427259638837175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159250663808176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278835864365155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182495449024024,0.0,0.0,0.13408707296713598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156654348315306,0.1655352857830899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107933447191395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903650510353481
anxiety,adrian__sb,2020/03/05,"My anxiety It feels like two worlds in my head. One i can enjoy, i dont question, everything just feels right. Then i snap into a feeling of dread, no emotion but emptiness and fear. Delusions i believe until i catch, no response from people talking to me. I am upset with everything and i cant enjoy anything. Always imaging the worst case scenario. Even though i tell myself whats real and whats not, the feeling doesn’t subside. Its like a part of me believes my delusions. Voices telling me its not worth it, it’d be easier if it was all over. God damn i hate trauma",1.6311095983662367,4.1586513893805295,3.1504424778761084,87.95744043567055,83.77876106194691,4.8928522804629,25.50646698434309,6.297961479604792,1.0422476514635806,449,19,83,4,13,147,81,113,0.289,0.5589999999999999,0.153,-0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,2,3,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,17,13,8,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,7,7,0,2,1,5,16,4,9,10,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,4,62,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440567218505493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327635919426159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281505213020165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910578813204074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203396729028022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952179160515474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146266851004906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119471443415345,0.0,0.0,0.1952895241072357,0.3510039287361296,0.12398258296271565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134252274131356,0.1781101112929927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695733776378404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760048070033045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793535523915436,0.0,0.1203161927813332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944132542269263,0.0,0.0,0.19753539079490307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820887291055704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949114772817606,0.3033768531752076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705098323032419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953098307219064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peachdope,2020/03/05,"Been told I can't get private health insurance (UK) Hi all. Not sure if this is the right place to post but... I went to see my GP the other day about my suspected Body Dysmorphia and Anxiety. 

He is going to write a letter of referral so I can see an expert and get a diagnosis. Problem is, I haven't got private health insurance and I rang up today to enquire about it and was told I wouldn't be able to as I'd discussed this matter with my GP and so it would be seen as a pre existing condition and wouldn't be covered by insurance. 

Does anyone know what I can do? Feel like I've really shot myself in the foot here. :(",2.5694615384615402,3.7691593307692335,4.638461538461538,84.96153846153848,74.92307692307692,8.584615384615384,25.30769230769231,9.120678840339163,1.8910615384615383,483,16,105,11,10,167,84,130,0.091,0.88,0.03,-0.7606,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,16,4,2,0,2,21,28,12,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,7,5,11,2,14,15,1,9,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,1,3,67,17,0,0.19696060690007652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067432517367035,0.0,0.0,0.13771943590674715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877883267555648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702329730608453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236155439236456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958920085275104,0.14070869692400478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580757571205904,0.0,0.1119372518602807,0.0,0.1575273900318517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187198296831534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824439858741572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962250036668379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578191328233333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863381646981486,0.0,0.0,0.18846470069238733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261780082447691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820328211819285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139042062472429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563304107028492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669562534199494,0.3764086009088012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825844558602522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991516406593146,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Enkhjin0409,2020/03/05,"Fear of Alzheimer's (also, first post here)    I've been forgetting stuff alot lately due to lack of sleep, not paying attention and depression. But somehow I'm CONVINCED that I have Alzheimer's disease. I'm 16 yr old by the way so that doesn't make ANY logical sense. I know I don't have it & dimentia doesn't even run in my family. But my anxiety just kind of takes over sometimes, and I would start freaking out whenever I forget specific names or numbers. I'm sorry If I sound stupid (i probably am), and I apologise for wasting anyone's time reading this rant. 
   So I also listened to this album collection called ""The Caretaker, Everywhere at the End of Time"". It's about 6 hours long and I wouldn't recommend it if you have anxiety. It's basically the disease in music form and it's progression. I couldn't sleep for 3 days after that. The music was so chilling, it's almost like listening to someone's brain decompose slowly. That's probably what started this fear. 
   I don't have a therapist and I never told anyone about my mental issues. Going to a psychiatrist is kind of a taboo here and even if you get an appointment, mental hospitals are usually known for treating alcohol addiction. I'm sure there are trained professionals out there but I can't tell my family about my mental health. I won't. And never will. I hope it's possible to cope and live with this and somehow manage my life alongside. The internet is my only place to vent so thank you all so much for reading my ramble. English is my 2nd language so I'm sorry if I made errors. I TRULY HOPE all of you can beat anxiety and live a happy life. Hope y'all have a wonderful day/night. ♥️♥️♥️",1.9114321874744813,4.4467883444108764,3.905565444598679,82.9953482485507,82.47432024169184,7.687139707683513,25.260145341716342,8.605353355243054,2.2545385972074787,1326,54,250,34,37,449,177,331,0.107,0.7809999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.9242,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,5,0,3,20,16,1,2,13,0,24,8,3,2,5,51,45,27,0,11,10,0,0,1,0,4,5,3,0,0,17,14,1,1,5,2,1,2,11,5,0,1,4,3,32,11,28,36,6,27,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,13,17,159,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427648271057346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222454917800022,0.09578320788571502,0.0,0.0,0.1529882102671591,0.0,0.10364057571294556,0.0,0.06504769049212515,0.0,0.21952409962825928,0.0,0.0,0.13376636501228084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678099040569612,0.09767296384059587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337724621537408,0.0,0.08238625788292729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472064912315996,0.0,0.0,0.12635652828140562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803472979811513,0.21527366209958174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136285625257142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049975029148451436,0.0,0.05436211378673075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182497699781363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167524504893194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850166584069809,0.09419947358487404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998374490900302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921689447073299,0.05256868660783445,0.0,0.10790136479062673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512585485833856,0.046731490290600634,0.0,0.16892766483897748,0.08465037701318917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050969679596277,0.06384948384557765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891888252949541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703163613884274,0.0,0.14754782104487854,0.0,0.0,0.08976437194703782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037230449881672,0.0,0.0,0.07274883105403004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993759538664193,0.0,0.0,0.10783499943394734,0.09160965473546727,0.0,0.2062613989667628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135885980447173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914452490811892,0.0,0.08104693801223024,0.0,0.09460380155774152,0.2141526240290619,0.1354081425218288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950042376522648,0.0,0.0,0.09015233386143616,0.0,0.07191956137980537,0.0,0.08360541416370612,0.08806493249573777,0.0,0.1110611378867174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115527022736758,0.0,0.0,0.09140106109827208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534886565007197,0.0,0.0,0.0759253314725343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373218891423408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794953371675704,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dunwich_Horror_,2020/03/05,"Crushed some items rotting on the to do list. I’m not the most savvy when it comes to setting up wireless networks. I totally forgot/lost my master login and passwords to my WiFi so instead of changing it I just let it be. Unfortunately when I bought a new wireless printer it couldn’t connect to one of the networks I created and needed to connect with the weaker of the two. I FINALLY got around to resetting and pairing all of the devices today and gave everything witty names. I also was able to locate just about everything I need for my taxes and can now print what I don’t have—- in time for my appointment with a new tax person that I set up the other day. 

My physical symptoms of anxiety have lessoned considerably.....

.....although there’s the existential threat that I fucked up and didn’t pay enough tax and will owe and my husband will divorce me and I’ll end up in a van down by the river with two cats to feed.....",4.565274725274727,5.799064098901103,5.495274725274726,80.59972527472529,70.0989010989011,8.237362637362638,31.582417582417587,8.617729084823388,2.5246461538461538,734,32,139,12,13,241,113,182,0.109,0.88,0.011000000000000001,-0.9432,1,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,11,2,2,0,12,0,11,3,0,0,2,27,20,14,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,14,1,0,2,0,6,1,4,2,0,3,5,0,17,0,29,10,6,22,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,2,10,106,25,4,0.1870004800776218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954421635666154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305485541655846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664700736731581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782171254333009,0.16108435543276892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059983948633465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562692066566792,0.19322148429942906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33612794726640804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048498854137808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287893054617007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956136673703352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122066054952086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041331140906772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773169730061544,0.0,0.3612124578654292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671636491105973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328160625901694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194365100005655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904148375128644,0.0,0.17725458972136882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36534459360668303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breakbrokeandbroken,2020/03/05,"Have school in 5 hours. Won't be able to sleep bec of anxiety Perhaps my 5th day of not going to be sleeping well (or at all) and maybe won't be the last. Still freaking out right now for the problem that occurred over the weekend. Broke my my friend's camera over the weekend and still don't have the money to pay him. We're classmates. Although we're good friends, my anxiety is getting the best of me. My mind couldn't stop thinking and thinking, super restless the past week. Head's been hurting. Can only take deep breaths and sign every few seconds.",3.5639292929292945,5.351275736363637,3.65848484848485,90.60217171717173,73.45454545454545,5.616161616161616,29.494949494949488,5.82211442006289,1.1743737373737373,441,19,87,2,9,135,78,110,0.146,0.7070000000000001,0.147,0.4919,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,0,1,7,0,12,4,4,0,1,15,17,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,2,2,1,5,5,1,1,1,0,7,6,12,10,3,19,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,1,11,54,8,2,0.18199400010789726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784498238861149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099147497571195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173710740816164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533377944277648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812162260554493,0.0,0.09508435353103084,0.0,0.10343138431469633,0.15264793264365353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677834938100485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922743020668572,0.0,0.19482834120494455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148349400503556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828374347645988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837620594514104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841463804578832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373386615334208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414367927666974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542188169382193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841876443051407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642508679964645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906812871548011,0.15215513324208035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136836838648367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332288133469972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598460917769646,0.0,0.16363446269775309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sct-89,2020/03/05,"Physical symptoms because I can’t control my thoughts. (EU) So a bit long winded, I will try however to just sum up.

Suffered with anxiety in the past (was diagnosed as generalised) I medicated for a couple of years and overcame things. This was about 7/8 years ago.

So I’m 30 now, 3 months ago, took a heart palpitation, first ever, which brought on a panic attack, also first ever, genuinely scary as hell. 

So as a precaution went to docs, sent to hospital, bloods done, ECG etc all came back fine but ever since that night I’ve constantly been in my head about the palpitations and the panic attack, now the panic I can somewhat control before it goes full panic attack but as soon I start worrying (and googling) about palpitations... I get them. Every single day. Constantly checking my pulse, obsessing really.

Finally went to the doctors two weeks ago and said I felt it was in my head, like I was causing the physical symptoms, she agreed because of my history and because tests have reported normal healthy male. 

She prescribed me 40mg propranolol. Take once daily.  When I feel the palpitations/panic coming on.

First two nights they worked amazing. Now they do seem to calm my heart down but my head still goes overdrive with thoughts and worry and I still end up having almost mini attacks due to the propranolol stopping my body fully reacting. I will just add in that my blood pressure, cholesterol, weight are average for my age, to rule that out.

Basically, has anyone experienced similar or is? And can offer any advice? It’s ruining my life at the moment, sitting at night after work dreading the next few hours because it’s always the same. Exhausted with it.",5.239573770491801,7.452571514754098,5.726688524590165,75.73462295081968,69.91803278688525,8.945573770491803,31.216393442622948,9.490545024520769,3.239299016393442,1332,58,220,31,25,428,188,305,0.187,0.7559999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9918,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,3,7,20,19,5,7,16,0,17,16,8,4,4,39,34,21,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,2,7,1,0,1,11,15,1,3,5,0,1,7,1,15,0,5,16,5,28,4,34,16,8,60,1,2,0,0,9,13,1,4,40,147,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587520081896776,0.20648664779139475,0.0,0.07775169190995855,0.0,0.0,0.06209382862151003,0.06460805675658883,0.0,0.0,0.05280224062481345,0.0,0.05939931273921838,0.0,0.0,0.0542921949991458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533361316860138,0.0,0.0597053181912944,0.0,0.18933019229396392,0.0,0.06607140002659237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476980032582107,0.08624768876739843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888068401192247,0.0,0.07976428078608122,0.0,0.0668855312731939,0.0,0.16781643070727534,0.17417416583252834,0.0,0.08591430707288876,0.0,0.050075529146416914,0.0,0.0,0.07880950038651588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947441971769145,0.0,0.07945926460481723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687716976121243,0.0,0.0865963035659441,0.0,0.21070694623874467,0.06542047309523161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926037219734039,0.0,0.07455275731458426,0.08505787778299896,0.0,0.1981380621479784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056705925090544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23906293995003394,0.0,0.0,0.18402280637594612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646610099956487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054843975619145065,0.03793412765944633,0.0,0.0,0.06871465446682863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822061772466267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197664622677816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257786796631847,0.21859776717160564,0.0760770235923637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269092263846173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644054617411058,0.0,0.0,0.07412231119425369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497422965983352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385954363817944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068640119320882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422993610262573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495854864257033,0.0,0.12401709178461122,0.06491589916049112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614087592791907,0.058380458351050324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158484339569976,0.0,0.0,0.12328519757002265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626804988688193,0.05271683473066669,0.0,0.15169857541734386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062283289209082986,0.094552443725185,0.0,0.14395805234186396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305506363192112,0.1577074541962703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000352099850172
anxiety,_BBYGRL_,2020/03/05,"Do you guys also just get (mild) anxiety attacks out of nowhere? Like I’ll just be sitting around and seemingly nothing or the smallest thing (like a text I can’t reply to at the moment or just even the feeling of a text) can trigger an anxiety attack and I just have no idea what to do when that happens. I’m not sure if it’s anxiety, CPTSD or a panic attack or just my depression medication, but I think it’s anxiety. It just really sucks and I was wondering if this is normal?",6.489081632653066,5.3090677040816345,7.827469387755105,73.8532448979592,65.83673469387756,11.513469387755105,35.926530612244896,10.793553405168565,3.794160816326532,377,16,75,9,5,131,66,98,0.257,0.73,0.013000000000000001,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,10,9,4,1,7,0,8,1,0,1,1,27,16,12,0,3,14,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,6,3,7,14,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,8,4,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224159962041945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060122918731871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472090955290687,0.0,0.5643765607850999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242784473592116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922141904422801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361305038405728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639590964725426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373644338531687,0.14623091489498788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866759246127036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157707885812722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658691919704624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620216939035625,0.1586713001598337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401912493107232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059364677132906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505412530153201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558536938046606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986055069010617,0.10595862903189184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933029702342418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kanamaatti13,2020/03/05,Could chewing on my hoodie's drawstrings be dangerous? I've developed a habit of chewing on them and i only recently thought that there could be things like washing powder (sorry for the bad english) in them. So could this bad habit of mine be dangerous?,4.988617021276597,7.327288234042555,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,70.91489361702128,8.104255319148937,33.026595744680854,8.841846274778883,3.130451063829788,205,10,34,4,4,64,35,47,0.251,0.703,0.046,-0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696519728611423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6736484609774572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740102358781878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389781899704424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27769333082668063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31482828348327674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684521620787764,0.0,0.0,0.22327536422376795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,euanmcleod1,2020/03/05,Stay strong Stay strong everyone. Struggled with very bad debilitating anxiety for the last 3 months. This week I have felt an all time high. Things get better long may it continue.,4.059374999999998,7.327606187500002,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,80.875,8.200000000000001,23.625,8.841846274778883,2.2510375,146,5,26,4,4,44,30,32,0.196,0.5760000000000001,0.228,0.3277,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675999599655103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147542036532039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274756203341555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457689945600138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24695572312681385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343782284290624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717496502683143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965520496151385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276170297989124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529740330495605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548289480650911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26888497380577603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170874596219346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997744637109126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221984829045015,0.0,0.0,0.20631315700964215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jovajova9733,2020/03/05,"Controling anxiety / Separation anxiety Hi, I am strugling a lot with anxiety. Its so hard to deal with. Does anyone else is experiencing separation anxiety and neeed for control. I know that childrens usually have this type of anxiety. But Im 20 and its so hard and makes my life a hell. 
I cant stay alone at home and I need to control my family members. I always check where they are, and I cant let my mom go from whom without knowing where is she going. 
It becom like a obligation for me. Because I get up every day and chech where is my mom, my dad. And if I dont see them at home I got anxiety attack.
Phone calls give me stress because if I call my mom and she doesnt answer a become anxious. I only have dark thoughts. 
And my every day looks like that. 
I understand mythat family, beacuse maybe I give them problems with my control. But I cant help myself because I think If I control them I could prevrnt something bad from happening.
And I dont know why Is this happening to me. It started about half year ago. 
I was always so anxious but never like this.
I dont know what was the trigger for my separation anxiety and need for controling.
I couolw years ago I had the car accident and my family was in the car with me.
In that period I wasnt anxious and I felt mentally well.
Is it possible that that trauma is triggerd know? Im trying to find the reason for this hard anxiety.",1.9053571428571416,4.129887964285718,4.071428571428569,83.68357142857144,80.07142857142857,7.7142857142857135,26.07142857142857,8.634040054169528,2.144,1090,45,217,26,28,374,132,280,0.139,0.8029999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9397,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,6,8,10,2,1,8,0,24,1,0,9,1,50,47,22,0,7,7,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,16,17,0,6,12,0,1,4,10,6,1,1,8,7,45,4,23,37,1,23,1,0,2,0,20,8,1,4,13,145,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991322331283552,0.0,0.0,0.07005210875401797,0.0,0.0,0.11255972849374797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139403566853016,0.22923355528879544,0.0,0.04729375123800062,0.06930266832520446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694748349932562,0.0,0.0,0.05647453335829083,0.12369367755808773,0.14940073138167034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813101235519942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551676168793394,0.0540030840985889,0.0,0.0,0.08724125516012574,0.0697313494423613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919008034528435,0.0,0.2378121328216081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650249829693527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397511485718614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128800232516774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494265996426286,0.0,0.06181950008297581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03533783094788743,0.12976821227169996,0.07687996264129596,0.0,0.05409593169102503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196233333502085,0.0,0.1817698922324184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045336027503143035,0.0,0.1356919653627534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612033252866558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585915727851965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916398276292414,0.047774405508482866,0.09913287887796614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679851140322306,0.0,0.0,0.05750303067783296,0.0,0.0,0.04514859330131692,0.0,0.06795101529031494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816274710539047,0.0,0.0,0.2376488614932525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003047802771123,0.05216625228296271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144140858441895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625118074354234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647200056622751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954267175079189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389837441997475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052070694454656216,0.0,0.0,0.047874209689701665,0.07209263436589748,0.0,0.0,0.07747859094287067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333941427883223,0.0,0.053696663629976125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045921460126012004,0.0,0.0,0.0704130803158094,0.0,0.0,0.07449321127628207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081428505663102,0.0,0.06103237320723625,0.0,0.0,0.06520018954815164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711273591170375
anxiety,DjentedFender,2020/03/05,"Has anyone found a telemedicine/video conferencing therapy provider they are happy with? I’d rather not do the text-only sort. (USA) Having them potentially accept insurance to offset the cost would be even better. I have a major provider PPO plan.

I’m looking for doctorate level therapists if possible, with one or more sessions per week. iPad/iPhone support would be a plus, but not required.

Looking to address issues of general anxiety and depression, and substance abuse.",6.135833333333334,9.369616950617294,5.8402314814814815,71.22479166666669,70.85185185185185,8.988271604938271,34.81635802469136,9.516144504307137,4.229258024691358,387,20,54,10,8,120,68,81,0.15,0.757,0.09300000000000001,-0.8381,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,2,5,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,18,14,6,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,3,4,7,9,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,1,35,3,4,0.0,0.2644944515946392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077253708748172,0.0,0.0,0.15608961545999225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743133563945292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227014669873488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228488305047082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474432074796494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447633233836877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376355446655384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329971220424307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749187819343669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512683722852517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166152333178843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253322019233476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552862455985628,0.2591905716163455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906394579151216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31715645670899845,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adrien_rsh,2020/03/05,"Smiling when meeting new people Anyone here forces himself to smile when meeting new people and then you feel like you can’t smile at all and worry what other people think of you? Sometimes it even feels like my face twitches, because I concentrate so much on it and afterwards I feel like an idiot to have such weird thoughts. 
This whole thing just started a few months ago and the more I think of it the worse it gets.",4.915925925925926,6.470629419753088,4.242901234567904,88.68805555555558,69.61728395061728,6.387654320987655,27.08024691358025,6.42735559955562,1.0376320987654322,337,11,64,2,6,100,58,81,0.11900000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.168,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,7,5,1,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,12,10,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,8,3,6,9,5,11,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,12,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709928808032126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180785144771945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491157182373812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450650436405315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859430516550657,0.4040063967613036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848665944521684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27628368295371697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046377438258968,0.0,0.13857367680401708,0.0,0.0,0.36412074130564176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920591937679058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643735771645611,0.0,0.13342559119917966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523507983718915,0.2415742008007817,0.0,0.14965279085942235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046033404624093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914370997085959,0.19210382529832748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hawkmartini,2020/03/05,"Zoloft/Sertaline side effects-hot body temp? I started on Sertraline 25mg two nights ago and I immediately feel nauseous right after I take it. I know that’s a normal side effect, but has anyone else experienced a raised body temperature after taking it too? I also had a mild headache which I know is normal.

My boyfriend was laying with me and kept saying how hot my skin was and that I was burning up. I tried looking online but couldn’t find anything. I’m hoping it’s related to the meds and that i’m not sick. I feel better in the morning as far as no more nausea or anything. I didn’t actually take my temperature, but my body just feels really warm after taking it.

I’ve taken Zoloft before but always in the morning, then stopped for a year or so before deciding that I benefit from it. This is my first time trying it at night and i’m supposed to increase to 50mg in a couple days.

Thanks!!",4.176076923076924,5.385745855555558,5.543333333333332,79.98115384615384,71.0,7.7606837606837615,27.179487179487186,8.139509932561175,1.77374358974359,714,24,136,10,13,240,111,180,0.048,0.826,0.126,0.9385,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,8,0,9,6,4,2,0,29,27,17,0,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,12,6,0,2,8,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,7,9,17,5,17,19,2,24,0,0,1,0,1,10,0,3,13,85,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.13015813489881636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823195538927472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666270464535474,0.11098156175139012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326131901191613,0.1366619921208675,0.21951821264616955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699048787918424,0.0,0.0,0.11796240718357792,0.0,0.4444601963304312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758072683814802,0.0,0.08601807126213938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114205868788576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232046776228135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190549422442724,0.1134516482076058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247490379196294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466026246977883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200431246658456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481533987768104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250333294989018,0.2613651397530024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544565552222888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390447433358665,0.0,0.10606790319213584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440595904194522,0.0,0.0,0.1115103631497528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011360049395571,0.0,0.0,0.12279696413210953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777405143984774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811104355310194,0.0,0.13029137278270578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858913539441798
anxiety,DogedotJS,2020/03/05,"My wife is going to be working at a hospital starting in 2 weeks and I am terrified. For obvious reasons, the coronavirus. She is so excited and thinks the virus is nothing. She's going to be around a lot of sick people.",1.4888636363636394,3.9555101590909096,4.201090909090908,80.6166363636364,83.77272727272728,8.065454545454546,29.25454545454545,8.841846274778883,3.069996363636364,173,9,32,5,5,61,35,44,0.157,0.7759999999999999,0.067,-0.635,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,7,10,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283449315687033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192394367670427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135737501103225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539109931057897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25570653947498123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792279487973729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610661610180966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23633715480386286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958604186428654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685192037911676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lyrllydry,2020/03/05,"Has anyone else experienced worse anxiety in the first month of upping an SSRI dose? Upped my daily dose by 25mg, severe panic attacks occur less frequently but overall lingering anxiety/unease is getting worse. Is this common?",7.533076923076923,9.965617692307692,8.23897435897436,59.14769230769232,64.38461538461539,10.328205128205127,33.51282051282051,10.504223727775694,4.595266666666667,186,8,22,5,3,62,35,39,0.308,0.6920000000000001,0.0,-0.8959,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588533164053256,0.0,0.0,0.19732363864783145,0.28915140634784803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210478558249972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574527849433305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400426272338923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743997255511174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252525863956996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311056573372537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188102589010321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751800881310727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ministry-of-FUCK,2020/03/05,"Sensory Toy Recommendations? I suffer from anxiety and dissociation that comes from PTSD. The best help I have found for stopping panic attacks, pulling out of dissociation, and recovering from flashbacks has been tactile sensory toys. I have a collection of slime (crunchy slime, fluffy slime, regular slime), mochi toys (little squishy animals), squishmallows, liquid motion toys, chewelry, fidget spinners, worry stones, and soft yarns that I finger-crotchet with. 

Are there any other cool sensory toys that you guys would recommend? I've wanted to get a pat mat, but decided that they're a bit more work than I'd like as far as changing out the water and storage.",10.486101190476193,10.805948741071427,9.28464285714286,61.74369047619051,57.125,12.466666666666667,41.88095238095238,11.855464076750405,5.398388095238097,537,26,78,14,6,167,83,112,0.09699999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.102,0.3632,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,1,6,1,1,5,1,6,1,0,0,0,14,10,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,1,2,5,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,3,13,7,3,8,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674120657293222,0.0,0.1883284029409448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800673371167778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25835261057462555,0.0,0.26876676474480604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26042770154039624,0.212063822014904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26992563662478325,0.0,0.0,0.12861982956394444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437586863499757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501047104899208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027199221018214,0.2467388375782955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888412991155218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28777334978363656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058190078401164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520440381329205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922328219236194,0.2500095675438333,0.0,0.17488048720567076,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SeeThisKnife,2020/03/05,"I feel terrible Hi friends,

I've been feeling terrible and my anxiety is at an all time high.
I recently came off a relationship with someone who i'd consider my best friend.

We met, things went well, we started seeing each other and getting to know each other. I knew she had anxiety and she knew i had a mild case of anxiety but we never put it on each other and she would take a day or two when she was overwhelmed with anxiety and come back strong and happy. I was happy giving her the space because i understand how bad anxiety can get (especially given her past of past relationships). We took things slow, and she was worried by taking things slow id walk, but i never did and i always reassured her i enjoyed going at this pace (and i did).

Then her mom get diagnosed with cancer. She called me and texted me more then before and we finally met up after a couple weeks from hearing the news and she very maturely told me i can choose to walk away because its going to be tough going through this. I told her unless she wants me going away, im sticking with her and not to worry about trying to make this work, we'll go with the flow. She agreed.

Things were fine, then she got overwhelmed one day, i tried to reassure her i'm here no matter what, and it made her confess to me that the reason she didn't make it official was because she can't handle that level of emotion right now. So i apologized, told her it was just a friendly thing, and stood by her. No matter what, if she had to bail on a date, or if she didn't want to talk, or if she saw me post something on IG and she didn't respond, i'd get a text that she felt terrible and she wasn't ignoring me.. etc. I reassured her EVERYTIME i was fine. She felt like now (5 months) we should be official and i told her it doesn't matter when were official because i care about her and im not here for the title but how i feel about her and i'm not walking away just because she can't make this official.

Things were great, then she felt bad we weren't spending the holiday together. Then things started changing.

Long story short, normal 2-3 overwhelming anxiety breaks became 4-5. During this time with her mom, i never initiated texts or dates because i didn't want to pressure her. But after not hearing from her for 5 days i reached out, and she whipped out THE ONE THING that goes past my boundary. She gave up on EVER having a relationship, or marriage, or kids. She decided she wanted to be alone forever and asked if i was okay being friends forever (and she knew my one boundary was being friends with someone i loved because ive done it before and she ended up hooking up with multiple guys at a party in front of me only two months after she told me she was depressed and needed space). I asked her if she seriously thought we could make a friendship work and she said ""probably not given our history"". She confessed shes been feeling overwhelming stress and depression the last few weeks. I tried explaining that she just needs to take some space and not to worry about me.. but she didn't bite. She felt like she was hurting me and wasting my time and that she knew i was giving her space for the sake of giving her space. She told me if she ever changed her mind... she would reach out.

And that was it.. we've texted once after when the mom passed and she seemed receptive to it and even happy to hear from me.. but i also knew she didn't want to have a conversation.

But other than that... nothing. No social media checking, no messages, nada. To her, i'm a ghost. It sucks... being so close to someone and then BAM, they can easily not message you like you never existed.

My anxiety is at a high because i felt like i've lost this special part of me and its my fault for not being strong enough to be friends with someone i love. I feel like i'm always going to be ""the guy"" who made her feel worse while grieving and ""the guy"" who left her during this time.

I feel bad. I'm anxious that even if she came back my anxiety is forcing myself to hate her in order to cope and prepare myself to the event in my head i've forced myself to believe will happen (hook up with other people SHORTLY after ending things with me and being friends). I hate it.",3.224169795577808,4.833063164302602,4.311940620219719,86.30720588235296,73.97635933806146,7.293255458211652,25.561743846474762,7.9785057094961775,1.441795911556112,3311,111,669,49,68,1079,313,846,0.13,0.703,0.16699999999999998,0.9892,0,1,1,0,0,0,98.0,10,2,1,6,26,55,3,6,27,1,60,5,1,9,7,160,152,74,2,19,32,3,12,5,7,5,2,4,0,4,47,67,0,1,27,1,2,18,27,24,1,5,64,18,143,31,85,72,11,109,2,9,2,2,138,36,1,15,57,478,190,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681315550937731,0.0,0.03614610486735794,0.07521937837123117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766205705121572,0.05106268396755588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451105152430342,0.0,0.12739954003735054,0.06951140686254624,0.11321933740943442,0.2204260596307949,0.0,0.07692306327740454,0.05092447252071311,0.04743419302030878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615384659409543,0.10339260526049114,0.046084005969202535,0.0,0.09563036994460164,0.0389354543145744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0360882037508717,0.05001249918075206,0.0,0.08745001079806862,0.0,0.0778607008177999,0.045876643923487774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462548851448004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084346781581723,0.08006686168270688,0.04670327080691945,0.05040950347738532,0.05970782080474335,0.08177125428949164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997993576119762,0.032290604233897395,0.2169935276877211,0.049513953937028614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444769914985234,0.0,0.09445970463709454,0.1300787287342126,0.15412785042573093,0.0,0.03615025025968767,0.04983272005413025,0.0,0.13426413481541127,0.03996985819753925,0.1443474483524708,0.0,0.08925049725639518,0.046387831067747534,0.0,0.15282970717649125,0.0,0.0,0.0955117209077118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048387108082793485,0.0,0.09764665149147284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024840518828841432,0.036843707808569104,0.0,0.0,0.04910949911621007,0.0,0.0,0.11041121049146424,0.0,0.0,0.04000022484395248,0.0,0.0,0.049340704231743936,0.0,0.08158880985259154,0.08553791135111873,0.120684339520212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563871240292863,0.15881168044169688,0.07215578113230499,0.0,0.0,0.0670298633540715,0.13944287610463535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442860125364125,0.04337023653282987,0.0,0.0,0.04813610027958578,0.09188525894364744,0.03437633359674841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048946763590248785,0.12944440178280373,0.031335712413732064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043288723766990486,0.0,0.0487328150588934,0.0,0.0,0.04543808356780934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046472718168111896,0.044629153410031284,0.1455823691055761,0.0,0.038600212584262564,0.042995171485947115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036018230261772116,0.041148019488377416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607530145366708,0.15318990217364192,0.034796861369962385,0.0,0.0,0.063985020949537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177599062994665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195342516037806,0.03632972743257962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702574604122825,0.0,0.0,0.03588343462537977,0.10542500412496182,0.0,0.0,0.2591409364428758,0.0502184202059897,0.0920626870054087,0.0,0.08830688551494204,0.04705437905221085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03729440479680688,0.13329947977996232,0.0,0.07251278760593677,0.0,0.040639869865222,0.041900483284477784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581169621113737,0.13770716762746962,0.04606225528298522,0.06421699991456686,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CaiusCassius_,2020/03/05,"I have no mouth and I must scream So I've been on anxiety medication for over a year now. But a few months ago my estranged father took me off insurance so I've been having to wait to get insured by medicaid. Maybe it's because I haven't been to a therapy session in months, or maybe it's because I think my recently cut hair looks stupid (which I hate thinking because it's such a stupid, superficial thing to worry about), but my self esteem has hit an all-time low for the year. 

Yesterday was a real beat down. I went to my philosophy club at my college to talk about a short story but I was way too nervous to say anything. Well when I finally brought up the nerve to say something, just before I was about to explain my thought someone from the place we were holding the meeting comes in and interrupts me. So I didn't even get to explain what I was thinking. It made me incredibly furious but I couldn't show it because I didn't want to come off as a jerk. I ended up going home feeling defeated. 

Anxiety sucks because people assume your always quiet but in half my classes I do talk and raise questions. I just don't know why I can't do it in the other half. 

I was also really hoping to ask someone I admire if they wanted to go watch a movie over spring break but, of course, I couldn't even accomplish that. And it's the same problem I have with my philosophy club. How do I find a window in a conversation to say something? But it really is just as simple as saying ""Hey how's your day going?"" I just don't know why I back out so much. And then the feeling after is even worse because I feel regret and won't have another chance to speak to her until after the break.

Honestly, I feel really stupid about this. But speaking to people I barley know has always scared me and I really wish it didn't.",3.6051219512195134,4.756949295392957,5.0895934959349605,82.91455284552845,72.30623306233063,8.06829268292683,27.21680216802168,8.515128840125781,1.8738607046070457,1426,50,288,24,27,480,187,369,0.183,0.757,0.06,-0.9909,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,1,3,24,19,8,2,19,0,31,3,2,3,1,58,65,30,0,10,14,1,5,0,0,2,1,8,2,1,15,12,0,2,16,3,0,8,11,15,1,2,17,15,45,4,48,43,3,47,0,3,2,0,22,18,1,5,18,202,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417915618561839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594204497387769,0.15803399664049878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957720600255726,0.1452931919194468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814663069340552,0.0,0.08877778254669046,0.0,0.0,0.07302084699754327,0.0,0.3473321495218698,0.0,0.0808066976009978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360479412574094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124341453814894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410921775856915,0.0,0.0,0.18816691436678784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206500982732247,0.0,0.0,0.10402755512713648,0.08679465381771025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992287158477136,0.0,0.16190934253787415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375650988478873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525584276560832,0.09431989499168876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565678906479822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974517956287405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985648570759865,0.0,0.0,0.1908066173543511,0.0,0.0,0.09566544374867328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159745693161078,0.0,0.06980888618324706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167106608829351,0.0,0.09921634288263492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086696720286727,0.0,0.0,0.10638052889637888,0.0,0.0,0.10808892342281592,0.24334345678057634,0.0,0.0937647137318897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020742255236966,0.09507473998408096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906733905763428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092403985305234,0.146214637555254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526556626058581,0.0,0.0,0.10859870711280176,0.0,0.06308933728350606,0.18254577215658216,0.0,0.07539018149086046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550762080160796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120235237029492,0.07537737616872431,0.0,0.0,0.08538333068978378,0.08803184735101466,0.1713790534405877,0.0,0.10920300527662323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096439749691486,0.0967756242376659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230638789413488
anxiety,SithLordof1984,2020/03/05,"Not breathing normally Ive been not able to breath fully without consciously making myself do so, is this normal? I'll be doing something and suddenly feel that drowning feeling then realize im not breathing and hadnt been for prob a good 30seconds...then i'll focus on breathing and soon as i dont focus its back to shallow breathing and not at all....is this normal?",7.081056338028168,7.045488619718312,7.453626760563381,73.23846830985919,64.2112676056338,9.353521126760565,37.46830985915493,8.841846274778883,3.4836450704225355,296,14,49,4,4,97,48,71,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.5803,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,9,5,5,1,0,17,12,7,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,2,3,1,7,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,35,7,0,0.2464439603095621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895001934002302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28883048606396355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24921894228999605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670550145315947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620176713024113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450325717534678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7243882682884123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972460080884432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375631833651857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mar_The_Animator,2020/03/05,"Properly help someone with a panic attack? So last night at like 1am, a friend of mine was having a panic attack and texted me about it. I'm tired and trying to sleep after work, but I was worried and concerned about them. I tried to help, but fucked it up pretty bad and they wound up getting mad and stopped talking. I'm not upset that they got mad, as I can kind of understand why, I'm just anxious and upset that I wasn't able to properly help. I tried handling it the way my friends handle mine, but that doesn't work for everyone. I tried offering solutions or encouragement that there are options to fix the problem that started the attack. Bad idea, came off the wrong way which wasn't intended. I misunderstood the situation and treated it like a bad depressive episode, and I guess bad idea. I doubled back and just tried asking what they thought would help, then asked if there was anything that usually helps with that, and got no response. I have since checked back in to see if they're ok, and at the time of posting havent heard anything yet.

Going forward, how should I actually try handling something like this over text if it ever happens again? I have pretty bad anxiety myself so this whole situation has me freaking out internally.",6.773413030484162,7.018733146443516,6.620158398087269,78.00540794979081,64.81589958158996,9.506395696353856,34.64465032875075,9.23628265651192,3.0228156604901377,998,42,185,16,14,315,137,239,0.261,0.5589999999999999,0.18,-0.9817,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,2,14,28,6,4,10,1,15,4,1,2,1,38,33,23,0,6,10,0,0,3,2,2,2,1,0,0,16,15,0,1,4,0,1,3,6,19,0,0,10,2,22,9,23,21,2,27,0,1,1,1,17,9,1,6,17,121,38,2,0.08860801432001109,0.0,0.08646864011659935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778488842400801,0.10010183491307746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583369178650835,0.0,0.1656730643730267,0.302413224471874,0.0,0.13626818713155509,0.3699199539898926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134396293773648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631795289523029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015102185700645,0.0,0.08466875489580307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691666412391504,0.0819166814283296,0.046294030321283014,0.0,0.05035797651055362,0.0,0.14173584709573586,0.0,0.09761171752935753,0.0,0.07835577443072468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969604211096174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005532552544147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922716115456806,0.0,0.07222735802494049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986820009921962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315261896782429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792482628263667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486198420111185,0.18029241143923466,0.0,0.08478590293052743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060911529476152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329746509546804,0.1991982412519181,0.08867200596825242,0.0,0.07507728298947061,0.06821477841944984,0.0,0.0,0.06271720859865068,0.0,0.0,0.07408026757576841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121976549849689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034486575884358,0.05166804571677399,0.10184187769537724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609541520428172,0.0,0.0,0.0922440678365939,0.0,0.0,0.0975892093275212,0.0,0.0,0.1406658348072972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799549508288246,0.09892768361367356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901537948265054,0.08998573967734097,0.0,0.06294459108480711,0.09687895373981016,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PackerBoy,2020/03/05,"I'm really struggling with anxiety about everything surrounding me I've been dealing with serious anxiety for a few years now, since my early 20s, but it was mainly related to my own situation; I still have many uncertainties about life, I don't like where I am now and I don't really know where I'm going. Recently though, I've also started to feel really anxious about the world around me. Talks of an impending world war at the beginning of the year, then the current virus situation, the underlying constant climate crisis, constant economic struggles for people of my own generation and so on. I feel like I can't find a single reason to stay positive. The only thing that gives me a bit of peace is staying inside my room with my own things, but you obviously can't stay locked away forever.",11.2288,8.181467080000004,11.309333333333335,58.50800000000001,58.2,15.6,43.66666666666667,13.816669648895859,6.058866666666665,642,28,109,21,6,218,96,150,0.19699999999999998,0.743,0.06,-0.9591,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,12,6,1,2,10,0,9,1,0,1,1,14,18,8,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,2,15,2,20,16,7,28,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,15,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948206345960756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094623401759257,0.15466252939476038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187356765802718,0.0,0.0,0.1286257959493155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946368849793934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958891330127158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411419920955088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230404697343858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384455317309279,0.0978042307700258,0.0,0.0,0.1251277576274625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313307725805597,0.0778056868696485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523884713909369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669932990784216,0.13376873882302928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387991479372872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412164602960013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491198201359584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631125859222201,0.140760092914365,0.13517616417358527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324838710232525,0.3077716194689303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690134178728133,0.4377642815399677,0.10933169538957474,0.0,0.0,0.28624353017616233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003823340964748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190584228995407,0.0,0.1345074653926164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632334927966484
anxiety,lunavenusian,2020/03/05,"What are your go tos when you're feeling anxious? Looking for some suggestions. I love rare essence stress less aromatherapy and I've recently been trying out the headspace app. I just got a SAD lamp yesterday but haven't tried it yet. Anyone have any improvement with lamps?

I guess I'm just wondering what you guys do when you're feeling anxious? Any recommendations? Teas, apps, weighted blanket etc. Anything that helps you",3.8748684210526316,7.152294644736845,3.3661052631578947,84.46573684210529,82.81578947368422,6.72421052631579,29.96842105263157,7.908726449838941,2.5405884210526315,347,17,59,7,10,103,61,76,0.10300000000000001,0.706,0.191,0.7959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,11,14,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,4,6,1,3,12,3,7,0,1,1,1,7,1,0,3,5,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879922804939071,0.0,0.0,0.4784307310672543,0.0,0.14805937083166285,0.0,0.17425085123624645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361553851805603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413265778797788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034146795577005,0.0,0.16935450035289654,0.0,0.2332646820053437,0.20966415911034567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419304566123923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781528515714656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111115452472247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907595169145907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425570213324057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28752646241626684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257852446908204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963205472799755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dagon85,2020/03/05,"Anyone get anxiety with phones and loud noises? I think I've been managing my overall anxiety pretty well lately, however I still get startled and a quick heartbeat when the phone rings, or vibrates, or if I hear a car horn or someone yelling. I suppose it's just the PTSD sti has my body wired that way.",5.263983050847457,6.310633661016954,5.5625,81.4535805084746,68.32203389830508,8.611864406779661,33.39406779661017,8.841846274778883,2.8271322033898296,242,11,45,4,4,77,47,59,0.09,0.816,0.094,0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,6,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,6,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41946145381818944,0.0,0.0,0.19169820318717384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30452861531969744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28647330862598364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089968859518435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30926306100801826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789180552368641,0.0,0.0,0.3204769588266148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232293856371748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894356693427874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566988506847642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176144895368751,0.0,0.0,0.2465016808415389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marauden,2020/03/05,"Taking my first flight in years tomorrow with no medication Not sure why I'm making this post, I guess I'm looking for some positive experiences or people that have done the same. After battling anxiety for years, I have been facing my fears one by one and I have been quite successful. 6 months ago I wouldn't get on a subway and the thought of flying made me panic. I now live in a different continent and take the subway every day to work.


Despite the fact that I just recently did an 8 hour flight that was absolutely fine, tomorrow I am doing my first flight in a while with no medications. I want to experience panic, and I want to overcome it. I am becoming more and more confident in my capability to deal with anxiety, but obviously I am terrified at the fact that I am walking into a 3 hour flight with no backup plan. If I succeed, I really feel like this is the last step at taking back control of my life. Anxiety will always be here but not at the same level, not in the same way.


I am feeling this weird mix of courage and dread, anything you can say that might make me feel better  will be greatly appreciated",7.5833278486219635,6.405563918552038,8.42373508844097,70.45268202385849,63.6606334841629,12.018264088852325,35.02303578774167,11.20814326018867,3.8169601809954745,890,33,171,22,11,303,130,221,0.135,0.721,0.14400000000000002,0.7214,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,9,4,14,1,4,13,0,22,4,1,4,4,40,39,11,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,9,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,7,6,0,4,7,5,23,8,25,26,6,32,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,5,18,123,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075846130100752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009871513413216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27853650239468913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987478376063433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332380985829784,0.0,0.0,0.13404042877895625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733933888514027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612352489524612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827174031031736,0.1251241529027224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680278987076418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420068305642795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225701791619446,0.0,0.0,0.2374406284634319,0.0,0.1365717317607775,0.1841005602635662,0.08670468188603145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646958984284355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340930152841588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380765836748548,0.13369954585008473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904429576691555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893038674359628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572517336153322,0.059293835525471725,0.0,0.10716937457351958,0.0,0.10191779855541608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148404864023684,0.16202696597020022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24452917350332135,0.0,0.12875131568881326,0.0,0.0,0.09687406286976598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448297857825486,0.0,0.0,0.2847962882794821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414066695143026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162361347059928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908885229965433,0.0,0.0,0.07775087329381249,0.0,0.11983537134302212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651599079237773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438705727072815,0.0,0.2737588690409881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963519221144112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317092249097416,0.09633555635726997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951493206811587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883566956975163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631286896290694
anxiety,bpadair31,2020/03/05,"Vicious cycle of heart rate worry? Does this happen to anyone else? I will get stressed, or something will happen that will make my heart rate increase. I then start paying attention to my heart rate and notice that its high, and that starts a vicious cycle of my heart rate getting/staying high because I am worried about the fact that my heart rate is high. This can go on for a day or more. If this has happened to you, have you found a way to get past it?",3.702967032967031,5.1842003956044005,3.7437362637362632,91.37626373626377,72.51648351648352,5.639560439560442,25.08791208791209,5.288315135182226,0.4558527472527474,360,11,73,1,7,110,56,91,0.14,0.836,0.025,-0.867,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,1,4,0,8,5,5,1,1,9,18,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,9,14,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295286786312922,0.12155633540702815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723192459989375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765102378440281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381893559217588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910493780828082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300779655491658,0.0,0.0,0.12396455533577296,0.0,0.0674234250335959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147275793839021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7029196158557528,0.0,0.3760355187590537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919027770673062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350675763622777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325123779400355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133158871034566,0.0,0.0,0.16794197484806886,0.12644991390858434,0.0,0.0,0.1358968394019299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416752841459357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24096070547855994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JPgavemePTSD,2020/03/05,"What's up with the anxiety after eating? Why do I get anxious after eating? It doesn't really matter what I'm eating I start feeling uneasy on the first bite. What's causing it?

Has anyone struggled with this? How do you deal with it?",0.5667173252279625,3.0617774042553165,2.8455927051671743,86.62000000000002,94.10638297872343,4.387841945288755,17.352583586626142,6.1826913282559595,0.15486261398176282,186,5,33,2,7,63,33,47,0.231,0.738,0.032,-0.8152,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,2,0,7,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,7,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049934659811345,0.26655374398585385,0.0,0.16498011964796566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238328525727604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432517208525247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7243002122095493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930224782112403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069699521575696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327293617592347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511541400101258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700499824832005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466637683955033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290610219217648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jpyellow,2020/03/05,"A true panic attack story Once upon a time in my dark terrible life,  i was eating expired food. And after a while i had my first true panic attack. Idk why it triggered it but i thought I was gonna die again  becuase my heart was going to high and had a panic attack. I feared i was going to die so i panicked and dropped to the floor trying to breath properly. Even though i was completley fine. Then i grew a fear. A fear i would die instantly out of no where becuase i kept having panic attacks. I hate, when people say they have a panic attack when they dont know what a true one looks like. Yes they panic. But not a PANIC ATTACK. You freak out in the worst way possible. You start running or tripping out. You look crazy. Your afraid of something terrible is goinna happen and your heart goes out of order. But anyway after a whole bunch of panic attacks from fear of it happening again and googling buzzing symptoms i tried to get some sleep. This is the part that will probably worry you.  I had a night mare. But this nightmare isnt even scientifically known. It was a  trapped nightmare i was in that was so loud. They would call it exploding head syndrome. In your dreams and you cannot wake up. It was so loud i thought i was dead and in hell. There is no words to describe this loudness, i googled it and no one ever said anything about it. And the tremendous pain from the sound like someone scraping your brains with scapels and terror. After i woke up i tried to go to the bathroom but i noticed. I couldnt stand up. All those panic attacks and then the dream from the panics put a toll on my body. The symptom was everytime i get up i would get severe vertigo and dizzy and drop immediately out of fear id pass out. I could only crawl everywhere. When i stood up straight id pass out. It was such a weird crazy thing becuase there was nothing on google that said anything about this. The doctors wouldnt beleive me. They said its anxiety. Yes its definently anxiety but this is powerfull stuff. I felt like overcharged somethingnin my brain. There was always this dull headache in my brain. After a year of therapy i learned how to control panic attacks. (learning no one has ever died from panic attacks). I finnaly got rid of that fear. But i pray. I pray pray pray i never. Ever. EVER. Have a panic attack and wish that cruel disgusting fate on anyone. Not even the devil. Seriously its that bad.",1.9311111111111108,4.526167932059451,2.868566878980893,90.03162597310688,83.0552016985138,5.2723283793347475,23.15958952583157,6.691623216298621,0.7637164897381461,1900,68,368,21,54,601,219,471,0.373,0.527,0.1,-0.9996,1,1,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,9,5,2,25,53,15,21,27,2,35,19,10,3,9,61,60,33,5,7,10,0,1,3,0,6,7,8,0,0,28,22,2,2,7,2,0,9,12,46,0,4,27,11,53,7,50,25,6,62,6,1,2,0,19,26,1,2,25,258,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346812472475267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377044458102847,0.0,0.0,0.029143749756632094,0.0,0.06859847066462453,0.0,0.0,0.5215894191695126,0.0,0.0,0.03480120787065273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629728193093861,0.0,0.13958659022527375,0.042560122133804924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046747864063823634,0.03327823079914709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730297783581851,0.0,0.0,0.04266142859654852,0.0,0.0,0.04884885851103757,0.0,0.0,0.04264922783495087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258809395049363,0.1508084299106031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814107299775093,0.0,0.0,0.04001950746101445,0.0,0.0,0.03545313834149673,0.05039983700517203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532851857561421,0.0,0.07106341748749412,0.0,0.03333544611678698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371528798103527,0.0,0.0,0.041150546964605024,0.04277588763356115,0.0,0.0,0.09878242385702246,0.0,0.044037396739561765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022906335944658282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029439942539223968,0.06108848926224664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000170464611796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032146322980918934,0.0,0.0,0.039114023810776936,0.0,0.039993255167715326,0.04745315921122785,0.0,0.04438802956038651,0.0847307024554314,0.03169965375274282,0.04435064834705031,0.6357352131015243,0.0,0.04513557135933216,0.0,0.02889578758639894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046988138434067454,0.0,0.0,0.044938281722676006,0.0,0.0,0.0419000913007195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894218258981885,0.033145750677698614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708673765053177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171027919317415,0.0,0.03531547978825409,0.032087437539131146,0.0,0.0,0.029501444704012468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771383222031858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866433285490707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766491631175553,0.0,0.027690458401672332,0.0,0.040950563525406006,0.06617881164565581,0.02430404713054449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489431525340542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033083785455659716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037609877948862565,0.04653443055001689,0.047930148027414715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232824423403708,0.0,0.08882520833421137,0.0,0.0,0.026840668265560932
anxiety,Alphatina,2020/03/05,"DAE has these 'irrational' fears? Sometimes I'm scared of walking down the street and looking at the sky because I overanalyze it and it turns from this familiar thing to something completely uncanny. Same when I look at satellite images of our planet and I realize we are standing on this rotating sphere, which is completely insane. Our human shape also seems strange. Then, life itself, the fact that it will end; even though I find living quite difficult, dying is also a difficult idea, because I actually like myself and I don't want my mind to disappear forever. It's like we're thrown into this thing we don't even understand or have the tools for understanding and then, just like that, in any given moment, we are taken out of it. It's just crazy. I understand why people turn to religion. I just can't cope with how absurd everything seems and I think my anxiety and dissociative symptoms stem from these recurring thoughts/feelings.",6.655877192982455,8.289951853801169,6.735921052631582,72.15019736842106,65.54970760233918,10.612280701754386,33.54824561403509,10.686352973137794,4.015670175438596,761,33,124,21,12,243,114,171,0.136,0.82,0.044000000000000004,-0.9153,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,5,0,0,1,10,7,0,2,5,0,10,2,0,1,1,31,24,15,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,17,13,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,2,17,3,17,21,1,19,0,0,2,0,6,10,0,3,9,87,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.13388653736107448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194361528249497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330009761414967,0.0,0.10495694143286287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727060455490822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877013070314637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423910122674919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215176860749865,0.0,0.0,0.18123743262287573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330571084938267,0.0,0.0,0.1543871391566008,0.06937199094271668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539749835603592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488109203016187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690778683375913,0.20108566066441205,0.0,0.12114932521020885,0.0,0.2304253910416967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853198714402712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095116585913355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592813861701567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736024082651108,0.0,0.0,0.2498018286072545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562257561952593,0.13569342513513982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260240492001358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822979808159008,0.08791164799920549,0.13479742616871845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29846646170936514,0.0,0.4284873273624231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092358809841563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380085423930805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stackz18,2020/03/05,About to go away for the weekend About to go away for a lads weekend with family and friends and I’m freaking out. We’ve done this before so I know there’s not going to be any issues but I can’t control my anxiety at the moment! :/,-0.2131333333333316,1.93378302,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,88.8,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.23273333333333346,181,6,40,2,6,62,39,50,0.149,0.81,0.042,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,12,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858282191927143,0.0,0.209045456726564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134791913135113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325266969966674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648770471707226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796429368366037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25760804854487795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112232571828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659050023196222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28521558925123736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017820530947826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marigoldmarshmallows,2020/03/05,"Newly licensed with anxiety I got my license two days ago, and have been driving locally a few times, but it has made my anxiety go through the roof. My brain goes foggy and I can’t visualise the roads in my  head, and I shake violently. I have been having a mild anxiety attack since my drive home last night (24hrs). 

My driving is safe, and I am still able to hop in the car and go places, but not without panic and discomfort. I felt like such a confident driver while learning, but while driving on my own, the anxiety is unbearable. Even now, lying in bed I am in that same state of mild, numb panic. 

Does this go away after more solo driving? Any tips to offset the dread? Help! :((",4.67869817578773,5.511997201492537,5.539054726368164,81.8690464344942,69.5223880597015,8.940630182421229,29.067993366500826,9.150863307647796,2.3351684908789387,531,19,105,10,9,174,90,134,0.22899999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.111,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,2,5,8,0,11,3,2,1,0,17,17,11,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,10,3,8,0,1,5,1,14,2,13,12,4,30,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,11,70,17,1,0.1656285334711988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681970146835982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263308240483758,0.0,0.5068214990409405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842636773492952,0.1556134593541097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489621999863276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681670198222099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494264579163674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939608427782463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902936615487787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823915374482019,0.0,0.132468268671399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998265917451325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101731468609982,0.0,0.1661389235967773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350093609249116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091773523364837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567217231008486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543115867815785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38865879473465853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304656524104686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700963444541428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322711607811981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657932981643932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179501043416675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596599957982355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadpanda46,2020/03/05,"So many symptoms due to anxiety?? So 3 months ago I started having suddden severe anxiety due to panic attacks which led me staying at home locked in my room for 3 weeks. I had been in fight or flight for a really long time considering I was 100% convinced that I would die. However, I started getting almost every symptom in the book which led to alot of googling freaking me out even more. I started getting swallowing problems, Heartburn which led to food being stuck in my esophagus, dizzyness, Heart pounding at night, real bad nightmares, excessive belching, globus sensation and breathing problems. It has been 1 hell of a ride, but after visiting my GP a million times I feel much better than before. I no longer have reflux, but sadly still some esophagus damage (swallowing problems), constipation lately, excessive belching especially after drinking water and what seems like chronic hyperventilation.

I am writing this post because I barely see people with this many symptoms as me on this sub. I have never been sick before in my life and it seems like the anxiety symptoms have dissapeared (like globus sensation nausea, dizzyness etc), whereas newer symptoms have taken place... anyone else got a similar experience?",9.633931419457733,10.40859711004785,8.987188995215313,61.64990629984051,58.76076555023924,10.985805422647527,42.77551834130781,10.686352973137794,5.205104944178629,992,53,132,21,12,315,139,209,0.172,0.757,0.071,-0.9397,1,0,1,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,4,16,3,1,7,0,14,16,2,3,1,24,26,9,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,9,0,2,0,10,5,5,0,3,2,0,5,2,11,0,1,8,2,18,5,22,16,5,36,1,2,1,0,3,11,1,6,21,88,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919781513876416,0.0,0.10390197573013442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813138205780124,0.0,0.0,0.07255232894056747,0.10631573637468657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804348329016112,0.0,0.0,0.08663636978924039,0.06325193883719697,0.0,0.17658648534540075,0.0,0.0,0.09176845726909118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107687870476411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164659325034547,0.0,0.0,0.0866792702015406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572130214025167,0.06853337461041878,0.0,0.08742338900697356,0.0,0.0,0.10149848319081216,0.0,0.0,0.05246484210180423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546860247858488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842201634947672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298740801174054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295766620749138,0.0,0.0,0.10408106618618447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704729078504893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328969034299093,0.15207762228428584,0.0,0.0,0.09182550482612134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039538912812647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282129731076694,0.0,0.07627651062938925,0.0,0.08002712823906975,0.0,0.0,0.09737297174887012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174155478700045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193503593298257,0.0,0.10840849705911212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993746642347534,0.0,0.0,0.2978567157560464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810310072470738,0.06647215985867705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268433964142433,0.18892082116316344,0.0,0.1172207594179663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032839338737412,0.11059576341036667,0.08286392581430191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392387154957063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100812261476755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323107375321595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370906611873218,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bucolic_Intent,2020/03/05,"Nutritionist to help with anxiety Years ago I was sent to a nutritionist because the basic skill of feeding myself sometimes sends me into panic attacks. Its not a weight gain issue,  im just very overwhelmed. 
In any case it helped a massive amount.  More than my meds. But because of reasons I never went back and quickly lost all knowledge and skills.
I constantly wish I had the money to see a nutritionist again. 

Has anyone else been referred (not for eating disorders) and if so were the results effective for you as well?
What skills did you pick up?",4.692843137254903,7.1255535784313775,5.026078431372549,79.21401960784314,72.0392156862745,7.2784313725490195,29.96078431372549,8.167268648758528,2.3915019607843147,443,19,74,7,9,140,81,102,0.12300000000000001,0.765,0.11199999999999999,-0.3056,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,6,6,5,1,2,7,0,6,3,0,4,2,19,11,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,4,0,1,3,3,4,1,0,8,2,9,1,13,3,3,13,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,1,7,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855006277278967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930358064867306,0.0,0.14545867247993152,0.0,0.0,0.13295222194352352,0.19482370290491055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163148119233532,0.0,0.14620802705623812,0.0,0.23181849386337314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054767480069156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792004847554733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456348795823453,0.15883985721778998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548973356037121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053867833727995,0.1984596155913229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075632574536676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120571491536688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466497998135854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230915319761796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549840067936555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151914260761348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805602769053587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688767043257335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315426275112122,0.17096115475165108,0.17626422108936654,0.0,0.0,0.2186547623946928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224456878114414
anxiety,daria_arbuz,2020/03/05,"DAE lost the ability to focus vision when there's an important task to do? Basically, title. Googling it around didn't help much.    


But when I'm in a need to focus on some really important thing to do (test, reading, researching, drawing something), I often lose the ability to focus my eyes on it and everything just becomes a blurry mess with my vision fixating on some neutral distance a couple feet away instead of the text sheet/screen/etc. Attempts to re-focus my eyes lead to that not succeeding for longer than a couple seconds. As expected, it leads to even more anxious feelings and trouble focusing on a task, now not only visually but also in thoughts.    


So... does anyone else have this effect? I would be really happy to read others' experiences of such a  thing.",7.777605633802817,7.915044049295776,8.201514084507043,67.87649647887326,62.73239436619718,11.325352112676056,36.76408450704226,10.9516,4.346180281690141,613,27,98,15,8,203,99,142,0.095,0.799,0.106,0.5514,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,12,6,0,0,10,0,6,3,3,3,0,20,11,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,3,5,2,23,6,4,13,0,2,2,0,1,8,0,3,3,74,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307348292813826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211627420730796,0.0,0.12509735036133032,0.1833134389535831,0.0,0.15926696347064406,0.0,0.0,0.16809091863401154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975909623222556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959188672742807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656449372363976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494555335687303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953085572162751,0.11816772390734502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079189585705544,0.1750073567351057,0.0,0.0,0.09046177882777064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190451984276622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991894844650425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001534362016206,0.1953003354156077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151871916283947,0.13265877534324175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606837572221844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579148813306983,0.0,0.2292274057233107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773290841260172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377184134002222,0.0,0.0,0.14203378178968082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270918384524209,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TatM,2020/03/05,"How do I stop waking up in the night with anxiety? Hey guys, 

So i've had bad back pain and abdominal pain for a while.  I knew I had anxiety about these things but didn't think it was the main issue.  Finally I came to the realization that it was really the anxiety that was causing these issues more than the actual ailments itself.  

My doctor gave me cipralex and after two days I woke up in the night with a bad panic attack, the worst I've had.  It also seemingly gave me bad heartburn but it's possible I'm imagining it.  Ever since I've woken up almost every night with anxiety/heartburn.  Sometimes I'm able to go back to sleep pretty quickly like twenty minutes and sometimes it takes an hour or two.  

It's pretty annoying cause I've had this for like 3 weeks and I never had any problems before I took the medication.  I also have more general anxiety during the day, but I've learning some strategies that help that, but no luck on the night stuff really. I mean yes some luck, I am not as anxious when I wake up as I was at first, but I still wake up every night between 12-3 and I'd love for that to stop.  

Any tips?  

Thanks,",2.2718426501035154,4.250215608695651,4.1240372670807455,85.0026811594203,77.69565217391303,7.337474120082816,23.126293995859214,8.269060116576782,1.4204989648033126,890,28,179,17,21,301,126,230,0.184,0.647,0.16899999999999998,0.2147,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,11,16,2,1,13,1,13,10,4,3,2,36,29,19,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,18,9,0,2,6,0,0,3,4,10,0,3,17,0,16,6,25,12,6,34,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,7,24,119,34,2,0.09571719006618712,0.0,0.09340617013393687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584693953182746,0.0,0.0,0.15309000462852312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018194305462535,0.0,0.29289355364465186,0.10813317995983188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889212188250004,0.0,0.14720122178271358,0.23975956678669866,0.0,0.0,0.08144827884215954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947496608533333,0.0,0.19665584142289336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234593382142504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979705999173634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658167832741526,0.16129172175863848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485350309821984,0.0,0.08141699297314955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439828491812482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477506680071028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415721486959207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094262151455526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998077566448085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352516840863467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863885010833389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426408043787404,0.0,0.09642499903256356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382299775663753,0.0,0.0,0.4491204940841901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369967758820304,0.11230349912197188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079067500275447,0.0,0.1947575864965876,0.0,0.09158842400446164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263776587025532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713733495000928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917824873689995,0.0,0.0957863158761307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933349691534326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643987162979195,0.16004771365477852,0.0,0.0,0.10957328248869808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719674147784918,0.0,0.0,0.08812352860289084,0.0,0.0,0.06359024793225312,0.061331710503672573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634532005569904,0.0,0.0,0.18700357288595848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677855629919349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catlikeflutter,2020/03/05,"How do you deal with always being in fear ? Hello everyone ,I don't know exactly how to start this or how to say anything so excuse my very poor form,this is my first time in very many years opening up and this in itself is making me feel very anxious ..

I am always afraid and I don't know how to deal with this ,I have tried many things but I sadly have access to very little tools to help me .at the moment I live with my father who is the biggest source of my fears, and worries and I failed high school many times just because whenever I get into an exam that I have studied for and worked hard I would just feel panicked the whole time and my mind would go blank so often that I can't solve anything or have very little time by the time I managed to recover and started recalling what I studied .

I can't easily study in the first place without feeling this weight on my chest and it's difficult to actually be able to sit all the way through and finish a task cause most of the time I just I am too anxious or panicking if i spend too long .

I have always wanted to learn coding and recently I decided to actually start (choose python and found some free resources and tools to learn on) ,I have a very old pc and I have effectively no access to any paid service.I settled on python and started it but I keep having the same issue of wanting to run away like learning itself is going kill me ,I love learning ,but I can't seem to be able to handle the stress ,it doesn't help the fact that Math *(Something my father has made very sure that I will probably have PTSD reactions every time I have to deal with for a very long time)* keeps getting involved which just makes it so difficult .

I have no friends that can listen to me or support me Since all of them have such difficult lives and they are always busy and I don't judge them or hate them for it ,but I just don't know who to speak to anymore or what to do ...",7.056990759341098,5.420407435114505,7.099233962769523,81.00541181197268,64.9796437659033,10.003964108745148,32.134592205705104,8.532816995589336,2.251262595419848,1514,45,319,17,19,487,187,393,0.16399999999999998,0.752,0.084,-0.9854,0,0,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,1,4,5,16,17,2,4,14,0,37,3,1,9,5,78,65,34,1,5,17,2,5,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,22,22,1,2,15,0,4,3,11,11,0,2,3,8,46,7,45,56,6,43,0,2,0,1,22,17,0,11,22,217,68,11,0.14505196605673465,0.0,0.14154979487371727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413897112598671,0.0,0.0,0.04932015548121983,0.0,0.0,0.1638674342434666,0.07192628685115007,0.0,0.0,0.11936540883620528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814054846452056,0.0,0.0,0.044211166092255866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450416277161724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431331169105606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061106268721398224,0.06930168481632708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163223788660849,0.1100139485433188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338112822802727,0.0,0.07952099694072304,0.05603339457923701,0.0,0.0757836654655252,0.0,0.08243637503391182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496903523856337,0.07160439313986902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972252752836104,0.07662768302225002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569828343966756,0.0,0.12892885216648314,0.08023925460252858,0.0,0.1195751506622265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035432531878753865,0.1453801765076189,0.12808354350330706,0.12836642544103238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545753128653152,0.06862583874634823,0.09682331368984602,0.22058989016281869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732305680249318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610381900475449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577421589602983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819527634148833,0.0,0.08477899303642908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161065864072651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767557268396545,0.0,0.07340016680214688,0.0,0.06602493106360029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059994242623894474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583404503418102,0.0,0.0,0.2053370563066577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307826851927651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230162606880813,0.06835488069448299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048183040466557414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383238715387737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924038174570241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787322522704046,0.08555540774711386,0.05756774952128212,0.0,0.08831710871496541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097266999900064,0.0,0.0699124595436063,0.0,0.052799779424940366,0.07365365626030085,0.0,0.1030407549424852,0.0,0.0,0.04670435521251104
anxiety,loki_pt,2020/03/05,"Panic disorder and gym 
Hello friends , so I have been training for a while not lately I have panic ataques at the gym while I am working out . Already went to the doctor and got diagnosed with depression and panic disorder. Anyone going or went trough the same ? Anyone have any tips ?",4.149807692307693,6.795928211538468,4.804461538461538,79.14053846153845,74.57692307692308,7.236923076923077,27.707692307692305,8.238735603445708,2.3333030769230776,225,9,36,4,5,72,37,52,0.205,0.6579999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.6435,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,3,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,8,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,5,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,26,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985245442570196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233842832237173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515810589767256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494793479222946,0.182595100133438,0.0,0.0,0.41236284558693853,0.18413566327952074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899058832045705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224153249154497,0.0,0.14388276912812764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202935466001245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6332230072147511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335389115964353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096962018042976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ntwallace,2020/03/05,"DAE Feel this way? Does anyone else experience this or is it just me?

You see your friends get out of toxic situations and you feel so happy for them because you knew how hard it was for them, but then you look at yourself and start getting sad/discouraged because no matter how hard you work or what you do you can’t get ahead or get nowhere in life compared to them & it really makes you look and feel shitty compared to them  ....",11.633798449612408,6.549744860465123,10.271395348837212,72.48019379844962,59.69767441860465,13.327131782945736,41.45736434108528,9.725611199111238,3.7773689922480624,342,11,71,4,3,107,58,86,0.114,0.8220000000000001,0.064,-0.6993,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,9,4,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,17,17,11,0,0,5,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,14,2,9,15,0,7,0,0,3,0,14,3,0,3,3,46,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264286329773074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722648042752933,0.2010870571599487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392711873923754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174460027775615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394637290731195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919756377278736,0.0,0.0,0.2976981883123685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516265916468099,0.0,0.41014180858846333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891773820334064,0.35161294259531145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862113600282538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296105557016796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310021386084402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257263643637764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639030588200378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205995199805022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389107255608979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577856230619494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428764160019962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpecialistMarzipan6,2020/03/05,"How does everyone with anxiety deal with working? So I've been assessed and told that I'm not fit to work at the minute due to my anxiety, but I would like to get a part time job to ease me back into society. My anxiety has made me struggle at every job I've had, so I'm wondering how all of you people in here with jobs and and anxiety cope with working?",8.527324561403509,4.6165195394736855,9.350526315789477,73.145350877193,64.13157894736842,13.817543859649124,39.80701754385965,11.855464076750405,4.3525754385964905,279,11,62,7,3,97,52,76,0.146,0.773,0.081,-0.2881,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,16,10,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,13,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,39,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238131393668142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162791249783076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648048311199907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980197656160685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442276930935346,0.16357114151618876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894352042185596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096133087831836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836305740845578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197595788611305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537274976031964,0.0,0.11867561304889475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895594267576118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981723751818483,0.0,0.0,0.16357114151618876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563890122053486,0.37386624359408455,0.0,0.0,0.12160233876926865,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaydendawson1,2020/03/05,"Mental block from going on planes I’ve had severe panic disorder since I was 12 (I’m 23 now), and hate flying, not because of a fear of crashing, rather the fear of not being able to get out if I need to. I’ve booked a few smaller domestic flights to try and desensitise myself from it, but no matter how physically relaxed I can get myself, I still have a mental block, a strong urge to run away. I’ve gotten to my seat a few times and ran for the door to get out while it was still open. I can’t get over the mental block and am wondering if anyone else has similar experiences or any advise! I’m sick of being so restricted and want to know how you find the will power to make yourself go through that panic/anxiety if you have an escape.",7.415042016806723,5.212021633986931,8.127749766573299,75.72058823529414,64.68627450980392,11.095798319327734,32.31465919701214,9.606745405546679,2.6880110177404286,582,16,121,9,7,197,97,153,0.18,0.716,0.105,-0.9256,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,7,6,1,3,10,0,12,1,0,3,0,29,28,14,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,4,3,2,0,4,4,4,0,0,5,0,10,2,21,20,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,5,79,13,2,0.1522790771531974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035549943362338,0.0,0.11649307721603283,0.0,0.0,0.10647707141041626,0.15602791005222758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430712057061173,0.0,0.0,0.09282791202929544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452501525810366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272096289371027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895815751979513,0.0,0.3427125958017112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918031774993378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182381309016669,0.0,0.17308741763774438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503440622540633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368859836148344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016474664661723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460384480047705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291300618791547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35733337335839793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203201266708226,0.0,0.12596682622968833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322053544289296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879515448392877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033874975258713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981814511979944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514016338211268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyridden2themax,2020/03/05,"can’t sleep. fear of going crazy my sleep schedule (sleep all day, stay up all night) is back. what i do to fix it when it gets bad is stay awake the whole day. today i stayed awake the whole day with maybe an hour nap. now it’s currently 5 am, i cant fall asleep because i think this is my second day that i’ll be wide awake and i’m scared i’m gonna go crazy if i don’t get any sleep right now.",-0.6399389499389514,0.9155606593406596,1.0610256410256405,105.46452991452992,85.26373626373626,4.484004884004884,13.407814407814405,5.033348758259628,-1.5985980463980465,304,3,85,1,9,98,61,91,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.9246,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,9,5,5,0,2,6,17,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,4,15,4,22,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,13,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965959222062891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922434735842966,0.1186021958607244,0.08658971811479878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664308075284931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984086260335106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484259930324586,0.0,0.1614556481432096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988636573314564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270396132832988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330023285826245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213062205962748,0.0,0.0,0.1422124893372302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685929891469085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542053328852083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101712568701603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464268013618014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171778213488119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OohAhhElectricPeel,2020/03/05,"Chewing and swallowing in public..HALP Hello Doomers (I say this with affection).
I have had depression and anxiety for some time.

I have recently started a new job in a very young company. I'm 30 but a lot of the other staffers are graduates and are so so young. There are a lot of cliques. People are nice enough but it's a big workplace. 

I've found at work I'm very conscious of swallowing. Its bizarre. I have never had this problem before. Even water at my desk, I have to have tiny sips. If I don't, I have to make a very jarring manual and conscious effort to swallow. Its stopping me from eating most of my lunch. Even when there arent many people around. I freeze up. I've googled a little..but have many others here had the problem? Normally my anxiety just stays put in my head and I think irrational stuff but keep it locked down. This isn't good and I'd love some shared experience stories please. Thank you for reading.",1.0644021739130416,3.666633418478263,2.3510521739130428,91.31568695652172,89.81521739130434,5.770086956521739,23.12086956521739,7.24861992348623,1.1544506956521738,735,29,147,13,25,235,111,184,0.134,0.759,0.107,-0.4738,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,10,8,0,0,9,0,17,9,1,2,1,30,26,13,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,8,7,2,4,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,2,15,5,19,22,6,20,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,6,9,96,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267542669235804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956146989467404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238438334941292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535340191851455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892376975951946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038174110630692,0.0,0.1922556149739812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423660619056203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957711468906186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207205973681662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493660439962072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444260079953608,0.12936265276098358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474658329006533,0.1313555460724424,0.0,0.09714909035142616,0.2951094642169326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224943205893884,0.14056345369677994,0.0,0.0,0.14259831392568645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179824282822506,0.0,0.0,0.15975923195624864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785242780729463,0.0,0.14630791380137498,0.0,0.0,0.14557940049798945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437032070333419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573926171734428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301397192174062,0.15512629159767455,0.0,0.12167796964371633,0.0,0.0,0.16660849737823274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399369217317866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932561651578489,0.0,0.0,0.08486555332492075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602572644250193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595486451372783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1littlemanta,2020/03/05,"I get really angry when I am anxious, does this happen to anyone else? I have a test later today and I am in serious distress about it- as per usual. When I feel this anxious I become extremely short tempered and I snap at everyone around me, even my dog. It's like I have a bomb inside me and if someone pushes me in any way, I unleash that bomb on them. 
I feel awful about doing this to my partner, my family, my friends, and my dog. But I feel so stressed that I just want them to leave me alone so I can calm myself, but they don't. 
They want to help and offer support and I just want to crawl in a dark hole and hide. I can barely breathe right now.
Does anyone else experience this change in temper? I hate being this way, I feel like I hurt others because I am hurting, but no one gives me what I need when I feel this way.
I know I should communicate better about this and I should use my own coping mechanisms to get through these feelings, it just seems like my loved ones are getting caught in the crossfire.",2.6445220588235294,4.197936783653852,3.8750339366515862,89.07290723981903,75.39423076923076,6.432579185520363,23.292986425339365,7.048011613610866,0.7237219457013575,793,23,167,8,17,259,116,208,0.18600000000000005,0.669,0.145,-0.7332,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,1,15,16,3,2,4,1,13,2,1,1,0,31,35,18,0,7,7,0,6,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,15,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,1,6,41,8,19,31,1,22,0,2,0,1,10,10,0,2,10,118,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350290250240405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109137516968137,0.0,0.0,0.2694280960527375,0.0,0.16675916405684854,0.244363255912214,0.0,0.10615422954012918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269126022202768,0.13169784814336494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546340444506053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614646595625387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870597194046145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922947823918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876086424041741,0.0,0.0,0.1139446716763026,0.0,0.11664547821616456,0.11241452456485257,0.0,0.3617661902392542,0.08518937258232673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212917067112453,0.0,0.18690335385312948,0.11439163754784032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544885185141553,0.0,0.0,0.1177307462080788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992808616551224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25531063765720585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553448793711412,0.0,0.0,0.12626430565722266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477272979517336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762417870435312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841940463625747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160836347882682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639204676783383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018354400487125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085570879327313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103675637030224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365959003010336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531895776690853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303127336428626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299026501539336,0.1313326318505431,0.0,0.2110031568146026,0.2839557942522372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,6tempura9,2020/03/05,"Poop and Cops In January I had to did the university selection tests and go through a lot of stress, not because of the tests but because of the police. I'm from Chile and the police are so violent last time, the sites where I did my tests are full of polices and I'm was scared in a case there was any protest and everything got out of control. Between I do my tests a I had a lot anxiety to get to the bathroom (in the test you can't go to the bathroom but the attendant let me go to the bathroom with his company) I do my business in the room and go out about 10 minutes I get in my seat and I feel how i filled to anxiety to go to the bathroom again. I try to do my exam the most faster than is possible and get out of here. The days passed and I don't feel anything about that anxiety until I had to get to my home from my mom's house between I'm in the taxi and I have the anxiety to get to the bathroom I go out of the taxi and go to my mom's house a few days. Actually I can do practically nothing because I go out of my home and I have that anxiety again and again. I go to my psychiatrist and she told me I developed irritable bowel about all the stress of my tests and the contingency of my country she prescribed me pills for my bowel, Escitalopram (20mg) and Risperidona (0.5mg). Tomorrow I have to go to my new university for the day zero a kind of welcome to the university and the career and I'm so scare for the anxiety can cause me needs go to the bathroom.
PD: Sorry for the writing I'm not speak alright:(",1.863349287749287,3.3066600984615384,4.172136752136755,86.58971509971512,77.24615384615385,7.768660968660969,27.113960113960108,8.515128840125781,1.8154387464387467,1192,49,269,24,27,415,127,325,0.133,0.856,0.011000000000000001,-0.9890000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,12,9,2,4,32,1,22,4,3,3,1,39,48,24,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,24,0,1,2,0,0,14,4,6,0,1,9,3,41,3,56,38,6,41,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,3,12,191,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.09007985834437228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277299975226769,0.0,0.4236948659460793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596209608622997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881136065437252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482633916242407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353192155560499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859419268046306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296099955449157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334798315583004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411371156009833,0.0,0.5770720255238505,0.0,0.07382760392372882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851860641138699,0.0,0.0,0.2130234153169233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612518117590052,0.0,0.0752438129095302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439177708174927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695490735032158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622138635069552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844564238445207,0.0,0.08915220171293825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857257202434264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406405425835144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848339837549396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333189782311507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147833287610668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382587528636382,0.0,0.0,0.08820480392572028,0.0,0.0626714664819239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darsrad,2020/03/05,"Stressing Over Job Interview I found out a few months ago that my job is being outsourced so I am frantically looking for a new job before mine ends on April 3. 

I had a fifth round interview Monday and still haven’t heard back and I’m just so overwhelmed with worry about whether I got it or not. Like, they’re waiting to tell me no for Friday so I have the weekend to grieve. I’m rehashing every word I said during the last conversation.",2.802954545454547,4.895214295454547,3.8522727272727297,87.03590909090912,76.5,6.672727272727273,24.63636363636364,7.645422480735847,1.2311318181818185,350,12,70,5,8,113,68,88,0.18,0.8009999999999999,0.019,-0.9124,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,14,7,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,4,9,1,9,8,1,13,0,2,2,0,6,3,0,1,11,44,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844078283746768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634621466308171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808913042661748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828422089813773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910918641263393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330847777617103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170020944055263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6328633784776116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328239608605425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385664335484078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851502373350886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968062377205553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531265670626989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221380469972464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976795917134468,0.0,0.2435115315402532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858057088986147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588695767442084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trinidad95,2020/03/05,Overthinking thinking Been overthinking my own sanity mainly due to overthinking thinking. I'll have a thought and then be like well is that a natural thought or intrusive thought and then think oh no I'm losing my mind and freak out when nothing really happens .Talked to a therapist and seeing that there isn't really anything external causing it we've considered anti-anxiety medication for my compulsive thoughts any advice or someone going through something similar. Feel like I'm overthinking my sense of self and fear the meds might do harm potentially,8.125994108983804,10.311563072164953,7.696759941089837,64.56175257731961,62.60824742268043,12.55316642120766,42.72312223858616,12.031772070788634,6.352120471281299,466,28,66,17,7,147,72,97,0.14,0.767,0.09300000000000001,-0.7003,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,19,20,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,5,2,4,3,6,13,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,6,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366177389303913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389371326742842,0.0,0.1281235078918916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782366980997085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205046636909987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884641603699004,0.08468408766189932,0.11964939494516373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518405578114704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810405264449095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364679254405293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736986334746972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860350890078765,0.16872080618766985,0.0,0.17767226273673806,0.1691093881530523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607037924156987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458691142632488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346171618840802,0.0,0.17472057472061947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190721683324786,0.1289360638391568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461593577947786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944598693347224,0.0,0.32194770271826995,0.0,0.5318489812555384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058670952089234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PitifulNectarine,2020/03/05,"Constant anxiety, tips? I've been feeling a constant anxiety for the past day and it's been really exhausting. My stomach is upset, my chest is tight and I feel tense all the time. I'm pretty certain it's because of a work opportunity that's coming up, which I'm really scared of messing up. And all the corona news certainly aren't helping either. I've tried deep breathing and keeping my mind occupied, but it hasn't helped much. Any tips to what I can do to lessen the anxiety? It's driving me insane!",3.106855555555556,5.23214033,4.9093333333333335,79.65522222222225,75.7,8.044444444444443,29.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.6390777777777767,403,18,74,9,9,137,66,100,0.182,0.732,0.086,-0.812,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,2,6,0,8,4,3,0,4,17,14,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,3,6,3,7,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173197761620826,0.0,0.4783195919691786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705020780723406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953440060658424,0.0,0.4504535095326658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441292816586456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076568447220556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793975486446608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525226665497388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044364371649268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321184938248228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895939313811464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203691727307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703692815418073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866364640574095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153071832422888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150273078625816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173141857685185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heregoesro,2020/03/05,"Had my first breakdown - please give me hope (long) Hi, this may be a long one, so strap in. 

For some context, I graduated from uni back in 2018 and made a big move to China that August. I've been aware that I've had anxiety before (and it was fairly mild/triggered by things I could control) and coming back to the university that I studied abroad in to work as an intern wasn't scary at all. It was like coming home! I've now been here for one and a half years (not including my time in exchange) and love it. 

From August 2018,  I was faced with living abroad for an extended amount of time for the first time, dealing with a big friend group, finding my footing as a member of staff rather than a student, living with people other than my family, and realising I was bisexual and beginning a relationship. 

Back in June 2019, I started to get some stomach issues and was faced with anxiety surrounding nausea. I put it down to the heat of south China (something I've not dealt with before) and my lack of routine when traveling in South Korea. I actually look back now and realise that I had a minor panic attack on the subway in Seoul, which impacted how I felt when traveling alone. 

Returning back in August 2019, my partner decided to move to Spain so in order to fill up my time that used to be spent with them, I took on more work. I decided to work part time in another section of the university, look into doing a masters degree, get my TEFL certificate, and help with various other tasks in the department. I was so stressed about finding what I was going to do after this year that I ended up having to go to hospital for an irritated nerve in my brain (thankfully calmed down since) and decided to slow down a little. 

On the surface, I was having a wonderful time. I adore my colleagues and my roommates, I went out for dinners, I had fun at work - although I was exhausted at the end of everyday, I was really just living so happily. 

The one thing that was in the back of my mind and increasingly becoming more of an issue was my stomach problems. I wasn't controlling what I ate but meal times were no longer a source of enjoyment for me - they became periods of time where all I could think was ""This is going to cause me indigestion later."" or ""I'm going to feel so nauseous when I go to bed."" It became consuming and frustrating. I started to think that I was going to deal with this forever. 

Back in December, my laptop broke. I spilt water on it and I was freaking out. I knew I could afford to buy a new one (and probably was due a new one) but since I still had no plans for what I was going to do after this year of my internship and had a winter trip coming up, the looming problem of a whole paycheque being lost due to my carelessness was too much. 

On Christmas Day, I spent time alone watching Christmas movies and then went out to dinner with my friends. It was a lovely day, although I felt anxious about going out to eat with my stomach and nausea problems, I still enjoyed. But that night I woke up around 1am with chest pains, I texted my partner and decided to try to go back to sleep. But I couldn't, I started pacing around my living room and in the end called my mum, but obviously she couldn't help me, so I woke up my roommate and that was when I had my first, big panic attack. I could feel the waves, I didn't cry, I just spoke about all the things that I thought had caused it at 10x speed and I breathed through it. 

The next day I was sensitive and exhausted but I didn't have a panic attack. The day after that, I had another panic attack on the shuttle bus to work, this time I lost all feeling in my legs and I didn't have time to calm down properly due to a big end of semester meeting that morning and just drifted through the rest of the day. 

From the 28th to the 31st, everything is blur. I didn't eat much, had another panic attack (this time with nausea and shaking) on the night of the 28th, reached out to someone I knew could help me while also giving my roommate some time off, used herbal sleep aids to help me calm down and rest in between. 

On the 30th, I had the biggest anxiety attack ever. In the evening I started hyperventilating and I was terrified, my friend came over and helped me calm down, took me for a walk, and even sat with me while I tried to sleep. But every time I was close to sleeping, I would wake up thinking that my breathing was irregular and that I was going to stop breathing in my sleep.  

The next day, I went to the hospital and they put me on medication (buspirone and alprazolam) which I was to take 3 times a day (thanks to the lack of communication, I figured out timings that worked for me). I was upset and terrified, I didn't want to be on medication, I didn't like the side effects I experienced and *I felt so out of control*. 

I ended up still going on my trip to Seoul for my birthday in January, I experience a minor panic attack and depression in the third week of taking the medication, but my roommate calmed me down and really looked after me (shout out to her for everything). In the second week of our trip and the forth week taking the medication, I got my appetite back and managed to really enjoy my time in the city, even traveling alone despite my worries. I was finally back on track. 

My plan when I got back to China was to have check ups with my doctor, ask for support in order to get off of the medication and help with my health anxiety. But then the coronavirus happened. 

I'm still on the medication, its been just over two months, I can't go to my local hospital because its currently shutdown to contain the patients so I get them delivered. (re coronavirus: our city hasn't had a new case in over a week and nearly everyone has been discharged, yay!) 

The medication no longer effects me badly anymore, but I still deal with health anxiety (mainly breathing) and weird things like sensitive teeth (anyone else get that?). This week has been rough as I've had the most insane heartburn and the return of my stomach issues...its been really demotivating and upsetting. 

**I've gotten to the point where I don't know whats anxiety, whats actual sickness, whats just regular symptoms of menses or a certain food I had etc. I just don't know.** 

Please someone who's dealt with anxiety for a while, health anxiety, medication, dealing with a sticky situation where you can't get medical guidance...**give me some hope and motivation that I'm not going to feel like this forever.** 

​

TDLR; Thought everything was going well but was actually overworking myself, had a breakdown in December, got put on medication, stuck in China during the Coronavirus with health anxiety and stomach issues. Please give me any advice, comfort, kick up the ass you have.",5.673353239939723,6.204360385202137,6.441582575207902,77.35566180164092,67.19221967963387,9.690316459228669,31.395890309017506,9.685265186389033,2.873912310468642,5319,202,1009,108,82,1755,448,1311,0.134,0.778,0.08800000000000001,-0.9962,2,3,1,0,0,0,172.0,2,2,4,20,55,60,8,10,78,1,92,54,23,12,7,175,182,86,0,17,23,1,8,4,5,2,21,2,3,2,53,83,8,5,27,3,5,40,21,32,1,12,89,15,146,28,202,80,25,245,0,4,4,3,39,97,1,12,110,730,199,14,0.0,0.0,0.09126045077673883,0.0,0.0,0.0304616935610089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685684022537276,0.0,0.024928872135853344,0.0,0.03377570932456172,0.03787835679775322,0.021198568911670452,0.09806217768841284,0.21462391909081424,0.035216384288483164,0.0309150353136107,0.021796742400253182,0.031940211330094684,0.0,0.05550079143344127,0.029142354414768583,0.2482448743428132,0.0,0.26366949883264,0.026027980939606475,0.019002645914789684,0.034427901901331166,0.05305150349608719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034799147616864416,0.03183090804788268,0.035653371861087316,0.0,0.06404609285231629,0.0,0.08055780552741458,0.0,0.0,0.10488881759589004,0.1244446974604074,0.0,0.034241850497461104,0.1407271130895692,0.12855112747291922,0.02684908183354058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03190667561006471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379510121044626,0.02604086941954126,0.0,0.13804921474469434,0.0,0.03476590551681888,0.061768009408506734,0.02819757689039325,0.02626442345500844,0.029786940591320307,0.08404829176449002,0.030492974166809093,0.029386935918576825,0.0,0.06304760522848296,0.02226985029480193,0.08979231249207095,0.03414827216282959,0.05698273802981245,0.07954668807169775,0.037694266296892376,0.0,0.07225207005653578,0.0,0.0977189896752237,0.08971135363295818,0.24802704126816505,0.0,0.07479519326161277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027565998824798862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254088945966186,0.0,0.0,0.1253668005268484,0.0,0.031268854102014444,0.06192323640807178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760889411238732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034263504736946705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091781028814765,0.03124332902053688,0.11010459301733896,0.055173883559485284,0.07853188778853785,0.0,0.06805757419228163,0.0,0.05626932738659906,0.029496451452583027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140331045668673,0.0,0.0,0.031475635621392266,0.0,0.024881826801402312,0.06626349349066432,0.045831180822352435,0.0,0.0,0.09032063621767224,0.06630524023028657,0.05850711101764535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056174600177784,0.0,0.03317005070992565,0.2194473435530052,0.0,0.033757098184790994,0.0,0.021611290370411,0.0,0.0,0.10265510054314783,0.029468366310580925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0336095443722465,0.08948446177156164,0.0,0.094011803997978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798803603625133,0.0,0.0,0.03346791471248214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157291473058628,0.03503952659613571,0.1559765333233015,0.0,0.052825214470608825,0.02399833982123375,0.0,0.0,0.0882570562838903,0.0,0.12447316796181547,0.02606185164744764,0.03570833025736818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03537451726863477,0.0,0.03240046886305064,0.07031418486063648,0.0,0.0,0.057399441120465626,0.0,0.0,0.08283927686262524,0.059922803166511725,0.0,0.04949543287465871,0.3090108171803854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926824236102963,0.04232856184205264,0.0,0.03045129019842765,0.0,0.0,0.05384657062706456,0.0,0.0,0.01838652158734436,0.0,0.12502467534718478,0.0,0.028028085549066536,0.08669247716141723,0.0,0.034803311307268235,0.0,0.0,0.03380556540009707,0.13616499198833198,0.031657485516747984,0.0,0.02214425849884604,0.0,0.03787835679775322,0.060222771975519125
anxiety,analeon77,2020/03/05,"Feeling anxious when walking in public I often get nervous when I am walking in public places and feel like people are looking at me (they most likely are not). It makes me want to walk faster and get to where I'm going as soon as possible. I probably look like a weirdo walking fast with a nervous look on my face. It probably sounds stupid, but how do people walk around normally with their heads held high?",5.846582278481016,6.515843784810129,5.807443037974688,81.56762025316458,66.84810126582278,8.345316455696205,30.98987341772152,8.238735603445708,2.2330891139240507,325,12,60,4,5,102,56,79,0.111,0.8140000000000001,0.075,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,7,6,1,2,2,0,4,2,2,2,0,16,16,8,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,3,0,0,1,6,8,3,11,15,1,19,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,2,8,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999917427180926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335863027230305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196931362635904,0.13912128615700822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034857493519497,0.0,0.11067442729637343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985797334211527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205752010081638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28541831236963544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905941031866467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129989519640482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080246929425335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27001443404816433,0.0,0.2034603764339468,0.0,0.0,0.21953849792665686,0.0,0.0,0.4199222696444765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486186468806228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RavenWhisperingOne,2020/03/05,"How can we sleep with this fear I'll wake up dead I had a public just break down over the masks like a weekish ago. It's been affected my sleep since then.  Some nights it's fine. But others I just start seeing scary things once I close my eyes.
  
The worst thing is an old child hood anxiety I have of waking up dead has resurfaced. Where I'm afraid my heart's stopping as I fall asleep. And my breathing switches to manual. And im Afraid if I continue sleeping I'll die . 

It's really frustrating cause I'm trying to improve my sleep to be ready for coronavirus but but my head's so frazzled lately that it's making me have worse insomnia.",1.8731943628890164,4.0643079694656485,2.9323664122137423,91.98707574867883,79.99236641221374,6.4735173223722855,20.763945977686433,7.61054688173877,0.6817699354081035,508,14,108,8,13,162,92,131,0.19399999999999998,0.753,0.053,-0.9444,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,3,5,0,8,12,11,4,0,17,13,10,3,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,14,2,11,10,2,16,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,2,9,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839205813478798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280623182677076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196829797119206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373718100507746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883741530688599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180307812821774,0.0,0.0,0.1983725577945404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180823234337554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888371109514182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178431879943987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174234995575813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709573922200892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566057702672447,0.17827800970136984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724221417021287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339797712606974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847693079549958,0.0,0.6700928725418104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848822525431707,0.0,0.0,0.1399558371226135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224293288285236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365518818347214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705972678823262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seloch,2020/03/05,"My relationship is causing me anxiety and I don't know what to do with it Good evening,

We met last summer and kept things friendly until about 5 months ago when we made things exclusive. I am 26yo and she is 22yo. She currently lives approximately a 7 hour drive away as I am finishing my university degree.  We plan to spend one month together after I graduate and there is the possibility to make arrangements for permanent. I am in my final year and will be able to relocate wherever I please so long-distance is a temporary fixture. 

My main issue right now: I have a history of anxiety in relationships for reasons I do not know. Therapy has not been useful for me in the past. She is very understanding of anxiety and supportive in this way, however, there are things in the relationship that cause me anxiety such as:

\- She leaves messages on read or posts on facebook while leaving the message unread. She has expressed that she dislikes when her family members do this to her but I did not use that as an opportunity to make the comparison. I have not expressed my frustration with this as I feel it is nitpicky. 

\- When messaging, she will disappear for several hours. I have never been concerned with cheating, though I never know when exactly she will return. I have expressed this with some resolve but there are still several gaps.

\- We agreed that we would send letters back and forth during my absence until we can be reunited. I sent a letter at the end of December. She asked me for my address 3 times but has not sent the letter to date. I have expressed this but have not seen any results.

I feel like she is getting annoyed with me and my anxiety at this point -- my anxiety is causing me anxiety because I worry so much now that my anxiety is going to drive her away so I don't express that anxiety. I will be done my studies in one month but I honestly don't know how much longer I can go. I love her and want to keep pushing through this. 

Can anybody share any advice or experiences they have had with relationship anxiety?

Thank you and all the best in your journeys.",4.746815843201303,6.602301901265825,5.779861167823602,76.31864434463048,70.49367088607596,9.653736218864843,32.48877092690894,10.011982343527217,3.5375022458146166,1661,78,300,45,31,549,195,395,0.086,0.799,0.115,0.9533,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,6,2,1,4,20,14,3,0,13,0,46,1,0,11,4,63,72,33,0,2,13,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,19,22,0,2,9,1,1,10,11,3,0,2,11,3,63,11,45,53,6,58,0,0,1,1,46,15,0,3,32,238,82,2,0.0765827982648572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483582412841938,0.06788602992015963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415785791231014,0.0,0.5858563105627904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159457845978857,0.0,0.14390411984278834,0.058887444691652975,0.0,0.04668416300642242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036892199578495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360148885620404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837079160458871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782962828385948,0.0,0.0,0.050582215984365936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491267178988001,0.07219544650960331,0.0,0.07744512771666946,0.05471076638238062,0.0,0.0838927121615452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591676799675838,0.0,0.04001135125495447,0.0,0.08704753821039385,0.06423401773830872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083725972185813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799325445528752,0.0,0.06807030986483446,0.0,0.0,0.16835161245266514,0.06242520195578331,0.0,0.16218025135869907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037414486885650064,0.0,0.06762401392977466,0.06777336654427916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911896542610534,0.07246449541280378,0.10223922503393318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833829767974854,0.0,0.11259433690875058,0.0,0.11813075040322872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378897216532894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310694646805424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840649151121128,0.07239549810826187,0.08633559826674315,0.07334515129701458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660352265769069,0.0,0.0,0.07873987146331281,0.0,0.32888506009713786,0.0,0.06540129127688743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730335272248383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115912162034836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690525192374128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705071514188402,0.08757910407291347,0.0,0.1526346247410892,0.0,0.0752422104631174,0.0,0.04465604553078791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797253938311569,0.0,0.1322858980671872,0.0,0.06318882896796645,0.0451705186084971,0.060787860626801714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777354905545407,0.0,0.05440222261952962,0.0,0.0,0.04931681121689835
anxiety,taylaparker,2020/03/05,"How can I be myself? I have a big problem with people pleasing. It's almost subconscious, I filter myself intensely. I fear making people uncomfortable, even though I used to not care what people think. College has done a number on me. I think of things to say and shut it all down because it's not funny enough or clever, I feel like it may cross some sort of line. I fear that talking about myself will make the other people feel like I don't care about them.

I never voice my own opinions. When someone says something biased I literally shift my thinking to match theirs so that I don't cause a disagreement. And even though I knew my original opinion, I will have convinced myself that the other person is right. My own ways of thinking are changing to accommodate others.

I get serious anxiety in conversations because I fear that I will make the other person uncomfortable. I fear that my body language isn't the language they're looking for. I want to react in the way that they intend for me to.

I am very aware that I am a people pleaser and a doormat and I have tried so hard to just be myself but it is so unbelievably hard to make this big of a change. I immediately feel awkward after saying what I want, even if the other person responds well I overthink and fail to make more conversation afterwards so it just goest silent and gets uncomfortable and then I pray I'd get swallowed by the Earth.

I have tried meditating several times. I have only had a running streak of three days. I give up very easily if I don't see results and sitting in meditation makes me so uncomfortable. It's very hard for me to focus my attention away from my thoughts. Any time I think I have shifted my attention, I realize that I'm thinking about where my attention is and therefore focusing on my thoughts again. I am really hard on myself in meditation, it's almost impossible for me to not be, and I was afraid that I could be making the problem worse.

 I am very anti-pill and cannot afford therapy. I just want to be myself again, unfiltered and weird but confident. I want to make genuine friends who like me and I want to like them. I want to be able to stand my ground and voice my opinions. And dance without feeling like I look weird and sing without thinking about my pitch.

Do you know anything that could help me? I already know the basic ""accept yourself"" things. I need actual actions that I can practice to achieve that acceptance. Someone being like ""just love yourself"" is like ""Just go buy a mansion"", you can't just do it, you have to work for it. I need to know what work I need to put in.",4.465113079729028,6.004534265346539,5.2950729546638895,80.76955054716,70.70297029702971,8.008858780614903,28.93303804064617,8.532816995589336,2.1728217821782168,2064,79,387,34,38,672,220,505,0.114,0.74,0.146,0.9593,2,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,4,4,26,28,0,6,17,0,43,3,1,16,2,95,90,31,0,15,16,0,8,7,1,4,0,5,0,3,34,17,1,0,23,2,1,6,12,12,1,1,6,16,81,16,51,71,6,38,1,1,3,1,22,17,0,11,18,281,115,5,0.06520865843277315,0.0,0.06363424416832149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059410409845454,0.0,0.07195937609657749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044344123834463636,0.0,0.049884445217124505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366116975239057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061265681135363625,0.0,0.0,0.07950118587146614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243211927905391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296914640295932,0.06698725476211571,0.1379642285246512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104127615363481,0.0,0.0,0.04205419011142294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673109753936463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673779755342067,0.0,0.129209111692026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935114792921976,0.13188582801827994,0.13975523584103752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038004774808943,0.0,0.10220649792899936,0.0625540870460545,0.03705958332146827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336565986797437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043707989207961054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751091996272176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300359685581966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951769972647987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588533601515816,0.0,0.34821828685925776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450541819159714,0.05029293736963246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049594123152810914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603736610740385,0.17081305598486995,0.0,0.07157952516657175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479175899696045,0.0,0.0655527124772492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041774336355162735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568783800753183,0.0,0.1555696274089351,0.0,0.0,0.05196285817745234,0.0,0.0,0.07366722312235081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050216935998766,0.050200811068357686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241224958818266,0.0,0.0,0.07457178390880981,0.0,0.08664347029415119,0.2924815271944721,0.12813435165551404,0.10353678183558546,0.07604738625258026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854479733419061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631934414764193,0.0,0.2152158896408395,0.2307705374503949,0.103519195701448,0.0,0.0,0.05863041517611614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571763950558126,0.0,0.09494535994086496,0.0,0.06645319387453998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KorgPaperScissor,2020/03/05,"Overwhelmed by emotions Has anyone that has or had anxiety, ever come to the realization that the reason your anxiety got so bad was because of the way you were dealing with it which ended up making it worse?

I've always had terrible anxiety about every single thing, but from what I can remember it was never as bad as it was until I started drinking alcohol. It became a habit that I did end up kicking and in doing so my anxiety went along with it and it's still a new feeling to me, to not be anxious daily anymore for absolutely no reason which is where my question comes in and I hope that many people have at least experienced it because it's wonderful, but it's also very new to me and I'm not sure what to do about it.

Over the past week I've become very, very emotional out of nowhere. I can't remember a time in my life where I was not anxious whatsoever but finally I'm there, but I have this very weird feeling that I hope someone has experienced because it kind of stuns me and i'm not sure how to handle it or what to do. 

The best way I can describe is that I'm overwhelmed with happineess and I don't know how to handle it or what to do.
It makes me very emotional, it's almost like if you were standing in front of a giant wave that's coming towards you and it gives you that butterfly feeling in your stomach knowing that it's going to crash on you but instead of it crashing, it just goes right through you, not hurting you but you still being able to feel how cold the water is and it's just pure relief.

It sounded better in my head, it's one of those things that is hard to explain and I'm not really sure how to do it.

None of it is bad, I really enjoy it, I'm just not used to it. It took years and a lot of trips back and forth to and from purgatory to get here.

I'm overwhelmed with a lot of feelings like happiness and love and joy but it's almost like it's too much? Like I don't know how to handle it, it kind of stuns me? I don't know but it just feels like a lot but yet I don't know how to describe what a lot is. I'm just very overwhelmed with everything good for once, but it feels very overwhelming. For example, my son is almost three years old and I love him to death, along with my wife. The past few days I would just be doing things and get hit with this wave of being overwhelming love and happiness. My son is getting very good at being able to hold conversations and speaking and yesterday it made me tear up a handful of times and I was just holding it in because I wasn't quite sure what the hell was happening, and then all of a sudden me and my Wife were just sitting on our couch with our son and I literally just fucking burst into tears, it's like it hurt but it felt good at the same time? I know it wasn't a bad thing, that's for sure. I've been plagued by anxiety my whole life that I'm just brand new at this and I want to know if anyone else has had or is having a similar experience? 

Has anyone been able to overcome their anxiety, only to be overwhelmed (in a good way) by every single emotion that they are feeling? If so how did you/do you deal with it?",3.482645907776078,4.202944312404288,4.869027054619707,85.99994350859284,72.1852986217458,8.009651182576144,26.762259656287217,8.238735603445708,1.5429269967670574,2448,80,532,36,45,819,237,653,0.106,0.721,0.172,0.9945,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,2,11,2,3,34,46,2,7,22,0,56,12,3,13,9,132,108,57,1,7,35,5,11,6,0,1,3,2,1,0,70,40,3,2,23,1,0,8,17,17,0,2,23,16,53,29,83,77,14,65,1,9,0,4,31,25,2,18,33,384,123,0,0.16115187269862785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057407447500275925,0.16137032216789382,0.0,0.0,0.04295769812484157,0.04469708923087306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465614830447555,0.12137049739505094,0.05327311830569687,0.11268113635855337,0.05503971254232935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130528093126407,0.17940677651351294,0.13098224778597206,0.05932652744533875,0.0,0.0,0.05637298270558669,0.047508578511303225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388180689678807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034643208709606084,0.11076033639820064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052622494695321015,0.0,0.0,0.04487390369435095,0.2416988884491797,0.0951551512006824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048590364991579184,0.0905182687812474,0.0,0.04827763734959655,0.05254581803973532,0.0,0.0,0.21728861042245806,0.07675128670371095,0.05157702325968449,0.0588446665000133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966076984773346,0.08419520218677305,0.05153052020342444,0.030528774333664632,0.1802220600277275,0.04296262470027655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750202293838801,0.11436611006305725,0.04812014149477305,0.0,0.05512943790173044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670678087779796,0.0,0.0,0.11501094183079302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187658446487796,0.2066513277490715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588422234274242,0.15746132981008026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267407909716066,0.1454458568996944,0.050828599478904266,0.07171341759408911,0.054460901709940994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03948838960187178,0.0,0.041430086307667854,0.15564148285321455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636726057812341,0.057207161665292126,0.03640022652794549,0.04085442032293609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255846480354726,0.037240805872047616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017565958703847,0.0571349510636977,0.0,0.0,0.06882534412018522,0.11046064329379084,0.0,0.0,0.12170243805829155,0.04587427292191842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045514486259984735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038021374980075184,0.0,0.08579739580365632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25313955477396943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274952468574706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396895291960093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968188670485184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639449216654702,0.0,0.3545791257754353,0.03168384993956666,0.12791485554592968,0.043088770582575237,0.0,0.0,0.04979646683438431,0.0,0.05997343693428739,0.0,0.0,0.0582541105543381,0.0,0.0,0.05474250862318436,0.03815922223066602,0.0,0.0,0.06918434829748499
anxiety,lostindreems,2020/03/05,"I'm so tired. I don't know. I'm so tired of not knowing. I'm so tired of the fear, the doubts, the insecurities. So much has been ruined by this fear. Scared to say yes; letting opportunities pass me by. Scared to say no; leading to people taking advantage. I'm tired of not wanting to be rude, so tired of caring what people think. I am tired of losing friendships because I'm convinced everyone finds me annoying. Tired of needing constant reassurance in relationships. I'm tired of the intrusive thoughts in my head every day. I'm tired of letting this fear and anxiety control everything. I'm exhausted.",2.8160334448160533,5.601050295652177,4.380000000000003,79.41615384615388,80.82608695652173,7.3645484949832785,28.84615384615385,8.384062270229773,2.6035551839464883,484,23,86,11,13,161,63,115,0.419,0.465,0.11699999999999999,-0.9928,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,5,17,2,7,4,1,7,11,1,2,0,13,23,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,12,0,0,2,2,5,5,16,18,1,6,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,45,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312677657995032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030279054427897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413357671385735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917367759971064,0.09255202750224543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532179009280276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952578065959084,0.07885040010948655,0.07416271809711614,0.0,0.0,0.2785703062790919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542083214638745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846882570568187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070052190753647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876244963277073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923176058474129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066092847389895,0.06118676135043408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441650997120205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859447843657904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124477405498886,0.16523174389890025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620439863865392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287481596032356,0.0,0.06551083475313844,0.0,0.8535906229704043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867181909263521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tacofruitbat,2020/03/05,"Starting new meds again... I was on many medications 10 years ago for my combination of GAD, Panic Disorder, and Depression. Got off them about 7 years ago (really didn’t like the side effects). Recently my panic attacks have been horrible and I started on generic Lexapro 10mg. I’m really scared of experiencing symptoms like last time (no sex drive, no emotional expression, and weight gain). For those of you who have tried it, do you feel like the benefits outweigh the side effects? I’m really nervous it’s going to have a negative affect on my life.",4.6004901960784315,7.010262382352941,5.835882352941179,73.40813725490199,72.23529411764707,10.023529411764708,31.92156862745098,10.25414643259724,3.9416980392156864,441,21,75,14,9,147,72,102,0.256,0.647,0.09699999999999999,-0.9647,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,3,2,10,1,4,4,0,7,5,0,3,0,7,14,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,3,8,4,11,10,0,19,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,14,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987693890725618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171824424891215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451478581265438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314095372800175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956470660239985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520984921996694,0.12039223877858107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577500644085647,0.0,0.13478253703908716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736802308954954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903215969632285,0.2469941916422816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085498274631614,0.0,0.0,0.18719008873630874,0.169768310109467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275971710939102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954488038704271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32387876291856554,0.0,0.1663952664034092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687200446547685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385616529381185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751590123984292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826660549542587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441545984778835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521454643133047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170454447786765
anxiety,ConceptualBee,2020/03/05,"I can’t leave my bathroom because of the AMBER alert sound. This is so stupid, everytime I hear the AMBER alert sound, I start to have a panic attack and stop on my tracks. I flee either under the covers until I sleep or I flee to my bathroom. I can’t look out any windows, mirrors, or turn my lights off. It gives me SO MUCH anxiety and paranoia. I’m paranoid something will be on the other side of my bathroom door, something is going to attack me. I’ve locked myself in my tiny bathroom, youtube has to be on, I am sitting on the floor like something in the mirror will show up. It’s hard to breathe. The sound makes me anxious, if I turn my ringer off the vibration makes me anxious, even looking at it makes me anxious. Im desperate to opt out however I know it will never happen in my province. I just want a silent text, or to opt out COMPLETELY. I would rather die from a nuclear attack I don’t know of than hear this sound.",3.4024511278195497,4.5481939368421065,4.483909774436093,87.08736842105263,72.78947368421052,6.9022556390977465,27.781954887218053,7.1686216300943375,1.3857744360902262,728,27,149,7,14,238,103,190,0.21100000000000002,0.747,0.042,-0.9840000000000001,1,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,1,11,0,14,2,2,3,1,21,31,9,1,4,7,0,1,1,0,4,0,6,2,0,7,5,0,1,2,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,0,10,27,1,28,25,2,25,0,0,2,0,3,17,0,4,5,101,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868752721955396,0.0,0.09772940317276188,0.4329678550782344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360066768025992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787601338380742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394481891506815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258569139010992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437853600243846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225506982471017,0.0726040140182821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297006232943932,0.0,0.1144400816575082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879700241481986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799333801404204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041755897760952,0.0,0.0,0.13527019241687785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241283754095218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455785234328767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558249761058371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391191277050956,0.0,0.09852968658959847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988863779117187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784357137541022,0.0,0.0,0.29504760150053705,0.0,0.0,0.09042303539201314,0.0,0.0,0.10680581624287447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779134831077424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535103309498999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075086590380813,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,usrname_is_taken,2020/03/05,"Regret I'm a recent victim of anxiety. I was very different sometime ago, but I think some circumstances changed me. The thing for me is - I try to trace what went wrong and see if I can correct it - and it is impossible.

For me and I assume for everyone - the thing we are most anxious about is regret - what if I do/did something that will have dire consequences? I never used to have these thoughts, but today my mind is filled with only this and nothing else. 

My SO just told me how she doesn't have enough support from me - even though she knows I'm suffering from anxiety and cannot behave normally sometimes. I am trying so hard to be there for her, but I am unable to comfort her when I myself am stuck in this void - with nothing but pure fear of regret.

I am now sitting at work, crying at my desk because we had to cancel a flight which set us back by around $400 (which my SO paid) because of a coronavirus scare. My SO has had a tough childhood and her father was constantly chiding her about how she spends his money. She has done pretty much the same thing to me all these years (9) - but I've been resilient. 

Today, I asked her - is money more important to you than me? She said yes - money is more important,  because I haven't had enough support from any of you - my hard earned money has been there for me. What's wrong in treating it as important? 

I am broken, because I am unable to support her and she herself suffers from her own mental health issues because of her childhood (probably a lot longer than I have). 

I used to be so resilient earlier, but I am unable to get out of this void. I am stuck. I want to get out. I want to fix myself. I want to be myself again. I don't even know if this is anxiety or depression. 

I have arranged to get help. It's not immediate. I just needed to put this out there.",2.8464759309718453,4.450887457765671,4.067648501362399,87.68846639418713,74.96730245231608,6.9641780199818335,25.03987284287012,7.675431598112923,1.2314487556766571,1415,47,292,19,30,463,173,367,0.204,0.72,0.076,-0.9944,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,3,2,0,2,22,17,1,2,8,1,41,1,0,4,4,54,67,27,0,11,13,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,20,15,0,0,5,0,6,3,6,12,0,0,15,4,63,5,46,48,11,26,0,6,1,0,26,8,0,8,13,227,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870100466086412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674996374265088,0.0,0.2252689615874732,0.11088920125685388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738032815581,0.09176332179151796,0.0,0.0,0.0754764907199696,0.0,0.2991772536891245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383683851980943,0.0,0.0,0.10607258832750802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782059339526852,0.0,0.0,0.08454227482901702,0.0,0.0,0.10255292414099854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044844628992464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199737901290771,0.0,0.0,0.20284434712254426,0.0,0.1296632304332487,0.0,0.0,0.09379299200619713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045364586490868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384856980130135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585835665990293,0.0,0.0,0.1043360474321987,0.0,0.0,0.06579240816182573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245015705400096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078887781725788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344936848813425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098918928851414,0.0,0.09911034774371777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215651374680067,0.07278199489486045,0.07570454562291573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617278559297902,0.18836811987799335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465264021579086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986071441412184,0.10582959055407698,0.0,0.0,0.09867465636310788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691796023789864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336955783615736,0.0,0.0982720418232541,0.0,0.07821823049785387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075565870489931,0.19415909392388564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33416138913913324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956329723277977,0.06289488935769035,0.09643851978135597,0.0779255043955214,0.0,0.0,0.18608226542130826,0.09379299200619713,0.0,0.13328399572671548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807049833270394,0.16955185286323274,0.0,0.08098960802560498,0.17368620321813866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099230127903313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145929139612607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463801953551973,0.0,0.06320973619489274
anxiety,SquareCauliflower7,2020/03/05,"Something I've noticed If I feel like an anxiety attack is starting I've realized that if I focus on quieting down my inner voice and I force myself to repeat the words ""I'm fine"" in my head I actually start to feel better. Especially for physical symptoms, like if I'm feeling like my heart is beating super fast, somehow it works super well!",9.06875621890547,7.0081092089552275,10.02746268656717,62.948756218905494,61.38805970149254,12.515422885572141,41.73631840796021,11.20814326018867,4.863461691542289,275,13,46,6,3,96,48,67,0.099,0.597,0.304,0.9336,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,5,2,9,1,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,10,9,4,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,8,8,6,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,7,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.2246253521486072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608932454662113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618663326950678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357811115307814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34916224293858306,0.3288854869019576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362341115782909,0.0,0.0,0.27276790068413515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33736728299249513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620648109953516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720607845278954,0.0,0.0,0.3258493495041127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239248217585984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696211336647544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757592700543275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crayolapaint,2020/03/05,"Losing my mind.. My anxiety and depression has ruled my life since highschool (24 now) but the past few years it has completely broke me down... I am lucky that my friend got me a job at his parents’ business, so they’re pretty understanding of my situation. But I have missed work all week so far because of a horrible episode of anxiety. I am so stressed out about losing my job because I feel incapable of getting another one due to my mental health. 

When I get anxiety attacks, which is mostly every day, I get extremely hot and sweat like crazy and that just makes the anxiety 100x worse. What am i supposed to do? I’ve thought about suicide a lot this week.",5.866712598425195,6.503006881889764,6.2106988188976375,78.81006397637799,66.79527559055119,10.129527559055118,34.772637795275585,10.125756701596842,3.4838669291338578,522,24,100,12,8,168,88,127,0.315,0.586,0.099,-0.9862,3,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,1,1,5,0,8,3,1,1,1,16,17,9,1,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,2,2,17,3,11,15,4,12,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,3,9,63,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050381858801026,0.4392005173986465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328620304649633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749892266846714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048857319421874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925650369334842,0.0,0.12362225998191274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209302949262879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257312832068566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108909948843812,0.0,0.22496565099871307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479412820781228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525657785674043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848629432515664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137955035725313,0.07012155413413951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32114692409358536,0.0,0.12202415356613748,0.0,0.0,0.0958074525351713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464457650723966,0.0,0.1449244795039083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725970654710693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937318417926874,0.0,0.13701571586452707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602170599560207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872957727897117,0.16133383977024515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644132381868588,0.0,0.0,0.15699862738632533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394686247901192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941989012125742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302623682366089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044916181515277,0.0,0.1462694283030302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242867496855132
anxiety,floWybgiB,2020/03/05,Overwhelmed by emotions I've ha haven't taken anything for it and just lived with it and it caused me a lot of problems and regrets,3.985555555555553,5.3091773703703735,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,71.5925925925926,5.4,32.01851851851852,3.1291,1.240718518518518,107,5,21,0,2,33,23,27,0.18100000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.125,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536060402330056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414197083628807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833540530069162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794324928704038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653151120282624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111643480401478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,koda10,2020/03/05,"Trying to stay strong 4 years ago I was diagnosed with bladder cancer and my entire world was turned upside down. I had lived my life up until that point as the most carefree person in the world and everyone knew it. I was the one people turned to when they didn’t know how to handle something, I was the go to for support. Now, I live every day of my life in panic and fear. I’ve given up on every passion I had before and now I just spend my days trying to get to the next one. I take celexa every day and Xanax roughly every other day when I have severe panic attacks. Is there any possibility that I get back to my former self or am I destined to spend the rest of my life feeling crippled and helpless? I have never felt this lost before and I don’t know what to do.",3.652414772727276,4.398257093750004,4.9064772727272725,85.79261363636367,71.8125,6.5681818181818175,23.29545454545455,6.1124844417494595,0.5204374999999999,605,14,124,3,11,201,94,160,0.15,0.77,0.08,-0.9158,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,1,3,6,0,13,8,1,1,1,18,27,13,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,5,0,2,1,3,6,0,2,11,3,20,3,21,16,2,26,0,2,0,1,3,9,0,2,15,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972387673959512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417493243066135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081810098416891,0.0,0.09517950497997636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065604667632448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193125316237769,0.0,0.0,0.12563452405486988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171613808210415,0.11827749892164455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139287389177384,0.06258710118753445,0.0,0.1188486176953176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293403246130775,0.0,0.07034726706154093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605296697563074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26228932071876543,0.0,0.0,0.21860076300805464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512095398751614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546709324174654,0.0,0.13164188439886848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775363653157116,0.0,0.0,0.290459313434958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581376008204321,0.10808029116007087,0.0,0.0,0.11701250935243733,0.13954382887908692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912997697091005,0.13983664559088782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529221719246796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193346168937012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046455745488126,0.0,0.0,0.09306747363030224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680775644708879,0.26927511213444033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971053428101417
anxiety,onewiththedragon,2020/03/05,"Ok Doomer I may be on the wrong side of this opinion, but I am so sick and tired of Doomer culture. Yes I know there are things to worry about, what with stock market drop, coronavirus, and  what have you. I am just sick of everyone I am surrounded by focusing all of their attention on sharing bad news for acting like this is the end of the world. I'm not talking about people who are having genuine anxiety over these things, just the obsessive news Junkies and Doomsday Preppers.

I have been dealing with anxiety for a very long time, and one thing that I have learned is that it is never the end of the world. I go through life every single day doing my best to face anxieties, and not give them voice or cause them to occur and others. These people who use actual life struggles as off comedy or drama annoy the the crap out of me

Is this just me, or is anybody else out there just as sick of the Doomer culture as I am?",7.427439613526571,6.015750391304351,7.197463768115945,79.87410628019326,64.1086956521739,10.569082125603863,32.94444444444444,9.444778638647367,2.6911371980676315,728,23,148,11,9,231,109,184,0.256,0.653,0.091,-0.9906,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,1,9,10,2,2,10,2,19,8,2,2,2,31,24,14,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,16,10,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,6,0,1,1,1,16,4,28,21,3,19,0,0,0,0,12,10,1,5,7,113,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.16595919056069786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902984434562428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419974132902498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847302937403536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470389918983803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967804272360464,0.17532984616685068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206772726566838,0.0,0.3012547372918614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328734145090208,0.1625046723221466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314212242336554,0.09665202330806348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346343564246927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024428712479545,0.08308531023107779,0.0,0.0,0.15050242976593334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116483563010845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524064164339033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580371735966424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778916595594724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669203792398096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338951465173814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916643806871717,0.19546503292656506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688180695489467,0.0,0.1403216747028439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270955688350548,0.0,0.0,0.1859396970201652,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purplepanda87,2020/03/05,Does anyone else get bouts of hunger and nausea in waves? Like I’ll be hungry and then all of a sudden I’ll feel nauseous for awhile and then get hungry again. The worst is when I make food while I’m hungry but then feel nauseous when I’m about to eat.,5.014444444444443,4.332684148148147,4.978148148148152,91.43166666666669,68.62962962962963,7.2,21.703703703703702,3.1291,-0.1705851851851854,200,2,46,0,3,62,37,54,0.08,0.8859999999999999,0.034,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,8,9,10,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,6,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,24,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255240065558886,0.3554281090862145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035643337001838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549533839625565,0.2897807056156739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507943463050875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194587711031581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624696923378927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947212634742512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315506680015305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EdwardSandwichHands,2020/03/05,"how did you get over the hurdle of getting out there and actually getting diagnosed i haven’t been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder but reading symptoms and experiences and i’m fairly certain i do, or that i should at least see a professional and check, but the thing is i never talk to anyone about it because i’m too nervous to.
 
recently my girlfriend brought it up herself saying she didn’t wanna diagnose me but like... some signs are there and we shouldn’t ignore it. 
 
and i know it’s a bad idea to ignore but i’m super fucking nervous about bringing it up to my parents for some reason? i don’t think they’d be unsupportive of me getting help or anything, but for some reason i feel like they’d be disappointed. also idk why but i feel like hearing a formal diagnosis would make it all worse somehow?
 
it’s been getting worse recently, and i know seeing someone could only be beneficial but the possibility of a formal diagnosis freaks me out. 
 
idk, did any of you have trouble getting out there and getting help? did anything in particular help you face it?",4.310441176470589,6.3770824950980405,5.748823529411768,75.21970588235294,72.08823529411767,8.133333333333335,32.09803921568627,8.841846274778883,2.97826274509804,855,41,148,17,17,288,109,204,0.182,0.691,0.127,-0.8594,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,2,1,9,14,1,2,8,0,21,6,1,4,3,47,43,19,0,5,9,1,2,3,1,3,4,2,0,0,10,13,0,2,8,1,1,2,5,9,0,0,7,6,22,5,22,27,5,13,0,1,2,1,16,8,1,6,6,111,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.11539357552739705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945633622824916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041310256397756,0.0,0.09045985494191176,0.0,0.0,0.08268217017362993,0.0,0.194617043877565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873264131889456,0.07208324869947648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441188470904513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36005951807764525,0.0,0.0,0.13552313958284018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156698204191708,0.0,0.0,0.11958008974039895,0.16895364619207393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093189247871501,0.4324600888831083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327476566093052,0.0,0.23777863097478255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133488275544456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299726756128611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733108782160616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893185836863864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091200609714265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993338839086694,0.0,0.0,0.13130107594478593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333075287356781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828059923084948,0.0,0.0,0.24315850908471706,0.23351245273926305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403603245812696,0.0,0.0,0.18845764817630367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019165460859517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229055714403008,0.0,0.09504374508506516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855911517466556,0.0757689278779093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670096863804064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410108502621587,0.08400041235286479,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaitlan1,2020/03/05,Socializing Sober I think I lean on alcohol in social situations.  I'm trying to be a better person. Today was the first day I went to socializing event and I stayed sober the whole time. I had a bunch of mini panic attacks and I cried in the bathroom twice. I was very quiet the whole evening turns out I don't know how to socialize sober.  Everyone kept asking me if I was feeling okay.  I have crazy urges to want to drink and I just kept getting mocktails cuz it felt weird not holding anything.  Then I went to bed early instead of staying for the after after party.  20 year old me would have been extremely disappointed in myself tonight.  Now I'm just crying in my room and I can't seem to calm down.,1.9757380952380963,4.422537478571427,3.5585714285714296,86.17309523809527,81.35714285714286,6.019047619047619,22.904761904761905,7.3011,1.028890476190477,557,19,108,8,15,184,94,140,0.153,0.773,0.07400000000000001,-0.9012,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,1,7,1,11,2,0,2,0,21,26,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,5,2,3,5,1,0,2,3,4,0,2,10,3,17,3,19,14,3,25,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,2,13,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414987920939815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099796525763132,0.0,0.12609824806686962,0.1534499203495341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929385736548648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29632728343385634,0.08698896342485328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321348811753259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908955058029948,0.0,0.0,0.12888735653883654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820135781560564,0.0,0.12950970643361392,0.0,0.0,0.11473218512822632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047127596221066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412866953828405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415379738606582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825720628197304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777542768973885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279324597951907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161516650233495,0.0,0.5499886405544945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28753660283983185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642816329582177,0.0,0.0,0.07865189275734645,0.0,0.12785417532754426,0.0,0.0,0.09157732102743302,0.14671496143023208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129335211789668,0.07955802496976162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25007747223726673,0.0,0.3011861375584913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581765981232053,0.0,0.0,0.08686081583940357
anxiety,ATKLOVELLK,2020/03/05,"Advise about work I have Depression, anxiety, homesickness and I am 46.   I moved to a new town a 1000 miles away from home 3 years ago for husbands job and I am still struggling not being with friends and family.  Work is overwhelming lately, I cry a lot, out of stress at work, cant control sometimes. I lie awake at night thinking about stupid work.  I try not to care, no one is on me, no one is saying you are doing a bad job but me,  but I am not doing a good job.  I have so many responsiblilities that they keep taking things, but then having me train brand new to the industry people to do them and then I have train them again and again and cant get my stuff done, plus some of my responsilibities demand immediate response.   I am sick of the way I feel.  I think about quitting, but I wonder if am just running away.  I have left a few jobs in the past.  Sometimes, I think my mental health caused me to make a poor decision.

a major problem I have at work is setting boundries.  I was raised by a work a holic who never did anything but work.   I am a yes person, I own my resposibliities and typically do them damn well.  But right now the project they put on me, in September is enough work for at least two full time people.  At first, I thought, well, I have 20 years industry experience, I should be able to handle this,  well how wrong I was.  I feel like a failure daily.   Another issue I have is that my ""boss"" doesn't have any clue what it takes for me to do what I do.  and has no understanding for much work it is taking.  I don't have a good repore with him to begin with. and I don't think he understands how bad things are.....and that is problably my fault too.  last time we talked about it I exploded, and then immediately cried and appologied.  You would think he would check in with me after that, no, just gave me yet another zero experience person to ""help"" me....

To quit or stay, to keep going and ask for money, never have asked for a raise in my life.  cetain I am not being paid my worth.  But I took the original job I did, so I didn't invest my entire life into work.  Paralizying fear thinking about putting myself out ther to a new company right now

too humble to toot my own horn, hate resume writing and interviewing.

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I don't know what to do.",3.0822807017543847,4.557519859649126,4.307017543859651,86.74412280701758,74.08771929824562,7.435087719298244,23.19298245614036,8.07648339933343,1.0575377192982458,1760,48,376,27,36,578,223,456,0.157,0.7829999999999999,0.06,-0.9928,5,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,2,5,14,22,22,3,4,20,1,53,4,0,7,2,69,82,30,0,5,15,1,2,1,1,3,4,1,2,2,15,22,0,3,14,0,6,6,17,14,3,5,10,3,64,8,52,66,10,58,0,3,0,0,25,22,1,5,28,270,79,19,0.06620972467856275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869092606135552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173820902709195,0.08045206249995611,0.04502488320962485,0.13885333851542986,0.05065025815511474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448496197630336,0.0,0.12379430983721572,0.0,0.12441243165273733,0.0,0.110564709049105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750522695663005,0.0680156255529302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425983615417006,0.0,0.0,0.14545654718048903,0.0,0.0,0.057026338847586136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775553587158427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841234456798262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953163077143764,0.062416635912352574,0.07450434766254563,0.06695525235423277,0.04730024053969376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631795798833195,0.0,0.0,0.051153469046334284,0.0,0.03459184843893926,0.0,0.03762851233853119,0.1110671515225356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536839567844215,0.0,0.07037784122700502,0.0,0.0,0.044378982810943005,0.0,0.06641375226357475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910575073790934,0.3285146770767921,0.11770049089478897,0.0,0.0,0.03638713314944916,0.053969762507264485,0.07468745333003403,0.0,0.07193705959029825,0.0,0.09353177318930272,0.032346727095572084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562891402395536,0.0,0.0,0.04419550534987857,0.06712626879685332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672382978255127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037045915482497,0.04867176582730482,0.0,0.10213004274432376,0.1918372940203938,0.0,0.0621333414410769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973084592667377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320467399219447,0.091802973020632,0.1156235555223767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335376469875129,0.0,0.13311812110124027,0.0,0.1408443842235086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130854862234062,0.0,0.05265263052815393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096622137074973,0.0,0.0,0.07057075702316347,0.052875171654888205,0.0,0.07584301591998471,0.06921677990648338,0.07579429421911023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493444191691266,0.05321686871683291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797359815775335,0.2545471088550877,0.0,0.052563125696764926,0.07721484580914308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356144028959323,0.044952056936272265,0.0,0.06467728036168449,0.13785331680347224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255419764083349,0.0,0.0,0.17859148186291202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180162209613819,0.4820146812000876,0.0,0.0,0.09406697752369343,0.07238994015930053,0.08045206249995611,0.0852737838438028
anxiety,Kimbruleh,2020/03/05,"I tried karaoke Today I tried karaoke, which is one of the scariest things I've done in my life. I've been told many times before that I have a nice voice, so I tried to be brave and sing Adele's Rolling In th Deep, and I managed to belt our a couple of lines before I had one little error and then crash and burned. I literally shoved the microphone in the DJ's hands and ran. After that all I wanted to do was hide. Normally I don't look to human touch for comfort, but after this I felt so emotionally drained that I all I wanted to do was hug/cuddle my boyfriend. Does anyone else feel like they almost need to recharge off of someo else after they have been drained like that?",5.386214285714285,5.061922764285715,5.395,87.55250000000002,67.78571428571429,8.142857142857144,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.1447142857142858,537,14,118,4,8,168,86,140,0.091,0.8170000000000001,0.092,0.0288,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,13,2,1,0,2,15,21,9,0,4,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,6,17,5,17,11,2,13,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,8,72,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315613181571808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789365966909053,0.1874110563219993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112827966890745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238443388886102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006419015845338,0.1871785833135793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055926458984396,0.205747095614268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248387692498848,0.13066964788517715,0.17562054677534686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291934642326617,0.1787194057192712,0.18332205865017476,0.0,0.0,0.15359681346820284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544019665544326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562410568138972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921119166598834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478866472536856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151607437195636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066552368261413,0.0,0.17337557776060675,0.17477661444149967,0.0,0.3725479649504862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576797956403726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jtg2408,2020/03/05,"Why can't I be as confident sober as I am when I'm drunk? I think that a lot of my experiences, and maybe lack thereof, have been greatly ""enforced"" by my *lack* of confidence. Being in my head, and re-evaluating every single scenario at least a thousand times before it actually happens has made me an extremely ""careful"" individual. Even entering a mall, or any local establishment that frequents humans in its entirety, I feel like I have to strategise my approach and mapping out how long I will be there and preparing for any encounter possible.  
*Now.* When I'm under the influence of alcohol specifically, I don't feel the need to think about any of those things, really. I stop thinking about what other people *may* be thinking about me and I start feeling like what all the things I feel when I'm sober are trivial, because they are and that is the actual reality. The point is, I really let loose once I'm under the influence and it feels great, but I don't think that it's healthy to *have* to be under the influence of `ANYTHING` to be able to let loose, in any case. 

This is a question that has boggled my mind for as long as I knew what anxiety was (and as long as I have been legally permitted to drink alcohol). 

First time poster here, I'm sorry if this has been asked here before. I'm really not diligent with my research, if I'm being honest.",4.57919364448858,5.84131713584906,5.924190665342604,77.43087388282028,70.09433962264151,9.352532274081431,30.92850049652433,9.682069395223575,2.9923207547169817,1071,45,202,25,19,361,141,265,0.066,0.858,0.076,0.6633,0,0,3,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,0,12,0,31,5,1,6,1,41,55,22,0,5,5,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,18,10,4,1,12,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,5,23,6,33,38,6,26,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,6,15,147,41,2,0.10917095054136627,0.0,0.2130701992588628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23334109024519206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969599599981571,0.0,0.08351547835011322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983839032771458,0.0,0.10206010176113167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654959816188855,0.0,0.18579287618051174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130705993936993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694596971559328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210638321681619,0.0,0.09198123433558897,0.0,0.0,0.10679013789246064,0.0,0.0,0.27600056406877505,0.1559834977602788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928607547604802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407227167583366,0.0,0.0,0.0965395110211293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120408910754355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326938697348628,0.0,0.10667082399359794,0.0,0.0,0.28983856745892644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281323816013384,0.0,0.10330019304539463,0.0,0.0,0.1096768933918836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023153890708402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094887652633162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626349937216822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568539120077908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320183543125287,0.12307384349865215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229644955208653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098131191962596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220794117369466,0.07727176069297778,0.0,0.0,0.09127180300415494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505665716105506,0.3497616848856453,0.0,0.0,0.12731691838039774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850980240846784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NeedTheAdvice24,2020/03/05,"Social Media 

I’m in HS and most people use Instagram and Snapchat to communicate. I have a decent amount of friends. I’m not social but it’s more by choice then not being able to. I’m thinking of getting the apps but my anxiety is freaking out over stupid things like followers or whatever they’re called in snap. Most my “less popular” friends have about 100+ followers which u have no idea how because there’s no way they are friends with that many people. I checked my contacts and found like 80 maybe. Is there a way I can get followers just so u don’t look like I have no friends :(. Ik this sounds stupid but what should I do",1.6861079865016857,4.132923803149609,2.442345331833522,93.70938976377954,82.62204724409449,6.148256467941509,24.032058492688407,7.447530270364453,1.0459948256467941,501,19,107,8,14,156,84,127,0.159,0.652,0.19,0.6763,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,11,2,0,3,0,12,0,0,2,0,20,24,10,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,1,2,9,8,11,21,5,10,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,3,4,63,15,0,0.17901162032249107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694339957035415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091238222228018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279087904827407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627700194633466,0.5532157352145309,0.0,0.1870523663726847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020823299747781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26236810639008445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032467584224962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814896860221868,0.17984123341106967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24820823573317424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649596069077152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892736624623132,0.11470341813022805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460856416427018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841821838138555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowAway332990,2020/03/05,"Dealing with Separatation Anxiety? Boyfriend and I have been dating for a year now and it's getting very close to the breaking point due to my separation anxiety. Anyone else have any tips for dealing with it? I currently see a therapist, but it hasn't helped much. Thanks!",3.4606666666666683,6.520066800000002,4.18,79.93666666666667,81.0,8.133333333333335,30.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.2085333333333343,220,11,38,6,6,70,39,50,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.6663,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343581746917086,0.0,0.3902095153587876,0.0,0.0,0.17832976613207396,0.26131842603409605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258696936748182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130530364669874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324777509905014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094780960188774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748360666757186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410950579660539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323370960453754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480639269759615,0.0,0.29612087827731626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104345543704513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642372767607512
anxiety,sailormoonbbyx,2020/03/05,"Sudden onset of extreme symptoms...anyone else ? I know one of the rules on here is to not ask for a medical diagnoses but its my first time posting on here and I really need some help. I just want to know if what i am feeling is normal, and if other people feel it too. so as a backstory, i have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and currently take 100 mg (working up) of zoloft every day. i could feel my depression ease as i go to therapy and take care of myself (also the weather getting better bc im in the midwest) as well as my medication. i also started meditating and trying out yoga at home. suddenly, this past week, i have been a nervous wreck. when i was hardcore struggling with my depression over the winter, i felt zero anxiety at all because i was no numb to my feelings. but now, i get this feeling of a headrush that lasts around an hour or two and my surroundings dont feel real. it feels as if im in a dream, and i can not focus on aything. my head feels empty and my body feels numb. i try to ground myself to my surroundings, and it only works sometimes. then, the feeling just stops. and i go back to feeling like normal. i dont act like myself when this happens and im tired of it happening. does anyone have any advice for me? im guessing its a symptom of anxiety. i dont really know at this point. please",2.6515652173913047,4.414221940740742,4.677890499194845,82.433115942029,75.8888888888889,7.658615136876008,26.9243156199678,8.456263369488248,2.0320789049919483,1044,41,203,20,23,359,148,270,0.165,0.706,0.13,-0.9248,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,14,12,0,2,12,0,15,11,2,0,1,51,44,29,0,8,10,0,12,2,0,0,9,0,1,0,13,16,0,1,15,2,0,3,6,7,1,4,5,12,31,5,35,38,2,38,0,3,0,0,2,16,0,6,20,147,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150305722405013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339897127848266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671871695562495,0.0,0.19141533200569236,0.0,0.0,0.11663837006223735,0.08545896722948786,0.0,0.0742487309696056,0.07797304423515994,0.0,0.0,0.06413381332242503,0.0,0.050843323412060805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376553885514148,0.0,0.09264489895483838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850376411406182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659264218538256,0.0,0.0,0.05378975835968708,0.0,0.21551154882865145,0.16931000249017564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298886549075,0.0,0.2932524786810431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967473644280837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027287578489247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638965511826581,0.059585028629910365,0.08008252472528937,0.0,0.0,0.07094482186188422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715204219166793,0.0,0.09480273078572518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188075077369902,0.0,0.14751072031868134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559828184787026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055905063720283976,0.0,0.0836626893413785,0.0,0.08213778597221931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36036975230252827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375127279945325,0.06798675455880965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149559655858946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804487932030654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184424884218505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343969941055594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565178417965985,0.0634337718401492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962015132266897,0.05782299110249579,0.0,0.0,0.09155438143047756,0.07884531898728091,0.0,0.07987957816845989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493391438275148,0.10686361821387906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824903421302752,0.0,0.059034963817142086,0.0,0.0,0.06973087631954625,0.0,0.08719371752321152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669042850629374,0.12542137052406846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538165462889613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048634517982323267,0.09586255031359536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325395257867266,0.0,0.08147522207253158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049194826219469315,0.0,0.0669029989999177,0.0,0.07499171560540388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144064491698367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DestinyT44,2020/03/05,Feeling anxious in public Does anyone else start biting the skin around their nails??,9.12,11.485073857142858,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,60.42857142857143,5.6000000000000005,28.285714285714285,3.1291,1.2165142857142857,70,2,9,0,1,19,14,14,0.149,0.757,0.095,-0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467968709266968,0.0,0.2896434035849288,0.4244336768765535,0.0,0.3687578133751873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625006661746533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34604097770587083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945013973790694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931983332995173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katieeness,2020/03/05,"Anxiety/panic for 1st time in years Hey all, I’ll try to make this as concise as possible. About 4 years ago I had really bad anxiety and panic disorder and was on 50mg fluoxetine once daily. This seemed to help along with therapy and situational stress decreasing. I really worked on my mental health and for the past few years anxiety hasn’t been much of an issue for me.

I started a really difficult school program about 2 weeks ago. The past week I’ve felt an insane amount of anxiety. It mostly manifests physically, as in my heart pounding super hard and feeling like I can’t get a deep enough breath, or feeling like a brick is on my chest. Crying for seemingly no reason with no ability to stop is also a symptom I have had and struggled with before. My emotions tell me that there’s nothing to be worried about but my body is telling me a completely different story. I reduced caffeine last week but even last night I woke up every hour on the hour with the heart pounding and breathing issues/feeling of panic and terror. 

The sleep anxiety actually happens a lot, I’ll have nights where I’m worried I won’t wake up to my alarm and I’ll wake up every hour thinking I overslept in a complete panic. This is a bit different though, because of how physical the feeling is. I wondered if I was even having a heart attack the other night.

For reference I’m a 22F in good health. Everything is normal.

I would love some tips and advice on managing this physical anxiety and if anyone has tips on sleep anxiety I would appreciate it. It’s starting to interfere with my life quite a bit.",5.706396103896104,6.541874639610393,6.8134025974026,73.64296103896106,67.21428571428571,10.315844155844157,33.25714285714286,10.355215969177356,3.626925454545456,1271,55,226,32,20,428,164,308,0.172,0.732,0.09699999999999999,-0.9625,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,10,15,1,7,20,0,21,16,11,3,1,43,38,22,0,5,5,0,5,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,9,17,0,2,10,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,7,5,23,5,40,27,10,37,0,0,0,1,5,15,0,9,24,145,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.07400657034970648,0.0,0.0,0.07410763748063633,0.13445093586969167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060647311527342686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480933971229645,0.0,0.0,0.05302742215634311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627623279137216,0.0,0.0,0.06332123891805654,0.04622990484116364,0.0,0.06453222275735687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559006273579285,0.08423849141390738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902858822246896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330405656040447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846832824890586,0.08691647448925177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530710689496421,0.0,0.07836052665610846,0.0,0.10018005597704406,0.0,0.12779291920479965,0.0,0.06815795631404901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533831027134769,0.10835681142217908,0.07281600117847611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396220225867271,0.0,0.0,0.06360899149459114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706295050892047,0.0,0.06793560501058793,0.0,0.0,0.16122367208122482,0.0,0.26960380880472273,0.050832353246893364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405431674390544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915476449439886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236355526266698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356634867929636,0.0741008537806114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447442639256175,0.06844640641686,0.0,0.05062219540813887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642647646840375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574937136850207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350538659240265,0.07430475865810574,0.07276823479800107,0.0,0.0,0.08076458252086158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669372953533207,0.0,0.0,0.14479116517441845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549551357978467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066263620991758,0.0,0.0,0.14575055000746148,0.07797369665712177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076751712893254,0.0,0.13807942879612414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524465421723378,0.15178476356029338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735650529566346,0.0,0.0,0.06340364005353111,0.08687172919167904,0.07928193897114852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882431736425348,0.0,0.0,0.13257083246622514,0.0,0.0867269195081887,0.0,0.0,0.04859368007005736,0.07451006949123602,0.0,0.04422152187213867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051488760954557365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249707551302444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224265602570004,0.055210685313206026,0.15403355401267796,0.0,0.10774572843911374,0.0,0.0,0.14651080855705978
anxiety,andy1068,2020/03/05,Anxiety vs. Fear vs. Panic vs. Stress Can anyone shed some light on the key differences between these terms as they all seem similar when I read about them?,6.4465517241379295,7.908386241379311,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,65.89655172413794,9.937931034482759,28.29310344827586,10.125756701596842,2.7466413793103452,127,4,23,3,2,38,27,29,0.314,0.6859999999999999,0.0,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27131614291094425,0.0,0.0,0.2479885415847815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705472377476655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990943575448813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161204893453263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35475887049693594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32287177820046536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40626514643076217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laughy34,2020/03/05,"Any Recommendations Would Be Greatly Appreciated Hello!  I was wondering if any fellow strugglers might have discovered good coping mechanisms they would be willing to share?  As soon as the sun sets, my anxiety increases.  Right before bed, I am very anxious and wake up multiple times throughout the night, sometimes with panic attacks.  Usually listening to music helps but it's been going on for several months now and I am so tired.  As soon as the sun rises, I sleep like crazy but then I sleep some of my day away.... Has anyone else struggled with this and found something that helps them get good, uninterrupted sleep???  Thank you so much :)",4.702581120943954,7.802700902654866,4.894889380530972,76.74080014749264,75.3716814159292,8.014454277286136,28.00073746312685,8.841846274778883,2.7628294985250736,514,21,83,12,12,161,87,113,0.146,0.659,0.196,0.8384,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,0,5,9,1,2,3,0,12,5,4,0,0,14,18,13,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,1,10,6,13,9,3,17,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,10,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748639849635825,0.0,0.11670479630771174,0.17234467040033127,0.0,0.10667058701994762,0.1563114813011144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355428613126442,0.14333122893188666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981377942404576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838589302692274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274408247105771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672695990015,0.0,0.0,0.07970412734344529,0.0,0.08670099675270948,0.25591319308224186,0.0,0.16819334679583126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045099210919436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453107514968654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183763286997468,0.0,0.0,0.12176861213001358,0.0,0.1121460921169788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316331685006706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789914025294538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028184964668782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234467040033127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579980273769643,0.0,0.0,0.11744493508376072,0.15088162178222375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948448229668372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045291646117422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889565342835023,0.17534049060740678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801869946525147,0.1258745409184935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544029559791926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167425764655487,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WheyProtienisolate88,2020/03/05,"One medical problem after the next My anxiety is through the roof for multiple reasons. 

I'm afraid I'm going to be fired for going to too many doctors appointments.

Long story short, my prolactin levels are extremely high.  Prolactin is the hormone that releases in breast feeding women to produce milk. I'm not pregnant so this is abnormal.  One of the side effects is there is a troubling issue with one breasts.

 So far the plan from the breast surgeon is to go to see if a growth on my pituitary gland is causing this, if it is I will take medication to shrink it. If that doesn't work they want to go inside my breast to do a biopsy.

I've seen my OBGYN,  gotten a mammogram, went to a breast surgeon,  now I have to go to my general doctor to see if they can help with my pituitary gland or will have to send me to a hormone specialist!! Not only do I have to be anxious about all this going on and growths, I'm scared my job will fire me since I have to take yet another day off!!

I took all my sick/vacation time when I had the flu last month! These are unpaid days. I can't win and I'm crying every day now due to everything.",4.380405797101453,4.919799417391307,5.576086956521738,82.39514492753625,70.04347826086956,8.915942028985507,30.55072463768116,9.029198982220553,2.4351681159420293,886,35,181,16,15,296,129,230,0.13,0.847,0.023,-0.9708,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,5,9,5,0,2,13,0,25,17,5,4,2,20,45,10,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,3,10,0,0,1,8,4,2,0,2,0,0,11,4,4,0,3,5,5,20,1,30,35,2,34,0,0,3,5,5,9,0,5,14,118,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417423006722084,0.10340815996656014,0.15270876442088346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388614973266986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848289472641718,0.2615292041062913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27671375739640325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389038753058092,0.0,0.12148616850139073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609368676412465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060465081171157,0.14281933257558713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108710966546842,0.13413988206924593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018529891036492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196252221359661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704577616259134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723482739898618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789503534067177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375966634241075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747933181634705,0.1028063356837062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934378763458926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898194962179145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353333049012196,0.0,0.21543322882897672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181778375622428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032688762777747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788213665443958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501838976129417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972945122931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125308161143194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840868156510232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grace4105,2020/03/05,"Possible to be tracked by my license plate?? This is a bit of a ramble. As I was driving along this person quickly sped up right to my bumper, then illegally passed me. In retrospect I know I really shouldn’t have, and i regret it- I definitely won’t do it again- but at the time my anger got the better of me. I felt like they needed a taste of their own medicine so I sped up to tailgate them (accidentally having my high beams on). They slammed on their brakes and flipped me off.

This is ridiculous but now I’m kinda legit worried that they could track me down using my license plate and murder me or something. I know it’s crazy, but if the person happened to be crazy then who knows what they could do. I could just use some reassurance- that couldn’t really happen right? What are the chances that they would do that? But I can’t get the worry out of my head. Has anyone been in a situation like this? Worried some random person could track them down and kill them? I also felt this way once when I didn’t text a random person back.",2.315624999999997,4.506178543269236,3.2727307692307686,90.12226923076923,78.47115384615384,5.890769230769231,20.97692307692308,6.961326702584282,0.400370384615385,819,22,170,9,20,261,118,208,0.177,0.745,0.078,-0.9783,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,10,1,8,9,4,0,10,0,23,2,1,2,0,35,36,16,2,10,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,15,6,1,1,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,6,3,33,4,22,20,4,27,0,1,0,0,16,14,0,7,12,126,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099964779235083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740493874777124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611951919623776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055491262248704,0.13647079852372448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992185973216067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004478679343186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530885938684894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997624363022614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107931493237196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828904549738432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207243394466694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829719541676153,0.0,0.20609498505487756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214021203512612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268807132796483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312401586130662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43659086577854905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092199514466572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016012568360374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350359844153935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405085044199343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623334457991167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289020007745475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592475247041726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922148884215888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808395582728461,0.0,0.08879847833059534,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,free4allYoGi,2020/03/05,"It's another step right ? Reaching out .. Over 15 years now I have been battling anxiety and have come up with techniques that has help me not cross the point of no return ( going full on panic attack). But constantly fighting has me dead tired and not my true self. I hoping my next step to healing would to finally reach out for help. 
I have good amount of triggers but more and more lately e v e r y t h I n g  is ..",0.8733591731266159,2.9813680930232596,2.6808527131782967,92.86169250645996,83.18604651162791,5.682687338501292,21.183462532299746,6.937597516519254,0.4692005167958659,320,10,70,4,9,106,67,86,0.17300000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.5670000000000001,0,0,0,0,2,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,1,0,8,2,0,1,1,15,11,5,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,3,11,9,4,20,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,7,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293537838143614,0.17723361586531647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635680336467471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995707359218993,0.0,0.25036243219211635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25379275520401323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316683773055381,0.19432115042647785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105787760417916,0.0,0.0,0.2301092820189672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613437304290876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463929876491008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27182510473224825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190113116605705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785239360362256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24169147202815014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662806511911608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457794261372474,0.0,0.0,0.14919352437326522
anxiety,Vjp80,2020/03/05,"Graduating with PhD and potentially might have to move to CA. So I'm graduating with my PhD in microbiology and got a call for a phone interview from Bayer out in West Sacramento, California for a post-doc position. I'm from South Dakota and wanted to stay around here for my family but with no other jobs or post-doc positions around here are working out, that might be where I end up. I know it's only a phone interview and I haven't even been given the job but I'm already freaking out about moving and being in CA for 2 or more years. I'm wondering how to keep myself calm and not think about it. I have some other job applications that are in MN that still haven't gotten back to me. Any input would be greatly appreciated.",4.61321917808219,5.5712551164383575,6.268383561643834,76.1255890410959,69.75342465753424,9.675616438356164,26.24383561643836,9.888512548439397,2.333722739726027,581,17,116,14,10,200,88,146,0.047,0.8959999999999999,0.057,0.3269,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,29,25,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,0,8,2,26,15,2,20,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,6,4,81,15,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770949757635239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913270739283897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857245532382232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340012360961995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386923044250948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213869456300704,0.0,0.0,0.10599630766121534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128737662137942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835146206680434,0.1769310705117271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777584336300148,0.14264304887823312,0.0,0.0,0.08819626108467574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404903484978778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34113219982329984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205317102767373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073932239243788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171051588092819,0.12816047983274992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282986194930348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465595950012884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740349970052557,0.11683221235145097,0.0,0.0,0.1140012277836126,0.0,0.0,0.1033446200979437
anxiety,itsa_me_despression,2020/03/05,"Anybody else very effected by this coronavirus issue?   I keep trying to tell myself it’s not that lethal, that I’ve lived through the Ebola outbreak and that had infected 28,000 people and killed 11,000, while COVID-9 has infected 90,000 and killed 3,000.
  But I can’t escape it. It’s everywhere. No matter what platform I look at, it’s there. I can’t go a day without feeling like I might almost have a panic attack because of my fear that I will be infected and die.",3.767666666666667,6.003263044444449,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,74.1111111111111,7.166666666666668,26.805555555555557,8.07648339933343,1.8428888888888888,374,14,68,6,8,118,67,90,0.365,0.608,0.027000000000000003,-0.9877,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,2,3,0,8,3,0,1,0,13,12,6,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,2,8,1,6,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158007742848687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517219152274125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313720675681766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898524517042934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236639454311952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800298164928419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425071366353629,0.1089676444431562,0.15395941653498296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247852735247795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493503080374347,0.0,0.19155398257262346,0.4768567630750609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052866364658628,0.0,0.19029807872942905,0.0,0.18097298160608005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862061206356366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528529568476616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940655693465524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836405158263325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463162212071199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781719911293314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774263994427525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xredlightningx,2020/03/05,"Does anyone else get so anxious that they become nonverbal? I've been under so much stress for the last month or so and I'm getting to the point where I can't even speak. It's like my brain and my mouth just don't connect anymore. I can text and write just fine but I can't manage more than two words, and if I do manage to say something, it's so quiet you couldn't hear it anyway. Do any of you experience this too?",0.2353333333333332,2.340510755555556,1.948888888888892,97.12000000000003,85.8888888888889,4.488888888888889,16.77777777777778,5.6839178017228535,-0.6927555555555558,328,7,76,2,10,107,64,90,0.052000000000000005,0.91,0.039,-0.2634,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,1,2,0,8,2,2,0,0,12,12,11,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,9,2,6,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848393096841326,0.0,0.0,0.26328338671297963,0.2311258058477237,0.1629559727494737,0.2387901876134887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573885648155254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26016405784989244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394612115342708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468575301665625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392921066108403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279704084276021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352099236071925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266750177974474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899691793926639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385785145074813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860205628782099,0.0,0.17132066150115893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220310274319834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533298183315475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941547127226465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669612543698873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276587723357989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moosequitobites,2020/03/05,Why? I reported a coworker for making an inappropriate sexual comment (with a hand gesture) at me. Why am I the one that feels like I did something wrong?,3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,5.6765517241379335,71.58195402298853,78.3103448275862,9.383908045977012,30.356321839080447,9.725611199111238,3.725749425287357,121,6,21,4,3,43,25,29,0.10300000000000001,0.696,0.201,0.4515,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917354252730252,0.27090127858568924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525846017419784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25311961990923715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25695641938345193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919274649557721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6843398643795061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145967784125568,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thomas298,2020/03/05,"Heart rate with anxiety Hello,  i'm new to Reddit but i just had to make an account to ask this question,  Well i had a bad day yesterday with my heart rate going from 90s to 100s and topping off at 140 which prompted my hospital visit and they did a EKG, blood work, and even urine sample to test for drugs and everything turned out normal so they sent me home.  but today seems to be back to my normal HR which is mid 70s low 80s.   but my question is can anxiety raise your heart rate all day like this ? i'v never experienced an all day event before and kinda worried it might happen again.",4.465677966101693,5.314048745762714,5.0625,85.03832627118646,70.01694915254237,7.933898305084746,24.91949152542373,8.07648339933343,1.2891661016949143,464,12,94,6,8,149,83,118,0.105,0.848,0.047,-0.74,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,2,6,4,0,0,4,0,8,6,5,1,3,23,16,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,4,2,10,2,14,10,2,19,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,5,11,58,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312191375195711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128068934383664,0.0,0.0,0.11620515070713855,0.12618236114486028,0.0,0.0,0.12859552934501078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923877430426736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525604686190324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998160823982475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582065047155126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588734278920092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363859559834745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372485717256954,0.0,0.0,0.15158985439713432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383163100289014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087655030252396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031885181368447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655626870578373,0.14595665544830871,0.0,0.0,0.2961391802176239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385872911916434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757775944320794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432480332017322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643796896918472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358787691276381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002018836462804,0.15347392022766995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Violet545,2020/03/05,Blood test Tomorrow morning I'm overcoming my anxiety and going in for a blood test. I'm extremely worried and anxious especially about fasting blood sugar results.,6.28202380952381,9.79840125,7.43571428571429,58.375952380952384,72.21428571428572,10.876190476190477,45.04761904761904,10.504223727775694,6.904461904761906,137,10,16,5,3,46,22,28,0.22699999999999998,0.773,0.0,-0.6659,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265941123111171,0.6299760079022834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169204344326261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663118673028386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mbrayson,2020/03/05,"I just need a bit of help I’ve suffered with anxiety for almost 8 months. It isn’t a long time compared to others I’ve seen in this sub. 

I’m a 19 year old former chef, this is where my problems with anxiety formed, it Started last January when I had my first panic attack whilst at work, I don’t really count that as the actual beginning of my problems because it was a while before the next attack. 

I’m constantly on edge and afraid that something is going to go wrong, stupid things that I know will never happen, like my friends deciding they didn’t like me or my girlfriend leaving me. I’m afraid of failure and it has caused me to completely breakdown whenever I mess up or do something wrong.

I’m on antidepressants and I am waiting on a therapy appointment to be made, I’m still on a waiting list. 

I wouldn’t normally post this or anything like this but I just decided that I need someone who has suffered the same way as me to give me some personal advice. 

TL DR

I’m messed up and I want to not be. Any advice will be greatly appreciated",3.679528301886791,5.041835396226414,5.106745283018871,82.04945754716985,72.39622641509433,8.507547169811321,29.287735849056602,9.017664075816787,2.427098113207548,832,34,165,17,16,279,124,212,0.17800000000000002,0.773,0.049,-0.9578,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,5,19,3,3,9,0,17,1,0,2,1,31,37,12,0,7,7,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,1,15,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,14,0,1,5,1,21,5,22,26,4,30,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,5,20,104,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.12736032996365335,0.0,0.0,0.25506851939661823,0.0,0.0,0.13068834561224266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875224837380773,0.0,0.19968177467784173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739978725640847,0.0,0.0,0.29695118756097605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795585568543003,0.0,0.11105561499239977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248468027282582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134071190463036,0.0,0.0,0.13683875211323002,0.14103649166299578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101295636937096,0.0,0.0,0.100832807690918,0.0,0.0,0.12519845675682115,0.14834530752507574,0.0,0.0,0.14388931320630732,0.0,0.0,0.11541082723861346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747906100446665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172566920063385,0.1063842352332015,0.0,0.13819276085758153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128387811024666,0.0,0.0,0.11549850930557733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349307146032815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417297891540113,0.0,0.0,0.19354514447241344,0.10065846120989136,0.0,0.13880038727905952,0.0,0.12787349198655995,0.0,0.0,0.13694979224218426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312704378883998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139575473167588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249938740177912,0.0,0.0,0.2497636266497801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360896450868469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058191179391487,0.20094815128775986,0.0,0.0,0.09237666246112314,0.0,0.10422659722789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925119530738973,0.0,0.0867059954123925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610226484644593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697902332227644,0.10359389896448104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501387600833794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853875231112166,0.0,0.08404508245189336
anxiety,JesusPleaseSendTacos,2020/03/05,"Any Advice Requesting Reasonable Accommodation at Work For Travel? Hello- I am under treatment for a host of diagnoses from major depressive disorder to panic disorder resulting from recent familial trauma. Im a management consultant and my employer expects me to travel to client sites for meeting and to interact with clients every week all week. My shrink agrees this lifestyle is detrimental to my getting better, at least for now. Does anyone think this would qualify for a reasonable accommodation to work virtually and attend meetings thru web conferencing, audio conferencing and other digital collaboration methods? I’m so nervous about asking.",10.635494505494506,12.963888153846154,10.740824175824175,44.51846153846153,56.884615384615394,14.404395604395607,44.664835164835175,13.25671669890799,7.744787362637362,544,31,58,22,7,181,76,104,0.154,0.804,0.042,-0.91,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,3,1,12,7,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,20,6,3,11,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,42,8,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895343850957812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189869813170466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356205675055153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813253820961736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715408786413305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670565100234657,0.1968641932309713,0.0,0.0,0.4445873895607025,0.0,0.16973473401861355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341873243095434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284718208530595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133551604837898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950888756852612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275689697396452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39884409089182177,0.19151100711072047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428102668940127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111642485178163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28240876776808377,0.0,0.0,0.1377828323817529,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gatitamorenita,2020/03/05,"CHEEK BITERS cheek biters, i know you're out there. my last therapist would call it wolf biting. it's been increasingly worse and worse. i know i need to stop but it's not as simple as knowing an wanting. sometimes it's sooo distracting i forget to move on and actually go about life. idk how to make it stop. do you? 

i've tried gum, but it always just gets moved to the opposite side of my mouth and i keep biting :-(",0.17590196078431575,2.573126188235296,1.7489705882352948,95.13953431372549,93.0,5.186274509803922,16.495098039215687,6.816661863887847,-0.10160784313725424,326,8,72,5,12,105,58,85,0.214,0.7859999999999999,0.0,-0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,3,4,3,2,0,20,12,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,10,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.19895290208691044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964059761413744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817949544257627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651643959357904,0.0,0.11586704216105505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812137511335869,0.0,0.0,0.33613363075451225,0.16618559595426827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400316719970285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360883586263884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333743988829287,0.0,0.15117096582823755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016379036821505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34089779142356696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671495918019395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841795895097864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025094544081015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155327354659006,0.14482717722991234,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bloodygrave,2020/03/05,"too anxious to find a job currently a second year college student and have never worked because my anxiety always gets the best of me and  I convince myself to pile up on units so that I won't be criticized for not working because its not that I don't want to, its that I literally break down every time I think of it. but now I'm getting older and know that I need the experience to start a career and I don't want to have to rely on my parents.

but because of just how much my anxiety has taken over my life, I don't even think I am qualified or good enough to do anything. My resume would be practically empty, my hs didnt have clubs or much extracurricular so I only have some academic accolades like being salutatorian. I also don't have anyone to write under references. I fell out of touch with hs professors once I graduated. My first year of college was actually at a 4yr uni I dropped out of for many reasons, one being my rapidly declining mental health while at the university. Now I'm in community college but a large portion of my classes are online so I don't even know my professors there. All my family lives too far away, I fell out of touch with all my hs friends as well once we all went down different educational paths.

In the end I just don't know who will be willing to hire me. An empty resume is something high schoolers should have, not me a college student. And even if someone did want to interview me, I know that I would completely bomb it. Wouldn't even know how to sit there and talk about strengths that I don't have. anyone have any tips?",6.042222222222222,5.9101600445859885,7.0719320594479855,75.43079971691438,66.38853503184713,10.162491153573956,33.36801132342533,9.861636050157227,3.1065837225760786,1250,50,244,25,18,422,163,314,0.047,0.8640000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.892,4,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,5,20,7,0,0,11,0,35,2,0,3,4,49,53,20,0,9,11,1,2,1,1,7,2,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,10,1,0,3,14,0,1,3,5,2,38,7,40,36,9,35,0,0,0,0,7,17,0,4,13,182,49,18,0.0,0.0,0.11468469094345153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398244164265757,0.09778786489046026,0.0,0.0,0.07991910964891012,0.0,0.1798082858493192,0.13276660745905328,0.0,0.16434847589318838,0.0,0.09671073726339086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104159528926571,0.0,0.0,0.2149212829618061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233322731109416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321976552409986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278566054117432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408976545632093,0.12143182340779199,0.0,0.3104891553313425,0.0,0.0990175019225306,0.0,0.0,0.11495923881054886,0.1107894482739952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741313971889352,0.09996430282155784,0.0,0.0,0.0907973416078114,0.0,0.12280097276339395,0.0,0.0,0.09857202537978106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492057744354705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416863129981486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662262565498037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229355721414375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300938841274963,0.05741539889173512,0.0,0.10377423446444264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191490405721062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843471184056314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727846431871227,0.08714120434423728,0.09064034710018624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503145637424781,0.07963606791733255,0.08938091055732296,0.0,0.0,0.13049446857373154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083237016098144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957615830329901,0.09047431265556373,0.0,0.0,0.08318280101633578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445987336271562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060693001460215,0.0,0.0,0.06852812588112886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079528727986999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566655001940743,0.10894423450419263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111508753888102,0.0,0.0,0.16696876382903242,0.0,0.0,0.1513608563838209
anxiety,Caprica_6_,2020/03/05,"Anyone else get an anxiety rash? When I'm (36F) really anxious I get a blotchy red burning rash on my neck and chest. I've brought it up to my doctor and she didn't think it was anything to be concerned about and prescribed me Xanax. The hard part is Xanax makes me super sleepy and I can't take it at work, and this is where most of my anxiety happens. Anyone else have this problem? If so, I'd love to hear your remedies because this is really embarrassing.",2.070215053763441,4.223072795698927,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,79.10752688172043,6.2838709677419375,25.387096774193548,7.3871296695380915,1.2084322580645166,362,14,75,5,9,117,66,93,0.185,0.7340000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,3,0,8,8,4,1,0,10,18,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,9,2,8,14,2,6,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,2,1,45,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053737011661073,0.2254814349602027,0.0,0.2791178511460222,0.4090098872527992,0.1642466899738617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216690456864606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429022305165687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33346595472322016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855650440370366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649798798792662,0.0,0.17879466241969688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249539781379173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013900262221202,0.0,0.1332287883140439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613800202902586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098198423407944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25572668295717005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006786964610094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789008977696698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530489337654842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strawberryenby,2020/03/05,"going on a plane, chest pains, scared I’ve been in a plane multiple times. I’m not new to it, but I’m still anxious to go on the plane. Once I was so anxious to go on a plane I had to go on a 3 day train back to home. One of the main factors is claustrophobia and the dry air. I have chest pains and nausea due to anxiety, will this worsen them somehow? What if I have an panic attack in plane? Will I be okay?????",0.40607142857142975,1.7576055824175825,2.7209752747252764,95.81464972527478,81.08791208791209,5.868681318681317,19.06730769230769,6.6274283507984215,-0.17628681318681316,312,7,79,3,8,107,57,91,0.293,0.7070000000000001,0.0,-0.981,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,2,8,1,9,4,2,0,0,6,15,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,1,3,0,6,1,13,9,1,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,6,50,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430885303097766,0.4557534781236695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294761113409001,0.0,0.15510380078632266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008732106762358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585494954389998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233322218992156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948143595385546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148163141959989,0.1366850280806139,0.0,0.4292708148783732,0.23666514916748926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019485412268424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108717682928414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761967981765825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,urlocalthrowaway,2020/03/05,Unable to deal with anxiety and cannot take any medications for it I have so much fear of things I KNOW are unlikely but yet I always an thinking the what would I do if (insert thought about nuclear anailation here). My anxiety was manageable in high school with panic attacks here and there and I dealt more with depression during my first 2 years of college. I just started having this fear and it's over whelming. I get scared to sleep or shower because what if I miss a warning. When I hear a plane that's louder than usual I hold my breath and pray. I live 4 hours away from home my family and my boyfriend and have 3 more years where I am  My boyfriend is as supportive as he can be but I'm kinda rediculous and I understand him dismissing it. I can't take medication because I'm on my parents insurance I'm on Wellbutrin and synthroid if that means anything. Does anyone know literally anything to help I'm getting desperate here. (And I do see a counselor at school but it hasn't helped),2.3650340136054417,4.908525163265306,3.5224489795918394,86.432074829932,80.53061224489795,6.794557823129254,26.680272108843546,7.957251820313856,1.863696598639456,796,34,153,15,21,257,125,196,0.182,0.7709999999999999,0.047,-0.9791,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,4,5,0,15,4,2,0,0,30,34,21,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,10,13,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,2,23,1,20,30,3,16,1,2,1,0,7,8,0,5,8,103,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326544737722945,0.0,0.0,0.09256847686073916,0.0,0.20826782506878028,0.0,0.0,0.09518054039046613,0.0,0.22403567016398332,0.0,0.0,0.15485984658513444,0.1278922728907026,0.0,0.0,0.1659589376986312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403370920754427,0.11724275448952205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191223721008738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832488404862058,0.3063529982083561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578636565508205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223755814676442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342079422179733,0.0,0.18248108826009093,0.14382168574951476,0.13654271707986088,0.0,0.1340539798548402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961955491550893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019932233934345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827812353929484,0.0,0.2742597039897393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000662502061318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597113027494167,0.15114875838443054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628311866424125,0.2755279895573792,0.10847260513644444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362215551051421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963487359271045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447104929044,0.0,0.0,0.20469548428401155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043423774701903,0.08722228123767509,0.0,0.10806665421286386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170910235665546,0.0,0.0,0.14992052690040408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669805018395117,0.0,0.0,0.17531781814561878
anxiety,crrispychicken,2020/03/05,planes :( I (19f) am leaving tomorrow morning to go down south for my great grandmothers funeral (rip grangran). i live in the northeast so itll only be a few hours. the last time i was on a plane was five years ago and i remember being anxious almost the entire time and thinking about that is making me more nervous. ive had some really crazy dreams about airports and being on planes and i think thats what my fear stems from. I just always think the unthinkable will happen and I never know how to stop focusing on those things and just relax. it will also be the longest ive been away from my boyfriend in the year of us being together. Some encouraging words would be appreciated ☹️,3.3799751243781064,5.5516671716417925,4.351567164179105,83.75307213930348,75.044776119403,7.451741293532338,25.345771144278608,8.344100000000001,1.7372159203980098,547,19,104,10,12,177,93,134,0.125,0.759,0.11599999999999999,0.2004,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,8,0,18,0,0,2,1,22,25,9,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,14,3,15,11,4,19,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,10,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444450215809007,0.0,0.19705906409335155,0.0,0.0,0.15737473299356594,0.16374696015731133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231928681715046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489284595075886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144605152454225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184160043722127,0.0,0.0,0.2169642079455158,0.0,0.0,0.1740227829446955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938007769051772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815190274183234,0.16041199183546612,0.0,0.208374633495401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377120827046816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313603898552408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177835533974313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496694136460482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607018796289834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229273160590267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452717643956907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074006122890192,0.3782896834306772,0.0,0.0,0.22950234798320296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671690918460705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979560525661566,0.0,0.0,0.2534555810930273
anxiety,irmoony,2020/03/05,"I don't give a shit about ""leaving my comfort zone"", I just want to feel comfortable right now I've never in my life *not* felt anxious, so why the hell should I force myself to keep ""facing my fears"" if it does nothing to help me? Fuck it, I just want to feel okay right now. I don't want to expand my horizons or whatever, I just want to stick to things that make me feel okay-anxiety wise, and if that means staying at home most of the time, then it's fine. I don't give a fuck.",1.8354611650485424,2.9087778252427183,3.0642597087378647,96.02512742718449,76.5728155339806,6.315048543689321,21.612864077669908,6.6274283507984215,0.11731165048543656,368,9,90,3,8,119,64,103,0.155,0.634,0.21100000000000002,0.2938,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,1,4,1,4,5,2,1,1,22,19,6,0,7,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,4,14,5,11,17,1,10,1,0,0,2,3,4,4,4,5,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217501891910094,0.1951904359672384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119956028658205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442375854619048,0.2620858827476745,0.0,0.16589437914523564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194617316429664,0.0,0.3314896097487738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580973338147757,0.0,0.1733108434520395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535733990058176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829474002853054,0.0,0.0,0.12203850820437287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533093746274499,0.0,0.0,0.1882063518704596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325736949453662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578555452008906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951036544627181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773545659544991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841588075643398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478630538537772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074848655661142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40763675625023854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590565071628407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,afireinside927,2020/03/05,"I've found a good bit of relief in L-Theanine and CBD. So I've had almost daily panic attacks that started out of nowhere in December. Right around the holidays. I've never had one or had any real struggle with anxiety before outside of crowded places making me a little on edge and certain social interactions made me uncomfortable but all very manageable stuff.

Now all the sudden I've been in a living hell for 2.5 months. But I've been slowly chipping away at certain things. Friday will be 2 weeks cigarette free. I quit cold turkey because more times than not they would give me palpitations or an attack so I dropped them as soon as I connected those dots. I've started going to the gym for the first time in years 3-4 days a week.

I didn't want to run to medication because I couldn't stand the though of being in any more of a fog. (Also suffer from obstructive sleep apnea, so I also haven't had a good nights sleep in years and am always fatigued) so on top of the changed I stated above, I have found significant relief in 200mg L-theanine and a 1,000mg CBD gummy bear in the morning before I leave for work and I take that same dose again sometime later in the day, usually after dinner.

I had an attack so bad last Wednesday I called 911 when I felt the tingling and numbness in my hands. But, knock on wood, I've been having a pretty damn great week so far since I started this combo on Sunday. I know L-theanine is no secret but I think the CBD was the ticket for me and the 2 together seem to compliment each other well. Just figured might be something worth posting :)

I wish you all the best in your struggles and journeys for a better quality of life. I know it's hard, but we're all here for each other. Have a great evening everyone!",4.594009523809525,5.555361348571432,5.4375,82.05291666666666,69.8,7.776190476190476,28.011904761904763,7.937092434478242,1.7503333333333335,1392,47,267,17,24,455,208,350,0.131,0.6890000000000001,0.18,0.9709,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,2,6,18,25,5,3,25,0,23,10,3,2,7,48,40,27,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,9,13,1,0,9,3,2,3,6,12,1,2,14,4,27,14,42,19,11,58,1,2,0,0,10,24,2,5,27,173,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850263867964283,0.0,0.0,0.15733177798943482,0.08185113293557805,0.0,0.0,0.13378898650243742,0.0,0.07525224077883931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756952729808289,0.0,0.33572781945603203,0.09242118997637584,0.0,0.08213425173002176,0.11993001737040634,0.0,0.16741004816755614,0.0,0.10323250531094796,0.0869996467828845,0.10739379179181996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044604767716184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406166991148427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688011368070712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497199104548687,0.0,0.0,0.0939960760871717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444994875267798,0.0,0.0,0.08367287135500112,0.0,0.21571370735872686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436479045925554,0.055905536788714905,0.1650149936728342,0.0,0.2169049881567268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811956586307129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812238297496317,0.0801841039099091,0.0,0.10415887910376503,0.0,0.0,0.06948114158626889,0.0,0.0985918752826422,0.08686188894656577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307940459808284,0.06566226769755758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990967148850436,0.0,0.10435427592622414,0.0,0.0,0.07851743209552535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586846392581424,0.0,0.0,0.09231291884433558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665757953576308,0.0,0.0,0.1154151718407014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277497555342233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942105920146402,0.10007693655373456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462785284801687,0.0,0.11196579252589987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400683972640853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955171090504745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137209664402352,0.0,0.19688067056262204,0.10027510745218644,0.0,0.0757294885282646,0.09728974721416307,0.0,0.2088788781175052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567388902568226,0.11260930715834275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396146699373495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535218804289146,0.0630310717155616,0.09664733205764042,0.0,0.1147198529716442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833988000089637,0.0811649697425367,0.058020758352270926,0.0,0.236717742676782,0.0,0.08844580912131332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311983360384005,0.0,0.0,0.07161401771639654,0.0,0.0,0.06987872421372664,0.0,0.0,0.1266932005417339
anxiety,needmoresleep2454,2020/03/05,"I can't sleep so I worry I never had a problem with sleep before, not quite like this. I have had issues of waking up several times throughout the night but I was able to go back to sleep fairly easily. In the last 2 months or so, I am only able to sleep 3 hours on average and then I wake up. I am VERY tired but unable to go back to sleep. I will just lay in bed for 2 to 3 hours trying. Sometimes I fall back asleep, other times I get out of bed after an hour of trying. My anxiety has been getting worse because I am worried about my sleep now. I was diagnosed with acid reflux when I was 10 but haven't had issues with it for years and years but I am thinking it might be causing my sleep issues now even though I don't feel the heartburn pain or taste the acid in the back of my throat every time. I am just so worried and stressed, I could cry.",3.2335531135531106,3.570922923076921,4.459065934065936,90.10676739926741,72.51648351648352,7.165567765567765,23.408424908424905,6.816661863887847,0.5483941391941385,660,15,151,5,12,218,100,182,0.183,0.7909999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,1,7,0,21,16,11,1,1,23,27,15,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,7,4,22,1,24,16,0,31,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,22,104,26,0,0.1809333588722113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692067621504302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27825316924601423,0.0,0.05514764810288946,0.0,0.07698048101434106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293419997463584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223028218902687,0.0,0.0993733993725597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182177531900536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975238855597365,0.0,0.07622207922080901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045742671342470696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453021226173756,0.0,0.10282859745796913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26727436835916313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832711280502598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073742418167286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441974499239956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597085055090304,0.0,0.0,0.07220964042343286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977348027500564,0.0,0.0,0.08489685026985104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688039862958623,0.09626292529517062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656439442842301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622244934398086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220159744627276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6337240937304567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894738591893119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036292756390549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796739529824355,0.08888305322155399,0.0,0.15825554487887294,0.1039781398256439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228418738966304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464448497190973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756199129734602,0.09219327513003893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651515098051506
anxiety,RadiantAntelope,2020/03/05,I’m just anxious I feel so anxious it hurts,-2.4450000000000003,-1.1387814999999986,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,114.0,2.0,25.0,3.1291,-0.060999999999999936,35,2,8,0,2,12,8,10,0.596,0.40399999999999997,0.0,-0.7479,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8857650137453813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982222339123118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196764067796249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Seriouscraft,2020/03/05,"My anxiety is gone! Hey all!

Before i'll start,i'll say i'm sorry if they are some part you don't understand or if they are grammatical error,as English is not my native language,i'll try to explain if needed,anyway...

[So 3 month ago i posted this!](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/e2phhu/how_to_change_a_disgusting_habit_that_put_me_in/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share,refering it at ""that post"" or ""the post"") (i'm gonna mention this post multiple time) And i've gone through many changes in my life,let me explain a bit: Back when i've started to have this problem,i recently turned 18,and i've begin my last year of school before going to college/university,and i was learning how to drive.

So in November,I was hit with a problem where I got anxiety for nothing (in the beginning,i was thinking it was because of what i mentionned in that post,where in reality it was much complicated,involving my past,my familly,etc...). The month of December was... well very depressing for me (even though I've enjoyed a great Christmas and New Year Eve with family and friends,these were the only moments when I was feeling good during December).

In January,not because of the New Year Resolution,but because after the New Year Eve my anxiety reappeared,i've decided to take multiple actions to fight against this:
-I've decided to go outside (since I was always in my home doing nothing) and walk,1 ""walk"" per week
-I've taken a appointement for a therapy with a psychologist
-I've decided for that specific problem mentionned in that last post (since I thought it was only this),to do something else (so i couldn't think about that),so i've bought a Guitar and begin to learn on how to play!
-Since i was alone in my class,i've decided to try to be more sociable with my classmates (making some friends,talk with them,etc... and to be honest it was hard)
-I've continued to take some medication to reduce this anxiety

On late January and February,i've begin to realize that this anxiety have begin to 
dissapear! I still got some moments where I was not feeling good and even got one time where I was thinking about killing myself (but i've manage to convince myself to not do it),Then,mid-February come and i've noticed that I got a day without anxiety,then two,then three... etc...

And i realize yesterday,that i've passed two weeks without an axiety problem,i am now happier than me during November,i'm not thinking about these problems anymore,i've stopped taking those medications and i'm not getting anxiety anymore.

It took me 3 months,i cried a lot,i've thinked about quitting my high-school or kill myself,but,I got some familly members,some friends,my psychologist who have helped me during this period of my life... I can't describe how i am thankful (and for that friend i mentionned in that previous post on this subreddit... i'm gonna bought him a good present because i think he deserved it so much).

I would end this post,by saying that i am also thankful for this community and this subreddit. Everyday i've checked it,I've seen the stories of different persons who got the same problems (or differents problems) and are willing to fight against it. You guys are courageous people and not cowards and I hope that you will also fight against it and finally be able to live without anxiety. I'll still watch those stories,and I would love to help you guys.

Thank you,for reading my long post~~and probably full of grammatical errors~~",8.693943596425918,8.61093021677215,8.089791511541325,70.17047282204021,60.914556962025316,11.422635889798961,41.0565897244974,10.905449154742897,4.664867498138497,2795,142,466,63,34,880,278,632,0.08800000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.1,0.924,2,1,1,0,3,2,142.0,0,4,2,1,26,27,5,0,19,0,39,4,0,4,1,81,90,37,2,12,17,0,3,0,1,6,3,2,1,3,35,23,0,1,20,3,3,10,12,11,1,3,28,7,48,16,66,51,14,77,0,1,2,1,29,18,0,13,43,276,83,5,0.05222050570507016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629032750252781,0.0,0.0,0.05408469502994479,0.0,0.08352143909119109,0.04345164404411003,0.05658089611394669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796398075139834,0.0,0.05178870959095982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04015434550775097,0.0,0.127332542338402,0.0,0.08887160826606087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057011267237537265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524237084400911,0.044983341745340834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736177343097978,0.03367790608512099,0.0,0.04497744504432034,0.0,0.0,0.10911862778745494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043623531727650385,0.0,0.046251868187421566,0.0,0.17471900318528166,0.06898230302975983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922884527274928,0.0,0.052808513470237926,0.0,0.0,0.057205011481751035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034543316917197,0.0,0.027283058909009842,0.0,0.05935623362843519,0.1314002478009028,0.2505930530779633,0.057573291894419835,0.0,0.10341302148846182,0.0,0.0,0.046779315959099774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000460842618224,0.0551738313821211,0.05238142502196563,0.05186674501157845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554850490211267,0.0,0.0,0.0851333638553673,0.05890700500044532,0.0,0.0,0.05339900513094197,0.07376977504663651,0.0,0.0,0.04611166326159218,0.04621350426550571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04439600652749477,0.047131045223491104,0.0,0.03485759305700668,0.05294339645247178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521333124404272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336381888220358,0.0,0.07677616052324547,0.0,0.0,0.15130466944957335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021396723768408,0.05945339186040376,0.0,0.0,0.03538596614306565,0.07943209546963151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056549718827459225,0.04985038156887468,0.03620312348103228,0.04559693134286447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501152844596848,0.0,0.0563025374327305,0.3497757999848613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055542935766444895,0.05223463731554556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051561449455007465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305568422859358,0.0,0.1056998793865476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959202585315055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040201896554841236,0.0,0.05845658078105372,0.07392388543103294,0.0,0.0834067266240924,0.04365868104889786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778996410427392,0.04197286440813619,0.0,0.14423287682106178,0.05971869933594728,0.0,0.0,0.20076474890523244,0.051306381717242125,0.041457248442734615,0.060900393645618126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058018903279923276,0.07090859105944257,0.056800914711415164,0.10202369227520204,0.05436338809402549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043087386180463004,0.0,0.0,0.08377627956852116,0.0,0.04695250605947482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101611201978765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419189794675599,0.0,0.0,0.13451317423012998
anxiety,_pink_kitten_,2020/03/05,I feel kinda stupid spending 5 minutes in my note app just to form a two sentences answer I sent to my friend and instantly regret my choice of words Texting is soo hard! It gives me major anxiety and   sadly I ~~ never~~ rarely text because of it  .-.,1.4933333333333323,4.095667755102042,3.0072448979591826,88.04787414965988,85.73469387755101,4.899319727891157,24.493197278911573,6.42735559955562,0.9953646258503396,196,8,36,2,6,64,41,49,0.222,0.6970000000000001,0.081,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,2,7,1,5,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393731218168933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043064746846746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431092990588525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427447976445355,0.0,0.0,0.4255670422077296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974022813219557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34215216960284994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43335871023107103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EarlyWar1,2020/03/06,"People always stare at me and its not in my head? Ok so know matter where i go, bus station, grocery store, out for a walk, gas station, downtown people always seem to stare at me. I am very aware of my sorroundings and can feel when im being watched or someone is staring at me. Sure enough 90% of the time i feel someone staring at me and i quickly look at them and they are! Alot of times ill stare at them and they wont even look away. I have to give them a serial killer look just to make them stop looking at me and sometimes that doesnt work. Let me give you an idea of what i look like so you can kinda paint the picture.

I am 5ft6
Lightskinned (Half black/Half white)
Male
I always wear dark colors
I wear black hoodies and beanies alot
I have big black eyes
I have dark facial hair
I often get mistaken for being indian and sometimes mexican

I feel i look like a normal person. Not super attractive but not ugly either but rather average. I look at myself in the mirror and cant find anything abnormal about my appearance itself that causes people to stare. I get stares from all genders. Men, Teenagers, Women, Kids even babies! I cant go a single place without going through this issue. Ill even be in the bathroom using the urinal and the dude next to me will look at me. I understand its human nature to look at people but im talking about people who just flat out stare in a obnoxious way. Its very rude and i dont understand why they do it. Its gotten so bad to the point i have almost gotten into confrontations and fights. Im just fed up with it. I am not attractive enough for half a room to look at me but im not ugly either. Atleast i dont think so. I do have a short beard that kinda makes me look like an arab so maybe that might play a factor into it?",2.4733511063716342,4.203788454545453,3.7349009153114734,89.14141295654495,76.30027548209367,6.226570692259841,21.902514884919572,6.968188349444268,0.5747864391717767,1391,37,286,14,31,454,178,363,0.11199999999999999,0.828,0.059000000000000004,-0.9687,0,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,2,7,2,18,13,3,0,19,1,26,10,7,4,2,61,59,23,0,2,17,0,4,3,0,3,2,0,1,6,15,17,1,1,10,1,1,5,12,4,0,2,3,29,46,9,42,49,8,39,0,0,25,0,20,27,0,10,9,194,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282692368223136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154740699861413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984922430051508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833066645981685,0.0,0.06072512333292107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471203579856746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047413806902045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029562677327613,0.0,0.1441091415451648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032089692901566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647238221698595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599510841512241,0.13953529540292872,0.12399956942373805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464025564508242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210143968248898,0.3142363357995951,0.07590948816606352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039969591874933035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436965183631765,0.0,0.10659417507746907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6718083435989585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709345906894054,0.0,0.07306538963187037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715327214238636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734741123304333,0.0,0.07125832834028344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210335680125545,0.06350357839922348,0.07598563248051479,0.0,0.06875178611748202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620914630424989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324496745479127,0.0,0.14386036943584396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080414609368767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854559669514916,0.0,0.0,0.0584562821901209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660138155656463,0.0,0.0,0.08481695606525277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514255269468528,0.0,0.06281393185991742,0.0,0.12001698911507315,0.0,0.05772836849749133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562601175997491,0.0,0.0,0.07010752132332743,0.0,0.052947095354185965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoonyNature,2020/03/06,Social situations used to be my favourite thing and now all I want to do is go home I feel like I've lost my favourite thing about myself being social and enjoying being around people but now all I want is to go home when in those situations. I'm finding myself wanting to try less and less everytime and it's bringing me down more and more,4.173478260869565,5.404163739130438,5.012289855072464,83.70626086956524,71.02898550724638,7.838840579710146,26.84347826086957,8.238735603445708,1.63931652173913,274,9,55,4,5,89,43,69,0.025,0.8759999999999999,0.099,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,15,16,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,8,12,6,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782733927664821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125720912793247,0.14306541099389938,0.0,0.0,0.18303353475383846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276241524938271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40175316889823387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978366653833825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186068764310292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883470692539954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502000873061915,0.0,0.4082786368064862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660869973058412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596304008670046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729598909600918,0.0,0.0,0.3543546857504844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SeksGod,2020/03/06,"Time management gives me Anxiety. Ive been using Google calendar and plan every hour of the day, and previously I would just write my general plan for the day. No matter what time management system I use I always fail because I constantly worry that I would have no time to finish my task. I even try to over estimate my time but it doesnt help at all.
  
My question is what would you recommend me to do? Should i try to find a different time management system,should I not use any system at all, what techniques should I use to treat this anxiety of mine,etc..

thank you for reading.

tdlr:Scheduling for tasks seem to worsen my time anxiety.",4.75469534050179,6.140153967741938,5.6752688172043015,78.91345878136202,69.80645161290322,10.027240143369175,28.293906810035843,10.25414643259724,2.964450896057348,508,18,96,14,9,167,74,124,0.162,0.7509999999999999,0.087,-0.7658,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,4,2,22,18,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,19,2,14,12,2,16,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,11,62,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560536129983792,0.0,0.0,0.09448081882218227,0.0,0.3188555431739917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469371462282589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013978192422028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920364517577664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515789525829473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494966825403667,0.09176550439558433,0.0,0.11705904508278366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269844150852715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327947095872034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312545276246556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682335728729514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563941607210008,0.0,0.1389729721871867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648154671658404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791302610082386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860860042642079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865599838679734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799822200083255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109561668698664,0.0,0.2960871109600072,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meowlivia,2020/03/06,"Severe panic attacks and health anxiety - any tips/advice for feeling better? Hi guys! 

Please excuse me if this is terribly formatted, I’m on mobile and don’t generally post anything except for the occasional cat pic.

I’m here for some general advice/tips on how to feel better as I’ve been struggling with really overwhelming anxiety lately. 

Now I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety since my early teens and I’m now 24, but it’s always really been the depression that was worse (with a side of anxiety, I guess). Now, however, I am finding myself having trouble with really REALLY high levels of anxiety. It’s particularly bad at night - I’ve been having panic attacks that seem to last for hours at at time every single night before bed. They leave me feeling weak and faint, my hands and legs go numb, I can’t breathe, I’m super nauseous, my heart pounds and my chest gets these sharp pains and I just have this overwhelming sense of pure terror. I usually end up curled in the foetal position and sobbing by the end. This has had a major impact on my ability to sleep and function. I honestly don’t know what’s triggering the panic attacks, but I know that the thing I worry most about at the moment is my health. When I’m having an attack, i’m obsessed with the thought that something is majorly wrong with me and I’m immediately about to die. I live alone, and the idea that I will just die overnight without the chance to say goodbye to anyone I love TERRIFIES ME. It never used to, but it really does now. I’ve never been particular concerned about my health. I’m young with no diagnosed major health issues (although my anxiety now has me convinced that I have about 27 different ones) The stress from all of this anxiety has caused actual physical symptoms to manifest which, in turn, make me more anxious so I’m stuck in a vicious cycle of freaking out. I’ve always been really good at listening to the rational part of me that speaks up when I’m anxious but I can’t seem to do this lately. The rational voice is still there but nothing it can say or do is enough to convince me that I’m not dying. 

I’m really starting to struggle with every aspect of life because of how exhausted I am and how worked up I get (I do get anxious about a lot of other things too). I’ve been talking to friends and family who have been really great but I feel like I’m being a huge burden with how needy I’ve been lately. I’ve been trying to deal with things constructively: giving up alcohol, going for walks, trying to eat healthier etc. I also saw my doctor and was prescribed a low dose of an antidepressant (which I have had before) and have only been taking this for about a week. I’m hoping to have some success with this, but was also really hoping you guys might be able to offer some tips and advice on getting through the panic attacks in the meantime, until the SSRI starts working to a noticeable degree. If anything, I’ve been getting worse as time goes on so any advice or support at all would be greatly appreciated! Sorry for the super long post!!",5.780267603129449,6.544465680743244,6.710789473684213,74.69736842105266,67.02364864864866,9.745092460881935,30.44381223328592,9.811843763644266,2.96569527027027,2441,88,433,52,38,814,273,592,0.245,0.637,0.11800000000000001,-0.9979,2,1,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,1,7,27,49,6,11,27,0,49,23,6,8,5,80,94,42,3,5,16,0,6,1,1,3,15,5,1,2,29,28,2,0,11,0,0,3,9,32,0,1,19,12,39,17,80,69,15,60,0,7,1,1,17,25,1,15,31,291,68,4,0.05582518679425333,0.0,0.054477329431183004,0.0,0.0,0.16365517931673704,0.0,0.05966014715964544,0.0,0.057818057523402064,0.0,0.08928676342055983,0.09290205495058364,0.0,0.0,0.07592608269463386,0.0,0.2989428056814371,0.18919971320950912,0.0,0.03903426860678693,0.0,0.09187874423497608,0.0,0.0,0.3175460458204881,0.0,0.0,0.04661169915359134,0.03403051571912631,0.0,0.09500624448523598,0.0,0.0,0.09874568226766382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734784459313268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755331630914892,0.09616430316888573,0.05666138948521679,0.173813190696297,0.05832543841466317,0.0,0.05713944419962575,0.04885299716294623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057123102863682815,0.0,0.0,0.09888909141281256,0.05768234097153711,0.06225983999727961,0.0,0.0,0.0940702551894439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262701779522973,0.0,0.11290756720943225,0.03988152460021432,0.0,0.0,0.051023209371415884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313040083687682,0.0,0.14583178000191346,0.053552606019186065,0.06345348029421738,0.04682351807497187,0.0,0.12309493104177285,0.0614977370410798,0.11055142349935153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373582522354717,0.0,0.06615311513898489,0.0,0.058982374863568124,0.0,0.11089401336073804,0.0549765638648,0.0,0.0,0.0630198408256212,0.0,0.058266991174333975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061360125414720634,0.04550497812574399,0.18891972683370184,0.05911081229446907,0.0,0.0,0.03943098037969295,0.027273366428568053,0.0,0.04929466270415992,0.04940353359673411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047460577484902684,0.05038441064262491,0.0,0.037263745674843834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592217012075862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861116511386574,0.0,0.0,0.1047763122090824,0.0,0.05356577234269986,0.06355734517210418,0.0,0.0,0.037828591338975995,0.04245757013629044,0.05940193471740723,0.26199531397848874,0.0,0.06045323717343677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127929111112504,0.0,0.0,0.10693019488392144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218673973140312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878885839544029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164230682020607,0.0,0.06306657106983636,0.0,0.04617917139776905,0.0,0.0558655030765192,0.0,0.0,0.04297695616607867,0.0,0.0624917261408068,0.07902670908726411,0.0,0.04458206628622426,0.0,0.06394756285919938,0.11672121236979695,0.0,0.0,0.06334976041572493,0.0,0.05802374416148831,0.04197359293906038,0.044870170524728775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112633206215993,0.0,0.0,0.044318962580761116,0.06510423070797841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580327474359115,0.06072177262621443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048215037431160984,0.06148355633088606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044779597522991835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381348794322382,0.0,0.08128280172196442,0.05669318700861713,0.1137812692449578,0.03965661099578074,0.061036078174876,0.0,0.0
anxiety,humanqualitiesx,2020/03/06,"Does anyone else have really disturbing intrusive thoughts? It’s absolutely terrifying and disturbing. I feel crazy sometimes. But no matter how hard I try, when I’m going to sleep at night or when I’m driving ill randomly think of scary catastrophic events. It completely ruins my day, and then I’ll get stuck on the thoughts and fling myself into panic attacks. Does anyone else go through this? I feel like I’m crazy whenever I try and talk about it with anyone and I feel so alone in my head. It makes me feel like I’ll live in fear the rest of my life and it’s really depressing.",3.605789473684212,5.742156245614037,4.692842105263158,81.72189473684213,74.26315789473685,8.770526315789473,25.43508771929825,9.3871,2.30669403508772,468,16,90,12,10,153,73,114,0.359,0.597,0.044000000000000004,-0.9913,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,4,2,0,1,4,2,2,0,21,16,13,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,3,5,10,2,11,13,1,14,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,8,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635790287144422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31668219104425205,0.30937026951676777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717485364136099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828766736476613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736223465169724,0.0,0.13002900320972266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642272159451623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25222972720858805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988160658961024,0.30533696881874584,0.2157039449926683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788748438457305,0.0,0.17159782832002954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523818035908022,0.0,0.15493730139714545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663356163147487,0.14751122959429475,0.0,0.13330800814361424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077268895613004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416737706985824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712908220429807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342865611507848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107759198529336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931177034262036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134281339166415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673456015592473,0.0,0.2397043533937829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499549063713374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jac5978,2020/03/06,"SOLUTION: Sweaty Hands / Feet So I have had my fair share of panic / anxiety attacks, depression and overall general anxiousness resting state of mind.  One side effect of this has been constant sweating hands and feet.  This sweating has increased my anxiousness and decreased my overall comfort level - here are two things that have really really helped me.  

I have no incentive in any of these products - they have just helped me so much that I wanted to share 

Hand deodorant - Carpe Hand anti-perspirant (you just rub this into your hands out of the shower and before bed and it really really helps with hands not sweating

Darn Tough Hiker Micro Cushion Socks (they aren’t cheap) - looking for wool socks I was surprised at how much other bullshit synthetic material (that make feet sweat) are in supposedly “wool socks”.  These are great and keep my feet warm and interestingly enough, keep my feet from sweating (or feeling the un-comfort of sweating. )

Hope this helps",7.414321357285428,9.395106275449102,6.5129491017964085,73.15509231536926,64.08982035928142,9.638522954091815,33.677145708582835,9.928628108626363,3.6544415169660662,776,33,119,17,12,236,104,167,0.107,0.665,0.228,0.9654,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,1,6,12,1,1,2,0,13,17,17,3,0,24,20,11,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,12,10,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,2,3,10,15,8,15,17,5,10,0,1,1,0,10,7,1,2,1,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969427717694996,0.0,0.12339939742394547,0.3644619441441766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835099756523534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726035831479966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431553895271198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893346465353118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667322938799067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156165531849513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784151381917793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324826712935513,0.0,0.0,0.1602142268788078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867541090993012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545723616532213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767366105657353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287406534659365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715837957845806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093057836327562,0.0,0.0,0.1892589843348362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133495250132759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071651892536982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757347966933316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514303553820387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Suicidal-Giraffe,2020/03/06,"Zoloft and productivity I've been on Zoloft for almost 3 weeks now, while my anxiety does feel generally dampened and thankfully I don't have any physical side effects that I can notice. I do see a significant drop in my productivity, it's almost as if now that I'm less anxious about my work I ""don't have a reason"" to do it anymore.

Curious if anyone else can relate to or elaborate on similar a experience",4.547666666666668,6.087539100000001,7.162500000000001,67.45916666666668,70.5,10.833333333333336,32.083333333333336,10.864195022040775,4.035208333333334,328,15,59,11,6,119,55,80,0.075,0.831,0.094,0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,2,0,11,13,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,8,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,4,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923978265852235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719705953535693,0.0,0.18808653403528686,0.2777581791033056,0.2438326389580852,0.17191496520152566,0.2519183930566993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151586697284208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538918513006368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405037641183077,0.0,0.0,0.12431704999606127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799196494145109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527908165688557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959230748307307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263600390739409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721857805131152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899310693225587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,msannethropik,2020/03/06,"I can’t speak in cohesive sentences when my anxiety surpasses its threshold and it’s driving me INSANE. I HATE THIS. 

know I’m not dying. But that “I’m dying” feeing is there and I’m trying not to focus on it but it makes me dizzy and I’m trying to be goddamned productive and I can’t even have a conversation with the delivery guy or an office call confirming an appointment. 

Overwhelming angst with absolutely NO catalyst is more frustrating than panicking over losing my wallet or phone. It makes **no sense** and as I age, my body can withstand the physical aftermath anymore. I don’t just bounce back; I’m completely functionless.  

Fuck this. Seriously, FUCK this.",2.1545288624787773,5.034373137096778,3.9891341256366735,78.08659592529713,91.82258064516128,8.416977928692699,25.881154499151105,8.6894789155246,3.1620064516129034,535,24,90,18,19,179,83,124,0.302,0.69,0.008,-0.9917,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,4,1,5,0,8,3,1,2,0,17,19,11,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,7,0,0,0,1,10,0,9,18,1,8,0,2,0,2,5,3,2,2,4,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675995518713389,0.0,0.2172736141403624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168462968875224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433542295483619,0.0,0.0,0.2237104490670972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297066276560445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547516252043858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470368550771812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050814102487384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169287582702699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163012434942337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204034773337989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245100260271732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292482098262278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974888923622733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,motrep,2020/03/06,"Relationship anxiety causing me to give up too early Hey. So I was officially diagnosed 5 years ago with GAD. And my diagnosis was a blessing and my meds along with diet and excersizes had helped alot in my day to day. But there are still things that affect me deeply..one is relationship anxiety.

More backstory; I'm 34m with 3 girls I raise most days. Their mom and I ended our marriage in 2015 after she met someone else. We weren't happy but also didn't have a bad marriage...but I was comfortable.

Now I'm not a bad looking guy and I def have some endearing qualities..I recognize this. But whenever I meet someone new and the initial rush of meeting them and the constant talking and attention dies off..my brain begins to panic and by my own coping mechanisms start taking over..I detatch myself (idk if that's the word but I start severing any care or attachment I have to that person mentally and start pulling away)

This has happened countless times..and I've hurt people unintentionally. I've also probably done this as a reaction to  rejection isn't even coming..but I make it happen to get it ""over with"" when I perceive they are pulling away or I am getting too attached.

This is really excruciating for me because I thrive off intimacy and closeness and vulnerability that come from relationships...but then my brain defaults to the times I allowed this vulnerability and was hurt (my ex wife..my dad) and I do the detatching thing to avoid that happening again.

So I guess this was partially to tell my feelings to people who may also understand and maybe find out what has helped others through this mind block.",3.297507203179336,6.098165711475412,4.6506110283159465,78.18180824639842,78.77049180327869,8.024838549428713,27.93094883258817,8.841846274778883,2.7219398907103822,1302,57,230,33,33,430,186,305,0.132,0.8,0.068,-0.9620000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,3,0,13,11,0,2,10,0,22,4,2,4,0,50,43,30,1,1,8,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,19,24,1,2,5,0,0,4,4,7,0,0,10,2,32,4,30,32,5,33,1,3,1,0,25,9,0,8,20,154,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528678080769123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578882940174921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309948002528302,0.0,0.16446494783994306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019879545307084,0.0,0.17950569028702254,0.0655272316383094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399972947905381,0.0,0.0,0.10959710803788426,0.11042575809393147,0.0,0.09259640309634216,0.0,0.1161626256692976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797385296224327,0.0,0.0,0.10910395905812008,0.11156160843553924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000349335694568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979728876541211,0.0,0.09520761385152003,0.0,0.0,0.0709986507229563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054352102472636304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824739909926247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232216293497532,0.10311786187483674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118416555704967,0.10643577657442613,0.28516927565251937,0.11442916444554928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410167606331195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23014870346708566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026773122698224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175295592638263,0.0,0.10799198488287573,0.0,0.11940139523769575,0.0,0.1083284822681638,0.0,0.1085381096703354,0.12589545644591155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381819594481788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612083055775675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149045352574035,0.0938594526498784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589651300212682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886329014782322,0.0,0.0,0.2308162568149681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143741356245212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215832050340391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282540256536874,0.0,0.08584469916834052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082197078383067,0.08639945635533941,0.09395433191290974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282822792331568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626805077161664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119048519368541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692224922577684
anxiety,zilbra,2020/03/06,"Anyone else using magnesium for anxiety? I’m taking magnesium chloride (between 500 ~ 1000mg as it is powder) for anxiety & to ease my compulsive drug addiction behavior (currently using only tobacco) and it is helping big time. It decreased intensity and duration of my intrusive thoughts and mind-loops, my depressive anhedonic mood and constant fight-flight feeling on social occasions. 

The subjective feelings from it are mild but very nice, some sort of stimulation like feeling more disposed but keeping me relaxed at the same time. 

Does anyone else use it psychiatrically? If so, what’s your experience with it and formulation? I’ve tried magnesium glycinate but it made me somewhat more anxious, probably from the glycine molecules activating the NMDA receptors.",9.175555555555556,11.501714622047244,9.332230971128613,53.28860017497814,60.25984251968504,13.8334208223972,46.39457567804024,12.838901577100673,7.598865966754158,635,41,79,26,9,209,95,127,0.052000000000000005,0.812,0.135,0.9025,1,0,2,0,1,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,5,0,24,14,11,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,3,12,12,5,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,5,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750402146065027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397277068778605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456645033881227,0.1813934354242532,0.0,0.22454241484026605,0.3290368831667516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351438177015432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829492408638766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051204680757515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620513068236308,0.0,0.2682639266285917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706397610584308,0.0,0.0,0.24356038968926802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762374339467616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427180911677482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844424626454154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193106191649844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212549337137694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211738130268199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311688408396395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367641826659754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072535562278025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747115850108715,0.18725419613659053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901350897072168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160313996964831,0.0,0.13248344353567187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chepethemethman,2020/03/06,"i need advice or someone who relate sitting in my room and drawing, listening to music, doing my normal stuff and the air feels just off, the vibe just feels weird, like seeing pictures of other schools when you were in school or other peoples homes, the vibe just doesn’t feel good, not scary or frightening, just i guess i’d say, unsettling? i don’t kno, no idea if this is even an anxiety thing it’s just torture because i constantly feel discomfort no matter where i am, it’s like a needle poking you in the leg constantly, no matter what you do, say, go, it’s still there and it ruins the mood, of anyone related please help.",6.387177700348432,6.2737893902439055,6.612450638792101,78.95121951219512,65.66666666666667,9.630197444831591,30.579558652729386,9.23628265651192,2.509609523809524,497,16,94,8,7,160,83,123,0.146,0.7020000000000001,0.152,-0.0629,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,10,8,1,1,7,0,7,1,1,0,0,24,16,8,0,3,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,11,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,8,10,3,7,15,0,13,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,6,6,63,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752603670850759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372035295183587,0.0,0.0,0.12540685128606774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933110767277557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876308587154579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184600803778682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627423542308428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192968192898033,0.15043166370222533,0.0,0.0,0.19757607453158374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021563758764535,0.0,0.1799043391094775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246619415628592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752443240185718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298698384265986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572654750990133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433985904016005,0.0,0.0,0.19687426514128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852552784534741,0.0,0.3630269114865473,0.14292005282963302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151964080081832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323046790250465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053147419775732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915327395478105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notadaleknoreally,2020/03/06,"I have realized that anxiety is a physical reaction to risk, and reducing that risk lowers my anxiety. For example: I have to speak publicly for one of my hobbies, but HAAATE it and spend the week dreading it. 

But if I prepare my speech, practice behind a podium, film how I look so I can correct things, and prepare.. it’s routine by the time I get on stage to address my peers. I sound better and my speech is better received. 

I eat dinner at the restaurant I take a date to before I go so I eliminate that anxiety and focus on the date. 

Preparation lowers my anticipation anxiety.",4.094811507936505,5.918536080357146,5.909761904761902,74.85746031746035,72.125,9.263492063492064,32.98015873015873,9.725611199111238,3.6066932539682544,459,23,80,12,9,158,66,112,0.157,0.76,0.083,-0.4939,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,3,7,0,5,2,0,1,1,11,9,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,7,5,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,5,17,2,12,9,0,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,4,60,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7209686027794304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004880307706064,0.0,0.0,0.4167584455571321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410893824232001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230972829408048,0.0,0.13390344370159868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978543176328444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159656448383367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715052391165656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565298096582101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738695893306482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899333143265348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,h1forster,2020/03/06,"Anxiety at new job. Hi.
So I deal with anxiety pretty much all day, everyday right until I’m actually asleep. Social anxiety? I don’t know. Depression here and there, it comes when I least expect it. 
Anyway, I recently started a new job, training is going ok. 
Today I had to deal with customers, and I was getting orders wrong, not to mention dealing with rude customers. Felt like I was under a microscope, constantly being judged. I know that part of life is being judged, but it was like a heavy burden on me. I felt a slight panic attack coming on, and I was trying not to cry. I’m very hard on myself, almost a perfectionist. I know that I’m overly sensitive, and I over think everything. I was worried I’d get fired. 
Anyway, how do you deal with anxiety while on the job? I’m trying my best here. I know other people have it worse than I do, and that I shouldn’t sweat the small stuff.",1.7472039473684229,4.15702794886364,3.778313397129185,84.47266746411485,82.01136363636363,6.659808612440193,21.194976076555022,7.85451343220497,1.1981181818181823,693,21,132,13,19,235,103,176,0.213,0.677,0.11,-0.9532,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,8,10,2,1,7,1,15,3,2,1,1,26,32,11,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,8,4,20,4,18,21,5,25,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,13,91,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.10974235652465092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261000204607292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441189028706898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793670959016534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801727131488082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374446082149716,0.0,0.12152667126006605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352934924294665,0.07252582292571233,0.4637552261480209,0.09685953178592978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106960377251983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159537869210128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175088673449822,0.0,0.06391222302824526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073988499345952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33479032793785146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721493619344395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943210051093011,0.10988216689337686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266924625526287,0.0,0.0,0.21722442475288609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194471652072873,0.0,0.1217805787513346,0.0,0.07796391249226363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144097679122358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103827368350183,0.0,0.0,0.09603814192472032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463632047548965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959803990189906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873700115536654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205826371758367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659661772069323,0.0,0.0,0.15270260289017626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278926464601836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420611116919176,0.11460386132804885,0.0,0.12295468815877035,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nobodythinksofyou,2020/03/06,"Festival Anxiety A guy I'm seeing bought me a ticket for a folk music festival this summer. He knows I have a lot of anxiety, so he said it was no pressure and he would easily be able to sell the ticket if need be. 

I do WANT to go, but I'm also freaking out inside about it. I've never even been to a concert, let alone a multi-day music festival. Assuming people don't stare at the stage the whole time, what do people do at these things?? If I'm having too much anxiety would it be completely inappropriate to say, find somewhere to sit out of the way and read a book or something?",1.8200826446280969,3.6682205950413262,4.400826446280995,83.1030578512397,78.58677685950414,7.705785123966942,22.570247933884296,8.575989854853784,1.550728925619834,456,14,93,10,11,161,79,121,0.122,0.7809999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.2438,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,11,0,14,0,0,0,1,17,24,8,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,5,2,1,3,2,0,0,4,5,3,3,13,14,3,11,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,5,3,63,10,2,0.1941209165552209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105072574590413,0.0,0.1552384268352547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44550590949729024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353208770315706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251919319553735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821503458675648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742300093454913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032339039660956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221022703669347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668377903820134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198501789272197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650346614255806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270120950701692,0.14393819992849394,0.1497180180222914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691580028730932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941734484321311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465344488661345,0.1543727442877885,0.0,0.0,0.15468923757471986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944376545411844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896531128888006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319346752240783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144975460837905,0.15408414797661846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672907087631507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757958590392845,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wildxdaze,2020/03/06,"Shallow Breathing? Curious if anyone has had any issues with consistent shallow breathing and for what helps to soothe your mind? I've caught myself breathing extremely shallow, regularly over these last few months and it's so difficult to regulate. It's also SUPER annoying!",6.515217391304348,10.126796608695656,6.467565217391307,65.07960869565218,72.04347826086956,9.76695652173913,37.46086956521739,9.888512548439397,5.282805217391304,228,13,28,7,5,72,38,46,0.107,0.665,0.228,0.7746,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425341571433561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29127807689145696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994972554656252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870995735266497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44706368439342653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491449063891007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43248969545713184,0.0,0.3418877326322152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MangaRocker,2020/03/06,"Let me vent for a little bit I have traveled a whole lot in my life, but I'm not all that happy about it. What sucks most about traveling so often is the fact that there is NEVER anything concrete, every single fucking time it happens, I am forced to leave a whole bunch of the hard work I put into making friends, integrating myself, getting comfortable in the new space and lots of stuff like that. It really sucks, the worst part is when I try to talk about it with someone at school and feel bad about it, it feels horrible. You see, I absolutely adore talking to other people, I love talking about life, games, anime and whatever the fuck else comes to mind, so when I try to convince myself it's a good topic to talk about and it ends up being interesting to the other person I feel really bad, I don't fucking care about this topic, to me it's like unnecessarily derailing a conversation, we're talking about ourselves here, we don't need to talk about ""Oh wow! you've been to \_\_\_\_! That's really cool blah blah blah"", it feels like pandering, and I absolutely hate it, I don't know if I'm paranoid or what but I always feel like I'm being talked down to and patronized, I hate that feeling so much. I recently moved to Colombia, I've lived 3 years here if you put separate years together, I came to Colombia this time and only had like half a week to get ready for school and all that jazz, so, I started school here and there's where this comes from, this uncomfortableness. I've been in this school for about 5 or 6 weeks now, and it sucks. Let's start off with the most simple problem. Since I move so much from country to country I end up in a lot of different schools with a lot of different systems, so I always end up missing big important chunks of information, which ends up being very troubling here in Colombia, since the schools ask a lot from you. So that sucks, it would obviously be easier with a shoulder to lean on and use as support buuuuuut... nope, no such thing exists here right now, and that gets us to our next problem. I don't really have friends at this new school, I feel bad about saying that but I truly feel it, strongly. People have tried to talk to me but it's never been anything interesting, like life, just the generic ""Are you liking this school so far?"", which I've heard a million fucking times by now, it honest to god feels like torture because of how awkward I end up being, you see, I love talking to people, a lot, but I'm super socially awkward, so I end up feeling terrible after saying something serious-sounding to someone who's trying to talk to me, I need to warm up a whole lot before I can get in my comfort zone and talk and act myself, speaking of. I act differently around so many people, I just don't know what to do, it feels like a fucking puzzle game without a proper way to do anything, I feel so fucking lost all the time, the crushing crushing loneliness doesn't help me a fucking bit. One of the things I hate most about feeling this horrendous stress is how it reflects on my mind and feelings, I'm getting so mad about so many insignificant things, it ends up being this constant thing and every time I calm down I feel like absolute fucking trash for getting so mad, and all this comes back to me only to make it worst.

Now, I've said a whole lot of nothing, so let me talk about something a bit more relatable and understandable by the average human being.

We all have something we want to end up doing, even if we aren't fully sure of it or even know it. What sucks is when you know exactly what you want to do but aren't the slightest fucking bit good or descent at it. I hate it. I want to be an animator and/or musician (Singer-Piano). I've bought all these art things and my parents got me a piano for my birthday when I had previously show interest in it. Absolutely all these things (including my parents, aunts, uncles, cousins and even grandparents ) are screaming for me to get a move on and fucking do something. It all feels so fucking crushing for me, keeping in mind that I'm only 14 (15 in July 14th 2020) and have to keep up with all these fucking things, I've got severe whiplash from all of it, and that isn't even the end of it, but I don't want to spend another hour and forty minutes writing this, I've got a headache and am super tired, as you can probably guess. I just hope things get better.

If you read through all this I want to say thank you, thank you for taking this time out of your day to read this super long post, I appreciate it a whole lot :) .",5.8846512024560775,5.765193239467852,6.3763303769401345,80.24284453351528,66.71618625277162,9.200102336687703,31.75857069759509,8.786649364141006,2.392937676957189,3570,130,716,51,52,1162,326,902,0.172,0.66,0.168,-0.927,6,0,4,0,0,0,114.0,6,12,0,7,59,79,24,3,38,1,48,19,1,5,17,138,143,64,0,15,20,4,18,13,2,1,4,7,0,2,76,41,0,2,23,9,2,13,16,39,0,3,13,28,77,40,119,118,40,94,0,2,2,14,55,37,17,24,51,486,153,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629834775616443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03547358347756015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351733710990222,0.03011576946986572,0.03162637521725433,0.0,0.0,0.0260130929110722,0.08473962120161199,0.02062238353388497,0.0,0.0287867399374646,0.0,0.0,0.02991978359726117,0.14773388761540174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869237537196422,0.034491821791545293,0.0,0.0,0.08742434972918604,0.0,0.03655808675205574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021817476762845244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603508662901208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028260527462001073,0.0,0.269669127047292,0.0,0.0,0.08937727836139177,0.0,0.05700627335943737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736864964479105,0.12084038088195093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522737695408104,0.37530219602695136,0.1413977465848787,0.0,0.0,0.05674980397697341,0.08117054692533847,0.0,0.037267431683803816,0.0,0.029915655051867364,0.036012541010178915,0.030304931557795477,0.13360002809788954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022675458411369115,0.0,0.0,0.03360070846430912,0.0333156216247943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601391112917625,0.0,0.0,0.07436807895793704,0.0,0.0,0.03582096293212805,0.0,0.10378004653781864,0.07168514346523086,0.1652757270539986,0.03390643160042281,0.02987240771926745,0.029938383131479014,0.0,0.0,0.03692931509834422,0.25884862155495164,0.06106558295953105,0.0,0.04516342106351752,0.06859638594682285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024756182903933,0.0,0.0,0.10786743987025668,0.04973771510386249,0.05016886125449554,0.05218338479423689,0.06534622632580038,0.03597846585330332,0.0,0.0,0.03246068648084201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022924005195152263,0.07718745456231495,0.0,0.0,0.07512816626326109,0.036634468109304714,0.0,0.0938135290588986,0.02953895018044207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0323996778134326,0.0,0.03647433718186312,0.06474126109424788,0.0,0.06801675540175886,0.0,0.0,0.06767807849853562,0.0,0.08668916084673171,0.0,0.03340292957940896,0.0,0.0,0.02889053643604472,0.032179967031973705,0.08070864572605345,0.0,0.27390119285003794,0.05391607579714866,0.0,0.0,0.038218140080616164,0.0,0.05596885993159165,0.0,0.0,0.03448530685013956,0.05732790254354862,0.10417559116539783,0.0,0.0,0.04788993260253049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03875201828335632,0.0,0.03872712391147273,0.0,0.03838975191723438,0.031884265688741795,0.0,0.025435862889317748,0.3262941555499415,0.0,0.062292024738281875,0.0,0.0,0.17980057585571746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835886588552695,0.038882475543177315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918730834283652,0.0,0.0,0.03521810273753776,0.04069318557192268,0.029218158261621236,0.0,0.027913197583840046,0.09976871161219747,0.026852587586882342,0.05427258536038735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884928900061151,0.0,0.032610801341383486,0.0,0.02462855875670684,0.0,0.0,0.024031779252449918,0.0,0.0,0.04357067279724662
anxiety,Hallonsorbet,2020/03/06,"Hypochondria and motor functions Hi guys... I am a hypochondriac. I've been for most of my life, although this past year it's been the worst it's ever been. I think it's mainly because I'm finally confronting it (along with my anxiety, they are of course linked). 

Now... I'm very scared of having or getting a neurological disease such as ALS or MS. It's gotten to the point where I'm constantly monitoring my motor functions. If my hands are cold and my movements are stiff or feel off, immediately my brain jumps to the conclusion that it's probably my motor skills getting worse due to either a muscular disease or maybe it's a brain tumour or whatever. I know on an intellectual level that it's very unlikely that I have any of these conditions. I practice martial arts and I'm doing just fine while doing that. But in my day to day life, it still takes up my mind. I'm trying to be mindful of my thoughts, and trust me it really helps, but I'm so tired of feeling like this. Every time I go down the stairs I think to myself, ""didn't that step feel a bit odd?"" Or something like that. It gets to the point of where it feels like I'm more clumsy that normal, probably because I'm subconsciously overthinking everything I do. Damn it. 

Sorry if it's a bit ranty, I just wanted to vent this. I'm going to talk about it with my therapist next time I'm there. Thanks for reading, stay strong ♥️",3.205109864422628,4.942309476702512,4.578145550880475,83.8451893408135,74.30465949820787,7.719557425588281,25.750506467196512,8.456263369488248,1.7166137135733206,1100,38,221,20,23,365,152,279,0.071,0.826,0.102,0.855,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,3,11,11,2,1,12,0,14,9,4,0,1,37,41,18,0,4,13,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,26,7,0,1,10,2,0,5,1,4,0,0,6,6,23,7,28,34,7,31,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,9,17,134,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081220028183245,0.0,0.0913675972393784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561317258598128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607845989139997,0.0,0.0,0.2666583543418932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906701562633394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540516402499636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803597163939348,0.10062930295535548,0.0,0.10734065200831136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24156009280062174,0.17064905429391358,0.0,0.13083541813745886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719987958928871,0.0,0.13575554736700668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825962058951033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005489359888046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563845965232819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872122064361358,0.17505001006486715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998870652319354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411909995346549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702068480754675,0.0,0.11702113257226958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401440796766965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258097282163155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25754268153800364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946751582451955,0.0,0.07651324420724598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957546579773992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194704815939872,0.0,0.13369792245938372,0.0,0.12730202647386346,0.0953811009794226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980040271993325,0.09599748558773068,0.0,0.1099598808988508,0.0,0.13867346682069334,0.0,0.15305850070296434,0.0,0.09481820376111684,0.139287245312452,0.13727318698480895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108865744883045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970930882225036,0.07044597244929185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171466730304525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691234972048819
anxiety,winston989,2020/03/06,"How did you overcome fear of being put on the spot? At work, I sometimes get called out in conference calls to provide an update on my function. Sometimes I nail it, other times I get flustered to where my brain moves 1000mph, making it difficult to honesty talk in complete sentences. I get all over the place with my explanation and it’s really embarrassing.

I also notice I am not breathing properly. I know it’s probably easy to reply with “well then try breathing correctly”, but in the moment of panic, logical thinking goes out the window.

Any tips?",5.265072815533983,7.190222728155341,6.042900485436893,74.66978762135922,69.29126213592232,8.645145631067964,32.29247572815534,9.188382445141503,3.201098058252427,443,20,72,9,8,145,75,103,0.11800000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.065,-0.7511,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,3,5,0,3,3,3,2,2,14,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,1,0,11,1,17,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,4,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483761186779604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166804207628865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614362987087252,0.3954147431025645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300658181667885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178760028588252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034749208265278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640832884010737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924265968438334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578710962529667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043732275863254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271710115972319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022913867474587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875479476982894,0.0,0.0,0.1946412863379489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240377439286738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829896874075665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562418844605522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406369193337055,0.0,0.0,0.11290120975526567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145507333232978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408737178294292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409574546371617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ladybird0001,2020/03/06,"When to stop the meds? How do you know when it’s the right time to talk to your doctor about stopping anti anxiety medication? 

I’ve been on Lexapro for over a year and I can tell I’m able to process my emotions better without getting as overwhelmed or panicking. I’m terrified of starting the conversation with my doctor, working up the courage to actually stop the meds, and then screwing up all the progress I’ve made so far with mental health. Any thoughts or personal experience?",6.390805860805857,7.5123615054945025,6.404120879120878,76.16171245421246,65.81318681318682,9.583150183150185,38.24358974358975,9.725611199111238,3.8396578754578763,391,21,70,8,6,124,67,91,0.20199999999999999,0.71,0.08800000000000001,-0.8219,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,3,5,4,1,1,7,0,3,5,0,2,1,15,10,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,16,7,1,15,0,1,0,1,6,6,1,2,9,42,6,3,0.17595808239462793,0.0,0.17170970615862136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965752988809507,0.0,0.1346074514134397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562062479615332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36020110662651544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979291593835425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721207682907851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919308356491641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703521341460755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670196038268827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664957920502415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908995252604609,0.1772592562834477,0.17732436127112658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536398105273607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150267240946384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245440363701975,0.0,0.0,0.44132650728984907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142844145510275,0.15379511967932738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969106271280327,0.10260257286172283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961731234960825,0.0,0.12809957963393606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133112360497982
anxiety,furybuilt,2020/03/06,"I went from very anxious to not through 3 years of obsessive problem solving. I had a weird 2 years of making good money because my music care took of* - this allowed me to work on myself and straighten out my life.

Any questions as someone who walks between worlds? I don’t know how to prove it outside of my super positive Instagram, haha.

I’d love to do something to make anyone feel even a little bit better.

Jesse

*not the way you think. You wouldn’t know me",2.011758241758244,4.531864296703301,3.1304285714285736,88.82707142857143,81.85714285714286,4.958681318681318,25.583516483516483,6.2581,0.9788276923076921,365,15,68,3,10,117,71,91,0.083,0.667,0.25,0.9597,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,2,9,0,1,3,1,4,2,0,4,1,16,14,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,3,1,11,6,15,10,1,10,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564176783956126,0.0,0.0,0.2419491846861596,0.0,0.14975143414368536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305549896406238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941443074084208,0.2338162818995489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183588249768682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414561225598111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082899124203598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963418385046026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540256057194706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127338290959694,0.0,0.2146528707057655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932952254908028,0.0,0.2859179667274803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493011046934384,0.0,0.0,0.23991747727037854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146408028911573,0.16487719767039705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723037977134708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794882840052456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671125238297825,0.0,0.16999680412640128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985361320818308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591705139525264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758346883779409
anxiety,desfiles,2020/03/06,"My daughter is stuck in a cycle of distraction and anxiety. My daughter is stuck in a cycle of distraction and anxiety. She'll make a plan to complete a task and, no matter how simple it is, she will get distracted. She'll realises she's distracted—usually when I remind her what she was supposed to be doing—and she gets panicky and anxious about getting distracted.  I calm her down and the cycle begins all over again.

I know exactly how she feels because I have the same cycles of behaviour myself. However, she's only six and it kills me to watch her struggle.

I'd appreciate any help.",4.479724680432646,6.350738486725668,6.0146312684365775,74.30350049164211,71.212389380531,9.623992133726649,32.024582104228124,9.994966539143718,3.660483579154376,471,22,80,13,9,160,70,113,0.25,0.677,0.07400000000000001,-0.9524,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,5,6,0,9,0,0,3,2,15,18,9,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,2,19,1,11,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,0,3,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346780525738447,0.0,0.43527905382307536,0.3214007797310592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734268107689851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29828982961651684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385029787993614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459140271027094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069243031713068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147539242724168,0.0,0.15635218324180536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899040444474535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163728884543157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297418172816674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trich_19,2020/03/06,"Took the first step last night and I only feel worse First, a little background on me, Im a 23 year old male and I have been suffering from depression and anxiety my whole life. The past couple years though, my anxiety has gotten absolutely terrible. I have a horrible time getting myself to even leave the house. I have really bad social anxiety. I have emetophobia (fear of throwing up). I have a bad stutter that has been off and on my whole life but of course, it is really bad right now as i'm going through this time my life. I feel like i'm scared of the world and I just want to stay to myself all the time but its leading me to become more depressed then i've ever been. I have this feeling that i'm not even a man, cause what kind of man is scared to leave the house or talk to people? It's shameful. My father passed away September then I lost my childhood cat in November which has led even more of a feeling of being trapped. I didn't have much of a relationship with my father and I really wish he was around now because I really think he would've been able to help me right now.

Now to yesterday, I was once again fed up with the way I was feeling so I decided that I was going to take action. I have tried exercise (although admiringly, I should do it more) and mediation to try to relieve my symptoms naturally but I haven't had any success. I wanted to try medication so I went on my insurance provider's website and saw that they have virtual office visits where they can prescribe antidepressants that aren't controlled substances. I made an appointment for two hours later and I was feeling so good, I felt like it was the beginning of everything getting better. I had a good conversation with the doctor and he prescribed me with 10mg lexapro daily. I went ahead and got the medication and took one right away. My impressions were that the effects of antidepressants were gradual but I can't say it went that way for me. Within 2 hours, I had the most severe anxiety I've had in a long time, my heart was pounding, I was sweating,  I had a headache, and of course the nausea. I got no sleep last night at all and started doing research on lexapro. Needless to say, im really really scared now. I saw all the stories that matched up with mine and I just don't think I can do it anymore. I think im gonna go back to trying to exercise the anxiety away. Im worried that the side effects are always gonna be to much for me. Im also worried about getting off of them when it comes time and the withdrawal that people report. I mean, if I can't handle getting on them, how am I gonna go through the withdrawal? It seems like it's going to be pretty much the same side effects.  Im sitting here with the same fog over my head since I took it last night, i'm really tired, slightly dizzy, and depressed. Im really starting to feel like there is no way out of this way of thought and i'm really scared.

I am really looking for any sort of advice from the community here. I've always had good luck with reddit, except for a few bad apples, and I figured this might be a good way to reach out for support. I am so torn on what to do with my prescription. I don't know if I want to keep taking it or not. My doctor recommended going down to 5mg for a week then 10mg after that but i'm honestly not sure if i'm going to listen.",3.562951541850218,4.726015792951543,5.0046193832599135,83.44065594713658,72.4214390602056,8.326120411160058,27.129544787077823,8.784430282132071,1.9441876417033768,2629,92,542,49,50,882,274,681,0.151,0.73,0.11800000000000001,-0.9623,0,1,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,4,11,27,35,0,6,35,0,58,16,4,9,5,90,122,42,0,8,16,2,8,4,0,5,11,3,0,3,30,31,1,2,20,2,0,21,12,17,0,4,37,14,72,18,84,76,15,100,0,5,3,0,21,31,0,10,45,361,102,6,0.05012153777900902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048978186632768636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008217565346068,0.08341026916962474,0.0,0.0,0.06816872886098425,0.0,0.19171419606130066,0.0,0.04970709741781371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044618795006409716,0.0,0.0,0.14127250393053015,0.03854036873416787,0.16739756186976348,0.03055362421878956,0.055355300627684484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432842708196917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051488625912046684,0.0,0.043175266732360815,0.0,0.0,0.056215566540021605,0.0,0.055458528225588784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950882113575513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260303549644127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931440898666352,0.04533780043330536,0.0,0.0,0.04504600630036061,0.0,0.0,0.05640066461834689,0.17740068839340978,0.07161367320816166,0.04812453637458315,0.0,0.0,0.08526670886045126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474573919739699,0.0,0.19939657479771547,0.16815827155511834,0.08017354490297396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143915782526258,0.0,0.0,0.0593942635939211,0.033595410256597326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871923699477272,0.11566705030099815,0.0,0.0,0.3789790319027655,0.0,0.0,0.044550325723534887,0.0,0.05219386868680137,0.02754548637189013,0.1225672287672797,0.0,0.10614294305845932,0.0,0.0,0.1062069732098553,0.09794740648863877,0.05023494825499682,0.0,0.044355983701610285,0.04208946830251088,0.0,0.05471357926779477,0.0,0.0,0.04742621093458215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054597048273637344,0.0,0.1009843525182804,0.0,0.05317103094259189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105352919768686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411070036385449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259412254890378,0.05337780194461053,0.03396365115464973,0.03811968804392908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784667918027796,0.06949592681162067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099162293934535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210914053655797,0.0,0.0,0.05381177411277335,0.0,0.128410558211532,0.0,0.0797173171461784,0.20072161235899627,0.0,0.0,0.0456287655607004,0.0,0.0566230711617566,0.0,0.041461053992476335,0.0,0.050157734954168434,0.05109259581161133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095256482824354,0.053422890389619664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568773271045245,0.0472389561926812,0.05209546894644634,0.07537031741494953,0.04028579349666018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634757276938696,0.0492441563869293,0.03979090236643456,0.14613135872834945,0.05760733450090734,0.0,0.0,0.16706061804907052,0.13611693635119604,0.0,0.04896145946580754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868894475897507,0.1989207186171404,0.0402044743217679,0.0,0.0,0.13938950300202207,0.0,0.11191781397391708,0.05763729487254424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180170914384963,0.05107812899957738,0.03560490238103599,0.0,0.0,0.06455325406103155
anxiety,caught_red_wheeled,2020/03/06,"Did a lot of job stuff without my perfectionism giving me an anxiety induced panic attack! Had an anxiety accomplishment that I’m pretty excited about!

So, I am currently looking for a job and new career, which is difficult for a number of reasons, but especially since one of my anxiety triggers is anything relating to jobs (although I mostly seem to be OK being at work and can hold down a job). I recently discovered that the reason is because of my perfectionism and fear of failure after having difficulties with and choosing not to pursue my original career in teaching years ago. I’ve only recently started learning techniques related to perfectionism and getting rid of the uncomfortable thoughts. Before that, I had very little control over it.

I’ve done jobs stuff at home before my perfectionism training, but it never lasted very long at once. I tried using a stopwatch to time myself and tried to go as long as I could so I could figure out how long it took me before I started having anxiety attack symptoms. Unfortunately, that time is very short, lasting only about half an hour to 45 minutes. There were times when I would get to an hour, but I would be feeling pretty sick. Some of my symptoms were stomach pain, rapid heartbeat, and severe loss of concentration.

Today, I decided to and got an opportunity to do a long stretch of job related things. I decided to use the stopwatch again because I found out that was actually a technique that can control perfectionism alongside other ones, and didn’t want it becoming an issue again. This was also One of the first times I had a long stretch since my training and discovery of my job related perfectionism.

I expected to last an hour max, like I normally did.

Instead, I went over two hours with almost no anxiety related symptoms. The only problem I had with some mild frustration when I was reading a book about a career I was interested in but not understanding all of it, and even then, I never felt out of control. I even got what I want to do done that day in terms of job goals.

I couldn’t believe it. It’s a big improvement for me! Even though I still have more to go, the fact that I have physical proof that I am improving makes me happy beyond words! I feel like I can only get better from here!",7.598569182389937,7.735692221698116,8.165094339622641,67.9891823899371,63.10377358490565,11.123270440251574,37.477987421383645,10.775791032727817,4.2739610062893085,1818,84,303,43,24,606,205,424,0.17,0.72,0.11,-0.9738,9,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,10,20,17,3,2,24,1,38,6,1,12,5,70,64,26,0,10,7,0,3,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,23,17,0,4,15,2,0,4,8,9,0,6,22,4,42,8,55,34,7,60,0,1,1,0,1,18,0,6,40,232,65,18,0.0,0.0,0.059580974081518766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054121665734776295,0.0,0.06113786714357405,0.0,0.0,0.0488257445136252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23353493676224454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050243148260615135,0.0,0.0,0.13891798972722455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443724926359525,0.0674305653787255,0.15586018944103622,0.06878819429954275,0.0,0.053998277790797015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054354718642732,0.09749506469710556,0.0,0.0,0.039375491039387714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249611382955178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097896086351408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870396619341954,0.061742590043904415,0.043617778410714264,0.05862247444293075,0.0,0.0,0.05193344016966561,0.0,0.06694377002649382,0.0,0.0,0.0956963154612596,0.058569619042311824,0.06939804509998405,0.0,0.09766268812422324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499429339449234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124324731976155,0.0,0.24050791482775366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372566583594161,0.4847021571445275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930417573322416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059656879485951324,0.061193253838302736,0.0,0.2701592282052634,0.051270910137715786,0.0,0.0,0.0519068659669519,0.0,0.0,0.04075475594004285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417892007886038,0.05896739978500154,0.0,0.0,0.059821038575660235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502169300835897,0.12411755552123895,0.1857406309940441,0.06496693523240228,0.07163500934526595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422998070248847,0.0,0.058421488740542385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107162625744768,0.0,0.0,0.12554963100209665,0.12056909867626615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055582273502324364,0.0,0.06897488873915572,0.0,0.1010108257098807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643023354923951,0.0,0.04875868482605237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397869732722097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903788915368224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056229806292387,0.0,0.05998632956765713,0.0484709325588317,0.1424068882564916,0.0,0.05787309949160387,0.0,0.06783446691844751,0.082904815543453,0.0,0.05964196483644056,0.06356051636217297,0.0,0.10546401321505004,0.0,0.15113056472436245,0.07202376430233952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659869298096443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885494138312269,0.0,0.04444884278686295,0.0,0.0,0.08674358807860437,0.0,0.0,0.03931748512801768
anxiety,CrampedNote,2020/03/06,". I know it's not all about me, but I'm feeling really bad and I have no-one to talk to at all. I can't go to therapy and I can't get prescription drugs or anything like that. I'm really lonely and I feel a need to say something to someone. I've lost the ones I've given all my love to, and I miss them to death.  I've let down all the ones I love. I feel like I'm running a pointless and endless race. I'm exhausted. I have a constant knot in my stomach and my chest always pains. All the goals I've set myself seem really good but they're all empty and pointless when I really look at them closely. I'm not helping anyone, but I really want to and I really care a lot. I'm not able to. I'm useless. My heart screams at me but I can't even talk to anyone without having a break down. 

The stars. The moon. Good Music. Wind through trees. Sunlight through the window. Certain smells... and many other things all trigger in me memories that pull me inexorably into a harrowing mental gauntlet that's leaves me reeling and battling to breathe. 

I don't know what I'm doing here. Hardly anything feels real anymore. Things are looking really bleak. Something is wrong in my soul. I want to love the whole world with all my heart and soul with good actions and deeds and a good attitude but I'm not doing okay. There's something wrong. All that calms me is knowing that I can die whenever I want to. 

And I think about it every single day and night.",0.6872099712368183,3.020259187919464,2.5399674017257894,92.01716107382549,86.31543624161074,5.419137104506231,21.601534036433364,6.868970318607317,0.6193603835091084,1130,39,237,15,35,374,143,298,0.166,0.6579999999999999,0.175,0.6145,0,2,4,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,2,6,24,1,0,14,1,14,11,5,1,10,56,47,22,2,4,11,0,5,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,11,19,0,0,9,0,0,4,9,11,0,2,2,10,33,13,29,44,12,21,2,4,2,3,9,11,0,3,6,144,44,1,0.09668534826161346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044995505542465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958858853474365,0.1352092871016801,0.0,0.15912760698747588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072822724875238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857715629339048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044825133715638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235405104944605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034412684767847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212430841695344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385976066555904,0.0,0.08146157591528651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554806860295607,0.0690720321167427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051410392610613,0.0,0.054948511531799984,0.3243803316662532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661108110461065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291452064236274,0.06480615090008746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594072165928494,0.0,0.0,0.1023758235468354,0.0,0.09886731923026043,0.0,0.0944711547900865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238268342511591,0.0,0.10554347892257993,0.08219842559125076,0.26178690496239243,0.0,0.0,0.09802376777180287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743609041110164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169096064038695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073264969841084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103298843709918,0.0,0.1028800273742633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004909343824504,0.4335737690635764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688806960335982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801870980964656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192118182625092,0.22329931413158235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542404111357028,0.0,0.0,0.11056812194880848,0.0,0.1284668984352928,0.06195206718278722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108257030708449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794573850124783,0.0,0.09320122549949672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142050080765454,0.0,0.0
anxiety,j1a1m1a991,2020/03/06,"Constantly feeling guilty for being a housewife. My mental health has gotten to the point where it was affecting my work. I have had a hard time keeping a job because I end up convincing myself that my coworkers hate me and that no matter how hard I work it’s not good enough. 

My husband makes enough for me to be home. But I feel guilty for this. We currently don’t have children. And I feel like people think I’m being lazy. 

I do all of the house work and clean the house. I sell thing on Poshmark for extra income. I have started to organize the house. I am working on figuring out the best routine for my mental health. 

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anxiety,gemini_pixie95,2020/03/06,"I feel guilty about absolutely everything I constantly feel guilty. I can’t think of anything in my life that I can’t associate with guilt. It’s debilitating...
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I even feel guilty about feeling guilty, I’m a victim to my own feelings and don’t do anything about it. It feels pathetic and weak, I feel like I should be better than that.
It’s like no matter how much I try to gain self-confidence and self-reassurance, it’s always lingering there.",2.291666666666668,4.1279824803921565,3.869215686274512,87.50813725490197,77.13725490196076,7.2784313725490195,25.058823529411764,8.167268648758528,1.4511588235294122,782,28,167,14,18,260,92,204,0.207,0.603,0.19,-0.6705,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,4,8,19,1,1,5,0,13,2,0,1,1,39,41,11,0,3,3,2,10,4,4,1,2,0,2,0,11,13,0,2,17,0,0,3,9,9,0,0,1,11,30,10,21,38,4,15,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,2,8,99,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919301727609881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664142162144956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941981169933641,0.0,0.31786776714914755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683486662576593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085502837428827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668191957711104,0.0,0.06286202554309754,0.0860910113039796,0.0,0.0,0.0855369294615061,0.0,0.08972228508107948,0.0,0.4331089249230011,0.20397858378968556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220595330022572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818000880263592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013152924035161,0.08525788283528113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919138373741327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722474141360034,0.18599030386605192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367320547462552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996439306804653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218206461614658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632192933646996,0.07584195437770241,0.0,0.1985760446553903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327017327969293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268889629983677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461740861972576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917450638232214,0.0,0.06928835238834298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040586496378228,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chugged1,2020/03/06,Fuck company events that make you speak in front of everyone That is all.,5.419285714285714,6.865190928571433,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,68.28571428571428,11.314285714285715,28.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,3.2800857142857147,59,2,12,2,1,18,13,14,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422884371904932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214114918683108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486795306512146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PyotyrAirsoft,2020/03/06,"Feel like giving everything up All my dreams for the past week have been about my friends betraying me, or me somehow doing something to make everybody hate me. Theyve been so vivid and when I wake up I dont want to do anything. It ruins the whole day for me I hate myself and dont feel good enough and I cant even try to ignore the constant thoughts about how shitty and useless I am or how everybody hates me because I believe them. 

Ive already skipped 3 classes this week, this is how I dropped out of college last semester. Im doing the exact same thing, I just cant handle it. It always ends up like this my life has been a relentless cycle of fucking up. Idk what the point of this post is. I just need to get this out and none of my friends want to listen to me.",2.9774016563147008,4.089025161490685,4.00771739130435,90.22577898550726,73.78260869565217,6.857349896480331,27.08126293995859,7.1686216300943375,1.1806890269151142,605,22,132,6,12,196,93,161,0.185,0.7140000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9278,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,11,12,4,0,6,0,16,3,1,4,2,26,30,12,0,3,4,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,4,22,5,20,26,5,17,0,2,1,1,5,7,1,3,10,94,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601122222433554,0.0,0.12517582517290918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237970207610736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170513802880162,0.0,0.0,0.16949124035072946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256919992577593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097019566855082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526226222045625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324273208792234,0.1554418711805234,0.0,0.09936237044692836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520328049594935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521311654647914,0.10747238591527283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245485872906285,0.1390767933970572,0.07859724268912521,0.14431309731904274,0.0,0.12617960960391889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455768533219349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249802165995395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262641960708105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625826326511947,0.14699206168281542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041801801613856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154729855866943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360935668472422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221180629860833,0.0,0.14407727996560066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581392799912545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994380983782647,0.0,0.0,0.11943035522314258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213700301769436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746354982330542,0.0,0.2413433405249363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795779290968862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,martincxz,2020/03/06,"Anxiety and shortness of breath? I was always scarred of suffocating, and like a week ago i started having weird anxiety fueling breathlessness effects. I started to notice that i want more air and when i start breathing more it feels like i cant fill my lungs all the way and this makes me anxious and when im more anxious i get more breathless. What to do in those situations? yesterday was fine but today im feeling bad again... i keep trying to breath deeper and failing and getting more anxious about it it always feels i dont breath enough and with the coronavirus going around my mind spirals into a place where i think i have this virus and im starting to get the respiratory syndromes. Idk guys anyone has any advice im feeling lost here...",3.8651748251748255,6.221264608391612,4.5433566433566455,82.08118881118884,74.24475524475525,6.917482517482518,29.181818181818183,7.882392219407189,2.09343076923077,601,26,107,9,13,192,88,143,0.168,0.765,0.068,-0.9338,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,5,0,8,5,5,2,1,24,25,12,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,12,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,4,14,3,11,22,7,21,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,13,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704007346171272,0.10617088836016704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993202423819966,0.0,0.0,0.08144924896365202,0.0,0.1832509133823719,0.4059257108530373,0.0,0.08374755417463295,0.0,0.0,0.10662271113625534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000484034580727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037220531620634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375676931714115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422418285033234,0.08556533172604854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877281988161024,0.0,0.06806933968765345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859337524496312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174984070465178,0.0,0.0,0.10645909442341896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170293597920256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307455783299986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994891850262874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093584678749685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363615202225453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513652715250131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134629046762019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33910170917755483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674523272531185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353010484360905,0.0,0.0,0.08131750747213558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064478647512458,0.09506965088180816,0.0960740883159002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badre98,2020/03/06,Fisher Wallace Stimulator for Anxiety. Have you guys ever heard of this Fisher Wallace Stimulator? It's basically a Cranial Electrical Stimulation that produces Alpha waves & fixes thought patterns. Many said it helped with their General Anxiety Disorder but I'm a little bit skeptical. Anyone here knows about it or used it before?,6.874606060606062,10.584560490909094,7.723181818181821,56.01810606060607,71.36363636363636,10.93939393939394,38.25757575757576,10.504223727775694,6.04639393939394,277,16,32,10,6,92,47,55,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.6643,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,12,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885831168862659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075041618052377,0.0,0.0,0.1862335976244879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266387374323801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907781659009279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052527744842323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092298253385144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26372198142343145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178524462173113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637544540396893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26694620041903905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700305476963548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533537008562176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114470217834472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300353048972775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IBstalkins,2020/03/06,"Extreme anxiety/depression? Please read 4 years ago, I couldn't leave my house. I couldn't eat because I was afraid I would choke. I wouldn't sleep because I was afraid I wouldn't wake up. I was so sure I was going to die..  I'm now living a very normal life. I thought about meds but I was so scared that I would become a zombie. You guys, I got help. I got the meds.  Yes, I slept for like, 2 days straight. Only because my mind and body were so tired from fighting. Anxiety/depression medication is not a sedative. It's a boost to your endorphins/dopamine. Please, just try it. I'm so glad I did, I'm human again. I'm myself again. If anyone has any questions AT ALL, message me. I understand. I've been there and I beat it, let me help you do the same.",-0.6169565217391266,1.5864962547770671,1.2772694544447525,98.06320963721964,96.00636942675159,4.513874273054557,18.29105510938798,6.280692351149826,-0.15406042647466078,580,18,133,7,23,189,97,157,0.124,0.685,0.191,0.8027,0,0,0,0,2,0,31.0,0,3,0,1,10,7,1,3,6,1,18,8,4,0,2,20,28,8,1,8,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,12,0,26,3,7,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,7,77,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689012965294544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734406409102196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009088340004098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26178108383673704,0.1580933082401415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900273253045893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231720966647647,0.0,0.24658256448154875,0.0,0.1485627580099135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464739069603911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135306647389103,0.0,0.22897357259968834,0.0,0.0,0.1417368639675015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189524720940604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651710534412517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157075134792491,0.0,0.146376296085473,0.1011081237179102,0.06993381550522408,0.0,0.12640037877150204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180054650609179,0.14420435070421392,0.0,0.0,0.1445364686645265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025250771174835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886884406030918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31426224188939184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603560752550832,0.0,0.14318455407303424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331393458849134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324919497900598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491323825594198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364178898206542,0.0,0.16452505879066784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718661325683013,0.0,0.0,0.14901984357850118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811029028789916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033733623757117,0.0,0.0,0.09218121278769503
anxiety,rachela97,2020/03/06,"Anyone else feel like they could just collapse after a really stressful day? I’m sure it isn’t just me that feels physically exhausted after a day of being really anxious.
Today was the last day of an internship I’ve been doing, and everything was making me anxious: handing out thank-you cards, going out to lunch with the staff, saying goodbye to everyone...
I constantly questioned everything I was saying or doing, thinking I was being awkward and visibly anxious.
And then my OCD was triggered too, which just added to everything else...

Now my body feels like I could sleep for a week, and I feel so worn out. Half of me wants to cry and the other half can’t even function.",6.4971850393700805,7.290073551181103,6.861092519685041,74.14707185039373,65.45669291338582,9.81456692913386,32.41043307086614,9.827888789773867,3.2568590551181096,539,21,91,11,8,175,79,127,0.188,0.757,0.055,-0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,7,0,14,5,3,2,1,25,24,8,0,3,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,9,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,7,7,11,3,14,13,0,15,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,13,66,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585269273955882,0.0,0.09459984343414173,0.1386234206743325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027975667737956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620340981640656,0.0,0.21604051981321631,0.0,0.14861274388954024,0.2617579129306176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260394810142747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935959193632315,0.0,0.0,0.12927802992653853,0.3647772266068284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736323379883952,0.193306349408026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688999327299638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028165660111668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219441716993865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030896779751578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155885428860252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334401271973568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518046584954886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539046671132948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497739935681482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751182507996472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455939615867123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669013766052577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824171701625914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979917510247035,0.0,0.10852369125682468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awisekebab,2020/03/06,"Need help hey guys 21M just diagnosed with anxiety , depression and adhd today and doc gave me 5mg buspar and brintellix , just wanted to know your experiences with these drugs or advice overall",8.582285714285714,9.05182165714286,8.766428571428571,63.38107142857146,61.0,12.714285714285715,34.64285714285714,12.161744961471696,4.7964285714285735,158,6,24,5,2,52,31,35,0.142,0.787,0.071,-0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693740767959804,0.3003381342886684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351213383762967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647194624651816,0.3119530235812071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564275581922523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006465465168538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043240832527324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600972659077946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891111234960332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278955777411633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29133115578127805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128255339912344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iusedmyrealusername,2020/03/06,"First panic attack in front of my [F24] SO [M22] Last night I randomly got a panic attack at night, in my boyfriends bed. We’ve been together for 6 months and I once mentioned that I can get panic attacks. 

However, I usually don’t talk about it when I get them. Last night when I got one in his bed, I think he freaked out a bit and got really worried. 

How do I explain to him that I’m alright and that he doesn’t need to worry? 

The attack usually doesn’t last that long and most of the time, there is no reason at all.",1.2400909090909096,2.9441728272727303,3.1818181818181834,91.84272727272727,79.81818181818181,6.581818181818183,21.909090909090907,7.554174236665415,0.7293818181818179,401,12,91,6,10,135,69,110,0.275,0.708,0.017,-0.9816,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,4,3,4,1,7,0,0,2,1,13,16,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,4,0,13,1,12,12,3,21,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,14,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394006476891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940902755129555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008254269992179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238588192516098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844087220058984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898644345895162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489934598049262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461314628878537,0.0,0.0,0.08789186628868345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337099340311324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623542635269386,0.08032207823863499,0.0,0.0,0.4172242613853348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593626747045576,0.12187325848263893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527358064096814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595215291437442,0.0,0.0,0.06911844887023938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610981190256837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075517704048754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fuzzybuttcuddles,2020/03/06,"I’ve been panicking nonstop for days now (I tagged this as NSFW for ED triggers and pregnancy triggers)

I’ve (20F) been underweight my whole life. I don’t have any desire to lose weight, but I’m sensitive to foods and eating. 

I’ve decided to eat more and regularly and for the first time since I was a child, I’m a healthy BMI/weight.

However, pregnancy is a huge fear of mine, and since I’ve gained weight my stomach has a slight pouch. My stomach is now a huge trigger of mine and I’ve been freaking out over possibly being pregnant for days now. 

The anxiety is irrational. I have an IUD and I’ve taken several pregnancy tests. I also have no pregnancy symptoms. But I keep freaking over being pregnant. My heart won’t stop beating, and I have a constant adrenaline rush.

I’m considering always using condoms from now on, but I feel like that won’t get rid of the anxiety either since it’s largely irrational. My partner worries that I’ll stop eating regularly to reduce the size of my stomach. I’m just not used to having a normal-sized stomach or not being underweight.

It just sucks that I should be celebrating gaining weight and being healthier, but my anxiety won’t let me. I’ve never been in panic mode for this long consistently. I just don’t know what to do to make it stop. I feel like I’m going crazy or something.",3.1001436781609217,5.313324881226059,4.655847701149425,81.05204741379312,76.04980842911877,8.02816091954023,28.49952107279693,8.841846274778883,2.5403498084291183,1058,46,197,24,24,354,130,261,0.18899999999999997,0.6920000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.9485,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,8,8,1,2,12,0,27,15,5,6,1,39,43,17,0,2,12,0,5,2,1,4,2,0,0,2,9,10,7,4,4,0,0,2,9,6,0,1,6,5,21,2,23,27,3,23,0,1,0,1,2,7,1,2,16,123,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786721395802773,0.0914250268097824,0.0,0.0,0.07471895158412797,0.0,0.2521628431013848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873613328394975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172091917184368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372894957090946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364022622527905,0.1111124760872128,0.15698983010565515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345984878307448,0.13286161297832574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057405293794567325,0.0,0.06244464818521624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020272432831306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766218870186726,0.0,0.0,0.06038457506754216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123549081539032,0.07760815280710395,0.10735901410366763,0.0,0.0,0.0972361566379114,0.0,0.12292232245436885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334259611733394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847425820470177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765443616025464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289149557416233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386785819482735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412778068101528,0.0,0.27266987702308404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458735109307508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27558193756649924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142024763260567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406915370250152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979391110878166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53519391459635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267181541219388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158367045706057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aclarkisfound,2020/03/06,"Anyone else start overthinking how much you under-thought something that you usually overthink? Like, even when I do something WITHOUT getting in my own head, I suddenly get in my head about how much I'm not in my own head. Like ""shit, I made that decision without thinking, that was probably the biggest mistake of my life, but I don't care. Why don't I care? I should be panicking"" and then I continue to panic about the lack of panic.

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WTF Brain?",5.4720689655172405,6.6918653448275895,5.6627011494252875,80.28991379310345,67.9655172413793,9.018390804597699,35.1896551724138,9.2995712137729,3.3090551724137924,363,18,66,7,6,115,56,87,0.309,0.6559999999999999,0.035,-0.9843,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,6,8,1,2,2,0,6,6,5,3,0,13,14,6,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,13,4,10,10,5,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,8,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212318659857336,0.18181586797064764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462422273475487,0.15331280808072276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670356837911773,0.0,0.0,0.3051139038649742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499600501426787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988286820658574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635017308942864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606882126860261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056875361352986,0.1462025479556677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415827764530577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199893719209588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511152772103107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613255959007297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359223390936766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303837522704249,0.0,0.0,0.10590832502626953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587635605143112,0.0,0.11878887905220305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479543543872158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501708875513851,0.0,0.0,0.28847443795716304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181586797064764,0.0
anxiety,ShadyOppossum,2020/03/06,"I avoid my teachers because I'm afraid of disappointing them. I'm the sort of person who has always gotten along with people much older than me. So in combination with my love of learning/knowledge/whatever you want to call it, it's no wonder that I've always really cherished my relationships with my teachers. I've never felt understood by a vast majority of my peers (too strange, too bookish, etc.), so teachers are the people who have always been there for me. Hell, some of the teachers I've had have been the most interesting and smart people I've ever met. I always used to jump at the chance to talk to them and soak in their wisdom! 

But since my junior year of high school (I'm a second semester frosh in college), it's as if my motivation to talk to them turned into my motivation to avoid them. I'm not sure what happened to cause this, but now I am filled with anxiety at the thought of meeting any of my professors during their office hours. I still participate in class, but since I started college, even my excitement to participate in class has suffered too. When I actually do speak in class, I become incredibly concerned that I seem like I'm just using big words to sound intelligent, or that I can't express myself in a way that makes sense. In general, I'm afraid that if I talk to my teachers, I'll just be wasting their time with awkward conversation (Anybody else's mind go blank when they're nervous talking to other people? Maybe you don't seem nervous to them, but just like you have nothing to say? Worst nightmare.) And if I can't relax around them, then I won't exactly have a great time either. 

It's probably unrealistic to expect forging close relationships with my professors at the college level, at least in the same way I did with some high school teachers, but I still want to try. I've had two professors this year that I've really felt were my kindred spirits, and I want to get to know them. Does anyone have any tips for how I can get over/work with my anxiety so I can finally reach out to them? Or at least to stop fearing participating in my classes?",7.1228992628992644,6.697159901719908,7.541953316953317,73.94103808353809,64.23341523341522,10.446683046683047,34.224815724815734,9.910423181423305,3.208740540540541,1668,64,314,31,22,549,199,407,0.11699999999999999,0.785,0.098,-0.8615,0,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,11,2,19,23,1,8,12,0,23,1,0,7,4,66,52,22,0,7,15,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,16,17,0,3,10,1,0,3,7,12,0,2,12,5,49,11,60,38,11,46,2,2,0,1,31,24,1,12,19,208,65,15,0.0,0.0,0.09524769237532273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248583013653929,0.0,0.0,0.13274850737492835,0.0,0.1493340057528224,0.0,0.0,0.06824717817806256,0.0,0.0,0.08688849765774077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059498659835802825,0.10779625286252477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966487712806762,0.0,0.0,0.10026647629808198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854141584026574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153584707990354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885456664847616,0.0644667028127047,0.08828865428101469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983194447277804,0.0,0.0,0.18743081992519695,0.10692071191071813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198840996943018,0.0,0.05547075851838405,0.0,0.0,0.1076090572651786,0.0,0.0,0.08631113764185509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062485498180599,0.0,0.0,0.09612054954825716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536407567206036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536903672597273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809166850704157,0.0,0.06515161117200735,0.0,0.09805661269204133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855249344489106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175037228631374,0.0,0.07527843364593358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365393383295392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706660577958944,0.08522428776504065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523391620343983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250555951545532,0.0,0.0,0.20958092697415545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776188366712063,0.0,0.19756147337706592,0.0,0.17771053158100672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147852904567364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908480789321979,0.0,0.15589379947306725,0.08160154395424395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199087366461298,0.0,0.0,0.313802474797622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774868914897561,0.11382767480624845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626689550687517,0.10616542293784698,0.09534519377995873,0.0,0.0,0.1685975102325483,0.0,0.0,0.1727085899081473,0.15494746006617696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584767223031333,0.07105707433399325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570790545723462
anxiety,ronjovi1990,2020/03/06,"Diagnosed with Anxiety as kid, hoping I'm not something worse Hello!

As a kid, I was diagnosed with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Generalized Anxiety Disorder ( I believe this is the correct diagnosis, I was diagnosed when I was 8-9.) Aside from my blatantly obvious OCD and worrying all the time, I had an issue that still affects me today.

During times of high stress, for whatever reason, my mind is in a hyperactive state sometimes. As a kid, I would watch scary movies or read scary stories, and then my mind would psych myself up to the point where I would be worried that I would see a monster around the corner, so I would have siblings, parents or my dogs come with me to parts of the house such as the basement or the garage. Whenever I was around people, this completely went away and my mind was at ease. I always felt like a chicken afterward but I could feel the adrenaline when it was happening. I never saw anything my mind prepared me to see, nor did I have auditory hallucinations. Whenever it happens, I know it's irrational nevertheless I cannot calm myself down. 

Right before my parent's divorce, this went absolutely crazy. Whenever it was dark, I was frightened when I was alone. I couldn't go to the garage or downstairs alone. When my parents separated and I was in a low-stress environment for the first time in my life, it went away completely for probably a year. Now I'm in another stressful bout in life with my father who is always getting in fights with me, college, and a job I really don't like. Just as an example, I've really been reading up on aliens recently. I'm not a UFO freak nor have I ever claimed to see aliens or a UFO, but I find the topic fascinating. The downside is that this is what my brain uses against me in these episodes. When I wake up before sunrise to get ready for work, I am absolutely terrified to pull my car out of the garage and go outside when it's dark. I expect to look out my window and see an alien-looking back in at me, and I often keep my eyes open when washing in the shower. My entire morning getting ready I'm in fight or flight mode, but once I get to work and I'm around other people, I'm fine. When the sun comes up, this happens to a much lesser extent.

The same thing happens when I go to my basement. I rarely have to go down there. It's dark and colder than the rest of my house. Whenever I go down there, my brain instantly hypes me up and I prepare myself to beat up a monster or ghost or alien or whatever is around the corner, even though there never is one. I know that everything is fine and I'm alone, but I can't calm myself down during these episodes. I know I'm not going to encounter anything yet I'm still in a fight or flight mode.

I have been reading up on this and I am worried that maybe I have schizophrenia or psychosis. From what I've read, I don't have either of these because I recognize that my fears are irrational when they're happening as to believing them as a schizophrenic or psychotic would, although I'm still kind of questioning my own sanity here.

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Thank you",5.549584167029141,6.083756914049591,6.281028708133974,78.38785885167465,67.46280991735537,9.8064375815572,31.95411048281861,9.811843763644266,2.983892561983471,2443,97,471,52,38,803,255,605,0.131,0.8109999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9902,5,3,1,0,4,0,68.0,0,1,1,4,32,17,3,4,35,0,45,11,4,3,7,84,90,53,1,10,21,4,2,2,0,6,7,0,2,3,27,28,0,1,8,4,0,13,12,8,0,2,19,10,73,9,75,62,8,83,0,0,8,0,16,41,0,15,30,331,100,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854092133163816,0.0,0.0,0.10098251759781632,0.0657475851975426,0.07373377319102427,0.0,0.06362907457418387,0.09284124063017266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987020105754343,0.2160749891726263,0.0,0.0,0.11402315531229228,0.04665976387163776,0.0,0.0369904320663022,0.0,0.10326972595747204,0.13673288862087293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354796075934873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045422146696246,0.12724525844157275,0.0,0.0,0.04844865444593721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476910216413947,0.0,0.0,0.13909083118745305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040079074007930884,0.05488922737789004,0.0,0.0,0.054535960250731985,0.0,0.0,0.06828273261854978,0.03068201881733912,0.0,0.05826305189652655,0.0,0.05546112129582879,0.05161502902297335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268127840504487,0.0,0.2069176680923324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682990072647928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641125614582958,0.0,0.060269692966693926,0.0,0.1400349148706698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333495491314775,0.060216297598376635,0.053935853416519436,0.0,0.06318968054694203,0.100045687059218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572123990603887,0.059291114858321316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191312210964198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096198604214695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450811042667745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460734542783284,0.0,0.09360149601762777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462303596266693,0.0411188578403426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021364304854061,0.06571135686889552,0.0,0.08413680620019769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736293814052875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542412953731623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679763459743486,0.0,0.24278875048216464,0.0,0.07774730573497585,0.062389934373940574,0.059914936379317524,0.0,0.0,0.051821043073929166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934188582788242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671501867908202,0.06001482971453718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537921563813713,0.0,0.20852883916942888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586669711500005,0.0,0.0,0.0403136049704483,0.0,0.059618545035742876,0.0,0.10615032885964308,0.0,0.05751827146727976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240869933890519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875503556075974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835264149597286,0.18487279181776606,0.061838885210572216,0.2586352532168198,0.0,0.07373377319102427,0.03907642415682516
anxiety,Riding_Moonbeams,2020/03/06,"I hate that my anxiety makes me fixate on one thing obsessively. Today is was a teddy bear I hadn’t seen in years. Cleared out wardrobes, cupboards and storage to find this one bear. Lost sleep over it and the thought of it being gone gave me palpitations. It took me two days. Found it behind my bed and now I feel like I could actually get some sleep. Mindfulness is a lost cause because my mind runs at a mile a minute during these episodes. Just hoping to connect with people who have the same issue.",3.1908730158730165,5.421390173469392,3.587278911564628,88.73787981859414,75.83673469387755,6.396371882086169,24.15419501133788,7.3871296695380915,0.9839895691609976,399,13,80,5,9,124,76,98,0.115,0.8170000000000001,0.068,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,1,6,0,7,2,2,2,1,19,20,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,4,0,3,10,2,10,2,10,8,2,13,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,2,5,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.17649600574345073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835954908589115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025228586879866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579591941029308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444042310821835,0.0,0.0,0.11664154538880972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144966740636658,0.12920842244641845,0.0,0.0,0.16530532513790938,0.0,0.0,0.198306727965182,0.0,0.0,0.09449334961732696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856457360670056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796375723938098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877377647429813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836042970682846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948662285784351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072732528046945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652397452431603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511463186405216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538749469923702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619868394727212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015720961671933,0.0,0.0,0.1435848628387497,0.0,0.0,0.1714367893060308,0.0,0.20094522869769504,0.0,0.0,0.1766766779260882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646971517246728
anxiety,ItsaMeRobert,2020/03/06,"Anxiety about having to conduct interviews So, just to get this out of my chest.

I am a grad school student who generally doesn't have much anxiety problems, but eventually I get some weird things out of a sudden.

To finish my research and get my degree I have now to conduct some 20+ interviews with important people and I am dying of antecipation. I just can't help but fear I'll screw things up. Specially because these people are busy and if I fail to get relevant information I will prolly not get the chance to do it again. Also, I feel intrusive since these people have nothing to gain from colaborating with me and it is basicly a favor. I really started this wanting to avoid qualitative research but as things evolved it just became necessary. I really fear not being able to get my degree after so much effort I put into this just because I am anxious about having to do interviews, if I don't get relevant things out of this I basically can't call it a research and I will not graduate. I will at least try anyways.",5.218852813852814,6.547152833333335,6.79137085137085,71.5618181818182,68.64646464646464,10.1015873015873,31.81962481962482,10.290406445055957,3.554180663780663,823,35,144,22,14,283,103,198,0.13,0.799,0.071,-0.8647,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,12,9,1,3,5,0,20,2,1,0,0,31,30,14,1,4,12,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,0,1,21,2,27,26,5,13,0,1,0,1,7,6,1,4,6,116,36,11,0.14276402572828567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416833979568823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842817783963275,0.16128271290864207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405524999236718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577803224355854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816651917312207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212984394121392,0.07218578098723373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221181775261567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569171710916333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989597109924965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698593305335632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969237993182769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660589191914796,0.0,0.14351727754542187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291658112669087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448481584459888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118095877365173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104911221288844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793843001697255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692740219273548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420592126290477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shadoerose,2020/03/06,how do you deal with anxiety? when i was a kid i didn't know i had anxiety until my therapist diagnosed me with it. i didn't know anxiety even existed. i was diagnosed with anxiety and depression as a kid. my anxiety makes me feel like i don't belong anywhere. when i'm sitting next to people in the barber shop or in class it feels awkward. my mind starts to race with thoughts. when i'm sitting next to someone i keep thinking in my head they judging me and maybe i'm sitting the wrong way. or even talking the wrong way. i start to feel paranoid. a place that triggers my anxiety is times square. too many people and i start to feel overwhelmed and think too much then i start having panic attacks which last up to 4-8 hours on and off. waves of panic attacks. im 30. i feel like anxiety has stopped me from achieving my goals. on top of that i have a learning disability and i cant understand or do things like others can. i wasn't born smart and intelligent. as you can see i have bad grammer. i take medications for depression but i dont know how to get help with anxiety. im gay. so being gay made my anxiety worse. when i watch the news i always see people saying bad things about lgbtq. someone just got murdered for being gay recently in PR. that kind of stuff makes me feel more paranoid and not being able to trust. i dont know what it feels like to be loved. by that i mean i wanna feel important to someone. no ones ever shown me any kind of love. in high school people bullied me for being gay and called me ugly. everyday i look at myself i dont think im worthy of anyones love or friendship. i see myself as ugly. i dont know what to do. therapy dont always help. it helps at a certain point but no one truly understands how another person feels. i feel alone. i feel safe because im alone. but being isolated from the world makes me feel crazy and depressed.,1.3164672151583154,3.6651497068062815,3.1550486163051623,88.64207678883076,83.34554973821989,6.360608327100474,23.493143854400397,7.62386473244151,1.253524856644228,1476,55,301,26,42,492,177,382,0.221,0.639,0.14,-0.9736,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,3,15,27,3,4,10,0,29,11,1,8,2,65,75,30,1,1,9,0,12,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,15,15,0,3,25,1,1,0,13,14,0,2,9,19,49,13,44,60,2,41,0,4,6,7,16,16,0,4,24,186,64,5,0.0587379984271333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216697038340798,0.0,0.0,0.0977494401886456,0.0,0.0,0.03994385314224228,0.06159191281127808,0.4044096722140676,0.0,0.0,0.041070974226740435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336459058072782,0.0,0.0,0.09808755039764584,0.03580613865478982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059978063696029614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060556297201518575,0.15177285592697304,0.11923566395677355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442024834940737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759178797972963,0.05313188239121554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563963626096694,0.12588731343825318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030688179856695856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697814316045207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028213229919525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181125266055191,0.062059920278161776,0.0,0.0,0.0578450965819649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537884711697602,0.0,0.0,0.05220903185004006,0.0,0.12233317303026912,0.16140433902092996,0.047879308374330985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478567624237808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493251251358681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904001059517406,0.05557931433713996,0.11762421017443266,0.0595511111117112,0.05901021434364347,0.06398289992144046,0.0,0.05917235386448976,0.0,0.0,0.05930863409026934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431791873246631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493705539063953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960477577114608,0.0,0.0,0.13783277069096098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288612922258405,0.051287754596356594,0.06136870661066935,0.0,0.05552639431257202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799668724186423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467108139198846,0.0,0.05944599028033167,0.14041973973639735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493055463659017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663002304381748,0.0,0.0,0.0491075967985483,0.0,0.0,0.06724095525606733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416366478310568,0.04721137817989406,0.0,0.0,0.06717202026874941,0.068199343404735,0.07804583232004379,0.11291081296704487,0.0,0.04663140965305112,0.03425059924133217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222966557388384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324697824535766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985903852484325,0.0,0.12844156086919914,0.0,0.0
anxiety,themardbard,2020/03/06,"Can't Get Out Of Bed - The Struggle 😒 Sup guys. I've been having a right time of it trying to get out of bed to do anything at all. For the past few months, it's like anxiety has drained me of all of my energy, productivity, and organized thought processes. I've also developed social anxiety, so I've been staying at home most of the time, except for doctors' appointments. I barely go outside. I miss the outdoors and fresh air, but... The willpower is just not there. 

I'm currently trying to finish my final paper for college, but it's going real slow. Chores and stuff on my to-do list just aren't happening. Even things I enjoy doing, I can't find the energy to do. Going new places and having new experiences and meeting new people all used to be so exciting, but I haven't been able to muster up any interest or energy or bravery to do any of that for months.

I'm not looking for help, per se. I know what I have to do and I know it'll get better. But it doesn't FEEL like that, in the moment. It feels like I'm just wasting away. I feel guilty and lazy and it blows.

Does anything like this happen to anyone else on here? Is anybody else also stuck in bed with no energy and all anxiety?",2.9817083692838686,4.354371459016395,4.74874892148404,83.88960742018983,74.1639344262295,7.923727351164797,24.727351164797238,8.532816995589336,1.6021590163934432,932,29,191,17,19,317,129,244,0.106,0.7240000000000001,0.17,0.9688,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,1,8,0,21,1,0,1,4,38,42,19,0,0,12,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,13,12,0,0,7,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,5,4,13,8,33,35,6,30,0,1,1,0,4,13,0,3,17,121,26,3,0.11895122740885195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025050716592828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178182729882773,0.0,0.2729920901518344,0.0,0.0,0.08317346395806585,0.1218795894860775,0.19577344971211869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175859378557876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520269417416664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175162164804,0.10409502070366232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987369740239492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856616384780253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635712535685472,0.0,0.0,0.1804359439871855,0.16995756125692582,0.0,0.13030525533633594,0.1087192668685084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644132037080047,0.0,0.2028081713056858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778041662009588,0.21037635511037306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797305003478925,0.0,0.119317779781336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307449674811202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245424501354334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998890723912786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989146971367926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446515099904507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355240617368292,0.08246580372899193,0.0,0.12427871516406246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353925385291076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015836982686951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125579646203145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678618145341874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435364996813465,0.13617069655131706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902590994934372,0.0,0.0,0.094433987581591,0.13872283456506584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152015049394872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273566845620886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SillyRecover,2020/03/06,"This week is going to be challenging for me. Hello, 

I was diagnosed with OCD and generalized anxiety in the past. I have obsessions about many things but one is the fear of heights. I recently received a job offer that I just couldn't turn down. Unfortunately, the department is on the 3rd floor. Yes, I know for most people this isn't a big deal but for me it is. 

I've always had some form of uneasiness regarding high places. I've tried running from my problems for too long. I have to find a way to make this situation work out. I would be extremely disappointed and devastated if I end up ruining this opportunity for myself...

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Thanks,",3.919933481152995,6.219871089430896,5.367657058388765,76.49521064301555,73.87804878048779,9.675979305247598,28.2549889135255,10.018931242160765,3.147282926829268,516,21,97,16,11,173,88,123,0.196,0.69,0.114,-0.9082,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,0,2,7,1,13,1,0,1,0,17,18,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,2,0,12,3,18,12,3,20,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,3,5,68,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101840612115945,0.20967136939458467,0.2351396047344048,0.0,0.0,0.14803699634544162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199503515051749,0.0,0.1964117290704238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139517409523866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775604398426965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686747300781805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997795759469464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445722099095107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920318980444527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634974219814816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712530092198849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917150084267126,0.1961919163004194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112948871691982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847301560466474,0.13415762205926302,0.0,0.2021800085012632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851659078312504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107084648198547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751683891379173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816086860772434,0.0,0.0,0.12856150889785312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138269637275346,0.2104866905328464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360169617038866,0.15522454102300495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087984582574314,0.0,0.0,0.13746615826967445,0.0,0.2351396047344048,0.0
anxiety,eastisfucked,2020/03/06,"A perfectly normal day It's a perfectly normal day. I woke up, chilled for a little, got subway, ate, and then laid back in bed because I work tonight. Except I lay down and feel like I'm suffocating in depression. My room is dark, some trash that's been on my nightstand. I'm not doing enough. Even though I got out of a slump recently and started going to the gym, I'm not doing enough. Even though I make money and make people laugh, I'm not doing enough. I'm a lazy bitch and I told myself today is an off day from the gym so I can recover, I'm not doing enough. Even though I just got a trash bag and cleaned up my nightstand, I'm not doing enough. I'm not good enough, I'm not who I say I am and I can feel the world judging me and hating me. I'm an emotionless piece of shit who can never recover. I lit some incense and opened my window, I'm keeping my lamp on because the dark is scaring me. What is happening? Why am I like this? Even after years of therapy and medication, my brain still reverts into panic attack mode and questions everything I've done and who I am and how I'm not doing enough. I'm never doing enough and it's making me crazy. I can't stand people, I feel nothing for anyone anymore. I'm terrified of feeling nothing besides emptiness and despair. I dislike men but then I get drunk and end up having sex with people I don't want to. I don't understand what my purpose is besides being a huge fucking disappointment and waste of space. I just want to do everything and nothing all at once. I'm so tired of this. Please help, or say you understand. I'm so fucking exhausted",2.4322207792207813,4.1212825727272735,4.167640692640696,86.1743181818182,76.30303030303031,6.896103896103897,25.42207792207793,7.7094869923839395,1.3730259740259745,1259,45,257,18,28,424,154,330,0.157,0.77,0.07200000000000001,-0.9761,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,3,15,18,6,2,13,0,26,10,2,4,5,58,67,29,0,4,13,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,4,1,10,22,2,1,7,3,1,1,13,12,0,0,8,7,34,6,27,58,12,36,0,3,1,3,10,18,4,4,18,169,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767153116779101,0.05408837058848063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800240823397358,0.0,0.059481171768514675,0.0,0.0943097033058374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635369257941693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496626049800496,0.0,0.06662569394572088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916095767911235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851351407881062,0.6394266261388858,0.0,0.20436882552145436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904325911972595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156451921745646,0.055262382496259636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430267856734953,0.040414761909743135,0.0,0.043962593379881336,0.06488165113090277,0.18560342903920127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840471537893772,0.0,0.0,0.07637198551067463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184938374330608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875662230900217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558342980338695,0.07752996881134867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490506348763008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792696094195484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932179249193957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515828286329957,0.22267244516729967,0.0,0.0,0.08238048338334579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075935159478003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088452040014134,0.0,0.0,0.08491249164693257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665523302302751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637866818361858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303150150956585,0.07744578668103172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940373127802278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475222259905226,0.0,0.061775752664422624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846211208468326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800249874488784,0.0,0.0,0.0889081207865287,0.07332343546326735,0.07391595733964701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105843510834847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912518921577776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698007989113576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056315315476965125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981404328932517
anxiety,peacefulprofessor,2020/03/06,"What is the best/worst thing someone can do when trying to help those with anxiety? Personally, I have not struggled with anxiety severely but have friends and family who do. I obviously care for them and just wanted to know, from your experience, what is the best and/or worst thing someone can do when trying to help decrease anxiety in another individual. As stated earlier, I do not have much experience with anxiety but desire to help those around me. Please be completely honest as your feedback will provide me with more adequate knowledge on how to be a better friend or family member to those who struggle with such circumstances.",9.729136904761901,9.860972687500006,9.39,60.98833333333336,58.73214285714286,13.538095238095238,40.095238095238095,12.745084868956482,5.6558880952380965,519,24,79,17,6,168,69,112,0.115,0.574,0.311,0.9869,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,2,6,9,0,2,3,0,14,0,0,1,1,20,17,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,6,18,14,4,6,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,2,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185493908672815,0.4431433596977462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289192658331047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039563922618286,0.12808029159287745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147652224096804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183955683020287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28332077731664235,0.2730441931265638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237729970098697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912065840204985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958852047819147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064583410664995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645002395020086,0.0,0.1589673450803209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636038078200151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540867584543305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30279170839844066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924220984863308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196644659490768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541776803696988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JamesTatz,2020/03/06,"Relationship Advice Hi Reddit,

I personally don't have anxiety but my ldr girlfriend does and I want to be there for her but it's overwhelming me. I constantly trigger her anxiety and it is taking a toll on us as a whole. She constantly is pulling fights with me mainly problems and issues that I don't think are necessarily big such as videogames like overcooked, league of legends, portal, stardew etc... Speaking the truth about how I feel, spending time with my friends or if they tease her and me not making a bigger issue out of it, hypothetical situations such as spending vacations days with my friends instead of her. I don't remember the others but it goes from me not telling her enough things feelings etc when I feel I am. I have spoken up about this before and she tells me it is her anxiety that is causing it and she tells me I'm not being sympathetic and that I dismiss her feelings. So we decided to change my approach such asa always address her feelings first and foremost which is a completely reasonable thing then it became a problem of me giving her reassurance such as telling her how much I care and love so then I started doing that but it became not enough amount and quality wise even when I think I'm doing enough and the best  which is all genuinely how I feel about her. she doubts that it is true regardless. I can't take it anymore the constant interrogation, that feeling of not being enough, the endless bickering, and I was about to end things right then and there. Is there something I should bring up and discuss I told her all these things before and she just says sorry it's my anxiety I need more reassurance understanding etc.. but I'm starting to feel that we have not been spending any quality time together and enjoying our company and love but instead the relationship became me just constantly trying to fix myself and devoting myself to giving her all my attention reassurance and fighting over mundane issues for more than half of this relationship so far and it doesn't seem to end. The fights happens constantly everyday and sometimes multiple times a day that takes up all the time we spend together. It's been this way for weeks. She has taken the first step to address her problems and went to seek professional help. Is there anything I can do? Is there anything I need to bring up still?

Sorry for the shit writing of probably unreadable text.",5.3446404602109325,7.335564870246087,5.6785528922978585,77.09750335570472,69.20134228187919,8.956446148929373,32.23451581975072,9.461161749540981,3.1808526558005754,1935,87,337,43,35,617,202,447,0.077,0.7559999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9929,0,0,1,0,4,1,29.0,5,0,1,3,27,25,5,2,16,0,32,3,1,7,6,83,67,45,0,9,16,0,8,1,3,1,0,2,2,1,32,29,0,0,16,0,4,6,11,10,0,3,6,10,63,15,41,57,18,43,0,1,0,2,55,11,1,4,26,266,95,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813457934908365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058016884596784515,0.0,0.0,0.04741547191742517,0.0,0.21335810085129045,0.0,0.06914858238056439,0.0,0.0,0.1147556639950212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866188159574614,0.0,0.07317221072524564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108940578789286,0.07162690391302713,0.07375993071415425,0.0,0.07310546072830712,0.3767404168519342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993386711988703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061016921533486174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235115198997431,0.2881787466335926,0.23328581616786384,0.0460527835268467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820409215007216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861630125768552,0.0,0.0,0.10773890800573384,0.0,0.0,0.13377337519282356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061657692488545884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046735277544181233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832472734180086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03406417120684172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258592843521081,0.0,0.046542058377746574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125598516294951,0.10340058455571492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088128451482752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517547123015351,0.20015256698953465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168903506624677,0.0,0.22457605182642906,0.07898496776271281,0.0595448706810645,0.0,0.05544821321496655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347512967367157,0.0,0.0,0.07157183270863995,0.0,0.07837395515903366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367780309132522,0.06895992558853117,0.1561031245517039,0.09870359624699904,0.0,0.05568257012592207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572738363399943,0.0,0.24377130916915946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528908352757756,0.08935408179656029,0.0,0.0,0.1626291104865808,0.0,0.0,0.06662533923864132,0.0,0.047338778945165284,0.0,0.0,0.07258630789986913,0.08387073316705877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041125681720142096,0.055344554049816384,0.05592928473248057,0.0,0.0,0.0646358838879954,0.0,0.07784560537077999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daisy2825,2020/03/06,"Recovery step 1 ☀️ This week was so hard for me mentally. But I took the step to go and see a therapist, go to the gym again and go for a meditation class. I’ve been waking up early and trying my best with work to be productive. It has been hard and I still have a cry here and there. But I’m hoping that this is the start of my recovery. If I can take these steps, so can you. Find the light at the end of the tunnel, you can’t have a rainbow without the rain. Sending positive vibes & lots of sunshine to everyone for this weekend, let’s enjoy ourselves 💗",1.7372268907563004,3.206442932773112,3.7266302521008434,89.53969327731095,77.65546218487395,7.449075630252103,23.664705882352944,8.238735603445708,1.220982521008403,435,14,99,8,10,148,81,119,0.057,0.8029999999999999,0.141,0.9036,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,6,4,0,0,11,0,12,1,1,0,0,13,21,10,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,4,5,8,4,14,15,2,17,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,7,67,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404698869228792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170037680618629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271390784864659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314647700021391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758798483584453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899397108644828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525550049026752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37047009126947983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538006343541326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114474517098111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579770303419714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838648384923875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477758317460858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636056567487038,0.0,0.16513547168973342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554734817360038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008853031824606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22974115752634375,0.14039063880578087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586714289015844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993293818577439,0.0,0.15053893774734306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princesscounsuela,2020/03/06,"Panic attack Just processed a panic attack - reliving all those times when i was hit as a child for making mistakes. There were a lot of those bad cruel memories of my tuition teacher , tt coach , and parents were harsh on me for making mistakes and not being perfect. Ive been addicted to nicotine, been depressed suicidal for quite some time but only now truly accepting the fact that this is a disease and that i cant act around like everything is perfect because im scared of the consequences of not being perfect. I feel better after processing those emotions but that shit was hard. Peace.",8.308195718654439,8.355573045871562,7.950045871559634,70.42152140672785,61.6605504587156,10.202446483180431,38.350152905198776,9.725611199111238,3.9804483180428143,478,22,74,8,6,152,77,109,0.33299999999999996,0.5529999999999999,0.114,-0.9737,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,5,5,17,4,3,6,0,12,2,1,2,5,22,16,7,1,2,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,11,0,0,6,2,6,6,12,7,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,2,6,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951917733716892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292689856755285,0.0,0.4164240999849585,0.0,0.0,0.15281433294698246,0.11156749601262736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186661118494206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763514427613845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587324029873846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644868737113561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254057930243142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395026914235405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197693365642314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941448978864644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559734189769772,0.0,0.0,0.24433498635796966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919521014558528,0.0,0.4294698527180085,0.20322242034341026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466465212588727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323528107623652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786774132922568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019453844979104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134412554857407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Figendog,2020/03/06,"I'm failing my spring semester in college I'm really just using this as a way to vent and just let everything out. But if anyone has advice, it would really be greatly appreciated. This is a bit long, so bear with me.

I have always had anxiety, ever since I was a kid. I Was diagnosed sometime in elementary school (not particularly sure exactly when), and was put on fluoxetine (prozac). Oddly enough, during highschool I slowly stopped taking my meds, and now I don't take any at all. Havn't even done so in at least a year. I somehow managed to open up to my parents about this, and they really want me to take my meds (obviously). My mom has even gone through the lengths to give me some of hers (we take the same thing). 
I have recently started college, and now that I am over 18, I am too old for my previous psychiatrist. So, now I have no psychiatrist, and I only have my own old smelly pills, and the ones my mom gave me. She's been asking whether or not I have been taking them, and Ive been too scared to admit that I have not and lied about it.

Not only this, but academically, I am failing. Last semester, although I was honestly really depressed, I still tried and had a 2.4 GPA, which is pretty good. But this semester, even though I am no longer feeling as horribly depressed, I am doing so much worse academically. I calculated my GPA, and its at 1.6. I am failing 3 whole classes. For some reason, I have completely stopped doing my work. In one of my classes, I need 60 observation hours at a local elementary school, yet I was too scared to email the principle. It's too late to even start my hours fnow, and Im afraid to talk to my professor about it. And once again, I lied. My dad asked if I had gotten them started, and I said that I did. He was really proud of me, and I just feel like a piece of shit. I keep avoiding my work, and now I have started to avoid my classes altogether. I'm supposed to be in class right now, but I am too scared to go. 

I havn't really made any friends, and at this point I just don't want to be here. I want to be in college, and get a job (I'm hoping to be an early childhood teacher) but I'm starting to think that's not possible. I've lowkey given up.

I know I should go to the counseling center, since my university has free counseling for students, but (surprise, surprise!) i'm too scared to go. I've been planning on going since my first semester, but I always just ignore it. I'm starting to think my anxiety is really getting out of hand, and I don't know what to do about it, let alone the whole psychiatrist problem. I'm scared I'm going to get depressed again.

I just really want everything to stop.",3.83654050857481,4.864393056179775,5.402885866351273,81.3558486102898,71.62172284644194,8.842026414350482,28.28484131677509,9.206073818396263,2.2577647940074903,2068,76,428,43,38,702,229,534,0.155,0.747,0.099,-0.9881,2,3,0,0,0,0,86.0,1,0,3,8,38,28,1,8,15,0,52,5,2,3,5,81,104,39,0,11,22,4,3,1,1,2,3,1,0,1,20,24,0,7,8,0,1,7,10,17,0,3,21,4,70,12,57,74,12,64,0,6,0,0,21,23,1,7,34,299,90,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523643751455897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069142524775313,0.0,0.0,0.11109820895484587,0.0,0.0,0.0907972574429942,0.0,0.10214139829864066,0.0,0.0,0.04667967067448759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482190978637213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288388989271212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999587971829745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249912049529253,0.0677593072838802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831796548008777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898022625731204,0.0,0.17637561212659342,0.06038762943983821,0.0,0.0,0.11999794918204752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751103891668007,0.04769287348734368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678544579808266,0.0,0.0,0.05157808712660232,0.0,0.10463697218879166,0.06404162552443833,0.18970430784305453,0.0559945525194386,0.0,0.07360238897533293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630707078947849,0.1314889704672266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211152449040836,0.0,0.06624832666299355,0.05933875343543614,0.0,0.0,0.07337835571501912,0.054417758261523085,0.07530742385489486,0.0,0.0,0.13653186111889926,0.0,0.03261523293531944,0.0,0.0,0.059079899810151965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316928532662723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830911545061692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156375423817913,0.0,0.0,0.04907578362226856,0.04950119188949309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401053581268804,0.07109649990378275,0.09047568963421784,0.10154694643139288,0.0,0.0,0.07412832744275576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310913848654304,0.07526110558955658,0.0,0.06791823161176341,0.0,0.06387965579559499,0.0,0.06711155837808612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34214185281541903,0.0686397025013868,0.0659167772771953,0.0,0.0,0.05701209683259021,0.06350340363384471,0.0,0.3341886414828613,0.13512799739714876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852748541057006,0.16567200486705996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602667719743327,0.0,0.2835155533597439,0.0,0.053314081357407214,0.16744134922511314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291987159555305,0.0,0.2509735119104637,0.05365861480079742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435192759372072,0.08555335674601905,0.06559069561272335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045325197927024816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057658620211814636,0.0,0.0,0.15750551284885989,0.0529904429811459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906879939876533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720316407366376,0.0,0.06803345325594698,0.04742390743879458,0.0,0.0,0.04299081503863225
anxiety,lazy_jo,2020/03/06,"It's time to admit I have an anxiety problem I'm screwing up another job.. I just cried on the phone to my boss because I couldn't handle my shift yet again. So now I've been taken off all my shifts for the next week and have to attend a meeting on Monday. I'm a support worker and they keep sending me to new clients and I can't deal with the change. 

Similar situation happened with my last job. I'm 40... Am I just going to be job hopping minimum wage jobs for the rest of my working life? 

I've been to the dr before and tried the meds but didnt feel like they helped, and didn't see how much of a problem I had. I thought it was just my job and that things would be better if I tried something new. 

Has anyone had any success with medication? I'm in the UK if it makes any difference.",2.7516074950690346,3.4954149644970407,4.355754437869823,88.91793145956609,73.9112426035503,7.290138067061144,26.50936883629191,7.492282038375204,1.1839936883629196,615,21,140,7,12,207,104,169,0.08,0.845,0.075,0.4301,6,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,4,8,7,1,0,11,0,16,4,0,3,1,27,30,11,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,9,2,17,4,18,17,3,18,0,0,1,1,8,5,1,2,11,87,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560734088502036,0.13538994335741988,0.09877379479640884,0.0,0.0,0.09028128240196888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870824046614508,0.0,0.1098686602114372,0.0,0.0,0.1141930814252788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658817230727405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182844931412208,0.0,0.13311347665350345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348992965585449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528519890585123,0.0922408774024521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337990153649193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417732424846665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654409081227532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6406411829495258,0.1147647076099304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524720783807394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119882611113132,0.06307981638886942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618628878422949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341936159054028,0.13007132385360046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491550853467072,0.0,0.0,0.24940310545360664,0.13731689827860138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470941701726556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288916050513967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451323935369481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940021562827908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651991222898722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577928769212187,0.0,0.0,0.1025041052215411,0.07528888906974386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532330176490818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356949506457032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399837423120043,0.0,0.0,0.09172068093502342,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bnf12,2020/03/06,"DAE feel this way So my mother has severe anxiety to the point where she hardly leaves the house and her parents completely support her. 

I always said I’d never be like that but ever since having a traumatic experience my anxiety has been uncontrollable. 

Everything freaks me out and it makes me not want to leave my house at all. I no longer feel passion for my career because it involves so many scary things like giving seminars, sending emails, and answering to a boss. 

Sometimes I think of all the scary things I’ll likely encounter throughout my life and I just want to hide in a hole. 

At this point I’m jealous of my mother.",5.1364166666666655,6.822520475000005,5.44166666666667,79.7966666666667,69.25,8.333333333333334,29.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4066666666666667,507,19,90,9,9,161,81,120,0.284,0.643,0.073,-0.9798,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,1,6,0,5,2,0,2,4,20,15,7,0,2,3,3,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,4,15,5,11,12,2,11,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,5,59,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411160450452314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465988775342679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825158480371704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689902983322042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457932031954334,0.0,0.0,0.14485487798095306,0.15766136203885356,0.0,0.0,0.16299117395426474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461500657766675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438231875715007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719516519632888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413248882209849,0.0,0.0,0.11384359686596512,0.236227816527028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758644090187358,0.16340748439695765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430910927516076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896722235414622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30472742633567984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331558326551775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820833573869436,0.0,0.13332671218388978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940749544664473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829009706803396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415676196471667,0.10327527375909172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901319314252278,0.12793425561874364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,culturallycurious,2020/03/06,"Anxiety from Living in Another Country? If you're an expat who lives abroad and deals with anxiety, how do you cope?",3.9804545454545455,6.365177045454548,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,74.0,9.854545454545457,29.181818181818183,10.125756701596842,3.5828363636363636,93,4,16,3,2,31,20,22,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798088785452377,0.5541794804100639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734227154047632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6396763204077307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihatethat346,2020/03/06,"I wish I didn't have to go through this I went out with this girl to a house party and I'm somewhat familiar with the place we were going to so I wasn't too worried, but when I got there I realized I've never been to that place without at least a few close friends. I started to panic and at some point she went outside. I couldn't find her. I assumed she left and I go trying to meet people there because I didn't want to leave so soon. This didn't go very well. Eventually I convinced myself she was probably still there and I went looking for her. I found her and after a set I got comfortable and we talked for a little. Unfortunately, she couldn't stay very long so I only really had about 30 minutes with her. I had parked far from the venue so she drove me to my car. Some fun things did happen like, we took pictures together and she told me something she apparently doesn't tell people very often. I have very mixed feelings about that night. If I could just keep my chill in public spaces this wouldn't have happened and it would've been better.",2.4836549707602344,4.353812277777782,3.484424951267055,90.32938596491228,76.68518518518519,6.2140350877192985,22.47953216374269,7.0608816371341465,0.593577777777778,836,24,177,9,19,268,121,216,0.052000000000000005,0.802,0.146,0.9618,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,1,16,8,0,1,6,0,19,0,0,0,1,37,41,15,0,7,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,16,0,1,5,0,0,10,10,1,1,0,20,2,38,7,23,17,5,32,0,0,1,0,21,12,0,6,9,124,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516399382579042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905094582681656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984469269543819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062345394312119065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269615264777352,0.0,0.0,0.13519470874395625,0.09526312233889664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803023639385455,0.0,0.19723237383972786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807179639718716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422744056877722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959683157854157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055942986611307,0.13396840988914654,0.0,0.0,0.06023932057818486,0.12358138967211105,0.0,0.10911873698552599,0.1035429549361022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509840620600556,0.0,0.0,0.11571094233441652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377702547683077,0.0,0.14466879024696375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096470704689387,0.0,0.2576495125181027,0.0,0.11656061547201385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294083345083074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078990669773214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492420551542956,0.0,0.0,0.08727406782391478,0.13142394416606892,0.0984694496767612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910579222833668,0.1077717255444001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191663048603698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178207197426467,0.1369934946031806,0.08371423051340494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406949547301834,0.07272694556673844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086365859814944,0.34290765861356953,0.0,0.0,0.14179166585648367,0.11885910601217795,0.0,0.0,0.12521956450648472,0.0,0.08759048169121203,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyunited,2020/03/06,"Trying to do my bit to help others after struggling for over a decade. **I'm NOT selling anything here, no products and no services. But I am offering a link to my podcast which people who are struggling with anxiety might find useful** (does that count as self promotion? If I'm not trying to exploit sufferers like most people do who try to offer help). 

Hi all, I've been experiencing anxiety, agoraphobia and panic attacks on and off for around 15 years now and a few years back I decided to document my struggles on YouTube. My channel is called Anxiety United, it's reasonably popular. Over the years I've tried numerous things to try and build free resources for people, create social networks for sufferers and a bunch of other things (I'm not looking for praise here). I always felt like I wanted to share what I've learnt over the years through various self-help books, therapists and peers.

The reason for this post is to inform anyone who might be interested in my latest Youtube series where I am speaking to authors of anxiety books, cbd experts, doctors, celebrities, professionals in various mental health conditions. Of course it's early days yet and I've only just filmed the first episode with an author, but the potential is there to actually make this something useful for people.

**My podcast called ""**[**The Breakdown**](https://anxietyunited.com/the-breakdown-podcast-ep1-drew-linsalata-from-the-anxious-truth/)**"" is available on** [**Youtube**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWod0TRCSWQ) **in video format and on Spotify for the audio only version.** I called it The Breakdown because I want to breakdown various elements of mental health, I want to learn more about treatments, medications, sufferers experiences and more. At the same time hopefully breaking down some of the stigma attached to mental health. I have a decent following on twitter with a bunch of celebrities who I hope to reach out to once the podcast gains some traction.

If you can spare some time, feel free to jump over and take a look at the pilot episode where I talk to an author and creator of The Anxious Truth. Any feedback, suggestions or even viewers would be great to help get this new podcast on the map.  [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWod0TRCSWQ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWod0TRCSWQ) 

I built a website for sufferers to freely use a few years back where people can share their own experiences either in blog posts, videos or via the social network based on the website, you are of course welcome to come along and see - [www.anxietyunited.com](https://www.anxietyunited.com)

Thanks in advance for any views of this post. I appreciate the time and hope you find my offerings useful.

**JUST WONDERING:** Why would we not be allowed to share something (even if it it self-promotion) if it is aimed a helping people who are struggling for **free**? If the purpose of any social media platform offering mental health information is to help, then surely resources should be shared and then allow people to make their own judgement.",5.79466467553625,9.340712976377953,4.898696714634808,75.54145669291341,74.74803149606298,7.046755362476243,29.821612815639423,8.16106018226119,2.7180634265544397,2464,107,360,45,58,735,248,508,0.073,0.7490000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9957,1,0,2,0,0,0,145.0,1,3,2,5,16,30,1,5,30,0,26,6,0,10,3,78,52,27,0,14,16,0,2,2,0,5,6,2,0,1,22,23,0,0,12,7,4,4,6,10,0,1,2,10,26,23,75,41,20,55,1,4,5,0,39,27,0,17,22,244,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.06122017622909157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220043122069736,0.0,0.0,0.12798557339769526,0.0,0.19196799252960356,0.14174507580945744,0.0,0.04386567454816038,0.0,0.05162544651604373,0.055847328226358815,0.0,0.0713699628412909,0.0,0.09647847380695827,0.0,0.03824258992217165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849022170983345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217792650308455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404052915629748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04045879641444232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421179011633261,0.05489970097401546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287157008592846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273346688642547,0.0,0.0,0.031720631473368746,0.0,0.06023530618132107,0.0,0.11467705565258232,0.053362242030818234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03277637639266849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916540742699878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667369010744328,0.0,0.0,0.25229913580989954,0.0,0.0,0.18692962131903626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612981699562459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536296871421903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375201578307062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319877396963047,0.25288794418414795,0.13310355049965972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058972116954469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681058116370021,0.0,0.09542537981000557,0.0,0.0736058442127775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444718241945223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802479703949381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900377434127794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049991563136607235,0.0,0.19633843079193372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185087592467528,0.0,0.09659272426710602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623363981150653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912686551002254,0.0,0.04716880918223875,0.050423906157575284,0.0,0.05775783273484465,0.0,0.07284001070134245,0.08335651015948747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974360854738734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296426821028008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673111507102186,0.0,0.0,0.1110079419960211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566084556612488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803328233763889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913009279858553,0.0,0.0,0.2019959731716233
anxiety,N_Affyria,2020/03/06,"I can feel the panic attack coming and I can't stop shaking and chittering at work. I had a rough night yesterday. Anger waves, anxiety, lots of crying and more of the same old desperate shit...

Anyways. I went to my Psychologist this morning and the consult just made me feel ... hopeless?? Idk. Talking about everything that happened last night doesn't made me feel better or less anormal 

And now I'm at work. I can't really concentrate in what i have to do, I don't really want to talk to my coworkers, i am trying to disguise my shaking but I don't any clue if it's working. 
I also have a talk with my boss in 3 hours and i don't really know about what he wants to talk about... 

Putting it all together, i think i am dying.
I have only one S.O.S. pill left and i trying to save it to use  closer to my meeting with the boss, but I don't know if i will make it.",1.7407332402234663,3.497207106145254,3.737370810055868,88.19365398044695,78.49720670391062,7.156564245810058,23.47800279329609,8.07648339933343,1.2562203910614522,668,22,144,12,16,227,100,179,0.109,0.8290000000000001,0.062,-0.5672,0,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,0,4,7,9,3,3,6,0,16,2,1,6,1,35,32,13,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,6,0,0,5,7,7,0,1,4,4,24,2,20,27,5,19,0,1,0,0,7,6,1,4,8,96,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953230926353187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314212826491754,0.0,0.10477923551229554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558195206713577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113601383035096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798477979715448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045161040596536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421499255363995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309693804637838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776360508542335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111929861814705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488471896157864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054675465650658,0.11164623167316044,0.0,0.0,0.14881484089953745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644428472373415,0.0,0.2592026165543557,0.09142640990018767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570681474547648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437236278358868,0.0,0.09281225585539324,0.10416943171837288,0.0,0.16070104154811368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768947553145533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632333390664751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405944632147272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451038695500962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44035493785098295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776280200461939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598294784849628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182953483527576,0.0,0.0,0.16157314761859115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269696059989971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299140409001536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idontmindtherain78,2020/03/06,"Help for something like agoraphobia Hey, I’ve been struggling with something I think is agoraphobia for a year. A year ago I had a real bad panic attack while abroad which ended with me having to take xanax for the rest of the trip. 

Since then I’ve been having really bad anxiety about being out of town or abroad. Whenever I’m somewhere far from home I get intense anxiety and an urge to flee back home, sometimes when it’s impossible. 

How do I combat this? I’m in a different city right now with my gf and am really struggling. This feels especially horrible because I used to be able to go abroad far away and spend months there. Nowadays even two days feel horrible.",5.3434108527131805,6.611556209302329,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968995,68.30232558139535,9.454263565891472,29.06201550387597,9.725611199111238,2.6969596899224806,537,19,100,12,9,174,90,129,0.235,0.7190000000000001,0.046,-0.9787,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,3,7,0,10,1,0,2,0,14,19,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,1,3,2,7,1,17,14,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,12,59,11,0,0.16322472773962016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468887272465378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973293991016615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569169169059604,0.15335500474084562,0.12550974037060955,0.2725716595223008,0.09950027903292304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526644614723928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053509987551693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445686611113706,0.0,0.0,0.10780839326294872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506265339894546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527818339175476,0.0,0.09276437428975297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094060943742728,0.0,0.32745542090732915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974335717411654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028442042702734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915090492702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578547460826836,0.20913188039604869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939302564487518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350211815040094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251316739705308,0.1614334293799656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34127585064273697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272468169218972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458781480990813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944684152104827,0.0,0.0,0.14097375771731366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022274626280887
anxiety,alien_alice,2020/03/06,Does anyone else just feel generally incompetent? Sometimes it doesn’t feel like I have what it takes to navigate in the world. Even simple tasks feel out of reach sometimes.,5.3115053763440905,8.26942187096774,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,72.2258064516129,8.004301075268819,26.46236559139785,8.841846274778883,2.2856365591397854,142,5,24,3,3,43,26,31,0.095,0.795,0.11,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111438865517764,0.3094031316093794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26425528282842964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522565196882529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944780939570306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580541037259321,0.2157268576113505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752689861024693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5973105224662619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270432587061329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mindinmyownbizness,2020/03/06,"Can I change physicians? About 8 years ago my GP diagnosed me with an anxiety disorder (after severe panic attacks) and prescribed a low dose of Klonopin (.5mg) which I used only as needed. It was never a daily routine and having it greatly improved the qualify of my life. A 30 pill supply usually lasted about 2 months. 

This past fall my Dr. said that I was using the medicine too long and suddenly stopped the prescription. I tried to make the case with him that I was still on occasion dealing with acute anxiety episodes. He stopped refilling my prescription. I trust his medical advice and with the opiod crisis, I think he has become more conservative in his approach to prescribing. I told myself he knew better than I and tried to tough it out. Fortunately there was no withdrawal.

Since then I try hard to keep it in check. Yesterday was totally a waste, I couldn't get my work done. Unfortunately I find myself turning to alcohol nightly instead. Usually one or two drinks. Getting through the days have been hellish recently with the nervousness, tics, and uncontrollable talking to myself in public. Prolonged periods of anxiety cause depression in me which I'm really trying to avoid.

I want to go back onto benzodiazepenes. Should I try to find a Dr. specifically for this. I don't want to seem like I'm ""Dr. shopping"" nor do I want to use the black market to source them.

Constructive advice would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you for listening.",5.783100649350648,7.970909420454546,6.253008658008658,72.6227272727273,68.43181818181819,10.028571428571428,33.404761904761905,10.290406445055957,3.981980735930735,1173,55,191,33,21,379,172,264,0.177,0.7390000000000001,0.084,-0.9716,0,1,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,2,7,15,2,4,14,0,17,11,0,5,2,37,39,10,0,7,1,0,1,1,0,2,10,2,0,0,10,12,2,5,5,2,2,3,5,9,0,2,10,4,31,6,35,25,2,32,1,2,1,0,14,8,0,2,22,127,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120164617980566,0.09579396925692732,0.11548966562549175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480105323688821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294065099896816,0.0,0.0830960666435441,0.0,0.0,0.1193503824978597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557557574017657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101352765156204,0.11431947579160695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969361579866967,0.11141127825909428,0.0930770685862069,0.10968469299971356,0.0,0.0,0.12385297329895015,0.0,0.0,0.11058901530168283,0.0,0.10586351738966668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754069240479893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292002659613525,0.0,0.061416385735214525,0.0,0.0,0.238286244721556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680589005557123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605400666632677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808819552480505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633019622211623,0.05279557827586754,0.0,0.0,0.09563498997977464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213487952728435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886510381742663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625723270920671,0.0,0.0,0.08012955346151587,0.08334714436632681,0.0,0.0,0.10141259985597204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322830352950938,0.08218904598391187,0.0,0.1267921411836877,0.0,0.0,0.10316120401598164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692298327578612,0.0,0.10670211619621556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279549203231296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837920778721564,0.0,0.12208379549436232,0.0,0.08939329380665774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630162970453104,0.1806959931302164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685933972963603,0.0,0.09949263351168758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924431525301677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326167313953112,0.0,0.366848527461236,0.11754475224513207,0.10556475800214657,0.0,0.0,0.2800029240362895,0.2380388148597493,0.0,0.19122034132755455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867331911580057,0.0,0.0,0.07676697027728446,0.0,0.0,0.06959094681361419
anxiety,shreksbabydaddy13,2020/03/06,does anyone else sometimes accidentally think of something that scares them and it makes them have a panic attack? i often think of my fears and what could go wrong at any moment and i start having panic attacks. anyone else? and how can i avoid it as well,3.175102040816326,5.779462428571431,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,77.77551020408163,4.736326530612245,17.963265306122448,5.6839178017228535,-0.25195020408163193,205,4,37,1,5,64,37,49,0.41100000000000003,0.556,0.033,-0.9711,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,9,2,5,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,9,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,6,1,4,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364146495787398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542606694731209,0.37258501141016864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136850674067524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451656926876176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910885752140702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037687362033409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045941273815166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333051544100157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136393559471652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266450116053195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820300496682496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997123600266698,0.1798211823769397,0.0,0.12869066512553848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330013627731569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347488227582088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878781712409746,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eftychiosoiko,2020/03/06,"chest pain hey guys, so i just wanted to know if anxiety could cause chest pain, and if it can, does it happen specifically at an area or all over your chest? thank you",2.38401960784314,4.24327367647059,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,76.94117647058823,6.886274509803924,17.215686274509807,7.793537801064563,0.03581568627451048,131,2,30,2,3,41,29,34,0.209,0.7290000000000001,0.063,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,1,1,10,6,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324293557723609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121174226063701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425837798907486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658839520347204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30083977534715256,0.26867613999829765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697719270115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465937436138336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27972612885030823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920698899685528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,6osie,2020/03/06,cheek and lip biting. you can tell when i’m super anxious when i start nibbling and progressively start biting the inside of my lip and cheek. often to the point where i taste blood. sometimes i’d start doing it and i wouldn’t even be conscious of it. idk if it’s just me but do you do it too?,-0.006451612903227044,2.288669241935488,1.7066935483870969,96.63004032258064,90.45161290322581,3.745161290322581,15.81451612903226,5.148860815047168,-0.9109741935483872,231,5,51,1,8,75,42,62,0.047,0.91,0.043,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,7,1,0,0,2,0,6,6,5,0,0,10,10,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795961765552414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193173886361744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176384914814777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323229352433522,0.0,0.7134897959344529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936879510086173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fastball48,2020/03/06,"Natural Remedies to look into for 4 year old with rare genetic syndrome Hey all.  This post is for my son. He's about to turn 4 years old and has an extremely rare genetic disorder.  I'll spare you his entire medical history but lately he's been demonstrating more OCD and agitated type behaviors.  He also stims quite a lot. I know there are many prescription medications for anxiety but it seems like a lot of them can also have negative side effects, especially for someone who is at high risk for seizures (he's high risk but never had a seizure at this point).  I'm simply seeing if anyone here has had any success with any type of natural remedy to help bring their anxiety back down to baseline?

I'd like to at least research or try natural options before taking the dive into medications that could potentially be harmful for him.  Thanks so much!",5.401354166666668,7.153262093750001,6.4250000000000025,72.74666666666668,68.6875,10.583333333333336,32.708333333333336,10.686352973137794,3.995333333333334,685,31,118,21,12,228,114,160,0.115,0.7340000000000001,0.152,0.8255,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,3,7,7,0,2,5,0,12,3,0,1,2,20,21,10,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,7,4,22,16,6,19,0,0,2,0,13,10,0,6,9,72,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330862895384949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820775461561885,0.0,0.22297168196719855,0.0,0.0,0.10190035438455447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112060178860538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400859971676137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635645859031565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702338511191228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768219157980854,0.3079511985525052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009140106897751,0.0,0.16439390140761473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423961971634165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223795594343358,0.0,0.0,0.24779507020999014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477510441504556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404339518662284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713099879562883,0.0,0.11239877267922764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058458947549281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776540159263356,0.0,0.1395725492239213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500567218125236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161308483758799,0.13267043875956944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347964608997282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109573565688371,0.0,0.0,0.1341719621273057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894358003339968,0.15851635935081282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876953810692474
anxiety,ihatethomasjefferson,2020/03/06,"Help with constant tension headaches This is a super stressful time in my life and I have been getting constant tension headaches because of it. A few weeks ago I even had a tension migraine that impaired me fore three days. I am so sick of this and I’m looking for a way to relieve/get rid of these headaches and stress. I’m already seeing a therapist, going to yoga, doing stretches, getting sleep and doing things like aromatherapy among other methods of relieving stress/headaches. I’m not sure what else to do because I’m doing everything that people tell me to do, yet I’m still experiencing these god awful tension headaches.",5.681282051282049,7.653881401709403,5.4150427350427375,79.39384615384617,68.31623931623932,6.90940170940171,36.93162393162393,7.3871296695380915,2.881762393162393,512,28,84,5,9,158,75,117,0.19399999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.109,-0.8690000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,6,5,1,10,4,1,0,1,7,20,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,3,6,4,12,18,1,13,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,9,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502439168766936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870379961105609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066407923528327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36632002314066414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093079439145835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415883323443543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194748408077436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232795899402435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656568135952397,0.0,0.09632587964404914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136065257779226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119716802063174,0.08280494623478396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233010489131506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750400933464687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506271722873112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961382419534368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535606656901422,0.0,0.5824555452224921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597436570482753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814297129648746,0.0,0.0,0.1967926016117934,0.11260256785810095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883180973552752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453439963813635,0.13595579317346804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,felorva,2020/03/06,"Asking the boss for something Do you guys ever get crazy anxiety to just drop into your chill boss' office and ask for something that he will almost definitely say yes to? Sometimes I convince myself that an email is better even though I work close enough to speak loudly to him from my desk to his. I'll tell myself its better in writing, or I don't want other coworker to hear, or wait until he's on the phone and send him an email because he's busy. Anyone else?",8.933709677419355,6.319580408602152,8.576424731182799,74.98463709677421,62.11827956989247,10.590322580645164,32.92741935483871,8.07648339933343,2.3953032258064506,370,9,71,3,4,119,69,93,0.076,0.79,0.133,0.7637,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,1,14,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,11,3,13,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,20,4,0,3,2,45,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226317359186064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621609295113878,0.0,0.0,0.14821842880451574,0.21719428766455656,0.0,0.0,0.396337572257694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921849829201826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749507906598332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707860556369812,0.0,0.0,0.21902769678336048,0.0,0.14000803632022055,0.19174427380212852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074862203459447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988939818802568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389121659974678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857168785827628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263786997986262,0.20964951577379426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527621836412544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826517641279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502883645699447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432092863607316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Redskyatnight1989,2020/03/06,"Anxiety impacts everything in my life..not sure what to do next? I'll try and make this as concise and easy to read as possible 🙂

**My history:**

I'm a 30 yo guy and I generally have heightened anxiety on a daily basis. Growing up I was bullied (alot) because of being gay and as far as I can tell from therapy etc this has had a big bearing on who I am today. I've tried Lexapro and Zoloft in the past but they gave me alot of side effects so I stopped. My psych at the time said that I didn't really need meds and that they were only a 'crutch' for me. I've been doing CBT for the past couple of years (on and off) with some success but not massively. I have a great partner now but I'm still an anxious guy.

**My anxiety:**

I overthink and worry alot (whether its about my appearance, health, what other people think of me, how im coming across in social situations). I'm a perfectionist and do suffer with fluctuating moods. I guess you could say I'm a very sensitive guy too. I get VERY nervous public speaking or speaking in any group at all (even speaking 1:1 with people I'm afraid my voice will break). Weirdly enough I cannot pee in public (at a urinal) and I regularly have issues keeping an erection during sex. All pretty embarrassing for a 30 yo guy.

**My dry mouth:**

My biggest physical symptom is that I have a chronic dry mouth which really gets me down. It started 2 years ago after a number of panic attacks and it really hasn't gone away. It's ALWAYS on my mind. I've gone to numerous specialists who all told me it was anxiety related. The unfortunate thing is that anti-depressants (the SSRIs I tried) make it worse. I tried all the OTC stuff.

**My job:**

Outside of this I've been pretty successful in my career (I manage a team of 10 people in tech) and have worked across various high intensity roles.

The performance anxiety definitely holds me back and is one of the main reasons I'm writing this today. Everytime I have to speak in public (regardless of the size of the team) I feel so nervous. This never gets better even though I have presented hundreds if not thousands of times in my career to date.

**The future!**

At this stage I'm wondering if I should go back to a psychiatrist and figure out meds again or keep powering through with CBT? If any bit of my story resonates with people feel free to reply.",1.2074775672981062,3.800150808278872,3.2802333739522176,85.40138916583585,87.75816993464052,6.423411247738267,23.03020567925852,7.713797945801586,1.512251696761567,1827,70,350,38,59,616,242,459,0.132,0.7909999999999999,0.077,-0.9786,2,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,1,2,9,13,15,1,5,29,0,29,10,4,5,6,65,58,31,0,7,11,0,2,0,1,2,4,7,0,5,24,21,0,4,7,3,1,6,6,8,0,2,12,9,42,7,59,42,13,59,0,1,0,2,28,29,0,12,22,232,66,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641533516240491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172928173400513,0.0,0.0,0.11724441142792068,0.0,0.3297320993827264,0.09738686289925882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807038088142524,0.08099222742860689,0.13257230768281944,0.0,0.052549633070422534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624112154635729,0.0941132916752845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425778389680887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688275013745793,0.0953839481696623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424804971670812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907258055433011,0.09614111563526603,0.11387488684338695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747529672490261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717545271279929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511531695301415,0.0,0.04899216241716154,0.0,0.0,0.09504107302491684,0.09496428272915534,0.3414251366774738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163164881307204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108008183844812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311595398524196,0.08997539242721209,0.08554494140490819,0.1532455366456891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060888984688389935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508471856287593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915081516787024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704225243049744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391975122935817,0.06648643981438987,0.0,0.09167976029159043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058414589154077885,0.06556261886063106,0.0,0.10114273413730383,0.0,0.0,0.16458443139557874,0.2390541578758925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971829356608281,0.0,0.1754025025600774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622810709939584,0.0,0.16567496621547415,0.08863287005574215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200048539345263,0.06855350015750337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689778327949353,0.0,0.08787491602598331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101618617205861,0.0,0.06884324775441539,0.07207105512307907,0.0,0.0,0.0986838474843017,0.0,0.0,0.0812469838857469,0.08959977245788754,0.0,0.0,0.07534677635478816,0.0,0.09858267744962702,0.0,0.057270624607624276,0.05523654149833511,0.08469575754630912,0.0,0.10053339958975607,0.0,0.16342410140183372,0.0823723604272443,0.0,0.23410954486789146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225594131181105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348540542612824,0.06275810570546947,0.08754513741386706,0.08785003434063432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110261025048164
anxiety,throwaway656543,2020/03/06,"I'm a mess right now I have no one to listen to my problems so I thought I would write them down. Then I decided to post it on here. 

Just moved to a new city and started at a new school. I don't miss anything from my old hometown, I'm actually quite happy to be somewhere else. Moving has been tough though. I had to give up my cat and say goodbye to my friends.

I have kind of 'joined' a group of friends at school. They're all pretty nice. The dynamic of the group is a little weird though. Its like 50% introverts who don't talk much, myself included, and 50% strongly opinionated extroverts. They mostly seem like a nice group of people though. In regard to making friends, things have gone pretty well. Trying to form deep relationships with people is a hard and long process though. It's hard not to get impatient and blame myself though. I feel like I'm being ungrateful because even though I think I've been lucky in finding a group of friends, which is exactly what I want, I still feel so shit.

I've never been diagnosed but I think I could have depression and/or anxiety. I would love to get some medication if it would ease the pain, but I don't want to tell my parents how I feel.

Over the past few years I've thought of suicide probably at least once a month, usually weekly or daily though, and planned it two or three times in my life. I've been thinking about it a lot recently. I've been researching pills I can get at a chemist that I could overdose on and I've found a suicide bridge that's very close to my house. I've been told that I should live for all the good moments in life, but the effort it takes to reach those moments doesn't seem worth it sometimes.

I'm starting to find it hard to trust myself. I'm like a different person from day to day, or even hour to hour. During the brief moments when I feel happy about something I worry about my emotions causing me to do something I regret. When I'm sad or empty it's all I can think about.

There's this girl who's not in my new social circle but who has been really nice to me. She seems like a really nice person. We don't see each other much but she always makes an effort to greet me. I'm unsure whether her intentions are romantic or platonic and it's making me dizzy. I really want us to become better friends or maybe more, but I am not great at social interaction and always make myself feel shit about every little mistake I make. I feel kind of like It'll never happen, yet I spent the whole afternoon texting her. I feel like I'm going insane.

The people I admire most are the ones that seem like the nicest people you could ever know and make you feel happy just being present or after a short conversation and you're always left wanting more from them. I aspire to be like this and make other people happy. I need to remember to smile more though.

Usually I have a high libido but the past two weeks my drive has literally been non-existent. A month ago my shit suddenly became sloppy even though my diet is quite healthy and hasn't changed much, I think it is anxiety causing me to be extremely tense all the time. I just started waking up at 4am every morning out of nowhere and I can't stop. I don't know what the fuck is happening to me.

I feel so lonely. I just want someone to talk to and listen to. Getting to that point with someone new takes time and I'm getting kind of impatient.

I don't know what to do to make myself happy. If things worked out with this girl I think I would be happier, yet the thought of her losing interest in me makes me feel awful.

Wow, this ended up really long.",3.45444187192118,4.8979684882758665,4.384072660098525,86.68996120689656,73.08275862068966,7.4406403940886685,24.80849753694581,8.017231161292626,1.3019187192118222,2834,86,581,41,56,917,299,725,0.13699999999999998,0.674,0.18899999999999997,0.9891,2,2,2,0,0,2,65.0,2,2,3,9,35,54,4,0,33,1,54,13,4,13,8,125,128,49,2,19,24,1,13,9,5,6,6,3,0,4,34,24,1,1,31,0,2,6,15,16,1,5,16,17,79,38,77,97,19,84,0,6,1,2,44,30,4,19,56,370,113,4,0.0,0.0,0.04373030966265678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039723372075158886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186219131074128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856252526310895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036876678599737804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02731714285402309,0.049491629672002234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03963280972564998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206908740677416,0.04740543802008424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733684961121663,0.0,0.0,0.057800411719206975,0.0,0.03859674106621914,0.04548350908491161,0.0,0.04681928262113877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037434900022155326,0.05040777032788067,0.03969036877260853,0.0,0.0,0.08879424183279562,0.04053526227380098,0.07551253764515152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658429336017866,0.06402778692701287,0.0,0.0,0.08191520285931662,0.0,0.0,0.04913433924794325,0.17310923682976295,0.041428219994758285,0.11706280327481958,0.04298801113992876,0.02546784480271428,0.03758640458872182,0.0,0.049405684057622634,0.0,0.0,0.07925468181510319,0.23851746469921656,0.1204289712465265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734662187655491,0.0,0.0,0.08826211516236301,0.05170734106614961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999524476817968,0.07388295223010495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868866068173769,0.0,0.06330446078434619,0.19703709684849727,0.08982733098499641,0.03957005395229998,0.07931489466067741,0.0,0.05013346574988355,0.0,0.038097788049707655,0.04044482177408748,0.0,0.2692128338722824,0.0,0.04501994673631735,0.0,0.0,0.04514364587338273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153745012676993,0.09525669876752743,0.09882652020987956,0.033227729167699685,0.0691239678812278,0.17311987206329785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470229373989244,0.04772360327904969,0.060731905569828284,0.0,0.04768341302476234,0.0,0.04975872082880613,0.0,0.08555676150880186,0.15533592241720853,0.07825668846776558,0.0,0.0,0.04236207819639995,0.0,0.04291776582467268,0.09118037442746044,0.048315204576891015,0.042879288782386615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953267268837818,0.0,0.0,0.11483154635614705,0.0,0.04424670880377575,0.04811160568516305,0.05076356441147137,0.0382694323212462,0.0,0.035636514425061744,0.0,0.09070481596704977,0.0357095760114007,0.16318162430077332,0.0,0.0,0.137997448476542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136092848260748,0.07593857910413,0.06899734701111375,0.04432047924537181,0.0,0.09515506255787401,0.0,0.03578713539107017,0.03746506290156088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803469649994116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673864976879266,0.07203680768314029,0.039167897719011184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059542559760561366,0.17228335271343453,0.39625043517040576,0.1067278064740276,0.0783911821376645,0.0,0.0,0.04282004279646663,0.0,0.030424588655434633,0.0,0.08755014940233581,0.0,0.05390364123656997,0.0,0.09870876511696372,0.03697481450955658,0.1321571845947918,0.0,0.07189139727281407,0.0,0.04029161098416988,0.0,0.0,0.05003129727496195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03262386507069871,0.045509033749195286,0.0,0.12733339883759812,0.0,0.0,0.028857631589786988
anxiety,pm_me_metal,2020/03/06,"Where do you draw the line? How do I know if I actually have anxiety or I’m just “shy” or “not brave enough” or “not trying hard enough”? 
 
All of the phrases in the quotation marks were said by people in my family at some point. They think of me as someone who “always worries too much” but it’s likely that part of it is because of their expectations. 

I’m asking this here because I’m afraid that if I bring this up to a therapist they’re gonna laugh at me or something because I’m thinking it’s anxiety when in reality it’s nothing and my family is right.

I’ve tried to conquer my fears but they only got worse and I got reassured that trying again is a very bad idea.

TL;DR: How do you know if I have anxiety or I’m just not brave enough?",1.2815384615384635,3.2152497179487187,3.5185641025641066,88.35976923076927,80.66666666666666,6.98051282051282,22.57948717948718,8.021203637495839,1.1458671794871802,580,19,127,11,15,199,90,156,0.172,0.769,0.059000000000000004,-0.9467,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,3,1,9,8,0,2,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,27,24,16,0,4,15,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,2,15,5,14,19,7,12,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,9,3,84,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.13833908333533348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179571874761908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253422043848578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325281618157451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183651952277819,0.2592500623195669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394335547258475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672808478859485,0.15952145548502458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267597493905425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699074255956647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600318353117506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558171737095964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925766278545037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421124631497328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602428609131878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781624933945486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535142324807081,0.0,0.0982797939553377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401073788585766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106381655938045,0.13484795044460365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011432692899457,0.10913517205479917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645963950324473,0.0,0.18167049560644474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887409033630685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696834495809713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439660057499338,0.1444674018755073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,opportunisticwombat,2020/03/06,Started a new job and I’m struggling with my anxiety I started a new job and moved to a new city but now I’m really feeling anxious about it. I’m worried I made the wrong choice and left my old job because I let my anxiety get to me. I was hoping I’d feel better once I started my new job but I actually feel worse. I want to crawl into a hole and disappear but instead I have to put on my game face and try to impress my new boss and coworkers... I wish I could go back in time and stay where I was. I just need someone to talk to.,0.3388058551617874,1.9208797372881392,3.093636363636364,91.98919106317413,82.13559322033899,6.3248073959938385,24.28659476117103,7.348242739294969,0.9453796610169491,411,16,98,6,11,145,67,118,0.174,0.6759999999999999,0.15,-0.2682,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,5,0,5,1,1,2,0,23,21,10,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,3,19,3,12,16,0,22,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,12,57,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.1148412218295854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800537026533117,0.13294781799852098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049063964454668,0.0,0.07173820826904126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040806783337239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395996393790976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785115447222418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061484290701727076,0.0,0.0668817220155096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688535507252534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671272063608257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786246713253088,0.12033841093857775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135410231772899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507795803761754,0.0,0.08726014166553593,0.0,0.5682928437992556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348807100993445,0.1253281065914022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830349670246393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539047396331322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971206784945373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988900677162465,0.12543397174950682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230273838855367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458879979186603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862165857656556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989874670007956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941223453253675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532915879380186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195123720906189,0.11992860257511552,0.0,0.1286674267346999,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paleoclipper,2020/03/06,"Job help? I’ve become aware recently that employment of the traditional type has been setting of my anxiety horribly. It’s not so much interacting with people, I’m fine with that. It’s more the thought of driving there, doing all the things associated with work (and hoping I do them right even though I’ve never been written up)...etc. the normal overthinking. 
I have wound up in the ER before because of horrible anxiety/panic attacks. 
—
Anyway....
What type of employment can I work where I don’t have to deal with this? I’m realizing interfacing with customers sets me into a spiral and worrying about what a manager is going to say to me every second is also setting me off. To the point where even with my prescription I’m having issues....
Help...please...",4.587765957446809,6.826875382978723,5.981152482269504,73.10875,71.7659574468085,9.239007092198582,28.77127659574468,9.725611199111238,3.1506638297872342,603,24,101,16,12,203,92,141,0.10400000000000001,0.843,0.053,-0.7882,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,10,3,1,0,8,0,12,1,0,0,2,16,19,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,4,1,10,2,20,15,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,75,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539706807034571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728923660872134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903708436322744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736793829749333,0.21264048618212186,0.16383364760988145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849578928337586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147281316429056,0.2543359470228401,0.0,0.16221957959483374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942244045609947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581051602808185,0.0,0.0,0.1912313322711328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095718446859295,0.1910619126687123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415358478755998,0.0,0.14849535400747507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886440467346455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334799693736062,0.0,0.0,0.21134631392031414,0.18200841158527012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010571553913053,0.0,0.0,0.16442438344896768,0.0,0.15311206770522098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791212311984468,0.0,0.18916528746134467,0.1528517906845648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803364761172015,0.1955292869974307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anDokDok,2020/03/06,"Feel so uncomfortable everywhere I go I can't go anywhere or do anything without feeling horrible. I constantly feel utterly horrible. It's like I'm living in a fever dream. 

I used to find that posting for help online helped but not anymore. Idk what to do anymore. 

I used to ""look up to"" the internet but now it feels so small. I go on 4chan, Reddit, YouTube, I feel myself feeling older every year, the people on these sites sounding more and more childlike every year. Less and less aware or something.

I feel so disconnected. Just not ok at all. I've felt this way since 11-12, especially since 12. 

What am I supposed to do? I'm totally miserable!",1.5386305882352929,4.259195616,3.3256470588235314,84.31576470588237,88.84,6.461176470588236,26.552941176470586,7.724431198458867,2.0884117647058824,512,24,94,11,17,170,82,125,0.1,0.813,0.087,-0.546,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,1,5,1,0,2,2,23,21,9,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,9,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,10,10,2,12,20,6,17,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,2,6,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125972919120658,0.0,0.0,0.1296928605093762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031156678468445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26557264329090874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578174713058436,0.0,0.15132245219197984,0.0,0.14404519850258618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687062204807417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127434134030892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699628324904481,0.0,0.1391652850107987,0.0,0.1323458267819566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926125065012526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093896814538288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26073969053005513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132957252680865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722347231051287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509698046186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192252013141247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298079602167984
anxiety,gatheringmushrooms,2020/03/06,"A comforting idea from a friend. I was talking to a sweet friend of mine the other day, and at one point, he asked about my favourite musician at the moment. I began excitedly talking about Jakub Józef Orliński, an absolutely wonderful Polish counter tenor who specialises in Vivaldi's arias and, funnily enough, break-dancing. From what I've seen in interviews, he is also an altruistic and bubbly person. I expressed all of this to my friend, and later noted that I wished I was of even close to Orliński's merit. Immediately, he (who knows of my anxious tendencies), wrote: ""Tell me one thing that makes him different."" So, I replied with the obvious: ""He has a fully-fledged career, the voice of an angel, a talent for dancing, fluency in multiple languages, and is a generally remarkable person.""

His next point, though very simple, had quite an effect on me. He noted that for each of the points, I had a parallel skill or quality. Of course, he was being much too generous with his compliments, but it made me pause and consider for a moment — perhaps I should be a little easier on myself. As difficult as it is to remember, we all have our own qualities. I play an instrument, I'm trying my best to learn two different languages, and though I can be anxious and reserved at times, I am a kind person.

I'm going to try to keep this in mind when I next jump to self-comparison: I probably have analogous skill-sets to that person or celebrity, even if these don't come near their calibre.",9.186624239070284,7.688656920863309,9.43129496402878,65.53321250691756,60.726618705035975,13.589817376867735,39.370226895406745,12.502718667466526,5.058061649142222,1176,50,205,35,13,393,166,278,0.026000000000000002,0.816,0.158,0.9853,2,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,2,0,1,4,10,13,0,0,20,0,18,0,0,3,3,35,32,19,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,14,14,0,1,6,2,0,4,1,1,0,3,9,3,28,12,37,19,7,28,1,0,1,0,28,15,0,4,9,147,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274814158396884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620458862529992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084244485118032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171251276764412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999053990092696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479668060853242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24234615805480464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983702224983947,0.0,0.15320570329749492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688146173167824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591338008975788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092585945719226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308721646105534,0.0,0.12077399102861752,0.06373887216371127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624114752402473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974187041595923,0.07741669710929594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710544677469308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525770489549094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246689371870661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718036631716648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40507258399751694,0.0,0.0,0.3289121380133942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504467763411295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335764628842084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138128262064847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209911004164436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643860609538385,0.10137051445337834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705110902428475,0.0,0.22789700979535946,0.0,0.06762812511163924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748387754479096,0.0,0.11329435841889972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569459141108616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336980586018027,0.0,0.12577397601333531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DSDLDK,2020/03/06,"Job interview and ""lying"" Hey All you brave souls, im thinking about applying for a New job, and in the job describtion, it says you have to be robust mentally. Now, i think i am robust mentally, but I feel like im lying to myself, since Ive been dealing with anxiety for 8+ years and got fired from My last job due to too many sick days..... Should i just not apply? Does anxiety make you not robust mentally?",4.8020481927710845,4.802768481927714,6.2382168674698795,79.90407228915666,69.0,10.495421686746988,28.648192771084343,10.355215969177356,2.727989879518073,316,10,66,8,5,108,59,83,0.195,0.6779999999999999,0.127,-0.8577,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,14,11,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,10,2,9,7,1,7,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,37,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354183524161811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923261755379234,0.15863192976816215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465158416396578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780066562825302,0.10992386912068773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306289933263324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33240931822992204,0.0,0.6107639869088599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542357169081644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517250134811453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270858859006897,0.15599876663614926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465190543339404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486074021312732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223626095977184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728182394518822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718577016083028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908643325825978
anxiety,koleffff,2020/03/06,"Started feeling vibration like sensation in chest when breathing in/out. Hi,

I am overall feeling OK (not ill).

Today when I came to work, out of nowhere I felt a vibration kind of feeling in the middle of my chest (below my heart) when breathing in and out. I kind of feel it when in the middle of inhaling/exhaling, not during the whole inhaling/exhaling process.

I made some tests and if I put my hand on my chest, I can feel the ""vibration"" as well.

The strangest part is that it is not happening every time I breathe but every once in a while. And I kind of feel it more when breathing with my chest and not my stomach and only if I take a deep breath.

Tried to forcefully cough to see if anything comes out - there is nothing I can cough out it seems.

The most accurate way to describe the feeling is like a vibration of a cell phone inside my chest or similar to what a person feels when he is having a gas passing through his intestines.

Any thoughts as I am seriously starting to panic?",4.885846153846156,5.7159615846153855,5.509230769230771,82.28076923076927,69.05128205128204,8.871794871794874,33.46153846153846,9.057496981413335,2.8510000000000004,779,36,153,14,13,252,100,195,0.035,0.877,0.087,0.5598,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,14,1,10,17,14,1,0,35,29,19,0,3,9,0,10,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,11,0,0,4,4,2,1,0,4,11,20,7,28,25,5,30,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,7,13,106,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241007285706067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182614916296027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554223167144602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705747227579692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289868995533781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496818032296313,0.09708006690609723,0.13047601112400395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016735518287296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610306754347324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245265495158478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277828589460014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858270004525313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039042050258354,0.0,0.0,0.14471874858368874,0.0,0.10335070664473146,0.0,0.15943800334289976,0.0,0.14715596678708387,0.0,0.0,0.11865417995721945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366072979277711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828698584653323,0.12370943745895115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923677262207537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217260377230852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078817295897958,0.07923873443101231,0.0,0.12880812768144198,0.0,0.0,0.09226060259202773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078634054490034,0.0,0.0,0.1221817113421865,0.0,0.0,0.15171668177095762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892976645934114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NK_Grimm,2020/03/06,"how do I really forgive someone (or myself)? Basicly few weeks ago I got paranoid with a friend of mine (he did something I totally didnt like and got mad because of it)... we didnt talk for weeks

then I randomly sent random meme pics to him with no context (I rly wanted to break the ice... but still felt unable to do it normaly)

he eventualy asked for forgiveness... and after justifying myself I accepted his apologies... but only by words... deep inside I still feel hurted and I can't really let go... it maybe is.mostly my fault for being a dramatic paranoid but still",2.340565749235473,4.9467770550458745,4.191032110091744,81.19339831804281,81.20183486238531,7.303058103975537,25.59709480122325,8.344100000000001,2.1907975535168203,445,18,79,10,12,150,77,109,0.121,0.8190000000000001,0.06,-0.6702,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,21,16,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,7,2,15,5,12,7,2,12,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,3,9,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497530186157754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950803247417337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720462743843092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551092687219614,0.0,0.20035802222151528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121961286180475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859321185604654,0.0,0.3337884185775047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338789040839646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338144761806946,0.0,0.10194668938231648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096392577545076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158704600180139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673614907398955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680726558345114,0.16064604317680814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999376306119805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677227983203637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308026150118855,0.0,0.33476848054663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mjustsleepy,2020/03/06,"Help, can I take painkillers with venlafaxine? I started taking 75mg venlafaxine (venegis xr) per day recently for anxiety and I somehow managed to forget talking about mixing venlafaxine with other drugs with my doctor.

Can I take 500mg paracetamol (parol) which I usually take for my awful period cramps?",7.623653846153848,10.078691749999997,7.180000000000002,66.74000000000002,64.19230769230771,11.353846153846154,38.0,11.20814326018867,5.379946153846153,249,13,34,8,4,78,38,52,0.13699999999999998,0.809,0.053,-0.504,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,20,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993081271615747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601177776201952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541214776911033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28792187161484234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641447802665582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24514305244349216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573135661032585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7466919996221275,0.19955521440074747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734414450011624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pommedeterre96,2020/03/06,"I [23 M] really want to get this off my chest For a long time, I've found it really difficult to turn off my mind and not overthink literally any situation. Regardless of how minor each of these situations might have been, such as a slightly ""weird"" comment that others wouldn't even care about, I end up analysing them in great detail. And in each case, my thought process arrives at the same conclusion: I should not have said anything and everyone most likely can't stand me.

I'm also convinced that no one likes me, despite the fact that I don't actually have any concrete evidence of the contrary. I think the worst part is, I know how irrational that sounds, but I always end up relapsing into that negative mindset. For instance, if I know that there's a party, but I wasn't invited, my mind will automatically assume the worst: that no-one likes me and that's why I didn't receive the invite. Mind you, I might've not necessarily said yes, but not receiving the invite brings out my fear of not being accepted by everyone. 

In addition, people talking in whispers or laughing when I'm around genuinely frightens me because I then believe that they must be talking about me or laughing at me. It bums me out and I'll end up spending a fair bit of time trying to work out what they were talking about. That ends up taking me down many different hypothetical scenarios that are most likely not at all true. 

I honestly hate what I put myself through on a daily basis. It can completely ruin my day and put me in a bad mood. 

To put the icing on the cake, I'm pretty sure I have self-esteem issues. I get very uncomfortable (more than the average person) when I receive compliments and will usually attempt to counter them e.g. ""I'm not really that smart"" or ""I didn't really do anything there"". My internal thoughts are often harsher and somewhat condescending of myself. I don't know if there's necessarily a link between social anxiety and self-esteem issues, but I thought I'd just get this off my chest. 

Apologies if this post seemed all over the place, I was just typing out my thoughts as they popped into my head. I just really wanted to get this all off chest. 

I'd love to hear about your experiences with social anxiety and how you try to deal with them on a daily basis.",6.4960434554056405,6.769902460136674,7.122562642369022,74.07069169441037,65.4009111617312,10.39849307867531,33.28552654634659,10.214889679676881,3.3505222708953912,1816,72,334,40,26,600,219,439,0.15,0.75,0.1,-0.9699,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,6,3,20,25,1,1,19,1,26,5,4,3,7,80,55,29,0,9,20,0,0,4,0,6,0,5,0,1,23,22,0,0,14,0,1,7,16,8,0,1,13,5,52,16,56,34,14,50,0,1,0,1,25,29,0,13,16,235,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.08120175571552794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654366162593475,0.06923806701186921,0.0,0.0,0.11317242023023208,0.0,0.12731209704670648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695082748581766,0.07407527033296467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947755786995471,0.05072454272540359,0.0,0.0,0.09375009784132347,0.0,0.0,0.0908446625728828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483897534285888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724496022181512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366409418188918,0.08578670027240605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693759498859674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29480034824311113,0.0,0.0,0.05495996095060302,0.0,0.0,0.15902300631803445,0.0,0.08139614756201466,0.0,0.0936353049866709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123636771917086,0.0,0.0,0.1738968734175535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174022134198384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215345624611538,0.08539830627561731,0.0,0.093784640217459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370095168096958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371914693678507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261041144245178,0.0,0.0,0.07363895602983793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510101261555968,0.0,0.0,0.0843627096754028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765470578212216,0.2520576183515469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638580424266883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010920778286924,0.0,0.0576879044455504,0.07265647727041052,0.08693759498859674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969296268961243,0.08465531741513849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509495672324368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665349058690406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830508727891202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575200413598802,0.17361406295288903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706489315998734,0.0,0.1696459012940317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842521183544407,0.0,0.06256417992453299,0.2006451122277776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331813269715945,0.0,0.264240381136498,0.09704179505852542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129893675486007,0.09050947612320616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164496082740696,0.06865763994339764,0.09815979353727032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508482123339077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057846702671344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thenachoaddict,2020/03/06,"On vacation but it doesn’t feel like it On vacation with my GF. I was being inconsiderate and selfish during parts of our trip. She understandably wasn’t happy with that and I feel I’ve ruined the whole trip for us. We aren’t talking right now.

I screwed up and now I just feel sad that I couldn’t be more thoughtful and that I hurt her. I feel like I wasted our time here and I’m sad we couldn’t make more good memories here because I wanted the trip to be special.",1.2526530612244926,3.379523244897964,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,81.85714285714286,5.960816326530613,21.02448979591837,7.1686216300943375,0.4704987755102037,370,11,82,5,10,122,58,98,0.26899999999999996,0.545,0.18600000000000005,-0.9085,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,5,0,0,0,5,11,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,21,18,6,0,3,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,3,4,17,5,8,10,4,10,0,4,0,1,9,4,1,0,5,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161213304049794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698454046629295,0.331920198574554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948480101149438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24729502000970266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486893463955279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269868389313841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506666292240207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515657398786343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838882749271533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671949054026432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844257335681872,0.13546002441767008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183968075791976,0.2794366034160933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702063138231216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593623631780062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,davetronred,2020/03/06,"I basically don't have anxiety any more and I just needed to tell someone. At this same time two years ago, I would go into work and be terrified for no reason. I work in a 24-hour watch office that is frequently manned by one individual, and when I would be on these solo shifts I would spend hours trying to psyche myself up to take care of the very small, very simple tasks I needed to complete throughout my shift. I would open up the word or excel document I needed to work on and stare at if for twenty minutes before my eyes flicked over to one of the numerous social media sites that I'm no doubt quite addicted to.

I would sit there, sweating, panicking, because ""Oh my god, why am I so useless, I just need to do this one stupid thing and I can't even do that, what is wrong with me"" until, having had days to work on a project, I'd hastily wrap it up with half an hour to go before the deadline.

It's finally over. I still procrastinate a bit, but no task ever consumes my mind like it used to.

What fixed it, for me, was a change in diet. I didn't change anything else really... my other probable contributing factors are still alive and well. I still don't have circadian rhythm of any kind (thanks a lot, shift work) I still don't exercise enough, I still sit for extended periods of time, I still drink a bit too much than is probably healthy. In fact, I still don't even really eat all *that healthy.* But I felt the change in about three months, and after about six months it was manageable. In Eighteen months anxiety was a thing that rarely happened, and now its been two years and I'm basically done with all the anxiety I used to have. It's like being a completely different person.

I haven't really talked to anyone in my personal life about it but I did want to tell somebody and this seemed like a possible place to do that. I hope everyone is doing well and is on their way to recovery or improvement. If you're reading this, thank you for doing so and I wish you a blessed day and a happy healthy life.",4.6000210854418775,5.377380111386138,5.4044664466446655,82.9659094242758,69.66831683168317,9.153502016868352,27.834250091675834,9.348350401419415,2.1821291895856256,1591,52,327,32,27,519,206,404,0.046,0.7879999999999999,0.166,0.9944,1,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,1,7,23,17,1,1,18,0,38,9,2,3,4,53,58,24,0,14,9,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,0,3,24,18,3,0,3,3,1,2,10,4,2,8,9,4,38,13,53,41,9,55,1,1,3,0,10,22,0,8,31,229,62,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853420167511671,0.0,0.0,0.06385908747438067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797930100477273,0.0,0.16533114144831054,0.0,0.0,0.050372022598708766,0.0,0.05928275776813841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043914897551109666,0.0,0.12260141831879155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572979798576009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344955144675726,0.0,0.2286262108532573,0.0,0.15106507753978635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291964290061576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526643656369629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372190187583329,0.0,0.07057174548431681,0.0,0.07371487493062694,0.060180151639353224,0.0,0.0,0.07443654733829178,0.0,0.09516344258141428,0.06516427795812363,0.0,0.06883727930807466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691696693475991,0.07891626672951504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188395113905883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370470826606728,0.07668788849836762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155194584710846,0.2128345796838292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501854378268448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176792370741587,0.10558527256564212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612458070035829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273983422454346,0.0,0.1725048521823385,0.0,0.052957667566008164,0.21366690214319395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644844587708553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258050475891883,0.07526643656369629,0.0,0.0,0.0812142428766731,0.0,0.0,0.15534254592387542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766233765250337,0.07205946584291978,0.0,0.1384519499572141,0.07406908822641252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558248378761866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343567802694066,0.061039233483445615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027184961916905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054165092559406575,0.05790299970643156,0.1259322195453834,0.13264945248147555,0.0,0.0,0.09572031108043884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401417261148937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891041134784322,0.0,0.14074516731612333,0.0,0.0,0.12443880937263167,0.0,0.11888104109828793,0.042491041271313965,0.05718197563935942,0.0,0.0,0.12954517081045314,0.0,0.06500486854968499,0.0,0.08284241114330085,0.0,0.0,0.26222978368507605,0.0,0.0,0.2558756416561048,0.07876439904978368,0.0,0.09278275854874224
anxiety,Angelique6666,2020/03/06,"Walked out of a lecture - regret! I had a 4 hour maths class today (lecture and tutorial) and 3 and a half hours in I was so done. I have already studied the content and didn’t really feel like I needed to be there. my friend persuaded me to leave early, so I did. As soon as I got outside I immediately wished I hadn’t! I feel so rude to the lecturer, and lazy.

I am the only girl in my course so I feel like it would get noticed more. It’s so insignificant in the grand scheme of things, just regret it but also wish I wasn’t overthinking it so much!",1.1397962382445144,2.9867515689655204,3.5778996865203787,88.19343260188087,80.72413793103449,6.631974921630094,21.75235109717868,7.686295010490155,0.8313896551724134,426,13,95,7,11,148,71,116,0.105,0.7809999999999999,0.114,0.4585,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,0,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,17,19,15,0,6,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,8,3,15,4,11,9,2,10,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,68,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973610404094085,0.15923780998104847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377096338351114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020462335727025,0.2845056262653638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384118115065576,0.0,0.10403303864319716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925607206484754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921901654729779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210841471577066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456192494914806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637759829696784,0.1476464571078895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670174314068506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144127139595365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756266684774495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228782429597305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887443952295832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579609993273122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145057216363138,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,curtainfoot,2020/03/06,"I got a history examination notification yesterday, and it’s scheduled for in about 3-4 weeks. I’m already really stressing out about it. It’s a kind of feeling where I feel really uneasy if I’m not working on or preparing for the exam, but I can’t because I don’t know how or what to prepare for. I understand this probably seems trivial and irrelevant to many of you and I understand if I don’t get any responses, I’m just struggling",4.636287878787879,5.567652477272726,7.293636363636362,68.8937878787879,69.68181818181819,11.321212121212122,36.25757575757576,11.20814326018867,4.600903030303031,350,19,65,12,6,128,59,88,0.11599999999999999,0.8690000000000001,0.015,-0.7642,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,19,14,9,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,12,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,3,43,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604818471968905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051889156496074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438910179150912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870318202305055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233239216357295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887869815924447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458048459485827,0.12972431828824027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931287532710704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544967460358269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024333141691747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488676681114016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038908222680663,0.2467657880767023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914629430313878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893412936375217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718437824348121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,try4gain,2020/03/06,"My relationship with anxiety has totally changed thanks to exercising at home. Just stopped a panic attack in its tracks. Ive suffered from anxiety and panic attacks for a while now.  It can get really bad.  Ive never felt in control, my anxiety ruled my life.  You know the story.

Tonight felt an attack coming on.  I had freaked myself out and the anxiety was ramping up fast and big league.  Picked up a weight and lifted for 30min or so.  Anxiety is very very reduced now, back to manageable levels.  Attack cancelled before it could peak.

The trick is to lift lite weights - not heavy.  This way you can lift for a lot longer and burn off all that anxious energy.  So I'll lift for 5 min or so, take a break for a few min, then lift more.  Don't lift to failure because then you can't keep lifting.

Even if you don't own weights you probably have something ""kind of heavy"" in your house.  Like a 2L or gallon of water.  Its not important that the weight is heavy, just important that it gets lifted a lot.

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TL;DR -- lift lite weights a lot, burn off the nervous energy.  don't lift heavy or lift to failure.  lift every day or every few days.  keep that energy controlled.",2.2859000000000016,4.797817506666668,3.327583333333333,87.90337500000004,80.6,6.594444444444445,24.041666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.3983666666666659,909,33,177,16,24,291,126,225,0.19899999999999998,0.73,0.07,-0.9777,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,6,0,2,9,14,5,3,15,0,16,8,0,3,3,34,26,17,0,2,10,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,10,8,6,5,3,1,0,1,7,11,0,0,4,7,13,3,24,21,9,29,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,9,15,111,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458291971673748,0.10214116452158864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114322038965999,0.0,0.06952215877435655,0.07549123332875883,0.0551150386941563,0.0,0.0769349616122228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564516189531078,0.07788295357515061,0.0,0.0,0.20281215104830888,0.07218757163153547,0.0,0.0,0.11661804989876867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059717056313743314,0.0,0.15235401653996644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736216735160567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447431551119027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069179689409204,0.0,0.0,0.10432467695694847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072678700943754,0.0,0.09415141953934572,0.04968872224010826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638615067521254,0.04417131548745814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305981713104557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697322224514122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216078514344008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748070594356653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792100179134181,0.0,0.0,0.09706992503373137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960448738422167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755894715099908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797946343401673,0.0,0.0,0.08324031381112072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149200693739707,0.0,0.07176577826018317,0.0,0.5504945124071211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImmortalAuthor,2020/03/06,"Weird New Anxiety My anxiety has been under control for months now but recently I've been feeling something new. TV has always been a way I cope with anxiety.  I am a television buff and I acredit that to using TV to check out of real life since I was a teen. 

Suddenly I've been getting this weird anxiety when I participate in ""fandom"" or see other fans of my shows disliking episodes or story arcs, ect. Specifically recently with Doctor Who I was enjoying the show as I always do as it is my favorite show but when I saw all the horrible reviews and negative comments it just made me feel really uncomfortable. I started feeling anxious and I'm not sure why, other people's opinions about the show never really affected me before. Has anybody else ever had this? I'm pretty annoyed my coping mechanism has become a trigger!!",4.158928571428575,6.533294032051284,6.077509157509162,71.33653846153848,73.42307692307692,9.328937728937731,32.2967032967033,9.784248007369934,3.8875087912087913,663,33,105,19,14,229,102,156,0.20800000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.106,-0.9391,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,7,0,14,2,0,5,4,26,25,11,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,3,6,1,0,3,3,0,0,9,5,15,2,13,16,1,16,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,12,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569389673545778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724487577233917,0.17442304859561175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705177782360998,0.1313792593891365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731677617137546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580304095068257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897768819844574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965963353710895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342011197228651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066531355221912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905415801540648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609282267499898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232370719769744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907938275710488,0.29823240968614817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703844891097518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707580220278938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573596161023286,0.19781951297456374,0.0,0.3048940004393387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303328064910808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277176120436106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886125385739743,0.0,0.0,0.10928198002247046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551599873598936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334820134080347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255201796071252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393179883863837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MadameAshlini,2020/03/06,"Successful deflection I started to have a panic attack in the bath tonight. I finished rinsing and got out, then asked myself, “What’s relaxing? Do something relaxing.” So, I made my bed. Then I thought, “Well, I might as well pick up my laundry too.” There was some random things in my laundry basket, so I put those on my dresser and picked up my clothes. Then I thought, “let me put those away...” and lo and behold, I cleaned my room. It distracted me, made me feel accomplished, and now I’m not having an attack anymore. I’m still feeling a little shaky so I’m going to bed, but now with the comfort that my room is clean :)",2.6852086438152014,4.713525926229512,3.630536512667661,88.78756333830107,76.62295081967213,6.403576751117736,28.30402384500745,7.348242739294969,1.590465573770492,481,21,96,6,11,154,78,122,0.073,0.74,0.187,0.9253,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,2,3,5,0,7,0,0,4,0,21,20,13,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,6,7,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,5,2,0,6,2,19,6,11,12,1,22,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,4,9,69,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810470384292588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066572643786726,0.4153688497622636,0.17151788360738335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846121489249681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375109165318176,0.0,0.14600714605251494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667643604916986,0.0,0.0,0.1829696176134974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34547883419764114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366364528331675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141907717846919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670395007599506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054094739915948,0.0,0.0,0.12921446230443046,0.0,0.145789892812918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128245681638253,0.0,0.0,0.2898590102462523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282805165851672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MCR5ever513,2020/03/06,"Thought I was making progress... experienced dissociation while on the freeway today. Title kind of says it all.
 I (F 21) have panic disorder. Haven’t had a bad attack since last April, thought I was making progress. Had a good day but started driving on the freeway, fairly crowded, going 60 all of the sudden  a switch went off and I felt like I didn’t exist, the world felt weird, and I was going to die.
Had to pull of the nearest exit (almost pulled off on the freeway )sit for awhile call my mom and muster the courage to drive the rest of the way home (thankfully just back roads not the freeway) 
I feel terrified probably the worst experience I’ve ever had, god it was so awful. I will not be driving on the freeway for a few days and will most likely take back roads if I need to go across town.
Why can’t this end? I just want to be normal.",2.2732026627218933,4.395557130177519,3.4713868343195284,88.98743528106512,78.28994082840238,5.8818047337278125,23.58025147928994,6.9077264865688965,0.7688014792899409,661,22,135,7,16,214,103,169,0.174,0.715,0.111,-0.9562,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,1,1,16,1,16,0,0,2,3,25,32,8,1,4,6,1,3,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,9,5,5,0,0,14,5,11,6,18,14,6,36,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,3,14,85,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679990875430144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781410534195356,0.0,0.24081246888834384,0.1307441440097362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989349444467385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019721554117296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251325488268878,0.0,0.17946300880415686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869017696679015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164249091151074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317276491792034,0.0,0.0,0.07917541891348108,0.0,0.3006973933852399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669771039080511,0.13133828848556206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707017663871925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306193728966195,0.0,0.12763983122837455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300162889222912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904693968782675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339355884949046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610775563398665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342264669167407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837218642674194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882796709059886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452478132433732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953091917085838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083354201994056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773442246221424,0.0,0.0,0.14416486652087573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486262003420097,0.0,0.0,0.14842677940173907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923594508476008,0.12429198509657535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515831692634898,0.14129599515657446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misskitten1313,2020/03/06,"Constantly worried about something happening to my cat I have a 13 year old cat who came to live with me a year ago. I rent and I'm not actually allowed a cat.

I love him more than life. He's everything to me. I've spent thousands on his vet bills as he's quite sick. 

My neighbour used to love him but he's decided he hates him because he bit his wife.

I can't stop worrying he's going to hurt my cat, or my cat will get run over, or something else. I'm worried he'll tell my landlord and I'll lose my home.

I'm so anxious I can't stand it. It's all I can think about. I'm so stressed and anxious. I don't know what to do.
I used to be a major self harmer. I'm just so worried.",-0.8743544690603499,0.9398334285714292,1.8117723453017585,98.20782658517956,88.0909090909091,5.1819709702062635,21.3964858670741,6.522977012572876,0.1484015278838804,524,19,134,6,17,181,85,154,0.21,0.7240000000000001,0.065,-0.9733,2,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,1,4,0,8,4,0,3,1,18,26,10,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,3,3,4,4,0,1,2,0,21,2,14,21,4,12,0,2,0,2,19,2,0,2,6,65,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.13403841641602202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175669298325405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103435283356843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837301770193103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499558058051763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709723533503928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843168202197998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474226357803848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123445587159597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176218459562518,0.0,0.0780618663169431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146234643661487,0.0,0.0,0.13560937299076806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777800738343304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470410942158414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548657512724792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097017717700383,0.0,0.0,0.12128675534607708,0.0,0.0,0.15366482447526802,0.0,0.0,0.2479360381687989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413069820001453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609367749956692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329095387593185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114847848464691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483471626408752,0.15733939509899686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005410035054445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801137376910118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726079571781625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579616392768845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769039034779624
anxiety,cottoneyedJulia,2020/03/06,"I feel like life itself is tearing me apart Throwaway for obvious reasons.

I’ve been working full-since I moved out of my parents house at 18. Since then, I’ve also been a full-time college student. I’ve also been battling severe anxiety and depression since I was 7. It was especially bad 18-20ish. Now at 25, I feel like there’s a weight on my chest. I feel like everything I’m doing is wrong, even thought everything in my life is going right. I feel extremely overwhelmed and my work has a very generous PTO policy. I was going to take a mini 2 day breather a couple weeks ago, but came down with the flu and decided it wasn’t a good time. So, while I had a week off, it was not relaxing and mind settling like I needed it to be. I’m scared I’m reaching my breaking point where I’ll fall into a depression, but I also don’t want to be back on medication, I’ve been off antidepressants for 2 whole years!!! 2 YEARS! I’ve done great until this week. Everyday feels like I’m on the verge of tears. 

I know this seems more of a vent I’m truly grateful for anyone who does read this, sometimes, it’s nice to hear people care.",2.033246753246754,3.9343295541125602,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,78.13419913419914,6.997402597402598,23.98701298701299,7.957251820313856,1.2721220779220779,881,30,186,15,21,294,134,231,0.124,0.6859999999999999,0.19,0.9507,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,9,17,1,2,11,0,19,6,1,1,1,25,40,13,0,2,3,1,6,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,8,1,0,10,2,0,5,3,7,0,0,13,7,17,10,23,25,2,36,0,3,0,0,3,16,0,1,19,100,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593094537906983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596316890715721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278838782394699,0.0,0.0,0.07567029125633254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321488599159306,0.09035959880369172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237754240270083,0.11033801431601784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974392708553723,0.0,0.06979327093671482,0.0,0.18642031960569705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947044905927141,0.1107471469104374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147862092473818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452321821393828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735976873887221,0.3092509930333464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300841046773285,0.09077022259777197,0.0,0.1193134855162827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219723709900699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487192935505315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947515769322876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528786820581191,0.2643553542632017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902077039929214,0.0,0.0,0.10927185683128883,0.0,0.0,0.11502126694038516,0.0,0.0802441309822858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016606044746245,0.0,0.0,0.07502646986070634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023033543555598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824978801326238,0.0,0.0,0.11126870016387433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924197174084646,0.0,0.0,0.10834760172970648,0.0,0.0,0.0985198805507171,0.0,0.12225836352837298,0.0,0.26856335274367443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703284367745748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136834930272528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591499024735405,0.06310424500736805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929324792483201,0.06383125598112463,0.0,0.26042387685345125,0.13178341667334156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082432571553488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757162872426278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832213020725345,0.0,0.1393809102898575
anxiety,bakedspectater,2020/03/06,"My anxiety attack tonight almost made me lose my mind My first anxiety attack/flashback. So this is how things played out and i wasnt sure about where it was headed at times. It started almost without realizing what i was doing like felt like a time jump but i had know what i said after the insults below. It began by watching tv
Talking very badly about women on tv with too much makup, horrible whore trash why would they do that 
Anxious cold heat burn on shoulders
Stomach
Fear begins to set
Seeing her come down the stairs
An intense rage begins to start
More fear than ive ever felt before
Lost ability to move
Arm begins to tingle and fists burns
Close my eyes and im and beating her to death
An even greater level of rage begins to build i want to hit something, anything i put her face to
The rage calms into fear
I cannot move
I see her looking at me
He is in the background paying no attention
I begin to cry more than ive ever cried
Unable to speak
I begin mumbling to quiet to hear
I begin to try and speak..hu
Hu.....a little louder hu....hu
I begin realize im am trying to say help
Hu....hu....heh...heh..hehl...help
She turns to face me
Staring at me 
I hold my mouth shut close my eyes and begin to cry
Cry and cry
I open them and i am alone, no one, in darkness
I sit and begin to touch my fingers
Time goes on as i play with my fingers
I ask “am i crazy” 
She appears 
Yes
Yes you are
My memory feels wiped
I am no longer me
I forget everything and begin to look for something 
Anything
I do not know who i am or where anything is
..
I snap to it my voice returns but is very quiet as i work on coming back to my body",1.3983302785923757,3.269513469208213,3.2034741568914984,91.07521123533728,79.99706744868034,5.318218475073314,20.920179618768326,6.158741222570753,0.16910036656891458,1267,35,269,9,32,423,186,341,0.27399999999999997,0.648,0.078,-0.9979,0,1,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,2,5,11,18,5,3,7,2,21,14,12,2,3,45,55,17,1,2,5,0,6,2,0,1,1,7,0,1,10,19,0,1,8,4,1,7,7,12,0,2,10,22,52,6,46,43,4,55,0,2,8,1,20,22,0,4,26,166,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853476482915334,0.09232893003881244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639371787807233,0.10071021541562317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200800194236419,0.0,0.08333998081085213,0.2028341172603008,0.0,0.06854818641552439,0.07443363707610216,0.0,0.0,0.07585713941338512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902170906439957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358370092012344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896164398337505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588804487741359,0.1612762979621845,0.0,0.0,0.080119161766465,0.0,0.0,0.30094392445112045,0.04507516907461296,0.0,0.1711893164966542,0.0,0.0,0.07582800120984176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149006860792328,0.0,0.10047462932311768,0.0,0.11950609299353272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925871212051609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798521377677626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710499275721731,0.08934825251178524,0.0,0.0,0.14972128259753734,0.09973217522982404,0.0973139789341028,0.0,0.0,0.08435261142801598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001259237197548,0.0,0.0,0.18949732740788372,0.06553296408230297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060408002496269764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961689493436553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479877369808085,0.0708929065257904,0.0,0.0,0.14207650075179604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725872328149094,0.0,0.0,0.12619675940448755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401955875165076,0.0,0.0,0.0716526118770152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922499985637208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594619275737515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104929757768325,0.09696583622459516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711046302502645,0.05258093887881108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044088630851383,0.0,0.0,0.08593408316153398,0.0,0.06489974270156293,0.0,0.0,0.06332714413181131,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-twentyfour,2020/03/06,"Calling in sick to work and then feel guilty about it I've just called in sick to work and feel guilty about it. This always happens with me, to the point I dread calling in. I've not been well for the past week, experiencing a cold at the moment, and with the Coronavirus looming around, I thought it would be best for me to stay home. I've not been so ill, but I have been going through the normal symptoms of a cold, very mild. 

The thing is, I waited to call in two hours before my shift starts (which is the minimum time anyone can call in - no less than two hours) and I just felt guilty while on the phone with someone I work with saying that next time I should call in at least five hours before. I did consider this and beating myself up about it now, after the fact. Not much I can change about it now. The damage is done. People call in sick ALL the time. Why does this affect me so much? 

How to calm my mind and focus on feeling better physically and mentally?",4.903809523809521,5.067155163265305,4.927959183673469,88.82299319727893,68.79591836734693,7.757823129251701,24.49659863945579,7.1686216300943375,0.7375659863945576,756,16,166,6,12,235,108,196,0.16399999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.053,-0.9662,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,6,13,6,0,1,13,0,14,5,0,2,2,32,23,13,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,11,12,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,2,1,3,7,8,15,4,33,13,6,32,0,1,0,0,9,14,0,0,16,117,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172973755455958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868008529119919,0.0,0.0,0.08743965082905067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671617583045482,0.0,0.10307939870305803,0.0868706155173308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.702079516120563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390733354966182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595595951036936,0.10051664093375988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899410741009753,0.0,0.09430986776534417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582262194445918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868586284894706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852607913829688,0.0,0.2901907910677508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898608510291156,0.0,0.09917763394987034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441100188617986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044617005295396,0.0,0.09623807748252428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376534978705957,0.06809573828222418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928528618835946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781111903099265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832243683194871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952302827895679,0.10469307567082298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209172197049568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065255262643287,0.0,0.0,0.07797840817068379,0.1718245638038326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918999793318452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104459202662892,0.0,0.0,0.07878888696917756,0.0,0.08831463301766404,0.0,0.08863134108992479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452341574045192,0.0,0.0,0.06977508539961655,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JohnyNeutrin,2020/03/06,"i missed my school play i couldnt do it, i just skipped school that day. im such a loser",-3.5535714285714306,-2.396958857142856,-1.180595238095238,112.87767857142859,113.76190476190477,2.1,10.011904761904765,3.1291,-2.493866666666667,68,1,20,0,4,22,17,21,0.28,0.6,0.12,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706084890563958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532420164453687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8493189743430619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pearlemperor222,2020/03/06,"So I’m looking at business for sale and units for sale. My anxiety is acting up. I’m freaking out and I have one question. If I look at something online for sale, it won’t buy or set up a meeting with a seller. I know this sounds dumb, but I’m freaking out.",-0.026011904761904958,1.9236008035714285,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,85.60714285714286,4.447619047619049,23.619047619047624,5.46131890053228,0.2562476190476195,199,8,45,1,6,68,39,56,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,3,0,1,0,3,4,0,10,8,0,8,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,3,0,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31192651241564645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408793071403693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6848121488527209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763009592201521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567716756608468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139047422264232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theythethem,2020/03/06,"Does anyone else get almost unbearably anxious when a partner or loved one gets sick, even if it’s just with a cold? I am absolutely terrified of my boyfriend getting sick. I have only seen him sick a handful of times  in our 4 year relationship, and for the first 2-3 years it didn’t phase me at all when he would catch a cold, but in the last year or so I’ve developed such intense fears about his health for some reason and I can’t figure out exactly what’s causing it. It’s probably my #1 stressors in life, like if I were to make a list of things that scare me, my boyfriend falling ill would probably be at the very top of my list. It scares me more than getting sick myself scares me. 

I have severe anxiety and fears surrounding germs and illness, but I’d say about 10% of those fears are about my own health, 10% about my best friend and family members health, and 80% about my boyfriends health. I don’t understand it at all but it looks like this:

I go to make myself a sandwich: I wash my hands before I do it, in case I touched something that could get me sick while I’m out. If I catch the flu then my boyfriend could get the flu, so I need to protect myself too, but I only wash my hands once and then make the sandwich and eat it without worrying too much about getting myself sick. 

I go to make my boyfriend a sandwich: I walk into the kitchen, wash my hands, won’t use the hand towel cause it’s probably got germs on it, so I use paper towel to dry my hands. I take the ingredients out of the fridge and then realize I’ve just touched the dirty fridge with my clean hands. Wash hands again. Very carefully try to take the bread out of the bag without touching the outside of the bag too much, because it’s probably covered in germs. If I accidentally touch it too much, wash my hands again. Same bit with the peanut butter or whatever else I’m handling. Wash my hands again before bringing it too him on a plate that I made absolute sure was clean. 

And that’s only one example of the many neurotic things I do to try to keep him from getting sick. But last week, I caught a cold. I wasn’t that sick, just a stuffy nose, but I was PETRIFIED of giving him the cold. I was even more strict about washing my hands, I was careful about not breathing near his food or on him. I made absolutely sure I sneezed into my arm and didn’t spread my germs, but he caught it anyways. 

He also only has a stuffy nose, and I’ve been feeling so thankful that it’s all this is, but still feel my stomach flip every time he sneezes and groans. I realize he’s literally fine, and that EVERYONE gets colds, but for some reason I am so afraid of him being sick. I have no clue what it is about it but it terrifies me. I know a cold his harmless, but I am so scared of him catching one like this. 

If he were to get something really bad like the flu or strep throat right now, I wholeheartedly don’t know how on earth I would cope. He had a small kidney stone a while back and it was so hard for me that I had to see my doctor for anxiety medication halfway through the week. I took enough to numb myself out every single day so that I was able to take care of him. I still feel like I’m going to be sick every time I remember that day at the hospital and I am so far beyond scared of that ever happening again. 

Does anyone else have severe fears and anxiety surrounding a loved ones health like this? What could be causing this?",5.186944045911048,5.075526058823531,5.548751793400289,85.55962697274033,68.18220946915352,8.980774748923961,29.195121951219512,8.628873520835908,1.864200573888092,2681,85,584,38,41,857,265,697,0.188,0.698,0.114,-0.9961,2,0,2,0,0,0,65.0,1,0,0,3,44,30,0,10,36,0,42,58,18,14,7,97,93,56,0,12,27,0,19,6,2,4,31,1,3,1,42,27,7,2,12,0,0,12,11,12,0,5,21,32,85,18,71,61,16,69,0,0,3,2,26,28,0,13,35,375,127,2,0.05631671730715473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056393057450154827,0.0,0.0,0.04503645848386207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924640378301866,0.06362186064081689,0.0,0.07875591634012251,0.11540626416585772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330407938570136,0.04702210660062076,0.03433014815756972,0.0,0.09584275701232832,0.0,0.059100920348510715,0.0,0.06148326939751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722559398213033,0.1735583454845809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489294871030627,0.0,0.0,0.07263924739466925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057642546507511515,0.0985662776543038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057626061289108,0.14113617272039866,0.0,0.0,0.058190223385752526,0.0,0.07439332129153013,0.05094169499723472,0.1423477897541357,0.053813036786886384,0.0,0.0,0.053090389017697776,0.2534878557997735,0.0854262731955613,0.040232674096843515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790297097205743,0.06809839811076249,0.0,0.04351015609185028,0.0,0.2942316040619989,0.054024126875906714,0.09601826479474697,0.0,0.045041623460565436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980068712590184,0.0,0.05044871697661308,0.0,0.0,0.2993101850453954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005688593945575,0.0,0.0,0.061900390045234975,0.09181128219492453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03977816291723943,0.16508102045403872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729185881031879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016560722423018,0.10657647919457593,0.15036738443600994,0.05709631209115203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056733167867804565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419780131590755,0.0417581322967213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059975465953298585,0.15264666054171055,0.17132560496226054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428757853998894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0360779311789262,0.115805929855555,0.0,0.06046307844478591,0.06379586242107632,0.04809416887099457,0.0,0.04478531399016953,0.2819142927761489,0.0,0.0448771323438329,0.0,0.0,0.12724372128163378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867107207378366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994920637752632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615567916204073,0.0,0.1270294881391054,0.0,0.0,0.05184886690683501,0.0,0.0,0.07482864914476141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851619224653706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256994508901033,0.07647070865029074,0.0,0.0,0.058627688832456525,0.0,0.09727912395428263,0.0,0.09293437948433134,0.0,0.0,0.0903477473035557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857461163470698,0.0,0.0,0.05719236010392738,0.0,0.12001734050833955,0.0,0.0,0.10879835858910658
anxiety,SlyCoopersButt,2020/03/06,"Adopting the personality of actors and characters helps me come out of my shell. I’m a very anxious person. Not to write a big sob story but I have diagnosed PTSD from childhood trauma that I struggle with every day. 

Recently I’ve realized something that helps me is impersonating my favorite actors, celebrities, and people I look up to. I’m really into stand-up comedies and one of my favorite people to impersonate is Bill Burr. Whenever I’m lacking confidence I just think”What would he say in this situation?” And do that. When I want to seem nice and outgoing, I go for Tyler Joseph, the singer of twenty one pilots, and so on. 

What I do is pick a different person I look up to for each emotion and stick with it. I know it sounds completely ridiculous and maybe it won’t work for everyone but give it a shot. I just went on my first proper date in a long time earlier today using this method and we had a great time. 

It’s not a method that’ll work for everyone but it’s worth a shot. Fake it til’ you make it.",2.969900497512437,5.039739845771145,4.498333333333335,82.70083333333334,75.91542288557214,7.8497512437810935,25.59452736318408,8.680891452615391,1.945748258706468,803,29,157,17,18,268,120,201,0.083,0.74,0.177,0.9679,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,3,4,7,1,1,10,0,10,1,0,3,0,33,24,15,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,15,16,0,0,3,2,2,3,3,5,0,3,2,4,18,2,25,19,2,23,0,1,2,0,11,9,1,1,11,100,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649212693538799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575297750720574,0.1530622837221279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414811799416077,0.0,0.0,0.14817149749442976,0.0,0.15252304312400533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421324926565692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299848898639948,0.2789894619644807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417459500493375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004192097446325,0.0829665251933197,0.0,0.0,0.16094875568831338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570106637820536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022942740856427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919195277507864,0.2451809270129545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744598657139808,0.0,0.14666135175688305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784615512343875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241495612194652,0.38240488539187306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064841724851848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352160005633613,0.0,0.1441423767549698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160929711466546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328990777244139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409303000715972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238623003662436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261500806215186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024981993674618,0.0,0.13837651939814524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608399410658705,0.0,0.1204527475052976,0.08610561647519875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532937074376553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125573439180937,0.0,0.0,0.10370341232687158,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blmounce,2020/03/06,"Abrupt and Intense anxiety - coping strategies and more Hello everyone - 

First time poster in this subreddit. I have a pretty normal life and while I usually struggle to admit my issues and like to think I don’t have anxiety I have realized that there is at least one consistent time I have intense and abrupt anxiety every single time I am on a long distance trip away from home. I am currently writing this while I’m having one of these episodes and I have a very hard time describing the feeling but from what I know I would not call it a panic attack. I not only get anxiety over being away or something happening while I’m away but other things too that are irrelevant to being away. For example right now I’m freaking out that I am pregnant (long story that I don’t really want on my personal account) even though I have a Nexplanon implant. Does anyone have advice for calming down and preventing these episodes on future trips I might take? They hit at random times- right now I’m in bed but other times they hit in the car, in the store, etc. please help",4.218088235294118,6.2617912990196105,4.9390196078431385,81.02558823529412,72.28431372549021,8.133333333333335,27.68627450980393,8.841846274778883,2.3419392156862746,851,32,152,17,17,274,120,204,0.09,0.7879999999999999,0.121,0.7348,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,6,6,1,2,8,0,19,1,0,0,0,26,33,15,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,13,8,0,1,5,0,2,3,4,4,0,3,0,2,19,2,24,27,4,40,0,0,0,0,8,18,0,3,20,112,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504106424075693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36024208589539497,0.0,0.0,0.08231717116071291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339309951905583,0.4424320380820655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021201415620884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030233349492516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131296270902936,0.07775730442296913,0.0,0.09918973217567867,0.11249280474963176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595261027492554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013817993263867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061507285898020965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410523746202653,0.0,0.10545990353962942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789096537710123,0.0,0.1180893716982674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287597684572595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469945674002135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315377428092859,0.0575152667786614,0.0,0.0,0.2083686604707793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488931107795515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534706549530233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954917251749018,0.08953637900030527,0.0,0.13812679136712547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279432015051057,0.0,0.12922844656873034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197702686358946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541867008833457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010757344851805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063168295343553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307339627032125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851574674039042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821231731686656,0.07543444725376577,0.11566577996990203,0.0,0.4118839389405179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965920998911434,0.097136768616696,0.06943819478905197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362959398260393,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emperiex,2020/03/06,"I do this weird thing every time I go upstairs and it’s getting worse So basically, I have 2 dogs and in the past one of them had a habit of escaping. It’s gotten to the point where it’s my nightly routine to check all the doors and even video tape it on my phone to make sure. I know it’s completely delusional for me to be checking it so many times at night.",3.458846153846157,3.635881038461541,4.714512820512823,89.04715384615385,71.94871794871794,8.291282051282051,27.138461538461538,8.238735603445708,1.4133199999999992,283,9,67,4,5,94,57,78,0.066,0.885,0.048,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,7,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,8,1,10,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789081863594927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756982064310501,0.0,0.2241263141639332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389801240529096,0.0,0.15118056850782927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619306302659255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756486262795107,0.26969409226752805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992678848339366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802563994270907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393824928623154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514670210422482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507128611471749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767263407002876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102271007062166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710886288700971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mill1234,2020/03/06,"Dizziness pretty much 24/7?? The past 2 weeks I want to say, I've been having a weird dizzy feeling like I just got off a boat, it's been pretty frequent. Also have this weird pressure on my nose/forehead. Been feeling awfully confused and not like myself as well.Not entirely sure what it is. Does anybody else experience this?",2.8261520737327217,5.610972629032261,3.4707373271889423,85.95467741935484,80.7741935483871,5.478341013824887,26.599078341013822,6.868970318607317,1.4172046082949308,261,11,46,3,7,82,50,62,0.146,0.58,0.273,0.8290000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,3,1,6,0,0,0,1,8,10,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,4,3,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579921651613586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520490508191615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149792615861216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251733418125668,0.0,0.0,0.2602433774085437,0.1838477776942952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582281846430545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514521627945732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917865705773568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456655340601489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236260696291543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465158320361004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425452215355103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178912694130034,0.0,0.206427150746458,0.0,0.2313846376607312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Underthebandaid,2020/03/06,"Involuntary face twitches and body trembling caused by anxiety I’m not someone who suffers from anxiety most of the time but in the past 2 years (since I’ve been in college) I’ve realized that I experience extreme anxiety when I’m in a situation at school where I have to speak or present in class and I know that everyone’s looking at me. Usually when I know I have everyone’s attention my heart will beat really fast and then I feel this horrible trembling all over my body and the last thing that happens is that my face will start twitching. I had a full blown panic attack in the middle of a public speaking class my first semester because all these symptoms hit me at once and my brain short circuited but it hasn’t happened again since I started practicing taking deep breaths and maintaining my train of thought while presenting. My problem is that I’m still unable to keep my face from twitching while I’m trying to speak and I feel like it makes me look really weird in front of everyone and it just makes my feel more nervous which might trigger panic attacks again. 

If anyone else here deals with trembling or nervous twitching are there any techniques you do that makes it happen less?",7.510196543544557,7.733734475770928,7.02264317180617,75.81462216197903,63.27312775330397,10.508844459505251,37.28532700779397,10.214889679676881,3.828445882751609,974,45,173,20,13,304,134,227,0.19899999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.021,-0.9916,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,9,13,2,7,7,0,12,13,8,5,2,35,35,18,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,15,9,0,1,8,0,0,1,2,12,0,1,3,8,22,1,21,28,6,35,0,1,2,0,7,15,0,5,20,110,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726543919895061,0.0,0.26075677467111713,0.0,0.0,0.07944568719140202,0.11641703111234195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25851811472891034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926164632462782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524122262105608,0.0,0.12683740282514516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671895196865535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713714455327234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094914860583616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257060969687959,0.0,0.11114207998180864,0.0,0.0,0.17234893055937384,0.08117009082511505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664504266445988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30142114994139063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464014773815444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009906020253032,0.0,0.0,0.12488506903586526,0.0926153963392278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055508951884492785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082422737708407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752652898039966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205327758661404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100150258443253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666169817298582,0.0,0.0,0.10846306636036884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871891508448353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455756554250737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498942105735314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797513756860365,0.12771354628015769,0.0,0.0,0.09626978627324526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608415229489171,0.0,0.09073701183441407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180945972054422,0.08542803679831311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548402366669284,0.0,0.0,0.09020152198333772,0.06625268683481389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714046488264616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125136285577264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316750084805718
anxiety,SokkasInstincts_,2020/03/06,"Struggling with sleep anxiety? I'm not really sure what else to call this but some kind of sleep anxiety.

For about 10 years now I've been struggling with anxiety dreams where I ""wake up"" but can't tell that I'm not in a dream anymore. The first time it ever happened was when I first joined the theater club in high school. I was only in the stage crew but I became overwhelmed with anxiety about getting stuck on stage while the curtains opened, or ruining something for one of the actors. I started sleep walking frequently when I got particularly anxious . The worst one was right before a show, I was dreaming that the curtains were opening and I got stuck on the set behind a fake door. It was very dark and I didn't know what was going on, I kept feeling around for the knob so i could get out but felt clothes. I finally found the door knob and then realized I was standing inside my own bedroom closet. I was embarrassed for myself.

Flash forward to being moved out, I started waking up in the middle of the night and running out into the main room thinking someone had broken in. Sometimes 3 or 4 times a night. Even after getting motion alarms and door chains I still couldn't shake the paranoia of someone being in our apartment. We are now in a new place on the second floor with multiple locked doors before you can get to us, so I thought I would stop feeling this way but I'm starting to have these dreams again. I wake up multiple times almost every night of the week. This week in particular has been awful. I woke up once and swear to god there was someone standing in the doorway and as I got up to turn the light on they walked away pit of sight as I bolted out of bed yelling ""HEY"" in full fight or flight mode. That was one of the worst experiences I've had yet, it was incredibly terrifying and it was so hard to get back to sleep.

I could go on and on about these experiences but I've already typed way more than i thought I was going to. Im very curious to know if anyone else has dealt with these issues or what I can do I make it stop. I feel like its a hazard to my every day life and sleep. Even now as I write this out I can't stop looking over at the  doorway to the hall expecting to see a person in our apartment.",3.9300295639319986,5.162556164079824,4.522705099778271,86.97885439763489,71.61640798226166,7.240502586844051,26.970436067997042,7.5764669431780325,1.3544569105691058,1774,60,364,20,33,565,221,451,0.16899999999999998,0.777,0.053,-0.995,0,0,1,0,2,0,32.0,4,1,1,2,21,14,1,6,28,1,34,9,8,1,2,64,70,31,0,6,13,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,10,1,19,25,0,4,11,7,0,10,6,11,0,6,30,10,39,3,72,34,7,97,0,2,3,0,12,47,0,7,36,247,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951157776236553,0.0,0.08762422419806683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429751923271273,0.08970385271626742,0.07874737371596836,0.0555210822880008,0.08135872182137291,0.0,0.07068634274884741,0.0,0.0,0.07460261706893404,0.06105672987401379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351338120633203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108030239453366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267951726203708,0.0,0.0,0.05120897348867803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266360884061648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489110926642801,0.0718254112520763,0.13380249113514173,0.0,0.0,0.15534458285854913,0.0,0.0,0.12044705627357873,0.05672619183428047,0.07624023625726516,0.08698313692616225,0.0,0.1350819045361984,0.0,0.08706232364415968,0.0,0.0,0.20742641137341766,0.0,0.13538126984129267,0.0,0.1905197576577631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021664343222286,0.0,0.0711303352623334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389462401179687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576988284823835,0.08287708536959579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268698629923951,0.08727665955960587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056085352294184654,0.03879275507900875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667931265558914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053002747683414064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439382379320236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668882171566636,0.0,0.2235456610162641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456260647323202,0.16141849770987604,0.060390275760813975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693324591618069,0.08296021883553857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086819832341946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781053237772136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036102820022957,0.06327466109214908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973064315124232,0.0,0.20183610644519265,0.06112903366581277,0.07853252871994902,0.0,0.16860755592924087,0.0,0.06341209043215401,0.19915575226674276,0.0,0.16602048067097494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748372753691346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940254493839842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087883966699122,0.0,0.12607572044720894,0.13890323090898804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636868718137444,0.0,0.0,0.09551316514617364,0.0,0.0,0.1310331355539105,0.0,0.12605430598471598,0.1273861049603633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056406281991336064,0.0,0.0,0.05113353511066356
anxiety,krstnl,2020/03/06,"anyone else feel like they’ve been too privileged in life to be anxious but can’t stop their brain from being an anxious wreck anyway? hey, everyone.

i’ve [23f] been diagnosed w gad, sad, and mdd for a few years now.

the depression only comes when the anxiety’s really bad, but most days, i’ve been doing okay.

even though i’ve had my anxiety disorder diagnosis for years now, it’s still really difficult for me to accept.

it’s just that.. i’ve lived a good life. i was never close w my family besides my sister, but at least i had her. i went to a good university, and dated some guys. granted, my last ex was physically and emotionally abusive, but all in all, i made it through, graduated, moved out and got a full-time job in my field. i was even blessed enough to have found someone who genuinely loves me.

so why am i like this? lol

why won’t it go away?

i feel like i have it so good compared to other people, but i get so anxious to the point of chest pain. my muscles will lock in place sometimes while i’m walking, and i have to stop, or i’ll trip. my hair falls out excessively, luckily it’s not noticeable since i have such thick hair lol but it’s because i get such bad headaches/stomach pain from the anxiety that i pull at my hair a lot to distract myself from the pain.

i feel like i have no reason to be this way, and that i’ve gotten so far from my lowest points in life, but

why won’t the anxiety go away?

will it ever go away?",2.0818094992256064,3.81517954026846,3.84778523489933,87.8901290655653,77.42281879194631,7.537635518843572,23.542075374290146,8.384062270229773,1.3373423851316462,1125,36,246,22,26,378,158,298,0.22,0.62,0.16,-0.9690000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,0,17,21,0,1,12,3,23,13,5,2,4,36,39,21,0,0,10,2,7,4,0,4,7,0,0,1,15,10,0,2,6,0,0,10,6,9,0,0,13,7,29,12,30,19,8,43,1,2,0,1,8,18,0,4,18,152,44,2,0.0,0.10820970271986882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794651511144018,0.3095266703747785,0.0,0.06385922572194606,0.09357715604839577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574192630904049,0.0,0.1525114789528855,0.05567319338382765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195315344786816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867168087741476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889952540981699,0.0,0.07866136809577352,0.09269681718146587,0.0,0.0,0.10467072578033963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629349963042607,0.10273261594407067,0.0,0.09436707190233312,0.0,0.12064363205538164,0.0826121350791684,0.0,0.08726858940009433,0.0,0.0,0.08609667167874427,0.0,0.13853576762462935,0.19573595503241606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013732348785792,0.0,0.0,0.09543106494846597,0.0,0.15571279796876775,0.22980681205785602,0.07304399042299749,0.0,0.0,0.09042987814430396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062974920226904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444516762634691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352471300563526,0.1784745686416115,0.0,0.08064501026579532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764448620859632,0.08242781450592299,0.08641752591823282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706806893987713,0.0,0.0,0.0704384066055855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397845269034567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945967355636093,0.2915408710985549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331589576846884,0.0,0.09541916551770198,0.0,0.17267048638080154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170151454164288,0.09390122492699876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554813335044351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738260224265525,0.0,0.09032652591367593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293530366360572,0.1527099450482013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973008969151937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249255640718066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466271955974017,0.2472301305117443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176255154269075
anxiety,Gamerbrandona,2020/03/06,"I came across illegal material, anxiety disorder making me lose my mind nsfw 

I was browsing a (what I thought was) a legit popular website forum of people posting photos of girls clothed and not while holding discussion about it. I believed it was all fantasy with their use of terms like teen and JB etc. well I clicked on this one forum that said JB webcams etc. thinking it was just young looking legal girls, I thought it would be fine. First few thumbnails of video links looked just normal aged women. Then I see one that looks younger but still legal. Then I noticed a few questionable ones and I thought no way is this real. Well, I clicked further on other pages in that thread and..... some pages had obvious illegal material. Like how the heck is it hosted there without being taken down immediately!?!. I am talking about very obvious well below the legal age porn. I closed it out and then I thought I would get in trouble so I went back to the site to copy the link to report it to the fbi at fbi tips and missing and exploited children website. As well as a UK child abuse report site to cover Incase the server isn’t in the US. I was gonna copy each page that consisted of illegal material but stopped part way as I figured it wouldn’t look good to show I am still on the site (not a registered user tho) and that I am sure the investigators wouldn’t close the case without exploring the entire thread. 

My concern is that I have lingered around the site too long, and the thread too long as well. Even clicking through because I couldn’t believe anything I was seeing. I almost broke down and cried and came close to throwing up. I am an anxious person with anxiety disorder, it is affecting me so bad I had to cancel work.

I’m not sure how I am gonna live these next few months without knowing what is gonna happen to me for seeing all this content. I’ve frequented the site before and never seen this thread before until now. The site explicitly states no illegal content. I thought it was regulated but the date on the forum is 2017 till today’s date of when last updated.

I really have no concern over myself at this point in time. I have no motivation to go to work especially since I work at a place that with even suspicion will get me gone. I love my job and would hate to lose it. I am constantly worrying, and I just don’t know how I am going to live until I know I am fine and not in trouble. I know me visiting such a website is bad, and I used to frequent it but never came across that forum before! When I think about what I saw, I want to die. Literally..",4.9323078701028535,5.788446530451871,5.827311337108519,79.94790795099969,68.96070726915521,8.895897376632384,30.88414422743557,9.088552180705676,2.5610293077545365,2040,81,395,37,34,672,238,509,0.196,0.7190000000000001,0.085,-0.997,1,0,0,0,1,1,49.0,1,0,1,7,30,23,1,0,25,0,38,2,0,8,9,89,81,39,1,8,14,0,0,2,0,9,0,1,0,6,30,28,0,2,17,3,0,10,18,9,5,4,23,13,52,14,60,46,14,81,0,4,12,2,14,33,1,3,36,279,82,10,0.0,0.08645364991132984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306564554018267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163870581646616,0.08243164191439073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004540611487132,0.06495586440574604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610691560102493,0.12184835257320165,0.044479844683719266,0.0,0.186267952867594,0.1644170481196733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503635204186673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788511191246883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015053264897203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572795144572532,0.0,0.16725240075752906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627543958468878,0.09638768121143858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206546790728047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624421537390634,0.0,0.08293735456209805,0.0612010358206097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452424319101523,0.0,0.0,0.0720395449169397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240822599215889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040243825551875,0.059477628140426564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129572250725888,0.0,0.1288619284476512,0.12914652950584535,0.2450947225782404,0.1632622256234949,0.0,0.0,0.0658553275642872,0.0,0.048705862515598185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367560233657937,0.0,0.05824135210098332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255288928675793,0.0,0.07760095095137393,0.0,0.07149190844604379,0.0,0.0830731119415815,0.0,0.0,0.14833244502514456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790158639468173,0.0,0.05058594699922757,0.06371173894556438,0.07623470837780935,0.0,0.06897714994296845,0.0,0.0698819627021328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173944293719758,0.0,0.0,0.08305211940493673,0.0467443591557792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940807463683847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443512337982092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035883759002737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165426583868088,0.06100345807877115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754056929058614,0.0,0.0,0.05864789803200709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935082756303632,0.0,0.28963718745935474,0.04254749022972275,0.0,0.06916393343973072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776999860131604,0.12603966358067353,0.0,0.06020519844930251,0.04303767107729009,0.1158351965724969,0.0,0.0,0.32802929065635705,0.06764089479394651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101198747850605,0.0,0.1593619573337169,0.07410126174934978,0.0,0.15550042605880504,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sahi1l,2020/03/06,"How do you know if medication works? I am diagnosed with GAD, and I have tried several types of anti-anxiety medication in the past: Celexa, Zoloft, Buspar, Neurontin. None of them ever \*seemed\* to have any positive effect on me, or barely any effect at all. (Xanax helps a little but of course it's not for long-term use.)  But how do I know that they're not working? I mean, I have good days and bad days whether I'm on medication or not.",1.4351724137931043,3.912256252873569,3.2650689655172407,87.14932758620691,84.17241379310346,7.1581609195402285,21.34367816091953,8.238735603445708,1.3302147126436783,342,11,71,8,10,114,64,87,0.055999999999999994,0.846,0.098,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,5,2,23,12,10,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,10,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,4,44,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595616600039416,0.0,0.1459955490074363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934721743211394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461578773365861,0.0,0.0,0.19370318856121088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262981044276804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600713436994324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791907081762682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097663338532882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127636347553886,0.0,0.16889141037346184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788564959337916,0.0,0.5767673817313195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821827057833988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373769953989246,0.0,0.2156000059094347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295709137617077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648284055838537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778741928459249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thr0waWay08091,2020/03/06,"Anyone with GAD mostly get physical symptoms? I'm kinda unsure of how to put this but i feel although my generalized anxiety has improved greatly after being diagnosed almost 3 years ago. Well at least the mental symptoms, i would say that i don't feel a sense of dread, more so impatience/jumpiness, i seem to get very focused on things for a long period of time with a lot of energy, that's good i guess.

However i have found that recently the physical symptoms have greatly worsened, my muscles regularly twitch and jerk, i grind my teeth and i can't seem to sleep. Recently i missed sleep for 3 days and felt no ill effects, and just stayed focused on cleaning, hobbies etc. (Sounds pretty great initially right) However now it is getting increasingly inconvenient and my tight muscles make me physically uncomfortable, like there is a tension creeping up my back. I am kinda scared of burning out also. I'm just so tired of it. I wish that i could sleep for a decent amount, when i sleep i just get nightmares/disturbed sleep. 

Sorry for the bit of venting but i am genuinely looking for a bit of advice regarding this. I have been suspecting that it is caused by more of a physical or hormonal imbalance, rather than mental but who knows??",4.612272727272725,6.938703766233772,5.4651493506493525,76.45200974025975,71.94372294372296,8.775844155844156,31.463419913419923,9.3871,3.271138354978356,994,46,168,24,20,324,141,231,0.179,0.6759999999999999,0.145,-0.6977,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,13,11,1,3,10,0,15,13,6,4,0,39,33,15,0,4,8,0,4,1,0,1,7,2,1,0,12,8,0,1,9,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,3,7,22,6,27,27,10,21,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,9,13,116,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950867089821576,0.0902675782432687,0.0,0.10196964803437324,0.0,0.0,0.08143470185799387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790090305065092,0.0,0.0,0.07120302953005422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830222252651424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234748828818587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460911444719144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813042546030101,0.0,0.0,0.06567296423733672,0.0,0.0,0.10335694077865516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356916330416313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297824359365576,0.0,0.09777431508711017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165310447721563,0.0,0.0,0.21281125346544744,0.0,0.0,0.08541152323816227,0.0,0.33680912911136524,0.11217899919370243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559639898198648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049749781013180616,0.0,0.0,0.09011777054189922,0.08551290559200281,0.0,0.0,0.08657359342922039,0.0,0.0,0.06797339052037482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524462399146826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359935666222517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102368894295017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109285996138468,0.0,0.0,0.08696363868222154,0.0,0.0809805836245529,0.10195120644292796,0.0,0.0,0.18540734673234324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095257586787612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399215050270653,0.0,0.10853894730874833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175261007649382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765239695438766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937883079517532,0.11704045584935892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402174305486362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915588470228418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171013261462435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233825416940166,0.0,0.0,0.06557621826560654
anxiety,yvngbans,2020/03/06,"boy m16 , super anxious and insecure anyone wanna talk? please🥺",3.15727272727273,6.0808179090909125,4.791363636363638,70.50704545454549,97.1818181818182,5.836363636363638,23.681818181818183,7.1686216300943375,2.3782363636363644,51,2,6,1,2,17,11,11,0.306,0.446,0.248,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7275320021450221,0.0,0.4502968705927452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176194685183664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bleepblorp9878,2020/03/06,"I just need to vent ( tw- death) I feel so anxious and upset. My father passed away suddenly in his sleep last week and my whole world is upside down. My heart is broken. My friend told me another friend of mine likes me and intention is not to just be friends with me. I'm going through the worst time of my entire entire life. My best friend, my father, my daddy just died. Now I'm nervous about my friend liking me and what if I lead them on what if they get annoyed at me. I cant handle this right now. I'm very lonely I want to get married and find someone but I cant even think about it now. I dont even feel undateable, I am not that pretty, I am a dork and a geek i just feel very depressed because of my dad i dont like anything in the world. I dont want to think about this. Why are people talking to me about this. My dad just died. I dont care about anything else.",0.4783790593505017,2.382710930851065,2.077458006718924,97.79184210526316,83.30851063829788,4.80895856662934,18.405375139977604,5.750287758089431,-0.4880468085106382,677,16,160,4,19,220,99,188,0.203,0.6970000000000001,0.1,-0.9704,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,16,18,1,2,4,0,13,3,2,2,0,28,29,10,3,5,10,4,3,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,1,3,34,10,21,27,3,19,0,2,0,0,14,9,0,2,10,104,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194868288247534,0.0,0.12873140839300165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875427813199412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706006123799487,0.0,0.0,0.06946304742035626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958381344328925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617992890025708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814522950957677,0.0,0.23652484938852555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341956286024683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519085686636182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052620166137892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285009195683174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104148513098009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44018860944077776,0.0,0.11906866100150833,0.0,0.06476058351632033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503165840419332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288470617077034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048646933688224,0.16701108744663598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449270625338316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899879282845453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159284246252668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731293665249988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403259713708333,0.0,0.0965497224496119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158893766534804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602950685853291,0.0,0.0,0.06644533838775192,0.0,0.0,0.10888439831380806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880418686069104,0.1344216828166101,0.0,0.09140406016403176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282242515459757,0.1272214445589722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bibisleep,2020/03/06,How can I have a good night tonight??? I’m extremely depressed and suicidal but I have no plan only thoughts. I don’t have many people in my life although the ones I do have I’m very close to. Today I got in an argument with my mom because she took something I said wrong and now she won’t talk to me. Then my boyfriend and I started arguing for what felt like hours. And now we aren’t talking. I’m beyond hurt and sad and really wish something would just take me out of this life so I didn’t have to feel this pain alone tonight. What do I do? I haven’t eaten as it’s very hard for me to eat when I’m upset. I thought about going somewhere but don’t know where. I’ve been laying in bed all day. Panic attacks on and off and my klonopin seems like it’s having no effect like I’ve already built a tolerance. I just wanna have one good night. I’m so so so upset.,0.5321561969439728,2.483396290322585,2.2483248443689874,96.37932937181664,83.40860215053762,5.206112054329371,21.079796264855688,6.339386263674448,0.0901870967741938,674,21,157,6,19,221,108,186,0.267,0.629,0.105,-0.9887,1,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,2,13,15,2,3,4,0,19,5,0,2,1,28,38,19,1,3,4,1,3,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,6,12,2,0,7,0,0,2,8,10,0,2,9,4,22,5,18,27,1,23,0,3,0,0,8,9,0,1,15,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471078264484467,0.1567417136884584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158795573180024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658463142477782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160232041197704,0.0,0.12233653487388778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453396371689964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181833631750212,0.0,0.1363781008316228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072308173699443,0.23826832881373375,0.11360021949823025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723753900577975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987814814569838,0.0,0.152053887859791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805999602036194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006503181481032,0.20817677869659107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400354800206178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663523915460296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665848043428876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249632685189708,0.1080257816773616,0.15113772197506578,0.16665019039879533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847079294781444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099274373527676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511001675178555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930544082594453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869453522900004,0.0,0.0,0.1005347455723127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536577358486925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679438725518983,0.22832843374554154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22552353140078954,0.0,0.0,0.1346347705876523,0.0,0.15780868783131013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343913273373679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633359072928399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089923629031684,0.15529551112313394,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleep_dirt_,2020/03/06,"Panicking While Learning to Drive Hello, I'm 18 and have a permit. I never got to take driver's training classes as a teenager because I was too poor and am just learning to drive with people I know instead. I get extremely anxious while driving around other cars because I worry about getting into an accident which would be a total nightmare when I already don't have much money. I also have a hard time getting a feel for how sensitive the gas/brake pedals are because I'm not comfortable driving yet. I accidentally pressed the brake too hard coming up to a stop sign and almost made the person behind me rear end me today. I've only been driving a couple days though.

I really need to be able to pass my test for my license though because I need to be able to drive myself to work and therapy in another town (there's a bad job market in my town and nowhere to go to therapy at) so there's a lot of pressure for me to get better fast while I'm also having a lot of fear when I'm driving. It feels like if I make one wrong mistake driving and get in an accident then it's over for me.",5.481704781704785,5.403323594594597,6.6438738738738765,77.84516632016633,67.55855855855856,8.812751212751213,32.842688842688844,8.384062270229773,2.568189466389466,866,35,164,11,13,293,129,222,0.191,0.784,0.025,-0.9855,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,17,8,0,2,15,0,13,0,0,4,2,34,33,20,0,5,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,2,5,0,2,12,3,5,0,1,4,5,19,3,30,25,4,36,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,4,15,114,23,7,0.2520286155938916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618512652959332,0.0,0.13905992219819793,0.2015471928350042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213698911500074,0.0,0.14236029926388735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217945052398803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521668338929664,0.30726860964199965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144941480229606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855016809770594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943243474687989,0.0,0.08126880362545058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161127367994098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180113033453692,0.12743324065687114,0.09002464666898731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32918637387576694,0.0,0.07161683512186705,0.0,0.10078515357131332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576813610704796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250497561617946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925416800634658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061564225561037474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426571634934427,0.0,0.11923778493596475,0.08411552897159784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263501562284394,0.186876025019878,0.09719000270866114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539055623912951,0.09583955950176372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736245434533765,0.11003083296985484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072799235548922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535360386543208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947470767891984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882166864432593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761683520182426,0.0,0.07347995625661831,0.0,0.11944682932524148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173991689933886,0.127973646447863,0.0,0.0895169487318309,0.13777686351851182,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilpocha,2020/03/06,"Does anyone else get delayed anxiety in group situations? I’ll be at a party or with friends/family having a perfectly fine time, but then if I’m suddenly alone (going to my car, going to the bathroom), then I get this HUGE wave of anxiety that keeps me panicking by myself for a while. This happens whether I’m hanging out with 1 person or I’m at work surrounded by people.",4.873648648648646,5.798916905405406,6.606324324324322,74.058945945946,69.13513513513513,10.244324324324324,32.36756756756757,10.355215969177356,3.5837491891891897,297,13,54,8,5,103,56,74,0.146,0.716,0.139,0.1184,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,11,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,12,10,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,6,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27071146108224964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399910869038465,0.0,0.0,0.18276338464922032,0.2678153011080993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287359141194821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834994179077225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464063562492008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27312113846484165,0.0,0.297097223549038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311379908952886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23232707647727865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812083889511645,0.22822744766998576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938027325194132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524131229284133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028818121488705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,36252517292,2020/03/06,"Bullies have given me so much anxiety Hello, I am 14 and a boy. Over the past school year I have been told so many times I'm ugly, I look like a school shooter, I look like a crackhead, depressed, and other stuff. Now for whatever reason whenever a teacher is nice to me my brain automatically thinks they are nice to me because they think I'm gonna shoot up the school, I'm scared to talk because I dont want to say something that people find creepy or other stuff, this just results in people thinking I'm quiet which then makes them scared of me being a school shooter. What can I do, I dont think I look like I'm depressed, a crackhead, or a school shooter but I just cant help the anxiety that makes me think what people said was true. I need advice on how to feel better about myself. Not once have I said anything that would make someone believe I would commit anything like shooting up a school",5.346298701298704,5.510368445054944,5.709980019980023,83.59411088911092,67.84615384615384,7.7170829170829185,29.732267732267733,6.980632752743323,1.5640373626373625,715,24,143,5,11,229,102,182,0.113,0.759,0.128,0.6854,0,0,1,5,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,7,12,0,2,11,0,16,1,1,6,2,27,40,9,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,3,0,4,0,1,11,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,8,22,8,13,30,1,10,0,2,3,0,11,5,0,2,9,87,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926906312543884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512672742735255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611419395749246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564473536691595,0.0,0.0,0.10686843757442732,0.0,0.08389101702660537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588889134682036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339592798852798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223373232175239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796123954829788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669521193902767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357891130764662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536429299095306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389614431036014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899481648874352,0.09616748334294906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972890514195641,0.07033334282022596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010168505076398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905492669603858,0.19728031299146212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752613104520133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045652993573288,0.07543203368866608,0.18993162298404093,0.575986359283697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036983343724201,0.07302355867484504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171712105395182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624038141279557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303894378082442,0.0,0.0,0.05531036903489588,0.0,0.0,0.09063745326623923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594758837324942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476370214331662,0.0,0.0,0.06108312985641146
anxiety,lezwearbeanies,2020/03/06,"Tips/tricks to get through anxiety at work I have to go to a meeting at work on Monday because of something that happened earlier in the week. I'm feeling pretty anxious about it. I have a few things I do regularly at work to relieve anxiety, like paced breathing, counting in my head (I like counting prime numbers), or picking a color and finding things in the room that are the same. I plan to use these if I need to, but I also need to be present at the meeting and I don't want to be too distracted. Any tricks you have or use?",5.71222222222222,5.2037731851851845,6.398518518518523,81.24833333333333,67.14814814814815,9.051851851851852,37.444444444444436,8.344100000000001,2.978766666666667,416,21,85,5,6,137,66,108,0.10099999999999999,0.816,0.084,-0.1982,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,3,5,1,1,7,0,8,2,2,3,0,15,18,7,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,3,19,16,2,13,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,3,5,60,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356159235666967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139086584743186,0.0,0.31292791545318976,0.2310593058473938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467884659502147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341589712971956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693560058007103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685784651402452,0.0,0.1162384196704448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180864125665822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209905535970066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998448626017206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033109992314168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807929980941836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745624806796354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27175966805652274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532943964216405,0.0,0.0,0.12063637425461815,0.0,0.1640606512177548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466981657147158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,minnicol,2020/03/06,"Lost my job today and need to feel ok I was unexpectedly laid off from my job today and I feel my anxiety kicking into high gear. I've never been let go of a job before and this painful kick in the gut couldn't have had worse timing. I've been dealing with a ton of health issues for several months and I don't know what I'm going to do without health insurance. Even if I were to get a new job with benefits tomorrow, I'd still have to deal with the 90 day grace period that seems to be standard for most, if not all, employers. I've been on a bunch of meds since last week that are making me feel really dizzy, nauseated, and overall sickly, and I can't think clearly. All I know is that I can feel my anxiety and panic attacks coming back after lying dormant for at least 2 years and I'm scared, terrified of going back to that dark mental place. Can someone please tell me that I'm going to be ok? I just want to feel ok at least for tonight so I can get some sleep. Thank you!",4.098416728902166,4.310121388349515,5.425922330097091,84.38513442867813,70.55339805825244,8.66855862584018,26.0403286034354,8.617729084823388,1.5570497386109032,770,21,168,12,13,259,123,206,0.142,0.7609999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.8925,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,6,11,1,2,6,3,20,6,2,1,4,38,44,11,0,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,9,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,7,5,16,6,28,33,8,30,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,5,17,103,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733309749593255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288821649805407,0.0,0.1742239183437729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640027514977914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758811854569373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306179051817409,0.2335911942649796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482606787789865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864106618584655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837726072796127,0.0,0.2575381436332521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408410199618609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969565151517968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824389042613775,0.4496859154540621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452093028734,0.09234534920887427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584529385214508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366791600253793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562103639881422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258381224684718,0.0,0.11416828749234925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904258990534073,0.0,0.0,0.08400207941904278,0.08737517105687062,0.10941485926317986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120547083662004,0.13291979117964162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836250010448066,0.12435688950980213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257559362646285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342167625157278,0.0,0.0,0.10313370870952387,0.0,0.1279838990968663,0.0,0.0937135206860122,0.0,0.11337043995659013,0.0,0.09598908370595703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047244168051667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901925100760947,0.10430094441837154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725907760361443,0.0,0.0,0.0660595078530772,0.0,0.21476873862796453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682056579972624,0.0,0.0908733009225222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920619107941393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545078664602465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295415971450757
anxiety,awokepsl,2020/03/06,"Feeling sick and incredibly anxious/nervous It all started when I quit my Juul. I have had an off and off addiction. But I quit, and that night I had a massive headache and chills with a fever. I quit because of a soar throat. So I had the onset of other symptoms first.
At first I did a ton of research about the Coronavirus, and there were cases popping up all around the west coast. I live in Oregon. Luckily I’ve been able to self quarantine. Unemployed etc. (just missed a job interview because of this) and now every time I read about something related to the Coronavirus I feel struggle breathing and light headed, not sure if it’s a panic attack or bad symptom. I also started taking marijuana edibles and it could be a withdrawal affect but it seems different than my normal feelings with separation from marijuana",4.7106938159879315,6.972446444444448,5.658823529411768,75.45393665158373,71.48366013071896,8.62926093514329,32.684263448969325,9.265573868473778,3.372946103569633,658,32,109,15,13,216,104,153,0.095,0.873,0.032,-0.7834,4,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,9,6,1,2,12,0,9,8,3,1,3,27,17,15,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,4,13,1,18,9,4,15,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,3,8,84,20,5,0.14713700280947287,0.0,0.0,0.16040105129964324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766540798760053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622293229194468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309831273565366,0.0,0.16738958208317478,0.0,0.0,0.12285325142919665,0.17938670247273894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747692409647885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372685142121995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409665204273127,0.0,0.0,0.12396927083387617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319066877822505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503093188495298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510050139088574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601077167641927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992466915561898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380781098027687,0.14416302260957434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263357035864813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694949418186294,0.14717682017206152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339480012783896,0.1534959833182285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327325322629918,0.0,0.0,0.20828865579708447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381954220480812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386748838530254,0.3058633673424229,0.11062871468678982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857967695826365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,knifeboy69,2020/03/06,"Trouble with social anxiety and doctors being useless (suicide mention) I've had social anxiety my entire life (I'm 20) which has made it incredibly hard to make friends and maintain friendships as well as function in school (because I get panic attacks if I raise my hand or need to make a presentation) and it just makes me worry about everything so much that I just avoid doing anything which lead to me dropping out of college after attempting suicide because I thought I was a useless failure lol. What makes everything worse is that I'm trans and bisexual which is extremely alienating and makes me hyper afraid of people and judgement. So what have I done about this? After trying a ton of different meds (prescribed by a psychiatrist) I'm only on an anti depressant for my depression but nothing for anxiety because nothing so far has had much of an effect. What I'm trying to say is that I feel like my case is extreme enough to warrant trying benzos but all my doctors are super cautious prescribing it because so many people abuse it. I've pretty much just been lying in bed for the past year in my parents house because I'm too depressed and anxious to function. I want to die because living like this isn't worth it but nobody wants to help me. I know this is long but I really need help.

TLDR; ive really bad social anxiety but doctors couldn't prescribe me anything effective for it and refuse to give me benzos. I'm incredibly depressed because I can't function AT ALL. I'm in therapy but its not helping.",6.215509868421052,7.297872586805558,6.8743567251462006,72.77473684210528,66.1875,9.1187134502924,36.68567251461988,9.276330184999452,3.670198611111111,1227,62,199,22,19,404,152,288,0.228,0.657,0.115,-0.9840000000000001,2,1,0,0,1,3,20.0,0,0,0,5,11,17,1,3,7,1,20,5,1,9,2,43,42,22,3,6,12,1,3,2,1,0,4,1,1,0,19,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,4,12,1,0,7,4,24,5,32,33,7,16,0,6,0,0,12,8,0,2,8,134,43,6,0.0,0.10155303976002968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622734827775521,0.09682857597571017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106503359533776,0.0,0.0,0.09750817557360901,0.0,0.0,0.0715647668215962,0.3657386828922772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29528964006077635,0.0,0.0889540658144672,0.08954932936812147,0.0,0.2631852780342225,0.0,0.08771169692797155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856195668279562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406231255088546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333785222628039,0.061231666305479174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621979320346766,0.0,0.04478024839483307,0.08222141290802043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677985798348631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723500156944774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889851908563484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471043015722164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605399281223637,0.08374773476800143,0.0,0.07568402581394916,0.0758511795582282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110143753242474,0.2860624391026939,0.08689709067867317,0.0,0.0,0.0952051491481516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902144828216866,0.12710664054684329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448325536009406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518676988373816,0.0,0.1005629160365891,0.09517147275604257,0.0,0.08182046143272545,0.11884186942205853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719848878917634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098168040047514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816050543971462,0.0,0.0867436981685071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621134739163828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875069594170456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980175353137162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804463858775348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457560375978656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110865941631801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706411847422474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704326987256437,0.08734641892531479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519481314843965
anxiety,vroom12345,2020/03/06,"I'm 99% of the way of starting my new job but one current obstacle I'm facing is deeply killing me inside. I just got an offer for a new job. I need to go through a pre employment screening first. Everything is all good, clean criminal background check, all employers verified, passed drug test. But out of nowhere, I get a call a few days ago from corporate security saying my background check showed I have active driving violations. My violations date back to 2017 and if they are indeed active, I might have a warrant out for me. I'm not going for a driving job, but they still check your driving history. I had a few tickets but no serious violations and I paid and took care of all of them. I know for a fact I have no active violations.

But unfortunately, the guy from corporate said I need to show evidence that I don't have any active violations. My license is from NJ but me and my job are in California now. Going to the DMV would not be possible and getting my records online would require an additional week as I need info mailed to me first. I freaked out, but eventually found out I can retrieve my court records for my traffic tickets online. I found records for all of my listed violations and sent them to corporate. I really really hope those records which show all my violations as being disposed is enough evidence for me to get clearance. I've been freaking out all day and getting restless as I'm waiting for the decision. The new job would start in a week and this has delayed my hiring process so far to the point I don't have time to give my current employer a 2 weeks notice, and now might not even be able to give a full weeks notice if I don't hear back by Friday.

Background screening company fucked up and now I have to fight a battle that should have never happened in the first place. I can't function. I've been in full anxiety mode all day. I work productivity slowed down and I stopped going to the gym for the past few days. I literally got this job in the bag. The HR lady called me today to congratulate me then and to retract her words because she didn't receive a decision from corporate yet about my driving record. I applied for this job 2 months ago and spent so much time and effort into getting an offer. I don't know how to relax. I just really hope I get a decision by tomorrow.",5.509634754990927,6.13352423903509,6.482764670296433,76.59078947368421,67.57456140350878,9.798427102238357,33.48729582577133,9.83838024301492,3.2239442831215968,1847,81,353,40,29,616,206,456,0.172,0.735,0.09300000000000001,-0.9906,14,0,1,0,1,0,36.0,0,1,4,6,14,21,11,1,28,0,33,3,1,1,9,69,72,30,1,11,14,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,1,1,7,21,0,5,8,7,5,12,12,15,0,4,13,5,54,6,55,50,14,70,0,0,2,1,21,18,1,6,39,238,61,14,0.07609135364334445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490078783052048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174472976117224,0.0,0.05820967726596486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701910822555152,0.0,0.0463845829265723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539555918641693,0.0,0.07758020626227241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196290512877318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824181282033118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862270881452789,0.0,0.050257621446781364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838600225583162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416979961322828,0.0,0.16686048358479127,0.0,0.07034523032353439,0.2385275503430567,0.14598751986793365,0.17297787920578192,0.06382181730621596,0.1217144131720486,0.0,0.0,0.0753424031724891,0.06728733273125502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576048570718511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511517662925277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285624918177909,0.0,0.08418380893439646,0.0,0.0836356360031401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614418031973624,0.0,0.0,0.06073539252425882,0.0,0.055935900111220516,0.16926232372949634,0.05868634281290382,0.22046851051193492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326102090608775,0.0,0.0,0.05156147048844065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263780696870227,0.0,0.0,0.07949926933822815,0.0,0.07193092409199263,0.08578156829689877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623820872317528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238030205947545,0.060510898500493265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771570349761414,0.0,0.060766653310783375,0.0636157787911105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887389604397817,0.0,0.07212570612543923,0.0,0.0845402936617484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060397774761109115,0.24414357653197186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539541169600278,0.0,0.0,0.16215934338192595,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mr_Murphy99,2020/03/06,Anyone able to talk? It'd be great if I could talk to someone right now,-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,0.8049999999999997,103.54,91.5,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.588025,56,1,14,0,2,18,14,16,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.36827348973251933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575053868061173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940364148648215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406022822549732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31450354801941005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120369327577185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920085621902886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iiashandskies,2020/03/06,"I am a BIG fan of horror and horror films, and I want to go to haunted houses or mazes or hayrides with my friends but I can’t and it SUCKS Sorry for the big title, but that’s the overall for this post. when it’s behind a screen, I don’t mind the screams. But when it comes to real life I feel like I’m gonna pass out the moment before I go in and I bail. I want to sooo bad. Maybe some time in the future I’ll do it, but for now something is holding me back. I’m hoping anyone out there feels the same.",-0.21765550239234696,1.3564074736842109,1.9079585326953747,99.84222488038277,83.91228070175438,4.1454545454545455,16.503987240829346,3.1291,-1.1568491228070177,388,7,98,0,11,130,72,114,0.17300000000000001,0.713,0.114,-0.8338,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,24,17,12,0,3,6,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,4,10,3,14,16,2,18,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,4,8,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669567715958069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360295015656944,0.19936684065153784,0.0,0.0,0.2031796217380515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056831993626069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24146325245537986,0.17058064186228453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844766851890242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714022471679845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371570817237237,0.0,0.2755138620708645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865358107174833,0.11665322220669115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988120719027806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410943071572288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868009009942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717778009387402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838203740099136,0.0,0.2672886471377185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392314056877546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816709239142055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,papa_Maguu,2020/03/06,Just recently found out that the main reason for my heart palpitations is because of my anxiety So yesterday I went to a doctor because I had noticed that I could see and hear my heartbeat. I didnt think that was normal so I had to get a checkup. I was so worried cause I thought I had a heart disease or something and after some tests and questions the doctor told me that I might have an anxiety disorder and recommended therapy and some other things. But I still feel like I might have a serious heart issue. Can anyone help?,3.58950377562028,5.704163009708736,4.912168284789646,80.22859762675297,74.24271844660194,8.072923408845739,29.891046386192016,8.841846274778883,2.677248975188781,422,19,77,9,9,140,66,103,0.107,0.821,0.073,-0.3108,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,0,13,6,3,2,0,22,22,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,3,15,1,6,9,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,6,5,62,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330606177143172,0.0,0.0,0.10205316939787716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794220869696425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993311025811096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165309527211462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727386197212765,0.29877651542271083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379781595755934,0.10426827839073732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002905017127975,0.0,0.0,0.07625399875196626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449873301457166,0.5188621669961766,0.09782868081920143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523361736457648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130487091286476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096644318483491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430021640510195,0.0,0.16616754315720242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349986288540486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500631663758158,0.14411018630661313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630500417002723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236113149714252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165576127132651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690905663545472,0.0,0.09696415408342099,0.0935202742693122,0.0,0.11586974105635466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946357846460605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352991484509316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482215403029215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,larisaross,2020/03/06,"Super irrational fear of death Sooooo I’m super afraid of death to the point where it’s keeping me from enjoying myself. My sister has her first stand up show Friday and I’m dying to go support her but keep thinking about drunk drivers on a Friday night, or someone shooting up the place. I know I’m crazy and I need to just chill and go but sometimes those stupid thoughts just won’t leave! Anyone else have a crazy fear of death to the point of it interrupting their day to day life?",3.5210567010309286,5.339028979381446,3.6150386597938144,90.74049613402063,73.63917525773195,6.087113402061857,23.465206185567013,6.6274283507984215,0.558382474226804,389,11,79,3,8,119,65,97,0.312,0.612,0.076,-0.9812,0,0,0,1,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,1,3,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,15,6,4,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,3,2,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,8,4,14,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391883430325313,0.19624014406281895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470357476065293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877286220011275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999468236444775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310380697258481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629111901773988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176963067782073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404726971831404,0.0,0.0,0.10525721067067796,0.0,0.0,0.20279747411015486,0.0,0.0,0.13527987372010836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201346793317607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973337396149328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001030120840996,0.0,0.3621063361365793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622786335182156,0.0,0.18942326531943796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734046444485394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272157922933973,0.0,0.15204957126603047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fxreverr,2020/03/06,"Didn’t get the job, not taking it too well. During my run this morning I got an email from an interviewer I saw for a potential job I was really excited to try and land. I went through an online interview before and then the in person interview last week. I felt super confident and happy with all of my answers. I was quite nervous but I felt that I played it off/ went along with it quite well. And it seemed that the interviewers liked me since we we’re having genuine conversations throughout the questions and they seemed actually interested in my answers.
I was stressing all week since it was taking a while for her to email me back. And then, I found that I didn’t end up getting the position.
Instead of running it off I kept wallowing in it. Now I keep overthinking and saying to myself “you don’t deserve it anyway” or “you’re not good enough.” Now I’m just slowly falling into a pit of overthinking where and what I did wrong. 

Any kind words or advice would be nice, thank you all.",3.3829442086112813,5.459293819587632,4.553371740448757,82.74278047301395,74.72164948453607,7.657489387507581,25.844754396604003,8.4952907291091,1.8727893268647664,787,28,150,15,17,258,115,194,0.07,0.759,0.172,0.9625,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,1,3,10,15,0,2,11,0,11,0,0,0,3,34,28,14,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,13,13,0,2,8,1,0,5,5,3,2,0,15,4,25,12,20,11,4,24,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,5,11,110,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.1377646595788055,0.0,0.0,0.13795279799437268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960026036958336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855346161501513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201279786108366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503753540041748,0.1458696333066529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710967841595823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478910559608422,0.0,0.0,0.14751432008511792,0.0,0.0,0.11840936579002323,0.11290908876864154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502814756235184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28018519630430644,0.1254812092412271,0.0,0.1470101430557619,0.0,0.1150749841464462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689700850029004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326697580800265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814627103033455,0.30031010937753577,0.0,0.0,0.09043915429994986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226657931801058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570375226557084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335598273142742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171340115562194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228932485956614,0.0,0.0,0.12997329728274015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584732262987808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648121973834165,0.0,0.2538632867654198,0.26173790513930223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028537688845757,0.15435071101290132,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nexblanc,2020/03/06,"Does Anybody Else Get These Symptoms I suffer from an extreme case of social phobia. Every time I go into a store my head starts to get very strange. It feels like there's just too much energy in my head (frontal lobe). It gets all weird and twitchy, it really scares the crap out of me. Most of the time I have to leave the store before I can even finish my shopping. I have been dealing with anxiety for almost 20 years but my symptoms have greatly changed. It used to be chest tightness etc.. but now it seems my anxiety has changed from chest pressure to head pressure. 

Dose anybody else get these symptoms? I don't do drugs but I do drink a lot of coffee. I have quit coffee several times but the strange thing is these ""head attacks"" get worse when I quit coffee. But inside my house the improvements are amazing. My record is only 30 days off coffee so I am thinking that is not long enough for my brain or whatever to repair. I am just curious, why do I get these symptoms and do you think caffeine, sugar etc.. could be the cause?

I also wonder could it be too much serotonin? I am on paxil at the moment.

Thank you guys for reading my post. I hope everybody is having a great day!",2.8807875457875483,4.937693440170938,3.4805006105006133,89.95576923076925,76.13675213675214,5.995604395604397,24.818070818070808,6.868970318607317,0.9207352869352872,931,32,185,9,21,292,138,234,0.128,0.764,0.10800000000000001,0.545,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,2,10,13,2,3,11,0,26,16,8,2,1,29,42,11,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,12,5,2,1,5,3,3,1,2,7,0,0,1,3,27,6,21,36,8,20,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,7,13,124,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449772545444908,0.0,0.0,0.07546749691680367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438528113096105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735927394309676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030175121249443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534790949110116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096943782464871,0.19966147598560152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506932166160654,0.0,0.0,0.1217214311103186,0.097291122552044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258365006256482,0.0,0.0,0.09244647943268497,0.10943901040161497,0.0,0.15766772134096352,0.0,0.0,0.09750923255934953,0.2104945505037069,0.06233036448915163,0.0,0.07951062869233277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771620760922083,0.06741780571947703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295825960831247,0.0,0.05363253347989134,0.0,0.0,0.20808608069065807,0.0,0.09344094121530716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874025719704976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373050708506697,0.0,0.10889008168413494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992399486070734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046104318669588334,0.0,0.0,0.08351430551535075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022983133884905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874532624481922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177248722216892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038018451520392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074780220813973,0.09439534024928106,0.0,0.06045571192028563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448063518809108,0.0,0.0,0.08591072385993112,0.0,0.10661101546145424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961981293186455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679543188609907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923454331507512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688303510440208,0.0,0.0,0.06269510346427888,0.12093671783653033,0.0,0.0,0.16508337211472518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150520971492284,0.0,0.0778649702186507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515406841876019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234002520047424,0.0,0.0,0.09617089092465196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060771058736178225
anxiety,snoop_pugg,2020/03/06,"Mental health service or medical service for diagnosis and treatment? TLDR: i need help navigating the student health bureaucracy at my school, should I try to see a general physician about my anxiety?

After a long internal battle, I finally decided to confront my anxiety. 
I am currently a student with student healthcare plan so I am limited to my school’s “mental health services” or “medical services”. Mental health service center is staffed with people with various titles such as psychologist, psychiatrist, and psychotherapist, with various degrees such as MD, PhD, PsyD. While medical service center is like a primary health provider staffed with physicians and nurses. 

I went with mental health service center and they first do a initial consult over the phone consisting of one of the staff asking about my mental health needs and asking some follow up questions and precautionary questions such as if I’m suicidal. I got the impression from the phone call that I was deemed not an emergency so I was referred to “student wellness”, another branch of “student health services”. I enjoyed meeting the wellness expert, we’ve had useful discussions about mindfulness, thinking patterns etc. but I do not think he is capable to treating anxiety as he is PhD and would not be able to diagnose or treat me if there was a need. 

My main goal of seeking help is to get an accurate diagnosis of my anxiety and go from there. I feel like I have generalized anxiety disorder with perhaps depression or ADHD. However I will not get any of the answers on my current course.

Has anyone had similar issues in navigating the student health bureaucracy?
Should I go to a physician instead?
Was going to the mental health service center the right choice, and they simply just decided I wasn’t worth seeing?

Thanks for reading.",8.575638977635784,9.99841253035144,8.53394728434505,61.75280591054314,61.076677316293924,11.75520766773163,43.126038338658155,11.505630337794996,5.853277444089457,1474,86,202,43,20,478,162,313,0.078,0.812,0.111,0.8913,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,4,14,12,2,0,19,0,23,17,0,1,0,49,44,23,1,8,12,0,1,2,0,4,17,0,0,0,1,16,0,1,9,1,1,5,5,3,2,2,9,3,27,9,39,30,5,22,0,1,2,0,16,10,0,9,9,148,28,23,0.06616674014459496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951956350749208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499565225252428,0.06938159622595914,0.2530868755214161,0.0,0.0,0.046265323162437914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371394036366708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756363957267451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698931633146554,0.06715784844782569,0.0,0.0,0.07583281662323857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737934056490811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03345589190520154,0.04726953238003845,0.0,0.07248242962369654,0.0,0.0562813953656976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913878158812461,0.0,0.11281224971189495,0.0,0.052919586540377074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7033215067744468,0.0,0.0,0.08870034236779897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690608860521795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646514540470162,0.0,0.0,0.05855548288208096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996808880469694,0.4000830688942922,0.0,0.06680954552869058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718539826449115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483629553067183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458716864467203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482437838636081,0.0,0.06618464580417305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056506034554558125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339285469999898,0.10545265051703387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237567442169605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091744454324567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479395077757494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492287325928705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714681913250583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898369139206393,0.06133723101024259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700295378220252,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HP2567,2020/03/06,"Help. How do I help my husband with anxiety? Hi everyone, hoping someone here can help me. My husband recently admitted while he was drunk that he struggles with anxiety. Since I've known him(6 years) he's been the quiet, shy, surprisingly funny guy who can't express his true feelings without being high or drunk. He's never used the word ""anxiety"" in regards to himself before but looking back it actually makes sense. He believes it's mostly social but I think he could have some OCD tendencies as well. Apologies if I come off as uninformed or ignorant with that last comment about OCD. It seems to be getting worse and he *jokes* about suicide in a way that I know he isn't joking. He first did this the night he told me about his anxiety and how bad it really is. The last two days, he's just come home from work and gone to sleep. I've talked to him about ways to manage it until he can get into see a doctor(he has an apt with one of those online counselors next week), but he doesn't seem to want to really try anything. I'm a big proponent of exercise and I KNOW it can help but he refuses to go on walks with me and the new dog. Jogs are out of the question because he's also had an issue with his groin for a while but hasn't reached out to a doctor again with this either. At this point, I'm so frustrated with him that I know I'm close to lashing out. I don't know what he needs right now. He says everything is fine (always has)but obviously it isn't. Please help.",2.474461786200916,4.456887324414723,3.7650092902266814,87.79347702217268,77.09364548494983,7.105214913910568,24.786448656013874,8.045849151850463,1.4246453858540815,1166,41,240,20,27,381,174,299,0.142,0.7809999999999999,0.078,-0.9637,0,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,0,2,14,11,1,1,13,0,22,5,1,4,3,58,48,22,1,5,11,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,17,20,2,2,11,6,0,6,8,4,1,3,6,5,18,7,40,39,3,39,0,0,2,0,43,14,0,9,17,142,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.1050569588523976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609265476739998,0.08957861431676557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32942691012013753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859191110585829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278100192778665,0.08988846206576692,0.0656262435578147,0.0,0.09160752942390993,0.12129171450218727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547263329297936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595474610889889,0.0,0.0,0.06942936743964792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203814430996272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287014907575197,0.0967544851506142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443422872549967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157234118903712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249188219027004,0.0,0.06118352108955661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065966014754511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607985357377526,0.1137447263615618,0.107987984635101,0.10692693566534926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236514267806852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666021217194155,0.17550840558638325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904041261442512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186137494117734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982573649394,0.08303112767131741,0.10397506567062613,0.1144936306245003,0.10102808668659533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729506531476219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181742209463104,0.1017699426396163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059962503511334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793468573121928,0.0,0.106297547445034,0.0,0.0,0.09193783917132953,0.0,0.08561256159577653,0.0,0.0,0.08578808351933284,0.19601239188426345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905435270100184,0.0,0.10773398621517044,0.1097419773419804,0.09121678124160168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254567480795688,0.0,0.1177584512407028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653000629319083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898177044934277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287014907575197,0.0,0.07309151897464361,0.0,0.10516450162639504,0.0,0.0,0.09298042426750973,0.0,0.0,0.06349843854812645,0.17090502174384803,0.0863553405337645,0.0,0.0967958871070016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377677187162533,0.0,0.07837502356552807,0.0,0.10971090402238838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932708773143671
anxiety,Heyitsnathos,2020/03/06,"Almost constant. Hello everyone

A little background. I have been experiencing consistant anxiety (mostly health anxiety) for about 5 months. I went to the ER multiple times for massive spikes in heart rate and overheating etc. Since then I've had chest pains consistently and a plethora of over symptoms. I've had all the heart tests etc, found nothing expect my average HR seems to be rather high.

What I wanted to ask you guys about is, although I've had the tests, I have palpitations almost 24/7...  And chest pains mostly on the left side. I've read up on here about palpitations but everyone seems to get them infrequently and then they go away? Mine is literally all day every day? Does anyone have experience with this? I feel the anxiety is getting easier slowly but I keep backtracking because of how scared I am about the palpitations and chest pain. Any help would be appreciated. Thank you for reading.",4.3361213360599855,7.4453275644171795,4.953936605316971,75.67428595773687,77.03680981595092,8.530197682344923,26.846966598500337,9.150863307647796,2.873383367416497,735,29,122,20,18,235,104,163,0.094,0.818,0.08800000000000001,0.457,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,0,7,5,0,1,8,0,14,10,5,1,2,24,26,11,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,6,2,13,1,20,17,6,19,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,6,7,76,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629053053829206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362963903188196,0.0,0.28223478914955136,0.0,0.0,0.08598946969484121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496835425076905,0.0,0.1155424068703964,0.0,0.0,0.07496658973189617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289613620177554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862199699447416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761936803178436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27430720829342703,0.0,0.0,0.10361474220618823,0.235022571560934,0.0,0.12029663102280598,0.0,0.0,0.0621816558590881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483964526714376,0.0,0.0,0.12850244541114775,0.0,0.06989155062384224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176811068859356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072046028981962,0.0,0.29146037533153746,0.08242993759255066,0.12993360236750295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930899611198044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336165670556495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232568263937552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816031461961124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118001246646709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925735806646549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24602368277683706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312299398828655,0.0,0.0,0.22391012753624906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172913701656784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782181319744265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322213687013548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170978826149034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725359419217675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400235871264587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736044176395523,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rowgw,2020/03/06,"Is this an anxiety disorder? Quarrel with friends in chat but I experienced these things. So recently I quarrel with my friends in chat. I disliked how they judged before they know all the things happen and like all they do are correct. While in the chat, I felt angry until I did not want to read their chat and eventually left the group, but I was added back by them but I still don't open the group chat until now.

Is this an anxiety disorder? If so, what is it called? What do you guys do when this happens?

Dear mod, if this is inappropriate, please remove it. I am still new in this subreddit though, so still learning.",2.685220385674935,5.075887157024795,3.4582024793388437,88.22851584022041,78.25619834710744,7.008539944903582,24.13292011019284,8.07648339933343,1.3699415977961429,490,17,100,9,12,155,72,121,0.142,0.741,0.11699999999999999,-0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,5,0,11,4,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,1,3,19,17,16,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,15,4,10,14,2,18,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,2,12,77,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703670971932233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587996916099024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036817606887606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044184501309166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050525824417174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967041917967002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730531973808746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497182425728508,0.31253017853546816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711582845907404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919971851128742,0.0,0.0,0.08633214347840469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066873301631666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939757809625975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675897385008527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448094529370362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233652658831094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347980763564283,0.0,0.173617810908041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422881664584306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,floricultist,2020/03/06,"I can’t relax while I am not at work I work in the greenhouse industry. I can’t explain it but I feel like whenever I am not actively working I am regressing in my career progress. If I am sitting at home trying to relax, I become anxious that I am sacrificing time where I could be learning more and progressing in my career. It makes me feel like whenever I’m not working I’m getting worse at my career and losing the progress I’ve made. Sounds crazy right? 

I am going to graduate school next year and the idea of studying full time and not doing any hands on work is scary! I feel that I will forget what I have learned in my practical work. I feel that that upon returning to the industry after graduation that I will be less prepared. 

I don’t know how to even classify this feeling or why I even feel like this. Can anyone help me out? What can I do to alleviate this constant feeling?",3.5397286512370307,5.076027765363129,5.019892258579411,81.84520949720674,73.02234636871508,8.242777334397447,29.54549082202713,8.841846274778883,2.4289166799680766,706,30,138,14,14,237,95,179,0.11699999999999999,0.7090000000000001,0.174,0.8712,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,10,4,6,0,0,4,0,20,1,1,3,0,29,35,9,0,2,7,0,8,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,12,5,0,0,12,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,9,26,5,17,29,3,23,0,1,0,0,2,13,0,2,11,98,38,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888015734146824,0.0,0.0,0.14765325855722333,0.0,0.0913881452157562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434735432741164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123975222688698,0.0,0.10435293379170696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265160422771073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625992404536494,0.2801152954834486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682851062082913,0.0,0.07427955074537765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760513506557509,0.0,0.1311022778969025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754385237397127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182903961062698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915595547700213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621933430398662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367104859976,0.08724294632802533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390004251887806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161667829073008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227489472836254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242388553596048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873639659912418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793599026341338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709048550753817,0.0,0.13319397964566068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841662074930088
anxiety,TheAlmightyAfro,2020/03/06,"Invited to a party, Don't know how to hold a conversation please help I had a conversation with a friend i haven't spoken to in a few years about some business questions. He invited me out for drinks that turned into a party for a co worker of his. I'm only going to know one person there, and i literally have nothing to talk about except asking questions about the fields they all work in. I'm very awkward, and pretty non social/quiet. This is going to be one of my very first adult buissness/social gathering thing and im freaking out. How do i talk and hold a conversation?

TLDR im going to a party soon, i dont know anyone or how to start or hold a convo and im low-key having a mini panic attack. What do i do?",2.529600000000002,3.940453360000003,4.939666666666671,81.91150000000002,75.4,6.866666666666667,21.833333333333336,7.492282038375204,0.8869333333333334,564,14,112,7,12,199,85,150,0.078,0.78,0.142,0.8414,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,8,5,1,2,12,0,11,1,0,3,1,25,22,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,3,5,1,0,3,3,4,0,3,1,0,10,1,22,20,3,12,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,5,4,77,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419093235699277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393038015404263,0.16951985914530707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746380666640747,0.14597261695542574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267474353721896,0.0,0.0,0.11512439803582428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540566600497697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987795113023973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828676077900956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456752324823949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297866879560106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194543625568415,0.11332846690877567,0.0,0.1748305848353692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010937944617473,0.0,0.1635677240263079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515962682130788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338495659621359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518964569449512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546971667192008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23953644163712545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899531468513996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207958622272176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589694581607105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848071705034522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595725584478516
anxiety,silentcellar,2020/03/06,"I should be happy. I'm getting married. But anxiety and depression are whittling away at me. I'm eloping in about a month. I won't be shopping for anything until I travel to the east coast, as I'm permanently moving there and I'm finishing wrapping a up a few things on the west coast. 

We are pretty much just getting the license, then shopping for something for me to wear together, and after the 48 hour waiting period is up we're headed to the courthouse for the happy occasion.

I am so in love with my fiancé. I can't wait to marry him. He's amazing and inspiring, and...yeah. The bee's knees.

But as I started window shopping...the shitty internal voice of depression and anxiety started to point out certain facts like how it's a huge chore for me to go shopping. I'm very short and obese. My stomach sticks out a whole lot so...

Sure I'm making strides with weight loss etc but it's not enough. And it's making me want to just...go to the courthouse in a hoodie and tie up the hood so only a little bit of my face is showing. I'm just...so fat. Nothing looks good on me. There's no amount of shapewear that can fix this.

I'm worried he's going to see me get stressed out and down on myself when we go shopping. That I'm not going to find anything. That I'll be sad and crying on my wedding day bc I'll look horrible.

I'm trying to ignore how I feel about it. I know it's nothing I can control, and I should just deal with it when I get there...but anxiety...it just always makes me want to comb over every detail so I know what will be happening and relax...but I can't do that. It's fucking distracting, too, thanks to intrusive thoughts and a little bit of OCD 😑 so it's just like...

I wish I could just be happy, relaxed, chill with how things may go...but...I'm just not.",0.8002162162162172,2.978500683783785,2.783445945945949,91.58192567567568,84.05405405405406,5.42972972972973,22.763513513513516,6.742157984588678,0.662735135135136,1383,50,294,16,40,463,178,370,0.11800000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.111,-0.6386,0,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,2,0,0,2,21,21,1,2,17,0,21,10,6,7,3,61,60,30,0,6,12,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,2,0,16,22,3,4,6,7,4,6,7,8,0,0,1,6,30,13,49,48,9,42,0,4,3,2,8,24,1,2,14,179,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863068541378199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869747761598332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071237834883485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974523122216632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264799518603889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633552438915795,0.08281534372301218,0.0,0.11393617713448348,0.0668935362999167,0.10693510877630637,0.178675024815691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071748389463837,0.115679915415164,0.0,0.0,0.08739212278631972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052446078503774515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480205128303397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958913632492139,0.21676648030192516,0.0,0.3536931624087165,0.08699894844878849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172297873399457,0.3312490594814065,0.0,0.0,0.10645096666380192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214745585556123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400822935216158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134882202335822,0.2079178209027447,0.0,0.0,0.17420443011091855,0.0,0.0,0.08818261642253289,0.09361515162320376,0.0,0.20771015222203276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827916769884943,0.110242422973925,0.07624923099359464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990523590816231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788869377485402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805290762761608,0.0,0.0,0.10552481384101474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265476830088024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985196644113475,0.0,0.0,0.14683306322587605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881573519754132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977588429418311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549531926445727,0.0,0.0,0.13781951596062847,0.0,0.0,0.08234543877488723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042193178551544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558333835382739,0.12235845610143055,0.0,0.0,0.12630814760005524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580437927166062,0.119277725656225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533697288748993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chancet321,2020/03/06,"Kolonopin .5mg I am 18m, i have been on none habit forming anxiety meds and srri for yrs. I have been off of them for a long time now. Went to my pysch doctor and told them i have a history and drug abuse. She wanted to put me on ssri for anxitey but no anxiety meds. I had to fight for an hr with her just to get an anxiety med and she prescribed .5mg of kolonopin. 

Usally i just kind of shut up and go with what they say, but my anxitey has been so bad past few months thats i dry heave every morning and can't sleep. It felt good to actually put my foot down and tell them what i wanted. I understand its there job and they know what some people need, but i feel i need some kind of anxiety med. 

Do you agree with me or not?",0.1866745283018858,2.004729220125789,2.237826257861638,96.71824882075474,83.84276729559748,5.987578616352201,18.742531446540877,7.1686216300943375,0.04346823899371,562,14,139,8,16,188,97,159,0.094,0.82,0.086,-0.6538,1,0,1,0,2,0,14.0,0,1,5,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,11,4,2,0,0,28,23,13,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,11,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,7,3,25,3,21,16,5,15,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,5,91,31,2,0.0,0.15373099852646044,0.12661601941214942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970296161462112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083347489035721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328032972893498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504673050841093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093188798123674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656048436608248,0.0,0.1245791039250016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067788343079319,0.0,0.0737391789996799,0.10882705770324001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287555689634963,0.0,0.0,0.27022661956760463,0.0713064949380126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482352079711748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764862451381402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356417829898892,0.0,0.0,0.19241404114326624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385982010653065,0.08995141502497428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608665703197074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318137779111326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984240776599396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340608690357278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565751318213472,0.0,0.0,0.12398044769795713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135072977533871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530582955317913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027834924912666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_biancake,2020/03/07,"Angry, tired, and frustrated. what do i do? I’m a 16 year old female in high school. I’ve dealt with anxiety all my life (inherited from my parents) but I’ve always coped with it, I was never medicated. I started having what I thought was a panic attack whenever i was stressed, and once I was taken to the ER I was diagnosed with a heart condition called svt.

I consider myself a pretty good student (always got mostly A’s and few B’s), however I was missing a lot of school because of this. My anxiety levels would rocket sky high in the mornings, causing me to have nausea and vomit in the morning. It became a vicious cycle of missing school to rest, piling up work, being stressed because of it, and then being sick again. i was like this for over a month.

I just can’t seem to find a healthy balance like everyone else can. I’ve always had terrible study habits. I would allow myself to stay up several nights in a row, inducing large amounts of caffeine to stay running. And with my conditions, that was a big nono.. 

Now that I had my surgery and was given medication, I was granted extra time.. but 2 weeks after my procedure, my teachers wouldn’t allow me anymore time. Keep in mind i was in bad condition for over a month. 

It makes me want to scream. I’m not in control of any of this, and it hurts to keep trying, and it hurts to know i’m gonna fail because so many people are denying me. i keep trying everything to stay calm, but there’s this electric panic in my body, a racing heart, and a big overwhelming feeling of emptiness in my chest. I feel overwhelmed, tired, and frustrated. it makes me feel like i don’t wanna keep going anymore.

advice?",3.8491743119266033,5.3307071651376186,5.136276452599394,81.53494678899088,72.14984709480122,7.800807339449541,28.98214067278288,8.364918446050245,2.167144195718654,1301,52,245,21,25,433,168,327,0.22899999999999998,0.672,0.099,-0.9944,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,3,5,23,4,6,17,0,26,12,4,7,2,48,50,16,0,5,5,1,3,3,0,4,8,1,0,0,15,15,0,5,8,0,1,2,5,18,1,0,17,4,34,5,40,27,7,38,0,7,0,0,2,19,0,3,17,160,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692970506425682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206304265441965,0.0,0.0,0.06049517042068237,0.0,0.13610678276185822,0.0,0.17644684767646607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120370484848903,0.0,0.0,0.07427704904083969,0.1626857418322536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988133944437547,0.0,0.0,0.09083708504217107,0.0,0.0,0.09138539771301972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977508265025656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029151225849057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431382939112499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500413659483523,0.07995061294068265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494102970365668,0.06355232725570649,0.0,0.0,0.0813069142194034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050557449666178936,0.0746145884289516,0.07114863872592404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083368624651855,0.0,0.1879801350236292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904648984305348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31628338588365923,0.0,0.0,0.04888953982950996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628343724123857,0.1303826214776033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562976045427164,0.0,0.0,0.11876164633326808,0.09019046316375798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792336667410592,0.0,0.0,0.08982323047133373,0.0,0.1420124498970362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686106648197669,0.0,0.0,0.08348199509556734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093347505810489,0.09473843151471144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087484380340491,0.09877844172694594,0.0,0.0,0.06167296950168715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050328416812832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700937713766853,0.0,0.08098493238179705,0.0,0.10049834863895782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629656379514179,0.2844553723519861,0.0,0.0,0.2038044674957517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062350905087528,0.10374541638416264,0.20449056782152986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207946429292988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524703229498478,0.0,0.07135754374206416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476321137516425,0.0,0.0,0.12638784224625968,0.0,0.0,0.0572866792572216
anxiety,diabedgy,2020/03/07,"im just venting i feel so bad i have the impression that everyone is hating and judging me (including my friends) i feel so worthless and idiot, only do problems everyone say even my family it so now i feel a lot of guilty abt everything and sometimes i get so nervous that i want to do s3lf h1rm and it's been 3/4 years that im like this and as time goes by more im feeling worst i wanted to talk with a psychologist but im scared about judgment :(
anyway im sorry,,",-0.4768027210884362,1.7499711836734733,2.2498367346938792,90.56897278911563,97.36734693877553,5.470476190476191,21.83945578231293,7.0316486544052195,1.0154345578231294,368,15,77,7,15,127,66,98,0.252,0.69,0.057999999999999996,-0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,2,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,13,11,0,3,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,10,3,7,12,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726249910364415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276005906496328,0.0,0.0,0.2683950862339005,0.12621945539513607,0.0,0.13239542301828133,0.0,0.2840450732135688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850448881532364,0.0,0.07337470756175872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865656601593576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7585027419996992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861245490847782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939804868394367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068118277268609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438321938513606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116844442175491,0.1406060974032636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138899894443484,0.15721237615528827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288128144822142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189236751359186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567166513283146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043949997740454
anxiety,_viki_v,2020/03/07,"got over my trauma after 2 years hey i dont know where or who to write this to so this is just me sharing my story. 2 years ago we went on a ski trip from school. i was very excited for it actually. but after that skiing became one of my biggest fears because of my teacher and because i fell pretty badly twice (i was okay). what made this even worse was that i knew i would have to go again 2 years later. this thought of having to go through that experience again kept coming back over and over. i was thinking about it almost everywhere. it feels so fucking shitty when u just keep overthinking and overplaying this traumatic situation in your mind and u cant stop it. the closer this years ski trip got the worse my anxiety got. the week before i couldnt think about anything else. i even packed my dads anxiety pills with me just in case i couldnt handle it. i kept telling myself it was just gonna be okay but it didnt really help. when we arrived and it was time to go skiing i cant even describe the feeling it was like my heart was gonna jump out of my chest and i could barely breathe. but thankfully i was in the beginners group which made me feel a bit better. we also had a really good teacher this time. he was the reason i believed in myself more that i can do it. he has no idea how much his encouragement helped me get over my fear. the last day i even went to the top of the mountain and i actually did it like i made it down. i was so proud of myself that day and i also made it without taking any of my dads pills so thats great too. i think i even like skiing now.

i know this might sound weird to some of you like oh its just skiing but that experience from 2 years ago really scarred me deep and it kept haunting me at the back of my mind till now so yeah.

if u read this whole paragraph thank u so much for hearing me out ily 💕",1.8898256519102503,3.5953204355670145,3.336876895087933,91.46442995755005,77.89175257731958,6.420375985445725,21.205579138872046,7.285733465282438,0.4703666464523959,1451,38,324,18,34,476,184,388,0.114,0.723,0.162,0.9663,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,2,0,3,31,21,1,2,13,3,29,6,3,6,0,60,64,27,0,5,12,2,3,4,0,4,2,2,0,0,34,16,0,5,12,7,0,10,8,6,0,2,28,5,51,15,41,28,6,55,0,0,0,1,20,18,1,5,31,220,85,2,0.0,0.0,0.16586228034542458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066458770178606,0.0,0.08509818961682805,0.0,0.0,0.13592173423537535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779134800162771,0.0,0.1300235108567162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993376048901997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069334862731305,0.07095724765799769,0.10360968493573486,0.0,0.07231426596122871,0.09574672907962184,0.0,0.07516054937985152,0.09277941565903627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320532175042635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785200310321289,0.0,0.0,0.1096139973236772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959943241226267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709923841161344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28065231997253864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662593441115308,0.0,0.1912589828763848,0.12890986095372406,0.060711865677994664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856540568760588,0.04440010520064951,0.0,0.14489337648352227,0.0712797007746181,0.20390598349547964,0.09369404748144916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957820071177868,0.10070525339137568,0.11392461486883805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593545255873084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553678704278242,0.0,0.0,0.0934088586007418,0.06927248011063768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607358678449866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216518431620895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015352359217443,0.1716171897591525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494455315669616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057586674009632036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645825368007139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500598850234148,0.0,0.16332684024948388,0.08737666854037589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600732381420864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552444241718387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104958567723221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389663289164638,0.0,0.074278879821873,0.15648184038808174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336100731415035,0.0,0.06746700208087784,0.09910853081556263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011986762971804,0.0,0.0,0.06816822920345257,0.0,0.0,0.1575601679413503,0.0,0.09488047442014,0.0,0.0819205706006493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732098560503502,0.06036947845287208,0.0,0.0,0.2736312993078082
anxiety,youwillbedeadin32mns,2020/03/07,"I know its says dont ask for a diagnosis but... I looked up different symptoms for anxiety and I have some of them. Headaches, irritability, depression, and others. I just dont feel like I actually have anxiety because I haven't been diagnosed (13 and too afraid to tell parents). I just want idk, reassurance? That not everybody has it as bad as others?",3.1233766233766223,5.827796272727272,5.2507792207792265,74.21045454545455,78.69696969696969,9.832034632034633,30.640692640692638,9.957137785484203,3.8576692640692647,278,14,51,10,7,96,49,66,0.253,0.69,0.057,-0.9015,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,0,11,12,6,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,8,2,7,11,1,1,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.22006878509934533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450346396901978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082481435520176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829447242095246,0.1374710237966537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423457050180007,0.2288916008961877,0.0,0.2356137590869949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286006207536299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402647396514855,0.16110699181327748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393640065101665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017457496858626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893746632860892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504062131131861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933750058476425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439502299143214,0.0,0.0,0.19710886413591736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301378965885333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whaaat316,2020/03/07,I don’t know why but I just want downvotes... Yeah downvote the fuck out this I want the smoke,-1.7385000000000022,-0.2568038499999989,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,112.5,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.685,73,2,18,0,4,22,16,20,0.212,0.535,0.254,-0.2617,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041593481402687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29970537828016136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6433129885454271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920858021539293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fifi0n,2020/03/07,"Fuck making us do presentations in school ""It'll be good for you"" ""that's what it's like in the real world"" oh I don't think so. I think being forced to do presentations in school made me anxiety worse, so so much worse",0.01463768115942088,2.32551539130435,2.021739130434785,94.22289855072464,90.7391304347826,5.67536231884058,14.18840579710145,7.1686216300943375,-0.32878550724637634,172,3,40,3,6,57,33,46,0.276,0.622,0.102,-0.8505,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,5,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,7,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609120865875065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488750237305968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403272581371928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884325491363593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301759884306966,0.16237617156177656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882214346511088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27688012269049395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923788547666001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31173897806119705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926086432880645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958000480318969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cylvix,2020/03/07,"Smoking weed for anxiety I've been dealing with anxiety since forever. I experiece panic attaks, I have trouble sleeping, heart rate always more than 90, so my life is a nightmare every single day.
I've been smoking weed daily for 3 years now.Now I'm 21.If I dont smoke, I feel awful and empty. Some friends say that weed gives them nightmares, but for me, is the opposite.
My question is, is weed good for my anxiety? Is my reaction to weed different from others, because of the way I am? I would smoke daily for my entire life, but this may not be quite the answer...",2.077432432432431,4.572946765765766,3.6445270270270282,85.4084121621622,81.34234234234233,6.222522522522524,25.466216216216218,7.492282038375204,1.5794378378378386,445,18,82,7,12,147,75,111,0.098,0.831,0.071,0.2144,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,4,1,13,4,2,0,0,11,16,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,13,2,10,11,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813571836842342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637415185984814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317801172270584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031633341693258,0.20832194050543032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111167399304341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368207192380172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024994701991458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217101727236699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611626528786007,0.0,0.0,0.1938408335171156,0.0,0.16948399800757674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394500647400884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854514344440444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708178655663364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636099860328174,0.2149228552986892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069158531929534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715169886720946,0.0,0.20221267434353804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039117607948314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435424174713764,0.0,0.0,0.1301243582189931
anxiety,ValentinaTravel,2020/03/07,"I don't want to leave my house anymore because of COVID-19? Help. I just go to work and come home even though I know I have the possibility of being exposed at work. I have a coworker returning from a Caribbean cruise next week and I'm extremely anxious about her return. I try my best to distract myself but there's a heaviness that always comes along with this anxiety that despite distracting myself it won't dissipate. I mean we're changing the way that we live our lives due to this. I cancelled a trip I had planned and see so many other following suit, events being cancelled, I mean this seems to be changing our lives as we know it and nobody bats an eyelash! I've always had anxiety and this isn't helping at all. Everybody around me seems so nonchalant about this while I'm just a ball of nerves. Is there any advice? 

Moreover, I'm worried about possibly being quarantined, you would think 14 days at home with someone with my anxiety sounds like solace but that also makes so anxious because I know I'll be bored and lonely. I kind of just we could back to our pre Coronavirus lives. :( I'm 25 and everybody tells me that I'm in the prime demographic but still it makes me so sad and scared to see all these people dying, I don't believe people who says it's not dangerous, It doesn't comfort me to know if people who die are already sick, it's still absolutely terrifying to think of the sheer numbers of people dying from this new virus that just sprung up. :( Furthermore, I see people being treated in full hazmat suits, I'd be terrified to be in a hospital and treated by doctors in full hazmat suits. is there anyway to calm this anxiety?",5.573995859213252,6.409848614906836,6.074472049689442,78.82197722567291,67.50931677018633,9.363146997929608,31.482401656314696,9.48565724429506,2.837335817805384,1322,52,247,26,21,428,168,322,0.222,0.728,0.05,-0.9959,0,3,0,0,0,0,29.0,6,1,0,4,22,14,1,3,11,0,22,2,0,2,2,45,47,21,3,4,9,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,2,0,23,19,0,0,10,2,0,6,6,7,0,0,2,5,31,7,37,34,5,30,0,2,3,0,14,11,0,3,13,162,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796559971594818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993382893859092,0.07198822295551648,0.14980616585477582,0.0,0.0,0.0612160589069095,0.0,0.2754573885234082,0.2033918670713012,0.08927473504238784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013606323913662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921911328392545,0.0,0.10974958701730987,0.0,0.0,0.10142067299272813,0.09446946705299553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045649367070247,0.15508692714512018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718729076677896,0.0,0.0,0.0580548572512883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802767676888041,0.0,0.0,0.09213833923449792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059456751039328036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051159915666421744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206757789169642,0.0,0.1805929468763973,0.0,0.0,0.10386992809054607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374101566794564,0.19788852097269427,0.0,0.0,0.09531720428688024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397877373960577,0.0,0.31795397510819945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017686514911195,0.09126521452010784,0.0,0.19611432861411335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694098502983763,0.09573630910385264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31203946593797594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029659662820538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158678273542307,0.09012479953319727,0.0,0.21520064748850268,0.1638999727343937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627287139705546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377870155348513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868064061400608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536117882274745,0.08844328561123188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111704393736995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309558363462855,0.07145295288403776,0.07220787330277757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106991963071707,0.09141874181756582,0.0,0.06394696917341906,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emma0112,2020/03/07,"Anyone else super stressed over the coronavirus...? So with the media and people close to me stressing out about the coronavirus I don't want to leave my flat, I'm feeling so anxious about it and my bf and some of my friends are just like there is nothing to be worried about but it's making me very anxious and I don't feel like they understand they keep saying it's not going to be a pandemic. But I keep spiraling.",4.185714285714287,5.325229952380956,4.900952380952383,84.8607142857143,70.90476190476191,7.980952380952381,29.47619047619048,8.344100000000001,2.055561904761905,332,13,66,5,6,107,55,84,0.114,0.732,0.154,0.3558,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,7,6,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,19,15,8,0,1,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,10,4,11,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439452189597598,0.0,0.13738718174787762,0.2013225434559601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641383649959412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986978751052592,0.14036923104226992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180415645355594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166719834736777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34929055775804285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804970098896344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919857132789544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115555081122526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853307011963288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362182579123074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625310094115571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45014679431411697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045482629215305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212105805104265,0.11589219786358596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954049263433693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boiledpeanuts000,2020/03/07,"I can't handle reading this stuff So on top of having GAD and on top of workign full time and going to full time I have to read uncle toms cabin in college.

And I can't. The class assumes you haven't read this stuff and there wasn't any other class being offered so I had to take it for credits. Now I'm sitting here going through uncle toms cabin and its too much and im already sick as I probably have a stomach ulcer (found out from the doctor)

So i dont know what to do because I just slammed my pencil in the book and im going insane and I wish I didn't have to read about this stuff because i am black but i already knew about it and living it over again is just fucking painful 

 this whole class has been fucking painful not because i didn't already know these terrible things, but because i did. and it snot like that makes her class easy, because she asks open ended questions or makes us condense a century of slavery into 250 words",3.1612307692307686,4.507909841025644,3.9425641025641016,89.95076923076925,73.66666666666667,5.815384615384616,27.35897435897436,5.6839178017228535,0.8761897435897441,749,28,154,3,15,239,111,195,0.12,0.809,0.071,-0.9281,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,2,12,7,2,0,5,0,19,8,1,2,0,29,34,17,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,17,13,0,0,6,5,1,3,8,5,0,0,8,1,18,2,21,25,4,21,0,0,1,2,7,12,2,3,6,108,35,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641118791342655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479322887337202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282065703278424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352276399002719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257379219491646,0.0,0.0,0.1289010103010315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974136184118061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059232308565933,0.0,0.2033577887457107,0.0,0.0,0.18752017117272485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376042584328095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088920542100788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053732869260312836,0.0,0.09711832506086827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683101037344576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085125960781159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406251665630284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858188894908278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320780676030214,0.0,0.4400570378447503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777178034043484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269465332367977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730688120965559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826568828924426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229780676792186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279376211677527,0.1264767426083406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_ThankU-next,2020/03/07,"Why am I so bad at maintaining friendships? I do have friends now but many of them we'rr not as close as we were before, maybe one time we would hangout every week, but now we almost only say greet each others at school. 

Or we just never talk, I've had friends where every week they would come over and watch movies but now it's not a thing.

And I've had MANY people where we would meet and hangout just a few weeks and then we don't talk anymore?

Is it because of me? Is it because I don't engage enough? I don't want to always be the one to text first. Why am I just so bad at keeping friends? 

I really just want a close group of friends and always try to connect my friends with my others friends but even they lose contact after a few weeks :/",1.7737362637362608,3.55567717948718,2.5223809523809533,96.82500000000002,78.48717948717949,4.96996336996337,21.399267399267398,5.288315135182226,-0.20050402930402944,584,16,132,2,14,182,84,156,0.11900000000000001,0.72,0.161,0.8505,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,6,0,3,2,12,10,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,0,1,35,20,15,0,5,11,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,6,16,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,3,3,2,18,7,14,13,4,21,0,1,1,0,21,8,0,2,12,92,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713248765330453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946633500685496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600670039629965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953366804308447,0.14261243624738454,0.0,0.0995361934607643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076267761626223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086533219624145,0.0,0.07726017334111174,0.0,0.197111151381108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949795967173113,0.0,0.0,0.5422425793167928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397179793716037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086389975558427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371863975269433,0.11751602863635775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021750110641644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852911590246638,0.08896393995694686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109499024489049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493649075699728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302235904906582,0.0,0.11838385563926718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880384178183546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771227717001676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820843553994603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941761576535193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798850167731125,0.0,0.3753177030662507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110154386725447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928475757323795,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slow_build,2020/03/07,"OCD And GAD - How much exposure is enough? Hello,

I think I have mild symptoms of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder and Generalized Anxiety - I get fear from certain activities, and also overthink my own emotions. I've heard people say that with anxiety, it's helpful to face your fears, and avoiding them only makes them worse. But then I feel like my OCD uses this so that I'm constantly putting myself out of my comfort zone - every time I see a challenge, I think ""I have to do this or I'll worry about it later"" - and I wonder if it's actually making my life worse. I might be overthinking this, but is there such thing as too much exposure, and how do I find the right amount?",5.9697692307692325,6.4405997846153875,6.7228846153846185,75.8058653846154,66.53846153846155,10.192307692307693,32.403846153846146,10.125756701596842,3.2330769230769234,532,21,99,12,8,176,90,130,0.134,0.802,0.065,-0.7622,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,1,8,7,0,3,2,0,8,3,1,5,1,26,19,16,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,18,4,9,16,5,7,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,4,5,68,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.15971879491403765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088723698654434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504149638034309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768696617992904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875805688333056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410727921160466,0.0,0.16911537485391126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789945242354096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683496235296203,0.08275672082157821,0.11692623546327267,0.0,0.0,0.14959186873768546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551107921506229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970488383496177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560531204965235,0.07996113731534042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185026547855136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362853224263627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406332943174313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447878792797284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134685142946673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645340551624692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977370980323434,0.0,0.13015734813714513,0.0,0.0,0.13042419528765894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011631426573934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873540531059846,0.2097468909734075,0.0,0.0,0.0954375827620116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135875887543525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749367183053932,0.0,0.1662153340370868,0.3335884375637552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unsureoferrythang,2020/03/07,random no social anxiety days anyone? does anyone else ever just have those days where their lil anxiety monster left for vacation for the day or something? like you can just go to the store and talk to the cashier all easy breezy and then walk away?? or you'll be at a party just flying through small talk with sorta strangers like it ain't no problem?? why he do that why can't he just stay on vacation,5.5277499999999975,6.016391275,5.252500000000001,85.9025,67.5,8.4,28.5,8.238735603445708,1.7320749999999996,322,10,65,4,5,99,60,80,0.08800000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.156,0.7916,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,2,14,8,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,4,7,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31077852203561634,0.0,0.0,0.28405796871726635,0.20812448448079854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908416316136308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929944191424914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177755132030885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968399073387566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373723621519245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544001824388316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069475925073206,0.0,0.0,0.19847219748940576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943621817106366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705928068334775,0.0,0.15637473566066373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165030975698849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32652666362591204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366575530707988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,propermr,2020/03/07,"Triggering - Neck question. Does anyone else feel like their neck is tight, like someone is slightly holding it with their hands? Not necessarily pain, but a pressure. If so, how do you deal with the discomfort? I know I always get this due to anxiety, but my brain always has to exaggerate.",4.512115384615381,7.248224442307695,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,73.80769230769229,8.006153846153849,29.63076923076923,8.841846274778883,2.7661876923076933,229,10,39,5,5,73,43,52,0.18600000000000005,0.722,0.092,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,4,5,4,2,0,13,7,5,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,2,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437059404026372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203967037868984,0.0,0.0,0.18643007271815706,0.2731883421640882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29764115672012337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748781859542809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332492547341915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273058470759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481337499445795,0.19047661956284676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930031390749767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652987043636612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26051855807862245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283707301410534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29868049671536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22591010147905066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Homulili,2020/03/07,"Fear of Death I’m scared of dying, like I don’t know if there’s going to be an afterlife, and I won’t have anyone to talk to anymore
I get panic attacks just thinking of me dying and me not able to see anything anymore",1.5456250000000011,2.9255523125000025,3.84,88.905,77.95833333333334,5.633333333333334,24.5,5.985473137389443,0.6351500000000003,173,6,37,1,4,60,35,48,0.302,0.652,0.047,-0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,23,5,0,0.2345557503140803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652325546026331,0.16400683431244248,0.0,0.19301939706334068,0.0,0.0,0.2668410275498125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868636744976794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26394042948358065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254569860752475,0.0,0.13330343824287896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890570620981265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459209173487532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752006351339402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348312246458732,0.0,0.1869105649649561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188527027288548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502938538551681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Muurda2,2020/03/07,"Anxiety sensitivity ? We all know that some people are more sensitive to stress than others, but why some people tend to be extremely sensitive to it ? Is it genetic heritage or something else ?",6.192727272727272,9.126925242424246,7.293939393939392,62.3609090909091,69.30303030303031,11.672727272727276,35.24242424242424,11.20814326018867,5.446624242424242,155,8,22,6,3,52,27,33,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.4445,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065716447222773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347741007427933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024099506447734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556573540679566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085159141017276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590562610773114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616133529047744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rz9426,2020/03/07,"How to cure eye contact anxiety? Hi. I am a 25 year old, extremely socially anxious individual. I was driving today and I looked to my side and there was this really pretty girl looking at me. I was so anxious I looked away. I get anxious like this when I am out, driving, working, etc. how can I overcome this. I was on meds before but now I stopped. Please any advice appreciated!!!!",0.4933333333333323,2.9206627027027032,3.239324324324325,82.82177927927931,97.64864864864865,5.709909909909912,26.43693693693693,7.1686216300943375,1.923634234234234,296,15,55,6,12,103,52,74,0.136,0.767,0.09699999999999999,0.3605,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,2,0,7,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,12,1,6,7,1,13,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,0,7,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338391662760694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065944060018695,0.0,0.13573454009414904,0.6013409555024657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670264681241087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098105823815086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788291979035133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270058652981987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668402266425686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469930819068177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708629324421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861844136348704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947664023595657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805115278503739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366710220443248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086897416005207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483406004381216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818422657062926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291721769136036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426000827754547
anxiety,Crafty-Relation,2020/03/07,"What’s the proper usage of the word anxiety? If you aren’t clinically diagnosed, can you still say “my anxiety is really bad today”? Before, what I thought was that “anxiety” is used similarly to “feeling anxious”, and you are only implying you have a disorder if you say “anxiety disorder”. I want to make sure the word isn’t being misused.",6.406428571428571,7.240007063492065,8.533452380952388,61.93446428571429,65.66666666666667,13.284126984126985,37.97222222222222,12.602617957971056,5.787288888888887,267,14,43,11,4,96,43,63,0.264,0.662,0.073,-0.9053,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,1,11,14,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,8,1,3,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920438739624584,0.21857629152524544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154695221023774,0.0,0.0,0.16463644874816852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963771959733145,0.0,0.0,0.4434875814343418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782883747733437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914878991800566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714956069653734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394765452573953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30772466407512666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451264516323504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235174546825955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360077963366628,0.0,0.0,0.18339554723725648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671038063221186,0.0,0.0,0.11411897569293873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GameofCheese,2020/03/07,"Extreme stress triggered increased anxiety. Klonopin? Cannabis? I am suffering from extreme anxiety of late due to comorbid mental health issues,  mainly a medication working well causing strong emotions that were previously blunted due to depression. My eating disorder has relapsed in response and obvious anxiety increases as well. 

Anyway,  I was put on Klonopin to get me through this extra stressful time,  and I was very wary due to rebound anxiety which has been extremely unpleasant in years past. 

I need to get off this medication but I need to control my anxiety now. It's so severe I have nausea on top of not wanting to eat. 

I called and got an emergency script for Zofran to decrease nausea,  and I see my doctor this week. 

I'm thinking of asking to get certified in my state for medical cannabis as eating disorders are a certifiable condition. 

Has this worked for others? Made it worse for you?  Does anyone have research I can present to my doctor about this if results can be positive? What about using during the day when driving and functioning are issues? 

Thanks for any info!",5.878152573529416,8.620678671875002,6.14595588235294,71.11522058823532,69.57291666666666,9.517647058823533,36.814950980392155,9.916854025145753,4.528116053921568,883,49,130,24,17,282,125,192,0.159,0.7559999999999999,0.085,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,8,8,0,2,4,0,15,9,0,6,1,20,29,11,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,11,5,3,1,2,0,0,4,1,4,2,0,6,1,16,4,30,22,4,24,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,1,12,92,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381498521553742,0.0,0.4151868689449178,0.0,0.0,0.0758978695555153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014758340166928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083757666575626,0.0,0.0,0.11150661671326308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174354083958025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000317410519047,0.0,0.09349048923309516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488061827165929,0.22220280984508076,0.09498931422080152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332088929418489,0.0,0.12209961201174292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013237563840564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681413208919855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537929561052825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658759358811426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244458775551233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270882609837756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280459506589306,0.10938881253711297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097093019658584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361941539227304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091186854973082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649708859834791,0.0,0.0,0.12262605539225654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486780952999206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993455018925164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955187790018719,0.0,0.0,0.06329403093935741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937488712399821,0.0,0.08956179724787347,0.06402322839763977,0.0,0.08706903377094606,0.0,0.1951917347859436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580455251857294,0.0,0.11061762189023397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990004909504888
anxiety,buttonshoney,2020/03/07,Started therapy after refusing it for years Tuesday will be my first real session. I‘m kinda nervous but also excited,6.413499999999999,9.75774535,8.370000000000001,52.86500000000001,70.5,10.0,45.0,10.125756701596842,6.767500000000001,97,7,9,3,2,34,20,20,0.139,0.728,0.133,0.2135,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361930826684108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38496725693371625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151390566750162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203408999759069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.517568625597082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29144890748266034
anxiety,queque7,2020/03/07,"Jordan Peterson video on being brave. As somene who grew up very loved but also sheltered, this one really moved me. Hope it can help you too.

https://youtu.be/8v64SSuo5SE",5.620000000000001,9.37169671428572,3.5757142857142874,81.89428571428573,81.85714285714286,7.085714285714286,17.714285714285715,8.07648339933343,1.3057571428571424,140,3,21,3,4,39,28,28,0.0,0.6559999999999999,0.344,0.9117,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388473951504372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28400946477752936,0.0,0.0,0.4208479076352241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824223355936351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45034552787863136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871225060997297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714448119133622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496119973495688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StereoNostalgic,2020/03/07,"No matter what Subreddit or website I go to there is always something bad going on. People misleading each other, political debates, disease scares. And what's worse is amount of effort you need to hide every news article and feeds. A lot of times if I try to distract myself with some sort of series or movies, I feel like missing out on something important and if I DO read the news I feel even worse. I have a feeling today's world is not built for people, you can only live without fear and anxiety if you do not care about anything at all, but what type of life is that?",8.835044247787614,6.565530557522128,8.678867256637169,73.09246017699118,62.00884955752212,11.163893805309737,36.759292035398225,9.3871,3.3078792920353983,455,16,85,6,5,148,80,113,0.158,0.767,0.075,-0.8096,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,3,7,0,3,3,0,8,2,0,0,1,27,16,10,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,3,10,2,15,16,5,9,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,8,3,60,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611689607309171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481754131435666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939369403065934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172643574961712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974839864195008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793308898560107,0.0,0.16319558563736145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179596491311232,0.29381258480471395,0.13837506340629474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016157724860946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681183116512688,0.09462912580919572,0.0,0.1710353890844831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646717492524717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362167899599282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731304829943295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685661228711072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374645989819614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392152778182295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823027550249304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294455443393632,0.0,0.1835993052250997,0.0,0.0,0.13150554115216598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867141459837134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947815562230317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yung_poya,2020/03/07,"Gonma commit myself to a mental institution. Again. Last september I was put into a mental hospital. My therapist took me there because I was out of control. I was taking drugs recklessly and  I could have overdosed if she hadn't.

Six months later I feel im at the same point in my life. Im 18 and Ive already ruined my entire life. My therapist tells me I have some sort pf chronic depression (probably double depression) and social phobia. And so, I can get better. But only better. I will never be fully ok. It is so hard to think there is any hope or any reason why I should keep myself alive any longer.

So probably tomorrow I will check myself into a mental instution. Or rehab. If I have enough energy to get out of bed, of course. If not i will probably kill myself.

I simply wish I could give good news to somebody for once, but I never change. i never get better. I tell you redditors because I have nobody else to turn to.

Thanks for reading.",1.7868194550547472,4.301635117647063,4.036867838044312,81.98062388591802,82.85026737967914,6.770460911637382,20.669467787114847,7.957251820313856,1.3486890247007897,745,22,134,15,21,256,112,187,0.051,0.809,0.14,0.9342,0,0,1,0,0,1,25.0,0,1,0,4,6,11,1,0,4,1,19,5,0,2,4,34,32,14,1,8,8,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,8,0,2,3,1,1,2,5,4,0,1,5,2,31,7,17,20,4,17,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,8,8,97,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796549250868173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808456486522845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032904195507336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28362992512434165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308476427483133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989610263022585,0.170699999033091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414357287030664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396867881142902,0.0,0.0893002368813423,0.0,0.0,0.11045504421082153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405124912496168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675506448193818,0.1025470770746404,0.0,0.08966164812259005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576033463716452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061746363113091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093811249578156,0.0,0.0,0.09501657199089532,0.11826769234852327,0.0,0.0,0.08713679587261695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101157850941366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32318656589338235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532560843526937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24734085181149115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384374140516193,0.0,0.08130136030370347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010539260285343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457649849044636,0.0,0.0,0.10746282739139118,0.0,0.0,0.1069277360395978,0.0,0.0,0.10990977829105993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089698723700036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037459967269071,0.0,0.1868685393780573,0.09841805982614032,0.0,0.2482355099386055,0.0,0.06849643959209269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876850867644995,0.0,0.1162752060166472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645954690701364,0.0,0.12292835324264435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ActivismElephant,2020/03/07,"Really need help with managing my anxiety without medication My anxiety has been through the roof and I’ve been trying to keep myself rational and think through it but that panicked terror feeling in my chest has been there for weeks now, and the second I stop coaching myself mentally I spiral back into an anxiety attack. 

I was seeing a therapist before I moved to a new state and I don’t have health insurance yet which means no therapist and no medications. 

Can anybody help? I just need something effective at this point. I’ve been drinking to alleviate it and it helps while I’m drunk for the most part but then it’s a vicious circle because I get more anxious during hangovers. Plus I don’t wanna drink myself into oblivion

Any help is appreciated thank you",4.1639960039960044,6.877835174825176,5.309655344655347,75.18777972027972,74.87412587412587,8.28151848151848,29.79470529470529,9.04235418022936,3.092548851148852,622,28,101,15,14,205,97,143,0.209,0.631,0.16,-0.7403,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,2,1,7,0,12,7,1,1,0,24,22,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,10,3,2,4,4,0,1,5,3,0,1,5,2,15,1,15,17,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,8,77,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991161238627014,0.0,0.3344988528414653,0.16465788429765918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581354966639944,0.0,0.11207402646336548,0.0,0.08884885645145811,0.0,0.12402392382076985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855622685566967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369641643159146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614922438667811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492719427541374,0.0,0.0,0.39077704981141015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955076840415716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876628153836442,0.0,0.2936589183820103,0.14688338771542725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491094365290456,0.0,0.216146011667841,0.0,0.14076785723933655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783483964745906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778242566473495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337224277825312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614519900320065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220674528227703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218549104301879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418854214762166,0.0,0.3384578119785849,0.0,0.09339177573102554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895580677989038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691318653858228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049939486319715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonmydear,2020/03/07,"Is his anxiety holding him back? Hello, first post here and I hope it’s okay. Writing as a friend of someone with anxiety and looking for advice. 

He is a dear friend that I have fallen in love with, and who has anxiety stemming from a childhood trauma. He is already in a long term relationship with someone else, but has told me very clearly that he is unhappy and feels the relationship is no longer working. My instincts make me feel for sure that he feels something for me - and yet he has never said so explicitly and never acts on it, instead further committing to his current relationship even though he isn’t sure it can be fixed. 

The other day he went so far as to tell me that when the thought of feelings for me arise in his mind he purposefully pushes them away and won’t face them, something he said he does with other things in his life, too.

I know that he is also unhappy in his job of many years, and that he believes his anxiety plays a large part in holding him back from taking the leap of courage it would require to quit and start something new. 

So my question is, is it possible that anxiety can make you afraid of falling in love with someone new and making changes to your life if it requires upheaval? I’m not just asking for my own benefit - it saddens me to think that he his unhappy. As his friend I want nothing more than to see him thrive, regardless of whether that better future includes me or not. 

Any advice or experiences you have to share would be much appreciated, thank you.",7.051164383561645,6.7417464109589025,7.004897260273975,77.3461815068493,64.34246575342465,9.9027397260274,36.05821917808219,9.354420925462401,3.1919136986301364,1200,52,228,19,16,383,153,292,0.09300000000000001,0.728,0.179,0.9848,2,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,2,6,15,18,0,1,9,1,21,5,1,3,7,52,46,24,0,6,8,0,4,0,3,3,2,2,0,0,20,15,0,4,8,1,0,5,7,2,0,1,5,8,31,16,38,36,5,34,0,0,2,2,48,11,0,5,17,158,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856859395516606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048462334005613,0.07597970604028077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461026498133712,0.0,0.36341311375967494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882180909304907,0.0,0.08926530845878487,0.14611411877554986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704407754524824,0.0,0.08402889324260625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050830405623776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612737862815286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314415757560342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936891780532826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275340994137049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929383086752602,0.0,0.0,0.1921602584223703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081571632052784,0.0,0.0,0.22021417630852008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436666997423812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428306670944406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522151785214302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421717546273065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408112952533446,0.07978472667414656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150101820167116,0.0,0.19026034770675526,0.09632553612590017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593332297231548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984350570263156,0.0,0.14655560778568485,0.1835230879223506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116494943934254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288690089450442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710984256286778,0.09099360826690546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643328497062128,0.1010551536963106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060165306851178,0.0,0.0,0.18075311310258496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571091151931979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24150576759662856,0.21943072215244705,0.0,0.0,0.0672487824146898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790921748460393,0.0,0.07143592467211902,0.0,0.08304319372638512,0.08747272318303168,0.0,0.0,0.06312062445415809,0.06087876666179703,0.09334714160301473,0.07542756887794289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078641735711852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839345134992809,0.0560395391214068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807550397429642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916863311391114,0.0,0.0,0.13498518842354493,0.0,0.0,0.061183520948385264
anxiety,jrp123nova,2020/03/07,"Is anxiety holding him back? Hello, first post here and I hope it’s okay. Writing as a friend of someone with anxiety and looking for advice. 

He is a dear friend of some years that I have fallen in love with, and who has anxiety stemming from a childhood trauma. He is already in a long term relationship with someone else, but has told me very clearly that he is unhappy and feels the relationship is no longer working. My instincts make me feel for sure that he feels something for me - and yet he has never said so explicitly and never acts on it, instead further committing to his current relationship even though he isn’t sure it can be fixed. 

The other day he went so far as to tell me that when the thought of feelings for me arise in his mind he purposefully pushes them away and won’t face them, something he said he does with other things in his life, too.

I know that he is also unhappy in his job of many years, and that he really believes his anxiety plays a large part in holding him back from taking the leap of courage it would require to quit and start something new. 

So my question is, is it possible that anxiety can make you afraid of falling in love with someone new and making changes to your life if it requires upheaval? I’m not just asking for my own benefit - it saddens me to think that he might be feeling unhappy and trapped. As his friend I want nothing more than to see him thrive, regardless of whether that better future includes me or not. 

Any advice or experiences you have to share would be much appreciated, thank you.",7.3680978260869585,6.902271267558527,7.207823996655519,76.67053198160536,63.74916387959868,10.150585284280936,36.74770066889632,9.516144504307137,3.3380784280936453,1235,54,233,20,16,393,158,299,0.10300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9801,2,1,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,2,6,15,18,0,1,9,1,23,5,1,3,7,56,49,25,0,6,8,0,5,0,3,4,2,2,0,0,20,16,0,4,9,1,0,5,7,2,0,1,5,9,29,16,39,37,6,35,0,0,2,2,46,11,0,7,18,161,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156884576249094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252154593422147,0.07429505734476474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631777035213066,0.0,0.3553553907184186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868524207837201,0.0,0.0872860867259421,0.1428744252781677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467065870754286,0.0,0.08216577514483728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827979868103792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991520239764544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130065614740281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760912231764397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061362019322658876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087764789315296,0.0,0.0,0.23487451720506244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902384190863694,0.0,0.0,0.21533151034169454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227433906434998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219258948047043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051057445266505116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124126516585127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822168532263807,0.07801571172635974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769843746465246,0.0,0.186041828535298,0.0941897725485398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855614692959047,0.0938062556825822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682949109935414,0.0,0.14330612543909846,0.17945394963822042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914360820029704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060565643581007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047349655601218,0.08897606606444061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040734088401426,0.09881452337905973,0.0,0.0,0.05951649077334247,0.0,0.0,0.2992314248181417,0.0,0.0,0.17674539167184794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403222263021389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23615101699881014,0.21456542720600064,0.0,0.0,0.06575771882055208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512128032097282,0.0,0.06985202229102708,0.0,0.08120193090406684,0.08553324727975027,0.0,0.0,0.06172109182645245,0.05952894129149287,0.09127741603381737,0.07375516236127637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887734690641867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665528424668026,0.054797010801698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612266300385947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763500191659902,0.0,0.0,0.13199224947388444,0.0,0.0,0.1196538769182661
anxiety,Hiddenfire-,2020/03/07,"Who else overthinks too much when it comes to simple things? So i was planning to go to the store, i was taking a shower, getting ready all that stuff. I was ready 2 hours ago but by overthinking and already having anxiety I'm still at home.  9/10 time I get anxiety when I'm shopping and I'm aware of that. I really hate anxiety.",0.9648134328358218,3.395959716417913,2.8225186567164187,89.74333022388063,86.16417910447761,6.335074626865673,21.807835820895523,7.645422480735847,1.1248522388059703,259,9,53,5,8,86,48,67,0.17600000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.053,-0.8458,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,13,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,6,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129871987167355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265146833717563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514237373317169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697360472842927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071696015318785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510650757066412,0.0,0.136552478767904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372194888457515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410130492079569,0.0,0.2366201518048038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766280370038374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392480613448076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188204119778496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750546888213047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065512347148646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962646604914466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010490898577427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okay_then_,2020/03/07,"Got a new job comprised mostly of evening shifts, which means I spend the first ten hours of my day freaked out and incapable of doing anything. I recently dropped out of university because my program was rotting my mental health and self-esteem. I'm a lot happier now, but I had to find a retail job to pay for rent and groceries. The job is pretty easy and I'm fine once I get there, but I'm usually scheduled to start at around 6pm every day, which is kind of a nightmare.

Me being me, this means that from the moment I wake up in the morning to the moment I leave for work, I am a useless, anxious blob. As far back as I remember, I've been like this; I am incapable of enjoying anything until my responsibilities for the day are complete. I have so much time now in the mornings and afternoons to engage in my hobbies and relax, but my brain won't let me do that if it knows that I have work later. I basically spend the first ten hours of my day sitting in my bed on my phone, constantly re-checking the time, re-checking the bus routes that I know will never change, re-checking my schedule to make sure I know my shift hours. Most days, I can barely even force myself to get a proper meal down before leaving, since I know that I'll experience gastric issues during my shift (IBS). I feel like I'm just wasting my life right now, with the only time I get to relax being in the two-ish hour period between my shift ending and going to bed.

I'm so sick of feeling like this. My coworkers seem perfectly capable of enjoying their days, hanging out with friends, going out for meals, etc. before starting their shifts, whereas I can't even fathom being able to focus on anything before work starts.

I dunno, I just wanted to vent I guess. I try to look at the world logically and analytically, but it's like this stupid anxiety has me locked in a cage where emotions take over. It's rough in here, man.",7.172417719761143,5.971592646437997,7.6010831828912675,76.09501735870019,64.48812664907652,10.195306207471184,34.19538952923205,9.134995656068208,2.843709234828496,1499,54,294,21,19,495,203,379,0.08199999999999999,0.758,0.16,0.9874,4,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,6,15,17,1,0,20,0,21,7,2,1,3,44,49,18,0,2,7,0,3,4,1,2,3,0,3,1,14,15,2,0,12,2,5,3,3,3,0,4,4,4,45,14,51,39,5,64,0,1,1,0,5,23,0,7,40,188,59,8,0.08578545917944302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656256414671466,0.09691315101261458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117823705295525,0.07636724624321721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596372288861184,0.0,0.05229401968394347,0.0,0.21899132209225436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576494339898367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074964106589034,0.0,0.0899444218129847,0.09270360553027523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319471459006293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649709516973427,0.07598045435970947,0.0,0.095673463347105,0.16998146017826313,0.0,0.07227794925519661,0.0,0.0,0.08391464001652653,0.0,0.0,0.08675141145154247,0.12257029835707865,0.0,0.0,0.07840635555538074,0.1459381355090242,0.0,0.0,0.06627763296200538,0.0,0.1344580852710104,0.0,0.09750770675672008,0.0,0.06861046835663646,0.0,0.09450235482434152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118593159882656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379255885076827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953773162133581,0.2553864939662892,0.0,0.0,0.08933235471326624,0.1885817795257921,0.0,0.0,0.18166882965711426,0.0,0.08772144415366183,0.060592806795870424,0.16764176865663527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203818009074853,0.0,0.0,0.07293172967731165,0.0,0.0,0.05726246013728575,0.0,0.0,0.18689102783106187,0.0,0.0,0.08645156589754617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306218309833189,0.0,0.06616303462499266,0.08285213103853745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135871429159324,0.0,0.0652437073468067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727465241476973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470279170479192,0.0,0.09717820237447193,0.07326031341545874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780958601604428,0.08949294303762048,0.0,0.0,0.07096261831571013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215816862763504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085178004741722,0.0,0.06449998917081963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006657334776474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824269567740925,0.0,0.08379992850357097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448056360777213,0.0,0.050598486448642496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735850794756675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArchieSoulsby,2020/03/07,"Dizziness and fainting (please help) To begin, I have no idea if this is to do with anxiety or not, it's actually why I'm posting this. 

​

I have been experiencing fainting and dizziness, however it has only been in some specific situations.

These have been times like:

I went for a blood test and just after it was done, I felt extremely dizzy and almost passed out.

I had some vaccines and, again, only felt ill about 2 minutes afterwards.

Today I went for a contact lens trial, to get them tested for my eyes and whatnot, and around a minute after they had been put in, I experienced the same dizziness as the situations before. 

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What I am wondering is, why do I only experience this after what has happened, and why only in these specific scenarios?

I was not really afraid of any of these ""procedures"", and I felt 'emotionally' fine after them, (as in I was not scared), and I feel like what happens to me is not really in my control, perhaps my body's reaction.

​

As far as I know, I don't suffer from any other medical issues like diabetes, etc that would cause this dizziness, and I am always fine day to day, never fainting. 

​

Is this some sort of anxiety that only gets released afterwards? Or adrenaline? 

Any answers much appreciated, as I have been looking for some clearance for a while.

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Archie",7.767505760368664,7.921367374999999,8.114539170506912,68.43645161290324,62.75,11.117972350230415,37.06912442396313,10.7630783206399,4.2007398617511535,1071,48,178,25,14,353,128,248,0.044000000000000004,0.8809999999999999,0.075,0.8018,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,3,1,4,8,0,2,6,0,27,9,3,2,1,41,42,20,0,2,8,0,4,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,17,14,0,1,8,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,16,8,24,5,32,25,7,27,0,1,2,0,5,8,0,10,17,136,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.07195240047876944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383256767694837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135144593999496,0.399446311588044,0.44796601505791694,0.15042212877917024,0.0,0.11281050405594704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563766349144795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274102844763049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190031832714004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574371071129267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269740227195675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510287953459398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545406906758646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293927268872557,0.0,0.0,0.08223136097167331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212464995619725,0.0,0.0,0.03728142778731027,0.05267459803372748,0.2123846323359737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704450087249161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040302366409764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942142056868405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323515254031302,0.0,0.07695769832044724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040521519349114174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806610038501334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061916830263509026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427785698318885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542019590448703,0.0,0.056867141555127176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803848978739735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093627461405863,0.0,0.0,0.07061546780922758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412164758579351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447000804192224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381921478150642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575710696846133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299408331570392,0.0,0.06988990186481699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670175376352156,0.19959666190673156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995988051920742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052377537331444506,0.0,0.44796601505791694,0.0
anxiety,bengalcat420,2020/03/07,"Waiting anxiety Hello! I recently applied to RN school and am waiting to hear back. Applications were due January 15th, and I have been patiently waiting to hear back. They have 60 days from the deadline to make a decision, so when I called yesterday to verify she said they would be sent out within two weeks. 

I cannot stop thinking about this and if I’ll get in or not. I know it’s only two weeks away but my anxiety has been so bad and I keep preparing for the worst. Any tips on how to be less anxious in terms of waiting? I know I’ll find out soon but it’s wrecking my mental health. 

I work in a psych field right now in a locked unit so I’m already stressed working here. The program starts in September and I am currently living in Utah with my boyfriend. I would be moving back home for school (East CoastG and if I don’t get in I don’t know what I’ll do since I’m not the biggest fan of my job/the state. Only moved here for the skiing. 

Any advice would be appreciated!",0.9385815755488592,3.272748876237628,2.6144253120964294,91.961246233319,84.99009900990097,6.0873009040034445,22.148945329315527,7.423996415210882,0.8689472234179938,771,27,167,13,23,253,117,202,0.121,0.8490000000000001,0.03,-0.9582,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,13,3,0,1,8,0,19,1,0,2,0,33,38,16,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,4,9,0,6,6,1,0,3,5,3,0,2,5,3,19,0,26,26,3,35,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,3,16,105,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402759254687715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006258037283156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726238537780419,0.0,0.19419134785716755,0.14338675401478804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924824607430505,0.2927876353900999,0.10597532301774222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960247551085766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185477281779352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600523458113575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262395726901413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491311145242155,0.2861026738951046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731402107388112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595139739867706,0.11281490856528473,0.0,0.0,0.20926052566139428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207524930404723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472202379342578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279084343458318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697979202939812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930611752605526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532105531229665,0.0,0.0,0.10839146626634136,0.12073274647286845,0.0,0.0,0.2569055092732304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499193752719474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983668450870763,0.0,0.0,0.10611323072609026,0.1453897573626403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132707176985866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24797046859480065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036197949560445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480277107874074,0.0,0.0,0.2704871675811677,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IAmthatIAn,2020/03/07,"How can I overcome PHONE anxiety? I have no problem interacting with people in person or via text... however when I get a call or FaceTime, I start freaking out. It could be my mother, niece, sister, brothers, boyfriend, friends, or coworkers. 

I hardly ever answer, I do respond back right away I’m text. Part of me feels like I don’t answer because I’ll be asked for a favor, someone wants to visit, someone wants to complain, etc.

I’m a pushover, I feel like if someone wants to ask me something I’ll say yes just so I don’t look bad, then I tend to have negative feelings towards the person and I feel angry at myself for not saying no. 

My mom has called me four days in a row. She doesn’t know how to text, I can’t text her, and I can’t call her back because I fear she’ll ask me to do somethings and it’s hard for me to say no. 

I hate this feeling. I’m so confident in person. But over the phone or face time i feel like I’m five.",2.0121890862944163,3.3755198223350256,3.707306472081221,90.41293940355331,76.66497461928934,6.143274111675128,25.51046954314721,6.6274283507984215,0.8455281725888321,723,26,159,6,16,242,110,197,0.177,0.7170000000000001,0.105,-0.9242,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,1,1,6,1,15,1,1,2,1,30,37,15,0,6,8,4,8,3,1,1,0,3,0,3,3,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,10,6,0,2,0,12,28,5,20,33,2,18,0,0,1,0,27,9,0,5,11,99,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569971874574514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141880591077014,0.0,0.1052522809307454,0.17228243023898934,0.09353717842558128,0.13658023537162614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431737558627653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944378665007274,0.0,0.0,0.07224761644521283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493880009360245,0.0,0.10133409068055196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260605942118107,0.33986280648771194,0.2400945696136698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655114642682904,0.0,0.05852905375198324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070690074616154,0.11060265689756156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156665711992775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641909942065697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407377413328798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120370450342847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131343277710273,0.0,0.07766484569335724,0.2934508100128049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071939218856446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566974302373914,0.0,0.26726313696176685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847582486001491,0.17248644825620596,0.0,0.0,0.07929270464829638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532336467638927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982278250086079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mopfrommalta,2020/03/07,I had a breathing attack a month ago and I’ve never been so anxious. Literally anything can happen and it feels like I can’t breath ever since. Is this my life now? Pretty grim would love if anyone has had a similar experience for some insight.,3.7043750000000015,5.620484020833337,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,73.375,7.300000000000002,26.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.8478583333333327,195,7,35,3,4,66,42,48,0.17300000000000001,0.644,0.182,0.1239,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,8,4,2,0,2,9,11,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,3,2,1,7,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472512603252222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151072299792497,0.0,0.1950316950216036,0.0,0.2295325090513945,0.0,0.0,0.31731883687970264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25230473047071084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27284336020476485,0.0,0.0,0.14103347519743506,0.1992649438671225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665353092862205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970138346201264,0.136269259636751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25174179921965045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222636243857022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215125092413814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28376823663736106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307306475529581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814118049017865,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlecatladybird,2020/03/07,"Feeling anxious and sad for no discernible reason. I have general anxiety anyway but I've been doing REALLY well. It's been a long time since my anxiety random kicked in with no notable cause or trigger, but here I am. Maybe it's the fact I had trouble sleeping (stayed up almost a day and a half on about 2 hours of sleep, which is far from unheard of for me, but...maybe my brain was over it) or that I haven't eaten a meal for almost 24 hours (it wasn't on purpose, I just wasn't hungry and was too tired to cook anything once I finally was) but I did sleep five hours and now I'm eating, so...hopefully this weird, edgy, 'fight or flight', shaky sad feeling buzzes off now. I've got plans today so at least it'll be a distraction, but gah. I really don't want to get bad again.

It's not often I post like this but I could honestly really use the support, I feel very lonely so that compounds it.",1.715749525616701,3.5602295376344086,3.3318975332068312,90.6619639468691,78.89247311827957,6.5270082226438975,21.693864642631244,7.510576382923642,0.7346335230866532,698,20,151,10,17,231,118,186,0.24,0.682,0.077,-0.9819,0,2,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,12,13,1,2,7,0,18,9,4,4,1,32,28,14,0,2,10,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,5,4,0,5,1,0,0,7,9,1,2,11,3,14,4,17,14,1,21,0,3,0,0,1,8,0,8,12,96,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684129047031329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505717210844815,0.15140984714575625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029097019685057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190508892950904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961597358520282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768036277681414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700787716439204,0.0,0.0,0.08643489229984604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714080417506935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330085974369386,0.0,0.0,0.14681758996356092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700224132833628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719185598582892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959622185016569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547773522563897,0.0,0.0,0.11860770838577245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929180133887004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273201130899604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835868660682584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575791083496765,0.13779979052320132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086667887669624,0.0,0.4023646983519994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285257761574705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208972643595606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815092411732284,0.15404176305343026,0.1270398156206166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575437389001432,0.0,0.11058447560775113,0.07905128477350179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050436847828733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Workfree,2020/03/07,"How I'm using supplements to manage my anxiety Be aware that this is all anecdotal evidence by a random Internet dude. Not sure if this type of content is allowed in here.

I'm in my mid-thirties, been suffering from General Anxiety Disorder since I was ~17. On and off meds, suffered from side-effects a lot, and tried to find a way to go off antidepressants. In theory, my life is freaking amazing. Like, really. I have a super easy life. Live in paradise, not really working, have a loving family, and a lot of friends. The only problem is that my brain is weird, and the moment I wake up I'm in lowkey fight-or-flight mode.

I'm always more-or-less O.K. in the morning, and my anxiety is slowly rising, and usually becomes bad around 4-5 pm. Typically by 10 pm, I'm borderline into a panic attack, sweating, heart palpitations, irrational thoughts, the whole shebang.

This is what helped me(no affiliate links, and I have no vested interests):

Disclaimer: Beware that taking too much potassium and/or magnesium is potentially **extremely** dangerous. Read up on everything. **I am not your doctor!**

* Zero caffeine/cigarettes/alcohol
* 500mg (180mg elemental) [potassium citrate](https://www.amazon.com/BulkSupplements-Potassium-Citrate-Powder-Kilogram/dp/B00ENSA93S/ref=sr_1_8?keywords=potassium+citrate&qid=1583582023&sr=8-8) and 50-100mg [l-theanine](https://www.amazon.com/L-Theanine-Powder-Cognitive-Supplement-Relaxation/dp/B07W8YLHS5/ref=sr_1_4?keywords=l-theanine+powder&qid=1583582092&sr=8-4) with every tea (3/day). Potassium is probably non-essential for everyone. I do it because I also have heart problems and bad heart history in my family. *I'm not taking a lot of it.*
* I'm taking 1 pill/80mg of [Silexan](https://www.amazon.com/Lasea-Capsules-Lavender-Thoughts-Sleeping/dp/B01M2ZLGBH/ref=sr_1_2?keywords=silexan&qid=1583581338&sr=8-2) mid-day. 
* In the evening I'm taking [1 of these pills](https://www.amazon.de/dp/B0769KSX7P/ref=sr_1_5?keywords=abtei+stress&qid=1583581834&sr=8-5) - I'm in Europe and can't find exactly this on American Amazon, so just maybe get Melissa Officinalis extract separately or something like [this.](https://www.amazon.com/Natural-Vitality-Magnesium-Glycinate-Supplement/dp/B07RLTP4PV/ref=sr_1_2?qid=1583586263&sr=8-2) Melissa improves sleep quality, plus lavender to keep my serum lavender high for the evening.
* again in the evening, closer to sleep, 1 gram of tri-magnesium citrate (get whatever type of magnesium you want, just don't intake more than 300mg of elemental magnesium daily from supplements — for example, 1 gram of my magnesium has 17% of elemental magnesium = I'm ingesting 170mg) 
* If necessary, 500mcg Melatonin sublingually 30 minutes before sleep
* sleeping 8+ hours every night - big stuff
* mindfulness, concentration meditation. Not too much as the effect for me is minor - usually 20 minutes every day.
* If I'm getting anxious I find that [this little exercise](https://www.urmc.rochester.edu/behavioral-health-partners/bhp-blog/april-2018/5-4-3-2-1-coping-technique-for-anxiety.aspx) helps a lot

To summarize why I'm taking these things:
* potassium = heart health (WHO suggests a potassium intake of at least 90 mmol/day (3510 mg/day) for adults. - almost impossible to get this amount from a modern diet)
* magnesium = anti-anxiety base
* lavender = anti-anxiety temporary fix
* l-theanine = relaxation
* melatonin = induces sleep
* melissa officinalis(lemon balm) = improves sleep quality

If I could only choose one supplement, I would take 160mg of Silexan daily, no questions asked.

Basically, I did all my research using [Examine](https://examine.com) and tried out a few regimens. I've bought access to their guides and they got a cool guide on supplementing for anxiety. Shoot me a PM if you're poor.

What didn't work for me:

* ashwagandha
* inositol
* curcumin (although it works for inflammation)
* Ginkgo Biloba
* Valeriana
* holy basil
* Rhodiola Rosea
* ZMA
* CBD (made my anxiety worse, wtf?)

*Yet to try kava.*

In general, after a few days of this routine, I feel like a reasonably-normal human being again. It's not perfect, but nowhere near panic attack-inducing levels of anxiety. I don't know if it's placebo or if it works for anyone else, hope it does help someone.",6.100369659598563,9.93999271201158,6.089456207135223,64.78194496004535,78.46454413892909,9.545592399169443,33.5600736173158,9.460361387817564,4.7705424274837975,3488,180,455,113,92,1098,372,691,0.09300000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.069,-0.7794,1,0,3,1,1,1,331.0,0,2,2,7,15,25,2,2,24,1,28,21,13,7,5,72,64,28,0,13,18,0,1,3,1,1,5,0,0,2,25,17,3,1,11,2,2,2,12,12,0,2,8,2,30,13,67,52,14,44,0,2,0,1,15,29,0,17,15,234,55,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055541896367774964,0.052042107780763326,0.0,0.0,0.04156171579369808,0.04324458247321325,0.5068014235161247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180654063973352,0.058713179926601175,0.0,0.03633979138449942,0.05325110492194392,0.0,0.04626579388171422,0.04858648418368863,0.11825052674954273,0.0,0.0,0.0867883264513912,0.031681440080190436,0.0573986125966169,0.04422405271118534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801755792372738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041495139609172255,0.0,0.0,0.20110451780531344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956402220540065,0.05319519376570599,0.04548074778325252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043415651054633186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298036903509307,0.0,0.1313650891031415,0.04966114601870437,0.046708774685365086,0.0,0.0979885068236922,0.0,0.02627843164844593,0.03712856256298809,0.0,0.0,0.1425034604595488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04015317372872273,0.0,0.1086121841479222,0.0,0.02953669069274398,0.0,0.04156648227181498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048688341667433,0.0,0.2463466578869109,0.10450651969064206,0.0549109096803144,0.0,0.05161958267892889,0.05118161382780657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046194797214765666,0.0,0.0,0.028562263832323593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341823747327443,0.0761721801182806,0.05208925434428216,0.04589192581225848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767377790180352,0.04690645007924117,0.049176839028818885,0.0,0.0,0.05221251550946688,0.0,0.05772879540515548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524765587064344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641029652074124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877187998666911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03521734021651048,0.07905357505160386,0.0,0.12195508451308995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560342370702756,0.099459714765909,0.0,0.0,0.05822015076754161,0.0,0.0519857218534102,0.0,0.06658874931830759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042991492214412584,0.0,0.31205514536596224,0.0,0.04403541681717235,0.04001032111421522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953335816945269,0.0,0.059495113824424975,0.0,0.0,0.04898267221434266,0.0,0.2344573113069389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03452765996348638,0.0,0.0,0.041259690831821266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114137596342916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977365091654757,0.11447887665829293,0.0,0.03065423018271429,0.0412526827092529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689633729603136,0.05802449967850368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513439428046687,0.0,0.05296355914180505,0.036919174408518315,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrotherSucc,2020/03/07,It’s 9am I literally took a shot of vodka before class because of how stressed it makes me thinking about going and what will or could happen,4.49758620689655,5.4753444482758615,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,70.0344827586207,7.179310344827586,28.29310344827586,7.1686216300943375,1.5249172413793102,115,4,22,1,2,38,27,29,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.34,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440154544121565,0.0,0.3406206375389673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319602117896125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749625594601175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35397858591487186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671992957437173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585353257184813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564921767542954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447412668701802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunshinerain9,2020/03/07,"Waking up during the night in a panic attack??? Vomiting??? Does anybody else get this?? I’ve been suffering with panic attacks for 4 years now. 

Lately I’ve been having them at night, I’d settle in bed and wake up hours later with that tightness in my chest, that feeling of not being able to breathe and on the verge of ringing an ambulance. I start trembling then eventually start vomiting. The vomiting will ease the panic but minutes later I’d be over the toilet again. With nothing to vomit anymore I end up choking. 

Does anyone else get panic attacks at night while sleeping? It’s so bizarre, when I’m supposed to be most relaxed and sleeping how does this happen???? I’ve been on every type of medication they will prescribe but nothing seems to be working :(",4.521130536130535,6.674875699300702,5.148409090909091,79.37594696969698,71.72727272727272,6.724708624708625,30.797785547785548,7.492282038375204,2.226837296037296,607,27,100,7,12,195,90,143,0.21899999999999997,0.733,0.048,-0.9790000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,5,10,3,5,7,0,10,11,6,1,0,14,18,10,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,3,3,5,1,22,9,1,28,0,1,0,0,2,12,0,2,16,63,10,2,0.11691909947663565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595232958159822,0.08175255285853235,0.11979743427375318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990370639317217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306950075567734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953418097631376,0.0,0.10355561870899954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850938398847682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911780972125408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217080763734232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033911735359332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514176142539745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318898368471571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778369220959195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291619636254347,0.0,0.224374058546765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5487174864342167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643875698925324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400707410398575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655118807777303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851184969187448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529206671970058
anxiety,chaibreads,2020/03/07,"light mornings? my anxiety is quite at the peak in the morning. I struggle with staying away from my phone first thing in the morning and somehow phone or not, it's equally bad for me. I wish my mornings were a lil easier on me so I could gather enough energy for the day. any suggestions? 

ps: this is my first subreddit ^^",1.262812499999999,3.8364446562500016,2.8331250000000026,88.99937500000001,86.8125,6.325,25.1875,7.645422480735847,1.6488500000000004,254,11,50,5,8,83,48,64,0.059000000000000004,0.782,0.159,0.7789,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,9,0,9,3,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032329471567155,0.0,0.2141021435946789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26294997574447404,0.0,0.2336823352493113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234558844915284,0.0,0.0,0.18049498617863574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891837110777641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47611980540159704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976794756225804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983074697760997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29258411487884384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593524131337394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32184023501484765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mixedjoe221,2020/03/07,"The worlds scares me. I’m 22 I have schizo affective, harm ocd, anxiety the anxiety is the hardest to deal with I just can’t and do want to cope with the world its too hard and I’m so scared I just feel like staying in my room forever.",-1.2495588235294122,0.7716341176470642,1.00997549019608,99.17613970588236,99.98039215686278,5.6872549019607845,18.139705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.34913529411764754,184,6,45,4,8,61,38,51,0.261,0.67,0.069,-0.8638,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676391100995413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31510922453069323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454459546649818,0.21835468563394653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738001881144793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493239642262173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6120130779940565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257796427443337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180278856299427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Relaxed12345G,2020/03/07,"Legal Anxiety Does anyone have this irrational fear of getting in legal trouble? I’ve never intentionally done anything seriously illegal in my life, but I ruminate over real events that happened in the past that could even possibly get me in trouble, even though it’s a huge stretch. It’s almost like I don’t trust myself.",7.020254237288135,8.503120474576273,7.762500000000002,65.6806991525424,64.59322033898304,10.645762711864409,36.78389830508475,10.686352973137794,4.527810169491525,264,13,40,7,4,88,48,59,0.21600000000000005,0.6,0.185,-0.0155,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,6,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,4,27,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514009185570706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920606666873773,0.0,0.0,0.17554740428120058,0.0,0.20660147653262287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045145475940554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970481705966807,0.2569221533166637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33164630812459345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28251296645625634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623375957052449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220120535101547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733152178787104,0.12265552432338148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363340694349845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966574439805455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303309639244884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28576191932814604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466657582077792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alreadyn8kd,2020/03/07,Ruminating thoughts Anyone here suffer from ruminating thoughts? Any advice on how to stop them?,6.190000000000001,9.640945333333338,5.240000000000002,66.40000000000003,95.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,31.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,3.8196666666666665,80,4,10,2,3,24,13,15,0.318,0.682,0.0,-0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315964839049704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003519087922687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088271294467083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692573268312669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7012760060524246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lea_es,2020/03/07,"Either feeling empty or about to explode Hey there nice people, just like many of you (im assuming) I struggle w anxiety too, recently I’ve been getting severe anxiety attacks, just yesterday i woke up and knew that it was going to be one of those days, so i tried distracting myself, went to the city, walked around for more than five hours, as soon as i got home it got ten times worse, i started historically crying out of nowhere! Feelt like im about to explode on the inside, dont know how i slept but it feels a bit better today. Just wanna make sure im not alone in this, and if you are also suffering from something similar talk to someone you feel comfortable opening up to, cuz it really helps. Thanks ❤️",3.285,5.200533617021278,4.6421453900709215,82.70875000000002,74.53191489361703,7.820567375886525,26.643617021276608,8.59863814320734,2.0261957446808507,564,21,108,11,12,187,107,141,0.126,0.691,0.183,0.9173,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,12,11,1,2,3,0,5,1,1,3,1,24,20,11,0,2,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,4,0,3,8,3,10,7,23,11,3,19,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,11,69,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489778670102028,0.0,0.11960209861723965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882410757230226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331390183675886,0.0,0.1701446979720676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227258303647094,0.1632794473043722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428329198832922,0.0964530374151467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528177086033986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686423167354286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781382873121378,0.0,0.08499769861753685,0.0,0.2392316302109533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024609455672744,0.0,0.15001964595817008,0.0,0.14728526740349293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846474253940827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821935916351933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613372626574966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983164389233863,0.15162912403189155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134489679202882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368522362510882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958111811636812,0.0,0.14767124775789525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895884593816152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267206650216612,0.11513765204889308,0.0,0.0,0.10585847097101113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635130469251246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409573758166172,0.0,0.0,0.12020967844457055,0.0,0.1376936264916457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720892462927103,0.0,0.141764231587878,0.0,0.0,0.10154059117014698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386424831192721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241316925030962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ooogalaboogala,2020/03/07,"Social Anxiety and Teaching- I Need Advice Hello lovely people,

I wasn't sure which thread to post this in but this seems like a good start. So I studied English Education in college (graduated in 2016) because I was young and naive and had this idea that I would make a difference in the world. I'm also introverted and although I am generally fine being around people I sometimes get social anxiety and avoid social situations because of it.

So anyways in my senior year I had to do an internship. Everything was going well up until then. By that time I wouldn't say I still had a passion for teaching but I definitely thought I would become a teacher after college. During my internship (I taught Language Arts to 6th graders) I was basically battling internal turmoil on a daily basis. I really wanted to drop out just a month before graduating (which I can't even believe I even considered but it was that bad for me) because I was so anxious and miserable and just simply felt that I had NO IDEA what I was doing even though my cooperating teacher was giving me good feedback. I stuck it out and graduated. But I've never experienced that kind of internal turmoil before (which I know probably sounds ridiculous and honestly the kids weren't even bad, I just had so much anxiety that I couldn't shake off and it just kept building over time). I'm wondering if I should have gotten medication or something.

Anyways needless to say I didn't apply for any teaching jobs after I graduated. It's been a bit difficult for me to find a new career route. And I feel ashamed that I couldn't overcome my anxiety. A lot of people suggest I just try a different grade or school or even a different subject but I'm so apprehensive because I don't want to get stuck in a contract for a whole year or end up quitting just a few months into it. Plus I honestly don't think I would be able to convince a principal that I love teaching and that I would be a great teacher for them to hire.

Anyways I've reached a point in my life where I need a change. I feel as though I'm simply existing with no purpose in life and no future. I need something to lift me out of this funk and give me a fresh take on life and maybe a little hope as well. I want to travel but don't have the money to do it or a stable job where I can take vacations off to travel somewhere. I traveled a little after college when I had a remote job and it was a very freeing experience even though my anxiety did follow me and there were some days where I'd barely leave the house I was staying in. Traveling makes me feel like I'm alive. It's hard to describe. I feel as though I'm living and not just simply existing. Lately I've been struggling to find a job and also I'm an INFP so have been considering literally every job under the sun but it's so difficult to predict which ones I'll enjoy for the long haul. And after my internship experience I am even more hesitant to jump into a new career or go back to school for a masters because I'm afraid I will make the wrong choice and be miserable/anxious again which would ultimately lead to even more failure. I feel pretty stuck and useless. So anyways recently I am considering teaching English abroad to language learners. During college I volunteered with language learners (one on one or in small groups) and really enjoyed the experience. I had actually thought about doing this during and shortly after college but my internship experience kept me too hesitant to actually follow through with it. I'm wondering if it will be different teaching English abroad as compared to teaching English to native speakers in the USA. Plus by teaching I will be forced to get out of the house more often, I will more easily make some friends most likely (teacher friends at least), and I would hopefully prove to myself that I can do it so I can stop living in a way where I feel like I'm limited by my own mind.

Does anyone have any advice or has anyone been in a similar boat? What did you do that helped? Or did you try to do something but it didn't help? Should I jut avoid teaching altogether or is this teacher route different enough to be something that might be good for me?

And lastly, do you think I have actual anxiety or do you think my struggle is just due to some sort of character flaw? I'm still not sure if I should seek help from a doctor or not.",5.2051833286170535,6.258255146541617,6.261750616485429,76.36353751465415,68.46072684642438,9.165290859845577,32.409123984314995,9.40505699530331,3.025939176132918,3492,151,637,70,58,1165,323,853,0.14400000000000002,0.728,0.127,-0.7639,9,2,4,0,0,0,57.0,0,4,1,4,51,46,2,11,42,0,80,8,0,5,4,138,140,75,0,23,35,0,8,4,2,15,5,4,0,1,39,38,0,6,21,5,2,11,18,19,2,3,38,13,84,28,94,77,16,88,0,2,0,3,23,40,0,28,37,465,123,34,0.051049074521928764,0.0,0.14944959844761702,0.0,0.0,0.09976912960608593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164785290332759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943024244453548,0.0,0.2343144136908841,0.057670923668418576,0.0,0.07138939971167194,0.0,0.0,0.04544449935681735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039253587236046855,0.08524768980908642,0.1555952100409432,0.05637969208737845,0.08687800495232116,0.05751482568880523,0.0,0.0,0.05573236778356328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054003151978477305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03292242988207862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667708816881275,0.0,0.05225089090769605,0.04467338912778236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045214327858354414,0.05274734025893889,0.0,0.269739458131565,0.0,0.043011047013255296,0.0,0.045879616516982434,0.19974316172739054,0.0,0.0,0.1548716755881232,0.0729389380771066,0.049015117104971216,0.0,0.09331585856216107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888077668587523,0.0,0.0800131033945726,0.09794184784701301,0.05802473095439225,0.1284526251061739,0.0,0.05628178487949108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04572994371153854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102651355751223,0.0,0.0,0.1014064990584291,0.0,0.11780755603672305,0.0,0.11525638284110122,0.0,0.0,0.2532916473079732,0.0,0.0,0.05315975547135272,0.028055236308617396,0.04161180916458612,0.05758557960191096,0.05405359901424858,0.0,0.0,0.10817241310598892,0.0997599968922388,0.1023291674880958,0.0901545361305283,0.04517682453121513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043400097626363474,0.09214756568995808,0.0,0.1363026145837903,0.0,0.05128565681925069,0.0,0.0,0.05142657194581735,0.0,0.05415500084941368,0.05154501281183218,0.0,0.08149376849364741,0.0,0.03752694355541436,0.11355672575260688,0.03937219334693002,0.0986070285603935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377652216947518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617300178675028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825787594231496,0.0,0.04889090212444744,0.051935261262373016,0.055039536488021484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429697450885952,0.0,0.0,0.0654066886500161,0.0,0.050404802484166254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811925460393157,0.0,0.10332877759241722,0.0,0.04647316017561074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573812986350253,0.0,0.15611430814068492,0.0,0.15720028639643782,0.05048884002364313,0.0,0.036132797694765774,0.054411521144881486,0.08153571371198025,0.04267931212657549,0.0,0.10673515326542553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962262971918732,0.0,0.07676510180955698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813055704709933,0.2006218261099467,0.0810545258669065,0.059534251759038564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931794130226131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212083277217325,0.09033020036684228,0.04052037921667612,0.0,0.0,0.09179849748520244,0.0,0.0,0.056994468636181725,0.0,0.0,0.11072108742261247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175827872252616,0.055814149171754486,0.0,0.06574786056493884
anxiety,xthexdeadxonex,2020/03/07,"My last two years My last two years have sucked. At least two years ago, I started getting debilitating anxiety at work. I have no idea why. But it’s caused me to end up leaving that job and I’m now on my fifth job in less than a year. And I’ve been hospitalized four times in a year and a half because of it and the depression that results from the anxiety. I have no idea why this happens. It creeps up with every job, even if I like the job. I’ve done different things, so it’s not like one particular job is causing it.

I was hospitalized two weeks ago because the anxiety was so bad, it made me want to hurt myself. When I got out, I went back to work and it was the same. I couldn’t shake the feeling, so I just quit. I’m starting a new job come Monday. It’s just a gas station attendant. And it’s only part time. I’ve never worked retail or anything like that with the public. Until December. Then, I started doing Lyft and doordash. I don’t get anxious with those jobs. So I’m gonna try to gas station part time and the driving jobs on the side. A nurse at the hospital said maybe it’s because the long hours of working full time and being stuck in the same place all day, verses the driving jobs where I move around and can quit when I want to. Plus I’m basically my own boss with those jobs. So hopefully I can handle the part time at the gas station. I’m hoping I’ll be able to since it’ll be part time so I won’t be there as much. My therapist said I did the right thing. I just started going again because my husband and I just got health insurance again. We haven’t found out why I get like this. She’s given me coping mechanisms, and I knew of some before and they just didn’t seem to help. I’ve tried two different meds for anxiety. I’m not on any for anxiety currently. I’m at a loss.

I guess I don’t want advice so much as to know of anyone else has gone through this or is going through this, and what they did/do. One person at the hospital suggested disability to me. Idk if I want to do that, but idk if I have a Idk if I have a choice, if this part time gas station job doesn’t work out. Anyone on disability for anxiety?",1.3576253547776709,3.1712157858719685,3.2296736045411545,91.11796357615896,79.88300220750553,6.698391674550615,22.485493535162405,7.7094869923839395,0.8560976978871021,1673,53,380,27,42,561,194,453,0.076,0.878,0.045,-0.8294,14,0,0,0,0,2,47.0,1,0,2,8,22,12,1,1,26,0,30,1,0,5,2,66,71,37,0,12,16,1,1,4,0,3,1,2,0,1,25,25,0,0,7,0,1,10,12,6,0,9,18,3,40,6,48,45,15,71,0,3,0,0,11,24,1,12,41,242,65,17,0.053584645218923324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236229514255359,0.09499910974818043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03643939624464812,0.0,0.2459526415491161,0.06053539683451758,0.0,0.07493525968425951,0.054903801367193576,0.044095597307505965,0.047701694849347526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041203284590597064,0.04474094052567491,0.13065880948304073,0.0,0.045596586385696775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100923824193741,0.0,0.04615842714735795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03455766321911,0.0,0.04615237640870886,0.0,0.0,0.11196909868681758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054835696250409016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044763095248915516,0.0,0.0474600908986364,0.0,0.0,0.03539215279827376,0.0,0.045147374683740665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02709400666112939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058752797695373137,0.0,0.0,0.08398729650664802,0.0,0.060906777473095565,0.0,0.08571307166414352,0.0,0.059029527894963074,0.0,0.047384724801085465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056957972136739636,0.0,0.0,0.03591665817440005,0.0,0.0,0.10644328669670274,0.05277008173583112,0.0,0.05736347097085034,0.12098108421346301,0.0,0.0,0.5849194134672338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029448719652783232,0.08735727540149905,0.0,0.05673840227485909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471500395595301,0.0,0.0,0.04742072480829868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070308692866391,0.0,0.0,0.05383297838824705,0.0,0.059520461044666524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695199770140301,0.07878175952841797,0.0,0.04132778178142743,0.05175238425949519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262068476372133,0.04075353730558183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290134744932685,0.0,0.0,0.04678804534904714,0.05598454934340879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398773210935904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045760994235433235,0.10194253672696332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878144850877916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432577225353829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170995073843713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221590313533941,0.0711985145505618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187194628041936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727609134303163,0.0,0.2617220611270583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642244832162527,0.0,0.042982370218646565,0.0,0.0,0.04967350295953002,0.14505542325503126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195051299547103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725337733969157
anxiety,gardenialee,2020/03/07,"Anxiety attack? My husband asked my mother (with my begrudging permission) to spend the night since I had some oral surgery a few days ago and he didn’t want me alone and on pain pills. 

She stayed in my bed after the movie we watched instead of going to the guest room, and I HATE sharing my bed except with my husband. She shit-talked my Dad the entire time (who deserves it but still) even as I tried to fall asleep. I said I needed to sleep before my pill wore off and she said, “Oh. I thought we would talk until you fell asleep.” And I said, “I cant really fall asleep if I’m talking...” that was our final interaction. I pushed past it to sleep. She then snores violently which aggravated me a bit because she spent my whole childhood insisting she doesn’t snore. 

I woke up at dawn with a gradually worsening stomach ache and an almost tingly/numbing sensation especially on my inner forearms. I felt very uncomfortable in my own body is the best way to describe it and the only familiar sensation was a slight anxiety flutter around my heart. 

On the few days I’ve taken vicoden this isn’t a side effect I’ve experienced. What is this? Panic attack or anxiety? It’s horrible and I’m having a hard time meditating it away and need help. Scratching gently at my arms and giving myself goosebumps has helped make me feel ‘grounded’ if that makes sense?",4.198283882783883,6.075146934615388,4.987032967032969,81.35987179487182,71.96153846153847,8.183150183150184,27.380952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.162941391941392,1073,39,202,21,21,347,166,260,0.182,0.7490000000000001,0.07,-0.9841,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,1,0,2,5,8,4,1,14,0,12,14,11,3,0,33,33,17,0,6,5,4,4,0,1,1,3,3,3,0,12,16,0,0,4,0,2,5,4,6,0,0,13,9,38,2,25,19,7,35,0,0,1,0,28,15,0,5,13,125,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766784561754346,0.0,0.12162564384581614,0.12579696253905365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27875199156847297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812603887233982,0.1135496364970446,0.2763588383392931,0.11411660526609113,0.0,0.0,0.07404149662708549,0.0,0.10335436272351413,0.0,0.12746582317551178,0.0,0.13260395098860506,0.13491578663904075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566645901520971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022384322670001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141432975706484,0.0,0.11662160508825928,0.13305458563520933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651645630843828,0.0690290838663457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880519625841063,0.11991758873961875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393186667698551,0.16282549247756306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215231778846262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012358102330747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398291802358855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923765617302582,0.12924306482223882,0.14250831016166354,0.0,0.0,0.11594826557319425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781102509188208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466116683179654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467796834296326,0.10047379215495776,0.0,0.2430974300683755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294612622799642,0.09699890938487142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928772464382228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642646457441344,0.14164976864175294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246404429444443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002180432421489,0.07164084318561377,0.09641008615593892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560686592401985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628240763437732,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Moribundia,2020/03/07,"Sprained my ankle and will have to use crutches in school I sprained my ankle really bad I think and don't have insurance so I'm just gonna buy a compression sleeve/brace and crutches and hope it goes well

My biggest problem is actually going to school

I've never used crutches before and I know everyone will look at me, it's not like they can even help it, it's obvious and loud. 

It doesn't help that I'm an awful student, and not even athletic, so it'll just be embarrassing to get attention and explain myself. 

I can't walk fast enough to dodge people I'm anxious about, I can't hide my face, I can't leave a room quickly, I can't hide in the corner of rooms. People might offer me help, people I don't want to talk to.

Just thinking about it is making me cry.",2.5924086538461535,4.101914231250003,4.181250000000002,87.00644230769232,75.4375,7.1730769230769225,24.80769230769231,7.882392219407189,1.2765336538461534,607,20,128,9,13,203,92,160,0.132,0.757,0.111,-0.6418,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,1,4,1,17,1,1,3,2,27,33,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,1,2,10,3,1,0,0,2,17,3,12,27,1,12,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,2,4,78,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.16514349520669006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118106716905806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129949092806754,0.0,0.0,0.144001765914138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858905635036708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485922124315925,0.0,0.22354886216013567,0.0,0.0,0.16170595604876706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884153834748874,0.0,0.09617697515856673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402927244880658,0.0,0.0,0.1680829911736367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300405951532864,0.0,0.0,0.1791895133028959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267694296131216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421100851923949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296194709783985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952566382427868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305201557743487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519671004896501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192969306932026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841269517373836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425384008581507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360201916713706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687074901064576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29231975524650483,0.0,0.0,0.09981589222221716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215756569673075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kingskilzz,2020/03/07,"i thought i was doing good but shit happened 5 days ago i quit using benzos and i was doing pretty good, but today i had an anxiety attack. Just when i sat down with the guests, it kicked in. My head went lightheaded and it felt like i was gonna fall then i felt cold and shaky and kicked in the palpitations. after all that shit, i was forced to sit on the front seat of the car, which i hate because im scared af sitting in the front seat. 

fast forward right now, im drained af, tired, and sleepy. I just want anxiety to go away.

i really hate it cause no one in my fam understands me except my sister and grandmom. 

Also, anyone here feeling numb all the time? Since my anxiety attacks started, i cant recall a lot of things like i have to remember hard to recall everything. 

What happens to you guys when anxiety kicks in? 

I hope you guys are doing well.",1.4854022988505733,3.711663977011497,3.0317241379310365,90.54402298850576,81.64367816091955,6.16551724137931,21.160919540229887,7.3871296695380915,0.7131057471264364,668,20,140,10,18,219,109,174,0.287,0.59,0.12300000000000001,-0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,8,15,6,2,8,0,11,5,3,2,2,26,28,12,0,2,5,1,4,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,7,2,9,1,1,10,5,22,6,18,17,3,29,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,3,14,88,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900518835609496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833879658131857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762858282189184,0.0,0.0,0.08598324887515116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797914925692331,0.11553404807388043,0.0,0.0,0.07496116635111295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632371939069634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930526082467274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051720566943557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217715739118846,0.0,0.2361403250176015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988649439154039,0.2062822412996581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435186029998839,0.21748333708960785,0.0,0.11015666603379497,0.2428141711724001,0.1262023529218303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221366236628142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656566795538303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015353365084047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045444116489286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332742740644111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510435758121416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130793375241106,0.0,0.0,0.07877751614396014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930065881188314,0.10501542191749047,0.0,0.0,0.12311408678199698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524531877670542,0.10172177752684368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870385617274375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169558125155807,0.0,0.0,0.0976241780743274,0.07170460049065781,0.14133554021755268,0.11656086384606135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801575790409214,0.0,0.10620630822444636,0.0,0.0,0.07253069438369865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056449679523776,0.11399411132932892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,verhotko,2020/03/07,"How do you handle feeling overwhelmed? I've had anxiety for a long time and lately I've noticed myself feeling overwhelmed with life pretty easily. I've started to heavily avoid social media apps and games so I don't have to talk to anyone and got into pretty big disagreements with two people very close to me because I wasn't there for them because I was too anxious to chat and be there for someone else. 

I get things done, but I find myself wanting to stay in my apartment a lot. I'm just so tired of being anxious and feeling trapped in being social and a productive member of society. I wish I could dig a hole in the ground and stay there for two months so I could be in silence and take a breather. There's too much everything and everywhere, I can't seem to catch a break. I can't afford a therapist right now either.

How do you handle such a feeling? Is there anything specific you do to avoid or get through it?",4.486923076923077,5.628194347826092,5.257173913043482,82.5808026755853,70.19565217391305,7.835451505016723,29.914715719063548,8.139509932561175,2.1170665551839463,736,29,139,10,13,239,104,184,0.12300000000000001,0.778,0.099,-0.8501,1,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,15,4,0,4,9,0,18,2,0,2,0,32,31,16,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,13,0,2,6,2,0,1,4,4,0,2,5,4,18,0,22,20,3,20,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,3,6,100,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529691430327287,0.31099599269118183,0.0,0.09624354795585237,0.0,0.11326888708970095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678124216733322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197942974770971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085710742862412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149834970184626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370511841483872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783867931218321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580368156675387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438261139563007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008609508941514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526788330945812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722168716283863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181018178675765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701959658048965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098657426424492,0.0,0.10118382298490124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567080572109017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542468424677726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800658825031522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754681205516725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530548899657218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806204649021805,0.11662490588779845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742479028428457,0.29341935165772703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349079537274844,0.11063264569361372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981473293754356,0.0914442370441511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026104207807219,0.1582009754312208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689154328397171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135703173082236,0.08118571296747247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582832524547683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CRISPRBabe,2020/03/07,Had a panic attack because the couple upstairs were yelling at each other I don’t even know who they are but the yelling scared the fuck out of me. It lasted like an hour and it basically paralyzed me. Gonna get a broomstick and bang my ceiling if they start again,2.7100000000000013,4.927347169811323,3.460981132075472,89.12883018867926,77.30188679245283,5.749433962264153,25.69433962264151,6.742157984588678,0.9939237735849059,212,8,42,2,5,67,45,53,0.217,0.728,0.055,-0.8608,0,0,0,0,2,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,2,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,6,1,3,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,5,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689271212768352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768440459373096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588211353721517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419073634297048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998012290965401,0.16942833801557422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193606992007476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822151093038338,0.2643399406898381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843189824678172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804848865475469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246712414879421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295343988004493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pingulino,2020/03/07,"Anxiety and blood pressure Hi. I’m a 22 year old male, normal weight, and an active lifestyle.

I have been suffering from anxiety for a long time, mainly health anxiety.

Recently I have put focus on my blood pressure, which has been very elevator for the past week, ranging between 150-160/80-100 through home and doctor measurements.

This leaves me very very worried. Number one that I could have an underlying blood pressure issue, and number two that my anxiety can cause havoc to my BP. 

Does anyone have experience with similar issues, and using blood pressure meds (beta blockers) for anxiety-related BP?",7.869636118598387,9.370292028301886,7.793072776280326,66.16122641509435,62.679245283018865,10.962803234501347,36.84097035040431,10.914260884657429,4.653961185983827,489,23,71,13,7,157,74,106,0.222,0.727,0.051,-0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,5,0,9,7,4,2,0,11,11,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,2,2,7,0,10,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772847153790027,0.0,0.0,0.10906201453556416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023027160068368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453410839174928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964799947014047,0.13649560954665174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525744136781874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657951466710725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645660062233532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255967469206737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651560154645113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380338121231871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325412402568754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282331931842813,0.0,0.0,0.16367052705981827,0.0,0.10569334396991836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488966983376615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156798915878717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400743873439793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095083383432104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236584409095108,0.0,0.0,0.1347131456751763,0.0,0.3860894946254401,0.0,0.0,0.12511450298059654,0.1899366933330193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840115381401562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044340131134674
anxiety,Warbarstard,2020/03/07,"Any apps to help you become aware of the things that you're ashamed of, or make you feel vulnerable, so you can overcome them? I've been thinking lately that if I can live my life without feeling ashamed for being myself then I might be much happier and less anxious. It's hard to be aware of the things scare me or make me feel vulnerable as a lot of the time it's very in the moment.

Are there any apps that guide you to describe things about yourself that you may not normally think of. With the aim of helping you become more aware and more courageous?",8.46756756756757,6.3328680090090135,7.525657657657657,80.64794594594599,62.60360360360361,10.321441441441443,35.713513513513504,8.238735603445708,2.5765697297297296,443,15,92,4,5,136,70,111,0.146,0.7559999999999999,0.098,-0.4177,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,1,0,3,4,0,3,6,0,9,1,0,2,0,19,16,8,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,13,1,15,10,5,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,6,4,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188849641193595,0.0,0.0,0.20922643704046012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090838622492929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809322863293545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590532247822362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482750527190701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891681420416566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081420781097894,0.0,0.0,0.16353745681340076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157452789308189,0.0,0.0,0.24724860115499095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647089304121454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136145360498491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145941211413855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854203018718172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691215132208389,0.2373409395903671,0.0,0.0,0.10799323632330296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528116979150252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852888076969764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatsMyCupcake,2020/03/07,"Logging of anxiety Does anyone keep a log of when their anxiety kicks up and why? Has it helped you in any way if you do?

I’m having a flair up of it tonight and to get the thoughts out and reasons for the flair up out I just quickly typed up a little log on my phone with the date and what’s happening. It’s the first time I have ever tried it, curious if anyone else does it.",3.6570731707317066,3.476510560975612,4.908439024390244,89.0816829268293,71.4390243902439,8.511219512195122,27.37560975609756,8.238735603445708,1.4430556097560974,294,9,70,4,5,98,54,82,0.049,0.9209999999999999,0.03,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,9,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,14,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,7,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587795987405032,0.0,0.3572348040761982,0.0,0.0,0.3265199671339129,0.23923567481422384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408653206461382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950489589423318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120293368701373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986044634394593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198765267764128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064723449266955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650184033629905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075345384998119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340159501270528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400641765568797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853631017280435,0.136148517890711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852277794194936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533161706806725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068627431819228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shredhead13,2020/03/07,"Feeling breathless Does any here have symptoms where you feel like you're not getting enough oxygen? I do my breathing exercises or take a deep breath to see if anything changed and it doesn't seem like it has. Ibwont hyperventilate and I feel like I have control over my breathing. But yet I feel the sensation like i can't get enough air, air hunger if you will. Then my chest will feel tight and start to hurt. Itll get bad to the point where I'll have a panic attack then Ill feel like I'm gonna pass out unless I find a distraction to calm me down. Itll go away then ill start to breath normally and wonder what the hell happened.  I've been to the doc and had xrays and blood work done and nothing came up. I dont have asthma. Ive been to the office about 4 times. She assured me that it could be anxiety but this sensation has been haunting me for weeks and I just can't shake it. I wanna switch docs but would that be too excessive. I dont know what to do. Does anyone else deal with this?",1.4284265010351973,3.5807887922705315,2.391483781918563,95.47347826086958,81.36714975845409,5.488750862663907,20.002070393374744,6.655083550727371,0.04065051759834404,788,21,177,8,21,248,120,207,0.11599999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.077,-0.8286,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,7,14,2,3,8,0,27,13,6,1,1,37,48,18,0,6,9,0,7,5,0,6,6,0,0,0,12,11,1,2,10,1,0,4,6,7,0,0,6,8,20,7,18,33,2,23,1,1,1,0,4,11,1,5,13,108,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489560634033573,0.0,0.0955023993588906,0.0,0.0,0.08729115960723513,0.12791352184222402,0.10273283468328072,0.0,0.0,0.14202373226249254,0.11729146272584764,0.0,0.10423633939110424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278391314227434,0.0,0.0,0.13206436187125736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001888217434824,0.09967472890044644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870474839623605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849697329290205,0.1277548522214244,0.292623532697461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428795491871028,0.0,0.0,0.2579865647278933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787376895450349,0.2675575580262225,0.0,0.0,0.11410166686559205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567153127199952,0.0,0.07094955373435663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039576276867978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364399940001292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860890049013313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049530408684029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231687462532866,0.11978752388455015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464730580661343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801432616607475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948146384895301,0.11364981520298688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672505012612152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975675203836673,0.09386428211173366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727953154583802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013926567712336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538385464969402,0.09088514107833932,0.0,0.0,0.08868288515370948,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chester219,2020/03/07,"Forgetfulness? So I've always been anxious but lately it's gotten worse to the point where I am forgetting to go to appointments, meetings, and missing deadlines at work. I am generally very on top of things, proactive and like a lot of people with anxiety, I am pretty successful at my job because I am almost OCD about perfection but I feel like the stress level has gotten to a boiling point and I don't have the ability to concentrate like I should. Please help.",5.9208333333333325,7.171248204545456,6.62318181818182,73.70060606060609,66.95454545454545,9.957575757575757,32.84848484848485,10.125756701596842,3.5362439393939398,374,16,64,9,6,123,62,88,0.147,0.529,0.324,0.9722,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,0,1,14,14,6,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,5,12,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,2,4,44,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190747078681867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820409410032151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736468064238502,0.2471570289700471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336512540287007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110620802694417,0.15629514913803907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243366604628128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664237766846078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710354899638915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467912747116356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32065184940997904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859973536754024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167321768199146,0.0,0.0,0.24015270327040436,0.413632121132099,0.0,0.0,0.22257602368558135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250609623736375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534647696703876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051488035062369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927309380524307,0.0,0.22295361854923285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrickSocialAnxiety,2020/03/07,"I don’t know why but I just want upvotes.. I think it’s because I want to feel important and special and because I think it will make me happy. 

Does anyone else feel this way?",0.634729729729731,2.7719113243243285,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,84.40540540540543,4.781081081081081,22.763513513513516,5.985473137389443,0.2959243243243246,137,5,30,1,4,45,27,37,0.0,0.6459999999999999,0.354,0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,10,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294724367608344,0.29739204752903964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538633929916388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539968461920048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424638771508959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935149084789345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30897301301698155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951199764981835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374192840496104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719567359401004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34239005154265634,0.23038432338546644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619025049437437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rkcart007,2020/03/07,Self help books Anyone have any recommendations for self help books that really helped their anxiety?,11.591875000000002,13.586699437500002,9.087500000000002,58.4075,54.625,13.9,28.5,13.023866798666859,4.597075,85,2,12,3,1,25,13,16,0.096,0.638,0.265,0.5325,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144316373425365,0.0,0.23786071311751386,0.0,0.0,0.2174095898366428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252297747336257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991898154264501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6487359140122094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Certainlyunsure22,2020/03/07,"Why do I feel so guilty about taking a mental health day? Tbh, it isn’t entirely a mental health day as much as it is trying to get better from a double ear infection. I was having the worst imaginable ear pain in my left ear tonight and started having a mental breakdown in front of my parents very unexpectedly. Bc within the next 5 hours, I’m supposed to go to a class from 9:30 to 12:30, work 2 to 8, and then my friends want to hangout bc I don’t see them all that much. I started thinking about all of that at once and got completely overwhelmed. So, I feel the best way to get back into the swing of things is if I take the day off. But, that makes me feel as if I’m being selfish and placing my needs above others. I don’t know what the hell to do.",4.851069182389935,4.30577913836478,5.697484276729566,85.68069182389941,68.937106918239,8.324528301886794,28.358490566037737,7.3871296695380915,1.3799358490566045,589,17,131,5,9,194,94,159,0.11599999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8156,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,5,8,1,1,11,0,11,7,3,1,2,19,30,13,0,4,3,1,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,7,13,3,24,27,7,21,1,1,1,0,3,8,1,2,10,85,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279062310083555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393537344526576,0.1297297113616525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537949487457199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837963336749432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225028847072328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332737438207348,0.0,0.15327223868460355,0.0,0.08336366202977552,0.0,0.11731626321717513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31183558455089666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445378467290212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061346254704281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937214496148572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791243241497302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434676618583002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565862611395487,0.10876402011283716,0.0,0.0,0.1559996573909501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621323144602245,0.0,0.0,0.15608167705650675,0.0,0.16287476299386192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325312695831975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688782654760488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076467937496708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205756027705909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745005646763906,0.09398891883873826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958852606940198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102932008050435,0.08651777923660596,0.11643060270257513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235912084562387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067873973210672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taway451,2020/03/07,Anxiety about death I love having anxiety at 3:30 in the morning because I think about death and realize nothing matters and everything will just go black one day.,7.583448275862068,9.327660620689656,7.1546551724137935,69.59336206896553,63.48275862068966,11.317241379310346,42.086206896551715,11.20814326018867,5.5411241379310345,134,8,20,4,2,42,24,29,0.32799999999999996,0.56,0.11199999999999999,-0.7248,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,4,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839785441809603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326726627098035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246156338023656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343035384453737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692134112974654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444871385447424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36623867190112347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25864077835452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445694182502661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lightofmine74,2020/03/07,"Why even try? Please someone tell me... I try so hard to draw up the courage to attend a social event (even with people I consider friends) only to have this internal monster pick me apart to the point I'm uncomfortable in my own skin, rip any amount of courage I had away from me, poses my motions and conversation...only to, walk away from said event feeling raw, exposed, stupid, embarrassed and full of regret that you even tried? 

I'm so tired of trying, I'm 45 efin years old and I still dont have this shit under control...this monster has destroyed relationships, stolen a career, compromised my health and has me feeling like a failure at being a mom, friend, sister, daughter and life in general... I'm so exhausted all the time, mentally, physically and emotionally ...please someone, tell me why keep trying?",5.54698181818182,7.195224413333335,5.776181818181822,77.93809090909096,68.2,8.654545454545454,31.63636363636364,9.095868883498916,2.8242,642,27,113,12,11,204,96,150,0.212,0.685,0.10300000000000001,-0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,0,7,11,3,1,7,0,7,6,2,1,1,14,15,9,0,1,0,3,4,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,5,13,5,18,12,4,19,0,1,0,0,11,10,1,0,7,64,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900492057395775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882331403945945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851874757566735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519364214491718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895312991885118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623837585700724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390967093730913,0.09459989206545856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461260219157135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862107821470633,0.0,0.0,0.1407548060625097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769975805254768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353119082950306,0.06469305138827049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334468286757733,0.0,0.0,0.15508709303068696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895107159052306,0.0,0.0,0.1007103312252292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918024014249148,0.0,0.0,0.29071177108054136,0.12517840198400598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216804682318773,0.0,0.0,0.12596043581113128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359258155220514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498411218408732,0.22439574227495893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574968487311212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147942944666397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721436504393782,0.1521957297211649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495177704987666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238974425090852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527325290098002
anxiety,poolwatertea,2020/03/07,"The thought of hanging out and/or having sex makes me really really anxious, advice? I’ve been doing really well in regards to my anxiety and agoraphobia. I’ve been leaving the house daily and sometimes for long periods of times! But I recently got wifi again after not having it for 4 or so months and I can get back to talking to people. Anyways, one guy that I like keeps wanting to hang out but even just the thought of hanging out makes me anxious, not to mention anything remotely sexual. How do I get over that? I even get anxious that I’ll run into him at a store or something and that triggers my agoraphobia again. I don’t want to get bad again. 

And it’s not just this guy that makes me feel that way, anyone I talk to makes me feel this way. It’s just this guy is the one I want to actually get over it for.",3.7875702811244985,4.9067654879518114,5.0881325301204825,83.22187751004017,71.83132530120483,8.183935742971888,28.29116465863454,8.59863814320734,2.0148008032128515,645,24,131,11,12,215,87,166,0.094,0.867,0.039,-0.898,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,6,0,33,27,11,0,3,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,9,0,1,4,0,1,4,4,1,1,2,5,2,15,2,23,22,0,24,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,2,11,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.11835684839444592,0.0,0.0,0.11851848251742447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927828372438416,0.4110532217056999,0.0,0.08480542383263509,0.0,0.09980737598222417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326082348217314,0.10126806632652756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021544629610224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265087105337474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168325256946034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700284487039136,0.0,0.0,0.3602742151879415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994682348824625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780384827227862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284235024414467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059253816758214436,0.0,0.0,0.1073335752158143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32383522052181524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968086803465931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437196524981734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408387848872143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330951923474541,0.0,0.11975449170701165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337126357907928,0.1199541526981944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949688806583974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925737839919793,0.07072236877429018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461143973576366,0.1925410745689453,0.0,0.0,0.10904995024294703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AntisocialServices,2020/03/07,Trigger Warning: Existential Dread I just can't anymore... I don't even know what to write.,0.6432352941176482,2.1403814117647078,2.032205882352944,88.06242647058825,117.23529411764707,4.052941176470589,27.77941176470589,5.985473137389443,1.5250117647058832,72,4,13,1,4,23,15,17,0.32899999999999996,0.6709999999999999,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7557904213076453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.503354536938826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188257981580313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlwaysAstonish,2020/03/07,"Struggling with issues at work and needed to put my feelings somewhere It's not about other people it's about how it makes me feel. I feel inferior and powerless, it makes me sad and angry. It's like no matter how hard I try I still end up in shitty situations. I don't like telling people my story because it makes them feel sorry for me but they shouldn't because I haven't accomplished anything significant. It shouldn't matter how far I've come, others have had it worse and have done better and coped better but anytime someone learns my story they just look at me differently. I can't help it but I know it's fucked up how I think about things. I don't care that I was poor all I ever wanted was love and support and I finally found that with my husband. I fear that I'll never be able to change my mental distortions or be able to stand up for myself without crying like a baby because I can't control my emotions. It's infuriating to know what's going on in my head but not have the strength to change it or control it. I feel like I've tried everything and it's not like medicine can somehow create the spine that I'm missing. I know in the grand scheme of things I don't matter and none of this matters but that just reinforces my gut instinct that it wouldn't matter if I weren't here. Now before you get all concerned I'm not going to do anything. It does seem like the easier way out at times but I love my husband and he makes my days worth living.",4.028992248062018,4.970667558139539,4.975415282392029,84.92055370985607,71.09302325581395,7.328017718715394,26.293466223698783,7.447530270364453,1.2586097452934664,1169,36,238,12,21,382,147,301,0.161,0.649,0.19,0.8615,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,7,14,20,1,2,5,0,21,6,3,10,4,67,51,23,0,6,16,2,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,28,14,0,2,12,0,2,4,18,6,0,0,6,7,38,14,27,40,3,26,0,3,1,3,11,12,1,5,14,158,66,3,0.20656953898779065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699891297215496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888843104867225,0.0,0.08788773155657748,0.0,0.0,0.18269397053917186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053057060680708,0.0,0.21852318210567573,0.0889706834604926,0.0,0.0,0.2316853029392293,0.0,0.0,0.11345346940990207,0.06661013178777109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791060107852607,0.0,0.0,0.0903851978078869,0.10569617889829064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618146393071735,0.0914796492278329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342698717187596,0.0,0.0,0.09282569098073053,0.0,0.0,0.11622408055580676,0.26111941408101025,0.07378665996371157,0.0,0.11314341646091405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324641867639125,0.0,0.09548510508850347,0.05396202913890687,0.0,0.11739822940365545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252286627030143,0.0,0.10599997115745698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922960384225678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780246512607143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028782455130953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027583275569625,0.0,0.09120234372780613,0.0,0.08673319344096547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643707394974546,0.0,0.2757735426262168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408675481280244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658434786316114,0.07965958153775951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432093088035492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038297207861196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402657504258856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116096408373341,0.0,0.0,0.08751285002043198,0.0,0.0,0.11561884339979113,0.0,0.0,0.08248335033620056,0.0,0.0,0.10797566660272673,0.0,0.0,0.1172063324417786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027544099815864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372356228844746,0.06618070983548334,0.0,0.0,0.06022617968600449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024715739204985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609200330636029,0.08198264251395668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956283206652057,0.0,0.07519254230722347,0.0,0.10525600397899657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cvrious_brain,2020/03/07,"Is there a chance I might have Anxiety? No asking for any of you to diagnose me for it, just need to know if its a possibility I might have it. Any suggestions for me?

When I go store the store with my mom or anyone in my family and they ask me to get a worker to help them, I start to freak out and tell them no. I get really shaky and nervous just by them asking me to do it, they sometimes get mad at me but I can't help it, I can't stop thinking about the worst things that could happen. Just the thought of having to walk up to someone I don't know freaks me out.
Or if my family and I go out to eat, I worry that there will be to many people, when I'm eating I keep thinking everyone is starring at me when there not. I get shaky but try not to make it noticeable so my family doesn't have to worry. Or before we get to the restaurant I worry if it will be open, even if I know it will be, I don't want to look stupid walking back to the car. I went to the corner store with my sister, it was 8:30, she said it closed at nine but I kept asking her if she was sure until she got to the door. It was open. But I was nervous, I didn't know what time it closed and I didn't see anybody go in or out and there was no other cars.
Or at school when I have to do a presentation, I start to sweat, get hot, shake, tap my fingers on the table, worry something bad will happen. When I get up there I don't look at anyone, I look past them, down, or up. I would stutter and talk quietly. I can't even walk in front of the class to do something because then I worry about what if there is something on my face or on my clothes. 
I can't keep eye contact with people I don't know or are not comfortable with. Not even with my teacher's who I've had as my teacher for the whole year. I can barely even talk to them without stuttering some of the words and would always look down, only look in there eyes for about 2 seconds. I just get really nervous.

In school, I walk with my head down to I don't have to look at anyone and so they can't see me. Even walking from my bus to the building I get shaky and walk really fast to get to class, walk fast all time because I also get worry I'll be late to class. When walking in the hallway, if I hear people laughing, I just start thinking their laughing about me when I know their not.

I get nervous and shaky over a lot of stuff. I don't know if this could be anxiety, my sister called it social anxiety but I don't know because she's not a doctor nor does she have it.
I'm just confused.",2.3562757230581752,3.0292614990859263,3.945082266910422,91.75948624197257,74.77696526508227,6.926526976984018,22.61796278066845,7.010146845296331,0.4534144189752958,1948,47,463,18,39,652,190,547,0.158,0.797,0.045,-0.9957,0,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,1,1,10,1,33,22,2,10,19,0,51,10,6,1,2,95,107,46,0,14,34,3,2,0,0,8,2,3,1,0,23,26,2,4,12,0,3,16,26,18,0,2,13,15,82,4,78,79,5,69,0,0,10,0,37,31,0,25,22,332,105,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049741311156633855,0.051755376109014574,0.0,0.0,0.08459625502224112,0.0,0.14274847096937546,0.0,0.0,0.13047504195418438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232594384676888,0.0,0.0,0.047827954497079064,0.051934395252237635,0.11374961347177713,0.0,0.05292761197428699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351314624181392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932326475803308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313168261405255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366432748521464,0.0544316321865175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729224018979599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541254057884056,0.0,0.0,0.059434757909728936,0.0,0.0,0.17590985049383812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899631435275768,0.0,0.10604906661537307,0.0,0.04974701570628025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000649507248852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638351365240991,0.0,0.07010391157903248,0.0,0.08338268708045521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057242167204616,0.0,0.0,0.2734679116085769,0.0,0.07016430025429418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31339396703707306,0.0,0.0,0.052880208933779566,0.0,0.0,0.04151897767294955,0.0630610292467811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196872432777335,0.0,0.07284787891758025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612050595930817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081510318845853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047305896780160984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059376930471396625,0.12936492829913354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012114529678673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954072285468252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916643607833499,0.0,0.0,0.12589942527318,0.0991306811805334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634050588480484,0.052701851403044335,0.14365377805125032,0.061517382570416376,0.0,0.1320764235078959,0.0,0.0,0.052001978470950526,0.0,0.0,0.07120410966018861,0.0,0.0,0.05862275638452968,0.0,0.0,0.09998799500477004,0.054365534612556415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132291087979191,0.11956573010763505,0.0,0.04937984586775224,0.07253863110717572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042229711675768236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036687166847348206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766001576974029,0.0,0.06944406981518515,0.0,0.05995857270801892,0.0,0.0,0.3790026670144709,0.0,0.08837017947072312,0.0,0.0,0.04005475556247375
anxiety,kushythealien,2020/03/07,"My anxiety keeps kicking me in the throat whenever I try to sleep and I'm not sure how much more I can take. Hello Reddit, forgive me I am new here but I really can't take this anymore without at least having someone hear out my problem. 

I'm a 19 year old female and my anxiety for awhile has been nothing more than fear of phone calls, public speaking and just minor things here or there. For some reason for like, 2 years now I have been having this problem where my mind will just run absolutely wild whenever I finally lay down to sleep.

 As I'm typing this from my phone I am currently trying to sleep right now since I need to work tomorrow.

It seems like things have just been getting worse and these nights appear more frequently and I'm just not sure why.

The things that happen are;

Gets very hard to breathe

Sudden thoughts about me dying in my sleep

Thinking existentially about if anyone will check on me (I live with my mom and grandma)

Wondering if my work would worry about me

Where will I go if I do die

Yadda yadda yadda...



I really can't take this anymore. It makes me crippled to tears almost every night and I just want it to stop. I can't really talk to my mom about these things because she has this weird thing where like...she just doesn't say anything and I feel like she thinks if she ignores this stuff that it'll go away. Other immediate family has their own problems since they're adults and I just don't wanna burden them with my issues.

In short, could really use a hug right now and some sleep.",3.7225,5.375053069306934,4.288205445544559,86.80478341584158,72.76237623762377,7.2942244224422454,23.186056105610557,7.937092434478242,1.0688372937293735,1212,32,243,17,24,384,166,303,0.13699999999999998,0.787,0.076,-0.9538,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,21,14,0,1,4,0,26,8,7,4,2,58,51,18,2,12,16,2,2,3,0,5,0,3,0,1,21,13,0,3,8,0,1,4,8,7,0,0,4,5,37,7,31,41,8,33,0,0,0,1,18,14,0,11,18,161,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868346481594671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267668640824898,0.0,0.17200012080114316,0.060634611733152176,0.0,0.0713607835122691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814735688470083,0.0,0.0,0.05286193853134949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854785339733229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923654713351793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799973153186029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306289579175987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174916309646492,0.09758084490509672,0.043846770695534235,0.061950712688381135,0.0,0.09499434300453677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061220998241573,0.0,0.098566651254947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668364405493884,0.0,0.07768148752411197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773647272087063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051012130660134,0.0,0.07707814179703219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946237683722642,0.0,0.07657278694505218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057884336798467065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755954949190597,0.20312403602685344,0.0,0.0,0.06374704539341969,0.06429962994979126,0.0,0.08375191436077814,0.0,0.1627562456370613,0.0,0.0832073950431674,0.0,0.09099500777327284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489296563694635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221277596183425,0.08915962024824951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811185707127653,0.0,0.06896091751161036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789439898540016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346656042509087,0.0,0.4338986241096102,0.0,0.07347511638043336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724993775065968,0.0,0.0,0.09927033120785744,0.0,0.0,0.16345967867255218,0.0,0.1956013985974462,0.06969991920622819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28805493595008685,0.11112963081802342,0.0,0.06884369002967082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775043561031258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489573082021403,0.0,0.07155068823474613,0.051147991617265534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824869365828843,0.0,0.0,0.08359218870766053,0.094040994512591,0.12626216140084595,0.08806542314936043,0.0883721320959209,0.06160133893129317,0.0,0.0,0.11168593695258927
anxiety,ethangeorgia_CG,2020/03/07,"I feel like I'm losing it. I can't even stay home by myself for more than 10 minutes without panicking. For some reason, I gey anxious because of internet/power outages, and whenever I'm home alone, I think one of those things will happen and I'll have to deal with it by myself. It's such a stupid thing to be anxious about but it's starting to ruin my days.",3.9052000000000007,4.4917464533333336,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,71.13333333333333,7.6,28.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.607533333333334,284,10,58,3,5,95,55,75,0.19,0.762,0.048,-0.8499,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,7,1,13,8,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218937839568723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840729936389458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306021029825224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817066016243928,0.2208777617604125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150716979043906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083289909701883,0.15305706871817326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894566384847738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298115243412887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466955718164364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968597637482325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517833413144465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028011512742396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164410794961772,0.22835725746729515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846704563228717,0.13727990205937946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652507156274394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abeeJournal,2020/03/07,"Anyone had panic attacks this severe? 
I haven’t had a seizure in about two weeks. 

Today I had three seizures and really bad panic attacks afterward. The panic attacks were so severe that I felt dizzy and nauseous. I eventually vomited after each panic attack. Has anyone experienced this after panic attacks? 

It was my first time having them that bad",4.573410138248854,7.7922076774193565,5.564285714285717,70.94500000000002,77.06451612903227,6.768663594470048,26.599078341013822,7.957251820313856,2.463333640552996,284,11,38,5,7,93,43,62,0.53,0.47,0.0,-0.9924,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,12,5,5,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,0,3,6,2,6,0,4,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489410182923072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6300362644458033,0.0,0.0,0.18496253504477134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634845748377668,0.0,0.0,0.09421371762883618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6497740685717203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709566849769433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025804837581017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645859503759344,0.0,0.10498899814829303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819793981627092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884623417015018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lizbradley33,2020/03/07,"The anxiety roller coaster I’ve been through a lot in life. I’ve dealt with and faced Diabetes for 12 years but, let me tell you the worst you will ever face is anxiety. It’s always there in the back of your mind. If you try to forget about it,you just think about it more. Every decision you make is extra hard. Every time you make a decision you re-think what you did over and over again. Your head wants to explode but, no matter how hard you try to shut off your brain you just can’t. As soon as you wake up the racing thoughts start. You think of all you have to get through to call it a day. When you lay to sleep you worry about all you have to face the next day, and all that you did wrong that particular day. You feel like you are never good enough. When someone else gets what you want, when you have tried so hard to achieve it you just feel crushed. You feel like being an anxious person is just holding you back. It’s not fair but, you have to keep going. You must! You feel a knot in your stomach, and you feel frozen. You want to give up but, then the anxiety causes you to keep going. You want to rise to the top. You want to be a fighter and make others proud. This is because being anxious causes you to be that much extra caring and cautious. You care way too much about others that mean a lot to you. You only want the best for them. 
Secretly, we are doing better than we think. We just hold ourself to high standards & worry a lot. Keep fighting 💕💕💕",1.7385385338345856,3.6202011151315774,2.579154135338346,95.90907894736843,78.96710526315789,5.395488721804512,19.409774436090228,6.1826913282559595,-0.2163962406015032,1145,26,258,8,28,359,148,304,0.15,0.731,0.11900000000000001,-0.8718,0,0,0,0,3,0,36.0,3,39,1,5,21,11,1,0,16,0,22,10,8,6,6,64,52,19,0,8,11,0,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,14,10,0,5,13,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,8,44,8,39,41,14,32,0,0,0,0,49,11,0,4,19,181,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607025021116408,0.09905546773306126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098122498622924,0.20656119366980585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059542174005266,0.0,0.05572987264804581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594152490363053,0.0808551410554789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205694899777147,0.09335186582619603,0.0,0.18642120904050416,0.18783071653650854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687846792741835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637117183065123,0.0,0.0,0.0944631442825354,0.0,0.0,0.08269624009896666,0.15405359662916898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311280114558267,0.13062348542256605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552822054914337,0.08770010828084017,0.1039142164361771,0.0766802572370375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24568789154007986,0.0,0.09382512837746036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659213709119603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437796538855172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348497095332836,0.06457391163522158,0.08932813421298384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331706014272748,0.0,0.0,0.1830742576446794,0.0,0.0,0.09958512697089003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230994318171504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441106475342807,0.0,0.07051011790534119,0.0,0.0972281073515138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953038843637269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982597787535592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148781045723624,0.0,0.07746138322667681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470881119724131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990667118580834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343175579624241,0.0,0.07257868675587431,0.05330877904041621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620817633058287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32353763084300063,0.07256635897729957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568652429950264,0.0,0.0,0.09995537216352647,0.0,0.05887263327709994
anxiety,Stalins-Cardiologist,2020/03/07,"Title I am fucking terrified of even leaving my house because of the thought that I might fuck up while everyone is watching and I’ll be embarrassed. I’ve also began to self isolate which might be more linked to a depressive attitude or something like that. But I’m also to scared to even go to a GP to talk about whether I’m even suffering from anxiety or depression because if I find out I don’t and I’m just doing this to myself I don’t know what I’d do. 

Fuck I’m even scared to post this because it looks shit worded and presented poorly and someone is going to point all that out and ridicule me.",4.666209677419354,5.193307233870968,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,69.40322580645162,9.103225806451613,32.435483870967744,9.188382445141503,2.7595838709677416,483,21,97,9,8,160,77,124,0.29,0.6920000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9881,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,5,3,3,0,11,4,1,0,1,21,24,13,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,11,0,0,2,2,8,1,16,18,2,10,0,3,2,3,2,4,4,5,4,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360327065403873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289512068853058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698826037287291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25421372530450403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898898262451185,0.0,0.0,0.14101504811393642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488165258702836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092944836793329,0.0,0.0,0.16774151194960346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702827160389592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110382726651258,0.0,0.0,0.15626151600934418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209810556443945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392654538239545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313109309520205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950687820341473,0.0,0.14133686978024854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954983396850231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395379578974264,0.0,0.1514844884595786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250405381070344,0.1136110986011092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861587749569742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715873986524672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZanderDogz,2020/03/07,"Anyone else feel like an extremely confident talker in person but have horrible anxiety over making/getting phone calls? I have never really felt a lack of confidence when talking in person. I can talk fine with strangers or friends one on one, or in huge groups. I can talk confidently in front of hundreds of people and I feel great while doing it. Approaching strangers is fine for me. 

But I have avoided simple phone calls for weeks because I was too anxious for the call. I just finally called a doctor to make an appointment after weeks of procrastinating because I am nervous over phone calls, and it took around ten minutes of hyping myself up to do it, when walking into the office to make an appointment in person would have been fine. Does anyone else have this experience?",7.421705790297338,8.493423549295777,7.099953051643193,72.26140062597811,63.50704225352112,9.973082942097028,33.383411580594675,9.994966539143718,3.469100782472614,632,25,102,13,9,199,89,142,0.091,0.6970000000000001,0.212,0.9638,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,7,0,14,1,0,2,1,19,20,9,0,2,5,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,2,0,3,4,3,10,6,24,15,1,24,0,0,0,0,17,12,0,2,9,75,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143701825246127,0.13503029242739178,0.0,0.16715063512259773,0.2449369044116109,0.0,0.10640342909450982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572380933538207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6102467514447018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233986608960125,0.10459795706290152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996971741323325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691930622394067,0.0,0.0,0.1208718149641633,0.08538935664115745,0.11476364821379678,0.1309348267631495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234544606944037,0.0,0.0624473712929785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317777727006472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839433763175274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956898845324122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218577478853746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198774291888846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828642382632168,0.31309632591615194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657137889708801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882112731566706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279771917130198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917530014947168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490779962509683,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlewing427,2020/03/07,"On Edge I just got a new job where I'm getting part time pay and I'm handling money and important stuff. It makes me really really nervous. Instead of coming home and relaxing, I'm too nervous to eat dinner because I'm worried I'm going to fuck up when I come back. I'm worried a mistake I made wasn't counted and then when I come back the customer will be upset with me. I'm worried about doing every single possible thing right while still not having it be enough. 
I've wondered many times before if I had anxiety. I get stomach aches like most people when I'm nervous, but I also have ADHD, so I hyper fixate on things. I lean heavy on the people around me and I worry they'll leave under the weight of my worries. I just feel sick. I dont know if I have anxiety but this sure as hell feels like it.",2.3446428571428584,3.9230270357142882,4.261428571428572,85.88357142857143,76.26190476190476,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0869357142857137,634,21,127,7,14,216,108,168,0.244,0.6890000000000001,0.067,-0.9761,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,15,11,2,4,5,0,11,6,1,2,1,26,33,17,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,10,3,0,4,1,2,4,3,7,0,0,4,3,18,4,13,25,4,23,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,4,13,82,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084564087510934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372081600370397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793077406745796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432841553454106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023147436299364,0.0,0.07144099707592236,0.0,0.09972433110452968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028594004715707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373516918643551,0.0,0.0,0.11991976431783408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121093784963237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874185982646153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851464793295888,0.08372414646498885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834490851850974,0.12245912291993592,0.0,0.06660463123114642,0.0,0.0937315643140191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175561616254102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629797491788375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440731866234306,0.0,0.0,0.12409260568188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451113508566675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108927625880773,0.07822858659465473,0.11881735687326266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131876816322745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691078724117608,0.0,0.1624965427533231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211977737447872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015626288759107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008390764617284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935920952089084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416026045546042,0.0,0.0,0.11045492040697294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557183289803943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366747184799429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427119631337872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709300113930827,0.0,0.5950861633623399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,softclout,2020/03/07,"Does anyone suffer from overthinking about swallowing?     Recently I have trouble swallowing, especially when there’s people around & if nobody is talking. So I use to have trouble sleeping, again with me overthinking  the worst scenario that I can’t breathe and I’m going to die. It has been half a year that I had that overthinking the worst situations that would happen to me. 

   I know I have to accept my mistakes and move one, but honestly I don’t know how to. I wonder how to not overthink about breathing or swallowing.",6.131517857142858,7.8886351875,6.229404761904764,74.82750000000003,66.91666666666666,9.652380952380954,33.50595238095238,9.957137785484203,3.6162577380952383,422,19,70,10,7,134,65,96,0.16,0.779,0.061,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,0,10,6,3,3,0,17,17,9,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,4,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,2,0,11,2,11,14,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276029549794787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813230608778347,0.0,0.0,0.22678810865841026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643979729632038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229399282870764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447845082991946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22528113835109204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800160226406637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27076681203489744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263021575079593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661671274186844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515422104869101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863580053467704,0.254941395060346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047643579706347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002860850909312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27627354641997914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097235635347164,0.0,0.0,0.16405542097387535
anxiety,poshmarge,2020/03/07,"on today's episode of Intrusive Thoughts Ruin My Life... I am one hundred percent convinced that I'm an asymptomatic carrier of Coronavirus and that I will give it to my mom and she will die! Literally cannot stop thinking about it. 

Love having this v rational and charming mental illness. Cheers!",4.903333333333336,7.592304148148147,5.447925925925926,75.2396666666667,72.33333333333334,8.764444444444445,36.725925925925935,9.3871,4.142241481481482,240,14,38,6,5,77,45,54,0.156,0.6,0.244,0.7070000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,6,10,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,4,5,7,1,4,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34994467125556844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234584619243567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381636527868605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043225191616238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398030527396996,0.0,0.0,0.3949068567256294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284852013903205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819016581760903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160544564485882,0.0,0.2676871311420447,0.0,0.0,0.31961184065114195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gemini725,2020/03/07,"Coronavirus--Anyone Else Staying Inside? Every since my state had its first confirmed Covid-19 case, I haven't gone out of the house. (We're stockpiled on food and water.) I guess I'm ""lucky"" to be unemployed and out of school at this time, and I'm putting those plans on hold as well until this calms down. I know they say it's a minor illness for healthy people, but I don't know...it's spreading pretty quickly, and I'm worried this could end up like the flu pandemic in 1918.  Has anyone else self-quarantined?",3.2010555555555555,5.349737350000005,3.3753333333333337,90.65322222222223,75.5,6.044444444444442,25.11111111111111,6.937597516519254,0.9565777777777779,405,14,80,4,9,124,77,100,0.12300000000000001,0.79,0.086,-0.6759,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,12,12,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,6,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,1,6,4,14,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,6,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27151999605434063,0.3978762466001058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501960404432247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243886922278493,0.0,0.17196662489505246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358674204432014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651509511127097,0.23477698750260503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388725746281292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403261043973152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134086484151776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485593824839622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460491866975147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975287926498019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195182718758744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440247340133129,0.0,0.19649856559590828,0.0,0.0,0.2025494516424687,0.0,0.0,0.16060975244627587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069469146153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321526632804416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457162951113447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971771786984535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheWhiteMountainWolf,2020/03/07,Full body annoying tickle sensation I’m assuming this is linked to my anxiety. Anyone have any luck eliminating this annoying af symptom.,5.748550724637678,9.483594869565225,7.408695652173915,55.60115942028989,78.56521739130434,13.50144927536232,38.10144927536232,11.20814326018867,7.4116492753623175,114,7,14,6,3,39,21,23,0.253,0.6409999999999999,0.107,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34654527470499635,0.0,0.3898423799240649,0.0,0.0,0.35632396291672863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660503918563533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296692163278571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,broken_collarbone,2020/03/07,"Does anyone else's mind overwhelm them? Insomniac here,

Since I can remember I have always been an over thinker and in the past 14 months since my bad motorcycle crash I suffer with exploding head syndrome at night. However, all the time I am constantly talking to myself in my head and it gets louder and louder until its unbearable. Sometimes good thoughts, mostly not so good thoughts. If I'm by myself, these thoughts progress into loud and random noises such as crashing sounds or animals screaming (for example) and it's frustrating. Doctors just tell me its because of my past concussions and keep telling me it will get better but its only getting worse, and I am at the point of developing many schizophrenic symptoms which happen almost all the time. Alcohol makes it worse, weed helps a lot but I refuse to use it regularly as I don't want to rely on it.

I just need some advice to help me focus and shut my mind up as its impairing my life and my uni studies. I'm sure other people on here have experienced similar symptoms and have found remedies so I am very open to suggestions, and hopefully others can also take some advice too...

Cheers :)",7.867320872274142,7.982815934579445,7.686495327102808,71.71734423676014,62.55140186915888,10.871651090342679,36.0576323987539,10.504223727775694,3.8798174454828662,926,39,157,20,12,296,140,214,0.102,0.772,0.126,0.816,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,9,11,1,1,6,0,11,8,2,2,3,45,28,22,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,14,14,1,2,6,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,4,21,6,23,22,6,20,0,2,0,0,8,12,0,9,8,106,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23148309781877366,0.0,0.1265800056420174,0.11860398595128845,0.0,0.0,0.09471916811811554,0.09855442200244967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281840015006221,0.12135929095453304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988953166015066,0.07220201552974799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047535885648998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799526994892166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212318694054886,0.10365064370303753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894428737287073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986710741974386,0.0,0.0,0.18564541068963755,0.0,0.0,0.19868945902024385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473913391671864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431142600656037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158780268795961,0.0,0.0,0.11764105106300245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527796266368528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366009734397503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006963685445943,0.0,0.0,0.07906190920284795,0.12008304751191999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918819959442544,0.0,0.0945404157494261,0.0,0.0,0.08782430249769654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115113540606836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090081565722875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613531203259404,0.08211376089094373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196732557842937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417331693759574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595525838820396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714358078589945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163153098333738,0.24621614974158626,0.0890547188364257,0.09520034241585346,0.20704955671885994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282092559301413,0.13813063297150754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229709446969974,0.0,0.097728234087094,0.06986100373286766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414079479965577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Most-SoundMost-Sound,2020/03/07,"Olfactory Reference Syndrome I have olfactory reference syndrome, however i think i actually don’t. I’m saying this because my brother has told me countless times that i smell, people at school cover there nose like someone farted, people breath really heavy when they walk past by me. I’m living with an embarrassment every where i go. Do you know how terrifying it is to get on the bus. I shouldn’t be silently crying and just accept that this is my life.  

If you are curious what Olfactory Reference Syndrome is then click the link https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olfactory_reference_syndrome 

You know i’ve come to a point where i don’t care anymore. I used to care about myself and want to be myself but now i’m living an out of body experience where i no longer feel hurt if someone hurts me. This is has all developed from anxiety in middle school and manifested from there. I like to hold out on the belief that there is good in all this suffering. Yeah, Hi i’m a person who smells bad.",4.127375375375376,6.810382281081082,5.065900900900903,77.048460960961,74.83783783783784,8.21921921921922,25.412912912912912,8.998388855275968,2.3191741741741736,802,28,140,19,18,261,114,185,0.152,0.743,0.105,-0.9215,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,0,11,11,0,1,7,1,15,4,3,2,2,28,31,9,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,10,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,6,21,6,18,27,2,20,1,3,1,0,10,12,0,2,7,91,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.15473084145137864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129730280702215,0.0,0.15724805390047425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239025309829844,0.09665617582991784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612345224859235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32332320716467083,0.0,0.0,0.13658465335907033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741697623197012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359290821510894,0.0,0.0,0.1551012572596716,0.0,0.0,0.08017226185165885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284060274486328,0.0,0.09011280932323704,0.1329918780362818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394816627097811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742799057170243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119950048415984,0.15492796657864644,0.0,0.2800212388865965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136263386006354,0.21984987683510965,0.13844771909031245,0.0,0.0,0.14988963159699334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157704078655587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609258671892504,0.0,0.3209406154802286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686932778214005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159829013734162,0.0,0.0,0.09245710559486424,0.0,0.0,0.15151004655563186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694418192355304,0.0,0.0,0.09352228481317812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UISAVAR,2020/03/07,"Anxiety and breathing A couple months ago, I woke up completely unable to breathe through my mouth, it felt like I had a crushing weight on my chest. I took a nap and woke up and it was a lot better, but it still didn’t feel quite right. Whatever, right? Next day, can hardly breathe all day, went home from work sick and started playing a video game, as SOON as my mind was off of it, it wasn’t an issue. 

I went to the doctors and ruled out any medical cause aside from —*anxiety*!  

Even after this diagnosis, I believe there is something medically wrong with me, and I wake up every day being overly conscious about my breathing, I worry about it all day, and am still unable to take a full breath from my mouth sometimes. Idek.

I was put on a lexapro and started at 5 milligrams, was doses up to ten after four weeks of no results. This issue has gotten a lot better with time, even a month ago I was struggling just breathing idly, now it only really happens when I notice it, if that makes sense? Idk, I’m trying my best to be more descriptive about it but I want to reclaim my life from this physical manifestation of anxiety and I have a million thoughts everyday like “What if I’m being misdiagnosed?” Though I show no symptoms aside from my breathing issue, I’m horribly fixated on it to the point where it has consumed me. 

Again, this issue always is a non issue if my mind is occupied. What do I do.... it’s driving me MAD. And I feel like I can’t even properly explain the way that I’m physically feeling and I just want this chapter of my life to be OVER.",4.212357771260997,5.315381367741935,5.245454545454546,82.55272727272728,70.80645161290323,8.087976539589443,29.574780058651037,8.438071523408619,2.1225161290322583,1224,48,242,19,22,403,162,310,0.124,0.792,0.084,-0.9396,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,5,17,10,1,1,15,0,23,20,11,3,2,39,46,20,0,5,7,0,6,3,0,0,8,0,1,0,21,14,1,0,7,5,0,5,5,3,0,3,16,6,30,7,39,26,7,45,0,0,0,0,2,17,0,5,25,170,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552861734116953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768891416278523,0.0,0.0,0.06349283580774963,0.0,0.21427674846086253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519275910314972,0.09798302059207613,0.16515124100793646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591374008651336,0.0,0.0,0.0978936373923652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033089302265718,0.0,0.2408562449212059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955651923543612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500428476503286,0.0,0.07866581621441404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141627647019137,0.06670148131804253,0.08964706654826028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256422613018992,0.0,0.08363859048580556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936548230056552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872550212451633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318959005460918,0.13684335989292776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587547544476639,0.0,0.0,0.06232327025826706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811507917862352,0.0,0.0,0.18854832821789133,0.0,0.14904947124318035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929697963755696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629907241807664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100989366991345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826209691213054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385973270343108,0.0,0.09930741319541277,0.0,0.0,0.0598133608204176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947000185638213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187856200468884,0.0923424581818442,0.0,0.1321714406019022,0.0,0.14912618769315256,0.0,0.0,0.09760757448903352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704417586808084,0.07020044628035138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173271053190953,0.07412305533073271,0.05444311209043417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373429350928988,0.0633901382261715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014067988129177,0.07411046523501393,0.0748934630145321,0.11369598550413534,0.0,0.17310449087742072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797236734157636,0.09481883132660493,0.0,0.0,0.1020822766661783,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dantheman-00,2020/03/07,I don’t understand So basically I’ve always been a shy person and still sorta am. Always have had my share of ups and downs. But recently my anxiety has gotten so bad like I blush so easily I stutter and freeze up. Can’t even walk around without feeling like I’m being stared at(this is mainly when at school). But recently I’ve been getting more “popular” talking to more people and for the first time a really cute girl started talking to me. And my anxiety is making my chances of ever being with her so bad. I just don’t understand why I still have such bad anxiety even when things are going better in my life I still just feel like shit a lot and don’t understand! Idk what it is but it’s killing me. Idk what to do so any advice would help. Thank you.,1.7331493506493525,4.033703272727276,3.4884253246753225,87.19549512987015,81.20779220779221,6.966883116883117,22.61201298701299,8.07648339933343,1.3572220779220785,600,20,121,12,16,200,93,154,0.171,0.68,0.149,-0.5493,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,17,14,2,0,4,0,19,2,1,1,1,24,31,16,1,1,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,4,4,15,8,14,24,4,19,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,2,14,87,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633863660132788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515577464008848,0.0,0.0,0.08792020341337313,0.0,0.2967146619262482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509363893297915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32384998084325034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434463840420026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707868732165631,0.11694830468498105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074369075363834,0.18472659886266488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997221911952633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754759000787319,0.0,0.07347729129120925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665895206992161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303790240641118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913198651302564,0.18949060763304496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991594662854147,0.0,0.0,0.0863006751672709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963194889754851,0.11288920477123765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282513740749839,0.0,0.2553124017078861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084625408931613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271216832704355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091510638919513,0.0,0.3097484445948122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783342849877906,0.0,0.11903092515709825,0.0,0.0,0.0858931339035945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538881243139893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40377978099825146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666221757327065,0.0,0.0,0.12462891903379412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184241255951092,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigfishinmypants,2020/03/07,"Getting treatment and it’s still bad i’ve been getting help for about 5 months now. I’m seeing a therapist and am on medication.
I have a panic disorder and agoraphobia. The anxiety is a bit better i’m still panicky af when i go out alone. But my thoughts are not better at all, and i’ve relapsed into self harm again. Ig i am under more stress now cuz everyone’s nagging me about school stuff. I still have a lot of times when i just feel a panic attack coming for no reason in particular bc i’m in a stressful situation but i try my best to distract myself it doesn’t always work tho. Cuz i’m a pussy and always think of dying.",0.604895038167939,2.9827774427480938,3.186331106870232,86.80102337786259,87.54961832061069,5.7177480916030525,21.164599236641227,7.1686216300943375,0.8376141221374045,499,17,101,8,16,173,87,131,0.215,0.696,0.08900000000000001,-0.848,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,12,12,2,5,8,0,8,1,0,3,1,20,20,12,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,2,2,10,3,14,18,5,19,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,10,68,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111330918899898,0.0,0.0,0.24280886552369385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116167275656829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659877064683233,0.0,0.0,0.12182436435486113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311802415397407,0.2580817733206013,0.15929018826033328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256840151498407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514260858509179,0.0,0.1672194738691254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394182327101578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377382103588825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245841043408714,0.0,0.08292102673059433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779687240450806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404299326143366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698367667861315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645977231587805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34237555344431675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001437422829514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476633874531027,0.11626718828850276,0.0,0.15221046558580145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400304214046435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495591440927181,0.0,0.3342667758879267,0.0,0.16702602113062173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940664999826802,0.0,0.09348986670742662,0.0,0.11583206669804713,0.08507822785731478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990597417530892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062203892217216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,surfergirl106,2020/03/07,"Does medication actually help with anxiety? So recently, I was prescribed Lexapro for my anxiety. My anxiety is getting to a point where it is heavily impacting my day-to-day life. I have trouble sleeping almost every night and am constantly on edge throughout the day. It has negatively affected the quality of my relationships, my productivity, my grades, and pretty much every aspect of my life. Though my anxiety is really crippling for me and I have trouble controlling my anxious thoughts, I have been hesitant to take medication because I don’t want to become reliant on it or become a “zombie.” I just want to know your guys experience w/ medication and what lifestyle habits have overall made your anxiety better. 

TL;DR: I was recently prescribed medication for my anxiety and am interested in hearing people’s’ experiences of taking medication for anxiety.",7.283775510204084,9.98319324489796,8.77389455782313,53.97676020408164,65.53061224489795,12.791156462585034,42.18197278911565,12.00992498983062,6.826193197278912,705,44,92,29,12,244,87,147,0.149,0.7490000000000001,0.102,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,14,8,1,3,0,16,23,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,20,2,15,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.09826517100718772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083290954018737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392273488509182,0.11375828176090995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138359720490653,0.2224225481438423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905779207212047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881704668536284,0.1129395867550214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948225630811368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812010740164362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696821376781604,0.0,0.0,0.19700082317254988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260971839037308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970527785300716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134921730153414,0.0,0.06749468136275501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534011376711013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422497053526161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528137834375236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072051988490736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740234479882339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449675988370483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981021217382749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519065587005952,0.0,0.0,0.1024444504821906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450869903936701,0.0,0.19885111450839474,0.10811026028750302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076913223419587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142233773236152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893371204361977,0.07994170203150272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878670372302795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scuzza-,2020/03/08,Any body else have intense brain fog? I feel like I can’t think at all anymore. My memory has got really bad and I can barely concentrate on anything. Constructing sentences has become a hassle and it takes too much effort to have a conversation with anybody. I remember when my mind was clear and just want to go back to that time. It also sucks because I’m going to university soon and I’m worried that I’m not going to able to do as good as I should.,2.111545893719807,4.312900782608697,4.044492753623191,84.27248792270532,79.21739130434783,7.132367149758455,23.265700483091784,8.167268648758528,1.47459033816425,360,12,71,7,9,122,67,92,0.092,0.78,0.128,0.079,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,2,0,9,2,2,0,2,15,21,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,2,11,18,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,46,11,0,0.2180942252457859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440987313378165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831155193678847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216290867777306,0.0,0.0,0.17947296454497105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770099706089744,0.1820995682783568,0.13294821543241842,0.24086793699092104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225351842442144,0.0,0.2434652834651119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218973995311466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027499328252352,0.15580655809287616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718439225717197,0.18292708872573385,0.1744298752156926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654982209025557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021299582329645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032434979883364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971674531425607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24705824227513626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397971522360766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974597327865468,0.0,0.0,0.12717249660811786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863762467649625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148527228271825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Commercial_Injury,2020/03/08,"Going to school Normally, my mom drives me in to school but sometimes she goes into work early and my dad drives me in. I have a fear of stomach aches and missing school, and it seems like every time my dad drives me in I end up getting too anxious and he has to turn around and drop me off at home, and I miss a school for the day. My mom just told me he will be driving me in tomorrow. Please help, has anyone else gone through something similar?",2.1872826086956536,3.9314759891304414,3.003695652173913,94.01032608695654,77.15217391304348,5.9043478260869575,23.45652173913044,6.6274283507984215,0.4926913043478254,349,11,77,3,8,110,62,92,0.159,0.747,0.09300000000000001,-0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,12,13,7,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,1,15,9,0,21,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,1,6,47,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048916421059066,0.0,0.1117115200160342,0.16369829453399373,0.0,0.14222487148012075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303531615624437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346329703663545,0.0,0.14150451781244702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460904444462735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978023107942384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347070608529401,0.0,0.09079822662210728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708722423768023,0.0,0.16025748970887804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780531909123532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37423006708138856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653594303808044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537417761014687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6467635168732434,0.0,0.14544420835961433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299503155389885,0.15801183608959266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931603541125181,0.0,0.0,0.15266246437105432,0.0,0.0,0.1737786247892706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631094491602413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gutsyn,2020/03/08,"Ways to calm me down? I had my first even panic attack a little over last week my symptoms were increased heart rate/ heart palpitations and I couldn’t calm down, I went to the hospital and they said nothing was wrong with me,

I’m feeling the same way right now (but I’m not as worried) except now I have some anxiety medication I just took, it’s supposed to calm me down. There’s also discomfort in my neck (due to the palpitations I’m guessing) why is this happening? I hate feeling this way and it won’t stop. I also have loss of appetite and bit of nausea that comes and goes",2.89769230769231,4.737476418803425,4.101205128205127,86.49796153846155,75.41025641025641,7.073162393162392,25.375213675213672,7.908726449838941,1.3854280341880334,459,16,94,7,10,150,77,117,0.159,0.721,0.11900000000000001,-0.7849,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,7,9,2,2,4,0,8,5,3,0,0,18,20,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,6,3,14,3,14,12,4,21,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,7,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26299585238134915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257916706983784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870675781974998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795194980549415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164545575370932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086072018271392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662856886114403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986759956835432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114274897009636,0.0,0.14540857119734027,0.0,0.0,0.16234467508698264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897105066225902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403577474753592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480621149260366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565010153977724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777899675205093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292803961081192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404258612090039,0.15641452674808567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747430792905654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709100371600441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826923851931545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915605110959723,0.13189915244638786,0.0,0.0,0.15243209962774024,0.14837623958974203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699085587095194,0.0,0.0,0.17978292403776244,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nanako_Kitsune,2020/03/08,"Mimicking what I see in media I’m starting to realize that what I see in media has an influence on how I behave when I’m anxious. When I see someone else with anxiety scratch when they’re nervous, I tend to mimic it when I’m nervous. When I see someone in a comic book series in distress lash out physically at their partner, I will do the something similar later in the week to myself or my partner. This distorts my sense of reality, and things are getting blurry.

This is progressively making it dangerous for me, and my loved ones. In order to filter out these dangerous habits people have in reality and media, I have live a very sheltered and secluded way. I don’t know why this happens, and I don’t want to continue it. Can someone explain why this happens and how I can prevent it?",6.332568542568545,6.4476434545454575,7.6339826839826825,70.80748196248199,65.75324675324676,10.221067821067821,37.89033189033189,9.994966539143718,4.000003751803751,628,32,109,13,9,216,89,154,0.141,0.8170000000000001,0.042,-0.9186,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,2,3,5,0,11,1,0,4,0,19,28,14,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,13,9,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,5,17,1,19,27,0,22,0,0,4,1,5,11,0,1,9,80,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325527080993482,0.19678570593013014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551382759173903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100735710824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080722026412684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573055416574157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381342023627698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721374490462262,0.0,0.11627352452862638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803600425238905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207617737461238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552291667958766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427731862825927,0.13410037226385702,0.0,0.0,0.12329294641571395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157244412331984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372542148091388,0.10274208165511192,0.13826432665715682,0.13972512791398095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31435970090101883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heeyeeye,2020/03/08,"dealing with traumatic memories hi, sorry this is gonna be a really long post (and maybe there's triggers in this)

I have heavy anxiety issues mainly because of drug use, in several ways. I used to smoke weed nearly every day for years, and occasionally did harder stuff too. I totally understand that this might have impaired my brain in different ways, mainly I feel like I'm more emotionally sensitive and vulnerable than I was before those years. But the main problem the years of drug use have caused me, is the traumatic memories of seeing close friends fall into heavy drug abuse, essentially making them fade away from my world. First off was a friend who started doing acid almost daily, and then turned into an alcoholic. I tried to help him for years but the stress was too much. In the end, I had to quit our friendship because seeing him get fired from job after job, making stranger and stranger friends etc. just became too much. Drugs had took over his brain, in the way that he saw absolutely no dangers in anything anymore - he was essentially peacefully suicidal, if that makes any sense.

This left me feeling very hollow since this just to be my very best friend, but I managed to move on.

Fast forward a couple of years, and I have my own apartment and I'm sharing it with a stoner roomie (who also was a close friend). We smoked copious amounts of weed during the course of a year, and first I thought everything was alright. Towards the end of that year, this roomie starts asking me very odd questions, and talking about conspiracies etc. All of a sudden it dawned on me - he was developing psychosis. And before I was able to anything about it, he went completely crazy. Like, nothing of the person I knew was left in him, there was only this shell with big, empty, ghostly eyes, talking about how he will rule the world and stuff... I was devastated, my world fell apart. I started experiencing weird and scary sensations after this, which I later identified as panic attacks and dp/dr.  The panic attacks subsided pretty quickly after I quit weed, but the dp/dr never fully went away until this guy moved out of my apartment - I simply hadn't been feeling safe nor relaxed in my own home for half a year.

​

Anywayyyyyy - (sorry extremely long post but maybe some of you been through similar things) 

These two events have fucked me up. I do feel way better now than I did in any of those times I described above - but the traumatic memories of losing friend after friend to drugs haunt me. Sometimes, I find myself rambling like a confused child about these events with people I barely know, and it kind of embarasses me. The triggers are simply anything that relates to drugs and severe mental health issues. 

Anyone been through something similar, and how/what did you do to overcome those memories? My friends are getting sick of hearing about it (I totally understand them), and I don't know how to relax my brain anymore. I just wanna live like I never even knew these people.",6.325314832535884,7.769753010909092,5.974009569377991,78.01111961722488,66.16363636363636,8.625837320574162,31.38277511961723,8.916525866297963,2.6785090909090896,2396,93,409,39,38,742,272,550,0.171,0.711,0.11800000000000001,-0.9877,3,0,10,0,1,0,77.0,2,2,2,7,19,31,4,4,24,1,37,14,4,11,5,73,72,31,2,3,10,0,5,4,8,3,9,1,1,3,31,27,1,1,13,2,0,8,6,11,0,4,27,12,53,20,71,40,16,81,0,1,4,1,37,33,1,6,40,278,84,3,0.05541717754055673,0.06566029350162787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922410935098123,0.05549229831215702,0.0,0.0,0.044317096857508426,0.0,0.060044488712140985,0.06733793642412736,0.07537116212713953,0.0,0.04239398913504069,0.0,0.1099178981608331,0.0387489790499146,0.0,0.13681084579901154,0.0,0.051807580231344,0.12609007947177886,0.10413252504257034,0.0,0.0,0.06756359413015567,0.0,0.09431187283804736,0.0,0.05815690886065945,0.04901199010545758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855916930887483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692870669826475,0.0,0.0,0.05810385629534912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061318052897063276,0.0,0.035739494964947084,0.05713267668421392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057899155584893176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855979929456226,0.0,0.0,0.062336865784949035,0.09816634122238722,0.0,0.12360960365406505,0.03660252311368868,0.0,0.04669136220118775,0.0,0.04980538585321668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208236025753074,0.03959004270784937,0.0,0.0,0.05065029630524806,0.09427564581223856,0.0,0.0,0.3425213911966524,0.0512322876557426,0.05790637601057429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487171844139265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589058683015613,0.062459186685991576,0.0,0.037144965961467435,0.0,0.05558794751364865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568227103521353,0.1099859953964602,0.0,0.0,0.057708462583451164,0.06091166298378494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042185109257594,0.0,0.0,0.10829613486622144,0.0,0.04893438305806977,0.09808491649303014,0.0,0.06199764650285066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109741889892727,0.0,0.11134800682882576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584748070161885,0.05878886786658182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779937909501925,0.08147600374896179,0.0,0.08548228735981049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317427645970756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214726071325305,0.0,0.13004023509182785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683858646647583,0.0483881418882307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614867472218842,0.056379192393699484,0.0,0.05302675465300799,0.0,0.0,0.062079921662307976,0.11788597949919755,0.0,0.0,0.03550166297041138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832063122732099,0.0,0.0,0.12521127349675198,0.0,0.045841661926859935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266285070905442,0.05480900560117117,0.12406998637100612,0.11767369048156053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634801896376093,0.0,0.1268788196807467,0.0606173976574891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908445628344658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036816710322073815,0.0,0.0,0.04399504880840192,0.032314201877035216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061570523309959525,0.0376246258709664,0.06027797572099911,0.05413453002628673,0.11538247242290856,0.0,0.14358794531014202,0.0,0.13717492568189066,0.0,0.17595030429761327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274455756207976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733793642412736,0.2854947633006626
anxiety,Ravenqueen2001,2020/03/08,"Anxiety attack at McDonalds Sorry if this sounds dull

I went to McDonalds today to buy lunch on the way to my nan’s house for me and her. I tried to order at the screens but there was no paper and I would pay with cash. So I made a mental note of my order number and spoke to the woman at the till. 

Me: My number was 87 at the machines. 

Cashier: We don’t do call backs anymore. You will have to order it again here

*Anxiety begins to set in*

Me: Ok... *start repeating my order while stumbling on my words*

Me: ...A saver menu double bacon cheeseburger...

Cashier: A what

Me: A saver menu double bacon cheeseburger

Cashier: Ummmmm... 

She then goes and speaks to her manager who comes over to finish the order. 

Me: *shaking at this point* Shall I tell all that again..? 

Manager: No. My collegue was just confused. A double bacon cheeseburger? 

Me: Yes please

Manager *to cashier*: It’s ok, just a double bacon cheeseburger.

Me: That’s all thank you. 

Manager: *gives me my total*

He gets my order from the back and smiles as I leave. 

I had to stand outside and stop shaking before I continued to my nan’s house. I couldn’t help but think of the confused and scared cashier and how me saying the item in a way she couldn’t understand made a feel guilty and panicked.",0.2440089596814339,2.575264130612247,1.9119163763066207,91.99832752613241,99.53061224489795,5.0024888003982095,18.62867098058736,6.697824305789354,0.4662852165256348,972,31,192,16,41,315,126,245,0.149,0.762,0.08900000000000001,-0.8936,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,2,0,0,10,10,1,5,17,3,12,1,0,3,3,33,25,18,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,8,12,1,1,3,0,3,4,5,7,0,0,8,6,35,3,29,12,8,39,0,1,1,0,17,11,0,3,14,135,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516306886703196,0.0,0.16310517702934926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710278378683046,0.0,0.2529270060701659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994767888220508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679372460515709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167211302801555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315849155395318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592622191986424,0.15776990135933544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023748361762488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795412666571417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741447843196917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31124169111287103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574212896888366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053328180720984,0.1554726706631618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078924138479794,0.16465824710224286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410520424491456,0.11640923779679074,0.0,0.0,0.13750018020513505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374973849025513,0.15141735906763565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538258940373643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558936757221044,0.0,0.0,0.1116610009112004,0.0,0.0,0.17121395974189424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26108946778474834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246078691792708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683128180182925,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raginglovecat,2020/03/08,"What happened to me when I was 16? I’m 27 now, I struggle with anxiety and I would say hypochondriasis on a daily basis, but something happened to me when I was 16 that was the trigger.

I remember vividly how everything went and gives me shivers just remembering. I went to the cinema, in the evening with my family to watch a movie. We watched “In the Valley of Elah” just because it was what was on that evening.
The next morning I woke up, I was not myself.
The next 4 months were agonising to say the least. I suppose it was a case of depression/depersonalisation, but I had no idea what was going on at the time. That day I woke up and I simply couldn’t feel. It seemed like I was having a lucid dream. And that’s how it felt for months. Nothing looked real, nothing made sense and worst of all, I was so scared to die because I couldn’t make sense as to why I existed in the first place. I would get panic attacks just from looking at the stars and trying to fit in my head the immenseness of the universe.  I would go to school and sit in class for hours trying to listen to my teachers and nothing they said made sense, I couldn’t understand why I had to be there. I would cry in my girlfriends arms for hours. I couldn’t feel physically either. I pinched my hands, put my hands under scaling water, cut myself and I wouldn’t feel a thing. I felt so sad and couldn’t be alone for more than a couple of minutes. 
I remember going to bed at 9pm once, waking up the next day in a rush because I missed the alarm, getting in the shower and feeling like it wasn’t real, then going to my bedroom to get stressed and it was 10:40pm. I had slept just over an hour.
Being around friends helped a lot and so did my paying soccer and basketball - I would forget all those things. But then that ended, minutes later, reality would kick in and I would go into dream mode again. Eventually it started to fade away and I got better on my own. I never told anyone a apart from girlfriend who was a saint during those times. 

I believe the scar I got was the anxiety I live with now.

Have you ever felt like that? What actually happened to me?",3.3720279720279716,4.771064011655014,4.470675990675988,86.16447552447553,73.21911421911422,7.064801864801866,25.82051282051281,7.5764669431780325,1.2414205128205134,1667,55,344,20,33,545,203,429,0.14400000000000002,0.792,0.064,-0.9889,1,1,1,0,0,1,45.0,1,1,1,2,19,15,2,5,28,0,37,7,6,6,4,71,76,29,1,13,9,0,9,3,3,8,0,4,3,0,22,22,1,0,13,4,1,9,10,10,0,1,33,18,53,5,57,27,8,63,1,2,5,0,14,27,0,2,29,248,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.07444395303006798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900909981277775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167168824022373,0.0,0.0,0.05334081697961092,0.0,0.0,0.06791055066192739,0.0,0.0867861298149941,0.07167303624652192,0.0,0.0,0.13950937795053825,0.0,0.0,0.08594799236501198,0.0,0.06746860583485427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440880553046627,0.08379638786789792,0.0983960819929355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917263406818703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756659103142143,0.0,0.0,0.10077212531892757,0.06900488892145196,0.0,0.0,0.06856077338123284,0.0,0.07191547900323643,0.0,0.15428960482903198,0.05449860290703653,0.2197390425993177,0.0,0.0,0.06488867696910744,0.0,0.0,0.05893823297862675,0.0,0.11956857240369212,0.0731803069048396,0.21677493904066014,0.0,0.12202547339294068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237788810451146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829125670017642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051132775098725575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253784894104801,0.0,0.0,0.08611740185082398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180819052143083,0.0,0.06736177403147414,0.0,0.1281217464111543,0.0,0.0,0.06485547360630366,0.0,0.14436696911754432,0.05092137521621227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217812226396328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058836324941420735,0.0,0.2433924954679307,0.0,0.0,0.2195948965525128,0.0,0.0,0.08124190540468569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950496955137267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970244215594657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668831636848865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365992167230615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25925087888733794,0.0,0.0725652812427956,0.1213310871329175,0.0763754109848282,0.07720531950884177,0.0,0.06944774270138877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872854891399135,0.0,0.0,0.053995493913158436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738514563000271,0.07975049935447126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136181418103296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896574673334183,0.0,0.0,0.07289436729984497,0.0,0.10358612442017236,0.0,0.0,0.07941622586026477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143543326677854,0.13767216868441953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37933878954576905,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ghost_Mech,2020/03/08,Massive anxiety and panic attacks the past week. All of these are stemming from COVID-19. I’m a 28 male. Fairly healthy (pre hypertension) My state recently has had at least 6 presumptive cases. I just wish I could stay home until it passes. I know this post is probably stupid and has been posted over and over. I just wish I knew what to do and had someone to talk too.,2.171666666666667,4.757782833333334,3.161666666666669,88.42500000000004,81.77777777777777,6.377777777777778,24.277777777777786,7.645422480735847,1.3663277777777774,292,11,57,5,8,93,58,72,0.14800000000000002,0.746,0.106,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,14,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,8,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957156076278698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252173621885711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769798398963776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223460262129031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218201680421714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26007372833257003,0.0,0.0,0.2116023808513848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245836924712796,0.0,0.23899016604877174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188654353578744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781431009695254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362632264574315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816429404141995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778046592389451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098029384614368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,96Xinfinity,2020/03/08,"Self confidence Hello fellow redditors,  🖐️😏
I'm posting this today in hope to ease some minds..
It's probably been one of the most helpful ways to combat anxiety imho, but it all starts with loving yourself.
Take the rest of today, & tomorrow to do something meaningful for YOU..
Weather it be buying yourself new clothes, a haircut/hairstyle, your favorite food ect.. I promise you it makes a difference.
It might not be instantaneous but guaranteed if you look your best, you'll feel 100 times better..
Confidence goes a long ways, so that idea will stick with you leaving a positive image of yourself.
Remember if no one else got you, then you always got yourself 💯 
It could be as simple as getting fresh.. it was a beautiful day so I wore some nice clothes.
Yeah sure the anxiety might still lurk in the back of my mind.. yeah sure they might be judging me while I'm pumping gas... but atleast I'll look good in the process 😂
Please take this time to treat yourself.
One love ✌️",2.123286308973171,4.880774654255326,2.9754856614246066,88.28847826086957,84.37234042553192,6.2482886216466245,26.790934320074005,7.586124646067393,1.8077952821461616,777,35,146,14,23,245,123,188,0.044000000000000004,0.627,0.32899999999999996,0.9969,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,9,1,2,4,11,0,0,10,2,13,3,0,1,3,26,29,11,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,10,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,14,11,16,14,6,19,0,0,2,2,16,3,0,9,13,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252692690242586,0.1335062349783451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885222772823021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947467405953306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930928560634838,0.10897596778857188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837923971519022,0.0,0.0,0.07946516849651881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873618272648432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029325068604104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062302528701704836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899522983251307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437611851001536,0.0,0.0,0.10334908991067256,0.19709676661177836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259017039329998,0.0,0.0,0.12238289462811927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909768986633994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304696636577461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904371233743257,0.20694352784009445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224174175577053,0.0,0.08224871518606379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921432545691617,0.24882933264152216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900434092439448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25048633559909644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525594032822458,0.0,0.0,0.11800841521059476,0.0,0.13284942990710924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958153858966332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854284579140984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485894032531572,0.0,0.0,0.08721406249021081,0.0,0.09840174695205928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322622888874541,0.0,0.1852886245577364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436983650444782,0.0,0.2335917841845211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560881584556408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway295121,2020/03/08,"When will my Sertraline start working again after a short break? Hey guys, hoping someone here might be able to help me out as I can't seem to find anything about my situation online. If you have been in a similar situation, please share your experience.

Here's the deal: Last year I went on sertraline to treat my anxiety. Worked like a charm. Stayed on them for about 8 months, decided it was time to quit (although they worked like a charm there were physical side-effects), and did so following my doctor's instructions pretty carefully.

That was a month ago. About two weeks after taking my last pill, I had a MASSIVE relapse, which has continued and frankly only worsened up until now. 

I am now thinking I quit sertraline too soon, and have decided to call my doctor tomorrow to give me another prescription. So here's my question:

When I first started taking sertraline, it took about 2-3 weeks for the effect to kick in. Is it gonna be AS LONG before I feel anything this time around considering I've only been off them for a month?",5.46734693877551,6.925189408163266,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.18367346938776,9.681632653061223,30.836734693877553,9.957137785484203,3.121463265306124,828,33,150,20,14,266,127,196,0.024,0.83,0.146,0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,3,7,18,8,0,0,9,0,17,3,0,1,0,16,31,12,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,9,1,21,8,27,17,0,40,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,5,28,100,27,6,0.12189054644557375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804861496926987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781286578071133,0.093245934401767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200611067954137,0.10850842863308986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371987736223108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446387610101753,0.0,0.12427553568033853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566380118945278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952027846347336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192323433858717,0.0,0.0,0.06163152268401704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140575121781797,0.10368003653879054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692851893753199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069080458553115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170066394002097,0.0,0.0,0.12106481556345244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871412773532496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909912812797747,0.0,0.0,0.1078692979325252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293066075754226,0.0,0.0,0.2918756138076349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185406506340484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379921695311414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400650617759933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654530798107326,0.25929119989759297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109645755952844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740201624370459,0.0,0.0,0.1032774644535608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254951228275334,0.12991910445772198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183293042922798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810254043777301,0.0,0.0,0.14215071570044593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542488203587266,0.0,0.0,0.11906935248821265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554648806843608,0.0,0.0,0.11299375772417584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662133085653381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849351557240529
anxiety,purgatoryboy,2020/03/08,"Am I autistic? I'm a 18ftm(female to male transgender)

For a couple years I've wondered if I am autistic.I exhibit some traits of autism and it kinda scares me...what if do have it?I know there's nothing wrong with it many people with autism go on to live great lives.I have had severe anxiety since I was a kid.Diagnosed at 6/7 with anxiety.I was a quiet kid.I don't remember much about my childhood(k-6) but I know I was quiet.I've heard girls with autism can hide it until adolescence and then start to exhibit traits.I didn't really start to exhibit traits until 13/14.What I wonder is if these traits are autistic traits or just from my anxiety and how I isolated myself?I also wonder if after reading about autism I ""picked up"" these traits.My sibling and dad joke about me being autistic but I wonder if there's some truth in it when they do it.I ask my mom and she says she doesn't know.I asked my dad and he said maybe.I'm not trying to be an ""attention seeker"" or anything but I'm really unsure of what is wrong with me.What should I do?",1.5156289308176092,3.980804556603776,2.883301886792456,90.12388364779876,83.62264150943396,6.363522012578617,20.62578616352201,7.645422480735847,0.8937729559748426,834,25,169,15,24,270,113,212,0.081,0.85,0.069,0.397,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,5,0,21,0,0,2,1,38,36,22,0,6,12,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,7,11,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,7,4,18,3,24,26,3,13,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,14,8,102,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913984404667028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208807602067944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230815669481596,0.0,0.25517335871816105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100814820854247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852031308954865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756248158430479,0.0,0.0,0.15046532164633467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250109958707948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051084827712295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383652890802077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159839094694533,0.0,0.0,0.10032559636407047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095244615789328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461530581167726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651297756564382,0.0,0.17486009846024858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460075480744204,0.0,0.12981997169420334,0.1085312288980212,0.1366363296933811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417908472500955,0.0,0.11289439490190832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319689447539187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265827617442117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920097974059123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984302621363661,0.0,0.08788609857206912
anxiety,bacon_nada997,2020/03/08,"I can still hear them My younger brother is arguing with our parents again and I lost my appetite due to nervousness and anxiety I got, now I'm in my room, but I can still hear them. This happens every other day and I don't know what to do. I don't have a job, so I can't move out... Idk, kinda rant..",0.41227272727272535,1.910744469696972,2.8242424242424238,94.40636363636366,81.57575757575758,6.218181818181819,23.12121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.6413212121212126,229,8,56,3,6,79,46,66,0.11599999999999999,0.8590000000000001,0.025,-0.4864,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,1,5,3,1,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,15,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,13,0,5,13,0,10,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,39,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936491954536179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325249373997103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132789319752887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024568705147051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223848309415832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5706078383849158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511995209019553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911753495264167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763290570878845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26904468595798153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810788026935213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043112443408965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glittergurlclique,2020/03/08,"Anyone else feel like their heart is going 1000 mph and that you might pass out every time you wait for someone’s reply to a message? I get this most of the time when I text someone and wait for a response. I stress about what to say and in some cases will type out several different options for a response before hand. Then I read it over and over and over. Once I send it, I feel like my heart is going to burst out of my chest, my body heat rises, I start to feel faint/nauseous, and I have to move around due to the uncontrollable shaking/shivering of my body. I get this in other situations as well, but I think this particular scenario triggers me most often. 

It is the most horrible feeling, and it happens so often I honestly worry about my heart. It almost consumes my every thought which is exhausting, even if the conversation is relatively light and less serious. I have tried finding distractions but it is very hard to focus. The fear of endless bad replies scares me, and no matter how hard I try, I cannot get my brain to shut up and stop producing these fearful thoughts. I do not know what started this. 

I am too afraid to tell anyone, as I expect they will either say I am being dramatic, or that I simply need rest and exercise (which I do). I have been told this before.",7.196619033140769,6.268026533596842,7.344664031620558,77.0680997263606,64.29644268774703,10.314259653390089,33.69078747339617,9.466822959209583,2.8890878078443287,1015,36,198,16,13,329,144,253,0.174,0.769,0.055999999999999994,-0.9862,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,1,11,14,0,7,8,0,19,10,8,3,0,48,39,21,0,3,6,0,7,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,19,15,0,3,9,2,0,6,3,10,1,0,4,10,34,4,30,31,7,25,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,11,10,143,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108929836233287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548679737512879,0.11346915330389548,0.0,0.09858462967830976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246566745926164,0.0,0.0,0.1884680449038788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24602071808570014,0.0,0.1236256634301728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157027246549188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925114544107148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314461861691479,0.0,0.1866112819765082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923302541951298,0.22397968219996145,0.1582294513358307,0.0,0.0,0.1012169733374356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357573037897098,0.0,0.12587544574774107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792955075657077,0.0,0.19840771181631114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936924885968889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086138303133496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820674107454246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174806803800137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177021407848271,0.0,0.08211443199394032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793753813825868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107728346903743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761343440286857,0.1108729282133361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510791698719,0.0,0.0,0.12447962143840514,0.0,0.0,0.187664142141382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156768741229202,0.0,0.0,0.09258599479525896,0.12685557895422442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967941461591012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095955699468147,0.0,0.1758349311673345,0.12915011158461834,0.0,0.0,0.10581955433794968,0.0,0.1503742734558498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137446246206213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995711363057002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246475610921007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,succymyzuccy,2020/03/08,"Is it normal that I feel extremely uncomfortable and sometimes freeze up when alone in a room with my dad? Like the title says, I feel really uncomfortable around my dad. He’s never really done anything particular to me, just yells at me and makes fun of my memory loss but he makes me really uncomfortable. What can I do about this? I’m too scared to confront him directly.

edit: id like to add, he also gets angry really easily and it’s scary. (last part was copied and pasted from previous post)",2.313323863636364,5.002123760416667,4.530303030303031,78.12681818181822,82.22916666666666,8.907575757575756,19.14393939393939,9.339509955726095,2.068991666666667,395,10,73,13,11,136,70,96,0.23199999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.106,-0.9337,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,15,11,7,0,1,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,10,3,11,9,1,10,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756491749307905,0.0,0.16798962252368613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286633506114785,0.18700318554043716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149703467044537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243125933729048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975076141616548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123174377563066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525517358960813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804412358526236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201577048478147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581997856675166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748089647433745,0.200531668839509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201185062452357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382943725342061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705283330635834,0.2103126099245448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776054423067172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gravedugg,2020/03/08,"Insecurity and Anger Issues I don't know if insecurity counts as anxiety by this sub's definition, but r/insecurity doesn't seem very active. I hope it's fine if I post here. Insecurity does make me anxious, though. I fear being inadequate, which some may see as a motivator, but I apparently prefer to ignore my problems rather than solve them, so it doesn't seem to have that benefit.

I seem to cope with insecurity through lashing out. I get really offended by sarcastic remarks that insult me for disagreeing, or patronizing laughter. If I'm arguing with someone, and they start causing the anger, they misinterpret my anger for offense taken for disagreement rather than condescending remarks.

I'm fine if people disagree with me. But God damn it, don't fucking laugh at me if you think I've made a faulty argument. It's the worst when it's happening with my parents.

Also applies to myself. If I fail a task, I hate myself.",5.641024150268335,7.499277726744188,7.201395348837212,66.99762969588555,68.24418604651163,10.408586762075137,33.57960644007156,10.560738912317856,4.055963685152056,747,35,126,22,13,257,106,172,0.409,0.478,0.113,-0.9972,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,2,7,24,10,5,5,0,7,1,0,4,0,34,24,18,0,11,12,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,19,0,0,2,1,22,5,20,20,2,5,0,1,1,1,7,2,2,13,2,84,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244753249157944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583218428977054,0.2153587558553503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958305367337466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682246252403324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451286043675008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623527692097712,0.0995968233966798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857435340856886,0.0,0.0,0.1882086345169512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933958469638024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896922432716305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476580575317444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037965041895065,0.12724766498178636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167315288003616,0.0,0.0,0.13215952462565794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825717915444552,0.0,0.0,0.1824081105510829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212309250735452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190821661891687,0.5206298765195614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152101778805816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492959470977042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214863997764536,0.18729397814433907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729052986147946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FukudaSan007,2020/03/08,"Don't watch Donnie Darko if you have an anxiety disorder (spoilers) Today I rewatched Donnie Darko with my girlfriend who had never seen it before.

As you might know in the end Donnie Darko went back through time and the jet engine fell on him and he died and all the bad stuff that had happened was all reversed.

After the movie ended I felt like maybe it would have been better if a jet engine had fallen on me when I was seventeen (I'm 47 now).

It also triggered my health anxiety and I started to be afraid of developing schizophrenia... much like Donnie in the movie.

I eventually started crying in front of my girlfriend and she was very supportive. I recently had a nervous breakdown and started having panic attacks but I'm seeing a psychiatrist now.

Don't get me wrong. I very much want to live but anxiety gives you irrational thoughts from time to time.

So if you're going through something similar I would suggest saving Donnie Darko until after you're feeling better. It actually is a good movie that I had seen several times before my breakdown but I should have skipped it in my current condition.",4.287626518218623,6.768563663461543,4.9044736842105285,79.39842105263159,73.42307692307692,7.263562753036437,29.216599190283407,8.20500826718156,2.3779000000000003,894,38,149,15,19,286,118,208,0.11199999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.2835,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,6,13,1,3,10,0,21,1,0,1,3,27,40,17,1,7,6,0,2,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,6,0,0,14,6,22,7,19,21,4,31,0,0,4,0,11,6,0,4,22,104,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.12544602537897767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280119920536178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29502065102733915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624391371207462,0.0,0.09884683301484436,0.10733368276367278,0.0,0.0,0.21877276072997584,0.0,0.0,0.22738363816937246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120587866817336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341435883485125,0.0,0.14732916568228982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277138692480569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499862277355714,0.0,0.12342793198856852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671619455879934,0.12331664646446165,0.07305779286985871,0.10782144238890948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367613107563125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664238704768944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064758800039755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560584202242198,0.0,0.11351179606639362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914551541964034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637098422854468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899773418787805,0.0,0.09914550223879348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082544954794516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692738282332733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243751789446054,0.0,0.0,0.14522464220618075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896388810195833,0.0,0.0,0.2729645521528663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471587236284833,0.0,0.14587674792138966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205415285085116,0.2998336028196353,0.0,0.12185014460573886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213403495789607,0.07582198095820791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916691839231575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826361270408892,0.14054898600400226,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nguyenteresaaa8,2020/03/08,"Always feeling anxious when I am trying to ""relax"" or do nothing for once. I'm a person who's always on the go, and always having something to do. Since I'm done with school and just waiting for graduate schools getting back to me on whether I got accepted or not, I have so much time on my hands. Besides working part-time, going to the gym, and spending time with my friends and family, I don't really have other things to do. I do read and watch Netflix from time to time, but sometimes I get bored and anxious. Does anyone else feel that way or have felt that way? I've done some meditation and I'm trying to get comfortable with the feeling of being uncomfortable, but there are times I'm just annoyed with my anxiety. Any tips and advice would be awesome, thank you!",5.071973684210526,5.849434881578951,5.70905263157895,81.20436842105265,68.60526315789474,8.185263157894736,30.989473684210523,8.238735603445708,2.2372294736842098,610,24,116,8,10,198,93,152,0.09699999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.127,0.6948,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,1,0,4,0,16,1,1,0,0,29,32,16,0,1,9,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,12,0,1,5,4,1,2,2,2,0,0,4,6,11,5,18,25,2,14,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,7,77,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286447146930509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328624567919933,0.0,0.0,0.08952502407920954,0.0,0.10071021305804312,0.2974491027715997,0.0,0.09205120856798564,0.13488873708109395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122903849312516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152058842530914,0.26944283018624937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997485120538142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241058373651066,0.0,0.1996952624397108,0.0,0.1264025411569966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171077017095352,0.0,0.2063416389125737,0.0,0.1496369666296756,0.0,0.10529077860013214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967762867341687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631962268061506,0.0,0.0,0.1402006193816987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256174746654213,0.0,0.0,0.11494978836560145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168343412468572,0.0,0.08433695706898563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26646922079888263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890042748472804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013489146040522,0.1302030486918963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120361449526558,0.0,0.0,0.0874609541654955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838244786861704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876044057209242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899180514713248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584117240252114,0.0,0.0,0.09351882589744184,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uuuugghhhhhhh,2020/03/08,"How do I break up with someone without a panic attack? I am very bad with confrontation, I often end up in a panic attack. But I need to break up with my bf. He's a nice man, so I want this to go as smoothly as possible and not be about comforting me/dealing with my anxiety.  Any advice on how to help keep my anxiety down during this?",2.8515492957746464,3.564618661971835,5.238140845070426,82.79946478873241,73.64788732394365,8.496901408450704,26.876056338028175,8.841846274778883,1.9729019718309864,259,9,55,5,5,92,49,71,0.152,0.62,0.22699999999999998,0.7141,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,7,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,8,2,17,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035592221605452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165870948487844,0.0,0.3187148835866699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739679589041741,0.0,0.0,0.17393108967708726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147596247713504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845018282849099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183880138654682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396265572523663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851565007760896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544600609865663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888164482098497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483949609194665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765013417025682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187849567718325,0.12286729971404547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008044925898943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ieatnails,2020/03/08,"Too scared to tell anyone my feelings Everytime I've ever spilled my actual emotions it always seems to backfire on me. I always end up getting yelled at, or told I'm being the selfish one. And I'm too much of a coward to stand up for myself. Everytime I even slightly try to speak out for myself, I'm just quickly shoved back into my place and called a bad friend or something. I just really am reaching my limit and I'm tired of being scared of everything I do and say. It's so bad the fear actually hurts physically.",2.929333333333332,4.79055736190476,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761907,75.38095238095238,7.333333333333332,25.952380952380953,8.167268648758528,1.789380952380952,413,15,78,7,9,141,69,105,0.245,0.7090000000000001,0.046,-0.9722,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,14,12,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,1,4,11,1,15,9,1,12,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,4,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.3496162453404813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981062762746813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525406965071484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774234184799747,0.2991374103167893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291498337057407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015006929286432,0.15865880911321492,0.0,0.0,0.1183157619086732,0.16203619765537436,0.0,0.0,0.16099333251086725,0.0,0.0,0.2015746055752502,0.09057510741269588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839783409048229,0.0,0.09358968199789176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176575136094148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168348300594587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138526437092495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715602434340184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475728846130495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245387771575008,0.3586870838799597,0.0,0.0,0.16307609995418038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379054572593114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156570276360224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588721442981914,0.0,0.17116940976756242,0.0,0.12161965618122522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
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anxiety,WeebFreak2000,2020/03/08,"Too anxious to take a job So I have been looking for a job, and I got offered one for a Papa Johns pizza delivery, which also helps make the pizza and clean. Thing is, it’s a high pressure job and I’m scared of just doing something wrong and if I’ll handle the pressure. If there is any advice that can be given, I would highly highly appreciate it.",5.494166666666665,4.931557861111116,6.671666666666668,79.29,67.6111111111111,8.311111111111114,29.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.6607111111111108,274,8,54,2,4,93,52,72,0.165,0.72,0.114,-0.4270000000000001,3,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,6,0,8,2,0,1,0,9,14,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,3,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,38,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070310531466466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788162049883474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575293041057334,0.0,0.0,0.20890860799115424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478985802054912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394895309630825,0.5861390092914291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505180297697083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528744827433655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343650693879744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253075634973191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513863594518032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142361570258994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903792016180078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285359759395008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136289575029134,0.20218258123836985,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spoonfed-casanova,2020/03/08,"Anxiety while driving Longtime lurker here. Looking for advice on getting past my anxiety while driving, highways in particular. For background, I had been having creeping anxiety driving on highways until I had a full blown panic attack last summer. Since then, I’ve been on a medication that has really helped my general anxiety levels but I still have a mental block about getting on highways. I can still drive on city streets so I know it’s just residual fear from the attack I had earlier. So, if anybody has had the same issue, any advice would be greatly appreciated.",5.70872549019608,8.393756735294119,6.645686274509803,67.60225490196079,69.88235294117646,8.847058823529412,35.84313725490196,9.444778638647367,4.201796078431373,465,25,65,11,9,154,69,102,0.203,0.7509999999999999,0.045,-0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,2,5,0,13,1,0,0,0,8,17,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,6,1,8,1,11,9,2,22,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,1,9,52,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33480320306916794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164962932526245,0.0,0.5242050090291437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897784367345419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277074620009266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900422311507808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886926172957247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482510619131656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880254715875224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414718777314612,0.13964005748885028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385678372309185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257623754268353,0.17263962251932424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099471647184425,0.0,0.0,0.1635342439879383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974521351761587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417089385463035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736158792111629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216933106518938,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TonyThePriest,2020/03/08,"I'm a mess. So I'm recently trying to get back in the dating scene, been a few months since my break up, and my attempts of finding something casual just stress me out. I made a tinder and on Thursday I started talking to this cute girl. We added each other on snap and were being a little flirty and cutesy. I was looking forward to meeting her.
We agreed to meet Sunday and I would teach her to play tennis, maybe weird first date but it sounded fun. She was busy most of yesterday, family event, so I didn't here from her much. I remember asking her what time she wanted to meet and she told me she would think about it. A few messages later she stops responding all together.
I'm not the kind of guy that needs a response every second but I wanted to know what time to meet up. I didn't get anything for the rest of the night, or this morning. It's been like 17 hours since I've heard from her, she hasn't opened any of my messages though so lm not sure if this counts as being ghosted. What's extra concerning though is that she either unmatched me on tinder or deleted her account because I can't find our messages. 
My brain assumes three things that her phone died, a catastrophe happened or she doesn't want to actually meet me. I don't know if lm over reacting, I have avoided sending tons of messages because I don't want to be annoying, I'm just really bummed out and confused.
Tl;dr
Matched with a girl with tinder, we made plans for today but never a exact time, haven't heard from since yesterday afternoon, so I don't know what to do.",3.8982650636096734,5.190160263665597,4.63267440234867,85.93229973437721,71.76527331189709,7.337956102334687,26.70501887320005,7.7425588080867325,1.4634553613868313,1226,41,244,15,23,394,168,311,0.113,0.8290000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.95,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,4,0,0,3,11,13,1,3,13,0,22,1,1,3,4,55,46,22,2,9,13,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,3,15,16,0,2,8,2,1,2,12,6,0,3,12,4,40,7,35,29,10,36,0,0,1,0,39,12,0,8,24,166,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.1244408456810974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671777818797527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493785903327632,0.0,0.11921371846115453,0.0,0.0,0.09805478855232662,0.0,0.15546966781480853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235417384748644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234533010714652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744085871535383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021423716052995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331014163079839,0.10846820337310482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332475745055903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626456523430307,0.11276526172966675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558123115448774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279215860939556,0.2102444992467453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229969086918509,0.12780825380930635,0.0,0.0,0.10708444289023393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24132447289772405,0.0,0.0,0.1281106922773373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017850189069955,0.0,0.09374166221328578,0.09455425194992334,0.09835106458574304,0.0,0.0,0.11966861293297587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169239395776398,0.0,0.12591033323619494,0.0,0.14445497719730924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164568749015091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981709056950398,0.0,0.0,0.09025910973330598,0.0,0.0,0.10661219065061843,0.14607340125760454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018582107647252,0.0,0.0,0.10249551555212948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471843153844454,0.08170948355126159,0.250574942614768,0.0,0.2230733117237032,0.0,0.1208737781471648,0.12185055122633587,0.0,0.0865775150230617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008577243687353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811726918587352,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jlostumbo,2020/03/08,"Singing Exam Anxiety Hey all, I have a major exam tomorrow in which I have to sing in front of my teacher. I am very confident with the material as I do well in the class, but when it comes to singing for the teacher, I can never do better than a 70% or so. I get so anxious I just freeze up. Not only during the tests, but even when I sit down to practice singing I lose almost all of the proficiency that I gained during the class. I can practice singing in a low key way but if I need to formally practice for a test or exam, I’m screwed because my brain tells me i am performing, even if it’s just practice. I am definitely not a good singer but that’s not what I’m getting graded on. 

Does anyone have tips for how I can practice without feeling like I’m taking the actual exam? Or even how you stay confident when taking tests. I appreciate anyone who reads this far",4.0000093109869646,4.651100318435756,5.5872765363128485,81.57279562383616,70.95530726256983,8.424767225325885,30.00046554934823,8.59863814320734,2.206999627560521,683,27,140,11,12,233,96,179,0.142,0.745,0.113,-0.6679,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,13,7,1,0,12,0,11,2,1,2,3,25,21,17,0,3,15,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,6,0,2,5,3,1,0,0,2,20,4,20,21,3,19,0,2,0,1,4,9,1,6,6,99,28,11,0.0,0.0,0.18578040110762312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906349746020841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563781439683118,0.21507171867955108,0.0,0.2662319226889496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605199678858907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837290530647547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212523592008565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639928500884376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660011610346362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772264589708797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626028544016467,0.13600530191867852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892815500229852,0.0,0.0,0.15967911900356554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300854148981594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298306478451776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116206585983,0.14683040868209535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479021810235956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904284278212704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029164546744859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862794859280752,0.0,0.1663978097780104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708088791173805,0.0,0.15111232914845849,0.0,0.0,0.17117170465187664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351654678156384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LeaugeThrowaway,2020/03/08,Can someone ease my mind on the Coronavirus? I know the Coronavirus is just a flu but there are other things i'm still worried about. I don't want to get it. I don't want anyone i know to get it. I don't want everything to close and society to breakdown. I just want everything to be safe and normal.,0.7138095238095232,2.9378289523809533,2.7168253968254,91.61428571428574,84.87301587301587,6.7746031746031745,21.698412698412696,7.957251820313856,1.1134507936507938,236,8,52,5,7,79,38,63,0.16699999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.094,-0.0854,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,15,16,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,15,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269247744910388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44393507566850304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580712002885008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27146485518146524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937696628833655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24198560550602005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092633153889025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723662698344005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408094027083622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.582695139720153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081773704096405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dogluvr1991,2020/03/08,"Having a bad few months Hey... I have always been an anxious person, I suffer from generalized anxiety disorder, OCD (germs and intrusive thoughts) and most recently depression. For the past 6 months I have not felt like myself at all. I’m exhausted all the time (have checked all things medically), zero interest in doing things I used to love, work is hard and I typically love my job. My husband is amazing but he works out of town and has been gone a lot and when he’s gone I legitimately just order terrible food, smoke weed (calms me down) and lay on the couch and watch TV. I have been struggling a lot and basically just surviving the day at this point. I have always been afraid of germs, illness and I tend to be a hypochondriac and now with Coronavirus it literally feels like a sick joke someone is playing on me. I understand people are dying and it’s scary for everyone but legitimately this is the worst thing that I could think of happening for my already fragile mental health state right now. On top of that my intrusive thoughts largely revolve around my husband and my mom dying and my mom is 70 years old and has COPD which is a respiratory illness and she is in very high risk for Coronavirus being very bad for her. I just want to lock my mom up in her house and never leave mine. If anyone has any encouraging words or things to try or even if anyone feels remotely the same. It all feels like too much right now.",5.331933014354063,6.5296389818181835,5.888191387559807,78.62639234449762,68.27272727272728,9.571291866028707,29.74641148325359,9.811843763644266,2.7512181818181816,1140,42,219,26,19,369,158,275,0.191,0.722,0.087,-0.9859,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,10,21,0,3,13,0,25,9,0,1,5,51,42,23,2,4,10,5,6,3,0,0,6,0,1,1,12,19,1,0,8,3,1,2,2,10,0,1,9,7,27,11,27,30,11,35,0,2,1,2,15,18,0,7,16,149,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694214207758627,0.0,0.17635348907037462,0.0,0.0,0.07206422722170554,0.0,0.08106787741201663,0.11971758706291695,0.0,0.14819541862187444,0.0,0.0,0.09433706731594714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696348657964356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460958842732104,0.0,0.0,0.06834282537924546,0.0,0.0912730638567416,0.0,0.2199632910312624,0.0,0.12145247494867492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999315038033094,0.0,0.0,0.10126027204744924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074706391389226,0.15141206545829128,0.10174922085783836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814111097279138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371021275921756,0.0,0.09492961390986733,0.0,0.0,0.11264270732126712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196466651227344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227683769714973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051603231231321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220847585619663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531690868187564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018629269739034,0.19128676144586396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675509793581177,0.10679430767572318,0.0,0.0,0.3723374821418935,0.16917081787726046,0.0,0.0779012168789091,0.0,0.08173172345859785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119922173170196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116175020024612,0.07346726782816734,0.09253019201130168,0.0,0.0,0.10017728340562848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463403299177253,0.0,0.0,0.18099809691318686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978927479744915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107843796398636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816109189061094,0.06790223310429362,0.0,0.16825900540637065,0.06179281095935805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194766569535672,0.0,0.0,0.11032002791811303,0.0,0.09152531750957282,0.0,0.17487510668488274,0.06250471317229908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429697107032425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824214630789723
anxiety,sincerelysomber,2020/03/08,"Feel lonely but don't want to hang out with people Well for the last two months I've been pretty much stuck at home since I've finished high school and college starts at the end of this month.
I can't help but feel like everyone is just merely tolerating my existence and feel so unbelievably lonely yet whenever my friends make plans to go out I feel the sense of impending doon as it draws nearer and just want to cancel. I feel like no one likes me as much as I like them and they all just really dislike me
I just want to stay all alone at home watching some stuff. I want to be along yet I crave company and idk it's all so weird I don't even know I'm so tired mentally idek why.",1.5061904761904756,3.5354253333333365,2.7617063492063494,93.58250000000002,80.3888888888889,6.614285714285713,19.313492063492067,7.7094869923839395,0.409215873015873,544,13,124,9,14,175,90,144,0.21899999999999997,0.635,0.146,-0.7493,0,5,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,11,9,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,3,30,21,13,0,4,6,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,4,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,3,1,2,2,6,14,6,18,18,6,18,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,1,12,72,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335407341266674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311445388674141,0.0,0.0,0.09779769634592143,0.0,0.0,0.1414855779999971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743388331507124,0.21156000437665592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439717865960858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415061048522789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924704071891204,0.15644225752862734,0.2970490965634947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137444926830036,0.12069540304623025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893547114276063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883672047505157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492179908575491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637336207116544,0.0,0.21769443186664286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033489227733138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265189538378973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063866282718802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948563257284599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498529949570762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248360363547715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480348411933872,0.15782107547799212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950274495183704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701826954709323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464118533293155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493380095507865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313115766238115,0.0,0.13360858377921347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sincerelyfrustratedd,2020/03/08,"Trouble Applying for Jobs I am m23 and have a college degree. I know the field i wanted to work in and had plans for graduate school at one point. long story short, I have work experience in the form of two internships, but now have spent two years since graduating being a NEET. I physically cannot apply for jobs (i did apply for \~8 of them since graduating but cannot bring myself to do it at all anymore). I get so worked up I punch walls, throw tantrums and break shit. If my parents were not some sort of angels I would be homeless and likely dead at this point. I am generally liked, personable, intelligent, and a good employee... I just cant get myself to apply for jobs. HELP!!!!! I need something to change, I want to change, I need to get on with my life but this one stupid obstacle is holding me up and I dont know what to do...",2.8492857142857133,4.553011071428575,4.261428571428572,85.88357142857143,75.19047619047619,7.6571428571428575,23.904761904761905,8.418075326091056,1.3715190476190484,652,20,138,12,14,216,101,168,0.14300000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9321,5,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,3,7,3,0,5,0,18,2,1,0,1,25,29,11,1,6,6,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,5,4,0,4,4,0,21,3,24,22,3,18,1,0,0,0,4,12,1,3,5,93,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078966969320492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30035717072800816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638019357395809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886756775006492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251024686799256,0.0,0.0,0.1190722690435194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515515809496812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226306785839825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603888093643842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002730358044194,0.13871241455651326,0.0,0.0,0.12563325196350933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105283093956118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239631666461893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763369384808884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395707391609205,0.0,0.0,0.2684028348781139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367466599362158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572351795919053,0.2348673891644677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929045696833692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773554709077791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674675299464736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31005341011813553,0.0,0.0,0.10084681476268227,0.0,0.0,0.09141985540295416
anxiety,xx-ANONYMOUS,2020/03/08,"I rode my motorcycle for the first time today! It’s been a long time coming and I’ve worked hard to get my bike and license. 
I got my license 3/4 months ago now and I haven’t been able to use my bike until today.

I was shitting it to say the least, the first 15 mins I was so scared I could barely concentrate and my foot was shaking on the pegs. I was riding along side with my dad in his van and copying what he was doing, we parked up after 15 mins and had a catch up. I was abit Shakey and definitely didn’t feel confident but then we went back on the road for another 40 or so minutes and I started to relax and feel a lot less tense! 

I stopped shaking and was able to actually enjoy the ride so much more. I’m still nervous and not so confident but I’m going to keep practising with my dad until I feel confident enough to ride on my own. 

I did find myself having tunnel vision on what my dad was doing which isn’t necessarily good as I wasn’t the most aware of things around me because I was too focused on doing exactly what my dad was doing so I didn’t fuck up. I’m going to work on this, I just found myself quite nervous and my brain would kind of freeze up on what to do so I would just try and copy my dad in front of me. 

Overall, I feel so great after coming back from the ride, it feels amazing to ride a motorbike and there’s truly nothing like it! I hope I will get more confident soon so I don’t have to be worried about going out on it, it scares me abit at the fact my anxiety took over me in a way and stopped me being able to concentrate on everything around me at my fullest... 

but I didn’t crash so I guess that’s a win aye?!",3.0819491525423715,3.5866348926553684,4.595833333333335,88.3840889830509,72.954802259887,7.707909604519775,24.637005649717523,7.793537801064563,1.0138836158192088,1288,35,296,16,24,433,167,354,0.11800000000000001,0.73,0.152,0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,6,21,17,2,6,15,0,34,4,3,1,2,52,59,32,0,4,7,5,7,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,14,25,0,3,7,3,0,17,8,8,0,2,22,8,48,9,49,31,9,66,0,0,0,1,10,24,2,5,25,210,62,2,0.3401873125879519,0.0,0.1106579148253468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100518508960438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890535290888887,0.08674745433205402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018925547345587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438869658033754,0.0,0.06912500941637899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265871825157533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953608317008588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053729593597286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716814390136593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191280704983594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866815445492176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364168023086164,0.19290876953502845,0.0,0.12433260979493085,0.0,0.10483256292741228,0.1184892200757795,0.0,0.1933362893634281,0.09511099257368293,0.09069295685967096,0.12501923769831025,0.1249182259574578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158033749364064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126275866791048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079137136367196,0.0,0.11808424554209325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539944580186113,0.0,0.0,0.1003516888566365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964050293162854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051142244380878,0.0,0.08335893906866876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880630044356566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061036047376295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901768683629565,0.2270578973713657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639912924949722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026211026141368,0.0,0.09055800909020148,0.1896078839353598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533511147411143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224397178928965,0.0,0.2149718635166523,0.0,0.12598687379991602,0.07698828492184881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793753770727856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000828477209995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511901565329132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510694345024488,0.11515890967272732,0.0,0.16110620427443825,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mechspaghetty,2020/03/08,"Why does my anxiety get much worse when I'm tierd Ok so i have social anxiety and whenever I'm feeling anxious/have anxiety attacks it's always caused by something

However when I'm tired i seem to suddenly start feeling anxious or even have anxiety attacks over seemingly nothing. Does this happen to anyone else? Is there a reason this happens?",4.730364583333333,7.425354640625002,5.901250000000001,71.75208333333336,72.90625,9.266666666666666,37.22916666666666,9.725611199111238,4.626435416666666,283,17,42,8,6,94,46,64,0.299,0.627,0.07400000000000001,-0.9295,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,8,14,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,14,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273470594436176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683210231076856,0.345798265892293,0.0,0.1070137647062973,0.15681436231078558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482252804392535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722105131581118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678642808070419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785082383585136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108585805833567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476995294347348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996054927547354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706772652501347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125068854481214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685237260462194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573574291947227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786558143520997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560117693114805,0.0,0.11782277570713699,0.0,0.0,0.10832719497025584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759045912238102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810078191932867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155967594751432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkbluebutterflies,2020/03/08,"I want to hang out with people but am isolating myself Well for the last two months I've been pretty much stuck at home since I've finished high school and college starts at the end of this month.
I can't help but feel like everyone is just merely tolerating my existence and feel so unbelievably lonely yet whenever my friends make plans to go out I feel the sense of impending doon as it draws nearer and just want to cancel.
I just want to stay all alone at home watching some stuff. I want to be along yet I crave company and idk it's all so weird I don't even know I'm so tired mentally idek why.",2.438621700879768,4.33523148387097,3.4612023460410555,90.32543988269795,76.90322580645163,7.412316715542523,21.756598240469213,8.296473431620573,1.0050419354838709,480,13,105,9,11,154,85,124,0.17300000000000001,0.684,0.14300000000000002,-0.7366,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,2,25,19,10,0,4,5,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,2,4,10,3,16,16,4,18,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,1,9,60,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783273923121248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207807698233675,0.0,0.0,0.11340834869705545,0.0,0.0,0.16406977224364114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604549013341375,0.12266480522114548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265747161875036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758288930674604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115089040146605,0.18141386510788732,0.3444646324189519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436359201149143,0.1399610304355535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388551376160905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146132238131753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303644739432247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741037229920397,0.0,0.12622161339677207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903738412120565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468388969753434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377281204332715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203466696834333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215324135001259,0.18301277257333748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655909211411265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734757761476845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772908355807725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051000001077541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438180360827733,0.0,0.15493543738041946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HorseMcHorse,2020/03/08,"I hate it when people tell me that I'm strong for living and not killing myself I mean yeah living can be terrifying sometimes but death is on a whole other level, if I was strong I would've killed myself long ago and I'm sure they know it",1.3094117647058852,3.3191007254901983,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,80.96078431372548,4.864313725490196,16.08235294117647,5.6839178017228535,-0.720148235294118,191,3,42,1,5,62,40,51,0.256,0.534,0.21,-0.7088,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,1,2,1,6,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,9,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,2,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556849741607126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009447082449945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380955142099991,0.0,0.13364791024263672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294729589940563,0.21521074082490024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26489934897770673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859359938960125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405158126457157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229198631382238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125540813166182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715069495342481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275138051200134,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maryjanesoares,2020/03/08,"Intrusive thoughts and first appointment I've had anxiety ever since I can remember and I think it's been worse going into early adulthood. Lately I've been also struggling with negative intrusive thoughts seemingly with no reason to happen. That my boyfriend of six years secretly loathes me, that my parents don't want me to spend time with them, that I'm a fraud in medical school. The thing is that they are becoming uncontrollable and that I get extremely upset on a daily basis. I don't know that to do anymore. I can't rationalize them or do anything productive and it's been weeks.

I talked to my mom and she's getting me a psychiatry appointment. I'm really afraid of not exposing my problem correctly and that they'll brush me off. Any tips on how I might expose my situation? Thank you",4.112923368022706,6.610863721854308,5.339607379375593,75.99081125827817,74.03311258278144,9.612298959318828,30.65326395458846,9.957137785484203,3.6426760643330174,646,30,112,20,14,214,97,151,0.188,0.768,0.044000000000000004,-0.963,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,4,1,3,6,0,4,4,0,14,1,0,2,2,26,27,9,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,8,0,1,1,6,5,0,2,6,1,22,1,14,19,0,13,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,7,78,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400983019442254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224605065442896,0.0,0.1377606298587458,0.0,0.17859087092691106,0.0,0.0,0.14819041310113068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988841003211806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289257844278732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317587012234285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816862944045346,0.0,0.10234355656250853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592440599905643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896720301150083,0.0,0.2031379698358393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141155290800254,0.0,0.19103631508196164,0.0,0.21090740129284788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999574168552437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723121430515635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536379452893612,0.18515212846922266,0.0,0.0,0.20399542112437652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225047182685689,0.0,0.1639379767502776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896395337319435,0.20241735156341545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825861000569125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474140153618886,0.0,0.165793376530752,0.0,0.0,0.11963708315204782,0.11538792799176333,0.0,0.2859266494222021,0.1050060372894598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062157901580856,0.0,0.14444923275101526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835168017692886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596555082488308
anxiety,cannicaterpi,2020/03/08,"is it rly bad for anxiety if i use drugs recreationally is it rly bad for anxiety if i use drugs recreationally 

ya 

long term i mean",3.6366666666666654,4.873632851851851,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,72.33333333333334,11.325925925925928,28.314814814814817,11.20814326018867,3.3847925925925915,105,4,23,4,2,37,15,27,0.342,0.6579999999999999,0.0,-0.8555,0,0,2,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,5,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890905544459604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424673886304056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898341562469785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250549860942108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27701646800727664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392817188817081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JordanTR,2020/03/08,"Lexapro, Episode II - Holy crap. Long story short, I'm on 10mg of Lexapro again after being on it for a few years.  It helped a lot the first time around even though I packed on some weight.  This time around, however, I feel near constant anxiety, way worse than it was before I started the medication again.  It comes and goes frequently throughout the day and genuinely had me convinced that I was suffering from some sort of heart issue.  It's not like full blown panic attacks, just that sudden, severe tightness in my chest and elevated heartrate, over and over.  Anyone else experienced anything like this?",7.193961038961039,8.241166681818186,6.093116883116879,79.3668181818182,64.0,9.194805194805195,32.98701298701299,9.23628265651192,2.8434285714285714,485,19,86,8,7,145,83,110,0.201,0.7759999999999999,0.023,-0.9573,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,1,5,0,4,5,3,0,0,15,8,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,4,6,3,15,4,5,26,0,1,0,0,1,11,1,4,15,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448501048615124,0.0,0.0,0.13239597860861432,0.19400860267838546,0.1558166284458729,0.3371183390825275,0.0,0.21540979754589049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112053794656034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310586388726608,0.0,0.2046170777442688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211329245001724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817530561719428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250620528850274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573964356547188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105864841228568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437736710433487,0.1269154501468856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762930349267888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501097456883145,0.0,0.0,0.1675663310910841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160976235131792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907474035851741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221581652680313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390846280206535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402093672132268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860326820602956,0.0,0.22081977308126413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029500966953432,0.0,0.23057390324758026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929609933359581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193340154245058
anxiety,rockyrocketdog7,2020/03/08,"I'm afraid and just need to vent. 
TW: This bloody virus thing. 

TW: other mental issness issues. 










I'm honestly really worried now about going out to college.

I'm 21. 
I have pre existing breathing issues from being in a fire a few years back.

To get to my college its two hours by public transport (bus and train) 

It's in the same city as most of the confirmed cases have been reported. 

There's only one train line there and it continues on to the next college a few stops away which has identified cases.  

Is it unreasonable for me to email in and not attend?


I had an OCD freak out last night and again today.  
For some reason my mind was fixated that I had to (dry) shave all over or I wasn't clean.  
Needless to say I've accidently sliced up my arms and shins. 

I hate when the thoughts take over and I can't seem to break out of it. 

My anxiety levels are much higher than normal and I feel salf destructive nearly constantly.  It scared me when the impulse appears out of nowhere and suddenly everything seems like a viable tool. 

Don't get me wrong I'm not S-word. Just a mess of anxiety, OCD, depression, dissociation and Mania. 

I couldn't get thinking straight enough to phone any of the usual help lines. 
My mind was trying to trick me into thinking that'd make it worse. 

Sorry for the vent.  I live alone and don't have anyone I can just let it all out at.  
Sorry



**Sorry for my unstructured post.  I have severe autism and find it difficult to communicate effectively especially when stressed **",2.0278040680780407,4.616469767123292,3.338306351183068,86.88871938563723,82.49315068493149,6.553092569530923,21.86218347862184,7.793537801064563,1.1745351598173506,1180,38,230,22,33,383,177,292,0.16699999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9815,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,12,13,3,3,13,0,21,2,2,3,2,46,40,17,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,15,18,0,1,9,0,0,4,7,11,0,2,7,3,21,2,42,29,9,41,0,1,0,0,5,18,0,6,18,148,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274866860055715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370710707641815,0.0,0.18833081978687213,0.0,0.0,0.08606912370441339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156494364405927,0.09465051868502887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330192409277692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601937221839536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718743601042312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062758351967457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062239256146990676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250429624857937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293222024153092,0.0,0.06995629276334098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215283395848839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250629432624527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212212972090973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256953136321645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003367997214198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587040005253125,0.0,0.0601367678391206,0.0,0.10869291455134328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821651858905404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404826766908242,0.0,0.24857662913346024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048713562978504,0.09127151384513177,0.0,0.0,0.13091024839484944,0.11551395349121238,0.12060449489540342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341064976306292,0.0936173774142092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788856945049897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885619432647901,0.1265595699426139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788808026342878,0.12323704562945262,0.0,0.0,0.2241175406009577,0.0,0.13905946494612015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133758591890389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291082457276672,0.14100201937349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255022553086978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177717381968308,0.1577453812056431,0.0,0.09772167915428977,0.0,0.0,0.116677277733794,0.0,0.0,0.08357171357338296,0.0,0.12024346642813093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556897578734714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250063879765817,0.1254417526883892,0.0,0.13458230294475784,0.0,0.07926752104821297
anxiety,candyfloss2124,2020/03/08,"How can I help a friend who has anxiety? My friend suffers from anxiety - I think anxiety attacks. I really want to help him but I don't know what advice to offer. 

I feel like his anxiety prevents him from coming out of his comfort zone and makes him underachieve. It's frustrating for me as I know his potential. 

It's now getting to the point where he might lose his job to to his anxiety problems as he is refusing to take on a new role as it involves working with the public. 

I'm afraid that he'll get to the point where he never pushes himself due to fear and he'll end up becoming a recluse! 

I used to have anxiety problems myself but I used to force myself to come out of my comfort zone so I could learn how to deal with situations - you will surely never learn if you just avoid stressful situations point blank? 

How can I help?",3.1296428571428585,4.903002202380957,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,74.59523809523809,8.133333333333335,27.47619047619048,8.841846274778883,2.1818761904761907,662,26,132,14,14,220,96,168,0.23,0.627,0.14300000000000002,-0.9504,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,9,16,2,4,6,0,9,0,0,6,3,35,25,12,0,5,4,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,6,0,0,3,3,10,0,0,0,1,26,6,26,20,0,18,0,2,0,0,28,9,0,2,7,88,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490880017045582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397418669716633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337770131435363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987028747908833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258888449478432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388703779132344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123140649491213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415093697279673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232283891405816,0.05945766488586515,0.08400720636973695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817014028542688,0.0,0.12287314048992988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364567912302229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669116248792866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925014202089147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057449140797136415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155452047972546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849306676202583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474572436194825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138722931382395,0.11357035372550255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334851959839804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503787399903205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533196035256838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643549644827677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470036975280578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108283534077194,0.0,0.08841397914090852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534771937880615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312215444152631,0.0,0.0,0.06935836087637241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856078242621996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,louie1h,2020/03/08,"Weighted Blanket Idk if anyone else is suffering sleeping problems but I was until I saw an ad for this anxiety blanket and looked into it and turns out it’s weighted and makes your brain feel comforted when sleeping and my sleeping has been so much better so if anyone is interested here is the link.

[Click Here](https://theanxietyblanket.shop/products/the-anxiety-blanket)",9.69595238095238,11.346569666666667,8.158849206349206,64.62017857142857,58.682539682539684,10.109523809523813,41.14682539682539,10.125756701596842,4.7152253968253985,311,16,42,6,4,94,46,63,0.109,0.721,0.17,0.7967,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,6,6,4,1,0,13,11,11,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,4,3,4,8,1,4,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206878966463028,0.0,0.0,0.27798801033282244,0.20367712831160864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758078012109349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190806382099454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605805914353128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051088146497324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669280270811059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326894916624241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612870279025708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902089084903118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967810055412517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162193036877917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841293615718408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RxWest,2020/03/08,"Constant Nausea While Weaning Off Meds? I've finally come to a point where I feel like I don't need my meds. AKA, I've gone through so many awful side effects and pharmacy problems that my panic disorder feels like a paper cut.

However, my psychiatrist is slowly weaning me off of Xanax and Citalopram, while keeping me on a very slow increase of Gabapentin. 

For the past month my routine has been...
Wake up, throw up, lay in bed, finally get out, throw up again, and do something or go somewhere praying I fall asleep. This is awful and was wondering if anyone had any tips?

I've had to dropout of college and take online classes, move back with my mom. I also can't muster the energy to even find a job, let alone work. This has to get easier.

For reference. I started weaning off Xanax when I was at 2 mg a day XR, switched to IR Twice a day.
I just started weaning off Citalopram at 40 mg after it basically caused me to randomly snap and almost end my entire relationship with my gf. I'm a sweet guy, normally",4.043333333333333,5.488403015075377,5.06038190954774,82.41154438860973,71.61306532663316,8.120737018425464,30.854606365159132,8.648137234880735,2.45509621440536,796,35,154,14,15,261,130,199,0.107,0.8140000000000001,0.079,-0.6861,2,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,1,1,9,2,13,4,2,2,0,26,27,13,0,4,3,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,4,10,0,1,6,0,0,8,2,3,0,1,6,3,17,3,27,20,1,40,1,0,0,0,4,15,0,5,19,89,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498635370981408,0.1499588600692523,0.0,0.11578857743881125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846222182233152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101240592898534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133463682905756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873929998658295,0.0,0.12472383631824292,0.0,0.15646664261030166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675525130530568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659419796798394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824103797976305,0.0,0.0,0.09563248458336618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642043331415858,0.20687612912112516,0.0,0.3172209183134829,0.13233551319698686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151293685244306,0.0,0.08228754112412202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336494649864218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368181636643151,0.12869607888958015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805767017516985,0.0,0.14147424230652111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679441893518005,0.0,0.0,0.32165828429213544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957639581996506,0.11557006324685215,0.15388894462608044,0.0,0.1073600122636554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186353995390752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987996618443055,0.0,0.0,0.13821851801044244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368734291689268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854455555177933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545036346944685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146648005777147,0.0,0.0,0.2049663326194228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886412342034607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946698250602085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701866919050436,0.10540890520688342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,governmentwizard69,2020/03/08,"Does anyone have any tips? I'm feel like I'm going to have an anxiety attack because my mom wants me to order food for us over the phone. I dont know what I'm worried about but all I can think about is how much I dont think I can do it. I know it'll probably only take 2 minutes but I'm still a shaking, hyperventilating mess. Does anyone have any tips or advice that would make the process smoother and calm my anxiety about it?",3.591992753623192,3.9355634891304336,5.011739130434783,86.44123188405798,71.71739130434783,7.872463768115942,26.20289855072464,7.793537801064563,1.2029724637681158,339,10,77,4,6,114,60,92,0.145,0.8009999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.7193,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,4,0,11,1,0,2,1,14,24,5,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,9,2,7,22,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384162575208073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195592906491406,0.0,0.2721857203325023,0.0,0.0,0.2487833532544948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238670509684056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844606695297483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113626278786453,0.0,0.4169944816474671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995148423661589,0.12709165275890194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151171444706308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110455611635724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553815533943855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691285627749641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874949800133358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835409580811187,0.0,0.0,0.13077682250887054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353008144708478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918060735118404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420710101863236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337585097944298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279820172883676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399155533168407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104929911341535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066588249376853,0.0,0.1263749138177013,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VSteller,2020/03/08,"Have you ever provided therapy to clients with suicidality and had death anxiety? I’m a Psy.D. student looking to gain a better understanding of how clinicians navigate the decision about whether patients need to be involuntarily hospitalized for suicidality. 

[https://williamjames.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_dauivwC2KMoYfqZ](https://williamjames.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_dauivwC2KMoYfqZ)",18.619375,24.2400121875,13.673333333333332,18.405,41.70833333333333,16.46666666666667,51.58333333333334,13.816669648895859,9.933483333333337,347,19,29,14,4,100,42,48,0.122,0.741,0.13699999999999998,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,7,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347667874003546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714155401725489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775957642730365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577067702803295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275519228434029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6713664837384186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509506432873965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194789276228634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Azzan_Grublin,2020/03/08,"I'm so sick of everyone questioning everything I do I already second guess myself on everything. I'm unsure of almost every choice I ever make. I always think of every possible outcome and most of the time just give up because it's too hard to actually make a decision. That's why it's so much fucking harder to do anything when I'm questioned or interrogated for anything I ever do.

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I stopped talking to my main friend group because of this. I rarely talk to them because they never support me on anything anymore. Since my kid was born all they do is say ""Are you sure you should do that?"" or ""Is that the best idea when you have a child to support?"" Half of them aren't even in a relationship let alone have any knowledge of how to raise a child. ""Are you sure you should get that new snake? You have a kid and work full time."" I've had that snake for 3 years, sorry I wanted to share a picture of it. They're so out of the loop but think they know everything that goes on in my life.

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I just bought a truck so I can start working with my dad and the first thing any of my friends said was ""Why tho?"". ""Don’t you think that could have been spent better elsewhere?"" Didn't get a ""Nice dude."" or ""When did you get that?"". Just ""Why?"".

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It's hard to talk to them when all they do it judge me for my choices. It's not even over anything serious 99% of the time. They assume since I'm in my 20's that I'm broke and have no idea what I'm ever doing about anything ever. I understand that they can have concerns but holy fuck please stop doubting me in every aspect of my life.

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Sorry this is more of a rant than anything but I'm just so frustrated and it gives me so much anxiety knowing that everyone thinks I'm an incompetent idiot.",3.2040847592518884,4.641171484679667,4.102836251492239,88.48364554317551,73.70752089136491,6.911301233585358,25.9133505769996,7.447530270364453,1.1694392359729409,1389,47,292,16,28,447,166,359,0.166,0.778,0.055999999999999994,-0.9878,0,1,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,8,9,5,24,17,4,1,15,0,32,5,0,3,9,54,64,23,0,4,11,1,2,0,2,2,3,2,0,4,22,7,0,2,14,0,2,0,6,7,0,3,9,4,41,10,38,51,9,30,0,1,0,2,36,11,2,10,19,197,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0649412003424934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663815991412506,0.06892360723710175,0.07343731854891826,0.0,0.05537322612699308,0.2884187076378453,0.3234521771274434,0.09050977716742796,0.0,0.0509090002271472,0.0,0.06599768524510219,0.0,0.0,0.3285797596292371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217010394314126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983796870274518,0.05885625453796496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053133123673308816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790858777518291,0.2407857258332065,0.16820855626497516,0.12717883771557711,0.17942702147971346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660565297100927,0.0,0.0,0.10282956344759422,0.12304501638642347,0.10430567291339077,0.12767771668204764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331007050996725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922778516917415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024907246154773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314602678223395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804978847452664,0.09400957144102648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884254785061348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784080191534823,0.0,0.05132588222301385,0.06427242558797845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304966602521523,0.0,0.07502281553560983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909787026366295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144759430476436,0.0,0.0,0.06330234055671913,0.05292160153081087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100983052108374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148989965162844,0.047102982110447736,0.0,0.0,0.11127413341012993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103565192208845,0.12544131216941495,0.0,0.0,0.1604661662313598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421150149798162,0.1705649591865536,0.0,0.0,0.1164139358618407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927876374261162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039251705591278635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014752422891855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689540155769401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234521771274434,0.04285469846746948
anxiety,pozyxD,2020/03/08,"Left sided chest pains? Hey yall!

23 year old male, slightly overweight and 6'3 tall here. Diagnosed with health anxiety 2 years ago. 

For the past couple of months I've been dealing with left sided chest pains. They can be beneath the breast, above, towards the armpit and around the middle breast. They are always pressure/tightness pains. 

During 2019 I got myself 4 ECG's done by 5 different docs. They also listened to my heart and the ECG's and listenings was normal they all said. Last ECG was done in august-september somewhere. Today, I'm still feeling the pains and it's driving me crazy. I can always feel them when I'm at rest and they tend to come when I'm sitting down. 

I do currently play football and just yesterday I had a game which I played and it was a very hard game. I did not feel the chest pain during all the running i did all over the pitch but then later like an hour after the game it came back. I do practice with the team aswell 2 times per week and I dont seem to feel the pain while we are practicing.

I don't know what to do. The docs don't want to do anymore tests on me and I have been to so many docs its insane. Can this still be heart related? How rare is a heart issue in my age? Need help :/",1.6794023904382451,3.8346317131474095,2.5232095617529886,94.85475856573707,80.47410358565736,5.450262948207172,20.0001593625498,6.55674776486733,0.06651668525896426,964,25,209,9,25,302,151,251,0.11900000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.047,-0.9269,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,6,1,11,9,0,0,17,0,26,18,9,1,3,33,44,18,0,3,3,0,5,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,7,17,1,0,6,6,0,4,4,6,0,0,13,8,24,3,22,29,4,43,0,0,0,2,19,15,0,1,24,124,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789684857465592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929595317871622,0.16501341783146506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585496379241367,0.0,0.09833726850484796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827090401250524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762457432714527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340938692906335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541512214525394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971552281885953,0.0,0.0,0.10222668849208696,0.0,0.10064244050369864,0.0,0.1035981383236532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029444234828883,0.1162114649819408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054737835642691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930504718309905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882534803968377,0.0,0.0,0.10539943511667202,0.0,0.3525051723050314,0.0664629610368193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764983894905192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349432383973604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449418755395777,0.08082632803837557,0.0,0.0,0.21546911108897254,0.0,0.0,0.048443184734092655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052980724227467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914630723334108,0.0,0.0,0.07352378528205035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715297372831667,0.0,0.0,0.10404877008599853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6330613211129628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946567388167414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943211756168885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026896366069706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583740884050827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057819343340285524,0.0,0.09398940319922376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181504998803618,0.05848546805343086,0.0,0.07953790086039282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277079332173271
anxiety,Spectre_99,2020/03/08,"Life is going downhill suddenly Past two weeks my life is really going downhill and it’s not like I had anxiety before.It started with one thing I saw on internet which gave me anxiety and ocd together,I got rid of it in a day but it suddenly came up after two days and is slowly taking over my life it’s two weeks since I got a good sleep,I hardly talked to my friends since thn.I couldn’t focus on studies and I don’t know what to call it but I think it’s somewhat of a germaphobe or mysophobia that is continuously putting those thoughts in my mind I can hardly imagine something good after waking up.",3.192177419354838,4.810929346774196,4.757290322580649,83.040935483871,74.08064516129033,7.863225806451613,27.72258064516129,8.548686976883017,2.058441290322581,485,19,96,9,10,163,76,124,0.013000000000000001,0.863,0.124,0.9155,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,8,4,1,0,0,17,20,7,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,7,3,11,4,14,12,1,22,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,12,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22972725481686904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331898792153578,0.1717305356639261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366745697569573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600479885399545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706663530894667,0.2518758319203629,0.2401758549691335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690081484865239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251800201569885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816418527122714,0.07335525117383655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160775779313349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174489557388663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333427682989766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094128658394287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618933889008828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484097242454607,0.0,0.1502575056461765,0.0,0.0,0.11559208953931785,0.0,0.0,0.10627628440590592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289341419502953,0.12068413474644063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099752370161919,0.096209461163666,0.0,0.11920158959439045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440021470996502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24088105385638234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wildflower-child,2020/03/08,"Worse anxiety during PMS? Yes, I know PMDD is a thing and I am starting to wonder if that's what I'm experiencing even though I am on zoloft? I get the usual PMS symptoms before my period - irritated, moody, bloated, higher appetite - but for the past few months I've noticed that I also get an increase in anxiety and depression right before my period. 

I had been on the pill for about 4 years but I stopped taking it back in September because I wanted to see if it would lessen my anxiety and I just didn't want to keep putting synthetic hormones into my body. I am guessing this may have something to do with it, though I don't remember my PMS symptoms being so bad before I started taking the pill.

Does anyone else experience this? Have you been diagnosed with PMDD? What has helped you the most?",4.324139784946237,5.996989709677424,5.510725806451617,78.55942204301077,71.25806451612901,8.521505376344086,29.045698924731184,9.075114841892004,2.5522795698924727,635,25,116,13,12,211,98,155,0.174,0.795,0.031,-0.9656,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,1,16,10,1,0,0,22,30,11,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,2,19,0,14,23,3,18,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,6,10,82,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116249349528452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31901603730601913,0.0,0.0,0.0971957424340006,0.14242736353535893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688650051729176,0.11606362478521945,0.08473634472447399,0.0,0.35484983316696994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440355916897072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972506691880265,0.1410874601964534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164448057707662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612109692271155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181169404256807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597386291675334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524907096933115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531300168559943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317232693175864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355430344579292,0.0,0.0,0.07639368122412066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095270956858314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825846292564122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269629396201188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973872669212994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746591495310708,0.11870977235474185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076923231088284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701307623294948,0.0,0.0,0.19677734298618074,0.0,0.0,0.1162146605929991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28895947555147944,0.2090293823322805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234894909416676,0.0,0.2731440160020441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309470673735456,0.0,0.16397786271401332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150745325476959,0.0,0.0,0.14165828301729402,0.09874538157687124,0.0,0.0,0.08951486000535132
anxiety,meghanjanette,2020/03/08,"Posted this in relationship advice and everyone was a little harsh... Boyfriend’s mom is coming to visit. Anxious and sad

*Sigh* okay its sunday morning. My boyfriend is going to pick up his mom from the greyhound station at 11. Thats in 3 hours. I don’t think I want to go with him, im afraid....I’m starting to get cranky and isolate myself and shes not even here yet! heres some backstory - my boyfriend was married (still is, its complicated to get his divorce right now since hes in the army. Doesnt make sense to me) im living in their house. Feel sort of uncomfortable...I’m this new person in his life we’ve been together for a year. Known each other for a year. We fell hard and fast for each other...

Anyways, his mom is a spanish speaker all the way. Knows a couple words in english but rarely uses them. I dont mean disrespect, merely stating the situation. I don’t speak spanish, I get frustrated when I try...I personally think I will never get the hang of it. And look at his mom, shes lived in Los Angeles for so many years and can’t/won’t learn fluent english? Her children speak fluent english. She just doesn’t want to? So I don’t see why i should. I wish I knew spanish, that was my moms first languge but she never taught me it, i dont know why...its been a great disadvantage to me. Many people asking me “why dont u know spanish? You should know spanish, ur mom knows spanish. It’ll really help you when making money.” All that has hurt me...Im sure spanish speakers get the same slack perhaps...living in america.

Anyways, I know this sounds like a “me” problem but im trying to change...I need advice. Shes coming to visit because my boyfriend is getting surgery on his carpal tunnel...I’m not a very skilled chef like her so I guess she wanted to come to the rescue. And you know thats fine. I’ll just stay in the room. Take the dogs for very long walks and stay out of the way. Let her take care of him. I’m annoyed already and she’s not even here. I don’t want to hear them speak a language I don’t understand in somewhere that’s supposed to be my home...

Prior to this, I was gonna go home to visit my mom so I can avoid all this. But he told me no you cant leave while im recovering. I wouldnt do that to you. Blahblah yeah hes right i guess. And he says to get comfortable being uncomfortable...All I can think is I wish I was at my mom’s house right now. Also I deal with anxiety and depression on a daily basis so this exacerbates that...I don’t want to be running away from my “problems” but I dont see how I can be comfortable in this situation. 

***Also we are a young couple. I’m a 22 year old college student/learning homemaker/dog mom.
Hes a 25 year old medic SGT in the army/ also in college.

***Also I (F 22) used to be a drug addict which probably explains my need to escape uncomfortable feelings...",0.07392055870798941,2.4315368206896544,2.104670449585335,93.04965298996076,92.0,4.729812309035355,20.10039284155391,6.406414082436518,0.2361994762112616,2196,74,468,26,79,729,261,580,0.08199999999999999,0.8059999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.9415,0,1,1,0,1,0,109.0,2,5,3,2,25,18,2,1,25,2,49,4,0,6,6,83,107,30,0,14,10,9,3,2,0,6,4,8,3,3,21,22,0,1,18,0,1,13,20,8,1,1,10,14,74,9,55,85,7,70,1,3,3,0,61,26,0,4,27,274,95,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057585104841725215,0.0,0.10323647495112202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058291734820153984,0.16897083405152016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04040961734221349,0.05967520103873481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938257841001887,0.0,0.04962915233625244,0.0,0.0,0.03220054352950185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053856791441471284,0.0,0.0,0.13650757558492174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689577245713248,0.0,0.0,0.054458418508137665,0.04549656043610227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763367331106306,0.0,0.0612581628542672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977847487162472,0.0,0.0,0.05047484868278202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053418012567674665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044931402419190566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318565919399108,0.0,0.09006195664986494,0.0,0.0,0.058237784551761686,0.11638146038698875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047319227972942926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953560598996865,0.0,0.03540628969619146,0.0,0.10597198960023904,0.0,0.05202022950348577,0.12190180325173633,0.0565483476026907,0.0,0.2852907008479674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032118149472158,0.0,0.0,0.055932161006966116,0.0,0.054015319495664085,0.037310601185324435,0.05161351242088711,0.05294274179730623,0.09328773887991873,0.04674688586040876,0.04435819942352758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051981665976945,0.10710890465293674,0.0,0.05753997028072441,0.0,0.05321383505567431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567932326283002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783354939547374,0.08148104465337806,0.05101699330330065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085816336580083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036620968438900975,0.09224639329767367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059004135283536,0.0,0.056952363445499976,0.1010893717787162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033839906197003305,0.0,0.0,0.0567123678130622,0.0,0.13533221917402627,0.0,0.042007143284200466,0.0,0.0,0.08418653172623564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369591195805615,0.11875102093375962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037388545724088416,0.11260504450433438,0.04218469029189186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049785258019741534,0.0,0.07943297231691232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154095595031183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047484868278202,0.0,0.0358634977531052,0.0,0.0,0.05499083306074636,0.0,0.09124460083959723,0.0,0.0871693742257447,0.15578251349424255,0.08385722378312051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532947660540697,0.0,0.12148818805755553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008210322925707
anxiety,razorgain,2020/03/08,"Does anyone else sweat bullets, even if you just drink a single cup of coffee? I usually drink 4 cups of coffee at once. I have been doing so for years until my anxiety (social/GAD) has gotten out of hand. I’m at the point where a single
Sip of coffee will cause me to sweat. (I know it’s gross) but just a single sip causes bullets to run down my arm. 

I just want to know, am I alone here?",0.6681024096385535,2.4582003132530126,2.8152861445783164,93.3573870481928,82.01204819277109,5.113855421686747,15.194277108433736,5.985473137389443,-0.6886132530120483,298,4,67,2,8,101,58,83,0.055999999999999994,0.898,0.047,-0.168,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,6,6,4,2,0,11,11,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,0,13,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235100992321954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173652496601746,0.0,0.0,0.1587219577603914,0.23258580481890626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663780053805368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864707675904725,0.0,0.0,0.4447423402103357,0.0,0.0,0.1896273167867638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992973415095565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495038227142353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417449714530093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145860471682887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313954053176448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500057200818865,0.0,0.13388903025770946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617897320291007
anxiety,tinytineye,2020/03/08,"Went to meet with someone from bumblebff. I thought it went well but they immediately deleted me from the app and snapchat afterwards. I thought it went really well. We talked for like two hours at a coffee shop and she was even like “oh we should totally do this again sometime”.

Then I noticed after a week of no follow up contact she had unmatched me and deleted me off snapchat :(

I’m having such a hard time making friends in this new city.",2.7971633986928097,5.415925788235298,3.0862745098039213,89.75712418300655,79.35294117647058,5.660130718954249,28.267973856209153,6.937597516519254,1.4401111111111107,352,16,68,4,9,108,64,85,0.10300000000000001,0.74,0.157,0.7311,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,13,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,1,4,1,0,2,1,7,1,11,5,11,5,1,16,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,10,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313054585919445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572717363235336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805609727430511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849908047605846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969471271748081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454495391419294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467092621496096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294809585624151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291265018938666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078378528657814,0.0,0.1993510887492537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200880818717947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32003721955298786,0.1175330815728665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968978889746328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168178415554024,0.0,0.3624589198454762,0.5605531204699498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a_million_days,2020/03/08,"Feeling Anxious From Drinking Tl;dr: Drank a lot last night and fear that I may have done or said something that I regret. 

I’ve been in a rough place lately. I already deal with GAD and have been for years. Sometimes it really comes out when I get drunk. Due to some stressors in my life, my mental state has been particularly fragile. I was at a friend’s birthday party last night and got really drunk. I don’t remember a lot after a certain point. I just woke up with an overwhelming sense of dread that I had fucked up in some way. I almost didn’t want to get out of bed. It’s still early-ish in the morning where I am. I haven’t had a chance to talk to anyone that was there as a lot of them are probably sleeping off the night still. I just hope everything is okay and that I didn’t hurt anyone I love/care about.",2.9902958579881656,4.2945187988165685,3.933254437869824,90.01751479289943,74.02958579881657,6.8568047337278095,23.059171597633142,7.321109707123232,0.6958781065088759,643,17,140,7,13,207,105,169,0.163,0.7509999999999999,0.086,-0.9390000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,8,10,1,3,10,1,19,7,1,0,1,25,30,7,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,7,9,4,0,2,3,0,1,4,6,0,0,14,4,17,4,24,15,5,28,0,3,0,1,5,13,1,9,12,94,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392128157721594,0.0,0.15341683970755804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705795650999455,0.0,0.19441813173750824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975717716524108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332801191741915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227018979383627,0.0,0.13619094690539105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494613155581258,0.0,0.0,0.15644105748799356,0.0702948942665352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740987664282108,0.12852578177398502,0.14526898147643366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119048181484002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808255968398206,0.0,0.0,0.1488284540965452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22664681951860854,0.15682553497357166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819701779509372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545806211491441,0.12547491390848536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010385726897254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39139483581537865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525086768730047,0.0,0.1314229580332409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989177523438435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812513148774875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748750012537122,0.0,0.13224400381441326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912476298869889,0.0,0.0,0.1070277454118997,0.13749864812752802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205006897089485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174251542969096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200017026675815,0.1103510669149599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952713055719738
anxiety,paradoxego,2020/03/08,"I don't know if I have anxiety or not. I think too much before talking to someone. Even if I just want to say ""excuse me"" to pick up my belongings or just need a way to go. I have very few friends, and I get comfortable with people after months. 

I think too much about my future. I belong to the middle class. The one in which people usually go for white collar jobs, blue collar isn't something acceptable, and not enough capital to start a business. 

My college ends in some months, and I don't know what I want to do, or how I will earn my living. I had an online test for a job today, and I got so stressed that I walked for hours in the morning instead of studying. And it came to a point that I shut down the laptop amidst the test. I fucked it up myself. 

I haven't been to any psychiatrist or haven't been to any therapy. I don't know if it's anxiety or I worry too much.",2.464115830115833,3.5408009135135146,4.106274131274134,89.15871621621623,75.0,7.231660231660233,23.484555984555982,7.7094869923839395,0.921131274131274,679,19,152,9,14,228,101,185,0.09300000000000001,0.845,0.062,-0.7351,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,1,10,0,13,1,0,2,0,31,28,15,0,6,12,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,5,3,25,3,23,22,6,23,0,0,2,1,4,9,1,9,9,109,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272715968122848,0.0,0.2280557380926729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683616362729533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048100842499994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201987982315416,0.1540152834692516,0.0,0.09845045954695084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516073722305825,0.13780039828628998,0.07787590641268567,0.0,0.16942456894124275,0.0,0.11921415663258615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679069755474514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958312943858448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24575278023442876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316196832865818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379510662321908,0.0,0.32872119168751524,0.11052355891798694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100459031629364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667411711116615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090663920480934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853576817758417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629514914191411,0.11475103081947305,0.0,0.0,0.10550300834464144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074379879601698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980602583535553,0.0,0.0,0.17045917967203206,0.0,0.0,0.19101886447621494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128820084963598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641647547153421,0.122987281776124,0.1758348553315711,0.118314168272785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513741835168584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nbPhosphophyllite,2020/03/08,I lost my job and now I don't know what to do i've been panicking since yesterday.  i have ~$200 left and I'm out of medication.  my family is abusive and I'm scared of telling them I have no idea what to do,0.5792553191489347,1.8227468723404283,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,80.27659574468085,8.104255319148937,22.388297872340427,8.841846274778883,1.1940680851063834,161,5,42,4,4,57,31,47,0.299,0.701,0.0,-0.9259999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,6,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,5,9,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,26,9,1,0.0,0.3623635722700487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883133094897863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452496385535516,0.0,0.0,0.30349329911653805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807850387667236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322898041888576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338542083051857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080958284248722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061934344299844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298924949522217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673126120394841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pamplemoose81,2020/03/08,"My recipe for improving anxiety and panic attacks greatly This was my recipe for improvement (don't judge):

1. Amazing DMT trip that resulted in me wanting to better myself.

2. Tapered off of benzos (10 year addiction to Xanax) and transitioned to Zoloft (difficult 3-4 weeks). Haven't touched them in 8 months.

3. benzobuddies.org helped me throughout taper - great forum

4. DARE, by Barry McDonagh - must read

5. Exercise - I went with boxing classes (punching bag exercises)

6. Quit vaping - not related, but might as well since I quit the zannies and started exercising!

I don't think a cure-all exists, but much of my anxiety was manufacturered from the long-term Xanax use and lack of taking care of myself. I still get occasional anxiety, but am able to cope and work through it with some skills I've learned from the book. Haven't had a panic attack since. Anxiety is torture as you all know. I hope you find your own recipe to improving your mental state.",3.7213611615244986,6.650508873563223,4.528705384150033,78.90525408348459,78.08045977011494,8.26085904416213,28.123411978221412,8.99025400887824,2.915855172413793,760,33,129,20,19,244,123,174,0.139,0.7240000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.2817,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,1,5,2,13,3,2,5,0,11,7,0,2,2,24,21,10,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,6,1,0,4,1,17,7,22,15,5,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,5,74,20,5,0.14058870381761235,0.0,0.0,0.1532624388332814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301998944490768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198798932735944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433928370684573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333955328799566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849552831017902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345179515993927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30999908456128417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423364468625688,0.0,0.0,0.13963630481863462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726387490592085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441657881008103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168034663211826,0.1491423977018478,0.0,0.0,0.11221656209274593,0.0,0.10334887364953294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299011048030723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990667838312884,0.14062674911749534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325928572030153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995094081681934,0.0,0.1122743204745774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570520879077537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008356468327157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142350086435115,0.0,0.0,0.08292286003934238,0.0,0.11277177802260127,0.0,0.12640612875660556,0.1303271369368782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235025078260296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053451587682793
anxiety,jeparleunpeu,2020/03/08,"Resigned from my anxiety-inducing job! I joined a local telco company a few months back. This company was NOTORIOUS for having a toxic work environment, but I joined because the package was too good.

I should’ve understood what I was signing up for, because within one month it triggered the worst anxiety I’ve ever had. By the time I got to 6 months, I was seeing psychologists and a psychiatrist, in addition to practicing meditation.

I already tried to resign last December, but my manager made (false) promises to try to change things to keep me around. Cut to last week and I saw that it really wasn’t working, so I finally filed my resignation!

So excited, even if I haven’t got anything lined up after. I can’t wait to leave the toxic environment and hopefully get a fresh start. I still have to take my antidepressants (only been on them for 3 months and my doctor said I need 6-12 months to slowly wean), but I am hoping for the best!",6.388374809547994,6.951533810055871,7.566419502285424,69.79862874555612,65.64804469273743,11.425292026409345,33.59116302691721,11.20814326018867,4.040548603351956,748,31,133,22,11,255,113,179,0.115,0.735,0.15,0.8833,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,8,11,1,0,10,0,12,1,0,2,1,20,27,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,13,3,21,6,23,14,3,22,0,3,2,0,2,7,0,3,15,91,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368130446204367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065365909099047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460241894591375,0.12397449975407207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708543190082914,0.0,0.16978810286804882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614899268235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732286297418526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254262129998466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198256901024322,0.12597227531271382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255692214514455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727597003488234,0.0,0.0,0.1168080491223507,0.2227643109014705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766411814523504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819804689818904,0.12378425604418015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703752040641986,0.0,0.1474604846030366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317749790195205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557960438042803,0.0,0.0,0.1032625031128794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436890129181293,0.10591655949804328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921609458482961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247197017108991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097539002519037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857178717607937,0.0,0.11121642291805316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470920826617666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925208239719354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120596754855186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910225040559944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170919320435678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027717242676925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AD194,2020/03/08,"I shut down when I go on holiday Wasn't sure where to post this but felt this subreddit would be best.

I've noticed particularly in the last year that when I go away for a few days or more I tend to mentally shut down and want to self-isolate. Particularly this means that I stop talking to the people I'm with, I become reserved and feel I can't contribute anything useful. I think it can be triggered by feeling overwhelmed or uncomfortable with a particular situation - i.e. I travelled to Japan last year for two weeks to visit my brother, there was a few days where I felt really low and couldn't pull myself out of it. My family were worried for me which made me feel guilty but I couldn't do anything about it. After a while it's like I snap out of it really suddenly and everything feels normal. 

I'm posting because I have plans to go away to France with my family this summer after my graduation, and I really don't want this to happen, it's not healthy for me or anyone around me. 

Has anyone experienced anything like this before, and know how best to deal with it / prepare for it in some way?

Thanks!",5.3741883116883145,5.969406068181819,6.30766233766234,77.82863636363639,67.86363636363636,9.558441558441556,29.350649350649352,9.606745405546679,2.532837662337662,885,30,173,18,14,294,120,220,0.10300000000000001,0.764,0.133,0.7767,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,1,6,0,14,0,0,4,1,41,35,15,0,6,6,1,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,1,9,2,1,6,6,2,0,1,6,7,23,6,35,24,6,39,0,2,0,0,4,15,0,4,17,121,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693809086107399,0.0,0.2990162055546013,0.1078231589494568,0.0,0.0,0.2275938894405537,0.0,0.0,0.07383409346109111,0.13376836773418854,0.1030648490990644,0.0,0.2542175382768491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622574526812066,0.12487018916898557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885553266654292,0.0,0.2283637534348396,0.0,0.24496918996500225,0.0,0.2325898552007143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650716403226305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071066914947067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656480424874191,0.1974591766761122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834697437474966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460739536411317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193601963777582,0.0,0.0,0.12206124208686488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867263223266253,0.0,0.1378967924643737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396988715038974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320004218576925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327791884545327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635537218755055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361448133661183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012623820353934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415488655482947,0.0,0.0,0.09735228203655844,0.0,0.11151172629608408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760929485444873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831738677884003,0.0,0.0,0.1046094513907573,0.0,0.0,0.14288032933853442,0.09614002466321624,0.0971557708954846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300401506547665,0.0,0.08604071553834745,0.0,0.0,0.15599560168147492
anxiety,TheMegatrizzle,2020/03/08,"Why is it so hard to accepts thoughts as just pure thoughts and not reality? I get that everyone has their own perspective and that is what differentiates one person from another. What kills me personally is that I have these intrusive thoughts that batter my self-confidence and I often accept them as a reality. ""She's lying to you! They hate you! No one really cares! You did awful!"" Etc. I know most times that these aren't true but they still hurt me mentally and emotionally. Does anyone have any tips?",2.2202279635258364,5.125980414893618,3.5987841945288745,81.22000000000003,90.59574468085106,7.792097264437691,22.671732522796354,8.418075326091056,2.2132668693009125,405,15,74,12,14,132,69,94,0.177,0.765,0.057999999999999996,-0.8979,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,4,0,4,7,2,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,2,17,15,8,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,1,15,4,5,11,3,2,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,2,2,55,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119952421967798,0.20230471076095966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490166455895686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196705755300171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688349973292332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170211232390249,0.0,0.0,0.21516878247199966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843535971614361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079835267841124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282805435511547,0.1904791706418448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065363555541959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134492871094449,0.0,0.10602969328536277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442881574680373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614697352705675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369193741713148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359637716261668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126884634017472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407474422215026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594963889727865,0.1124994704116166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408999121693955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greattasteinmusic,2020/03/08,"Panic attacks in class, I'm desperate. (F,18) Hi, I really need some advice. I feel like I might do something stupid. (Also tw for the end I guess)

I'm now in the final year of high school (I live in Europe, I have a very different School system than what you probably have)
I, bc of mental stuff decided to do my exams in 2 years. So the last year had to be on another school. 
I always have huge panic attacks for presentations. They are ugly and thinking about it already makes me tear up. I'm so ashamed.

I now in my new school had a panic attack in the introduction day because the teacher wanted to do an example of a game (to get yo know each other) on me. Out of every 200+ new students in the classroom, it had to of course be me. 

When I started to try to talk but I couldn't, she yelled ' I can't hear you, get your hands on the table and speak louder!' , people laughed but then they realized I was hyperventilating and crying and it became very awkward. (I got out of the classroom) I already was extremely anxious about meeting new people, I had to ride my bike in the rain for 6.2 miles, then she wanted to do a dumb game to meet EVERY SINGLE PERSON. So I was on edge, and then she had to make me talk in front of the class?? 
The person who did that to me was the only one here who knew I had anxiety issues but she brushed it off as something ""everyone has' in the intake.

*I now even get such panic attacks when a teacher asks me a question in class.* I'm just so damn ashamed. It's really ugly. I've found a coping mechanism and after being 'clean' for quite some time, this school year messed me up.

I don't know what to do. I haven't made a single friend here. I don't really want to either.(It's been 8 months)
My life is absolutely useless. Im going to leave my job, i just wrote an email. I'm slowly making my life ready to come to an end.
 It feels like leaving this planet is the only option I have. 

Talking about such a sensitive thing is something I never thought I'd do. Let alone online. Where so many people can see it. But I feel like there might not even be a tomorrow for me so I figured I could give it a try.
I could use some words of encouragement.

Thank you so much for reading. You are beautiful.",1.3779500242600662,3.412199652838428,3.3225647743813687,89.36918437651626,80.85589519650655,5.992508491023775,21.094808345463367,7.123485893559443,0.5661349247937895,1723,50,365,22,45,580,219,458,0.161,0.777,0.062,-0.9918,2,1,3,0,0,0,65.0,0,5,2,1,26,23,7,7,28,0,43,3,1,5,1,52,80,24,0,7,7,0,4,3,1,2,2,3,1,2,18,10,0,0,13,4,0,4,7,16,0,1,18,9,54,7,57,52,7,56,0,1,1,0,32,24,2,8,30,246,72,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689734615116987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310330626725926,0.1557814805269788,0.05644566673053325,0.05873119633223066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401304226020504,0.05399624866647661,0.07973935925256663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598612308148866,0.32119606691631203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043027097754730834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080150783347767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271049698441145,0.0,0.07753275282104019,0.04552057253197951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374482246958071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250322104494054,0.0,0.0,0.093239583261279,0.0,0.1189394277552428,0.06744563943274863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706754281214156,0.15127477982503934,0.0,0.07732086632007765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739125681015391,0.05453270201150711,0.0,0.1106310284394919,0.06771020554687213,0.0401142774624879,0.0,0.056452140164801476,0.0,0.07775577558685337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955282917726418,0.0,0.0,0.07457543194488153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624238306819082,0.07367092364465855,0.0700433160269469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758178383931676,0.0575350417344055,0.0,0.149475648265078,0.0,0.07217649696079251,0.09971054575634154,0.10345072167945857,0.0,0.062326597941220585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678789394692611,0.14134527149917353,0.07156067577992448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113165137055627,0.14975605706898718,0.0,0.0,0.056339143448806826,0.0,0.051887055789512915,0.05233683327375431,0.05443841142380747,0.20451019617129346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047829263326476336,0.10736399270351173,0.0,0.33125851159223185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680130980862496,0.12326172625949322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610104180655725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906976804177908,0.07507433003124164,0.07060268505393909,0.0,0.1356529541759485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571717771048251,0.056245978067074695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630160744040106,0.0,0.0,0.049959424141511166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808013168584786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019723380394133,0.0,0.06498388106666264,0.0,0.0,0.04689259695047628,0.045227110672630265,0.0,0.056035481539261967,0.04115785552647885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584324079720273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060961554209788237,0.0,0.11647769804238005,0.12489608003889766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818140560334493
anxiety,Heartfilla77,2020/03/08,"How do you stop worrying about potentially having a panic attack while in public? Every time I have to go out somewhere, the entire time before I actually get there I'm having anxiety over potentially getting an attack in public, which only seem to increase my chances of getting one. Today I have to attend a 2 hour class, I had a really bad sudden attack last night and couldn't sleep and now I'm having anxiety over potentially getting another one in the class and not being able to leave. Anyone have tips on how to calm this fear?",6.9258823529411755,7.246374921568631,8.045882352941177,67.65647058823532,64.49019607843138,10.329411764705883,30.72549019607843,10.125756701596842,3.210831372549018,430,14,70,9,6,147,68,102,0.263,0.6809999999999999,0.057,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,3,2,6,0,10,1,1,2,0,10,18,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,1,0,6,1,14,15,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,10,49,8,2,0.15956699145791953,0.0,0.15571436584768733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731990344591302,0.2441366234224932,0.0,0.0,0.1115729505447258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445914658666213,0.0,0.0,0.13323177274967693,0.0,0.0,0.13577975706643966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444207237120695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955722765445206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334686686082555,0.0,0.09068559846829684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571413442633272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006839516085358,0.0,0.16895840429920747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974281211881238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625344607616726,0.12135788736776568,0.0,0.18721748384693251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222270067427656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526379610621049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968222883082153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340514979572732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608959184573315,0.0,0.1512508502235199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620480253916048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thegreatbamboozeler,2020/03/08,"Fear of negative news and conspiracy theories I get really bad panic attacks every time i think about a topic in which i die or something in the world is happening and it scares me.. i just want to feel okay for one day without freaking the heck out over stuff i can’t control, is there anyone who could give me advice on how to handle this or help me be okay with the uncontrollable?",16.533947368421053,7.094720289473685,14.911578947368422,55.83605263157898,56.631578947368425,18.357894736842105,51.157894736842096,13.023866798666859,6.174257894736841,306,10,59,6,2,101,62,76,0.313,0.58,0.107,-0.9702,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,4,4,2,5,0,0,2,0,15,11,5,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,0,1,8,2,12,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,2,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262198896687569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187073286152115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633655656368741,0.0,0.0,0.19329348726674248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596478174192355,0.1848345409487653,0.0,0.0,0.1492988559679066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402612675410124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950493975098848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260502746311777,0.11705375367674055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209496063123646,0.2220766493742562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047153813121264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517009763157216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568709244905479,0.0,0.0,0.2716162937955532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483053320042476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317726733251882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822061586036875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26501301492190577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833635665311265,0.0,0.0,0.13498997052110362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136545162091884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231584974462596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluegasoline,2020/03/08,has anyone been prescribed chlorprothixene for anxiety? i guess it might not be a common medication in most countries. my psychiatrist prescribed it because pregabalin didn’t work for me. i’m supposed to take 15mg of chlorprothixene twice a day after i come off pregabalin (rn i’m taking 75mg pregabalin in the morning and 15mg chlorprothixene in the evening). do you have any experience with this medication? did it work for you? what were the side effects?,5.177195121951217,8.130489097560979,6.39530487804878,67.46783536585366,72.65853658536584,9.465853658536586,33.420731707317074,9.827888789773867,4.04709268292683,374,19,60,11,8,125,57,82,0.036000000000000004,0.9640000000000001,0.0,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,1,0,8,15,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,6,0,11,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,41,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420278934339276,0.0,0.1959675544410464,0.0,0.0,0.1791183801390059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615742444947597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220665751616412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652069448555339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919631974507182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505811207052645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821975518992432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161239231729138,0.0,0.2717533994612795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852123912756653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729862066652592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,B_erryy,2020/03/08,"Seeking help Hi everyone, I’ve been nervous to post for the first time on this subreddit but you all seem so understanding and lovely. I’ve been really struggling with my anxiety and have finally accepted that I need some help because Its stopping me from doing the things I want to do and it’s ruling my mind. I’ve got a doctors appointment next month and hoping this will help me physically and emotionally. I only got Reddit a few days ago but it’s reassuring to know that I’m not alone and pleased to have found this.",5.296008403361345,6.43749316666667,6.2889355742296935,75.92735294117648,68.31372549019608,10.142296918767508,31.23809523809524,10.290406445055957,3.2771271708683467,421,17,79,11,7,140,71,102,0.10800000000000001,0.654,0.23800000000000002,0.9456,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,2,4,0,7,2,0,0,1,22,18,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,8,4,8,12,3,10,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,3,8,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301255035921605,0.0,0.0,0.19046061127457495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067980030825294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121011860910483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859759171921913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822516591369973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685804778915096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757203383825486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014488839911372,0.0,0.1564216920534503,0.0,0.20163227673289405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941565757433197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697844789225266,0.0,0.0,0.18265004460611872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106433435300076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597315891872408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856823571806671,0.0,0.1467838904675031,0.0,0.0,0.13635642170618445,0.0,0.0,0.19557529270389715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398610591183901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186238942346876,0.0,0.0,0.17612136375437634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780837234683075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741184949441432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537451413086627,0.0,0.19224784097652375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217221266009948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723113252450296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144203589596567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846652025578088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KingfisherClaws,2020/03/08,"Today's challenge: Bridal shower Hi folks,

I'm recovering from GAD (Its been a five year process but i'm now able to live a relatively normal life where it's breaks from routine that are the concentrated point for my anxiety), but today has a big challenge: A three hour bridal shower at a location that is 90 minutes away from home. There will be people I know at the event, but not well and not that i've spoken to recently.

My fiancé is kindly driving me so i dont have to focus on that. The rest will be up to me. I've been anxious all week about it, but today I feel like i can do at least part of it! And if I have to leave early then so be it.

Wish me luck!",1.6815957446808518,3.198882212765959,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,77.93617021276594,6.402127659574468,20.96985815602837,7.1686216300943375,0.3954156028368794,516,13,117,6,12,174,89,141,0.043,0.823,0.134,0.9282,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,8,0,16,1,0,0,1,15,21,10,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,1,10,6,17,14,4,22,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,12,82,19,2,0.19020270510893872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550454880064054,0.21487491772553868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870170254002984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229161538318452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617220265492243,0.1358808505341233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078882140491374,0.0,0.187311351115008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806684819012013,0.10453043249740644,0.0,0.0,0.20139720160778926,0.0,0.0,0.13434579558069884,0.0929234342064926,0.0,0.16795247328628904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863582671486685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059709945146762,0.0,0.13186260696852484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980303527534125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878022250697592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408697738741366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256913718807913,0.0,0.1710150743195287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187237240855508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248430604951345
anxiety,pluxlet,2020/03/08,"I've been doing really good from the New Year until tonight. But it all came flooding and hitting me tonight. So like the title says I was doing pretty good dealing with anxiety until tonight (mainly hypochondria that later progressed into general anxiety). I started working out more and getting a lot of exercise and it actually made a huge improvement with if I even dealt with anxiety in my day to day. Tonight/this morning though everything just feels bad. My stomach was kinda upset before I fell asleep. My thoughts won't stop racing and a flood of negative thoughts came rushing into my mind when I woke up about how I feel sick and that something's wrong my body. I really don't know if I have to throw up, use the bathroom, am sick, having a panic attack. Is there a reason everything came hitting me tonight? Why does it feel so much stronger tonight? I'd really like some advice or any comfort, I feel really alone and lost here.",4.928886198547218,6.8732405367231655,5.340714285714288,79.29063559322033,70.1864406779661,8.22098466505246,31.851896690879737,8.841846274778883,2.877586279257465,753,34,129,14,14,240,115,177,0.174,0.685,0.141,-0.7569,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,1,2,8,0,11,6,3,4,1,38,29,17,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,15,0,1,8,1,0,6,3,6,0,0,11,5,16,5,17,15,6,28,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,6,17,83,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.1210634865541184,0.0,0.0,0.12122881699962575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848749567307174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436423359390324,0.0,0.2847139119070159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113478707528967,0.0,0.0,0.10358391045717008,0.0,0.0,0.10556489572717556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378013522912461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256706296494114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001531708718286,0.12789916847776486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856468602477697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193966294112834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299208810220966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509114137465988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481559915570706,0.0,0.0,0.20810925976269096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681794683739762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121771989874842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542482775408274,0.10547034966999187,0.0,0.11738742982631135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526401603543294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119748745521987,0.0,0.0,0.11981675561791832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555626396455326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621239271631196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179009587518992,0.12755310146407572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865653177887876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550652003823852,0.0,0.0,0.08780945241715447,0.0,0.0,0.10371870617475884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188713452567734,0.19697764873978105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071469654753764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194376483252234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031627904758714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563881538603093,0.0,0.07988979545089345
anxiety,the_Phase1,2020/03/08,"F to my blinds So I've always had severe anxiety when it starts storming, I start spiraling into a horrible anxiety attack and last night I coped by basically ripping down my blinds. I used to call my boyfriend so I'd feel a bit better but that's not an option as he's now an ex. I may have been getting money lately from art commissions but I'm still broke and this is obviously not a good way to cope (Idk if I can afford more blinds) so any advice on better ways?",1.8763115693012613,3.821665061855669,4.0628178694158095,85.13060710194733,78.79381443298968,7.197709049255441,22.117983963344788,8.167268648758528,1.2321990836197023,369,11,76,7,9,127,73,97,0.16399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.061,-0.7788,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,5,0,6,3,0,1,1,13,12,10,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,8,3,9,9,2,13,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,3,8,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673667219519185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603715715657414,0.0,0.0,0.1438699257912845,0.0,0.32368985159424146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406831719805732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374220122410256,0.2309717303262823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160292233782311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697248388954188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053280570930367,0.0,0.0,0.17744879840111072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724518793473198,0.23865199867603498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985373105949864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900569021110316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994904087872209,0.0,0.16895428660576814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272229018172148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358573293529799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Top-light,2020/03/08,"A week long anxiety attack - help? Ok, so, I am diagnosed with anxiety, I attend therapy. I know how to deal with panic attacks, but I haven't discussed anxiety attacks yet. Last week a new semester at my university started, I had a pretty upsetting situation in my family, and I guess my brain had enough. Since then I can't sleep, my heart is racing, I am anxious all the time and of course tired - needles to say, I am already exhausted and I don't know how I can help myself. Any ideas?",5.1646874999999985,5.563152760416667,6.997916666666665,73.38875,68.27083333333334,10.983333333333334,33.70833333333333,10.864195022040775,3.8616583333333327,379,17,72,11,6,133,65,96,0.27699999999999997,0.614,0.10800000000000001,-0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,2,4,1,10,6,3,2,1,13,14,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,1,16,1,7,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,9,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186065172039274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974473339211544,0.0,0.3366202954310229,0.16570216963821632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005954932373765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373896350173442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121655134445314,0.0,0.14887308780462605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155555291266729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827311176632853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158018872253654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381180744261718,0.19662770864198612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557938980854076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121862562074832,0.11956054494267145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980367516268385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166062839550506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209272370781012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492222583668357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664267000922734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133193168583738,0.1648700085878621,0.14678196246723102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381805236110947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773682872448273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552797542293114,0.16858252507366622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353093354915164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hizashiii,2020/03/08,"I don’t want to be at work today, I’m freaking out 😭😭 so I’m really high functioning depression/anxiety. so when something happens I don’t think people believe me. my boss does not seem to know what an anxiety disorder is, she’s one of those “sunshine and essential oils instead of medication” people. anyway..

the other day I got “yelled at” by my boss. (really just a talking to but my brain did NOT like it.) she said that I had to change the way I did things. okay, fine.. but I literally could not understand wth she was telling me to do.. she wouldn’t tell me how either 😭 what it sounds like she wants me to is IMPOSSIBLE. like she actually, literally wants my physical body to be in two places at once!! I really don’t get it 😭

so here I am at work, freaking tf out, bc I don’t understand. she said she might stop in today, might not. I feel like she’ll come in when I’m not trying to do what she wants me to and I’ll get in trouble 😭 I want to cry. but I have to work. capitalism, right? wish me fucking luck. sigh.",0.34968847352024923,2.5045605654205616,2.9959112149532707,89.46495716510904,85.86915887850466,6.931152647975078,21.06619937694704,8.07648339933343,1.0993246105919001,787,26,178,18,24,274,110,214,0.141,0.7659999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.8827,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,10,13,1,0,4,1,21,4,2,3,0,36,44,11,0,8,10,0,1,4,0,4,1,4,0,0,10,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,10,4,1,2,7,7,32,8,24,30,1,21,0,0,1,1,15,13,1,4,10,113,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.11483149601238865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003845403988086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257673915501728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070774588224252,0.0,0.13136155300974134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124482021942264,0.10136453683336333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395200653882856,0.0,0.12925784012864774,0.07588910070669387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486300941336593,0.0,0.10297609679998354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059498808904337626,0.08406533838782634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878643475947944,0.12295816728625285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411353838015354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405750323997633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432757652892815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466979081436912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299555797604021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854277802017953,0.0,0.2496640939294344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531749264777722,0.07973800810084188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631587472691928,0.0,0.12294283546323193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261522676013542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049176872731468,0.22386720383600056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071247275902032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059012661117694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837957367263483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945807891371466,0.20570210114816856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817645548884639,0.07539985913175358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230797564471534,0.0,0.0,0.07989198013497101,0.0,0.1149490446046794,0.24500268059404576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470317803115085,0.09340304315513694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531769786854478,0.0,0.0,0.25700119166823976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elabanana_,2020/03/08,"The voice in the back of my head was me all along. It's getting so hard. It's getting so hard to focus on the things I'm supposed to do. I'm happy, but the thoughts make me miserable. So, what I do is I distract my mind by keeping myself busy, but lately I've been runnin out of things to do. 

What do y'all think I can do to keep these thoughts away?",1.3738461538461555,2.27658176923077,3.0953846153846136,96.02461538461542,77.46153846153847,5.712820512820513,23.256410256410252,5.46131890053228,0.06808717948717957,270,8,67,1,6,90,48,78,0.131,0.8390000000000001,0.031,-0.7661,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,9,1,1,1,1,12,19,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,9,1,12,15,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810118948018087,0.1784997086494673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425649331220928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471151008463058,0.4158999064202838,0.0,0.2382404472649263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126696460399884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26186165151073176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495384437772355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343930941627665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084441988018213,0.14874458680837738,0.0,0.3685831097412992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PinkJah,2020/03/08,"Feel different after first anxiety attack? Hey, so 3 weeks ago I had my first anxiety attack randomly. I’m attributing it to using a THC pen the weekend prior but I’m not sure what caused it. Anyway, I’ve had pretty much a consistently heavy hart beat, anxiety flare ups, foggy brain, and just bad feels since. Didn’t suffer from anxiety at all before. Anyone else experience this? Hoping this won’t last forever.",3.0334920634920657,5.940303922077924,4.91030303030303,75.09656565656567,81.20779220779221,8.617027417027417,22.841269841269842,9.150863307647796,2.6280862914862912,330,11,54,10,9,112,63,77,0.261,0.6409999999999999,0.098,-0.8892,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,2,0,3,0,4,1,1,3,2,13,10,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,2,2,2,5,6,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329303603224795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291674450866785,0.0,0.0,0.12091748536712014,0.17718840573555564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934683109928657,0.0,0.0,0.14439029221008692,0.0,0.0,0.14715167706935267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304836224983699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776479336472137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067625186166966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446179108617133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915985379412862,0.0,0.0,0.17487837729729985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941903064927922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175965781406785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096197323635962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271242976285362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759331558773091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430504395510718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298556830038907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493569955616866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871494257459835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cherrypie89___,2020/03/08,"I don’t know what to do anymore. My anxiety has been through the roof these last couple of days. I started talking to this guy and he is in a band I like, he came to my city a couple of days ago and I brought him something he really likes and he was super nice and said thank you a lot. The day after he said thank you again and I told him it was no problem and that next time he is here I’ll bring him some more. He said “that’s sick and I’d love that” so I gave him my number and said to text me next time he is here so just wants some dank memes.. And all he said was “memes are good” does that mean he doesn’t want to hang out with me? Or he just wants me to send memes?? I sent him one last night and he really liked it and that was cool. I feel like I’m overthinking but that’s what I always do! Every time I send something he answers but I feel like I’m already annoying him?? I think he is really nice but I just can’t shake the feeling of being a burden to everybody and that’s ruining everything for me.",-0.6248568471886884,1.3685870403587437,1.4599327354260083,99.87202397378408,88.91031390134529,5.0451190065539855,16.200241462573302,6.490185161304077,-0.5453330803725427,782,17,196,9,26,259,108,223,0.084,0.765,0.151,0.8749,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,8,18,1,1,7,1,17,2,0,0,1,37,43,18,0,4,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,5,0,1,13,15,0,0,7,1,0,8,4,5,0,1,15,9,28,13,16,27,5,25,0,1,0,1,36,2,0,4,20,112,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807589535126396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209425389451535,0.0,0.09206154123402548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084639479246629,0.0,0.10972538619310072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654295739464014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24484263790759697,0.0,0.21406140144549549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682201787925143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321917240285847,0.0,0.0994363118050942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782908612431102,0.1580828162912608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279978235732404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955123046933016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060804981321425436,0.1803731218778725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27026615820176003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406237382889196,0.0998571344927811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051965449669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23533429663240416,0.10382836840279136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497268867154072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586776549083177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126369087348732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526221013564158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035252123544126,0.0,0.0,0.07831172992993947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892843233957166,0.0,0.2037253323608009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708937970636779,0.0,0.0,0.19354563759715013,0.0,0.0,0.1057214888075714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195775436914762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousthrowaway2772,2020/03/08,"Keep canceling job interviews due to anxiety Hello!! I created a throwaway becase I'm pretty embarassed about this, but I really need to get it off of my chest.

I've been job hunting for a few months now and I've had a couple of hits, but all of the interviews I've gotten I've either got the job but turned it down, or have been completely unable to show up to the interview at all. Currently, I'm trying to get part-time work to help me survive the cost of uni life.

I've been dealing with my anxiety pretty well up until this point and it's really upsetting that I've reverted into the anxious person that I used to be. I can't stop imagining how horribly wrong the job will end up going, or that I'll somehow completely humiliate myself at the interview, or I'll be so bad at the job that not only will I get fired but I'll get SUED for neglience/incompetence. It's insane and unfounded, but I can't stop imagining the worst will happen.

Today I canceled an interview for a tour guide job around town because the interview required a presentation, and even though I know it was probably only going to be in front of one or two people, it was too much for me to handle (which is stupid, since I applied for a tour guide position; but I didn't think of it as giving presentations in a formal setting).

I'm going to apply for a volunteering position to try ease myself into it all, but I just wanted to vent because I feel like I'm failing not only myself, but my mum who is struggling with money.  I'm just upset how much my anxiety is being triggered and it's exhausting",7.0636632492113565,5.909912470031546,8.292080047318612,70.90070682176658,64.67823343848579,11.836671924290226,34.323541009463725,11.080906280650957,3.7775553627760248,1251,46,236,31,16,434,158,317,0.195,0.723,0.083,-0.9925,7,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,13,11,1,3,19,0,20,3,1,4,3,46,45,23,0,2,17,1,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,17,10,0,4,5,1,2,4,5,9,1,2,9,2,21,2,42,28,8,31,0,1,0,0,13,15,0,5,12,159,38,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035324917818456,0.11339195434774163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935248941133371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380654874421427,0.12237185625900833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047656928881486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105986962071054,0.0,0.0,0.10347927443623864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888999286686634,0.0,0.0,0.06629485531152604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050751172488628725,0.07170588062855293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976121276186926,0.09628610774170464,0.17113140968358073,0.0,0.08027677373383757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875875656870634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727733321329712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5976231989626645,0.0892153745279713,0.0,0.0,0.05516190607614522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089581455363622,0.049036760180807486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011608873985704,0.0,0.14757015146528885,0.07442467389894272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801476327924402,0.22901261823537925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869325212167943,0.0,0.06958540749110452,0.08764108570630627,0.0,0.0,0.09488412041450503,0.0,0.0,0.2042291123325967,0.10821814896972548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860193285756244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302887577562966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678312156078692,0.0,0.1049307593542156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431441783257212,0.09861512310005384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514105749892914,0.0,0.0,0.1362921960608331,0.10917607145505327,0.0980490012752148,0.0,0.0,0.0866893067202717,0.0,0.0,0.05920209182655184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024661279817146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307211717525708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974118415771808,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skozmaul,2020/03/08,"I can't move in a relationship Hey,

So I (20M) have been sexually abused and/or used when I was a small kid by my cousin, she was around 18 at the time, she did it for 2 years. I was and still ashamed of telling about it to anyone, even to this day I told it to no one. This experience made me very very distant from other people, even from my family and gave me social anxiety. I hardly open up to anyone. It also made me afraid of being sexual, even afraid to make a compliment to someone. A lot of the times I can't really have a conversation with anyone without alcohol, except with a friend of mine. Also physical contacts are very hard for me, like hugging, etc. (Especially if a situation requires me to initiate. Handshakes are fine thankfully.)

Because of my fear of sexuality, I tend to get stuck with romantic relationships from the start. I just simply don't know what to do sometimes. I overthink about a lot of stuff, then afraid to act. This puts me in a deep melancholy for weeks and months. 

For me being in love comes with sadness, because of the fear to act. Due to my overthinking I need constant and clear reply or response, but that sometimes makes me feel like I'm too intrusive.

I started talking to this girl, we had two dates so far, I really like her, she said she enjoyed them alot, but I feel like I can't be as open as I want to. I want to show her who I really am but I feel so anxious, especially if we are in a place where people are physically close or with a lot of people around. I don't want to ruin another relation early on especially not with her. I'm trying so hard to show myself, but sometimes it feels impossible to break this shell. She's a very analogue girl (No social media and stuff like that). This makes it hard to communicate online, which does not give me the feedback, so I ruminate. I want to tell her my struggle, so she could understand me better, but this makes me so afraid of scaring her.

I have no idea what to do, but I know that I don't want to fail this little something between us. 

Thank you for reading this vent/ask for advice. Sorry for any grammatical error.",4.670541228367831,5.429572890736342,5.8577765524261975,79.84548396674586,69.49881235154393,9.054665761791652,28.57490668476417,9.23628265651192,2.2793039701391247,1661,57,333,32,28,556,206,421,0.095,0.7759999999999999,0.129,0.9386,0,0,2,0,1,0,57.0,3,1,1,3,21,26,0,9,18,0,26,3,0,7,1,62,61,28,0,9,15,1,8,5,1,0,1,1,0,3,25,19,1,1,8,3,0,5,12,12,0,2,12,9,59,14,65,45,5,39,0,3,0,2,37,18,0,8,20,237,84,4,0.0,0.09194331373889726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582982435305144,0.0,0.08293080302525642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411338795693852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277066273050601,0.08137036871020882,0.059363789526615675,0.0876659148841097,0.0,0.16277917815399012,0.0,0.0,0.13816090879596524,0.07254552712508752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460848255700244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863089613088756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668455309964585,0.0,0.08385803481727011,0.0,0.061957287641881034,0.0,0.0,0.05004558193682763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790828514171206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654451544314737,0.15376220940256755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590769273678839,0.07315437615170642,0.17464315383792497,0.15694757157152775,0.11087491460981334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059953569451179425,0.0,0.040542798494274085,0.07444099340523108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27805744025329193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876009573393695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852938639382912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895572075166719,0.0777755887763398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197918241418336,0.0700370319799257,0.14685399734640356,0.20719441702175587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061939581663590676,0.08247652190369913,0.0,0.05753941860190082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052583770010837916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139421298578466,0.0,0.08107548631391782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800943579627707,0.0,0.0,0.07762100218191813,0.0,0.14913764602621826,0.0,0.0,0.16662672343069632,0.0,0.0,0.0738153726174992,0.0,0.07769113995157917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722565414419603,0.0,0.1582068603390811,0.06575023031296405,0.05974027313236235,0.23024516015514865,0.08686684961442721,0.10985136237617507,0.0,0.061971462251816586,0.0,0.0,0.08112437139994379,0.1776668744930092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237194258905453,0.13565164512063113,0.1428873128610144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049837102323192,0.0,0.0,0.0741501278821146,0.0,0.05268530791256864,0.0,0.07580392673985284,0.08078433933352833,0.09334324839425676,0.06702148691251637,0.0,0.2561125160320785,0.22885246016271285,0.0,0.062246041260880576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480363326592956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049971857406322456
anxiety,TotalHeartless,2020/03/08,"I feel unsafe when I wake up. For context. 15 years old, and I feel this way more often now.
I guess I should explain what I mean when I say ‘unsafe’.
I mean that when I wake up in the morning, I feel like I’ve just been punched in the gut, and have that feeling of impending doom.

It’s not that easy to explain.

I’ve been having dreams recently, most of which seen to centre around the idea of death, either of me or a loved one. It’s nothing that most people haven’t dreamt about before. But sometimes, a lot more now, in the night, events from about a year ago start flooding back. These events in particular really shook me up, and were pretty traumatic. I’d prefer not to disclose them at the moment, but when the time comes, I may. But it’s best you don’t get your hopes up.
Anyway, recently when I wake up, I feel like I’m unsafe, insecure. Like something’s going to happen, or cause me harm.

Sleep’s becoming a lot harder, and more of an obligation or a chore, than done for pleasure.
I dunno if that makes sense.

It’s pretty irritating to deal with, and I guess this is more of a vent than anything else.
So, yeah. Thanks for reading! Have a good one.

Be seeing you.",2.2059103641456623,4.020926369747902,3.307310924369748,91.53670868347342,77.31932773109243,6.214005602240897,20.99719887955182,7.07126945348624,0.3934207282913165,908,23,196,10,21,292,133,238,0.08800000000000001,0.726,0.185,0.9782,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,1,1,15,13,0,2,14,1,13,6,5,2,0,43,36,18,1,4,11,0,5,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,0,11,2,0,3,4,4,0,2,5,8,22,9,31,28,10,35,1,1,2,1,9,11,0,14,23,132,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288800417033533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479811833896692,0.11336841242743005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792421371156948,0.0,0.0,0.14064796126166562,0.10836538674322008,0.0,0.13364586516689608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308234293839632,0.0,0.10970066414557883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312921569311162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032316457298124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638450184494444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219596841549612,0.1819575907090224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665350675631236,0.0,0.07237588402259935,0.10681505562849593,0.0,0.0,0.28058054896907697,0.0,0.1126150976600616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264871873470554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437625381482344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665018811141093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653666501920432,0.1149382585260643,0.0,0.08500704839844435,0.0,0.0,0.2774427541181631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950925600295698,0.0,0.1221956655073973,0.0,0.13363229947214794,0.0,0.17259117872136898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882883871211056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591212666725429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738436458007898,0.0,0.08158360813006918,0.0,0.2514853290155513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127375343213464,0.0,0.0,0.10148138375736783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744187246412694,0.0,0.0,0.09804017622667456,0.12595230929580592,0.0,0.09013891602268452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172466796595635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425875191168367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010844244686981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401832297067612
anxiety,Fizdoo,2020/03/08,"Looking to gift my copy of ""Reasons to Stay Alive"" by Matt Haig [UK] Reasons to Stay Alive is all about Matt Haig and his true story of how he came through crisis, triumphed over an illness that almost destroyed him and learned to live again.

I really do highly recommend this book, and related to many of the chapters.

I am based in the UK, and willing to send domestically in the mail to find a new home for this book!",11.13410569105691,6.707844036585366,10.035853658536585,71.79410569105691,59.85365853658536,12.884552845528455,43.1869918699187,9.725611199111238,4.06330406504065,329,13,66,4,3,104,59,82,0.1,0.72,0.18,0.7745,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,3,2,13,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,17,4,1,10,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,2,41,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669707170727666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703519175909337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604397693385244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24974491004219915,0.2371050541948077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872491368968607,0.0,0.1984968540833336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964882360219245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22829404274972595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142893557166126,0.4860691319561162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038921186726254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Legoblock234,2020/03/08,"Does anyone do martial arts? I have always been interested in doing martial arts to get healthier and for self defence, but the thought of actually turning up terrifies me. There are a few places that do it in my area and say that  beginners are welcome, but I am really unfit. It doesn't help that my asthma has gotten worse over the past few months. I did a home workout the other day and had to stop about 10 minutes in because of my asthma. I don't want to be that person, who 10 minutes in, has to stop because I can't keep up.

I also don't get that if the class is for all levels, how do they differentiate between what beginners and experienced people do? Say if I am only the beginner there, what would I do?",5.9520833333333325,5.5032100416666685,7.245277777777781,75.17750000000002,66.6388888888889,9.977777777777778,32.583333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.871891666666667,562,21,110,10,8,193,85,144,0.132,0.821,0.048,-0.924,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,7,0,23,2,0,1,1,17,30,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,11,4,0,4,1,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,3,13,2,17,23,3,18,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,8,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.20016276550321413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403048456759106,0.17067220836633232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342125862831775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25007254243053684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322822813992162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794976207049297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143283651252612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748433895605885,0.0,0.2057471859246296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231574002506792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372092908651706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599928894756068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580558796871209,0.14220099538683298,0.1790986080783196,0.21430164022658227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140199590951454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262315467345894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397980046541065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429708436998385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283849092868374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231063464752609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098221006745635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090298271990936,0.14570789372903867,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thegrandwitch,2020/03/08,"It makes me sad that my own parents are so dismissive about my condition I told them once that i have anxiety and depression and they laughed. Lol. Safe to say that that was the last time i  confided in them about anything. My parents arent horrible people, they let me do what i want most of the time, but theyre the kind of hillbillies that think all your problems can be solved by praying. I see them exhibit all kinds of toxic traits that should be professionally addressed but i guess theyre from THAT generation and dont believe in mental health. theyre in theyre late 50s so im not sure if that counts as baby boomers. i just wish i had a better support system. leaving a thread on reddit is probably not gonna do anything. ok bye :)",3.063846153846153,5.102037823129256,3.991428571428575,86.58626373626373,75.53061224489795,7.516274201988487,26.953950811093673,8.384062270229773,1.8457822082679232,588,23,119,11,13,189,97,147,0.077,0.716,0.207,0.9609,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,5,1,5,11,0,0,5,2,14,1,0,1,3,21,23,9,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,19,8,13,15,4,9,1,2,1,0,11,4,0,3,5,76,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526528965942246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694981148227397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844857391263336,0.0,0.1448200856444126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103424373638454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190916579363693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038474879510188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405440738144362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768738465213229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410326524493512,0.0,0.13347489587553138,0.18471269083485511,0.17338343717736585,0.0,0.1674414430943478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930176826232113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650175175672478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743842125242762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636412488474379,0.0,0.0,0.1135209022213478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654595051897798,0.15668286747325455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021744122687598,0.0,0.0,0.1304844115795754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858170913051175,0.15432872609999335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492186510695738,0.0,0.0,0.19096329176978186,0.0,0.0,0.15646637995156698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658167020722533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882998908199322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyandMusic,2020/03/08,"I can't sleep, my anxiety is getting the better of me, help! I have so much going on in my mind right now. I have moved to NZ to get away and travel a bit. I thought it would help, and I guess it did for a while but now I'm back to my usual way of thinking. I'm lost, I don't know what I want or where I want to be. I'm still completely in love with my ex and he says he loves me, I get the urge to go back to him all the time but I don't know if it would be good for me. I still feel such a strong connection with him, but he's going through his own shit so he's drinking and taking drugs all the time, and I don't know if I would be happy living there. But I'm not happy here either, I feel so alone and he's the only one they helps,  I don't know what to do..it's causing me extreme anxiety. I can't seem to enjoy anything and I don't want to leave my bed. I can't sleep because of it, I'm always worrying and feeling anxious about what I should do. I want to help him. But I feel I also need help. I obsses over what he's doing if I don't hear from him, it gets me so down because like I said he's the only thing that helps. What do I do?",-0.03226762002042705,0.8983359213483162,2.6225825672454874,97.87614147088871,81.17228464419476,5.753421859039839,18.50340483486552,6.1124844417494595,-0.4632531835205991,869,17,235,6,22,305,117,267,0.094,0.69,0.21600000000000005,0.9887,0,1,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,16,11,1,0,9,0,24,7,3,1,2,46,59,23,0,12,11,1,4,1,0,4,1,3,1,0,12,10,1,0,11,2,0,5,10,2,0,1,4,7,42,9,26,48,6,24,0,1,0,2,25,8,1,6,11,153,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480587247450274,0.0,0.0809243473540139,0.0842010380565722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482539000769752,0.11431976942971693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327356853445664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507455615256297,0.15562299878930336,0.0,0.12337314823337744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949736316343468,0.11047701388348248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395352498106217,0.0,0.0,0.10609938337276036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991310341392883,0.1173522490295803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466574971960105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147755690580253,0.0,0.1725316704323918,0.08487624583698261,0.0,0.0,0.11147596895985558,0.0,0.0,0.21544457036254105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405234722567408,0.0,0.4069669280346192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245304511075195,0.0,0.0,0.10714922846882016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943799716387802,0.0,0.08935565036848052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046457986534257,0.0,0.1826620382179595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217651469881586,0.0,0.0,0.1075525987478735,0.0743888126245891,0.075033644220618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857128533171644,0.15392432301898892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641863411204022,0.096258122545764,0.08047307509753959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212269577113584,0.0,0.0,0.10387359906624176,0.0,0.0,0.20253301622219896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162640372180098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608486374844585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722841670146157,0.06484066228436565,0.0,0.08033627796232128,0.11801340261853717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145026381222828,0.0,0.2387460213133941,0.08032263252602992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027668375990201,0.0,0.2156547223907948,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SourOJ,2020/03/08,"overwhelming anxiety when im alone A little bit of a backstory... 

When I was 13 years old, I started experiencing a lot of social anxiety, I think because I had been bullied and was insecure, I felt like I was different and like I was being judged all the time.. It got to a point where I was too nervous to leave the house because I didn’t want to run into anyone I knew. I had to avoid all unplanned social situations, they made me sooooo nervous. 

and so when i was 19 I ended up self medicating with Benzodiazepines because whenever i took them i felt like I could just be me 100%, I never felt any form of discomfort. I didn’t have the voice in my head analyzing every little thing I would do or say, it was calming. I got to enjoy life. long story short, I got way too addicted to them, I ended up having to go to rehab to get off of them, and ive been clean for a year and a half now. 

Its A LOT better now, and socially I rarely tend to experience any social anxiety, i can even talk to strangers semi-comfortably now... most of the time. I’m not scared to leave the house and I am a lot more confident and don’t care as much anymore.

But.. sometimes, when I’m alone, I could be just laying in bed, and I will feel overwhelmed by what i would call anxiety symptoms, my chest feels tight and is beating really loud and fast, my stomach churns and hurts, i‘ll feel extremely sick in my stomach,  and feel mentally really nervous.. It will also be accompanied by depressed feelings. and after a few hours i’ll feel better and the next day I’ll be totally fine again. this happens very rarely, maybe once a month or so. 
Usually there is no trigger that I am aware of, it just happens randomly, it happens when I am alone. 

I’m making this post because I’m wondering if this is a more common normal thing that happens to people, or anyone else experienced something like this, or how i can alleviate it.. any advice or feedback is appreciated, thanks for reading.",4.991782945736431,5.6097626279069726,6.27200620155039,77.66698604651165,68.71576227390183,9.49949354005168,30.72547803617571,9.592334608150935,2.764160392764858,1535,59,299,32,25,519,199,387,0.12,0.765,0.115,0.20199999999999999,1,4,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,4,3,21,22,0,9,17,0,38,10,4,4,4,61,71,32,0,7,11,0,10,4,0,4,6,3,2,1,16,17,0,2,12,1,0,3,6,11,0,1,22,15,42,11,33,38,13,44,0,4,0,0,12,12,0,12,31,204,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304080879266848,0.0,0.07443626611784418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23667960285628245,0.0,0.06091625065447056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540261873486247,0.0,0.23309133959712466,0.0,0.07554405309204547,0.10652514211383897,0.07804917562004278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857396412216552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473927156998078,0.08316218405621577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777820818622387,0.0,0.07766438096396898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163734230422996,0.0,0.0,0.04912587213347769,0.0,0.06560847959350984,0.0,0.0,0.0795855262277628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363352983545685,0.0,0.13493495449312307,0.0,0.0,0.0503121510812987,0.0,0.0641798070029566,0.0,0.0,0.07451270347983811,0.0,0.0,0.23109491490423426,0.0,0.219416706251412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03979772554702585,0.0,0.04329139015034551,0.0,0.18276971038417206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694413585662699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817641084729947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501596017620922,0.17578893644687948,0.0815457492649015,0.0,0.08228089748054605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613143503100747,0.0,0.0,0.053803887437312736,0.14885890467131074,0.15269254473473348,0.0,0.06741151589558521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428101032121345,0.0,0.07207759822871196,0.05084667838526512,0.0,0.07652693401453323,0.0,0.0,0.07673720338147187,0.07676538794449786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080129056442218,0.0,0.055996590691109835,0.0,0.05875001762943161,0.0,0.0810118205822062,0.0,0.07463426142470321,0.0,0.0,0.07993170779551602,0.08112273122983138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280940004008882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200896930957984,0.0,0.07295355217882643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619452667919199,0.0,0.09759791834332272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060576552964126035,0.07626337549602552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946600410592193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562266970250659,0.0,0.3105988457269732,0.0,0.0586423996992191,0.07533794765614378,0.0,0.05391628764145792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079173862011403,0.0,0.061225705801848336,0.0,0.07013070474399777,0.0,0.0,0.10121312600703472,0.048809167641935616,0.0,0.0,0.0888352424153494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463202007423383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389480333023437,0.06285145575016515,0.044929347447999285,0.060463306485225236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260735921809557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822352442756587,0.0,0.0,0.09810700494258227
anxiety,xpanda16,2020/03/08,"Feel like I’m dying It’s all just getting too much. Life is just getting too hard, I feel weak. Unable to do anything anymore. I’m so unsure of everything and I don’t feel myself. 
Getting out of bed has become way too hard, I always feel tired even if I get enough sleep, I feel like I’ve lost all sense of reality I’m really struggling. 
About a month ago my best friends dad passed away and it was extremely hard for me in all honesty. She had to move in with us and being an only child it feels like it has changed my life completely, I feel like I’m stuck and so much is being put on me. The more and more we talk to the more distant I feel to the world and I’m struggling to come to terms with it. 
A couple months ago me and my ex broke up and I feel like I’ve lost my soulmate
I feel so useless and worthless a lot of the time like there’s no point in my existence. Like who would care anyway?
I left the house today without anyone knowing and I just walked and walked until I just completely broke down, I was just sitting there so helpless. What really is the point, I eventually went back home but I’m just not feeling the same anymore
Can anyone please help me? this really sucks ://",0.7370391705069108,3.002974201612904,2.2812211981566826,94.48290322580645,85.20967741935483,5.155760368663595,19.744239631336406,6.5431188927421005,0.09518847926267293,934,27,205,10,28,303,128,248,0.141,0.741,0.11800000000000001,-0.1821,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,2,0,0,3,19,21,1,2,11,0,14,5,1,0,3,44,43,18,1,2,10,2,14,7,1,1,4,0,2,1,8,16,0,0,12,0,0,7,4,11,0,0,7,14,27,10,24,33,13,30,0,7,0,0,10,12,1,2,16,129,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298841334796845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180331657089796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116043322931768,0.1206771991158836,0.0,0.0710124072276951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107582294500283,0.06635457059492053,0.0,0.0,0.09530467206055504,0.0,0.0,0.09055997141888007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879822338634847,0.0,0.09128735008996762,0.0743344285081297,0.18095471951718398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548239799202524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955929311719824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891645161462327,0.0,0.0569962109742873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775552622678105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799598660918349,0.3082413771926208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667034064568951,0.0,0.18033970027715351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319067625637936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784088462963781,0.0,0.08655967170008122,0.0,0.0,0.09957140664172627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742479068225937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937584167281054,0.0,0.12190366158896992,0.2951113869906037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883996535200277,0.0733638641599217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377577030613932,0.0917166043811445,0.12687167725005666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563028882297102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472462888431904,0.16315098116865684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867490577412739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584596638171695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635607479144533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804259371180872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693596510968681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031858218977299,0.09918197644374947,0.08179638917747174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038007615624608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849596565780416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999517493751744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318409991311447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061300607289550786,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snoowieboo01,2020/03/08,"Anxiety attack or panic attack? Hey guys, I'm new here and I'm looking for some helpful answers. Something uncommon happened to me yesterday evening, and even after doing some research I dont know if it was a panic or an anxiety attack. I don't know if the following content could be a trigger for someone so I'll just warn you in advance that I'll briefly mention self-harm, because I think it could be related.

Since I want the best answers possible I'll be completely honest. I usually practice self-harm in the shower (Im not suicidal) and so did  I yesterday evening. Afterwards I was trembling and got chills, which I thought was because of the whole self-harm process because I was trying not to give in to it anymore. I dried myself and got out of the shower. As I was brushing my teeth I suddenly felt nauseous and uncomfortable. A feeling of fear kinda invaded me and I started hyperventilating and crying. My mouth was dry, I had a knot in my stomach and didn't even know why I was crying and why I was hyperventilating. I tried to calm down but I couldnt. I also felt dizzy and got nauseous again and vomited. I remained kneeled down on the floor and was literally shaking. I started to calm down but I still felt a bit dizzy. I remainded on the floor a few minutes. Then I sat down on my couch and wondered what had just happened. At the end I went to bed and finally fell asleep after half an hour I think. 

The whole thing lasted 20 minutes I think. Im still feeling a bit uncomfortable this morning and I also feel a bit nauseous sometimes. Im still a little trembling and I feel a bit anxious. I dont really want it to happen again and I feel like I could start panicking again at any time. I never felt like this before. Could someone help me out and explain what happened? 

Thanks for your help in advance <3",3.2030518802228407,5.31059151532034,4.562471274373259,82.3337626218663,75.35097493036213,7.1615947075208926,30.71735724233984,8.07648339933343,2.3548975626740947,1450,70,271,24,32,480,163,359,0.115,0.773,0.11199999999999999,0.3659,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,3,17,16,3,6,21,0,25,5,4,1,1,63,63,31,1,9,10,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,11,21,0,0,20,0,0,6,8,9,0,1,23,11,43,7,32,32,10,49,0,0,1,0,10,19,0,8,26,185,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468074058282195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876007965458514,0.0,0.10970425445282453,0.08100328424092698,0.07110949756547434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447154380474818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112732264812224,0.0,0.06101344734739625,0.0,0.07524722794446913,0.0,0.3131217287205729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517858505142078,0.0,0.0,0.2289940754413712,0.0,0.15752340308759374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806931922877494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350702950988778,0.0,0.0,0.1894349926112769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068511604405554,0.1812743979193345,0.05122419719910522,0.2753821309181177,0.07854645649260551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878345997931166,0.0,0.0,0.17204083900251085,0.0,0.0,0.07099663283612463,0.253624724207758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418178899718742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061240453993535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235263556545996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821726460735354,0.05844701265611979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006032563824895,0.07186462529916805,0.0,0.0,0.0602119435506791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530129857477208,0.06925060892517683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825459611947072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808336640727924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593438300413776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244036715354515,0.0,0.0,0.05931295269885167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150639394998948,0.055199997987456166,0.07091549084498998,0.0,0.15225394857123578,0.0,0.17178484858952905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843076993418267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601392133649522,0.0,0.0,0.0476358776290567,0.1378319766631311,0.0,0.056923683376048084,0.041810236515677314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736242364673288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897004554280948,0.0,0.08458384723094152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646882798956055,0.1294004972852002,0.16010630138824766,0.0,0.0,0.07775817643848341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leavemealonefor5mins,2020/03/08,"I get super anxious when driving on a freeway, but neighbourhood driving is totally fine. Any tips? I get so anxious that I start to have a full panic attack and have to exit the freeway to stop myself from having an accident. 
Very short distances on the freeway can usually be ok, but any longer than 5 mins or so and I get all up in my own head and freak out.
Anyone else like this?",3.3984848484848524,4.878565753246754,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,73.28571428571428,7.2112554112554115,28.417748917748927,7.793537801064563,1.8341099567099568,301,12,58,4,6,100,57,77,0.251,0.5920000000000001,0.157,-0.9173,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,5,1,6,1,1,0,2,10,10,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,10,9,4,15,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,6,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144752474717221,0.0,0.0,0.5224258868759325,0.0,0.1616744976738351,0.23691235724881596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26304628870342744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315475703127846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624089388869633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372985701379977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296248077891513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712870145401293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636588048210316,0.0,0.0,0.19331038997378647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254656317123068,0.1907808304187584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wondervj,2020/03/08,"My Generalized Anxiety Disorder is taking over my life and my relationship. Please help. I have really bad anxiety being around gay people that I’m not close with. I’m a lot better at communicating with straight crowds.

To keep this short: I am currently in a committed relationship and my partner has a lot of close gay friends. Whenever we would hangout with his friends, I always shy away from talking or being myself because I get super anxious around them. I have this irrational fear of getting hurt by gay people due to past experiences. Is that the main cause of this issue? 

My partner and I get along great when we are alone. He is aware that I have anxiety around gay people. He did address that sometimes he feels like he can’t be himself around his friends because he is constantly worried about what I’m thinking due to my quietness. Of course, I want him to be himself and to have fun with his friends so I’m scared that if he keeps feeling this way, he will eventually feel a certain level of resentment toward me. I’ve talked to him about this and I told him the reasons behind my quietness and that has nothing to do with the way he behaves, I always welcome for him to be himself. 

What should I do to solve this issue?",4.768396624472572,6.439035227848103,5.328122362869202,80.31387130801689,70.13924050632912,8.135864978902953,31.732067510548525,8.680891452615391,2.6250320675105487,987,44,181,17,18,317,125,237,0.134,0.687,0.18,0.9078,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,2,8,16,1,2,7,0,24,5,0,2,2,39,40,10,0,4,3,0,3,1,6,3,1,2,1,2,14,20,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,5,33,11,35,30,3,22,0,1,0,4,35,14,0,4,7,127,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184662022046504,0.0,0.0,0.1797151496062108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24783959411562284,0.1219996507181154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845413040698306,0.0,0.0,0.1014615643528179,0.0,0.09016838746186127,0.13166122594150154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550970143308476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093701292324123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670044134187114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376760913834588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563640398835104,0.0,0.12152045522312192,0.16381123385949067,0.07714914555833799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337358444050849,0.0,0.1692632967547888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906100440784398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238442269102653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156071288597222,0.0,0.0,0.2254301272790825,0.0,0.19197560521303644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627758655958085,0.05275918956348469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362101436041184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036207519355852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309010140654734,0.22460311556914872,0.0,0.0,0.11854223219988302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691821169347789,0.11103324274990016,0.0,0.2318849017399998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811832569721927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068063498247794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119616448275388,0.17359894596512712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919658944805024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319050128297123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369618167503581,0.1714372441760347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967060513705572,0.0,0.07671405957352577,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,malignantlove,2020/03/08,"Anxious but not really ive been getting symptoms of anxiety for years alr (tingly hands/feet, butterflies in stomach (i will describe it more like the feeling one gets on roller coasters, hyperactiveness at night (insomnia), headaches, fatigue etc)... but i wouldnt say i feel anxious? i dont really know if i make any sense right now but sometimes i get these symptoms when im havibg the time of my life and all... are there any underlying medical conditions tt could be a cause to these symptoms? Im kinda worried... (ps havent gotten myself diagnosed because im still a teenager and my parents kinda thinks im faking all the symptoms for attention like they think all teenagers do to be 'edgy' and all so yea...)",4.588687628161313,6.686232721804515,5.184101161995901,79.43039644565961,71.40601503759399,8.144634313055366,33.14354066985646,8.841846274778883,3.043442105263157,564,28,99,11,11,181,93,133,0.07200000000000001,0.836,0.092,0.5633,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,11,10,1,2,4,24,21,9,0,3,5,1,2,2,0,2,9,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,3,11,2,10,14,6,11,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,8,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675583316777182,0.0,0.09379509058907852,0.2770251863534726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474094277582076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595260108394368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789283085471392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444494535629112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369613194068642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674077633366827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398898226238765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217348594972625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297524478620279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738237028481568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660193905015569,0.11980054233476835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184205922953157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235150641831308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505967790372368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308262513245575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614211873977616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709216152156635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047069038834038,0.0,0.09750312101109747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126284292529642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791522681079376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097482950662732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712502432619238,0.0,0.0,0.07149394417014397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451478199633775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895578987977288
anxiety,thats-my-marmalade,2020/03/08,"Unintentional all nighter due to panic attack squad, WYA? It’s 4:08 AM and I can’t freaking calm down enough to sleep. Anyone else having this?",2.0061111111111103,4.859705074074075,2.7758333333333347,87.18375000000002,90.85185185185185,4.181481481481482,17.86111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.13195555555555538,115,3,21,1,4,36,26,27,0.3,0.628,0.07200000000000001,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647259234632625,0.3879204417203583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430712157405814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162717197958085,0.0,0.0,0.3911950070087373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442055270374893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788734212148116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,haansbee,2020/03/08,"Unexplained problems 
I’ve been having weird problems the last two years and more specifically the last 4 days. 

So for 2 years I’ve been experiencing my high heart rate that also drops low too. It can go as high as 180 just walking around the house (I’m not overweight but I do have anxiety). I remember one day last year where I felt so strange and out of it- my friend who is a nurse told me my heart was going from 165 to 35 bpm every few minutes despite lying down. 

Lying down I can have a normal heart rate but when I stand up it will go as high as 140bpm and then come back down after 30 seconds. Pottering around the kitchen is usually 120-160bpm. 
The last 4 days I’ve been feeling really lightheaded but I haven’t fainted. My heads not spinning or anything, I just get these waves across my body of lightheadedness. I always put my symptoms down to having anxiety but recently I’ve been more concerned about my heart rate and feeling lightheaded. 

Has anyone else experienced this or know what this is? I’ve been drinking more water, eating more fish (I don’t eat meat), I’ve been on the same anxiety pills for years so no new medication. 

Lying down in bed now my heart rate is 84bpm, after standing up it just went to 138bpm.
Thanks in advance if anyone comments",3.675608678955456,5.663697939516133,4.241520737327189,85.68704301075272,73.63709677419354,7.304454685099848,25.922427035330266,8.11559375814309,1.5676572196620584,1011,35,198,16,21,320,143,248,0.07,0.8340000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.8641,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0,8,0,22,17,7,0,0,29,35,21,0,4,12,0,3,0,1,1,5,0,2,0,10,8,6,0,5,1,0,8,5,4,0,3,10,5,18,2,29,24,6,50,0,1,0,0,4,19,0,3,20,123,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749908283786534,0.07802726621423504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520997012061974,0.0,0.0,0.13113756287435432,0.0960822813475055,0.07716780042880045,0.16695702487392775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210622004108866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041614886695998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807777762794547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142891953460702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918625680800016,0.0,0.1919078994107744,0.07833592947284354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900842288593156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482964406910203,0.0,0.09003749894392364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244936120768793,0.0,0.048992910336623605,0.0,0.15988133745061509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962389140192214,0.0,0.0,0.5556116846496179,0.0,0.2972313239707421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820230909095273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153559674454949,0.3057524653618493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446718055053928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056726530772094,0.0,0.0,0.09187835806596416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354351512430657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945761521546785,0.0,0.09426851217281836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007386096456033,0.0,0.09259025824048296,0.0,0.10622737069348842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746682427731747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633426363290447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960482999935697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916033210300988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327852963381244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692919921798979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154886393530714
anxiety,sara-sparks,2020/03/08,Extremely anxious during job interview. I have a really big job interview coming up. A week before I have an interview or big event i’m anxious about it all week. Before and during job interviews I get extremely anxious. No matter how much I’ve prepared. My hands and legs get weak and shakey. My voice gets shakey. I feel like my breathing is slow but also rapid at the same time. I feel like my heart will beat out of my chest. And I know this is kinda gross but I’ll get all sweaty. And all my brain can focus on is the physical effects of my anxiety. I always get to the interview with extra time to go to the bathroom and touch up and sorta calm down but nothing really works. How do I calm myself down so that I can focus on my interview?,1.3507647058823549,3.7773898333333342,3.2698431372549064,87.33511764705881,84.0,6.729411764705883,20.823529411764707,7.928766900206844,1.1758941176470592,585,18,116,12,17,196,84,150,0.096,0.82,0.084,-0.1868,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,7,0,9,7,6,3,3,27,20,15,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,5,18,4,15,19,6,18,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,8,74,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159236696177622,0.1206175105057372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089324749928478,0.4912872682497549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466988851517669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182219834628062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486935339072147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659126411471662,0.2071174944412119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37867550434288105,0.0,0.08238354716786886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717771273091441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315483559510217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796656820538599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416393023157325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656155310374286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909208169249304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857289100996626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690535313899037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325547514549664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055318872747196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mendozer23,2020/03/08,"So I tried and I failed I had finally put in an application for my dream. A thing I have a hard time doing since I always feel like I’m never good enough to even try for things I really want or long to have. But I thought to myself, for the first time ever, why not try? 

A week went by. Nothing. No word from this job. My anxiety was scratching at the back of my mind, I’m nothing. Of course they won’t call me. They don’t want me. But my supervisor for the job I’m at right now had so much trust in me and knew how much I wanted this job. He told me I would get the job because I was so qualified and he knew it. I kept telling him that he can’t put that into the air because then it really won’t happen (my anxiety talking) but he insisted and I believed him. I still had hope. 

Second week went by. Why haven’t they called me, I should have heard something. I started asking the people I had down as references if they had spoken with anybody from my dream job and they said not yet. My anxiety was starting to rise from the back of my throat like bile. But I tried to suppress it, it’s okay. I’ll be fine. It takes time. Background checks take time.  I know I will hear something back from them because they told me they would, I trust them. 

Third week. Every day that has gone by, I have been physically and mentally pacing back and forth. It’s okay. It’s not okay. It’s okay. It’s not okay. I actually prayed. (I’m not religious but I thought I’d give it a try). I said if this was meant for me. Show me. Tell me. Reach into my mind and silence it for me. But still my thoughts raced and my mind continued. I was exhausting myself. Arguing with my wife and sleeping constantly. I live far from my family and my hometown where my family is. My wife and I live in a town to follow my career and this dream job was going to bring us closer to our family. Yet, I still thought to myself. I’m worth it. There’s still hope. I would be perfect for this job and they’ll see that. 

Finally the fourth week, I sent an email. A short email, quick, simple and to the point. “Just checking in to see how the application process is going.” Took me literally 15 minutes to get the courage to finally press send. It was 4 pm. I work night shifts. I knew I wouldn’t hear back until tomorrow morning. Tomorrow was Friday, it’ll be a good Friday because good things happen on Fridays. 

I woke up early and saw that my phone had email notifications. I picked the phone up. Put it back down. Turned around in bed away from it. I didn’t have the courage to look yet. 1 second later, to hell with it. It’s probably something good and I’m just delaying it. It was a long email but there it was “we already hired someone last week and they accepted”. 

I cried to my wife. I cried for myself. I cried for believing that I actually could be someone who would be good for this job. I put myself out there and I got shot down like I knew I would. Why did I even try?? I cried for a little bit. Wiped my tears and then tried to push it out of my mind. 

I tried to be happy for my wife who was just as upset and sad as I was. I also had work and I couldn’t think about this right now. I put on a face. Looked happy. Laughed. I got to train my first trainee. We ended up having a 20+ hour work day due to events that took place at work. What didn’t help was when I saw my supervisor and told him they hired someone else he told me “what did you do to mess it up?” I don’t know. What did I do? 


I got home and my wife took care of me. I was exhausted. I hadn’t thought about this dream job, I put it in the back. I fell asleep and then woke up with dreams of me never being good enough for anything in my life. 

I guess I should have known better.",-0.18649312934778087,2.0186690409731116,1.676863656163789,97.38099027152607,89.70422535211267,5.064408569505129,17.270496455773063,6.609349013486862,-0.2589607006613246,2855,72,673,36,97,935,278,781,0.087,0.7859999999999999,0.127,0.9835,9,0,3,0,0,0,101.0,4,1,12,9,38,36,2,1,27,5,67,7,4,3,4,102,137,49,0,17,18,5,4,3,0,13,3,5,2,0,47,36,0,3,17,6,3,21,19,8,0,5,60,15,127,28,85,55,5,116,2,2,6,0,58,37,1,6,61,440,174,18,0.0,0.0,0.08646672178516965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888948893868253,0.03542911249686124,0.03686366522807458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016750768954034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364576141061212,0.039439084380640255,0.04141734721721672,0.0,0.04162414966144585,0.2384640369702133,0.0,0.10802684953962652,0.0,0.0,0.09982867434266593,0.0,0.03918242471352471,0.048367428112487086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047668229512362,0.0,0.04516988587789275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787583029056577,0.0,0.03537235990409328,0.0,0.1946591673725115,0.05714357110373699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037009491931810544,0.0,0.039239329662723296,0.09155373401707667,0.0,0.058523459387847074,0.04007462184186937,0.03732720871532691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529484522084305,0.0,0.022400940224297446,0.03165008938563388,0.0,0.1455953926961217,0.0,0.07536825961175632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046293003275023774,0.04249949780836024,0.05035685930448972,0.22295564885421748,0.10629952698417364,0.0,0.048804775992789484,0.0,0.07835403608553286,0.09432278627865637,0.039686807738827885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986545638020676,0.0,0.029695383295802368,0.0,0.04443954558356872,0.08800579893528382,0.04362955473438894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956752396099504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048695567021506916,0.0361128778202068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031292536233024325,0.06493265946809013,0.04440326913358608,0.07824076418647996,0.07841356467572949,0.07440676475823907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464702827456786,0.0,0.1789337005321916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513564080918782,0.0,0.06833844701284017,0.0,0.0,0.041575387101634526,0.0,0.08501989327899742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030714138752969126,0.0,0.04628723093676447,0.0,0.041880677931462655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477661533198686,0.0,0.0,0.2672206557702108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056763303573268975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566908130594148,0.08428464272912974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706075488114109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03664791948515538,0.0,0.044335019377261614,0.0,0.112613426067819,0.102319897582718,0.0,0.0,0.06271581719949977,0.0,0.1415218096198529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662072133272122,0.03560909273384871,0.07744559188136252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829888220966194,0.028387589070001117,0.0,0.1758582628448606,0.1033337988929026,0.0,0.0,0.16933375299068013,0.1476668702275062,0.2406307627813737,0.0481889684644477,0.0,0.0,0.053291083300860034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839321468624785,0.0,0.17768606873266135,0.0,0.0,0.08213869468957387,0.11992976550817283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901251723967969,0.0,0.0,0.15735798660277733,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,808anx,2020/03/08,"Is this anxiety or something else? Made a new account to stay anonymous. I really hope you guys can help me because this is unbearable. I’m a pretty anxious person during the day, but it has never carried on into my sleep. 

I was going through a rough patch in life and that led me and my wife needing to stay in a shady motel. While staying at said shady motel, there was a bed bed infestation that I didn’t know about, I got bit a few times in my sleep one night. Long story short I was super disgusted and very angry and pretty much hotel management and staff told me to go fuck myself.

Shortly after this incident, when I would go to sleep I would wake up and “see” bugs crawling on me even though nothing was there. I would be freaked out and panic a little but realize it’s just my imagination and go back to sleep and everything would be fine. This wouldn’t be very night, only a few times out of the week. 

Now it’s has morphed into something completely different. Almost every night for like the past few years I’ve had what I feel like are panic attacks right as I fall asleep. Everything will be fine as I go to sleep but as soon as I fall asleep, my arm/hand goes numb and it feels like I’m dying. It feels like I’m having a heart attack or stroke even though I’m not having any symptoms other than the numbness and racing heart i’m getting from panicking. There are no bug “sightings” anymore but I see crazy things like blood on my hands or on the walls.

It’s honesty crazy as hell and I don’t know what’s going on, any help or direction I’m fixing this would be greatly appreciated. I brought it up to my therapist and he didn’t really make much of it, although I didn’t go into detail like I went here. Thank you for your help Reddit",3.218581488933605,4.722436957746481,4.3123893360161,86.7268133802817,73.78873239436619,7.099597585513076,24.22786720321932,7.7094869923839395,1.1263501006036218,1380,41,282,18,28,450,182,355,0.155,0.696,0.149,-0.6862,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,1,14,22,5,2,14,0,30,18,12,3,1,48,62,31,1,8,10,1,6,6,0,7,5,1,2,2,19,18,0,0,7,3,1,12,8,10,0,1,14,10,32,12,37,36,6,54,1,0,3,1,12,21,2,6,24,177,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683335612594523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435717239111347,0.0,0.05869773939599913,0.08668232043158569,0.0760948930831767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458141534356902,0.0,0.059000130576155885,0.0,0.046773496925192434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376857271095428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044925906507787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049484080276444894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963294677137749,0.08016583518349303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409752258638196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135801828507356,0.0,0.06464778300997909,0.0,0.13791877664623492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638998784111555,0.16444637956618094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093504364259103,0.04008791620916381,0.0,0.3052493874837717,0.0,0.0613674670662293,0.08459437444483363,0.0,0.07597411555265315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818492880380392,0.154290188988891,0.0,0.0,0.07620955315166605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433688343435253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419620598080791,0.22491649518011336,0.07690296185214326,0.0,0.06790305635837744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260316208111324,0.051217434026833146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280979527192153,0.0568938375569405,0.05917840157052785,0.07410568014848075,0.0,0.21601587927993665,0.0,0.07362387654203773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199379037572168,0.05835612491481535,0.0,0.18005070969142342,0.0,0.0,0.07324684251837868,0.0,0.06699710502271107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612265842408987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830956716641613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552644193325838,0.07298717854556662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228670858403408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839237932714152,0.0,0.0,0.11813999785835858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453498198590557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975116926012908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064207255123127,0.0,0.08908868420009865,0.050975567810316286,0.0,0.1507723850273225,0.0,0.08948299696572529,0.0,0.0,0.07331817792145763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661949179781107,0.0,0.0,0.061547652828424025,0.0,0.0,0.07112887212531008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725316283455848,0.0,0.0,0.04941118292078089
anxiety,KidMulti,2020/03/08,"Can’t sleep Every night for the last month I’ve been waking up with really bad anxiety. It’s difficult to fall back asleep, can anyone give me tips on what to do",2.106960784313728,3.8974000882352975,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,77.52941176470588,8.062745098039215,17.215686274509807,8.841846274778883,0.7972862745098039,129,2,28,3,3,43,33,34,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.8059,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777363337994521,0.0,0.0,0.2538567282619729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791671387778761,0.3031360358012371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058897740562379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482757545909106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959385503799474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28978730073498016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34070283325518763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23258254102433526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633175243162757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Potter-head94,2020/03/08,"I feel very very anxious every Sunday for the strat of the new work week. Hi all, 
I just wanted to know if anyone else out there feels this way and what you do to calm yourself or take away this feeling.
Every Sunday I catch my anxiety level constantly rising because the next day is Monday and the start of a new work week. 
Now I've been at this place for about a month now and a few things that make me very very anxious are if any new things or tasks are thrown my way how will I cope with those. Another thing is the fact that I have to handle the social media for the place I'm at and have to think about witty and sarcastic things to tweet about (which I can't because that's just not the kind of person I am) 
So I resort to research and more research everyday to find the thing to tweet about, and what makes me anxious is what if it gets rejected by the person I show it to! 
I have to start from scratch all over again! 
This thought process drives me absolutely crazy every Sunday! 
Any help or advice on this will be very very helpful!!!",7.418732394366195,5.528982727699534,6.954558685446013,83.13944366197187,64.44600938967136,9.83455399061033,30.689671361502352,7.908726449838941,1.8227919248826288,823,20,177,7,10,257,117,213,0.087,0.866,0.047,-0.8214,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,12,3,0,0,13,0,15,0,0,3,3,32,29,15,0,4,9,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,20,9,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,4,16,2,29,24,4,33,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,6,19,119,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663191154812507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344940478714164,0.10369237089663408,0.0756488163811315,0.3351448459154657,0.0,0.0691445759389608,0.10132213003510723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290824509526803,0.0,0.0,0.12056204265469472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686246832557716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377438281510896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826079805886552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499514453210348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500017702452578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038156217477963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051664739453593365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256467564548438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297631760264174,0.054346091303791234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201660922814715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893121509522673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28651905753290685,0.10516818600840176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268984284856154,0.2066331892246423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080355232932484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399864396777866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435124028175777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32848295427450297,0.06336324235885428,0.0,0.0785057843550471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895562308113868,0.05832652489092624,0.1569848996707488,0.15864348901397166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398284012470675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moly3308,2020/03/08,"You can do it I just overcame my anxiety after 4-5 years just 2 days ago. This a message to say that it will get better for you. Don’t ever give up and follow what you want to do, try and fit yourself into the most uncomfortable situations and after like 3-4 months it should get a little better which is a big step for anxiety. If people put you down or if you are scared, just look on the bright side and you will find your way through these tough times. It has an end and it is beautiful. Just keep trying and you will overcome this terror. If you are getting bullied just don’t care, what can they really do? Make fun of you? So just say something back or ignore it. If you are scared of anything else just try it and think, those are the most important things to get rid of anxiety.",3.8797967250141165,4.638005223602487,4.7032749858836835,87.41138904573691,71.29813664596273,7.842123094297007,24.574251835121398,8.00094639256281,1.1213304347826083,615,16,133,8,11,199,96,161,0.139,0.71,0.151,0.4979,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,11,1,2,10,11,0,3,7,0,18,0,0,1,1,31,30,14,0,6,13,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,16,8,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,4,14,6,15,26,2,22,0,0,2,0,16,8,0,8,11,95,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813567042647226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35763317281191354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823646270105699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982519322090532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756414904544868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888111516926864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049875182615448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017764458979916,0.0,0.13802090339925568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095897043962094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424276298054804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256631643813889,0.14948825915079272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385106464522282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613164646231492,0.15618460795266548,0.0,0.0,0.13085963724686267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401907366327924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438361999032475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080342914685938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665420652085932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998299729690776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784773067374904,0.3120300450473581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516170318045096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199670910238305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352786007027992,0.09985085684301333,0.0,0.0,0.09086689551952447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173991077657996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919137542559878,0.12369219250779348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035070232791722
anxiety,IdontEatBread,2020/03/08,"What Does Meaning Safe Really Mean To You? If you'd look deep inside yourself what safety can you provide to yourself?
For me, safety means focus, discipline and listening to my heart.
What is your definition?",3.0392792792792767,6.0989605405405385,4.036621621621624,77.1055630630631,92.24324324324324,6.790990990990991,25.08558558558559,7.793537801064563,2.492282882882883,168,7,25,4,6,54,29,37,0.0,0.785,0.215,0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341778445139676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171063150836073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471591345066436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8744818646560472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143088608125598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pupper_Hugger,2020/03/08,"I just want to cry, scream, quit. But the business needs me. I can hardly sleep, cold sweat at night, high anxiety So in the few years I've been working on business (financial sector) partly owned by family , the business have been going down year to year. Mostly this is because of generally bad economy condition.

In all the time I work, I have never feel tha ""golden age"" of the business. Where performance, relation, profit are great.

This past few years a lot of things happens.

* business continue to get worse, but we still have hopes and are trying to make things better.
* we got sued. But we won. Which in the process takes a lot of our brain, time and effort.
* we're in the process of closing a branch which was poorly planned in the first place. Bad partner,etc.
* one of our employee storms out in rage because the employee got caught doing fraud. But now the employee are rallying some of our customer to sue us.
* some classified information got leaked by the said employee. But we have to focus on the part where the ex employee is rallying customers, which hurts our reputation
* heck even death threat came

This business / job is not in my interest (I graduated IT, I love IT, but this job is not in the IT field). For the past few years, I learned everything from zero. Learn about accounting, how to deal with people, speak with people, negotiation, etc(a lot of stuff which tends to lack in a IT person).

I really learned a lot and I'm grateful of it, I've been spending 100% of my effort doing job / business I don't like (almost hate). Everyday I wake up and just wish that I can move on, but I can't.

The business is one of the biggest lifeline our family have. Every other similar business in the same field as mine is also struggling. Heck we're one of the better one in terms of number and condition.

We've been doing our business the legal and right way, but people still try to find our faults and imprefections and whatever might be wrong.

I've spent a lot of sleepless night. Mostly I just told peolle that I have insomnia, the truth is I don't

I have excessive worrying, high anxiety. I'm afraid of taking a call from certain people. Everytime a news about work came up. I always think of the worst. Every problem, I think of the worst.

I really qant to cry and just move on to other business. But I must stay strong. My family told me that I'm weak mentally, that I need to handle this problem. They suspect me running of problems in the past. Truth be told, yea I did for some. But I still try to do my best. I work hard, when other don't want to do the job. I do, I take responsibility that people don't want, so that I can help the business survive and thrive.

But I'm at my breaking point at this point. I'm afraid to talk to my family, 2 nights ago. One of my family member is angry and pissed at the business and me. He/she told me the information leak was unethical, because that is an information that the ex employee shouldn't know.

But the ex employee have been in the business much longer than I am, the ex employee knows those thing because he is a manager. Yet I think the fault is in me. I feel like this problem we're dealing with is (big) partly my fault too.

I wish I have a time machine ao I can go back and fix / prevent all these problem from happening.


I need help with anxiety, excessive worrying. I don't know that to do. I dread going to work on monday.",2.576219879518071,4.8402483840361485,3.917093373493977,85.45798945783135,77.96084337349397,7.342771084337349,24.53162650602409,8.327777581246021,1.6597753012048186,2653,94,524,53,64,870,271,664,0.18600000000000005,0.71,0.10400000000000001,-0.9967,13,0,0,0,0,0,107.0,12,0,1,17,21,39,4,4,44,1,55,8,5,2,7,100,103,31,1,17,18,4,4,2,0,3,2,3,0,1,34,25,0,1,16,0,5,9,10,24,0,7,21,8,64,15,79,77,26,79,0,1,0,1,35,38,3,13,31,355,98,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961959018605274,0.0,0.05605215344590174,0.0,0.0,0.044764206725778265,0.04657674479104176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846509100131873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304230010416254,0.09347570263794262,0.136490470235595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058743646930241825,0.09901293237581674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062488035131031364,0.05715803508315776,0.12804389221968507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229746188265787,0.0,0.11541816279673107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248566861013732,0.03697180157388032,0.0,0.09432485149478112,0.0,0.05030786641008977,0.0,0.2638472505549921,0.0,0.056606572865244065,0.039989461894462994,0.0,0.0,0.05116130106220858,0.04761339074075985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029245293242159003,0.0,0.09543782081050486,0.0,0.13430802143840193,0.061714040569427885,0.0,0.0,0.09899926986436977,0.0,0.10028749470168057,0.055264982551020365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503943412481953,0.11828401525246175,0.0,0.05559707115095435,0.0,0.0,0.05992375989139506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221912617921626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228929015535636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469436078294195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379451354790389,0.05052077345752717,0.0,0.03736459808512736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056410919227837926,0.05938198169468462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898784288448605,0.04114900268327122,0.12451709545163142,0.04317235394581838,0.0,0.0,0.15758982586030354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896548623749284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185055224777635,0.16030706440330386,0.1940345043449723,0.04887632404093421,0.05848329321262926,0.0,0.1058313456147581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678086760642817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059537658494871235,0.0,0.0,0.0717196699696339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780343282136935,0.05324625576310134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601670018606721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059663261045637676,0.13410817606404704,0.0,0.0,0.05851855616262516,0.06407944242797818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626157692586576,0.044991609332484125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156444907386898,0.10760200998728536,0.0,0.0,0.09792064793773103,0.0,0.0,0.21395091748906264,0.0,0.11401264860940362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673325663952691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904877149898704,0.044431361447063694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873990698987647,0.0,0.0,0.2037569736061582,0.11369324840427868,0.057044606197808476,0.0,0.06120126917987863,0.0,0.18023442855204688
anxiety,Aven_55,2020/03/08,Anyone have success with EMDR? My therapist wants to try EMDR to help me work thru my panic attacks. Has anyone here tried it? What was it like? Did it help?,0.20612903225806534,2.567112838709684,2.053806451612904,91.38070967741936,98.03225806451613,3.7703225806451615,15.877419354838713,5.6839178017228535,-0.3851341935483865,122,3,23,1,5,40,24,31,0.142,0.5710000000000001,0.287,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,16,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268784645311785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347268114136583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092078403993217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491306638905365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581473450678909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544209936916117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144920179617891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004548475977214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222270253184112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xylyna,2020/03/08,"Anxiety Chart I just ran into this article with the writer providing an anxiety chart. For me, it can be hard to pin-point on my level of anxiety and hopefully I can benefit from this. Just wanted to share if it might work for others, too.

https://themighty.com/2018/03/anxiety-chart-help-other-understand-anxiety/?",10.27875,13.827776041666667,7.5275,62.4675,59.41666666666666,11.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.1336916666666665,262,8,35,8,4,75,38,48,0.124,0.725,0.151,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,9,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7751792506866664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269316445915657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980005578781693,0.0,0.0,0.2516113265824545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687404008877932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23947633133259424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637228187888226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941909874806267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442540719554293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HumidCanine,2020/03/08,"I'm feel like I'm burdening my friend so much I keep telling my friend about my mental health and I feel like I'm burdening her, shes the only one in our friend group I tell about this and it's so much and she doesnt deserve to be put under all the stresses my mental health brings me I'm sorry I shouldn't concern her with my problems.",0.9772007722007708,2.7744522027027045,2.4058301158301165,96.64283783783787,81.02702702702703,5.3096525096525085,20.03088803088803,6.1826913282559595,-0.14151119691119662,269,7,63,2,7,87,45,74,0.151,0.6629999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,10,12,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,2,15,5,6,10,3,4,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,2,37,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861586956620272,0.2630219668737571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42667286320748826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913493464863404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636239808927332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798701166322041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710305221815694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27064859360225824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474135076054205,0.14000560056156414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614531775942058,0.0,0.18505714579403013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060690618984368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086974393049476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217983313434848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raekyod,2020/03/08,Celexa or Lexapro? I’m currently taking trazodone for sleeping problems and I’m gonna continue it for two weeks to see how well it works for me. I used to be on lexapro for at least a year in high school but haven’t been on it in at least two years. I was unsure if lexapro was helping me or if it made my anxiety worse. I didn’t wanna kill myself when I was taking it but it’s hard to gauge whether or not it made my panic attacks worse. My doctor is thinking prescribing me lexapro or celexa for my anxiety after I’ve been taking the trazodone for a few weeks but I’m unsure which route to go. What are your thoughts on lexapro or celexa?,3.1258208955223883,4.281968447761194,3.813611940298512,91.5877313432836,73.47761194029852,6.852537313432838,27.579104477611946,7.1686216300943375,1.193390447761194,508,19,112,5,10,161,74,134,0.245,0.726,0.03,-0.9858,1,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,2,1,3,0,10,2,1,4,0,21,24,14,1,4,12,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,9,2,13,1,19,13,3,17,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,7,8,75,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968496052339545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565601608649293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703532780716704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927465521402432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618920377748154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938507497122987,0.17242275381190778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054928319267527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088350223472499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914722560191842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561540139575658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516040145184493,0.13004398601857262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331122485016755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681033104553613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045677211081318,0.0,0.12955730575341318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188324163010613,0.0,0.0,0.1409466734470188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618077531588919,0.0,0.14673043706310948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880671592883832,0.0,0.33261596910618085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101823576842954
anxiety,vezie,2020/03/08,"DAE feel the sense of “impending doom” so often, every week they’re surprised they’re alive? And if you do, how do you go on with life when you’re low key expecting to die?",5.101666666666667,4.441570277777782,5.524444444444447,87.515,68.44444444444444,9.422222222222222,26.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.4746,134,3,31,2,2,43,30,36,0.218,0.674,0.10800000000000001,-0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,4,5,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,4,0,5,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541188056316956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498458710949318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26996313990140064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30343583165021965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771194982156399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428273889859101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youngpoonster,2020/03/08,"Death (trigger warning) Lately I’ve been having a lot of health anxiety and it always makes me feel like I’m going to die. I’ve been to 3 doctors to check on my health and they all said I look fine. Every night before I go to sleep I always pray that I wake up the next day, I always fear that I won’t wake up and my family will find me passed away in the morning. And lately my dogs been very needy and affectionate around me, what if it’s my dog sensing my death. I do smoke cigarettes which fires up my anxiety but I’m addicted to them (it sounds stupid i know.) Is it my anxiety or is there something wrong with me? I dont know what to do at this point.",0.33957446808510383,2.36086026241135,2.3866382978723406,94.69400000000002,84.67375886524823,5.745815602836879,17.910638297872342,7.0316486544052195,0.00136085106382966,511,12,119,7,15,171,87,141,0.17600000000000002,0.775,0.049,-0.951,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,1,3,0,11,7,3,2,1,18,21,8,3,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,4,5,22,3,16,15,2,17,1,0,1,0,3,9,0,3,6,73,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256641024569013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722475990227076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422367528260016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327513544616872,0.0,0.0,0.14010625075731567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689294627051112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961721929138212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476644359981184,0.0,0.0,0.15263401815396932,0.0,0.0,0.17477139894414148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564281329173438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405801771799344,0.1678051731237772,0.07540122197792515,0.10653371650886584,0.0,0.0,0.1362959961294387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950041777311414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31702219270922405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390853337249728,0.0,0.3364351592738225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285411268675203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252260157390603,0.0,0.0,0.1267792983795938,0.0,0.0,0.09954096182574107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158594323092382,0.13994211672723786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409697209883629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185040878007482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492309967344399,0.0,0.0,0.11480240313045538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230423413328108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304292060741,0.0,0.0
anxiety,koopaboopa,2020/03/08,Zeee worst anxiety comes from the dentist. I am going to the dentist Monday for the first time in a long time. I am convinced they are going to tell me I need to get all my teeth pulled and live in dentures. I am 30. Has anyone else experienced this?,1.6788235294117655,3.780265509803925,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,80.17647058823529,5.648627450980393,21.964705882352945,6.742157984588678,0.4863223529411762,195,6,41,2,5,64,38,51,0.113,0.835,0.052000000000000005,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,0,1,4,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,7,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408439224492714,0.0,0.0,0.2201363045963595,0.32258031778877866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711979813245127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26299988581906497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677940527904979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644855676212094,0.0,0.3578500421375445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780004665472579,0.2786144510492046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334422950765153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751751072335217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671595567990561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heyguysitsdesiree,2020/03/08,"Why Can’t I Freaking Love Myself? No matter how hard I try. No matter how many times I’ve thought I actually was pretty. No matter how many times people tell me I’m beautiful. I feel absolutely ugly. It’s so frustrating. I don’t like my face, my hair, or my body, etc. My depression, anxiety, and family trauma plays a huge part in this. As of now, my depression and anxiety are at an all time low which is amazing, but I don’t know how to fix my self-esteem :(. How to I practice self-love? I want to believe I’m pretty. I want to love myself so bad. 

My mind plays awful tricks...",-0.0030000000000001137,2.256234700000004,2.870000000000001,88.73500000000001,89.5,6.2,18.833333333333336,7.554174236665415,0.7301833333333336,444,13,95,9,15,156,75,120,0.23399999999999999,0.522,0.244,0.3092,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,8,14,2,0,2,1,6,5,3,5,1,19,15,12,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,3,19,6,8,13,3,8,0,3,0,2,3,4,0,1,5,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.15656485179812646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454700570275311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395946251843294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807592710927043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821102723169852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763709240359462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893135959358414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124715781260686,0.0,0.08112253625318676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372140041132092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817281465683598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838215671564408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28960405612993034,0.0,0.0,0.3253189545282711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199716912546272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373928233270566,0.0,0.11122786854145493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32644730666802524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347447330020201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023033792641568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737026357117628,0.2806589733377555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892722348876424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926159160322906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477080951153193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MNL2017,2020/03/08,"My worst fear is imminent A virus lethal and transmissible like the Spanish Flu. I’ve always had a terrible fear of emerging disease and global pandemics. I can’t get this off my mind. I’m 18, but the fact of the matter is that me and my family are still at risk. I already feel like I lost myself to the virus. I can’t focus on school, and I can barely function in general. It has taken everything from me, I only have me and my fond memories. My life was on a course of unprecedented recovery and success before this. Now, even if I don’t get harmed, life won’t continue as normal. My schools will be shut down, and I doubt I’ll be able to attend college this year during the pandemic. Chances are my older mother or someone dear to me will die. Fuck you SARS-CoV-2. Fuck COVID-19.

Yes I know this is a lot of negative forecasting, but we already know this pandemic will cause major disruption",3.67820823244552,5.311924169491527,5.007380952380952,81.68046610169492,72.84180790960451,8.446973365617433,27.89709443099273,9.04235418022936,2.3446484261501213,706,27,136,15,14,235,114,177,0.228,0.654,0.11800000000000001,-0.9737,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,2,3,15,2,4,9,1,19,5,0,1,1,23,29,12,2,2,4,1,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,4,1,23,5,15,19,3,14,0,1,0,2,3,8,2,4,7,90,30,4,0.1657658420153281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658534573854001,0.0,0.13793045978148938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410545223238774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028718205244595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203877296062126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948677527623432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897965016018086,0.0,0.15626928306991247,0.3730653158291524,0.08381619042921162,0.11842315065733175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064956996559574,0.17321162144037644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220114324067702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341706329875652,0.16196963450517496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809529982297706,0.1409281910388249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737624590576825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241532975423864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607239254757907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355277638708984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045286000909796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238081556190845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674776741125623
anxiety,GCcabbie,2020/03/08,"I used sleeping pills. Just the one. 

Right before bed last night, as prescribed. 

I slept like a goddamn baby and my anxiety is basically gone. 

It’s still early days. It might come back tomorrow. Especially with all the horrible headlines lately. 

But I just wanted to let you know that there’s hope. 

Go see a doctor. One that you’re comfortable with. Tell them you’re sick of having huge bags under your eyes. 

You won’t regret it.",1.5159349593495968,4.2492201463414645,2.760365853658538,87.44306910569107,91.43902439024393,5.660162601626017,19.028455284552845,7.1686216300943375,0.7527772357723577,340,10,63,6,12,109,67,82,0.163,0.713,0.124,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,5,6,3,1,1,14,14,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,2,8,3,6,9,1,14,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,2,9,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212684970379994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306510650187896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258443048311234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050806741659296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353878605848215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368001964547936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530360280237202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364623574207577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308398845661692,0.1940630350709822,0.2685591561200181,0.0,0.0,0.2434479864577376,0.0,0.1163115000540266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25256012752391865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234174148447292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226517866865376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033148902224463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971508293362668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382471001928288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012713442764545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080881879338378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056205031919051,0.0,0.0,0.14042290072372152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SonnyDoodie,2020/03/08,Arguments are exhausting When I get in an argument I feel exhausted afterwards. It really shouldn’t take that much out of me. But this one argument took over my whole day. I took a 3 hour nap after a heated discussion/disagreement with my spouse. I awoke and we finished talking it through and everything is fine now. I laid down on the couch to watch some tv and fell back asleep and I’m just so drained and tired from it.,3.622306368330463,5.577495120481932,4.246333907056801,85.73734939759039,73.69879518072291,9.562134251290876,27.5197934595525,9.957137785484203,2.751851635111876,337,13,69,10,7,107,68,83,0.225,0.754,0.021,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,0,0,13,9,8,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,2,9,1,11,6,3,16,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,8,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097466615554268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759169096198516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451520249604939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379229229368104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251335567355328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686278189730406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052055578500005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483897995520066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474625319259987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050923872472368,0.21924571485857727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135140241136293,0.0,0.0,0.6061247477049319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045428549415932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BatManty77,2020/03/08,"Looking for support. I (24F) have severe generalized anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder, and agoraphobia. I'm on medication and have been in and out of therapy for a few years.

What I'm looking for is someone to talk to. Someone who is going through something similar and can relate. Ideally a support group online. I've tried some threads and chatrooms but mostly it's people who have typical, everyday nervousness. That's ok and I'm glad those people have an outlet, but it's not a place for me to safely speak about my issues. 

Right now therapy isn't much of an option due to insurance and financial reasons. I really just want to meet someone or some people who really understand. Any suggestions would be really helpful.",5.04106516290727,7.657425932330831,6.743026315789473,66.45910087719301,71.63157894736842,11.049874686716793,34.391604010025056,10.864195022040775,5.038358897243108,591,31,88,22,12,203,86,133,0.079,0.759,0.163,0.9288,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,5,1,11,1,0,1,0,24,21,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,4,6,16,18,5,10,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,5,4,62,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977464112782162,0.0,0.2199175483444378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329471196036492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168931889740591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634419895663436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002457867283514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414065538800643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448003830912813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566358202514492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989483986774492,0.0,0.15017506735310254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762457193306499,0.1477860626996865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275101741548987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238243235838007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652225344139472,0.3653648857868035,0.11065612985173258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262231642254632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553073691088267,0.0,0.0,0.3287526566952161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758830966063198,0.0,0.0,0.14963577959329372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478008626624507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021069774897731,0.0,0.0,0.0925622206285286
anxiety,katzency,2020/03/08,"I need my life back So my anxiety has caused me to not be able to leave my room at all much , which means to be being inactive for probably that past 2+ years , In that time my health has drastically decreased so bad to the point now when I go from sitting to standing I have to nearly sit down again immediately as my head just pounds and I get super disoriented,  I was wondering if anyone had any tips on what I can do to start being healthy again , eating , whatever , I just really need to better my life .",5.402058823529411,5.344070186274512,6.541960784313726,78.43882352941178,67.72549019607844,10.329411764705883,28.764705882352942,10.125756701596842,2.53975294117647,397,12,83,9,6,134,75,102,0.095,0.8140000000000001,0.091,0.1516,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,1,0,11,5,1,2,1,12,18,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,14,2,16,12,2,20,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,9,60,18,0,0.2115669459807784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387277820664002,0.0,0.16184813459109915,0.0,0.0,0.14793252780627336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268192221101066,0.17664956273671262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871137709144979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733753231970102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648580348430294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053499717128266,0.0,0.12023837096305978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712872364167185,0.2248857702611548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240188479382076,0.0,0.0,0.2988719814482875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304584271485807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555260485006751,0.3137484193794173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196458923758195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999914843214486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281049510107429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553520307655442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974817329428988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336638757770264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294353280744633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362421767168269
anxiety,shiro_hummm,2020/03/08,"High levek of anxiety REEEE ok I really need to vent my anxietylevel is sky rocketing I want ro puke but I cant I need to take care of the shop;;;; I forgot my klonopin- ive been deep breathing but I want to kill myself and just forget this all ....  

Story : cowork mia again twice in a row ( 2 sundays ), I covered hin the first time , but today boss come I cannot cover, boss angry, I feel the tension, he say he fire my coworker im overthinking. Boss angry, tension high, I stress level high. Even though its not my problem but I cannot breath. 


Im scared;;;; idk for what my chest is tight I want to puke my vision is a bit blurry.. I want to barf ;;;;  


Sayig feels a lil better but I seriously am internally dying",0.3753955375253568,2.6277186206896594,2.710263691683572,90.82316430020285,86.93103448275862,5.618661257606491,18.184584178498987,7.048011613610866,0.23242799188640986,540,14,117,8,17,184,93,145,0.21899999999999997,0.612,0.168,-0.8874,0,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,1,4,6,1,9,3,3,3,1,25,21,7,2,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,4,7,0,2,2,5,22,3,9,19,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,62,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353809694439248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282326595401695,0.17630338345133315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464807043000726,0.0,0.0,0.1391078594272933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759934538263704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666149001511976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330665938448333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736185376125676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511863722136489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488701212903822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866286222078914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394830360409725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452248044181438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034535312955663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842196686627375,0.16167794636417845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498428625150112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141909377123587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586614212890131,0.0,0.0941651183484933,0.0,0.1530720130055952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809999009159377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slogan7,2020/03/08,"Severe anxiety in social situations is ruining my life I’m going to tell all of this to a mental health specialist very soon, but in the meantime I have to get this off my chest. 

I feel like I’m going insane during social interactions. I have trouble paying attention to what is being said to me because I’m too focused on how I appear to the person I’m speaking to. I’m focusing on my voice, my eye contact, my manner of speech, and my appearance. I’m over analyzing every word that comes out of my mouth and nit picking the way I say things. When I’m being spoken to, I’m tuning out the words they’re saying with thoughts like “do I look normal right now? Was that thing I just said/did weird? What does this person think about me right now?” Usually I walk away from a conversation feeling like the person I just spoke to had a negative experience talking to me, and I end up falling into a downward spiral of depression and self hate. 

I feel like I’m going to be alone forever because of how bad this has gotten. Talking to anyone aside from family is very uncomfortable for me. There are coworkers that I’ve worked with for two years now and I still get anxious around them. A simple conversation has turned into a source of fear and panic for me, and instead of getting help I have isolated myself and made things worse. I no longer have anyone in my life I can say is a true friend aside from my brother. I feel like dating is pretty much not an option anymore. On a weekly basis I’m doing everything I can to avoid human interaction, including doordash and grocery deliveries. I’m procrastinating errands that involve talking to people or asking my mom to go with me (I’m 26 btw.) 

I know I will never truly be happy until I get help with this. I fantasize about having a social life and a love life one day, but right now I spend most of my time alone and on social media. I know I have to make an appointment with a psychiatrist and eventually a therapist but the idea of having to talk to those people terrifies me. That’s why I’ve gone 26 years without getting help, but I’m hoping I finally bite the bullet and do it soon because I’m getting more and more depressed these days. Life feels very hopeless right now and I’m tired.",4.8783897667419085,5.821129137697518,6.204214446952598,76.88249924755456,69.13544018058691,8.886350639578634,28.536418359668932,9.120678840339163,2.3854539352896915,1780,61,330,33,30,602,221,443,0.192,0.6990000000000001,0.109,-0.991,0,3,0,0,0,1,35.0,0,0,1,1,19,21,1,3,21,0,27,11,3,5,3,63,76,24,0,2,9,2,5,5,1,1,7,8,0,5,18,26,0,1,11,0,2,10,5,11,0,2,8,15,45,10,58,63,5,53,0,4,2,1,35,21,0,6,26,216,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291834375719662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647498955103626,0.08339985817183025,0.0732133526091559,0.10323860677449076,0.0,0.0,0.06571881565205259,0.06901526871910438,0.0,0.06935987133658703,0.0,0.061639772586539375,0.13500687303959705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359264957076069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522046147982824,0.0,0.12716862688787947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460368727113536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538595692349508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219971855057646,0.0,0.06634805318004054,0.07221382240484117,0.06959448953183645,0.08307227660840942,0.18663760634310067,0.2109588924155133,0.0,0.08087034239129476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570360692149653,0.0,0.23141926816926006,0.0,0.1678230215239284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858678644017676,0.0,0.0728856988567043,0.0,0.07847122586715262,0.0,0.0,0.1484475705646843,0.0,0.0,0.07332367076172006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333806163408025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114323753746923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607195948231489,0.180332849354706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619933821132611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662884362324148,0.0698538455159406,0.0492779463274091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439700659046264,0.0,0.0,0.08646151876964303,0.0,0.0,0.05426897249189937,0.0,0.05693745014259252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233163001928053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002490382768975,0.0,0.0,0.08661629947858678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236022738949672,0.193380231251215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510532427575442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521804186380362,0.14044664030115778,0.17612289851350688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701430279308251,0.08339985817183025,0.0,0.0,0.08298102169113003,0.0,0.30101618699884325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895576598196502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734703152098466,0.06452523753839667,0.0,0.0,0.08571509841926002,0.1471357171026919,0.04730329727972605,0.0,0.05860783503617426,0.04304723972878586,0.08484957506645792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029907348792772,0.07211510593745561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130646380342266,0.1827370495820059,0.0,0.05859788026232308,0.059216983245746174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661447879601741,0.0,0.0,0.07116348940592575,0.0,0.05374459099666429,0.0,0.07523273864954819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508018768251386
anxiety,mikasso,2020/03/08,"Anxiety vs doing the right thing I'm the union representative in my company, simply because I know the most about the Enterprise Agreement we're covered by and I'm a relatively neutral party... but seriously my anxiety goes insane during the tough moments. 
Im in the middle of sorting some complicated stuff. I get all riled up and confident about the right and wrong of the things happening, start the processes and then... it hits me. What if I'm wrong? What if I said the wrong thing? What if I dug a whole and made things worse? Am I making more trouble than it's worth? And then the panic attack slowly creeps in, I had to hide away in a closet until the attack subsidrd after dealing with a phone call around the issue today. I have so many people telling me I'm making the right call, but damn my own brain is so against me right now. Really struggling to stay confident and pursuant for the rights of my team. Honestly, sometimes I don't try as hard because the anxiety of fighting wins and then I feel more awful. I want to do this, I want to be the guy that takes down the mistreatment, and to keep my team feeling safe and respected at work, just the process of doing it is riddled with anxiety",4.292435897435897,5.9200791837606825,5.162905982905986,81.20153846153849,71.26495726495726,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.2670615384615385,955,36,180,18,18,311,136,234,0.23600000000000002,0.633,0.131,-0.9842,0,0,0,0,2,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,7,17,4,2,23,1,10,1,1,3,1,34,29,22,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,13,13,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,12,0,0,3,4,19,5,30,24,7,25,0,0,0,0,10,15,1,6,9,124,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295161657571803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958628426668296,0.0,0.24501539236618256,0.10117398445726733,0.0,0.0,0.13128804894737742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021252766947832,0.2199176805466537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101892594052977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889795450550564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626118049164239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662548298840284,0.09522584957963197,0.0,0.0964649729060016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631871823170745,0.11239558713200663,0.0,0.09571573739222958,0.0,0.0,0.059181083349975475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189453562008136,0.1437616904339739,0.10917610058267456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634562274007474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465550220451783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898602902613117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598137450381426,0.1024334815584446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650362081480733,0.0,0.0762202851731074,0.11477831562891146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257616817565938,0.12327402725602278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096602428483754,0.0,0.09412179195274242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861655972614081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207317430395806,0.0,0.0,0.07311132254832899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703128590385013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022691100304117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839625866333487,0.0,0.10974062933118447,0.0,0.3532112627289096,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CreamyThickness,2020/03/08,"How do I know if I truly have anxiety? I was diagnosed with Bipolar Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, & ADD! Like idk how I could be anymore of a screwed up individual. On top of that I procreated, not once, but TWICE, with a narcissistic, bipolar, psychopath!

I have these crying spells that one psychiatrist diagnosed as mania, yet another said it was stemming from anxiety. Now I feel anxious about knowing if I’m on the right medication, am I getting better, am I being a good parent & person? Honestly I don’t know, and when I start to feel better I stop taking my medications because I don’t want to be medicated for the rest of my life. Then I have a downward spiral & have to start all over again.

Every day is a constant struggle. I struggle to get out of bed, take a shower, comb my hair, brush my teeth, and eat. I have alarms set on my phones for the weeknight & weekends to feed my kids, give them baths, etc because they didn’t ask to have a mother that is crippled with depression.

Maybe I answered my own question, but some days I’m not sure if anxiety is really my true diagnoses. However, other days it could not be more clear.

UGHH,  I feel like I just need a hug, &/or a friend.",3.662866501016488,5.45731581974249,5.145421278518182,80.01450417890219,73.20600858369099,8.338739552744522,29.43053986898577,8.99025400887824,2.550807725321888,938,40,179,20,19,315,138,233,0.16699999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.151,0.4248,3,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,2,3,8,16,1,3,12,0,23,15,2,2,4,36,42,12,0,7,9,2,4,2,1,0,9,1,3,2,7,7,2,1,8,2,0,0,6,6,0,2,4,6,29,10,24,32,6,23,0,2,0,2,12,9,1,5,15,121,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135506780077873,0.0,0.0,0.0994006222141875,0.29007107670619875,0.10709115154056356,0.09401097808710776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862034975866105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557207103728274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676766097207473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024395117119564,0.0,0.1513718824167918,0.0,0.10412764611533812,0.18340442826213912,0.0,0.1632932596263721,0.2886442061900412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699875483111037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572126955589076,0.0,0.0,0.07986871478074127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379331060403225,0.06772143026296525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323823403864041,0.0,0.09905275004928572,0.09093581828385948,0.0,0.07950938801281082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629024325880989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695637678729506,0.09262391050208964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523412660885368,0.0,0.0,0.2864873904808176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028914949667625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095337747792944,0.06423541567151891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525841683154237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827711705344683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108100585407511,0.0,0.1061918805344152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060727981801174814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095424866396995,0.09017157084887303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419250698194318,0.0,0.0,0.07925270468829028,0.0,0.19820023238699055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934298533183847,0.0,0.1425477975379804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055912434209155086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gr00vyRedPanda,2020/03/08,"Worried I’ll end up wasting my whole life I’m deciding to drop out of college because anxiety and some depression has made me fail all my classes because I just can not concentrate, no matter how hard I try. It doesn’t help my classes are online, because I’m too scared to take on-campus classes.

I’m just worried that I won’t be able to do what I want in life, or that I won’t get a job and I’ll end up homeless. I just wish I could be secure no matter what I want to do.",5.72673076923077,3.6954312884615375,7.045076923076923,81.59992307692309,67.84615384615384,9.858461538461539,35.223076923076924,8.238735603445708,2.5765100000000003,370,15,84,4,5,128,63,104,0.23,0.637,0.133,-0.8545,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,0,11,2,0,2,1,19,20,4,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,12,1,9,14,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,52,17,6,0.2001535959120883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531169530282641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660353229284925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980635968947351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239199887114454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35455335448678066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457199282904417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792983077644246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415873628314595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862155973624804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827488080755326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893901719635048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038866658512014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049059470353612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358911531972124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361115533396069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234643419388575,0.2301667574177368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065313846709532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yptgot,2020/03/08,"I've gotten really good at managing all parts of my anxiety except for the anxiety over being single, and that is the most cyclical one and it frankly terrifies me Throwaway obviously

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But just wanted to share for solace if anyone else feels the same. I've gotten much better with general social and anxiety and anxiety around work (haven't left because of panic in years!)

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But dating is the one thing I can't remove anxiety from. A lot of it is because the less I date the more pressure I feel to date more, and the more stress I put on each date, resulting in anxious horrible dates, leading to less dating, creating the anxiety to start the cycle over.

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As a 28 y/o dude watching my body shape fade and his hairline recede in real time after being mostly single the past 7 years it's only getting worse.  I think about probably every 10 minutes throughout the course of the day. It's overwhelming mentally. Every second I'm not putting effort into dating feels wasted. It's straining platonic relationships with women in my life. I genuinely don't think theres an end for this, good grief",7.695845295055825,7.9891368899521575,7.970921052631581,68.9360307017544,62.8755980861244,10.794417862838916,35.12001594896332,10.504223727775694,3.947497288676237,906,37,143,20,12,297,133,209,0.182,0.758,0.06,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,4,10,0,5,15,0,8,2,1,2,2,33,19,10,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,6,0,3,2,4,11,4,28,15,15,32,0,2,1,0,5,12,0,4,16,100,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32154087898113104,0.3605976123868869,0.0,0.0,0.4540433542651262,0.1117519798014694,0.0,0.06916749591602779,0.10135571619664266,0.0,0.08806019482902798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206020064438318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748712117263135,0.0,0.109878347351396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637955226857602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263536340205642,0.0,0.08761417941933912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666895326560376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005149268678475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051681865231391115,0.0,0.0,0.16593960183291667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747738518370864,0.0,0.06987045669668776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409865014836107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968857213950716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271793082988337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406214745843972,0.07523347852598751,0.0,0.11606186343705906,0.0,0.1071212343550181,0.09443078617277764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665300256426907,0.0,0.0,0.19888479815567972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259315664061055,0.06337098908735085,0.0,0.0,0.10620356985852557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008369665932246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001642112361835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331306953538145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571836789721125,0.12676849189013048,0.0,0.0,0.057681324286773875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834585891090891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201528370855327,0.0,0.1008084147175838,0.0,0.0,0.3605976123868869,0.1274030849252106
anxiety,FatSeedbed,2020/03/08,"Questions about long-term medication use Hi everyone,

36/M here, I’ll try to make this quick. I’ve had a low-level depression and social anxiety most of my adult life. Nowadays, I'm pretty satisfied with life outside of work but anxiety is crippling at work (can’t make any connections, always super quiet and reserved).. and my desire to address this has finally outweighed by fear of side effects/long-term effects/withdrawals, etc. I take 5mg of Adderall daily, no caffeine, and I’m in therapy.

My n00b questions are: 

1. I’m leaning towards getting on an SSRI, but all antidepressants and benzos seem to be recommended for short-term use.. but wouldn’t my anxiety just return after eventually stopping the drug?
2. Does anyone have experience being on these drugs for many years? What’s that like?

Ideally, I’d get my anxiety under control at therapy but I’ve been in therapy for a couple of years and my anxiety is just as bad (we’re going to try CBT soon). I’ve taken beta blockers before small presentations and that helps but it seems to have scary long-term effects from daily use. I feel like if I find an SSRI that works for me, I’d want to be on it indefinitely, but I’m curious as to how that’ll change/affect me down the road.",3.177158450063672,5.584743259414228,4.952985264689833,78.06021102419503,76.65690376569037,7.838530107331272,27.964526105148266,8.716276077567194,2.542175040931417,985,42,174,22,23,334,149,239,0.134,0.735,0.131,0.316,0,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,7,7,7,0,1,6,0,14,5,0,8,1,40,32,17,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,2,5,1,1,1,10,8,0,3,7,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,2,11,4,33,24,3,23,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,7,11,97,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883436777072218,0.0,0.0,0.07220065673159216,0.0,0.4061067616097917,0.0,0.0,0.07423798853899184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864925387498085,0.0,0.0,0.09034462205859392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908101824826885,0.0,0.11747738959371401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144585887374104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291190466542047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462518160291889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840993704065128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145197450259276,0.0,0.10385666927407712,0.0,0.11947311013667987,0.053683794904010915,0.07584935677963357,0.0,0.1163063264637688,0.09703935971479057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094106177791133,0.0,0.06034004108408229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116490872640784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998496316131252,0.10374063286492424,0.0,0.0,0.2818768552744718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141741378694513,0.10764182704283301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695720300584148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801517720943164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378740615039812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933101522871411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822906729690987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876461483921792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982819257969867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642510871538276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416774906996244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275095770253467,0.0,0.0,0.0626230449398412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188362116268105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674267997199974
anxiety,cherrcherrcherry,2020/03/08,"I need really advice!! :( I have to do two presentations this week for school, and I'm incredibly nervous. I don't know how to calm myself down at all. I try breathing exercises, writing a script, distracting myself, but nothing puts me at ease.
(I might have to go to the doctor to see how to sort this out because I can't have panic attacks during important shit, however there's not enough time to do it before this.)

I also have this thing where I get extremely uncomfortable with silence (forgot the name), and that class is always fucking quiet as shit. Every move I make feels like it's so loud and I get scared if people are looking at me, and when I sit and think about it for too long my stomach cramps up and my chest will feel heavy. I normally dread having to be there.

I can't get my thoughts to stop or be in order, and how to not feel physically sick when doing presentations. I really need to get a good grade on this, but I have a feeling I'm gonna break down or mess it up really bad.

It's so frustrating because I know how irrational this is, but it's almost at times like I can't even physically stop panicking.

Please help. Is there anything to do to calm down? Thanks.",4.033991596638657,5.13582298739496,5.289327731092438,82.07626050420168,71.22689075630252,8.625210084033615,26.18487394957983,9.007467420416297,1.8991193277310925,933,29,190,18,17,311,133,238,0.191,0.653,0.155,-0.9189,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,16,18,5,5,5,0,22,10,5,5,1,42,46,23,0,4,8,0,4,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,14,9,0,3,8,1,0,3,6,12,0,1,2,8,24,6,30,39,2,29,0,0,2,1,3,13,3,6,12,128,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301790428005491,0.0,0.0,0.13339853759479384,0.0,0.0,0.10653434964944168,0.11084800956037462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962702520166223,0.0,0.0,0.15155465459484965,0.0,0.0,0.1112314270368061,0.1624168564962187,0.0,0.11335866685184195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363542208034832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764975784182187,0.0,0.08798920218044066,0.0,0.11224187185238196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26943600109011706,0.09517093292539916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315785178813975,0.27840353029791826,0.0,0.07571083324296543,0.11173689929648316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929318642372057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464262070890609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016712640966266,0.0,0.0,0.11789369712779785,0.11186952952519287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892401872095525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413231968901442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158960233052448,0.0,0.19755884972174909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052531002847673,0.1278262197302481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563025655573963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235655556938277,0.0,0.0,0.14623330884450567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392083877300434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560284976374069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337441197136427,0.13482368157205188,0.10615746151743534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734926306877416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222752349227052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264919360742875,0.0,0.0,0.08850408913302933,0.08536068579070656,0.0,0.1057601748523482,0.15536092052597786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044624608093782,0.0,0.13013458369061742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685940708154686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheCocklessClown,2020/03/08,Sore Thraot Gonna Keep Me Up panicking all night. Some please disttact me and lets talk,1.0745098039215684,3.534936058823529,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,100.17647058823529,4.6196078431372545,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,-0.14870980392156818,71,2,15,1,3,20,16,17,0.261,0.628,0.111,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159063279188565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784770635911095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391086168567698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136325987132224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760941400175207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Despacito73,2020/03/08,Help me calm down I feel like since my lymph nodes in my throat are swollen I’m going to stop breathing and die when I sleep so I can’t sleep I am really scared,-1.2141666666666673,0.832659249999999,0.3291111111111107,105.52700000000002,95.38888888888887,3.991111111111112,12.755555555555556,5.6839178017228535,-1.4106044444444443,127,2,33,1,5,40,30,36,0.228,0.588,0.184,-0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,3,6,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33399163274677524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271858843398446,0.22990364766268645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289404332920828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570482330281865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722183363910702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616198560883744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221914808917369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662074746844169,0.0,0.6440918728434857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690505180445937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cupidshufflechaslide,2020/03/08,"Should I hangout with them or just bail? One of my guy friends has a friend that I think is really cute. I only met him very briefly once but we didn't talk. My friend asked if we could hangout and I told him that I possibly could after work. He said that we could hangout at that friend's house and that we can play pool, smoke and listen to music. I really want to go because I can see his friend again but I don't want to either. I am a complete social retard and I just stand around or run out the door 5 minutes later. I have walked out of jobs after like two hours because I can't stand being around people I don't know. I'm not scared to go; I'm afraid of looking stupid or embarrassing myself. My friend keeps trying to get me to meet new people and I always tell him no. I think I'm so convinced that nobody likes me that I won't put myself in situations where I can be hurt. Honestly just writing this makes me want to cry right now. If I do go what am I supposed to do or say?",1.6415850447604008,3.160305388625595,3.1304818325434454,93.4971340179042,78.0521327014218,5.826329647182728,19.779094260136915,6.42735559955562,-0.06291174302264357,771,17,177,6,18,253,121,211,0.105,0.69,0.205,0.9637,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,4,0,1,1,9,17,1,3,3,0,21,0,0,1,0,40,43,14,0,9,13,0,0,2,6,2,0,3,1,1,9,14,0,1,3,5,0,6,7,5,0,2,4,5,36,12,20,32,1,23,0,1,2,0,28,8,0,6,9,114,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777456038258232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092108374656092,0.1098524221973477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326136126052305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320300088420337,0.0,0.0,0.2814573850364128,0.0,0.12907502819193298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447099291648595,0.0,0.061392132551130275,0.0,0.20034442113725204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634959891971547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157199238721901,0.13558636252487485,0.12579280295645426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660675858759414,0.1044448976339173,0.0,0.0,0.06457832704169625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481517450285712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867560196085022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843629193141588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348820713777108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251402536229538,0.0796252330484645,0.08936874985589052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292798860456906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247056963657802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812617284720267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055494396451582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003496412180924,0.11177529199629864,0.09344563584845644,0.11764419179473712,0.0,0.09363721705390506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208187692903875,0.0,0.11978275922179807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444702164404163,0.1027055862855747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058643921966458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228219680654156,0.0,0.07977898731688031,0.0,0.11478646988235093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695491009621267,0.20792457981329227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554590325539131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LM432,2020/03/08,"Do you ever get that feeling something good is going to happen in your life? My family suffers from a lot of anxiety, but I’ve always just dealt with my anxiety, and I’ve thought I’ve done a pretty good job at it. If I could best describe myself, I would say I’m generally happy, though, even though I will lay awake at night worrying about stuff. 

Last year I had this feeling that something great was going to happen in my life. I wondered what that great thing would be. Then on July 1st, I got a heart disease diagnosis. That’s not exactly a “good” thing to find out. I was depressed for quite a while. I mean, who wouldn’t, when you find out you’re going to die. It took me a while to get over this, the one song that helped me get through this depression was this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvlTJrNJ5lA

After getting over my depression with my heart condition, I mean, it’s not like I have cancer, right? It’s just a little heart issue that I could have a heart attack and be dead before I hit the ground, but it’s still not cancer. 

Even though all this, I felt like something great was going to happen to me. Then a few weeks ago, I started to get this pain, so then I go to the doctor and thinks I could have cancer. I go in for some tests, and the test results come back. It seems like I don’t have cancer, but what I have, could develop into cancer, so I need to get checked every six months. 

I still felt like something great was going to happen, so this past week I find out I lost my job. ☹ 
So now, I’m going to be short some money for my credit card bills next month. 

You know what? I still feel like something great is going to happen to me, so I think my anxiety/depression meter is broken. :( I should be flipping out now, but I feel a sense of calm… I feel at peace. 

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anxiety,stonyrivercat,2020/03/08,"Weird reoccurring experience [Potential Trigger Warning] So lately I've been experiencing something really frustrating and terrifying, and I think it's anxiety related. Almost randomly, my heart will start to race and my thoughts will start to slow down, my body feels like I'm not quite the one making it move. Eventually it'll start becoming extremely difficult to move or think, and raw panic sets in, I get extremely cold and shivery, and there's a sense of ""I need help now"" that kinda repeats itself over and over. Some things that trigger this include losing internet and meditation, but other times it seems to happen randomly. The anticipation of it happening is a huge trigger, too. Can anyone relate/identify what this is?",9.670877390326202,10.069436425196855,9.789651293588305,57.19007874015753,58.76377952755905,13.871316085489314,40.97750281214847,13.023866798666859,6.0796668166479195,594,29,87,21,7,197,90,127,0.10300000000000001,0.833,0.064,-0.4543,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,4,0,7,2,2,4,0,26,21,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,2,3,6,1,10,16,1,16,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,7,9,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661368348477416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492608535755551,0.0,0.0,0.12332522042577745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947918873753076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591241850915414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252820130202526,0.0,0.0,0.08918029663953067,0.12600204865584005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214844830315297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311934950544312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090047488413462,0.11822017578850424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895822983340505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616771997032728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731806123186976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773141429992595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749165719746875,0.0,0.13077953020878835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951599278754575,0.0,0.0,0.2069375897137984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875960962496541,0.0,0.0,0.11299008434952028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605648106213899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578178307378572,0.0,0.0,0.37451654657169975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171754463510634,0.226027442490816,0.0,0.14002173024868286,0.10284544695319456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aesthetic-Goat,2020/03/08,"Mental breakdown over my pets I just need somewhere to vent since my family has emotionally walled me off

I love my cat and dog so much, they’re my best friends and I’d give my life for them. They’ve helped me so much and they’re part of the family. My brother (12m) has anger issues, dyslexia, and a whole slew of other mental issues that make him a bit slow. We’ve always had a terrible relationship and he is an overall bad person so I have no desire to fix this.

He’s pretty heavy and can’t pick an animal up correctly, which leads to him holding my pig by her stomach and pressing her against his side, making her gag and whine. He holds her like this, scratching her fur backwards and shaking her around and my family doesn’t think it’s an issue, despite her cries and attempts to get away. The same thing happens with my cat, who has never used his claws much for defense so he sits there and yowls as my brother does this

Well, he was doing just that to my boy Taco this evening, we had family over, my mom and her sister were talking loudly, my sister (7f) was being loud, the TV was blaring, the baby was crying, and nobody was paying attention to the cat crying and my brother shaking him around.
I tried to get my mom to make my brother let him go but he wouldn’t and my brother is taller and outweighs my mom by easily 100lbs. 

So she didn’t care and let the cat be paraded around the house, forced into and out of his litter box, his face shoved in food, and the like. 

So I’m sitting there crying, trying my best not too as all the sounds and claustrophobia overwhelms me. I was so scared for my cat even though I knew no *serious* harm would come to him. It still scared me so much to think that my brother had full control over him and that he didn’t care what pain the cat was put in and everything just hurt and I was so scared and I wish I wasn’t and could handle it more maturely. 

This whole thing has sent me into a downward spiral, if my sister wasn’t here I would probably be hurting myself in some way, I’m crying and just overall in a bad way. 

Sorry for the long boring post,, I just needed a place to share.",4.441581280788178,4.894982280459772,5.0358251231527085,86.62900862068966,69.87356321839081,7.777504105090313,25.65065681444992,7.5804360353943165,1.1371001642036125,1672,44,353,17,28,537,212,435,0.162,0.7440000000000001,0.095,-0.9864,0,0,0,0,0,1,43.0,1,0,1,5,26,28,2,6,20,0,35,6,2,7,3,71,57,41,0,9,8,12,2,2,1,3,2,3,1,2,18,36,1,4,4,1,1,7,11,18,1,0,18,5,60,10,40,30,15,39,0,4,0,1,51,23,0,2,6,243,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315399163667478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269842320802445,0.0,0.0,0.0713095451398757,0.0,0.1267448759915128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930249327573462,0.0,0.08286197619267556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547680393315567,0.0,0.0,0.06538020944595363,0.0,0.0,0.08512710615762735,0.06059912132262048,0.0,0.41685706481524776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641966694700803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853760828857833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026105765290487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821306617230215,0.0,0.2862030333749635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917772899572232,0.0,0.05863932665832676,0.0,0.0793081188096529,0.0728091716476411,0.0431351121990842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711717498829826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050873454300000086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757717724771781,0.1625027531656588,0.0,0.0,0.2376562978251951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552236007467429,0.05360966033420063,0.07416076883336722,0.0,0.0,0.06716816650072875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850174950458683,0.0,0.1519893796075053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297654385744935,0.0,0.0,0.2666757358435487,0.0,0.0,0.223177792520755,0.11255619286770227,0.05853793544958458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807618150177822,0.0,0.0,0.0821911471579813,0.0,0.0,0.0662720199438722,0.07929822977122179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269019654085436,0.07721650009552122,0.08183188591300765,0.0,0.0,0.07629939017750463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148704868369651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279642150975621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278438094387825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849626405391604,0.0,0.0,0.06061298521079051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061004686614568565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084775589722304,0.097265942039147,0.07457031541981365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306078550653718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555230823062372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049007897922588,0.0,0.0,0.06824225504542075,0.0,0.0,0.1694768943457057,0.08728002617852224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783284742188223,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anti-perspirant,2020/03/08,"Zoloft + marijuana? Hi,

I take zoloft (50mg)

Wanted to try smoking weed (on occasion, not regularly) but I've never mixed the two before and I'm unsure what side effects that may cause. Has anyone got experience with this?

Googling it gives me mixed results from just mild drowsiness all the way up to causing serotonin syndrome so idk what to believe

For those who do smoke weed, do you find it makes you more or less anxious? 

Thanks",2.113736141906873,4.968568134146345,2.7148337028824834,88.87595343680712,87.17073170731706,4.933037694013303,24.52771618625277,6.574015621080383,0.97749756097561,345,14,64,4,11,107,70,82,0.09300000000000001,0.867,0.040999999999999995,-0.5208,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,5,2,16,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,8,9,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808673490280145,0.0,0.17383934719861946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115554371913381,0.2801071249335521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107979333617995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24319591551629705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272321661373005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849684913890004,0.0,0.0,0.1988423672282686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659543128000075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174937502910816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692964557911973,0.0,0.0,0.22889386842116916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879516726300697,0.0,0.2428634661200059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664122056881956,0.19734123832717446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadpoohbear,2020/03/08,When someone says they have to go I get a wave of anxiety and overthink everything. Was I being too much. Am I too much?! I’m annoying and they hate me don’t they. Maybe I shouldn’t text them for a while. :(((( I hate my brain,-2.566931818181814,-1.7567500416666633,0.12431818181818245,101.9434090909091,122.33333333333334,4.245454545454545,14.78030303030303,6.1124844417494595,-0.4462333333333333,170,5,42,3,11,57,35,48,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.902,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,3,3,3,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,3,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,11,0,3,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407773778644308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269879180812837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632514283102742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303501751779872,0.0,0.1664692783058576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5783821350523672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942706028177212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306496976680321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329362725284103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481843390550565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xXThowMeAwayXx,2020/03/08,"Can't give myself the push I need  I've been having issues with anxiety for the past 3 years and it has, for the most part, kept me unemployed and miserable. I've wasted 3 years of my life and the thought of wasting anymore is killing me inside, As of August I've been going out and applying for new jobs and even began driving again(Another thing anxiety has stopped me from doing). I feel like I can see the light at the end of this awful tunnel, but every time I get a call about an interview I get nervous and don't answer or call back. I think to myself ""what if I can't get used to that scheduled lifestyle again"" or ""what if I fuck up and get fired"" and ""What if I don't want a job or life and really deep down I'm just a lazy piece of shit"".Today I got a message for an interview in my voicemail and I'm afraid to call back but I'm even more afraid that I won't call back and I'm gonna be stuck like this forever. Employment is something I think about every single day and I just want this awful part of my life to be over but I can't seem to give myself that final push.",3.05875,3.7093142554112575,4.445819805194804,88.90301542207794,73.11255411255411,7.6797619047619055,23.961309523809533,7.865858978985527,0.9918504329004336,847,22,191,11,16,282,118,231,0.182,0.7959999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.9843,5,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,12,8,2,4,12,2,17,4,0,1,0,38,44,22,1,6,11,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,11,14,0,2,6,0,0,4,6,6,0,0,7,4,23,2,26,33,6,27,0,1,1,1,9,7,1,8,18,124,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124648070510582,0.17691085036260246,0.0,0.1146723228366243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26673335410708593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722781813860904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457076551157478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241246021528264,0.0,0.0,0.15274296242405874,0.0,0.19484386254118588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058465203641977014,0.0826049666973697,0.0,0.12666528276760214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689661152584742,0.2416443092631713,0.22184263420804387,0.06571429601901256,0.0,0.09247861071823166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068602977845855,0.2294867311446554,0.0,0.1279257154897066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245015318779338,0.1129804112626586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573700866643733,0.0,0.11167464902967242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25042862295355184,0.11038041098040338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407452699692686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214088066362487,0.10526377130880593,0.0,0.0,0.11869091200170227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901640718204057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667053702250088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681838467576692,0.14818004595023002,0.0,0.0917960500443374,0.06742386184330489,0.0,0.10960222254242998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998658301365962,0.0,0.0,0.1364012764609883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892182352994096
anxiety,amaphotog47,2020/03/08,"Anxiety At An All Time High I just thought to look for this subreddit, and I'm so glad I found it. I have Generalized Anxiety, and I take Lexapro to keep it under control.  And, for the most part, it really is under control, with minor ""blips"" here and there.

Until lately...

This Coronavirus has got my anxiety at an all-time high. I'm not at all concerned about the virus, itself, but watching everybody else in a panic sets me off. It is impacting my income (I do not care to share what business I'm in, but suffice to say it's having an impact). I'm a single Mom, and also dealing with my Ex on certain things.

I've deleted all of my social medias except Reddit and Instagram. No more Facebook, Twitter or Snapchat for now.  And yet, I can't seem to escape it all. I've charged up my Kindle to try to start reading again. 

I guess I just wanted to put this all out there to people who can understand what I'm feeling. And if you have anything you do to try to get your mind off of things, I would love to hear them.",2.945851449275363,4.267052314009663,4.504900362318843,85.80778532608697,74.16908212560385,7.300603864734299,26.46407004830918,7.865858978985527,1.5116765700483097,787,28,162,11,16,264,124,207,0.10099999999999999,0.838,0.061,-0.6617,1,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,3,1,2,11,6,0,1,7,0,11,1,0,2,6,40,32,15,0,3,9,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,15,11,0,3,5,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,5,19,5,34,28,9,23,0,0,2,1,13,14,0,5,7,120,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889207208460005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411985149931852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234349039145424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157989995722745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33349413201205924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327317889449862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419546729998004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517247856959268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300997784854568,0.0,0.0,0.07767441370249334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189057071439099,0.0,0.16377776739176142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675629193332024,0.0,0.0,0.3141579555737592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214553479103894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770726081848608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484611969890813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418129972630813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011523661453746,0.17412157158877128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744332785848595,0.0,0.16099610639748296,0.0,0.10306968877523888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945532656296254,0.0,0.0,0.14871114129755875,0.0,0.09524239113795216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822907392149087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534441171747436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515512689915314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523003448065643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178202112344277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754069142226446,0.0,0.0,0.11802809491587475,0.08669120252334117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018755761727728,0.0,0.0,0.15477165926178713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768995396320489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561154806190746,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jane3600,2020/03/08,"I feel like I'm in a dystopian movie - Coronavirus in Italy I've never been more anxious in my life. I also suffere from bad health anxiety which surely doesn't help. The government just quarantined 12 million people in the North of the country. It's all happening so fast, two weeks ago life went on as usual. I'm scared for my family. I'm scared the health system is going to collapse. I can't even wanna think about the economic repercussions.",3.5517441860465127,5.92347993023256,4.518779069767444,81.8121220930233,75.27906976744184,8.020930232558143,25.86627906976745,8.841846274778883,2.249493023255813,358,13,64,8,8,116,66,86,0.183,0.735,0.08199999999999999,-0.8443,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,0,4,4,0,0,3,7,12,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,2,1,5,2,12,10,2,14,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,6,38,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793197956093141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177296851064946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475294989278618,0.2285325623844033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890550515050842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133612064845305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070304637421048,0.0,0.10228499508237074,0.1445175606359035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496729723729505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788862903843578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300542162534017,0.0,0.0,0.13559217175561747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857698723947366,0.09882973196477593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560201859086126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024391386479085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050594877420924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065796823767875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962064892597566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761004764005768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279623633325354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226656992560287,0.0,0.0,0.1875268604413883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MidnightDoodles,2020/03/08,"First post This is my first ever post. I think this a small step but it’s a very terrifying prospect for me. I currently can’t sleep and I feel like I want to cry but nothing is coming out, but hey at least I had my first psychologist appointment Thursday! I’m trying to take small steps and though I currently feel like absolute shit since it’s 5 AM where I live and I can’t sleep! But hey, maybe this post will be a step for bettering myself! I’m incredibly nervous since social media has been a fear of mine for many years, where a few years back I couldn’t even utter its name without having a mental breakdown. It’s a long story, but I hope that by posting this it will aid my becoming a less anxious person! Well I’m just ranting at this point, and the heart palpitations don’t help but I’m just gonna say fuck it and press post.",1.6814722883372966,3.791552080924859,3.1117715062903777,90.8781366882013,80.21387283236994,6.382726963617817,21.159129547772864,7.510576382923642,0.6476041482488943,662,19,144,10,17,216,103,173,0.16699999999999998,0.716,0.11599999999999999,-0.9199,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,9,9,2,2,9,0,14,5,4,0,1,24,27,12,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,12,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,4,1,3,2,4,16,5,11,20,3,28,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,1,13,88,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601889991660968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258096479130266,0.0,0.0,0.13297348486134775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648493207827696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371483149978483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322548844770765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952374876572693,0.10890963017460027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548463900938296,0.12175676292184608,0.17202904838797775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30723917920956034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130881768926623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267580739878158,0.0807022765030782,0.0,0.0,0.1195853956287126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764372902178287,0.0,0.10631632065988517,0.10655112808305207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206775284015338,0.12095902368692782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133592568795867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155280413005098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051295405731448,0.0,0.0,0.1138178960983147,0.0,0.5765545529609454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574773639132904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358993327095068,0.1991939623807872,0.0,0.240975976427882,0.1227336937681527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052659499747527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714812230448058,0.11829340658575145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174440012984317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934346413771578,0.07101565053120605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082549909701948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606230220773653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506863939498355
anxiety,LemonyWhiskers,2020/03/08,"Final move out dread (On mobile and new here)

Hi, so I've moved into a new apartment 2 weeks ago and its been great, still working on getting a couch, but am otherwise more or less fully moved in.

The thing that brings me here today is that I still have a few things in my old room in my previous sharehouse that need to be cleaned out and moved. For some reason unknown to me, I'm filled with dread at the thought if having to go over there, and have been putting it off for over a week now. I've asked my partner to come with me for moral support, but he's been busy with work and also doesn't want to go there. 
I got dressed this morning with the intention of going there, but ended up crying instead and haven't left the apartment. 

Does anyone have any tips on how to make this easier? I legitimately have no idea why this is happening, and I really need to get that stuff out asap, as I'm not paying rent there anymore.

Please help.

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anxiety,elle_5671,2020/03/08,"Meeting someone for the first time +1 I’m going to be meeting someone from Bumble for the first time on Monday. Don’t get me wrong, he’s a sweet guy (I think?) but I cancelled last time because he said he was bringing a friend and I was planning on meeting him alone. Thinking about seeing him for the first time already makes me anxious but to add another person to the mix? I don’t know, it’s a bit out of my comfort zone. But when we didn’t meet because I cancelled, he got kind of salty at me saying “if you don’t wanna fuck with me, just let me know.” But that’s not the case, I’m just too overwhelmed by feeling like I need to please him AND his friend at the same time. This situation is happening again on Monday and I kind of want to avoid it again. 


Help?",1.8290357142857159,3.5127539750000025,3.02714285714286,93.71500000000002,78.0,5.321428571428573,23.92857142857143,5.773587663045528,0.32216964285714234,596,20,132,3,14,192,93,160,0.113,0.723,0.163,0.8225,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,4,7,11,1,2,9,0,9,1,0,1,0,26,27,9,0,4,8,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,4,0,3,5,5,19,7,22,20,2,22,0,1,1,1,21,6,1,1,15,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681917551781795,0.1564341594092823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864627055966018,0.0,0.1601468877341906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728294748852808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476369509723298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167741635345437,0.10127238463220696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617394227609832,0.0,0.0,0.21904471239146045,0.13105355756616918,0.07406302674734656,0.0,0.08056468912642338,0.0,0.11337731627228065,0.0,0.0,0.14036331853527192,0.12535667724751648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501781313446617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952395713443304,0.15581365768666355,0.1155521934937699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495779078454452,0.0,0.06925609998255236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462497792271568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511221862351744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237781568740547,0.0,0.15560839264809564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348449075933253,0.11273214237187495,0.0,0.0,0.1129632645589339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934262546895409,0.0,0.0,0.24022323308545174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816663962019082,0.0,0.0,0.4133029491434548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836129054121455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499079454285147,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Niazma,2020/03/08,"Is it normal to fantasise about being in a relationship but not wanting to have one Like I'd love to have a girlfriend, someone I can always talk to, hold, open up to etc. yet I just refuse to get involved with a relationship. I've had my fair few crushes and people have had crushes on me but I refuse to follow through and ask someone out. This isn't because I'm scared of doing it, but rather I just believe I don't belong in a relationship, like I wouldnt cope well in one and that they would deserve better.

My crush could ask me out and I would just decline. I want a relationship but don't at the same time? Is anyone else like this or am I just fucked up in a weird way",2.6704609475031984,3.9359611549295774,4.069897567221513,88.87593469910374,74.77464788732394,6.572087067861714,24.8809218950064,6.980632752743323,0.8231887323943656,532,17,117,5,11,176,82,142,0.163,0.665,0.172,0.3265,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,1,1,7,0,18,2,0,0,0,30,27,9,0,8,11,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,2,2,0,14,6,21,20,3,15,0,0,0,2,13,11,1,1,5,87,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235374345281642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281772323601608,0.1506656246301922,0.0,0.0,0.2749356280531869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963765100954547,0.0,0.0,0.1656700701651211,0.0,0.13004990989357182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117403970067796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283775509373952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639947468221787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594131515441088,0.07682527241022923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155172012634608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327144218083919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407349631862526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992838484501757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194292483138616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6314879038355032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721832760223175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918256965128704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818970712729747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574348916150555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346264438291925,0.1167179764095274,0.0,0.0,0.1322116805301067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891399272349087,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kcharlto,2020/03/08,"Driving home after dropping off my daughter is the WORST. I dropped my daughter (4) off today to spend the week with her dad, and the drive home is the worst. 224 miles of intrusive thoughts of her dying somehow, whether in his care or not. I would be so broken if anything happened to her. It’s the only thing I can think about, unless I put on SUPER loud music. 

Boyfriend is coming over to pick me up and get me out of this too-quiet house. 

I just want to curl up in her bed and cry. Logically, I know she’ll be safe. Most likely. Unless she’s not. And if she’s not safe, I’m 500 miles away from her. 

Fuck I hate anxiety. I hate picturing my baby’s dead face. I hate feeling like a part of me is missing when she’s gone. 

8 more days to go.",0.5762499999999982,2.5311615414012785,2.3668113057324867,95.57085390127388,83.26751592356688,4.9441082802547776,20.640525477707012,5.985473137389443,-0.0654328025477704,570,17,131,4,16,188,101,157,0.218,0.675,0.107,-0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,5,13,4,0,6,0,9,2,1,1,0,29,26,12,2,4,10,3,1,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,3,7,0,2,5,0,1,6,3,7,0,0,2,2,25,6,25,20,5,25,0,1,0,1,13,12,1,5,7,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598185756975367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627697091820172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670063902645761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812327615215404,0.0,0.0,0.1531199330032592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525518923034407,0.11463707504518372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844813128606332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987811632960838,0.12698799189504653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433135416401648,0.09286949324311276,0.0,0.10102209133287833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718789255442334,0.0,0.0,0.5264878913442381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566049110083897,0.0,0.0,0.20510505589417374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768933343137172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736839335857798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519045789743064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924910160573064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869256784542314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809232302381008,0.1138980331719848,0.0,0.1411173749604427,0.0,0.0,0.16849066956091835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484432645049127,0.0,0.14258409687985132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627183755382698,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fortheloveofbrunch,2020/03/08,"Medications? Hi all! I realize this is super broad, but I’m struggling to find a combination that works for me. I was on Zoloft for 6 years for high anxiety and depression. It seemed to work up until about a year ago. Since then, I’ve tried Lexapro, Effexor, Prozac, and Abilify. I’m currently back on Zoloft and also taking Buspar. I feel like the Buspar has helped, but that I need something else to really help the anxiety. My anxiety gets so severe I can’t leave the house often. I know medication is different for everyone, but any success stories with medication cocktails would be much appreciated! Thanks all! :)",4.171938857602576,6.8677514070796475,5.542027353177796,73.62588093322606,74.75221238938053,9.772807723250203,28.85679806918745,10.018931242160765,3.5619805309734516,491,21,84,16,11,164,83,113,0.151,0.643,0.20600000000000002,0.888,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,5,0,7,6,0,0,2,17,16,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,4,13,13,3,12,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,8,51,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974377108749694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606954297979814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720476562100066,0.0,0.3617965445161782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122013322323093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357803697550152,0.0,0.0,0.16470663922262369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169310222408862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506376207735964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971061359906062,0.11262241763662917,0.0,0.0,0.1440856951330765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236358964060399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133373866158234,0.1665617782086819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819024532917184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663818321849555,0.0,0.0,0.16692447582689246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701792985763906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476435633640233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588803514677495,0.11689259838723792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099213944661392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351510433723658,0.0,0.1780952402681992,0.0,0.13040649722917258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136368292352613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480595035344156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853026084332102,0.0,0.0,0.14513936430652774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703136542516972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295365017754914,0.0,0.0,0.11198727858052243,0.0,0.0,0.2030378617092458
anxiety,thereisaredshoe,2020/03/08,"General anxiety when alone for extended periods Hi all. About four years ago I had my first panic attack.  I was alone in my apartment, I had drank too much wine and woke up, well, panicked and drove to my family’s house about 15 minutes away.  I had also had an incident at the gym a week before - not a panic attack, but some heart palpitations (was working out really hard - went to the ER and got checked out by my doctor, was totally fine)

So, apart from general anxiety for a couple of months after the panic attack(was convinced there was something wrong with my heart no matter what anyone told me - I know this is not the case anymore - CBT helped a lot), by and large I’ve felt pretty good.

The one stumbling block - i get extremely anxious when I’m alone for extended periods of time(let’s say more than a couple of days).  I lived alone for 10+ years and never had an issue; since the panic attack I’ve either lived with a gf or family.  My gf and i recently split so I’ve been staying with my parents.  2 weeks ago they left for Florida for vacation.  Was ok for a few days; then for whatever reason I woke up one night and was extremely anxious.  Never escalated to panic attack levels, but I was really anxious on and off for the remaining week and a half.  Difficulty sleeping, could not relax at times which was very frustrating.  

I’ve returned to a generally relaxed state since my folks returned but obviously this is not the way I want to live, I shouldn’t need someone around to feel relaxed.  I feel like while I don’t really experience panic attacks now the fact that I have avoided being alone for more than a couple of days suggests that first attack has really stuck with me.

So, while I realize now that I will get through extended periods of being alone, I’d like to do so with less anxiety in the future.  Anyone in a similar situation have any advice?  I’m returning to CBT so I figure that’s a good start.  Thanks in advance, good luck to everyone here.",4.588994016454748,5.996274971204191,5.917101720269263,76.93933246073301,70.2303664921466,9.540912490650713,29.08788332086761,9.871247098662263,2.9366092744951384,1557,59,286,39,28,524,196,382,0.23399999999999999,0.657,0.109,-0.9936,1,7,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,4,17,29,7,7,24,1,26,6,3,1,6,52,46,24,0,4,9,1,4,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,8,17,2,2,7,5,1,3,9,15,2,6,23,5,29,14,52,18,10,58,0,0,0,0,9,18,0,4,36,192,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058758740164159676,0.10660395978295158,0.0,0.0,0.3736618186724162,0.0,0.04808626669040829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040890740366689673,0.0,0.13799879587142588,0.20379074161951916,0.059633208623811926,0.08408916073930724,0.0,0.0,0.05352881277285728,0.0,0.4788491499784729,0.05649449902418741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051166549604364016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480092390676742,0.1995994629809683,0.0,0.11633741883797015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154602198722368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745718303498955,0.0,0.0588190785358497,0.11337119706769692,0.0,0.06080748344101995,0.04295717650583779,0.05773462275271125,0.0,0.0,0.10229379107376506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283131426393901,0.0,0.0,0.15130360366614798,0.04809178143236556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053865036026214515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425096493638617,0.04030414594106338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938241920990194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276052506594762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03304610047237678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533186577641495,0.06148741759407195,0.0,0.058753361478768175,0.0,0.15928875947989388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112072380695795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799551912322501,0.0,0.04420276961889365,0.04458593667690404,0.09275255733710226,0.0,0.0,0.05642831589708248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149184322340906,0.0,0.0,0.4233004778188388,0.06676770370915126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117424365477021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408432001194694,0.06182407559156052,0.0593715251177705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478181150304403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994809920890858,0.06758909955593782,0.06017383488475168,0.0,0.05094830077286925,0.04629132687921298,0.0,0.0,0.04256061327854623,0.06409101583850534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055360002220666366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012505058004688,0.0,0.0,0.05745718303498955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049613885139219986,0.03546647340239667,0.04772872015915937,0.14469896228429538,0.0,0.05406445944241499,0.055741491955165284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04377565420907551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574316327335619,0.0,0.07744402442995721
anxiety,beangrilll,2020/03/08,DAE like to chew/have things in their mouth when anxious? Lately I've found that I've been chewing gum almost every day because it calms me down. I have a sucker in my mouth rn as well since I'm out of gum. Just curious if anyone else can relate.,1.3419230769230772,3.2906324230769246,2.7621538461538457,93.78284615384615,80.53846153846155,4.929230769230768,18.09230769230769,5.6839178017228535,-0.4074661538461535,194,4,42,1,5,63,44,52,0.099,0.733,0.168,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,3,7,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066914684715177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460050358870694,0.0,0.21415550712533546,0.3138162588464302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670318701191327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752287302234056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25585454441401856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25805098858701725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33581614952694505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454930018339215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496311273912163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533549166487397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034763615204893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753791720015423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ovnijoyce,2020/03/08,"Anxiety induced gag reflex Hi all! It’s been a rough day today. I’ve (22 F) been gagging all day today non-stop. When my anxiety is bad, I tend to gag. It usually happens in the morning and then I’ll be good for the rest of the day but for some reason, I’ve been non stop gagging all day. It’s exhausting. I’m actually going out to a bar tonight for my birthday and I don’t want to spend the night gagging. Is there anyone out there who goes through the same thing? Got any advice? or tips?",-0.7537179487179486,1.4158708076923112,1.7505384615384614,94.86112820512821,95.73076923076924,4.696410256410256,20.3948717948718,6.42735559955562,0.2879071794871799,380,14,85,5,15,129,67,104,0.15,0.8170000000000001,0.033,-0.8699,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,7,2,0,2,3,15,13,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,1,4,1,11,8,6,16,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,12,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.19389841028311855,0.0,0.0,0.1941632077994279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351199378459915,0.0,0.3040034419162929,0.0,0.0,0.13893270298760071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590266925424946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125693384071535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129233856031988,0.1666565856549323,0.15891515927008645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757060140894194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646252105963054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429234531841794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33223712312163656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200464129824568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766807160361452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218835320225654,0.0,0.11719591376369852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CatFoodsMinmo,2020/03/08,"Personality Disorder Fear Just after reading articles about narcissism and antisocial personality disorder I'm so terrified that I have one or the other. I'm hoping it's just because I'm so occupied with trying to keep internal world stable that I feel I often behave selfishly because I really feel like I can't handle others' issues. Sometimes I try, though. Sometimes I even feel like my capacity for empathy is broken, even though I definitely feel more immediate empathy for someone if I can relate. Sympathy seems easier. I'm also paranoid about my own motivations and if I'm a bad person. I worry that I only do nice things so people think I'm nice or don't get mad at me. My energy seems to be in short supply. I'm so afraid that I'm not genuine and will never be a whole person, or that I have some awful personality disorder. 

There was a short time when I worked super hard on my self-esteem and image and I'd never felt more like a human being. I felt like I actually *saw* and connected with people, instead of just existing among them. I'm so afraid. I want that back again. 

I was diagnosed with ADHD and GAD when I was in third grade. I'm also a major introvert, which can account for some things, I think. 

Please let me know if you relate. I'm terrified.",3.4072104105571874,5.5443943911290345,5.935395894428152,72.58673020527861,74.84677419354837,9.186510263929618,25.788856304985337,9.688023934748609,2.821412903225806,1011,36,177,29,22,360,134,248,0.147,0.69,0.163,0.2579,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,3,23,14,1,3,6,1,16,1,0,1,2,40,43,24,0,5,10,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,6,12,10,0,1,12,1,1,0,5,6,0,2,6,8,27,8,17,32,7,16,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,12,12,123,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.1021974172823059,0.0,0.12586023684706418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749860381104456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805277888249885,0.08744179126207645,0.127679930407488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629463164729536,0.0,0.0,0.36007502455976953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834100047701156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784580581733507,0.2118103416763206,0.14963247479196934,0.20110666450563644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471498485513533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381387815683992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040164952638983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930667991627603,0.0,0.09308523347802704,0.0,0.0,0.05755464160026697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070893761129521,0.0,0.20465523098848246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154221280987302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096501195336223,0.079648801755094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520757071848178,0.4572132868579467,0.0,0.114957641092862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475428723608933,0.0,0.06709012325010505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906771376662763,0.1092520025049163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873395496622097,0.0,0.20715327865418368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139150531355671,0.13420831625991486,0.20578542222797813,0.0,0.061066541825546126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422040871170479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177007684179349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692277974310007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624173662870153,0.10635428260304924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nicole3Cahill,2020/03/08,"The Healing Powers of Dude (Netflix) Hey all! I'm a freelance writer and I'm currently working on a story about the Netflix show ""The Healing Powers of Dude!"" The main character in the show has Social Anxiety Disorder. I want to know what you think they got right and what you think they got wrong. Comment or message me and you could be featured in my next article!

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eW5gYTuHjd4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eW5gYTuHjd4)",7.590219092331765,11.752691183098593,4.93737089201878,73.71510172143975,73.78873239436619,6.535837245696403,29.015649452269173,7.793537801064563,2.470501095461658,378,15,51,6,9,105,48,71,0.11900000000000001,0.833,0.048,-0.738,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,2,3,1,1,0,0,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,10,11,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,7,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072556457626524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303686709258484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33068173187740696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615294883309285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856919195016705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30685618549817884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464040530218128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941212045815029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697582622463667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018316679879186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005413697223987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154635532630577,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tangerine_Apologist,2020/03/08,Anyone else freaking out over taxes? Tax forms have been a major source of anxiety for me ever since I started filling them out. tax season is upon us and my anxiety has been terrible.,4.1853333333333325,6.358517628571434,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,72.71428571428572,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.8088095238095243,147,6,23,3,3,50,31,35,0.243,0.757,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,6,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,20,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399944176508181,0.0,0.0,0.2467830086710039,0.3616274994164677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948350714870349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192533422867074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919546148097659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498118926011117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245419089670261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowThinkAway,2020/03/08,"So much anxiety around applying for internships and jobs As a senior with 1 more semester after this to graduate, I already feel late to the internship hunt. It's already March and I've barely applied for many for Summer 2020. My procrastination, busy lifestyle and anxiety is stopping me from mass applying for more. It takes so much effort (especially with depression) just to adapt a resume and apply for one. Even worse if they require cover letters and references. And then I see friends landing their internships, and others getting no responses or back-to-back rejections. I'm tired, I'm slacking, and it's only getting worse. I've applied for some before, and I don't hear anything back.",5.99616,8.268023696,6.465799999999998,70.96990000000002,68.03999999999999,9.8,35.7,10.125756701596842,4.2962799999999985,562,29,86,15,10,182,84,125,0.161,0.8140000000000001,0.025,-0.9307,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,20,10,15,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,12,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,7,1,15,10,5,11,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,3,8,56,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38432255997716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664241788749684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329750512934591,0.15501624379151618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40169506110501946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481752707854316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998142215963825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501391310750965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804741959662353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453555306212686,0.0,0.18195573234568188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962617562717089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728011984075572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964308194123928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765446188879503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560171599762117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799775468348846,0.13243680951548273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387623111940684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558388247432508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092715185788145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014150108467124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549149947359873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,assadoretical,2020/03/08,organic pills for anxiety? anybody know of any supplemental pills (organic/non-pharmaceutical) that can be taken by a senior citizen to help with anxiety?,8.558400000000002,11.466662640000004,10.525,41.867500000000035,62.6,16.2,44.5,13.816669648895859,8.8214,126,8,15,7,2,45,22,25,0.14800000000000002,0.746,0.106,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606893328688848,0.0,0.8115071720918894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35551509659567443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29149327760789223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kcast9479,2020/03/08,"Majorly irrational fears...Anyone else get things that are so out of left field? *could be triggering* Does anyone else get these crazy fears that have no basis in reality? My ex-boyfriend treated me so well, never laid a hand on me, never got insanely angry or irate with me. In fact, he told me once some girl slapped him across the face in front of his friends at school and he didn't lay a hand on her. Guys literally told him they don't know how he restrained himself so well for being humiliated. And yet, I had this wild fear he was going to hurt me. Does anyone get weird thoughts like this and how to do you get them out of your mind? It got to the point where I was afraid to make him mad. Writing this down actually makes me realize how out of touch with reality it all is. 

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TD;LR how to get wildly irrational fears out of your head",4.2844477317554235,5.408975940828405,4.704866863905328,86.41497287968443,70.65680473372781,8.236883629191325,25.917652859960555,8.59863814320734,1.507188954635109,670,20,143,11,12,212,109,169,0.201,0.728,0.071,-0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,2,0,11,12,1,4,4,0,12,4,4,7,4,29,26,11,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,7,2,0,9,3,20,5,25,14,3,20,0,1,0,0,21,15,0,2,4,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.1229838663387013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654986203921407,0.15313621825979062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26436236814968633,0.2582584666819201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006220541895362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205736050597832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055825015841853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42544517904538987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736790527438824,0.0,0.3292187103691649,0.0,0.07162387015581706,0.0,0.20159010770979288,0.0,0.0,0.12478623340349528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933973892566486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491417431559438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926097095180313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692836350085474,0.0,0.0,0.06157027311139615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824758354366467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725102707383207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943990996698816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342143079284858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191359540539587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754573486011792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372653049505215,0.0,0.0,0.10005111166815636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24084779918195445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266262525042019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313621825979062,0.0
anxiety,Humpy-_-Dumpy,2020/03/08,"I push everyone away from me I'm so scared of being loved and I appreciated that I push people out when they show I sign of it but I also crave this appreciation. this constant argument goes on in my head between craving attention and being scared to fuck it up. I just struggle so much wanting people but also this fear of hurting them that I've just gotten to this point of emotionally isolating myself.

I may have people around me, but I just feel so alone.",3.453666666666667,5.61127297777778,5.055277777777778,78.85625000000002,74.7777777777778,7.6111111111111125,25.69444444444445,8.472884824447931,1.9137777777777785,368,13,68,7,8,124,58,90,0.27899999999999997,0.63,0.091,-0.9706,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,12,7,1,4,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,15,10,11,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,1,14,6,1,11,0,1,0,2,3,7,1,1,2,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610168207755009,0.0,0.3182769002709805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771502112465827,0.0,0.0,0.1869649618210736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150459013633314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238457144252248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901509035044988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239278234688432,0.10061925511648864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839702379568024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422912975983604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130312357331754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960326286866216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628626285620974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41388000663242097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881172207524829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984629798501149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803568326218128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173740445555282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sxgarxngel,2020/03/08,"How Can You Tell If Your Boyfriend Is Losing Feelings? I've been with my boyfriend for almost a month (I know it's not that long) but with all my mental health issues and the fact we're talking less and interacting less, it just feels like he's losing feelings for me. I love him and I hate to burden him with my problems. Im probably overthinking this but, how do I know if he's losing feelings?",1.3285185185185178,3.705216913580248,2.487901234567904,93.25555555555556,83.56790123456791,5.0814814814814815,21.34567901234568,6.42735559955562,0.28325679012345706,314,10,66,3,9,100,54,81,0.22899999999999998,0.674,0.09699999999999999,-0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,3,8,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,2,24,12,9,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,12,2,6,11,3,2,0,3,0,1,10,0,0,3,3,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463375148216388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37291997770417984,0.13172383067233576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204083923090145,0.0,0.19599136780479806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916615517031608,0.19244879317359911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266503979435407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008061595724348,0.0,0.0,0.1631738695886336,0.0,0.6188349593575211,0.0,0.0,0.16641358730751454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581551289809664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717339798064655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987969327704692,0.17643040454794584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820072210595586,0.1611595769446688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gqlqxyvsp,2020/03/08,I'm terrified about work experience My stupid school is forcing us to do work experience soon and I really really don't want to. I don't know how to act around people they make me feel anxious but I don't know what to do. My mom thinks I'm being stupid and pathetic because I'm genuinely just socially inept and the prospect of anything that isn't within my safe little bubble is frightening. It's nearly 1am I'm tired but I can't sleep I just don't want to do this I don't want to go to school anymore even though I have to if I want to succeed in life. I just want to stay here forever in my house and I wish I knew how to be a person but I don't and I want to scream.,0.01155201342281842,1.976406744966443,2.692881711409396,92.34254404362416,85.5771812080537,6.409563758389263,19.37961409395973,7.645422480735847,0.5431238255033559,531,15,125,10,16,185,78,149,0.272,0.66,0.068,-0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,3,11,5,2,0,2,0,16,3,1,3,0,29,34,12,0,8,7,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,1,2,20,2,19,31,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,79,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827291756371304,0.1477199688131458,0.0,0.0,0.122574480364481,0.13259850905043827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907995165919846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838113106793707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914065047797618,0.0,0.0,0.07531440756590939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465263036780504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187015487499302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371981464121113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520892444812087,0.0,0.14928864035619066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942635373523936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445032089121454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326428895015533,0.13005879716143467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084442605081325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014939551469273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905917722149062,0.15183740455480915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587625935171699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544217482052908,0.1463441967766144,0.0,0.0,0.17119795960632414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917044227440132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271330990721461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128699608991987,0.0,0.0,0.21687708656875992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,supercunthrowaway,2020/03/08,"Awful anxiety about my new job Im a 22 year old guy and i recently started working in a call center position being paid the most ive ever been paid at any job($15/hr). For some reason, even though everything is going smooth, i cant stop thinking about work and how things might go wrong and i might ruin this awesome opportunity ive been given. Im currently in training. I hate talking in front of people and thats all we do in class. We have to talk in front of people and i try to avoid it but sometimes i cant and im forced to present in front of class while my knees buckle, my teeth chatter and my stomach turns. When im at home, when im trying to sleep, even when im at work, im thinking about how anxious and stressed THAT SMALL PART of my job is making me. And its literally mentally exhausting me to the point where i dont feel i can focus when im actually working. What the fuck is this? How can i stop it?",2.0545192307692304,3.4817408205128224,3.988766025641027,88.17237980769232,76.69230769230771,6.926282051282049,25.00801282051281,7.645422480735847,1.1515705128205131,720,25,159,10,16,245,108,195,0.134,0.804,0.062,-0.9166,4,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,5,15,8,2,2,5,1,17,6,4,5,2,29,30,19,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,11,0,3,4,0,2,5,3,7,0,0,5,2,20,1,22,22,4,33,0,1,0,1,6,13,1,4,15,98,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.08327598635683957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058031657320810226,0.0,0.06528208881261155,0.09640580709116267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713797406522138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001358907448972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272773397483668,0.07719163148223827,0.0,0.0,0.07669482605798561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043148632305820285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889209817367758,0.0,0.0,0.09699725031400988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844964220088172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425199727806454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559933614497581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7374233796849523,0.0,0.25404953624712634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056962689045597134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599898876018316,0.18105680411598266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241839707547326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954616428511805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241097180509472,0.0,0.11832298701501265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067045198500546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774000022332577,0.08425936946485424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853979980405432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439985112014738,0.0,0.06040152129786611,0.0,0.0,0.14269005141359764,0.09775252252302244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718028205353006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669369177262039,0.10936019922071076,0.08384254939904738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587558603299873,0.09282146466396524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485035723270775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330192332182374,0.0,0.054953823860386636
anxiety,pvdilla123,2020/03/08,"HELP I am currently on Lexapro and I feel way better then I felt before. 
Even though I feel better, I got used to being with family because I felt safe with them when I was going through my anxiety and panic.
I want to learn how to be independant but I get scared being by myself. 
I was at Ross the other day with my mom and sister, so I went to look at shirts by myself but this fear was present. 
Just knowing I was by myself terrified me.I don't want to feel fear! 
Any advice? I want to be my own person.
   my Instagram is @pvdilla if you want to chat",0.7816091954022966,2.83306555172414,3.0317241379310365,90.54402298850576,83.13793103448276,5.935632183908046,19.149425287356323,7.1686216300943375,0.3504045977011496,428,11,93,6,12,146,71,116,0.18899999999999997,0.7020000000000001,0.109,-0.9503,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,6,7,0,4,1,0,11,1,1,3,0,25,27,11,0,5,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,7,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,8,6,22,3,17,15,1,11,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,5,67,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651902254576776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495737657807945,0.0,0.12932006449424344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304914126555732,0.0,0.1438460702428713,0.0,0.0,0.29901567890859965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902096943829412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116535798185087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936193961696626,0.3804484871652717,0.25642487920281304,0.0,0.32462218633651424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831978817164206,0.0,0.09607298797054402,0.0,0.13520188137593014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330826590704215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929035029048951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195643481896136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197985148336434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983395751618694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760483166162866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924497760819227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608726976812022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600184858718918,0.0,0.0,0.3988318824510262,0.1341811962249496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670774420445335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cupcakes0816,2020/03/08,"Went on my [24F] first date ever. It was nice. Not sure what to do now. I'm a very late bloomer I suppose. I have anxiety about many things and am currently seeing a therapist. Over the last few years I have overcome a lot of my anxieties but dating wasn't one of them. I downloaded a dating app to try meet guys and after talking with a few and nothing happening or me ending the discussion, I got asked on a date and decided to just go for it.

I did and I'm proud that I did it but now I'm not sure what to do! The guy (26m) was really nice and I got the impression he liked me/wanted to kiss me (I was only comfortable hugging and feel bad about that) and now that it is over I am so tired and overwhelmed. I feel like I don't want to go on a 2nd date but I think it might be because I'm just worried about intimacy and whatever his expectations may be. However since he was so nice and paid I also feel like he'll be upset. I know I'm putting words into someone's mouth but I just have no idea what to do! Has anyone been in this kind of situation?",1.474785532112218,2.8591083171806204,3.7804869000695582,89.2379364711338,78.16299559471366,7.598330628332947,23.401112914444703,8.371475516178862,1.2350229074889874,816,26,190,16,19,283,123,227,0.11199999999999999,0.72,0.168,0.9465,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,13,17,0,2,11,0,24,4,1,0,3,39,45,19,0,2,10,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,13,13,0,0,7,0,1,4,5,3,0,2,12,4,22,14,23,27,3,27,0,1,1,2,11,7,0,4,19,127,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366929097028305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747339190001647,0.0,0.0,0.09938757921323314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288169418492024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868094644113485,0.08664721275484008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258938332510052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285737499371759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156107347528816,0.2030896607940608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120904194714044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156285295429726,0.0,0.2273646541167325,0.0,0.0,0.2814818556192209,0.1256939152411952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045873653112971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801691649471455,0.07811641594495157,0.11586305519459555,0.16034008907037015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083272439637468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084232836032716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441076303711769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507880570071194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638714472806712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631772932909012,0.1081038601652773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288993962570998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105851114498058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326716145167012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757966061900894,0.15977129339874094,0.0,0.0,0.1204347441293035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26793049873452784,0.0,0.0,0.1142467320769109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503547267976587,0.09443148705394946,0.09107756007799107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633689978313514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650371637668156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728036993109135,0.1676756863169409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176518586819774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144350049732708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153348713380614
anxiety,mat623,2020/03/08,Anxiety with transitioning Who else gets severe anxiety when you transition from one place to another? Like from college to home for a break? Having to deal with your parents when you haven't been for a while.,5.97438596491228,8.167954684210532,5.807894736842107,75.98359649122811,67.94736842105263,10.329824561403509,31.08771929824561,10.504223727775694,3.68260350877193,170,7,29,5,3,53,29,38,0.16,0.778,0.063,-0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,9,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193868867428876,0.4660176971715522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31401666798580985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544440397319907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913456453719932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30552641800570657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880622351371908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063965896084046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382087285416725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182294436588814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344097539093367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,orangeyouglad420,2020/03/08,"I don't think prom is supposed to give me so much panic I'm at that point in high school where prom is a thing and I'm excited for it, but I'm extremely worried about what I'm going to wear. Nah, I'm not one of the plastics from Mean Girls where I'm going to throw a fit over what I'm going to wear. I've just been panicking over looking for a dress that I feel safe and secure in. I'm pretty tall and have broad shoulders so I'm constantly insecure about that. It's just so difficult to find something that I can wear without being weird, or feel like everyone thinks I'll look strange. It's just been on my mind since the beginning of the year. This is out of my element. At this point I just... deflate when I think of all my friends looking great and I just look like a box. 

This may seem like a super teenage-y thing but this is just a way to help me cope I guess. Hopefully I'll figure something out by the time I'll go.",2.357516666666669,3.3534083850000016,3.7110000000000016,92.20466666666668,75.15,7.333333333333335,24.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.0175333333333332,727,23,171,10,15,239,106,200,0.098,0.675,0.22699999999999998,0.9839,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,14,14,0,2,10,0,11,4,4,0,1,32,39,11,0,1,11,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,2,9,0,0,5,3,4,0,1,2,6,12,10,26,35,2,28,0,0,4,0,4,17,0,5,8,97,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921128621585866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193769659007254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963091952770346,0.09864164271231317,0.0,0.0,0.12619911699222516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667730564561197,0.0,0.0,0.13245524292793545,0.3138874752045641,0.0,0.0,0.1522294637584408,0.15210646698269353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254954555039288,0.14588505344112498,0.0,0.13714079081126224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237112500917392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637968263048781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040542644142066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394175695843377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150187145212053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935639855440562,0.0,0.0,0.16200263413216845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610532197068586,0.0,0.0,0.14047310313725533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397404545483837,0.0,0.12569935846635358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421803382473812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259556135295254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346334265068628,0.2654209014440924,0.0,0.0,0.08051332451470401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095984360242104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310049964264226,0.0,0.0,0.14022305198172666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891652582177205
anxiety,BigOlWorm,2020/03/08,"Visiting a Big City Can visiting a big city like Chicago effect anxiety in any way? I might have to go to Chicago soon, and I have Panic Disorder and I really need to know if going will affect it.",3.3701666666666696,4.617576350000004,6.130000000000003,74.8616666666667,73.0,10.333333333333336,28.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.347833333333334,154,6,29,5,3,56,29,40,0.187,0.752,0.061,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362413925953481,0.0,0.2657572139869609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981462498412057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39486663917633796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909199179430776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972028154702906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368532569273051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575899501027432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407594700207733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255096147869333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757470081509871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,minorcritique,2020/03/09,"I can’t be a teen. I’m sixteen, and my social anxiety is holding me back from what I need to get done. 

Before anyone asks, I do have a therapist, I just need some advice from people in similar situations!

Recently I finished my in school drivers ed, but I have yet to take the lessons behind the wheel (required in my state for permit) I don’t want to be the last person driving in my grade, especially since I am the oldest in my grade, but the idea of lessons fills me with dread. I’ve practiced in parking lots, but being on the road is terrifying to me.

Another issue I have, is getting a job. I have recently applied at justice, and next step is calling an setting up an interview. How do I get over phone anxiety, and the physical part of going in and working? 

Help!",3.9818181818181837,5.070690948051951,5.731038961038963,78.9094155844156,71.33766233766234,8.716883116883116,32.18181818181819,9.095868883498916,2.8686571428571432,602,28,116,12,11,207,95,154,0.086,0.851,0.063,-0.5321,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,12,0,17,0,0,2,0,21,27,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,19,0,22,23,3,26,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,8,85,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686407274153285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096254720905086,0.2640426173556361,0.0,0.0,0.12067019472509873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133665835942154,0.0,0.0,0.1327014384366082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468507343844587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762209142027618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766066914908726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27049384939999543,0.0,0.09807976550324173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156750548150847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481898176645265,0.0,0.1801260641484131,0.17125653122922624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067368923213647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671921189457282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559280465401518,0.0,0.0,0.18353812012271595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868846058053928,0.0,0.11964350311484412,0.150688009005785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34079890602302043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465763493098554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275788438478934,0.1939843312265717,0.0,0.17592101944915228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975679611908486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037576910983315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179067585054838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563846924347954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,time4turnaround,2020/03/09,"Anxiety when choosing music or a tv show for a group of people This is like my 100% worst nightmare.  Why is it suddenly impossible to find anything that is not embarrassing and terrible when you're put on the spot like this?

It's the worst",3.685851063829787,5.700946468085108,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,73.68085106382978,8.955319148936171,28.77127659574468,9.516144504307137,2.7815148936170213,192,8,37,5,4,64,38,47,0.17800000000000002,0.647,0.175,-0.2874,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304923263709014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35551372276589754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39485631333194976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42212401190775617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995066484008628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434297071005448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898287408691856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PerfectTop9,2020/03/09,"Freaking out help  I have anxiety and ocd, the type where i'm really scared of germs and i wash my hands excessively, i always wash my glass and plate etc, much more because i think that i have a disease and if i don't wash it well everyone in the house might get it, an hour ago member of the family accidentally drank out of the cup that i just drank from,i'm freaking out i'm crying like crazy,this has never ever happened and i feel like i can't continue on living the same way after this, i'm extremely scared because i had swollen knee couple days ago and what if it was an infection and he just drank my germs, and he even asked me is this my cup and i forgot it was actually mine and i said its your cup its not mine. I'm so so scared. I'm feeling extremely bad and my chest was hurting because im so scared",2.793117173524152,3.944018982558145,4.38860465116279,87.16390876565296,74.29069767441861,7.850447227191412,24.27728085867621,8.384062270229773,1.2887543828264758,643,19,143,11,13,216,95,172,0.192,0.754,0.054000000000000006,-0.9733,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,4,8,0,11,11,3,0,2,27,27,16,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,11,14,3,1,3,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,9,4,21,3,9,17,4,15,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,3,10,88,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.140438412898599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551405362665303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974721676435783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009311741157854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453930921789048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016141613377886,0.2631842456825334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923709315351953,0.1580817680926992,0.09281203528342276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050113336748406,0.09505323648310826,0.1301776260921911,0.0,0.13751512159359616,0.0,0.0,0.13566845019605242,0.0,0.1455335614713358,0.10281153788762194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518864800271703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726186728105066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096461908451659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172540130742087,0.16605637990113944,0.1540619357845364,0.0,0.15545082923651546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061732965337298,0.0,0.12707789215859228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526690425832029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579267757025684,0.0,0.11099464441688096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219440843978596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689430120889134,0.0,0.5763284224767181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221369499617953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423150961293416,0.0,0.0,0.12939514820258885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brynsanti02,2020/03/09,"Hello! How do you fight anxiety? What is our purpose in life? I’m really lost rn I just feel like ending it all everytime but my fam keeps me from it. Anxiety ruined my life, college life and recently I stopped again going college coz of my ex having someone else besides me, Im so devastated. Sorry for bad english, I’m 19. Felt like I just need someone to talk to, I had friends but I left them coz I dont really trust em anymore. Thanks reddit",0.13362637362637386,2.5226395054945097,2.830109890109892,87.23989010989014,93.50549450549453,5.876923076923077,23.48351648351648,7.321109707123232,1.4423230769230773,349,15,69,7,13,121,66,91,0.285,0.599,0.11599999999999999,-0.9573,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,1,1,1,1,5,9,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,14,14,5,0,1,4,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,2,14,5,6,11,1,7,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,37,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853814229181921,0.0,0.18498215679465196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574014399067387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186052934301891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581726306208868,0.0,0.1652053198596143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431237808394097,0.13325312092439404,0.17909274521675786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441083453013992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600615657849702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014784388177568,0.0,0.0,0.16579152206321318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202659385896506,0.0,0.3952432548183775,0.18225287178222652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361349635524528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383055334357804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389847075297734,0.0,0.18417041480621574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160831616974142,0.0,0.0,0.20879887676536552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594281160936047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499213061377732,0.0,0.1717266745704917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ryancbeck777,2020/03/09,"I’m starting to feel insanely overwhelmed and anxious. A lot of stuff is happening at once. A lot of stuff is happening at once. 

I’ve was taking care of my grandma who’s basically dying and it was pretty horrible. She’s suffering and 90 years old. It took a toll on me I think. Especially being in the room when she was given last rites petting her poor dog who had no idea what was going on. It was so dark feeing like you are so close to death, someone else’s death. I did find it somewhat relieving to grieve and just let me emotions take over me. So I walked outside and did that when it was too much. 

Now everyone’s arguing about taking shifts caring for her and it’s stressful. I’m supposed to go to a show tonight in my city and there’s a few coronavirus cases so I’m freaked out about that. The tickets were a gift from a while ago and I don’t want to turn them down and won’t. But I’m so anxious thinking about the what if’s. What if I get it and recover but my parents or grandparents get it and die? 

All this is just running through my head at once and it’s draining and scary and depressing. I exercised which kind of helped me calm down but I still feel on edge and I’m still thinking of the dreadful what if’s.",1.1204282407407398,3.311849156250002,2.7194965277777783,92.45270254629631,82.828125,6.136342592592592,23.93460648148148,7.3871296695380915,1.0106943287037031,968,37,212,15,27,317,140,256,0.158,0.777,0.066,-0.9740000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,17,14,1,3,11,0,18,2,1,0,1,38,44,30,5,4,9,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,21,17,0,0,7,3,2,5,3,8,0,0,12,2,21,6,29,29,6,31,1,4,0,0,11,14,0,7,13,144,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561062616079807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691890979413413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294281131511006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261530627503476,0.0,0.24729749966392103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952637515582527,0.13401672389807762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384359624380964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204817609879345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088920126127865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449170660134665,0.0,0.13542027758830055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107106253928062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222722488355324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985718538745334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344948188595082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240662166639798,0.0,0.09711518959818784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218289580676328,0.0,0.058205898800175127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025775275904696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875817781440315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501763075965022,0.380641372697194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322911270913181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120844648636996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094713099600804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432806862496442,0.0,0.19029108455350388,0.0,0.13647473193487328,0.0,0.27277412060351164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268735879300724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290207478197163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236918024010252,0.0,0.12959035921383494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027199498721465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672240251780893
anxiety,username200116,2020/03/09,Senior Year of High School Anxiety I don't know why but last year of school and the pressure to get into universities is giving me anxiety. This also affects my studying since I can't get any work done because I'm anxious and can't concentrate. This leads to procastination and then I feel even more anxious beacuse I'm not doing anything for my mid-terms and finals and I can't seem to break this loop. Has anyone ever felt this way? Please help,3.3917045454545445,5.630195670454551,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.25,6.672727272727273,25.772727272727273,7.645422480735847,1.4899954545454546,361,13,67,5,8,116,61,88,0.125,0.768,0.107,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,15,17,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,7,15,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,39,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659932082697336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466251132497537,0.0,0.28047550291147233,0.4141942716492337,0.0,0.12818019261777674,0.0,0.1508550762428144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174893793197543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759793820221504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107979559837155,0.16582160631137222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269107779819684,0.0,0.17601400703950404,0.20081588445734525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155215473604012,0.17585530867432886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287417651929465,0.19368550868022533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007467665647808,0.1494286192469204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122809055884555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371055161361442,0.0,0.16688580228788885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164252581041512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550927823783666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541596191544372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345767133731334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361015351146792
anxiety,Revolutionary_Still,2020/03/09,"I am I just weak? Hey, before I go on a looong tangent, I want to Fair word of warning. I have no idea what constitutes as triggering. I sorta describe what I go through during an 'episode' (more on that below), and I don't think it's descriptive, but reader discretion is advised. Be safe okay? Take care of yourself.  Since this is a first post I should do an  introduction of some kind, I'm  16 y/o male. 

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I've been thinking about posting this for a while. I'm not sure what the fuck I'm supposed to tag this as. I'm a new user but I just need to fucking talk before I do anything since this shit's been going on for a while. I suspect that I may have an anxiety disorder related to school But I refuse to tell anyone because if it turns out I don't, then what's wrong with me?  I mean there are hundreds of others dealing with the same shit but they aren't freaking out! So what would that mean for me!? If it turns out that I didn't have an anxiety disorder but instead I'm just a fuck up.  But I digress, I only have an episode  at the mere prospect of failing an assignment. Whenever I have an episode (not calling it an attack otherwise that means I have to admit I'm weak) I feel like crying and my chest feels weird like I don't know how to begin to describe it. I dosen't hurt or anything. It just feels weird. I repeat a phrase I had said before the episode began over and over again. It could be variations of 'I need to work, such as I need- I need- I need to work, work work work work work. Or repeatdly swearing the same profanities in the same order, all the while feeling like crying and having my chest feel weird. I apologize for the mess that was this paragraph but I need to just say this to people I don't know well enough to feel bad for unloading this cluster fuck. So....sorry.",1.65780780780781,3.727433378378379,2.9929279279279304,91.91062312312314,80.08108108108108,6.057057057057057,24.06156156156156,7.1686216300943375,0.8946876876876884,1410,51,303,18,36,457,175,370,0.203,0.682,0.115,-0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,9,13,27,7,0,23,1,29,10,4,2,2,66,70,24,0,12,18,0,6,3,0,3,2,2,0,1,26,9,0,2,16,0,0,3,9,18,1,1,7,8,38,9,43,57,7,28,0,2,0,4,13,12,6,7,13,201,64,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735310133131596,0.0979636551174285,0.0,0.0,0.12335008618378394,0.0,0.0,0.05637225940351481,0.0,0.1326888549099832,0.0,0.0,0.091718321907743,0.0,0.0,0.06731538439708278,0.04914597168654075,0.0,0.20580826221030826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232332027302518,0.0,0.08219874751137239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436951575432227,0.0,0.1771173364582066,0.0,0.08311697880635513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479789690327167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833033128148354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445871881755933,0.11519168824800476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857640241715103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29813222235814,0.0,0.0,0.1374567596193988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630672608542443,0.09101158908284096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839546357683844,0.08861467193750397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816242563215575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634605606271851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35867785564769944,0.0,0.07786451511662545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131610102590063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589263039560168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442576226512758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766892801711587,0.06411326170896206,0.0,0.08159301910106248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551312929234316,0.13338147847974707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024889980826888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598458326654199,0.0,0.06061715394474805,0.06480031476393949,0.07046653460818851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331769589719736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538555941232825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755250786640768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248819480187696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108526614026069,0.0,0.0,0.057271029838887134,0.08814669147532263,0.0979636551174285,0.0
anxiety,Elenorelore,2020/03/09,"[Advice] How can I present material in front of a classroom? I'm in college and currently taking German as a language course. One part of the class involves giving regular dialogues and monologues in front of the class. 

From 8th grade - 12th grade, I never had to present information in front of a group. I'd often have anxiety attacks so I guess the teachers chose to go with protecting me rather than forcing me to get used to it (if I can???). 

Today, I had to present a monologue in front of the class as part of my midterm. I had practiced the monologue for about 4-5 hours JUST to make sure that I could recite it flawlessly with perfect pronunciation. 

I felt confident until I walked into class; as soon as I strolled into the classroom, I started panicking. I couldn't remember the lines but I still felt sure that I could do it when I needed to. This was not the case. I got in front of the class, said the first three lines horribly, then started to panic. I told my professor that I couldn't do it and left the room to save myself from embarrassment. 

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I do receive academic accommodation, but I really want to overcome this. I just don't want to freak out and start crying or WORSE in front of people as a 23 year old woman. Any advice?",4.1871400608960405,5.905866739669424,5.0294345367551125,81.6897498912571,71.68595041322314,8.069943453675513,29.26576772509787,8.6894789155246,2.2973272727272724,989,40,188,18,19,321,131,242,0.11699999999999999,0.787,0.096,-0.8799,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,1,2,16,0,15,0,0,3,4,38,34,18,0,9,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,9,9,0,1,4,0,0,9,5,4,0,3,9,3,26,5,42,21,2,39,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,4,18,133,35,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738283585568363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518094689140331,0.1702493698517696,0.09527981950857176,0.0,0.10718400828744998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939571150073367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373337298818805,0.0,0.15390460311881973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269055751299381,0.0,0.0,0.11917776326563635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073201857301552,0.13440658215552384,0.07962792146065822,0.0,0.1120590190745041,0.0,0.1543473093172978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798043824562606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223026835693812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935247239447894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389002402746016,0.10806171327282567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702220761341928,0.0,0.09494237624604572,0.0,0.0,0.16438926744291435,0.0,0.3034516372856954,0.0,0.09713485162229453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897582561980146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871767522271465,0.0,0.13327699551303046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975124085542911,0.0,0.11189227939375423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641046294989991,0.0,0.1053455207334853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280819695606533,0.1338814112914524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101032743955137,0.0,0.0,0.16528138909114515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278438202478194,0.0,0.0,0.1702493698517696,0.0902264498457784
anxiety,grumblingteapot,2020/03/09,"How can I make it stop? Since I was a young girl I’ve had horrific anxiety at bedtime because I didn’t want to sleep because of the night terrors and nightmares at various times through my life. I was constantly worrying about bad things happening to my family or myself. My doctor told me that as I grew older it should grow out of it and it had definitely become less of a thing since I went into my early twenties with only a few of these episodes every few months and I’ve not had any bad night time anxiety or night terrors in about 3 years. I’ve had a couple nightmares but nothing substantial in that time. 

Since the start of this year they’ve come back and my anxiety is even worse. 

It’s got to the point where I’m terrified all the time. I’m jumpy and I don’t sleep great. If I do sleep I sometimes wake up completely stuck to my bed because I’m scared and screaming at someone in these night terrors. My husbands physically had to sit me up and give me a shake to try to calm me down. 
The ones where my body is asleep and my mind isn’t are the worst. I feel totally awake but my body isn’t responding to me and I can feel something in the room with me. I’ve frightened my poor husband awake a few times with shouting ‘who’s there’ at something that isn’t there. 

I’m constantly worried that my children or husband will die or that I will and I’ll leave them without a mother or a wife. I know that with life comes death but the throught of it is terrifying. 
I have no confidence in myself as a person and I really don’t like myself. I’m always second guessing myself and overthinking things I’ve said to people. I get into a cycle where my anxiety just takes over and I think the worst in everything. 

I just want to feel happy again. I don’t want to go to the doctor only for them to turn and say I need medication.",3.939279869067103,4.796948574468086,4.9569148936170215,85.28153846153847,71.23404255319149,8.337806873977089,27.759410801964002,8.617729084823388,1.8502830605564649,1448,50,305,24,26,475,175,376,0.233,0.6990000000000001,0.068,-0.9965,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,13,14,0,5,20,0,25,12,7,2,2,53,55,26,2,6,13,5,3,1,0,3,5,4,2,3,19,23,0,1,5,0,1,7,10,10,0,2,13,7,45,4,47,39,9,51,0,0,0,0,16,22,0,7,22,203,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733592605110163,0.0,0.0,0.05995433882425244,0.0,0.2697799547711837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779244278449241,0.14722601272440175,0.16123131846490582,0.09736987926879266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585998980275449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189044089575005,0.0924379613903465,0.1905472765519828,0.0,0.0,0.09755145643721512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150000067865738,0.0,0.0,0.18047856421366232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058231291933083726,0.0,0.07428171917672789,0.0,0.07923584815315379,0.0,0.08311288938466897,0.0,0.13373464625170467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046061894091088136,0.0845746539857482,0.05010546207734759,0.0,0.0705125642823218,0.09720078978535307,0.09712225450414984,0.0,0.07796286817555281,0.09385189736194707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845246348621101,0.0,0.0,0.09335262778491422,0.0,0.0,0.12454525633118925,0.04307233018494518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058849953922573625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881565180972506,0.0,0.0,0.08902020370416397,0.0,0.07037142369532186,0.0,0.0,0.06537226595440516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309426378918377,0.0,0.08459544732034421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059742004378198765,0.13410493233759446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061121608288548575,0.07698114164537659,0.0,0.0,0.08334319291757009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056479923368092565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386386737170234,0.07011131235979103,0.0882672433372096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878976949780785,0.0,0.2646821103763071,0.0,0.07470081636244556,0.13574544610600506,0.08719615300318516,0.0,0.062402720180351465,0.0,0.0,0.07370880037087138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628812980805954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571613302078753,0.05649173865326632,0.0,0.0,0.25704481044129424,0.0,0.0,0.08424419290713195,0.0,0.05985736464560638,0.09589678805590676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600370236882322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817286325774558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498666005037793,0.0,0.0,0.17906903252795187,0.08984634167946902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354906364986472
anxiety,Pythag0ras2000,2020/03/09,"My parents are trying to take my phone and computer out of my room at 9 (M13) My parents are taking my phone and computer out of my room at 9:00pm to try to improve my sleep, but I get really bad anxiety attacks at night and the only way I can calm myself down is to go on my computer and code (I'm a game developer on the side). They don't know what's in my head and I keep trying to say that to them but they don't listen. The prospect of anxiety attacks every night terrifies me. How can I convince them?",1.796388888888888,3.2385999351851886,4.167777777777779,86.555,77.42592592592592,7.7629629629629635,24.962962962962962,8.515128840125781,1.6118629629629626,395,14,87,8,9,138,63,108,0.213,0.726,0.061,-0.9659,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,1,5,2,0,4,0,7,2,2,1,0,12,15,8,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,19,2,18,15,0,16,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,2,58,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28035268908006816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169186902137319,0.0,0.0,0.1529958317504735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438567137687534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573413920623294,0.0,0.10413821177261326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805475176855505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628700935113892,0.0,0.0,0.10070265185146374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34391235087469985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936053340817395,0.0,0.0,0.4069275784696393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738676736535845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457179794671651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337003937974114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755439033495332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732191256509414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454455630406813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ripeaches,2020/03/09,"How many therapists have you gone through? Before finding one that fit for you?

I’ve gone through three without much success; #1 (when I was 15) was a group therapy w other people my age so I never felt comfortable sharing anything, #2 (when I was 16) told me that dressing up for halloween was very childish and I should stop doing that even though I said it made me happy so I stopped going lol and I still dress up at 20, and #3 (also 16) was when my mom had recently got remarried and she went “so you know your mom and your stepdad are having sex?” and I was like yeah but I don’t really want to talk about that and she was like “no you have to get used to the fact that they have sex, your mom and your new dad are sexually active” ??? and I was like ... okay.... but he is my stepdad not my dad & I know my parents have sex but I feel like it’s very rational to not want to discuss it lol

Sorry for that blurb of text I’m just nervous about searching for a new therapist, but I do know I have some deeprooted issues and anxiety I need to work on that I can’t manage well on my own I’m just very very nervous on finding the ‘right’ one",0.5026793794440856,2.6334819117647115,2.3581512605042043,94.45981254040079,84.92436974789916,5.510277957336781,21.338720103425985,6.844919456158928,0.4098087912087904,877,29,198,11,26,290,129,238,0.09,0.7709999999999999,0.138,0.9316,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,8,1,2,16,12,0,2,4,4,23,3,0,3,2,38,43,23,0,4,9,6,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,2,7,0,0,4,7,2,1,3,17,3,35,10,22,25,3,23,0,0,0,3,24,8,0,1,15,133,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919840153475359,0.0,0.12462759437945373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799243686424303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465429696465276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787627545282232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597174198195812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815918842374498,0.08217260051481534,0.11044031468612428,0.0,0.21025825079107474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009487711709634,0.0,0.06537033801690985,0.0,0.0919945644740069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244434039163304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200543418779704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964123577721914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247781113379858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883773755692894,0.0,0.1166154760939331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041413619731132,0.0,0.0,0.08455529029120777,0.0852882489293074,0.08871298652221048,0.22218025596370544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588540083641506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771965688755268,0.0,0.0,0.07974260745847789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368681035296869,0.0,0.11357153826892867,0.0,0.0,0.09822918845054754,0.10941340784425092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875906072111806,0.0,0.0,0.09185767996049067,0.1923290992757115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245129504252617,0.0,0.0,0.13153905909727107,0.26710161244574226,0.0,0.0,0.11300971474288404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990960142827803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934311813185716,0.0,0.3796247607641546,0.1356873327169633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034196748756814,0.10662766324758613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087826484556207,0.0,0.08373826303756744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BritBoozled,2020/03/09,"Does anyone else not know who they are anymore? Like other people around you have their sense of style, their taste in music, their hobbies and things they spend their time with but you still dont know, you're still bouncing around to different things and spending way too much time looking at how other people are dressing or what they're listening to and maybe copying them? Anyone else? I feel like there are things I might be into but am too scared to try things or spend money on it and it not work out, this includes hobbies and style choice",7.163589743589744,7.368530230769231,5.466153846153849,86.74551282051284,64.0,7.702564102564103,27.91025641025641,6.42735559955562,1.1259217948717946,440,11,84,2,6,126,67,104,0.037000000000000005,0.9109999999999999,0.053,0.1754,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,7,1,8,3,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,0,21,13,10,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,10,1,0,3,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,11,2,12,11,1,12,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,3,6,60,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054494981338285,0.2263854386220447,0.3317375880700548,0.0,0.2882213034821268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913382048140618,0.0,0.0,0.14166535694756352,0.0,0.18972627668975364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704658126149054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185317042808336,0.11564961714135427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779338950326836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581762190507035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594138316909554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263375180261494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717328296692102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900301180916358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445929579078008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207364167620766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25856077213981965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301928628440501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879116160016715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990828196811334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849560101566473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178531286548569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dani2020,2020/03/09,"How do you get over the anxiety over people changing or canceling plans? I’ve always felt like this but never realized it was a problem until i broke down over this the other day. I got a text saying this guy i was going to see that day canceled a couple hours before saying that he needed an early night. I already had anxiety that i felt like i just knew he was going to cancel. I hate making plans now and I know its extreme, but i don’t want to see anyone anymore because of how angry and anxious it makes me knowing that they might cancel or change plans. Or people who can’t make plans atleast a day or two ahead of time. My mom says to just cut those people out of my life but then i would only have 2 friends... I’d rather figure out a way to regulate my own expectations/anxiety. I think a big part of it is I have a fear of not doing enough, so if someone cancels then i have a free afternoon and I hate that. 

tldr; Knowing that i can’t have my week planned out because people won’t make plans ahead of time, or waste my time by canceling makes me angry/frustrated/anxious. Any advice?",4.140729166666667,4.818582209821429,5.300071428571432,83.66159523809526,70.65178571428572,7.75904761904762,26.98690476190476,7.793537801064563,1.5235497619047609,861,27,173,10,15,286,123,224,0.20199999999999999,0.7509999999999999,0.047,-0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,8,7,10,3,1,11,0,17,1,0,7,1,41,39,18,0,6,13,1,2,2,1,3,1,3,0,1,16,6,0,0,9,0,1,2,6,6,0,1,8,7,24,5,22,28,3,29,0,1,2,0,11,8,0,7,20,117,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070281881400775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086539693062505,0.0,0.09113495818491947,0.0,0.0,0.07448188713587463,0.0,0.25136279379659066,0.123733954439932,0.10862101968412942,0.07658358987108911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335328751866037,0.0,0.09319912377690437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317293749250909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118917013822048,0.0,0.2119069114881411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131703219104364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324794687190757,0.0,0.0,0.210325546426288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462002867123641,0.0,0.05722316122964625,0.0,0.12449305403151972,0.0,0.087598478400908,0.0,0.0,0.10844861680676343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162698100295856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786170126450202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805789699764929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773619216497454,0.10701839094309164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655494924947331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619048181580093,0.0,0.12827630476551394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121263331591907,0.08447371513935077,0.0,0.0,0.10278335432971822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329996319375937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860670347657508,0.0,0.30372799162747355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480222524855867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612999971246928,0.0,0.0,0.17455714098572528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280158671376594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701802635972005,0.0,0.0,0.1915976351563692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699163557462656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460166398006112,0.08693716758746088,0.0878556830624713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780459940909823,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,empath88,2020/03/09,Side Effects of Medication I have been taking venlafaxine for a couple of years and recently went up in dosage. Is it normal to experience side effects such as increased anxiety in this case? Since the medication is not new to me? Thanks!,4.975697674418607,7.701109302325584,6.1652906976744175,70.00747093023259,72.25581395348838,9.881395348837213,31.68023255813953,10.125756701596842,3.979609302325581,192,9,31,6,4,64,36,43,0.037000000000000005,0.838,0.125,0.6062,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,9,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116460355991079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061217656347682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27062898725515977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574166730251638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26720234169478946,0.0,0.0,0.2710704838319221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731708165850205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885805771165615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080157496216382,0.0,0.0,0.2547136355815389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564688854607555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816156272891198
anxiety,LynxA27,2020/03/09,I'm really stressing out right now... Somebody please help me... So I have 2 massive exams coming up in the next 2 weeks and a Maths Test in 2 days and my Anxiety has been through the roof. I keep thinking that I won't be able to pass anything even though I know I can do it. My Stress Levels have been amazingly high today and if someone could give me some kind words or advice on how to calm down and stop these panic attacks that would be my wish. I can't continuoue my day like this...I feel like dying right now... 😢,2.8952777777777783,3.9481007499999983,3.9879629629629636,90.51583333333336,73.9074074074074,6.881481481481483,23.685185185185183,7.1686216300943375,0.6948851851851856,403,11,90,4,8,131,81,108,0.138,0.701,0.161,0.4033,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,3,3,0,13,0,0,1,0,19,21,9,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,1,12,5,9,14,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,3,10,54,16,3,0.17174707599684805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782925493816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138604304516946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413332097461409,0.0,0.0,0.19538709315933392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479448984458826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712606499671695,0.0,0.0,0.2215253114737417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824634951837742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343732391066705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684048204624085,0.12269614540883668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475544505931158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151184447677014,0.1814602153594694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265669244746705,0.0,0.17884815049860225,0.09438770139379976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781389210431974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265496375074397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150818870754575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852671476557906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002557471880364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933421289824561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552074015180191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358824585835436,0.3934713905631825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004859145579947,0.1687406301593693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627961461865206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776514474074697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750066141971664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200419512382026,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pochini,2020/03/09,"My brother keeps going to crowded Places like restaurants and cinema’s. I tried to explain to him why it’s better to avoid these places because of the corona outbreak. He also isn’t washing his hands..

The reason why I am so anxious is because my dad has an underlying health problem

Does my dad mean nothing to him? This makes me so sad and anxious

Fck it really",2.3118661971830967,4.964525591549297,3.6599823943662,84.62969190140845,81.8169014084507,5.240140845070423,27.184859154929576,6.6274283507984215,1.4524211267605636,291,13,51,3,8,95,52,71,0.18,0.7509999999999999,0.069,-0.8282,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,2,0,9,9,5,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,2,7,9,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622918363748974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585311076662855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742188773616505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794848138220354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759502793594448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533604138858965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571678241144865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038327647885694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914671676403417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546468668131784,0.0,0.0,0.22106223228959127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947273532447178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240602815044819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418711964160987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300091947889992,0.20865713748445786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377836108071477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36624535602948055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rabelais1500,2020/03/09,"Freaking out about cognitive damage I'm 45 for the last decade i've taken klonopin .5mg intermittently for sleep and anxiety. And I'd stop for weeks or months at a time without much problem and very little withdrawal symptoms.

Recently my Psychiatrist mentioned I shouldn't be using it too often for sleep so a few weeks ago I stopped and into the third week I was awoken by a nightmare that I was having a seizure. Whether I was or not I'm uncertain, but it definitely made me decide to to taper off slowly instead of just stopping.

Anyway the further I looked into klonopin the more I started to worrying and fixate about cognitive damage that long term use can cause. My anxiety is through the roof. I already have ADD. I've googled this every which way to Sunday and nothing gives me a feel for how much damage long term use of .5 mg causes. Where do I stand? There are meta studies   saying the correlation is questionable, but there are also studies saying there is an undeniable connection.",5.4990527119938895,7.264320513368987,5.962601222307104,76.10423796791446,68.46524064171122,8.551413292589762,32.60847975553857,9.04235418022936,3.0291699006875485,804,36,136,15,14,259,120,187,0.153,0.8109999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,12,0,14,3,2,7,0,35,25,14,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,4,13,0,21,18,6,27,0,3,1,0,5,8,0,5,17,95,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965694342539475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896040641278244,0.10794825454190683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065278393533062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773356089260464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373152596181935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825297691339939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294908701911888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003160543527102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529143298042795,0.0,0.2389167225090333,0.11335424197365596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772701597305675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774453647112316,0.0,0.1984604817420516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295227065258839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916337067878886,0.0,0.0,0.15121521175205474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328238906999015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469256851456864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701669683247641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554378478228996,0.0,0.0,0.3385630180307139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030213806084782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871142148043847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34975368804787826,0.0,0.11137758596031223,0.0,0.1071456028364973,0.3248328782348703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301216859417556,0.0,0.0,0.13708483424742232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jmbrown4747,2020/03/09,"Threw all meds in garbage That’s what I did today. I threw all of my prescriptions in the garbage where they belong. Antidepressants, benzos, thyroid meds, all of them. None of them made me feel any less shitty, just cost me a lot of money to feel the same. So I’m done. And I’m not sorry.",0.6663196125908009,3.0123428474576275,1.8971428571428568,96.47322033898304,86.6271186440678,4.727360774818402,16.90314769975787,6.1826913282559595,-0.4818445520581109,224,5,50,2,7,71,42,59,0.06,0.9179999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.474,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,11,9,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,5,2,8,0,7,4,7,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286147878121424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052753771404557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016696665599682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536130560329362,0.0,0.2822687599998829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6627117894157802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339343615948384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28276362578909364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GiltVoices,2020/03/09,"Can’t avoid the news. I get intense amounts of anxiety relating to the news and radio. I stay far away from it, but I now live with my grandparents whom watch the news and listen to the radio all the time.

I can’t ask them to not watch it, I wouldn’t want to make them change their habits for me but I’m at a loss here.",2.256857142857143,2.9172909714285744,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,75.0,7.314285714285713,21.142857142857142,7.554174236665415,0.27851428571428505,248,5,63,3,5,80,47,70,0.09300000000000001,0.866,0.040999999999999995,-0.5106,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,14,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,10,0,10,8,2,6,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937254287570549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35894720045911593,0.0,0.3607394726202188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40617473042106106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006012582030733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390403436418607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25629373335616296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40924620365918973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388793776967328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264673044609517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emmince,2020/03/09,"Travel Anxiety/Homesickness I used to love traveling, but over the last year or so, in the couple of days leading up to a trip, like clockwork, the idea of being away from home and from my wife and two dogs really upsets me to the point where I lose my appetite and constantly feeling on the verge of panic. Usually once I get to where I'm going and get to work, I'm fine, but the anticipation of being away really does a number on me. I've always been prone to homesickness ever since I was a little kid, and this is just a latest manifestation of it I guess. I've been diagnosed with GAD and OCD for a couple of years now as well. Does anyone else go through something like this? It's so mentally exhausting and is just a very isolated feeling.",6.5328355704698,5.893248684563763,7.591870805369131,73.80579278523494,65.51006711409397,11.208389261744966,31.376677852348994,10.686352973137794,3.1872879194630865,590,19,115,14,8,201,92,149,0.14,0.73,0.13,-0.76,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,0,2,12,0,7,3,0,2,1,20,18,13,0,0,5,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,8,0,0,3,2,0,6,0,5,1,1,3,2,9,5,25,13,0,27,0,2,0,1,3,12,0,2,11,77,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126344925155284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617163954530508,0.15558034049621527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853216054936705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408754141468065,0.0,0.0,0.33602114788215565,0.0,0.09792569688253427,0.0,0.0,0.1541166988719906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26575637206074376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684472526618373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735001839646838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355201923282427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866262884629848,0.0,0.17259091250198047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672713695688978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231016845321116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714114306006748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237717090014453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483649179550648,0.15218583612408434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987265054593514,0.0,0.0,0.13704356905822235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302128561703945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170705259158516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815417728517818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435400165980614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454808134676416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560548756618234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689559101988448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832782565707567,0.0,0.0,0.13114296123674668,0.1672327986079211,0.12528576770492408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652442834879314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054297459228447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556287574818665
anxiety,Penetrative,2020/03/09,"What to Expect from First Therapy Appointment? My life is a trainwreck. Thru a series of questions, my doctor diagnosed me with anxiety/depression and put me on 20mg of Lexapro.  I cannot really tell that it does anything, but have been taking it for 5 months of so.  I've been going through a particularly bumpy time with my husband. I've thought about pulling the trigger on counseling or therapy for a long time, never could.  Then a few days ago I was feeling particularly anxious, fires going on all around me, problems piling on and just feeling rather panicked, scattered I called up a local place asked about the process of becoming a patient, liked what I heard alright, she offered to make me an appointment and I awkwardly said id get back to them.  Not feeling any better 10 minutes later I called back and made an appointment for myself.  She asked what the appointment is for...Which caught me off guard, I thought they would be the ones telling me what im there for after my first appointment.  I stumbled a little and said, ""Im on anxiety/depression meds but I think something different may be going on with me, im a hot mess and it might be Adult Add.""  

Which I felt like such an idiot saying, I mean, surely they know I googled my symptoms right?  How else would I come up with this?   So she said the first appointment would be diagnostic.  I guess I want to know if any of you guys are in therapy, if it helps, and what was your first appointment like?  What should I expect?  How do I steer the conversation to get the most out of it?",4.651616161616161,6.140671451178452,5.130218855218856,82.32643939393944,70.17845117845117,8.632323232323232,30.33501683501684,9.095868883498916,2.541964309764309,1219,50,235,24,22,389,161,297,0.083,0.8240000000000001,0.094,-0.3733,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,3,5,13,10,1,1,19,1,21,4,0,5,3,56,49,17,0,12,8,1,6,3,0,6,4,5,0,2,14,15,0,1,11,0,0,7,3,4,0,5,13,11,38,6,37,25,3,39,0,0,0,0,26,16,0,8,19,162,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836503277603978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283450949102902,0.0,0.0,0.10660743663253396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077655699665839,0.08400631162653242,0.17644012946617602,0.0,0.0,0.14512423410891626,0.0,0.0,0.104220533836506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345961962502503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271776936966345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128849986101876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534407899509359,0.0,0.0,0.06085867251966249,0.0,0.16255568810038,0.0957801476533049,0.0,0.09859304817714896,0.0,0.09658824910560684,0.082580877809117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883121429384568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314381746651794,0.0,0.09060676782026192,0.0,0.0,0.3210728445208298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860534341306124,0.0,0.16089219926247705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395548693128216,0.09343780449307154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325196596706592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30579647608820903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372286888200308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665394472662763,0.13830831297628965,0.09458015881078284,0.0,0.08351150202069738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929199128895865,0.06299046132257215,0.0,0.0,0.10279292953799267,0.10482005753599616,0.0,0.0,0.10010808660847316,0.0,0.0,0.07532254737746201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278136607365031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394527379017009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859304817714896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029612475982232,0.0,0.0948645319493353,0.1057122275006467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045368248037005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058859028432068,0.2692928375605184,0.0750441353834293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264804560344569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893943626815594,0.0980830656232834,0.07095196509947603,0.0,0.16496119592676434,0.0,0.3237494121814442,0.0,0.0,0.06046632905380207,0.0,0.14983313393449707,0.11005188695014123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055659886005292064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011060489928447,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scad44,2020/03/09,"Ooh he need some milk So I have social anxiety I tend to overthink and am constantly in my head, I’m tryna learn how to live my life bc the way I have been definitely is not the way to be living feeling trapped I’ve been this way for a little while now, it’s gotten worse over the years I’ve now started to realize what is actually going on. so if there is anyone out there who’s gotten help any advice will be appreciated and I’ve been lookin into audible ik they have some self help books claiming to help with this if anyone has read them if so which one and did it help?",6.403415977961428,4.890835471074382,7.293181818181821,78.69310606060606,66.19008264462809,10.380716253443527,30.084022038567497,9.2995712137729,2.2271146005509643,456,12,99,7,6,154,80,121,0.066,0.7909999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8332,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,4,0,15,3,1,1,0,17,23,11,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,6,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,7,0,12,14,2,16,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,6,64,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.17447570325358727,0.0,0.0,0.17471397613478526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121585041078147,0.0,0.13677578439763569,0.0,0.0,0.2500317668751289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321119122683225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040286756531622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161190640050068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349270176253468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793634153766275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262864406820085,0.0,0.17919707024603568,0.3157541322880486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257238420620693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115443517285265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884089853129187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651958606989424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225645290268452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655026217130086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257515282765153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220484718948413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513651754816155
anxiety,succyth,2020/03/09,Nothing feels real or tangible I don’t know what it is but I just feel like im not even in my own head anymore. Nothing seems to be real to me I can’t believe that everything is happening. When i zone out it feels like my mind is awake I really dont know if that makes any sense but it’s like I’ve left this reality. It’s constant I can’t seem to find myself being happy anymore. I barely see my bestfriend and she came to this fair at my school and I dont think I could process her existence i could hug her and she’s there but in my mind she just isn’t at the same time and I found myself barely paying attention to her because I just kept thinking well yea shes at home isnt she? I don’t know if im crazy but im losing touch with my surroundings and im scared im only 16.,-0.9811844155844156,1.0423311542857157,1.8071298701298737,96.27427922077923,91.74285714285715,5.010389610389611,17.668831168831172,6.574015621080383,-0.1472857142857147,612,17,147,8,22,212,92,175,0.061,0.7909999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9402,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,1,1,16,2,1,1,0,41,32,13,0,4,11,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,13,0,1,1,9,2,1,0,3,5,30,6,12,25,2,12,0,1,1,1,8,8,0,5,6,89,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258734102807123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171619844285927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506814423180936,0.0,0.0,0.12026022434758064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208293271422767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534878389363536,0.0,0.17044753787545988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501986271892331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705012302519479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593166473574496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619139259161365,0.15251116476102716,0.0,0.0,0.09755907239111132,0.0,0.0,0.11703567572949808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439045464873368,0.11362746739502776,0.0,0.0,0.10954676003636436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070696321868395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764914015740747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759857031048305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159740904318754,0.0,0.0,0.15644435321886574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941554787357556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125025075142913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555537135032654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048411742831233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811811175640695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298858607192445,0.06838083013102401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686606873452864,0.10802729405858257,0.08505852368174667,0.19434546143283624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679027003912408,0.0,0.0,0.06224136461480124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959727146012202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boredtxan,2020/03/09,Give your immune system & psychy a treat - get some sun! Your body uses sunshine to make vitamin D which strengthens your immune system. Being in nature is excellent for your mental health. You only need 15 - 30 minutes to get the job done and it's free! (some bare skin - no sunscreen - keep it family friendly ;),2.8861654135338384,5.838714157894742,3.7330827067669183,82.80157894736845,82.85964912280701,5.3624060150375925,20.423558897243108,6.868970318607317,0.8603453634085216,245,7,39,3,7,78,48,57,0.03,0.5920000000000001,0.379,0.975,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,6,2,2,0,7,10,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,6,4,8,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,0,21,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983055965972963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058148568571893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817446354607131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25954414064615144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270904736589355,0.0,0.2876832897259556,0.26410892524241475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926488436102872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27320940420843715,0.24471418810375575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837760765024908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774545408991688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414389049452886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093908037469312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377852855919759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,potatotogold,2020/03/09,"Socially induced anxiety Crazy how movies, social media, tv shows can cause anxiety and problems the problems that don’t exist",7.370000000000001,10.780614809523811,7.047857142857144,63.23464285714289,67.57142857142857,9.914285714285716,39.07142857142857,10.125756701596842,5.482028571428572,105,6,12,3,2,33,19,21,0.4270000000000001,0.573,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568667753201802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067514426341987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714527672035001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6087840642673232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carissadraws,2020/03/09,"Does anyone else get carried away and think about things 10 steps in advance? Like for example if I get an interview for a job I think oh my gosh how am I gonna give 2 weeks notice at my old job, what if they want me to start right away, what if the job doesn’t last and I have to go back to the old job and they won’t hire me back because I didn’t give 2 weeks notice because the new job wanted me to start ASAP? 

Whenever I get into this train of thought I try to tell myself whoa there slow down, first of all you haven’t even had the interview yet, let alone been offered the job so don’t think of what you’re going to do if that happens if it hasn’t happened yet! As much as I try to tell myself this it doesn’t seem to help and I still try to plan my life in my head based on all these things I THINK are going to happen and so I have to plan for the worst and know what I’m going to do if a-z happens.

It’s funny cause I used to just think that I was a planner and liked to have things organized but now I just think I’m mistaking anxiety for being organized and having a contingency plan for when shit goes down. Being caught off guard and unprepared is probably legit one of my worst fears, which is why I have to think of anything and everything that could happen so I have a plan for it.",3.850181476846061,3.62056020921986,4.897142261159786,89.49794117647059,71.02127659574468,8.337421777221527,24.744263662911976,7.928766900206844,0.9736238631622864,1017,23,242,12,17,335,138,282,0.08900000000000001,0.879,0.032,-0.9587,6,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,7,16,7,1,1,11,0,26,3,2,3,2,40,59,24,0,10,9,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,11,0,1,10,0,0,7,7,5,0,2,6,0,29,2,39,47,5,35,0,0,0,0,11,11,1,7,19,162,47,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862158797072993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368158045622281,0.0,0.0,0.0582062758732945,0.08529351395689401,0.06850287868469293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642132073216408,0.12801929344724364,0.0,0.10148977586907056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855147177663864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646371515832575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284755502269896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953984231132865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549820049521717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481451382793526,0.0,0.0,0.09367286135997084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080746877500317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047496654889176,0.15971083209406528,0.18923837494337986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680628285767413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543255885449368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579682843442743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956421057183471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574883192365221,0.0678551284533293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512282819214874,0.05879783594909766,0.08133781659014684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061194060689401565,0.0,0.0,0.08039776116080294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895481329048637,0.1747015565582596,0.0,0.056408420138598835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975132043969973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710900867209075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757823876600867,0.0,0.0,0.08544896874970488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784133774424313,0.0,0.06647892075032459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551818914618633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591123046054967,0.3733766272216616,0.0,0.06608659146095729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955203002282385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189625603671287,0.0,0.0,0.098199164646807,0.0,0.13354694220991098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511493715575361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laurashubby2006,2020/03/09,"Anxiety and Deceit One of the things I am trying to come to grips with is how my anxiety affects my day to day life.  There are two areas where it flares up.  One is with driving.  I am fine driving most of the time, but road construction and not have a shoulder can cause me to freak out and I once had a really big panic attack while driving in those conditions.  

The other is money.  Finances can cause me anxiety where I don't want to talk about it and hide from the problem.  With my wife the anxiety is so bad that I can't be honest with her about our finances because it makes me feel like a failure and causes me to freak out about what she will think about the mistakes I've made, my poor planning and how I've managed to miss things up for the thousandth time.  I feel so much shame and anxiety over the area of money that I completely shut down from opening up to her about finances.  Does anyone else struggle with anxiety so much that they end up deceiving those closest to them?",7.092639593908629,6.007778898477159,6.947822335025383,80.33797715736044,64.58375634517768,10.113502538071069,33.91319796954315,9.120678840339163,2.7367080203045675,781,28,157,11,10,248,110,197,0.301,0.679,0.02,-0.9962,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,1,13,13,1,3,11,0,15,2,1,8,0,33,23,14,0,3,2,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,16,0,0,3,0,6,4,3,10,0,3,2,3,21,3,34,19,3,28,0,1,0,0,8,18,0,1,7,117,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990637264370677,0.0,0.0,0.09125943032211196,0.13372849193824712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848015488410296,0.0,0.0,0.10897494081297604,0.07956100085746627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022259272095343,0.0,0.11242749498117574,0.1368429557382908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834332312599332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421494112081446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902890279109954,0.0,0.11559794085440375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198505608475536,0.09324025645404403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921869151114948,0.06376325142171556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349686511206792,0.0871200697062128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188773147995752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389946840962053,0.17688127989582406,0.0,0.0,0.15313174778291194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488564963815672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361153293855625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644307588642585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490336687980867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341731796332735,0.0836290240052322,0.0,0.0,0.15220920534774476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861141653936187,0.0,0.12749462029929484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698138808332983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,papyrusi,2020/03/09,"Have you ever dealt with people thinking your just anxious cus you're doing something bad/wrong? Fck those people. Like big, fat F YOU.  

I can't tell you how many times people thought I was doing something wrong bc I act nervous like, yes, exactly I'm terrified that I'm doing something wrong all the time. You're not helping. I just find myself pulling more and more away from other people and shutting myself in. I don't even want to be a functioning, social human being anymore. The constant fear is literally draining my life away and people just make it worse.",3.3300849617672057,5.9957620934579445,3.863449447748515,84.68892098555652,77.5981308411215,5.386236193712829,25.61512319456245,6.574015621080383,1.1822411214953266,452,17,77,4,11,142,75,107,0.21100000000000002,0.721,0.068,-0.9326,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,0,6,6,0,2,3,1,10,2,1,2,3,17,16,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,12,2,6,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291318485842074,0.1430148768736018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709749821764165,0.0,0.12040705927020083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583684429814926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524755156267402,0.1304437451293507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227328741773406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318028457768974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665910324595917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185786997413092,0.14090479032920988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625948239552452,0.1462035525643266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998758694678336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700116640750907,0.0,0.33305343952108346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260435231132916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240220526835127,0.0,0.11448447602546505,0.16817685490859016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505719286014167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695954318971388,0.0,0.4730040836876464,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustAsadINFP,2020/03/09,"Is anyone else having really bad anxiety about the coronavirus? I’m trying to calm down but there’s a case right by me and now my brother has a cold but like who knows, what if it’s corona??????",-1.2674999999999983,0.3311812500000002,1.4050000000000011,93.89500000000004,111.5,5.0,12.5,6.6274283507984215,-0.2310000000000003,150,3,32,3,8,51,37,40,0.095,0.7609999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.4542,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215424153350771,0.0,0.0,0.2938963888439436,0.4306658580650201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509482961527537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511220779794581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309959930344689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053463326216934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26926672136363433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589496056294409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853685941205672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wouldve_shouldve,2020/03/09,"Being around irresponsible people gives me mixed feelings Sometimes I enjoy being around carefree, even somewhat irresponsible people (not dangerously so) because they are in the constant state of ignorance I wish I could be in.

But other times being around them makes me panic for them. It makes me panic for them emotionally, financially, and even common-sense wise.

But then I just have to wonder if they're doing fine and I'm very much overreacting, or if I'm worrying about them for an actual good reason.",6.664571428571428,8.945277711111109,7.1242857142857146,66.88499999999999,66.33333333333333,9.142857142857146,28.41269841269841,9.606745405546679,2.9746031746031747,414,14,62,9,7,135,63,90,0.192,0.653,0.155,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,0,8,8,1,2,2,0,8,0,0,3,0,21,16,9,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,12,4,11,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,5,3,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.17390368248064295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759242769373387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863293157105404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925777459224942,0.0,0.14228326270159394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200458147982032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354072153756279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010648063454724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709517608592743,0.0,0.14947102409310836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379082331509491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100216549897026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181734894979237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24709167749569375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322579902334116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762506282149388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391355067697326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703889480438564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492849767980206,0.0,0.19325717530585176,0.0,0.18097718987522274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pee_n_sunny_d,2020/03/09,"Feels bad even gaming now I’ve been struggling really bad for about 6 months now, my friends have been treating me badly and things I’ve been looking forward to for a while may not even be worth it. I got Xbox live recently because I felt left out after my friend told me that he and all my other friends do Xbox stuff together every night. Without me, yeahhhh...
I just get annoyed when people call me a noob, I’m pretty new to fortnite, and I’m losing motivation to do things I love as of late. I feel like I can’t draw, can’t get up in the morning, get nervous to talk to friends, and get nervous to love my job, too. (I volunteer at my city’s zoo, for anyone wondering. I love animals but people think that means I’m a furry, ugh.) I don’t want to lose gaming, too. What should I do to help myself feel better?

(This is my first post here, but I’ve been lurking for a while. I’m a high school boy, so it may help to have a group of people with real emotional capacity. Thanks!)",4.638628899835794,4.4344647142857125,5.7139039408866985,84.22714490968805,69.34482758620689,8.737110016420361,28.739326765188842,8.344100000000001,1.7821858784893267,759,24,165,10,12,253,120,203,0.11,0.716,0.174,0.9361,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,11,21,1,3,7,0,17,3,0,1,1,25,40,11,0,2,5,0,4,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,8,4,1,1,5,10,0,1,7,5,21,11,24,29,1,20,0,2,1,3,17,7,0,3,14,100,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065014689424435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28891846968592955,0.07031170788114185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020110541878423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777757257016094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974477020431366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523652461664263,0.0,0.09718101773384556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496187720286646,0.08240069385633261,0.11074687307976347,0.0,0.0,0.09811025825367584,0.0,0.0,0.35645326911512304,0.0,0.2410467499208321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922499214601658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462327187072858,0.1218656674430698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445961806642425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011134629627635,0.0,0.12531994671888622,0.0,0.0,0.05635051167276435,0.0,0.10184952684117872,0.0,0.09685863709545764,0.2580774730147818,0.0,0.0,0.3123032861541385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564177925013018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206527056570313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113984901164598,0.0,0.108241108035395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398918669967266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104662163865802,0.11734477294159185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128499885807918,0.07389134897890798,0.0,0.11388678826105166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673275198962985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205810081665225,0.13203954911739946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927079198138214,0.0,0.10619186282532088,0.0,0.0,0.1532568428093663,0.07390680663727571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021468667685902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803198568224089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118603889398958,0.12508400408168996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElizabethMalfoy,2020/03/09,"Coronavirus at my sisters school Hey all, I'm so worried. My anxiety has been creeping back over this virus but now it's in my sisters school...

I know for a fact my sister doesn't wash her hands properly AND the school isn't even closing!!

I'm so worried",2.0665384615384603,4.195224884615389,3.216000000000001,90.529,79.0,6.467692307692308,27.707692307692305,7.554174236665415,1.5838799999999993,202,9,42,3,5,65,40,52,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.7781,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,2,6,7,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,4,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,26,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958418603916716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685077235143905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690877968284659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069274491127112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7772671661655944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199676528755462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SSS-RADIO,2020/03/09,"my mom and sister have anxiety and i kinda wanna talk about it i dont want my folks to worry about me all the time. a few months ago we moved but only like  3 miles away but i was bummed because i couldnt walk to my friends anymore like i used too, today i was gonna try to prove to my self that i can still walk over to my friends house alone but mom shut me down when i was heading out the door. when i tried to explain she said she didnt care someone needed to drive me. it seems like her anxiety's gotten worse since the corona virus became a thing.",1.5652500000000025,2.9500516916666686,2.7583333333333333,96.66,77.91666666666666,5.466666666666668,19.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.3800999999999997,433,9,103,2,10,139,80,120,0.11599999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.145,0.7613,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,1,2,17,17,7,0,4,3,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,1,21,6,14,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,10,63,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470316896214076,0.0,0.0,0.17178889245225318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25377664099290914,0.0,0.16449616767251005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583814452584027,0.0,0.0,0.10111139763907644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911315332346058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439568456383288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562979148093951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022809156272936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138903183752334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431037090953009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885244421103706,0.13239399897175128,0.1762910930754736,0.0,0.12298878233614488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614984422427244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777814612146826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099970548014255,0.1730361636771713,0.0,0.0,0.13720745816433866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053914622358366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246214277336305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331815748854886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101951157295343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671877754413268,0.0,0.15722316536925626,0.0,0.0,0.22522653250992766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432564190952036,0.0,0.0,0.09783305460480736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844667951455833,0.16903333545485735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElvishGaming,2020/03/09,"First Panic Attack in two years I kinda feel foolish already about posting this, especially as a first time visitor but I need a little help. 

Sorry if it's a long read, still working through it. 

I have Mania, diagnosed in June of 2018 and began medication. We're now at the almost top tier of my medication, Lamictol, and it really does work fantastically as long as I take it correctly. 

I work as a Correctional Officer. Anyone who has worked this job (or almost any other job) knows that the drama is insane. It's always something. I have a decent amount of drama that surrounds me involving men (I am a woman). I love to make new friends, have new adventures, onward and upward in the mania thoughts. I try hard to make friends with everyone. It's incredibly difficult for me to have negative thoughts about anyone other than myself. It seems like Everytime I make a new guy friend, they always have the same intention in the end. It's not even about getting me into bed, they just get very emotionally invested. 

One guy in particular is very invested right now. We can call him Officer R. He is married. He spends a lot of time around me and we argue a lot. One day we will be friends and have a great time working, the next we will be fighting about something ridiculous. It's like he knows just what to say to get me to shut down or apologize or say anything to make the situation right again. It's a weakness I know, but I can't stand it when things aren't happy. Last night was particularly bad and he tried to convince me that another officer, we can call him Officer F, is interested in me and the whole time they've been competing over who could win me first. 

Like win me? I'm a person. 

It was a bad night regardless. He makes me feel so guilty and I dont even know why. I love my job and we are really close, you have to be in enforcement or emergency job, so when we fight it impacts my entire life a lot. Officer F is one of my closest friends. He never makes me uncomfortable or makes me feel like an object. We talk about everything. Officer R had to keep insisting over and over that they were just fighting over me, fighting over who could woo me first. I got so frustrated and anxious. He waits until I'm at a Post where I can't leave and then corners me there. He says things like ""Fine if that's how you want it"" and ""ya know what I'm not going to get angry, you say things that make me angry."" 

Officer F asked if I wanted to go to the gun store. I've wanted to buy a gun for awhile. So we went. It was a really great time and I found a gun I feel safe with in my home and that I enjoy.  I got to shoot it and it felt awesome. I think that's where the manic attack started. I should've known better than to just go out to a gun store in a whim. 

When I got home I was hyper aware of everything. The light was bright (I'm third shift) and the colors were big and the music was loud. I took a shower, had a beer and played loud music. Sang loud and danced and carried on. I should've known that it was coming but it's so hard to discern a great mood from a manic attack. 

It hit so fast it was scary. I started breathing hard and (as gross as it sounds) was convinced I had bugs crawling in my ears. It's such a dumb thing but I knew they were there. It took a physical force to stop myself from using a Bobby pin to get them out. Then I started talking about wanting to die. Wishing I could just die but I wasn't allowed to because I have a beautiful son and I don't want to truamatize him. This spiraled downward until I was talking about cutting my clothes up and breaking all my dishes. Thank God I have an amazing support group. I begged them just to make everything stop, that I would give anything in the world to make it stop. Like a thousand different voices in my head. 

As it began to wind down and the exhaustion set in, all the ugly thoughts raced away and I felt normal again. Like the person I had just been wasn't even me. It's scary honestly. I'm so scared one day that one of those attacks is going to happen and I won't be able to get out of it. 

I'm better now, my son is home and the world is resettling. But I can feel it at the back of my head like a bomb. It feels like every so often a cord gets cut. I tell myself I'm not good enough. Snip. I tell myself how ugly and fat I am. Snip. I tell myself I'm not a good mother, friend or employee. Snip, snip, snip. Eventually it goes crazy. Usually I blame the mania. But this was so much more than that. I guess I'm just looking for validation that I'm not going insane. 

Sorry for the long read. Thanks guys.",1.8439835589941964,3.8165429031914897,3.501653771760157,88.98295454545456,79.01063829787232,6.698259187620892,22.27756286266924,7.726804207240037,0.9305744680851068,3579,109,764,57,88,1189,360,940,0.174,0.6579999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.0115,8,0,3,5,7,0,110.0,9,4,6,15,46,64,14,2,55,0,62,15,5,15,5,147,148,70,2,16,29,3,11,9,6,4,7,11,5,7,60,47,3,6,23,8,6,10,15,22,0,12,37,26,104,41,96,99,11,110,0,0,3,2,74,46,1,18,58,491,164,11,0.04577230919468441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916687117242239,0.0,0.050510881396905516,0.0,0.07617245598643327,0.0,0.0,0.031126739851748318,0.047996257151785536,0.0,0.051709680820167865,0.0,0.06401012569624351,0.0,0.07533342082745292,0.04074705947635443,0.04279093028947635,0.20829043845622786,0.04300459122068692,0.035196080414681134,0.0764359325338583,0.027902374841865533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809637756708921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347729067747634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039428791413982506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096363930957749,0.0,0.0,0.059038705563819675,0.0,0.0,0.04645793033306539,0.0950088608568648,0.04782232096904163,0.0,0.0,0.040055656230416806,0.0,0.05364480548179931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051487687059631616,0.04054068000534318,0.04729503110761107,0.0,0.09069653560247938,0.0,0.03856514464002953,0.04373740296473853,0.12341160026594306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388631289970465,0.06539949366884475,0.0878971897670219,0.0,0.0,0.1557356112728143,0.0,0.050186974480809984,0.21218143524414584,0.0,0.16739899660280722,0.04390896979754723,0.1300672906930924,0.07678328260000129,0.10982489112903056,0.1513923974327584,0.050423358993712634,0.13596534724481346,0.04047630185548692,0.04872547427037256,0.12300899532199618,0.0,0.09395118909053717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03068021401432844,0.0,0.13774007450472475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168781637020692,0.04068453152280475,0.0,0.0,0.1257763204204954,0.037310541142395535,0.0,0.048466266437462435,0.0,0.0,0.03233033563220665,0.2012583440149214,0.0458758786301578,0.0,0.12152115980017505,0.03843721167288749,0.0,0.0,0.11674194133216242,0.08262259223693554,0.0,0.30553371815257696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222157204497344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03364791388748955,0.033939587289034616,0.0353024266242954,0.1326215443366145,0.048679370104073055,0.08590842295590125,0.044847144629351424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550825065349546,0.0,0.0,0.05370394264500825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993322973705909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876744391472157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156939166321462,0.0,0.08796874001123065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817860391322408,0.0,0.14559990975032444,0.0458260665477791,0.0,0.0,0.04166939120313319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144999331940223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047551970153558,0.0,0.10247670541860153,0.09719362811034042,0.0,0.036553825249377135,0.11480310010526602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194187404772346,0.0,0.0,0.03441508008023838,0.1103701449192923,0.12002104719704405,0.08428198520556117,0.0,0.0,0.12163635343281773,0.029329047527113662,0.0,0.10901430205208396,0.1334510079129021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170943939393128,0.06215278673980967,0.0,0.04471289510655275,0.0,0.0,0.03953257889250025,0.05041173191481041,0.07553389749925155,0.13498846941331666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04243138919661516,0.04130238962093796,0.051103148592467125,0.05263589664154664,0.0,0.0,0.16661393119650847,0.0,0.0,0.03251533518019599,0.0,0.0,0.029475866417271093
anxiety,Sockit123,2020/03/09,"Does anyone go through periods when they can't be themselves? What I mean is I go through these stages where I become completely withdrawn and introverted and I can't talk to anyone in work or at home etc. If someone does talk to me I struggle make proper conversation with them. I hate it, I don't want to come across as boring or unfriendly because I know I can be funny and warm. This can go on for days too.",2.2570180722891564,4.4417645060241,3.5261295180722922,88.26100150602413,78.63855421686749,6.559638554216868,24.832831325301214,7.645422480735847,1.2609048192771084,326,12,67,5,8,106,59,83,0.149,0.792,0.059000000000000004,-0.7369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,17,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,1,12,1,12,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967625809444622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936048293118388,0.23436788941046344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182799045873784,0.22249683449494587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685708665752164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714106102766243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666884850468864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618093649655271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951220461453285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286267635988246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662437798298016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165098689977687,0.0,0.0,0.2311575373422161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980378326006796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218466585268937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34113070611041024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516621751670567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449049570005952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrillSupaSaiyan,2020/03/09,"Anxiety is a bit overwhelming lately! There’s time when I can’t breathe & I know what’s happening just can’t get it to stop. The only thing that seems to work is to just stay asleep. Even then I feel like it creeps into my dreams & I wake up feeling it again or worse. It’s been a never ending cycle as of recently. There’s days when I don’t have it & then there’s days were it just crippling to get by. To those who deal with anxiety everyday, you are admired for your bravery to continue on with your day. I sometimes don’t know what to do about it.",2.6882674199623366,3.86740718644068,3.8233333333333337,91.00349340866293,74.59322033898306,7.617325800376648,24.128060263653484,8.167268648758528,1.1227709981167613,440,13,100,7,9,143,74,118,0.076,0.8059999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.6996,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,11,3,0,1,3,0,11,3,3,0,1,14,19,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,10,2,17,17,1,20,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,17,68,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542731241137417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608937617813569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616303011411725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32991273559571666,0.17579802284355478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102958322841673,0.0,0.0,0.11262646121129335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243947310416502,0.12181909961615466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781787061887677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078974992664365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742601506050316,0.0,0.19235332026806692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330716980192289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315150801445952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296876941827054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836734443433032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523446538049224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686480553320461,0.0,0.0,0.1817510012994081,0.0,0.14256186099117668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132855181632476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943123846882368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414016037886022,0.0,0.1737738453024128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Insearchofmemes,2020/03/09,"This is day one with no caffeine and i feel much better. i used to drink3 cups of coffee a day, thinking that it doesnt make anxiety much worse",1.311,3.3879067666666667,2.4700000000000024,95.165,81.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.42735559955562,0.01400000000000068,113,3,25,1,3,36,27,30,0.16699999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.139,-0.222,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616522876714306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024980568252954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411625708546808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294082585375578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830791985653365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028633352557338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176862237804796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915924280883686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954044125828316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485581552459081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CoolFix721,2020/03/09,Security for Wedding Is it normal to want security for my wedding? I am really anxious of having party crashers and crazy people walk in,5.7323999999999975,7.938752040000002,8.637,55.40350000000001,68.6,9.8,36.5,10.125756701596842,4.8186,111,6,14,3,2,41,22,25,0.149,0.5720000000000001,0.27899999999999997,0.4779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6060120957696861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255865376666475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371892334612643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436501615098763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31639973001728783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Some_Random_Android,2020/03/09,"I'm slowly turning into an agoraphobic I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this, but coronavirus is making me terrified to leave my house just for minor things. How rational/irrational am I being? To give you context I'm 30 year old (so fairly young and healthy) and live in south NJ (I think one case has been reported in the South Jersey area, but I don't think I'm close to it).

Again sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. I know there are subreddits devoted to coronavirus.",3.330300000000001,4.940028030000004,4.5070000000000014,85.01350000000002,73.7,8.6,24.5,9.188382445141503,1.8642000000000003,393,12,81,9,8,129,69,100,0.136,0.83,0.035,-0.853,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,1,16,19,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,7,2,10,17,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,4,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034002473124331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446562583807079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652714603659715,0.0,0.0,0.2245110879426921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722798628356074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153288979691084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249173298958375,0.0,0.1436782522044224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44305625738916704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061357551257944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107402022648675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373522690467592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983748598820836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086452315148418,0.2717228642784628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306297393818047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318235155783642,0.0,0.13654154371337784
anxiety,ScumbagHP,2020/03/09,"What can I do in my daily life to try and help relieve some of my anxiety My anxiety has gotten worse lately and I’m honestly looking for anything that can help.

I saw something about exercise, is that legitimate?
Also I drink a good amount of caffeine, I know I should stop but will that help the anxiety?",1.931214285714284,4.5607432166666655,3.8795238095238105,82.51500000000003,83.5,7.428571428571428,26.904761904761905,8.418075326091056,2.41847619047619,243,11,45,6,7,82,44,60,0.132,0.659,0.209,0.7105,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,0,7,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,3,6,8,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922814048944206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430501748171851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947214038904912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180145244683886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846899847330474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758122712797624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300423712049673,0.0,0.2669221972065416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671345406436099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870457856211185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821647282900768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978282730996648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606521747817892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114008814876706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,9102yawaworhT,2020/03/09,"I dont want to drive I have a safe zone that I can drive around me. It's about 4 km. My DD got a job and she needs to get to the transit station about 12 km away.  She can take a bus that takes about 50 minutes or I can drive which is 15 minutes. So I said take the bus. My argument is she can get life skills (learning the schedule, understanding time restraints and time management, how to get around on her own). Her argument is she can drive to get practice as she has her learners.  Ok but then I have to drive home by myself. So if I refuse, I am again holding her back. I FKN HATE ANXIETY! I'm jumpy in the vehicle, I try not to be but I cant help it, so I make her more nervous which in turn makes me more nervous a never ending circle of nerves. Just ranting.",0.2806025824964138,2.213638853658537,2.130889526542326,96.96762553802013,84.24390243902441,5.322238163558106,21.232424677187947,6.522977012572876,0.1371345767575325,588,19,141,6,17,194,96,164,0.18600000000000005,0.792,0.022000000000000002,-0.9777,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,12,5,1,2,8,1,15,1,0,3,1,21,32,12,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,2,1,27,2,19,29,3,21,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,2,8,94,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045880912567904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268982130681233,0.0,0.0,0.1725047672694713,0.14118240607322732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151859701994404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262125440001166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837081992600858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684724542849115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127384431747465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306786387434385,0.0,0.18417273459775216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220156028110454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968701400642266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245118120864885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614222203559656,0.14160899373791075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746522487142386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141487137503068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412537041689236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465706227364873,0.1997116303282744,0.0,0.19114130329743834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829613229298536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aurora_Flora,2020/03/09,Anxiety is... ...wishing for a split second that you had a different disorder so you were better able to relate to a friend struggling through their depression,14.224444444444444,10.760447740740744,12.421481481481482,54.09666666666668,53.074074074074076,16.725925925925928,52.925925925925924,14.554592549557764,7.688659259259259,127,7,18,4,1,40,23,27,0.309,0.51,0.18,-0.5478,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.3424629890877137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26198324928967937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028806838884676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949628706853141,0.0,0.0,0.3578009340649994,0.392492255096478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645860558529927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580166728812208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938155363869946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DrastikSarcastik,2020/03/09,"Went to the doctor for mild ouchie, got some anxiety fueling news (Health related triggers) 

I went to the doctor today for a sore just below my bum. I assumed it was an external hemroid. Turned out to be a lymph that got infected and basically exploded. Gross I know. While doing routine test they realise I have almost no immune system.

I had no panic over corona, until today. I work in hospitality with hundreds of international guest. The doctor said if I were to contract it, I would be in a lot of trouble.  So yes, anxiety and panic are taking over.",3.0883304195804198,5.776453759615389,5.456888111888111,72.779020979021,78.71153846153847,7.627972027972027,26.762237762237763,8.575989854853784,2.6102230769230768,437,18,70,10,11,153,75,104,0.228,0.728,0.044000000000000004,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,7,1,9,8,0,1,0,14,17,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,8,1,10,0,16,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,4,55,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246483682537325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635130510335945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288583113127341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27549831811628417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307389085847367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465385591138133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642495048255535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041528033257181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383147207017407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294965546854524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265103977853478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733827149142326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193204083017277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538648756442128,0.0,0.0,0.1223482226530068,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bellacel,2020/03/09,"panic attacks are affecting my ability to drive I have really bad anxiety and lately i’ve been getting panic attacks while driving. I do not have a fear of driving and am 16 so whenever i drive my mom is in the car. I am hopefully getting my license next week and but afraid that i’m going to get a panic attack while i’m taking my test. I had a really bad one yesterday which resulted in me having to pull over on the freeway because my hands went numb and I couldn’t breathe. This morning i thought i’d be better because I was just driving to school which is what i’ve been doing every day for months but I spent the whole drive doing breathing exercises. I feel like after the really bad one happened yesterday, i’m now panicking over the thought of having another panic attack. I don’t know what to do because my test is next week. i’ve also been having panic attacks outside of the car and when i’m in class but those don’t scare me as much as the thought of panicking when i’m behind the wheel. Is there any really good way to stop a panic attack or a way to stop this from happening in general? thank you",4.068023127753303,5.089201977973572,5.693785792951541,79.51045842511012,71.0704845814978,8.846806167400882,29.60600220264317,9.188382445141503,2.582392290748899,887,35,170,18,16,303,113,227,0.289,0.632,0.079,-0.9958,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,7,24,6,9,13,0,25,5,3,2,0,23,46,17,0,2,6,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,5,1,1,11,4,19,0,2,10,2,20,5,24,34,2,37,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,18,113,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639267863058465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436091843309259,0.08382248293746067,0.06115273057713761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456494764264292,0.0,0.0,0.20023591517874886,0.1461892954507118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069910350783754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155371672131456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735163053124278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995303213420952,0.04041930541995853,0.05710807745736241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529369433458748,0.0,0.045430889414417114,0.06704861772103196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137869588136587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939696348179197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393210678508647,0.0,0.0901741052730033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039053911256876114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362300028107023,0.06380614478521338,0.0,0.05876399234206356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003099458571835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083367873191859,0.0,0.0,0.5627436075024992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484258971283767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003237979879124,0.08090202558315636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336643239952202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010380046290353,0.0,0.0,0.07359662696704304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038670963033727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690291446038734,0.1282436792217712,0.0,0.0,0.07410378658690289,0.0,0.08924847592586158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jennylee335,2020/03/09,"Are there any apps that really work for anxiety? Does anyone know any good apps that could help someone with mild anxiety?

I can't afford therapy and I can't work my way through an entire book, even though I'm told there are many good ones. 

The apps I've tried mostly just make me log my mood and give some basic tips. I haven't found anything that helpful yet. The meditation podcasts seem to help a little bit in the moment but I don't think they're helping me address the cause of my anxiety. 

Would be really grateful if anyone could recommend any good apps or easily accessible resources.

Thank you :)",3.944358974358977,6.044109974358977,4.605478632478633,82.88257692307694,73.1880341880342,8.098803418803419,25.375213675213672,8.841846274778883,1.9654280341880341,485,16,91,10,10,155,83,117,0.059000000000000004,0.6970000000000001,0.243,0.975,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,2,0,18,19,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,10,4,6,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,2,49,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935755405798556,0.0,0.3302546471729303,0.0,0.0,0.2012396987644874,0.0,0.11841934966786567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571040651622427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478273243309607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978858922954715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259298916530013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950461264531708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778146842495455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804421970750702,0.0,0.3620953206817302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858187722093969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908495275650287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422793106045928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960559173015758,0.14589436806454814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751193755449046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437502450325047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100326928291312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192797038229992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248592413743285,0.1645648463274594,0.0,0.0,0.0922067973653747,0.1413833006546005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750483539327776,0.0,0.09770023058732057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422296503851252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095252084525751,0.0,0.0,0.10222408073279234,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nervousthrowaway98,2020/03/09,"Anyone get weirdly nervous around family? Background: I've always been introverted growing up. My family never hesitated to comment and ask why I'm so quiet, or not talking. This goes so far that I hate the word 'bashful' because that's what my dad always called me. Including this I have narcolepsy, meaning everyone thought I was lazy all throughout middle and high school when I fell asleep everywhere.

I love my family and I know they love me. We all get along well and hope and want the best for each other. Yet when I come back to visit during college breaks I can't do anything. Example: I study Japanese and have lots of coding and electronics assignments, and have books to read. But when I go back home I'm afraid to do any of it. I'm not sure why but I just get afraid to be productive at all. This carries over to where I become anxious or nervous when being productive around roommates for weeks after each visit back to family. Idk what is wrong with me cause my family knows about all the things I should do to be productive yet they don't encourage me in them, they simply ask what I need to do or should've been doing.

Not sure if anyone else feels this way or has this productivity freeze around family but I'd love some advice on the topic.",4.3522411561691134,6.0653117090163935,5.1356341673856765,81.11583692838657,71.25409836065575,8.57946505608283,25.956859361518553,9.134995656068208,2.1190442622950822,1003,32,188,21,19,325,139,244,0.10400000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.09,-0.5232,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,4,1,18,16,1,4,4,0,19,4,1,1,7,49,41,22,0,5,12,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,13,17,0,0,5,2,0,6,6,7,1,0,4,3,27,9,25,33,9,32,0,0,0,3,17,12,0,8,12,131,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915599585814187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886350583621615,0.0,0.0,0.06900355710670845,0.0,0.0,0.11463301105219037,0.0,0.1419013486451019,0.1039687257050245,0.08350174208525203,0.2709913141143636,0.1897228181263072,0.0,0.0,0.2340741198462203,0.0,0.06185559827285639,0.11206641848378718,0.0,0.0,0.10648724176354836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361293209897997,0.0,0.0,0.10423836259916916,0.0,0.08740802515591498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847657512913713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695960442856782,0.0,0.0,0.5739452845042754,0.0,0.05130663590962675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904276162604428,0.0,0.057668138480307565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018131092469036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720936805225592,0.10178338776924843,0.10078330281447004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153128853383383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626676242387794,0.2747438113763193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053134190283792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752392399856638,0.0782604610433729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149816166025948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269376793636577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126987202301265,0.0,0.0,0.08155830682437397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741262577071476,0.0,0.0,0.08055640319680983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059850049200612175,0.08054272037137201,0.0813936767242589,0.0,0.09123434746163343,0.0,0.18312305203989016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094228376956013,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sunnyniss,2020/03/09,"Trying to grow I (18F) am trying to start my adult life, but every step I want to take feels impossible to in the moment. I dropped out after my first semester of a 4 year university to transfer to a 2 year more affordable and realistic program, but the application process has been getting so difficult as the due date approaches.  I want to move out and was actually doing really well living on campus at the university, but the commitment this program would require is triggering erratic mood swings and having a ""good day"" is becoming more rare. I don't really know what to do to help myself feel strong enough to do this.",13.28294871794872,8.264978299145303,12.962799145299153,54.2231730769231,56.60683760683761,17.17008547008547,47.198717948717956,14.554592549557764,6.586112820512822,499,21,86,16,4,170,81,117,0.035,0.7929999999999999,0.172,0.9421,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,1,1,17,20,8,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,2,2,8,3,18,17,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,61,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.2229237019266303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522931437251183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732438270763193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360387544586353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246987459713896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310114420132459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431026287967526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935005109838595,0.0,0.0,0.19160395884836506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311797736191915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554420757180276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613533594362648,0.0,0.0,0.20171599470780616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279471248177065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926879961420852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616904382497851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175784530621438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310190437021131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26947871216407177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053942710780508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227665014694134,0.0,0.0,0.2942147042843215
anxiety,RSdabeast,2020/03/09,"I have a friend I care about a lot. She couldn't handle school today. I feel guilty because I could have tried to help. I want to help her feel better in public settings but I don't know how. I am asking for advice on what I should do if things aren't going well. Should I even try to do anything?

If more clarification is needed, tell me.",0.5207394366197207,2.728525915492959,2.1642077464788763,95.3536355633803,85.61971830985915,4.113380281690141,14.508802816901408,5.148860815047168,-1.1051845070422541,264,4,59,1,8,86,50,71,0.064,0.764,0.172,0.5966,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,0,15,20,4,0,8,3,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,12,4,7,16,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,1,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551481166471186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983329085718488,0.0,0.2253143311849792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691909905762546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315613895386734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457285004976997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242902188849398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591866089521387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437265157559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862058067308915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697306608341567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230914520664436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132454271607276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490037066695227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870785605714484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243917709719486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065571445773876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011812220541502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845184960742845,0.0,0.0,0.32726359256103554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421555292104759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166993531134521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_panda_ninja,2020/03/09,"Constantly in a state of panic and I can't snap myself out of it I think I burnt myself out. I have been really working hard on my career goals for the past few months; often at the expense of my health. In an attempt to build my health back, I recently starting exercising and eating better. 

But being healthy is a lot of work and now I have less time to focus on my career goals. And in the little time I do set aside for my goals, I worry about how there's not enough time to invest in building my skills. I am literally frozen and numb. My chest feels heavy and I really don't know how to stop it. Even if I just sit down and open a book, my mind becomes overwhelmed and I start thinking about how much there is left to do.

In the end, the day goes by and I would have done nothing except think about how I need to do something. I tried taking a break and going out to relax, but I feel that it makes the anxiety worse since I don't finish my tasks and my to-do list keeps expanding. It's like I am stuck on a never-ending loop of self-hatred.

Anyone gone through this? How should I get back in control of my life?",2.9840196078431376,3.9358048076923104,4.150030165912519,89.82536199095024,73.57264957264957,6.8734037204625436,21.88436400201106,7.048011613610866,0.44406566113624896,871,19,193,8,17,285,132,234,0.08199999999999999,0.871,0.047,-0.7717,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,9,16,6,0,2,12,0,18,7,1,7,0,42,34,19,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,15,1,3,6,3,2,2,4,3,0,0,4,3,32,3,35,27,5,39,0,1,0,0,0,17,0,3,17,136,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424450735830222,0.0,0.0,0.0952816263368994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956308059816334,0.0,0.0,0.15049709834107886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051781083678158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472571006209489,0.15283594434390818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788146909194737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944928841429471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394359965365241,0.0,0.0,0.2413856796372208,0.14080108209666864,0.0,0.0900036082451028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780220577242958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119431036436166,0.0,0.07744414094284084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220691986969563,0.0,0.0,0.2896926355313788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112109726649645,0.0,0.0,0.07488922875237583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805538236014315,0.0,0.09624998937426674,0.06657357244665596,0.13657615191254552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585002540213328,0.0,0.0,0.0909598262765037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759165002376975,0.0,0.1087676718078352,0.0,0.10017252499262304,0.10104085998669292,0.10509814145230847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075264599468225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988092322150366,0.0,0.0,0.1300830507690723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459330637475112,0.0,0.13454803024758674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215705249405738,0.0,0.0,0.11272214673710645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049056233066354,0.0,0.0,0.19290212509780036,0.0,0.0,0.11392599704674075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024564399739081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619447454820049,0.0,0.0,0.2383765805537725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251690318563273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840918807280813,0.13838658320509167,0.13886854765419165,0.09680074779294767,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,klaym3n,2020/03/09,"Should I be afraid of using Alprazolam? I've been dealing with anxiety for a while and It got to a level where it's severe. I started using medication but the results are not stable. 

We started with sertraline because it helped me a bit in the past. First it helped and now I'm having crippling anxiety again. My doctor prescribed me with some Alprazolam. I take max 0.5mg a day when I feel really anxious. It works like magic. I've never had such medication before. I used Oxazepam but it didn't do anything.

I take 0.5mg of Alprazolam I start to feel better then I take a 15min walk add 10mins of meditation and I'm back on track again.

It saves me but I'm also really afraid of dependency. Thus, I'm searching for alternatives. 

Walking, meditation or other physical activities don't work alone in this situations. I tried that for months before starting medication.

I searched the internet and people recommend weed. I don't want to go into that path again because weed is what made everything worse in the first place.

I was smoking weed occasionally, max 1 gram a month. Sometimes It gave me joy sometimes anxiety attacks. In the end I had a never ending headbuzz and constant anxiety attacks. 

Recently I really wanted to smoke some weed to experiment if I would feel better and told this to my doctor. My doctor said I would prefer you taking Alprazolam then smoking a joint. You can get off Alprazolam, she said.

But I read a lot of negative opinions about Alprazolam addiction, dependency and abuse. I don't want to make everything worse.

What do you think about it?",3.5457109940750486,6.338808697278915,5.286940969936363,74.04968729427256,77.6734693877551,8.41939872723283,28.19135396093921,9.11188708381993,3.0057372394118937,1263,55,213,34,31,428,155,294,0.149,0.779,0.07200000000000001,-0.9635,0,1,1,0,1,0,33.0,1,3,0,6,11,9,2,2,14,0,18,7,0,9,2,47,49,18,0,8,7,0,3,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,16,13,0,0,5,1,0,3,8,4,0,2,11,5,30,5,27,34,4,38,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,8,26,139,46,6,0.0,0.1042009700514016,0.0,0.09587351506335873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910849569006724,0.0,0.0703299396963526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691120954011758,0.09935331890809658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237160687509614,0.0,0.0,0.20010127725810328,0.0,0.06762461779479759,0.0,0.10722145261727872,0.0,0.1496701905063115,0.0,0.0,0.1555611966008577,0.09601364704578047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503778164204936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671753575701486,0.09066789096793468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270047665133582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578711937247192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807938840726826,0.0860275195214206,0.0,0.0,0.13340357667068395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496126992733297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594786461252612,0.0,0.04998142246007761,0.0,0.0703380054393597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178959544436164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042965701583400316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476807142722941,0.0,0.08321610543033675,0.05870426669690462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657873471349104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403944285117424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565789596849862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395387741705934,0.06097029742173464,0.0,0.09188427062016284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796924316527073,0.0,0.16902030996235534,0.0,0.0868355160132692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731251286617668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935331890809658,0.0,0.0,0.09885436368983208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396058551133792,0.0,0.248992951321547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644961154063845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056351889356384285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403564044573986,0.0,0.05970918350339938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278698798176017,0.0,0.0,0.1556175041634328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280506611384234,0.0,0.17924784140466868,0.12494784010740595,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DPJ333,2020/03/09,"Chest Pain/ Pressure from Anxiety Just coming here to get some opinions and thoughts on having chest pain or pressure resulting from anxiety. I have had anxiety my entire life but this year my chest began to hurt/ feel tight. I wouldn’t call it the worst pain in the world, but sometimes it makes breathing a little harder. I would call it a dull ache, where my chest feels bloated almost. Has anyone else experienced this? Curious if I should seek medical attention, but I admittedly want to stay away from doctors offices due to the coronavirus. Honestly I’m just having a hard time deciphering real illness/ symptoms from health anxiety at this point. Hope everyone is having a good day, let’s all keep our heads up!",6.842299145299144,8.429256853846155,6.563333333333333,73.7338888888889,65.07692307692308,10.085470085470087,33.67521367521368,10.25414643259724,3.7285726495726492,581,25,95,14,9,182,93,130,0.205,0.6829999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.8691,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,2,7,0,11,15,6,2,1,28,23,6,0,6,7,0,4,0,0,3,9,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,5,9,3,13,16,3,16,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,6,5,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409059325801077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430586928749008,0.0,0.0,0.0983913298894511,0.1441793370775271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220654937110726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873718757518216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121367302308482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074965393665606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402795555307915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754948178111432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344593905043368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229965218801446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735178769151541,0.0,0.0,0.11802522188665285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260531674371924,0.0,0.14441437723743966,0.14957366265102287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397619302317921,0.0,0.0,0.15063851702598288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507412284906586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389081149958008,0.099391297361936,0.0,0.14103358364544413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392847937139727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175574597462892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491926374023956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302133400144586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016468821959867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917091709876914,0.0,0.0,0.14998366559671686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625695720660878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171213969880107,0.082052156597522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299746254738047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996003086644424,0.0,0.0,0.0906159662988855
anxiety,presentlymagic7,2020/03/09,"How to accept a conversation that has happened and move on I hate hate hate that I will replay conversations/interactions in my head over and over. It’s like I always replay it to see if I said anything that would have upset the other person or make them be mad or annoyed at me. Most of the time it’s inaccurate but I can’t stand the feeling of having friends/family members mad at me. For example, when I don’t get the reply I was expecting from someone I automatically assume they’re mad or annoyed.  If I feel someone’s reply was too “bland” I get in my head like crazy and make myself believe they’re mad at me.  
Anyone that also feels this, how do you guys combat these types of thoughts and feelings ? Ugh",3.7650384122919327,5.30240540140845,5.233277848911651,80.5350896286812,72.45070422535211,7.417157490396925,26.289372599231754,8.00094639256281,1.5988929577464783,565,19,109,8,11,190,88,142,0.255,0.6890000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,5,14,9,1,5,0,11,2,2,4,0,24,26,14,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,10,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,11,0,0,4,6,18,3,15,19,1,12,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,7,4,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497719698233973,0.14044253023334033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801830329503513,0.0,0.1388955639558854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901627459963838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911535093014986,0.0,0.3413708002437243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636625310641224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671235544295024,0.1492559002714968,0.0,0.0,0.49992033691411,0.3464439354996272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491952050992062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253304184210139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939160193219908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737643533503605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055305965177294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449968617196242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860217397873719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399633076942438,0.09841981315038907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989992668492128,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quoosh,2020/03/09,"Alone at school Im sitting alone on the bleachers while everyone else is walking on the track with their friends. Today Ive been feeling really alone and anxious, but maybe tomorrow will be a better day. woohoo",4.0965384615384615,6.945488333333337,3.945833333333337,84.13875,75.92307692307692,6.976923076923077,30.262820512820515,8.07648339933343,2.472635897435897,171,8,29,3,4,52,34,39,0.134,0.612,0.254,0.816,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7109278711269013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584877748720904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236197445498036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756215268078224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113962230907414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863573303337466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569213816091678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677639916906554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715177216084594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986826759151294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465801857804533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156578827905436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688311479716207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wutheringstorms,2020/03/09,"Anxiety attacks or Panic attacks Are anxiety attacks different from panic attacks? If so, what's the difference between the two? Lastly, is it possible to have anxiety attacks but not panic attacks (presuming they are different)?",8.541261261261264,11.51731213513514,9.63081081081081,47.981531531531544,62.78378378378378,13.581981981981983,52.87387387387388,12.45797560212912,9.038214414414412,187,15,18,8,3,64,25,37,0.529,0.47100000000000003,0.0,-0.968,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,9,6,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160207075974146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7780684612388516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572803433996531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291562797221484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012219123062847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850461156686924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134994562060584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chester2938,2020/03/09,"A lot of anxiety when I don’t get enough sleep. This weekend I didn’t get much sleep because I drank too much before I went to sleep. I did sleep for about 6-7 hours last night which is good. Typically if I get less that 4.5, my anxiety gets so high & it feels terrible. I’m glad that at least I’ve learned this about myself. I do feel a little better but the anxious feeling is still there. My boyfriend was with me all weekend, which was great - but about 5 minutes after he left I started to feel worse & had an anxiety attack. It just felt worse being alone. 

When my anxiety gets as bad as it was, I feel like talking to anyone I know would make me a burden. Everyone has their own stuff to deal with, & I don’t want to add to it. My negative self-talk gets so much worse too. 

Right now, feeling a bit better but still anxious, I feel like I’m out of my mind; like nothing I’m saying is making sense. Anyway, tonight I am going to sleep well. I hope.",2.7578666666666685,3.8531957200000018,3.8880000000000017,90.93566666666668,74.3,6.933333333333335,24.333333333333336,7.3011,0.8245833333333334,744,22,167,8,15,242,115,200,0.20600000000000002,0.635,0.159,-0.9116,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,2,16,14,1,0,6,0,16,6,5,2,1,27,42,10,0,4,5,0,8,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,4,1,0,10,2,0,2,4,4,1,0,9,9,23,10,20,31,10,21,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,16,103,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910230906993244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856723904596682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26892931062918074,0.19857167343477805,0.0,0.061451731932351074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998268280884774,0.0,0.0,0.07338089692808691,0.05357431313898897,0.0,0.0747842661895171,0.0,0.0,0.15545553721825145,0.09594843320781636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060630804371443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080943184361476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397856224063191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110635898053623,0.12557113768283668,0.0843840639964094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754999370067464,0.0,0.049947474365345065,0.07371436390568037,0.0,0.0968943056268132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285607795964244,0.0,0.08729034032370425,0.0865497212004649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829968784998884,0.07163858366452171,0.0,0.0,0.09548808115184117,0.0,0.0,0.1288095559989363,0.0880845699044448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471728788712889,0.0,0.0,0.11732878784400527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887395137809075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938183275042236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247478536863573,0.0,0.08432870911229537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505391620880439,0.0,0.06989024412958253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168396277441468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397459004428851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220595793976363,0.0,0.1403712831926875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060811156947813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127840942125866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051837268845309085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901980801122986,0.08147093373324446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26868914057280785,0.06243148687649616,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImprovingSilence,2020/03/09,"Coping with pre-surgery anxiety I (35F) have surgery schedule for this summer and anytime I think of it, I start to feel quite a bit of anxiety. For me this means I feel like I’m about to pass out. At this point I can control it, but I know it will get worse as I get closer to the date. I want to try to get a handle on this now so I don’t have a huge panic episode and pass out when I have to walk back for prep. Does anyone have tips or experience for dealing with this? Thanks!",0.5267307692307703,2.2729659038461563,2.1948461538461568,97.85015384615384,82.26923076923076,5.313846153846153,20.015384615384615,6.2581,-0.1920815384615384,370,10,91,3,10,121,65,104,0.113,0.779,0.10800000000000001,-0.124,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,19,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,2,20,18,1,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,8,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33088017598081804,0.0,0.0,0.1512156471790404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629238015646933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610244930618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425565885543001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295696278205096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925261946233302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115460530007566,0.0,0.0,0.21869746067198928,0.15449784940660227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389644194090508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885211900653855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565484899414664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557307325115906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25373724406254583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443780089412653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230021604702712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307158793520506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910529466654645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857216666011327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682792399816766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755712345205214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038978671599088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuoteTheSadBoy,2020/03/09,"Everything was fine until I found out he liked me back. I have this friend you see, I thought he was straight the whole time I knew him cause that's just what I do by default. I hid my feelings and just ignored them until recently when my other friend told me he liked me and now I don't know how the fuck to act. I still love hanging out with him and spending time together, but unless there's another person I am scared I'm going to mess up somehow?
I really like him, but I'm also in no state to be in a relationship. I just don't know what to do and feel like it's going to come crashing down somehow.",3.079689922480622,3.7855813100775215,4.452713178294577,88.6680620155039,73.10852713178295,7.593798449612403,25.96124031007752,7.793537801064563,1.2173472868217052,475,15,107,6,9,158,80,129,0.114,0.723,0.163,0.6574,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,12,12,1,1,3,0,9,2,0,2,0,26,25,12,0,0,6,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,7,0,1,5,3,4,0,0,6,3,21,8,16,18,1,22,0,0,1,2,14,7,1,2,13,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517485811657105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989767293273636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591139771396947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949326801987237,0.0,0.16345882830143169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054132995076554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189365221136626,0.13556241801042446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805872435942505,0.29321153019182394,0.1754272620029554,0.0,0.0,0.21568651916117315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857093739585186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708226841780417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126307495044182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656884678252572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156317463900893,0.0,0.18736211642862136,0.20372797230925835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997983136016214,0.0,0.15121173798340964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154016217396826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064583892886613,0.22129763157135302,0.0,0.0,0.1813209176639486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118568815293776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jdbkv5,2020/03/09,"Extreme anxiety/panic attacks combined with sever depersonalization. What do you guys do? I have dealt with anxiety almost daily for 4-5 years now, but for the most part, it hasn't kept me down. I've been doing well in school, have a great internship coming up, a wonderful girlfriend, etc.

But after going over a year without 1, I have had 3 severe panic attacks this week alone. It has changed everything and I feel like I'm back to square one with all the progress I've made. 

Depersonalization has struck again, and it's very bad. Even during the times I'm not panicking, I can't get it out of my head. How ""unreal"" and meaningless everything is around me. I can't find joy in things I once did, as life, existence all seems so incredibly absurd. I can't wrap my head around any of it. I'm having to force myself to do things just so I can keep a grip on reality, it seems.

It's terrifying. It hurts. I don't want to be this way. I want to go back to where I was, a year ago, deep into my studies and not concerned with the bigger picture of life. But now that I am this way, I don't know how to get it off my mind. I'm obsessing over it. It's draining. It's depressing.

I'm seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow. My girlfriend has a small Xanax prescription she uses on occasion for PTSD, which I have had to use this week just to stay sane and find sleep. I'm not sure what to do, and it feels like I'm in a constant state of emergency. 

Any help, encouragement, or stories of ones who have made it out of severe depersonalization symptoms is greatly appreciated.",3.2336102236421738,4.8106201948881795,4.862768051118213,82.49844600638981,73.88817891373802,8.202888178913739,25.619041533546323,8.841846274778883,1.8092066198083063,1223,41,254,25,25,413,167,313,0.179,0.7070000000000001,0.114,-0.9581,0,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,1,16,15,2,2,12,0,30,7,3,6,3,50,57,15,0,2,10,0,3,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,25,16,0,2,8,0,0,3,10,7,1,2,8,5,24,8,41,48,5,41,0,2,2,0,8,19,0,6,17,166,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882804700503542,0.0,0.09972493595744522,0.10314513975976623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544914420170182,0.0,0.07618602905380778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773123160695563,0.0,0.2265958607347426,0.0,0.15315702814135448,0.08315343734423097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535294796820767,0.08578791224792162,0.0,0.10762134169550193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857766666256519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106910493042498,0.06577821399395609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790100271792047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071132876643583,0.14229414148189512,0.0,0.0,0.1820467960023171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406326309820843,0.0,0.11319851225616745,0.0,0.0,0.21959651378608555,0.0,0.09860969492849513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044160136855893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675303536377958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661308710050328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852011169909818,0.0,0.0,0.05473202475728677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068663515656335,0.0973092252660114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846881234704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055744625702258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606003241617497,0.13496943715186144,0.0,0.0,0.1168473329710929,0.0,0.10784619657380584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164153066938217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079033288326388,0.07936028566811185,0.18132587623220994,0.0,0.3375248442686565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966185945013684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614962175415904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386233682497873,0.10351207662933393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232625754223906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058071693022621024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202745949555848,0.0,0.08217212775270805,0.11748145000867713,0.15809971258595756,0.15977008023922631,0.0,0.0895433134437468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960011451892463,0.10800103822520224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239796232300269
anxiety,MaybePazzy,2020/03/09,"How far gone am I? I've been wanting to ask someone these questions for a while but I've never had the courage to... So here I go.
On a day to day basis how to people avoid overthinking and worrying?
How do I know what feelings are real and which I am fabricating to fit each situation?
How do I know when worry is reasonable?
I keep loosing it during classes and at work and it's getting really hard to act normal and keep pushing on... 

I'm sorry for the weird/heavy questions. I just really need to get this off my chest...",1.3932625318606642,3.5778794392523388,3.642888700084964,86.27022939677146,81.71028037383178,6.507731520815634,23.74596431605777,7.686295010490155,1.2989700934579451,408,15,83,7,11,140,72,107,0.16399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.03,-0.9245,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,4,0,8,1,1,5,1,26,21,13,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,6,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,2,8,1,13,18,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,5,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729576129099116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862985718075466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354566162367724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331820792111296,0.0,0.10514437505215604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573093140231188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32888742576708635,0.0,0.0,0.2033512428298017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718117276133754,0.14268966338334216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812686713853892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826133198335574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145028589407468,0.0,0.0,0.21057973786831646,0.2370418712580456,0.19021915488722144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795687236889016,0.0,0.0,0.15675677514340555,0.0,0.0,0.2071014374795265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912257939777348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468811087928792,0.3757694418081772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,d17124,2020/03/09,"Lamotrigine for Anxiety? Anyone taking Lamotrigine for anxiety who doesn’t have bipolar disorder? 

I have severe depersonalization/derealization along with constant anxiety. Can’t focus, have chest/rib cage pain, can’t sleep, feel like I’m getting dumber etc. I’m trying to figure out if an anticonvulsant would help as I have tried a number of SSRI’s in the past. Have an appointment with my psychiatrist in a few days but wanted to get some opinions.",6.0091607142857155,8.7311217375,7.452142857142856,61.99000000000004,69.125,10.071428571428571,30.17857142857143,10.290406445055957,3.8802321428571434,369,15,55,11,7,126,60,80,0.16,0.7759999999999999,0.064,-0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,9,3,1,0,0,12,16,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,12,15,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,35,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128469104112142,0.0,0.0,0.156250878900441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414846626882491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411547443707876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561085373871757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492208786533873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298986275816238,0.15964237305037055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350091711930115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978287739477988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917298125823192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377809253064292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332120151738854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524501549693619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362488827070506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801674583438236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30343410354455397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180456534234758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874206289665854,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GranTurismo364,2020/03/09,"Need advice on what to say to my doctor, please *This is my first time posting here, so if I've done something wrong, I'm sorry*

On Tuesday, I am going to force myself to get an appointment with my GP to try and get help. I have GAD, SAD and depression. I've been to my doctors before with my anxiety, I was prescribed Fluoxetine (10, then 20, then 10 mg), but it did absolutely nothing for me and I was taken off it.

I just need some advice on what to say so they can help me properly, and not just brush me off. I also have a tendency to downplay my own issues, which is due in part to trust issues. My anxiety affects my daily life, relationships, ability to (look for) work; and has been called ""debilitating"" by another medical professional.

In addition, if my doctor asks what kind of medication I would like to try, what do people recommend for controlling anxiety? I am interested in propranolol, which appears to be much better for anxiety than fluoxetine, or maybe sertraline, which may also help with the depression. I am in the UK by the way.

Thanks in advance everyone",4.36766463414634,6.097721678048778,6.2146798780487815,73.3268978658537,71.24390243902441,10.198170731707318,30.373475609756106,10.411451182825502,3.558518292682926,844,36,153,26,16,292,121,205,0.085,0.758,0.157,0.9606,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,5,7,10,0,0,5,0,19,6,0,2,0,24,30,15,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,10,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,7,4,23,6,33,20,4,21,0,3,1,0,9,10,0,6,7,114,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894866310438255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736423622583004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283845631618776,0.3584674068516865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951628591516807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968315432610797,0.0,0.0,0.10360667488602822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961980755215608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313899073223596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179644244197725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597136208332789,0.0,0.11988167547612287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193862568234997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964486408654637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224085588087071,0.0,0.06657712977677027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355627513027965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445412932515908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199018869038696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274412958254519,0.05723192637330125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837366551446608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768953594721307,0.0,0.0,0.2360258116217547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611625250544079,0.17372548436054136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240535145801483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685838501087107,0.0,0.08121472347485496,0.0,0.0,0.1285918218517529,0.0,0.0,0.11219408973050374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257716402892686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186319405041782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018519945044973,0.0,0.13113606194521174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785287824812978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830914233173871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906974484954015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298554258986644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528414223728369,0.0,0.0,0.08321760522924691,0.12808145050112055,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ifcatscouldfly,2020/03/09,What do you do? What do you do when you anxiety it possible being caused by just having so many things on your plate. Like there’s just a lot of stressful things do deal with and think about and it starts making you nervous and anxious and you can’t get any sleep and then things get even worse..,3.0174999999999983,4.763005750000001,2.8566666666666687,95.955,74.83333333333334,6.133333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.023233333333333217,235,5,52,2,5,70,42,60,0.14300000000000002,0.818,0.039,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,0,8,1,1,2,0,12,13,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067873741739025,0.0,0.18075381766873708,0.2669295360199483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272500136463696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435946612952633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606093986656552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468934569457951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543464188687487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008771003778745,0.0,0.0,0.1577189654458445,0.2395511847882619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663705879081023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364509844561453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724044475549424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706583375955349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709224878688065,0.15139890488873547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078985817768356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Suitable-Brick,2020/03/09,"Group of urban young men made comment as I was jogging. Triggered anxiety I was out jogging yesterday evening. I start approaching a group of urban looking young men, basically dressed like rappers and don't really fit in the neighborhood which is mainly older people. I end up turning because I am near home and stop at the front door to rest. They are walking down the street and one of them says ""hey, nice workout"" and raises his hand so I can see him, because I have my headphones on. 

What is the POINT of this? Was this attempted intimidation of some kind? Posturing? Or am I overthinking it? Regardless, other random people don't make comments to me while Im out running.",4.482987012987014,6.81554092063492,5.1725108225108265,78.38006493506495,72.33333333333334,8.073881673881674,32.08946608946609,8.841846274778883,3.0182158730158744,540,26,92,11,11,174,92,126,0.071,0.8290000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.7034,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,12,1,1,3,0,14,18,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,6,0,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,4,4,14,3,16,14,3,25,0,0,2,0,12,11,0,3,9,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023739345935176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30318265165196845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025420655864328,0.0,0.0,0.1642489591862544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494435286348436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26861407198139103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895905826300675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149112904336155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882623474057807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353043993404498,0.16599397607474425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851012081435304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34480294741598755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350803534927715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930899556185318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977581073679644,0.0,0.0,0.19816354884474172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601501700824485,0.0,0.0,0.20790529184369244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27048940706291835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IndividualTour1,2020/03/09,"My First Major Anxiety/Panic Attack... I'm not a very social person, hell, I'm probably the definition of an introvert. I find it extremely hard to interact with others, and the thought of going out to public events or even to a buddies place makes me feel un-easy. Most of the time, I end up cancelling last minute cuz i cant bare the level of awkwardness i bring whenever I'm around people. I just feel like I don't fit in with many people, & I become really conscious about what others think of me that I just say ""fuck it"" and not go.

It's really difficult when everyone around you seems to be having fun and enjoying themselves while you'r stuck at home too scared to get involved. It really breaks me down sometimes. The off-chance I do build up the courage to go out, I end up embarrassing myself in some way which may not seem as big of a deal at the time. Later I overthink about it and end up getting anxious.

While I was taking a shower, I just felt this wave of emotions. Like all my past mistakes and failures came back to haunt me all at once. First, I tried to hold back the tears. Minutes later, I felt my heart rate increase and i started to breath rapidly. I then felt this numbing/vibration sensation run down my face, torso, & arms as I began to cry for the first time in years.

I've never really experienced this before and I felt like I was going to pass out on the bathroom floor. This went on and off for about 45 minutes. Looking back at it now (couple hours after), Im not really sure what to make of it, is this just a one time thing? or should i consider seeing a medical professional? Knowing me, I'll probably cancel last minute but I'll hopefully build up the courage to go and sort this problem out.

Thank you for reading my post, Im new around here so any thoughts/tips y'all may have would be appreciated. Hope you all have a great day! Thank you.",3.855228571428569,5.195824373333334,4.8630809523809555,84.05085000000003,71.93333333333334,8.130476190476191,26.192857142857147,8.634040054169528,1.7674857142857148,1480,48,298,26,28,484,205,375,0.096,0.792,0.113,0.9472,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,5,0,3,19,22,3,3,19,0,15,6,4,3,5,63,52,20,0,6,11,0,7,3,0,4,1,1,2,1,20,19,0,1,13,1,0,11,7,9,0,4,11,11,37,13,56,35,7,75,1,0,2,1,12,29,2,11,35,190,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810287190100248,0.0,0.05680931432185745,0.0,0.0,0.09437517469504092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310198760056996,0.0,0.09503755488733533,0.0,0.19270876468574524,0.0,0.0,0.09226214791688392,0.07108544802987002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554624263223302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243420009253753,0.09176355517100007,0.05387567727145449,0.08612493415791109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939700145857632,0.22197200004381668,0.0,0.0,0.05517665329429382,0.0,0.0,0.07982499563011615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447955231292624,0.05968020438406189,0.32084176532880515,0.0,0.07635303800799324,0.2131744281775542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723036372859379,0.08729125100858329,0.0,0.2373854003075515,0.0,0.0,0.092101928359774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483444259336904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989939946306812,0.0,0.0,0.08379632458055691,0.1659459473698799,0.08226898546820006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804726872318111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045910792810595284,0.1361907009453732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243865541862507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015163328960666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152572426874728,0.0846953291489883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415664953206549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443034702560609,0.08068238684758706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896619840645953,0.05660811830295748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974732937598268,0.11583070467343777,0.07294294221819665,0.08728036654241665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000717060683414,0.0,0.1801381195507231,0.07993544181975785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356150335745248,0.0,0.2675857813141683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643348353887818,0.08363700892051233,0.0,0.06656968472947385,0.15210134782722995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515738472696345,0.0,0.0,0.08262210476768586,0.0,0.05912926094734074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873442135202914,0.0,0.06281085365836488,0.0,0.0,0.15382278426900314,0.0,0.0,0.05549953085386618,0.0535283517536422,0.0,0.06632055247193837,0.1948488095110782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056717427117297374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892833855115292,0.0,0.06630928766235898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744139403819335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593436352579839,0.0,0.0,0.053796310445078085
anxiety,TaraPelow,2020/03/09,"Advice When did you realize that your anxiety is becoming a bigger problem and what steps did you take to deal with it? I've recently realized how much I avoid things that make me anxious, and it's getting in the way of my growth and enjoyment of the things that I love. Since my mom was diagnosed with cancer last year it's been much much worse. I think I avoid even thinking about the problem so I didn't recognize that it's getting harder to deal with. Can anyone relate?",4.324711246200607,5.7654983404255375,4.962036474164137,83.40500000000003,70.91489361702128,8.77568389057751,28.322188449848017,9.23628265651192,2.3745124620060785,380,14,74,8,7,122,62,94,0.20600000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.1,-0.8385,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,0,7,3,0,2,0,16,14,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,0,11,2,9,9,3,9,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,52,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587019071995522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768093326046396,0.2033213356597642,0.0,0.1258432081370888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876904287505687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710941294292697,0.0,0.1826715674412563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887226573389373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880597710555496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670423291999385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243511411052705,0.0,0.1201351907003982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078538818610798,0.0,0.0,0.3969085876334112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34442491576549217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770431116502886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488777754835997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531934325966116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391357425967512,0.23064234867663985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285634943430506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341063453672315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589846300793495
anxiety,_viixxc_,2020/03/09,"social anxiety getting in the way of phone interviews My social anxiety doesn't let me show my full potential during phone interviews.

I try rehearsing my answers, but my head always ends up blocking everything and I'm left stuttering, or simply without words. 

Nowadays a lot of jobs require phone screenings before in-person interviews and it sucks.",7.178000000000001,9.956874133333336,7.183333333333337,64.935,66.0,10.8,38.66666666666667,10.793553405168565,5.476066666666667,288,16,37,9,5,92,47,60,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,4,2,6,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,2,1,22,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986299427022668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652325322334276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312882108472044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143057138676116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145415843751996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471869700345165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449903848339477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368877311881723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25936446715759176,0.2441021867607517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294689480135095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084366669955736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866796129350552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207176608711932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894807981538328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301126715110303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,depressedopression,2020/03/09,"Anyone else get anxiety from movies/ tv shows? Like when there’s a possibility of a character being caught or making a simple mistake, even if I’ve seen the show 1000 times?",6.801818181818181,7.350849939393942,7.293484848484847,72.16022727272728,64.75757575757576,10.236363636363636,31.65151515151515,10.125756701596842,3.130769696969697,140,5,25,3,2,46,31,33,0.14,0.782,0.078,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169324515999736,0.0,0.0,0.2896827870613091,0.4244913880948357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460880296894597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736361362035084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164506111213305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024022757838544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765433064001533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467052284420118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24157715353850026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breatheart,2020/03/09,"I get panic attacks booking plane tickets I don't know why but every time I go to book a plane ticket it freak out. I have been trying to book plane tickets for about 2 hours now and haven't because it makes me too anxious. I don't know which days to take off. I'm weighing options of going to the further airport and parking for $8/day or if I should just do the one right near where I live for $100 more. I actually hate how anxious this makes me. I don't hate flying and I don't hate traveling, I hate buying plane tickets. It doesn't help that I live a 2 hour flight from home and a different 2 hour flight to my partner. I'm constantly buying plane tickets and giving myself anxiety attacks. I also get anxious taking off work. Does anyone else feel this way? I don't know why I have panic attacks doing something so easy. I hate booking travel tickets. Sometimes I think it's cuz my dad would have me double check when he booked tickets and would get anxious/mad if there were mistakes. Maybe it's just genetic but it's debilitating. 

tl;dr: Buying plane tickets makes me anxious. What do I do?",1.6545328849028391,4.0333448923766815,3.1673822869955157,88.9035099028401,82.1390134529148,4.972272047832586,24.53830343796712,6.21433560688645,0.7706294469357249,873,34,170,7,24,286,116,223,0.278,0.687,0.035,-0.9957,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,8,2,5,0,19,1,0,5,0,29,42,16,0,6,7,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,11,7,1,0,5,15,4,4,7,12,0,1,2,1,25,0,15,37,2,20,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,8,100,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0882608320031327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232847230810334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918983161380793,0.5108829757559925,0.0,0.0632409308576851,0.0926711276031278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086811908299437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513415694614658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773842530504874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166585022565535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449530245289524,0.0,0.0,0.07914863339428352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755548142100393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762034324778669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045731480991292574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176063000730524,0.08676265177719622,0.10280344177547532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464763314734912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060623073992588365,0.0,0.0907232559779928,0.0,0.2672089831519797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911787464988646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972838569772269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111731418311372,0.0,0.09086370497571004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128756640507035,0.0,0.0,0.2122343792739883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723914975715633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962863172233692,0.08945197057030024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600608817075185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057953214326926586,0.0,0.0,0.052738943237560384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061405911112832286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179067230481354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322427352634902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584470808713849,0.0,0.0,0.12849842374647336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dmk721,2020/03/09,"Did anyone get increased anxiety/sadness after starting Buspar? I started Buspar a week ago.  I’m taking 5mg morning and night, working up to 10mg 3x a day.   However, my anxiety feels worse and I’m crying so much!  Several times a day!  This isn’t like me.  Now, I AM very overwhelmed because of the corona virus and have been working on that but I’m still having the crying spells.  I’ve messaged my doctor today to see what she thinks.  Just wondering if Buspar caused more anxiety and also added depression to anyone else?",2.6148545454545484,5.287178340000004,4.2394545454545485,80.8597272727273,80.6,6.436363636363637,26.09090909090909,7.686295010490155,1.9481000000000008,414,17,69,7,11,138,75,100,0.17600000000000002,0.779,0.045,-0.9337,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,11,17,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,6,1,7,15,3,15,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,2,13,40,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721738501738652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183332626118206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27135714741587363,0.0,0.0,0.24802602054665504,0.1817244835524264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811594135387156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821957755203028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896394130409198,0.2287627940102483,0.0,0.15275839848497744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815336813895972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816005747787522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967765883696613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266236400499878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866482809032615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037871884229604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643870048236406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133156042165027,0.0,0.0,0.2003643363930559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510701605461145,0.0,0.14163852536994653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333513294381316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364400343617227,0.0,0.0,0.10341902025828936,0.0,0.16811488045303438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633912845306082,0.0,0.0,0.14226608787255998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233745356412468,0.25823783267296,0.0,0.18074320610344186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emmalayer,2020/03/09,IGNORING FRIENDS AND PURPOSELY CUTTING THEM OFF Im lucky to have some friends but sometimes i get the urge to just cut them all off and not talk to them anymore and just be alone. Am i the only one who’s like that?,0.11333333333333327,2.46699577777778,1.2327777777777804,99.5825,91.22222222222223,4.777777777777779,23.055555555555557,6.42735559955562,0.4225555555555558,170,7,39,2,6,53,33,45,0.174,0.64,0.18600000000000005,0.1614,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,2,7,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,4,5,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494505979810231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346158377190895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213576868267288,0.0,0.17628057706947006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644561062296313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483940512116102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286348665178588,0.2566122749271309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337029115485982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27119395899854376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,overflowingbathtub17,2020/03/09,"Anxiety Chest Pain not Going Away I have had a really intense week during which I came to myself and a few friends, felt like I had truly emotionally disconnected from my parents, stopped talking to toxic people in my life, realized that I have not been taking care of myself and started doing that to some extent, and more. 

All of this this has been really difficult, and I had several panic attacks which left my body sore. At this point, my soreness is going away but I feel this extremely distracting tightness in my chest that comes back every time I try to do something. It is difficult for me to concentrate on much of anything, and that is making me even more anxious. It has become a vicious cycle, and I am looking for advice on strategies that people have used to get rid of that chest discomfort and pain.",11.391372549019609,8.095530457516343,10.705326797385624,63.72897058823533,58.15032679738562,13.598692810457516,42.49346405228758,11.538034831475384,4.9071620915032685,652,26,109,13,6,212,93,153,0.214,0.743,0.042,-0.9793,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,12,2,3,3,0,16,9,4,2,1,21,29,8,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,14,9,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,9,0,0,7,4,17,3,20,22,7,18,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,6,88,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099913346776736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821049111425486,0.17456821633303612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716014386019334,0.0,0.0,0.17579343821025972,0.2903609020382381,0.11881947214628055,0.0,0.0,0.1706596957192333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164140756012605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767343711683625,0.15754758854109924,0.0,0.0,0.13310880438894018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381878113639188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020616913286344,0.0,0.13019319411095234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781320130613537,0.0,0.14836734045678834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938491368882362,0.0,0.0807324491810898,0.0,0.17563918074472418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789085491809788,0.0,0.10914492093638098,0.07549265561877941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297613014840795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314601707364164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359297171247902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288490119073201,0.18130070286441055,0.17158069379206986,0.0,0.0,0.21425506842005573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607519338005884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979841529768348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456821633303612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896017896751808,0.0,0.0,0.10937293255373767,0.0,0.0,0.1291890422129163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161828703886073,0.12420059473960232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010422825938297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049117007609189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334591835580856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394988874603186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Happy-Teddy24,2020/03/09,"I sorted my games! This might seem small but its huge for me. A while back I bought about 50 random steam keys. I got some really good games, some bad. They were all taking up space on my pc and I didnt play most if them. So today, I sorted the games I wanna keep in to a folder. The rest into a different one. So now I have 100 gigabytes of free space and my games are organized. I feel so ACCOMPLISHED!",-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,2.023823529411768,95.69220588235297,87.8235294117647,5.752941176470588,13.205882352941178,7.1686216300943375,-0.4750941176470582,310,4,72,5,10,103,64,85,0.078,0.72,0.20199999999999999,0.9254,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,17,11,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,14,4,9,6,5,12,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,9,4,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555133280910769,0.2774513422711206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471761697289049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680176685449693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27871217260175923,0.2657656109145757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29535789010420554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525110817668626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251707968988707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287583980395391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025076855262681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498434923496381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149755538643884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unrealistcs,2020/03/09,"Anxiety due to coronavirus discrimination Hi there! I’m asian and lately it’s been really hard for me to go out because of several racist incidents that have happened to me regarding the new coronavirus. I was born and live in an European country, and before the outbreak I rarely got any racist remarks thrown at me, although I’ve always felt uncomfortable and anxious when going anywhere. But lately it’s been really bad, as I feel like I get weird looks everywhere I go and people have made a lot of mean comments and refused to let me sit next to them just because I’m asian. I get that people might be trying to be cautious, but at the same time, all of the confirmed cases we’ve had in the country are of native people that traveled to abroad and all of the encounters I had people were genuinely rude. 
I just don’t know what to do. Although I’ve always had mild anxiety, I never felt like this. I haven’t left my house in 4 days, since the last incident, and the thought of going out makes me sick and I start crying uncontrollably, to the point where I feel like I’m going to have a panic attack. I know I should just ignore these people and carry on with my life as usual, but I don’t know how to stop feeling this way :(",6.143588992974237,6.045066930327869,6.779274004683843,77.50073770491805,66.17213114754098,9.758313817330212,30.95316159250585,9.424239791934726,2.6352456674473066,977,33,187,17,14,322,133,244,0.212,0.7490000000000001,0.039,-0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,7,10,2,2,12,0,20,2,0,3,3,42,46,19,0,1,6,0,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,13,0,3,10,1,0,6,4,7,0,0,12,7,23,3,29,29,4,33,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,2,17,120,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884967223447627,0.0,0.0,0.07717060639054929,0.0,0.17362448748484546,0.1282006224924315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291004094676948,0.0,0.0,0.09475144669437087,0.13835327416483206,0.0,0.09656351595671896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465296019906552,0.07318551076297759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213739570913086,0.16214093117677286,0.21791808158043488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857771658282824,0.0,0.3224678119895685,0.0,0.09076069306293796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035039883752543,0.0,0.10165620519744754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094121836035827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709768442151475,0.09250172354804058,0.2560218107134363,0.0,0.12329685531199072,0.11604146216410502,0.08015460717795776,0.16632246660761793,0.0,0.10020532806880797,0.0,0.09529500830752824,0.0,0.0,0.09647703171744024,0.0,0.10737795812773383,0.07574909037982402,0.0,0.0,0.12361349236840832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038483829200247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875231290726301,0.10960013850527307,0.12068776002669912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331448728398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933653233187606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727571785633166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539698112538746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282006224924315,0.0,0.09387221183823337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032205593750097,0.0,0.0,0.09487474855846703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900908118943194,0.06617137068076342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704578546320523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249826978216357,0.0,0.0,0.09007550961164808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Typical-Orchid,2020/03/09,"anxiety triggered after doing so well with it  Hey Guys,

Created a reddit account because I feel like I have no where else to turn to. I have had anxiety and intrusive thoughts since high school, but was able to combat it with keeping myself busy with sports, activities and a good group of friends in college. This allowed me to be able to go out, do public speaking more naturally, and branch out to try different things.

But my anxiety spiked again about two months ago

How it started was around August of this year, a teacher from my high school (all boys school) started to message kids and former students on Facebook creepy things (asking if they had tattoos, if they wanted to do raunchy chats, etc), and had messaged me something along those lines. Me being someone who is against sexual harassment online, decided to message this guy back. When he did respond, I basically told him to go fuck off and stop messaging kids, telling him that he needs help, then blocked him.

Fast forward to 6 months later, the teacher passes away unexpectedly. The first thing that comes into my mind is that he took his own life. This then prompted me to check the facebook messages from August, but they were gone (I blocked him), which ended up fueling my anxiety. This led to a downwards spiral of me trying to figure out the cause of his death and what I had exactly said to him that day. The weeks following, my thoughts started to spiral out of control and I started to jump to conclusions, ex. ""maybe I told him to take his own life"" ""maybe he died because of me"". I for some reason, feel morally responsible for the guy passing, even though the messages we exchanged were 7 months before his passing, which to me makes no sense.

I have even gone as far as to reach out to facebook to possibly see my deleted messages, and have tried to contact companies that specialize in this.

I found out later this teacher had passed away from possibly hitting his head off a night stand. He lived alone apparently so there was nobody to really verify the way he passed.

is my thinking irrational? Why is my anxiety latching on to this?",8.181175824175824,7.97985331538462,7.446703296703298,74.75115384615388,62.0,10.402930402930403,38.05860805860807,9.842372674337009,3.731399267399267,1683,76,294,29,21,522,213,390,0.12,0.831,0.05,-0.9824,3,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,3,3,14,7,2,0,13,0,24,4,1,8,2,55,54,23,2,4,5,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,6,24,23,0,5,10,2,3,15,2,2,1,2,20,5,42,5,63,31,6,66,1,0,1,1,50,23,1,3,29,204,66,5,0.17621605270803758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810244922873064,0.0,0.0,0.09125334331231448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370119949927557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843482344142548,0.0823691109317247,0.0,0.16556078219694076,0.06774963368234475,0.0,0.10741967015255144,0.0,0.0749734409644933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090511213538439,0.0,0.07589726308616562,0.0,0.0,0.09882064353358014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056822388003184565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144222089208123,0.09205413470247176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360295024377783,0.0,0.07803755950192337,0.0,0.09826373968966272,0.11638904088048455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910013094914412,0.06294439163212713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494464220672226,0.0,0.0966059031755643,0.06807204259970565,0.08145445061046848,0.0,0.0,0.100147643654506,0.07390083224875445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617223952439469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904242542054418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059056952827612835,0.18618193461868865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783144621427244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446660935548964,0.04304513116825705,0.0,0.07780100148447128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881279176134475,0.0,0.17703270999252493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896398984260284,0.0,0.2109809581085224,0.0,0.0,0.06533098512875676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268341413185422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865712247986286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056444257817340214,0.09058972546299857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381090959768872,0.0,0.0,0.2675100795998897,0.07021068961952584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288386988326613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465364480840761,0.06782986325602704,0.0,0.0,0.2494532581715896,0.0,0.0,0.07366225524821975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624627063904934,0.0,0.07701029855187462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756051730143545,0.056456065641479536,0.08656568854393945,0.1398958623260869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838198993556772,0.0978912591940377,0.1794586989948984,0.09583623181649573,0.08606873915092167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519683967438478,0.06993605022876809,0.07067494414697177,0.0,0.07921969704084611,0.0,0.07950378945766982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673868023687253
anxiety,stupid_bitch7,2020/03/09,Having an awful day. I’m so frozen with fear and it’s physically painful and uncomfortable. I work from home and still had to “call out sick”. I couldn’t even pretend to work today. But it’s not like that feels better or gives me relief. If anything it makes me hate myself even more. I just want to scream and die and not have to be responsible for anyone or anything and let someone take care of me. Ughhhhhhhhh I hate this  I hate this I hate this.,0.6840842490842505,3.1708431868131903,2.668598901098904,89.4368177655678,89.65934065934067,4.791575091575092,17.473443223443226,6.42735559955562,-0.2047589743589744,354,9,76,4,12,118,62,91,0.34600000000000003,0.542,0.11199999999999999,-0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,4,1,1,1,6,2,0,1,0,19,17,11,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,10,4,9,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,51,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574597308935725,0.0,0.2724425238969748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640232147780008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902981916587864,0.0,0.16877404095740345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675642878516307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179927288651647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866871123815712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627298049055893,0.0836995075241111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879632734002147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6537264616051833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604517679599512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927082919144276,0.0,0.08087207598270063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104959477411394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614099053623145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025733158372314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219652445943478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244617750553524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569078952760697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976368759044896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24102301174159185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brownbeanjuice,2020/03/09,How do you prepare to start a brand new job in the workforce when you’ve been out for a while? I haven’t been in a “real” workforce job for the past 5 years. I’ve been a nanny for the past 4.5 years but I decided I needed to be done with that and get back into the workforce. I start my new job I’m super anxious even though i wanted this job so bad. How do you guys cope with anxiety when starting your first day at a new job?,1.8694984802431631,2.7004696276595794,3.4556534954407283,94.205,76.12765957446808,6.222492401215807,21.939209726443767,6.1826913282559595,0.10281033434650456,331,8,80,2,7,110,57,94,0.122,0.82,0.057999999999999996,-0.7001,5,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,2,8,2,0,0,9,0,8,0,0,2,0,12,15,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,9,1,12,10,0,21,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,16,52,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506922251023017,0.15516175080756398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561050410846473,0.11467807312336642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857673046322231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055252103532428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071565860947156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168263356343882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175755372342649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599401500228386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6814729669876779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184022995165844,0.0,0.3979485211992704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622243675455712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632968064050104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916423630110261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494163006824084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101015871996836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689248772504085
anxiety,Wired-Primal,2020/03/09,"Took 50mg of seratine and cant stop shitting. I've only had 1 tablet and I've had 6 shits in the past 2 hours, what the fuck,  will this last the whole day?",-1.2299999999999969,0.5112237777777793,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,89.0,4.711111111111111,14.555555555555555,5.985473137389443,-1.1096444444444449,120,2,33,1,4,40,30,36,0.184,0.698,0.11800000000000001,-0.5236,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782919547636548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692516887054481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28681806217100103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374038813567302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215052585121125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780266991839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979184566148901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434942040709794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32358436709055577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251650995652773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,newerlucks,2020/03/09,"The Coronavirus and the social anxiety connection So I was watching the news today and the news reporters were discussing the coronavirus. They brought up that we should be social distancing. Which means exactly what it says, so, avoiding crowds, flights. They said they extended this warning to people who are young and healthy. So the thing is I was laughing but then I had a realization that my behavior is not normal. I social distance all the time, I'm not even joking. I have diagnosed social anxiety, generalized anxiety. I take meds for it, also I'm pretty young 18years old. I enroll in an online college so I don't associate with anyone my age. I'm unemployed and live with my parents, so I Ieave my house once a month for like a doctor appointment or to go to the store. The only people I see are my parents literally lol. But the fact that the news was enforcing this had me thinking, maybe my behavior is not really the norm. I have been social distancing for two years now, almost three. But this stems from unfortunate social exclusion from my past in school. I have been so wrapped up in my own world I just assumed everyone else lived the way I live, not leaving their home while the years start to feel like months and everything passes them by. But now I understand how I live is not normal. It sucks but I'm going to try to change.",3.738382352941176,6.202117980392157,4.564730392156863,81.26003676470589,75.07843137254902,8.32843137254902,27.487745098039216,9.075114841892004,2.573774509803922,1075,43,194,26,24,346,143,255,0.071,0.846,0.083,0.7125,4,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,5,0,12,6,1,1,18,1,20,2,0,1,3,38,36,21,0,3,12,2,1,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,13,8,0,1,5,1,1,4,6,2,0,2,10,5,31,4,19,24,2,27,0,0,2,0,19,6,1,3,18,135,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987676526763714,0.0,0.0,0.07887753369711463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636410394656106,0.0,0.0,0.06896715077175893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434164006679332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011138240937488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095602668586734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239600828903347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514679333762012,0.0,0.0,0.09424896551363343,0.08864583376402517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987228843357591,0.07046411315703144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211189292485496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893789336560282,0.0,0.0,0.11381033475630603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443911079314984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637513096404916,0.0,0.34838233750020225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909105947289976,0.10744128642615247,0.10956008234757303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745735477143347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328065687687732,0.0,0.0,0.10349973787570974,0.10504193704366477,0.0,0.07501556313221011,0.0,0.0,0.21904265652829485,0.0,0.09415726536320293,0.13676072267854894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034618608138132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318743365017586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938234728234468,0.07843767543714117,0.0,0.09982282260474952,0.07859848748873026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032693408630593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698136170491694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416045479989579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552801322666678,0.06320065210911585,0.0,0.0,0.05751424908645316,0.0,0.09349345106312892,0.0,0.0,0.06696597713791069,0.0,0.09635103648722987,0.10268141983506776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782910379986973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703405914089386
anxiety,AnarchyDotGov12,2020/03/09,"I’m a hypochondriac and it seems my anxiety only flairs up when I have something to lose - why? I’ll preface this by saying that I’ve seen professionals about this disorder and for a significant point of my life had it almost completely under control. Within the last year it has gotten completely out of hand, this directly correlates with my life improving. I’m a standup comic and I’m booked on paid shows through July, I’m literally getting paid to live out my dream. My girlfriend who I love beyond belief is also moving in with me in a few months. This is all great, except I constantly feel like I’m going to die of a brain tumor or heart failure. I almost feel like I had more control over my life when I was a drunk mess.

Does anyone have any advice?",4.467223917022577,5.889462946308727,5.6108480780963985,78.96153142159855,70.54362416107381,8.639658328248933,27.63941427699817,9.095868883498916,2.318189261744966,605,21,112,12,11,201,97,149,0.139,0.713,0.14800000000000002,0.3609,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,7,0,8,8,3,2,1,18,23,7,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,9,7,1,2,4,6,2,2,0,2,0,0,7,5,13,4,23,16,3,19,1,1,1,1,4,11,0,4,8,70,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748794045082314,0.0,0.0,0.3022710129948022,0.0,0.0,0.12069939584006335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263819583849727,0.0,0.1154617346055394,0.0,0.0,0.10553440302693398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848881370223842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164963794165279,0.16310269674196987,0.3385637035699013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566424577945593,0.0,0.1729799012553299,0.0,0.13208065824426918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263040820238502,0.21565014745816447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885517210475508,0.0,0.08577751552474609,0.0,0.0,0.16640186337289778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885385748846672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230288378048178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198209002241257,0.14747443962986426,0.0,0.1332747605265251,0.0,0.0,0.16885308395674095,0.0,0.0,0.1362210408653282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047161403692408,0.16041567358100164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478975982474335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267849707349148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002631918888505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374018337657009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619398991667595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619167232747126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719455889869973
anxiety,mateyting,2020/03/09,"Panic or anxiety attacks? Hello you lot, recently i think i had an abrupt neck movement that fouled one of the muscle in me neck
and to be honest never suffered with any of the mental disorders but the recent injury made me go all nuts. I thought i had a pinched nerve or even an exploded nerve ( i think of the worse things i know that). Felt lightheaded, my heart racing thought it was hypertension or any thing of that matter. I felt like passing out, weakened and had a dry tongue and was gulping on water each second, also i’m a smoker or ‘was’ considering i haven’t had a puff in nearly 24 hours. For anyone that might be relevant to, i’m 17 nearly 18. I’d say i’m healthy not very active i’d say for the past months. My matter is mostly i worsen everything i read online about those kind of matters.",3.825786749482402,5.148128757763973,5.033804347826088,82.8692572463768,71.98136645962731,7.602691511387165,25.83902691511387,8.07648339933343,1.562925051759835,634,20,123,9,12,210,104,161,0.16899999999999998,0.752,0.079,-0.9441,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,1,11,0,12,5,3,1,2,28,24,9,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,6,2,0,7,1,0,3,3,3,0,2,12,4,15,3,17,9,4,16,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,7,8,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293189540817211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993588356079646,0.0,0.12370725347652063,0.0,0.0,0.11307097706740897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396779520327391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533298987792934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068075379809606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533398762295727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31053277962926684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190318239941683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916264254921193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925119168035134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839546252208204,0.08887126083380605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900304783626642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747955475892676,0.0,0.15301335055123733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629650474545659,0.17154812574025385,0.0,0.0,0.129074905598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472026348462074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957847902491608,0.0,0.0,0.18973114647701855,0.0,0.0,0.15436992645739733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617531675216747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193370606164445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571956214321558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148650886085125,0.20723371649569092,0.0,0.2567584115435071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342719607330986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479570060729148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,birdhike,2020/03/09,"When to start considering medication? Hey Reddit- I have been suffering from anxiety for a few years now with it getting increasingly worse in parallel to a few traumatic events that have recently happened in the past year. I have gone through periods of highs and lows but I’ve been stuck in a dark rut for a few months. 

I’ve been seeing a therapist for six months now and I generally like her. However, I’m going through ComPsych so I didn’t have a lot of options to choose a therapist to begin with. I feel like it has taken this long to start to wrap our arms around the beast that is my anxiety. I have originally told her that I’m not interested in medication if I can help it and she hasn’t brought it up at all. While I feel like I have positive takeaways from my sessions, I don’t feel like I’m able to find stable ground to work off of. I always have a new and drastic event to report to my therapist every time I see her (every two weeks). So even when I’m with her I feel like I’m in crisis mode and treading water. On top of that, I’ve had to travel a lot for work recently (over 60% of the last two months) so I don’t feel like I have a stable environment right now.

I’ve only now considered exploring medication options because i don’t feel like I’m able to get better on my own given my environment and circumstances. O used to think it was the easy way out but after reading this sub so much i see that many people cannot apply tools and resources to get better without the baseline of medication. The problem is that my therapist is a social worker and doesn’t have the ability to prescribe medication if I needed it. My covered sessions are ending with her soon, so I’m wondering at this point if I should try to see someone else who might be able to prescribe me something if I need it? Obviously I’m very hesitant to go through the process of finding a good fit for a therapist again and there is a very high demand in my city as well.

Thanks to anyone who reads this. I just want my life back at this point.",4.605212153901477,5.237311412621364,5.85577130528587,80.25801690039555,69.58252427184465,9.404674577490113,30.30780294857965,9.53975657930432,2.605814167565624,1610,62,330,34,27,541,194,412,0.073,0.764,0.163,0.9912,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,6,19,16,0,0,22,0,31,8,1,2,2,51,71,24,0,9,9,0,6,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,20,15,1,0,12,3,0,7,9,3,1,3,12,10,38,13,59,56,9,65,0,2,4,0,13,25,0,10,39,216,58,8,0.21233717448421155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889384638241985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829157152534492,0.0,0.0,0.04949036316152617,0.0,0.0,0.06300836779539186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442472679559418,0.0,0.04314625690772532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251966502892194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591268209234793,0.0,0.06268923719352741,0.0,0.0,0.04674890038241152,0.0,0.1192688183534596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472811087490173,0.3033874397569886,0.0,0.0,0.12938155377753927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093740977431732,0.0,0.08045073971432243,0.059366115896116185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625896873807002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744171072707536,0.14956392197494486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769437915659593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999334196482719,0.2420535084053724,0.0,0.0,0.06263723918577319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034764833150688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175885576320516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565122738151748,0.0,0.07508539558743609,0.0,0.0,0.16948550685848712,0.0,0.052030751691441966,0.10496354957698292,0.0,0.06835885542451169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538306631582598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756661983242689,0.04906928701457749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381817555182862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772599973986405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159642395948213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977156217037265,0.0,0.0,0.06044492893963541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560698223634765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215033637857861,0.05997086629343225,0.054489176924565466,0.0,0.0,0.10019556332890944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516384728865461,0.0,0.4108997091041053,0.0,0.0453523625367197,0.0,0.0,0.04127183800402268,0.0,0.0,0.06763242324312298,0.0,0.04805433443219413,0.0,0.13828171044859455,0.0,0.0,0.0611303810083391,0.0,0.11680027113156667,0.04174732232575926,0.056181121874545964,0.05677469113010403,0.0,0.06363887351026888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822848631101275,0.07675686934356278,0.1030559946320324,0.0,0.0721299070905772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115878574673626
anxiety,ticia-mori,2020/03/09,"I'm not able to wake up on time It has been happening for years and I have nobody who could help to get fiscally out of bed. I go  to bed early, like 22:30 but I struggle to fall sleep and always get late next morning. Does anyone got any tips or life experiences?",0.7944242424242418,2.9942073818181854,2.5740909090909128,92.93446969696971,84.27272727272728,5.848484848484849,18.25757575757576,7.1686216300943375,0.15730303030303006,206,5,46,3,6,68,46,55,0.054000000000000006,0.88,0.066,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,7,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,9,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,23,5,0,0.2646299507056953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019331805049605,0.0,0.0,0.179957441027549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503541448624825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112854825034293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315794531723223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588588702965285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27651645409059544,0.0,0.1503952993856538,0.0,0.21164874598540628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340113914552132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737587779807215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985141108653507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691596022083584,0.12928482693967966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814369547368423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26482106329127386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766486817999145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430785235418198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704130120207253
anxiety,Homie122,2020/03/09,Sometimes I miss the old me I know..I know stop comparing yourself back then when you dont have anxiety. And now even bus rides are horrible and...I...I dont know what to do anymore.But thats life it aint stopping us from where we want to be.Hey fellas hope you are all okay :).Just remind yourself you are not alone.,-1.091112618724555,0.9302895223880618,0.8750067842605169,99.63780189959292,101.53731343283579,4.2274084124830384,18.031207598371786,6.1124844417494595,-0.2234656716417911,246,8,57,3,11,80,50,67,0.11199999999999999,0.722,0.166,0.1285,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,0,1,11,13,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,3,13,1,9,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372728575572428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752567000407258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615956411864475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369942016021426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131478648154142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275425754786335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777131121534665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618162524257493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039618736713456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658036316368685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830665959719959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755725302429466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512589841097114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MountainSunset162,2020/03/09,"I've just started taking Celexa (Citalopram Hydrobromide) - how much alcohol can I drink? Hi there. I've just started taking Celexa for my anxiety; I'm on my 5th day and have just started taking the full 20mg tablets after being on half doses for 4 days getting me used to it... I've not noticed any differences yet, but I'm just wondering how much alcohol / how often I can drink while taking these? I was drinking quite regularly beforehand (I have cut down though) - but would like an occasional glass sometimes if it was okay... Thank you.",4.093685368536853,6.421085673267331,4.90943894389439,79.85236523652368,73.45544554455445,8.053245324532451,29.04400440044005,8.841846274778883,2.576504070407041,427,18,76,9,9,138,68,101,0.040999999999999995,0.889,0.07,0.594,0,0,5,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,11,4,1,0,2,1,8,6,0,4,0,16,21,9,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,8,3,7,17,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,9,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33429148958079913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106358450701209,0.0,0.11964679530457276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173218541613555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340638278947547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596420735412076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171338034853882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764099212233921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299463424339361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806425732180506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663523526117214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468518079583676,0.0,0.33210557074337016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703781527427261,0.0,0.0,0.14399357933372212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366377712815174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508076538871702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169610862696174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110320869668328,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,perraqt,2020/03/09,"Physical symptoms of anxiety. Hi, Reddit! As the title says, I have physical symptoms of anxiety. It can vary in severity, but lately it has been paralyzing me quite a bit.
My face sort of feels stiff, and feels like it’s drooping, even though it’s not. (Eye feels tense, sometimes the cheek, etc.)
Of course, due to this, my thoughts revolve primarily around a stroke. Or some nerve damage, whatever.
Sometimes it can go days without feeling anything, sometimes it will remain for days.
Is there anything I can do myself to get rid of this? Or at least minimize the sensation?
It prevents me from being productive and I’m afraid that it will develop further..

I’m frequently seeing a CB therapist, but to no avail.
All advice welcomed! Thank you for reading :)",3.3758485401459843,6.366163642335768,4.200469890510952,80.1980770985402,80.45985401459853,7.512591240875912,30.4603102189781,8.472884824447931,3.0111755474452555,597,30,99,14,16,191,96,137,0.077,0.7979999999999999,0.125,0.8479,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,11,7,3,0,1,19,22,8,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,11,3,0,2,5,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,8,8,3,16,17,5,10,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,4,6,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534338199853601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023299733540865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25842090844212945,0.13977716676829444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142036057894014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025241354696295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511389109118702,0.10370731814869544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31756720589945786,0.11217197081935283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820341666217094,0.0,0.08923557977408768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771204277170172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670988744383188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700541029945695,0.15705808337909485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486510148314962,0.0,0.0,0.1251210985283129,0.0,0.0,0.17738292707306152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658773082641841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32639864208586866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455886207539714,0.0,0.18230720513502552,0.0,0.0,0.15426702264529962,0.12465284181554112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513574282770137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jasonhamper,2020/03/09,"Instagram in relationships! I’m a male in a very happy relationship. I’ve previously had trust issues due to previous relationships being abandoned/cheated on.

Of recent,  I have found myself peaking on my gfs insta profile which is rather unhelpful and I know it’s not good for me and leads to distracting thoughts.

My gf uses it for her musician singing career and  it’s important for her to grow her presence online as it will lead to opportunities. I do sometimes question myself who’s she’s uploading selfies for and lose confidence in myself. I’m very anti insta and have removed myself offline. I’m also a musician and wary of not wanting to post as wouldn’t want to make my gf feel the same way! It’s something I need to be more relaxed about as there will be constant triggers. I want the best for her, and would never tell her to stop doing posts but it does sometimes trigger me with who’s doing etc... 

Any tips to stay focused especially when with her and the phones buzzing! and just to not think the worst always!?


TIA",4.522595177664972,6.5094505583756375,5.5641592639593895,77.10024904822336,71.33502538071066,8.376776649746194,30.58661167512691,9.017664075816787,2.8167464467005088,828,36,145,17,16,273,118,197,0.049,0.7929999999999999,0.158,0.9716,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,6,9,0,1,7,0,14,0,0,6,1,38,28,15,0,7,6,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,1,6,2,0,4,5,3,0,0,3,1,21,6,28,18,5,19,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,1,6,103,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182261972408948,0.1230132692898466,0.0,0.0,0.10053508139950436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514712527285407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976063062560444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937425116846374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487873099474434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475146258811623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209701332854753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399971219405903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573765689992817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430472619470148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124803735842841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539318916770268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986831816343826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962019109678872,0.11402197439171324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831763595642394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561267735442448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597243916351696,0.4761688693106107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381310962234112,0.2924316241930689,0.0,0.0,0.15757590683170808,0.0,0.12359939898374435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292171490608884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947287828584685,0.0,0.117367058920144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768478343120174,0.0,0.2439640826401081,0.2615964953303653,0.11734712365844376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502005300402713,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Drae97,2020/03/09,"Does anyone else have the feeling of blankness during a panic attack? One of the most terrifying parts of my panic attacks is I start to feel my brain go blank, like soon I won't be able to type or say what is happening. It feels like I will be unable to think or communicate and I am terrifiied of being stuck alone when the blankness takes over.  Because of this, on days of work that I feel the panic attack at the edge, I will draft a going home sick email to have ready to send to my supervisor if it overwhelms. At social occasions, I go quiet when it happens and if my husband is there, I take him aside and say I can't talk, and he knows what is happening and helps with the out.

Does anyone else experience the blankness or understand what it is, or have any tips for it? It is my most scary part of the panic attack at this point and the one I can't control once it gets going.",7.9678591160220975,5.4687993425414385,8.228225138121548,76.36786256906079,63.86187845303867,11.03895027624309,33.12223756906077,9.188382445141503,2.593866850828729,695,19,146,9,8,230,97,181,0.21100000000000002,0.732,0.057999999999999996,-0.9845,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,4,5,11,0,18,2,1,1,0,24,37,14,0,2,6,1,4,2,0,3,1,3,1,0,13,8,0,1,7,0,0,5,3,9,0,2,1,7,16,2,21,30,4,17,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,8,7,101,29,2,0.10056730186998614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415739522596199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838921387131654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063799154746273,0.2060861705194008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576392969767812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130489378799505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226636849051902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279478045843833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648575899808371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601424715502564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680221523961069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098374118581107,0.0,0.0,0.20339939813914948,0.07184530055021515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525422644647543,0.0,0.2286188609083767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667939987450418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740814257570953,0.0,0.10087720353218638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526915904558734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982642076860868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710089432986497,0.1362940128986639,0.0,0.0,0.4719762412350543,0.0,0.2178091754263408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506860649178653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995030984589342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251569951749187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118205388063822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122819050217431,0.0808321878214059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443946630861579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469410794304614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321419351213439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,disbronxbroad,2020/03/09,"Help! Flying tomorrow. Short flight. Feel like I am going to jump out of my skin. Had surgery last year and ever since then I’ve gained about 50 pounds. I’m terrified that due to my weight gain and lack of exercising I am a ticking time-bomb about to have a heart attack. It consumes my whole thought process. 

I am terrified of flying as it, but fear I’ll have a medical episode tomorrow on the plane. I’ve already told myself I’m going to have a panic attack but I am just absolutely terrified of having a heart attack. I’m 35 and never had heart issues before or high blood pressure, or cholesterol. I’ve just convinced myself that due to the weight gain I am going to have a heart attack. 

I plan on taking some klonopin before boarding and then hoping for the best. Any advice??",2.635086580086579,4.951264629870131,3.738675324675324,86.54420346320343,78.02597402597402,6.184588744588745,23.253679653679647,7.3011,1.025612640692641,619,20,118,8,15,200,85,154,0.217,0.642,0.141,-0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,5,11,4,3,9,0,12,10,6,0,2,18,23,11,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,1,0,4,1,7,0,0,4,4,11,4,17,19,4,19,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,11,71,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373258970368835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843658140314526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914754100942137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296306679756148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980745052207936,0.0,0.12214157773674005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527922345126116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096837774230954,0.058849054164453324,0.08314730568963756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843722034135824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5516793394356251,0.07801213710277127,0.12296986141436375,0.0,0.11559912165452277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147838818483198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487140636045728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686108939800812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724823560301108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976527166951506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655574027694584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962770034293984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750897058177437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923987326585391,0.06786653001144143,0.0,0.0,0.11121331406002656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834574188036751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994256925707767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494978135071714
anxiety,ThrowawayHelp696,2020/03/09,"Anxiety causing throwing up I've always suffered from bad situational/performance anxiety. I recently went on a first IRL date with a girl...and I threw up 4+ times. I guess it's panic attacks? Every other symptom is manageable and I can push myself through, but throwing up is not and I feel so lost. Anxiety always felt like push yourself out of your comfort zone and it will get better, and I don't feel that. 

I've seen therapists in the past and don't find it helpful, really dislike talking through problems. I think I'm going to make an appointment with a psychiatrist and mostly look at medicine options...if there is heavy anti-nausea medicine that can at least be a band-aid fix. 

Has anyone ever hit this level of panic attacks?",4.1201063829787214,6.243060390070927,5.311648936170212,77.90875,72.75886524822695,7.820567375886525,31.608156028368807,8.59863814320734,2.8324368794326245,589,28,101,11,12,195,99,141,0.244,0.6859999999999999,0.07,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,5,11,2,2,6,0,10,1,0,2,1,22,25,8,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,7,3,8,0,1,5,5,9,3,16,17,2,22,0,2,2,0,3,9,0,2,7,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647492593064585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651074999113868,0.0,0.0,0.11123859108082366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619729637687236,0.0,0.0,0.13283250658441176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407011193346625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342802521354113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390493164446924,0.13403917920557445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088015924239565,0.0,0.15275020074239776,0.0,0.14540428514424206,0.13532085580731304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311733418466527,0.0,0.09041383378035532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752542539485231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663387218476657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772275397565531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335945282112863,0.0,0.17366422299508616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619301232515063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37331286888359705,0.0,0.0,0.15186826513521642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222650046058753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191636184188743,0.0,0.15708100179273915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653541818543484,0.0,0.12786955485209964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471436375231254,0.0,0.10193768217674673,0.0,0.0,0.0927659612417744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747691558151554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pascals_blazer,2020/03/09,"Help with early morning anxiety Hello! 

I'm finding that, while I've made some progress with my situation, I still occasionally get a certain strong morning anxiety. Here's the situation:

I'll be handling things well during the day, no major issues. I'll fall asleep without worry. Then I'll wake up early, like potentially hours early, with a sense of dread. I have a sensation like my heart is literally being squeezed. My mind has already begun ruminating and panicking about what I need to do, paying special attention to anything with a social component or anything with a threat to it (job security right now). 

Eventually, after waking enough, I typically get under control enough to prioritize and assess things a bit more ""rationally"" (for lack a better term). I get techniques to help when I'm awake or to get asleep. How do I stop my brain from doing this while I'm not conscious?",6.717498588368152,8.180524149068326,7.561660079051382,66.91822134387354,65.27329192546583,10.078147939017505,34.51214003387916,10.230975488527342,3.8981627329192547,712,32,113,17,11,238,108,161,0.115,0.7040000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.8805,1,0,0,1,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,7,10,1,1,9,0,8,6,6,3,1,23,17,9,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,1,10,8,19,14,8,19,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,17,72,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829946814990626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333407001118926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510067991003248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348834152956817,0.16650230149306533,0.0,0.0,0.17025249917047566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105383851492456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835685372992213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151688650608997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939211480068758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187224084105275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072604082491092,0.20444955853227734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501924241144002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918165914928664,0.1513434433273272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149018153544138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430941331531846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399243931263096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130848310701184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024339603093782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428570744561233,0.0,0.15546556178608809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179532762403313,0.12750586378839426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264280709711985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712553147077455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701497576531444,0.0,0.0,0.15488212774693033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LostInTheWorldPrt2,2020/03/09,"Why do I get suicidal everytime I face stress or a problem? Hello!
Everytime I face stress or a problematic situation my first reaction is to try to commit suicide. This behavior is not normal. Since it could be the smallest problem, I would present this ideas instead of looking for solutions.",3.751016483516484,7.014844596153848,5.234065934065934,70.76807692307693,83.80769230769229,9.125274725274727,36.27472527472528,9.23628265651192,4.8843648351648365,237,15,35,8,7,79,40,52,0.36200000000000004,0.5770000000000001,0.061,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,0,6,2,2,0,1,10,8,2,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,5,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023127935036927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813567894665031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139371523196276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406887649180707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904316804787535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890107536088973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080274135210036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636997464693874,0.2396575973913716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884639415923079,0.0,0.0,0.4664354841703741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475597157778358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923893634276437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145866121468046,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thediaries1102,2020/03/09,How do I stop being so sensitive? How do people just brush things off their shoulder? I literally cry whenever someone yells or makes a rude comment towards me. I’ve worked in multiple different settings and met tons of people but it hasn’t gotten any better. Any advice to grow some balls?,3.4800000000000004,6.391074777777781,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,79.0,7.303703703703704,27.51851851851852,8.344100000000001,2.5222074074074072,234,10,38,5,6,76,48,54,0.11199999999999999,0.818,0.07,0.1877,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,3,0,9,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,5,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995567056313294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169284583314808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711181955766634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33673032358481314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202790695463064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462422772888644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250457667323456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25973846774788295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25628917862120604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036579222372341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231717481533997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiouslnSeattle,2020/03/09,"I don't like anyone I know I realized today that I have no desire to keep in contact with anyone currently in my life. The thought of actively pursuing a conversation with any of my friends just seems like a lot of work and I don't really get anything out of it, emotional or otherwise. I've known some of these people for well over a decade, but I feel like I could never see them again and I wouldn't blink. My boyfriend recently left because he needed his own space, and I used to love my conversations with him but now any communication is just cold and shut down. I have dozens of family members living nearby but whenever I talk to them I just see the pity in their eyes, and I come out of it worse than before.

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Would finding new people even change that? Is this just how I am now",3.4365166908563154,5.188573628930822,4.468050314465412,84.81322206095794,73.71698113207547,8.162747943880017,24.809385582970492,8.841846274778883,1.7304877600387036,633,20,129,13,13,206,101,159,0.09300000000000001,0.815,0.092,-0.0323,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,1,10,7,0,0,5,0,10,3,1,2,1,37,22,10,0,5,8,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,1,5,23,6,22,18,3,19,0,1,3,1,12,10,0,4,11,91,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733690707317002,0.19442776036963275,0.2176224432619466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376323402109208,0.0,0.13167330708125774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753965585246452,0.0,0.13615539164040236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926770616984102,0.1378330972540734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775371406047215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998795102202442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568406118133328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084171061807294,0.0,0.08090507163955032,0.11431005678794848,0.0,0.0,0.14624480932503248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362211872220842,0.0,0.08359780234387908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222284754410525,0.0,0.0,0.08793645041135995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738496310610574,0.0,0.11301868851781464,0.2345161146546079,0.0,0.14129037817739307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603344811594542,0.1444138582845155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864422590223445,0.1234083680405618,0.15453714204768934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185940154964992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025054996823666,0.0,0.15798902441544665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25501201010679475,0.14566566826551816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860871775045218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702882299947338,0.0,0.0,0.15166928556257714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381959120680019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386679786164092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648804520215582,0.0,0.1630622635314961,0.11366540021694453,0.0,0.19442776036963275,0.0
anxiety,kkhasanxiety,2020/03/09,"fear of what could be happening I can't sleep my anxiety is bad I think my mom and grandmaw and my pets are all dying, now I think I'm dying too. I'm breaking out in rashes and feeling very weird. maybe its sleep deprivation. I'm hearing faint voices and disturbing noises. I'm scared to sleep. I'm scared of what's happening. what is something goes wrong? oh shit I think somethings burning, brb its nothing, when I walked in the kitchen I started hearing a cat howling.. my cat wasn't meowing.. my body aches, inside my left rib cage hurts, I'm scared my hearts failing. I'm scared my mom won't wake up. I'm scared there are worms eating me inside out. I feel like someone or something is in my house. I'm exhausted and in pain.. someone/thing is controlling this why are they hurting my family and me. if I don't update then I was right, my fears were true and we all died.",1.2249438202247198,3.6013976179775287,2.597853932584272,92.28914044943821,84.05617977528091,5.5824719101123605,22.94494382022472,6.961326702584282,0.7676867415730335,688,25,144,9,20,222,102,178,0.28800000000000003,0.669,0.043,-0.993,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,2,4,20,1,8,2,0,15,14,9,1,3,22,34,11,3,2,2,2,2,1,0,1,3,3,2,0,6,10,2,1,5,0,0,1,4,18,0,0,3,5,24,2,10,28,2,16,0,4,0,0,6,9,1,2,6,73,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777019179978169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480795823069757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128230366827273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392107186723123,0.0810965762480199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31624553672551714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393299986142628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575256873338292,0.2285923477359953,0.10271520259618598,0.07256269850465034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796386805680784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289569205967385,0.12036271424156599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719987150382633,0.2174687788367776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035772982975353,0.0,0.0,0.04962270337459468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204222193238374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791862184708398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746059178116727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807923525243013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674150436079309,0.0,0.0,0.5084539442152654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426168313067967,0.0,0.0,0.3049345553251713,0.0,0.08606120068909902,0.2345841046089282,0.0,0.0,0.07189282910818111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524874402680711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380712332227712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165247855774912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105248816104676,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nw342,2020/03/09,"I had a massive breakthrough yesterday! I had a massive break through yesterday: nobody cares about me. Im not talking ""life has no meaning, nobody cares"", im talking ""everyone has there own life, and the strangers I pass by throughout life probably dont care/ remember me.

Ive been staying away from the gym for years. I felt so ashamed of going (fat/ not the ""gym type""), and felt everyone was silently judging me. I finally manned up and got a membership at a local gym that is 24/7. 

I went last night around 1am (night shift sucks ass). There was the guy at the counter and maybe 2 others there. It was great, but I felt everyone was judging me.  I got on a stationary bike to warm up, put my music in and started. I basically kept looking around waiting to find someone staring at me and judging me.  I finally realized that nobody there cares about me. Im just another guy working out.  Everyone there was just there  to do there workout and go home. Nobody went to the gym just to judge me!",3.277840073529416,5.3745109322916695,4.179289215686275,85.2152205882353,75.09375,7.64264705882353,31.08578431372549,8.4952907291091,2.5373868872549017,777,38,150,15,17,250,104,192,0.032,0.904,0.064,0.7676,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,15,8,1,1,11,0,14,5,2,0,0,25,33,9,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,4,10,1,2,7,6,0,6,4,2,0,0,16,6,20,6,23,17,1,29,0,0,2,1,5,12,2,0,9,94,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067156783639667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119538278181324,0.0,0.0,0.09561712510972248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150489236952579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927475489576345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889858838367027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314811577734984,0.22297012659005952,0.09301677293782208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567751306424727,0.0,0.16279099598703162,0.11220279350875062,0.0,0.20153841328830613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208452603703487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329790157818525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295687923218209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565142180658387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546193727397704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224256345764753,0.11085836203417994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101021989954306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972625975892222,0.0,0.0,0.10230787929003904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528660809119383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623016635728598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203397773045046,0.10847425476267802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359921356566892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886853163454985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740904384952076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553713282552764
anxiety,armiehammer321,2020/03/09,"My drivers test is today, and I’m REALLY nervous. Anyone got advice to help me down? I know I’m capable of everything they’ll ask for, but I’m definitely overthinking it.",3.076666666666668,5.107957647058826,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,75.47058823529412,10.415686274509804,28.98039215686275,10.504223727775694,3.8461098039215686,136,6,24,5,3,50,29,34,0.06,0.73,0.21,0.6294,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404871122601133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897039045765365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873355801284169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723663204656657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313715284230452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27771161817032125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277007941024897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654255836841484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927292562072157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kockerbocker,2020/03/09,"Does smoking weed make your anxiety worse? I didn’t smoke weed much until this year and I guess I have anxiety. It’s gotten bad to where my anxiety is extreme when I’m sober, or maybe I’m now more aware of it. Is it normal for anyone else?",-0.4247899159663859,1.812941647058828,1.8278991596638683,94.93411764705887,93.31372549019608,5.267226890756303,17.089635854341733,6.868970318607317,0.06003417366946717,188,5,42,3,7,63,40,51,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.8767,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,4,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6008620434565192,0.0,0.0,0.1830667602398471,0.2682598574688195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860414087120209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291156011841353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187123888021429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28841814856587444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476318728588064,0.0,0.2630278186563271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246375529531465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565225855753955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26681130555409616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685999304509724
anxiety,BeyonceIsBetter,2020/03/09,"How can I calm anxieties about my health? I’ve had high blood pressure since I was young, around 14, partly because I started birth control pills. I’m 21 now but I am *constantly* stressed I’m going to have a heart attack. I take birth control and all of my doctors keep telling me that the combination of birth control and blood pressure will kill me, but if I get off the birth control I’ll be in severe pain. 


It’s just been super bad lately since I had to go in for a refill of my blood pressure medication. My new doctor seemed so stressed and lectured me about all the information about blood pressure. I know she was just doing her job, but it made me feel like my health was in severe danger. 


I’m not super risky, but I’m not as healthy as I could be. I’m 21. I drink and smoke and party and also stress myself out so bad that I think I’m going to have a heart attack. The anxiety has gotten so bad I feel near constant pain in my chest, and I can always feel my heartbeat and think I’m going to die. I’m not going to die, it’s literally just anxiety, but like what if I do die? I can’t just keep going to the doctor again and again but like what if I have a heart attack? what would my friends do? What would I do about school and life? I’m *really* young for this disease.


It’s just so worrying. I’m not sure what to do.


TL;DR: I make myself more on the verge of a heart attack because I’m anxious that I’m on the verge of a heart attack even though my doctor says I’m fine.",1.158333333333335,3.0379514363057325,2.9225732484076445,92.75146072186837,80.81528662420382,5.4605520169851385,20.33927813163482,6.42735559955562,0.08493112526539283,1157,31,258,10,30,384,131,314,0.306,0.605,0.08900000000000001,-0.998,1,0,2,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,0,6,21,28,7,7,13,0,25,22,10,7,3,53,59,28,4,6,18,0,3,3,1,3,11,1,0,0,13,12,1,6,8,1,0,6,5,19,0,0,8,4,35,9,30,45,4,33,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,4,17,159,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549898009668515,0.057746177609304415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927192840201235,0.07840199909777583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178051903689528,0.0,0.3947613509913436,0.0,0.0,0.1738377558662069,0.08461092516836939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499930178970067,0.3113510240065192,0.05541007832087175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160780487821751,0.0,0.0,0.2841344678546573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679853649803614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045837901077017316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527184408856914,0.04957921768509494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361809894111785,0.0,0.036258521401064434,0.0,0.2366489704634044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753744465517352,0.0,0.4111953754151685,0.0,0.07332467934109523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688685744583928,0.12337142883698872,0.07678057566467902,0.0,0.03814030488574667,0.0,0.07828597623912001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901911798454662,0.1017156829927261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566775115891972,0.0463248929697429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991297851373979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702674131487793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769252087490678,0.0,0.0,0.07515320027595908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445927703543303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055189491657183884,0.0,0.07023628383475412,0.0,0.0631789544954749,0.0,0.15680399819555166,0.0,0.1148164326313141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049121522459964866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384916452825753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540847263862133,0.0,0.0521799986889181,0.0,0.060658467845906734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893715533678384,0.0681849328445891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047884673764251,0.0,0.09859922703167556,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emwotsit120,2020/03/09,"Does anyone else feel like they are loosing their mind with anxiety? I have a heavy feeling in my chest almost everyday and I constantly tell myself that I’m going crazy, loosing my sanity, about to break at any moment etc. 
This makes me feel really disconnected and weird which leads me to panic. 

I honestly thought I was loosing my mind and started having a bit of a breakdown, went to A&E and they told me it was just anxiety. 

I researched and I think I get symptoms of dissociation - could this also be caused by anxiety?

Does anyone else get this? Or am I really loosing my head?",3.935945945945949,6.2714267837837845,5.216477477477478,77.43336486486487,73.95495495495494,8.403963963963964,28.21711711711712,9.120678840339163,2.7323614414414417,467,19,81,11,10,155,73,111,0.124,0.813,0.063,-0.6931,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,8,3,2,3,0,20,21,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,3,19,2,10,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,55,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084001602805658,0.0,0.0,0.12046341210630725,0.0,0.16321384976321332,0.0,0.10243752420703314,0.0,0.3457079736354263,0.0,0.0,0.21065613783307555,0.30868840108381673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445530284601134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474448332484286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278380878818205,0.0,0.1202704461952556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636448451893655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251673799552372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799875985958368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849799249535516,0.10761426104593644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157401999038273,0.0,0.08560980881631587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459581139206394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359305352207196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005505806209946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041984767304794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767386803408567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300232912884602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662080984326784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656829606317202,0.0,0.0,0.13166234761663828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965213520701938,0.0,0.1195880161618868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393898289034968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396409157742928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ilmara,2020/03/09,"Was this some kind of panic attack? Vertigo and racing breath. Hi all. So I was laying in bed awake late last night when I felt an odd dizziness. When I got up to go to the bathroom the vertigo was so bad I had a hard time keeping balance. (I don't know if this is relevant, but I live in a tiny studio and sleep on a roll-up mattress on the floor, so I was standing up, not stepping down from a bed.) When I got back to bed, my breathing was heavy and I felt panicky. My legs also jerked a couple of times and my thumb twitched a bit. It went away on its own after a few minutes.

I've had a couple of episodes of mild vertigo in the past and have a history of minor muscle jerks and spasms that the neurologist said are benign. I am also currently recovering from bronchitis, which I've read can cause ear infections that lead to dizziness/vertigo. I haven't noticed had any ear discomfort, but they sometimes pop when I blow my nose. 

I have had a few other anxiety attacks (maybe four over the course of a decade) but they were preceded by an instense fear/panic that turned into tremors that came in waves. At least one was likely triggered by adrenaline from the rave I went to.

My biggest issue is health anxiety. I'm not too worried about COVID-19 (which is surprising) but I am about to do a Cologuard to confirm I don't have colon cancer, which is one of my anxiety triggers, even though my gastroenterologist thinks I'm fine. (I'm only 34 with no family history.) I haven't been actively panicking about this but it is forefront on my mind. Could that still lead to an anxiety attack? I don't want to message my doctor because she'll just tell me to make an appointment.",4.507688993341168,5.498462012012014,5.435500718109417,81.88010575793189,70.02102102102103,8.914427470949212,30.093876485180825,9.20300075937882,2.509128580754668,1322,52,262,26,23,434,182,333,0.13699999999999998,0.816,0.047,-0.9740000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,2,18,13,5,2,23,0,32,16,8,6,1,34,50,22,0,3,9,0,3,1,0,1,8,3,5,0,15,9,0,1,4,1,0,7,8,8,0,3,20,7,31,5,42,28,7,40,0,0,0,0,7,17,0,2,16,181,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179314199892216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729500210301682,0.0,0.3478087254454922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879255413960773,0.10679049539637768,0.08740013000487504,0.09490418196846248,0.06928814685872163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240909820667256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000063657435,0.0,0.11676361037240655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907509671241624,0.25153275570497186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633929482015624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507359635176855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715172722707274,0.12790291276156635,0.0,0.0,0.21826935619502805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459752325839285,0.0,0.18181399082618047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018200706465317,0.0,0.0,0.12081886720994925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863504728592865,0.0,0.10102924252887396,0.0,0.1183629284957932,0.062466425958617414,0.09265083236477063,0.1282172534537498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055530190433530906,0.0,0.1003668547660984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587119466936246,0.0,0.11419015149962447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476762095057826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666539066843964,0.0,0.0,0.12940652156382532,0.0,0.0,0.15404250783542495,0.08644612909037899,0.0,0.1333594966725387,0.0,0.0,0.1085045659397252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369414777922204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811991145235823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137454751920405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241599793991576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077172916216016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934681177327273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283091004984897,0.11167370244650424,0.0,0.13255607219267596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363312780718162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670416116617448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073420042106206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543068873135733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,total--eclipse,2020/03/09,"I had the worst panic attack I’ve ever experienced today I felt like there was a million pounds sitting on my chest. It was difficult to breathe. Fortunately I was with a nurse and he was monitoring me. I felt like I was going to pass out because I began seeing stars. Then for the first time my hands got numb and tingly which scared me even more.

My anxiety has been getting worse. I can’t ever relax. Lying down in the dark has been triggering it and making it hard for me to sleep. Any helpful tips, recommendations, and kind words would be greatly appreciated. ❤️",2.881,5.347857099999999,4.400909090909089,81.32136363636364,78.0,6.90909090909091,23.63636363636364,8.00094639256281,1.446090909090909,451,15,85,8,11,150,79,110,0.22,0.6409999999999999,0.138,-0.8586,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,1,2,5,0,13,5,4,2,2,14,21,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,6,0,2,12,6,13,5,10,7,2,14,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,9,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933962450471138,0.0,0.15674861208505486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331043310401677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490567440640185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533509853498554,0.3706891528594713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934739544034925,0.0,0.0,0.1742885835468149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705225263916557,0.0,0.11644989184116356,0.0,0.16387795149845946,0.22590394316505685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355094152170506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734074049648964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133727351465861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002084396962922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677292824008092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404070338949325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514152576556466,0.0,0.16327947246553953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050488566032433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194793506864138,0.0,0.19422207546626466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088115015234732,0.14555570600172776,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,systemesmondiaux,2020/03/09,"I'm so terrified of being unproductive. I always need to be doing something or working towards my goal. Because I'm currently in high school, that means college. All I can think about is college. Everything I do has to be about college.

In the past year, the guilt I feel when I'm not doing something has grown exponentially. I can't sit down and watch a stupid episode of TV without feeling bad and shutting it down because it's not productive. And I don't do anything when I turn it off. I literally just sit down and do nothing because that's better than being ""unproductive"". I can't sleep because my heart is always beating so fast thinking about the future. And I keep just doing stuff and adding activities to my workload to escape this feeling and I think I'm about to burn out because I keep having attacks at random times too.

A few days ago my dad made a joke about how I'm no fun and I realized that I really am no fun. I'm always working towards something or doing nothing. I used to like writing and hanging out with my friends, but now I have writers block and hanging out with my friends is like marking off a social checklist (part of being productive). Then he told me that I just find academic stuff fun. No, I don't. I'm so confused.

I tried to talk about this with one of my friends and they just told me that I was humblebragging about how I don't get distracted by Netflix when I'm trying to do homework. That just made me feel like I'm overthinking this and I'm just so privileged that I'm trying to find issues with my life. Always needing to get shit done ISN'T a good thing. Especially because then I get anxious about turning in good stuff and procrastinate that. It's just a cycle. 

I just need to know if anyone else feels like this. I get so panicky if I'm not being a workaholic and so guilty and it feels like everyone else has real problems with their depression and family issues and stuff and this is just me overthinking everything. I don't know I'm so confused and so sick of not being able to have fun and nobody understands because they think it's good but it's not",4.0201255980861275,5.552011476076554,5.002461124401915,82.46316537081344,71.79904306220095,7.6173444976076565,30.048145933014354,8.17850203761792,2.1582126794258367,1679,71,321,25,32,549,168,418,0.19,0.728,0.08199999999999999,-0.9922,1,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,5,32,28,3,4,10,0,36,5,3,5,1,84,79,41,0,6,21,1,6,5,3,0,2,0,1,0,25,28,0,3,17,3,0,3,16,10,0,1,6,7,40,18,47,66,3,35,0,1,1,0,13,16,1,7,19,222,65,10,0.07600749552284547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737605875114737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529773004340944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586683526736094,0.0,0.05314620813186995,0.07787866131341745,0.06254769255696868,0.0,0.0,0.08646949895555958,0.0,0.0,0.063463083926367,0.32433424656261345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722245310634939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049018546669016866,0.0,0.0654651445189526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778205715866497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269890188810702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262841920174119,0.13662127196865995,0.0,0.07165310228506751,0.0,0.23059004103636194,0.16289930996560956,0.0,0.0,0.1389389478319961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616960748861707,0.0,0.15884311726799344,0.0,0.0,0.19125444328008898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006924815639443,0.0,0.08030609212096611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866415591711958,0.0,0.1351179087083403,0.0,0.0,0.08354346354324628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053686341896475975,0.18566711512783546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438402600961478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827944449852256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907578452813354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586248377532102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150464605572533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230871077487399,0.0725577549039419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727289081788744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651317006344751,0.04869234791509023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692364331564001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802060189714087,0.0,0.0,0.0760623872271064,0.07748006983592559,0.0,0.17554285033122433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480415909587081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061091945788504035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504960026685403,0.1948101363315353,0.0,0.0,0.044320581875458766,0.0,0.0,0.1452568384034824,0.0,0.1548123005909127,0.16534865805415758,0.0,0.07912648338758177,0.0,0.06564607217866117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326851335022015,0.0,0.11066872397106828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048946335113084105
anxiety,breadstickpolice,2020/03/09,"Wisdom Teeth Removal (Going Under) hi! sorry if this is a relatively common post but i’d honestly just like some strangers outside opinions. one of my biggest problems with my anxiety is that i have a hard time taking anecdotal evidence from close friends/family members because it doesn’t feel as objective to me.

anyway. i’m getting my wisdom teeth out on wednesday morning. i’ve been told time and time again that it is a routine procedure and most people have them impacted and need to go under but i’ve never had any type of procedure or surgery and i have to go under for this.

just asking for some advice/help from those of you that have severe anxiety and have to go under? i’m not worried about the recovery, it is all about the idea of losing control and willingly blacking out, to then be drugged up and dragged home barely conscious.

i’m terrified of going under and the lack of control. any thoughts? advice? i can’t explain the feeling. it makes me so terrified even though it’s basically akin to falling asleep normally, but it’s jarring to imagine coming to all swollen and post surgery and barely comprehensible . 

(my older sister is also keen on recording me while i’m doped up and i REFUSE. i’m genuinely really upset by it and i will ask my mom to not let anyone do that but i’m also just worried about saying something stupid while doped up)",3.8048974358974377,6.208666284615386,4.882692307692313,79.35147435897437,74.61538461538461,7.410256410256411,30.06410256410256,8.344100000000001,2.5797179487179487,1094,50,186,20,24,358,146,260,0.16399999999999998,0.752,0.083,-0.972,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,3,13,9,1,1,7,0,19,5,3,3,3,50,42,26,0,5,11,2,3,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,14,17,0,3,7,0,0,8,5,4,0,1,4,5,15,5,37,34,6,35,0,1,1,0,11,14,0,6,12,133,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263517976780583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068045102051249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585872465214636,0.0,0.1978303810581871,0.0,0.0,0.09041052101327518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417586442790776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788209121454298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113816770671054,0.0,0.0,0.2900449517692043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994853326319996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540233230006443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218938196632264,0.0,0.13075731071814262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755462664400418,0.0,0.36742472821101535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582862591830913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666797959426611,0.0,0.1296998119690755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459655027897058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221940643872496,0.0,0.06317011581367442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465515374480406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630966536883011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514361962795106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095875323986662,0.0997251840835792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266878846993209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761795146228082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964128612793718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476699314874692,0.0,0.0,0.123723944046266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828337655518092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028256354508706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460737386008883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954250808901474,0.0,0.1447422923770857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721853494034118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703793489294055,0.10265084093308148,0.2261899977339415,0.0,0.0,0.12355299561743058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626236257676884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Batman6195,2020/03/09,"Need a hand here I’m not sure if this is the right subreddit to post this on, but I need a hand here. Earlier today, a random phone number texted me “wya” so I replied “who’s this” less than a minute later. Fifteen minuets go guy, and my I start to get stressed out, so I text them again, “for real who is this” another fifteen minuets go buy and I send a gif that says “who is this?” Long story short, he never responds, and I’m kind of freaking out. It’s late. I wanna go to bed, but I can’t when a stranger texted me asking for my location. Anyone got anything for me?",0.2198846153846148,2.25936845,2.2683333333333344,95.24076923076923,85.33333333333334,5.0256410256410255,20.89743589743589,6.297961479604792,0.12880128205128205,434,14,99,4,13,145,77,120,0.08,0.85,0.07,-0.3028,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,7,0,4,2,2,0,2,16,15,9,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,10,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,3,13,2,12,14,1,18,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,8,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855894043609504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240861865590716,0.0,0.17936947447066245,0.0,0.20377109107295627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387952657762525,0.0,0.37162950501152775,0.0,0.17432929315424686,0.0,0.0,0.21582304917390985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698061427038504,0.0,0.0,0.24587792241071604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289523234181413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232417096645017,0.1681107174368862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087535372960956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480958323912259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614387803898694,0.0,0.17333727187770526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427920131207462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496821400692979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054326985885608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066086183125312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Adoom98,2020/03/09,"Anxiety to move on with life Hey my dudes. I'll run through stuff quick. I've had attachment issues since dad disappeared for years while young, this ruined a lot of relationships and friendships while in my teens that then made my anxiety worse. 

I studied maths at uni and got a girlfriend there and loads of new friends. By the end of uni all my friends had turned on me or stopped talking to me because of issues we had while living together and me and my gf broke up after 3 years. 

I then spent 6 months applying and interviewing for a job i really wanted/needed. It was a really long process and i was convinced i would get it. I didn't get it and ever since have struggled to find motivation to try to get a good job. I worked in retail over christmas but have been unemployed for 2 months. 

I'm very scared of the future in every aspect of my life and I'm also very upset to look back on the past. I'm just treading water. Any advice?

Thank you guys xo",3.526079447322972,5.023018326424868,4.4072746113989645,86.38155094991366,72.98963730569949,7.63371329879102,25.301899827288427,8.238735603445708,1.4491564075993093,759,24,156,12,15,245,121,193,0.114,0.8009999999999999,0.085,-0.6642,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,2,6,10,0,3,8,0,10,3,0,2,2,22,22,17,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,6,11,1,1,2,0,2,3,1,5,0,0,10,1,18,5,28,11,2,32,0,2,1,0,12,9,0,2,20,94,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315779833015416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767919764697877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915663123158269,0.0,0.20601307661435855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035371936442176,0.0,0.08208111679193497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925953648039207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179822811877886,0.11344805448411388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306725064294913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805981887514846,0.0,0.2110464995319232,0.0,0.0,0.11293765535151627,0.10769154676513784,0.0,0.0,0.13332422550776885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28107829732401945,0.26723780609488634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021392049883204,0.0,0.0,0.11889802082444227,0.11916061585892194,0.11307171086185815,0.0,0.0,0.11447423352921762,0.0,0.1274086612718902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149519746713867,0.1431111639041725,0.0,0.0998409362618636,0.0,0.13004537584482093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853823277329768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725199011153041,0.0,0.0,0.14456322706932725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480769080556704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276700077893374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125730542199554,0.0,0.14076494672745907,0.1541415217872488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822620902110903,0.0,0.1239672162373415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914182068058236,0.14646004638549706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219996317602303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802647712397854,0.0,0.13721939636049915,0.0956511780656782,0.0,0.0,0.17341979294961998
anxiety,hood4444,2020/03/09,"haha wacky vent for context im about to turn 18 and only have my dad.

i cant be myself around him and it feels like he is really patronizing and critical of me. among other things. so basically he sucks and i wanna get away.

bBBUUUUTTT hOooOoOow?

I dont know. i dont know many things. like how to talk to people, how taxes work, and im scared to death of driving even though ive had my license for 3 months.

well I have this group of online friends, one who im kind of in a relationship with but we never really said it who I've known for 4 years. anyway. they all live in the same town, know each other irl. maybe I can move there. I've thought of living there for a long time. i dont know how to bring this up to them, but it would be really cool. the one downside, they're in canada. im in america. I'd need to get a passport and learn the metric system and stuff. these are probably easy things to do but i am a dumb baby who doesn't know very much. but anyway

i need someone to look up to, who isnt my dad. I need to start fresh I think. 

or I can just stay here and quietly suffer from boredom and loneliness forever I guess.

kind of a pointless rant maybe someone can relate or something. literally just putting my thoughts into text form.",0.15272270114942546,2.423956574712648,2.2844240900383137,93.21157866379312,88.61685823754789,5.4080938697317995,18.117935823754788,6.9077264865688965,0.09995105363984624,970,26,217,14,32,325,151,261,0.115,0.81,0.075,-0.9047,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,2,1,16,12,2,1,8,2,20,0,0,3,2,45,41,20,1,5,8,2,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,16,14,0,0,11,0,1,4,7,4,1,2,4,5,24,8,35,34,5,23,0,1,1,0,17,11,2,3,8,139,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897480287825842,0.0,0.0,0.09472038817665343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544684407872812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658832475552047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097583424107265,0.07202330322221134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789055129435056,0.0,0.1053448845379014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106070308971353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43559633248492463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996966988931667,0.2770304647827826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850766538472204,0.0,0.1780455724683736,0.08921939961310216,0.0846604398911885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221207242433047,0.20256738084880496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047074105649628,0.10715194806125636,0.07411170236224629,0.22426239557135985,0.07775587346642551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663169258386598,0.07667546510967431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989344332209894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869720152755996,0.0,0.0,0.1013483936979124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937568283933981,0.0,0.0,0.10823915462578763,0.0,0.0,0.09589954559514244,0.0,0.10093486971518424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708429284090454,0.07761344072339038,0.0,0.0,0.07135841330417594,0.10745693835182367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541073306964245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103245624961647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009339401883473,0.06459912041399356,0.0990516656524076,0.16007402487470818,0.05878689187955885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965936447736782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318414253619287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064611021250032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339558772961835,0.0,0.0,0.07161712464971932,0.0,0.0,0.06492249849695246
anxiety,melli72,2020/03/09,"DAE faint from anxiety? I got the back of my thigh tattooed Friday and I am in love except I fainted twice after. I am moderately tattooed. Full leg almost anf half of my back us tattooed, so it wasnt like this was a new sensation. I was feeling anxious all week about it because I had to travel out of state and whatnot and I'm already an anxious person. I dont think it was pain related since I have so many other tattoos. 
I had fainting issues 7 years ago (fainted 9 times over 6 months) and the best the doctor came up with was hypoglycemia since my mom has had issues with it (i was always fed after so the blood tests were never accurate. I had anxiety then but I never had anything trigger my anxiety before fainting, just in the same week. 
Friday, I wasnt dehydrated and I was well fed. So is it anxiety related maybe? I didnt feel anxious when it happened but 3 days leading up to it I was having multiple anxiety attacks. Ive been on my anxiety medication for 5 months now so my bodies not adjusting. I was just ignoring it except I almost fainted twice today so now I have to go to the doctor to figure out what the fuck is going on. UGH!",2.722758620689657,4.559711965517245,4.904689655172414,80.55927586206899,75.89655172413794,7.57103448275862,27.97931034482759,8.395991825355821,2.210683793103448,904,38,170,17,20,314,126,232,0.165,0.7959999999999999,0.04,-0.977,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,15,9,2,0,9,0,28,18,4,2,3,31,41,15,0,0,7,1,2,1,0,0,10,0,0,1,11,10,2,1,5,1,0,5,7,5,1,3,22,2,27,4,26,19,4,36,0,0,0,2,4,10,1,2,21,132,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551669057042897,0.0,0.21579848509120894,0.0,0.1189083110370964,0.0,0.0896592757679461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945853160119011,0.3651912602125088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867168407585968,0.0,0.0,0.12258479537996968,0.0,0.1657110848789091,0.0,0.06568533699301991,0.0,0.09169001782048487,0.0,0.11308031214638285,0.0,0.0,0.11968948920222013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324092950709982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949188541422191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057988652442514,0.0,0.0,0.12628592175279513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089664885249645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996160764659141,0.0,0.0,0.12247722811215225,0.0,0.0861800596414727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528577917388112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493264471477747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264275979772316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725144983317002,0.0,0.0,0.10924480965104737,0.10825255000441243,0.0,0.0,0.10854999031679444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619921940522125,0.17201511681907847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662117868195885,0.10406869046877187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465697822960988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408591852800452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826908415708032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904388538326851,0.0,0.0,0.06283174444108408,0.0,0.10213741320491576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961380546624385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286619914821758,0.0,0.0968830473827204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938951360780451
anxiety,myhomeisjuststicks,2020/03/09,"Phone call anxiety is a bitch So I missed my third psychiatrist appointment which probably means the clinic is going to discontinue seeing me. My doctor (who doubles as my therapist) has been trying to call me to discuss clinic policies, but I can't work up the energy or nerve to call the clinic back. And he knows I have severe phone call anxiety so it's stressing me out that email is not an option. And I really need to talk to him because I need paperwork signed by him in order to go back to school. My whole life is gonna get fucked if I don't figure this out but the fact that so much is riding on it makes the anxiety worse. I am too afraid to face the reality of what's gonna happen and I keep trying to come up with excuses not to call but I'm so embarrassed for missing my appointment and having to get kicked out. I'm mostly afraid of disappointing my family for not being more responsible with my appointments and getting healthy. I keep telling myself I'll call tomorrow and the cycle continues and I hate being in this limbo. I feel so stupid",4.487977883096364,5.670972047393367,5.890312796208531,77.88624328593997,70.23222748815165,9.6077093206951,26.86287519747236,9.888512548439397,2.551828183254345,846,27,162,21,15,286,121,211,0.22699999999999998,0.746,0.027000000000000003,-0.9934,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,4,4,9,0,14,7,1,1,1,34,38,18,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,9,13,0,2,4,0,0,4,5,11,0,1,1,2,24,0,28,33,5,17,0,3,1,1,17,8,2,4,4,113,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625564906438155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759393960880912,0.0,0.06973968295989083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7009163183502949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854900983471124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170974532350866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785001222009344,0.0,0.057846154947725624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576475524787728,0.1793142752243503,0.0,0.1300369831284476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116717572566908,0.0,0.0,0.11295037243961205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337525718526875,0.0,0.0,0.06287350635707058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080700548807497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636563109153878,0.0,0.0,0.1246196133684126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841001835891879,0.16965839436544275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123346979123712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329020168275292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578306600878067,0.09116526288914001,0.0,0.0,0.12924407928692802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310495202795813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919536892293433,0.0999942337939996,0.0,0.0,0.13283198819548506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553457605982843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772810204468488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328755386735881,0.0,0.11658756084406845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cordelina_chan,2020/03/09,Stops me from doing anything Anxiety is killing me right now I have a project due tomorrow and I haven’t even finished half.. it’s already 12:31 am what am I doing 😔😔😔,2.1016666666666666,3.619701388888892,3.84,88.90500000000002,76.77777777777777,7.022222222222222,31.44444444444445,7.793537801064563,2.0941777777777766,134,7,29,2,3,45,28,36,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676323773276087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32417709788429216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487203717249054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27989108740018864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468830341465492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618907985075686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35428436501930965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xSynthos_,2020/03/09,"What I think to be my first panic attack 
This is on mobile, late at night, I’m in 6th grade, and this is my first Reddit post so their is going to be a lot of mistakes. So I’m at school and we’re at recess and me and my friend Eli are trying to find my friend Ethan we find him and he’s lying on the grass next to his other friends (he’s that one guy that hangs out with girls so it’s with girls) and I really try to make my friends feel better so I start to mess with him and I get no response so me and Eli play kick ball with his friends (with out him) and towards the end of recess as a joke I say “are you dead inside” and he goes “ what do you think” and I go “ok just making sure” as a joke he took it the wrong way and turns to his friend who he always hangs out with Abby and he say in that criticizing voice “ just making sure, just making sure.” This made me feel awful and I hate myself for his then 
We go to technology class and someone mentioned depression and me and my other friend Reese start going “depreeeesion” over and over again as a joke then Ethan starts getting mad as at us saying it serious and we say it is serious and it sucks so we are making fun of it. Then Reese say something like do you have depression and he answers yes we are taken back by this and you could never guess he was depressed he is super happy like all the time and I have anxiety and depression but he doesn’t know this and still doesn’t so I start getting sad and hating on myself later he told me his Instagram because he doesn’t have a phone number for some reason but when I got home I forgot it so I feel super bad and want to talk to him and I get on video games to cheer me up and get my mind off it I join my friend Aiden ps4 party but I feel way to depressed to even play video games so I said I’m going to go outside and I’ll be back on later, I’m going outside to cry in peace and I listen to music and started to feel better but as soon as I went in side it come back to me but not as big, more as something in the back of my head and that was 2 days ago I feel better but it’s still there if any one old is past anxiety and depression please give me tips on how to get through it.",0.26300731613400075,2.1645825492662496,2.133993924613872,97.1014555256065,84.09433962264151,4.984024301544516,16.443289265391687,6.071614231061593,-0.6331663115560691,1704,32,406,13,49,563,199,477,0.13,0.7120000000000001,0.158,0.894,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,6,4,1,7,24,46,5,1,10,3,24,1,1,8,5,93,77,63,1,4,11,0,6,2,8,0,0,8,1,3,25,49,0,1,13,10,0,12,6,19,0,4,10,14,58,27,64,63,4,71,0,7,0,0,58,25,1,4,33,260,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844857244971784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486430323554806,0.0,0.0,0.04483896106131848,0.0,0.1008822140676838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501208690555469,0.0,0.20280385118922492,0.05505407599534929,0.0401941708322675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494595974273935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056798304330195004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052644789060669286,0.0,0.07242795527946605,0.04252347390852864,0.0,0.3407451530947933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840001172036825,0.0,0.0,0.04355031983909742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000363180855796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052921036001828,0.1121708062421791,0.0,0.0,0.4075379200503301,0.0,0.2066940457752563,0.06325212972421987,0.2623119252039388,0.0,0.0527353013341844,0.0,0.07263629410816604,0.06528732680042629,0.0,0.07019044249122658,0.0,0.13019693731665086,0.06766969058371444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613950863166031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036236879034755316,0.0,0.07437904493927815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442631422037337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605670437001603,0.0,0.06239054360888083,0.2200650398405563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657689044428247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050854157560864005,0.0,0.07012402811801195,0.06187677299494913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918907987366743,0.0,0.08936031855481222,0.0,0.0,0.07736206890178228,0.0,0.0,0.06294368167119449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237828294257913,0.0,0.0,0.06314877146978393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04224049725695113,0.06779352228017414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272054295443605,0.2621760548535084,0.0,0.066731079596636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586763296553063,0.1015220064396125,0.0,0.0,0.2333503458764913,0.0,0.105313666307845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864326138414997,0.0,0.0,0.05299711923937382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449866746709378,0.0,0.0,0.03844800050310585,0.0,0.0,0.06300498278328218,0.07325768156694476,0.08953287102189808,0.07171978592156426,0.0,0.0,0.07931327869542795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889095197620393,0.1046743690885324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112363251102935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209101893550689,0.0,0.0
anxiety,McFlabbyPack,2020/03/09,"I’m taking on a dog-sitting job alone for two weeks. I wish this could be a triumphant post about how my anxiety has gotten low enough so that I am comfortable taking a job like this. But the truth is, it’s quite the opposite. Over the last month, my anxiety has started to heighten and become more and more frequent. I thought it was just an episode, but it’s still here. And well, in the summer, I foolishly accepted a 2 week dog-sitting job in the shadier part of my town I live in. I’m starting to regret it greatly. The first night was fine enough. But that’s only because it was a weekend. Weekdays/school cause me enough anxiety, but having to wake up alone, and an hour earlier than normal, then walk to a bus station in the dark in a bad neighbourhood for two weeks; it gives me a mild panic attack just writing this. But that’s what I have to look forward to. It doesn’t help that I spent the first couple of days before the actual job being berated by my mom for not being “man enough” to take the job. I actually snapped for the first time in a long time and told her that she’s calling me weak for having anxiety. My chest hurts.
So bad. It burns.
I can hardly breathe.
And I want to cry.",3.0782247627264887,4.474860209016391,4.07169974115617,88.74370578084556,73.95901639344262,7.267989646246765,25.956859361518553,7.85451343220497,1.3371999999999995,937,32,199,13,19,303,136,244,0.193,0.722,0.084,-0.9851,5,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,9,15,1,1,22,0,16,4,3,2,1,25,31,15,0,5,8,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,17,6,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,8,1,5,7,2,20,7,27,20,7,35,0,3,1,0,9,12,0,0,23,135,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.17883757398958675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980447918867566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803903237649569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424366439669112,0.0,0.0,0.1530163699872784,0.05585750014151242,0.10119940896382618,0.07797136191791569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356565179195754,0.0,0.0,0.09413043469323544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731600192644237,0.10138812751070812,0.1006525184747542,0.059094512977399365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787179007892064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338242348010871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790095110471169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010236692390305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208351454606047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141843009275565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023822763085568,0.0,0.0980930440296967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546489002336919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469161922426258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476635269700145,0.0,0.08091198651526378,0.0810906865957316,0.07694709029699598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107317298479187,0.0731391118011999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598962946007664,0.0897790744220731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968962061786244,0.0,0.1075094145532152,0.0,0.09922760888611132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775731501041645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746100990236922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273561839519344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971400288077814,0.0,0.07317675683921789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668566937546928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727448998733571,0.10686172393032796,0.0,0.0,0.08755749308573647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790206431457084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054046427890743334,0.0,0.22050295055372168,0.0,0.0823874106555247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537130336635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1F181062A6A508B1,2020/03/09,"I am always anxious about something If I'm done being anxious about one thing, then I move on to another thing. I always think of the worst case scenarios. I feel like there's never a moment when I feel like everything is alright. For those that felt the same, how did you deal with this?",4.534999999999997,5.642299649122808,4.872763157894738,85.50809210526316,70.05263157894737,7.805263157894737,26.530701754385966,8.07648339933343,1.5372491228070175,228,7,45,3,4,72,45,57,0.139,0.74,0.12,-0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,1,9,10,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,6,3,7,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35654717275480835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246603390775504,0.0,0.4840841813940753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088286662340756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925265645088884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255454214668516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666298927704003,0.3061212122578225,0.2057140871899041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093439525483984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277143838786288,0.0,0.0,0.1652432003310804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518168945114585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494050882699454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846770355441871,0.1372830748328013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a_cute,2020/03/09,"how can i make money (about $200 a month) when i can't find a job due to anxiety? i'm a HS dropout, no skill, no talent, female

not trying to get into sex work thanks

need that money to pay for therapy so i can finally move on

help??",1.1021153846153844,1.937359596153847,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,78.03846153846153,7.507692307692308,20.69230769230769,8.07648339933343,0.7086000000000006,177,4,43,3,4,64,42,52,0.14300000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.17,0.5329999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,23,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23910759729741884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34239427781261583,0.2856742405951123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329973562979755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950242579082454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101676397076253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863627314972652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494824651069198,0.33220188844244275,0.0,0.23175933075536695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877633177979961,0.3574396788219037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220776989314205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275474528301013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guesswhowhat,2020/03/09,"Coping with family visits I know everyone has weird relations with their families and I’m sure I’m not the only who has this problem so I’m wondering if anyone can give me some advice on how to deal with extreme anxiety bursts when visiting family. I don’t visit my family often for this very reason, but i would like to get to a point where i can see them more often. (On mobile - apologies) 

My family is very secretive and everyone loves to talk about each other behind their backs. Because of this, i grew up holding myself to standards of perfection to try and avoid being the topic of conversation as soon as i left the room. After moving away, i got better at loosening up and understanding that no one is perfect and most people don’t even notice little slip ups that happen from time to time. However, every time I’ve gone back home I’ve switched back to a strict standard of perfection and a very reserved manner. 

But i am currently on break and decided to visit my family and try my best to act more comfortable and natural. Every single night I’ve been visiting, I’ve had extreme anxiety. I would say it’s probably top five worst I’ve ever experienced. I spend hours every night replaying conversations throughout the day, analyzing facial expressions, hypothesizing what they could’ve said about each and every thing I’ve talked about so far, etc. I logically understand that it’s not the end of the world if they talk about me for a bit or realize that I’m not the perfect person I’ve worked to present myself as to them for so long and part of that is very freeing but i don’t know how to make myself not care about every little thing that’s happening. I wish i could have an honest conversation with them, but i know that is not possible with my family because they will just shut down and not speak and then wait for me to leave and talk about me and then come back and tell me all the ways i messed up in trying to open up a conversation(ik from experience). It’s to the point where I’ve almost completely shut down and don’t speak unless someone asks me something and can’t really eat or drink much. Now everyone is interpreting this behavior as me being upset with them about something (i overheard part of this convo while using the restroom but idk what they think it is specifically so i cant bring it up). 

If anyone has any tips or ideas on how to ease this anxiety, i would love to hear it. I am hoping that i might be able to have at least a few days of a relaxing and refreshing break. TIA",6.050365853658537,6.464239727642276,6.875105691056912,74.98168292682931,66.35772357723577,10.625040650406504,29.408130081300808,10.504223727775694,3.0150271544715452,2014,64,377,50,30,670,237,492,0.065,0.773,0.162,0.9964,2,1,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,10,8,28,22,0,2,18,0,32,5,1,6,7,93,63,46,0,10,19,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,2,1,26,29,2,3,14,2,2,11,13,6,0,2,5,7,46,17,69,49,17,68,0,0,1,2,38,30,0,15,25,270,72,1,0.06927882003583309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769846113608434,0.0,0.0,0.06937273096106636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047111973296332925,0.0,0.15899432310882947,0.0,0.0,0.09688272356370647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476634478023631,0.0,0.06508973194296534,0.21308454512481284,0.0,0.08446345134216847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270384746407092,0.06127148643810047,0.0756345284220534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063437421785035,0.0,0.0,0.05967756909491725,0.07263752472286161,0.0,0.0,0.1106270010594399,0.0,0.0,0.08935821525865671,0.07142342143416443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678668689128693,0.0,0.07088952837303973,0.0,0.0,0.061360471508538926,0.0,0.07726419736897881,0.04575800724955479,0.06266665900971044,0.2918519692559833,0.198596644268543,0.0,0.06776797955835577,0.4571693411088658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03619532409087355,0.06645855693285345,0.0,0.0,0.0554086011233087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252606352174095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808226521165845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949230514565669,0.06880950011850827,0.06822568257971391,0.0,0.0,0.07820735517349832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422148308208192,0.0,0.0,0.07335626734601429,0.0752716406760243,0.0,0.0,0.033846132061139844,0.13887115574992728,0.0,0.06130957565438371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505367981612364,0.0,0.04624415033277255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349388001687061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736324218125701,0.050927904049536336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002695905530773,0.0,0.0,0.07887439578772347,0.0,0.0,0.046945121406235434,0.052689664460444166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004442185415814,0.0,0.048029210795903166,0.06049159344663035,0.0,0.0,0.13098175565486753,0.07810146025641357,0.0,0.0,0.07469428542864877,0.06629047446527732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044381786100527225,0.0712301653680198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590002254423345,0.055093298340723004,0.0,0.0,0.05520625000949193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586997193980929,0.10666844064099562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529446800261503,0.0,0.0,0.22273476523896368,0.06055274229891715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205153932091527,0.044391070522814435,0.0,0.0,0.12119111126522085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411073136694456,0.0,0.0,0.14424338981223134,0.0,0.059834656953771416,0.0,0.22864912797816256,0.0,0.054990302680804674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966722402718321,0.0,0.07512992509225512,0.05043580609285085,0.0,0.0,0.14764105814101186,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nhtrojan04,2020/03/09,"Anxiety or something else? It all started in early-mid January.  I, along with my roommates got flu-like symptoms.   Fever, cough, diarrhea etc.  We eventually got over it.  Or so I thought.


Fast forward to the 1st week of February.  I started developing slight vertigo and fatigue.  The vertigo would come and go (mostly show itself in closed corridors or whenever I was in the shower).   I thought this would pass.

Well a week went by, and it eventually progressed to something stranger.  I developed ear fullness and facial tension.  Almost like someone was stretching my face back.  Or like the feeling of a sunburn.  

Mother-in-law is a nurse so she checked my ears and saw my ear drums were slightly swollen (no fluid however).  She suggested Sudafed and Motrin.  I did that for one more week.  It didn’t work.

Eventually 2 weeks had passed and now my symptoms were the most painful.  I felt drunk even when I was sober.  I had a heavy heavy, swollen head.  Sometimes it would start on the right side, move it’s way to my face and over to the top of my head.  It caused me to feel lightheaded and want to pass out.  Like seriously pass out.   

This caused me to freak out and go to urgent care.  Doctor performed a neuro? test where she made me run my fingers to her fingers, my eyes to her hand, etc.  She also checked my eyes and ears.  

She concluded migraine.   I had migraines before but this did not feel like it.  Anyways, she prescribed me Sumatriptan and Zofran.  It didn’t help.  

So a few days later I visited my physician.   He ran the same test as the urgent care doctor.  I felt more comfortable with his assessment especially since he answered all my questions.  He concluded Inner/Middle ear infection.

He prescribed me Meclizine for nausea, Ibropufen and ear drops with sulfate.  

Well it’s been two weeks since that doctors visit.  A month overall since symptoms began (started with slight vertigo).  And I still feel somewhat the same although my symptoms have altered.   


Now I have throbbing hands, and cold sensations in my hands and feet.  Also, I have pins and needles in my fingers and in my forearms that come and go depending on sitting position.  It used to just be a nuisance but now at times can be painful.  Painful enough to make me hold my arm tight.  

Symptoms as of today:

1.  Heavy, heavy swollen tight head and face (mainly when I stand up and begin my day, not while laying down.  It feels like the tension rushes from my face and behind my ears and moves to the front of my face when I stand).  
2.  Slight facial tension
3.  Slight ear crackling/fullness 
4.  Throbbing hands 
5.  Cold/burning sensations in hands and feet when sitting down
6.  Pins and needle feeling in hands and forearms depending on sitting position.
7.   Slight back and neck pain
8.  I shiver when it’s slightly cold

I’d like to note that during the last 4-5 weeks I’ve had my fair of share of anxiety and panic attacks.  I didn’t suffer from them growing up, I think, so I was told they were panic attacks by the doctor. 

Anyways, my question is:

1.   Do you think this is an inner ear infection? Can it be something else?
2. If so, can this infection cause nerve pain? Or is it due to the anxiety? 
3.  Can this nerve issue be repaired over time? 

Honestly, I was a fairly healthy guy up to this point.  Going to the gym 4 out of 7 days a week.

29 year old
Male
5’7 
173 lbs
Filipino Mexican.  

On a side note, I never had carpal tunnel or arthritis growing up.  So these symptoms seem related to my supposed “ear infection”.  

I only suffered from migraines when I was younger until about high school.  

Please any help or advice would be awesome.",2.557477603637132,5.291426215657314,3.177218055209192,87.94340539814692,81.52584933530281,5.880250915996853,27.55143969767308,7.2465617070582375,1.6597395653091371,2816,127,520,40,77,880,302,677,0.091,0.805,0.10400000000000001,0.5818,2,0,3,0,0,0,110.0,1,1,2,6,28,30,2,5,28,0,41,73,37,10,3,97,78,57,0,6,13,0,19,6,0,4,35,10,1,2,28,41,1,3,18,4,2,22,7,17,2,2,32,34,69,13,69,37,15,107,0,3,3,0,28,38,0,17,48,323,97,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058458801896002686,0.0,0.0,0.059904563090224426,0.0,0.0,0.09568161368059967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068201060470061,0.0,0.13729437096841082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361156656060473,0.0,0.09200111052385268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050905366225805763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198802809266532,0.18436554652327156,0.0,0.10306524345780912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157435660114693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24492742334409026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999496645547778,0.0,0.0,0.06181363567895173,0.13343796393148072,0.039512837309263214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149126164083165,0.08547579694018465,0.11487982433292065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599622509785858,0.0,0.09569258686371036,0.0,0.0,0.05923464010718981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184188415929983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019682098607503,0.06320677992411937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062440159395337376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487641120673548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536035199950736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660641318737308,0.03993263034027187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047750522500681764,0.12716576086452866,0.0,0.0,0.046139547576826735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277466771142999,0.0,0.04053793108759643,0.04549844420345588,0.31828194638100155,0.14037990323459748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566820471583522,0.056552515207300716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403195387354155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051088915970745816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054454482343977,0.0,0.054461039700631146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845977618069087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506882314613649,0.13816508829025115,0.05916694088751644,0.0,0.16937343811469366,0.0,0.047775099914744455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730769440266042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666492721092275,0.0,0.09498630466430116,0.06976709215264291,0.0,0.05670565398658999,0.057163888659981725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058438836882863436,0.0,0.0,0.051668269834739086,0.0,0.0,0.035285432206138355,0.047485085431357286,0.33590745041909875,0.0,0.1075769669441077,0.055456955450216235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355219819428985,0.0,0.0,0.16998750488054473,0.0,0.0,0.038524352883773295
anxiety,Overwhelmingnone,2020/03/09,"Had a group presentation today, bailed out on my friends and I feel terrible rn. I have social anxiety and I've only been in front of a crowd thrice. I had a group presentation and I told my friends that I am sick and cannot attend college today . And now I feel terrible about myself and I feel very low. Lied to my parents and i keep lying to everyone to get out of meeting people. I have no close friends and the ones I had I distanced myself from them. My parents don't know about my social anxiety and depression they think I'm cold and like to be alone. 
Idk what to do, youtube videos used to motivate me for a while and now nothing does. 
I'm posting this to vent about my pathetic situation.",2.3988216039279884,4.448580829787236,3.954893617021277,86.02615384615385,77.58156028368795,7.459028914348062,26.448990725586466,8.384062270229773,1.8511010365521008,551,22,113,11,13,183,82,141,0.22699999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.095,-0.9529,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,0,22,22,12,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,14,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,5,4,22,4,18,16,0,16,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,0,8,75,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465795144798554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580149834395829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524753090418527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757611673690094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611406900579436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558050880184797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908675478547693,0.0,0.08810631502394617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989306725765966,0.0,0.0,0.0926789506996912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238793403904845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181256281946818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427336981624338,0.12825668210078114,0.0,0.0,0.3745047453066079,0.0,0.0,0.11691224993900122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150844205376771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955600618649185,0.0,0.343810096827755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080563233503266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196979221598328,0.1611406900579436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564895514357318,0.0,0.13914388533320338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lailagrowing,2020/03/09,"I think about quitting University because a girl broke my heart and i don't want to cross ways w her. Please help me 🙏 So... this is new... I feel like I'm about to pass out of anxiety every time someone talks about going back to classes. 

I'm in second year of film school and I know it sounds fucking ridiculous quitting uni for a girl but the relationship left me broken and she ghosted me after 6 months of pure joy. 

I am desperate and I don't know what to do. 

Any tips?",0.3879251700680264,2.7157027244897947,2.164387755102041,94.09073129251705,88.08163265306123,4.899319727891157,20.41156462585034,6.42735559955562,0.16567074829931938,369,12,81,4,12,121,71,98,0.138,0.754,0.10800000000000001,-0.2281,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,2,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,1,12,14,6,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,2,12,2,14,14,0,13,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,0,7,45,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456055802391446,0.0,0.16262184509994465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163459618618398,0.0,0.12958578047504565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910641641201328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074859938880511,0.15186600563178854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965252460845115,0.0,0.0,0.12081316715342437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519063515491443,0.14248677758507133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336549879978545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309669839354537,0.0,0.0,0.10385503716717216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967799958821225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053094814577084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333471767261404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522064539976995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822957751971884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151406249318725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011693415304272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086241406054856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621161409845878,0.0,0.0,0.12395613716455035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538421022005686,0.1687347883188719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689347865577178
anxiety,-TheUnmentionableOne,2020/03/09,"Seeking advice on intense physical symptoms and anxiety denial I'm having a hard time believing my physical symptoms are caused by anxiety even after given a clean bill of health by my doctor. I wanted to see if anyone around here has experienced similar physical symptoms. Blood tests came back good, cortisol levels were good, ekg look good, and an echocardiogram looked good too. The only physical issue is high blood pressure (130/80) which I don't know if it is due to the anxiety or not. Other than that, I am in good physical shape and am in my late 20s,

My almost only symptom is a constant feeling of adrenaline/butterfly's in my chest and sometimes stomach all day everyday for the last 4-months. Literally all day the feeling just sits in my chest or stomach making concentrating at work barely possible. A situation 4-months ago caused a huge flood of adrenaline and since then my body has been unable to recover. Mentally I feel clear (i think) and am not worried about anything yet the adrenaline/butterflies persist daily. Maybe I am unable to recognize the thoughts that are causing the symptoms though. Is this just a panic attack hangover? Before 4-months ago I was fine. There have been times of relief from the symptoms such as intense exercise, sleeping well (hard to do), being deeply focused on a task or conversation, and alcohol seem to help. 

My doctor ensured me this is likely anxiety and can either treat it with therapy or an medication. He prescribed me Lexapro but I have not tried it due to fear of the side effects. I did see a physiologist once and should probably go again.

I'm trying to figure out my next move. Do I need to admit this must be mental and quit denying the inevitable, or do I go back to my doc and ask for more tests if there even are any? I am hoping someone here can affirm that these symptoms are likely anxiety.",6.9593062200956926,8.033163213450294,7.275651249335461,70.58794258373206,64.52631578947367,10.311749069643806,36.013290802764494,10.33465798735191,4.064404678362572,1497,70,240,35,22,487,196,342,0.063,0.826,0.111,0.8538,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,4,18,16,1,3,20,0,34,21,8,5,4,53,57,23,0,8,15,0,5,2,0,2,13,0,1,0,12,15,1,0,10,1,1,4,4,4,1,0,8,10,24,12,34,45,4,38,0,0,4,0,5,14,0,11,21,168,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268993925533812,0.13187885477721387,0.07949688774479828,0.07448765474004239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058558820451836,0.0,0.2845285671878737,0.0,0.0,0.052012993889043006,0.0,0.06121401441598736,0.06622004042290054,0.06954163490366695,0.08462574619819607,0.0,0.11439774539511705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632977046862396,0.08380847266298266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262698733903387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507870482118338,0.0,0.2292472637635462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803857256553714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594668963095547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227612393186762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826358565904156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370585288932292,0.1128366332884836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455148772040252,0.3119606753786538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332719587177394,0.0,0.0,0.07906971081873272,0.0,0.0,0.049859917214174314,0.07859375909522237,0.0,0.0738828963002607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764051342713299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04088105070414799,0.06063518630303812,0.08391157264322784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268328532924491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493238743763793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965377974909739,0.0,0.07473155862099544,0.0,0.0,0.07493689492152711,0.14992883650998545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812454929336588,0.07906141703900971,0.0,0.05515688422917119,0.0,0.0,0.07911122661314207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921953521940506,0.0,0.1131490567064716,0.0,0.08727690534050167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385996234655732,0.0,0.0,0.08020157296655814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911953916769228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855332875701127,0.06771896684889346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061533545918562624,0.08361390198833553,0.07444054093592223,0.0,0.0630277109072787,0.0,0.07357046671412942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412147148509148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506781116183956,0.0,0.0,0.047664070432804656,0.07308467263774475,0.05905482572513356,0.08675110549851968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100753534606574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438752735340943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688268437618637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054154490658417834,0.07554342619133557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lonelylittleshithead,2020/03/09,"Really struggling to make friends. I started at a new school a few months ago and I have not made any real friends yet. There are people I am friendly with but not really friends, if that makes sense. I have bad anxiety so when I first got there I was too scared to approach anyone and now they all think I'm a weird quiet kid or something. I really just need some advice if anyone has some. Being alone all the time really doesn't help my depression and I just want a friend to talk to. Any sort of help is appreciated, thank you.",2.3198130841121483,4.403914859813085,3.4708504672897185,89.23618224299067,77.97196261682242,6.8968224299065435,20.980373831775697,7.908726449838941,0.8239465420560749,418,11,88,7,10,135,76,107,0.187,0.595,0.218,0.6048,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,9,11,0,2,5,0,9,0,0,3,2,24,19,9,0,4,8,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,1,11,6,7,15,5,11,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,6,9,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303889215915974,0.12975526929723005,0.0,0.0,0.15160346765932514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908412553701224,0.0,0.11197877300522774,0.0,0.0,0.20470180880563865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221951978095234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607516103031366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245090560916824,0.0,0.0,0.5654564169473021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707186231065435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622818218104826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850640739832112,0.19541690967376152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168375268906355,0.0,0.0,0.10853743579806732,0.0,0.14137278915907198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148007780730636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661021566727555,0.3750939923495812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654991863777053,0.14814235558969924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126889394646852,0.0,0.0,0.10360710518928022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153026072672015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765309554477507,0.0,0.13476520029955932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379311498054196,0.0,0.0,0.08535419173004317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633753974469129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mysticpeaks101,2020/03/09,"I'm tired of fighting. I've made a stupid decision and ended up in a job that doesn't gel with me and am finding it really hard to cope. I've always been slightly anxious about things but managed to deal with almost everything. But I took this job and moved to a different city and I haven't been able to handle it at all. It just requires a completely different kind of personality. Every day for the past 38 days has been an absolute battle.

My anxiety symptoms started getting uncontrollable around my fourth week here. Dry heaving, palpitations, breathing difficulties. I've talked to therapists, taken medication but nothing seems to be helping. I want to quit today but I just moved into a flat with some great guys and I don't want to leave them this way. I feel like I should stick out my job for another month to see if it improves. A full two months is better, surely. And I've kinda made the decision to quit by Apr 1 so I can get another paycheck and get some expenses reimbursed. But how on earth do I hang on until then? I'm in shambles right now. Haven't slept. Have a lot of things pending and deadlines that I'm unable to meet because I'm terrible at this. 

It's a horrible cycle of self-doubt leading to mediocre performance leading to missing deadlines leading to more self-doubt. Help me somehow find the courage to get through this month.",3.3511068702290028,5.770631255725196,4.395673282442751,82.21383053435116,76.13740458015268,7.550778625954199,29.182290076335878,8.488131031819089,2.444049893129771,1087,49,199,22,25,353,158,262,0.11599999999999999,0.754,0.13,0.7709999999999999,5,0,0,0,2,0,25.0,0,0,1,9,9,12,3,1,12,0,15,5,2,6,2,46,35,18,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,13,14,0,1,6,0,2,7,4,6,0,1,8,3,15,6,38,25,6,33,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,8,14,122,28,8,0.10604583578196818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061895862463997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823863052538082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223966102482961,0.08112477411298895,0.1198016096865466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944032768687445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464455721082597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378892402571444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118704121093663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678158225252632,0.10932860023418592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159065537311826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392513443117287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934819036570171,0.0,0.09530715932586843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361996089221117,0.07575916627159797,0.0,0.0,0.19384794544483774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161828926246585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691590832430762,0.0,0.1050020499266997,0.0,0.0,0.09499623933572617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216057674874508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157023866181228,0.0,0.0,0.1104304191940454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122872282831894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051808638781000886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015637734685494,0.0,0.2006862677958769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068300229625724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539343231546369,0.2254198817972267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175383950480554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123274959032176,0.0,0.09259513342624737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255855995881305,0.0,0.0,0.06793567786074592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905625643331982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450480131758584,0.09654014609285257,0.22125786891601154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750597883813984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994694522358898,0.11022222760278404,0.0,0.08523562585668085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312738882494388,0.14090428239473668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188408825873248,0.10051905270719066,0.0,0.11782082548609382,0.0,0.0,0.10359137249637626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509716299413814,0.08417424841637187,0.0850635728780876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WRCREX,2020/03/09,"Cold turkeyed Zoloft 25mg Not noticing any withdrawal and I’d been taking them for well over a year. When should I be expecting to notice some symptoms? System clearance time is 5 days from what I understand but surely I should be feeling something, right?",4.114255319148935,7.073081276595747,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,76.65957446808511,6.313191489361702,28.54893617021277,7.554174236665415,1.980297021276596,208,9,35,3,5,62,42,47,0.023,0.8079999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,10,9,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,2,4,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991528069313374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180108042029373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120886761140444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359085373608324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849769646761346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499807191275505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632115861593658,0.2902716765624589,0.20997861082287544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284638704388366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907331400874617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25110005097616217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798427162938149
anxiety,cozyhuman,2020/03/09,"How do i make my body feel safe? When money/career issues come up in life, i get these panicky “fear attacks”. 
Even once i sort it put, im still nauseous and feel scared. 

Any suggestions on how i can calm my body down, before i start overthinking?",1.0127210884353737,3.495682959183675,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,86.75510204081633,4.899319727891157,18.37074829931973,6.42735559955562,-0.06565578231292557,191,5,40,2,6,60,40,49,0.22399999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.098,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,9,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,2,4,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574987218419413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634830854837405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707802039002334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145198605948287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995064141330546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297231577434528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061898870201056,0.2342119715735773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100357684255902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501721584364769,0.2417344951784762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358881665879033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459752713531916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665079491661404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328260778582571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318760956879831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639305655037923,0.0,0.1849593238042632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ehhmightaswell2,2020/03/09,"Is it safe to take a break from all social media/online news due to Corona Virus? I have had countless episodes of anxiety due to the current standing of the virus. I’m a severe, untreated hypochondriac with years of trauma resulting in some pretty hefty anxiety. 

I’ve decided it would be best for my mental health if I were to “quarantine” myself from the fearful rhetoric of the sickness. 

Would it be safe to do this? My initial worry is I would miss some crucial information that could lead to my safety/betterment of health. Or would it be better overall just to shut it out of my sights? 

I’m a healthy, 19 year old in America. My risk is low as of now, but for some reason I am having constant panic attacks. I feel trapped and horrified. I would like some advice/help before I get worse. Thank you guys",4.393076923076921,6.045717025641029,5.062051282051282,81.92461538461541,71.05128205128204,8.02051282051282,29.025641025641022,8.59863814320734,2.26808717948718,640,25,118,11,12,206,102,156,0.214,0.6779999999999999,0.109,-0.9538,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,2,13,1,3,7,0,18,3,0,3,1,27,25,5,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,2,14,6,23,14,6,16,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,6,9,81,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305626959374181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143744459487226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282304408248882,0.0,0.1581452225643154,0.2665551603548457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284788031275405,0.0,0.12031778450799108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957389638102505,0.0761959763496446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873197614428168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921185282030294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203637138010375,0.0,0.0,0.10100775684613268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362201966540137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186522871039804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812917006757335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680824448722104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331110445468166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493967304805045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024258254637126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536146888804112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330396974941025,0.0,0.0,0.13873981231318702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303820083136804,0.1535711930510374,0.5352474184368284,0.0,0.0,0.19408542238423346
anxiety,Its_Floopsy,2020/03/09,"Terrified to take medicine Sorry if this is in the wrong area but I need to get this off my chest.  The end of January I went into a full blown panic attack that has seemingly persisted. Still to this day. Multiple panic attacks throughout the day. At the start it was awful. I felt my blood boiling, chest tightness, everything you can feel from panic attacks all day. It has eased up now and I can function but still have huge waves of anxiety. I’ve been like this before but it never lasted longer than a couple weeks. This time has been crazy. I have lost 22lbs in a month. I’m already thin and this doesn’t make me look right. Can barely eat without getting anxious. At any rate, it’s getting slightly better now. I’m probably at 60% of feeling normal. Also have had many test run and I’m perfectly healthy. Just bad anxiety spell. Sorry for the long backstory but I need to have it off my chest.  I still take Xanax albeit a low dose but the Doctor has prescribed me a new medication. Buspirone. Look I don’t want to know about all the good or bad or be even more freaked out about taking it. Anybody have any tips if they are genuinely terrified of taking medicine. Honestly I just feel like my anxiety is so bad I don’t know if I could handle any “bad” side effects. I’ve taken this medicine in the past and was fine (I was 14. 21 now). Any tips? It’s hard for me to just bite the bullet and take it. I can’t take much more panic if it increases it or just continuing like this. Any tips would be appreciated.",1.0873597072150574,3.6257728178807938,2.5525200418264227,90.91742767514816,87.37748344370861,5.695503659811782,21.523527361449986,7.1686216300943375,0.8116807947019864,1189,41,242,19,38,385,159,302,0.23199999999999998,0.637,0.131,-0.9898,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,5,15,23,3,4,14,1,29,10,4,2,4,44,58,19,0,10,17,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,19,7,2,1,8,0,0,3,6,15,0,0,10,9,22,8,28,44,7,41,0,2,2,0,2,18,0,8,23,149,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295157494591952,0.06735991471806448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864016041827748,0.0,0.19331064274426227,0.09515764008188288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874765362221825,0.0,0.0,0.2813191975667028,0.0,0.0,0.07167481809219055,0.0,0.0,0.07449593289653618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725201334714481,0.09320057284222033,0.0,0.16296708292824386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862145281310111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861898715984339,0.0,0.0,0.07460412393647241,0.0,0.0,0.05563412340233944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757018573296858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776995951395753,0.060175013473010124,0.08087546679264225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202247528462385,0.0,0.0,0.07064940117660455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545489560192914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258287917901116,0.06865992961038805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345379536603307,0.0,0.0,0.07454224304608974,0.14146652217173372,0.0,0.09194865232023683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056225192504965056,0.08539753885297471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485439303870497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723279425712927,0.0,0.061919857721557024,0.12491320698765515,0.06496453958813812,0.08135132521236392,0.0,0.0,0.08252900384710046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39531015192022895,0.0,0.0,0.08040851517120295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081582312628887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193325635822895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668121070653428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885805771053446,0.05961950215950638,0.0,0.20180219785883696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799897139245816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491160756675474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496819318313284,0.0,0.0675654431788579,0.0,0.0,0.07808346130365251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119617779095031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059835653849406825,0.09209394232870237,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kennni_,2020/03/09,"Adrenaline rush when falling asleep Hey guys! So I’ve been dealing w anxiety for around 10 years now. Lately I’ve been experiencing this weird sort of adrenaline rush right when I’m about to fall asleep. I bolt right up into bed with my eyes wide open, all over trembling/shakiness and gasping for breath. I’m also experiencing some other intermittent cardiac symptoms so I’m not sure which of the two are to blame, especially because it seems to be a combination of the two. Anyone else that has/had this? How did y’all deal? I just wanna get some sleep!!",3.6875471698113214,6.1476936037735905,4.574188679245285,81.14769811320755,75.22641509433963,7.636226415094339,25.69433962264151,8.548686976883017,1.9066596226415105,446,16,84,9,10,144,79,106,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.8417,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,0,5,6,5,1,2,15,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,3,3,4,1,15,6,3,17,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,4,5,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915452517819646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181418935460926,0.0,0.0,0.1479015011611185,0.21672987258268,0.0,0.18829993532750935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894219719722635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361409696014532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766999677275665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051181410137044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094406027657673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860667557800505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36127824314286267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925622061940423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116753320363648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935752175160928,0.2198529438561244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132536367074734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362136019487566
anxiety,maddysaccount,2020/03/09,"Question: how do you decipher whether you're overthinking it what you are worried about is legitimate? This is probably going to sound like overthinking due to the topic of it, but I'm currently worried that one of my friends hates me because we were texting and I'm pretty sure she was annoyed with me. I get into these zones of being super worried about random things and I can never decide whether or not it's overthinking. How do y'all tell?

(I've never been diagnosed with an anxiety Disorder, so I won't claim to have one)",5.480714285714285,6.668075558823537,6.2889355742296935,75.92735294117648,67.92156862745098,9.75014005602241,34.179271708683466,9.957137785484203,3.5971271708683474,425,20,75,10,7,140,74,102,0.172,0.6729999999999999,0.156,0.2047,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,0,1,5,6,2,0,2,0,12,1,0,2,3,19,17,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,3,1,11,4,11,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,5,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376734752672014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253004341809914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040146135620093,0.0,0.0,0.2303677550171669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529502787441787,0.0,0.10501618302146552,0.0,0.1142350847640866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844962655014914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820029764556172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100530253467104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272410737319808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449311440032011,0.2167160799427795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517024425968804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944369125792115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568617017351448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353798513397375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123873105254205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Inkiri,2020/03/09,"How Do You Cope? Hey redditors,

In all honesty, I didn't even know how to begin this post. This is my second time trying. If this isn't the right place, please let me know. ❤️ To warn you, this is a bit of a long post! For anyone reading through I deeply appreciate it! 

In short, I've been dealing with an increased amount of anxiety attacks that seem to be getting progressively worse.

I had my worst one yet on Friday night while at work.  I think it was trigged due to the amount of stress I was under at work and just the other life events that have been going on lately. These last 2 months have been a bit insane. However, my boyfriend pointed it out to me that since starting this job, I've had more anxiety attacks in the last 5 to 6 months than I've ever had before. 

March -
Tuesday the 3rd I go out to my car and notice I've gotten my first flat tire since owning a car. Shit...what do I do? I was in the process of finding out how to get it fixed and if it was safe enough to drive 5 minutes down the road to a repair shop when I got the call from my mother that my 18 yr old dog just passed away. Two weeks after seeing her one last time! (I just moved my mother 7 hrs away 2 weeks ago and got the chance to see my dog again before I had to head back the next day). 
I was devastated! And I am still a bit emotional over it. 

Fast forward to Friday, March 6th - 

We had a very busy day that day at work. I was going to attempt to take my lunch break but couldn't do so without risk of customers waiting 2+ hrs for their orders. I informed Dispatch that I would be taking a lunch soon so I could grab some anti-nausea meds on break as I wasn't feeling all that well. I was feeling super sick Friday. Nauseous, Hot & Cold flashes and over all, shaky and just not good. I was at my FML moment. Normally, I just roll with the punches at work but that night it wasn't happening. I full on went numb, heart beat racing, and immediately my chest went tight and on fire. 

Went home a bit earlier that night then normal. Thank God. But struggled to get comfortable. Finally was able to pass out with the chest pain at 12am then woke up at 5am Saturday still feeling the pain deep in my chest that would be a constant ache until I finally went to the ER Saturday afternoon concerned as to why I had chest pain for over 12+ hours. Got released with a clean bill of health and them unable to explain why I'm having the pain but needed an immediate follow up with my Primary which I have this week and was also prescribed pain medication. 

I'm at my wit's end and I'm scared of having really bad anxiety attacks like this again. 

TL;DR - In short, I've been dealing with an increased amount of anxiety attacks that seem to be getting progressively worse and frequent. No one around me knows how to help nor do I know how to help myself.",3.5793073338650783,4.487099753872633,4.4987196171445385,88.04860921036062,72.11531841652324,7.38946307879602,25.358339280466808,7.590005382236693,1.087702623735359,2211,65,478,25,41,717,276,581,0.159,0.76,0.081,-0.9931,2,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,2,2,10,25,24,4,5,29,0,46,19,6,5,4,72,87,35,0,9,13,2,7,1,0,2,11,0,2,0,28,25,2,3,13,2,2,17,9,17,2,6,32,10,51,7,81,46,18,117,0,0,2,0,16,42,0,6,56,299,79,6,0.06325516130711198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607188390071727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058512964383712,0.0,0.06853694084852857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356010105180185,0.0,0.0,0.04422947954168988,0.0,0.0,0.056310504436306835,0.0,0.2878475111936858,0.11886061256122375,0.04863931453708011,0.05281541752158557,0.0,0.0,0.10765096661915967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27623301281689044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459059204557492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835635756524151,0.0,0.05050409918440788,0.0,0.0,0.12238303822246947,0.13042658756564024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115354255855028,0.05602529779152586,0.06535949080070097,0.0,0.041779437469712966,0.0572179148286117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595113048544368,0.0,0.0,0.13858587464816632,0.05781407147083111,0.053804807893915306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219284408984924,0.0,0.10784809765978827,0.053055428183604585,0.15177279289875986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593633024050084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491804461557579,0.06723727852476481,0.0,0.07495767071065487,0.08479720252516497,0.0,0.06345008430163718,0.0,0.062293592105573524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277098716580065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905352955602907,0.15468419705763586,0.07135457715531546,0.0,0.0,0.06468268810482013,0.044678991108576115,0.0309032766730417,0.0,0.0,0.055978827232951306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702622243568473,0.06372292023643075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009793325317926,0.06723022587247247,0.0,0.046902900605984905,0.0,0.0,0.06727258166427262,0.17808205159374635,0.12395325547711045,0.0,0.07201642040053323,0.06637565112837007,0.0,0.12859000307442234,0.0,0.3365397572562108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660881803911372,0.06943517194677275,0.05979657331022654,0.0,0.1211619183812502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327227905210661,0.0,0.04052287607431145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401956213594413,0.0,0.0,0.06332945142052933,0.0,0.10081234777685168,0.11517024631256492,0.0,0.0,0.06493051408065728,0.1046506461880876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477232874570235,0.0,0.10103130705976504,0.0,0.07245857356041546,0.0661280287661591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512001820198593,0.0,0.0,0.05823685393264496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053135323412908,0.0,0.0,0.07376918648541869,0.07270250271239177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294610234969048,0.0,0.061791101262625985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052192132694769966,0.0,0.0,0.15221842472415964,0.0,0.056873986654573334,0.2345526730321429,0.1141558887374212,0.0,0.0,0.06097571823436075,0.0,0.18420204318765065,0.0,0.12892482682312553,0.08986930342666496,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,its1995,2020/03/09,"decided to delete my twitter app i dont watch the news on tv, i only care about the weather. i was checking my trending and its consistently coronavirus, and i just saw something about north korea which is a huge trigger for me.

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH

why the hell do we need to be force fed so much news and information?! its too much!! im done!",1.039891304347826,3.4360384057971065,2.6520108695652205,91.4110597826087,85.23188405797102,5.7688405797101465,23.11775362318841,7.1686216300943375,0.8672449275362322,266,10,57,4,8,87,53,69,0.066,0.8370000000000001,0.096,-0.3111,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,9,1,6,6,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162844491175841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174572296687314,0.36356918900038027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205345969494821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350849901785528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560868346434682,0.2300201876930742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593217442068684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881834701554586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799204165882731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,norannnnnnnn,2020/03/09,"What is the cure for unrequited attachment? Everyone around me is complaining about how they cannot feel anything or be attached to anybody and how they lose interest in people so easily. I started to feel that i am the only one who is facing the complete opposite of this, i get attached to people too easily and it is often not mutual, It is as if everytime this happens it leaves a scar inside me that cannot be healed. Another problem is that i am starting to blame myself for all of this, for digging all those holes inside my heart by my own doing. I am still young and I haven't met so many people, yet i got attached to many of whom i have met. I think by the time i am thirty, i will go nuts or something!",5.887810344827585,5.356285806896551,7.022198275862071,76.99950431034483,66.79310344827586,10.284482758620687,31.91810344827586,9.827888789773867,2.9091551724137936,562,20,111,11,8,191,86,145,0.084,0.8370000000000001,0.079,0.2082,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,10,4,0,0,5,0,18,3,2,2,2,17,29,11,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,2,18,1,17,23,3,9,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,4,6,90,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065438461267876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209237347803407,0.1753481392515233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652292411763887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882165811256012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919139845666928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291050251441353,0.0,0.11194455596853896,0.0,0.1575376689791308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418297922237225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334144972295293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085664522910976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203629166900116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994003423087154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347431348829902,0.14980719148491758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096697854646397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847699835517467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163979194154548,0.0,0.0,0.2788376561036288,0.0,0.1573032587473743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621263904658547,0.0,0.0,0.11485680792424773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dee_Lansky,2020/03/09,"Lost my f***ing keys, everything’s fine but I’m freaking out and want to die Couldn’t find my keys this morning, just house keys... I don’t drive, just catch a bus to Uni. They probs gone forever because I’m someone who rarely looses something so when I do it’s prob gone for ever 

Days not “ruined” cause I’m using my brothers spares, and it will probs cost like $20 dollars to replace mine

But my anxiety is making me just want to cut a lot now and I’m really stressing out... I feel like the whole world is going to fall in, loosing things makes me sick to my stomach no matter how easily replaceable that thing is 

My day, probs next couple of days is ruined because of this, I love my anxiety",3.167996158770805,4.557072176056341,4.152996158770808,88.28016005121641,73.71830985915494,7.135467349551858,25.585147247119078,7.686295010490155,1.256146478873239,547,18,114,7,11,177,93,142,0.171,0.645,0.183,-0.003,0,0,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,1,3,0,8,3,1,5,1,24,23,8,1,3,6,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,2,6,4,6,0,0,3,1,15,4,12,18,2,17,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,1,9,63,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766366038168426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043883582516147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574053069797272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006159189304146,0.0,0.3498203180787772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876510762888324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355198772532514,0.0,0.0,0.1624993669542777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142240480912632,0.12916990336503625,0.0,0.0,0.16525604499694532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275785592378332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086291770912256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666817612075073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973742563444113,0.1537172479945952,0.16318707770206928,0.0,0.2413826690975097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229230012248266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583080142211932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319878126882894,0.13919551297359245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071159665472762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024277769106464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616082354311994,0.0,0.0,0.21329152959872166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186666272257914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Afraid-Wash,2020/03/09,Photo apps using ur photos Hey so I edited an explicit photo using a photo editor app and it says the app may be collecting your data... and they have rights to all my stuff I uploaded... I am under 18 so is there any chance that photo could come back to me or do u think they will just delete it from there servers since I am under 18?,1.8976190476190449,3.5025899999999983,3.962857142857143,87.43047619047621,77.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,17.38095238095238,7.793537801064563,0.3532380952380949,260,4,55,4,6,89,53,70,0.0,0.9690000000000001,0.031,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,2,12,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,5,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439562887795675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25373189213864633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842459084175959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634597294139201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817984966215994,0.0,0.26241090031118924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27296032770561235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777446403908136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114358938836473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699882444483997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sojorules,2020/03/09,"""universe ending"" tik toks These freak me out so much. I feel so nauseous right now because I saw one of those again. Is the universe actually ""ending""?? People say ""they can just feel it"" or something. I don't know how to calm myself down, and I'm having kind of a crisis.",2.199444444444445,4.216834129629632,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,78.07407407407408,5.060740740740742,21.91111111111111,5.6839178017228535,0.18687111111111146,209,6,42,1,5,68,46,54,0.139,0.8190000000000001,0.042,-0.7471,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,9,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,6,2,5,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.3039851896358999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989133429078667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518042003879645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31501386528908315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32438585012902504,0.1711957024604042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22899295491543506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108471417204466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595922918234275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26602465729545194,0.0,0.24772229327970255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981274975349834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spaghetti-and-mayo,2020/03/09,"I just want to share how a stranger helped me out of anxiety attack today :) This just happened to me like an hour ago and I wanted to share about how kind this stranger was.

For the most part I have a good handle on my anxiety but today was not one of those days. I was at the gym and I have been working out for a few years. So with the exception of when I first started, I haven't had many issues approaching people to ask them if I can use the equipment when they are done. But today I've already been on edge with the school year coming to an end (I'm at uni). 

I just wanted to squat but all the racks were full so I did my usual ""hey can I use this when you're done"" and went to work out with something else while I waited. When the first guy finished, instead of letting me know he just left and someone else got the rack, so I went to tell him that I had been waiting but all of a sudden I felt like I was just going to cry if I brought it up and started trembling so instead I just asked him how long until he will be done. 

This happened to me 3 more times and I was starting to feel really pathetic because here I am in a gym about to cry whenever I go to tell them it was my turn. This is when I ran into nice guy. Nice guy was the 4th guy who unintentionally took the squat rack from me. At this point I was thinking about just going home because I couldn't compose myself but he was really kind and could see I was upset and said that he thinks the guy next to him is almost done. So I ask the guy next to him and waited and for the 5th time someone got it ahead of me. Nice guy looks at me and then looks at the guy and says ""hey, just go tell him that its your turn."" At this point I was actually just going to go home because I couldn't even talk without going into a breakdown, I was just able to whimper out ""I'm too shy."" 

So nice guy goes and tells the guy for me and I really appreciated it because I really wanted to finish my workout  but in that moment I really couldn't communicate like a functional human being. When I finished I was able to form sentences again and I thanked him saying that sometimes I struggle to talk because of my anxiety and he really helped me out today.

Thank you so much nice guy <3",3.850375886524824,4.091115555319153,4.981276595744681,87.25333333333334,71.1063829787234,7.798581560283687,25.879432624113477,7.554174236665415,1.103679432624113,1741,48,389,18,30,576,191,470,0.063,0.82,0.11599999999999999,0.9722,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,3,5,35,19,1,3,24,0,41,0,0,5,2,73,88,43,0,10,21,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,2,12,19,27,0,3,5,3,0,14,6,4,0,3,33,8,62,15,60,47,9,73,0,0,3,0,47,22,0,4,40,277,81,3,0.11083345057699348,0.0,0.05407872992284514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912358331438112,0.0,0.055491845447046606,0.0,0.061153734380026026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127180929490358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542147231015233,0.06304452523388195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689076068820986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773660190383961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044245745842887436,0.0,0.12174534112092918,0.035739203299782266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684220098478625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258712611932852,0.0,0.04908277005010399,0.0,0.0,0.03660222440546835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0280203613921525,0.0,0.05320874677998102,0.0,0.0,0.09427487644149618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046221442271685,0.046480919943268126,0.08864363525481818,0.0,0.0,0.6035839770482532,0.09800965431214376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428932565288937,0.0,0.1111749877359162,0.0,0.054574311559934426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578406634839549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154159832650502,0.030455582945987717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060210434173101526,0.05666735620549776,0.0,0.08122143830712894,0.0,0.0,0.04904205801767352,0.09307218436685613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618386144356583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073766941718001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787263206671506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037551807251608484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001091316698555,0.0,0.03841897969860336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477343533242107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300823947696707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271399605176043,0.08813920842779624,0.0,0.056084684549721146,0.04415995522732195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390882300574503,0.0426625025433236,0.05480855831231978,0.0,0.11767273016255315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057933593532580666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908372927729695,0.1937466419727468,0.10204055034759173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101759987114972,0.0,0.0,0.06462787633044424,0.0,0.21011430346354046,0.0,0.061570020841280375,0.0,0.12055496760125058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572451567228016,0.06103369368930205,0.0,0.1307448814919942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027437190776987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053419745627657285,0.0,0.08068807204007672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137310835416771
anxiety,Space-Tanuki,2020/03/09,"Afraid of driving despite having the license As the title says, I’m really uncomfortable with the idea of driving because I’m always afraid of being in an accident. In drivers school the cars are easier to control but I’m not yet used to the one I have, which is from 1998. It feels like I’m learning to drive again only this time without an instructor that also controls the vehicle. My boyfriend says mistakes are inevitable and I’ve made some which resulted in other drivers honking furiously. Today I almost caused an accident because I entered a roundabout too slowly and it scared me so much. Does anyone relate to this?",7.482266009852218,8.163449,7.657339901477831,69.6787931034483,63.31034482758621,9.732019704433498,38.12315270935961,9.606745405546679,3.993501477832513,508,25,78,9,7,165,81,116,0.155,0.8029999999999999,0.042,-0.9318,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,3,10,0,6,0,0,6,0,18,13,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,1,3,5,1,14,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,55,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527712027615688,0.0,0.0,0.16393781296882884,0.17057578442138527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334023053546896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499312600196809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059068244620888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598481436263613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939621070465694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365377199731247,0.14645149337591898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314191820333602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015227057871756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397523141542514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069802413943414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891278604405755,0.15591115469891387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132775828793108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260472370979858,0.20523999514276506,0.20747016869261764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953670161624867,0.0,0.19431530343041453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770535180325431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976119456829839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuotableConservative,2020/03/09,"Feeling too good, it's got to come crashing down soon. Things have been unexpectedly good lately. I feel happy?

I got the apartment I wanted, I'm getting the hours I need, I'm getting the space I need from toxic people, I have someone who cares about me...

It's all gotta fall apart soon, right?

Like, it's too good. The constant stress of worrying about what's going to fall apart next is killing me.

Anyone else feel this way? Things feeling awful becomes the norm, and it's so weird to enjoy the happiness. I feel like I can't anymore.",1.6042211838006215,4.07068910280374,2.6650700934579445,91.83691978193147,83.2056074766355,4.68816199376947,22.00077881619938,5.985473137389443,0.2577358255451712,422,14,85,3,12,134,65,107,0.124,0.617,0.259,0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,1,1,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,11,23,2,1,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,5,10,9,8,19,1,17,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,8,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968771269705064,0.10553779030309814,0.15465151918999684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669668451906458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388906298638866,0.0,0.0,0.13001778936977426,0.0,0.16310793175407148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608745681547276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38158826772887744,0.10782853452756752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577154061464185,0.0,0.08578026867561846,0.3797932540990788,0.241434225266986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32134783864468297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864131635706698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698805145919676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026210751328674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747917303091504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383390173495868,0.0,0.0,0.16052188925578273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046398489007838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889831126307275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788737658913982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289639899272854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005500195819739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902581973286049,0.1198057779458369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532825872159276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,txyq,2020/03/09,"Hello! I hope I'm not breaking the rules, but I want to help. If anyone needs to vent, or if you just want a pleasant conversation, please PM me.",0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.8633333333333333,92.345,82.0,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.42735559955562,0.01400000000000068,111,3,25,1,3,37,25,30,0.0,0.5539999999999999,0.446,0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,4,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105050010225686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297651653711742,0.0,0.0,0.441063032060831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292732664171509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874569712269138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238495550797101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Matthew_Quall,2020/03/09,"My house being messy gives me anxiety. My house will sometimes get messy and it gives me very bad anxiety. I am constantly cleaning the house, but there’s only so much I can do, as I live with my family. Can anyone else relate?",2.8256666666666668,4.827292844444443,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,76.1111111111111,8.055555555555555,22.36111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.6237777777777789,178,5,35,4,4,59,34,45,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.6805,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,2,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954052265795991,0.0,0.0,0.13500323005115536,0.19782918102611546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121039713328744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086465669834727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129022495295398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201487164743047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008742422853783,0.3704321893706503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683513513333178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048964735019292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419330773025119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468430000895692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095710321860165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930792245499814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StoryTellerMolly,2020/03/09,"Needing to vent I don't know what's wrong with me. I've lost my friends. I had a super bad anxiety flare that has lasted 3 years & I can't fully get out of it. Got super clingy. My friend group blocked me everywhere. I know I have Christ, but I feel like I'm even letting Him down. 

I'm also a hypochondriac. And I know it. Awaiting hormone blood tests.  Everything always turns out fine. I've had panic episodes every day, including one in the doctors. Being back on meds stopped those. Thank goodness. 

I feel incredibly guilty over obsessing over friends. I've never done that before. I can't get the compulsion stopped. Anybody that has dealt with hypochondria, compulsive texting, calling, or Googling...please help. I don't know that therapy would help though I'm open. 

What personal life changes helped the most also?",2.269458874458877,5.173024084415587,2.5180519480519514,90.07088744588751,87.37662337662339,5.790476190476191,26.164502164502164,7.2636822038024595,1.6063930735930732,655,29,121,11,21,199,105,154,0.142,0.649,0.209,0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,5,14,0,2,5,0,13,3,1,0,1,21,29,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,3,1,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,2,15,9,11,21,1,15,1,1,0,0,10,8,0,2,8,64,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418052775976102,0.11662888714360332,0.15186921214438914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072261895752406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077785831485369,0.11703230037370968,0.0,0.0,0.11927047869823852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312460119252193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482764663212867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039512300264438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434652827120161,0.0,0.14343792507215214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257796122508584,0.0,0.11809544128916698,0.0,0.12597167320946645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417437312956332,0.10013422919842556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248744489670222,0.0,0.1464613304482096,0.0,0.0,0.11756413371345036,0.11210311887827744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818498501707235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081250741296261,0.11425355361886297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143328674438074,0.09900300618992827,0.06847776137816462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300715188124692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569222268279576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393090899782184,0.1081042399733992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949797399513218,0.0,0.0,0.16445396133811846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238706904353425,0.0,0.15385957890901347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23436919347500246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904551932169506,0.16029141355720652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771184807121198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524597657296021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956951782788596,0.1532489217150743,0.0,0.09026195764127963
anxiety,Squeezieful,2020/03/09,"Does anyone ever feel like they just want to up and go somewhere else? I'm going through a very difficult time and in a state of limbo in regards to my physical health (possible neurological disorder). I'm no longer allowed to drive for the moment until more is found out. I'm so stressed and jittery.

I just have this overwhelming desire to just...go somewhere else. Just get on a train and see where I end up. Running away from my problems isn't realistically going to help any, and I know I can't just do that, which tbh makes me want to do it even more. I won't though.

I just needed to write this down somewhere I guess.",3.3585600000000007,4.9753071360000005,4.4834,85.18270000000003,73.64,7.240000000000001,26.1,7.908726449838941,1.4203599999999992,492,17,101,7,10,161,82,125,0.09,0.823,0.087,-0.3202,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,2,4,0,7,2,0,2,1,24,23,8,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,1,2,11,1,20,21,2,20,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,1,6,65,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285306543899303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215748553341933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775774873209498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216617407613413,0.0,0.16540054409277904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31578074928762856,0.0,0.16740333730154036,0.0,0.0,0.12483677086440866,0.17096687163336574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556718181661847,0.1350260219679669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072354735058103,0.0,0.0,0.09874790559065168,0.0,0.4296661729980556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821156853779024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009046852013576,0.0,0.0,0.12668682948700313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103872829903809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092338851421554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261630640387593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014565562473325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307602066303888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808533471788214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506134204038192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165058912361088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569756986959612,0.0,0.11021099837461876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594985726806562,0.22296143304984328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Harglsblargls,2020/03/09,"Is this a panic attack? I've had panis attacks before, that feeling of unavoidable imminent death, but this is different. I just feel terrified. I fluxuating emotions so fast I don't know what to do. I started panicking, then I reminded myself that it would pass and I felt better, then a minute later I got so sad that I started sobbing uncontrollably. Then I felt immediatly better. Then I go scared, like really terrified and wished I would die. 

Now I'm feeling sad again and I'm sitting here crying while typing this. I honestly don't know If this is anxiety or if I am bipoler or something.

Does anyone else ever feel this?",3.318249299719888,5.920861042016809,5.233802521008403,75.2015161064426,77.23529411764707,8.336414565826331,28.404061624649852,9.075114841892004,2.9865120448179265,500,22,84,13,12,171,74,119,0.37,0.508,0.122,-0.9913,1,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,12,2,3,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,21,25,15,2,5,6,0,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,4,6,14,4,2,19,0,15,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,13,58,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125780420858991,0.0,0.0,0.11496589474581899,0.16846714552594008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37410169662460896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399088325916024,0.0,0.0,0.2908312649212665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060703328527924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064141928144178,0.17178331894293605,0.0,0.0,0.14388455914033793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373513435081851,0.18494973871143816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872679583672255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325416345971739,0.0,0.3157368918524636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344335627557407,0.0,0.13150124543240438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807212475550902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032703278692238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929107856110288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533130287381988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461254172028758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265781170093706,0.0,0.0,0.2327538504834488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907424059312491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359770419390474,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,josie_96,2020/03/09,"How can I cope with work anxiety? I've always felt hyper anxious about work in general. I think it stems from getting fired at my first ever job at a retail store when I was 17. They didn't even have a legitimate reason for firing me. The boss said he'd hired too many cashiers and just had to let people go, but I later found out from another employee that he'd hired plenty of people after I left, so clearly that wasn't it. I think he just never liked me. He fired a couple of others too, so it wasn't just me. It still really scarred me though, still to this day.

I thought the feeling would go away once I started working in my field, but I've had a few jobs in my field (marketing) now and it's actually worse because this time I care.

I had an internship last year at an amazing company. It was easily the best job I've ever had. My boss was amazing. He really cared about me and I could talk to him like a real person. So I know it's not the job itself or the company. I felt anxious and fearful the entire time, with an impending sense of dread. I'm not exactly sure what I'm afraid of, but it's to the point where I'm so anxious that I don't want to do anything and I just want to avoid doing any work altogether, which then leads me to slacking, which at best won't get me very far in my career and at worst could get me fired.

I'm going back there full-time after I graduate this semester and I should be excited, but instead I'm just scared and dreading the whole thing. I want to do well and be successful, but I have such strong feelings of inadequcy that I don't see that happening right now. What can I do to alleviate those feelings and actually enjoy my job?",3.6011771728748805,4.336127793696274,5.1270952722063035,84.20414816141357,71.92263610315186,8.56738299904489,26.576050620821395,8.841846274778883,1.7962807067812796,1316,42,283,24,24,445,173,349,0.154,0.684,0.162,0.8978,6,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,10,29,21,0,6,16,0,30,0,0,5,6,57,60,24,0,7,13,0,9,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,24,13,0,1,11,0,2,4,9,7,1,1,15,11,39,14,34,35,5,40,0,0,1,0,10,16,0,1,22,194,63,18,0.0,0.0,0.17761624634628473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572376642940655,0.0,0.0,0.061886779091447214,0.09542707581057537,0.06961886658931493,0.3084305271655902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488967355972143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855025502018052,0.06997751977503805,0.0,0.055476034952253325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910090633990682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557210015327344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532078147207975,0.10069572199396436,0.0,0.05869094139757593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010819518227351,0.16463915269008153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240635347519783,0.1380451635654458,0.0,0.17475887265351256,0.0,0.0,0.07740912971785904,0.0,0.09978270187481693,0.0,0.0,0.14263966478748102,0.0,0.1551613639812845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047575696330292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515439863307298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001417683876762,0.07418153100708014,0.0,0.0,0.09887761162257452,0.09305916682906837,0.0,0.08892126359439717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226517143693401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701889593415637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691775958063356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261833436594333,0.07946238755430443,0.0,0.0,0.08602949961611624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035840460264334,0.11660075347771445,0.09356868754043504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771809725495064,0.0865669563799361,0.0,0.0911122613733372,0.0,0.07251950533497536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441407634946025,0.0,0.1453540280112892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577149362338289,0.0,0.0,0.07314667720255542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060459930675675726,0.11662514570545945,0.0894123237673225,0.07224810630172353,0.10613193782030936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508896933498864,0.16103199293462686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182476590560471,0.0,0.0,0.1016042567542382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650120019668361,0.0,0.0927422570031372,0.06464761086336919,0.0,0.0,0.058604480976256326
anxiety,thisisstupid88,2020/03/09,Horrible anxiety😕 Needing more coping mechanisms!!😢,5.808333333333334,5.4431465000000046,9.05,34.92833333333334,146.5,16.066666666666666,52.66666666666666,8.841846274778883,12.085866666666668,44,4,3,3,3,16,8,8,0.45,0.55,0.0,-0.6229,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rigel434,2020/03/09,"I have my first day of work tomorrow, I’m terrified and just want to not show up. I graduated from college last year and I had been looking for a new job. I found a job working in sales that’s full time and pays well but with sales, you have to extroverted while at work. I’m absolutely terrified about tomorrow and I’m trying to hard to not avoid going altogether because that’ll tarnish my reputation plus the people around me will get upset at me for not having a job. I seriously wish I could lock myself in my room for a week and not come out.",3.0855257936507923,4.658568008928572,4.961547619047618,81.65567460317463,74.26785714285714,8.549206349206349,25.83730158730159,9.150863307647796,2.0135682539682542,435,15,91,10,9,149,74,112,0.11699999999999999,0.79,0.09300000000000001,-0.6849,3,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,21,18,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,1,1,1,3,2,4,3,1,1,3,2,13,1,19,12,1,21,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,10,61,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712034371884045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723502358295895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656645829418854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354995411655045,0.0,0.0,0.1240289415920378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635852518266705,0.0,0.21086632124184235,0.0,0.0,0.10047800808414042,0.0,0.10929852371488508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722787940598839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5725366270151169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676451182064516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149834709312758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857415359329072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332880839827765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121419388027453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057102595180098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343390291892184,0.0,0.15426557784115,0.0,0.17291661829959293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115574817750305,0.0,0.0,0.42002850862209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384622865047447
anxiety,Fictionland,2020/03/09,"I failed at cooking a few times and now I'm afraid to try again. I'm 24, been living on my own for a little over a year and I haven't eaten an actual meal since. When I first moved I was so excited to have my own kitchen that I could do anything I want with away from judgmental eyes. But I failed spectacularly at almost everything I tried so I gave up and have been surviving on Vienna sausages and fast food.

It sucks. I feel like shit. I want real food damnit. But I've already wasted so much money on shit that just wound up going in the trash that I can't bring myself to try even the simplest things again. I'm fucking poor. I can't afford to throw out another pound of ground beef just because my incompetent ass can't do something as simple as brown it.

Idk wtf to do. If I try and I fail then I spiral into self hatred and I'll probably never try again. Even if I succeed once that doesn't mean I can do it again. Why is something so basic so fucking hard? And why the fuck is one (1) container of ground beef the same price as 4 frozen dinners? I hate having to exist.",2.1277666511411297,3.696168455752215,3.668416394969725,89.94768281322777,76.83185840707964,6.704797391709362,21.629250116441547,7.475848149327749,0.6269415929203546,845,22,186,11,19,280,134,226,0.23199999999999998,0.711,0.057,-0.9921,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,15,14,7,1,8,0,19,15,4,0,1,26,35,21,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,10,7,1,2,1,3,4,6,11,0,2,5,4,23,3,26,29,5,31,0,3,2,4,2,15,7,3,13,119,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.12415781594143027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274021476298427,0.0,0.1404011171881998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341141430518874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469918711843314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953647381762368,0.0,0.0,0.07755803287649306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158254782222344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680680092622256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143458338225412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433114973858835,0.09089290981181466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822150200110092,0.307693271539025,0.0,0.0,0.3528653708996708,0.0,0.0,0.07230755994715739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397280407560105,0.12561296993738558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215799571120429,0.12751756519653634,0.11234613962950034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385904217006829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352250162873465,0.09352845506167108,0.0,0.09812737375454264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354954583603584,0.08621412484474231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371751154589409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448152315520159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272830545969766,0.0,0.2611988792290445,0.10524570720697064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589524923872687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452574693000993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741886503766716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43190301046517743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008672499083253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296099962998175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193174343080338
anxiety,izzyismyname,2020/03/09,"I need help. Don’t know where to turn to. Hi, this is my first post to this community and to be completely honest, this is my first time opening up to anyone or anything. I am 23 this month and I have suffered from anxiety since I was about 8. I’ve never been to the doctor about it, never really opened up fully to someone but it’s coming to the point now where I feel like I’m losing grip on reality. I have a very happy and stable life, I just got engaged to the human of my dreams but I have such severe health anxiety that I can’t focus on the happiness. My mum had a stroke when I was 8 and that messed me up, I have a huge phobia of sick (actually vomiting) because of this time in my life and I think this is where it all stems from. I have insomnia and never fall asleep easily, when I am asleep it’s in bits so I never have a full solid nights rest. When I’m really tired and anxious, it’s like my brain hallucinates and I believe I’m part of a different world, god it’s so hard to explain but say I’ve been watching sons of anarchy or orange is the new black and then at night I have one of these episodes in my brain; it’s like I’m a part of that world and my brain is running at a thousand miles an hour and I’m desperately trying to cling on to myself and what I know is the real world. It’s gotten to the point where I think I’m having slight chest pains or spasms, but they’re only there when I think about them (I think). I’m sorry for the long post, and I’m sorry if I’ve done something wrong. I guess I just want to know, is there other people feeling the same way, does it get better, can it be cured?",2.5950716332378216,3.3584218252149043,4.359271060171924,88.67304985673357,74.30085959885386,7.417810888252148,21.982922636103158,7.699297019823105,0.6695991060171917,1263,28,290,16,25,429,168,349,0.14,0.731,0.13,-0.1563,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,19,13,0,0,17,0,28,16,6,0,5,46,54,28,0,3,10,2,5,3,0,0,10,1,0,1,22,16,0,0,10,1,0,3,6,5,0,4,8,8,34,8,38,44,7,51,0,2,2,0,8,25,0,5,23,191,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.09521553080365427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492835812626455,0.1102278159204996,0.0,0.0682241336668791,0.0,0.08029288048120517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059478569370986674,0.0,0.0,0.10992946211813444,0.0,0.08629390105806835,0.10652260768669344,0.0,0.0,0.3267655764668997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084049050255463,0.10230166976396173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194125952931106,0.0,0.09986837765543907,0.08538531724642087,0.0998493335838836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866997938266876,0.06970496853861548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659882252159542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097698615518347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780366957137756,0.0,0.10748580623774544,0.0,0.0,0.20773296308643635,0.08740473529558959,0.0,0.0,0.10371374759558087,0.0,0.0,0.0653999972371508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608809324547424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608679327495776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378350137997729,0.14300525127130556,0.0,0.0,0.08634754537539115,0.0,0.10915734622566076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788049454377588,0.0,0.0,0.07234789541873048,0.30101205977446954,0.0942349862047957,0.0,0.183128143152456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611684973370588,0.07420738350008517,0.10382276084268628,0.0,0.0,0.21132045665120966,0.0,0.06764366600614279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844728652749759,0.0,0.1868927014433072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110575201095991,0.1250133685726193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759262770260908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102278159204996,0.0,0.08071200190284414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267186047449253,0.07511516692182503,0.0,0.2184462027585226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500790413451077,0.0,0.0,0.11378923947170293,0.11214387585753956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624451966284223,0.10612957485824133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050655522571024,0.05755009089933408,0.07744757006155803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667891841018894,0.0,0.0
anxiety,surrealwonders,2020/03/09,"anxiety over toxic friend If someone misunderstands me for being depressed or in danger, when actually that's not the case at all, should I have any concern police will take action?

talked with this new acquaintance and had an argument and she really began stressing me out deeply... and then misunderstood me as being in danger when I actually meant the stress
was dangerous... not that I'm in danger.

and she like freaked out and said ""dangerous?? do I need to take further action?"", meaning police... 

Is there anything she can do? She's deeply misunderstood.",4.905306122448977,7.9394076938775555,5.4503673469387754,73.44106122448981,74.10204081632655,8.409795918367351,28.16734693877552,9.120678840339163,3.0153967346938786,446,18,69,11,10,143,67,98,0.28600000000000003,0.665,0.049,-0.9772,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,5,2,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,17,19,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,5,1,10,2,11,10,1,15,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,2,6,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.4367468982342336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217559973202402,0.0,0.1711883043749631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414887888810966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273825262911426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728890621272153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932582705921484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437580604321413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659273369124177,0.0,0.2161246047924713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335686757471985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128625644683665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896049852830428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126701330628629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336503949721657,0.17986296322281808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JAM3Z_Y,2020/03/10,"A quick question Regarding Anxiety Hey guys, I’ve been having anxiety attacks for about a month, but for the past few weeks my beads been very clear and I’m making better logical decisions, and slowly taking my life back, but there’s still this feeling of my stomach feeling tight and this lump in my throat...is that normal? I’ve spoken to my therapist and my friends and co-workers they said to just give it time...are they correct? Or should I go see a doctor or something? 

Thank you :)",7.311063829787238,6.770324574468088,7.056893617021277,77.95300000000003,63.8936170212766,10.073191489361703,34.75744680851064,9.3871,3.068466382978724,386,15,72,6,5,122,70,94,0.046,0.7240000000000001,0.23,0.9677,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,6,4,1,0,4,0,4,4,1,1,2,21,14,9,0,2,5,0,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,10,3,7,10,1,8,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,3,6,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32375685958999073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407329965175043,0.0,0.16271237348569514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714879541358131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165882681042212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139892571610984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634866938373403,0.0,0.0,0.20299228234773714,0.12026087753055086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952375095326603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946396258690176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412490137389795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890232752687553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732948841809626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200239355597108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370477618532109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128628427091727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686230217217778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629050585770832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689892623334993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910178910774564,0.0,0.0,0.1948188788823596,0.0,0.2456915114485169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338947965642845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745975630798061,0.0,0.0,0.16973800865169075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405208694464684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohhhoneyyy12,2020/03/10,"Lots of Bad Days For the past 2 months my anxiety has been on the lower side as I started taking 10mg of escitalopram and been going to therapy but lately I’ve been having a lot of consistent bad days. Days were I get so overwhelmed and anxious about simple tasks that I can’t do the dishes, I can’t finish my homework and I can’t even brush my teeth. All I want to do is go to bed. These days aren’t one after another but every time I get things under control another bad day hits. I’ve also started doing my anxious habits more which includes scratching a part of my body too hard until I’ve realized I’ve drawn blood or playing and pulling at my hair until i see a pile of hair in my lap that I’ve pulled out. I am more irritable and sad than usual and I just don’t know what to do because I am falling behind and feeling worse than ever.",4.336639427987747,4.436726269662922,5.8355158324821295,82.04640960163434,70.01123595505618,8.270480081716038,28.541368743615926,8.00094639256281,1.749757303370787,668,22,139,8,11,228,109,178,0.20600000000000002,0.753,0.040999999999999995,-0.9848,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,6,0,18,6,5,1,2,21,30,15,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,8,1,1,3,1,0,5,5,5,0,1,4,7,18,1,23,25,6,28,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,3,17,94,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175195336979417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930641987773683,0.10690255980014536,0.3157382903977582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500372214701354,0.08518567501167032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552223128668216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673299336221672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506114635198722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229854269040942,0.12640500864314555,0.11773900597000116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706579603880005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601928128446642,0.0,0.1588376619183778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518174956311412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679877298062764,0.0,0.15763552322838978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376079964737552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154105702465722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469307237504386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132741030913846,0.13339994083360768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135660684454488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782079158341734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506889982773186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598076224766439,0.0,0.09283864663721852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148492201453242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390652000083915,0.0,0.08242369297191171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240945250895504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unpoetics,2020/03/10,"Venlafaxine and Blood Pressure? Venlafaxine and Blood Pressure?

So, I was sick a few weeks ago and made a trip to the doctor. When they took my blood pressure, the doctor remarked it was a bit high. This concerned me, so I've been monitoring it at home since then. It is pretty consistently 137/97.


Now, my diet and exercise routine are far from great. However, this still seems pretty high for my current lifestyle. I know some antidepressants can increase blood pressure. I currently take venlafaxine (150 mg). Has anyone experienced an increase I'm blood pressure on this medication? 


Part of me is just looking for some excuses so I can stop worrying about this as much as I am, but I am also just genuinely curious. I dont have any recordings from before I took this medication, so I unfortunately cannot compare. I do have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow and my primary care doctor next week, so I am not seeking any medical advice. Just wondering if anyone else has had this problem. Thanks!",4.623634131368939,7.504989193370168,5.542716390423576,73.23413597298959,74.19337016574586,9.105095150399018,32.15500306936771,9.586721724236666,3.782808225905464,808,40,130,23,18,264,110,181,0.122,0.7659999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.4137,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,5,7,0,19,14,5,1,0,20,30,17,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,9,6,1,1,3,1,0,5,3,6,0,0,7,2,19,3,12,23,8,22,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,5,12,92,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481428980666512,0.113223134921835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214400801734824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371879329877715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862072687046754,0.1308723950444904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868709119501473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394458572829924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302271736460498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922049555504069,0.0,0.0,0.14969622452321116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670032564139867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408205330951724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699032170118623,0.12812156389120666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019594956964809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725932207141567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208592894711331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38601746331464537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389475135198802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584014055601706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831693984544846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25989052028339144,0.0,0.12221841312904365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627874283943668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565789312510944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200371839486908,0.10678629859853092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603553425920368,0.0,0.0,0.11759475001614328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838209392111527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491133929259975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851553028314748,0.0,0.12971394922360374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CurdledART,2020/03/10,"My therapist has a YouTube channel My Therapist told me today that he has a YouTube channel. He helps me a lot with my anxiety. I think you could find his content also useful

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccyuCtfrWp4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccyuCtfrWp4)",13.492714285714293,18.9528262,8.388214285714291,50.50803571428575,58.42857142857142,8.071428571428571,34.464285714285715,8.841846274778883,3.7988571428571434,227,9,25,4,4,61,25,35,0.048,0.787,0.165,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867154410829005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874851115788668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283052435688242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613501850742545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916641053805748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310173472465185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6640125234913234,0.0,0.18322315657000626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710441213934736,0.2732344111742925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469662161834795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway83426,2020/03/10,"Horror movies for panic attacks Yeah, sounds counterintuitive, but thought I’d share something that helps me after a panic attack (it may not be for everyone though).

I watch horror movies after a panic attack to give my fear something to latch onto. The feeling of panic is terrifying, but if you’re a control freak like me it’s even more debilitating because I can’t always pinpoint a reason. So, I like to watch horror movies because they terrify me. Now that I’ve got a source to pin my fear on, it usually lessens or goes away entirely. 

Can’t do psychological thrillers, though. Those just make it worse. But something that relies on jump scares is excellent for my anxiety. Thought I’d share in case it helped anyone out.",4.5352222222222185,6.961460985185188,5.142685185185184,78.22958333333338,72.48148148148148,7.462962962962964,28.287037037037038,8.344100000000001,2.226814814814814,583,23,100,10,12,187,86,135,0.37,0.496,0.134,-0.9941,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,6,16,3,7,6,1,7,0,0,3,0,15,13,8,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,11,0,0,3,4,10,5,16,8,1,11,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,3,6,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201955051520407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379466727188167,0.0,0.0,0.08573025731395031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184523782134023,0.1151941081486456,0.0,0.0,0.14948121090809272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751512583438774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098132652305999,0.0,0.0,0.11715705193908148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27593582950421314,0.061994211336867264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761661887675715,0.0,0.0,0.09806069559107182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436291060430136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198000016494356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081841689858908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754155639160544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260612869022021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275184384016515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831685318203456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409231740939865,0.19467386998896494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503522143379282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494787065360907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ey1819,2020/03/10,"Dental anxiety Cross posting in r/dentistry. I have a lot of anxiety consistently and it all revolves around my teeth. I grew up and never had a cavity. I turned 18 and I got my first cavity. I was extremely disappointed in myself as I thought I took good care of my teeth. Admittedly I didn’t floss growing up. 
Prior to all that, I had sealants on my teeth (the kind that required etching) which had fallen off. My dentist refused to replaced them. 
I had a terrible time at the dentist during the cavity filling and was in so much pain. 
I didn’t go to the dentist throughout college (four years) but I continued to brush my teeth regularly. During college I was a religious snacker and drank a lot of sweetened drinks and junk food.
After graduating I got a new job that gave me insurance and I decided to go to a dentist to get a cleaning done and have my filling looked at because it broke a few prior (it didn’t hurt so I ignored it). The dentist I found caters to cowards which seems to be me after the experience with my childhood dentist.  All went well until they started finding all sorts of cavities. They stated all the cavities were minor ones.
I went ahead and got them fixed. But I feel like absolute garbage. It’s been over a year since I got my teeth fixed and all I can think about is how terrible my teeth must look. I cry everyday. 
I go to the dentist every 6 months and I haven’t had any new cavities. I started flossing and my gums have gotten healthier. I use prescription toothpaste and have a nice toothbrush that I utilize 2 times a day.

The problem is I’m basically afraid to eat everything. I had a complete diet overhaul and now drinking a tea makes me feel guilty and as though I’m going to lose my teeth. I’m afraid to eat sweet food or anything that might cause a filling to fall out. 
I also still need to get my wisdom teeth removed but I’m afraid to do that because what if I need them when my molars fall out? 
I’m also afraid that I’ll have dentures at 30. 
I wish I could go back and go to the dentist and change how I took care of myself because maybe I wouldn’t have gained 80 pounds and developed cavities. I just over all hate myself and I feel like I’m going to lose my teeth all the time. 
Am I crazy? 
Am I going to lose my teeth?",2.884311740890688,4.723910184210531,4.263421052631582,85.32125506072877,75.44736842105263,7.220782726045883,27.920377867746293,8.055295364500962,1.8552608636977053,1788,74,357,29,39,591,208,456,0.131,0.78,0.08900000000000001,-0.961,1,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,5,7,15,26,1,4,26,0,33,28,10,5,10,67,81,35,0,8,6,0,3,2,0,3,9,0,1,0,15,23,9,3,10,2,0,22,6,16,1,3,28,7,65,10,47,48,12,65,0,6,2,0,8,15,0,7,28,239,80,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674414599545173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058141021911356526,0.0,0.13081023466521186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035690361161241,0.07611062671907175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574206268726547,0.0,0.15635488279078485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434016925012366,0.08782916675599935,0.09044469187821724,0.0,0.0896421784316838,0.0,0.0,0.06826255028766971,0.0,0.09391465001027753,0.05513861538588608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749331069632571,0.0,0.16750939671743406,0.0,0.17496994220547527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203507113851021,0.0,0.07683936265466565,0.08363265872154442,0.0,0.0,0.12968984648167914,0.12215842110359505,0.0,0.0,0.0781428839410119,0.07272386724819994,0.20676708619642664,0.09374325730388276,0.0,0.0,0.08933750738137447,0.0,0.3887201928197108,0.0717109876802888,0.2735196568162989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441077587599577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152651158751053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484276993767301,0.0,0.0,0.08903216808241271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353921808384837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359221535751535,0.28694846320886186,0.0,0.1453733092788882,0.0,0.0,0.05707003909299368,0.0,0.08589342026994605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069900896603036,0.0,0.0,0.06824304240926768,0.0,0.06285027304245888,0.1267901680441053,0.06594070466945896,0.1651474402591496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057935109513310885,0.0,0.09097503954924403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188267566411793,0.0,0.0,0.08180926543146752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783343191459148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072416015150845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103070411532653,0.0,0.06827816741779856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054783147963289015,0.08400055636470571,0.06787521976762638,0.14956229940131394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998105078011246,0.0,0.09299639300386713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738421224499741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687224278354557,0.15851350579981366,0.0,0.0,0.09831755058627413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011477613043494
anxiety,whoyoucallinpinhead2,2020/03/10,"Overthinking Tip Just a quick thing, I found that seeing things in other peoples perspective helps with overthinking :)",13.213333333333333,14.567980333333335,9.130000000000004,61.665000000000006,51.22222222222222,13.866666666666667,40.22222222222222,13.023866798666859,6.061822222222222,98,4,12,3,1,27,17,18,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150098793798841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148349443720702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32563594378975336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742959550454952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6241054014283886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DespacitoDaddyCool,2020/03/10,"I don't exactly know It'll be my first post in here, and I'm writing this while having only one thing question in mind. Also, sorry for this post being too chaotic. But I have to get this off me.
Am I even worth living?
I'm 18 years old Pole who never was important to anyone, I was always seen as ""that funny/dumb guy"" who miraculously passed to the next class, and was always pain in the ass. Every people I cared about left or gave no shit about me literally crying and spending sleepless nights thinking how can I be any help to them, eventually trying to look like they care, which later I found that they didn't.
Everyday I ask myself if it's even worth to suffer through this, walk this road full of nonsense. Especially when one day it gets better because of something/someone, or me feeling important at any point to anyone; simply to get much worse next day. 
And I can't change anything, I'm incapable of making any step forward, because of the things I've done in past, and conclusion ""I am a bad man, a very very bad one."" I don't know if after everything I've done, and what kind of stupid annoying prick I've been, I deserve to even beg for not being miserable edgy teenager.
I don't know if what I wrote in here makes any sense, but yeah. Don't even know how to end it.",6.150810810810814,5.483628000000002,6.614189189189191,80.59263513513515,66.29729729729729,9.407722007722008,30.083011583011583,8.634040054169528,2.0909027027027025,1008,30,206,13,14,329,154,259,0.13699999999999998,0.7909999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9047,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,3,13,14,4,1,5,1,22,4,3,4,2,32,44,19,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,18,6,0,0,9,0,3,4,9,9,0,4,11,3,22,5,29,28,2,33,0,2,2,1,13,12,3,6,18,129,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466672496521545,0.17618989498264606,0.0,0.0,0.28798950773536564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805794533204733,0.0,0.0871245867839446,0.0,0.09897710945877028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679932662850864,0.1290785869902974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363620319261903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588947816135828,0.0,0.11199976124859308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629669094410976,0.13655885449004568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668999485413712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377219180038852,0.0,0.0,0.2797128852969592,0.0,0.08920270058415272,0.0,0.09515196628017134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535326490354747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005565279430658,0.0,0.1160844513776152,0.0,0.0,0.16594306348123286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048310702432444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096454506065013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025060024640757,0.2327404718591469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503149426776868,0.0,0.0,0.0517242763836457,0.0,0.09348793683488192,0.0,0.08890678658540244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134230810293866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690170697409826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782895191508314,0.0,0.08165590513026096,0.0,0.2251946059868561,0.09935478528761643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109606791642322,0.0,0.21522717249583534,0.08052130631028999,0.11265650307943186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106790763254717,0.07339911601148587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008435407728763,0.0,0.2027944356784503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186021654384212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086772736617237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970598189195728,0.0,0.0,0.11851633068708405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067484144936307,0.06783924368492923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188092353564286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747128840166761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789379142326144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817884156848589
anxiety,pirate_beast,2020/03/10,Does anyone experience weird body feeling I can't really explain like sinking and tingly sensations after not taking paxil for almost a week I been too lazy to take meds after 3 months of taking them I keep skipping them for few days and now I'm experiencing weird body feeling like my body is fighting a fight or flight response,5.281290322580643,7.4189277741935475,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419358,69.64516129032259,7.540645161290323,28.529032258064518,8.238735603445708,2.2179574193548386,270,10,44,4,5,87,48,62,0.24600000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.047,-0.8917,0,0,0,0,3,0,0.0,0,0,2,0,2,6,2,0,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,9,11,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,6,2,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628767222973906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370631084011235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6532086047575504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264179442320751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154013344829133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917470852731401,0.0,0.0,0.1982291801035926,0.14003812354078082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423331992258112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153285114262014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177362015858501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646285401156884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557668355250184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421523439015415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723698812651396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nathwer,2020/03/10,Anxiety makes me smell bad and i need help Hey guys... Actually looking for some advice. So in the past 6 months or so i had a big problem with smelly feet (mabe because of stress/anxiety). It all started with my first job at an office with a lot of people. My feet began to smell really bad espacially after 5-6 hours into the day. Im actually sure it caused a lot of irritation between me and my colleagues for obvious reasons but i have to admit that i noticed a little too late or played it down. After 1 month into that job this problem and severe anxiety made me quit. After a couple of weeks i found a new job thinking it would get better. Of course it didnt. I went to the doctors for this reason several times and they prescribed me different things. Some worked kind of good. Some didnt at all. But none of them did know the reason and or a good solution gor ot. Yet i cant stop thinking about my problem and if it still causes troubles in some relationships because i get paranoid a lot thinking people want to tell me subconsiously... Also im thinking about quitting my job constantly but i cant because i'm reliant on it. I'm actually way too insecure to ask someone directly about how this affects me and people around me. I feel like im trapped in this circle of anxiety and symptons of it and it keeps spinning faster and faster. Does anyone have some advice?,3.340359654731458,5.238351511029414,4.900115089514067,80.99475703324809,74.33088235294117,7.524552429667518,28.37020460358056,8.321376580360154,2.1472482097186707,1089,45,204,19,23,366,144,272,0.146,0.7509999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.9057,5,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,5,12,14,0,1,13,0,9,3,2,9,4,60,31,21,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,16,0,2,11,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,8,4,24,7,37,22,11,35,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,12,22,136,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.24245891088185986,0.0,0.0,0.16186001672263725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623052084586835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534259850256524,0.0,0.0,0.057909142220508025,0.0,0.0,0.07372668735197263,0.07742481493132118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830122155564273,0.15145753039216486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324689256640764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015635784224187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949818250043619,0.0,0.0,0.09163792009401334,0.0,0.053411561996207294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652848455423473,0.0,0.08476900730199895,0.07247568000070688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187589905402856,0.059166085659484974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044600806434921,0.0,0.09080702814482333,0.0,0.0,0.08653927525551028,0.0,0.0,0.1389297078821977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200407404316587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551199462230188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156027432490437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683769915541641,0.0,0.3287412884594074,0.07361355087190856,0.0,0.0862434998033659,0.0455152915135119,0.0,0.09342371647571733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040461300075938116,0.08300664156453857,0.0,0.0,0.06954730780838443,0.0,0.0,0.21122988309017296,0.0,0.0783655727448566,0.05528248959116333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221106351485973,0.0,0.0,0.0614094212704036,0.0,0.07998734355391865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429026012515984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906034119136875,0.17224931111003394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377404993874124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617692439919833,0.0,0.0,0.053056129488465255,0.25545593424453616,0.0,0.08891687561928745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871243481071876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017247810323694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586198883582693,0.0,0.06613955657937426,0.06924059778603874,0.09486916610560964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805615892475408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723876711274324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550214267938736,0.21226891414016866,0.0,0.0,0.048292568168800926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884893687276856,0.0657380622995705,0.06643260330193992,0.0,0.0,0.07677427047279538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029339722507542,0.0,0.0,0.05883241592846799,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Malacoda2,2020/03/10,"First real anxiety attack and muscle spasms Today I fucked up and despite always having anxiety I've never had symptoms on anxiety attack until now. Shortness of breathe, tight pain in leftside of chest, feeling faint and a non painful pressure/tingles in my head and now my left pec is having visble spasms from what I've read these are all non-harmful symptoms, however it's been 6 hours and it hasn't gone away.

Anybody have similar issues and has any advise on calming these symnptons down so I can sleep with peace.

Thanks in advance.",9.1527,8.414780870000005,8.258000000000003,71.47900000000004,60.3,10.0,40.0,8.841846274778883,3.7742,437,20,69,5,5,136,75,100,0.198,0.706,0.096,-0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,3,0,1,0,10,10,4,0,2,12,14,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,3,2,4,2,13,11,1,19,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,7,45,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463411117371372,0.0,0.0,0.11820515155753572,0.0,0.3989208420894114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954960102305907,0.16331180994612404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788979768428677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785319327599372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606959520345704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839186818715086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117999067296846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142536209234786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885848058473031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406250411538806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699184494647041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386937840478134,0.19784787703048307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739478720259236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613359324820876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003225654603478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647632534385988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DisneyFanAnonRandom,2020/03/10,"I thought I was making progress. I have crippling social anxiety and have been forcing myself to go to a creative writing class as I love writing. There are only 8 of us in the class but to me I may as well be surrounded by 100. Each week has seemed less daunting as I happily sit in the corner, take my notes and write away. Tonight i wrote a poem and was really proud of it and thought this was my chance to push myself and share it. 

Nobody had a nice or even constructive thing to say, I feel like all my small victories have been overshadowed and I'm not sure I can go back.",5.120096852300243,5.066495949152543,5.5842857142857145,85.05042372881358,68.32203389830508,9.115738498789346,30.41646489104116,8.841846274778883,2.1619888619854732,454,16,97,7,7,146,80,118,0.03,0.7290000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.9791,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,1,2,22,25,11,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,2,16,7,14,14,3,13,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,3,4,69,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632906768490065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288404170347259,0.1872889729087565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087455193150207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231554408821076,0.17400522804922147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27685093335305283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899515860152099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982988243003265,0.0,0.16258371837882407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524465270671547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603607722474747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369527253787075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217354145182786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482871883972266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956022158567,0.0,0.1831330342713915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618159425310351,0.0,0.0,0.38673201529155227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292982651321207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953757825722308,0.0,0.21899713528324766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sK197666,2020/03/10,"Hey I know this is stupid but if anyone is willing to give me advice on this, that would be greatly appreciated. So I’ve recently made a friend online and things have been great so far. However, whenever she calls me I refuse to answer because of my bad phone anxiety.  I’ve been doing this for a while now and I think she’s starting to get sick of it.   I’m too afraid to tell her because of the judgement that would follow.  I really don’t know what to do.  I don’t want to lose something i rarely ever get but I feel like if I decide to answer that would make things worse.  I usually do fine over text but when it comes to talking on the phone all my thoughts go out the window and I begin to panic.  What should I do?",1.954630769230772,3.6256078066666646,3.5420000000000016,90.21946153846157,77.6,6.482051282051282,21.538461538461537,7.321109707123232,0.5728307692307695,561,15,123,7,13,186,92,150,0.17,0.7,0.13,-0.7691,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,2,5,0,17,1,0,2,2,28,34,12,0,7,5,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,12,5,0,1,8,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,4,1,18,5,17,24,1,16,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,2,9,85,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606027052422942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300011839963668,0.0,0.0,0.11882375916767983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418901266068473,0.20718378739948196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352446904755092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638550274000434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371756127637234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592515021512104,0.12140288119838916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129274723890874,0.0,0.17756992431956106,0.16301885977489552,0.09657899750579996,0.0,0.0,0.3747118355978785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678563797938547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302253481026121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901158068585012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607983055147807,0.11343413107997735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938421547514132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886586316027327,0.0,0.16779208497235232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082564811654135,0.0,0.0,0.12028213904802962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365887597370296,0.14853225019294336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579691274038724,0.10888863729207483,0.0,0.13491083410083782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871613725833569,0.0,0.10023312534081126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731801134888573,0.3621546730005625,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,temp-68575,2020/03/10,Does anyone else have a different body odor when stressed out This sounds really weird but does anyone else have a different body odor with anxiety or being stressed out in general? Like I don’t sweat when I’m anxious but I don’t notice it until I take a shower as it’s not strong. Idk how to describe the smell but it kinda concerns me and it’s different than normal. (Yes I shower and use deodorant every morning),2.8796341463414663,5.262269097560979,4.236768292682928,82.94344512195124,77.53658536585365,7.514634146341463,24.88414634146341,8.472884824447931,1.956117073170732,334,12,61,7,8,110,55,82,0.17800000000000002,0.765,0.057999999999999996,-0.8274,5,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,4,1,5,3,3,2,0,15,8,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,5,2,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280391585717948,0.18135159026773495,0.0,0.22449061576345825,0.3289609785462554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35662210304580605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031545633509633,0.0,0.0,0.2809592649340284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268202041555564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352522428768662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842615017547845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728391412402434,0.0,0.18276283972047488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283871183532486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677698667149637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069750582000242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864514218280455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roawr123,2020/03/10,"I deleted my Facebook..I think this probably goes way past anxiety...read on. I have had a Facebook for years since before 2005. Finally deleted it. It feels good to delete it. I am tired of being angry all the time. Yep. This all started from me having to drive... I hate driving! It makes my anxiety crazy. Every little thing has made me so angry today. People’s driving, people getting to do things I want in life, social media, people that can just seem to function with out one damn worry in the world. 

It must feel so free to not be worried or angry all the damn time. I don’t do well in high stress situations; driving, certain jobs, etc. I fall apart, I can’t eat, have anxiety attacks. I think I will feel a little less stressed without  Fb. God. I hate Fb. Why do we allow such things to control our life. I hate anxiety too. I could have some really great jobs if it wasn’t for it. I don’t have my pet sitting page now since I deleted my FB. I am still on rover though.

Sometimes even my nerves can’t handle watching the animals.. I hate their loud barks, but I love animals! I love them so much more than people. Thanks for reading or not because this is super long.",1.0451098901098916,3.4997973632478647,2.5957814407814404,91.33711538461542,86.05128205128204,5.052258852258851,21.605006105006105,6.5431188927421005,0.5101775335775338,909,31,183,10,28,296,140,234,0.15,0.6970000000000001,0.153,0.8938,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,2,2,11,18,7,2,6,1,24,6,0,4,5,29,42,8,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,14,3,1,1,6,1,1,5,8,9,1,1,3,5,30,10,20,34,9,28,0,0,1,2,7,11,2,5,10,120,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23157347287640564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479267931723255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151004128947753,0.0,0.08586173170688424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317223103312382,0.08056350166571964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032498139237253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253444880227204,0.06664603140220356,0.0,0.08501583297431932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306003246323133,0.0,0.0,0.11053521915414856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271808916016037,0.0,0.0,0.08463334948789486,0.0,0.11124683436180416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39848658769602624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661044173275494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026297313514346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254272555007638,0.0,0.20226430221259264,0.0,0.08929671875860783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213930135839945,0.09547764847469828,0.0673540934253899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417592890404626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837505004002695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096324128059852,0.2798160569772593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879140048851926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018622821167752,0.0,0.06464158052185279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185906174432096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693739012566214,0.11342013829845693,0.0,0.10285875271144193,0.0,0.0,0.09979647296645304,0.0,0.07142025379587667,0.0,0.08058193301180687,0.0,0.2311700042570967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289869445404153,0.0,0.0,0.20110807317540866,0.12931020636042706,0.099137505617509,0.0,0.11767567532679855,0.11597411483343605,0.09564503724936976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951569623929071,0.08009276757385987,0.0,0.0,0.09072466577121777,0.0,0.09105001654289743,0.0,0.0,0.09726769622413113,0.0,0.0,0.2049454849590883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649787615084684
anxiety,blazeddoughnuts,2020/03/10,Anyone have someone who when they share a thought with the anxiety spirals but unknownst to the person and they just keep going? I had to stop sharing thoughts because it really feels like whatever they say isnt helpful even tho their trying to help. Prolly wise not to share anxious thoufhts with other anxious people,9.636842105263156,9.565499000000004,8.174385964912283,70.29736842105265,59.0,10.40701754385965,41.80701754385965,9.725611199111238,4.380396491228072,261,13,39,4,3,79,48,57,0.09699999999999999,0.5820000000000001,0.321,0.948,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,5,5,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824186787134272,0.5387762637421626,0.0,0.16673442872440614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453609559021914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749836333420006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205708431927296,0.17035347294092526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355204050831397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196649218341888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195122014181694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649787054209153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531581131434958,0.208211142398794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276143112087984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896302929457466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204353924233392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199360430386466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37861587632138793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189640745073824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hairysenpaii,2020/03/10,"Hypnagogic (half-awake, half-asleep) hallucinations Hey there, I’ve recently been experiencing a lot of these “hypnagogic hallucinations”, essentially seeing my dreams unfold in my literal bedroom while I’m only half-asleep. They started only about a year ago, but they’ve become increasingly more intense these past few weeks, often keeping me in a sleep-wake limbo. For example, just last night I was convinced that two of my friends were in my bedroom (when there was no one actually there) and I somehow needed to host them for a sleepover, so I made room on the bed & floor for them (but continued to feel anxious as I knew they wouldn’t be sleeping comfortably & I was being a shit host).

I have a suspicion these hallucinations are liked to my anxiety? Perhaps not. But they are starting to seriously impact my day-to-day, as I just don’t get enough sleep.

If there’s anyone out there who knows any sleeping tips/anything on the subject, let me know :)",8.90050505050505,8.343741727272729,8.932121212121212,65.85429292929295,60.70454545454546,11.685858585858586,38.30555555555557,10.980518767755715,4.224518434343436,768,33,133,17,9,252,114,176,0.099,0.773,0.128,0.7302,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,5,0,12,6,1,0,8,0,13,4,4,1,0,20,25,10,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,2,7,3,20,4,18,14,5,21,0,0,1,0,8,8,1,4,13,89,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.14029360353827314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274387274205521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115379728813572,0.0,0.0977649221703395,0.0,0.10997959780124114,0.16241318380642608,0.0,0.10052361709919648,0.0,0.11830609403843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877681007130287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543266920901846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485473601572724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269174919156386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107224635706968,0.0,0.07511111921414476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778466607193756,0.0,0.0,0.15801863266564678,0.11718741404634025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470091404956935,0.0,0.07023616790388043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222360220090253,0.0,0.13603363003317656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065996993456269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349134269130429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741867766160807,0.2186790569249021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723966822700526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195029192970054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456184824918784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475723929635143,0.0,0.0,0.5754740786245011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351478145837448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043721671214962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531936618570827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257974975577064
anxiety,Penny-Lane14,2020/03/10,"Next level anxiety attacks 

So I get these really bad anxiety attacks and they’re not like regular “can’t breathe” type things. Everytime I get an attack I start gagging like I’m about to throw up. I’ve never actually thrown up even tho I’ve been having these attacks for years. I’m wondering if anyone knows what I’m talking about....",2.0521923076923088,4.800762584615383,3.9172115384615367,81.44966346153849,84.69230769230771,7.5576923076923075,26.586538461538463,8.472884824447931,2.5470384615384623,268,12,48,7,8,90,47,65,0.335,0.665,0.0,-0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,6,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,6,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.16914003324174515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26518604353819936,0.0,0.0,0.1211927522632928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7887280717562996,0.0,0.0,0.14471899460952453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144794166115842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111014159301006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525479461574746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693555154963889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336787952729293,0.0,0.18433292474232052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103632536397022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268020791006785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931193421847946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115149316513988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796338633643345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161550887764901
anxiety,my_pet_hax,2020/03/10,"Coronavirus, or a moment into an anxious person life I just want to state that the general panic some people experience in regards to coronavirus is just a regular day in the life of someone with generalized anxiety disorder. Being constantly anxious about dying, getting killed, mugged or attacked by anything, I can only say that I couldn't care less about coronavirus.

Thanks to being anxious for 32 years, I accepted the potentiality of being killed/dying and since then, I am able to live life without constantly looking over my shoulder.

If coronavirus is a new step into anxiety for you, let me say that accepting what might (or might not) happen helps. I love everyone here and hope you are not too anxious.",12.738809523809525,9.95108192857143,11.938000000000002,54.357000000000006,55.111111111111114,15.476825396825395,48.21587301587302,13.662883650711644,6.7543130158730165,577,29,84,17,5,189,84,126,0.193,0.679,0.128,-0.8015,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,6,9,2,1,7,0,12,5,1,0,0,24,20,7,2,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,10,6,18,13,2,14,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,8,7,66,14,0,0.12621556719446475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310912687313245,0.5703506603874955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386465753775513,0.0,0.0,0.14358842875459282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286851825813556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27278837847100923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139859928707578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309918318796746,0.0,0.14465397480878842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060438330361582,0.0,0.12346304358470173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594242450368176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161200923675337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459963418047797,0.0,0.0,0.12536053704917394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963882470862934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290639688226458,0.2674493632416688,0.0,0.0,0.11145065820909786,0.0,0.10598928824046724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391447717775227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677895422252688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189978129539478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959926263426727,0.0,0.14808677343955998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750198227065589,0.11020656491283157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200743369909926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440682145894434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694204049887332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620233667641525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744452116638809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166730276244532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127868713331576
anxiety,jajajshdbdbdbdbdb,2020/03/10,"Did i have a brain bleeding in the weekend or smth I cant think i get frustrated bc they dont let me take my medication at my own time im so sick of it just bc i have some sort of rhythm doesnt mean i want to go to sleep at 22:30 pm. I dont even know why i hate it, i think bc im used to taking it later and i want to watch this program. But i seriously feel i can’t express myself anymore",-1.9585337243401744,-0.2698892580645129,1.5373802541544492,99.09879765395893,92.11827956989248,4.672140762463343,17.056695992179858,6.1124844417494595,-0.6047333333333333,301,8,82,3,11,109,62,93,0.146,0.821,0.034,-0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,9,5,2,1,0,14,22,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,2,16,0,9,20,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,4,48,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930171611738645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726750806330988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45620154815596403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128548948286247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840899142248932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168429799370088,0.0,0.1106107084287452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921533461060887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42045997270445773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696161833722807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901875256768725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200528322286066,0.0,0.1960656934181995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476702754112496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926697687037567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494175674166378,0.0,0.0,0.1134882601699346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680947813248692,0.0,0.0,0.2295914699530513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562011753407822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,n1c3cleantoilet1,2020/03/10,"Chest Noises When Drinking Water? Does anyone else get this weird chest feeling/noise whenever they drink water? For me, once I drink water, my chest suddenly feels full and then I can feel/hear fluids in my chest being pushed with each heartbeat. 

Is this a symptom of anxiety or another health issue?",5.077777777777776,7.810076407407408,4.792370370370372,79.9396666666667,71.96296296296295,7.282962962962964,25.61481481481481,8.238735603445708,1.9844637037037045,242,8,38,4,5,74,45,54,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.4793,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,12,4,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325965311509943,0.1696909051628297,0.0,0.0,0.15510098160780736,0.2272797484637408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941152757538524,0.0,0.0,0.6518944306997789,0.0,0.0,0.18530128652824135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431667263374294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158912567608753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357831927458878,0.2500061008818744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315213746544064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622996402120894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305548431472944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnkleGriff,2020/03/10,"Existential Crisis I went through one a fews years back and it lasted a month at least.

Essentially forgot about them till like 3 days ago and its rough.

Id be extremely grateful for any tips to go back to neutral essentially?",3.880348837209304,6.333702093023256,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,74.58139534883722,8.020930232558143,27.02906976744186,8.841846274778883,2.248213953488373,182,7,34,4,4,59,37,43,0.091,0.78,0.129,0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,7,1,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210043299924777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24625923354124316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569076509686901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23354238912683215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580550014182053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29518238365137583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769172878258692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890468513582531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453870811838823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356959781659154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319834670939826
anxiety,drgoldfinger,2020/03/10,"Hypnotherapy. Anyone try it ? If so, did it help? 

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Thanks.",1.9354545454545475,-1.4539083636363603,2.4316363636363647,81.54745454545456,178.0909090909091,4.5163636363636375,20.381818181818183,5.6839178017228535,1.23193090909091,52,2,8,1,5,16,10,11,0.0,0.591,0.409,0.737,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291729548409687,0.4813034762704629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769615362310521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654967198667609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646746174176772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689251287864424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813034762704629,0.0
anxiety,berdyev,2020/03/10,"Anxiety meds Hey guys. I've been having anxiety off and on since Sep. of last year. I've been to doctors, they tried giving me some pills but none of them seemed to help. Last prescription I had was an antidepressant, Sertraline, I think. That shit was horrible and I quit it 10 days after. Anyways, my anxiety is back again and is kicking my ass. I'm planning on seeing a doctor at the walk in clinic today and asking for a different medicine.

What did work for you? What would you recommend trying, outside of the medicinal pills? Thanks in advance.",3.51576923076923,6.004409807692312,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,75.92307692307693,8.006153846153849,26.746153846153845,8.841846274778883,2.360610769230769,436,17,79,10,10,140,77,104,0.166,0.73,0.105,-0.7998,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,4,3,2,1,0,5,0,10,7,2,0,0,9,17,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,1,10,1,14,10,2,16,0,0,1,1,9,6,2,2,8,53,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302340726482001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752558691436144,0.0,0.0,0.1441501650418774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090038223877768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586258978705767,0.0,0.3837598078686092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983494663499694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856213060696444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565484172040953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056204327362911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823301754237614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939369591014586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938652722186058,0.17066245867027524,0.0,0.0,0.19243166582549806,0.15507422404412802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259396407633734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012096209983054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776963198472539,0.0,0.0,0.2545548924993085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647784297159662,0.0,0.0,0.13317082122195958,0.0,0.0,0.12072227812701612
anxiety,doblemilo,2020/03/10,"Do you enjoy sex? Basically that. I'm not able to enjoy sex due to anxiety, i always have to stop because my mind is just somewhere else. My couple is a very sweet and understanding person and i don't want her to leave because she always has to ask to me if i'm ok. Any tips or experiences you can share?",2.485312499999999,3.75338565625,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000002,75.25,7.620000000000001,23.7375,8.238735603445708,1.2873474999999996,238,7,51,4,5,84,46,64,0.091,0.7020000000000001,0.207,0.8788,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0,0,10,12,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,6,12,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,2,30,10,0,0.2518084506198404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190496057402155,0.0,0.0,0.17123838130119545,0.0,0.19263277549413968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540690968735226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30700018859263123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27862126113757685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035364913822666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631698295958684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26662879093640035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25425475260578506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198694263765271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052313995422245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621414775972293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776834327568933,0.14852314830757288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stressedintl,2020/03/10,"How to get online help I would like to go to therapy/shrink to talk about my mental health and my anxiety (mostly school and family related) but I do not want my parents to find out.
Are there any online resources that I could check out?",5.143120567375885,5.704947000000002,5.83489361702128,81.13333333333334,68.36170212765957,9.670921985815603,26.30496453900709,9.725611199111238,2.1968070921985805,187,5,37,4,3,61,36,47,0.059000000000000004,0.861,0.08,0.2304,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,7,4,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892675959217533,0.0,0.2350299113400732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24529794909426966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896288575608075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28080241781567505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051485950564995,0.0,0.17460574221951464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32657084852821056,0.0,0.0,0.20592961961765024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009693293431206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096153182484729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411422697723273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109329006340437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469396285801659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121206159820585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218247193525802,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tetrisphere69,2020/03/10,"How do I stop thinking that everybody hates me? I constantly have to push lonely thoughts away. I’m not worried that everybody needs to like me. But I constantly stress out that my friends secretly hate me. Like, I got invited to a birthday party last year. I went. Sat by myself at the pub for like 3 hours or so, waiting for them to show up. They never arrived. I went home and cried. Next day theres hundreds of posts about how great their party was. They never got back to me about what happened. Last year I threw a birthday party for myself, invited all my friends. Nobody came, or even RSVPd or said they couldn’t make it. Didn’t hear from anybody. When I ask friends if they wanna hang out they never tell me when. They always say “yeah i’ll message you when i’m free” and that never happens.",1.649838255977496,4.161825981012662,2.47130801687764,92.97872011251759,83.49367088607596,5.283263009845289,22.701828410689174,6.691623216298621,0.627454571026723,627,22,127,7,18,196,100,158,0.095,0.6970000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.9564,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,8,0,12,12,2,1,3,1,5,0,0,3,5,27,26,13,0,4,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,6,5,0,2,3,2,1,6,7,4,0,0,11,3,26,9,19,14,1,30,0,1,0,0,19,5,0,4,21,81,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080116608206648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135408761011515,0.0,0.12196002506437427,0.09981526920031213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846715371197852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805552790726877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425893208921897,0.08371620106073699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573775839085564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008708189757511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076405657255433,0.14311511136647426,0.0,0.0,0.2295797099186803,0.0,0.0,0.2563194391252888,0.0,0.0,0.1463044129701042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020922078419178,0.0,0.12783592294936824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162366174070305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025466803853672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664865509981833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625188378616716,0.4004674583546504,0.0,0.13805356659581033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243213397963394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347828392164965,0.10322949328476702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852631132999344,0.1486960105140837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345897037897812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317649976406108,0.0,0.10305401224425403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406688747896321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318275529916855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718574947482595
anxiety,justanaccount416,2020/03/10,I wish there was a reset button where you can start life over if you’re developing any fears I wish I can just start over tbh,9.514444444444443,4.880596740740742,8.925185185185189,79.16333333333334,63.074074074074076,12.281481481481485,30.703703703703702,8.841846274778883,1.9297703703703701,100,1,24,1,1,32,20,27,0.10300000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203876802432034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646836855286176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289095390459273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587754951890216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7453593414281015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hkh220,2020/03/10,"Buspirone I am very nervous, I've been prescribed to 5 mg of inspiring 2 times a day for anxiety. I have never been on any sort of medication before but figured after 5 years of daily extreme anxiety it was time to mention it to my doctor. I am feeling too scared to take it.",6.154583333333335,5.3985857678571465,7.915000000000003,71.56333333333335,66.32142857142857,10.323809523809524,38.30952380952381,9.725611199111238,3.8401738095238094,217,11,40,4,3,77,42,56,0.16399999999999998,0.769,0.067,-0.6482,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,1,10,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617011144273376,0.0,0.4638576993004153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579804899464552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552347215771412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31031353548930823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329492111372822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054179762560057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338280612102429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035321171486926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227950660083498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535687875388311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501519937406813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952354372177715
anxiety,OnlyLand2,2020/03/10,"Wife is threatening to leave me over Coronavirus Long story short my wife (20) has severe anxiety, ocd and panic attacks. They have gotten better but they are still there. She used to be very obsessed with cleanliness. Using extreme amounts of toothpaste, body soap, etc. 

I have to take a flight in 6 days to Chicago, and stay in a hotel for work. She already makes me shower right when I come in from work because of the coronavirus outbreak, which is fine. 

She is saying that if I get on a plane and go stay in hotels she is going to more than likely leave me because she can’t have our son and herself exposed. I know air travel is really bad right now.. but my wife is threatening up leave me..",4.40422222222222,5.8318307925925925,4.796481481481481,84.7191666666667,70.7037037037037,7.474074074074074,26.833333333333336,7.908726449838941,1.5957555555555558,547,18,104,7,10,173,92,135,0.188,0.7829999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.9567,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,3,4,7,1,2,4,0,13,1,1,3,0,13,23,8,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,0,4,1,4,0,0,1,1,19,3,18,21,3,22,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,1,6,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178040695025615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908344353048067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709162507333578,0.0,0.0,0.1299739306973656,0.1897841087963233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767320969603142,0.0,0.1729089328029507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409177680802906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039116906194603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360783399830232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132863642230805,0.0,0.17693622845825446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554951689226381,0.0,0.0,0.4944808766985935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605014840565923,0.0,0.0,0.13775879379012415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390772243481368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826395593832957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997231061249854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658744417760103,0.0,0.12379120625661652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585735526484947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318367591783944,0.12431442103703308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704084937569875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688894868646199,0.0,0.12844008352381747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266522231486669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,klumwhite,2020/03/10,"How do I get over my academic anxiety? I always get anxiety regarding anything related to anxiety or university. I need some tips regarding this, any suggestions?
Thank you!",4.93293103448276,8.50367944827586,7.5823275862068975,53.61418103448278,82.10344827586206,15.313793103448276,41.73275862068965,11.698219412168324,8.78513103448276,140,10,18,9,4,50,23,29,0.19,0.727,0.083,-0.3076,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,12,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26871704310321043,0.0,0.0,0.2196144363756473,0.0,0.7411586951971512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657571405497075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33745203792046696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394604564693841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973253987680358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lmusic87,2020/03/10,"Anxiety at having to do it all over again  Hi, I've had anxiety panic attacks and generalised anxiety disorder for over 15 years now. I'm currently going through a really bad patch with my excitedly and it's really bad. 

At the same time I've had had a really stressful incident at work with a volatile customer that has absolutely destroyed me, and left me a complete nervous wreck. After taking a day off to try to recover- something I try to never do - I returned back to work today. Although I am proud of myself because I went to work when I really didn't want to and I felt so anxious; just the thought of knowing I have to go back to it tomorrow and do all over again is making me so upset right now - it seems so unrelenting and unfair.",6.629540816326532,6.1484068775510226,8.032032312925171,70.20478316326532,65.25850340136054,11.703741496598639,36.742346938775505,11.20814326018867,4.283218367346938,589,27,108,16,8,205,89,147,0.273,0.687,0.039,-0.9874,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,11,10,2,4,7,0,12,0,0,1,3,19,23,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,7,1,12,2,23,16,3,28,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,16,81,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499665003170789,0.17227187186969922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348097665795198,0.0,0.2345129406851325,0.2546478912045056,0.09295733927143923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988432682313475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834433474472784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476835038130273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641565344322582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332874836063705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380528292594278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656823473029398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178919055505917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761076494090672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891579641369956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39075957067451145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022681848616355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882243921016008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739532624651372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467837823401924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465455156427745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106113450589227,0.08891895897020183,0.0,0.14454401250320847,0.0,0.0,0.20706329537832324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994337593198941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136105129625315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330466560791115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819945902091168
anxiety,rm_beforeispeak,2020/03/10,"How to Calm an Anxious Stomach: The Brain-Gut Connection *""Researchers have identified a powerful connection between the gut  and the brain. Like the brain, the gut is full of nerves. It contains  the largest area of nerves outside the brain with the digestive tract  and the brain sharing many of the same nerve connections.""*

[The Brain Gut Connection](https://adaa.org/learn-from-us/from-the-experts/blog-posts/consumer/how-calm-anxious-stomach-brain-gut-connection)",7.853942857142857,11.307359613333333,4.793904761904766,79.77600000000002,66.2,8.552380952380952,37.38095238095238,9.23628265651192,3.9974952380952375,381,20,56,8,7,103,43,75,0.07400000000000001,0.767,0.16,0.765,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,13,0,2,10,9,1,0,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,27,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722363412731025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9415382885878988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058864794492253465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215684158968396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493332134268827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Da_Alchemist_of_Funk,2020/03/10,"A GAD-ridden guy has concerns about maintaining healthy relationships Hello all, hopefully this is the right place to post this. I have had GAD since I was 15 years old. I'm 22 now, and I am wondering something. Sorry if this post is unorganized, I just got through an anxiety attack. 

So I was wondering, when you're feeling that terrifying anxiety, and the people you are with are unaware of the severity, how do you de-escalate? I end up getting agitated and snappy 80% of the time, making for a mean time for my SO specifically. I get nasty perhaps because my body is in desperation for the anxiety to stop, and I don't know how to properly communicate just how bad it is. I end up being mean and then I have to feel like an asshole on top of already feeling like I'm dying of anxiety. 

Tips on de-escalating, or communication on how bad the anxiety is?",4.106723818350325,5.79115253614458,6.236987951807232,73.08989341983322,71.83132530120481,10.167933271547732,32.648748841519925,10.389873798559362,3.804232252085264,675,33,126,21,13,237,100,166,0.215,0.7,0.085,-0.9694,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,11,6,1,0,10,0,17,1,1,5,1,26,32,15,1,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,14,3,20,27,1,21,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,5,12,85,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312264400912958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960850191934202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754780281612026,0.0,0.0,0.2165813080074159,0.07906141312644502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406290027431048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346038615252024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297441324256218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967344226412144,0.18530954503036695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552150312216465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372965429560307,0.0,0.0,0.12841932571839393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288172867541238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127747144568185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267257251318138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657301628202431,0.0,0.0,0.28255370021812165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609402344827595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991480259287553,0.0,0.13550460475951612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24842563019571054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924485271310508,0.0,0.11075958474255213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651944363623798,0.0,0.10728578367279784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984623549074732,0.0,0.1451839348595636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843157469641168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125343743732772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812993289518662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351990342338789
anxiety,hausholder,2020/03/10,"A wedding, graduation, and a virus For many years, I have suffered from anxiety. I was in treatment for a long time, but over the last four years have not regularly been treated. I am on medication and try to do things daily to help with anxiety. 

However, the last month or so has been debilitating for me. I am graduating from a masters program in May, and my university suspended all in person classes. I am getting married this June, and it October we booked a honeymoon to Vietnam. Things are supposed to be really great for my life right now. 

It seems like every time I talk to ANYONE, it’s about coronavirus. Multiple people have asked if I’ll cancel my wedding. I have trip insurance on the honeymoon. I can cancel that if it comes to it, but I will lose tens of thousands of dollars if I have to cancel my wedding. But I’ve looked at Italy and the Czech Republic and South Korea and they’ve banned all events over 100 people. At this point, I live in a perpetual fight or flight state. I am regressing tremendously and it is uncomfortable. 

I need any advice you all can offer. How do I avoid this coronavirus news? It’s all anyone talks about, even if I log off social media. How can I calm my wedding fears? The associated financial ones? How are you all handling this? 

Sorry for the long post, just need to get this out.",3.4706547314578025,5.695574070588236,4.883716965046887,79.79585677749361,74.96078431372548,8.356351236146635,27.16538789428815,9.085049710711278,2.4349352088661558,1048,41,197,25,23,349,144,255,0.152,0.7879999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9669,1,1,0,0,1,0,33.0,1,2,0,2,9,9,1,2,12,0,24,2,0,3,5,38,32,21,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,15,12,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,5,0,4,3,1,25,4,32,26,5,31,0,2,1,0,15,15,0,8,13,142,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478426153096905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288501729055734,0.0,0.2314787874872799,0.0,0.0,0.21157637839347507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143934198314465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032626949351128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992817192011648,0.0,0.12747160775590902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702476619826988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580896016179698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680202190265045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140908956017394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466493882005317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686333218228994,0.07391454101116818,0.0,0.13359525592930746,0.2677806217796013,0.1270487435048139,0.1692591371129422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338823409404234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241265355126066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076132079244227,0.0,0.0,0.22436496990677146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252063943931204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977623467845505,0.13210396852925632,0.0,0.0,0.14302160631793728,0.0,0.14489770259532256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692272496456827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920413531377126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377322538383523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422504398510772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936109690716575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24320855792515425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102584442991192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644134042891166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271860414611443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485657929092493
anxiety,selfight,2020/03/10,"It's like when you're about to go skydiving, but into a lake of spiders and snakes. There’s this feeling that comes around sometimes. Lots of us experience it.

It’s a horrid rush. It’s reality coming at you with no restraint. It’s facing your fears, but still losing. 

It makes your hands cold, but sweaty at the same time. You attempt to grip the rail beside you but can’t hold on. Your stomach turns into a knot making you nauseated by every movement. You can suddenly feel every bone in your body aching. Any appetite you had vanishes. Your head becomes light and you feel dizzy. Your muscles contract and freeze you. Your teeth chatter as you shiver from the spreading coldness, while you also feel uncomfortably over-clothed. You feel sick.

You suddenly feel trapped in a box. You feel imprisoned. This feeling hits like a train. You become restless and start planning your escape. You look around frantically. You’re freighted by every voice you hear and every face you see. You want to ask for help but don’t want to inconvenience. You want to yell for help, but can’t speak.

They’re all going to think less of you. They’re all going to laugh at you. 

You’re losing it.

You can’t breathe. The world is falling apart before your eyes, and there’s nothing you can do about it. 

You see the faces around you becoming angered. You’re overflowing with guilt and self-loathing.

You ask yourself “Why am I like this? What is wrong with me?” hoping someone, anyone, will hear your cry for help and give an answer. Nobody replies though. 

You just want to escape from the fear. You’ll do anything to escape from it. 

You can’t focus, can’t think, and can’t rest. You’re broken. The world is ending and this is it. Life is over. Your bed is now all you can think about, and sleep is all that will bring you joy and comfort. 

Wait, what happened?!? 

You had a severe panic attack. It was unrelenting. It took control. 

You’re okay.

Now imagine having this happen multiple times a day. It’s debilitating. It’s consuming. Trying harder is not enough. You’re powerless and pinned by an invisible force. 

Waking up in the morning to start your day. Going to school or work. Being at school or work. Being around other people. Talking to other people. Answering questions. Asking questions. Having to think up conversation. Making phone calls. Sending emails. Going to doctor’s appointments. Applying for jobs. Going to your friend’s house. Going to your grandparent’s house. Leaving your house. Leaving your room. Leaving your bed… 

And so on.

Everything is a task, and a terrifying one. Everything is paranoia and panic. Everything screams around me and I can feel the non-existent eyes scanning me constantly. I’m trying, but I can’t stop thinking. It’s out of my hands.  

I’m not crazy, I just have a severe anxiety disorder. 

When you ask me “What’s wrong?” this is what flashes through my mind. This is what I want to say. There’s so much I want to tell you, but I can’t. I’m scared to.",1.7558221925133708,4.547481818181822,2.5206325757575776,89.4809488636364,89.99821746880569,5.0866399286987525,21.094496434937607,6.742157984588678,0.6921067557932266,2344,79,435,32,80,731,256,561,0.195,0.703,0.10099999999999999,-0.9971,3,1,0,0,0,0,100.0,1,51,0,7,22,24,2,8,21,1,39,18,15,4,4,84,94,35,0,7,14,0,13,3,1,3,3,7,2,0,31,30,0,4,19,0,0,15,12,15,0,1,4,29,65,9,61,84,10,57,0,2,6,0,74,25,0,6,20,272,96,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023879047981895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427211650900852,0.0,0.04805871523143748,0.0,0.0,0.04392665535052378,0.0,0.051697214730788976,0.279624827899714,0.2349206381345289,0.07146917931621208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081461376417217,0.05345695854699509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069781162823208,0.0,0.0,0.06414836224780614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823130949929337,0.0,0.06788834485278705,0.07046029870049296,0.0,0.0,0.06900709921445253,0.0810300821451176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071999540311715,0.06430105550488112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564171164797725,0.06491199661488098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172122987973985,0.0,0.1693812899810265,0.06145204371559165,0.0,0.14138459933818606,0.28588255726733675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853617911421605,0.0,0.0,0.060264658508758624,0.2499226297061316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110670645498093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447357286152165,0.0,0.14161008802298353,0.0,0.1263249374153444,0.0,0.0,0.06239649517202121,0.0,0.21746471882154966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062341215583269036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955851910317468,0.0,0.0,0.044373089264720604,0.0920750773704482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527547206453664,0.14056366475959212,0.0,0.0534090814129835,0.0,0.0,0.12580266814917326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343238693610967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618145334111088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602794750424319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256986369802479,0.0,0.0,0.14741633789167927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710583318818417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075020245230066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995863533388754,0.06289585622334103,0.12715858711306527,0.1001221199471006,0.0,0.0655371249486586,0.14194212574754586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286744410011075,0.0,0.05322894006952576,0.0,0.062132638283095086,0.0,0.08893157570163321,0.0,0.05016979004516765,0.05252206747649665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049400402538329,0.05490926232569378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126924427493514,0.06172236947583903,0.0,0.07326411397581857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979763657009032,0.08530413001061943,0.06833237751407037,0.0,0.0,0.07556722084505144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223245241049029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056687151112357975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147043724920438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737215352713114,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxxstonerman42069xxx,2020/03/10,"Voices in my head?!?!?! I was diagnosed with mild anxiety about 3 years ago, I've had it my entire life though. And for the past few years I have gone though moments where I hear voices in my head (usually only lasts a minute at most), they aren't saying anything in particular, most of the time it sounds lady yelling at me but the words are complete gibberish. I go in and out of phases where I'll get this like 3 or 4 times a week, and other times I won't get it for a couple of months. I'm just wondering if any of you guys have gotten anything similar, and mainly just want to know if this is also a symptom of anxiety or a sign of something more serious.",3.891952614379087,4.420358080882359,5.313627450980395,83.88104575163399,71.13235294117645,8.691503267973857,26.87581699346405,8.841846274778883,1.837166013071896,513,16,109,9,9,173,88,136,0.054000000000000006,0.904,0.042,0.525,0,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,0,8,0,8,5,2,0,0,20,18,12,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,6,11,1,18,13,5,23,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,7,13,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719607558997114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279262348250598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292181870541936,0.0,0.25406037111282986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732951452562384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410354150043308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373462361988066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854042573959924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735118076784808,0.0,0.0943718172163507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644186998587523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408368236496929,0.0,0.18715393942171546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125845443245267,0.13535545909238655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728823244366665,0.08112516884927863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254201955023345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629088364496022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851649641494284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132052109301033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783580768192807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259277671851486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262927029879701,0.0,0.2904807363707856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828840565707585,0.0,0.09794243498042672,0.0,0.13319780011646273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007752991487894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138655355240676
anxiety,nefarious_intention,2020/03/10,"About to take a cruise and, as you might imagine, I’m not handling it very well. I need to vent and get this out. I’m not really looking for much advice, because I know no one on here can understand the complexities or the dynamics of my relationships or the situations I’m being faced with. I’m trying to hold my shit together, and this is the only place I feel like I can word vomit all of my feelings without anyone telling me why I’m right or wrong. I honestly don’t even know if this is the right place, but on a scale of 1-10 my anxiety is at a full blown 20 so I think here is appropriate. 

This will be long and I’m so sorry. TLDR at the end. 

A year ago, my in-laws booked a cruise for their anniversary. It has been my mother-in-laws dream to take her entire family on a cruise together. That means my husband and his family (us), his sister and her family, and his brother and his family. It’s a whole big thing. And we agreed we would do this. It has been difficult to pay for, but we managed to do it because we know how much it means to them. But, let me start with this - we’ve never been on a cruise. It’s just not something we ever wanted to do. I have a thing about feeling “trapped”, and being on a boat feels like it will trigger that. We were originally told the price would be about $800 and that was fine. After it was booked, we were informed that our amount due was $2,000. It was a HUGE difference that we were not prepared for, but we said OK we will figure it out and we managed to get it paid for. But we already were not too thrilled because of the price difference. Anyways on to the next part of this saga...

His family is ultra religious. His brother is a pastor and they’ve all been pretty involved with churches. This means they’re pretty opposed to drinking. My husband is 36 years old and his parents still don’t know he drinks. We currently live with them, though we are in a separate “house”, until we can buy our own house. I’ve been out of work for awhile and things have been hard and tight. My husband said that on this trip, he doesn’t care if his family sees him with a drink in his hand because we paid for the trip ourselves. Had someone else paid, we would be completely respectful and not drink... but that’s not the case. Anyways, I’ve been agonizing over this because I usually take Valium for my anxiety, but due to current situations I can’t bring myself to go to the doctor and get more. I haven’t needed the Valium in well over a year... but this is one of those special instances when I’m afraid I’m going to freak out and need it. So instead, I decided to use alcohol to help me control my feelings and so I won’t ruin this trip for anyone and I’ll be more relaxed and pleasant to be around. But I’m insanely anxious because nobody else will really be drinking. His sister does, but she says she’s holding back because this is a family trip. I can’t relax around his family as it is because they are SO polar opposite from me and my family and the way I was raised. It’s causing an undue amount of stress and tension between my husband and I, with him going so far as to accuse me of hating his family... which isn’t true at all! But wait! There’s more...

For almost my entire life, I’ve dealt with anxiety in one way or another. One thing I’ve dealt with for years is apocalyptic dreams. Either a volcano wipes us out, or a meteor, or an earthquake, or a DISEASE. I’ve had these dreams for as long as I can remember. I wasn’t crazy about the cruise idea in the first place, and was already under a lot of stress, even having a full blown panic attack over it about two months ago. I haven’t had one of those in years. But now, with the virus stuff and so much focus being on cruise ships... I am PETRIFIED. I’ve spent every night on the couch this past week shaking uncontrollably. I guess my head ran out of space for all of my fears and decided to manifest it physically. I don’t know. But I’ve been getting sick from the nerves. I’m literally watching my worst fears play out in front of me and here I am about to get on one of these ships when the entire world is saying DO NOT DO IT. 

So why don’t we cancel? I’d love to. My parents even offered to pay for an entirely different trip for us if we would cancel. I’ve pleaded with my husband, and all he will say is his mom will be devastated and we can’t do that. I’ve begged and he won’t move on it. That’s actually when he accused me of hating his family is when I told him we should cancel. He agrees that doing this is a horrible choice but he refuses to cancel unless his mom calls it off. He says he’s afraid they’ll be so mad that they’ll kick us out. I don’t know if that would actually happen, but I also don’t see his mom being understanding of that decision in any way, shape, or form. I have no choice in the matter, and I’m genuinely afraid if I put my foot down, it might lead to a divorce. Which sounds completely irrational and maybe it is. I don’t actually know because I don’t want to find out. We are bringing a child along with us, so it’s not like my concerns have been just centered on me. 

So. We leave this weekend. Petrified is an understatement. I’m sick with so much anxiety and I have no one to talk to about it and nobody to understand where I’m coming from. I wish I wasn’t like this. I wish I could go with the flow and be happy and have fun. I wish I could just be a normal fucking human right now instead of being the center of so much drama and conflict. I hate this, every second of it. 

Honestly, I’ve worked this up so much in my head, I’m not sure if any of my fears or concerns are even valid at this point. I’ve spent so much time playing the “what if” game in my head, that I don’t even know that any of the scenarios will even play out like I’ve imagined them. But anxiety isn’t known for being rational. I don’t know what I am right now. 

TL;DR My anxiety is through the roof over going on a cruise against all advice with my in-laws who are opposed to alcohol all while planning to drink my way through it because I don’t have any Valium.",3.2270663778027213,4.185521907363423,4.640592693134263,86.51206285401062,72.99841646872525,8.021957140246927,25.280546057268147,8.418075326091056,1.4396745216778468,4751,144,1035,78,91,1586,411,1263,0.139,0.76,0.10099999999999999,-0.9941,5,1,9,0,1,0,144.0,30,1,7,6,58,51,7,12,56,1,128,22,7,7,11,222,211,102,0,24,48,14,8,5,0,19,7,7,1,2,75,91,8,9,33,26,10,27,38,24,2,10,34,19,138,27,155,139,28,138,2,1,4,2,107,67,2,21,45,722,213,10,0.0,0.0,0.11170129719318966,0.0,0.0,0.07456922810496154,0.06764419192564515,0.08155215999084837,0.03820671040735487,0.0,0.08420995917375129,0.03051253123820571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037868047294968,0.04000883318076827,0.1751307747374598,0.04310427763611363,0.0,0.053357711472419314,0.0,0.0,0.06793205978711027,0.0,0.04340680867567545,0.0,0.02933883168170118,0.0,0.23258927396465404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896051016101164,0.0,0.03890155459009853,0.03919568438940186,0.0,0.032867144894498275,0.08000956091381166,0.0,0.04279406499676233,0.06092730867239871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959152914258216,0.0,0.03905324841628941,0.03338968834592404,0.0,0.0,0.22426418313528548,0.0,0.0,0.06374719540488262,0.0,0.03379399560760005,0.0,0.0,0.15120606390276475,0.03451337232671717,0.06429444836149023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956604112920225,0.12880491238061992,0.09646154534912617,0.0545158641022528,0.0,0.0,0.03487296907573528,0.03245461449220111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035273672879042324,0.09967203586207958,0.0,0.10842179879063413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042032022455700806,0.0,0.03374033111768076,0.040616695705503136,0.034179376098764286,0.1130104583420998,0.11747408051749345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02557448512219813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805146996145156,0.0,0.04307233879138996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872085901583802,0.0,0.0,0.040400624629101226,0.0,0.03901606174117798,0.026949997390350332,0.09320300268954422,0.0,0.033691554672058976,0.06753192990310515,0.032040581516411516,0.0,0.0,0.03243800755259353,0.034436367603793636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03833181523149418,0.12468590692526585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095282834096168,0.0,0.13405998732785213,0.030454948519291432,0.04055271542306632,0.1963381516487147,0.08487432354007593,0.02942748000580713,0.0,0.040578264085875344,0.03580587286208494,0.037383788540743715,0.0,0.0,0.0400372430152975,0.0,0.18098365793454813,0.0290185887684123,0.0,0.04476665910924575,0.08473320078038453,0.04131813534368525,0.036423254709393234,0.0,0.0,0.11959152914258216,0.0,0.036068797765515526,0.0,0.0,0.07763468237230021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835630282584094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048886126448032405,0.0,0.0,0.040964179509489836,0.04322216511959708,0.13033660988930584,0.07258826464821598,0.12136951600024788,0.0,0.0,0.06080917321742608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03916554831722535,0.0,0.08577561343409994,0.0,0.0,0.03232859870104576,0.029373574924287486,0.0,0.04271138683836969,0.027006297880011368,0.0,0.030470623821692706,0.0,0.08741282289101976,0.0,0.04367833436182702,0.0,0.0,0.03596062596379965,0.0,0.08606341074546571,0.030667535194452894,0.03334914248488097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139391823450823,0.024448176576607528,0.03748708336209132,0.0,0.022248481153468686,0.0,0.0,0.07291745493580283,0.0,0.025904733243354617,0.0,0.0372718805070555,0.1191620687202887,0.22947877174165315,0.03295366030550495,0.04202233032786035,0.03148186216879185,0.04500960261968018,0.12114261846877128,0.030605631023241774,0.0,0.06861183540133073,0.0,0.06885788660917395,0.0425986830719355,0.13162906441175218,0.03678004821768077,0.0,0.055554573413940635,0.0,0.0,0.13552104874836388,0.04171649123837829,0.0,0.1228528110658455
anxiety,berniebigdicksanders,2020/03/10,"I had a bad drug experience and it traumatized me Last year I did too much dab and went through four hours of absolutely dizzying hell. I’m still recovering from it and lately I’ve been feeling those dizziness feelings comeback along with all this virus news. I want to stop being dizzy, I want to stop feeling like my head is spinning. Does this happen to anyone else?",5.553857142857139,7.0331866714285765,5.378571428571429,81.43642857142858,68.0,7.885714285714287,31.142857142857146,8.238735603445708,2.2256571428571426,297,12,55,4,5,92,56,70,0.22399999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.105,-0.9058,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,14,13,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,3,6,1,8,8,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468572414955728,0.22667124418684706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471370656502947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359556391720595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565508659061516,0.0,0.18480517270319316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164005842639963,0.0,0.0,0.3355741522601338,0.1580432459262195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956286132954587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704076208421825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786214770275875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032797193404052,0.24955153334444405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807940270375008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262589298785635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766706397662364,0.3699081560661968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26096857540480856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050778714510571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246170249150986
anxiety,subashshah,2020/03/10,Does anyone else feel like you're on autopilot? My mind is so occupied with thoughts that I don't realise I've gone through the day without doing any actual thinking about the stuff I'm doing. I just do things out of habit and ever day just seems the same having done nothing different from the previous.,4.188135593220338,6.307446796610176,4.612000000000002,83.01393220338984,72.5593220338983,8.109830508474579,28.749152542372883,8.841846274778883,2.4420277966101698,247,10,45,5,5,78,49,59,0.0,0.9540000000000001,0.046,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,13,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,8,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.23999585141205876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724337491340688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196258749002688,0.2519881771524518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172138301678755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569484113385386,0.0,0.0,0.2152182709867018,0.2516755998116131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544608013637009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246114552258445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435148715174227,0.17569511119538653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201508015396692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483229670267151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359800539813575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388883797631612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815352902830847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633874472331045,0.1575844086079157,0.0,0.1952439164938332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23707134676454897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,go-stealth,2020/03/10,"How to get a report done when I'm wreaked with anxiety? I have a report worth 30% of one of my uni modules due on Monday, and I've barely started it. I just handed in another project yesterday, and this has been the most stressful time of my degree so far. I usually get pretty decent grades but recently my anxiety has ramped up and I can barely concentrate from the sense of fear I have right now, and I'm proper shaky as well.

Anyone got any advice on how I could get this report done to a decent standard while like this/any tips on how you get through stressful times at work or university?

TIA",4.674499999999998,5.4521221166666685,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,69.5,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.1180833333333338,474,16,93,8,8,156,80,120,0.13699999999999998,0.747,0.11699999999999999,-0.3811,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,4,5,0,9,1,1,3,0,15,17,13,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,4,1,10,2,16,12,1,19,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,12,60,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570108332224593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445439558507871,0.188538771580828,0.27509709323282777,0.0,0.0,0.12572220401831044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435577973608802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368001104981993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232798628988444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375757885614716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143804616520987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784249995662506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183893916273147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292395057370897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775334401748979,0.0,0.0,0.15355049352171246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726525175672446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119266906340926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096887598426904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980272332157632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616641893057135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089848159076162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chewbacca93,2020/03/10,"Feeling a little bit out of control with my life and wellbeing Needed a space to rant. 

Work has been SUPER busy lately, it's eating up pretty much all of my time on weekdays. Which in turn makes me feel a bit like a failure and out of control with my life. 

I've been doing really well with maintaining a good exercise schedule (i.e gym and exercise classes 3-4x a week at least), but now I barely go at all and I'm cancelling so many classes I'm banned from the booking system at my gym lol. Idk I'm just a bit mad at myself for not being able to be better at managing my schedule. And I come back from work feeling so stiff with lower back pain and I hate myself for complaining coz I haven't been doing much about it. 

I know, I can exercise at home, but I really don't like it. I don't have much space, and I miss going to group classes at the gym as people there are really nice and friendly. I'm gonna try tho. 

But, yeah, all this is giving me all sorts of bad thoughts and anxiety. Plus, exercise at the gym have had such great impact for my anxiety. It's just awful to feel like being back at square one again, and having to rebuild some of your hard work of getting out of a deep hole that is a messed up brain lol. 

Hoping to at least move to square two tomorrow, but idk how I'll do at the rate I'm going.",3.693144805455277,4.03412825631769,5.108417569193744,85.8470467308464,71.49097472924187,8.177216205375053,25.49719213798636,8.167268648758528,1.3545204171680707,1025,28,223,14,18,345,145,277,0.16399999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.174,0.6431,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,7,15,18,2,0,13,4,21,10,1,5,4,47,45,20,0,2,7,0,5,3,1,1,8,0,1,0,7,19,1,4,6,9,0,5,4,7,1,2,5,7,20,11,44,36,13,39,0,1,2,0,5,22,0,3,14,146,27,8,0.1152757781751498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763713095606192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26591987360266434,0.09625045970377896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195205800917094,0.3775538808074264,0.0,0.0,0.12868589243225048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992998756829235,0.0,0.0,0.2585831746436105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795589970274882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331475883797697,0.0823530389615166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906178026418922,0.0,0.06022683626423026,0.1105830304683256,0.1965416438048645,0.09668785351106443,0.0,0.12709195239734944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326445477457072,0.11381096532989075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563100452211983,0.11449485813848155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335255296301884,0.0,0.13003609884104342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284538246976646,0.16895376723573252,0.11553661376503832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694747706299994,0.116871545820775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251990895593523,0.25422288227930845,0.08547552886279204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811385065206956,0.0,0.1226615555250316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991771001256004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727690879445865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154584591200166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151609144169487,0.06721823327718142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826468648011467,0.12538694438156245,0.11260768505143046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246727592435523,0.0,0.10364676864387183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517664183182026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,virtualworld05,2020/03/10,"Is it normal to feel worried about one thing? I dont have anxiety but I have been really worried about something for the last week. I'm pretty sure it will be ok but if it isn't,  the consequences could be life ruining. The worst thing is, this could happen at any time. Is it normal to be worried and will this feeling pass?",1.482012987012986,3.77875728787879,2.9265367965367983,90.87409090909094,82.18181818181819,6.195670995670996,21.549783549783545,7.447530270364453,0.8203965367965371,255,8,53,4,7,83,43,66,0.196,0.638,0.166,-0.5367,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,15,1,0,0,1,11,19,4,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,2,2,6,11,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040130041232756,0.0,0.146693540522836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062046394900164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473771517707064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391614933853055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957003601971948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563075062543934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544360345113232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37576219079163736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299394708194953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195085754202215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284441124398825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476238671329831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807286543426288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547895915312507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181501857285454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381585725748176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5842154670491472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Somguyonline,2020/03/10,"Stuck in my head again just needed to say this So recently I've just felt defeated when I think of all the challenges in life and how nothing is certain it just sucks. I'm 27/m and am not employed not because of my anxiety but the whole lack of experience vicious cycle, the field I chose also is tough to get into but what job isn't nowadays. I'm just terrified at how I'm going to live because my chronic anxiety can be horrible at times paralyzing me and noticeably affecting my physical health causing me to lose a lot of weight I'm just not sure how I'm gonna make it another 60 years (if that) fighting the same battle over and over again. Life itself is hard enough it's harder when anxiety weakens us the way it does. I'm currently job searching but can't seem to find a job that I'm comfortable with allowing me to earn money but also handle my personal issues. I hate to sound like such a downer but like I said it's been rough for me mentally the past few days thanks for reading.",6.196435288849081,5.565017492610842,7.185597850425438,76.41496641289747,66.19211822660098,10.92861621137483,34.21809225257501,10.436869588844218,3.425772413793103,793,32,158,18,11,268,124,203,0.23199999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.07,-0.9857,5,0,0,0,2,0,10.0,1,0,0,4,16,15,5,0,9,0,9,6,1,7,3,38,29,18,0,3,14,0,4,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,10,6,1,0,4,1,1,1,5,8,0,0,4,7,14,7,21,23,7,19,0,2,0,0,5,7,1,3,12,99,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164650162029569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419173102212559,0.31060751478815946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500578258925694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903294994114015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728403827474583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843821432556365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398438961687472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238990739579906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994901569401845,0.0,0.12369963273601155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071032124287145,0.0,0.07691766457769787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123935479600426,0.13362166134928613,0.13889937298289534,0.14386163174615038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126131024865266,0.4029165146829684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119133631454446,0.1322419915270381,0.0,0.11950897929533626,0.0,0.0,0.15141246275601902,0.0,0.11506246033222756,0.0,0.0,0.09034146834614154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639234823796975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035396974491237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986377077496852,0.15408713705629126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919872755363168,0.0,0.11817493315891946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537807461051854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336333534619771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874071115694646,0.10762895268519368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232097723663006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755771425766702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460422281111096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672133585825878,0.0,0.0,0.07891868746940424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279909934542908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074277428222522,0.0,0.1648094240392131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151103894812979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715545600047983
anxiety,mak1017,2020/03/10,"managing anxiety during times of change I’ve been managing my anxiety and overthinking pretty well using distractions, deep breathing, exercise, etc. But I’ve got a big life changing decision to make in the near future and I can feel my anxiety level creeping back up very quickly, and my usual coping strategies don’t seem to be helping. I tend to ramble, so I’ll try to explain myself more concisely lol. Basically, I have to decide for sure if I’m moving back home temporarily. I’m currently living in my college town, but unemployment is high and my field is very saturated (and I’m not that experienced), so it’s been impossible to find a job in my field that pays a liveable wage. That being said, I’m most likely moving back in with my parents for a year or two to give myself better opportunities for employment, and to help me meet my financial goals (pay off student debt, and start saving $ again). 

This probable life change is stressing me out already, and if I do move, it won’t even be until the end of July. I don’t wanna live the next 4-5 months with a lingering feeling of worry and stress. Especially if I AM moving, I really wanna be able to enjoy it and make the most outta my time before I leave. 

Does anyone have experience with managing stress and anxiety during times of change? I wanna be excited about where these opportunities could take me, but it feels impossible to do that when all I can think about is leaving behind my college town and everything I’ve gotten so used to in the last five years.",10.367043378995431,7.489371708904112,10.670547945205481,61.900365296803685,59.65068493150685,13.979908675799088,40.086757990867575,12.311054993355176,4.905725114155251,1217,46,213,31,12,415,166,292,0.10099999999999999,0.792,0.107,0.4194,8,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,14,13,0,4,10,1,22,4,1,4,2,46,43,24,0,7,8,1,3,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,10,16,0,0,9,1,4,4,4,4,1,2,5,5,25,9,37,31,5,40,0,0,0,0,7,16,0,7,21,143,35,13,0.09174470889513132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124256764248556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807378047538576,0.0,0.0,0.06415003363020863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163805423233134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806798995265443,0.0,0.0,0.08114073946305654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38821494838709897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325068471785531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028641301081249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125858080878336,0.0,0.10231960203661818,0.06059651496027721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824542286219644,0.08974392972883716,0.0,0.0,0.13916664431232809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838530018346085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800988464066628,0.0,0.0,0.0733766247420942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298908895388524,0.09693332208175637,0.0920274234281456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910424671376012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478418275271155,0.0,0.19428879965947812,0.0,0.0,0.1296040022120252,0.04482183056191403,0.0,0.16202451759077285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224806111936802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322975134451487,0.3900404251079145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975715387310018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187164197374876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933373517645698,0.09891631337307354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058774009775755434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727022748620901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352093728783871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493737716339915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315279762199074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646830237962995,0.0,0.06898060331923946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878630497101942,0.0,0.0,0.16049123264446855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228863505893665,0.0,0.08962124956294783,0.0,0.0,0.15847594347664876,0.10104383525314448,0.15139798624335715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248951139332171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317120527715356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816116912005666
anxiety,phillip1405,2020/03/10,"Finally stand up to what I'm worth and quit I recently realized I am underpaid for what I was doing in my company. Did many tasks outside of my direct  responsibility to improve progress of the product. Asked for a corresponding raise which was fairly high (23% more) company first wanted to settle with 9 then 12%. 

I did a lot of research before the talk with the company and decided to not settle lower as 17%.  Was panicking a lot before the meeting. Hat trouble sleeping for around a month in advance.

Today I finally decided it is time to move on and have to say, since my head is stuck on leaving I can literally feel my stresslevel lowering with each passing hour. Finally less pressure on my chest and tired as hell. Also proud that I did not give in and stood up to the goal I set for myself 

Super hyped to see what happens next. 

Fyi money was not the only reason but the rest of reasons could have been compensated in gold.


Tldr: decided to quit without having a mental breakdown",5.4424713584288025,6.67349676595745,6.682978723404258,72.90653846153847,68.04255319148936,9.61440261865794,33.078559738134196,9.851270322608157,3.462118166939444,784,35,135,18,13,265,118,188,0.07,0.861,0.068,-0.0924,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,8,2,5,1,1,12,0,17,4,3,2,0,26,26,10,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,7,0,3,3,4,3,0,1,10,3,14,2,33,15,6,27,1,0,1,0,5,11,1,2,11,100,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140601639820575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696983115669516,0.13333863262073165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427331310972391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138774551987626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211738413040952,0.0,0.0,0.4687284889629376,0.0,0.1213199462888154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368224984356048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261261371614049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637825120507944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069511070306385,0.0,0.0,0.14046059347124284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151023257762466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425157343922549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460317127780214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373623857385426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384491162194943,0.15159179469453468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168729921517804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084755954074571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034064752954556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293292230208385,0.1408286888727949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134241108131782,0.0,0.0,0.11365665166625526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179839801645719,0.0,0.14273175995492848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463959072739692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831679741318499,0.16393077253468447,0.1351953827620632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841261351850706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748903026844864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fannythecatgirl,2020/03/10,Do I have anxiety? I don't like people touching me . When Im in the center of the attention I feel uncomfortable and I can't speakloudly and after I go away from there I start shivering.,0.08087719298245942,2.4279925263157907,3.3378947368421072,82.41192982456144,97.42105263157896,7.796491228070176,22.12280701754386,8.344100000000001,2.282354385964912,148,6,29,5,6,53,28,38,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633109492663683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446201068767196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401327967242465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699068284178629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129929069319172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202093246519265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292483245737669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361493855205983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,likehwat,2020/03/10,"can someone help me okkk. i just got back from school and cried in my shower because I don’t know what to do.
i am not diagnosed with any sort of anxiety but I suspect I have social anxiety.
basically i am at a point now where i just can’t control it. today i had a 2hr class and the entire thing we were picked on to read sections of the book. that shit was the most mentally draining thing I have gone through in a while. for 2 hours i was just battling with myself to chill tf out and i just couldnt: palms sweating, heart was racing etc etc. and when i read i am so close to not being able to because of this anxiety. and it’s like I know it’s dumb and this isn’t even me like deep down I know there’s nothing to fear. like the anxiety i feel is just out of my control it’s like something else in my body is just making this all happen. i also got called to stay back another class and fuck my heart was going at like 100mph and i was shaking over shit.

this all began about 3yrs ago. it started off with being shy/quiet and then year 10 (grade 9) it turned to more anxiety where i wouldn’t talk on a whole table of classmates because i think im gonna be judged for talking (and I know that is sooo dumb). that’s how it began and lasted like that until about end of year 11 probably had gotten a bit more worse. 

once I moved school to sixth form that’s when everything got worse. I have no friends because of this anxiety and because of that my anxiety is worse and that’s where I am today. i thought this was all getting better because i would just avoid coming to sixth form until i had to come in (and I don’t get this anxiety at home or even when I go to the shops etc). i realised today and over the last week how my anxiety has actually become worse compared to last year as I didn’t have half of these physical symptoms. I only thought it had got better because I was being avoidant. I leave school very soon but if I get into uni what the hell am I going to do or even when I get into the workplace. I want to go to a doctor or the counsellor at my school but I just can’t bring myself to do it or to tell my parents. it’s just me who knows and I don’t really want to burden people with this issue. I don’t even know if this classes as an actual anxiety issue but at home I can just be myself and there is no anxiety and when I go to school it’s like a person that’s not even me. I just don’t know what to do and I know I am just sort of slowing isolating myself off. Sorry for the rant I just had to vent",1.2026048648241598,2.8740484870848704,3.092881241057308,92.58940695835531,79.81180811808117,6.12190677008811,21.208825965810682,7.043009809895983,0.4027946682732133,1968,55,449,23,49,660,213,542,0.17600000000000002,0.748,0.077,-0.9949,2,2,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,4,39,22,7,4,18,0,52,11,7,6,3,89,92,44,0,7,26,1,1,7,1,3,3,0,3,1,35,31,0,4,13,4,1,11,16,12,0,1,24,1,64,10,67,59,14,69,1,0,0,1,11,27,6,9,37,323,99,13,0.05623147417470067,0.0,0.10974761461368078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984580904286613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496828958163607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03823933069820905,0.058963603584726874,0.4731861621446621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647706535717749,0.0,0.2399472931465672,0.06210324534340285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946433861048763,0.06139020597464793,0.06246049132965955,0.0,0.0,0.05741862218808404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687687185301526,0.0,0.0,0.12613675949245354,0.0,0.0,0.061767633954299274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707376262408868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755529654938399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046974181207794036,0.0,0.04980439573299916,0.0,0.18813887347109154,0.18570179180363147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050537223161835176,0.0,0.0,0.06327604172693108,0.028432322909482118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344429745917102,0.05198509177260752,0.1175144975510928,0.0,0.15978821314156633,0.0,0.17989378696173436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497253069053925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326913528202494,0.03769077183069775,0.0,0.1128095068627686,0.0,0.055376675094180164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607396414780916,0.11738209928549137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722678101057,0.13750846970178868,0.0,0.05954101196709617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923030054420044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037534945656165636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566681001842236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059765158001141336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395561604187034,0.0,0.0,0.05988468479926992,0.0,0.04276656999713118,0.0,0.0,0.062438397524690374,0.0,0.0,0.03898382398984528,0.04909915430027982,0.0,0.0,0.053156918713786416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062703983564285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249338242041483,0.0,0.036023322245500984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28454626959963303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544160034466655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732090652458521,0.047644745590193036,0.04328973604095253,0.0,0.06294653159997984,0.039800926842662364,0.059935269634521525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844603231443265,0.0,0.09039345786247982,0.04914878693123975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747153856458324,0.03603085812373622,0.0,0.08928301875619106,0.0,0.0,0.1599025876317591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061163696627782885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639685523050805,0.06633356075099475,0.0,0.0451054967527097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278043277434038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292187046930269,0.03994522589389612,0.0,0.0,0.108633677241623
anxiety,angeldragonite,2020/03/10,"admitting self to the hospital is there a way i can admit myself to a mental hospital ? i am 17 living in the state of virginia. i can’t function properly without having severe panic attacks especially since my mother stopped getting my antidepressants, and i’m failing 3 classes. i need help.",6.256698113207547,8.259112358490569,7.834103773584907,62.495683962264174,66.9245283018868,9.828301886792454,39.66509433962264,10.125756701596842,4.982664150943397,237,14,32,6,4,82,44,53,0.149,0.679,0.172,0.0736,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,10,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423091305094157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572041298266249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168217919027664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656939576340206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032292887782859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310828477514286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530330061810026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138969339217435,0.3399233495625075,0.0,0.2489017296369007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25155995105092976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883479148121045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900500338451287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Savtastic10,2020/03/10,"Prescribed .5mg of Ativan, nervous it will make me tired. I was prescribed Ativan for social anxiety and general anxiety disorder. I want to take one to help cam my anxiety today, but I’m nervous it will make me tired and have the opposite effect of what my goal is (to be able to focus on what I need to focus on instead of fighting my brain/body to do so).",5.825273972602742,5.211374232876711,7.368595890410964,74.73864726027398,66.94520547945207,10.587671232876714,34.688356164383556,10.125756701596842,3.4799616438356167,281,12,54,6,4,98,47,73,0.245,0.7170000000000001,0.038,-0.9209,0,0,0,0,2,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,2,1,0,7,2,0,3,0,9,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,8,0,12,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,38,12,1,0.2159877468904005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956901055600875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399136958431408,0.0,0.241113756966283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475406702372381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477203391433086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883469964433668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601521775484285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635888709976014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220172307976422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239590565482373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964922839388037,0.2047311292677388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739516916551769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,superzooploop,2020/03/10,"I have a job interview on the 23rd I haven’t worked since July of last year due to school and mental health. I don’t go to school now though and am focusing on my art instead as I eventually want to become a tattoo artist. I really need this job though for now to have an income. I haven’t had an interview in awhile and my anxiety is acting up recently so I’m pretty worried. 

Mostly worried that they will ask about the gap in time, and I have some insecurities around the fact that I’m trying to be an artist because I know many people look down on that. I really doubt they will care though because it’s just a food service job. Anxiety is irrational though, of course. Rejection is one of my biggest provokers. 

I chickened out of one interview I got but I won’t let my anxiety get the best of me this time.",3.77118181818182,4.9253595272727315,5.219772727272732,82.12965909090909,71.9090909090909,9.136363636363637,26.47727272727273,9.516144504307137,2.2178181818181817,642,21,132,15,12,216,96,165,0.10099999999999999,0.8270000000000001,0.07200000000000001,0.0846,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,11,5,0,2,10,0,16,2,0,1,1,16,27,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,3,0,2,4,3,0,2,2,1,19,2,22,20,3,20,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,3,8,92,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28864906020700515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196504580574597,0.11758120785898615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334066886821526,0.13890690614749188,0.0,0.0,0.13199148770596647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282344258438506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208576827618248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571144226053456,0.0,0.07147995633271298,0.0,0.10059252638020562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369130760308168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744322586156383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912180490143625,0.10252215746929373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286118852777578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561803037830003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751454852132815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675006644693496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325942765636984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045470442285374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719548149673342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279568262050323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611473994509441,0.0,0.12418611930692625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545789144985086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040411066402678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942871473544544,0.0,0.14667903309647978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539192402725199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418444597151952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915645775573963,0.2554581096543944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099398523441813
anxiety,basicallybald,2020/03/10,"18M and balding Hey i’m an 18M in still in school and hopefully will go to uni next year
I have always hated way i look and been anxious in social situations because of it , i finally felt like i was gaining some confidence until a few weeks ago and i’ve noticed my hair lines massively receded and the hair on top of my heads thinning. I feel hideous like ik some freak , all my friends bring it up and i feel like no one will find me attractive i hate leaving my house now only time i leave is to go gym on my own . I don’t want to have a transplant or take medication , when i tbink about being bald at my age i cannot breathe n just break down , i feel no one especially women will want to approach me or be interested in me romantically:(",2.2168287841191088,3.7955743354838734,4.209677419354843,86.1175930521092,76.61290322580646,7.607940446650125,26.761786600496286,8.384062270229773,1.7159578163771712,582,23,128,11,13,199,104,155,0.113,0.706,0.18100000000000002,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,2,0,4,0,12,7,6,0,1,20,27,10,0,3,3,0,7,3,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,3,0,2,3,8,21,7,17,19,5,28,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,5,14,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141584006376376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329015839663123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044051221393576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736511091532024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422808817075925,0.11410550160982492,0.15335826572672567,0.17496775562779535,0.14598310765274108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340089982663788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154750277079187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31538501678691233,0.16392095651838742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586400864422525,0.0,0.1842978610517645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382452880143079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340964535420689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412633867247248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609032141857588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986626752499415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184467180105646,0.0,0.0,0.21646365996267547,0.1214758559533531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164729441836312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953433478428446,0.0,0.16281656874898365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275542770088771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009114307160546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313524214939016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841646807778525,0.12677997014575035,0.12811943596608638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028557970175589
anxiety,JustAGayPhantomThief,2020/03/10,"I feel like my anxiety's not valid Today my sister told me about how she and some of our friends are going to go eat ramen tomorrow because they'll have less lessons as their teacher is ill. I really wanna go with them, but just the thought of directly asking my sis if they could wait a little longer, as I'll have more school tomorrow, makes me think of how she and our friends may think that I'm selfish or something. 
It's just little things like this that trigger anxious thoughts. Even just asking for reassurance when I'm tasked with something is sometimes too much. Then I always rather do about nothing or with the extra anxiety of doing something wrong and have someone be mad at me than asking another time. 
But as I don't have panic attacks or something as severe, I always feel like my anxiety's not valid or worth any attention. My sister and two of my closest friends know this, but I don't see those friends regularly. So I always kinda hope my sis'll notice whenever I feel something in that direction. And guess what, that gives me anxiety of people thinking I'm just a selfish, spoiled boy.
I could go on and on about situations of me running in such circles, so I ask if anyone with similar experiences or knowledge of anxiety problems could give me some advice.",10.601999999999997,7.686926118367348,9.810714285714287,68.36178571428573,59.24489795918368,12.738775510204082,43.275510204081634,10.793553405168565,4.635726530612246,1029,46,183,18,10,329,135,245,0.133,0.733,0.134,0.3002,0,0,5,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,4,1,16,16,2,1,4,0,17,2,0,4,0,55,45,26,0,9,17,3,3,3,4,2,1,0,0,1,10,10,1,1,12,0,1,5,4,7,0,1,3,4,31,9,28,36,6,19,0,0,1,0,24,8,0,13,9,128,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979128454868304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293729840218664,0.0,0.0,0.062486569545466386,0.09635193003576574,0.3514679720511566,0.10380658501766613,0.0,0.06424979278238975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343609186722892,0.10453516036566002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056013694153130913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200937886371173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402372973988866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060690748066878734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988348972337681,0.0,0.0,0.13938306113493676,0.13128872566932254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839678482828217,0.0,0.0,0.1762934960739301,0.20888686304300666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122430885737843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126490175860708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049890114133947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467459778731505,0.18419058945048614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613355398565892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754779720602139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881684195985867,0.10461439147847906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781004252087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370313978857839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792381326975618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058865408720599526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299493448023786,0.07322234538690048,0.0,0.0,0.10380658501766613,0.0,0.0,0.10328526536922343,0.0,0.0,0.07785587912858231,0.35369697276821765,0.09087896865483604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104589248855901,0.17663316910804006,0.0,0.14589663205060244,0.05358027038217923,0.0,0.08709849239960604,0.08780232960827458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976061877864222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046442561763998,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lilybea12,2020/03/10,"Time for medication? Hi guys! I’ve had anxiety for most of my life, along with disordered eating and depression.  I’ve done therapy, yoga, exercise, meditation, etc.  Over the past 6 months, it’s gotten really bad, to the point that I use occasional Xanax to help with panic attacks.  I’ve talked to my dr about SSRIs, and I feel like psychological medication has such a bad reputation it’s scary for me to go on it even though I’m struggling so much.  i seem to hear more about people feeling like they’re in a fog or losing their personality than medication actually helping.  At the same time, my anxiety affects every moment of my day, has caused problems at work, with my health, social life, etc.  I’d love to hear stories of people who have been helped by medication. Has an SSRI positively impacted your life, or just replaced the anxiety with dulling your emotions?",6.132405420666295,7.450107875776402,7.341784302653867,68.49461885940147,66.51552795031057,10.82348955392434,32.648785996612084,10.832165505486646,3.874870807453416,692,29,120,20,11,235,109,161,0.2,0.6940000000000001,0.105,-0.9466,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,2,7,12,1,2,7,0,7,13,0,3,0,19,17,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,11,2,0,2,5,7,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,4,4,12,3,26,13,6,13,0,3,0,1,15,6,0,4,8,72,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1100951338144607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25891882947076056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834797436618886,0.0,0.0,0.188398414871512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589625795492547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275896411260863,0.0,0.0971708960047946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930042352129192,0.0,0.0,0.11545307419302325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544206956067365,0.0,0.12690626392421164,0.0,0.0,0.2516461613422581,0.07451592889803853,0.0,0.09505492873072166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408941894160067,0.16119592621117054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411767497532968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170861246892733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992139122220233,0.2543105730534775,0.0,0.226860724921143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390623277608452,0.11023539361697436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621567656149968,0.0,0.0,0.1018236115790096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546133582536124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005110191544834,0.0,0.08293499444555252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236886541795462,0.0,0.0,0.1076985639903559,0.15642906987525104,0.09850925656824834,0.0,0.0,0.1066504834671677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795260936368478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227478240908357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270624026015196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500482987998766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179429831547804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067969152999668,0.0,0.0,0.12901843395054538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084415927396006,0.0,0.13157140899751252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743944964406503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213362352589555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kawtaarkh,2020/03/10,"Is my amnesia related to my anxiety? So I've had GAD for years but was only dignosted 2 years ago (it was unliveable after my father's loss) . I was on meds for a while, and then stopped because I think other things work better on me (reading, drawing and other things..).
 I don't have major panic attacks anymore, but ive been forgetting things too much. Like for 4 days straight I woke up and found a mirror in the bathroom that I was 1000% sure I put in my mom's room the day before. I also stop mid-sentence and totally forget what I wanted to say, sometimes I don't ever remember what it was.
Is this related to anxiety or am I just too distracted lately?",6.3079699248120304,5.4098148345864665,7.701203007518799,73.68984962406016,66.06766917293236,10.908270676691728,34.78947368421053,10.290406445055957,3.516010526315789,515,21,99,11,7,179,90,133,0.139,0.743,0.11900000000000001,-0.177,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,1,2,4,0,14,0,0,0,3,19,18,11,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,11,4,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,9,1,16,3,12,9,3,20,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,13,73,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263792346531513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770197485660515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634529984991789,0.0,0.17076831202977955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589339311774584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496671713454424,0.0,0.14652281019197486,0.0,0.0,0.1522899356623908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209934251219351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557576292588741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887997700561878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942402096925736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412437128025331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126662558498536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166932792497988,0.0,0.0,0.12658101968783808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095986530146214,0.0,0.20203035005358255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310063875339352,0.0,0.0,0.17223871601196494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506010327633466,0.0,0.0,0.13693408382076322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030240801816648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879206424354795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228903376244824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34319037652942624,0.11033375664443314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156337276404634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253579129783422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217721573917789
anxiety,lubugsta,2020/03/10,Post panic attack headaches Does anyone else get these? Mine hurt so bad and the only thing I can do to help is go to bed and sleep it off with a pillow or something over my head. What do you do when you get a post panic attack headache? What helps for it to go away?,1.374736842105264,2.9569636666666668,2.3121403508771934,98.79031578947372,79.0,4.5600000000000005,16.66315789473684,3.1291,-1.0973410526315792,207,3,49,0,5,65,43,57,0.293,0.634,0.073,-0.9511,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,2,2,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,4,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323094397726937,0.19388179158630534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305379957060379,0.17778166532788747,0.0,0.15799368150048335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559072109071252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807191647378258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977228912110633,0.0,0.21508010087054188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419785634442027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25366498716813884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256762275996068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439129646678127,0.0,0.4440259091922333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624475284113993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893601104489192,0.0,0.0,0.14567346069040493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571165580162225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MikaElyse8954,2020/03/10,"Does anybody get bad anxiety about bad things happening to them? Have you ever had (or do) get bad anxiety about bad things happening to you? Things that you obviously would not want to happen to yourself and you live in a constant state of fear and worry about irrational things ? For instance, I used to (and pretty much still do) fear bad about getting certain diseases, I used to fear getting hurt, I used to think seeing a certain number frequently meant something bad is going to happen to me. And now I currently fear turning into the opposite sex (which is as irrational and crazy as it can get but this fear randomly came to life a few days ago and now it’s taking over and I pray to God for this to be over soon) how do you convince yourself that you’re going to be alright?! I feel so hopeless & for no reason at all. I can’t believe I have allowed myself to get this low over something not even real",5.765515832482122,6.220501292134834,6.166976506639428,79.67000510725231,66.97752808988764,8.944637385086823,32.47395301327886,8.841846274778883,2.659420224719101,722,29,135,11,11,233,100,178,0.257,0.6709999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9852,2,0,2,0,0,1,18.0,0,5,1,0,12,18,0,5,4,1,13,2,0,6,5,31,36,13,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,14,0,0,3,2,16,4,30,30,3,21,1,3,1,1,6,7,0,2,10,98,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128153394478893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935082070571206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029189702147274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593658554105447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330816455943527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487394124833617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908904804445552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913528839254144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024236847055109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060563272154392875,0.08294281488074542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159083413709293,0.046363432835624135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28743916906303074,0.0,0.10422405670474068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32434014403657524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981607285640356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476645120111964,0.0,0.0,0.0809678160614247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740591862716849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932861475745516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436827709313966,0.0,0.0942770926902147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730685478874486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411816245754053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732272490505677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894276106366702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367068249798535,0.0587540552331246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973715301450037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375835070958812,0.0,0.0,0.05408372010998937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312009223388584,0.0,0.0651370555874578,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mavk19,2020/03/10,"Anxiety about sharing my passion I love creating short-films, but I'm kinda self conscious talking about it. The one time I talked about it and showed my -than- friends my work, I heard them talking shit about it behind my back.  I'm 100% sure my current friends know about my films, but every-time someone even remotely mentioned the general topic of short-films I used to try to change the topic of conversation immediately. 

I would like to talk about it now, but it seems like my friends try to avoid the topic completely (they probably noticed that I didn't want to talk about it before). 

I'd really appreciate advice about how to get rid of my anxiety about talking about my films and maybe even find the courage to directly ask them if they're interested in being an extra in my upcoming films.",11.178631346578367,8.022644092715236,10.166721854304637,66.99679359823405,58.40397350993378,13.775275938189845,43.04746136865342,11.855464076750405,4.912336865342164,642,27,117,14,6,204,84,151,0.07200000000000001,0.687,0.24100000000000002,0.9840000000000001,2,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,15,13,1,1,6,0,3,3,1,2,1,18,13,7,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,19,11,24,9,1,6,0,0,0,2,19,2,1,3,6,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238624324180528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072785779757547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266524073083963,0.0,0.0,0.10417320404542707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152806759103887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433163633254904,0.0,0.14204472088535872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896213817394988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382323067970895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314006839510459,0.0,0.07078097343569124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445444002214466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237412480715927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227299259536567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610453384320018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424109752382978,0.0,0.0,0.0918025041811376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460667742454667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678982995491485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333288085232498,0.14133172306582056,0.0,0.1390648646362449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478895088679585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276851671112954,0.0,0.0,0.6533461392141189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899754128064662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395954489117974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700835317141045,0.0,0.0,0.07990765563831165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986286361824808,0.0,0.0,0.09623874608830353,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Selefer,2020/03/10,"Ran Out of Friends, Not Sure What to Do So, recently, I lost a bunch of my friends due to a bunch of drama. I used to have this really large group of friends, and was proud of myself for having so many, but it turned out that the entire group was unhealthy. We were essentially bonding almost exclusively over our mental health issues and diagnosing each other, and that ended up creating this kind of terrible codependency. When I went to the Psych Ward and started to get better, the group started to aggressively fracture. It didn't help that not only was I a senior in college but also I recently left Christianity in a group of largely Christians(Another story all on its on). After a semester of sort of tensions the group exploded and I was left largely alone with only my girlfriend and one friend.

Now, I love my girlfriend, and she encouraged me to distance myself from college as I was graduating soon, which made sense. I had thought, tho, that I would be able to keep the friendships. I was horrifically wrong, obviously. The one friend I have left from that group is kinda clingy, and also a bit pushy, but isn't a terrible person. I have a handful of other friends but I don't see them much and most are either kinda distant or not exactly super healthy to be around. I spend alot of time now with my girlfriend, and she is the best person in my life, but I miss having friends. I am usually either alone on my computer or hanging out with her, when I'm not working or in class.

I just want to know what I should do. I would love more friends, but I don't know how I'd make them or even if I should. I'm so worried about being taken advantage of or another codependent friendship due to the previous drama. I also don't want my girlfriend to think she's not enough. How do I even make friends after college? Should I even try? Or should I just try and focus on my relationship?

TL;DR Don't have any friends, don't know what to do.",5.596507936507937,6.228921574074079,6.223399470899472,78.49636904761904,67.38624338624341,9.157142857142855,31.35846560846561,9.188382445141503,2.621627513227514,1537,59,294,27,24,502,177,378,0.133,0.6859999999999999,0.182,0.9726,0,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,2,7,21,27,1,1,17,0,38,6,1,6,4,72,64,36,0,9,22,0,1,0,14,6,3,0,0,2,16,20,0,1,5,2,1,3,12,7,0,2,15,2,45,20,49,40,13,37,1,2,1,2,35,17,0,13,17,226,61,9,0.08298008385686889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309256753437523,0.17188468278361604,0.0,0.1990774292413785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642930253099341,0.174023706181445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386986743201884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708247854344481,0.07338914086641231,0.0905927599184066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422303839767896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349572450341957,0.08574060859875844,0.0,0.16442268835095689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6411020694681898,0.0,0.04335366893855492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820394881619455,0.0,0.0,0.055619801064161936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660964864395923,0.0,0.07375651123653212,0.0,0.08641098801759095,0.1368110519131926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27047431172080977,0.0,0.0586112872407315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058256384249387,0.0,0.14978553087920224,0.07851776171985976,0.11077970065074223,0.08412878079169993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836244074037092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060999909445618186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245890472572803,0.12622018599787094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491001706555393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531591665451939,0.0,0.1638656440335013,0.08908955563280614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612438336625058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746746090007901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820774700614433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053170287146548784,0.0,0.06587691761704173,0.04838635420509787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267605996610795,0.0902585029053532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716681497895438,0.09139083903039696,0.0,0.09788760679723994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769233690772031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041048933582945,0.08427030310577434,0.0,0.11789334151400857,0.0907256952656894,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mais_moulin,2020/03/10,"Magnesium Glycinate and L-Theanine for Daily Use? I recently ordered Magnesium Glycinate Capsules (200 mg each) and L-Theanine capsules (200 mg). I was planning on taking L-Theanine in the morning and magnesium in the afternoon on a daily basis. I haven't found anything online advising against daily use. Would 200 mg of magnesium and 200 mg of l-theanine be safe to consume every day?

This will be my first attempt at using supplements to ""treat"" my anxiety. I'm also working on my diet and have quit consuming caffeine to see if that will help.",6.295557142857143,7.823035270000003,7.445428571428575,67.12700000000001,66.3,10.514285714285714,41.285714285714285,10.608840637214634,5.244671428571428,437,27,64,12,7,148,61,100,0.018000000000000002,0.919,0.063,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,3,0,13,15,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,6,2,13,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,4,41,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712737530698424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857317828948653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028499522625992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897324817754974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768837159667114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096742784629046,0.0,0.2702764660310407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652249394718817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218497343009706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433907583175577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642999489877566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533865247881687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.638695149091552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945622337744274,0.0,0.0,0.17510778394657894,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dizzinessthrowaway,2020/03/10,"I am at a loss here I've been having this problem for a few years but it's gotten worse and worse in the last year. I get these random dizzy spells I guess? It feels like I'm on a boat or like I'm being pulled to the ground. I also sometimes get this sensation which I can only describe as brain zaps. 
My muscles are very tense, I feel very low energy and my arms feel weakened.

As a result my anxiety is through the roof and I avoid leaving the house as much as possible. I can barely hold it together enough to go to work and not have a breakdown. 

I'm 25f, I do smoke, I used to drink socially but I completely stopped because of this and I don't do any sort of drugs.

I should also add that I've been to several doctors(cardiologist, endocrinologist, ENT, got my blood tests done) and nothing came up. I've also never been on any sort of medication that could explain this. I've scheduled an appointment with a neurologist next week too but I have a feeling I won't find out anything.",2.407512437810944,4.337668084577114,3.969975124378113,86.48889303482588,77.10945273631843,7.053731343283582,24.59950248756219,7.984000788550335,1.3177383084577112,779,27,164,13,18,259,124,201,0.16,0.782,0.057,-0.9599,0,1,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,12,0,19,6,3,2,1,34,35,17,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,10,1,3,6,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,7,4,19,2,21,24,3,19,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,5,10,102,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322454317060308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883526229138512,0.0,0.10594262877221833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396348825402865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442075064754391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459795319471425,0.0,0.1583929116569198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452016053059873,0.0,0.0,0.11057107332129508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172088841330238,0.0,0.1356651173183233,0.16060163974277894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309470253452156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800939502733166,0.09893556334870086,0.0,0.0,0.12657515011330875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470810184177946,0.0,0.07870568994383864,0.0,0.11076117835181924,0.0,0.15255969574434974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979608739169618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128858711187936,0.0,0.14663836382827708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531608428086148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951167923978547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180431465796573,0.0,0.10681016838864886,0.0,0.14728312512916888,0.0,0.0,0.1328825794915772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053260541556202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612395176241148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251392232291126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645155995946075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117065982291066,0.0,0.0,0.13696776954117454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578182792060986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196088148070692,0.0,0.22853353387876424,0.0,0.0,0.11108639280659494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082061630713192,0.0,0.28226137501322146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836293742274062
anxiety,cuntboots,2020/03/10,"Can't get a job and it is making my anxiety worse In December I decided to make a career change that didn't work out. I left my previous employer on good terms and applied when my old position re opened. I was declined for the job and many others I applied for. The only calls I get are for minimum wage jobs.

This is causing me so much anxiety that I can barely breathe or eat. I feel so hopeless and lost, like I will never get a job again. How do people survive this? How do I just not give in to these hopeless thoughts?",2.4505555555555567,4.055245907407406,4.167777777777779,86.555,76.03703703703705,7.7629629629629635,27.74074074074073,8.515128840125781,2.0024185185185166,410,17,86,8,9,138,74,108,0.158,0.792,0.05,-0.8947,6,0,0,0,0,2,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,5,0,10,2,1,5,1,18,19,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,13,2,9,14,2,11,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,59,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494741987190425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649801387576166,0.0,0.0,0.16750303259291702,0.17249122052610755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684660127452813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244581834089205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25556948727940937,0.15641780393158033,0.0,0.13676331394617489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6472301529456405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771604030579004,0.0,0.0,0.0796607373514097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799446555485446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768177864717805,0.16531280126755862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986463862456732,0.0,0.1257585425367118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710994392927414,0.0,0.0,0.1240111429611906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304223299420298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944794501550388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118706429881309,0.0,0.16616760216550394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xSly_Foxx,2020/03/10,"Anyone else have weird stomach problems when anxious? So, I’ve recently noticed a pattern. Whenever I feel super scared/nervous/anxious (like butterflies in my stomach level) something really weird happens. Along with bloating, I have this weird gas that doesn’t really sound like a fart, but kinda comes out like one? It’s really hard to explain. It’s completely uncontrollable, not like normal gas where you can just suck it in.

I’m tired of trying to pretend my stomach is growling when I’m nervous like i normally do, and I’m sick of being anxious in quiet rooms and having it do that weird noise every couple minutes. Does anyone know what on earth is going on with me?",5.937004444444447,7.563945776000004,6.346666666666668,74.2977777777778,67.24000000000001,8.435555555555556,33.08888888888889,8.841846274778883,3.1070622222222224,542,24,85,9,9,175,82,125,0.244,0.648,0.10800000000000001,-0.9358,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,5,14,1,2,2,0,10,5,3,0,0,17,20,6,0,3,3,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,8,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,8,0,1,0,4,7,6,13,19,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,1,8,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800939180808192,0.0,0.2352543961482138,0.17236692968442116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449113935343309,0.17638126167191334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861383430089966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472152900234057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405308393789502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173725978468288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505987973027017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560644225522387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876127562243205,0.0,0.15069702697039042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245234871333607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410932469025829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296505924333419,0.0,0.1915258744805483,0.0,0.0,0.11399396902035218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096910746375365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233087357064163,0.0,0.16610241043172386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950822741150533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335049328294807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421408843023663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cherryswans,2020/03/10,"does anyone feel like their head is empty like physically empty, and you freak out because you think you have no thoughts. and you notice how light your head is and it scares you. or, that something is inside of your head and you need to get it out ? its usually what triggers my longest attacks, feels like im losing consciousness and it scares the shit out of me",3.0155714285714303,5.515852842857144,3.1442857142857146,90.33071428571432,77.71428571428572,5.7142857142857135,22.857142857142854,6.868970318607317,0.6778571428571429,289,9,56,3,7,88,47,70,0.217,0.6509999999999999,0.131,-0.6705,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,8,1,1,1,9,2,2,1,0,4,4,4,2,0,17,10,7,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,11,3,6,9,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,3,1,1,4,36,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753454936459685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750019560599184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118605886031617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596147488005701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444838622394727,0.2606054858666962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529365354803808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615684596429182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701747349525991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673263740762015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405290932236986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524328919671064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076574677749972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652176391002474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722544192460655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041627865290346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687109872002008,0.0,0.14480094344744676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088188993578293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XTR4MP,2020/03/10,"extreme anxiety about puppy following childhood dog’s passing i was advised on r/paranoia to come here, so my apologies if this isn’t the right place, this is my third sub i’m posting this on because i’m desperate for help. thanks so much if you read all of this.

i want to start off by saying this will be long, a little dark, and that i’m absolutely not new to puppies as a whole, my immediate family are reputable breeders and i’ve had lifelong experience with small dogs. i’m really sorry if this is the wrong subreddit to post this- but it’s killing me inside and i need help with this, i don’t know what to do anymore. 

i’m 19 and last summer my childhood dog, a chihuahua, passed away of a sudden stroke at 11 y/o, there was nothing we could do but keep her comfortable until she could be put down, and she passed in her sleep the day before she could be brought in. my aunt had just passed away a few days prior and i wasn’t home to take care of my dog when the stroke hit her, which i believe i have a lot of unresolved guilt from. my sister’s dog, a dam, got pregnant only a few days before my dog passed, all of this kinda lined up in a weird timing way. 

nowadays i have one of the pups from the litter my sister’s dam birthed and raised. she’s a blue chihuahua (gray really, but terminology) about 6 months old now, and i’m petrified to leave her alone or let her out of my sight. i have constant nightmares about her dying. when i clean, i’m paranoid about cleaning products getting in her food or water, so i immediately replace it. no loose strings on ANYTHING, toys, clothes, etc so she can’t swallow them. it takes forever for my s/o and i to pick out new toys for her, because she loves soft cloth squeaky toys, but i’m scared of the strings. i fucking worried about giving her peanut butter in her little kong the first time because i was scared she’d be allergic, i don’t even know if dogs can have deadly individual allergies to things like peanuts, but regardless i was scared. (also i’ve yet to find enough conclusive research on dogs and food allergies, please don’t yell at me if i’m wrong! even with all i know, little things worry me and i never feel good enough as a dog parent...) 

we have other small dogs in the house and she loves them, they play with her and she was raised around them (my s/o and i rent a room in my parents house- dont judge please, housing market is rough and we’ve been looking nonstop & still are!) and she has free roam of the house which is puppy-proofed, and kept clean as all hell because my father is a neat freak. i even worry the other dogs will hurt or kill her, which, considering the very easygoing attitudes of the other dogs, isn’t at all likely. one of the dogs in the house is my disabled mother’s service dog, dog violence is not and never has been a problem here... but that’s the extent of how paranoid i am!

basically i worry about every possible scenario under the sun that would hurt or kill her. i do very much plan to bring this up to my therapist, but i don’t have an appointment for two weeks, so until then i’m paranoid and lost. i feel my unresolved grief and guilt about my childhood dog, not being able to help or prevent her stroke and not being there for her because of my aunt passing, is messing with my relationship with my puppy. i put so much stress on myself and my partner agrees it’s unhealthy. any help is appreciated, thanks so much in advance.",4.08612894651348,5.152509515195369,4.800678696949113,85.76137068430845,71.06946454413892,7.551091290351162,27.560796243244038,7.817275551320576,1.5166817744174377,2709,93,557,33,49,872,301,691,0.172,0.7190000000000001,0.109,-0.9943,3,1,0,0,0,0,85.0,2,1,4,5,30,33,5,6,32,0,56,12,1,2,7,87,94,56,6,13,22,8,7,2,1,3,4,2,6,1,26,34,4,3,7,5,2,13,16,21,0,5,14,14,84,13,79,65,17,83,1,4,4,3,52,35,2,14,34,366,110,5,0.06387039239655659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661504642203278,0.0,0.05107712972378911,0.0,0.13840708695380194,0.0,0.043434057038738566,0.0,0.048860675362414056,0.0,0.06334226677097769,0.0,0.0,0.05255989083224055,0.05685819054247807,0.0,0.0,0.12001667228262825,0.0,0.0,0.19467399190695855,0.0,0.10869799930557268,0.07196006038827497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512012178680103,0.0,0.0,0.05501868757859175,0.0,0.06902120380808242,0.0,0.1529859334425601,0.0,0.0,0.1235733576901504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628738347313393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748556242069031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199037795546795,0.07123237089790495,0.12655737540572565,0.0,0.053813560301534835,0.0,0.0,0.06247749953124559,0.06021132163211865,0.0,0.06458957897252728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837638154073254,0.05432812314430596,0.15446466402468215,0.0,0.0,0.059047148576824984,0.03336964387397034,0.06127030031999306,0.0,0.053571454831989405,0.051082987470911764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124391077328974,0.0,0.064067211247227,0.0,0.0,0.3684892871129636,0.13674915211877972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677093942932172,0.21198937800261952,0.0,0.10530449191824913,0.05206289447090898,0.0,0.06762952339132318,0.0,0.06531180357695886,0.0,0.062407695013643315,0.1920447376064606,0.0,0.05652328738691646,0.05363504344373193,0.0,0.06972207821440167,0.05430032358870601,0.11529104560900333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098073785184403,0.0,0.1878083497320324,0.04735908666324327,0.09852156820203617,0.12337284595640186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061285364098504824,0.0,0.06702123266373346,0.0,0.08656046173330839,0.048576311527691034,0.0,0.0,0.14184102441007687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673096593434441,0.1402210218651084,0.0,0.0720042707243147,0.12234036101746425,0.0,0.0,0.061115339638596985,0.0,0.12841477095858422,0.0,0.0,0.0638876766318215,0.0,0.08183401772820413,0.0,0.0,0.06857289860681634,0.0,0.05454496612476428,0.0,0.05079229960358004,0.19183621520698416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391651883009243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714976751419013,0.045207792477388285,0.0,0.05100697787263938,0.0,0.07316331869472541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604517262760304,0.0,0.0,0.11760655212180375,0.0,0.07415844838246609,0.08486530131565362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448667887704374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239209264043968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539952555154768,0.03767241226029455,0.05069734456233188,0.05123297617783845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130901216754568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945393528531746,0.0,0.04537169422743164,0.13966449508692147,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PaleozoicRider,2020/03/10,"I've got a medical review with my employer tomorrow, and I'm literally shaking. 58 absences last year due to mental health. My GP covered for me, but employer still wants to go ahead with the review. This could be the end of my career. I'm so worried, what do I do?! If I could only stop shaking...",1.625,3.779896833333332,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,80.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,26.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.1186666666666683,230,10,45,5,6,81,45,60,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.8043,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,7,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,28,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642507481982285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25750173587666364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522936038483646,0.0,0.23252446764142184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309033893941541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369849028037585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928813093875784,0.29298888083089164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111433839675185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217847982338385,0.2430644771065522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148091838953705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952518596041577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722149623330453
anxiety,IAmMilkyMilky,2020/03/10,"I’m not anxious anymore but just really depressed. Don’t want to sound dramatic but I accepted that I might die, by the virus I mean. It gets closer and closer to a global crisis. I’m scared for my family and friends but good to know I’m not alone in how I feel. But for some reason, today I’m super depressed. Depressed that life was getting good for the first time in a while but this came up. Depressed I might not fall in love, depressed I won’t live long enough for my career to unfold, depressed I won’t travel to see the world, depressed to not enjoy the good mental health I had. I’m not scared to die, I’m just sad I might not be able to live long enough to see how good life can get.",1.3016144814090045,3.230272527397261,2.7018003913894333,94.2664383561644,80.57534246575342,5.267318982387477,19.33268101761252,6.1826913282559595,-0.13401409001956874,543,13,120,4,14,176,74,146,0.342,0.4970000000000001,0.162,-0.9926,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,19,0,2,6,0,10,4,0,3,0,28,27,10,2,1,13,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,1,0,3,9,10,0,1,3,4,11,9,18,18,3,17,0,8,2,1,2,8,0,4,6,71,15,1,0.10041522641556996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399989091874423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344062379175343,0.09958492222800358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484826809786325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054124116030044,0.0,0.20843030299933807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751154313856254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466253873830688,0.0,0.05077295561567841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541314029194162,0.0,0.0,0.07758055483793032,0.0,0.15738843394951427,0.0,0.0,0.33689411099692645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673669005207154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055185582352956924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185248809672965,0.0,0.0,0.1773369692343571,0.1777286309897649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906286623122423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938161929890196,0.0,0.0,0.10119493031358544,0.3195740602208158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432856532063834,0.1032435768875489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106631843973505,0.0,0.16003586930003724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855292604077881,0.0,0.09518189339771757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922750220870907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,createke,2020/03/10,"Physical symptoms of anxiety or something worse??? 23 years old, male. English, 5’10 and 180lbs.

Medications used - only natural - turmeric and black pepper capsules and boi cultures complex ( for the digestive system ) 



Basically over the past year my health has been very much concerning, the doctors have put me under the category of ‘ anxiety ‘ and seem to think all of these physical symptoms I’m having DAILY stems from anxiety but I’m finding it hard to believe as even when I do feel anxious these problems ie - stomach burning, lump in back of throat, ‘ Marble like pattern of colours within my stool ( dark and light ) and even stool consistency being either - thin or starting off large and going thin, I’m definitely not putting it past the doctors that this could all stem from anxiety but I just find it hard to believe as my symptoms don’t come on straight away and they’re very temperamental, one day I’ll be fine all day and then at night it will flare up or visa verca - the morning my stomach could hurt but as the day progresses it eases. 

One thing I’m noticing though - I’m unnaturally pushing my stomach out to give that ‘ pregnant ‘ look and when I do so I’m feeling the pain in my stomach a lot more.. anyone experienced this? 


Sometimes I feel like my stomach is sucked up but then sometimes I get the sensation like it’s ballooned out. 

All my pain is coming from the top of my abdomen and always centred. Sometimes it moves lower down above my naval but it’s usually between my naval and where my breastbone starts.


Eating wise - cut out caffeine, spicy foods and chocolate and I’m only having smoothies at the moment - mostly organic and raw and ones mixed with kale beetroot ect and trying to avoid acidic food as my appetite is so low at the moment. 


I’m also noticing my stomach making a lot of gurgling and gnawling and sometimes it can be quite painful and make me feel sick for a minute until it passes, it’s almost like the pain in your stomach when you haven’t eaten for days , that sick feeling in your stomach and I get that in waves. 

My mind also doesn’t tell me to eat anymore and I’m never hungry but I do eat because I can tell my body needs it but my mind is like ‘ naa you don’t need to eat ‘ 

But when i do Eat I get minor burning in my stomach when I’m sat in the work van eating or hunched over as such i definitely noticing the burning a lot more then instead of when I’m on my feet moving. 

 I’m really hoping someone out there in this community can help shed some light on this situation as I’m battling my head and if anything, if I didn’t have anxiety in the first place the doctors have sure made me believe I have it from how they don’t want to help and just put a label of ‘ mental health problems ‘ on me and shove me to one side.",5.88837373737374,6.280701285185188,6.241077441077444,79.46257575757579,66.70370370370371,8.47138047138047,33.58585858585859,8.199878495009871,2.5315,2194,93,412,26,33,707,253,540,0.126,0.774,0.1,-0.9402,1,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,4,1,5,22,21,3,1,22,0,31,40,14,5,6,88,72,61,0,10,18,0,9,5,0,1,17,0,0,1,24,32,10,1,10,0,1,10,8,12,0,5,5,16,44,9,63,61,13,76,0,2,3,0,12,37,1,14,33,267,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132595800746291,0.0,0.0,0.097951914177641,0.05095903225085792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23425340781882706,0.06918709022762308,0.06073654013175993,0.04282248770234354,0.0,0.050397721483436984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057539758238601614,0.04709204065246282,0.0,0.03733312786174038,0.0,0.0,0.20699946426572455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680271002425962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551074018857123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977950086074928,0.0,0.0,0.1579865195057611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805423290025072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37600090236727735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090076870885367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548313533498222,0.04375196865982645,0.0,0.0,0.1119498755235628,0.05209321358150698,0.14811041258429394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599072551327892,0.058749808681859424,0.034805774215243945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972329001926323,0.0,0.06285292515346813,0.13019676300065186,0.0,0.0,0.08209970363554207,0.0,0.0,0.06082805817678435,0.0,0.0,0.0655618340568443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496010352152209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142864527357725,0.0,0.0,0.15619967286949465,0.0,0.057949550735450175,0.08176027618085338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616958190884856,0.06171847914938064,0.0,0.12367582224625093,0.0,0.0,0.13018310640241976,0.04502060769241999,0.09082172818745723,0.04723433092931708,0.0,0.0,0.05747235059362962,0.0,0.0,0.20917647973192555,0.06426416348626728,0.0,0.16599920482471886,0.09315603135018463,0.2606672249510833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692663225847286,0.0,0.0,0.0639858375317795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720244531338833,0.0,0.1846982107074763,0.0,0.06513940536188444,0.0,0.0,0.03923379565703776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575327256278239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883963067534038,0.0,0.0,0.05189094442422347,0.04714780736498985,0.24228333503295266,0.0,0.08669613646757679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772074628423205,0.19096459286806566,0.0,0.0,0.1070580581163569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068708811596998,0.03924200314841688,0.06017087772213243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041579936250430986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289423681182885,0.06745044620659123,0.10106367895983052,0.03612267283361492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458558980845937,0.0,0.0624117881147141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887689101935867
anxiety,Hnizzle212,2020/03/10,"Is this normal for an anxiety attack? So I've noticed when my anxiety spikes and I start shaking, my chest feels tight and now my hands go numb and lock up. The other stuff I'm use to, but does anyone else expierence their hands literally locking up? Like they will curl into itsself and be really hard to open for a few mins.",3.7650769230769257,5.261736892307695,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.38461538461539,8.276923076923078,25.30769230769231,8.841846274778883,1.817676923076924,258,8,51,5,5,85,53,65,0.151,0.8009999999999999,0.048,-0.4496,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,1,3,0,3,4,3,1,0,11,8,7,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,1,7,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41670019732459934,0.0,0.0,0.19043628053959352,0.27905890401682976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309842044052516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383388598013901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275168565655517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771038827918458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478507995436244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439757281860584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305842906319654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26684913748063765,0.0,0.3100768849410987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447697500226814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927735945748756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311780220946343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352264490200057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,38771010,2020/03/10,"Overthinking help Hello, I need help with overthinking. I overthink literally everything that could go wrong and my relationship is suffering for it. How do I stop overthinking everything? It is truly making me hate myself and I can’t do anything anymore without overthinking it. Help?",5.376930091185415,9.066731617021276,5.8583586626139805,65.02000000000001,83.89361702127658,10.345288753799394,34.37386018237082,9.606745405546679,5.453160486322192,234,13,30,9,7,75,33,47,0.258,0.596,0.146,-0.752,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,9,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916663237122896,0.0,0.0,0.2067524839901884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005979670934728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516039871445661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278780993240606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805153001390365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052108655473196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770738531969898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629431401189134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697421341040909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005131459429874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242190343306894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27469597850404764,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tamaatarthetomato,2020/03/10,"This anxiety has taken over me, I need help I had a maths test 2.5 weeks ago and I've been having severe anxiety from that day because I'm not sure if I'll even pass. Not just this, things have been adding up ever since and I haven't really relaxed even for a while. I cam barely sleep and wake up with anxiety. I get breathless at times and I can barely talk or do something. Things aren't fine and this just kills me. I don't feel like living like this anymore.",1.6820847651775497,3.57919697938145,2.846323024054985,93.85225658648342,79.20618556701032,5.9605956471935855,19.02520045819015,6.937597516519254,0.0640547537227949,365,8,81,4,9,117,65,97,0.228,0.743,0.027999999999999997,-0.9339,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,11,2,2,0,2,16,16,8,1,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,1,9,5,7,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,8,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234776459750446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720982596807083,0.0,0.20400709899460465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539771108044528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266466716207942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717364389694037,0.1860746980144585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040121652032948,0.14695786395192906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747395993619398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378817622033553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758546664347365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099711399192968,0.0,0.18164396692084414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252990418128035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178183704860086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323915312692401,0.0,0.1701638153434507,0.0,0.20585659858853692,0.0,0.0,0.15836409817915198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938773920230641,0.0,0.0,0.16534032942756435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733265607514075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995001162802432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500658053003844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,patientlips,2020/03/10,"My procrastination leads into anxiety I’m in my finals week now and have been studying for my exams one day before the actual test. I can barely study because I experience extreme stress. I black-out. I have two exams tomorrow and have to prepare for them today. I tried the technique but after an hour of studying, I’ve had enough of it. I just can’t make myself study and when I try, I give up after an hour. I don’t even know if what I’m writing now is making any sense. I’m so anxious and really need advice.",1.9422857142857133,4.004786514285716,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,79.09523809523809,6.485714285714287,21.92857142857143,7.554174236665415,1.0083142857142855,404,12,79,6,10,140,73,105,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.6883,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,3,0,14,17,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,14,0,10,15,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,12,54,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.20191104980873745,0.0,0.0,0.2021867897925088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407036213486211,0.0,0.15828302566576616,0.23374562786954675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126128377182316,0.0,0.17606232503221114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343767628940795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378988549174355,0.0,0.13665989503797665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239441203967112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266561283513461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984837181673272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075227563730382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371048717184698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27622359934210633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341866386873074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402053050285232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325497021104431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370108756142599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612331711877548,0.0,0.0,0.2809520757024795,0.0,0.2021177383959035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596803918777706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whattheflyingfuck2,2020/03/10,Major anxiety I have major anxiety right now and I need ways to cope and ground myself. Ever since I moment I wake up I feel horrible nauseous anxious because I’m anticipating what my day has to bring and can’t relax until it’s over.,3.285,5.200533617021278,5.813776595744681,74.30875,74.53191489361703,8.104255319148937,26.643617021276608,8.841846274778883,2.3721531914893608,188,7,33,4,4,67,37,47,0.19399999999999998,0.742,0.063,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,5,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385176432685931,0.39762995468145984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455982454157568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699383795691225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183802496362689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796841524397194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26098394617014925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005835100702346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29115617860037113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27938024097272635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SisterCellophane,2020/03/10,CBT book recommendations Has anyone had any success with CBT books?,5.298181818181816,8.753477454545454,4.791363636363638,70.50704545454549,92.63636363636364,5.836363636363638,23.681818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.7836909090909097,56,2,8,1,2,17,10,11,0.0,0.73,0.27,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6972016666589979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7168750490900876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rish-,2020/03/10,"Now they tell me it's anxiety (after misdiagnosis') So within a space of 10 years I have been told I had schizophrenia intially (as I had one psychotic episode 10 years ago) to Bipolar and now they are possibly looking at anxiety!

I mean I had no idea impulsive buying or even psychosis could be linked to ANXIETY? I don't know what to think!

I spent a friggin decade letting my diagnosis dictate my whole life. I shouldn't have but I did. I am angry at myslelf.

Anyone have any similar experiences?",2.521444976076559,5.2829951157894754,4.298181818181817,79.6290909090909,82.05263157894737,8.086124401913876,29.688995215311014,8.841846274778883,3.0617368421052635,396,20,72,11,11,133,70,95,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.8559,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,15,2,0,0,0,10,21,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,7,1,15,0,9,10,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,6,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945035170902807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921383471946012,0.0,0.5035694960274556,0.0,0.0,0.15342429630443094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518984980488678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492553066883276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146358853934768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247699651536626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058806785569305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437288451940599,0.15498357298018778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842584150139641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390138432502168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868537860502315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473642593730219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178366451281653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059614566233225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096662113707471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497576052096906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825999176751263
anxiety,More-School,2020/03/10,"Anxiety after relationship with a Narcissist. My anxiety is high in new relationship I was in a relationship with a narcissist for over 11 years (married for 10 of these). We split up 2 years ago. 

We were amicable for a long time and then I met someone. Of course, it then went downhill and the abuse kicked off again in terms of controlling financially, withholding child support from the kids, continually causing issues. Telling everyone that no relationship could withstand what he could put us through.

We have thrived and now created a blended family together.

However, the PTSD and anxiety I suffer from since the end of this relationship and the abuse afterwards (during as well but worse when we split). My current partner can't deal with my anxiety. He gets really frustrated and angry towards me when I have it. He always says he put up with so much shit from my ex and now he has to put up with me having anxiety.

I admit my anxiety can come on easily but the main time it comes on, is if we have an argument and I feel he is angry at me. He likes space and I hate feeling like he doesn't want to just talk about the issue and fix it. For the most part, they are minor issues but when I get anxious they get worse as his reaction makes me freak out.

I have been seeing someone to help me and its gotten 1000 times better. I hardly ever get it now. I am continuing to see them but I only get there once a month.

But every now and then it does rear its head and I do struggle to get out of it. I don't know how to sit with the anger or I guess its more frustration. He tends to shut down and stop even engaging with me, no matter how calm I am.

I love him and he loves me but it definitely causes issues.

I feel when he shuts down that he doesn't care I'm struggling with my anxiety. I have been very clear on things that help me when I have one of these episodes. I have said things like even holding my hand or just touch my leg, or try and get me to breathe. I think even acknowledging that he can tell I'm struggling would help.

But because he gets frustrated and shuts down, I then take offence and feel like the argument is spiralling (even if it's not) and feel as though if he just listens to me and lets me work through the anxiety it will go away.

How do we put things into place so he is frustrated and I don't feel like he doesn't care?",3.5910934930702325,4.98190598520085,4.6770842142353795,84.93200875029366,72.65750528541227,8.55365280714118,26.45812778952314,9.075114841892004,1.9485875499177832,1853,63,390,39,36,607,220,473,0.19399999999999998,0.6659999999999999,0.14,-0.9834,2,0,0,0,2,0,42.0,7,0,3,3,27,26,7,3,18,0,36,7,5,7,2,86,76,52,0,7,17,1,9,5,1,2,0,3,0,3,24,40,0,4,10,0,0,8,9,12,1,1,8,14,55,14,57,63,6,67,0,1,2,2,52,26,1,8,37,263,79,1,0.0,0.15173062869088064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567589071740795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327825409587151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918634097494318,0.07233589827913643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015847877487158,0.0,0.0,0.03903221439959699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662950678028824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056610851875325,0.13155330257048434,0.0,0.11031269192745592,0.0,0.0,0.07181531166556522,0.10224580585142927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601232259092536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560332577697408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671175026649498,0.0,0.0,0.16916536760758724,0.05791897989733879,0.053948203422546366,0.061183598151644064,0.0,0.0,0.06036197214138344,0.0,0.19425355203382494,0.1372295587548327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26762508568674426,0.0,0.036389837105120455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053648193548714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735848060363126,0.06321656432124638,0.06571345587001197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875427608075846,0.06765141969853455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673235646156019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03518932229151397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547521564304813,0.0,0.15640960228532935,0.0,0.0,0.05666471032531641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155795072182798,0.0,0.042740654373776894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051108293167221416,0.0,0.04706956294577037,0.0,0.0,0.061840764234703624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819007116019977,0.04338851928558305,0.048697850897222936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933846474671798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689792878666581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484787498874572,0.25747213703442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041019384431617935,0.0,0.0,0.3437223501460711,0.0,0.0,0.060907381074555025,0.050919383440881615,0.0,0.0,0.10204755559129963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572607811777383,0.0529664414630192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850515797469763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053532112618166684,0.0,0.20081479621707185,0.0,0.0,0.07266070990866433,0.0,0.0,0.048142740246455394,0.05146504773900192,0.1119304306105188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761645521794232,0.0410279654582166,0.06290934444496668,0.0,0.1120095701291306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043472301395662896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702044437472698,0.0,0.0,0.05283161914240221,0.037766669751052216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757083772791645,0.05935663504563165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046614746746675234,0.0,0.1305044840484564,0.04548521554960641,0.0,0.0,0.08246669641084102
anxiety,bloody_maery,2020/03/10,"are these typical panic attack symptoms? whenever i have a panic attack my symptoms start off with  bowel issues and burping then as it escalates my arms get blotchy, everything starts sounding like im in a fishbowl,ears ringing, i get cold, and have intense bodily pain, stiffness and weakness everywhere and cant breathe. and then i either end up throwing up or passing out.  after the panic attack its extremely difficult to even move.  these types of attacks occur maybe once or twice every three months. idk if this affects anything but i also have autism.",5.024242424242424,8.055962181818185,5.196252525252528,75.44104545454549,73.64646464646465,7.192323232323233,33.13232323232323,8.238735603445708,3.2432092929292926,452,23,64,8,10,142,77,99,0.214,0.758,0.028999999999999998,-0.93,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,11,4,3,3,0,5,9,3,1,0,14,9,13,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,10,0,2,0,3,6,1,10,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,8,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078499147243627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400106249372835,0.0,0.0,0.6304062932621071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269934231217453,0.0,0.0,0.09149990632413532,0.0,0.11672023959346138,0.0,0.12450475410812414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475581270943005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963968444859838,0.14459272288700095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676803492804801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391752716414034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057591996099476,0.1472389228299476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753339200888674,0.0,0.0,0.14740914731373994,0.4876167672504343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961090974053893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879781842623768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,9-11wasamyth,2020/03/10,"Wake up to anxiety Every fucking morning I get anxiety that I'm going to be sick. (I'm terrified of throwing up- from my research this stems from a lack of control in that instance) So, if for any reason in the morning I feel crappy I immediately panic. 

Anyone have any tips on how to stop this?",3.070508474576272,4.912227915254243,5.412000000000003,77.27833898305086,74.9322033898305,7.431864406779661,30.444067796610174,8.238735603445708,2.5001633898305085,233,11,42,4,5,82,44,59,0.32899999999999996,0.6709999999999999,0.0,-0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,2,0,2,3,1,3,0,7,8,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,13,7,1,8,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012997890932146,0.0,0.4514378820380682,0.0,0.0,0.2063117601142694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33093319140908684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485995077560926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491904405578382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727768240634487,0.15415588551624845,0.0,0.16768854230049435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461875699087293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033692747219961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668211361526396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Unicorncorn21,2020/03/10,"Each day I feel a bit more that I don't exist physically Everything feels like a dream because I spend such a huge amount of time dissociating. I have tens of dreams every day. Today I was basically paralyzed for 30 minutes at school where I didn't move an inch and basically had ego death. 

I'm going to insane and one day I'll wake up and not recognise myself or I'll just die mentally and become a vegetable.",4.1564257028112435,5.367235746987955,5.870060240963856,77.61585341365465,71.04819277108433,8.90682730923695,27.086345381526108,9.2995712137729,2.227933333333333,329,11,65,7,6,113,63,83,0.13,0.753,0.11699999999999999,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,10,9,5,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,2,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,2,7,1,6,6,4,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520036163248446,0.2753914173292247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27222950652589795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482437254876957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25878962839175057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009112961164905,0.0,0.2241029021505001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521613052814876,0.17813823374923768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171337502971482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182155453391964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25128974083067995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265023373220346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896842620481667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523591160090987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454000666245822,0.0,0.23635801961192546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dinglenutt,2020/03/10,"SSRIs and the effect on creativity, do you notice anything? Is anyone able to share their experience with taking SSRI antidepressants and making music? I've read conflicting reports and I'm curious of some first hand experiences.

I've just been prescribed citalopram and I'm a little nervous about the effects on creativity and making music. I think this will be somewhat of a double sword situation as anxiety has really started to have an effect on my creativity anyways, lack of motivation and self doubt has plagued my workflow. I'm hoping maybe if that goes away I will be able to think clearer and have more confidence in what I am creating. I am also worried about not having any creative juices flowing.

Is anyone willing to share their experience?",6.38314789687924,8.887911208955225,7.213147896879238,65.04508141112618,67.50746268656717,9.35033921302578,34.56987788331072,9.800150414767053,4.1085164179104465,618,30,87,15,11,205,89,134,0.10400000000000001,0.701,0.195,0.9276,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,5,5,5,0,2,5,0,16,1,1,6,0,25,26,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,9,3,16,20,5,9,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,2,67,12,3,0.35289542369688465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411051714163969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999049470679828,0.0,0.13498201660543302,0.0,0.0,0.2467526854761565,0.0,0.14520143253187145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657784335851036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.517799159547425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008633355992967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752523908904059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768469617492718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355604355955448,0.0,0.1772654427361663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008868894270114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649546110516534,0.0,0.11303692241199502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840734452739878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983346209869707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489059861771633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326667201213473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22612113821228866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919121635784804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LadyGum,2020/03/10,"Always afraid of hurting people feelings Like today I was telling a coworker the importance of meat & fish for our immune system, completely forgetting that my other coworker, whom was sitting with us, is vegan. It wasn’t a hint for the vegan friend that her diet is bad, I just simply forgot. & the vegan friend didnt say anything... problem is, this happens almost everyday, I worry of people getting hurt of things I said, & then I go home & iam a mess",9.31362068965517,7.642370678160923,9.7108908045977,64.17943965517243,60.60919540229885,12.83793103448276,37.8419540229885,11.698219412168324,4.632864367816092,367,14,59,9,4,124,62,87,0.152,0.6829999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.0352,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,6,0,7,2,0,0,0,7,13,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,7,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,6,3,9,3,7,7,0,6,0,2,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401792875549028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798176911816445,0.6666098226896021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265720573974636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842445137415748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612662634547218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077770670444144,0.10988148919160068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23766557176007344,0.0,0.08035908014402253,0.0,0.0874134449348637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360131730490267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428340148502093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32931235695062466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514351942360699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132641879327892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717485432555316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630799215471646,0.12231543405014042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344362232845969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218415239353014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457933573872491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501380904124945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562009446221442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cezzatron,2020/03/10,"I went to the dentist by myself today for the first time ever!! I’m 34 and have never been to the dentist on my own because I get so anxious.

One of my fillings came out on Saturday so I needed to get it sorted and my boyfriend is working nights this week so is sleeping during the day. 

So I went.

By myself.

And you guys, it was ok!! 

Obviously, having your tooth drilled out is never going to be a pleasant experience, but I did it!!",1.1901747815230976,3.2731815505618016,3.6464419475655454,86.53260923845195,81.80898876404493,5.303870162297129,24.495630461922595,6.42735559955562,0.8634784019975035,334,13,67,3,9,116,59,89,0.021,0.922,0.057,0.4784,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,1,9,4,2,0,4,13,17,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,6,0,12,2,12,10,1,19,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,10,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25658433211894704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845206738426233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597681957303395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464755399375008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544574861878398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216986692383725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931907003281388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373247775406938,0.0,0.12907922997657253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248874695595019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684088201440456,0.3503425050746064,0.0,0.0,0.21313954155113252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390441685760298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22728701675416535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243724267034124,0.0,0.2152860389070388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218436373001826,0.0,0.0,0.4210905766661146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653482426489653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Afishinthebox,2020/03/10,"How can I help myself? Hi!

I have this kind of anxiety that makes me feel ill. Every time I look at something that concern bureaucracy and ""job search"", even the distant thought of them, gives me instant heavy dizziness, nausea and low body pressure. After that i am completely disarmed.

I've always had this kind of anxiety and scare, but I think it got worse when I found myself in a complicated situation, where I had to start being freelancer and at the same time my mother was very ill and died months later. That was a little more than a year ago

I was able to recover myself a bit(helped by some medicine for a time) but now it worsen. A friend died a month ago, my sister have a kind of anger disorder, my GF is an angel but have lots of anxiety, I can't find more jobs because I am anxious….on top of that I am in Italy with a virus spreading and it may be more difficult to find help outside(all Italy is quarantined).

The only thing that helps is playing videogames, and i can't do it all the time. But in any case everything i try that should help, doesn't stop the instant anxiety and physical distress.

I really don't know what to do.",5.460587863463972,5.8597426061946924,5.795094816687738,82.26681415929205,67.6283185840708,9.112010113780023,30.744627054361573,9.04235418022936,2.3833335018963333,903,33,181,15,14,289,131,226,0.22,0.677,0.10300000000000001,-0.9843,2,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,5,11,1,3,15,0,25,3,1,2,1,29,35,14,2,1,4,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,7,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,8,2,23,5,20,23,7,24,1,1,1,0,11,9,0,3,15,122,38,2,0.11209103170549764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872387284215573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326871780430593,0.0,0.0,0.07622574532499844,0.0,0.3429973297922405,0.12663096038352634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832965253632957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223743752997193,0.12450786711054775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175253141220918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326655880373805,0.0,0.12846603344606491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403506928578361,0.0,0.09444152865843757,0.0,0.10074019162545336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667659358896175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489834455713327,0.0,0.0,0.12290203065360683,0.08660125304184117,0.0,0.0,0.1075279314573926,0.0,0.0,0.08964943776550541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756612788732663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246610607555475,0.0,0.0,0.35017668146576797,0.06160229959161355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234466113952928,0.0,0.0,0.09412823578489904,0.0,0.0,0.09529578674278774,0.0,0.0,0.0748216340645455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893998419301385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525028062736778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180838516544734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222267717578648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599501606710492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629315247922477,0.0,0.0,0.07933860917052524,0.0,0.0,0.09371312160994794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446830075356163,0.07182340707939483,0.0,0.08898775848442379,0.2614447279986983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610245267946956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248684027953367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142303375126478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218294936950753
anxiety,hirstomania,2020/03/10,"I feel like Anxiety is killing me I’ve suffered from anxiety since early childhood. I’m in my 30’s now and I feel like it’s killing me. 
I suffer from migraines, IBD, muscle tension & back problems, obsessive thoughts, panic attacks, panic disorder & depression all linked back to my anxiety. I’m high functioning, so I slap on the fake smile and get through the day at work, but struggle to do basic tasks at home. 
I’ve tried anti depressants, hypnosis, years of therapy, meditation, religion, kinesiology, diet & exercise and nothing ever works. 
I’m losing hope that things will ever get better, or that I’ll ever be free of this. 
Can anyone help?",4.350247933884297,6.826818239669424,5.76611570247934,73.31462809917359,73.21487603305786,9.028099173553716,32.48760330578513,9.573946990214177,3.6928776859504135,521,26,85,14,11,175,86,121,0.298,0.5489999999999999,0.153,-0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,7,20,3,5,2,0,5,3,0,0,4,15,14,6,2,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,15,0,0,1,2,8,6,11,11,1,15,0,5,0,0,1,5,0,2,12,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123636291380661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29114644138572404,0.0,0.0,0.08870461424595211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432343940440204,0.0,0.1950975538444862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219881871289246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181526821976401,0.0,0.21853150376035585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539443985143755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442608718498945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829012240055407,0.1812599739392766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325599505417258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503268879798402,0.13403629672910686,0.12725257701811124,0.12600224147198946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807072356893266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395638676391073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192573461375854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172717312345205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976896210714212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138946448500525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494126651381858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326233395312354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507735105492725,0.0,0.08428124216428144,0.0,0.0,0.100713978250989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613073185059053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471358190949755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816947422511526
anxiety,poneytoutnu,2020/03/10,"Weird actions, numbness and speech errors Hello everyone, I'm [26, M] at work right now and experiencing anxiety over small things again. I feel numbness in my brain and feel like my speech is impacted ; for example I had to spell my phone number to another person, and I inverted some numbers. I feel like I have more and more speech errors over time, and I focus on them as if it's pathological : I invert words and sometimes spell them wrong. 

Another thing happened : I washed my hands and when putting the soap on my hands, I put it on the backside of my right hand, which never happens and feels wrong. I feel like my actions and such are less coordinated, that I'm in a cloudy bubble keeping me from being normal.

Those small things makes me anxious.. anyone with the same symptoms ? I know I'm not bipolar or schizophrenic (my long-time psychiatrist has assured me so), but I'm scared nonetheless.",6.19582792207792,7.216301255952388,6.2401731601731605,77.52603896103898,66.20238095238095,9.204329004329004,31.93939393939394,9.339509955726095,2.8266952380952386,713,28,129,13,11,226,105,168,0.106,0.831,0.063,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,1,5,10,0,1,4,0,6,11,4,1,2,29,20,16,0,2,4,0,8,3,0,0,7,3,0,1,8,11,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,6,0,0,1,12,24,4,15,18,5,21,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,3,8,82,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29822686504212764,0.10878577256171468,0.1606501935615411,0.0,0.09943243624692244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874684222633756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358821431638757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35951341215840626,0.3047719832171819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515012904586801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639756734971055,0.0,0.0,0.07815167257087474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842126921594484,0.0,0.0,0.1258461828557445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492236305130126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967659402324556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932985760333194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416716391961663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28590886154249473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288310528755125,0.0,0.0,0.14237114490549038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064352374743866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780454324028974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834223216982345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292037356312144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352630251134272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109557918464656,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bisjz1,2020/03/10,"Can some seasoned anxious people help a new guy out? Intense anxiety rebounding from stimulus/stress (alcohol + exercise). About 5 months ago my anxiety decided to amp itself up from manageable mild social/anticipatory anxiety (which I've had all my life) into all out attacks that feel horrific, beginning where I feel like I'm really excited - almost euphoric + jittery (like I'm on drugs?) but it continues to build into a state that is overwhelming, where I'm gripping onto my couch, completely consumed by the feeling - filled with dread and panicking. 

I'm learning to accept that this is how I am now and getting better at recognising that this new/alien feeling is only anxiety and not any kind of medical emergency etc. But I've noted things down that seem to be triggering it - if someone with more experience could weigh in and that these are typical reactions for anxious people it would really put me at ease. 

\- Chest inflammation - I overdid it with tricep dips a month or two ago and noticed chest tightness/pains a few days after, at first I didn't make the connection and assumed there was some kind of heart issue which lead to me spiralling. I took 2mg diazepam after it going on for a couple of days (given it by doctor when these attacks first happened and felt like I couldn't cope - have taken it twice over the last 5 months) the anxiety went away and was just left with rib cage soreness.

\- Alcohol appears to cause it to happen two or three days after consuming - like the hangover morphs into this depression and then finally rebounds into this excited anxiety over the space of 4/5 days. 

\- Intense cardio - I ran a 2 days ago and I didn't feel right yesterday and last night i felt the intense excited feeling but was able to not let it spiral. Today I just feel weird with the odd wave anxiety.

This is just my body rebounding from stress, right? Where I was previously pretty fit and healthy it now feels like I'm getting injured really easily with tendinitis in my right wrist/elbow (bad PC gaming posture), runners knee and the rib inflammation. I'm trying to avoid thinking I have some degenerative condition and that I've just overdone it and gotten unlucky it all hitting at once. The doctor did my bloods, heart rate etc. and it all came back fine. 

Thanks in advance

TL;DR AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME",8.69659352881699,8.556335318604653,8.687815975733066,66.0742618806876,60.930232558139544,12.036400404448939,38.23053589484327,11.467429594995785,4.647354903943378,1897,84,308,49,23,619,229,430,0.122,0.738,0.14,0.8306,0,1,3,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,5,14,23,2,4,16,0,23,22,10,5,4,75,59,25,0,4,12,0,11,5,0,1,11,0,1,1,32,29,3,1,16,3,0,11,5,9,0,6,17,11,21,14,52,36,11,73,0,2,0,0,3,30,0,10,36,199,53,6,0.0721125698780849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177032652029846,0.15413281273353965,0.0722103220937649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813393933459152,0.0,0.0490390203624868,0.0,0.38616143003165976,0.16293335587057795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640769174898434,0.0677521332011015,0.05545011499295601,0.0602109837041448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377770789133387,0.0,0.08010080851936988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247756893271338,0.0,0.07407947358638385,0.0,0.0,0.07560865751811571,0.0,0.0,0.057576019194434724,0.0797911869671008,0.0,0.23253320923652715,0.0,0.06211045076841078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762054188288387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362768683287326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084915502206207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705399306580409,0.0,0.0,0.2916982565651853,0.10303446865935324,0.13847875168810034,0.07899579546687345,0.0,0.12267783019915125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535168284947713,0.0,0.04098323529654063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140278170138968,0.1913067221633136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090748502803466,0.04833553552154609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526678751888116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018828909359005,0.0,0.11756273837425782,0.0,0.0,0.07835051817107103,0.07373998847643089,0.05093524072694569,0.1761527954791534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048135700356903774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264582752504321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267869584791995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929353870023942,0.0,0.06767276179112831,0.0,0.0,0.08210063876509466,0.0,0.07679753342048014,0.0,0.05484485890913508,0.07673285866449486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999875522682807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336440850285503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249305035292393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385914764353564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847512219784904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564857525829522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735096836406446,0.061100746443567035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520941030481046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639156571442509,0.0,0.0,0.04790838713932607,0.04620682299992577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835428434294766,0.0,0.08011971850010438,0.048959701353812536,0.0,0.14088700480932756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684907474190682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122670063068471,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Unkownfornow,2020/03/10,why do i do this to myself continuously nervous about  a marriage i dont have and children i dont have,7.125454545454545,4.77012790909091,9.080909090909092,69.14136363636364,65.36363636363636,10.618181818181819,40.18181818181819,8.841846274778883,3.514309090909092,82,4,17,1,1,30,15,22,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9332372810522884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592605979705153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yourtinyrookie,2020/03/10,how to cry? this has been my problem since day one. i have been feeling really really down and lonely and wanted to cry but no tears were coming out. it frustrates me. my heart feels so heavy,0.32877192982456194,2.7374583684210516,1.7852631578947395,93.54350877192984,96.89473684210527,4.63859649122807,14.228070175438594,6.42735559955562,-0.3552771929824563,150,3,30,2,6,48,32,38,0.358,0.616,0.027000000000000003,-0.9271,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,10,9,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,2,4,0,4,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440369602896929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223811874257771,0.18270438591383506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864889224471405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357106195997489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919707002506579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710788346445165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36297712311215663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434781884386316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709706064234978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,makingcookies1,2020/03/10,"Anxiety surrounding job I’ve had since October I teach online ESL and initially I really loved it. The hours sucked but I powered through. Well it’s been several months and I have difficulty sleeping and I wake up with wretched anxiety about the job. So much so that I cancel the class and then feel terrible.   
I like the kids and the lessons are cute. The job has gotten me through tough financial times. But is it time to call it quits? Or is it time to take a break?",2.1635869565217405,4.6943255760869596,3.26104347826087,88.06873913043479,81.28260869565217,8.027826086956521,25.50434782608696,8.841846274778883,2.179870434782609,371,15,76,10,10,119,63,92,0.175,0.7020000000000001,0.124,-0.4907,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,0,7,0,7,3,2,0,0,11,12,11,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,8,4,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,7,48,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082255902985418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570844148972206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186188053212933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983929445605985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5997400642281072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984209105383577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182132320824845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079974234584016,0.0,0.14809286565776872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427256764703068,0.0,0.0,0.12905745895696338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758720913614905,0.0,0.16664595141854452,0.0,0.20160084362431693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514693555138657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524107126430908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113255793915664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fable_stories,2020/03/10,"Can Panic Attacks last a super short amount of time or am I making it up? Yesterday was a high anxiety day for me. Nothing major, but the kind where I'm aware of my heart in my chest and almost a squirmish feeling throughout. That general anxiety. Anyways, it was fine and then it wasn't lol. My boyfriend bear-hugged me from behind - something we do quite frequently and is always okay. This time it set something off and i had a really bad panic attack for about a minute, then it subsided...

Was it one? I felt like I couldn't breath, my hearing was muffled, heart racing and I couldn't concentrate on what was happening. I've never had one that short...Is it possible?",2.3064725274725295,4.848884899999998,3.462197802197803,86.77923076923078,80.76923076923076,6.791208791208793,24.67032967032967,7.957251820313856,1.6460329670329674,527,20,100,10,14,170,85,130,0.182,0.703,0.115,-0.8875,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,2,3,10,2,2,6,2,14,4,4,1,1,16,20,9,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,9,3,12,5,11,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,10,68,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217667709983055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134761311313906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477935315726869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684992463090467,0.0,0.0,0.13522744365231693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444895437627702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189039425715347,0.0,0.15550424888388525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432181605422938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825374630207554,0.3838399720381386,0.0,0.17111660630651898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865343456631873,0.0,0.13201668201629682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912407590582367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810764593487172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491132766679636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540224005344333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949269374977354,0.0,0.0,0.3800436070937293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825823363958128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226134989303765,0.0,0.0,0.10375388850668817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493650316907068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887701691759226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaypupper9,2020/03/10,"Phobia of sweating causing me to get nervous and sweat, how do i even deal with that? I have contamination OCD, it rules over me and i havent even been able to get out of bed, but today i tried to, i got up, did my morning routine, went to do my daily tasks but i absolutely can not touch anything when i feel sweaty, its uncomfortable, disgusting and makes me have a panic attack.

And today thats exactly what happened, i was so scared of sweatimg that i started to sweat and after not being able to stop sweating i lost all motivation and gave up even trying for the day. I cant take this anymore, why the fuck would a fear of sweating of all things make me afraid enough TO sweat. Its ficking pathetic of me and i cant believe im so much of a pussy that i let it kill any motivation i had for the day.

How would i even go about fixing that? I feel like a disgrace",2.350465549348229,3.9581341396648066,3.89640223463687,88.38188454376161,76.31843575418995,6.561042830540037,24.782495344506522,7.3011,0.9661751210428308,677,23,147,8,15,225,102,179,0.27699999999999997,0.6759999999999999,0.047,-0.9942,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,4,5,7,0,16,7,6,7,3,28,31,14,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,8,3,23,1,23,19,4,14,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,9,105,35,2,0.2889418045932328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824516768003393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327631458875287,0.0,0.0,0.11888724287146901,0.0,0.0,0.16435650785903372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276923412441055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841141300021382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634356040354244,0.14894315657177953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927706157889467,0.0,0.3816866737175397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625699303853747,0.1460976581321685,0.10321004146735398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356102120011684,0.1509601672667714,0.0,0.08210614310841703,0.0,0.11554657823469465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775514177841607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605336581164944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983564824624474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773128580138994,0.0,0.07058118535497816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577070559875396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287089823586606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106202736223083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950547585025705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446405763515922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022572482331984,0.0,0.0,0.12078414329875145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862413890142447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959800479901835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738830456759582,0.0,0.0,0.19617251868062302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339259738209972,0.13036251831131704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052559678376619,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mezpotato,2020/03/10,"Long term struggle with anxiety, finally feeling slightly in-control of it these days Hi everyone, just wanted to share my journey fighting with anxiety for the past couple of years.

I never knew I was struggling with anxiety until last year to be honest. All I knew was that I used to be terrified to sleep in the dark and alone, so scared of ghost, and I felt stuck in an unhappy long term relationship. I was always irritated and angry at my boyfriend back then but I also hated being alone.

After I finally broke up, I felt so angry and miserable and developed quite severe bowel dysfunction for many days: one day would be constipation and gas, next day would be crazy diarrhea — that was when I realized maybe I had a deeper problem beyond my control. 

I started to do meditations everyday on Headspace and started doing exercises. Things seemed to be great as I felt like I was finally climbing out of a black hole using my own willpower. I was no longer scared to sleep alone and I felt invincible.

A few months later, a guy came into my life and fell super in love with me... I made a mistake into eventually dating him without realizing that I was still in need of more healing. I loved him though and we had the best times of our lives, but I started to become reliant on him and I became terrified to sleep alone again. I also had random panic attacks without knowing why... Long story short, after two years he ended breaking up saying that he ""needs to find himself"". This is another story but I am heartbroken and on my own again.

Now I finally realized I never fully recovered from my emotional problems from the previous relationships I had. This was why I became so emotionally dependent (could not sleep alone) once I was dating again. Other than this I really had no major issues in my dating life... But now, for the first time I choose to fully accept this and heal from it. I am doing more gentle and healing meditations, reading up about other people's experiences and advices, and just started to look into therapy. It's been painful to just accept and allow such heavy emotions come and go and I sometimes feel paralyzed by them. But I think overall I am headed towards the right direction.

Question: Have you guys had similar issues in the past? I wanted to share my experience and also know how did everyone else dealt with it!

Sending love and kindness <3",5.0989237233354885,7.0917809479638025,6.154147382029738,73.43328959276019,69.83710407239819,8.942831286360699,30.728118939883643,9.461161749540981,3.1730356043956043,1897,80,310,43,35,630,232,442,0.201,0.659,0.14,-0.9776,2,5,0,0,2,0,50.0,2,1,1,6,22,27,3,6,13,0,34,16,6,7,3,85,66,38,1,10,11,0,6,1,0,2,7,1,0,2,16,33,0,1,20,2,0,7,7,14,0,3,26,9,53,13,59,31,10,77,0,2,2,3,24,21,0,4,49,237,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310431109551061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344136773545197,0.0,0.1549276273202382,0.05373358974787691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771505940905945,0.14820465723307027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346614221291316,0.0,0.04965605273571845,0.0,0.0,0.07132069093913397,0.0,0.0,0.06777002211307054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385936914570751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562773248300911,0.0,0.0,0.1448581437263134,0.051559818149967324,0.0714536910949102,0.0,0.16658838384189684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053946151147410935,0.2179227294986051,0.05719642984585008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341299159178555,0.0,0.12633822372323533,0.0,0.0,0.06530457156291737,0.0,0.24801781556176355,0.28296564478550845,0.05902259538698105,0.05492952365063998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03670083810329157,0.0,0.0,0.07119683766048134,0.0,0.12788360471719865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637568364457976,0.0662750673526303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480410530295409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724744939181836,0.07098012649271672,0.05263921938853686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912258883490152,0.03154926731159433,0.0,0.057023048282715226,0.17144696365184248,0.054228771708531895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485093861052606,0.06110471976712304,0.0,0.06547137185300457,0.06487670195054351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154508353107802,0.0,0.0,0.0957666829031247,0.0996121805326728,0.0,0.06867882277087663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877284871248504,0.04375933360849422,0.0,0.06871493191476004,0.0757676927850231,0.0,0.0,0.12329291611050705,0.04476985457090457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358374631047987,0.0,0.0,0.07234149383545131,0.06868603914818702,0.06459489931597029,0.0,0.04136995125239667,0.0,0.0,0.13866397135829767,0.0,0.055148767035726604,0.0,0.05135455931239282,0.1293065335887731,0.0,0.0,0.05878886122174494,0.0,0.07295410760234469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25849624316441056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386872332720228,0.0,0.18283293162798608,0.0,0.051571614023196134,0.0,0.0,0.1350206891266205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384991203410111,0.0,0.042902370871111706,0.04137860561562032,0.06344699095490176,0.0,0.0753112302106653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308275953510734,0.0,0.0,0.11154832010476456,0.0,0.0,0.07617887533983002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654216111365633,0.0,0.0,0.12450066408462553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174789802752537,0.0,0.0,0.12475723091908385
anxiety,Qwertyiantne,2020/03/10,"I just want to feel like I belong. I have perfectionism and imposter syndrome and every day is a real fucking struggle for me. I do really fucking well at uni. I am one of, if not the, best students in my cohort and yet I feel like I don’t even belong. 

Every time I make a mistake I assume it’s the end, I get these thoughts every time, no matter how small the mistake is: “I can’t do this anymore, why do I even try, what’s the point I’m just useless, I should just quit uni, I should just kill my self”. 

I just want to feel like I belong, like I’m not on a knifes edge at every moment and everyone isn’t just waiting for me to make a mistake so they can throw me out of the institution. Why can’t I just be confident in my abilities, I know I have them, logically I KNOW I have them. I wouldn’t achieve what I do if I wasn’t at least a little good at what I do. But logic doesn’t help, I still feel deeply deeply ashamed every time I do anything at all wrong. I fucking hate it so fucking much. 

I know I’m smart, I just want to believe it too.",-0.5441817588513622,1.5055556651982407,1.9840430739109145,95.81249469734051,89.26431718061674,4.596443139174418,19.420623266438238,6.037888025583468,-0.1667704682656228,804,25,189,7,27,275,106,227,0.152,0.6970000000000001,0.15,-0.7541,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,3,17,21,6,2,10,0,23,4,0,3,1,45,46,10,1,11,13,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,11,0,0,1,10,13,1,1,2,4,39,8,17,40,4,21,0,1,0,4,5,12,4,3,12,129,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016759110846898,0.0,0.0,0.09141441974042364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515602792776165,0.11657803984058762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164136384704745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983893389644163,0.0,0.0,0.14674268221638914,0.0,0.4679742776514249,0.1061475575928613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467394013041,0.2380798601492536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107893482279472,0.058037917951922514,0.0,0.0,0.09317377529849533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967455502503837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445869126415121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290034393396967,0.0,0.18315009548806016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708428753090464,0.11133748551425683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830170858708006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166108719649917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527483653904136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501229894792878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815377299050893,0.0,0.12644033565349366,0.07116461932472802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588706045065178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871352681881495,0.0,0.0,0.116131342336326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818997868443999,0.19432564699390836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542019030416172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656443263868426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987977167094864,0.0,0.20047590775089444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214552444321156,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slugrace,2020/03/10,"Tired of being anxious about things “old” me was fine with or even enjoyed I’m so tired of having anxiety. I lost all self confidence and self esteem, so anything which vaguely involves me or my ability being judged/assessed sends me rocketing into anxiety. Racing heart, feeling so sick I can’t eat, getting shaky, wanting to die/run away and hide. I started therapy and my therapist has so far suggested breathing techniques and repeating things to myself like “it’s ok to make mistakes, that’s how we learn” 

I wish I could hop in a time machine and somehow stop all this before it started",5.740818181818181,7.384206309090914,6.077954545454547,75.97693181818181,67.72727272727272,8.772727272727273,36.47727272727273,9.188382445141503,3.665909090909092,474,25,77,9,8,152,82,110,0.21100000000000002,0.632,0.157,-0.6941,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,1,1,7,6,2,2,2,23,16,12,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,8,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,12,4,10,11,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,4,7,53,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672273165940705,0.197314957300203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437294765514165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409788159266725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862194626927275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945100078696684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812684687448468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871976248592197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536062342572564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831283921449104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125211964426153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697175805657894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532956590150728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066093264573256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658623993582072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832752415589153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644148611335341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724908084604924,0.0,0.0,0.14602274619833916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973779021544885,0.20279256290500028,0.2320713597828674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184506850691426,0.4014896583321396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301840450703392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008492323594845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EscapingFWonderland,2020/03/10,"How do you force yourself to achieve a goal that makes you anxious? God, I hate having so many brain bugs. The one that I’m asking you guys about is the one that keeps me from my dream of making a movie. Please, try to help me, therapists really have not. Anyway, here are my worries:

People will get the wrong message out of it.

People will hate it and think I’m stupid or not creative.

People will love it and think I’m smart and creative. They will expect me to keep performing at this rate and I won’t be able to keep up. This sounds arrogant, I know, but this was my experience growing up. I was overly praised by adults for my writing and it made me weirdly self-conscious, because I’m very neurotic.

These thoughts make me want to curl up into a ball and bring me a weird sense of shame. Can you help me, please? I want to write.",2.748968723584106,4.397782278106512,3.291821639898565,92.96238165680477,75.33136094674556,6.248689771766696,23.31403212172443,6.868970318607317,0.5409168216398985,651,19,142,6,14,203,105,169,0.165,0.6920000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.6131,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,1,4,5,10,3,1,7,0,14,2,1,5,0,29,37,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,11,8,0,3,4,2,0,2,3,7,0,2,4,1,21,3,20,27,0,9,1,0,0,1,15,7,0,1,0,89,32,2,0.14479642313887425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357874348368406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536510955450404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826655559364764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164069527522476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416386860850533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565015483808812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337122376870226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859129811071292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941079805047642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861051416388031,0.0,0.0,0.07957632740351958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068442511263242,0.1370098766050477,0.2899582104235528,0.14680084636554894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962356073595717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30115082470368554,0.0,0.0,0.3178859821133679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276029638707847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510542482603355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811980744757146,0.0,0.18555940264815315,0.0,0.11495218605485105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983072666244553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947221339774695,0.1708093638265422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704779628316605,0.0,0.0,0.15831215817904834,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Drith_Sero,2020/03/10,"What should I do if I'm locked out of my apartment at 2 AM without a cell phone? I acted like an idiot and woke everyone up... This just happened and I hate it. But I was taking out the trash in my sweats and hoodie, since I couldn't sleep. I went back to the building where my unit is in, and realized I somehow forgot my key. 

I've never done that before. Worse, I didn't have my phone on me. The office was closed and I couldn't call a locksmith or even the police station. 

I panicked, reacted like an idiot and started knocking then banging on the door. Eventually I broke down crying, feeling ashamed at doing this when everyone was asleep. Police was eventually called and they let me in. 

Now I'm drinking to black out because of the embarrassment. I'm a twenty five year old woman who can't even keep calm long enough to not wake all her neighbors up to the point police had to be called.

I'm probably getting an email from the office about this tomorrow.",4.021830357142857,5.2549519270833365,4.877321428571428,84.52125000000002,71.39583333333334,7.360714285714287,27.255952380952376,7.7094869923839395,1.5267264880952378,758,26,150,9,14,246,121,192,0.158,0.8079999999999999,0.034,-0.9743,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,9,9,3,2,14,0,18,5,4,1,2,28,32,12,0,4,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,11,1,2,2,1,0,2,7,6,0,1,10,2,20,3,23,17,2,29,0,1,1,0,12,17,0,3,12,106,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753065181175194,0.0,0.10110239574275558,0.0,0.14112861243799454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080630997502724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821816359407179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972511184124922,0.0,0.16247271286261097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137039333774262,0.0,0.2190885683135569,0.0,0.0,0.3169591297058009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083860215611896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665130117518216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466631823129456,0.0,0.0,0.1637454139309607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741768863543114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959583936273062,0.0,0.1620547104637922,0.0,0.0,0.14677460800220185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791599021506347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740347316444449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678461020557374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788174905270384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719524265410254,0.0,0.16597268895445882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739154472903947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470074914806972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374731100072372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987628865923936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901828650294826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680383760410753
anxiety,betterthanyouahhhh,2020/03/10,"Used a pair of black grooming scissors to open a plastic package, noticed scratches and chips in the paint and have convinced myself it was some sort of non stick coating and am currently having an anxiety attack. Just keep thinking about tiny little toxic non stick particles all over me and my couch, my daughter getting them on her hands and ingesting them. Fuck mental illness is no fun. 

Any chance this is a realistic concern??",9.542922077922078,9.312428194805198,8.3149025974026,69.73521103896107,59.259740259740255,10.297402597402598,42.626623376623385,9.516144504307137,4.3812623376623385,349,18,53,5,4,107,65,77,0.155,0.754,0.091,-0.6767,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,5,0,6,4,1,1,1,13,11,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,2,7,10,2,6,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,2,1,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301249115818601,0.0,0.25887654444937064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849810401071767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31284712439557644,0.17680103747081616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007871773281445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33916762769847986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410295448768724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852728316547788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168342878535707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922706093079179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LachlanOC_edition,2020/03/10,"Need help dealing with anxiety from a relationship Bit of info on me:  I'm a 17 YO male, diagnosed with anxiety + depression. Currently taking an SSRI (don't remember brand name)

I recently started dating this girl. She's great and it's my first proper relationship. When I'm with her everything's amazing but when it comes to organising dates/hang outs. Or sending her the odd message during the day I stress about if she'd even want to spend time with me. 

Or if I convince myself she would wana spend time with me, I stress about Her been too busy and my anxiety would convince me she just doesn't want to hangout with me and it'd ruin my weekend.

Any advice to help with this?
Thanks so much in advanced :))",3.027232982844496,5.2898530071942504,4.285035971223022,83.38518539014945,76.4820143884892,7.730160486995017,26.51964582180409,8.617729084823388,2.095343774211399,564,22,108,12,13,185,88,139,0.14800000000000002,0.688,0.16399999999999998,0.0889,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,26,16,11,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,12,0,0,2,2,2,3,2,4,0,1,1,0,20,5,18,11,2,17,0,2,0,0,17,3,0,4,11,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121414215749133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219038413661424,0.0,0.3786220983129352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011274425480978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421135421134917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639686468419793,0.17008459901792966,0.14209491297131838,0.1674487297764952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089661088565169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827117463093134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032981076450654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188831964884944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116193421186134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127747404362806,0.12232875506816285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289541715330286,0.3542482724650054,0.186887391730468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677195154675404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37796242804350105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404257794692937,0.0,0.0,0.15188915288019225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923994599174304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946160543587152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343906211554025,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stackattack1000,2020/03/10,"How do you help a family member understand anxiety? This is stemming from a recent event of me and my family going out to eat at a local sushi place. 
There was no cause, but i had a huge spike in anxiety mid-meal and went quiet.
Normally, I’m a very extroverted person. Loud, willing to talk to strangers, but when my anxiety kicks in i do a complete 180. 
My parents, obviously concerned with my quiet state start asking what’s wrong, and i explain that i was really anxious right then. 
My mom then decides to spend the rest of the meal trying to decipher “why do you have anxiety right now? It’s only a sushi restaurant, there’s literally nothing to be nervous about.” 
No matter how many times i tried to explain that there wasn’t a specific reason, the more she refused to listen. I eventually gave up, and went quiet again. 
We left the restaurant and drove back in silence.
This isn’t the first time my parents, mom specifically, just seem to not understand the extent of anxiety.
How do you guys go about explaining it? How long did it take your family/friends to get it?",4.848268608414241,6.277760558252427,5.91939805825243,77.0840161812298,69.63106796116507,9.376828478964402,30.23818770226537,9.725611199111238,2.980096828478964,849,34,155,20,15,282,124,206,0.124,0.836,0.04,-0.9437,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,4,0,1,14,2,0,1,14,0,14,2,0,6,1,29,32,14,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,9,8,2,1,8,0,1,5,5,2,0,1,9,5,19,0,23,21,3,31,0,0,0,0,21,12,0,1,13,106,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647571726270962,0.13726671785007682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135913132980887,0.0,0.0,0.09343028932072543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481969876495495,0.0,0.0,0.12739628669781064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433054010225593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908929026724445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033525824987158,0.0,0.0,0.09387490808530567,0.0,0.06348164949995612,0.0,0.1381088400462858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030962521020735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814426276451173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201616591925627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752861289240356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318758494573108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846117286528056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904966827445185,0.11658787902777774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241046725125447,0.0,0.0,0.2698351301057468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609398394200573,0.1269474677715085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783958453700084,0.1249279708164485,0.11997209964354688,0.0,0.0,0.20753019927912608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061411469850163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860022734301617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135707303223972,0.09766158097421293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170175920207306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498862312996493,0.0,0.0,0.25298318345640824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025482686892292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527377606890686,0.10963988507970117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284727517892742,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mobile-Squash,2020/03/10,"Does anyone here take a benzodiazepine daily for anxiety? Can it be safe if you don't overdo it? So I have a really weird case of anxiety, depression, IBS and a rare sleep disorder called narcolepsy. All four of these things make my life a living hell, the only treatment (including medication and CBT therapy) that I found tangibly and significantly helpful was Tempazepam (a benzo prescribed for insomnia and sometimes anxiety).

It helped with all my conditions funnily enough, even narcolepsy. I found I wasn't having sleep attacks as often which makes me think they were brought on by the anxiety. My depression and IBS symptoms were also lifted, even my long time abdomen pain was reduced to nothing. 

However I understand the risks associated with benzos so I promptly stopped usage after a couple doses. I only took a total of six tablets over the course of six months but everytime it worked like a charm and I never felt like tolerance was building. It's the only medication I've tried that actually worked and was effective and I've been on Zoloft, Adderall, Lexapro, Ritalin, a whole bunch of pain killer medication, gastro medication and antacids. None of them really worked. Also had numerous talk therapy and CBT lessons but they had no effect whatsoever. However two things did work somewhat and that was high doses of melatonin and a low carb diet but the positive effects eventually wore off and  none worked to the extent of the benzo.

Asking people with anxiety who do take a benzo daily, is it safe if you don't overdo it? Like taking a low Xanax dosage and never increasing it. I understand some build a tolerance and need to up their dosage but I've heard that some don't and do perfectly fine on a low dose long term. Is it possible?",6.470578795775612,8.279959009463727,7.057141681525168,69.01473734741464,66.16088328075709,10.938910986147306,33.65642573035249,10.940254816364696,4.310871732272665,1414,63,225,43,23,464,174,317,0.16399999999999998,0.74,0.095,-0.9565,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,4,10,8,19,2,1,22,0,23,20,3,5,6,51,40,27,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,16,1,0,0,18,19,1,3,10,0,0,3,9,11,0,4,19,2,20,8,25,20,14,22,1,5,0,0,13,10,1,6,12,156,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.08781589880561037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392771200587262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442051878210099,0.0,0.0,0.0629221259139497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412719938800202,0.10237503092408158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188842843419412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995706813389125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501410961156806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313473914845213,0.0,0.07874963585781806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298228585206214,0.0,0.11887325161063048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640317421416117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197335724195088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206349319441995,0.09507790334833964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356161395912853,0.13189166271843006,0.0,0.07946158809332808,0.1592741697241514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013618705130515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626162145491142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182804706398417,0.0,0.0,0.06672541138263847,0.13880952170992186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634649481915227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532117056125787,0.19150844369457665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062386769035456174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144863264678816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152980110625007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010719013270807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900103270366984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523450434925222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935326180415014,0.20298069831234564,0.07232943309322014,0.0,0.0,0.20581962794020006,0.0,0.11956886294417328,0.057661065381896685,0.0,0.0,0.05247308004415877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998065278846584,0.061096356718678885,0.0,0.08790579256859186,0.1873626257018269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004690653348679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327563885986248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ISTJ_spring_flower,2020/03/10,"Presentation anxiety-is this considered as self harm? Whenever I have any type of oral presentation or anxiety, I subconsciously dig my nails into my arms, and they start to bleed. Would this be considered self harm?",7.013693693693696,9.610333432432434,7.398378378378378,63.98693693693693,66.02702702702703,13.581981981981983,33.954954954954964,12.45797560212912,5.700646846846848,175,8,28,8,3,57,29,37,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686707788857209,0.0,0.30223830333864177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8243178934262441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27964260409224473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806564539107317,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DudewithAnxietyprime,2020/03/10,"Deciding on kids? Hello r/anxiety !

I’m a 31 year old male and my wife is 27 and I feel like we’re running out of time and starting to get too old to have kids... while I know this is an irrational thought, it still enters my mind very often. I don’t want to be an old and boring dad.

My wife and I haven’t really decided if we want kids or not, but also don’t want to regret not having them in the future...one of my biggest fears is growing old and being lonely. I also don’t want to have kids if I’m gonna always be an anxious dude who worries about everything.. I can barely take care of myself when I’m anxious. 

Does anyone else have this issue??

Thanks!",0.6084802431610932,2.4872969858156075,3.0669351570415406,91.01250000000002,82.68794326241135,5.730699088145897,19.291286727456946,6.868970318607317,0.2307159067882476,509,13,112,6,14,176,88,141,0.16,0.72,0.12,-0.8417,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,5,0,15,0,0,0,0,26,31,14,0,7,6,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,1,1,13,3,12,26,0,17,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,4,11,68,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308815909876248,0.12011508442734865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043132734169546,0.3261605574871813,0.0,0.10093650720122332,0.14790895408715982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471797397852013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263262019742749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059024029485765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973713917358015,0.0,0.0,0.16243972498432807,0.07299032284625634,0.10312737854925197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541963017475888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066931658197372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933383872490504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052465551871813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575759364504112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059059665659937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247763290620764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217534842562287,0.0,0.11528224340707842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853713972798892,0.0,0.0,0.13290286675899735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460189841768798,0.08417467377041353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910815212345532,0.34057773120902235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659970541271064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296001126471096
anxiety,Monthly_Vent,2020/03/10,"DAE feel like they don't have anxiety problems when told that they do? (Just a general context of the story whenever I get alone or ignored I start getting this dropping feeling and freezing, and if I don't stop it I start getting a pumping heart, lightheadedness, and  increased freezing. It takes about an hour to an hour and a half to cool down at this point and the anxiety would usually still linger for longer given I don't do anything about it after I cooled down)

Recently I talked to one of my friends about it and she told me I had severe anxiety, which confused the hell out of me. Like I didn't have all the symptoms cause I could breathe fine and I actually don't get sweaty when I get the attacks. If anything I just thought it was me forcing myself to be anxious since I know I can prevent it given I spot the signs and don't panic whenever I spot them, but apparently freezing so much to the point where it gets extremely difficult to work is severe. She even told me I was dense for thinking I didn't have anxiety cause what I told her sounds exactly like anxiety, but to me it sounds like something slightly less than normal. Like yes I had a problem but is it really *that* bad to the point my friend is treating it like a disorder?

So for 2 fucking years I thought that this was just my emotions being confusing when in reality I was anxious and just recently it became severe. I still feel wrong whenever I tell people what I'm dealing with cause my family doesn't have a history of anxiety and it just came out of nowhere. Nothing could have triggered it 2 years ago and only last month did I even accept the fact I have anxiety, albeit a mild one in my eyes. I wasn't like this my entire life even. If I put my whole life and genes into an equation, it would not equate to anxiety. I was in the biggest denial when my friend said that my symptoms were severe, even compared to hers which is to me I felt the exact opposite. Nothing really sounds like me when I read anxiety symptoms. I don't get sweaty hands or short breathing or uncontrollable sobbing or feeling like I'm having a heart attack. Actually I don't even get paranoid thoughts. The stupid anxiety just triggers itself before I even recognize I'm being ignored (which is the biggest and probably only trigger). It took me a year before I started seeing a pattern because it felt out of nowhere for the longest time..",5.145192307692309,6.223217055555555,5.796655982905985,79.55216346153848,68.61538461538461,8.841452991452991,33.42841880341881,9.103633062298675,2.975770085470085,1914,88,355,35,32,622,199,468,0.14300000000000002,0.703,0.154,-0.7155,1,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,1,25,34,5,4,27,3,42,12,6,6,4,73,79,30,0,10,17,0,10,9,3,2,5,4,0,0,30,19,0,4,12,1,0,4,12,17,0,3,26,18,61,17,37,46,5,46,1,1,2,1,18,17,3,9,33,250,91,2,0.0,0.0,0.11516820437986575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230776398681704,0.0,0.0,0.06111534775317457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451415904850336,0.1333263546937146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711847207548913,0.0,0.0,0.13426211705648958,0.0,0.0,0.049269905028979405,0.035971232716569164,0.0,0.100424329684341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749037697678664,0.0,0.181854957533936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942274921663908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060835508684435026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762922704467167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637698703986257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338486388512198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055628269636456666,0.0,0.11934654205870596,0.08431183437397044,0.11331545383362765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677021810077086,0.054552708913524005,0.2466374092813201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985148619143606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622361465574756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032429707633996635,0.048100069109547734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335935800603983,0.2594585862221915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710028205019661,0.0,0.04337827685756381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781612085991807,0.11324112032184565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997181550966126,0.08975774264238924,0.0,0.06923414331680294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04090929014334625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734724212958296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362149500301928,0.11292695460536015,0.0,0.059320168620724825,0.0,0.0,0.059024794769260175,0.0,0.07560513006894007,0.0,0.11652819387650455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613090654708538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047022394537389725,0.0,0.0,0.2666527093874292,0.0,0.04881271076576363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542787727518746,0.0,0.0,0.12530025258204805,0.0,0.09424904956500364,0.049334020895764115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839982933152992,0.0443672935204124,0.04742905923902935,0.0515763149681605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781047312037998,0.0,0.14053924982278304,0.03440852106031534,0.0,0.0,0.2255418485887968,0.06556097706101703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498988529220481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588124706184134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04295912822373468,0.0,0.0,0.08383635409192138,0.06451688802650743,0.0,0.1139992480669371
anxiety,PossiblyAsexualAlt,2020/03/10,"Any time I drink tea, I feel like I'm actually calm (even though with any other type of caffeine I get a lot more anxious). Is there anything like this for anyone else or am I alone on this kind of thing. I'm not entirely sure that I have an actual anxiety disorder, so take what I said with a grain of salt.",6.721641025641028,4.453389061538463,7.564615384615386,79.41871794871795,66.07692307692308,11.743589743589745,32.43589743589744,10.504223727775694,2.865974358974359,239,7,55,5,3,81,50,65,0.134,0.7509999999999999,0.114,-0.0718,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,5,7,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.414954198085436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202002736274725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891647506153839,0.0,0.1626463882187003,0.2401892557650088,0.0,0.14866214805960473,0.21784449889881008,0.1749602588508048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436699593135772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082772685066488,0.0,0.0,0.17760872309082798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042717624825485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750221582619812,0.1518889254640465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108016849927962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214010335039288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774142223239575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075377479541613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022411952975308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038280330331626,0.0,0.15985657502534167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124891481443505,0.0,0.2088886567025504,0.0,0.12397484480000395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foul-is-here,2020/03/10,"I am so scared to talk to my parents about anything My parents are foreign and I love them dearly, but I feel like the don’t want hear my problems at all. I don’t even want to talk to my friends about this because I’m scared they will make fun of me",2.229727272727274,3.00104465454546,3.0743181818181817,97.51147727272728,75.18181818181819,5.5,26.47727272727273,3.1291,0.2209090909090912,196,7,48,0,4,62,38,55,0.14800000000000002,0.5660000000000001,0.287,0.8081,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,8,12,3,0,3,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,11,5,8,11,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,1,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865948731456159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382239127572446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976538849650672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465096392014047,0.16198932812139755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518549562006194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25556228269151904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077796918898823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464956918290786,0.0,0.1513565287602407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035552307579679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169678982689225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540300429914518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645040578992454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674845352794029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mysideredit1999,2020/03/10,Falling back into it I thought I had everything figured out i was doing so well. But because of recent events it feels like I'm falling back into a pit of aniexty. And I'm all out of ideas on what to do. Which just intensifies the aniexty. I need to really just get this out some where as iv always been in fear of admitting any of this to any one I know.,2.2783999999999978,3.626861306666669,4.2316666666666665,86.98750000000004,75.93333333333334,7.133333333333333,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.3603333333333336,278,10,60,4,6,95,52,75,0.087,0.8420000000000001,0.071,-0.040999999999999995,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,18,13,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,1,5,2,16,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,5,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206709025550705,0.0,0.0,0.36297763849173975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104313594656385,0.0,0.16268870714776795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985621066417004,0.0,0.0,0.3003162945033179,0.1349434893090554,0.19066045692173095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394347587640857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30127713941214584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667129285577116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038499799570447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788952046107244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084605796027767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097135593839394,0.0,0.263513643769297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187438897207064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399588469022494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YaBoiHaydenB,2020/03/10,"(NFSW) Performance anxiety for first time (NFSW)Not sure if this is the right sub but It was anxiety related 

So me and my girlfriend tried having sex for the first time but I couldn't get fully hard and we decided to call off having sex and just cuddle instead. Her and I sexted and we talked about how much we wanted to have sex but I couldn't even get erect enough to penetrate her; it was really fucking embarrassing and emasculating. 

Thankfully we laughed it off and she said it's alright bc were bolth really akward and don't know how to have sex right; but I'm super anxious that I'll mess up the second time.

Anybody have any tips?",4.768924444444443,6.105742728000003,5.4026666666666685,81.0657777777778,69.72,9.075555555555557,27.488888888888887,9.444778638647367,2.3502622222222214,511,17,98,11,9,165,79,125,0.098,0.764,0.138,0.7623,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,0,4,7,8,1,1,3,1,12,6,0,2,1,26,20,16,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,2,12,5,10,14,2,10,0,0,0,6,11,5,1,1,5,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648202133133708,0.0,0.3070679642534357,0.22673244272764345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493584681536026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737544231226854,0.0,0.13255962093184748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341428481122979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855427455102616,0.20971360989669185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978664436048708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102987754475222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753666213743874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571454962921913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34279124436925223,0.1909104555235802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891561815655228,0.0,0.0,0.1613140400072183,0.0,0.18477642948570375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510871372088289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626126613366307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837731320209573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brooklyn2Scranton,2020/03/10,"I'm moving states Moving to PA on Wednesday and my nerves are absolutely shot. Its a calmer place, more laid back (hence the reason for the move) but moving is so stressful I have barely slept this week. My arm keeps twitching and my mind won't stop racing.",6.120133333333335,6.41375128,5.541999999999998,85.01433333333334,66.2,7.466666666666668,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.7202666666666668,204,4,40,1,3,62,43,50,0.133,0.7879999999999999,0.079,-0.5924,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,4,3,2,1,0,7,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529389754495183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767881677286411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082856126164866,0.0,0.0,0.8455811486682918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780429770732195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449851970453686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628621048765094,0.22783503649944215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954261241425066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,in-a-massive-shoe,2020/03/10,"DAE get this weird feeling like life right now is so surreal? I was looking at pictures of my family members and this feeling of anxiety just hit me... Like this moment in time is so surreal. It’s as if I’m thinking ‘wow, this is what my family looks like all grown up, this moment is the future I was waiting for’. I remember a convo I had with a friend when we were little wondering about what our younger siblings would look like when we all grew up and today is the answer. 

I get it sometimes when I look in the mirror. I’ll stare at myself and I’ll be hit with this overwhelming anxiety like ‘that’s me. That’s what I look like’ and I feel so overwhelmed and emotional but I’m not sure exactly why. 

Maybe this is the wrong place to post this but it does feel like anxiety, maybe some of you will understand this feeling? It’s not necessarily a bad feeling, just an intense one.",2.8405805243445705,4.597665342696629,4.285191011235956,85.4757265917603,75.34831460674158,7.892734082397005,26.473408239700376,8.648137234880735,1.916859475655432,693,26,142,14,15,230,96,178,0.071,0.77,0.159,0.8639,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,3,1,0,0,10,15,0,2,8,0,13,1,0,0,4,34,34,15,0,2,7,0,6,7,1,2,1,0,0,0,18,9,0,1,11,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,4,12,17,10,15,25,3,21,0,2,6,0,5,9,0,3,16,94,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702429480877928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098319120231644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304674124650093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245665818815786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220147381022215,0.0,0.35723776038331634,0.16824601906354772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097593828422293,0.0,0.12304251998501167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317266633057133,0.4026983373687684,0.11801978146267313,0.0,0.0,0.4944157427740895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365981140492224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979271057669532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302717764393672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277514956645135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339157943162885,0.10056070885615916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646106407711004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098112927448814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545158551759823,0.0,0.0,0.06866291942581151,0.0,0.11161639766067503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258537959984993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625407387281924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769847406846535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364859413569119,0.1287447919195044,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sjahwus1,2020/03/10,"How to stop anxiety stopping me I am realizing now that a big reason that I procrastinate so much is because I stress too much about doing the thing, so I try to avoid it as much as possible. However, this led to me trying to make life easy as possible for myself, and now that I'm confronted with actual real life problems, I realize my anxiety is debilitating. How can I alleviate this, and take better steps to take action in the future?",12.075372549019606,7.296915517647061,12.812941176470584,53.66490196078434,58.529411764705884,16.980392156862745,44.80392156862745,14.554592549557764,6.345156862745098,349,14,62,12,3,125,57,85,0.18899999999999997,0.746,0.065,-0.8,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,2,3,0,5,2,0,5,0,15,9,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,12,9,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1819723613566205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28530519721782577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136732172493084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649216762609131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26342512326575634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447327841225705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112409764755594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204443042825626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843105830294478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224897881867924,0.0,0.1917269998778906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118023182165209,0.2136060841820296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804114629514256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388547307840822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532080967933822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,super_turtle246,2020/03/10,"Don't know how to tell my mom..... My main form of an anxiety attack when I was a teenager was all of a sudden just getting extremely overwhelmed and lashing out. Anytime stories about me and my siblings growing up my mom will always talk about how I was overly ""moody"" that all of a sudden I could walk into a room and and just freak out and that they would have no idea why I was acting like that towards them and how she and my dad would just be like ""we didn't know what just happened"" she always talks about it in a joking manner because now since I'm an adult she finds it comical, I for one don't find it funny at all, whenever I would go off like this it was because I was having an extreme anxiety attack and didn't know how to handle things, typically those were days where I was bullied, harassed or forced by teachers to do things that I didn't want to do. She acts like these were just teenage mood swings but they really we're just awful anxiety attacks and everytime she jokes about them it just brings up a lot of bad memories. 

I don't know how to tell her to stop, I never told my parents how awful school was for me so she is oblivious. 


Just to clarify things the part about teachers forcing me to do things I didn't want to do- I told my teachers that I had really bad anxiety and asked that they not make me talk in front of the class their response was ""oh that's just because you need to talk more and read out loud more so we're going to call you out more so you can get over this"" (word per word what a teacher told me) I would be forced to read out loud and would have so much anxiety I would be stuttering and the whole time I was having to listen to kids in the class mock me and make fun of my reading, and of course then the teacher was silent.....",5.198394965615673,4.840011841961854,5.565768781627092,86.28576748410539,68.18256130790189,8.734345400285454,28.647852601531078,8.11559375814309,1.6220054236408457,1394,41,305,16,21,446,165,367,0.166,0.787,0.047,-0.9918,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,3,6,0,27,19,5,1,15,2,42,0,0,8,4,67,63,29,0,10,12,4,0,4,0,7,0,3,1,2,22,22,0,1,7,6,0,8,10,11,0,1,21,3,48,7,45,31,12,35,0,1,0,0,35,18,0,2,13,228,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550367592591387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33443268474979443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173870164455857,0.29840534937917057,0.0,0.0,0.14600696554253645,0.15989630584882014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927957772288735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980869048664591,0.0,0.0,0.056387499721509936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982562549402266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136099333167344,0.0,0.09938116695063656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731732726209037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870199858626763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220508755949434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086274667839882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433300037650696,0.0,0.0,0.116725339979664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048025724629524,0.0,0.0,0.06427382568234799,0.06483097657823328,0.06743425528848243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059247334171972664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097084770624381,0.09468217075537244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623720657964045,0.0,0.11202452708526546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848756666177951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232605557715929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309848359526877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811035667292142,0.1528418055187635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323482461147221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098329036628112,0.0,0.0,0.2506399258528257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314131664993756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889530981436567,0.09761659743407117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726623277204825,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dyorp,2020/03/10,"Anxiety after Break-In Hey y’all, 

I’m going to begin by saying I’ve never been diagnosed with any MI, and I definitely have never even considered myself having an anxiety disorder. 

So, two nights ago my apartment was robbed, and they broke in through a window. After that, I can’t shower, or leave, or sleep. I know these are all normal reactions because it’s a scary situation, but I don’t know who to turn to to talk about it. Im normally not a cryer, but I have been shaking constantly and having fits of sobbing. When I was younger I used to sit up and watch out of the window for hours because being robbed is a huge fear of mine. I’m sorry if this post doesn’t belong here, since this subreddit is dedicated to people who actually have an anxiety disorder. 

But do you guys have any ideas on how to speed of the recovery process on this? Thank y’all so much :-)",5.787745664739887,5.66847682080925,7.0494855491329504,75.3344595375723,66.91907514450868,10.61942196531792,31.1728323699422,10.355215969177356,3.0925310982658964,682,24,133,16,10,233,112,173,0.149,0.7609999999999999,0.09,-0.6673,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,0,7,5,0,2,8,0,18,2,1,2,3,23,27,14,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,4,2,14,1,23,22,2,23,0,2,1,0,10,8,1,3,11,94,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.14581369742624847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245302402840586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032233034253428,0.0,0.34292080449289597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217175379700407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147141207373306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165953963629902,0.0,0.0,0.3424996578721275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869140200224988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814057663447846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491960484178337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795064281315898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714994535558484,0.0,0.0,0.1686785328492547,0.1614007144563708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423614840666834,0.0,0.0,0.1582156502259056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984189552384196,0.0,0.2304859356196637,0.0,0.0,0.14022182846896505,0.2928024240308933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358996021522328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310436327674547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882586635647432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360289676268263,0.16795587416768054,0.14952927478676942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726498421054686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009923277575205,0.0,0.13756711700533236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625275371122761,0.14596296130823533,0.0,0.0,0.1290520837344556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1600yuh,2020/03/10,"Are there pills to help stop my shaking when im nervous? I could legit just be standing in line seeing there are a couple other people also waiting, as im waiting for the receptionist, my leg would just start shaking out of nerves. Same with if im in the train or at school. Its really annoying. I try to pretend that im not nervous but it doesnt help at all. i just want to be able to not care or at least not shake/have my fave get red out of embarassment every single time im asked to read for something in class..",1.0682151793160948,3.1144200917431237,2.8892243536280238,91.99745621351126,82.02752293577981,5.431526271893245,20.91826522101752,6.574015621080383,0.27978165137614663,406,12,88,4,11,135,72,109,0.166,0.7709999999999999,0.062,-0.7578,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,4,3,0,7,2,1,0,1,21,15,7,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,2,6,1,19,11,4,15,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,3,4,57,10,3,0.1501411354662081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006781178782845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403616940974313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307889398993538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987547957438285,0.1661283106633222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650038216435466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844254643425383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127287652738676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8108909532585278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408895880029326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018176578975814,0.0,0.09618425596314936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195084474446854,0.11964304612822935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558598131409638,0.0,0.0,0.10627066845516536,0.0,0.0,0.12552471212476435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754850349337369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193597545858367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855713172065406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665595487557153,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noobt00b,2020/03/10,How do you get out of a deep hole you dug yourself in? I don't want to have self pity. I want to get out of this shit but how,-3.2730645161290326,-1.7892919354838703,-0.3868548387096773,111.63971774193548,97.38709677419355,3.1,10.975806451612904,3.1291,-2.3253290322580646,94,1,30,0,4,32,22,31,0.21899999999999997,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.5341,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,7,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858553360905487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850651840270923,0.0,0.477285089951586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485027826246733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonchild2384,2020/03/10,"Chest pains after 3 hours of anxiety attacks yesterday I’ve had a really shitty end of 2019 and 2020 so far and it’s only March. My dad has a massive heart attack in October. He survived, but it was still an extremely stressful situation as I’m the only child. Then I had the flu in January. I really thought I was dying. And this past Thursday, my mom was admitted to the hospital for pancreatitis due to chronic alcoholism. I had never been so anxious in my life. 

She got to come back home yesterday, but I’ve been so anxious that she’s gonna go back to drinking. I physically fainted yesterday due to overheating and dehydration. And after that, I spent the whole rest of the day experiencing one anxiety attack after another. They went on for at least 3 hours. Nothing could calm me down. I kept thinking that something was wrong with me, and I was too afraid to fall asleep bc I kept thinking I was gonna die. My whole body was tensed up for hours. I looked like a little old lady.

And I was throwing back water and Gatorade like never before. When I have big anxiety attacks, it’s sometimes hard for me to determine what’s real and what isn’t. I kept thinking I was falling when I wasn’t. I held my SO’s hand to make sure he was actually there. Eventually he pulled me into an embrace and I ended up falling asleep in his arms. 

Flash forward to today, and I’ve been having dull chest pains all day. Of course my brain keeps thinking something’s wrong with me and that I’m having a heart attack. (I’m 23) but my dad (who’s had a heart attack) says it’s probably just bc I had so many anxiety attacks yesterday and that my muscles are really stressed. 

The whole middle part of my body is achy, really. I hate anxiety. I’ve been dealing with it my whole life and it’s just gotten worse since I’ve been in my 20s. Tomorrow is my first therapy session. I’m nervous, but I’m hoping it’ll help. I just wish I didn’t worry about every single thing all the time. I’m exhausted. I need a lifelong hug.",1.6266892808683835,4.04139639303483,3.677161917684305,84.97203867028496,82.58208955223881,6.938127544097693,24.55924920850294,8.07648339933343,1.7197393034825883,1578,62,310,33,44,535,192,402,0.235,0.685,0.081,-0.9964,0,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,2,17,24,8,4,15,0,32,24,12,1,5,48,63,27,2,4,7,3,2,2,0,3,9,1,1,1,17,19,3,5,6,1,1,9,5,18,0,2,31,5,44,6,37,28,10,57,0,1,1,1,16,16,0,1,36,193,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.06540798822144231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716307176481001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028290687391117,0.25637463348855,0.15144125384903376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337645501041121,0.0,0.15461723406611705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703443418701041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489021914718353,0.0,0.07482350409407337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057737212015014576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053515036818901934,0.0,0.0,0.08645282135179648,0.06910115959353498,0.0,0.0,0.13912540927268946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566024485657662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873079304537262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647253828027456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701252615086281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809258397051682,0.0,0.053607045310837216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600423885521499,0.06617458269401848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827942123824186,0.04492630784982975,0.0,0.06723283163939389,0.06657222734174426,0.1980221761567795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957604425660125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468529853295612,0.0654913171678989,0.06717794879974892,0.0,0.0,0.05628520073878017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044740567565190924,0.06795413562372661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850037817323999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496991431067341,0.10338961036115428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431353084019358,0.0,0.07033281399680825,0.0,0.045418747258143016,0.1019530243637804,0.1426413918191468,0.0,0.0,0.07258293800879413,0.06398417587483049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226567468330773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629058942296485,0.17175502504906245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330199428608588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544483788759857,0.07534035576347801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320022189249496,0.06629071247866022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352728000774164,0.0,0.1535567724026602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317148301531024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665040148284727,0.0,0.04452928732424523,0.17179095524301394,0.0,0.05321138559353968,0.03908356741947806,0.0,0.06353308364354783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062134040285794265,0.0,0.2993298266679026,0.07707692310638876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806844878069733,0.06830551347048057,0.0,0.146565447463368,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dearprudence-,2020/03/10,"Help with fear of needles! I am a 26 year old adult that still has trouble with blood draws and vaccines. I hyperventilate, get clammy, and sometimes even pass out in anticipation of the poke. I have to get blood drawn in two days and am freaking out. Do you have any tips for overcoming a fear of needles?",3.709152542372877,5.709495847457628,4.212,85.88172881355933,73.57627118644069,6.753898305084746,27.0542372881356,7.554174236665415,1.3445701694915262,241,9,49,3,5,76,43,59,0.19,0.747,0.064,-0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,6,2,2,0,0,7,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,11,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625410318818406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611952727789274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906138938387197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6494979172320391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30155734825112834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343875766242166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028312989333782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854272625583101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304718780888058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28191481574614624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858453457370781
anxiety,wolfcub_,2020/03/10,"I'm exhausted. Does conflict make anyone else physically ill? This may sound really really silly, but earlier tonight I had a disagreement with someone on social media. I didn't know her well, & had only met her once, so I just unfriended her and tried to move on. I didn't want to spend anymore time on it. She continued to message me directly and post about me, and just wouldn't drop it. My fiance came to my defense. And even though I knew he wasn't doing anything wrong by standing up for me, I immediately went in to panic mode and begged him not to even say anything.

My heart rate jumped to 130 bpm, I felt extremely nauseous, and I was shaking. And its not just this specific situation. All conflict affects me this way. 

I immediately try to placate and calm everyone down. If I have stated an opinion of mine or stood up for myself in any way that could've caused a conflict, I feel intense guilt afterwards. To the point where I feel very guilty for even disagreeing with this girl now, because it has caused conflict.

And I almost always become physically ill. Stomach ache, shaking, heart rate skyrockets, my hands and feet get cold.

I just don't know what to do. I'm tired of feeling this way. I'm emotionally exhausted all the time.",4.425174701459528,6.29538999159664,5.259969040247679,79.66196594427247,71.35294117647058,8.539938080495357,29.753206545776205,9.134995656068208,2.6467529411764703,990,41,183,21,19,322,145,238,0.21,0.732,0.057999999999999996,-0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,13,11,1,4,5,0,13,10,5,4,2,45,30,15,0,3,9,0,5,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,11,13,0,5,7,0,1,6,7,8,1,0,12,8,29,3,27,16,2,29,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,5,6,114,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817680456087918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650899112957823,0.13869151087094075,0.0,0.08704662639085763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269448678359857,0.08950287635728392,0.13115449698895273,0.2106716016115072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802961729514737,0.14136957672536207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640166290932072,0.0,0.26298927722618803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220021107364258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120165413832724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693032349028014,0.14398647209940346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25363489678443485,0.0,0.0,0.12231262873372015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416692796679835,0.0,0.12290323167311275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687643570810732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30336902912556485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406945208474149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544318981206489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360472394450037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363193259159335,0.0,0.09735226983805688,0.0,0.15018428057037614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210044830513958,0.0,0.1225917681200238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640043701396927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179335361608076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438810607091117,0.0,0.13048323397732825,0.10845677194531117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576258218596068,0.0,0.1492794951556779,0.14712095142333398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381166264950115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561611956115896,0.07549965669427278,0.3048091598159889,0.0,0.0,0.11509032998437145,0.1186603319279316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995150295373032,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nadinecords,2020/03/10,I took my first dose of an SSRI!!!!!!! Just as the title says!!!! It's such a small dose that I probably won't even notice but I did it!!!!!!!! :D,-2.513387096774192,-0.8409288709677405,1.1357258064516138,100.72358870967743,95.77419354838707,4.390322580645162,10.975806451612904,5.985473137389443,-1.3846838709677425,99,1,27,1,4,36,27,31,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.8279,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28201322744035673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631850605210095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861143274267128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603517017295242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395479787978073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743853843053703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Guru4242,2020/03/10,"Just remember to breathe. I'm feeling very anxious right now cause of nothing really at all....but I am proud that I managed to realize it before I let it get too far. If you're feeling anxious right now I just wanted to remind you that like me, you are safe, you are loved, this feeling won't last, your anxiety doesn't own you. And finally, breathe. Much love out there.",2.3138223938223947,4.443058567567569,3.522046332046333,88.64013513513515,78.18918918918921,6.93127413127413,28.138996138996138,7.957251820313856,1.871326640926641,290,13,59,5,7,94,53,74,0.055999999999999994,0.665,0.27899999999999997,0.9435,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,0,1,6,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,0,13,14,2,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,10,5,6,12,2,9,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,5,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763499296147426,0.4655772815689943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534150140545368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167992120537166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125697020517774,0.0,0.0,0.2257281666625797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765761091478136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796603695308054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070985246910495,0.0,0.10067028844002704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719535808356114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514774799392597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197719697213614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200702520904814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342530304983636,0.3519474623461798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002071036907648,0.12153926235046385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slashfunnyusername,2020/03/10,"Could use some tips on how to keep calm. I've found that recently I've been very quick to anger and my anxiety has been absolutely through the roof to the point that I'm having anxiety attacks every 2nd or 3rd day and getting paranoid about stuff. I've reached out to a really great program in my city for proper mental health help, but they're very busy and I have no idea when they'll be able to assess me, let alone get me in to speak to someone (this is my best option due to not having benefits and not having much money). I'd like to find ways to keep my anger at bay or how to calm down easier when I'm having an anxiety attack and could use some advice. I hope I explained myself appropriately. This has all been so hard to navigate and I feel like I don't know where else to ask this type of thing? Thanks Reddit. I truly appreciate it.",3.9291379310344814,4.765707258620693,5.052356321839081,84.66577586206898,71.24137931034483,8.328735632183909,24.27011494252873,8.59863814320734,1.37123908045977,669,17,142,11,12,221,113,174,0.149,0.648,0.20199999999999999,0.9299,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,13,4,0,4,0,17,1,0,4,1,31,32,14,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,3,14,9,23,23,5,15,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,6,8,89,22,2,0.14355366366101474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027897870187594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867830203305415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294544793310601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342032972029033,0.32662603298833603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506507134550022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292318387307906,0.0,0.0,0.0925802371630672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119920665584989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095015305314999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258504565198673,0.1025547660028072,0.0,0.0,0.1312054478922723,0.0,0.0,0.15739918263985672,0.0,0.0,0.1500017286078248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826842097522095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859588582714446,0.0,0.0,0.15259083159971068,0.0,0.0,0.09622099477061836,0.0,0.0,0.14258117894597172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620546128612898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25519418430866136,0.0,0.0,0.07889333929545612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467933471516684,0.0,0.14026613777827254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446683287882702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055284602870857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357046128043364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196415284288653,0.0,0.14174192442222744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163255337073145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433459997874034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216492645608993,0.0,0.0,0.09537067539775136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479685484011176,0.0,0.23689361335242284,0.0,0.11394621634107775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lupaburner2k19,2020/03/10,"My partner is undergoing 4 surgeries today and I am very pregnant and anxiety is through the roof I'm stuck at work because I couldn't get the time off to be there with him today - I will be able to visit him after work and will work from home tomorrow when he gets discharged but his surgery was supposed to finish about an hour ago and I haven't heard from him yet. Likely he is still very very drugged up and sleepy, and not in a state to message me, but of course my brain is going a million miles an hour with the worst case scenarios :( trying to plan out what I would do if something went wrong (all of my family live in a different country) etc",7.910454545454545,5.750103075757576,7.561212121212122,80.03681818181819,63.6969696969697,10.618181818181819,35.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.776127272727273,514,18,108,6,6,163,91,132,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.9488,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,8,0,14,2,1,0,1,16,21,10,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,1,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,4,1,13,1,20,11,3,23,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,13,74,14,3,0.16913144588548387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992482196998266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938509316927033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310095959046586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888066287356649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670636315707233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613878154688671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862627004094068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944207486762152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672839966433515,0.0,0.09612129833242043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965263035832578,0.0,0.3331208105236985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262908130032756,0.0,0.1493461653486137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130205650057479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506859116014258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986219062148844,0.0,0.3206336693570974,0.0,0.0,0.11482914967655715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41865346720035945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678654479129128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693891208512924,0.0,0.0,0.12014612653880125,0.18491868537659548,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breeb3095,2020/03/10,"Does anyone else procrastinate?? I don’t understand why I do this. My anxiety typically manifests itself in procrastinating. Something in my brain is telling me that I don’t have time to do everything so I should just put everything off. And I know right now I have shit to get done but I can’t bring myself to do any of it. I haven’t felt depressed lately so it’s not like a, “I’m too sad to do anything” because I’ve felt that before. This feels more like, “how can I even start when Im already ten steps behind?” Does anyone else feel this? How do you cope? How do I make myself get my shit done?",1.2217448405253286,3.444201105691061,3.0658536585365863,89.93397748592872,82.65853658536584,6.386241400875548,20.843652282676672,7.61054688173877,0.73005866166354,468,14,102,8,13,156,76,123,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.9757,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,10,6,2,0,1,0,17,3,3,4,0,15,29,8,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,4,4,17,2,9,24,1,12,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,7,67,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620094598539241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983643466384454,0.0,0.11230992350312208,0.0,0.0,0.2053071655539457,0.3008501974726092,0.12081284744668608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949455150567406,0.0,0.1249252481305462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163889498479112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264479982317478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569503857591311,0.3004770095088743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452833084371516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696720348314274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638883100809604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484639870345214,0.10488172400668873,0.28192294101812065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340525373478464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858094629822705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068342175073155,0.0,0.16560907043061288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434487632641302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799740427434432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758548665215354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537569175036464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013985229307307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302219011040512,0.0,0.0,0.1039134984774726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831918251900126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560660638266178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528353065589084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247398675514735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bighandsman123,2020/03/10,"Virus anxiety! Hey all! I’m a healthy 20 year old man who suffers from some pretty bad anxiety. Ever since this coronavirus stuff has come out, I have been absurdly anxious. I’m talkin all day, every day, well into the night type of anxiety. I know I’m not very at risk, given I’m young and healthy, but in my head there is no escaping death from the virus. How do you all handle this? Any tips, tricks, or reassurance is greatly appreciated. Much love, stay safe and strong out there ❤️",2.0628125,4.452846322916667,3.395666666666667,87.81600000000002,80.5625,7.173333333333334,23.141666666666666,8.238735603445708,1.4080366666666664,381,13,79,8,10,124,74,96,0.163,0.561,0.276,0.9488,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,5,10,1,1,3,0,6,2,1,1,4,17,14,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,4,6,8,12,5,14,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,2,7,41,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994150874193462,0.0,0.4722770858546082,0.23247955889385316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182267998240192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726638204398495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265429838464362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614518127853155,0.17338354583490168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687974615721304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111957630649533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309458123456187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857298623125316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127635781520826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931161820889156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159377469238475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093583015720854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022827172177893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193404514766371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557568906219836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979496772788735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502629093632086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251941056322844
anxiety,penguinator13,2020/03/10,"Depersonalization?  

As  I type here right now I feel out of focus. I feel like almost as if  this is a dream or if I'm just detached from my body. As I watch my hand  type this they do not feel like my hands. I am fatigued and heavy  headed. It feels almost as if my eyes have zoomed out. My vision is  blurryish. I am unsure of what to do or say. My vitals are fine etc. My  breathing seems shallow. I've been having these episodes a lot lately  and I am unsure of what to do. My psychiatrist doesn't come back in town  til the end of the month and then I'm going to have to wait til he  makes time for me.

I don't do  drugs other than drink some caffeine. I don't smoke anything. I am on a  shit ton of medications though. I've been hospitalized mentally twice  since January 1st",0.7500762527233107,2.8352885246913613,2.6943718228031948,92.71820261437912,83.50617283950619,5.5401597676107475,18.17138707334786,6.794906146795322,-0.09007741466957153,599,14,137,7,17,200,99,162,0.073,0.825,0.102,0.5574,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,5,0,19,11,7,1,0,24,30,16,0,3,7,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,6,1,1,5,2,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,9,20,4,22,28,4,17,0,1,2,0,3,6,1,10,11,93,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632710444363597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492682178586836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394774362136981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201482998048702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625111303964997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769279089243292,0.21035439434909986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065738124483225,0.0,0.20229739615929435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366864207395115,0.25916958931596096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030879122185838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615810097579025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461541406281025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723563096977776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421098489542787,0.0,0.0,0.12107899283860114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273097857601708,0.18279809325514965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478347964143018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490576098403128,0.0,0.14424832172824964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513031522607674,0.0,0.0,0.1861938582441044,0.15004738417205415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782143997824831,0.0,0.10576975745322724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vintage-Clown,2020/03/10,"My Anxiety... Hi..im a 15 year old girl who lives in a pretty trashy town due to money issues with my family which isn't important. I am professionally diagnosed with social anxiety as a behavioral disorder....it all started in 7th grade when i was in the movies with my cousin and friend to see Suicide Squad..the gun shots in the movie was so loud and my heart couldn't stop pounding. Then about a year later i was diagnosed. 

Im now a sophomore in highschool and well...you can think how it goes...it is absolutely the worse. Everyday i walk through those doors and my anxiety bounces around. I look at everyone in the halls and if i see them looking back i walk faster. If they turn back to their friend my thought is: ""they're laughing at me"" 

For me its very hard to make friends which is why i only really have one...my sister. Shes only 12 but shes amazing...annoying at times...but amazing. When people try to talk to me in person...
I freeze up, i cant speak, i start sweating and when i try to answer i feel like im being so loud but then im asked to repeat myself. 

Its so hard to live without being able to talk to people like it feels like i physically can't. Im tired of not having friends and im tired of sitting home in bed watching YouTube all weekend instead of being a teen and hanging out with friends.

My mom and i talk a lot about it and I've chosen to do group therapy with other teens like me...i feel like that's my last hope.

(I take meds for my anxiety which have yet to help me...i keep having the dose go up but feel the same everytime...i just got a stronger med so lets see how that works.)

Thank you for reading <3",0.7451280857009763,2.9971115899705016,2.473871293277444,93.21552980903587,85.01769911504425,5.8103089582362974,21.310433162552396,7.1686216300943375,0.5878389380530975,1275,42,282,19,38,419,182,339,0.047,0.767,0.18600000000000005,0.9940000000000001,0,0,0,1,0,1,60.0,0,1,3,1,18,14,0,0,14,0,23,7,2,3,2,43,45,27,1,4,8,3,7,5,5,0,5,3,3,2,13,17,0,2,7,2,1,4,6,0,0,0,5,16,35,14,44,35,4,44,0,0,6,0,25,17,0,4,27,164,48,5,0.07882983327817965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412184267642617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070175264512766,0.07369525286981504,0.0,0.0,0.1212305518314083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600212428447955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532528387559037,0.0,0.0,0.0743137511391688,0.0,0.15943492910767348,0.16894814593463098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045186682243268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480081088621028,0.0,0.06304741891487756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141232093720038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934137319854919,0.0528379755847941,0.0,0.07907275016975003,0.07829581132431684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108984832464447,0.08227786530875948,0.0,0.0700675778296978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425683539940924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060884541154711,0.0,0.19256137345518376,0.0,0.13921637402825646,0.0,0.13239441230566965,0.0,0.0,0.06701830527159361,0.0,0.0,0.05261952583687216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751243477164791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232454799488883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271864942018159,0.0,0.05341713516141498,0.11990728083277738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093013615868541,0.06883116981009291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019828028053512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885116575059996,0.0,0.05050040975124585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884515129693672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035708775211432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159232345844153,0.0,0.0,0.06590527038683368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622704300665432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927022413139359,0.19008130190396275,0.0,0.07257591936043242,0.09014878444169093,0.0,0.0,0.05051097415549821,0.0,0.06258208224505074,0.0,0.1812065940326637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070405645394538,0.08574422205019401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504286818250139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087748719947305,0.0,0.07113166333734072,0.0,0.0,0.07598914623100463,0.0,0.05738905748529785,0.0,0.08033433473153201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015276561870824
anxiety,guy_fairyprincess,2020/03/10,"Anxiety attack Hi,  I just got an anxiety attack few moments ago, I just started to shut down while I was chewing my hand, is really worrying, because every attack I have the more my boyfriend get scared. And have been the 4th attack in two weeks.

Do you have any recommendations about it?, think I need help.",4.022068965517242,6.18173982758621,5.0064137931034525,79.82996551724139,73.13793103448276,8.088275862068969,27.11724137931035,8.841846274778883,2.2645200000000005,242,9,44,5,5,79,45,58,0.304,0.612,0.084,-0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,1,3,0,7,2,1,0,0,5,12,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,8,0,4,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610936545955534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197596701813361,0.0,0.2694447060757456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8013943744269972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735397360125837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483788223431965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200930829121078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084988022043146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804166864081027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058205900086112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281947440464067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631511175307776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246503478109248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284307560987886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720322011337357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412634404378536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884650799087398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheN00dly0ne,2020/03/10,"Best night of my life into the worst day I've had in years. I'm jealous as fuck right now because the girl I've been talking with is with another guy right now and she hasnt responded to my text in 6 hours, I spent the night with her last night mostly cuddling with some kissing but now I cant stop being jealous. I just need someone to tell me this is normal and they have been through it before. It seems unhealthy to me to feel this way but damn I think I fell for her to hard to fast.

Maybe I should go back to therapy to work on these appart trust issues I have. Also not necessarily looking for relationship advice just calming words if anyone as them who has been in this situation before. Thank you",2.9193749999999987,4.640508854166669,3.9219444444444456,88.31750000000002,75.04166666666666,6.466666666666668,23.805555555555557,7.1686216300943375,0.8119555555555551,561,17,117,6,12,181,96,144,0.131,0.7509999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.2542,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,2,7,10,4,0,3,0,13,4,0,0,0,23,23,8,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,5,3,17,5,23,16,4,23,0,0,1,3,13,7,2,4,13,80,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592081484506856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760058953406536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731324781222293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156851240752123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269228631344226,0.0,0.09726668772739727,0.0,0.2715487120668137,0.0,0.16744905199812915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029034153983479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067865597793179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147511244454272,0.0,0.0,0.0906819911860074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799012386531566,0.0,0.0,0.14293499631547882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713509351130406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653985740755795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006322131377968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270240178056255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339907547686236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030011352598447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183121959026251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492105669944905,0.15633555340183716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713084179868114,0.0,0.27252783667653696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525801781806064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935284943080435,0.0,0.0,0.13519521605268947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339984321957515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824880177325473,0.13946303596727078,0.14690200354799507,0.18247150251217728,0.0,0.0,0.10224001803894577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665181244419568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161620493493544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275182347566432
anxiety,gonna_go_die,2020/03/10,"Lessons So my cello teacher quit on me a couple months ago, we've been searching for a new teacher but can't seem to find one near us that's willing to teach me. Well my parents thought they told me they had found one that was willing to do a trial lesson but it turns out they actually did not tell me that my trial lesson is TOMORROW. now yes I have been practicing for the orchestra I'm in, but this lady wants to hear my Bach suites, which I haven't practiced in a really long time. So of course I went on to have a huge panic attack and am still crying while doing homework cause I'm so scared of failing school even though my grades are ok. As soon as I'm done with this I'm probably going to speed through the rest of my work and go practice for 5 or 6 hours obsessively. I just wish they would have told me in advance because there are so many things that could go wrong and I am scared out of my mind. Sorry for the rant.",6.048923076923077,4.8142618153846195,6.29602564102564,84.6548076923077,66.74358974358975,9.235897435897437,30.26923076923077,7.908726449838941,1.7434000000000005,734,21,163,7,10,236,123,195,0.17800000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.073,-0.9767,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,4,7,12,9,1,4,8,2,22,0,0,1,0,25,39,15,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,0,7,1,0,5,3,7,1,2,11,1,22,2,26,24,1,26,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,2,12,111,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.13733412958540062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475042528220508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601029648897584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578891998610616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457052875078266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236304924060084,0.15571727944360808,0.15458749195640173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401769545035906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295215765581427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862649694546324,0.0,0.0,0.15430537230181868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23994371355094185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861519026591342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385926701033689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454338998979893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426801575981413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209920018210995,0.0,0.1123309384464358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359198409933263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072728855193727,0.0,0.0,0.16511867769757954,0.15626622969337256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173289687390631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968580332268813,0.0,0.0,0.09015652181188404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817945625507588,0.1424282956847684,0.0,0.12811712580219722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753795028954595,0.0,0.0,0.1123887556983038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300596959924658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934960863653143,0.0,0.13826847387432264,0.11172548679805204,0.08206195999293467,0.0,0.0,0.26895091078141137,0.0,0.0,0.15307600202829313,0.0,0.0,0.1692832661788724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300737888568697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653496777841847,0.13045997243309812,0.0,0.0,0.16183485280268314,0.0,0.0,0.10245457093165623,0.0,0.0,0.09997197385184137,0.1538683477508166,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nashsavage91,2020/03/10,Is it anxiety or am I just awkward How do you tell the difference between anxiety or if your just awkward asf?,2.91,5.0288472727272815,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,76.27272727272728,9.854545454545457,38.27272727272727,10.125756701596842,4.761927272727271,88,6,16,3,2,31,18,22,0.28,0.72,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7468795760490586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100215579984247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266718988375468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theplasticfantasty,2020/03/10,"Terrified of Coronavirus (original, I know) I've been following Coronavirus news rather rationally, until a few cases popped up in my state. Now I'm losing my mind. I (25yr) live in a small home on the US east coast with my dad (75), mom (67) and great aunt (96), and our dog. I'm not worried about what it will do to me, as I'm young and healthy with no pre-existing conditions. I'm worried about my parents, specifically my dad, and my job

My dad is elderly and semi retired but still works part time at Home Depot as a sales associate, which means he interacts with tons and tons of people four days a week. He has a heart condition and gets sick with colds easily. He cannot take off from work because we rely on the money he makes. My mom is semi retired as well but does hair from home a few times a month and has only been going out for necessities, so she doesn't worry me much. We also live with my dad's aunt, who is near 100, and I fear if she gets it it'll be a definite death sentence

I work at a daycare with small children and I'm terrified of getting it unknowingly, through my dad or otherwise, and passing it onto them. I'm in close proximity with them all day every day, I can't prevent that. I can already see the whole center having to shut down because of me

I don't consider myself a hypochondriac, and I know people are reassuring themselves and others by saying it won't be a threat unless you're old or sick already, but that's my whole household besides myself. I actually woke up in a panic over it last night. I'm not obsessively checking news or anything, but I have such an overwhelming sense of dread about it and it's impossible for me to get a positive outlook. Even with the overkill hand washing and practicing strict hygiene, that doesn't do anything about air transmission. I just know in my bones this will end badly for us, lol. Help?",5.68523519376066,5.721286927613939,6.5552485985864015,78.26259748964173,67.12332439678283,9.99897635876188,31.967950280282718,9.800150414767053,2.8859126005361926,1476,56,294,30,22,491,207,373,0.11199999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.4424,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,5,0,2,4,13,11,1,5,18,1,24,7,4,2,1,52,45,30,1,2,13,10,2,0,0,4,3,1,3,1,17,27,0,1,4,0,3,3,9,8,1,1,3,5,38,3,49,36,9,44,0,2,1,0,29,24,0,5,16,190,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.10157291128011524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22972295560536415,0.08323752829019891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713078015047803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869074536541639,0.12689970635663456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138055744855413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910863509355382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218929244075004,0.0,0.0,0.06874781448262067,0.0,0.08769693544289157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712567594494674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752253433299734,0.0,0.059154466561000825,0.0,0.0,0.11475517100679568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233423988487434,0.06976664480070255,0.0,0.31322020271128104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328928396160797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160881342648868,0.08484397370852192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838196715482465,0.0,0.0,0.1164455982145965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947820630923128,0.0,0.0,0.11338015654461793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509717793126894,0.24380850610024085,0.08308044387274316,0.0,0.07651517865477624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767765027574037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922073695329933,0.0,0.0,0.07916208539683275,0.0,0.1221224822343732,0.11557517372149545,0.11271498364783035,0.0,0.14432023910200156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277335664788048,0.0,0.0,0.0829430576649654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312320576020825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825971052954146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138675516418472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25040525947488323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349150249936081,0.0,0.09358580488906988,0.0,0.0,0.2324165805612108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227327520294482,0.3171131247258095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Prodigaltime,2020/03/10,"Please remember that reddit is anonymous site and people are exploiting the virus for karma a PSA for those that get swept up in the anxiety of everything that is happening. I've been a redditor for about 9 years now and this is a recurring theme. It happened with the swine flu, Ebola, and WW3 drama. Redditors no that statements that are very dark or serious draw in more karma so they tend to use this just like news outlet to draw attention to thier post. Most of these people are very uneducated on the topics and this can lead to some sense of dred.

With this said, yes the virus is serious and you need to be prepared. Make sure you are taking care of yourself but for the love of God please dont do something extreme or lose sleep because a redditor talked out thier ass. Do your own research and be prepared! Have a wonderful day and stay safe peeps",4.998636363636365,6.457684333333333,5.3628030303030325,81.10420454545455,69.3030303030303,8.893939393939394,28.29545454545455,9.2995712137729,2.3958181818181816,685,24,129,14,12,218,109,165,0.09300000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9504,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,2,4,8,0,0,11,1,16,4,2,3,1,27,28,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,4,5,22,24,4,13,2,1,0,2,7,6,1,5,5,83,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373268027890385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942933840544823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830252663493344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577090707829685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038766793263314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133453209864085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937880303420096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31748515732068144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877008879030937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008289087295234,0.0,0.0,0.16201731316907653,0.0,0.11982618980455854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331064686730696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890314937474164,0.0,0.0,0.3941023015690836,0.0,0.0,0.17192364315443856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033530116357524,0.0,0.1707577834750234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796424447930165,0.0,0.0,0.13819772579263984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133676283966744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691886921863127,0.0,0.1349712870569125,0.1442855910614679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550414249032523,0.0,0.2962337248127732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467397712628887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560035944071954
anxiety,when_itrings,2020/03/10,"Terrified of Coronavirus - original, I know I've been following Coronavirus news rather rationally, until a few cases popped up in my state. Now I'm losing my mind. I (25yr) live in a small home on the US east coast with my dad (75), mom (67) and great aunt (96), and our dog. I'm not worried about what it will do to me, as I'm young and healthy with no pre-existing conditions. I'm worried about my parents, specifically my dad, and my job

My dad is elderly and semi retired but still works part time at Home Depot as a sales associate, which means he interacts with tons of people four days a week. He has a heart condition and gets sick with colds easily. He cannot take off from work because we rely on the money he makes. My mom is semi retired as well but works from home and has only been going out for necessities, so she doesn't worry me much. We also live with my dad's aunt, who is near 100, and I fear if she gets it it'll be a death sentence

I work at a daycare with small children and I'm terrified of getting it unknowingly and passing it onto them. I'm in close proximity with them all day every day, I can't prevent that. I can already see the whole center having to shut down because of me

I don't consider myself a hypochondriac, and I know people are reassuring themselves and others by saying it won't be a threat unless you're old or sick already, but that's my whole household besides myself. I actually woke up in a panic over it last night. I'm not obsessively checking news or anything, but I have such an overwhelming sense of dread about it and it's impossible for me to get a positive outlook. Even with the overkill hand washing, that doesn't do anything about air transmission. I just know in my bones this will end badly for us, lol. Help?",5.51742320590208,5.5377295605633785,6.492434607645876,78.6242723004695,67.47887323943662,9.804158283031523,31.270959087860497,9.606745405546679,2.707307176391684,1394,51,280,27,21,466,198,355,0.11699999999999999,0.763,0.12,-0.6008,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,5,0,2,5,13,11,1,5,16,1,24,6,3,2,1,49,45,27,1,2,12,9,1,0,0,4,3,1,3,1,17,25,0,1,4,0,3,3,9,8,1,1,3,4,37,3,48,36,7,42,0,2,1,0,28,24,0,4,14,181,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.10087208065566036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281379180161143,0.08266320775340909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701258155600091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863078114439858,0.1260241264473042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999107613851733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155320671105062,0.0,0.0,0.06827346976662753,0.0,0.08709184598296926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163175346838794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602167695234006,0.0,0.058746313824048026,0.0,0.0,0.11396338570555205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249136357450045,0.06928527038083426,0.0,0.311059052582851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257661074523554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042475056602804,0.08425856905361942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255135646724052,0.0,0.0,0.1156421493394658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899882205116448,0.0,0.0,0.1125978585390717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104372030646331,0.24212628132766906,0.0,0.0,0.07598724084378823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700369609075844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846713802305592,0.0,0.0,0.07861588451470175,0.0,0.1212798641149785,0.11477773058286825,0.11193727518816553,0.0,0.14332446136936966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220223879276868,0.0,0.0,0.08237076891036597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254967402359234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771973583442987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027460669943222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486775185629328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829154295966955,0.0,0.09294008353232304,0.0,0.0,0.2308129575554747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010120142388189,0.3149251142964192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cinnabun8145,2020/03/10,What the hell am I supposed to do? I'm 26 and can't drive. I've tried driving lessons and I have panic attacks and urinate myself 70 percent of the time...just driving in parking lots!!! I'm on medication. Otherwise I never have never peed myself in my life so.  I've tried behavioral therapy and I've been petrified of cars as long as I can remember.  I dont have a job because I'm in a rural area and cant drive and I dont have sex because I cant drive.  What the hell are my options? Move to a city or something? Help please.  I can't control my bladder driving in a parking lot and with dozens and dozens of lessons it's the hardest hurdle in my life.,0.2289298561151085,2.4093210431654657,2.6542401079136693,91.50639613309356,86.76978417266187,5.201618705035972,25.95368705035971,6.6274283507984215,1.064456474820144,511,24,110,6,16,175,72,139,0.155,0.807,0.038,-0.9539,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,8,0,15,6,2,1,2,19,18,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,3,0,0,8,8,4,0,2,1,0,14,0,14,17,3,18,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,4,3,70,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108568286857495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596932689037294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788030972767044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344461951567958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423292549400185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392643010692736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618294758906309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402459670315198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151475821468154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867157067980722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699252789102645,0.0,0.0,0.2858991618849408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746256079685625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345328115197386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995988749472927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426877267567779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211958295089232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080762286429958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516743371048605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ivegotanxiety,2020/03/10,"I'm uncomfortable living. Anxiety is the only thing I deal with, sometimes a tint of hopelessness that sears itself into my thoughts. I feel like I'm unable to believe a word anyone says, and I pick out ""warnings"" that aren't even there (supposedly..) I'm not sure where to go when I can't pick myself up and can't trust anyone around me to help me, and that's an even bigger issue when I've got so few options. I'm not sure what to do, and it's making me feel like I'm running into a brick wall soon and that wall is gonna make me do something. I don't know, maybe a major life change or something. I can't really tell, I can't think.",5.49656512605042,4.1637179632353,6.563613445378152,82.60911764705884,67.89705882352939,9.242016806722688,28.252100840336126,7.957251820313856,1.5603689075630252,497,12,111,5,7,168,81,136,0.121,0.816,0.062,-0.745,0,0,2,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,4,2,26,25,9,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,2,3,13,5,11,22,2,14,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,2,5,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922534136209302,0.0,0.0,0.25450965788911106,0.0,0.0,0.16201374477105315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504554834093106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252611438794293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876284014923037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404113828016772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840438371795703,0.26003390211676425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343170333379052,0.0,0.14555767630473915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198711825384972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995503847392664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001945139954664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854814096507766,0.17782669964033412,0.0,0.16070453204819987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429655659469012,0.0,0.1828379987001316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841506496565165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659037629681547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472937998548258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802166096956712,0.1799972748550028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34305544068380023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590712684352958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090909978045165,0.11661476635371207,0.0,0.14448335279514668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnonymousKaren31,2020/03/10,"Please help out!! Hey! This is my first time in r/Anxiety and I am kinda nervous talking about my problems to random strangers. I need someone to talk to because no one whom I know would take it seriously since I am a teenager. I believe you guys will help me make the best decision. 

I am a junior at my high school worried whether I should pursue trying to be a History Professor. It's just that I love History so much and I have strong passion learning about new things such lineages of the British monarchs dating back to the 17th CE, the dynasties of China, etc. I have a dream to get a Ph.D. in History. 

 I am just getting anxious about my future. I am Junior and if you don't know, Junior year is the hardest year of high school. People in my school are going around getting good grades, taking leadership roles in clubs and getting the internships of their interest. Like most of them wants to do something that will pay them well like Computer Engineer, Chemical Engineer and such. 

I am wondering whether my decision to become a History Professor is stupid and immature. I am wondering, what if, maybe after getting my Bachelors's or Masters, I will not get a job, or the job will be worth the money I spend on college and pay my bills. My dream sounds unrealistic and ambitious. But I just don't like STEM-related stuff.  I am bad at Math and I dislike chemical or Physics stuff. 

Dear Anonymous people, please help me make a decision. And please give me realistic, practical and straightforward advice. Thank you for reading :)",4.298780487804876,6.5754208013937285,5.045388153310107,79.33680696864114,72.69337979094077,8.773184668989547,32.037491289198606,9.3871,3.283759135888502,1218,59,215,30,25,393,156,287,0.081,0.715,0.204,0.9893,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,3,5,12,17,1,1,16,0,25,2,0,2,0,43,45,20,0,7,12,0,0,3,0,6,0,1,0,1,10,13,0,0,8,4,6,1,4,5,1,2,0,1,37,12,27,37,4,21,0,0,0,2,17,11,0,10,12,150,47,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015475269304751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794970325604675,0.1173978303197881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250910658434504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990657476332377,0.08676724063673634,0.06334748571735277,0.114769334425981,0.0,0.11708006942819435,0.1090555942396702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589610799743695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839264996886023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32575738823547346,0.09968767364347496,0.059059029105384624,0.0871615395714797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028952187936161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208962258240674,0.21959027480417834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062452823058552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422129774364125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523073471372769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379010767583107,0.0,0.13873222588780912,0.0,0.10439966024685617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639173211909832,0.07705392581204468,0.0,0.10036471128700593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041756784798088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408739858775885,0.0,0.0,0.3422124763377954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943555035121257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394618313686772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155118782739887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596209427749643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804943622584006,0.08000120066872322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379226363262199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626689887151501,0.16705080286825666,0.0,0.09567378913619487,0.0,0.0,0.06903854246695655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059545730884953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055354235271477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129356505767351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934348172862792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253894095540627,0.0,0.10553383568857024,0.0,0.07382040928759487,0.0,0.0,0.1338396489515326
anxiety,Netteka,2020/03/10,"Negative self talk I’m having some negative self talk, obsessing a bit over work and bosses perception. How do you handle it when you have negative self talk?",2.9839655172413795,6.070637655172416,4.327155172413793,76.95211206896555,86.24137931034483,9.796551724137933,24.49137931034483,9.516144504307137,3.5416827586206905,128,5,21,5,4,42,22,29,0.37,0.63,0.0,-0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,15,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622458308079012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7517705975706863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792122802096767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748748904399765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,S6xFeet,2020/03/10,I need advice I keep having panic attacks about something I dont tell my mom because I feel like she will be disappointed in me but I really want to tell her but I dont know how to. Is there any advice someone can give me on how to tell her?,1.991037735849055,2.9339642830188666,4.271839622641512,88.03530660377363,75.98113207547169,6.809433962264151,22.683962264150942,7.1686216300943375,0.6411547169811321,189,5,43,2,4,66,37,53,0.124,0.8029999999999999,0.073,-0.3634,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,9,13,4,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,1,6,11,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782151011186175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160166010533325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015931973171046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179692723221234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536129058845808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785058543699857,0.13825222265262035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564402653134227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201132898947447,0.0,0.0,0.10635468184662976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454511997138214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665073762864285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349418062412178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270564806962178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239752088610522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397064228060154,0.14898276262920707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074405200782497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414434505175244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tony--425,2020/03/10,social anxiety hey i’m 16 i suffer from social anxiety i do take medication “fluvoxamine” I actually isolated myself at age 14-15 i started to get anxiety after a huge event at my school which i got bullied and beat up I was really out going good with girls and pretty decent looking but now i stay home all the time barely go to school and play games even than if i talk online with a mic i still don’t really know how to keep a conversation going i just feel different and when i do go outside i just keep to myself and don’t look around or nothing but some days i feel good about my myself but mostly i feel like i’m trapped and its because i’m not trying hard enough to put myself out there and i wish i was the old me i use to have so many friends go outside like everyday and sneak out do a bunch of stuff but now i stay home and do nothing i wish i had friends who can relate to me so i can talk with.,1.3664662084765204,3.1851863453608265,3.637044673539522,88.18318442153497,79.87628865979381,6.785337915234822,21.602520045819016,7.793537801064563,0.8815805269186714,717,21,157,12,18,247,107,194,0.077,0.733,0.19,0.9757,1,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,2,1,38,35,19,0,3,9,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,4,16,0,2,4,2,0,6,3,1,0,0,4,6,29,7,22,31,5,28,0,1,2,0,11,8,0,4,14,105,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.11252719638283556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646384900187416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265150572692827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029269909738567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743662499843913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047576728026957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914739907588905,0.0,0.0761620270964023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491457622569562,0.08237841681289168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817845095261162,0.0,0.06024539572140121,0.0,0.32767034988662114,0.19343529753650748,0.09222498167614683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329627667232512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133327457333525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498796596766028,0.0,0.0,0.06337207563872821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267055460217948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366490268855954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690756086960885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616400487027105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128860745347134,0.0,0.12099981344758395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731304875964567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591970717595385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477427448769843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334023865353317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23509070071506055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161793268689121,0.2458130094275881,0.09208775431034577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320038521998864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669974803947142,0.18536571241971875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723894719806782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828880446782291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995919411298536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652046118163293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spinachandartichoke,2020/03/10,"How do you get over making a mistake at work without wanting to die? Basically I do everything in my power every day to avoid making a mistake and when I make one I just want to die. Suddenly nothing is worth it anymore. I know I’ll forever be the idiot and my credibility is ruined. I won’t advance, I won’t get a raise. I’ve ruined this for myself and it’s only a few months in. I didn’t cost anybody anything but that won’t stop this from seeming like it has ruined my life. How do I get over this?",1.8137902388369649,3.3066345327102837,4.485919003115266,84.07618899273105,77.50467289719626,6.6247144340602295,25.907580477673932,7.3871296695380915,1.329270820353063,393,15,82,5,9,140,67,107,0.192,0.725,0.083,-0.8536,1,1,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,0,3,4,8,1,1,5,0,11,1,0,5,0,19,21,7,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,5,7,0,1,1,0,13,1,11,16,1,11,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962088971494544,0.0,0.0,0.17393837703046586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631528364112305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387345451577887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780871914471034,0.0,0.189964500228546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33129416398802675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161626741624472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929591798563224,0.10326403853779348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42327061598808746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871242807692455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202813906159719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322885750424594,0.16075537173814006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242206707489076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671364352450522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493413948781951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037518216673596,0.0,0.15387888384553658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plsreleaseme,2020/03/10,"How can I stop forming emotional attachments? I apologize if this has been posted before

I have a significant problem of forming emotional attachments and becoming dependendent on people. I have looked into attachment styles and I can understand the reasons for my developing of attachments but I have a hard time trying to prevent myself from becoming extremely anxious, overwhelming, and clingy in relationships, romantic or not. I recently lost a person very special to me and I cannot seem to let them go, at this point I feel it is impossible to move on from them. Why do I always feel the excessive need to reach out to people who do no care and how can I work on this? How can I be okay with just myself? I am currently in therapy but I thought it wouldn’t hurt asking, any advice would be helpful",5.794874923733985,7.546870610738258,6.957156802928616,69.30918242830995,67.7248322147651,11.324222086638196,34.35082367297132,11.20814326018867,4.5970483221476535,647,31,107,22,11,218,94,149,0.09699999999999999,0.6829999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9222,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,4,7,0,1,5,1,19,0,0,4,0,29,30,12,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,4,20,3,20,22,2,16,0,3,1,0,8,9,0,3,4,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297478145187404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025867814110265,0.0,0.0,0.10645653827028634,0.0,0.0,0.17685223834539476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634922673172046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457851585733215,0.13320897829848827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960891544115413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35218599532223954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830855910185607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889686075402074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023432243418876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492937560801056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758555772234252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600787260280734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145907714546634,0.0,0.17088827509471155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638345164017734,0.0,0.11607675555877076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705834671899427,0.13668978780141774,0.0,0.0,0.1479864173367904,0.0,0.1499276398822284,0.0,0.0,0.14979322533317746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609551945065663,0.15457012954976926,0.16807164475402686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251345179237335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308793305275251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902380926967199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427990931795135,0.09128313725595767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628434830767952,0.0,0.0,0.16296973861819627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291667114534211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125826997229507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396723477796344,0.0,0.0,0.11120567205136646,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sand1grl,2020/03/10,"Totally lost it Had a full on anxiety attack after my math final. With all the things going on in my life, I expected one to come. I did not expect it to happen at school. I'm probably going to have to start taking my meds again.",2.036249999999999,3.5380367916666664,4.823333333333334,81.855,76.91666666666666,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.3722333333333334,178,4,36,4,4,64,38,48,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,7,11,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,10,8,3,12,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123899104070137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31584973752905393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391578511523717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041354219207013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315572581677861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455115926003285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610171449717584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030712497424624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083897446851301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813256853249907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299337340099515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28098130374862457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651138513237645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874686502076745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844482665190626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NRoseI,2020/03/10,"Zoloft Side Effects? I was prescribed Zoloft for my social anxiety symptoms and will begin taking it this weekend. If anyone here takes it, are there any side effects I should worry about or be prepared for?",5.995315315315317,8.3390142972973,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,68.18918918918922,6.014414414414415,31.25225225225225,6.42735559955562,1.9544306306306312,167,7,25,1,3,50,31,37,0.128,0.823,0.049,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,6,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579771914515019,0.0,0.29020866715667165,0.0,0.0,0.2652566977817789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38670882064782425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942993507641919,0.5704616509769012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852575726246837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lady_Monarch,2020/03/10,"I need help I'm generally really good at managing my anxiety. I have a diagnosed disorder, I have no triggers, I just start freaking out randomly.

Normally when it starts I can start working on something and focus the anxious energy. The past few days that hasn't been working. I mess up what I'm working on and that adds to the stress and anxiety. My fiance will ask me what's wrong, and I can't talk. She knows this usually means it's anxiety, but she will keep asking, and it makes it so much worse.

I'm tired of living like this. I dont know what to do.",2.366315789473685,4.19482703508772,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,76.89473684210526,8.770526315789473,26.31228070175439,9.3871,2.3917817543859656,438,17,91,12,10,150,75,114,0.203,0.7070000000000001,0.09,-0.8740000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,4,0,10,2,0,2,0,19,24,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,13,2,8,21,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,8,58,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631271965316978,0.1787502570006952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958397601850794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204263133263412,0.0,0.0,0.1605959823197546,0.0,0.0,0.18134061705601148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543960462591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271239814686875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605550165683146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406384713714546,0.0,0.0,0.17391365982670445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730119420924657,0.0,0.13971638980298906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561703297315732,0.0,0.0,0.17235441685090824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631425991282095,0.11732251783782667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502781106158625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104454817846324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136357857709537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181004658216478,0.0,0.0,0.3359793703614848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181247261453177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717600429043108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818574237654041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426350139272154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455710715931124,0.0,0.16124573426451133,0.0,0.17299520926850853,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Robert999220,2020/03/11,"Didnt know where to go. Came here. So ive been having gnarly panic attacks lately, currently.going through one. But ive also been vomiting quite a bit once they hit, as i recently did.... am i dying? Is this normal? Do people with anxiety issues typically vomit/dry heave?",1.8840336134453783,4.695221549019607,4.3729971988795535,76.68705882352941,88.41176470588232,6.835854341736696,21.01120448179272,7.957251820313856,1.7121910364145654,213,7,36,5,7,74,45,51,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.8146,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,1,0,10,1,0,0,0,5,14,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,5,0,5,0,4,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964636172001974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793822347604525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794870925969624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682099327916152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809830450026163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549684996454098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792418447026563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25641748924333124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501477407185192,0.0,0.2771284452649763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407061631178421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616324058579013,0.1664735421763972,0.0,0.0,0.2882428766695718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031786497987106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613021564123139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257122430459424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Madilights,2020/03/11,"Thinking of canceling my Psychiatrist appointment because it’s on the second floor My therapist wanted me to see a psychiatrist, but I can’t afford one so my mom found a psychiatrist nurse, but it’s on the second floor. I rather be on the first floor and I have been looking for another one, but there’s none and my anxiety is not good and the meds that I’m taking are probably not working. I could go back to the walk in clinic that I used to go, but they are not specialist in medication. What should I do?",4.511008403361345,5.457518,6.057563025210083,77.58617647058827,69.98039215686275,10.142296918767508,29.27731092436975,10.290406445055957,2.958695798319328,404,15,81,11,7,138,64,102,0.034,0.9470000000000001,0.019,-0.3252,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,7,0,10,2,0,1,0,17,20,8,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,2,2,12,1,10,15,1,13,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,0,2,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398452496763626,0.17497921106212025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588064560935227,0.0,0.13943279033918862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182623740795128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455916349427008,0.0,0.2507926271580805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599871211820294,0.19184939283836333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920771155424134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25406948061347645,0.23042323803211864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678879352048899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099891925545996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661158108533696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226964114461428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197785753112027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655752646746422,0.0,0.14656211013839002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755084703452733,0.0,0.0,0.13491194968590384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651948422149093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,autism7,2020/03/11,"hi i been through alot in my life im 28  i have autism, adhd, spd , learning issues and developmental delays, im in therapy , i had over  23 surgerys   i was in a oxygen tent as a kid,   i been though alot in my life i was in a oxygen tent as a kid too , bad breathing issues as a kid from asthma, was in the hospital alot too im very strong and i dont give up i had over 23 surgery's so far i was in special ed till third grade i did ok than i was put into general ed with extra help and i had a resource teacher too i had ok grades too school was ok i was bullied though but i was ok i went on all the field trips, i was in rotc, ffa, student council, i tried having fun in school too , i liked school i liked history the most, i graduated in 2011 with a 2.9 gpa my childhood was ok, i liked playing outside, i like legos, hot wheels, swimming, my power wheels truck, riding my bike too, going too the park, and movies and music my mile stones are i couldn't walk till age 3, was potty trained at age 4, talked at age 5, rode a bike at age 6 , tied my shoes at age 11 im scared of dentists im getting better i know there good people , im scared of deep water but im getting better at swimming, i was scared of the dark till like age 15 now im ok with the dark, some of the things i like are, fishing, boating, , swimming, bowling, reading i was very good reading as kid too i was a book nerd , i liked helping others in school, here is s more things i like i love hot wheels, i like riding bikes, i love bugs, reptiles, animals, horses ,my iq was 62 i belive its much higher , i like too wacth movies, i like tv, music, i have autism but most of all i have kindness in my heart   i can talk walk do lots of things i have bad learning issues i have asthma . allergy's i have anxiety issues bad i have night terrors i dont like yelling or mean people i cry when people are mean too me im over senstive i still use use a waterproof mattress cover i do it helps me with my asthma and allegrys and keeps the mattress clean from spills   i love too write stories, i want a bullying law passed so no one is builled it hurts i still like footed pajamas, i like water parks, helping people , i still believe in Santa i wish people understood autism and special needs i may look normal but theirs so much i need help with, i fear dentists im scared of people yelling at me , im scared of deep water, i have very bad anxiety , it hard when people think your high functioning you can do it they dont know whats going on in my brain i can do lots of stuff but i still struggle i dont understand most things and sometimes have repeat stuff so i understand i am not good at paperwork my mommy helps me i know what everyone goes though and i know i need help with stuff im not fully mature my maturity level is at a 15 year olds level     i love too chill in my room in my jammies im just me i hope this helps"" - Michael   like reading, mine craft, legos, hot wheels princesses, sofia the first, minions,dinos thomas the train, spongebob dora i love video games music, movies i love santa i believe in santa , i like the easter bunny he is real to so is the tooth fairy ,i love pajamas, i like pj masks and paw patrol,i like bowling boating fishing i love my room its cool im mentally 15 but my real age is 28   i like minecraft legos, hotwheels, disney, music, movies, sofia the first, minions, i believe in santa i love puzzles, little mermaid, stuffed animals, drawing, coloring, fishing swimming boating, toy story, pokemon, gta , sims, i love singing i like the movie trolls , i love dinos i like lava lamps, i like old houses tractors cars , i love taking walks here a few of my my likes i have autism and spiceal needs",0.0953096179183106,2.4262243017127822,1.998418972332015,94.390092226614,90.56785243741766,4.3841897233201585,20.051383399209488,5.9998630175669865,0.031069565217391126,2851,94,608,25,99,939,302,759,0.092,0.63,0.278,0.9995,1,0,0,0,2,0,91.0,0,2,2,6,31,68,0,8,30,7,56,28,6,2,2,72,96,36,0,9,10,0,4,23,0,1,7,2,5,4,17,19,3,2,12,17,0,17,8,14,0,4,24,9,114,54,61,70,16,86,0,1,2,12,35,43,0,13,49,348,131,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043245202305804635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505459361248356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017895557292978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162332545408712,0.0,0.06364900431520673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016951242901714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03952621065016328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868968509960536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03438379851940895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04049146768771633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061215133013481735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037599811481278916,0.034518674369643204,0.04090053102386729,0.09054381626313372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032234168960880064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042640648322549005,0.19295197715355653,0.03801856796164711,0.0,0.035739757794147016,0.0,0.041520154607121385,0.03852110588376415,0.0,0.5441573190121965,0.15022979790190824,0.0,0.03198380882066675,0.0,0.037471302186411565,0.07910241334333487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050832453282097005,0.40433383299052733,0.03606494352195322,0.0,0.0,0.030217096860413413,0.0,0.0,0.0611838093933146,0.3897184156429792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839321153309743,0.0,0.0,0.03626292803579656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290405983357541,0.10672530622075407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033768098993180964,0.035256212773986564,0.0,0.0,0.07551730917227442,0.0,0.024383366625045238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462510998528913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03617337959681299,0.0,0.0,0.10797978275131588,0.08191425454199137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012892082163465,0.14566898644989015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03558862460507065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494595264392428,0.0,0.0,0.03761779137675875,0.12357757546661427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02705513129031105,0.057844385937019474,0.0,0.0,0.04115029484830381,0.0,0.09562341578537352,0.023056788757015632,0.1060608867276487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024430450276212275,0.0,0.0,0.07492023349126524,0.0,0.06215642152727865,0.0,0.08907052557831763,0.021224014322445372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03335708656984643,0.0,0.0,0.041379275913351964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023172209216298187
anxiety,RhythmNationGurl,2020/03/11,"Dental Anxiety Please Help  

So when I was a kid I had REALLY poor dental hygiene. I was living with my elderly grandmother and basically learning everything on my own. My parents were really young, like 17 and 24, when I was born. So when my mom get a nice job with benefits she took me to the dentist and let me tell you...it was the worst experience of my life.

I was extremely nervous. They would not let her in the back with me and it was a man. I was raised surrounded by women so this was different. Not to mention I lived in a small, slightly racist town, and the entire staff was white. So imagine, I am 12 years old and shaking like a leaf. The dentist starts laughing at me and says, ""You need to be a tough little girl. Why are you acting like a baby. Shake baby Shake!"". His staff all laughs. I still felt mild pain as he worked on my teeth and I could hear he and his staff speaking ill of me so I started to cry.

One of his assistants was nice enough to wipe my eyes but another was so careless. One of the drills was place close to my arm and ended up giving me a 3 inch gash. I STILL HAVE THE SCARE. They all panicked. They wrapped my arm, returned me to my mom, said I was so nervous I started fighting and scratched myself.

Over the years, I have needed more work done and yeah my mom forced me back at sixteen but I hid the fact that I need more from her for fear of going back. Now I am 25. I know I need massive work. I have one broken tooth under an old crown that ive have since I was 16, I know I need to go but I still cry think about what happened to me. I still remember the old dentists face and the sound of their voices.

Please if anyone has some advice for me, I would greatly appreciate it.",1.0229363261566675,3.164486305084747,2.541351351351352,93.88324095281723,82.84180790960453,5.634936631546802,20.86700259581616,6.885778809224403,0.3398102916475807,1328,40,295,16,37,432,185,354,0.161,0.754,0.085,-0.9838,3,0,0,0,2,0,42.0,0,2,4,4,19,21,1,7,20,1,32,12,6,0,3,42,52,28,0,9,6,4,2,3,0,2,6,6,0,4,6,17,0,0,7,0,1,7,2,12,0,3,20,10,62,9,33,26,8,46,0,0,2,0,31,16,0,2,26,200,68,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884171773519877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487742300378482,0.0692178671339575,0.0,0.0,0.06326655590041153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872336351260884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224187232948362,0.0,0.19877868984734104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453359167681973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259367771012672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013948324270395,0.0934912624162204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131866452958954,0.08850797147888595,0.0,0.10181650055198177,0.0,0.0,0.08687613732042274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727269033519635,0.08679780775337645,0.1028450974334834,0.0,0.0,0.09975583780321624,0.0,0.0,0.08001222263284437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197888364679984,0.0,0.06064763828726586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978862536028406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945219785498197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504630600119126,0.06390954444490668,0.13261362566778526,0.09068592846102484,0.1597931071787733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31791144890725404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354533010368105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28483438327016725,0.0,0.18393719985046875,0.0,0.0962783717366234,0.0,0.10046866021538398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453359167681973,0.19864236400450952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592914187400002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249755659364372,0.0,0.08606833719722115,0.07195427855451286,0.09058746157441744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484698017791627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212916828774565,0.0,0.28903359940120377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908455325491663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579766968021704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005279377758401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164520576553087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761416451865835,0.0,0.0,0.1285504909370432,0.0,0.0,0.1165338471135534
anxiety,th0tweiler,2020/03/11,"Worried about Coronavirus I’ve been finding it hard to concentrate at all in school today because of this damn virus which eventually lead to a full-blown panic attack, so I checked myself into the school nurse. I overheard her saying on the phone “there’s not much we can do, it’s an outbreak, the kids will get it here, it’s inevitable.” This really pushed me over the
edge.
There are a couple cases in my state, but nothing on my side of the state yet. Everyone was buzzing about it today, about how they would cancel school for two weeks if anyone were to get it. Usually I just ignore everyone because they’re obviously misinformed but I just couldn’t for some reason today. 
What I’m really nervous about is that things I’m looking forward to will have to be cancelled indefinitely. Job opportunities and volunteer work especially. Even though it’s unrelated, I’m worried about what will happen if they cancel school regarding my friends. I know they all hang out without me. They even call each other and stuff without me, and all of my texts are ignored. I love my friends and I don’t want to lose them because of some dumb disease outbreak, and I don’t think their parents will let them hang out with me in person in this period. What should I do about ALL of this, any advice??",6.499442176870751,7.059104685714285,6.4812244897959195,77.68687074829931,65.40816326530611,9.308843537414964,31.843537414965983,9.21078282632365,2.6876884353741497,1028,38,189,17,15,326,141,245,0.155,0.772,0.073,-0.9474,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,7,4,18,12,3,2,8,0,21,1,0,3,5,40,32,12,0,6,9,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,0,2,19,11,0,2,4,0,1,5,6,8,0,1,3,3,28,4,33,20,8,26,0,1,1,1,18,13,2,5,8,139,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143603797297984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958442578419267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183011009460738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313854116933432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402123933134415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950073373988715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949148964389826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459444710918946,0.0,0.0,0.22365439598359044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696331683071968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083420414299872,0.0,0.12228670897421927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348925895802244,0.0,0.10483590963501484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613423544093553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431663762789808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967112305365266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827574086787637,0.13092665570361656,0.0,0.0,0.10562416095125812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860305293238543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229345917201784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373095113110645,0.12994798609590655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218609819078907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994485329113788,0.12032635045172665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306696803856736,0.0,0.4737625070656685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397137212021878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774954419046062,0.07498811045935908,0.11498139908910038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33279232104018264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432132305381695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889203162089272,0.0,0.06902733711858647,0.0,0.0938744217859256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256255234254949,0.0,0.08519924736786293,0.2376993293386663,0.0,0.08313476746428716,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HughGRextion,2020/03/11,"i can’t live the same way anymore and i need help long story ahead but i need help. i’ve had anxiety since i was a little kid but now at age 20 it’s easily the worst it’s ever been. last summer i smoked weed and it caused this terrible panic attack where i didn’t feel real and the room was spinning. i went out to eat about a week later and had a terrible panic attack where i just wanted to run out of the store and go home cause i felt like i was dying and couldn’t breathe. ever since that day in like september i’ve never been able to live the same. anxiety is the only thing on my mind, just two days ago i had another really bad panic attack during the only thing i considered my escape from life. i don’t feel real, i feel like everything i’m looking at is fake, how do i know what to say when people ask me questions? i got diagnosed yesterday with generalized anxiety disorder and they prescribed me fluoxetine 10mg capsules. i made the mistake of reading the side effects which said it increases suicidal thoughts (which i already struggle with) and now idk what to do. my little sister went through something similar summer 2018 and takes the same meds they prescribed me and she said it improved her quality of life and she feels real and normal again but i’m scared it won’t do it for me. am i completely screwed? is there anything i can do to feel alive again, or just happy",3.2446350931677017,4.9732242678571446,4.624254658385095,83.592049689441,74.17857142857143,7.869565217391305,25.745341614906835,8.587818076936951,1.8493711180124224,1105,38,216,21,23,367,156,280,0.252,0.648,0.1,-0.9952,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,15,19,4,5,13,0,22,6,1,5,3,54,45,18,2,6,7,1,6,3,0,1,3,3,2,1,15,16,1,0,10,1,1,5,6,15,0,1,17,10,32,4,22,26,5,38,0,0,1,1,14,12,1,2,23,140,47,1,0.0903505526935272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009031352240811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970408160612533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947404323089752,0.20735377653063172,0.0,0.08960347035424228,0.0,0.0,0.07435080650076621,0.0,0.0844655703403613,0.3083603913545199,0.0,0.0,0.07543893755398799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562981164284867,0.0,0.0,0.09473083550796324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165372639451844,0.0,0.0,0.09170390911973697,0.09376960918324216,0.0,0.10354956099157607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924511714456858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634544951561128,0.0,0.0,0.08120125092367346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284197708610242,0.06454645289714989,0.08675069944450756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134830122503541,0.0,0.07226159066907861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617984340396034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112014192511772,0.0,0.09062897108538814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965430088927933,0.07364775937285471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763453470144492,0.13242214879008035,0.18110997948153704,0.15956238665448866,0.07995739596768632,0.07587170889439816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549187754358685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035909596841093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122830217310708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398757998910835,0.06968391617214256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852435840093055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743133335051996,0.0,0.3180207194153187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263769704217352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121329671211636,0.0,0.09037500283623767,0.3085161276555493,0.05788087761359804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718881313598515,0.07185038590754125,0.09045666502757588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947782168987056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955626959210492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445401488343352,0.0,0.09882884015861848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793237136051324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004978505166357,0.0,0.0,0.07172824658399025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825936153279981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329109688074387,0.07171606325606072,0.07247376350942185,0.0,0.0,0.16751173506070569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beaker88,2020/03/11,"How can i gain my appetite back? Hi people.
I lose my appetite when im stressed. I wake up sweating and having bad dreams. 

Please does anybody have any tips on how to get my appetite back? I'm going to lose a lot of weight and its gonna put my health at risk if i don't sort it out soon. Id love to eat a meal without forcing it and feeling like im going to puke. Years ago i had anxiety that bad i used to vomit. My anxiety went away but I've been stressed recently and I'm afraid of it coming back. 
Any tips?
 Please help me out if you can you don't know how much id appreciate it if something helped me.

Thanks",-0.28800000000000026,1.6871939777777776,1.8177777777777773,98.06000000000002,87.0,4.785185185185185,20.11111111111111,6.079149491110277,-0.1655333333333333,477,15,116,4,15,159,82,135,0.13699999999999998,0.682,0.18100000000000002,0.8515,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,3,8,11,0,4,2,0,8,8,2,4,0,20,21,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,1,0,5,3,8,0,0,3,2,15,3,14,17,2,19,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,5,9,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236266038101895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774161058951008,0.0,0.21119790580118508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969156514574368,0.3184288904794668,0.23051249744055144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890780786737525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079828227651355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412476839695566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979633270721973,0.098614618263963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211933575661571,0.0,0.1569007403668945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467283013290112,0.0,0.0,0.18504838025808715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29821019117001457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586226210079555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743856073927446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30885918907738696,0.0,0.11735526106832345,0.12458499196769696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147406339857357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569840487734158,0.0,0.0,0.30304929217161275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876665897077695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629620849132298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626865870724868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162449060554137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708715819209507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922080608801687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809351137457496,0.0,0.12796292488812358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306403464186706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889216572401339
anxiety,badnewssera,2020/03/11,"Citalopram or no citalopram I've been prescribed citalopram for my severe anxiety. 

Anyone been on this for a short period eg. 2 months and been able to come off without bad withdrawals?

Has it made a difference to anxiety?

Any negative long term effects?",3.8813333333333335,7.170876577777783,4.1172222222222254,78.9025,83.22222222222223,7.4444444444444455,31.94444444444445,8.344100000000001,3.4467777777777786,206,11,31,5,6,64,37,45,0.247,0.696,0.057,-0.8220000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,7,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,20,3,0,0.2969031404032166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190431671669448,0.0,0.4542601794976575,0.0,0.0,0.20760157911179167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479017205842262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557557658566696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102005891091891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262749936259884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809369302671306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236985254048661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354160385366519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286204032335428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mitchellsw1313,2020/03/11,"Body Jolts during waking hours Hey guys! I’ve been randomly getting these jolts that come on randomly even when I’m not feeling anxious. All of a sudden it’s like someone scared me from around the corner or something like that. It maybe lasts a second or two, like a big wave and then dissipates. I’ve dealt with anxiety before for sure, but this is new. I have a dr appointment next week to make sure it’s nothing major, though I get regular checkups so it’s probably not heart related etc. I think the important thing to state is it brings on anxiety after, but not before, ie I am not necessarily feeling super anxious when these “jolts” occur. I can’t think of a better word hence the reason jolt is in quotations. Anyone deal with this before?  It’s freaky feeling.",3.364025096525097,5.754106425675676,4.399073359073358,82.35229729729733,75.95945945945945,7.4718146718146725,25.43629343629344,8.418075326091056,1.9369347490347484,613,22,111,12,14,199,98,148,0.114,0.754,0.131,0.3732,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,8,0,7,5,3,2,3,26,18,10,0,0,8,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,1,3,6,7,13,17,3,19,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,13,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204994420019797,0.3279138960552411,0.0,0.10147911073478552,0.0,0.0,0.12919753916248056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704878898231893,0.0,0.0,0.12835675398923582,0.0,0.16120804766106514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501767951607395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962389631849726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618596536561066,0.09585778999343073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201480889342648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165012569383154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370270723131034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198117285776016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292499927317776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830129983282085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271132295025147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687620413292104,0.0,0.14580379912106312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016861902359282,0.15434867954276618,0.0,0.0,0.13925730229294014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564759821659072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921904697043853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530165129841752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296919627745476,0.1117290895790788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735688801914926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641872160945317,0.18598842788552253,0.14259066885176194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177209572506735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641549586776967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mishyishere,2020/03/11,"Plessw stop stalking me? Can you all please stop stalking me? Its honestely really creepy. Like, get a life and live it. 

Mocking those that are suffering is the most asshole(pun intended) thing you can all do ?

Am I your circus clown? Your lab rat? Someone where you can poke fun at and experiment with? 

Does it make you feel good that a crowd of ppl are making fun of this one person. A person that was honestly trying to find help from the one thing she was  told to trust. Where she believes she can be truly honest and vulnerable only to be betrayed?

I have a heart. I have a soul. I  have tears. 

How many of you are out there anyways? Like please be more creative with your names. 

I hope you all enjoy your day. Have fun and love yourself. Cuz you are all angels sent frm heaven.

I hope this never happens to anyone of you. when you decided to stand up from your lowest point in life to be  smashed right back down. To lose trust on everyone you thought was genuine.",1.7829400386847176,4.381361936170215,2.4299613152804653,92.86136363636363,83.8936170212766,5.333075435203097,20.24758220502901,6.782984794422108,0.3366723404255323,756,22,153,9,22,234,114,188,0.1,0.634,0.266,0.9904,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,15,0,1,7,19,1,0,7,0,22,4,1,5,5,27,33,7,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,11,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,6,1,26,16,21,23,6,18,3,2,0,1,26,10,0,3,8,108,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681351774704087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746320192651788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210848891406888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851772287448353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336815230746557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596896403400572,0.0,0.14942883562677195,0.0,0.0,0.07724017167701594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962009983087328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079810925001467,0.0,0.0,0.12812804895261448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508538343112048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810216302270211,0.1023919746589343,0.0,0.0,0.3034507904699996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157981626348316,0.14926188259784062,0.0,0.13489009830376816,0.0,0.0,0.17089964374226788,0.0,0.0,0.13787208861432296,0.0,0.20393730442635194,0.15487491551747376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781812117169692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702859597726528,0.1161810527803864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667687138629917,0.0,0.3353697600721113,0.14440781150191398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786212696997132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045641772601765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943326300177033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554288161365857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029742428211492,0.0,0.0,0.12127457398618935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596896403400572,0.0,0.10371418142442906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sad-mustache,2020/03/11,"Followers in reddit make me anxious I used to be stalked by some psycho guy in the past. We were part of this group of online friends and we have just played games together. Eventually everyone went kind of their own way and we stopped playing together... except of this one guy that kept being friends with me. One day he gave me some bad gut feeling and I didn't know what it was but I have decided to not contact him as often. This is when he confessed to me. I was never interested in him because he was just not my type and lived far away so the relationship wouldnt have made it. I tried to reject him as politely as I could and give as little reasons why to not hurt him. He said that everything is ok.

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We haven't talked for few days and then he started messaging but was sort of creepy. It took me a while because I am bad at comfrontations and said that I think it's not best for us to continue our friendship and this is when he exploded. He was telling me very disturbind things. He began to threaten me with various things and despite blocking him everywhere, he began to harras me through snail mail.

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I have closed majority of my accounts as he always found a way to find me. I have changed passwords in remaining very few accounts. I delete and recreate new social media accounts frequently as he have somehow stalked me out and found me (I have pretty unique name and surname so I stopped putting these on my facebook, linkedln is hardest to hide, I can't put a fake name there).

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I had gazillion of reddit accounts and always deleted them before they reached my cake day. Now this is the oldest reddit account that I have. Recently I got 3rd follower and it makes me super anxious that guy has found my reddit. 

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What about police? Reported several times and they can't take it any further because they don't have enough evidence what makes me absolutely mad!

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I just needed to let some steam out",5.0079029793735685,6.651180970588236,5.047627960275019,82.6641310160428,69.50802139037432,8.016653934300994,32.60847975553857,8.527137837955566,2.6218436974789916,1569,72,289,25,28,489,197,374,0.091,0.816,0.092,-0.2845,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,6,0,5,2,12,15,1,0,6,1,33,1,1,6,1,65,59,29,0,3,10,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,22,24,0,4,10,3,5,6,11,6,0,2,21,3,52,9,41,33,11,42,1,2,0,0,48,13,0,6,21,201,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698043355555765,0.3808174525946763,0.42707435706473657,0.04780231221213471,0.0,0.0,0.15882436250815132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604350169267849,0.0,0.11738506276634472,0.12855166072677726,0.0,0.05981499373872778,0.0,0.07376918800748798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436170292439208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612401767245785,0.0,0.0,0.13600139218258767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263246500778855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716890370871734,0.06317569046859693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03554274491260774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424741795904401,0.0,0.0,0.2312211398823413,0.10861789853855412,0.0,0.0,0.06743238428349743,0.0,0.0,0.05622051178952008,0.0,0.0,0.20880625500723046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525115209127674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320035588792162,0.038631729286588375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718803500888453,0.0,0.0,0.0704530279666159,0.06207086611996818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651385701372516,0.14076531871978404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212209038494296,0.05421504556461797,0.06789035727939911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526603083178893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761215228032064,0.06710355128239864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151424181374541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132971664463906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227391182336873,0.06940681813876443,0.0754694203576358,0.0,0.0,0.1337313312109287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941218125407566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165585327828826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975443598322151,0.0,0.0,0.11753781818656348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285231960162285,0.056499632914326615,0.061440030848783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934003845380956,0.04504153963611701,0.0,0.0,0.040988981021848316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809919059924952,0.047724993538372944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845549946079731,0.06071142328977318,0.0,0.11599977922698508,0.0,0.11159216791253453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516321733762527,0.06342937722263302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42707435706473657,0.0
anxiety,Ohokionrememberaskin,2020/03/11,Harmful Therapist Therapist deadass told me my anxiety was faked for attention. (I’ve been struggling with anxiety my whole life from trauma and other things.) The fact this happens makes me so annoyed and really puts my self worth very low. Sorry I just needed to rant,5.96125,8.437912625000003,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,68.58333333333334,9.8,32.83333333333333,10.125756701596842,3.9359833333333367,218,10,34,6,4,68,41,48,0.325,0.642,0.033,-0.9305,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,8,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,6,0,4,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591641793533079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075874732209237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658099276518857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566965597833872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406316398780902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598725092358275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503860088022038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489405913167714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627819164137485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454102788228357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451225972183762,0.15595658510921356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243124136960804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369223725502396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620885062034292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catladybutnotcrazy,2020/03/11,"Therapist texting during session... is that normal? Last week during my therapy session, my therapist was texting. He crossed his legs and had his phone on his lap, trying to hide it from me. He was looking down for a solid 30 seconds, then looked up at me for a split second, then back down at his phone for another little while. 

I felt so embarrassed when this happened because I was obviously talking about something very personal. Being shy and introverted I just didn’t know what to say in the moment... I wanted to say “are you f*cking kidding me??” Not even my therapist wants to listen to my issues...... He clearly wasn’t listening to a word I was saying because all I was getting was “mmhmm” or just silence. 

Has this happened to anyone else? Is this a normal thing for your therapist to be sneaking texts? I found it very inappropriate as I have been seeing him weekly for the past 9 months. I don’t even want to go back now.",4.829726205997389,6.309571372881361,5.786666666666665,77.82555410691005,69.73446327683615,8.158018252933509,31.12950890916993,8.617729084823388,2.601718296392873,731,31,129,12,13,241,112,177,0.049,0.91,0.042,-0.4879,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,0,10,1,0,1,6,0,18,1,1,0,3,18,33,9,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,12,9,23,0,24,19,1,23,0,0,3,0,20,8,0,1,13,98,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285034765067043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568922007382418,0.12556609366715024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846547464702865,0.0,0.14940965745032206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237409561618116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188512498901664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766640911719127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436882538032266,0.0,0.0,0.06402687656952151,0.0,0.06964751014235569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673962984721346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790948077118486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734981182028926,0.09989391947755002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282645026114478,0.0,0.0,0.20582085438744954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978175680325228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401443086716289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169870372049761,0.0,0.1070051970629448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923680255338885,0.0,0.0,0.0976558117382664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434432836735417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850037042003107,0.0,0.0,0.1401456414409739,0.5691560676049195,0.08141621458254576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320283335206077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223177803342085,0.21684800404005825,0.0,0.1966030835939759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilovetelevisions,2020/03/11,"My anxiety is worse than ever right now with the you know what going around and now I was threatened to be doxxed on 4chan I was posting a picture from my phone on 4chan. It was a screenshot of my living room and my Ps4 was on the TV and I didn't realize it but my first and last name were on the top of the screen...what if I get swatted and die or robbed...
It's a fairly common last name and I don't have social media...",1.0097826086956516,2.46151323913044,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,79.65217391304348,5.469565217391305,19.108695652173914,5.985473137389443,-0.3170913043478261,326,7,78,2,8,108,59,92,0.122,0.853,0.025,-0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,16,13,9,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,11,0,11,6,0,17,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,7,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032005566807836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563820416436841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29889967563007835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26051348623500303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497359127179125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504686896242249,0.0,0.16367766394681235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827787444907362,0.46951867623571997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543102505662953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758254460247887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595136853687094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29358085589659444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934977288017277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acornedbeefhash,2020/03/11,"I am so tired of feeling terrible I feel so terrible almost every day. Some days are better than others but it takes very little to send me spiraling. The slightest thing can send me down a rabbit hole of I’ll never be successful, never graduate, never make friends in this new state I moved to.  

I wish I was a different person so badly. I wish I was confident, calm, collected. Instead I just radiate anxiety. I feel like everyone can tell I’m a fraud and I’m doomed to be a failure. 

I’ve been seeing a therapist but she can only help so much and honestly the more time that passes the more discouraged I’m feeling about therapy. Like am I doing therapy wrong?? 

Medication has helped ever so slightly but I’m afraid to try an SSRI because I’m worried about the side effects. 

I feel like I am so focused on being a failure and doing poorly in school like it’s like a self full-filling prophecy and I actually did fail two courses last year. I’m retaking the courses and doing well but I can’t help but wonder how different my life would be if I wasn’t drowning in anxious repetitive thoughts that paralyze me.",3.3667195385724615,5.393304744292238,5.285171833693823,77.70017303532806,74.61643835616438,8.628791155972122,30.2477769766883,9.276330184999452,3.0650310502283107,885,41,158,22,19,304,129,219,0.233,0.565,0.20199999999999999,-0.9013,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,13,19,0,1,13,0,22,3,0,3,4,32,40,18,1,4,7,0,5,5,1,1,3,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,8,0,1,4,5,8,1,1,6,6,20,11,14,29,4,23,1,3,1,0,10,7,0,4,16,106,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.11499824045451194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800322594647847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014994207905797,0.13312959317677622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839438612770612,0.07183629356139226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042229844214947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199859540284189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462427164274676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659617720086527,0.09928821712487217,0.11260449824771256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979260294753931,0.1683748158566218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104558277960613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369640082197696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605816714991597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323633721416444,0.2878618668815659,0.11811012873779027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866144009068424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871491153820485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524897301522578,0.0866285193804865,0.0,0.2726644771405601,0.1138139703821386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962527918728426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289638407563008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926389633902412,0.09390599884533822,0.0,0.12293645366292988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886036335471126,0.0,0.10300039845898794,0.0,0.2695285863499373,0.13682536675485327,0.07828997390417959,0.0,0.0,0.0935545623981996,0.06871548271304039,0.1354437484359571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000798962818789,0.0,0.1151159597366842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723321518946314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595544381003873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710283798019853,0.0,0.12779623063965806,0.0,0.11967577742564076,0.0,0.08371262935465089,0.12884334947478274,0.0,0.07588733951600445
anxiety,Kamkid96,2020/03/11,"Anxiety from location I normally don’t have anxiety and panic attacks except for the first time I smoked weed when I was 16. This instance is different however. I was at the barbershop and this guy had a THC vape pen and I caught a contact and almost had an anxiety and felt like I was losing my grip on reality, but I calmed myself down. However every time I go back to that barbershop i get the same anxiety like the first time all over again. Anyone else experience this or can provide help?",4.757767857142858,6.173678645833334,6.352321428571429,73.94625000000002,69.83333333333334,10.902380952380954,31.42261904761905,10.914260884657429,3.882611904761904,394,17,72,13,7,135,66,96,0.124,0.753,0.12300000000000001,0.6059,3,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,1,1,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,13,8,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,7,2,11,3,8,6,2,14,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,10,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075094895596727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.552347190457516,0.0,0.0,0.1262141765141591,0.18494999833871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053519336165648,0.0,0.1387981747495865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885906267001007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507898212102544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208431228487387,0.0,0.0,0.1765697622726703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331432025299856,0.0,0.0,0.3070770712746933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943070726286658,0.0,0.10258586939297208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872958015425272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098954360665705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637248537825126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201940337294912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685781325491645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178520813000468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31576396175769306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plausiblewaffles,2020/03/11,"This sub gave me a panic attack I was sharing my comments and fears in the CV megathread and instead of support and understanding, I was met with extremely condescending comments, downvotes, and it just ended up making me feel worse, it made me feel like sh*t because I was being criticised so harshly for simply being afraid... 

So now I'm spiraling into a panic attack because of this, and I'm disgusted.",17.75581081081081,9.223209716216218,16.061621621621622,45.80972972972974,53.189189189189186,18.043243243243246,58.62162162162162,13.023866798666859,7.563562162162162,325,16,48,6,2,108,50,74,0.28,0.63,0.09,-0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,3,4,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,15,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,6,2,7,3,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995740155575422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676897037935199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446951529615056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470717892144232,0.2220374315790404,0.15685735701420986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726842109848213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775781403569032,0.1465614145296312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152246925453917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491598825748157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285750207896852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375560300659075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TopCoast3,2020/03/11,"Panic Attack in Dream Last night I was having what seemed to be a normal dream and all the sudden, while I was driving in the dream, I couldn’t remember where I was, where I was going, how I got to where I was and started to have a panic attack. In the dream I literally tried calling my mom but I woke up feeling very relieved but it truly felt like a panic attack. Can anyone help explain what happened? I feel like I should have just realized I was in a dream and started lucid dreaming but it all felt too real and I don’t want it to happen again.",2.751754385964912,4.144898736842109,4.358771929824563,86.37307017543861,74.78947368421053,6.119298245614036,23.19298245614036,6.42735559955562,0.6218140350877195,432,12,87,3,9,145,62,114,0.138,0.624,0.23800000000000002,0.8569,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,3,7,0,14,0,0,1,2,24,28,9,0,4,4,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,6,0,2,2,6,0,0,10,4,14,3,9,15,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,9,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192480629306402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497498537022736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884605586177366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740998522054502,0.10413712910819446,0.2799214637766024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828436642781665,0.0,0.11658447922862727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780541320338024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770563130213283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882087833023065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424303664144086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707224424608854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679397241422248,0.14282229504860744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130841933266991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591659895352046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512742716332293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270227422716974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063515547540508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989673224372529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027437514660552,0.08597810703913013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeangrey_,2020/03/11,"the feeling of being “too much” i feel like i have to rip all of my feelings out, put them in a jar and close the lid tight so they don’t expose me or burden others. if some escape, i feel ashamed, guilty and unworthy.

i’m either too much or nothing at all.",0.9403636363636352,2.5700004909090914,2.860000000000003,94.15000000000002,80.45454545454545,5.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,5.6839178017228535,-0.1803454545454546,197,5,45,1,5,66,44,55,0.226,0.679,0.094,-0.8387,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,16,8,6,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,1,6,7,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,1,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6767164236621934,0.23903165540350266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346411004086595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491925310500234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210487904961863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363560574742842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpyroKazooie,2020/03/11,"Is there nothing I can do? Does anyone else have this problem? I have chronic nightmares and they change my outlook of the day to come when I wake up almost every morning.

I have severe anxiety in general, about even the most irrational things that some people dont freak out over..

The nightmares can be repetitive, one recurring dream I get is of planes or helicopters flying over me at some point and dropping bombs (mainly nukes)

Another is of me, my boyfriend or my family getting killed right in front of me and I'm trying hard to fight back but never can
Or of me being the one to stop all these bad things from happening to me and the people I care about and I almost do, then it all slips away at the last second.

I have many nightmares about things that dont make sense but I'll leave those out as they are just from my real life phobias.

But I have to get this out because it makes me feel like I'm suffocation. They. Feel. SO. REAL.

All of my dreams feel like real life where im always awoken thinking all of those events happened to me and I'll sob and have panic attacks and it ruins my day.

I've been to the doctor for it, but he kind of brushed it off as nothing and I had no explanation, I'm willing to try a different doctor but it is hard with the free healthcare my state provides.

Does anyone else suffer from this? Or know someone who does?

I cant tell if it's just from my real life anxiety,but I never used to be this afraid of aircraft.. every time one is near my heart beats so hard and I freeze out of terror
And I'm overly protective of everyone I care about more than ever

I just wish I knew what to do..",2.295225225225227,4.2231903993994,3.480141141141143,89.88201351351351,77.43843843843844,6.241801801801803,22.211111111111112,7.1686216300943375,0.6717608408408409,1285,37,267,15,30,416,167,333,0.153,0.753,0.094,-0.9548,1,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,0,0,3,1,15,18,3,3,9,0,27,8,2,3,7,59,49,27,1,3,13,0,7,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,21,17,0,2,6,2,1,2,6,12,0,4,3,8,35,7,49,42,9,36,0,3,0,0,7,18,1,10,16,190,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454975999597566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252138521775714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091391435626944,0.06667466345660639,0.0,0.0,0.12188403073890948,0.17860474873159515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915336803076172,0.08188662123755283,0.0670181490895569,0.07277223290205734,0.05312993648931538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777241993559567,0.0,0.0922002686999282,0.07507780952509398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241776711818456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910602373545836,0.0,0.17841722214363415,0.2288143375201257,0.0,0.20429408782461306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456165362014109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057566201248343725,0.0788382563174104,0.1468666159807807,0.08328199498766348,0.0,0.0,0.08216361268692557,0.0,0.13220719143323315,0.12452957731202174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660738979522696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414482524101866,0.0,0.2342259447846768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328115021569444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414422960381176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964260135569934,0.09076032710895478,0.04789906202373932,0.07104437140250705,0.0,0.09228639756616697,0.0,0.0,0.1846841376641629,0.08516075619654752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635559433768596,0.08836324915504777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344412936244626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672584750732562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717897711939176,0.0,0.0,0.10225964915624207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084701151416448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239128580017926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339722429572094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39681378032351183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443137518353313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846230198786204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384761844332281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286693279619412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617882768162887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370918522088366,0.05584651633557792,0.0,0.0,0.05082179287627667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834740343196072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527543507393293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002259435432546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notokayyet,2020/03/11,Ways to wind down after a panic attack I've been having panic attacks nearly every day for several months and I was wondering how some of you calm yourselves after. I normally try to distract myself but it's not a very good strategy in the long run.,6.057278911564622,6.507118673469389,7.396326530612246,71.12605442176873,66.34693877551021,9.798639455782316,30.619047619047624,9.725611199111238,3.086137414965987,201,7,33,4,3,69,43,49,0.262,0.706,0.032,-0.8652,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,9,2,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203874076539491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750076464051098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927003063008292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918333538472637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240353419392584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255628775434188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240898766868203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366901275154833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583802401306598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528090396139466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871192264495112,0.0,0.18154148826167507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480291569480152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plank416,2020/03/11,"I just got my sertraline prescription.. can I drink? Apparantly the Sertraline doesnt kick in for a few weeks. And today was a rough day.. I want to start prescription asap . But, I need a little (like, a glass of wine) numbness today. 
Any thoughts ?",1.4124534161490665,4.110947760869569,2.877204968944098,86.13891304347828,93.13043478260867,6.976397515527951,21.7888198757764,7.957251820313856,1.7415689440993791,191,7,36,5,7,62,37,46,0.063,0.903,0.034,-0.2869,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,4,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518350350695173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407141201176127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099812978085333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25307827458504784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459189601896672,0.3171463615243528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23462911102218334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397104563415088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512103693872169,0.0,0.0,0.5998779859753285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663883156248334,0.0,0.2538213572635593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uksoxfan,2020/03/11,Is corona getting to you? r/ibeatcorona,1.8514285714285703,2.6250062857142886,4.317857142857143,70.33964285714289,129.0,7.114285714285713,32.07142857142857,7.1686216300943375,4.311628571428573,32,2,4,1,2,11,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Muilil,2020/03/11,Feeling like the cringiest person ever... I have always been cringing thinking about the slightest thing I do or say when I'm around people in the past. By the past I mean like a yesterday event or something. Everyone speaks and acts normally but me. Why do I always feel like that and how to stop it?,3.697241379310345,5.776232862068966,4.192620689655172,85.66444827586207,73.82758620689657,6.708965517241379,27.11724137931035,7.554174236665415,1.597278620689656,238,9,44,3,5,75,44,58,0.048,0.813,0.138,0.4939,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,9,7,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,3,5,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,10,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620274702840458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365996110674816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967806765583454,0.0,0.20787227019355087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999320119721336,0.31082643908719754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188425011540269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369687985454775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314657784591493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41534003900412736,0.15081736834760426,0.18995071498347768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299943371224466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747572192660132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187622360186612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445263276521572,0.13939318018015096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629929792230072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Very_Bi_Badger,2020/03/11,"Does anyone else lose their balance during anxiety attacks? Usually during a heated moment I lose my balance and shut my eyes. I used to be able to catch myself pretty easily but now I always fall over. It’s not fainting, because I don’t lose consciousness. What else could it be?",2.8930817610062896,5.7003836226415086,4.330471698113207,79.74841194968555,80.69811320754721,6.552201257861638,23.927672955974842,7.793537801064563,1.7989144654088056,224,8,36,4,6,74,41,53,0.203,0.726,0.071,-0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,2,0,7,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,23,11,0,0.20440075512347847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007780246583035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636601819999166,0.0,0.0,0.14292176053661254,0.2094327285877163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325353672040521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246008031440544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319737072527826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887247824093774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34150120554726954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6860164838846385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794905135849476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653662486715738,0.2251185542473406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laurcze,2020/03/11,"What antidepressant is MOST effective for panic disorder?? What antidepressant is MOST effective for panic disorder ??

Long story short I suffer from SEVERE panic/anxiety.... was on lexapro 20mg for a year and it gave me my life back but unfortunately it stopped working a couple months ago... so ended up switching to Zoloft... started at 50mg for a week then 100mg for two weeks... (I HAD SEVERE SIDE EFFECTS) so I went back down to 50mg and have been on that for a week now.... seemed like some side effects lessened but my anxiety and panic has not improved what so ever.... ive been on it for a month so idk why I’m not seeing improvement like at all.... I’m giving up... I know a lot of people say Zoloft can take 3 months to work but I’m losing my mind living this way suffering with this. I cannot work because of it either and can’t drive and barely leave the house. So what antidepressant is MOST effective for panic disorder/anxiety???? Or what’s the most prescribed one?? Will Zoloft work for me",2.5657327935222654,4.865889902564106,4.024939271255061,84.48558704453444,78.1794871794872,7.182186234817816,23.596491228070178,8.20500826718156,1.5098717948717957,781,26,152,15,19,258,107,195,0.243,0.6609999999999999,0.096,-0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,10,9,9,0,4,8,0,14,4,0,5,2,30,25,15,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,6,2,11,2,24,18,8,31,0,3,1,0,3,11,0,8,19,99,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116086933921284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360154392954473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815420809169267,0.0,0.0626899067310929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378977292545818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357255848934799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108513030714216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930240700809868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986528651008034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866279010479812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056517811410877986,0.0,0.0,0.10889201151473303,0.0,0.0,0.07263846668445284,0.10048421315513036,0.0,0.0908090207262897,0.09100957913561676,0.0,0.11505091541825647,0.0,0.08743032872288026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383841651604996,0.0,0.24625613850939074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968659782831874,0.0,0.0,0.6032990336105805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129584920619864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178197029852816,0.0,0.0,0.08194963878632319,0.09362107214423723,0.0,0.2323583627617964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279021368402863,0.0,0.0,0.08597829251485872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732238465724052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045909137817037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162908077740663,0.2474745444948821,0.0,0.0,0.0953330978557186,0.09279650810306243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29947305535119817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622516280386022
anxiety,soundandvisions,2020/03/11,"Coronavirus case just got confirmed in my (not very large) town I’m making so many jokes about it because that’s how I deal with my anxiety, I’m making everybody annoyed with me but I can’t knock it off.",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857147,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,71.85714285714286,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.053657142857143,162,6,34,3,3,53,34,42,0.083,0.873,0.043,-0.1308,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,8,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30846913799356285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458047009292849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157114696592112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224991262279922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383170761624345,0.4088109918231202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327062156904463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aviama,2020/03/11,"do you ever question whether you’re faking your own anxiety? i still don’t believe myself... i have been feeling extremely anxious for the past few days (more than usual) and i have a lot of restlessness, increased heart rate, very over crowded thoughts and other symptoms that are irrelevant to this post so i’ll stop there. anyway, whenever i feel like this, i literally just feel like i’m faking it. 

do you understand what i’m saying? 

i feel like i don’t really have anxiety. it feels like i’m just making myself feel like this, and i feel like i’m bringing the symptoms onto myself. 

i always find myself denying my anxiety, because, i really don’t know how else to put this but, i feel like some sort of imposter.",4.890217391304347,6.298923673913045,5.8673623188405815,77.57582608695652,69.5072463768116,8.708405797101449,30.46666666666667,9.120678840339163,2.7431571014492757,569,23,101,11,10,188,81,138,0.111,0.759,0.13,0.5227,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,8,10,0,1,3,0,10,3,1,2,1,27,27,7,0,0,4,0,8,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,13,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,9,19,7,8,25,6,12,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,13,67,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121291240671367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515778023001187,0.12383979290543408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682354768352647,0.0,0.0,0.1235045955435985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069605685495503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915737359513106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915788213622312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434187400227957,0.5481895978207066,0.0,0.0,0.1001910136343035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990064212924207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024447734439181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37488475988736747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319530120631156,0.0,0.0,0.07317243460316444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046450275360611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498599309528699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110198728735697,0.12279987939656598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045120594251634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717450187537021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754295282787239,0.09164752077650264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278750323241649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870263129052559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141186499484059,0.0,0.0,0.12073132808623895,0.09044826882782944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mcquiggd,2020/03/11,"Anybody here from Porto, Portugal..? I suffer from social anxiety, and for a while now, I have been thinking of starting an informal group for people who have anxiety... Let me know if anyone is interested.. :)",5.634166666666665,8.02958963888889,7.1177777777777775,65.405,69.27777777777777,10.355555555555558,34.22222222222222,10.504223727775694,4.6119555555555545,161,8,23,5,3,55,31,36,0.133,0.7909999999999999,0.077,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5951535511193728,0.0,0.0,0.2719913005868245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137790832440335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977692852229697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967713189744025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965269716315678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753295777393445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492494959228173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nukemedtech101,2020/03/11,What's your experience with Calmex?? It this a safe product to use?  Is it worth taking the time and money to try?  There must be SOMETHING that I haven't tried...... 😔,0.6786363636363646,3.063199212121216,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,87.18181818181819,4.512121212121213,17.340909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.5046909090909089,126,3,28,1,4,40,31,33,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.7379,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43552228109233054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427613077096688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33475901712232303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596183309104596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045665374574926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845374534509121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon24938473976655,2020/03/11,"Starting GED classes with anxiety I’m finally starting GED classes. These classes are held in a church. (Which that in itself gives me anxiety) I have a ton of questions and concerns. Most of which are dramatized and probably sound dumb because of my anxiety. 


If anyone has ever taken classes or could help ease my mind that’d be nice. 

How should I dress? I can’t stop anxiously going over what I should and shouldn’t wear. Logically I’m saying just dress casual and the other part is like “no modest” while another part is like “no business casual!” 

Another thing I’m worried about is the fact I live in a very small town (predominantly white and unfortunately predominantly racist). I am a WOC. So I naturally feel the need to suppress anything that isn’t white about me to not make me stand out. This is something that’s making me very very anxious. 

Another thing that is worrying me is my hair color. I have blue and purple hair. Should I keep my hair slicked back to try to hide the color? My hair color doesn’t always trigger my anxiety but for some reason it is now. 

What should I expect from these classes? And the test itself? The lady didn’t explain much just kinda said “you’ll start this day at these times, see you there!”. 

Also I haven’t been to actual school in about three years. When I was in school I was in good classes and got good grades. I didn’t “drop out” by choice, if was my parents choice. But it’s been so long so I’m terrified I’m going to know absolutely nothing when I go to this GED class. 


I also have to walk inside this building completely clueless and alone. I can’t stop playing out the scenario of me getting lost or not knowing what to say or not being addressed by the people who run the class. This is also terrifying me. 

I’m sorry if this is all over the place. I just got an official time and place for the class so my anxiety is heightened right now. 


Is this experience as intimidating as I feel it is? I’d love to hear about your experience or what you think! Even if you don’t have answers to my questions.",3.2513790664780764,5.2426700643564335,4.508743988684582,83.29622772277229,74.84158415841584,7.488429985855729,25.89929278642149,8.329178653251315,1.7401637340876943,1622,58,317,29,35,534,194,404,0.136,0.797,0.067,-0.9727,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,5,0,1,23,11,1,0,16,0,43,6,5,5,3,65,76,33,0,12,16,1,6,2,0,6,0,5,1,0,30,14,0,5,11,3,0,5,14,2,0,1,13,19,40,9,39,53,7,42,1,1,8,1,17,17,1,13,20,219,70,13,0.0,0.0,0.08801209925245898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340928915691787,0.0,0.21637391827442476,0.07504502300720259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837151704435161,0.3449742195405119,0.2037772912316624,0.0,0.06306270807946747,0.0,0.07421840645671686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935028233705702,0.0,0.05497878031755549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456214376964353,0.0,0.0,0.07200910561655452,0.0,0.0,0.0581648702273879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956942058053004,0.08158171195189941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644558925776804,0.0,0.0,0.09120520513164262,0.0,0.0,0.0987983653372769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712037550190335,0.08651814113139218,0.15377058853325298,0.15129361748062622,0.14426582198355326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016503028837434,0.0,0.060452228742138674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016471478115207,0.0,0.0,0.09913175819247294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881242255493466,0.0,0.07963912313314726,0.07981501200110376,0.0,0.0,0.09845266909780756,0.0,0.0813996904135515,0.0,0.12040459828324315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106584756373924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629977828943209,0.06687449094234793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653941228737552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014494546330684,0.19533322818116786,0.0,0.0625261550934329,0.0,0.18845799998985174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723970887531663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020661226889778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272999271334223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702147782111435,0.08579102096370354,0.14344487696452635,0.0,0.1825535041290857,0.07186948302958085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943240740968451,0.0,0.10095994170400613,0.19151011906437868,0.0,0.0,0.15080519026864206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198360066465996,0.057789893156224174,0.0,0.0,0.10518063338739464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123285970563301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324774758468846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318395758528191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058079184786566734
anxiety,Shege_,2020/03/11,"Ironic I would like to talk about my anxiety here.

BUT i'm too scared to say something bad, the anxiety starts to assails me, and my heart start pounding.

I' dont even speak english, so i give up.",3.1346666666666683,4.323583800000005,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,73.5,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.569583333333333,152,6,33,2,3,49,33,40,0.294,0.667,0.039,-0.8885,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277626646760711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23344133023537064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276708829670324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466288665481492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682028721050454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33130890908679583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659083566343413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233676941934188,0.2799127996411763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523776217249588,0.0,0.0,0.3957826131303605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247193834463244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986087654298355,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LewyV,2020/03/11,"Heart palpitations Is anyone else’s palpitations like this?

A lot of people talk about having a fast heart rate, or a heart that is beating too hard. My heart rate can be going only 60BPM when i get mine. It’s not the roller coaster “dropping” feeling. Actually, it’s nothing like that. It’s like my heart stops and it forces me to cough to “reset” it. Almost as if the air gets taken out of my lungs and the world stops around me.",3.1694850498338885,4.831740500000002,4.020033222591362,88.12313953488373,74.23255813953489,6.309634551495018,21.588039867109647,6.868970318607317,0.3990551495016619,337,8,70,3,7,108,58,86,0.08800000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,0,5,7,6,0,0,12,10,6,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,8,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,7,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.1368410825257562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041683695529933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804980580961402,0.14367887920708008,0.0,0.12483153955761747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714145824239675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709028594261654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652538111162994,0.0,0.07969409499465333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561562693369574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8308468846205981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552312449097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192157704524721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455135099753154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664876416532952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721557401574683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344716881217561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270895199581055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IcyContour,2020/03/11,"My Anxiety/Social Anxiety Needs to Kick Rocks I'm hoping there is someone similar to me who gets extreme anxiety during job interviews. I prepare, practice, and even write down questions they could ask me but my anxiety NEVER fails to show up when I need it least. I've tried to pump myself up, but the moment I get there (or answer the phone) it's like my inner Iago comes out to f sh\*t up. I've been meditating to help with my anxiety but the moment something like an interview happens my throat gets dry and all my preparations goes out the window because I can't think straight. Flight or fight kicks in and apparently I'm more a flighter than a fighter. 

I need advice from someone who has experienced this and has found ways to cope because I know I am a good worker but apparently my subconscious has a vendetta against me lol.",5.459548277809149,6.610129161490686,6.095821569734612,77.42753811405987,67.94409937888199,9.33280632411067,32.648785996612084,9.573946990214177,3.1131316770186337,669,29,122,14,11,218,103,161,0.07400000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.15,0.9392,3,0,1,0,2,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,1,0,9,1,8,1,1,0,2,27,23,11,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,19,4,18,20,3,15,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,4,6,77,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498640994703362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166420256624799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784061456291235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584399371601952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543887282082366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480329864008606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115158190561943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851220069653967,0.0,0.0,0.2646324515391197,0.0,0.0,0.1416131926994183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149302768527919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316846355486275,0.0,0.0,0.16769409827473214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754553126366473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927888764199883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497130734288482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755734179747641,0.1302181718473009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913705182601515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861115542618301,0.12997963898049128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818448804238738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462982914187585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401564036986413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Trojannx,2020/03/11,"My cat died a week ago and I am finding it hard to breathe I had my cat for nine years, I raised her since she was a kitten and she was the cutest, sweetest thing. Last week Wednesday (3 March) she was found dead on the couch by my mom, my brother and me. My baby lied there lifeless and I can't get it out my head. I loved her so much. It was unexplained because she was so healthy, it was so sudden and out of no where and it feels like my heart shattered in pieces. My brother took her to the vet to see what happened and it turns out she had a heart attack during her sleep. I miss her so much, she slept in the bed with me, she was in the bathroom with me whenever I showered and would follow me around to be pet and loved and my god was she the happiest cat ever.

I've always suffered from anxiety, I have anxiety medication but not even that is helping me. My chest hurts constantly, I can barely breathe and I can never sleep or focus. It feels like I am being stabbed in the chest 24/7. I'm behind in my studies because I can't find myself to remember anything I studied, I find it hard to study in general. Exams are hard because my thoughts are all over the place and the stress of failing the exam because of this anxiety makes me feel like I'm about to throw up or pass out. None of it seems real. Every thought of her makes me burst into tears.

Here's a picture of this beautiful baby. The pic was taken a year ago:   [https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-HqWPk5B5ZF0/Xmk-ck2gRsI/AAAAAAAAewk/HPumgxbfPb4RLHuKN8cm2\_Wlo1B4kLpnwCK8BGAsYHg/s0/2020-03-11.jpg](https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-HqWPk5B5ZF0/Xmk-ck2gRsI/AAAAAAAAewk/HPumgxbfPb4RLHuKN8cm2_Wlo1B4kLpnwCK8BGAsYHg/s0/2020-03-11.jpg)",6.9113702239789205,9.228444956228962,5.417804128238913,79.2191699604743,65.76767676767676,6.781379007465963,26.044356609574,7.255503002510835,1.0935558190601669,1380,39,243,12,23,402,155,297,0.13699999999999998,0.764,0.098,-0.7443,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,1,1,16,0,24,13,10,2,3,43,46,19,2,1,4,3,6,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,14,20,0,0,11,0,0,4,6,6,0,1,17,7,48,5,35,26,5,34,0,4,1,2,20,17,0,3,16,170,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885315986954849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848509353423631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440541013360419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751043539095534,0.09466695860909284,0.0,0.12097941894094237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593004745074283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491796312385295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036624499803753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023791239750259,0.09619246051872232,0.0895977525325464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613091871417251,0.2279123171009517,0.0,0.0,0.2915840853712974,0.0,0.0,0.1165985545201728,0.0,0.0,0.055559325143442015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940379119780682,0.0,0.28578473191301196,0.0,0.10913760947670564,0.0,0.0,0.2520316513458309,0.07127882570024392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384134985605583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668295330757993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558600429694919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919556802377073,0.0,0.14196827070094145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712841436709312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245465082934655,0.0,0.0,0.15634726589867193,0.0,0.08201753459000054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110479474952424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104051915917663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046479759910507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474083521194092,0.09680979641198964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796723178273362,0.0,0.21283767157539765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218144439085341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064892401909198,0.0,0.0,0.1688473974611185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814991576075287,0.0,0.1156695991978476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060233500130972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554233186938644,0.0,0.0,0.1369615703292759
anxiety,worksomuch,2020/03/11,"Social anxiety and school performance. What should I do?? Hello :-) 

This is a bit of a long and strange dilemma.

This week at my school we are supposed to create some kind of performance in groups and then we have to showcase it for friends and family.

So, I already find that very nerve wrecking. But my problem is that basically my group’s performance is to find a person in the audience and small talk to them for about 10 minutes. Then we have to get on stage and summarize our conversation with the stranger. 

Yes, I know it sounds weird. 

I know I need to challenge myself, but I don’t have the mental resources to do this right as my anxiety is really bad and I can barely talk to people I already know.

So should I just be say to my group this is out of my comfort zone - although it would ruin the whole performance and they probably would not understand as they are very talkative. I also feel uncomfortable sharing my social anxiety. Or should I just come up with an excuse for not attending the final performance since they would still able to perform without me?

Thank you and have a good day! :-)",4.7350714285714295,6.416306923809527,5.20589285714286,81.11598214285716,70.23809523809524,8.869047619047619,29.79166666666667,9.354420925462401,2.693738095238095,874,35,163,19,16,279,119,210,0.127,0.769,0.10400000000000001,-0.7381,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,1,4,7,7,11,0,0,10,1,22,0,0,0,0,40,31,20,0,8,8,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,10,16,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,3,29,7,28,24,3,18,0,1,0,0,23,8,0,2,7,124,39,3,0.13187234862899794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910488318515615,0.1054582695544424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30264595725207744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101079027935312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397045006401632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359635156813487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504675533849773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431751394894446,0.0,0.06667862178755392,0.0,0.0,0.1444597120535903,0.2410578751557479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188424942725928,0.0,0.06889785932818172,0.0,0.0,0.11060826938880047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732475803335373,0.21742078213991867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670287875585915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289631071061456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778167555993984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142368226215432,0.11514584826923455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421806959695024,0.12618402788825178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448080331621026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126182651908929,0.0,0.10487018459828554,0.0,0.2669237142824623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908616951715663,0.0,0.0,0.26885450470161154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531342796157496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198799718440836,0.0,0.12141034100877905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728376565094805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761699681704194,0.0,0.0,0.10578004365273486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723076781120606,0.0,0.1271202382026191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810349985905551,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SouthpawPhotographer,2020/03/11,"I understand they're trying to help I'm struggling with anxiety and it is very new to me, my family and my girlfriend have been very helpful my girlfriend suffering with anxiety herself, I'm very open about my anxiety, it's very difficult to cover up public panic attacks so of course it's going to raise some questions. The issue I'm having is odd, I'm happy to talk about it on my terms but I don't like people asking about it. When people ask about I know they're trying to help but it makes me alienated when I'm just trying to be normal and get through my life. I don't think I'm the only one feeling like this, but I get stuck in a cycle of anxiety, hurting the people around me when I get agitated with their help, hating myself because of my actions when I know they're just trying to help, I just need suggestions please.",7.610192307692309,5.865722467455622,8.219164201183432,73.76117233727811,63.97041420118343,11.053550295857987,34.14275147928994,9.827888789773867,3.147632544378697,663,22,127,11,8,223,86,169,0.20600000000000002,0.675,0.11900000000000001,-0.8986,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,13,10,2,2,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,24,29,11,0,2,6,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,2,1,21,3,23,26,2,13,0,2,0,0,15,5,0,2,8,79,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616841874928859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522116352331068,0.22099810544200826,0.13446714049306452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205232435553689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142643230397266,0.0,0.059764394418186165,0.08444058180032016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526052559593006,0.0,0.06717457327684598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582383027980007,0.0,0.11669592584437473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961277031051963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653326424461606,0.0,0.0,0.12336786729784248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299169161986294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348665096420083,0.11549101755599535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889799591127132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764222277500881,0.0,0.11415623918788365,0.0,0.0,0.1158088166174768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009393555963805,0.08989480618093013,0.0,0.13867973305352432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458305612533609,0.0,0.0,0.12974576688341494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240866502637694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356607702118055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500297048742498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573642234537707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32099437952198817,0.0,0.0,0.12304815093086645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901024850607359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FeatheredSamus,2020/03/11,"Hyper-realistic anxiety dreams getting more intense on Zoloft So, I'm not really sure if I can 100% blame it on the new 50mg Zoloft (started taking it about three weeks ago.) There are a lot of things going on for me right now. I have Ehlers-Danlos, dysautonomia/POTS, recovering from lipedema surgeries, and dealing with SIBO on top of anxiety, depression, and PTSD (childhood and adulthood.) I've also recently started using a Symbicort inhaler, Zyrtec, and switching from a year of nightly weed to hemp CBG for symptom management.

I met with a psychiatrist who genuinely listened to my concerns. I had been put on Lexapro 15mg by my doctor via my therapist's recommendation and it definitely reduced my anxiety spirals, but my depression was getting pretty bad. I was also smoking more weed (daily for a little over a year) to manage my medical conditions (and sleep before 3 AM) but I've switched to hemp CBG to detox the weed for a bit.

My dreams have almost always been pretty realistic, but 50-60% of the time, I could dismiss them immediately after waking up and would forget most of the details.

Now, every single morning, I wake up heavily affected by my dreams for most of the day. Some are straight nightmares and some are a mix with some anxious tendencies. I've had three dreams this week where I was being held hostage. Another was so blissful and real that I felt like I was laying skin-on-skin with someone who's in another state and who I won't be able to cuddle with until next month. I felt so depressed because this feeling was unattainable in real life at the moment. (OK, gush moment over.)

NOW something I do think could be related is the fact I have mild sleep apnea and my mask has felt really uncomfortable lately so I haven't been wearing it. I figured not breathing is causing an anxiety reaction while sleeping, but even when I had the mask on as a test, it didn't lessen the dreams.

​

DAE deal with this? Does it go away?",6.568969316431705,7.338324392370577,6.9987110531927526,73.30561544840663,65.29427792915531,9.870347115270702,35.03009122141926,9.867487886160001,3.5749740315128538,1560,70,267,32,23,509,208,367,0.10099999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.8361,0,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,1,1,14,7,0,0,19,1,33,15,7,3,2,49,50,26,0,4,7,0,4,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,14,17,0,1,6,5,0,3,5,4,0,2,18,6,28,3,45,25,10,48,0,3,0,1,8,19,0,8,26,182,42,4,0.09797331611815448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684743336711362,0.0,0.0981061238761398,0.0,0.0,0.15669845100580793,0.08152164748902056,0.10615404708120127,0.11904830279739545,0.0,0.2054671288013674,0.29979727466251777,0.110681960217806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204915557735648,0.0,0.08180362661051081,0.059723624150183764,0.0,0.08336807594084822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696148633462027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064558364534056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644744151811366,0.0,0.0,0.06318468376599272,0.2020123738478859,0.2531528208325801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027984053179842,0.08573710916552342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471045128769022,0.0,0.08254674438402049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953825239811021,0.0,0.2822092432232561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237402794447184,0.0,0.11136098669180627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051816799855294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920145058943328,0.04786481343197984,0.09819500126405033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329340980471554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869780867342186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820136620555285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462323921728866,0.10419573317469527,0.0919413202824392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934816907020267,0.0,0.0,0.1145255636409382,0.0984902431102338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303016566207445,0.12552843011085446,0.0,0.09673683007775273,0.0,0.0,0.0836686766477994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941322138260525,0.0,0.08301247281148448,0.07542464529090899,0.0,0.0,0.1386920348286408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233869097479062,0.10183178875950682,0.07366374079121972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375457130585745,0.06508911783129441,0.06277734497939604,0.0,0.0,0.057129028509033425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461748854153507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717656906131225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959743277857268,0.0,0.11904830279739545,0.12618320679749162
anxiety,thementalmechanic,2020/03/11,"Anxiety and Stress in High-Stress Industries  Hi! I'm doing some research and have a question for professionals in high-stress industries regarding stress levels, productivity, and focus.

1. What are the 2 biggest issues you deal with when it comes to the above?
2. Regarding being able to cope with stress, be more productive, and have better focus, what would you wish for more than anything else?

Thanks in advance, your responses are greatly appreciated!",6.641298701298702,9.686911051948057,6.323376623376621,69.31935064935067,68.35064935064935,9.594805194805195,31.779220779220786,9.957137785484203,3.8790051948051953,369,16,54,10,7,115,54,77,0.11599999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.15,0.6042,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,2,1,6,0,3,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,12,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,10,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,35,6,2,0.14278270062671575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922837516599992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174979967412453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627969559123814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299465374558105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720269477879852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119276624897648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574184315081677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017155250527349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902804334406333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599493020580535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8177855057775697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145512727625774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641930591795768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014287338894057,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slippinonsemen,2020/03/11,"Exam anxiety! Share your best tips against it! Any way to relieve from the stress during an exam would help!

Here's a few details of what exam anxiety feels like to me, maybe you guys have some tips for me?

I already struggle with toilet anxiety (anytime there's no toilet near me, my brain makes me think I gotta go to the toilet and it really feels like I need to pee/will pee myself even though I went a few minutes ago) but during exams this gets far worse, asking to go to the toilet seems to be a taboo during tests so this might elevate my fear.

Also there's a rapid increase in my heartbeat, in my last exam I experienced struggling to breathe and getting nauseaus when taking deep breaths, it makes concentrating very hard for me.",3.308253205128203,5.496681395833335,4.135555555555559,85.14192307692309,75.31944444444444,6.6529914529914524,24.96581196581197,7.61054688173877,1.3555337606837612,587,20,110,8,13,188,95,144,0.16,0.746,0.094,-0.8755,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,8,9,0,4,8,0,4,4,4,2,0,15,19,7,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,1,4,17,5,17,14,5,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,5,68,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079355082156536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527327667161602,0.12701659951243313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801010663526324,0.0,0.3645144236555014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848496712478085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668268739232475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773072352466461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490596968533812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872833780281844,0.16061882743597455,0.2269369140073108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659646387623278,0.0,0.18053393326036504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726704996580868,0.0,0.0,0.14228082526583807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646065739821398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946796055749366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519300412744413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204102733216196,0.0,0.15956646748949266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849393608990088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177707161014986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175081012271073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459321498856295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193966653768853,0.33208800315336146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942068096536892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177209582507306,0.15605004439388975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105169963716842,0.0,0.126072164693671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723735584378395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186172904073798,0.11282854667148942,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gufflyr,2020/03/11,"My friend is in the hospital and my ex bestie is trying to visit him. So, my friend has been in the hospital since March first. He was in a hit and run accident while he was WALKING home after bar close. He was in a coma for 5 days. But, he’s fine now and making a truly miraculous recovery. I’m so happy he’s okay and getting closer to coming home. 

But, this morning I got a text from my other friend saying X wants to go visit him. X is my unnamed ex bestie of 10 years. The situation where I had to remove her from my life was that (among with many other toxic things I was blind to for the duration of our relationship) she had been fucking my ex husband for at least 2 years. Keeping it a secret from me. She was the maid of honor in my wedding. Really messed me up. 

So, now I know X is in town again. Which spikes my anxiety through the roof. AND I don’t know when she’s going to be in there. I don’t want to run into her. Clearly it’s more important to be there for my friend. I just really, really, REALLY don’t want to see her.",0.9139588744588742,2.7295054045454563,3.4066233766233767,89.29803030303032,81.31818181818181,6.7359307359307365,19.567099567099568,7.793537801064563,0.6413463203463206,799,20,178,14,21,278,117,220,0.046,0.7979999999999999,0.157,0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,2,11,10,1,0,11,1,20,5,0,1,1,21,36,12,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,3,0,8,9,1,1,3,1,0,9,3,2,0,1,11,3,28,8,33,22,2,35,0,0,2,1,28,15,1,0,11,122,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971910385851887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348075507250908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092705114232713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311552017872516,0.0,0.0,0.4836340580714856,0.1446781416872549,0.08176276383897005,0.0,0.17788070350607946,0.0,0.1251642437823919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659303034020892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31395673761532233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910094249153365,0.0,0.0,0.17201235023489256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053783807211276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044623756676261,0.15866250318240127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40102168850081577,0.0,0.0,0.1680182664135718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244519963416562,0.0,0.0,0.1247071464432435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129455208090636,0.17590819640876085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396906865115484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625059316630923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27691639969392634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015567413919332
anxiety,lardill,2020/03/11,"Week-long anxiety with hangover I have general anxiety disorder - mostly health-related - and am on Sertraline (Zoloft). 

I know drinking alcohol is never ideal given these circumstances - for myself, at least - but having drank considerable amounts at a wedding last weekend, I'm still today (Wednesday) feeling more anxious than I have in a very long time. 

Like back to the days of constant light-headedness, palpitations, derealization, the whole shebang.

Has anyone else gone through this and can offer any tips to not spiral completely out of control until this (hopefully) passes? 

Having healthy anxiety in the midst of Coronavirus definitely isn't helping either, I guess. 

Tl;dr - I know it's my own fault for drinking copious amounts of alcohol, but any tips for resultant bad and long-winded episode?",8.238796992481205,10.710702390977444,7.873691729323312,62.30091353383463,62.684210526315795,11.335037593984964,41.11954887218045,11.20814326018867,5.7768803007518805,650,37,85,20,10,206,100,133,0.159,0.752,0.08900000000000001,-0.7859999999999999,0,0,4,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,5,0,9,6,0,2,1,21,18,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,5,1,4,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,1,7,3,19,15,8,20,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,13,59,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32289959509390864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546799267490776,0.0,0.3467085130397171,0.1706681196068676,0.0,0.10563290678944144,0.1547908996817691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616487989542827,0.12613863273802206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839589549565802,0.16325493363196386,0.16943985617827434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974288054266113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731413573362201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29598567729158903,0.0,0.0,0.12620109379640446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638643523080406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642260650664434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605822462479473,0.0,0.0,0.10126023506452393,0.0,0.0,0.15004837281369196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605020767302528,0.1231436705330382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380604470407047,0.0,0.0,0.4010813353822249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651587621438265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064612507366435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809117449146257,0.0,0.14319839069847112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246500466480088,0.0,0.0,0.12118067585343345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866625625863602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jessiebianca,2020/03/11,"I need some help deciding.. Hi everyone, it's currently 5:25am and I've been awake for an hour already.. 

I've just recently started my first job (at a coffee shop) since having my 2 children. Every night before a shift I get incredibly anxious (last night I was sobbing uncontrollably for 2 hours) and when I do finally fall asleep I'm awoken with a fierce panic attack that always leaves me in the bathroom vomiting for hours on end. In 2 weeks I've had to cancel 1 shift and go home early on another.

Financially I can survive without this job, but i don't want to disappoint my kids, partner or family who (along with me) were so excited for me to start work, I dont want to ruin this opportunity for independence but I can't keep feeling this way. I don't know what to do and advice would be very very much appreciated.",4.276296296296299,5.672131135802469,5.991049382716053,76.15472222222226,70.97530864197532,9.350617283950617,28.93209876543209,9.725611199111238,2.79189135802469,652,25,124,16,12,224,111,162,0.095,0.764,0.142,0.9386,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,3,8,1,2,5,0,14,2,1,1,0,22,25,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,7,7,0,1,3,1,1,2,5,6,0,1,4,1,15,2,19,19,2,24,0,3,0,0,6,5,1,2,16,73,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001442030289746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581162755345586,0.0,0.11922287540633555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024464453127082,0.0,0.1618689263431986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300501717327287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219232196221294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792652612626205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269061468104954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072204775081564,0.13691297928454466,0.0,0.0,0.1350743939721273,0.0,0.07244815426850809,0.0,0.0,0.15695944552945595,0.0,0.12187638654066225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485941682000667,0.0,0.08143099072716818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603952729373623,0.0,0.14372446075136822,0.0,0.4233144698946396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843723969962628,0.12735645109230526,0.0,0.0,0.07874455081889878,0.11679471116843182,0.0,0.15171593379929854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532943944477156,0.10624247660922753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26892264595618115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811164560415834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147460698849446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185251198340569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283278978694805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364468450935097,0.1690239681705646,0.11373132007619323,0.11493292326137007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811963086603407,0.0,0.1043116790853587,0.0,0.0,0.10178408204861307,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,some-rndom-ass-kid,2020/03/11,Wow this place is great This community is really supportive. I wish I had found this when my anxiety used to be really really bad. But anyway I’m glad that a place exists like this for people who definitely need care and support like what’s provided here,4.496224489795917,6.503281428571434,6.285459183673472,71.81757653061227,71.44897959183673,11.430612244897961,24.494897959183675,11.20814326018867,3.4513632653061226,206,6,37,8,4,71,39,49,0.085,0.47200000000000003,0.442,0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,12,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,8,2,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308315479309435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799752871237642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735260150889008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337423548061827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503319896425395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829928589196986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580712751895879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779311108089727,0.0,0.4454582899742266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097083088246379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838313557874822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841202458902454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24514804001652565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fen_2020,2020/03/11,"I've made progress with my anxiety but I'm not sure how to get past the final step I have anxiety about my anxiety if that makes sense. Situations that would normally cause anxiety don't mess with me anymore, it's the anxiety of my past reactions that gives me anxiety and makes me avoid people and events. I'm scared it'll happen again so I just avoid it. Does anyone else experience this? Any advice on what's helped you with this?",3.826694352159469,5.652184825581398,4.843289036544848,82.22081395348839,72.83720930232558,9.565448504983387,26.239202657807308,9.957137785484203,2.5773109634551505,349,12,70,10,7,114,59,86,0.255,0.696,0.049,-0.9459,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,5,1,19,12,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,7,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,39,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810993451939605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307104715383483,0.0,0.6956919962262669,0.0,0.15031415921748392,0.1059794683828708,0.15529873935476995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557014976790665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326376758943226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266151357222391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826202614448955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603470663433767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791877243742866,0.14539728600022658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340305742596238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015924507488366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434167632356657,0.2023448676011724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485038966760632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893765166724356,0.10507776907513523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174543458510042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036813725902414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428505052855839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076691507540738,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bdld39,2020/03/11,"Has anyone had their hands go numb? I have terrible anxiety after a night of drinking. Nothing ever really happens, but the thoughts that I ruined everything are so hard to deal with. A few months ago, after a night of drinking, my hands slowly started to go numb and balled in to fists and I got extremely nauseous. I was driving and managed to pull over and I blasted the ac. I couldn’t even move my fingers to use my phone to text someone for help. It didn’t last very long, maybe like 5 minutes, but it was so bizarre and scary! Just wondering if anyone else has experienced something similar.",3.8123684210526316,6.0000444473684205,4.485824561403508,83.20610526315792,73.82456140350877,7.3670175438596495,30.69824561403509,8.238735603445708,2.4251150877192984,473,22,86,8,10,151,81,114,0.192,0.7490000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9374,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,9,7,3,1,1,15,17,10,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,3,0,5,2,4,0,0,6,5,10,1,14,10,1,17,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,11,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608679592182678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388290185568687,0.0,0.0,0.2537851634789379,0.1859441104801456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870942931633768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555557438583068,0.0,0.0,0.15160032130982995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986351047060112,0.16415587543841526,0.0,0.0,0.16309936804538894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627454342740748,0.0,0.1451433276952788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047906126858955,0.0,0.1625672899280306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163986626341028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792756115250333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886602465569402,0.0,0.0,0.16060098341517778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231752686765124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485280337981046,0.19288078947084364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406067856754829,0.0,0.1741315871421761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625848682508536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376444153964142,0.13970946857371147,0.0,0.0,0.12844999407409585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440720623854571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673742064790175,0.0,0.14973711046917892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968035127455997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AshleyJames_,2020/03/11,Tight Calves! I do suffer with anxiety/stress but does anyone else get tight calves from time to time? if i go for walk or any form of mild excessive they tighten up and hurt like i have done an intense leg workout. If I have a bout of anxiety that makes them that way too. Is it a common symptom with anxiety/stress plus i am on my feet most days at work mostly standing.,2.9996491228070132,4.45436457894737,3.789473684210528,90.45464912280704,74.26315789473685,7.171929824561403,24.508771929824558,7.793537801064563,1.0865508771929826,292,9,63,4,6,93,60,76,0.121,0.8170000000000001,0.062,-0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,3,2,1,0,13,9,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,11,8,3,11,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,5,5,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596805923419353,0.0,0.1867039833635433,0.0,0.0,0.17065128541795568,0.250066639312969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739745679751574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357712235773726,0.2497564455331171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387944942608632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751042404718216,0.0,0.1387039947581901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612695304842575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923459065147747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291085566271432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591360714964434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536700924427963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846247938800096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372217239188355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767739849254258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway089940,2020/03/11,"When the trauma is piece of cake compared to what it brings... Here's the picture, 25 (f), non-smoker, non-drinker. Diagnosed over the years with PTSD, panic disorder and severe anxiety, constantly in and out of the GP's office. Tried SSRI's but the side effects just added weight to those brought on by the mind, had to cease medication (with no withdrawal symptoms luckily). Tried benzos and never going back, they just blank out the mind, they do nothing to cure it. 

Since giving up the SSRI's, feeling better but not the best. Panic attacks are frequent recently, everything seems to be a trigger. From wanting to read a book, play video games or even paint, everything seems to spark some sort of jitter, a feeling of wanting to jump out of one's own skin. Yoga has it's positives, meditation went too far once and lead to fainting (very hesitant to give it another try). Diet has been changed, Candida diet was giving a try, sugars removed, coffee removed...basically anything known to affect gut/brain relationship for people affected with such disorders. Added natural supplements such as Passioflora Incarnata (proven to be helpful so far but not best in taste) but still nothing successful of keeping the attacks at bay. Just making a throwaway account and coming to this sub almost resulted in a full blown panic attack in itself. 

Exhausted, scared, in constant doubt about physical health, afraid of doing the most basic of things in the worst of times. It's not like this all the time, there are really good days where everything is back to normal. But the bad episodes, a week or longer time period lived by fighting off panic attacks, nausea, fainting sensations, chest pains,tremors, night sweats (the one's you have to change and lay a towel down on your bed before going back to)...waking up feeling like death is staring you in the face. As of writing this, it's not one of those good days. Food has consisted of smoothies for the past days (only thing that won't come right back up), was giving a clean bill of health, just anxiety doc said. So basically nothing to be worried about! That's what keeps going on repeat, 'just anxiety'...but why does it never calm the mind. 

Over a decade of trauma is nothing compared to what it can bring in later on. Going through the traumatic experiences was a piece of cake honestly, there's a constant feeling of fear now. The trauma will never happen again but the body and mind are reacting to it for days on end, taking little bits and pieces of you every single time, after every attack. 

Crying as of writing this is inevitable, scared shitless for weeks. Absolutely exhausted, sometimes the permanent solution seems so appealing, but will leave upon those left behind what caused the solution to happen in the first place. It just continues it's cycle onto new bodies because yours won't be available anymore. So riding out the storm is really the ONLY option (please remember, it is) it will get better. But as of today, at the lowest of low all that can be done is vent on an online community. Maybe tomorrow that next chapter will read itself or that painting will be worked on, but not today. 

Thanks for coming to my TED talk.",7.466024630541874,8.143173651724139,7.270788177339902,72.45017241379313,63.3448275862069,10.076847290640398,33.4679802955665,9.957137785484203,3.426863546798029,2538,98,413,50,35,806,306,580,0.198,0.701,0.10099999999999999,-0.997,2,0,2,0,2,0,97.0,0,5,2,9,28,36,6,9,40,0,38,21,6,9,5,81,71,29,1,3,23,0,6,2,0,7,9,1,2,0,33,18,6,2,10,7,2,15,11,23,0,4,9,10,8,13,91,49,14,97,0,1,1,0,19,41,0,12,43,282,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799407511717821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072952243461058,0.08861050146397585,0.0,0.05743668073363239,0.0,0.0,0.04765957745151557,0.0,0.0,0.3294365958354678,0.0,0.1781339864393338,0.048357079854638635,0.035304792487864826,0.0,0.04928188238883267,0.0,0.1215576302886371,0.10244322625922307,0.06322879987559728,0.1286622790627368,0.0,0.06465292732796635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594952415560645,0.12253398249143238,0.14966740001241655,0.0,0.18775846124876272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361753156030088,0.14940299960097922,0.0,0.0,0.058783082053774485,0.0,0.0,0.13275251619759088,0.0,0.050682303538488536,0.05926773356371541,0.0,0.056735207612188976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129600268856102,0.0,0.0,0.038252686219494264,0.0,0.0975927272497142,0.0,0.15615233336508128,0.056652538289899135,0.0,0.06517111509487833,0.11713540469203905,0.04137489310274818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926295225870714,0.0700317342943466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03025849372132696,0.22223155926245652,0.13165900704590786,0.09715366072219553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242909041133083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312308032031713,0.0,0.0,0.0388195841894413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295603517758367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132422379577555,0.06292543371268629,0.0,0.0,0.0565892418530068,0.05804661375296419,0.05114050729920399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865909112953954,0.0,0.05818397208792761,0.0,0.0,0.05834384138276415,0.0,0.0,0.23391285382464044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340041684644102,0.055935216133157085,0.061593863235813534,0.05434983693336108,0.05674495965973676,0.22228619661480464,0.0,0.0,0.06167818938985039,0.11773526252323363,0.08809479794972583,0.0,0.2718057601344223,0.0,0.0,0.05528696260701988,0.040151362359939866,0.0,0.06050944149624216,0.0635739015634663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770019931696725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586248085446718,0.0,0.07420439130162068,0.0,0.057184636070321135,0.06217964536223468,0.06560704818466816,0.04945957832962035,0.05509096736870436,0.0,0.11596717334446467,0.0,0.0,0.15817247290165626,0.0,0.06542810643596429,0.0,0.04790835604479155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727997730517152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625144713956722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060196450265341324,0.043545299193064366,0.046550339476058016,0.0,0.053320873492155536,0.0,0.0,0.07695305939483782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508413297042246,0.0,0.1097943724892526,0.0,0.0,0.15728347503232012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778640872191139,0.06832020468366698,0.0,0.09291274991467692,0.07052555885550849,0.0,0.05368831144475337,0.05225979161573992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042163223021821,0.05881607023927666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03729572673148861
anxiety,tomatoblueberry,2020/03/11,"Looking for some tips on how to tackle my weird travel anxiety Since I went through a breakup about  a year and a half ago my anxiety and worry has manifested itself in a bit of a weird way.  I seem to get extremely panicked over the thought of  breaking my routine, as in going/staying/sleeping somewhere new. 

This is a peculiar and frustrating new thing that's happened since my breakup of a 5 year relationship which really gave me some bad depression and anxiety.  I'm not even sure how it's related I just know that it started sometime after.

I have done some daring things in my life, slept in vans and drove all over the country. Been across the world and back but for some reason I have this new found jolting fear that something terrible will happen  if i stray from my routine. It only makes this more confusing to me. 

The breakup i went through really destroyed me and made me go full hermit for awhile. I did a lot of cool things with my past partner and perhaps I'm just scared to start tackling adventures alone?

It's really embarrassing, I feel I used to be a very daring and confident guy but now I am scared and extremely stressed over the fact that I have to get on a plane and travel to see my sister lol. I don't really know why and just feel insane and stupid confiding in anyone about it. It's like I suddenly have ocd about shit I would've never cared about a couple years ago. 

​

Just wondering If anyone has had similar worries manifest or just looking to be told I'm not as crazy as I think I am thanks.",4.282082912032358,5.868000102990037,4.959760219557996,82.81286869854111,71.22591362126245,8.557041744908277,29.366026289180994,9.085049710711278,2.467823515816844,1225,49,236,25,23,394,164,301,0.22,0.688,0.09300000000000001,-0.9897,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,14,22,4,6,16,2,17,3,2,6,4,51,50,23,0,2,12,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,18,14,0,0,10,2,0,6,4,16,0,1,13,6,29,6,38,34,9,37,0,1,3,0,6,13,1,11,17,158,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066528994954936,0.0,0.0,0.10554285999471856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041403845623364,0.1238257442334361,0.0,0.0,0.23387116688311765,0.0,0.0,0.14250870828356182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783586643829217,0.08508642885299691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125388047101692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038989518454706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275595805462728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777063793379213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042842084407566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673072996598408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467147032988012,0.10305247243481076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173358633695102,0.0,0.0,0.10648232610231008,0.0,0.057914966999363125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009019838472286,0.18022853199488376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200865963514944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197852401014998,0.04978564168106009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114909011486287,0.0,0.0,0.08663599746031098,0.0,0.09642498677709684,0.06802238714171567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859542787616806,0.29526148821624953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750335401352264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972798652131442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611318417094056,0.10477532509442858,0.0,0.1094078465267554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040493899490592,0.0,0.08120510126719112,0.09277049608526884,0.0,0.0,0.10460403090545334,0.16859375877628302,0.0,0.10197860707017138,0.0,0.0,0.0784514572423965,0.10078666305592153,0.0,0.14425778468369574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673184750491107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604426827448123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382044412954232,0.0,0.0,0.20310348659084398,0.0652966172588136,0.0,0.08090119701581444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737460647649224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880132118443697,0.0,0.08408230765959117,0.0,0.08088745562577529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893393503964234,0.09195342346046484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051163906738988,0.0,0.20697897353895045,0.0,0.0723903970744541,0.0,0.1238257442334361,0.19687046086728607
anxiety,oyasumih,2020/03/11,"I wish I didn't overthink everything I do. I decided to celebrate my birthday for the first time in 10 years, and I'm stressing a hell lot over it and wondering if people will actually enjoy the day or not. 

I'm already feeling sick with anxiety and wanting to cancel the whole thing off, lol. Part of me wants to cancel it because I don't even want to be around people right now, but another part says I should celebrate in order to get over this fear of birthdays and being around people. Idk.",7.258061224489797,6.2690433775510215,7.827469387755105,73.8532448979592,64.20408163265307,11.105306122448981,35.926530612244896,10.355215969177356,3.6300791836734696,393,16,74,8,5,131,69,98,0.191,0.684,0.126,-0.4255,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,4,1,7,1,0,0,0,20,16,7,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,8,1,16,11,4,14,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,4,5,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.17234786757729625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489577010819284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519311564579385,0.13510772180630184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31444430652025623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766105603902612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390015051050376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166505821025808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872750721516785,0.0,0.0,0.19873763814834014,0.0893003504626059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022610501380393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227249782895752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014923471685293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825072419582485,0.0,0.36732163837778414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082571115641466,0.0,0.14044897729804476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230848704634807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173331870273683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298389669554647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125110587000726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718102762096054,0.20309512183483588,0.0,0.1915282159806057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373235877353373
anxiety,smolcloudx,2020/03/11,"Take my worries away please I dunno if this is allowed but would anyone wanna talk? ;-; I've been sick since Monday night, today my throat is in pain and I'm getting really scared about it not going away. It hurts to swallow and to make things worse, I think I have something stuck there... I just want to take my mind off of it somehow.",1.7036247334754788,4.013078850746272,2.4085287846481904,94.8423880597015,81.38805970149255,4.4255863539445635,18.526652452025584,5.288315135182226,-0.4598810234541575,261,6,54,1,7,81,52,67,0.316,0.6459999999999999,0.038,-0.9771,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,2,0,15,14,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,10,11,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363083566290572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128616349187089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479276557525935,0.0,0.12486990984154585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23521098128996645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466624223352518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218509589524464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061889844089465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337937713796923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411826591928437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075597043579804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997447504754386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175170037197205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914844124669307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33039882078801336,0.17659974274124335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596983228521454,0.14078541580029988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826548371372064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959444234955764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231326987131726,0.22390981182429048,0.15608024703148315,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Randomrock16,2020/03/11,"I hate how our future feels so uncertain With everything going on around in politics and the Coronavirus as well as climate change everything just feels so uncertain to me to the point that I’m getting an attack almost everyday,  I haven’t been able to even eat properly or get enough sleep lately and now I’m also stressed that I’ll end up going to the hospital for lack of something and end up with a hospital bill that I can’t pay for.",8.609827586206897,6.763772252873565,8.76146551724138,70.98633620689658,62.103448275862064,13.297701149425285,37.8419540229885,12.161744961471696,4.554588505747126,354,14,67,10,4,117,60,87,0.205,0.7709999999999999,0.023,-0.9386,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,9,6,2,3,5,0,3,2,1,1,0,15,12,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,5,1,0,1,2,5,1,16,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,6,46,8,1,0.19988106315254595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015201198752253,0.0,0.0,0.1598448139880519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793652345203467,0.0,0.22739356510319825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144766153223354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045282279671748,0.0,0.0,0.3540705882208889,0.2065305698127169,0.0,0.13201955708905327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592804223123093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213174256778327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088592114211162,0.0,0.2271940289009996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734116835881904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547454544236936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895221194833015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002541486589284,0.0,0.0,0.15387820772004038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896308251362285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971708052480595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ASilverLum,2020/03/11,"I just feel like such a piece of shit... I haven't worked in 3 months and all my exfriends hate me. All I want to do is go out on a date with a girl who'll tell me something nice. Just one date, and I'll have the courage to start tackling my life problems

But god damn, in the meantime, I just wanna fucking die.",1.9242647058823543,2.6896076029411806,2.5551764705882363,100.96629411764708,75.91176470588233,5.44,23.894117647058824,3.1291,-0.2474035294117645,239,7,62,0,5,74,50,68,0.182,0.6559999999999999,0.163,-0.5256,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,4,0,5,0,5,3,1,0,2,14,11,3,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,8,3,9,10,3,9,0,0,0,1,3,4,3,0,5,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197648599162509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557873956555443,0.22011062697738745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28483856510605804,0.0,0.0,0.17510345293297072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30419038874048404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762402266990155,0.1505247817016475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24592686637313274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878025704284708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294815347873711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162658627165149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371946624940321,0.0,0.0,0.2180786549602448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929778266880816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817286035132564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430446966167525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihathnosoul,2020/03/11,"What can I do to better myself? I’ve lived my whole life with anxiety, always criticizing myself for every little thing I do, such as the way I walk and the way I interact with people.
I just had a presentation today, and I feel like I let my team down with my anxiety. This has been an awakening for me, and I realized that I need to take steps towards bettering myself. I have no experience with going to a psychologist nor taking medications, but even then I don’t have an opportunity to do so at this moment. Are there any mental exercises I can do to distract myself from my anxiety or such?",7.2807692307692315,6.352069000000004,9.059444444444443,64.84250000000002,64.12820512820514,12.586324786324788,33.17521367521368,11.855464076750405,4.042921367521367,471,16,87,14,6,169,75,117,0.102,0.831,0.067,-0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,1,6,0,14,3,0,0,0,13,19,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,1,21,4,16,16,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,77,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091437793089414,0.0,0.0,0.13151052871796434,0.0,0.4438240649288312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420720896629213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277310056324428,0.0,0.16293780157674256,0.0,0.0,0.1891706544705754,0.0,0.0,0.09778282596041904,0.13815648589027948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099069047990966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775241839068933,0.13659572293376318,0.09447964946025747,0.193825665096576,0.1707652212552766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948181492279714,0.1948897033655157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339481391591175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407094765371325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908075435319976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847844993937382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330929140981853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070049192983568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591088956174656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tjack93,2020/03/11,"In a tough wpot Hey yall I know this is probably apple's compared to others problems but I need some help 

I live In Washington state ( yes this is a coronavirus concern) my wife's birthday is tomorrow she wants to go out eat party drink casino what have you. I do not i have conversed my concerns with her and it hurt her feelings i know I'm more than likley gokng to do the same tomorrow. 

I just feel like I'm stuck this coronavirus bullshit fucked me over cant fucking believe this bullshit",1.1701165501165498,3.7740091818181862,2.517373737373738,90.57811188811192,88.4949494949495,5.470396270396272,24.78710178710179,7.010146845296331,1.2548579642579654,395,17,77,6,13,127,72,99,0.235,0.643,0.122,-0.93,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,6,2,0,3,1,8,4,0,0,0,15,20,2,0,3,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,4,2,1,1,2,5,0,0,1,2,15,1,9,19,3,8,0,1,0,2,9,4,2,1,3,49,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875821395898172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500502578532774,0.0,0.2611870141163166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25812664992081363,0.1823524249653276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719536151797892,0.0,0.0,0.14506586847081046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109035896506336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732530624711639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805601786219277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470346996690827,0.0,0.2253926190650983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926648196440687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752053488069232,0.2442421537752049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055452792658333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spicydream95,2020/03/11,"Tough day I feel so anxious today and can’t pin it on one thing. Maybe it’s my recent long term breakup, maybe it’s not having a full time job or secure income, or just overthinking. I’m drowning with these thoughts and I’m trying so hard to convince myself that I’ll be okay. I want to take a xanax or smoke and just chill but I don’t want to feel lazy. It gets so difficult to push through these feelings sometimes that I can’t help but find something to cope with. I know my recent break up has had me on edge for the past two weeks and I can’t help but to put the blame for the way I feel on that. It’ll get easier I know, I just wish I could be strong enough to not have to take medicine or anything else. It’s hard to ignore my sweaty hands, erratic behavior, heavy sighs, etc.",1.8512917023096696,3.336960035928147,2.699268605645852,96.95624251497007,77.38323353293413,5.969033361847734,20.91060735671514,6.5431188927421005,0.004966124893071022,614,15,146,5,14,193,98,167,0.12,0.7290000000000001,0.151,0.6629,2,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,5,1,12,2,1,0,0,31,28,14,1,4,12,0,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,8,0,0,2,6,3,1,2,2,7,15,4,18,22,4,18,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,9,85,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456909539906146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271607841953276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337551796865005,0.0,0.0,0.09965574395682453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908568298026718,0.0,0.0,0.15966547591038355,0.17233605321557888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31252962603014184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123291235323054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146571144436264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768478255098558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714949781867695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533420688627007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984563145758055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674962857817205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104819603500136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471003668414512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751145303456392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534015309769672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30514929235467714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896077801042455,0.15282902665735984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236691089186925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265944330740204,0.0,0.0,0.12267546935730995,0.090104681993559,0.0,0.1464714885499188,0.0,0.0,0.1049122290604784,0.0,0.15094832394284918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822855188508206,0.12265463244098665,0.12395051291541576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776959500908299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HollieByGolly,2020/03/11,"Disabling anxiety? Does anyone ever experience anxiety so severe that you can't take your mind off the worry, feel unwell, crave hugs and support, worst scenario fear, etc? Mine is so bad right now I can't leave my bed, and I just want to feel relief, but nothing helps. It's like being in a nightmare that you can't escape from. I feel so hopeless and alone.",2.6118571428571435,5.011865614285718,3.649999999999999,86.70500000000001,78.57142857142857,5.7142857142857135,22.857142857142854,6.868970318607317,0.8180000000000005,283,9,53,3,7,91,55,70,0.38,0.522,0.098,-0.9713,0,1,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,3,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,11,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,8,4,4,10,2,5,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633828146685156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343602020993868,0.0,0.0,0.15280605494571742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824691512405723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124308038004806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372636842186746,0.0,0.19767910289197502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137709846925406,0.0,0.2459147262926256,0.3314964107421241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648065184771122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139898232355102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676607191030707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206599324749546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096920127865601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662928583882887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688444969248946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799304089433324,0.0,0.0,0.1643125227610915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889870313390167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193479110251155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,se7en_hells,2020/03/11,"How to you guys manage (justifiable) paranoia? I've always suffered from pretty severe social anxiety and hyper-awareness of my surroundings. But lately it's become pretty extreme, I've often been saved from some pretty dangerous situations in the past. Real life threatening ones - Thanks to my hyper awareness. Ive also taken a few rabdom beatings in the past , the orobable cause of my oaranoia.

However, I recently moved to a different city and it's taken on a life of its own. I'm slowly becoming convinced that there are people deliberately coming to sit next to me when I'm in the park, for example. My initial thoughts are ; "" These guys are drug dealers and they think I'm new on their turf"" - or something along those lines. ..
 
The problem is, I DO live in the area in town that has a far higher crime rate. I know there's a lot of drugs and criminals working in the area. Its low key but very prevalent. I grew up around drugs and had my own drug issues in the past so I spot sketchy people from a mile away when I see them ; being that I was, once that sketchy person, quite some time ago.

I don't have the money to move yet, but while I'm here I simply have no idea if this is justifiably paranoid reasoning or if I should just relax. 

It makes things difficult as this is such a chilled out place despite the criminal underbelly and I see young kids just chilling in the evenings and old folks going for nice walks without a worry. But I genuinely see this stuff going on in the background and I don't know how they can be so blissfully unaware.

It's gotten to the stage where I don't even enjoy going for an evening walk. I'm checking everyone out and they too, are truly checking me out! Staring me up and down. Im relieved to get home after going outside for 5 minutes to grab a bite from the shops.

It's getting to be too intense and ive really no idea how to fix this.

Just a recent example - I was walking down to the local park yesterday afternoon, beautiful sunny day and I pass two shady guys, i walked past them and they didn't give me a second look as they headed in the other direction. All good... Or so I thought. I headed onwards and sat down on a bench watching people go by when I had an urge to turn around. The two guys were right there behind me! They'd doubled back and come back up the way, from where we'd first passed each other. 

They acted all fidgety when they knew I'd spotted them. It was getting quieter so I decided to get moving ,nimcase things kicked off and I'd be alone. I walked passed them and headed back in the direction I'd come from.

I could see immediately from the corner of my eye, the smaller of the two guys had gotten up and was following me. I stopped and started to turn around and he asked me for a cigarette, after I looked him square in the eye. I didn't even have my smokes out at that point nor was I smoking on my walk so they must have seen me with a cigarette probably way before we had even passed each other initially. Possibly earlier in the day...or, it was a lucky guess! Anyway that was it, I gave him one and headed off but i knew in my gut something didn't feel right and who knows what would've happened if I'd stayed. What were they doing, doubling back on themselves to hover around for five minutes, follow me and THEN finally ask for a smoke?! What the hell?!

Sorry for the wall of text but this kind of thing is a weekly occurrence and it's driving me insane.

 I don't know whether I'm saving myself or misinterpretting what could otherwise be normal human interaction, something I scarcely experience these days.

Appreciate if you've read this far. Thank you.",3.844630902570234,5.4487416666666695,4.791119495915519,83.51719926778244,72.36122733612274,7.631888822474598,26.89004283721857,8.25012833911315,1.7669147439729032,2873,101,557,45,56,935,334,717,0.07200000000000001,0.845,0.084,0.9457,2,1,11,0,0,0,79.0,2,2,15,4,41,18,2,0,45,0,50,13,7,6,3,96,104,57,0,10,19,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,8,38,40,0,1,14,3,4,26,11,6,0,8,28,14,74,12,87,65,12,122,2,2,12,0,37,56,1,14,35,391,112,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248185942623716,0.0,0.0,0.061318757390892674,0.0,0.04734639677394326,0.04926348975252657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045291834816517454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082080875181405,0.11069778588691688,0.0,0.055625257489117334,0.18210065298632974,0.0,0.0,0.13077503824735498,0.050379285518646684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082007456015976,0.0,0.15300017597882265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454110864325453,0.0,0.0,0.1145474159477151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618568585846836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746370567840491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955224625656543,0.0,0.0,0.05657312935109453,0.0,0.0579140703137922,0.0,0.0,0.029935940508330094,0.0,0.0,0.06485642969144248,0.0,0.05035993385462186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237291451266756,0.05679504633671596,0.16823846780886978,0.0496585334757254,0.0,0.0,0.06522122982399703,0.29311240325009164,0.05235498464256148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24304656485403076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593876676374489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336709843230154,0.0639518023052225,0.061794872549465064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165313074264293,0.13015057250088716,0.0,0.06678607221962726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836368021740891,0.0,0.0,0.05227929806875342,0.0,0.099434955002645,0.0,0.0,0.05033416481088954,0.0,0.0,0.03951994719965863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877735246138955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718077491208187,0.06296542809932684,0.0,0.058008549711765216,0.0,0.0,0.06212592389462264,0.06305163201819085,0.08023798495184747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260723446123035,0.12313634444810224,0.051695718525070336,0.0618568585846836,0.0,0.05596807412775103,0.0667449950607547,0.0,0.180698994438824,0.06383324582708254,0.056651404163684416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297204414585097,0.05922124643912367,0.06738850734142536,0.037928382956500535,0.06087283157135093,0.11691603356934395,0.0,0.0,0.10112187674326516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871559492531986,0.0,0.0,0.06688505177368746,0.0,0.0,0.06654915312457195,0.0,0.060352270655707335,0.0,0.13673722335691554,0.0,0.06627540180877327,0.0419057627451531,0.0631048919865563,0.0,0.04949821885399405,0.0,0.0,0.06777581751495591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901643279655464,0.0,0.0,0.11799996153346227,0.037936317362818515,0.0,0.09400467019168847,0.03452304261767539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128796566453473,0.17350470492481734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885051082093917,0.0,0.09398870312462082,0.04749086002176346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707172383321029,0.0,0.04310210868657957,0.0601257795367967,0.0,0.042057692920780834,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gavin710,2020/03/11,"Help I woke up in the middle of the night short of breath and unable to relax. I eventually fell asleep again but now a new day has started and I still feel short of breath, my chest feels tight, and I can’t relax. Im 17 and 125 pounds and I dont think its heart problems, but at the same time im stressing so much about it I cant get it out of my head.",1.309541666666668,2.045141537500001,2.8850000000000016,98.1266666666667,77.375,5.833333333333334,18.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.6982916666666665,273,4,72,1,6,90,55,80,0.08800000000000001,0.813,0.099,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,4,6,6,0,0,14,10,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,8,2,10,9,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,8,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558213088327694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831702938750029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24433501493968685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623355910009185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479660946268104,0.0,0.0,0.2863142440366105,0.1619490487580004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219700569393628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761439487433522,0.0,0.0,0.2333527067325427,0.0,0.22673876022361755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311923635543764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101592588258244,0.0,0.19295358320636494,0.0,0.2767684950217184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548167605928681,0.0,0.0,0.1408873078733897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Depressed_l0ner,2020/03/11,"How to grow a backbone/become more assertive? So I’ve always been more of a follower than a leader, which I hate. I have no backbone, I hate having to tell people no, or upset anyone. How do I change this? I have a job now so I def don’t want to get walked all over in the workplace even though I’m still new.",0.8843781094527365,2.436223731343283,2.8545522388059688,94.485907960199,80.34328358208955,5.063681592039801,18.629353233830845,5.46131890053228,-0.4355452736318409,238,5,55,1,6,80,47,67,0.233,0.742,0.025,-0.9216,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,2,1,5,0,6,0,0,2,1,5,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,7,11,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866446734570156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215398935895966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035067614288481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29071321884013596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815098361130708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357721716252986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426372261347513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727071565140061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654138288490833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905190960930524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946413232587345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401966123859207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700000587986659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162090435743362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotCelButOutcasted,2020/03/11,"Found a new thing to be anxious about So I found out sex abuse victims repress their memories, and now Im paranoid thst I've been sexually abused and just not remember it.

I've been stressing over this for days",0.634285714285717,3.0673795714285745,1.9214285714285744,91.97357142857143,98.5238095238095,5.257142857142857,25.04761904761905,6.868970318607317,1.3336761904761905,170,8,34,3,7,54,35,42,0.384,0.616,0.0,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,2,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.5705063522906433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719825906143987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526589829099885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279469189477433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600547716444617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325209427444155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727264458630476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757819795000832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994572967197335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnnys7788,2020/03/11,"Does anyone else feel anxious about aging? I'm about to turn 34 and feel like life is slipping away.  The fear is a bit paralyzing and I don't know what to do. Being gay and single doesn't help. I'm afraid of aging alone. 

I'm not fearful of death strangely. I'm more anxious of aging itself, and ending up as a lonely old man. 

I wonder if anyone can relate.",0.2578666666666685,2.521768120000001,2.6066666666666656,91.21666666666668,87.8,3.866666666666666,16.333333333333336,5.033348758259628,-0.6712666666666665,279,6,57,1,9,95,50,75,0.203,0.6920000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.7081,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,10,16,6,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,10,15,3,7,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,6,32,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692000823227547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514069120938558,0.0,0.2793926855182923,0.20470631013727275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770730568131366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811663871992268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483573485734358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689715157326207,0.0,0.17695277639636453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496338565366389,0.20203752717743695,0.14272851341039786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339136158928401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979820318944856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111609995666752,0.09760627471161544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964378977487774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731186120545645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166614517242649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arivle1994,2020/03/11,"Propranolol and Ativan mix for Presentation Bare with me English is not my first language.. Hey guys, the thing is that I'm probably the most nervous speaker in the world. I've been suffering from performance anxiety since highschool. When I got to varsity it got way worse that I had to drop out coz I just couldn't go through with presentations without having a panic attack, throwing up and my heart beats like crazy, my voice shakes and my entire body shivers. I've event went to public course and it didn't help. Now this year I decided to give it another go. So last week I had two presentations and the same thing happened again. So I decided to go to my doctor and he prescribede 40 mg of propranolol which I only have to take before any presentation. I walso went to my psychiatrist and she prescribed  (without knowing I already have propranolol) 10 mg of avitan..by the way I'm a girl and I weigh 56 kg.. So yeah next week I have three presentations and I plan on taking the two meds together an hour before the presentation.. So will it help or is it too dangerous? If you have any experience with it please share.",3.8565458996328026,6.088443330232557,4.849204406364752,80.45086903304775,73.83720930232558,8.43329253365973,28.05997552019584,9.134995656068208,2.5387674418604647,896,36,167,21,19,292,132,215,0.10400000000000001,0.828,0.068,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,9,8,2,3,10,1,14,4,2,1,0,26,28,16,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,12,13,1,0,3,0,0,7,5,6,0,4,8,2,21,2,22,18,2,32,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,3,18,106,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833351590984398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182817588342608,0.1409489079767574,0.1028293399644972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291978783658722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875949710370874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930800543689354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758243566740586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148651736345446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433581306443268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894591600708738,0.22917840274974224,0.0,0.2150125779509491,0.0,0.0,0.1330948727677622,0.11886532167344725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928588097585128,0.18019499512794526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323745735908544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387257284058471,0.10956854434318927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656698054146741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930800543689354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295498158256406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022308843513184,0.0,0.15771046575407238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755050989970633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492525115799892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119189146836823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202131092843426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786025849100273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26261354996150804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338937460972954,0.21564389299606468,0.0,0.0,0.24921351480746445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591481540184742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698334290196618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656073264305736
anxiety,puro_land,2020/03/11,"panic attack every time i have to poo... TMI warning also i know how dumb this sounds
im not really sure who to ask for advice on this so im turning to this subreddit....

so, sometimes when i have to do my business i will get a sudden brief wave of nausea beforehand. but lately every time i feel the urge to go i well feel pretty nauseous and start to panic. like a panic attack is my indication to go to the toilet...if that makes sense.

it's really frustrating because i don't want to have intense anxiety/panic because of a daily function i have to do everyday.....
i do have a particular sensitivity to nausea as i do have emetophobia (fear of throwing up) and have a semi-recent traumatic experience because of a 24 stomach bug i caught last year.
i don't want to be even more afraid to go out and do ""normal"" things than i already am because of my stomach....i just want to make going to the bathroom less stressful.
idk any suggestions? ideas?",2.154742471151142,4.492304401069518,4.591736560652972,79.6720011258092,79.85561497326205,6.9314945116802695,25.35012665353223,8.032893268588372,1.8699582887700543,741,29,135,14,19,259,109,187,0.222,0.7170000000000001,0.06,-0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,4,6,9,0,18,1,1,3,1,19,35,10,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,7,3,10,1,0,1,3,16,3,26,32,2,19,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,10,91,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169386576974785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742713621417502,0.09959035315668996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468786525216862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642313186764945,0.2833523952285251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30366078453162304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225399364580814,0.0,0.20985170874050085,0.0,0.0,0.121818831173783,0.0,0.14013615818102998,0.12593697051696268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506423982892408,0.0,0.28310375555922696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058451585124446,0.26903768863311045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844101326651603,0.10151240045703697,0.14048056391825245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084136304950796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625575615138613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201756301509055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383439075109431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669655910067149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956023311910733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316800086291835,0.0,0.08814630036191186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426540760282688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737247924505663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273531984353506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452343680028431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545799060182812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203613747418397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197164969701524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019626260976921
anxiety,IDC07,2020/03/11,"Does anyone else feel like a fraud when they’re not anxious? I have pretty bad health anxiety and regular anxiety that affect me every day. 

This morning (UK) I had a pretty big panic attack and cried for around 2 hours without knowing the trigger. However I now have that feeling of calmness that comes after crying and I feel like shit because my mood can go from anxious to fine in a few minutes. 

I feel like my anxiety has complete control over me at the time but afterwards I’m just me again, and I feel like a fraud in a sense. Does anyone else experience this?",3.33818181818182,5.563379181818188,4.46909090909091,82.61363636363639,75.36363636363637,6.945454545454545,28.272727272727273,7.908726449838941,2.0279272727272732,450,19,81,7,10,147,74,110,0.239,0.627,0.133,-0.91,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,2,1,7,0,5,2,1,3,0,19,14,6,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,5,11,6,11,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,12,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28579066438199857,0.2813623170867203,0.0,0.17414570151323575,0.2551872388277494,0.0,0.11085629312438164,0.0,0.14166854122264266,0.0,0.0,0.103975651876499,0.07591109356323436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726981810957432,0.13056520537152214,0.0,0.13966870511896565,0.0,0.0,0.2735762512806703,0.0803102375211249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795052823113925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805427663483814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492018402162703,0.0,0.0,0.12181224790366532,0.0,0.0,0.3148254117412341,0.3558512213401188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077211405321084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236740696325885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263496438816553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843731461276012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433523003684363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610673958558384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25337942446182005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782616980076575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261325966121193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004051751487607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeechairs,2020/03/11,"Am I overreacting by cancelling plans for people coming to visit me for my birthday because of the coronavirus. Hi sorry to add to the coronavirus noise. I'm in my 20s and I'm healthy, but am normally constantly worried about getting sick, but the past few months have elevated that anxiety quite a bit. 

I have one friend coming to visit me in my house tomorrow, and my parents coming on Saturday. I wouldn't be required to leave my house, but the idea of coming into contact with anyone right now makes me anxious. Should I cancel plans so i don't die or am I being a nervous dumb dumb",4.2391228070175435,6.001693789473688,5.4973684210526335,78.2099122807018,71.63157894736842,8.224561403508767,30.21052631578948,8.841846274778883,2.6651473684210534,468,20,83,9,9,156,74,114,0.231,0.685,0.084,-0.9424,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,3,4,2,1,6,0,10,1,0,1,0,19,18,7,1,3,4,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,14,1,16,14,2,17,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,1,6,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768758701535576,0.18856358774108886,0.0,0.11670908388525765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174829593275724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222519346138888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751212733392731,0.0,0.18037308943806826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732287976468907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289561646455604,0.0,0.08720487947055063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851891736122599,0.0,0.18842386835638547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767362114580883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141537359529488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322794562868184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353878726622853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310421323160265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533655145341055,0.0,0.15933684455151306,0.11571609437746355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753196352018386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254234221377665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684485116838764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695077211504575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thedawnofthepinksun,2020/03/11,"Constant sinus pressure, anxiety, fogginess, laziness And it makes it hard. I wanted to move out of my household for years, but I feel like this thing is just making me so clumsy and tired",4.454476190476188,6.694509114285713,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,72.14285714285714,6.9523809523809526,28.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,2.069095238095238,149,6,25,2,3,47,32,35,0.212,0.706,0.08199999999999999,-0.4846,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,9,5,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25504080830093856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602738496459341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857092443755348,0.2381723611976127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29865004778920995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628764733849931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44507798452605735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543385450947084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214880871345536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831803136392704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966408037188663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146908579596924
anxiety,boolie1026,2020/03/11,"I never realized how physically anxiety can affect you until now! I have been feeling so off. Light headed, dizzy, tingly, etc. I convinced myself that I was dying from a brain tumor and have been feeling like this for a week. After looking up the physical symptoms on here, it seems like I just am experiencing the tenseness of anxiety. My head feels like it’s about to fall off from all the clenching and tensing of my neck and jaw muscles!",5.404859437751007,6.925750469879521,6.1543975903614445,75.57729919678718,68.3975903614458,8.424899598393575,31.90562248995984,8.841846274778883,2.816848995983936,351,15,60,6,6,115,63,83,0.139,0.706,0.155,0.3365,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,7,6,5,2,2,13,12,6,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,9,4,13,9,2,10,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,8,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382150519569657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246772028305108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294216225949197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465362978055085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353182438541801,0.31584544471061154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537352421969546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239909444813545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563168509731845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704923082887115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124142645532092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976222025325405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731809447344388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,testccc123,2020/03/11,Any method to burn off anxiety or built up adhd attacks (if thats a thing) Ive been struggling with adhd almost as long as i can remember but recently ive been getting “attacks” of sorts where i get a huge adrenaline rush and need to burn it off or else i cant focus on even the simplest of things. I also get the sudden urge to just move but being at school its hard to fight off these little attacks. My question is is there any way to calm down or burn off said energy?,3.2920346320346354,4.141759242424246,4.7055122655122625,86.51636363636366,72.73737373737373,7.6773448773448765,25.25396825396825,7.957251820313856,1.2986756132756128,371,11,79,5,7,124,70,99,0.17,0.7490000000000001,0.081,-0.81,0,0,1,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,14,10,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,2,7,1,18,10,0,17,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,7,3,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884193920211129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181730689731902,0.0,0.0,0.12923006401085754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219784706060066,0.0,0.1236222207247021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515240233469189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499460399356344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673412159983302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532852513741134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447602929632994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196390222682067,0.0,0.1430093681186875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175336811699812,0.0,0.11982305650460608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102702611599106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595587788253514,0.0,0.18305931820233493,0.0,0.1537169436008686,0.0,0.0,0.16354605868499852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689375800859238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147173966240843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826917092640078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abeillez,2020/03/11,"Anxiety in the Bathroom/Shower? I hope that this isn't too strange of post, but I'm curious about if anyone experiences any anxiety spikes or panic attacks when specifically in the bathroom. I often feel the worst when I'm in the shower: my heart starts racing faster, my headaches get worse, and my breathing starts to get more laboured. For me, it's been going on for about a year; however, I have a best friend who experiences some of her worst panic attacks in the bathroom as well, and she's been dealing with it for several years. My theory is just that when you're in that situation, especially showering, you're just so isolated and alone with your thoughts. For people like me whose minds go 100 miles/minute (with most thoughts being fairly negative often), those circumstances are less than ideal. 

Just to tack on, are there any strategies that you use to combat this if you ever experience an issue like this one? I've honestly considered asking my partner to stay in the bathroom with me when I'm showering in order to save me from myself. Again, sorry if this is weird.",10.007915291529152,8.117737074257427,9.28610561056106,68.46180968096812,59.44554455445545,12.74015401540154,38.781078107810785,11.429527900616536,4.3398398239823965,867,33,153,19,9,276,121,202,0.215,0.634,0.15,-0.9546,5,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,2,17,16,2,2,9,0,9,2,2,1,1,28,24,14,0,5,8,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,13,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,7,1,1,4,1,18,9,29,19,7,25,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,9,13,110,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420538032439364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654360374906848,0.0,0.2098502208897673,0.0,0.0,0.09590371157306918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282237455961154,0.3120729090258057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393833205693835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140335772620424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406680922761668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024990540969197,0.0,0.0,0.06935095203876572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596754261130187,0.0,0.1433182633278192,0.0,0.15589953365709974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253229534948038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622834309593232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315679312721385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340164507213151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848997362917692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294147021260878,0.0,0.0,0.3218495430053984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508773927528133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135896911382927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494893225006984,0.0,0.0,0.15417077426641754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353658960242747,0.1941615658594936,0.1461916433309776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777546531633726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846004058287432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332106252775475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977520801028756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664986347084638
anxiety,hypnoghoul,2020/03/11,"Hesitant to take Medicine This is my first time posting here, I guess this is sort of a vent but my anxiety has gotten worse over the past few months. I'm wondering if this is the best time to take medicine or not, but there's an underlying problem. Potentially triggering story.

In October of 2017 I visited a doctor and told them I have anxiety and some depression. She prescribed me celexa. Put me on a waiting list for a therapist. A few days later, I took the pill before bed, not expecting anything bad to happen at all. Just that I'd take medicine and wake up later. 4 AM, I woke up having an anxiety attack. I thought I was having a heart attack and dying. Mind you, before this I have NEVER had an anxiety attack in my life. My anxiety was generalized and I'd just be extremely uncomfortable. I spent the whole day after this too scared to get out of bed. And since then I now can get anxiety attacks, not often but they do happen even though I've never had that happen before.

Fast foreword my doctor ended up leaving but she referred me to a walk in outpatient behavioral health clinic in my area and I have been seeing my therapist there for 2 years now. She was extremely helpful at first and helped me through trauma, how to ease my attacks so I can function, etc. But then we have discussions about medicine, and I don't know how to feel. In 2019 I met with a psychologist, she prescribed me vistaril. I was too scared to take it. I thought it'd kill me or I'd never wake up again. I told my therapist my concerns and she understood.

Fast foreword to December I met with another psychologist because the last one left. Told her my concerns. Offered me other medicines but I chickened out and said ""I'll just take vistaril again"". I haven't taken it. I feel like a failure and I feel hopeless.

I'm not asking for medical advice but because of current events with the virus amping my anxiety, and me now expecting bad things to happen every minute, and getting anxiety attacks a little more frequently now, I feel like now is the time to take this green pill but I cannot get myself to do it. I don't know what to do. I guess I'd like to know if anyone else has struggled taking medicine with anxiety.

I took medicine to help my anxiety, but it made it worse. And I need to take more medicine to help the anxiety when it's the reason for my anxiety :( Also I have been discussing my concerns with my therapist but there's only so much she can do for me, it's up to me personally to combat this somehow.",3.395830923462505,5.334010123481786,4.714551764025451,82.21083670715252,74.2834008097166,8.186543281280121,28.563524195103145,8.909455092898707,2.4396876421823794,1987,83,380,43,42,658,206,494,0.19899999999999998,0.731,0.07,-0.9966,1,0,0,0,0,2,51.0,1,1,2,3,27,20,7,3,22,0,35,11,3,5,4,78,83,38,2,6,21,0,4,3,0,0,8,1,2,1,20,23,0,1,13,0,1,5,11,16,0,3,24,7,67,4,53,57,10,59,0,2,2,0,27,20,0,11,36,273,87,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054529826647393774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462545962392332,0.0,0.06046228423486614,0.0,0.0,0.05851407593064865,0.5122676487204804,0.0,0.0,0.03901859829898235,0.05717653824541659,0.04592092975576015,0.0,0.052168062525858115,0.3809022803459083,0.0,0.0,0.09318597377232644,0.06803370833600936,0.0,0.1424521563401263,0.0,0.05856157041509458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197634784903299,0.0,0.04806284900386105,0.0,0.05791447112929932,0.0,0.0,0.11423301113753513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046616058701759576,0.0,0.04942469619268074,0.0,0.062234845783440275,0.036857207108928536,0.0,0.04701624534193885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286224046463116,0.07973102832295319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949316251296944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661858866505576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294609754697068,0.0,0.1973848412949181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593157411902558,0.0,0.06612655796977282,0.1496136973119105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173750352270661,0.0,0.09200323858697393,0.04548671015149156,0.0,0.05908708225785525,0.06062987915305405,0.0,0.03941515081194031,0.08178725260543653,0.05592904123880026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280193569018842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621542584058152,0.0,0.0,0.0563448959465603,0.0,0.04454124323171764,0.0,0.04102146094213193,0.04137705116057304,0.1291156224222367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781340505033135,0.04244052554402787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327006369011699,0.0,0.04872483139075625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344363387767168,0.0,0.0,0.053395720084371434,0.0,0.056097202481002535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573745474328513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308121846629379,0.0,0.11173662684153483,0.0,0.04446758748059183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616063276861596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833717731854026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33565394111561586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591652946796824,0.0370728846532064,0.0,0.05482594386987436,0.08860234146493934,0.09761714192015887,0.0,0.0,0.15996583087684868,0.12399787426630199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230180631748699,0.0,0.0,0.06051572993774716,0.0,0.0,0.1137355917524595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03593515803133191
anxiety,Tomthebom2010,2020/03/11,"Random slight anxiety. I have always been a pretty talkative outgoing person. I enjoy striking up conversations with random people at bars and I used to have people over for get togethers at my place all the time. I have never really had anxiety or nervousness about speaking in general, until about a year ago. 

I randomly noticed being almost short on breath when speaking to pretty much everyone except my fiancé. Even if its a normal conversation or I t’s a topic I’m comfortable with I almost get a slight tick of nervousness and feel like I’m talking out of breath, being judged, and scrambling for words with a seemingly normal conversation. It happens even with someone I have known forever (good friends, step dad, father in law). And at work it seems to be the worst. Which sucks because my job is pretty much 95% talking to people. 

For what it’s worth I’m a 28 year old male with a good job and a fantastic fiancé. What practices or advice is there? Any books I should look into?",4.464222972972973,6.748849027027031,5.566942567567568,75.7444679054054,72.24324324324324,8.516891891891893,27.238175675675677,9.188382445141503,2.676249999999999,790,29,130,18,16,261,111,185,0.075,0.755,0.17,0.9599,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,2,11,0,12,3,2,1,2,35,24,11,0,4,5,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,7,12,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,2,4,12,6,28,18,4,21,0,0,1,0,12,12,1,11,9,88,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830977574018673,0.11639400482849015,0.0,0.2629660823221949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925632069463756,0.0,0.0,0.08929193702319037,0.0,0.20089600856212966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004234009227179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734514950555877,0.0,0.0,0.12546760276489335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639177883872835,0.09380435435642036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144595634679177,0.0,0.1372029390035256,0.0,0.0,0.22026489336846025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161126225690732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26060000395926897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414901522957696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026317244880794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304864062946156,0.0,0.10127054969186984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25730214169467763,0.0,0.14949167034715982,0.13778256267631592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730911676328661,0.11465050547754035,0.13718583098032405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007533243134517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411737764704176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239070373114958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125434323892852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107605178725028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765650309090808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340540518043266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559164064365824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911229511156864
anxiety,Lousing_My_Mind,2020/03/11,Do I Need to be diagnosed by a psychiatrist to get medication? Am I able to just speak with my regular doctor about anxiety medication or do I need to be diagnosed and reffered by a mental health profesional?,8.60923076923077,8.010488512820514,10.773974358974359,52.55019230769233,61.30769230769231,16.005128205128205,42.57692307692308,14.554592549557764,7.000015384615388,168,9,28,8,2,62,27,39,0.059000000000000004,0.941,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,22,4,1,0.2545707836908808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474595273264755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167679735466902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605639841953464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300272745686487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270596838796883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129065647275736,0.2565474742730759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37752202090420106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hmmmdying,2020/03/11,"Anxiety causes something, which causes more anxiety, and the cycle continues. Anyone else? I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder at 13, had it since age 9. Years after symptoms started, I was diagnosed bipolar at 21. Now, due to stress and anxiety, I’ve had a vitiligo outbreak in an embarrassing spot which may be accompanied by thyroid disorders. It feels like every time I have an anxiety-heightened time of my life, I get a new diagnosis. It’s like a cycle that doesn’t stop. :(",5.464975369458131,7.635887057471267,7.160591133004927,65.86137931034483,69.22988505747125,11.408210180623975,36.56650246305419,11.20814326018867,5.2299536945812815,382,21,59,14,7,132,64,87,0.22699999999999998,0.718,0.054000000000000006,-0.9166,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,0,8,6,0,2,0,8,11,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,5,2,8,5,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,13,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101717020680411,0.0,0.0,0.1165768602968885,0.17082780012293458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425416643415165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384414322084783,0.0,0.0,0.3821588639235611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927598631876825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047163414002986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843003478663039,0.11910721239792195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710608217300493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776165034365668,0.1629052389835845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102247447385168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791529865446925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835179942598796,0.0,0.0,0.11800766293065652,0.0,0.0,0.13938820686101458,0.1909810627389905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732894238433385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443548140827155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736438724592652
anxiety,realDolanTurnip,2020/03/11,I’m starting to have coronavirus anxiety! I’m not worried about getting infected at all as I’m very sanitary. It’s just that I hate seeing so many events cancelled all over the news. I’m also extremely tired of seeing a bunch of toxic anger on the r/Coronavirus subreddit. They’re doing constant fear mongering. I hate seeing the world go into deep sh*t! I hate having to go through a boring life too.,2.9492307692307698,5.5132169358974386,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,78.35897435897436,8.002564102564103,27.698717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.720071794871796,323,14,56,8,8,108,57,78,0.3720000000000001,0.607,0.021,-0.9836,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,1,5,0,3,3,0,0,2,6,17,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,11,17,3,11,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,3,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067305499455392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370076631224242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171196332921828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260872056023393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497071104631697,0.0,0.2283712420146029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5950910937675361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191344464339098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369805267648092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803139187107016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422099120718356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309242518265047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657773631459201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404071566904952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grapeslemons,2020/03/11,"Extremely exhausted? \-I suffer from GAD and more recently panic attacks.. severe panic attacks.. But all under control with medication (as needed) and therapy (every week). I've been able to live normally (most days), get through my 9-5 job, workout at night, cook dinner, etc. But by the time I eat (7 PMish) I am so physically & mentally exhausted, I mean to the point where I feel like I need to tape my eyes open just to do dishes. I am only 26 and I have never experienced exhaustion like this before. 

Does this happen to anyone else?",3.7672497249724977,6.013571247524755,5.61042904290429,74.82662266226626,74.14851485148516,8.845324532453246,27.063806380638066,9.444778638647367,2.8323456545654557,420,16,72,11,9,144,79,101,0.17800000000000002,0.757,0.065,-0.924,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,2,2,2,0,5,9,1,1,2,17,11,7,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,2,2,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,10,2,12,10,4,11,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,8,44,12,1,0.15878072885647418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203885337810196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102317745227916,0.1626896205518862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612720028090169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511070550358664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808608881195293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240043451046492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389500858267503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247232527258787,0.1326409246614658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708248446511524,0.0,0.0,0.13377961221826132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028430733692803,0.11343298442095492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829563773946008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040927414637033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756537312166516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514448758973118,0.0,0.14020629257807135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729587618903987,0.0,0.15995487974300446,0.16001362906133731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354677970875312,0.12246148661555352,0.0,0.0,0.14900495793024526,0.15557140193851274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075989922901675,0.0,0.3725899481877555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500991112364749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677681429591084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937702847020426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157960132511147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258631987700744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273643231827418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WaterPaintMS,2020/03/11,"Anxiety symptoms? Yesterday morning i started my usual routine of waiting at the bus for school and everything seemed normal, during the ride i felt kinda sick and a weird sensation all over my body, the best i can describe it is like shocks like when getting suprised by bad news, any slight movement and il feel it, my head started to hurt and as the day progressed i felt the need to take deeper breaths, i brushed it off as just me being tired or something and it'll be gone soon, the day went by and i hoped a nice night rest could fix my headache and weird feeling but they still persisted in the morning, everytime i walk i still feel the shocks and just feel light headed and just feel like im phased out, i tried to find some solution on the internet and i found that i may have anxiety or stress symptoms but im hesitant to believe it and i don't want to jump on a ""i diagnosed myself with a anxiety/stress disorder"" boat but of course im kinda scared to be diagnosed with any kind of emotional disorder, im not sure if i can describe it well to my parents and will mostly have trouble understanding what i feel so i decided to post here, if you have trouble understanding il try my best to explain in the comments.

My sister and mother have experianced anxiety and have been diagnosed previously, im worried that it may be a hereditarian disorder.",5.278560606060606,6.36945034090909,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,68.31818181818181,9.654545454545453,33.984848484848484,9.861636050157227,3.3760166666666667,1086,51,205,25,18,354,143,264,0.19399999999999998,0.711,0.095,-0.9758,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,4,10,20,0,2,15,0,19,11,4,0,2,58,42,25,0,7,11,3,8,3,0,4,7,0,0,0,10,17,0,1,15,0,0,6,2,10,1,0,6,10,27,10,27,27,6,26,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,12,14,135,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929666164527075,0.0,0.2013022448468452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732372842808357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882331471426607,0.1841002548688776,0.0,0.0,0.0974301584820985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003226033012645,0.0,0.0,0.11313617351458932,0.0,0.0,0.26708270872954754,0.0,0.0,0.3015825334258657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866611812392327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883142698822601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661041245222759,0.06266269215105401,0.16843783443349594,0.0,0.08016874212934742,0.0,0.0,0.09617355595466806,0.0,0.0,0.0458267933721422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003914430947274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711950571445122,0.0,0.0,0.0938993409943355,0.0,0.4737292942607857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134033150867138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855746475853638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503860475726435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823133752093967,0.08594081269169207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973956950497144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400548814058341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781672577214991,0.08877095761626723,0.0,0.07985126754360995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752629947877814,0.0,0.0,0.12416843119431605,0.0,0.1400965646702755,0.0,0.20095151754728316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266913389108912,0.18233625992439215,0.06594979402567425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081400676042253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910370320381115,0.0,0.0,0.1826261315861298,0.0,0.0,0.0966042597753045,0.0,0.05173581890783499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886515953609749,0.08131148819690924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907753051557157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Julipy,2020/03/11,"Maybe on the lighter side of things, but does anyone else feel really anxious about making mistakes in video games? Yesterday I made a game-losing mistake in an online version of mafia that I play with friends, and I still can’t stop replaying the moment in my head. I know I’ll never know the people on my team that I lost the game for, but I felt so bad for them since I screwed up. I know they probably forgot about it already, but I’m even considering never playing the game again because the thought of that moment makes me so anxious.",10.926603773584906,6.9349206226415125,9.773301886792456,72.19221698113208,59.75471698113208,12.486792452830189,41.594339622641506,9.516144504307137,3.8658,430,16,83,5,4,135,72,106,0.254,0.685,0.061,-0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,7,8,1,0,8,0,1,2,1,3,2,20,13,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,2,13,3,14,8,1,15,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,0,8,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570024380888785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211644563636517,0.0,0.13033724712197856,0.1909918069780196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556386418445828,0.113629482382589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312244064358206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571571065438194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311736250422033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425091089550017,0.0,0.17897602323665018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401442406861414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130316050317808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073264895844688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348079321061224,0.0,0.0,0.17637893826520154,0.2488507766157152,0.0,0.18726677500191333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875308275300781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922830585915335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009738616010672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941447576864354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419441145395826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886160284672856,0.15584117737659145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238378091274384,0.0,0.0,0.147983087278188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dup-of-4,2020/03/11,Help-How do I help my husband with his anxiety! This is literally getting in the way of every aspect of our lives and I’m to the point where I don’t know what to do. I’m not the type of person to deal with someone’s else’s anxiety. I’m the one that doesn’t understand and says “just get over it” or “ just deal with it” which isn’t helping.i feel you have to work through things not just get all in a frenzy first. He is always staring fights that are literally NOTHING to fight about.,2.584411764705884,3.899243470588239,3.8432843137254906,90.21727941176472,75.07843137254902,7.060784313725492,24.514705882352942,7.645422480735847,0.9741529411764712,382,12,86,5,8,125,66,102,0.08900000000000001,0.861,0.05,-0.423,0,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,1,1,0,2,5,2,2,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,15,18,3,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,3,6,0,16,18,1,7,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,1,1,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708423084295966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32561516742885754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438818484972734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778474744942505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931098288713312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760875906494936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102554643909816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33357077332037605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852990378460365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696092857443385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792495891016767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420761628710327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421310712014826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582720385570564,0.0,0.0,0.20118475991981935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924390644259074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032265479146095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138890371362905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155430429456355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892750883423907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493631902277352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sillyjewel,2020/03/11,"I just got a new job and I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack Everything that could go wrong with the job is running through my head. What if I hate it as much as my current job? What if I hate it more than my current job? What if I can't handle the traffic to get to and from the job (it's 45 minutes from my house without traffic and I will have to head there and back during rush hour)? What if I can't handle getting up at 6:30 every day? What if I quit my current job and then somehow I don't pass the background check? What if I can't actually afford to out gas in my car from all the travel and traffic? What if my car breaks down? What if I use way too much data because I'm always using my GPS to get me there and back the quickest that I can't afford to pay my phone bill? 

There's even more running through my head but I wanted to share and see if anyone could offer some type of advice on how to calm myself and accept that maybe those things aren't true. Thanks.",2.186672535211269,3.1496619014084537,3.562438380281692,93.2326716549296,75.52582159624413,5.700586854460094,22.232687793427235,5.148860815047168,-0.02783544600938992,767,19,177,2,16,252,111,213,0.087,0.8540000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.7157,11,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,11,3,1,8,0,12,3,3,3,2,35,28,23,0,12,12,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,0,2,1,3,9,7,5,0,0,1,2,25,6,26,24,6,26,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,11,10,123,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.10699520983870224,0.0,0.0,0.1071413279310626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123129719896483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666454659381307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473410925523586,0.0,0.1686165441808695,0.0,0.06683701657744984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508114068817104,0.0,0.0,0.07071030628832975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241780061058642,0.0,0.09237848843425077,0.0,0.09853955944099084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543851438794842,0.07832858434585407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185095597059286,0.0,0.12462465598009972,0.0,0.08769107899248225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649842943843808,0.3375743400859308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797572216449514,0.126512660217872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6528192490860545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053565760188716484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015057256941516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119962483769587,0.0,0.0,0.10589335624165172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864178498000733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661823601122008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737083290891062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094403208131812,0.0,0.0,0.0728415682973657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939173785472124,0.0,0.0,0.06466995457609018,0.08702906910556198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569140401625356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987680123530747,0.0,0.0
anxiety,occidental_ocelot,2020/03/11,"Advice: Treatment-Resistant Severe Anxiety Hey everyone. As the title suggests, I’m in a pretty bad state and I (and my doctors) are out of ideas. I’m hoping to find others who might be in the same position, or even just ideas of new things to try. 

Specifics:
I have severe anxiety (+panic attacks, insomnia, derealization, intrusive thoughts, disordered eating, a couple of phobias, etc). I’ve been in therapy on and off for most of my life (I’m 23 now), spent years each practicing CBT, ACT, MBCT, and many months of daily meditation, daily exercise (team sport before a resultant knee injury, now mostly lifting), and CBT-I and SRT (for insomnia). I’ve tried dozens of medications, including SSRIs, SNRIs, as-needed anti-anxiety medications, and even benzos. I’ve tried taking no medications. I take daily supplements (D3, B12, magnesium), and blood tests show I’m not deficient in anything. I’d be excited to try psychedelics treatments, but only under medical supervision since my brain is whack enough as it is. I occasionally have a massage when I can afford it, and I’m working up to trying acupuncture (I have a needle phobia, so it’s a process.) I have moderate stress (money problems, new to this part of the world, traveling often for work, etc), but I have a secure job, medical insurance, supportive parents, and loving friends. I currently see a psychiatrist once a week and a therapist twice a week. 

The anxiety is still debilitating. My work is critically important to me (I’m doing direct research on a cause I care deeply about), but I can’t even reliably get through five workdays a week without an attack, derealization, nausea, migraines, or general cognitive dysfunction sending me home.

I know I can’t be the only one.

Is there anyone reading this who has experienced something like this? Has anyone tried something that I haven’t listed above that has worked for them? Any other advice?",7.295872888173772,8.521598368731567,8.067333065164927,64.6691090104586,63.837758112094406,11.473370876910698,36.648028962188256,11.299434782280676,4.786798230088495,1513,72,232,45,22,507,205,339,0.096,0.8,0.10300000000000001,0.8085,4,0,2,0,0,0,80.0,0,0,1,5,12,14,2,2,19,0,24,16,3,2,0,36,41,20,0,2,8,1,0,1,1,1,11,0,1,0,13,13,1,1,5,6,2,3,6,6,0,4,3,2,21,8,32,34,8,27,0,0,1,1,10,11,0,7,13,150,34,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613700763101674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614945006408411,0.0,0.2526588800039915,0.0,0.0,0.1154677095479724,0.0,0.06794688700220745,0.0,0.0,0.18786730683372935,0.0,0.0,0.06894129609064271,0.0,0.0,0.07025976042982326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217381652164784,0.0,0.0,0.0841841466288513,0.08482065245524749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136053769113324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463071957061156,0.08451241667978636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448824693484644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531539120718269,0.184171533831664,0.16360725925849906,0.0,0.0,0.07889779448146644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546616511830409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379226221308283,0.0,0.04313866307001064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282299476336864,0.08200920743728439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641970084068807,0.0,0.0,0.08193655215034037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045377519498227666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058320613555476575,0.04033882618492003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745213462615877,0.0,0.0,0.08371155701280067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158956719394212,0.0,0.08759219063202077,0.0,0.0,0.06590543433898419,0.0,0.0,0.06122353869238365,0.0,0.15949045347328467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793281831414237,0.05595059102219683,0.1255942163537157,0.0,0.09687641109067054,0.09168261106772548,0.08941370083674882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400190626286055,0.0,0.07900695779181588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259090108827183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579644963363465,0.0,0.0,0.186557934102351,0.0,0.06830156347795019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713061801746905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593935616986485,0.0,0.09458200291785278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369781984777248,0.0,0.0,0.1241625579563073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442434069524183,0.0958684584902449,0.05485488028607072,0.0,0.0,0.06555021115283577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363517810100433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986945475735483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959314235121978,0.0,0.24044357113547515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317144350403971
anxiety,justagirlsowtf,2020/03/11,"My anxiety is getting worse and now I’m using more benzodiazepines again I’ve had anxiety my whole life (generalized anxiety, OCD, and phobias) with panic attacks since I was pretty young too.

Throughout my life, periods of time with a lot of panic attacks have come and gone. It was awful for all of high school, then it slowly got much better, then much worse. Then it got really great- I had very few panic attacks for a while. Then...it got way, way worse. 

Around most of these times where it’s gotten worse there have been events that have shaken me or stressed me out. Assault, break ups, job loss, being heartbroken, my mom almost dying, dealing with phobias, etc. 

This past year was one of those times but I really did get better. I got help, mostly for my OCD. For a while I was doing so few compulsions which helped me stop obsessing to a large extent. 

But I have started a job after not working for a while, and I love it. But I’m anxious. 

I got a new place and I like having it, but I’m anxious. 

I’m in a relationship with an amazing man who I adore to the ends of the earth and I want to marry him, but I’m so damn anxious. 

And just recently, a natural disaster struck my area and I’m shocked I didn’t get hurt. It’s put stress on my city. On top of that, I worry about the new virus killing my mother or my grandmother. Especially my mom because she has lung disease. 

I worry about my brother because he’s starting to drink too much just like my dad. 

I worry about everything all the time really. 

It got better and now it’s getting worse. I save my klonopin for when I really need it and I’ve needed it three times in a week.",1.6777593582887709,3.9396866333333342,3.249233511586453,89.05443850267382,81.15151515151516,6.306595365418893,22.1301247771836,7.510576382923642,0.925884135472371,1279,41,263,20,34,421,165,330,0.252,0.615,0.133,-0.9881,2,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,6,16,25,6,6,15,1,18,5,1,1,2,40,44,26,2,3,10,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,18,17,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,15,0,2,17,0,35,10,32,26,14,47,0,2,0,1,15,12,1,6,31,169,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262142417363081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664399544277092,0.2457914326987624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645609485374395,0.0,0.24751654077915966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841883607740499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924224062420462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062472242318461116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476814754220135,0.0,0.0,0.07526754390633128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104504329552375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423395428120676,0.0,0.08088244433849358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517909984249863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515613381506099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348020163193656,0.07995699080476214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722143111927456,0.07662465326064379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763749504025494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393600315335128,0.0,0.08023608204395287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245044240114012,0.07086226184257399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165655929830743,0.06545494317858791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987639257864315,0.0,0.0,0.15993850340118562,0.10754994232753604,0.0,0.14008655362956204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914353993701294,0.0,0.0,0.2552707499818965,0.0,0.0,0.06923151985170263,0.0,0.0,0.07577121987943361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378208093595251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290576203889608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584065925261636,0.0,0.07160782724591473,0.07786268496726552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339726465244721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599918705274702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266446876966356,0.0,0.0,0.06063257188031504,0.16614996741936724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144405915067369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263668652978642,0.0,0.059839165475379534,0.042776012497285486,0.1151309467306483,0.058173668681316675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809694684421084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279769178848562,0.22095223226384644,0.3695362522964467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670250858141525
anxiety,chickenwingding,2020/03/11,"Feeling overwhelmed, getting worse every day. Hey,

Over  the last few weeks, I've been developing an increasing anxiety over  seemingly nothing. Sure, I have some stressors in my life, school work,  finding a summer job, etc. But I've never experienced anxiety to this  extent. It has come to the point where I can barely listen to other  people in a conversation without internally suffering from anxiousness.  It's an insurmountable effect with nausea, sweating, difficulty  breathing and focusing. The only two triggers I've noticed is I get  anxiety when I wake up in the morning for about an hour, and after every  meal for about an hour, and it's insurmountable.

I  feel as if I live a relatively healthy lifestyle, work out at the gym a  couple times a week, a decent social support structure, and I even quit  smoking weed to see if that was the problem. I'm mostly worried since  it's been affecting my academic performance and social life. I'm  considering asking for help as it seems to be getting out of hand but  I'm just posting to ask for advice. Thanks for reading.",7.459879725085912,8.343448304123715,7.989226804123714,66.57841065292098,63.38144329896907,10.590378006872854,37.81615120274914,10.504223727775694,4.389046048109966,857,42,133,20,12,284,127,194,0.08800000000000001,0.828,0.084,0.3283,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,1,16,0,8,7,4,3,2,28,25,12,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,9,1,0,6,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,6,9,3,29,21,6,25,0,2,1,0,8,11,0,6,11,89,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458775210118295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29260259362704866,0.14403434749437544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383833597564265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098266350464464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107205353011934,0.0,0.08222446259502668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421918978151234,0.0842099978076607,0.0,0.21484199307168853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893175809558174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652916187155342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199834412306254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545797491788201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511160308677893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652024564592793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039263705145714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010858791620465,0.0,0.0,0.11258142716664778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983328828016144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233598460378538,0.14515520005363391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696655941553382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838976998645481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052506238290416,0.0,0.12210605861619732,0.0,0.0,0.12199658693493708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560783834965706,0.12753064193662536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903290004062598,0.10159791633657116,0.23213539427187185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546612424422472,0.0,0.0,0.2599325168532946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468110840051782,0.12016360278464885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738131576204733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434402433868742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454520254445214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453942559023025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290172893204662,0.0,0.185637416303696,0.12947851864532894,0.12992945862421906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eithercapital742,2020/03/11,Which anxiety disorders are inherited and which aren’t? I know for a fact that OCD is inherited. Things like PTSD are caused by trauma. What about the rest?,2.496724137931036,5.462377206896554,3.5133620689655167,82.78659482758623,87.27586206896551,8.417241379310347,21.04310344827585,8.841846274778883,2.088924137931034,125,4,24,4,4,40,25,29,0.16,0.758,0.08199999999999999,-0.3313,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322137771038345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461127877733684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977086699364766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23866229673575626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121613744288843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076359698723905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885083155933618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ltecruz,2020/03/11,"Feeling anxious and panic with the new virus outbreak even though I'm relatively safe I'm from a European country that, so far, has been taking measures to control and mitigate the rate of infection. We have less than 100 people infected, and no one died yet. Lots of public events were cancelled and flights to and from Italy are canceled. A lot of public spaces (museums, city halls, etc) are closed. A few universities are closed, including the one where I work (gonna start working from home tomorrow). I'm not from the small outbreak city (around 20 cases) or region (around 40 cases). I'm a health professional working in research. I'm taking safety measures and ensuring everyone and my family also follow those measures. I live in a small village with less than 1000 people. I have food at home and a big yard with lots of food. I don't go to public spaces other than the supermarket. This should mean that so far I'm relatively safe and my family is as well. But I can't stop being anxious. Checking the news every 30 seconds waiting for the numbers to increase, to spiral even further down this hole. Sometimes I panic thinking that I am safe. Everyone around me is taking the correct and recomended safety measures. I'm just so afraid of the numbers, of getting close to italy situation and getting my family infected, myself, my girlfriend. I can only rest at night when the daily situation has been closed and no more news until the morning. I know, deep down, that our government is doing things kinda right, that the country can't fully stop and preventive measures are in place. But my brain keeps telling me this is an apocalypse. How can I cope with this? How can I be more relaxed and make my brain stop making me panic? I just can't stop thinking everyone can get the virus, even my kinda isolated family.",5.8340929203539815,7.323705244837762,6.278632005899706,75.20608960176993,67.34808259587021,8.953834808259586,32.11910029498525,9.2995712137729,3.0747825958702064,1454,61,243,28,24,470,171,339,0.09300000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.32299999999999995,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,0,0,4,19,9,0,4,20,0,28,8,2,5,1,61,54,27,1,1,6,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,3,0,12,26,2,11,5,3,1,3,7,4,1,3,3,1,25,5,36,47,11,42,0,0,0,0,7,27,0,6,12,170,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111468704748362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009238231052984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374909738495713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985433178690245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973890779417967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229192314408603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917682907102476,0.17620583212484822,0.0,0.07492461930514761,0.2549199514574692,0.0,0.0,0.33532888928871857,0.0,0.04496403498003038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150611497046174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938166418999798,0.0,0.050539119353472516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452497312707167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840155476589215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904217822614884,0.0,0.0,0.04887181424091589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852394637278061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268070194705601,0.0,0.0,0.11871858763214307,0.0,0.0,0.09686729670725468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588600590706863,0.0,0.0834517275269783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051812974100792,0.0676327979057111,0.0,0.3130091300385936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330121820262332,0.0,0.09290952299903724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759429556232795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999147779006306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795082613925086,0.0,0.06294280887595959,0.0,0.0,0.2973869677995749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058553889292927,0.0,0.07772589604577533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059078978956821,0.11396133690475845,0.08737007693022919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995582477617515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421919169272267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,accordingtomyself,2020/03/11,"I thought I was getting better... I've had severe anxiety most of my life, so I've mostly learned to cope. I'll reach out to loved ones, allow myself to cry, count and name the colors of things in the room, don't guilt myself to go out if I'm not feeling it.. I also go to therapy and take my meds regularly.

... But the past 3 days have been BAD.
Severe panic attacks starting Sunday night. I had one yesterday at work thankfully near the end of the day, so I was allowed to go home early. 

Today I went into work and IMMEDIATELY  started having a panic attack, so I asked someone to cover my seat for a moment and went to the office where I held back tears and told them that I was really sorry, it's not my fault, but I need to take a mental health day.


They let me go home- now I'm just scared that they're going to fire me because I'm crazy and possibly unreliable. I'm so freaked out right now.


Please, can someone relate or give sage advice? I'm so scared...",3.3337257717157205,4.159733316582916,5.074174443646804,84.0004648241206,72.6180904522613,7.494759511844939,24.26453697056712,7.7094869923839395,1.116854702081838,746,20,156,9,14,255,123,199,0.17800000000000002,0.758,0.064,-0.9631,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,3,11,13,2,5,9,0,11,3,0,2,0,27,37,16,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,10,0,1,3,0,0,7,3,10,0,2,11,3,20,3,21,25,2,33,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,4,16,93,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129259719798787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107828885675982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712601370631963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647235698790293,0.2591340474541212,0.0,0.08757485787609706,0.0950939117284124,0.0694266657648247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072699948334314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510349981347005,0.22035008677203116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087328611135134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758652025484193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950314906566,0.10925426195759176,0.3236333240114221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210604048766538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848315885316034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646087679761925,0.08044431410311248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027907324800602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265068056709241,0.0,0.11477495910029545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444845273085576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068786331046182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435046526604074,0.0,0.0,0.2672522104228903,0.0,0.0,0.1087214852031572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501770168256204,0.0,0.12839456334789065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296124846153224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726196846334698,0.0,0.0,0.22804876097898186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573279692107766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299830799624365,0.0,0.0,0.1274912263937956,0.16122473616266375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126314699316386,0.0,0.0,0.10485518257898896,0.13024385133811828,0.0,0.07566386824143632,0.0,0.0,0.09041643175595317,0.0,0.0,0.10795499229021258,0.1088273695075675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115549428219466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658274577486839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,locolulu,2020/03/11,"Had the worst panic attack ever yesterday I am not usually one to post on reddit (due to anxiety about judgement) but here we go! 
Over the past 2 weeks, I have had a ton of stress at work. One of my managers thinks that I am spreading rumors about her and is threatening to take me to HR. She has brought me into her office multiple times about this and I have denied this every time. 
I have worked at this company for 5 years and have never had an issue- no write ups, very minimal call outs, and I have never been tardy. This has been life changing for me. I am no longer able to get her out of my head. I keep swirling and drowning in the fact that this lady wants to get rid of me. I cried at work after one of these meetings and she called me disruptive. Yesterday morning, I woke up and could not breathe. I was having severe chest pain unlike anything I have ever experienced. My husband took me to the ED and sat by my side while they ruled out cardiac issues. I then admitted that I had thought about hurting myself and finally got some help. This morning I am still waking up anxious, but I am thankful that I finally starting towards a good direction.",4.083591060878497,5.445135751091706,4.864402774210124,84.1798201900848,71.40174672489083,7.833650141279218,28.31774980734652,8.313332769828598,1.944181916259954,913,34,178,14,17,295,138,229,0.18600000000000005,0.758,0.055999999999999994,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,1,0,1,3,8,8,1,2,7,0,23,6,4,0,5,31,39,13,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,14,0,1,3,0,0,3,6,6,0,3,13,1,35,2,34,25,3,39,0,1,0,0,15,15,0,1,20,139,46,4,0.12964378086280268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917713750941128,0.14646057073987073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668578528406206,0.0,0.0,0.1474885167153214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476159060916715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714593000096212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351000980848762,0.0,0.14240760567482688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345404440738663,0.10923047686733056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28403684999451034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546704930217435,0.0,0.07367954830643315,0.10873905248019736,0.10368797474075356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305192139692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868974935387222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387863487700832,0.0,0.0,0.2706288494181204,0.0,0.11523334920277126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091571236445493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997855217393426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635499433601661,0.0,0.13795012340420518,0.15210904352945606,0.0,0.0,0.12375965833312112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416290521552667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646057073987073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176253536756984,0.0,0.10353369086473303,0.0,0.14850651295772754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747598884122656,0.0,0.0,0.11935857522718858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307049999044876,0.0,0.10292268065421699,0.1511926623775374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403901075190498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278430868497716,0.1069696966069125,0.07646726090742001,0.0,0.1039924210158284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831466495542948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348634433732519
anxiety,KingShronk,2020/03/11,"Opinion: Coronavirus scare exemplifies perfectly how our society breeds anxiety I have recently been dealing with a lot catastrophic thinking, involving health and world events. Luckily the Coronavirus has not been triggering me, but has me quite frustrated with the media. I really think it's a great example of how fear and anxiety have a vice grip on us. We live in a world that makes us think we need to be in control and that absolute safety is normal. In reality grasping for control is exactly what leads to misery. Fear, adrenaline and anxiety are survival instincts meant to be used for survival in the moment. The media/internet provides us with a non stop feed of things potentially threatening to our survival, thus triggering a survival response, but there is no course of action to take. You cannot run away from or fight the news, then you are left with adrenaline and cortisol in your blood and nothing to do except worry. The hoopla about something that has way less than 1% chance of killing any random person seems like a clear case of worrying not surviving. I totally get that some protocol is smart, but this has gotten out of control. This controlling, coercive mindset we have that goes far beyond Coronavirus just leads to incredible mental health issues. We live in fear and we need to recognize that. I think the hard question is what is the healthy balance between being smart vs letting fear control us? The balance between living without needless worry vs living recklessly?",8.153963319167971,9.562064669201526,7.7172936703198385,67.28824647729815,62.00380228136882,11.663520465220303,39.42496085886825,11.442366930564873,5.204343949899352,1220,63,182,36,17,385,155,263,0.222,0.674,0.105,-0.9897,0,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,11,3,0,14,6,13,3,5,16,0,23,4,1,14,4,63,36,14,1,3,11,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,17,1,6,8,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,4,2,20,5,37,28,4,24,0,0,0,0,19,14,0,7,6,131,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057538715998457994,0.0,0.19418267931982566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949528195571376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744949145868552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872307329537913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808458074924396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420601234928585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328446861335199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579527742383042,0.0,0.0,0.17987611872714734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831241487193467,0.0,0.0,0.09361007964098712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193063360674086,0.08652098315407215,0.0,0.04133690109014846,0.0,0.2988539902928403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193366474626853,0.0,0.0,0.05647882791601321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526848308108381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547669839049666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290129742016925,0.08118700853988599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387949118002171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478423526782427,0.08999473675571676,0.0,0.0,0.05420428836381001,0.0,0.08354364072433322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471086406663936,0.0,0.0,0.07702712451368582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513806027010924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073899594754618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361731193926504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621211560055055,0.2168625103952972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071088276574433,0.07307716260732795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716066399337907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156245890110796,0.0,0.0,0.2577812317373912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roxiethegoat,2020/03/11,"In the middle of a severe anxiety attack - any help welcome It’s been an hour and it just won’t go away. I have zero idea what brought it on. Any support would be appreciated. I know I’m not dying but, you probably know, it feels like I am I just need a huge hug.",-1.1759210526315798,0.8839620000000039,2.094013157894736,92.73996710526316,95.66666666666669,4.955263157894739,17.651315789473685,6.6274283507984215,0.0036684210526320977,202,6,47,3,8,72,46,57,0.085,0.619,0.29600000000000004,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,14,2,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,1,5,4,4,9,0,8,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432584799267734,0.0,0.19307246774275647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871223409048653,0.2371223372989401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26193392973878976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276125361570869,0.18030261835698946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434351965678055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169167148190673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485466268518837,0.0,0.0,0.2849099281735869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774064278106341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330168988710145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871389550859389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721117911383499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851211935520527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864014801275122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928579384513854,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Koof99,2020/03/11,I have a date today! Excited yet nervous tho So I (21M) been talking to one of my coworkers (19F) for a few weeks now and I officially have a date with her now. I haven’t been in a relationship for 6-7 years now. So I’m super excited but obviously incredibly nervous. I’m not sure why I’m so anxious about it but I am. The date is in an hour and a half.,-0.943642756680731,0.9241865063291144,3.2181434599156127,87.6242897327708,89.0,7.055414908579465,22.701828410689174,8.167268648758528,1.3812520393811534,270,11,66,7,9,103,51,79,0.14300000000000002,0.773,0.084,-0.6415,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,2,7,0,7,0,0,0,2,8,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,7,4,8,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,11,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395404833033412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34468338276454763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371717312126224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757732514633307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32987457590706065,0.0,0.0,0.2813199129672794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33176281484327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807520526567914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31582412060796183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539106516183674
anxiety,Sansastark01,2020/03/11,New work anxiety. HELP! Im having anxiety cause i have a new work. New environment. It gives me anxiety so much. I want to go back to my old job but i know thats not a good thing. What should i do?? I cried on my first day of work cause of anxiety and my chest feels so heavy. Please help,-2.1935064935064936,-0.5273549682539667,0.6912554112554119,100.30753246753248,106.61904761904762,5.465512265512266,13.663780663780663,6.980632752743323,-0.31089206349206355,219,5,57,5,11,75,43,63,0.195,0.6459999999999999,0.159,0.2172,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,9,9,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,5,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,32,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851883591226786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192197193977472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257672414587318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416945643697893,0.1022573439755828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017212105046938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487008072998055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521041013796499,0.09011265106412787,0.13299164447152778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255731593344945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127077181300795,0.0,0.15734519716609754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713979982043228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655900215272945,0.0,0.0,0.4594113894703349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638084544115012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740500080294936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533945751461084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352212056623484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462982037450313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bruiseyyy,2020/03/11,"Innately anxious body, human touch, insomnia. Hello
I have always thought of myself as having insomnia over anxiety but recently I’ve realised that I think my body is really anxious and stressed because if a friend touches me hand or shoulder or hugs me I melt and often fall asleep without an issue

I was wondering if anyone else has experienced the same and what to do when you’re alone?

I have a chronic illness which means I wake up due to weird symptoms anyways but I think I’m diagnosed with anxiety now. I know as a child I was said to have suppressed anxiety but googling this doesn’t bring much up?

How do you feel calm and soothed without drugs or people?

Sorry for the rambly post, I’m in research mode and have worked myself up to racing heart level because nothing is an easy fix, obviously. Especially with complex medical issues.

I’d love to head your thoughts even if you have no solutions 

Thanks",4.457751937984497,6.779202604651167,5.141302325581396,78.62540310077522,72.37209302325581,8.075038759689923,32.396899224806205,8.841846274778883,3.0679243410852712,736,36,125,15,15,237,118,172,0.14800000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.155,0.8144,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,6,7,0,1,7,0,14,18,8,1,1,32,28,18,0,3,11,0,4,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,9,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,6,17,5,18,23,2,13,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,8,4,83,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117504860453053,0.0,0.0,0.11342003419780135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128281093915267,0.3079808149037707,0.0,0.09531044458861287,0.13966471164471875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618544158943274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028172119874833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383507983009983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580752019848168,0.0,0.11386870552829315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003083014230634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892194225895272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531202007287173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989239209341905,0.0,0.0,0.16152685934333294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845424306323993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491187925413345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302422333203045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484804963211898,0.0,0.13731700940532665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020282251325736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079219257684446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449951995182344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305463734571109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732305635682193,0.0,0.13458872475661535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966110398332015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258680165342056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561415357327546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416772761502653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549504306354378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746826477070211,0.0,0.21642829124478588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627940854944488,0.1478213307606579,0.09923459880303102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wag1sexy,2020/03/11,I hate it when people make you feel like you know less than you do by verbalising eveything like it's a trick question. I end up second guessing myself and thinking I dont know what I actually do!!!! I already have an existential crisis everytime I have to regurgitate information and now you're making me feel stupid when I do that to myself enough thanks!!!,5.248970588235295,6.840090661764705,6.3728235294117646,73.59570588235296,68.85294117647061,8.969411764705884,29.776470588235288,9.3871,2.751861176470588,287,11,51,6,5,96,47,68,0.19,0.7,0.111,-0.7696,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,3,6,3,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,16,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,13,3,5,16,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,6,38,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.2435388261900364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754004894215766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924875843785593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103995824628472,0.25786670820285346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25237448929001816,0.17828883664487552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749232910039669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463931490807344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743081034699313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438490915621952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33317231133950753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301651189970188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27956921122450457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297653429628693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599107720921818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrTadpole86,2020/03/11,"Getting married without my family Hello everyone!

So my fiance and I are getting married in April. It will be just us and our dogs down by a lake. Sounds great right?!

My wife-to-be have been together for 6 years and she suffers quite badly from anxiety (and also Asperger's syndrome). So we came to the decision  (because she does not want to be the center of attention) that we will have the ceremony on our own and then have a big party when we get back. We are having the party close to home, so that if she feels overwhelmed she can make her escape. 

So we told her mother that she would not be at the ceremony. She was disappointed but understoood. I told my father who did not give a shit in the slightest. 

The problem lies with my mother and stepfather. I told them thinking that it would be absolutely fine because they got married on their own in Vegas and had a big party when they came back. 

Unfortunately my mum and step dad acted like the world had ended. Supposedly I have broken their hearts and they feel betrayed. Now it's got to the point where they blame my fiance for all of this and believe she is ""choosing"" when to have anxiety.

Now, I have never fallen out with my mum and step dad. They are great people and I love them. To be honest I am shocked by their response and quite frankly a little disappointed in them. I love my wife-to-be and I understand her fears completely. The wedding is still going ahead as planned and nothing will change that, But I would like my mum to get over this and accept my fiance for who she is. 

Unfortunately my fiance overheard my mum saying things like ""oh she should just get on with it"" and ""she can just take medication for it"". So as you can imagine my fiance is waiting for a very big apology that may never come unless my mother understands what it is like to suffer with anxiety.

I would love your thoughts and your own experiences that I could use to help my mother understand what my fiance is going through. 

Thanks in advance and I hope you all have a good day.",5.564949238578682,6.184474550761423,6.070105583756348,79.61321928934012,67.4517766497462,8.943593908629444,29.465583756345172,8.954980946260402,2.258346111675127,1599,54,308,26,25,518,180,394,0.12,0.7020000000000001,0.179,0.9837,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,8,4,11,5,18,25,1,2,17,0,41,6,2,2,4,73,74,35,0,10,11,11,2,4,0,9,1,2,1,0,20,33,0,1,12,0,0,10,6,10,0,0,13,4,66,15,41,46,5,48,0,5,0,3,61,22,1,3,20,236,86,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664496176465929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995703058487226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739345057339107,0.08002422223740653,0.11684901439818456,0.0,0.0,0.10798132367397163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923585697597986,0.0,0.0,0.10138832489476986,0.08255955705825188,0.10048870887132083,0.0,0.0,0.07652218701823768,0.0,0.0,0.06181028134320365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387214310829916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488772960194052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158131624512714,0.0,0.09375204888409304,0.0903514835161921,0.10784910531176066,0.09692137826685908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25036793303104776,0.09194055834245277,0.10893864632716596,0.08038787867444801,0.15330750348366098,0.21133269751712316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135734522385672,0.06424099721649285,0.0,0.09613752736236933,0.09519291649008564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729460421944674,0.09605904932761404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595039452185801,0.0,0.06397540358818139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655091959715284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783880513008507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196316264176067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664449043301413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060184499454632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170802852793784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038799251755271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184870343526933,0.0,0.07621755337677802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838062695719424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653969379094648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206139639728214,0.0,0.0,0.08823860834970552,0.0,0.0,0.06367328988197922,0.06141180304908435,0.0,0.07608799025342708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747439487353814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29932528801243125,0.1152863493928488,0.08277687663481842,0.0,0.07907984111085557,0.056530204670603386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238844746569899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723341572296428,0.0,0.0,0.06171922567363081
anxiety,RedEyesAndDespair,2020/03/11,"Today I got an anxiety attack from getting out of bed I'm going through some shit right.
My boyfriend of 6 years, told me he didn't love me the 1st of March, and hadn't done so since October. I had to drag it out of him.
I immediately moved in with my mom, and came by just this Sunday to pick up some things, where I find him in bed with another woman, whom he has talked a lot about previously, promised me that he did not find attractive, and actually went on a date with her the night before we broke up.
I'm absolutely devasted that he could bring her home to our shared apartment, to our bed, while my things are still everywhere in the apartment. I'm devasted that he felt so little respect for me and our six years together.

Everything about this breakup has devasted me, and send me to the pits of despair. I barely eat, drink or sleep, and I can't seem to get out of bed most days.
When I tried to just before, I got overwhelmed by sadness and an anxiety attack, and immediately went back to bed.

I'm more calm now, but I feel like I'll never be okay again after his betrayal.

Any tips on handling depression and anxiety?",7.292454945935121,5.7409041806167425,7.637036443732481,77.0644213055667,64.46255506607929,11.602563075690831,34.29275130156188,10.637119530657019,3.2580431718061678,887,31,188,19,11,292,133,227,0.14800000000000002,0.802,0.05,-0.9617,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,0,0,12,16,3,1,8,1,11,5,2,1,1,34,29,15,0,1,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,9,17,2,0,5,1,0,7,5,8,0,1,12,2,27,8,35,15,5,38,0,5,0,1,22,15,1,6,17,120,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.1317130020031136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917854489790994,0.1415296954636098,0.3097591612195922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070998039437228,0.0,0.10378497904220912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297021128027136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437177658191345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776399555144883,0.0,0.0,0.08704564183607677,0.0,0.11625100925616735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812300748985454,0.0,0.13222097479959,0.0,0.1381098420291072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213039463131407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824579499995735,0.09642387731562456,0.1295940896025779,0.0,0.2467235508169309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103438426271284,0.0,0.0767075815239287,0.0,0.2158985487369759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538771531107052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594040134760011,0.13527719695139218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474819347072696,0.1218173146369235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580773350278275,0.0,0.143453657798945,0.0,0.0,0.10409856905013032,0.0,0.0,0.12666188636602227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526517545542772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287325298060385,0.0,0.0,0.1385466079692294,0.11165006358286897,0.0,0.13506927001474225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778864983604032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848521617913147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793385263793457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793747982090234,0.12897133421034573,0.0,0.09163698902272326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25024041237646544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383482150991966
anxiety,throwback772,2020/03/11,"Anxiety is making me have breathing problems I’ve had asthma problems when I was young and I kept it under control. But this year I felt a bit wheezy, now the only COVID-19 symptom I’m terrified of is breathing problems as I’ve experienced that in the past. For the past 5 days I’ve been experiencing breathing problems, feel tense especially in my jaws and keep waking up at 2am everyday. I know it is very unlikely for me to have the virus, I don’t know how to calm down.",5.227508771929823,5.726143347368421,6.359736842105267,77.66732456140353,68.15789473684211,9.280701754385962,33.7280701754386,9.2995712137729,2.9719122807017566,378,17,74,7,6,127,66,95,0.19899999999999998,0.777,0.024,-0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,9,7,5,3,0,16,17,6,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,4,8,1,12,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,8,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425920943827542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058748462786394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115026783044077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161514862268555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534908729173454,0.0,0.1810613849837457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761395090011588,0.0,0.0,0.20727156200425925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258751464399937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341963647523906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600319775269365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7217624820305066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600142607925528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559396302299036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143599155451833
anxiety,trustmeimalinguist,2020/03/11,"Experience with low dose of Pregabalin? After a super rough breakup + heavy workload from my masters program, I am back on Wellbutrin and my psychiatrist also prescribed me pregabalin for my anxiety, which I had never heard of before he prescribed it.

He said to take 1-2 50mg doses a day, and up to three.

I'm a little afraid of this drug after all I've been reading about it; the withdrawal sounds awful and some people begin to feel dependent on it to treat their anxiety. For this reason, I am deciding to stay on a 50mg per day regimen; I also prefer to take low doses of Wellbutrin (150mg/day) - I really am trying to avoid becoming dependent on medication.

Does anyone know how effective a 50mg/day dose of pregabalin is for anxiety? I've been seeing people taking like 400mg per day for anxiety so now I am wondering if it's even worth it to take it at all. 

Any experience of using pregabalin for anxiety is appreciated.",9.202695530726256,7.151775044692742,10.275914804469274,61.2416934357542,61.12290502793296,14.089664804469276,39.693435754189956,12.815532586354998,5.27855810055866,739,31,127,23,8,260,103,179,0.10099999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.106,0.6072,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,8,7,0,2,6,1,9,6,0,6,3,21,22,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,9,4,0,1,7,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,5,6,11,3,30,17,3,19,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,5,10,81,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076048610595973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826965635641652,0.0,0.4964900031945039,0.0,0.0,0.09076041733649606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998095508265125,0.0,0.0,0.14335585966040815,0.1104517480001398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185570249781002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359040578710185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052884670319722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573284651158958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539420809210867,0.0,0.0,0.06563167625609617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133565952727347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341458947683798,0.13009547614107916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076162990132562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100111128936593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997641089486086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983689865008582,0.0,0.08315433919390626,0.13345784053021673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347120990392407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034352071481492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835141875315726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903791154010715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812688307941273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210705555236372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407644852458954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrownLice,2020/03/11,"Getting through the day Once I get in the car in the morning the anxiety starts. I sit in the parking lot at least five minutes convincing myself to go into work everyday. I practically run to my desk, and spend the rest of the day trying to avoid eye contact, conversations, small talk, etc. 

I'm constantly anxious. By the time I get home I'm exhausted. I'm not fulfilling any of my responsibilities at home and I feel like crap about it. I'm smoking too much weed and drinking too much.

I don't know what to do. I can't not work (I took an extended leave of absence for for mental health already and I ran out of savings). And on the whole, despite feeling anxiety all the time, it's probably the least stressful job I've had. I'm seeing a psychiatrist, I'm on antidepressants. 

This is my first time posting here. I think I'm hoping there's someone out there who can tell me things got better and stayed better for more than just a little while. I'm feeling pretty hopeless",2.8199194012665534,5.020095658031091,4.243480138169257,83.73640040299371,76.87564766839378,7.190443293033968,27.820667818077144,8.167268648758528,1.9806571099597003,774,33,151,14,18,256,119,193,0.10300000000000001,0.794,0.10300000000000001,0.6202,1,1,1,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,5,7,11,1,2,14,0,6,5,2,0,1,22,29,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,9,1,1,5,1,1,5,4,5,0,2,4,5,15,6,25,25,10,30,0,1,2,0,5,12,1,2,11,93,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152030940719174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933726183891737,0.0,0.21007704579763048,0.1551164149295357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24287155561652105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837873694795498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771016994088345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450736211812786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313220634383834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827773827138452,0.09809125520807202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679220077527992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520976180842746,0.0,0.07803402191583965,0.0,0.10981595136384037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459495915036211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27545772487753023,0.13637559088647588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362547702128266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545964932371621,0.0,0.0,0.1453869638248997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670806538502682,0.13761643297703646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673243851788576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837190130497734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018710496487715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462261425349703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150095364898925,0.13968931001983728,0.14803882158177634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941490568459886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163387163690791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718571653215123,0.1463496603484881,0.0,0.0,0.15728327267414058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110361160770349,0.1200112774629811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121983915941023,0.087979980412671,0.0,0.0,0.2401922609598728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525517403418803,0.09322159123828032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532969663619192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999204425523261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ellajamesk,2020/03/11,"change induced panic attacks so i’ve never been quite good with change in any form. whether that be an appointment i forgot about changing the course of my day or my lunch getting delayed by 30 minutes, it’s one of my biggest enemies. i don’t know why it triggers me so bad, i wish it didn’t but without fail my body freaks out - ESPECIALLY on out of my normal routine days like a holiday or another day that is different. holidays the anxiety is frequently bad or days i’m traveling but now it’s because my parents are gone. i’m almost 18 and i can take care of myself but for some reason this disruption of my normal routine freaked me the hell out. i’m currently panicking, i ripped out a chunk of my hair and i’m shaking and i feel sick. i don’t feel anxious that they aren’t here, my moms getting a surgery and my dads with her and they’ll be back but my body just has me freaking out. idk how to calm this.",2.212869211514395,4.136156175531916,3.786770963704633,87.61029411764706,77.67021276595744,7.1894868585732175,28.612015018773466,8.124751697461798,1.979673591989988,723,33,150,13,17,240,114,188,0.245,0.648,0.107,-0.9799,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,8,14,2,2,7,0,13,5,3,4,1,37,27,16,0,3,10,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,12,1,2,5,3,0,3,6,10,0,1,4,3,25,4,20,20,2,21,1,1,0,0,6,8,1,5,11,97,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978244674916696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492817721474353,0.14637566369782182,0.1067884320706782,0.15770060623098014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880744135173894,0.0,0.10733857046328456,0.23310901763908096,0.08509473193518659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101131992427668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232459232877273,0.0,0.44301335562204397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601043174443822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584520516415556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411650538069978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586339307128818,0.0,0.0,0.1170841709170075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671678364751411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819819671156896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634898934424021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766289777415816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735434364939562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459197932950184,0.0,0.0,0.16378256794051696,0.15500175230593186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847457352662896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352508052591353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495672968889357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596116972104174,0.0,0.16052531514844828,0.13456288376059886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riff610,2020/03/11,"Feeling trapped I’m in a hard situation in my life I’ve let really build up around me in a way that I feel really cornered.  My life has dried up in ways I can’t control, some stemming from me having limitations due to epilepsy.  No family, scattered few friends and a lot of isolation.  I’ve gotten myself in a rather enabled by parasite type situation in my life and where I am personally I over time have tried to deal with in many ways.  I’m seen as stubborn by nature admittedly, but I think that’s a judgement of fear.  I’ve let things really pile up on me and try to turn to vent to what seem as real connections and I’m extremely lost for a long time now.  The trap gets smaller with age and time and the resources dwindle by the day.  Does anyone’s anxiety ever feel truly caging where life seems not irrationally distorted but the clarity is the trap itself?  I panic and wonder with celebrities like Chris Cornell how desperate their last moments were and what they saw in an empty future that made them seem to feel so caged.  I’m not personally suicidal, but I get really hyped and think that when we speak of anxiety and extreme stress at time it’s easy to use terms a bit vague to try and rationalize hard to describe personal issues in ways that leave us unable to communicate efficiently at all.  I’m sorry for this ramble, anonymous reddit post seemed a place to vent.  I’m stuck.",6.892254901960782,6.60575891176471,7.533470588235293,73.3487843137255,64.66176470588235,11.07686274509804,33.206862745098036,10.650279960617883,3.4369300980392152,1112,41,210,26,15,370,162,272,0.16899999999999998,0.723,0.10800000000000001,-0.8732,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,3,4,9,7,1,3,14,0,9,4,0,4,2,45,37,19,1,1,6,0,6,1,1,0,4,1,0,3,11,16,0,3,12,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,9,19,2,42,28,6,41,0,1,2,0,12,21,0,7,16,124,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813970781716387,0.0,0.0,0.06770137172492627,0.0,0.0,0.08619360734885244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057063867651047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859599566836893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624432667184904,0.09982096758873242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473105911430676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758256622680141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127675300952534,0.10895356406710996,0.19582785718889587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480573875014962,0.0,0.1011727581902286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347000706989518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105877142272636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892422605530723,0.0,0.10252230204242592,0.0,0.19801755557282702,0.2735577281650117,0.047303161674958814,0.0,0.0,0.08568591424756032,0.0,0.0,0.10569448967371586,0.08231603442997243,0.0,0.09161691172412854,0.0,0.09816401938139074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360173236832735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25362812089838555,0.101160142819836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273032556829396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020655078598067,0.2481109273631992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525785850547393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766775709776434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838618814175616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091120388716598,0.0,0.0,0.10590939612940307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643253539143025,0.1240814153931699,0.0,0.0,0.22583467713596894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721077906236,0.10531636551911776,0.0,0.0,0.11646697131447828,0.08362457625991512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741653711758543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500115602121783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thenextname,2020/03/11,"Question re: Anxiety nausea and propranolol? Hi, as a quick background I had really bad nausea a while ago constantly. Doctors had no idea what caused it really and nothing seemed to help. One day it just kinda disappeared, still felt a little bit sick sometimes but as far as I was concerned it was away due to how little it was happening. I had no idea why.

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Now I've just been told to taper off my propranolol, I didn't take one last night and I've woke up feeling absolutely ill. I don't know if this is a coincidence or not, I didn't think the Propranolol done anything anyways.

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I suppose my question is, does Propranolol help with anxiety nausea and could the fact I've been told to cut down on them be the reason for the nausea starting to creep back? or is this completely unrelated. I know people say propranolol is good for physical symptoms, however it didn't do anything for the shaking etc only slowed down my heart rate a bit.  I'm not sure if feeling nausea is a physical or psychological symptom? I do feel like I'm gonna throw my guts up but the last time this happened I never actually threw up.",4.496381950040291,6.227329543378995,5.5985012087026576,77.86900080580179,70.91780821917807,8.988557614826751,30.69057211925866,9.478462496947786,2.9804362610797743,906,39,165,21,17,300,123,219,0.138,0.813,0.049,-0.9354,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,1,12,0,22,7,2,3,3,36,41,16,0,3,11,0,4,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,13,0,0,4,9,3,0,2,17,5,15,3,20,21,3,31,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,9,17,106,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.10270398555564253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329338537276373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280659321585696,0.2557685071452331,0.0,0.0,0.16102434806890667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321541491309192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888118752128426,0.08092694590767688,0.08787521940923533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298006694677516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811565589279712,0.0,0.0,0.11034743098184563,0.11373250844049013,0.0,0.08402960736004404,0.0,0.0,0.06787434957714142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107722766754728,0.09210065117658098,0.10770222491629633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737604935011893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964517634507952,0.0751870836776528,0.10105175118797437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827455336464443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861356976236166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471588920814547,0.14108707507884022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376176985712767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567985252005833,0.17157752279468708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051417414564562884,0.2109663749274375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117146955495635,0.0,0.0,0.09876534852253137,0.0,0.1009854625108046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426335372542922,0.0800436019080857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296366504275127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357970815626653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484534604570775,0.10820943839650378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369508679446723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581113942719513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409004407583416,0.0,0.07449298702188684,0.0,0.08404883168300425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919221268765502,0.2187798060025566,0.07913117856442002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743677747026522,0.0,0.0,0.06136923413885336,0.0,0.0,0.20113230803923474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496728645151106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557685071452331,0.0
anxiety,ChristianNines,2020/03/11,"Am I still okay or not Hi everyone, just new here . I have a problem when going outside to work I always face the floor I don't want to look at anyone's face but when I do their face is like a blur even though I don't have eye problems. Please help :(",0.5978181818181802,2.1423749636363683,2.2163636363636385,98.76454545454548,81.18181818181819,5.127272727272729,18.272727272727273,5.6839178017228535,-0.5945272727272729,193,4,48,1,5,63,41,55,0.11800000000000001,0.639,0.243,0.8061,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,3,1,7,4,4,0,0,8,10,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,3,10,0,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,5,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350870161179572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755106037207712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660794247219267,0.0,0.0,0.2699688600708995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056791588304306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937343881293248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802954814280888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372534607964541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728685649539161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101323367884779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406847801743461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256282692815848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775836093444736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664310516840236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568470017900414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meslicfh,2020/03/11,"Waking up in the middle of the night, ever happened to you? Hi everyone, I suffer from Hashimoto's (autoimmune hypothyroidism) and anxiety has been one of the first and strongest symptoms I've had. Lately I seem to be doing better with the anxiety (I'm on 0.5 mg of clonazepam at the moment, dropped from 1 mg and looking forward to cut it out).  
Anyway, last night in the middle of the sleep I woke up, and had this anxiety, this panic, fear that something bad was gonna happen to me (I know this is how it usually feels), sweat, chest piercing and burning, and even after I got to make myself calm, I couldn't get a calm sleep, I would wake up frequently and fall asleep again. When I woke up today, I feel tired, with lack of strengh and concentration, and shitty feeling in general. It's the first time it happened to me in the middle of the night, while sleeping. Is this normal, has this ever happened to you?  
Thanks in advance.",7.645500000000002,6.5332285500000005,7.6155555555555585,76.08500000000002,63.5,10.222222222222225,35.0,9.150863307647796,3.0188333333333333,729,27,136,10,9,235,106,180,0.158,0.765,0.077,-0.9396,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,4,7,9,1,2,11,0,12,10,8,2,2,26,30,12,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,5,0,3,7,4,14,4,30,19,1,37,0,1,1,0,3,16,0,1,19,98,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29145249133486106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060355237393844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231676088177793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387900241112929,0.2297485034042457,0.0,0.1213491685553052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429046861915141,0.19263746935734902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604377102184447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634964805464792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156950589810773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492050504522916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979313298175392,0.10351787804201357,0.14325589600373656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664381883509604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477015128977222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575286250763712,0.12442814030908135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605510135415023,0.0,0.0,0.14900127456967555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561148202563815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812601547626585,0.0,0.0,0.09776695847921267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199643465495545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691993734894275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405180808816658,0.14596207535653394,0.1203764146380542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986705516619505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021360716352804,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigbulge123,2020/03/11,"Kid at school who is really fucked up I attend an all boys school

we have this thing in the mornings that we call ""home group"". basically, 2 boys from each year from year 7 - 12 all sit in a class and take the roll and talk.

I'm in year 11 and today i was speaking with one of the year 7 boys. we will call him todd for disclosure.

He had been absent for a few days so i proceeded to ask him where he had been. He is very open and doesn't have filters and told me everything.

""I tried to kill myself about a week ago and have been in a ward since.""

he told me his mental health issues were: severe depression and anxiety. I told him i also suffer from severe anxiety ( not on his level though) as a way to try and form a connection with him. He seemed to really open up after that. He told me everything. His self harm techniques, his thoughts etc. 

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reason why i'm typing this is because this discussion kind of made me realise that i don't know what you're supposed to say when someone shares this stuff with you.  I didn't even know how i could try and make him feel better

if anyone has any tips with what to do with this kind of stuff, feel free to let me know.",3.4377297034516268,4.279528033057853,4.199781234807976,90.30683762761306,72.38842975206613,7.677588721438989,22.499756927564405,7.928766900206844,0.7665048128342247,912,20,205,12,17,292,138,242,0.11800000000000001,0.848,0.034,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,3,1,0,1,8,10,2,0,10,0,21,2,0,4,2,36,39,16,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,5,14,20,0,0,8,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,14,4,28,6,31,22,6,26,0,2,0,1,38,12,1,2,11,129,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092219787613729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319588334908667,0.0,0.11272070223175006,0.12641259245213293,0.07074662891813735,0.0,0.15917131874055646,0.0,0.0,0.07274293149883335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725766593835652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341810829769108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200954260679177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124605155351928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306261492222165,0.0,0.0,0.06709326794621122,0.0,0.08960425758856183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602531410728112,0.06871341895521216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699794731244607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520534546134178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617767700845843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058318561684057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435449803560694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858437723874118,0.0,0.0,0.11509811180937166,0.2166706242868212,0.17152295505135084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063817254628622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984394047547668,0.06944344535621208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484171616049924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049607246874455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329357835336286,0.10696419029981706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273194393856449,0.0,0.21057574991863892,0.0,0.09470856796225577,0.10853006113778496,0.23505742123226325,0.0,0.08605792862420199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814759763371896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381878830097777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822055606275935,0.08361851924782328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911550968920066,0.0,0.10221279218503268,0.08259130692540051,0.0,0.0,0.09861198599869696,0.39763545197819344,0.0,0.21189659569162048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583887426970647,0.0,0.08257727846347201,0.08344973049127287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938744258429205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641259245213293,0.2679777186297443
anxiety,whit1994,2020/03/11,"More of a question to people who actually have anxiety issues.. So, hi everyone! I'm not the kind of person who self diagnoses nor am i the sort of person who would actually attempt to seek help, so I've decided just to see if anyone has similar symptoms/episodes as myself, partly to make myself feel better i guess.   


Since the age of about 23 (25 now), I keep having these 30-45 minute episodes of feeling immense guilt, dissatisfaction in myself and choices, anger, loneliness and the rest of all them lovely negative emotions. This happens to the point where my gums start to tingle and my jaw clenches and i start screaming with my mouth shut, huge adrenaline kick to boot too. This usually happens when i'm left to my own thoughts for a period of time with limited distraction, i.e. driving home from work.   


I'm unsure whether this would come under anxiety or something else, but i thought i'd ask a group which probably has experience with a multiple issues perhaps similar to mine?  


Anyway, it'd be great if someone could shed some light on why this might, or to hear if someone experiences similar.",9.18,8.228193470588234,8.966980392156863,67.10841176470592,60.37254901960784,12.473725490196081,40.98823529411764,11.602472056035307,4.9045564705882345,884,42,149,22,10,287,139,204,0.09699999999999999,0.831,0.07200000000000001,0.1386,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,9,8,1,2,9,0,11,5,2,1,1,34,30,16,0,6,9,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,1,3,10,8,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,6,14,4,27,22,6,18,0,0,1,1,14,8,0,10,8,98,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.2523046917513958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977878379509631,0.0,0.0,0.09039107837524823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208533272345326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433195783668194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135772461549047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321441796180593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120994143382478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799147071784536,0.14541535439104886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235264257432167,0.0,0.2529086931609052,0.0,0.0,0.13072919156748208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252455542945747,0.14240939992440718,0.0,0.2286323629934217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570069657100215,0.0,0.08664934178378908,0.0,0.1296719202318306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698560190270031,0.0,0.11490427920699806,0.0,0.13461851878926634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045610035531372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667443438395407,0.0,0.0862911046132545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371388174143913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999066703228785,0.0,0.08962200891264276,0.2257533712161809,0.0,0.0,0.12220529838161988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937876145532782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481597198415272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301428960407363,0.0,0.13486051579504105,0.0,0.0,0.10693642407312827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190661344580848,0.09952110163176422,0.0,0.0,0.1830009811840773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525753206764272,0.07538045197882763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237656186358807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664927999134796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411269076183457,0.0,0.0,0.18366445487814725,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emmastudent,2020/03/11,"Best medication for anxiety? I am currently withdrawing from klonopin and was wondering if anyone knows of a good medication for anxiety that is non-habit forming? I have been on Zoloft for a few years but I don’t feel like helps a lot. I have also been on Lexapro, trazadone, and gabapentin. I have heard good things about buspar and Prozac- opinions? Currently I am only taking klonopin and Zoloft, but the withdrawals from klonopin are making my anxiety 10x worse",5.892185886402759,8.411158253012054,5.099345955249572,79.62168674698798,68.87951807228916,9.080206540447504,34.74870912220309,9.606745405546679,3.6532974182444056,377,19,64,9,7,113,56,83,0.102,0.72,0.17800000000000002,0.8267,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,11,5,0,1,0,13,17,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,7,4,9,13,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,4,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243200238773926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948483285759692,0.0,0.0,0.1507671874252139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262808928971111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902443516150348,0.1540396556362871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617052593776403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452618320089894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849963966312566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053415087515566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331322800117936,0.0,0.0,0.1439286639367914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344308618649797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163989454979676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212012622295305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324898362761232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338317314165515,0.0,0.0,0.219736177441155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885282768360752
anxiety,captivatingserenity,2020/03/11,"Help please! I can't get over the waves of anxiety attacks from this weekend. It was full blown attack shakes, vomiting, breathing problems. It was bad I had to stay home from a family event. 

My stomach is still so upset from this weekend I haven't been able to eat. 

Not sure what to do to help. 

I haven't had it this bad since I was a teenager.",1.486358148893359,3.559322183098594,2.6586720321931594,94.06676056338031,80.69014084507046,5.74728370221328,22.818913480885314,6.868970318607317,0.5652519114688124,269,9,59,3,7,86,48,71,0.285,0.619,0.095,-0.9362,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,2,3,0,11,4,2,0,1,3,12,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,0,6,1,9,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,40,13,0,0.22344102182124975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093177010828495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083928386298292,0.0,0.0,0.37312784016605394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22863594743538845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064030963138144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673871171352188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995356139843728,0.0,0.2241295631540544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527114388018675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138028815137991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848327222263468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381583994875037,0.17844028865698444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059051875065266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idontknowwhatiamam,2020/03/11,"Am i the only one with silent anxiety? Hi, 

currently, I've been living in a foreign county with no fam here for about 5 years now. About a year ago, I moved to a new city and been unlucky with making friends. lately whenever I am alone at home or driving.. I just cannot stand silent. I just get super anxious and my heart starts racing and i feel this fear inside of me and deep loneliness. So when im alone i have to leave the tv on or put my playlist just to make my anxiety go away.. Is it just me who feels this anxious with silent?",1.664285714285711,3.396921142857142,3.001214285714287,93.49378571428572,78.64285714285714,6.265714285714287,21.91428571428571,7.1686216300943375,0.5066578571428568,416,12,94,5,10,135,77,112,0.18899999999999997,0.75,0.061,-0.8661,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,5,0,7,1,1,2,0,18,14,8,0,0,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,2,12,2,15,12,0,19,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,9,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574663601395436,0.0,0.0,0.3679611065684337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27178687838308563,0.4013632811676705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668977990565874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989339457223096,0.17963935122481756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724354205650835,0.0,0.09280910746721167,0.0,0.10095640455937224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050321034771427,0.0,0.0,0.17818651934750124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188073066505448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003846627275533,0.1880941770936203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568585958564827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371509815571096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880226992626853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715649672820603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037286381837313,0.13510255410459754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785763780291521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573388215455736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878753596718626
anxiety,cheesyschnit,2020/03/11,"How do I stop ruminating over minor confrontations (particularly work related) Title says it all. One small thing happens and it's on my mind for the rest of the week. Sometimes months.
E.g today I made a tiny mistake on my work after an email had been sent out reminding us about the issue (I was already halfway through the report when the email was sent and didn't realise the email applied to what I was doing then). My colleague told me it needed fixing and said ""An email has already been sent out about this and it's still happening"" like I'm a moron. This coworker has a fair bit of attitude to me in particular (and I swear that's not all just in my head).

I understand mistakes are an inconvenience to her because she needs to amend them sometimes, but everybody makes mistakes and sometimes my memory lapses. Im doing my best at this (sort of new) job and I think I'm doing reasonably well. Unless you have a long history of admin, you don't understand the absolute attention to detail that's necessary. Mistakes are bound to happen. But knowing this, I still feel like a failure and her attitude half pisses me off and half makes me wanna cry. How do I get past this sort of thing",4.748097186700768,6.247522034782609,5.64212276214834,78.7087340153453,69.95652173913044,8.89002557544757,29.616368286445013,9.325443323948027,2.6823785166240404,948,37,174,20,17,311,132,230,0.127,0.809,0.064,-0.8968,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,1,3,9,11,3,0,15,0,18,2,2,6,2,42,39,16,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,14,11,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,7,1,3,13,3,26,4,27,26,5,25,0,0,0,0,17,10,1,2,14,127,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849777695071293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871132245648974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355051419433273,0.0,0.1409673334648733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183400291192574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528775528814976,0.0922444892922854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674607011828687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34254538532109063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251600234006256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947347396610674,0.13476939252833015,0.12813325372643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096184873234597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616457282934976,0.0,0.0,0.11426854343077225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217796995309395,0.17237932718726132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037599690210305,0.0,0.10306362079542973,0.0,0.0,0.19148404494509866,0.0,0.12470643568415557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749613069435314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326116752836964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327584991098317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282420009942092,0.10268267048006012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831136607459869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623333623236015,0.10795143044995023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715652931290408,0.082735900808865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239216899348733,0.12338121208957255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688402566391316,0.15531737376867505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357355055077992,0.0,0.11609581578182415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800410987919985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rainyfaes,2020/03/11,"Does anyone else get spasms when worrying? Hello. In the past week, whenever I think about something even MILDLY upsetting, my muscles spasm. Usually my right eye closes and my arms move a bit. Anyone else?",3.626666666666665,6.8758394444444475,3.934666666666669,79.67700000000005,85.1111111111111,7.3244444444444445,23.86666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.369673333333333,164,6,25,4,5,51,32,36,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.7059,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271316069377073,0.4793676259725157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553855208912693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047093494517169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908286524123249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450526049643035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221616092050315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24862526139061425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330788772948412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977067728036346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008689843180833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988969859279844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576353458211165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764052995696573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375621989408076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Breros,2020/03/11,"My second panic attack (first one happend in 2008) I have to write it down what happend. Maybe it helps to put stuff in perspective for me and/or get some advice how to cope.
  
My first panic attack was caused by a bad relationship. I became a hypochondriac, couldn't watch TV-series like House MD for about 6 months. Somehow I restored from that.  
  
Last night I got my second panic attack in my life. I booked a ticket to Malaysia from The Netherlands. I practically go every year. Except last year because I had a burnout (still recovering).  
  
What gave me the panic attack: I had a talk (6 months ago) with a friend who wanted to help me with my feelings and emotions, because of the burnout. She had asked me what the effects of MH17 are for me. I finally opened up and said it scared me, I really felt being scared.  
  
Yesterday I bought a ticket.  
  
In the evening I was reading about the MH17 process that's going on. And suddenly the panic attack started. Sweaty hands and my heart was exploding in my chest. Called a friend and we talked, listening to her voice calmed me down.  
  
The departure is next week Friday. I so want to go and don't want to be captured by my thoughts and fears.  
  
I need some advice how to get through, if you have any. I need to show myself that flying isn't scary. And how would I get through a panic attack if it occurs on the plane?",3.2383349802371555,5.252281117424246,3.770612648221345,88.47320158102768,74.9469696969697,6.409486166007905,23.599472990777336,7.255503002510835,0.8946955204216072,1061,32,210,12,23,333,142,264,0.18600000000000005,0.733,0.081,-0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,0,5,9,20,6,9,18,0,16,4,3,5,0,34,37,14,0,9,3,0,3,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,12,12,0,0,4,5,1,4,3,16,0,5,12,7,36,4,36,21,2,32,0,0,1,0,18,11,0,5,18,142,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452670194800236,0.07008811911995738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376826691164107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391696567518169,0.5397007176176286,0.0,0.0,0.06601763695290823,0.096397010744562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073624059670514,0.0,0.0,0.08122358234369435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893972557584844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222300351682307,0.0,0.06661735216624952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897234963490386,0.0399786476175589,0.0,0.0759167131329198,0.08661402662948435,0.0,0.13450868858169107,0.0,0.0,0.12217392610811785,0.0,0.12392772222234162,0.0,0.13480678353921588,0.0,0.06323709761973846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936947680057476,0.1059938781822682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123269477635508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890030528843893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584735580709355,0.038628139202389805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943342231014572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262210397580655,0.0,0.0,0.11725434767144464,0.0,0.0,0.08408864459666009,0.07419901726700755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357784107434818,0.0,0.0,0.5566084857130474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948416693080505,0.0,0.0,0.07908839016444218,0.0,0.050652340670566974,0.0,0.0,0.08488836103677229,0.0,0.0,0.07521081699028115,0.0,0.15831970771029627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596402496415028,0.0,0.06314300315455622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051279096003076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710210876268369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277036098051755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399072839875603,0.0,0.06342277294867615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561669236488335,0.0,0.0,0.10183310301844484
anxiety,kkoberild,2020/03/11,"Left the house finally. Came home full of anxiety. These posts show up a lot here and health anxiety so, sorry if it's repetitive but I needed a place to write my thoughts. I don't have a medical diagnosis for anxiety because I have never sought professional help (I keep telling myself too but I am afraid) but I have a lot of anxiety when it comes to my health. If I get an ache or an itch I immediately assume the worst and catch a case of the WebMDs, which trust me. Does not help.

Of course with the COVID-19 running rampant now and US cases popping up daily my anxiety is off the charts as I know others are experiencing too. I work from home and have since before the virus as a developer so I am already cooped up in the house most days and lately trying to limit my outings to buy groceries, prescriptions or visit family. But today my best friend invited me out and I thought well I can't stay inside all spring so I'll go out to dinner but that's it. So we went out and had a couple drinks and some dinner and hung around for a while which helped my cabin fever. I hesitantly shared an appetizer since it was a shared food I did not want to risk cross contaminating but my friend was nice enough to thoroughly wash hands before leaving and use sanitizer before eating to help my anxiety so I was cautiously okay with the app. 

Then... another couple came and sat next to us at the bar in the chair right next to me. I tried to keep closer leaning toward my friend than the strangers but then she started coughing and sneezing. She tried to cover it up the best she could, elbow, napkin that kind of thing. She didn't really look sick but it was in my direction, as she turned her head away from her partner and toward me to do so. We were next to each other for awhile and I drenched myself in santizer and wiped my clothes down once we left. Afterwards I couldn't help but think, that was it, after all my cautious near-paranoid behavior I sat next to someone sick and caught it. Now that I am home I am full of anxiety, I showered and wiped everything down good but I am afraid now I will show symptoms and freak out or worse spread it to my spouse or family members. 

So naturally it will sit in the back of my mind for the next week to see if I show any symptoms. I feel for those in areas with large outbreaks already, my heart goes out to you and your family. I hope everyone stays safe and pray for you all.",3.4072766364070723,5.086092877846795,4.435859213250518,85.3180315336837,73.6376811594203,7.8523968784838365,24.806975633062592,8.5409612609427,1.5551486860965111,1912,60,392,35,39,622,238,483,0.096,0.7709999999999999,0.132,0.9827,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,5,3,0,4,17,20,0,3,26,1,27,21,5,1,4,81,51,51,0,8,19,1,2,0,4,2,11,0,4,1,21,36,6,4,6,5,1,10,7,5,1,0,17,5,64,15,64,30,14,69,1,0,2,0,30,31,0,13,24,275,85,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544661416524921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759397652695666,0.07338811411486612,0.37478232437534814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230381342526602,0.0,0.0,0.06575566586340642,0.05381615399092704,0.0,0.042663799022804004,0.0,0.1786629104044718,0.0,0.14689536300504602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600943677409525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028813110467626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055879413695460935,0.15487992425212582,0.0,0.04513622017868528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061246631400597,0.0,0.0,0.06856121575889426,0.0,0.07161480008853922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231591265575135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687616306649248,0.06290035335306236,0.0,0.19793427718669213,0.0,0.035387839809239194,0.0,0.0,0.07666800860595305,0.0,0.0,0.0846292989309994,0.0,0.1622167675857425,0.0,0.03656563893707067,0.0,0.039775573090248866,0.058702288886220776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182748192634021,0.14878711879301149,0.0,0.08293565787590491,0.23455610715973174,0.0,0.2106098455547351,0.06951349103703995,0.0,0.16151261638439587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441641158239305,0.0,0.0728813285105113,0.03846336153578132,0.0,0.07894907542787226,0.07410677630102827,0.15208349168253024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058771967730450236,0.0,0.0,0.1190019308572553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050515659674808,0.0,0.0,0.0706675374728179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189492791286273,0.05397876141554712,0.0,0.3721630998162753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453452324138453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312215903450338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702878648167035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044835856749335545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059769038731295826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577106589372211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578895270439465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059300277014489526,0.0,0.0,0.0783454023049386,0.04953759240324547,0.1491949657087401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548785448261725,0.0,0.0,0.061172258217463416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649665992711542,0.04484523616067169,0.0,0.11112469338112678,0.0,0.0,0.06634007328221019,0.0,0.0,0.1425509844880187,0.07612642503026175,0.0,0.0,0.1683729611550983,0.0604468261315211,0.0,0.0,0.04128050721191312,0.0,0.056139841218134326,0.0,0.06292726887725973,0.06487921803080944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095181550139242,0.0,0.07132335642063344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0014Clarkey,2020/03/11,"Anxiety attacks I'm very prone to anxiety attacks, I fill with dread and hyperventilate but yesterday I had an anxiety attack which stood out to me as different. At first it was normal, I felt a blanket of anxiety cover me my ribs felt tight and I couldn't breathe, then all of a sudden I felt faint and fell backward (luckily I was sitting on a couch and just fell slumped into my chair) and my whole body felt numb? like I could hardly move or speak, I just felt nothing no stress no emotion just emptiness and my head felt funny like I had been in the sun all day and not had any water but I had been inside all day. my arms and legs were super heavy as well as my head. it passed after a minute or so. Has anyone experienced this should I be worried?",2.7913512145749024,4.607860493421054,4.030526315789476,86.99099190283405,75.64473684210526,7.045344129554657,24.8502024291498,7.882392219407189,1.3076512145748982,593,20,122,9,13,194,94,152,0.16399999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.153,0.4308,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,3,2,6,0,14,10,7,0,3,33,22,17,0,4,8,0,8,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,11,1,1,6,0,0,5,4,6,1,1,16,10,19,4,14,2,4,19,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,9,83,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809441865104771,0.0,0.35140590563962804,0.0,0.0,0.08029805848343374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39193762612029465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756017613239826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168955076987048,0.0,0.0,0.1481232345846816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998225231452718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917835300966024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6615803616385649,0.0,0.0,0.0976819455196885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287313549137156,0.0,0.23571577134468355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220901278219407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220556213842347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251778068212752,0.1101910622077482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154762022230496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947541541733378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032540005873303,0.0,0.0,0.12821357776544234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662452015915732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bekbekbitchh,2020/03/11,"Sleeping with Window Open So I live in an apartment and I have a small, stuffy room to myself. Recently, I've been having anxiety about suffocating when I lie down to go to sleep. I start to feel like I can't breathe well and like there's a lump in my throat. It was really messing with my ability to sleep. I've now started opening my window before I go to bed at night and I leave it open all night while I sleep. This helps reduce the anxiety a lot, however I live on a busy street and it's pretty loud so I'm not sure how much my quality of sleep has actually improved. I was wondering if anyone has experienced anything similar?",1.823864042933813,4.053232519379846,3.9218604651162816,84.61889087656532,80.3953488372093,7.6901610017889075,24.651759093619557,8.617729084823388,1.908867143709004,501,19,102,12,13,171,84,129,0.07,0.7979999999999999,0.132,0.8611,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,8,8,7,1,2,17,15,10,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,3,3,15,4,15,12,3,22,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,3,10,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.13800082293265847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636446166604595,0.0,0.0,0.09888078667871764,0.0,0.11637264938310515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033390824770465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150376749794975,0.10102703770732774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607390191474933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478761880907376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973826408211102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817663422876786,0.0,0.2497444015847079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202261347639916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395643373929417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541714617211065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387008465483855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059418980807224,0.0,0.1396304365115669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7075865757925424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018879415663424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328213998074614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127149236216046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335873771860556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,williamjleishman,2020/03/11,"Physical Symptoms I thought I made sort of a mental breakthrough tonight. I was just talking to my wife about my panic disorder, and I thought we sort of figured out the root of my anxieties. It felt like I was possibly on the right track to recovering sometime soon. But then as I tried to go to sleep, even with a clear conscience, my body has betrayed me. Just adrenaline rushes, internal trembles, not allowing me to fully fall asleep. It’s now almost 1am and I am becoming more stressed knowing the small amount of sleep I’ll ultimately get before having to get up for work. Ughhhh 😤 how can my body do this to me when my mind seemed to be in a good place?",4.018692307692309,5.578344253846153,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,71.84615384615384,8.584615384615384,30.69230769230769,9.120678840339163,2.6397538461538472,523,23,103,11,10,170,92,130,0.11800000000000001,0.821,0.061,-0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,3,6,0,8,6,5,4,1,24,17,7,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,6,1,17,2,20,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,6,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285360591596566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205353020220242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064479870214196,0.14688657522383694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834829478084521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783702966903807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401362528243855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574189726607375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803732446374587,0.0,0.09810370315078837,0.14478514011850768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948672240051974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433322275231454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633368500270928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395996767505098,0.0,0.1742965991439135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253192094638808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035075364946232,0.0,0.0,0.1946026752240755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741620491548596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714641103396765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454885503380499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707252094973202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773518158079628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941787106150872,0.0,0.13874510488857775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740813792286261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719738505786308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566913295254956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SusEggplant,2020/03/11,"Anyone else get even MORE anxiety from their anxiety meds? There are a few reason why I always seem to raise my anxiety due to my prescription. I was always raised that medication of any form is only for emergencies and used very sparingly. My mom would treat Tylenol like a control substance when I was growing up.

Now, whenever I feel an anxiety attack or extremely anxious I contemplate taking a Xanax. I think, do I REALLY need this? Am I using taking these TOO liberally? Is all this anxiety just in my head? The questions go on until I drive myself crazy and realize: ok, I really do need this now.

Also when it comes to the limited and controlled nature of these types of medications I find myself stressing and anxious over running out before my prescriptions up and while I try to sleep and my mind is wandering I worry about being left without my meds.

I drive myself crazy about these things and I was wondering if anyone else finds themselves in the kind of situations and how you deal with it.

Thanks for listening, hope y'all have a low anxiety day today 😊",5.395466666666668,7.145912280000005,6.306999999999999,73.59266666666667,68.7,10.133333333333336,30.333333333333336,10.355215969177356,3.5104833333333336,856,34,145,24,15,283,128,200,0.185,0.745,0.07,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,3,12,9,1,1,8,1,13,6,2,6,1,36,29,16,0,5,4,1,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,11,0,3,9,0,0,6,1,3,0,0,3,2,28,6,23,24,4,24,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,6,10,107,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274826865433461,0.17219762274013567,0.0,0.0,0.07036599433102618,0.0,0.4749448115098192,0.2337927534191623,0.0,0.14470311260744373,0.2120430618453589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771682387414124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088048910514024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913384846372441,0.0,0.0,0.23211019495683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673228935637343,0.10667734157783837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287880871445485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834372354706374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231965717329426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891470616662571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406099111510383,0.0,0.058806764107986124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619436649043383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027732136118479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775244102378476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112425005163357,0.0,0.0,0.05055226028765618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987298671635895,0.20847871144303068,0.0,0.0,0.10447943004685616,0.12118771530947928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344959466697494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869678069748509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591476879159268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257642550895227,0.10638869615920488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419901214011307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630931975168113,0.10354891318685416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852932973589025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559941975046554,0.0,0.0,0.09526512769131268,0.0,0.0,0.06874365093217114,0.06630207987912233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980814288096292,0.0,0.0,0.07025217964073548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787369467852749,0.0,0.08537703962167617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336935791435014,0.0,0.0,0.09974542220952108,0.11221334011801072,0.0,0.10508305799735683,0.0,0.07350509246578152,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,izzystreamies22,2020/03/11,"Odd question So as my panic attacks have been getting worse, I’ve been having a consistent feeling of a lump in my throat and it kinda feels like it’s choking me. Does this happen for you guys or should I be concerned?",2.6959090909090904,4.7615813181818245,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,76.72727272727272,5.3090909090909095,26.90909090909091,5.985473137389443,1.0148818181818189,174,7,33,1,4,56,39,44,0.294,0.633,0.07400000000000001,-0.903,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,7,10,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683811612642912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833687281418845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32745661040013085,0.2313302675090254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691776080144072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206232789238844,0.28634453298424906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581974414227488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799218226754375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627418386753534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32999053716982385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NomadBotanist,2020/03/11,"Panicking over quarantines and feeling trapped The idea of enforced quarantine and no time outside has me terrified.

I have panic disorder and GAD, fairly decently under control with buspirone and LOTS of nature therapy. I live near US virus ground zero, my uni just went online only, and there has been talk of enforced quarantines and curfews. 

I'm panicking. I can't stay inside my tiny one window apartment for several weeks. I can't. I'm thinking of taking off into the woods with my gear if it happens. I'd rather rough it than get trapped inside. I don't even know if they could enforced it. 

Ug.",4.481874999999995,6.914332008928572,5.108357142857142,78.38664285714287,72.66071428571428,8.051428571428572,31.735714285714284,8.841846274778883,3.0822828571428573,483,23,79,10,10,155,79,112,0.21,0.778,0.013000000000000001,-0.9729,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,20,17,8,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,2,11,0,13,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,2,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567649412583061,0.1827823184532565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623741039950091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512063885448851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575410294454465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960669983166533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024424213526464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25843458761082466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581417613526238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021497620505723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946284631854513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512918272259554,0.17411190643104466,0.0,0.2686005313443754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25862622109060635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440093759968419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172127191050292,0.1840056062291928,0.0,0.0,0.26180189580770663,0.0,0.0,0.14668937440367627,0.0,0.0,0.133491173528131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753751173240105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363418040446994,0.0,0.0,0.2122208002348628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarahkate2011,2020/03/11,"I’m leaving my abusive partner and flying solo on a plane for the first time ever in two days. My relationship of five years is going down in a ball of flames and I’m finally escaping. I’m worried about packing everything up in the span of a day and also figuring out an airport the next day. I have a great support behind me but I’m still anxious and can’t sleep. 

Any words of encouragement?",3.664541666666669,4.985067037500002,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,72.375,8.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.6228333333333333,313,14,60,6,6,108,58,80,0.085,0.7979999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,14,9,0,19,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,10,40,4,0,0.0,0.2544333755298074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171728573629628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603147636811162,0.0,0.0,0.24259659278993845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154712014851074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424583803110101,0.0,0.0,0.19299567160607134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352386437092341,0.0,0.18265887582169973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204245338623715,0.0,0.0,0.2367530876807824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273800749973295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283798534258711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305518366258755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148964256492048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149271313001566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368593012446554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521740343609444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977108801632705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808025661429076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382863836895392
anxiety,isa_bella340,2020/03/11,"Odd question Ever since my panic attacks have been getting worse, I have been having a consistent feeling of choking/ something in my throat. Is this normal for you guys?",7.7360000000000015,9.274025266666666,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000002,63.0,7.333333333333332,38.33333333333333,7.1686216300943375,3.2333333333333343,138,7,19,1,2,42,27,30,0.321,0.637,0.042,-0.8779,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,6,1,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685487967368253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930384018180467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380281137653555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925459394974754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207691817020921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174098880914935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800947098395141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362906907918649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267981262512281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24939856267921506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33014070261107603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nelson154,2020/03/11,"anyone get this? Do any of yall get headaches, along with this feeling like you can't sit still, and like every sound and light is overwhelming when anxious? and if you're out with people getting food or something its like the person in front of you is super clear, and everything else is blurred around them and ur periphals are the slightests bit tunneled in?",10.059362745098042,8.05617836764706,7.826470588235296,79.32245098039219,59.441176470588225,10.243137254901963,38.84313725490196,7.793537801064563,2.9853078431372566,291,11,54,2,3,84,52,68,0.026000000000000002,0.762,0.212,0.9211,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,10,8,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,10,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,4,9,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,5,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144012250444368,0.0,0.0,0.2848070198388388,0.0,0.17627775737445958,0.0,0.0,0.22442700075863184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27523348972631473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060147324145828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240943166481,0.0,0.22657582054136785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747192049875006,0.18010394374285188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30484650443062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951435502730519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694974729904841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477794298381286,0.2201284613095698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940828334213895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133146961766546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blackgridpinkbee,2020/03/11,"Anxiety for 2 weeks Hi everyone! I’m new, but does anyone have any tips with dealing with Anxiety + Depression for stressful weeks? I want to get better at managing my stress and anxiety. I’m in nursing school and the next quarter we have is going to be challenging. I don’t want it to affect my grades (like it did these past two weeks). Thank you for taking the time to respond. 💕",1.9740789473684224,4.372050092105269,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,80.97368421052632,7.484210526315789,25.28947368421053,8.472884824447931,2.0049789473684205,301,12,59,7,8,100,56,76,0.21600000000000005,0.649,0.135,-0.8419,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,2,0,7,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,14,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,6,4,11,12,0,10,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,8,33,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322289384056327,0.0,0.4158548077462186,0.0,0.0,0.12669995253207192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025755960859414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681027478415774,0.15606815602866386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857021644101016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314532097016902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467004385319723,0.0,0.102980704240405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852565592297428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500505520972842,0.19270931948315706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297685809216526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338508614768226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41513026722337604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362406014712622,0.0,0.0,0.16682553593985627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565976044577037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770070477428919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375408944773205,0.0,0.436045537657279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KeepHerRefrigerated,2020/03/11,"Went on a work trip and now can’t leave. I’m totally frozen here, can’t fly, can’t drive. I’ve had panic disorder for as long as I can remember but it hasn’t been that bad in the last few years. I travel for work, usually using alcohol to fly if I get scared. However this trip, I tried to get back on the plane, started hyperventilating and had to get off the plane seconds before it was leaving the gate. It’s been 3 days and I’m frozen at my hotel. I get about 10 min outside of town and panic so hard I drive right back. There’s a train I could try to get on but it’s 2 hours away. I am too scared to get on a bus. 

I am completely frozen in place a thousand miles from home. 

Any help is greatly appreciated.",0.585930735930738,2.3931476363636364,2.8958181818181856,92.5870606060606,82.37662337662337,6.4443290043290045,20.006926406926404,7.554174236665415,0.4116516017316028,552,15,133,9,15,189,94,154,0.16,0.784,0.055999999999999994,-0.9308,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,4,8,0,14,1,0,1,1,11,25,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,4,1,0,1,2,0,6,4,5,0,2,6,1,10,1,21,18,2,30,0,0,0,0,1,13,0,1,11,77,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074540232610906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592255825501747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252625961622688,0.21692590293781774,0.11777542759338785,0.0,0.0,0.12002781781694065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478939791569143,0.0,0.0,0.11262131695222352,0.0,0.0,0.09096911049340477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166179188516105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44217397498860056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551415633071147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635799718466828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094546509852381,0.0,0.1414901398139602,0.0,0.13891122688869278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497903645879705,0.0,0.29871475701555456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482965434937073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309964096095709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147372946569134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978835314945286,0.12046060274669215,0.0,0.0,0.2824422704699508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983978939902777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915348133198796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182663908420648,0.15535267472167086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075983612286418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053801277925594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908350995637274
anxiety,its_nehaha,2020/03/11,How to order from subway? I've been pretty much suffering from social anxiety all my life...but subway just gives me chills. I just can't never gather the guts to order from a subway. Can someone explain me how to place an order at subway without being judged?,3.0694000000000017,5.583051140000002,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,77.6,5.6000000000000005,20.0,6.742157984588678,0.7098,207,5,33,2,5,69,37,50,0.102,0.8340000000000001,0.064,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,2,8,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,8,4,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27127454252364314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401727988061756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504704803838306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067805949152306,0.0,0.2734959468374281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704904224456407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607643426933809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361478723012992,0.3004586430752805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418299531606448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_adderall-admiral_,2020/03/11,"when is anxiety a problem? i have anxiety everyday of my life, it fucks up my focus and keeps me awake all night unless i smoke weed or take benadryl 

it’s mostly only in social situations

i have trouble talking to ppl and just stay quiet because i can’t bring myself to say anything or i stutter and mumble with my heart beating fast af

i got this huge ass headache all the time idk if it’s related 

idk if this is just normal and i should get over it or if i should like tell someone about this",5.263529411764708,5.1711333921568645,6.194901960784314,80.92705882352944,68.01960784313728,8.760784313725491,31.70588235294117,8.344100000000001,2.290635294117647,394,15,79,5,6,131,72,102,0.218,0.7340000000000001,0.048,-0.9334,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,2,0,7,4,2,0,2,22,13,12,0,7,9,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,13,1,9,10,3,11,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,7,6,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35544953780174643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911802156300272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162059761167112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477682732040854,0.12137802438907598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580815913195026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753012554138647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064973931597162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409504492603566,0.11350020329915413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801732411386213,0.22762504839036685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669043000901266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222996209733803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475081733999546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26113830246727016,0.0,0.23682178914546526,0.1968446519458056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762305148951885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746763218342247,0.1867306513100597,0.2030586109169997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354681212593261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,G_DUB,2020/03/11,"I hate this cycle It's too much for me. My entire life almost, 6th grade onwards to the ripe age of 22, my life has been as follows: I'll pour myself into something, school for much of my life at this point, and work at it and let it completely occupy my mind. There's no room for any anxiety if I am always busy, and I *do* like being busy anyway because it helps me feel productive and worth something. But I keep at it and keep at it, too afraid to stop because the minute I slow down, the second I do, the anxiety will come crashing down on me and ruin all my efforts in one fell swoop.

Then, we get to the next part of the cycle: I'm having a hard time considering even my own bed and bedroom my comfort zone. I dryheave at the thought of getting out, and often even spending time alongside my family drains me into an anxiety attack. I lose sleep, worsening the issue, and I lose motivation, I lose self worth because I'm not being productive. I'm 22 and I can't even get a job because my anxiety makes it so I can't even live a life. I can't drive- too anxious an activity. No friends, too much of a hassle to maintain friendships when you're liable to disappear at the drop of a hat. No love life, how could I have one when I can't even exist without extreme amounts of solitude and even then only minimizing the anxiety- which still means weekly if not daily anxiety attacks. 

So I'm left with a choice. Would I rather work myself into anxiety just to lose all of my progress when it inevitably horribly hits, or settle into the anxiety that is always there, comforted in knowing it and why it exists even if life is hell living this way? I hate having to choose. I hate that I can't choose. I've been stuck in the second part for 2 years now, and there's no end in sight.",3.437129118068341,4.667194441988954,4.796347452424801,84.55521076324945,72.8121546961326,7.683404951913237,26.6670759156947,8.167268648758528,1.6435969715571923,1396,48,284,21,27,465,180,362,0.187,0.726,0.087,-0.9853,1,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,0,9,26,17,6,1,20,0,22,8,1,3,2,50,44,27,0,6,10,0,2,1,1,2,6,0,3,1,16,21,0,3,7,0,3,5,12,12,0,4,4,3,36,5,40,33,9,44,1,5,1,1,5,21,1,6,17,198,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582903138194551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602082972021855,0.0,0.0,0.05149653548392028,0.0,0.4634437902634278,0.08554925526736132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229937998662553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464839465660474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652315714979767,0.0793976691620798,0.0,0.0,0.060461352889038984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707109631078664,0.0,0.0,0.3501159207289065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138809202641748,0.0,0.03828953328586895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058506013699266175,0.0,0.1186917249044256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783596271898852,0.2242923690824084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050757796581590665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903866687336487,0.07514674783856966,0.1346181727472567,0.0,0.0,0.04161723828720962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227693394679986,0.07743535464393662,0.32092669210215435,0.036996084407604456,0.0,0.1337355626430633,0.0,0.0,0.3388737987261561,0.0,0.0,0.06834601492426848,0.0,0.050547946984864006,0.0,0.0,0.08248822827470513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646205710441259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700280849068824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053586472077909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262831043340402,0.05759332470445079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400858112174194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158590646798574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663913986831852,0.0,0.0,0.07899913013411647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578106915057148,0.0,0.0,0.1165957346751816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047518525849861,0.0633106448709653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011828736982903,0.08831332284824155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010807603964224,0.060743134663561314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833127988396984,0.0,0.0,0.07299752846534249,0.0,0.11025941374961602,0.0,0.0,0.05379384798580104,0.0,0.0,0.04876530623206393
anxiety,Queasyboi,2020/03/11,"No contact from my gf for over a day Typing this out, it seems kinda ridiculous but nonetheless I’ve been on the verge of freakin out for the last hour or so. Summary ~ me and my gf have been together for 2 years. We have a trip planned on Friday to go to the beach and stay at an Airbnb for the weekend. Last time I heard from her was yesterday morning, which is strange of her because she usually texts back within 1 or 2 hours. She is on a trip to an island in Georgia with 2 friends, she has been texting me everyday and telling me all about it (even the nights they all drank and she got fucked up). So here I am panicking because I haven’t heard from her, and I’m worried something happened as her 2 friends she went with post EVERYTHING on their Instagram stories and they haven’t posted a thing since yesterday morning... the rational side of me knows it’s most likely a coincidence but everything adding up doesn’t help.

I guess I just want to hear some stories (if any) about times where you guys were panicking, and it ended up being something completely rational.

I just need something to read to calm me down.

Thanks everyone.",4.589960762331838,5.859416278026906,4.82051289237668,85.32610566143501,70.0762331838565,8.624327354260089,31.42628923766816,9.017664075816787,2.5446325112107617,902,39,181,17,16,283,134,223,0.099,0.813,0.087,-0.4009,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,3,1,10,7,2,0,13,0,15,2,0,0,2,29,31,15,0,3,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,7,12,1,0,2,3,0,4,4,2,0,0,10,3,27,5,35,20,4,40,0,0,0,1,25,17,1,8,17,122,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944677736978323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124479078104027,0.0,0.17829051627013792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332764145476388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943113386812912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952336152494742,0.0,0.0,0.09658874467450083,0.0,0.0,0.13973656721144045,0.2628583654000754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259660563363975,0.13519456940443725,0.0,0.0,0.0831103608167967,0.0,0.11695979672984112,0.0,0.16109751872400951,0.1447984988883095,0.12931767986452533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648207260644839,0.0,0.09802017259988934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28802972118064185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036851783914004,0.2384067908303954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144444446725072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084335396906456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723434983193122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801109423094319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462774603120974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331294793431326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096949069755104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377432081463901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587012918668444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278183582898021,0.1346361979915162,0.0,0.0,0.09715395362250144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054497498802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106037138597934,0.0,0.08625489421102922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556398566068925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851167205621954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417240415607438
anxiety,drighryce,2020/03/11,Causal encounter with a stranger is ruining me and I'm feeling really low. Just had unprotected sex with a stranger 2 months out of a four year break up yesterday and the anxiety of a potential std and the cascading feeling of feeling absolutely nothing during sex with this person is miserable. I feel like I'm gonna have some terrible STD and I wont be loved and I feel so dirty for having sex with someone I don't even know or felt any attraction to on the first date. I drank last night to feel better and chuffed back a pack of smokes in 2 hrs. I am feeling honestly suicidal and I'm riddled with panic attacks.,4.3582113821138195,5.6970880731707325,5.569268292682931,79.47552845528458,70.70731707317074,9.694308943089432,33.178861788617894,9.994966539143718,3.433725203252031,495,24,96,13,9,165,82,123,0.24100000000000002,0.63,0.129,-0.9523,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,1,2,8,0,9,7,0,0,0,25,24,9,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,13,1,0,9,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,3,8,7,5,16,18,1,14,0,3,0,6,2,5,0,2,9,56,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281226070755506,0.0,0.14413014895940335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433913518590428,0.0,0.14487265942553856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662988265139636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244404505521155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6668464873479484,0.13459735375728266,0.18089939969946311,0.0,0.0,0.16025813035521566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035430639854726,0.1535761157554959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204570251856027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004385893214166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503839495902444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768063596008259,0.0,0.18078073196965236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105396114999248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450893724589194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069777052432636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963587507960164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206085691206726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213273497057008
anxiety,Sharp-Helicopter,2020/03/11,"i can’t do this i have really bad hypochondria. i’m a 15 year old girl, i’ve had this all my life. it’s self diagnosed but i DEFINITELY have it. idk what to do because it’s so horrible and it’s an everyday issue. i try talking to my mom about it because i want help for it and she literally starts getting angry at me about it. i really can’t do this anymore. it’s getting so hard. and i have no one to talk to about this issue because she gets mad at me about it. i just can’t do this.",-1.2465923984272609,0.7357272568807396,2.1693643512450858,93.37653669724772,92.94495412844036,5.6830930537352575,19.712319790301443,7.1686216300943375,0.4863127129750979,377,13,91,7,14,136,58,109,0.21,0.706,0.084,-0.9375,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,0,11,2,0,0,1,7,17,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,15,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,14,0,11,16,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,63,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999019795358136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837571128868256,0.3687858881209938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467826598085706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31607339100091536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064564135088165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516686945274847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209563805559736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424367591999561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361789979270225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160577716575135,0.0,0.13664843997128198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583741037240405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037290483156307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273431987027954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241695546369537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691230457944153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894290446797255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298609125141445
anxiety,viky71211,2020/03/11,"How do you stop overthinking your mistakes? I basically just got my first real job (paid intership), in my area of studies, and I am on a trial period. I haven't been able to stop my mind since I started working there a couple of days ago. I can't stop my mind... I am having headaches, and tension in my back and neck. I am miserable... all the time. 

Like... two days in I was ordered to close our area, I can't stop thinking that I might have left some office doors open. I wasn't exactly instructed to close them... but maybe I lack common sense? But maybe somebody could break into the area? THERE IS NO SOLUTION NOW. I am very aware of it but I can't. Tomorrow we will see if something happened. But even if (please God) nothing happens... I am not even sure how to ask if I did right or wrong without feeling embarassed of the question. It's like everything that was wrong with me skyrocketed. 

How do you stop these type of thoughts?
And if you want to give advice... I am open to it.",1.6416497461928934,3.8492534060913712,2.9266269035533017,91.62405203045687,80.92893401015229,6.173502538071066,24.063197969543147,7.365786028017652,1.006793096446701,759,28,162,11,20,245,117,197,0.166,0.79,0.044000000000000004,-0.9636,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,2,4,1,2,10,8,0,2,5,0,23,1,1,3,3,47,35,16,0,8,12,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,5,4,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,8,2,30,3,18,24,3,32,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,8,18,112,36,4,0.12490520055794105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205591638675355,0.11072092394606277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676950155900408,0.0,0.0,0.0960443892911503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972663901684432,0.138205228682478,0.0,0.16110704242089027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649974139190355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225674032765208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063155822383451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062442997867334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982044986037388,0.0,0.0,0.09989809919340677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090651269525546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239491383651369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570986587388734,0.0,0.0,0.12204474357446075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096812472095004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250467918680525,0.2522372921866748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984990864723227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710840188485401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992241052292953,0.0,0.0,0.1421694634633797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066683588060606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953327331384744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332287263625677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615812570548332,0.0,0.0,0.0884085438384498,0.0,0.0,0.5221317027554474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177216733335291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003420906658007,0.0,0.09916077719671326,0.07283322690635051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201423150962044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305987159112594,0.07367232347123036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040415608537895,0.0,0.09093247361993996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731284577264629,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notfrijolito,2020/03/11,"HELP Im stuck on the same problem and i cant seem to over ride it, even if there's solution, or a way out. I just feel so hopeless and im afraid that the people around me are giving up. How can i overcome and move on from a problem?",-1.1059748427672955,0.7080573018867966,1.4361320754717006,100.49935534591197,89.18867924528303,4.2880503144654085,18.26729559748428,5.46131890053228,-0.6475006289308172,179,5,46,1,6,61,42,53,0.2,0.6559999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.4825,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,7,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,8,6,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,3,0,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358029760655349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174953426404581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393334187414366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541009311418333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754620490110112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722404879331987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815298406750851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363725829281846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069165526564096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411405039482599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025264104186708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThisIsToday7,2020/03/11,"Things you do or tell yourself to make it through public interactions. I'll do my best to keep short. 

As the title says, what are some of the things you do or say to yourself to survive the social world?

Like when the mega rush of self centered, insecure, self demonizing, irrational thoughts come rampaging its way through your skull, what do you do to cope?

Not all social interactions gives me this. From time to time one on ones will but more often its when I'm among larger groups of people. Like going to the gym. Going to retail/grocery stores. Restaurants. Bars. Doctors offices. Basically anywhere you have to wait in line or an appointment and plenty of other eyes, ears, and conversations are in the room.

Sometimes the intensity starts turning into mass delusion and psychosis. Feeling like your going to explode on the inside and be humiliated. My first instinct is to get away ASAP. But that's not always appropriate or possible. Especially in work situations. I tell myself things like, ""there is no danger, ""no one cares about you. Their doing their own things."", ""Even if you do look or act weird, who cares."", Etc. This helps for like a few seconds then another wave comes crashing in. I try focusing on breathing. I get distracted easily and forget. It's like a never ending onslaught and I still don't know how to cope in the moment, at 29. I write or record myself when I'm alone. This helps tremendously but in public, in the moment, this is not possible unless, again, I leave ASAP.

Any thoughts guys/gals? I know meditation. I honestly feel like it's an impossible task for me. I've tried mindfulness but never am able to keep it going consistently and give up. Any other ideas of your experiences would be much appreciated! 🙏",3.8039535984848487,6.5967378593750015,4.601193181818182,79.34570075757577,76.65625,7.378787878787879,25.634469696969692,8.391295532112219,2.054052083333334,1385,51,240,28,33,445,188,320,0.081,0.78,0.139,0.9738,0,2,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,9,2,4,10,15,1,2,14,0,19,6,4,2,3,46,46,25,0,2,15,0,2,7,0,2,1,3,1,2,20,10,1,3,7,2,1,8,8,4,0,5,2,7,25,11,41,40,8,44,1,0,2,0,31,20,0,9,22,167,45,2,0.09941749273256743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296653972388868,0.0,0.0,0.0827233181227886,0.0,0.0,0.13521460845847288,0.10424790950097436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340600704598452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433252505095217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027255193388237,0.0,0.0,0.17127873392539028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175801649165292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805438988585282,0.0,0.11087678422416906,0.06566431632115595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724938461363616,0.0,0.0,0.10053694297401893,0.142047753345401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456446853087217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388307329415017,0.1907406360983476,0.22600500878774865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327489949566834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223024815626237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767336709971396,0.0,0.0,0.10927450802753748,0.0,0.0,0.10526877005105664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399925562432246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348565495999102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636194838847162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038332691847604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308329628176216,0.0,0.15335379857874706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202103598061568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892357163102529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241565706063928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812156109382364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742825413915256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174942726106392,0.0,0.20268722780154508,0.0,0.0,0.09832644241121598,0.0,0.07036821305513813,0.0,0.07939493811903907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379054130326982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641942584104432,0.0,0.0,0.15785276837591564,0.11594227901331662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134995903259594,0.10813768364133296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891297822773086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237711876593285,0.0,0.0,0.07062333441000031,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ghostghoul04,2020/03/11,"Can you get in trouble for not going to group therapy? Should I go to DBT group tomorrow? I’m terrified?

I’m 19. 

I started going to therapy last month because I thought I was bipolar. I see my therapist once a week. I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality disorder and social anxiety and seasonal depression. Not on any medication. There is a DBT group therapy of 6 girls (19-22 years old) that started at the end of February. The first meet was the 26th and then last Wednesday. With another therapist who I’ve never met. I didn’t show up at the last two (they didn’t put me on the list though so it didn’t matter but this week they did).

I currently don’t have a job or any friends (haven’t had friends or a job in months, can’t keep either). And i sit in my house most of the time or take my dogs for walks sometimes (but that causes anxiety if it’s crowded on the walking trail).

I am supposed to see my therapist Thursday and group is tomorrow and I got a group text message as confirmation that group is tomorrow and there’s other girls replying. I never said anything. Someone is bringing their cat and snacks for the group.

I’m scared there might be people I went to school with there at group (I was bullied a lot and virtually had no friends all 4 years and sat alone at lunch a lot, I have RBF so I guess that doesn’t help and a strong fight or flight response and tend to come off rude when I feel uncomfortable and I shut down). There is someone in the group named Rachel and I knew 3 Rachel’s that went to that school that absolutely hated my guts for no reason and made my life hell.  Idk if it’s her because I don’t know the last name. 

I’m also scared they are going to judge me (you know the looks on peoples faces to know they are judging you, that certain look and then the way they look at others after looking at you or if they start whispering) and won’t like me for whatever reason.

I’m having massive anxiety thinking about it, my therapist thinks it would be good for me to try it out so we can use some of what they teach me there in our 1 on 1 sessions and so I can potential try to make friends. She also told me about meet me.com meet ups and I’m too scared to do that, I don’t trust people and I hate driving. Driving gives me massive anxiety.

Hell going to the grocery store is a complete nightmare which is why my parents go most of the time for me. I always feel like people hate me.",2.502456719656585,4.338877774847877,3.7929572149629713,88.28959054672394,76.52535496957405,7.2635312986461615,25.86673899712251,8.133680483312611,1.5320485777631017,1905,71,403,33,43,623,226,493,0.159,0.759,0.08199999999999999,-0.9907,4,1,0,0,1,0,45.0,2,4,8,2,17,22,7,3,23,0,39,8,2,6,4,71,90,41,0,5,13,1,2,2,4,4,4,2,0,3,21,26,2,1,11,1,1,15,16,12,0,2,20,10,57,10,53,64,7,70,2,1,6,0,48,22,2,15,33,255,78,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303099819747669,0.0,0.1127796701884382,0.058673104028891074,0.0,0.0,0.09590356103141184,0.0739398343507706,0.2157713592113185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802682321085473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596907743352633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243706403341325,0.0,0.06074136774001548,0.07393234456146072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073340537725538,0.071569990598292,0.0,0.0,0.08081488758508465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245426918567875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130775998498418,0.05037505021700174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997897535849581,0.0,0.0,0.21791505012076773,0.0,0.0368405336279028,0.06764323191027932,0.2404475973504448,0.0591436034105557,0.056396302125472725,0.0,0.0776788656585038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885324328168944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726389257586607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136342134592794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994806932009451,0.06267587724437754,0.0,0.0,0.1162575690149819,0.2299125302943509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498059599437171,0.068898930880813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685522435726666,0.0,0.0,0.11989656855380232,0.0,0.06672183258879151,0.04706848793924372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103520321395854,0.0,0.07480396504832705,0.0,0.0,0.11256683435397374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876913041472568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739923382178425,0.07509486199980256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829719503946694,0.0,0.0,0.19554147392140656,0.06156990270292743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088581325120799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449997958837604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707474121588371,0.0,0.21178975011163706,0.14272739629350814,0.11238068789431918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187990685090466,0.1194921742380071,0.0,0.06973991995607302,0.0,0.14973002456633486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530175782718646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419159184207941,0.3274876797301914,0.0,0.0903647511080971,0.06927941941128453,0.05598005562603955,0.08223429079328765,0.0,0.0,0.06737892748425202,0.0,0.0957484401637209,0.0,0.06888170565189375,0.0,0.0,0.0609012558109752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597054719097128,0.11312378333228106,0.0,0.0,0.13073393946319778,0.06362770824411107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050090957915330615,0.0,0.0,0.09081710989863667
anxiety,pmrockey,2020/03/11,"""Just think about how lucky you are!"" **Stupid thing to say No. 1:**""Just think about how lucky you are!"" ...Sweet Jesus. You've cured me....

Okay, I'm not going to start by saying I'm not actually lucky. I have a good life with a loving husband and a daughter in an area I like and blah blah blah. I guess I should acknowledge that I'm capable of ""seeing the bright side."" But that brain of mine doesn't give a flying fart in space about that when it gets rough. Instead it goes something like this:

""You're right our daughter is so cute and smart... Dear god I'm going to screw her up somehow. What if she turns into a crackhead?  God, I'm so selfish for having a child when my brain works like this. What if she goes through this? I love her so much I want to cry. I just want to hug her and play with her all day. But actually please be tired and go to bed because I'm having a mental breakdown. I'd love to get up and play with her but me needy the couchy and a nice warm blanket. And the shades drawn. And movies. And lots of cake. Do we have beef jerky? I'm going to eat all the cheese. Then I'll be happy.. for like ten seconds until I feel bad about everything I just ate and go into a food coma simultaneously. I think I'll start a cleanse and eat healthy. (goes to the store) Better buy oreos just in case! (Eats oreos and a pint of ben and jerry's) Dear god I'll always be this fat....""

You get the picture. Yes, I'm very ""lucky"" to think like this.... all day...everyday. I'm so thankful for my ability to turn positive things into miserable piles of garbage. No. It's not always this humorous.

So as I'm breaking myself down, people think its a good idea to remind me that I'm crappy at appreciating my life. I get why non-depressed people think that might be a good idea, but it is so, so misguided. Does anyone just go, ""Wow, I see that you are questioning your self-worth and disgustingly anxious. Let me just say you are really good at (insert something positive here). The world is a better place because you routinely do that thing.""?

No. No, they don't. They just assume that in the overwhelming chaos that is my brain I'm capable of forming a rational positive thought about my value on planet earth with that broad nonsense.

So what's depression like? Let's put it in perspective. It's like playing a game of freeze tag with yourself except nobody likes playing and its awful. 

**Actual depression freeze tag reviews:** 

""This game is the tits."" -*Hell Weekly*.

""I just couldn't stop playing!""- *Girl stuck in the well during the Silence of the Lambs film*.

""Whoopsie Daisy!""-*(insert deity of choice here)*. 

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Now this is the part of the blog where I'm supposed to say something uplifting and helpful... So how do you ""fight depression and anxiety?"" Who the hell knows? I'm still worrying about it while I've become one with my couch. If you figure it out, feel free to reach out. I'll be here with my Ben and Jerry's in pajamas I haven't changed out of in two days not engaging in any part of society and ordering take out online because calling in an order or making food is too stressful and exhausting. ",1.3274868374868376,3.858837090909091,2.521421551421554,91.81178483678488,85.55844155844156,5.602457002457003,20.66198666198666,7.05792874025711,0.5675413127413127,2432,76,499,35,74,776,284,616,0.141,0.642,0.217,0.9917,0,0,3,0,1,0,142.0,2,9,2,3,38,58,6,3,33,3,31,21,5,4,3,93,83,47,0,7,21,3,6,11,0,2,6,4,2,2,35,36,7,1,16,9,3,7,12,15,1,4,3,14,47,44,70,70,8,54,3,5,3,6,40,31,4,14,21,299,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.20014869754081213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377347538491782,0.07407550776147571,0.08307326682621267,0.04649183651064593,0.0,0.05230049149502782,0.07723513731791913,0.0,0.047803726202448674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057083505947432236,0.125027483339272,0.07550586991370238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209299348310743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289602126145041,0.06981024894245799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723231152432923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509782956497199,0.13227298425468234,0.0,0.2355372437200165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059828335047641526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986922004131128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061443761541885786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913671783420862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653390540999284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428755343783251,0.06558376029424727,0.2331269092652989,0.2293716488390593,0.0,0.0,0.07531384828024715,0.0,0.0,0.07277783649914134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582489206577377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435581726903894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757266037979781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981957482844332,0.09657912686685922,0.26720491258670803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058123093693727125,0.1851113898529409,0.0,0.04563543673540718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889775529615168,0.07252647713958814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050257538014974304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463271808986402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480693811379981,0.0,0.09479400075276782,0.0,0.07142885951570149,0.07504632618240052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872761772672675,0.0765865746808876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043797586877915365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838495918743007,0.0,0.2174724122191253,0.0,0.0,0.10895913587244817,0.0,0.0713215871352242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789653954632973,0.0,0.0,0.09678088763347012,0.0,0.05459789478201035,0.057157789802064735,0.07831405314722692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140340055565956,0.0,0.0,0.06294305628588888,0.0,0.0,0.13625979184980574,0.26284049453388764,0.0,0.054275682071289216,0.0,0.07857769455822024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487271106520078,0.06678452735854859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056409852594148976,0.08064913808098338,0.0,0.05483980348161966,0.0,0.06147005377972546,0.0,0.06169049360457812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049771917563342205,0.0694299057221976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307326682621267,0.0
anxiety,GizmoGator,2020/03/11,"I had to talk to a lot of children today, and it was scary I always knew because of my anxiety I would probably be bad at talking to children, but today I was put in a situation where I was forced to talk to many kindergarteners, and it was REALLY stressful and scary. I looked at other people just talking to the kids in high pitched voices, making them laugh and telling jokes. And whenever I walk up to them I just wanted to die afterwards. I always feel like I’m going to be judged, or they are thinking “jeez who is this ugly person.” They’re just kids and they probably don’t think like this at all, but it feels so threatening. Maybe I need Duolingo on talking to kids from that one Saturday Night Live skit. I talked to a total of 5 kids, and I wanted to cry afterwards. But I guess it’s okay now.",4.2793771043771045,5.092565759259259,5.3042536475869815,83.26459595959598,70.41975308641976,8.60695847362514,27.690235690235692,8.841846274778883,1.9988814814814817,631,21,128,11,11,208,96,162,0.223,0.688,0.08900000000000001,-0.981,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,6,7,0,1,4,1,11,0,0,1,2,28,24,12,1,4,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,7,9,7,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,6,4,18,5,23,15,3,19,0,0,1,0,19,9,1,3,9,86,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579594220451792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919916572597767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827118454971894,0.07904719876455632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243923580307302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345796612494462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311327013215131,0.0926381142186117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369591325794685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428489619016993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370061960837584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267029412572738,0.0,0.11450326033752893,0.0,0.10889230498413446,0.0,0.0,0.11024298699714352,0.0,0.0,0.086557451417515,0.13146763916884704,0.13027353179109338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615057204370772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216889283337194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786949346390864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989863691239168,0.1132250916763866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796179380800244,0.0,0.0,0.13035675470608848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083071572654595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575740851462118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853949771319747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6253554281707783,0.11333954699177165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661779015291781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245828879701555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296849007457827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211567751676293,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phelps_1247,2020/03/11,"Losing my voice while public speaking, even to a small group. I have always dreaded any form of public speaking and social interactions with people I don't know well.  When I was a child, it was reading aloud or giving a presentation. Now as an adult in a management position, I have to address my small team of six people during weekly meetings. Even when all I'm doing is making positive announcements, I will start to lose my voice. My director has been kind enough to jump in and save me a few times now. He recently pulled me aside and asked if I was OK, as this keeps happening.  Now I'm even more uncomfortable.  Does anyone have any advice or exercises that would help?",5.404236111111113,6.7407164375000015,5.997291666666667,77.39631944444444,68.21875,9.126388888888886,27.503472222222207,9.444778638647367,2.410377430555556,536,17,97,11,9,174,88,128,0.102,0.763,0.135,0.6732,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,1,6,1,13,1,0,1,1,13,22,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,2,3,4,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,3,1,1,4,4,12,4,11,16,5,17,0,2,0,0,15,4,0,3,11,67,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842306818671349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687321050755465,0.0,0.0,0.2564156058744849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318255239761507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762513897756086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498508051182104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480331242639828,0.0,0.3735695938281872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808564781854297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671767607635052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636860947069312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675753524112421,0.0,0.196326419545712,0.10361191553915083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218367779444485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584615964973395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614078401777211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858239856399844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615199245899308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218399887507204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344348063086392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099341633962526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122850043315944,0.0,0.16951235169486412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392728262181966,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jdriver1212,2020/03/11,"School Stress and Health Anxiety Rant Hi all. I’ve been looking at this sub for a bit and was feeling like I could rant some to get some stuff off my chest just because I’ve been so anxious for the past 2 months or so and it’s been the most anxious I’ve ever been. So thanks to whomever decides to actually read my little sob story. 

For context I’ve had absolutely terrible anxiety over my health since January or so. I was diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and social anxiety disorder as a young adult in 2018 and ADHD-PI shortly after. I took 2 SSRIs for my anxiety that helped mostly but they had undesired sexual side effects. I was seeing a great psychologist home in eastern NC where I live and he was helping me out a lot. I saw him on my Tuesdays off of work and I went to an early college high school so I was taking college classes mostly and attempting to work full-time and the stress was terrible and he helped me out a lot with that. And eventually we got to the topic of my attentiveness and the reasoning behind it and he tested me for ADHD and diagnosed me with primarily inattentive ADHD. After stopping my SSRIs for anxiety I was put on Adderall for my ADHD and it helped but I was getting terrible dry mouth and found that it didn’t last long enough for me to get through a day or work. So I was switched to Adderall XR. That worked so much better for my anxiety and ADHD and lasted around 8 hours. I came to the conclusion that the ADHD was exacerbating the anxiety and the Adderall felt like it could just make my mind feel more at ease. But I felt rather irritable on it. I would snap at my friends and girlfriend for seemingly no reason. And also around this time I lost my Medicaid so I was struggling to actually get my medicine. So eventually I had to stop taking it. This was in the fall of 2019 and my first year of university, 2.5 hours away from home where I study computer science. I got the student health insurance offered at my university and was feeling fine for most of the fall semester. I was getting my adderall prescription even though I couldn’t see my doctor back home. My mother was getting my prescription and was able to get it to me when I visited. My anxiety felt under control and I had never had a panic or anxiety attack or anything, it was mainly just a constant worry that I felt. 

Back home for Christmas break I decided to ask my doctor about trying a different stimulant for my ADHD to see if I wasn’t as irritable on it. She recommended that I try a non-stimulant which I was against because it seemed to me that stimulants just worked better. So I convinced her to give me another stimulant, Vyvanse in December. I took that once and was feeling chest pains. I’m still not 100% sure if it was more me being anxious about it or if it was just acid reflux or something like that but I went to the ER and had an EKG done and it came back normal and I was okay. Well this wasn’t my only visit while I was home for Christmas break. I went back the following week because I had my first panic attack. I was taking robitussin for a cold that I had and apparently took too much and it started to make me dizzy and I was home alone and started panicking feeling like I was dying. And we went back to the ER that night and they said I was dehydrated and had a bad reaction to the robitussin so they gave me fluids and Ativan to calm me down. The Ativan helped me calm down that night but the next day when it wore off my anxiety was even worse. I felt dizzy a lot and could never calm down completely. Whenever I laid down I felt the room spinning and it freaked me out a lot. I attempted breathing exercises and meditation and calming things and nothing could keep me calm. So I went back to the ER because my mother wanted to just see if they could give me something to calm myself down until I saw my doctor the next day. And by the time we went to the doctor I felt better and wasn’t feeling too dizzy. They checked me for vertigo and they said it didn’t seem like it and I just left and took Benadryl to help me sleep that night. I did exercises that were supposed to help with vertigo and the dizziness went away so I’m assuming I did have it even if it was mild. And I saw my doctor the next day and we decided to take a non-stimulant for my anxiety. And I was fine mostly for the rest of Christmas break. I started taking the non-stimulant medication and went back to school. The problem with the medicine was that it just didn’t work for anything. I felt slightly anxious a lot of the time and still couldn’t focus

This gets me to the latest part of my anxiety story now that I’ve gone through pretty much every aspect of it up until New Years 2020. This year has been a very difficult one for me so far. Easily the most difficult I’ve had in my life so far. It began when in January I started getting bad heartburn and acid reflux and that was making me very anxious. I kept crying because I didn’t know what it was and didn’t know why I was feeling this way. My girlfriend was very supportive of me and helped me stay reasonably calm. I just kept getting the acid reflux and everything and was seeing the health center at school quite frequently because I just wanted answers and he was telling me that I could try various things for it and it should go away. I was taking Pepcid for my acid reflux and it was helping somewhat but not enough and I was still feeling rather anxious. So I decided to schedule an appointment with a GI doctor. They gave me an endoscopy eventually and said that I had some inflammation in my stomach and it was most likely from me taking so much ibuprofen because I get a lot of headaches and he prescribed me something to take daily for that. I’ve been taking that since and the heartburn has gotten quite a bit better but I’ve still had breathing troubles and I wasn’t sure why. I know that GERD can cause breathing difficulties but it was hard for me to accept that and I don’t know why. I think it’s that I want specific answers as to why I’m feeling a certain way. So I scheduled an appointment with a pulmonologist and I have a breathing test scheduled for next week to see if I have any respiratory disorders. I feel weird about how I want the breathing test to go. At one point my mind was telling itself that I wanted to have some debilitating thing like asthma because then I’d know the exact cause of my troubles and there’s something to help it. I’ve talked myself out of that thought because if I did have something my breathing would probably be worse and the coronavirus would have a larger likelihood of killing me. Which makes for another thing I’ve been worried about. I live on a college campus 30 minutes away from a confirmed case of the virus and honestly it scares the hell out of me thinking of me or someone I love like my girlfriend getting it. I’m scared that if I end up getting it I’ll be one of those people that die and I won’t be able to have my story unfold how I feel I deserve. I want to be able to live a good, happy life and have kids and raise them and be able to provide a service to the world. I want to be a game developer or something similar and the thought of that not happening scares me so much and I’ve started to write journals about a lot of the things I’ve been thinking and I suppose this is one of those entries. Because I don’t want to feel forgotten. It scares me to think that I would spend 21 years on Earth and to accomplish none of my life goals. I feel like that’s why I’m scared of having something like heart disease or a respiratory disorder or a virus. I get overly scared that everything is going to cause great harm to me and I’m terrified of going out of this world without even living up to my potential. And school hasn’t been the best for me this semester either and if anything I think it’s worsened my anxiety and stress levels. I’m struggling in computer science because I can’t find the motivation to focus in class and one of my teachers is a first-year teacher with no prior experience and he sits there and goes over a PowerPoint and I just can’t find myself even trying in the class. I’ve had no motivation to do much of my hw or studying and last week I got my prescription for adderall back after talking to my doctor again. I had it yesterday and was completely fine. I got a good amount of my work done and didn’t feel irritable and felt that it was my most productive day of the semester. And today I took it and it all fell down. My heart was POUNDING. I was sitting down in class and my heart rate felt extremely fast. I panicked and couldn’t take it and did a walk in at the health center and got an EKG done and they said it was fine and said the medicine for acid reflux may have made the adderall dosage feel stronger and the doctor recommended that I see the counseling center and see about getting psychiatric help from someone in the community so I have an appointment to get a referral first thing next week. He said it was clear I probably have some sort of mood disorder(my father, sister and aunt all are bipolar). So at this point I’m feeling like I might be bipolar because I feel like I have times of complete joy and like everything’s fine but I never thought they were manic episodes up to this point. 

So yeah, that’s where I’m at right now. Thanks to anyone who decided this was worth their time and if anyone would like to discuss anything or has tips to deal with health anxiety or anxiety in general I’d love to talk :)",4.76600607385215,5.72204244244984,5.580713882272047,81.20218507240328,69.4012671594509,8.829573602481931,30.574461989309363,9.08043090450226,2.5040827795650062,7582,301,1487,140,129,2479,519,1894,0.131,0.742,0.127,-0.8191,3,1,7,0,0,0,99.0,4,0,11,27,79,85,4,13,97,2,145,47,14,20,12,328,304,175,3,37,51,5,28,14,4,9,31,6,7,2,108,129,0,6,63,4,3,28,30,33,4,8,145,52,213,51,213,133,44,205,1,2,12,2,75,80,2,52,103,1046,321,40,0.09189512260008796,0.0,0.0448381918134422,0.0,0.19327013901395812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023793908223693188,0.0,0.018372124085624247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015622958646521794,0.0481800242647676,0.2811980690442232,0.1557229974470869,0.0,0.032127603195003566,0.0,0.07562185592798051,0.04090307100572844,0.02147738367534615,0.05227198418411885,0.08633849268523751,0.14132335386414305,0.038364294454619065,0.16805524139196892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02410956542256785,0.0812737681618506,0.05016283662560545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052551769557253394,0.0,0.07080120344011838,0.0,0.0,0.07226271575123996,0.024826495297574462,0.02576704849921918,0.11005616673298294,0.0,0.025235619278417675,0.07408093972905455,0.023684959074849528,0.0,0.04663580753097751,0.0476863144450565,0.024002711059316582,0.10531977191975583,0.18811710382189054,0.0,0.07053046179374013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020347950676555503,0.04747611338028822,0.0,0.07586982724226954,0.020781099871709143,0.019356401048678144,0.0,0.061942058070935814,0.022472765798602967,0.0,0.0,0.19747597428590344,0.08206236743377067,0.2205843219392813,0.0,0.04199523861798242,0.07816594433898967,0.0,0.025189564684323963,0.017749485941280063,0.0,0.19204563490892854,0.044077087586153,0.052226115897561334,0.03853863445119643,0.09187115540312683,0.05065734854243933,0.0,0.0,0.02031563835673871,0.02445601669766374,0.020579994952022986,0.0,0.0,0.14652032717134558,0.0,0.08167212205415149,0.16938724993517312,0.024273060604832117,0.13826745095730145,0.0,0.045249092449140035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020420151823198084,0.02541708444046521,0.0,0.06312894514491549,0.056180092498275734,0.0,0.0,0.024961079896623845,0.0,0.04868118206556391,0.1571336028516315,0.02302576364005406,0.08114507685256994,0.020331072932553044,0.01929218965150946,0.0,0.025078595437714846,0.13672040730934687,0.04146946798585379,0.021738346733828143,0.06134070791288021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023143667040589944,0.0,0.02437155075322172,0.04639393873567384,0.0,0.0183374525321952,0.0,0.10133023304908356,0.0,0.05315638777784743,0.022188220510479712,0.12216438176578685,0.06467801056039106,0.02250942724152929,0.022043962139986616,0.0,0.0,0.0244663266091842,0.07783814167285673,0.017472595422546262,0.0244457223835948,0.053909563230472184,0.0,0.02487836566539281,0.02193107316791135,0.01592712683397363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515294548925521,0.0,0.0,0.02337259414430344,0.049539242393572484,0.021982805405222742,0.0,0.023094994954065598,0.0,0.048870887239710295,0.022979997681337752,0.0,0.0,0.07086261835796008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01961948314851393,0.13111995804602194,0.0,0.138004573434663,0.11625346264717215,0.14645703002127816,0.06274340120676565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800829751639366,0.0,0.02299037203965431,0.02341887621627954,0.038931219584055085,0.12380437119230872,0.0,0.0,0.08130480094742817,0.024486993414142528,0.07338756361419932,0.03841421864243908,0.07894916434289323,0.04803436735592592,0.02629948241541105,0.0,0.026070374030027044,0.04330503275823925,0.0,0.17273423926537576,0.055396363965430524,0.040160193796981485,0.04230234119553275,0.0,0.0,0.09157655420928464,0.07360335499964553,0.022571622844391133,0.054715846919750025,0.0669809812363892,0.0,0.02177645780255773,0.0,0.12762357808595332,0.0623907560911873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056867325135648975,0.10840424846011952,0.036471035477038664,0.07371272432144434,0.0,0.02065618784450937,0.17037539861623674,0.10365131846825933,0.0,0.0,0.02214590472534688,0.0,0.11707630150736086,0.04666197884789601,0.04682449037472525,0.0815995731190372,0.0,0.0,0.0739718075681417
anxiety,reddandy26,2020/03/11,"How to deal with muscle pain and twitches. Hey fellow redditors!  


So, like most of you here, I live with anxiety; Most specifically, and as it's the case with many, one of the ways my body deals with it is by contracting the muscles all over my body.   


i've been going through a rough beginning of the year, and even tho Im proud as hell I haven't experienced any major setbacks, my legs have been aching nonstop for the last month or so – I cannot deal with my calves anymore. I honestly feel like I've just completed an Olympian workout by midday, and all I've done is basically nothing that can cause me so much soreness. The motherfuckers even twitch by late afternoon!  


Does anyone else experience similar things? Howe do you deal with it? Is there something you recommend on trying before taking it to my psychiatrist?  


Any advice will be greatly appreciated",4.860258002866701,6.899959956521741,5.437515527950313,78.13666507405638,70.55279503105591,8.92900143334926,29.775919732441483,9.466822959209583,2.835521356903965,687,28,125,16,13,221,109,161,0.075,0.8140000000000001,0.111,0.7272,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,10,7,1,0,8,0,13,7,3,2,2,19,17,12,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,3,13,5,20,12,6,10,1,0,0,0,9,2,1,3,8,81,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369545901472287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906158835976062,0.0,0.10721564415540988,0.0,0.1389927970446836,0.09799730655134746,0.14360194856428424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925874875356487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31135382150664304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397437193623025,0.0,0.0,0.14694635979585424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779608720952121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264767113112883,0.14342381832131526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707873665290244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513771284164124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709522653497067,0.0,0.0,0.07086489558219736,0.10012438125464893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965142401901093,0.0,0.0,0.15451771126717345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138785405428787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424231707586137,0.15809718865762756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369420535330796,0.0,0.12375649255856447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420917959936806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186772609590656,0.0,0.10302760371674026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447930754912485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497039893829907,0.0,0.14913125860984472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789560297586193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053766139631316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311054216413936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515378432570544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124587234830692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025308061000732
anxiety,EmerARR,2020/03/11,"To anyone that gets anxiety from worrying this might help you I like this girl so I tend to overthink every single interaction that she has with other boys(I dont stalk her she is just my classmate). I worry because deep down I believe that  I dont have what it takes to talk to her (she likes me or atleast used to like me so its a bigger blow to my selfesteem)and spark something between us. When I suspect that she will have a date with someone I worry and imagine them together and the uncertainity of it only makes it worse. This always spikes my adrenaline and sends me into fight or flight mode which sucks because now I wont be able sleep, do homework, eat or simply enjoy anything at all. My chest tightens, heartrate goes wild, and I feel like crap. I was in my usual routine of worrying but this time I made the story in my head even more ridiculous. I imagined them having sex and one of them just craps himself in the middle of the act and the other person starts to lick the turd. Then out of nowhere an octopus comes and rapes her like in a hentai (why did I used to watch that) and then her will eventually succumbs and she starts to enjoy it and then she craps herself but this time its explosive diarrhea. Yeah weird shit. As stupid as all of this sounds it did help me. I started to take my problems less seriously and that weird story that you have read made me realize just how ridiculous and shallow are my problems. It makes me look like a spoiled brat crying because his candy bar is pink and he wants a blue one if you compare to someone who lives in a abusive house or someone has an incurable disease. I worry about stupid stuff all the time and when I do this I feel a little better.",4.8965799689440965,5.920774473214292,5.103224637681159,84.4946739130435,69.14880952380952,7.629192546583853,29.19202898550725,7.7425588080867325,1.7438536749482405,1357,49,265,15,23,427,180,336,0.191,0.721,0.08800000000000001,-0.9905,0,0,1,0,1,0,23.0,1,3,3,1,11,26,11,1,16,1,21,11,7,7,3,50,40,31,0,4,10,0,2,6,0,4,0,1,1,2,28,19,2,0,6,2,0,3,3,17,0,2,5,8,51,9,33,30,6,30,0,0,4,2,30,13,5,7,20,191,79,2,0.097219302119686,0.11518897559390005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089424743949274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743725000206281,0.0,0.0,0.06797799650344995,0.0,0.08000320202311442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779195264566686,0.0,0.0,0.10953286161141106,0.0,0.0859825722820757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374582039079656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679083831173916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788059606538244,0.0,0.0,0.09947961689382033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421243215297719,0.0,0.08191145506995368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831400052979763,0.06945348885963874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050793072778816256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997750517441384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303280978317784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217802173275608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284978641674278,0.09743928115100002,0.08584642491186563,0.0,0.08163972847362336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398250866006285,0.12978927817028685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313431611006764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175663034322802,0.07393966013155705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848881446876169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605148474999214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724561104354064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997942165469462,0.0,0.0,0.09728951273699024,0.0,0.24712079759235006,0.07484416847709695,0.0,0.0,0.2064369672759469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129284141279416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461936322051427,0.07814119244209118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700680706487195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694285015303547,0.16793252508075926,0.10707332624528647,0.0,0.05734246325545344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772529866789552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936546021988394,0.09907477453730247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,novalife2k16,2020/03/11,"I hung out with my crush and really wanted her to be my first kiss, ended up being friendzoned A couple days ago I managed the courage to ask if she would like to hang out and meet my friends after having dyed my hair a couple months back. 

I should’ve been direct, she told a secret to which I don’t even know if I should believe but she said she’s getting married but it’s not a love marriage but out of convenience for financial reasons.


I had begun over thinking at this point, she continued to meet my friends and everything went well, we hung out after and this is where I felt like I should have told her that I wanted to kiss her but I kept wanting to build our conversation and it got more and more intimate and we started making plans to hang out again but then she said the word “friend” which really hit the nerve because not only did she say the thing about the marriage but also called me a friend, I couldn’t kiss her like this.

I realized if I even managed to do that, will she block me off, will I catch feelings and fall harder and then become guilty? 

All these thoughts poured in and I stayed up all night thinking about it, in the end I realized it’s not worth crushing over someone who’s less than me but a part of me still wants to try it so I messaged her yesterday morning what’s her schedule this week, she said she’d come back to me but never did. 

There’s a saying that the more you want something the more resistance it causes and I feel like that is what happened..

Everyone says to work on yourself but I’m happy with whom I am, I’m not looking to date, I just want to feel something romantic and go back to my normal life. 

TL;DR - overcomplicated anticipatory anxious thinking got me nowhere but messed up for a few days",3.9452991452991455,5.2589222336182315,4.433404558404561,87.32224358974364,71.67806267806267,7.223361823361825,26.605413105413103,7.61054688173877,1.3088951566951563,1388,46,285,16,26,439,179,351,0.049,0.79,0.16,0.9899,0,0,2,1,0,0,21.0,3,1,0,3,15,16,0,0,16,0,20,6,1,3,3,72,56,29,0,14,18,0,5,4,4,5,1,6,0,0,22,22,0,2,13,0,1,7,7,1,1,1,15,12,52,15,41,31,9,50,0,0,1,4,44,17,0,3,29,205,74,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861844436886344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775111078826767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983701875697936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089261697783872,0.0,0.0,0.2242809750532281,0.0,0.05926769649823385,0.1073778067595829,0.0,0.10953972272591007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927799559622433,0.0,0.0,0.09987725946402233,0.0,0.08375106621067256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151560937960078,0.0,0.12540466905902656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222567842386932,0.0,0.0,0.12843290881137093,0.0,0.0,0.09290302847790728,0.08737991312420057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474802383459377,0.06945783941099304,0.09335162321637028,0.0,0.0,0.08269986869571931,0.0,0.0,0.300464386463646,0.0,0.05079625444578785,0.0,0.055255430785620924,0.0,0.1555200552468283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597609297909882,0.10349823759287813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343253273310362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867316960635983,0.18999766178271613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164484236836222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774971213648544,0.0,0.06489870407114476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760438024261605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498621600053097,0.0,0.0,0.0912394440840334,0.0952602411718976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394429169569879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528562489922166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190942138404938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457015131904033,0.09996389575530268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27745083630712,0.23195260197811315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237875906169055,0.14969771339888732,0.0,0.0,0.06881663281414467,0.10362933153191176,0.07764432357488586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459223022471365,0.1868943160505936,0.0,0.0771861009992525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580605695581456,0.0,0.06600965906829255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440763310488737,0.0,0.07798834484938809,0.0,0.08741730363221342,0.0901289123651988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078124326332115,0.0,0.0,0.06906612888400854,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,codbla69,2020/03/11,"Everyone else stressing about coronavirus is stressing me out Is anyone worried about this? Because to me I don’t assume it’s any worse than the flu. But everyone shutting down schools and things of that nature has me confused on how serious it is. 
I live in Ohio and they are closing colleges. I truthfully don’t understand why.",3.5430444964871204,6.5403313606557365,4.0577517564402825,81.49163934426231,79.65573770491805,7.420140515222482,33.304449648711945,8.418075326091056,3.31596299765808,267,15,44,6,7,84,48,61,0.248,0.708,0.044000000000000004,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,7,1,0,1,1,10,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,0,33,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428201325883546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891766321199478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726432435765946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018082670145476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616782000288169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133186948291478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24449085892242575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.553455887445524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604943621029763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514922727666434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179874844473121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533521470596106,0.2461896534012596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TMJ-Doc,2020/03/11,Self-Administered SPG Blocks to treat anxiety How many hav e used SPG Blocks or SGB blocks to treat anxiety?,4.2940000000000005,7.111812400000005,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,75.0,10.0,25.0,10.125756701596842,2.8654999999999995,88,3,17,3,2,27,14,20,0.35700000000000004,0.431,0.212,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6707531230778477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444711248871072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573492136146418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786388303237952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BattleSquidZ,2020/03/11,"Got very drunk and got arrested while the police used his body cam. As title suggests, I was very drunk and in a sorry state, when I got arrested for pretty much being a fool. I don't remember to much but I know they recorded me on there body cam. Im terrified right now I might end up on TV. Can they do that?",0.4115584415584443,2.4424275151515147,2.5689610389610387,93.4377272727273,84.45454545454545,6.195670995670996,18.51948051948052,7.447530270364453,0.3282753246753249,240,6,55,4,7,81,48,66,0.243,0.726,0.031,-0.9061,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,4,2,1,0,7,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,7,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534499509295026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807846874114967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897465609887807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047847256236386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217588243705152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653301871480954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30009499561413505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765762575010085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312217146834557,0.1743124988142362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848925022496155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628922151056778,0.0,0.3368313517823201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Responsible_Panda,2020/03/11,"remaining calm during mass panics - a superpower of anxiety sufferers? I noticed that now that Europe is breaking into a Coronovirus panic, I sort of start to feel normal again. I always been the kind who likes to go against the stream consciously, but this time especially I feel like having all these panic attacks and anxieties (especially health)  has ""prepared"" me for this. While everyone else is buying sanitizer and toilet paper in bulk, I am sitting here relaxed for the first time in a long while, having a long nap, cooking food and somehow living a day to day live that resembles someone without GAD. How come? 

What do you feel right now? Do you have the same impression?",6.467759412304865,8.43352181818182,6.621928374655647,71.53269054178145,66.35537190082644,9.34471992653811,33.2791551882461,9.725611199111238,3.5943987144168967,544,24,84,12,9,174,87,121,0.142,0.738,0.121,-0.4103,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,6,11,1,3,9,0,10,3,0,1,1,17,16,7,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,4,3,1,2,1,5,0,1,1,3,8,6,12,15,2,22,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,15,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284421542907429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617412671483026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756098860606924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296982077600972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991023771244675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895025070126204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750020035782727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415129798507026,0.11027676274277301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130085640949152,0.18665602175850976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772789483041762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408036007398347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074502580174507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508276621312389,0.0,0.2726102313291429,0.2732123110996807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124269778063482,0.0,0.17574298736982075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433342011548034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131824925112637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079103734188885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925873240452216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800202944923502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148800160018057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,x_Quinacridone_x,2020/03/11,"I am afraid of making decisions Background Context: When I completed my schooling and I had to go to highschool I chose the tougher curriculum in a reputed school because I believed it'd give me an upper hand when looking for colleges to apply to. (spoiler alert: it didn't) I spent those two years of my life working my ass off. The school was filled with snobs and I feel that's where my anxiety was at a plateau and I wasn't even aware of it back then. I didn't speak to many people and if I did speak to them I didn't like them. I chose to be invisible. 
I went on to apply for colleges and I was graded at the same level as the others. They didn't care that my curriculum in those two years contained half of what this new college course would teach me. It was just my grades. I was annoyed. I'd watch these other kids happy and partying and enjoying their lives and they got in while I didn't.

Present: I'm at a point where I've begun to value work life balance and I'm constantly afraid of being stuck in a job with poor work life balance.
Just yesterday I had a choice where I could've chosen between higher pay and work life balance and I chose the latter. But now my mother thinks I did it because I'm lazy and it's not. I just cant relive those two years all over again. 
(So the I'll be going for an interview for a company but the catch is if I sign the offer letter Id have to sign a service bond wherein if i chose to leave the company before two years I'd have to pay them a certain sum.)
My pay is less than half of what I could've gotten if I chose to give the interview for the company with poor work life balance and a lot of pressure to perform. But what comes with it is prestige and great working space with double the average pay for entry level job.

I've been feeling very anxious because of this. Am I doing the right thing? I know I'm a very good candidate and above average but I just didn't feel that I was good enough for the job with too much pressure so I backed out even though it was my first preference until they mentioned to me that my weekends off. I'd have to be working 12 hours on weekends.

I'm looking at more jobs. I'm aiming for large companies and I know I'm worth it. I can't seem to understand what's holding me back.",2.005349843954498,3.798578300211421,3.3712760495318648,90.95088971106415,77.83720930232559,6.365227021040976,24.369727172052755,7.2636822038024595,0.9464471358099265,1788,62,385,22,42,584,203,473,0.081,0.838,0.081,0.7234,4,0,0,1,0,0,31.0,0,0,7,9,20,14,2,4,26,0,36,7,2,1,2,57,65,33,0,6,13,1,4,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,26,24,0,2,10,2,8,6,10,6,0,7,24,9,53,8,57,35,8,52,0,0,3,1,18,23,1,6,24,259,79,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424699869109471,0.09487723010485699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373393341409026,0.0,0.1535863302396065,0.0,0.07146360715760589,0.09462042575721327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562657695924704,0.0,0.0,0.07234418113603598,0.08805489777014983,0.09075611742621977,0.0,0.13410767101541002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677720453967827,0.0,0.11094036218602543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273934477448439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143615659530675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112887819351202,0.09545929560942737,0.14088242386917402,0.06716912127877565,0.092591890593348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940179016760406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270663858352256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33336188674136885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231005649234893,0.0,0.0,0.08892619409317609,0.0,0.0,0.29659946111558405,0.04103000081472556,0.0,0.07415879723577982,0.0,0.14104964945191875,0.0,0.0,0.07139960290465483,0.0,0.0,0.05605950843666505,0.08514588988514381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061737392647116265,0.0,0.0,0.08111159960321478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822344941888071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939136932287337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172128385927404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549867658906057,0.0,0.07645524696348606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579477629100021,0.05381311094654747,0.08251317106229022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281579441522431,0.0874295826598999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859004465094488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785336541674928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42798592552319065,0.0,0.0,0.059659330494741834,0.0,0.0,0.21632998047984306
anxiety,tupelo_allie,2020/03/11,"Nursing school I'll try to make this brief but that's not my strong suit. I guess that stems from feeling like no one understands me, so I need to tell everyone every detail. Vicious cycle. Anyways.
 I went to college straight out of high school (2011) but I didn't know what I wanted to do. I finally decided on nursing and finally that was something that would make my dad proud of me. So now I have my heart set on nursing. I took the test, passed that. Took all of my pre-reqs. Didn't do super great but passed the things that were really important. My GPA was 0.04 off of what it needed to be and I didn't get into the program. By that time it's 2013 and I'm tired of school. Tired of my dad constantly hounding me. I decided I'd take a break.
So now it's 2020, I'm 26, married with no kids and I want to go back. But I can't? There isn't a day that goes by that I don't feel like a failure for not being in school. Not following my dreams. Standing still. This is my anxiety. I have anxiety about not going and then I get motivated to go and then I get anxiety about being there. It's almost crippling to think about going on a campus just to talk to someone about classes. I've applied and been accepting to the same community college 4 times and have never taken a class there. One time financial aid got messed up. One time I got put with an advisor that told me I wouldn't get into the program. Now I have a full time job as an operator for a very busy Urology clinic, so I know I don't want to do anything but nursing. I'm not the same person as I was when I was 18. I'm kind of more organized, I procrastinate less. My husband is so supportive and so are my parents (now.)
Why am I like this? I don't know what I'm looking for by posting this.
I'm sorry this is all over the place.",0.4057570046488266,2.5470760369393126,2.687069355446667,91.87002858399299,85.46437994722955,6.036964442769192,21.68871717552456,7.35660576581511,0.7673957281065462,1394,48,311,23,42,474,176,379,0.114,0.785,0.102,-0.6617,2,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,4,22,12,1,0,16,0,31,4,1,3,3,52,71,25,0,7,11,4,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,23,14,0,0,11,1,0,12,17,2,0,3,16,3,40,10,44,50,7,49,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,2,22,206,63,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962212050436336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052793875470128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790746634891476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388800838614429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384017885729943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197071265337562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096076884137286,0.09181901958886213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971729419769915,0.13729478622959246,0.0,0.21052587532660505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008142192310879,0.0,0.21844280277267564,0.0,0.1537054198676119,0.1059406104251328,0.10585501363472656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386823714081053,0.0,0.10152536330273283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535543973543137,0.0,0.0,0.10006393643599787,0.15842721760798315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083555171627532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069219597650598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128282909137182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250044213380264,0.07411126363318413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534114154289667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669762718859016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390291020416922,0.10039458971492536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202856708239883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965979441718824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061558322433323376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388996681468516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141754920067272,0.07397550706459985,0.0,0.10756595024421653,0.0,0.0,0.0767383559404821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904287011542822,0.0,0.0,0.07224843492850391,0.07723426488872105,0.08398772474401159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638385567129455,0.06157120009127676,0.0,0.0,0.28015702531736736,0.2208848204886467,0.0,0.09181901958886213,0.21352115980943426,0.06523944674728208,0.0,0.0,0.10003406666447127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928509632474404,0.17003079392698822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907727235125584,0.0867071354174627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826025313518935,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProPatryk,2020/03/12,"Corona Virus Hey guys I was doing really well and my anxiety was great on daily basis it was super low... until Coronavirus.
I heard one of the symptoms was trouble breathing and now I feel like I constantly have trouble breathing, my anxiety messes with me and I keep thinking I have the virus 
Any tips !",3.3168421052631563,6.0483234035087765,4.67640350877193,78.45565789473683,78.12280701754386,7.308771929824562,27.043859649122812,8.344100000000001,2.4488385964912283,242,10,39,5,6,80,40,57,0.135,0.662,0.203,0.7495,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,2,0,7,3,2,0,0,7,11,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,5,2,9,4,4,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383078091086426,0.0,0.4585944898525337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323908168630474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155554440760716,0.21413148195388354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304600346803727,0.0,0.296785797224767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664191582794425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464358855325503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310889327433693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920185779990148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31154050529316324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205874721530308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694986906289495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jalatina,2020/03/12,"Can someone help me see if I need to seek further help and see a doctor? Problems listed below To start off, I have no mental health issues (that I know of) but what happened today had me thinking that I might have some minor anxiety, based on how I act (always very nervous, twitchy) - side note: I know this isn’t anxiety, but it may help someone reading to understand 

Backstory: A while ago (around December), something made me anxious (believe it was some thought), which was followed with breaths feeling very controlled, heart rate higher than normal, and difficulty falling asleep

Now: (This is a very minor anxious, paranoid thought) I coughed a couple times and got very nervous about Coronavirus just because of all the news. Ever since then my breathing has felt controlled like it used to, and my heart rate has felt higher than normal. Obviously haven’t gone to sleep yet to see how that goes, but just curious if this is common/ recognizable.",9.043209150326797,8.884615935294116,7.741372549019609,73.20395424836603,60.235294117647065,9.908496732026144,40.65359477124183,9.150863307647796,3.8783986928104586,759,37,123,10,9,230,109,170,0.146,0.77,0.084,-0.8564,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,2,5,0,14,9,6,6,3,40,34,13,0,6,7,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,9,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,10,6,12,1,16,22,3,20,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,6,11,80,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018347070483388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955898495589388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757666660688473,0.2595647230395696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226807669185757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003013829424339,0.0,0.0,0.12943107939815332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576966890013624,0.0,0.127113182168575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758514658968346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039160661126625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808707551924607,0.0,0.22060675444099048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188049831486456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101588521860377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211268972914599,0.0,0.2722680925563744,0.23100610351237996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990548376070358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627073018849114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561248509574815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087027871632416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577260941403518,0.12187014618931255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518249808379857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511716356007733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992520482232987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149116732542956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746348576647239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503040700267007,0.0,0.11496355032102233,0.0,0.19467589363019225,0.08844068684168019,0.0,0.0,0.08131306930517082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361084015258983,0.0,0.1824047043074187,0.06698779292165702,0.0,0.10889336188556993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959474040031196,0.0,0.09921994033339357,0.0,0.37915405536299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grultik,2020/03/12,"I think I have developed anxiety Ever since I got to the hospital twice last month I have gotten random panic attacks and I get stressed and my heart races and I feel like I am gonna die randomly. I cannot sleep as well as I used to, I feel horrible when it happens. Anyone know what I can do about it?",1.345052083333332,3.1992117343750017,3.504375,88.93645833333336,80.09375,7.3916666666666675,23.166666666666664,8.344100000000001,1.3845604166666663,237,8,52,5,6,81,46,64,0.3,0.6609999999999999,0.038,-0.9434,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,6,2,2,1,1,11,16,6,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,2,12,2,5,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511899500003848,0.0,0.0,0.16920257341550246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752945555198727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25114376170019515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188906253202598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471127052958366,0.17287518979967872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642794827618148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935386940944553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139878452603315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867551441458824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298944101982646,0.19725127886098776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822237101210395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315129980281776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839189956043848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001737170333332,0.0,0.24216123993303634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27719469547188696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505516552061518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089986235648016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175749070997338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Prancyboy,2020/03/12,"Feeling snxious and scared ablut moving to new appartment after living in a basement appsrtment for 5 years Is this normal? I feel like i should just say no and keep
Living here even tho i hate it here because of noise and stress from constant noise from landlord. Is this normal?",4.240384615384617,6.909002269230772,3.896769230769234,85.64823076923078,74.38461538461539,5.6984615384615385,25.784615384615392,6.742157984588678,1.2138799999999996,226,8,38,2,5,68,41,52,0.21,0.72,0.07,-0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,7,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441029048173368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554567219099231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613526699498267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390546846986719,0.1688791198719603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333890272789052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101168523036261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548961993236563,0.0,0.4174784858560264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512482192787073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830971543435855,0.0,0.0,0.463229660591907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798910536355834,0.2366705107831617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707872440152504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222926352359775
anxiety,throwaway_xox_,2020/03/12,"Stressed about debit card Seven years ago my mum got herself and me debit cards each from the bank. Months later I finally plucked the courage to sign up to Paypal with the card but  I kept getting errors 'this card is not recognised'. Went to the bank to sort it out and end up having a screaming match with the person at the counter over it, because they kept asking a thousand personal questions and I got upset. (I am prone to meltdowns etc if something goes wrong) Since then the card has expired and I did not get sent a new one. I thought it was about time I harden up and sort out getting a new one, but by phone because there was no way I was going to the bank again leaving in tears. All went well apart from a few upsets except I got told 'we're going to send you an email you have to reply to or else you won't get your new card. You'll get the email within 24 hours'. It's only been an hour and I've gotten nothing now I am panicking I won't get it at all and have to go through the whole process again. This is what happens when I try to do something 'positive' for myself. It backfires.",2.7916273352999035,4.243358261061951,3.4562241887905607,92.64597836774831,74.79646017699116,5.730186823992135,24.944936086529,5.82211442006289,0.4968995083579162,861,28,185,4,18,271,134,226,0.09,0.8740000000000001,0.035,-0.903,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,1,0,8,7,0,3,17,0,17,0,0,0,2,28,39,13,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,9,12,0,2,2,0,5,7,5,5,1,4,16,1,22,2,31,20,6,36,0,0,0,0,18,11,0,5,17,126,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216109428689107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182883470207752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426286718566815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569946939703533,0.0,0.11206790767317344,0.0,0.14111425033596106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386072865035788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966398046193756,0.0,0.215729520907476,0.0,0.3035924843303657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188994507971643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492128664695352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397686155390345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009949340847886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666100071392618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140882161176653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147982739108458,0.09623166685187272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096200184630996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174241074032734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466681496799167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948177493344872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493953717327182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045058227783557,0.07378058400453044,0.0,0.0,0.12090471192566785,0.0,0.08590547525435455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043352034696612,0.0,0.0,0.11376554764826415,0.2345889119918083,0.0,0.14126607983670375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834054850560296,0.0,0.08148108704151392
anxiety,rosemagnolianelson,2020/03/12,"Having trouble convincing myself to go to my exercise class I am currently going through a longer but somewhat milder panic attack. I feel like I'm not completely lost in it but my heart is hurting and I feel like I can't concentrate or motivate myself...and I think if I went to he class it could be a hit or miss for how I feel during the class. I feel dizzy and frustrated and I feel like if I go to class I will just end up crying or maybe I would just panic more. Is that my anxiety playing tricks on me, or do you think I would feel better if I go. Not really sure what posting this will accomplish but I feel like maybe talking to you guys will get me out of my head.",1.6305237315875625,3.4894561985815638,3.452765957446811,89.62615384615387,79.21276595744679,7.175340971085652,22.193671576650306,8.139509932561175,1.1155691216584835,528,16,115,10,13,177,81,141,0.23800000000000002,0.597,0.165,-0.9041,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,4,3,17,3,2,3,0,13,3,2,2,1,34,32,14,0,6,14,0,7,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,10,2,0,5,3,9,0,0,2,7,24,8,12,22,2,12,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,8,6,77,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955726901882248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805381869809436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509886150449007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645003384325946,0.0,0.0,0.103906748585748,0.0,0.14295343326630855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526602050280667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606212899554845,0.3718901299688459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799313737645864,0.0,0.2958478050945084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885974039842069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356189001449448,0.0,0.0,0.15421734019384073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393182966117784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543206632013668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206393272005768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26148762352265603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053841106357966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463880352997417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337145626240257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265605694476985,0.0,0.0,0.1046021542270477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677779421275193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206417202783723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489641964772846,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KrisspyKremeThomas95,2020/03/12,"Coronavirus: A Recipe for Anxiety Spirals I’m pretty sure everyone has been following the news surrounding Covid-19. Every time I go on the Internet or turn on the TV, I keep hearing stuff about the Coronavirus. Also, many of my family members, friends, acquaintances, and coworkers are talking about it too, which further feeds my anxiety. I have been trying  really hard not to panic or obsess over it. I found myself washing my hands obsessively today. My mom just tells me to distract myself from it.

As a person who deals with anxiety in general, this has got me in overdrive. Just when I was doing so well with managing my anxiety, it just comes back with a full vengeance because of this stupid fucking virus. 

Being too exposed is not good for my physical health. Being too isolated is not good for my mental health. What can I do to bridge the gap between the two??

Dammit, I was doing so well.",4.48,6.988797606060608,5.2200000000000015,77.23000000000002,72.93939393939394,9.006060606060606,30.393939393939394,9.558583805096642,3.3494121212121217,715,32,119,19,15,231,108,165,0.15,0.7559999999999999,0.094,-0.6225,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,15,12,2,4,9,0,16,6,1,0,1,18,26,8,0,0,8,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,10,5,1,1,1,1,0,3,3,6,2,1,6,3,18,6,21,18,1,15,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,2,4,95,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692963488616027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474222385881124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243180219123527,0.0,0.08913249009335025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595294773355573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507432458004598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123194079072383,0.13971655310909656,0.0,0.0,0.13784031899462235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031932876961294,0.11296684590514475,0.13517520584053705,0.0,0.0,0.08309845713760651,0.2452796657799452,0.1169430448846471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098165919650134,0.0,0.0,0.31084354172838075,0.1647971192238002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996433541807215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824102851153292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473522859303856,0.0,0.0,0.17124751410835784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715540760565601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767099302561666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875519493003406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367031649949796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738341534146667,0.0,0.0,0.137807736480408,0.0,0.0,0.11752363857167555,0.12780005120129054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526027413908167,0.0,0.13859656336413395,0.0,0.0,0.09927170500283136,0.1590420445498813,0.142832705198629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629331798045447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,igginator77,2020/03/12,"Please help me I’m shaking in fear, I need some reassurance about this virus My band has to play a show tonight in a smoking bar, I have asthma and high blood pressure, I’m going to be dead from this",6.676428571428572,4.769720928571427,6.647619047619048,84.80571428571429,65.9047619047619,9.352380952380953,32.904761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.8381047619047621,157,5,36,1,2,50,34,42,0.231,0.568,0.201,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078530001340149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564917817716777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025058304720041,0.4768373413636161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346431362555549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954065400327671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dh_12345,2020/03/12,"I need something to distract me i have horrible religious anxiety and the coronavirus is making it horrible. how do i distract myself I cant stop thinking the world is ending any minute now. i cannot stop. its all i think about and i cant move and its so so stupid but i cant. and theres so many rabbis in israel saying how the world is expected to end in under a month and i just cant. it even decided to pour in socal and the rain is making it even worse. it hasnt rained in forever and today it was raining so hard tons of things at school fell and there was puddles EVERYWHERE

anyways i cant stop thinking the world is officially done for.

i dont know how to distract myself. DONT tell me the world isnt ending, its not going to help. 

are there any news sites with GOOD news? Im sick of reading tons of horrible news articles i just want to read something GOOD. or good videos. or something comforting but large scale comforting, not small scale (aka a woman somewhere adopted a sick dog, i dont care. i want to read like, good news about covid or good news about the world as a whole or whatever)

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or if anyone knows any other ways lmk idk ive never posted here before",1.702323651452282,3.99064158921162,3.1521726141078834,89.63297261410791,81.24066390041493,6.345626556016597,22.08813278008299,7.554174236665415,0.9505424398340244,937,30,192,15,25,306,122,241,0.161,0.688,0.151,-0.2063,0,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,20,13,1,3,11,0,23,2,0,5,2,46,35,24,0,5,12,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,10,9,0,3,6,4,0,3,14,4,0,0,3,2,19,9,22,32,4,28,1,0,0,0,4,13,0,6,11,124,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166665704048254,0.12523051513579506,0.21025524305011084,0.0,0.07884145817305159,0.0,0.0,0.07206271627991634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769740391612635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507765846453157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054672856958138,0.3623605192407618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738446290404368,0.0,0.0,0.13614176698039435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857199725551411,0.4322137981186039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232250088922812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907968181201092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132367162788644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327936878244155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050350446853213736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758816690759412,0.1044877776822486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226238546979599,0.10953763740122838,0.0,0.07641849856922528,0.07948707258884387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870404353287147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30926696454236263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195832200447317,0.0,0.10430333373395097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802440593689336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584910790583287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007994258931867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846921429547496,0.198112171258924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976898706500047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157621209561695,0.08180510279787485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506403582161635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502806400915284,0.0,0.0,0.12523051513579506,0.0
anxiety,maxdawg8,2020/03/12,"Xanax Hey everyone. If you’re dealing with anxiety and discussing what medications to try, do not be afraid of asking for Xanax. I know that there is a stigma around being abused as a recreational drug but it is a medicine first. If you have tried/are currently on SSRIs and whatever else but you still get mild depression and anxiety, don’t be afraid to ask for Xanax. I never asked for years fearing skepticism by my doctor but advocate for yourself and it might be a medication that’s right for you. This drug has allowed me to make and most importantly continue positive changes to my life. Do not be afraid to ask for medication and always make sure to take them as perceived but Xanax has helped a lot for me. Hope you guys are feeling good as well",4.3585416666666665,6.437129993055558,4.823333333333338,81.855,71.9861111111111,8.966666666666667,28.66666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.697233333333333,605,24,115,15,12,192,90,144,0.11199999999999999,0.741,0.147,0.7639,2,0,2,0,1,0,10.0,0,4,1,1,4,10,1,4,5,0,15,11,0,3,2,28,26,15,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,0,1,11,4,21,20,2,9,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,6,6,79,17,1,0.0,0.16052759764472946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273439266029685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072913435958407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061039501149745,0.5066408296891358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433251897187636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967910964184968,0.11669305182874085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386746620883279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142392261905617,0.0,0.11318035170364248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946174561173796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245831801492155,0.06850529852583752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524349139765006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078533260789814,0.0,0.0,0.11363840929478218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415147374899228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081275505175414,0.0,0.0,0.1345671982448124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445902543132837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569707855158348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518452161071058,0.0,0.0,0.18087460989472506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094607209403713,0.0,0.14372819894022926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449440216640668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570346941100255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819851442450816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769303082953334,0.0,0.10186787601786558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091985437183558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181730682319948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724791279616692
anxiety,starlink_reddit,2020/03/12,Im actually stressing about carona Two people died in a hospital from carona literally across the road from where I live... And I don't care about me. Fuck me. I just care about my dad because he's one of the only people making it worth living for me at the moment,2.199444444444445,4.216834129629632,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,78.07407407407408,6.542222222222222,20.059259259259264,7.554174236665415,0.6027970370370372,209,5,43,3,5,70,41,54,0.257,0.71,0.033,-0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,7,2,10,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.23413534760527924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625802531582602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892456525685068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490076284757929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180978739841398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591636660341633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237220549477601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601539601473232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258158164227887,0.1824762345388709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326720571731732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27483698292264025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437502296850485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,datsamoose,2020/03/12,"Nail biting worse due to covid-19 panic I’ve always been a chronic nail biter but when I entered my teen years it got worse with anxiety and stress. Now I’m even worse because I’m paranoid about covid-19 (not because I’m worried about getting it, I’m more worried for my parents) and I obviously want to keep my fingers as far away from my mouth as possible, especially as I still have to commute to University on public transport. I’ve tried most things, the horrible tasting nail stuff doesn’t work because I’ll just bite through the taste. Any tips would be greatly appreciated!:)",5.612363636363637,7.22384673636364,5.648863636363636,79.05329545454545,68.0,8.045454545454545,36.47727272727273,8.472884824447931,3.1060000000000003,471,25,84,7,8,148,77,110,0.264,0.7240000000000001,0.012,-0.9839,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,3,0,5,5,2,0,1,11,13,7,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,3,7,1,15,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456561667786451,0.0,0.0,0.11904044716450385,0.0,0.13391327083983467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446585133616964,0.0,0.0,0.32012776094898804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561930573533408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145674153659586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000399883465936,0.1929939635346424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559306397714515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053842251841088,0.1943730349318668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734331004657515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979567805635704,0.0,0.2005199322202704,0.0,0.20039111782597846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162958759338955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884790314157205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324941087661384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743896063598978,0.3555448717052592,0.5351747129246481,0.12435096184147434,0.0,0.0,0.11272688163248328
anxiety,zeppelin101,2020/03/12,"I’m losing my mind because of the virus and I need someone to help me. I’m from the states but currently traveling for a film festival in the UK. Last night around 4 AM after all the news that hit I went into full fledge panic attack. Scheduled to return home on Monday and I don’t know what to do now. I looked into changing it to leave earlier but all other flights are well over a thousand dollars. People have been texting me asking if I’m trapped in the country. Worrying about me, asking how I’m doing which is nice but also just makes me think about everything more. I’m in a group chat with friends who have basically made it clear that I’m shut out of their lives for the next few months and constantly texting about the disease being the end of the world which didn’t help. My brother has helped me a bit over the phone but I’m in a fucking constant anxiety attack since the news hit. Please someone help me....",3.8134671814671814,5.225298767567568,4.488976833976835,86.41493243243247,72.13513513513513,7.231660231660233,27.268339768339768,7.7094869923839395,1.5179420849420848,732,26,146,9,14,234,116,185,0.127,0.726,0.147,0.6227,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,9,9,3,1,16,0,12,1,0,3,3,26,31,10,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,5,1,1,4,1,13,4,26,24,6,30,0,1,1,1,13,14,1,1,13,95,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378730307841085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884958700976917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666608704783408,0.26603930543993914,0.32374526098059125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673717038678545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553411534722016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052136223692522,0.0,0.0,0.3075245879718716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602453694885904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787887602924045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993100889552383,0.13154254805155705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814893844048048,0.0,0.1427260150090514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819751685484871,0.1159833448812904,0.0,0.15066197174335058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564251430743845,0.0,0.11948570675288354,0.15918337375415936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463592106702446,0.09497804513236303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366986482657354,0.0,0.1135725656566602,0.0,0.0,0.10550441610185723,0.0,0.0,0.15132442464012408,0.1335272277327029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694378346079142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986442721472654,0.0,0.0,0.1561890027808118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177017324952752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411195603392052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117211732187104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793359634158555,0.13190198523792568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449991478009144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SingingWhileCrying,2020/03/12,"Coronavirus is getting closer to home I live near a big city, but there wasn’t a really spread of the virus into my area until the last seventy two hours. Now a bunch of schools are closing and are doing online school and my school (4000 kids) IS STILL OPEN. Doesn’t help that my folks work in the city so can bring it home to me.

My last year of school might end digitally (will graduation happen?), I don’t know what’ll happen with college since the economy is getting worse, will I need to do digital courses there too? And that doesn’t take into account of those around me - or myself - get it. My anxiety is crushing me these last few hours and I feel like it’s getting worse. I know I don’t have it that bad - I’m healthy-ish since I don’t have issues but don’t have the best diet, and I’m a teen. But the risk feels so real and I don’t wanna be infected. I don’t wanna have the chance of dying. I really don’t.",2.10984375,3.6299094635416687,3.655625000000004,90.22687500000002,76.76041666666666,6.883333333333333,21.375,7.645422480735847,0.64718125,715,18,159,10,16,237,104,192,0.133,0.789,0.078,-0.89,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,11,0,27,2,0,0,0,25,42,13,1,3,4,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,9,12,1,0,4,0,1,1,10,2,0,1,1,2,19,2,17,37,3,21,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,11,104,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660401903123073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241616454348402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543870501559964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132523295047245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105892636709424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184678876840358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770214226471807,0.0902146110151058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639048018027356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333835461862594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464296641737991,0.0,0.2533387043342419,0.0,0.24872114964147585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180373610353135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880060759004634,0.3088056895028655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169413451692591,0.0,0.1115077436370808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396335249597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363517952592658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373453122555238,0.16179667897302105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112092784960427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892059801681934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084754303098456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494700611027727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335742107797082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193350070079298,0.0,0.2573806555450422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132031836919587
anxiety,Existing-Banana,2020/03/12,I have a panic attack every time I miss my late father. I lost my father coming up on 4 years next month. It was sudden even though he had health problems  for 15 years from dumb mistakes he made when younger. We had a strained relationship because he and my mother split up when I was very little and due to financial and distance issues we couldn’t see each other that often. He also had a problem with continuing to reproduce and ending up leaving those relationships. The last time we had talked I was mad at him because he was leaving my youngest sisters. I wish I would have done anything else. I wish I would have called him asked about him more. I wish I could have visited him one last time. It sucks. My mother’s side of my family has never liked him and I’m only close to him so it sucks that after he died it was more of good riddance than I’m sorry he’s gone. I haven’t been able to get close to his side of the family and we’ve lost several more family members since then and I don’t know how to talk to them especially since he passed I have panic attacks when I grieve him or miss him or think about him. My current bout of depression that has gotten me to the point that I lost my job is definitely still stemming from this. I’m trying to be  a part of the world again but it’s so hard and idk what to do. I just wish I could grieve him properly and do some good.,2.2671578947368403,4.071040698245613,3.5542456140350893,89.88505263157896,77.10526315789474,6.524912280701756,21.575438596491228,7.404127859558343,0.6165185964912281,1089,29,234,14,25,355,148,285,0.168,0.7709999999999999,0.061,-0.9556,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,1,3,15,23,6,3,8,0,29,1,0,2,1,40,52,21,3,12,4,5,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,17,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,20,0,1,17,2,42,3,28,29,6,39,0,8,1,0,35,12,3,4,24,154,55,1,0.0931944986608394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452760690882829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669113171196341,0.0,0.08712427591531241,0.2120443924427223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362100276716901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516200290232077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027880859145378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881644775061262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026828513734438,0.0,0.09672117609614966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095370328568868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778520451742557,0.0,0.08254266422080005,0.0,0.0,0.06155408742723448,0.0,0.07852038456752565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635664377183805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869027908920562,0.0,0.0,0.15633424778734306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348396553505667,0.0,0.0,0.09906139410524528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727084391102464,0.09248115977383578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512172592173017,0.15193190982525207,0.10512745375606443,0.19735903571701466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045530124609729286,0.09340537073142853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051984126435384,0.0,0.0,0.08818288798159439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743869597037019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187734262584132,0.0,0.09911340659433863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315100418516734,0.0708786157365143,0.0,0.2186873286040479,0.0,0.10092056031209228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809892435854301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834909805292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011202898848496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426394950027229,0.0,0.0,0.10528325672734924,0.0,0.15418290467524529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432361130482552,0.0,0.0,0.07442524701478792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981241575743132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971527171294017,0.09156312175996023,0.0,0.16302738485832308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327294714315282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689522151265492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286762966848407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240539593573428,0.0,0.0,0.12002840327183945
anxiety,kn__nk,2020/03/12,"I wish I could trust myself. I've never posted here before but idk. I feel like maybe someone would understand. It's a little bit of word vomit because I dont know how well I'll be able to articulate.  

I've been living with anxiety for many years now and one constant with me is how little I can trust myself. I can't trust my gut if I feel like something's happening because- Anxiety. I've been wrong about as many times as I've been right so I cant just say ""I should trust my instincts on this"". 

Right now I'm sitting in the waiting room at the doctor's office because I know I'm anxious about covid-19 and we just had our first two cases in my country, my city. Run of the mill sinus shit, happens to me all the time up to a month ago but my mind is screaming that I cannot take that risk. I rationalize and tell myself I've been careful, I've felt this before. I should dismiss it as my anxiety being loud and I'm not infected. But...what if I am? I cant trust how I feel  or how I feel about how I feel. I want to go home and hide in my room...ignore this feeling I know so well. But I can't.  

I have this thing where i tell myself if i feel like I'm gonna die then I'm okay, it's just a panic attack. And that usually takes me down from the worst of it. But the more I read, the more I see the more I feel like I shouldn't  and can't dismiss it. So im here. Spending money I don't have to be sure. 

A part of me wants to be right. It is...something horrible and not just my mind doing this to me again.",0.4047515257192664,1.9978172732732733,2.6317872711421124,95.32653007846555,81.97297297297297,5.497975394749588,19.750944492879977,6.3737218528115,-0.09858802673641387,1164,30,282,10,31,396,150,333,0.156,0.695,0.149,-0.6696,0,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,0,1,23,21,2,2,12,1,29,6,2,5,3,58,59,28,1,11,14,0,9,4,0,5,4,3,2,0,15,11,0,1,13,1,2,2,12,7,2,3,6,13,48,14,28,43,7,31,0,0,1,0,5,14,1,4,17,181,63,2,0.09399636732519838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332210821751733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572089117321666,0.10618914007523396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693443758858846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718979392361056,0.0,0.15996797086832368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261968827341902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958355610175303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157668025727784,0.0,0.07504845075514988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755338917101904,0.0,0.0,0.09620926492445846,0.0,0.0,0.11016304245671757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802191007556043,0.2686040943939359,0.09025125323099427,0.0,0.0,0.07995326202874724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053420301698045285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624135439580542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942860204225095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153220656883027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549738357936684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368750854073734,0.1884181075831458,0.08300051444143039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059512630904946,0.09443198494863167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981907129234188,0.0,0.07502700362131992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249579317343008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369437114466113,0.0,0.0,0.1102844844073938,0.0,0.10178890593406216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002253690173759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402180407712576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408171523248817,0.0,0.07474968403493057,0.0,0.0,0.07490293500748044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648592029522217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964281700489939,0.14472599162790534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885904638026852,0.0,0.14134714047260152,0.0,0.1643139361996395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062447009767078565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962007537217144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182079267035707,0.09785353334546898,0.0,0.0,0.10352371890195644,0.0,0.11088298562060694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902804547051706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809118356179767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677232246029183,0.10277027187315664,0.0,0.060530578765470036
anxiety,blKorA-yungn,2020/03/12,"Car Service I need to service my car but I’m too scared to call and book an appointment and no one will help me to call them.

I'm 10,000km overdue and if this goes any higher my engine will fuck up.",2.6024242424242416,3.0286259090909127,3.807272727272729,93.88924242424244,74.0,6.775757575757575,23.75757575757576,6.42735559955562,0.3720393939393945,156,4,38,1,3,51,33,44,0.22399999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.07,-0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,21,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412076007374156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7243750265892885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32791366981672365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774737886952005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26300494234208444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035333925624655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551157498623192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spareaccount9,2020/03/12,"Anyone else finding it really strange (and unnerving) to have people say ""Actually yeah, I'm very worried"" (about Covid-19) when you're so used to being told to stop worrying about nothing? I know that EVERYONE experiences anxiety to varying degrees for a multitude of reasons, it's just so alien to me to have those people now treating me like I'm completely rational (I'm in no doubt I probably am not very rational right now and nor are they, but that's anxiety for ya!).  It's like the fact that others are so anxious is more anxiety inducing to me than the virus itself at the moment....does that make sense?  I'm mostly talking about people I know and how different they are right now, but the panic buying has me super concerned and what the next stages of behaviour could be.",6.586951951951949,7.111235202702705,7.247657657657657,72.38983483483487,65.21621621621622,11.172372372372372,35.36336336336336,10.980518767755715,4.142619219219219,622,28,109,17,9,206,94,148,0.153,0.77,0.077,-0.7887,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,1,12,6,0,2,6,1,11,0,0,5,1,21,20,12,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,10,4,17,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,8,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1511903398217537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555654501488354,0.17502796871653264,0.0,0.10833138108961028,0.15874515292904431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162442241149094,0.0,0.0,0.12369982355719412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618699548278169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942499834105187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804324212476908,0.0,0.15155227989398398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160415799026324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702920886508585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138295439490196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341766805452417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647709119951314,0.0,0.0,0.1486605053490711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817781862919349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222290133953263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704185849329994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925278742462812,0.1592949063717197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646205125035146,0.0,0.1232073764752888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952928152638735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245276962055088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804324212476908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338106689488928,0.0,0.25566865698734875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146799705091536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purplequeen13,2020/03/12,"college closed and now i’m anxious i won’t go back i didn’t add this to the corona thread cuz it’s not about the corona itself... i’m just so anxious and upset that i have no answers... my school is being closed for the next 3 weeks but my friends constantly say they think it’s going to be closed till the fall.
i can’t do online class, i didn’t fucking sign up for that, i need to learn in person...... i am so lonely here even tho i love my hometown friends, i need my friends at school. i just want ANSWERS. is the disease seriously only going to get worse and worse??? why are schools canceling for an entire semester already?? there was ONE case in the state i go to school in. ONE. 

i can’t stay here till september i’m freaking out",-0.02715686274509821,2.275335352941177,1.738598039215688,96.22319117647058,90.89542483660131,4.36718954248366,20.068300653594765,5.985473137389443,-0.04585464052287591,571,19,126,5,20,186,91,153,0.16,0.718,0.122,-0.4945,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,12,9,1,1,7,0,14,2,0,1,0,21,28,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,5,7,5,0,2,3,1,17,4,17,22,0,23,0,1,0,2,7,9,1,0,7,81,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298000445496482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132215072659063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065967646916785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498081671567839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156282129581678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32131212138082826,0.1281598206940084,0.0724276731152682,0.0,0.3151431004075645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511763979297227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055825624533358,0.0,0.0,0.1474329896734331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787652786480905,0.10543322625080308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104506497509038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024295273736644,0.0,0.5611977995622766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477595431245314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882754957494364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176668504336647,0.0,0.11119942620140724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509066508981712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28254858355997553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alonewithmusic4,2020/03/12,"How we stopped it from taking us down... Today my friends and I were freaking out.  Terrified, at least two of us were having panic attacks.  I was so scared (of course all this was because our state is in a state of emergency, schools are shutting down, etc.).  But then I had an idea.  We could make history.  So I sent them this:

""Ok, guys, I know this is tough. We’re all in the same boat here. We’re all a little bit scared, whether we choose to admit it or not. We are kids. This is history. We didn’t choose to make the textbooks, but this is where we are. But we are not going to give in. Not today. Today we are going to be more than kids. Today we are going to stop pointlessly talking. Today we are going to make sure that not only do we live in history, but we make it. I know for a lot of us this is hard. We don’t think we can make a difference. But that’s not true. Step beyond our lives and look back in history. I want US, the ten of US to make this what it might be in a hundred years. I want EVERYONE to make a document on their computer, a notebook, or whatever, to document our feelings and how this affects us. We are going to keep track of everything that is happening and we are NOT going to let this define us. We have a chance to define history!! And we’re going to do it! I don’t care if you don’t want to, don’t have time, or don’t like it. We can do this together and we will!""

​

And they responded.  We bonded.  And my anxiety took the back seat because I had a purpose.  To document everything.  Feel free to join us on the documentation of this year.  And I hope this encourages you that we have a purpose, and that this pandemic is here for a reason!!  We're finally free from depressing day-to-day lives, because we are all in this together.  And *that* is what made my anxiety, which was making me physically sick, take a beating.",1.2240240364691282,3.2706677506561697,3.24834714739605,89.63151782014093,81.46719160104986,7.055145738361652,22.887208177925128,8.119692808369301,1.2644971128608926,1427,49,312,29,38,482,158,381,0.102,0.792,0.106,0.7607,0,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,33,2,3,1,10,17,1,3,18,1,46,1,0,13,6,89,81,26,0,6,16,0,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,29,34,0,3,10,0,2,10,12,7,0,2,11,4,53,12,42,64,10,43,0,1,1,0,48,17,0,7,15,236,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139456056387923,0.08006667195264036,0.0,0.0,0.10081525514710904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496229885901275,0.0,0.10133462172400687,0.0,0.1205024778251649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193760882501411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718185580174507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260984694245782,0.0,0.0,0.08499049929561436,0.0,0.05675316484486996,0.0,0.0,0.06884370004082142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348762162557003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296316425583423,0.11843996719671834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663451574974268,0.0,0.0,0.07218207800326057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090842792718489,0.0,0.0,0.0632101471570297,0.2621378199513145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524399340444396,0.05826857265051575,0.0,0.059026790591172065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544617922846332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743846790756169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058568334361489775,0.0,0.0,0.0724256547972423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737960632850798,0.0,0.03219177615370851,0.0660416551000997,0.17455301143345467,0.0,0.05533315441813981,0.0,0.0,0.056019497648788864,0.0,0.0623491329053913,0.3518703604280444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699015925925254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011426064463293,0.0,0.07731072109310293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677485254379082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193989398834688,0.06668678793333466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017826023848762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210295741382502,0.0,0.09908600845444326,0.052961943267765384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422212914288855,0.0,0.0,0.038422481271239865,0.0,0.31229220841055605,0.0,0.07320905797826892,0.0,0.0,0.06436745595566014,0.0,0.6340850864251393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165954162276144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006667195264036,0.08486529574286361
anxiety,ak1702,2020/03/12,"DAE “feel weird” and realize that feeling is actually you being calm for once but then it feels weird and makes you more anxious?? I feel like I’m crazy here haha and idk if this question makes any sense at all, but recently I started working out and it’s helped tremendously in terms of my mental health and overall physical body pain I feel constantly, and while I’m sore, it almost feels like my muscles are way more relaxed because I’m on spring break and I’m not stressing out over classes or anything like that, so I’m not constantly tensed up like I am normally. 

I’ve used my break to get back into exercising but I was just sitting here and i felt kinda .. weird. Like, my body just felt lighter and it confused me and I’m like is this what it feels like to feel physically calm?? And then it kinda makes me feel weird and I overthink and then it kinda makes me anxious, does anyone else experience this at all?",2.567888275015349,4.938645386740333,3.4565285451197063,88.19104205033766,78.55801104972377,6.45316144874156,25.52516881522407,7.594959193182576,1.3690513198281151,729,28,145,11,18,232,97,181,0.133,0.6579999999999999,0.209,0.9603,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,6,18,0,2,0,1,6,6,2,5,2,51,30,23,0,2,9,0,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,13,16,0,0,13,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,11,16,11,13,26,5,24,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,8,18,82,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.10738271998598922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018870653300457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483066224758843,0.0,0.0,0.2486267227993839,0.0,0.07694220659174238,0.11274851505863145,0.09055316741720933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461361576875949,0.0,0.0670790836959423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444582499309846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23782730613803985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962963450962075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192391770816437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763978739832412,0.0,0.0,0.5007536905943094,0.2358368132290157,0.21131043441411884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057491119188526625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696688788848715,0.0,0.0,0.0737571857356269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763183347270449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938089960878596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089397716097438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781538794334254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718852135210985,0.0,0.0,0.1170898314764699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326947121852007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865077284908467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788655447998556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604992403253226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503883390841757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734426683673319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011009743064093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpiritasX,2020/03/12,Sexual Harassment My friend(f 17) just got sexually harassed and of course she's extremely anxious and scared. What can she/me do to help?,2.7958,5.806963680000003,3.839500000000001,78.66725000000002,92.2,8.9,30.25,8.841846274778883,3.8936,112,6,19,4,4,36,23,25,0.376,0.5429999999999999,0.081,-0.8676,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673843337130711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880267045834894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016844408371867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366385657500497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502826391934749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CautiousElis,2020/03/12,"After School Clubs I like the Pride Club at my school, but I can't go more than two weeks of attending without tears. Some little thing always gets me. Today, it was showing someone an NSFW meme I almost accidentally sent to my mom. I thought it was a very funny situation. The other person did not. Or maybe they did! I don't actually know, because I'm not a mind reader, but BOY am I trying to project a negative reaction on to them. I can't stop replaying that interaction over in my head and trying to figure out what ""Netflix? Oh, it says Nutflix. I get it [no laughter],"" means. What's making it worse is that when I get upset about these things, it gets way too easy to connect it every to other thing that has ever upset me, and now I'm thinking about those things, and I've painted a mental picture of my worst fears about what people think of me in that club. Why can't I just be normal?",4.327136279926337,4.977363624309394,5.612941988950279,81.68563766114181,70.21546961325967,7.801289134438306,26.685543278084715,7.793537801064563,1.4777068139963168,700,21,140,8,12,235,118,181,0.15,0.7659999999999999,0.084,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,1,8,6,0,3,7,0,12,1,1,1,1,24,26,7,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,22,4,0,1,6,5,0,3,9,4,0,1,6,1,19,2,21,19,3,18,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,8,100,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.14305956594386365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679781375051928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198218777695742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936544537804303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260727104483835,0.12351605719430815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496473469542072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30636789821716803,0.0,0.08331564196796126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045296152130755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056702668565767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716209110071672,0.1469308024541969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978560318089719,0.0,0.14727849147643413,0.159689387431152,0.0,0.0,0.14773740356462978,0.0,0.14802329151823526,0.17169508393794813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363598354797036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163335136623612,0.12800467193996246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658148146513347,0.0,0.2967322139121533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478352089181195,0.0,0.0,0.12421293433359352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256340460661685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895756888182512,0.18786955659714488,0.0,0.11638330322148355,0.0,0.0,0.13895879717856138,0.0,0.0,0.19906231996266385,0.0,0.14320601052722615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095960342830725,0.0,0.11636353505460095,0.11759294832674423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228287787584622,0.0,0.0,0.141316292620546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939699835403691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tillsatron,2020/03/12,"Always Nervous... Hey!

I’m always so nervous of what others think of me. For example, a few days back, I was asked to read a sample of ‘1984’ to the class. I don’t remember how long it’s been since I’ve sweat as much as I did, but I became so aware of how I smelt, what people thought of me, if they could smell me, whether they were looking at me.

I am also pretty afraid of buying things at stores. If I’m with my parents, I’m slightly hesitant to go and still pretty nervous, but I can do it. When I’m alone, it’s the same story. However, if I’m with friends, suddenly it’s a whole other issue and I almost debate not buying anything at all out of embarrassment or fear.

I remember I went to purchase a small hand that you could wear on your finger. I was really scared to buy it and felt the need to buy something else because it would be awkward if I just went up to the till and put a tiny hand there. 

Anyway, I ended up doing it, but I couldn’t stop laughing out of nervousness. I keep thinking back to moments like these and dwelling on them and beating myself up about it. 
I am also pretty aware that I am showing signs of OCD, and have known for a week and a little bit. I’m working on gathering the courage to talk to somebody about it, but with all of the fears that come along with it, I’d much rather keep it to myself.

Tomorrow, I have a lesson about anxiety. I’m so nervous to talk about it, too. I don’t really know what to do. It’s going to be so difficult to sit through.

Anyway, **thank you for reading!** I hope that maybe I’ve been able to help somebody by making them feel much less alone throughout this journey. You can do it.",2.457332901414535,3.7610419679300335,3.9510333657272447,89.3623150847641,75.38483965014578,6.714134542705972,24.657056473383,7.242747475848597,0.9484178598423498,1277,41,277,14,27,424,171,343,0.138,0.736,0.126,-0.1877,2,2,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,4,4,3,22,19,0,12,14,0,25,5,5,3,2,56,51,30,0,11,13,1,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,26,16,0,3,10,3,6,7,4,13,0,0,10,8,35,6,54,35,10,34,0,0,1,0,16,13,0,7,14,200,61,4,0.10812590504537237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082724751483164,0.22397165712043066,0.0,0.1729364943999415,0.17993882956681526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827160214060932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889784069281586,0.0,0.10108312529314957,0.0,0.0,0.16628429353217125,0.0,0.06591254812729226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804548394566372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931408930746532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265947378752095,0.0,0.0,0.06973226372132213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032531925231338,0.0,0.09576745840128212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24334340793403494,0.05467170641087668,0.0,0.10381782524976683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353780602015032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229008871994894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247451495565409,0.0,0.0,0.1073934208490434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285535287531055,0.0,0.19221454497913384,0.0,0.0,0.059423169676229314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282485555474331,0.10837056254993406,0.0,0.09568802344135144,0.09079852803306147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217488122919875,0.0,0.10862700472749606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845494400331044,0.08017398853277552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006102171472767,0.0,0.0,0.07496088823735621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33000875218705816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869639914596556,0.0,0.0,0.21631033090174687,0.0,0.1385364469882004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449711450618443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825289366706246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944286599580444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324060425769876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634948744115986,0.09039809817546432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381501347796366,0.0,0.09954780619228946,0.0,0.0,0.07183404678908772,0.13856542804076766,0.0,0.0858398908252302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673207897334663,0.0,0.0,0.200467594488296,0.0,0.12071871158447793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787169466463449,0.0,0.0,0.07680954066046147,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hopelesshomebody,2020/03/12,At what point can I be prescribed Xanax? I’ve had diagnosed anxiety and depression for almost 5 years now and I’ve been in and out of therapy for it and am currently taking Prozac for it. I feel like that’s just not enough to curve the intense waves of anxiety I get throughout the day that is becoming more frequent. I don’t really know what to do anymore. Would taking Xanax or some other med on top of that help with my anxiety?,4.443448275862072,5.407759954022993,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,70.14942528735632,9.937931034482759,29.44252873563219,10.125756701596842,2.89572183908046,344,13,69,9,6,114,63,87,0.105,0.8,0.095,-0.2168,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,0,0,14,14,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,13,10,3,11,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,3,6,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964743583584487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034066685786043,0.0,0.21753635385293935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422549472917795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146266537673666,0.0,0.1889259160508284,0.22263572990088348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266472848841869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109099991430824,0.15670375223052624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460137168694726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702574547824535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054907612246504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716337698112256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436485074365395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735674069841026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052128811631695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298479470923805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508459510381316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582001455761274,0.0,0.0,0.1412542699862689
anxiety,princessofanxiety,2020/03/12,"Should i cancel my trip to Jamaica?? Help! Amidst coronavirus fears, i’m kind of anxious to travel at this time. I have been planning a birthday trip to Montego Bay since last November. The trip is supposed to be next week, and i’ve invested a lot of time, money and effort into, but now, i’m not sure if i should cancel. Having to interact with airport workers who have come in contact with multiple people, and sit in a plane full of people is making me anxious. I don’t live in a hard hit state, and Jamaica is relatively safe for now, but i’m still worried, as the pandemic could escalate at any given moment. Do you think its smart to go on my Jamaica trip next week?",5.545432330827068,5.717866954887223,6.420065789473688,78.64483552631583,67.42105263157895,9.056015037593985,32.41447368421053,8.841846274778883,2.6578578947368428,527,21,100,8,8,175,87,133,0.133,0.799,0.068,-0.7106,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,3,5,0,1,6,0,13,0,0,1,1,20,22,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,2,7,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,4,20,15,2,28,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,11,63,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963593399398593,0.0,0.0,0.4307185912550263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642121283999031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220371387426526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145133980887725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834025530058357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076834980875935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777625340224796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985133368049503,0.0,0.15539008813169405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683310771154514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206805545057154,0.0,0.0,0.12724798391354775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40547745377362254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26431971173687097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769231870673744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522385350931569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966790078857267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214894612928212,0.0,0.0,0.22231748182591848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30582612681942584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935955073177303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fuchsiabunny,2020/03/12,"Welp Right now I am unbelievably tired. I’m so tired I feel like am about to fall asleep any minute.

But at the same time my brain just will not stop with all these racing thoughts — *Did I sent that email to the wrong place? Should I have said that? Did I upset her? Did I make myself look like an idiot? Why did I eat so much? Does the parcel have corona? Is this a fake product? Do I have enough money? Will I ever find love?*

I feel jittery.

I feel like I wanna shake my legs.

Head on the pillow, eyes are watering cause I’m so tired.

Feel like I need a wee because I feel jittery.

Too tired to move.

Does anyone else feel this way?",-0.98146103896104,1.0961267196969722,0.44930735930736176,103.0368181818182,99.98484848484848,3.1203463203463198,11.588744588744593,4.892091775363687,-1.6919073593073597,485,7,115,2,21,152,85,132,0.19899999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.092,-0.9443,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,2,7,0,15,12,5,2,2,21,30,4,0,3,3,0,6,4,0,3,4,1,1,0,5,1,2,1,8,0,1,4,1,5,0,0,7,9,18,5,8,20,4,13,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,0,8,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552102951788698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793423074798214,0.12885585660760188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666205435698074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038961511693165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919003684047886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010663340622227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868375116377706,0.10505624089907192,0.0,0.0,0.12994357169005624,0.0,0.0,0.113757009523818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38152783781612537,0.2695286458755486,0.0,0.0,0.11494225014346968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906591653544325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457596960212529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560662407045003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350319987241488,0.0,0.08394569509459453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336628478645462,0.09244798043395748,0.09324935602619501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139230586583767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739824865652443,0.11962644268338225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514088914771597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998392956032032,0.0733315961855866,0.5781699188606818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998223375018064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347872918124148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749868445718053,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PogoTheDeathClown,2020/03/12,"What kind of specialist should I make an appointment with? Hey everyone, just looking for advice on what kind of doctor I should see. I am 26 and my anxiety started about 7 years ago.

 It started as just GAD, I believe. It was like I would obsess over a problem in my life to the point where I would lose sleep. Just in a constant state of worry/fear. But, when I solve the issue that is dominating my thoughts, my brain just finds something else. No matter what, my anxiety marches on.

 This of course led to self medication and addiction, which I still struggle with. It has gotten to point where the anxiety trigger pops into my head and for hours I can't concentrate, my heart is racing, I can't keep a coherent thought and it feels like I can't breathe. I believe my GAD has gotten to the point of a few panic attacks a week.

Anyway, do I go to a psychiatrist? I'd like to try some meds and see if I can be normal again. Also, is this what your experience with anxiety has been like? I don't know what to do.",3.2201046798029545,4.72040762068966,4.529553571428573,85.18575892857146,73.7783251231527,7.833620689655173,26.973214285714285,8.472884824447931,1.8080248768472904,789,29,163,14,16,261,115,203,0.14,0.795,0.065,-0.9143,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,12,12,1,3,11,0,21,9,5,3,0,32,35,10,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,4,4,0,0,1,13,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,6,4,24,6,25,24,2,25,0,1,3,0,3,11,0,2,15,115,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694204720669638,0.0,0.11378853535751975,0.10322131152850147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312088452247193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35631988976030626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324727990156185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623868846931579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999093537207712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583548809754144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918621262883305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727470945603868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126802046903436,0.0,0.11390538290941216,0.0,0.13103280177013762,0.058878002321012216,0.08318820628280303,0.0,0.0,0.10642846052021752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617827754820542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950598483458105,0.0,0.0,0.13798767834473213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467469665089232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153814403731973,0.0,0.10350151082134727,0.0,0.2425187325551304,0.06399503055245552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224842361571674,0.2275562386573357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778432566376816,0.13027197379872718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777278249300469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934395002431556,0.11730591062138952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409120497207945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136622912757535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302339938990073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114219713561315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855828988057405,0.0,0.12147734820029935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652892011046817,0.0,0.0,0.08964491530325104,0.0,0.0,0.16484049301783876,0.0,0.09299298770318554,0.0,0.0,0.12173341402481574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848883681537276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790583925701773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340501481188417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543812550115775,0.0,0.0,0.0749866495389217
anxiety,Weirdo-beardo-,2020/03/12,"Poem about how I feel. Ive been harassed at work

I’ve had a blast at work…
Not. 

Not many things I like here, but there are plenty jerks

won’t mention any names, but-it-does, fucking-hurt.

Tried to be kind to them, even when they were jerks. 

dealt with some assholes here, some have a mouthful here…
Of shit they like to spew, and-shits fucking clear

Oh my dear what is here?
More bullshit, that I hear
Wish i could, plug my ears, 
And I might shed some fucking tears 
Can’t believe that I’ve been here, almost for a fucking year!",0.8197222222222216,3.0700478240740736,1.1403703703703734,102.9166666666667,84.64814814814815,3.6,18.259259259259263,3.1291,-1.0456629629629628,407,10,95,0,12,121,75,108,0.247,0.629,0.124,-0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,9,11,7,0,3,0,13,6,3,1,1,16,19,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,3,11,4,9,11,4,4,0,0,0,3,6,2,4,5,4,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151340827332397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300593828650948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154779378929924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152700879195893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263215647236933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670384662882013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304341496579055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555733108991687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047415270927912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916177004240448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687423770402709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939016932727754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289043337735824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926392806474891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270607613966377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298490160747024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993283801502767,0.0,0.0,0.27847060336359786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316140443564398
anxiety,marielang5,2020/03/12,"Anxiety: potential future interaction with a friend that has a fiance working in hospital with influx of covid 19 patients My friends bachelorette's party is next weekend. Her fiance works at a hospital that just admitted an influx of covid 19 patients. I'm not sure how much interactions he has with patients, he's just a nutritionist - but just working at the hospital imo is higher exposure to the virus.

Now, I'm not concerned with contracting the disease and getting sick. However, I live with my parents (who are older and within the age range of getting seriously sick from covid19) and I am highly concerned for them.

I'm scared that if I go to the bachelorette party - I may contract the virus from my friend whose fiance works at a hospital with the virus and give it to my parents.

The worse part about this virus is that people can be asymptomatic. So we never know who has it...

Is my anxiety irrational? I am torn between being a shitty friend and flaking on her bachelorette party last minute or being a shit daughter for not putting my parents health first. I lost my grandparents due to pneumonia a couple months ago...I can't have this happen again. I can't forgive myself if they did get sick because of my choices.",7.122857142857139,7.861787526315794,7.219323308270678,72.31026315789475,64.08771929824562,10.373934837092731,36.46115288220551,10.290406445055957,3.9797258145363417,988,46,164,22,14,318,125,228,0.193,0.7170000000000001,0.09,-0.9798,5,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,6,8,10,1,1,17,0,19,5,1,1,2,29,31,11,0,2,10,4,0,0,4,1,4,1,0,0,11,12,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,4,0,1,2,1,21,6,26,25,2,21,0,1,0,0,23,7,1,4,12,117,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086535365945668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086135549628549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311721688104431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086781474503572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597857397108093,0.0,0.0,0.4213722660112661,0.0,0.213710514173994,0.13079859282121056,0.07749040195278799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057316192373932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493284125042807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406043341091376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493396359369589,0.11114280980228836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039885627583365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884127662808805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883264382878054,0.0,0.1002323627301032,0.0,0.10516092149103007,0.0,0.14500893868367035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541990075190592,0.14765291442473494,0.0,0.09452737881089736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137068622571775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650935211227572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996051143108787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850752300234924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970554143336909,0.0,0.13895150033706946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cptn_Jack_Spearow,2020/03/12,"Getting anxiety over having to tell my therapist I want to cancel all future sessions (so I can find another therapist) As the title says, I have felt for awhile now that my current therapist that I've been seeing for the last 2ish years isn't really helping my mental state anymore and is instead just a meaningless venting session where I'm getting nothing accomplished. I'm ready to try someone new, but the irony is I'm too anxious about hurting her feelings to know how to tell her I'm quitting. In my head it feels like breaking up with a S/O, like I need to call her because a text is too impersonal, but the thought of having to say it over the phone terrifies me. Advice for ""breaking up"" with a therapist? Thanks.",7.981928571428572,6.953217907142857,8.14,72.325,62.78571428571429,11.142857142857144,40.714285714285715,10.290406445055957,4.270214285714285,577,29,103,11,7,189,91,140,0.17,0.752,0.079,-0.8523,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,9,0,9,1,1,1,1,16,24,6,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,12,3,20,21,1,15,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,0,8,66,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625319145459108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620859960038407,0.10666655038235663,0.15752061654704094,0.13828095988735736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499761008973553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237759958208965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100393677628226,0.09961160464717876,0.13387840831008832,0.0,0.12744005678530132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569691364774845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430994061086626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345960274129757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926687173304035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662922387224398,0.11365723692809294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624071904540774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051657405986168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338846866437676,0.0,0.13466612763140773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379058575892874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483051138637858,0.0,0.0,0.08932492551782119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217668644371085,0.0,0.0,0.11111076420057599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814188936144154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437427454361212,0.12837199981527062,0.0,0.6475740101415489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069494015642928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466646411355466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224172569417146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979085884235187
anxiety,Sundripped,2020/03/12,"Help Idk what's happening right now but I feel really scared in my room right now. I was on r/dating and dating is a touchy subject for me, and now I feel like crying and stabbing myself and like I want to explode but Im not allowed to, and I want to make noise but I don't know what noise to make or if I'm allowed to make noise

What is this? 

Sorry if this is the wrong forum",0.2489285714285714,1.8908400833333368,2.4121428571428574,96.47035714285715,82.69047619047619,5.152380952380953,17.642857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.4961857142857138,293,6,71,2,8,99,49,84,0.17300000000000001,0.7,0.127,-0.7271,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,5,0,22,15,11,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,9,2,8,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,6,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25487216506652016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346409351917789,0.1657610461433532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051818374482586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552366190075678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506303534362253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275166719701682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267145900949912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464642026216478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486432544978634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963017584295552,0.0,0.0,0.2323007811056947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597366576188614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737125766819309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536864944902473,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doggertron_,2020/03/12,"How can I stop my panic attacks? I have panic attacks every day. I have them from the moment I wake up. I recently had to quit working because of bad things have got. I'm constantly worried over everything. I can deal with worrying but the panic attacks are horrible. I was on the bus today and I had to get off because I felt trapped.

Any advice?",0.970289855072462,3.5185286376811646,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681163,88.71014492753623,5.965217391304349,26.507246376811594,7.3871296695380915,1.8830985507246385,272,13,50,5,9,93,48,69,0.415,0.585,0.0,-0.9840000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,1,7,3,3,3,0,9,1,1,1,0,6,13,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,5,1,11,0,9,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500042153645164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438929437974552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523905458780455,0.0,0.0,0.12817103719294806,0.18715157675582308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588537323004773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899862375973388,0.1582578704314209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293353642495068,0.0,0.1379612291703314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738976297298667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020051119333173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277271294601425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403183923042155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327244890330864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515685839315886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833782860733148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198251701152687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455056699267014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175414318542633,0.3117854406776485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idontsitinchairs,2020/03/12,"Forgetting to eat I don't know how to explain that, but sometimes I get so stressed about my schoolwork that I forget to take time to eat. Like sometimes I work on stuff almost all night and forget to eat, sleep for 3 or 4h and forget to eat breakfast the next day, which is dangerous and unhealthy as hell. Do you have any tips to actually remember to stop doing that and take time to eat?",10.168461538461539,6.279096871794874,9.375641025641027,74.15269230769233,61.051282051282044,12.451282051282053,40.1025641025641,9.725611199111238,3.652456410256411,308,11,63,4,3,98,52,78,0.306,0.66,0.034,-0.9797,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,2,1,1,0,5,7,1,1,1,17,10,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,13,10,1,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,7,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.14466241727970924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844254872728804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080937127305063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956035681380414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7584408256664417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745011743987555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146970638761404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242335768121459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576566231327984,0.1391146992343511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679288345805763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834865809281658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932294654252465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393661523747106,0.1698102516945837,0.0,0.16970116525876455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291846828318929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728817379208949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792165019047396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OkayLilJon,2020/03/12,"One day at the time I've been struggling with anxiety for almost 2 years now after an accident. 

Things have changed, i'm medicated.

I've been struggling with the fear of someone bad happening to me. 

Love you all, thank you for your support.",3.979130434782608,6.168375826086957,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,73.34782608695652,8.078260869565218,31.06521739130435,8.841846274778883,2.70888695652174,192,9,36,4,4,61,37,46,0.287,0.555,0.158,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,4,3,8,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,5,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459370718903353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878864972391756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506920061380932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25981661747441265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839435398899065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27637294302698195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718693264142908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166732819232396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742033532768495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664277236637185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809959345053544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135175535325818,0.0,0.0,0.27870867107250946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611929702817876,0.0,0.0,0.16316847938629844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321375094983524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581610157215438
anxiety,WhiteWolfNL,2020/03/12,"Adjusting to lower dose of medication Today i started taking a half dose (50 mg instead of 100 mg) dose of Zoloft.

It really sucks. All the emotions that were capped are flooding back. The empty feelings of despair and solitude.

Everything i never wanted to feel again, rushing back like a bad hangover.

The only repeating thought is 'i dont want this'. Over and over, and over.",3.840310559006213,6.591726985507248,4.671677018633542,79.12565217391305,76.2463768115942,6.8414078674948255,30.146997929606627,7.957251820313856,2.532099792960663,298,14,48,5,7,96,52,69,0.188,0.777,0.034,-0.8525,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,0,4,5,0,0,2,11,12,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,2,3,1,9,10,1,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,8,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058964662269403,0.22037308233413827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093275830710311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968891704058288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372060176832612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669049729640072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894436235176093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26588479286555683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356144842282395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007329869808293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908227795208816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681317978666556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984448157991356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095333696716602,0.0,0.0,0.25017768195610074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31134911655329583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CoyoteVirus,2020/03/12,"Giving myself headaches I've given myself 3 stress headaches this week alone. It's a combination of things: 

1 - My wife and I are expecting our first child and we're happy but you know new parent worries.

2 - We recently sold our house and need to move.

3 - We need to find a new place before April 2nd or we'll be moving in with family.

4 - All this pandemic talk, prep, and things being cancelled.

5 - Being a teacher and some of my classes are really starting to get rowdy.

I'm hanging in there but today has been tough. I had a mini panic attack at one point. I felt like I was in a horror film about the end of the world. 

I'm scared. Genuinely. 

I just need something positive.",0.4001973684210505,2.8501015661764733,2.472167182662538,90.0873839009288,92.16176470588236,5.216099071207432,18.187306501547987,6.8360192770164,0.3659176470588239,527,15,105,8,19,176,97,136,0.203,0.711,0.086,-0.9489,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,5,1,0,1,3,7,1,3,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,21,22,8,0,4,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,5,0,2,6,1,15,2,12,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,10,62,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648467305075038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107293700728724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543752118314145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097276958553748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500464074980805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528231677244871,0.0,0.14547374306847566,0.13538549699543598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315703836184668,0.15268537876503613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943388853758626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836548085446282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747281118924655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775988122504493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383339853496414,0.0,0.3540560457862118,0.0,0.3074447100111065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785418723917972,0.0,0.0,0.18674559803466176,0.17673367376499075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166293338792684,0.0,0.1504621819706294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019650460944317,0.0,0.1571560375477737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935173064684965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225328386079877,0.0,0.0,0.11265766417810115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232273986367276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793063664101592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148404051744596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508696191074521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767240134484498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163957975652027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arlettekitty,2020/03/12,"Anyone else with post uni/ job anxiety? It seems like most people get anxiety about whether or not they’ll be able to get a job out of uni, but I have anxiety about the thought that after uni I have forty (at least) years of work ahead of me whether I like it or not. 

Anxiety makes me feel all kinds of negative things towards work, from coping with the stress to having the energy to get through the day. The thought of that many years of work is actually unimaginable. Every time I try and ask people if they’ve felt the same they always say they are anxious about getting a job, but never about actually working, and then I come across as lazy. 

I just would love it if anyone has felt the same at some point and could let me know because it feels kind of lonely x",5.6945098039215685,5.709158973856213,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,67.10457516339869,9.15294117647059,28.764705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.8958313725490201,605,18,128,9,9,189,93,153,0.13699999999999998,0.772,0.091,-0.7726,3,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,5,5,7,0,1,9,0,11,1,0,1,2,35,27,13,0,4,11,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,5,12,5,26,18,6,16,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,7,10,87,19,7,0.11787378225573865,0.0,0.2300556159681829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808042950859447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606924831636408,0.13316382251079556,0.0,0.16484017851032282,0.12077561960013547,0.0,0.0,0.11019607461814454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718547635982064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015378261553482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411262365425027,0.0,0.0,0.07601883810024726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846841984129076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931374540500174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920105203875303,0.0,0.2263546320859968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463367446706955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35091462199753115,0.0,0.0,0.24549481062607095,0.06478034806203406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053392854957737,0.0,0.11517435195086308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638569058552357,0.0,0.0786816649606253,0.11950551418562752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091152756380128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634376778456395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142882440513956,0.0,0.11289050007808075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373796275695673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730786433597099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502401932001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783101032653771,0.0,0.0,0.18715723296362108,0.06873315034916816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002856071336778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432540694085953,0.0,0.0,0.08373415295044538,0.0,0.0,0.151813702257877
anxiety,TTPKMF,2020/03/12,"Anyone interested in making a group chat for anxiety over the coronavirus? If I can get at least a few people, I think it’d be nice to support each other during this hard time.",6.16,6.027898285714286,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,66.14285714285714,10.428571428571429,28.92857142857143,10.125756701596842,2.762714285714285,140,4,26,3,2,48,33,35,0.08800000000000001,0.687,0.225,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33827955546656924,0.0,0.0,0.3091944795766842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310297230244157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961217268688833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29516998427909463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306563777116631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018000055377501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833420334045035,0.0,0.0,0.2578486731078877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mammymanny,2020/03/12,"Can anyone tell me one thing to watch on youtube that is going to calm my mind I am dealing with hell loads of things which are giving me hard time .I have no friends, want to talk to someone but don’t have anyone.I want to sleep so can someone suggest something that is going to calm the thoughts in my mind and help me sleep ,It is getting difficult to deal with the things going on in my life and the thoughts in my head",5.300113636363637,4.901624238636366,4.95127272727273,90.9119090909091,67.97727272727272,7.494545454545456,30.1,5.6839178017228535,1.1219245454545457,335,11,75,1,5,102,54,88,0.091,0.76,0.149,0.5647,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,10,4,3,0,0,11,19,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,2,9,3,15,17,0,9,1,0,1,0,8,5,1,0,1,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120121543264485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542217349932353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272671667891,0.0,0.08975466479108522,0.16479933941278194,0.2929014780022821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538926348789547,0.0,0.17630900896279714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514911476894946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134235851461052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34692357753682673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641126972132515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438337995979017,0.0,0.2911190199418622,0.13225451593531054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808057182436576,0.15015450817832718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423945742760478,0.0,0.0,0.2727686400229546,0.10017378248416442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265572788637615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gabriellamfg,2020/03/12,"3 weeks clean and sober tomorrow and I’m losing my strength TW: self harm and drinking

I have been having panic attacks nearly every day this past week and it seems like only continues to get worse. I want so bad to give into my unhealthy habits and lay in a bed of blades while shooting straight vodka. Any tips on staying sober/clean?",2.70501098901099,5.346410753846154,2.917582417582416,90.68384615384615,79.92307692307692,4.945054945054945,23.131868131868128,6.1826913282559595,0.5534175824175827,269,9,50,2,7,82,55,65,0.278,0.579,0.14300000000000002,-0.9184,0,0,2,1,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,8,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,7,7,0,13,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,8,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443828044749398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750924261304616,0.0,0.0,0.2019002531285388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559466758966586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368805728682219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373434866675105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633512114437967,0.2319650411228038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813556865735965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705222022588247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390649372152865,0.0,0.2837105338964685,0.0,0.0,0.2308338671114901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013365580116448,0.2522593217976417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577360141222141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262509916738456,0.0,0.3879288779023001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642383220300845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,umetnina,2020/03/12,"Corona Corona is in a 20km radius away from me and I’m not finding the memes funny anymore. This shit is scary and I’m highkey freaking out. 
I’m scared to the point of being physically nauseous and uncomfortable around people and I usually love hanging out but now. I’m kinda pushing people away and it sucks. 
They’re shutting down all the schools in the country for two weeks. I’ll be alone for two weeks. 
I want all of this to just stop its very hard not to overhink myself into paranoia.",2.9025056689342392,5.0613992959183705,3.948503401360544,86.14808390022678,76.44897959183673,5.580045351473924,26.19501133786848,6.42735559955562,1.0539895691609984,393,15,74,3,9,127,67,98,0.222,0.72,0.057999999999999996,-0.9342,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,5,0,4,2,1,0,2,19,11,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,0,1,4,1,17,9,2,18,0,0,0,1,1,11,2,1,5,48,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114840090593426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218479939765965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148800848112426,0.0,0.0,0.3830861768425991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633398507901347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262796443187135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400112687065245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826763329843204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272356219688525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410998146028655,0.2063278760845629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927018516559664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044490468205584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983037986347321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453460315614976,0.16821455101455346,0.12024812978690975,0.0,0.3270653084934256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anistmows,2020/03/12,"who wants to watch a movie and then discuss it? my anxiety is out of control with the coronavirus stuff going on! I'm trying to distract myself, I want to watch a movie on Netflix hulu or amazon and perhaps talk about it with someone. I dont have any friends to do this with.",3.8212499999999987,4.870241482142858,4.830714285714286,85.36428571428574,71.67857142857143,7.028571428571429,30.07142857142857,7.1686216300943375,1.7304428571428572,217,9,43,2,4,71,42,56,0.12300000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.055,-0.5784,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,12,8,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251073533553176,0.0,0.2532320962827984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712710391593269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387957114711787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557479600413919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812830193891453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28047516484377466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789427479836501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660641764450557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247432495869012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390492511941114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jorden99,2020/03/12,"Unsure whether to apply for a temp job so close to my final year deadlines for Uni. At the beginning of the week, my lecturer asked myself alongside a few others if we would be interested in a part time job towards a project at my Uni. It would be only for a few weeks, however I haven't got a lot of time to finish my current assignments so I feel I need all the time I could get. My lecturer pulled me aside and said he thought of me when the role came up as it seemed like I was handling my workload.

I also struggle with workplace anxiety. It's annoying because a part of me wants to overcome these issues by exposing myself to these situations. Any other time of year I would have accepted, but I'm concerned that the additional anxiety would make it difficult for me to focus on my work furthermore. I have limited time, so it's not ideal.

I have got experience before by facing my fears of the workplace. I worked full-time for 3 months in another relevant role, so it's not like I have no experience. The opportunity could give me a couple months work after Uni too, which is beneficial. There are benefits, but I feel it cause harm to other areas in my life.

I have 1 or 2 potential, but not set in stone, opportunities for after uni for small jobs for a couple months. I still need something concrete for after Uni.

I believe when opportunities like this appear, I should go for it. Just in this case, I feel my mental health would plummet at a crucial time in my degree. I struggle to concentrate when I feel anxious, so I can't help but think I'll perform badly in the degree and the placement (I'd be working with people with PHDs, so it'd make me feel dumb if I couldn't cope). I've also struggled to sleep at night if I feel major anxiety, although I'm taking medication to counter this.

I'm doing well in my degree, over the last 2 years I've kept my grades above 80%. I just don't want to fall at the last hurdle because I couldn't focus.

I'm stuck and I feel like I can't talk to anyone about it. I think tomorrow is the last day I can apply. Any advice would be appreciated.",4.82591624879036,5.346221154394304,6.215101609923463,78.27550189144016,69.04750593824228,9.182405208058416,29.84437406527668,9.250403328903447,2.4654781560658043,1650,60,327,31,27,561,198,421,0.12300000000000001,0.772,0.105,-0.6913,5,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,0,10,18,21,2,4,22,0,31,5,2,3,1,60,65,25,0,19,14,0,7,4,0,7,3,1,0,0,20,10,0,2,12,0,0,5,10,9,1,0,8,8,50,12,55,41,7,57,0,0,0,0,9,20,1,7,35,217,70,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748429883649408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268213255682975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107844053067382,0.0831457282061318,0.18197701156465607,0.08957863221506547,0.0,0.05544357861852778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412834397242106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620642575882588,0.09667267460338017,0.0,0.0674725872083125,0.08933616959064669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069018156460112,0.0,0.0814558551700295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266181751494179,0.17547261217664858,0.0,0.05113748923095533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512773234504798,0.0,0.08922678139621094,0.2806508141336164,0.05664700591352372,0.0,0.08686171435988227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142737163114215,0.0760651660201861,0.04506409558676796,0.0,0.12683586998884258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428485653939972,0.0,0.0,0.05314849296840241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276139457311504,0.2360584974966244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193903376876164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600706094201075,0.1549544120840848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741215739360389,0.0,0.0,0.10585751887687757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987945538903657,0.07990879405979452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987298584858034,0.0,0.0,0.11758965667835945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441120213936359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030597502712741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173339875963128,0.0,0.05497185105448588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542589527825158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218545947309979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912876575383484,0.07935036373009055,0.0,0.0,0.061043701676139664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332357144990591,0.0,0.0,0.24868309099108565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961854245206096,0.0637327895694707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161563250743584,0.0,0.06294986364137445,0.27741866281790395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353824864557232,0.0,0.12720828258789782,0.0,0.07129401890111996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309052823816645,0.0,0.0,0.3379652558582822,0.0,0.0,0.15318646847941747
anxiety,amycee44,2020/03/12,"First psychiatry appointment I’m really confused about my first appointment with an actual psychiatrist today. I suffer from bad anxiety, and panic attacks that I assume stem from my childhood. I’ve never had an official diagnosis but my Primary doc put me on zoloft 50mg and xanax 0.5mg and then recommenced I see a psychiatrist. I left my psychiatry appointment with a lexapro and buspar script. The appointment lasted a total of 20 minutes and it didn’t leave much time to describe the severity of my anxiety. I’m concerned about getting used to lexapro & buspar and dealing with the side effects without a fast acting medication to relieve my anxiety. I understand these medications take time to build up and get used to, but what about the anxiety I’m experiencing during the period that I’m getting used to the meds? Any advice or experiences would be appreciated",7.957500000000002,9.251892570512824,8.874769230769232,59.220230769230774,62.39743589743589,12.650256410256407,39.31794871794872,12.161744961471696,5.68857641025641,715,37,106,25,10,243,95,156,0.125,0.825,0.05,-0.6701,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,1,2,12,0,4,4,0,4,2,24,17,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,2,2,2,12,1,19,13,2,17,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,3,11,68,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.14022981827933567,0.0,0.0,0.1404213232408186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569816521373764,0.0,0.09772047281043736,0.0,0.4397183798873658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347873423927367,0.0,0.0,0.1199829391463846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814770055129367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056551955903845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444611552556652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523090859128736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713413414361735,0.0,0.1521568430932044,0.15612974370256288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961756216074208,0.28952391630087265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563554261805147,0.0,0.11082978292980956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860020329948075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444575177806291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205747113659532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450976207440415,0.0,0.0,0.16233934175858725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804401338744968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675844711317653,0.0,0.13621016356439292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495960715078839,0.0,0.3723302523030587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852102726122245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207988188072743,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway13654659,2020/03/12,"Mind Overload in 3...2...1 Very new to Reddit, please forgive if I did anything incorrectly...

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Every day it's like the world fills your head so much it may explode.

Constant stresses, worries over things you cannot control. The total loss of control and the need for some structure. No medication, no therapy. You feel completely lost among others, and when you finally do find some closure something else comes in and rips your mind to shreds.

I think about my weight, my health, my family, my job... ok normal so far. \*BEGIN TAKEOFF\*

Then I think about how I'm failing my family and I'm failing my marriage and I'm not good at my job and my job is nothing and going nowhere and my weight is out of control and I'll never be able to get it down and how I'm going to die someday so why work so hard for something? Well because I can live longer and happier, but what's the use I'm going to die anyway? I left my family to move across the states why did I leave them? Why didn't I stay? Oh, that's right because they never gave a shit, why didn't they give a shit what did I do so wrong? Why do I care so much and they don't care at all? Why do I cry at night missing my dead parents why did I get born to be in emotional agony 24?7? Why don't I kill myself because I don't want to die well If I don't want to die why aren't I doing better at living?!

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This goes on about every  3 hours, and it makes me more lethargic and drained than anything else. I constantly feel this... I know others must go through it too...",1.5938380651945323,3.54595844164038,3.0111261829653024,92.2946913774974,79.7255520504732,5.7408622502628806,23.50042060988433,6.742157984588678,0.6300431966351208,1194,41,259,12,30,389,162,317,0.215,0.6809999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.9893,4,0,2,0,0,3,58.0,0,5,4,9,16,19,3,1,7,1,24,7,3,7,5,48,53,27,6,7,4,1,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,13,16,2,3,7,0,0,7,13,10,2,0,8,5,39,9,31,41,7,39,0,5,0,0,14,17,2,5,14,157,52,6,0.06682119538406267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480147456206272,0.16239013267188493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997630053249828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222007414826369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909791715035846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625732418654696,0.0,0.0,0.057560543070375524,0.07006075203374602,0.14441994709122016,0.22483695763439301,0.0,0.0,0.07339994544778385,0.043094143043151116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773994044098197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116410688697396,0.07516485092005508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112599478171196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889792282219962,0.0,0.06757360827691228,0.0,0.0,0.07319935334901405,0.061073362013009634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982263329008062,0.06410097942569051,0.15190410092725892,0.05604644837801002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059858666043755185,0.0,0.06857782437938333,0.07102780599329217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580541734850698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892917721726827,0.0,0.07392775230871369,0.0,0.036723181457851466,0.0,0.0,0.0707539976927757,0.07260142430096306,0.0,0.0,0.03264546079570098,0.0,0.11800867949035562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294322824919121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460366679394761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731532440314615,0.0,0.0,0.13494071751267148,0.0,0.0,0.07102035574501102,0.09824253430513677,0.049547069688990135,0.1030732505524334,0.06453632689115156,0.0,0.062707165276027,0.06547058399324154,0.06411673914861359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419702971867392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334960650332938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057064935753180876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137181993630721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028844415897758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712225034364602,0.0,0.0,0.07654345354719103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641586044659819,0.0,0.04439303304520146,0.08563264776098806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771205833151202,0.0,0.05513448427355501,0.07882574462998962,0.0,0.0,0.16274042848588355,0.120160559106456,0.0,0.5426616191583571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864662607619365,0.0678601674905274,0.0,0.0,0.07305848738548522,0.16239013267188493,0.0
anxiety,The_Zoinkster,2020/03/12,"I’ve been off of anxiety medicine for a couple years but now I think i need them back ASAP. What can I do in the meantime? I’ve honestly been extremely stressed and have had so much anxiety lately. Partly from school, partly from corona, partly from my trip to japan in April. 

Corona is probably the thing giving me the most anxiety so far. It terrifies that I could get it and pass it on to my family. This feels like a big doomsday scenario with how everyone is treating it and I have never seen it before in my life. 

It’s been affecting me physically. I haven’t been able to feel good in weeks and I have been kept up until midnight and 1 in the morning worrying about this shit. 

This has been the most stressful moment in my life so far and I need to get an appointment to get back on those anxiety medications. But that’s going to take a bit before I can actually get them. I desperately need something in the meantime to help deal with this stress and anxiety. What can I do?",3.4312884615384616,5.200466497435901,4.835945512820516,82.09853365384616,73.76923076923076,8.567307692307693,26.54647435897436,9.188382445141503,2.245570512820513,777,28,153,18,16,259,104,195,0.203,0.716,0.081,-0.9796,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,8,8,1,3,10,0,20,4,1,2,1,24,35,14,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,16,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,9,3,19,4,27,25,7,27,0,0,1,0,5,14,1,2,11,115,35,1,0.11443165945934985,0.0,0.11166879266699872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43769953136588574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598176535888674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474582781987929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492973458965255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913643686894149,0.12661645466682228,0.0,0.0,0.1179740162252844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934435447444166,0.0,0.0,0.1078759843813868,0.0,0.11572017061860886,0.0817500003822862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914327629975984,0.10977327487919948,0.0650341491493756,0.09597984678119263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670112921974484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908389616239774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165293044471504,0.05590552864545425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527785808413872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412043637811224,0.2545488765924473,0.08825675026308684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717550077320016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337668322453595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115810948587591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746245400788982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809508207686594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932432378593967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603836671769742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760233098285423,0.07332318683365692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179017480699654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621090482590445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369023690249299
anxiety,Pebbles430,2020/03/12,"Skin Picking For as long as  can remember I've bitten my nails and picked the skin around my fingers. I was able to stop nail biting by painting them often, but I can't seem to stop the skin picking. The problem is, most of the time I don't even notice i'm doing it until it's too late and i've caused damage. Has anyone had this compulsion? What has helped you?",1.6610714285714252,3.523493039473685,3.083759398496241,92.29131578947369,79.13157894736842,5.395488721804512,20.06766917293233,6.1826913282559595,0.01952481203007572,285,7,61,2,7,93,56,76,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.912,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,9,4,4,4,0,15,11,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,7,0,9,9,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,40,11,0,0.2698020991112943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865190090988346,0.0,0.0,0.2401810695757925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27716107619595537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820174189881102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084265985013592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043485195497937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387663675365673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071714780744811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581641712801208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056331835171617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456176979727437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511332715906453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732377368280245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ravenclawinlove,2020/03/12,"Fuck this year. You know, for a split second I thought 2020 might be a turning point for me. I thought I was getting a handle on my anxiety, trying to eat better, going to bed at a reasonable time. And then it all went to hell in a hand basket. I'm averaging MAYBE 2-3 hours of uninterrupted sleep per night, if that; and I keep waking up at ungodly hours, no matter how tired I am when I go to sleep. 

I'm out of ideas at this point. My anxiety is like a runaway train that paints the worst nightmares into tossing and turning, waking up sore and hyperventilating. Lately, I keep getting heart palpitations because I wake up with what feels like a panic attack. 

I really hope this year comes up with a redeeming feature, event or quality - because, so far, it's fucking sucks.",5.053576158940399,5.8759957152317925,6.240721854304638,77.21446026490068,68.66887417218543,8.953907284768214,30.3317880794702,9.120678840339163,2.522832582781457,607,23,116,11,10,204,102,151,0.201,0.703,0.096,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,3,11,5,1,9,0,5,12,7,2,1,24,25,10,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,9,1,2,6,0,0,4,1,7,0,1,4,2,13,4,21,19,2,28,1,0,0,2,1,14,4,4,12,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050167412303727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565208497752448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773898805399046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168123571052394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851581826737267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407820490870915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956624321999225,0.09828952687206036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438706148492485,0.14376317658850424,0.0,0.15638350386611635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630368561208118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366512466039514,0.2709836449579344,0.0,0.0,0.15531478298273418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24458069199351604,0.0,0.0,0.07561217576660506,0.0,0.15519993909814614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443248769170088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382209030451783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595412413649034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911259358393046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142434192137287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601213518741638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813937591032812,0.1414585322750711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753652936242661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218451521459646,0.0802259203704348,0.15813174771795935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341001985992706,0.2993022138492353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275410843324723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719825043096893
anxiety,angelspice21,2020/03/12,"How to handle anxiety focused around doing something you haven’t done in while? So tonight I’m swimming for the first time in a few months. I swim varsity in the fall and I was doing a swim team outside of school but I had to stop bc I didn’t have enough time for school, mental health (I have anxiety, depression, and adhd), and swimming. Plus I didn’t really have any friends on that team. There is a small swimming organization run by my towns parks and rec that practices at my school and the coach is my varsity coach. I’ve been feeling out of shape and gross recently so I talked to my coach and she said that I could come tonight and see how I like it. I love swimming but I’m also really nervous because I haven’t done it in so long and idk I’m just feeling rlly anxious. Does anyone have any tips for handling this kind of anxiety?",1.994411764705884,4.2410616176470635,3.1641176470588235,90.18852941176472,79.88235294117645,6.352941176470589,24.70588235294117,7.510576382923642,1.1881176470588235,665,25,138,10,17,214,94,170,0.142,0.752,0.106,-0.6704,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,9,7,0,1,6,0,18,2,0,2,0,22,27,19,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,13,0,1,2,11,0,9,4,3,0,1,8,4,17,4,19,18,2,30,0,1,1,1,8,11,0,0,11,89,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916962670465322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922217481142255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027640460239096,0.0,0.34214584948077736,0.16842213723056,0.0,0.10424278397357087,0.0,0.0,0.13271609366019824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088003503673424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284224000812413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903119719275987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284055656605818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046414372506068,0.30512875580105353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404330665338298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076238850736215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681051244878835,0.0,0.0,0.11518169079643885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846899336948608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524772383769053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283476151391077,0.0,0.0,0.13193437623063278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455385285076474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024129690611432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899718079414745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101366149337404,0.0,0.14720216048345294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181273112981355,0.0,0.0,0.4526419671963608,0.11880040077416353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147719098464987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246406422275551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198278246221149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738637996736363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Downvotes_dumbasses,2020/03/12,"COVID-19 Anxiety I've been reading about how this pandemic has the possibility to overwhelm health care systems, and how the global supply chain is already collapsing due to reduced shipping, factories closing down, travel coming to a standstill, and shortages of critical goods like N95 masks and disinfectant chemicals - - - its all just a little too much for my anxiety. I feel like the world is falling apart, and it's only going to get a lot worse.

I'm tired of being told not to panic, and not to worry. The entire country of Italy is on LOCKDOWN as a last-ditch effort to contain the virus. Their economy has basically *stopped*, and we have no idea how long it will take. Based on the numbers of infected, other countries will follow.

How do we keep our heads when it looks like the world is collapsing?!?",9.736326530612242,8.589624129251701,9.136054421768707,66.96489795918369,59.40816326530612,11.937414965986395,41.408163265306115,10.914260884657429,4.6586489795918355,645,30,105,13,7,206,104,147,0.166,0.737,0.09699999999999999,-0.8044,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,1,1,8,7,0,2,11,0,12,4,1,4,1,24,23,12,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,2,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,2,6,5,17,18,3,19,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,1,7,71,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848489928715572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890562453773829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262298118673205,0.0,0.0,0.1627433016336559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552682729937538,0.1349690054291489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870620797036897,0.0,0.10737118518135327,0.1584624391525586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938929162761468,0.20081985051826806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132748264716956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679263996687396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400017179067013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768995803296437,0.18935381191950806,0.0,0.16719385382275265,0.15865053198204487,0.0,0.0,0.16061840675458905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388825881483414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368698467968447,0.0,0.22166433774314756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298604647120348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897745268667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795086854800605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204908538633154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714302017189746,0.0,0.18052720126843594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186385530308134,0.1925320671714696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,klanies,2020/03/12,"Can't tell if this is my anxiety telling me to overreact or serious. Covid-19 is slowly making its way into the state I live in. At least 3 people have it now and the most recent is said not to have been in contact with the others who are sick but rather could be the first environmental transmission case here. The schools are closed down and everyone is being told to stay home for at least two weeks.

Now heres my dilemma. I work in that town the last person got sick as a server in a restaurant. I have asthma and live with my elderly grandmother. I've been having panic attacks every so often since it came to my US and I don't want to go into work. It's not a large place and the manager is saying ""we're doing what we can to keep our employees and patrons safe."" as far as I'm concerned, you can do whatever you want but as long as people have germs and aren't staying home when sick and not covering their mouths, it doesn't matter.

I don't know if my anxiety is causing me to overreact or am I being practical? Should I just avoid working now to ensure that my family is safe as well as my mental health?",4.936173694147263,5.168565867841412,5.912426054122091,81.55283039647578,68.73568281938326,9.30509754562618,28.108558842039017,9.23628265651192,2.1496409062303337,880,27,180,16,14,292,134,227,0.156,0.802,0.042,-0.9682,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,2,1,4,11,7,1,2,10,0,31,6,1,2,0,40,42,23,0,7,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,1,11,15,0,4,1,0,0,2,8,4,1,2,6,2,22,3,27,31,3,29,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,6,9,134,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129109176244627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831226944793672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915963459143792,0.0,0.14295355815292998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110630799134996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724658346876625,0.13297139464348068,0.0,0.0,0.13118574032173042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836769002549352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908667579052679,0.0,0.1112973332517338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479184045832672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27917356105111063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236899891236224,0.0,0.0,0.07647757573956611,0.1134323108897684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457580570465605,0.1231504159064188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928890191448046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402384937793933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327188326927985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929492162371415,0.12150736344660823,0.1453904503536325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740169775139802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237108719059365,0.11066399549988293,0.0,0.14083528521150976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511290285974612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966477404565301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432603820461332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297139464348068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593710686616034,0.0,0.1673898922908128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641579410021091,0.11045711169388496,0.11162412195234224,0.0,0.12511971859681909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039259575987278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angelbb773,2020/03/12,pls help i need opinions lol hey i kinda just wanna know if me freaking out over this is understandable or if im overreacting so right i have my gfs (I’m also a girl) birthday party tomorrow and im really anxious about it bc i don’t know anyone else going and i know she will want to go be with her friends n stuff and i don’t wanna be clingy but i also don’t wanna be alone and im really stressing about it. this happened last year and i ended up sitting in the bathroom all night by myself. Am I overthinking this or idk,-0.7257037815126068,1.4427188035714311,2.256197478991595,90.62115546218487,97.57142857142857,4.7781512605042025,18.195378151260506,6.522977012572876,0.2285172268907565,414,13,87,6,17,145,76,112,0.109,0.7959999999999999,0.095,-0.5245,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,10,0,0,0,1,25,20,13,0,7,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,14,1,12,16,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,6,5,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797420823337809,0.0,0.27757052847303554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960584166141452,0.0,0.12134791486068555,0.1778191426014015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497603115151825,0.0,0.15371089908581098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408177981719804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726122197709325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346680788421835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632472074138812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623807756929322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861302468482224,0.14146375501397346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868270774223076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286185789009094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235696945701744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820796660528845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879720282596106,0.0,0.1986694951163812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066827543965147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236236292535644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117584097685302
anxiety,throwawayz123456789z,2020/03/12,"coronavirus: should i have self isolated? hey guys, so yesterday when i was in school my sister sent my family a text saying that a guy in her work was in hospital with suspected coronavirus. i FREAKED out because we live in the same house, so if she got it i'd probably get it.

anyway yesterday i had a night class which i travelled to by train (then was driven home by a guy from the class). my sister said i was being way too paranoid but i'm wondering if i should have self isolated? just in case i spread it to people in my class or on the train? i showed no signs of it, didn't have a cough or cold, but i know symptoms don't show up for 2 weeks or so.

i found out later that night that the guy doesn't have it, he tested negative, but i'm just wondering should i have self isolated? i know people who have it in italy, who haven't self isolated, are possibly facing murder charges. i'm just so scared. i told people in my class about the person in her work and they didn't seem worried but i don't know whether i did something wrong.

i don't want reassurance here but you can't post a text post on coronavirus. as i note i have OCD which can make me overthink and panic.. just don't know what i should've done. and whether i should isolate now",3.207411095305837,4.276785420849425,4.259906523064419,88.80049176996546,73.16988416988417,8.23255435887015,24.828490144279623,8.6894789155246,1.4488718146718151,980,29,218,18,19,319,129,259,0.195,0.7959999999999999,0.009000000000000001,-0.9926,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,1,3,14,6,1,2,11,0,30,3,1,1,0,40,49,22,1,7,16,2,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,9,14,7,0,0,9,3,0,3,11,5,0,0,15,3,33,1,24,29,1,29,0,0,0,0,26,14,0,8,9,144,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830057750777033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465923305935972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562448531762007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228497344700525,0.0,0.0,0.05853801849684411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961129093076238,0.0,0.0,0.44376207117355176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238860118482803,0.0,0.0,0.12928296619751173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463043485067837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893631817200416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478979662550513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029016110363266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314587133850216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330302242549875,0.09783191903993144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263120262065357,0.2146130879669715,0.0,0.1208016662885272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657886993777377,0.08910135765670829,0.11217492517613822,0.11339383745934355,0.0,0.1020000447883352,0.4675425396083101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625643378127051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645592644267205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706220879448196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660860623518388,0.08893478470849385,0.08987440556673369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430124362846008,0.16313776567128352,0.11378544613910377,0.0,0.0,0.12250179875500505,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mister-E-69,2020/03/12,"GAME OVER FOR ME Yesterday I realized how bad my anxiety actually is I tried to book an appointment to see a therapist but just hung up then I tried to go shopping for some basic items and just walked quickly through the stores and not buy anything because too many people there even when there was only a few people I still didn’t buy what I needed and I don’t know why I try to talk to people about my anxiety but when I start into it I notice them getting uncomfortable so I just stop talking about it 

I’m lost ,scared and all alone 
I don’t know what to do and even if I did I don’t think I have the courage to do it",4.375454545454549,4.321835787878786,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,69.9090909090909,9.024242424242424,28.62121212121212,8.841846274778883,1.9036484848484847,492,16,110,8,8,164,80,132,0.16899999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.034,-0.9356,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,16,4,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,1,22,20,13,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,3,4,2,5,3,0,0,4,1,18,1,15,16,4,13,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,8,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.17411804736905048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479553575333169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729908183499117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682940323940766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897826537971512,0.10876683952470648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356973934830405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322022589364186,0.0,0.1014036132365504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611653755948805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194773066966728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808959689357344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323006254887796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031391948334574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357010206879531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710943879363987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863556254617216,0.0,0.14218242897079975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629084813764907,0.0,0.14249124196223245,0.1491721336368446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28682413614827745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716634963934805,0.0,0.11432818259640225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634186455268519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610017215146519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mussefele,2020/03/12,Confused Sometimes i really want to socialise but at the same time i dont want to. Is this anxiety symptoms ?,1.5828571428571436,4.33182442857143,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,90.42857142857142,6.609523809523811,30.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,2.8906380952380952,87,5,15,2,3,29,18,21,0.187,0.662,0.151,-0.1966,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082444384431528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472237227112051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581307017665731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985133623388236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188041079048591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349548418196016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753234160535643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cass470168,2020/03/12,"Just a vent I started a cold calling job. Its not sales. Its more so just asking people if they have properties to sell and if they wanted to use us to do so etc. The company uses an automatic system that background dials and then sends the call to me when someone picks up. I get peoples voicemails a lot and just end the call in that case. 
Its really good money for where I’m at in my life. Its a regular 7 hour day nothing crazy.
Its give ME SO MUCH ANXIETY. From the minute I start to the time I finish I feel like I could throw up.
Sometimes people are really nice but sometimes they get so aggressive and attack me for calling (it’s a program I use- I don’t choose the numbers)
I really want to keep at it but It just makes me feel so crappy. 
Any advice on how I can maybe pass the time while I’m working? Or ways to relieve my anxiety regarding this work? 
I feel a bit better even just writing this post honestly.",1.7877777777777766,3.811902513227516,3.6139947089947135,87.85369047619051,79.42328042328045,6.73968253968254,23.198412698412696,7.793537801064563,1.1782190476190473,721,24,149,12,18,242,116,189,0.09300000000000001,0.799,0.10800000000000001,-0.2162,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,3,3,14,8,2,0,14,0,6,1,0,6,0,31,24,18,0,5,11,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,4,0,3,3,2,2,0,0,0,4,21,6,17,23,5,25,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,4,12,100,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681125812369658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129001429400808,0.0,0.18289265472405802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175199688283632,0.13599185780502596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572174459854347,0.13050465659496907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882471040352396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544145435025854,0.0,0.0,0.07709219214798482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587528513488223,0.0,0.1333165917087203,0.07895379461151042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132618120054367,0.0853980500444648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490745799231415,0.11467184804698714,0.0,0.10026289566178877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772095974920868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862312966379993,0.1062509650797258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443330262628004,0.058400282699708136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162702684573743,0.0,0.0,0.07979261700460219,0.0,0.12009209903724324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787426546773244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147000410101601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486180237603928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144844664979586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297375236532253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128425313266706,0.0,0.2364524957831463,0.0,0.16921937977885818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394072670952114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378962862317493,0.30972764111078405,0.0,0.0,0.14101334942751406,0.09488378809431844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405033630959346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guesswhoitis99,2020/03/12,How are you guys holding up? When it comes to the coronavirus So... at first i wasn't all to busy with it but as time passed by i became more and more anxious. There were days where I would check the news constantly. I realized it only made my anxiety worse so I try to focus on other things. I hope this all passes soon and I hope everyone is doing okay.,0.4332267884322718,2.7821186849315085,2.282922374429224,93.14194824961949,88.17808219178082,5.984170471841705,17.700152207001523,7.3871296695380915,0.3625476407914765,276,7,60,5,9,91,57,73,0.121,0.7509999999999999,0.128,0.1318,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,2,15,10,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,9,3,9,6,4,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745914264055345,0.29159924812506993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223453277691338,0.0,0.2789332653892629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646440163263146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466422847167665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955457098731032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555768565241162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127377367917296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442369720716523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963099518324873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148176435780302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505103607360023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524480517715452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26304373299291794,0.1833592306255703,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Recent-Ask,2020/03/12,"Performance anxiety in the bedroom The reason I'm writing this post to get advice and see if anyone else struggles with performance anxiety from time to time...

I'm male, and my girlfriend and I have been together for almost 2 years. We've absolutely been intimate many times in the past. To preface, I would say prior to my relationship with her I wasn't the most ""experienced"" in the bedroom. There are times where, although I'm totally comfortable around her, my anxiety gets the best of me, and I can't seem to shake that I'm not performing to her liking (even though she's never given me a reason to think that). This obviously affects  getting and maintaining an erection, which only then causes more anxiety for the future following the embarrassing situation.

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Has anyone battled this? Is there any tips on how to combat this in the future?",6.493601398601397,8.119946705128207,7.111421911421914,69.33660839160841,65.92307692307692,10.544522144522146,34.053613053613056,10.637119530657019,4.124533333333332,690,31,110,19,11,227,100,156,0.106,0.818,0.076,-0.2141,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,1,3,11,0,9,0,0,5,3,24,21,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,3,13,3,20,16,4,21,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,4,12,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209476957743464,0.0,0.0,0.1456089555869666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755367061834008,0.17669130478149075,0.09888503929836713,0.0,0.44495864607331603,0.0,0.0,0.2033506825678995,0.14899161663860075,0.0,0.1294473689439691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260075752731722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937801780387042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147293558563475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604315057292223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22791505819318505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104088121955295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742478502444298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215057730741106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105922587452806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881205737858726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926434958860245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29901518483812195,0.0,0.15611790000391154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563733357615714,0.0,0.0,0.11587441195397798,0.1323774801436335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344900351021036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201603009812814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931740372141612,0.14286639697996367,0.0,0.3391632589786385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329640085685572,0.0,0.17669130478149075,0.0936404590685574
anxiety,EverlastingRainbows,2020/03/12,"Does anyone else get panic attacks when they dont get enough sleep ? Not overthinking or anything, just the physical symptoms like shortness of breath and sudden  impression that you're in danger. It only happens to me when I dont get my 10 hours of sleep, and nothing else really seems to trigger these attacks...",8.893157894736845,8.637101473684215,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,60.57894736842106,10.40701754385965,38.29824561403509,9.725611199111238,3.867940350877192,252,11,40,4,3,78,46,57,0.155,0.774,0.071,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,1,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,7,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252611266700305,0.1835534312338371,0.14741963191158167,0.0,0.0,0.4076026208639815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676946652907092,0.0,0.4199091129133125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993023987768918,0.0,0.0,0.18510286671038886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807848649813245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841578558725064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642001697335208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752034376104656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189278124274426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624651519713335,0.0,0.2101860069533096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476375407478595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308528792859514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35854525303625845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186198430935066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Womblyy,2020/03/12,"I need help on changing. Backstory to this. I met a girl who I kicked it off very well with, I helped her get through a very difficult time where she had considered going through with suicide. We had met online and played games together as friends prior to. We decided to meet up (she lives in AZ, I live in WI), and things went excellent, to the point of the end of the trip we ended up starting a relationship. Month or so later she gets me to finally do something about moving on in my life and moving out there for an extremely good job, which I'm still waiting on. This time has been extremely difficult as I've been living here and at the same job for the past 9 years, and I'd end up having extreme anxiety fits due to leaving my home town and hoping for the relationship to work. She'd been extremely patient with everything, but there were times I'd get so in my head about things I'd break it off, and she'd take me back.

 This week Tuesday night I'd gone about doing something the complete wrong way, instead of talking to her I tried to reel her to show some emotion just to give me that feeling of being wanted, and then when the conversation went deeper I said fuck it let's end it, at that point she said no, we need to do our own thing for the time being. Later when I move out there, she said we could try seeing each other and going from there, whilst still being friends. 

I know I need to change. This whole thing with me doing the small shit of trying to see her show some emotion instead of doing it in a healthy way. Me needing to figure out how to just have a more healthy, positive mindset while managing stress better and not lashing out due to it. I don't know how to do it however. I don't know how to stop hyper focusing on the relationship ending and what I did wrong, or anything that brings my anxiety up even because it's debilitating.",7.496642899584078,5.917296620320858,7.499964349376112,78.29903149138444,64.08021390374331,10.771004159239457,34.41414141414141,9.586721724236666,2.9171727866904336,1472,51,302,23,18,475,187,374,0.095,0.813,0.092,-0.524,3,0,2,0,0,1,33.0,6,0,0,3,25,15,2,1,17,0,25,4,2,3,0,52,57,25,1,7,6,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,23,25,0,2,6,4,0,10,4,7,1,0,15,6,39,8,62,35,7,71,0,0,2,1,36,27,2,5,31,211,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127118222846207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652262791267914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060947965460248624,0.0,0.0483176807782145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010123492419511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769841806999444,0.0,0.08310521713968087,0.0,0.0,0.06328465197316174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831927507641185,0.3510152175453588,0.0,0.0,0.052352129878628535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123601891443598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04007749864046292,0.0,0.0,0.08682818807916781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224760128040841,0.07327689867176479,0.1242341453466312,0.07603580691615072,0.09009340412080692,0.06648161955382591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134618628230599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062559581650658,0.0,0.0795067443542595,0.07872554124661317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731159018576885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068178176183373,0.0,0.0,0.08392753676018755,0.0,0.0810512705207476,0.0559854437259453,0.0,0.0,0.2099707036121142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326656666444995,0.2527304623857153,0.0,0.23508854048013075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438248142080987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566501945483113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985735384796792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552947668405973,0.0,0.0,0.2261903487464804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632389145998402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136181126662836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204028090498882,0.0,0.0,0.05610240135863099,0.0,0.1265982605159465,0.06626699429317319,0.09079491930940764,0.0,0.0,0.08670030383458811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959553130146643,0.0637081904303728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063391662901254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848743911272169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144209191100795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307997175146257,0.046751072701282134,0.12582975706568128,0.06357959180961813,0.0,0.07126650133128433,0.14695425244607296,0.0,0.0884937441506825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770403979146061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733221891521495,0.0,0.051042447543715126
anxiety,saveouroceans1,2020/03/12,"online therapy Are there any online therapy platforms that are very good? For anxiety, ADHD and self confidence -  not a serious disorder.

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Thanks :) x",6.85186666666667,10.753559520000005,7.484000000000003,56.24866666666668,73.8,12.933333333333335,40.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,7.481533333333335,128,8,14,6,3,42,22,25,0.055999999999999994,0.488,0.456,0.9171,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29600881217117225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668696214171433,0.2992855795087303,0.16749475209181647,0.0,0.18842142007519794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822850249941861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065875987195739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25694815375326835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676307067568954,0.5633387866891738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032260926846665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992855795087303,0.0
anxiety,yvngb,2020/03/12,"anxiety when u think about a person? i had a friend who helped me a lot with suicidal thoughs, depression, anxiety & loneliness and all...
she helped me so much that i got addicted to her
but sadly she left me(her bf told her to cut all ties with me)....
now whenever i think about her i have anxiety and my chest start to hurt if i keep overthinking about her......
anyone is in the same position?",2.7876623376623364,4.876123870129874,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,76.53246753246755,9.594805194805195,25.285714285714285,9.957137785484203,2.6121220779220784,306,11,64,10,7,100,54,77,0.27699999999999997,0.6970000000000001,0.025,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,2,13,9,7,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,15,1,9,6,5,5,0,3,0,0,13,2,0,2,3,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23108979529576196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968054544297534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864930032822921,0.0,0.0,0.14822154096789325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825783050449882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377543893555271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953999514622972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28417182743919445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22692927464031826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841781328421425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303171950950683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802180540617392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582989698929345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509300454104288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500407336503683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318720211617137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27165680881295223,0.20826954938624595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025562423086352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SciFiNerd68,2020/03/12,"To those everyday who are struggling in their own mental health To the people out there who struggle everyday with their mental health, with their anxiety to the point of where it makes you sick to your stomach, to the ones stuggle with their depression to the point of where they feel like they are going to give up i just want you to know you are not alone. There are people out there who struggle the same as you everyday. The most beautiful things come out of pain and overcoming that pain.  The strongest of us will in the end overcome this pain.  Things happen  for a reason. We have to overcome this and we have to be stronger for it  and become better versions of ourselves. We all are warriors and the  most strongest of us warriors will overcome these battles and all of you  are strong warriors who will overcome anything.

About a year ago i had met someone in a bank. Someone who was having a bad day. We just kind of casually talked in the bank and i asked him if he wanted me to buy him a coffee and we went over to a starbucks across the street and talked for a full hour. We talked about many issues he was having in his home and what not. After we talked he wrote something on a napkin and gave it to me as he left. It said ""i was going to kill myself tonight, but you made me realize that i need to keep going"". 

Sometimes all it takes is for someone who is willing to listen. Sometimes all it takes is someone who will show you they care. Sometimes its just all you need in someone is an act of kindness",4.954832214765101,5.851262771812081,4.7532147651006715,87.52290939597314,68.93288590604028,7.168053691275167,28.658389261744965,6.961326702584282,1.3625551677852346,1198,41,239,9,20,367,137,298,0.078,0.838,0.084,0.4157,0,1,1,0,0,1,20.0,9,9,7,2,10,17,2,3,20,0,24,7,1,3,5,51,49,14,1,5,7,0,1,1,0,5,6,2,1,0,23,24,0,1,4,2,3,6,2,10,0,1,10,3,37,7,50,33,11,36,0,1,0,0,50,20,0,3,11,187,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153914453929267,0.0,0.0,0.0952687095413056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703682664053538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569581003304171,0.0,0.08599354960259406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680362533958962,0.0,0.10159019575868657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135324953288553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378482888854396,0.0,0.0,0.07923692491122357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932270952080535,0.0,0.07922653803381839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814713995086886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046510375331863606,0.06571409600996032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824038521108743,0.15683157068415776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813420238305826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555148822061766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092268446055106,0.0,0.09058668725241682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600843224085563,0.0,0.08176048653060086,0.10176776392431046,0.19157642636461392,0.05055254548448843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994196195733984,0.0,0.0,0.044939220302328116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703842266782574,0.061400695823806875,0.0932583433440481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539847182397493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641141070255922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233141054887514,0.0,0.293635547812742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275416216544396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391109750227604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457589091309898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749879087199784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896929222149501,0.0708145401166126,0.2729265246969573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884880542916827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138322531243732,0.2957362060155015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222148153409165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212932369219198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851026198069927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527100829316303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923531841177125
anxiety,Insomniagoaway,2020/03/12,Beating anxiety and 3 years plan of a dream vacation ruined by coronas. Life sure is unfair i think i can't take it anymore and go on meds :(,1.2688505747126442,3.441326,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,82.10344827586206,6.625287356321839,26.90804597701149,7.793537801064563,1.8312666666666664,110,5,22,2,3,38,27,29,0.382,0.499,0.11900000000000001,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148554975212438,0.0,0.40817407394334015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390885663504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29070920913547443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571695816774522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879067215678461,0.0,0.3094548979099869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26372210633069804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650422783180651
anxiety,DumbDumbGoodbye,2020/03/12,"Low dose anti-anxiety med recommendation This coronavirus stuff is getting me almost panic attack ish. I'm a normally nervous person but my family suggests getting a small Xanax prescription.

Anyone have any insight to this?",6.8722972972972975,10.558741027027027,7.7904729729729745,55.68408783783786,71.16216216216216,10.186486486486489,36.27702702702703,10.125756701596842,5.547275675675676,186,10,20,6,4,62,34,37,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.6142,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958324257416197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090385874459085,0.0,0.226004635312346,0.0,0.0,0.2065728905813967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360964963305374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27850695239487605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087020037402493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32815829927168105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894605876692025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466257423221383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579597859040007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381989045601115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Senor_cream,2020/03/12,"Eye games Does anyone else feel like there eyes are always playing tricks on them like things sometimes get magnified or you see static randomly or everything seems blurry. It’s like i wake up and feel trashed every day, seriously bums me out.",7.098333333333333,8.641210954545457,6.220909090909089,76.58469696969699,64.45454545454545,9.503030303030306,30.57575757575757,9.725611199111238,2.9472666666666667,198,7,33,4,3,60,40,44,0.094,0.716,0.19,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,8,6,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,4,3,6,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,4,4,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567136995018556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980421113926544,0.2902042320813068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826609427269765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785787082294744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366036478132831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863482808698103,0.0,0.2545502879028399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864208015220268,0.20234070265149687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797681447888833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151179411129043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256989050635285,0.25784339976071285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28012328218004195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816648142711004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FredoLechon,2020/03/12,"Anxiety diarrhea when in traffic. It happens really often when i know im gonna be in traffic for a while. I always start thinking about it before i leave and try to take care of business before i go but once i find myself in a little traffic jam or in an uber my mind starts running with thoughts about ""where could i find a toilet if i feel the need to go right now"" and a lot of the time i do end up having to stop at a fast food place or gas station to handle it. Ive heard the anxious mind and the gut are connected. 

Anyonelse with this issue or advice? thanks",4.564285714285717,4.298214336134453,5.715630252100841,84.36319327731093,69.50420168067227,8.14453781512605,28.764705882352942,7.447530270364453,1.560677310924369,442,14,94,4,7,148,81,119,0.07,0.8759999999999999,0.054000000000000006,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,10,0,6,2,1,0,0,23,21,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,11,2,17,16,1,23,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,6,10,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433802606316408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993452933966316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865291557332453,0.18998914382288432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28620796630262146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146495557461314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427353205895526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895255515111633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503400320231037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074166138773152,0.0,0.20335708862424065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115471460040329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871602014687546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165715423247145,0.17553032579001115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924242232822396,0.0,0.0,0.17807235161184642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855487724586465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429758163276613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33961629984512903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469914778957253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910019153912382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757063991195197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077367934000291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361997393096285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23806933758937934,0.0,0.0,0.14060128491262766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264461798126269,0.0,0.0,0.15483234430111098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775933133672977,0.0,0.13351164670920962,0.09806381448707199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141793427421162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,momisignedup,2020/03/12,"How can I deal with all of my family and friends panicking to me about the virus while I'm about to travel for 2.5 months? I am going on a 2.5 month sabbatical to travel through South East Asia and some of Europe – a once-in-a-lifetime trip which I've been planning for a very, very long time. I'm taking the appropriate precautions - I've cancelled travel to anywhere that my government has issued a level 3 travel notice for - and my hand/face hygiene is impeccable.

All of my family and close friends have been texting me daily to ask if I'm still planning to go on my trip, and encouraging me to cancel the whole trip.

I don't want to cancel. I just want everyone to stop triggering my anxiety about it. I've tried to reassure them that I'm being cautious and staying flexible with my travel plans, but all they want to do is scare me into cancelling.

Any advice?",7.0201754385964925,6.298915111111113,7.691345029239766,73.76052631578948,64.55555555555556,10.874853801169591,33.619883040935676,10.25414643259724,3.296244444444444,688,25,130,14,9,230,98,171,0.128,0.8029999999999999,0.069,-0.6873,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,3,6,5,0,1,7,0,11,0,0,2,3,23,22,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,0,5,0,10,1,1,0,0,2,0,17,4,26,19,5,25,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,7,82,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916873478055206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468514803536568,0.0,0.14026321637964753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140868279575686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902710397410327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519999168928574,0.0,0.0,0.3456945108493951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833134660614183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840549921859247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137108520049173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226010038614333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269846196223315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087466312042127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356660281810472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954280535372936,0.1464245576049777,0.15328986802259026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785733343392426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691359748139097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448347389372368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30256799254398403,0.3244359808710539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470514026438147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Glejdur,2020/03/12,"Anxiety attack caused by a movie So I decided to (finally) watch the new Joker movie. I had to stop after only 20 minutes because it made me anxious from the very start

Usually I have anxiety attacks when I'm uncertain about something, when I am afraid that someone might missunderstand my message, when I mess something up friendship-wise or in big groups.

This is a first time a movie made me feel anxious, moreso it drove me to the point of just forcong myself to stop.
Is there anything I can do to stop this from happening?",6.732433333333333,7.178131910000005,6.84,75.70833333333336,64.9,9.866666666666667,36.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.633866666666668,421,20,74,8,6,135,70,100,0.239,0.746,0.015,-0.9595,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,2,6,0,8,0,0,3,0,12,15,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,4,2,11,0,13,10,0,18,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,13,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518230194583741,0.3718815049669201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544420245528296,0.0,0.0,0.37449158694628254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033302259619707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908008785103726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322205271296171,0.0,0.0,0.1803011737364254,0.0,0.14000084843515725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455470988291526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114795848294264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746048262826188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896281804064588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517871838979636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559150426580226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945724876669666,0.2534200744835287,0.0,0.0,0.11649821375024302,0.0,0.0,0.4128158302745033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597421773805738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127351044445836,0.13580464543828313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hi-im-oli,2020/03/12,"Do you know any tricks to deal with anxiety? I would say im handling anxiety quiet ok, but lately ive been feeling more anxious and nervous over small stuff and it feels like its getting worse everytime. For example, for the last 2 months ive been doing maths classes after school once a week and just thinking about it makes me so nervous and it feels like im gonna have a panic attack out of nowhere. I thought with time it will ease but its so frustrating it actually affects my thinking as im constantly worrying, shaking and have difficulty breathing. I dont know what to do and how to handle it, if you guys have any type of advice, please share it with me. Thank you.",7.0165778251599145,6.216875305970152,7.198102345415782,77.55126865671642,64.59701492537314,10.343710021321963,36.30703624733475,9.606745405546679,3.2891931769722813,537,23,105,9,7,174,88,134,0.243,0.62,0.13699999999999998,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,5,12,3,4,3,1,13,1,1,3,0,26,25,13,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,11,10,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,3,5,11,5,15,19,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,9,65,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.1424755417226061,0.0,0.0,0.14267011355807335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857085278856035,0.0,0.2233801453519788,0.16493914021818545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609677960553096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777479972041314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052022565527634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111163621587905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214668969281938,0.2086057404600491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627929662885218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456356539257506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731171618129662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047624213431508,0.11900998960917543,0.16469505574620047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426570537536348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745654581587854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653629986719648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548589256717954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130026690746164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026483472292388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610555097788144,0.0,0.14776041939156914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713577656075354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441775268379968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187102600743716,0.0,0.115908181774114,0.08513413410132467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171128886423827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827071399006966,0.14878710229398476,0.1037146496258384,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charlottecunningham,2020/03/12,"Obsessive hand-washing help? I’ve always been a bit of a hypochondriac, but with recent news I’ve gotten pretty bad, washing my hands aggressively every 45-60 minutes, sometimes more frequently than that, and also using hand sanitizer when I can’t get to a sink. [TW: Tiny amount of blood] I’ve been trying to alternate with using hand lotion so my hands aren’t too dried out, but they’re still not doing great, just today some of the skin on one of knuckles cracked and bled a bit. Does anyone have any advice on how to stop washing my hands so obsessively? 
[TW: BFRB, finger-biting] I also have an anxious habit of biting my fingers (I’ve tried stopping for years and nothing’s worked so far, I’m trying to just exert willpower at this point), so my hands need to be really clean or else absent-mindedly biting my fingers makes me doubly anxious. 

Sorry for so many TWs, I just don’t want to accidentally upset someone.",4.9017875874125885,6.4351985056818215,5.780909090909091,77.7298251748252,69.625,7.688111888111888,27.174825174825173,8.139509932561175,1.8970966783216785,731,24,127,10,13,240,117,176,0.177,0.7170000000000001,0.106,-0.8936,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,14,6,1,3,6,0,9,12,10,4,0,23,17,15,0,2,7,0,9,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,9,10,1,20,13,5,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,8,71,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925758770910934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22792787873037684,0.11857842922831008,0.0,0.0,0.09691061869597424,0.0,0.0,0.32198792322751724,0.0,0.09964520720086936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898858582267965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667468860657961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471008676306697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904750633612254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006949796109395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445477245209953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571160463206618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955203961614524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512548310447153,0.1444811796527818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389288893170868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056681945533601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674068131597772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656739979070286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471652841366089,0.0,0.0,0.14498230522799402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129454889908566,0.0,0.14070988151571368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074692962589302,0.0,0.14094448043565544,0.15952651918160912,0.0,0.0,0.11380741566555973,0.23828685587604814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508132783302773,0.0,0.0,0.29026160683652125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461630544905541,0.0,0.0,0.08405516382360444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374783374375904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177075609918676
anxiety,M3102,2020/03/12,Im so nervous about Coronavirus I have been so nervous about the coronavirus that I have been making myself nauseous. I can't sleep and I am almost making myself throw up. In my head I have basically thought out a situation where the entire world is ending pretty much. I need some positives here that will make me feel a little better. I obviously know it is a serious disease. But is this worse than the H1N1 and swine flu stuff? Is life just never going to be the same? I am probably catastrophizing because thats what I always do but I am freaking out.,3.3333333333333286,5.632353814814818,4.901629629629628,79.15633333333334,75.66666666666666,7.653333333333332,25.61481481481481,8.548686976883017,2.042519259259259,444,16,80,9,10,149,74,108,0.125,0.815,0.06,-0.682,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,7,0,16,4,2,3,2,19,24,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,1,14,1,8,19,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,2,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659202703055974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997794815346915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185375494633778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129873169115388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915765563711789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936718400988324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292760577389232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198499470865274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336398460082689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188721764707485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152778255468982,0.0,0.21678824448207207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331434320137588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590045226372529,0.1603828366133803,0.16682298677124727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200536639193784,0.2332067148642286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431289397255339,0.21645503151940934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247610403405092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171710472537086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042697966043512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ladylucifer01,2020/03/12,"Deleted all social media to help with anxiety and depression, not sure what to do now I’ve (F 19) been suffering from anxiety and depression since I was around 11, and it’s recently been triggered by an unexpected breakup.

Going to work and uni is a huge struggle and I’m ready to burst into tears as soon as I step out in public. I wish I could just switch my mind off.

I’m usually the type of person that loves sharing on social media, and now the only way I can somewhat cope with my anxiety is to completely self isolate. I feel so much pressure to be perfect online, but I feel like a complete fraud because I can’t even leave the house without wanting to curl up and cry. Basically I ghosted everybody, I figured if people really cared they’d text I guess. I’m also actively seeking professional help, but feels like I’m going in circles and it keeps getting pushed back

Not really sure what to do now, any advice, thoughts or people to talk to are much appreciated

[link to a more in depth post ](https://www.reddit.com/r/depression/comments/fh7sc5/too_privileged_to_be_depressed_and_suicidal/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf)",7.816060606060603,10.22853414141414,7.019616161616162,68.24609090909092,63.64646464646464,8.916363636363636,30.876767676767678,9.3871,2.9395652525252527,952,35,148,18,15,293,132,198,0.14800000000000002,0.688,0.16399999999999998,0.8194,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,2,11,13,0,2,7,0,13,1,0,1,4,39,30,16,1,4,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,13,0,1,6,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,4,3,14,8,28,23,5,24,0,3,0,1,11,11,0,4,9,94,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102707090826124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904466964734887,0.0,0.2683879121305929,0.0,0.0842238366585889,0.0,0.2842400978394868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025483870137856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523480268050503,0.0,0.07549923545674526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627571252824032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25971363920851537,0.0,0.0,0.09888601363238857,0.0,0.13604597721680478,0.0,0.0,0.21334767381738454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180330091817674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787038973969014,0.17696026948385393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470773458923891,0.0,0.1407762752943098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643731312340782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603122242165752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429089688792445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008564834699362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114174267277812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210159922749132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178157021931087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505555466255786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820914375652488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419528375937776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172723288285408,0.10814308400160624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861630349080275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868595779825648,0.0,0.12228924174148495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920499932784826,0.0,0.0,0.10245193353323276,0.0,0.0,0.2525037222199613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129477354504963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334587249475183,0.0,0.0,0.09954781753503744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983249216291769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364058521609382,0.0,0.07305131763114292,0.09830822075022187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242407596268036,0.11938923378380367,0.0,0.09016597686090083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kdb7200,2020/03/12,"Chest Pain and Shortness of Breath from Anxiety Hi- I've been through a thing or two, and about a year ago my mental health really plummeted. I've been doing better since then but recently had a pretty intense anxiety attack after a series of triggers. About a week later, I noticed sudden chest pain and shortness of breath, (like I'm hungry for air and my breaths feel too short). I'm still monitoring the symptoms on my own but have gone to the ER and had all the relevant tests (EKG, blood work, and Chest X-Ray), which all turned out fine (despite the fact that as of this year I do periodically vape, aka, also a serious potential factor) 

I'm wondering about other people's experiences with anxiety causing these symptoms, how they pin-pointed it, and how they have navigated it as well. It's very possible that that's my issue, so I want to treat it as such going forward while also officially quitting the vape. 

Notably, I also suspect I have medical-related anxiety as I have always been obsessive about potential, albeit extremely unrealistic pregnancy scares, etc. and have really gone down the rabbit hole with this health issue as well. So anything would help ease my mind a little. I've seen a lot of similar posts but your feedback is still appreciated. Thank you :)",7.415223970944313,7.931677580508477,7.984285714285718,67.84364406779665,63.44915254237289,11.319128329297822,35.0774818401937,11.062562989136584,4.164954963680389,1023,43,170,27,14,340,144,236,0.111,0.732,0.157,0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,2,3,17,13,1,2,14,0,14,13,7,4,3,29,26,26,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,6,3,1,8,2,15,7,25,17,5,26,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,3,15,114,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487363154942464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838345644427219,0.09844241666792923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36202369722976974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735807919121592,0.0,0.0,0.13459336360446114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463453798866958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153574892283593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319456090384856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572872870772792,0.0,0.0,0.0598204947248227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723762945261244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515134888949941,0.0,0.0,0.07929990893290043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469673432399917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577997139746012,0.11857651957347135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058192892621218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922746512581082,0.0,0.11945818324590746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469537695517622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177785406114506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202044007316152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118400767193527,0.13337541955059548,0.11330714702430525,0.12036260383624316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258359941485705,0.0,0.0,0.15158332051996454,0.0,0.11681568794265812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844776905059222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786627937427214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889631546944875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459363294995736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089228671671533,0.0,0.0,0.07859912373531461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286860241114076,0.11557052725968656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761716770033416,0.06978160795402742,0.0,0.09490019999935084,0.0,0.21274767695409355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830086975437147,0.08613023080389921,0.0,0.0,0.08404319205557262,0.0,0.0,0.152374003748233
anxiety,theshootingapple,2020/03/12,Please My grandpa is going to die sadly he is living on oxygen right now but the problems is I keep on thinking about him to the point were I get at trouble at school and my teachers keep on calling my name for 2 minutes with out me noticing does any one know how to mabey help me get pass this and go back to normal,2.8446268656716427,3.930932567164181,3.725552238805971,92.21907462686569,74.07462686567162,5.36,25.34029850746269,3.1291,0.2786143283582092,250,8,54,0,5,80,51,67,0.153,0.777,0.07,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,12,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,8,0,13,11,0,13,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638964124095586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683517179620886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348283183984969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23867584165391506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125107021749636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403029783349128,0.0,0.2613981036955056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414616775637274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088214390078772,0.0,0.0,0.12638723953009146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030705217969147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253248779881967,0.0,0.26182597750154885,0.0,0.0,0.15583577127103138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524414802463201,0.2173989788872812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005326446651768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639583003134803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327451250145604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735752097875493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mapleandbirch,2020/03/12,"Stupid irrational part of my brain is freaking out thinking society is gonna collapse from this shit. I just need someone to tell me all this coronavirus shit will end up okay I'm a college student in the US. I was completely fine until they decided to kick us off campus. Then it was like my anxiety suddenly burst in like the koolaid man. Rationally I know things should be fine but as I'm sure you all know that doesn't help. I need to be told and shown over and over again why things will be okay, why society isn't going to end, why this won't all last too long.

Sadly I threw up last night because some of the stuff I read scared me. I don't need to be told how bad it is, I get it. That's just going to send me into another attack. I'm not gonna read the news anymore and once I'm home I'm just gonna try to distract myself as much as possible.

Until then though my heart is racing right now I just need some good facts about this thing right now",2.416757425742574,3.7449953663366338,3.587215346534656,91.83052599009899,75.53465346534655,7.228217821782177,23.0210396039604,7.865858978985527,0.853622772277228,752,21,172,11,16,244,114,202,0.17,0.748,0.081,-0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,1,0,11,17,4,2,5,2,17,4,4,1,5,29,38,13,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,13,5,0,0,4,2,0,4,5,9,0,0,5,0,20,8,25,22,7,29,0,1,0,0,10,11,2,2,16,104,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236268881057864,0.08926975531266854,0.0,0.11572800853965888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275502932675154,0.0,0.0,0.0974337040178866,0.07113491368824988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026787812868187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223502939929999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067105606162255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096722817285762,0.0,0.13263853775249526,0.0978764748772619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828165798191913,0.07821679653488492,0.0,0.11705250140698073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826274104400795,0.19024058983280095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402052104627992,0.0,0.0,0.10326955157846958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857827143295665,0.3461052510552372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950838928040718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427413870801325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636704785789624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315537204786835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334489737653032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931021187812448,0.0,0.0,0.11682995827498932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395671865351961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887352237104599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335854612688311,0.0,0.0,0.10998168490345203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019947451488956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325767488923832,0.07477210367303344,0.11465018975001558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230101489552539,0.0,0.07922682469283614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28073440090979945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158915974846235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mi900090,2020/03/12,"My sister has anxiety - Help Hello !!

My sister (13) has severe anxiety and when she was little, had some kind of OCD. It more subtle now, but i am always a little worried for her. 

If me or my mother come home a little late, she can has a panic attack, crying or having difficulty to breathe. When she stress about something, she has huge fit between sadness and anger. I try to be with her, help her or provide her with news etc   
But I want to know if i can do something more for her ? She is not very huggy but when she starts to cry, i hug her or i force her to breath slowly. People with anxiety, it is something which help you ?   


(Sorry i am not an english native!!)",2.0091542288557207,3.8403672537313436,3.735149253731347,88.17247512437812,77.95522388059702,5.6606965174129344,20.868159203980106,6.42735559955562,0.31445472636815897,508,13,103,4,12,170,79,134,0.255,0.622,0.12300000000000001,-0.9729,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,2,2,4,0,15,3,2,0,0,21,19,14,0,3,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,25,2,13,16,4,12,0,1,0,1,21,5,0,7,6,81,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421892182277308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426129320037292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169835758582036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285977167151403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32796999083418404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664947067410773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001922196257331,0.0,0.14974724853134766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545966122825858,0.08204434902953509,0.0,0.16840248073319802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488750250189302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751563807837079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349695769543944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865205975306896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34478577428763313,0.0,0.16711481459014282,0.10566625897827052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100800010912673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135621934620274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231775867920026,0.08805346715886417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160841315411658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rina23x,2020/03/12,"To anyone who is scared of the Coronavirus, heres some good news. 1. No children under 10 have died, including infants

2. People are being more hygienic

3. If you get infected, you have a .2 chance of dying (If your a healthy, non-immmunocomprimed or elderly human)

4. Although it will spread, you (most likley) wont have to go to school

Tell me anymore and I'll add it! :)",1.5534585289514882,4.216544126760564,3.4415962441314574,84.4390453834116,86.60563380281691,6.535837245696403,23.381846635367765,7.793537801064563,1.60162785602504,287,11,54,6,9,96,61,71,0.149,0.721,0.13,-0.3802,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,10,5,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,5,0,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082415993897791,0.21732670432962709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6451467603772031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238623786499512,0.0,0.17664140052811814,0.26069403197638114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547763543131448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111766429730185,0.31455794259742953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716630465759258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allieatisicecream,2020/03/12,"Forgive alcohol acts? My lifelong friend is 19 and I’m 23. He got pretty drunk for the first time in a while and went to the club with this girl I’m dating and her friends. When he drinks he’s gets really horny. My friend started making out with my gf’s best friend as soon as we got there. 

Long story short I went outside to get fresh air at the end of the night and wasn’t allowed back in as the club closed soon. The girl I was dating comes walking out shoulder to shoulder with my friend and they looked close. My buddy tells me they “almost” made out but didn’t and came to find me. 

Believe them or nah? My gf has a history of cheating but my friend I thought would have my back",2.1825990675990674,3.7555091188811183,2.755402097902099,96.53259032634035,76.69230769230771,5.605827505827506,21.706876456876454,5.985473137389443,-0.01945641025641054,536,14,123,3,12,166,88,143,0.055,0.792,0.153,0.8959,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,3,2,6,9,1,0,8,0,7,5,2,3,0,28,22,14,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,0,2,1,17,3,0,3,4,0,6,2,1,0,1,10,1,18,8,19,11,1,30,0,0,1,0,20,10,0,2,14,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313177655301807,0.14348268498544944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220359947200076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143701562602789,0.1503723883779637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388381464594015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343031229301032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403681307953562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691103668615045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309630476702289,0.12188108261244797,0.0,0.0,0.6642258074812947,0.0,0.1497246025211757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292017266819711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680576947657618,0.12032621012001353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355829962283031,0.09564615321747713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344665039655077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577586706634985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179425036225593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142030261246857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524042124212606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375502405011192,0.08355264765566779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656596579172437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017880039351205,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyocdandme,2020/03/12,"Does anyone else’s anxiety run them in circles? I’ve been sick for a week now, obviously a horrible time to be sick for someone who has anxiety, living in San Francisco...but anywho, this has happened to me since I was younger...I will be anxious about being sick...and then think, ok I need to go to the Dr...but then get anxious about going to the doctor bc of the possibility of not being sick, but then getting sick bc I was contaminated at the doctor...but then I’m like, ok, I need it. Maybe I need an antibiotic. So I’ll go, get prescribed meds, and then not take them...bc I’m scared to get sick from taking an antibiotic...back to square one. 

I need to know I’m not alone here 😭",1.176352583586624,3.1962151914893653,3.5690628166160074,87.41250000000002,81.48226950354609,6.58176291793313,22.128166160081054,7.7094869923839395,0.9175953394123608,526,17,116,9,14,182,79,141,0.193,0.738,0.069,-0.937,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,8,2,10,6,0,0,1,12,29,8,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,3,1,8,3,18,21,0,15,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,9,61,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524128620474706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293315452127349,0.33866705416181553,0.0,0.10480687736917632,0.1535804640229141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525649243065407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30683842351445123,0.13117012987617194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521422503065838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132462634236578,0.0,0.2555585655326144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325476167647875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237586317397716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322889534624309,0.0,0.1323560003399553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505850887319916,0.0,0.16649448304976122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445674335766609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156963803911001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897894415746906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006647416306068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399091686464025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700167927289052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253979062460489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604373852086777,0.0,0.0,0.08740231811131295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202330658096989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IzzSci,2020/03/12,"Coronavirus has left me jaded Not gonna lie, I had a good day today. I did training for an out of state guard card, had a personal pizza, did house chores, and talked to my girlfriend over the phone before she went to bed. I had a good day. Key word is *had*.

I checked up news and studies on the coronavirus for awhile as I usually do around this time. I now sincerely regret doing that. I had some small hope that things might improved, but I was wrong.  Didn't expect to learn that's it's airborne, and my govt is still doing effectively nothing. At least my state is considering canceling events, some events I was scheduled to work at just got canceled. Sadly, that also means I'll probably be out of a job soon.

I'm tired, I'm sick of having a smallest glimmer of hope that maybe things will improve in the slightest without it being smashed into pieces. Nothing is improving and people are going to die because the govt refuses to do anything, let alone test people. I guess an artificially inflated economy is more important than human lives.

I have more trouble sleeping now, more so than usual. It's why I'm up at 3am, writing this. Normally I'd keep this in my journal,  it usually helps. But writing hasn't helped much lately.  I can't enjoy things as I would anymore. I just want to sleep and never wake up.",3.470831269897417,5.4603823035019445,4.484975238769014,83.7141413158826,74.21400778210115,7.318641669614433,27.635125574814293,8.150884317080207,1.9207291828793776,1040,41,197,17,22,338,158,257,0.141,0.752,0.107,-0.9207,2,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,11,0,31,6,3,1,1,37,44,11,1,7,6,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,15,9,1,3,3,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,12,0,20,6,32,25,8,36,0,2,0,0,11,16,0,6,16,134,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654453164758533,0.0,0.09770954043907726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117250538608633,0.0,0.0,0.10054603315648714,0.10876859561502558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448150038004317,0.0,0.10396856299707076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759559520686642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680645547418434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943930053332366,0.2049622702212468,0.0977207461936382,0.0,0.13459812841515698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379310970615787,0.0,0.0,0.2427101771375793,0.0,0.14098254579000594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124757516806785,0.10860168595868024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378275194935666,0.0,0.13275196891744356,0.12494019039953448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107889650255005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274904435903385,0.13309288752858978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129616641646149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981841600229734,0.0,0.09423490713373653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971320142768037,0.2344753823908571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941233754023835,0.10668530751916452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131733722933092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24454207646853116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757534133325717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820590585736766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351846811727584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124577282696565,0.14043115395403616,0.11581500725568265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40370127464611344,0.0,0.07206658066125514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132646790276635,0.11025097202955167,0.0,0.0,0.11777985840049965,0.0,0.08895053306440015,0.0,0.0,0.08679515501122415,0.13358771043317846,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sereniv,2020/03/12,"DAE get art anxiety/game anxiety/etc Whenever I want to create, I get little chest flutters. And then I get distracted and have to eat and it's to hot and then too cold-

Or when i try and play a game, the same flutters. 

I always thought my anxiety went away with my medication, but i obviously still get anxious. 

It probably ranges from ""I could be doing something more productive"", ""what if i mess up"", to ""I'm overwhelmed "" and ""This is taking too long I need to make money now""

But how do I get over this? How do i get started

With games, it's really just about forcing myself to open it up and start the game, and usually that helps. Or open world games where theres less strict choice.

But with drawing or writing, or probably beading when I get around to it- How do I make it less overwhelming? How do I stop feeling like theres not enough time? How do I justify creating when i can do something else productive? And how do cope with artists block, that of which i fear and therefore dont even attempt to start 

Help! Discuss!",2.3457881773399016,4.629808344827588,3.4236724137931063,88.59481896551728,78.85221674876847,7.212709359605911,25.913546798029557,8.238735603445708,1.7338533990147784,806,32,165,16,20,259,115,203,0.09699999999999999,0.795,0.10800000000000001,-0.5919,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,20,7,0,4,3,0,14,3,1,9,1,46,33,29,0,4,10,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,17,1,2,2,7,1,1,2,5,0,0,2,4,20,2,20,29,5,25,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,5,15,113,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651018667733012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711705881860734,0.1581859082095488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246499786481317,0.0,0.0,0.1315560299643456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179681212233253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410567888389185,0.0,0.0,0.14327828123449282,0.11697108215176813,0.0,0.0,0.14468098295896684,0.15616243546910222,0.09248373888074927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157564578770167,0.07079973494586034,0.10003231637059312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120929367766358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877086627085515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840806730490366,0.14033963101145644,0.0,0.12391577182952465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869326127256061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105823995684744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038251320530153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019365223573858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970219123391489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155927848268464,0.0,0.0,0.2973265758163197,0.0,0.11182238903610953,0.11706533069104012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527971962405913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116246258226922,0.08164842077288065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095066289931117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542153320399222,0.0,0.08258907536568731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980253852275891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sirwolfgang,2020/03/12,"Feeling at the end of my rope I don't know how long I can do this anymore. I can't fucking think straight. And if I can't think clearly, how am I supposed to fix things, to get better? It's the only tool I have. I have no money. My circle of friends is dwindling. My mom is sick. I'm so stressed and sad it's making me angry and feel ill and out of control. The world feels like it's on fire and nobody gives a shit as long as they have theirs. I just want to be better, but I don't know how much fight I have left. I feel like I'm about 20% of the person I used to be and it hurts to have lost so much of myself. 

Sorry if this comes off as incoherent rambling. I work third shift at a place where people are hard to come by in the middle of the night and I've been spiraling most of my shift. Honestly it just feels good to type some of this out.",0.77968085106383,2.072953297872342,2.5499468085106405,97.70875,79.85106382978724,5.3382978723404255,19.196808510638302,5.602791699666715,-0.4883255319148931,652,14,164,3,16,216,106,188,0.168,0.722,0.11,-0.8044,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,2,5,9,14,3,1,8,0,18,4,1,6,1,35,38,18,0,3,5,1,7,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,9,11,0,1,9,0,1,2,5,7,0,1,2,7,21,7,27,34,4,19,0,3,0,1,7,13,2,4,6,107,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683175786830438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618869823467058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507425056259875,0.0,0.0,0.16605738181115173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311336614542272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743077846740069,0.21154245712992112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438769030888928,0.13687537665795374,0.07735314378896409,0.1420287962480294,0.0,0.12418233962140947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326290855362505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584969990511966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273539978910898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086326592422628,0.0,0.0,0.14466535585936408,0.0,0.0,0.2620497835205021,0.0,0.0,0.16162060229809472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882852274256552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340138562815158,0.0,0.0,0.21767637581715465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894051666722101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260325176170136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264338121240177,0.1292767793473244,0.15468699703811514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197734571952098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573655885318575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695976358766438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836182070381888,0.18973659981473248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787283825082382,0.0,0.0,0.08732725867418671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778652377908424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crush2NE1,2020/03/12,"Dealing with my phobia of face masks So two months ago, I got sexually assaulted while I was having a massage and to this day I’m still so horrified by what happened. Another thing I vividly remember from that day was the guy wearing a face mask the entire time.

Now the thing that’s killing me about the coronavirus situation is that the more panic that ensues, the more there will be people wearing face masks. I tried going out the past week and at least 60% of the people I saw wore face masks. I know I can’t blame them but I just end up freaking out thinking the guy might be near and hiding about again.. 

I really don’t know how to deal with this.",5.381774809160309,5.642437053435117,5.748921755725192,83.0113215648855,67.77862595419846,8.992748091603053,28.588740458015266,8.841846274778883,1.9827473282442751,518,16,106,8,8,166,86,131,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.9512,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,2,1,11,0,10,6,6,1,0,15,19,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,2,12,0,15,10,3,18,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,12,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965843238469551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886315011948693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23231469646680686,0.371375153880802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952578363728456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236180779730072,0.0,0.14405203051954213,0.0,0.0,0.3566784205212424,0.15927245846356805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926725681579152,0.0,0.19796970426198332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910703831636026,0.0,0.0,0.14376369058533325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113226402153982,0.0,0.0,0.1719372967199427,0.2497339835020841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538436770199345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403180024244247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202453449259582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383768641963324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931683678708066,0.1154085054686138,0.0,0.0,0.10502476333246183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222842341149975,0.0,0.1759432656192357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444749928179021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImportantWeekend,2020/03/12,"Simple calming games to distract from anxiety? Hey guys! Things are getting hard to manage when the world is only doom and gloom and you just happen to have an intense fear of illness. In high school I played a lot of phone games that were really simple puzzle games with very soft colors, and those helped me a ton. Infinity loop was always my go to, but I wanna hear what other people use too! Thanks!",3.582857142857143,5.868825987012991,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,74.84415584415585,5.9584415584415575,20.090909090909093,6.868970318607317,0.4340701298701299,319,7,58,3,7,100,66,77,0.157,0.741,0.102,-0.3769,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,5,3,10,9,2,5,1,2,1,0,9,3,0,2,1,38,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872066049157954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108725702762767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957906919686875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733355310449286,0.0,0.14938945244884982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26027282581557776,0.2324463183296969,0.0,0.2354710186231839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962624368010069,0.0,0.1761895841833455,0.27772612768110816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22347425706204985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991695098707107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822340961734668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839491098370485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26602845464071434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420062637206435,0.0,0.0,0.17463257038312832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270267291327232,0.0,0.2168871114446148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,veah2532,2020/03/12,I NEED HELP Okay so im 17 years old and have a brother who moved out a couple years ago and now he is back.. I love him very much but honestly he is a ticking time bomb who is constantly making a scene he moved in and brought his 3 kids and baby moma with him ..they fight constantly and when he gets mad ( which is almost every night) He tells us he hates his life and that he is gonna kill himself. I am not sure if he would ever actually do this but my anxiety has gotten so bad that i stay up all night worried he might kill himself and even ditch school to make sure he is okay. I can not help feeling this way and I cant take it for much longer... sorry for the poor grammer its late and im up worrying ....,0.5398039215686268,2.3583407581699376,2.424601307189544,95.84670588235296,82.59477124183006,5.648627450980393,19.35032679738562,6.742157984588678,-0.023743006535947853,548,14,131,6,15,182,100,153,0.307,0.624,0.069,-0.9936,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,1,0,1,0,7,12,5,0,5,2,14,2,0,2,4,27,25,15,2,3,5,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,6,0,0,2,1,15,6,8,20,3,23,0,0,0,1,27,4,0,3,14,75,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.1255984283400401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409004737204236,0.0,0.12888040425100986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845968942937056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896692091717203,0.1074640812440192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781707882905253,0.0,0.0,0.1424106711314033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500905745447693,0.11642188846168387,0.10844030286273236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507758886710809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724353987802692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270704665963423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253775297157414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780489957595792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847880995728711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451859028363742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090880950492376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616213304924955,0.0,0.17182442457042876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653665979886778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735880844740219,0.18922734540303854,0.09543382136933266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415636059647488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350552300863397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025727940434045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407575902663133,0.0,0.13718340384400562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426076446739412,0.0,0.0967708468820974,0.0,0.11249466177670722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504946682031123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481739492231272,0.0,0.0,0.10619587710192943,0.0,0.1021607819269071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614142528724783,0.0,0.09142900480564642,0.0,0.0,0.16576480712132868
anxiety,MattPilkerson,2020/03/12,"Does anyone have periods where you feel constantly little dizzy and like lagging and balloon headed (hard to describe) I felt this way before I started zoloft 50mg. It went away for 6 years then this week it’s back. I got so dizzy i could hardly walk, then a week later it’s still here but not as dizzy.",0.9136475409836072,3.452736983606556,1.891946721311477,95.07923155737707,89.0,4.361475409836066,17.46106557377049,5.985473137389443,-0.3166573770491805,240,6,49,2,8,75,49,61,0.111,0.8590000000000001,0.03,-0.3505,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,7,7,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,5,1,4,3,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,12,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390870338394628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202409918702315,0.1802509788011882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947024630872226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533197779550463,0.0,0.18716162836797048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513850283865348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185274734487792,0.0,0.2250755524863893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748341566735255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199803225606132,0.0,0.2405778369860885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452352734603505,0.2349458214955432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592043198859385,0.0,0.1872044472707661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606803936874397,0.3760678004235689,0.0,0.0,0.21730543130006474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095583684682073
anxiety,cantrelatee_,2020/03/12,"Compulsive Skin picking as stress relief I've dealt with the issue of skin picking since I was a kid, it started around the time I developed ocd and anxiety. It never felt like a compulsion or anything like that, it's more of a stress relief. I mostly only pick the skin in my face and I have a habit of touching my face a lot generally. I mostly do it subconsciously when I'm having an intense conversation/whilst being very focused on an external thing and end up doing it aggressively in front of the mirror as a result.  I have done so much unessesary damage to my skin over the past years and I can't seem to help myself, the relief I feel popping my pimples seems to have a bigger impact than the instant regret I feel seeing and having to live with the aftermath of my skin picking for a week. I know how bad I feel afterwards but as soon as I find a blemish on my skin, I can't resist the urge to pick it in front of a mirror, and once I'm in front of the mirror there's no stopping picking any other small blemish either.
I really want to be able to resist and stop this behaviour so any serious advice or tips by anyone who has experienced something similar would be greatly appreciated :)",5.949579831932772,6.027582277310928,7.153445378151265,74.05478991596641,66.56302521008404,9.657142857142855,31.285714285714285,9.424239791934726,2.7979882352941177,954,34,175,17,14,325,133,238,0.11699999999999999,0.795,0.08800000000000001,-0.2132,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,13,1,2,22,0,16,8,8,8,1,40,28,18,0,3,4,0,11,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,2,8,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,3,13,21,6,32,21,6,27,0,2,1,0,3,11,0,7,15,126,32,0,0.15858269766094488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496517678710472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156833448837198,0.0,0.12131532965069157,0.0,0.0,0.11088470943591043,0.0,0.13050004805342072,0.14117222240257146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240992854318245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228515844376715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045720028918846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405525304428903,0.0,0.15226425884243006,0.0,0.1449417126943007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483798401729486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629463946233128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551913527969664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715290333862333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495099151134406,0.0,0.1400314274043193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482133858040124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657652953984975,0.0,0.12230875274932534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888539742954653,0.0,0.12060928758118927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138512892363745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159213686365147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263698782646929,0.2887354640018689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118124625351402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208470830901932,0.0,0.0,0.11224564962508222,0.0,0.0,0.2651644722153957,0.3633118887512116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535529777934204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247084629436962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308473336939233,0.09353618381644464,0.0,0.12720547450274575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112652598458461,0.0,0.0,0.10212205795567204
anxiety,Constant-Pineapple,2020/03/12,"Anxiety when studying is now anxiety everyday??/ Hello!

I've developed anxiety after starting at an elite university (I won't name it purposefully). I didn't do well my first semester and after that, I've become afraid of academics, so much so that I think the stress is causing my hair to fall and my heart beats all the time. I'm afraid of not doing well and i'm insecure in my abilities, what can I do to remedy this? I'm losing myself. I don't have any true friends to help me through this.",1.7672727272727258,4.252947141414142,3.8917171717171715,83.19090909090913,82.63636363636364,8.044444444444443,25.161616161616163,8.841846274778883,2.332628282828283,393,16,77,11,11,134,65,99,0.195,0.7290000000000001,0.076,-0.8516,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,6,9,0,4,3,0,10,2,2,1,2,9,15,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,2,1,1,1,11,4,10,13,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697269523979615,0.0,0.5297542361309374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25493421633420066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371265686966157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634435506853884,0.0,0.0,0.17833911683200304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27353532312839673,0.15472085760669213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258240350697003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968702013998854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338305732498798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644156247701229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479069013033346,0.0,0.0,0.13459915490236599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41508878730265786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,turtleman777,2020/03/12,"My friend just got committed for attempting suicide A couple friends and I were just at her place when it happened. 

I don't know which is more fucked up.

The fact that none of us talked about her suicide attempt before, the fact none of us talked about it after it happened, or the fact that it could have easily been any one of us in her place.",4.1052173913043495,5.318948507246379,3.9862028985507263,91.06278260869568,71.17391304347825,7.259130434782609,25.394202898550724,7.554174236665415,1.0287368115942035,273,8,58,3,5,83,47,69,0.166,0.703,0.131,-0.7089,0,0,0,0,0,2,5.0,3,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,4,10,11,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,9,2,10,7,3,7,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,1,2,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400926558048087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265969973566012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385666383390002,0.18550400392730615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590553943566809,0.15499178531402658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408680381897606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965086269835434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921372812369908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360549006186528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35032179521545553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36676865757609495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269505024173034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6049949713919521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brando444,2020/03/12,"Are any of you in the military? How'd you get through basic training? So, for back story, im a 31 year old male from Eastern Canada. I've been working the same sales job for 10 years, and have no idea what to do with my life. I've thrown the idea of joining the military around, but having to go through basic seems absolutely impossible for me. I struggle with anxiety regarding new living conditions, being away from home etc. How did you guys do it?",3.767142857142858,5.391510561797753,4.880930979133229,82.71426966292137,72.59550561797751,8.231781701444623,28.4446227929374,8.841846274778883,2.2410532905296945,356,14,70,7,7,117,68,89,0.08199999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.0,-0.7303,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,16,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,45,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456059183284372,0.0,0.1637978119323887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190608237242192,0.0,0.0,0.20116861023193405,0.16464164363982764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387954404086797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186653911304692,0.0,0.12168680302569992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200806060124472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147753575051572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834207940494757,0.2312815395791375,0.0,0.2124766477124855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123614718454476,0.0,0.0,0.18906795601709744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679413525949109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467825468855107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492275777086635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384006539447066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587867263789934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757667920671773
anxiety,obtain_the_cheesePLS,2020/03/12,"Panic Attack Hangover..? I just had the first panic attack I’ve had in a while a few hours ago. I still feel like shit. It was a really hard and long one to get through and now I feel foggy and anxious. There’s a sense of paranoia that lingers...
My body feels so tired. I have trouble eating and even though I’m exhausted, I can’t bare the idea of going to sleep. I’m scared for tomorrow. I’m scared this will never end...

Does anyone else take days to recover from a panic attack?",1.2657575757575756,3.3639598686868686,2.8124141414141413,92.53195454545455,81.62626262626263,5.576161616161617,18.990909090909085,6.742157984588678,0.09876484848484868,373,9,80,4,10,122,71,99,0.387,0.591,0.022000000000000002,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,4,5,7,0,6,6,3,0,1,10,15,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,11,0,2,3,4,6,1,9,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,12,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264781645910022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563074487733484,0.0,0.09674454845347752,0.14176619909050106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722135176999158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536867998261869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923077167749947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107979270057315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415768500360135,0.11558204923779015,0.0,0.12254591717960092,0.0,0.0,0.09138549344307413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987696189518132,0.09884443149046583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117688968946978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228740391461541,0.0,0.07863319229450529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394340821029234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362567568564377,0.0,0.0,0.15619163012124918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759572073752862,0.0,0.0,0.1224442706476439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671178304778464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375633560824673,0.0,0.0,0.4870070437934808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863697670577887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770450498161781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202458022741066,0.0,0.0,0.13845994973566614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049449691069277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402952177137574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593802479995895,0.0,0.0,0.1590244983488525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_confused-throwaway_,2020/03/12,"My girlfriend is worrying herself sick about the coronavirus and I don’t know who to do Title explains it all. I’ve tried my best to help her and help create a soothing environment at home but no matter what I do it doesn’t seem to be helping. I know I can’t fix her problem but I just feel like there’s gotta be something I can do to help somehow. I’m not upset about it or beginning to resent her or anything, I just need help because I don’t know what to do. Any help would be great. Thank you all <3",1.2611926605504564,3.0082579174311985,3.0591651376146807,92.5439770642202,79.91743119266056,5.827889908256882,23.74403669724771,6.742157984588678,0.6234433027522939,399,14,90,4,10,133,67,109,0.099,0.5870000000000001,0.314,0.9771,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,1,1,2,0,14,1,0,0,2,22,25,6,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,15,4,9,20,3,2,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,4,2,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321067503343228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490981978346627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044749484450143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014041435350215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161158510051763,0.12943719451766558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997549328054896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7286590044854803,0.0,0.1817413542151944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987203687126922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851687770098847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434492273058196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336769266230415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649422278986867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948355011021865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680899348589626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301138580355987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400016419185067,0.0,0.12870722779100285,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nintendobandit,2020/03/12,"COVID-19. I’m asthmatic I’m increasingly terrified. I get a flu shot every year even though I hate needles. A “normal” cold virus makes me have to get a breathing treatment/steroids. COVID-19 is increasing in my state. I’m terrified I’m going to die. Or my husband will die. And me. Our kids will get sick. Our pets will die.

It’s sending my PTSD into the stratosphere. I’m too anxious to go to my favorite parks or leave my house. Fuck.",0.22189922480620086,2.48965754651163,1.6018139534883709,93.79008527131785,101.44186046511628,4.618914728682171,24.337984496124033,6.42735559955562,0.9980319379844964,343,16,69,5,15,109,56,86,0.35600000000000004,0.614,0.03,-0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,4,0,5,4,1,1,0,6,18,4,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,0,6,15,2,9,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,1,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291788279548995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6316231031931089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398990543139697,0.0,0.17092185657170053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754470441027707,0.31796454938772045,0.0,0.2305848248414337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028642020275367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407807521827825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480391991039693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541344351056256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876386549402147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713741963418894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993130682040194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063790786019872
anxiety,miss372100,2020/03/12,"Should I leave my job? To make a story super short, a year ago I was really falling for this guy and I thought he felt the same way. I eventually expressed my feelings but turned out he wasn’t looking for anything serious. This may not sound like a big deal since I’m not going into detail, however is affected me a lot. After, I developed depression and my anxiety got worse. There was definitely underlying anxiety before this guy, but I never really thought much of it or noticed it affecting me on a day to day basis. Anyway, around the exact same time this was happening, I started my first “real” job in an office. I have been there for about 10 months now. At first I liked it and was excited to learn, but now as I’m still experiencing depression and major anxiety symptoms (I am seeing a counsellor which is helping), the stimulation of this office job is almost becoming way too much. Either I’m anxious about personal stuff before I head into work, thus making me anxious about work related things OR I feel anxious about work related things when I leave, thus making me feel anxious about everything else. I think my main problem is caring WAY to much what people think and not being comfortable in my own skin, and I don’t think this job is helping. Though I’m getting wonderful experience and feel so grateful to have been hired, I just feel like the stimulation and stress of this job isn’t helping at all.   

Has anyone noticed that switching up their environment helped their anxiety? Is it a good idea to quit this job and take a break (by “take a break” I mean find a fun summer job then try to find a different “real” job once I feel better about myself/have worked on my anxiety more)? Maybe trying to learn self-love would be easier if I wasn’t at a stressful job 5 days a week? Is it better to stick with this job, as change can also be stressful? If anyone has gone through a similar experience, any advice would be appreciated",6.988836405529955,6.94929523387097,7.654592933947773,71.73403225806453,64.40322580645162,11.064208909370198,33.574500768049155,10.712014347399686,3.624785560675884,1545,59,278,37,21,515,191,372,0.163,0.6990000000000001,0.138,-0.3591,12,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,10,19,18,0,3,19,0,31,3,2,9,3,68,64,23,0,6,12,0,8,3,0,4,1,1,0,3,20,14,0,0,19,0,0,3,8,7,0,2,13,12,32,11,40,43,12,42,0,2,2,0,13,15,0,8,22,188,52,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057783730876492086,0.052417516996252585,0.0,0.05921279669804627,0.0,0.0,0.0472883503889113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040212222557666856,0.0,0.2261815365576964,0.26721220448144223,0.0,0.08269383278496475,0.0,0.04866112382427616,0.05264058594114604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530735443597252,0.10063504166213044,0.0,0.0,0.10459602842743773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602896668837009,0.0,0.06255449180978488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440698153530852,0.06096315474784431,0.1018617113879756,0.0,0.0,0.061781022464621124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939773251001109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053144603425953056,0.11568613605476535,0.0,0.0,0.1793954353998816,0.04224436942474391,0.05677660708990754,0.0,0.10809232232363378,0.10059638578411786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030894363492992974,0.0,0.033606441700829826,0.04959765242562105,0.047293773622360855,0.0,0.0,0.11710121971397312,0.052290797760264726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068714782306251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854144699214034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675355226795401,0.0,0.0,0.586800203192891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522585415657989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666766216294391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965652418621305,0.0,0.0,0.050272455441012345,0.0,0.0,0.11841448797792545,0.0,0.05940668427535206,0.06441277966759161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719910863551146,0.0,0.13040788161137354,0.0,0.045606736940750806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346458038413057,0.0,0.06297433111340403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409951266877689,0.05163233989889235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658194989804331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628948408152957,0.0,0.13461177890946988,0.07576376599449644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712105769784608,0.0,0.0616882392759627,0.0,0.0,0.048915130397132314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185438654326434,0.0,0.047223402234315724,0.0,0.2032087160395218,0.0,0.06769272478842568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614614538520317,0.08892077140862165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857019621457012,0.11366942302810168,0.05809751800811741,0.09388942105653672,0.03448071758428735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029436121046425,0.06431933133602719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081021034748947,0.04743263652569713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412682503336706,0.1721970630883265,0.0,0.06026121142287549,0.08401226090690225,0.0,0.0,0.03807948105380489
anxiety,king_of_kashmir,2020/03/12,"I was planning on going to my university's mental health services, but my school is going online for the rest of the semester... I've really been meaning to go for anxiety, depression and disassociation. How it works is that there is a same-day consultation I haven't done, and they go from there. This really felt like it might be the first step in getting better, but the reality that I won't be able to attempt therapy for another six months until next semester is frightening...

Side note- the fact my school is going online is mind-boggling and makes the disassociation worse.",7.999376947040503,8.147671570093461,8.789299065420566,63.810802180685386,62.27102803738318,12.366978193146418,34.65576323987539,11.855464076750405,4.406079127725857,466,18,79,14,6,158,72,107,0.102,0.831,0.068,-0.5765,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,5,3,3,0,0,7,0,14,1,0,2,1,11,23,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,4,1,7,2,11,15,1,13,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,55,12,5,0.1762011609308767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476228049826304,0.1347934058283348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583560800789764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363517204206636,0.0,0.1517618017196738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031496336870087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918074652555898,0.0,0.0,0.14987661747539893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205783415165747,0.0,0.5006959015718216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872935945317752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086082986966406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761564314579805,0.0,0.0,0.19193471939408285,0.0,0.0,0.17756932726298347,0.18692158690908967,0.17791294323544168,0.0,0.1406420855978943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873919336085753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575795116181085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566499635861446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015013836079002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827654370337654,0.0,0.1795640362748774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kellyxoxo96,2020/03/12,My anxiety meds keep making me gain weight My dr has me trying different anxiety meds trying to find the right one for me and ever since i started taking them I’ve gained 10+ pounds and it seems impossible to lose. I have always enjoyed working out and it keeps me from falling back into a depression but the scale seems to keep going up and my clothes are getting right idk what to do. Has anyone else experienced this?,6.184390243902437,6.63155256097561,6.635268292682928,76.70119512195123,66.07317073170732,9.486829268292682,31.03414634146341,9.3871,2.7085434146341463,338,12,62,6,5,110,60,82,0.11699999999999999,0.81,0.073,-0.1655,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,1,15,15,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,10,1,9,15,0,10,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,3,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870771368763993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550500132116679,0.0,0.0,0.11656048204308568,0.17080379998208445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818197291567565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357842394354275,0.0,0.0,0.1741659690225474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925641899257024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078964986772672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523607356302165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709384436253409,0.0,0.09473942402906244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445117288316967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649460551206512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112735120605165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703321325648431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129602013528002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847216954649923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035147500336282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789592249560806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799108365884192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533761744946534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263566491680385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299563167657333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121359550065675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hellohiyesitisi,2020/03/12,"random and frequent attacks ((very brief and light mention of gross bodily things)) 

i'll get to the point. 

my partner has constant anxiety attacks over her fear of vomiting, for what feels like no reason. she's not sick and we don't think it's some sort of eating disorder, as the attacks happen anywhere, anytime, without any regard to food. she just starts overthinking the tiniest of things, and suddenly she's out for an hour or more, unable to think and barely able to exist. it's been getting worse and worse, with 5/7 days of the past week resulting in really bad attacks, it used to only be minor attacks a couple times a week. 

we're long distance, i can't do anything, and like i said-- she doesn't seem to have specific triggers. i feel like i'm failing her because i don't know how to help.

her parents probably would just tell her to get over it if she asked for medication. and we don't even know if meds will help. 

any ideas? grasping at straws here 

note: i have anxiety too, but i've always had my triggers and my attacks aren't as frequent as hers, so i'm at a loss. 

(take this post down if it breaks any rules)",3.851047794117648,5.2893914419642885,4.562216386554621,85.82248949579831,72.08035714285714,7.413445378151263,28.355042016806717,7.928766900206844,1.7640880252100837,889,34,176,12,17,285,136,224,0.16,0.792,0.048,-0.9649,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,0,2,7,14,6,1,8,0,15,5,0,6,0,41,33,19,0,4,9,1,2,3,1,2,3,1,0,1,9,13,2,0,10,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,3,4,20,3,28,27,2,24,0,2,0,0,20,9,0,8,15,105,29,1,0.09688367214807836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061497641635874,0.0,0.0,0.19765265803012114,0.0,0.1482314880220158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972700715400828,0.0,0.09057315512406684,0.6613149818968338,0.0,0.0,0.08089381940995627,0.059059387299735026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469683103698092,0.0,0.0,0.10719994047495338,0.0,0.06248195354929014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103708188941737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913618364275144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399075172213199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902106643076906,0.09797459133340343,0.13842742948172046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715212093042647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185315991380247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567391131730487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987816644139355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541090133626692,0.0,0.0,0.10936987313407576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648946497133306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199740528473065,0.0,0.0,0.08573900109968421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761591889606263,0.0976001070099299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368439841408367,0.0,0.0,0.10757785251084773,0.0,0.09248642768134932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915863857502354,0.0,0.09278777679728616,0.0,0.1044569849350953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206616122626798,0.09961255092103488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921585583505054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819925642735996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857476180393376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284446413358775,0.0,0.0846805997781284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287304135907726,0.12415829024253275,0.0,0.0,0.05649364834739736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367638600662572,0.0,0.07993917600113007,0.0,0.0,0.15542847572834426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339240264884452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974654778451273,0.06882338096564339,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bl4ck_flagg,2020/03/12,"The world is ending, I feel hopless WWIII, the Australian wild fires, the Corona virus. 3 months into the decade, and it feels like every day there's something new thats gonna kill us all. I feel constant stress and anxiety.

I also feel an existential anxiety which follows me every day. I'm nearing the end of high school, the supposedly best years of my life are coming to an end. I've pissed it away feeling anxious and depressed. I feel like I'm gonna waste the rest of my life in a cubicle, waiting to die. I don't want to get old and borint

Is there a way to live life without all these worries?",3.6472859744990913,4.861194803278688,4.688469945355191,85.59250455373406,72.27868852459017,7.38943533697632,27.489981785063755,7.793537801064563,1.5505052823315115,474,17,97,6,9,155,81,122,0.214,0.688,0.098,-0.9359,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,3,7,2,1,11,0,4,4,1,0,2,17,19,5,2,1,1,0,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,7,9,3,12,17,4,19,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,12,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088110206502183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121389968905176,0.15663891568669502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302694665972625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550822604419794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943765724259292,0.0,0.14983510595604624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788399904308816,0.0,0.11942200059886615,0.0,0.1439003752218391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684173673004864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336429985218066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206440575528661,0.19810808367533567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244069720189926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649496692986227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339948287436908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293805065331633,0.13547812960264352,0.0,0.12243352356307215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067184917533952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391235175625674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454934562630649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403246788135908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674218843949353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882704160306824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678301064306175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817813884894905,0.11005664310505198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365696370921287,0.0,0.0,0.1408092938812101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928826636126633
anxiety,6879potato,2020/03/12,"I need to go to therapy for anxiety but my mom thinks I “worry too much” and “if it’s that bad than you belong in a padded room” 18, F. How do I tell her that I really do need help without her thinking I’m clinically insane? It’s starting to encroach on my personal life. It’s gotten so bad that I’ll have on average three attacks a day. I feel like I’m going to vomit constantly. And I have extreme, extreme memory loss. I’m at the point where I know I need the help but everyone in my family will find out and call me weak. How do I get help? Where? I’m frustrated.",-0.12457845433254988,1.9617588606557383,3.090538641686184,88.4260655737705,87.44262295081967,7.092271662763466,21.009367681498823,8.192908349453996,1.2946515222482438,439,15,98,11,14,158,76,122,0.245,0.647,0.10800000000000001,-0.9636,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,2,0,4,0,6,4,0,2,0,18,22,9,0,4,4,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,1,1,16,1,13,20,1,15,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,1,4,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429694797082775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997159643141797,0.0,0.0,0.2931574984890365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792584180771441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897095557510111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132166421169356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677476445763263,0.0,0.0,0.16549498484222136,0.0,0.08876446408478994,0.12541452253438173,0.0,0.0,0.16045152500146712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171877576205142,0.0,0.19954071500569728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35300680564987164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964788947849754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239977063804424,0.08576593454819219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056046079865532,0.0,0.0,0.1290510619499736,0.3905091825103213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532854045149887,0.0,0.0,0.16595356689813062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246323080444463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242567465385896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344035541021814,0.0,0.20075923346653435,0.0,0.0,0.22497351497101434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922605050742853,0.0,0.0,0.17828177460397088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blamaster27,2020/03/12,"When school is playing ""stop hitting yourself"", with students and policies, and life hits you with a whole lot of disappointment I'm having a pretty hard week mentally, nearly everything becomes demoralizing or infuriating, or simply having the worst luck and landing in the middle of disappointed. I know I try too hard to hold myself to mostly impossible standards and policies are going to be underwhelming (school), but any good thoughts would be appreciated. I would elaborate  but that would turn into a 5 page essay that's basically a rant, and I don't want to do that. I've never really had a significant social life during the school year and now that I had some classes end and I have time I have no idea bow to balance it. Also my capacity to withhold emotions, primarily frustration at school, has been worn down to almost nothing. Sorry if this is incoherent but I feel like I need to do something right now.",8.718436460412509,8.659101508982037,9.170019960079838,62.36757817697938,60.85628742514971,11.494078509647375,37.71723220226214,10.980518767755715,4.37197990685296,740,32,118,17,9,248,114,167,0.17300000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.8108,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,8,0,19,2,0,0,1,35,30,15,0,6,6,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,3,12,4,17,18,6,18,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,8,10,87,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405574466904282,0.0,0.0,0.1122515766779683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545449030681208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550245133064283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789417551474574,0.12432365114473252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261529632018515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097385968866927,0.1002783356724158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977389856971961,0.11773332413827088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514828302511668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845745155640048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714212677323047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198290969367106,0.06857630998454972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933514999605092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145709459276104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408047939901398,0.10825981635293158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346860871889686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280387676051148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992280464426095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987279787375155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.568236287349241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308665492633646,0.0,0.10806150667012304,0.0,0.15712955694434078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735324095813375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143585534598432,0.08184922675441017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953000957963044,0.15267917561012487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827921947914574,0.0,0.11259407850376217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671493465748368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29913843482131663,0.0,0.0,0.09039185660345532
anxiety,c0sm1ca,2020/03/12,"Coronavirus concern for parent :( My mom was recently re diagnosed with a stage one cancer. She has a terrible immune system, diabetes, asthma, a crappy health record. I’m terrified of her getting sick from this virus. I can’t sleep. I can’t stop crying. I’m really freaking out. She works at a retirement community where they are really cracking down on procedures but I’m still not convinced she will be safe. 
This is scary.",3.0007692307692277,6.036074717948723,4.546871794871797,76.35646153846156,83.87179487179486,8.761025641025642,25.748717948717946,9.120678840339163,3.1801856410256413,340,14,55,11,10,113,63,78,0.305,0.632,0.063,-0.9523,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,8,8,1,0,0,6,12,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,8,2,8,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146393801343996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29072917553014344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496523595741021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30447086457215605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354734564307901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409822581771688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180561960377049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669998365193083,0.0,0.2828235865977063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664548818116536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287502564370725,0.2394755169004552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853073092720706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArcticXD,2020/03/12,I had an anxiety attack today I did something very stupid today. And it all blew up in my face. I need someone to rant vent too.,-0.7850000000000001,1.3753489259259304,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,96.77777777777777,4.181481481481482,17.86111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.13195555555555538,99,3,21,1,4,34,24,27,0.353,0.647,0.0,-0.8718,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27022149996410844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018523746010887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619170394217718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929231270164897,0.2719352376730387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6696452346277619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29145337921335496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SlimyLil_Devil,2020/03/12,"Girlfriend is at Basic Training and something feels off. So back on February 2nd my gf left for basic training, we’ve been dating for a few months, hanging out all the time, we only ever had 1 actual argument. The relationship was really awesome, she often talked about having kids and a house, etc... 
well when she left she gave me her Snapchat login information to maintain her snap streaks, so that’s what I’ve been doing. Since she left I revived letters from her on a weekly basis and wrote back to those. Well, the last letter I received was dated the 23rd but I got it around the 26th. It was a fun letter with a few I miss you’s and I love you’s in it. 
Anyways, i haven’t heard from her since then and today her Snapchat login password was changed. All of her friends say I was the only one with her login but the messages and memes I’ve been sending her on Facebook while she was away have been been left on *seen*. I know I’m probably over exaggerating but I don’t know how to deal with the anxiety, I’ve never really had this type of anxious feeling before. 
I tried playing video games and going to the gym but to no avail. I’ve had this looming deep sense of dread in my heart all day along with a piercing nervousness. Don’t really know what I want in terms of a reply just needed to get it out there and talk to someone who might have a similar experience. Idk?",3.3584881422924937,4.955421271739134,4.394756258234519,85.89918972332019,73.60144927536233,7.047167325428196,25.58893280632411,7.686295010490155,1.3130347826086952,1085,36,218,14,22,353,154,276,0.085,0.82,0.095,0.6813,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,0,0,15,9,0,2,17,0,23,2,1,1,5,39,40,18,0,2,5,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,11,17,0,0,6,4,0,4,5,3,2,1,19,5,30,6,35,20,7,39,0,1,1,1,38,19,0,2,16,152,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.11944436901022368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936353713359691,0.13827672658937554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896160860338096,0.0,0.0,0.11499846852644875,0.18823549909131848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041530581900592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948256428189728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789376265522696,0.1261886297065283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650792688996655,0.0,0.11071746032232263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973031124435075,0.0,0.0,0.1237778472497087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945656398158522,0.0,0.06394874758304779,0.0,0.06956252256105565,0.0,0.09789415445675403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504413447465755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123272335564438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201802884036592,0.09977202362534186,0.0,0.0,0.5319501643546997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104704323798136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298466500893329,0.0,0.0,0.09769820585433804,0.0,0.0,0.0907577644589076,0.0944021296755964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294114763348233,0.18618084724739425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319674881976587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352369849902569,0.0,0.0,0.1314113809726876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733708752719204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025004546520303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370879756622678,0.09422920442019612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676035010040624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137220049152511,0.0,0.1160205243033233,0.0,0.0,0.08310130484731669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219446487282677,0.0,0.09818158904837834,0.0,0.22010390905231866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hppnesbuterfly,2020/03/12,"Going to the gym & terrified Going to the gym to workout is a part of my treatment plan & not going has DEEPLY interrupted my progress in recovery. I am terrified to go out in public because of the virus, I can’t hardly leave the house at all. I’m just waiting for my work to call it a day & tell me that we aren’t going to be going in anymore, because I haven’t been going in. I’m not here for your advice saying that because I am 22 and female my chances of getting it are slim and my chances of dying are even slimmer. I am terrified of the spread of this thing. I am terrified that I’ll spread it to my family member and loved ones if I contract it. I also have an extreme OCD diagnosis & literally have vomited when trying to walk out of the house because I am so scared to get the virus. My question or request for advice is, should I just put gloves and a mask on & go to the gym anyways? How do I get myself to a place where I can leave the house. I have missed my last three therapy appointments because I can’t leave the house.",7.22013698630137,4.944605009132419,7.983876712328769,76.8284178082192,65.11872146118722,10.951780821917806,35.5986301369863,9.3871,3.0255841095890403,823,30,174,12,10,279,108,219,0.115,0.8190000000000001,0.066,-0.9399,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,3,10,3,0,1,15,0,22,2,0,1,1,18,38,10,1,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,1,4,0,10,6,2,0,2,1,2,26,1,29,35,2,23,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,3,3,123,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234729103233052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461358465444509,0.0,0.5054634508168552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253052412065296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843802001740803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527178523422808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017207854675605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683275714670353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061625098451068464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795683250113584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623934987401238,0.0,0.42420546492440575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358027566025142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306319758677245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605359198857567,0.0,0.2963800743690612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420870786950621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322385746998996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010369859243172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974807433922059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379429145307802,0.10451960572203316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419750418161349,0.09341158988728457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155007024894541,0.0,0.10669898116796232,0.0,0.06198571041660687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334594110578676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792497538146558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HighLadySuroth,2020/03/12,"Anxiety disorder coupled with heart palpitations As title says. 

I feel on edge/agitated/anxious about several things pretty much all the time, minor or not. I have been diagnosed in the past. The heart palpitations have become pretty much constant, usually when I'm at home hanging out or trying to sleep. The anxious feelings used to be on and off but now its constant. 

I'm posting this because I want to know if anyone has any good ideas to calm it down. I know I need to go get medication back, any other helpful stuff would be appreciated. Thank you",5.265072815533983,7.190222728155341,6.27202669902913,73.0270691747573,69.29126213592232,9.033495145631068,32.29247572815534,9.516144504307137,3.293719417475727,443,20,75,10,8,147,77,103,0.042,0.7440000000000001,0.214,0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,7,5,3,1,1,18,19,7,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,3,15,15,3,18,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,8,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020394083490112,0.0,0.11364102981389305,0.1678202305892327,0.0,0.10387024135526744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422647050502123,0.0,0.09055524817942356,0.16406279498927334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210614925629449,0.0,0.0,0.16436874235185958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507760337625738,0.0,0.0,0.17025219812363815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022359423484488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776117126141479,0.0,0.0844248982783053,0.12459744468491005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520670570317503,0.09957053512508787,0.0,0.14900866206691318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769588134641442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327937640179954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964940065780452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840400396526027,0.11014860804802573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418086403336337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227069632896286,0.3022593350810635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813363590972364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678202305892327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486581789566963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700552368893918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676570776858318,0.0,0.0,0.09869061536136654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662122281587911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085630811291098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283002795665852,0.16360782623601972,0.0,0.08761916803398613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552629529088957,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bunniland,2020/03/12,"I’m terrified of tomorrow... I’ve had an anxiety disorder for most of my life and there are periods of time where it gets better but then sometimes it gets worse. This month has been, for lack of better term, hell and an absolute nightmare that I can’t seem to wake up from. I’ve been seeing a new psychologist and I’ve been taking my old anxiety medication. I can’t say it’s not helping, it is, but I’m not okay. I’m a college student and tomorrow I have to do a presentation in front of my large class and I have no way of getting out of it, believe me, I’ve tried. 

The problem is that I haven’t even been able to go to school this past month, and the thought of having to take the hour commute there and to present in front of a large crowd has me shitting my pants. My anxiety brings on physical symptoms of having to throw up and experiencing diarrhea. The thing is though, I also have severe emetophobia and a fear of using public washrooms, so my anxiety is in a constant cycle. 

It’s important that I mention that I also have OCD. Because I’ve been experiencing this, I’ve been obsessing and constantly thinking about my anxiety and it’s onset of physical symptoms to the point where it’s the only thing I think of throughout my day; not only is it quite triggering in it of itself, but it’s causing me to adopt new rituals and ticks. When I am able o leave my house, all and everything I think of are related to my anxiety. There isn’t a single moment where I’m not thinking about being nervous. 

Anywho, I feel very hopeless and I’m absolutely dreading tomorrow. I don’t know what to do and it’s been taking a toll on me. My mental health has been poor for a long time now, but it’s been really plummeting these past few weeks. Please reach out if you’re experiencing similar issues. I absolutely need to get through tomorrow.",3.8223997664460896,5.285024520435968,5.501622226547294,78.96394754768393,72.18801089918256,9.166562864927988,29.728396263137412,9.606745405546679,2.8310101985208247,1457,61,285,36,28,497,170,367,0.192,0.77,0.038,-0.9954,0,0,0,0,1,1,35.0,0,0,0,3,15,11,2,4,17,1,35,7,2,3,1,42,60,26,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,25,17,0,0,8,0,1,5,10,8,0,0,11,6,29,3,44,48,6,47,2,1,1,0,5,14,2,3,27,194,54,4,0.19354073498050944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477445583957178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44417439754740784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899031783198155,0.0,0.0,0.1090270660176767,0.0,0.17117105216925885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994098240370374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914877790818134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062408881418454375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090722493529627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391591506424116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697096651092441,0.0,0.0,0.1088935671901475,0.04893000542728203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223409185612773,0.0,0.0549968299187057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286237545574876,0.0,0.0,0.06486313749691727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952993190717959,0.11166001144550952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100312192904584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318246320889945,0.0,0.0,0.102465846634159,0.0,0.0,0.06835177239813026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563873004299992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748596448742716,0.09752176979683602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544823681751252,0.0,0.0,0.07175400132114973,0.0,0.1869228478728314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154422215306458,0.0,0.0,0.14719645023221076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847565311295348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622480390833748,0.09147927622529012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925961725645764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292719752586822,0.0,0.0,0.061993575361134576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695568030639732,0.0,0.09793677822348912,0.07711345398801825,0.08809610812230265,0.0,0.1093229706739929,0.09933339160119896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570836785975152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011629290686316,0.21827781939552907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285798644307335,0.2480261762862982,0.09507639472918306,0.07682486243232041,0.11285515898049693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570072735213114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357852716133023,0.0,0.07984568779220186,0.0,0.07681181342392092,0.0776233517020976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861727179635364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kelp_soda,2020/03/12,"Apparently 2020 is going to be a historically bad tornado season. I live in Midwest Ohio and my city was hit with several tornadoes at one time last year. It was the scariest day of my life. Luckily my townhouse was not directly hit. Now with Nashville already having a deadly tornado hit them and seeing a comment from a fellow redditor I am in full blown panic. I don’t have a basement to resort to and I have multiple pets to worry about. I’m trying to reason with myself and say “Well, what are the chances we get hit twice within a year?” I can’t seem to calm down about this.",3.7579323671497593,5.351944600000003,5.605507246376813,77.6325120772947,72.56521739130434,8.589371980676331,28.42995169082125,9.150863307647796,2.5571835748792275,459,18,85,10,9,158,81,115,0.086,0.83,0.084,-0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,8,0,12,1,0,1,0,11,21,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,1,2,3,2,11,2,18,13,1,15,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,8,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808880434921365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125278647706168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415538630004553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298514056472466,0.0,0.1446593121906755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748172697224784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978709676071852,0.0,0.0,0.22476094198114369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248094127745134,0.0,0.0,0.29864446947256057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170655441936336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024181357133564,0.0,0.0,0.20283313112852505,0.23172103603944594,0.0,0.28755449664494737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842264271795166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281399752013316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885944127486954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584948028236453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278271223629875
anxiety,tieflingbard666,2020/03/12,"Shoutout to the nurses I had today I usually have terrible anxiety at the doctor, but the nurse who took my weight/bp/pulse etc. was so kind and understanding that I was much more relaxed than I usually am at the doctor, and my pulse was 16 beats lower than last time! The one who drew my blood aka my least fav, most anxiety-inducing thing in the world for me was amazing too.
I'm just so thankful for medical professionals who make me feel comfortable and understood after all the shitty experiences I've had with dismissive doctors. They made what is usually a really draining experience for me a much better one.",8.33537356321839,7.759562939655173,8.73448275862069,66.87545977011497,61.8448275862069,13.250574712643678,37.4367816091954,12.45797560212912,4.9220160919540215,495,21,87,16,6,165,79,116,0.10300000000000001,0.674,0.22399999999999998,0.9715,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,0,0,9,0,9,5,1,2,1,13,17,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,9,1,12,6,11,8,7,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,7,64,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820809659661645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666121492656688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744761908707833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233169450586036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023022602502009,0.0,0.0,0.07813043038893913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090978128473474,0.0,0.12595519020293364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621145013105918,0.10314392770784267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566359120076248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271813414582155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941477673249048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899007126645293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226212153734671,0.0,0.0,0.1026568468529464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010240307312556,0.0,0.14646778400470775,0.0,0.17167845054034295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608617486110807,0.0,0.0,0.510548956464283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816487743524496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Johns307,2020/03/12,"Hey. Help. 	My name is Nick. I am 15 years old and live in Minnesota. I currently attend park center senior high school... 

I'm here to tell my story and hopefully get some insight into my life and hear your opinions. 

	Last year I confessed to my parents that I think I have anxiety. I realized this while doing some research on how I feel living life over the 2018 summer. even then I wasn't sure but I figured she should know because it would start affecting,y daily life. I would always have a high heart rate even know I'm a runner.

	When I went in for my doctor's appointment I took that GAD (general anxiety disorder) she later came back and basically said I have severe anxiety with a mild depressive episode. She started me on 20mg of Fluoxetine, the normal starting dose for kids. So after a while, I noticed that these meds were effecting me differently, my friends were asking if I was okay because they say ""I seem different"". I didn't feel different at the time but I thought about it for the next few days. I noticed I was ALWAYS tired. I was never motivated to do anything. I would be the guy to watch my friends do something really fun and be happy for them, but I would be in the corner.

	So I started taking double my dose after I researched if my body could handle it. (max dose of fluoxetine is 80mg). so I was taking 40mg of fluoxetine per day) now the doc told me it might cause some tiredness so I always took it at night. after a little while of 40mg, I was still fucked up. I was getting more and more depressed and less and less anxiety. I was getting suicidal and had my phase with self-harm. 

	So recently (maybe a month or 2) ago I asked my mom to make a 2nd appointment for my mental health. after conversing with my doctor about how I feel and telling her I've been taking double the dose, she said that we were gonna keep my dose off fluoxetine with 40mg per day to control the anxiety, and introduce a small dose of Wellbutrin to help with the depression. now Wellbutrin was supposed to perk me up a little and not be tired, so I had high hopes.

	After a little while on these new drugs (again, month or so) I notice that I am experiencing terrible anxiety when I'm at school and as soon as I get home, I'm fine for like an hour then I just get incredibly depressed. it's been bad. 

	I've tried to keep my head up and not fall back down so I've researched ""safer"" ways to cause my body harm and still get the pain I need. things like snapping a rubber band on my wrist to the point where it is red and swells up, and also sticking ice on my wrist and leaving it there, this causes pain to the arm and can ""burn"". (yes, an ice burn is a thing). 

	I've just been really pissed with the school system lately too because they really teach us the least important shit that we will never use. like yeah, i get they are teaching us to learn but teach us with the important stuff. like I'm mature enough, I can learn about taxes and mortgages and stuff. I need that extra challenge to keep me busy, but with my anxiety, my grades do not represent my smarts, so I stay in lower-level classes bored and depressed. I mean you might even be able to tell I'm smarter by the way I write this letter. I'm in 9th grade... cmon now.

​

What should I do? I'm going to the doc in 2 weeks. what should I tell her?

Thank you all, I really appreciate it.

\-Nick",3.4943597084851667,4.7905480663716835,4.597065764358842,85.78217855283707,72.76106194690266,7.854520215165713,25.241020301926078,8.374686772538922,1.4814932847475273,2631,81,548,43,51,862,303,678,0.155,0.7559999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9943,7,0,2,0,0,0,91.0,5,3,4,4,35,30,3,0,32,3,51,27,9,10,4,102,105,53,1,15,14,2,3,4,2,11,17,4,1,2,27,34,0,4,17,2,1,8,7,14,0,0,26,10,91,16,68,62,14,95,1,5,2,1,44,33,3,13,54,357,118,20,0.054556193631175164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836077392167466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362856833624091,0.13618537052006405,0.059111613006041334,0.06629174673484367,0.0,0.0,0.2921473716068628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044895098869499606,0.0,0.10200535300071333,0.0,0.0,0.0839006906990284,0.0455521428683009,0.09977084779584768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119926462153376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239775157824684,0.0,0.16813271716319034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118941016466689,0.043558681336614405,0.0,0.0,0.10555269471245296,0.0,0.2349458481627877,0.0,0.0,0.17099883195201976,0.06252612442828283,0.11168115185074162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326786416702136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637113181082259,0.0,0.1081015540850244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275575219038232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429995973391255,0.05043632190522922,0.1995235161390496,0.0,0.031005542088572445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401920900740749,0.0,0.05807608258868436,0.0,0.0,0.055990394127829364,0.0579906826673114,0.061488795245714,0.06464935213077341,0.07313573319154174,0.17292484174265024,0.05472431045220191,0.10837322027678974,0.053726861218374763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547615481520532,0.0,0.0,0.05996531450394165,0.044470579327574006,0.06154176271649685,0.057767131762917326,0.0,0.0,0.11560395894007346,0.10661360187363453,0.16403891533428475,0.0963482369842588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641668288459575,0.0,0.05480902935333618,0.059427688560557725,0.06059963231076688,0.0,0.054979811426538905,0.11575099999777393,0.0,0.06389555461249596,0.08709246651991233,0.0,0.0,0.08090545259699393,0.08415419962203162,0.05269071177014936,0.05802113085327721,0.05119729198494675,0.05345348638185705,0.0,0.18633776413532888,0.05724754787634294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161032730424432,0.0,0.06057819673719107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157323710162909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980037852523422,0.0,0.053867659502545184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379086677176184,0.04338527490078434,0.0,0.1656413417127574,0.0,0.04966590969448674,0.0569140082210358,0.06163297000010123,0.05600114876883263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04200002323174448,0.0,0.0,0.15446061860533347,0.05814964347829237,0.08713729341392948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490757850545404,0.05967562100396887,0.0,0.05141856685135154,0.0,0.12305840402572,0.0,0.19073807158087802,0.05022801323980852,0.0,0.0,0.07248942174018072,0.0349574059963086,0.0,0.043311523757188886,0.03181215523562564,0.12540863807748545,0.0,0.052130780968903265,0.1212278770138603,0.03704007431296444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687315083406545,0.0471190347776777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660833424527692,0.04376168775205815,0.0,0.0,0.0505741380712145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550206186476902,0.0,0.06629174673484367,0.0702648000068148
anxiety,cnali,2020/03/12,"My anxiety is effecting my bladder So I’m a freshmen and everything was normal until one time I almost peed myself during band practice. After that I was fine and didn’t care. Then it happened when I drank coffee. I had a panic attack at school and didn’t know what to do. The caffeine came out of nowhere and I went home. I wasn’t worried about my bladder only the caffeine. Whenever I thought about it I would become so anxious.

I don’t know where it’s coming from.
At school Every time I think about my bladder I suddenly start panicking and my stomach hurts and my heart beats so much. I either have to ask for a pass or use the bathroom. It’s awful and it affects me so much to where I can’t enjoy public things because of it. It’s also affecting me when I think about my future and I’m worried it’ll get so bad I’ll do something harmful to myself but I know I would never. Should I see a therapist because I’m so sick and tired of it and I want things to be normal again.",0.8750767263427122,3.172221656862748,2.908346121057118,90.0088618925831,84.88235294117645,5.1164535379369145,22.59505541346973,6.498293943080001,0.6464226768968461,774,28,156,8,23,260,108,204,0.155,0.8079999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9655,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,16,8,1,1,7,1,17,8,5,4,1,34,38,23,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,13,13,1,0,7,1,0,4,6,5,0,1,10,1,29,3,19,23,3,21,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,2,12,114,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884618445844304,0.0,0.0,0.110884933442958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060731635633761,0.1566443281769601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962672406687653,0.15774374972033695,0.0,0.0,0.11577382716773475,0.1690495354959165,0.15313711707876734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585880718665882,0.14137130275673368,0.0,0.0,0.11944178428314528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682553590291354,0.0,0.12461707302695516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244320031274297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261501155442657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431066572946418,0.0,0.0,0.13908550643784465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484364990072013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286088047770853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385950103974734,0.0,0.10694177209893732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717112436083652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395840261575272,0.10545582924844177,0.0,0.1626855529303576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28065905516568546,0.11049265418682623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067458768016944,0.0,0.0,0.09814300621562773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609928877677892,0.1842367286276856,0.17769318522511585,0.0,0.1100791433749527,0.16170545358231342,0.15936723363487906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975618807732324,0.0,0.0,0.08178421435793529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285375648988067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816283187916351,0.0,0.1969976512701261,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rgk1012,2020/03/12,"My pet is dying and I feel like I might too😢 My pet rat, my baby girl has heart disease and is not doing well at all. I have awful anxiety and at this point I feel like I might just die every time I look at her so sickly. It’s so bad that I’ve quarantined myself to my bedroom because I can’t stand hearing her squeaks and seeing her so Ill. We’ve done everything we can for her as the vet said and she may only have a few weeks left and I seriously just cannot cope. I’ve never lost an animal and every day is just pure torture. Every day I have panic attacks about it all day long. I’m on medication but it doesn’t help at all. Nobody in my life seems to understand and I just really needed to get this off my chest. Thank you to all who took the time to read my messy post, it means a lot.",0.7361206896551735,2.362135298850576,3.1638936781609215,91.74859913793104,81.06896551724137,6.189080459770117,18.34626436781609,7.1686216300943375,0.09577126436781568,618,13,144,8,16,214,106,174,0.136,0.7959999999999999,0.068,-0.8239,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,9,10,2,1,5,1,16,6,2,0,6,31,31,13,2,1,6,0,2,2,0,3,4,2,3,1,8,9,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,6,25,4,15,24,6,20,0,1,2,0,12,9,0,5,10,94,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496931832813483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610219703473374,0.0,0.0,0.11456903244688725,0.08364516484931639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26547752408334674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848156070426759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404188778587594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468293898782697,0.0,0.12332025149670706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387603430685049,0.19605325568146512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168932366002041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465159999154576,0.16260077475071136,0.09197251393061824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908480988584047,0.0,0.09691921454413546,0.1340729155997613,0.0,0.0,0.12143121032735435,0.11522628181106408,0.0,0.1497866938658101,0.11665552941759412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946767265423289,0.0,0.1382299650134219,0.0,0.29112746930140765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174339602984343,0.10582888773107234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435840827282658,0.0,0.16099257360917926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297127973094616,0.0,0.13141431432095804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725241855271966,0.0,0.08790362590433995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052315911069318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934281773662538,0.12491564306300805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632940002958307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002267361749495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245123171508745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284595203659053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006582584910812,0.0,0.1233730211400595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,111fox111,2020/03/12,"I recently came back to treatment from a homepass and I keep breaking down, crying, hyperventilating, and throwing up. So I just turned 18 and I've been in facilities working on my anxiety and depression for four years. I've been on diazepam (valium) and an anti psych/depressant for a while, but they brought me down on my valium. In the past month I broke up with my gf of two years who was my main support system and now whenever I get stressed I randomly vomit uncontrollably.  I came back to treatment on Monday and I haven't slept more than 4 hours a night because I'm so anxious I can't fall asleep. I just have this restlessness and constant fear feeling in my chest. I already have had 3 panic attacks were I hyperventilate and cry because I for some reason feel trapped in treatment and the space I'm in. I don't know why I am. (I am not a danger to myself so I have full custody of myself and could sign out, but then my parents won't support me). So I'm stuck... My psychiatrist doesn't want to give me any PRNs for anxiety, so I'm stuck with panic attacks, random vomiting, and insomnia. I'm working really closely with my therapist and tried all my DBT skills and using ice/heat and deep breathing. I know it's sort of a tough question, but is there any ideas on how I can ground myself and get out of this spiral?",5.0498195187165775,5.657453344696973,6.065713012477719,79.23401069518721,68.58333333333333,9.090552584670233,31.81729055258468,9.168548406835145,2.675078253119429,1049,43,206,19,17,349,147,264,0.22699999999999998,0.728,0.046,-0.9935,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,3,12,14,3,6,8,0,18,7,4,3,1,48,42,27,0,2,6,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,24,0,1,7,0,0,5,6,12,0,2,11,2,35,2,33,29,5,42,0,2,0,0,6,21,0,5,14,139,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337727721482497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487181228086306,0.0,0.18547077214277372,0.13694766669897815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758176910962695,0.0,0.18642625571420174,0.0,0.1477930271216611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772940030600294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309991713126857,0.0,0.09678682973616023,0.0,0.26631589947841977,0.0,0.0,0.2088186612227405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364097577414874,0.1225881447151105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266681962442869,0.11628830164011975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938039466383266,0.0,0.0,0.13684619300537185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077487150262214,0.0,0.0,0.13324215763367744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675917026991622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375972435910905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28445851999539584,0.13460397407388194,0.0,0.11572122349766174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579768311723084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765866078915762,0.12463759880553656,0.11969324664049916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886072091910726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751252122226828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407494327533018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230256876325942,0.13185598864694267,0.11841741351090165,0.0,0.0,0.1046978892936746,0.0,0.0,0.07150056091705763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938504740244856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650380938345808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612748196278428
anxiety,RadioDough,2020/03/12,"I’m an anxiety riddled Germaphobe....Today has been a bad day. Today has been a challenge, I don’t talk about this much except with my wife, but I’ve been a germaphobe for a very long time. I’ve also had some pretty bad anxiety over the last 10 years and I’m honestly just reaching out to this community so I know I’m speaking to folks that know how much this sucks. This coronavirus hasn’t really worried me, but today my anxiety has been triggered and I’m just trying to keep it low in front of my family. I don’t want to freak out my stepdaughter and wife, I try to be the one that keeps it all together and I just feel like I’m really failing right now. Is there anyone having issues like this right now? I guess I’m just asking because I’ve gotta occupy my mind at the moment and if nothing else at least I was able to just say that I’m just having a tough time right now.",3.328790020790024,4.145693854054056,4.885405405405408,85.38320166320169,72.62162162162161,8.286902286902286,24.5010395010395,8.617729084823388,1.4578981288981283,693,19,149,12,13,234,101,185,0.17,0.728,0.102,-0.9192,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,14,11,1,0,9,0,16,0,0,2,1,30,33,11,0,2,10,2,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,6,3,13,4,17,25,5,23,0,2,0,0,6,10,1,3,14,92,23,2,0.13852005582616506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077443859826644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31790239068285164,0.0,0.0,0.09685644378537484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949755336442925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313169212565012,0.08444054033495534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933397652957553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571573213742195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058438066364395,0.0,0.07003990228769384,0.09895875555982818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259545838170144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445789496421758,0.0,0.2462459804608135,0.0,0.0,0.15225400013928025,0.11291233352389513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353478047167628,0.0,0.0,0.12258589043420615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986576875528475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365635870826126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291372947177035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386477475503137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409246956341995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747898954197364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548861124444557,0.0,0.11015670818090234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133717382661394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615443170020354,0.0,0.3939024485946162,0.0,0.0,0.1880920504213929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429355305040223,0.08170271785716543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406738406149904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920237439362441
anxiety,loch_nessyDespair,2020/03/12,"Anxiety or Intuition? ​

It is frustrating for me to differentiate between these two. Everyday is a challenge to me and I don't know if I am just being anxious or my gut feeling is talking to me.",3.1303846153846173,5.7393650512820535,5.7612179487179525,71.1233653846154,77.97435897435899,9.028205128205126,37.95512820512821,9.516144504307137,4.6303282051282055,163,11,27,5,4,58,31,39,0.168,0.7609999999999999,0.071,-0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,7,8,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796171374717988,0.4257282427890245,0.0,0.0,0.26802601115663405,0.3958093926980551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715358093074846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254982127840048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28160774629691865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34225281566607496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257282427890245,0.0
anxiety,Highwind0912,2020/03/12,Anxiety over an upcoming dermatologist appointment. So some backstory is I noticed these dark spots on my stomach/upper thigh (see post history if you want). My obgyn wasn’t sure what they were but seemed unconcerned. Tonight I went to an urgent care center because the anxiety over what it was was affecting me deeply. The doctor also said it’s unlikely to be skin cancer but referred me to a dermatologist and I’ll have an appointment with them soon. But Jesus Christ I’m scared. I’ve been googling skin cancer obsessively for weeks and I’m second guessing every mole on my body and these spots on my skin. I’m scared. I’ve been a shut in since I was 19 and the past 2-3 years I’ve gone outside for more than five minutes under 10 times total. This year I’ve been making strong efforts to getting my life together and I’m terrified of something life threatening happening just as I’m working on improving.,3.8761206896551705,6.282035965517245,4.927112068965517,79.1072198275862,74.40229885057471,8.48793103448276,28.69109195402299,9.188382445141503,2.7938747126436776,734,31,131,18,16,240,114,174,0.193,0.723,0.084,-0.9721,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,3,4,6,0,3,8,0,11,10,5,2,2,20,27,12,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,11,5,13,3,18,15,3,20,2,0,1,0,4,10,0,4,7,75,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507527949163541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884219772026035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491502571190515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093940803040945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220031387318426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294978523271528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882929725547454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984896196510714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076669684241008,0.0,0.16670033625478775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26630287719273954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583307075595834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146219003824223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799558156786398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805421668581803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931786269086394,0.0,0.3774663372174399,0.0,0.15021947454167947,0.17161403603261655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593888474474604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512557093187498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776701129336787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992272946302004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111891265267288,0.0,0.1512127715957954,0.0,0.0,0.17475230005170705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723881422939305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427907994511713
anxiety,Fightorflightor,2020/03/12,"Coping with irrational, anxious thoughts at nighttime. I have a frequent tendency to experience severe anxious thoughts — generally work-related, but can be otherwise — at nighttime when I’m trying to sleep (or other times of day when my brain isn’t actively occupied with something else). 

These thoughts are generally irrational and fixate on little things I said or did during the day (or on other occasions) and affect me so much that they make me squirm and/or cringe at the thoughts, even though I *know* they are realistically minor, benign or irrelevant things and that my reaction to them is irrational and extreme. 

While I recognize that the effect I’m experiencing is anxiety symptoms — and can realistically rationalize with the thoughts and understand that the things I’m worrying about don’t have to be worried about — I still can’t control my feelings and reactions to them. It’s extremely distressing, often affecting my sleep and general well-being. 

Does anyone have any coping mechanisms, advice or other techniques that could potentially help me deal with these symptoms? I try breathing exercises, but they do not always do the trick.",12.145148911798394,11.2862814072165,11.185738831615124,53.25920389461629,54.51546391752578,14.807789232531507,46.81328751431845,13.5591,6.789191981672393,939,49,131,30,9,302,113,194,0.13,0.823,0.047,-0.9098,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,5,2,9,3,1,1,7,0,18,7,4,5,0,38,31,20,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,14,12,0,1,9,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,3,18,1,17,21,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,6,8,99,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493681983138508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638423436812794,0.0,0.0,0.0869446664052402,0.0,0.09780746744267772,0.28887580069381524,0.0,0.08939803930196683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272662901641922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339841042279314,0.1020805012987413,0.0,0.0,0.1649096752403765,0.13181119608500186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188533348444968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680507321123796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444593586978395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506511537093706,0.0,0.0,0.06464649839194939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856974095398987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026486084134087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814265106283926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534310797356574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398692770633058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216178197454567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443790034690762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558913804671853,0.0,0.0,0.09842775985165976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021038553115299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657771822625668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25482026600769003,0.0,0.1256152731907411,0.5075064168012101,0.07455232009322453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360807251213836,0.0,0.0,0.1330998526584924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495552167672697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307876594427483,0.2596825784751036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kdhmjh17,2020/03/12,"Corona anxiety - I’m scared. Worrying is my normal state, usually I think about all of the worst case scenarios and then I can plan for how to deal with them and logically try and rationalize the likelihood of occurence. That usually helps me. I feel like I can control things better and feel better when I have thought through everything. 

I can’t do that with Corona Virus, I don’t know what will happen to my older family members, or people I care about. I don’t know if my wedding will happen this summer. I don’t know if the stock market will continue to collapse and if my job will be secure. And I’m scared. I’m exhausted from being scared and I know it’s just starting. This is not going to go away anytime soon.

Does anyone else feel afraid all the time right now?",2.3149342105263173,4.797565625000004,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,80.25,6.957894736842108,22.657894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.4090578947368415,613,20,118,12,16,200,92,152,0.14300000000000002,0.753,0.10400000000000001,-0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,7,11,0,4,4,0,16,1,0,2,2,30,34,14,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,10,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,3,17,5,14,27,3,16,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,12,79,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248639076804696,0.0,0.0,0.10281487749094254,0.1506614545713196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815038573381425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600926208553108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499186700110114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649196125008416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159339156911364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867705986683606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283435524276635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215147264373878,0.0,0.13861769620526232,0.0,0.22304589220136709,0.10504651969347016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713421400419345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600567314181995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855885802343282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591605920558248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32324078316387184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183707875677364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440695087138673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194010329860964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255726886382722,0.0,0.0,0.4416427588685263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407677283732547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768787860210426,0.09421829423475693,0.0,0.1167345737707598,0.08574111598979751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983156703517028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238910084647213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932784153277534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Frogad,2020/03/12,"Is this a tic and do people do anything about them or just live with it? So most of the time I am perfectly fine but I’ve noticed in more awkward situations say I’m at a friends house and there’s strangers or not so close friends, I feel this weird urge to shudder and I do it maybe every couple of minutes and then I feel better. I can’t really describe it because it’s like a combination of physical but I feel it’s like this intense desire to shake and then I’ll say “sorry”. A few people have noticed, I mean is it a cause for concern or just a quirk?

I don’t really do it when I’m by myself or like at the cinema or like focussed on stuff, If I try to ‘fake’ it without the random urge I get, it doesn’t feel right and it’s not fun. 

I am not sure if this is the right sub tbh, I also used to have this thing I did with my mouth, like this weird mouth movement I did over and over. Someone at school pointed it out and my mum basically made me focus and stop it but even now If I replicate the motion, it feels really good and I try not to do it or else the urge to repeat it increases. Does anyone else have something like this?",2.373269581056469,3.270743303278689,4.108142076502734,89.75316029143896,74.98360655737704,7.0615664845173045,24.21129326047359,7.3871296695380915,0.8460380692167577,882,26,203,10,18,298,120,244,0.07400000000000001,0.746,0.18,0.9832,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,10,19,0,2,12,0,18,2,2,3,2,48,29,28,0,4,19,1,5,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,24,14,0,1,6,1,0,4,8,5,0,0,3,7,21,14,23,26,4,23,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,11,13,138,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977252166111644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723683692626043,0.1278339192172772,0.10266890240160136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605405855586572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034228754139824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281654491144684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804732698444372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918049957062607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084461097218065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240445085908851,0.0,0.1051177824572633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154183291997641,0.08913035089671488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278238730553127,0.0,0.065183253919,0.0,0.0,0.10464486094943537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395916755378765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365715916472244,0.0,0.11016756827128334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805328879064304,0.0,0.0,0.12534069479969712,0.13590293173230447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28408585348930365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298920904691778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794088396849588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397781458322832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309297697882426,0.0,0.1984322862236263,0.0,0.1262663050400431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402382709998422,0.0,0.0,0.10571085659831687,0.09604826349930316,0.0,0.13966139797578314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043070317763802,0.0,0.0,0.14282320687246725,0.0,0.0,0.1175871744271418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288665748821067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275001377243752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694110880851344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775473725782604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120266592399276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Easy_Sun,2020/03/12,"What do you do to break free from the anxiety cycle? I feel anxious because I have so much to do to make sure my future does not get even more ruined than it already is. However, I am so anxious it prevents me from planning or carrying out my plan, which makes me more anxious. So, I avoid it. How do you break out of this cycle?",2.9632352941176485,3.9866335588235313,4.464000000000002,87.28100000000002,73.70588235294117,7.2047058823529415,28.30588235294117,7.554174236665415,1.5631847058823531,254,10,54,3,5,85,46,68,0.18600000000000005,0.72,0.094,-0.7224,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,11,11,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,9,11,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558563081051313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736743531512073,0.7857860125612499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133585510631325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028967232092411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313717305671892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723219015565613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113398162027827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095282717950799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043913676825828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851935534758546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thist00shallpass,2020/03/12,"It feels like everything is falling apart A couple weeks ago everything was very stressful but still made sense. I had signed up for and was planning on attending an Anxiety Support Group and i was trying to focus only on school. Now I’m home for spring break and I though that would give me time to calm down but somehow i stared feeling worse. Then due to the coronavirus my school is having an extra week of spring break and all classes are moving to online classes and there’s a chance that im going to be forced to move out of my dorm and move back to my parents house which is out of state and hours from my college. My college is where my friends and support system is, and most of my classes are art studio classes and i have no idea how that is going to translate online. I don’t know what im going to do. I feel like lately everything is just one crisis after another. Everything is just so overwhelming",5.107799263351751,5.951924563535918,5.352168508287296,83.55525092081031,68.55801104972376,8.022283609576428,28.895488029465927,8.07648339933343,1.871242725598527,730,25,140,9,12,231,109,181,0.113,0.769,0.11900000000000001,0.0525,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,2,5,0,20,0,0,2,1,28,32,16,0,1,4,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,12,0,0,5,1,0,8,2,2,0,1,5,4,15,6,23,25,3,34,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,2,16,98,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683196906165067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263736710243749,0.0921959692122613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267093210218977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335091677845304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332553660945831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281262355303526,0.17219622088302386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931119372156636,0.0,0.0,0.115611883790568,0.2054795350366496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088941857337734,0.0,0.11868599093879542,0.13906163481255812,0.0,0.1360501954175964,0.2603603241196433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662335618763337,0.0,0.13594959628182413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775805154981744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403708157795565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842748046311259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166614159310434,0.0916593986643361,0.0,0.0,0.13382101887202552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439413772526717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962458608415766,0.0,0.13805300536297166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27352488268149583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840836045029787,0.0,0.0702750371493455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182383680320622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944000303578007,0.0,0.0,0.1933446011259201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228181768855338,0.0856125563773572,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_Am_An_Octagon,2020/03/12,"A little appreciation goes a long way. I came here to r/Anxiety because I too have anxiety, today it's especially terrible because I've had to switch meds due to cost and I'm in the heaviest adjustment period, day 4. 

When I reply to a post here from a person asking for help, I put everything I have into the message. Because I know what they're going through, I went through what they did! And nothing is more demoralizing than when the OP doesn't respond after I put so much effort to give as much of myself as I can in my reply. 

Look I get it, anxiety, depression, sometimes you go to sleep and in the morning look at what you posted and feel shame, because your anxiety made you a little crazy. So, maybe you'd just like to forget it happened. However, almost everyone here is suffering from some form of anxiety. Even if they're not making posts asking for advice. 

If you're like me, you suffered and were in so much pain and darkness that you thought you'd never see the light again. The darkest blackest mist that filled your entire being and made you wish for oblivion. And that's why I care so much, that I really open myself, and pour out everything I can in the hopes it'll make one persons darkness get just a little less heavy. Maybe they'll never remember me, maybe my advice was completely useless for them.... That doesn't stop me, because I want to help so much I open those damned memories and remember how dark it really was, how scary it was, how hopeless I was.

All I ask, is that people understand that many are like me, we suffered, and that's why we come to help others here. We never want anyone to see that same darkness... So please, if someone is clearly giving everything they can in the hopes that they can help you in someway. At least reply, or it feels like I'm just remembering the pain all for naught. And don't delete your post unless you really have to, or no one else will have the chance to get that help either, and I won't remember... and that makes me very sad.

​

Finally this is the first poem I ever wrote, I wrote it last night during a moment of peace and clarity, I hope it helps you understand where I'm coming from.

Chill - by yours truly

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Sometimes we're in pain, and it hurts

But we know where the pain is

But if you don't

You become so confused

So disoriented

THAT YOU CAN'T HANDLE IT

I've almost been there before....

Oh god...

It's so dark there

I'm scared of the dark...

I'm so scared of the dark....",4.231971954425944,5.396489024539875,5.157834647969619,82.96811042944786,70.8200408997955,8.287957931638914,26.44586619924043,8.676224119757912,1.816932877592755,1939,61,384,33,35,634,220,489,0.16,0.715,0.126,-0.9648,1,0,0,0,0,1,79.0,4,18,5,2,30,26,1,4,21,0,35,5,1,8,7,83,80,42,0,10,14,0,2,4,0,4,4,0,0,2,31,27,0,1,12,0,1,9,11,18,0,3,15,7,57,8,45,58,14,52,0,8,4,0,44,19,1,13,23,261,88,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969877736441455,0.0,0.0,0.12265908174453374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272115362426326,0.14884244660210394,0.0,0.0,0.23426709367580095,0.0,0.0,0.04282498953336243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177168035561682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667654493122973,0.06764196738697112,0.05211627591475974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004970048929916,0.062444907106393936,0.0,0.0,0.10551690447413227,0.06421580900211629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03949893739987175,0.0,0.05275153632537361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116360692130576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404527475993417,0.055400982083600114,0.0,0.058523672741086476,0.165133263907797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061936159643332475,0.04375452479418959,0.0,0.0670925669121365,0.0,0.05209625703891931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599633360817254,0.1175064820790402,0.0696156153668216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416009371817783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631350051331785,0.0,0.0,0.18249483585791235,0.0,0.0,0.0655656643955028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731896926574739,0.04992408674494907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968782032103012,0.1841553036305576,0.0,0.05420124123507716,0.10286329980943276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590587267880255,0.12264757932891815,0.062094356369046276,0.18459107867833266,0.0,0.0680310746102391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251161897243056,0.0,0.14171127154432084,0.0,0.0,0.05747570831797399,0.0,0.058767685979486874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300445152297893,0.0,0.26068245399040313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042460624019879115,0.10695619449653104,0.0,0.06723028492942,0.0,0.0,0.23462893709288746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123139334257556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770826347448082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775214630129385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263689839177935,0.0,0.0976110906823575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061290749639202564,0.0,0.05189397606440428,0.0,0.1211487450123841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120483159946992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862289409774099,0.0,0.0,0.05805453782579562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275195707086747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050534791716701034,0.072249566478688,0.048614635305816084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056776135914937326,0.11053091266298372,0.0,0.07043047324888059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884244660210394,0.0
anxiety,ThatOneWeirdo15,2020/03/12,"This should be an easy decision. Not if anxiety has anything to say about it! So some background: I'm unemployed and living with my parents currently, not the best thing to be when you're 25, especially when you have parents like mine. I'm also mildly disabled (I say mildly since I'm still able to do most things that help me live in modern society, otherwise it is not mild), mostly in the mental aspect; also not fun if you have parents like mine.

A few days ago my dad offered me a job working for him, helping him be able to handle the large load of work he has cut out for him. I was hesitant at first since I was nervous about the state of my assistance programs if I were to get a job. Since then I've checked with several different people in regards to that, and everything's all cleared up. I'm free to accept the offer.

It's a simple, straightforward job, part time, the hours are flexible, the work is low impact and low contact with people, and it's mostly just driving where I can listen to music or podcasts or whatever. It's pretty much my optimal job, so it should be an easy choice, right?

Wrong. For some goddamn reason my anxiety is ringing all the alarm bells about this, and nothing I do can assuage it. Small job, clearance for it, I get money and a bit of independence from my parents, but all the same I *desperately* do not want to take it. And even worse, I don't entirely know why! It's been a while since my last legit job, so am I just used to not working and I don't want to upset the cushy life I've been living (it's hardly cushy, but you get what I mean)? Is my gut telling me that for my own mental well being it's a bad idea to take this offer? Or is my anxiety doing the anxiety thing and being irrational? I don't know and I don't know how to suss it out.

But there is a different layer of anxiety here. My parents have known about my disabilities for years now, but they either still don't understand or they refuse to understand that I can't work like they used to when they were my age. I'm afraid that if I decline the offer, I'll risk getting whammied by my dad's judgmental attitude and mental standing (it also ties in to his political views, but we don't need to talk about that here).

When I got the last confirmation that my benefits would be fine, I didn't feel comforted, just a massive spike in anxiety. So massive in fact my body suddenly took lots of energy to move, my vision went weird, and I came the closest to crying I have gotten in the past year. I was like that for, I dunno, two or so hours? I'm not at that point right now thanks to a shower, but with a reaction like that, taking this job feels like a bad idea.",4.266418047882136,4.901564440147332,5.439093001841624,82.9320465009208,70.34438305709024,8.832596685082876,27.974677716390424,8.998388855275968,2.065515285451197,2093,70,433,38,36,697,241,543,0.094,0.787,0.11900000000000001,0.8414,18,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,1,3,4,7,31,27,1,5,29,0,45,3,2,5,5,84,78,42,0,10,26,7,3,6,0,3,1,4,1,0,32,20,0,1,14,0,3,5,15,12,1,2,13,8,56,16,55,55,17,52,0,2,1,0,33,20,0,16,31,297,88,14,0.12633058888500348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599222234749664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151539789434029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28992766414500043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197965529429266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548076488675497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628807952842537,0.0,0.06896014186338212,0.07016240252929977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224426941577927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938410993136213,0.04073638938098311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198857728961327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0417200812531925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676889372322294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387654154974094,0.04512529897074585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053728367184786366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200503717928608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050519056225130164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658369689224343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467673079509291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441018269246762,0.0,0.0,0.14261185783904004,0.0,0.0,0.4387726571855179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041419817313171,0.10297629106036796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044615515484422975,0.18515623357406288,0.0,0.16732833670370795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370087452271003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880552318847806,0.0,0.0,0.19096728048670567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713471161748763,0.046433759307167394,0.04683626546457533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060880359499224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506879218488881,0.06840185846822118,0.06029842084741259,0.08758172382829399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059711620075632216,0.0,0.0,0.0642618127812849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494444285182542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078856326491824,0.0,0.100463154819912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135880343378004,0.0,0.20900393717991864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088777147143806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424773212086261,0.05076987101405479,0.05520925146579738,0.05815411659770591,0.0,0.0,0.12589264472353293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03683219115126495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017896627821367,0.0,0.0,0.06170331439406795,0.13151459831679546,0.0,0.10910906745802536,0.0,0.0,0.07451305443706989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679318555071219,0.05855486077420445,0.0569968535012965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299254332458361,0.0,0.0643708313989839,0.044870812871119686,0.06906133361883296,0.0,0.08135275733088845
anxiety,on-my-mind,2020/03/12,"I feel stupid after opening up about my anxiety to my mom Was pretty much forced to open up to her as i was having a panic attack when we were together. She asked me why i was acting so weird and told me to stop even after i told her i was having a panic attack she just got mad and told me to stop embarrassing her and grow up. During all of this i was literally choking on my own breath and about to faint but hey im 21 i shouldn’t have these ‘issues’ anymore im an adult! Thanks mom yes i definitely do this on purpose to get attention!!!!!! 

🙂",0.5785919540229862,2.57962369827586,3.1334482758620723,89.81471264367819,83.56896551724137,5.935632183908046,18.287356321839077,7.1686216300943375,0.2104045977011495,423,10,94,6,12,147,72,116,0.209,0.6859999999999999,0.105,-0.6993,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,6,9,4,3,3,1,11,2,1,0,1,15,19,8,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,10,1,20,1,18,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,5,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206186791225549,0.0,0.15636829605554492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474020733490123,0.35874941581690195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414089545719926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972372099814617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237713328794019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261047340969659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406257199697092,0.1645686454006241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693271755101359,0.0,0.0,0.11590709146383645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699883334781095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604091489211516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26364177124970706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516323063354614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519871736573965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227449188904945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BabeScum,2020/03/12,Having health anxiety with this virus is awful! I have to be up in five hours and I can’t stop thinking I have symptoms! I have a dry cough that’s it. I’m asthmatic so I am conceded about it but I’m over thinking the whole thing I know I am urrgg,-1.4646818181818198,0.5285233272727297,1.4657954545454537,96.7986931818182,97.54545454545452,4.931818181818182,17.784090909090907,6.6274283507984215,0.009954545454545105,193,6,46,3,8,67,41,55,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.5475,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,9,3,0,0,0,7,14,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,6,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268852555548908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735669502404085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461000762222699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314361056894064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938216720061483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652833292087679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334827851529547,0.4503803351057264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923730077963789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeadNshoulders77,2020/03/12,"Burning feeling? Hey, just wanted to say this subreddit is great, everyone here is very positive and the community is so nice. 

I was just wondering does anyone else get this burning feeling right where there sternum/solar plexus is? It usually happens when I'm feeling anxious, but lately it just lingers. I have this thing too where I will continue to ""check"" if the feeling is still there, causing it to resurface or just increase in intensity and make the anxiety worse.",8.277142857142856,9.037374333333336,7.819142857142857,68.92585714285715,61.61904761904761,11.005714285714284,42.99047619047619,10.793553405168565,5.107293333333333,380,22,59,9,5,120,59,84,0.084,0.741,0.17600000000000002,0.6613,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,17,18,7,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,4,16,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381264977556892,0.2419115411378321,0.0,0.1497281351383359,0.2194065604190411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997557868011128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739093678969415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888227258783146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204615120200851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330922567442509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187667269264052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608453709649024,0.0,0.0,0.1893588280978515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415535493918609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293674115860072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828700763250118,0.0,0.17028870609221022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100844678025845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226174504756614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358393934271327,0.17668375884718593,0.1263023408911714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322202176686179,0.0,0.0,0.21822180696320664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Czrnhak,2020/03/12,"Does anyone else feels way more depressed and anxious during night time? Good evening, folks

Title sums it pretty much. Just looking forward to hear about some people thoughts, opinions, ideas - anything helps. Just need a chat. Every night has been like this

Appreciate the attention for reading or stopping by this post",6.975660377358492,10.252495245283017,4.574188679245285,81.14769811320755,68.24528301886792,5.749433962264153,33.241509433962264,6.742157984588678,2.281282264150944,260,12,37,2,5,72,50,53,0.113,0.669,0.218,0.7826,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,7,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,5,3,7,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,3,6,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038504469778876,0.0,0.14878332918080292,0.21802207362760276,0.17510287673040228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832703120166977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620847316451766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777534998512855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054164467809105,0.0,0.1792794670365574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075898456581032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847289450533044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398227246476985,0.0,0.14262444672247204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402069273266705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395538074728426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786847394819296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642052233818576,0.15777643717957504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39936622629696256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751744412804674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037879913294405,0.21647754719044912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128413090042326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789672335066062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892651083152554,0.124075902203582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889781799187775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slekrons,2020/03/12,"Is EMDR effective? My anxiety is getting worse, as evidenced by muscle pain, stomach cramps, and frequent migraines. My mom, who is a therapist, suggested that I find an EMDR therapist to help me since my regular therapy isn't doing enough. 

Have any of you found EMDR effective? I don't want to spend time and money on something if it doesn't work.",5.141846153846156,6.980462569230774,6.544615384615388,71.29538461538462,69.46153846153847,10.73846153846154,34.53846153846154,10.793553405168565,4.5075230769230785,277,14,45,9,5,94,51,65,0.13699999999999998,0.737,0.126,0.2354,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,4,1,2,0,8,11,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,6,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203874565477214,0.0,0.1822837443094296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462072016819416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778383797507245,0.0,0.0,0.2612620027606823,0.0,0.0,0.12449159956349412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971423345264055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790709569900464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25354699332474884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971078908091773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834397830642643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724942400695517,0.5533234873675968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894313398424954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405438691348386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734708649108739,0.0,0.24282793860987534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heliophobia_,2020/03/12,". I don’t personally suffer with anxiety. I get anxious about some situations, which I’ve been told is unbelievably common but my girlfriend suffers with crippling anxiety everyday of her life and I thought this might be the best place to go for advice on how to be the most supportive I can be without accidentally making her feel worse, obviously I can’t see it from her perspective. Ever since the whole coronavirus thing has became a thing it’s pushed her over the edge and everyday is a huge struggle for her, it’s starting to affect her physical heath and I feel so helpless, any advice would be massively appreciated!",5.8504385964912275,8.013221763157901,6.73947368421053,69.30464912280705,68.21052631578948,10.329824561403509,33.719298245614034,10.504223727775694,4.138656140350878,507,24,83,15,9,168,80,114,0.183,0.672,0.145,-0.4584,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,6,0,13,1,0,3,2,19,23,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,3,13,2,13,14,4,11,0,3,1,0,9,4,0,3,5,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370314394856975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885257352216514,0.0,0.28990263372647385,0.21405792837357265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988470699748352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139507692974698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161308062703988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899523055938103,0.0,0.10768557977278284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338349910362102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647905328107836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100783125210586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165446211370254,0.19796577341580826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099064824747604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673941988170675,0.2129829233153956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411458199200807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808513839656405,0.0,0.0,0.21501911785462516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517635519864745,0.0,0.0,0.1504255766053689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105580468832785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154712130429387,0.0,0.18265149907907635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930958221537139,0.13460081707428545,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lispenardstreet,2020/03/12,"decision anxiety about my career is ruining my life I have never been the sort of person who knew exactly what they wanted to do. I liked reading and writing, but I also thought about medicine and various other things. I got a B.A. in International Studies and have been working in an adjacent field for the past two years. However, I'm completely miserable. 

I spend hours everyday researching different careers, rehashing the same pro/con lists and trolling LinkedIn to see what everyone else is doing with their life. I know that if I commit myself to something, I am hard enough worker and smart enough to make it happen, but I have never been able to commit.

Without getting into too much detail, there are a few life situations that are requiring me to make a decision about the next phase in my career in a few months. I just feel so all over the place. One day I'm contemplating being a lawyer and the next a doctor and the next a teacher. Any of these require more schooling, and I'm okay with that. But I don't want to invest time and money until I'm more certain, and i don't see myself ever feeling certain, which is triggering basically non-stop panic attacks. 

I see a therapist and take meds, but I need to find a way to live with my ambiguity while also making decisions and moving forward. I have this fear that one day I'll look up and my whole life will have passed before my eyes while I was being anxious and miserable.",8.053537662337659,7.2386397381818215,8.29035064935065,70.61095454545456,62.52727272727273,11.493506493506494,36.370129870129865,10.7630783206399,3.9121584415584416,1148,46,204,25,14,378,162,275,0.113,0.809,0.077,-0.897,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,4,10,11,1,4,17,1,22,6,1,4,9,56,45,25,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,13,18,0,2,9,1,3,3,5,6,0,3,7,8,27,5,27,35,11,29,0,3,5,0,5,9,0,3,19,150,40,12,0.1101257453931204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761350376070849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488928324004268,0.0,0.08424589379831672,0.1244107462470485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528393365347076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370889818513492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546474881470105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204399060591102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150579648657176,0.0,0.11271836683724545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199592924894832,0.0,0.0,0.22757866691686784,0.0,0.0,0.09961504152598663,0.0,0.105229869058266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123922080346946,0.1113657715583545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065293619321736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057536156695384234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807761876917598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738383295527707,0.0,0.09865103697140144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845167607010722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060522229631008284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111402831054887,0.053801876532815214,0.0,0.09724305077931038,0.0,0.0924778902525079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052937057100613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232487705958152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790131931189253,0.11704623913940525,0.08095509409461121,0.08165684481074569,0.16987152776805736,0.0,0.3513599387247774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492481103101409,0.0,0.0,0.12920883430145447,0.0,0.0,0.10512748496556176,0.0,0.0961575531292557,0.1150579648657176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015554698382116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114531336707862,0.2632678831499884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378595190972427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847801790607547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207005425310476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280085521751035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786447834249745,0.0731626518541788,0.0,0.0,0.0874275406770076,0.06421520774651353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107576851352419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991003578507945,0.08741269076154379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229514619143225,0.0,0.10615728871257933,0.0,0.08017285423748907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091736941877935
anxiety,jbakerrr08,2020/03/12,"Am I really suffering from anxiety? Sorry for the long post but I need to get this off my chest and speak to somebody about it.

So to start, I have a pretty stressful work life. I run a business but have always been pretty confident and easy going. I will admit, like most people, I'll have bouts of just wanting to be away from people or just wanting time to myself. Infact I have these often. Now; about 6 months ago I got hit by bells palsy. The left side of my face went numb and I couldn't move it, it wasn't as bad as Google images, most people couldn't really notice but for me, it was awkward and depressing. For those who don't know, Bell's Palsy is a condition where you lose muscle strength on half of your face. They do not know the cause and most people recover eventually.

This diagnosis sent me into a panic and was probably the beginning of my worrying spiralling sleepless nights. I actually cried for the first time in years. Being usually very optimistic, I believed I would get over this health hiccup and get on with my life. Within 2 weeks I begun to get my facial movement back and I'm basically fully back now. I notice my eye doesn't fully shut when I yawn but this isn't that bad. 

Everything was fine for months after the bells palsy, when strangely I got speaking to one of my employees that I suffered from Bells Palsy once. I don't know why, but after talking to him about it, I noticed, slowly through the day, my left lower jaw started to feel numb. I had motion and could move it, it just felt numb. 

This worried me and I quickly went to the doctor's for a check up. They checked me over, done a few tests and nothing. They assumed it could be an infection. I was put on antibiotics for 5 days. During them 5 days I had a horrible time, a bad gut, nausea and no appetite. I was told to press on and did. After I completed the course, my numbness was still there. This led me into the rabbit hole of Google searching what it could be (a very bad bad idea). I was genuinely so worried, it caused me to lay up until 3-4am thinking what could be wrong with me, and then it's when the real bad stuff happened. I got put on more antibiotics just incase the original lot didn't work. I can tell you now , 12 days of antibiotics back to back kind of ruins you. But this wasn't the worst of it. After my initial antibiotics (the 5 days) I begun to feel very lightheaded. Not just small spells of lightheadedness. But permanent constant lightheadedness. My doctor assured me this is likely side effects of the antibiotics. 

I completed the course and that was 3 weeks ago. I STILL feel lightheaded all day and all night. My hands and feet get cold and almost every other night I lay up thinking I have something terrible and it causes me to sit there controlling my breathing. 

I have always been a very active person training 3-4x a week but due to a bad injury I've not been able to for about 6 months now. I've been trying to train lightly in attempt to make myself feel better but I can't really tell if it's working. I'm still a pretty skinny guy however. 

I went to the doctor's again regarding this. He did a more thorough check, behind my eyes, muscle tests and coordination tests, he said everything seems normal. I also had a blood test and they didn't find anything. 
He's diagnosed me with general anxiety disorder and put me on some pills that supposedly fix anxiety. I researched the tablets and frankly they terrify me. 

Am I really suffering with anxiety. Do any other people here suffer with what I have? I go day by day feeling tired and the best explanation of the light-headedness is like I've had 1-2 pints of beer. 

Sorry for the long post I hope somebody can help.

Thanks",3.107046703296703,5.198029347527476,4.322230769230773,84.02276923076926,75.57967032967035,7.447032967032968,24.524175824175824,8.336070741966225,1.6412114285714283,2927,97,561,54,65,959,315,728,0.14,0.7290000000000001,0.131,-0.3311,3,0,2,2,0,0,82.0,0,4,6,11,33,35,0,3,37,0,57,30,13,8,3,98,99,45,0,13,19,0,8,3,0,2,16,3,0,2,36,31,2,1,17,1,3,15,15,24,0,3,33,15,80,11,83,52,12,100,0,7,2,0,27,25,0,12,60,377,116,11,0.05432335048270087,0.0,0.05301175383360026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630874503900773,0.0,0.05439698851670552,0.0,0.0,0.04344236375452993,0.09040275870896336,0.0,0.0,0.0369417411552997,0.0,0.1662288577188691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04470348879782728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103857599384468,0.16708521336354915,0.3175040999563277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061203813450179015,0.057009004847206377,0.04804458896169708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674151350039496,0.0,0.0,0.11391399887223586,0.0587042431479806,0.06092825677459818,0.17349110011670846,0.0,0.05967164967722341,0.28027253602147834,0.0,0.04678862216996503,0.055137057242397036,0.0,0.0,0.062259266007546936,0.16680675328949512,0.0,0.05559164820824298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576976572857002,0.0,0.09764464924798334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733759119052513,0.0,0.052158935502350734,0.0,0.049650558190715774,0.0462074141694889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419085425680219,0.0,0.061746423922844074,0.0,0.13034203774057432,0.0,0.0,0.053788657682870285,0.04803795942623234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774318128871971,0.0,0.0,0.03641179674147147,0.0,0.0,0.053955344354072204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132445043402261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656941002533693,0.08956407824083126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180449584948656,0.0,0.07674037795653421,0.07961893520227745,0.0,0.0,0.0961489114420856,0.0,0.06077393381523551,0.0,0.04618376995899552,0.0,0.0,0.036261258274932484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300811402408916,0.11547424898245708,0.0,0.04028007605424809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293635338999326,0.053225349533633684,0.05212471989701597,0.18554248373189292,0.0,0.057852595341710625,0.03681090818643881,0.0,0.0,0.06373674717172552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883048563849571,0.0474330542921874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405350680278838,0.1657991311138033,0.05856975976635642,0.0,0.0,0.16382991433559008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061831865744261826,0.1392037173924254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167394623113738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945393803709281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041820769200361985,0.0,0.12162108669434728,0.0769006941448123,0.0,0.13014809360345225,0.0,0.062227214438491274,0.0,0.06218723955495916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043663051386051296,0.09496200544095153,0.050013642552156984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961641901712108,0.0,0.0,0.09502914756982583,0.06243670009218238,0.0,0.05190828936226216,0.0,0.03688198909937608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982949581154695,0.17928981339891673,0.06408263916835147,0.0,0.13072474506970286,0.0,0.0,0.15107487041946946,0.04901837435398258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864413841816365,0.16550399800009866,0.0,0.03858974956984272,0.05939405593040732,0.0,0.034982456649852445
anxiety,Pretty-Pathetic,2020/03/12,"Does anyone know how to open a door like this? So, I have to leave school early tomorrow, which is of course awesome, but our school handles things in a different matter. Basically, you go down to the office to get a slip that allows you to leave when you need to. It’s a really simple process, but there’s just one issue for me: I don’t know how to open the office door, and I’m really starting to freak out.

I tried finding an image of what the door looks like, but I couldn’t find one. Basically though, it’s a regular door, but instead of just opening, there’s this black horizontal bar-like thing right by the handle. The bar has a red light on it, but will change to a green light once the door is unlocked. The door handle won’t budge at all, and the door won’t unlock until that green light turns on, but I don’t know how to get it to turn on. I’m really worried about how it’ll work, because I don’t want to embarrass myself or look stupid or anything like that. If anyone has any idea on how this door opens (such a stupid question, I know), I’d appreciate it a lot. Thank you so much!",5.727143906020558,4.729881211453748,6.290583700440532,83.65484765051399,67.28193832599119,9.504992657856096,27.72723935389133,8.59863814320734,1.6312587371512481,853,20,190,11,12,279,118,227,0.10099999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.09,-0.6709,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,4,0,1,16,8,2,1,18,0,13,1,0,6,1,38,30,21,0,4,11,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,8,0,16,7,1,0,8,1,0,1,6,4,0,2,0,9,14,4,27,25,3,19,0,0,6,0,6,13,0,5,8,118,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928941157044956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103073598477646,0.0,0.11241189318398546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327137532987987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450691432637974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427201254777782,0.0,0.0,0.11954142265492808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24970369847873106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273792366583127,0.0,0.07763412428388798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420714931070456,0.0,0.1425771073076565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002917778778161,0.0,0.0,0.28928381087450555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021066543280788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942272820767945,0.0,0.0,0.11613422475689834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041826483488267,0.10128872999892168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454767836438929,0.18513024331383168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530256204912075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625324191323224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665745131228482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649724625236605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096687673025658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576486523772956,0.0,0.0,0.18150473746171067,0.0,0.13421087462277315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274386251601656,0.29716772797605684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057146078373563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944795938325672,0.13872606847942384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,philliesfan136,2020/03/12,"Anxiety and random pains Anyone felt a random pain and let it get to them? I’ve had this happen with headaches before, and more recently a toothache. I had gotten relief for the left side and started to worry if I felt a little something on the right, all the work that would have to be done etc. Then last week I felt something and started panicking, to the point where I think I’m now hypersensitive and worry about every little ache/pain. It’s been hard for me to sleep and eat because I’ve become so scared and kinda depressed. 

It’s hard for me to frame it like I’m still OK and to keep going to school etc, as well as distracting myself. Have you guys gotten relief on your own, or heard good news from the doctor and started to work on the mental side of it? Wondering how I get through until I see a doctor on Friday :(",5.369518072289157,5.511184265060243,5.811710843373497,82.96190361445784,67.79518072289157,8.085783132530121,26.23855421686747,7.554174236665415,1.2891946987951814,652,16,130,6,10,210,99,166,0.175,0.733,0.092,-0.9165,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,2,7,11,0,2,10,1,9,6,1,1,1,26,28,18,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,11,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,10,7,12,6,24,15,5,23,0,1,1,0,5,12,0,6,11,86,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888097966408071,0.0,0.0,0.08117398290828491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076839402760529,0.12821410966779628,0.09878544598481326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998957045221817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376494517457343,0.0,0.11880206698288405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879074313483012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589457606454554,0.0,0.0,0.09781222448213404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334398576892026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213061941711581,0.0,0.06597756162361429,0.09737217044365676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494898818294533,0.1026594651789817,0.0,0.20799063638185195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318759510442714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463019158449848,0.0,0.0,0.12613392045479374,0.118711580445651,0.0,0.05671651754579165,0.23270866896894876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699308098167745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37058911097144137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974413604128247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462650174592327,0.0,0.0,0.09914163718347536,0.0,0.0,0.11622799681274965,0.11749095047859748,0.09251001685051224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161754928106334,0.0,0.0,0.17874605211221056,0.0,0.0,0.2465108081325321,0.0,0.09271094389366301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438684354347136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312172134151904,0.0,0.10438033792083756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589644533123048,0.1690322117773469,0.23579341729761685,0.0,0.08246817932211248,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kranberryjuice,2020/03/12,"ANXIETY OVER BUGS/PESTS IN BASEMENT APARTMENT Currently in a basement apartment with lots of bugs (silverfish, spiders, carpet beetles, unidentified larvae and bug babies...)

This has badly triggered my PTSD, anxiety, and OCD. I am on medication but I have completely lost my appetite and sleep over this.

I have cleaned and cleaned and sealed and caulked and sprayed and fixed everything possible.

I am leaving in 1 month. Just need help or any advice for staying even a little bit more calm for the next 30 days. 

:(",4.770674157303368,8.027802303370791,4.321449438202247,79.93183707865171,76.52808988764046,7.604943820224719,34.742696629213484,8.548686976883017,3.570158651685393,411,23,64,9,10,124,65,89,0.132,0.799,0.07,-0.5875,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,1,0,15,7,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,10,6,3,14,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,2,4,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322194276874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148383084420789,0.0,0.33384391012294945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821873971378372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821724777657904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877793496942034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072057133985896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411865556831294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610356441636287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625446827449454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310416747337741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869313664322695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23819043679141602,0.18550533955308185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981295463871967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416469112607635,0.0,0.0,0.1617921012576811,0.0,0.0,0.2320575530269609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459870550893771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550634392388335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835699577844447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257154378955916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sean_0991,2020/03/12,"Does anyone else have a nervous tick due to heart palpitations/ anxiety? Hey guys, I'm wondering if anyone has a similar situation as mine. So I've been living in Asia for a while and I went home to visit family for the first time in five years. As one might guess, going home caused a lot of anxiety for me. 

one thing that started to happen was that occasionally I'll get this sensation that I get light headed for like a second and then my chin will crinkle a little and my eyes will look down momentarily (all of these things happen in like half a second). On average they happen maybe two or three times a day but they usually only happen when I start thinking about them or when I start talking to people. My anxious self thinks this is a neurological degenerative disease and when it happens I start to get a panic attack and think too much, which then leads to it happening more.

I was thinking maybe this is related to heart palpitations as I have them when I have anxiety. I'm wondering if anyone else has these as the more I think about them the more it gets worse haha",7.426454545454547,6.756775195238094,8.03831168831169,71.43487012987016,63.714285714285715,11.255411255411255,31.948051948051948,10.637119530657019,3.1971428571428566,861,27,163,19,11,288,119,210,0.107,0.857,0.037000000000000005,-0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,2,8,6,1,2,13,1,13,5,4,2,1,23,40,22,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,14,5,0,0,7,0,0,4,0,3,0,9,4,3,19,3,24,33,6,28,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,9,20,117,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125922335639404,0.1046490506601012,0.0,0.1943136791940816,0.1898271421731686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538353892487687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515972395944508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059740694503042466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106386138136057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547661588875756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732625474824841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879367854903763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358791289126695,0.0,0.05264553281734741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204581745798473,0.09172134557243464,0.4914909351081911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506829853490144,0.0,0.0,0.2195413697008246,0.0,0.0,0.1858371302516227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051171981093492,0.09284271476244732,0.08179673584739283,0.0,0.07778848462781864,0.0,0.0,0.07875336003404072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186124825378976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826909414477772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809599651687014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554118939014758,0.07045165660231266,0.0,0.10868499912133847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422013691913599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663653933248403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412350012502966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262264776488843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445498730492349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308264826434867,0.29677779206871063,0.0,0.0,0.10803022618752668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048909122913128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020222868008666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587182375109922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091331904877388,0.0,0.0,0.0944010559587975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965268764042171
anxiety,HeroRL,2020/03/12,"Is this normal? Hello,

Normally my resting heart rate was around 65 to 75 now randomly for the past week its been like 80 sometimes 90. I have to say i have been more anxious lately is this normal?L ast year my anxiety was at an all time high and my resting heart rate would still be like 70 it wouldnt really change .",3.4420312499999994,4.947730390625001,4.152000000000001,88.09300000000002,73.21875,7.620000000000001,25.3,8.238735603445708,1.4389100000000004,251,8,52,4,5,80,50,64,0.06,0.8590000000000001,0.081,0.3328,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,11,2,2,0,1,8,11,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,5,2,5,4,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,9,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764505471267886,0.21803592564956195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181159677473046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204169215275968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574136646166657,0.0,0.2039159015978019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771326612972008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858084699888386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567299306642791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424106588156125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364123024518582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348195247669688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908826886980488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413065789359484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254029643055984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481356970127233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710220390791392,0.0,0.0,0.12428616299070165
anxiety,jehoshaphat007,2020/03/12,"Battling Anxiety and Panic Attacks I have dealt with anxiety and panic disorders my entire adult life.  But it usually revolved around job changes and life events.  But this coronavirus stuff has me completely destroyed, my anxiety techniques were unless and I quickly went from a 2 or 3 to 8 or 9 on my anxiety scale.  I'm to see my therapist but I can't get the feelings of utter dread and panic out of my head.  Guys, hang in there and help build each other up...",4.349277688603531,6.118233719101127,5.411268057784913,78.91202247191012,71.35955056179776,9.130658105939006,31.815409309791328,9.606745405546679,3.2600420545746385,367,17,66,9,7,121,66,89,0.253,0.7090000000000001,0.038,-0.9365,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,4,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,17,9,12,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,2,9,0,12,7,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,3,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916993286757053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430451682876131,0.0,0.18280423915596825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699851483051707,0.0,0.16847687441542644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416079927304965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812479882458511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395213210458535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591050268646132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491084052428456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770486099313104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945668596998375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699543774380734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5655934154822719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804643998102072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839477474668212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656956240795275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697362136300246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489581159059888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SunGodMoonDevil2,2020/03/12,why won't my parents let me go to therapy if you need any more advice ill reply,4.055,3.1349367222222284,6.507777777777778,80.465,70.66666666666667,9.422222222222222,29.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.1073777777777782,63,2,14,1,1,23,18,18,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.4728,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777817611913624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629017550238296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197141053465511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953254417113228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866595443522007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292743620349361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421116298986856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488470289448799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Csalz94009,2020/03/13,Some parts of the Skin feels cold and wet with cold hands and feet. Been dealing with cold hands and feet for as long as I could remember dealing with a traumatic experience I went through. Parts of my skin also feel wet and cold other parts feel warm. I thought I had anemia but could this really just be anxiety? Anyone else experience this??,3.841128205128207,6.253895907692312,4.0657692307692335,85.20839743589745,74.53846153846155,8.025641025641027,24.679487179487186,8.841846274778883,1.8520256410256404,274,9,53,6,6,85,41,65,0.084,0.894,0.023,-0.5975,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,6,0,0,17,10,8,0,2,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,14,5,1,9,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383545024439096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759381699799414,0.0,0.0,0.1257635820792862,0.1842897124478313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872100910494239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708593232523011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502514898108082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35187878895375724,0.0,0.0,0.2728306550166867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917207044630918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843185431606752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152241017545036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374840526931776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279021196327113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673372970051253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ayebrowoah,2020/03/13,"so i had my first anxiety attack today. [18m] last day of uni bc of covid-19. i decided to smoke w/ the guys before i left. after smoking, i just started to feel anxious and sick to my stomach and it intensified as i walked to my room. it got so bad that i had to seek medical attention at the nurses office. i had told the nurse insisted that the blunts were laced but i’m pretty sure it was an anxiety attack because of the rapid heart beat and being sick to my stomach. it had currently been 7 hours since it has happened but i’m still a lil buzzed from the weed and kinda sick to my stomach still. 

suggestions?",1.9400933333333301,4.031522576,3.7653,86.62048333333334,79.24,7.046666666666668,24.816666666666666,8.07648339933343,1.5638666666666663,482,18,98,9,12,162,79,125,0.18600000000000005,0.76,0.054000000000000006,-0.9397,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,2,0,8,0,9,8,4,0,1,12,16,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,9,1,12,1,14,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,10,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939630622088832,0.21705606225763274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371589773920194,0.0,0.0,0.16042337012761615,0.11712274210073358,0.0,0.16349137877668954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391015325579505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714842396628164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342857855631188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536666379695464,0.0,0.0,0.1902422809317912,0.1699029380215537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276790133753043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921270439350227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661437109298876,0.0,0.0,0.20875350979165289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355419493793674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546874897904987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589347404161331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599301497354688,0.0,0.30687597537786065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810834630826144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821200050615044,0.18359170488630835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Peace-101,2020/03/13,"I decided to buy a mask I been feeling anxious and decided to buy a mask so I dont feel anxious anytime I go out and about. I've researched quite a bit and found that covid 19 size wise is 1 micron and a n95 mask protects against microns .3 and greater. And also the ones made by curell have some of the best ratings for comfort and protection. Incase you guys are also on the same boat, having this gives me some level of control atleast when I go out. If you guys wanna check it out its here.

https://curellmask.com/products/curell-anti-viral-face-shield",6.5048127600554775,7.8770793980582585,5.614590846047157,81.01650485436893,65.6990291262136,7.439112343966713,31.21914008321775,7.447530270364453,1.8740635228848823,450,17,82,4,7,135,73,103,0.039,0.805,0.156,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,6,3,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,2,0,22,13,12,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,8,3,13,10,6,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,1,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304067957481213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667572855756037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167948632674304,0.0,0.2255338310074837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23169906459469064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211234139111276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890793925224724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265062905859077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981720949545186,0.2348104052593675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409096938946757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954727024407028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998518003283478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972518233309896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tyRENasoarus,2020/03/13,"Agh!!! this is just a fucking rant.
I’m so tired of anxiety.
hate feeling it all the time.

I’ve started taking meds for anxiety/depression and ADHD and really trying my best to stay on track. 

Last week I noticed I was running out of meds so I went into My psychiatrist’s office  and explained that I didn’t have an appt until two weeks from now but I needed a refill. 

“No problem” they said. 

Yesterday I went to CVS to pick up, wrong dosage. Okay, annoying but nbd.

I called my psychiatrists office to get that fixed, and again go to CVS only to find it’s still wrong but I’ll need to wait for the dosage change to be approved bc something or other got mixed up (honestly I was panicking so I wasn’t paying attention) and OF COURSE my psychiatrist’s office is closed today. 

Jesus fucking Christ. I’m TRYING here!!!!!!!!!!",1.0970600414078682,3.6767854968944103,3.0844720496894418,86.60364389233955,88.44099378881987,6.048033126293997,20.71014492753623,7.447530270364453,1.0426430641821949,639,21,123,12,21,214,105,161,0.183,0.74,0.077,-0.9584,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,8,10,4,0,5,1,8,3,0,1,1,23,26,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,4,0,1,4,3,7,0,1,8,2,14,3,20,17,2,22,2,0,0,2,4,6,2,1,11,74,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806828234755012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501182661671368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777548786786905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351680295782524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590427422949348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129490028975543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601783441320632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374105908785404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779789826463668,0.07854790518198314,0.0,0.08544327501096853,0.0,0.12024286718287365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843238443045392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225494438551822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339939056250718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229545549109962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116626849550587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434247025164825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438577505120389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631344418077112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301042613402593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574122862311285,0.0,0.0,0.10641340406304338,0.16024541565221406,0.12006395023846253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303907139723632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766609274962467,0.17279692645584968,0.1425073904740118,0.0,0.0,0.20414577799726816,0.0,0.14686306498612528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119184311383834,0.0,0.0,0.27873855424408944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328752490101771,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lizardlord217,2020/03/13,"Does anyone's anxiety ever make them feel high? So I (21F) started getting weird periods of feeling high (brain is foggy, kind of loopy, feels like my head is unattached from my body, like a literal weed high), it started randomly and then would only happen from 10-11am which is when I had a class, and then recently it started happening every time I ate, and the last 2 days I've felt high 24 hours a day. I was prescribed clonazepam and it makes me feel less stressed and anxious about it but the high doesn't actually go away.

Anyone else feel something similar?",7.107777777777778,6.9459512592592585,7.0540740740740775,76.54833333333333,64.18518518518519,10.533333333333337,35.592592592592595,10.125756701596842,3.5158037037037038,448,19,83,9,6,143,77,108,0.06,0.892,0.048,0.1251,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,7,4,3,2,1,17,23,10,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,6,8,3,6,18,1,21,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,16,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.11780966436646795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235388625960186,0.1363842840326264,0.0,0.16882670760009255,0.12369648225159607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134246100676302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134097666643856,0.0,0.1347684303360989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571458691723647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564679398121013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084980054391103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920219134787436,0.1017155696365026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052095875537668,0.08624558282559439,0.11591441974420084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307355090778699,0.0,0.06861049627799003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135124936488104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238981314029818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6377601342400516,0.0,0.0,0.11888928118466932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571595403942215,0.0,0.09840655289039836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179597523829473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116903735291788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181639665157737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920084613407178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293959219887893,0.0,0.0,0.2563481957752123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382894682275598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039540712281825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575919708447166,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,penecillinboy,2020/03/13,"I had a panic attack in public It was really difficult; and I didn’t know what to do so I ended up just running out of my class and downstairs splashing some water in my face 

Sometimes I get them on the bus randomly and I don’t know what to do , I hate getting them",1.4573684210526316,3.0601189473684234,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,78.82456140350877,6.665263157894738,23.68070175438596,7.554174236665415,1.1180975438596492,208,7,44,3,5,73,41,57,0.22699999999999998,0.773,0.0,-0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,1,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,9,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,10,0,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39926933354165695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108476876236558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667257607324976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465017874854956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857584860971257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117776609882727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483490173371212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34710986352195106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emcsp,2020/03/13,"BAD health anxiety over blood test results This past week has been terrible. On Saturday I went to urgent care for UTI symptoms and was diagnosed with a UTI and given Macrobid. The doctor called on Tuesday or Wednesday and told me that they got the culture results back and Macrobid was not sensitive to the particular bacteria for my UTI, so they switched me to Bactrim. Shortly after my first dose of Bactrim I had blood in my urine for the first time, which threw me into a panic. 

I called my doctor’s office at 4am and they paged an on-call doctor, who told me as long as I wasn’t vomiting or having a fever, I did not need to go to the hospital. I was having nausea but no puking and I didn’t have a fever. He also prescribed me Fluconozale, which is a pill you take once for a yeast infection, after I told him about symptoms that I was having that were pretty obviously a yeast infection. I didn’t sleep that night, which made my anxiety much worse the next day. I was shaking and nauseous. 

Last night, I was already doing badly- very anxious- and my brother (who I live with) had an episode where he passed out, except it looked really serious and scared me pretty bad. It’s happened once before, and because I had never seen it before I called 911. I didn’t this time because I knew he would be okay, but it was still a lot to handle. That night (last night) I slept maybe an hour, kept awake by my heart absolutely racing along with a lot of shaking. I’ve dealt with anxiety since I was a kid, but I’ve never experienced this before- having a very fast pulse with chest pain for an extended amount of time (hours). 

I called my doctor today and told them about the absolutely debilitating anxiety that I was having and also asked if it could be a reaction to the Bactrim. They were unsure so I went in for an appointment.

My back and sides have been hurting, so the anxious part of my brain was telling me that I might have a kidney infection from the UTI. The doctor assured me that I did not have a kidney infection, and even told me that I could stop the Bactrim since my UTI symptoms (painful urination, urgent urination, blood in urine, pelvic pain) were gone, and also because the Bactrim might be responsible for some of my anxiety. 

They drew blood because I told the doctor about how my racing pulse was so persistent that night, along with the fact that my heart rate was 124 while sitting in the office (I was pretty anxious- flushed, hot, and sweaty, but my temp was 97.9 if that gives you any idea of where I was/am at mentally.)

I missed a call from my doctor an hour ago. I tried to call back but they were closed. I received a message via email saying that they wanted to go over my lab results and to call them in the morning, but that it’s nothing urgent.  Of course I immediately went to the patient portal and looked at my results. 

My white blood cells are high (13.3, normal range is 3.6-11). 
Platelets are high (434, normal range is 140-380). 
Neutrophils are high (75% or 10, normal range is 45-70% or 1.7-7.7. 
Lymphocytes are low (18, normal range is 20-44). 
Red blood cells, hemoglobin, and hemocrit also seem to be on the higher end of normal but are not highlighted in red like the others. 

The logical part of my brain is saying that these could just be a result of the UTI/yeast infection, and also that the numbers aren’t like crazily out of the normal range. The much louder anxious part of my brain is saying cancer. I have had symptoms over the past 1-2 years that have made me suspicious of some kind of underlying issue/immune disorder (weight loss, thinning hair, constant fatigue, GI issues [supposedly IBS], bruising easily, weakness, etc.) Additionally, immune disorders run in my family, so that causes extra concern for me. 

My doctor prescribed me Ativan today due to my panic issues these past few days. I’ve never taken it before and am hesitant, but I might have to in order to sleep tonight with all this on my mind. I don’t expect anyone to read this whole thing, I’m sorry it’s so long, I just needed to get it all out. Thoughts/advice/experiences are very welcome. 

TLDR; Health anxiety keeping me from sleep & causing scary symptoms, blood test results look bad to me but won’t be able to talk to Dr. about them until tomorrow morning. In desperate need of advice & support. 

Thanks you guys ❤️",5.7644120700550685,6.426616498803827,6.073899070145347,79.61021801931932,67.02631578947367,8.89316601968042,29.88841744154555,8.895488261720299,2.3278338268484244,3427,118,643,54,53,1099,342,836,0.142,0.797,0.061,-0.9966,1,0,0,0,0,0,131.0,0,3,10,4,25,29,0,5,49,1,74,59,24,11,8,107,115,52,0,17,22,1,4,2,0,5,34,8,0,2,41,36,1,3,4,1,0,12,15,20,0,2,50,20,89,9,90,51,17,97,0,5,7,0,49,34,0,14,51,426,130,11,0.041945867730747516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409890164832568,0.03718248087447177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628830809095651,0.16772047634827086,0.0,0.090896660322933,0.0,0.028524628442002382,0.0,0.1925308440187984,0.18954756447671828,0.0,0.029329526007341573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039213724052324116,0.0,0.0,0.09676134936314827,0.14009218990043426,0.10227924656478088,0.0,0.14277137591890687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047638215657698,0.29981994547578844,0.0,0.042766607697036586,0.0861799213610381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045328581474424715,0.0,0.10047108665004116,0.0,0.0,0.05410322918254946,0.0,0.0,0.04257417279312948,0.0,0.0,0.09614719687798416,0.3434669841681789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037151588616293085,0.0,0.04678073040916771,0.0277048500352584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041031107421640865,0.03954283100992045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135826732743474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02191498463746985,0.040238298476214816,0.04767760654856999,0.0,0.03354794225221976,0.0,0.0,0.041533003773370304,0.037092592305944506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917299184116118,0.0,0.09941211044482937,0.0,0.1329543367364394,0.0,0.0,0.12392469108950364,0.0,0.04490391895083652,0.047351778999445884,0.0,0.08756117606466615,0.0,0.037283414535292415,0.0,0.04368016643754023,0.0,0.0683829612818959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040985264411249216,0.0,0.03703896969017137,0.07424154596446315,0.10567189367126699,0.0,0.0,0.07132175349251328,0.0,0.07938038851097064,0.0,0.0,0.04214026204335428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227156889921328,0.13349381103543262,0.04235336898528967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167007827099644,0.09330698828456743,0.09705371722402066,0.0,0.0446099061971442,0.19681677687149685,0.24658826655085234,0.04024819137396088,0.0,0.0,0.08934196033643478,0.0,0.0,0.13390008200725026,0.09842887607989724,0.0,0.13626986147228728,0.12012623106859098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802208188147615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041957218878267435,0.0,0.02687159695364544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007111281003164,0.04199513111426775,0.0,0.0,0.03818594260545586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939611048702259,0.0,0.12592848160432302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046954964765800175,0.0,0.0,0.03349802415346119,0.03506862363453058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759967361983072,0.0,0.21798908679075515,0.03153807230587365,0.03371449960074482,0.036662537235632564,0.0386181194014114,0.0,0.0,0.02786697067566751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337691838059505,0.0,0.07951955601433994,0.24048644500440206,0.0,0.028478490790106063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382920141352801,0.024740759567553536,0.0,0.03364644495786765,0.051078766613491054,0.0,0.11665271887220716,0.0,0.04683106334808418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274642275336613,0.029797140950184167,0.0,0.0,0.027011763569307082
anxiety,TheNess03,2020/03/13,"I have to go to the doctor for something unrelated to coronavirus. I need Help calming down. I live in Minnesota there are not many confirmed cases, but I’m still freaking out. I have cerebral palsy and every six months I go to a specialty hospital to get my medicine shot. Normally I wouldn’t think twice but now I’m in my own head.",2.1956493506493544,4.669643803030303,3.820476190476192,84.46500000000003,80.66666666666667,7.40779220779221,27.61038961038961,8.418075326091056,2.291911688311689,265,12,51,6,7,88,49,66,0.061,0.877,0.061,-0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,9,11,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,8,1,10,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31707488347303403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26100459691439265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184824790814015,0.0,0.3521123656708444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179255836726554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076402660174481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27354307784580084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314070206816468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472649432384677,0.0,0.0,0.2296993407518708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035204720740384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384852278362613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473922116446527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849572195696308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NekChez,2020/03/13,Hangover anxiety Is hangover anxiety a thing? I haven’t got it before but I got smashed last night and I just have random anxiety when I woke up.,1.035,3.637595862068967,3.106465517241382,85.70383620689658,90.3793103448276,7.037931034482759,27.9396551724138,8.07648339933343,2.5416827586206896,116,6,22,3,4,39,21,29,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7070323111476595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26215014117898955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927933342985653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511232078406049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891086284553985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046721270237355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Icy_Evening,2020/03/13,"THIS IS TOO MUCH This caronavirus (and everything going in the world related to it) is giving me extreme anxiety, to the point where it's becoming unbearable. I feel like I'm about to puke (not literally) with worry. Thinking about my family, my own health, finances, quarantines etc. Never had my anxiety this extreme before. 

Please give me advice how you're coping",4.4440879120879115,7.517432661538463,5.4591208791208805,72.4623076923077,76.23076923076924,9.252747252747254,29.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,3.7372637362637366,293,13,44,9,7,96,51,65,0.13699999999999998,0.762,0.102,-0.3612,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421717711620387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35105926788402536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341095900954225,0.19524617585426726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558988776923279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621605386811467,0.0,0.21630628653529926,0.0,0.11601748307226313,0.16392007088838864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402212334117112,0.13040247448172013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243896026558708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209832630901599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686731233000726,0.0,0.17696700540491694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25186864954685906,0.21690566531212466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702314284196558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330189561833163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jimfaul,2020/03/13,Palpitations and PVCs I have had all the tests done and saw A cardiologist and been reassured I am fine but am struggling with not being anxious over my frequent PVCs. Curious how others might be dealing,4.326351351351352,7.380443189189191,5.239121621621624,73.97597972972977,76.56756756756758,8.024324324324324,30.871621621621625,8.841846274778883,3.1816000000000013,166,8,27,4,4,54,32,37,0.09,0.7070000000000001,0.203,0.3839,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,1,1,9,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,3,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771938188340958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354777234633104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322637113239917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44810157390364624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415860901016115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xkikkox,2020/03/13,Anxiety about the end of the world I have been having this anxiety about dying and what comes after dying and if I am going to die with my family or alone. Just this overall fear of death. I saw this post of a book about the end of the world on Instagram and it’s really getting to me because it apparently it predicted the 2020 Coronavirus and it’s supposed to be “the end of the days” it’s really getting to me and I am with family right now so I can’t show any freak out and I am really freaking out because I have dealt with fear since I was a little kid and it’s reallly getting to be and I don’t know what to do because I really want to cry and I have this weird feeling in my chest and I am just in a wrong state of mind and I wish I never saw that most because I was just fine before it and now I am not :(,2.2451426101987906,3.0472330561797776,4.665730337078654,85.99910544511671,75.17977528089888,8.398271391529818,23.80466724286949,8.841846274778883,1.4569942955920483,636,18,146,13,13,225,83,178,0.188,0.7559999999999999,0.055,-0.9753,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,10,0,17,1,1,0,1,31,28,15,4,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,18,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,3,20,1,25,21,1,21,0,0,2,0,1,9,0,3,8,109,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839669523625356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087056343010752,0.0,0.20444772616097695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32582975730765,0.0,0.11370626087050985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510734847984835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678237293088126,0.08617800104220014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160494525624598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35506009798693805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25194223586813924,0.3007337972901561,0.0675655445646281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094429035895874,0.0,0.07594298693279325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343759839425776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392880072981747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492461473010312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030609505871386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797719455477566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34241808413517183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411625212935456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053717443919596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881633817469605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366381468946527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609953830021755,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Captain-RDOG,2020/03/13,"How do I get over hit and run OCD? Ex- was that light green or did I just go through a red light without realizing and hit a pedestrian?

Or did I take that corner too recklessly in that parking lot/garage and hit a pedestrian without realizing it?

Or did I just hit a motorcycle when I switched lanes without realizing it?


I’ve been stress sleeping all day today because I drove yesterday and I’m worried about whether or not one of the lights I went through was actually green or if I blew through a red light and hit someone without realizing it. I’ve been going through this for about 8 months, and I feel like I can’t do anything anymore without worrying.",7.062425249169436,6.6600515658914725,7.330476190476192,75.33000000000003,64.34883720930233,10.782281284606864,40.90919158361019,10.290406445055957,4.1610633444075305,528,29,103,11,7,172,73,129,0.052000000000000005,0.9079999999999999,0.04,-0.3451,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,0,10,1,1,1,1,28,23,15,0,1,15,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,9,9,10,1,15,9,1,13,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,6,6,69,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.1533410580677695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558356610616204,0.0,0.0,0.1293086867696633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578801570210106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133905245752872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945215927674452,0.11225724982128296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209653328784326,0.0,0.1786068426626683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676820631432688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359052736304988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254236292691592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647871842652247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724844519155534,0.0,0.1331399452441341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999757058707738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181459373905585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894557275216702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566568608091965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7573624905709612,0.0,0.0,0.3191563673148466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bird_underground,2020/03/13,"Anxious friend not responding to messages My friend had an anxiety attack a few days ago when our country got locked down due to corona. We messaged a minimal amount that night. Since then I have messaged her two times to ask her how she was doing, but she has not responded leaving me on read or not checking the message, despite her being active on Messenger. I am sure that she is okay because she is at home with her parents. 

As someone who is complely inexperienced with anxiety I take this as an insult but I feel like i shouldn't. I just wanna be there for her but she isn't letting me. Everything is cool between us so nothing there.

What is she experiencing here? Is it some kind of post anxiety depression? This is my first encounter with anxiety so go easy on me.

Thanks.",3.4579428571428568,5.819498680000002,4.557904761904762,81.46800000000002,75.53333333333333,7.7523809523809515,30.04761904761905,8.634040054169528,2.6157619047619045,622,29,114,13,14,203,103,150,0.13699999999999998,0.721,0.142,0.4099,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,1,8,11,2,0,5,2,18,0,0,1,1,18,24,11,0,2,8,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,3,0,2,3,3,25,8,17,17,3,15,0,1,0,0,26,5,0,2,9,92,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639717623730625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053629422611385,0.18657461490891247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439471320889214,0.1878841047159508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006750526902264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650929942497532,0.0,0.14224507157564512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148427859991293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350575239406557,0.1179845355160612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140478104099498,0.0,0.0,0.25519186442200875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938596188891754,0.0,0.13208704472619354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566080052216495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198026795521862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748719940486562,0.0,0.16887898588802244,0.0,0.08068486604488151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498385095598838,0.0,0.15846768228561048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338161747031176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816984809995924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519657166733398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661534112597795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399326513278326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565369167579185,0.0,0.12417365977098707,0.0,0.0,0.1520496615341049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630138889136204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132938849458162,0.0,0.19865737609112824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caroline-ivyy,2020/03/13,"lonely i'm 15 i should be hanging out with friends and going to parties but thanks to social anxiety i haven't done that in about a year. i began online school last year because i couldn't stand the feeling of being on edge and shaky for 8 hours. obviously this has just worsened my anxiety . none of my friends even contacted me when i left school which really hurt me. i'm making no high school memories other than staying in the house all day. i feel so trapped, i can't function around people, ESPECIALLY people my age, they exhaust me. but then i have no one to talk/vent to or text or hang out with and that hurts more than anything, knowing no ones there . therapy is too expensive, and there's no school councilor for me . i'll probably go back to public school next year, it's just frustrating because being around people for more than a few minutes makes me miserable and then i come off as rude or uninterested when i really just need to be alone . basically no matter what situation i'm in im unhappy, i like being alone but all day every day gets depressing

i'm in piano and acting lessons but i've made excuses not to go to them for the past few weeks because i don't have the motivation to deal with the stress or people

i'm just stuck and it's only going to get worse",4.438927799394727,5.509066357976653,5.543313878080414,80.75005944660616,70.24513618677042,8.823951578037182,28.28555987894509,9.150863307647796,2.2646958063121483,1022,36,202,20,18,339,145,257,0.282,0.662,0.055999999999999994,-0.9965,0,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,15,14,2,3,7,0,15,1,0,4,3,44,37,21,0,3,13,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,8,15,0,0,5,0,1,8,11,10,0,2,4,2,22,4,34,26,7,40,0,5,0,0,9,12,0,5,19,130,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624088603015053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523355746259325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193440955141616,0.17726986097171327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656017835446978,0.0,0.18208369533518534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576737146266221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926356759557374,0.10264826818825608,0.08575612853300857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189067999886872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576246426729887,0.0,0.08388872616267244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068721476571972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384903029356595,0.0,0.10403834652098114,0.0,0.22634281672778786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519704200630672,0.0,0.0,0.09805254385950483,0.11488590135009567,0.21317512000302946,0.0,0.1075484642209422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471891989509938,0.08115965331105643,0.0,0.0,0.1081788495137356,0.0,0.0,0.048642962927076434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942118429865798,0.1329222781597484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382699509465042,0.0,0.0,0.1058896676402778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493712049847198,0.07572449904644046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504710027498046,0.2761063646435677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073490864600694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756917523252595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038309998302647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191645826637706,0.0,0.1014950914172735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612420562584113,0.0,0.0,0.11405262117472464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002745268291306,0.0,0.09166707973418244,0.11386250266174885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986591269930952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146635319431617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235189516593046
anxiety,fitvegmom,2020/03/13,"let's stay strong - mental health First, I have to admit I feel angry at people who thought it was a simple flu and kept traveling, went on holidays, went to the carnivals in Europe, went to protest on March 8, the  schools were closed only recently! (it should have been weeks ago), and some people are still going to bars to hang out with their friends... I'm not just angry, but also worried, afraid, and sad. 

That's why I propose that we help each other to stay strong, here some ideas:
- you can post funny memes (maybe not covid related) on your facebook, whatsapp status, and other media. Perhaps you bring that smile to someone worried who needs it

- check on your friends. Ask how are they feeling. Sometimes they have a moment of strength and they can help you, or maybe it is you who can cheer them up a little

- for the radio stations, put cheerful music. I don't think ""I will survive"" and ""Stayin alive"" would do the trick. My personal choice at the moment is Opus- Live is life, you know, with the upbeat melody and the lyrics ""We all give the best, Every minute of an hour, Don't think about a rest..."" (wash your hands, don't go out if not really needed, cover yourself when coughing or sneezing, that kind of ""do your best""). 

- tell a worried friend something positive, share links of good news (I saw goodnewsnetwork for example). Do not tell ""it is just a flu"", but try to think about positive things, for me, that is that after closing schools and shutting down public events, it can become manageable

- don't go for a beer with the friends. Videocallings work too. You will still have the laughs, the company though not physical, and the beer without taking any risks or putting others at risk

- find games online that you can play with others, friends and relatives, so you can somehow feel a little that they are with you

- start watching a movie or tv show on any streaming service, with a relative or friend, and share comments while you watch, to feel their company

- talk seriously with the old people. I talked to my father and my father in law and though they are old, they think they are Supermen and keep going out saying that they are ""healthy""

- teach by phone, to old people how to do video callings so they don't feel alone

- Please don't go to your church, mosque, synagogue, or any other group of people. If you want set an hour and pray together from your place. If there's a god, for sure he will hear you from your house

- if you are angry at someone, and it is possible, call a truce. That doesn't mean to become best friends, but at least you can help each other's mental health. Maybe you are the only person the other one has

- send e-cards, nice words, funny things, kittens and puppies videos, beautiful images to friends and family

- don't rely on just one message service. Talk with friends and relatives about other apps for your phones (Signal app, Telegram, etc.), so if your main app  goes down you can keep communicating. If you have a land line, it is better to share it with your close people, just in case

- if you are a teacher, play games where your students keep a certain distance. I was surprised to learn that my child was playing tag today, the teachers didn't say anything. They should have proposed alternative games. There are many games you can play in a safer way. 

- don't feel embarrassed to share how do you feel. Mental health is also important

- when this will be over, if I'm still...here, I plan to send at least a box of chocolate to the nurses at the closest hospital. Be thankful for those helping others.
 
do you have more ideas to face the nervousness, anxiety, fear...?",7.608377386196773,7.078367954478708,6.6371328928047015,81.17026615271662,63.287812041116005,9.504992657856096,32.132525697503674,8.59863814320734,2.3322719530102787,2831,90,543,33,36,857,313,681,0.048,0.7190000000000001,0.233,0.9994,0,1,3,0,0,0,138.0,2,32,13,11,27,44,2,6,38,0,66,13,2,3,3,107,106,49,0,14,27,2,8,0,9,7,8,3,0,3,36,38,3,4,20,18,1,15,16,10,0,3,12,14,61,34,75,84,14,75,2,1,3,0,98,34,0,17,21,359,97,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241024959153205,0.0,0.0,0.0612350898888436,0.0,0.09456358823069956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061994205266682,0.0,0.04523003554263197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865437722311585,0.0,0.055273371132338885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059659985026256,0.0,0.0,0.18614235945843435,0.052290763377411634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074532956186634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659393805673136,0.0,0.0,0.049814891567919864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573726104458452,0.06653143371031874,0.20926565706056727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403866795440719,0.050291219320142425,0.0,0.0,0.4111145681445825,0.0,0.0,0.05671755129510149,0.16800891174887986,0.04959077597984452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853954803326325,0.0666375420527779,0.0,0.15851946607953146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645132936810193,0.06822166672718298,0.0,0.13348859449923842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576575593233857,0.0,0.061569006998747434,0.03249324654188111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060458746737087586,0.04176134120345403,0.0,0.11851644488180052,0.052207964622604006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994290323709536,0.1781953435813719,0.06440384918469498,0.0,0.0,0.17875059096617252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768004769303082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612346511834416,0.0,0.08012850276310095,0.08993360327628823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24593665761345196,0.10325036270944417,0.06177245686060118,0.06490088149356353,0.0,0.06665392362929347,0.05662487098341393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188727869922906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037876630879424014,0.0,0.05837825267255964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403625714634134,0.0,0.11967418161259025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019189400495614,0.04551688324903564,0.05847558396782863,0.0,0.041848583659347474,0.12603757472086266,0.1416505648963918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055724085943761326,0.0,0.04445422151273022,0.14256595827163832,0.10335473491751716,0.05443384166367333,0.0,0.0,0.07855930288257762,0.1515382178379836,0.11617892620406445,0.0469382018985116,0.0,0.0,0.056043056838909464,0.0,0.0,0.0401416144161685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03487312716967777,0.04693022925825637,0.04742606024764453,0.0,0.0,0.1644268474786126,0.05335061179382698,0.0,0.0,0.05699385127391625,0.0,0.04304329722463384,0.18013121944571775,0.0,0.0420003065310633,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blub-blubfish,2020/03/13,"Can you teach yourself to not have anxiety? Someone i know tried to tell me i should just ""program"" my brain to not have anxiety. They said that they would think about something simple, like the color black, every time they started to have anxiety and after doing this so many times they didnt have anxiety anymore. I tried to explain that maybe they were confusing momentary anxiety and anxiety disorder, and that when you have an anxiety disorder there's no ""progamming,"" I've been like this my whole life and i probably always will be.  We had an argument about it, and i wanted to get someone else's opinion on it. Thank you.",6.0509615384615385,7.353957632478633,6.2505021367521385,76.29831730769233,66.69230769230771,10.294444444444443,34.28311965811966,10.411451182825502,3.8384196581196575,501,23,87,13,8,160,74,117,0.09699999999999999,0.755,0.147,0.2792,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,3,5,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,15,2,1,0,0,17,23,7,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,3,17,3,10,14,1,6,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,2,7,65,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150734245342303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7176228302988185,0.0,0.1329022526677634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959986499394853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30717493115235944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194844748439957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290949555066128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001487423250351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364858098395867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465546988839782,0.13094137096647387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358654561581164,0.13463140384983766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448581775490185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127474526233543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709306101651935,0.10316771079747956,0.0,0.0,0.09485321199674104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713094834702335,0.12337872089413382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586841802819277,0.0,0.0,0.15628501980032036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196845528165415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904277361788098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496177644991073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519710420185756,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sappytreelover,2020/03/13,Does alcohol make anyone else more anxious? I used to love drinking until I started having panic attacks around 4 years ago. The panic attacks are mostly under control but I still have general anxiety issues. Now I have one mixed drink with maybe a shot in it and I'm automatically uncomfortable. Does anyone else deal with this as well?,4.732513661202184,7.603714737704919,5.784836065573771,71.69616120218579,73.75409836065573,7.3453551912568305,28.19945355191257,8.344100000000001,2.5519158469945347,273,11,41,5,6,90,50,61,0.23800000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.08,-0.8129,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,2,2,0,4,4,0,3,0,10,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,2,8,9,2,9,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,6,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953181453919025,0.1682202202314933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041592971072555,0.17782511407865004,0.0,0.22012527874052887,0.3225641608714349,0.0,0.14012560868343693,0.0,0.358146389539545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654534322975718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227971276488154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27549586559780026,0.0,0.0,0.3083978832793408,0.0,0.0,0.2629867130767051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429201995336132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206596963055046,0.0,0.10507039963040278,0.0,0.15813649573079275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066630618436363,0.0,0.0,0.3693664155667039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141348990689223,0.0,0.1257054393274522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359491151343616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152780334688908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013649518829358
anxiety,Pizzagurl1994,2020/03/13,"I’ve just been stress napping through this entire crisis. A couple people in my life have been telling me I’ve been very dismissive about the epidemic. If they start to freak out my mind goes blank and I can’t explain it but it’s probably just my fight or flight kinda taking over. I literally can’t think of anything to say, nothing to reassure the person in talking to or even to commiserate, I just stop talking or texting. My boyfriend is scared because he’s here on a visa and the rest of his family is in Greece/Europe and I feel bad because he’s here without loved ones besides me and I just don’t want to constantly be talking about this cuz I don’t want to be debilitated by a panic attack. I’ve just been napping all day and drinking wine coolers. Anyone else been coping by disassociating? Not sure how to be a supportive gf while trying to protect my mental health.",3.5305973025048165,5.595067416184975,4.732277456647402,81.6766435452794,74.26011560693641,7.156685934489403,28.296339113680162,8.021203637495839,1.9628531021194604,705,29,132,11,15,232,107,173,0.212,0.7390000000000001,0.049,-0.9847,0,0,2,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,11,11,2,3,7,0,15,5,0,2,2,30,24,13,0,3,12,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,6,2,2,3,4,1,0,6,7,0,1,5,2,15,4,23,16,2,11,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,5,5,89,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236959903643176,0.1646626213401479,0.1322476123948691,0.0,0.0,0.18282664498675136,0.0,0.0,0.13418306865330004,0.19593016817516756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366644533895126,0.0,0.0,0.17781849191076687,0.0,0.1036422847116156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743101694663886,0.0,0.0,0.13424951313825412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614501199396087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149962069751471,0.0,0.0812579465962948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708233084905985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351162998630157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504373269118426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161954177052043,0.0,0.16226757600950475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420205309494164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088987649210028,0.0,0.0,0.18855424625573752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141353092996024,0.1403225642434168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326859929594954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780011990622267,0.1608950667532583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374876397403025,0.0,0.0,0.13435768363884704,0.18408855229827092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236763313483254,0.15146380941543955,0.0,0.12083115623845828,0.3875089697223194,0.140464411453327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029741240122459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091090456233729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259954863903575,0.1895775084648048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491516246523238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chestnutsboi,2020/03/13,"Coronavirus panic I’m in the sf Bay Area, and as someone with OCD/panic disorder, I’m frantic and panicking about coronavirus. I keep on hearing different things

Is this going to be like the bubonic plague hundreds of years ago?
I’m terrified of dying from this or my parents getting it and dying. It honestly feels like it’s the end of the world. 

I’m so scared right now. Is it going to last years?? Or will it subside after a few weeks??",2.18919540229885,4.590262402298851,3.9133333333333375,84.22333333333336,80.14942528735631,7.085057471264367,26.90804597701149,8.167268648758528,2.091266666666668,347,15,65,7,9,116,59,87,0.20800000000000002,0.711,0.081,-0.9259999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,14,7,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,3,12,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,10,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857451575818476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441565474446964,0.22226017297126766,0.2438098624185777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884178427097567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756393822247087,0.15197613248926814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114394517704823,0.0,0.2418015515898136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23976497577963415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890864104936977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340537138146803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786069696814655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495957398062224,0.2362142535957223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816723830662042,0.0,0.0,0.2129823327499263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024754739894072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413300128776356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706411706721397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739854961293796
anxiety,busygee,2020/03/13,Question about weed Has anyone here tried weed? I have had panic disorder since I was 15 (now 23) and I consider myself mostly recovered - a close friend said he thought it would be fun to try some with me. I’m interested but worried I’d panic - have people tried it and been ok/not ok? Very curious as to whether people would recommend trying it or if it freaked them out,2.6888062622309192,4.962009465753429,3.9949510763209415,84.99520547945207,77.63013698630138,7.4590998043052865,25.497064579256357,8.418075326091056,1.860163992172212,293,11,57,6,7,96,57,73,0.165,0.647,0.187,0.2142,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,2,1,1,9,0,0,0,0,15,12,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,6,4,6,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,1,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152925631477326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319785404558705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638088717614412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749672950050342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806501813859453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267446874826808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253755135566988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743502615602568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606903379664399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496903866065797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700883217063808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555642213439215,0.0,0.28757145259902445,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mar25__,2020/03/13,"Weird thought I always feel like i’m going to die. I have a strong feeling that i won’t make it to the 25. Also this corona virus had made everything worse in my brain. and when i think about the things going on in our planet it makes me feel like this year is the last. And then i get anxious because i didn’t do much. Everything related to my career/health is hard. I am supposed to go to that internship next month and i think i won’t be alive that day. The worst case scenario always comes into my mind like i’m going to caught the virus and suffocate or have a major car accident. Anything that happens is just the end for me and i can’t get this feeling out. Lately i’ve been going to the doctor and he said i have a cyst on my ovary he prescribed some meds. i’ve searched for it right after i got diagnosed and it said “if it bursts, you can bleed internally and a severe pain"" and i said to myself, you definitely gonna die! I can’t calm myself! Help!",2.472742537313433,3.842238149253731,3.8685789800995027,89.7019729477612,75.4676616915423,6.816044776119404,22.512748756218905,7.413659706084162,0.6980868159203983,752,20,165,9,16,248,114,201,0.145,0.738,0.11699999999999999,-0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,0,1,4,8,0,0,11,0,17,6,1,3,0,27,44,14,2,1,3,0,5,3,0,3,5,3,0,0,13,12,0,0,7,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,10,8,25,5,18,30,4,25,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,13,102,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964009212495724,0.20734919621338774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407590265492067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253262845666493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595311088480468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909134177905574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732919270465303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035468979966442,0.0,0.0,0.12646322594632325,0.25862381193707595,0.0,0.0,0.1275302019225968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035586688381477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395931081359904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519997358480148,0.17802409374082284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019347045379595,0.0,0.35405643456827945,0.0,0.0996515192835721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110180622992128,0.0,0.1116143448299081,0.0,0.0,0.13244067324941988,0.0,0.0,0.08351467250391319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156309936416028,0.1405507249136644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826152481773898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178965949232703,0.1663387901955215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383990622760738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580734563183454,0.0,0.09945205307396432,0.0,0.0915930543196725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251021163150228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257988129246584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640506776740244,0.35556053938665294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407590265492067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277664080804463,0.1596733189628122,0.0,0.09891601722932927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697488088196932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023631547869345
anxiety,8362688,2020/03/13,"Too scared to read a message Since a bad breakup with my partner, who intensified my depression and over the while I was with him made me very, very anxious (although I have not been formally diagnosed with anxiety yet, but I suspect so), I have been trying to reach out and make new friends on the advice of my one close friend, since I was alienated from nearly everyone. I am messaging people from childhood to relatively recently, and there’s this one person who tried to be friends with me 2 years ago at uni, however I turned them down because of their gender (to clarify, my ex didn’t want me to be friends ANY man and I was so worried and anxious about even talking to men and that he’d find out that I just would somewhat stonewall them). He was always lovely to me and eventually I guess he took the hint and stopped talking to me. 

I have been somewhat worried to message all my older friends but they all came around, for some reason with this guy it has made me physically sick. I messaged him and I have since muted him, so I know he has replied but I don’t know what with and I am way too scared and freaking out to check. When I try to go and read his message my hands tremble so much, my phone has slipped out of my hand twice. I get sick to my stomach. Maybe it’s because I didn’t know this guy well and it was nearly 2 years later where I finally came around and I’m thinking of everything he could have said about me being weird or thinking I’m weird or crazy for still thinking about him years later! 

Just to clarify - I in now way have any feelings towards this guy, my friend who is helping me doesn’t seem to fully understand that though. It’s probably because I’m doing this over him and not anyone else, but it’s more because I never REALLY knew him.",5.2659001280409745,5.62001471549296,5.561209987195905,83.9320838668374,68.04225352112675,8.708066581306019,32.19270166453265,8.575989854853784,2.3520140845070423,1404,57,287,20,22,447,173,355,0.13699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.6842,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,0,22,16,0,3,5,0,31,7,3,4,3,67,57,29,0,3,10,1,3,0,7,1,3,1,0,7,17,30,0,1,13,2,1,4,7,8,1,3,17,4,52,8,47,34,7,41,0,1,0,1,44,17,0,7,18,204,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540929903758128,0.07747757571260898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272638200887717,0.0,0.0,0.1188742121457852,0.0,0.06686313327163504,0.1974812523600095,0.0,0.06111428066137675,0.0895548061158175,0.0,0.1556145814042591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297793876637264,0.21312047725658886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999317269004026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978426434334624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528016308786635,0.08871230801186412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301407582601067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772892409895455,0.0,0.0,0.08351740888218966,0.07855227167561607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044193634193204434,0.0,0.0,0.09574582525854898,0.07988485115939192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051645155699315,0.0,0.04566451300606913,0.0,0.04967319668143701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962843700090392,0.2596284353876444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058584456431798826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441033760791601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888471137988869,0.16540585556187462,0.05834224882263081,0.0,0.08780816304419188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425133619478432,0.0,0.06741065996286462,0.08441445989129114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845320691945735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060594305373653685,0.0763170167717327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423532608444322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485350766701113,0.0,0.05599266478542509,0.08986494511572954,0.08630001815787652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314036445746797,0.0,0.17501150401723126,0.0,0.0,0.07956850080444175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690224581451845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980022961174895,0.0730729063494726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050260412950674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801313441645738,0.08587310327023659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710806153590773,0.17802290550382424,0.09506947579618648,0.0,0.09098971090275394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423342435297945,0.051552613690675785,0.13875302708553144,0.0,0.0,0.07858588477087447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752418406170026,0.0,0.06208865545526815,0.0,0.0,0.16885419486699166
anxiety,Liam61916,2020/03/13,"A poem my sister wrote about her anxiety. She asked me to share in the hope someone resonates with it How is it to be in so many places at once 
To be yesterday, to be tomorrow and to be now 
To be so connected
Yet so distant 
Always entering a new thought 
But still can't find a way out
Locked in a prison 
Yet still homeless 
To hear laughs behind
That make me cry ahead
For wanting her to leave 
But not wanting to be alone 
Even though I want her to go
I need her to stay
She's all I've ever known
I must learn to love her
She's trying to protect me 
We come as a two now and I'm starting to think that might be okay",0.1729841269841259,2.0805768222222234,2.0684920634920623,97.4075,84.48148148148148,5.3386243386243395,20.01322751322752,6.5431188927421005,-0.010788359788359791,481,14,116,5,14,159,87,135,0.081,0.7879999999999999,0.131,0.7906,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,0,6,1,11,1,0,2,3,26,27,10,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,16,5,25,16,1,23,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,2,12,82,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885463709775224,0.0,0.0,0.15147815464223366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926588621373634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018989532984993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681785458584585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997069794436345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202406973981438,0.16467244173996606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638817308438547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034618244527324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518083255402214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180814305062369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276208196971387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430503180884465,0.0,0.12151816088213227,0.1845676538031868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931236939477955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498596008976355,0.0,0.17582266924666792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387471154145927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020095485405447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424830803947898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288542009792454,0.1940384782937708,0.2907668354491039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166487266109108,0.1788608048065642,0.14452542887157574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359834430040545,0.0,0.17783401497934329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221291052768577,0.14450088065273653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SledgePoaV2,2020/03/13,"Panic attack still going after 12 hours Hey y'all, just wanted to post about this really crappy attack thats been sort of weaning and waning over the last twelve hours. I've slept, taken two warm baths, tried to mediate and calm down, yet the my chest still feels pressured, I feel nausea, I feel worried about nothing that's even there, and initially assuming and worrying it was a heart attack didn't help.
Is there anyway to definitively end this? It's becoming literal hell and I'm getting afraid its gonna last forever.",5.7659740259740255,7.2301658282828285,5.897431457431459,77.97090909090913,67.48484848484848,9.293506493506491,27.274170274170274,9.606745405546679,2.540695815295815,423,13,73,9,7,134,77,99,0.271,0.691,0.038,-0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,10,9,4,3,3,0,4,3,3,0,0,12,14,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,7,0,1,5,4,4,2,9,8,0,13,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,9,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577722599727846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804944961478641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474959020368572,0.0,0.0,0.107943316520777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479038463843581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538490987173142,0.0,0.09288046981080438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936641579017407,0.10954301717065694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218892994786076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664329034405792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681453808048906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174872471706536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565198109186233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469680549415193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610292291361229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095756668880233,0.0,0.1596463908015572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639466149667483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319401753862205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,R34lG00D,2020/03/13,After a few headaches does anyone's right temple ever feel slightly numb? or the surrounding area? Im guessing its after a lot of stress ...,3.0114102564102545,5.8877198846153895,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,80.92307692307692,5.005128205128205,24.051282051282055,6.42735559955562,1.049835897435898,111,4,18,1,3,35,24,26,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.6448,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557779678487501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201166765421737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330889762462848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849609914975676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029732532231754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951300196878368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109926353252041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123937692775112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190261086168353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FaceMan2020,2020/03/13,"Is it normal to faint from an anxiety attack? I was on a tinder date ready to pay for our drinks and in the middle of paying I felt good, but then I started feeling like I was fainting. I had to walk out in the middle of paying without saying anything to the bathroom and I just sat there until the fainting feeling subsided. After that, I played off like nothing happened and my date finished the payment with my card, but it made me on edge for the rest of the time. Is this normal?",5.104879725085908,5.403522804123714,5.799536082474227,82.27737972508592,68.38144329896907,7.291408934707904,30.59965635738832,6.42735559955562,1.6717780068728518,380,14,72,2,6,124,63,97,0.046,0.784,0.17,0.9111,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,9,0,5,4,0,1,0,15,12,7,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,6,4,11,4,20,6,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,10,58,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885005901534867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277186851783774,0.0,0.0,0.280323400532328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241384936112252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918144630175015,0.17603312561268328,0.23658924831448694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667440178239765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789679182969365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407639119380636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23315614945525354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828528541143519,0.2364340487447716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959526424780573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440805920745298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143681834345835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23752744103256346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Prettymuchtehworst,2020/03/13,"Anxiety? ADD? Depression? Something else? So this feels a little dumb, but if I could get some input that'd be greatly appreciated.

I don't really feel depressed or anxious, but I seem to act like I am. Everything takes so much effort, and I have no idea why. Even responding to texts seem to be like... hard. I chalked things like dishes and laundry up to being a germaphobe, so that's why I put them off, but I don't think that's it. I struggle to get started on things, but I feel really bad about it at the same time. It's not hard, but it is. 

Sometimes then I'll start cleaning or something and then I just do everything until it's done, so once I get started it kind of falls into place, usually.
But getting started is such a struggle and I don't know why, and I don't know why stupid little easy things take me so long to do, like responding to texts from people. And I want to socialize but I also don't... I'm not particularly tired feeling, but I also don't feel like I have a lot of energy. I don't really feel depressed or anxious, but... I don't know. I used to suffer from panic attacks when I was a teenager, but I got past those basically by letting things go. I don't upset easily, and I don't feel like I stress out easily. I have some chronic health issues, but they don't seem to be the case. However, things like brain fog are issues.

I do remember several years ago I was put on 2wk course of prednisone for a bee sting. They didn't wean me properly, so coming off was hell. However, after a few days of being on prednisone, I felt ""normal"" again. I felt... motivated, like I had energy, I was just doing things that normal people just seem to do. I could think again, which was awesome. I can't stay on prednisone, and I know it's an antinflammatory... I've tried tons of adrenal support supplements and all kinds of health things over the years. I'm not on any kind of hormonal BC nor have I ever been.
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Occasionally when I feel really good, I am more motivated and things seem easier to do. I don't know what causes these bouts, but they're pretty few and far between. However, I don't feel down or anxious or depressed, either. I know things aren't overwhelming, and they don't exactly feel overwhelming (or maybe they don't seem to be, just because I think about them) but doing things is a daily struggle, but it's frustrating and I hate it. Thinking is a fog, energy is low but I'm not tired, and everything is difficult when it's not.

Any suggestions or advice? I have no insurance right now, so a formal medical mystery tour isn't in the cards, but if someone has had a really similar experience or is aware, I'd be really interested to know what helped. Thank you :)",2.546555555555557,4.478857229629631,4.3778703703703705,83.7129166666667,76.7037037037037,7.981481481481483,24.583333333333336,8.782025293597997,1.8337777777777773,2104,72,427,47,48,713,223,540,0.133,0.6779999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9897,3,0,2,0,0,0,90.0,0,1,6,3,24,38,6,8,16,0,62,8,1,4,3,101,112,56,0,7,36,0,14,8,0,0,6,0,1,0,30,18,1,0,33,0,0,6,27,22,0,0,13,14,54,16,44,88,11,50,1,8,0,0,12,20,2,19,31,288,84,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472704823642879,0.04964469994537485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957371888245244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617009875361799,0.0,0.04284336671801309,0.18980777524484416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371331908758401,0.0,0.0,0.0467615027879466,0.03413988514839579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251965690615624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057532152732473064,0.0,0.04824300505036933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943023403532574,0.0,0.0,0.036118334705950064,0.0,0.19294672420824305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057312151532018185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678465804888679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036990510979495,0.05065936821734119,0.0,0.0,0.15099997340503551,0.054783246530823136,0.0,0.0,0.2831760917708007,0.0800193967456685,0.10754639992185863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704037073886035,0.0,0.031828705556364,0.04697400246640796,0.04479199579282708,0.06174527066825946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033824471484136,0.05529294913449261,0.0,0.11906054461861396,0.0,0.0,0.037538703738070285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632223779861109,0.0,0.11690850665047894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496052216175778,0.2154506496680348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057268499276925226,0.0,0.2188881544238512,0.1122626469174491,0.0,0.049562309805651024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476131092982659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626414955539226,0.0,0.0,0.05641874384641804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04116982594178358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109745236780511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059643072612713274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570933278287339,0.0,0.0,0.05346272901210483,0.07765307783588507,0.0,0.058512888407015726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569768135594528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260018580137075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526789010993802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344229585033598,0.047827623522832506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059069139327987,0.0,0.06326925841494804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057089638219387714,0.04745251695613465,0.08623015646588826,0.055389982738843185,0.0,0.15856138027191494,0.05969345335717451,0.0,0.0,0.0641530815915868,0.17564450760498293,0.0,0.0,0.06355335789271327,0.0,0.0,0.08421698066712857,0.0,0.0,0.05156151243942419,0.0,0.0,0.3720696857884761,0.1435419486351588,0.0,0.0,0.03265673340642087,0.1287381012139783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038023448057297536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836999397573926,0.06168115608285184,0.0,0.03303296488737335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214176692908928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213025413343714
anxiety,Helios_One_Two,2020/03/13,"Anxiety causing chest pain and nausea To start this off I have health anxiety Okay so long story short about a month ago I had what was probably my first panic attack. Racing heart, sudden pain and panic. My parents made me go back to sleep and when I woke up the first thing I did was make a doctors appointment but I had to wait a week because he was out of town and I had chest pain that whole week. When I got there we did a blood test and an EKG and I came back perfectly fine and I felt better for a while but then some things happened in life, I essentially lost my job, my favorite dog passed away, and some other things and I managed to get through them, I started feeling a little sick again but nothing too bad. But here I am now and I’ve just been on a downward spiral for the past 3 days. My health anxiety is in full gear and I’ve pretty much got myself convinced I have cancer and heart disease. I’ve slept like 5 hours in 3 days and at this point I feel nauseous and my heart rate skyrockets every time I stand up and even when sitting I feel my chest ache and heart palpitate. I feel like I’m losing my mind, on one hand everyone I’ve talked to says this is just the anxiety and that it’s essentially all in my head. On the other I feel very much so these symptoms and they are impacting my life and I feel like I need to go see a doctor or go to the ER or something because I just feel so sick and so weak. So my question I guess is can anxiety make you feel sick 24/7? Or should I start being more concerned about the fact that I can’t seem to feel better even when calm or happy like I used to. The pain used to come and go but recently I feel like it’s just worse and won’t go away. I need some advice please",1.9999512584190031,3.599613931318686,3.18825593761078,93.1180343849699,77.26923076923076,6.345125841900035,21.632045373980866,7.1029339738359605,0.4104494151010285,1357,36,307,15,31,438,183,364,0.159,0.679,0.162,0.649,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,2,7,24,24,1,2,16,1,21,28,12,6,3,70,61,42,0,3,13,1,12,5,0,2,16,1,0,0,15,26,0,1,13,0,0,8,2,11,1,3,17,14,45,13,30,41,9,57,0,2,1,0,9,20,0,10,32,194,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697051569044735,0.06323183344765891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272845301878269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115085770236376,0.13403820121802387,0.10970036395647488,0.059559541286444,0.08696708949800733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617535182529094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158521701274445,0.0,0.07327798341953587,0.0,0.061446512189942674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200694241465372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602338673293624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422870243844177,0.0,0.0601005900827617,0.06816112713706404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606778465961589,0.15287955732953254,0.06849025228510662,0.0,0.0,0.12135053844295092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037268214116285316,0.0,0.20269912103498244,0.0,0.11410200971611073,0.0,0.07858063693948945,0.0,0.06307897062462263,0.07593462394724655,0.0,0.0,0.07320758104272057,0.15164592667083174,0.0,0.3381167615764706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024800607467442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078636082284849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100768311240949,0.17424694050200254,0.07149376469278892,0.0,0.06312689415709058,0.0,0.07980266505201697,0.07786769763981757,0.0,0.0,0.06749640404955172,0.09522980879521996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720253493215338,0.0,0.05693680943208328,0.0,0.10487498483763112,0.1057840826101368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844532354147151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833665342766561,0.0,0.3036106426103949,0.16738631076651467,0.07920614448497926,0.0,0.06809480932043953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830151089130304,0.0674321371293288,0.0,0.0,0.07257065486011229,0.07690834914556582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799085687009881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043210018509538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567263559729297,0.0,0.0,0.05684265571833061,0.06493830175080671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138387566627777,0.0,0.0,0.054915135934108884,0.0,0.0,0.15146823527410685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414163501297633,0.0,0.05733424917833015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217015166928146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415944729240283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321651279204307,0.0,0.0588566677673477,0.0,0.0,0.11443703344401625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964003283696683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726937692282875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RanGdom,2020/03/13,"Being scared at home for not a big reason. Still ruining my life.   So here is the thing. From my childhood i was always seeking to have my personal space and be alone. But first i shared a room with my brother and sister and then with my brother. My older brother was a bully as long as i remember and i hated him ever since. (Im seventeen) when i told my parents about it they said that it was just old brother thing.
  So my brother than started, coming home late, skipping school, having aggression toward not only my but whole family... So i couldn't sleep cause there would be whole screaming at 3am which was breaking me as a child. This never stopped. 
  So i was growing up in agresseion and no one even cared about it. I never had peace. The thing is today when i see my brother i get scared, even if he acts normally. But most of the time he acts stupid, saying mean things to get my family pissed off, screaming, laughing like a maniac purposely, and when i want to confront him about it i get really scared. I start shaking, my heart goes really fast and I can't think straight.
When i hear his voice i get scared. This comes from childhood, but now i can't live normally. I'm scared of my own house. I can't sleep when i hear his breathing. I can't be calm when he is talking cause i know he will say something offensive. And I can't be alone at home. Im having really bad ideas lately.
  Do you have any tips how to overcome this fear which stresses me out all the time. Even when I'm out i know that i will come home and see him, which makes me exhausted.",1.676772151898735,3.885099193037977,2.8618829113924065,92.1327610759494,80.80379746835443,5.975316455696203,21.58386075949367,7.1686216300943375,0.6150240506329117,1219,37,257,16,32,391,162,316,0.251,0.695,0.054000000000000006,-0.9969,1,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,1,24,25,7,8,9,0,28,7,5,5,4,46,53,30,0,6,8,8,0,1,0,3,2,8,5,2,16,16,0,1,7,0,0,7,11,20,0,2,8,10,47,5,27,36,5,49,0,1,2,0,29,13,1,2,29,175,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951947360790806,0.0,0.0,0.06809597263770728,0.0,0.0,0.05565281039706006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833151305099433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343954117852652,0.16814083427208054,0.0,0.21148919512921766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621601595154362,0.07402737453062902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542996208509846,0.09209077378203917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961156619289642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102841319926793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079832020252012,0.0,0.0,0.18447529140264768,0.0969787099068924,0.0,0.0,0.328361714590028,0.0,0.0,0.09443034258004084,0.0,0.09238541297664178,0.17679868810695246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995231426279345,0.0,0.1846342014864846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780477003316652,0.03998203086133708,0.0,0.07226466636228901,0.07242426819942206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462766151302892,0.0,0.0,0.08914583641447127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623739362589784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036820102550106,0.0,0.0,0.08587546750894841,0.0,0.055455710255540185,0.06224167023651413,0.0,0.0,0.090871681995747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714579956039201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728301878162512,0.08414334213604674,0.0,0.0,0.0927067739148817,0.0,0.0778469081892963,0.1301621083633777,0.4096717813965601,0.08282466927152983,0.13042896527325448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769743884798148,0.0,0.1637946876810825,0.0,0.0,0.06300307636238894,0.0,0.0,0.11585105673963528,0.0,0.06535612517019156,0.06842043415172301,0.09374542883953182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577847833239979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174787641503088,0.052438640504175404,0.0,0.0,0.09544107318718956,0.0,0.07757308360251852,0.07819994660699063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827031503992663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273894746799935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813553852407916,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MCG_Jaya,2020/03/13,My Anxiety I randomly have bursts of anxiety for absolutely no reason. I'm having one rn. What can I do?,0.46142857142857,2.9318599047619074,5.1209523809523825,70.81571428571431,92.8095238095238,10.41904761904762,26.04761904761905,9.725611199111238,4.115876190476191,82,4,15,4,3,32,18,21,0.282,0.718,0.0,-0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7790306698352455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34502825628777645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235138181739477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pukedupmysmoothie,2020/03/13,"Took my first Lexapro about 3 hours ago. A few minutes ago I just puked multiple times and now I’m even more anxious. I’m so scared. What’s happening? I took my first Lexapro about 2 and a half hours ago. I just had my first panic attack in months and ending up throwing up multiple times. What’s happening?

So 20F got prescribed Lexapro for my anxiety and depression (more so depression). I’ve had anxiety all my life and it got to a horrible point but over the past 2 months I’ve been really in control of it and haven’t had any panic attacks or crippling days. It’s been smooth sailing. Depression is a different story. I developed depression this year and it’s becoming debilitating and awful so I finally went to my last resort of medication which I will be taking while going to therapy. 

My psychologist told me she’s heard good things about Lexapro from her clients and I know that the side effects are very minor and I don’t even think I can have them this quickly? I was very anxious over the medication, but I got to doing things with my day and I sort of stopped thinking about them. 

But then I got home and felt a huge panic attack coming on so bad I had to go up and get my dad. That ended about 30 mins ago and now I just puked a few times. I’m so scared because what is this? Medication can’t do this so fast is it my anxiety? Is it what I ate mixed with the medicine? Also the virus is going around and that makes this worse.

What if my body doesn’t agree with any medication and then I never get better? I’m getting teary eyed",3.032596153846153,4.781851426282053,4.218205128205128,86.19346153846153,74.80128205128204,7.876923076923077,26.102564102564106,8.617729084823388,1.7763679487179491,1223,44,255,24,26,400,150,312,0.23800000000000002,0.732,0.03,-0.9968,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,6,22,15,3,5,11,1,23,8,2,3,2,40,52,32,0,1,8,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,22,21,1,2,5,0,0,8,5,13,0,4,18,4,33,2,27,32,5,52,0,4,1,0,7,12,0,3,32,166,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28346365495410697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639315318910927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087299077981808,0.0,0.18347181069363955,0.18062890153703046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116749201831618,0.0,0.2728449912734305,0.0,0.0,0.06675025987669872,0.04873338258930954,0.08829234216267608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707043518339605,0.0,0.08880023969170868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886504779258508,0.0,0.0,0.08966447620262688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311508759111984,0.0,0.2754240821057987,0.0,0.0,0.08352491418028875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161407266071036,0.0,0.0,0.10560508425275072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675918988469567,0.08757521555352635,0.0,0.2040020742844756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530299547330626,0.0,0.13630278588740266,0.0670535950544695,0.2557554553475886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138919108520878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801907816898685,0.0,0.15745832019601808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043935368071471116,0.06516538059614742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056467115237843035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336352788982993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221424110977057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762176282934706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061658072933328485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28139269130023714,0.0,0.0,0.07631600445902234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557332679538878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051214449034811725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007664195559668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683712326252382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060108262249975876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142342307876636,0.0,0.10622305417021012,0.10245032562420492,0.0,0.0,0.13984872031301865,0.0,0.0,0.07639032893161778,0.17764240682092589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192505462902765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410928765862315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814702041452654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148159192202339
anxiety,CreedRocksa22,2020/03/13,"DARE program Hi everyone, 

With everything going on right now, author Barry McDonagh made his ebook available for free through Amazon to help people who suffer from anxiety and panic attacks. I have read the book and it has helped me with some big issues I was having with anxiety. This is his post from facebook below: 

As the coronavirus continues to raise people's anxiety level, we want you to know that we are here to support you.

We are therefore making the DARE ebook available for free all this weekend on Amazon. Share this link with anyone you think might be dealing with high anxiety or panic attacks.

http://www.dareresponse.com/rd/darekindle.php

Also, in case you missed it last week, we have released my 7 Day training on 'Overcome Health Anxiety' for free to everyone in the DARE app. The program helps you keep your health anxiety in check.

This short program is totally free and is accessed through the DARE app www.dareapp.co

""Noli timere""

Barry

P.S. The 'Overcome Health Anxiety' program is located in the 'Anxiety' section of the app.",7.292571428571428,9.729257844444444,6.403174603174603,72.055,65.0,9.142857142857146,34.52380952380953,9.606745405546679,3.767214285714287,852,39,124,18,14,259,106,180,0.14300000000000002,0.723,0.134,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,4,6,0,0,3,12,2,2,9,0,13,3,0,3,2,25,22,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,3,3,5,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,10,27,18,4,22,0,2,0,0,19,14,0,3,6,84,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755315399364312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6700307957588952,0.0,0.0,0.07655274308156385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491044072800759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060718612462305,0.11287169951328878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923053256312854,0.09839585456917617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222145499287916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34912448632081805,0.0,0.0,0.22015153217523947,0.1156743228560493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427133553948507,0.0,0.0973131189849182,0.0,0.0,0.0601687451050245,0.08924288897234718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359503399192263,0.07308045086329769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614368192899167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569083612352053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518028271387867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485401710827902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951217542352903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349749769661217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423949792005096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015199597715742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457564334123851,0.0,0.08782029603284018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,endofthegame,2020/03/13,Can't. Stop. Touching. My. Face. And my hands are raw from washing because of it.,-2.1397916666666674,-4.479102062499997,-0.5374999999999979,103.66583333333334,163.375,1.0666666666666669,21.416666666666668,3.1291,-0.6541333333333328,61,3,13,0,6,19,15,16,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.2235,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.589156215406233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8080191543820013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,supertired69,2020/03/13,Help me My anxiety is so severe I might kill myself to end it I can’t live like this anymore,-1.557142857142857,0.4119237619047631,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,97.09523809523807,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.19507619047619013,73,2,17,1,3,26,20,21,0.344,0.46799999999999997,0.187,-0.6549,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,12,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803381437081504,0.0,0.36342627999166094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245716012386115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562800100199195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054297126424572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903208708702514,0.0,0.3235877158505969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887523308062351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139914254306383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cookielemon,2020/03/13,"Moving to a new apartment has caused me to be super anxious at bed time. I am all over the place because of lack of sleep. It's getting worse and worse every day. I have no reason to be afraid, but when the sun starts to go down I am filled with dread.
 I was able to get 4 hours of good deep sleep last night, only to wake up early in the morning with a strange feeling of dread and wishing that the sun would come up. 
I looked in my closet before going to sleep. Double checked the locks myself, had my husband check the locks, and I was still reluctant to turn the light off and go to sleep. 
 
I did everything I could to avoid it. Cleaned, packed lunch for my husband, did an excessively long self care/bed time routine. 

I have also had sleep paralysis episodes twice since moving in. I haven't had an episode this bad in years. 

I tried taking melatonin, but it just made me groggy and irritated. 

I can't shake this sense that something bad is going to happen and being afraid of our new apartment at night.",3.80537313432836,5.130305159203979,3.960378109452737,90.53549253731346,72.03482587064676,6.355024875621891,24.84278606965175,6.42735559955562,0.6466242786069656,791,23,165,5,15,244,121,201,0.184,0.76,0.055999999999999994,-0.9809,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,1,4,10,0,6,11,0,20,7,6,3,1,22,35,10,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,7,9,1,1,2,0,2,9,3,8,0,1,8,3,19,2,30,22,3,39,0,0,1,0,4,15,0,0,15,104,26,0,0.11378960929216657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909975094398921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854986957557427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001914152760732,0.06936508966753578,0.0,0.09682657650689598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601609035328055,0.11689327353351915,0.0,0.0980196727846196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085174387501667,0.0,0.0,0.07338488441394245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587265353425674,0.0,0.10226676363543634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753544545332755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890074872446026,0.0,0.2586770289732538,0.09544132556282317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062377570110724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120598439814877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275371886995674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070022347338553,0.09555461316000416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767047962989856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24188069326107714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979742744462105,0.0,0.2135676800023328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654212542286698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888592282654115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699466998501283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870737908339153,0.0,0.0,0.0941279406758574,0.0,0.5693589339356975,0.0,0.0,0.08760080049043516,0.0,0.0,0.08054087112890035,0.0,0.09087252896875476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555562489610483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270327250012068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725567536325667,0.12377041940101458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085243499753366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319226663740128,0.08083287365777067,0.0,0.0,0.07327677764526858
anxiety,camilcosta0204,2020/03/13,"Vision disturbances Does anyone have vision issues? blurry eyes, vision shaking, vibrating, dots in the vision when wake up?",6.774035087719297,10.783570263157896,6.132631578947367,62.37508771929825,83.21052631578948,6.743859649122808,22.12280701754386,7.793537801064563,2.7197228070175443,101,3,9,2,3,31,16,19,0.213,0.46399999999999997,0.32299999999999995,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566948095863653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715723909625336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6817146417572723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arthistorianzach,2020/03/13,"First Time Poster, Saying Thank You Bit of a long post, sorry if formatting’s weird. Been a reddit lurker for awhile. Decided to make an account today after discovering this subreddit. With everything that’s been going on lately, my anxiety has been at levels I’ve never felt before. I can’t eat, sleep, or think. I’m, ironically, making myself sick from it. Last night I got maybe 2 hours of sleep and didn’t even manage to doze off until around four. I’ve never felt worse, and I’ve been through a lot. There have been times when I haven’t been able to keep water down. 

Because of my anxiety, my eyes have been glued to the news and social media, and it hasn’t been helping. Everything seems awful and I can’t tear myself away from it. But earlier today, after waking up, I stumbled upon this subreddit. At first I was hesitant because I had waded through The Subreddit Which Shall Not Be Named and the advice there wasn’t exactly...helpful. 

But after scrolling through some of the megathreads here and seeing posts of support and love, for the first time in weeks, I felt a little better. All the advice I’ve seen and stories from people going through the same things has helped me tremendously. Yes, this is a serious disease and yes we should be taking care of ourselves and preparing to miss school and work. And yes, it will last for awhile. But a lot of things have been somewhat exaggerated and I know now that I’ve been focusing on the wrong things (and the wrong subreddits). But the stories and messages of love and support have reminded me to take things in stride. 

While the virus has a higher mortality rate than the flu, its’s still unreasonable to stress out about it to this degree, especially because all it does is weaken my immune system. I can get through this, we can all get through this. I know this all probably seems really sappy and cheesy and dumb, but this subreddit has been a godsend, enough to make me make an account to thank all the wonderful people on here. I know in the coming days and weeks there will be times when my anxiety worsens again, but now I know I have a place I can come to to feel better and vent. I don’t really care if anyone sees this, but I still wanted to say thank you. Thank you.",5.6691063122923575,6.516712239534888,5.821611295681066,80.67726744186048,67.30232558139535,8.933554817275748,27.915282392026572,9.04235418022936,2.1239468438538203,1773,54,335,30,28,562,204,430,0.078,0.8,0.122,0.9774,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,2,3,0,6,15,19,1,1,25,4,41,11,4,4,7,73,83,35,1,4,11,0,4,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,23,28,2,1,13,0,2,4,10,7,0,4,20,10,32,12,55,56,12,57,0,1,4,2,14,18,1,10,32,239,55,3,0.07815719589270269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527486145379132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793701227967951,0.0,0.0,0.05464932861349731,0.0,0.0,0.06957647463228446,0.0,0.0,0.07343125831875573,0.0,0.0,0.1429317035619797,0.0,0.06650601715520789,0.0,0.0,0.13824737677988105,0.08532741537856839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593729402333234,0.0,0.0,0.13465100750097264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040492556730035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839588881775288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997432336357985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075727609255724,0.0,0.05162209076906021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048529612655525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039518626604329136,0.0,0.22512949422607426,0.0,0.0,0.19944141269913265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166781806927599,0.0,0.08883707111821817,0.0,0.06250944935111707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716136277168938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696909438610547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946970681566488,0.0,0.0,0.17181260350150054,0.12741709230905918,0.08816472125480034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833404291657384,0.0,0.06916665890151835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289290604040327,0.1410798415076465,0.0,0.20868214063580556,0.0,0.07851940831535087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205592954214877,0.0,0.0,0.07334523383165117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083687174465651,0.0,0.08165763479669819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497059780415788,0.0,0.08426667624091773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001390020364894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243074783480388,0.0,0.07909925485696087,0.12456233216043963,0.142302751523454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564272801697231,0.07967141864484391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749058197800685,0.0,0.0,0.12483287519935615,0.0,0.08952880382949041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738371938872866,0.0,0.0,0.1175289690565408,0.0,0.0,0.2878265809102722,0.0,0.0,0.20769667229344815,0.050079975278791815,0.0,0.0,0.18229635779421974,0.0,0.14816776605047371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046099139120636345,0.0,0.1253859763514892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475814498287232,0.05689936945759803,0.0,0.07964885977071147,0.0,0.1709052487730204,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Glitteryskunk,2020/03/13,"I work at a grocery store, and feel like quitting my job My anxiety is maximum level with the corona virus going on. I don’t even want to go to work. People are panicking, and it’s awful being around. I’m terrified of getting sick. I’m terrified of passing it to my parents. It’s a never ending thought process.",1.4614285714285735,3.871138634920637,4.027936507936508,82.21428571428574,83.28571428571428,6.7746031746031745,28.04761904761905,7.957251820313856,2.300276190476191,246,12,45,5,7,86,47,63,0.275,0.67,0.055,-0.9442,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,1,8,12,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,9,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,28,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474224183392104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498912512597889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486255789656872,0.0,0.0,0.18540618683403534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193531797085168,0.20053914950780652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466592936250793,0.0,0.3190677161686123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785611793518298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714063749133626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650071624852693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116950322515449,0.0,0.0,0.1946088425955904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29856944386393186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285223927889605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556992313475974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087201803425243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,desnw,2020/03/13,Send me good vibes & positive energy My name is Nicole if that will help. I am hoping to turn in a job application today. It would be my first job and I am almost 20. That's bad... I know. I just hope my anxiety doesn't get in the way and hold me back. I can conquer it!!! I really want a job. I just need to stop being afraid. Today I am turing in an application. One baby step at a time. It's not as bad as I think.,-2.2059907834101367,-0.40240298924731377,1.5921121351766525,95.47959677419355,100.39784946236557,5.2377880184331795,12.019201228878648,6.868970318607317,-0.5963572964669743,314,5,79,6,14,115,63,93,0.040999999999999995,0.722,0.237,0.9547,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,17,18,5,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,14,3,8,14,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,6,51,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812267103284929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960932506605828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845026106915012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916351064687693,0.302223787014152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394267019305624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455530182232623,0.0,0.0,0.15179859574860913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130800473596255,0.0,0.0,0.3595106945645208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387882841628101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946263390545894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419540077758313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263766757572933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159413069382464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130853829516694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159655612134508,0.0,0.0,0.10553169865344997,0.0,0.3430983751116779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685577237633095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106747507558085,0.14365459621884188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856398042688047,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_themostloneliestday,2020/03/13,"Panic rant [need help dealing with and reducing panic attacks] I need help with my anxiety levels and panic attacks.

There's some stress factors mentioned here, so if anyone thinks it might be a trigger please don't read. 


I have had lots of anxiety issues over the years, but they have escalated dramatically. I lost my group of ""friends"" like six months ago, only had contact with few people in my daily life, so this whole quarantine thing should seem like a piece of cake. It's not. It was hell, with almost weekly panic attacks and daily anxiety. 

In a few days I'll go to a very secluded area with my immediate family to stay away from potential coronavirus-related issues, a precaution quarantine if you'd like to call it that. Thing is, it's too secluded. I'll only have my parents to speak to. I won't have my boyfriend or the few friends I have left to be around and hang out. And who knows how long this thing will last. 

To add to the stress, this area doesn't have that good of an Internet connection, and this professor wants to have online Skype meetings to discuss project progress for university classes. This is terrifying because if I can't attend I'll fall behind and possibly even fail the class, and I already have terrible experiences with failing classes and feeling like a failure altogether. 

I'm incredibly worried and sad, I can't stand being isolated anymore and yet I have to care for my family. My parents don't understand, and I can't afford a therapist (tried it, it was too much). What's worse, I also probably have social anxiety, even online, so even this is tremendously hard to type, much less imagine anyone will try to send a dm. 

I guess I needed to vent somewhere, I literally just found this sub and thought about posting.. I hope I don't break any rules or anything.

I just need this all to be over, the pandemic, the panic attacks, everything. I'm not worried about myself or my parents or the virus itself. We're taking care of ourselves and being careful. My problem is can't stand the isolation, and can't manage the stress induced by the quarantine and university and not having a proper support system whatsoever. 

Thanks to anyone who read this, I really appreciate it.",6.320920124944223,7.323822525301208,6.896010709504683,72.99792949576081,65.91566265060241,10.196340919232489,34.165551093261946,10.25414643259724,3.6877211066488176,1768,78,305,42,27,580,211,415,0.20199999999999999,0.67,0.128,-0.9871,4,4,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,1,4,18,32,5,8,20,0,39,1,0,3,1,64,63,30,0,11,13,3,2,4,2,5,1,1,0,0,26,26,0,0,9,2,0,5,13,19,0,1,7,3,31,13,41,45,11,30,1,4,0,0,21,11,1,14,12,211,57,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375410023387072,0.0,0.07201902707610007,0.0,0.0793672010119485,0.05751562461084497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890910929167997,0.0,0.22007910605580466,0.0,0.0713268356562086,0.1508676261164516,0.0,0.05918529422153835,0.06402541334991965,0.0,0.32728451059725705,0.06757264853545074,0.0,0.0,0.043842699464768126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343992733916263,0.0,0.21998639114353336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046383439393476736,0.07414794330385586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251048433873334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463843706961067,0.07035306073570786,0.13560244246468905,0.0,0.0363656884993891,0.05138075813118603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885824958192078,0.1111327972395901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087466510196605,0.06032437027365845,0.0,0.0,0.07922967800749574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442756747325876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641497615656262,0.0,0.0,0.07143431119799734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013479101269447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03952619407654314,0.05862564930206299,0.0,0.0,0.0781429569343531,0.0,0.05080030630909376,0.14054891410865805,0.0,0.0,0.0636482941914933,0.0,0.0,0.07851085014669093,0.06114511611487124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629738171664585,0.0,0.0,0.05740708212319327,0.0,0.10574120551001603,0.21331562405057602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939913475619148,0.0,0.4219221178846473,0.23958105590029075,0.0,0.0,0.04986133578473583,0.0,0.0,0.07894824650245025,0.0,0.08108072297235021,0.06888094845077497,0.0,0.07754357786108866,0.06881919464986483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388199361576445,0.0,0.0460747762208383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547466320528708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331494643656022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766587855869144,0.0,0.0,0.2471576219778981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161570426952669,0.0,0.0,0.054076042686871835,0.0,0.0,0.06621568537809805,0.0,0.0835064441160659,0.14334441381160926,0.04608441480722268,0.0,0.057097664139322664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766000081981242,0.0,0.0,0.07487285315512299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059342797633365786,0.0424211840693729,0.0,0.05769111618988448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802978240433217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460796174958768,0.07329418739050808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046315109739586094
anxiety,KIN125,2020/03/13,"Anyone ever had these symptoms? Hi, I started Cymbalta a few months ago. Sorry for the long text but I feel like a detailed description is required. I was on pristiq for a few years but muscle pain and stiffness in the neck was becoming unbearable, I was also feeling a bit dizzy all the time and I am pretty sure it was caused by the medication. I tried chiropractor, therapeutic massages and went and passed an brain MRI which came out negative. I also had my vision checked and my inner ear to see if it could be the origin of my dizziness. Nothing fixed my problems. So my doctor told me to try Cymbalta. I was on 30 mg for 1 week, then proceeded to 60mg afterwards. On the first day of the 60mg I was totally dizzy with major vertigo. It went on for 4 weeks and got my dose reduced to 30mg. Nothing changed much. Still feeling atrociously dizzy, I can't mentally process anything and even fell in the shower from my vertigos. Now I'm starting to develop strabismus, which clearly doesn't help with my dizziness/vertigos. Public transportation is now hell on Earth, I have to focus to try not puking. Also need to rest 30-60 mins once I get home to calm the sickness. Yesterday, I was kinda brain dead and forgot to take my pill. I don't know if it is only a coincidence but the dizziness dropped significantly. My anxiety peaked, but overall, physically I was feeling better. Took my pill this morning (was stressed out, but no dizziness nor vertigos) now I feel my stress diminishing, but vertigos are coming back.... I feel pretty convince now that theses are caused by my medication.

I was wondering if anyone had similar symptoms on Cymbalta or on any other medication from the same class? 

(Note I am trying to see my GP ASAP but still waiting for the call back)

Thanks in advance",4.157290348908386,6.328182976331362,5.36380126504795,77.36594674556213,72.78698224852072,8.567394409304223,31.181799632728016,9.223106411051027,3.086585064272598,1418,66,249,33,29,470,187,338,0.121,0.754,0.125,-0.3388,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,4,14,11,1,2,18,0,26,21,4,3,5,51,52,25,1,6,12,0,6,1,0,0,17,1,2,0,11,14,0,4,8,0,1,9,7,5,0,1,20,9,34,6,36,30,9,49,1,0,2,0,5,13,1,6,27,171,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536590696823103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310380089314138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548865811574026,0.0,0.0736707616619697,0.0,0.0,0.13467318638676512,0.0,0.07924833543049557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810057771994328,0.0,0.0,0.1063579860816583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517128761193933,0.1051368352249138,0.0,0.0,0.2150097481104378,0.09833510287167256,0.11014382575602412,0.0,0.19785735046223854,0.10187474024496107,0.08295564049191942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688930587965004,0.0,0.0,0.06210681913171311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856917131264502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360655865495041,0.0871106667795221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921590896792466,0.0687981636082092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191442672495547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031381703895089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702150179131274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454919648095575,0.0,0.09659875175962633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292505727425851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047048289765963,0.0,0.0,0.0852242340603375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910423817904343,0.09704975927329576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686733267145322,0.0,0.07079304608773228,0.07140670815983545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480872064822454,0.0,0.0,0.10255848043312987,0.0,0.07324200581408638,0.10247211119181693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594749775965303,0.0,0.09214800219214486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348044158469207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078021976915979,0.1363260937415299,0.0,0.15381379328388067,0.0,0.2206272170402331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076348946320263,0.20018928985285048,0.07240711440179826,0.0,0.0,0.08866193730425087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056154467021178336,0.0,0.0,0.0920206820010816,0.10699505851459487,0.26153092942788797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449530114904364,0.0,0.0,0.17854582611014866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443540430115762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201532661819944
anxiety,ThisArt9,2020/03/13,"I was just prescribed duloxetine (which i think is cymbalta). Normally i never look up a pill, but i did, and now i'm scared. Has anyone just had a GOOD experience with this? Is this going to break my junk? I've usually taken all medications like a champ.  I'm a big guy, over 6 feet and over 200 pounds.  Usually pills of any type are basically like m&m's to me.  So typically if something gets prescribed, i just take it.

but today my doctor prescribed deuloxetine which I believe is Cymbalta and i decided to check it out because i've never been given a pill that messes with my brain. I wanted to see what i could expect.

Look, is this guaranteed to mess with my weiner? Because i'm not sure I'm ok with that.  I've read also about headaches and nightmares.

Is there anyone else out there who is more like me when it comes to pills and has basically had the experience of, ""hey, i feel better, no complaints.""

I was prescribed the medication for chronic back pain along with mild anxiety.",3.400496323529413,5.527632052083334,4.9167892156862765,79.92772058823532,74.83333333333334,8.059313725490197,26.919117647058826,8.841846274778883,2.232595220588236,782,30,148,17,17,262,112,192,0.107,0.7759999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.6205,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,11,12,0,1,7,1,16,11,2,0,4,32,32,11,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,12,14,0,0,3,1,1,2,4,4,0,0,8,4,17,8,21,23,2,17,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,1,11,97,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865590658847862,0.0,0.1607648909559307,0.0,0.10090048995738468,0.0,0.11350692106240952,0.0,0.0,0.20749532638966625,0.15202832728839175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409167086996964,0.0,0.18089676631269191,0.0,0.0,0.16716848126952694,0.0,0.13122615270506624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656362304111918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781243365179792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184658360540636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186870469329122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239487672161421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29027959826052824,0.0,0.0,0.07502315704306199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752012236812297,0.0,0.08432526773359121,0.124450406174505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691516275683306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174664571987167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919625433707054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989455962396722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887280582813466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453765761478257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788209017733446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484157436327058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854985101277526,0.0,0.11823613584662115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422677899701154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984223864983902,0.0,0.11155997892993727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507308762703501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064271125133984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326829502481224,0.0,0.08751576790420636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EsmeeMoonie,2020/03/13,"I’ve really fucking embarrassed myself Time, and time again. I have had anxiety attacks at work, and I work in a corporate office for a big company. I’ve cried in front of my boss and I’ve ugly cried in front of my supervisor more than once. 

I come home or spend most of my time worrying about what they’re thinking about me, and I feel like a terrible person. Has anyone embarrassed themselves in front of their boss? It’ll make me feel a whole lot better.",3.8582417582417565,5.378041637362641,5.0404395604395615,82.07956043956045,72.18681318681318,9.156043956043957,26.186813186813183,9.606745405546679,2.3354131868131867,363,12,72,9,7,120,58,91,0.255,0.69,0.055999999999999994,-0.9541,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,3,7,2,2,4,0,4,1,0,3,0,14,10,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,2,11,2,13,8,4,14,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,3,5,43,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715491752721725,0.0,0.0,0.14364283076677614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23370855685775804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816879095367202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696147760414668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513148107940133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774518324307706,0.14676066167853216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991857349451505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060650456645532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036369831348432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465093988137387,0.0,0.0,0.13712745504797558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877837517330104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937529831215498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316049994356991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163253046807127,0.0,0.0,0.35936715330800234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293574913366545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991138850227487,0.20862616766673708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StickyGreens,2020/03/13,Thank God for the new trend of elbow bumps and fist bumps I have sweaty hands due to anxiety.,6.4142105263157925,5.54244305263158,5.483157894736844,89.59210526315792,65.84210526315789,9.705263157894738,24.26315789473684,8.841846274778883,1.0770631578947376,74,1,17,1,1,22,18,19,0.08,0.7040000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973781252129257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279380541594143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.598589008166842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mmyers2900,2020/03/13,"Anxiety About Corona. Hi Everyone, lately I have had crippling anxiety about everything surrounding this new virus. I’m from Ohio where all spring breaks have been extended to 3 weeks and gatherings of 100 people or more are banned. I also work for my local Kroger as a Click list employee ( someone who gathers grocery’s for pickup ) and we’re slammed with almost 200+ orders and are on the verge of being out of basic stuff like Bread , Eggs , TP Etc. It’s so hard for me to stay calm about everything going on around me. This shit really has ruined my mental health.",7.427133956386293,7.433297149532713,7.245373831775701,74.87996105919004,63.485981308411205,10.871651090342679,30.91744548286605,10.504223727775694,3.167294080996885,453,14,80,10,6,144,87,107,0.141,0.816,0.044000000000000004,-0.8665,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,2,0,8,4,1,0,1,10,10,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,2,18,7,3,16,0,1,1,0,4,8,1,2,5,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271364524210973,0.0,0.0,0.1698767487711546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250101451751666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891039023257482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369107982542176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029818515622072,0.3818290285232815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072641584983312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029169495496845,0.0,0.0,0.2257985766257533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23962543266037226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378046284658232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407513400877126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516205659023934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726922761959568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608533746634602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805191971877366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998759908795994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264175230358981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317659440314945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703950764270856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546484334133471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xerovox,2020/03/13,How do you calm yourself down? Whenever I know something is coming up difficult or something that’s like haven’t done before my mind starts racing with the worst things that could happen and I get really jittery. I don’t know if this anxiety or not (first time ok this sub) any help would be appreciated cuz the stress is really starting to affect me,4.047810945273632,6.385377388059702,4.791865671641791,80.59635572139305,73.6268656716418,8.048756218905472,24.59950248756219,8.841846274778883,1.9780368159203985,283,9,51,6,6,91,55,67,0.17300000000000001,0.685,0.142,-0.332,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,1,9,0,0,3,0,15,16,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,6,3,4,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625270106618113,0.0,0.18283301277814504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336991403195245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205875836436585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082066110433232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445781957884943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329179569008665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486672522551748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113453697544208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019549409808612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626943838943296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676247631915952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24132010927440445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062168072383449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679850699585812,0.0,0.0,0.33832839347317983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27377169641200244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877982247255026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936180588903824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697775048936664,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karn017,2020/03/13,"Post break up anxiety I’m going through a break up now on week 2... the first week was a lot of sadness but this week anxiety has decided to join in. 
I’ve been waking up with that terrible tightness on the pit of my stomach and chest. 
I haven’t been able to eat much these 14 days I’ve had to basically force feed myself, because I feel a knot in my throat and the stomach tightness doesn’t help with eating. 

Anybody have advice on how to deal with this?",3.2223708206686936,4.389363000000003,4.33437689969605,87.90500000000004,73.25531914893618,7.499088145896658,27.258358662613983,7.957251820313856,1.5146188449848026,358,13,77,5,7,117,62,94,0.10099999999999999,0.831,0.068,-0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,8,8,5,1,0,12,11,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,2,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,3,5,0,18,7,2,18,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,6,49,9,0,0.22328863692429385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819507175685074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416303921584189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611468057885076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400269860812412,0.2302007800978013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569600392857426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290144390178493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899292005007513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690007805273334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966566660789254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898320142358154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641428400592049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384879149332064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373260279331449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayjustfor1,2020/03/13,"Anxiety about being pregnant I (19F) am stupidly concerned about being pregnant since I missed my period, despite the fact that I haven't even had the type of sex which could result in pregnancy! 

I feel like I have symptoms left right and centre, though I'm not sure whether these are real or just imaginary! 

Of course the ideal course of action would be to take a test to calm my fears, but I am unfortunately self isolating at the moment because I have a cold, and so can't even leave the house, which is obviously making matters worse.

Has anybody else experienced this? What should I do until I can take a test? Aaaaaagh!",8.281129943502826,7.509722423728813,7.780000000000001,74.31231638418079,62.050847457627114,10.578531073446328,34.92090395480226,9.725611199111238,3.181825988700565,498,18,91,8,6,157,86,118,0.145,0.7829999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8573,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,1,8,0,18,2,0,2,3,19,24,8,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,3,11,4,10,17,0,8,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,64,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724504090251893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326979006181022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455167853173711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263041979160555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28879520895213256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460102500184326,0.11054172600985404,0.15618342239310434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522601476063706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314888675177919,0.2375331718298745,0.0,0.0,0.10680754438791104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459317162276207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488394147054115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670178058120074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280701656273564,0.0,0.0,0.18084617136584014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060484127662379,0.22723170776561666,0.32875269744939795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147947600737041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227942413567269,0.15530261914309482,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,andreeaistired,2020/03/13,"Too many ambulances lately and I don't know how to ignore them These past few days, I keep seeing and hearing all these ambulances, firetrucks, police cars. I live in a small city, these are not so common here. Living close to the border and them trying to close it down results in many of the police cars, I get that. But seeing ambulances all the time is dragging me down so much... i've read someone stabbed themselves in the neck yesterday, and a few weeks ago someone set themselves on fire...All these suicides and suicide attempts are making it really hard for me to not think about it, when it's constantly shoved in my face",6.805678571428572,7.0216492583333325,6.140714285714285,81.57000000000002,64.75,8.857142857142858,31.309523809523807,8.418075326091056,2.2619523809523807,501,17,93,6,7,153,78,120,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.8908,0,0,0,0,0,2,16.0,0,0,2,1,7,1,0,0,6,0,4,2,2,3,2,19,12,10,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,2,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,14,12,5,23,0,0,2,0,3,10,0,0,10,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273606221456596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838899076754504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839643648287587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959150174899462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644551266538174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691241262622687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317781720564098,0.0,0.0,0.1008929175496075,0.0,0.20709065041941493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242159175022385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254368760007785,0.3722505466598562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349552996230594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525161808304848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363359359412004,0.0,0.11760855571784945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29258522023013983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111001077701434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016220082880942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763315877220602,0.0,0.0,0.10704925611796187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246414262846436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472599415420342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loonycatty,2020/03/13,"Stomach problems from anxiety What do y’all do for stomachaches/heartburn/general stomach acidity issues from anxiety? Covid has had me very stressed recently with my school going online and my mom is immunodeficient. So we’re all pretty nervous. I have GAD as is so stomach issues aren’t new to me but the past few days it’s just been nonstop, this discomfort and slight nausea and heartburn that won’t go away. I don’t know how to calm myself. I work as a cashier at a bakery, I’m at work right not and we haven’t even opened as I’ve washed my hands 3 or 4 times. I’m the only person here. My stomach has been bubbling since I woke up. I really don’t know what to do, o don’t think I can handle feeling like this for at least the next month. I want to be able to function and support my mom as she quarantines herself. I know she’s stressed as well. And on top of it all I’m turning 20 on Monday. It just sucks.",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,3.1531578947368466,90.2671052631579,81.0,5.894736842105264,24.21052631578948,7.0608816371341465,0.9234736842105264,722,27,153,9,19,239,115,190,0.10400000000000001,0.787,0.109,0.2313,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,3,8,10,1,4,5,0,19,7,5,1,2,24,34,16,0,2,5,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,4,3,21,4,23,28,4,20,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,1,9,97,29,3,0.15234085323791102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330806715035003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431292463712501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824724749410914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061969680283496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702811272757047,0.1088323359923054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315763518289073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180085427682838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511676466461736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442604585831779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568395322292027,0.12159701563798275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713174535311674,0.16201622568781732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586208362919005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542658214243345,0.0,0.13301815698671024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498541526830414,0.0,0.14576962246705305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759345149469494,0.0,0.15041821403496314,0.0,0.0,0.13009825628889551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417707656675889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601792804533987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490118653560228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287459493359422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761386750080364,0.0,0.0,0.08883117661571538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570310254560894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256971583460902,0.08985458225512669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697272246186054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181191105600886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheTreesCanSaveUs,2020/03/13,Any good literature?  I was curious if anyone had read any books that helped them out with their anxiety. I'm willing to try anything.,2.8954666666666675,5.814484680000002,4.18,79.93666666666667,82.2,8.133333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.9491333333333336,107,5,19,3,3,35,23,25,0.063,0.743,0.193,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455403670611012,0.0,0.30684988450757456,0.0,0.0,0.2804671131178112,0.0,0.33008132433654724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364340465245367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688571834796534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012209420054796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27232898669599703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meraleska,2020/03/13,"Cold feeling in chest? Due to some recent events, my anxiety has been over the roof but I’m trying my best to keep it under control to avoid having a panic attack BUT I’ve been feeling something new?

I feel this cold minty feeling in my throat, chest, and stomach, it gets even colder when I breathe in. At first I thought it could be acid reflux but it wasn’t that, and I don’t have a cold or any other symptoms like pain. Just a weird “drinking water after brushing your teeth” feeling in my torso.

I tried checking it out on the internet, and a lot of people with heightened anxiety have noticed the same thing.

Is it actually a thing? and does anyone know how to help stop/reduce it? TIA x",2.8869565217391298,4.804932115942034,3.858768115942031,87.87989130434786,75.66666666666667,5.759420289855073,25.268115942028984,6.42735559955562,0.8826550724637681,544,19,106,4,12,175,95,138,0.138,0.695,0.166,0.6496,0,1,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,4,7,1,2,8,0,11,10,6,2,0,26,21,10,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,6,2,3,7,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,4,10,10,2,16,15,4,16,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,8,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.16887226986253567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768023561626867,0.0,0.2647662309735684,0.0,0.0,0.12100089359884912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968698616598618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160576390985275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409078697132845,0.1381666977554666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514376091235571,0.0,0.0,0.16952355347056827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429818574119625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374975186558897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719661869277828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041171424574464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159920644166314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538151852183856,0.0,0.0,0.09510399799354408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454370549501714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471212985758914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713319651270414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970190767006699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841378726654825,0.20303740944563375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997138832147505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708664358263384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322268575438134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446779193089502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179865670450153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993405026761454,0.0,0.0,0.13738272208112146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349797833818977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eskarinastar,2020/03/13,"Can't sleep Just as it says. I'm in the uk, not affected region yet but my husband works in the hospital. I've got severe anxiety disorder which is evidently not getting better.

I *know* this is all irrational, before the slew of comments start.

I haven't had a full nights unbroken sleep in a week. Last night I woke up screaming and slapped my husbands hands away while he tried to calm me down because I was **Absolutely convinced** he had it. Feels like I've been panicking non stop for a week. I'm fighting the urge to wear rubber gloves around my own house.

I'm so scared, so, so scared. I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up.",0.1316406249999993,2.498415132812504,1.8403750000000016,93.267125,96.890625,5.3725000000000005,20.4625,6.961326702584282,0.6971112499999998,499,18,105,9,20,162,90,128,0.263,0.6579999999999999,0.08,-0.9817,0,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,1,2,7,0,9,6,6,1,2,15,20,8,0,2,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,4,10,4,14,13,3,20,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,11,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792124989513065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885939965054826,0.0,0.0,0.15710673883212528,0.0,0.0,0.10193449100774896,0.0,0.1422901323931056,0.0,0.0,0.14789066002179346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350990121188433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164622158947256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455040388903169,0.11946051433040808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736446070897641,0.0,0.0950337965760828,0.0,0.13373944500740678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929470267482894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918985948368368,0.1363049217899291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169422843631499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128968767342578,0.0,0.0,0.3138453775679663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297840036275932,0.33482861547872306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890865112557406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020160436002074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835770332302407,0.0,0.0,0.13980166732120275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352999013420326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826425545308896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922923537261824,0.0,0.0,0.12173663616498588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,judymooddisorder,2020/03/13,"Seroquel I was recently prescribed seroquel for my anxiety (I’m bipolar and most other anxiety drugs trigger mania in me). Does anyone else take seroquel specifically for anxiety? If so, how’s it working?",6.742190476190476,9.550436742857146,7.8400000000000025,59.63333333333336,67.28571428571428,10.380952380952381,45.95238095238096,10.504223727775694,6.418238095238094,166,12,20,5,3,56,29,35,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.5362,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,5,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6713918497085218,0.0,0.0,0.2045553253298012,0.29974847616009953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25600942670832577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33926108002271804,0.0,0.2443850745294517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888543904830525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199585714132556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297734712855915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,solidator611kobra,2020/03/13,"My life is ruined and I can’t get over the fact that my ambition is unachievable now, I am anxious and depressed and in despair Hello, I hope you are doing well.I have been severely depressed and anxious and just can’t keep going... I need some hope ...I have nowhere to go, so I am here randomly venting and on the verge of a breakdown . I am from India and I went to China to study mbbs and graduated with a degree in 2017. The problem is my high school certificate, I failed in 12th grade coz I was busy chasing girls and having fun with friends and looking for shortcuts, but I was smart with regards to study, atleast that’s what my parents think, they wanted me to be a doctor....so In order to pursue a career in medicine I dropped out and redid 12th grade from an open school with biology from some other province, on my uncles advice, it was some shortcut and I didn’t even have to write the exams myself but I got high school certificates and I applied to study medicine and got accepted by some university in chine. Fast forward to 2017 I graduate and come back to India and went to register myself for the board exam and they ask me for all the certificates and  I provided them and this is where my life changed, they tell me the high school board I obtained my 12 grade certificate is not recognised and I can’t register. It’s been three years since and I have been trying to sort this problem out with whatever means possible, spent all I had on ways to procure a legit marksheet, I went deepweb and whatever corrupt contacts I had but I have only found failure. I have been severely depressed and get anxious whenever I think this, which is all the time and I feel hopeless. I have wanted to be a doctor so bad in my life but now I am nothing I can’t have career and I am in despair. I have been told that if I go abroad I won’t really need a high school certificate they will only seek my graduation degree and stuff, so I tried to talk to ppl experienced doctor on social media and everywhere I can and they all told me it’s not possible, you can’t do anything without a high school certificate and it has to be legit... and I should give up on this, I will be happy and I should some other career which doesn’t need high school n blah blah blah...it not possible for me to have a career without a legit high school certificate. My mbbs degree is verified and legit and I have worked hard to earn that, but it worth shit without high school certificate... I can’t think and I can’t stop thinking all that’s lost, I can’t get over the fact that it’s over and I can’t even mourn the death of my dreams, i day dream about suicide all the time and it seems the only way to make this feeling and the thoughts in my head stop. I am lost and I have lost hope.",3.5062235397269466,4.959450385996412,4.418413427414303,86.45632958957874,72.96768402154397,7.47942048348712,26.77754582272139,8.057270187336151,1.582995607699052,2183,77,445,32,43,706,213,557,0.158,0.782,0.06,-0.9949,1,0,0,0,0,2,49.0,0,2,6,7,12,24,1,0,24,0,61,7,2,2,8,104,102,47,3,13,13,1,3,2,1,5,5,0,0,1,24,47,0,3,11,2,2,8,18,16,0,1,24,5,74,8,59,69,11,53,0,12,1,0,21,32,1,12,11,312,98,35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543355387205242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225812232580367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668198103637889,0.0,0.053032648042829776,0.0,0.0,0.043620022572352465,0.047365176223926345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001027865591296,0.0488658041240606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03658460883988204,0.0,0.14657819545592804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741893060968121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493608916300612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057366357749238185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219888504339983,0.04382760279808103,0.0,0.08891348847093841,0.05441828269317258,0.09671880656786176,0.0,0.0907404872666106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038758471058817,0.050816786882038965,0.0,0.058218883190174014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794865890321594,0.0,0.16902991889553667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042209707618677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020514387678828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047636896524712966,0.0,0.1857746286085397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037866113287066495,0.0,0.0,0.06179298632315738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618838912185978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443166185001039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943168741297634,0.0,0.0,0.06298928619187834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185553550059367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856130333858313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036341152951704786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167022348131084,0.0,0.05164267621398778,0.0,0.1281720815505358,0.058230065879599134,0.046925656666641904,0.0,0.0,0.0578266440042322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485362686160367,0.0,0.0,0.0649395296805213,0.06205078679387836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559549582387741,0.04958242249524904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539502127340925,0.0,0.04503537761587074,0.06615663913571286,0.0,0.0,0.10841130501464416,0.0,0.07702863297795623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691881611180853,0.09005545635577407,0.0,0.0,0.05100492482806051,0.1577611597137323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405014530296594,0.0,0.04129836819345682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03653071431001445
anxiety,d155l3,2020/03/13,"Random burst of anxiety feeling when breathing out, mainly at night. Forgetting to breathe? Hi guys,

I'm wondering if anyone might be able to help me understand what I'm experiencing here.

I'll start by saying that I am generally not an anxious person, however stress levels are high at the moment with uncertainty at work and the virus etc...

Since the weekend I've been having very short but intense bursts of anxiety sensation associated with my breathing. Particularly at night when trying to relax and sleep, as I breathe out and reach maximum exhalation I get a horrible burst of anxious energy that almost jolts me. I kind of feel like my body is forgetting to breathe and then it jolts me, after which I am super conscious of my breathing pattern which makes it even harder to relax.

This is a new thing that only just started happening but its very annoying.

Does this sound familiar to anyone and does anyone have any advice as to how I can manage it and what might actually be causing it? 

Thanks so much!",7.008548387096777,8.1174266827957,7.584032258064518,68.29604838709679,64.43010752688173,10.716129032258065,34.317204301075265,10.686352973137794,4.00364301075269,817,35,133,21,12,270,119,186,0.077,0.762,0.161,0.9459,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,1,6,0,13,8,8,3,0,30,25,16,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,15,10,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,12,6,24,20,3,20,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,6,12,91,27,2,0.1362230092257391,0.0,0.13293400659899984,0.0,0.0,0.13311554802953074,0.0,0.0,0.1364076663666637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263631755953246,0.0,0.20842045839783546,0.3077864521741797,0.0,0.2857508861800899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131305397062714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993855482971254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238419346728208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192466421295567,0.08997401284380263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775689301598126,0.09731774500951226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117089992308487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488219608448315,0.12046155717492442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913074116262167,0.14392708840918642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185530154716922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655168141771879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092991644718314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28902217128973184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013958580124824,0.0,0.0,0.13156503116951795,0.0,0.2556721323172719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360373696006576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189446772895068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833000452754403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112685080921267,0.0,0.13632138785385356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928386941319176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604299681857894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541584475657264,0.0,0.0,0.09050051432509026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248648135110614,0.0,0.0,0.14181295676644234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479649807773955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772804262078662,0.0991719731245476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayacct98789,2020/03/13,"I cant sleep My anxiety/insomnia hasn't been this bad in a long time (like a few weeks). I might lose my job, my education is up in the air, I have no basis for this but I'm scared my dog will stop breathing in his sleep, my mind is racing theres too much panic I cant control it.",2.3926562500000017,2.1026154531250008,4.662500000000001,90.1325,74.15625,8.275,23.8125,8.07648339933343,0.8592624999999998,215,5,56,3,4,76,48,64,0.271,0.7290000000000001,0.0,-0.9443,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,3,0,9,3,3,1,0,5,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,10,1,5,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089633908698293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806969294573282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483524497567668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222683410568147,0.0,0.0,0.22147937296402306,0.0,0.2799859624424975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654948805157127,0.2526994146987706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397583305499104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936356654825595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505620050310388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008976358940087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923531891442387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593332849637866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074995570011572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,medium_problems,2020/03/13,"I'm so scared of losing my mom She is a major help with my anxiety, and when I imagine having to cope with out her...

Losing any of my family would be devastating, but her? This sums it up: I just had the thought that if she died, I would hope the rest of my family died too so I could kill myself. Does that sound really awful? My family is being proactive about safety, and we're already self quarantining. But I'm just terrified. I can't stop thinking about it",1.8806264775413688,3.947501223404256,4.049290780141845,84.63388888888889,79.31914893617021,7.582033096926714,20.01891252955083,8.515128840125781,1.1856728132387704,361,9,74,8,9,124,64,94,0.304,0.569,0.127,-0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,1,1,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,18,15,8,3,5,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,15,1,10,8,2,4,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733284445899926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216040572607606,0.0,0.13679717644776096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277360116929635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711748487295848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648700561190826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057280969839751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119859597231839,0.0,0.0,0.17760908336112302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783836478297545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001087494258155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943238295570832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145569773602209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903049426483875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654875816605235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950192691134526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458094204139326,0.0,0.1419634853304313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540578743509684,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vernbern,2020/03/13,"Insomnia and hunger Occasionally I wake up in the middle of the night and can't fall back asleep.  If I'm awake for more than an hour, I start getting hungry.  Which of course makes it harder to fall back asleep. The problem is that it's not a normal hunger... At 3am my body is messed up and I get an upset stomach instead.  Which makes me anxious which makes my stomach upset, etc.  Any suggestions on food that I could try to quell the hunger and get me back to sleep?  Or maybe when it gets to that point I should just stop trying to sleep and do something to stop thinking.",3.285996168582378,4.7133979827586225,3.5763218390804603,92.37863984674331,73.48275862068967,6.1900383141762445,22.371647509578548,6.42735559955562,0.2477808429118773,450,11,98,3,9,139,74,116,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.9493,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,7,0,6,13,8,3,0,19,16,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,5,4,2,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,15,14,2,18,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,9,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136654027323416,0.0,0.0,0.18882805342221173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855761966067167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566216437931002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334529393345447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641261437927695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021143020167572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493087469666233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460570730786406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347149102751772,0.0,0.1679212006615021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685573786222246,0.16376815496803404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800753996711206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993669868207908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345345726093262,0.0,0.0,0.12867759951410676,0.0,0.0,0.1183072061170664,0.0,0.0,0.279484042135205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710077620731344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22696310533533126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,someperson877,2020/03/13,"I need help controlling an anxiety attack... I’m new to this subreddit so sorry if this is the wrong place.

I’m still in school and I have anxiety(don’t know what kind, but it kicks up in stressful situations) and I would really appreciate some tips on controlling an anxiety attack.

For anyone that may help, thank you!",3.843446327683616,6.603235406779664,5.2450000000000045,74.97281073446331,76.28813559322035,10.035028248587572,25.08757062146893,10.125756701596842,3.2052350282485875,255,9,45,9,6,85,46,59,0.214,0.585,0.20199999999999999,0.1805,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,2,6,2,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,9,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29312047549413395,0.0,0.0,0.1339590752812073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359059480358273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42975256743935736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568276849379889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950389592513165,0.10528883917996233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205614124990576,0.0,0.1850317612352501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001631406010459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273278055494652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938919160564765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153469768516917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144611426149124,0.0,0.0,0.15299818818149194,0.0,0.21945733051639105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638360615911042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609485017628026,0.2094656024802842,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youdontknowmeyouknow,2020/03/13,"I'm starting to dissociate and I can't seem to stop it F32, British and first time poster in here. I was diagnosed with chronic GAD about 2 years ago. Since then things have been manageable. I received treatment, medication and therapy. I've continued with medication since, have spent time incorporating mindfulness into daily life. I journal, exercise, anything I can to help myself.

The past few days have been stressful. I can usually cope, but I can't stop my anxiety rising regardless of what I try, and now I'm starting to dissociate. I haven't had this since I was first diagnosed. I hate it, I can't stop it, my meds aren't helping, so I'm ranting to you nice people. I hope it stops soon.",2.622431077694237,5.354295654135342,4.192812030075192,80.79473182957396,81.18045112781955,8.05794486215539,28.415538847117794,8.841846274778883,2.7929202005012543,554,26,103,15,15,184,81,133,0.09,0.775,0.135,0.5931,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,1,1,1,0,15,7,0,0,0,16,24,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,7,0,4,1,1,1,2,5,2,0,2,6,0,17,2,11,18,1,23,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,19,64,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777954750001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027372546572786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862248995030593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296429367602976,0.0,0.0,0.2926167596540507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522643177756745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231746849352794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324030894195934,0.0,0.0,0.14317265756039382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018168263566724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011723898128702,0.29043026011423856,0.0,0.0,0.14554957594980958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760669978465373,0.09993488890828596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122799641743432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577250651817253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040590581110956,0.0,0.0,0.4820606644937469,0.1651223946468408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484714604837886,0.0,0.0957663076639296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681090880634755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786782864027094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587599526679904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282734354697217
anxiety,darknessinhell904,2020/03/13,"Mental issues. I have had bad social anxiety since I was 10 years old. I was abused, grew up watching my mom be abused moved a lot and been homeless alot growing up. I joined the Army and went through yet another traumatic experience got medically retired. I am finally sober for the first time in my life a year after being out the army. I am 9 months sober. My social anxiety and ptsd seem to be getting worse but at the same time I'm trying every type of therapy I can find to fix my self. I want to be better so I can get married and have a family one day just some days I notice I'm not mentally there sometime and it sucks and most the time the people I really know tell me I'm actually pretty smart. People always treat me like shit and a dumbass off the bat. I always walk with confidence and try to speak it also but it never helps. I feel like a complete dumbass and alien in this world like I dont belong. Does it ever get better? I'm 24 I'm so tired of all these problems",1.5172058823529395,3.578505916666668,3.774274509803924,86.17023529411766,80.51960784313725,7.021176470588236,21.47450980392157,8.07648339933343,1.1508321568627449,773,23,160,15,20,266,129,204,0.185,0.659,0.156,-0.713,0,0,0,0,2,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,11,2,0,13,0,15,4,1,0,3,29,30,14,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,11,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,4,0,2,6,3,20,7,17,20,6,28,0,0,1,0,7,8,2,5,18,98,26,1,0.0,0.27243274876764945,0.11219061392010896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193858167869637,0.1913224948464465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055228550339392,0.1758979495118867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599213468249623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033568611244725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205400740719352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828762306136672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060786387247213,0.0,0.1347397545138646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039936829853694,0.09686414322729263,0.0,0.0,0.1124591911251981,0.10838008207964224,0.0,0.05813046185318989,0.0821320129985456,0.0,0.1259400622827733,0.10507719896190032,0.09779035380734603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019558335521355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194912559463683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705954877823126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999504343148462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318252209103285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120416221683095,0.16850031500650384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977403147443255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581654427322212,0.2317181643257972,0.0,0.0,0.13464724813733633,0.09176507678443334,0.12219107979308234,0.0,0.0,0.08866916851278582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308899986185648,0.12063788836183767,0.0,0.07790420217668283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940644037757562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696215123326326,0.0,0.11000731003424892,0.13438955930344035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365041422341541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466108490890623,0.11993501948458715,0.0,0.1180113486764888,0.09510138700874166,0.0,0.0,0.2343875159779097,0.0,0.0,0.11370470079286475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048569344589754,0.0,0.1314740880038924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011134821086777,0.13213695469263706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610926635787375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781015633330449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065749966410804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171605747059087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806917350064971
anxiety,almatau1,2020/03/13,"New grad's debilitating anxiety about job search I graduated last year in the summer and i had a pretty good temporary job in my university which ended in October. I travelled back to my home country for 2 months, and came back to the city in December. Ever since then Ive been applying to many jobs and only received 1 call back and 1 interview with a company that didn't hire me. Its almost end of March and I am still unemployed and its causing me so much stress and making my anxiety much worse. Feeling very useless and hopeless and feeling like I will never get a job. Its hard when my peers are already working in their fields while I struggle to find a job in ANY area and level. My days are spent either applying for jobs or mostly having anxiety about not getting them. Has anyone dealt with that? How did you get through it, or how are you getting through it? It feels like this will never end :(",5.1982765151515125,6.269225607954546,5.885681818181819,78.9881060606061,68.48863636363636,9.048484848484847,31.14393939393939,9.2995712137729,2.7453348484848483,721,29,135,14,12,235,111,176,0.11800000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.09,-0.6357,8,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,2,2,1,11,7,0,2,6,0,13,0,0,4,3,30,23,18,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,13,0,0,4,1,1,3,4,4,0,0,6,4,18,3,19,15,4,31,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,4,22,95,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544846879592136,0.0,0.11620748237107772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161150177064153,0.0,0.2416757663537761,0.0,0.0,0.07363220901815815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292079931339286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752891563246836,0.12044169173863364,0.0,0.10817798387256576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791347870282002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798088388131577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952550540476592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597372107617348,0.1504608570949483,0.0,0.0,0.0962475217624576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200715727969128,0.0,0.0,0.08832544307650679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433324239610008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563022486199937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6269980784528713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583821806613581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289411274625357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029238687599025,0.1067634733092398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405402230074452,0.0,0.15482364400568674,0.0,0.16243652876943854,0.10170492211648743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008974652940938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713377695087896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710998110144356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409728529351472,0.0,0.12062734829445955,0.11008840453297736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688824882197375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666381950515867,0.0,0.10731552682326136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781343212251133
anxiety,catsanddisasters,2020/03/13,"Worried about my health Hello everyone,
I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this but here goes nothing. Since a few months I’ve had severe pains in my stomach. I’ve finally made a doctors appointment previously and he took some blood and now wants to see me for an ultrasound soon. One of my cousins has cancer in her stomach and intestine. I am so extremely worried that I have it as well. I can’t help but worry about what’s wrong with my body, what will happen next, if I’ll even survive (if the diagnosis will be cancer). I really don’t know how to handle this..",2.245104895104894,4.3338282735042775,3.7872416472416472,86.85447552447556,78.23076923076924,7.331468531468532,24.31157731157731,8.296473431620573,1.538357264957265,456,16,94,9,11,151,87,117,0.218,0.7340000000000001,0.048,-0.971,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,5,0,10,10,5,2,1,16,17,11,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,3,1,10,2,11,11,2,11,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,4,5,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958393561468938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045955097574695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164503146483524,0.0,0.0,0.16847063572976262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313769746535275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590930972927775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874080340594294,0.0,0.0,0.11817608748937715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968947181343823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682767109814411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407280202711241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750643322305488,0.0,0.0,0.16917307054757835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947142123446405,0.0,0.18760501815073927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842051944012896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885511597807915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294794652825607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505667713323603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049530498781704,0.0,0.0,0.1991787854477809,0.0,0.14584448014158394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661689789555964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588558936875825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399151168890178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585228055316074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371505033484089,0.0,0.0,0.1927660203042517,0.0,0.0
anxiety,turnpoopintowine,2020/03/13,"I'm making myself sick. I don't know what I'm doing. Everything is going wrong. I feel absolutely horrifically ugly today and the feeling is crippling. I have too many things to think about, too many responsibilities and no support. My room is a mess. 

I. Just. Want. To. Sleep. 

I'm so miserable.",0.6283116883116904,2.7467915714285738,3.463311688311688,79.29987012987016,106.5,5.607792207792208,19.37662337662337,6.980632752743323,1.1042357142857149,232,8,42,5,11,81,43,56,0.34600000000000003,0.5720000000000001,0.083,-0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,6,2,1,1,0,9,17,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,3,17,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532364942132422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849425166428017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601362496035454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548532927359701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808350466770649,0.5713406279950307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28197325358383485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31974898773777183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719531011974505,0.1805466866576913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26708478869011903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619510652050076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080710026972053,0.0,0.0
anxiety,afallenflower,2020/03/13,"I work in an essential retail store and I'm terrified of going to work. I've been trying really hard to not be a hypochondriac and not panic about the coronavirus. I don't care if I get sick. But I am extremely worried for my 90 year old grandma and my 55 year old dad with heart problems that I live with. They would not survive it. I'm terrified to go into work because there is no way to completely avoid people as I work an extremely busy essential retail store with no chances of closing. I can wash my hands as much as I want, it's not going to help when Karen is screaming in my face because we're out of toilet paper. I want to call in but I'm also terrified to do so. Part of me feels awful, because they do legitimately need employees stocking and ringing so that the community can prepare. I do actually love my job and don't want to jeopardize it. But then there's the part of me that is so scared for my family. Being a retail store employee with essentials forces us onto the front lines of this. 

I don't know what to do. My next shift is on Saturday and I'm terrified. I work 40 hours next week. Would I get in trouble for being honest about how I feel? Or would I just lie and say I'm sick? Blah. All this sucks.

My work has a 14 day sick leave but only if you have confirmed COVID-19. It also will remove the burden of absences if you have children that need care - which I do not. None of these suit me.",2.863285353910076,4.252187211604099,4.520922985606172,85.33959489538508,74.49488054607508,7.962546371865263,25.36711678290548,8.587818076936951,1.656996260572786,1115,37,235,21,23,376,151,293,0.217,0.7290000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9937,3,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,2,7,12,12,1,3,10,1,26,8,3,1,1,43,48,26,0,12,14,1,4,1,0,4,4,3,0,1,13,14,0,1,3,0,6,5,11,8,0,0,1,7,32,4,37,40,5,27,0,0,0,1,11,9,1,4,12,156,45,9,0.0,0.0,0.1081029561440834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771776107801459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258698728940425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311631360921412,0.0,0.225890288947145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614820425425405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144238654371082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443126078524577,0.0,0.112024964456039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575344593846128,0.0,0.18887238606566595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923496919771106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127198743649734,0.07425188909286164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909361994215172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992967311395167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060880470977218375,0.0,0.0,0.11729748164660304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781864889645094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998110757109653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814342810324989,0.16428037106038146,0.0,0.0,0.23562646521239505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324849093736361,0.0,0.0,0.08425135538675176,0.0,0.12997364331501193,0.0,0.23992268766343575,0.0,0.07679923850622943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599920079436756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096696613548327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880947925074994,0.11090770127218333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521071765766245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325181114780396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960184929937908,0.08793010130978668,0.08885910740710426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483884465789622,0.1125000284127872,0.0,0.23607968254291686,0.0,0.0,0.14267428272234794
anxiety,iliveinstress,2020/03/13,"night anxiety? who else struggles with it? i've been having super bad anxiety lately, health related concerns about my heart (doctor checked and it's peachy healthy but lord my anxiety is still like :/) and it seems to start popping off at night more often than not. can't tell if it's because it's quieter and there's not a lot to do or what. 

also if anyone has good advice for health anxiety please let me know. also on how to let anxiety do it's thing so you can slowly just train it that it's okay.",1.1520588235294122,3.6036419509803927,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,85.37254901960785,5.752941176470588,21.245098039215684,7.1686216300943375,0.7407098039215692,397,13,81,6,12,129,74,102,0.11599999999999999,0.73,0.154,0.8025,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,1,1,10,4,1,1,0,16,13,11,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,10,10,2,8,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,6,6,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767673272501414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24170779475338786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780476583098695,0.0,0.0,0.10566949257996418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618232065435836,0.09212385569456616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154681931809677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624480334602975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267557347015534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32127572731090565,0.0,0.1790827997762217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305385945016952,0.0,0.1704745802887647,0.0,0.0,0.30906928598614397,0.0,0.07383160731114932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848031535832985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836394824523138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658888927214744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757771529605078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696642395989067,0.0,0.12068791066864118,0.0,0.0,0.15798773391504226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132089134526538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040014456085762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JackDanielsOfficial,2020/03/13,"First post, concern about girlfriend with no/e extremely weak immune system from medications for lupus. My fiance has lupus nephritis and her condition is slowly worsening at the moment. She may soon need to be checked in to a hospital. I am terrified because of the corona virus and I cannot shake my fears of her getting it. The flu almost killed her. How can I calm my fears?",3.675513078470829,6.292210676056339,4.6530382293762615,79.76816901408453,76.04225352112677,7.437424547283702,27.044265593561374,8.418075326091056,2.2993364185110656,302,12,51,6,7,98,57,71,0.205,0.6629999999999999,0.132,-0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,3,4,0,7,4,0,1,0,7,9,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,10,1,10,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999940688517562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262604114302525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6742394959973262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548293676876287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652234526449788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314496926353149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018033537648823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221406779800154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28692245412148143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,godzilla19821982,2020/03/13,My anxiety makes not getting Coronavirus impossible I always fiddle with my glasses and touch my face when I’m at work. I keep trying to remind myself to not touch but it only happens while I’m touching it. I’m at the point where I’m like let me get it so I’m not freaking out about it.,0.5317330210772829,2.7810823606557413,3.090538641686184,88.4260655737705,86.04918032786884,5.4529274004683845,21.82903981264637,6.868970318607317,0.7151433255269319,228,8,47,3,7,79,41,61,0.023,0.865,0.113,0.7425,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,9,11,5,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,7,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917448653409082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26822420246649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663701350133883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100531046663426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116481677495768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585338576706141,0.0,0.1712957720973608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340423248934143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666631666802845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314502957832633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380487298610603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25525635633700555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mythical22beast,2020/03/13,"Coronavirus - college I go to Penn State University...and I cant sleep because my county is the highest infected in my state. We’re on lockdown. My schools given us 3 select days to go pick up our books. I’m not even able to leave really. And I feel so nervous about my classes considering I can’t even get my books. My heart is beating so fast thinking about this...I’m freaking out and I know a lot of students are in this boat, but that doesn’t make me feel better!! I’m freaking out. I have none of my books from my labs to my gen eds...and I even left my meds by accident in my dorm which was already enough of a hassle. Need advice please I’m literally geeking. I don’t know how schools going to proceed.",0.9724315068493148,3.227696842465757,2.8399828767123303,90.95394691780822,84.0,5.56780821917808,24.19349315068493,6.9077264865688965,0.8899465753424649,553,22,118,7,16,184,94,146,0.125,0.826,0.049,-0.8227,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,3,0,9,3,2,3,0,16,24,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,3,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,2,22,1,19,22,3,16,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,3,69,25,9,0.1814405150924982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730157143478115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022412020879496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060445393041198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046939099225208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170141220353569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747655419747156,0.0,0.3595192470370277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348355221651572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947951804547364,0.0,0.3093504780761336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500788398662984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994299240308724,0.0,0.0,0.19211930754074055,0.1971356505357815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542542375574212,0.0,0.0,0.12111295273293225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015395094315838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453584291666856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916720000747445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623544001817095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672549758408044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815715492625744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625975582437632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182505994748867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mental_dissonance,2020/03/13,"I hate this. I want this shit to be over. My school decided to have an extended spring break even though the county has zero cases of COVID. When I'm anxious I get agitated if it's high enough, and right now I'm agitated that some dude on the Wildfire app is pushing for the school to cancel the rest of the semester when they've already cancelled classes. 

It really sucks how you don't come to appreciate regular days more until something serious happens. I wish the virus didn't exist. I miss my old routine of classes, work, and being social. I really want all of this to be over already. Deep down I'm scared of the situation getting worse. I even hesitate to go outside cause I'll just get sad.",4.480652173913043,5.787632282608698,5.781855072463768,78.1888695652174,70.3768115942029,8.998260869565216,30.46666666666667,9.3871,2.788591884057972,557,23,105,12,10,187,94,138,0.253,0.7020000000000001,0.045,-0.9834,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,3,1,8,0,8,1,1,2,1,13,23,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,7,0,1,1,0,10,0,17,19,5,18,0,2,0,0,2,7,2,2,7,66,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752422774862924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920740428837357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746572260837481,0.0,0.14645705122877922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964874163217216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567596026637808,0.0,0.2245930225883035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664850721141803,0.0,0.09662620218925284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034799702986426,0.0,0.0,0.1678594083334092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963531244444034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840723829747854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783814653077904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519602792406525,0.0,0.0,0.17021953591053854,0.3441383420962669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174522938780097,0.0,0.1911094415292641,0.0,0.17331383193479832,0.0,0.13088959145273604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670436451356733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056423208700874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551444349293293,0.0,0.0,0.12377647998625595,0.0,0.17326475831484114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Napkxng,2020/03/13,"Anyone else feel constant anxiety and strong hopelessness with constant bad news we getting in 2020 I keep getting surreal like dread like it's not worth doing anything and it's too late and my problems mean nothing with all these massive ass diseases  and near wars and natural disasters.

I feel like end of the world is a real thing now.

I try to think about it as a freeing thought as in the end is near might aswell live but nope, it's just constant hopelessness.

Have any of you tackled this and found anything helpful",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,3.9565656565656586,86.28818181818184,73.54545454545455,6.824242424242425,32.21212121212121,7.793537801064563,2.3778363636363635,423,21,76,6,9,128,70,99,0.21100000000000002,0.6559999999999999,0.132,-0.8374,0,0,0,0,0,2,4.0,1,1,0,1,4,11,1,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,1,24,14,9,1,1,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,6,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,6,6,12,11,1,12,0,2,0,1,3,5,1,1,10,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180928600000492,0.0,0.1257786538539806,0.0,0.0,0.11496427966685314,0.16846477884368385,0.2706025762663452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728143522353534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330295194224833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734941395102104,0.0,0.29124954986877616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626848147107706,0.11745962999502275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027489579460895,0.0,0.0,0.1718023279425808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102053359782468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614149899652887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546968331068714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097771297848494,0.0,0.1451833373975115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790984542966012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442059152075354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577626698789077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573249876829324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714268858771094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923143488317899,0.1053518575567303,0.0,0.13052883506042004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116284381433279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cat-lily,2020/03/13,"Thought I was doing much better until today I’ve had pretty anxiety + panic attacks as long as I can remember. Some of my earliest memories are of me crying feeling like I was going to die, which I’ve since realized were panic attacks. I’ve had therapy off and on. I’ve tried some meds but never really found any that worked for me. My last panic attack was in 2017 and I wound up in the hospital with a severe concussion. I started regular therapy again and haven’t had one since, despite stopping therapy yet again. 
Then today I thought I was having an asthma flare up/attack at work. I was completely covered in sweat and sent home because they thought it was you-know-what (not saying cause I don’t wanna get flagged). So I go to the doctor and my BP is 190/80 but my oxygen levels are perfect. They instantly ask me if I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety. 
I didn’t even know I was anxious. I used to be so aware and I thought I was better but I may just be ignoring how I feel. I made another therapy appointment tomorrow and am hoping for the best. Any tips would be greatly appreciated. I’m just so tired. I want to be able to live my life without this sneaking up on me like this.",2.779817927170868,4.737378802521008,4.745126050420168,81.22830532212888,76.10084033613445,8.230812324929971,27.719887955182074,8.976282227363876,2.474555182072829,937,39,179,22,21,321,141,238,0.154,0.701,0.145,-0.0358,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,6,10,15,3,3,5,0,29,7,1,4,2,42,48,19,1,5,8,0,2,2,0,2,6,1,1,0,5,9,0,2,10,0,0,3,6,7,0,1,21,3,30,8,25,21,4,26,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,5,15,123,35,3,0.09173947737389984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477198098995405,0.09619684093891967,0.1403608981780832,0.10363949682845093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857640274254598,0.4174675978150971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592353391208545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627492162793434,0.1622722252153247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424171406507853,0.0,0.0,0.09618709660993606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007715081412398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311363843368034,0.09521109371854183,0.0,0.0,0.09389924242668878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059305958984345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277247244623686,0.06553870096632836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058760178045456,0.0,0.0,0.04793009052056865,0.0,0.10427531825734596,0.0,0.0,0.10114309767353033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202217578579824,0.09111800079686992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008352351401874,0.07477991836466605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479830592785234,0.08963854940978934,0.0,0.08100763926629309,0.0811865506029053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680611165894922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190187817764908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674390715493715,0.0,0.07075514051013644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216504410489019,0.0,0.0,0.32290953097094993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333202942671157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058770658329293776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392294432231082,0.0,0.0,0.07295491456072822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363949682845093,0.0,0.15177568738658226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064933674265745,0.0,0.0,0.07669831090645303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419648350207144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913235905432552,0.0,0.10544103381899783,0.1739165954698464,0.0,0.0,0.062285083199426536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923345338368047,0.0,0.0,0.05411032064302524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843358245755499,0.0,0.1335748642802025,0.0,0.0,0.06516909259222542,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cdogg30,2020/03/13,"I worry that anxiety symptoms may make the potential for a negative outcome from the virus worse. What do you guys think? Hello. I am a 39 year old male that aside from pretty awful anxiety is mostly healthy most of the time. 

I'm in a city that has quite a few cases 

Have had health anxiety for a long time but it was finally calming down a little bit before the coronavirus scare and now it has increased massively. Pretty much in a constant state of increased anxiety. It sucks but I am sure that most of us here are kind of feeling like that at this point.

I worry that the physical symptoms of anxiety for me such as increased blood pressure and increased heart rate during especially anxious periods could actually make the virus worse if I get it. If you get a really high fever, generally your heart rate increases significantly when trying to fight it off; combine that with an already high HR and BP seems like a recipe for disaster. 

What do you guys think?",5.600439560439562,7.091339043956047,6.143626373626375,75.95137362637364,67.9010989010989,9.775824175824177,32.13186813186813,10.035473477838034,3.3760747252747247,774,33,137,19,13,251,113,182,0.21600000000000005,0.632,0.152,-0.9192,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,1,4,0,1,4,9,2,2,16,1,13,7,3,2,1,21,23,9,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,15,4,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,2,1,11,5,19,19,11,25,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,7,12,91,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.11308942219976965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788466918994318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432678630894375,0.13091981851676507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986116739420726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651906734986731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523315035225352,0.0,0.0925266891309926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058596170512662527,0.08279000862517492,0.0,0.1269490234317099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109280620749535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294935661759404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318292709981772,0.0,0.2746543432248484,0.0,0.24488288111542575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067893309148295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132334966876653,0.116149657265239,0.0,0.10255673557088026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471152904771682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519060086520122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160437146690037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955108672608647,0.0,0.0,0.2357983727877789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326055482621046,0.0,0.0,0.07424046003733335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602354183227702,0.0,0.0,0.10549957082486154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922253853027104,0.24090284048813645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851198145557742,0.0,0.0,0.13514979369218866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867996312513954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939831867033306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537863652318064,0.2361983990482346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462771033907564
anxiety,WastingMyLifeHere2,2020/03/13,"Virus concerns being disregarded because of my mental illness Paraphrasing...

Me:. Our weekly public outing should be cancelled for a while because:  two of our group are medically sorta fragile, and two of the people, we are meeting, work closely with the public. Better to be safe than sorry.

Other person:. So are we supposed to stay away from everyone for six months!? Are we supposed to stop going to the store?!

Me. : No of course not. Grocery shopping is a necessity. Going to that place is not.

Other person. : You are overreacting. Just like that one time (Literally happened thirty years ago) that you overreacted about a medical issue. That is proof that you are overreacting now.

Me :  don't disregard my concern because of my illness. This is logical precaution not panic.

Next day.

Me. : I'm going to the pharmacy to pick up my medicine.

Other person:. I'll do it.

Me  : I can do it myself.

Other person. :  You said you didn't want to leave the house.

Me. : No I did not.  (@#$&)",1.6304621239579546,4.250435511235956,3.48755708590069,80.28558716926428,98.38202247191013,5.442841609278724,23.719463573758613,6.968188349444268,1.6790403769481703,763,32,123,14,31,254,105,178,0.12,0.8059999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.7784,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,5,5,0,2,4,4,0,1,8,0,20,4,0,1,1,21,27,3,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,4,12,6,0,4,1,1,2,3,8,1,0,4,3,2,23,3,21,20,0,18,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,1,11,99,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275442360579305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589795016966293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518349101076851,0.0,0.0,0.2631305401270716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725345747896516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279309599662956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748706016472748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531730110360744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723589813820274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602249432376592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501772211919473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235208398219868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029431759291302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898954205043941,0.14500094763504467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148466123254552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302196821506542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749933220158448,0.0,0.0,0.1688165435764451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975085458289393,0.5025348567165766,0.150327862986934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686636646505093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106604425883692,0.0,0.1533609008510051,0.0,0.1202932323469616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389975403320968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811069740290656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486634577153883,0.0,0.11541484100278993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474906158083573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265639806702793
anxiety,daysurprises,2020/03/13,"Anxiety over something that will probably never happen I'm really freaked out over something that is most likely is never going to come out, come back to me, or ever affect my life in any way. I can choose to just forget about it and move on, never telling anyone about it, but part of me is freaked out because I'm scared of the very very unlikely chance itll come out. I also feel bad because I'm currently in a relationship and while I'm not obligated to tell my significant other this thing, I'm anxious that itll come out and bring my whole world down.
I really need advice on how to move on from this and how to stop thinking about it so much? I know everything is fine and will be fine, but how can I truly convince myself? Sorry for being vague about my issue, I dont want to write it all out! Any advice is much appreciated, I've been stressed about this for about 3 months and want to move on with my life!",10.162650878533233,5.856421475935829,9.972956455309397,71.14245989304813,61.513368983957214,13.038655462184876,37.40947288006112,10.290406445055957,3.4940349885408715,724,20,150,11,7,240,101,187,0.156,0.742,0.102,-0.7739,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,2,2,0,15,2,0,4,5,42,33,15,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,14,17,0,1,4,0,0,9,5,5,0,0,1,1,14,4,35,26,6,35,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,2,10,106,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060282480254424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435897452903826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604785979155092,0.0,0.09026433644422913,0.13329852590092145,0.0,0.0825034622406151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072934820625447,0.09851924215176892,0.14385489821492028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40656215162627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138286939303183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673144075999072,0.0,0.0,0.1060445170910686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966081561422834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705815175155272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434083687387233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315405611032965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484587736521086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668391733620422,0.05764542894298238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418090191143312,0.3762237172474062,0.173476890582321,0.0874903283786945,0.2730104704828505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777494105767334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721643097491986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117869849346827,0.0,0.0,0.1266803445693483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813159589788112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167358102609046,0.0,0.13208352434999826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864744711992987,0.13516060441352784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626219842134588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838931874742065,0.07560516211729397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471319552749164,0.1391906791998514,0.09365736622469067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173499175061248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hopethishelps85,2020/03/13,"My Methods for Managing Anxiety I am an anxious person and these methods don't always work for me but I do use them all the time and at times they can calm me down so I figured I'd share. Also they may be too personal to how my brain works but hopefully not. 😊

""It's securing them"" - this is how I try to view everything a person does or says. I tell myself this when processing people's actions. They are defending or validating the personal world they live in with it's rights and wrongs and such by doing or saying what they are. For example if someone makes fun of your hair they are securing themselves by pointing out your wrong and their hair is right so they validate themselves in the process.

""We are fail miserably"" - I actually tell myself something a bit darker but I dont want it to be misconstrued as I find this thought relaxing as we often compare ourselves to others and think they are so much better but at the end of the day they are all going to fail miserably at the most basic part of life, survival. All I'm saying is the last thing we all do is fail hard haha so stop thinking other people are so high above you we are all the same at the end.

""Off"" - when I just can't stop thinking about things sometimes visualizing my thoughts as a light switch and holding it in the off position can help.

""Uh, Gr"" - I use this method really whenever. When I'm angry or stressed I let out an uhh like an exhale but very throaty or very whispery or I'll imagine doing it, it can feel like I'm releasing a pressure valve. When I'm angry or stressed I'll say or imagine saying grr, this helps me when Im thinking about something that happened or is happening and I want to feel like I'm doing something about it in a sense but this can build up some tension so I use uhh as well and alternate back and for as needed or I just use one whatever works.

""I have had a full life"" - when I keep feeling like It's not enough I try to remind myself of everything I've had and I know many will say they don't believe this about themselves but you have to be less specific and think about it more categorically. Just list all the things you've done in your life as small as things like I've eaten really good food, I've slept really well,  had a great shower and so on, its a way of being grateful but more so acknowledging it will never be enough if you disregard the good times you've had and to remember every little good thing as we do the bad. Just remember our minds are stuck in the thought that its never enough so this can help you ground yourself.

""Imagine you"" - this ones kind of weird but I think it's helpful. Imagining things I think is very helpful as we only have so much control over our world and if your lonely or anxious or whatever I think imagining that there is someone with you can really help. You can definitely imagine whoever but I choose myself often as I know I will always be with me if you get what I mean and self love is paramount in life so I'm hoping it lends to that as well. You can imagine as many as you need like in a anxious situation you could imagine 100 you's with you to comfort you haha or whoever you choose, it can be helpful.

""The feeling itself is useless"" - when you are worrying over something you really can't control then I tell myself this as it's very true. If you hand in a test and worry about the score that feeling is so completely useless, worry is only useful if you can do something about it. Reminding myself this can help at times.

""We are constantly more"" - this can help me with my fear of time passing and feeling like im not doing pr accomplishing more and am actually becoming less. Basically we are always more experienced every moment, we are always more than we were the previous moment, more life lived, more actions done, etc.

""Time only adds to us"" - this is also for time passing. It helps me to view everything as an addition even the things that feel like a huge subtraction. It can help to see everything even a death as an event caused by additions, like a heart attack was caused by a blockage being added to and added to until the addition was the event of the heart attack and in addition the brain was blocked as well and the next event that was added was the body shutting down. It can help to not view things as being taken away because logically time doesnt do that but yes easier said than done.

""Only helping the fucked over matters"" - whether your at work and are stressed out by what you have to do or someone says something rude to you or whatever pressures and anxieties you feel it can help to remember these things dont even register as problems in the world comparatively and that people are in excruciating pain and horrible circumstances and we're worried that we wont get this ""super important work thing done"" it just helps to compare our problems to other peoples problems and understand that we should actually be worrying about all the horrible things happening to people and how we can help. I admit I dont do my part but im just saying thats what we should be doing and worrying about but we dont and realizing this may help ease the anxieties over our ""big"" problems.

""It's always something"" - we constantly fall into this idea that once we fix these problems life will be good but we'll find something else to stress out about or something new will come along, accepting that there's always gonna be something getting to us can teach us why worry now cause its not gonna stop this worrying isnt productivr or leading anywhere.

""Any effort may help"" - when you decide not to do something you feel like doing because you know you wont see it through as much as you want to. Like weight loss, understand that any attempt to lose weight may help like if you eat less calories one day a week and decide whats the point understand that over time it all adds up so you'll be thinner than you would've been if you even put in that small effort.

""Endorphin training"" - try to change the way your body reacts to things through endorphins. Like if going to school makes you feel bad then maybe try telling yourself no this is good and massaging your shoulders or head or stretching or visualizing something good, try to turn that connection from school is bad to school is good and use that idea with everything. It would take a while but it all adds up and you'd remind yourself to try and feel good when you aren't.

""Endorphins"" - just remember to get endorphins in through deep breathing, self massage, stretching, shower or bath, good food, good tv or movie, good sleep, good conversation, good visualizations, just remember your body is storing all your stress so do what you can to get moving and feeling good.

""Imagination"" - This is probably the most important one but its so broad imagination is super important as you can do so much actually anything, you can imagine a feeling you want or keep yourself company, there are no limits. Imagining your wants and positive things is super important.

""It's good to stand up for yourself"" - no one is going to do it for you, even if your in the wrong stand up for your reasoning and where your coming from. Don't just take what they say stand up for yourself. This is important as even when you know your right you may over analyze and think maybe I did something wrong but understanding that its about making it clear where you are coming from is what is important not winning persay.

""The search for meaning is meaningful"" - if you struggle to believe anything is meaningful but keep trying to find meaning then in a sense you have found meaning as the search for meaning clearly is meaningful to you. This is for us who feel like everything is probably meaningless but still have this need for meaning that can drive them crazy.

I have a lot more but those are the main ones, just ideas thay can help me throughout the day. 😁",6.732971923129347,6.7704563129117314,6.699412566444052,78.1083992094862,64.92226613965744,10.115015219662896,33.192676389078194,9.81036642444999,3.031396519921857,6265,239,1193,119,87,1992,437,1518,0.14,0.67,0.19,0.9985,2,2,16,0,0,0,130.0,26,59,15,24,74,93,5,12,60,3,156,30,15,20,15,307,254,155,1,30,72,0,20,14,0,19,7,10,3,6,106,79,6,14,79,3,1,15,26,39,5,6,25,37,148,54,164,193,40,136,0,10,5,2,145,68,1,47,62,850,254,16,0.0,0.0,0.09670244036795686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039623123992483585,0.12368248667918015,0.0,0.0,0.033694004280373516,0.0,0.05685556163915741,0.08396187081540546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04077337710124511,0.0,0.0,0.056367442899025774,0.02327575723585056,0.019049487511266408,0.06205514897086563,0.03020370079976742,0.027360664742540917,0.0,0.05582307405858879,0.0,0.0219103720547288,0.027046522848524605,0.08255416702341818,0.0,0.05531140491802114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634840831823025,0.026207346681383883,0.0640211859481677,0.025974809562034826,0.053543253729944514,0.05557174297575017,0.01977982658344619,0.0,0.0,0.04793106523802844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021679678933754887,0.10140860577238056,0.11613861998605847,0.0,0.0,0.02534973495390373,0.02069529243560455,0.0,0.043884385327060266,0.07679373047916896,0.027629284178939638,0.09817698459137998,0.0,0.04174591218878945,0.0,0.1335903151892366,0.0,0.0,0.0278773605848201,0.17536896034128138,0.12388862285893887,0.0,0.0,0.06792828658920336,0.0,0.059913042962717065,0.027163142382231,0.0,0.02290293622717465,0.06471631941504387,0.0,0.04223848565788832,0.3116857400872636,0.0,0.02731315106888103,0.0,0.0,0.06572204611540121,0.0,0.02219241738049109,0.0,0.0254250186691567,0.0,0.0,0.058714035165428925,0.3321064998278304,0.026174831106624673,0.0,0.049211854849303086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389965784486643,0.08027971603777401,0.0,0.0,0.0660601520976848,0.0,0.025798052337585368,0.05446002888580402,0.02019391588940073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025332841775731998,0.10499060990959808,0.16944486658588548,0.024829809647469576,0.04375135703585879,0.0,0.0,0.02771549366741087,0.0,0.021061759597908642,0.022359280073548208,0.0,0.049610019180918806,0.050233396000973735,0.04977713110450484,0.16191528364677227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02501442917617916,0.0,0.0,0.026330579703399058,0.07284623831152898,0.0551082736983108,0.03821409243151978,0.02392664583479577,0.02634716826215253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02638323931294542,0.1007240205152352,0.07536622457713257,0.026361020766480867,0.0,0.0,0.053655122450513945,0.0,0.0858750080346394,0.08652594514337719,0.0,0.0,0.0468384099295355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342059346828994,0.11852568328712428,0.0,0.02490446516706157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935350539425315,0.02547154501155849,0.0,0.0,0.1403191687365646,0.06346995125650404,0.023565513035461685,0.17730975060123788,0.0,0.07521708448445763,0.03948294868531813,0.0,0.051688856422503336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02784673729702786,0.02479164514987539,0.0,0.06297216370716151,0.2479365985591022,0.024501876012124103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01978435181908972,0.0621359025193529,0.1418912566161931,0.025898906473389532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037253559513648116,0.0,0.0866134112181999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139615561473362,0.14286619026953865,0.0,0.05900277988410237,0.13001197581013071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773826866351572,0.026946730216652358,0.0,0.10316140576788807,0.11919910223609564,0.1283794148146187,0.0,0.08176376574529459,0.0730610094066419,0.039328505351532116,0.019872011001559626,0.06033551618070969,0.08909831964562605,0.0,0.022354459530707527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017793925163822,0.2012715965783777,0.0,0.0351971278700351,0.10834484310498124,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbganzz,2020/03/13,Explain how you feel while anxious or having an anxiety attack? I feel like I understood what anxiety was last year when I was in a bad spot but now I’m going through something similar yet not the same. I would really appreciate if people can tell me how they feel or what happens to them when you have anxiety? Especially if it involves your mind? (Ex: mind won’t stop racing) id really appreciate any comment,3.7683001808318255,5.990084202531648,5.689909584086803,74.36987341772152,74.0632911392405,9.577576853526224,30.273056057866178,9.957137785484203,3.523237251356239,328,15,58,10,7,113,60,79,0.16399999999999998,0.721,0.115,0.2309,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,0,6,3,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,18,15,10,0,3,6,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,10,1,3,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,9,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182241464308662,0.0,0.4786248004515755,0.23560423704082836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23725784542185396,0.0,0.0,0.1741320897896567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163502562917682,0.14898948866355266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852482669265176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442171882787695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999759890233254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188790320980406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42115584923228094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445835988578086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672073203709209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055340881992172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435869119806874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228351574399973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481492559178402,0.0,0.0,0.13430055858418635
anxiety,Alex_wiireal,2020/03/13,"I got my anxiety medication back!! I have been suffering with anxiety for years now and about 4 years ago when first I got diagnosed I got frustrated. I guess I expected them to do a one week miracle and ""cure"" me of my anxiety, so I stopped taking them. After some consideration and taking note that my anxiety keeps me from doing normal everyday things(and things that I could've done but it held me back), I've decided to try this again. I'm currently on my third day and I'm already feeling more confident that this will help me for the better! Wish me luck! :)",4.65461009174312,6.086492385321102,5.962282110091742,76.58360665137616,70.10091743119266,10.954587155963305,31.05619266055045,10.9516,3.7467697247706417,446,19,86,15,8,150,73,109,0.094,0.667,0.239,0.9739,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,7,4,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,18,18,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,1,19,2,10,11,2,16,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,15,60,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621397946312004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202114462029806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047305471344361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536653753035002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588063713039529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169533119357044,0.0,0.0,0.1063760170722894,0.0,0.0,0.16741591954150084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879622107315087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340125594913562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403023142640909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957652655875145,0.0,0.18170574865870495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105592996527258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466108844534081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616494939383228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616112879567906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177114542216897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790158416835294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480365455981918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958227052753924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198697261709753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132309100855459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896788551267881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243861898934835
anxiety,ComradeUpsDriver555,2020/03/13,"This belongs here Hey there pal

I know you have been having some troubles lately 

Be the person I know you can be 

I believe in you 

We ALL believe in you 

Your a winner kiddo
Don't you ever forget

-Motivational lizard 
  2015",0.26704545454545325,2.472727522727276,2.377727272727274,87.8115909090909,103.3181818181818,3.1090909090909093,16.863636363636363,5.148860815047168,-0.4199454545454544,177,5,32,1,8,59,34,44,0.067,0.81,0.12300000000000001,0.354,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,2,8,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,2,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7453845623876608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992226898848659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635921658135447,0.0,0.3731507618892505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888371199702496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zickedy,2020/03/13,"Im not at home and feel like I want to run back, away from where I am So im at my Uncles house which is pretty far away from my house, im 18 btw I live with my grandma. Im staying here for the weekend and I feel scared like im not safe like the feeling of being outside in pitch black knowing a animal is about to attack you and you gotta run. I know im completely safe and everything is fine and normal I just cant stop feeling the way I am. Maybe some tips to help ground myself or stop thinking so much would be nice, music is helping a little.",0.6004545454545465,2.1109689262295106,2.7600447093889717,95.02854694485843,81.04918032786884,5.419970193740686,20.10730253353204,6.1124844417494595,-0.10928852459016357,427,11,102,3,11,145,76,122,0.085,0.6920000000000001,0.222,0.9093,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,7,9,1,1,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,25,19,8,0,3,4,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,4,7,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,5,13,7,14,15,2,17,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,2,7,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916968016340405,0.2133516770027414,0.08730629180801708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904594818834174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204364670124302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296396780313716,0.08111396512162522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220875085568192,0.0,0.11389123444695995,0.0,0.0,0.2620229535375142,0.0,0.0,0.7358648688594238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479871626375715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641170933753255,0.11379826388176575,0.10025909468982586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406754987517535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346595853800863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112464186248784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551237464316345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367470159447465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101997491915145,0.0,0.18985130995958865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275271427057245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696963163205333,0.09012384093176468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065651936326255,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,captainechinoid,2020/03/13,"I think I’m teetering on OCD and I’m severely distressed. I just came home from work only to find that my 8 year old sister took it upon herself to rearrange my things/tidy my room. Now, as you might imagine, a child has a different view of what “cleaning” is. I basically came home to everything not being where it should be and I got so distressed that I just FELT that anxiety and anger bubble up. But now I’m just sat on my bedroom floor crying over something so stupid as not being able to find a tiny owl figure I had on my desk and I feel so stupid about it as well. It feels so wrong and I’m so impossibly distressed about this and I feel like I HAVE to reorganize everything in my room.",3.086573426573427,4.414709405594408,4.498181818181816,85.96727272727274,73.82517482517483,7.997202797202798,25.58741258741259,8.575989854853784,1.6088797202797207,547,18,117,10,11,182,84,143,0.217,0.752,0.031,-0.9818,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,14,9,3,3,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,26,23,15,0,1,6,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,6,1,9,8,0,0,10,0,0,3,2,7,1,0,7,5,17,2,19,11,0,18,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,1,5,78,26,2,0.17253733212814346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199058682258427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946734869697125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952415761380406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026478937471715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101308576907525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617201778722913,0.12326070454693472,0.16566289630985342,0.0,0.3153919915756022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137993866088126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461380239174068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429302528053176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830348435394544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810489061652231,0.0,0.0,0.13122241591340594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949180745057471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282766768362508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055495567558953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169532446612875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513178248378645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560923269899632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864248731796404,0.0,0.11110838503188514
anxiety,BatmortaJones,2020/03/13,Loud noises = panic attacks? Anyone else get panic attacks from loud noises? Whenever an ambulance with alarm passes right by me I get a panic attack even though I try to prepare when I hear it approaching.,5.478596491228071,7.549023000000004,6.428947368421053,71.53096491228072,69.0,8.224561403508767,28.456140350877188,8.841846274778883,2.7531298245614044,166,6,24,3,3,55,30,38,0.45299999999999996,0.547,0.0,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512484715060626,0.1833537318214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6107387462050653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948838436293807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819369754303045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869862542193769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201687796139576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6298719968208967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282091323348265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581584540889733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149418324387548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,simov_,2020/03/13,"Psychologist Starting therapy next Thursday, I've never been there since I was 5 and I'm getting so anxious like I don't want to, but my parents make me to. I'm afraid I can't talk to anybody",1.271341463414636,3.2545150975609762,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,80.95121951219512,6.051219512195122,29.76219512195122,7.1686216300943375,1.7612390243902434,153,8,32,2,4,53,32,41,0.086,0.858,0.055999999999999994,-0.0077,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,10,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,3,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834658361088128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734119518800495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583118573945976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265760314751677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26179381360396303,0.0,0.3609938228612745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769032850721453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807848004174619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402544054719469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728256374927531,0.0,0.0,0.38817441807496944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002080286229016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrsmronan,2020/03/13,"I’m feeling very anxious about the coronavirus outbreak. Tips on how to cope with this? I keep seeing numbers rising in my area and it’s making me panic. I tried to prevent myself from reading the news/Twitter but I just can’t do it because I’m afraid I’m missing out on important information. My school is closed for the remainder of the week because a faculty member reported flu-like symptoms. Because of my anxiousness I’ve been breathing a little heavy and I’m feeling very tense. I’m at the point where every time I see updates, I feel depressed and almost bring myself to cry. I never thought this would happen to me.",2.8034329307056574,5.463083710743803,4.0333884297520655,82.72322949777495,79.66115702479341,6.037126509853784,29.142403051493964,7.321109707123232,2.0490973935155754,503,24,86,7,13,164,84,121,0.17800000000000002,0.77,0.052000000000000005,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,0,5,2,1,2,1,20,21,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,5,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,5,13,0,15,18,0,16,0,2,2,0,1,10,0,1,4,52,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913878516712695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042037562989731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271605396279664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650916573834595,0.0,0.0,0.15408310576967327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072783353589594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713660066247381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819739158685642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901123545871731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930107256234828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941465755972774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797584148347442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989624187266911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691148111225356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894469413282232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810525884619557,0.2851143503600383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859417354293227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202366520434767,0.1043158608305328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145883259291855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952163367946309,0.0,0.0,0.14349980677010712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270827861311164,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swapnilsahoo,2020/03/13,"Discrimination under the suspect of potential COVID-19 transmission. HELP NEEDED. 

Hello all,

I see one of friend has returned from UK to India and his apartment dwellers have asked him to stop using his own maid, cook and helper services ,inspite of his through check in the airports and not showing any symptoms. The apartment dwellers are further restricting the buying of essential services from the apartment supermarket for him and his family !!

I feel there is a blanket discrimination against anyone who is coming from UK. 

I would need legal and government help along with media coverage on this discrimination without justification under the panic pretext of COVID-19 ?

Regards,
Swapnil",9.736418918918918,12.313580513513514,8.212240990990992,60.897820945945966,59.18018018018018,9.874324324324323,44.505630630630634,10.125756701596842,5.4474225225225235,571,34,70,12,8,173,78,111,0.10400000000000001,0.784,0.11199999999999999,0.4436,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,0,6,2,0,2,1,20,13,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,8,1,2,3,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,9,2,20,12,2,11,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,0,2,54,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715713067664934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215608599885585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435436047968371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440806798971308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455875803883873,0.0,0.1317227224730616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127096739405148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492314780931783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863327755564698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652971051083027,0.0,0.0,0.3056547659769973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759437915245635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177997428609678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707717733340075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499877205900976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511243245372326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850602893508454,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The1Bun,2020/03/13,"Ate Half An Unwashed Jalapeño...Paranoid I'm Gonna Get Sick I got some kind of food poisoning recently, and I've been super careful with everything ever since...except just now. I was careful with every part of my meal, except the damn Jalapeño. \* sigh \* I forgot to wash it before I chopped it up and dumped it on top of my food. I ate it before I remembered that I forgot to wash it first. :( Am I screwed? I don't think I can handle another bout of food poisoning. Ugh. ;\_;",-0.3038829787234043,1.8692963510638307,1.7650797872340434,92.87187500000002,101.44680851063828,4.903191489361704,20.768617021276604,6.6274283507984215,0.6998531914893618,363,14,74,6,16,120,62,94,0.242,0.662,0.096,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,3,11,5,0,2,0,5,12,0,0,1,12,16,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,4,6,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,7,0,12,4,11,8,2,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,4,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077439744881647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096260612948546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37098910649139705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457035324691993,0.15328783258997075,0.0,0.16351117827426687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475356394945988,0.6599884887956271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950533723299147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550980064802296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945699449504655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970175520562092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796385687272913,0.0,0.20609655047595787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165764103654624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lazo17900,2020/03/13,"Feeling anxious.. So all this stuff going on has definitely taken a toll on me, but I read a couple of comments in here and felt a lot better. I went out for a jog and played some good tunes. To be completely honest I still do feel a bit uneasy, but overall I feel better than I did yesterday. Thanks again r/anxiety.",3.074062500000004,4.48836703125,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000002,74.0,7.620000000000001,25.3,8.238735603445708,1.5921912500000004,246,8,49,4,5,84,51,64,0.046,0.595,0.359,0.9722,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,12,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,6,6,8,7,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964581857470574,0.2652932901696817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153795980096957,0.25637569641259245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462168585568999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25983711443175245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35621430833233114,0.0,0.22547552315259514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346042344151873,0.19696591961014445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964574798874696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348955244730089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753711906325726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688264290101978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620173246645835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176915940670427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OreoOhNo,2020/03/13,"Heart Palpitations and Anxiety? I've had a history of anxiety for years, and it's manifested in a number of ways. For example, I've had episodes where I feel like my heart is pounding out my chest when I'm trying to sleep. 

A few days ago, i started getting what I think are heart palpitations. It feels like my heart will skip a beat, then make a big thud in my chest to make up for the skipped beat. The first night I had this I obviously freaked out, and it was happening every few minutes. But after some conversations with family, it just seems like severe anxiety. 

Over the past few days, it's been coming in ebbs and flows. Sometimes ill go like 12 hours without this ""flutter"", then sometimes, itll happen more often.

I just want t understand if anyone else here has dealt with this.",5.398627450980391,6.2075252352941215,5.87896078431373,80.16432352941176,67.8888888888889,9.518692810457518,30.33267973856209,9.642632912329526,2.648192679738562,623,23,123,13,10,201,96,153,0.085,0.828,0.087,0.0422,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,8,0,10,8,7,2,1,25,25,9,0,2,5,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,2,10,4,18,18,5,26,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,4,17,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218674989599756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29045143219628033,0.0,0.0,0.08849286334233958,0.12967445797435695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901920945785397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323992638790655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572364698095472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663125676717652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930838363546027,0.0,0.12798387509229614,0.18082727983878705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765086004751942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612175526422258,0.0,0.07192628888268318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238310773328848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998912019216255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246349355774342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24732096943445095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895797827523787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876687086459857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081470559874508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152143883858598,0.0,0.14297543298102458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665021033446233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503398005065455,0.0,0.08957897787328026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109377591583658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592512518116066,0.0,0.0,0.13175218566493066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464766579757083,0.10045649340331506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121998177614281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814997249384781
anxiety,Infidus00,2020/03/13,"I'm (30F)Healthy now after 10 years of crippling anxiety I started suffering from anxiety at 15, but around the time I turned 20, it exploded. I was vomiting for hours EVERY morning, unable to hold a job, I felt terrified all the time. My Night Terrors were at their worst and I genuinely just wanted to end it. I didn't think there was anything I could do. I have a great support system that got me through it. And now I'm a fully functioning member of society. Super proud because I just got a raise.

My doctor told me that I'm on the other side yesterday, and I thought I would reach out to all you guys, and give what help I could.

I'm well aware anxiety comes in many forms, but ask me anything. I'll give you what information or experience I have. ❤️",2.822338056680163,4.646543723684214,4.34105263157895,84.76467611336035,75.57894736842105,8.097975708502025,27.481781376518217,8.841846274778883,2.1796906882591096,594,24,121,13,13,198,99,152,0.14,0.7,0.16,0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,2,7,8,0,1,7,0,10,2,0,0,2,23,28,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,9,1,21,5,15,16,4,20,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,11,78,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682687204017181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641000981897042,0.14284898110886401,0.15001428007582476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781873509157316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822746358199892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562384827674202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424400386919602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212546639308796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351997343842949,0.0,0.0,0.15696678112892662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540727620828421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078676929195029,0.0,0.0,0.25667903401762304,0.17691460438143167,0.0,0.15888681350781805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755714322629728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802693033868284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923799031092986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626875888072358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505867030115541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357883590669797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820951960694976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282029206482687,0.0,0.12739227627350566,0.187138318723308,0.0,0.0,0.15333237613100245,0.0,0.0,0.17454119825389772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464715032174167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427842773801608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399061823343525,0.0,0.0,0.103335002307383
anxiety,theofficialbigcheese,2020/03/13,"Help needed badly Hi I'm new here and I dont even know where to start. I'm 18 and a music major at university and I also work full time. For the past 2 nights I've had the worst panic attacks I've ever had in my entire life. Like just shaking and hyperventilating and repeating the same word over and over followed by crying spells, and this repeats itself for about 2 hours. I could count the number or times I've cried in the past 10 years on one hand, and I'm incredibly confused. My workload is massive and I dont have enough time to take care of myself. I was diagnosed with anxiety when I was 16 but it hasn't resurfaced till recently. I'm so fucking scared and I need help and I dont know where to go",1.625052732502397,3.5574140604026847,3.528499520613618,88.72109060402686,79.53691275167785,6.136337488015339,21.38111217641419,7.1686216300943375,0.5507944391179294,561,16,121,7,14,189,98,149,0.15,0.764,0.086,-0.8049,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,2,4,6,0,11,4,1,0,1,24,25,17,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,4,1,11,2,16,20,5,28,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,2,17,74,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558794441048867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057209083969413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644342040675526,0.0,0.0,0.1206841929137083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473673453814158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540278833189388,0.0,0.31753904390406656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670424343167934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081965907107402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934762928475925,0.0,0.09546677708948052,0.13074397960546505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362415946636708,0.0,0.0,0.08214495712374707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193763155311748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234199481400214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886992637531694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020923100708905,0.0706145511800756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143479677172582,0.0,0.139596858097633,0.0,0.1356402459580104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794350126056424,0.0,0.0,0.1695856061290535,0.0,0.0,0.2759580388615434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271502067445113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470895225302072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230558827512792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867548876189674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528459061008572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522625758885737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307850460056598
anxiety,judasamputation1,2020/03/13,"3 days of full blast panic So I was driving home from work the other night, and with seemingly nothing on my mind, my heart skipped a beat. I tried to not pay too much attention to it, until it skipped again, and again. It reached a point where it skipped and I had a light switch moment where my heart just started racing and skipping non stop, to the point where I had to drive to my girlfriend’s place in an attempt to calm down/not feel entirely alone. Got up the next day and it was fine for a while, went to work where it skipped/raced off and on again all night, had a day off today and tried to go about my daily business but couldn’t get past focusing on my heart. I’ve had bouts of anxiety before, but it hasn’t been this bad for a while, feeling kind of alone, at least in the circle of people that I know. Trying not to feel hopeless and ruminate on this but I’m in the thick of it and would appreciate any and all input. Thanks everyone :/",5.404097902097902,4.964062994871792,5.423123543123545,87.75566433566433,67.76923076923077,8.731934731934732,29.00932400932401,8.00094639256281,1.562435897435897,744,22,166,8,11,233,111,195,0.096,0.8140000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.5276,0,2,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,4,11,7,0,1,12,0,10,3,3,0,2,29,22,17,0,2,6,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,1,6,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,9,5,11,4,31,11,5,41,0,1,0,0,1,20,0,1,17,108,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769021528596929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090626984414693,0.0,0.10226403062696424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116163392280488,0.0,0.0,0.11375094027686827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25863559072340225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773596512618354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277628071767134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984173382432736,0.0,0.07597282774848155,0.0,0.10691526788147224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47523059710919396,0.0,0.0,0.13409088606684594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392060550440438,0.0734664547498843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497763161451326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826940932835718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142169079563127,0.2508972772706106,0.0,0.12826855758066838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684344473703354,0.0,0.0,0.12761168357939287,0.09267615197416572,0.0,0.13966605032492418,0.0,0.252739632647659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169629517884067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461864864114038,0.0,0.0,0.11176158769834182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307361655266312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671201364856216,0.0,0.0,0.27227769579364586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392172564621674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463973498391532,0.0,0.0,0.09496169043214966,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loldina,2020/03/13,"Decided to go into work despite my crippling anxiety about the virus. I got to work (as a server) and put some gloves on. Immidiately I was told I'm a psycho and I'll probably die first because I'm freaking out about it. As if it's not enough that I work 10 min from the new york boarder, the elderly man whos sick in town probably caught it from the environment, whatever that means. I'm assuming in the air. People are still coming in to eat, one woman was blowing her nose and sounded stuffy. Elderly patrons who I know aren't well aren't staying home. My anxiety has me thinking I'm getting sick because I'm feeling sleepy or my inhaler causes me to produce flem. My manager told me it's too late for us now, we probably already all have it. I almost walked out then and there. Every article I read gets me more worried. I'm angry at myself for not staying home and I feel another panic attack creeping. 

Please for the love of God, if you have any sort of cough or cold symptoms... STAY HOME. I feel like I'm not safe from it and it's terrifying.",2.484558932542626,4.4168406384976535,4.349241413392637,83.84786508524836,76.88732394366197,7.488905361996541,28.111934766493697,8.371475516178862,2.1272873239436616,828,36,164,16,19,281,130,213,0.153,0.7759999999999999,0.071,-0.9640000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,0,5,7,7,1,1,8,0,8,7,1,2,1,33,31,13,1,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,3,2,10,11,1,1,8,1,0,5,5,3,1,2,6,7,21,4,24,25,4,25,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,8,8,96,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636454273668805,0.0,0.1282373343406503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902475733768592,0.12185319094135667,0.17779610182057995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220225948140116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167743949578626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937661846821265,0.0,0.10010205657413852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060453825076695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890879081260032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007291397551695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790942486705416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627328021516225,0.08301831707726527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988456303831244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142674156519867,0.0,0.06604312647933515,0.0,0.09294136823029073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496953428227169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063864338169668,0.0,0.13108657823934106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056772879287547026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488137102105907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265835101598173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223346238493026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874488304663567,0.0,0.0,0.13634389774875208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056331464600835,0.0,0.0,0.1275604097569049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758724609166565,0.0,0.0,0.11682014996349227,0.0,0.0,0.1162384655477919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715836589466249,0.09280307490776153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078358686374464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446076507898187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220815718145254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978273479599995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448406533402864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253800279976493,0.11801386788449858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YoItsMCat,2020/03/13,"I think Xanax saved me today People sometimes mistrust medication, and I understand that. But lately I've been having severe panic attacks over the virus and recent tornado...I had trouble focusing while driving home today and got into a minor car wreck. I couldn't stop crying and the cops almost called an ambulance on me because I was fairly unstable.

I'm still terrified about the damage to my car, but after taking a Xanax my body is calmer, and I'm slightly more in control. I've been in the brink of complete mental shutdown or worse lately, so this is a lifesaver.",6.461455273698263,7.5414436635514015,7.0237650200267066,71.93121495327107,65.6355140186916,8.731108144192259,32.10814419225634,8.841846274778883,2.9587153538050734,460,18,71,7,7,151,78,107,0.177,0.701,0.122,-0.4996,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,8,0,8,4,1,1,0,16,14,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,5,0,8,1,9,8,1,18,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,9,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164324235008134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063656719946645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057814035373807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149156176631536,0.0,0.0,0.18522697489017853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019166932248396,0.0,0.20345255156684905,0.0,0.0,0.19925647024412688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508003105382494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819563314023567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092482218376692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827387452685664,0.18280586280030267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283070494911965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575808182295148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910799831594848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492737180206344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940661659709006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486415732709695,0.15165630629926208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363882313589942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623209681164885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438869534593724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888410377541929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485939596154946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nikkiB1156,2020/03/13,Sudden onset of severe anxiety Anyone ever all of sudden one day ur fine didn’t even know what anxiety was and then bam u wake up thinking ur gonna die I’m in my 30 s I had one episode the first time that lasted for months and it was incredibly crippling and 5 years later I’m having another one anyone else ever have anxiety that just comes outta no where and hits u like a truck,2.241160714285716,4.027240937500004,4.35464285714286,84.19750000000002,77.125,7.071428571428572,21.42857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.0488571428571434,305,8,61,5,7,105,62,80,0.172,0.774,0.054000000000000006,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,3,11,13,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,5,7,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,13,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090745497079017,0.4575912986863976,0.0,0.0,0.27883191317118017,0.204295441693128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175415958655646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858805575252852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693212326006047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656217033622486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169316710945256,0.3607137326653217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959839544038888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957782592367647,0.16252693546572286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741036800897088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159148721465561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053291712163702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252504439841248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775907474828627,0.0,0.0,0.11626410492476355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283986265627372
anxiety,weerubywanders,2020/03/13,"Anxiety ruins the day yet again I feel like I’ve had an ok few weeks. Managed to push myself and not let my anxiety win. But I can feel myself slipping back into that pattern of not being able to sleep because of anxiety attacks, spiralling and feeling suicidal.

It’s exhausting, I just want to not feel like this? I’m sick of being looked at as lazy, but I can’t explain how exhausted I am.",3.575991561181436,4.950465354430381,5.22854430379747,81.02779535864978,72.67088607594937,8.30464135021097,30.888185654008442,8.841846274778883,2.6524160337552747,309,14,59,6,6,105,58,79,0.203,0.648,0.149,-0.7566,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,2,1,7,4,1,1,0,16,15,6,1,1,6,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,5,8,4,9,11,1,8,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,7,42,11,1,0.2183902873160266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5012039161087725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845047966751585,0.0,0.1679286505180916,0.0,0.13312869212248835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084366834114426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416987646436285,0.31203612979002426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233188651752971,0.0,0.21338892612620475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339283834610795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185480061697048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888352814577304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881224975622796,0.0,0.17517951538585666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rakapawa,2020/03/13,"Can anyone in the UK/Scotland tell me how they went about getting professional help? 23F here. I've been suffering with anxiety and depression all my life and in the last 3 years it's culminated into what I suspect to be a truly awful case of OCD. I don't recognise myself anymore and I want to get help. I need to. This isn't living, whatever I'm doing now. It's just miserable.

After looking online most sources told me to get in touch with my GP. I did. She said that she has to refer me to a separate organisation in my town that deals with individuals seeking ""mild to moderate emotion health issues"". She made it clear that it's not therapy and she can't escalate my case until after I've completed the course, which to my knowledge is basically a bunch of group sessions that teach us ways to improve our day to day lives. It's got elements of CBT but isn't CBT, supposedly.

I'm not knocking it. I understand the NHS doesn't exactly have the resources to throw therapists at everyone and since I can't afford private therapy I'm going to put my best foot forward. But I just can't help but feel like I'm being dismissed, or that they're trying to weed a bunch of us out first. Can anyone tell me how their search for help went?",3.7653883701188486,5.238450891129034,5.392461799660442,79.64948217317489,72.34677419354837,8.76943972835314,28.778438030560274,9.276330184999452,2.531956451612903,983,39,192,22,19,334,146,248,0.048,0.8390000000000001,0.113,0.9486,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,2,2,7,5,0,1,9,1,17,3,1,3,3,32,36,12,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,14,10,0,0,5,0,0,6,9,3,0,1,8,4,28,2,32,26,5,24,0,3,1,0,19,9,0,2,11,123,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007362524811377,0.0,0.1305930081981071,0.18415001827379998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819197424069635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380659111661211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698477950196702,0.1357582020661302,0.11341738181536293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812435391707546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258276478541242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658229841039004,0.09407353776624283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200851173868732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063949901773017,0.0,0.07483782822617473,0.0,0.1053180023647204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997164557798172,0.0,0.0,0.3530542650825782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744163618896826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733828059926337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301078278961006,0.06433309890857802,0.0,0.2325549667451313,0.0,0.11057958651019398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460054750985007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976404209724547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237662694632346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525959128083944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892858455261964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019147667833575,0.0,0.3011793363285889,0.15289277367647972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258276478541242,0.0,0.08940333024978915,0.0,0.0,0.13708544667579872,0.3167940966247633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776693650850724,0.10452292081666334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24414078275737425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479879207134734
anxiety,Nainaio,2020/03/13,"I’m an italian OCD and anxiety sufferer, and I’m here to tell you that it’s going to be okay. I know you probably don’t believe me, but it WILL get better and easier. I know it sounds scary when governments start to put out all of those limitations and lockdowns, but it’s for the better. 

If you’re starting quarantine or are obligated to stay home just like we are, I promise you’ll get used to it. And not used to it in a negative way! There are so many things you can do at home: I baked so many cakes, I’m trying to do the splits, I’m reading all the books I never got a chance to read. Isolation is reaaally not that bad.

We have the amazing power of adaptation. Every tool you have learned to cope with your anxiety will come in super handy, and you’ll see how strong you are with them. Sometimes I imagine COVID-19 as the boss level of anxiety, and it gets me super pumped lol. It makes me want to kick its ass so much.

It’s a wild ride but if us italians are riding it out, you’ll ride it out as well!
Sending you all a giant hug. We’re in this shit together.",3.085312500000001,3.951514763392861,4.5146428571428565,87.63035714285715,73.24107142857143,8.1,26.05357142857143,8.472884824447931,1.5232553571428569,833,27,186,14,16,278,127,224,0.125,0.665,0.21,0.9767,1,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,10,1,7,9,14,1,0,10,2,18,4,2,5,4,39,37,20,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,3,0,17,15,1,1,4,3,0,7,5,3,1,0,1,2,23,11,25,30,4,22,0,1,1,2,16,9,2,3,5,120,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33741596021274256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275783917756472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564427113611854,0.0,0.260059315652706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664706440833653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238729918414537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043992630429885,0.0,0.08355640612399934,0.0,0.11758750870160985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949515732340827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159969587796327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182787992423982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813881454166433,0.2981159460527086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807862388102113,0.0,0.11339299375207823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851537053345646,0.0,0.0,0.14779845252889867,0.0,0.0,0.2941250347250241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715808144890305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091672051957752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540924024485533,0.0,0.2081268913390193,0.15670666916766282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850434711633585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976753695406085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981878347154774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685024286959594,0.2539608689831979,0.0,0.0,0.08671781592630007,0.11669980046226355,0.0,0.0,0.1321910918204075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aerae_cura,2020/03/13,"Obsessing over random things from the past it feels like whenever I’m relaxed and just hanging out for too long, my brain will latch onto something absolutely random and make me miserable with it for no good reason. Like “hey, remember that time you did something dumb and irresponsible a month into your current job and theoretically could’ve gotten fired for it? It’s been almost two years but what if you got into trouble *now*? Remember that stupid thing you said when you were 10? What if everybody present remembers it too, and they’re still judging you? Hey, remember when...”

it’s not rational and it’s the most predictable anxiety tendency ever and I KNOW all this but it’s so hard to stop sometimes...",4.638205128205129,7.248947615384619,5.155000000000001,77.39916666666667,72.84615384615384,8.64102564102564,29.294871794871803,9.2995712137729,2.9495641025641026,570,24,98,14,12,182,93,130,0.203,0.7440000000000001,0.053,-0.9653,2,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,0,0,9,9,2,2,3,0,4,1,1,2,2,32,11,14,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,15,11,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,6,4,9,4,11,4,2,19,0,1,0,0,9,5,1,6,15,67,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292943117663713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683222430724187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048871596267012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193641586845005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814616180345898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722103841644266,0.10910491898375356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809631019162873,0.1221460613513452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368092800721769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155342475418804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393224154938743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922490874820518,0.0,0.0,0.13515452542538595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019433934294273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219015692246678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579081959479565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702407158314965,0.0,0.0,0.6920188684645554,0.0,0.14527398334474148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351463424566844,0.151046366881293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196431252431827,0.1276827717708135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029239638148596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905366442354377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918760144632426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983482237252958
anxiety,optimisticdoomer,2020/03/13,"Feeling extremely paranoid This isn't good, got the strong feeling that people are watching and listening to me through all of my electronic devices as well as having control over them",9.0896875,10.46302859375,7.612500000000002,68.9825,59.9375,10.15,47.25,10.125756701596842,5.52145,153,10,21,3,2,46,30,32,0.12300000000000001,0.6559999999999999,0.22,0.4021,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,3,6,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060190539979059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562443874255353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37841515585218216,0.3608372542023475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127804743983862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056508308508217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dont_ease_me_in,2020/03/13,"At a venue for a band I love and I cant go in lol Stopped by this rock club to see a band I really like and I’m so nervous to go in, I’m alone too.. I wanted to get out and do things I like by myself but now my anxiety is stopping me, it’s an hour til doors and im stopped for food just contemplating it... ugh",-1.847567567567566,-0.3269290675675656,1.5715540540540582,100.27057432432436,89.67567567567568,5.321621621621622,17.35810810810811,6.6274283507984215,-0.4529945945945948,235,6,67,3,8,85,51,74,0.226,0.6859999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.7959999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,11,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,3,0,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,12,11,0,12,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,8,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533163849768004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871069205063609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957532555407561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778561199453833,0.0,0.2780066804531068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240867040734472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641938627268411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389838360458973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074758838119768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668746835994118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490264614498048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6134522483692688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249146240036574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426262006791732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ryanisapparentlycute,2020/03/13,"My bf just had an anxiety attack and now he doesn't seem to remember anything I tried to calm him down with that 54321 method and now he's saying he's single and that we've not dated. We've been together for a year and a half and right now he's convinced that we never dated. 

I'm trying to stay calm

I'll update if anything changes",3.1708333333333307,3.8673066388888913,4.612111111111112,87.64399999999998,72.8888888888889,7.426666666666668,24.12222222222222,7.554174236665415,0.9657355555555562,266,7,58,3,5,89,48,72,0.07,0.8220000000000001,0.107,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,4,3,6,3,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,8,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107947834572216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535078864276246,0.0,0.0,0.31347758893003697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914950697568655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252093305068906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121441203213818,0.2353179573894269,0.0,0.21912819904382894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508501183895823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936993410685657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741603479618728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744498700168188
anxiety,Kokira,2020/03/13,"Girlfriend is wearing me out about the coronavirus She has the anxiety, not me. I try not to shut down her venting ever, because I’ve heard from other anxious people that talking worries out helps hugely. 


But nobody else wants to listen to her vent/ask about the same shit 20 times a day so I’m the one receiving it all and I’m really fatiguing from it being brought up every ten minutes for the entire day. 



I don’t want to tell her everything I feel because I don’t want her feeling bad and then feeling like she has no one to talk to. So I’m at a bit of a loss. I guess any 2 cents here would be cool.",3.241697287839017,4.0940283228346495,4.686561679790028,86.59568678915136,72.85826771653544,7.534208223972003,27.496937882764648,7.793537801064563,1.534141557305337,475,17,101,6,9,159,86,127,0.159,0.741,0.1,-0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,8,1,8,3,2,0,2,18,21,6,0,4,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,5,4,0,3,2,6,13,2,17,16,3,14,0,2,0,0,14,7,1,1,6,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720143640283754,0.0,0.14309388791768982,0.21131495645176485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748679053366829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618019197328584,0.2280497203266432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421179551155194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126549027781494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625752894671951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919879348850062,0.15759895885850106,0.0,0.16810982986941408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837365807653755,0.1336296312160696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605831907885874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537667967658506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913839160965952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535018789138067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296779602948428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982998263734325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920056799682903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006898256737878,0.16349125837088754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907123570780336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269956922472073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309834686634541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995988113213866,0.0,0.13287602105905533,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gr3ynax,2020/03/14,"Sudden grief for an important death, another diagnosis of cancer in the family just 6 months after, and now pandemic with husband abroad. Lost my father in law just about a year ago. It was... ugly. He died because of a late cancer diagnosis. He was still pretty young and left the (big) family in awful financial, emotional etc conditions. Six months later my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. I'm the only adult who can care for her, I have also a small sister with special needs (she can more or less manage now, but she's still sort of fragile). I am also under observation because that sort of cancer is hereditary, I'm of age for it to be serious and I have something going on with my breasts (it's not immediatly dangerous but it needs to be checked on frequently). I've not told my husband about it, since he's still suffering from the death of his father and, being also far away, cannot probably deal with it in a constructive way. Also, I have issues talking about personal problems.

I made it through my mother's radiotherapy alone, since my husband was working abroad. About a week and a half after the end of that therapy Italy (the country where I'm living) went on lockdown because of coronavirus.

My mother lives in another city with my sister. They're handling it pretty well, all considered. I cannot visit them, or I could but I'm at high risk of encountering a police checkpoint.

My husband have yet to return from his work abroad and I can only hope he'll make it.

When he was home our anxiety (let's pretend it came from the cancer things alone) was pretty bad: just for instance, if one of us took too much time in the bathroom the other one knocked on the door to be sure the partner haven't suddenly died on the toilet.

Now that I'm mostly alone and obviously experience a spike on panic attacks... I'm not able to deal very well with all the stress. I threw away whole days checking on news (all kind of news, even the fake and apocalyptic ones) and doing little else, even if I have plenty of hobbies and nice things to do. I recognize the problem and try to deal with it, but some words of comfort are very welcome, and it's easier to talk about it with complete strangers.

Also, the difficulties of writing in another language keep me going, in some sort of twisted way.",5.664944874501523,6.586263925170067,6.421868793494411,76.10612244897959,67.34467120181407,9.348064743138636,30.85315505512549,9.494082108488547,2.8369808585503167,1825,69,329,36,29,601,221,441,0.18600000000000005,0.718,0.096,-0.9933,0,4,1,0,0,0,60.0,2,0,1,3,27,23,2,3,25,1,28,8,2,2,5,61,50,26,5,8,14,11,1,0,1,1,6,0,2,3,20,22,0,1,0,1,2,7,6,13,2,5,13,1,29,10,66,30,11,61,0,3,0,2,37,26,0,11,26,229,49,3,0.0797972481637052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073544580667973,0.0,0.0,0.24793765052013603,0.0,0.3190691526328168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510231170496519,0.061044676430561474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078088969099243,0.149944282829164,0.0,0.06662736908341131,0.1459309854879446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126679366980862,0.08135861271070284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366589649346585,0.0,0.0,0.06371160949753933,0.0,0.0,0.051462623603957806,0.2468023769141141,0.0,0.08099252716728282,0.16563389046639182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666036148153592,0.08976116376819701,0.07067667679496101,0.0,0.08899502515246267,0.10541065965271204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805702059552969,0.15045148759104465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070123011947846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843101738578927,0.08004314617812054,0.0792566725896471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328759510697017,0.0,0.0709274606299819,0.0,0.08309655443111343,0.0,0.0,0.09001477165213988,0.0,0.08669994361346267,0.08159809267636081,0.0,0.0,0.0799778061493094,0.14092486416381922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710812269980392,0.0,0.0,0.07550608562924077,0.05326528278506016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738680434822944,0.0,0.05866015898937429,0.11833729681225465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221804157422334,0.1213788060604304,0.0,0.09362487744251244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967587917320217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435474670331319,0.08603492997827646,0.15271037927780687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320182165660532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061431820177237424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117855638552766,0.0,0.09140747816476558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520796203265076,0.0,0.0,0.12827601081589693,0.0,0.0,0.09125510767433268,0.0,0.1060274918545502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465304171167275,0.0,0.0,0.07624969025636417,0.08865767883141236,0.05417709347421787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598626436491543,0.0,0.0,0.13168217355788586,0.0,0.12667868267236046,0.06400853918111482,0.0,0.14349461872683528,0.07397284850217407,0.0,0.08909077785075722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618669408763227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138681156187674
anxiety,Late-night-club,2020/03/14,"I’m so scared of my elderly mum having to be isolated for up to 4 months (UK) because of corona. This is killing me. I live in Europe but my mother who is elderly lives in the UK. Now because of Coronavirus they are telling people over 65 to stay indoors and isolate which could last up to 4 months.

I’m so scared for her. She isn’t online and can’t use computers. She will be sitting in her tiny flat by herself for months?!?

This is getting so bad that I’m checking the news and reddit every hour, I can’t sleep, or eat.

My anxiety is always an issue for me, I have catastrophic thinking (basically I picture the very worst in every situation) and I just can’t stop these thoughts.",3.1025098814229253,4.635864152173916,4.6940316205533605,83.75353754940716,74.14492753623189,7.6268774703557325,28.48748353096179,8.296473431620573,1.993107246376812,535,22,108,9,11,180,86,138,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.9883,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,2,4,0,15,2,1,1,0,13,22,9,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,16,0,19,17,1,16,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,7,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511024414379148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341136084676278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561217290042527,0.2126186098668436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392398653218003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784491722429408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938698762792698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911139595835965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174351221512466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182022611218432,0.0,0.0,0.19294174162632746,0.0,0.0,0.1421548423034773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307987182578099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176002212416337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209032293868416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34919875531293004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960267919706992,0.17452050538519345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588139672681495,0.0,0.14580166079723414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242853194649533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117449921247737,0.0,0.13844980035618476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062090621696975,0.0,0.14389377584465285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluemingbbibbi,2020/03/14,"Making a phone call to old workplace ah! They are really nice people but I haven’t gotten my pay check for a while. I had to leave last fall to another country and they make you come in person to get it so  i wasn’t able to and i honestly avoided getting it due to my anxiety cause i didn’t like it there.

I went a few weeks ago to ask about it but they didn’t have it so ill have to call again today to see if they have it. They said they’d call me when it was ready but they never did 🤷‍♀️or i guess i never really called anyone back since most of the calls i got after going there were spam from random countries. Anyways i think I’ve waited long enough.

Also my classes are now moved to online bc of the virus risk so i don’t know if i want to transit to work and go get my pay check since i live with grandparents. Hoping they try to e-transfer me instead or something and i hope they wont be mad at me for not getting my pay check in so long but im just telling myself that they’re irrelevant people so whatever 

Phone calls are too scary man here i go",0.15415584415584505,2.174754580086581,2.16338354978355,96.00964675324677,85.45021645021643,5.081281385281387,17.465108225108224,6.360717304075467,-0.3393793593073591,832,19,194,8,25,277,136,231,0.115,0.778,0.107,0.2278,1,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,9,1,18,8,1,2,5,1,18,1,0,3,2,30,41,19,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,8,6,0,2,2,0,6,7,9,3,1,0,11,2,34,5,24,27,3,26,0,0,1,0,23,3,0,8,17,123,42,5,0.10693661316082567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479285538104493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855171709095781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121323628741906,0.08180621636965002,0.0,0.0,0.0747725663221503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999712979237018,0.0,0.0,0.08222765471747617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6551654296039019,0.0,0.0,0.10985335876196782,0.0,0.09211642342321644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049410735369154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234798669223561,0.0,0.1823236248435438,0.0,0.08552697839023611,0.0,0.1178027355370194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242437132031972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155098926286419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876956595915224,0.0871676123657045,0.0,0.1132304329092996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522438276134073,0.0,0.09442698859058313,0.18927107509672145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276203932252204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365669628023226,0.0,0.0,0.16495221700543433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221198683773473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827276598084996,0.09337292587458053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701266531860087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172120735395608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521463555919925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769181429182084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232502926143029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346731332458096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852066380226789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136340550648254,0.0,0.0,0.07260294083255668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630739850743653,0.0,0.0857781007605439,0.0,0.0,0.09913131175216773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785112798999695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RoSe2272726,2020/03/14,"Relationship anxiety Today marks the day that I’ve been with my bf for one month. He’s great and I really like him. I’m desperate for this relationship to work out and it often feel like it will. However, I have bad days like today where I convince myself that I’m going to get hurt again. Today he told me he’s leaving to go back home in a couple of weeks to visit with family. My brain convinced me that while he is gone he is going to cheat on me. There is zero evidence that he will do this and he (jokingly) talks about how I’d probably be the one to cheat anyway. Please help, I’m scared shitless and it makes me want to avoid him.",2.3222214627477804,3.8568307368421095,4.208161312371839,86.42738892686262,76.21804511278198,7.843882433356117,21.113465481886536,8.575989854853784,1.1163744360902257,500,12,108,10,11,170,83,133,0.146,0.698,0.156,0.1227,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,13,2,2,3,0,9,1,1,2,0,13,21,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,6,0,3,3,1,12,7,16,15,0,19,0,1,0,0,16,4,0,1,13,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203479458421894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096793832822275,0.13135407499749766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561907151080428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740695287178049,0.0,0.202914370278664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830554062384216,0.0,0.079544778029563,0.11238811003411953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219223463306859,0.0,0.26822257161086616,0.0,0.0,0.17344380378189928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544703254041538,0.0,0.15780292049283776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841232167879625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657719440147167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305730890106164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501107947024893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255698377576713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132056850112359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268807502341454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961556189654026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007820282932341,0.0,0.0,0.33780161352920524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750290164879988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264463611342437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473576035280299,0.1503242236674794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279031443626284,0.0,0.12619112193295007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145294789427454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OverallMembership3,2020/03/14,"Coronavirus fear I’m really getting worried and starting to spiral. Advice on what to do to help, please",4.391052631578948,7.3893420526315845,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,75.84210526315789,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.415505263157895,85,4,12,2,2,28,17,19,0.23,0.5670000000000001,0.203,-0.1725,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959423557612773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559460762181272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116925798250472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715871450999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447717508828984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595720589011938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867922191162127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114853091761115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexsmith2332,2020/03/14,"You will be fine I promise For all those who are worried, some suggestions

It will be fine I promise you and You will be ok. Here are some suggestions on how to potentially get over this stressful time with everyone being so worried about health conditions.



1. **Take some time away from the internet and the news**  -Its easy to get caught up in the frenzy with all the new articles talking about the virus and all the fear mongering going out with everyone weighing with their opinions. If possible, I would strongly recommend taking time to get off the internet completely so that you can take a break from the constant hubhub of information coming in.
2. **Try to take up a hobby which would take up most of your time and not allow you to focus on the gloom and the news**. It could be something as simple as reading a book,playing music, painting or anything that tickles your fantasy. The basic suggestion is to spend some time away from all the news spreading around
3. **If you must want to keep yourself informed, set aside a certain time in the day for an hour to read all the news you want**. Also try to ensure the news you get is from reputed sources so that you dont get caught up in the fear mongering
4. **Understand there are certain things you can definitely take to keep yourself safe** such as washing your hands regularly, avoiding large crowds and so on. Do what you can make you safe but try not to get caught up in the fear pathology that you should not get out of the house and just be isolated completely. You do have control on what you can do and use that control well.
5. **Mediate** : One of the things which I mentioned in my post linked below was developing the habit of meditation. I use insight timer as an app to meditate and it has helped me a lot to keep calm and relaxed in times of stress but you can use any method you want such as meditations on youtube or any app on the app store or just sitting still for a while.
6. Talk to someone if you can - Sometimes just talking to someone can just help allay your fears and getting your thoughts out. 


I also dealt with health anxiety some time back (here is my story of how I beat it and I hope you can take some pointers from there as well) - [https://www.reddit.com/r/HealthAnxiety/comments/9hk21x/how\_i\_slowly\_overcame\_my\_fear\_of\_health\_anxiety/](https://www.reddit.com/r/HealthAnxiety/comments/9hk21x/how_i_slowly_overcame_my_fear_of_health_anxiety/)

Happy to answer any questions you might have.",4.749579510703364,7.954132038990827,3.758004587155966,84.29798547400614,76.08715596330275,6.47737003058104,25.367737003058103,7.720077496677588,1.521623241590214,2003,71,348,31,48,584,201,436,0.078,0.8220000000000001,0.1,0.8063,0,1,2,0,0,0,86.0,0,25,1,4,25,24,0,7,29,1,37,6,1,9,8,91,70,35,0,12,15,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,19,22,1,8,8,4,2,5,4,8,2,1,5,1,37,16,71,50,13,51,0,1,0,0,40,27,0,18,15,253,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609327406295665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808198644086715,0.0,0.055527746042354234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059731721849911,0.06461652732903447,0.0,0.0,0.1363930246548474,0.055813806473811615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252602299880962,0.1522091335246786,0.07843919160276251,0.1628217297723366,0.05795365425768492,0.0,0.0,0.04681167402704422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506972242958895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871720464206966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267156888628284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033836264953467,0.0,0.041252040032782315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726866626139628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431008792470033,0.0,0.0,0.09730512644564683,0.0,0.0,0.07209382775131963,0.07148214417554086,0.08375397762052489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935521122355708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061709637778988614,0.0,0.0,0.048451417360322935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700179651918809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010357519596823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049185846294436016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182929992450122,0.0695168911084414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131242647190846,0.0,0.14521038266191333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230029996453533,0.05587990156031755,0.07178896362315355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796691291497461,0.0,0.16629300147667134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820270944160444,0.1750245435410008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644522643844723,0.0,0.0,0.057624817744143526,0.3386017370856517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784246867970102,0.0,0.0,0.07556411601217504,0.0,0.18807182632725747,0.0,0.0,0.12843851166259168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052625082175193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742829608220048,0.0,0.10312538236056418,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chae-ryeong,2020/03/14,"I think I have faked my entire self for my whole life I have always adapted to my surroundings and since a young age I've always just behaved how I have assumed others want me to. I go to massive lengths in order to appear somewhat acceptable in the society and have learnt to mimick actions that are considered reasonable. Nowadays I feel like I have no real identity.

I think I even learnt to 'care' for others because I saw others do so. But I never had it in my heart to actually care about people. I just acted in ways that seemed like it.

Recently I have gotten enough of this mask more than ever before. I have started acting impulsive and careless (it's been going on for a few years but has only got worse overtime) and therefore destroyed many friendships. I control, ignore, manipulate and openly blame myself. I make others believe horrible things about me, but somehow I can also make almost anyone fall in love with me (in the beginning).

What's the scariest part, is that I feel like I almost want to destroy my future just because I can. Because that's what they DON'T want me to do. I want to do everything that is NOT appropriate because I've been following restrictions for my whole life. I fear what I'm becoming.",5.6483974358974365,6.851406264957267,6.300929487179487,75.93677884615389,67.54700854700855,8.755982905982906,31.71901709401709,9.017664075816787,2.8594452991453,982,40,167,17,16,321,131,234,0.131,0.765,0.10400000000000001,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,11,13,2,1,5,0,20,4,1,7,2,42,44,11,0,4,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,17,7,0,3,8,0,0,8,4,6,0,0,6,3,34,7,26,38,7,28,0,0,1,1,3,9,0,7,12,129,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.12014133264672985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656142156246105,0.0,0.0,0.09845408041348627,0.20488112768967776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608404814031566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001961771504217,0.13596954582579426,0.10476079629266637,0.13870712019917664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25104549694176154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380826219732191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720949038549528,0.0,0.08131551950612588,0.11136350202701252,0.0,0.0,0.11064676640673324,0.0,0.0,0.13853727945602082,0.12450009694011208,0.17590508064481092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993684645005075,0.0,0.09846537155512587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589047397358104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391786931727707,0.1804415867684868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111503266458092,0.0,0.16435886676272907,0.1248180938550063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495297064146058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363361072167674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332027382142922,0.0,0.08535162394721844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013048453116597,0.0,0.12658151544534624,0.12156004844065525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207820135615428,0.12843456835124,0.0,0.0,0.10184102727095164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714059814939035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817913540289894,0.15777273434611153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904628921869573,0.09772202285605967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27490437525035594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546350436096226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792812660822751
anxiety,samanthacallmeback,2020/03/14,"Rant about possibly losing a close friend Hey. So firstly we met in the 6th grade when I transferred schools, we didn't talk much. Skipping 2 grades ahead. At the very start of the school he suddenly started socializing with me (I am assuming because he didn't have any friends at time, but wanted to talk to at least someone). I just rolled with it. 
At some point in time he told me his crushes name and that she studies in parallel class of ours. Then he became really distant after he befriended half of that class. I wanted to take some time at our PE lesson once and talk this out, instead he went playing sports. Though he told me not to worry, but every recess he went to hang out with that class. I was stupid enough and didn't socialize with anybody beside him, so I felt really lonely. 
Of course we hung out after school, and he's been hanging out at my house a lot, so I understand It. Kinda. 
When his crush ditched him and left the city, I supported him. Told him I care, but I never felt that care back. 
It's important to mention he HATED our class. I in some way agree with him but I couldn't care less about getting pissed at them. I mentioned It because a couple days ago he individually ranted on classmates that he hated the most in our school chat. I told him to stop, he didn't listen and on the next day started another conflict. I had to delete him. Now he's mad at me. 
I know, obvious decision would be leave him, but I can't because I've been through with him so much and I've never had that experience before. Believe It or not, but It was the first time I had a friend as a house guest. I thought of him like a brother. I was so happy to have that kind of friendship. That's why putting 'possibly' in title, because I still hope we'll laugh at some stupid things together again.",3.465015829046301,4.9351114404432135,4.212729521171351,87.82298822714682,73.09972299168977,7.262406015037595,26.1892560348239,7.83500028581142,1.360547210130589,1414,48,294,19,28,452,180,361,0.134,0.7290000000000001,0.138,0.3941,0,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,8,0,1,5,16,21,6,0,13,0,20,1,1,0,3,57,47,24,0,5,10,1,2,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,16,21,0,2,8,3,0,5,10,8,0,3,22,3,48,13,49,21,11,57,0,2,0,0,57,24,1,10,28,192,64,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567861559738269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580570295513165,0.08952174667458103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564708962319682,0.0,0.20817201010598085,0.0,0.07264671306463673,0.09618690118564002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611324678873311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446435237575118,0.0,0.11011792079463892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821383259932962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193100699529993,0.0,0.0,0.08351184033632313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394424112793932,0.0,0.0,0.14523761609666733,0.0,0.0,0.19787847867913172,0.0,0.04460422379562884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088186919318636,0.0,0.1685776667962216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479532701090449,0.0,0.1970195269779218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889035493951092,0.046919141460286314,0.0,0.0,0.0903983994534426,0.09275875242194903,0.0,0.0,0.04170926734296455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551130945961647,0.0,0.07258164919808996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551895509843508,0.0,0.1316908892817942,0.0,0.09079587653998726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092018222027408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070572220469767,0.19249199168910694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582412812276152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938513022884053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456108855720423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405542948804575,0.07233684147155707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128378899548508,0.0,0.0681795306165849,0.07137621872318471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688103961102952,0.0,0.0,0.06419038199135711,0.20586038871020815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056718479026376625,0.0,0.08387920650290752,0.06777716507733883,0.19912831596122724,0.0,0.0,0.3263128369390137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887701107568145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044222652495112,0.10071121608163816,0.06776565285631576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582845121734091,0.0770364665937894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867011155245659,0.0,0.060647012325049814,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,c0rpse_whale,2020/03/14,"At a party and having a miserable time My boyfriend dragged me to a friend’s place for a get together even after I said I was struggling because he doesn’t get it. I have not been able to move from a seat off to the side of the activity for an hour. People keep making rude comments and it just makes it worse. I want to go home, but it would piss my boyfriend off. I don’t know what to do, but I’m miserable and would honestly love to be having fun with everyone.",5.864285714285718,4.529087469387758,6.502979591836734,83.34916326530613,67.16326530612244,10.288979591836735,31.84489795918368,9.3871,2.405487346938776,364,12,83,6,5,120,67,98,0.16,0.6779999999999999,0.162,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,3,8,0,11,2,1,2,0,15,22,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,1,8,4,15,16,0,10,0,2,0,1,5,5,1,0,3,55,13,0,0.2303749179719211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404344117330016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216046060285635,0.0,0.0,0.22013310662239072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798709015541367,0.0,0.24072277253247595,0.0,0.1309273748755108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23108482634851296,0.0,0.22687288870899305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476781218153275,0.0,0.0,0.12660803009277355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792235790697192,0.0,0.3075540932736255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448520792699836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971296121439846,0.0,0.2406927564788292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913930231668344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408378840215828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433346729544213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588109542814786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477172289324555,0.32730346389589965,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TraditionalFennel1,2020/03/14,"Trouble w/ Non-Anxious Family During COVID-19 Outbreak Hi there- I'm looking for some advice and help with my anxiety right now and I wasn't sure where else to turn. My next therapy appt got cancelled because of the COVID-19 outbreak and the soonest online appt I could get isn't until the 23rd. I'm not looking for therapy or medical advice, just wondering how others are coping with non-anxious family members. 

I'm having a really difficult time right now because, while I understand that I have clinically diagnosed severe anxiety and panic attacks, I feel like my husband isn't doing enough to prevent the spread of the virus. My child's school has been shut down for 3+ weeks, and my husband's (very large) employer has most employees working remotely, and is working to get the rest set up to work remotely. 

My husband acknowledges that the outbreak is large and will likely continue to grow until there's some sort of cure or vaccine, but he is also one of the people who insists that it's been overblown in the media and that we'll be fine if we catch it, and there's really nothing we can do if we already have it, etc etc. He doesn't wash his hands very often (notably when he gets home from being out), he doesn't change clothes when he gets home from being at work or being out, he isn't practicing social distancing, he has even volunteered to be on site instead of working remotely. Last night, I asked him to AT LEAST wash his hands more often and he rolled his eyes and said he washes his hands as much as he needs to. Then he left the house to go run non-essential errands and got fast food. When he got home, he didn't wash his hands, didn't change his clothes or even take his shoes off, and he started playing with our child. 

While I understand that our small family unit will probably be fine if we catch the illness, I am concerned about spreading it to others- especially my grandparents, who I typically visit once a week and who are in their 90s, and my dad, who has lung disease and spends a lot of time with our child. I don't feel comfortable visiting my grandparents because I could be a carrier, and I can't send my child to spend time w/ my dad because if she's a carrier and infects him, there's a very real possibility that he will die. At the same time, I have no one else to watch her when I need a break, and when I'm alone with her for an extended period of time, I start spiraling into depression. Her being in school and spending time w/ my parents is a nice break for me so that I can be a better parent to her. With that being taken away, I am concerned for my mental well-being. If my small family unit could self quarantine even for a week, I'd feel more comfortable letting her go over to my parents house as long as none of us exhibited any symptoms. He has made that impossible. I feel like even if we were asked to self quarantine- which we haven't been, yet, he would still find some way to go out and interact with people. Unless someone forcibly quarantines him, he won't do it. 

I know this all makes him sound like a jerk, but he isn't. He's a nice guy and there are a lot of... I guess what I would call ""germy behaviors"" that he's changed because he knows I am a germaphobe. He's just not concerned about the virus and doesn't think it's as deadly as it has been made to sound. And I understand this. I know there are basically two sides of the pandemic, with one half being ultra nervous about catching and spreading it, and the other half thinking it's just like the flu or not that big of a deal... and that most of the deaths are the very elderly. (Basically his school of thought is: don't go visit my grandparents, but my 66 year old dad will probably be fine, even w/ his lung disease). 

My best friend is in the same boat. Her husband's mother, who watches her children 3 days/week, is immunocompromised... but her parents could not possibly be more oblivious to the outbreak. They're using their ""time off"" to travel, shop, dine out, etc. And on their way home from whatever they're out doing, they'll swing by her house to visit her 2yr old and 6mo baby. She keeps trying to distance herself from them but then they guilt trip her into letting them come over. My husband isn't oblivious like that, but obviously, I wish he were more vigilant.

I've had conversations w/ my therapist in the past about some of the things he does that peak my anxiety and I understand that there isn't a good way to get him to see things from my perspective because it's somewhat of a foreign concept to him. Kind of like trying to get someone to really understand pain you are feeling. 

I'm wondering how others w/ anxiety are dealing with spouses or family members who just aren't on the same page as them right now. Thank you!",7.731889151271013,6.413191792332268,7.727423484743253,76.01863626892627,63.45154419595315,11.360105570218089,35.74850673704682,10.423618862459854,3.4816710932073884,3779,144,744,75,46,1222,356,939,0.071,0.862,0.067,-0.1932,9,4,0,0,0,0,114.0,11,2,8,7,38,31,2,3,41,0,85,22,8,6,3,137,143,71,3,15,27,14,9,7,1,9,12,3,4,8,41,53,2,2,20,3,4,19,24,9,0,6,18,18,99,22,103,97,27,100,0,1,6,0,120,36,0,27,46,490,140,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962937339138046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051029701624623135,0.05437156591024187,0.039401850317570035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033505841525940376,0.0,0.15076814436959726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212311574263543,0.056052661277109415,0.04629154949059819,0.0,0.0,0.1802101769928381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170667711443355,0.043576029000967284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050311007555419694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636595711480578,0.04244244154602826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735493576857446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015920867827389,0.042436877922280763,0.05000883673577,0.05113532368940702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311721935114605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231888177022241,0.0,0.0,0.05090991940702809,0.16484993759805994,0.16271453222760154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322406814166425,0.0,0.12456401409558268,0.07039815545032012,0.0,0.0,0.045032629280223946,0.0,0.05957846108587846,0.0,0.03806650689994879,0.0,0.15445179322131158,0.0,0.1120069509477111,0.041326019218370466,0.1182191072787942,0.0,0.054277353930917434,0.04878584993162284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03302518650016233,0.0,0.19769056573683366,0.0,0.0,0.17055570443721466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043794161298381366,0.0,0.05130796839154845,0.08123384870622702,0.04016228762531218,0.0,0.0,0.053532881079398714,0.10076548633120658,0.0,0.16849860883165568,0.0,0.0,0.04360311789483733,0.08275014531844438,0.0,0.0,0.08377656433741723,0.0,0.09324246670290556,0.032888649405654266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963515923814965,0.04965338957770083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03621971577371568,0.07306736513868102,0.0,0.0,0.05240006721095975,0.04623731908663428,0.0,0.047276672669850466,0.0,0.1034028572786278,0.05247180643800345,0.10016153144507248,0.0,0.05242761750215698,0.05780868154365255,0.21883762235346088,0.0,0.04703456487874892,0.06831635412175685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109087423852876,0.0,0.0,0.10624453680697203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608097047107498,0.0946924308839042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623101194881253,0.046867824831588016,0.0,0.0,0.14959407565858887,0.03926245781353122,0.0,0.10280040434127256,0.055661992845042134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502253877112432,0.08349399773168738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974826823724974,0.0,0.03934773387145316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643715693365984,0.05121123881593167,0.037045518572233226,0.0,0.0,0.04536194367349669,0.11269093435163928,0.057207209934278365,0.06546667594043502,0.0631414933417801,0.0,0.039115520888845054,0.20111144570438494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690329385018016,0.0535924946627575,0.048130423704556516,0.25646326305489603,0.05926671992327402,0.042554161784773316,0.0,0.16261431884614125,0.0,0.11732663088620515,0.15808829271333366,0.0,0.04430037690730704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665900186936476,0.0,0.10686418707886347,0.17934868866038942,0.0,0.0,0.07000114196985449,0.0,0.0,0.03172878732950252
anxiety,Caticorn5,2020/03/14,"Fever Well, started running a fever today out of nowhere. No other symptoms but feel v tired and rundown.  Needless to say this is putting my anxiety over the top. My husband just went to get a second thermometer in case the one we have is ‘faulty’ .  Self quarantined for now.",2.768235294117648,5.62123788235294,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,81.94117647058823,5.752941176470588,30.068627450980397,7.1686216300943375,1.9812980392156867,216,11,39,3,6,66,45,51,0.109,0.795,0.096,-0.4031,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,2,3,1,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470827450762225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174156726555775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712474628655394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675980810976675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215689999113234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438240265969503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337058988186561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264135894435532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33247909068439724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676564311438088,0.30321001459872143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28761165266979216,0.2965331160035156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlxckFiree,2020/03/14,"(stressed out) Is rad tech a good career and easy program in terms of intellect wise? I’m literally in college and I have no idea what I want to study. Originally I was a bio major but changed because I didn’t like chem and it too hard and stressful the only thing I was good at was the math but my math skills can only reach up so far. I literally went up to precalc/trig and I stopped there and thought about being a math major but that involves java programming and I'm not up for it. Honestly, I don't like anything besides playing video games. I don't want to make that into a career. Everything stresses me out. I’m so stressed on what i want to study because living in Florida is expensive and dropping out to work at a normal job isn’t gonna pay the bills. I literally made a list of what I should study but could not think of one thing. I dont like being a teacher, psychology, law, medical like nurse or doctor, any humanities or liberal art or literature im doing right now cybersecurity and I hate coding its a fucken night mare for me. I was literally working at a medical recepitionist and I wanna quit because its to much for me and they are already training me for front desk when I don’t even know how to use the system well. And its to fast pace. Honestly, I feel so fucken useless I don’t wanna drop out also because I don’t want to be the girl in my family that dropped out because I was too stressed or too much anxiety to go to school. I literally cry and think about this all the time. I just don’t like anything literally there nothing for me and if I can’t handle being a receptionist then what the fuck am I good for? Literally I'm going to my last resort as a radiography/x-ray tech because my mom just gave me that option and I took because I don’t know what else to do and its only a 2 year program.",3.1662160674981656,4.52960404787234,5.158041085840061,81.17500000000003,73.68085106382979,8.058547322083639,28.39104915627293,8.641336200584522,2.1000685253118117,1446,58,297,27,29,500,182,376,0.12300000000000001,0.741,0.136,-0.3972,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,18,21,2,5,19,0,30,4,0,5,1,60,55,33,0,10,13,1,2,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,18,22,0,1,7,4,3,5,14,8,1,1,11,2,38,13,44,37,6,39,0,1,0,1,7,19,1,6,16,198,56,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989128801432686,0.07167993845015742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095390543700361,0.0,0.0685694404041611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475215917642801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824785724349993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094820438561073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156511699204571,0.0,0.09845827451405016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174376327235667,0.0,0.0,0.10504988367229816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487735133017515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592021316817181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055687862234273,0.0,0.0844985583945754,0.0,0.045321429280667125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286479679912077,0.0,0.0,0.1018816538463627,0.22554117307343025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029407838693217,0.08849459953514441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118539721821901,0.09681964342295607,0.0,0.08894749362470766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852053864477593,0.07306332778276077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895218865982388,0.0,0.07914808988902867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481345698662243,0.05983110808516701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059279604784545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497776105244998,0.0,0.0,0.13178198365899732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411503925622321,0.08782187360053932,0.08600583373090974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060738030923172114,0.2045111210792364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953363414328363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765465842683805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071396435524164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493768317337607,0.5133747931028145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909713031558428,0.11486715268220797,0.0,0.07115904728230475,0.05226605905750818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958620113118144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741463085987144,0.0,0.0,0.21147282211742466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059134950366915,0.08309122307603015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050862191170304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772108427767704
anxiety,imightcatchacase,2020/03/14,"Anxiety or Schizophrenia? I’ve had anxiety, specifically social anxiety since my sophomore year of high school. I became a stoner my senior year of high school, and smoked weed often. Only after smoking weed did I experience my first bout of derealization (it felt like I was still high or in a dream) that lasted for about a week and a half.

My first year of college, I lived by myself, and I’m more introverted, so I had a hard time making friends. I did try to hang out with my high school friends, though. And I later developed what I believe to be depression: I cried all the time for no reason, I felt painfully lonely, extreme apathy, and just really dark thoughts. After becoming depressed, I started becoming really existential and genuinely believed in things like the simulation theory, concepts like the Truman Show, or just thought life wasn’t real. I felt like I was experiencing life differently. This is also when I first suspected I may have schizophrenia.

A year later, I live with actual roommates now, I’m not as depressed because I see a therapist. I do still have a tendency to feel depressed every once in a while, but I can normally bring myself out of it now.

I have been experiencing a lot of anxiety recently, specifically hypochondria. I used to think I’m gonna have a heart attack or a stroke for the mildest of reasons. Then, I started smoking again and had another existential crisis that lasted for months, and I became obsessed with philosophy, used to obsessively search on reddit about it, withdraw for conversations just to sit and think about it while making myself anxious. I don’t worry about that much anymore though. 

Then, I had basically a psychotic break while tripping on marijuana where I had a panic attack over suspicions about the government. And I don’t know if I just had a hallucination recently, but after smoking I thought someone rung the doorbell, and I look outside to see who it was while they were leaving, and it was a man in what looked like a postal worker uniform on a scooter/segway. But there was nothing left on our front doorstep, so I assume it was someone trying to sell us something. I asked my mom if she heard anything, but she said she was in the bathroom at the time so she didn’t hear anything.

I, as far as I know, have never experienced hallucinations, except for hypnagogic hallucinations, when I hear things right before I go to sleep when I’m in a dreamy state. I also occasionally see things out of the corner of my eye move or I think something’s there, it’s never been a figure of any sort, though.

I’ve had possible social delusions, like my roommates all hate me, people only compliment me because I’m pitifully ugly, my boyfriend is cheating on me with his best friend - just a lot of confused thinking (which could also just be distorted thinking). The more ridiculous delusions are only when I smoke weed and are only ever entertained for a few hours. I experience these delusions and believe them for a while until I bring myself to talk myself out of believing them, and I realize they’re ridiculous, but I can’t help but think they’re true most of the time.",7.761412402858182,7.971046301204822,8.011647629478956,68.98137172064884,62.75215146299485,10.760152297501696,36.194700881447865,10.436869588844218,3.8973908204245538,2515,108,423,54,33,824,261,581,0.153,0.774,0.073,-0.991,1,2,4,0,0,0,69.0,2,0,3,5,34,30,6,4,34,0,39,7,3,6,6,85,80,52,0,4,21,1,6,6,3,2,4,4,0,1,20,23,0,0,21,3,1,7,9,17,0,4,29,19,70,13,66,46,10,82,0,6,6,0,26,26,0,15,52,311,90,7,0.0,0.0,0.0589560623173869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494091514682012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041084088643831854,0.06335011288647209,0.18486841475540966,0.06825144941868053,0.05991517901721831,0.0,0.0,0.09943235153630536,0.0,0.05647961789567664,0.1374609560454436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365651827569983,0.1334466472174681,0.051408486143653793,0.2722668524536471,0.06340153266715359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823624654118533,0.0,0.06636274491114569,0.0,0.0,0.2081404763974238,0.0,0.0,0.0631205350513292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464858280449332,0.050902016353125315,0.0,0.0,0.11819439877317085,0.0,0.0,0.030547503144920992,0.0,0.17402284754835348,0.0,0.0,0.15416621743091732,0.0,0.0,0.14002881341998824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03433508376366573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411973212172355,0.05964703895076619,0.0,0.0,0.13618358480928505,0.07159174686692367,0.04049472055794511,0.25532592029693296,0.0,0.0,0.059496340203374125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640471211649092,0.09849213807448684,0.0,0.06397047670382476,0.06564078177003789,0.0,0.08534542205992113,0.17709351477650095,0.0,0.10669462826632213,0.0,0.10146631604285664,0.0,0.0,0.10272488732597296,0.0,0.0,0.08065460385537265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075700252163973,0.04822246172318291,0.06421129774759649,0.044411778535682254,0.0,0.09319112966425604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919360890830756,0.05796956358340701,0.0,0.0,0.06433971656351099,0.0,0.1837925006189576,0.06428553311147064,0.07088366949636883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041883967402948134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810853148103997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876519010220848,0.07740644709813388,0.12423281061429504,0.11930451632736926,0.0,0.0,0.05159384999071003,0.05746824381156935,0.0,0.0,0.1834287988317304,0.14442815554448785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049975689614729375,0.0,0.060458361581986114,0.12317041965962833,0.10237841068342682,0.09302042271141917,0.0,0.0,0.08552371480639914,0.0,0.0964945640930782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048559072136408164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014615890744222,0.120410587903225,0.2322679202863095,0.17807149876452405,0.14388764355935968,0.14091326145470193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203527295313884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267148246588047,0.10435785972282163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484610528760951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061354091713939574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556204234055554
anxiety,cudithedog,2020/03/14,"Breathing in public will send me into a panic attack I know always talking about the coronavirus is super annoying, because that's all I hear. But I'm having a huge issue with dealing with it now. 

I live in a state in the US that, until yesterday, had no confirmed cases. My college already moved online for the rest of the semester, as well as my work days before it reached here. This morning, I learned that there was a confirmed case in the county I live in. I was already kind of freaking out about it and had preemptively canceled a vacation to another state because I didn't want to risk catching it while traveling.

I know that if I contract the virus, it probably won't do any serious harm to me because I'm not in the categories of people who are at risk. What really gets me is that I don't think I could live with myself if I knew I contracted it and passed it on to someone who it could actually harm. 

My boyfriend thinks I'm being ridiculous by basically refusing to leave the house, even to just go snowboarding. 

Is anyone else have issues where they know they're being slightly irrational but it still feels better to be safe than sorry?",8.117487824675322,6.921886584821433,8.313425324675325,71.72930194805197,62.61607142857143,11.359740259740262,37.77435064935064,10.436869588844218,3.919576785714286,921,39,166,18,11,303,138,224,0.106,0.809,0.085,-0.1371,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,3,10,15,3,3,13,0,20,1,1,0,1,27,34,10,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,18,7,0,2,8,1,0,6,5,10,1,0,6,2,22,5,31,21,2,26,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,2,6,123,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.13370845952879373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024025020577304,0.0,0.11400880682113256,0.0,0.0,0.0931760023954504,0.14367387630851533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958052088592129,0.14038972252347104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558761894514373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505721856018652,0.0,0.1165910547412548,0.0,0.0,0.12118006883769468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187932492421878,0.0,0.0,0.08836438697465733,0.14125812232023344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144598072409968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049818750486127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927972166746638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158553056103567,0.0,0.07786970461353096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442769260887612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809878717114864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860195135350575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268172855934375,0.2259022587384673,0.0,0.0,0.14508082051586554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629645661040019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562698675423286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075948565025708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499007464667164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772709421976093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777635744540073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609374035017747,0.0,0.0,0.15337889215251646,0.0,0.0,0.10942165241913493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012877177165048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558943954030112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481412750866528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081595444507764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231943994493882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974973367735657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dear-Neat,2020/03/14,"I've felt anxious for about ten years, but the coronavirus outbreak has finally made me calm - what the hell is wrong with me! For over ten years I have battled anxiety... GAD. I believe. Therapy and drugs have done little to make me feel better.

Now faced with the CV outbreak - I feel great. It's perverse, but the worse it gets the better I feel. I don't think I'm depressed, and I don't want to die, but I've found the collapse of stability in the world very cathartic. It's like the more crazy things get, the more relaxed I feel. When the stock market was collapsing last week, I wanted it to fall harder - even though I own stock and was losing money. 

It does make me think there's probably something terribly wrong with me, but I actually feel great - for the first time in years. 

The only thing I can think is that seeing so many people nervous and scared somehow makes me feel less nervous and scared myself.",5.038352059925097,5.988214876404495,5.044438202247194,85.31624531835206,68.7752808988764,7.955805243445692,27.754681647940075,8.07648339933343,1.6323805243445701,720,23,143,9,12,224,104,178,0.263,0.573,0.16399999999999998,-0.9686,0,0,2,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,0,4,8,18,2,4,12,0,11,2,1,4,0,30,32,12,1,2,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,11,1,1,1,2,11,0,3,6,8,18,7,14,26,4,16,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,1,11,87,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.11771537018415745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227996673665882,0.13627512283085216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135906266741989,0.0,0.21337104192871256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389658105695716,0.0,0.12519265230350113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055622348908693,0.12344416048791465,0.0,0.0,0.13988999654880085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967355005564128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659583594522669,0.0,0.11582164250485842,0.1321419014890983,0.0,0.10260597831355807,0.0,0.1322621993291008,0.0,0.0,0.1260461343959611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26598523691731124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832778884766301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058932669035522925,0.1209007848460691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495169654382416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414097801316765,0.24156005786427265,0.12229769555684135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174290733224592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362815516878895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300572128614213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415390212665068,0.0,0.09612477002171677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286520388024824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379484468283909,0.0,0.1602795525116565,0.23188034566501164,0.11851623945228434,0.0,0.07033906304112718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953060042471644,0.14229884971847512,0.0,0.09676037636491196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293007356493907,0.0,0.2637752111553415,0.0,0.2330411203191625
anxiety,1234_throwaway1,2020/03/14,"Please help So, I've never been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder (going to Dr Monday) but it runs in my family for sure, as several of my relatives are on anti anxiety meds. My first anxiety attack was 2 years ago, and it ended with me driving 75 MPH through town to get to the ER because I thought I was dying. Ok, my problem, for the past few days, my anxiety levels are beyond anything I've ever experienced. I have had full on panic attacks, and I am constantly stressed out and experiencing these symptoms:

Short of breath (feels like I'm not getting any oxygen unless I sigh heavily)

Tight chest

Exhaustion 

Back of my head tingles

Lump in my throat 

 Irritability 

And light headedness 

These symptoms have not gone away for DAYS. It's freaking me out and I'm convinced something is wrong physically despite my lungs functioning fine, my O2 levels are normal, my BP is normal (during a full on panic attack it only raised to 135/70).

I'm not running a fever, I don't have a cough, so no, I'm not sick.

The concerning thing to me is this has been going on since last Wednesday... with no relief. And the attacks are way worse than before.  Since Wednesday I've had probably 4 attacks... more in these few days than I've ever had in my entire life. Is this normal? I'm so fucking scared. I keep going back and forth between telling myself it's anxiety and that it's physical.  Someone please tell me this has happened to them before or give me some peace of mind. My poor fiance is trying her best, but she can only do so much...",3.6641554054054097,5.636825915540545,4.973545945945947,80.49307567567571,73.62837837837839,7.708972972972973,27.71837837837837,8.488131031819089,2.171843945945947,1205,47,220,22,25,400,168,296,0.22699999999999998,0.659,0.114,-0.9913,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,2,9,22,6,4,8,1,25,17,5,0,4,35,42,17,1,4,8,0,2,1,0,0,11,0,0,0,14,13,0,2,2,0,1,8,8,14,2,1,9,5,28,7,34,33,8,45,0,0,0,1,7,18,1,2,19,144,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777004711351643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596614762021737,0.0,0.3355776801781193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721968171953121,0.0,0.0,0.49904499701398103,0.08242807977698023,0.13492258579417826,0.0,0.05348124733077653,0.0,0.1493087116639671,0.0,0.09207041356558426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480824931386342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697416599254833,0.0,0.0,0.08904718959228689,0.09105304503467122,0.0,0.10054966553034764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770543355580066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587191163342161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270690277567501,0.0,0.0443604614846471,0.06267650183960452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462567964102178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110778245929133,0.09167378548525812,0.08416152700589319,0.1495821265958493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758203818982648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003941078937261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880560787963925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779811577057295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151413778183469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196844125392222,0.04286193214196148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745163027173724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858536127597527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644938796421525,0.0,0.06766512959454964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787925733146194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344986178076276,0.0,0.20587164035414368,0.0,0.0,0.08375111459357136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926090660052374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945910565984841,0.08394867138899473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783607894053143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911336382699136,0.0,0.1451473558284244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433592072052284,0.06754118101566653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004979017567773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268735262623418,0.1823764434350998,0.0,0.0,0.15336508920650127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828593389650823,0.0,0.0,0.06965023447743297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059564975719223215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963840410812352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940746376463518,0.0,0.09592230749346284,0.0,0.056497201800390126
anxiety,adhdontplz,2020/03/14,Social distancing anxiety  What are my responsibilities to social distancing as someone who gets suicidal without irl interaction? I'm planning to meet 3 friends tomorrow and aside from setting a suicide date it's the first thing I've been looking forward to all week. Is it morally ok to see them?,5.642641509433965,8.588386471698115,6.577962264150944,66.78166037735852,71.0754716981132,9.52301886792453,40.78867924528302,9.888512548439397,5.14732,245,16,36,7,5,81,46,53,0.18600000000000005,0.7240000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,7,6,1,6,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,5,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626193232950648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182233943564972,0.0,0.0,0.198211796860849,0.0,0.1340380733437599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154394549147258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044390974156805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230458561613759,0.21737606974276472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612535097439818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704420569342809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057909111790336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473074196763809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iangel27,2020/03/14,"Finding Job Anxiety I'm not an active reddit poster so please forgive my errors. 
I've really been struggling for the past few years with general anxiety and depression. I'm a 24 year old female who graduated with a BA in psychology around 1 year ago. I lack work experience because I grew up in a strict household and my mom didn't allow me to work when I was a teen. Now that I'm done with school, I need to start looking for work but I just can't get myself to do it. Whenever I start looking at job descriptions, I start to feel extremely overwhelmed. I don't feel capable enough. I feel so lost. Even the thought of going through the interview process feels overwhelming because I keep feeling like I have nothing to offer.  I feel so small and insignificant. I don't even know how to explain what I'm feeling.",2.704374999999999,5.1273626875,4.166250000000002,83.00375,78.375,7.75,28.75,8.660442795831766,2.5086875000000006,650,30,124,15,16,215,102,160,0.156,0.764,0.08,-0.8586,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,10,7,0,3,8,0,9,0,0,2,0,28,33,9,0,2,3,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,12,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,6,9,17,2,18,27,3,19,0,4,2,0,6,6,0,0,12,73,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746975154541694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275274699099335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796965797051537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156422863201347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413808412168693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356125469266069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692714799966074,0.0,0.1750545834330951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296286283512259,0.0,0.0,0.4690377346698433,0.09467132105613184,0.0,0.0,0.12111960824310085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923550392391037,0.0,0.07531337963231358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630085438072052,0.11778862892477203,0.0,0.0,0.07282876208235924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474189879457662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256451251517528,0.0,0.14465971641854522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520419374063252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982608697560446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715517979591368,0.0,0.13905598856854473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650400749530588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546563856393566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848948145345656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411590757529473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813920614748655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853722345236785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520497341607102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28942537786484146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601291904128165
anxiety,psychonaut1220,2020/03/14,"Chest pains/sensations, anxiety or heart problem? 
I have extreme OCD and anxiety but my physical was completely clear. I asked about heart problems and blood pressure and was said to be completely fine. Is there still a chance the chest sensations are from heart disease/problems or is it definitely anxiety? I get weird chest sensations like a heavy chest and weird sensations on the left side of my chest and sometimes right. I am 16 years old and quite athletic, I am very active.",7.095968992248063,8.799407744186054,6.327906976744188,75.22387596899226,64.58139534883722,11.314728682170546,36.42635658914729,11.20814326018867,4.577463565891474,390,19,66,12,6,119,56,86,0.17,0.629,0.201,0.7952,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,4,0,9,9,9,0,1,12,12,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,7,2,5,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364299345662919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839735509467902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33286474900113056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293335651573502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643111414784813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724678523677882,0.0,0.0,0.0775507170444959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656742887691187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455668655317742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883598386865484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556024567862868,0.1509949199607785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699462183455562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676730673777192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097437392753036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222120869671404
anxiety,YeezyLover_95,2020/03/14,Does Anxiety cause you to have foggy/hot temperature feelings? I’m wondering if anxiety can cause your body to feel hotter than usual and make you feel like doing nothing. I’ve been feeling like this for the past few days ever since corona has become a big deal from where I’m from and caused me to be feared a little. I’ve felt like this before when I’m stressed but idk if this time I’m actually sick or it’s just my mind playing games,5.9913333333333325,5.552208800000006,6.507777777777778,80.465,66.55555555555556,9.422222222222222,29.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.0347111111111107,352,10,72,5,5,115,67,90,0.152,0.765,0.083,-0.6468,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,6,2,1,4,1,19,17,7,0,2,5,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,5,4,7,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,9,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.15721883260460626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464954002256871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793188067397178,0.1370916214513147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895542541541634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965089849372363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390177115895634,0.1660959760165605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098729257455378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457320257544536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812920571835071,0.325845559873062,0.2301921480221657,0.15468959912774896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361286911015169,0.1614732232905793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075412957030972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267384104828175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458812469729574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379646599359725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133270765905964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454944993831132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093943767585553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743845103369532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471549228080166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sounsure2019,2020/03/14,"Stressing out 41 male.  Diagnosed ADHD  have Addiction/compulsion  issues. Some OCD straits in there too, along with depression. 

 Just wanted to express my feeling at the moment, right now I am home alone. 
Nothing dramatic or drastic 
 I've decided  to start working out, crossfit. 
 I was way better then
. I had stopped due to changing jobs, changing work schedule  and moving to a differnet area. 
 All these changes took place within, I would say a year and a half ago. So this through me off my routine.

 But I was doing so well. Off meds. Wasnt waking up crying.
  Had self love. Etc.. 
  
So throughing me off. And I ended up slowly falling into my pit again.
  

 We moved to our forever home. 
  I want to restart this hard climb up. But I lose my will.
 Seriously It just  slips away. 
 I cancel and go back to bed and wake up with regret and then crying and the..yada yada yada.  Etc.. etc.. 
 I get tired of hearing it and seeing it 

 But I keep  doing it
 
 How the *   .... ...   do I get out of this.  
 Last time was so easy",0.5147705403404892,2.999627181347152,2.1997686898593654,91.5682836787565,93.24870466321244,4.622427831236123,21.400629163582533,6.367922702773337,0.5369675795706885,758,28,149,9,28,247,126,193,0.124,0.77,0.105,-0.2046,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,0,5,13,8,0,1,5,0,13,5,2,1,1,33,25,19,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,3,2,8,16,0,2,2,0,0,6,1,5,1,1,7,5,20,3,29,16,5,40,0,3,1,1,8,18,0,2,15,108,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439548964902751,0.0,0.10617967041122546,0.0,0.0,0.1240582083213299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253929588823447,0.09210509844326864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593759931000253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801409740705292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26315018820172426,0.0,0.0,0.10316821133927276,0.12157638567653188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609145333386734,0.0,0.40076636251445824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056546645592891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251624846512706,0.0,0.06807497012388586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730130069459017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350032161136919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403025748391566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502146974475672,0.11886532545354192,0.10646790031378403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763845929441968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400561412116227,0.0,0.0,0.10810808905367046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330509928608657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25461899006107963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149342269323713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514687796888518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229332250561124,0.0,0.09525559283080584,0.0,0.0,0.09545088478997067,0.0,0.12495893147778832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478243959448807,0.0,0.0,0.10014326133483603,0.13721007613610844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984594918725201,0.1376719888659606,0.0,0.0,0.13308240317691886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130125988499026,0.09507751468083113,0.0,0.0,0.10769856009560227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440569920363305,0.0,0.0,0.0850898200141233,0.0,0.0,0.0771357931359581
anxiety,jimmy-bongos,2020/03/14,"Constant fear I have hypochondria, every day I wake up thinking that I'm about to die from some illness. I'm tired of it, I'm tired of sitting around and worrying about diseases that I shouldn't have to worry about. I have no reason to be so scared.

One day it's heart disease, another it's diabetes, the next it's cancer. I'm so tired of living like this, some days it's better, then I'll feel a small pain or itch and I'll have a panic attack. I can't eat or sleep when it's at it's worst.

However, this post is no to disparage or pity myself. I made this post so I can put my fears in perspective, I've been a healthy, growing person for almost 18 years and I'm not going to stop here, I'm going to do better today, then tomorrow, then the day after that. 

If anyone one of you can relate to my fears, we can talk about it together. I understand what it's like to feel like you're going to die at any moment, but you're not.

I know I have people around me at all times who can help me and support me, and if you can relate, maybe I can try to help you too. I'm not a professional, but I can relate to what you're feeling. 

Thanks, and I hope I can update further with you guys on my process.",1.9248837209302323,3.0092596666666687,3.802240310077519,90.7787093023256,76.3643410852713,6.710387596899222,21.81472868217055,7.1686216300943375,0.4884691472868212,926,23,213,10,20,314,128,258,0.158,0.705,0.13699999999999998,-0.096,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,4,0,2,12,17,1,5,6,0,19,12,4,2,1,35,39,20,2,4,10,0,3,3,0,1,8,0,0,2,18,10,1,1,7,0,0,5,7,9,0,2,2,3,26,8,31,35,4,36,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,9,21,133,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583767282743246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718758155677972,0.11082979275751356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739039811256735,0.0,0.0,0.18818084680898656,0.0,0.1202426371210102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869562130666468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142180964295467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726565732664251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193881978253806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081517565604778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905208951192148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568067501692553,0.1603267913134555,0.07550809958828984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802056876200868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046540720157346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524837142166906,0.14168945508442368,0.0,0.0,0.10497838646497924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808687740763779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491083320208654,0.0,0.09333009051055337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000105956842762,0.0,0.0,0.10618422984072197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240719215123236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324251997591728,0.0,0.1124662922829929,0.12400960380691338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327518792981434,0.09228827216860816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024520347511236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625206373615996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086714452959242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581853168926607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577072998430594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836525003987299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994075117025878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849531540854524,0.0,0.0973092018819708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772470296851778,0.0,0.0,0.06163125388504598,0.36444048927919226,0.10018593149672232,0.0,0.0,0.07175955879112526,0.0,0.0,0.11003159661564002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146755849249152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806372747031543
anxiety,JLeo1980,2020/03/14,"I can't keep my thoughts straight! I am faced with a dilemma.  

I'm a recovering drug addict and go to different types of meetings as suggested by some counselors/therapists I've seen.  Part of these meetings put me in a position where I'm asked to share if I am feeling up to it or have some insights worth passing along.

Anytime I think I have something to offer, as soon as I start to speak, the anxiety starts to flood me and I can't remember anything I wanted to say.  Then for some reason I keep speaking as if reaching desperately for something relevant to say, and usually end up embarrassed and ashamed for sounding like a complete fool.

The dilemma is that I don't want to be the guy who just shows up group after group and skips my chance to say something.  I love listening and gain alot from hearing others, but I want to feel like I've got something in my time that proves I have grown, which I believe I have a bunch of succeses and understanding.

Has anyone else had similar experiences with their mind blanking out as soon as they speak in front of groups? And even more importantly, with the inability to stop talking once they've started?!  I'd love to have some tools which can help me keep calm and keep my thoughts organized in these times.",7.395783475783478,6.9342396831275765,7.0934156378600886,77.49934472934473,63.69135802469136,10.604495093383985,37.62234884457106,10.035473477838034,3.607925862614752,1005,46,194,19,13,317,139,243,0.084,0.772,0.14400000000000002,0.9493,1,0,5,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,2,10,0,15,5,1,1,1,43,41,20,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,9,0,1,9,14,0,5,10,1,1,5,3,3,0,0,5,12,24,6,41,35,8,27,0,0,1,2,25,10,0,8,14,125,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727291422917308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931215417884719,0.0,0.0,0.08163314804264102,0.11962246248286044,0.09607392936781783,0.0,0.10914393025190244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315353903818663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240840453361647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197715798697688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539099960340176,0.0,0.09752825029761343,0.0,0.10340436912529716,0.0,0.0,0.07711117199307277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420227062878174,0.0,0.0,0.11806292878175585,0.08340503147763506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663507673585309,0.0,0.09337430600535153,0.0,0.0,0.11559920350701974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158385481053705,0.0,0.07825394577403752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150851258261501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407467534295665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073985499579612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178825337857594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433316298289887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642706616457527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736431944120157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003672937137864,0.0,0.0,0.1322531010632028,0.0,0.0,0.2785288778539518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595142781302268,0.0,0.0,0.2479052101845331,0.0,0.0,0.0976068329264069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383788665395568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355538114541456,0.0,0.0748076168477523,0.0,0.18537026887305344,0.1361537821324156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153913062705585,0.0,0.0,0.1285817932624106,0.0,0.20658357260461035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meems62,2020/03/14,"After more than a year... My former therapist, whom I paid the co-pay at every visit, is now contacting me after a year to tell me that I owe her hundreds more. This has me paralyzed. My husband wants to know how this has happened and I don’t know what to say to the therapist. Has this happened to any of you?",2.55890625,3.8452583281250017,4.336375,86.77112500000004,75.09375,7.620000000000001,25.3,8.238735603445708,1.49000375,239,8,51,4,5,81,43,64,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,12,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,10,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980635946269022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277496110747716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676298588166632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290623205502864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026768170222965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311040567069225,0.0,0.0,0.6139956309013638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595456106390712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405398867816476
anxiety,kaspm,2020/03/14,"Is anyone else having trouble sleeping during the coronavirus outbreak? I live in the US and my company has us all working from home. Without the daily routine of getting up to go to work I’m having trouble getting to bed at a normal time. I have insomnia and staying up until 2, 3 in the morning and then waking up at 11. Has anyone else had your sleep pattern disrupted?",3.9333333333333336,5.9063101111111145,5.6427777777777814,75.98000000000002,72.8888888888889,7.022222222222222,34.22222222222222,7.793537801064563,2.954038888888889,296,16,47,4,6,101,52,72,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,7,4,3,0,1,6,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,14,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,37,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670334030460212,0.3913017444930302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31902849754724805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952702010867845,0.0,0.1085213030937411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153845026203248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861237578829494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709048790347246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38217586576752427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352732639454715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113444986876352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593787526038834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406901586925806,0.0,0.2780277936238472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cyberia____,2020/03/14,"Anyone else having trouble not taking anti anxiety meds daily? I have a script of xanax for panic attacks, and usually Id use it a few times a month or so. I’m finding with all this CV panic it’s hard for me to function some days, eat, sleep etc. It’s literally everywhere, even if I don’t read the news. 

I know if I take my meds it helps the panic, but I’m also afraid of taking them too often and having something dangerous happen :-( 

Anyway, would just love some solidarity or advice in this situation. I need to eat and sleep, but also I don’t want to take them too often.",2.3919491525423737,4.06513073728814,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,76.37288135593221,7.092881355932204,21.969491525423727,7.908726449838941,1.0984684745762707,449,12,89,7,10,158,77,118,0.154,0.727,0.11900000000000001,-0.504,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,10,8,2,4,5,0,6,6,2,1,1,24,18,12,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,10,1,9,17,5,5,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,8,4,61,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312053369660012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474847169716366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271481010103324,0.0,0.0,0.09388345154410466,0.13757364415531087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274946794123528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659188515470778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747797897163118,0.11216385721416157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974454191545952,0.08868288376603141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271870783338175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187329311605201,0.0,0.12027793963520116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999714824637506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737902946145056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118229811849712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982834165873185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071716010559048,0.0,0.0,0.0995581734614212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726044302083816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343045409086123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509230891896242,0.2687303458356329,0.0,0.0,0.10336622474923528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40381192418613293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829287068960178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596462011276296,0.14787745966748655,0.0,0.0791948666829236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538028121726996,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tikatikachu,2020/03/14,"I don’t have any friends anymore, because who would want to be my friend? Even my boyfriend said he wants to see less of me. 

I wish somebody would want me so badly it hurts.",2.2325000000000017,3.783030583333337,2.2011111111111106,100.655,76.5,4.800000000000002,25.88888888888889,3.1291,0.02612222222222238,135,5,32,0,3,40,30,36,0.153,0.59,0.257,0.3776,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,2,3,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860786298543035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604736392579442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192979192519604,0.16010618415099198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347479456885656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058383337995671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28116730844669585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498358988973486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929436081171848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647451451276689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020292218280801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731514805887129,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShitFamYouAlright,2020/03/14,"How to reduce anxiety induced nausea? When I’m in some anxious situations I have this process that’s starting to really affect me physically.
As an example, I was having breakfast in my dining hall and some random guy just approached me and started talking me up. Immediately I got that back of the neck shivers and hot anxiety feeling, eventually I got the guy to go away, but the anxiety from it stayed and turned into some kind of anxiety-nausea feeling. I couldn’t even finish my breakfast because of it. 
Does anyone else have this kind of anxiety experience? If so, how do you deal with it?",6.738841698841704,7.600799306306308,7.9222136422136415,66.50756756756758,64.94594594594594,10.667181467181466,37.478764478764475,10.608840637214634,4.404152123552125,477,24,77,12,7,163,74,111,0.083,0.889,0.027999999999999997,-0.5913,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,4,0,20,15,11,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,11,2,15,11,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,5,5,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047647199625697,0.18635375760883816,0.0,0.11534133705053398,0.16901730601940518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549819500197225,0.12684127487053734,0.0,0.10055587881261792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700627856425453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435444067012534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779988961898104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895213393668064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135899330563733,0.0,0.0,0.1668138052776867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374851276670536,0.0,0.26386137394082343,0.0,0.0,0.3266655032710917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435533733640727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567528164419357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541788369114712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335139510528394,0.17582155404447095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258569064383155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942517415500747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,turbid_waters,2020/03/14,"Trouble getting benzodiazepines from doctor? I’ve spent the last half-year battling with Kaiser about my intense anxiety. It controls me. I’m having panic attacks and general anxiety throughout the day, I can’t go to work, I can’t drive, do basic tasks. It seems like every time I go to the doctor they’re flippant of this and insist that I should only be on anti-depressants. Today I was just prescribed Seroquel to take along with a SSRI, ONLY because I broke down in frustration when she said she wasn’t giving me anything to treat my anxiety. Except I’m reading through the side effects and what Seroquel seems to work upon and it feels like she didn’t even listen to me. I’m just frustrated as it seems like no matter how much I stress the anxiety, they’re reluctant to prescribe these “high-risk drugs” even though that seems to be an entire class of drugs made for people like me. Has anyone noticed this pattern with their doctors? Am I not being adamant enough with them? I’m just at my wits end with all of this.",4.71783417935702,6.391017162436548,4.985807106598988,82.70872758037227,70.26903553299493,7.28379018612521,28.86937394247039,7.793537801064563,1.9040405414551604,819,31,147,10,15,258,123,197,0.17,0.745,0.086,-0.9445,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,4,9,13,4,2,7,0,13,5,0,4,1,28,31,8,0,1,5,0,1,4,0,1,5,2,0,0,11,10,0,1,6,1,1,3,6,8,0,0,6,3,20,5,28,21,3,15,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,10,96,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624867625953465,0.0,0.0,0.08283009134229333,0.0,0.09748261014009443,0.0,0.0,0.13476552229351554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221220804302407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328631312991034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639699690308419,0.0,0.10202955376960564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36374694989007417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747523312029154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492053222505472,0.12240100153122893,0.0,0.15648362394063742,0.0,0.09980778567194296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059897011260813864,0.08462795495882065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189053920722104,0.11363777025953492,0.13464726652627976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515965257986889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656083306320958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314945829006612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208985834794258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708184058266709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486766612974832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018856446303694,0.0,0.13898746257229636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212535261164416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184922071800808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268272992364295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313666866910501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569570179735793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906729038858223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116386496097877,0.0,0.06907506620188056,0.0,0.11228637118986633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172480800370811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628445284803065
anxiety,blueeeerd,2020/03/14,"Self medicating with alcohol I kind of developed anxiety out of nowhere. I never had problems with it until about 2-3 months ago where I got my first real panic attack and it has not gone away. Everything will trigger it. For example im watching tv and somebody talks about murder I start thinking ""what if that happened to me"" and so on until it develops into a full blown panic attack. Sometimes i get that feeling of impending doom or that something is coming to kill me and its just fucking unbearable. I can't do shit without being overly anxious. I started drinking a lot of alcohol. It magically removes all the anxiety and I can actually function normally. I obviously cant keep this habit up but I don't know what else I could do.",3.768396072013093,6.158324737588657,5.7123404255319175,73.42615384615388,74.67375886524823,8.593780687397711,33.54118930714675,9.265573868473778,3.690959192580469,592,32,97,15,13,204,102,141,0.149,0.8170000000000001,0.034,-0.9106,0,0,4,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,6,2,3,0,12,6,1,1,3,29,24,11,2,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,12,10,3,1,3,2,0,3,6,10,0,1,3,2,14,1,20,18,3,19,1,1,1,1,2,8,2,3,8,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.14193090691685994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892600733714174,0.3108676171014693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252624017920047,0.16430863483103927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309236979253733,0.13664802340419913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528584179043167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161240074175823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247828673963012,0.0,0.0,0.1214985521820723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071434749024366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354010181452761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371332251983945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445925448884655,0.07598770721357699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632365961694695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861432898828187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710286608299218,0.0,0.0,0.12927598328251935,0.16091058537004346,0.15145599019134545,0.07993139843285492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236500187429225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651802490697266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609082182743495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217422797548186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250277691222826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412908902583744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916883716995682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554541487141364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172825508077215,0.0,0.1492946438109621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196874789692167,0.1438463588026493,0.0,0.20588991069356616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690117820723388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319368604950272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020138703365595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bitchtitnuggets,2020/03/14,I need an answer So I have anxiety pretty severely and I sometimes when I’m walking in public I’ll be very insecure of the way I walk and I try to focus on walking straight but when I focus on it too much i start to wobble and kinda not be able to walk straight. Is this normal or have you guys experienced this?,0.9111038961038956,3.0660480757575783,3.462900432900433,87.02863636363638,83.39393939393939,6.195670995670996,23.064935064935064,7.447530270364453,1.1160025974025976,247,9,51,4,7,86,45,66,0.08800000000000001,0.815,0.096,0.1271,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,8,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,7,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,36,11,0,0.31344967393514445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23978814261089965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103644576833277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304215763240593,0.2324189615165127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071141287891361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188910055839402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541089116442109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31000974240926704,0.0,0.22186129252791306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128117532249864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586288081019577,0.0,0.2488017612883387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Herps918,2020/03/14,"First Anxiety Attack Hello I just had my first anxiety attack I realized I couldn’t really breath well around 7pm and I thought I had the flu or something I stayed up till 3am nervous, sweating barely able to breath. That’s when I FaceTimed a good friend and she explained it to me and made me relax. It’s 10 am the next morning and I’m still having a bit of difficulty to breath but any advice anyone ?",2.0300301204819284,4.158398192771088,3.8104668674698807,86.22244728915665,79.12048192771084,6.559638554216868,23.62801204819277,7.645422480735847,1.222832530120482,322,11,64,5,8,108,59,83,0.155,0.745,0.1,-0.2871,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,2,1,4,0,5,5,4,1,0,13,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,0,11,4,7,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,42,14,0,0.20922094266907212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204448283744023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227741550679832,0.0,0.3201068969578746,0.0,0.0,0.1462921477434344,0.0,0.0,0.18625099639119053,0.0,0.47603805280406497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284150816455581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559264539074893,0.0,0.0,0.16164358131113715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548460029042673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979699147042356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250884608840268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403229328222735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106850327709035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223001687153018,0.1670841150772303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609805827316446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881147538846004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nanomus124,2020/03/14,Anxiety vs CoronaVirus That feeling where you’re not sure if you have Corona or Anxiety because from experience you know your brain can literally manipulate and have any situation.,9.777,11.821960700000002,10.320000000000004,47.79000000000002,58.66666666666666,15.333333333333332,45.0,13.816669648895859,7.859,151,9,20,7,2,51,26,30,0.168,0.785,0.047,-0.4333,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,9,5,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391252852567591,0.0,0.5380028360442789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435471158176408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925432955048968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439685563845276,0.0,0.0,0.1777982826085559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325055333353314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952548319405631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314138040579372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jackschitt2233,2020/03/14,"Anxiety and Quarantine Everyone: pay extra close attention to your health 
Me; I  already check my heartbeat every 6 minutes and have been on web md is the only site in my favorites 

Everyone: it is important to practice social distancing 
Me: I already drive an extra 5 miles each day to get coffee at the dunkin with self service to avoid people at the drive through window 

Everyone: wash your hands more than a few times a day 
Me: my anxiety makes me go to the bathroom like 40 times a day, way ahead of you. 

Everyone: dogs are safe 
Me: dogs are safe 

Not intended to make fun or anyone experiencing anxiety or the corona virus. Just a light hearted joke about my experience with anxiety and everything that is going on in the world right now. Be safe everyone!",8.780110663983905,7.7921459647887374,8.858048289738433,67.68584507042256,61.1830985915493,12.903018108651915,39.29979879275653,12.031772070788634,4.881489738430583,605,27,105,17,7,199,94,142,0.068,0.79,0.142,0.9215,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,3,7,0,1,11,0,8,4,2,3,0,19,13,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,7,0,4,1,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,3,14,6,19,11,5,23,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,2,8,67,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954742511508407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096636156162016,0.0,0.0,0.09361024512496152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590196928802746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279754894293613,0.6396283350680357,0.12032044437240935,0.13095786213957195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994545644241945,0.0,0.1521713114240554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423054982662829,0.0,0.15864545551811526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540577312923566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872851171034093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181985444393213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092813786202171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433063435264686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396634067008703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647122879667495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613006757314424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062657102132569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saum1234,2020/03/14,"Question on antidepressants I have been on antidepressants for 2 years and then i stopped but again after a year the doc prescribed me different set of meds and warmed me not to come off them until he says so. However, when iam on antidepressants i stop feeling any type of fear whatsoever just curious have anyone else also felt the same of no fear no matter how bad of a situation you are in?",7.852599999999999,7.473377960000002,8.085166666666666,70.49175000000002,62.73333333333333,11.766666666666666,34.75,11.20814326018867,3.8268,317,12,59,8,4,104,59,75,0.259,0.647,0.095,-0.9493,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,7,9,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,4,7,1,13,5,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,9,42,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471202430796134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856848985410318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276074133295514,0.2238504392775612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241504123515853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188194331467026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825679918707134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825053691251404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916836038532265,0.1104660359001477,0.0,0.2097674348213582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242673203295042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447387024780683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373774781367302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455717446437921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653048428124156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813776824436224
anxiety,startingtheparty,2020/03/14,"Anxiety every Saturday past few weeks Hey all,

I have never sufferered with anxiety but the past few weeks, every Saturday, its been going through the roof. I feel really nauseous, I have to keep using the bathroom, I lose my appetite. I think its because every Saturday I usually go out with my friends nightclubbing. However, the past couple weeks I have been going alone and I think its the 'not-knowing' if someone I know is also going to be there when I get to the bars. It is happening again now. I am meant to be going to a house party tonight with a friend but the anxiety has kicked up again. What can I do to stop it? It feels so irrational but I don't know why my body is reacting this way. It doesn't happen at all during the week.",2.871601255886969,4.862043904761908,4.473061224489797,83.13320251177394,75.93877551020408,8.332600732600731,26.273678702250127,9.057496981413335,2.285918262689692,582,22,113,14,13,195,85,147,0.09699999999999999,0.802,0.10099999999999999,0.1684,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,10,0,16,2,1,2,3,23,33,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,2,7,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,3,2,16,2,13,28,4,27,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,18,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303419012584921,0.0,0.100641624779097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888230671654439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671655378326397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397901808229934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924983605521346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181003419641221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272663559355292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446168508321054,0.0,0.06575105523621576,0.0,0.357615233773159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225762076412904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521317376010404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186062363527008,0.0,0.0,0.20749042126096345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079315476347262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706272409253514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604121374013995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062227214905568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663168764021484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521563431578536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127827575807066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869337223034922,0.13860520348781416,0.0,0.0,0.09989330168571367,0.4037948093551508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355940176023248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IIDEAN20,2020/03/14,Diphenhydramine and anxiety Anyone ever tried it to calm down. Did it work for you? I've taken 75mg and feel no effect,0.213750000000001,2.5423928750000044,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,99.41666666666666,5.7333333333333325,14.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.36903333333333377,95,2,18,2,4,32,22,24,0.155,0.754,0.091,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317835667576567,0.0,0.0,0.3946590713389769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105547106636785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853902302544358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383207513327884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109081095712277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crazyyytoes,2020/03/14,Had a huge panic attack yesterday for the first time in months. I’ve been anxious ever since because I’m scared of it happening again and relapsing. So yeah my anxiety reached its peak a few months ago but it’s been smooth sailing ever since. But yesterday I had a huge panic attack and puked a lot and now I’m scared of that happening again.,3.2844607843137257,5.367362838235295,4.2741176470588265,84.60519607843139,75.02941176470588,8.062745098039215,26.03921568627451,8.841846274778883,2.08596274509804,275,10,53,6,6,89,44,68,0.321,0.584,0.096,-0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,4,1,2,0,4,4,2,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,12,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873822445379454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699105785558885,0.2023025570574092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40744486952885256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916179889244568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239652237447324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232018398526415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167089502667705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224224215369295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858701872940104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42020932053064425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585684651483261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962635925208639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441944221840588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TZS420,2020/03/14,"Feeling like everyone is judging me or staring at me in public. I’m 16 I am In High School. I sit in the front of the classroom in two of my classes and I feel like everyone in the back is watching my every move and I feel so uncomfortable. I don’t get bullied and I don’t talk to anyone much. Also, when I’m in public such as at a restaurant I feel like people are watching me eat and judging me on that. When I walk I feel like I walk in a weird way. It’s just all this stuff that add’s up I don’t know why I feel like this and I don’t know how to overcome it. I hate this feeling and I want to cry.",-0.9112165450121664,0.8739526715328481,1.9252846715328469,97.52671046228713,87.97810218978105,4.529245742092457,20.082238442822387,5.6839178017228535,-0.2728701703163017,464,15,116,3,15,162,70,137,0.121,0.7509999999999999,0.128,-0.4663,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,21,22,13,0,1,2,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,9,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,10,21,5,17,22,2,21,0,0,3,0,3,12,0,1,8,77,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193748001930233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787335759186364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763167629462203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153755309706565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322875957158204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793447211296645,0.2675030822980252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954268496833273,0.4999887096420203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313084867128057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819574460390224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789064257337284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385254318694644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34192211619062457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877063908464108,0.10289729233647688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704062706270578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166156936012636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023720358478294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125061235094106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673465327964346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256052987843597,0.11110516633699204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630512765906882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leadey,2020/03/14,"Need some piece of mind Some back story. I have a routine left heart catheterization scheduled for Monday 3/16. I have this test every year and I already struggle keeping my cool as it is. 

Last night I received a call to confirm I didn’t get a chance to answer and they left a message. Listening to the message they told me I have to arrive 2.5 hours earlier (normally its 45 min early) this means  my day starts at 5am. The message continued and also advised that I should expect to be there until 8pm. Normally it’s a long day but If I have an early appt I’m in the car the latest by 4pm and never have I gotten a confirmation call to let me know how late I’ll be there. I tried calling back to get some sort of explanation but the number just rang. 

Already being anxious about the procedure, this voicemail has me spiraling. I cried all last night, had nightmares about being in the hospital. I’m stressed and I can’t rest.",2.3234408602150545,4.539193817204307,3.8561290322580644,85.82086021505377,78.56989247311827,6.498924731182799,25.387096774193548,7.594959193182576,1.4355290322580654,734,28,143,11,18,243,116,186,0.064,0.909,0.027999999999999997,-0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,2,14,1,16,1,1,1,2,26,28,12,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,3,19,1,18,18,6,29,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,5,22,96,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044187876599759,0.11030272261273144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582185372956273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211960341829733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42252643462364703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150983632893433,0.17790712293780442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621213343120004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144125662182692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344793852082454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583345261642202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259868982849555,0.0,0.0,0.07580282489603435,0.22486302728032645,0.1555912614344835,0.0,0.299723108674832,0.1410429636951821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206387718953902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024641185316928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927017179459705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227348771665676,0.10638026517471977,0.0,0.0,0.2588762781678373,0.27028460047650543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762769796449253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579985659149621,0.14419458179265587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179820681902846,0.0,0.09364554461220023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882251974049678
anxiety,Jaek_wp,2020/03/14,"I'm a high achiever in my class but feel indifferent to my achievements. Hi guys, this is my first post on this subreddit.

To give you context to my story, I'm an autist suffering with anxiety, OCD and depression.
Over the past two years I was physically assaulted on Halloween, was taken advantage of afterwards by people who I though were my friends and have only just got back onto routine mental health treatment after being lost in the NHS systems for over a year.

I've recently had a bad week after failing my driving test and then having my first routine mental health appointment and it's been interfering with my productivity in the midst of my degree.

I've been the second highest achiever in my class but I've been feeling apprehensive, apathetic and indifferent towards my assignments.

What's been making it hard for me is the amount of time I have not had mental health support due to long waiting lists and absent staff who's vacancies have not been filled since I was referred to my second adult mental health team after a restructure about six months ago.

All this time waiting has driven me into pits of depressive and suicidal thinking lasting for weeks or even months and I'm worried that my education is being put at stake as a result of this.

I constantly feel like I've been set up to fail and feel nothing towards my high achievements as I feel so alone as my mental health problems have been been eating me up for so long. I feel like I'm ready to give up on my aspirations because I feel like I can't go on any longer on this course in a state where I feel like I cannot recover.

I could really do with some advice on mitigating my stress and anxiety levels so I can get back up on my feet and complete this year of college.",9.50986152324431,7.48341175667656,9.243810089020773,68.80462710187936,60.51335311572699,12.310108803165186,39.08387734915925,10.93419730881044,4.179764945598418,1410,56,254,28,15,459,174,337,0.179,0.745,0.076,-0.9909,3,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,12,10,18,1,2,12,0,30,7,1,2,1,40,55,22,1,2,6,0,9,4,1,0,5,0,0,2,12,15,1,2,11,1,0,5,4,11,0,6,18,9,35,7,51,34,3,62,0,6,0,0,10,27,0,2,30,174,47,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815299164273305,0.07395846054258949,0.0,0.0,0.08641158961581608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056737408518866876,0.0,0.1276522750832365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830989703783513,0.06966320196637102,0.05086007874867623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747807883311652,0.09016160367958287,0.0,0.06661458768502827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437217135452413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537294979584369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510681401514004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374904927676841,0.2384186591264794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193640323088338,0.0,0.0,0.06446025094449684,0.0,0.043590381504493805,0.16007337542650454,0.04741698643767021,0.0,0.0667291182565858,0.0,0.0,0.08261194381187634,0.0,0.0,0.07473972167039604,0.0,0.0,0.443427727483694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630342455603748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800915948597758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304490660643875,0.0,0.0,0.14767143877167654,0.0,0.0,0.09107714784521967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055692280867433705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204049981307538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319110151342844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005636535364627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345467633908121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964639001729502,0.057842046577531926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990590235679164,0.0,0.0,0.07983426435968692,0.0,0.08387336823308546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344941747491151,0.0,0.08238017812314354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901677051338702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557240065500554,0.0,0.0,0.0912623331571308,0.09467895902743204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346059879514315,0.0819726541707979,0.0,0.09730109082122304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150207210278193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385009355431912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473042194159623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118465496189688
anxiety,Melwing,2020/03/14,"This is a really hard time to have terrible anxiety.. I hope you guys are doing better than me. I don't even know what's normal coronavirus concerns or what's my anxiety overreacting... But at this point there's no difference to me.

I'm barely functioning, the best I can do is trying to focus on playing some video games to take me out of my thoughts.

I have three kids and my wife works in a state health care facility. I'm terrified all day of her coming home from work, even though all I want is for her to be home.

I'm just a mess.

I really hope you guys are doing better than me. I don't know why I'm posting this, nothing anyone can say or post is really going to help. Maybe I'm just begging for attention or validation. Maybe I'm treating this as a diary. I have no idea.

Please take care of yourselves.",2.499974337040207,4.146759874251496,4.395076988879385,84.79815868263476,76.0059880239521,8.124721984602223,23.305816937553463,8.841846274778883,1.593409238665526,637,19,134,14,14,217,96,167,0.1,0.725,0.174,0.9171,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,5,6,11,0,0,5,0,17,1,0,0,2,21,35,7,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,6,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,2,19,9,19,33,4,12,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,6,2,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401162142654986,0.0,0.0,0.09323541150392024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399335792159799,0.2358592756842442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719009005642873,0.0,0.0,0.1148618145207184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859941758905896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931338912783342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761414823441155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578099395409972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26405791193725753,0.0,0.0,0.11944770896565793,0.0,0.0,0.14173567938440698,0.0,0.0,0.08937593380861374,0.0,0.2675046046718888,0.2648762059092852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052621714210204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656189925328658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26791872950907525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064626694019418,0.12794467541345406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636882225124803,0.12605072853837826,0.0,0.255408416195183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562657574943582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603843808185033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005122857248005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310072545053954,0.10585818208274704,0.07775244621400601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905300619983258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864821608855882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031987909779672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414826349330494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mixing_my_toasties,2020/03/14,"Any tips for handling obsessive anxieties? I've always had issues with anxiety but the worst is the boil up to an attack. I can obsess over tiny things to the point I can ruin weeks of my life because I can't get over things, I rushed a task at work the other day and got corrected a whole bunch (I'm newly promoted, so it's early days) and my weekend is ruined because I can't stop thinking about it and winding myself up. I've half written a grovling email to my manager to explain myself, but I know it's crazy to send it. I'm now scared I'm gonna lose my job over it even though I've never been written up for anything... Its just somewhat delusional and I can't stop thinking about it. If anyone has any tips to help me distract myself from these thoughts or a good way stop them early on that'd be amazing as I'm just sat here mortified atm!",5.275423728813556,4.817880864406785,6.113000000000002,82.76102542372885,68.03954802259886,8.887909604519775,31.25932203389831,8.238735603445708,2.1312196610169494,671,24,140,8,10,222,111,177,0.201,0.68,0.11900000000000001,-0.9437,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,9,11,1,4,9,0,12,2,0,0,2,22,27,11,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,5,1,3,5,1,1,2,4,9,0,1,7,0,16,2,22,17,4,23,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,3,11,91,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279168947959542,0.0,0.0,0.2333987903561681,0.0,0.26255945916822104,0.0,0.0,0.11999237616279275,0.0,0.14121884735008705,0.0,0.0,0.1952289920578884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209221414358626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134606014666705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334553398961693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965815129650832,0.0,0.0,0.14393673545456062,0.1372506771915907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502529453643393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911427503086794,0.17029456331289242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431132582921163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121187866615135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198557233714536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323547488428206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622251265951156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718096490344803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304161762736317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801759748829264,0.2199190871813196,0.16860409053919562,0.13623766549095248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621452498168204,0.13765366951087318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915943192522201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493274330355755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ninetales0317,2020/03/14,"How is everyone handling the busy grocery stores? How are all my fellow agoraphobic and socially anxious redditors handling grocery stores right now?

I am recorvering from being agoraphobic, and I feel like things just got turned to extra hard mode at the store for me. My boyfriend has medium to high social anxiety. Although he has been doing store trip, he is starting to struggle.

I have pretty much excepted most of the things we have run out off, but I am about to run out of coffee and hand/body soap. For some reason this was my tipping point.

Making a cup of coffee every morning is a part of my routine and I need things in my routine to stay the same. Soap is just necessary to being a clean human.

How is everyone else doing? What are you all doing to tune out the insane lines and crowds? Is anyone else struggling with this?",5.006877637130803,6.736749202531648,5.22854430379747,81.02779535864978,69.63291139240506,7.545147679324894,28.356540084388186,8.07648339933343,1.9773527426160336,666,24,117,9,12,210,97,158,0.086,0.868,0.046,-0.6715,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,8,0,21,0,0,5,2,26,27,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,13,1,23,22,8,15,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,3,92,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560393426436905,0.1854865381427956,0.0,0.11480458236410818,0.16823076380121296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237667290789306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27431724275219993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383360921745493,0.3137787483740055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301875865667288,0.11729646639198026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131673176297626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708085823780914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734744150394521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021432331770742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959725677501124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069761336223755,0.12174386792546102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780040190244709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521142678639455,0.0,0.0,0.16703897226419026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881336704834934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021628413383108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33473948082935034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162136329972859,0.17500334744550727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432914338458239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272391032884788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859019767950265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lorenz_Duremdes,2020/03/14,"Did your confidence increase after stopping medication against anxiety? For example, you never dared to walk into a store due to anxiety. Then you take anti-anxiety medications and try to create a habit of regularly going into a store and after a while you stop taking those anti-anxiety medications. Does your anxiety of walking into a store decrease (or anything else other than a store)?",9.22962686567164,10.252384761194028,10.315634328358213,50.93822761194032,59.597014925373145,13.267164179104473,42.12313432835821,12.602617957971056,6.489928358208956,317,17,39,11,4,110,43,67,0.136,0.75,0.113,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,13,3,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,8,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.67259527408392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470342015503868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153880983750138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689387092487022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999353625886656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314285508505225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562060015854874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940244590367237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264423398689217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938553585687847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sylvesterstone1932,2020/03/14,"Over sharing I completely overshared personal information with a stranger today. We got to chatting about the news, which then led on to disclosing several personal things about myself - and I don’t know why!
I’m now laying in bed and although it’s highly unlikely I’ll ever see this person again - I am having massive anxiety and feeling guilty about what they think of me, what they will do with the information I told them - and it won’t stop going around in my head. How do I make it stop??
Why do I always feel like this after I disclose personal things?",5.914541778975737,6.929599160377362,6.4572237196765485,75.73858490566037,66.83018867924528,9.830727762803237,32.123989218328845,9.957137785484203,3.2477347708894886,445,18,79,10,7,145,74,106,0.095,0.8390000000000001,0.066,-0.4464,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,3,1,21,18,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,10,8,0,2,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,14,2,14,14,0,16,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,0,9,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314472892835853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160430676038076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531452992511965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803726868801272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556131449482699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396948981108692,0.12289997312080933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977699711928667,0.0,0.13759001699206982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765548625248104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817616642793808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945445019937644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404633560490775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148329555534186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6008481861274063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708754097527864,0.0,0.0,0.1943476325692636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876535607154447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285813502334204,0.11023140854860633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306658961312212,0.16438432003644365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31046494640716915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbygrl_moriko,2020/03/14,"Grad School Rejection Is Causing Anxiety Attack I don’t know which flair I should choose. Work/School, Advice Needed, or just Venting. More like a mix of all three. 

I haven’t been able to fall asleep at night and get up in the morning at a normal time. 

I just got rejected by the school which I didn’t really care much. However it’s making me feel bad about myself and cause me to worry about my other school applications. 

For my top choice school, there has been a letter of recommendation issue that my recommender is having trouble with the recommendation system. I had been contacting him and my admissions counselor back and forth for 2 weeks but we aren’t able to solve this problem and this morning my recommender sent me an email saying that he is giving up on it. So I lost one recommendation, which is completely not my fault but I feel absolutely terrible and anxious about it. 1. It is not easy for me to ask my professors for a letter of recommendation. I always feel bad and don’t want to be a burden. 2. It had caused so much trouble that’s totally unnecessary and now it is impossible for me to ask this professor for a favor ever again. 3. I’ve put in so much work and effort on this application and what if eventually I get rejected? I would be so mad and sad and hate myself for even trying. And it is just going to prove that I am a total failure. 

One thought leads to another. I am exhausted and start having suicidal thoughts again (it’s been 3 months since last time). My next therapy appointment is on 23rd but I’m so burnt out right now. I don’t know what to do about this situation and honestly there isn’t anything I can possible do until I get further information from my counselor. I feel guilty doing anything to relax and I can’t quiet down my mind to just get some sleep before the sun goes up. I got scared by my thoughts so I decided to come here and write these down. 

I need help, advice, encouragement, anything that might cheer me up a little bit, throw them at me.",3.601715367965369,5.5428260994897975,4.9366048237476825,80.82700989486705,73.71938775510205,8.424984539270254,25.399196042053184,9.095868883498916,2.064143537414967,1589,53,309,36,33,528,200,392,0.19699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9942,2,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,5,24,25,3,1,13,0,36,3,2,5,5,65,66,29,1,8,11,0,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,25,21,0,0,13,1,0,7,10,18,0,3,14,6,44,7,46,47,9,42,0,5,0,0,17,19,0,4,16,219,69,9,0.17878603598817794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747076451758261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438215209644643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373637368762576,0.06838541408602805,0.1009886656223732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206885110911173,0.0,0.16714080930813915,0.10169746316336484,0.0,0.06873771293575842,0.14927887215241634,0.0,0.0,0.07606687420608667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975940230608714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911421395773139,0.27549376176008705,0.0,0.0770041696031504,0.09372687859346228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059043245299463865,0.0808611026225184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807991834298812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681664936462755,0.08575392843998969,0.05080411218894885,0.0,0.14299152539495674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825709817548444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991825563749061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330308575062114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825612972032767,0.07286724079235865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367291317616048,0.08959528841853995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097583039003551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059670533659215215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483186543023413,0.09026146508913377,0.0,0.07135265410374281,0.0,0.19714246175440187,0.1325675802955977,0.0,0.0,0.09507048877839168,0.08388929173833913,0.08758617769934783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115004500456862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077719624056884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553704542955806,0.0,0.089864673601304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726745636606063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763411489317999,0.0,0.07108891588191929,0.08949800575015933,0.4523525333773857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394682824666941,0.1004814976459872,0.08945757656259554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327283823955474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977814526116036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022287067550096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129042129709004,0.10425157534392224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069199130617391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052726318106146586,0.0,0.07170568693113519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015836353080526,0.0907829490133522,0.0,0.06350223517201632,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cinnamonautumn,2020/03/14,"Singing or infecting? I started take singing lessons and i was very happy for me for 2 weeks, singing was a passion for me and unfortunately pandemic started. My singing lessons in one of the most crowded and central place in my city (it’s a capital city, so crowded) and I have anxious about to get it now. When it explained as pandemic I had start to sore throat due to psychological distress. Actually i really enjoy and happy taking these lessoms but, all in all, I need to my respiratory system for singing too and i need to protect myself for singing too. I really afraid. On the other hands, with cancelling lessons i'm dread to broking my singing teacher's heart. Also, hobbies is good way to cope anxiety but my hobby avaiable with passing crowded places in the city. I really dont know what i really need to do?",4.4046997518610445,6.526859961290324,5.351612903225809,77.93049627791567,71.96774193548387,8.124069478908186,35.79404466501241,8.841846274778883,3.390280397022332,654,37,116,13,13,214,90,155,0.098,0.795,0.107,0.5345,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,0,3,5,0,7,6,3,0,2,22,19,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,7,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,1,18,5,23,16,3,17,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,2,7,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.16019828500826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128017216758525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558336595046946,0.18545616373324367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239646563415566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576779111582485,0.0,0.0,0.13769117120800226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495066838912596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453258270683935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021905957915212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651717951540137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124031812971848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430283864478717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206651389621935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348583807185851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24685856207273585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545071870340902,0.0,0.13030403545723332,0.13168073401258212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Life_In_Sadness,2020/03/14,"am I the only one who feels scared of deja vu? just passed that feeling of deja vu of where its like you can almost see or feel whats going to happen exactly point for point and then it happens, makes you feel like ""wait I knew this would happen"" I dunno why but when this happens It triggers my anxiety really bad and I start to feel really scared almost to the point of a panic attack, and now every time I get that feeling like I  feel like theres events leading up to that moment of deva vu I practically do everything to avoid it, from not moving or talking to just going to sleep/just lay down (if im in my house).

am I the only one like this? I always feel like im half crazy when this happens.

please let me know if this happens to you or others, Im kinda freaking out thinking im may be half nuts",3.1696548323471423,4.0172952307692364,4.774689349112425,85.91438116370811,73.02366863905327,7.053451676528598,22.95907297830375,7.1686216300943375,0.7638161735700201,630,15,132,6,12,213,94,169,0.18,0.7020000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9399,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,7,13,1,4,4,0,8,0,0,3,1,36,32,12,0,3,9,0,8,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,2,11,0,0,5,1,7,0,4,1,9,15,6,19,27,0,21,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,10,14,83,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829470307356912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601025685016014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988225996397167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392345580474753,0.0,0.0,0.07627317235924308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696605056490001,0.0,0.08209920776064908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36951316904585857,0.26104093650464305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772644075852856,0.0,0.10383226372690127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846813553069319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540527311571098,0.0,0.0,0.3946933474400335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020339857511034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341124334502844,0.0,0.2677730547734415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097662492935262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709025974520012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380182313447285,0.138951105570689,0.0,0.10717917445225557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027452373211657,0.25906494106871364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170418963381288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182913944082339,0.0,0.07279387287605149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141565792421598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465777811848168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734234175618457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853319042525072,0.0,0.0,0.053266736680666206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242888332685579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489219617799727,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GayAltAccountlol,2020/03/14,"[trigger warning] My spike in anxiety made me start cutting again Recently my anxiety has been spiking so hard. It keeps ruining my friendships. I’ll get in good with people, start feeling comfortable then I start thinking too much “they don’t really like you” “you’re annoying and nobody wants you around” “they only hang out with you because they pity you”. I end up getting really upset and I’ll start slowly phasing myself out. I’ll ghost people and it fucking sucks. I don’t want to keep doing this, I know that it’s mostly just my anxiety.

I have been so stressed out and anxious lately. I stole razor blades and I have been continuously fucking shredding my thighs for the last 3 days. Most recent cuts are from 15 minutes ago. 

My parents might know because I keep wincing when I walk and when the dog jumps on my lap. I fell asleep yesterday after another session of cutting and I forgot to put my razor away, when I woke up the door was unlocked so I don’t know if they saw it. I’m stuck in a loop of stress and anxiety and that keeps making me cut and i just want to keep going and going. Some part of myself wants me to get a shaky hand and cut too deep so I bleed out and die, the other is wondering how I got to this point.

I keep bleeding through my clothes, I’m just barely an adult so I know that my parents can’t have me committed, should they find out. I don’t have any medicine to take for my anxiety and I’m too anxious to talk about it. 

The fucked up thing is I missed this for so long. I’ve used this many times to cope before and I’ve just been missing it. It’s like meeting an old friend, granted, that friend is slicing my skin apart and I don’t even want to stop them. 

I don’t know what to do, it’s going to keep getting worse",1.6351640359021964,3.8016823454039006,2.9259076137418734,91.84689917982048,80.69916434540391,5.771618693902818,23.06414422779325,6.937597516519254,0.7021605694831323,1378,47,291,16,36,445,177,359,0.179,0.7290000000000001,0.092,-0.9763,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,6,0,21,24,10,4,9,0,25,9,4,5,1,64,74,28,2,7,5,2,4,2,2,2,2,0,1,1,19,24,0,9,9,0,0,8,7,18,0,0,11,5,50,6,37,61,5,48,0,4,1,3,17,17,4,7,25,182,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727611108333794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055818858847970484,0.08607057198879542,0.3139641248385564,0.18545953662490194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730707543486195,0.0,0.0,0.07711913353583558,0.0,0.0,0.1000733600909878,0.0,0.06984609191449788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293636898900353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518859056127476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270065884178636,0.0,0.0,0.05421466283659399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415033367537113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502184284491731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683334479681604,0.2276516178660425,0.1715387019496615,0.0,0.13994798892235186,0.06884683769881811,0.065648807907314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352972374247868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107103709634988,0.0,0.0,0.2255517509834685,0.06690812592285647,0.09259254256660378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020264641377642,0.0,0.0,0.07264035679327806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766836841713973,0.05479065127951836,0.08321868833102301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707647393684305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060340021626420076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613168975988837,0.0,0.0,0.06242737753235623,0.0,0.0,0.18228562239387705,0.08888725963272806,0.0,0.11381122676110092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759441622802392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251550123142545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516819740000057,0.0,0.16209297021372845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239343125354664,0.0,0.0,0.06862457671021117,0.18805026458511848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061715762922486976,0.06597473822210549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054531911110720976,0.052595099000367115,0.0,0.0,0.04786291792387168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089285455549517,0.0,0.0,0.24207168358051745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901488073117092,0.0,0.0,0.08364899626220408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heitauloskayttaja7,2020/03/14,"Making jokes about corona is getting harder... I've always freaked out over the diseases on the news but hid it with jokes, but it's getting harder and harder, not helping my country is doing fukall to combat it.

I just want to stay home for the next few months. I'm supposed to see a doctor about mental health stuff on monday and the anxirty is getting so bad I don't even wanna go there 😭 I just want this to be over with!! Who knows how long this is gonna last, what reactions there are gonna be, what if it gets more dangerous after mutating? Fuck man, existing sucks. I didn't ask to be born in this anxiety inducing world !!",3.983429571303589,5.019989110236222,4.779475065616797,85.92954505686791,71.28346456692914,7.534208223972003,25.922134733158355,7.793537801064563,1.355637620297463,495,15,100,6,9,160,87,127,0.221,0.7290000000000001,0.049,-0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,5,0,11,3,0,3,0,19,27,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,11,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,1,5,2,18,21,2,16,0,0,1,1,4,7,2,1,7,65,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774347217698366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341367657863365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969970585402744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835827756523154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186423802079888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410896449260635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197482158583636,0.4464167677682099,0.0,0.1214014255681128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706106944907786,0.0,0.0,0.14318056823613348,0.0,0.21427167063071248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739634554078406,0.17412344253762094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904114885223255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258861219140748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215272078313634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050418859887287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271802885606694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022223387174473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276834765338315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453625180144795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25198945153248364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,htownthrowawaybro,2020/03/14,"going out, trip report. massive failure Kinda last second some friends wanted to go out to these bars. not really my thing but sure

we get there, and I feel super super anxious

Try having a drink or two...doesn't really help or make me want to socialize like everyone else

we leave the bar to go to the next one

we get inside

I find a nice corner and sit on my phone for 2 hours. realize it's now 2am and they're closing down the bar. 

can't find friends, try to call

phone shortly dies after

​

walk 2 hours home

Damn dude going out is so sick",1.3680678466076692,3.6399745309734537,2.9108185840708,90.96557890855459,82.45132743362831,5.5365781710914455,20.03613569321534,6.816661863887847,0.3575197640117991,434,12,89,5,12,142,83,113,0.138,0.653,0.21,0.8928,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,2,3,8,1,0,5,0,3,5,0,1,1,24,13,7,1,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,10,4,0,4,4,0,6,2,1,0,2,0,1,8,7,13,13,1,21,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,4,7,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146024748978894,0.19228707733834025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877374262597198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158758708128187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423510422624182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550215336496017,0.0,0.0,0.13219482299005014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121151584631284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001429290674472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892692577186678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445220359302097,0.0,0.1653547523671773,0.0,0.3597410153242389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606943606907933,0.0,0.15873435585125406,0.0,0.31168227198978965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899219205439116,0.0,0.16756042011292713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731135065271752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563090977591487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829717461311033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723206822911732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027537930546154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613125954899981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491456542896563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513208454227764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487826116644732,0.0,0.1545840445165408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866760227919104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228707733834025,0.0
anxiety,Frenchdreameekot,2020/03/14,"Positive Hoffman sign? Hello, I have some issues : tremor (postural) , vibration in the whole body at rest, fatigue!,  hypereflexia

When I did the Hoffman test (flick finger) sometimes my index move! Sometimes not

I have an apointement with my GP and will ask for an MRI to rules out anything sinister)( brain cancer, multiple sclerosis, parkinson)

Im only 23


Can a Hoffman sign be present in case of anxiety?",4.476428571428574,7.697111428571433,5.185357142857146,73.47089285714289,77.57142857142857,8.071428571428571,34.464285714285715,8.841846274778883,3.9390000000000014,320,18,47,8,8,103,58,70,0.09699999999999999,0.853,0.05,-0.5337,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,6,6,3,0,0,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,8,4,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,30,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063809748523687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200596753184024,0.0,0.25220789859686826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996647817244359,0.0,0.3011637209711453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29140871322140505,0.28158024706443313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28673346376053976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517985994784485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336386708326586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011997549714259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BakuretsuFactory,2020/03/14,"A strange anxiety disorder that I can't pin down(Duplicate) Hey guys i posted this in another subreddit but I thought i'd post it here as well to see if anyone has any information for me, cheers!   


 

Hey guys, first time posting here, recently I was diagnosed with a massive anxiety disorder(about 4-5 months ago) A little backstory, I was and still am very anti-drug in terms of illegal (or legal) for that matter consumption, however this anxiety disorder started after I overdosed on Preworkout after I was on it for roughly 4-5 months straight, it was a very high dose stimulant coupled with my usual 8-9 cups of coffee a day, while the physical anxiety has died down, the mental anxiety has stayed with me until recently(kinda).

After a few months of different medications, Quetiapine, Mirtazipine and Lexapro(Was on lexpro for around 6 years before this) it wasn't until my psych prescribed me dexamphetamine for what I thought didn't exist or that I grew out of, severe ADHD, that I actually started being able to have a clear mind and reason with myself again.

Again a quick little bit of backstory, before this happened to me I was like a rug on valium, the most chilled guy you'll ever meet who just went to the gym and played video games I had absolutely 0 problems in the world and never had anxiety about literally anything, so to have a mental condition sprung on me out of nowhere was always a little strange since I believed it was a medical problem(started with a panic attack from the overdose, then a second one a few days later, then just happened nonstop for weeks) so now I get to the question.

Why would Dexamphetamine make me feel normal and grounded as opposed to say valium or other traditional anxiety medications, surely a stimulant is the last thing that would help an anxiety disorder, and this is the crux of the problem here, I don't know exactly why and how it's making me feel better is it possible that my overindulgence of caffeine and nicotine ( alot of nicotine since i was around 17 am now 30) and intense workout have essentially done to my brain what happens to drug addicts when they ""fry"" themselves out?

I'm just having a hard time understanding this and would like to see some research or hear opinions on this condition that got thrust on me, is the problem dopamine-related as opposed to serotonin-related? I know Reddit isn't a qualified doctor but it would be good to get some things I could take to my therapists to look at with them and hopefully pin down why I have this chronic overthink and anxiety after 30+ years of complete chill(except childhood).

Thanks guys.",12.564156808165158,8.914510121085597,11.56453375086987,59.54789549988404,56.348643006263046,15.237346323358851,47.487937833449315,13.115064733898606,6.155526003247508,2104,100,344,55,18,681,249,479,0.131,0.774,0.095,-0.9348,2,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,2,2,21,15,1,1,31,0,38,10,1,6,5,73,64,32,1,11,10,0,4,2,0,5,9,2,1,4,29,24,0,2,10,5,0,2,6,5,1,3,17,9,36,10,65,39,8,69,0,0,3,0,17,25,0,12,40,248,65,5,0.06457301558468803,0.0,0.0630139484411736,0.07039411832239234,0.07760421629410331,0.0,0.05724008220301139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372992180288701,0.0,0.0,0.04391186490064372,0.06771043706549247,0.4445836216035334,0.0,0.0,0.04515095389420925,0.0,0.0531380898486972,0.11496734828936288,0.0,0.0734611272907849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098937604704862,0.07275167611429433,0.0,0.057109584814205125,0.07049700875407026,0.0,0.0,0.07208484097094145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770357828751235,0.0,0.0,0.051556298590273816,0.07144881354607173,0.0,0.08328850611965767,0.0,0.0,0.06554025156715858,0.0670165954125191,0.06746505762021933,0.22201881061129375,0.06609321764388007,0.0,0.06608061421529046,0.0,0.0,0.1497683950051995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058409989471260526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530011376329509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492577406919534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747347098013275,0.0,0.0,0.05416078182646269,0.05164493942031023,0.0,0.0,0.2557497503355574,0.1713051132776423,0.0,0.05784473853103099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727784815877679,0.0,0.04328193120566578,0.06822493626979073,0.0,0.06413557449778809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097528127019254,0.052635626147103806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309422741134915,0.19415737666718744,0.0,0.0,0.054225069961590544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620597864092559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951515593273606,0.13014882394802565,0.0,0.06520033804298687,0.0,0.154624694931583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049802690419050624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326784512362275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437563465229631,0.0,0.0,0.07576252075519126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279637279785896,0.1855292978999213,0.0,0.0,0.2471506205532181,0.0,0.0,0.07233655568370821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639181464161807,0.06375806274323455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135105376401195,0.0,0.0,0.10291266624897094,0.0,0.0,0.07294912763255804,0.0,0.10683093154157013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711533835898831,0.06882624290016738,0.05156809365829653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060859302998318925,0.0,0.0485508715087417,0.0,0.0,0.05945015709213086,0.0,0.07497424805856419,0.0857988845665897,0.0,0.0,0.10252752299681656,0.07530608933973464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722278651336618,0.0,0.0,0.07111805385960737,0.1065590009812706,0.0,0.0,0.05179657811778012,0.0,0.05805889591805043,0.05985983237636575,0.17480130862530802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348327032414447,0.0,0.0,0.08316580985412317
anxiety,lonely_lyf,2020/03/14,"Read it and believe it. Your anxiety is lying to you. You are strong and great. You can accomplish all those dreams. You are not a burden, you are a blessing. You are great in what you do. Your anxiety is telling you lies in your own voice.

No one gives a shit how you do things. So do it anyway without thinking anything.
Just go on and don't think... You can achieve everything you ever wanted.
Just believe yourself.",0.8431481481481491,3.407890012345682,1.7560802469135837,94.49486111111116,93.320987654321,4.675308641975309,22.799382716049386,6.42735559955562,0.6666864197530873,325,13,65,4,12,101,50,81,0.151,0.627,0.222,0.8484,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,14,0,3,6,6,1,0,3,0,12,1,1,1,2,13,17,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,14,4,5,17,2,5,1,0,0,0,16,3,1,0,1,54,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228033200313227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362129294453602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754118978236317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084648924627498,0.0,0.0,0.18961820103372515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023944226712873,0.11990668116161292,0.0,0.0,0.4652197036505713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429677558880537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110404120785428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165713429852706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844087185211527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401679408694018,0.2703791807969271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444342675384334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033803886274927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zillsaa,2020/03/14,"It will get better. Man, I just frenzied out of control in a panic. Usually, I only panic this hard when I get too high or something. Tonight, I was watching a video of Chris Cornell and the Avett Brothers when out of nowhere I started getting an irrational sense of fear that I was losing my breath. Not that I was losing it, but I was afraid I was. I started checking my pulse and it was fine, but of course, I keep checking it and gradually get more and wore freaked out. I kept having the internal dialogue of “maybe I’ve had corona for weeks and I didn’t know it and now I’ve given it to all the people I care about and I’m gonna die from it right now”. I started getting light-headed, started getting visuals (from hyperventilating) and had to get in the shower to ground myself. I convinced myself that the steam would help clear my lungs out. Regardless, showers usually pull me out of severe panics. I panicked about my lung functioning until I finally had a moment of clarity that suggested this panic was similar to panics I’ll have if I get too high. Then, I started to work myself out of it by reminding myself that all those other times I hit this point I made it back to reality. Now, I’m still a bit shaken up about the episode, but I’m mostly fine. In the midst of my greatest panics, I forget the most comforting idea: this has to pass. If it doesn’t and I die, then there’s nothing I can do about it. If it does and I don’t die, I’ll make it out just fine. I can’t undersell the physical and emotional toll that these panic attacks have on me. But, I just have to keep reminding myself it’ll get better. It will.",3.1929109188683675,4.7012637750759945,4.695759878419455,83.93420329670332,73.86322188449847,7.614729950900164,26.93956043956044,8.263242389622931,1.7842489127893386,1278,47,256,21,26,428,154,329,0.18899999999999997,0.6920000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.9757,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,6,17,21,1,9,14,0,25,3,3,3,3,46,53,24,3,5,12,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,28,18,0,4,2,1,2,2,5,13,0,0,15,2,40,8,39,32,7,41,0,2,1,0,4,17,0,6,22,186,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090228739387002,0.0,0.06144121142969236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133711483016373,0.08723442705696867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146741037424203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961908312940746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487830792018779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699244920005792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988119783182176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991416723314441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753088017857982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375718680683834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157825152011582,0.0,0.08200451307320661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535579386611548,0.16884583705545586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020184249885167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204461825061304,0.0,0.0,0.043913125579636524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878418044480862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560705693917033,0.053336512346647866,0.0,0.08027426550836582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766700026037067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077056057495792,0.0,0.6562505480861915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539534354467307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755350674344697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823754343831658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026872864253924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151397052714577,0.0,0.0,0.282782163240322,0.0,0.06381140397594343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659264040811774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600584170860425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409413527570686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058171032985291214,0.0,0.0,0.0567614791185786,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NicholasLordOfAss,2020/03/14,"I feel trapped Well, i feel trapped. Throughout my school year, I’ve been trying to open up to other people. I’ve made a few friends, or really most people I talk to are fine with me. But no matter how much I pushed myself just to get on good terms, I could only start talking to some of them, but some people I just ended up not talking to anymore, even if we became close. I’m only really friends with 3 people, and even then my anxiety around then still makes it hard to even talk to them. The point is, I want to know more people, hang out with others, etc etc... but each time I try, I just get sad and just give up on any social interactions with the person. Even worse, I tried talking to a girl, I don’t even think I really liked her, I just started talking to her for the hell of it, recently I got embarrassed around her, and just completely stopped talking to her. I feel like I’m trapped into a box, like I can rarely make friends to who I’d want to talk to, without just confining myself again. Idk away out of this, without just closing myself of from anybody or everybody I care about. I just want to know how to go on day by day, to make it better, which I’ve tried. It’s never worked or gotten better. Wish I could get some help on this.",4.913709468223086,4.664745688715957,5.463206225680933,86.41042542153048,68.76653696498055,8.409753566796367,27.250064850843053,7.793537801064563,1.3573197924773015,970,26,212,10,15,313,131,257,0.129,0.693,0.17800000000000002,0.8957,0,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,2,3,23,15,1,1,6,0,7,0,0,6,1,62,33,14,0,7,19,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,10,17,0,2,6,0,0,3,6,3,1,0,4,4,32,12,45,27,11,35,1,1,0,0,25,17,1,8,18,144,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056947387643333375,0.0,0.06406235129950623,0.0,0.08304949769709706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909615349232164,0.0,0.0,0.07867830483859664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812587312895875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538048415478477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780182591432628,0.0,0.0,0.13372224240163053,0.0,0.0,0.10801324095348908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417049876037496,0.0,0.18678878810048646,0.27655379241243583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702731596731687,0.059825255317065285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940964344662733,0.0,0.13125511463385253,0.08033289499606533,0.04759247166967038,0.07023876222784521,0.06697607563785707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501632544432414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613045403327893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920447552098618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273623887008013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923864398451247,0.1676951762563063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061559957922568666,0.0,0.06458694303673322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273790307170018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902805692508072,0.07312022783465792,0.0,0.0,0.07916319665241775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609416842809442,0.0,0.08268505841512831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475130930109964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536435717677754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854594565794538,0.0,0.06687641771150749,0.07001200763383493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384687641049171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365845079475864,0.0,0.0,0.048830595913389424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274211084387991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481794893716494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529405684477533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629909281463744,0.1614484745995833,0.0,0.06096512626647156,0.0,0.08534018635339193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392706075169538
anxiety,throwaway_cuz_anon,2020/03/14,"I just made a choice I made a difficult, difficult decision. Prior to that I had a panic attack and spent a lot of time being anxious about it.

Now that I made the choice I feel remorse and regret. I can acknowledge, that I'd probably wouldn't feel great if I had taken the other choice either. 
(I had to pick one of two jobs offers and took the safer one. It's still a great job but I feel like I should've been courageous) 

Can you guys give me tips on how to live with my decision? I just don't want to be overwhelmed by this anxiety anymore.",2.604060963618487,4.009204902654869,4.030560471976403,88.52827925270407,75.19469026548674,7.500098328416913,23.17502458210423,8.167268648758528,1.1380057030481816,426,12,92,7,9,141,72,113,0.192,0.747,0.061,-0.835,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,6,10,1,2,8,0,10,0,0,5,0,24,21,6,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,6,0,3,10,3,14,4,10,8,2,6,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868171372421736,0.1900316717050347,0.16682109649135315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136542515929575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255159112597042,0.12017068093858965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136427069608614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709086307923916,0.0,0.1665563186691223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338488937239945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217988274177163,0.0,0.14853427102345934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300782057035005,0.0,0.4774987630459703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279695987413656,0.0,0.0,0.19736052971345905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136097817376576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433431437162555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808576545891076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688971281246372,0.0,0.0,0.16431867435847966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921579130502642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goatsgivemelife,2020/03/14,"Party. Ruminating. Fucking shits Yesterday I went to a pre party. I didn't join the club cause I didn't feel like it. Was too sad and anxious. So I texted the people who went out to text me when they get home. Only one of them did and it doesn't count cause it was my SO. Wtf is this. Why didn't anyone text me back when they were home. Did they not want me to have a peaceful mind. Did they just not care to open the message. Did they [insert countless rocd worries]. I feel incredibly anxious and all over and would like this to stop. 

I forgot how to mitigate anxiety omg. How TF do I calm down. I know my life is already fucking ruined because of this so what's another weekend eh, but I'd just like to be slightly calmer...",-0.0017999999999993575,2.3232660866666706,1.8096666666666683,95.4465,91.46666666666668,4.6000000000000005,19.5,6.2581,0.006199999999999761,563,18,124,6,20,184,91,150,0.171,0.779,0.05,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,6,0,11,10,3,0,5,0,17,4,1,4,1,24,28,12,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,8,6,0,2,3,2,0,2,6,5,0,1,13,2,19,5,12,13,1,12,0,2,0,2,8,4,3,0,9,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058009850574372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715901327532056,0.12518365944589066,0.3697317883975211,0.0,0.11442044252568552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258285639159045,0.0,0.0997530325771933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668412294420455,0.33620539031181346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654819504208104,0.1169039886291636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302563895560815,0.08549480954909512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282872328281525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993191052340065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558331653949926,0.2398377708078289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652291012318933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088626265118162,0.12445510411625887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134469253398522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797344738199474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680982890842847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651873192333434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033906449048713,0.14765906632404385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618370927000128,0.0,0.1162447034659503,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lstarr91,2020/03/14,Meeting new people Anyone else get really bad anxiety when meeting someone new. Like you feel that they are judging you for what you are talking about?,6.776666666666667,8.793533518518519,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,65.66666666666666,8.362962962962964,35.72222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.5177555555555533,123,6,18,2,2,38,22,27,0.179,0.7440000000000001,0.077,-0.5059,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868450983514,0.0,0.0,0.2181625570002424,0.3196880546159335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605128221028187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606418222849003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776011980152513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630107859204645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524308657605138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6026766319878211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163063764624211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987968099517814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643625283854427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25077941726848996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JupitorLeAnn,2020/03/14,"I love every single one of you. It's been a long time since I posted in this subreddit. My anxiety is bearable now. I still get it from time to time, but I havent had a panic attack in about a year. 

I am here to tell you that there can be life after anxiety. That what you're going through will pass. And I know it's hard right now, with all this confusion and fear, but you are absolutely not alone. I once thought I was having mini strokes. I was in and out of the hospital for three years, subscribed medication, and dependent on it. I've been successfully off meds for two years now. Back then, I thought that was impossible. 

""We will all get through this, one breath at a time."" Someone on this subreddit told me that, while I was having a panic attack. Those words are so incredibly powerful. We got this. Thank you for being brave enough to share your stories. ❤",2.167602599179208,4.41823883139535,3.4489056087551297,88.3562859097127,79.2906976744186,7.070314637482902,22.90834473324213,8.124751697461798,1.2384729138166897,677,22,142,13,17,220,107,172,0.068,0.722,0.21,0.9825,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,5,0,2,9,11,2,4,6,0,19,5,1,1,2,19,29,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,4,11,2,20,5,22,14,4,28,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,2,16,107,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096618944298254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301612120229253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316522108395112,0.0,0.1120825129461453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061182591786582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228113549139144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402355322181253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523099811346329,0.0,0.0828402971081838,0.0,0.1165797406676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305747415453588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010736363682339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102956500251048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899539575674182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155652071100524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161909491242885,0.14684057742880133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523251006650654,0.197545145273327,0.0,0.0,0.3420422260575014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960036664572525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448054274760195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205764052992238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350425612553202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640627432012204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740301777714752,0.13419870318839194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314385915914096,0.3399815921737659,0.0,0.0,0.1392824989677332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423889701805944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815991843740565
anxiety,Mopshondje,2020/03/14,"Lockdown is coming Hello everyone,

I think here in the Netherlands the lockdown is inevitable. Now im really freaking out, not about staying inside but the food supply. 

Do u guys have any tips for me what to get and what’s necessary. My anxiety is rising because i dont know if i got everything.

If u guys got any tips.

Thank you so much!!!!!",2.1254157782515968,4.539632671641794,3.817484008528787,84.74089552238807,80.49253731343283,6.8136460554371014,25.989339019189767,7.957251820313856,1.8584771855010664,267,11,50,5,7,89,51,67,0.08199999999999999,0.868,0.05,0.3229,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,13,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,5,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30664307175889377,0.0,0.1724774129202539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743922382538154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421509885888666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423917209439673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543810337578065,0.20263023784089995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272628913138882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779431624230093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36064427918236186,0.0,0.0,0.4464846188035381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353708472790095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390773152590627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574012765039065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443639554651347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031193605969686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075746364738491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446661083543533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imlookingforwhoasked,2020/03/14,"I’m worried for my future. Need advice please!! Hey! I’m currently a homeschool student in 9th grade. Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about my future and the college I might go to, what I may major in, what job to do and so forth.As a former public school student Ive become dependent on being taught by a qualified teacher however, I am currently learning all my subjects by myself and it is very hard to regulate my time per subject and what to learn during the session. I am very distracted by my phones and electronics and I’ve noticed that I have become dumber through the two years of my homeschool. I try to stop my habits but always seem to fail. Also in public schools the tests are regulated in time but in my case I can take days on one test AND it is open books. I know what I have said so far seems as though my parents are not helping out. They are but I just lack the self-discipline to help myself. My mom is the only one working due to my dads slowly failing health. My dad helps teach us in certain subjects as well. We are not really doing well financially either, so my parents want me to get a scholarship to a well respected college. They have high hopes for me but I need a lot of help to get there. I have some hope left so if there are anything you guys can help motivate me that would be most appreciated. 

As for careers I am not very sure yet. I hope to learn the stock market and investing so I can learn to be wise in my decisions and earn some money. Tips on choosing careers will also be of use.

TL;DR 
I’m unsure for my future and my current study routine has proven ineffective due to electronics and lack of self discipline. HELP!!!


Thank you for your time! All responses are appreciated. :)",3.01045943304008,5.012155700879767,4.3456392961876835,84.15179227761487,75.56891495601174,7.2446138807429135,26.322678396871943,8.131152278815165,1.7388204496578683,1358,51,264,23,30,448,176,341,0.085,0.723,0.193,0.9934,7,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,3,2,6,16,15,0,1,14,0,32,1,0,3,4,59,53,27,0,10,10,5,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,8,14,0,2,11,1,3,1,3,4,3,3,3,2,44,11,42,42,11,33,0,2,0,0,25,15,0,14,17,186,52,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665893344633177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820513641801312,0.08230549363594954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139890342504583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848846137938707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379221651883077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335837369583416,0.0,0.05621587188047175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979417461552488,0.0,0.0,0.08860872302224572,0.0,0.0,0.10514238963389036,0.0,0.0,0.3978052370671554,0.10450949619034446,0.0,0.29473577895931524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815822018822007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054361288504422116,0.0,0.11158082120564106,0.0,0.1074718152289282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818858356663755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493355296486838,0.0,0.11584846030321864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668895465951187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261577951882765,0.0,0.0,0.13405519976337033,0.0752295795934572,0.0,0.0,0.2196675766416016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857934858911353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336770492163539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409114751383334,0.0,0.0,0.2002152264098138,0.0,0.1800976359798195,0.20638056159237916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269766022146867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093226545052357,0.0,0.07437203167058827,0.0,0.0,0.09106796291558464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338096109232061,0.09718382737429422,0.0,0.173035004954169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715702844583396,0.0,0.09662592221767684,0.0,0.11898298474486455,0.0854311017890473,0.0,0.2448465645257796,0.05834283516972647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26681033183096475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201155155715165,0.10045333755042238,0.0,0.07026662533294271,0.0,0.0,0.06369824116614788
anxiety,LilTemplar,2020/03/14,"Silly problem, probably anxiety Not sure what to flair this. Y'know the whole 'you are now manually breathing' meme? I accidentally formed a now anxiety-enforced habit of manually breathing the other day and I'm having trouble breaking it. I have stints when I'm really into something, whether that's chatting online, watching engaging shit, playing more intense games, where it fades back into automatic breathing, the whole forgetting about manual breathing moments after someone mentions it. but the moment I get a moment of quiet downtime when it's mostly just my brain and I, it reminds me of the habit. I'm not good at breaking habits. The worst thing is, since this has been going on a few days, I'm not even sure how A) aware of my breathing I'm supposed to be and B) how often/deep I'm supposed to breath.

To elaborate on A), I'm thinking I'll use  [one of Exurb1a's analogies](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3rl5O_92Co) \-- I'm starting to forget how loud of a part of the orchestra my breathing should be - if I should realize I'm breathing at all, or if I should feel like my breathing's not even there.",4.454402146142055,7.016226703883497,5.192789984670416,77.14385539090445,73.2233009708738,7.637812979049567,32.20132856412877,8.532816995589336,2.9714893203883497,895,44,147,17,19,289,119,206,0.124,0.8320000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9408,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,0,14,11,1,0,13,0,11,11,11,4,3,32,26,13,0,6,10,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,4,12,7,20,20,9,23,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,4,14,102,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932825623323148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500975456146927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790891008971536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177703587986644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578568831016631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869950760264687,0.13945165723684694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198448330612124,0.0,0.11093724566922236,0.16372536553377387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727738298773036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953653649156422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322732720485638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138369692924466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045972916931108,0.18678102645207648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505078037984282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037105563190288,0.16147231194889394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539320211635455,0.150275292141735,0.0,0.0,0.13816429610785178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679493276687525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968289290085036,0.12507694030611893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859101904734788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358699654358513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway0273847,2020/03/14,"anxiety at work from coronavirus Ive never had many problems with anxiety before and i am not a germophobe. My anxiety has only started recently with the coronavirus outbreak and seems to only come from when i am at work. I constantly worry and actually convince myself i am sick and i will convince myself i am sick and actually start to feel ill. I work at a gas station pumping gas (in my state gas stations are not self serve) so i come into contact with over a hundred people a day. Yesterday i felt horribly ill and left work early, felt like i had a fever but checked my temperature and it was normal. Not long after being home i felt totally fine and feel fine now. Im taking days off but i will probably have to be back in a few days. I just know when i go back im going to start feeling anxiety again and make myself sick. Is there some way i can overcome this? Should i quit? Medication?",2.041289178001179,4.494341449438206,4.23896510940272,81.35751330573629,81.13483146067415,7.567593140153756,26.22235363690125,8.532816995589336,2.282074157303372,710,30,133,17,19,244,101,178,0.136,0.7859999999999999,0.078,-0.8373,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,9,6,0,0,7,0,18,7,0,1,2,36,35,14,0,3,6,0,6,1,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,15,0,0,8,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,6,6,23,5,18,24,3,34,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,20,94,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.2294336520284645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597173375802081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180785240676458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003073693843656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025266297091812,0.0,0.12703530746488256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274399550069554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831818132187127,0.0,0.33861401084139703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361855169689393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791735626401817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539593742656339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460521197449529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772396672650405,0.0,0.0,0.05743148689696154,0.0,0.0,0.10403256964466354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846894614427928,0.11918242657001706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842440195952485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906657448576872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517904465417833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881191083217626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149790899336877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674428697270998,0.1124843603626158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503432546890242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607148530849813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701775352174774,0.12263561346606433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496183274262649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838680986491658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330977147307816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423260692272684,0.11938291649328067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nahnoi,2020/03/14,"does anybody else feel detached from their memories? idk if this is an anxiety only thing, but my \[F,20\]  anxiety for the past yr has been the highest its ever been and ive also recently been noticing that my memory is \*so\* bad. like not in the forgetting words/where I put my key/etc. way but that if I look back on a memory I ... don't trust it? I don't know if the memory actually happened or not.. like im talking emotionally charged memories that I know every detail of.. now if I reflect on it I kinda just question if that part of my life actually happened? it's weird lol",1.0652380952381009,3.5249249316239317,3.8060378510378494,82.66019230769233,86.00854700854704,7.445421245421247,25.451159951159948,8.418075326091056,2.2365877899877904,455,20,89,12,14,160,77,117,0.156,0.759,0.084,-0.6949,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,6,1,9,1,0,0,1,20,15,11,0,5,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,2,13,3,7,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,8,7,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.35390658572477385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501065820646894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774360553551734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943265669959132,0.15140414806049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586843335464959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147912004271366,0.2039734228771408,0.0,0.0,0.2022324481694905,0.0,0.16402463626995029,0.15277952856706015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168660622410232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207015232713816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586903286532675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993099947437726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807973319971389,0.17717872911057614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227270981684965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644700522631584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379107037918027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963642398356493,0.17310134312349418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228814501555973,0.20313267203855892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904288539345334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457473137642965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046852739398912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393242815443233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeatmyshorts,2020/03/14,does anyone else shake/shiver or get queasy when they're feeling anxious? my anxiety has gotten worse these last few months and i've noticed that when i have anxiety or when i'm just upset about something i shake or shiver. it's like i'm cold even tho i'm not actually. i also get queasy every time i think about something that gives me anxiety. it's hard to deal with this stuff cus it feels like i don't have much control of it,1.7723096129837683,3.9999047078651735,2.9835205992509373,91.285418227216,80.57303370786515,5.7533083645443215,21.124843945068665,6.937597516519254,0.4599952559300875,345,10,72,4,9,111,60,89,0.184,0.741,0.075,-0.7506,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,14,9,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,7,2,5,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,8,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.18274604179171167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975773197649173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297773170507722,0.21155894300852468,0.0,0.1309417725980089,0.1918776582260763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100363967164124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306454367902612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638790292110006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564379455963295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368840097418132,0.0,0.15778092433773866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893761240803846,0.13378392144781162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956790528541197,0.17964402586950975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677548743813576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264798625642825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297885792848165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947511178617318,0.0,0.13766314128364873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320526131266654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833530239502503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143764553478826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199934363521142,0.0,0.0,0.10919717054785792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908415555760616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elchkacke,2020/03/14,"Scared to ask for medication from GP? Hello,

I’ve been in therapy for a while, and my therapist suggested that I seek medication. My insurance doesn’t cover seeing a psychiatrist, so I’ve made an appointment with a general practitioner. I haven’t seen this doctor before.

I’ve been on various antidepressants in the past, and one in particular worked *far* better than others for me. It’s not a controlled substance, and has no potential for abuse. So I’m going to go into the doctor’s office and ask to be put on that medication again—simple, right?

Welp, I’m terrified. I’m afraid she’ll say no, think I am a drug-seeking malingerer, or just otherwise react poorly and not prescribe me the medication. Has anybody gotten medication from a GP before? Do I actually have anything to worry about? Anybody have any words of reassurance? It’s been ten years since I’ve been on medication and I’m pretty nervous about getting it.

Thanks in advance.",3.486692583732058,6.328563829545455,5.655586124401914,71.01357655502393,78.31818181818181,8.932535885167466,28.01315789473684,9.414487439383343,3.3119250000000005,758,33,125,23,19,263,107,176,0.125,0.8079999999999999,0.067,-0.8738,0,0,1,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,3,10,0,14,8,0,3,0,18,29,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,1,0,1,4,6,3,0,2,7,3,9,3,23,20,1,17,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,1,3,80,16,3,0.0,0.14217702291422166,0.11709992692313242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160218964415802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874744547909492,0.0,0.22436230875207872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042175048341168,0.0,0.0,0.10612774431357792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345870283457239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456443739099521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391586191974313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269356798360061,0.0,0.1363943126995152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354422250354207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7253071391805538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131318711198683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455087555686765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220802604034292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063029805766723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247692647908482,0.0,0.09542656494228806,0.12013809961751055,0.0,0.09562220742657823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926289802587583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047727087846664,0.1372272203493289,0.13932596172688202,0.0,0.07688934047667784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735936802641102,0.1218629496905642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727424242834492
anxiety,blubewwiz,2020/03/14,"Shutting down I’ll be talkative and in a great mood but one thing can stress me out or set me off and it’s a total switch. From happy to miserable and just wanting to be alone. I want to maintain a mood for longer than a small period of time, it’s exhausting I can’t help but just want to be “normal”. Let me be happy goddamnit",2.7951428571428565,3.5892739428571434,4.367142857142859,88.68785714285715,73.85714285714286,7.885714285714287,24.0,8.238735603445708,1.1590857142857138,256,7,58,4,5,86,48,70,0.166,0.604,0.231,0.6542,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,14,10,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,3,12,5,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677764827587493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28504872951201504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504556941233062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329845172361433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643815920356617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253320942443945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519798433852754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961644544440044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171766987294882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507607022653813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574927555383346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,torict,2020/03/14,"Why People always want to know why I'm anxious and they get upset with me when I can't verbally express a cause? Then I feel worse like I've let them down... 

Headache, nausea, dizziness, lightheaded, tingling and numbness in my extremities..

I isolate myself but my body craves love. Like I want to be hugged and comforted but I won't ever express that when I'm anxious... anyone else?",2.68222602739726,5.362163301369865,3.6482020547945235,85.15942636986303,80.36986301369862,5.8417808219178085,26.93321917808219,7.1686216300943375,1.6017958904109588,303,13,54,4,8,97,53,73,0.105,0.63,0.265,0.9404,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,1,1,12,12,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,11,5,5,9,0,6,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,6,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177149032570344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935823914419895,0.0,0.15274833656163173,0.2238322617439511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426534972791709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244127578061732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249054897338188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760443491896515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045706562478512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413336336595807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005677860558205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338433810945604,0.0,0.2134514877870816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716354856873108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144871625368875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577000302199985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394242082295359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262361034755745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,franklin_hunt,2020/03/14,"Im new here. Was wondering if someone can relate? After a tumultous two years and the beginnings of accepting and dealing with my anxiety disorder, I have gone.through a lot. Don't want to bore anyone with needless back story but I am really scared I guess. I also just like using this side account for serious stuff. With this new anxiety and very common panic attacks, I almost can never use my tv or play video games. I can't be locked in a bathroom or in a car without feeling like I'm gonna have an aneurysm. Aneurysms now being a constant, minute by minute fear. Any headache or pain sends me into a panic attack. I was wondering if the tv and game part was permanent? I've never found much enjoyment in life but movies and games have always provided me solace and joy. As shallow as that may sound it's true, it's really all I have aside from my mom and dogs.when I look at them for too long it makes me feel strange and then triggers headaches that lead to panic. Have any of you dealt with this? Was it permanent? I'm new to all this, and my medical help is slow.",2.1845710627400763,4.579822004694837,3.365251813913787,88.17978553137007,80.1267605633803,6.877422108408022,24.70529236022194,8.00094639256281,1.5667107981220658,849,32,168,16,22,274,135,213,0.21600000000000005,0.68,0.10400000000000001,-0.9803,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,6,17,2,5,9,0,18,3,0,5,5,44,33,20,0,3,9,1,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,11,14,0,0,6,7,1,3,5,10,0,1,5,4,18,7,22,24,5,24,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,11,17,109,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854661081567924,0.0,0.0,0.09467334735524674,0.09850674592072338,0.0,0.0,0.16101325941034292,0.0,0.18113013458715596,0.0,0.0,0.08277833642959416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693626328968318,0.0,0.09103162832065816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793335174346035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205090424697305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568076429083747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321731231968462,0.11971917135248113,0.084575076682945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298042837056872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041567187351108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935172911429139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278773382173924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361962644924335,0.11567496880928195,0.0,0.0,0.10476800183134882,0.09941453495569463,0.0,0.0,0.10064765628796764,0.0,0.0,0.07902366269936281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926157359901687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386524075157442,0.0,0.0,0.08702742903990524,0.0,0.1826133672509556,0.34301419331700755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597119177868665,0.4167018561682041,0.0,0.12820064480805232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168237580604108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118525171218642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003081858544773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552379803082595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564604923400702,0.0,0.0,0.20449521571146706,0.0,0.09768095767695803,0.06982720820288763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114120007070904,0.2567694212736468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623678786138782
anxiety,Zood27,2020/03/14,"Didn't get my letter of recommendation I'm doing online classes to get a second bachelor degree with the goal of attending law school. I did very poorly with my bachelor degree and that led me to floating around for a few years afterwards never able to hold a job long. I've had a change in personality mostly just learning to manage my anxiety and I started doing school while working part time for almost a year now. Things are going great, I'm doing a lot of school work, but i'm getting mostly As. I asked one of my professors for a letter of recomendation for law school and he said no because his policy is not to give one out to students on his online courses. I get his reasoning, but a lot of law schools require at least one academic letter from a professor to demonstrate your academic ability. It sucks that because I am doing online school I cannot form a relationship with my professors and get that LoR. I know that not having one doesn't stop me from going to a law school and becoming a lawyer. It just sucks that all the effort I put into his class sort of didn't convince him. He even said on a paper I wrote for I had taught him something new about his area of law that he'd use as a prosecutor.

It really sucks. I'm tired of stupid roadblocks in life tripping me up and preventing from reaching my goals.",6.982868047982553,6.406906458015271,7.607044711014179,73.85603053435116,64.57251908396947,10.691821155943297,32.83642311886586,10.125756701596842,3.1529217011995647,1060,37,199,21,14,353,137,262,0.105,0.855,0.04,-0.9470000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,6,6,6,4,0,16,0,16,2,0,3,2,41,39,11,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,10,12,0,4,3,0,1,6,8,4,0,5,9,2,28,2,40,29,9,27,0,0,0,0,21,10,3,6,11,140,38,26,0.09922109921781998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935559840855948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075903869321541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832781439847673,0.09275833390481457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096852229247168,0.10958190868022342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496276672419996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553460025689661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919464570731465,0.09518191949425707,0.11277927447323173,0.0,0.0,0.10939161216889763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846163090691787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452932127419767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008279669405729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780755050186521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870846074981047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652542850352415,0.09582835591037422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26893913876890274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744678142736523,0.0,0.0,0.08663603670079399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974460976540232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356357686038526,0.10201581524665798,0.0,0.10652632810014248,0.0,0.0,0.1887639735184855,0.0,0.0,0.7029193469907539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638524968219816,0.0,0.0,0.07022920471456799,0.0,0.0,0.08295328177282023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591808947806482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057856620868854264,0.11404005753754995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569517251020806,0.0,0.0818677981288328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446828389632246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779026960950896
anxiety,slateflash,2020/03/14,"Thinking about the future makes me feel horrible I'm currently in my second year of university and i'm getting really anxious thinking about my career and what i'll be doing after i graduate. It doesn't help that everyone around me is talking about it and seems very certain about what they want to do and i'm just here having no idea what i want to do in my life. The uncertainty is really killing me and i have already broken down 5 times over the past two weeks. Every time this happens i just feel like a wave of dread hits me and i can't function for the rest of the day.

I just wish that time wouldn't pass so quickly because i need more time to make decisions",3.2454946524064137,4.893169191176471,4.415641711229945,85.42561497326204,74.0,7.592513368983957,26.334224598930483,8.296473431620573,1.687935294117647,534,19,108,9,11,175,86,136,0.16699999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9355,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,11,4,1,1,6,0,11,1,0,2,1,25,28,7,1,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,2,15,2,17,25,2,18,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,13,74,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877823259309968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034959334923818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035413047795005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980574091815372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161691225930522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176752175447014,0.17212219266630244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821585540316967,0.12868510115498594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411063167357968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928860321236454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073752325612505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033451497331322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928745566144065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723133705810696,0.08800255137885117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404767084333169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335643130683292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195472524770622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307921274160092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398383293894994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478188812233025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308404078427284,0.0,0.0,0.4201416369237159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596110021445235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862633783588475,0.2124910009752524,0.0,0.14448963761267028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207140921243174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599798832523248
anxiety,feryx0,2020/03/14,"I am having an attack and have nobody for me. I need help The situation is this: I spoke to a friend of mine at 6pm, he was supossed to called me back in an hour. I haven't heard back from him and is now 10pm

I am freaking out I am crying and loosing my mind, he doesn't have a phone with him and he was by himself

I have no idea of what to do everything is so confusing I feel so dizzy",-0.1498595505617999,1.1611904606741597,2.5375140449438227,96.68469803370786,82.59550561797751,5.798314606741574,18.990168539325843,6.6274283507984215,-0.20838314606741595,297,7,78,3,8,104,58,89,0.179,0.755,0.066,-0.8395,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,5,0,15,0,0,0,0,11,19,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,3,15,1,12,15,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,4,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314377641094433,0.0,0.4249781533342043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28217493185851983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035474770715319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483573614026752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972625036668893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135002758343252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852254646268628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721400989049593,0.0,0.0,0.3119552134512387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790255095239341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049032585600433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31061872362378506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhatTheHellDanielle,2020/03/14,"Driving with anxiety So I have anxiety when I drive. I only work 25min from home and I take the streets. Yesterday was the worst day because it was raining and all I wanted was to get home to my 2 year old daughter. I've always had anxiety but it got way worse when I had her. I just try to make it home thinking,  ""I just have to get to her"" any advice is so appreciated.",0.23371794871794904,2.420115448717952,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,86.82051282051279,6.030769230769232,22.76923076923077,7.3871296695380915,0.9604769230769232,287,11,64,5,9,99,49,78,0.135,0.7909999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.2235,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,15,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,11,0,7,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360941734366915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485924372305394,0.0,0.0,0.13473455004358598,0.0,0.4547045492832308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077763162386145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777684825303368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702850523330601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584619029633094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5962187832633465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322526812460865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790311202706085,0.0,0.0,0.15068607269689652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896839024612638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269530969383115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345166213234641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686164869241215,0.15726561997001987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424031014924082,0.0,0.20191043144902013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127588614091649
anxiety,toastylocke,2020/03/14,"Way too anxious and feeling kind of dumb/groggy/out of it? I feel like I'm kind of losing it. I've been on edge this entire week due to the news cycle and a lot of personal upheaval (shifting to remote work, etc).   


I've been sleeping really poorly and constantly stressed, but I just feel really out of it/dissociative today. Like having a hard time scanning/comprehending text, and feeling really dumb and aloof.   


Does this happen to anyone else? Am I just feeling the consequence of a week's worth of intense stress? How do I help this? I'm kind of scared because I've had periods of anxiety here and there where I can't focus on reading/writing and it's freaked me out. Help. :(",2.7024522845575447,5.0476572556390975,4.192481203007522,83.22670908039332,77.94736842105263,7.099826489300174,26.020242914979754,8.139509932561175,1.879719953730481,537,21,100,10,13,178,80,133,0.203,0.653,0.14300000000000002,-0.8918,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,1,3,5,0,7,1,1,1,0,20,15,9,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,3,6,6,5,16,12,2,13,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,1,9,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123191385570612,0.16426255079452087,0.0,0.10166825976077196,0.14898123961332402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863553578466701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712759881545862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724202048430566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146447519201363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621613472323892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675973792297946,0.10387501412041864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857825621925192,0.0,0.13025137667182365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491940901518165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542405329005978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207186667400545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266732656591704,0.0,0.12361533832588227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695916897569387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794441852131677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557248206958132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550672220004693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33311434613159185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478490920146403,0.0,0.13782382427359174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541311333179527,0.2332649702655773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105854180115407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PinkJennifer,2020/03/14,"So, that job that made me want to die every single day I was there? It’s not a problem anymore Yup. Got handed my walking papers...and I don’t know that I’ve ever been more fucked in life ever. I now either need to 

1) INSTANTLY find a job (that I’ll probably hate just as much in 2 weeks)  or consider more extreme options like

2) there’s a thing for beta/cucks/sexually challenged guys called sissy porn and it’s embarrassing and destructive as hell. It’s kind of like the transgender equivalent of that mutanizer machine Magneto built back in 2001. 

Anyway that sissy shit is BUILT for these all hope is lost scenarios—and there’s a guy who wants to take me in and make me over me like a damn barbie 

Or the complete polar opposite 

3) I find/summon/create the strength in me to leave these nickeling and diming jobs behind, I crash with my friend who’s in the Army for awhile and get physically ready to be something far greater than I ever have been 

I know which is the healthier choice, i know that’s the one most of you will suggest....but I’m terrified of leaving weed behind. It’s been what gets me through, my most dependable friend for about as long back as I can remember. 

I fear a life of misery awaits me no matter which route I pick. I kinda just wanna go for 4) have a great great week, spend time with the people you care about and write my last chapter at the end of it. 

Idfk. I don’t think I’ve got what it takes",3.7463136288998378,4.866435637931037,4.7288177339901525,85.75557471264369,71.93103448275863,8.006568144499179,25.188834154351397,8.418075326091056,1.4610558292282434,1125,33,235,18,21,367,168,290,0.163,0.698,0.139,-0.8845,3,0,1,0,0,1,32.0,0,2,0,3,15,22,6,2,15,1,14,6,2,4,4,40,36,13,1,6,6,0,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,2,22,8,0,0,6,0,3,2,4,10,0,1,8,1,26,12,37,26,9,24,1,1,0,2,10,9,4,8,16,147,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145151582462916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282773442827512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475332038353,0.0,0.11457967410709713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782908821450848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247629285672404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663348573932344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953599655066324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049644926944917,0.09468563683095316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264595981615007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542795648900075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365019205230026,0.10389420128905916,0.1174286170000493,0.0,0.06386857544607269,0.0,0.17976231911839988,0.2478003682009875,0.0,0.2225492407886893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109527337572199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161945138403297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345616895388587,0.0,0.0,0.1170272674141494,0.1852845792504644,0.09160531826213564,0.0,0.2379899956442257,0.0,0.0,0.15875570787391705,0.1647106875778533,0.0,0.0,0.0994534357515186,0.0,0.0,0.12267687437732787,0.0,0.0,0.10633739190298244,0.07501502962490522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826127889369581,0.08332890920643271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615211108198963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791066858811249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211654662031992,0.10753320949953027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730549320687262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535723468376895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651619909919739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899269038930412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466078303403208,0.07200905295886173,0.0,0.0,0.0655301246133536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325701672900635,0.0,0.1802901331546104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,centerofdatootsiepop,2020/03/14,My cat was being so sweet but now isn't She knows I'm going through a tough time and was so snuggly and sweet. I'm still going through a tough time (for a week or so) and she won't cuddle me. No one else can cuddle me-- no SO or whatever. Why is the cat acting this way? Ugh.,-0.9722350230414776,0.8691573064516122,1.3771889400921675,100.96435483870968,88.83870967741936,4.188018433179724,15.308755760368664,5.288315135182226,-1.0932792626728114,211,4,54,1,7,71,40,62,0.147,0.705,0.14800000000000002,0.265,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,0,7,12,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,2,2,5,2,3,8,0,9,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31949315109063786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347174418892989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018797259513586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25916227732356506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054300839012096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460266717966346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30357599781553785,0.3067833630837332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451073106899663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScouttheHusky,2020/03/14,"Severe erotophobia?? Using a throwaway. Advice appreciated, mostly just venting. This is a long one. Sorry. 

So I’m a college-age boy/man, although I am not in college. Diagnosed with Aspergers, bipolar disorder, and severe generalized anxiety disorder. Possibly asexual, definitely straight (at least romantically). 

Simply put, I hate sex. Can’t stand it. Over the last couple months I’ve been trying to find some sort of explanation of why I’ve been feeling this way and how to deal with it. So far I have only been driving myself mad attempting. 

During this time, I found a new girlfriend, who is very understanding of me and all my issues. She’s actually really great. I’ve had only one other sexual partner in my life, about 2 years ago, and that lasted several months. 

I’ve had sex probably a total of 20-30 times so far in my life. I’ve come to the conclusion that sex is fucking awful and I would rather mutilate my dick off than have sex ever again. 

I know this is an extremely unhealthy attitude. I used to be very uptight about anything sexual, and I would refuse to talk about it. This didn’t cause any problems socially (that I was aware of) because my peers didn’t discuss it with me ever. I didn’t think of sex very often, but when I did, I thought it was very immoral and disgusting. I never had (and still don’t have) any sexual fantasies. I didn’t have any reason to worry about myself becoming that “degenerate.” However when I was about 18, I realized that it was a toxic attitude for my own sake, and consciously decided to let go of my previous views on sex. 

Then I had my first sexual relationship. I had no idea what I was doing. Didn’t even know how to put on a condom, just kinda figured it out minutes before my first time needing one. I know most people’s “first time” is underwhelming, but this was something much less exciting. We had sex plenty of other times over the course of the next several months. I always left feeling ashamed, unsatisfied and honestly pathetic. I started to regret ever doing anything like that. It always just felt wrong. She’d sometimes mock how unenthused I was. Needless to say, that relationship didn’t last very long. 

About two years later, I met my current girlfriend. She’s very understanding and doesn’t make fun of me for this. She never pressures me to initiate sex. We’ve only had sex maybe 5 times, and it’s been about a month since the last time. Once again, I feel like a rotten piece of shit afterwards. 

Trying to reflect on this and learn from it is a fucking burden. Most men will jump at the opportunity. I know I don’t have to be like “most men” but this is another level of self-hatred. I can’t find any explanation as to why the very thought of sex makes me sick. It’s gotten to the point where the very thought of masturbating, something I’d always at least mildly enjoyed, makes me feel all sorts of very negative emotions, ranging from panicking anxiety, to nauseated, to being irate and brutally angry at myself. There have been times I seriously considered harming my genitals. 

I’ve mentioned a little of what I’ve been feeling to a few very close friends and they tell me they “want me to get better” so one day I can “enjoy” it. Fuck that bullshit. I’m never having sex again. I won’t torture myself like that again. At this point, I would rather harm my genitals until I can’t ever have sex again than have sex and enjoy it. The idea of sex, let alone enjoying it, is so fucking repulsive. I can only hope I never encounter an unfortunate soul who decides to try to get me into bed. 

TL;DR I’m a young dude and the idea of sex makes me sick and hate myself.",3.9873130125481673,5.959238098853871,5.3664855251457375,78.02229226361031,72.73925501432664,8.538721470210453,27.937061555182297,9.176763484411943,2.556191305206996,2875,111,522,65,58,962,303,698,0.195,0.703,0.102,-0.9974,2,1,2,0,0,0,95.0,1,0,2,7,36,39,12,3,26,1,66,28,2,11,11,107,108,35,0,10,9,0,6,4,4,5,6,2,1,3,39,26,0,2,31,1,0,6,20,23,0,8,34,10,69,16,73,63,15,84,1,1,1,21,26,26,6,10,54,354,108,2,0.0,0.0,0.05175193643004892,0.0,0.0,0.05182261150268549,0.04700999014823597,0.0,0.0,0.05492553450586864,0.0,0.0,0.1323815234398627,0.0,0.0,0.14425530201361786,0.055609056746150035,0.08113922531698964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728223245465266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03232803635139134,0.05857007856480324,0.04512663502777405,0.0,0.0,0.04690281558233658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447884539812469,0.0,0.045682685052675996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058679301140613566,0.0,0.034201486977777355,0.054674037770740494,0.0,0.053826732281019314,0.0,0.0,0.12155936537084958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059654270589733986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03502737570450925,0.1918832345393148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340737812798638,0.037886330835121926,0.0509193852150157,0.0,0.09694123832491433,0.13532790302708192,0.0,0.05814724891974461,0.04097267222197803,0.19611026074298848,0.055414441838038654,0.0,0.0301395141129295,0.0,0.0,0.05846836760034575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471695858528708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267310264508762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960124864559796,0.0,0.05535200889451662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658079949803052,0.17291381642994244,0.0,0.0,0.057619817739759126,0.10845836875939592,0.07491665290098867,0.10363573547985017,0.0531523599841583,0.0,0.09386394512409743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159805683911994,0.0,0.053278136824438285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931970525193255,0.0,0.03898488890168319,0.03932282530965285,0.16360731123003486,0.051218986801782926,0.056400519855609885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056477735972204075,0.14374440705181776,0.1613340076402443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03676596321522591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026544951438884,0.059786021199575136,0.0,0.0,0.057177857078,0.050744809363350026,0.0,0.10662434521784499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03397388980909913,0.05452610185213492,0.0,0.1138738224436744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217346374496885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532432070050843,0.23964590121769916,0.05443695868425332,0.04386891882408818,0.0,0.0,0.05405981571472479,0.0,0.08165380816890032,0.052450363195448615,0.059365388729790934,0.0375365795979993,0.0,0.042351713721198884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042625404674701814,0.04635262289450196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03398099695749132,0.0,0.12630531772060802,0.2473887794505548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801648034184867,0.0,0.05180491289980611,0.1104171206645842,0.0,0.09160586901609752,0.0,0.4375725360219572,0.03127986181064873,0.04209462142003503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570691818401067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053856939037239364,0.0,0.11301800763989416,0.05798256395141148,0.0,0.06830220627647374
anxiety,-NixiePixie-,2020/03/14,"I have been trying to hold it together... Until today. My Anxiety is at an all time high. I live in FL. If you havent heard, all hell is breaking loose here. They have shut down Disney, Universal, etc. School is closed for almost everyone until at leas the end of March. Miami has declared a state of emergency. National Guard has been called in. There has been a run on the stores. You cannot find toliet paper, sanitizer, rubbing alcohol, bleach, lysol, dish soap, cold meds, canned foods, ramen, water. The shelves were empty tonight. I dont know when they will be restocked. This scares me. I scored myself an Animal Crossing Switch which will be delievered tomorrow and I am trying to stay in that happy little bubble, but it is hard. This is really scaring the crap outta me and I dont know what to do.",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.4990849673202646,86.00588235294121,81.22222222222223,6.737254901960785,20.764705882352946,7.928766900206844,1.1727411764705882,629,18,117,12,17,202,111,153,0.115,0.855,0.031,-0.8721,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,2,0,3,5,2,2,8,0,25,5,1,0,2,13,28,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,3,4,2,3,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,5,4,14,1,15,19,3,26,1,0,0,0,6,12,2,2,9,79,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057600413013864,0.17856748861607494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364187175971218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820905380357914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179929230815797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794369265536545,0.0,0.19888035965974052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703979047834438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298651315558824,0.0,0.2156322157238016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983108649466016,0.159744853386952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884109552315685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960063471377317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787292584559881,0.1574649123469846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807971767316115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114240047558669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570703880385233,0.18047518854685166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900715321820303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398318417730608,0.0,0.16903196852411198,0.0,0.0,0.2421429696101091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tayler_Vengenz,2020/03/14,"Anyone else who feels bad over past things (no matter how small) have their anxiety amplify that? I’m 22 and was diagnosed with anxiety and ADHD a while ago. I’ll admit I haven’t been consistently on my medication and stopped a while ago because things have been pretty fine. 

*Once in a while, however*, I’ll think of dumb instances of immaturity or dumb jokes that could’ve or couldn’t have been harmful but I don’t know. I think my anxiety takes many a situation and amplifies it tenfold, but I also am trying to be more conscious of who I was year or even a few months ago. I am kind of obsessed with being a good person or even just “better” person so I think about these situations in hindsight and I feel pretty bad, like I should have known better and been more conscious/mature. I want to improve who I am. This overthinking and guilt doesn’t eat me up everyday, per se, but I think about this way more than I should lol. 

I’m wondering if anyone else with Anxiety has felt this way and can relate to taking a situation that you have hindsight with now, and amplifying it making yourself feel horrible about it, even though there is nothing you can do and you just have to not do it again?",5.471666666666668,6.148637876068378,6.1264786324786344,78.92407692307692,67.67521367521367,9.487863247863249,29.275213675213674,9.558583805096642,2.492892649572649,949,32,185,19,15,310,124,234,0.12,0.73,0.15,0.8513,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,2,15,14,2,2,7,1,29,3,0,2,0,46,46,25,0,5,11,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,16,14,1,1,13,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,7,4,20,7,21,34,4,21,0,0,0,0,10,6,2,6,14,132,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827364298411778,0.0,0.28384001100138195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535521878805878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32660516816384483,0.0,0.0,0.14926192459102855,0.2187233912035742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823702537399094,0.06506411484521671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879527023804696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521849140114138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083328616934151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921562740081818,0.17832528440301434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149059325404945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190389929235685,0.0,0.10248147123649916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952349657677376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114713731295413,0.058658268359072376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052144888433961936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124583853392255,0.10821162175258248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752337370469148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519413790188222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024142446809688,0.0,0.0,0.11366832985311096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188977277639556,0.0,0.18639219310313676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717389644592486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599207909460589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923448430667141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605015154042171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181878270145634,0.2735635984277183,0.10486570835824442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246544563514412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295453578030162,0.16944111622920788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574857519644227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873325903636128
anxiety,yep-587,2020/03/14,"Getting help. Hello!

So i’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember. Everyday it’s been intense fear of stress, over practically anything anytime. These feelings of fear have kept be from doing something’s in my life in terms of my physical health, but also my mental health. In short, social situation are terrifying to me and I experience constant self loathing.

Anyway. I’ve been trying to get some help. I’ve recently spilled my guts out to my school’s guidance counselor, and I plan to do so every now and then, but I want to ask whether I should seek some even more professional help, such as from a doctor.

While looking online I found out about anxiety disorders, and I feel like I have one. Even with the physical symptoms (such as frequent urination) And apparently a doctor is needed to diagnose you with one of these disorders. 

So should I? What could I really gain from it in the long term, or would it just be a waste of time.",4.2186778398510265,6.290365541899444,5.214837988826815,78.92937057728119,72.35195530726256,8.79567970204842,29.81042830540037,9.3871,2.8819851769087523,748,32,137,18,15,245,110,179,0.127,0.769,0.10400000000000001,-0.6463,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,12,4,0,3,5,0,16,9,2,0,0,27,26,19,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,3,17,1,29,15,5,20,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,3,13,100,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557308926394472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198364588722206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863785957711956,0.0,0.1234170710662422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426623177563127,0.0,0.10540397561361596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399338716682588,0.0,0.0,0.3026033797268706,0.27024779091007856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743905496513748,0.0,0.11122911244322656,0.0,0.0,0.1291369086452053,0.0,0.297109241363471,0.13350243882657573,0.09431220475018612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447486501040407,0.0,0.0,0.13794574638253068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806535144829672,0.0,0.0,0.2654624796225875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932467535368542,0.06449631363451283,0.0,0.0,0.2336598824977141,0.11086012976417113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304100411260372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788813723079673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891481770250325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457278340782633,0.0,0.13034980156288986,0.0,0.14954831051966544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360716629272149,0.0,0.0,0.1377214036449861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839143339260308,0.0,0.13457361259480868,0.0,0.1016323104521737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122379854103668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721509632812015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697954877834857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896301487971922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786641426117233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378032694147444,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madancer,2020/03/14,"Coronavirus makes me want to drink I am getting so anxious.  I'm in NC and schools are starting to close.  It so fucking surreal.  Yesterday had a panic attack, just waiting to get hit with virus and today I went out with friends to get drunk ( I was smart and took Uber).  But seriously, what is going on?  Trump is a fucktard and we are so not ready for 20% to be sick.  Ugh",1.8251428571428576,3.7811503333333367,3.3779047619047624,89.92800000000004,79.0,6.419047619047619,26.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,1.3640285714285711,285,12,61,4,7,94,58,75,0.28600000000000003,0.635,0.079,-0.9559,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,2,0,8,4,0,1,0,15,21,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,5,0,0,4,0,5,2,11,15,0,10,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,38,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29720181055748035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992877467484694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577150301789655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325242043990704,0.24321018747059264,0.4123401826180935,0.0,0.1495125619619622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560575269667658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086638465953641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26624768453270464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862070556929925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493659687734119,0.0,0.29228791455693004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516946489591785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438747540825026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bilbothroaway,2020/03/14,"Video chat anxiety With the coronavirus causing everything to go online for my university, this has been a blessing and a curse.  I love that I get to do all my work from home, but I recently learned that my classes will convene on the regular times through synchronous meetings (basically video chats).  This is horrible and I hate it, because I am barely even used to talking on a microphone, and I have NO practice on video chats.  I really hope that I can get through this but for the time being, does anyone have any glitches/tricks that will help me calm down while doing these chats?",9.692752293577982,8.087580110091746,8.825761467889908,70.61442201834863,59.825688073394495,12.756697247706425,41.98348623853211,11.602472056035307,4.820510458715597,468,22,84,11,5,147,75,109,0.14400000000000002,0.726,0.129,-0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,6,0,12,1,0,2,1,11,19,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,12,4,13,15,1,9,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,4,61,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392961826271353,0.0,0.19566025357160285,0.0,0.0,0.17883750081636987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591255068738682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627420871530869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238225085762576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893099941532327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986594618946185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725430762251073,0.0,0.14535768491311687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525159266680125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143452662071118,0.0,0.2565541042009564,0.2540333009017019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308387578668775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385021840897834,0.0,0.2525380222222892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557498434725674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29827836739235913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089966339108824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620065955048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imastynker,2020/03/14,"Cleithrophobia, dealing with the all this talk of quarantine and isolation. So I've been dealing with cleithrophobia for at least 3 decades now. The first time I remember freaking out about being trapped was on a visit to the Statue of Libery, when I was inside the arm on a spiral staircase and there were people in front and behind me. Now this worldwide panic over a new flu has me completely on edge all day and night. Sure catching and/or possibly spreading the virus has me concerned, but it's the talk of isolation, quarantine, and food/supply shortage that really has me freaked out. Any other cleithrophobes out there? How are you calming yourself in this madness?",8.493428571428566,9.128595866666668,7.419047619047621,72.40500000000002,61.16666666666666,10.523809523809526,37.976190476190474,10.290406445055957,4.096369047619048,544,25,87,11,7,166,83,120,0.18600000000000005,0.774,0.04,-0.9507,0,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,8,6,1,1,9,0,9,2,1,1,3,16,9,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,4,0,7,2,19,4,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,8,67,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565781013978309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414130615969965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849239705470174,0.4747559034793853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585078978129997,0.2784195798756194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223771770464743,0.0,0.21607431142136324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701491199201541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962656861677418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595726204552603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475042397514286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608287082493313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700818531468025,0.0,0.0,0.370132943031736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426080307896726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kayleenobles,2020/03/14,"I need help with my anxiety So I am 17f and for as long as I can remember I’ve had anxiety and my biggest struggle is GAD. I love my parents so much that I have serious separation anxiety from them, especially my mom. I absolutely hate sleeping alone because then my mind wanders and I just start thinking about things that aren’t necessary and then down spiral into anxiety attacks. Whenever I sleep with my mom I sleep so good and I just have no worries because I feel protected. I am also gonna be a senior next year and the thought of becoming an adult and moving out and then not seeing my mom every day and then fast forward I’m old and she’s old. Like I don’t want this to happen and there’s no way I can call myself down when I start thinking this way. If anyone could please reason with or help me it would be greatly appreciated :(",3.1766638655462174,4.901539523529412,4.902184873949583,81.54411764705884,74.3529411764706,8.151260504201678,28.61344537815126,8.841846274778883,2.3459915966386555,669,28,132,14,14,227,107,170,0.165,0.693,0.14300000000000002,-0.0002,2,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,2,1,3,0,14,4,3,1,0,32,28,24,0,5,5,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,16,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,2,26,4,14,21,1,24,0,0,1,1,11,6,0,2,17,92,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196374760713526,0.0,0.09417255391255136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603440216514393,0.0,0.0,0.08234046400573639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339688929204101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435706908150017,0.13005656373984836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202460299001444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402170236066476,0.0,0.0,0.07594539703752293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992177993581014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954294652882945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877142168365913,0.0,0.12983071158365955,0.0,0.0,0.10413469555841323,0.0,0.0,0.1162635268093583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786396481851328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753154156284882,0.0,0.0,0.104213810712231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628291240092463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890393501695096,0.41375693434244587,0.0,0.12516014321018487,0.08656708019817386,0.08731747782542808,0.0,0.0,0.12523899549572595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471384230258141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075843915371996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292650136438145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107679577672888,0.0,0.0,0.1333990170519137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383939828671653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35353485099767024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670213449215945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310822168408868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823444863358338,0.1509115850632088,0.0,0.0934882110873788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694578433397386,0.18694466348588765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959090027478743,0.0,0.08365325819682005,0.0,0.0,0.07583351825574179
anxiety,jukitheasian,2020/03/14,"Got sick and now I'm stuck in an anxiety spiral Yesterday I had to call in to work because I came down with something. I was scheduled today but was so feverish and out of it that I slept the entire day. Not only did I miss my job calling twice, I got into a fight with my boyfriend that I can only hazily remember. 
This is all spooling me up so much and I don't know what to do.

Honestly, I've been wanting to leave my job because of stress and the fact that I have panic attacks before every shift. This isn't the way I wanted it to go though?? I'm off for a while but I don't know if I should try to salvage something or not. My anxiety is just screaming at me to bury my head in the sand and never come out again.",2.5714545454545465,3.2669171483870976,4.293841642228742,89.37530791788856,74.29032258064517,6.926686217008798,25.703812316715545,6.980632752743323,0.9531935483870968,558,18,126,5,11,189,95,155,0.17600000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.963,2,1,2,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,2,7,0,14,3,2,0,3,28,28,13,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,12,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,10,2,19,1,22,17,2,22,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,2,8,92,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479909766164895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439643560230384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761246858234988,0.0,0.13792340570461795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33101623556876675,0.18538341603445946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396228967730172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453218063420663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656460205883472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211731453451298,0.0,0.2592702589032205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634718825591985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216910577301668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815665733373784,0.0,0.0,0.17162586711627195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915199626621782,0.0,0.12501085860453345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465476960117023,0.0,0.1901732153415416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361205143224926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495637289258304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856691779332784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924885436163672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363875167591612,0.0,0.0,0.11004588038235384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912052635096421,0.1286564696110065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180006735288719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amazingnerdman,2020/03/14,"A Drug Test Hi, I just discovered this subreddit, because I was looking for answers and I hope some of you guys might be able to help. I have anxiety and am unable to use public restrooms, or even any restroom that's not my own in my house. Even to the point of physical pain (like after a movie at the theatre) I am physically unable to relieve myself.

This has never been too much of a problem, until now. I am supposed to be starting a new job soon, and this job involved working with kids, so I need to do a drug test. I tried to go the other day and was at the facility for two hours before I had to leave to go to work, and I was unable to provide a urine sample for the doctors. Tommorow is the last day I am able to get this test done, and only till twelve at that.

When I go to the bathroom I just get so worried and stressed that people are waiting for me and that I'm messing everything up, and I start thinking how pathetic it is that I am unable to pee which just makes everything worse.

I know I'm able to do this, but I'm really worried and all of this over thinking is just going to make my stress even worse. Do any of you have any tips or thoughts on what I could do beforehand or in the moment to calm myself down or induce urination?

Oh yeah, just F.Y.I, I've never done illegal or recreational drugs in my life, and am not afraid of somehow not passing the test. Just the actual test itself. (Ridiculous, I know)",4.6486841107318915,4.777157351535834,5.659357224118318,83.48029105043612,69.34129692832764,8.558892681076982,29.92965491088357,8.344100000000001,2.007531816458097,1116,40,233,15,18,370,152,293,0.091,0.856,0.053,-0.8434,2,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,2,17,11,1,3,16,1,28,9,3,5,3,49,51,23,0,4,15,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,16,12,0,1,7,0,0,5,5,7,0,1,8,2,27,4,41,39,4,32,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,9,17,172,43,10,0.30658052294132626,0.0,0.09972612187287401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848526869419648,0.0,0.07817775363410727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229621373583269,0.0,0.08695914810019498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159320029481669,0.0,0.0,0.13181271634886774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459938538650974,0.0,0.20915887830201466,0.0,0.0,0.355536073737782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024935439729709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836898703956177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678377972826526,0.0,0.23231570178463926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118763941102232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849815402916823,0.0,0.0,0.10150121166782868,0.10064001971790172,0.11791758706178385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282257524568453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123257584234775,0.08330134831816524,0.0,0.10820816902064488,0.0,0.0,0.07218229667222457,0.049926585842918855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581680833098393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364299198000741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841116210748182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512398665631989,0.07577519103109756,0.15763586625471765,0.09869912649363062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772276758144768,0.10874109731454244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084811083989337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660589658732682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778538528360954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546777781305542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466618139944162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341246354678845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096294661456928,0.0,0.08113022994622865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938268353436579,0.0,0.0998282076737897,0.0,0.0,0.08826237903308189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879618137179398,0.2075649352130958,0.20828782985602654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purple_iam1,2020/03/14,"Does anyone feel like their anxiety is flaring up and you feel suffocating when you are back at your parents/family home? Cause I am. I’ve been living at my parents after completing my higher education and looking for jobs. When i was at uni, i was living away (another country )and it was amazing. Then i was back and it was back to suffering. My anxiety is killing me when I am here. 

Recently i was a way for a week ( a course) and came back to my parents home and on the way to the town where their home is located, i already felt anxious, suffocation and just depressed. It was a hugeee shift. 

People always say that coming back to their family home is like a comfort, safe place etc. But not for me, i thrive better when i am away from them. 

I dont know if this is weird. But.. to my family i am someone who can’t speak, quite, don’t know anything. But i am not. Whenever a family member is present near me, i dont speak. But when they are not around, i come out from my shell.  Like before i went away for that course, I actually thought to my self that i am what my family thinks. Cause i’ve been living with my parents for about a year after returning from university and there are not many friends here (relocated for their jobs) and didn’t speak much and i live in a isolated place. 

But after going to this course recently, I discovered that i can speak like when i was in uni. Because my family is not there. I mean i still have social anxiety and i am anxious of everything , but it’s actually alright. I also feel happier (minus the course which is hard but super grateful to go for it) and i laughed alot with lot of people around me instead of laughing on my own in my room at my parents place alone. I also smiled a lot. It was nice, i know it sounds nothing, but i feel like tearing up. I met lot of people there and they are great to talk too. I wish i was living there permanently. I have a couple weeks more of this course so i would be living away for the weekdays. And I can’t wait to a get a job so i can live away from my family permanently cause i just want to feel like my self. I miss being me. 

I do think that i have two personalities. The one with my family, i feel its not me. Idk how that exactly happened but i guess i was also told to act differently, keep quite when anyone is berating me, getting blamed for things I didn’t do, twisting my words and running to my father about it, shamed for how i look, physical punishment, verbal altercation .... i guess these contributed to it.",2.7876869401225832,4.466133409900994,4.427602545968885,84.73459570957095,75.29702970297029,7.977840641206979,24.895096652522398,8.704169506293173,1.7020344177274866,1952,65,407,40,42,656,206,505,0.076,0.7909999999999999,0.133,0.987,9,1,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,3,7,4,35,24,2,1,18,1,50,0,0,5,1,75,84,40,1,4,18,5,8,6,1,1,0,6,5,3,24,24,0,3,14,0,0,8,13,7,0,2,21,16,81,17,61,60,8,60,0,3,2,0,29,26,0,7,30,306,105,3,0.0,0.0,0.10724482886617498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691071634031514,0.060637720111681635,0.13182837378916448,0.045722069567842666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576189432274799,0.12610777876712498,0.12415372949044705,0.0,0.07684340440988949,0.0,0.045218443638863855,0.09783273304957993,0.0,0.0,0.2581325344005036,0.21126240665287851,0.0,0.03349647341960505,0.0,0.04675765376819728,0.0,0.0,0.04859803108303417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284715445519702,0.0,0.16934364744339184,0.0,0.09466760238515344,0.057613106674709376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080015592573933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732759637846184,0.0,0.0,0.05741013488213264,0.0,0.0,0.048086345045219366,0.0,0.12879991836571816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128279373696434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049384725749538866,0.0,0.4144091185171737,0.0,0.1667035560870476,0.11776698652441416,0.05275977219457677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245355366146791,0.0,0.05741729432354543,0.0,0.06245770218704325,0.0,0.0,0.060581598582878024,0.12106530098834935,0.0,0.04859132517967348,0.0,0.04922361824668354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204737898051241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358556788271816,0.04884130245064108,0.06079305968528414,0.0,0.09059579761919301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107218612456567,0.0,0.3396475565749895,0.0,0.09228684270937323,0.0,0.0,0.1401473300014065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055709782886475566,0.0,0.059855700364414524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040393925590388825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272516244793268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03723494568067754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405797905620805,0.0,0.0,0.1142844028197824,0.04797945193563262,0.17223040464639788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689030548706475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851125341114534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369774557263599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464783184844007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056013707745014095,0.04655821090215974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438824380645008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416602107119965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03650575356677824,0.0704183544577894,0.0,0.04362346325643781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250623877551519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053677305639339486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0324104145491726,0.08723210727544584,0.08815373887069719,0.0,0.0,0.050938384579680085,0.0,0.0,0.06318877596487645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903427814892636,0.0,0.0,0.03538543158285296
anxiety,Signal-Broccoli,2020/03/14,"Need help supporting girlfriend who has occasional anxiety/panic Ive been dating this person for over a month.

during this time she has had two deep anxiety (panic?) attacks.

We are semi-long distance, as shes about 2 hours from me. but I live next to her hometown and i have business trips to her city two or three times a month so I see her often.

It seems that I am her second relationship that she considers very serious.

But she still seems traumatized by her last one, which seemed to have lasted half a year and was years ago.  She hasnt really dated since. so I am her first boyfriend in a long time.

I'm not exactly sure what happened between her and her ex, but it didnt seem like he treated her too well and might have been emotionally abusive. With me, shes telling me that she is experiencing many things for the first time that she  never experienced with her ex.

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As for the first panic attack, it happened shortly after we became 'official'.  we were in the happy lovey phase of the relationship, talking a lot, and thinking of the future.  Then suddenly she stopped contacting, and then recontacted me saying she wants to take it slow.  and how her ex kept pushing to have marriage and children, etc.   We met in person and she was very cautious.  I read some of the posts here and used that 5-4-3-2-1 method. just listened to her. ensured her that anxiety is common. and that she'll have my support when she is ready to reach out.  and i held her hand the whole time to let her feel im there.

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The next month, we were a pretty normal super happy couple, visiting each other on weekends. talking about the future, etc. She started telling about us to all her friends and family, as did I. We began traveling to a variety of places on weekends together

During this time, she revealed that she started getting afraid, as she was thinking about me 90% of the time every day.  She also had some concerns about her age too in terms of it being an important time for her career (shes an animator).

we were supposed to meet this weekend but at the last minute she asked for it to be cancelled.

Her words is that she was having so much fun and so happy times with me that she needed time a lone, as she havent had any free time alone lately.  She kept apologizing. and that her heart and mind is in an unstable place right now.  She made an appointment to see a professional again (to her credit, the first time she had this anxiety attack, she immediately started seeing a professional).  So I appreciate that she is quickly acknowledging this, and seeking help.

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Is there anything I can do besides just waiting? I hear mixed things about needing time away from people versus needing a lot of contact during these periods.

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I am also a bit traumatized too.  My ex-wife had a lot of anxiety, depression, etc since the time she got diagnosed with PCOS. Unfortunately she was very stubborn in getting professional help and just blamed everything on me, leading to a divorce.

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I really like my current girlfriend and really want to find a way to help her while shes going through instability.",5.626952459694087,6.938163471186442,6.0221951219512215,77.51703803224473,67.67796610169492,8.87474162877222,31.33939644481191,9.18016646516576,2.760557255064076,2488,100,447,46,41,800,276,590,0.125,0.76,0.114,-0.2635,1,1,1,0,1,0,94.0,8,0,0,6,31,25,4,3,32,0,50,3,2,4,4,82,90,41,0,7,10,3,2,2,3,2,1,3,0,3,31,32,0,6,10,5,2,6,5,10,1,10,24,10,85,16,64,61,14,88,0,2,3,0,94,18,0,12,64,331,116,7,0.0,0.05983470695158578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476555072571741,0.0,0.0,0.0523031762675634,0.0,0.08077029090186195,0.0,0.2735857696143015,0.3068175207412286,0.03434199847405529,0.0,0.15453064743556055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041557519923764864,0.0,0.04721104971814332,0.17235446003243193,0.04744678090645748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055133348869049116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055877723511038736,0.0,0.03256857521924215,0.0,0.043495913860940816,0.05125683512648002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568061441338255,0.0,0.0,0.16896385966183536,0.0,0.0,0.042548758549322566,0.0,0.04538649628582595,0.0,0.04760727540986634,0.0,0.025534515697394605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046156443640635994,0.17182243145796894,0.0,0.0,0.039016477794134925,0.0,0.05276874126575673,0.0,0.028700536707545982,0.0,0.0403897769948498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931466020386697,0.16127581985879907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691761234204715,0.05984320798674859,0.13539739373695794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973271385400215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054549089559587455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349367968644065,0.05696664211985805,0.0,0.0,0.05164007259964818,0.0,0.04934388157699233,0.0,0.04459277158216871,0.08938251600391822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880088278381613,0.0,0.0477846922117928,0.0,0.05119947140912905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357293568487035,0.05099100014646202,0.0,0.12092679391792,0.0,0.037123598966128345,0.14978160391244788,0.038949015767030484,0.0,0.10741548018162596,0.0,0.0494796621734999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03422037276079807,0.0,0.0,0.11850265881680735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035010613405814885,0.08818998927387539,0.1055243229176386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836541619436927,0.05137705415466117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050514058390725716,0.0,0.09705553326878738,0.0,0.0,0.10843704410188927,0.0,0.0431270590668832,0.0,0.04015993886834393,0.0,0.0,0.12072682298781093,0.1838946418325189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354889268045466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723331271282267,0.0,0.04032967849874211,0.042220589193403935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461449337658787,0.04759602206440789,0.0,0.03797001013370352,0.08118060476731236,0.08827913747315436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671004333231649,0.06471722449693422,0.0,0.0,0.4122605878230484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986630905024627,0.0,0.060745753948354686,0.043616124607584274,0.0,0.12500433734853764,0.05957287955868976,0.04008486078206847,0.0,0.0,0.04540591750166807,0.0,0.0,0.056381884493545927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068175207412286,0.06504119379958291
anxiety,AvenirDesign,2020/03/14,"Just had some realizations about my dental anxiety, hoping someone can sail the ship home with my thoughts. So I'm going to the dentist next week, and committing to a plan, for the first time in 6-7 years. I'm 20 right now. Haven't brushed in god knows how long. Having realized just how bad my teeth have gotten, I want to get all of it taken care of. I'm committed and ready to do this, I don't want to be in pain ever again.   
  
During my sleepless nights, I thought a *lot* about why I'm anxious in the first place. And I realized, it's not any of my countless horrible childhood dentist experiences, it's not the tools, or the smells, or the sounds, or any physical feelings, it's nothing tangible. I just dislike general clinical settings. Just the thought that there's something wrong with me medically, even when there might not be. I've always had high blood pressure during regular, run of the mill doctor's check ups. I've never associated medical places (Hospitals, dental/doctor offices, even an x-ray place when I broke my arm) with healing, caring, compassion, professionalism, or any serious thoughts except - something is wrong with me.   
  
So that's where I'm confused, feels like I'm in mud. Is that at all understandable? Is it confounded? If I explain that to my dentist, will they understand? Would they even be able to do anything about it? Is there even a single term or word to describe it? Sorry for the wave of questions. I just hope I can come back here and tell my success story.",4.2696640316205565,6.141001220279723,5.020404378230467,81.21649285497114,71.76223776223777,8.190696260261479,30.26695044086349,8.841846274778883,2.546228519306781,1183,51,221,23,23,382,161,286,0.109,0.779,0.11199999999999999,0.257,0,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,4,27,14,0,2,14,0,20,12,3,2,6,56,47,16,0,6,15,0,2,1,0,3,9,1,1,0,12,9,0,0,13,0,1,3,6,8,0,2,8,5,21,6,30,33,6,34,0,1,0,0,5,13,0,13,18,142,33,3,0.1049826164877828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735394689989677,0.0,0.0,0.214175337657024,0.0,0.0803114142630963,0.1186004745174572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639174827080479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072515188892271,0.08765609964047842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140735484678191,0.0,0.0,0.09043322830807964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149083129392011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27736011230217417,0.09496278698142202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269314350976183,0.0,0.0,0.10616473054181144,0.07499960219539066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785963199082271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484908411716266,0.0,0.059664040275353325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091989826495366,0.10530612409658546,0.20854285214214188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769570048907555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128920353914289,0.0,0.0,0.09290631198140717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892524663240203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151788276004696,0.0,0.11136996582822167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096906580839261,0.0,0.11165020363657396,0.09851907385630644,0.0,0.10073365191685174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170890576781424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290534694564801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117604556866795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965458086529543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889514302686311,0.16164149431776334,0.0,0.1175194441046674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175943410645183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33337788327697243,0.06121620792186413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185812123492115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123842934420593,0.0,0.08421072249269128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473048237879723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457663865450438,0.2295640213643119,0.0,0.06760536302784675
anxiety,jamt200,2020/03/14,"First therapy session Just went to the therapist for the first time. Feeling extremely hopeful and reassured that things will be ok. It’s been 5 months of hell since my first ever anxiety attack but i’m finally starting to feel not better, but extremely happy that i’m actually seeking help and being helped out. It won’t be a road upwards - i am fully aware i am bound to have ugly anxiety episodes, days where i feel like i’m dying, but just knowing i at least have started the journey through that road makes me feel so at peace. Wherever this leads me - whether that is learning coping mechanisms or straight up having to take meds - i will embrace it.
Sending extreme love and support to everyone out here struggling.",7.296417910447763,7.839013082089558,7.145485074626865,73.66658582089553,63.70149253731344,10.282089552238807,39.88432835820896,10.125756701596842,4.291868656716417,579,31,97,12,8,184,95,134,0.121,0.637,0.243,0.9671,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,6,11,2,1,4,1,13,1,0,2,1,24,29,9,1,1,8,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,3,0,3,2,4,8,8,13,21,1,23,1,0,0,1,5,9,1,2,11,66,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.1574248420072915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24681839187575785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352454723933756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267424259045233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403791732834196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674244703858127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459229835874334,0.0,0.15414797022888685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262725268467064,0.11524688847182928,0.0,0.17671794203187285,0.0,0.4116555866853831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717279135954451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625850626336326,0.0,0.0,0.16022694866973367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865713637048073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881269962852984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559740662517792,0.0,0.10768221087035018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918991704524442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287639153562657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344539530897415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836595189810474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686464682471843,0.0,0.0,0.18306378320624486,0.0,0.0,0.12129240375589495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184483236242954,0.1873047070880412,0.10717369869233406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406686543029387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954505926937006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GelllieBean,2020/03/14,"I wrote this poem three years ago when I was fourteen. I'm proud of the improvements I have made over the years and am sad my past self had to go through such depression at a young age. Pain is invisible, 

Very hard to see.

If you knew what I was going through,

You’d see the real me.

​

I cry and cry,

Till tears come no more.

I’m cluttered with emotion,

Sadness galore.

​

I’m selfish and shady,

But I’m not too sure why.

I can’t stop my habits,

They’re scars on my thigh.

​

The drugs make it better,

But only for a bit.

I’m not a regretter,

But I need the quick fix.",0.8118114143920607,2.9096542258064524,2.118709677419357,96.86152605459058,83.35483870967742,5.105707196029776,20.828784119106697,6.297961479604792,0.013056575682381943,460,14,106,4,13,147,88,124,0.243,0.6779999999999999,0.079,-0.9627,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,2,4,8,0,0,8,0,8,3,1,2,1,19,23,9,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,6,3,13,3,11,16,2,16,0,3,2,0,4,3,0,1,10,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986912733875537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028807322487378,0.4518176058544048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961864492020676,0.13531505430638271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676702389007107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27229394689942504,0.0,0.0,0.10675302819312417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437360170429803,0.0,0.0,0.1394206344450807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088078315097985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102973124676084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727907617239655,0.08273377046411362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190311437297763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426521136041377,0.13188545442848393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831884145077927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410757274076743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753509075645884,0.0,0.12930091703502286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362296934152228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681601866250325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226701288075583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184043591586976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518176058544048,0.15963210745725764
anxiety,MorbidMortician31,2020/03/14,"COVID-19 Catch 22 I feel like I'm going to implode. I have this unshakable anxiety rattling just below the surface of my skin, but I'm trying to hold it together as well as I can. It all just feels so surreal. Usually, my bosses treat everything with apathy. I've never seen them worry until today. My boss has been watching video after video, reading article after article, to keep up with the latest info. My manager is scrambling to figure out how he's going to reorganize his personal time to account for if we get shut.down. I work for a casino, where we're open 24/7, weekends and all holidays. There's genuine talk about them shutting us down. Our rival casinos are starting to close their doors already. Part of me feels relieved to know we may be shut down. I don't want to catch the virus, I'm sure I'll be fine, but I don't want to be responsible for spreading it to anyone. It certainly doesn't help that the only people who are coming in at the moment are those who are completely convinced it's all a bunch of nonsense, therefore completely disregarding the signs we have up offering gloves and other hygiene products available for public use, thus putting the rest of us at risk. Half of my mind is telling me to jump ship, this job has been nothing but a headache and a heartache for years already and it's not worth getting sick over, but I just bought a new car last week after being on foot for 6 months, and I need to make my payments. If we get shut down, where will I make my money? How will I pay all my bills? I, myself, want to shut down, I just want to shake and cry and let it all out, but I fear it won't make me feel any better. I feel like I'm on autopilot, just running through my day while my mind races. What happens after everything is said and done? How do we adjust after life is put on hold like this? I'm so scared, and I feel like there's nothing I can do to make this feeling go away. It feels like a nightmare i can't wake myself up from.",5.299304857621443,5.4321435829145726,5.879510050251255,82.44613274706867,67.94472361809045,8.74388609715243,30.904941373534328,8.472884824447931,2.196376549413736,1558,57,314,21,24,506,212,398,0.09699999999999999,0.769,0.134,0.9627,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,8,0,3,2,16,17,0,4,13,0,32,5,3,12,8,79,69,25,0,7,13,0,9,5,0,4,2,1,1,1,19,21,0,4,12,7,8,12,7,4,1,1,6,12,44,13,58,54,8,60,0,0,2,0,22,27,0,3,26,209,63,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991663845833008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467933656218325,0.0,0.07276032408399065,0.0,0.0,0.06650443449930472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936073750510973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411872430110283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193045857842562,0.19944598283084716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447592863770944,0.06133929100100492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733247031837874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709608408996338,0.0,0.0,0.10702730211150392,0.3847313745568663,0.27179177017255096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490760873541971,0.0,0.1621628113423641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841071169988435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375148497670571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438385998844584,0.08453980467506106,0.0,0.0,0.05227099913949576,0.0775288725822226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725833626984642,0.06718033014326062,0.2323342893260812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539516606185892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207176091437864,0.0,0.07591739124823002,0.0,0.0,0.07052425019466882,0.0733561415030855,0.09185964160717801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252481859236686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723368668841311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299689209938796,0.0,0.06593859846083051,0.08304802066148875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122740901173627,0.0,0.0,0.09513761367859368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047317357699622,0.0,0.0952235793302436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732067470166157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964181663599656,0.0,0.0,0.07644732239495877,0.08313197102316372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055460499213677614,0.0,0.09015493641195743,0.0,0.0,0.06457471985451048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22881574974837204,0.08214612219388814,0.1047522930679628,0.0,0.2243977926832575,0.0,0.07629300910880253,0.0,0.08551699815093257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924257781659149,0.09659072595805873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124892916973921
anxiety,Peepers3,2020/03/14,"Need help 
Might be triggering to some people (talk of suicide and self harm)

Hi! I’m currently in 8th grade and suffer from GED, social anxiety, autism, ocd, and panic disorder. I’m constantly worried about having random panic attacks, which happen more frequently at school. My panic disorder is getting really bad to the point where I have at least 5 panic attacks every day except for on the weekends. The amount of days I leave school early due to anxiety are getting more frequent. I also have intrusive thoughts from ocd and just seeing a knife makes me want to hurt myself. I have a therapist and take medication but none of it seems to help. I have special permission to bring my phone to the guidance office to listen to music, which helps sometimes but not always. I need advice from someone on what I should consider doing.",6.8692105263157925,8.093062236842108,7.02878947368421,71.74252631578948,64.78947368421052,9.764210526315793,32.305263157894736,9.888512548439397,3.4298610526315803,668,26,104,14,10,215,103,152,0.192,0.726,0.08199999999999999,-0.8747,1,0,0,0,0,3,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,2,4,6,0,11,1,0,2,0,21,26,8,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,10,0,0,1,2,11,1,23,22,6,17,0,2,1,0,9,7,0,4,9,71,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157863334505838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475581834896782,0.09859255623007927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128791903874167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26959727764772434,0.0,0.0,0.09893358273343816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280447958926649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283154055289222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715979145925744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983231188240672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381149568860747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047796612303932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382625598337502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684520339743552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546301775667001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909250108072734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936546366694215,0.0,0.12569838007255435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571656971731647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5560864663151167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214553363929651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112010649737751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759072539956018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398349137572716,0.09442059929997763,0.10786817208571532,0.12361013964385315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078487878400085,0.10039556541796456,0.0,0.11718890782332984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960801876729955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908917728943673,0.09523717883023587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757516332593514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406723699764663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988803545163433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033159505422475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boredk1d,2020/03/14,I been trying to cold turkey paxil but I keep getting weird body sensation I get tingly body sensation and I feel like I'm about to panic some times I get weird dreams too and anger issues how do I come out from this? Like if I don't take it the withdrawal usually hits after about 3 days of not taking the paxil,0.675423076923078,3.0820369076923093,2.4649038461538453,91.86197115384616,87.61538461538461,5.711538461538463,15.817307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.0559615384615384,249,5,52,4,8,82,47,65,0.188,0.65,0.163,-0.4286,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,2,0,3,2,2,1,0,11,13,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,7,2,8,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265293808270868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416313683803675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285184874436925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983938213032158,0.16931999810569429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714838431258165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473768727289256,0.0,0.21066538634851928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158223755549365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27808017942661656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35640406168889005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382024424924862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091423866881585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610330408838239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CommieTimeTM,2020/03/15,"So nervous my teeth hurt?? So my mom makes me incredibly nervous, she is incredibly strict, and would probably ground me for a couple months just for having a mobile game she didn't approve of first, lord knows what she'd do if she found my reddit. Anyway, a couple nights ago she asked to see my phone, which I quickly played off by saying it was dead, but I got this really really awful sharp pain in my teeth, later that night, she was around my phone, looking like she was going to take it, and I felt the pain again. I was wondering if anyone else and had this..? I'm 99% sure i wasn't clenching my teeth.. but yeah, sorry for the long read.",4.888313953488371,5.154446077519381,5.4258817829457415,84.88207848837213,68.84496124031008,8.31046511627907,23.87693798449613,8.07648339933343,1.0648984496124032,500,10,105,6,8,161,85,129,0.17600000000000002,0.747,0.076,-0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,2,5,2,12,5,3,1,1,16,24,9,1,3,5,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,5,0,1,10,5,21,3,10,12,0,14,1,1,2,0,13,4,0,3,10,68,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665079941512127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567809178640065,0.16951077505401954,0.0,0.14727488924172732,0.15466219157704322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661079865899325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382022151565354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884641804777674,0.0,0.0,0.14072147288632067,0.0,0.1813942209088205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402222431246984,0.0,0.1323158765718116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710479387439587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092039473380792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082464710250731,0.0,0.0,0.1464074183519319,0.13892624804423798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104311454097589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937589786749755,0.13205102816247016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310504699930651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35207537898303315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837013840869526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548276352258193,0.0,0.21196763003076646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156293274688968,0.0,0.0,0.13183266161136958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519428928533732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559233511387412,0.0,0.12438878221392947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794104470032263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752240404242885,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skippy925,2020/03/15,"It feels like everyday is the end of the world in my head I'm constantly stressing about whether I'm a good parent or not and tending to think I'm not. I constantly feel like some small screw up with my child is going to ruin our relationship, make her turn out anxious and depressed like me, or somehow give her other parent the opportunity to take custody. I'm constantly worrying that something is going to go wrong in my relationship, that things are already falling apart, that old problems will come back and wreck it, that I let too much go, or that I'm a hypocrite and get upset over things that I would think were fine if I was doing them. I feel like I let my child's other parent get away with too much but that it's easier in the long run to let her have her way. I don't think I maintain my home well enough but can't get myself to do more. I have CT scans coming up for multiple swollen lymph nodes and am afraid of what I might be finding out and what it would mean for me and my family.
I'm just overwhelmed. I don't know what I'm trying to accomplish by putting this here but thank you or sorry to anyone who takes the time to read it",7.456375095492739,5.387615676470588,7.474232238349887,80.01274637127578,64.50420168067227,10.671352177234533,32.98090145148969,9.095868883498916,2.4829361344537806,913,27,197,12,11,295,131,238,0.08900000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.113,0.8294,3,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,1,2,8,18,1,4,7,0,22,4,1,1,0,41,53,16,0,4,12,3,3,4,0,4,2,0,1,2,21,13,0,0,9,1,0,9,5,9,1,0,2,4,27,9,26,43,5,31,0,3,1,1,16,12,1,8,13,133,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100971033411376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364435801882447,0.0,0.07033875984220628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451284718104117,0.0773517821047029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733083483258536,0.0,0.3261242140959951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866428149855649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909781456351414,0.10394211224000638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094832548374342,0.0,0.15259242463936884,0.2155964808195052,0.0,0.0,0.09194252636081476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767109645496286,0.09650043482697347,0.2286831172131196,0.0843747893939021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324007419839863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090555638245437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528469316168084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30859735034400393,0.0,0.19658365223976448,0.0,0.0,0.08902391178434559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714832252264008,0.0,0.0,0.10957806373757634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671600025734898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478986337477078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555812621959038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350984194721504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962563724826124,0.0,0.10112633013866534,0.0,0.0,0.10062279020760878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160039855637675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744338260738491,0.0,0.11260850206833048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523188282988718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127069515229813,0.0,0.0,0.09261488322223772,0.0,0.0,0.13366245041907154,0.19337273357656,0.0,0.0,0.05865808444639165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829778714638418,0.10941909082435662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984807923720129,0.0,0.0,0.09044749633090604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215968194149944,0.0,0.14292041001649627,0.10998546143391214,0.0,0.0
anxiety,htyvh,2020/03/15,"Corona So I went to a house party, got drunk and took a sip of someone’s drink. This was before there was any confirmed cases where I live. I’m beating myself up so much about it and I wish I hadn’t gone out at all. I live with my family and really couldn’t care less if I got it but it’s giving it to my family or anyone really that’s killing me. There’s a few confirmed cases now and it just seems so likely that someone I was around could’ve had it. I’m so terrified and could really use some reassurance",0.3234242424242417,2.4062222818181844,2.895909090909093,90.62719696969695,85.27272727272728,6.212121212121213,16.439393939393938,7.492282038375204,0.1865757575757576,401,8,89,7,12,139,66,110,0.155,0.732,0.113,-0.8275,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,1,19,19,12,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,10,0,11,3,9,7,5,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,2,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010135579407764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349033206309867,0.0,0.0,0.1572209974780643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502827271818001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006641445202184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282018601324555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730112835364718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33298576532793284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942110960940954,0.0,0.0,0.2825034763755314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378507556127373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953936108198076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862830839914044,0.0,0.31190102868825004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982921105060366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33942407695652393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077977977925026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992834046707877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622102453464305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525349697925058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371992039678465,0.0,0.0,0.20309362882832124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anakskskksks,2020/03/15,"I cant go to the gym for 3 weeks I dont exercise much but now i cant exercise at all.. i can only jog for a while but i am tired so fast and i run too hard so i make it about 2km.. my mood is immediately affected by how much exercise i get. Lets just say it makes my anxiety and my reclusiveness worse. Im being clumsy, i just dropped my meds and they fell under my fridge and i tried to move it but it didnt work.",-1.877187499999998,-0.08345601041666663,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,93.47916666666666,6.116666666666667,16.333333333333336,7.492282038375204,0.059058333333333664,317,8,85,7,12,116,63,96,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,4,1,14,13,11,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,2,16,0,8,10,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509495316077665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835695199386387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641152878119308,0.0,0.13750863238407432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674420252691806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261352976760295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474154344829705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230137531619495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687575188405609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571599299903937,0.3557296070818759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401772059535929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241236938130374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780917402108604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642715985300397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408174888263904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614616013665366,0.0,0.24657286964012476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yankeesnyc23,2020/03/15,"WANT TO HELP BY SHARING MY STORY Hello, I have had severe anxiety and depression since I can remember. At 5 years old I was too scared to go to the playground at recess, I remember feeling like I wanted to die and sink down into my bed and never wake up on a regular basis at 5 years old.
I wasn’t diagnosed with any sort of “mental illness” until I was 21 years old. I thought everyone else felt this way and was just tougher than me, covering up their fear and nerves and moving on with life. I finally hit a really low point and reached out for help. It was HARD. But with the support of my mom I was able to get a prescription for an anti-depressant (lexapro) and I started seeing a counselor. 
And it helped! I started feeling less anxious and many worried and fears that consumed my mind started to subside. The relief felt incredible. I realized that this is how it felt to actually live. 
Zoom forward 5 years... I’m now 26. I’ve graduated from college, gotten an MBA, worked a full time job at a pretty prestigious corporation, and have an incredible boyfriend and family that support me every day. 
In January, however, I started to feel a little off. I started struggling with insomnia and having some anxiety about pressure at work. But I didn’t worry too much. I’m strong now, right? I fixed all my problems when I got on antidepressants a few years ago and so I’ll get through this I’m sure! 
I was very wrong. Within a week I spiraled. I quit sleeping. I quit eating. I went to work everyday completely mentally checked out, then rushed home to have a panic attack on my couch for 3+ hours. Then I stayed up all night, panicking and scared and feeling ready to die. Then I’d wake up the next day and do it all again. 
I went back to a doctor and asked for help. She switched my antidepressant to Zoloft. Apparently sometimes these medications just “poop out” after a certain amount of time. She also set me up with a counselor who regularly started seeing. I started that classic 4 week waiting game we all know too well. (It takes roughly 4 weeks for anti-depressants to really start working) 
So here I am, 3 weeks in. I basically live with rolling panic attacks. I scream and cry and beg for help while they’re going on. I don’t sleep more than two hours a night (despite being prescribed 3 sleep aids) and I’ve lost 15 lbs (I didn’t need to lose any weight to start with).
I was truly ready to die. I thought my mind was gone and I was never going to get It back. I never experienced pain or fear or nerves like this before and I thought there was no way to defeat it. 
And then... I got in to see a psychiatrist (psa... you don’t necessarily need to see a psychiatrist to be prescribed with any of these drugs... many general practitioners are very well educated on them too. But psychiatrists do specialize in them and can really fine tune your treatment). He told me this Zoloft wasn’t working for me. Some meds just don’t sit well with certain bodies. I was crushed. I had powered through the most painful 3 weeks of my life just to find out it was all for nothing? How do I keep surviving? 
But then he prescribed me Clonazepam. Before I continue I want to say... I know this drug can have a bad wrap. I know it’s known to get you “high” and make you a zombie. I even took it recreationally in college a few times and experienced those exact symptoms. But let me tell ya... it saved my life. 
2 days ago I was ready to die. I really didn’t even feel alive. I thought I was past the point of any help and I was the lowest I had ever been in my life. 
And this one drug saved me. Now I’m not perfect (yet!) but I want to live again. I feel alive again! I cleaned my room and made my own lunch and read a book today just for fun. I slept 9 hours last night. It was incredible. 
My doctor and I are still going to work on tweaking my other medications to improve me even further. But for now... I’m ok. I’m back and I’m alive. My anxiety hasn’t sucked the life out of me like it has for as long as I can remember. 
I wanted to share this in hopes of helping other people... especially those that feel helpless. I spent hours and hours reading through these threads, desperately searching for hope or companionship or someone who could relate to me. I hope I can be that for someone. 
Also, feel free to reach out to me to talk. Even if you’re story is different than mine, maybe I can provide some help. I’ve been to the ER, a mental hospital, 3 general practitioners, 2 psychologists, a counselor, and a psychiatrist in the past 5 weeks. I’ve learned a lot from this journey and I want to help where I can. 
You can do this. There IS light on the other side. You are not alone. We can do this.",2.072050971433846,4.3309103444206025,3.5748248650145382,87.28227075545713,79.67596566523605,6.755383266417463,24.82837232913379,7.868173544957509,1.4113467718861044,3659,138,752,64,93,1205,378,932,0.1,0.77,0.13,0.9793,6,1,3,0,0,0,133.0,2,7,3,15,41,50,3,9,38,1,62,31,8,4,14,144,140,65,4,14,19,1,14,3,0,0,20,2,5,0,40,55,3,2,25,4,3,12,15,24,4,2,45,23,107,27,116,89,18,137,0,6,4,0,38,48,1,14,77,483,147,16,0.04279423639373619,0.0,0.0417610015774721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586901701315041,0.0,0.0,0.044321922837485414,0.0,0.06844507076587815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640619289854298,0.0,0.0982124211246968,0.04834530622981751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000683423086719,0.09736924374885944,0.0,0.09871837876864613,0.03573139987232138,0.0,0.0,0.07282948645325109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753474936342604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486894266441322,0.0,0.0,0.03416771556169046,0.0,0.04700745921598667,0.08279622658534216,0.0,0.11057583929674836,0.04343524912804293,0.17765464415242702,0.0447108687425357,0.0,0.0876034285920991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888318383761753,0.04378918742361992,0.035749093270490265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306075814402802,0.038709836834404994,0.03605598986200397,0.04089172678092637,0.0,0.0,0.040342597482508714,0.14446624034661198,0.1731044139488482,0.030572211030377883,0.12326753391126215,0.04687899420358856,0.03911315678091448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943288899502462,0.0,0.0972838029444999,0.0,0.06845292034392818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03833523016412739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581566713183996,0.045214460316599085,0.042926108331676364,0.12751299802810728,0.21071851302679134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246667636178223,0.03803748358314223,0.0,0.0,0.07055577946809026,0.03488301433154083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376000611081773,0.1511341737041046,0.06272130684481342,0.04289106731581098,0.1133642842872744,0.03787155255237163,0.0,0.047875804182856425,0.046714964242657885,0.03638212944557913,0.0,0.040492941197101326,0.028565485095510476,0.08677327776450063,0.04299256239382497,0.0,0.04753474936342604,0.08622138196936073,0.12937957491920046,0.0,0.08641995898437553,0.05012009245149265,0.0,0.045483500782210314,0.031458687717344364,0.06346276808430992,0.09901665986351857,0.0,0.04551215589476531,0.12047847568333475,0.0,0.041062223986727896,0.0,0.13471605698946815,0.0,0.028998482103938523,0.0,0.09107216948188306,0.10041963174945202,0.0,0.0,0.081703881813203,0.02966813521854681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090877142338425,0.0,0.0,0.04353712321812467,0.0,0.04094830474093968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103387610283403,0.08561163424372957,0.0,0.10966033457150856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543258278885698,0.036546044056515584,0.0,0.0340316944151773,0.08568899229005858,0.0,0.13640586326937654,0.0,0.0,0.04834530622981751,0.0,0.0353998345683354,0.0,0.1284754256383963,0.0,0.07251883524773321,0.0,0.0423245940391963,0.0,0.2726098270219116,0.04561296204139016,0.03417553246360643,0.0,0.0,0.044737827503613145,0.0,0.0,0.09712478464993356,0.04033306135211155,0.044479597233555705,0.03217593995965833,0.034396386196421325,0.03740404884044714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589537413614006,0.07486099014996135,0.0,0.04056393230253919,0.04089172678092637,0.04754597123760307,0.0,0.0,0.04180375071092896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061945359965788,0.15144689631275035,0.06793614588320873,0.20596173075904967,0.052111851093162784,0.11543147369745277,0.07934137174820301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692828262921307,0.08691924867901395,0.0,0.0,0.04678877954477504,0.0,0.13779042586706294
anxiety,saltybrusher,2020/03/15,"How do I defeat my anxious/nervous tics? Hi everyone. For years I've been battling with various tics that mostly involve my face. I have no idea where they came from, they just appear and go after a while, but many remain and sometimes cause very unsettlings situations for me or the people in the same room as me. I would say that half of the ties they occur I am not aware of myself doing these. I think the first time my parents pointed these out to me was when I was 10 years old. These include:

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* Gulping loudly when drinking water, but also out of nowhere (it's like the same effect when you become aware of breathing and ""switch"" to manual)
* Biting my outer and inner lips
* Doing a sort of ""duckface"" out of nothing
* My throat / trachea sometimes makes very strange sounds which I can't control that I can barely describe, like ""grunts"" or ""burps"" (even though I can't burp, luckily this happened very few times)
* Swallowing very loudly, which makes me the most nervous in a silent room full of people, like in class or at a conference.

I am aware that these are minimal things regarding what these poor people experience on this subreddit, yet I really wish that I could finally free myself from these unnerving tics. I also considered visiting a doctor, but I dont even know which kind specializes with these. Anyhow, I'll be very happy to receive ANY advice. Thanks in advance :)",4.885531561461793,6.974011794573642,5.02623477297896,80.90918604651166,70.5891472868217,7.70498338870432,27.789590254706532,8.418075326091056,2.131884606866003,1105,40,190,18,21,346,159,258,0.098,0.804,0.098,0.7005,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,3,5,12,11,1,1,11,0,17,11,4,6,0,38,27,19,0,3,8,1,0,3,0,1,3,4,2,0,20,10,4,1,4,1,2,6,5,3,0,2,4,4,29,9,27,20,7,35,0,1,0,0,10,16,0,9,16,138,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448310612368914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737859788109906,0.0,0.12693805442111503,0.14235688939563082,0.07966983219513181,0.0,0.0,0.13235249221177928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938916672811265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339948071588776,0.0,0.12035108340470957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139997848958346,0.09353922149703583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991373108016327,0.0,0.0,0.13730550231830285,0.11476789613306575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476035088682707,0.0,0.0,0.11194720588946803,0.0,0.11460066691873375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283382441664993,0.0,0.09965250196459696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658223298005984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360031895614724,0.12471432527909775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225442339055393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199953935981815,0.0643856593382308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717089397723342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564045587241497,0.11877740017740684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241396744012834,0.0,0.12293510493547034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008744040486034,0.0,0.0,0.2436628459928293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074991943140823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505288366735559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316684330485016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316878141983506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23173978778045246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786114527863876,0.0,0.0,0.07783298148935461,0.07506858431230624,0.1151047919329162,0.0,0.1366287565910304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833282386359242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472316962345746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322398394154917,0.0,0.14235688939563082,0.1508887434055005
anxiety,throwaway187366391,2020/03/15,need help could someone please message me,5.620000000000001,9.37169671428572,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,81.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,35.57142857142857,3.1291,1.6654000000000004,35,2,5,0,1,9,7,7,0.0,0.5,0.5,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423196332679414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35527675683405113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930202864524687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5818282199142895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491038488015458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Al-ex-an,2020/03/15,"I'm stressed over so many things and I don't even know how to help myself. I'll cut to the chase here: I'm stressed about my self image, I'm stressed about employment, money, school, home and this friggin virus.

I worry I'm a horrinle person- I'm extremely self-critical and see myself as a toxic and even abusive/manipulative person to anybody I love. Especially my boyfriend (I've relayed this to him and he just looks at me genuinely confused and asks why i do that to myself. I wish I knew)

I'm in dire need of a job or at least some way to make money that doesn't involve me paying for a background check (I'm looking at you Rover). I fucked up with my family, I'm pretty sure they don't like me that much and I'm trying to move out so they don't have to put up with me. I get to the interview process and then I never hear again, even after calling. I'm doing something wrong and I don't know what it is.

My school's closed for who knows how long and I'm worried my graduation will be delayed and I don't even know IF i can graduate cause I can't even see my grades. 

I'm trying not to think about it, but I'm horrified about this virus. I have a weak immune system and I'm worried I'll be at risk if I get it. I'm scared of Marshall Law happening, because my boyfriend is part of the military. I'm scared of an apocolypse like situation and I know I can't survive that.

I'm just a mess right now and it feels like nothing is going right.",1.6231930960086274,3.24946793203884,3.461035598705504,90.63248112189864,78.41747572815535,6.519525350593313,24.06580366774541,7.3871296695380915,0.9056955771305284,1137,39,256,15,27,382,152,309,0.17800000000000002,0.778,0.044000000000000004,-0.9875,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,1,18,17,2,7,10,0,19,4,0,4,2,45,59,24,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,3,14,18,0,1,8,0,4,3,10,12,0,0,1,6,35,5,33,55,4,24,0,0,4,2,16,12,1,5,10,150,49,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508247285121907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061999745750764425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385439032196636,0.0,0.0,0.10448127831722027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33588312701563305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588046651586178,0.0,0.05142620022349361,0.0726596213167711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402663815566166,0.10627559519961544,0.0,0.05780252755663527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993931298657869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463137046472233,0.0,0.06817217097998908,0.0,0.10202058244603664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092867081033076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794779989779544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906695493200706,0.0,0.0,0.09000764335949656,0.17081681144299374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179469025469864,0.0,0.06789032457309993,0.1031151050298386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809862393376313,0.07476647123734534,0.07541457652732668,0.07844283819910841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759077098923212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101389519188858,0.0,0.0,0.17761355256754774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347275449287127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224379579528052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371473192657955,0.0,0.0,0.20365323674577612,0.20586616830239785,0.16209489004069674,0.0,0.21220551597886647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143231184714524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829914707819284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495156527783449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958578024166641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756972327288653,0.06516984665637719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810498200991278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073041607442175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917748998036884,0.0,0.11695822408072908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098656990107798,0.0,0.0,0.11120082221790224,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwitawayar,2020/03/15,One week ago I was freaking out with going to work and having a business trip in a few days. Now my boss adopted home office and the trip is canceled. I am so relieved. Had to vent somewhere.,1.4396153846153832,3.62864930769231,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,81.56410256410257,3.9,25.134615384615394,3.1291,0.23519999999999985,149,6,30,0,4,48,34,39,0.071,0.843,0.086,0.1447,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,5,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,22,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43443199399447097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160651627128515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785273762622941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915965850386723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320952056369309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931177218437637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567887118861503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leanney88,2020/03/15,"I am so scared of dying. I have come so far with my anxiety. Years ago, I thought the absolute worst at the slightest pain. I went to Doctors and specialists monthly or even more often sometimes. I spent 3 years on different medications and therapy. For the past year, I have been doing amazing. No health anxiety, very little general anxiety, and a ton of great coping skills for the rare bad days. 

Then the coronavirus came along. I’m scared of the virus, like most of us are. I’m scared of getting it, I’m scared of my family getting it, I’m scared of the scarcity at stores and the way the world looks right now. But this also brings more to the table. I had a cramp in my leg last night. It’s still sore today so I’m terrified of having a blood clot. I have been getting migraines and I’m terrified of having a tumor. I’ve emailed my Doctor and asked him for a physical because I’m scared I could have diabetes, high blood pressure, you name it. 

I can feel it all coming back and I feel powerless to stop it. I made so much progress. I don’t want to be this way again!!!",0.9753349875930546,3.414889824884796,2.6189170506912447,91.15167227933355,86.23502304147465,6.2877702942219065,22.171038638780576,7.61054688173877,1.0881266926621769,840,30,176,16,26,275,126,217,0.257,0.68,0.062,-0.992,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,0,2,11,13,0,7,15,0,16,12,3,1,1,26,39,15,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,3,0,2,5,2,10,0,0,8,3,20,3,22,29,7,32,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,3,17,110,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377371052009947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845977515619411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427800836388612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889647815894813,0.0,0.0,0.08134360189096253,0.08832764888793045,0.06448671682209194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099204001739802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182252107281978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446223753392516,0.0,0.0,0.06822380368721252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979010819669248,0.11052480255116484,0.0,0.21655476442880006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987125458303613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972648142516316,0.0,0.10697807776115743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658078786392211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663043877798655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244653565955792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176967568503964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623044865409048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168213941217847,0.10602627234972124,0.0,0.0,0.08883435903316747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009812952410402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656917977514233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443810015475559,0.0,0.07776554887582462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927384631571576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256472791721116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098557307249303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903414408391895,0.0,0.0,0.6354668933992553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462595630109152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448156083416787,0.08844259134146623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097654793779912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398298789777513,0.0,0.0,0.100273618798459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272486243044408,0.0,0.0,0.08728527743800975,0.062395858780041835,0.16793744610659814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806552291687114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436989985716408
anxiety,pureenrichment,2020/03/15,"Freaking out and need to ward off a panic attack I have a migraine and I'm sick with a fever and can't go to work tomorrow. I don't know if it will end up being a long term quarantine. I have to talk to the doctor tomorrow. My boss still hasn't gotten back to me saying it's okay I don't go tomorrow.

Meanwhile I think the hype and stress of all this is getting to me. I live alone and have been sick the whole weekend and I'm already so bored and lonely. My head hurts so badly that I can't imagine falling asleep. I'm a major introvert but I'm imagining being stuck alone in my apartment for weeks. I had a bad breakup semi recently and I got so used to having someone with me all the time and now I don't and I'm so lonely.

I'm just going into panic mode and if anybody has like advice or ideas of things to do to calm down that'd be appreciated.",1.0435548489666149,2.7431774000000004,3.388171701112878,90.15373608903023,80.4054054054054,6.082670906200319,21.69316375198728,7.048011613610866,0.5497726550079487,669,20,149,8,17,231,106,185,0.213,0.716,0.071,-0.9706,0,7,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,14,1,3,10,1,20,7,2,2,2,30,37,19,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,15,0,0,5,1,0,4,6,11,0,0,5,1,16,3,20,27,5,24,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,3,14,97,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914701633510334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33735215898051696,0.17972244166641285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527921677394413,0.0,0.12523094696188433,0.27196619908667463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669632022736536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424753233118934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850887558989763,0.0,0.27767495340989745,0.0,0.1302557458485012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714356029677827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434730900894072,0.1838515532325418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950478306709331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795662241300666,0.0,0.14381026967858446,0.14412788524916265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207602268668656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821673046420124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080673362566728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951452520258724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379925783414138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006193011052675,0.0,0.18655805224312094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309024338478894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819838136740588,0.10435549504479766,0.0,0.0,0.094966234291132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066061425658494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063819980933725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182978375907669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856559102574166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Partlys4int,2020/03/15,"Coronavirus triggers two of my biggest fears 
My fear to have nowhere to go to for starters. I'm in Belgium and the country is in semi-lockdown. As lonely as I was, I found comfort to just visit bars, libraries etc. Now I cannot as they are all closed I've got noone to go and am left to the the containment of my bedroom.

My second fear is to become disabled. I'm 31 so probably would not die from infection but  reports stated that some recovered patients lost 20-30% lung function. I've got asthma, so this is terrifying to me.

It looks all so grim right now. People act so primitively too; every one in third person is a prepper now it seems. Thanks a lot China and thanks a lot people who did not feel the need to stop their pleasure travels.

If this doesn't pass by half May, there's a big chance that I'll have a complete breakdown. I'd rather know a hostile army is invading fhan having this invisible enemy around.",2.642579923273658,4.761302625000003,3.8942199488491056,86.42085677749365,77.09782608695652,6.503324808184144,26.584398976982087,7.510576382923642,1.4891506393861895,729,29,143,10,17,238,125,184,0.168,0.737,0.095,-0.9406,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,12,11,1,3,10,0,16,4,1,1,2,26,31,12,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,8,5,1,2,4,2,0,6,4,7,0,5,6,2,10,4,21,23,6,22,0,3,1,0,5,9,0,6,6,94,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889180932746192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231298736194492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358509831205864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192521320720887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400470859696948,0.0,0.0,0.1314544603920999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267011595666062,0.07888892876824144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106902387289766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734071190258874,0.0,0.24956856656866025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574508658172332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951732299630454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101838374000918,0.0,0.17031540224683014,0.26528702789680225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568762867752083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105723898629678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163306968367983,0.13623155935964368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821707611615194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332411208041136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420357005426492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044058062050798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872864341463418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524098912026265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083287461975024,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConnorDavies78,2020/03/15,"My anxiety is making me crazy Basically I was cooking pasta on the hob at about a medium temperature, I come back after being gone for two minutes and notice there was a skinny like fly lying on the pasta. I got rid of the fly and a small part of the pasta it was on, I ate some of the pasta but am I ate risk as I know that flies lay eggs when they land and I’ve read the eggs can survive in your stomach, how would I get rid of the eggs? Thanks in advance",3.7093939393939412,3.490341707070709,5.5056060606060635,84.97840909090911,71.32323232323232,7.8121212121212125,24.58080808080809,7.1686216300943375,0.8758202020202028,355,8,80,3,6,123,66,99,0.083,0.8590000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,2,5,3,0,1,10,0,8,12,2,2,0,10,17,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,11,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,7,0,11,2,14,8,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,4,56,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698750859098795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482599058753696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27811585636484176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868136066208586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25822115051096145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743576614808348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773340210707668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551198660936927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675789825633245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496266144015147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322948014204048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29724670286572696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31538793524115843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293509378383628,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stephend33,2020/03/15,Can anxiety alone cause muscle trembling? I’ve been withdrawing for a while from benzodiazepines. Recent events have cause me a lot of extra anxiety. Recently on top of anxiety I’ve been experiencing trembling and muscle vibrations. Could this be a result of anxiety alone? Or is it more likely because of the withdrawal?,5.6756969696969675,9.087871145454551,6.650454545454547,63.70901515151516,73.9090909090909,10.93939393939394,32.803030303030305,10.504223727775694,5.101121212121212,263,13,36,10,6,87,40,55,0.276,0.675,0.049,-0.887,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,7,3,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250810185616603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279546453820084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509695849095026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216239914683708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384721603960642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025752228331636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744661744355671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052494599574801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousasianperson,2020/03/15,"Anxiety over racism With the current pandemic racism against East Asians has been on the rise. I live in London and I’ve already experienced people shout at me. There are reports of people getting attacked and it’s scary. I’m more scared of people than I am of becoming infected with the virus.

I’m currently out of work and this current situation is also making life difficult. Interviews have been postponed or there are hiring freezes. Not being able to find work is adding to my anxiety.",4.4510000000000005,7.307807433333338,4.961111111111112,77.30500000000002,74.66666666666666,8.444444444444445,31.11111111111111,9.150863307647796,3.3234444444444438,399,19,65,10,9,127,66,90,0.28800000000000003,0.7120000000000001,0.0,-0.9790000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,3,0,10,2,0,1,0,10,14,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,15,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,43,6,5,0.22788473436077405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147647108001103,0.18223933973582415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34866239607608984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25925178384379466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25168078510718983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828251872569095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906036810795192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609617272312686,0.0,0.0,0.2012263954824388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211482973977944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739597443253595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281523739084712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561519894175925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331805601417461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SJ_Alison,2020/03/15,"The Freakout of Covid19 Is anyone else feeling higher levels of anxiety with the whole Coronavirus thing going on? 

I just want this to end so I can go back to the normal health anxiety which I'd seemed to have got a hold of. Now that Covid19 is around, I'm in a constant state of panic once again.",4.596,5.354124600000002,5.010000000000002,85.86000000000001,69.66666666666666,8.0,28.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.713833333333334,236,8,48,3,4,75,46,60,0.158,0.7959999999999999,0.046,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,11,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650519052556685,0.0,0.0,0.16683247929116735,0.2444706895844049,0.0,0.21240179994409256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346626547109396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578384535855443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931706896298176,0.0,0.21132600768625526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064174660242355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712001995932595,0.0,0.1908277133307152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536173157204801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337742738750268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540978797940614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799420186016969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720962955022727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851315861675136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073061587045227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663848847828948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KoreanJesus84,2020/03/15,"Should I quit my job or am I overreacting? A little background: I'm a 22 year old guy diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder who recently started therapy and am going to start group. I work as a retail cashier and nearly every other coworker is around my age. I feel like I have a pretty good, albeit superficial, relationship with everyone. I'm a mostly quiet but sometimes bubbly and energetic guy. Myself and my manager, who is only 23, are pretty close especially as we discuss our anxiety with each other. A few months ago I started crushing hard on a new coworker and asked her out only to find out she's already in a relationship. On the outside I say it's cool and we remain friends, but on the inside I'm devastated. I romanticized her, put her on a pedal. She was ""the one"", and if we started dating all my problems and low self esteem would go away. Because I mean if this amazing person told me they loved me then surely I'd never feel bad again. So in a fit of all these feelings I jokingly told my manager I wanted to kill this girl's boyfriend. I was obviously joking and my manager laughed along. I even told my manager I wasn't actually thinking that and that I was just hurt.

So I have an intense fear of social rejection, I'm paranoid that everyone around me is talking behind my back, making fun of me, and purposely not inviting me out. This stems from experiences and believes from my abuser in middle and high school. Then an incident in college where I confided in a friend about my suicidality lead them to shaming me and telling the rest of our class, leading to them ostracizing me. So me being open with my feelings has bit me in the ass a great number of times.

So today I ended up working with the coworker I had a crush on, and she asks me if I've been talking behind her back. That she's heard from a lot of people that I'm obsessed with her and want to kill her boyfriend. I am able to explain that I only told our manager as a joke and that I shouldn't have said that, and she seemed to be okay with that. But now I know the truth. That my manager who I confided in, told my secrets to everyone else and they are actually making fun of me behind my back. I have caused my worst fears to come true.

So now I have a decision, should I quit my job, which I've always hated and wanted to quit anyway, or realize that I'm overreacting about the situation. I don't work tomorrow so I'm thinking of calling in and quitting by the phone without giving any reason why. I just want to make this one phone call and never think about that place ever again. I'm currently living with my family so I only have car payments and a few bills every month. But to be honest I just want to quit my job, release my album, and then kill myself. I don't want another job, another chance at embarrassment, another chance at failure, another chance at ruining everything. I'm just so damn tired and I don't care about my life anymore. Or maybe I'm just overreacting, I can't tell.",4.653380438365193,5.699277488175678,6.206422214897826,76.28310646011867,69.72635135135134,9.42425840474621,30.4863216875412,9.685265186389033,2.9109785266974297,2371,95,448,54,41,811,267,592,0.168,0.677,0.155,-0.9578,5,0,0,0,1,2,58.0,6,0,4,10,30,38,5,5,28,2,32,5,1,7,9,107,82,49,4,14,17,0,5,1,2,4,3,4,0,6,24,46,0,0,16,3,2,7,10,17,0,2,13,10,88,21,70,62,10,71,0,4,0,2,59,33,2,9,32,318,112,18,0.0607946077764201,0.07203166900722657,0.11865353492436605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053890751657063626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708836143496906,0.0,0.050585983824469376,0.0,0.0,0.041342418023896925,0.2549937881323113,0.04650770854680237,0.0,0.06029191491578448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824018025269784,0.11366950320430673,0.0,0.05711853524205762,0.1402419022586501,0.0507609581008475,0.03705982862535721,0.0,0.0,0.0684947043962194,0.0,0.0,0.0663719660264843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415618356872302,0.0,0.061984154376272686,0.06245280883182806,0.0,0.052369171476926935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170524717662618,0.0,0.0,0.06967588750958859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078609380351577,0.0,0.05384597769431345,0.0,0.0,0.04015426506872402,0.054992203290752766,0.1024441582031339,0.17427555907814926,0.054638273410507435,0.059468791975956635,0.05731174563007507,0.13682167131104364,0.12295832146134132,0.04343167994281153,0.0,0.0,0.055565170120464434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393952632103428,0.0,0.0,0.05831972744382676,0.06910195322325108,0.0509916326222318,0.0,0.0670262696973225,0.0,0.12039243962654946,0.0,0.0,0.054460027289750634,0.06002208883269128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642328409713719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508188500864312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413170698249087,0.0,0.20178067810228964,0.0,0.03341112651757301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294102938263554,0.02970117450530521,0.06093216830849745,0.05368275247542609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051685401495764866,0.054869507098179296,0.0,0.12174261830587944,0.0,0.06107635486208673,0.06622315041850423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970513518254961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377709877172327,0.05871581102564599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379371410756415,0.0,0.08239199921223618,0.18494815489565608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214732627717484,0.10616701310606648,0.06351742565368733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369994432927787,0.0,0.05817222915091274,0.0,0.061115372398642426,0.0,0.32331274363205403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250698212178682,0.06002734086308436,0.13054131401010075,0.0,0.0,0.05782959382047359,0.04834631222069246,0.0,0.06152738873894289,0.0,0.0553451276338683,0.06342203472209668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833568633491048,0.0,0.061972446582573476,0.0,0.0,0.06012742160497514,0.0,0.1721229451691165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649943354327884,0.0,0.057298198354646064,0.0,0.0,0.09772880574374647,0.10627433365479497,0.0,0.06952393229494093,0.0,0.0,0.11686418965337625,0.0,0.0,0.03544982469171558,0.06987445839090813,0.05762617964514227,0.2904592651302488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514940880303865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548576775218806,0.0,0.0,0.0586038324358313,0.0,0.1327775955645536,0.0,0.0,0.043186745081858616,0.0,0.0,0.039149734178503134
anxiety,fobijoux,2020/03/15,"Moderate hairloss Long story short!! I have GAD for lile 12 years and since my 21 i experience hairloss that makes me even more anxious! My father is 65 and has full hair scalp even my grandfather had full white hairline until 95!! So is that possible that my hairloss is related with my constant stress disorder??

Thankd a lot for your time :)",5.2052380952380926,7.237022539682544,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,69.63492063492063,8.84952380952381,31.647619047619052,9.3871,3.0536247619047616,272,12,48,6,5,85,48,63,0.134,0.8220000000000001,0.043,-0.7447,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,2,1,0,5,7,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,4,6,4,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,5,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203916145815391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064749989349631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250345709296639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746353231830048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774189748347367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25098047391166056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411098430025945,0.0,0.0,0.18930776542296066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197207173451679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346000271329995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32486724052788285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537167978833275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826315746458053
anxiety,IBlame_Nargles,2020/03/15,"Going into London/Train rides Hey all, I'm extremely terrified of what's going on in the world at the moment and I desperately want to see my mum but she lives quite far away so I have to take a train to London/the tube/walk around London. I'm just curious about advice for not freaking out (as much) when dealing with all the...fun stuff going on.

I'm especially scared of going to get my preorder of Animal Crossing: New Horizons. I'm expecting long lines and everything but I'm more afraid of London. London freaks me out normally but I had a panic attack when reading updates about what's happening.",2.7258192090395457,5.208016525423727,4.3450000000000015,81.42535310734466,78.66101694915254,7.3231638418079115,23.39265536723164,8.344100000000001,1.7566757062146894,482,16,87,10,12,161,78,118,0.159,0.7809999999999999,0.06,-0.9159,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,17,16,9,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,6,0,0,1,1,7,0,22,15,4,23,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,0,6,52,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208117351361649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409457506591795,0.0,0.2352632327993185,0.19429406804802826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320024971853235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858572242278228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080437198311841,0.0,0.4701135820417215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287129638519767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260692992676533,0.1830102307784351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202074673797272,0.0,0.0,0.199727351805618,0.0,0.0,0.20261869542392988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263356982445397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995573922136205,0.20685453703802226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704144928424795,0.0,0.1647916895005732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367348915703967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548679155381984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197515715147028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awkwardaquariusaward,2020/03/15,Humans trigger my anxiety I swear I’m completely fine alone and the moment my husband gets home my anxiety goes through the roof. I’m a neat freak and I like things a certain way. He’s clumsy and spills everything. He’s loud and bangs things without even realizing he’s doing it. He’s just a very carefree person. I love him- even if he drives me insane- because he’s so carefree. But this is also why my anxiety has been so terrible lately. It’s like he gets up too fast and my heart starts racing. If he drops a cup in the sink I break down because I think he broke it. Maybe it’s not even him. Maybe it’s just people in general. Like my mom is visiting right now and she spilled a drink on our coffee table. I freaked out. She’s kind of like my husband when it comes to their carefree personalities so all I’m thinking is “why are you drinking it in the living room when we said we don’t even do that”. Maybe it’s just people who trigger me. Maybe it’s me not being in control. I’ve had anxiety since 2013 but it’s recently gotten so worse to the point where I’m miserable. I’m probably also miserable to be around. I would like to see a therapist again but it’s just bad timing and financially it’s not happening any time soon.,1.3379869281045735,3.5943248901960807,3.225098039215688,88.76183006535948,82.45098039215686,6.601307189542485,23.562091503267972,7.793537801064563,1.272228758169934,977,36,205,18,27,327,137,255,0.14400000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.094,-0.9288,0,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,3,1,1,1,22,17,0,2,11,0,13,4,1,3,2,35,29,20,0,3,13,3,0,5,0,1,0,2,2,3,17,12,2,1,3,2,0,3,5,7,0,0,4,3,26,10,16,22,1,31,0,3,1,1,28,13,0,2,17,120,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107241314209998,0.0,0.1709880917935078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270089932682049,0.0,0.3271363793987859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517051522143337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926346065412875,0.13033987844658498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209151388223977,0.1120906852916144,0.0,0.11990607165231745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945768386420285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824460998499286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960817437507534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170971745465233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453812253815166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668613454529806,0.0,0.0,0.10723713584666007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113279140238804,0.0,0.0,0.12059653770212744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26114850083882274,0.0,0.0944014542411784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964883696292563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296126001639405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520900150880238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823267099666934,0.186695353116306,0.0,0.0,0.10106232837689193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526457809526043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555845239679283,0.0,0.0,0.09129858828256693,0.10169370054801834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519159235607224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843515091612843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566981750645715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241280750098554,0.14204944571000647,0.13700426975492971,0.0,0.0,0.12467747457713504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821004551087007,0.0,0.08485835297117025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929351344914633,0.0,0.0,0.10305520397042392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089480756425244,0.07594415993361664,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SneakySnek7794,2020/03/15,"My close friend passed away today. It happened pretty quickly, he went into liver rejection last week cause he got measles and his body just started shutting down and he passed away about 6/7 hours ago. I'm still pretty shocked and my anxiety has gotten pretty bad, I just can't believe it happened and needed a safe place to talk about it.",5.134687499999998,7.060801843750002,4.52075,85.44925000000002,69.625,6.370000000000001,28.425,6.742157984588678,1.4439099999999994,274,10,48,2,5,82,48,64,0.142,0.6559999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,11,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,7,7,0,18,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,8,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104076578513735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897815059158375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34137258706060936,0.0,0.15168805988395012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046814956003307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017960094978916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866266075431909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035890009941565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529924264742292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213029001519016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890976864539093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808646696639174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347070671730252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980798288104045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544754846564112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858797681844236,0.0,0.1450830427419417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460206179382264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722032781873293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457258669816893,0.0,0.0,0.16841124042188652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spacecase808,2020/03/15,"Anxiety vs Stress I have a lot of anxiety about a lot of things in general. However, I messed something up today and I finally just felt stressed. In my eyes, since I can still breathe, don't feel like my chest is collapsing or the world is literally coming to an end, it's not anxiety just some stress. I'm not sure if you all get what I'm talking about. But, the feeling of stress seems to be a bit of a nice break from anxiety. I'm posting to this community because I feel like most people don't understand the difference between stress and anxiety if you haven't experienced anxiety. I know stress can trigger anxiety. But, today I am so thankful it didn't. Be strong everyone and thank you for your 2 minutes of reading",4.0417482517482535,5.607126741258746,5.488391608391608,78.86797202797206,71.7972027972028,9.955244755244756,33.27972027972028,10.230975488527342,3.6681104895104895,576,29,112,17,11,194,87,143,0.273,0.652,0.075,-0.9692,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,1,6,14,0,6,8,0,12,3,3,1,2,29,26,9,0,2,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,6,13,7,16,22,6,12,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,8,7,73,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174939814224452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058909553047134286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550353303049267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324497439914329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096601346405272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559247565401804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923416330938692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658904323205688,0.13807623771722466,0.092787517059394,0.10586207096973388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504893023125851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531096500701239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944247709707592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431613496959854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699653628244959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255237328528652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666402889090604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797549403714644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993985073816053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743965592518789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717513365109274,0.0,0.6641901717119807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910800557013021,0.0,0.0,0.0776738652031317,0.0,0.17794234743542844,0.0,0.0,0.06420191162598786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320281623679407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006034383963164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Megucal_Girl,2020/03/15,"I can't stop worrying constantly that I'm about to die because of this damn virus I'm young, but I have asthma which makes me high risk and I'm also obese, which I think makes my immune system weaker? I'm really really scared, I feel like if I catch the virus I'm gonna die, and it seems so easy to catch, I'm not gonna leave my house but I might already have it and not know it, or my parents who do leave the house (because they have to) might have it too. I want to cry.",1.5950714285714298,2.4964062571428585,3.239226190476192,95.21598214285716,76.90476190476191,6.773809523809526,18.839285714285715,7.1686216300943375,-0.06735714285714334,367,6,92,4,8,122,60,105,0.214,0.629,0.157,-0.8958,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,2,2,0,8,3,0,2,0,19,23,9,2,2,6,1,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,9,3,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,12,1,6,19,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,5,4,49,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459331258752612,0.13377061981634156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039398901257088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076601531461856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837449179305632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472123207062164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457981154731331,0.11950206414947442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673636139267826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860282721393783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193055828525593,0.0,0.0,0.3542424294733819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081722642682054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233161630967817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549069704678211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857402897669446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432267891249196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747253647070992,0.0,0.0,0.15228185972939906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985029204054975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718375701118893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866376527593376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987697784014769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strawberrycake2000,2020/03/15,"How do I deal with panic attacks My anxiety has worsen and I keep getting alot of anxiety and panic attacks regularly, I don't really know how to deal with it and usually I end up puking or bashing my head into the wall. Sometimes I call up for a friend to help me calm down but I really can't be dependent on him.

For anyone who's dealt with them, can you give me any tips and what to do when I'm in that mindset.",2.1265810593900483,3.343472573033708,4.748346709470308,83.6648314606742,76.07865168539325,8.231781701444623,25.07383627608347,8.841846274778883,1.80386227929374,325,11,70,7,7,116,63,89,0.171,0.765,0.064,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,3,6,2,2,3,0,7,1,1,3,0,16,12,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,13,2,15,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,3,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789540825437168,0.0,0.2877491281777694,0.0,0.0,0.13150431425401732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279180985339372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204253819464656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877879445120811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657596795836555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530395952053818,0.0,0.0982598568390234,0.18041579828254176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301612925008926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606069621755253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671670336671865,0.0,0.0,0.10335945187660504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413239357649531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409674762159432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600801552066945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071347357533326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,violetlilacplum,2020/03/15,"Worried about my mom She's been sick since the end of January. First they said it was the flu, then bronchitis, now pneumonia. She's been on different medications this whole time and while she isn't getting worse, she's not getting better either. 

This whole corona virus has me super worried that she's going to get it because her immune system is compromised right now, or that she already has it but they won't test her for it because she's not in one of the 'at risk' groups. She's going to see a pulmonologist this coming week, but I'm afraid they're just going to say it's pneumonia still and there's nothing they can do. 

I've been constantly worried since she got sick, and now with the threat of corona it's increased tenfold. It's all I can think about, that she might not survive this. And if she doesn't survive, I'm not sure I want to either. 

How can I get my anxiety under control so it isn't constantly eating away at me? Meditation and anxiety meds help a little, but they're a temporary fix.",4.0267491749174935,5.375983886138616,4.966950495049506,83.43762046204623,71.52475247524751,8.158943894389441,27.32805280528053,8.648137234880735,1.9416266666666668,803,28,159,14,15,262,108,202,0.154,0.7859999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9451,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,6,10,6,1,2,7,0,16,6,0,2,2,26,31,14,0,2,12,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,15,7,1,1,1,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,6,3,23,3,17,23,6,26,0,0,1,0,21,8,0,3,12,109,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650728868612656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312668655058355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473522311539055,0.0,0.0,0.1618622036651353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174180981136163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436358199418192,0.0,0.2869393091126445,0.1489050106673797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870909376531326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358497089203572,0.0,0.0,0.11758862535783365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292815294673515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27745278349986685,0.0,0.22635684326857924,0.0,0.1061827114249554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898825059553868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306341937264224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746978065960498,0.1337447704833466,0.0,0.14084057881130765,0.0,0.1554904388777033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738969376742898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899636550649328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337888961580027,0.12628802992409036,0.10557847844133836,0.0,0.0,0.1057949342660066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964587629425406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602471547290818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512757068416755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506917943441812,0.0,0.0,0.07741518184217591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830706616355636,0.0,0.10649448268918828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964503305644269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044818593591085,0.13529685479798678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutiexcasca,2020/03/15,"Can't stop freaking out I can't even talk about it too much because once I start thinking, I don't stop.
I have an appointment on the 19th with my therapist and time seems to be really dragging right now.
Lately I've been having severe anxiety issues, where I can not stop panicking. Nothing is helping. Sometimes it comes out of nowhere, other times it is me freaking out over my minor chest pains. I want to go to a hospital and get my heart checked out and a mammogram, but I'm also scared of this corona virus bs. I don't want to accidentally pick up something at the Er. I'm scared and I just want answers, I need answers. I don't know why I keep having heart attack symptoms. I have had friends with anxiety tell me they went through the same thing, but the doctors said nothing was wrong? Maybe that is the case for me but I just can't stop freaking out for the life of me. I need advice badly",2.657554945054944,4.568303587912087,3.693502747252752,88.84212225274727,76.30769230769229,6.528021978021977,26.21016483516484,7.413659706084162,1.2847021978021984,711,27,146,9,16,229,109,182,0.131,0.715,0.154,-0.193,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,8,10,1,2,9,0,18,8,3,1,0,35,35,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,7,12,0,5,5,0,1,3,7,9,1,0,5,1,22,1,22,29,2,23,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,9,95,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321301177365993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083357347900618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291594989900912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344478987726436,0.0,0.0,0.10527930482700686,0.07686287140077594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861477351360577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905774886506488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328079828351488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741628602841207,0.0,0.06587645891086777,0.0,0.07165945905787342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988328724522229,0.08451500482293517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160447777245618,0.0,0.11207396976640567,0.0,0.0,0.0692953857622032,0.0,0.1422342306783134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906060663745563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266736567200593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926901488742804,0.18698724735633027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419721819699701,0.0,0.0,0.13428099714604744,0.0,0.0,0.13416791290574598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077603894640918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767957947898783,0.11993980538649412,0.0,0.2524747860945764,0.0,0.0,0.1147869697667968,0.0,0.14244502733481293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706970891227204,0.12470554899763503,0.0,0.08924666067265907,0.0,0.0,0.4216652271744526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310550690000093,0.0,0.10134580901560487,0.1102076121760928,0.0,0.0,0.14639940408749652,0.08376813304022074,0.08079293684354581,0.0,0.0,0.14704737811955398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311222088957425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688605108559462,0.11377598788528945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785886368235287,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magacx,2020/03/15,I like when people treat me normal. I feel like a lot of people treat me weird like don’t get me wrong I am weird but I’m still a human being like everyone else. Sometimes when I try to talk to people they ignore me or give me weird faces and it makes me regret even opening my mouth. I have a really hard time starting conversations and socializing in general because of anxiety so it’s just nice when people talk to me like how they would anyone else. Anyone relate to this?,1.9646875,4.330349427083334,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,80.77083333333334,6.34,18.975,7.554174236665415,0.6348075,379,9,74,6,10,126,61,96,0.168,0.649,0.184,0.4031,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,8,14,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,2,0,15,11,9,0,3,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,15,8,7,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,11,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875441586841346,0.0,0.0,0.2353683748503585,0.17245043995780934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259840219905754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811978506887632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116520476054426,0.0,0.0,0.1608245780493741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510109049978172,0.1202385745492736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793347559897001,0.16145543771692164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077003836500144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41113156222134656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308861662824648,0.0,0.0,0.11234624822456772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164905152634451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667316059893205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782179198924337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715678198087511,0.0,0.0,0.16645995445317793,0.0,0.1191285808055806,0.0,0.13441021010234966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705576277616642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814118161135073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426942415946875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195604838427391,0.18401731401676855,0.0,0.0
anxiety,queenladyloki,2020/03/15,"We need good things to distract us Remove this if it's not allowed and tell me where I can post it.

My anxiety is so bad right because of what's going on. It's been really hard distracting myself because everywhere I go everyone I talk to, I am reminded about what's happening.

 So I'm here asking people, please comment funny things, cool stories, neat ideas. Anything to distract us from what's going on. Something to keep our minds off of the negatives.


Here's my distraction idea, picturing Mr. Beans face on Disney princesses",4.190155555555556,6.5845060600000025,5.027333333333335,78.80922222222225,73.4,8.444444444444445,30.11111111111111,9.150863307647796,3.0276777777777766,426,19,72,10,9,138,73,100,0.156,0.7190000000000001,0.125,-0.3103,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,10,12,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,2,12,3,12,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,0,47,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699379175151646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473655180929667,0.0,0.1674132819809694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495222263246309,0.2183279548137678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711162184630472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053215978152065,0.15020170459462784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583576353736335,0.0,0.16041825904636967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043133837203072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917230361701254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808172183625621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278369174727306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414978547240192,0.0,0.0,0.19657331101229808,0.0,0.0,0.17150673640631175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147216273587506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529312002948191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378626028077984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393570528969565,0.1565216217714209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379422578409473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308163489529134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doctor_Rocko,2020/03/15,"Just prescribed Risperidone 0.25mg for Anxiety, and I'm worried I've been looking into this medication, and its typically prescribed for psychosis, autism, and schizophrenia; All of which I do not have (I do have motorskill problems, and I have been a sad mess when discussing my problems with my mom).

I haven't taken any yet, and I'm not sure if I should.",15.355074626865663,8.327300104477615,12.97350746268657,61.71608208955226,55.41791044776118,15.191044776119403,54.3955223880597,10.125756701596842,5.813662686567165,285,14,51,3,2,88,45,67,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.9308,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,2,16,13,7,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,7,1,5,9,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181059024014908,0.0,0.2453558893280651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693305748575325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230995164857149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756325233351319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6137863792259238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30228215608714715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257146496616197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juniper500,2020/03/15,"Always anxious about not having enough friends or adventures, and it's exhausting This is a weird, prevalent fear of mine, and I know it's super toxic for my mental health, but I dont know how to stop. 

I have a few good friends, but I go through periods of really intense anxiety and fear of losing touch with them or of not having adventures anymore someday. I just turned 30, and I'm so anxious about it being ""all over"" for me soon, socially speaking. 

I want to keep meeting fun and interesting people and continue to make new close friendships, but it's always been REALLY hard for me, and I fear itll just keep getting harder as I get older. 

Maybe I'm just immature. But I still want to go on road trips, make stupid youtube videos, throw crazy parties, go to festivals, go on camping trips... I'm worried those things will inherently stop as time goes on. 

I also logically know that I'm worried about this WAY more than I should be. Does anyone else have this anxiety? How do I get out of this loop?",7.402244897959187,6.449038816326532,7.526448979591838,76.01140816326533,63.89795918367346,10.90122448979592,35.41632653061224,10.125756701596842,3.3817628571428573,792,31,153,15,10,257,115,196,0.233,0.618,0.14800000000000002,-0.9556,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,12,16,1,3,2,0,13,2,0,4,1,37,34,19,0,3,11,0,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,12,10,0,4,4,1,0,7,3,7,0,0,1,3,17,9,26,28,4,24,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,9,97,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704725876032516,0.2019535577449137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567192912925007,0.27419239346429297,0.12035119019081393,0.08485398329783328,0.12434216585968548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619825997182834,0.0,0.14222672987612178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137622669528568,0.0,0.0,0.12539177937940688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096731131159377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751658185827366,0.0,0.1902083661292034,0.0,0.2758745455852473,0.10178651124998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870991759509978,0.0,0.0,0.12899430352903882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157311532052713,0.0,0.0,0.20008000314581434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576479664357652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201032405449653,0.0,0.12191704327911874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229693041916875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720506389332465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413202479808084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548577488227958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237057691013348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691396926485313,0.20291581960223967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806226279852734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076286430217063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199899637273493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315621729416295,0.09632566165734414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464830476005745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KaidsCousin,2020/03/15,"Any tips on how to deal with anxiety over the Covid19 pandemic? 
I keep telling myself not to, but every now and then I get overcome with nerves and almost feel sick with worry. It’s not just about myself. I find myself stressing out about how it might affect my family and loved ones, who are in the higher risk groups.
Surely I’m not alone I’m feeling this way, and would like to have some advice on how to mentally handle this situation better. 
Thanks people",3.5546348314606746,5.785792370786519,4.128525280898876,85.27795646067419,74.73033707865169,6.6971910112359545,21.2373595505618,7.645422480735847,0.8853247191011238,367,9,68,5,8,116,65,89,0.165,0.633,0.201,0.7889,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,4,1,26,12,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,7,5,14,10,1,8,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,3,3,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920363261950675,0.0,0.0,0.2143775069364928,0.22172987830997928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558670593197054,0.0,0.16377619915359962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934281996574295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071460661573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180377784460345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182245394235773,0.0,0.2164979438083874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567191444177295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118517785571199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029062969657168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459224121914153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322214752696326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574964536788832,0.22711279424690345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507109566650733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842117829167753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406430960411981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523627977731685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177474741481688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712173720672898,0.19710282306991314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993253445666046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174160460395541,0.0,0.1520814760461579,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LovelyPlums,2020/03/15,"Anyone in here using propanolol at this anxiety inducing time? I have a propanolol prescription but don't really take it as have been in a good place over the last year or so with self managing. Maybe only taking one tablet every now and then.

This whole episode is kind of making it more difficult for me to self manage it and am feeling a bit of stress developing.

Is anyone taking propanolol or other Betas to help with COVID19 anxiety? Is it working?",5.878627450980392,7.359454058823534,5.89970588235294,77.9970098039216,67.23529411764707,9.431372549019608,30.637254901960784,9.725611199111238,2.9889607843137256,365,14,64,8,6,115,64,85,0.124,0.778,0.098,-0.3673,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,3,0,11,14,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,2,12,13,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,45,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29239493794948584,0.0,0.0,0.2672549943062778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864097043578786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101714219562502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663019286867694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029273127395954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809599000984187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901007997265255,0.0,0.15577892328932333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275663986237647,0.0,0.1919941612701587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295000562807359,0.1453466155512874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966769287322708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242898997156415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987356609611463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891412543162347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43106939398342586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114368952474116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505637243964458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133658001379956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912925415762029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306759947485454
anxiety,1st_place_boner,2020/03/15,"Baby steps with presenting! I had a massive presentation to give on wednesday. In addition to practicing loads and making a backup notecard with talking points, I promised myself new makeup when it was all over. Let me tell you, I slam dunked that presentation AND didnt use my notecard at all!!! Guess all theres left to do is wait on my makeup order 🥰🥰🥰",2.816397515527953,5.313498507246378,4.158633540372673,82.8039130434783,78.42028985507247,6.8414078674948255,25.799171842650104,7.957251820313856,1.7786215320910983,283,11,52,5,7,93,53,69,0.059000000000000004,0.902,0.039,-0.3111,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,3,12,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,1,10,7,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,6,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236007062681436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716105082403695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665134665703546,0.34494601225666965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251725044763605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32579846905675364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188888729631996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711356169477961,0.294844051371748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29134754263646595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AfroDevil30,2020/03/15,"Body Aches For the past week I been having some minor body aches throughout my entire body. From my neck to my legs. I don't have a fever, my appetite has not changed, I'm getting 8 hours of sleep, etc. 

I have been having minor anxiety about the coronavirus, but I'm not having panic attacks and not obsessively worrying about it. I'm just being cautious. 

Does body aches throughout the entire body happen to any of you, even when you aren't having that much anxiety? I mentally don't feel stressed but by body feels tense/achey.",4.4314705882352925,6.205067392156862,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,71.15686274509805,7.452941176470588,26.47549019607843,8.07648339933343,1.64258431372549,422,14,79,6,8,132,63,102,0.10300000000000001,0.767,0.13,0.6921,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,3,4,0,13,10,9,0,0,10,20,4,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,2,10,0,9,17,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570367853187433,0.0,0.19282286296100615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337557405416035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8399352873784656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333214061745118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028835982519676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140555053631126,0.08324061314324671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744755821067902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658446718147272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144655620549722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411265243870882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700705144476318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264542347886202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786725041760146,0.0,0.0,0.1203084311472684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611948217973387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436518191577905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010924334482608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798802471808168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,capng0,2020/03/15,"advice hello! 
i am a 18 years old boy and currently studying. 
i am starting to feel some changes in my behaviour and how i interact with people. i used to be confident and talk and interact finely. 
but nowadays i can't. i try my best to look confident and try to smile but i become unable to do so. 
whomever i am talking with, my face becomes red, i begin to sweat, and heartbeat increases. 
i cannot sit among people in group. i become akward.

i am sorry if my english is bad but i need help guys.",0.4552094440213246,2.862442000000001,3.0954455445544533,86.70764661081495,89.3960396039604,5.879969535415079,23.610814927646608,7.321109707123232,1.3915401370906322,386,16,75,7,13,134,64,101,0.105,0.763,0.132,0.4098,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,2,2,0,17,15,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,17,2,11,14,3,10,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,2,5,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841564047675177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735236071479453,0.0,0.6244024441851765,0.0,0.0,0.1977722822212399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936079133366716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095288696644733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866004434925613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631766087896554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825504564476867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397372676587624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775220738834556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26130244722151635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096035570376234,0.1333896796320095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029465728969236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558976490325437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276493025379915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135907841032838
anxiety,imdestroyingmylifeta,2020/03/15,"I constantly feel worried that I am going to jail and I don't know how to get over it I've always been a law abiding citizen. I usually take specific precautions to not break the law whenever I can. 

A week ago (ish), I was on r/WTF and I found a old post (something like 7-9 years ago lol) with only a few upvotes marked nsfw. I clicked a link on there and it took me to a Error page.

A normal person would just ignore this, thinking the site was probably down because it was 7-9 years ago. And I did too. Until 2 or 3 days later when I started imagining that it was a FBI honeypot or a cp website, and I would go to jail since I clicked on it. It got so bad that I was unable to do anything because I would constantly be thinking about going to jail. 

I ended up doing a little research on the website I clicked because I needed to get over this, and it seemed alright (it was some kind of niche image hosting website used by only a few people on different forums like a skyscraper forum). I felt ok after that, but I decided to just try WaybackMachine in-case. The Wayback Machine pulled up no images **(only text)**, but there was a folder in the website called ""cp"". I exited immediately and did not even click the folder. I'm not willing to look more in it. Now I can not get over the fact that I am going to jail for clicking on a Honeypot.

Has anyone ever been in a situation like this, or gets anxiety triggers off similar things? How do you get over it? I know I am irrational and looking into the site further probably only dug me into a deeper hole. But this type of stuff destroys my life and I don't know what to do. I waste entire weeks and keep thinking about the same thing (going to jail). I can't talk to my parents or a family member so I figured I might as well post it on a anon message board. 

This is not the first time this has happened, either. The week before I had a virus in my computer (windows defender found a trojan in my firefox cache, so it shouldn't be dangerous).  I developed hardcore anxiety of some hacker using my computer for illegal activity and framing me. 

Sorry for the long post. I didn't know where to go, so I just posted my thoughts in here and just typing them out makes me feel better. Let me know if its against the rules and I'll delete the post.",2.0200209601756685,3.9790267811158806,4.133507336061483,84.72965315899793,78.39914163090128,6.909991017067572,25.64407625511528,7.900780265707199,1.61204577303124,1784,69,355,30,43,612,230,466,0.077,0.8809999999999999,0.042,-0.946,2,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,1,2,22,12,2,0,34,3,37,1,0,6,2,76,76,30,0,7,18,1,3,3,0,6,1,0,1,2,28,17,0,2,19,0,0,8,11,4,1,1,19,10,46,8,53,48,8,68,0,0,7,0,8,30,0,9,27,253,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761380494910465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808965718390111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252004485016568,0.0,0.0,0.057217894034188685,0.0,0.06733965358220044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832517575236324,0.14964961649163894,0.0,0.06963185712921599,0.0,0.0,0.07237256116209742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355824417480845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685972633001348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277400039638643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549561382399115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247766841225901,0.0,0.0,0.054048373408888496,0.07402050897828973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714265528775031,0.0,0.0827520720488672,0.0,0.07857025799103504,0.0,0.0,0.0696051101777514,0.0,0.17944617083656433,0.0,0.0,0.21376568929783385,0.0,0.27903746947191993,0.0,0.06544744720293484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236257467930579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273484275126381,0.0,0.08521403087091478,0.22485992944245733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367738513268227,0.057799409020748614,0.11993496837243744,0.08201581026858433,0.0,0.07241755132465633,0.13743427500240166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462259515654027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680938942022044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606763910536125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017666396455009,0.0,0.0,0.08586750312387352,0.0,0.0,0.24894359092308035,0.0,0.0,0.09086325424462306,0.0,0.0,0.056731070159451724,0.07145136834458543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918557192371451,0.0,0.17645456491757466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449555158333176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676911603555644,0.09198108061150193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299723324123215,0.0,0.09160271453674737,0.05792015615785786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367651790675888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152646581429098,0.06577237781095546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872929721230852,0.15730133149498474,0.0,0.06496439654591749,0.047716110827535664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091686451508132,0.055557640715844736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135081819419265,0.09012490144042404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969188375302624,0.0,0.07357558296917968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831029985317948,0.0,0.17439044050517444,0.0,0.0,0.1053925130053788
anxiety,cj_train,2020/03/15,"Caffeine alternatives for people with high anxiety? I am not able to consume the slightliest amounts of caffeine, I am not even eating chocolate as it contains a little bit of it.

I kind of have a caffeine phobia, if I consume it I suddenly get a panic attack with derealization etc. I don't really want to elaborate how much it affects me, but it triggers various other phobias which I got. 

But after not consuming any caffeine since more than 4 months, I simply need some kind of Stimulant due to studying.

Any ideas?",5.788080357142861,7.459896052083337,6.843988095238098,70.42125000000003,67.64583333333334,9.235714285714286,36.63095238095238,9.606745405546679,3.9903202380952383,415,22,65,9,7,139,67,96,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.8729,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,4,0,17,8,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,13,7,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,50,16,0,0.21166314300762692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28787639096726725,0.0,0.16192172505333546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407973818546268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310813318909178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658423705838306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23606035507852044,0.1398015097138927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058525614742516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928635125929387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363373170050965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894192472929565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408291836808909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214207519648773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894750136451267,0.0,0.15559676438398054,0.15694553856620874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24834109294760806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467405724863464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559682935521924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750899391624766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484440574883482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway6378462796,2020/03/15,"Embarrassed and anxious because I'm so overemotional :( looking for kind words? I just overreacted angrily to a situation (which I make an effort to *never ever ever* do) and definitely utterly destroyed a new relationship with someone I really liked. Now I can't stop talking about it and oversharing about everything to literally everyone I talk to, unless I try extremely hard not to (mostly bc the whole corona situation has seriously inflated my anxiety and I feel restless and agitated). I just feel so sick of keeping the ""normal person"" emotional filter on for so long (FOREVER). I'm *always* regulating my emotions and what I say or how I react to things. I apologized and clarified that I was hurt by how a situation had turned out and though I meant what I said, I hadn't meant to come off so strong and I didn't want any bad blood between us, and like he was completely chill about it?? and my friends say they talked to him and everything is definitely fine??? But I feel such all consuming regret that I slipped up and I can't stop ruminating and feeling terribly guilty. I love people and have close friends and care about them with all my heart, I'm worried that my mental illness is going to eventually ruin everything good in my life :(

I'd really appreciate any positivity <3",6.470273109243699,7.7553701764705885,7.960829831932774,64.48141281512605,65.72268907563026,12.000420168067224,35.883403361344534,11.698219412168324,4.900587394957984,1034,50,172,36,16,358,146,238,0.193,0.605,0.20199999999999999,0.5677,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,2,2,17,19,1,2,6,0,12,6,2,4,5,50,31,26,0,3,6,0,5,2,2,0,3,3,0,1,9,21,0,3,6,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,8,9,30,10,26,23,4,16,0,3,1,1,17,6,0,2,10,120,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268150501280473,0.0,0.0,0.15149166759784624,0.0,0.08520946113791902,0.12583370143660574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300208549868637,0.06789945421311093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356475213515806,0.0,0.0,0.09594858618539766,0.11678538363518952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505869747544903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015087887839667,0.0,0.10643344184269052,0.30031781699997745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527904817327915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211203620817914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330284141827225,0.09342471762311418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977936397890054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199213463314155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924028348646255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900438586215528,0.0,0.11599066519006213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867474207463387,0.10883447728728672,0.0,0.0,0.09857249872742913,0.09353561153321467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052959560529752,0.0,0.07435056271674474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225019946429032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590722165310108,0.10757663136072032,0.0,0.0,0.1091339594069412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722055273628496,0.09725736076941484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271257000952495,0.0,0.0,0.1195861435727664,0.0,0.0,0.10595294159264884,0.17715614641323946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756052829324738,0.0,0.0,0.09437641598250468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624622177141126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685818911083361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399945396555707,0.0,0.1094355065020841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562331739456338,0.1211552376755585,0.0,0.0,0.1339828194925376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569794471024754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435772645394053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311719420471253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Babyjane12,2020/03/15,Debilitated This week has been so horrible. I’m stuck at home worried sick for my older relatives. My boyfriend randomly picked up and left to go party in Chicago with his friends having no care about the pandemic. He’s an alcoholic who was recently in the hospital for a week for pancreatitis and has been drunk texting me the past 5 days. I’ve been in bed taking Xanax all weekend because I can’t cope. Just a rant.,4.799629629629628,6.3254479135802475,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,69.8641975308642,9.844444444444443,33.25308641975309,10.125756701596842,3.5508419753086424,335,16,63,9,6,111,66,81,0.21100000000000002,0.69,0.099,-0.8502,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,8,4,0,1,1,7,13,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,5,2,11,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,7,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068195060851558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501173768186729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927146446303363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851538894049455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181052028943712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631639076514444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879818166508682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119318574731102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740666837323237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834737672176403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586130218084476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605839793834688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915610581688793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mehup,2020/03/15,I have long nails again. For as long as I can remember I've had a bad habit of biting my nails due to my anxiety. In the past few months I've been really working on my mental health. I found a career path that I'm passionate about and it's really helped me to try and take better care of myself. Anyway I've noticed that my nails are long and beautiful and I didn't even realize my lack of biting. I literally just had to clip and file them for what feels like the first time. Its proof of progress and I'm excited. Look for the small victories folks.,2.1770434782608703,3.9186937043478274,3.773260869565217,88.4929347826087,77.17391304347827,8.078260869565218,21.065217391304348,8.841846274778883,1.2412782608695654,436,11,96,10,10,145,75,115,0.063,0.7609999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,4,5,6,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,0,1,13,14,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,13,5,15,9,2,12,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,10,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460034858206784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873894805746842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873455434609287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604695807562692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334803104830308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218413222756118,0.14437505240462176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189993207462353,0.0,0.2215841947457802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481507069179032,0.0,0.0,0.13545846481725288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873227633212907,0.0,0.0,0.5365369922666133,0.16970695454189128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366189075526575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130845069998845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300838579243248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292033223768448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25893149394295245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893161309811005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194854612339814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784186806359526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720766536955686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712587941209285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,baroness_,2020/03/15,"Package anxiety Yup, its about COVID. I used to be a massive hypochondriac, which then turned into germaphobia. Its sparked up again because of this virus and I’ve stocked up on some things in bulk via Amazon... I didnt even check to think about the packages and deliverers themselves so now I’m freaking out because I have a bunch of stuff being sent to my house now that I need but when it comes I’m literally gonna be too scared to bring it into my home, they usually always leave it outside my apartment door but ugh",6.2794117647058805,6.439336549019608,6.079215686274508,81.75647058823529,65.86274509803923,9.15294117647059,33.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.6384784313725493,416,17,82,6,6,130,77,102,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.8815,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,12,15,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,15,9,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,6,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036436673484672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259844659277865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32288254765061697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281323488535048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492136209659578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656516181969181,0.0,0.0,0.30558463059065794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804225746218811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963721810813671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651465547217979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031733070809057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594495050108974,0.1696959065203237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880649944484145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873285625955836,0.29167890769841065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sopherlopher,2020/03/15,"Seeking advice and tips on countering obsessive thoughts Hi everyone! So I’ve battled bad anxiety the past 3 years, and have gotten through each bout of it without medicine, but I feel like I need to build my anxiety toolbox more for long-term healing. I’m trying to do this without medicine for now as well, and have started meditation, I’m exercising, and I’m going to therapy. As many of you I’m sure, my anxiety comes from obsessive thoughts on different subjects (right now it’s these weird thoughts about being “stuck” in my body and mind my whole life...so weird). As I’m hoping to get through this without prescribed meds (I am taking “anxie-t” supplements that are natural), I’m seeking tips and advice on battling obsessive thinking and worrying and staying in the present. I appreciate anyone’s ideas ♥️",3.940551876379693,6.648557933774836,4.746596026490064,78.96170419426048,75.62251655629139,8.265077262693158,35.23222958057396,9.029198982220553,3.7186764679911706,652,38,111,16,15,210,95,151,0.165,0.7340000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.6385,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,5,12,2,3,2,0,6,3,1,0,1,24,26,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,8,1,0,5,1,9,4,23,20,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830509215499854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33238192509801945,0.0,0.0,0.1012679746584478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092636898677185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608726403598899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475756940932645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131573435686202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383905488977783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323001725798796,0.10346604065363607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566730223843551,0.0,0.08230979679875262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384811776435097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349458748661672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229717795081766,0.07075625287516142,0.0,0.0,0.1281693231839361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683412128599496,0.0,0.0,0.1608726403598899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623624998333073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107389049095582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382559009036817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236833828055085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251088413884256,0.1543687036641818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649984822480113,0.0,0.10889356705758073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656248621904755,0.0,0.0,0.09280073142885456,0.0,0.34493472579656825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983295496463668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021888339950782,0.0,0.0,0.16169667846574964,0.0,0.4188306681147512,0.0,0.0,0.14708112717903088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326528454404134
anxiety,cringeyusername123,2020/03/15,"social anxiety i have bad social anxiety, wouldn’t say severe, but pretty bad. i don’t take anxiety meds but i take ADHD medicine and anti-depressants. i am currently driving on the highway to a town to walk my dog. i’m starting to feel like i’m in some sort of horror movie. i’m looking around at all the cars passing by and all i can imagine is how many people are in each car and all i can see is their skeletons. there are so many skeletons around us, under all the flesh and hair. i’m looking at a woman in her car and i can see her skeleton. i feel really strange. does this ever happen to anyone else?",0.9007142857142867,3.1711563730158763,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,84.47619047619048,5.504761904761906,22.492063492063494,6.868970318607317,0.7837682539682542,477,17,97,6,14,161,77,126,0.16899999999999998,0.772,0.059000000000000004,-0.9028,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,11,2,2,1,5,22,25,9,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,8,13,1,15,24,6,19,0,0,4,0,8,10,0,2,4,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839326458175244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35124140462837405,0.0,0.0,0.1070139588740102,0.15681464683760474,0.0,0.27248839770957306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555755562640604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318190804102026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393238341242228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785105581070175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384396933396907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477023376087926,0.10933674398751517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533887818593365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477099014569795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570417192250819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103310927190561,0.0,0.0,0.17000061645836978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610345786747437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570373011369867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804577034612086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170904669068018,0.0,0.0,0.24391714645467494,0.0,0.0,0.17289944665746484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31202410476412085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083273915210804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301444606954447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409659008192972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sweet_Score,2020/03/15,"I can't go out for studying!! I live in a country that coronavşrus hasn't spread much. But still, there are cases. So I'm so afraid of going out. Actually I'm not afraid for myself so much but my father is 53 years old and my mother is 50 years old. Also my mother looks after my grandmother. And she is 83 years old. So If I catch the virus also my mother catches it and my grandmother so. Probably I won't die but my mother and especially my grandmother are in danger. So I don't go out but I can't study at home. I was going to the library but now I can't do it. At home, I can't. What can I do? What do you suggest me to get used to studying at home?",-0.7424142156862743,1.2448994236111126,2.3815849673202654,93.07485294117649,89.48611111111109,5.332679738562091,17.498366013071895,6.794906146795322,-0.026773202614378988,503,13,118,7,17,179,70,144,0.035,0.9229999999999999,0.042,0.2402,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,11,3,1,2,3,0,17,0,0,1,0,15,26,18,1,1,7,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,1,22,0,15,24,2,23,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,9,86,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.15642528864605024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25637651269186634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636142537973655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374778469779055,0.0,0.3643985149146424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482368379535443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154386646189268,0.0,0.13460785160150004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356712780215567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046094993852615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728256644015263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801219626724528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844384858800327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30967514654454165
anxiety,harrysk12,2020/03/15,"I have HOCD So I have HOCD, does anyone know why my anxiety is always the worst when I wake up.",-1.557142857142857,0.4119237619047631,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,97.09523809523807,4.704761904761905,11.761904761904766,6.42735559955562,-0.9684095238095232,73,1,18,1,3,25,17,21,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356165715291734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004968771020753,0.0,0.0,0.3660623927357064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581421830629457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877168591801184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724018709818044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boondock_saint22,2020/03/15,Xanax isn't cutting in was prescribed Clonazepam Hi. My anxiety has been horrendous throughout the last few months. I tried Prozac made me worse. Now I am slowly (like super slow 2.5mgs) getting on Lexapro. I think I will have success bc I did well with Celexa in the past. I have always taken Xanax .25 as needed but lately I'm so extra anxious with the virus and all it's exhausting me and im.always scared. So my doctor prescribed me .5mgs of clonazepam two times a day for the adjustment period but I'm scared. I took half of it and it helped a little but I'm scared to take the full pill. Can anyone encourage me that it's not that intense? Thanks!,1.7043749999999989,4.387680687500001,2.3721875000000026,92.3040625,85.875,5.075,21.28125,6.6274283507984215,0.5119750000000001,520,17,101,6,16,161,89,128,0.204,0.7090000000000001,0.087,-0.9457,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,1,3,7,0,10,6,0,1,1,14,21,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,6,0,13,6,10,14,4,15,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,10,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30218876328997296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891305324786904,0.20514087795657854,0.0,0.12696939117749248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710816718151418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586131369156375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487136806735788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217134961765295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614440781460152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801710328873038,0.2048373011171921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871391355322726,0.1819972173479268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718213856941957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494048433224455,0.0,0.0,0.13464397040410694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334470866670795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453988136729028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653032914975052,0.0,0.0,0.16718030518425528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163531946806317,0.0,0.0,0.10588445526341653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174910541707292,0.123285205371832,0.0,0.17738346887187112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326792750435573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850519940435463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,csmithibanez,2020/03/15,"Measuring Self-Worth I just feel like my value is only measured in how much work I complete. 

I can't seem to separate my work from myself and I think I'm losing sight of who I am.",0.4734615384615388,2.4225260256410297,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,83.61538461538461,5.951282051282053,20.006410256410245,7.1686216300943375,0.4785333333333335,141,4,31,2,4,49,32,39,0.073,0.789,0.138,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,4,7,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,20,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510165528868851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927776504643807,0.23917105001284056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163559436393024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745396872095772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246106091767688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25461969501626913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30477642832873736,0.3492546145672475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145172293979992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487456114847808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adityapandya05,2020/03/15,Burden of not doing better than I'm supposed to do. I am a fourth year engineering student. I have been having panic attacks and anxiety disorder for a couple of years now and most of the time it's about my career. I have been good in studies but ever since college started I have been a little distracted. I fell in love with a girl which eventually turned out to be a dusaster for me. It made me an addict. I am a Computer Science Engineering and to be honest this field doesn't interests me. I am in need of a good job because my family is not financially stable and I am the one my family is going to depend. I have this thing constantly going on in my head that I have to do something great but what? I don't like the work I do. I want some more time to figure out what I really like doing and there is no time for that. I am smoking regularly which I should quit but unable to. All this kicks in the anxiety and makes me feel worthless as if I'm wasting my time. Any help?,3.2106600660066005,4.3571978217821785,5.259029702970299,81.34356105610563,73.25742574257426,8.356963696369638,25.842904290429047,8.841846274778883,1.8771712211221123,768,25,157,15,15,267,111,202,0.168,0.708,0.124,-0.3172,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,14,1,2,12,0,27,3,1,3,2,27,39,11,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,4,1,25,9,26,32,4,22,0,1,0,1,3,9,0,4,12,123,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682049648976206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049262902956523,0.0,0.2360714037164776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553350523825662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405715781799892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646190815256448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673871521748518,0.0,0.0,0.17072513245287282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768361104377704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395691921828998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29091229525355217,0.0,0.07801648493601303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537947586201652,0.25883163602462284,0.0,0.17011142956444406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835178671276304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342107966759494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311456206497584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076206023866853,0.15464471324791446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925779152141227,0.14599821528997062,0.10299350255978268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440822281308898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455468306649572,0.0,0.0,0.18103262670069487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411234957283732,0.0,0.0,0.09884570410439464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763490415231055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878428120259656,0.0,0.0,0.10921121075282844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250713206381244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35988399076056965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782929174601194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100753497274396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232902511017548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987225987138348
anxiety,popandlockandtwist,2020/03/15,"I don't have the energy to ""shop around"" for the right therapist DAE feel this way? Changing a therapist isn't exactly just like changing your general physician. Therapy is emotionally draining, getting accustomed to a new person and technique is incredibly difficult each time, at least for me. Sometimes I literally feel like I need a break from professionals.",9.050081967213117,10.790782491803279,9.121434426229511,56.82838114754103,60.14754098360656,13.968852459016393,44.75819672131146,13.023866798666859,7.1107016393442635,296,18,41,12,4,97,47,61,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.78,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,9,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,7,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464262411608668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626001104819656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459489997007068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110948346788525,0.15620181219400994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423429038946345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364024086234204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621243450754576,0.0,0.21117111055164087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909145566580548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867237637630327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624796069636895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500424627742461,0.5077331816515266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749511108244455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355220219253256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Azmosam,2020/03/15,"My course will require me to travel to Japan for months, not sure how I will cope I don't want to write a massive wall of text so I'll try and keep it short. Basically, I have decided that I want to learn a language as part of my degree, and one of the few courses still available to me that I find interesting is a Japanese studies course, except on the third year it requires me to travel to Japan to study for a number of months.

I really want to travel and Japan would probably be my number 1 destination next to America, (im from the UK) except to get to Japan it would require a 12 hour flight, and then I would effectively be ""trapped"" there until it's time to come home.


My two main anxieties right now are a type of Agoraphobia where I can get a bit nervous when I leave the house, and my main fear is that obviously living in a foreign country on the other side of the planet may awaken that anxiety to it's maximum.

I used to get daily panic attacks in 2018, until about september 2019, when I basically had enough control that I stopped getting them. I've been clean for a while now, but I still have those anxious thoughts non-stop, and I've come a bit close to panic a few times, but I believe I am able to control it. Despite this, I read about people who have panic attacks that last upwards of an HOUR, which is fucking mind blowing to me as mine only last about 3 minutes. So I'm afraid of somehow surviving the flight to Japan, only to suffer hour long super panic attacks like some of these people supposedly do. I also read how someone traveled abroad and a continuous panic attack for 2 days straight, just because she traveled abroad to another country. Now I don't think my anxiety is that bad, thank god, but I also have absolutely 0 experience living abroad, and I'v only ever been on 2 flights, to luxembourg and back, so my overall long-distance travelling experience is very limited.

Someone please give me some advice, or perhaps if you've had similar fears and survived, tell me about it please. I WANT to go to Japan, I just worry how well I will cope mentally, so many some inspiration will be enough. Also if you've managed to survive your anxiety disorder / beaten it entirely, maybe just write a comment and let me know as I think it will help empower me to get over mine, as I do believe I can beat it entirely given enough time.",10.44404847612191,6.784229431965443,10.293934485241179,67.07424466042718,60.29589632829374,13.31264698824094,42.5688744900408,11.095144083064902,4.587461819054475,1869,78,352,35,18,622,228,463,0.16399999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.106,-0.9767,1,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,13,30,24,6,9,21,0,34,1,0,7,3,65,57,37,0,9,12,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,23,14,0,8,9,8,0,9,3,17,1,3,6,0,45,7,58,38,13,51,0,1,0,1,10,13,1,8,30,241,68,9,0.06919390925387346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761548730267382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600303269375524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255584698077458,0.21173260474862027,0.07816942219364742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148722437334115,0.0,0.05320584513110602,0.05777402399546396,0.04217996484651503,0.0,0.0,0.15591568179180293,0.0,0.0,0.1510836556797064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920885194954695,0.0,0.0,0.15521370581149185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462434719945812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930221468410405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448741487129547,0.0,0.0,0.06258985234619395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536984104099525,0.0,0.1557247699249345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324197950468062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396865412940664,0.18075480855931464,0.06637710277364348,0.03932449320324079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637921882786266,0.0,0.06940713270814919,0.0,0.20442618769037454,0.07984048112688139,0.0,0.0,0.07474129572862565,0.0,0.0,0.061502725812929475,0.0,0.0,0.03802716294887108,0.11280454245990455,0.0,0.0732663590880681,0.0,0.0707554602428674,0.0,0.03380464894208363,0.0,0.12219897912470795,0.12246886456867186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015176356992839,0.06951458213903879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973118594676164,0.0,0.06986612338015223,0.0,0.110459836436082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358850747928003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688758366287126,0.15787525795361249,0.0,0.4059207192441,0.0,0.07493026082471209,0.0,0.09594068870191373,0.0,0.0,0.15190826763955814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460273724436414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842526821680828,0.0,0.04432739007933905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909122043371096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172555495361688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105166906231194,0.11569841286879527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652144405954959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060478526532890216,0.06370445514607287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867332624456363,0.0,0.05493223491290989,0.1210425747858356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697812237588805,0.0,0.06759239507278489,0.0,0.0,0.059761321300716076,0.0,0.057092221706847475,0.16324944172122324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062213634273668314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702697735995923,0.0,0.14746010359112752,0.0,0.0,0.044558608948066965
anxiety,KristersMarcus,2020/03/15,"Should i get checked ? I have panic attacks and anxiety almost everyday and it is very torturing - well i have panic attacks when i leave house (agoraphobia possible) and today i had terrible panic attack i felt like i’m going to die but that was this morning my hands is still shaking. 
Should i go to hospital ?",2.2531034482758616,5.158246982758623,4.327155172413793,76.95211206896555,87.79310344827587,7.727586206896553,27.9396551724138,8.472884824447931,3.100820689655172,247,12,40,7,8,84,42,58,0.382,0.564,0.054000000000000006,-0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,4,4,0,0,8,1,1,0,0,8,13,5,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,3,2,8,2,2,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664838188358223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718725699886388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674289564388587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255001931604866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596341820682946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686317657049955,0.0,0.1889770138832906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918399257224228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604368970510928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812254792379808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852053960338325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743141836868613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327742106572107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759356780637038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371806308902879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494863108228954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxioustownboy,2020/03/15,"Almost had a panic attack thinking about covid 19. And now I'm just really emotional. So I have been feeling down lately. I really don't have the symptoms of covid 19 but I've been feeling so exhausted. I haven't been sleeping well. I'm having a headache that just goes away if I get distracted. I really don't have a cough but sometimes I feel like my throat is itchy, so I tend to have the need to cough. Been feeling feverish, but checking my temperature it's just normal. I think I'm depressed, I'm not really sure. So earlier with overthinking things I felt like I was short of breath, but I kept reminding myself that this is just all in my mind and try to relax and focus on my breathing instead. And I'm just really emotional right now, I feel like crying. Thinking about the fears that this virus is bringing to all the people around the world. Those who are suffering. Those who are away from their loved ones due to the lock down. And those people who lost their lives due to this said virus. I just really hope that everything gets better soon.",2.3648353096179164,4.886514014492756,3.2998353096179223,88.16303359683796,80.35265700483092,6.855423803249892,21.48638559508125,8.00094639256281,1.1695526570048305,839,25,164,16,22,267,108,207,0.166,0.677,0.158,-0.4370000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,18,17,1,3,9,0,19,9,4,0,3,37,43,14,0,4,12,0,6,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,15,7,0,1,9,1,1,1,4,8,1,1,10,7,20,9,19,33,2,17,0,3,0,1,7,10,0,3,9,111,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309404610274904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943145863821277,0.0,0.13984767731451278,0.23098869984229306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871930615832814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502998964987709,0.0,0.0,0.10587719966712952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27655358542438896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047923133214256,0.0,0.0,0.13832751414429054,0.3107789648402186,0.17563873512235453,0.11802959293279496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284489980608209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220946568277435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866747486610134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016837232508048,0.0,0.10854715676535626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341897912243516,0.0,0.11094678856771163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412164326501665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114911825166863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044276361578322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832987956308282,0.0,0.0,0.14422883157192098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044477869287214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725026864616318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049793380242296,0.1169321187281018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301618851954706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157835352871595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585763084747415,0.1277686489389142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816675101875187,0.2363007656950562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345964345370792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052650620844627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Satyam7166,2020/03/15,"I sometimes get infidelity triggers...and I've never even been in a relationship Hi all,

I'm 19, male. I've never been in a relationship and yet I get these infidelity triggers. I really want to know why. Also, the biggest fear in my life is being cheated on. This doesn't have a very big impact in my daily life but whenever infidelity is mentioned, I get triggered. It may be through books, social media, etc.

Also, It is much more disturbing for me to hear about a wife cheating on the couple (probably because I'm a man). This is not to say that the husband cheating in a relationship is not disturbing to me. But it does not hurt me to that extent. Please don't take this as misogynistic though.

Can you please tell me why this happens to me? I've searched through the internet but I cannot find the answer. This seemed like the right sub so here I am.

Thank you for listening :)",1.7622254335260124,4.332092780346823,3.607777456647401,84.60322687861274,83.6242774566474,6.696994219653182,24.834971098265896,7.908726449838941,1.6846326011560704,693,28,135,14,20,232,97,173,0.128,0.754,0.11699999999999999,-0.6216,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,0,8,9,3,3,12,0,16,2,0,2,3,18,29,9,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,11,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,3,15,2,19,24,5,13,0,1,0,0,16,10,0,2,4,93,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303387222534297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779067812602384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593507128951839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602917289946608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606156550341944,0.09512105940024204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205778267568394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162780687349798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225726891082598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273526718806439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231624219990218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154171862918959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914730215252958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344519814382991,0.07035883185860206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586816335348402,0.0,0.2221476838731968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31617214185820225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527336062446784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226019150993868,0.0,0.0,0.4638571293568077,0.0,0.1229886827086451,0.0,0.1145271225523956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311065503045565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680594358955898,0.0,0.0,0.14243528134013936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828193783248376,0.0,0.12587613279682078,0.13259037406202773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149476513800502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882809475076055,0.08494423385931953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990366867316905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gangstazero,2020/03/15,"Military service Hello everyone. Since 21 of January i started my military service Which i have to complete in my country. It's only 6 months but the thing since i joined i started again to have mild panic attacks and anxiety which get worse by the day.( Plus they give us 3 hours sleep but due to hypertension i only get 1 hour..)
It's not the first time though. I generally have anxiety issues and before 2019 i had sever panic attacks and rage outbursts. Constant fear is clouding my mind. Through mediation sports diet and other life changes i managed to handle it but all those things are not allowed in the military so it's getting worse again. If I go to the doctor i may be able to postpone the service but im afraid. Afraid of failure ,afraid of the judging, afraid to be disappointed by myself and afraid that even though i will go to the doctor that they won't let me postponed my service.",3.8845279383429663,6.03690593063584,4.800485549132947,81.18762620423894,73.50867052023122,7.156685934489403,30.60847784200385,8.021203637495839,2.338344431599229,718,33,128,11,15,233,101,173,0.257,0.733,0.01,-0.9940000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,1,6,12,3,8,8,0,12,5,1,1,1,18,20,14,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,12,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,12,0,1,1,0,20,0,17,13,1,16,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,12,89,32,7,0.12805182873396576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959185969764313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913548826941963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896267478976948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546185573397204,0.0,0.1342599061395695,0.13837853561584212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258283606992699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621329454595812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457702519322496,0.0,0.0,0.12235900989586855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409390785322376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892082010580426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007053861075128,0.12283898233068292,0.14554961045012788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522105144526623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831794883681744,0.13365284028870225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094167065731124,0.09044679357727782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929584354826076,0.0,0.10220974800974432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477837197715447,0.0,0.3004824614230272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466211796544304,0.0,0.2118515919596455,0.0,0.12814430623325165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127148691409287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014389017773365,0.0,0.25162054315295085,0.0,0.074668051100304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540305833611418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609915065073892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheeksdrytoday,2020/03/15,Not taking benzos again What works for anxiety that’s not benzos?,5.7650000000000015,8.192918833333334,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,69.0,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.6447333333333334,54,1,8,1,1,17,10,12,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901135465363813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799915476667036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615833035529421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigChieftainM,2020/03/15,"Small anxiety attack when making minor decisions with no obvious, logical answer Hi everyone, first time poster. Writing this while calming down.

I’m packing my bags for a return trip to the states from my parents place abroad. I’m very into shoes, so I brought 5 pairs and have worn all of them more than once. I’m thinking of leaving behind my biggest, heaviest pair because they won’t be useful in the coming summer, but they’re some of my favorites. The more I went back and forth without a clear choice, the more my anxiety spiked. This happens pretty often when I’m faced with a seemingly minor decision that I can’t think of rationally. I attribute this partly to me getting kicked out of college for academics, so it’s something I really want to get a handle of. Any advice?",4.690518018018022,6.71013665540541,5.405135135135133,78.27747747747749,70.95945945945945,7.906306306306307,30.576576576576578,8.59863814320734,2.671525225225224,627,27,105,11,12,203,107,148,0.079,0.826,0.095,0.6444,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,6,2,1,0,8,0,4,2,2,3,3,26,21,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,3,0,13,1,21,16,6,20,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,8,69,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591536198752316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363392778418397,0.0,0.306746808746631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280849849336791,0.0,0.15416353300910876,0.0,0.12221612845196793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727033725074476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157566655844474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053569436055446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949427512878804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729160814685962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122887201565593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382784926290567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351405817626007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261911682770896,0.21710986282742467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946815299944066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396921473220364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843827678828884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825174988387095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434609450587886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569302907198663,0.0,0.0,0.11690664767829037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315797552522366,0.0,0.16542427968165554,0.11825350502136273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585515182270573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193264075372829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allieS91096,2020/03/15,"Terrified of conversation with my boss So I currently work at a school and have seen my dream job at another school. I have been told that before applying for another job in a school you must first inform the head teacher of the school you are currently in and ask to put them down as a reference. So this is what I have to do. I emailed her to ask if i can arrange a quick meeting with her tomorrow to let her know about this but i am absolutely terrified...I'm so anxious I could be sick. I know this is just the reality of the working world, there are awkward situations and conversations to be had but as someone with bad anxiety, this is much more nerve wracking for me. The head isn't the most reasonable and happy person so I feel like she will be angry with me but I cant stay at where I'm working forever. Please reassure me nothing bad will happen and im perfectly within my right to do what im doing!!!!",3.6230590062111774,5.0200139456521775,5.247670807453417,80.84826086956522,72.58695652173913,9.387577639751552,29.447204968944106,9.784248007369934,2.8228118012422363,722,30,147,19,14,245,106,184,0.14800000000000002,0.741,0.111,-0.8163,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,5,9,7,0,1,10,0,25,3,2,2,2,25,34,15,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,2,23,4,25,22,3,17,0,0,1,0,17,10,0,2,6,111,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620730402887481,0.09559775290995842,0.14117468808083933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365049408503205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086808265392905,0.0,0.0,0.10633586623952436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977424827813937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318597282349189,0.08927489952464583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629502056384492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050598647063384,0.13302738525177535,0.0,0.0,0.25649993587868913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699669209555444,0.0,0.24801662278051476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735480491609425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778500530626666,0.0,0.06105150372300905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186352869121923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990712470979314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091144694420757,0.0,0.13717385711121513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562416967256088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848465810807208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671928202794373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058843180752519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046570474662426,0.0,0.0,0.10588229493694074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319588168550786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940925031981073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729276537025024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Assmeet123,2020/03/15,"An earthquake just hit and I had the worst anxiety attack yet A very weak earthquake (probs around 5 on the ritcher scale) but holy shit did my breathing got shallow, my body was shaking uncontrollably, chest hurt like hell and my mind went numb. We had an 8 magnitude earthquake a few years ago which killed like, 10000 but I was not scared one bit lmao.

Tl;Dr Anxiety is a bitch",4.3258333333333345,6.396297694444449,3.84,88.90500000000002,72.05555555555556,7.022222222222222,27.277777777777786,7.793537801064563,1.5083444444444445,302,11,59,4,6,90,57,72,0.42100000000000004,0.441,0.13699999999999998,-0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,14,5,3,7,0,6,6,4,0,0,9,9,4,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,12,0,1,7,0,6,2,2,1,3,7,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440709099008415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700665584176376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531952573147511,0.0,0.2751670856692242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264064235911728,0.268667968379988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934490797234615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25893158309706643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675982234405512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363352608327055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422422668413776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390037556321038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24215850277325626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24828062964986874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957173836834372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422002263119434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575920468995172
anxiety,thedarkmattress,2020/03/15,"Leaving your comfort zone. This is something I hear often in regards to issues like I have with socializing, public speaking, opening up to others. It definitely makes sense to me, so I have experimented with it over the last 10 years or so. What I've experienced, so far is that practising leaving my comfort zone does not make it easier over time. It instead wears me down until I physically can not do it anymore. My nervous jitters, stuttering and overall level of anxiety eccalates until I can no longer continue interactions. At this point it can take months to recover. Once I'm at the point when I feel I can start working at it again, I find I'm starting over from scratch.",5.837760279965004,7.3348910787401636,6.823569553805777,71.27442694663169,67.34645669291339,9.738932633420823,36.1583552055993,9.994966539143718,3.955795100612424,545,28,92,13,9,182,85,127,0.083,0.8370000000000001,0.08,0.1451,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,0,9,1,1,2,0,12,18,8,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,13,3,19,18,0,25,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,2,12,67,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378949259761526,0.0,0.19937045475603415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592510179013598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664859072065194,0.0,0.0,0.10164819155282956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837402784600088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265785038039485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209825946178068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386851111770415,0.0,0.4257292806464506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821444013152028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683818243152099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046241171112144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409330257454806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800818296119705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049275574472928,0.0,0.15476482155085097,0.0,0.0,0.2845840101466961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151151598451009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722380487800213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635422591400374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294584907055687
anxiety,Tetrarch94,2020/03/15,"Lump in the throat Last couple days I've felt a lump in the front of my felt, like something was stuck there or swollen. I dont have much appetite, a little tickle in my chest and just feel low. Part of me is waiting for a new symptom for it to be something as my mind cant shut off but I know its all in my head, its all stress manifesting this.",4.8382000000000005,3.7102733200000015,5.253166666666669,90.79575,69.13333333333333,8.033333333333333,28.083333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.8509333333333329,269,7,66,1,4,86,56,75,0.094,0.8809999999999999,0.024,-0.6124,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,6,7,3,0,2,12,12,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,3,7,1,11,7,4,12,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,1,4,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562250826668422,0.0,0.14934190860948446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27139543664202664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708750794277105,0.0,0.44468231326743296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23765510711857196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726346602684285,0.18875845505910668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313220494451655,0.23209151380728785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23381720669438416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022878915437245,0.0,0.0,0.22364937673593954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507650837815477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565440170802994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26525983897284283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068734357815555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bob_11,2020/03/15,"This coronavirus shutdown will leave me in crumbles. My college shutdown yesterday and we were literally forced to evacuate the dorms asap. I have terrible anxiety and it's really hard for me to change my surroundings. Just when I started getting cozy in my dorm room spending my days listening to lo-fi, sketching, and working on my coding project, I am kicked out and forced back to home. 
Here at home, there's zero privacy for me. I live in an apartment and my parents walk into me every 10-15 mins. I can't sleep in peace, can't eat at my own time, and can't play music like I used to. Also, I hate my neighborhood. I just have bad memories of this place. Don't get me wrong, my parents are nice people and are quite supportive. It's just that, I have never felt connected with them. Our ways of operating in life are totally different, like black and white. Whenever I try to start a conversation, it often turns into a heated argument. With college likely to stay shut for another 2 weeks, I feel so hopeless and trapped here. I just wanna live my life my way without two unlike minded people chaperoning me throughout the day. I feel so anxious. 
Screw coronavirus.",4.100753911806542,6.245787927927928,5.231706970128023,78.36471550497869,72.87387387387388,8.817828354670459,30.15267899478426,9.414487439383343,3.0482846846846847,928,41,165,23,19,306,139,222,0.193,0.772,0.034,-0.9855,3,1,0,0,0,1,31.0,2,0,1,2,13,12,2,0,5,0,13,5,1,1,2,29,25,13,0,1,5,2,4,3,0,1,2,1,5,0,6,15,1,0,3,1,1,1,6,6,0,2,2,7,33,6,27,22,2,31,0,1,2,1,7,16,1,1,14,111,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090517804106902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299156161301954,0.10431955885450488,0.15405467946392853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485697843556624,0.11385985079835755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425706645378356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758894798293201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247336690644266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953638436922405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489417265330755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379014173470759,0.0,0.13093267237937964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249113432199295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215708319307632,0.13463311834104036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735722813807166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443918241693064,0.0,0.0,0.1926385703327826,0.1998645075408992,0.0,0.2408272190274172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769071000746538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517380752780732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30283644227547185,0.0,0.0,0.1890779237040721,0.0,0.14247336690644266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504194612724888,0.0,0.0,0.08735950296815756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646440615923291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304100620987175,0.14534793126106596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474643490850715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951606709644195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925835113186085,0.14832696719874616,0.1332096933164145,0.0,0.0,0.11777637519841926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648184682709606,0.10938451902338593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145188481468584,0.0,0.09927601701495024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909473116199026,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pineapplesonaplane,2020/03/15,"Does Anyone Else get mad anxiety when they post anything online? And then you want to take your post down because it's embarrassing but you've already put it up and you know a bunch of people have seen it but no one gives a flying fuck now you know you can't just remove it because people know you removed it and you don't want to be that guy who posted some shit and then removed it because no one cared

Kill me I'm dying I closed the app (it was a large group chat thing) where I shared my day and a picture and no one gives a fuck but I can't just delete it and even if I closed it I can't stop thinking about it I wish I had anything else to thin kabout or do but being stuck in my room all day because of quarantine is driving me nuts and I can't do anything but be anxious oh my god maybe I'll get a kitten",1.0937921348314603,2.713735387640451,2.603806179775283,96.20941713483148,79.95505617977528,5.124157303370787,20.67556179775281,5.602791699666715,-0.22405730337078644,641,17,151,3,16,209,99,178,0.218,0.691,0.092,-0.9790000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,7,1,0,7,8,5,1,7,0,14,3,1,0,1,29,32,18,2,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,13,10,0,1,4,1,0,5,8,6,0,3,4,2,21,2,9,25,3,23,0,0,1,2,15,8,3,3,7,96,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274997598329905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989586589401156,0.14613793089809832,0.0,0.0904502520360544,0.1325427493632419,0.3193522974591416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154222003971863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188929285648018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685065808090682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425337501979262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320222112056795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161243326166143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543986246770405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239179118751815,0.1351686272276772,0.2481843203169791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808494273570592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431156678391302,0.0,0.2132756296000022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995768570322885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26296936586005604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936135821886168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716681555485883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004070684560168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327843199667377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814923655796006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726125775382558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593983143350255,0.08288750293644659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259762042444794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875553095972133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,francesca25,2020/03/15,"Flight anxiety Hi guys, thanks so much for all of your contributions on the coronavirus megathread! Millions of people benefit from it.

Now I decided last minute to fly back to my home country, which is extremely terrifying. My semester in France ended abruptly and I'm afraid it will be months until i can get home if i don't go now. The original plan was to do a summer euro-trip with trains and buses back to Romania, to avoid flying.

Aside from the general flight fears, in light of the pandemic i have some new ones and I would really really need some reassurance. My main worries are:

1) what if with all the planes rerouted worldwide, we will crash into another plane due to not receiving real time updates of the planes' new trajectories?

2) what if the pilots get sick and are unable to land?

3) what if we enter Romanian airspace and we are told to return to Paris, but we don't have enough fuel to do so?

I know they may sound silly to some, but to me this part is extremely extremely terrifying. Thank you so much in advance!!",5.691445221445223,6.6074948888888905,6.560101010101013,75.15758741258743,67.28282828282829,10.536752136752137,30.38228438228439,10.560738912317856,3.2764331002331013,820,30,152,22,13,272,126,198,0.098,0.84,0.062,-0.8155,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,2,1,2,7,8,0,3,8,0,18,1,0,1,2,33,27,15,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,7,12,0,1,2,0,1,4,3,3,0,2,2,2,17,5,27,20,10,27,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,8,17,108,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291459511180924,0.1334454261137107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682657849012953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450125715602595,0.18024221010590347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629247279855103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227444925782693,0.0,0.09913775459273252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272212401806972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34995325960557583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586716168976203,0.1421911401316403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923561710454804,0.0,0.2564656042083986,0.1293443746582795,0.0,0.3369487195458983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182044416590948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890053511478086,0.0,0.12093410082655845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854987358701331,0.22350029518293613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32120015421913384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017168359710034,0.0,0.0,0.16668402557384776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771513630041937,0.0,0.1239165243781735,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wth_12345,2020/03/15,"Has your worst fear ever come true? I have a habit of blowing a simple problem, minor worry into a serious period of anxiety and agony. Mainly these are sources of me doing something wrong, or not doing something that causes a serious problem (injury, significant suffering, financial loss etc). None of which have ever come true. I am always escalating this to an imaginary scenario where I am defending myself in court for something I have/haven’t done.

Questions like ‘Whats the worst that could happen?’ that may calm others and help put in perspective only fuel this problem for me as I have already escalated this through to conclusion which is my worry.

I partly see my worry as penance to prevent it coming true. Ie i have suffered enough through anxiety and worry, therefore ‘karma’ may make it not actual come true.

Does anyone else relate to this ? Has your worst fear ever come true and was it as bad as you’d imagined ? How did you make up for it ?",4.938933333333331,7.299293788571433,5.6822857142857135,75.10304761904763,71.11428571428571,8.095238095238095,29.95238095238095,8.841846274778883,2.863609523809524,763,32,120,15,15,248,106,175,0.292,0.595,0.113,-0.9898,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,2,5,22,0,2,6,0,19,0,0,5,8,36,27,10,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,1,3,0,0,6,3,15,0,0,3,1,16,7,21,20,8,15,1,3,1,0,6,5,0,4,5,97,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.10640555353822807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032636430108845,0.0,0.0907285166607062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682784798182534,0.0,0.0,0.07624204419403102,0.11172252069040756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104234186186574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201226660467838,0.0,0.4696337688458098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705812959810907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542006297667914,0.11158393510744953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108742401399368,0.0,0.0,0.1126656075938988,0.12160641513238345,0.0,0.2958938813834372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453965772053441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642211951032234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308600654411876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327055643115968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145567689416504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292846399431186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807774411451433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313004492312908,0.0,0.10961350681912246,0.12214773774665688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868893275949804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251828798767557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429343367955317,0.0,0.0,0.11921615379851427,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Twindad27,2020/03/15,"Is Anxiety why I’m ill?? Hello,

I take tablets for Anxiety, have done so for 2 years and I’m diagnosed GAD.

The last few days I’ve been feeling really weird, like vertigo/dizzy and my toes tingling at night. Occasional sore head. I’ve had this before but it went away.

However it’s got me thinking, with everything that going on with COVID-19 and I’ve got two daring (also loud and annoying) 4 year old boys. Is it possible this is some sort of subconscious Anxiety attack that I’m just not aware of? I don’t feel overly anxious but maybe that’s my tablets masking the conscious impacts. Any thoughts or similar stories?

Thanks",2.066143250688704,4.828256330578519,3.451867768595044,84.68204407713498,84.86776859504133,7.524187327823691,27.90137741046832,8.447377352677275,2.611928484848485,500,24,93,13,15,163,89,121,0.14300000000000002,0.774,0.083,-0.6448,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,0,8,6,2,0,0,18,21,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,7,3,5,2,10,14,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,7,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433514230119428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190062200744922,0.0,0.4113923813105973,0.20250891310196364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393023913643454,0.16841745855640508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253414750660618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560566517762125,0.0,0.0,0.18194165632997766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344171885444369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110425641538512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127502675902468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187564591619844,0.0,0.2867357263517434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183968967566526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611803852105248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757571084632032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008732927359336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822015803584367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809962749112685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208486121059907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148363558755232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477864010809978,0.0,0.0,0.1650353758458818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486037900112382,0.0,0.1423097021098252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510763257580506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617264642371551,0.1617511827183392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308707219315172
anxiety,anathema_5,2020/03/15,"interactive game about anxiety that cheered me up :) hey guys! i recently stumbled upon this game called ""adventures with anxiety"" and it definitely cheered me up :) so i thought maybe you guys would appreciate it too? i was feeling quite miserable so i thought maybe you guys needed some cheering up too?

the game is on ncase.me/anxiety",4.4430263157894725,7.898521087719303,4.3712061403508775,76.4136513157895,83.73684210526315,9.165789473684214,35.19517543859649,9.188382445141503,4.545422807017543,270,16,43,9,8,83,39,57,0.091,0.568,0.341,0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,8,4,7,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,1,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580114089581631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378323774704266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090856586882896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928168966417259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009896884980862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479785932055123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226721314528946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197051254682836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31687250485335383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176877039178531,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoirNomad1,2020/03/15,Coping with Anxiety Do you have unconventional ways to cope with anxiety/panic attacks?,10.129285714285713,12.745041928571432,10.941428571428574,41.553571428571416,58.28571428571429,14.171428571428573,42.57142857142857,13.023866798666859,7.449371428571428,73,4,8,3,1,25,12,14,0.295,0.705,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829100861264925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7181462794578619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010626408126373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jjiyeon18,2020/03/15,Need more or just wait Wife has ocd and probably other problems. She stresses over small things and makes them huge. Would crash and throw things in anger. She started getting help and taking Xanax and Lexapro. It’s been 2 weeks. She has changed a lot and doesn’t have episodes but she still stresses day long about things. Should she ask for a higher dose or continue to see longer effects?,2.88500761035008,5.842863041095892,1.4747031963470327,98.9364687975647,82.97260273972603,4.3403348554033485,23.179604261796044,5.82211442006289,0.18843805175038053,314,11,62,2,9,86,58,73,0.157,0.797,0.046,-0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,2,2,0,7,2,0,2,0,18,15,9,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,5,12,2,11,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,3,6,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688798749455584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23410872808166225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427218209063592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562143553543801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483344178401211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584577089104616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814349314234985,0.0,0.0,0.14772115406862552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409301838317453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386015521195929,0.2117566291368903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634946051595626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566390664331024,0.0,0.1767324825590714,0.0,0.5070025900168178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639195757367178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410706929772172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751553701941805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720696448135113,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crippplingdepresionn,2020/03/15,Death anxiety Idk why lately but my intuition is telling me that I am not going to be alive much longer. Im not suicidal at all but idk why I have this weird feeling that I'll die soon. I've always relied on my intuition my whole life. If I felt when someone or something gave off bad energy I was very accurate and my intuition is usually never wrong. Idk why I have been feeling this very intensely lately.,1.7932384823848224,4.2560991097561,3.792601626016261,84.09941734417345,82.29268292682926,8.034688346883469,24.96476964769648,8.841846274778883,2.3160607046070463,325,13,63,9,9,110,57,82,0.21,0.61,0.18100000000000002,-0.2135,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,12,13,6,3,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,3,10,0,4,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144421190603286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392346799632464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196804952638754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889429085915915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405618200109014,0.0,0.17475504052793708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343864106089252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659854283035472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106231257432229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285567633883071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133795917040682,0.0,0.14037484046567128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421374457624185,0.1401177026741541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908586418137356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908193821075725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045474211876335,0.300349291113906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926983985202929,0.20320405753705734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198995829789684,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CRomanOrlando,2020/03/15,"How do you conquer a worst case scenario mindset? That seems to be the dominant trait of my personality these days. Mainly due in part to the fact that so much has changed in my life over the past 7 months or so. Does anybody have some advice when it comes to dealing with doom, fear, regret, and shame all leading to this worst case scenario mindset? I'm 23 but when I was 18-19 I used to look down on 23 year olds who didn't have their lives together because I was certain I would be in a bigger boat and although I have a lot of upside to the life that I'm currently leading, I feel off in multiple ways and know that I've held myself back more than I should've, when it comes to social, financial, etc. I need some clean advice on how to really focus and not be so hard on myself! Thank you so much for reading.",5.818154761904764,4.978596410714289,6.229285714285716,83.64904761904766,67.03571428571429,9.133333333333336,30.57142857142857,8.167268648758528,1.910292857142858,639,20,138,7,9,207,106,168,0.096,0.846,0.057,-0.5425,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,3,10,8,0,2,7,0,12,2,0,5,3,28,24,16,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,9,7,0,1,3,1,0,4,2,6,0,0,4,3,15,2,23,16,12,27,1,2,1,0,7,11,0,5,11,96,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407016035251381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404707616712794,0.0,0.10626841743750426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844153652249224,0.3003353864166807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242680673926506,0.17972398340751275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525551578011309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442122831845812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961668877150513,0.08814521489400648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616318607920468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580582726703027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462653177250662,0.0,0.0,0.15393436399620716,0.0,0.14639118276983987,0.0,0.0,0.14820699461677572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391465361716375,0.0,0.2563015212262031,0.1292616219991475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829273715538151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877967928604064,0.1664153109862905,0.0,0.15221603668087266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437466152816927,0.0,0.111678651464203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587011960034712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177704918434357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049732750431556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056297608854025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837304413775406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383724437910296,0.0,0.0,0.11226118545518228
anxiety,possiblydroppinout,2020/03/15,"Do I have anxiety? Sometimes I shy away from social situations, part of it might have to do with what people will think of me, other times could be making a fool out of myself. Is this anxiety?",3.6193859649122793,5.228029184210532,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,72.94736842105263,8.224561403508767,23.19298245614036,8.841846274778883,1.6402350877192982,151,4,29,3,3,51,32,38,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588831696099018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817891411374685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946547853714506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020207513409968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181727241857595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247892371395823,0.0,0.20793003221379372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371279441909614,0.0,0.3057354748801842,0.0,0.0,0.2966332105869676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217964590417388,0.0,0.0,0.17488851230199198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crdh17,2020/03/15,"Feeling like you can hear your mind whirring So picture this:
You're exhausted. It's midnight so you go get into bed. You toss and turn and can't fall asleep. Your brain feels like it's whirring. Like you literally feel like you can hear just a constant noise of your mind going 300mph. But you aren't even thinking about a bunch of things, you only want sleep. You lay there in the dark for hours. You count sheep, avoid phones and lights, but all you can hear is your own brain whirring and not stopping. You then resort to getting up, moving around a little. Maybe some jumping jacks or something to make you tired. You splash your face with some water. Maybe lightly slap yourself like you can slap out of it and go to bed. Then you start bawling your eyes out because you're just so tired and feel defeated and it literally feels like your head is building up pressure and is going to explode. And you yell into a pillow to let out some steam. And it kind of feels like you drank 30 cups of coffee that is making your mind buzz a million miles an hour where you can literally hear it but even though you are physically exhausted nothing you do makes it to where you can fall asleep. And then you might finally fall asleep after hours and hours.

Anyone else experience this? It doesn't happen every night, maybe once every few weeks. Does it just happen to be a day I'm extra anxious? For the longest time I didn't even associate it with my anxiety but I think it would be more common if it was any kind of sleep disorder. 
Anyway it's 5:30am here and I thought I would see if this was relatable at all lol",3.4289508120107506,5.384032018927448,3.4690150718541912,91.10300619231222,74.23659305993691,6.3366748451921975,23.41266503096157,7.093109894594671,0.6824682556373407,1278,37,263,13,27,389,162,317,0.09,0.825,0.086,-0.7502,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,30,0,1,17,14,0,2,9,1,24,16,10,3,2,58,54,27,0,5,11,0,6,7,0,3,4,5,3,0,18,21,2,2,9,0,0,9,5,5,0,1,5,15,35,9,29,43,10,40,0,1,2,0,35,14,0,7,24,165,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054170603888295435,0.0,0.06093863827666968,0.08999158441394456,0.0,0.0556991702382935,0.08161968589862999,0.0,0.0709130743861835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855916495914495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785076427170354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608268594495379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137323003320802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129569781490934,0.0,0.06970980891279452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654456855604958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578413328078314,0.0,0.134231672455252,0.0,0.0,0.07792143101022554,0.0,0.0,0.2416667981104281,0.28454072630988103,0.0,0.08726214172806536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323669873058813,0.0,0.1810873536134504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088373694898887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817527417470926,0.0,0.35912428739730284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137908406245369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590442176478049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145635204287023,0.0,0.2724202998358294,0.07983888004776743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951827367135962,0.0,0.24008341923271015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450522412988583,0.2412975418034108,0.0,0.0,0.08466452318300771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475423338224874,0.0,0.07643460936124617,0.0,0.0,0.08483384724588319,0.0,0.06058398200688583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347761921607242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943232843183971,0.0,0.0,0.061325109532137725,0.0,0.0,0.0563827923505436,0.0,0.0,0.06659818632436905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292165796682188,0.10208407456606976,0.07826420512811966,0.0632400587913454,0.04644959107554951,0.1831117669612436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664572109058062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698472722105742,0.0,0.06389735262521921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317441856941672,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RandomStuffAlt01,2020/03/15,"I touched my face accidentally while trying to scratch an itch with paper towel. Am I going to die? I know it sounds absurd, but I've been on the edge of a panic attack for three days. Please help. I've been staying in my room all day, only going out o get food or water, wiping down, my laptop and phone, and washing my hands whenever I leave my room. I just want to stop being terrified, to stop almost panicking every time I brush my ear.",4.13868913857678,4.865097269662925,5.57477528089888,81.51399812734084,70.68539325842697,7.731086142322098,23.82209737827716,7.793537801064563,1.1422119850187262,343,8,68,4,6,116,68,89,0.276,0.647,0.077,-0.9666,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,0,4,7,4,0,1,13,9,5,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,6,12,0,11,6,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,6,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304069047036893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617662793628622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967844786036746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388022820186421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386496087543892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782317865607634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021514034391215,0.0,0.2615365813534923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542278278755425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126454194143312,0.0,0.0,0.2436373812254438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499761548987053,0.0,0.26996690500998904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525752130640758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452506542022727,0.0,0.3847394448714204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417024450087914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621940073194907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571599217747926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dajorno,2020/03/15,Feeling very anxious rn. My mind is hurting and I’m just very anxious rn. Not about one thing in particular. But just in general. I’m fine physically but mentally I’m just not doing so hot. I’d appreciate some support or just so positive vibes. I hope everyone is doing alright,0.3878787878787833,2.3448782592592607,3.587508417508417,78.08560606060608,109.0,7.14882154882155,28.983164983164983,7.686295010490155,3.214874074074076,222,13,39,7,11,79,36,54,0.076,0.578,0.34600000000000003,0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,15,10,6,0,1,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,4,3,10,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766395432209351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386841754997055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904413320199828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534856110199102,0.0,0.0,0.2732124296518797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571962161430844,0.0,0.2576939188110215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293996851551946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896144208381653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695531914190525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421157426045044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DJ_Breton,2020/03/15,CBD pros and cons? I've been reading some threads here. Some say CBD is effective while some disagree. Some also say it's just a placebo and waste of money. Can I get som pros and cons from those who actually tried CBD for their anxiety?,2.1099999999999994,4.5710170212766,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,80.91489361702128,6.313191489361702,24.293617021276606,7.554174236665415,1.1500842553191493,188,7,39,3,5,59,36,47,0.151,0.787,0.063,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.384507644281339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150984402760872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30142497592934003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585970265199385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941276138344562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6266826060772039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675143853856532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DietyAthiest,2020/03/15,"I don’t get how people with OCD do it I don’t have OCD but I do have symptoms of it. I get obsessed with an action and it gives me anxiety and makes me horribly uncomfortable when I don’t perform it. In high school I would have been diagnosed with it. I’m able to stop myself from performing these actions since I know they just snowball and it’ll get harder and harder to stop. If I wasn’t able to control myself I would have OCD. 

Sometimes when it’s bad I’ll get so frustrated I’ll want to cry. People really don’t realize how hard it is to deal with OCD. And this is from someone who only deals with some symptoms and not the full disorder!  It’s unbearably frustrating and the anxiety it creates is so vastly different form social anxiety. I just want to let everyone who has OCD know that you’re brave and strong and no matter how much someone might try to minimize your disorder they’re just ignorant. If they could only grasp a fraction of what it’s like.",3.2622115384615387,4.989394923076926,4.654407051282053,83.40007211538463,74.12820512820512,8.567307692307693,27.059294871794872,9.188382445141503,2.3120833333333333,770,29,153,18,16,256,101,195,0.218,0.665,0.11599999999999999,-0.9732,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,4,10,8,2,1,4,0,22,3,0,5,0,41,33,19,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,17,14,0,4,4,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,1,17,3,17,25,4,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,5,104,34,1,0.2589573539057455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971525004106725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810928692769936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452213459980176,0.103378187771036,0.0,0.14222624678245122,0.0,0.26697366109757115,0.0,0.13141813160242755,0.0,0.13527765928414673,0.2967875625889911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372242451527128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705890586902455,0.12420774515807695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159874623457844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680133107336656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231618938672705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240071963306813,0.0,0.06325674133857809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642802228444647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735641490134612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518172556787427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694873671059845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952842342660125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294735594701819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103933361296066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710609957114528,0.0,0.0,0.13198720551917828,0.21941372561596206,0.0,0.1280577222675881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164999432079383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26915584370798223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790752244742735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273975668729708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395587436518895,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heijeul,2020/03/15,"I’m trying meditation apps to ease my anxiety. Calm or Headspace? You can also suggest others. I like guided meditations, at least for now, as they push the thoughts off my mind. But I would like your honest opinions and reviews.",3.18,6.156255095238098,3.9812380952380977,81.48042857142859,81.38095238095238,6.217142857142857,27.447619047619053,7.554174236665415,1.96852761904762,182,8,31,3,5,58,38,42,0.036000000000000004,0.69,0.27399999999999997,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,5,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652082043060885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493602637185584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462232383469162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611183491189234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625542716693765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31005690865095553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244135891098775,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwsawaymylife,2020/03/15,"i'm so scared and i feel so lost and i'm having some sort of an attack please help i have no one to go to and i'm so scared  
i don't know what to do

i feel like i'm actually losing my mind",-3.7733035714285705,-2.353565770833334,0.3592857142857149,104.7,102.54166666666669,3.576190476190476,8.94047619047619,5.288315135182226,-2.052652380952381,145,1,44,1,7,54,29,48,0.319,0.545,0.136,-0.877,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,13,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,2,5,1,4,12,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2587031378677379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015939266076789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680889668333577,0.1893902594850597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066464006352664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769353758770373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456941552613976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951636119021034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29658342238438395,0.28939219315741155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676793386071429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796412449489066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29100444280743754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308304482362093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cyberdemon459,2020/03/15,Is anyone able to just talk to me right now? I feel a slight numbing near my abdomen and I'm starting to convince myself of a million different things. If anyone can just talk to me I'd be really happy,1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,3.957380952380952,85.39178571428572,79.47619047619048,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2413142857142856,160,6,31,2,4,55,32,42,0.05,0.8079999999999999,0.142,0.5984,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,2,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,23,6,0,0.31462267731872595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399829826457408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32871373377471275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590826790060663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33492169039069625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015553434644606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26868604736108914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269155036022736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505763580667183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902132670184465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happywhitebull,2020/03/15,"I think I'm having some sort of panic attack I just really want to talk to someone, being completely alone makes me feel like my thoughts are just going to completely derail and overwhelm me",16.84916666666667,8.69335225,14.838888888888896,52.795000000000016,54.27777777777778,17.733333333333334,49.88888888888889,13.023866798666859,6.2872555555555545,155,5,25,3,1,50,29,36,0.313,0.593,0.09300000000000001,-0.8639,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,10,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,8,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28640310248529866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145943554679809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798757617733357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982256983365546,0.19755406643887974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571591506027154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509925955569638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458683720356206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244499814339054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771530770224915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343041329651548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222654408983777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719013645882942,0.0,0.21953501943440887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310536708430218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unofficialmoderator,2020/03/15,"Is fever the biggest indicator of the virus... I have weird chest feeling and coughing and wheezing but no fever, I checked it like 5 times.

I’m freaking out and I was recently diagnosed with anxiety disorder and I think I might take a panic attack medication right now.",3.0838666666666685,6.0496787199999975,4.416,78.24466666666667,81.8,8.133333333333335,32.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.533333333333333,216,12,37,6,6,71,40,50,0.37,0.5539999999999999,0.076,-0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,3,0,4,7,1,0,0,10,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,1,3,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280330155518747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33911294548782805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30254841678342176,0.0,0.0,0.34162944674162177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071994356489446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562851190704115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002877056237126,0.0,0.3162194238856567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497366909328449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943214357420869,0.0,0.0,0.254561628883517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241216497830108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099983213799104,0.0,0.0,0.17381485086719045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PythonGod123,2020/03/15,"Shortness of breath The past week or so I noticed my anxiety levels peaking with the Coronavirus and all the news that is circulating about it. I was in class earlier this week and I had a feeling of intense anxiety, my heart was beating fast, my chest tightened and I felt like I was struggling to breath in air. After about 1 hour it faded, but the last 2 days I have had a weird feeling as I am trying to breath. It feels like my chest is tight and I have to try to breath in air.  When this happens i also notice that i feel generally anxious. My VA therapist suggests I suffer from GAD. Is this normal? Do other people experience an almost constant feeling throughout the day of shortness of breath or difficulty breathing? Is this normal for anxiety, I ask because if it is, I have never before experienced this symptom. Only over the past few days. It does come and go throughout the day but it's there for a good portion of the day. I find that sitting in the shower, going for a walk outside or going for a run help ease the feeling. What can I do to help this go away? It feels awful and makes it hard to sleep at night.",3.1939367476988423,5.092242493273545,4.491404295492097,83.7660514514987,74.73991031390135,6.6678310125088505,27.43190936983715,7.475848149327749,1.599373094170404,888,35,169,11,19,293,120,223,0.12,0.765,0.115,-0.2498,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,16,1,17,11,10,1,2,32,33,16,0,3,6,0,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,19,8,0,1,9,0,0,7,1,3,0,0,6,11,20,3,28,27,3,38,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,5,20,119,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360003557545367,0.0,0.0,0.09072292791504122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26035822017148064,0.1281619752318202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605693287836868,0.0,0.10658648955981577,0.0,0.0,0.06915578314684566,0.0,0.09653440599380173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977239021488709,0.0,0.12259509748398414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658172415772233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992775809146895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097220452552732,0.0,0.0,0.4015328410398907,0.08104602614846358,0.1089261940819604,0.0,0.10368782042179203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578964808736787,0.09515333499178298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032014728382058,0.0,0.10162555999636627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134434356587453,0.15208126471659544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172170766298424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924738380499248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084821811022122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572625511756037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874967444177585,0.0,0.0,0.10646162382407068,0.22230648296568373,0.0,0.25831862299053626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628098784988601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165945713015046,0.07864934794245984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135281830001132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859865595198554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791409515268307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171984415091906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404511860048706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819994831264083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bryschmi,2020/03/15,"Surf I’m on acid right now and was having a somewhat bad trip, super high anxiety, hard to breathe. Until played “Surf” by Mac Miller (Music video on YouTube). Wow! Talk about instant soothing! This and “blue world” music video are awesome for calming you down :)",3.613191489361701,6.447565212765963,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,77.72340425531915,4.611063829787233,26.421276595744683,5.6839178017228535,0.8113608510638293,203,8,36,1,5,59,42,47,0.09699999999999999,0.555,0.34700000000000003,0.9532,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,4,8,3,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575968539003188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903000058487509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187420758978528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938850475793082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991984993584312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757174300925857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayacct012345,2020/03/15,"Coronavirus Anxiety I visited my parents yesterday who are in their mid to low 70s. Late yesterday when I got home I started having a feeling in my chest that felt like I have phlegm in my chest from a cold which caused me to cough in attempts to clear it up. Later my nose started to stop up and now it has just been running a bit. No sore throat, fever or anything beyond those other symptoms as of now. I did feel bad when I just woke up to use the rest room but I think it is just anxiety as a feel better after a quick hot shower and laying back in bed.

Just thoughts in my head that I have it and after hugging and kissing my mom before I left, I fear that I could have passed it on to her if I have it.

Probably all in my head but figured I would post my anxiety in here. I don’t fear for myself. This could also just be from changing weather as well. Sorry just wanted to post to get my feelings off my chest.",4.10984375,4.246311130208333,5.154166666666669,86.6075,70.51041666666666,8.066666666666668,27.979166666666664,7.793537801064563,1.5032729166666663,715,23,156,8,12,236,114,192,0.122,0.777,0.10099999999999999,-0.0516,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,16,9,0,2,6,0,15,13,7,2,2,31,29,14,0,5,10,2,6,1,0,1,4,0,4,0,14,4,0,1,8,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,6,8,28,5,31,19,3,38,0,1,0,2,6,18,0,2,16,120,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296405569696134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241861915232204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624338461278308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861876355985868,0.1179446174908349,0.0,0.0,0.12020024337804625,0.0,0.0,0.1249313148352991,0.15421726535492014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511098538101105,0.14943234515012105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556620545846054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179092808921657,0.2856973692904131,0.0,0.13562993322543068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380152975611076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297701090559975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899431378084911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416933970021025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934529544075626,0.0,0.15347734462042265,0.0,0.0,0.06901157498046268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654397855645092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568504090599997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705724348783545,0.0,0.15230012901207352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812688380512682,0.19996642783056975,0.0,0.0,0.11809810107028502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682125807004653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905124900628023,0.0,0.11214315684897644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220016487360002,0.0,0.0,0.08331769032097258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700800099537152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034570504430584,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SilverMonkey96,2020/03/15,Every time I start to drift to sleep my body jerks awake. Can’t deal with this anymore.,1.125,3.451149277777777,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,84.0,3.6,14.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.5563111111111108,69,1,16,0,2,20,17,18,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106433910980355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459935305329949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268850931225896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488694676680861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41436622617990143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930788895524151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144590938221905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thiccomode88,2020/03/15,Is this normal I have been struggling with anxiety for a couple months now I thought I have been doing well these past weeks but I have been getting these really weird and vibrations in my head and chest I feel like I could have a seizure at any minute is this unheard of,2.0844444444444434,4.648896703703707,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,81.96296296296295,5.822222222222222,21.962962962962962,7.1686216300943375,0.6610962962962965,218,7,45,3,6,66,39,54,0.111,0.7959999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.0156,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,11,2,2,0,0,8,14,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,7,2,5,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019929086897798,0.0,0.2272297503362055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715701296429206,0.3286618253007333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501890200594525,0.21220073184546495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518770033463855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30484197910940525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511552339201633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708923890440706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910296816582645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28355200574387035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902872123590487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31052381942574664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358113534661297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382622896536201,0.0,0.2670687133953236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uiyete2,2020/03/15,"What is wrong with me? After I woke up this morning, I suddenly felt some force bump into my whole brain, creating a popping feeling. There was no pain or loud noise. And it wasn't caused by strong heartbeat because I didn't feel it. So…is it something I should worry about?",2.8100000000000023,4.979037037037038,3.2627407407407425,90.90633333333336,76.77777777777777,5.801481481481483,25.61481481481481,6.742157984588678,0.9650192592592592,216,8,43,2,5,67,46,54,0.254,0.6809999999999999,0.065,-0.8971,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,0,10,9,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,6,1,6,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457000959531304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563119849774332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278872046739236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227753968914388,0.0,0.30646418366349826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396314973108145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457214237547252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563546174237492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241441896237801,0.0,0.0,0.3489747382661997,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Malt_Soda,2020/03/15,"I might be going into self-isolation and it scares me. A lot. So I (17F) am year 12 student about to go into exams in the two weeks and currently my school is at low risk of getting shut down (my government is trying to postpone closing it to our Easter holidays, which isn’t too far away). My parents have decided that we’re going to self-isolate now though because my younger brother is immuno-compromised. On one hand need to protect my younger brother, especially since he’s about to go in for IV treatment in three weeks but I also can’t stand the thought of being inside for so long only with my family, potentially failing my classes and not seeing my partner for the whole time. It’s just making me really tired and anxious. I had a panic attack last night and cried myself to sleep because of it.

My partner’s family has offered to take me in for two weeks so I don’t compromise my younger brother and can attend school while my family isolates, but my parents are against the idea for reasons they haven’t stated. It’s probably between not trusting my partner’s family, not wanting to burden them and worrying about what happens once my younger brother is out of hospital.

I don’t know if I’m in the wrong and it’s my anxiety going berserk because of the situation or if I’m right, or if it’s a combination of the two... any advice on dealing with the isolation or how to talk with my parents about it or anything really is appreciated!!",7.242767962308598,6.6490142190812715,7.987787985865728,71.39770082449944,64.0530035335689,10.797550058892817,38.65465253239105,10.203070172399654,4.038340588928149,1156,56,206,23,15,389,153,283,0.165,0.789,0.046,-0.9877,4,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,2,1,13,9,1,3,11,0,19,4,2,3,0,39,35,24,0,5,13,7,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,11,15,0,1,5,1,0,6,8,8,0,5,2,2,29,1,43,30,2,37,0,2,1,0,17,18,0,9,11,150,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856047103415333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065872552814521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858912597881832,0.0,0.0771585996411468,0.11394453222507232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300023574841686,0.0,0.0,0.1147442616179982,0.09476248842480704,0.0,0.0,0.18445229204073865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107913749887728,0.0,0.10398354617354677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803321362398318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052695853521090436,0.0,0.2866089359040605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919129277095607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138601030936397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543071923087395,0.08221540125763968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925905484399946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574864954463217,0.0,0.0,0.06732568455596485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069978742652596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478735772920803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465147446903208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741396658627517,0.06834621054758143,0.07670954495426267,0.0,0.1183389749514937,0.3359835307423755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874551403182647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129228631493174,0.10370218957267613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613497812799502,0.0,0.0,0.10097973210589184,0.2041539909409148,0.08037337797128355,0.0,0.2104406146187404,0.0,0.0,0.08343348931454578,0.11337229951486967,0.10093411624556926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583512678929039,0.08106847264040913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909569101784653,0.08007258638452584,0.058813020813191313,0.11592519882377082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847818531486831,0.0,0.2955804311612268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949059347927694,0.0,0.2427144938957065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260801206349676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242952113080828,0.0,0.0,0.1102759712239297,0.0,0.06495135451570501
anxiety,masteig2,2020/03/15,"I struggle with panic attacks especially around vomit and germs With the germ fest explosion with the virus, I thought I had been handling it well overall. I have OCD but I really have been fairly calm in all of this. But then tonight my boyfriend drank too much with his friends and started puking which sent me into a big panic attack. I had been handling puking associated with drinking well lately too. But I feel like the combined force plus that it is the middle of the night just sent me over into panic. It stinks because everyone is asleep and I’m struggling to calm down and find logic in all of this to be able to be calm. Despite understanding that these are triggers and they can add up!",6.7494924812030055,7.220986759398496,6.33134398496241,79.28092575187972,64.86466165413533,8.454511278195488,32.41447368421053,8.07648339933343,2.3177075187969924,561,21,102,6,8,174,85,133,0.204,0.6679999999999999,0.128,-0.9223,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,15,2,5,6,0,13,4,1,1,2,27,21,10,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,15,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,9,2,12,7,20,10,3,17,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,6,77,21,0,0.16447841854868386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642066395807382,0.0,0.3742358919491752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026451731379088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112623258978612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716617749104386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316523044172933,0.11750341507552173,0.0,0.0,0.15033029477570453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707561816435506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855388202985546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035584717705625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091056276267767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543518537342991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789399559355843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053690866328984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641867121453273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438971103209195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057749191001852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122783435215772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29577170267847896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hyejuiice,2020/03/15,"Anxiety Attack for No Reason I have no idea why, but I just had the worst anxiety attack for seemingly no reason, I had went to sleep at 10:30 for the first time in a while \[i usually stay up all night then sleep through the morning as of late\] and my dad wakes me up unintentionally. I wake up but as I try to go back to sleep I find myself starting to shake a little which is what i usually do to calm myself when encountering a stressor. Soon after, my usual symptoms (a lump in my throat, inability to focus, feeling like its hard to breathe) but times 3 for no reason at all. Its one of the worst anxiety attacks I've had to date and I'm super scared its going to happen again.",3.6823021582733797,4.743996978417268,5.281359712230215,81.9552769784173,72.02158273381295,8.149928057553957,26.130215827338127,8.548686976883017,1.7004469064748209,536,17,110,9,10,182,85,139,0.299,0.623,0.079,-0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,3,2,8,0,6,9,7,3,2,15,14,10,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,0,0,4,4,7,0,2,4,2,14,3,26,10,4,30,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,18,81,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839503348297583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222688288506595,0.0,0.09513771742312806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255962298149216,0.0883899353986996,0.0,0.0,0.11308339451369764,0.10524133940075664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063276367319194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941056284933016,0.0,0.11083426430409596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967168294722251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956840598717687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060446312443964034,0.12400603493999073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161085434961657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383999303421633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381633046590927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387138904301108,0.0,0.0,0.11263557529047595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371446296809038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757395537177587,0.1318755376958413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859876971696976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429134302526944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400188589530366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408800387646674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469531458322516,0.1116435417342006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Imsuchamess4,2020/03/15,"Long but pls read Okay guys so back story on my life: I started on Zoloft when I was 12 for extreme ocd and general anxiety and worry. I was on that until I was 16, was in a super fucked up treatment center where they took me off my meds. That summer was bad, extreme panic attacks with complete irrational fears such as not being able to eat because I was scared somehow somewhere my food could have accidentally gotten poisoned. I was never scared anyone was specifically going to hurt me, but that I would get unlucky. I got on lexapro after that and I gained some weight and remained extremely suicidal. My anxiety was manageable but not to the point i wanted it to be. I added Wellbutrin to it and I was thriving (still suicidal but anxiety wise) I was going out, doing drugs, living the life I had wanted. Then I went away to college and stayed extremely suicidal. Eventually I stopped taking all my meds which brought me to the worst summer of my entire life. I completely stopped eating, I stopped leaving the house, I was dissociated and I had no idea what was happening around me. I lived in such fear. I was outside of my body and nothing could make me feel okay. I got on Effexor which only made the dissociation worse. Ive never dealt with dissociation before this, and it’s something I never want to feel again. Clomipramine saved my life. I owe my entire world to that medication. Being on it almost 2 years, the constipation isn’t something I can handle anymore. I go once a week maybe, with laxatives to help. Not only that, but my sex drive is non existent. The doctor said he would add Wellbutrin to the clomipramine, but being that it’s an older medication it has dangerous side effects and I didn’t want to add on. OKAY IMPORTANT PART: we decided to go with cymbalta. I just started with 30 mg tonight, what do you guys think? I really can’t deal with dissociation again or extreme anxiety, is it worth to try this?",3.5651288056206063,6.045907300546446,4.737466042154568,79.72263934426232,75.72131147540983,7.680124902419985,27.943481654957072,8.591530228387361,2.376248493364559,1536,64,275,32,35,504,196,366,0.256,0.6709999999999999,0.073,-0.9979,1,0,3,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,1,3,12,18,4,5,11,3,35,17,1,3,4,60,62,22,3,8,11,0,3,0,0,2,10,1,0,2,20,21,4,3,6,1,2,8,10,12,0,0,25,4,49,6,40,29,4,51,0,1,0,2,9,19,1,4,23,194,69,4,0.08388861926461584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400233450756607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25669825649673184,0.0,0.0831949687660718,0.05865687309737004,0.0,0.0,0.07467865656560571,0.0,0.09543541496778783,0.07881611924358843,0.06450517007905013,0.07004349305598664,0.05113772367769638,0.0,0.071383036305428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318134466750427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175911242502356,0.0,0.0,0.13395647280744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648548292490807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586355648249433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728416547300756,0.1716780006489208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879603819423507,0.08483321294234437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143845140132528,0.0,0.0,0.07755367674693547,0.04382834119068661,0.0,0.19070334216828308,0.0,0.1341867843942505,0.0,0.0,0.1661258440438049,0.07418242896928016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056228773196870266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679620352974584,0.08980450194846316,0.09470004019191998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882593524081757,0.0,0.0,0.23701205067122905,0.0,0.0,0.14815037544281412,0.07423878822828607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937743989013707,0.05599630476493527,0.0,0.08427739344809809,0.0,0.18636268933500852,0.16901791675748676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941002242386193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804933926729719,0.0,0.0,0.08933864168846012,0.0,0.12760215023340096,0.0,0.09842521989428164,0.0,0.09084319977730923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930186040307025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391132071636857,0.0,0.053741197591775286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979728722116539,0.0,0.167974284743669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916311507405065,0.0,0.0,0.11875359297569775,0.08941410640012322,0.06699355970806932,0.21040392596680832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752816014048755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307380161950964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375243995078113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320334266559004,0.0569548658870837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791872448579945,0.0,0.06729039029056491,0.1021537385386916,0.0,0.07776559050241127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519296491369954,0.08548966983588824,0.11918413648702685,0.0,0.0,0.054021520409992495
anxiety,oatmilkfreesthecows,2020/03/15,"I don't know who needs to read this, but checking the news every 15 minutes will not make you feel better If you are anything like me you've been checking the news every 15 minutes. Or 20. Or maybe 10. But regardless of the amount of times you check the news, nothing will calm your anxiety down.

While there is nothing wrong with keeping yourself informed at all, there comes a point where you gotta put the phone down and just do what you can to keep yourself and others healthy.

I know we are all scared and worried. Having an anxiety disorder in general is difficult to manage without a pandemic going on, but constantly looking at the latest news surrounding the Coronavirus is only going to make you feel more anxious. Spending hours watching youtube videos regarding the virus will not make you feel better. (I'm guilty of this. I spent 2 hours today watching video after video.)

We know what precautions that we need to take. Wash your hands, avoid going out, don't eat out if possible, etc. But do NOT forget to take care of yourself mentally. If you are under quarantine take the time to rest. If you are feeling alone and isolated reach out to someone about your fear, if you have no one to speak to please feel free to message me. 

I know you may be scared, I know you are scared for the high risk age group of people you may or may not know, I know you may miss seeing your loved ones or going places, I know your job may still be making you go in (mine sure is) but spending hours a day checking the news will not lessen your (or my) anxiety.",4.992457142857145,6.196276493333336,4.8494285714285725,85.73899999999998,69.06666666666666,7.980952380952381,28.619047619047624,8.269060116576782,1.8640047619047624,1228,43,239,17,21,378,158,300,0.16,0.718,0.122,-0.8898,1,3,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,21,0,2,6,17,0,6,15,0,28,4,1,4,3,73,66,20,0,8,22,0,6,1,0,10,1,1,0,0,7,12,1,3,14,4,8,7,9,9,0,2,2,11,35,9,32,52,6,36,0,1,4,1,31,16,0,15,14,155,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500296561586442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210515940415588,0.10362699024319606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754846630384568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225264318838264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352322412139988,0.0,0.0,0.07901590027924127,0.0,0.09912582064888692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059157233891170315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512870118158976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386106018925663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023014209032656,0.0,0.0,0.15457027790359554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321995967719054,0.2319031930687697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606568373625532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691609803455524,0.0,0.0,0.27100201028434584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102628983430028,0.1630648452781923,0.0,0.0,0.4032922678248307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044813866186932776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770287593314339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278846846280621,0.0,0.2449176953156968,0.0,0.09215351377725084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244065931369767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603090272748952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603176052744365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431508480957558,0.06976358681988824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359292759903938,0.0,0.09583666172104947,0.10069024515461106,0.08671299367743883,0.10340999623273037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922123844007623,0.0,0.0,0.09175322982034738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755084121025141,0.0,0.07309566411129845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772118142081275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325442416947417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645293785802273,0.0,0.20690503854180026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697514334330477,0.0,0.08694780413549902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842291082972734,0.0,0.0,0.09315464971913684,0.0,0.0,0.1002906130810076,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skynet_hacker,2020/03/15,"Anxiety sufferers! If we can make it past Covid19, we can make it past anything! Like most of you, I have good days and bad days dealing with the outbreak. I work in aviation and I'm onboard several different aircraft per day. I take the necessary precautions but there's only so much I can do. Plus, being laid off is a real threat. And I know reports have said that young kids aren't being affected to much by this, but I can't help to worry about my kids. Plus, my awesome parents are 65 with health issues. And on top of all that, I worry about supplies and food shortages and the political bickering that needs to stop. But its during my moments of strength that I realize that our anxieties make this all 3 times worse. We have to get angry and refuse to be dictated by said anxieties. It's easier said than done but we have to pick ourselves up and conquer our fears. We all need to be a little less Kramer from Seinfeld and a little more Winston Churchill. Let's lift eachother up more than ever and give encouragement on this site. Dammit, if we can survive one of the greatest anxieties the world has ever faced, we can conquer anything. Love you all. Fists in the air.......but wash your hands first.",3.67972103004292,5.734098377682407,4.298564377682403,84.99394098712447,73.8068669527897,7.750128755364808,28.388197424892702,8.548686976883017,2.1703907296137346,954,39,183,18,20,303,137,233,0.14400000000000002,0.696,0.16,0.8601,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,9,3,0,7,6,9,1,1,9,0,21,6,2,5,6,46,35,19,0,4,6,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,12,21,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,4,23,5,29,26,11,24,0,1,0,1,24,12,0,3,13,127,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664627324666524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971037144868088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999417295275884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170489347168804,0.12346677700073636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251231789933999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255553929854797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166586326437758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476272293345068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186736219656442,0.14481365235992036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256939136017947,0.11488421674370257,0.0,0.10044857942675156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729873914052342,0.0,0.0,0.08027226265650575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499779451773785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658166844862789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246219389933492,0.0,0.058508438207236585,0.2400609446386624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080876167015525,0.0,0.23982117135012404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607401174963228,0.17760029079630435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115213076538011,0.09108248977091854,0.0,0.0,0.1329787426075238,0.0,0.22864797119997105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631251989034932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34175610287637675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529413708594204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012429727649187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900442332721467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983272250941233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718633606006063,0.24324315353974724,0.1220451530652699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OtherwiseRhubarb2,2020/03/15,"Sacred to ask for a benzo prescription for occasional bad anxiety. Suggestions? A little back story. I've struggled with depression and anxiety since I can remember. Been prescribed various antidepressants and bipolar medications (idk if I'm bipolar or not therapists have claimed many different things). Nothing has ever worked and most of them gave me serious side effects. After finding my place in life I've been able to overcome the depression for the most part on my own. Sometimes I wonder if I was really ever depressed vs just lost to my purpose. In the past I just couldn't find where I fit in the world and once I did the depression has for most part disappeared or is just easily manageable.

My problem is my anxiety still can be crippling. Most of the time I'm strong enough to manage it but occasionally 3 to 5 times a month or at max 10 times it's so bad I end up laying in bed for hours awake just breathing slowly and deeply avoiding a panic attack. I don't really ever have what I'd call a panic attack but it's bad enough anxiety that it's a waste of life and is just plain miserable.

I was prescribed either Valium or klonopin 3 times a day by a psychiatrist after a hospital visit a few years back but my pcp thought daily use was counterproductive. I agreed and stopped taking them but now I feel having something like 5 to 10 pills a month for when my anxiety is serious would work wonders. I'm just afraid that because my pcp is very anti benzos I'm going to look like a drug seeker and worse be denied something I feel I truly need to live a normal life.

I'm lucky that I own my own business and set my own hours but there's still been many times where my anxiety has screwed up the work ethic I strive for as well as plans with friends and family.

I know I should probably just explain to my doctor exactly what I've just wrote but to be frank the thought of doing just that gives me anxiety.",4.562716565349543,6.062618470744685,5.58969604863222,78.90500000000003,70.40957446808511,9.09483282674772,29.120060790273556,9.516144504307137,2.7106560790273546,1539,59,287,35,28,508,191,376,0.22899999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.068,-0.9956,1,1,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,7,23,26,3,6,21,0,28,11,1,2,4,67,51,26,0,8,24,0,2,2,1,2,9,0,1,0,11,12,0,2,12,0,0,3,3,20,1,0,12,3,33,6,36,33,15,44,0,6,1,1,11,15,1,13,27,190,44,6,0.07949769004255032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257086070146325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431960879046541,0.1808801981651285,0.0,0.12225763308633475,0.1991317516943942,0.04846105397905681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811760299080387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126943339763795,0.0,0.27388497577816895,0.0,0.0,0.08305816587365293,0.0,0.0813692543641081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219208160317724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041135721317872,0.1642847297720463,0.0,0.0,0.21573063591640515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494334705888755,0.0,0.08039284144766934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531889695360656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141971812432781,0.0,0.0,0.07626142819682097,0.0451803692761673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565784222034433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043689851403180775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684547085091741,0.07767711154272011,0.0796775702151701,0.07019791677277065,0.0,0.06675803763088196,0.0,0.08678111962421227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119636009460606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008555913669553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690859547952016,0.0,0.0,0.058946529854978134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789085728389776,0.07628017766038404,0.0,0.0,0.08466244537138755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654682106148004,0.0,0.17217650264548254,0.07588954049674188,0.0,0.0,0.08305816587365293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857119556580955,0.07606855297316614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185651179190304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005538566971105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576131070965907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240241140097348,0.07862524820275316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697391591866658,0.06646362854649389,0.0,0.08310824643151933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059772369302400485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230294542332564,0.05281473282230215,0.0,0.0,0.1262245718312731,0.23177871183649745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866047963653149,0.0,0.06559391995672577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714779706370153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242370741346008,0.1736257954916861,0.0,0.08101493783102534,0.05647287810607204,0.0,0.0,0.05119390595325179
anxiety,briannaleam,2020/03/15,"Sometimes I don't remember saying or doing things or I think I imagined it? So, I don't know if this is part of the anxiety or maybe another issue all together.  I just sometimes forget that I said or did something. Other times it feels like I imagined doing something or dreamt it.

Like, I tell my husband a story, then later I'm thinking about it and it feels like it didn't really happen. I'll ask him if I told him and he just laughs and says I did but it doesn't feel real.

The other day I apparently made an appointment with my dentist, they sent me an email confirmation today and I was super confused because I dont really remember making it. I know I did but... did I?

I've tried googling this and I dont really find anything that fits. I brought it up to my husband and he just says it's weird. 

I should probably talk to my counselor about it but I'm curious if anyone else has experienced this.",1.861483483483486,3.981697205405407,4.0453603603603625,84.36521771771773,79.64864864864866,7.13813813813814,24.87237237237237,8.167268648758528,1.6907417417417423,713,27,142,14,18,245,100,185,0.046,0.8590000000000001,0.095,0.8485,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,1,5,0,16,1,0,2,1,40,33,19,0,4,14,2,3,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,19,7,0,0,12,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,11,8,27,5,7,21,2,9,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,9,8,98,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018195097632993,0.10226980613577033,0.0,0.0,0.09347670875629636,0.13697761698936892,0.11001259818986088,0.0,0.12497883060133096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814940492096281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621673251395875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31335916333653485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167791598357964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278773280094806,0.19101132378656188,0.0,0.0,0.1221870385293731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182185299254718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395339725453931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694120774801395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593741254348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264973981499782,0.08923677645161336,0.0,0.1343060573483056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447694512112395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413665735113762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521645040327034,0.25692898428945704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028814864212868,0.0,0.1271664748431646,0.31893861035191273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058367971608491,0.26443873255102884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745214427448384,0.1168478929589332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881536991486252,0.17132182160063902,0.0,0.0,0.07795367288672972,0.0,0.12671916989251394,0.12774317919927375,0.0,0.09076435768990126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConventionalMisery,2020/03/15,"Currently in the middle of an Anxiety Attack thanks to Covid-19 My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for 13 years and it has taken an financial and emotional toll. We have just been given the opportunity to adopt a newborn due in June but despite having been saving we don't have enough funds to adopt just yet. 

We have plans to do fundraisers with our church in April and May but these will take place during a festival and in the community. That can't happen if the festival gets canceled or nobody is out because of the virus. Now we've learned that the place my husband works is closing for 3 weeks due to the virus and he may not receive pay. He will find out Monday but right now I can barely even breathe I am so overwhelmed. Now it seems we will have to dip into what money we have managed to save to just survive and if this closure gets extended it'll be even worst. I just don't understand why this has to be happening right now!",6.150432900432904,6.183250931216932,6.219903799903804,81.07164502164505,66.14285714285714,9.200769600769602,31.996632996633,8.841846274778883,2.4502338624338624,762,28,150,11,11,242,111,189,0.046,0.828,0.127,0.9195,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,6,0,0,4,12,9,1,1,11,0,28,1,1,0,0,36,39,14,0,2,11,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,17,0,0,4,0,3,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,12,6,22,26,2,27,1,1,0,0,12,13,0,6,13,109,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939395629304172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216705959882535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190450914672057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967149571268915,0.0,0.20178358781497413,0.0,0.2579703325791404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848870339501674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060880604767793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34538314992534924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080665252472825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33354791864038913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777818739542139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683145715095225,0.0,0.0,0.17979395472064566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325869970623562,0.0,0.0,0.20330056682355832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664738457058214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621606684393573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217120077706574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575837123563524
anxiety,sprinklesvondoom,2020/03/15,"Anxiety affecting my relationship. I've gotten my mental health in check over the last few years. Or so I've thought. The past few days have caused everything to bubble over (as I'm sure it is for a lot of people). My partner was out of town and dealing with a lot of stress, I was piling on more stress, I'd shut down and stopped effectively communicating with him but was still asking him to solve things. It was just bad times. 

My partner's main issue seems to be that it's hard for him to communicate necessary information with me because he knows it'll send me spiraling and he also feels like I use him ""as a stress ball"". I have friends and a support system, I just don't like leaning on anyone because I feel like it's a burden. I think I got comfortable being incredibly open with my partner and that lead to me just unleashing everything onto him. He doesn't have a problem with me communicating that I'm having trouble, but me shutting down and dumping everything on him and expecting him to solve it all does not help.

All this to say; I don't have things properly contained. I'm okay right now. I'll be calling my counselor Monday for an appointment but for the time being, are there any resources or advice anyone can recommend?

Thanks in advance.",6.6790612244897964,6.675881865306122,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428575,65.04081632653062,10.265306122448981,33.826530612244895,9.957137785484203,3.2122244897959185,1007,40,190,20,14,329,134,245,0.113,0.727,0.16,0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,8,17,1,3,10,1,20,1,0,5,3,44,35,16,0,2,9,0,3,3,4,1,1,1,0,3,12,14,0,2,8,1,1,3,4,8,0,0,7,4,26,9,32,23,8,30,0,0,0,0,22,16,0,5,13,128,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490352869711545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221703826056587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692149880286942,0.0,0.09778140529754227,0.0,0.0,0.17874843592927842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949377974196915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672376628393992,0.15583490291407462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051778387998067,0.0,0.0,0.13130561799684226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243286639445914,0.1317760731786158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185552009825288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446272020734561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925854488635674,0.1826282494639561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875286467201944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222876095455816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450097558720625,0.0,0.0,0.1358659258144164,0.0,0.0,0.0856745742862769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341012795237028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024613780260927,0.10418977935657424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733814282810707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733477522495828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881177866835866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201797324315725,0.08861380019978518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230579603685915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372300800463004,0.0,0.10915697337431927,0.0,0.101647027935933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636187904130928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207664833474588,0.10686264795577992,0.4392496868988472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504781304953784,0.1204681660567392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176788271280708,0.0,0.0,0.16983491042834375,0.08190143849498331,0.0,0.1014742369470434,0.14906490920399434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103948253252676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231143061255937
anxiety,VeryFerociousDragons,2020/03/15,"I have to self isolate for a few weeks, and I'm worried how it'll affect my mental health Title says it all, really. Being alone for long periods of time is something that makes my anxiety and depression worse, but it doesn't seem like there's anything I can do about it. It's only been a few days, but I'm already feeling restless and lonely.

My sister is with me, which helps, but I'm still worried. Any advice?",3.849285714285713,4.905240595238098,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.61904761904762,7.504761904761906,27.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.5942523809523812,326,11,64,4,6,108,62,84,0.247,0.6940000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9119,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,9,1,0,3,1,13,15,7,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,1,6,12,3,6,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142637641455456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408571078295836,0.23876077275552746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713353350470346,0.0,0.16551628619648226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804743526195854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953554732235599,0.0,0.18635221547200545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939909404886013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299826167666482,0.0,0.0,0.14502284267830634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057035113833782,0.0,0.0,0.19147350179886366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444232700588906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804193914654105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645529993507144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386069942591173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205969290041068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696777741284813,0.22571268243977016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665659861690406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278691882510852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261623828098179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355249154562033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394520899369581,0.2204912935913112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AstateOfBefuddlement,2020/03/15,"How to to deal with complete loss of structure in life?? (Covid-19) I’m a college student and college just announced it is closing and everything is being moved online. I very heavily depend on school to give me focus and keep me sane. I hate staying at home because even a couple days it makes me depressed and lethargic, but my social anxiety won’t let me break my routine. I have been spiraling for the last two days about the fact my structure, focus, support and primary social group is gone. I’m graduating this semester so I’m literally never getting it back. It’s gone. Someone who works there had become my confidant since last year but he’s not even allowed to meet with me outside school because I’m a student so my one confidant is also gone. I feel like I’ve lost someone. I’m literally constantly trying hold back panic, and I don’t think I’ll be able to handle it. The one thing hat kept me going is gone.
I know this reaction sounds ridiculous but I really am just in despair about this.",3.652524886877828,5.772410825641027,4.858914027149321,80.65696832579188,74.07692307692307,7.46003016591252,30.44494720965309,8.313332769828598,2.4950874811463053,801,37,143,14,17,264,119,195,0.12300000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.035,-0.932,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,2,1,6,0,14,1,0,4,2,27,35,13,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,10,9,0,3,3,0,0,6,4,7,0,3,8,2,18,2,15,23,0,22,0,4,0,0,8,5,0,1,10,88,28,8,0.139055394643671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120254885721337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063769962910558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385003020744398,0.0,0.1695337558185434,0.15357575835642898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579693564429322,0.15026948127582804,0.0,0.0,0.15386214929734526,0.0,0.17935845155878294,0.1433600059757359,0.11976820764672805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368955339896714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497402236212438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031058567895655,0.09934120171802018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265070440155727,0.13339460540706194,0.07902838530882532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728841348335188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394838987114613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359882396873888,0.0,0.0,0.0764212082834218,0.2266974122217653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219356231438415,0.09821893759340693,0.06793544186360664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179538965856135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282055570748587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779387796183985,0.0,0.0,0.10724809284235808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845506838490172,0.0,0.0,0.16315154445583313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908244652561498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28146296638520946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502805940804355,0.0,0.0,0.2834989263609005,0.23564236925954166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821454878116905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779841396065789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238222534106807,0.08910108207692083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944094851272201,0.0,0.13583691502776116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473526364006108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123398344234956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954711504032566
anxiety,shaze225,2020/03/15,I think I’ve developed ptsd from studying and school. Can anyone relate? I don’t think I was the type of person to have an anxiety disorder to begin with. I’m not diagnosed with it but I feel like I might have it now. I have constant fear of failure. No matter what I do I’m basically isolating myself more more since I almost dropped out of college and became below part time student. It’s like the world is crunching up all on me and I feel tense every single day. I constantly worry about my future and whether I’ll be able to get a job out of college.  At this point I don’t even know what to study anymore I thought I want to become an engineer because I love mathematics but every day it just felt like I was constantly trying to perfect myself only to fail miserably. And now since I’ve basically almost dropped out creating by biggest fear a reality. I feel like a fraud and loser. I don’t even know what to study anymore starting next semester. All I look forward to is sleep. I kinda wish I could just sleep and never wake again. It seems like the world is about to end anyway because of the Coronavirus. I am so beyond hopeless right now.,3.3746127327051236,5.186731558951966,4.826683521029646,81.92472305217194,74.02183406113538,7.615812456906457,27.773155596414608,8.371475516178862,2.06076768558952,913,36,173,16,19,305,127,229,0.192,0.6709999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9509,1,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,3,13,13,0,3,9,0,17,5,3,0,4,40,36,11,0,3,6,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,10,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,5,25,7,29,29,6,32,0,4,1,1,2,14,0,5,22,118,34,7,0.11414055578975585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859055810863302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731721276272353,0.0,0.2263935217223485,0.07980973050830739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915804679019714,0.12605927630175456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700361749002157,0.0,0.09113194609656528,0.0,0.0,0.14722243174361635,0.0,0.0,0.11585026148677795,0.0,0.0,0.1308149656090643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109465371788344,0.0,0.0,0.1507775212278283,0.0,0.19233668218934805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568797164537841,0.17313868364181326,0.163084071725126,0.1095928331875664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963372942243799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326688944464945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545732885727304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788165504835247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584931982984517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301630794508147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108509221046765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803223316712397,0.0,0.12138977597877848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680903604853846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360309900434242,0.0,0.0,0.09966313070914172,0.0,0.0,0.10789971870935312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342420165044808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747541099105016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551633613267867,0.0,0.1039092751715206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883649449048853,0.0,0.2284459734681844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078927286620574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627331871286414,0.0,0.09061485167326302,0.06655627597504161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749394499838666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732305708462585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125600615002353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591527491892335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,711love711,2020/03/15,My mom is making my anxiety really high I know very very much know and agree that everyone needs to be careful and proactive around the Coronavirus but my mom keeps going on and on about how many cases and deaths there are. Again I understand that not going out much is important to not spread anything but my mom started to tell me about how that if any of us get the virus we will be  Quarantined for 2 weeks so we shouldn't have people over or go out much and it made my anxiety shot so high. I don't know what to do. I can't tell her to stop but I'm starting to panic.,2.311,3.8810281000000018,3.5450000000000017,91.02,76.33333333333334,7.466666666666668,22.0,8.238735603445708,0.9661499999999998,452,12,101,8,10,147,75,120,0.08800000000000001,0.853,0.059000000000000004,-0.6705,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,4,0,29,27,14,1,3,7,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,4,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,14,1,16,22,3,16,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,5,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482499476662676,0.0,0.21334471617065048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147484649812126,0.12413248930031184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421698922144907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324231920819765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285242322381345,0.0,0.2377434363770491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946551798414516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394200314929325,0.0,0.0,0.22990018837393564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194290927277694,0.0930782772716842,0.1413717845247873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899365629343722,0.0,0.0,0.30751661820213644,0.10339409788472964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360454401954008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667117175754622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932978901657727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973948084681888,0.0,0.0,0.11657932931110702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437560165643349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451635086269035,0.16773094334039007,0.0,0.0,0.23010766528018345,0.0,0.0,0.11185155219576368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kinini7,2020/03/15,"Question about anxiety medication I’ve struggled with anxiety for years. Now that I am a freshman in college, it has become so debilitating to the point where at times it’s difficult for me to function. I’ve decided it’s time to see a therapist for this, and I’m just curious to know about how long does it typically take to be put on anti anxiety medication? any stories would seriously help. Thank you guys for taking the time to read this.",6.7965882352941165,7.084967247058824,8.254117647058822,66.16352941176473,64.76470588235293,12.447058823529412,38.17647058823529,11.979248473330829,4.983635294117646,356,18,64,12,5,124,61,85,0.158,0.757,0.085,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,8,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,16,8,0,12,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,6,40,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271297043391654,0.0,0.4290395811122721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646719162841487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359772202093034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510595153804407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530597663875864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274064360150197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544134496502144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766568951200969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767244153146546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793238506577897,0.2094223271498676,0.0,0.18699661037594745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897177405912326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954365705703656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28112028283383883,0.0,0.0,0.17211477834385347,0.0,0.2170587382317435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270291831499587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280108895551426,0.0,0.0,0.12038710769634085
anxiety,cynicaloptimist13579,2020/03/15,"Putting myself out there is so difficult, and when I finally do, it goes no where. My anxiety has been an issue my whole life but has improved as an adult. But I still have a hard time putting myself out there or speaking up, including online when I am known to others. 

Today I finally posted something on a social media group I'm in that I thought could help others and would be liked and commented on, showing that it was useful at least. Welp I was lucky to get even a notice while other posts since have gotten likes and replies. This is why I stay hidden. This is why I like posting anonymously on Reddit. I really have tried. Maybe few and far between but I have. Ugh. It's all a fucking popularity contest that those with anxiety can't win. Time to go back into my shell again.",2.604502164502165,4.9130837792207815,3.8152987012987047,85.9948528138528,78.0909090909091,6.704069264069265,23.903030303030306,7.793537801064563,1.339898354978356,618,21,119,10,15,201,106,154,0.098,0.722,0.18,0.9581,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,0,6,0,18,2,0,1,1,20,25,14,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,12,9,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,5,2,15,6,15,17,4,29,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,2,14,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210621301960596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665097341574295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112325980365422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019902821386993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323685239654535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140247857240176,0.07925905251975088,0.0,0.08621685079778843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589694149785747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168395989576998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833950986519546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715298629620867,0.2223446613067388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524070081609646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271595254976807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358713477340496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050087413026748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718543496476097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549107509646834,0.0,0.0,0.15464307248513035,0.0,0.11678911228614115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169622583571333,0.12115097042539355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043599079581042,0.1769195864191582,0.0,0.14379760631252492,0.0,0.0,0.10299702393388746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102350475143348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27377843765063137,0.16937204250260982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776613347339913,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,orangecactus06,2020/03/15,"First time poster... Hi everyone... this is my first post here and I feel like I am spiraling. I am in WA state and a large portion of my family works at a gas station where we interact with a lot of people throughout the day. I have been worried sick to a point where I am in tears just thinking about what can happen... we are unable to stay at home because of obvious reasons. My mother has been sick all week but after a trip to the ER was told it’s a sinus infection, but that doesn’t help my worrying. I can’t sleep at night... I dread my next shift at work... I can’t do this anymore. I worry about my family because I fear they will get sick and I am unable to prevent it. Please, I would just like some ideas on how to reduce my worry because I know this situation will not improve soon and if I continue in this condition I will be more of a burden to my family and I don’t want to think about that.",1.8849210526315798,3.4011911105263195,3.8223026315789497,88.80924342105264,77.3684210526316,7.276315789473685,22.927631578947373,8.07648339933343,1.0984999999999996,701,21,155,12,16,238,111,190,0.195,0.733,0.07200000000000001,-0.978,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,1,4,10,5,0,2,9,0,22,6,1,2,2,28,30,9,0,3,6,1,1,2,0,4,5,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,3,1,2,4,1,27,2,24,21,5,25,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,3,12,113,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098522092923076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153934305481756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517895123927728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620554867819336,0.0,0.0,0.3735322558761484,0.14862371571392693,0.06678226642907918,0.0943560708029104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246898185206052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900495353229827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679554655438243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852865009759192,0.0,0.13248433072153215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909922884188087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725862463401879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905262371809412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228742267010593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404657386321362,0.12394562685819305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156579039997953,0.0,0.0,0.14498124604801088,0.1248557678313752,0.0,0.1264935724069846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579749248764084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846045252388382,0.13217271447290474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407768601240967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692596397802751,0.0,0.0,0.07701535314698088,0.0,0.0,0.12620554867819336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790263112454095,0.0,0.10594446718775996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230773826272893,0.5365237584120813,0.0,0.09382394560967346,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smutst,2020/03/15,"Struggling with the pressure of being a nurse, just want to quit I've been a qualified nurse for about a year and a half and it makes me so unhappy. My friends and colleagues seem to be able to get on with things but the pressure is just too much for me. I'm generally an anxious person (worse when not taking medication but OK recently) - I struggle with wanting to do things 'by the book' but not having enough time during shift to do so. I feel as though most of my colleagues dread working with me and see me as a liability because I don't work quickly enough, but I physically cannot work any faster. I'm constantly worrying about making mistakes and know that my knowledge has diminished a lot since I qualified, but I don't have the energy or willpower to make up for it in my free time. (Although that's not a good excuse.)

I don't know what to do, I just wish I could quit and spend some time figuring out of this is what I really want to do, but realistically that will damage my career prospects going forward. I also know I'd be miserable if I were unemployed. I feel as though I've let myself down so much - I worked so hard to get here and I really do care about the profession. The job just makes me miserable.",4.797107142857144,5.450377983673471,5.842283163265308,80.44954719387755,69.16326530612244,9.390306122448981,29.598214285714285,9.516144504307137,2.488352040816326,966,35,197,20,16,321,131,245,0.18100000000000002,0.726,0.09300000000000001,-0.968,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,6,18,14,0,7,14,1,22,1,0,4,0,49,44,27,0,7,15,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,10,12,0,0,8,1,2,2,7,9,0,1,2,4,26,6,31,36,7,16,0,3,1,0,3,6,0,6,10,145,36,10,0.11928762263948472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539426872736492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111967394172813,0.0,0.0,0.13476105971076327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271662757334599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216216813842528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890754236896446,0.0,0.09524146015543243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651200355618405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063081239709768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216132134552392,0.0,0.12464571882814267,0.0,0.06779390493036165,0.10005279830707718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685827940805503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183745590875616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667207328546168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197967613257445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141407100233636,0.0,0.0,0.31850165758170523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016973011488775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175380256099592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415735095070164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537541401615929,0.0,0.0,0.1528374111940042,0.0,0.11778213639046815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505679102310263,0.10859497152120222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867595413166122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494106466048543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896894466970846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849879198602876,0.0,0.2343989671739053,0.0,0.20867271614020105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107679140549895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717487901171702,0.0,0.0,0.3473712399610946,0.12114237114939352,0.12156427849634455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681731798149315
anxiety,ashnnn123,2020/03/15,"Throat causing anxiety and Panic attacks I constantly have phlegm in my throat it feels like, and I guess I could be causing it. It really really triggers my anxiety and constantly makes me feel like I’m choking. I swallow every 3-5 seconds which can’t be good for my throat, and constantly make myself cough even though nothing comes up, I just want to let myself know I’m not choking. I’m also always having to try to yawn because I feel that I can’t breathe. I guess I just want to see if I’m alone in this feeling or not. It’s my #1 anxiety my trigger. Any thoughts and advice would help!!!",3.644916666666667,4.960567658333339,4.950000000000003,83.32166666666669,72.41666666666666,8.0,30.0,8.515128840125781,2.299000000000001,469,20,92,8,9,156,71,120,0.16399999999999998,0.716,0.12,-0.7562,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,0,0,9,7,4,6,0,30,27,9,0,5,6,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,5,17,3,8,21,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,5,56,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452958223740985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425846555582796,0.0,0.11009469146452416,0.11455251242593027,0.0,0.0,0.09362035679356748,0.0,0.3159516406577473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661955972450944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392238636378069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828501343204736,0.0,0.11859056032522015,0.0,0.4463172565991925,0.0,0.10991833482586567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909297714600168,0.0,0.11599295712275852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27844046081908097,0.1967030264190036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547110855539346,0.0,0.0,0.3033181683790356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227733441422736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565986062165428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407769563928322,0.0,0.13451726760478355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837916585042099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209812861848064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615261442603202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638992210035792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970520785903527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526012786138936,0.10929464400841184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346892893392214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240272806832284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977968555438486,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hsncc,2020/03/15,"Took 150mg Wellbutrin for 9 months with no side effects, just got switched to 300mg 3 days ago and I’m having some intense anxiety. Has anyone else had this experience? I started taking Wellbutrin 75mg SR, then 100mg SR. I got switched to 150mg XL then 300mg XL recently because I felt like the 150mg wasn’t working anymore. The only symptom i’ve experienced while increasing dose is some drowsiness/lethargy, but I haven’t had that this time. It’s just been a constant level of mild anxiety and then random moments where I’m close to descending into a panic attack. I also can’t fall asleep until like 3am.

I have Hydroxyzine prescribed as needed for anxiety, but I rarely used to take it. Now, 3 days into 300mg and I’ve taken like 4 pills. Is this normal? Is my body just adjusting to the medication in a more aggressive way since it’s the largest jump in dose I have had so far?",2.7406215083798884,4.745443631284914,4.2647451117318464,84.41264839385477,76.37430167597766,7.156564245810058,27.38861731843575,8.07648339933343,1.8730360335195533,706,29,138,12,16,235,109,179,0.114,0.828,0.057999999999999996,-0.8454,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,2,1,7,0,14,7,2,2,0,21,26,13,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,10,2,9,3,15,16,4,29,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,3,18,72,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707142171209853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326801672542837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807678278497498,0.0,0.16454061915551418,0.116009878485629,0.16999696409526568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887494220031148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113872077758644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429138651936364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929247228399312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399967532978906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385986053120499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229426227085467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930201969122051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26539076718448984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431694025430328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713939006245232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242977554745156,0.0,0.0,0.12302201735824338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162559024600816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261839334540451,0.0,0.19466257229400247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381857908588682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724453547185853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174337222849698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244661549224213,0.2494911056496143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674491367336302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843348935280073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329513100180144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169362084857658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120786276870281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,congratsbuttowhom,2020/03/15,"How to ease anxiousness before it becomes worse? I feel like my head is spinning a bit and my heart is racing like crazy. It's all so overwhelming for me. I want ways to ease this before it becomes worse, but I fear it has?",2.1360869565217366,3.8675645652173967,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,77.26086956521739,6.339130434782609,22.369565217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.5975826086956529,174,5,38,2,4,56,33,46,0.23399999999999999,0.607,0.159,-0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,1,1,6,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,3,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758729023938836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840877967796171,0.3729763364155805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392648676392492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661480619208165,0.1108133760037062,0.1565672342555057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249203626163377,0.0,0.0,0.259704471645029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414003568634446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926565712844454,0.17395821414983015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466834910235187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JGruesome,2020/03/15,"Anxiety through the roof due to work conditions. OK, let me start out with this, I’m a people pleaser. I will literally bend over backwards to make sure everybody else I work with is happy and content with my work ethic. But lately my GM has been riding me like a damn pony at the circus over my work ethic, the way I have my hair, everything she can think of. She’s been going around behind my back and calling me a liar, telling people that they shouldn’t be friends with me outside of work because I am a liar, and I’m just a shit person. Mind you I work in the food industry, and with the coronavirus going around we are not supposed to have our phones on us. I am a shift lead, so technically I am permitted to keep my phone in the store because usually I’m supervising a crew of workers for my shift. I came in 15 minutes early prior to my shift, I noticed they were stupid busy today and had a line, so I rushed to the bathroom to pin up my hair and then ran to get an apron and got on the line, completely forgetting I had my phone in my back pocket. Once I got back up to the line, I attempted to clock in, she snapped at me and told me to take a phone call that they had on hold before I ring up the people at the register, which I was going to ring up the people at the register after I clocked in (we have to use our register to clock in). I asked her if I could clock in before I took the phone call, I got a dirty look from her so I went ahead and took the phone call before clocking in because it was such a big deal. About 10 minutes later, my alarm went off while I was topping somebody’s sandwich, and that’s when she snapped at me about having my phone on me at work, which mind you, was in front of probably about five or six people, and she wasn’t the politest about it. I went to the back after we got the people out and let her know that I didn’t have time and didn’t think to take my phone out of my pocket because my biggest worry was getting people out of the store, because they’ve already been waiting in line long enough. She proceeded to mouth off about me knowing better than to have my phone in my pocket with everything going on but I literally just got to work and jumped straight in. I brought up the fact that one of the other shift leads is constantly on his phone, even though the owner has told us phones are only to be used in emergency situations because we’re trying to curb and stop the spread of coronavirus at work. She then proceeded to berate meAbout how she’s not my mother and how me and the other shift leader are always having problems with each other when in reality, he always makes a joke out of what I say, even if I’m serious about something (Get off your phone, wash your hands when you get out of the bathroom before you come to the line) and I told her that, but she pretty much made it into me having some fucking problem and I don’t need to bring things up at work because she is “in no mood for it today.”.
I am at a loss at this point about what to do, because she literally does nothing when she is at work except smoke every 15 minutes, and eat during our lunch rush. She honestly makes me want to die, and I say that in no joking manner.",8.707586400990659,5.39647525227964,8.565812225599464,77.05621693121694,63.19452887537994,11.57185635483508,35.768546662163686,9.150863307647796,2.89658002926939,2508,75,536,30,27,817,260,658,0.07200000000000001,0.88,0.048,-0.9420000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,1,51.0,8,6,3,19,28,21,6,1,40,1,46,11,5,11,2,86,96,40,1,8,11,1,3,1,1,2,1,4,0,1,21,43,4,5,4,2,2,21,9,11,0,3,32,8,97,9,114,57,4,117,0,1,1,1,64,61,3,4,35,378,118,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518888085960317,0.0,0.09830747396910748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451909303888642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051755634478382,0.05522558267381874,0.0,0.0,0.18169495597186108,0.0,0.28808439511852113,0.0,0.2010681876004363,0.0,0.0,0.05224555363309072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128187022394035,0.06756414417625273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050886437037737334,0.061937255227472024,0.06383727595885924,0.0,0.0471652415594484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609020020914179,0.0,0.0,0.061308782778280835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169546302785034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060446757079735264,0.04934818122650348,0.0,0.0,0.06103853393289167,0.0,0.0780347453889543,0.0,0.049771822422133925,0.0,0.10618258724904378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143169663234293,0.0,0.04563990279659365,0.05461233520011628,0.12345349238212215,0.0,0.1342909231790649,0.0,0.2362316641890907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288465077613102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052507083719813503,0.0,0.0,0.0649303068178356,0.0,0.06663728137421701,0.0,0.0,0.12081295017415801,0.0,0.02886024169920193,0.0,0.0,0.0522780319081882,0.04960671330658503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589660653682088,0.11829570540295578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929443259665302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434256894539188,0.0438021204742732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668244661559041,0.06725536974801823,0.0,0.0629111610289458,0.040029612480827315,0.04492792407213276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866780289048787,0.051580547061802665,0.0,0.0,0.05584338440145501,0.0,0.0,0.06009880671357136,0.06369103350202385,0.1130503841305551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395495492644836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063791713245405,0.0,0.06640089010466896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547753009140202,0.0,0.0,0.04181240205393131,0.0,0.0,0.04938794313954019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055675907804539085,0.0,0.08883157423033232,0.0,0.0516326880465816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392456908929247,0.07570360017862543,0.058039239896154976,0.0,0.03444612968468652,0.0,0.11198920584526874,0.16934127491694112,0.13126527084031864,0.04010690862862271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211586807692125,0.1020407684136727,0.06506091944620394,0.0,0.03484297643059537,0.04688965414462925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428468669812546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473066909582108,0.05999182697347166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MamaMae1012,2020/03/15,"Do you have a hobby/interest that helps you deal with anxiety? I'm going through a lot right now and I'm looking for something to take my mind off of my anxiety and help me focus on something other than my stress. I feel like it's gotten so hard to deal with recently that I don't even know who I am anymore or what I'm interested in. I used to be creative, active, social. I'm just looking for something productive and healthy I can focus on to help me through the anxiety because I feel like I truly do not know who I am since this got so bad. I would love to hear what helps others.",3.910426829268293,4.3123103983739846,5.372103658536584,83.93181402439026,71.03252032520325,8.426422764227643,30.00914634146341,8.472884824447931,2.0896024390243904,461,18,98,7,8,156,74,123,0.105,0.643,0.251,0.9623,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,16,26,6,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,6,16,4,17,22,1,8,0,0,2,1,13,5,0,2,4,66,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34316722929850085,0.0,0.14829233000467307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248502516557749,0.09115133171843122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083151292616212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876232219500178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121244704563433,0.2136467227399539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498062854416888,0.0,0.1195917926816578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339483801467533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685297568246795,0.0,0.4009038486023779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435416942030806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610437825433914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25113296279498165,0.0,0.0,0.1271239871173407,0.13495552538283626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098140103431748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476415909663048,0.0,0.0,0.12769672651458236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369171849472065,0.0,0.0,0.15242571931338675,0.0,0.3453435869213993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712846658826293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242700301636573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914482128268975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622092634563228,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NihilstintheSky,2020/03/15,"PLEASE HELP!!! Please, help me!!
Since last night I've been experiencing waves of awful sensations. My back and my chest feel tight. Also my neck. I feel like I can't breathe. My face feels tingling. Am I experiencing an anxiety attack??? I'm fucking scared. Help me😭😭",0.09759358288769704,1.798194588235294,1.951515151515153,89.32909090909092,112.92156862745098,4.991800356506238,18.361853832442065,6.574015621080383,0.5051019607843132,208,7,42,4,11,68,37,51,0.175,0.527,0.298,0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,1,3,6,4,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,8,1,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293545321526125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499710418661096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602420676187654,0.0,0.17589863091325372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469965119286752,0.16342276275132234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148049908801772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599893719126977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864660220188174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175823732831427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146712617402211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022090380551192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290238648997878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892286678365778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,disaster0070,2020/03/15,"Coronavirus disruption and anxiety. Staying inside the house for a long period of time gives me A LOAD of anxiety. Especially if I can’t have the house to myself for periods of time. Also since the house is cluttered and I find it hard to clean up now because my parents are at home, and I’m constantly having anxiety attacks. I really hope this whole thing passes by and we resume our lives, and become better people. Respect each other, and the environment. Let the greed and cruelty out of the system of our lives. Be environmental friendly and overall come together and just live in peace. 

Any tips on calming my anxiety??? Or if anyone wants to share their stories? How to remain less irritated and angry and depressed?! I feel like a failure with my parents. I wanted to give them the world but their aging and it makes me crazy that I haven’t exactly achieved anything for them. And then with this virus I feel like I won’t have a chance to do that for them. This drives me crazy and in turn makes me more irritable and angry. Then I end up making things worse.",4.2158591712547056,6.2835796847290695,5.168536656041726,79.27529701535788,72.34975369458128,8.323268617791944,27.21211243117937,9.007467420416297,2.3533873659808755,848,31,153,18,17,277,124,203,0.184,0.711,0.105,-0.9487,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,5,2,4,11,2,0,11,0,11,0,0,4,1,37,24,23,0,5,5,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,10,21,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,0,3,25,8,25,21,4,25,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,4,13,111,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481998693228072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063132644885054,0.0,0.3628213742174093,0.0,0.0,0.08290655182052213,0.0,0.09757259636212458,0.0,0.0,0.13488992438116673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227886715049882,0.13095069807410356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486508798775676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213712605709624,0.0,0.12813150775159016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212373727644806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050173843948392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990460441405985,0.1694121500908155,0.0,0.0,0.1083703756412933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160650217487852,0.0,0.0,0.22748533862789946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621498327153922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189348768441148,0.11776626786442668,0.0,0.4104398533474755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124534787252556,0.0,0.1158541378042892,0.0,0.314097124436476,0.10493027702182664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743818742496214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633147977138734,0.0,0.0,0.0822011625453728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595865834244762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808191630500382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263793116527357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754461547212775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382776588258595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896956875461735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398707271745899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237861325499187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083245096619685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MARLBORHOE,2020/03/15,"How do I deal with my anxiety when my bf gets upset, and how to not make myself the focus I have a dumb habit of when my bf gets upset with me, my anxiety kicks in. I cry, I'm scared he will leave me because I cry too much, if it's over texts it's the worst because I'm usually alone and I cant see how hes really feeling, and it's now resulting in him feeling like I'm trying to turn the situation around.
This is the last thing I want, but when I get anxious I just want to turn to him and let it out. How do I manage this? He feels like he doesnt want to bring anything up to avoid me panicking, but that's not fair, I want him to tell me. I'm not afraid of the confrontation, and I'm not afraid to work on myself when I can, but I am so fucking scared I cant fix it this time and I want to scramble and do what I can, thus resulting in a mess.
Sorry if this is a mess of a post but I feel like a hopeless mess, what can I do to help fix this problem? 

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How do I manage my anxiety attacks when my boyfriend is upset with me so he doesnt feel like I'm trying to turn things around?",1.409674796747968,2.016205739837403,3.6505691056910585,93.23162601626015,76.96747967479675,7.0926829268292675,22.203252032520318,7.3871296695380915,0.4725056910569103,836,21,213,10,18,290,103,246,0.255,0.65,0.095,-0.9905,0,2,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,1,17,22,4,8,10,0,20,1,0,9,0,45,46,25,0,8,11,0,5,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,15,13,0,1,5,0,0,1,8,18,0,0,0,6,35,4,26,44,2,20,0,1,1,1,13,9,2,2,13,139,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487006849130164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545392171421989,0.12529755665643774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127008148703952,0.19746813023570256,0.0,0.12617696821716115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522030448249284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436604602892184,0.0,0.11434409368833598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803989906891155,0.3169385938301298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253518370853153,0.1738388379815208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434112515721915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904070489030816,0.0,0.11743844998759838,0.0,0.11341373697979665,0.0,0.2167415235885384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403377424395853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153214890942301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062218218342312,0.0,0.0,0.10612659083951644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071052254373058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220819807254575,0.0,0.08838149302446525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466830873179265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415548306908528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694086756814367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736832295227356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467293922380585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060221208809846,0.3619170798498355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215250095455152,0.0,0.32709011399823124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074433317988743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bmora33,2020/03/15,"So I guess my Anxiety will never go away? I've come to realize that I've always been an anxious person, even when I was a kid. It wasn't until I hit a bad point in my college career how bad it can affect me if I don't do things like exercise as an outlet. 

I felt numb and I would wake up with that feeling of despair in my stomach and I would occasionally throw up and it wasn't until I got a hold of my life and  went back to school that it slowly went away. 

Now I'm getting straight A's and the occasional B's. 
Which is great but now whenever I have down time for myself. I can't seem to relax, I have to do something to keep my mind off of something that's not even there.  

The other day I went for a check up and my doctor asked me how my anxiety was and I told him I was fine but I come to realize it's not true. It just manifested into something else I guess. 

Guess I'm not really sure where to go from here",0.7593784378437825,2.2586168960396047,3.332211221122112,91.16028602860287,80.53465346534655,6.469086908690867,20.628162816281627,7.3871296695380915,0.44343476347634736,711,19,169,10,18,249,109,202,0.102,0.8370000000000001,0.061,-0.7588,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,0,9,0,17,6,2,3,3,37,38,17,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,13,11,0,2,5,2,1,8,8,4,0,0,12,2,27,6,27,22,0,30,0,1,0,0,5,13,0,5,10,120,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081269161053236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881930606471465,0.1468039397566799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148358010940405,0.0,0.2441803282746263,0.09992177841586873,0.2170018429231867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387691540959687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380553155070908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300700167642387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855464871582823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165849202113018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570547365074064,0.0,0.1247701933823062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789232229639862,0.0,0.14770457217578567,0.0,0.10393106568162463,0.14326782425667695,0.4294562046390758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550350765988705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178592033800724,0.06348589394067004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121015711647613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022369562560474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346534011383196,0.0,0.0,0.12284260181704845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324783937454995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151403407394524,0.0,0.11829952726175877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001203193817553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247419182311403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633149353442301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577356276572855,0.0,0.0,0.1241706188881532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613885255881904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462226922507047,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rafso9,2020/03/15,Talking about exercise is a trigger I get massively triggered when people talk about their exercise/fitness/health journey. Any advice?,9.164285714285716,13.020558047619051,7.609761904761907,59.20607142857146,63.76190476190475,9.914285714285716,48.5952380952381,10.125756701596842,6.872980952380952,113,8,11,3,2,34,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028165500294139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28032369170340576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153679025018607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381705150687181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857813998836816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6626535389395133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,girlfarfaraway,2020/03/15,"Tunisia only has 270 intensive care bed capacity, approximately 4000 people are quarantined and less than 400 tests were administered. Only 18 were diagnosed with the virus but that's only for thr lack of testing. We are a poor country. Many will die within the next month. The gouvernement hasn't enforced a lockdown because they re idiots and don't do anything unless france approves. 
On a more personal note, my sister works as an intern in one of the biggest hospitals in the country and they don't have adequate protective gear. She is type 1 diabetic and had thyroid problems since she was little. An infection is death to her. If she catches it there is a 100% she ll pass it to everyone in the family. That would mean me and my elderly parents who hve no fight in them. On a side note, i have been suffering from a cold for 4 or 5 days now, the fever subsided yesterday and i have plenty of phlegm in my chest. This has been the worst week of my life. Please keep us in your prayers and send help.",5.49198884017537,6.5482442331606245,6.096373056994818,77.7972419290554,67.80829015544043,9.87628537265843,31.944599442008773,10.035473477838034,3.1884168194499805,799,33,150,19,13,260,136,193,0.183,0.7609999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9837,1,2,0,0,1,0,18.0,2,1,3,2,2,6,2,0,16,0,22,7,1,0,0,18,25,12,2,4,4,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,6,9,0,2,1,0,2,3,4,5,0,1,6,1,18,1,22,17,4,21,0,1,0,0,18,12,0,2,6,102,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577593114503739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686338930406888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954590356254795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363577063628295,0.0,0.0,0.194579537747022,0.19896258932398386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183185165376964,0.0,0.0,0.18072519732809947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849780044202494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039883783904142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540899728896216,0.0,0.1921417332541254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436177546072286,0.0,0.2088261628658564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301945977036724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388358380926944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299062709762771,0.4374076128050085,0.0,0.0,0.2128689956546045,0.0,0.0,0.13290615692391425,0.16739199078993094,0.0,0.21043776452003268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343862111917936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858280048820134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060106411562026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377655694085576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395656736406821,0.0,0.0,0.13618383005213314,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChaosYallChaos,2020/03/15,"Bed Bugs I’ve never had bed bugs but I am CONSTANTLY terrified that I have them. Bugs in general cause me to panic (in my house) but I have panic attacks thinking about bed bugs. My husband has checked everything and there are no signs, but I’m even scared that if I start cleaning I’ll find them. HELP.",2.1072677595628413,4.326420737704922,3.076639344262297,91.11255464480877,79.327868852459,6.689617486338799,24.92076502732241,7.793537801064563,1.3269978142076495,239,9,50,4,6,76,42,61,0.325,0.614,0.061,-0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,9,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,4,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899694238804508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26183795509859564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27544102833561657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834968435756606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907494550724236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329610275532283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084459657774087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941040218749925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658366242250816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981071977878379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518517727560897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040949971517065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332054562719134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Superstarella61,2020/03/15,"feels like the world is ending and everything is falling apart Coronavirus pandemic is a nightmare. Not knowing how bad it is gonna get makes me panic, and the news doesn't help. I'm 21 and in generally good health so I'm not that worried for myself when I think logically, but I also have OCD and health anxiety and my throat has been sore and I keep feeling like my breathing is rough/audible. I'm most worried for my parents who are in their late 50s/early 60s, they are taking it seriously but are still leaving the house a decent amount to run errands. I'm a senior in college on spring break and the rest of the year got cancelled and we all have to move out, so I'm driving back to school tomorrow to move out. I'm not sure how I'm gonna handle saying goodbye so suddenly to the campus and leaving for the last time. The idea of graduating into the real world was stressful enough when I thought I had until May, but now it is happening all of a sudden and the world seems like it's going to shit and the economy is going to collapse and I'm so afraid. I can't help feeling doomed, between the pandemic and climate crisis and current state of politics and knowing that I'm going to enter into a job market with a liberal arts degree potentially during a recession. I know that compared to some problems mine are pretty minor but I don't feel strong enough to handle them and sometimes I just want to die to avoid the pain caused by all these things and worries.",6.581479591836736,6.088408397959185,7.1490391156462625,76.5353954081633,65.36054421768708,9.798979591836737,33.681122448979586,9.188382445141503,2.886891836734694,1175,45,223,18,16,388,166,294,0.205,0.7040000000000001,0.091,-0.9912,4,1,0,0,0,1,17.0,1,0,3,1,13,16,1,4,20,0,21,7,3,4,4,61,52,31,1,2,8,1,4,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,10,23,0,2,12,1,0,9,6,10,0,0,5,5,19,6,31,44,9,40,1,1,0,0,9,12,1,4,20,146,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193147031263194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794217198236276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839522072742413,0.0959847097777765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180930178390366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930773437772553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181822280464428,0.23756365281651184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331638748124412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325038620583552,0.16425132032338216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060060548463321685,0.0,0.1959989874117596,0.09642089592982296,0.09194201341301006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165653659698937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443888912857477,0.0,0.0,0.15410717658378456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264551920571496,0.0,0.12977302354837805,0.0,0.0,0.11407757939452964,0.10217950697288608,0.0,0.0,0.18953290494043734,0.0937057047513162,0.12967706592056688,0.24344678549981966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848728165967486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673502315474329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443632568473504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232288390305238,0.13487785594609192,0.1276466981913735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695310431674664,0.0,0.1099988010684031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084680111244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141881715687036,0.0,0.11634312614350095,0.0,0.10465298946873412,0.0,0.0,0.11800222060549975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369590583719084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180520709353128,0.0,0.13168342655372714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834608221802557,0.0,0.08643373251231985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763726541669676,0.07366012349497053,0.0,0.09126341322484777,0.06703264205429893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067804911279098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35023476081412397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402886024206035
anxiety,SeaSlip7,2020/03/15,"[Offensive language] What should I do about talking to myself, stiming, verbal tics? I have a lot of mental health issues.  These past few weeks, they've gotten so much worse.  My doctor says it all stems from my anxiety.

I have really stressful jobs.  I was talking to myself, and said some messed up stuff.  People heard me.  I don't know what happened.  I think I got confused.  I get confused, sometimes, the doctor says its due to my anxiety.  I also have an irregular sleep schedule and an irregular eating schedule.

The doctor game me an antianxiety medicine, but it made everything a lot worse, so she changed it.  I think I'm still going through withdrawls or something of the original medicine.

While I was on it, I developed a verbal tic.  It was a really bad one.  I've had tics before, but I always have no problem suppressing this one.  I usually keep my mouth close and hold my breath or breathe through my nose.

The thing is, everyone at work knows something is up.  I'm afraid I might still be talking to myself and not know it.  And I'm terrified I might've ticed and not known about it.

One time, in particular, a guy (Who is rather strange at work) came up and apologized for being in my way.  Yesterday, I ticed when I was really stressed out, and someone was in my way.  I'm not sure if that's what he was referring to or not, I didn't connect the dotes until recently.  But he also might've been referring to a similar incident a few months ago that happened.  I couldn't understand him, for some reason.  He is kind of weird, and I remember a couple months ago he apologized for something similar.  But I don't know.  I remember keeping my mouth closed, but I wonder if I mumbled something through my closed mouth, and if he could've heard it.

I'm also afraid I might've ticed and not known about it.  And the anxiety of accidentally saying this is just making the tic way worse.

I'm also wondering how everyone knows when I'm upset.  Do you think I'm mumbling to myself without realizing it?  Or are they reading my face?  I'm so freakin' scared I'm still saying stuff I don't know about.  I'm terrified.  I actually had a daymare about my tic.  It was so realistic, it was like it was actually happening.  I'm afraid I might've ticed during that episode, too.

There was another time, I asked a customer what brand product she wanted, and her eyes got really big, like I said something messed up.  That was after the tic started.  I wonder if I accidentally misspoke because of the tic.

Nothing like this has ever happened to me, before, I think it was because of the medicine I was on.  I've had similar problems, but I've always been able to suppress it until it goes away.

Any advice or help would be greatly appreciated.  I keep posting this, but I don't really get many responses.  Maybe people are unsympathetic, because I'm saying offensive things.  And the talking to myself is 100% my fault for not keeping my thoughts pure.  But I'm trying so hard to control this tic, and I'm failing.  It's like someone is screaming those words in my ears all day.  But it has gotten better since I'm on a new medication.",3.1652012663952966,5.361210920398012,4.5365644504748985,82.06511804613301,75.78275290215589,7.635869139152721,28.210734207749127,8.52124585384065,2.26208351575456,2447,104,462,49,55,810,238,603,0.156,0.7879999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9956,1,0,5,0,0,0,86.0,0,1,1,5,25,28,2,9,25,0,47,16,10,6,5,101,103,48,0,11,27,0,1,4,0,3,5,11,0,1,39,20,1,8,23,2,0,2,14,20,0,3,30,14,66,8,49,66,9,53,0,1,1,0,31,19,0,19,32,299,105,8,0.05824164982080255,0.0,0.11367089753222558,0.0,0.0,0.056913066141364176,0.10325541693215466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863033052782692,0.09692343658439558,0.0,0.0,0.039606319069418416,0.06107144802010806,0.13366410809552445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444808053764258,0.0,0.05471994720451805,0.0,0.0486293448450319,0.1065107074539354,0.0,0.09911870859459927,0.0,0.0,0.05151000630902977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661293164244901,0.0,0.0,0.061611942943235576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653229626620346,0.04650121821573236,0.06444327775283391,0.0,0.037561045922943855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883838950481393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959574781049859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268290666029539,0.0,0.11130478458969503,0.052343839415677634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085771639184258,0.0,0.03310007177250891,0.0,0.09316233567532256,0.06421162453852082,0.0,0.057668390061735325,0.2060115943621335,0.0,0.052173078413563584,0.0,0.0,0.061908150257184325,0.0,0.0,0.039038150193595786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078915075724722,0.057795850613151636,0.2070714176115697,0.0,0.060649715821822485,0.19204852554470447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381571281231136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902993587307853,0.0,0.05510965728462259,0.03887675350920836,0.0590478915298861,0.05851156545479716,0.0,0.0,0.05867233486213332,0.05869388443713652,0.3089259330413467,0.0,0.0,0.09297585845842747,0.0,0.0428143139884074,0.0,0.0,0.05625014832362262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588443378904208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839814767296128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559824493399911,0.0807548533562683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577940104931827,0.0,0.0,0.11145878634377952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582574108383875,0.0,0.18655546118941527,0.0598821161488649,0.05750660287305466,0.0,0.13195287143174386,0.0,0.11080229236638396,0.23158048793078045,0.05831005180858336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048178094584370466,0.0,0.0582837112437667,0.0,0.09869592178373728,0.2241863373080912,0.057602480907903486,0.0,0.04122373951129054,0.0,0.13953557034209704,0.0,0.1334312261834704,0.0,0.13334550970436454,0.0,0.0,0.05489206569449289,0.0,0.0,0.18724972788590585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738632840197902,0.14927559004169286,0.0,0.04623736430230185,0.06792234875490191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03954225714602352,0.0,0.0,0.06063161146555514,0.0,0.0,0.06414494895930511,0.0,0.03435243405342338,0.13868853210629825,0.046717938404086834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056142872069133085,0.1894817544246428,0.08480122944849157,0.0,0.17805965067223345,0.04137319699813003,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BisRack,2020/03/15,"Just got a new job So I just got a new job at a grocery store, I'm working in the bakery. I helped my manger do some stuff like mix ingredients and package bread. But the problem is I didn't have my food handlers permit yet. I washed my hands, wore gloves, had an apron, and a hair net. So I was following proper procedure, I just forgot that I didn't have my food handler's permit until after I had helped him. I was just so eager to help and be useful. But now I'm super worried that I'll get in trouble. This is my first time working in the food industry and this is only the third job I have ever had. The first two were in custodial and they didn't last very long due to my anxiety and hurting my leg at the second one. I'm so worried that it's all I can think about. I really need this job too, I need to earn the money so I can go to my local university. It's just a mess specially in my head. I also don't know if I can handle be reprimanded last time I was it really messed with me.",1.7399945280437767,2.8904595302325617,4.1060738714090315,88.1498632010944,76.95348837209302,7.105335157318741,21.94938440492476,7.724431198458867,0.7592626538987695,769,20,176,11,17,269,112,215,0.095,0.8290000000000001,0.076,-0.2235,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,6,16,9,0,0,13,0,23,9,4,3,2,27,38,16,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,7,4,1,2,0,2,2,4,5,0,6,14,2,29,4,15,22,2,25,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,16,122,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664848588010733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245449613934303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109321155690188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056000746713716,0.4384186028275965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314226293094803,0.0,0.06868524022282098,0.0,0.19331913989664415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403310543174732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430216534571386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293788293228321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797236586711726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641928755792119,0.19702751303214325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904412858507724,0.0,0.0,0.1069537417715802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922635995481276,0.0,0.23344692281822696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818951418065961,0.09191642099272332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564285370107368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484687471060304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835118590718032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743963390687125,0.0,0.0,0.14094419108188674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805873425540925,0.0,0.0,0.10438076565560406,0.0,0.09971884297459184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596918991268742,0.24547023429629256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nytodc,2020/03/15,"[Recommendations Needed] cooling weighted blanket for anxiety I am out on short term disability for my uncontrollable anxiety. I've been battling it for 22 years, along with depression and ADHD. (I'm 40.) In an IOP and messing with medications. 

While I'm doing the hard work, I would like a cooling weighted blanket to help calm me when I get home. 

I've been trying to do my research but, as you can guess, I'm so overwhelmed.

Do you have specific ones you can recommend? I'm thinking cooling and 25lbs. Links appreciated.

My info:
* Always hot and sweat at night
* 255lbs (I'm on so many many meds that have me ballooned up. Working hard to lose weight)
* Single person with Queen size bed
* Dog sleeps on the bed so need a duvet that can be washed",1.3828433268858795,4.061269595744683,2.893942617666024,85.72977272727275,94.17730496453902,5.4005157962604775,23.43036750483559,6.980632752743323,1.2719191489361699,587,24,108,10,22,191,93,141,0.102,0.795,0.10300000000000001,0.4895,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,4,4,11,1,2,5,3,13,7,2,0,0,17,23,11,0,3,1,0,6,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,3,9,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,9,11,5,18,19,2,13,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,1,6,62,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592748902512146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872843671879175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367005310157515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332487254632556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082790880589509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042696321954287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771737800335595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036966955342986,0.0,0.15518351732180918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558191960933121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307731766178733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136967914489647,0.0,0.0,0.17184435971298334,0.1558508078459915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294262385540801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451818356763969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048333199718918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508399555566786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481851034133634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912985973010824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503575040506953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651735501599026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525676107719414,0.0,0.0,0.10989925985528548,0.0,0.0,0.09962609596054096
anxiety,Anxious_retard007,2020/03/15,"Fear of getting asthma attack but im not asthmatic Im not diagnosed with asthma but im scared that i can develop It anytime from my anxiety and die from it.
When i think about it, It triggers my anxiety, shortness of breath and when i panic Its even worse.
I cant even distract myself because im always thinking about my breathing.

I just don't know what to do :(",1.5258108108108104,3.884315567567569,3.6445270270270282,85.4084121621622,82.51351351351352,6.402702702702705,26.817567567567572,7.645422480735847,1.8271405405405408,288,13,55,5,8,98,47,74,0.34700000000000003,0.626,0.027000000000000003,-0.981,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,4,0,0,4,5,2,1,0,12,8,6,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,9,0,8,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424479078002072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619273276195218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475896364797504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104358849072394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375926484112894,0.1776733239893412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614529226682206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926419073672156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944229258697214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7396796681838155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408426425373018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086038112690652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139600444567096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938961551951444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446227383686602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Night-Lotus8,2020/03/15,"Chances of house fire? Ever since my grandparents' house burned down last year, I have had a severe fear of fire. I keep having intrusive thoughts about my house burning down too and I'm about to have a panic attack. What are the chances of a house fire, considering that your parents are responsible people?",4.944464285714282,7.491817375000004,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,71.67857142857143,7.337142857142857,27.271428571428572,8.238735603445708,1.894961428571429,247,9,44,4,5,74,39,56,0.301,0.609,0.09,-0.9308,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,8,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003859325633761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932971141165378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820771036932136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8129727321644435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656230502994636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143578507715981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066636319748604,0.1955838493486406,0.0,0.0,0.12211406218823563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989893091685322,0.0,0.14570574011772014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983636017322112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342909494867914
anxiety,ldsgirlcause,2020/03/16,"Been feeling this the whole day I've been feeling this ""suffocate"" way to breathe the whole day, my heart beating fast, even my back hurts because of this anxiety that has no reason to exists. 

 Never happened to me. Is this really anxiety?",6.1349242424242405,7.438514159090907,6.220909090909089,76.58469696969699,66.5,9.503030303030306,35.12121212121212,9.725611199111238,3.6111303030303024,189,9,32,4,3,60,32,44,0.23600000000000002,0.705,0.059000000000000004,-0.8422,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,1,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,4,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36639942653138746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414349709908906,0.0,0.1459833259901168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088864890247949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817270032949582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24217414638564785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176925627771595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837821163893927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25636573043317645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469989322930802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341548670773414,0.2462228641149107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008617703831096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534736390172925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigStinkyNipples,2020/03/16,"I'm fairly sure my dad has coronavirus and I'm scared For the past few days my dad has all the symptoms, in his job he travels all around the country and I've never seen him so sick, but he will be okay.

I'm not so scared of the actual virus although I really don't want it. I'm really scared of the way my country is reacting and I feel like our prime minister doesn't give a shit about us. Everyone has lost their minds and it feels like the end of the world. Our prime minister has just said to not do certain things without closing anything. It's all to do with money, he doesn't want companies to compensate us. He doesn't care if we have enough money to live. I had a three week quarantine and I'm eligible for £94 a week statutory sick pay. That's a joke and an insult. 

Now his advice is if a member of your household is sick then quarantine yourself for two weeks. I can't afford that, I already lost three weeks pay. 

My sister has moved away for uni and has been told to come home as soon as possible. I can't stand the chaos and panic anymore.

Today I felt shaky all day at work, I feel so anxious.",2.3287034108877336,3.7917786266094415,3.828683081093293,89.45484752654168,76.03862660944206,7.480370454032077,23.42195617799864,8.20500826718156,1.1597776824034334,872,26,193,15,19,289,131,233,0.221,0.6970000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.988,3,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,5,1,1,3,8,16,2,5,14,1,22,5,1,1,7,36,41,18,0,4,7,3,4,2,0,1,4,1,1,0,6,13,0,0,4,2,4,3,10,9,0,3,8,6,22,7,22,31,6,24,0,2,1,0,21,6,1,3,15,117,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.1147770462847756,0.0,0.0,0.11493379164819115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297930815209101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328735241298613,0.11664427719406555,0.0,0.0,0.09678861821747624,0.10470390272532144,0.0,0.0,0.11050487062817294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199181829736985,0.0,0.0,0.10131647274283187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517062326416523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041735887263492,0.12152961220075273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238790833816227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841178894243664,0.1680509541396884,0.11293058843345488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128287675609908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797925664378545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167165416110672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492327078432645,0.0,0.10385780363802426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567852977914974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875945568351605,0.0,0.0,0.12500806200226647,0.0,0.0,0.09071333958179216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799799197613818,0.0,0.0,0.11227855978409576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325952881334478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069668855245774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188052628677693,0.0,0.35326485462494434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207319717388796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108524574304098,0.12224890681640195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813938650642488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148698928458202,0.11238790833816227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489453913897138,0.0,0.2829570964786007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387468912076348,0.0933587541714118,0.3773804620142112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337841375295345,0.0,0.0856264430801739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemonchicken91,2020/03/16,"reminder about Allergies Idk where you are but the Pollen levels are absolutely insane right now in Houston. 
I was thinking I had the corona but it's just allergy related coughs . Main difference is a wet cough rather than dry. 

Not saying that you should not take precautions but reminding myself that I get this hay fever annually helped a lot with my anxiety.",5.217897435897439,7.972621584615389,5.518076923076925,74.79608974358976,71.61538461538461,9.871794871794874,29.294871794871803,10.125756701596842,3.5952564102564093,293,12,48,9,6,93,55,65,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.7383,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,4,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327405980935485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471513583971676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236035606341497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28686812129640776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36385601668024464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654953192257497,0.0,0.3403494231778777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32179010753551657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742343570219817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexgophermix,2020/03/16,"What do you track related to your Anxiety? I'm one of the developers behind an Anxiety tracking application on Google Play. We're constantly looking for ways that we can improve our app and have had positive experience getting feedback from other health related subreddits in the past.

#My questions to you:  
* **If you track your anxiety and/or anxiety attacks what do you track?** - for example we've noticed that some people use prebuilt journals such as https://www.integration.samhsa.gov/clinical-practice/GAD708.19.08Cartwright.pdf or https://health.cornell.edu/sites/health/files/pdf-library/anxiety-tracking-log.pdf
* **Are any activities associated with the tracking that you do?** Apps and websites often offer a wide variety of related activities; courses, exercises, medication guides, music etc.
* **Are there any metrics that are important to you?** Some examples would include anxiety level over time, attacks per month, anxiety & medication taken correlation

#What we currently support:

**Daily Check-ins**  

* Answer 7 questions based on the GAD-7 screening test
* Record notes

**Anxiety Attacks**  

* Check off any of the 13 common symptoms listed
* Record attack intensity
* Record any triggers you might be aware of
* Record notes

**Medication Logging**  

* Record medication type
* Record medication dosage
* Record notes

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anxiety,toastsucks,2020/03/16,"Bad day You know those days when you just know it's not going to work out? It's been a while since I've felt like this, it seems like all the bullshit that could happen to me decided to happen all in one unique day.

I am so tired of having to go through this. Yesterday I was fine, I felt loved, I felt happy. I felt like I had everything. Today the only thing that keeps going through my mind is how I can kill myself. I feel undeserving and that everyone is definetely going to leave me, and they really should. I hate being this unstable. I hate myself so badly sometimes.

I wish I could see things how they really are, out of this insecure and anxious shell, in which everything seems so distant and hateful towards me. I keep ruining relations, I keep destroying who I am. I wish I had the courage to give up, it's so tiring sometimes, these bad days. They steal all the good moments I had and leave me miserable, they make me hostage of the truth they invented and I can't escape.

I wish I had more self esteem, I wish I were more confident, I wish I could take all theses voices out of my head forever.",3.4938712241653462,4.896705265765768,4.651589825119238,84.97218600953896,72.91891891891892,8.466772655007949,25.67143614202437,9.007467420416297,1.8913181770005287,867,28,178,18,17,285,117,222,0.233,0.599,0.168,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,2,5,1,8,21,5,2,6,0,20,4,1,3,5,42,51,14,1,9,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,18,9,0,3,10,0,0,4,2,12,0,1,11,7,41,9,19,35,6,20,0,2,1,1,11,7,0,2,12,127,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801627380890536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173277374733568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781699973102585,0.0,0.0,0.2238170430790878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290473266681296,0.15595203852227255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386943365940401,0.0,0.3332201971696397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322993950225227,0.19723519427618466,0.07277178211021741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534465586525905,0.09235967717849294,0.0,0.2569783008925484,0.08904276074141547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313539429141652,0.09598920963952884,0.0,0.09536416443091768,0.0,0.0,0.18373669170964568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716247480426418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830602021757678,0.0,0.05791425532183104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760480616360862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879212241268723,0.06598634980695559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111638152444663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913801714169941,0.157969586848571,0.09051160463865646,0.0,0.0,0.0717703568024956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161951476637852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652341661908773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528152885579104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944012770737066,0.08224015536133653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498859630882008,0.0,0.0,0.06316371109436711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carmelkirk,2020/03/16,"My job has announced that we are closed for 3 months and I'm having yet another panic attack today. My job originally stated they would shut down until friday of this week, then bring us back in to clean. Well, a post was made on the actual employer's page that we will not be re-opening and some of the internal people have gotten emails about re-opening in july.

I have had more panic attacks in the last 3 days than I have in 5 years. I can't  breathe, and all I can do is cry and shut people out.

My anxiety is at an all time high right now, and it just keeps getting worse. I'm terrified and social media isn't making it better. Not to mention my coworkers. 
My wife is trying to help by prepping and being prepared,  but it's making it worse.
I feel like there is a ton of bricks on my chest and my heart feels like its going to give out.

I know plenty of people on here are anxious about all of the shutdowns and quarantines too...
When will it slow down? Will I ever not be anxious?😭",2.7691176470588243,4.1298258627451006,4.2481862745098065,87.31433823529413,74.68627450980392,6.864705882352943,22.553921568627448,7.413659706084162,0.8013098039215687,772,20,161,9,16,257,128,204,0.12300000000000001,0.813,0.065,-0.8721,3,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,1,1,12,8,2,2,7,0,24,3,3,4,4,33,38,13,0,1,5,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,4,2,18,4,27,27,7,37,0,0,0,0,10,17,0,1,18,115,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.12989756695340446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957895433849885,0.10182988966419887,0.30075608417678684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30286696633954263,0.0,0.10235448329979108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772625427542845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621666986339746,0.08584586879385346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204069210989662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461029041135536,0.19018968316001356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954523507126822,0.12769262551120342,0.07565030069394907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577377010339246,0.08922179447157189,0.14063954800848918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26418513577839736,0.1183155667690126,0.0,0.0,0.07315456798773996,0.10850359231116362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300630548042898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595326600423787,0.1777058438537173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624828396142406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123551961370432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768481431498601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274839671318773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367644513761364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356903531674386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761835295195996,0.0,0.12617408378933345,0.0,0.0,0.09037393223112626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601166765242212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677397053277367,0.0,0.11968317342939122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713038651878221,0.0945585500566209,0.0,0.0,0.0857194051555522
anxiety,zbombie,2020/03/16,"Anyone have experience with inpatient therapy? Hello everyone. I’ve been suffering from agoraphobia for about 12 years now. I’d kept a pretty decent handle over it, getting through college and holding a job for years. Throughout that time, a lot of bad experiences kept building and my medication wasn’t helping. I kept pushing onward and I think I kind of gave up on myself, letting everything go to shit.

Last month I was put on a particular medication that I had a bad reaction with. It escalated my anxiety to levels it hasn’t been at in years and I’ve spent almost a month at home. I can make small trips out with difficulty but can’t bring myself to leave town/take the interstate. All my crap built up until it broke me. I’m seeking out a new local therapist to try and make things better and weighing my options to see how I’m going to survive and pay my bills. 

I’ve tried to avoid inpatient treatment at all costs since this all started when I was a teenager. The thought of being kept in a facility, unable to leave and lacking control... it terrifies me. My family is worried and is pushing hard for me to go to a facility for a few weeks for treatment.  Even if it would help, it terrifies me. Has anyone had experiences with inpatient therapy and wouldn’t mind sharing their stories? Whether positive or negative, I would like to hear true stories from people that have actually been there that I can reflect on to help me make my decision. Thank you.",4.994767043508048,6.68917060071943,6.2117060637204515,74.10624700239809,69.6115107913669,9.611784857828024,33.38198013018157,9.957137785484203,3.616107365536143,1169,56,206,30,21,392,154,278,0.153,0.736,0.11199999999999999,-0.7998,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,3,8,13,2,1,13,0,22,5,2,5,4,47,44,17,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,13,16,1,7,4,0,4,8,5,7,0,0,15,3,25,6,42,24,6,37,0,2,1,0,9,16,2,5,14,141,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.11121007985531164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141160780271518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087180310045956,0.0,0.0,0.15936919721213988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030634721589315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078977186488393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278176217790646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527056025209285,0.0,0.0,0.10889518998465753,0.10242133541174556,0.3344289291723546,0.1074328516589201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954023102377635,0.0,0.19430100605972705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020872068864404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844300268979075,0.0,0.2291581694885084,0.0,0.11431277400249695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130893008066919,0.0,0.0,0.11867346675668987,0.0,0.09289391209183404,0.0,0.24133775367547386,0.0,0.11653345442457536,0.0,0.05567588004246198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688607476147748,0.0,0.0,0.22821075347180875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296086399235341,0.0,0.0,0.1150687265236674,0.0,0.1819261194950367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006482086005777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900662249903098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159399144385002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145628817409031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081263843000932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697994200736787,0.0942702109743726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066260516128126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492052761617997,0.26065003684227883,0.13231819811241746,0.07571102144991533,0.07302199001410659,0.0,0.0904727786617565,0.06645192386953322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474488792953733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141311933639136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157335339362562,0.0,0.16191009807861045,0.0,0.0,0.2201625969465225
anxiety,2cbeanz,2020/03/16,"I begin my battle! Hi! Weird intro but hear me out. 6 days ago an LSD trip triggered an anxiety-caused tension headache that has been persistent since. During this time I've come to realise how severe my anxiety is. I'm at Uni but ive been in a pretty challenging mental state for around a year, been pretty depressive and always showed signs of anxiety but never been diagnosed. Only now do I realise how bad my symptoms are, the last few days have been some of the hardest days of my life, as I feel like I've been in denial for over a year about my condition and the sudden realisation has been overwhelming. I came home from Uni yesterday to take time at home to relax, im going to start therapy, begin excersising again, im going for countryside walks every day, im feeling positive while also really wanting this headache to clear. I'm not sure where my journey will take me or how long it will take but I'm moving in the right direction already.
 I'm not sure why I'm writing this post, I guess I want something to look back during my journey to remind me where I came from, might make a thought diary or some kind of online thought blog, if anyone has ideas of where I can do this best let me know sorry for the random post 😂",5.514268292682928,5.794988394308945,6.2994959349593485,79.10851219512196,67.4959349593496,9.324227642276425,29.81463414634146,9.21078282632365,2.4318360975609754,979,33,189,17,15,323,142,246,0.106,0.754,0.139,0.9273,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,12,13,1,2,11,0,21,3,0,5,4,40,48,15,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,2,0,6,7,0,0,6,3,0,10,3,6,0,0,11,4,20,7,28,33,4,46,0,2,1,0,3,12,0,8,22,112,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403357649016428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170619887942882,0.0848321890887598,0.08826711138783992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230191765917915,0.0,0.0,0.07417364743741825,0.0,0.0,0.09443374749967083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156902150906997,0.08857242271669863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132448285473286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426546669972795,0.0,0.10897344712659177,0.0,0.09137858241687137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736514627347027,0.0,0.09136660393418687,0.10766903228871992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937702936179245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727453571082034,0.07578361912611019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205754903065382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685915038999847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955994212149025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281390744957826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975148047603228,0.3437540185978412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046606292017347,0.05829882910161555,0.08646941071567824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847405288296792,0.07492748656975154,0.05182536110212632,0.0,0.0,0.09387751875360267,0.08908053705851382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080926664020824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690375450908884,0.1125341845204156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274632038802054,0.0,0.0,0.08181548521063077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067866904495054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319075670743764,0.21584312371326106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795760552083874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059179529387107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984027816029265,0.0,0.08775052538360291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166561609513133,0.0,0.11874794707228005,0.07508401549707744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999584103787129,0.1102578041307242,0.23927701956241504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131179848734636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843144357960085,0.1237122771240628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513754071840744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572075832515113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662416686523768
anxiety,yyellowsloth,2020/03/16,Scared about the Coronavirus So this virus is getting worse and my mum told me I might get layed off at work because they are telling people to stop social gatherings and stop going to pubs and its really scaring me that I might lose my job and I don't want to. I really like my job and this Coronavirus is making me scared and anxious and I just feel like everything is falling apart.,5.3198684210526315,6.158900723684213,5.398526315789473,83.43068421052634,68.07894736842105,9.237894736842106,28.35789473684211,9.3871,2.276045263157896,309,10,61,6,5,97,50,76,0.27399999999999997,0.662,0.064,-0.9374,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,3,6,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,14,8,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,12,2,6,11,0,7,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,39,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289343290830946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408466623995724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345474231278586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633388446089799,0.1219803781821889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841460028355666,0.0,0.09703841065322652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388764546734055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683492341916475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102016187833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397372180395353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622672694842332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837319683299095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187674465109278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128370830885971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740531906887242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28550120256765205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923879789293776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315431985942588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070992067704836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430451184029975,0.0,0.17400390772015306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chernoblyat,2020/03/16,"I feel defeated. I dont always feel happy, better said im more often sad then happy.

It feels like everything in life is working against me and that life itself is not with me.

I am afraid off being myself thinking I would lose most to every friend I have. I had those thoughts  since my childhood. I was scared to be myself and be open to my parents and my friends. And because of this fear, I tell them little lies to “be one of them” which will tip over my bucket soon or later.

I hide my insecurities with jokes and criticize others (to cover up my shyness)

I cant be the person i want to be.

When I occasionally get high I become the person I want to be and be able to do whatever I want. I want to feel like this all the time, but sober so I can still drive my car etc. Is there a medicine that achieves this?",2.191572273879963,3.701941923076924,3.7107565511411664,89.95883136094677,76.51479289940829,6.248689771766696,22.130600169061708,6.868970318607317,0.4454730346576503,631,17,139,6,14,209,104,169,0.129,0.774,0.09699999999999999,-0.7494,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,5,6,15,0,4,4,0,21,2,0,0,1,26,33,11,0,5,3,1,4,2,2,2,2,1,0,2,10,9,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,7,0,1,4,5,30,8,18,19,4,16,0,3,0,0,9,7,0,3,9,104,40,2,0.14586677584340535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137284264549468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891903266767516,0.1610983937484931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129007309495686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709547749294114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268001320623146,0.0,0.0,0.12289904983052445,0.0,0.13109565258405045,0.0,0.0,0.1641406762014585,0.295018498690592,0.20841450761617744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253926183568655,0.0,0.0762093699490269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105557905339608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541162573202792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575611487752847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606003514250545,0.14252627732328588,0.14619682997207445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318761089251874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884310237332186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619677924050073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547304846452681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387527069826409,0.0,0.14603808928403697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066250432333495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648939561233924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749399142553428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346554011819216,0.0,0.11580192654269145,0.08505609002382786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441440146811435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619275007891472,0.0,0.0,0.1036195724369012,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lugubrious_Husk,2020/03/16,Job won't pay me to quarantine. Here is my option... I'm terrified to go to work and can't sleep much. I have a delimma. I work in a large building in st Louis full of cubicles. We don't get the option to be paid while being at home. But I was offered due to my high anxiety of becoming sick that I could stay home for 2 weeks without pay... So I would lose a paycheck and have to use my savings. How stupid of an idea is this and should I start staying home tomorrow or work this week first.,1.404190476190475,2.8866056095238117,3.3447619047619064,91.86190476190477,78.61904761904762,7.333333333333332,24.04761904761905,8.167268648758528,1.1997619047619046,379,13,89,7,9,128,74,105,0.151,0.836,0.013000000000000001,-0.9335,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,5,3,3,1,0,5,0,13,2,1,2,0,16,19,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,11,1,14,11,2,15,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,7,58,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206280161465472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906581837783148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378323899414024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684046210343926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019295427647343,0.0,0.09811059096282652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239490182173648,0.5194911048316312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488021136481046,0.0,0.0,0.1713103553921915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313074937583602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690418546341026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275640345837406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218962765239265,0.3680049114855266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909838810203435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769495230639777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641082819729194,0.0,0.3770338683589716,0.0,0.0,0.1226326285757266,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,msmimi95,2020/03/16,Need support/words of encouragement I messed up at work today. I got talked to by my supervisors. To cope I went home and ate an entire pizza and started drinking. I can’t stop crying. I feel like the worst person. I can’t quit this job until December. How do you guys cope when this happens to you?,1.303214285714283,3.776763083333337,3.092857142857145,88.15500000000004,84.83333333333334,5.428571428571429,20.238095238095237,6.868970318607317,0.4773095238095242,235,7,47,3,7,78,47,60,0.19,0.725,0.085,-0.7579,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,6,10,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,9,2,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,29,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796483903899198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493952389860933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872523727500965,0.18187474387891514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361395096587875,0.0,0.0,0.2520780240468288,0.22512764610712255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553683458087037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526351750945786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437680313467656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887706891678844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222927865383107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707812477817897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801957500235893,0.0,0.0,0.21284348707526773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888987210468552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462484455632968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24131570958068124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360017672808772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534006527001573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,neodmaster,2020/03/16,Anxiety as body pain Like waves and persistent tingling that moves and changes according to emotional state. Like a bit of fibromyalgia buy dynamic related to emotions. Anyone relate?,8.090229885057468,11.956972275862071,7.304137931034482,59.91298850574714,67.6206896551724,13.521839080459767,44.14942528735632,11.855464076750405,7.854714942528735,152,10,18,7,3,47,26,29,0.138,0.608,0.254,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130190611321859,0.0,0.0,0.19470380838072607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040032358126386,0.3093032703377024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29457088579646845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6264539334165765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272080328415937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959560264173682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962981843254392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PhoneticFailure,2020/03/16,"Once in a lifetime experience at a mall.  

I feel like child who just had a wish come true.

I do not handle crowds well, I do not handle noise well, I do not handle bright environments well. If there is a unique hell for every damned soul then mine might be a mall.

The current pandemic has provided me with a once in a lifetime opportunity, a chance to visit a mall that is quiet, calm and not at all crowded.

I know that it is selfish to go out right now and risk spreading a disease, but I am normally very isolated, have no symptoms and I would probably never get a chance like this again.

So, I went to the mall today, not just any mall, but West Edmonton Mall, the largest in North America and 23rd largest in the world. There was enough space and few enough people (though there were still a lot! I guess I am not the only selfish person?) that it did not feel crowded, I suffered very little anxiety. I was there for an extended period of time and suffered an entirely bearable amount of anxiety. Today I felt a freedom that I've seldom felt before, I felt like I was not being held back or limited. I may have spent more time there than I have ever spent in a mall and despite it being such a long visit it was probably the least stressful. This is among the most powerful experiences of my life. One of the best days of my life.

If you are curious if I bought anything, yes, lunch, a snack and a 10 foot USB cable for my phone.",4.187947368421053,5.209047470175438,5.162587719298248,83.43019736842106,70.78947368421052,8.50701754385965,27.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.9788280701754384,1119,38,228,20,20,367,156,285,0.10400000000000001,0.722,0.174,0.9782,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,4,18,19,2,2,27,1,27,6,1,0,4,47,43,17,0,6,16,0,5,3,0,3,3,1,0,2,11,11,2,2,6,7,3,5,10,8,3,1,15,7,24,11,22,22,10,35,2,2,1,0,10,15,2,9,18,164,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026076668457452,0.0,0.1805769726652892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712417910421572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907536225068421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043023097708284,0.0,0.12385952296417382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166773145548867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611609495863847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439018975419269,0.0,0.0,0.1067599963610876,0.09944080526430156,0.0,0.0,0.23090138728880524,0.0,0.0,0.11935355528831502,0.0843167888388676,0.33996633796477416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616629756443737,0.0,0.06707609291132792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001738925831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486322663917955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672851300003888,0.17298255529104886,0.11829164277151698,0.0,0.10444804585397784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003402836295719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520543598706158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102783780720096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563903668387455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513846674036373,0.07997651493952952,0.08976301712833147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182338823906331,0.10305451731897726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545009345183354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079235278558424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942545879762021,0.0,0.1351967661319134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267273714200976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159585579015289,0.0,0.13764217211224758,0.0,0.2237470172522908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947652903207428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183548348346962,0.1094099749807438,0.0,0.0,0.13572245084778026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384128061589677,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mademma12,2020/03/16,"My family won't let me relax I'm staying at my parents' home for spring break this week. It's nice to be home but they won't let me relax! I can't be on my phone, I can't watch TV, I cant play games. I'm going to have a nervous breakdown. 
How do I fight for my alone time?",-1.7151428571428582,-0.1716032615384595,1.465274725274725,101.09615384615385,89.30769230769229,4.32967032967033,15.439560439560445,5.288315135182226,-1.094120879120879,208,4,57,1,7,74,43,65,0.257,0.713,0.03,-0.9233,1,1,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,1,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,14,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,11,4,6,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783562450266748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336477370418203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274356546329335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539180142189499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496544465372136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29842825300531395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864643956206562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567172088744783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558456223232114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bisous1234,2020/03/16,"Hard to breathe for a long time. Similar experiences ? A few weeks ago, I had my first experience with having a hard time to breath and feeling like I’m going to faint. I was at a party and it happened suddenly. A few days later, I was at home watching Netflix when it happened to me again. With the current context I thought I had corona virus, so I really panicked. I called the emergency but they told me I was most certainly having a panic attack. Since then, it happened regularly that before falling sound asleep I would wake up to take a sudden DEEP breath, because I felt I was about to forget to breathe. 

Fast forward to now. I’m in France where the corona virus is spreading, along with panic. I travelled to leave Paris and stay in the countryside with my family. It’s been a few days and I’m once again having a really hard time to breathe. I think it’s anxiety but I just wanted to check with anyone if they have breathing difficulties for a few hours due to anxiety? I know deep down it’s not corona virus because when I’m thinking about something else, I dont even think about my breathe. I also don’t have any other symptoms. But still the breathing struggles impact me most of the time. I read a lot and when I do, I always feel like I can’t get enough air in my chest. And that lasts throughout the day, except for the few moments where I’m talking to someone else or whatever. Maybe it’s a panic/anxiety attack. I just feel like « attack » means sudden and short, where my experience lasts most of the day. 

Does anyone have a similar experience ? How do you cope ?",3.4778933002481414,5.369857022580646,4.514193548387098,83.93436724565758,73.93548387096773,7.220843672456575,26.761786600496286,8.012643519586192,1.7080223325062032,1247,46,239,19,26,406,149,310,0.156,0.795,0.05,-0.9834,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,1,19,10,3,3,22,0,20,13,11,1,1,41,43,19,0,3,9,0,7,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,10,13,0,0,10,3,2,4,4,6,0,1,10,9,33,4,35,32,10,50,0,0,1,0,6,15,0,6,35,161,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935291462856159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158806151777572,0.07448671863716284,0.0,0.0,0.06087577677270335,0.0,0.2054446512104292,0.0,0.0,0.1251870944929151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055212888277544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091395212214166,0.0,0.07617380913166569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140858804523228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230928589243218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783384061029455,0.0,0.10491523426735236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956275212317546,0.0,0.0,0.09249673335138174,0.0,0.059126248382053215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35026581204593304,0.08439025098661959,0.0,0.13579001339435978,0.19185650327954928,0.08595197776397755,0.0,0.0,0.07614454928912066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676981912246029,0.0,0.0508755326858831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374832373780495,0.0,0.2405734804197861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897945418006268,0.0,0.0881578743637822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919712916725538,0.14593935533699398,0.0,0.09478736387767282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120292586855606,0.0,0.0,0.07922122085800938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610558632649499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993355305259773,0.09751209326294802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533447990277708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150926733582693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895429118605397,0.0,0.11469592608382052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405078280846643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584889285409685,0.06891585861103218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541500932320976,0.07148973894047254,0.0,0.0,0.09358436806809273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093044191712023,0.0673069117600386,0.07195172956841021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720798797484371,0.0,0.07106783801068897,0.20879626472906812,0.0,0.0,0.08553894150754265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052800440843035465,0.0,0.07180649089311737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359150670924058,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marti1998,2020/03/16,My head is FULL of anxiety thoughts and it’s exhausting. Does anyone get this? Over the past 3 days my thoughts have been fixated and nothing is relaxing them. It’s just one after another over and over again. I’m getting tired of my own thoughts. I’m tired and can’t concentrate. Do other people have this when they get anxious??,1.9251562500000008,4.663298703125005,2.8331250000000026,88.99937500000001,85.40625,6.95,26.75,8.07648339933343,2.10275625,263,12,51,6,8,83,45,64,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.9212,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,0,8,15,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,5,1,6,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422426940975107,0.16358291779903958,0.2415722827437643,0.0,0.14951815538112845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379056556439464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712813846275567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351593282530438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945603661742374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518010860983335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489988923954886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412936412913768,0.14824601824684885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092824666627804,0.0,0.4915429351549173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emma567898,2020/03/16,"Crying around old people Anyone else start to get anxious/sad when they see an old person? For example, I sent an email to my 99 year old neighbor making sure he was okay. He responded and asked me to come visit, but I obviously can’t because of coronavirus. I haven’t been able to stop crying all day because I’m worried for him and I’ve known him all my life (I’m 23) so it kills me inside to see him get so much older and less functional. It’s like
I feel bad for him. The same goes for my grandparents— I feel like whenever I see them they are older and less able to do things so I cant’ stop worrying about that and feeling sad for them. 

Can anyone relate and what are some tips to help with this?",1.4424489795918376,3.380802326530617,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,80.15646258503402,6.37687074829932,20.02380952380953,7.447530270364453,0.4772666666666665,550,14,121,8,14,182,90,147,0.19899999999999998,0.715,0.086,-0.9699,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,6,7,1,0,3,1,9,1,0,1,4,23,24,11,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,6,9,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,6,20,4,16,21,7,15,0,1,3,0,18,1,0,1,13,72,26,0,0.2750729515766085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537706943939544,0.0,0.1923374035070552,0.14092237275386807,0.0,0.12243662287776905,0.12857803880257473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483721238080248,0.16768191814627054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847549557978325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021547208761772,0.08869964877470167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489407722602313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862772400183405,0.09825608578425186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143714263981384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218780057641726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216373273556014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714608028609424,0.13438674966885875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918066655769304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110513485413332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329641856429949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953504748542974,0.12009154562917165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32879629288718965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734902545931773,0.0,0.0,0.22997330446947545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962650075314436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137312314599788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793499346848632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856898109718034
anxiety,zwz--,2020/03/16,"I fucked up I fucked up

So I had a tendency of blurting random things out,
I’ve matured and changed. These things, they can be pretty messed up and dark (I used to talk about a lot of dark things with my friends last year) Anyway I was used to hearing the n word. 

First day of sleep away camp as a CIT. Someone mentions a meme linked to the n word, and stupid me yells ni**a lamp. My face goes red, I knew I fucked up. Instead of being mad, everyone laughs. I apologized profusely, the black kids werent even that mad. But the word got around and kids kept their distance from me. Hence I was known as the n word kid and these three (white kids) were so deeply offended and told everyone that I was in the kkk and hated black people. Since then its been a year I’ve hated myself after thinking about it. That was my fifth year going, and I’m scared what it’s gonna be like when I go back. 

I didn’t make excuses I just admitted it and apologized, I hated my name being linked with a racial slurr and I am ashamed of myself. Haven’t said it again since. But while I’ve been home bc of Corona virus, being alone with my thoughts have been fucking with my head for weeks now and disgusted with myself. My anxiety is tearing me apart right now.",2.4083441558441545,4.225606551587301,2.9248917748917767,94.49435064935066,76.73809523809524,6.327849927849928,21.37518037518037,7.1686216300943375,0.3816682539682543,969,25,215,11,22,300,143,252,0.2,0.733,0.067,-0.9896,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,1,14,18,12,2,12,0,20,7,3,3,0,39,43,20,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,4,14,18,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,15,0,2,16,7,30,3,29,21,1,27,0,0,4,4,17,10,4,2,16,134,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029059475352384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962364592306444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119884425559658,0.0,0.0,0.11819299982506537,0.0967322373778152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307944787107767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113042722075625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830895439480524,0.0,0.0,0.2404140913435049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700519731408213,0.0,0.0,0.09719256954836396,0.4651993419698541,0.0,0.0,0.14298978625091874,0.0,0.1006135466745016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726036060713999,0.1291068297656658,0.0,0.14178545345046034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261873995290232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254358098850944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061459400144507535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695044304023553,0.0,0.0,0.08397230544720961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721370228060571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798356467399016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743229334772356,0.11966436364905304,0.0,0.1259474889011298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812569513270007,0.0,0.12589059428533034,0.0,0.1065897141907035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111306838685637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507272786217809,0.08060739588134863,0.0,0.09987094414524993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020704567175244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173011744791575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090896588375617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303273037212186
anxiety,nottoberevealed1,2020/03/16,"Just looking for some support😞😞. t/w talking about betrayal in relationships I’m honestly looking anywhere for help right now. I recently found out about betrayal in my relationship, and now I can’t stop checking the other persons socials and generally feeling very anxious. My partner and I have decided to work on things as it was an unusual circumstance and I just don’t want to end things (my childhood sweetheart). 

I’ve been off work for nearing 2 months now and just genuinely feel debilitated by the anxiety I am feeling. 

Recently I’ve been suffering with nocturnal panic attacks as well that are really disturbing my sleep and making my anxiety AND insomnia worse 😔 

How do you deal with anxieties caused by trust issues, betrayal and overall hurt? I don’t know how I’m meant to work on repairing the bond when my anxiety is so high (granted caused by him) that it could just ruin things? 

May be helpful to add i am diagnosed with borderline personality disorder but am not receiving appropriate treatment (yes I have sought it, but the last time I went the GP shouted at me😢) and I believe that this put strain on our relationship. I’m only on mirtzapine but working to get this changed. 

Could I also add I’ve never experienced anxiety on this level before; other than checkin said persons social media, Ive been avoiding Instagram, deleted all my pictures, removed a bunch of followers, made the account private etc. Also been avoidant of the area I know they work in (hence I haven’t been at work as I work in same area) and just can’t concentrate. 

Sorry I know this seems a bit messy and not well written, this is just how my thoughts are panning out😞",5.283749999999999,7.1576119262820495,6.234487179487183,73.51884615384618,69.16025641025641,9.943589743589744,36.07692307692308,10.222266870305534,4.196773076923076,1339,72,228,37,24,443,175,312,0.145,0.8029999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9702,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,1,7,20,14,1,5,10,1,26,3,1,7,2,58,49,24,0,3,11,0,3,0,2,1,2,2,0,4,16,17,0,3,11,0,2,5,8,9,2,0,13,8,28,5,36,32,6,37,0,3,2,0,20,19,0,3,13,155,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188929626046656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339330287325988,0.10022170189449647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092511643531678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548918033272486,0.09995043165667107,0.0,0.0,0.09685284012431153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226767327306886,0.0938477737944396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166200901330464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914603602562747,0.0,0.09004296237426769,0.0,0.0,0.1016740650833355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857437682173822,0.0,0.0989396921119561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345695708979415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727045140531412,0.0,0.0,0.04634946512602112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892640659286888,0.09373133643273727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497029817100366,0.0,0.0,0.0925944905629465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626487756992473,0.07231384670309349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899503183293042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394344348954151,0.059217362655740485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081076262267366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842179687004657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747108436658213,0.0,0.10408690297364867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238523797986865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891821916153809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056832535659366974,0.0,0.17518897799049624,0.2857372872695861,0.0,0.07576137206462093,0.08438744156702031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076200117748111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877818629652527,0.18086574258111845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930819199320556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741689750211887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067172982089057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130504763458449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681315413171458,0.0,0.0,0.07042910024589531,0.05172991563835204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319843826174742,0.05232588531259808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595292924771171,0.08223887619460883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452094541497682,0.0,0.09040726532300428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,punk-warning,2020/03/16,"Should I worry as much as I am now about the stock market even if I have absolutely no money invested in it? First post ever!

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I can't get over the fact that the stock market isn't doing too good. I am worried by it everyday since last week and I have nothing invested in it whatsoever. The guys at my work said it shouldn't be a worry of mine since I don't own stock nor can I control the decline/rise. But all I can think about is ""am I gonna lose my job; will I get laid off; will I live in my car; are we heading to a Great Depression 2.0"".",3.979678571428572,3.493738658333335,5.550714285714289,85.80000000000003,70.75,8.857142857142858,27.142857142857146,8.418075326091056,1.5035357142857144,429,12,101,6,7,147,78,120,0.16899999999999998,0.795,0.035,-0.9259,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,7,0,18,1,1,1,3,11,23,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,6,2,0,1,1,1,17,2,13,16,3,14,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,73,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865993204819336,0.20926505411073848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931583622367102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483320565545965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374908984040613,0.15578203366281876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464894765854015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995474100788994,0.0,0.0,0.14444920833012628,0.0,0.1898721632787762,0.0,0.1705239830407536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674647952341985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090088069447365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038155045972334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207261853146814,0.0,0.0,0.19266911846601945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660085264466267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524886908552566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493828990847192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381979975628713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849228346775803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035104394893756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381437721356383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253775542964628,0.5246905604995891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926505411073848,0.0
anxiety,Tionio16,2020/03/16,"News articles online trigger my anxiety. Yet that is where I go to try and quell my anxiety. Not really looking for advice, more of just venting.  I’ve had anxiety for over 20 years and it comes and goes.  It has been worse the past week than it has been in probably 15 years.  I am addicted to looking at the news and reddit comments on the current pandemic.  Several doomsday scenario posts sent me into an anxiety tailspin.  Now I am obsessively checking the news to try and alleviate my panic even though I know nothing I read I will make me feel better for more that 5 minutes and the likelihood is way higher that I will find some more worst case scenarios to send me tailspinning even farther.  It drives me crazy to know what I should be doing and yet being unable to control myself.  It’s like I’m a glutton for punishment.",6.041320754716983,6.7083092641509445,6.8638301886792465,74.17197169811323,66.42138364779875,10.385157232704405,34.76792452830189,10.355215969177356,3.77159320754717,659,30,117,16,10,219,103,159,0.17,0.797,0.032,-0.9638,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,2,7,0,15,2,0,3,0,23,25,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,9,1,1,4,1,1,5,1,4,0,0,4,3,16,2,17,16,5,22,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,1,9,85,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942182332983994,0.0,0.16083044930443793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036279602879228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455619600212444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177530906705224,0.0,0.0,0.18459594864800985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741353471619795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832190654153661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042760740759495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353738563230657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809031021387953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040786356529157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764197110371895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986169184512667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792364047108276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310490617562276,0.0,0.0,0.15711490031239658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762682879203005,0.0,0.17745034797490158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462942863029711,0.0,0.10543729472864807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859340780462801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170381841023554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348467283453752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063982458571427,0.13202007084706052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677260634050489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197454557766576
anxiety,PiNKI_529,2020/03/16,"This year cannot get worse for me This year is full of anxiety for me because of some personal problems and the coronavirus outbreak and now I'm afraid something even fucking worse happened.

Long story short, there was probably a misunderstanding (or my anxiety made it up, but something was wrong) between me and a teacher, nobody talked to me about it, and since I had no idea what I did wrong I felt lots of anxiety and pressure. Adding this all up to much bigger problems in my life, it was too much for me. For the first time in my life I self harmed. I opened up to my friends and basically told them about all of this.

So yea, apparently one of them told his sister about it. And she might have told it to somebody else at the school. And it might have spread. And the problem is, the teacher might get in trouble for that. Yes, I'm angry, but I don't want that to happen. And it wasn't even the main reason I self harmed. I'm so fucking anxious about it right now.

The schools got shut down for the next 5 weeks. So I have basically nobody to talk about it. I hope so bad it's just my anxiety making this up.",2.4698,4.383037435555553,3.3770555555555566,90.88825000000004,76.86666666666667,6.455555555555558,24.583333333333336,7.365786028017652,0.9490666666666672,873,30,188,11,20,278,114,225,0.21600000000000005,0.7240000000000001,0.06,-0.9895,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,1,16,15,2,2,10,2,16,4,0,3,2,32,34,17,0,5,4,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,18,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,13,0,2,12,1,23,2,32,19,8,24,0,0,0,2,14,15,2,7,9,134,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31930410677959364,0.1178836748390882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712632213086037,0.06360964583277723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716946515671327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784189913654107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001905598083288,0.0,0.0,0.08875845813087482,0.0,0.0,0.0806190991786089,0.19293631222204147,0.10903517247458697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345672447755323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454939697713316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364122855310218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779632693320455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740832713162602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923448031441308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871304066476395,0.0,0.09873671480465933,0.06965318081992193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33209059808446195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534157502739574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097541013020606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070898711278494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111275406950986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250492293053248,0.2995411768629341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728724719795632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911272489895111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121173798531234,0.0,0.0,0.21771569466494173,0.0,0.0,0.08631784371731585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066456255075767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677421335069673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084622830476823,0.0,0.0,0.2991273031059103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154722513444424,0.0,0.0837017682153701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267929933274166,0.0,0.2281765782082155,0.0,0.13439353704069934
anxiety,singwings,2020/03/16,"3 Medicines Affecting My Metabolism and My Workouts. Feel free to cross post. :-)

So I am prescribed 3 medications that I just realized all of them cause weight gain: 2 of them are sedative for anxiety (a SSRi beta-blocker and a booster). The third is contraceptive. 

I was working out while just on the contraceptive, however with the sedating medicines I have right now, it is uber difficult to exert myself beyond 5 minutes before wanting to lay down and sleep. 

Does anyone have even a drop of advice on this?


[ I already drink coffee. :-) I also have a protein/nutrition drink when I start my workouts. ]",5.285277777777779,7.5940451203703745,6.025185185185188,73.23833333333333,70.01851851851852,8.874074074074073,34.22222222222222,9.444778638647367,3.6833444444444448,475,24,76,11,9,155,78,108,0.063,0.8290000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.6915,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,8,2,0,0,7,0,8,5,1,2,1,13,11,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,13,2,13,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233682145256022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638938931209737,0.19123796606554594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293933561707232,0.0,0.0,0.1672103198557473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348817969023655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565982096531785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092706120310872,0.0,0.0,0.4685269134106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794789301373238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091497484815746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090561284657516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902737423994046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204221898082808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393099441013436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692625707521388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104934119048645,0.0,0.0,0.2912047368628121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740947603196262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoSuccAnOnion,2020/03/16,"Shakiness My whole life basically I've had some shakiness problems. It gets really bad especially when I'm handling delicate objects or doing delicate tasks. It also gets bad when I'm participating in some activity that my friends or family get me to do, but I get really nervous doing so. Then when it happens, people will notice and ask, ""why are you shaking so much?"" And I'll answer something along the lines of ""I dont know"" or ""its nothing"". Just wondering if anyone else has similar experiences.",5.670885093167706,7.576470902173913,7.620496894409943,63.83630434782612,68.23913043478261,11.344099378881989,34.88198757763975,11.20814326018867,4.847377018633541,401,20,63,14,7,141,68,92,0.153,0.802,0.045,-0.8494,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,4,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,17,18,14,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,16,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,9,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704671674957935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731494995607554,0.2012166974238997,0.0,0.0,0.18359077996993187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32794174785845404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301583913486667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405206867588948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209940388517235,0.18513159264454604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172434488682793,0.0,0.4104062258666001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366006716088578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792648167046616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871050466192458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443634600410765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843394819795548,0.2235823542529773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614664068630433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791117443717367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251614839599251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511845564382745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772043251650188,0.2192536326165761,0.0,0.0,0.2129680406324043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stary89,2020/03/16,"Weird Body Sensations when reading  I have noticed for a while that I get these weird sensations when I read something whatever it's a Book, LSA, Bible, Instagram etc. It's like a tingling, stabbing, Warm, Pricking feeling goes to certain part of my skin. It's irritates my skin. This also happens when listen to certain music. I don't know what this is but it's scary. My sister told me it might be some kind of anxiety that I don't know about. Has anyone ever experience this?",3.0842632850241536,5.52721783695652,4.172753623188406,83.35292270531401,77.15217391304347,7.132367149758455,28.700483091787444,8.167268648758528,2.250568599033816,379,17,69,7,9,123,63,92,0.146,0.767,0.086,-0.7383,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,3,0,7,5,4,0,3,9,14,6,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,9,5,6,11,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,6,47,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838980932320887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759179711501116,0.0,0.0,0.1607926481484345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554325584701479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25646502173015745,0.0,0.2080110401966656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494398365446056,0.0,0.0,0.11627415714179275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014406278195533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033519444559091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394668645957115,0.25275885544420146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234632973780333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439501111433008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618097944258617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490231389290635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600423703193426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703363833750602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973563617758107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BarackOchungus,2020/03/16,"Trapped in the house for weeks! Thanks to this coronavirus, I'm trapped in the house for weeks, possibly months! Which is horrible, considering that my anxiety relies on going out to do things to distract myself. I'm having a panic attack and my claustrophobia is really hitting me right now. Oh God, what's gonna happen next?! Am I the only one going through this stress?",4.593478260869564,6.935312913043482,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,72.04347826086956,8.657971014492754,27.44202898550725,9.2995712137729,2.6615681159420292,297,11,51,7,6,96,53,69,0.302,0.638,0.06,-0.9642,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,13,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,10,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675004669127494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24797768584894825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477600872302633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275430481090386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030270693195384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398532365948516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318185632804131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477052960134765,0.16577957949315164,0.0,0.25574634182495004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573371972845906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964017255080433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614920036645768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496892791174741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068181530495446,0.0,0.0,0.1448127031799094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34969230803384665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,becuz_its_slav,2020/03/16,"I just can't take it anymore Hi I am Eric a Belgian 15 years old pyromaniac with anxiety.Sometimes I feel like I want to end it all,I went to multiple psychologists but they can't help me.I want to burn myself and others and my parents don't care.Help me.",-0.1172467532467536,2.1355376909090964,3.136103896103897,86.57272727272729,90.27272727272728,6.051948051948052,22.402597402597397,7.447530270364453,1.1165324675324668,203,8,44,4,7,73,40,55,0.062,0.843,0.094,-0.1373,1,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,4,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844864869908238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29247129324443155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540714298797484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504424418964515,0.20493172373607155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845503253822956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401445418729534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301009673418195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185223453677455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837103277961623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568184362619927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383930751689395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26592064374715124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472742752695545
anxiety,loeytunes,2020/03/16,"How do I get over extremely embarrassing moments? I once somehow started an ig live without realizing, got up and my family were making vulgar jokes and talking in a not-so-respectable manner, all that for the few people that were watching that ig live to hear (idk if there was any video tho) and I never realized until I got back after a while and took my phone, they had already stopped talking. I deleted instagram for months and still get really nervous from instagram even now.

Just now, I was wiping my phone with wipes bc of the whole coronavirus going on, and went to throw the tissue away when I heard a sound coming from my phone. I had somehow (I literally do not know how these things happen to me, or WHY) called one of the girls I know from college, and my mother was snoring REALLY LOUD beside it. I hung up in a hurry as I didn’t know what else to do. The girl asked about it on the whatsapp group of all of our college common friends and I lied and said that was my brother and apologized.

I just recently managed to get over the live incident (it was a year ago). I literally wanna cry blood from embarrassment. I want to dig a grave and lay in it.",5.609139114160946,5.9354468602620125,6.299329382407986,79.03337336244545,67.29694323144105,9.337616968184653,30.76762320648784,9.23628265651192,2.539171927635683,917,33,178,16,14,301,136,229,0.083,0.877,0.039,-0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,0,15,6,0,3,14,0,13,1,1,3,3,35,33,20,1,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,11,13,0,1,5,2,0,5,4,4,0,1,16,6,25,2,33,17,4,32,0,1,1,0,19,10,0,4,17,131,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136595666658066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353690587173098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077770540628653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854235256608713,0.0,0.13923411336355346,0.11395283413490795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132369960587766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765690029118368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278528689261956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379793550315213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788142274510277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970508967543244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449511617964785,0.0,0.2322773672865267,0.0,0.08422265336423311,0.0,0.23705021421439296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104837974539998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702657457076944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443323462745123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925767920424947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892133640182146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828786281801755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142971466788694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782287537087575,0.10042079081642287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027397775516807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987506793275832,0.0,0.14632471836373842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409674143016068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048932083017564,0.0,0.11834874612632125,0.1238976847263911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382271106943621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984541960652758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465013633132602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740927105487822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737828185034898,0.13372296853506685,0.16545446386978654,0.0,0.14285472507882332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543274356848372
anxiety,crazzzzzzzy_person,2020/03/16,"When is it going to get better?.. It just feels like the world is ending..  Everyones panicking over the virus. . everyone is buying everything at stores, schools, businesses and music festivals are closing....  It just feels like eveything bad that's going to happen will happen...",4.827028985507244,8.333189239130434,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,80.52173913043478,8.284057971014493,27.231884057971016,8.841846274778883,3.335779710144928,219,9,30,6,6,68,35,46,0.11900000000000001,0.742,0.139,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,12,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580375282578825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799497073753768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218311566579323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710518401805168,0.22152382729781786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492593219736844,0.3521762810702304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877765947455752,0.0,0.28016495024942617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359297804696064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408391569119489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24945485620836175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConflictedMindx,2020/03/16,My mom is sick but won’t go to the doctor She’s always had an issue with going and only goes if is something serious and she is sick rn but thinks it’s just a cold so she’s not going to get checked out but it’s been awhile and with the virus going on and my anxiety I’m like stressed and can’t breathe. Just kinda a vent open to ideas on what I should do or tell her?,-0.5586904761904741,1.258617654761906,1.6761904761904771,99.66880952380954,86.73809523809523,4.685714285714286,16.476190476190478,5.82211442006289,-0.7691095238095231,289,6,73,2,9,97,57,84,0.156,0.805,0.038,-0.8381,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,9,4,1,0,0,21,16,11,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,2,1,7,1,8,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,1,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120478035227723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495237017524095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608401642673574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314370128699773,0.0,0.5793271690027252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28768403094066874,0.0,0.2659873886098718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450225022311501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984662440328633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381776851122015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961887530250846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919190593176961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274192689956931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329157375855433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NearlyXany_,2020/03/16,"Does overthinking cause trouble in speaking a foreign language? English is my second language, and despite being able to write, listen and read with no problems, I always think about what I'm going to say and how I'm gonna say it, yet when I talk I stutter or stop in my own tracks, and embarass myself. Is it possible that I'm overthinking and therefore not being able to speak a second language well? I'm also sleep deprived which doesn't help.",8.926744186046513,7.299632488372098,8.436860465116277,72.86831395348841,61.32558139534883,9.995348837209304,40.1046511627907,8.07648339933343,3.4884046511627917,358,16,61,3,4,114,58,86,0.20199999999999999,0.774,0.024,-0.9249,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,3,0,15,13,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,4,1,2,0,5,6,1,7,10,1,6,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,41,11,1,0.4821396167925233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927834386783676,0.20058939228539774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476450989578815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109618138683396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700552756751005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158401103454426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27176998756248305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306712494464544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24113504531006855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834167749406433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24124390612883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154515421074212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937627804268708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544677992480928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675070906835256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pablo012310,2020/03/16,"Obeying Anxiety Disorders makes you feel more Capable and better, why? Performing rituals and being devoted to a certain Religion can make you feel with courage, faith, and belief in what you are doing, that happens to me but in a particularly unique way. 

I feel this way but when I obey my anxiety, I get the instinct to do things even if they are irrational but when I do it I feel better and capable, for example, when I was a child I remember to have my own ritual preparing my mindset to win a soccer match tournament in real life, by first playing soccer In my cellphone and try to win the digital game, If I win the digital game, I will win the real match, I know it sounds irrational and crazy, but the stunning thing of this is that's the way I believe it and when you believe it you can achieve it, and I finishing wining the real game though.

Examples of the most common rituals to win the game are this athlete praying: [https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-9yHU7vTM\_qc/Tm9yDdO9i0I/AAAAAAAAD6k/0pFDj\_0C0vw/s1600/Praying\_Gatlin.jpg](https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-9yHU7vTM_qc/Tm9yDdO9i0I/AAAAAAAAD6k/0pFDj_0C0vw/s1600/Praying_Gatlin.jpg)

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Now that I'm older and capable to think clearly, and honestly, I do not like the processes of making these rituals, I feel is a waste of time and energy, I'm trying to find other ways to believe it in a better and productive way, it makes sense for you reader?

I wanna see your thoughts! Great day!",9.021493333333332,10.035739496,7.902000000000001,68.09433333333337,60.04,11.946666666666667,37.066666666666656,11.602472056035307,4.744266666666666,1174,51,181,33,15,360,128,250,0.067,0.66,0.27399999999999997,0.9962,0,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,7,1,11,7,16,0,0,16,0,15,2,0,6,2,44,32,23,0,3,7,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,18,13,1,0,11,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,28,16,24,28,3,21,7,0,1,0,14,5,0,3,12,131,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995574165128198,0.13452645327280116,0.0,0.0,0.16938781617843734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742014633699122,0.0,0.29374567503228666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139968574494035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268848411835497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312382702532566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279895019074409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011882020893067,0.0941710492971022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784213030763905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205969510614635,0.0,0.0,0.09790171396881607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608440829887144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781987268224468,0.0540879914812986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29560284226754363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780413889279812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541441967160513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882226416547073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710345234238895,0.07093938651384121,0.1087733756980658,0.08789247476311844,0.06455670012633857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033152908807096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393877293837557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989980678903164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452645327280116,0.0
anxiety,GhostAccountt,2020/03/16,Had my first panic attack in over 3 years. I started having anxiety and panic when I was 12 years old. At one point multiple anxiety attacks in a day. After years of medication and therapy I was able to reduce them. When I turned 22 they decreased significantly and I haven’t had one since. Although I still have the occasional anxiety. Today I woke up sick. I’m a healthcare worker and this corona thing is making everything chaotic at the hospital I work at. My school is moving online as well and I’m having trouble with just doing online school. Now there’s chances I won’t graduate on time because of this delay in my education. I can’t even get basic supplies from my local store because of the chaos. Everything is kinda breaking down and I just broke today. I hated that I could still go back to the person I was before. I lost all control over my mind and I tried so hard to take it back and I couldn’t. I still had some panic attack meds from when I was younger and popped some of those. About 30 min later it began to subside but I still felt terrible mentally. I still have to deal with this cold that I have now. Although it doesn’t have corona symptoms I’ll most likely get banned from work which is gonna cause financial issues. I just had to tell someone about this. I’m too afraid to tell those close to me because they dealt with my anxiety issues for too long and were so happy when I started doing better. I don’t wanna burden them. Thanks for reading.,2.735913107511045,5.0333593402061885,4.074898134511535,84.35841494845361,77.59106529209622,6.493912616593027,23.4512763868434,7.5804360353943165,1.225847226313206,1172,38,219,17,28,385,156,291,0.168,0.772,0.06,-0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,7,25,18,4,4,6,0,28,3,0,3,1,33,46,20,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,13,14,0,3,1,1,1,2,6,13,1,3,13,3,36,5,36,29,4,47,0,2,0,0,8,14,0,4,31,162,49,7,0.0925716899112079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832683576088656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159409840711948,0.0,0.14236383086462998,0.0,0.16929252885153284,0.0,0.07877168988730568,0.0,0.0,0.08187213696787685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950966255843878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038270217659839,0.07391096176713476,0.0,0.0,0.059701081727898835,0.09543734748919183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061142728121952074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639493167034058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888333949431028,0.0,0.0,0.07874143214820373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672977444601266,0.0,0.05261062469197061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854428527406016,0.08292605122749233,0.09139537861115976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932415867744049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522585171394443,0.0,0.0,0.08192303251022165,0.0,0.0,0.10105293489282748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179232184668405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282627869771142,0.09325623854982197,0.09329049033666267,0.0,0.09347101758791854,0.0,0.0,0.0983890562212075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713841632744594,0.0,0.1254579457159998,0.0,0.0,0.3258387972779188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808300289739336,0.0,0.0,0.08751016878056292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259674112519392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873749847135919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657625850399942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784356924552782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104543716605216,0.0,0.3696393557140867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621743088475407,0.06960239012427175,0.0,0.16182347448958634,0.08522757467145978,0.10586379511623957,0.0,0.06150051739808516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053979296829035586,0.0,0.1754942758244668,0.0,0.0,0.06285010088439306,0.1006914159934604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323306664320196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478658555773002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883939966223195
anxiety,throwaway10021990,2020/03/16,I’m starting an online course today It’s for graphic design and for some reason I’m so nervous. I’ve dealt with anxiety for all my life and school stuff has always scared me. Wish me luck!,3.306153846153848,4.688828333333333,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,73.35897435897436,6.225641025641028,23.256410256410252,6.42735559955562,0.6096256410256409,151,4,30,1,3,49,32,39,0.17600000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.132,-0.2343,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,8,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790308134360684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565351657860729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368614673976758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447866928395933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357351278703583,0.33938328427092745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735628809851544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838855425690334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178643285340062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856259291007611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,96puppylover,2020/03/16,"Does anyone else get anxiety when... Does anyone else get anxiety when you’re listening to someone talk on the phone? I noticed in my childhood and teen years when I was in the house and my parents were chatting on the phone I would get massive anxiety. Hearing one side of it, the pauses in between and anticipation of them about to speak, the faint sound of the person talking on the other end. When I bf does it I have to step outside or walk the dog.",3.0783426966292136,5.191200696629217,4.128525280898876,85.27795646067419,75.74157303370788,6.6971910112359545,27.97893258426966,7.645422480735847,1.7229651685393264,358,15,69,5,8,116,54,89,0.06,0.924,0.016,-0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,9,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,8,0,14,6,0,16,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,7,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883649820442535,0.0,0.0,0.2366490605545888,0.3467775535620471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44426409011326096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28272790360120864,0.0,0.1498811904078434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652358168979949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072641672963198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526041383539225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266130201946485,0.0,0.0,0.11466976226263415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879019152913471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775883907910572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338194612419514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720297851246281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021103599336508,0.0,0.0,0.10897394780602837
anxiety,thrxwawxy789,2020/03/16,"Unsure if this is anxiety or something else I’ve always been anxious but lately it’s gotten worse, I keep having moments where I become hyper aware of my heart beat, and because I’ve had a panic attack before I get scared that I’m having another one, and then because of that I get more panicked and it’s like I can’t think straight. I then get these bizarre feelings like I’m not a real person or I feel disconnected or nothing is real and it’s really frightening and the longer it goes on the more I panic and get scared. I also get these feelings every time I think about death and usually at night or evening time.
Any advice how I can stop this from happening?",3.3954613297150584,5.15815497761194,4.6594165535956575,83.35403663500679,73.85074626865672,6.962279511533242,25.614654002713703,7.686295010490155,1.4745611940298509,533,18,100,7,11,176,82,134,0.321,0.622,0.057,-0.9916,0,0,1,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,4,4,0,8,1,1,1,0,24,23,17,1,1,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,3,12,2,6,20,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,11,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578041787969078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111833520012074,0.11561760430440145,0.0,0.0,0.0944908246651899,0.1457012825858151,0.10629643702348272,0.15697404890917202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580757846255579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940536795581146,0.1534594554804169,0.11823629076002723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607496886718288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177522267747416,0.0,0.11707144203744935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077201848015856,0.0992659706555794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36297843022388016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287310395943354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465652333979106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350522261620045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674175154304862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576798874747892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303952448835257,0.0,0.13332635697395875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415617570890247,0.0,0.0,0.3260559796797263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132585731721855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163112404583793,0.08901498441542259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782265563232961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697056625626496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616849537014864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178067211708062,0.0,0.0,0.16204582748016425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530338912497242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160201054555302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UpbeatEggplant122,2020/03/16,"Not sure what this is but it's really scary when it happens. Ok, so my school's cafeteria is getting re-done, this may seem insignificant but will be quite relevant throughout. I'm in the UK, Year 10 student (a freshman for USA and other countries that use that type of system). We have whole school assemblies, usually held in the school hall and due to the building works in the school cafeteria the school hall is too noisy for an assembly to be held in. So they choose the sports hall with everyone sitting on the floor. In the school hall there are chairs to sit on, and whatever was happening to me was much more mild, and sometimes didn't happen at all. In the sports hall we are cramped together, and I get  a racing heart, and my stomach really hurts, so much that I have to sit in the brace position until my breathing becomes normal again. I get this every single time, and one, it's really annoying and two, it's quite scary. I'm not sure if it's classed as a panic attack, but it does feel like a heart attack. Also because we are cramped together, I feel like everything is closing in and that I'm going to suffocate. It usually lasts for about 10 minutes and then I get an odd feeling in my head and legs, my legs feel like jelly and I feel lightheaded, and lastly I feel like I need to pee so badly that I'm going to wet myself. What is this? And why on earth does it happen so often and just when we have assembly? Should I tell someone? Would you class it as a panic attack?",4.2276911976912,5.309810451178453,5.0630880230880235,83.9527272727273,70.75084175084173,8.62010582010582,27.274170274170274,8.976282227363876,2.0277665223665218,1172,39,236,22,21,381,148,297,0.177,0.77,0.054000000000000006,-0.9924,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,1,1,3,14,15,4,2,17,1,20,12,8,1,3,48,45,31,0,5,7,0,7,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,21,21,2,2,8,2,0,2,3,8,0,2,5,7,22,7,30,34,6,38,0,1,0,0,10,20,0,4,16,153,43,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713847367753692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28653147707870313,0.0,0.0,0.07009859506158457,0.05117795284122626,0.09272127407043734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469384951784687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073538237831738,0.0802222305095175,0.0754529927322896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546998492950077,0.2399087691849267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545128075729607,0.0,0.09542668259605527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969631480169521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861616538359709,0.0,0.0,0.19897324124185206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987514959827594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368684297224132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406393278586195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343260098103168,0.06225128174834471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225769547977109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056889818525672285,0.0,0.0,0.1970052986278635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859213018861336,0.0,0.0,0.16135042458973187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509799302823149,0.0,0.07642912655294176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711344711448938,0.0,0.08303325896273721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158252458365384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338003220414807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895460998060325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201145781055166,0.0,0.0,0.07250983006710858,0.18492829038406064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575597992034541,0.09373232721321297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611199581526095,0.0,0.0,0.05963894829381761,0.0,0.0,0.054064018206578114
anxiety,coach_jess,2020/03/16,Free Resources How can I post about FREE resources without post getting deleted?,6.094615384615384,9.95115423076923,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,83.61538461538461,2.6,44.96153846153846,3.1291,3.1879538461538464,67,5,8,0,2,18,10,13,0.0,0.5770000000000001,0.423,0.8091,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23672123181311155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8678714423771633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43676334314484894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soapyrubberduck,2020/03/16,"Is anyone else feeling just doubly anxious and how are you handling it? Covid-19 has me feeling anxious (I mean I know aren’t we all) but the anxious feelings are also triggering my own personal anxieties I thought I was starting to have a handle on and I don’t know which anxiety to start working on first, just feeling like going to huge hiding mode / crying all day / feeling like an elephant is sitting on my chest from all the anxiety.

Anyone else feeling like this? Any words of wisdom or advice?",4.487553191489361,6.7017721702127675,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,71.97872340425532,6.827659574468084,34.09042553191489,7.645422480735847,2.755238297872341,400,21,65,5,8,128,64,94,0.163,0.61,0.226,0.7987,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,9,1,1,2,3,23,22,6,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,10,4,8,20,4,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,7,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461867429302138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016760154282336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368235676335183,0.0,0.31616087925547337,0.4668929148815363,0.0,0.19265170270010348,0.2823053089471023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132423645704146,0.08884459316682314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301636520422156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179372865239521,0.29524993914596337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717962727149367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829287865024175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514199325484796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019095272575664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500623596789476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028778762472182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501620765349825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936702425623612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029181223885322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foreversadie,2020/03/16,"How to reduce anxiety around texting? I (22F) have developed a severe anxiety around texting people — friends, my boyfriend, family. I get worried I’m annoying them and that I don’t have anything interesting to say.

I have GAD, but I wasn’t experiencing this issue until a few months ago. I actually don’t like texting but feel a constant need to be in contact with people to be reminded they like me. It leads to me checking my phone every 5 seconds and I hate it, because if I had my choice, I would be texting people once a day. 

How can I control this? It’s to the point where it’s affecting my daily life. I just want to get back to the point where I was focused on doing my own thing, not on the verge of tears every day worried about people hating me

Tips?",4.0092224880382785,5.190582960526316,5.558301435406702,79.82401913875599,71.36842105263158,8.158851674641149,30.265550239234447,8.575989854853784,2.3676368421052625,598,25,115,10,11,203,90,152,0.152,0.748,0.1,-0.7839,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,9,7,3,0,7,0,14,1,0,5,0,19,22,8,0,4,5,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,3,3,22,4,17,15,2,18,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,9,83,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.14387180768737462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306890665073803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255692796440053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213235042829164,0.26249045858245185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133656686774624,0.0,0.08987283084845593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593209990208986,0.16535688422830366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901621503087157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484346755803156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898523041515612,0.0,0.07454576043657217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390515650223153,0.0,0.15405367352778626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911160270795485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388010822640086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413517852922832,0.14405509854351292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767836023206545,0.0,0.0,0.1093185366758508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570096604867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088415587147584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787407093398434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172433899865356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665555503399537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794689053392182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695887677540677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29944754574622345,0.0,0.10473105730935783,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexbutwithak,2020/03/16,"Do ""too low"" anxiety/stress levels exist in people? If yes, is there a name for it? I don't know where else to ask this. I struggle with this problem, because I'm way too relaxed and carefree, even with important things I know I should be stressed about. Like, I can't study until the last few hours before an exam because I'm not stressed enough about it, even if I know it's important. I've failed multiple exams due to this, and been on the verge of failing multiple others. I know I could get high marks, maybe one of the best in the class only if I studied, but I can't study because I don't feel anxious enough about it.

I just want to know if there is a name for this, and if it is an actual condition that could be improved. I can't find anything on the Internet pertaining to this, and if I do it's filled with replies saying how ""lucky"" they are. It's not lucky. It fucking sucks because I can't perform to my full potential. I know it sounds weird, but I need some ways to raise my anxiety levels so that I can function normally.",4.154748490945675,4.697303713615028,4.968923541247488,86.53616197183098,70.54929577464789,8.33923541247485,29.298792756539235,8.418075326091056,1.9144623742454727,813,30,174,12,14,264,112,213,0.11800000000000001,0.78,0.10099999999999999,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,4,13,15,2,3,9,1,19,1,0,1,0,39,34,15,0,13,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,18,7,0,0,8,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,1,3,21,5,21,28,6,18,0,3,0,1,5,11,2,9,5,119,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.12674798780619814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936085729838308,0.1467318802959311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688341439951032,0.0,0.12142394927601476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31670417301605164,0.0,0.11052166509684463,0.0,0.13630518005305675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740351197491266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850136411419424,0.0,0.0,0.26840965687677193,0.0,0.17157423257694562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567322178469832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118711566568451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007560804473626,0.0678589970045722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372295119464669,0.0,0.0,0.12790951610733214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42828489441701945,0.10587274510012384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345473156662132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048587361921207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963072945026886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725868257151893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801271802089626,0.09878258787838093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004516891044917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428138775265647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328892090284626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463448375026861,0.13578289314695602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862891172815783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660891199142945,0.20619164925991867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beemunnie,2020/03/16,"Remote work After I had a horseback riding accident a couple years ago, my anxiety and panic attacks began. Eventually I stopped having them at home but have noticed they occur mainly at work. I was allowed to work from home last week because I had a contagious rash and I was completely fine. But last night when preparing for work, I started to feel the panic attack and anxiety coming on.

My question is have any of you used this to request remote work from your employer? If so, how did you propose it?

Thank you!",4.58930412371134,6.672603432989693,5.68307989690722,75.91369201030929,71.37113402061857,8.148969072164949,30.68170103092784,8.841846274778883,2.8963206185567016,411,18,67,8,8,136,68,97,0.247,0.6990000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9584,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,2,5,3,6,2,2,4,0,9,1,1,3,0,13,15,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,6,1,14,2,11,9,1,16,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,11,50,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318773157108322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116999571060957,0.0,0.22762019732230296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338499034359905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068997127589644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281538213518714,0.1559845098913149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461328108791518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522354430041568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29846069784785256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253791468782185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139612352969654,0.0,0.0,0.16937779772731426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491035471697904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665857951602847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530151873549992,0.0,0.0,0.12437997255235707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696918023442395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849115763593025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933584688003653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415385865902619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580422791480753
anxiety,RemBestGirl21,2020/03/16,"Can people help? So this is my first time posting, but I need advice desperately. I feel like I'm at a wall in life. I'm having to work two jobs just to appease my parents and I'm freaking sick of it. Nothing for me is as fun as it used to be. I hardly have any free time cause either people are busy or I'm busy. My anxiety is generally really high all the time and I just dont know what to do...",-0.21667929292929244,1.55225321590909,2.839242424242425,92.12191919191922,85.02272727272728,5.729292929292932,18.868686868686872,6.937597516519254,0.10586717171717196,305,8,73,4,9,109,62,88,0.138,0.698,0.16399999999999998,0.3928,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,2,1,14,18,7,0,1,5,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,8,4,10,17,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046559729074413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646491859581146,0.0,0.16476413504521614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125327929165145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25242226154752795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890195472543043,0.15386660411653447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320103338946767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929370328341317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436381932424874,0.2275594479890295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373015099924145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836651457498425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521283629156055,0.10522316579560026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970059547320967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066616953557066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391525856684255,0.0,0.0,0.2986329782960112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627328229347328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797712627028527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376767199589539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039371849270194,0.0,0.0,0.18601806604064647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679827688895642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LadySif6030,2020/03/16,"Disassociating at 6 years old? 27, female, anxiety and mild depression from adulthood trauma (loss)

So when I was a kid. I'm talking like 4-10. I used to have a persistent thought that I wondered if people saw the world the same as me. As in, looking through their eyes, they know they are alive, that they exist, they have thoughts and feelings, or if they are soulless, lifeless creatures that existed only in my own reality. It wasn't a scary thought, wondering if my parents were real or not. Just a matter of whether or not they saw the world just like I did.

I haven't thought about how I thought this as a kid for a long time, but was I disassociating when I was a child?",4.692648287385133,5.583825015037596,5.433483709273187,82.4280367585631,69.52631578947367,8.317126148705098,32.82289055973267,8.515128840125781,2.4202805346700083,529,24,109,8,9,172,83,133,0.055999999999999994,0.882,0.063,0.2112,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,7,2,7,5,0,0,10,0,11,1,1,2,0,28,25,17,0,3,12,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,13,5,18,2,12,12,2,11,0,2,4,0,12,5,0,8,8,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603568093688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316045996668348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991369124333796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772800012523496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375267991921284,0.0,0.0,0.15736957852991582,0.1493282604636255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659748263843048,0.0,0.0,0.1352439680183941,0.0,0.0,0.1974536802580956,0.0,0.0,0.12328150340957927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240384432753303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292904393601533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.705866155156819,0.1036912200517804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358375336632815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856873749510926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145135056935995
anxiety,adorablegore,2020/03/16,"Just got laid off from my dream job I started a new job a month ago and thought I finally found happiness. I fit in, I enjoyed it, it was an unbelievably perfect niche, great pay, and I finally would have health insurance. I just got a call saying new hires would be let go, and I'm destroyed. I don't know what to do... obviously I'll file for unemployment but I just don't see how I'll ever get that lucky again. More and more I just can't handle everything, I don't see how people can just say it'll be okay when it so far hasn't been. I had to go through voc rehab to get the job as alongside anxiety I am on the spectrum with pretty severe ADHD. The idea of starting over is bad enough, now I feel like there is a possibility that starting over won't be an option... everything is crumbling around me and I just don't know how to manage without resorting back to old self destructive habits.",4.2575362318840595,4.7664120000000025,5.460652173913044,83.22275362318841,70.30434782608695,8.959420289855073,28.920289855072465,9.075114841892004,2.1345485507246376,704,25,151,13,12,235,113,184,0.113,0.7440000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.5466,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,17,10,2,0,9,1,24,2,0,3,3,31,41,12,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,1,1,2,8,3,0,0,7,5,16,7,18,26,3,25,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,2,16,98,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183373573967174,0.0,0.11199102226600922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966482311575501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124676133104916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714613061637982,0.10548696045457463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900523272516926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054093567672506,0.0,0.0,0.11427996221656647,0.0,0.0,0.2270889125106646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388029343233001,0.09025589894306213,0.0,0.2767942272272864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852310600245166,0.0,0.0,0.13201279068923893,0.0,0.1436016040617888,0.0,0.2020880941447138,0.13928810104277892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344891599304397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342913958394124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262023435620014,0.0,0.0,0.3761129392651618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388641315516529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918917396459328,0.0,0.061722369665895685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084179352702358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403607289741786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257048820760353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758686806961917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242712262318916,0.0,0.12853117458669244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009381113420535,0.0,0.0,0.2013500724276832,0.0,0.13179809678507176,0.14272598959604485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682680792929572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002982671311676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121785332388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794937936971586,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boobityboobs,2020/03/16,"How to hit ""send"" Once again I'm caught in that vicious circle. Message  comes in > don't reply immediately > worry about how I've not replied > ignore message > worry about how I've not replied > ignore message etc etc.

 Now I know for a fact that when I do reply my friends won't mind a bit, but there's that bit of me that worries that they'll pretty much tell me to fuck off. And I know it's silly, because 2 of those friends have told me theyve gone through the exact. same. thing. when replying to an old message of mine, and I didn't mind at all because I obviously understood!

So my friend group is now in this big anxious bubble where no bugger is messaging any other bugger even though the first reply would always be ""don't worry about it, I do the exact same thing, how are you?"".

Sorry, realised I'm venting now. Essentially my question is this, how do you manage to flick that negative switch that whispers your friends don't want you to talk to them. How do you just hit the send button like a regular old social person?",5.015923076923077,5.2990213761904785,5.65666666666667,83.27884615384616,68.57142857142857,7.985347985347985,29.01098901098901,7.61054688173877,1.6457802197802196,819,27,166,8,13,266,117,210,0.141,0.74,0.11900000000000001,-0.5937,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,5,2,1,21,10,2,0,8,0,17,1,0,6,5,30,30,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,15,3,0,2,4,0,0,5,9,4,0,1,5,1,20,6,19,19,8,21,0,0,0,1,25,7,1,1,10,110,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295099383802886,0.0,0.0,0.08413878116903603,0.0,0.0,0.13977658886124655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508459814357511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27015625075597205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658008093174284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759772066323417,0.08172068986550242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524234612682536,0.0,0.0,0.3823655038115925,0.11438386030413802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599453525181454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044689066616115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498585285393164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095377404951824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25966189728688954,0.1317654963542146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803387307847057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587510653739453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860285011726053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126124362597924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385025404717287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944728675075737,0.1081430807711506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439779065247231,0.0,0.12156140703585976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822670136607273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297754498161634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026041630176613,0.0,0.08789229724650093,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dogmummy,2020/03/16,"Anxiety on overdrive please read Hello. I feel like I am loosing my mind my anxiety is unbearable today and my heart is pounding out my chest. My partner has just turned up an hour ago and said my brother his wife and 2 kids are moving in for I don’t know how long. 

Don’t get me wrong I get on with them but I don’t want to live with them. My space, my safe space is being invaded the only place I can hide away/ not get dressed/ and just be a hermit. I suffer from severe anxiety/CPTSD and dissociation. 

I know they have nowhere else to go but i didn’t even get asked. I just don’t know how I am going to manage this.",0.5186038961038975,2.576060492424244,2.4795670995671024,94.07863636363639,84.22727272727272,5.58961038961039,19.277056277056275,6.868970318607317,0.10857835497835476,483,13,111,6,14,161,84,132,0.11800000000000001,0.813,0.069,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,16,2,2,2,0,23,30,9,0,1,6,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,8,0,1,4,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,2,2,24,2,13,26,0,16,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,5,71,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878110769056292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740561321617129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745516692983564,0.0,0.16829129333933904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963369374979038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830858709644275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056961482761712,0.12796500397814958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374336026421321,0.0,0.20359865726480594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226078307652504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639938001834365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953227881144853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751010595794742,0.0,0.15816826894841093,0.15851759521768016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086245682784774,0.0,0.0,0.19037865310927013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623057758839474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714467497362386,0.19662249147744876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791707689327587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038632198975054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235720922756534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978699228871766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948336216723286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565097101788938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584211147275654,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missatomicblonde,2020/03/16,"Being kept in the dark is not good for me I know everyone is probably having anxiety because of COVID-19, but I just wanted to vent.

I spent the whole weekend getting updates like 
“There will be no in-person classes on Monday”
“Actually classes that require face-to-face time will still be in session”
“Nevermind, all classes with face-to-face interaction will be cancelled”

And then I texted my professor and she said there might not be in-person classes for the rest of the semester OR my class will be cancelled entirely and everyone will be dropped from it, no credit.
Whatever is gonna happen, I wish it would just happen instead of not knowing and letting my anxiety come up with a million different scenarios.",5.757709923664121,7.704246946564886,6.273198473282447,73.41941603053436,68.08396946564886,9.514809160305344,37.527480916030534,9.888512548439397,4.25501465648855,574,32,92,14,10,186,82,131,0.11699999999999999,0.807,0.076,-0.3618,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,0,19,0,0,0,1,23,31,7,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,2,1,2,1,5,0,0,1,3,1,10,3,13,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,72,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.18996534063796616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297836982337398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866621543619803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768699735551748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338390100962048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720222462961119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170463219530418,0.0,0.0,0.16327609399825976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34428392445197725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139660157299052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905855111591345,0.0,0.09510367703489853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650921696281585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399486213717133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988221593317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517136461318426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546003258300814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135109548554213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481869112279668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733695696908265,0.22385559243406733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138284708428616,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Murlokilo,2020/03/16,"Is it anxiety? Hello Reddit, I know that most might not be doctors but I find that this might be the most appropriated place to voice my concerns
So I've been ""diagnosed"" by doctors, and shrink with anxiety it came with lightheadedness every single day but thankfully I got that under control.
A week ago the coronavirus just imploded, I was feeling fine but Tuesday night I saw a lot of news and Italy getting shut down and it just hit me bad, started taking fever the next days, but nothing over 37,5 (that was at the maximum amount of tension and paranoia). Next day I decide to go for a jog (haven't practiced sports in a long long while like years) that evening I start coughing, not dry I felt like something was stuck in my throat, that continued Thursday Friday and at last Saturday then stopped mostly, but yesterday (Sunday) I started feeling the urge to take deep breaths, it's been going on until today, went for a 20 min jog all good, although tough since I smoke. I'm getting very very paranoid about catching the virus, I did grab a plane around 2 weeks ago but did not visit a place of risk and I do not currently live in a place of risk (like Italy or whatever), I tried meditating yesterday didn't help, deep breathing helps momentarily. I called up some loved ones who reassured me saying that I most likely don't have anything. I'm terrified with the thought of having infected friends with a lot of risk people around them and I've been obsessing around this...
Any thoughts on this? Should I ring the hospital? I feel like it would only make it worse, is it normal to feel this? Anyone else like this?
Thanks Reddit, take care of yourselves",4.678210862619807,6.614024974440894,4.711969329073487,83.57959616613421,70.82108626198081,7.81950159744409,29.13341853035144,8.488131031819089,2.1735836166134184,1319,52,245,22,25,409,183,313,0.14,0.7090000000000001,0.151,0.7635,1,0,2,0,1,0,40.0,0,0,1,1,8,21,0,5,17,0,22,10,3,2,1,55,53,19,0,3,13,0,6,6,1,4,6,3,0,0,20,15,0,2,10,3,0,8,7,7,0,1,17,10,22,14,34,29,10,59,0,0,1,1,11,20,0,10,37,150,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732008025183046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417999831940058,0.0,0.1443971977956211,0.0,0.0,0.0659910061120452,0.09670099514869758,0.07766471601472677,0.25204819597251105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880134644568795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637007259926034,0.10794282178481424,0.0962242441020064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585249355082796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825972158622664,0.0,0.0,0.09579126837247276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931989273015739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884036712788592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233550885044619,0.0,0.07951719100596763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908805832349656,0.06742336996658435,0.09061728787524537,0.0,0.08625940850598725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291589279954955,0.0,0.0986167921564534,0.0,0.10727391995243322,0.07915944573214516,0.07548238119015678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265186198912413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518674559022562,0.07693033318683301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766487430028214,0.0,0.08333714205255585,0.1670423965352259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047290602201006,0.08517946074929526,0.0,0.06299777493867928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023941966090944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074327773156786,0.08856697596973698,0.09247000105537943,0.09055784407470413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395269826642487,0.07177841087765059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542953844820455,0.0,0.2958134864789447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505284851214375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780701186605429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726564805300254,0.0,0.0,0.20040283429900305,0.0,0.0,0.07890389214022897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288060929911434,0.0,0.0,0.1737804117813783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498505305688242,0.0,0.0,0.08945892111682761,0.0,0.0,0.06407618927497473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574279341970507,0.0,0.0,0.15140802168486794,0.0,0.0,0.08748897251363233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617882827289292,0.06704313291912299,0.0,0.0,0.0607760744020572
anxiety,blacklavender500,2020/03/16,"Doctor didn't give me a diagnosis but referred me to CBT; is this normal? Recently I went to my NHS doctor and had a few appointments to talk about what I presume are traits of anxiety, and she referred me to CBT. I was expecting a diagnosis because it would feel like finally I had proof that I wasn't making it up for attention (I can't tell anyone about the problems I have because I know they will just think that unless I can say 'I have X'). I know that it shouldn't matter but I can't help thinking that the doctor only referred me to CBT to get me to shut up and stop going to the doctor because I actually don't have anything. But I don't understand how that's possible because I can't function normally and my life is ruined by my anxious thoughts. 

It just took me so much mental effort to even go and it feels like it was for nothing. 

Does anyone have any insight into why the doctor didn't give me a diagnosis? I've heard that a psychologist usually does that but she didn't refer me to one so I'm not sure where to go from here.",4.273869047619049,4.73926616203704,5.941957671957674,79.94166666666669,70.25,8.94920634920635,29.780423280423285,9.04235418022936,2.3665089947089952,825,31,168,15,14,284,110,216,0.109,0.8590000000000001,0.032,-0.9293,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,0,9,0,24,6,0,2,2,41,43,13,0,6,8,0,2,2,0,3,6,2,0,0,15,6,0,1,15,0,0,5,11,2,0,1,12,4,29,3,22,28,2,14,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,6,120,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.11024409307051693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682463709643347,0.0,0.08642304930566819,0.12762587673179246,0.0,0.1579848933917437,0.0,0.0929660919175399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754660245903747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5781566635253799,0.19772461030083896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461674931533051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424378248502548,0.1614140250899836,0.0,0.12375498682532987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902305599425186,0.21674551758656815,0.1926132795121856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757225561982299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417259523678074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797952600876272,0.11038454264523133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540949399002772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138489129413871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304720589982494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137658022465012,0.1083994030765118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655255475708914,0.08592007652588705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735862926309496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809866977365024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154593509757373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983963853199572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444940850577817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647450016906927,0.0,0.0,0.09080238159741127,0.09874225439566256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477542096513524,0.0,0.08968691906445543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551572711977385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176075347787079,0.0,0.0,0.12442237857879848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472590743692654,0.10193939708934333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025186181350591,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pine_Tree_314,2020/03/16,"You ever get so anxious that you start writing a comment and literally can't get yourself to send it, even though it's on Reddit and Reddit is anonymous, and nobody would care? Like, really? What is happening to me today?",3.5571428571428565,6.0207354285714345,5.081190476190475,77.33464285714288,75.66666666666667,7.057142857142857,27.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.166552380952381,176,7,29,3,4,59,34,42,0.057999999999999996,0.8029999999999999,0.139,0.5609,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773576439955999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34056478365819465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062297588298774,0.3021483152438043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34903268712845514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953807036434863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318967599992956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139875032384809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642741509502066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281817544236862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31662039437951395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728458738698074,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guitar_strummer,2020/03/16,"Did I help do the right thing? http://imgur.com/a/dvJzNed

About 10 days ago I matched with someone on omegle and he asked me for advice cos he was complaining about Corona symptoms. 

I'm not a doctor and I tried my best informing him to call his family doctor to convince his parents to take him to a hospital. I didn't tell him to get a mask cos it could've led to more people being infected. 

I'm just worried sick and wondering if I did the right thing. I know I'm a little paranoid, but I'm worried I could've led to his death or the spreading of the virus in his country",1.8824358974358968,4.181455811965815,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,80.62393162393163,6.293162393162394,23.42521367521368,7.492282038375204,1.0593880341880335,458,16,94,7,12,147,73,117,0.151,0.7959999999999999,0.053,-0.8731,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,8,0,6,5,0,4,0,16,15,6,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,16,2,14,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,3,2,57,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805767504812814,0.16152195551543252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034574463595212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122263385697666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860611416868651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290966534181548,0.0,0.0,0.11751312945964308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730080513261375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177539639975334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951994350695697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221343837702554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014019706820257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262656720049605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202327382403703,0.0,0.0,0.1263244313858804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112199806853109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543895590328402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939039435445595,0.13700245363480434,0.0,0.15926330274864586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421101277787708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371152796596482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760360226765306,0.0,0.3700948706408851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,enderwoman028,2020/03/16,"You know what sucks about all those ‘anti anxiety’ Coronavirus posts/articles? They almost all include ‘You’ll probably be fine, only high risk people are getting severe/deadly cases’. Well that’s not very comforting when you *are* considered high risk (chronic illnesses, considered immune compromised). So all time spent on the Internet is some reminder about the virus in general or some reminder about much more likely I am to get it and that me being more likely to get it is comforting to the majority of people. And time spent off the Internet is me stressing about how I’m wasting time not doing school work",6.815160550458714,8.783671743119273,6.828337155963304,70.37443233944956,65.5137614678899,10.587614678899085,32.89105504587156,10.686352973137794,4.1372284403669735,496,21,75,14,8,158,74,109,0.17,0.779,0.052000000000000005,-0.9177,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,1,8,10,1,3,4,0,10,3,0,1,3,14,18,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,7,6,11,13,9,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,4,6,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653200074047027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654221498475777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389276665745719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569364940269657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883923224908795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112867863494626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896045614167492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445941086515728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29982562207214697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314208398141556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188452890440968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477009042280865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782718862393744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841972077062054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944247206253333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742447862363246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puffymeatlumps,2020/03/16,"Please help me understand if it's an anxiety symptom My father passed away at the beginning of the month and I had very stressful time. I've started having panic attacks. It wasn't new to me and I knew exactly what they were. I've always been a tense person. But these symptoms that I'm getting now feel new. I get intense brain fog, I feel like in a dream, to the point that I can't drive. My vision becomes blurry and it's hard to focus on reading. My eyes feel like they can't focus. The lights feel too bright and surroundings kinda flow. These symptoms can last couple days, then they go away, then they come back again for a day or two. It's been like this for couple months now. I can't be productive at all. Now I know that panic attacks don't last long, they come and go. But this is different. Can anxiety symptoms be present for days at a time? I had made an appointment with psychiatrist, but unfortunately due to quarantine they had to cancel my appointment. Could someone please ease my mind? Is this anxiety or something more serious? I keep freaking out that maybe I should go to ER.",2.683690476190474,5.005388083333333,3.608465608465608,87.51166666666668,77.8888888888889,6.8920634920634924,24.637566137566147,7.957251820313856,1.4460677248677245,870,31,172,15,21,278,121,216,0.151,0.759,0.09,-0.8831,1,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,6,0,6,11,2,3,10,0,20,6,2,1,2,30,39,13,0,3,6,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,14,9,0,1,7,2,0,8,5,7,1,1,9,8,23,4,19,26,2,41,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,4,26,108,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501248778285761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344761753589485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246314071453714,0.19198158906188206,0.07856137280883957,0.0,0.0,0.1128372289209964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405398438607295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601846257765555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157334045849124,0.22609529978354545,0.0,0.1976709495760724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674447671354156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663812405634485,0.14597858463479144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675778848904492,0.0,0.1741943669974136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152302781515753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684814815353489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908121759826081,0.0,0.0,0.056149209131576665,0.1665621454350708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974330104146796,0.0,0.0,0.0904160257500519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966744315250729,0.0,0.0,0.10264212493230257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316119501628944,0.0,0.16310005732030156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735020612819587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23974575633025103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920971010408765,0.0,0.22430095823812407,0.0965823826512713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219628196626886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656715176986066,0.07865440571700114,0.0,0.0,0.07231548477990128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703382469209962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247693202711608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915070383789368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980390942518688,0.1063611508343964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429982275339021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artzler,2020/03/16,"Ran out of anti depressants, won’t get them till tomorrow afternoon and I realllllllly don’t want to get withdrawals Went a week without my old medication and I learned quite quickly why they say don’t suddenly stop taking them, I’m out, I completely forgot and immediately made a prescription refill online but it won’t be done till tomorrow, the past week I finally experienced freedom from anxiety but i of course ran out, internet says typically withdrawal starts around 24 hours ish after, REALLY DONT WANT TO GO DOWN THAT ROAD. Now I know some medications it’s ok to miss one but this shit just freaks me out more knowing if I suddenly stop how it will flip my anxiety from 0% to 1000000000% quite quickly. Moms on the same medication, same mg and everything so my step sister told me to take one of hers, thing is I’m very aware it’s illegal and dangerous to take other peoples medications but I mean it really is identical to mine, not sure what to do at this point but I just need some reassurance or something cause my mind is racing with panic",3.8506578947368415,6.377771150000001,5.5662631578947375,73.90378947368423,75.0,9.810526315789474,28.52631578947368,10.064110947511567,3.4107000000000003,850,36,154,28,19,289,128,200,0.19,0.745,0.065,-0.9779,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,2,8,9,2,1,4,1,12,5,1,3,1,41,34,16,0,4,11,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,11,11,0,3,4,0,0,5,7,6,0,2,7,3,20,3,26,23,5,35,0,2,0,0,10,10,1,4,20,100,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826989840634824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630157658227476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266853261544282,0.0,0.0,0.12520071514757058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284897404083417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219945188142395,0.1399494214171186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731938161430693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080949207085266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477518964104176,0.0,0.06786432316905816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759630140208906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125090575112325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299007498847442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007416061757102,0.0,0.4811782066858286,0.0,0.0,0.1205716028210427,0.13985333831292093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885421349108576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253023113938126,0.0,0.16183268345597468,0.0,0.0,0.14010369938869496,0.0,0.0,0.1139918151164592,0.0827849181612861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288249112178522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540177172431975,0.0,0.0,0.1529961650128655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992167969418772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257421744247733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192882812900666,0.0,0.0,0.08452009408495732,0.0,0.0,0.19966676850721526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254395190774763,0.0,0.26934782419262965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933171317019015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410283221698465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852701633885796,0.14086402605214499,0.0,0.19156944984514068,0.0,0.0,0.11069568273494078,0.10775033069242468,0.0,0.0,0.11510845172556974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ghoul_Smoke22,2020/03/16,My hands are slow after they were non stop shaking Is this ok?,-0.4269230769230781,1.8098220769230802,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,97.46153846153842,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.5574307692307694,49,1,11,0,2,15,13,13,0.242,0.621,0.13699999999999998,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dope_Reddit_Guy,2020/03/16,"I can’t get into a moving vehicle without having a panic attack because I’m not close to a bathroom Hi everyone, this hasn’t always happened until recently (past 4 months) that whenever I get into Uber’s or on the train in my city, my anxiety starts skyrocketing and I get the feeling that I need to pee even if I used the bathroom 3 times before I left. I get very quiet and inside of me explodes because my muscles start twitching and I can’t think of the last time I got into an Uber and didn’t have to ask the driver to pull over to use the bathroom. The problem is, even when I use to bathroom I don’t really even need to go. I just need to get out of the car to walk around and breath. I get so worked up. Only a few times have I actually needed to use the bathroom. I’m scared because today, I need to go to the airport and it’ll take 30 min and then get on a plane, then in another car for 45 minutes. I don’t want to have this feeling anymore and I don’t know how to treat it and I’m afraid I’m gonna be like this forever. I’m 23 y/o male and I’m afraid of getting this feeling.",2.828928571428573,3.2096030168067284,4.936460084033616,86.16460609243698,73.45378151260505,7.6306722689075634,27.480042016806717,7.645422480735847,1.4357554621848738,850,30,191,10,16,297,124,238,0.035,0.888,0.078,0.7146,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,4,16,0,14,3,2,5,0,38,52,18,0,8,5,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,8,16,0,0,5,0,0,7,9,6,0,0,2,4,21,2,32,47,1,35,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,2,16,113,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.10641501023614833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073658007606644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143462206648586,0.08342133732842462,0.0,0.10814620478032873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970757415436093,0.1019450567126778,0.12405771747354855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199423744688154,0.0,0.09279172258403096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160753085546276,0.0,0.0,0.1041999319842335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654136690314643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557841736721081,0.0,0.1239488577272894,0.0,0.08721555930094035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964306889395177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059929868463424116,0.0888885847307144,0.0,0.0,0.11848085149179552,0.0,0.0,0.05327529080397634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704098537414373,0.115900649373452,0.0,0.40428814325595896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082935834187003,0.0,0.1279442031664874,0.0,0.0,0.1040985499755745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434410343526508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985887062764816,0.0,0.10767163568225258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917596139014576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436931553470434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199044205902878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698734847140201,0.0,0.0,0.19076010469523225,0.0,0.10336464902991513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767294583156553,0.0,0.08997592962105502,0.0643192708211932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511827452105432,0.0,0.07938816263187211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LoveableLlama,2020/03/16,"I’m so humiliating that I’m like “being with a man who has his c*ck out jerking off in public” I was with my ex who I’ve still been seeing. When he drove me home I realized I forgot my charger and told him. No big deal to me, but he was pissed off as I had expected. I’ve been trying my best to not be forgetful (this has happened before, I have memory problems) and also to not to make him mad, I was upset and quietly shed a few tears behind sunglasses hoping he wouldn’t notice. He eventually did upon seeing my facial expression and blew up, because I was making him uncomfortable. He started asking well what if you do this in class when you forget something, in public, etc. I told him that I’m responsible for my emotions, I’ve been working on regulation and this is not his problem because they are mine to deal with. He then told me that **”being with you in public is like being with a guy with his cock out jerking off, there’s nothing I can do about it but I’m associated with it”**. I apologized and took my sunglasses to prove I was no longer in tears, thankfully deescalating the situation. 

He’s right. I did have an anxiety attack once; around but not in the presence of his band when he convinced me to be in a video as they needed a female and I couldn’t do it (I have self-esteem problems). I haven’t hung out with any of his friends since. I’ve been drunk in public with him a couple of times (I drink when I’m overwhelmed) which really pisses him off. He’s criticized me for not speaking to his parents enough and pointed out how his mom told him that I don’t make enough eye contact.

I’m socially anxious and slightly agoraphobic, my fear of judgement for struggling with this has been confirmed.",3.062889313360813,4.891345513119532,4.607015180456422,83.09880466472306,74.91836734693878,7.413250226198852,25.821755303106464,8.216663640201805,1.6792196441138034,1353,48,266,23,29,453,166,343,0.157,0.736,0.107,-0.9488,1,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,2,2,12,21,6,4,9,0,35,7,5,4,1,50,59,23,0,9,9,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,2,15,24,2,1,2,4,0,2,11,13,1,0,20,5,49,8,49,32,5,33,0,1,3,1,53,23,3,2,10,193,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049992760387572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695771157864599,0.0,0.08657275001330894,0.12784694835809488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007429774462258,0.10579624101605048,0.12874425304135853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797159134986933,0.0,0.09629712085464752,0.0,0.1187622027335746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521757383696175,0.0,0.0,0.2333412371465387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086096714078644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729809127004213,0.0,0.2338643481725368,0.1262115636523397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734478559499476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743285126997202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205351655621686,0.10007355665260316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351612768788392,0.11240076128170057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105757490916522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266203515478347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254028924522354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391219196510558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858717089399522,0.1288418331321322,0.0,0.12051958589788253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256590034501576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697977041153343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248577499962735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249793322359924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664433988638828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803595293640481,0.0,0.11805827741020755,0.0,0.0,0.09361324138540184,0.1272048973151753,0.0,0.1153599111490767,0.0,0.08712179213720843,0.0,0.0,0.08010046704776284,0.0,0.09037563053619277,0.0,0.0,0.11830713607064015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418933591532192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598882006760423,0.0,0.0,0.4325451953645969,0.12573314357661994,0.07683323500168472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017510820081443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238721384298826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caram_56,2020/03/16,"In isolation with my Mom who constantly tells me that she’s going to die of COVID-19 
(Sorry this is long, but I don’t really know who to reach out to for help)
Hello I’m a (21F) college student, and I have been struggling with anxiety for the past year and a half. Throughout my second year of school, my mom fought pancreatic cancer. She had her entire pancreas removed, and went through rigorous chemo treatments. She is cancer free now, but has a weakened immune system, and relies on insulin to stay alive. 

I am in therapy right now to help with my spells of terror and racing thoughts, along with the aftermath of what happened last year. It’s really helped me draw healthy boundaries with my family, who constantly pulls me into the middle of their problems. However, my therapist is on campus, and with the shut down, I can’t go anymore.

I’ve moved back home and my family is taking every precaution to keep my mom safe by only leaving the house when absolutely necessary. But things at home have been super toxic, with my mom and step dad snapping at each other over the smallest things, and my mom constantly telling us she’s going to die from the virus. When my little brother (13M) argues with her, she yells “ maybe after I die from the coronavirus, you’ll realize how terribly you treat me”. She even put me on her savings account to be the “executor” if anything happens. I know this is an incredibly scary time for her, but this sort of behavior is really affecting my mental health. I am so scared of contracting the virus and passing it on to her. Any advice on how to deal with this?",6.6816171617161695,7.028239488448848,6.903052805280532,75.5531270627063,65.006600660066,10.297689768976898,33.0049504950495,10.125756701596842,3.3114475247524755,1267,49,227,27,18,409,175,303,0.18899999999999997,0.723,0.08900000000000001,-0.9904,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,2,1,1,9,12,2,3,14,0,18,5,0,3,0,40,31,20,3,2,5,7,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,14,23,0,2,4,0,2,10,2,7,0,2,6,1,39,6,48,23,1,46,0,0,0,0,34,17,0,2,17,159,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987998090774285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254829414643047,0.0,0.07036303083628037,0.0,0.0912176067356347,0.0,0.0,0.07569017808184778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072551770805657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29818710379356583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482543099412724,0.0,0.0,0.28637638588379233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075069874482265,0.0,0.0774955559828318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341762262881008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568199020362976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267194357487486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776846935866086,0.0,0.0,0.184953039712818,0.0,0.18452316211948475,0.0,0.0,0.10613043262154123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175440335281953,0.0,0.0,0.1010975685058769,0.07497446611023648,0.0,0.09739157726598212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218626699910824,0.0,0.08139776586946139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240441154403177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269233886481744,0.0,0.0,0.5386184716193892,0.0,0.09775821422884794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995352562328587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780354902615113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801066492970157,0.0,0.09246344244909263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677066895279975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854883513036721,0.0,0.0,0.09208617104317103,0.093086795423545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296200540449103,0.0,0.09803646681036844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615553002775977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915611985656772,0.0,0.16078590946987478,0.0,0.10518502727360753,0.10679371808929417,0.12221238796050347,0.0,0.0,0.07302037480097763,0.05363319728843997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063838608515636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526466392407897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776927334827977
anxiety,Dark-Elf8,2020/03/16,"It’s all too much and I’m getting pushed to my breaking point. My anxiety and stress is at its peak. I need to vent and type it all out to make me feel better. Advice is welcome... 

My boyfriend lost his 1st job a few weeks ago and has been working at a restaurant until he found a full time position. Well due to this stupid over hyped virus bullshit going on, all restaurants are closed and now he’s unemployed. I also have 2 jobs and am now working over 60 hours every week and I still am having trouble making ends meet. No one is hiring due to this bullshit. The people I pay rent to are not understanding of our situation. 

He also isn’t very good at managing his stress and takes it out on me. He yells at me and argues with me. Sex is non existent in our relationship anymore and sex is important to me in a relationship. He’s almost unhireable. He smokes weed which is legal here but jobs can still deny you a job. 

And then yesterday my car messed up and is stranded in my towns mall parking lot and I can’t afford to get it towed or fixed right now. I’m so close to my breaking point I don’t know what to do...",1.985146997929604,3.892311634782608,3.4570807453416137,89.78442028985508,78.30434782608695,6.467908902691512,22.69151138716356,7.447530270364453,0.8154989648033126,876,27,188,12,21,288,139,230,0.11800000000000001,0.846,0.036000000000000004,-0.9382,9,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,4,12,11,2,2,6,0,20,2,0,2,3,33,34,20,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,18,0,0,4,1,2,3,5,7,1,1,3,2,22,4,27,31,7,42,0,1,0,2,16,21,0,3,16,121,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447781033462813,0.1129179033596486,0.0,0.12755630633329149,0.0,0.0,0.20373728803804386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744812936707656,0.0,0.12633033335945976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266047026432825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282408796751925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732620347693557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440899149258987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966957690152876,0.0,0.0,0.13310537969622013,0.0,0.07239505328928994,0.10684334635427513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254472174638766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056343942449169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700067124551565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390542813250783,0.10829700814608036,0.0,0.0,0.1700591262373808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364162603748356,0.09445334862105567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631844536015193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831177092720705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24083741142843715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273524696289925,0.0,0.10878492521488196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431845388738288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034574651901003,0.0,0.2918350387998403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577663773449982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427841986930145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326108527266096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510483660932612,0.0,0.0,0.20435893091559126,0.0,0.11453318279996128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547360160166548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_leeeloooo,2020/03/16,"Actually feel better I am actually feeling less anxious about this COVID-19, because it is actually a good reason to feel anxious so it is validation in that way. It isn’t feeling anxious about checking out in the grocery store or stuff that happened 10 years ago or stuff that you shouldn’t feel anxious for. I think the fact that everyone is anxious, not just people with anxiety or panic attacks,  weirdly makes me calm.",12.323073593073595,9.162146675324678,11.27714285714286,59.9261904761905,56.27272727272728,13.383549783549785,51.64069264069264,11.20814326018867,5.999843290043287,342,20,54,6,3,110,52,77,0.212,0.6609999999999999,0.127,-0.6741,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,17,14,4,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,7,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,4,3,8,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.3684199527356217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115540759969122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627114660947972,0.7108456360150632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316695331691762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767139965909858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129975218974746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025037298621542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318155284417743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055528877560476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128439425516408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400257234599215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765209400061982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724513750541367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938970824389082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288125031409861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063644993529262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988997194308166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104010962027865
anxiety,NoMouth_IMustScream,2020/03/16,"I will be graduating from college into a recession I am sincerely contemplating suicide because my entire life is about to be ruined. I am already 25, and I am about to get my bachelors. Now, the economy will enter a recession, and I have no idea what to do. It will probably take years to recover, and I will never be able to do any of the things I wanted to do before my 30s (my long-time girlfriend wants kids, and we can only wait so long until the biological clock ticks away). Now, best case scenario is I will be too poor the next 5 years of my life to travel and then have kids so I can never travel until I am in my 50s. Let alone the fact that I may just be homeless instead of poor. I have no fucking clue on what to do. I actually heard getting a masters may be a good idea, and I know a 1 year MS in Business Analytics is entirely online. But that's more debt, and that is another whole year off the job market. I just want to kill myself.",4.471258503401359,4.527168846938775,6.312653061224491,78.89544217687076,69.71428571428572,9.390476190476187,29.59863945578231,9.2995712137729,2.389300680272108,738,26,154,14,12,258,110,196,0.165,0.778,0.057,-0.9674,3,1,0,0,0,2,21.0,1,0,0,2,10,6,2,0,11,0,31,3,0,0,3,24,41,13,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,2,7,9,0,1,3,2,3,3,4,3,0,0,1,1,23,3,23,26,3,23,0,1,0,1,5,6,1,2,14,119,30,5,0.15112746814428296,0.0,0.14747860850945205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652247933779864,0.16677291911977624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277186071981638,0.15847032739597167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198923113359174,0.0,0.0,0.09212590186630956,0.0,0.12859834432679845,0.0,0.15859895399358845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397149090638115,0.15791572909833584,0.0,0.0,0.12675855008526385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412090324724989,0.0,0.0,0.14997069278231606,0.0,0.1672001521044069,0.0,0.08305570416736151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545380753767634,0.21349160024103409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26748610720722305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331176402915092,0.0,0.16072577687519013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493924958825953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629409715096103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530892116920118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136290479990286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040237455804224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674166888675434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872842111006112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892845383049712
anxiety,fiddy2014,2020/03/16,"Employer not letting me work until FMLA papers are completed, doc not completing FMLA until I have psych follow-up, psych follow-up has to reschedule bc of Covid. I’m trying not to panic. So yeah, basically what the title says. 
My doctor said she’d be more than happy to complete the FMLA paperwork for me for severe depression and anxiety. I just have to go to the psychiatrist she referred me to before she can do it..my employer knows and I’ve been in contact with HR. 

I had an appointment for psych like 3 weeks ago, which I slept through (my fault I know). The next appointment they could schedule me for was tomorrow. 
I got a call today saying they needed to reschedule bc the psych I’m seeing had to stay home with her kid whose school is closed due to coronavirus. The next available appointment is 11 days from now. 

My work won’t let me come back until I have the FMLA forms completed. I work in healthcare and I know they need help and it’s killing me to not work. I’m hourly so I’m not getting paid for any of this at all. I’m so anxious that I’m gonna lose my job because of everything. I’ve had a panic attack every day for a week. I feel like there’s no good outcome at all.  Idk what to do at this point",2.657607573149747,4.37318828915663,4.1989443488238685,86.07710843373495,75.74698795180723,7.313138267355135,24.306942053930012,8.11559375814309,1.3916508318990246,960,31,196,16,21,320,141,249,0.10800000000000001,0.802,0.09,-0.5634,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,5,7,11,2,2,11,1,21,2,1,0,2,24,42,10,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,1,1,8,8,0,0,5,0,1,2,7,7,0,0,9,5,27,4,33,26,4,27,0,2,1,0,15,7,0,0,19,120,35,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980734218325202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523725830056373,0.0,0.0846373446004182,0.1249888241118883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586606880698326,0.0,0.08507336797682784,0.0,0.06744356116879599,0.0,0.09414431909059097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297320402706965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530436461453667,0.4640050354513941,0.0,0.0,0.0883349992726125,0.0,0.0,0.14270400181297938,0.0,0.09529187151548547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324211574797148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321682137287918,0.0,0.09943380397602793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594161779944362,0.0790394146853221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780349998860354,0.0,0.06287781112278,0.09279744190455266,0.08848687378398921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777562028525718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415794900161868,0.0,0.11097838078780564,0.0,0.10895559968789834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097905951234952,0.0,0.12240394348865966,0.0,0.18241034337631915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262685722133981,0.0,0.1081037367864692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237750039224198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407253105475494,0.0,0.0,0.23532836139427366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596184132219165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045881491832317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524154840611176,0.1759666780170143,0.0,0.1119710036417144,0.08816372147360141,0.0,0.0,0.1249888241118883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792479838088868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487136384548562,0.0,0.0,0.07511556450040913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774933738637742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32218151820869123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dollardillz,2020/03/16,"Too much advice My boyfriend is sitting downstairs, angry with me, because I left him alone at my university. And he has every right to be angry at me, what I did was unacceptable. But I left because I couldn't take the advice anymore. Does anyone else feel that? It was just too much, whenever I get anxious he tries to help by bombarding me with so much information and advice I can't think, and I don't know how to tell him this advice, I appreciate, but I can't take right now because I literally cannot think. I feel horrible, I feel like he should stop helping me because I don't even want help myself. Please, does anyone else reject advice like this? Or feel attacked by it? Please?",2.7418632478632468,5.043672325925929,4.018518518518519,84.74794871794872,77.5925925925926,6.5242165242165235,24.45868945868946,7.61054688173877,1.2900484330484332,544,19,105,8,13,178,75,135,0.14400000000000002,0.67,0.18600000000000005,0.8482,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,1,0,13,0,0,1,0,23,24,8,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,9,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,4,22,2,9,18,3,9,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,4,67,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419716061998593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488452354813812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531332389090302,0.11000748406247203,0.15512224184029952,0.2273109024915426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619284611530282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27047464075781763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414188381171266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853266864218581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326471021459445,0.0,0.09345883371398957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243474205024065,0.07924461921285553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795357118981578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305144035932267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060961307548865175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24103999596965225,0.0,0.0,0.10838439898924718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446272263350534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352399455204024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945815480059008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927380059786921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668031211341086,0.0,0.09695306644439472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215212215131026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531058180898967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542625489396045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShortButSturdyStaff,2020/03/16,"I am so scared I feel like my heart is going to burst out of my chest

I can not stop obsessing over the virus. Myself, my wife and our two small children share a house with my older parents (68 and 71). My mom has a couple pre-existing conditions (diabetes, cardiovascular disease) associated with increased chance of a severe coronavirus case and I am absolutely terrified of them becoming infected. 

It doesn't help that I'm known for being sick throughout the entire winter season. I have cough, stuffy nose, and feel like my face is burning up (no fever though as of yet, I check often). Now since there are a couple of reported confirmed cases in my city I have been feeling chest pressure and like I have shortness of breath at times. I myself have have increased risk as well (high blood pressure). 

I feel like I can't handle this. It all feels wrong. I want to wake up to find this is just a bad nightmare. I have done the best I can in trying to minimize the chance of passing it to my parents, and they are doing their part also and not leaving home. It's just maddening. Everytime I hear my wife or son have a cough my heart sinks and all my worries come rushing through my head. I hate this. 

I check coronavirus news nonstop, hoping to see a glimmer of hope, something that will ease my mind, and I only just feel so destroyed. I have randomly broke down in tears so many times, only over the last few days. I have a bad history of untreated anxiety and panic disorder, I have called an ambulance for myself twice in last 5 years cause I've thought I was having a heart attack. For the most part I've been able to somewhat control my medical anxiety but this now, this is too much and I'm terrified.",4.610401606425705,5.933968373493979,5.2658433734939765,81.94778112449801,70.0843373493976,8.545381526104421,29.194779116465863,8.959647251330699,2.33639718875502,1348,51,259,25,24,435,187,332,0.149,0.76,0.092,-0.9624,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,3,2,15,22,3,6,16,0,31,18,11,2,2,45,48,20,0,3,7,6,6,4,0,1,7,1,1,1,11,15,0,2,9,0,2,6,5,13,1,2,5,9,43,9,35,41,11,33,0,1,1,0,15,14,0,7,17,178,54,1,0.10007996262628746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003390995434749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531217949564122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385540549991052,0.0,0.0,0.16712517690023682,0.0,0.11053045583740474,0.0,0.0,0.10502774633326684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219283145206567,0.0,0.0,0.10280968991168113,0.0,0.08621002611704175,0.0,0.0,0.11224818805733326,0.0,0.2214731501893505,0.0,0.06454329648522117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147003076910656,0.0,0.0,0.1024165487875494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30362061702160464,0.2144914358914255,0.0,0.0,0.0914712727390318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687774910416295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880824347479937,0.10271091472448764,0.0,0.11279739146995812,0.3557857127351499,0.06708148935332868,0.10573997528590856,0.10038836253554348,0.19880396913896484,0.0,0.1154788398777425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315705407019945,0.0,0.10597023001540473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557605802011305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014653739317896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008200333999126,0.0,0.0,0.10105223266219494,0.1172124426574802,0.0,0.0,0.0735702878784093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223064270625372,0.0,0.11742227270938907,0.2222539096628461,0.21675369360621471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019750167955482,0.0,0.0797507728167096,0.0,0.0,0.11306187113890777,0.0,0.08278717928226262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704644469430612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367133003965672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983280551466029,0.07945231128496631,0.11671486205825644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794772520196699,0.0,0.09776358129855027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059029754939405016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998390552136193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163606004398712,0.0,0.0,0.10942172831610768,0.0,0.06444821468086459
anxiety,menglert,2020/03/16,"Today is my last full day living at college this semester, and I have so much anxiety about living at home. I (f19) have had anxiety problems since around 6th grade. I went to therapy for 3 months during sophomore year, was diagnosed with anxiety and depression, was put on medication, but supposed going due to family problems. I haven't seen a therapist since just because of lack of time. 

I'm a freshman in college living in on campus housing. We get officially kicked out of the dorms tomorrow because of COVID-19. The next two weeks will be spring break until we start online classes. 

My mental health while I'm here has been better than it ever has been. I am constantly surrounded by so many people that I never worry about feeling alone or getting lost in intrusive thoughts. I have so many friends here, most of whom live a couple hours or more away when we're not at college. 

My university does an 8 week winter break, and that entire time, my mental health was going down the toilet. I was working retail about 30 hours a week, which helped get me some interaction, but when I wasn't working, I just sat around being alone and sad. 

Now, I don't really have a choice. My parents don't want me to work right now because of the virus, and I will just be sitting, looking at a computer screen for 6+ hours a day once classes begin. I want to practice social distancing for the sake of everyone else I might come into contact with, but I'm genuinely so scared of not seeing people outside of my family. When I'm not seeing good friends, my mental health goes down the toilet fast. I will be at home for 6 months and I am terrified of what will happen to my mental health.

TLDR: Tomorrow, I'm going from living in student housing to moving home for the next 6 months. My anxiety gets really bad when I'm not physically with people outside of my family whom I care about. I'm freaking out.",6.655352902804957,6.709012912328769,7.15898238747554,74.69360730593608,65.08219178082193,10.130463144161775,32.723418134377035,9.842372674337009,3.1395061969993474,1503,56,270,29,21,494,184,365,0.15,0.795,0.054000000000000006,-0.9837,1,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,2,0,0,5,22,13,0,1,15,0,29,6,0,0,2,41,59,21,0,5,12,1,1,0,2,5,6,0,4,0,8,17,0,0,2,0,1,7,9,8,0,1,13,6,31,5,52,37,6,69,0,3,5,0,11,22,0,5,37,175,39,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880792228230755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982780219875955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127904608064076,0.0,0.0,0.06749548870182524,0.0,0.05998290501446259,0.13137790913268535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353611848103184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324506438525391,0.0,0.0,0.0618832889668047,0.0,0.07763287871945296,0.0,0.0,0.07948893863544979,0.0,0.092660950173997,0.0,0.061875176913785884,0.07291548699565834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286715012986255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060012607221080275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498285749397956,0.0,0.06864563303263352,0.0,0.0,0.20317140118860988,0.0,0.03632416325899813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100589695772764,0.0,0.1501325026426686,0.0,0.12248397345857732,0.060255487101624185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352735131370114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054477257163492,0.0,0.0,0.048152440927692386,0.0,0.21618235120091253,0.0,0.21224203804227276,0.16578606316633668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058558705864971576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31717756747726045,0.0,0.06032700957169111,0.0,0.07842120020301681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566776830855435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237064575365405,0.2895889061505447,0.07621025928757268,0.0,0.0,0.1720245904295706,0.07635392167374687,0.05281023088856985,0.0,0.05540698027193304,0.0,0.15280405099123046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650662502277923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797691610543962,0.0,0.0,0.1494132004172198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374812228211466,0.0,0.07221844730015196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204432874112366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061350461978245514,0.0,0.0,0.0719237799762374,0.0,0.11449341432380912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885260146692375,0.0,0.0,0.07323122958970113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050848302795905534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821546240083625,0.08341108980519749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057032465477424965,0.08378027313976269,0.0,0.06809535890031232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017666302193543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474548836339492,0.0,0.172875719631465,0.0,0.0,0.06659585102032607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689983406094093,0.07295640607521245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046262223457350496
anxiety,tccayawaworht0,2020/03/16,"The lack of productivity during quarantine is stressing me out. I'm just resting all day. I went to a pc shop today and planned to buy a better laptop tomorrow so I can do all my projects already but all stores are closing tomorrow. I don't think my mom would want to order online. I've been wasting too much days already. It's feels icky when there's a lot of improvement I can do if I start now yet I can't start.

I understand the situation right now and I'm sympathetic of others but the stressful annoyed feeling is still irrationally in me, and now I feel bad and privileged that I even worry about this simple matter when others are getting sick.",4.115581395348837,5.744074085271323,5.448751937984492,78.9740581395349,71.71317829457367,8.26077519379845,29.95426356589148,8.841846274778883,2.509631937984496,523,22,98,10,10,175,87,129,0.217,0.653,0.129,-0.9398,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,13,6,1,2,6,0,12,1,0,0,3,23,24,10,0,4,4,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,1,3,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,13,2,9,21,7,20,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,14,71,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121313003220019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591511866012367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515107845785806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24085600785849146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233360684497332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28325501524430324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756082569954336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587545981933262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870064396453093,0.0,0.0,0.13727100102061748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946984489806232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989687827524814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643426210243725,0.0,0.1491260409157299,0.0,0.4278064105049726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965162911704474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700203017152966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439671511783335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014057147534798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310432049935762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963747600237546,0.0,0.13265050022509484,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ginakato,2020/03/16,"Scared of backtracking So, I've been making really awesome progress with my anxiety and depression recently. I had been going to classes part time and even working in a very social setting (as a teaching assistant) and enjoying it. Talking to people has been less awkward, and I've been able to eat regular meals...but now the face to face classes are cancelled and so all the positive social interaction (getting out of the house to see other humans was a HUGE part of making and keeping my progress - weekends suck for me) I was getting is just not happening. And I am SO SCARED that I will just slowly backslide into non-functionality. :( I've been reaching out to friends via text...I have a small dog and we go on regular walks outside...I'm not truly isolated - my partner lives with me...but I, well I assume you get it since this is the anxiety reddit. I'm also terrified that food will not be available (I have a history of eating issues, and current dietary restrictions) as this pandemic continues despite rationally knowing that grocery stores will not close because that's how society stays alive. 

I'm not sure what to do. We had a video call for one of my classes this morning and it was so good to see others' faces, but I was too afraid to tell them and then start crying. I guess it'd be nice to know I'm not alone.",4.812558768462663,6.426251067193679,5.694066985645938,77.9558373205742,69.94861660079052,8.8045766590389,33.07863532348657,9.276330184999452,3.1802932806324105,1052,50,187,22,19,345,150,253,0.102,0.782,0.11599999999999999,0.5673,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,1,1,3,12,12,1,4,10,0,25,6,3,3,2,39,44,21,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,14,19,3,2,3,2,1,3,6,6,1,1,11,2,18,6,26,27,4,21,0,1,2,0,13,8,1,2,8,128,32,5,0.13706544358245254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195846277645865,0.0,0.10961118571250647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970937835191852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355382221241092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399591427329832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505599536779289,0.0,0.0,0.11805426571360444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28050433442070394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053043279122423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574007844594815,0.0,0.10589642170626927,0.0,0.21483311131281546,0.0,0.15579490052458936,0.11496399105103693,0.0,0.0,0.1509930390008177,0.0,0.12120651909438393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815511913542912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430607123798654,0.0,0.12183006403279965,0.0,0.0,0.15065516644378465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103129783864128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829844958437987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287909185303099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968570369396522,0.0,0.0950239204312456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780763292018935,0.0,0.13533558983934985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27445284057199243,0.0,0.21844682522482264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338195132661677,0.0,0.0,0.2794419173479687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970156264396264,0.14609352572132386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918255847356627,0.0,0.0,0.11016801160485032,0.11980123909503895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992396240402712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309334561002148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232382946786528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978527536957976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gaara0fSand0,2020/03/16,"I think I'm an extrovert with anxiety Hey, for some context I'm 17 M from the UK and I've been diagnosed with social anxiety and OCD.

And I've recently been thinking that I'm more extroverted than introverted.

I initially thought I was 100% introverted before medication and therapy, but after I've gotten over the main hurdles anxiety has thrown at me, I feel I'm more extroverted.

I love people, I love being around people and I just generally enjoy being out with my friends. And if I don't get invited to go out (anxiety made sure I dont get invited anymore), I feel pretty shitty. 

Im a bit of a pussy when it comes to asking friends to meet up as I find hosting stressful still, and I dont like to feel I'm intruding if I ask for an invite with my friends who I dont meet up with as much (a part of me doesn't even know how to ask for an invite).",4.416021450459652,4.5358248820224745,6.631021450459652,76.3430388151175,69.84269662921348,10.517671092951993,31.91215526046986,10.436869588844218,3.255656179775281,671,28,140,18,11,240,96,178,0.09,0.706,0.205,0.9789,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,8,0,11,4,0,2,1,33,34,14,0,2,4,0,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,16,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,6,3,18,8,27,26,7,13,0,0,0,2,13,7,0,3,5,88,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783988711384004,0.0,0.12263769413594305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008379927550176,0.3468167942424603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522572581925307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500491533776454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652231634558217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255125042951438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347865152521244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167639864532714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187578944538928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130231863984328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866187011722766,0.0,0.12921470567631702,0.0,0.07027894383041627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335742407963627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796041426653535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041412948233105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321632471934613,0.11701027524768758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457464607674765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090447865518383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391195061261213,0.0,0.1714608307215916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258068843764288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209953322669567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260560053444245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987551988589342,0.0,0.14165234617346115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654827905487583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141622066282716,0.0,0.0,0.15847293141680682,0.0,0.09817238920209327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ASEofspades,2020/03/16,"My military base is on lockdown for 30 days because of COVID 19 and I'm terrified Hi there,
I've (M19) been suffering from social anxiety for as long as I can remember. My country has mandatory military service, so I've been serving in the airforce for about 6 months now. I'm a missile technician in a closed base (meaning I spend the week in the base and go home on the weekends) and I've been working on fighting my anxiety for a few months now with a military psychologist- they even arranged for me to be able to sleep at home once a week. 

The Corona Virus has spread to my country recently and everything closed down. Schools, malls, public transport, basically everything but supermarkets, pharmacies, hospitals and if course, the military. The army is scared of the virus spreading to the soldiers so an order was released placing my base on lockdown for 30 days. No one can enter or leave. 

I don't know what to do. I'm terrified, I can barely survive 2 weeks here. Every day is more stressful than the one before it and I can't find a single current without people. I really want to go home but I can't seem to find a way, the psychologist tried to convince the higher ups to let me go but it doesn't seem to be working. I really need to get out of here, I feel trapped and I'm constantly stressed. I can barely work. There's people everywhere: I'm my room, in the parks, at work... I can even run out into the middle of the desert (still inside the base) and see people walking by! I feel like everyone is looking at me and judging me and I'm so scared. I'm just at the beginning, there's no way I'll get through the month.",3.279166666666665,5.0896641388888915,4.641234567901236,83.16055555555556,74.27777777777777,8.133333333333335,29.592592592592588,8.841846274778883,2.4823259259259265,1287,57,252,27,27,427,162,324,0.13699999999999998,0.841,0.022000000000000002,-0.988,1,3,0,0,2,0,41.0,0,0,1,5,15,8,1,4,26,0,23,1,1,0,0,34,46,20,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,16,0,0,9,2,1,7,7,6,0,2,4,4,23,2,47,39,3,50,0,1,2,0,5,22,0,4,19,158,26,6,0.10354545210888004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842397489385515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312034653143363,0.0,0.08810955326174763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189584853391868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033475152610467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678158911499666,0.0,0.08724150928046141,0.09894211683290073,0.18611995141233348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471138355794904,0.0739728916759435,0.0,0.0,0.18927733468697175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819645009191643,0.0,0.1765417999180703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31159359313597496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569058725315261,0.0,0.0,0.10963968300029063,0.0,0.10588224020034624,0.0,0.05058707761758779,0.0,0.0,0.09163446673100377,0.08695210118295839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279135273602335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479469759762152,0.0,0.0,0.07677764071907489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027252713797783,0.1403301562526809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153561367120082,0.0,0.1081829589277188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266773610756508,0.0,0.10223864214109947,0.0,0.11729681225981245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733412242231647,0.10479352556204297,0.08251231925590004,0.18852778140943266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362023139604937,0.105551548638741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269153180926482,0.0,0.2372219310943154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030056507994327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107379042397455,0.16437912047990916,0.24917374774906334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981412080488504,0.0,0.3015292894225892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wonderbruhh,2020/03/16,"What’s wrong with me ? Taking some courage to do this as I find it hard letting anyone in. Here goes.

I was an everyday marijuana smoker for about 3 years. Few joints daily.. Some days more, some less. Cigarette smoker of 10 years... Mix all that in with the recreational use of party drugs (ecstasy, M, Coke). Bit heavier on the X. Recreational = most weekends. 

Been over 5 years sober and life has turned for the good. Married, kids, job, nutrition on point, healthy, gym 5 times a week. Happy in that sense. 

However, mentally not so much. 

Not sure if it’s anxiety, depression, a mental illness, though I feel I’m not as sharp as I once was. I receive a text and will take me minutes to think of something to reply. I tend to think deep into it. I feel as though as my brain is caged and I lack heavily socially. Whether its with friends, family, professionally.  In my younger years, I was never like that. Gets to a point where I’d be in the middle of a conversation, nothing would come to mind, I’d be lost for words. I’d drift away. I sometimes choke up, gulping in the middle of a convo. Stumped is the word. 

Awkward? Yes, very much. 

I avoid social gatherings for these reasons. I became distant and began avoiding humans around a year before I became sober. My job at the time didn’t help either as I was a freelancer working from home cutting me off from the world.

Ive realised my focus, attention, memory, memory span isn’t where it should be for a 34 y,o. I’m always thinking. Something is always occupying my mind. Not much about people interest me. 

This last year I’ve taken up books and finding it hard to absorb what I read. Nothing sticks. Whether it’s from a book or any other reading medium. It plays on my mind heavily causing me to extremely doubt myself. All these thoughts come to mind and I run with them. 

Am I fried? Smh. 

Searching for improvement in aiding me with unlocking the cage that surrounds me mentally and socially. 

Am I suffering from a form of anxiety ?

Any feedback will be appreciated.",2.275116279069767,4.886926847545221,3.622842377260984,85.11860465116281,81.55813953488372,6.804134366925062,25.537467700258397,7.97965635744439,1.815174677002584,1578,64,297,31,43,515,220,387,0.11599999999999999,0.79,0.095,-0.4883,3,2,6,0,0,0,72.0,0,0,1,2,9,17,1,4,21,1,24,6,1,3,4,57,43,20,0,4,9,0,5,1,1,4,3,0,1,2,19,16,2,2,10,7,0,5,7,9,0,0,10,5,34,8,56,24,16,48,0,3,0,0,11,28,0,7,16,190,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461436219541507,0.0,0.0,0.11943882976201532,0.0,0.13436142705857526,0.0,0.0,0.06140455555650981,0.0,0.0,0.07817685249529359,0.0,0.0,0.08250812764614315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472685445289341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587477378107516,0.0,0.0,0.09803419951112133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902135235282168,0.0,0.15129527627520412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056635500029813886,0.0,0.07563772176661457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184127840636337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827872214164849,0.0,0.08880708196818236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052856150986214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784815468278198,0.0,0.045881406039590775,0.0,0.0,0.07365777353097226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934841498687439,0.15733578825833056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058862715404384834,0.0,0.08808885537286726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742921060206581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158358686229305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980010066663953,0.0620286202813986,0.0429035563839122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958639832226192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655003937277586,0.0,0.3546855545107127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366953354877686,0.0,0.06773084081159281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852794025057138,0.0,0.0,0.09352355993807887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088211053879105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603324506478825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568401050615798,0.0,0.0,0.0902917772282458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685589105975766,0.0,0.1352135437265922,0.08685448525234345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276765228142888,0.0,0.13205677531689328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881114749042184,0.17256195061131102,0.0697178734770518,0.10241504437403008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955210279018228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584676363286996,0.0,0.07245924539193181,0.0,0.0,0.0704424953262891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393272491414534,0.0,0.0,0.062383558344677785,0.09601545992817703,0.0,0.3393124054624633
anxiety,MrsEmilyN,2020/03/16,My anxiety is through the roof today. Today is the first day of working from home ever in my life. I also have my special needs 8 year old with me. I'm really scared I'm going to screw something up.,0.1521428571428558,2.3763508809523834,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,87.80952380952381,5.2647619047619045,20.304761904761907,6.742157984588678,0.503527619047619,155,5,32,2,5,54,34,42,0.146,0.7909999999999999,0.063,-0.3804,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,7,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,7,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006498267476746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051542510814011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747126725277554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489201772161281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407183495152356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563937195911977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27603253764228464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437098359661464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404585462024047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28875989086984105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629026719933594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27550773770447845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185050844668726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521685547811805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003376275209652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772098258757348
anxiety,Hucklepuck_uk,2020/03/16,"Going through it all again Hi all,

I'm just looking for a little reassurance I guess, I had a bad stomach bug on saturday night then since then have been having this massive crippling anxiety episode. It's not the first time its happened but its really hard to invision the end of it. I'm feeling really pathetic because this just makes you feel so fragile and broken.

I'm really lucky to have my mum live nearby to lend a hand and pick up a diazepam prescription for me, so it could be worse. But on this first sunny day in months it just seems to make feeling like this way worse.

I'd taken the week off work to finally get some gardening done, had a greenhouse and decking being delivered tomorrow - but ive rung them and postponed it all for now. Feels like such a massive let down.

It seems to keep going from feeling fine one minute, where i have a baseline and just feel a bit wonky, to spiralling out of control and feeling utterly appalling.

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What do you guys do when this happens to you?

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Thanks",4.693925549915395,6.361170203045687,4.985807106598988,82.70872758037227,70.31979695431471,8.095972927241963,31.40744500846024,8.648137234880735,2.5597258206429787,818,36,151,14,15,258,124,197,0.134,0.716,0.15,0.1101,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,1,4,11,7,0,0,11,0,15,2,2,4,3,36,39,14,0,1,8,1,10,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,15,7,0,2,9,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,5,11,10,6,22,30,5,28,1,0,1,0,8,9,0,5,18,102,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25237580278161104,0.2830312344596573,0.0,0.0,0.08909408066045707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972419634669344,0.07099492673322233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271477240983803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062345727617675,0.09298644218449012,0.0,0.0,0.0751091726005826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918235756367684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315188664069704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122112907040357,0.16640276276566002,0.0,0.12757981657593048,0.0,0.19812719122885636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084725028596805,0.0,0.13237751733289296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829741904371367,0.1153169448910044,0.2059761651793477,0.0,0.1043282117251795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351790308196868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190915813751046,0.0,0.11379613916789773,0.11672678976713567,0.10283919867408314,0.0,0.0977998124536541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548027046231838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295986878224352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929288686154548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789185239711836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238280536085596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204756887185655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633961815462316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072237291361556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791066769725693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244312061191737,0.09341980801957736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478664561757714,0.0,0.2373720380945849,0.0,0.0,0.2830312344596573,0.0
anxiety,carpediem3,2020/03/16,"Feeling out of control and depressed due to the current state of affairs My anxiety has always made me an uber control freak and some one who is anxious/ hates scenarios I can't control (airplane flights, business meetings, etc). Over the past 2 weeks watching everything close, my gym classes, restaurants, etc is sending me into a spiral. I know what is happening is for the greater good but my anxiety brain is just not able to cope. I'm an extrovert so the whole joke of spending time inside is good is honestly putting me into a dark head space. Let alone for my whole life I have been a germaphobe so even when I'm at the grocery store I am on high alert.

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Moral of the story is definitely check on your extrovert friends, especially with those who have anxiety. After 2 years of therapy my anxiety was pretty under control and within this month I have unraveled.",6.350563301728947,7.633765785276076,6.332649191299499,76.05344116006695,65.99386503067484,9.362855549358617,38.13106525376464,9.573946990214177,3.900943558282208,705,38,119,14,11,223,110,163,0.09,0.737,0.172,0.9559,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,5,8,1,0,11,0,17,3,2,5,0,19,24,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,2,2,3,2,2,3,0,1,3,2,14,5,20,20,6,24,1,1,1,0,7,12,0,1,9,84,19,1,0.12131584453610962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564662799499918,0.0,0.0,0.10094450106372337,0.1314456668696503,0.14741202979226645,0.0,0.0,0.3712251560562209,0.1370523731435391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542860406096008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544264141371556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448915913310283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705984701059901,0.08012797115912096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903085857824234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061340936130731674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372832055163437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035079492112601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072792006715525,0.0,0.0,0.11977428038253753,0.1245050561160445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817685045445765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667201547362063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405367043811115,0.08568896873161283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147919853944726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683314968805336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082206755936402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158097007836554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342182772660835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195593141988915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873524100773008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074024454518409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973122528279307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708896159719825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741202979226645,0.07812342638505262
anxiety,LittleSureShot26,2020/03/16,"Anyone spend excessive time worrying about trivial things? Like, I don't really freak out about anything ""serious"" (and I'm not implying anything about those who do, this is just my personal narrative), rather I spend hours at a time ruminating about things like: if I listen to one song then I am not listening to another song I could be listening to. 


There's no logic to it, it doesn't make sense, but idk if it is anxiety. I have been told I have anxiety in the past, but never officially diagnosed, and I don't have physical symptoms. My main concern is that I ruminate about stupid random things like that for hours on end.",4.89186741363212,6.567937831932774,5.928011204481795,76.11192343604111,69.84033613445378,11.003174603174603,30.869281045751638,10.980518767755715,3.8607975723622787,498,21,92,17,9,165,76,119,0.126,0.8,0.07400000000000001,-0.6235,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,2,0,14,2,0,1,1,16,20,7,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,11,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,7,3,0,1,2,5,11,3,14,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,11,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015827029535792,0.2941295053721738,0.0,0.0,0.13442021232448434,0.0,0.31639789213381353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534897495057782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512178086203125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026952391743275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786396748979736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28175947727332235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832315768681193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826903183806125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026828633436166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835169274123075,0.0,0.1678584692057217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315527250944433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981324842071455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831515157243687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241959392949166,0.0,0.0,0.1836956553074449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523128028393466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zachl1,2020/03/16,Coronavirus asthma fears. :( I have anxiety and I often obsess over symptoms. As soon as I found out that breathlessness was a COVID-19 symptom I've been obsessing over my breathing and how shallow it is. This is because I'm an asthmatic and I'm terrified that I'm at higher risk. My fear seems to be that I could have corona and that if I do even my inhaler can't save me. I feel like I will run out of breath and be in an emergency state. The hospital lines are all down and the services are overloaded which isn't helping. I will try to meditate but finding this tough. I'm off work and at home until April so I'll need a way to work through this.,1.5225563909774458,3.8083801654135363,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,81.93233082706767,6.807518796992482,25.28947368421053,7.957251820313856,1.5608436090225568,514,21,108,10,14,168,87,133,0.171,0.816,0.013999999999999999,-0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,5,6,0,16,5,2,1,1,21,24,14,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,9,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,2,12,2,17,16,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,4,75,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894275856849708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462262226363925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632356645541072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586339600400064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970150391300923,0.11166384383207414,0.1577688526928539,0.0,0.0,0.2018446707825281,0.0,0.0,0.2421407549133643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802506545146832,0.0,0.22152152670045303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789175623651702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375080133107545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104534985596784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590767096828839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993654087378214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529330446067692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321549752670843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pixiepoof,2020/03/16,"How's everyone doing? These are trying times and a new challenge for my mental health for sure . 
I haven't panicked or had an anxiety attack. But I feel this sinking dread . It's a weird stillness in my anxiety that's just.. defeated I guess. I cant exhibit any control over any of this right now except myself.
I am trying to focus that inwards and do something positive.

I'm using my small gym at the apartment building that no one uses daily. 
Trying to eat well. (I do weight watchers).
Playing original Bioshock which is rad af.
I'm cleaning a lot while I wfh. (I did that anyway because I have an English mastiff that drools on everything ).
I miss yoga classes but I am going to try and so some on my own today. 
I am going to read a book ! I have a bunch I've been meanking to get to so I set a goal of one book in the next 2 weeks. 

How is everyone else doing ? We can get through this ! We just have to breathe and be kind to each other.",0.3814550949913631,2.7293341295336795,2.6478044041450812,90.40224201208984,88.53367875647669,5.081951640759931,23.067573402417963,6.6274283507984215,0.8131936096718482,729,29,148,9,24,247,122,193,0.07200000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.094,0.7126,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,4,10,10,1,1,10,0,20,5,2,6,1,24,31,12,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,7,2,1,1,6,0,2,3,5,1,2,3,3,21,5,20,27,5,21,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,4,9,109,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643551619820527,0.0,0.2322274138756303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267526404410274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252560950922713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023772763505154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531207205743233,0.12679535923563073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900706402661561,0.1364129230317041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674612956559798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860087977343154,0.0,0.1725237427537559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720627010557007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613384083082574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805881090600718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904062035658342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296173206883176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659312804429164,0.16142311953484847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570440362424725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182424119891885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962199487762094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685009704048813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121423284794018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305383816364373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850598500479759,0.0,0.14387269431966007,0.0,0.0,0.41220322702921663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262183844796749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175130076162917,0.18483100619633303,0.13647129512557907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MGPythagoras,2020/03/16,"What do anxiety chest pains feel like? I have had discomfort on the right side of my chest since June 2018 when my anxiety went through the roof. I smoked wayyy too much pot and ended up having a panic attack and had to go on Zoloft as my body was just trashed after anxiety wise. I have had this tightness in my chest that feels like my breathing is being impeded. I went to an allergist, tried multiple ashtma meds and nothing helped. I now am at a pulmonary doctor and they are sending me for a CT scan as I had one off reading on my breathing test (which they said is usually a false positive but they just want to confirm). 

Of course now I am freaking out I have lung cancer even though I have none of the symptoms except the shortness of breath. I did see anxiety can cause this chest issue and shortness of breath. Does anyone here have experience with that and what it feels like?",4.945038535645472,6.074154057803469,5.038280346820809,84.61826830443161,69.11560693641619,8.310019267822737,28.867533718689785,8.59863814320734,2.031651637764932,704,25,138,11,12,220,110,173,0.135,0.795,0.07,-0.8936,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,9,9,1,2,9,0,20,15,10,1,0,18,29,11,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,1,0,4,1,5,0,1,9,7,20,4,23,19,2,23,0,0,2,0,6,12,0,0,10,99,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538794207704715,0.0,0.0,0.10371378422658012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687435335857866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647580132467279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237283013822034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181911172062576,0.12980207872265806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137381914935828,0.0,0.0,0.09796867627070774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509240349266073,0.0,0.0,0.22499597432711552,0.3178948127872312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429773118018367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942055453561137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481499630650705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173954431732182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647580132467279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090375137571848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232389008346746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051030798727142,0.0,0.1578305335238531,0.1740299385141776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836727823009396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266705660893153,0.14109307557162393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819752564404548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269774198555725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416869066009745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573066077278954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007043907959638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336138788765672,0.0,0.08748718948777595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750014873868649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scantserenity_2,2020/03/16,"My teacher is giving me stress Today I was so upset by this I wanted to talk about it

So then we had an art lesson and I thought things were going good but she said to me 'You can't blend the colours. Everyone else can do it so why can't you?' So I really did try.

A week later and we had one where we used duct tape on the canvas. I did it slightly different to everyone else because she didn't explain what she was doing. She said' Look around they've all done their work amazing but yours is a mess'

I can't stand up for myself and she keeps being horrible. I don't really know what to do and I'd really appreciate some advice. Thank you. I hold these thoughts in all day.",-0.30900993743098937,1.9371201748251752,1.9508575634891407,94.4811041589989,92.00699300699301,5.248288553551712,16.617224880382775,6.8360192770164,-0.05331328671328661,527,13,118,8,19,177,92,143,0.083,0.8059999999999999,0.111,0.6132,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,4,1,2,7,6,0,2,5,0,20,0,0,1,2,22,33,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,2,5,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,13,4,25,3,11,19,3,12,0,0,2,0,18,5,0,1,5,85,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051375388041168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533687041555982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637007040010882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253435061972172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230934381044445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785681927968917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29153509736039324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334734522666253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739077713031966,0.0991690990188894,0.14635749146805455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509849992348704,0.0,0.0,0.09589747205116568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465312158839727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824181440783438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353564390498976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319679660733553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998825647953788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140251862092639,0.0,0.16065085410445076,0.0,0.0,0.11592622089686867,0.0,0.0,0.27705787409655985,0.0,0.0,0.16540013845474222,0.0,0.0,0.11847013629744653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070699980647093,0.0,0.0,0.1029212249930294,0.0,0.1399687556992295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745391267126135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703388648065744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xerikappax,2020/03/16,I’m so scared about the time and the future I’m worried that I’ll never become someone and that my life will be useless This causes me so much anxiety and it’s hard for me to pursue what I’m studying because I’m so scared of not succeeding,0.4752564102564101,2.7216462692307712,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,86.30769230769229,5.005128205128205,22.128205128205128,6.42735559955562,0.5488743589743592,194,7,40,2,6,66,37,52,0.308,0.6920000000000001,0.0,-0.937,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230100978636874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770636883206828,0.321958187340141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994687858128355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26114242982589203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059074390937165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429891289210812,0.0,0.2248362758338109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5837197679563584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24700184091313734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998620488460095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960501828409373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jhaaaaayj,2020/03/16,Need some counseling or help Hi. I do have a trauma using video call because my girlfriend had video sex chat with another guy. I really dont know how to overcome it. I will be having a online class with my professor tomorrow through video chat and i dont know what to do. Can someone help me with this one? Thank you.,1.6134598214285705,4.023127890625002,3.094464285714285,89.16125000000002,82.59375,6.7821428571428575,23.205357142857146,7.957251820313856,1.3835294642857137,251,9,51,5,7,82,47,64,0.045,0.8290000000000001,0.126,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,2,0,11,15,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,8,1,6,12,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,1,34,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264432754596923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372660863735496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25750401107248394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911062455769256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496978822603576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338061923361046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27718310422978065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186988300532269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088371813304093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155298780920946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367132523338134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217349469899806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780258197643898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yummycircle,2020/03/16,'why are you nice all the time' Ah yes thank you its my anxiety,-1.7814285714285738,0.13193085714285854,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,97.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.4324571428571429,48,1,13,1,2,16,13,14,0.086,0.508,0.406,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756137501079528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5723958262654876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36252966635260253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.561005186960308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lereleleith,2020/03/16,"Lump in my throat, is this my anxiety? Hey folks,

With all the corona manic atmosphere apart from getting myself caught in infinite scrolls through twitter, news, reddit, instagram, you name it... I started feeling like a ball in my throat and yesterday night I thought I was going to lose it. I could feel how my glottis was closing and I was choking. Anyone experiencing this? What helped you? 

I try to stay in the now but I cannot help focusing on this lump.

Thanks in advance!",2.5668028600612907,5.449125741573038,3.3429826353421848,85.50587334014301,83.71910112359551,6.382431052093973,28.31562819203269,7.686295010490155,2.1244292134831464,377,18,68,7,11,119,65,89,0.1,0.8220000000000001,0.077,-0.2661,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,4,2,1,1,13,14,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,3,14,2,11,8,1,17,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476123211818547,0.0,0.0,0.20543639445767387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345806495868409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971148729357805,0.2098954818873821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350181340776434,0.0,0.1669770521224593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938647193541329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353905590621974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286944140128287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757175755185393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795781194578652,0.3131587256962003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27049762783674114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332496087069781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947538415898705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JBeggs2396,2020/03/16,Vicious cycle So I have a fear of vomiting and just over a week ago I had food poisoning and ended up being sick a few times. Later that night I woke up panicking thinking I was going to be sick again but I didn't. Ever since then I've had an anxious feeling which lasts up until the evening time. I'm not eating much which is making the anxiety worse because of the way my stomach feels if I'm not eating. What can I do?,1.7023876404494374,3.47349141573034,3.7307724719101145,88.1296418539326,78.66292134831461,6.247752808988763,23.484550561797754,7.1686216300943375,0.9226280898876404,332,11,69,4,8,113,67,89,0.24,0.741,0.02,-0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,1,7,0,10,8,1,1,1,12,18,7,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,2,7,0,8,11,2,18,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,12,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952207507328729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847547117451198,0.2487973970971501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425026268538887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507008726020443,0.0,0.0,0.19505855580419573,0.0,0.0,0.14545994499625062,0.1992107899921705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478201599398855,0.2227099742205088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663031861343194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516187630111433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951697580182446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700534328598605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189450911658665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667108828694475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217666584640452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111459533972814,0.0,0.0,0.2568359570749596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480845176785634,0.17665535192077264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443334992169076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hiding-from-society,2020/03/16,"I can’t breathe I don’t know if it’s related to anxiety, but I guess so. Do you ever get the feeling that you can’t breathe? Not like an acute panic attack, but very subtle, so that you constantly need to take very deep breaths because it feels like normal breathing won’t get you enough oxygen? It’s like I forget a moment to breath and suddenly I find myself gasping for air.",3.33731601731602,4.802204051948053,4.433181818181819,86.1364393939394,73.41558441558442,7.2112554112554115,27.119047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.5807333333333338,300,11,60,4,6,98,52,77,0.26,0.718,0.022000000000000002,-0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,5,5,5,0,1,14,13,6,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,10,3,4,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736259619021386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26375984314319245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133199903287186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25054463141932604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395603001050367,0.0,0.0,0.2097192110863208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344579834075033,0.16563180066821676,0.0,0.0,0.2119042872301233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422613534311912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554060062959529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741724599983287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33980672783684474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719118800853012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271611874367173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27202292324513283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432036133778994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825967068686802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TIMEISMNEY,2020/03/16,"I suffer from the need to ""start over"" constantly. I am 30 years old, male and ever since I was around 14 I have this strange ritual where I need to factory reset my entire digital life (Xbox, PC, Phone) and start fresh. 

I have had over 150 email addresses over the past 16 years because I feel the need to start a new email address and a new identity every time. I restart all my games I've played, and all my online communities with a new alias. I actually crave the thought of being a long term player of an online game or having a long term presence on a forum and building a relationship with online communities but I never get that far due to my intrusive thoughts. I hate myself every time and I am starting to get frustrated with the process.

The best way I can describe it is it's like an OCD or perfection anxiety. My mind/thoughts feels like they are ""in a mess"" and the only way to settle my mind is to restart everything. It used to be a satisfying feeling starting fresh but up until about two years ago it's became very frustrating and not an enjoyable experience. It could be something like I don't like the look of my online name, or the way I've played through a game or the videos I've watched on YouTube have started to give me a bad recommended string of videos and it sets the anxiety off. I fight it for a day or two until I just can't take anymore stress and restart.

This only applies to my digital life though, if it was practical I'd probably open a new bank account every time but I know I can't do that. Anything else in my life I don't really get an anxiety with i.e a relationship or job.

I don't know what to call it to be able to do research on it and I want a new way of thinking to be able to be settled with one online presence and be content with it. Are there any other people reading this that have the same problem? 

Ps. I must add, I'm currently in the process of restarting right now. It can sometimes take a couple days as I've used so many variations of my name for email address I'm running out of names and email address that I am satisfied with (at the time). This last restart only lasted two days and the intrusive thoughts started up. Sometimes I can go a month and be fine, sometimes I can go a week, sometimes a couple of hours. It's never usually more than a month. I think the longest I stayed with an identity was 3 months but that was because I entered a new relationship.

P.P.S. if I start a new job, or a new relationship I have to do the ritual with my online identity but never the other way round. 

I feel like a freak when it comes to this, but any other aspect of my life I'm pretty standardly normal.",4.4094712928541915,5.148611089219333,5.481827757125156,82.37828479966956,70.07806691449814,8.803056588186701,30.18608013217679,8.998388855275968,2.359789178025609,2098,82,429,38,36,695,225,538,0.085,0.805,0.11,0.9072,3,0,1,0,1,0,48.0,0,0,1,2,10,21,4,1,47,0,40,4,0,2,8,80,79,36,0,10,17,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,4,1,28,29,0,0,11,9,2,5,9,10,0,4,8,7,46,11,60,61,7,83,2,1,3,0,20,19,0,9,57,272,74,5,0.11580689517824108,0.0,0.056505412174249585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051327912593646205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875265990885191,0.0,0.1328879367509149,0.0,0.05742466088790048,0.0,0.0,0.04764960367236785,0.05154634459809744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834696010829407,0.07059480841991614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060766095885954864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059125893982041176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987869297638662,0.0,0.06257305626722239,0.0,0.046231191253500316,0.12813812683237402,0.0,0.11202880038684453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837090045259928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237698337929583,0.14635845584715204,0.0,0.05203988505724764,0.05664068254263331,0.0,0.0,0.11711089161997153,0.0827324690546472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075648446594932,0.05554626314679824,0.06581572730074108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716766670647532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057023232113986924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492047416733535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364444097800821,0.09439807611066807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359566976232484,0.14144349837966289,0.0,0.0,0.10248545800227668,0.048624312618936856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870500754989981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169319512951556,0.0,0.13865393830356798,0.0,0.0,0.12880401808623768,0.13397612524513286,0.4473880840063411,0.0,0.0,0.056733084571335725,0.0,0.0,0.060759927836484776,0.0,0.039236874639390136,0.13211454336241518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527539263547845,0.04014295983431812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058908622863305886,0.062429709964568175,0.05540577931137913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057919117084378476,0.0,0.03709443122810447,0.0,0.0,0.2486665318015445,0.0,0.04944922786204642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047898330203437686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04457690286060334,0.22907196101184524,0.0,0.3278748658479094,0.061717370831151586,0.0,0.0,0.0663282035780095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707237282810673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420438235273791,0.05688984326444967,0.1838754780316088,0.13505586374562747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968976378369752,0.0,0.0,0.10001997496907994,0.06377246698195878,0.0477764084006257,0.03415295361465965,0.2298053075630417,0.04644665297387565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186376542487717
anxiety,aishy91,2020/03/16,"Started a new job today I’ve been battling (mild) anxiety for a few years now, occasionally get panic attacks from stressful situations/the unknown. Mostly stemming from esteem issues. I started a new job today and at the end of it had a full blown panic Attack because I felt like an imposter and incompetent to deal with this new environment. I had to start my first day at home due to the covid-19 outbreak and all support and communications were remote. Everyone I met online told me things move really fast here and learning curve is steep and I got very overwhelmed and started crying, and haven’t stopped for an hour now. How do I stop feeling like this?",7.822974238875879,8.141571180327873,7.746487119437939,70.56631147540986,62.606557377049185,9.594379391100704,37.1007025761124,9.23628265651192,3.5006964871194377,532,24,88,8,7,171,87,122,0.22,0.7,0.08,-0.9551,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,3,4,8,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,18,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,8,2,8,3,11,10,4,24,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,22,55,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101596950193002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021741474509552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095788162133566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588219406390024,0.08564949333526051,0.13691812980820112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762753497944138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690272823412535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671511823075076,0.0948773087693139,0.1275154950848418,0.0,0.0,0.11296552043603653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938614788836757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062178468737308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321619526970588,0.0,0.13078808990287455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861594731201585,0.26358080294420466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297655309700966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411527659329309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847973281017145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116406725874872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507953033352039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37600575977252426,0.0,0.0,0.22206510714013164,0.1521299079525351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070774850449156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823103371912314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177091222754044,0.12690272823412535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957963913106222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552331898700098
anxiety,AJSMKO,2020/03/16,"Crying worrying about death and my girlfriend Hey all, I'm in bed lying down and have the flu, no Corona virus and I am having a panic attack crying about me dying and my beautiful little and if ill be okay",1.1614285714285693,3.6363189523809534,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,85.66666666666666,5.2647619047619045,15.542857142857144,6.742157984588678,0.04162285714285696,164,3,30,2,5,56,34,42,0.475,0.4320000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,1,4,2,0,0,1,7,5,6,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492564717290661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6744494963140057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186172132701104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076943450038757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601979940155029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31177309127790465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lavenderheljardottir,2020/03/16,"Well This Blows *I work in a boarding school in a state that so far only has 1 confirmed case of the coronavirus, but the state and people are taking precautions to self-quarantine or distance from others. This means that my job is facing students leaving for home, which could mean eventually we have no students. If that happens, I have no job for maybe 2-3 months. This also might affect my summer job in mid-May, which is also education-related. I could be facing up to 5 months without a paying job if this all goes sideways.*

*I have an anxiety disorder, and this is not helping. This is my current top anxiety.*",3.0096153846153832,5.588599641025642,4.2483974358974335,81.96951923076924,78.23076923076924,6.976923076923077,26.84401709401709,8.07648339933343,2.0571658119658127,486,20,86,9,12,159,79,117,0.11599999999999999,0.851,0.032,-0.8684,5,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,0,13,2,2,1,1,16,17,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,11,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,4,64,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430291362827481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248306621248285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426398368442306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414816248153894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436911322447986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184905640246217,0.0,0.152418500194287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6031487475441735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089338561003913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526544598206814,0.3310367580903503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611952135153833,0.0,0.0,0.2425704959184565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556501998269172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534317806385728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378177550590488,0.0,0.0,0.1585172604536044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142476851872826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366215323647141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647462842395148,0.0,0.11062159910582088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ruinedmf,2020/03/16,"He took advantage of me being drunk, but I think i participated? *Rant*  A few weeks ago I was at a party and had a little too much to drink. Many of the people there I had never met before, the rest I had known for a few days (except a close friend of mine). I had been flirting with this guy the whole night and was sitting in his lap when suddenly I had to go throw up.

Afterwards, this other guy (who had just served me a few shots after introducing himself for the first time), started talking about how I could sleep in his bed to sober up while he stayed on the couch. I wasn't really in a state to have an opinion about this, so I was led (basically carried...) to his bed. I don't quite remember what happened/ what I said, but I think I might have asked him to cuddle me because I was cold. I was slurring and talking a bunch of nonsense. The guy laid down with me and eventually started kissing me. He said it would be uncomfortable sleeping in my clothes so he undressed me. We fooled around for a little bit. From what I remember, I was on and off about whether or not we should go further. I remember asking him if he had protection, and when he said no I told him we definitely couldn't go further. He started touching me down there and I tried to make him stop by saying I was getting my period but he ignored me. On the other hand, I do remember moaning when he fingered me.

The guy kept touching me, and suddenly he started to choke me really hard. Just when it felt like I was about to faint, the guy let go. I remember starting to panic a little bit. I suddenly realised this was not the guy I had been flirting with all night - this was someone else. I just wanted to get away from there, so I said I had to go to the toilet. He refused to let me go by myself and instead picked me up -and accidentally dropped me on the floor, and I sobered up even more from the pain. Now I felt I just had to get away from there.

I said I had to go find my friend, who I knew was still in the house since here boyfriend lived there. The guy said he thought she wasn't there, that she had left, even though it was obvious she had stayed. I went to find her and immediately had an anxiety attack and started crying.

The guy was really nice to me afterwards, apologizing for what had happened and was very touchy. Since I felt I had partly initiated the sexual contact, I felt I had no right to blame him and told him my anxiety attack was due to old memories.

My friend has since told me several stories about this guy acting like an asshole. Apparently he walks around talking about all the ""sluts"" he has fucked and can't remember the names of. I'm scared he's telling people I am one of those. 

Since the incident, my anxiety has increased a lot. I think a lot about what happened. I feel ashamed that I let him touch me at all. Everything was just so clouded. I feel like I don't have the right to feel this way because I partly participated in the whole thing. 

Not sure what I want with this post, opinions maybe. I don't know.",3.304820718521104,4.696713627868854,4.386128357167774,86.73274328566444,73.37704918032787,7.683292640390652,26.749215207534014,8.265842613841098,1.5900753400767351,2363,84,503,38,47,771,244,610,0.141,0.777,0.081,-0.9874,1,0,1,0,0,0,73.0,3,0,0,3,37,22,3,3,37,0,59,12,4,4,6,89,111,33,0,7,15,0,13,3,3,3,2,7,3,9,25,26,2,5,22,2,0,14,13,10,0,2,56,21,93,12,73,45,19,85,0,0,0,4,68,33,1,7,34,362,118,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563125802456485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813930128504163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165089448309588,0.09624809954863488,0.11712504682618548,0.09672867939201972,0.0,0.0,0.06275980758669464,0.0,0.04380313886983433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239911169267147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04110019890293807,0.0,0.05654507162501132,0.03319840893787798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050427866335088285,0.0,0.0,0.0430024313847964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800015118726048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046264211861012185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808495966860071,0.03677518188134205,0.19770398571638775,0.0,0.0940980979846258,0.04378631323171908,0.0,0.0,0.11931301658784695,0.04758966062857065,0.080683829729339,0.0,0.20478897328413825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587329436958472,0.13656283366567495,0.0,0.04611328439242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593975510812475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028290415110862936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592991537161617,0.15791617252558954,0.0,0.07544719172458783,0.15478044424623402,0.045455137557984616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752781578422628,0.0,0.0,0.034361299837697035,0.05218960233296352,0.05171556941062753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460896630866948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037841520896350435,0.0,0.039702238874661566,0.0,0.0,0.09661536204973917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401645624302645,0.0,0.03488215008706882,0.0,0.05477516156251755,0.06039717275230786,0.0,0.11148915768165488,0.0,0.07137534590862225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930074019089067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475213009158501,0.0,0.0,0.09893246055287526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34988046355032937,0.08792216015298704,0.2937985130216973,0.04093657964760322,0.05153746115327778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815436207554998,0.0,0.17032923834346084,0.0,0.1030283599800308,0.0,0.04361629836665275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186141299236409,0.10973527387679692,0.0411096018208174,0.04303708025927551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851646698308483,0.0,0.0,0.12412579749407572,0.044993170361124615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03419903404394426,0.09895315667221584,0.050575894981914865,0.040866991070123836,0.03001665494901735,0.0,0.0,0.14756544971344773,0.057192845432425976,0.03494950661793313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247391933654846,0.06072494126263948,0.04086004964917167,0.041291747494339004,0.0,0.0,0.04771969835377776,0.0,0.11494447303909383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03656778663270132,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ballsdestroyer1001,2020/03/16,"I am in a serious relationship after a very long time and I am anxious about fucking it up due to my anxiety disorder. My boyfriend knows that I have anxiety and has asked me to go for therapy multiple times. Honestly, I know I need a psychiatrist but I don’t have the motivation or will power to go get help. I am constantly anxious about him losing interest in me or falling out of love and this gives me major anxiety. Whenever I feel even a trivial change in his behaviour towards me my mind goes into panic mode and tells me things such as “he is losing interest in you”, “he is probably gonna break up soon”, etc.  I am insecure and anxious all the time and I hate it. I hate anxiety so much. Anxiety makes me feel that I cannot me loved and that’s the most painful feeling ever. Anxiety makes me hate myself and being alive feels like a burden sometimes. My anxiety makes me feel like people will hurt me eventually so it’s better to push them away in advance to protect myself. I know it’s wrong but how do I control my overwhelming emotions? It’s so difficult.",3.3157556608741423,5.250299819905212,5.31152448657188,77.86016719325964,74.49763033175356,9.428225381779884,30.679568193786203,9.861636050157227,3.372254133754608,846,40,159,25,18,292,120,211,0.303,0.541,0.156,-0.9879,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,7,11,23,4,3,8,0,15,4,0,6,2,33,39,17,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,2,9,0,0,5,2,15,0,0,0,5,35,8,22,35,5,26,0,4,0,3,13,11,1,3,11,114,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200316844596149,0.32912598560563583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078639874987753,0.0,0.09123970757880297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588747162808169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273137940890706,0.0,0.0,0.10494332716301992,0.10891911114587112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129850537531784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923767388282757,0.0,0.0,0.10830529737676134,0.06414141026877185,0.08784315854913402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455131518816652,0.13875334025444222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977826941951374,0.050736893319288295,0.0931584617060036,0.1103817172218232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28763331255724994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509197450005913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396016164808024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601102724583069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488781409141134,0.0,0.0,0.08594086328989761,0.0,0.2172864678036608,0.0,0.0,0.17529433349140575,0.0,0.1944685879466912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805520740566624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138832707365639,0.07200714927635846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333377349837164,0.11393974186649858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732507597509778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470291637226672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042617012740226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960460267662092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487997008942844,0.0,0.11105577594798267,0.0,0.06451674695156505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987996759117044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012738319907353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617647905503833,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bean-King,2020/03/16,"How to help my friend who cant see his therapist and doctor because of our countries basically lockdown? He has severe Anxiety (and Depression). He is medicated  for his depression but feels as though it doesn't really work anymore. He was supposed to meet up with the doctor who's prescribing his meds and also with his therapists because hes been feeling really shitty lately, but now everythings canceled to avoid social contact.


All i can offer is to listen to him and hang out whenever he wants to, i sometimes bring him small presents to remind him i care or like foods in cups that he could eat in his room without getting up.


What else could i do/ suggest he could do so he could cope better with his Anxiety during this outbreak? He also has a lot of stress ontop of his mental problems because hes supposed to graduate this year but his grades are not looking too well atm.


I just want to help him",8.001226718047526,7.402930150289018,8.003776493256261,71.91635195889533,62.52601156069363,10.925883108542068,37.1412973667309,10.25414643259724,3.8473370584457296,728,31,126,14,9,236,114,173,0.132,0.753,0.115,-0.53,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,9,10,0,2,2,0,18,5,0,1,1,28,28,14,0,7,7,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,7,8,2,1,2,0,1,2,4,5,1,0,2,5,21,5,23,22,2,13,0,2,2,0,34,7,0,2,5,89,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555290743986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966330906715304,0.0,0.1274561351530053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503163894952656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366445209602635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103350206345268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41044727958904703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213861422570161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26308891564158066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150683736075974,0.10736098272472476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550442824819475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996595364613722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540546698049248,0.0,0.09929332133261254,0.0,0.06714577889967689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722869116333071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497482656154298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278780359255275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792344029648454,0.0,0.0,0.1092621046732902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427554362460874,0.12946919003055712,0.12951674235701086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297515365313486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646648936860967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241285995149567,0.0,0.0,0.14518968488762973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310087519765106,0.0,0.0,0.1271083989485148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472178738016039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984405106292622,0.0,0.0,0.12626908787675198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160745939038087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155538534432484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238875560323245,0.0,0.09356323142832254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827619062627114
anxiety,TheBetterCornlord,2020/03/16,Post request: How to differentiate shortness of breath between a panic attack/hyperventilation I think this is very important to many on this sub. I myself can start hyperventilating subconsciously and it can cause me much more anxiety knowing that there is also a respiratory disease going around. Could someone make a post about how you can differentiate the two? so we don't all start making ourselves more anxious,8.783571428571431,11.065084500000005,8.918571428571429,56.05642857142857,61.14285714285714,10.171428571428573,36.85714285714286,10.355215969177356,4.399514285714286,345,16,48,8,5,113,57,70,0.11,0.8590000000000001,0.03,-0.6697,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,0,7,1,1,5,1,12,14,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,7,13,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851037955167806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076405332998834,0.2521770777079597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987147130084748,0.0,0.2539470039810945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22931026084060005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822443033755514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686208366454688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267685441264554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980045475543284,0.2263118523416937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409369503991933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26190266702114395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42756952862888375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913509270812387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159950544391479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303150551377505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180552470058043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841813489963057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carlisnotaboy,2020/03/16,"It’s 4am and I’m terrified they’re going to break-in. I don’t know where else to turn.. so I apologize if this isn’t the right sub. I haven’t slept since this incident. 

Someone rang our doorbell 2 times at 11:30pm last night and said they had an amazon delivery and asked if this was the right address (he gave neighbors address across the street). He didn’t have a package in his hands. We told him he had the wrong house and he walked a few houses up the street to a parked car where another guy standing outside of it. They got in and slowly drove down our street and parked on the side of our house, (we live on a corner lot) it only has one window facing it and is what I guess you’d call a “blind spot”.

I’m sitting by the window in the dark so they can’t see me and trying to get a pic/video of the license plate. 

Then the door opens and I could see the driver and 2 other guys in the back. I’m starting to panic because what the hell kind of amazon driver has 2 passengers and why would they need to get out too?! Suddenly, all 3 guys quickly jumped out of the car with purpose.  And all the evidence hit me at once and I yelled to my husband “they’re breaking in!!” And I ran, hid and called 911 while he got the gun. The car stayed parked there for quite a while but idk if they got spooked and were sitting in there or if they were ringing a neighbors door or what. But they drove off a few min before the police arrived

I keep thinking that crap like this is a common burglary tactic. Ring bell to check if home, if someone’s there, make excuse like wrong address. If  no one answers, break In. But burglars usually do this in the day time when people aren’t likely to be home. Not at almost midnight when they’re almost guaranteed to be sleeping in there. 

I’m scared they’ll come back. I’m scared they had worse intentions than just stealing. I’m TERRIFIED because my husband is going out of town this weekend and it will just be me and the baby home alone. Ugh help please",3.1248363377609145,4.389691899509806,3.714471853257432,91.87334914611007,73.63235294117645,6.440986717267553,24.43580012650221,6.6834051587181325,0.6480187223276408,1557,46,338,12,31,490,209,408,0.138,0.8170000000000001,0.045,-0.9909,1,1,0,1,1,0,39.0,5,1,9,1,16,13,2,3,31,0,27,6,5,2,2,56,60,37,0,10,15,2,1,3,2,3,1,5,12,3,16,26,0,1,3,1,1,11,8,9,0,2,17,9,30,4,41,34,5,68,1,0,3,0,38,32,2,13,22,201,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702903282408876,0.10189320721170624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316121987447534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197310019958076,0.0,0.0,0.15129807221826508,0.0,0.11994447887795914,0.0,0.0837151174771131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091631950285602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474665446472958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854934756426027,0.0,0.0,0.06344770662546377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218483168243651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280018675323076,0.0,0.11182455607931284,0.0,0.2360531927650687,0.0,0.10837793471082108,0.29223843513618203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594281495156863,0.0,0.2960529623502092,0.0,0.0,0.34055593468283346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744569162218402,0.0,0.1024488344726889,0.05406771034194481,0.08019377274052993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419218990928978,0.0,0.0868723630037751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364014052355663,0.0,0.0,0.06567018544326514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294838044767822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232405020245893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047727201207109,0.13333123459808813,0.07482330221577528,0.0,0.11542908893515262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682051060937188,0.0,0.0,0.10799296576930267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464046917641713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680339390270892,0.09358300823030173,0.0,0.1969933993880983,0.0,0.15679408745375184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138190872623619,0.0,0.098452205500989,0.0,0.16671606811244766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696346884451163,0.1048612220607968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303867218406534,0.0,0.0,0.11473368622253985,0.0,0.0,0.09400741040525214,0.0,0.06679434688417525,0.10701044665778876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083529439362418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877369090577765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100258802704457,0.0698871503919275,0.21512869948442365,0.0,0.0
anxiety,J123Skeksis,2020/03/16,"Scared to call into work sick I've been up for the last 3 hours panicking about what to do. I have had a flu and cough for the last 3 days. I am always scared to call into my work when Im not well but with the current situation regarding the Coronavirus I have decided to self isolate and call in. I haven't been off sick in 2 years so i overprepped what I was going to say and really worried the whole time about whether I'm being stupid. I spoke to my manager who sounded stern and I started talking very fast and i got really panicked because of the way she asks questions. She said she would call me back today about this so now I'm just sitting here worrying about it, not able to think about or do anything but think about it. I fixate on things and my manager knows I am an anxious person. I don't expect her to act any differently but I'm sitting worried more about the way she handled this than making myself feel better and my stomach feels all weird because of it. :(",3.5462981574539363,4.867916226130653,4.586010050251256,85.81254941373534,72.6683417085427,7.517721943048577,27.337018425460638,8.021203637495839,1.6414278726968172,775,28,158,11,15,253,116,199,0.215,0.767,0.018000000000000002,-0.9891,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,15,6,1,2,9,0,14,5,1,1,1,29,29,15,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,9,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,7,6,23,2,28,20,3,26,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,2,13,108,32,4,0.12202078374402688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153106695621306,0.0,0.0,0.08297831721690466,0.0,0.0,0.13784875379551756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004127081767584,0.0,0.11407296120564282,0.0,0.0,0.09382645080567464,0.0,0.1487654744287814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791746730777917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983874517765642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869331098731981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748574821255754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339474915061575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934722337179533,0.0,0.09759116757082904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016589277274033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318033853151671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705943162653898,0.19892644929688488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081449820656052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654384180424954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669120356154668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633927717432342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606970781888705,0.0970358247888954,0.2443281824512062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729428918912622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715647339871315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636693877154948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980756839083098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106518678416114,0.1563719824797403,0.0,0.0,0.07115130026629159,0.0,0.11566143547358546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067992563908064,0.0,0.19370883707206488,0.0,0.0,0.10971133869289654,0.0,0.0,0.1362318474368004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177665167652344,0.37175408676555977,0.0,0.08668006382443995,0.0,0.0,0.07857738412261152
anxiety,maggiezsacz,2020/03/16,"Night time Hello guys! I’m a 20m with confirmed OCD. All my life I had a good sleep. Recently I before going to sleep I started to develop a strange feeling in my stomach and becoming aware of my breathing(also happens multiple times a day) .  So when I'm in bed I just can't fall asleep like my mind is sending me ""nonsense thoughts"" and when it's so late into night that I just don't want to combat it anymore xnx 0.25 helps me. So I wanted to ask if anybody is familiar with this? Because in my mind im very relaxed and chill it's like my body is expiriencing anxiety.
Thank you!",2.5464999999999978,4.175020650000004,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,75.83333333333334,7.466666666666668,29.5,8.238735603445708,2.1024000000000003,458,21,95,8,10,154,80,120,0.099,0.768,0.133,0.7159,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,6,6,5,0,1,16,17,9,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,15,5,11,15,1,17,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,12,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043477178897013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343407084752401,0.0,0.17415733473440015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641710811996677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704985880977742,0.19394678268387655,0.1494306630868305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506245239289244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325353362818565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879338788224725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980286755788484,0.1472928309483606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738809128621887,0.15529081031018455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770727750240585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968828409704694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980950494633362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240381108889526,0.17158776255656996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35463086186283177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295950470209152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339309442253595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514724411488939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242972354550343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616775394136997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941424590870385,0.20479850387019624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489614429727268,0.20715794513607586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ranchlikeranch,2020/03/16,"my 6 year progress When I was 12, I was exposed to psychological bullying at school. I walked away from all my friends.  After a while I got depressed. I pulled myself out of people. During this period, I became friends with my depression. For some reason I did not want to get rid of it. I felt good with it ridiculously. At 14, I tried to harm myself. Then I realized how ridiculous it was.  During this time, my social anxiety started. My family was worried about me. I went to many psychologists, but I did not see any benefit. My mom refused me to use medication. I didn't want it either. Because everything was ending in my head. I struggled for years. I haven't been out for months. When I got on the subway, my heart was stuck and my breath was narrowed. I don't remember how many times I got off from the subway and got into another one because it was crowded. I forgot how to talk to people.  My hands were shaking every time. After a while I got bored with this situation. People thought I was doing it to get attention. This made me feel like shit. I made some friends. They approached me first. Then I approached them without noticing. I went out with them. I started talking to people but still my hands were shaking. I showed my real personality to people.  I don't care what they think. If I got angry, I was making it clear. I just didn't show when I was upset. I am 18 years old now. I got rid of my depression. My social anxiety is over. I can now go public. I can talk to people. But I'm still not going out alone. I believe that this will also pass over time. All will pass over time, friends. We will all have a happy life eventually.",0.9875474729769208,3.52797843251534,2.8567747589833488,88.4057464212679,88.29447852760738,5.558749634823254,21.258837277242183,7.07126945348624,0.8126677768039731,1283,44,254,20,42,426,158,326,0.18100000000000002,0.73,0.08900000000000001,-0.9744,2,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,4,2,13,21,3,4,5,0,30,8,6,8,4,48,60,17,0,3,10,1,4,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,14,12,0,2,8,2,0,12,9,12,0,2,33,5,61,9,41,24,6,55,0,3,1,0,19,15,1,3,29,184,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528787288295436,0.0,0.06585380463241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055999581849836465,0.08634924003151735,0.12599225473021844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736881978169485,0.0,0.0,0.10039736452991256,0.0,0.0,0.09277819219232236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395945114726014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277908362520212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293603952807567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938188785931636,0.0,0.07400922854141867,0.0,0.07763052921851994,0.0,0.041637710830150484,0.05882955163453501,0.07906716052134964,0.0,0.0,0.07004531434984533,0.0,0.0,0.2544879784297515,0.0,0.0860470437635437,0.0,0.09360072948012496,0.06906974098696661,0.4610294992296213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766116199678294,0.0,0.0,0.084512983505876,0.0,0.0,0.09758298214189476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816495029969384,0.04023115802720378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583966580775088,0.05496804528537568,0.16697624583554502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829571213794015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644518559265976,0.06572952647626558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937539413810718,0.08641055568173732,0.0,0.055801253581615896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425391296047769,0.07190324882242369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937302498038089,0.0,0.08466763747325975,0.0,0.0,0.09328442780950648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334074798676629,0.06562083266144393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452921676895404,0.0,0.09256279731786862,0.0,0.16788718515832565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657292215783535,0.0,0.13152671553311668,0.0,0.0,0.08608819069466557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985650278064397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052765384534162664,0.0,0.06537525141453343,0.24008941110297424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055909004361019005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071122382169469,0.0,0.0,0.09714217264896864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267516377463825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938070069601348,0.0,0.0,0.08362856751047743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908857161628887
anxiety,iwishiwasmadeofwater,2020/03/16,"A struggling grocery store worker I’ve been sick last week (nothing serious) and it’s my first day back at work...I work at a grocery store. Y’all, I’m about to die....it’s going to be so stressful and I’m so scared of getting sick (I have asthma, sooo I’m at risk here my friends) I do everything I can to protect myself (wearing gloves, washing hands, etc.) but there are people walking around not giving a sh!t about others...and that’s the thing that gives me the most amount of anxiety. Any other grocery store workers out here ? How do you cope ?",1.5627675840978623,3.9757924862385363,2.567178899082567,92.8356001529052,82.8532110091743,4.734250764525996,23.762232415902144,5.985473137389443,0.5001553516819577,427,16,86,3,12,135,75,109,0.175,0.8079999999999999,0.017,-0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,4,11,6,0,4,5,0,7,6,2,1,0,8,14,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,5,0,1,1,1,9,1,12,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,53,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111388444829313,0.0,0.16999393918454542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781854658227888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086969127344132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331035265883688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23062418501695126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478285704520635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997125985673395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901604599816865,0.0,0.0,0.1716828309050378,0.0,0.1160982153694362,0.4263379345111504,0.1262899592434801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113496080054667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213221376499394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405596714667352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247607549018414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25454664014525763,0.23230746500715724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762983486950484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824754512743254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235504709612673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sereneclarity,2020/03/16,"It's 3:43 in the morning, and all I can think about is a large animal predator breaking into my home and eating me. I think about dying by a bear or wolves constantly when I step outside, especially at night. But I'm sitting here in bed, with the back door and front door locked, worrying. Even my bedroom door is locked just incase it makes it past the other door. I have an escape plan. I've had an escape plan. The thing is, I live in OKC, Oklahoma. We do not have bears here in the city, nor wolves in the state. Nor really anything that will kill me other than dogs I suppose. But here I am, terrified anyways of something I know is irrational. It's my sense of impending doom. I wish I had health insurance, I wish I could afford the anxiety medication. Maybe I'm overestimating the costs. I live alone and have joint custody of my son so money is tight. So I'm not sure what else to do rn other then to tell you guys. I'm so tired of being scared all the time of something that I know will probably never happen.",2.576005420054201,4.46100188780488,3.990203252032519,86.73966802168022,76.46341463414635,7.287262872628727,23.09620596205962,8.167268648758528,1.2371734417344171,797,24,165,14,18,263,121,205,0.14,0.8170000000000001,0.043,-0.9636,1,1,2,0,0,1,26.0,1,1,0,2,13,4,1,1,13,0,18,4,0,1,4,26,30,14,2,3,6,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,7,1,11,7,1,1,4,0,2,2,5,3,0,0,2,1,22,1,19,24,2,20,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,8,109,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659306824822338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256127458795416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318403228122072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319266940563425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731315961060344,0.0,0.1279157581406907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627412837230962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393624846073884,0.13383605820180214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581811189456564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863446418279542,0.14167440278849114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029721540835574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070508668809974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725016538961585,0.0,0.17609597975751856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829391845937436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694234667376283,0.0,0.16095387480874307,0.0,0.0,0.16139612001035966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356490044071525,0.0,0.0,0.15034753619825228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293989974693192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727349753293788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026355186766129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039955017338514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466771099931921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099733875023766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400318161838649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643732838717967,0.20531397891014747,0.0,0.0,0.09342054970874104,0.18413942439057185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684703829194802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270244306677334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway-3131,2020/03/16,Who do I talk to? I am just coming to the realization that I need to address my anxiety. It has been a rough day today and I just don’t know who to turn to and I don’t know if I can face this with my family yet.,-1.2638000000000034,0.17358821999999918,2.47,95.165,86.8,6.4,16.0,7.554174236665415,-0.14139999999999994,161,3,44,3,5,60,33,50,0.040999999999999995,0.9590000000000001,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,0,0,10,12,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,6,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867464594847986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228857102699283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24173647854484984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35335948942269096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119971736157032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779341530666841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012768196104095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35529815385874625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40771100987570585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oogabooga1000,2020/03/16,"Beta blockers for sexual performance anxiety? I have lost my erection right before penetration with a girl I am seeing. She lives 2 hours away now that we got sent back home and I can’t test if a beta blocker would work for sexual performance anxiety and that makes my general anxiety and sense of failure worse since I can’t get over this as fast. (We are just talking so it’s not like I can just go visit her, we are casual) 

I had a situation about a year ago with another girl where after 8 hours of making out and hand stuff I couldn’t get hard anymore and she made me feel bad for it. Ever since my ability to get hard has always been on my mind during any sexual activity, and my brain gets so foggy from stress right before penetration. it’s kind of like how I got when I did public speaking now. And even if I know logically it’s all in my head and my dick does work if I don’t worry, it doesn’t help. 

I have a family history of anxiety and depression. 

Even if I am hard, say she grabs my penis, Id start thinking “now I’m gonna get anxious and loose it” and then I do. If I know it won’t be touched then I can get one and keep it. The only exception is grinding at a party, I get hard then and I know they can feel it and I like it, but there’s no pressure since they aren’t expecting that to happen either ya know. 

Like I can feel my heart beating out of my chest, my thinking gets foggy like I said


I’m also only 18 so i don’t want my mom or family to know that’s embarrassing ya know. Also I can’t talk to any friends either. It’s kinda making me feel down, and I haven’t gone an hour without thinking about it in weeks. 

***I’m thinking of getting beta blockers for this but I’m not sure if they would work, and if they won’t, what other medications would.***",1.1613733333333336,3.059387210666672,3.5765,87.97408333333334,80.89333333333333,6.940000000000001,21.08333333333333,7.984000788550335,0.9495733333333338,1384,40,303,26,36,480,177,375,0.15,0.8029999999999999,0.047,-0.9744,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,2,4,7,20,15,0,3,8,0,31,7,6,5,3,77,75,37,0,13,18,1,11,5,1,6,1,3,1,2,21,23,0,4,15,1,0,4,15,6,0,1,10,15,51,9,32,57,3,34,0,2,1,1,26,12,1,9,23,197,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004326277871684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637875818876912,0.06574796693289041,0.0,0.0,0.10746771052601622,0.08285557521422547,0.2417892904303313,0.0892660303687789,0.0783630272361362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423850012250567,0.06075872705703372,0.06597538571706063,0.0,0.0,0.13447425730584775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820842430977564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805670152544482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914777598300688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437916167110056,0.07147484916124641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148979241745208,0.0,0.15981224525781526,0.05644932530379239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610478674456376,0.0,0.37154522573208615,0.0,0.04490683576784333,0.0,0.12639325185376454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987393333974226,0.0,0.2831326626628789,0.0,0.08109361308673763,0.0,0.0,0.09363480342774366,0.052963021091701035,0.0,0.07925988247408355,0.0,0.2334456845969325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023339863737417,0.0,0.08228341154350645,0.2605520512271326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930170861180536,0.0,0.06977292063485685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862557245358721,0.0,0.0,0.07476721941606512,0.15823216309231128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960070068361724,0.0,0.0,0.07978402956531458,0.09254304179174992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053543551298101684,0.12019105148348115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495913183793548,0.07516268212642327,0.06283700536977005,0.0,0.0,0.0629658331007413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960895247579057,0.0888177338029897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592820803208668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905130085775171,0.0,0.09045486284483924,0.0,0.0,0.07447201311350557,0.0,0.0,0.12702076351280914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252205047234248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046605914478529915,0.0,0.06338218242375514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616898092763551,0.0,0.1725746205292576,0.08024498030200597,0.08052445268168729,0.1683929305853127,0.0,0.0,0.05088396495620935
anxiety,mmysteric,2020/03/16,"stupid endless cycle i graduated from college not too long ago but i've not been able to go look for a job bc i've been taking care of a family member but now that i'm able to im just like so fucking anxious. 

like the idea of going on interviews and performing tasks is so anxiety inducing that i feel sick like i'm going to die. And i want to go get help to reduce my anxiety so i can work but i don't have health insurance because i can't afford it. and the only way to afford it is to go get a job and so on and so on. 

im just so tired of this cycle i'm tired of being anxious over everything. im tired of any minor inconvenience making me feel like i'm going to die...",0.8556307692307712,2.253642573333334,4.014000000000003,86.83546153846157,79.93333333333334,7.282051282051282,21.538461538461537,8.139509932561175,1.0252307692307698,526,15,120,10,13,192,78,150,0.243,0.632,0.126,-0.9742,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,2,0,5,0,9,6,0,2,0,18,29,14,2,1,7,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,3,8,5,19,26,0,14,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,0,7,66,13,6,0.23439652645065684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388918901069123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969883789291465,0.0,0.17931270116324652,0.2648013565705589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144297346720928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119491440213015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326658801681225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053302419992878,0.0,0.11048409219052167,0.0,0.11851792660105052,0.08372646266549487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834790584416228,0.12246251071060865,0.0,0.3996388429559402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457627337066207,0.0,0.0,0.07855552540657579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230257375976665,0.3797827068188907,0.0,0.2326023845249158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902860599582925,0.0,0.0,0.1037167749401499,0.09841702397243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823075076233524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913456033886548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811850844162644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041064890495686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912657215259448,0.09302652621814286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532173145261734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway1234557892,2020/03/16,"I’m new here. And I think a lot of others are too because recent events are exposing underlying mental health issues that we’ve kept hidden/under wraps. I’ve always known I’ve had anxiety forever. The panic attacks and major anxiety I’ve had lately because of the virus has exposed to me how much help I really need. While it’s going to be difficult, I hope others will join me in taking these times to focus as much as possible on fixing our underlying mental issues. And if anyone would like to talk dm me please.",5.090622347949083,6.250159900990102,6.744073550212164,72.40980198019803,68.8019801980198,9.335785007072136,26.309759547383308,9.606745405546679,2.5363680339462515,414,12,70,9,7,143,73,101,0.146,0.735,0.11900000000000001,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,12,15,8,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,12,9,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,7,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898102751039924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739401582264066,0.0,0.0,0.12519347280852589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036912368122097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829016381784047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101756249615488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031805230208707,0.0,0.0,0.12001109190722906,0.0,0.0,0.17783356960212107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737560474721062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197224582843326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874730737949122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221892785253832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608735108936092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26323955133768834,0.13276070784693692,0.0,0.1729242212242163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007248494227035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965392855884708,0.0,0.20184802163386675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147017698716231,0.0,0.17678681414066758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346206821300279,0.14391079105616547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472576484258183,0.0,0.0,0.10440345147702006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271894934266897,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,signification_,2020/03/16,"If it's not one thing, it's a whole bunch of other things I feel like I've been handling all the COVID19 news fairly well and was actually starting to feel normal again with finals wrapping up and spring break starting soon. But I don't know what's worse: constant COVID19 news or people telling you all the other horrible news going on.

It's extremely stressful and feels like an overload. I'm starting to see posts on Twitter going ""WHILE Y'ALL HAVE BEEN PANICKING ABOUT COVID19, THE GOV'T IS TRYING TO PASS THIS HORRIBLE BILL"" and other bad news going on. I can't handle much bad news at one time. I can't even watch local news anymore because I'll go down an anxiety vortex and get paralyzed by fear. So these posts have ruined all the progress I've made during this outbreak and I'm back at square one. I also don't like the tone making me feel guilty for being ""oblivious"" to all of this other news.

I should cut out social media because it's a garbage fire in general anyway, but I don't have any RL friends, so that would get rid of 90% of my socializing. It's just really frustrating and I wish becoming a debt free hermit was a possible reality for me.

Thank you to anyone that reads this rant. I appreciate it :)",5.156229253112034,6.022674195020747,5.756574170124482,80.61876167012451,68.46058091286308,8.680601659751039,29.585321576763484,8.841846274778883,2.2879728215767634,975,35,186,16,16,316,143,241,0.146,0.722,0.132,0.0717,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,1,11,14,2,2,11,0,16,0,0,2,4,38,37,15,0,5,6,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,20,9,0,0,5,1,3,5,6,7,1,3,5,8,15,8,23,29,7,29,0,1,3,0,7,10,0,2,14,118,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.12272882967868465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005744967201941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552474367315081,0.0,0.096210140635503,0.0,0.12472542282735692,0.08793804970792504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967057831980478,0.2100176108552307,0.15333076753868174,0.13889793681755222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590765326006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306682075057473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152097200803865,0.2543629383115327,0.1796935676213336,0.0,0.13776978227993286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716598947768032,0.0,0.13141439844038688,0.0,0.2859013632592329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911734165125398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432777697396371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190022053026839,0.08394934083350893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245199542483276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322333039586117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556655470395513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871898512148095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417815239220402,0.2408968613631317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579937358686968,0.0,0.080568497017289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021869284734856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564038516425912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705206425058736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440637717094355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992445022939312,0.1157878276893338,0.0,0.0,0.1671058067472846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333478095704593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538641020247521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307814420026174,0.0,0.0,0.1404125104356601,0.1446239339460373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816562558769454,0.08934008893888867,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,you_grow_girl,2020/03/16,Advice for dealing with the anxiety of a break-up from a lying ex-bf (33m) and the worry of coronavirus at the same time Feeling very stressed and anxious about coronavirus (worried about my family that is vulnerable) and now trying to cope with the hurt of a recent break-up from a pathological liar. Anyone else in the same boat and any tips on how to deal with what feels like an anxiety overload?,7.707857142857144,7.021577155844157,7.855162337662339,73.03131493506496,63.15584415584414,11.336363636363638,34.83441558441558,10.686352973137794,3.6184051948051934,319,12,59,7,4,104,55,77,0.278,0.6759999999999999,0.047,-0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,16,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,38,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027764225109734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411139521068212,0.0,0.3174892456787583,0.23442729490690056,0.0,0.14509585415743376,0.2126185720695218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278675065538168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334802247269054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956220103847329,0.0,0.2098466359152174,0.14824522358189324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214380394544792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137893033337657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489114349230486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377020650190549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100078086507696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408857049128829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121752623174633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214730639268172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-bannedaccount-,2020/03/16,"Low libido possibly ruining relationship Taking 10mg Lexapro and my libido is at an all time low. My partner is upset and there have been several fights about it.

Need advice how to work around this. I think it’s a fair ask from him, but I really can’t bring myself to want sex. It isn’t him, physical attraction is there. But I can’t bring myself to like the idea of it even if it was with the hottest celebrity or powerful figure.",4.389310344827585,5.340175459770119,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,70.26436781609196,9.47816091954023,27.143678160919546,9.725611199111238,2.3751471264367816,343,11,69,8,6,114,63,87,0.091,0.753,0.156,0.8316,1,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,1,4,0,9,1,0,1,1,15,16,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,9,2,9,14,1,7,0,3,0,1,6,4,0,2,2,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891078173946723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633752559236843,0.2765861478358556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541061025975248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339862882993712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454067645316576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937405062028933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335340616484577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953342655467606,0.0,0.0,0.3176394561220937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342339446027238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224474757258685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895730758911333,0.0,0.0,0.1725164653058239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450399187264018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538725656901112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wonderbowl,2020/03/16,"Can anyone relate to this? Not sure what to do about it. In general I deal with everyday life fine. Stress, relationships, being social it's all good. However I sometimes completely lose control of my mind. When I was younger I would daydream a lot, it was my escape. But then something began to invade my daydream, I began to lose control of the plot and what would happen. Randomly a pillar would come out of the ground and ruin everything simply because I didn't want it to. I would rewind over and over and over because it had to be perfect but my kind wouldn't let me. Now it's the same thing but with other intrusive thoughts. I constantly question my motives and understandings of everything. I constantly contradict myself and hold values that are against each other only because my brain won't let me just decide on one. For example if I help someone and feel good another part says you only did it because of X and another would say you did it because Y. I don't care why I did it I just wish my head could come up with 1 answer. I question my motives, then come up with questions about the questions. It's completely exhausting. Besides this my head is filled with intrusive thoughts and images I don't want and if I try to stop it my head just doubles down even more. I only now realize this isn't normal and my life could be better if it was different.",4.2171841868823,5.995214898113211,5.0944474393530985,81.01383647798744,71.71698113207547,8.217430368373767,29.977538185085358,8.841846274778883,2.564112309074573,1088,46,199,21,21,354,133,265,0.09300000000000001,0.795,0.111,0.836,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,8,9,13,0,1,6,0,29,7,4,4,3,68,43,20,0,15,10,0,1,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,21,21,0,4,13,0,0,4,7,5,0,1,12,3,33,8,30,17,7,25,0,3,0,0,12,10,0,9,11,154,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210605660777324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060716357197642214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646660257473349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679762334839703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693547035975787,0.0,0.0,0.08853305806628914,0.0,0.0,0.2243994265585249,0.18208761004229174,0.1876734280243526,0.1947834466345585,0.13865977885339142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952204910347912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072305640377852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057353043156128665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608161412123528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390588337943612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456644917484603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678702626392614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26735023063541863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820300500061019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042425667603013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758731218051732,0.1226668552959844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429008674686776,0.0,0.0738231681604685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767759421651401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507889097208324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884097092116521,0.19812352731190205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403276846176073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890958462255171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322722758423238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381077764211291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851633561859536,0.073574172964541,0.06684906147808146,0.08588105398703702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259711863365469,0.09946806247582016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184002464938807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576886563095675,0.0,0.0,0.1378730053732614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058954591316239625,0.0,0.0,0.09039726441504604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243389510410444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835418581245586,0.0,0.0998548235031469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084219385180336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MikeTheSloth28,2020/03/16,"Should I be honestly worried or is it just allergjes? I only come to reddit when I’m desperate for answers So right now I’m having a tickle feeling in my chest, and under my two breasts and towards my stomach, and I just feel extremely weak and sometimes short of breath, but I’m not coughing, not sneezing anymore, which started all these after I took a long hot shower on Friday before I drank, and I have no fever or anything else.I have bad allergies with pollen as well, it started the day of my hangover on Saturday, I had played basketball outside as well. 
I’m not sure what to do, my abuterol inhaler made it worse and I’m extremely anxious...",6.778121484814397,6.458189354330712,7.002249718785155,77.17433070866144,64.90551181102362,9.461867266591675,38.61529808773904,8.841846274778883,3.4599817772778394,516,26,94,7,7,167,87,127,0.149,0.763,0.08900000000000001,-0.8334,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,8,8,4,1,2,23,21,13,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,6,8,1,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,2,1,4,4,12,5,14,15,1,17,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,2,8,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471862425464065,0.2169947759191164,0.0,0.0,0.1800570506059144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269220249379345,0.0,0.0,0.18618609030405045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884802737743279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111048029745735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126775580243888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363465669901606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703763746129128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641030345567168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685742246253265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164027531052927,0.0,0.3097411980501933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622018275422915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430992974286717,0.0,0.0,0.2137397168084957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934621507926191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222060853621287,0.22297997132013012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xpatrochilles,2020/03/16,"Xanax can really be a blessing sometimes I feel bad when I need to use it but at the same time it can really save me from a far worse night of anxiety. Took one of my 2mg bars and I’m so glad I don’t feel awful anymore, I can’t express enough how much it can help me.

My anxiety is so irregular, at times I wonder if I even have it but it’s moments like these my medications actually help and I feel so grateful. I don’t normally get anxiety as much as I used to but when I do it can be crippling and this medication truly stops me from toxic thoughts.

I may be talking too much about it cause the side effects make me feel this way, but fr thank you alprazolam",0.8561468812877281,2.7725815563380287,3.489657947686116,88.10901408450707,82.02816901408453,7.155734406438633,23.523138832997986,8.192908349453996,1.3379279678068403,519,19,118,11,14,182,86,142,0.115,0.667,0.218,0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,4,1,14,4,0,6,0,26,28,16,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,3,1,1,7,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,4,19,5,11,22,5,13,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,8,80,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.14891688363469902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35021879590163424,0.0,0.15133951269720286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741573515712307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567636003663568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767796527335914,0.0,0.10079173827375093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086392674377258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972789576706084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045709076255161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455330092676643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186257175957224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074595680310657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33653860500064786,0.1131519514973178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320600932377595,0.1495169016251732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340660956236856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552063726767566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092661591768264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758154368256686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265516743328793,0.0,0.14049480067128678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114840911551755,0.17796612370130427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954569092299718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635971033656793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112783157644907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548963124915733,0.0,0.0,0.1555137908638099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cavesprite,2020/03/16,"I work in retail and my mom has a heart condition First of all I have immense health anxiety and a pandemic is one of my worst fears. These past few weeks have been a living hell for me and I can’t sleep right now because I am terrified of Wednesday, the day I go to work. I’m hoping we have a mandatory quarantine before then but i can’t find any evidence that we will have one anywhere. I work at a pet store that is refusing to close down due to the fact that people need pet supplies, and I can’t not show up if I do not show symptoms. I’m 19 and fairly healthy so it’s really possible for me to get it and be asymptomatic and spread it to my mom who I live with which could really put her in a lot of danger. I know if I get it I’ll probably be fine but I’m still terrified. Last day I was at work I had a breakdown during my lunch break and couldn’t stop crying. I don’t know what to do because I don’t want to lose my job but I feel incredibly unsafe to the community and to my family. At this point I’m about to just quit because I can’t take it anymore, my life is completely ruled by fear right now and I am terrified every day",2.037122241086589,3.0809249193548425,4.202945670628186,88.17770797962649,76.01612903225806,8.285568760611206,23.93972835314091,8.841846274778883,1.4593354838709671,892,27,208,19,19,309,133,248,0.184,0.774,0.042,-0.99,1,1,0,0,0,1,11.0,2,0,0,7,6,8,2,2,10,0,26,6,2,0,2,36,40,17,0,7,8,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,13,14,1,2,4,2,2,2,9,6,0,3,3,1,31,2,26,32,4,28,1,1,0,0,7,11,1,4,14,136,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283411894962492,0.0,0.093183351288585,0.0,0.120801537272154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276042858676948,0.0,0.10365026453818862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771414445440302,0.0,0.0,0.09725436575494922,0.0,0.13380117917301698,0.23566967738659456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026291154690994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483043763884808,0.2741373905540414,0.06159015795766772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113309799285138,0.10361045045438858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728007643853104,0.0,0.0692267129808129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129476992632584,0.0,0.14434394120791888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098356147872075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087637722893432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388579384001587,0.09929037919756556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860371140760211,0.0,0.0,0.21511869487277588,0.0,0.0,0.13627282053449294,0.0,0.1035574332634488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853218438996027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090319635914044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508150682668907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162802235214354,0.08444684189091535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514862962650008,0.13732105017818755,0.0,0.0,0.13133042178336282,0.0,0.0,0.12245142565182225,0.0,0.1295585867690027,0.0,0.0,0.1560675935148757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080479936770468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189670697571985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727661564276023,0.10183755933749217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660591868293555,0.09158501181315372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184594972340111,0.0,0.09770762236355944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547128484673865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lanaschilling,2020/03/16,"Hi, not sure if I'm posting in the right place I've never been diagnosed with anxiety but I can struggle with anxiousness, sometimes with smaller things like making/receiving phone calls, hearing knocking on doors/answering it or with things like being under pressure/general stresses which I understand is perfectly normal to a certain extent but most of all I get very anxious about going to work, I have had the same job for nearly 2 years now and quite often I will feel so anxious about going in that I can't sleep, I can be very fidgety, stomach aches and have even vomited on occasion which usually results with me not going in but then spending the whole time worrying about the fact I haven't gone to work and that I'm going to get into trouble and also feeling like I've let myself down, it's just a vicious cycle and it doesn't feel normal to be so anxious about something that isn't a new experience/has been part of your life for that long.

Sorry for any bad grammar or punctuation I'm on mobile, also sorry if this is not the correct place for this post or it doesn't make sense, it's currently 5.55am and I haven't been able to sleep yet but needed to get this off my chest so thank you for taking the time to read this.",9.90991836734694,6.822948012244897,9.473571428571429,70.77892857142858,60.714285714285715,12.248979591836735,39.602040816326536,10.125756701596842,3.8956448979591833,993,37,185,15,10,322,138,245,0.172,0.735,0.09300000000000001,-0.9499,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,14,12,1,2,9,0,21,7,4,2,7,44,41,21,0,5,13,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,17,12,0,0,4,1,1,5,10,5,0,0,5,4,14,7,35,31,6,32,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,7,14,131,31,4,0.10420956240050884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667269880361804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086607593050749,0.0,0.07972003000227383,0.4709085737597408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701063176809545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640961453847987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577051224246084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882943314174582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807445769011086,0.07444733220097863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333558578957846,0.0,0.2368987832900684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174517505456753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341191088324014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656133796838556,0.07360629576637337,0.1527345850817132,0.0,0.0,0.09222218344076312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956069210285333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772700700854067,0.08037283883901414,0.10064624473729676,0.0,0.0,0.20420649073478606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284880093202887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775362566760126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996079091920148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083969702152498,0.1042377629880706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899439689865922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085696426003768,0.0,0.0,0.08022561235449263,0.10306592184571416,0.23330814668966904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937170164242406,0.10894246094278642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821627929296638,0.0,0.07835262188512437,0.0,0.0,0.09594216406212763,0.0,0.0,0.13846440551331854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153086773367675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848582960653687,0.0,0.0,0.11477211036807905,0.17196760537735772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634625488214667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173160511493694,0.10582986907025224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710754154121618
anxiety,puppy_power123,2020/03/16,"Corona and My Future I am having a bit of anxiety right now. My life is not longer going how I thought it would go. This was the year that I was supposed to graduate, get a job, start a relationship and really get a hold of my life. but everything is changing with the this outbreak. 

My universality has closed its doors. I'm a commuter so I didn't really get a chance to say goodbye to my friend or a chance to really process that this will be my last day going to campus. All the job opportunities that I though would be out there for me are disappearing with the tanking economic that is happening because of this outbreak. I was even supposed to travel on my own this year to Europe, a trip that I have been saving up for since I was 18 to do, but all that is not going to happen with the new travel bans. No point in dating now when I no one should be leaving their houses. 

I feel like my life is crumpling before my eye. I'm having migrants and my heartbeat is irregular and my throat feels like it's swelling up when I think about it.  I can't even sleep right anymore when I think about my future. I know i'm only 23 and people tell me I have so much more time to get myself sorted out but I feel so hopeless right now. 

I just wanna feel like me again and I don't know how.",3.793563941299791,4.4885515283018895,5.068647798742142,84.9447746331237,71.45283018867924,7.851153039832286,25.28825995807128,7.984000788550335,1.2531970649895174,1005,28,215,13,18,335,133,265,0.067,0.865,0.068,0.3319,2,0,0,0,0,2,18.0,0,0,1,1,19,7,0,0,13,0,29,6,3,2,2,40,52,19,0,4,7,0,4,3,1,4,3,1,1,0,15,12,0,2,9,2,0,8,7,1,0,1,7,6,35,6,27,38,6,36,0,1,1,0,5,11,0,2,20,156,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083727371083973,0.0,0.1177601165244321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238399615260863,0.0,0.10104066144710297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963546545422816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561324812024222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765787403510632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685588822483829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671761632554573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015800929794925,0.2544878379494797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173974305897213,0.0,0.2481510909728307,0.0,0.2699351670950332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000624458555972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370122782164454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356661444706912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305149507166138,0.09679054495571886,0.0,0.12573058971585488,0.0,0.0,0.2516128720164948,0.1740339700045697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728900257339206,0.0,0.0,0.11468172403985825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046262456140474,0.0903086106234672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232072344237285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122495321553414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820741870934666,0.0,0.0,0.12748442615029135,0.0,0.30421495286381744,0.0,0.09442837184036458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982245756242858,0.0,0.11882771313634766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404616982208796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378570602895734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217010561960698,0.1166633719432176,0.0942678519306254,0.0692393912566577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687017617620628,0.0,0.0,0.1529318571221594
anxiety,BiHM92,2020/03/16,Constant state of anxiety I’m so scared for my mother who has lupus and asthma and my sister who has thyroid issues and diabetes I just feel like I might lose them and they keep telling me it’s ok and what’s supposed to happen is going to happen I feel like I’m being eaten alive and I honestly don’t know what to do,-0.05898692810457362,2.246205323529413,2.453725490196081,90.92787581699348,91.35294117647058,4.786928104575163,17.84967320261438,6.42735559955562,0.07652418300653617,254,7,52,3,9,87,46,68,0.106,0.7140000000000001,0.179,0.6378,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,1,2,6,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,12,17,7,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,4,5,14,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401234161172728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27406427095699337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564675041273615,0.3623606575824429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413343694729028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485361746415729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26470484076188744,0.0,0.2254218307971432,0.0,0.0,0.13937841906437454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478038413177848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28372674565065137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690420540319134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539096662239244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216679016215516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chikyaya,2020/03/16,I don't know how to compartmentalize my thoughts We're supposed to have a wedding in April and my fiance was supposed to fly here and we'll fly back together after the wedding here. I'm not sure how to compartmentalize my thoughts. I'm really scared,4.303979591836736,6.263287510204084,5.322193877551023,78.72369897959184,71.85714285714286,8.16530612244898,30.617346938775512,8.841846274778883,2.532383673469389,204,9,39,4,4,67,32,49,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.6316,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,9,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216395173135622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298814783514898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26796755720647675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187816867999501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942337753177842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641517479444748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blkpanther14,2020/03/16,"Xanax 4 times a day Because I can’t fucking control my anxiety when it hits! I’m so fucking tired of panic attacks so severe, this sense of impending doom is so unbearable. Yet I go to the hospital just to be told I’m fine and healthy. It makes no fucking sense as to why I’m like this. It took practically 5 years for my doctor to be convinced that I was truly suffering before finally prescribing something that actually manages my curse. That’s how long it took, because so many fuckers abuse the shit out of this drug it makes it harder for people like you and me to actually obtain it! I would happily trade this prescription for a life without this constant fight or flight response. It’s ruined my life, That is all.",4.927659574468088,6.204026340425532,5.893397163120572,77.92350000000002,69.28368794326241,9.044255319148935,33.248936170212765,9.3871,3.154647659574468,578,27,106,12,10,191,90,141,0.25,0.627,0.12300000000000001,-0.973,0,0,2,0,2,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,8,15,7,1,4,0,7,11,1,4,1,12,20,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,17,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,11,0,0,4,0,10,4,14,12,1,12,1,3,0,4,3,1,5,1,10,65,27,3,0.0,0.17613622225392764,0.29013884707510523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372348026947204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912070505217908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812418982210036,0.0,0.12649758407624714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606472168307716,0.16673334587614907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958725478166341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215845412846365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239686819364874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628483132167858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122976516188727,0.0,0.0,0.08448615143076843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000403848461505,0.14525424014107696,0.0,0.0,0.13155825027454354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984616412127298,0.15071656459684502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441892602505146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306120808918774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794198990882106,0.15259599466652715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444471161692026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668406947694576,0.17086127952663532,0.0,0.1420497355782811,0.3303305178721078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341413327429477,0.0,0.0,0.14330165879974174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560285822891068,0.0,0.0,0.09573131339987702
anxiety,zachary-phillips,2020/03/16,"4 Meditations For Managing Fear, Panic & Pandemics Given the current climate, I wanted to put out a simple resource that provides people with some meditation tools to best manage their mental state.  


Fear is a healthy response to danger, but unfortunately a lot of us are struggling with the overwhelming nature of the Coronavirus pandemic.  


My approach is very simple, broken into 'how', 'why it works' and 'variations'. They are written with the beginner in mind and as such are simplistic in their instructions and explanation. They are all variations of mindfulness practice, working on the concept that thoughts (all mental phenomena really) can be observed from a detached perspective.  


This detachment will result in less emotional reactivity and an increased ability to maintain functionality during stressful times  


My hope is that it will help people to better cope during this time.  To this end I also encourage the use of ongoing self care and therapy.  


You can read it here:  [https://medium.com/the-abundance-mentality/4-meditations-for-managing-fear-panic-pandemics-514c92cf9026](https://medium.com/the-abundance-mentality/4-meditations-for-managing-fear-panic-pandemics-514c92cf9026)",14.51743353783231,18.41835120858896,11.352898773006132,37.861413599182036,49.1840490797546,11.813701431492849,40.577198364008176,11.538034831475384,5.957544376278117,1009,44,101,26,12,299,115,163,0.134,0.7040000000000001,0.162,0.7501,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,1,4,4,4,12,1,6,11,0,12,0,0,3,2,23,19,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,0,10,5,22,13,7,15,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,3,5,80,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767991524960663,0.0,0.13234487329948358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818443290528514,0.10802799323946544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453573667073528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739753274854433,0.10818488315917467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497917266340755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187172410529718,0.0,0.0,0.12131829413217765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038439519772127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461883818508264,0.0,0.24666478316146664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299351732238947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693609723145323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279021953528073,0.0,0.0,0.12217880825797604,0.0,0.07824969765776411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742466029828914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399175483847172,0.1276932626442113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968431467238218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969700847694159,0.1424483427177698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692630251036914,0.10549471365310883,0.0,0.1007830390910636,0.07204473032712201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102175443220728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778471271504016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DoctorWolfpaw,2020/03/16,"I'm surrounded by family members that act up when angry Basically they'll scream, slam doors, throw things, cuss or threaten with violence. They've been doing this ever since I was a young child, and has always been very upsetting to me. Not once have they ever checked in to therapy to work through their problems, rather they would just try to solve it themselves without consulting a professional, or let it fester.

In anyways, this is why anyone even slightly raising their voice, or showing the slightest bit of aggression towards me may upset me for the rest of the day, possibly two. Loud sudden sounds are a trigger for me for the same reason. I'm just mad that I'm surrounded by adults who are deathly afraid of seeking any kind of conseling acting like they can be the therapists, or act like this is no big deal, and that the real problem is me getting upset over this...",10.531541811846694,8.212513042682929,9.448362369337982,69.05134146341464,58.8170731707317,12.542160278745644,41.721254355400696,10.914260884657429,4.516098606271776,705,30,122,13,7,221,113,164,0.20199999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9819,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,6,1,8,12,2,4,9,0,17,0,0,2,2,22,21,7,1,4,9,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,1,2,11,3,0,0,1,1,1,4,3,9,0,1,3,4,12,3,21,13,3,18,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,5,8,88,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153600596045065,0.0,0.0,0.125533192602317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907544246195327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015335626905292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905064956743586,0.19031276959713567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121925454088413,0.3339595107056164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740228739982408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644500691624787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223075096153924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876429642109216,0.0,0.18037083643895008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659119376762213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081068774432701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532713370508033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011331000356728,0.0,0.1897978251090264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527016437976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111042749895887,0.21433288572564493,0.12263892601386392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533014677637416,0.0,0.1803257424308385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231295259218466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665712778117983,0.0,0.0,0.17794619995735989,0.0,0.13438978071419005,0.0,0.0,0.1311333552162924,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oppiqo,2020/03/16,"To all the parents out there, you're doing just fine Huge shout out to all the parents who are now working from home, entertaining their kids, and trying to carve out a fraction of the day for themselves during covid19. It's okay if your house isn't tidy and it's okay if you're not coming up with new recipes every night for dinner. You are appreciated and please take time to look after yourself. We will get through this!!",3.79254733218589,5.790019855421691,3.67765920826162,89.81445783132533,73.33734939759036,5.7067125645438885,25.110154905335627,6.1826913282559595,0.6136588640275389,340,11,68,2,7,103,63,83,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.9323,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,2,5,1,0,0,2,16,9,5,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,9,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,15,8,2,12,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,6,43,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219338501759056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663506458839866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732646941398207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476355862901435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587359161434723,0.0,0.0,0.2976293534061209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166055277364608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912108475096725,0.0,0.2420602130265317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728260475682607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28314182753204353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393957725947072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040750740161726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512504921844185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778416500238795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LynxRocket,2020/03/16,"Spiraling kind of hard right now. Really just need to vent and don’t want to put more stress on my wife. I’m sure the topic has already been littering the subreddit, but this coronavirus shit is really getting to me right now. I’m not really so much worried about the health impacts as I’m pretty young. But I’m terrified at the economic impacts that’s going to be felt over the next few months. I usually keep my anxiety under control but it’s really nosediving tonight after I recently read a thread about the economy and the coronavirus. So many people are predicting this is going to fling us past a recession and straight into a depression.

I have Crohn’s and my meds are expensive. I’m on a patient assistance program right now, but that expires May and with the economy slowing to a halt, I’m worried that I may not be approved this time and I’ll be forced to pay out of pocket or just run the risks of it getting worse. I have a child coming in October and there’s of course going to be medical expenses. What if I get laid off? What if my wife gets laid off too and we have no more insurance to pay for our baby costs? There’s so many things to worry about and it feels none of it’s in my ability to control and I’m becoming stressed at all the thoughts about bad things happening to me and my loved ones.

It’s 12 AM and I’m just sitting in a quiet living room with a cup of tea trying to calm down enough to go find some sleep before work tomorrow. Everything just feels very bleak in outlook and I’m worried what the future holds. I guess I always worry what the future holds with the ever present global warming but now it’s the near future that’s really grabbing my anxiety. 

I suppose I’ll end the rant there. I’ll probably delete this later but it’s nice just putting my feelings out there and knowing people feeling something similar are reading and empathizing with it.",3.9929713866470986,5.5617055531914925,5.126658107116658,81.40000000000002,71.92553191489363,9.015994130594278,29.45487894350697,9.494082108488547,2.7707866104181957,1512,62,289,36,29,499,191,376,0.187,0.7440000000000001,0.069,-0.9940000000000001,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,0,4,22,12,1,3,23,0,18,6,2,2,3,63,49,28,0,4,16,2,8,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,22,24,1,6,8,2,5,8,5,6,0,1,3,9,22,6,48,40,8,54,0,1,0,1,7,23,1,7,22,187,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928310779346032,0.0,0.07486147488862646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765218711906804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512041682089546,0.0,0.0993637711314537,0.07655705344276152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750038882433978,0.0,0.0,0.20181592817198532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749022958307096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968589325066211,0.0929621012679394,0.0,0.0,0.08138217613807798,0.0,0.0,0.08085840036385837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196426358665205,0.0,0.08638441782285057,0.0,0.08223010156507596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880205064119884,0.0,0.20452598703734765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911107563028618,0.0,0.07955935293667515,0.0,0.08059461647582862,0.0,0.0,0.09563291602530047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996864471568138,0.0,0.0936889433144321,0.04944464888683521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944433858074945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120059979528821,0.0,0.0,0.1824290349070261,0.0,0.0,0.09993535653282457,0.09063437446554233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181245463963097,0.0,0.0661376196401387,0.06671092663786334,0.0,0.0,0.09568312838145254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060965371370982215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588565910689915,0.12474645224534454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153089033776307,0.09700187610640347,0.0,0.0,0.1808875332742633,0.0,0.0,0.17998683712609873,0.0,0.2881824554581673,0.0,0.08883360430916654,0.0,0.0,0.2304992868309277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235195916307064,0.0,0.0,0.09003404624209665,0.0,0.0,0.06926258685080433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061185352129928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479478529416283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195429069488948,0.0,0.0,0.07142539325086869,0.05246168919386267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108309392845514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822171560077956,0.0,0.09908822169275733,0.07423390643840362,0.05306608948010793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549855569096663,0.4568397973391795,0.09168617028878696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mizbehave,2020/03/16,"Update: I drove a car for the firs time in 7 years today! *First post* [*here*](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/e4fv0z/i_drove_a_car_for_the_first_time_in_7_years_today/)

Hey all - its been about 3 months since my original post.  
Since then I've still been driving at every opportunity - in saying that I'm all booked in for my driving test in a couple of weeks! Eeeek!

I found an amazing husband/wife driving school, they are amazing teachers and I'm so grateful for them. I've been having regular lessons for 6 weeks now and they will only increase in frequency as my test comes near. I'm not expecting to pass first time around, I know I'm going to be really nervous and that's okay.

I just wanted to say a huge **THANK YOU** to everyone who gave their support in my first post. Honestly it helped more than you know.

I hope everyone is safe & well in this time of crazy!",3.057122153209108,6.123680012422363,3.0844720496894418,86.60364389233955,84.27950310559007,6.048033126293997,22.573498964803314,7.447530270364453,1.1827672877846789,706,24,128,12,21,214,107,161,0.028999999999999998,0.741,0.23,0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,4,5,7,11,0,1,5,1,8,0,0,1,2,18,23,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,1,0,9,1,1,1,3,6,2,15,10,23,15,4,39,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,1,16,73,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971134127386827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122012859031418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269748331779831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309887356092678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419358117621634,0.2817002117450885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37614334383752346,0.0,0.16162003662503055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377265417174762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880127989296378,0.0,0.0,0.14640466981340455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201792375983826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765585420011347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210680087233338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235146533331128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443028547782016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444193428562296,0.0,0.14917994118822805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243866954972726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771641221066792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672714418992468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357090926148736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578560314861489,0.0,0.13972102939131315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694224585655852,0.0,0.23647596442936195,0.0,0.13253320880295766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492284918939344
anxiety,RamsHouse18,2020/03/16,"I don’t know how to handle my life when it comes to my family. I am about to lose the woman I love because of my anxiety. I hate being at home yet I don’t know how to leave my house without my parents questioning me or feeling like I am going to get questioned about where I am going. And it’s ridiculous cuz I am 30 and my girlfriend wanted me to sleep over tonight and i want to so bad but i just am in a crappy spot where I don’t know what to do because I don’t wanna get questioned about what I am doing or where I am going. 

I just get so anxious and I feel like all I do is hurt my girlfriend because of my anxiety. And I honestly just wanna run away and live my life alone because I feel like I always let things get in the way and I let my anxiety ruin me. I don’t know what to do.",0.8146212121212137,2.123398340909091,3.3337272727272733,92.0597575757576,79.79545454545455,6.056969696969698,22.52878787878788,6.742157984588678,0.4711883333333336,612,19,144,6,15,214,77,176,0.212,0.6859999999999999,0.102,-0.9579,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,15,11,2,0,3,0,20,4,1,3,1,33,39,16,0,4,7,1,3,3,2,0,2,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,10,0,0,5,6,6,0,0,0,3,35,5,22,36,1,17,0,3,0,1,8,8,0,5,6,110,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366768009869765,0.0,0.0,0.0993546143217472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740337399598402,0.13489378353517864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218502855039192,0.0,0.0996982767442494,0.2911529796616374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285692678221024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256450804516736,0.0,0.1811244293799566,0.25590909677887635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495369604584269,0.0,0.20358202190547814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788782259233335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977305796295575,0.0,0.0,0.1377774617777499,0.1278256365795583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624876962541421,0.0,0.0,0.12643276751813706,0.0,0.2441996235891057,0.1686787165272779,0.1750059116049107,0.0,0.10543689703521794,0.0,0.0,0.13358377202773206,0.0,0.0,0.10776777090429866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325852406204779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40128314076192745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949133988500812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932744734509915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085645151136253,0.09477821604253044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510226211359828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wAter_Bittle,2020/03/16,"my brother searched r/porn on my school computer and I keep panicking... Honestly I actually didn't realize there was porn on this site. My brother tried ""pranking"" me by getting me in trouble. Honestly I don't even think he knew there was porn on here too. (unless he did and was being a dick about it) After I realized that there was porn on my screen I panicked and went to pause the video. Little did I know...If I clicked on the middle of the video it would take me to a PORN WEBSITE!!!.. I start freaking out. After spring break, will I have to get my computer taken away at school because my principal got a notification that I was ""looking"" at porn. Or nothing will actually happen.... I don't want to email my principal just in case nothing really happened, or something will happen.. Im so filled with anxiety and panic! What will my parents think!! They won't buy my story because they don't take my ""excuses"".. I just need to breathe, and think calmly... I just really hope nothing happens...",2.480916230366496,4.989870219895291,4.011986910994768,83.30824214659687,79.78534031413612,7.170785340314138,27.87460732984293,8.238735603445708,2.2369432460732988,776,35,145,16,20,257,104,191,0.105,0.846,0.05,-0.8504,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,1,6,0,19,7,2,0,0,24,40,9,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,2,1,2,5,3,0,0,12,3,28,4,23,21,0,21,0,0,3,6,9,14,1,3,4,99,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.2685824240198027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527417581843623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929268952291462,0.0,0.0,0.16777618319254795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089261313424968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437950552312379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006232239844428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867656945726133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668154821784842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486465122700352,0.0,0.0,0.1223174631650226,0.0,0.0,0.07562894232390281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792517412574914,0.0,0.0,0.11556092812152095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203888462462918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961324407009249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146013682412014,0.15280383284980226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631784060183214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27854501295132456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594182189730326,0.0,0.0,0.09740375175593594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693689382542305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645320879670492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343073298495336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116818120867897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756936582122191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977568909936364,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tigerlilllyy,2020/03/16,Seriously freaking out over this coronavirus.... I have been safe and clean about the whole thing and the media is not freaking me out its my family  that are giving me such horrible anxiety on the whole thing. My family is constantly telling me to buy excess amounts of food and water and are calling me nonstop and texting me telling me how the government is shutting down and sending me article after article and saying how young people like me are dying everywhere and making me believe im going to get the coronavirus if i even leave my apartment to let my dog out.... Can someone give me some peace of mind here? I feel that I'm the only person trying to calm myself down which is giving me even more anxiety because I think I'm under thinking it? Im not sure.,10.396938775510202,7.430932605442178,10.17996598639456,65.71443877551023,59.68027210884354,13.337414965986396,42.18707482993197,11.538034831475384,4.868678911564625,611,26,106,13,6,202,88,147,0.10800000000000001,0.773,0.11900000000000001,0.5716,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,3,1,24,22,11,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,8,11,2,1,3,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,2,20,4,16,20,5,15,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,4,82,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159080565940648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828770046183089,0.0,0.0,0.16317506500333365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478887565321796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651097785664567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031182643215155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913191646130174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27306776198477045,0.0,0.07323096096996437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513035326087925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566827735959511,0.41680559397297257,0.08231085752144428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128849041685827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335523366683732,0.0,0.14809962271643248,0.0,0.07075716470784624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667589064415516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623813452338227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015058559407057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040765582710244,0.1264609389696729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517551187093507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271492961891313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650160729227612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25317754788739993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924387081387945,0.1856038546955087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833081681490116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32339752448731124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beefhead74,2020/03/16,"It's been rough the past few days I've dealt with anxiety off and on for years. Sometimes I'm fine, others I'm incredibly anxious, which has been the case the last few days. I feel like I'm somewhat alone when it comes to figuring out life and trying to comprehend everything is getting to be too much. All at once, I'm trying to sort through personal troubles, coping with health issues I can't afford to get checked out, and attempting to find some clarity for my future. I'm also in the middle of my student teaching internship and everything dealing with that has gotten flipped upside down because of all the hysteria over this fucking virus. Everything I've planned and laid out for the next few weeks is out the window. I'm not that worried about getting sick but I'm taking precautions and basically staying at home the next couple of weeks since my school is shut down. Everything about it is just getting overwhelming. What can I do to unwind? I go for walks and drives to try to clear my head, attempt to focus on school work I'm still able to do, and whatever else I can think of to distract me but I'm still on edge.",5.224223227752641,6.269132447963803,5.586769230769232,81.24989743589747,68.41176470588235,8.97025641025641,31.47541478129713,9.21078282632365,2.703345460030167,905,37,172,17,15,289,128,221,0.062,0.892,0.046,-0.3412,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,8,6,1,2,8,0,14,5,1,0,3,30,34,12,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,9,16,0,0,4,1,1,4,2,4,0,0,3,2,10,2,40,30,8,34,0,1,0,1,2,16,1,3,14,106,19,5,0.1259081919225588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040291490785366,0.0,0.10068873559109348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963194221948813,0.14224041853051286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675246515840556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845875866806323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393150195502269,0.0,0.1624007353304365,0.12980581726200344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051801381649883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452632657171656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366296495392025,0.08994883746712233,0.0,0.0,0.11507780639799753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640009457483058,0.26312733444222963,0.0,0.07155652702501167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921812942679442,0.13383452028119014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629618242479854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141544039192155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263198115940396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893267950250902,0.061512382704931874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255700824532054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26780958101387137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340881151986721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201936159989592,0.0,0.10993817668142022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548516242863694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415255745769532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245264212755418,0.0,0.0,0.1342013799714476,0.20110088942319468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466729085794293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067688543401087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25645019245391104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019919137904322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916626632789512,0.12786588062643592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810807475359025
anxiety,papablessurprivilege,2020/03/16,"I always feel like an asshole My parents are really great, they don’t quite understand that i can’t just turn off my anxiety but other than that they’re awesome. They have given me great opportunities and i would not be who i am without them so i feel like an asshole when i’m happy because so many other people weren’t given the same opportunities i was but i feel like an asshole when i’m upset because i was given a good life and don’t even enjoy it. thanks for letting me rant",4.005670995670997,5.032645757575762,5.65904761904762,79.68000000000005,71.22222222222223,7.6773448773448765,27.274170274170274,7.957251820313856,1.6928170274170269,386,13,75,5,7,132,61,99,0.064,0.556,0.38,0.9916,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,3,6,12,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,0,0,13,23,8,0,1,5,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,3,15,11,4,14,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367463502685727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128528490550266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225167337178675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198422493115516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28015035606977473,0.3958219486433908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490695129773446,0.0,0.4072368175615208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966030733299097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885528510645933,0.13045010730545556,0.2706866689284749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724394222360088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507339896985768,0.0,0.0,0.12803892488238375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643768538570647,0.0,0.0,0.11831541852351544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003525943958564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088675651966706,0.0,0.19226600069935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803197407411386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119656447686304,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ColdFlame_1337,2020/03/16,"I hate feeling this way! Hello everyone, I just want to vent on here a bit, I have asthma and this covid -19 is giving me such bad anxiety I didn’t know I had before. I know what is triggering my anxiety,  the fact that I have asthma and this virus is deadlier to me. I am 23 and am scared I won’t see next fall. Any tips to stay calm? Or if anyone have heard or seen someone with asthma that has recovered or is doing fine? I haven’t found anything bout people my age with asthma and recovering which is making my anxiety insane. Thank you before hand. This subreddit has helped me know I’m not alone.",2.196762749445675,4.068706089430897,3.928632668144864,86.81228381374723,77.53658536585365,7.3995565410199555,20.937915742793788,8.296473431620573,1.0704536585365858,471,12,98,9,11,158,78,123,0.145,0.725,0.13,-0.5875,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,1,2,0,17,5,1,2,1,21,31,8,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,5,17,3,6,25,1,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,4,2,62,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728060171578066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953343575972598,0.0,0.4371517365455322,0.0,0.0,0.13318856302229531,0.0,0.1567494198523521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904346236975356,0.0,0.0,0.3241701620850488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795563511957188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201251092192333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631278596797406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088523008142745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272648358407725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806029641226885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767522554715732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31404970129631843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714737374117935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257842903665674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205536206452465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907044513996624,0.0,0.1517884889720065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161393713736857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302712566328368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536907444088676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235047624219126,0.15119474607671213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zohuddy,2020/03/16,"Dr. Google So I can't seem to get to sleep (it's 4:05am UK time, right now) due to stuff that's going on in the family right now, but all of a sudden I took a deep breath in and a sharp pain , kinda like a stabbing pain occurred in my chest/ rib area, so I search on Google what it could be (bad idea I know) andddd the results has made my anxiety kinda kick in, and I don't think I'm actually going to get any sleep tonight...",1.7738248847926283,2.6465112365591423,3.421536098310291,94.19516129032259,76.41935483870971,6.604608294930878,19.737327188940093,6.868970318607317,-0.040725345622119935,327,6,81,3,7,109,63,93,0.12300000000000001,0.845,0.032,-0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,5,8,5,2,1,13,15,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,1,7,1,11,11,1,19,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,3,7,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.1955872279958963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629680641366332,0.0,0.1533256265969394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673476494684997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002414983428692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889441467805844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942901498365354,0.0,0.2278138529737525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262569789034206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014909288556457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979182018204178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896482800454254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265355835273579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423260545113808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824606423042936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011422366485607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944024526051365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842512682469748,0.0,0.0,0.11687022976286054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268107481770594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mrs__Skellington,2020/03/16,"Has anyone else experienced this? My scalp is itching like crazy since this morning but only when I'm focusing on it. I looked and I'm pretty sure I don't have lice(seems like it's my anxiety talking). I don't know where I'd even get them anyways. I'm in a city that's about to explode with COVID-19 and I think I'm letting it affect me pretty heavily. Everything is being closed down, public schools, colleges, etc. I think it's really freaking me out. Not to mention I'm having seasonal allergies and that's freaking me out even more. But my head keeps itching. Has anyone else experienced this from anxiety?",2.541040723981901,5.178123310924374,3.944705882352944,83.08502262443443,80.59663865546219,7.022882999353588,28.48157724628313,8.139509932561175,2.3427499676793797,490,23,89,10,13,161,73,119,0.115,0.746,0.139,0.5901,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,10,4,4,1,1,16,21,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,12,3,10,19,2,9,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,4,55,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274571650883827,0.0,0.0,0.25096414290968244,0.3677543925425404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998303303535037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001444876553229,0.23706226762067345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128639101481174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376004465678693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417695160717268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951161589270013,0.0,0.0,0.09862610363383698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350922902020064,0.0,0.17534943715628387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070056148773278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648683681790832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651491224787783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149661828220135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816223291631518,0.0,0.16337294974998448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845053569295502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913820747663816,0.0,0.0,0.14424253726111735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22998046621337545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JohnBrownReloaded,2020/03/16,"So Glad I Found This Sub I was panicking my ass off over on a Coronavirus sub a week or so ago when one of y'all linked to this sub in a comment there. I had no idea this place existed. My anxiety's gotten much more manageable because of your perspectives and I can actually focus on getting work done instead of lying around in a hazy state of seemingly perpetual despair between panic attacks.

Thanks. All of you.",3.660899470899469,5.7424005925925945,5.238906525573197,78.11222222222223,73.93827160493828,9.073015873015876,31.32451499118166,9.606745405546679,3.30912557319224,332,16,61,9,7,112,62,81,0.231,0.6990000000000001,0.07,-0.9233,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,6,5,1,1,4,0,4,1,1,0,1,8,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,9,2,14,4,3,12,0,1,0,1,4,8,1,2,3,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.2528434814033905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296758419056482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821020837792044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23065325462294786,0.0,0.29476278873969475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794449100604255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26514847846847983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284088941691488,0.0,0.0,0.1353686582655101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292491502762924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046775274485436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557234964711693,0.0,0.0,0.3039971305007533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27070355792259404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358742157759109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385437678641183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078337806161808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886273315908824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idkokay123,2020/03/16,"Does anyone else get anxious when it’s windy outside? I’ve noticed that whenever the weather gets dry and windy, I always get more anxious. I don’t know why. I’m not afraid of the roof getting blown off or anything like that, but I still feel more anxious.",3.785,5.398029019607847,3.958970588235297,89.38786764705885,72.52941176470588,5.8843137254901965,30.39705882352941,5.985473137389443,1.3603294117647056,204,9,40,1,4,63,40,51,0.11599999999999999,0.847,0.037000000000000005,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066652551631126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6951419470608082,0.0,0.14341648314957745,0.21015767842277475,0.16878664369400656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794916439963175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713416547173859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370891263052807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428642457323888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127221503910306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020554852038124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335171439928579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379974280342807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850783263016199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vinegar-popsicles,2020/03/16,"Everything will be okay; if it is not okay today, then it is not the end. His arms are around me- protection
His smile brightens up my dark mind- peace
His gaze of admiration catches the corner of my eye- beauty
His thoughtfulness- nurturing and loving

He loves me.

Why can I not stop thinking that he’s going to leave me?
Why do I keep thinking I did something bad and now he’ll never speak to me again?
Why am I so anxious that I cry when I’m in front of his friends?
Why can’t I control these blasted emotions once more?
Why do I need to be perfect?",1.0475697753573847,3.4301742743362813,2.419469026548672,93.19814840027227,85.01769911504425,5.246834581347855,22.85159972770593,6.67199483983844,0.6087078284547309,435,16,92,5,13,140,78,113,0.078,0.611,0.311,0.9849,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,2,2,12,4,2,1,2,17,22,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,4,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,2,18,8,9,16,1,15,0,0,1,2,12,4,0,1,8,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371188584249125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368843982771794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283882415824865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172461717053008,0.0,0.0,0.16890480226261798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729661269405532,0.13619109353153191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819502445839485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879928049711035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738879836175034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667434382399565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628160609205035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775597544410961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525989201768356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401558894160878,0.11859386881635404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375584099697993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183766292781736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285553156490832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705417148550214,0.0,0.1220730798882609,0.0,0.0,0.14575225036252354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6937497850553529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cuddercory,2020/03/16,I cant get my mind of the coronavirus Since Thursday ive been getting anxiety and cant stop thinking about this stuff and it doesnt help that i keep seeing reading and watching stuff about it on twitter but its hard not to but ive been getting headaches and it doesnt feel like real life and shaking sometimes and idk what to do lol,5.625434782608696,5.492103971014494,5.502717391304348,86.33494565217394,67.26086956521739,8.059420289855073,34.64130434782609,7.1686216300943375,2.1718086956521736,270,12,56,2,4,84,47,69,0.158,0.768,0.075,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,9,1,0,0,0,15,16,8,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,4,5,1,6,14,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760978602319835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739237347365493,0.16586264131908424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638984887641581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797915218756127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561898256944687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636379521135648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639888800926561,0.11342677189129392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344260061137339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322333142538961,0.2642608412271338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850098178276003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205382489112569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296225468653092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410492188718326,0.0,0.0,0.5315593194731274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487654725540312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ponatuen_Dluxee,2020/03/16,"I am exhausted First of all English is not my native language, so I apologize for any grammatical errors!

I am going to mention death/cancer a lot, so if you feel unconfortable reading about these things, be aware.

I suffer from anxiety for a very long time now, and when I was younger I believed it was some kind of mix between social anxiety and ochlophobia/agoraphobia, as I always felt unconfortable being surrounded with people or being outside of my house, but it has mutated in an irrational fear of dying that has taken control of my life. 

I can't take a car without thinking of the accident that could happen (and don't talk to me about planes, I'm begging you), I can't take public transport (and I have to commute everyday to go to my university) without thinking that someone might randomly mass murder everyone (the same applies when I go to concerts, cinema, bars etc), when I am outside I get these invasive thoughts that I could randomly die, wherever I go, I always check there is an exit near me just in case ""something happens"".

Of course, it also applies to my own body, as you can guess, every sudden pain in my body is a cancer or a tumor, I frequently fear I might be dying of something, or that I am having a seizure of some sort, which leads me to constantly ""check"" myself: check my face in the mirror to see if everything is ok, check my heartbeat, check my arms/hands to be sure they are not numb, when I cough, check that there is no blood etc. And each time I feel unwell, I don't want to go see a doctor because I fear they will indeed find something serious. Yeah, I am stuck in this kind of shitty vicious loop.

It really impacts my life, I purposefully exhaust myself and go to bed late so I don't have to deal with my anxious thoughts (even if it means only sleeping 3 hours a night), I always rush every one of my projects/plans because I fear I will not have time to do everything, I of course refuse to do certain things because of what might happen, I have become more gloomy, tired and sensitive overtime, as I feel this anxiety has totally monopolized my thoughts. I can't think of a single aspect of my life that is not impacted by all of this, I feel like each one of my decisions are made by a third party (this dear old anxiety) and sometimes I can't see the end of it. I am exhausted of overthinking absolutely everything. Sometimes when I am particularly tired or in a stressful period, I feel like I am going insane.

I really needed to get all of this off my chest, as nobody (but one person, and he doesn't have the full version because I don't want to add more to his own problems) knows what's going on inside my head 24h7, and I feel pretty much alone.

I still want to end on a positive note, because deep down there is still a positive girl! I absolutely intend to go to therapy, and I promised myself that when I'll get a job (I am just about to finish my studies) I'll set a ""therapy budget"" and finally get professional help. Also, I am working hard to find healthy coping mecanisms to get me through the day, such as not exhausting myself to sleep but instead, watching a funny series/film to keep me in a light mood while falling asleep, for example. It's hard and not effective 100% of the time, it will take time and some help, but I am trying my hardest.

  
TL;DR: Just needed to vent about irrational fear of dying, everyday, from anything, and feeling exhausted about it.",9.543784423407919,6.816296308734945,9.59923407917384,68.47855421686751,61.06325301204818,12.79896729776248,40.431153184165225,11.135684009426244,4.408492426850257,2695,111,498,55,28,897,292,664,0.18899999999999997,0.721,0.09,-0.9967,1,1,3,0,0,0,93.0,0,3,2,5,28,28,2,6,26,2,56,25,9,5,6,94,106,43,5,11,22,0,10,2,0,6,15,1,1,2,29,20,1,3,20,4,8,14,18,18,0,5,9,16,82,9,84,84,21,64,0,1,4,0,18,17,0,18,34,359,111,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060016428859575616,0.0,0.09268164505116494,0.14465159702727795,0.0,0.0,0.03940648074162957,0.0,0.17731958688314164,0.06546450258205577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768608937487807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662215864697195,0.06399877552595655,0.0,0.0652873097101641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873385092015888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626209689829675,0.06499336799301943,0.09253318173137057,0.0,0.0,0.03737152726067975,0.0597416215946482,0.0,0.0,0.2405626071649077,0.0,0.0,0.059312013145625064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264907494277084,0.0,0.12925419559427034,0.038273965306294656,0.0,0.09764701583228114,0.05537159162275883,0.15623919730547733,0.0,0.0,0.32603684141307965,0.20510098772658245,0.08279581800240803,0.055638960782508,0.06347896572412681,0.10592645089079183,0.04929035610248275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137662911638972,0.0,0.2963975533064284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383601798896407,0.0,0.15372910402671427,0.0,0.10381966605541522,0.0,0.05947114508591076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768235725700648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706689528267533,0.066863963378612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057504234870738836,0.0515066536223059,0.0,0.1206874011356112,0.03184658703102112,0.0,0.06536762522156167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279070225750728,0.05662072114265587,0.0,0.0,0.05128196598994946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049265134358831265,0.0,0.05483159504567851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312212556383133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442032660970328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259828934602965,0.0859350962711938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543800704937196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080645222453272,0.0,0.11780075593345647,0.044071901526676914,0.06166052859256715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040173697636472064,0.050597770490132914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058953729691556885,0.0,0.05544820398284549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057963466239727715,0.0,0.07424566949250164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853064575322924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597926788665425,0.05907046901214742,0.04909896996779068,0.13383310731073433,0.1146236816700328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255435150504948,0.0,0.06637899164165059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461510133943539,0.0,0.1307085673150617,0.04657623435592645,0.0,0.0,0.13253668411360636,0.0,0.07699586660636339,0.11139180190911896,0.0,0.13801220477435722,0.16894909644626513,0.13320490820452366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039342742050182164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781299119858344,0.1025373144559333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171919324764212,0.0,0.04218667745002292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bailey564,2020/03/16,"How do you push through crippling anxiety driven thoughts that ruin your life? This is my first post ever so I’m not sure if I’m doing this thing right....

Today I had a job interview, I have been preparing over the weekend, I researched the company, I made sure I knew exactly what the description of the role was, I practiced 5-10 general interview questions and made sure I had detailed answers. Today I got to the interview 25 minutes early, I was told to take a seat, I noticed there was already a woman waiting at one of the tables in the waiting area but my anxiety kicked in and I sat at another table (I probably looked like a huge asshole)fast forward another woman enters she decides to sit at the table with the other woman, they begin chatting about the role, I’m eavesdropping and they start talking about their qualifications and what degrees they have completed and I just start panicking, I have no degree and no qualifications, I would not stand a chance next to these women, why the fuck am I even here? Surely the recruiters chose me as a neutral candidate to balance out the group, they know they won’t hire me, my fight or flight mode kicked in and I just left. Ruining yet again another opportunity. How do I stop letting these thoughts get the best of me?",6.518229598893497,7.218942759336102,6.980564315352697,73.63189764868605,65.39004149377594,10.244094052558783,35.568741355463345,10.203070172399654,3.772259529737208,1019,47,178,23,15,333,145,241,0.145,0.777,0.078,-0.8919,1,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,2,6,4,14,11,2,0,20,0,17,2,0,4,6,38,39,14,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,9,9,0,3,7,2,0,4,5,4,0,2,15,1,33,7,21,21,1,32,0,2,1,1,24,13,1,3,15,128,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403711865750388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001489212561778,0.19461921841477248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349123754109574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333694626267004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401609032006345,0.11506199679330832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819843141607306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759671576789738,0.06645808680867299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017355063365345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622891179481655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990719960609856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382059521754578,0.13007323446847732,0.08984692900924382,0.06214474491262266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681811249268153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407242732695497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352813642181431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482095612907805,0.0,0.0,0.08619574577717204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182488916288907,0.0,0.13714587256259975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424959773740939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863029007400712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800692514572693,0.0,0.0,0.10634703479460844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795476246323268,0.0,0.09564049355975007,0.10224059830488454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450772778967705,0.0,0.0,0.20196924582720635,0.0,0.0,0.24114630441275434,0.12154749594702367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478052409972032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036104805347617,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FavoriteMiddleChild,2020/03/16,"BFF is an essential employee at a major teaching hospital My best friend is the administrative for the head of infectious diseases at a major hospital in the midwest. She’s healthy, I’m anxious. I’m my parents main contact with the outside world, my siblings and their families are safe. 

Any advice? This lady’a been my bff for 20 years now.",3.0670238095238105,6.1080973492063535,4.525694444444444,76.64187500000003,83.44444444444444,7.594444444444445,33.27182539682539,8.472884824447931,3.6018587301587304,275,16,44,7,8,91,48,63,0.027000000000000003,0.684,0.289,0.9663,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,7,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,7,5,4,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34588971061264995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407077876866792,0.0,0.0,0.39987878369175867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714635803792255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336859370708071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734718557584181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632693784223253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39303534503478005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794133369707506
anxiety,bonschives,2020/03/16,"I wish I could get properly treated This is honestly just a ramble more than anything else because I can't stop thinking about the fact that my life could be so much better if my anxiety was actually treated. I was diagnosed with anxiety at the age of about 14 but I am in the UK and CAMHS did very little for me, like I went through CBT but it didn't really help me and I was just discharged about 6 months later. They did check ups and stuff but they never actually tried to help me with the anxiety itself after that point and when I finally brought up being treated again they said I was too old for CAMHS and just suggested I go to a talking therapy place which was the opposite of what I was comfortable with. Now I'm at university and I have been struggling to cope for years at this point but I don't know what to do and I feel like I lost all my teenage years because I was too anxious to ever do anything and now university of stressful but their mental health service isn't great and I don't know how to go back and ask for some therapy again and I just want to get better but instead I am just struggling and I desperately want to be treated but I can't bring myself to do it :(",3.627982695810567,4.837097053278691,4.88191256830601,84.20561930783244,72.31967213114754,8.373041894353369,28.719489981785067,8.841846274778883,2.145587249544627,947,37,197,18,18,314,122,244,0.157,0.746,0.09699999999999999,-0.9549,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,3,20,15,0,3,7,0,28,3,0,1,4,44,46,23,0,6,13,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,11,15,0,1,4,0,1,5,7,4,0,0,15,2,32,11,31,26,4,32,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,2,19,151,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.2370055439257609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27869169092775464,0.13718667137327992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998608593702636,0.0,0.11352507302829384,0.0,0.0,0.09337580586251083,0.0,0.14805095940457416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479828747600024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939114893203987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325368712775367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144312846169744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984465874454448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140104438675125,0.08675298999744996,0.0,0.13302580278519568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688926091605165,0.0,0.13802830248967074,0.0,0.0,0.13388221022706745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907943144358516,0.0,0.0,0.16279026947712302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334746953559776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577293573302272,0.11865374298963667,0.121709493962711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256034447909673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237763849973653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692803692192647,0.0,0.08926849347480591,0.0,0.0936579441832033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742531371480345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268734389195584,0.0,0.22959012781327326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779419272902939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551222934204032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152486547310932,0.13910306430601235,0.2538998764644221,0.1390137042270699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760463005706534,0.0,0.0,0.2777423765743452,0.0,0.0,0.07781046684055687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244620537362023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019636371195062,0.1432506911577305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257120433351164,0.0,0.0,0.13964393785593562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639995975576554
anxiety,woodstockXoXo,2020/03/16,"Quarantine and anxiety - prepping for a full blown nervous break down. I’m immunocompromised, I have asthma.  I started a new serving job two weeks ago.  Last week I came down with a sickness and couldn’t breathe.  I still can barely breathe and can’t afford the medication I need.  Then today my state shut down all restaurants and bars.  So I’m unemployed basically.  I’m minutes from a complete meltdown I can’t have because if I panic or cry it makes my breathing situation worse.    
    
How are you guys staying calm and how is this virus freak out affecting you?",3.1019871794871783,6.000793942307695,3.9015384615384616,82.5267948717949,80.73076923076924,6.5435897435897425,29.82051282051281,7.793537801064563,2.322239743589744,446,22,79,8,12,142,76,104,0.16399999999999998,0.812,0.023,-0.9169,4,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,5,0,8,7,3,4,1,17,15,11,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,11,1,7,13,2,19,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,9,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920289101812073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572091337859615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205528376587167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24776634577301904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271318253493889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379572457639421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449718425399644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497127290729487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658189046419726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460182002193622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823135010466926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062797004738333,0.0,0.20922204376384215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541679489837469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24350054452539224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333141847944906,0.23089813828553296,0.17300053466387472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533936037080125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116154658789145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475341077183081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076388617494785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Poon_Jelly,2020/03/16,"Medical anxiety For the passed 5 days since Wednesday I have been having on and off chest pain/shoulder pain that is sharp and last maybe 5 seconds and just comes and goes randomly. I’m convinced I’m having a heart attack although rationally I know it most likely is a muscle injury or something to that effect but I literally can’t stop obsessing over it, constantly googling symptoms with every like twinge of pain I get. I’m convinced I’m dying and can’t see any future like literally tomorrow does seem real to me if that makes sense. I’m just stuck in the now convinced I won’t live another minute. I don’t have insurance or the money to go to a doctor to get checked out which is making it worse. Not to mention I haven’t been on meds for years because of this. I just need some tips on how to help myself. Please. I’m driving myself crazy I just want to cry and make it stop.",2.195680399500624,4.5284306404494385,3.580149812734085,87.00789013732832,79.6741573033708,6.427465667915107,23.933832709113606,7.594959193182576,1.2422986267166047,706,25,139,11,18,231,109,178,0.182,0.695,0.12300000000000001,-0.8779,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,1,6,0,14,7,2,5,0,33,33,12,1,3,9,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,3,0,2,4,6,4,0,1,3,2,12,6,20,29,2,21,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,7,13,82,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915619013999352,0.15289509993071634,0.11154468974157634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658805774253635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888477233255736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256028982494098,0.0,0.1575694299609509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016606841805595,0.0940357573968092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132835492854113,0.0,0.0,0.14924330065436314,0.12759981560170808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285169705905885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523600132458346,0.0,0.08286750921159307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278623182643574,0.09773375396297963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013367800240663,0.11885507860321665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370704332728127,0.0,0.12875340790697692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29198907044819666,0.0,0.14648631950511976,0.0,0.16196267668490352,0.14688881290256414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811669280280893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654581923220173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005622377481546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596435481138694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161921490408742,0.1327404699892968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206160132886234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225210325629097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380833707429603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155301589443124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600285416078819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485934314957119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389722884350896
anxiety,cmende36,2020/03/16,"Hi y’all! New here. Just wanted to talk for a bit because I don’t have anyone else to turn to because they don’t understand what I’m going through mentally. For the past two weeks, I’m been so anxious, depressed, and stressed out that I am no longer eating anything except dinner. I’m not sleeping very well and it’s frustrating.  Also have a constant string of headaches. 

I was diagnosed at 22. Beside my anxiety and depression, I have PTSD, codependency and abandonment issues, a panic disorder, and OCD tendencies brought on by high levels of anxiety. I didn’t think that this coronavirus was really going to be a stressed for me. However, I have an autoimmune disease and asthma so I’m in a higher risk category. 

I will say, I have a really great doctor. We are trying me on busperine 5mg x 2 daily and trazadone 50mg to help me sleep at night on top the 60mg of citalopram. I don’t want to be stuck in neutral or reverse. It’s hard to explain to my mom or my husband because they don’t get it. He feels like I should be able to just push through it even though he admits that he knows I can’t. It’s been a nightmare trying to figure out what to do. Plus, therapy is expensive. Uggghhhh why is it so hard? 

So anyway, thanks for listening. Have a great night!",2.8435177865612644,4.750704241106722,4.519505928853757,83.14273715415024,75.7588932806324,8.078260869565218,28.10079051383399,8.841846274778883,2.363175494071146,995,42,195,22,22,335,148,253,0.165,0.746,0.08800000000000001,-0.9397,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,2,1,13,13,1,4,11,0,26,7,2,0,0,28,46,16,0,3,6,2,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,12,11,2,1,7,0,1,4,8,8,1,1,7,5,21,5,32,34,1,22,0,3,0,0,16,12,0,2,7,126,33,1,0.1187440825989793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495959995334834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181677796342745,0.13414701417751365,0.0,0.08302862349064616,0.12166734514912185,0.0977162623274158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715587182883048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963778375032706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832016868131507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045482086901844,0.12052274429466173,0.0,0.0,0.13609100616329314,0.12153960015765818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150484099147504,0.09919544410356744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842934665451087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060040576022518416,0.08483079633490039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203888217669511,0.0,0.13496999719891456,0.0,0.0,0.26183154053762336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127427485878129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959165554826005,0.12545964276835112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393797155214074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525864237035886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058012360762570575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966610635347975,0.0,0.0,0.13907163439419706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468377491530755,0.0,0.22286655514876785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932059608804434,0.0,0.0,0.11335466301373567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880547813931024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521409998578323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944300605211997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23765967631064355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720418908455085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544199564715393,0.0,0.10932359748650552,0.1357942071013463,0.0,0.0,0.07608641345351698,0.11666545825685955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123887503682652,0.12915946364600225,0.1159957145091684,0.12361677772053008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797630403051158,0.1400766729399454,0.0,0.09524934052825344,0.0,0.10676519084751104,0.0,0.10714806508502388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cherrybe,2020/03/16,"My anxiety got really bad as I posted a picture on instagram of me and a friend and mitsakenly had personal details in the background. a letter from my bank was in the background, i deleted the picture now and my friend and I tried to zoom in the picture but it was so pixelated. There is no way anyone read it right? i don't want people to know my address as i lived in an abusive home where I am still scared of being found. The pic was up for 2 days before i saw",3.2217673048600872,4.189243989690727,5.142120765832106,82.87721649484537,73.02061855670105,8.017083946980852,28.290132547864513,8.418075326091056,1.9487184094256256,365,14,76,6,7,126,66,97,0.17800000000000002,0.78,0.043,-0.9236,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,13,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,7,1,12,2,14,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,3,56,14,1,0.0,0.2791750687331155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802511715905216,0.0,0.0,0.16475328258058672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967356047982336,0.0,0.0,0.2004980649474096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195752914321908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583487752465646,0.36408393806340905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884494692649875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634937098584444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294923978654233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080596815076761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633515212477842,0.2057371680371736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256619791134605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356870525768609,0.0,0.15094631277666734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012210018676319,0.0,0.0,0.2359000176731757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816906341633527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997274689800745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897672097637018,0.1870267998980272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EternalJanus,2020/03/16,"Anxiety over Parents and Economy I fear for my parents which are getting older and have health issues. Even without the virus their health gives me anxiety. With the virus it's so much worse. My dad still works and it's not like I can tell him to quit his job.

The second fear is the economy collapsing in some dire way. My retirement accounts are in free fall which is nerve racking. The volatility of the markets is writing history. The little voice in my head says it's worse than the previous ones. My mind is suggesting an economic driven doomsday.",3.8780769230769216,6.456706038461545,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,75.15384615384616,8.390769230769232,29.63076923076923,9.120678840339163,2.9208030769230766,444,20,79,11,10,140,72,104,0.233,0.74,0.027999999999999997,-0.9697,5,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,3,4,0,2,9,0,8,3,1,0,0,9,11,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,2,1,2,11,3,10,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,3,54,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26129844564234844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280116110009712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843587564391202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922754353304096,0.16383148737614045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527356164843946,0.3630706178034236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782540297964882,0.16947667715331385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834363912401571,0.1711703432196191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244306292802344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554582365992198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157275965652963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792706397503255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164970927862947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581421908901148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638825022552692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927266394843444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556031751581366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462959370227034,0.0,0.12433271967603625,0.0,0.34808678721009634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sparrow125,2020/03/16,"Husband starting Prozac - what to watch out for? My husband has some of the worst anxiety I’ve seen (and I work in a related field, so have seen plenty). He also suffers from chronic PTSD from a very abusive childhood. 

He’s recently started weekly therapy, and is starting on Prozac (generic). He was on a higher dose before we were together, and it said it could sexual performance issues. He’s also worried that it can cause suicidal ideation. 

We’ve spoken to this doctor and therapist, but I think connecting with others who have taken it may help as well. What kind of things should he look out for? When did you notice it making a difference?",4.70525,6.869952358333336,5.413333333333334,77.62500000000001,71.25,8.466666666666667,30.33333333333333,9.120678840339163,2.966733333333333,513,22,85,11,10,166,88,120,0.11199999999999999,0.838,0.051,-0.6582,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,11,5,0,2,0,16,21,10,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,5,5,2,15,11,2,12,0,1,4,0,12,5,0,2,7,60,17,2,0.0,0.2151526185083331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29043243412684305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389146664595962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545183954822541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654135796881374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449836005441386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972128007929634,0.0,0.1858634721183197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171490964801256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953116260133548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909642605560173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248856294490354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212116997684387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673965275264572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226717944233867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929668639899438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273219834042647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855877165096615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986282902138769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766221702778975,0.21083818522361256,0.12063929672292086,0.11635454590237627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498294879101886,0.0,0.0,0.14565930054564102,0.0,0.1632698235517693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321985535838323,0.1844118844779349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-Sadaccount-,2020/03/16,"I don’t know what is happening? can anyone give me advice? Ok, so this account has been inactive for a while because i went to the psych ward, i got on medicine, i got a therapist, and i thought i was getting better, but maybe not? I feel like the pills i have been taking helped with social anxiety and depression, but i’m still paranoid all the time. It feels like OCD sometimes, like in the shower i’ll get urges to peek outside and see if someone is out there, and they come about four times every minute. Also, at night i can’t open my eyes, and if i do i have to turn on the lights to see if there’s something in my room, and if i turn them off but open my eyes again i have to repeat the process. 

I feel like it’s been getting worse. I run from room to room, i have to go up stairs sideways so i can see if there’s something in front or behind me, i have to close every door i see in case there’s something in there, and it’s started to happen even when i’m around others, which wasn’t happening before. I’ve brought it up to my therapist, but not in full detail yet, and i only see her every two weeks so i figured i’d ask here, as i don’t think this is normal.",3.4703800000000022,3.6377095080000035,4.474950000000003,90.809225,71.92,7.370000000000001,25.625,6.9077264865688965,0.8164199999999995,907,25,211,7,16,296,132,250,0.10800000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.015,-0.9698,1,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,17,7,0,0,8,1,20,3,2,1,1,37,51,25,0,6,12,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,9,15,0,0,7,0,1,6,6,1,0,2,10,11,31,6,30,41,2,39,0,1,7,0,7,22,0,6,15,138,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637916086615652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705729029282368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327950340850797,0.0,0.0,0.0761191810137135,0.0,0.0,0.09691069224815456,0.10177172855140942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636156071241994,0.0,0.09263395702702366,0.0,0.0,0.09628002177486747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937753918820697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937630992104372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190264494092889,0.0,0.2751640176060513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513243080347753,0.23331414409686824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062846656111225,0.10443081571206236,0.06186905922487085,0.0,0.1741345488021261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888002091098217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296822928229894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598279750098249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127388461602734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936699875887797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216006805883636,0.10666212205829577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279482572512722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337465321975174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109715945521864,0.0922388306596174,0.2514229795448538,0.10766778172820997,0.0,0.0770534275219598,0.0,0.08693772151315368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185104096375324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25279547239283656,0.0,0.06975468500938088,0.0,0.08642465339899806,0.12695718144332094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368222470654783,0.10634282995831114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732291935351386,0.0,0.0,0.10091661466960758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094017306784032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CatShat23,2020/03/16,"Recently diagnosed with asthma, I'm having difficulty telling apart an asthma attack vs a panic attack. Does anyone else have this problem? How do I know if I for sure need my inhaler and its not just my anxiety?",5.25416666666667,6.969516750000004,6.720000000000002,70.63166666666669,69.0,9.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.351833333333333,170,7,27,4,3,58,35,40,0.319,0.602,0.079,-0.9112,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,2,0,3,3,0,1,1,11,6,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389754731500647,0.0,0.0,0.17722635100004955,0.259701518706638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766986700037681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25725834400062403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180608812789052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173477115738493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139295950869508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793867827184305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973827557988788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425286668952435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502629032664773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388847026370745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153674392992834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,T0YM4KER,2020/03/16,"I have no idea how to keep a conversation going. That’s it, I overthink everything that I do and that includes conversations. I don’t know how to respond to what they ask me, and I don’t know how to keep it going and to make matters worse I can tell when they’re bored of me or confused. Even texting is difficult to the point where I don’t send a text for an hour or more because I’m trying to find out what to say, which ends up being, “hahaaa yeah,” or, “that’s cool,” with no way for them to continue the conversation. I’m extremely awkward and I need some help.... thx for coming to my ted talk",3.8660200000000025,4.131616992000001,5.230150000000002,85.39482500000003,71.08,8.49,27.625,8.472884824447931,1.6568599999999996,464,15,104,7,8,156,77,125,0.135,0.797,0.067,-0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,5,2,8,0,0,4,0,24,20,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,2,4,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,0,2,13,1,17,19,2,13,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,5,4,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129865330714512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888060020724885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625190501003956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017861921740148,0.0,0.0,0.15047690829875246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047552966919824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822881441140528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589575045301721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270694917350272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436269405650944,0.0,0.0,0.25718779553812354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050043904191264,0.0,0.0,0.2504143962061369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520756079045825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893007423923986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153691869380836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117636017406435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311788940575968,0.1991299446336968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546788826380914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808376551166484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321741329973594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aidan1478,2020/03/16,"Pandemic and anxiety? Feeling Guilty About Feelings During Pandemic...?

I'm in Ontario, Canada, so currently we aren't under any lockdown or anything that extensive. However, it seems like we are heading in that direction. I have really poorly managed anxiety, we've been playing with my meds for months now. Almost a year ago I had a pretty serious suicide attempt, and it's been a waiting game since then to try and get me back on track due to the lack of access to the appropriate medical services.

Anyways, I feel guilty for becoming suicidal during the pandemic. There's so much else happening everywhere (there's no cases in my town), that I feel bad for even considering killing myself but that guilt is what's driving me to the edge. I feel like it's only a matter of  time before I snap. I live alone and I'm terrified that if they quarantine us I won't be able to see my caseworker or my therapist. I've been seeing someone twice a week most weeks because I can't make it more than a few days without going into extreme distress. It doesn't help that I'm coming out of a manic episode. I'm  terrified of being locked in my apartment alone, and I'm scared that i don't know what's happening. I don't even care about the virus. If I get it, I'm a high risk, so it might be bad. But we don't have any cases here. I'm more worried about the actions of other people. I have severe gastroparesis and I'm just so done with living a this point because I'm in such a horrible flare. I can't eat anything. The things I can eat everyone is emptying the shelves of (panic buying soup and rice...etc). 

I  don't know what to do.  Ifeel like I can't go to the hospital to reach out for help and support when I'm in crisis, but I also can't keep doing this. My classes got cancelled and I'm thinking that I will be out a job next week most likely (based on how things are going right now) as well...please help I don't know what to do, I know deep down I want to live and that's why I'm reaching out but right now I'm losing all of my reasons. I've been staying in bed all day everyday and that's usually one of the final signs for me. The anxiety is killing me and I don’t know what to do or how to cope. I feel like the world is ending. Even though logically I know it isn’t.",2.6321679731242966,4.125446093617022,4.4230459126539765,85.38105263157894,75.29787234042553,7.7558790593505025,26.62374020156775,8.452757503120043,1.81236170212766,1784,67,372,33,38,605,221,470,0.213,0.733,0.054000000000000006,-0.9975,3,4,0,0,0,3,54.0,4,0,1,2,25,19,2,5,23,0,40,4,1,4,2,65,84,32,4,4,11,0,6,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,28,23,2,2,16,2,2,6,16,11,0,2,7,8,42,8,49,70,9,53,0,1,2,0,9,24,0,10,27,238,70,4,0.08228493775484465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294063253062395,0.0,0.08239647912684436,0.17044475935041245,0.0,0.06580323499382007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191315868808274,0.0,0.18884325647603195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542698528232336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327203798738805,0.1374089719622982,0.10032026862834698,0.09087724895099554,0.07001842145733707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838949780446896,0.0,0.0,0.07088118786947893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613395517763537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420606004339122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683960675608733,0.06873850692157674,0.0,0.07288003138732049,0.0,0.09176945663762848,0.16304527601803293,0.0,0.0,0.07862678426829328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963442148756365,0.11756875194673798,0.0,0.09013912725445013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859809675826891,0.0,0.1402932791496387,0.0,0.06581078159466727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552859741285806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444808534158761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546157785507812,0.08693855449456776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165510394749922,0.07313863344101892,0.1820721841958832,0.0,0.2713298991181968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010013210713349,0.0,0.2179773227024155,0.0,0.0,0.09205579767573777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054925834904372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140001603426587,0.0828934179735006,0.0,0.08729131557700176,0.0,0.0,0.06567905227181912,0.0,0.060488897076094734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751096480454319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575840337360986,0.06258140306386299,0.0,0.09654364517504913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704601519932165,0.0,0.0,0.09032415195176728,0.07778586302066366,0.0,0.0,0.08371336366578454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052713838152003915,0.08460262054901088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054177449075167,0.0,0.0,0.08238157741605219,0.0,0.13114088384761294,0.07490911692587865,0.0,0.09295855818662796,0.0,0.06806695081989206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697197607349641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877047952873216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001273303595414,0.0933759722435689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095539154844398,0.1093329127046536,0.05272486559314102,0.08084453356068654,0.0,0.04798100892279066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586607141036807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897864864191568,0.0,0.0906252338085188,0.0,0.04853378821703161,0.0,0.19801204114801185,0.0,0.07398404106536142,0.0,0.07424935772040753,0.0,0.0,0.07931974365081891,0.0,0.0,0.08356434849597394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052988802096463485
anxiety,xFurtivex,2020/03/16,"If anybody could provide any insight or help that would be much appreciated. I do have very severe generalized anxiety disorder and OCD, but something has been called to my attention recently of something I’ve struggled with my whole life. Whenever or whatever I’m doing, I’ll always perform that action as though someone was watching me or judging me based on how I handled or participated in it. For example, if I was looking up at a TV I feel like I have to do that in a certain way in order to not pass off the wrong intentions to those around me. Another example would be something like opening a book—I feel like I have to do it a certain way so that people around me don’t think I’m weird or excited to start reading, and then it feels as though I am being watched at all times, causing me to focus on the specific facial expressions I make or how I continue to turn the pages in the book. I feel like almost everything I do during the day, I do it in a way that “approves” to the people that might be watching me (even when I’m alone).

Can this be some form of paranoia or something? Please help...",7.321531755915316,6.17878364383562,8.015641344956414,73.0546699875467,64.15981735159818,11.251307596513078,38.63055209630552,10.436869588844218,3.978822831050228,874,41,167,18,11,294,122,219,0.076,0.7829999999999999,0.141,0.9415,0,1,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,1,11,0,25,2,1,5,3,39,37,21,0,5,11,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,8,20,7,28,25,6,27,0,0,4,0,4,14,0,12,11,122,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308210787670387,0.12730337800654604,0.0,0.0,0.1022755340247478,0.0,0.0,0.08358674798023992,0.12888760819953812,0.09403001322256943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884169094532288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551045780811165,0.0,0.0,0.1262680666009109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813801683918108,0.0,0.0,0.07927032234256626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408718001495976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118452173482273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046851654878223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859905925487255,0.2634325513064925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477532366123826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681884545175203,0.24020119835826315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321805433100392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204704386107002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303939104486273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035702780214007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042824817526647,0.0,0.0,0.13492429691425073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294875242495235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136421749077085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885951691183124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414589558746212,0.3785053964614167,0.0,0.0,0.08700021628603972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849795769842634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875928272043667,0.2415276892023509,0.0,0.0716730105321211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336967567741918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141815179337826,0.0,0.2926937835500499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723075473820878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463127459828828,0.13438879244236734,0.0,0.0
anxiety,annabel-leigh,2020/03/16,"Do anyone else’s panic attacks feel like this? So basically I’ve been having “panic attacks” randomly on and off for about a year. I put it in quotations because I’m not convinced that’s what it is, and I want to know if anyone else ever feels this way. Sometimes it starts with a heart palpitation, and then I start feeling like I’m going to pass out and like my vision is becoming tunneled. Then my extremities all feel cold and tingly, which progresses to my whole body, and my chest/throat feels like there’s a bubble in it, almost like I really need to burp. This feels awful and usually only lasts a few minutes, then afterward I uncontrollably shiver for a while. I got a prescription for lorazepam, but I don’t see the point in even taking it since the symptoms come and go quicker than the pill would even take effect. 
Any thoughts or personal anecdotes are appreciated 💕",8.807142857142857,7.429653523809527,8.684523809523814,70.20214285714287,61.38095238095239,11.733333333333334,36.476190476190474,10.686352973137794,3.7839976190476174,704,26,127,14,8,229,110,168,0.085,0.809,0.106,0.3655,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,2,3,9,1,8,5,2,1,2,31,29,16,0,4,4,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,9,0,0,5,2,5,0,0,3,8,11,6,16,25,3,24,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,4,16,79,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131892276771962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238934478419771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942835455257052,0.2482745976598987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27566190405671376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385477541475521,0.13380583810937044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457554987464074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436403894860058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241839701789474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600430621832957,0.10959135468916273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675567138492848,0.2596588074236641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771000636878786,0.0,0.09689847447578044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435688927520493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658344997367192,0.09875724386513804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959503125093885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983466859387743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214360231718677,0.0,0.28429785245253314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578760345425553,0.0,0.0,0.11453034411454385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179392809718798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761479771129584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654460316627587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022041277807828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982508780046836,0.0,0.17150782843196155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259261137603457,0.18218650022528934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618329193222956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343477606970047,0.0,0.0714601760502727,0.09616695481759537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526488636446055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606481673616237,0.0,0.0,0.07801964910658961
anxiety,MaybeIWillRegretThis,2020/03/16,"Terrified to eat anything from outside My state hasn’t been testing, so I feel like there’s probably dozens of unconfirmed cases around me. I haven’t left my house, hardly left my room, since Tuesday. My dad got carryout pizza. I want to eat some but i’m terrified that it’s contaminated. I have severe respiratory issues so I’m taking every precaution that I can, but I also have severe (and currently unmedicated) anxiety and I’m panicking over everything. Would it be safe to eat?? :((",3.018575757575757,5.996995544444449,5.300909090909091,71.63045454545455,82.44444444444444,9.05050505050505,27.070707070707073,9.339509955726095,3.4125555555555565,389,17,64,13,11,135,61,90,0.23,0.7,0.071,-0.9470000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,10,15,7,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,11,2,7,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422724380687502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360986305825775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640258475306275,0.15837525398159372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461308800849712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989460971400692,0.0,0.15989164852280802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995529823179968,0.12709704151880555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228875448999856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593700349301443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528118773815804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568904450609705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38659369784034175,0.0,0.0,0.08691654143308962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191814206200776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019693169738359,0.0,0.1471667927262427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376418123294442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049343604307289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638027218745745,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whirlydirvish23,2020/03/16,I have anxiety Does anyone else feel the pressure? I have the anxiety.,1.0258974358974378,2.699951076923078,3.3461538461538503,78.79051282051283,115.15384615384615,7.887179487179487,27.41025641025641,7.793537801064563,3.5556871794871805,56,3,9,2,3,19,9,13,0.41200000000000003,0.588,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6466008395508768,0.0,0.0,0.2955032411034049,0.4330204851831915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698344945230001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530418065837031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368757021930354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pandaspandas03,2020/03/17,"Can someone please tell me that anxiety gets easier as you get older? Please? I'm 16, turning 17 in summer, and omg I can stand how my anxiety is. I've had anxiety since I was about 14 (actually anxiety disorder, not just normal teenager anxiety). I hate it so fucking much, it somehow managed to ruin nearly every single day at the moment.

Can someone please tell me it gets easier as you become an adult? Please? I understand it will never go away fully, but I need to know it will improve somewhat. Please.",2.7941237113402053,5.335152175257736,4.980628865979384,76.63073711340209,78.79381443298968,8.003711340206186,27.22577319587629,8.841846274778883,2.756118350515464,399,17,67,10,10,138,68,97,0.114,0.713,0.17300000000000001,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,1,12,19,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,9,15,3,11,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,2,5,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.11950283363294252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684060159404979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505475700728175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524692673207936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897626427619868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034922766681274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317743337541248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321185969031082,0.19194014603060647,0.0,0.06959657143812373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090343032168414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730055360362969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002184292975625,0.09080218780428473,0.09444833683413448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998433612172887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6721189352763769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012997864336555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075191201482007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140700489420104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320080054978364,0.0,0.12748468667296856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janelanee,2020/03/17,"I'm in quaranteen and my sister was just taken to the hospital because she had a bad influenza I'm italian, my sister has down syndrome. She didn’t have contact with any coronavirus infected but she was having trouble breathing. Now I'm home alone and I’m freaking out. I'm scared and I can't sleep. I don't know what to expect.",1.91452025586354,4.276355761194033,3.817484008528787,84.74089552238807,80.94029850746269,6.8136460554371014,27.4818763326226,7.957251820313856,2.052059275053305,264,12,50,5,7,89,49,67,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.9513,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,9,3,2,0,0,9,16,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,6,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258178740729959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27958984186414004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34328539371075795,0.2506276149325984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124077436586816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259522308093216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41162366378146303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114377198582524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kouglove,2020/03/17,"How do you stop feeling anxious? I’ve felt all day due to an upsetting phone call I and earlier today. My stomach hurts, and my chest is kind of tight. How do I feel better?",0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,85.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,22.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.8720222222222218,134,5,29,2,4,45,30,36,0.255,0.64,0.10400000000000001,-0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,2,1,10,6,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,2,2,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37065839054955824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901768325292375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33502568151545337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115966607927673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33179334497488183,0.0,0.3150264164864717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512366803263087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34166453650559303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743053888568403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109994130587838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Whattheeffami,2020/03/17,"Keep spacing out please help!! Hi guys,

Hope everyone’s feeling ok during these crazy times. 

Just have some questions about a feeling I’ve been experiencing lately. I think I’m having frequent panic attacks.  I’m a very anxious person, mainly socially as I lack confidence, I overthink, I worry etc. But I can usually escape the more physical side of anxiety I think. But lately I’ve been spacing out and feeling like I’m not actually myself? If that makes sense?? I find it hard to ground myself and come back to reality. I start feeling sick and panicky in my head and my chest also starts hurting. I become spaced out but also like way too aware of my surroundings? If I’m with someone it’s noticeable as I stop talking as much as I’m concentrating so much on like talking myself back down to earth. I hate it! It seems to happen randomly. 

Can anyone help ? What’s going on with me?",2.741751633986929,5.346751070588237,4.405098039215686,80.30183006535948,79.47058823529412,6.836601307189543,26.50326797385621,7.984000788550335,2.03040522875817,702,29,123,13,18,235,106,170,0.154,0.68,0.165,-0.5694,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,1,3,1,6,3,2,1,0,33,27,16,0,4,7,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,10,0,2,9,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,6,18,5,20,25,7,26,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,7,13,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.12828979907656346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026326104861584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005695209802874,0.14851678332025425,0.0,0.09192261311177416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955916099862673,0.0,0.20217524323339944,0.0,0.0,0.14519154507645232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324450621489897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661699549497434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561938685514462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658883844484207,0.09391783391826616,0.0,0.0,0.12015561972010985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471396196042432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016992624680407,0.11625308949754685,0.0,0.11776582911178868,0.12979338072666774,0.13491988513103964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623495735088365,0.0,0.0,0.13057331225105434,0.0,0.0,0.14073482019065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168511515990988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29659400280393605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926798579773832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775317173916876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328218069595265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967251748764682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424455704900172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478920361385025,0.0,0.1443078804758832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472696509919056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967979392340312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401088682995071,0.11138893287723274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610164514936625,0.0,0.0,0.10990970402700896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113314004652225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847351317917647,0.0,0.0,0.07665765524640375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478890890137852,0.10847148261506344,0.0,0.10434992189093616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350796829226266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rukuss1,2020/03/17,"Was just prescribed Celexa. Scared of side effects (mainly sexual) Hello, 

Today I was prescribed Celexa (10 mg to start, then up to 20 after a week). I am a 32 year old male. I was prescribed it for mood problems (very irritable, snapping on people, always annoyed) and night time anxiety attacks. I had experiences on anti depressants when I was younger, they always made me feel like a zombie. I am also really worried about sexual side effects. I am worried that the worry alone is enough to make a self fulfilling prophecy. Has anyone here, particularly males, been on Celexa and have any experiences to share? Any info would be appreciated. Thanks!",4.126642140468228,7.237182747826092,5.200869565217392,73.53093645484952,78.04347826086956,7.3645484949832785,27.10702341137124,8.384062270229773,2.577033444816053,516,21,79,11,13,169,84,115,0.221,0.6940000000000001,0.085,-0.938,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,2,1,5,0,14,0,0,4,0,11,19,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,1,9,3,12,10,2,16,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,11,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102276841331038,0.0,0.1320527713739589,0.2747993846473211,0.0,0.0,0.22458535297486354,0.0,0.12632243878428026,0.0,0.0,0.11546131029081078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785689516787585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222447151413742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062132600217336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230536643790154,0.0,0.0,0.08349365901454453,0.11796744888759905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806731811887044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562480700604585,0.11022419672576923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154961406052787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327401837192247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144789371467661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800515840220944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057852006574478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532189654459564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226447720369126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687842125469908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202764156290216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628744243604752,0.0,0.15652199985879378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362478620651606,0.0,0.0,0.1324556905723812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030863820595911,0.0,0.11730216629368835,0.0,0.0,0.10633699345148306
anxiety,603-512,2020/03/17,"Can anxiety feel like a fog? I had my first panic attack back in October of last year. My doc put me on celexa and while it’s helped me be able to get out and about one constant feeling I have is that it feels like I’m in a fog. Like it’s hard to concentrate on what’s going on around. Some days are better  then others but it’s almost always there. Even when I wouldn’t say I feel anxious. 

Is this a normal part of anxiety? I had this feeling for like a month before the panic attack so I’m just wondering if it’s related.",0.7957441673370873,2.6529909557522124,3.0358326629123087,91.59402252614643,81.92035398230087,6.232984714400643,19.122284794851172,7.348242739294969,0.3555203539823011,410,10,92,6,11,140,75,113,0.177,0.706,0.11699999999999999,-0.8321,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,2,2,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,17,19,8,0,3,3,0,6,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,2,7,9,5,13,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,14,62,19,0,0.14679306231477346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469920476943263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214358719293505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459258176104288,0.1658343774317039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067694739663474,0.0,0.3339966002351845,0.0,0.11287480392507836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491008420995987,0.0,0.0,0.12982653460573942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863115117148952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466938130597737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695543322056492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711149147218304,0.3146069791449446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486210381567565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669331639925253,0.0,0.0834258801609343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314977507381721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983922954046398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965593799557807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868627017720659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716882185214712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382603395025045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994707780588032,0.0,0.0,0.3444600605884756,0.0,0.1589625816074043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475675721422144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673573499481014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919081430756712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452991933111594
anxiety,DumbHash,2020/03/17,"Anxiety, Escapism & Knowing what you want  I feel having anxiety and social anxiety has played a huge role in how much clarity I have in life about things. I think escapism has become an addiction for me with the constant need to distract myself with something or the other as a way to deal with anxiety. I remember experiencing anxiety patterns since I was 8/9 though I was in denial about it until few years back. And I remember teachers calling me out in class for day dreaming several times. So I guess I developed this habit pretty early.  Even now, when I try to take time out now and think about stuff, my anxiety goes up making me want to go back to one of escapist habits like gaming, browsing etc.

I just wanted to share my thoughts about this topic and confirm if this could be common problem associated with anxiety or is this just specific to my case?",8.81425925925926,7.854496320987657,8.769228395061731,68.25902777777779,61.09876543209877,12.050617283950615,39.38580246913581,11.20814326018867,4.521972839506173,692,31,118,16,8,226,107,162,0.10099999999999999,0.792,0.107,0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,2,0,31,22,13,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,7,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,2,19,3,27,17,3,23,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,4,14,91,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250776405996434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169969485571592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6508995058143814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869293494345441,0.0,0.0,0.13424275213165116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411644228113924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135268836534,0.0,0.0970480206615777,0.0,0.0,0.07838988526900713,0.12531301784704554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556071033031106,0.08028282409285259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145948179936996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907983430402606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339013546671453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680086382762908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585456868384646,0.059383334848227824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113576638601393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935345326399419,0.09012800427302414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236562626776273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236603490798076,0.0,0.1163072174778629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753855809465636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731723648338345,0.0,0.10054766085843272,0.0,0.0,0.12390521950973787,0.0,0.09357535621618727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914600818500267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139069541751103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075261558564975,0.15576904329072155,0.11942254860551987,0.09649735766768697,0.1417539100753813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252467216470473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508054139520646,0.09648096720773862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827440539517716
anxiety,Thesladenator97,2020/03/17,Anxiety has caused an IBS flare up  I'm so anxious at the moment with covid-19 that my IBS has kicked in and I'm getting nightmares again. I've been fine for over a year and now it's all coming back. I'm trying to switch off but it's difficult. I know we'll get through this in the end but I just want to fast forward to being carefree again.,-0.07010510510510315,2.1337108783783805,1.4896396396396412,99.02728228228227,88.86486486486488,4.3699699699699694,20.384384384384386,5.82211442006289,-0.1837579579579578,271,9,63,2,9,87,56,74,0.09,0.8190000000000001,0.09,-0.0021,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,12,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,9,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27654987363285083,0.40839706960147865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779745663641308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713645958944182,0.0,0.3114040275630177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201855948678754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37774225297011066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867336200981872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543775526655354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322465915081004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279697878319014
anxiety,invaderxanny,2020/03/17,"Time off work due to panic/anxiety Lately I’ve been getting really bad panic attacks. I’ve been losing a lot of sleep since they mostly happen at night time. I feel physically and mentally drained. Some days are better than others but on my bad days I feel so weak and defeated. I’ve tried my hardest to be at work everyday and be diligent  but I am slowly feeling defeated. The condition I’m in right now I don’t feel comfortable being there, and my workload doesn’t make it any easier; I’m a legal assistant. Has anyone gone on sick leave for mental health reasons?",3.3843243243243255,5.582795585585586,5.110171171171171,78.19552702702704,75.12612612612612,8.403963963963964,26.41531531531532,9.120678840339163,2.5281272072072074,454,17,80,11,10,154,79,111,0.273,0.623,0.105,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,6,3,10,1,1,3,0,10,4,1,2,0,15,20,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,4,8,2,11,14,3,17,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,3,9,46,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111569745037651,0.0,0.12504484305144567,0.0,0.0,0.11429356148264425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859569542709154,0.0,0.0,0.2729610310718221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456522576476022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083364079724504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305968943520386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540000419464311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445452776225888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374809983355885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438762643548706,0.17307831042829572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286757473597035,0.0,0.13896605788661748,0.0,0.0,0.10910941486478536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294542269616433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339416247332147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835652440168769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471531376911908,0.16806194098280838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959215008240086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352140607151224,0.0,0.16357594335775055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062722732580709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097718173956027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379985901535669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Our_Lass,2020/03/17,"Anyone else feel better once the sun goes down? My anxiety has been so bad (like so many of us), but I always start to feel better when it gets dark out. Once the sun comes up, however, the anxiety hits hard. Just me?",1.7324999999999982,3.558884522727276,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,78.77272727272728,7.127272727272729,17.81818181818182,8.07648339933343,0.4180636363636365,165,3,37,3,4,54,36,44,0.159,0.727,0.114,0.1064,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,3,5,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753214445688016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34482635932598305,0.0,0.0,0.15758919655825415,0.2309258947498504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188180808351366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398656188205154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414277015104006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827399132157704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279152836334664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775044781633645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189398194301664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010806802127723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284974225942702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800393891409607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952336288349833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271101396727894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lucayenne,2020/03/17,"Anxiety and SO Hi guys!
Sorry for my English, Its my second language

Im in a relationship with the person with whom i want to live my life with. We've talked about my anxiety before, and i feel like i didnt tell him enough about it because i was scared he doesent care or he would freak out. Right now im in my final year of highschool so im experiencing more stress education vise than i did before also  the whole pandemic and everything around it freaks me out. I hate the uncertainty. Im scared ill get an attack in front of my boyfriend. 
I feel like rn i have two questions to this group, and im looking forward to your ideas

How did you guys talk with your SO- s about anxiety?
Also how are you guys holding up? If you have tips or tricks please share

Thank you.",3.291666666666668,4.633223681528662,4.394028662420382,86.86242303609345,73.33121019108279,7.526326963906581,25.18524416135881,8.07648339933343,1.2837435244161353,606,19,130,9,12,198,99,157,0.204,0.6990000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9448,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,0,12,13,3,3,5,0,8,2,0,2,0,23,16,14,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,5,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,8,0,2,4,4,22,5,21,11,3,13,0,0,1,0,22,9,0,4,6,81,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539335651945753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516734368189245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762244803884704,0.0,0.1247563797639282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684894991603338,0.0,0.1866286050944108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180773859952503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331018179306165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855715307378443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089682518802403,0.15668513886648952,0.0,0.12012938333789595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057293879634241374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257479243181485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826854195129486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237950731584301,0.5922690017646071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745752824605923,0.1071506480520525,0.0,0.096833573297453,0.0,0.09208847822435158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575264653283172,0.0,0.1203759677398976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284656041241125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773597026651522,0.0,0.09365076641539216,0.0,0.0,0.21958162664382586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275765390782385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561747409618054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628435648100602,0.0958494395598508,0.10096205501792567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712385961835767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468150099907037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224337297513362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790075308222882,0.0,0.0,0.07061874586041883
anxiety,Oj_The_Jinn,2020/03/17,"Why do I feel anxiety everytime I like someone? I'm 19, a young adult. I've had at least 3 relationships lasting +1year and flings and crushes here and there. I thought I would grow out of this. But once I start to get feelings for a girl I get this constant nagging urge ((tightness like anxiety, sometimes racing thoughts and worry boarding panic)) in my chest when I'm not talking with them. And obviously this is a problem because I dont want to be overbearing or clingy so I ignore it, but it never goes away. Just a few days ago I started to click with this girl after months of being single. I had forgotten the feeling but it's back just like before. What can I do to prevent myself from preventing new relationships to last? And if you know any miracles how can I get rid of the feeling?",3.1323901098901104,5.2517880448717955,4.2621245421245435,84.3519230769231,75.6025641025641,7.021245421245422,29.091575091575088,7.957251820313856,2.0410344322344316,629,28,120,10,14,205,105,156,0.12,0.8029999999999999,0.078,-0.4891,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,8,7,1,1,6,0,11,1,1,1,2,34,26,14,0,4,8,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,4,7,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,6,16,3,17,19,3,19,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,17,82,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392249334467058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680673809359452,0.0,0.2403021827712306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147563803122543,0.120770069743131,0.0,0.09574281328910338,0.0,0.13364718304777998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972694103752478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101291230507482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407410208925376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176586630505845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461733756769396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631651485192937,0.2560510490276928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019593807696176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253644417951486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211349808071106,0.15169031106366904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726463900877447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427702239290708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028598568305146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337249067720502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133077116436717,0.0,0.15533715923180005,0.0,0.22233690242730386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623953143280872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937748193758555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263853629999416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172295370134438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950287863194354,0.0,0.11157149464278288,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boofboy87,2020/03/17,"Sirens......those horrible sirens I have never had something hurt me more. Everytime I hear a siren... It triggers reactions, like someone with ptsd. Sometimes I can even see a burning buildings or  hell for a split second, other times it triggers a world scenario reaction. One time I puked all over the floor when I heard one.. Other times I want to hurt the person that played it in front of me, laughed at me, and mocked me for it. Sometimes I want to kill myself after I hear one. Others I get vicious.. I hate sirens",2.8386734693877567,5.359473071428575,3.1626122448979617,89.84310204081629,78.48979591836735,5.552653061224492,25.106122448979587,6.742157984588678,1.0026416326530616,403,15,76,4,10,124,66,98,0.201,0.65,0.149,-0.8607,0,0,1,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,2,9,11,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,4,2,4,15,3,10,9,2,12,1,2,1,0,4,5,1,1,7,53,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063247254395393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542223759436773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031989804191625,0.0,0.0,0.41169872905279387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910413348607896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206489538462666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922902989015583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086378213460155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371286234443615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594748312747308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213497227056496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554100667461842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475088873537293,0.1406057487026654,0.3612726829136008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194978164704772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154524565519188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ella_Blackheart,2020/03/17,"Virus Anxiety and Adulting Sooooo, here's my story. 10 years ago I was in the heart of the swine flu pandemic (This is not about comparing one disease with another, but about my experience back then). My school got shut down for almost a month, and everyone was freaking out and saying it was the end of the world. Our main social network at the time was filled with ""What the news are not telling you..."" kind of stories. And for me, who suffer from anxiety and hypochondria, it was hell on Earth.

Being younger at the time, and still living at home with my mom, I found peace by plugging myself to an MMO for hours on end. It helped me disconnect from all the unnecessary paranoia, while still doing my part in the quarantaine. I was almost sad when the time came for life to go back to normal.

Now, as a married woman, I can no longer unplug myself from reality because I have a family to take care of, and I am responsible for my own home... And that's making me feel so miserable! I  sometimes wish I could just spend my time playing videogames and not caring about a thing, and then I feel guilty for having such thoughts. I love my husband and I love our small family, but I don't feel prepared to cope with this situation's anxiety without shutting out the whole real world completely.",7.443927125506072,6.827916550607287,7.202995951417005,77.2617408906883,63.65587044534414,10.514979757085023,33.574898785425106,9.851270322608157,3.0207068825910937,1016,36,195,18,13,322,149,247,0.16399999999999998,0.731,0.105,-0.9256,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,1,0,0,13,11,1,1,16,0,16,5,1,1,1,39,31,19,0,3,7,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,9,18,0,0,5,1,1,3,6,5,0,1,10,4,28,6,38,19,5,37,1,3,0,2,14,15,1,2,19,143,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433415397879148,0.0,0.2357195610257733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341895564906614,0.2701210657962769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810084263022121,0.0,0.07174896892941808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346177096263836,0.2400064615202508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340645383616958,0.0,0.0,0.0939740578396861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084949404175069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246761554009184,0.0,0.11513341172963433,0.22191460721917106,0.0,0.17853832127761507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905222917736353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689175420774565,0.0,0.0941356275938494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947534153952285,0.07889198444711212,0.0,0.23612585862875315,0.0,0.11591101954310827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256667935362195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313515462032843,0.0,0.0,0.10393146116087476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124581092782538,0.0,0.07856581876940033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784908910468452,0.09394720219943303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532123716424557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975672326054085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745788137444705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396863179444132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359994857075443,0.0,0.11911891842689518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229999213377885,0.0,0.11998056411115493,0.0,0.0,0.11640853896419764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799111451501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849592643546346,0.0,0.10287519055302967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819480413943374,0.0,0.0,0.09344083690756097,0.27452780703026824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314081056303096,0.13534945803394174,0.11345882343628225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757950904081204
anxiety,25mike,2020/03/17,"Peace in times of anxiety and worry I have found peace and hope in Jesus Christ. If you are anxious and would like to hear about the peace I have found in Jesus, send me a private message and I will do my best to read and reply with a verse from the Bible that has encouraged me.",6.020977011494253,4.870325810344827,5.987931034482759,86.5668390804598,66.75862068965517,9.11264367816092,27.95402298850575,7.793537801064563,1.3802919540229888,219,5,49,2,3,69,41,58,0.091,0.596,0.313,0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,11,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,9,7,1,5,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100994159807399,0.3116104906265121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28946759181171555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6048688560044636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310881556649284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739623965969031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347570820749362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27590561970184035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083926023431602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28011974520341754,0.0,0.1959424113179717,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caaatie,2020/03/17,"head pressure! for the past 7 days I've been experiencing pressure and pain on my temples(and forehead area) around to the back of my head, and my neck and jaw has been tense recently as well does anyone know what this could be and what could cause this? (I've been kinda stressed recently as well) Im still able to continue doing things its just really annoying. ",5.333913043478262,6.852822681159424,5.1833043478260885,82.4801739130435,68.56521739130434,8.998260869565216,28.29275362318841,9.3871,2.3407657971014504,291,10,56,6,5,90,49,69,0.205,0.767,0.027999999999999997,-0.9079999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,3,2,0,8,6,5,1,0,11,9,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,3,2,8,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,36,9,0,0.1987321058022056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895810912851686,0.0,0.0,0.17691370781712787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281272236109156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204152615936864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31734283100887034,0.0,0.0,0.12816576754551012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391180501953815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079129495339499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466477686695631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092179680553272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146497222882024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897122819946964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731287580329487,0.0,0.3924479585195872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870771640636774,0.0,0.2276469557507297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320287805285802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573680597652387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shockrush,2020/03/17,"Sick days for anxiety the classic conundrum So coronavirus has me so anxious that I hardly want to leave my house. So I took a day off work tomorrow.

I feel like my boss thinks I'm making it up to get a day off so I can even relax without being anxious. Any tips?",0.1396623376623367,2.4562568363636395,2.7070129870129875,89.64909090909094,89.72727272727272,6.051948051948052,22.402597402597397,7.447530270364453,1.175987012987012,206,8,43,4,7,71,42,55,0.177,0.69,0.133,-0.542,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,10,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,7,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699448908956196,0.0,0.17660926213389536,0.5216180660108929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466618473688473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248257432807408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673107053133265,0.1649282922682895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206161834346284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680754945721705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266384451784828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444501664378649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127878082536206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541025825687422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479274364720874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25649685044576115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361687468039495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254331439045325,0.0,0.16807072714960264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dvd0116,2020/03/17,"Anxiety giving me corona symptoms Since Friday I have been so anxious about the corona virus. Since the weekend I have felt a tightness in my chest and almost as if I have shortness of breath, but I never actually do. It’s just that feeling in the back of my throat and chest. I’m completely fine otherwise so I’m thinking it’s anxiety but who knows.

My anxiety is getting the best of me by making me think that maybe this is some sort of crazy underlying issue that surfaced at a bad time, and I’ll be a goner if I catch the virus. 

I just want this feeling to go away!",4.1321551724137935,5.019149112068966,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,70.8103448275862,8.213793103448278,29.15517241379311,8.472884824447931,2.052589655172413,451,17,91,7,8,150,72,116,0.131,0.7440000000000001,0.125,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,8,0,8,5,4,1,1,22,21,10,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,12,2,13,18,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,4,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1916779391032703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966866194435856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507831173685156,0.2218990999594904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845433956396494,0.1510351338907034,0.1640027975884577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061310514973909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594301225517034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863207335820748,0.0,0.18859435011890074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026215320699184,0.18842430902076004,0.1116302180991606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501182606891688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794749398893623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111211670618342,0.0,0.19733065408236228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514914919231495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249619060054149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041559638854708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517164734228005,0.0,0.0,0.11453429251495302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585381844415307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-silenceinthetrees-,2020/03/17,My work is dragging their feet on making a decision to close us because of covid-19 we work with people all day and they want to keep us open and I’m terrified I can’t handle working right now but I can’t quit because after this virus goes away I won’t have a job and I can’t deal with that thought right now my anxiety is so bad and I can’t even focus I’m so sick and I can’t handle having to continue working right now I wanna be quarantined we need to be I’m freaking out and I physically can’t handle working in a job around possible infected people when all I’m hearing is how I should be quarantined,0.8572417582417593,3.039699976923078,3.189890109890112,88.73153846153845,83.84615384615384,6.483516483516485,23.9010989010989,7.7094869923839395,1.3219560439560445,487,19,103,9,14,167,71,130,0.18899999999999997,0.802,0.009000000000000001,-0.9762,2,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,4,0,2,6,9,2,0,0,3,0,16,3,1,2,2,26,26,11,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,14,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,1,17,0,14,20,2,17,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,7,69,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499097076408125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381269247453206,0.0,0.0,0.14122639066375126,0.0,0.12550719077155292,0.18326190660164507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969410830282158,0.15496871344994376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928199141276076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941652948202215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983299434456627,0.13360735167382318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003367850175209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114570625459634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841972718761392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945817732429275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987907128657966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851059297763265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933374222407712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361622154943998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865999548111682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471574887534909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mpskierbg,2020/03/17,"Covid-19 help I live in Northeast Indiana in a fairly big metro area. My state city or county has not instituted a quarantine. I am pretty sure I can work from home. Should I just stay in my home? I'm confused on what to do. I'm keeping away from people at work and washing hands, please help me with advice on how to act.",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,78.0909090909091,6.218181818181819,23.12121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.7404121212121217,252,8,54,3,6,82,50,66,0.034,0.77,0.196,0.872,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,0,5,2,1,1,1,10,8,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,12,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,0,32,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435816541950537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23419534671415665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341579656682716,0.0,0.5000719471947973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156071469185096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010807481798725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281093866863778,0.0,0.0,0.2736212411803863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535950127918012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26568635769537485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349319948926521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629399213096545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisreallyit,2020/03/17,Tension headaches! can tension headaches last longer than a week? I've been super stressed and my anxiety has been crazy lately with everything going on and feel like my headache isn't going away (it feels like pressure around my temples and around my the back of my head also jaw and neck feeling tense). and does anyone know any remedies?,5.661129032258064,7.8931093064516125,4.091161290322585,87.81674193548392,68.83870967741936,6.250322580645161,31.754838709677426,6.742157984588678,1.8011832258064522,275,12,48,2,5,78,48,62,0.19,0.6679999999999999,0.142,-0.3720000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,4,2,0,5,3,3,0,0,12,11,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,3,5,3,7,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777968186373203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119168214346454,0.0,0.17008145686506795,0.0,0.0,0.15545795390592568,0.0,0.0,0.39584077831291387,0.0,0.0,0.20888588131990066,0.17095765981587047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194562041308573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981541625296748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33724942221324744,0.3176644745391836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527099537618564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281742062553201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218647727813348,0.18122821419361967,0.250797356906091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172379241339014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546776879440037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783393119973764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ManicTypist,2020/03/17,I think I accidentally doubled up on my dose of buspar today. What should I do? Needless to say I'm freaking out I'm going to die. I take 15mg buspar and I'm worried that by taking 30 I'm going to OD or have to go to the hospital. I just need reassurance.,-0.2363157894736858,1.612646333333334,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,85.66666666666667,5.905263157894738,21.780701754385966,7.1686216300943375,0.8004175438596497,199,7,44,3,6,76,40,57,0.203,0.753,0.045,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,14,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,10,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320706691375326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455263670839863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724821789623834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544471064125023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811441192999332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050191182097817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032871379595677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324937557444399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-sa-m-,2020/03/17,"I don’t know how to believe that what I want is possible. I’ve been going through a really tough time lately, my life changing because of this virus hadn’t helped, but I think most of my stress is coming from a girl I’ve been talking to. 

I got so worried that she didn’t like me that I scared her away a bit. She told me she’s interested in me, and whenever people tell me I can do this, I feel ok for a bit, but my mind seems to be really good at convincing me I’m going to fail. 

I want to be confident that things will work between me and her, but I got so worried that I was ruining everything that I asked her about it all the time. 

When it was my less anxious self and her, everything was great, and I want to get back to that, but I don’t know what to do.",7.139130808950089,3.814384427710849,7.8754388984509465,80.83728915662653,66.16867469879517,11.895352839931155,33.955249569707405,9.957137785484203,2.7670165232358004,589,17,143,10,7,200,89,166,0.145,0.679,0.17600000000000002,0.6792,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,2,5,1,17,1,0,1,1,21,34,12,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,10,1,30,6,18,21,5,11,0,2,0,0,14,3,0,2,6,100,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646572666053405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775415342226846,0.0,0.1384419786342752,0.11330453038780652,0.0,0.08982436228448318,0.0,0.0,0.16601515361689806,0.0,0.0,0.32174026394807004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587879236585478,0.12693063097607254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26486080737383644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450555778662216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698529606544105,0.0,0.16748698283628088,0.12359179877595755,0.23570158130593494,0.16245601113628305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987668854069578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196152243368628,0.0,0.16621938307621692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407901825793488,0.07198870469718681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878343310022224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215526744915646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611714888607218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188794825225708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752497688778568,0.0,0.0,0.1341436531054015,0.1537201880042901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879112561453585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843589107627113,0.12879207219564326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789406761641764,0.09441716002544197,0.0,0.0,0.171844178138014,0.0,0.0,0.1408010734409743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260735939134827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072739521438994,0.29928605319735785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cash_dollar_money,2020/03/17,"Had to share with people who might understand I was outside work today (at a cafe) and just couldn't go in. I was expecting it to be very very quiet and it wasn't as quiet as expected. I couldn't cope. I couldn't go in. I called and said I have a cough and decided I couldn't go in. I messaged my boss earlier that I need some time off for anxiety. To be honest I don't think this will be a problem because the amount of work needed is already much less. 

​

I'm glad I'm off work, it's the best decision for my health. I've pissed off my boss but the shop is likely going to be shut for weeks/months and so by the time it matters it will be ancient history. I'm going to call up my GP tomorrow and see if I can sort out a sick note over the phone.",1.182185886402756,2.5313072530120517,3.3222375215146296,92.36265060240964,78.87951807228916,6.911531841652324,22.098106712564544,7.7094869923839395,0.7270323580034428,588,17,140,9,14,201,95,166,0.069,0.8690000000000001,0.063,-0.4370000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,2,7,1,0,9,0,21,4,1,2,0,30,35,11,0,10,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,1,1,5,6,2,0,0,5,4,15,5,23,18,5,21,0,0,1,0,7,11,1,4,6,90,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513818703513398,0.0,0.0,0.17196001488351134,0.19284755017618324,0.0,0.0,0.12141115960837492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674690301639527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655421884266752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32411715585728057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509869726002351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686991463683571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753669555211275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836407154347344,0.0,0.0,0.12667918432098285,0.0,0.11666861620296842,0.23535989165638915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100281204470599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151862089509504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096761945085654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646970093443646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169365628374596,0.0,0.0,0.1850877825727973,0.0,0.15043659455886685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165220589771862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26190138643130084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34662386841272674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284755017618324,0.0
anxiety,COVIDONE9,2020/03/17,"Shortness of breath for weeks? I don’t mean non stop shortness of breath but I noticed during periods after I have say an anxiety attack, it takes a while for me to get my breathing back on track where I don’t worry about it. 

What’s happening now is exercise for example the things that I used to be able to do relatively easily become a little more challenging breathing wise.  My conditioning is the same. 

Is this a result of anxiety hyper breathing?

I’ve had a full medical work up...",4.725562310030399,6.265911191489363,6.217355623100302,74.40500000000003,70.06382978723404,10.052279635258358,30.44984802431611,10.290406445055957,3.441959270516717,388,16,69,11,7,132,67,94,0.146,0.755,0.099,-0.5412,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,7,0,9,7,5,2,0,6,14,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,13,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,7,51,14,2,0.2404792752528432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679319746954069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735798923154807,0.0,0.1849137187696493,0.0,0.0,0.2655904660196564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564049590355258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126550289110865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410234099757616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619524296656245,0.0,0.2422575701143406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737872487612665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123877181241045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105144206052056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808104869750683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976374489600606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769688242096246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289796912155804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750717764784149,0.2442183771610701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,degenerateFTW,2020/03/17,"Anyone Experiencing Panic / Anxiety right now. Yeah it's serious. Breathe.

I posted this 7 years ago and im still living with it. Just have to stop. Take a moment, and breathe x""

""There are some things I want you to know about me and my condition.

I  am not necessarily shy, that's not what having a panic disorder is. I  am an outgoing person who often feels trapped inside a wall of fear. I  get really angry sometimes because what I feel like is the real me is  trapped behind my anxiety. I probably want to be affectionate and laid  back and fun at any given time but you make me nervous. It's not your  fault, it's just people- it's nothing you do or did. I can only become  desensitized to people by spending a lot of time with them and even then  sometimes it doesn't work. Sometimes, with some people, it works right  away.

I know that what I'm afraid  of isn't real. I know that the threat is an illusion and that I'm not  really going to get hurt, but my body is telling me otherwise. I try to  talk myself out of it but ""fight or flight"" is one of the most basic and  powerful instincts of the body, and it doesn't always listen.

I  am working really hard to combat my anxiety disorder. Some days I start  to give up because I've been fighting for so long and it doesn't seem  to change, or I make progress and then I backslide. It's inevitable that  I get depressed and may not seem to be working to help myself. Having  an anxiety disorder is really hard and I promise I'm doing what I can.  Much of the fight that goes on with my condition happens inside the  head, so while it might not seem like I am trying to help myself, I am.

I  am constantly exhausted. If your body went through intense terror each  day (or sometimes, just from time-to-time) and then crashed, you'd be  exhausted too. I have to make myself move when I am crashing and  sometimes I just have to sleep. My body doesn't present that as an  option; it's just an order- ""You. Sleep. Now"". Sometimes I don't get  things done because I am tired. Please don't get mad at me if I don't  always do everything I am supposed to do- it can be a real struggle to  do little things that most people don't think twice about, like walking  into a store, running errands, sometimes even leaving my house.

Some  of my behavior might seem pretty odd at times. I might make someone go  with me to places I ought to be able to go to alone because I need a  ""safe"" person there. I might come off as clingy and dependent on others,  but my reasoning is not what you might assume- ""safe"" people are our  anchors to sanity. Real or not, we assume we can count on them to help  us if we become terrified, and that can make the difference between  fleeing a place or being able to stick it out. We develop triggers in  specific places and that place, as innocuous as it might seem to you,  scares me to death. I don't want to feel that way; it's embarrassing,  but I do. How would you feel if you were terrified out of your mind in a  place or around a person you know is harmless in your heart?

I  try many things to combat my anxiety. If you've heard about a  technique, I've probably heard about it. I've tried meditation, yoga,  acupuncture, keeping active, positive self-talk, cognitive behavioral  therapy, regular therapy, and medication, among things. I've probably  tried lots of different medication. Anxiety disorder (and depression,  since the two are linked- you'd be depressed if you had an anxiety  disorder) often get treated with strong medication, and strong  medication has side-effects. When I am trying new medications I might be  ""off"" and irrational. Please forgive me, it's not me, it's the meds.  Also, some meds make me extra tired or dizzy or any number of other  things that aren't my normal or desired state. Most medication used to  treat anxiety is something the body becomes immune to over time, so the  dosage must be increased. So, occasionally I may relapse when I am not  expecting it. I don't necessarily know the cause.

Please  don't make fun of me when I am experiencing a panic attack- it's  horrible enough without you ridiculing me. You wouldn't be laughing if  you were the one whose body was revolting in fear. I'm not making  anything up, I'm not trying to use panic attacks as an excuse not to do  things, and I surely don't want to be a burden on you or effect your  life negatively. Knowing I sometimes am and sometimes do adds to the  misery of the condition. What I really need is for you to let me hold  your hand or your arm tightly at times, and to humor me and just tell me  it isn't real and I don't have to be scared, even if it's the millionth  time you've said it. Tell me you'll protect me and I might just believe  you, because I want to so badly. I want to be tough and independent and  in control, but something (psychological and chemical) inside of me  won't let me be free.

Panic  disorders are almost always genetic and are chemically related, though  they're often triggered by a traumatic event. Before realizing what is  happening to us, most panic disorder sufferers go through a terrible  period of thinking that we're dying when we're having a panic attack, or  that something terrible is about to happen to us, etc. It's impossible  to understand when it first happens, unless someone is there to warn  you. There usually isn't.

Many of  us live in terror of letting other people know we're freaking out, so  while we might seem normal, in control, and calm, our insides are often a  different story. It's ok to tell us we seem stabler or more confident-  we'll appreciate you noticing. Just know that sometimes it might be an  illusion, sometimes true one day but not the next. Acting like it's a  result of something we didn't do is a double-blow, the first one being  our own senses of failure for not being able to just ""tough it out"",  ""grin and bear it"" etc.

Sometimes,  just walking into a room by ourselves is the accomplishment of the day.  Sometimes, we could lead a parade. Please, give us the credit for  living with something so tough and managing to do anything. Please, just  support us and help us, and listen to us. It's natural to get annoyed  sometimes, but if you're annoyed, we're probably beating ourselves up  because we're a self-critical lot. That's part of how we got this way,  by being too self-aware.

We are trying to win the battle, but some days we just want to give up.""

Not COVID-19 relevant, but def anxiety relavent.",4.4747149725274715,5.820322215544878,5.633731684981687,79.09817307692309,70.43429487179486,8.722893772893773,29.82005494505494,9.147553737017123,2.5889901098901094,5047,201,948,101,91,1679,419,1248,0.175,0.685,0.14,-0.9953,3,3,5,0,4,0,176.0,24,28,2,17,52,73,12,17,52,2,127,26,14,23,3,242,204,98,2,27,63,0,8,4,0,19,12,5,1,3,70,66,0,9,29,1,4,14,38,46,0,8,14,15,136,28,135,147,23,102,0,5,0,0,81,42,0,64,45,684,206,8,0.08196171920418957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024218039595786545,0.0,0.027357607479062074,0.028295874244780743,0.0,0.021848252411878957,0.06819871619431607,0.0,0.0,0.03715785309730636,0.0,0.1881014725563428,0.0,0.0,0.019103179924154005,0.0,0.044965007542651925,0.02432110232843002,0.0,0.09324328797272832,0.025668577735715573,0.021007834291008252,0.022811537330733336,0.09992620657140057,0.09052027945578883,0.023247795425633582,0.03078093016266012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208198617778898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028065754339113087,0.028901543727299805,0.023534254569271985,0.0,0.029523833675179675,0.06128469162262781,0.021813254499584857,0.0,0.0,0.08809754727141451,0.0,0.07059350865088485,0.0,0.028354441482437417,0.08563255190569245,0.2191822057561388,0.0,0.0,0.02795843174899573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028229455228836606,0.0609393216764552,0.05413494253498339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02455396943285425,0.0,0.0,0.061486480546022015,0.0552564105383359,0.01951782285873296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647773098994666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991710269095563,0.07862514949343534,0.06210764510973494,0.0,0.021850758064377297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663797014604053,0.0,0.04894773432309038,0.0,0.028038789953353797,0.0,0.0,0.03237501062908549,0.07324961693823545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031524273190189425,0.02924723852689396,0.0,0.029510907147384895,0.0,0.0,0.024283780647400454,0.0,0.0,0.12011737970796832,0.0,0.0,0.028928542099743645,0.0,0.08381141096265574,0.019297328723307788,0.05338980794242205,0.02738239158627326,0.07237369966560504,0.024177847436939185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968092268858668,0.0,0.0,0.14589355736527082,0.05539754591502378,0.0,0.0,0.060693995392596324,0.16513561857606351,0.0,0.2898281059085358,0.027585990578829944,0.0,0.0,0.029037445488653963,0.02008376475045339,0.040515717504489006,0.0,0.02638637971440191,0.029055739403029007,0.0,0.053536721799584575,0.02621482669873696,0.031104653517529005,0.0,0.0,0.0740525094916322,0.020778526930434704,0.0,0.22438364164342595,0.0,0.029585518262302563,0.0,0.11364387230661666,0.07156581179821317,0.14272091984282076,0.14994892507309518,0.0,0.0,0.02616555689527171,0.02779484473353395,0.11782479446183755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548396693045713,0.0875112934532838,0.028090099348987957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666324024610171,0.025988121336008703,0.0,0.05470531950727627,0.0,0.0,0.17410136542540486,0.08550394831672922,0.0,0.0,0.022599860364913942,0.0,0.0546806073183894,0.0,0.0462972658039186,0.10516355955114952,0.3782904348938255,0.0,0.01933764223579299,0.0,0.02181824494357821,0.022841222419182183,0.0,0.02856139490311768,0.0,0.0,0.03100306255419955,0.025749316790948232,0.0,0.020541670859913482,0.043918483494389315,0.09551754025796018,0.0,0.062486912629765475,0.0,0.1270540233884456,0.035011840131249534,0.02684232432524605,0.0,0.11151592103551423,0.06280195944616583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839100594958976,0.0,0.0266882300529658,0.028441680075612444,0.2957695695669844,0.04719240646600165,0.030089751412981713,0.0,0.11280067293028652,0.04337159846685512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025326444947203503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02633605750068943,0.0,0.07955881032001924,0.0,0.0,0.01940775124201673,0.0,0.0,0.01759355331565935
anxiety,Boop022,2020/03/17,"I want this cycle to end It always feels like there something that just enters my mind and causes me to become pressured for no reason. From Net Neutrality, to elections, and now COVID 19. I know it’s really petty to get upset over something you can’t control, but ever time something new pops up, that cycle just resets. I just fear this cycle will have long term effects on my mental state",3.5207428571428565,5.897896693333338,4.3219047619047615,83.16000000000003,75.4,5.352380952380952,21.38095238095238,6.1826913282559595,0.5050952380952376,312,8,53,2,7,100,59,75,0.14,0.8220000000000001,0.038,-0.778,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,15,7,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,9,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864577084002733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474856538792943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301983027225459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25133178007517193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847390222343345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026988392882816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521593271831579,0.113304739352207,0.16008725939206733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707581506373885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315194080548485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094772210870196,0.0,0.0,0.19830927671562948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258262309906763,0.0,0.2262632293234656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164238933989003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355538766991985,0.2303979830833601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175376216387352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306664924842558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217187415750525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chanchanclan,2020/03/17,"COVID-19: Anxiety and being a hypochondriac If anyone has some tips on calming yourself down through this epidemic it would be well appreciated to share... I have such bad anxiety and feel isolated, and I can usually find some way to calm myself down during anxiety attacks but the thought of everything going on in the world etc must be stuck in the back of my head. This is causing me to have no sleep.. which caused me to wake up achey as i had been tossing and turning the night before and my anxiety usually makes me feel drowsy on top of it. Im convincing myself I have symptoms when i know darn well I don’t. Being isolated in my apartment is making me feel irritable and helpless and I’m trying to find a way to cope with it. So many people have it worse and i do know that. I’m just trying to find a way to help my mental health while this is going on because I can feel myself getting worse",3.750231444533121,5.33881440223464,4.953970470869912,82.31783519553075,72.57541899441341,8.242777334397447,28.42817238627295,8.841846274778883,2.2657323224261767,714,28,139,14,14,236,101,179,0.185,0.718,0.09699999999999999,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,7,0,20,5,3,4,1,30,36,14,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,10,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,4,4,19,6,24,26,3,24,0,1,0,0,2,13,1,3,6,101,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372932774563096,0.0,0.0,0.08521705885320703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864914620474125,0.0,0.09371349996508777,0.10175960897417552,0.07429319324655033,0.0,0.10370570548250063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503961171670499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592160526140715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953239547274228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464924063720177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33417158751073306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367407830426336,0.0,0.13852748258572362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507777360179345,0.1295462478995166,0.0,0.0,0.08168950067977905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316447168050006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395740730741534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270353828082113,0.12356099741789152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282021788555192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437039148712168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449201121758769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196190766356535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266736382562386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675425664056472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548874503485048,0.13256379730551604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684537472000999,0.0,0.0,0.2902134676359127,0.0,0.0,0.21915853038202454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24839981543689774,0.08657571599941806,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Unfey,2020/03/17,"I'm way less anxious lately. I've been anxious for years. Now that EVERYBODY is anxious, I feel a sense of relief. Like society is finally reacting the way I react. It's bizarre. I feel almost validated, like I can focus better. Now that we have something tangible and immediate to panic over, all of those vague, creeping dread feelings I always get are over-- everyone seems to think I'm being irrationally calm about the virus, but really I'm just... always panicking, and I've learned to function normally through constant anxiety. This also feels kind of climatic, like I've been dreading something like this happening for years, and now that it's finally happening, i'm like.... relieved about it? Idk, I don't get the psychology behind these feelings.",6.3918382352941165,8.266819213235298,7.066941176470588,68.61923529411766,66.42647058823529,10.734117647058824,37.12941176470589,10.793553405168565,4.751567058823532,607,32,94,18,10,200,84,136,0.175,0.688,0.136,-0.5546,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,1,7,13,0,3,4,0,9,0,0,2,1,19,24,5,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,7,10,14,21,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,14,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675248344338595,0.0,0.0,0.10921286806637187,0.2272699666046268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044736562302133,0.4628467317068745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078273146519915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758079919599426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049596448537296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452628018124387,0.0,0.0,0.29920573398504496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270161747684754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415321300028374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422138893868407,0.0,0.0,0.15405392999214415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335995678843414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380701633200442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023237131334778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748854751453415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432579499416305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027245086943785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750684963105057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680162659659352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758898039860699
anxiety,gilzz08,2020/03/17,Every day I wake up and I’m inside of my head first thing in the morning till I close my eyes. It’s like everything I process I just think of it in a scary way and it just give me anxiety Every day I wake up and I’m inside of my head first thing in the morning till I close my eyes. It’s like everything I process I just think of it in a scary way and it just give me anxiety I can’t stop thinking I wish I could just shut my brain off and enjoy life for more than 10 seconds but I fall back in the trap inside my head and when I think I’m getting better it comes back stronger and I don’t know what to do I wish I could just live a normal life and just be present in it I really am tired of battling with this every single day of my life...,0.8077587681779299,2.0342385568862302,2.699268605645852,96.95624251497007,79.59880239520956,5.969033361847734,20.31180496150556,6.5431188927421005,-0.07269854576561174,577,14,146,5,14,193,72,167,0.114,0.773,0.113,0.2222,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,10,5,1,0,6,0,7,12,8,0,0,31,21,12,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,2,26,4,21,18,2,28,0,0,2,0,2,12,0,0,14,96,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864674959170002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961859473989087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904791944635499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376424282732188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621114527703257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688838971303446,0.0,0.0,0.2385529067237561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31165410095776225,0.0,0.22162632828538947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097560823007945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644186230047442,0.2365592148725248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796209458466801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776188953057502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261269127321244,0.12047529763465273,0.0,0.10887524971729877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080681204443293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898847762515114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308346013373726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382871427349927,0.31602000629768984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171402834930258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957379670599345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835754617119526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bumberbeven,2020/03/17,"Used nasal spray without disinfecting it first Kinda freaking out.

I have a cough and used saline spray, my step dad has used it before but it sits with the cap on all the time.  Also no one has used it in probably 6 months to a year.

Still freaking out I may have accidentally given myself something.  I cleaned it off after using it.

Also it’s 4 years expired :/.",3.326666666666668,5.2182664788732405,4.4813380281690165,84.01008215962445,74.35211267605635,6.423474178403758,24.509389671361504,7.1686216300943375,1.032124882629108,284,9,55,3,6,93,52,71,0.154,0.846,0.0,-0.8724,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,5,1,14,11,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,5,0,9,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966361087733599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781892854894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775830722708928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480381511309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567737596575887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996501257451502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278171316369234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481143470497482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814741694092372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8009205698595258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878376426089904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388695945409489
anxiety,asdfghjkl1030,2020/03/17,"Brain is constantly thinking, jumps from one scenario to the next I feel like as of recently my anxiety has been acting up so bad that it making me consciously think of everything. For example, I am cooking and I am thinking who made this pan? How long did it take them to make it? How am I holding the pan ? Is this right ? How should I wash the pan? And just tiny miniscule things that don’t matter. Sorry if this is ranting just wondering if anyone else feels this way or has felt this way.",2.701775486827032,4.852154412371135,3.5762199312714777,88.61926689576175,77.04123711340206,7.197709049255441,25.21076746849943,8.167268648758528,1.5659104238258887,386,14,78,7,9,123,68,97,0.086,0.877,0.037000000000000005,-0.7051,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,12,3,1,6,0,24,23,10,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,2,1,1,8,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,3,8,1,8,18,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,5,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049008025849273,0.0,0.0,0.13755103226028845,0.2015626444718296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425278512501013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960431465310426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258417783979885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433411946785556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767990384316208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893484589275728,0.1405366380022234,0.1888818222699078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610733950860703,0.0,0.0,0.1740907998556703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614099624681316,0.2626239387289774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092136997002906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330240256439804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423703352528565,0.0,0.0,0.16799760275370426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202116690076951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790877970842942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069186939624491,0.3781502428265625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122939826552916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133341914832205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leahbree19,2020/03/17,My fear of death and my hypochondria and ptsd are ruining my life I’m terrified of death I believe in an afterlife because it makes sense too me and most people do..but I’m still terrified I guess of every part of it I also have extreme hypochondria everything scares me if something is happening.. I should go and get anti anxiety medication cause I also have PTSD but I’m scared to actually take anything..I’m scared that I have underlying diseases and I’m just so done living life like this..:(,1.5186666666666682,4.222894410526319,3.2757894736842097,82.85719298245616,94.36842105263159,6.743859649122808,25.280701754385962,7.793537801064563,2.234354385964912,399,18,71,10,15,132,62,95,0.259,0.7090000000000001,0.032,-0.9562,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,1,0,7,3,0,2,0,13,17,10,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,1,7,15,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.16349686544102374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26796662202534083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281692040796571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213207415842697,0.0,0.0,0.1887625088494802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211182942842992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145367903272318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116139700037866,0.0,0.1505759848018338,0.0,0.0,0.18853137749344806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753380226582835,0.0,0.09521800387199177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456644888648946,0.0,0.14815687503992664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366797991259869,0.08185257918577256,0.0,0.14794269321303016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183561448482277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878098169930195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143170538683015,0.0,0.11615255689484034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39169536427993057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032164380528975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898204983095393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379929171985705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597076524286654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,every_tatti,2020/03/17,"Worrying about deadlines even when there are none. M20 engineering student here. I feel anxious about absolutely everything. It's gotten to a point where I feel like create situations in my mind to feel anxious about. If I have some deadlines to meet or studying portions to finish, my anxiety is off the roof. When exam's are just finished or there's nothing perse to study.....I'm still feeling anxious af about whether I'm missing out or forgetting about something that I should be doing, and just feel like dogshit about myself. Feel anxious about doing even small tasks or interactions nowadays. Seriously feel Soo heavy from the inside every morning nowadays when I wake up. I'm absolutely alone in my dorm rn for two weeks because of the lockdown, and even though I kinda like being alone, my anxiety has gone off the roof because of it coz I feel it's last entire days because I  no longer need to fake being normal. Got no one to discuss about it too so just felt like ranting over here.",6.714927536231888,7.834160347826085,6.358478260869568,76.7857971014493,65.08695652173913,8.52463768115942,34.89855072463768,8.59863814320734,2.9661789855072467,800,36,136,11,12,249,110,184,0.156,0.773,0.071,-0.9039,0,3,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,26,7,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,1,0,29,27,13,0,4,9,0,9,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,4,9,13,4,26,19,3,20,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,7,13,92,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448049448135096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808201208657717,0.5340548995123047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613070931751854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762185858313327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341772780214342,0.0,0.09957470302821728,0.0,0.10621571682082273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780570628569658,0.16886064401043574,0.11347470169969733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452214792532702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633533307741984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23095397007143756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933165313883355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763157397050261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157947454836191,0.11340026372331913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800842038956649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172161571067217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284321512087854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098343867943944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438150246100806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161146969389053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154481149578131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947996817080042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002108953010925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dumbassh03trash,2020/03/17,"How does one cope with anxiety that manifests itself in physical attacks? I'm sure this question probably has been asked a thousand times before. I've been struggling, to say the least, with an awful load of anxiety. I'm pretty stressed out at this particular point of my life so it's naturally incredibly flared up. Most of the time, it manifests itself in physical attacks. My body starts shaking, my eyes tear up, my throat closes up so I can't talk, I start struggling to breathe, my ears start ringing, I start feeling nauseous, my skin becomes itchy and I feel like clawing at it or bashing my head against a wall to make it stop. I want to know how to control it better because I'm scared of acting out against people who care for me and want to help. I would like to better manage this myself. Please someone help me. I don't want to hurt myself and the people I love.",3.89701680672269,5.800810852941179,4.6245378151260494,83.53470588235297,72.82352941176471,7.210084033613445,29.789915966386555,7.957251820313856,2.081756302521009,695,30,130,10,14,223,103,170,0.15,0.645,0.204,0.8582,0,0,0,0,0,2,19.0,0,0,0,3,4,15,2,5,6,1,6,9,7,4,1,24,23,8,0,4,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,12,8,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,2,7,19,7,26,20,2,21,0,1,1,1,8,12,0,3,9,81,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108506756862474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286801718755914,0.2990380554841312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011766625431799,0.14515258384204746,0.111836074577416,0.0,0.0,0.2324758661100516,0.0,0.14598756722633965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340002363091465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474083717892006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501407015187473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290851748961552,0.0938926316605165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348836802317275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618766581279816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069705489022918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222973183648677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928319203921223,0.12841876903603006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861945994599128,0.0,0.08772962372959217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905943362073954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822321119896432,0.0,0.0,0.1442691563672946,0.12424252642068137,0.0,0.0,0.1337101549448311,0.14170228035873705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723013211089914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451731297198244,0.13158297550767406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113590423603872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37210341189581336,0.0,0.0,0.10988021045188576,0.15055103899147995,0.27479545754244744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123869917995526,0.0,0.0,0.10563734550911033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327416929724533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325600140188118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336312005261754,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blobtato2609,2020/03/17,"Online classes is making my anxiety worse Ever since November, classes have moved online for me since there were protests going on in where I’m from, and now the COVID-19 situation has continued to prolong this medium of teaching. Ive basically had online classes for months, and with the degree I’m studying, a lot of discussion is involved and tutorial participation is also graded. So not so good for someone who gets scared speaking up. 

I guess one of the main worries I have during these calls is that I’m interrupting someone when they want to pipe up during these calls, or I Just generally have low confidence in myself that I don’t believe my points are valid and cogent. 

Today, during tutorial, I wanted to answer a question but I somehow just didn’t end up saying it. And right when I was about to talk again someone else started to say the exact same point I wanted to say, and they got recognised for participating instead. And I’ve been feeling pretty bummed about it the whole day that I had two attacks over it. 

I never really got “diagnosed” with anxiety but I guess I knew what was going on because my chest felt tight and I felt my heartbeat race and my head felt hotter too, as well as an increased breath intake. And I feel horrible about it and I just don’t know how to get these thoughts out of my head because I keep getting reminded of not speaking up during class and getting worried about it over and over again. 

Do you guys have any advice on how I can deal with this energy? It’s legit 3am right now and I’m still in bed thinking about something that happened more than 12 hours ago, and I’m not sure how to get over it. Thank you! 

Side note: I’ve dealt with fear of speaking up so many times that this episode has triggered so many memories of me just keeping silent when I knew the answer. Not really sure how I can progress. 

And thanks for bearing with me for this very long post :)",6.38772114677775,6.6455903854447484,6.508111982357267,78.4386247243323,65.63072776280323,9.009605488850774,32.49705954422936,8.710501217029153,2.5555433962264145,1527,58,285,21,22,488,194,371,0.09699999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.086,0.1368,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,1,33,11,2,2,9,0,24,5,4,6,5,69,60,33,0,3,11,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,21,22,0,3,13,0,0,4,8,5,1,2,15,12,34,6,51,45,6,48,0,1,0,0,19,23,0,6,20,197,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057166392291552,0.0821605261731157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412094224320799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302964263195716,0.0,0.14180903727700556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544367930980338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300102248047768,0.0,0.0,0.10442535648930376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928549066387312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059774787383200426,0.09555517235992024,0.0,0.0940743155325662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742724049808551,0.0,0.08209226488105173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383977248153633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042974922518732,0.09372962964882643,0.0,0.2669792187885139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212298729728715,0.0,0.10535115324687024,0.0777405999702668,0.1482588855097116,0.0,0.20420810613727536,0.09177368920299572,0.08196190327562587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024510441595055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912770170816732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647671098704509,0.0,0.0,0.05093778895846096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202417290199847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879830308145609,0.0,0.0,0.06186860930149224,0.18793806588166448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398106248857435,0.09851052520725267,0.0,0.0,0.07148513929720943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628064166817478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523641385819938,0.0,0.08876754510311963,0.09429495972103834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382950631422536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875402032892282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830663569603065,0.0,0.22112282692912766,0.0927948320798064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334159577006568,0.10418292142973527,0.0,0.0,0.2355975823589166,0.07135419324744577,0.0,0.0,0.06560361150440253,0.0,0.07401914088249252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747108726761367,0.0,0.0,0.07449747735262825,0.0,0.1706655895580418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938943150404585,0.0,0.07358231253729312,0.054045938493312906,0.0,0.08785546861769929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054073163553332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647563780614339,0.16400577176562234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333582437458878,0.0,0.0,0.10348058320569957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825421725977728,0.09445492884920097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omar_strollin,2020/03/17,"Horrific panic about mother going into work still My mother works in an office in the downtown of a major US city. She is 65, was planning on retiring in a month. My father is 67 and my grandma who they take care of is 90. All have high blood pressure. 

Her office is very outdated and doesn't have the capacity to provide computers for everyone to go remote until Monday. She refuses to call in until that time, as she is worried about repercussions, despite retiring after this blows over. 

I am beyond worried. I live across the country and feel powerless to help my own family. She is terrified of working remote and failing at adjusting more than she is the livelihood of my family. My brother says he's tried to convince her to stay home, but he's honestly a bit of a scaredy-cat with talking to them with any authority. 

Anyone have any support or are in a similar situation? I cannot sleep, constant stress and nausea over it. Yes, I understand this is ultimately their choice but that provides absolutely no comfort.",5.083630017452009,7.0265733141361295,6.365528795811522,72.1043839441536,69.7853403141361,9.491239092495636,33.1521815008726,9.888512548439397,3.7528091448516574,817,39,133,21,15,275,128,191,0.096,0.7759999999999999,0.128,0.8139,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,3,5,4,9,0,3,10,1,16,2,2,0,1,16,23,11,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,2,21,5,34,22,5,24,0,1,0,0,23,13,0,1,8,100,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626162368476104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118200766661517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359542361238406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236482487281712,0.0,0.16211913222384966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183103101443806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193884463903728,0.0,0.0,0.29979695815091945,0.0,0.0803991623972385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073568647110366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657963103967596,0.1680005566477091,0.1594978695741277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404068722769455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691857376636104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656148845010548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644944925540946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873152066066875,0.1591227148104657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694812447090326,0.1269838993413777,0.0,0.18214299070629106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044025928014254,0.0,0.0,0.1195541379026784,0.12780451181337935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271877424705977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795591379712836,0.0,0.0,0.16553281206443948,0.1912669029839789,0.0,0.0,0.13119815465920812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472788939092906,0.3229604436108718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,astrolibertarian,2020/03/17,"Propranolol for anxiety??? Just took my 1st tablet (10mg) anyone have any feedback on this drug? I made a major scene at the psychiatrists office today. I feel terrible. Took it about 50mins ago. I had a major shitty day this morning at the psychiatrist. Mother fuckers made me wait forever to get an appointment then I get there 15mins early anxious as fuck because I’ve never been to one, I knew I was going to have to start answering some very uncomfortable questions etc. I was a wreck anyway I show up and these assholes start telling me that I might have to reschedule because “their computer were down” I freaked tf out! My raised my tone, started using unnecessary language, they called the fucking security guard etc. finally they say “we can let you talk to the psychiatrist but it’ll have to be via webcam” wtf!!! Finally I say fuck it man... I took the day off from work so let’s just do this Skype bullshit. Long story short I was prescribed propranolol 10mg to start off. My neck is super tense, back aching from stress, hand tremors, legs twitching, eyes red, stiff muscles. I’m a fucking mess. 


Anyhow... what’s your experience with it? 


Thanks much for any feedback.",2.577581913499344,5.509734720183488,3.3601900393184816,84.83892201834864,84.8256880733945,6.417038007863695,25.216906946264743,7.7094869923839395,1.7803035386631718,931,38,167,18,28,294,148,218,0.21600000000000005,0.72,0.064,-0.9867,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,2,3,2,7,12,5,1,10,0,18,12,4,3,1,21,40,5,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,10,4,0,4,4,1,0,4,1,9,0,1,12,6,25,3,23,23,6,28,0,0,2,5,14,9,5,4,15,100,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050225634304973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420108891855094,0.0,0.08673342832630399,0.1280842312442292,0.0,0.07927613951208312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718025002711419,0.0,0.1382276654902418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115771038665435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623813366968086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148183097916485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528916225557834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090488797804143,0.0,0.0,0.05732703832773081,0.0,0.0,0.24839887891188897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192624511203761,0.11847006181350082,0.0,0.06443500974752428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187222003735844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033546321202516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456094287182997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027554286643412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833454609445244,0.0,0.08744366825534791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682748496568008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700867613210484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032457572553745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209965314269251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987347004632113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112848851562384,0.09909687650701966,0.10438271046706453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746855259361753,0.0,0.3778995097753221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097921702401475,0.0,0.09354825866860413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254012383522738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sometimesIuseReddit,2020/03/17,"DAE feel like this all the damn time? my body
 *healthy and functioning normally* 
my brain 
*YOU’RE HAVING A HARD TIME BREATHING YOU HAVE TO SEEK HELP NOW*

It’s so annoying",0.2180902777777796,0.6833949062500011,0.5466666666666669,97.47611111111112,131.1875,5.172222222222223,19.180555555555557,6.42735559955562,0.8010513888888888,135,5,27,3,9,40,30,32,0.212,0.637,0.151,-0.3381,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181490024378096,0.0,0.4202406060861249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190343482872094,0.2689346155363704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372235778250952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523252428312793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839135386215923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688392347460715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390198577099342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alwayssupportive,2020/03/17,"Just had a phone interview. Almost didn't answer. I did it. It did not go very well. I was so nervous I could barely talk, but I got through it. Job hunting with anxiety is hell. At least that one is over. Hopefully I can get a job soon.",-1.3490000000000002,0.6326948000000029,1.243500000000001,97.27925000000002,101.0,4.9,18.25,6.6274283507984215,0.14060000000000006,180,6,42,3,8,61,39,50,0.223,0.7090000000000001,0.068,-0.7971,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,13,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,6,0,5,2,4,6,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,1,32,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30218185157019084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308553532998405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409410120567434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576638241054937,0.0,0.17150442715328634,0.0,0.2413552623400745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997284648214241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5989258464072604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448904796158485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425535323336766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899415049382906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713299737159797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bextehude2,2020/03/17,"Suggested something during class that was unethical, was called out, now I feel embarrassed and anxious. I am part of a small (5-person) online class and we have been meeting for two years. I really admire the mentor/teacher who leads the class. We need to start studying problems from a popular website in our field that has thousands of problems, and a student said she thinks we need the premium version. I am so used to splitting subscriptions that I didn't even realize that suggesting the teacher make an e-mail so we could all log into it was unethical. He said that since he is a content creator, he feels that it's icky to do that.

I realize he is right and now I feel really embarrassed for having suggested it. I like to think of myself as a thoughtful and moral person, but I guess I wasn't thoughtful enough. I look up to him and my classmates, and the embarrassment is overwhelming me right now.",5.6642982456140345,7.052088485380117,6.045862573099416,77.09756578947369,67.65497076023392,9.442690058479533,33.54824561403509,9.725611199111238,3.3733894736842096,725,33,128,16,12,233,102,171,0.102,0.831,0.067,-0.5864,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,5,0,0,1,6,9,0,4,11,0,16,0,0,3,1,33,32,11,0,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,11,13,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,10,6,21,3,16,21,4,13,1,1,1,0,20,7,0,1,6,94,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912189548124744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709409352076376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366061020636558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172975848778154,0.0,0.11057053182733648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393753888861426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844173291764554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178644672807313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057944689063376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117452573559726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24825986075125975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812851183800286,0.0,0.0,0.29234610773142955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32037116375007785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144900089647209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859287762685248,0.31848417263495465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848053379703348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887783930955946,0.0,0.0,0.11849130817401272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145348790791211,0.0,0.2658044053086259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353199905475646,0.0,0.0,0.14458561984578364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780441185032748
anxiety,OldHome8,2020/03/17,"Worried About My Parents Getting Sick Hello. I’ve never posted to r/anxiety before so I’m not sure if this is necessarily the place to vent but I’m just looking for some reassurance right now. Recently, with the closing down of my school and many different establishments around my city, I’m starting to realize just how serious COVID-19 is. The thing that frightens me the most is how easy it could be for my parents to get the virus. My mom is a nurse and apparently her hospital had someone who tested positive very recently on the floor above her. My dad is a grocery store distributor and he works every day. He’s self-employed and obviously can’t stop working (like most Americans) and I’m so concerned for him that it makes me panic. He’s already not the most healthy guy and he’s in his mid 50’s. My mom is quite healthy and doesn’t work too often, as well as takes many precautions while on the floor. I don’t know. I know I’m overthinking quite a bit and maybe it’s all for nothing, but I haven’t experienced this level of anxiety in such a long time.",3.382722485518696,5.3338995971564005,4.696358609794633,82.27059373354399,74.35545023696683,8.290784623486044,29.25776724591891,8.998388855275968,2.4981309110057923,849,37,168,19,18,281,129,211,0.122,0.8079999999999999,0.07,-0.7929999999999999,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,13,6,0,1,12,0,13,1,0,3,4,35,26,18,0,2,7,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,7,2,1,0,1,2,16,4,20,23,6,24,0,0,1,0,17,13,0,6,11,101,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452442386364695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013755165314316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716833020222478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199761154412444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369326461590273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050866268921088,0.0,0.0,0.08488301532810931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751327252434076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089422548642304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753042138177052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032296405163615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466812213726818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430212909304099,0.0,0.0,0.11647819140001835,0.11052635373492777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785634113595056,0.2668809112561064,0.13222842935631327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082998888666364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151226696629656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262914579016117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544258988465942,0.2922934378624949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751327252434076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126054097747312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799848574976745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599146926395503,0.0,0.0,0.11240144191716672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320490382434344,0.0,0.0,0.13730675409200224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151989029774936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931602202983758,0.0,0.0,0.11003892235200166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404883674687732,0.0,0.09896069847978503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744145348624062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674777989823954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859901005603946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183407983105084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874594096987808,0.1336649305567745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlamingFemFlamingo,2020/03/17,"Not knowing when I’ll see my boyfriend and friends again is making me extremely anxious I was supposed to be gone for one week for spring break, but my school announced they are moving to online instruction for the rest of the semester, and that we now have to move out. 

Because of that, I do not know when I will be able to see my boyfriend again, and I really miss him. His birthday is this Monday and I feel terrible that I will not be there with him, and he will be alone during it",9.179387755102043,5.910971122448982,8.293571428571429,79.23892857142856,62.265306122448976,11.840816326530616,37.765306122448976,9.516144504307137,3.1930326530612243,382,13,82,5,4,119,64,98,0.10800000000000001,0.871,0.021,-0.8218,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,1,0,16,21,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,3,15,1,11,12,1,13,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,8,63,20,2,0.25139765922137824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603721573862526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28400779742142584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324967967264105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711421015681065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422920789557985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27632315778258904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780988966508653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343918524278221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035356011096475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105177790218514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442785261250445,0.4006627716695512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165603815434846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thegoldfish21,2020/03/17,"Does anxiety make your hands shake? I only notice my hands shaking some time specially when I’m holding my phone and I’ve had bad anxiety for a while so I’m wondering if this is something that happens? 

Just asking here before I go onto google and it tells me all the diseases I have lol",2.080919540229882,4.455093413793102,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,80.3793103448276,6.625287356321839,25.18390804597701,7.793537801064563,1.607645977011494,230,9,44,4,6,76,48,58,0.182,0.77,0.048,-0.7059,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,1,3,2,2,1,1,9,10,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,1,2,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447302844029116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733132509178359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24410491973929985,0.0,0.0,0.24877329196241035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25584257102900343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615256465292094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585293091413681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951497974182429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328490684486041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223497949794507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506981350307068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555318955525996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704750448947693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170474439750037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elzaidir,2020/03/17,"I caught the coronavirus, and this is causing me anxiety Hello!

I just came back from the doctor, and he told me that I very likely caught the coronavirus. I'm 22 yo, in good health, so it won't probably cause me much harm. But I am very anxious about it. What should I do to feel better ?",1.2888700564971742,3.4141636779661013,2.8450000000000024,92.17959039548029,81.71186440677967,6.6451977401129945,20.002824858757066,7.793537801064563,0.6842180790960453,223,6,49,4,6,73,45,59,0.128,0.7759999999999999,0.096,-0.2465,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,2,0,9,11,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,1,8,3,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298071769997146,0.27021812709795023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392337334123796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154529942519215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735711676164452,0.0,0.4914307816703957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448224682763107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094232661204155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062234467044648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542492055707637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685680497553795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758331540094202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578887161864021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285575723114977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947158054531199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phantomredditor11,2020/03/17,"Empathy Help for me and family members that DO NOT have anxiety issues Hey Reddit Family,

I do need some help and encouragement.  I married someone who has generalized anxiety disorder.

Not to generalize all uneducated (about mental health) African American families, but I come from a family (and when I say family, i mean my self diagnosed narcissist grandmother and her enabling daughter, my aunt) where anxiety is in the colloquial sense of the word.  You playfully slap someone on the back of the head, tell them to count to ten and ""figure that shit out."" and ""only white people have unlimited time on their hands to go \*\*mocking voice\*\* talk to someone about their feeeeelings.  My family and myself are all about results, action, making moves, knocking down brick walls, finessing things, making the impossible, possible.  Growing up, each generation, my family grew up without any type of safety net.  So living in survival mode, albeit unhealthy is how we live...you never have to get ready if you stay ready, amirite?

My wife on the other hand is the exact opposite. Shes adopted, but grew up in a well to do family with safety nets and all.  She very much does know how to be independent, but I fear that be being Mr. Fix it, she relies heavily upon that (i mean she should, i am her husband) but leans a little more heavily than normal.  

She gets overloaded very quickly, which causes her to spiral out of control, almost rendering her ineffective.  Now I've educated myself as to why she feels the way she feels, when she goes through her panic attacks and general feelings of malaise. I intellectually know what's going on, but it sometimes grates against my sensibilities.

What makes things worse, is when my family has outings that they invite us to, and I try to explain to them why I can't go because she's suffering from a major panic attack, they take it as, ""well of course she's panicking, because she can't deal without you coddling her and letting her know that everything will be okay every second of her life."" 

Trying to explain my wife to my family is a lost cause at this point, but how can I deal?  Not going to lie, (EVEN THOUGH I WOULD NEVER SAY THIS) internally, I do feel like saying, can you get it the fuck together?!

Are there any more resources for me to understand.  I feel horrible feeling the way I feel at times.  I wish my family could be more supportive, but that's not gonna happen.",6.550307548928242,7.6401045495495525,7.25716060888475,70.30175675675677,65.44144144144144,10.718732525629076,32.87791239515377,10.704944029454452,3.8071869524697113,1916,78,323,51,29,635,243,444,0.11800000000000001,0.759,0.12300000000000001,-0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,2,4,6,5,19,18,5,3,15,1,32,8,4,11,6,76,66,29,0,7,14,5,9,1,0,4,3,4,0,2,20,17,0,1,16,1,0,10,10,11,2,2,1,14,62,7,55,54,10,43,0,2,1,1,52,20,2,3,11,235,82,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358010145906874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635623826886292,0.0,0.14571828230819805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446725563070525,0.0,0.04882299143592365,0.0,0.07741074528163049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304517224155514,0.0,0.054694486512501285,0.0,0.0,0.0712139560127208,0.050694818079305266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130919118173006,0.0,0.06444510604754336,0.0,0.0,0.0727696616571215,0.0,0.05556405537368298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193720937877255,0.0,0.0534964605234829,0.0,0.057064341937011674,0.0,0.6584217490873293,0.07144843850963759,0.2247314329008952,0.04536014922240991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869920955172805,0.09951903346575018,0.0,0.14434048666291352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056147562898054656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516319496827834,0.06749118701265465,0.0,0.0,0.08511742264624739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627127325003085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468397859729353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649269496794955,0.044847712617264834,0.0310199768789848,0.06363770064979718,0.11213278722634598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931123649712402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271482784076738,0.0,0.0,0.13832722975103934,0.0,0.0,0.06398705040595551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748410772739444,0.04667541931403108,0.04708002027578425,0.09794102368435063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622106704032626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829007256640131,0.0,0.1489931322431505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401876721728505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600223834239509,0.07157998104458464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147900838084874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623812301921603,0.0,0.06517571152186627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139486206954326,0.0,0.0627972212898903,0.0,0.0,0.06767619007397657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205227519425766,0.0,0.0,0.047739610213051835,0.051034097894686256,0.05549658267238578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436522720680976,0.0,0.06238256416620256,0.0,0.07404776145163297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621655988292265,0.0,0.0,0.06609952665845507,0.07637550280815658,0.0,0.0,0.10477845223894952,0.0,0.1007972145618042,0.0,0.0,0.11417752037793265,0.0,0.11458697621938055,0.0,0.07301500339453852,0.12241196231850528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470584316175752,0.04510433867450517,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seekingstars,2020/03/17,"How do I fix irrational fears that push people away? For a few weeks at a job I finally felt happy at I began to get lazy, because I made it up in my head that I was about to get fired. My manager wanted to know what's up, and told me he was actually thinking of promoting me. I could have caused myself to lose my job because I was forcing myself into that role.

I've been with my girlfriend for 7 months now and she is probably the most perfect soul I know, not to mention her being stunning to look at too. She appreciates me for everything I am and supports me to death. Yet, I constantly have fears she is going behind my back and either cheating or getting high and hiding it from me. We communicate about this a lot but I don't know how to stop it. I don't know how much longer she can take it, considering how much she does for me to try to alleviate that.

TLDR: I convince myself I have all the facts and make patterns out of mild coincidences, that somehow equate to me losing a job or amazing girlfriend. I believe I subconsciously think I am not good enough for a good job or healthy relationship with a beautiful girlfriend, so I believe that I don't deserve such things and push myself into that reality. 

How do I stop this from pushing away everything good that happens to me?",5.830051880674447,5.808685571984438,6.748809338521402,77.1933047989624,66.82101167315176,9.654889753566797,33.08664072632944,9.3871,2.8693431387808044,1020,41,200,18,15,341,135,257,0.13699999999999998,0.754,0.109,-0.5485,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,4,17,13,1,2,8,0,19,1,1,8,3,45,39,17,1,2,7,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,16,13,0,2,7,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,8,3,44,8,37,29,8,26,1,2,1,0,15,12,0,6,10,157,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.10711267896532298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625156535797806,0.08440083342195884,0.0,0.13382079273367195,0.0,0.0,0.2473302219775781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275665182921693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861461459942164,0.0,0.08763668038824267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605418357040893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341433464093326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729549036258492,0.0,0.0,0.2470273770432644,0.0,0.0,0.10538952042924424,0.12023980428321356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720396296667073,0.0,0.062380740162498824,0.2761915375786005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706289933969127,0.1168445630549317,0.0,0.0,0.1126483200231264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159704458595836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356906491742429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24129110158093894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217312443276332,0.24559303895677234,0.0,0.09331642451509987,0.0,0.1038602343567011,0.0732675347560317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761163582577956,0.0,0.16137660452837385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609571904708039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834288476140688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784419122606304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835332649572973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455754753014,0.0,0.0,0.08252798058285969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292154043277696,0.14066316621597938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488307841222523,0.0,0.07452174984446679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647409551666223,0.0,0.08804511351342208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TaganGizel,2020/03/17,I’m having anxiety about r/nosleep I read this story on r/nosleep about someone who says our dimension will he annihilated in 36 days and 12 hours by his accidental doings. It’s really freaking me out and it’s making me feel uneasy. And I also heard that black holes are in our Milky Way.,0.9537931034482768,3.5362191206896583,3.3099137931034512,84.2452155172414,90.55172413793105,6.348275862068967,21.04310344827585,7.645422480735847,1.2572000000000003,231,8,45,5,8,79,46,58,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,8,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,7,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,2,27,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088812983123801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29547762225434976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490971292929198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952979065030773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803751367563332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578226313303167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38635116364041855,0.0,0.24743948787546394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30715883078524203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272655244968836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30658460438331525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-Kreatif,2020/03/17,"This whole pandemic is triggering my anxiety so bad. They stopped mental healthcare and I have a anxiety disorder and chronic depression. 

On top of that Ive had chronic pain since september and more and more healthcare is being put on hold and I have no clue how long it will take.

If only the pain would be gone it would atleast be a bit more bearable :(",3.8385784313725497,6.059110014705883,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,73.85294117647058,8.650980392156864,31.92156862745098,9.2995712137729,3.13346274509804,283,14,53,7,6,90,49,68,0.342,0.637,0.022000000000000002,-0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,12,4,0,2,0,12,14,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,3,6,5,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472277325518329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949130084294075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477673915625324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546915509432888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601009723919674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084099094168686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287092402532025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726034523917627,0.4829753081988506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281444608336925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773293870232508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973788948553225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063593199781074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533782681245424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32243333502395943,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PintSizedSenpaii,2020/03/17,"Drowning I work in a toxic work environment and have been trying to seek other employment/transfer offices but haven’t had luck yet. Just started an online class and mentally it’s just tough... i tried to reach out to my mom but she responded rather coldly. I’m not sure what to do, I’ve been having panic attacks about it 😒.",2.9641145833333336,5.220410515625002,4.241875000000004,83.64895833333338,76.65625,6.766666666666668,24.729166666666664,7.793537801064563,1.4892479166666663,259,9,48,4,6,85,51,64,0.161,0.762,0.077,-0.7645,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,9,4,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,4,2,7,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,33,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525789596733375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123266593001185,0.0,0.0,0.36297478289669416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636245690099261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193631068873897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920961129912229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208309330363443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512511814848007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smckdwn,2020/03/17,"Recently prescribed burspirone (help) So I’ve been dealing with extremely bad panic attacks and derealization/depersonalization and my doctor prescribed Burspirone. The only thing is she wasn’t very specific on how often or how much to take. I told her my therapist said she thinks I should be prescribed something that I can take “as needed” whenever my panic attacks happen, but as I’m doing research on this, a lot of people are saying burspirone only works if you take it everyday. Is this true? I have 15 mg tablets but my doctor told me that I can kind of choose my dose and and start off with 5 mg and up it if it doesn’t help. I’m also not sure how often I should be taking it. A lot of people are taking it 3x a day. Should I be doing that? I’m just not sure how much and how often I should be taking this. Any advice is appreciated :)",4.9445019052803465,5.699319868263477,6.1584540010887325,77.95000544365816,68.88023952095809,8.228415895481763,27.75666848121938,8.296473431620573,1.8699868263473056,666,21,126,9,11,224,89,167,0.094,0.8079999999999999,0.098,0.6918,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,11,9,2,2,4,0,21,3,0,5,3,36,37,20,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,12,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,2,18,4,12,24,4,8,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,8,4,95,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922044667361804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756618636956413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296659046317055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775932781123147,0.0,0.0,0.10186785929736487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868218980398636,0.1257802919511334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497515845915536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788732695753976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355280145448586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270479118616743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744609259888974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937327871402975,0.09046407855463874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557837878855346,0.0,0.2862897326804841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916378506621185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204637765285511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605330448696573,0.09702211138449228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392428517418262,0.0,0.0,0.08635473312728345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22997378404038196,0.0,0.5503888685497489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165551265092974,0.0810537303999669,0.07817494175254044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23315922046325735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066569723901736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882002972928217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sexygeogirl,2020/03/17,"Immunocompromised, live with elderly parents, stopped all work, no income, anxiety at all time high Yeah I think my title says it all. I can’t get unemployment either as I work for myself as a caregiver to a few families. My husband will hopefully help us through this financially and hopefully we will scrap by. I’m depressed now and my anxiety is so extreme I can’t even sleep now. I know we are all in the same boat. I was just finally doing so well financially and we were almost close to getting a place of our own and starting a family. Those dreams are all on hold now while we are all in isolation at home.",2.684750000000001,5.102863308333337,4.535,80.36000000000001,78.41666666666666,8.666666666666666,27.5,9.2995712137729,2.7627500000000005,487,21,94,14,12,165,82,120,0.13,0.745,0.125,0.0878,4,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,6,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,5,1,11,1,1,0,6,26,19,9,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,10,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,16,3,14,15,10,16,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,3,8,73,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883921492264935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878487635350018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204222568753185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426279332873748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547178657286031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060950187777352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965877601461613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261043457068842,0.1987771966161622,0.18871687102012769,0.37372522127755575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339524088481608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661285237011466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890400711891327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656324734792133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961418901340698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827299027529001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316442179975874,0.0,0.0,0.1572910564567259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055066978624975,0.0,0.0,0.10970426757076268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630579052387464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915786514746425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27393212797505223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justgonnabashbrains,2020/03/17,Prozac isn't enough right now. Can a doctor prescribed me anything else without going to the office? I've been on Prozac since this summer for anxiety/depression. I was having issues feeling like I wasn't breathing or swallowing right in addition to a lifetime of other issues. My PCP prescribed me Prozac and upped the dose in the fall. It's helped tremendously and when I'm feeling really bad I'll take a bit of cbd which usually mellows me out. Lately with everything going on it feels like it's not enough though. I haven't been able to sleep some nights or calm down despite reducing my caffeine intake. I don't want to go to the doctors during this time(I'm in the U.S.) but I was wondering If I called and explained to my doctor if they'd write me a script for something on an as needed basis. Has anyone had any success ?,4.791190476190477,6.353315608695652,5.180388198757765,81.81832556935821,69.93167701863354,7.8511387163561075,28.94461697722567,8.344100000000001,2.146838095238095,667,25,120,10,12,212,106,161,0.024,0.888,0.08800000000000001,0.8202,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,10,0,13,10,2,0,0,22,25,11,0,4,7,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,5,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,6,3,14,4,22,18,4,21,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,6,8,80,21,4,0.1437938897092907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778477590490156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005440310592018,0.0,0.11833011919731085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006189163247202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698568527162668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468296385138606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384946650336146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415374175588219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012134362319032,0.0,0.0,0.29715505319863017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923267618717774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181195334799405,0.20545276707938995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451641437598359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638201322702997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001669240622004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220577081305934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050086240407506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662134721367836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494082462693996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211804780075164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24559839227053815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894779149258107,0.0,0.14389773593674696,0.0,0.0,0.11069956143205044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081151096910116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127676655792298,0.0,0.08384737344931689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583686544670637,0.0,0.08481336172175721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386121783828358,0.15593833955305894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bugnerd87,2020/03/17,"Non stop panic attacks I have been having, what feels like, a non stop panic attack for close to 2 weeks now. I can't breathe, I cry out of nowhere, I have periods where I just can't stop shaking. I don't have a psych appt until the end of April. And I am fairly certain I was exposed to COVID-19 recently so I'm trying not to go to places I don't have to. But I'm scared if I call my psych and tell him what's going on and ask for something I'll look like a drug seeker. In reality, he's offered to prescribe me Ativan before and I turned him down. I've been going to him since last summer and, logically, I know that HE KNOWS I'm not a drug seeker. I can't feel like this for another 6 weeks. They just went stop.",1.3569230769230742,2.689981358974361,3.3861538461538494,92.15884615384616,78.35897435897436,6.082051282051282,21.615384615384613,6.67199483983844,0.2737076923076929,556,15,130,5,13,189,91,156,0.17300000000000001,0.735,0.092,-0.8985,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,2,4,5,0,14,3,1,0,1,23,28,9,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,5,0,0,5,7,6,0,0,4,3,19,4,17,24,0,26,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,1,17,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287809461192813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738257000118552,0.3100256430245601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594527953331335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913436144870636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967270165901608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160313806678258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068389197760268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779198948926302,0.19468507751425312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323151983305032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976735333464386,0.11106822372642257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970591058567005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442216314180285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31973814016377305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423603111044365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453805522020015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364177429752461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271378982174535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048978458871996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556702035246831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909524863304195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925100442324299,0.14820926643403545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185954399239259,0.0,0.0,0.12631226682899774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsmesaurabh,2020/03/17,"Decided to fight my ghost of Anxiety and visited psychiatrist He diagnosed me with GAD and OCD - to be comfired 

And prescribed me 

Thiavion 100 mg

Tab flex 50 mg

Tab Adipizol 5 mg

Tab ranol 40 mg

Tell me if anyone has tried this and what's your opinion. I am bit scared but I just want to live a normal life and


He said he would recommend me counselling but she is expensive tho this doctor was expensive too so idk if I should book her",3.3745779220779215,4.964167431818184,4.867402597402599,82.55681818181822,73.54545454545455,9.119480519480518,28.48051948051948,9.606745405546679,2.668192857142857,346,14,70,9,7,116,66,88,0.102,0.845,0.053,-0.32899999999999996,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,0,17,9,11,1,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,0,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,0,40,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23533282249133866,0.0,0.0,0.2150990457497884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358475957505696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122336153368612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148679445187759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172851331759265,0.0,0.0,0.2716391336810878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014078760024168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29262249125011824,0.0,0.3079869966720612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688784255216624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088576607686264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144561125105185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852847478176826,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LEAVES0METHINGWITCHY,2020/03/17,"I need some answers So, I don't know how many of you share my concerns, I was told this feeling is normal... I feel like I'm taking this far more serious than anyone else cause my anxiety is through the roof! This coronavirus disease thing, is serious, it's scary, and the first we have ever deal with things just shutting down.  What are my chances of catching  COVID-19? have any of you had experiences with it? I fear for my parents who suffer auto-immune diseases, my mother has lupus.. I just can't handle this. I feel like I'm in an episode of the twilight zone.",2.9599999999999973,5.0530792792792845,3.728189189189192,88.10363513513515,76.02702702702703,6.241801801801803,27.316216216216226,7.1686216300943375,1.3928118918918928,444,18,87,5,10,141,79,111,0.13699999999999998,0.769,0.094,-0.7016,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,1,5,7,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,2,1,17,20,3,0,2,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,3,15,3,11,17,2,7,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,60,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571108096819396,0.0,0.16391611351303145,0.0,0.0,0.1498227031249104,0.21954513715774754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011451480959768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090316357920506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899525426850804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938196595488577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095973669871116,0.0,0.2411135412433225,0.325024347701626,0.30614934177646225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225811932027344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775729611235165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936318919185706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723634778157916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588786353808216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209939298281914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379216955716892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110452119247018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847031945545954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474435469590574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Relaxacation,2020/03/17,Power Nap 3 - Sleep Through (Music For An Effective Power Nap) Hi guys! Check out the third part of my Power Nap Music Series and consider subscribing to my channel! Cheers ;),1.8165591397849423,4.268101032258066,3.173387096774196,81.51341397849464,103.19354838709677,5.93763440860215,21.295698924731184,7.1686216300943375,1.7382215053763446,136,5,21,3,6,44,25,31,0.0,0.763,0.237,0.8264,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574893069515229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6097078124913153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634377126371338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vandyzack7,2020/03/17,"Fighting daily “lightheaded” episodes for 6 months now... being told it’s anxiety Is it possible to be suffering from Anxiety and not knowing it?

I am an active 27 year old with a beautiful fiancé and great career. Depression/anxiety have never even been in my mind. Life is literally going great. 

But I’ve had these light headed spells for over half a year now and I’ve seen everyone except a neurologist. All of my blood levels are normal, my blood pressure during the episodes are normal, I’m eating healthy, I’m exercising, etc. I just don’t know what else it could be?",4.456666666666664,6.559626888888893,5.697407407407408,75.58833333333334,71.77777777777777,9.244444444444444,28.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.0511222222222223,456,18,79,12,9,152,80,108,0.098,0.745,0.157,0.8645,0,0,0,0,2,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,5,0,13,6,3,0,2,16,20,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,2,5,2,9,12,2,11,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,7,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245395631774068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476956465711479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189286062677488,0.15453141534687082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063074200317636,0.12218099382263925,0.0,0.0,0.1767613060175228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513136407119203,0.0,0.0,0.4078937183797071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898482049669392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332607934247152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066053224378646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678233983486614,0.0,0.14765343852732768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267200639985522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624924809656348,0.0,0.0,0.19411087155895973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208543042119056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767613060175228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824883466973934
anxiety,kozochkadaniela,2020/03/17,"I am destroyed Yesterday I had a panic attack and it ended with blackout then I just woke up with cut hand. That was because of my flashbacks about my ex-relationship, there was a lot of violence and it concerns me often. Also this night I had a dream about him beating me and I am so nervous now. 
I have relationships and my new boyfriend is very kind and careful so when he saw my selharm yesterday he was so sad. I looked into his eyes and I thought that he was angry. Then I cried. He said me that everything is okay and he is just worried about me without any ire. And now I am confused because I feel shame for this. He have to feel himself bad because of me and it is so nasty of me to pour all my troubles to him...",1.0230956375838929,3.239193536912752,2.7720763422818813,91.77475880872484,83.4295302013423,5.335738255033559,25.41988255033557,6.6274283507984215,0.9168151006711418,563,24,120,6,16,186,81,149,0.285,0.643,0.07200000000000001,-0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,15,13,3,4,3,1,15,2,2,0,1,22,23,17,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,0,0,10,7,26,3,16,13,2,12,0,1,3,0,12,2,0,3,10,93,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747654245558296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339120887228218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240244867235845,0.0,0.0,0.16441965056148886,0.3601211029356927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077266829063226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630694699042685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441232726639427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769786496856672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913694505269214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050614729409916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536287848688672,0.0,0.0,0.1674140120874123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901861882136135,0.0,0.1847957160258495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310427358115933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228359360502301,0.0,0.0,0.1873156450117586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633217567901092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624793028707144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982347873576785,0.0,0.0,0.19998142454448084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietythrowaway420,2020/03/17,"Please reassure me. So with all this Coronavirus news going on, I'm obviously pretty anxious about it, but not about the virus itself. 

I'm not knowledgeable in stocks or market stuff, but a family member told me earlier that if the mass buying and hoarding of stuff keeps up, we'll have another Depression, and that sent me into a panic attack. Please, anyone who actually knows about this stuff, can you reassure me or tell me the truth about that? I live in the U.S., if that's relevant. 

I'm just so scared this might happen I can't stop shaking.",6.877714285714287,6.923875580952378,7.305476190476193,73.85535714285717,64.6190476190476,11.190476190476188,29.880952380952376,10.864195022040775,3.1925238095238093,436,13,80,11,6,143,72,105,0.168,0.679,0.154,-0.7719,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,0,7,8,1,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,3,22,14,10,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,2,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,2,0,9,3,11,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,5,1,57,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.1692400485352809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185366793840615,0.0,0.19592350910475,0.0,0.12126441553815268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729861492103212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493726978322464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349184401894715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856274340954453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336120759842586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415017180152166,0.0,0.0,0.09531112034811008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313950216889624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397898155735906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347959470804736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807422393917153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643793415377998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363100340404564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499300628671333,0.0,0.0,0.5955983727830756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158312305871854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657172377021888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LianaLovesDrawing,2020/03/17,"I'm scared of dying and it's ruining my life  

I don't know why but recently I started being scared of dying and now it's gotten to the point that it's all I can think of. I can barely eat anymore and throw up almost every time I try and I've barely been sleeping and I feel like it's destroying what life I have. And everytime I try to sleep it's a struggle because my head just hurts to badly. I can't stop thinking about the fact that I might not exist one day and I believe that there is something after death, but because most people just say there's nothing and you can't imagine a life after this it's just been throwing me through a loop.

On top of this it's making me feel depressed because if there really is nothing after death then what am I doing? What is the point of being alive right now if all I'm going to do is disappear, it feels like I'm not even existing anymore. And I think well if I'm alive then I can help others, but what's the point of helping others if they aren't existing either.

And with all this death going on right now I feel like it's making it worst because I can't escape it, I can't just turn on the tv and try get my mind off it. And even if I can I still feel sick and worn down because of not eating and everytime I try to eat I can't because it makes me feel worst and I end up throwing up. And it's really hard trying to keep my mind off this, it's been going on for so long that if I look through my youtube recommended it's full of stuff I watched trying to get my mind off it which just triggers me and makes it worst.

And I absolutely loved writing and drawing, I was so passionate about it and did it almost everyday for 3 years, but now I can't bring myself to do it anymore and it's just making me feel worst. Please can someone just help me get over this, I'll do anything to go back to living. And just for reference I'm only 16 and besides not eating for the past week/2 weeks I'm healthy so I don't know why I'm so upset about this.",2.4528662790697666,3.4246228767441917,4.057601744186049,89.9052398255814,74.88372093023256,6.770348837209302,24.13517441860465,7.04035,0.7574011627906979,1567,46,352,15,32,525,162,430,0.18100000000000002,0.703,0.11599999999999999,-0.9885,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,27,19,1,4,9,0,32,13,3,6,4,81,71,39,5,6,23,0,8,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,40,24,4,2,14,1,0,9,13,13,1,1,7,11,43,6,43,61,10,50,0,3,2,2,8,19,0,10,25,241,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770506153942614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942815137339666,0.0,0.0,0.06069206902770306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671116268369355,0.06158030317204478,0.2697532396121678,0.0,0.0,0.08309387411520028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756429688215887,0.0,0.06352296795655586,0.0,0.1530870171042845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018691063702584,0.0,0.0,0.0653228732291328,0.0,0.0,0.09742573462345222,0.0,0.06213970890601232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26104055643761104,0.15806652109497304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559799862749498,0.0,0.16766110761007136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606780322384585,0.0,0.07569139952608807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830434988533747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895363601841641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555466002791667,0.0,0.0,0.08106495138189046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628083315422467,0.10809531965307598,0.0,0.06512485769041035,0.06526869073432574,0.06193357153995568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656456080465767,0.0,0.2461520173745964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823980633511024,0.2234071696066932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415351321838281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997664031833618,0.05609214185318266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040515947273858,0.05113073565087383,0.0,0.0,0.0809581584304961,0.2091600115584548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449555115376787,0.0,0.07282175095309501,0.0,0.0,0.12596855879035695,0.0,0.05865099232141696,0.1476783485277426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761163736919,0.0,0.06249030091455032,0.05677832042548256,0.0,0.0,0.05220243836474428,0.0,0.058898886069257576,0.061660438794640726,0.0,0.07710218437495985,0.08442903087007672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417729786445874,0.0,0.0,0.043005708197521926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004388635198137,0.08022160177308513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831970262665352,0.0,0.06631240469433124,0.0,0.13310041967294042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749422765085545
anxiety,Beverlydriveghosts,2020/03/17,"Anyone get so stressed feeling like time moves too fast and you can’t keep up? Look at the clock and an hour has passed. Feel like you can’t do anything on time unless you’re rushing. 

It’s just slipping away and it stresses me out. I’ve blinked and nearly three weeks have passed. I can’t remember most of it. I don’t know what to do how to slow it down.",0.08288011695906405,2.2806816447368408,1.0559649122807038,102.53230994152048,87.81578947368422,3.9040935672514623,18.970760233918128,5.033348758259628,-0.7259836257309944,279,8,67,1,9,86,55,76,0.081,0.8220000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.0489,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,14,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,3,5,2,11,14,1,18,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,9,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138090963559534,0.0,0.18992895025370846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684444372552386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339909458214075,0.329767506724484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205836110191385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729176699876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051458775883516,0.0,0.0,0.12684178810333974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255146997836637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193814091634897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453041527671481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614517051401647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287618408919119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26916297775725273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513404860158655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bosslady1911,2020/03/17,"Our collective pep talk for today: It will all be okay I want to put this in writing so I remember it, and so my fellow anxiety sufferers remember it:

This is not the end. This is a temporary situation. The only way out is through. (That last one, a therapist told me once when I was going through an extremely difficult time with my anxiety and depression.)

Those of us with anxiety know this feeling of sheer terror very well. It feels so familiar with us that at first, we weren't sure whether we need to panic. Then we panicked, because we are professional panickers. We are also professionals at getting through this. We have a unique set of skills!

My two main coping skills right now:

1) Thinking of time in two-week increments. Right now, my focus is on the next two weeks. (In the area of the US where I live, there are, for the most part, two-week closures.) So, okay, we get to the end of March, and we'll see how things look. 

2) Tune out the people who say...""this could go on for months/years/etc..."" ""life as we know it is over..."" These are not healthy thoughts or sentiments, nor are they helpful. People that don't see things through a lens of generalized anxiety disorder DO NOT understand how triggering comments like these are. This is how we anxiety sufferers think on a daily basis, and we know how damaging it can be. Others do not, because they don't know about the spiral of unrealistic fears we can go into any other day of a normal, boring day/week/month/year.

I hope this helps. We are here to lift each other up. Let's not feed into each other's panic - let's keep things positive. It's not unrealistic to say, this too shall pass. Cliche, but true.",3.139367994021561,5.262399507739938,4.243576385182024,84.47613003095977,75.59442724458204,8.170342692430875,25.689014625814014,8.939507131559953,2.039553090637344,1303,47,260,30,29,424,177,323,0.109,0.833,0.057999999999999996,-0.8787,2,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,17,0,2,3,18,17,0,4,16,2,30,2,0,5,3,63,53,20,0,5,9,0,2,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,29,25,1,1,12,0,0,5,10,10,1,4,4,6,29,7,40,41,6,40,0,4,3,0,28,18,0,3,16,185,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941100083543204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590244868046676,0.0,0.3319948083164043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582048512093548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929981390506854,0.0,0.0,0.11195291617797233,0.0,0.0747575594845368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947612402680564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375158744054765,0.0,0.09680086141570088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767001204698812,0.08777367374138563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382892150262216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069500934526664,0.0,0.14798507880616524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635551271209622,0.0,0.0,0.08620834891025034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714857403824743,0.0,0.0,0.19080399168966464,0.07075060073182185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775102742522534,0.06130682101635108,0.04240430691930465,0.0,0.07664275740457413,0.0,0.07288706443399448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928000960040592,0.0,0.0,0.06435838547945359,0.0,0.0,0.09230889107090363,0.0,0.08504198348461127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924352681701548,0.058815445525002924,0.0660125269032177,0.0,0.2036736046952808,0.0,0.09399197675439004,0.0,0.12034730538795099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725429387368941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966466640085908,0.1482471982951419,0.0,0.1380478648382464,0.0,0.0,0.13833088903852273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756272151356456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180452219219876,0.0,0.0,0.06976360939656959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077723925493598,0.1729908923732012,0.11123117853027296,0.0,0.06890659781739468,0.10122328638515936,0.0,0.08227278041894015,0.08293762136536885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391496442974864,0.0903580498006361,0.313215926126694,0.0,0.0,0.07161606961545111,0.05119472948093574,0.06889489375772923,0.2784911502672281,0.0,0.0780403324650942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589399650232378
anxiety,acmr8057,2020/03/17,"Called off work I’m feeling guilty. I work in a therapy clinic for children, in clinic and home visits, and I called off work today because I’m nervous about coronavirus. I was supposed to be going from one home, to the clinic, to another home today. In the midst of all of this, I cannot wrap my head around how this is safe for ANYONE. 

Did I make the right decision? My anxiety about all of this is getting the best of me :(",2.8408803986710964,4.421518337209303,4.294451827242527,86.15569767441862,74.93023255813954,7.239867109634551,25.07641196013289,7.957251820313856,1.4155667774086376,331,11,67,5,7,110,52,86,0.107,0.797,0.09699999999999999,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,5,0,6,4,1,2,2,10,12,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,8,2,18,9,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,47,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887097219501753,0.1376732635361758,0.0,0.0,0.12583619785115382,0.0,0.0,0.1602076228517757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097054168516998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886289314550586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675301904608209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099606239188143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940246474510145,0.0,0.10227865137018492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846967224349914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415607946049198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012849838819376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194941199267575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368971959898506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058064555745724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411728706816348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930515064500074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tbabie,2020/03/17,"I cannot stand driving Anytime my boyfriend leaves the house with out me, I get beyond nervous like he is going to get in to an accident. It makes me tearful each time I stay home and he goes somewhere. We work next to each other so we usually go to work together. But there are days I stay home and he goes to work and vice versa. Any tips to put my nerves at ease?",0.8156168831168813,2.8882777532467587,2.262451298701301,95.98510551948051,83.15584415584415,5.4084415584415595,21.313311688311693,6.6274283507984215,0.2437805194805196,285,9,65,3,8,92,55,77,0.084,0.852,0.064,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,11,8,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,36,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048183115669122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322733935883546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158595809864582,0.0,0.23480892964932826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144341913575201,0.0,0.0,0.23836617320405065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187389328561624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092480269533137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789409495056892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197007166296719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767047107456812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403746757796658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045875700829348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751924695303424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511792162400674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peachypuppygamer,2020/03/17,"Swallowing a pill. I always get anxiety while trying to swallow a pill (I don't have an experience with swallowing a pill, I never got taught how to.) So I end up chewing it. My mom and dad don't even try to teach me they don't have the guts to teach me either, so I'm here, stuck with a daily chewing of my pills. What do you think I should do?",1.4619999999999995,2.607687133333332,3.7596666666666683,90.3715,77.66666666666666,7.133333333333333,21.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.7107333333333332,265,7,63,4,6,92,48,75,0.061,0.9390000000000001,0.0,-0.4522,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,8,10,1,1,1,8,14,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,11,0,8,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,44,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839237075461622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610335915557924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30222105942362365,0.0,0.0,0.2253736499751285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337802020356808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782742036361787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729060862959147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39963461622976704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631711350972189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864102462913454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463334138750513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maryoum,2020/03/17,"Can anxiety cause a sore throat? Can anxiety cause a sore throat? I've been having a sore throat for a few days. I noticed that I've been swallowing my saliva nonstop because of the stress over the coronavirus, I guess? Now I'm not sure if it's the virus or my throat is sore just because of the constant swallowing. It's a never ending problem now and not sure what to do. I visited the doctor but they ruled out the virus since I have no symptoms other than a sore throat and headaches.",4.217755102040814,5.3652289387755125,4.6802040816326524,86.4433673469388,70.83673469387755,8.048979591836735,28.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.8673306122448985,388,14,79,6,7,123,58,98,0.226,0.757,0.017,-0.9263,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,12,0,8,14,5,2,3,16,10,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,7,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32535139501884197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592573859080872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368976479637236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979773384501515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714083979069802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176549873311222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834365857187388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342565519154381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640078110680087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421019901751985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034761171533412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590522810176332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435884034039369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008378255830484,0.2210234537152836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,no_face10,2020/03/17,"I got through my MRI! I’ve done several successful MRIs in the past but my anxiety has been so severe lately that the last time I went to do it a month ago I had a panic attack. For the last few weeks I’ve been having terrible flashbacks to my panic attack. I ended up choosing to do an open MRI this time (even though that felt like cheating/admiring weakness…why do I think that way?) and decided to take Xanax (which I’m pretty stingy about). Still, when I laid down on the table this morning and put in those ear plugs I started to feel my chest tighten and my anxiety was playing a loop in my head that I was going to fail. I had to sit up and take deep breaths. When they finally sent me back into the machine I was convinced I would have to scream for them to get me out. But idk what happened. Something about the light that was shining on me from my left side. I just concentrated on that and slowly got used to my surroundings. Eventually felt comfortable enough to close my eyes. And I did it! Lasted the full 15min. I feel very proud. And I need to remember that making adjustments like choosing and open MRI and taking a Xanax are not admitting weakness. That’s just me taking care of myself.",2.962526399681209,4.946667627615064,3.857776449491933,87.67496513249651,75.65271966527195,7.062841203426977,24.77007371986452,7.957251820313856,1.3656358238692965,949,32,191,15,21,304,139,239,0.162,0.708,0.13,-0.8623,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,11,16,2,2,12,0,18,11,5,2,0,34,41,15,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,15,14,0,0,11,1,0,4,1,8,0,0,16,9,31,8,30,24,3,42,0,1,2,0,4,19,0,0,19,130,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715625396041598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495165403783886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27504569907049,0.0,0.09295223164294712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324915841092968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237061654384104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706722550978676,0.1249053484160498,0.0,0.07984265375771712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224503013896047,0.0,0.23213493797395396,0.1324223670228362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315683096239058,0.0,0.06870108711668822,0.0,0.19336374202488185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068972039440988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240617220523113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29560945612100303,0.13636226677226498,0.0,0.13134067468223454,0.0,0.0,0.1181155022095876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069091958490614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648834896192643,0.0,0.0,0.08963385531533345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283662342969083,0.0,0.0,0.11539732889395245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298235079172452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152167420689408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369378558728464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27312872190019105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930623063033135,0.0,0.0,0.0855622229131549,0.0,0.09653801195995182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635584937798392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745750059344991,0.11876778510116648,0.0,0.14097670938756693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440484813547543,0.0,0.09974184986684492,0.0,0.09595198656773388,0.09696574612496572,0.0,0.0,0.1120605553535058,0.10907888725732308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587243045270862,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tough_Fruit,2020/03/17,"Anyone has a hard time coping with their anxiety since coronavirus spreaded throughout the world and some people are dying from it ? hi, so since the coronavirus has spread around the world with more than 114,000 cases and 6,600 deaths, including 148 in my country, our president has imposed us total confinement for 45 days. Many countries are taking precautions and closing their borders, as well as fear-stricken tourists trying by all means to return to their countries safe. How do you feel about this pandemic growing day by day and progressively stopping a lot of countries. How are you guys dealing with such a unexpected worldwide crisis ?

PS :  hope you guys will stay safe.",9.350024630541872,10.49511405172414,7.352167487684731,71.86672413793106,59.3448275862069,10.076847290640398,38.985221674876854,9.957137785484203,4.15936354679803,554,26,82,10,7,162,87,116,0.081,0.816,0.10300000000000001,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,3,3,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,2,22,12,9,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,4,16,11,5,13,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,3,6,55,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834336250795374,0.0,0.0,0.13558888803090854,0.0,0.0,0.17262420358760278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751746626543011,0.19991639242580395,0.0,0.0,0.20125168723768974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820669541064425,0.0980485355215558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840098743365433,0.0,0.0,0.17370848452588386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259994483735327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485839638260438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659794024035807,0.0,0.21122874284517626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443526451930146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208146443365699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066860816284056,0.0,0.16212044075278342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457988838115354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307257139522388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165459605662905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332541679808191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435160187923154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taylorm69,2020/03/17,Unable to sleep I’ve been unable to sleep for months I’m up nearly every hour but also struggle to get to sleep as I get really bad anxiety before trying to get to sleep. Am I waking up in the middle of the night all the time because of my anxiety ? How do I stop this from happening? I don’t know what causes this anxiety either. I can’t remember the last time I slept right through the night and it really drains me throughout the day.,3.1059047619047604,4.502723622222224,4.895396825396826,82.86500000000002,73.8888888888889,8.253968253968255,22.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,1.5697142857142847,346,9,69,7,7,118,57,90,0.20199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,5,6,6,2,1,9,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,16,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,9,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226607249834298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35201385995319645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280688109156502,0.09350115447698833,0.0,0.13051805642927575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756710008397376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891966472978288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923220933167398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404096353194466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356365174611803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105184514284672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429555714761977,0.125028019684575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242924179400175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878800378533343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652278812709528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375359872749296,0.1309886660671949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139770641391142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823546930102994,0.0,0.16034973137941524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887829801858965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413732427919947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yunnano,2020/03/17,"Imagining heart attack symptoms/ anxiety Im so anxious about my heart I constantly worry i will have a heart attack.

I get heart flutters, pain when breathing deeply. arm feels weird etc.

I sometimes wonder if the anxiety about my heart causes me to feel these symptoms.Does anyone experience these symptoms from anxiety? and anybody have the same worry as me?",4.412738095238094,7.7880547777777815,4.712996031746034,75.29901785714287,80.5873015873016,7.594444444444445,30.097222222222207,8.472884824447931,3.293922222222223,293,14,42,7,8,92,44,63,0.35200000000000004,0.648,0.0,-0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,3,0,3,10,7,1,0,8,7,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28263480636334604,0.13912767965970785,0.0,0.08611134435170636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28020831823057546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265119129894178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308449264885885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734799479131826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046712993017182,0.0,0.0,0.12453957441634207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434228729462411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7296836703993917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133026223779978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104332777786065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180132923805267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560059554028116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355402517112264,0.0,0.2501354180898315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Asak0pt3r,2020/03/17,"Really struggling to keep calm, also Youtube I've been having constant panic attacks all day and all night. I feel like I'm being tortured by my own brain.

I need some distraction, what do you guys like to watch on Youtube that distracts you/makes you feel calmer?",3.540399999999998,6.171036240000002,3.1780000000000013,90.089,76.6,5.6000000000000005,26.0,6.742157984588678,1.0956,212,8,39,2,5,63,40,50,0.284,0.5589999999999999,0.157,-0.8399,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,9,2,4,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,8,9,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,5,3,4,7,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,5,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901600337319424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115698819319055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057326536998809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29595923435400684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766253185529442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769566638262306,0.19565480462599802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711771601351387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434307551890633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676008619813927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030732333723395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570110984998605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213307570563184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754499479485708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863113463044429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MercilessWaffle,2020/03/17,"Really wish my grandfather would take coronavirus more seriously My grandfather is 95 years old, and has had some health issues in the past. He had issues with the medication he was taking affecting his heart just two years ago, and it was causing him to sporadically and briefly pass out. He was hospitalised for 2-3 weeks and I was really scared during that time that I was going to lose him, but thankfully he recovered, and the doctors didn't think he needed a pacemaker.

Recently, he's still being going out to work even with his age and pre-existing health issues. Nothing any of us says seems to convince him to just stay at home, and he's even gotten angry at us for suggesting it. He doesn't need to work any more at his age, he has a pension, he simply does so because he enjoys his work and claims he'd be bored being cooped up inside for God knows how long. I can understand that, but I think his health ultimately comes first. He can return to work (he's self employed) once the pandemic has hopefully passed, he'll never be able to work again if he dies from it though.

I live in the UK and the government has basically done nothing so far, just advised people to stay away from pubs, restaurants, etc. and are refusing to shut schools despite a kid at a school not too far from where I live being tested positive for COVID19, they're keeping the school open.

I'm not one for authoritarianism, but I think it's needed to some extent during this  pandemic. I think there should be some forms of curfews, quarantines, and/or anything that isn't mandatory for survival closes its doors, such as pubs, amusement parks, cinemas, etc. I know this will affect businesses and the economy, I know people will be scared of losing their jobs and not being able to pay rent (this is something worrying me right now as well), but I don't want to continue to see people needlessly losing their lives, and I don't want one of those lives to be my grandfather. I think we should be taking more extreme measures to try and stop this thing from spreading so quickly. I don't even care if I catch the virus myself, I just worry about possibly passing it on to my parents or grandfather if I do.

It's just really frustrating and I really hope 2020 isn't the year I look back on and remember that coronavirus killed my grandpa. It's really scary and while I realise he likely doesn't have long left regardless, I don't want him suffering in his final moments.",7.974202203269364,7.1949614264392325,7.881996268656717,73.35841728855723,62.66737739872068,11.654619758351107,34.25382018479033,10.9516,3.626204619758352,1955,69,363,45,24,630,235,469,0.128,0.8009999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9738,5,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,3,0,2,10,24,19,2,2,14,0,44,6,1,4,1,76,77,33,2,16,16,2,0,1,0,6,5,1,3,2,19,25,0,3,11,4,2,7,13,10,1,4,10,3,44,9,49,50,10,56,0,4,2,0,40,21,0,10,27,235,63,16,0.14105820568476574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251979418721683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592441695762212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803944217025608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626441379651207,0.054232526584088114,0.0,0.042993886465251534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190912086610883,0.07245281675464824,0.0,0.06075457702515435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319807364110048,0.0,0.0,0.07218952533315752,0.06172049318460606,0.07217575938923937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731718639123166,0.13975142175474878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772611847285191,0.0,0.05999201884792198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080166628978278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490741469575068,0.0,0.0835773264526139,0.0,0.0,0.07074644074245502,0.14010262610942478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208421779937789,0.06998925175196552,0.06268950722283627,0.07803000253915039,0.0,0.11628285128036064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663007660361874,0.0,0.0,0.03445695708619611,0.0,0.2491139598515532,0.1248320731881496,0.059226683179146776,0.23671207630441826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105065107575459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688930825982925,0.054396392093317265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534915271537792,0.0,0.07400842916096705,0.07511119270623093,0.0955846907870538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831422214987507,0.0,0.06732800919738748,0.14668799840603428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951096626235474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22591374640861994,0.0,0.06963898036248749,0.0,0.07989572469350889,0.06023146846292416,0.0,0.0560875734111687,0.14122387169339218,0.2141376523367564,0.056202563531651435,0.0642070463398548,0.07357723609038361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429674910827111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034927886848762,0.05632463263608317,0.05896548806040276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908732364696965,0.0,0.0,0.0649337220134563,0.0,0.0,0.046856402001408684,0.2259610063052224,0.06929448544682683,0.0,0.04112608704741411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788463117807695,0.0,0.06889668519754215,0.0734232834013254,0.16967565339999888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479967660744505,0.0,0.05657419205025783,0.0,0.06341413366004198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110498755137742,0.0,0.0,0.2567301343340772,0.14325145500112546,0.0,0.050101851080410716,0.0,0.0,0.13625528952907698
anxiety,mrivero87,2020/03/17,"What’s wrong with me? I am a 31 year old in the military and have had bad anxiety and panic attacks for the past 4 years. I can no longer go into a classroom, auditorium or any crowded place without feeling like I’m about to have a panic attack. In the last year I have managed to completely avoid these situations by lying or saying I had medical appointments or car problems, etc.. I also have these feelings waiting in line, getting haircuts and frequent mild panic attacks at the gym or driving. I spend my time off work in my room and don’t really have any friends anymore. I was recently put on Paxil 20mg that seems to help but I feel drugged with a headache 24/7 now.  Does anyone know what’s wrong with me? Social anxiety, agoraphobia? Idk. The depression is getting worse and I’m losing hope for the future...",3.5596292947558767,5.7295844746835485,4.8683905967450265,80.25974683544305,74.50632911392404,7.552260397830018,30.273056057866178,8.418075326091056,2.522794213381556,649,30,117,12,14,215,107,158,0.28600000000000003,0.669,0.046,-0.9864,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,3,16,3,4,10,0,12,2,0,0,0,24,24,11,0,2,6,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,5,9,0,2,5,1,1,4,3,13,0,0,3,4,12,3,19,21,1,25,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,6,12,72,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734054225599544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554942250639085,0.0,0.1862330424787508,0.0,0.12071489977126085,0.08511041787580109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154269202813894,0.0,0.0,0.10163226658161367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762254930955555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483844477639356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651919842301696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115815485700509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575151240639996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463795857181844,0.08695777698414736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404163493764384,0.0,0.12718879260237193,0.0,0.06917706436256565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815872741031578,0.0,0.0,0.12089679343211834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689488622889703,0.09921916925677624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059466917056867165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361750872036317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122621482906596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772611079425158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284414333243166,0.0,0.0,0.1161968286558014,0.0,0.0,0.12717293325686066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164709202093168,0.0,0.12236360486958026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779778317979768,0.0,0.12018517650242155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967977255687242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081057127613247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681992914375668,0.0,0.1240796164501427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097671454865145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173350650511694,0.0,0.08861461310267045,0.0,0.12404448344388387,0.0,0.2661664380749039,0.0,0.2351537305141515
anxiety,Brookejanna,2020/03/17,Skin picking Any advice for skin picking when anxious?,6.619999999999997,10.310975444444443,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,72.33333333333334,3.6,42.333333333333336,3.1291,3.1364666666666667,45,3,5,0,1,13,7,9,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5954039480781818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41434700924743856,0.0,0.0,0.6883390839844974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,megdanceee,2020/03/17,"Anxiety coping mechanisms whilst I wait for doctors appointment? So I am in the midst of getting treatment for my anxiety, that has flared up big time throughout the last few months. I also have depression and OCD. And obviously massively within the last few weeks due to all this coronavirus stuff it’s sky rocketed. But now that’s come into the picture, my appointment to discuss mental health has been suspended and doctors are only taking over the phone calls which are ridiculously hard to get, and I am struggling so much and I’m not sure when I’m next going to get help, or a chance for medication, so I was wondering if anyone had any coping mechanisms or ways to lessen it that might help? I am getting chest pains, I’ve had two anxiety attacks in the last week, my muscles are sore with tension and I have a migraine everyday (I already have chronic tension migraines but the meds that usually work are no longer working due to anxiety). And I’m constantly shaky, on edge, I can’t breathe properly and the negative/invasive thoughts are nearly too loud to bear! I just want to curl onto a ball and cry :( so any help/tips/advice would be greatly appreciated!!",6.578466579292267,7.544694238532113,6.829646133682831,73.83183486238534,65.3302752293578,10.632241153342072,36.21363040629095,10.608840637214634,4.106111664482307,936,45,162,24,14,302,137,218,0.17,0.778,0.052000000000000005,-0.9611,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,2,4,11,0,21,11,2,0,3,29,35,20,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,9,12,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,8,0,1,5,2,13,2,22,27,4,30,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,6,16,106,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207256605468989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633375595049355,0.09879800508341796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802816490716546,0.0,0.3780429541706759,0.0,0.0,0.08638476120084802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405490115098861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615212585576815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064221228653145,0.0,0.13350705651571765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570716320728546,0.0,0.0,0.10640817238017593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290481510267765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581863360702403,0.0,0.07021284038642937,0.0,0.0,0.13620757609417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067105993898996,0.0,0.0,0.13132137907437824,0.0,0.0,0.24842659804752185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021142813080964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722941204373845,0.12445747281417,0.12450318440296936,0.1310605449857413,0.0,0.0,0.09861155520446176,0.0,0.09081897510624833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313903297676178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396069628813287,0.131459410630263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915489924006476,0.14142819770100393,0.0,0.0,0.11643865528683993,0.0,0.09288963088581853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808004955273343,0.0720394364183857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068442998245198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606614190534644,0.0,0.07286938788699593,0.09806339026627442,0.19819891478746213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397807987642754,0.17988284825367326,0.0,0.0,0.08776203559530278,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crewfc,2020/03/17,"The virus is severely hurting my mental health. i’m a junior in high school and i have really bad GAD and depression. so it’s safe to say that things have not been great. i’m really upset because the coronavirus has basically upended my life and is making my family so stressed and i am unable to stop it. first, the school cancellations. i know i should be excited that i don’t have school but it was basically my only way of getting out of the house. therefore i feel so depressed and gross just sitting inside and i can’t even work up the energy to do anything. i feel like shit. second, my family is stressed out too, so in the process i put all of my worries on the back burner to try and tend to my parents’ anxieties, to no avail. my dad is worried about the soccer season being cancelled because it will be his last one with my sister as one of the players. it seems like something dumb to be so upset about. i’ll admit i even made fun of it too (“it’s just a game”). but then i came inside after taking the dog out and saw him crying in the kitchen by himself, and i realized just how much it really means to him, even though it seems dumb to me. third, my mom is stressed because of my great grandma. she’s in her eighties and is very healthy. she’s super sweet, too. since the virus targets the elderly, my mom is very scared about what will happen to her. because of this, we’ve stopped visiting for awhile but every time my mom calls she cries because she wants to see her (this is because she didn’t visit my great grandpa very much and she regrets it a ton). my grandma can’t drive, so it’s not hard for her to stay away from people, but i don’t want her to be alone. i feel so miserable. i try to pretend like everything is okay but i can’t even describe how suffocating it feels, like it literally feels like i’m constantly being punched in the gut. the worst part is how, when my parents are at work, i sleep my sadness and worry off and end up waking up around 2, only to sit around and mope some more. and then around 5 my parents get home and they’re sad too. everyone feels like complete shit and i keep feeling like i have to fix it and i constantly find myself googling, “how long will the coronavirus last?” because i can’t deal with this much longer, it’s way too much for a 17 year old kid to handle.",2.9366440413931234,4.471440993657506,4.0581311894959375,88.1379189384667,74.5813953488372,7.177678869478135,25.555190831200623,7.85451343220497,1.3152063424947142,1822,62,384,26,38,593,223,473,0.23,0.6679999999999999,0.102,-0.9973,3,1,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,4,32,36,4,7,20,1,37,8,5,7,1,68,65,39,0,4,10,9,8,7,0,4,2,1,2,1,22,27,1,4,14,3,0,5,10,20,0,5,6,12,56,16,54,49,10,47,0,7,2,0,32,19,4,3,25,258,78,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755309603277879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498967004069685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367435277607068,0.17419137648859068,0.0,0.0,0.06128073237127429,0.05015375156902775,0.05445988198235605,0.27832250968342503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660168914758426,0.07459965597535995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838683429444634,0.1409694116012746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329249289648555,0.0,0.06724377936881029,0.11235583976967113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057769705304438035,0.0,0.0,0.1723211395960189,0.0,0.054954604623896335,0.06232497530187915,0.058619735185933323,0.0,0.12297604379396407,0.0,0.23085690007863596,0.23298261621479185,0.0,0.0,0.05961417436365345,0.055480078081147376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815440477302749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573131441974144,0.0,0.0,0.057677967653645024,0.0,0.05842850036564207,0.0,0.0,0.06933078303843664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689134537559872,0.06542567047634247,0.0,0.0,0.07526052157844969,0.06982436717838066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797469100695352,0.0,0.0,0.03584577744631288,0.10633363654784384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607011923874956,0.2230583824989889,0.0,0.0,0.05772178783536586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061717167717821965,0.04353797927394728,0.0,0.0,0.07104879598857175,0.0,0.0,0.06573113476479538,0.0,0.0,0.2291710649126381,0.0,0.0,0.1917905737282341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844232795235798,0.0,0.08839586015051673,0.09921261403755666,0.0,0.0,0.21727285944919766,0.07063197055031803,0.0,0.045218579412284035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065568816914869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535379736555316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186928214771206,0.06530128156157836,0.1980325699969064,0.05197562397426595,0.11875619499737446,0.0,0.07368532106451926,0.13390439003690924,0.05395452794111938,0.0,0.06527178282874872,0.0,0.0,0.05021314398029622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952082869733951,0.0,0.10906150333020256,0.22414394602280666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904084080488963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333237806565047,0.0,0.06408291531125976,0.0,0.03803303446657775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856655027333439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145157154932827,0.07694241040334457,0.10354462742450912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496868531625638,0.1987164808250748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04200255437980581
anxiety,giannakillz,2020/03/17,"Lack of sleep, anxiety is really bad, I feel paranoid, want to cry but can’t. My depression has been really bad for the past couple months, and my anxiety just as bad if not worse. I can’t sleep at all at night until 4-6am maybe even 8am. Then I sleep all day if I can and if I can’t I’m just fucked and get no sleep. I’m laying in bed right now and I saw a flash of light in the corner of my eye near my face and I’ve read anxiety can cause visual hallucinations or something and I’ve been seeing things in the corner of my eye a lot like things moving or flashes and It got me really paranoid right now as I’m just laying in the dark in dead silence. My house and outside makes a lot of weird noises at night so that doesn’t help and my anxiety is so bad my heart is racing I feel like crying but nothing comes out I feel alone and scared and I keep imagining horrible things like people breaking in and what would happen and what I would do and just complete nonsense I know isn’t happening or going to happen but I can’t stop thinking about it. I’m having a panic attack.",2.7002710997442456,3.69106507826087,4.359514066496164,87.90438618925833,74.30434782608695,7.498721227621484,22.225063938618927,7.928766900206844,0.8516393861892579,848,20,188,12,17,286,117,230,0.314,0.619,0.067,-0.9968,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,13,2,2,8,0,18,9,8,2,2,48,40,29,1,7,14,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,16,0,2,6,1,0,3,8,10,0,0,4,8,21,3,23,34,5,29,0,1,4,1,1,15,1,8,13,118,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384713495391153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068181732723585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406902440834835,0.0,0.0,0.3348774842859373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030025845190064,0.0,0.08637177593993912,0.1051288131427782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094434236046297,0.22027879877605128,0.06466439454360158,0.0,0.08636045378112289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622589374125941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520951395405747,0.07163129037411675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269590590442003,0.05238575347260039,0.0,0.056984464833861374,0.0,0.08019326782155208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26599928245579035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188177495011698,0.06720734964488992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156955047221918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912257045908145,0.0,0.0,0.05510452527873589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695725274108104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048808646227445,0.0,0.0,0.06692949212998821,0.0,0.1007324173478775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003274997613008,0.1065687348724808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881889551468542,0.0,0.09620959658029588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176425838804954,0.0,0.0,0.09571689919709614,0.06951302300597849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029486951110243,0.0,0.19270223685512994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125619676223822,0.0,0.0,0.1003854952213898,0.0,0.07990040359586653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013605911895108,0.0,0.0,0.0771910015323618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083828316685237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998402846262152,0.0642475163630135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914050832665212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218138872726712,0.14245464515049638,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,draconawarrior,2020/03/17,"Giving back to the community Hi! This community has been a huge help for me and made me feel less alone. I wanted to give back, especially during this time of unavoidable fear.

So, I'm creating a newsletter that I'll send out every week dealing with one specific topic- overwhelming feelings, depression due to the virus, etc. (I'll take topics from folks.)

Here's how the newsletter will look:
- A few lines on what I'll talk about 
- 3 tips for management
- journalling prompts
- Link to a meditation that helps me manage the issue for me (not regular)

If you're interested, just submit on this form: https://forms.gle/3dB8CnNE7W3X7JvK8

Do note: I don't intend to make any profit. I have had anxiety and depression for 7 years and through this expertise, I want to highlight the importance of mental health management. I have a page on [Instagram](https://instagram.com/notesonakinderself?igshid=1u6dvbf4il8hm), also NO profit.",6.641645021645022,9.952956064935067,6.190623376623383,68.96498268398271,69.51948051948051,9.820952380952383,28.44848484848485,10.047579312681364,3.5434048484848493,750,28,114,22,15,232,108,154,0.105,0.725,0.17,0.8191,0,2,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,10,0,8,1,0,4,0,17,19,7,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,4,0,1,3,3,9,3,20,15,5,12,0,3,1,0,8,5,0,1,6,72,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360723652785886,0.0,0.14949104367069496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712152293376452,0.0,0.14300399012007034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874813979827832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927207346790924,0.32201194205840344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848081178896544,0.0,0.0,0.15749994834509148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103527086556628,0.18903888341158706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586482322081899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870208915178444,0.0,0.0,0.2505958251979412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951105178082116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697747044686022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688146050887038,0.12477988939464732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883854938266228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667130900958526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055109569856342,0.1502504596303733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900271241853887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051702031178014,0.0,0.14994717049681458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037936020932967
anxiety,Bsvagag,2020/03/17,"Sleep I read a comic because i was recomended it and i wont tell you what it is in order to spare yall, but damn it hit hard. And i cant stop thinking about it and is causing so much anxiety i cant sleep. Im so tired but i either A. Cant sleep cause i cant get my mind off it or B. I have a nightmare (not necasarily related to the comic but nightmares in general are typically caused by anxiety). Ive tried a podcast to get my mind off it but it wont work. Idk what to do and ive always suffered from anxiety disorder but nothing has ever triggered it in this way. Advice?",0.06941853422168265,1.912098425196852,3.2719685039370066,89.00427013930954,84.43307086614173,6.742337976983646,23.942459115687466,7.882392219407189,1.3416437310720777,448,18,102,9,13,162,74,127,0.18600000000000005,0.7829999999999999,0.03,-0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,1,0,5,0,15,4,3,4,1,22,19,12,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,1,14,0,12,15,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,1,2,71,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016873282303347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786931577873564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35268122238871097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367841783299223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735974669285658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761240444199407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900718887575084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057694256652288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766197472793212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599459852854564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103344406375456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296828152531703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745462115480412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537158715262606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613558004392334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847858340774004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431809863018154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846827678503606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662598430147022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433475212584216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219794945491006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187670979177763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Luminescent_Fern,2020/03/17,"Panic from being quarantined Due to a cough my doc told me yesterday that I'm not sick enough yet to qualify for testing in my area but since I've been volunteering with an at-risk population for spread and have some symptoms he wants me to not leave my apartment at all for a few days to see if I get better or worse. I understand and am following direction, but a major part of coping with my anxiety is going outside in nature, walking my dogs, sitting on the grass. I have a balcony but it's 4th floor and I get intrusive thoughts about heights out there so that's mostly a no-go. Hasn't even been 24 hours and I already am up at 5am having my worst panic attack in years. Don't know how to calm myself down well inside, feel trapped. Wish they were making testing more available in my community so us in-betweens don't have to just wait in uncertainty and feel crazy and trapped, waiting to either get critically ill to test or get better. Wish I had a backyard.",4.7258683584456795,5.5540961546391765,5.6794845360824775,80.9231284694687,69.41237113402062,8.649643140364791,30.38699444885012,8.841846274778883,2.3603961934972246,770,30,152,13,13,254,129,194,0.192,0.7,0.10800000000000001,-0.9691,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,2,9,8,1,2,8,0,15,4,0,2,1,34,35,15,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,9,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,6,3,18,4,27,28,10,25,0,0,1,0,4,15,0,5,6,102,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734734486286713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229426155299164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283068518577414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842696513742716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364457505314342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660562627334273,0.0,0.10614735764206792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251948455397408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358571093615003,0.0,0.18267025258711733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826685567111445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883219451187903,0.0,0.0,0.17016855438651754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072750904001424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771168260525901,0.0,0.17403313503021486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806496427774336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294087045156142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670390962463137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275856903591215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356517392842162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730464902459352,0.19331419357087046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479084892397344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449747932411955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36961685306986103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637770938354139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034918912928697
anxiety,djashburnmsc,2020/03/17,"people who have made drastic career changes, how did you get past the uncertainty of it? Title basically says it. I've been basically unemployed for a while. Picked up temp jobs, construction, the occasional odd job/handy man etc. Mainly because I know I'm good at one thing but there's not exactly a ton of jobs for that one thing and the rest of my skillset is pretty much useless outside of the Military. So I've been trying to expand my search for a  new career but I keep on doubting myself when I find a position. One because I'm not sure if I'll be good at it, two because I'm not sure if it's something I can enjoy doing, and three because everytime I've tried in the past I get an email saying sorry, we're going a different route (most have been no response). I keep second guessing myself and I know I am but I cant move past it (doesn't help that whenever I've applied for anything new I've never gotten past an interview, if they even offered one. Which usually they didn't).

I've even been discriminated against, I think... Had a job I applied for  that was literally picking up pig shit but HR made multiple comments on how they've never had a resume like mine come in before. They only thing notable on my resume is my military service... Granted they got raided by ICE 3 weeks later, so that might have been part of their issue, idk.",3.63966896795893,5.190230520446097,5.109803505045144,81.24299876084264,72.79182156133828,7.800389449460082,28.05115949725615,8.418075326091056,2.046380633740485,1066,41,205,18,21,358,153,269,0.11800000000000001,0.807,0.075,-0.8170000000000001,7,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,5,0,8,9,1,1,14,0,22,1,1,6,5,35,39,16,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,14,4,0,2,4,0,0,3,9,3,0,7,14,2,24,6,22,23,7,25,0,1,0,0,15,9,1,7,14,135,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832082897261893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655287009556404,0.0,0.08604065263133326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696531171329852,0.08710084484395418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564271461095613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276895103291418,0.1335698202945553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241645656973634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565588898909507,0.0,0.057465473830957785,0.16961942135463212,0.08087018359923275,0.0,0.11138858206708496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777465057408963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553685128103142,0.40136057272316505,0.17974971794139766,0.0,0.0,0.11113933120561256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939924232732209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135321459651852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072660823390482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074682874160082,0.07433049864667249,0.0,0.15597085651108233,0.1953132578499916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740701270376216,0.07690183026305653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949671799494363,0.38609940319893576,0.07009978625064052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286939199503307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081998323640484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379217173129243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784257501541901,0.0,0.11318895784895755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059768730253732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015271474434369,0.06478983317693479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729967468705473,0.0,0.09877378432194966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136289706992596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110763279450309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,778tired778,2020/03/17,"28\ looking for some one to talk too. Anxiety and depression feel like their winning. So tired of feeling this way. When things start to feel better i fall right back down.

Maybe some one around the same age to talk too",2.282857142857143,5.0362834761904764,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,83.28571428571428,5.2647619047619045,20.304761904761907,6.742157984588678,0.19209904761904809,174,5,36,2,5,50,35,42,0.162,0.64,0.19899999999999998,0.2431,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,4,2,3,7,5,3,9,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,5,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894752021543876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048850260993305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904513152139276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905361874862184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332718676735665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37570469837285136,0.17694327659225595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100437152159753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079895667360741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488287435770185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33566996083955514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151812590261584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530980804239835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981530331895139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454817707089947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846727465775336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659756109363527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sinfiled,2020/03/17,"About my crush Never had a girlfriend in my life but met this girl who I'm enamored with. Told her about my feelings, she says she isn't ready for a relationship but I'm ok with that. I still hang out with her, I think it's going well. But I constantly worry and worry about it. Has she found someone better? Why's she not responding? Does she even like hanging out with me? Just constant nagging in my brain that makes me want to cry. I turn into a nervous wreck. I don't know how to deal with it. I know I'm probably not ready for a relationship either because of these insecurities but I don't want that to be true. Tldr: I'm constantly worried about my crush, what she's doing, how she sees me. Brings me to verge of tears.",0.6346666666666678,2.992156200000004,2.449333333333332,92.34466666666668,87.0,5.466666666666668,19.666666666666668,6.937597516519254,0.31706666666666683,570,17,124,8,18,188,85,150,0.237,0.649,0.114,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,2,4,1,7,2,1,3,2,29,25,7,0,2,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,3,1,0,4,3,25,5,22,20,1,15,0,0,1,0,19,6,0,0,6,83,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153810745276626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280716855010669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763181970032862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48681929533682794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164947250202596,0.0,0.1548116900740632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140884906360942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918139308482272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592703784414456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646462241579746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853412205880784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505156136587973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606472581124078,0.07336216610240152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023511791093076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581513544967098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619013530000444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224382106480053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941582266181015,0.0,0.0,0.11966064765601632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723281221228638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992054448593345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621853047418673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348739542714473,0.0,0.0,0.16333446701946014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714031996302262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501477205808232,0.0,0.13549895306777626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574941285404477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hectorc34,2020/03/17,"Feels like I’m suffocating every time I try to sleep 
It’s been happening just about every day for the past month. But every time I sleep, even if I’m tired, I feel like I’m suffocating. Like I sleep and I notice my breathing gets shallow, and then I wake up gasping for air and a panic attack almost happens. I’m a slim guy so I’m not overweight, I hate this feeling, I want a good night sleep. 

I have no insurance to go see a therapist right now or to talk to one",1.34,3.0688969393939414,3.4797979797979792,89.70636363636366,79.60606060606061,6.420202020202023,22.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.7071292929292929,363,11,81,5,9,124,64,99,0.11699999999999999,0.693,0.18899999999999997,0.6214,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,1,5,0,2,8,6,0,0,13,17,8,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,4,10,4,8,16,0,12,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,11,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043329640158786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954687445231344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044525532934948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262930413434536,0.0,0.3544828078939097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273351165183796,0.20037952549263666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327127829604828,0.0,0.07970343661425193,0.11762933373049053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388628068096507,0.2480331789896705,0.0,0.0,0.1384611151952713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055472155964382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119407760235082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160873320281402,0.0,0.0,0.15966780100339387,0.0,0.0,0.09503241486558088,0.0,0.0,0.1645451660341672,0.0,0.0,0.13387799341997508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976691773128635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175566484695834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613778866327588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272216356631615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162833152489029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635538634442996,0.1611889159579073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521592000414104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271906686306152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SenpaiSpazmoid,2020/03/17,"My social anxiety comes from a hierarchy of people All my life I’ve found I get along really well with people that most would consider outcasts or just losers. They always have so much to say and I never had any anxiety speaking to them. However the more I think about it, the reason why I got along well with those people is because I think I’m above them, and why should I care about talking to them? It sounds so fucked up and I feel like an asshole for even admitting it but it just seems to be the truth.
Whereas on the other end of the spectrum, I can barely look people in the eye who I would consider better than me. It’s like the unspoken hierarchy of people in my school, and it feels like everyone else knows about it too. It’s really unsettling that this fictional ‘better than me’ idea is holding me back from talking to others. 
Anyway I’m sure other people have similar perspectives, I just thought I’d share because that seems to be the root of my social anxiety. I still don’t know how to get over it though.",5.240894278135656,5.852812862068969,6.020197044334978,79.71346343311863,68.16256157635468,9.595907540735126,28.423266388783627,9.661875296680813,2.472394770746495,813,26,158,17,13,267,115,203,0.05,0.8220000000000001,0.128,0.9436,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,3,17,13,1,0,10,0,12,3,1,3,4,39,32,10,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,3,0,0,18,9,0,1,13,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,4,7,22,11,28,23,4,10,0,1,2,1,13,5,1,5,7,115,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604798346227404,0.0,0.0,0.07849715637494224,0.0,0.26491359564370737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875944738366448,0.0,0.1407315441081216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041789853294511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176897746046304,0.0,0.0,0.09943373511134104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964279337667848,0.0,0.1022377580524924,0.0,0.0,0.07624120152813946,0.0,0.0,0.11029943310186097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673093941641614,0.16492810701718907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265643238761512,0.0,0.10671425999177378,0.12061604795586728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232085439375368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303077447023981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687590848686867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153245164328213,0.1691815223517951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693311376886564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485519430228748,0.0,0.08902763721291522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801526499469978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789633122854132,0.11868247153089773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179550234207023,0.0,0.116822510294172,0.0,0.21016841036998404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23533508985943366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218348437289052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879251507851584,0.0,0.0,0.1855584098242378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792727031672367,0.1134105420196356,0.09163945807843174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075729756478136,0.0,0.20831736006888346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399798773530375,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,disposable_conduct,2020/03/17,"Does anyone else feel like their thoughts constantly go back and forth, making it extremely hard to know how you actually feel? I get stuck in this cycle where I hate myself and my life and just think about everything bad about my life. Then the next second I tell myself it doesn’t matter, the thoughts I have are meaningless. For example I’ll be thinking about how I have zero friends and how alone I am, then the next second I tell myself it doesn’t matter it’s fine to be alone then the next second your alone no one likes you. It is honestly so exhausting like brain come on how do I actually feel!?? Do I care about being alone or not? It’s so frustrating. Anyone else’s mind do this??",4.225620437956201,5.516025905109494,4.739861313868616,85.48132481751826,70.97080291970805,8.39970802919708,23.918978102189783,8.841846274778883,1.4801655474452555,547,14,112,10,10,174,76,137,0.209,0.654,0.13699999999999998,-0.9027,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,0,13,11,2,0,4,0,13,4,1,5,0,24,28,14,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,4,0,5,3,4,18,7,9,22,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,11,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.23928765008703504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079231034938586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145514483383764,0.2512445877949705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427491353038683,0.10236922471682644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686661945122314,0.0,0.0,0.12500295631971495,0.0,0.0,0.10561249597584024,0.0,0.13249137575330244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729159278628886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483983138116268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018857598762018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859768094133404,0.08758832713641641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472355171709844,0.0,0.06405553339164402,0.0,0.0696786826189212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982910843867434,0.12104607417929147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737995590478514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319767202618944,0.17969437463611446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183912674388841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379509665031928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911722572404029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307964819605299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143226123101301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711939437403385,0.0,0.19466777319989628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Myynek,2020/03/17,"Questioning my senses and reality 14F with autism and anxiety if that helps 

Recently I've realised that throughout the day I frequently question what is real and what isn't. I almost always feel like I'm asleep and that this might be a dream. 

Every morning when I check that I have my keys I have to hear, see and touch them to understand that they are there. Most days I have to feel the fabric of my trousers to know I'm wearing them.

 Yesterday I was always checking my timetable at school and even though I could see that I had maths next, worked it out based on the other lessons I had and asked many people, I still felt like it wasn't real. Even when I got to the lesson I still felt like I was in the wrong place even though I knew everyone there is in my maths class. 

Another time, I got a detention. Ever since it was given to me I couldn't stop questioning whether or not it was just a dream or thinking that my brain had just made it up. I couldn't get to sleep that night so I eventually had to write on my hand that it was real. It helped but I still doubted it a bit.

Sometimes when I'm with my friends I don't really think I'm there or that it might not be real. What if I just made this moment up and that the friend is actually somewhere else.

Sometimes I feel distanced or disconnected with everyone else. This might be because of my autism and bad social skills though (I'm not sure). I'm stuck daydreaming away from the crowd (especially in team sports and conversations with a lot of people). It feels like I'm not supposed to be there and that I'm watching the world through cameras. 

What is this? Is it just another part of anxiety or is it something else?",4.7394127111826245,5.330174817109147,5.108631000268172,85.88149839098958,69.26548672566372,8.641512469831055,28.093456690801826,8.710501217029153,1.8154117994100285,1329,43,283,21,22,422,152,339,0.049,0.863,0.08800000000000001,0.8527,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,5,22,10,0,1,13,0,32,5,5,2,2,69,62,27,0,5,17,0,8,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,33,16,0,1,16,4,2,0,9,3,0,0,19,12,36,7,29,33,4,29,0,0,3,0,17,12,0,17,21,192,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.0815167121354172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364680157288673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901323998934112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751844581516351,0.12780590117619967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780926095222347,0.0,0.07848253653616752,0.0,0.06974703976349936,0.05092128749079119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911970208370346,0.0,0.0,0.09325108767372653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669475655654843,0.0,0.0,0.10774448111092877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093447308604376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165519400768105,0.07556089429956082,0.0703806334933314,0.1596398072271849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894832676678978,0.11935279479747556,0.16041064945638514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907565425893885,0.0,0.04364284136074738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361884992516054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414840174284984,0.0,0.11198157912770458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459078641725946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324112678318967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101725200213181,0.0,0.15808296287899015,0.0,0.08468992645510649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658477436347229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883889683185113,0.07839059449259146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045871344604448,0.0,0.11582331586173172,0.0,0.0872747989496455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28073013986932754,0.0,0.0,0.3803179511088773,0.05351374241680912,0.0,0.08247932046035936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845404300760762,0.13313087653184028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909983034758109,0.0,0.08359389456382146,0.08515195255867178,0.0,0.06430822143497647,0.16523366864853853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013004501883747,0.06983780291612719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872939890296612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704987438692018,0.2462139181915667,0.0,0.04870909503855262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869613898622192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060813432107566526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133084287366364,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Peachiverse,2020/03/17,"Does anyone else who suffers with anxiety think the world isn’t real? Lately I’ve been having severe anxiety attacks about wether or not the world is really real. Is this a normal thing with anxiety..? It doesn’t make me suicidal or anything, I just have too many excessive “what if” thoughts about it, was wondering if anyone else on here did",5.134687499999998,7.060801843750002,5.811375000000003,76.19612500000002,69.625,9.495,28.425,9.888512548439397,3.057816250000001,274,10,46,7,5,89,47,64,0.24100000000000002,0.759,0.0,-0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,13,4,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,5,9,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,5,1,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40968872581923743,0.0,0.0,0.2496426211616615,0.3658178791345269,0.14690201301653996,0.0,0.0,0.2030857245378601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562190185528494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982514900551067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137184359296634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915964454566574,0.1809854252414795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490605767619122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406376584497896,0.11436079629497915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016702844896486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952656097044664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859693200577835,0.11438471993616607,0.0,0.14172037008403315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359108350599624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3-iron,2020/03/17,"I have a high level of anxiety and I wonder if it'll ever stop I've been having anxiety and panic attacks for years now, but even though I've been having sessions with a psychiatrist it seems to be getting worse. 
I feel pain in my chest 90% of the time, and even though I'm used to having panick attacks, sometimes it takes me by surprise and I'm not always able to stop myself from panicking. Usually I have panic attacks 4 or 5 times per week and sometimes they last for hours. It feels like I'm going crazy or like I'm about to die. Very often I even have a high fever because of it.
My grandma passed away a month ago and it affected me a lot and is probably a reason why I've been having these severe panic attacks. 

Is it possible that I'll be dealing with these my whole life? Can I go crazy or is my mind just playing tricks on me ? Can anxiety be completely cured?",3.4957435897435896,4.5364340444444435,4.953333333333337,84.21115384615383,72.44444444444444,7.7606837606837615,26.62393162393163,8.139509932561175,1.6290213675213678,688,23,140,10,13,231,102,180,0.313,0.633,0.054000000000000006,-0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,10,13,5,3,7,0,19,4,1,3,1,29,32,14,1,1,7,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,5,1,0,3,1,9,0,0,3,2,15,4,17,25,2,22,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,8,15,91,25,1,0.10523002495080667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328006790250347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755981056061139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415020431803685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788573795247526,0.09886707240188053,0.0,0.0,0.06414724650023229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103316790759144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084875350893918,0.0,0.0,0.10921215222059033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851031709601808,0.09518658210062894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641492484720627,0.07517635085080948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054978344827684905,0.0,0.11960929641284013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223625977796112,0.0,0.0,0.10363037760221254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577651519924483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743270786443117,0.10282014963418436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946280415187285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625232749222062,0.0,0.0839936019627352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197216581606527,0.3703942836128877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863104203024705,0.0,0.0,0.11345576491161248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081939916853359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579746255187513,0.0,0.118879975658655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815037080223714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759540254949609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911988272481701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067759304642968,0.0,0.12272094757251903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088495503981787,0.11589600569736895,0.08682579116415842,0.0,0.0,0.08440917863828061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495373003475158,0.1174855648767356,0.0,0.0,0.11411747324681715,0.0,0.0,0.10723838547741224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776468596642905
anxiety,Insidedimension1,2020/03/17,"Having a panic attack Can’t breathe. All these things in my head... I can’t breathe I can’t work how am I ever going to support myself. I can’t even get out of bed to apply for any jobs or edit my resume.. I can’t even do anything cause of severe depression what’s the FUCKING POINT of Living? Just cause I’m alive? So is my mum going to have to support me for life? This useless piece of shit? I wished so so so bad I literally had no one and lived in a rural area and cut myself off and nobody knew me so when I die I don’t have to worry about people talking about it after... just be a fucking nobody and die peacefully.... 

I’m in so much pain and anguish it’s madness living everyday being conscious... 

I hate that men who have sexually harassed me made me suffer all this pain in my life and I’m the one who has to pay the price when I take my life.. and they get no consequences and just go on with life while I was being stupid... there’s never any win for me. Ever.",0.36251646903820856,2.3868672125603894,2.7297870004391767,92.24999011857707,84.60386473429952,4.923056653491436,18.587834870443565,6.1124844417494595,-0.15696908212560426,751,19,165,6,22,257,112,207,0.307,0.659,0.034,-0.9963,1,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,1,2,19,20,9,2,6,0,19,12,4,4,5,26,36,19,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,1,10,10,0,0,2,0,2,3,9,17,0,2,4,0,25,3,24,29,4,20,0,3,0,2,6,9,3,1,8,120,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656621483588269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023452822986917,0.0,0.0,0.13856993087617958,0.0,0.0,0.101701469987533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502530567066367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490983133200073,0.0,0.2528271845628097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609011309693975,0.22035785460989676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252121527347832,0.12727539794867485,0.0,0.2076725051520564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025649031051434,0.12500631209479654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087193412267175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441358062876254,0.0,0.0,0.32266618149017307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525413665793748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954014665434414,0.0,0.09394295491135636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650754388529987,0.0,0.259216642626868,0.1429110558363146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444373784113607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151443970575801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760414448185584,0.12503032332084102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27644406338449706,0.0,0.0,0.09158164538251716,0.09790165095503912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092133855082458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006888867839473,0.0,0.0,0.08867495253272738,0.12369813934599355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teletubbies098,2020/03/17,Does CBD oil really help with anxiety? I’ve been going through random swings of anxiety lately and want to take something safe that’ll help. Has it helped you at all?,3.626458333333332,6.0472645625000006,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,75.25,8.016666666666666,23.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.7890916666666667,134,4,25,3,3,42,30,32,0.102,0.624,0.27399999999999997,0.7662,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685676641118114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26800535138027665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740514735035716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6158277490224972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345468382788292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619445621337947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23576965401174646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302652483491386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063682177264986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yddb,2020/03/17,"Wellbutrin and anxiety My doctor prescibed me Wellbutrin 150mg XL for my ADHD but I also have anxiety many anxiety, can this NDRI worsen my anxiety?",4.177777777777777,7.2621638148148175,5.838518518518517,69.23333333333335,77.51851851851852,9.525925925925927,34.925925925925924,9.725611199111238,4.80017037037037,121,7,17,4,3,41,21,27,0.374,0.626,0.0,-0.8735,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32681293171611864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174662591663516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.832117885156485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27833691590786946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756993294023458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,perspectivelywashed,2020/03/17,"Anxiety in general and how I’ve been dealing with it So basically I had my first panic attack back in late 2018 and I just wanted to share how my life has been so far since then.

Basically, I was laying down and at the time I wasn’t able to sleep since I had so many thought going through my mind in the moment and I was getting anxious, but never got to the point where I feel like I’m dying, until then.

I started feeling my head get really heavy and my body start to lose balance and not realizing where I was in the time and place I was. All I was thinking of was if i was dying and I didn’t really know what was happening.

I went to the ER and lemme tell you... they really didn’t understand what I was going through since they’re the ER and they don’t really specialize in mental health. At this point, I was frustrated mentally and physically since the ER wasn’t really helping me out really on what had just happened and me just a kid not knowing if I would be the same or would my life change.

After all the ER stuff I go home and rest and wake up the next day feeling, very strange. It was the first time in my life where I felt fear and pain mentally and physically and I was starting to get very scared to the point where I just had to live with it, even until now.

But really, my life has been pretty good so far. The last time I remember getting a panic attack really bad like that was last year and was not anytime soon. I just really want to say to the people suffering with anything mentally, it’ll be okay truly finally saying and admitting it. I used to not like to say it because I thought it was just a saying that people would say just to make you feel better, but that’s not true at all. It’s all about counting the days, counting the seconds, counting the milliseconds until the day where you feel yourself, or do you?

That’s the thing, anxiety doesn’t make you feel the same way again and that’s what I learned. But, it did teach me a lesson, that life is going to keep going. You can’t stop time, just how anxiety can’t stop you. Don’t let anxiety stop you from what you want to achieve and want to accomplish. Do what you want to do and fly to the moon if you need to! You can do it, if you believe and let your brain do the fights and you do you still. Thank u",4.286518987341772,4.5682982004219435,5.309552742616038,85.13724050632912,70.16033755274262,9.020421940928273,26.770464135021097,9.029198982220553,1.7847557805907177,1793,52,393,32,30,592,184,474,0.138,0.7609999999999999,0.1,-0.9698,0,0,0,0,1,0,39.0,0,16,2,7,27,22,4,4,26,1,50,12,5,6,6,98,92,46,2,13,23,0,7,3,0,4,7,5,1,1,25,28,0,4,18,0,0,6,15,12,4,3,32,12,55,10,44,52,7,66,0,2,0,0,30,24,0,6,38,277,80,4,0.06350404236736729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432167437131345,0.07174149216811476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225841597326323,0.0,0.0,0.1444900318681966,0.0,0.048830688709905416,0.05302322281112992,0.03871147480393595,0.0,0.0,0.07154730935865816,0.0,0.05616416487267201,0.0,0.07053867510857216,0.0,0.07089151332974276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717885648915041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228645613058143,0.06546987922761267,0.0,0.0,0.13181433996409153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041943821062758416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145970283799201,0.1926573114235127,0.045367300555954816,0.060973839436373724,0.06956557436038274,0.0,0.10803301199325506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271296441703506,0.0,0.18045405364302733,0.05326417780886482,0.050789983885857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231282988028457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517346838558538,0.06750182745361315,0.0,0.0,0.042565420991084034,0.0,0.06369973229759454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644531069061121,0.0,0.0,0.06980032182184312,0.1035285406020653,0.0716353258317794,0.0,0.0,0.12987437170227786,0.22427391580860906,0.09307460216284352,0.0,0.05607523285837526,0.0,0.0,0.07104477970414037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477888279437625,0.06438313160693228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559885535845499,0.0,0.0641209798235027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708744275860376,0.048978232373744365,0.0,0.06753726949534823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757277844677329,0.14901662201562346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805141414581459,0.0,0.06634820812747058,0.0,0.18009553907290718,0.0,0.0,0.06460644120295042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36614084089027293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193770062901148,0.0,0.0,0.2525048167807761,0.0635786247794969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012480031581166,0.0,0.06354990422729337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484546412340456,0.0,0.05071441026609518,0.15927666882571373,0.0,0.0,0.07269693530161286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550533208304904,0.058465990174703074,0.0,0.0,0.042189263977022384,0.040690826168163934,0.0,0.10083023233864537,0.18514858895196346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610994769476998,0.0,0.05484710317329085,0.0,0.10479497126882764,0.1872816476063837,0.05040655296135165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058868883494325036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533434903337416,0.0,0.0,0.04089452122277065
anxiety,Safe_Bike,2020/03/17,"Small victory tonight!! Usually my anxiety spikes at night, so my usual situation is that I get comfy in bed and then I realized I have to use the washroom really bad.

Usually, I’m too scared to actually get up and use the washroom so I usually ignore it and go to bed. 

But tonight, I’ve been learning to combat my anxiety and learning about self care and how to take care of my myself. So I reassured myself I would be WAY more comfortable if I went to the washroom right now, and not wait it until morning.

And it was crazy, I just made myself do it and I didn’t even realize what I had accomplished until I was washing my hands!! 

Sure it’s a small thing, but it really showed progress to me. I’m so happy <3",2.2723023872679042,4.173831986206896,4.547586206896554,82.32488063660479,77.41379310344827,8.59946949602122,27.015915119363395,9.265573868473778,2.5006127320954903,558,23,113,15,13,194,86,145,0.083,0.757,0.161,0.9398,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,1,4,0,10,2,1,4,1,25,23,19,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,9,8,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,7,1,20,6,14,14,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,11,80,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.14561065697898354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282955328858497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458687324669357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304265808743718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098553977694675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591558188488167,0.0,0.08480135727757661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588403329577723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118923272908213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002657450262868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117972220889293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742734331167918,0.0,0.0,0.14938854423876305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556620145993134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772200151776012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063176982380504,0.0,0.11218983212724433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913068660876016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577447664899303,0.6573494790748777,0.0,0.0,0.11843857260370927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832222443752193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599684751342303,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,csiqueiros15,2020/03/17,"Can anyone else relate with or give advice regarding sleeping pánico attacks? I get panic attacks a couple times a year, but the worst are my semi-sleeping panic attacks. It’s a bit difficult to explain, but basically I’m yo-yo-ing between sleep and a full blown panic attack. My anxiety wears me out so much that I basically pass out from exhaustion, but then my body reminds me that I should be panicking and wakes me up. The cycle just continues until the stressful situation I’m worried about is over. The whole time I feel like a shell of a person who’s almost blacked out. I don’t know how to stop it once the cycle starts. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I’d also be interested to know if anyone else has shared this experience. I have yet to find someone who has these types of panic attacks.",4.1044230769230765,6.119894442307693,5.655384615384616,75.8896153846154,72.52564102564101,7.876923076923077,28.66666666666667,8.617729084823388,2.4338358974358982,647,26,112,12,13,219,104,156,0.315,0.606,0.079,-0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,17,5,5,11,0,12,6,5,1,0,22,21,12,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,13,0,0,0,2,12,4,16,16,5,16,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,3,10,76,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950462482969192,0.0,0.0,0.09993499616533637,0.0,0.0,0.07980979413757128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786722686977363,0.0,0.07634650700195378,0.0,0.0,0.13956455906658924,0.2045131987579284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676829033831279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895543829847154,0.11085498250276828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042648380976236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673970777425387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762326902047017,0.0,0.0,0.0504617333541055,0.07129693464737379,0.0,0.0,0.09121512932415723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214123077055455,0.0957369782078478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100295355040301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969462415247001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048757098515262005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336427188884018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628343684601377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683738389114168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714125961852097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217905844579107,0.2996153603817727,0.0,0.08455997265333208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706387502693592,0.0,0.0,0.08343702849818155,0.1143202336353677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163880300110026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142281510377698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135145257418254,0.0,0.07089485246226795,0.0,0.0,0.06426774287483625
anxiety,ChoosingThisUsername,2020/03/17,"A weird sense of calm during COVID-19 I have very bad anxiety. It got so bad that I only left my house once every couple months. Fear of everything, totally catastrophizing everything. I'm seeing a psychiatrist now and I'm on meds and it's been getting better.

I always think the worse case scenario. I sometimes find myself crying because I'm thinking about what I will need to say at a family member's funeral, even if they're not at all sick or close to death in any regard. Every time I get into a car I picture it crashing, leaving me brain dead. 

It's an obsessive anxiety. Like I said, it's been getting slowly better.

During this coronavirus outbreak, two major things have happened in my family. They are serious and scary. My grandfather had a heart attack and (unrelated) my aunt was sent into a psychiatric ward against her will. My grandfather is recovering and I'm happy my aunt is getting help.

I feel numb, almost. Not like I'm depressed. But I'm just *over it*. It's almost like a Worst Case Scenario has finally appeared for real this time and I've known it all along. It feels like I've had this nasty pimple growing and growing and growing and suddenly it popped and now it's nothing but relief.

I can tell my anxiety is there, but I'm just letting everything wash over me. I'm not disassociating, it's not depression.

Does anyone know what I'm talking about? Surely this is not a unique thing. Is this called anything so I can look it up and read more about it?",2.403120644599305,5.054775682926831,3.9837706881533097,82.47527275696866,81.36933797909407,6.932447735191637,24.99662456445993,8.07648339933343,1.8832509581881527,1179,46,214,24,32,391,159,287,0.161,0.7440000000000001,0.095,-0.9179999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,11,21,1,2,10,0,19,5,2,0,4,43,45,18,3,2,12,2,2,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,24,15,0,0,7,1,0,6,5,11,0,1,8,6,23,10,20,34,6,25,0,2,2,0,11,12,0,5,11,131,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710907768755536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020379665726368,0.0,0.0,0.0737208765512491,0.0,0.2487945217774985,0.0,0.0,0.07580110536724997,0.0,0.08921020709934739,0.0,0.0,0.12332928033398464,0.0,0.0,0.18103161375866586,0.06608425877560417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175540194009788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101871952965715,0.11069626692678512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995093296722988,0.119080643789116,0.0,0.0,0.1867425915034429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486820984806636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160218873570641,0.0,0.1826761350998984,0.0,0.2922892468511017,0.0,0.20439404981533305,0.12198867437345733,0.10962826644731796,0.07744640174715083,0.0,0.11875521253552587,0.09908257046387917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265539592028457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670345047098231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586447108021963,0.11540189209328458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846351244685908,0.07266332036983858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508780020933324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059577974660708875,0.0,0.0,0.11478798171455246,0.1177851603706673,0.1108541024510348,0.0,0.21184988433594504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103506985335667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204163903124972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652990160038106,0.0,0.0,0.08038285206392183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402000340595956,0.0,0.0,0.1154505420149576,0.0,0.08244885487565617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843692353951516,0.12339156734122145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312044023607304,0.08621006427030126,0.0,0.0,0.0863868111872091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072178754257456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217286770866256,0.0,0.0,0.08713391194936003,0.09475300921444396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440423674029774,0.13892640876687384,0.0,0.0,0.12642667143227002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589846016957606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944761255914599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047659257738587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Glass_Cress,2020/03/17,Second panic attack tonight Does anyone have a few minutes to help me get grounded?,7.421999999999998,8.8820352,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000002,63.66666666666666,6.0,35.0,3.1291,2.265000000000001,68,3,9,0,1,21,15,15,0.318,0.547,0.134,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243339881462925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276951721500276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059173635958157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24234194462795464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109081902344359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442268299828528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bakedbb,2020/03/17,"i hit myself when i’m angry idk if i should go talk to a counselor or a doctor but for months i’ve been getting full blown mental breakdowns and i’ve been getting uncontrollably angry to the point where i get violent (with others and myself) and one day i started hitting myself. i keep getting so angry, i cry and hyperventilate then i take it out on myself and i feel so ashamed after coming to terms with what i’ve done but i can’t help it. for example, yesterday i got so mad i think i genuinely blacked out and my first instinct was to hit myself. it started with little hits on the head but has gotten worse. i have started to hit my thighs and usually i’m left with bruises or a major headache a few hours later or the next day. i want to stop doing this but i’m having trouble finding ways to control my anger. 
not sure if this matters but my mom was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression and i’ve experienced a traumatic experience in my childhood. i keep the details of the event very private and i feel as though it’s coming back to haunt me and i have no other choice but to beat myself up for it.",3.396007866273352,4.997852415929206,4.865958702064899,82.53889872173059,73.51327433628319,7.3231071779744354,28.042281219272372,7.984000788550335,1.8572977384464109,890,35,172,13,18,298,125,226,0.294,0.682,0.024,-0.9973,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,3,2,10,0,12,5,2,1,1,44,39,29,0,4,12,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,20,0,4,4,0,0,3,3,7,0,2,7,4,29,1,26,26,4,35,0,1,1,0,3,11,0,5,20,123,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138661078533732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495641214147004,0.0,0.0,0.16247020036212986,0.0,0.0,0.15911935433936836,0.18684243360133515,0.0,0.1247657034854062,0.1470274912129972,0.0,0.0,0.16601944578960096,0.1482679688285423,0.0,0.1482396953562576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416986024651168,0.0,0.0,0.1464887862492045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239729091839553,0.12321586462100595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027286262847641,0.0,0.08232595512704659,0.0,0.1158559159486093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486657663118949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709504629383073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426556308270832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25751231525338564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738828807585395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518544614079454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598246582706734,0.0,0.0,0.1696555585714093,0.11562401441232514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405778107030432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815930973846776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693732530966166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30759302449557696,0.0,0.0,0.12110750285933734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652664466271588,0.0,0.10891494407555488,0.11643111230569927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281894924426252,0.14232193051283235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954026401949928,0.11952275285658286,0.08544081003279942,0.1149812800940002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762234668178553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DirkThePizzaJerk69,2020/03/17,"I can’t sleep With all the news lately and seeing society completely deteriorate around me I just want to curl up into a ball and cry. Coronavirus is going to completely decimate this country and there isn’t anything I can do. The store shelves are empty, the election is a sham and we are getting 4 more years of trump. I can’t even go outside and see my friends or go out on dates when I need human touch more than ever. I have just started meds again and just was starting to feel like I am getting my life back but then god decides it’s time for total societal collapse",4.515586956521737,5.558096156521742,5.304945652173913,82.63220108695654,70.04347826086956,8.184782608695654,30.89673913043478,8.472884824447931,2.2900652173913043,458,19,90,7,8,149,86,115,0.071,0.86,0.07,-0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,0,12,2,1,0,3,24,24,10,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,11,0,0,2,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,11,2,12,23,4,19,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,12,64,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655035335386287,0.17903826085613686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464784716683633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42173820969845016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091942126314865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283698839149874,0.1819233562774505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169164528751634,0.1436792219833268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538378981725753,0.0,0.21015241419337316,0.0,0.3429011342544757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687062610960665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205606831198375,0.09825642596676916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339750955281412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912694953926675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205310909478213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012639210312008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28470566738313186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172739170545035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862500563220675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951383310588227
anxiety,Kenesiskill,2020/03/17,Late night anxiety attacks I keep freaking myself out over not knowing what’s after death and all this philosophical stuff that I start having anxiety attacks. Any suggestions on how to stop these? Thank you!,5.442499999999999,8.841012694444448,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,74.83333333333334,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.3911888888888893,171,8,25,4,4,52,33,36,0.401,0.545,0.054000000000000006,-0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807347966383918,0.0,0.4006436917808579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5958061032614682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327528077551645,0.0,0.0,0.14391116540483825,0.0,0.2953889883464857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573745726427115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853455436407712,0.0,0.0,0.2189263166151179,0.0,0.0,0.2997665456992582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24108509998176866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KogasaGaSagasa,2020/03/17,"Watching the market plummet and my fever rise I've been living off savings because of various issues. I occasionally do some odd jobs, but nothing consistent. Most of my saving's in \~2 hundred thousands of dollars in preferred stocks. 

Ever since COVID-19, though, I've lost 80k (CAD) of market value and it's not looking like it'll stop.

Since it's preferred stock, I am paid dividend base on the original value and the market value itself doesn't really matter. But I am still super worried.

2 or so days ago, the stress got to me, and fever and infection's wrecking my body. It's also hard to get to a doctor because every clinic in the area I am in are moving to digital meeting, and the meetings are super hard to book.

I am just watching the market crash and my fever coming and going, and I honestly am going really... I don't know. I am so stressed, I feel like I am going insane. I already had anxiety and stress to begin with, and this isn't...

I don't know. I hope everything will be ok, but everyday it's just adrenaline rushes wrecking my body and brain.

Everyone, stay safe out there, ok? Stay warm, stay comfy, and stay healthy.",3.1721621621621634,5.3179374324324336,4.738099099099099,80.8630945945946,75.57657657657657,7.142702702702702,26.865765765765772,8.07648339933343,1.976415495495496,898,35,160,15,20,301,124,222,0.162,0.66,0.17800000000000002,0.8443,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,9,16,0,3,8,2,19,9,3,1,1,38,33,21,0,3,7,0,4,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,7,16,0,2,5,1,3,7,5,4,0,1,5,7,19,12,18,25,3,27,0,1,3,0,2,8,0,4,10,101,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461687069959577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302370855458269,0.09437988523164104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028433974231967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388677760964175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621853780986393,0.0,0.13174842168310444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166306226178816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611259924976409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079761835153825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675509329995568,0.09943623834444544,0.112772371693754,0.10606801740326056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059674036927607116,0.08431291650480786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166014370966531,0.0,0.2012190371211537,0.0,0.09439070912687833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144398465711586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721966227585875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318134803305883,0.11711581261721347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972049545939568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153164072611472,0.0,0.10421308669544106,0.0,0.09910637641519328,0.0,0.1288318622360241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543569714295086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324257375610285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121220090084234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525334908086184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031709164000447,0.0942502592386359,0.09866930818232003,0.405571671249849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595323238712706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985419290172535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tellmewhyfirst,2020/03/17,How are the germaphobes handling all this? Hope you are all in good peace of mind. Stay safe.,0.6716666666666669,3.114045055555557,-0.13888888888888928,106.745,98.44444444444444,2.4000000000000004,17.11111111111111,3.1291,-1.3373555555555554,73,2,16,0,3,20,16,18,0.0,0.525,0.475,0.9131,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277123830913097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064841843914489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148927142905358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435267988629504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fucotrucko,2020/03/17,"Im scared I have been having bad suicidal thoughts for the past two months and the recent panic about the corona virus has only made my mental health worse, I already feel so isolated I feel like the further isolation is going to make things worse I dont have anyone to talk to I feel like are not going to get better for a really long time",4.1052173913043495,5.318948507246379,5.012289855072464,83.70626086956524,71.17391304347825,7.838840579710146,22.495652173913044,8.238735603445708,1.1701860869565222,273,6,53,4,5,89,51,69,0.309,0.5920000000000001,0.1,-0.9563,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,8,17,2,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,3,6,3,7,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978430808890939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535873583685686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969368940823807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585611097663808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011816259586266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719523843466177,0.2561594048292278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366788843944117,0.0,0.2037811481562882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056928375180965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365624090246147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517708718672936,0.0,0.0,0.15865967875425907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696417656303576,0.11967269317638385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806749429813333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431018587942383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363526846783198,0.0,0.2103497934492695,0.0,0.0,0.17114576466771952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485318321146147,0.0,0.1770201835298094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794934069670916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961063368992074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410076208744932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191075578456332,0.0,0.0,0.1423305552024405,0.10454127040776963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513329165333533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654090772942251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lesleypowers,2020/03/17,"Ever since this outbreak started my anxiety has been going down. This is the best my mental health has been in years. I honestly feel guilty for feeling this way. Is this really abnormal? I'm not completely unconcerned. Actually, I feel like my level of fear is exactly right for once. I'm self isolating for the good of other people, I have a decent supply of food and am taking necessary precautions. I am sad and concerned for others who are fearful for their health, their loved ones and their financial well being. I'm almost certainly going to get sick because my wife works at a hospital with two confirmed cases among her immediate coworkers and is being forced to go in. But I just feel totally calm. I've completely crushed my workload from home the last few days because I haven't felt the need to anxiety-procrastinate. This is a very weird new normal. I have no idea if I should try to unpack it or just roll with it.",5.249685314685316,6.869505681818183,6.116136363636365,75.32641608391609,68.88636363636364,9.96083916083916,30.015734265734267,10.214889679676881,3.3092557692307687,744,29,130,20,13,245,115,176,0.14300000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.138,-0.2271,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,4,12,0,2,7,0,18,5,0,0,4,26,34,7,0,4,6,1,5,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,10,6,1,0,6,0,0,3,3,4,1,2,3,5,17,8,20,28,3,17,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,3,7,90,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.13912383365269826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427592379863714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906258648860184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381379951834586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961420314378532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989554407039749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194326460426758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289590933417179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208527323133773,0.2883425777766653,0.1018491664740131,0.13688570065251202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239135209113074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448484172812551,0.0,0.2430706000820688,0.11957758222942015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30308194569098085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300530469354109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093964119365708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621030386838113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965053782510261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867136546751184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367297860998948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057108696701397,0.0,0.13769111440501627,0.0,0.0,0.13968439334920746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518281186463133,0.09660639946397816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883730162155553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133141908080948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217505701952714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872741236436068,0.0,0.0,0.11793205406440475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090893628573708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071918763792658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679294392614417,0.0,0.13926624937806864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117631866383962,0.0,0.11316224110821602,0.0,0.0,0.12818393986694498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378973330435397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180781860176893
anxiety,lilywonggg,2020/03/17,Shortness of breath?!! I’ve been having bad heart palpitations and trouble breathing. Went to the ER and nothing is wrong according to the doctors. He said I might just have anxiety. Has anyone else gone through this? My heart rate is high and I feel very out of breath. The doctor seemed to just brush it off like I was crazy. I’ve never been diagnosed with anxiety.,2.74641304347826,5.566419202898555,2.9940398550724647,88.95888586956522,81.6086956521739,6.348550724637683,24.56702898550725,7.645422480735847,1.430433333333334,291,11,55,5,8,89,51,69,0.17300000000000001,0.76,0.067,-0.7839,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,9,8,5,0,1,11,14,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,6,3,4,1,9,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,33,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070258597558841,0.0,0.0,0.14031397905923146,0.2056113735448044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755208211625225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036770586835928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107909825413461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676350501979255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014653955774292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755927108981643,0.0,0.21202015579796135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803781913996124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288044684020305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477001165745669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925494425039215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088427829331556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268353705265344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557476800258955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602422633697024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940247122750225,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PasteinPlace,2020/03/17,"Hypochondriac boyfriend in the era of COVID19. What an exciting time we’re living in. Heavily encouraged to stay inside and monitor our health. It’s causing people without anxiety plenty of health stress. 

Unfortunately my bf has been a mess. He spent all last week worrying about every cough, who could possibly get him sick, checking his temperature. It all escalated this weekend when he got a low-grade fever of 100. He was visiting family and immediately became afraid that he was going to infect and kill his parents. He started wearing an old face mask he found in his dad’s garage. His parents took him to the doctor where he tested negatively for the flu. They didn’t test him for COVID19 because 1. They didn’t have any tests available, 2. He didn’t have enough symptoms to be tested.

Several days have passed, the low grade fever is gone, bf feels fine. However he says he needs to stay “self-quarantined” for 14 days and he’s still walking around his apartment with that mask on.

I’m not sure what to do. Normally I’d recognize this as one of his health anxieties (ie. getting a headache and googling brain cancer symptoms all afternoon.) But with how chaotic and confusing the media and info on COVID-19 really is, maybe it’s better to just let him sit in his self-isolation.

I dropped off some cbd gummies and have been vaguely taking him through some cbt exercises that have helped me in the past, but not sure what else I can do.

How are you guys all fairing?",4.7241881422924905,6.911767047272733,4.949407114624505,80.87367588932806,71.25454545454545,8.564426877470357,30.501976284584984,9.20300075937882,2.814275889328064,1178,51,214,26,23,370,175,275,0.098,0.871,0.031,-0.9248,3,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,2,1,8,12,1,3,11,0,22,17,3,3,6,35,35,14,1,3,6,3,1,0,2,0,14,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,3,2,2,6,7,6,0,1,12,2,20,6,29,20,7,35,0,1,0,0,38,12,0,3,13,121,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096320813383147,0.0,0.18215738057342612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598645000852523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257636978718973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052967167805576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132907586503777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223048868856914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505775586664074,0.0,0.0,0.1535645245625377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218604344963186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945729542334973,0.0,0.0,0.12301826228828372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031111022462733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223685047349814,0.0,0.060199068221571124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054044464180786,0.0,0.0,0.12440529881472748,0.0,0.06766314222398022,0.0,0.09522118882462673,0.0,0.0,0.11788568029075913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796577848348779,0.0,0.0,0.0798017577383083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317195253644675,0.0,0.0,0.09704778343267392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174439845398358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512998681771818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960929880532342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882796554584919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665110840801007,0.0,0.0,0.12493085793712873,0.0,0.080676468620279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643986116928128,0.0,0.11365389115250615,0.08253950573696417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342194847692438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627130714322823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467933241264644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24840595412238006,0.13450112895591576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842695378042481,0.2537989876587639,0.09507950321327327,0.0,0.13638000691392307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442064014733185,0.2474927354882639,0.0895164512811101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942340753180427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227730481969585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955007751153064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114767217539134,0.0,0.0,0.12090870848716405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PawneeCityCouncil,2020/03/17,"Missing family, anxious about COVID I know there’s been a lot of posts about COVID recently, but I’ve been trying to fall asleep for the past three hours and can’t because I’m so anxious, and am just needing to write this out. 

I’m 24M, and am originally from the West Coast of the US. I moved to the East Coast about 2.5 years ago, and am really missing my family right now who’s still back home. My parents are older (65 and 66), and we were supposed to meet in Arizona on Thursday for a weekend trip. We cancelled it last night because of COVID, and it’s been really hard today to adjust to. 

I really miss my parents and miss being home, and am getting anxious and scared every time I see more news about COVID or think about us potentially going on lockdown soon. I was also supposed to see my parents in April but that trip just got cancelled today too, so I have no idea when I’m going to see them next. 

I’m really tempted to book a one-way ticket home for this week and go back until the virus is cleared because I can work from home, but I’m not even sure if that’s a good/responsible idea at this point. I have no idea what to do, and am getting more and more anxious. I also live alone on the East Coast, so have been feeling really lonely and isolated too. I hate how trapped it feels, and I can tell my mom is really frustrated and worried too. 

I know there’s a lot of other people in a lot worse situations and I do feel really fortunate for the resources I have and ability to WFH during this, but it’s just been tough. Sorry for this rant, but thanks for reading and for the opportunity to type this out.",6.4053545406077825,5.275288785498494,7.01198862626622,79.46933179314023,65.97885196374622,10.084307801670516,31.555180380309228,9.168548406835145,2.430724044784077,1272,40,266,19,17,421,160,331,0.213,0.735,0.052000000000000005,-0.9947,3,5,0,0,0,0,33.0,4,0,1,2,26,12,2,1,14,0,25,1,1,2,2,54,52,34,0,2,11,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,15,23,0,0,10,4,0,7,4,9,0,1,8,7,24,3,40,43,6,46,0,5,3,0,13,14,0,5,24,175,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718405028884572,0.0,0.0,0.08393701015202146,0.0,0.1296215107994463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662260299214948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463547052140275,0.0,0.1482107770001795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352871331263826,0.0,0.06828295780815256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280190017317247,0.0,0.12293465079567395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846841566308485,0.0,0.13817730085832775,0.06797575498660607,0.06481818817869904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259939094395566,0.08001404533371362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251744473301928,0.0,0.07981188917277636,0.0,0.0,0.2744660014054218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890791854738475,0.06606157270783633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156322403541174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670180622508785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491760374085502,0.0,0.08613681046520368,0.0,0.060093004408902626,0.0,0.0,0.0861910776160729,0.07605418409313967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054917425303870136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699688878877852,0.0,0.07736554641774503,0.05618561667917008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766126550201075,0.0,0.07761762707002498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106580392502184,0.0,0.3634314589061894,0.0,0.08002104669281558,0.0,0.0,0.06921102412988205,0.0,0.0,0.0811390543923342,0.0,0.1937444203179988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109670807281026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072197988275832,0.0,0.0,0.06472174110917298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638289052998955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708359165453897,0.07461430902822443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192964096311167,0.0,0.0,0.04725733367696842,0.0,0.15364022946245054,0.0,0.0,0.05502346943369688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497159942148115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432885355173845,0.06500850586980493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059000904263860725,0.08230398628606063,0.08259062964765228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218959663488824
anxiety,iam-X,2020/03/17,"Hydroxyzine Anyone use this for anxiety. New to this med and  decided to take half a capsule to start as I am having a panic attack NOW and new meds ADD to my anxiety. 

Thought I would take half to see how that goes then read I maybe shouldnt have broken a capsule at all.

Now I'm PANICING MORE

anyone have experience with this. 

Dont really wanna go to the e r for nothing with covid being a thing in my state",3.4959215686274483,4.3849412,5.205588235294119,82.97348039215687,72.29411764705883,8.490196078431373,25.93137254901961,8.841846274778883,1.8079019607843136,322,10,67,6,6,110,59,85,0.122,0.846,0.032,-0.7388,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,5,0,8,0,0,2,1,13,16,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,1,5,0,14,12,2,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727035100914866,0.0,0.0,0.2492566237565755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277171340339573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889387344627935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435118628155707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012968913486382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906425488285474,0.0,0.3959649763526393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442871787254068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102438497763034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182483093263821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828645981518396,0.0,0.1141839716389648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203278955694265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615793376399806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26802592789208696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184135574369953,0.0,0.0,0.14150124205675274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394059980284258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661532186000196,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,superfunybobs_gf,2020/03/17,"Terrified of leaving home I’m a senior in hs. I know where I’m going next year, I know what my major will probably be, I’ve got so much figured out. But I’m absolutely terrified. I’m really scared my severe general anxiety disorder is morphing into depression. I’ve been drowning my loneliness at being the only one of my friends leaving my hometown in YouTube and the sims, desperately hoping that something will fill this hole in my chest but it never does. I’m not always able to get in to see my therapist much, and my mom just keeps saying to talk to her. I’m so lonely and sad that I feel lonely even with all of my friends around me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel so alone.
     Did anyone else experience this the year before leaving home? Is this typical for those with severe anxiety?",4.005377358490566,5.448617540880504,5.7561163522012615,77.39379716981135,71.70440251572326,9.325157232704402,29.602201257861644,9.725611199111238,2.961091823899371,635,26,119,16,12,218,96,159,0.23600000000000002,0.718,0.046,-0.9838,0,5,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,4,0,10,1,1,0,2,23,27,8,1,1,4,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,9,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,4,16,3,19,20,4,16,0,4,1,0,6,9,0,1,5,75,25,1,0.13268291529028875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741948516715582,0.0,0.0,0.11040281452825287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030041340559228,0.0,0.13158579900507408,0.0927749794024126,0.13594932645640756,0.0,0.11811592501995395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290338835355825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142796005173454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206611603136513,0.0,0.11611171330491933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083955022521136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763581418685876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978935100922026,0.0,0.0,0.13417693729261135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502098243815,0.0,0.06932134695380096,0.0,0.07540675843845386,0.0,0.10611864817262774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26618356467962284,0.13178407297741093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793467152171287,0.0,0.0,0.2187571808566064,0.0,0.0,0.4214761481755344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539662677696978,0.0,0.0,0.1950744188605269,0.0,0.10233324391413884,0.0,0.14110978566607738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990937726153715,0.10091133599941347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430546239250606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500007307517872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551477974110753,0.13283874492729822,0.0,0.10573110497140754,0.0,0.0,0.2997878551754158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214579049120652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664550137083027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405509118682786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088689453338005
anxiety,ugamito,2020/03/17,"New fear: getting anxious, throwing up in public, and being quarantined for coronavirus I’m about to take a trip in a few days. My anxiety is at an all time high. Why did I decide to book a flight at this time? I don’t know. But now as the departure date arrives, in every increasingly wondering what will happen if I show anxiety symptoms at the airport and just cannot function well enough to have a successful vacation.",6.207777777777778,6.763313728395063,7.04404938271605,73.41422222222224,66.03703703703704,10.924444444444443,35.953086419753085,10.793553405168565,4.123393086419752,336,16,60,9,5,112,65,81,0.131,0.821,0.048,-0.5594,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,7,0,7,1,0,0,1,9,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,13,10,4,17,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,6,43,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791103319535523,0.2799269921761463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598010953493206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560285732351164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876990092948045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788274828514204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945765354651947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191158261491556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617988976867235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617638517142253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393127000275008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575439238632099,0.18630379649539414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889713388705657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278884793893308,0.0,0.22358779851078026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687127151880239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lastnightgfg,2020/03/17,"Whenever i feel OK, sometimes i feel like my anxiety doesn't even exist. Does anyone ever have felt this feeling like when you feel ok for a minute, you somehow felt like that anxiety that you are struggling everyday of your life isn't real, doesn't exists and you are just over reacting... Then it's only real if it hits you... I feel like this most of the time i feel ok..  esp. if i think about how social media now glamorizes anxiety and depression.",4.903901515151514,5.901734920454548,5.818636363636365,79.46878787878791,69.11363636363636,9.503030303030306,28.303030303030305,9.725611199111238,2.615334848484849,355,12,67,8,6,117,56,88,0.12,0.672,0.20800000000000002,0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,0,0,8,10,0,1,2,3,6,1,0,2,1,21,16,7,0,2,3,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,8,12,8,5,13,1,7,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,4,10,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631337748033202,0.0,0.0,0.11063724928352983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628222535752949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846708080562553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450862379932208,0.14312699972899168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800313841607973,0.33911603853394257,0.3038489048349559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176167407434258,0.3092103782709422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203401251977084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601980084399778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129432563980342,0.0,0.0,0.1564923196522909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654150869293825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138661992023547,0.0,0.0,0.09226448015217403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cboopty,2020/03/17,"Urghhh TW: physical threats/ talk of violence 


I’m gonna try to keep this short but my dad likes to mess with scam callers right?  So he picks up this one and it’s a health insurance scam, so he just keeps burping into the phone so everyone’s laughing and stuff and then the scammer gets super angry.  He starts telling my dad to go F himself, and asks if he’s black (he is) before continuing to insult him.  My dads just making light of it and being like “oh lol, ur so rude.  I thought you were trying to help me hahaha.” And then the guy says he will come fight my dad.  All of us are really confused but my dads welcoming it like “oh try me” yknow?  Then the guy READS OFF OUR ADDRESS and continues to threaten us and my dad is still just laughing at him, then he hangs up.  I told my dad that that made me uncomfortable and he just said not to worry about it and he was confident the guy wouldn’t be brave enough.  I just don’t think anyone understands what I’m concerned about....maybe it’s nothing, but what if the guys really evil?  What if he does come and watches our house and waits until I’m home alone to come in?  Everyone thinks it’s funny but I don’t at all, if it were me I’d report the number to the police but I know for a fact they won’t do that.  Lol this might be stupid but I just really want to be able to sleep without freaking out about something, it makes me so frustrated my dad did that. I mostly need someone out there to understand why I’m so upset lol.",0.7863725490196067,3.028414892156864,2.4579084967320286,93.47058823529413,84.71895424836602,5.822222222222222,19.457516339869283,7.1686216300943375,0.3468261437908491,1151,32,254,17,34,377,163,306,0.175,0.639,0.18600000000000005,0.3558,0,1,1,0,1,0,29.0,4,1,1,1,16,19,7,2,10,3,18,3,1,4,3,59,46,33,0,7,18,8,0,3,0,5,2,2,2,4,19,19,0,3,6,1,0,5,6,11,0,1,8,5,29,8,30,29,4,25,0,0,2,0,44,11,0,7,12,152,48,2,0.11003861461161264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396681882781662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694155786166673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287125054077216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936347563075571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843655690092694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962955331837604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369930406961035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029322372525536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057490634458236815,0.0,0.0625374805246483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358221148473643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696590169454513,0.0,0.0,0.07375656385971767,0.0,0.11037770245567588,0.0,0.0,0.12696978719459792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561475327147448,0.0,0.0,0.06047434483215839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127792650234882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412119776790127,0.14690325943419466,0.0,0.11054857857242363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673358084484692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159223844028779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558501847768992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456501308255843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006839262348647,0.0,0.21148066265988388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397237563754167,0.10467192108483904,0.08750712296574573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011808318308697,0.0,0.09323536107161803,0.08471310152832517,0.0,0.0,0.0778858977877406,0.0,0.087876979771507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259678872224076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844487023617507,0.09617859931881724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101660215720666,0.0,0.08735836856909318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514661186262768,0.0,0.224126988590754,0.0,0.0,0.22910815706172655,0.2647258093610146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490362590012573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929273427535223,0.0,0.0,0.10607329774847503,0.0,0.0,0.11174955453955583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ilikethinbezels,2020/03/17,"Physical labor is a great help for Anxiety I’ve been putting in a sprinkler system in my yard and I’m finding it’s one of the few times during the day when I feel almost complete remission from my symptoms and anxiety.  The hard shoveling and sweating really makes it all fade to the background. Nights have been better too, much better sleep. 

If you’re going crazy cooped up at home with corona anxiety, maybe some yard work could be a good way to get some relief.",5.590333333333334,6.595426477777778,5.862222222222222,79.75000000000001,67.55555555555556,9.111111111111112,29.44444444444445,9.2995712137729,2.540777777777778,373,13,68,7,6,119,71,90,0.09,0.721,0.18899999999999997,0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,7,0,6,3,2,1,1,13,11,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,5,10,7,5,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,5,40,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732155032213652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45223830593984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485572652831861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066078240154849,0.0,0.0,0.1573319303862229,0.0,0.0,0.12708380745997308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963664221191147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010418193541647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029528081867164,0.0,0.11199057546689127,0.16527990932211678,0.0,0.2172532081850479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765220666460008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208143279540524,0.0,0.1976616632621203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153536426458082,0.0,0.19796766399140436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485768172153068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492223665568025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352918369521982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809413209160567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623811572787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971967434812848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048150068131388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490402462574152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641263688681414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434579742229455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Honeypear2,2020/03/17,"Stressed about my belongings So iv’e had anxiety my entire life. My mother has told me stories about how I was constantly panicked as a child over small things. I am getting better and finding ways to cope, but it seems like every day I find a new stressor. Today, it was my belongings.
I had the day off of work today and I decided to clean up a little bit. As I was finishing up and got to the loft, I completely stopped in my tracks and scanned the room. Suddenly, I found myself making a mental checklist, making sure everything was there (there would be no reason for anything to not be there- I’m hardly even in that room) and finding myself needing to physically touch and inspect everything. I started stressing about my books being organized, worrying about what would happen if I died and my empty notebooks were never written in, or if I had never gotten to read all of my books. I found myself wanting to complete all the unfinished things in the room and stressing about what would happen with them once I’m gone. 

I’m 20 years old, healthy, and living a good life. I don’t know if it’s the panic of corona virus, or just life, but I find myself worried about what I will leave behind at the time of my death. 

I guess I’m just wondering what you guys do when you feel like this?",5.572753984063745,6.23079516733068,5.901033366533866,80.69625124501995,67.44621513944223,8.665438247011952,30.4285358565737,8.660442795831766,2.327910159362549,1021,37,191,15,16,327,141,251,0.16699999999999998,0.75,0.083,-0.9671,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,2,15,9,0,4,12,0,19,3,0,4,5,47,43,21,2,8,10,1,3,2,0,4,3,0,5,2,11,10,0,1,12,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,15,4,33,5,31,21,3,32,0,0,1,0,7,14,0,8,18,137,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779943116516774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368958428268435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899444715695724,0.11102893183778127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325886336770528,0.10990045378567637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117484035514038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554747124114176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717120836126171,0.0,0.08568576568739865,0.0,0.18280094737011732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142205327687503,0.07265376213274395,0.0,0.0,0.3718040525361581,0.0,0.0,0.2230153355348,0.0,0.0,0.053133512632045805,0.0,0.0,0.08530026819533779,0.0813379540494745,0.0,0.11203287746578867,0.10069796612433117,0.17986412077820824,0.0,0.09110229845270293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055891092441993716,0.0,0.0,0.10768452156647376,0.0,0.0,0.21549896333339094,0.09936995623530898,0.10192908191318092,0.08980205080982867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576969995879348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248863858396276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540849518704171,0.156873025326926,0.09822149576773374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671595794678357,0.10830608044304234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932182515901354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017264878872996,0.0,0.0,0.10456347570924733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258291973997083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198305207380144,0.0,0.0,0.08502488994164846,0.3494874682586229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585007255935656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512854906416924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059301485325705526,0.0,0.19279745817199956,0.09717772089779594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998468549055685,0.08072390607126184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102881912014854,0.07403805898833238,0.20656047454359872,0.0,0.21673208417885276,0.0,0.0,0.06549080022486906
anxiety,lleigh201,2020/03/17,"Quarter life CRISIS Not sure where to start. I’m 26. My boyfriend of 6 months broke up with me last month. (Well, I guess you could say we’re on a break with no contact). I also have no clue where he stands/if he’s okay in the midst of this world-wide emergency, which gives me enough anxiety in itself. Our city is pretty dense with COVID-19 infection. 
I’m also a kindergarten teacher, and transitioning to teaching 5-year-olds online (aka training their parents how to teach their own children via google drive) has occupied 12+ hours of my time each day. I’m constantly anxious that what I’m doing isn’t enough and that my students/ their parents are unimpressed with my online teaching skills. I email the parents documents with DETAILED instructions on how to complete each day’s work, along with a thorough video of me greeting and reading to the students each day. I’ve gotten mostly positive feedback, but the ONE parent who requested daily lessons far in advance sent me over the edge, making me think I’m not good enough. 
I’ve left my current home (west coast) to return to my family in an east coast small town yesterday, hoping that being quarantined with my family would be better than being alone. I couldn’t fathom being quarantined on the west coast since I have a 1-bedroom apartment by myself. Now that I’m back in my parents’ house, I’m kind of freaking out.... I originally intended to be here for 1-2 weeks, but now that the airlines are likely to shut down, it’s looking like 4+. I’m gonna have a super hard time not connecting with my west coast friends/normal life. 
Idk what to do. I’m crying nonstop in private, but in public I’m bright and sunshiney because I feel so much pressure due to my family’s social status in this town. I feel like I have no one to connect with, and that I’ve made a mistake returning to my hometown for the inevitable quarantine. 
But, my biggest concern is the boyfriend issues. I can’t shake the feeling that I’m completely alone forever.
So sorry of this is meant for a depression thread... I wasn’t sure where to post this. I’m really just looking for someone who relates and can give support,  because my friends and family haven’t been helpful with that, they’re super pessimistic and also don’t relate to my worries in general.",6.0486888454011725,6.847423826484017,6.0285225048923685,79.70270547945206,66.44292237442922,8.722896281800391,33.22276581865623,8.738905477910976,2.757175212002609,1828,77,329,27,28,576,235,438,0.138,0.754,0.10800000000000001,-0.6753,6,5,0,0,0,0,60.0,1,1,3,7,16,23,0,2,18,1,27,3,0,6,2,53,57,19,0,5,8,5,4,3,1,2,3,1,1,1,19,23,0,0,6,2,0,4,12,7,1,3,6,8,36,16,54,42,9,58,0,2,3,0,26,31,0,3,24,200,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964581107069524,0.0,0.2080663946476174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634583565209116,0.09797670309749412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668762727384296,0.0,0.10573581782892057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670288894401033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818629942204544,0.0937209608830564,0.0,0.06924436691317679,0.0,0.09526541942000796,0.16779501346382386,0.0,0.07469774573380633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26883619163685923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32703358435137075,0.0,0.1315551686370715,0.06195770958442792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700498228437388,0.0,0.0,0.16639267653314266,0.0,0.0727424029971695,0.0,0.0,0.0955394501560821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769026110022402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813120815623084,0.0,0.08699414481213015,0.08613937334807098,0.08540851965992112,0.1000711901790832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052034378641606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031271301458826,0.0,0.07069399296097723,0.0,0.0,0.09422902284636547,0.0,0.12251553848476307,0.1271111373130774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456574945440867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206308298789443,0.05789087442603809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844915690799714,0.0,0.06375424517257561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091005285017594,0.0,0.11753677421628385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814997553980936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306038982758299,0.08823242891427474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675036238384393,0.0,0.05555946833189146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689687061608475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717413819805956,0.0,0.0,0.08840714549046756,0.07348341487659314,0.0,0.0,0.09708365611581718,0.06138574114360047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841665025161754,0.16347814029034288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557109106300187,0.0,0.0,0.10114229732583603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956708216270616,0.0,0.07797789215771693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313821091071135,0.08807536951776126,0.0,0.061608296368038315,0.0,0.0,0.05584927554571188
anxiety,yorgisuforum69,2020/03/17,"Klonopin (yikes) So my psych gave me .5mg only for spikes to combat me withdrawing from remeron (protracted withdrawal yeah it’s FUCKING terrible) and took it the past two days as the anxiety from it is different from anything I’ve experienced. I’ve never used benzo’s, and boy they help. Is it normal to feel wobbly in the morning and slightly sleepy? I’m conscious of everything, just feel a little “off”",2.5734210526315806,5.5275989736842135,3.8318947368421057,81.12626315789477,85.57894736842105,7.2505263157894735,27.336842105263162,8.238735603445708,2.625983157894737,326,15,55,8,10,106,59,76,0.055,0.8640000000000001,0.081,0.2263,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,10,9,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,4,0,10,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309291187850152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292260617026586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964417141515848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29102945749196824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25034621452789785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816903646577482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575185204672228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867087556479679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791841089926457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483788031262085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729236036032892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185273422797565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26591114272470984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094835462690137,0.0,0.0,0.2721066092584528,0.0,0.0,0.24058106664857984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,delusionalapologue,2020/03/17,"I Feel So Sily I had a VERY bad panic attack and I’m now sitting in the ER. I feel so silly because probably nothing is wrong. But when I have an attack it feels like I’m about to die. I get confused, my head hurts, chest pains, trouble breathing. It’s just so horrible. When I don’t have anxiety I’m completely normal. No depression, or lingering anxiety. I’m just at a lost on what to do. I even take a Klonopin (super small dose). Yet, the anxiety still comes. Just venting, I guess.",0.2186013986013968,2.586160494949496,2.6365656565656583,89.72356643356646,90.51515151515152,6.278477078477079,23.77700077700078,7.61054688173877,1.4817266511266514,375,16,78,8,13,128,69,99,0.418,0.527,0.055,-0.992,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,13,14,2,2,6,0,6,5,3,0,0,13,18,8,1,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,1,0,2,3,9,3,6,16,0,11,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,3,6,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40464091045053024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011669704221409,0.0,0.0,0.1472154541190955,0.10747983696089317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187954777173254,0.1848626640374645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185963843975347,0.0,0.18298687714950929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645423152113528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674501104129702,0.12595929480356796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211718134211637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423057837834126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094980343002665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188748589761433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613848233483219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924683807439475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275102281587776,0.16917876078034091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876113283525772,0.20686737356069174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009712466659606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080518953552126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132566751646893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547813643552898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277250409934205,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KappaRhoss,2020/03/17,"Is this anxiety??? Noone will answer me in askdocs lol So I have this issue among some others where I feel very odd, it's quite a weird sensation, and it's very hard to explain, it's like I can feel myself breathing, but it's not like normal breathing it's kind of shallow, and it's quite like fatigue almost, it's like prickly in my head and chest maybe very slightly, I'm not sure how to explain it...... :S this happens almost every other day and comes and goes throughout the day.

Also a tingle sensation in my left cheek will randomly come and go not always at the same time as this odd feeling.

Also my left arm sometimes it feels like there is a pressure inside of it and my hand will go extremely weak, if I try to grip anything it will feel very weak. The same kind of happens with my left leg too!

I also get a lot of 'rumbling' in my lower leg muscles and sometimes my left arm and fleshy bits in the lower back when I wake up and before going to sleep and sometimes during the day.

Also some days I get extreme tiredness that's hard to explain, I won't even have done anything, sometimes I wake up tired and 4 hours later I need to sleep again, like when I wake up I feel again just weird!! It's like my body feels like static or some kind of tingly prickly feeling, I can't explain it at all.

I also get a lot of lines and black dots come and go as they please as well, some days I can see like 2 squiggly lines and 4 black dot floaters just floating around, and some days they just aren't there, like, wtf, how can I go to a doctor when if they day I go nothing is wrong with me, lol.

At the minute I don't know what's going on I was thinking maybe it's just because I am getting older and this is what happens, but some days nothing happens, and some days it comes and goes as it pleases, like 1 hour I won't be able to hold a grip in my left hand for too long, or play games with wasd for too long without needing to break, and some days it's like there was never any weakness in my hand at all.

I take multivitamins and had a blood test last year and only had a vitamin D deficiency, which was weird for taking multivitamins which have vitamin D, but I think everyone that lives in the UK has a vitamin D deficiency, lol.

Ty for any help! It's hard to see a doctor now due to this corono lol.",4.2428740431454415,4.429328670146138,4.9990041753653465,87.6605661099513,70.23173277661796,7.4722616562282544,27.448921363952678,6.88968998030894,1.11930307585247,1799,55,394,13,30,583,195,479,0.099,0.698,0.203,0.9957,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,3,2,29,29,2,1,18,4,28,32,21,2,4,86,69,44,0,5,15,0,16,12,0,6,11,0,0,0,32,30,0,1,16,2,0,11,10,11,1,0,6,20,39,18,47,56,15,65,0,1,4,0,9,24,2,17,41,239,71,3,0.05740453050760475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496469047222857,0.0,0.0,0.22953191153622934,0.04776516796338722,0.0,0.0,0.07807409846079899,0.0,0.04391430871520815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447807484954143,0.051102202618984564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414054059014584,0.0,0.03499326898784697,0.0,0.04884702741851909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267087967125265,0.0637634924688956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779568035119305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702117321908416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751193882552835,0.0,0.058744765136575075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791515100525168,0.0,0.048365792789756334,0.05485248891712696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322036435023801,0.08201961612920075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199659916224037,0.0,0.2283702230277752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305054698600614,0.0,0.1542695518077854,0.0,0.05891360950825486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384770467636771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306379857577342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991541568469424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793339546295527,0.03154802870881192,0.04679235404432284,0.0,0.0,0.3118509517995098,0.0,0.0,0.3365394478941501,0.0,0.050689252137967385,0.10160240616800363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760655806425682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153411331764136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512946400244796,0.04427391280451686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624425176157678,0.11016239046159212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365873219824757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602587248073785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211356851633283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148795724988347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489197474602475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709819400826176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541030906487041,0.0,0.08632212571950076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356501051184486,0.0,0.0,0.033473043373990125,0.06597806327091726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0389739080823171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945899823020587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161356693330394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055335918923882746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276284259589608,0.0,0.036966635565435266
anxiety,drugs4ry,2020/03/17,"Cold sweats? Hey guys, so I’ve been diagnosed with Generalized an social anxiety disorder since elementary school I’m 16 now and recently I’ve started having very bad cold sweats. Like my palms get super sweaty,my armpits sweat,my forehead an face gets hot,but at the same time I’ll be freezing cold! It’s weird cause my hands are ice cold but drenched in sweat it’s a really uncomfortable feeling. An today it happened an I think I started to have a panick attack cause I felt like I couldn’t breathe an my chest got really tight I just curled in a ball an started crying then I took a shower an felt kind of better. But I don’t know why I keep getting these cold sweats or is there anything I can do to help them ??",1.9834712643678143,4.333441324137937,3.15379310344828,89.66885057471266,80.58620689655173,6.349425287356322,22.77011494252873,7.554174236665415,0.9807149425287364,572,19,118,9,15,184,97,145,0.145,0.741,0.114,-0.5484,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,4,8,1,0,12,0,10,12,11,2,0,18,26,6,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,11,13,5,7,19,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,10,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338423989581275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272559438119255,0.0,0.0,0.1834874345567188,0.0,0.0,0.13466804595099505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264539073405064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33137269445640793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716637748194514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370307758357033,0.0,0.0,0.18484906455422045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155163684911156,0.0,0.3097219435444268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527976607636705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899607985267866,0.0,0.0,0.1596996510543589,0.14262570750442605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810738702867992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335944310434945,0.0,0.1679557629911686,0.08863920795592528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759352394935136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664937600887204,0.0,0.15925161778084962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632312218669954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341840972760352,0.0,0.0,0.1644119535233566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34247965695216337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033463029532791,0.0,0.0,0.09404784305005008,0.0,0.15288137377183886,0.0,0.17919597503287618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307880262703844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553657995588826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,supremeeditz,2020/03/17,"Something Is Wrong With My Mind  Hi, this is my first Reddit post ever, so if it is messed up...my bad. Ok, so I would be doing an activity such as basketball or drawing or video editing. Then questions would start to appear. Like while I am video editing, I would ask questions like...""How can I make this a good looking edit"", then I would think like ""What makes something look good to the human brain"", then when I get an answer to the question it doesn't satisfy me. Another example, was when I was playing basketball a question popped up saying ""How does you know how to shoot without thinking"", and obviously the answer is because of muscle memory, but then another question would be like ""What is muscle memory"" ""What is a muscle"", Just dumb question that hinders my well-being. It is so weird and straining. Like for example, let's say someone asked""Why does painting look better than another one"", the regular answer would be ""Because it does, it just looks nice"". That answer wouldn't satisfy my brain for some reason. I would do tons of research on why certain people like certain things, to where I would go into brain chemistry and wiring and everything, and it still wouldn't satisfy me. Imagine basically never finding the answer to a question, and constantly trying to find it. But, it is like I DO KNOW THE ANSWER, but my brain won't shut up with the questions.

**TL;DR:** Imagine basically never finding the answer to a question, and constantly trying to find it. But, it is like you DO KNOW THE ANSWER, but your brain won't shut up with the questions. HELP!",4.8852622142537,6.814689281786944,5.4020797848498425,78.86727028238461,70.27147766323024,7.810010458688183,30.521589720603608,8.456263369488248,2.528209801284925,1235,52,210,20,23,396,132,291,0.086,0.7809999999999999,0.133,0.9284,0,0,2,1,0,0,62.0,0,3,0,2,13,21,1,1,17,1,34,5,5,5,6,75,50,28,0,11,11,0,0,7,0,12,0,2,0,1,18,11,0,0,30,3,0,2,8,6,0,2,2,6,20,15,24,32,2,26,0,0,4,0,19,8,1,15,22,152,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501027890811256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498180078609946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049106027691455514,0.07170317656738645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052014926465880185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282713151046723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711095907227854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544017923647865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053199324020733366,0.0,0.0,0.052856933113421656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150144429657964,0.050025930123381315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030727133132268374,0.0,0.03342453093352838,0.09865836332738703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039420816598267634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696552815542332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060139823223681325,0.0,0.229862753154286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755093901209955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851567568762395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938391602547489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071973779454168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039852910053749545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04077322116686373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632617139444065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6588352265077659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060469102826696465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935402102526288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983168787889879,0.09055355792252102,0.0,0.0,0.0416278298718144,0.0,0.046967783224975114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390724489252078,0.07536942232725365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985972998744445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287955098417076,0.0,0.10613836823672676,0.0,0.0,0.056693205291791025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33423001917029177,0.0643022974802319,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Astranate,2020/03/17,"Tried to be productive, ended up having anxiety instead While tidying up my emails I decided to delete some old accounts that I haven't used in years, remembered the oldest one and tried to log in but couldn't remember the password.

Thought I could try the recovery method and noticed a number of accounts and numbers I didn't recognise, fearing that it had been hacked (stupid in retrospect because I've had different accounts and passwords since then) I sent a support ticket and now I'm filled with tension because I can't remember if I actually did delete the account and someone has coincidentally had taken the name.

Said the review process would take a day to process and now I'm kicking myself over why I didn't just let it be.",12.78,8.606547434782613,11.420376811594204,62.342739130434786,56.53623188405797,14.228405797101452,50.78840579710145,11.602472056035307,5.896386666666666,598,32,101,11,5,190,88,138,0.06,0.87,0.069,0.284,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,2,9,0,17,0,0,1,0,23,26,11,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,5,1,4,2,5,3,0,1,11,1,10,1,12,9,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,9,69,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.1671384048141572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102389613641466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881369082098047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674809653524805,0.0,0.0,0.1104573542569656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894454149092598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169764344944273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927305065248308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513894159007334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499621947708215,0.1797229154597922,0.0,0.11605947792925415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820590737087347,0.0,0.16292049062618755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416793577007592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511963296427846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435934198313687,0.0,0.0,0.1287764918251974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359721701873058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34885075735047805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479254678678571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454785596840592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216679079422052,0.0,0.0,0.11029463426714277
anxiety,mysticalcrab,2020/03/17,"Can’t get to therapy? Try Youper! I know in the midst of a literal pandemic, many of us are in high anxiety mode. I just wanted to share an app (free!) that I’ve been using for about a year and a half that I’ve found really helpful. 

It’s an AI app that can walk you through thinking traps, meditations, etc. and helps track your anxiety triggers. I used it between therapy sessions when I needed an immediate outlet, but it’s been helpful for me as I stay at home for extended periods of time. 

So just wanted to share in case anyone else finds it helpful!",2.0735626535626537,4.309782531531532,4.078787878787882,83.79272727272728,79.54054054054055,8.0003276003276,26.30712530712531,8.841846274778883,2.2700378378378394,435,18,87,11,11,148,76,111,0.025,0.8170000000000001,0.158,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,3,0,15,14,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,9,4,17,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26415153453229784,0.0,0.0,0.12071997099624884,0.17689897483663894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422581793725328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254891527276813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577977652790424,0.0,0.0,0.18930036577223636,0.0,0.0,0.09020180923334307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628910823945832,0.1824128089742611,0.17318070246300998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488319910653244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503866274298302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280168082343685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106031650172241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840205207215921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948776230062381,0.0,0.0,0.11062630258289116,0.0,0.0,0.10067283342710984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721712043140367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767510378121612,0.2982260525440349,0.0,0.0,0.20366532869795556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111800890961567
anxiety,Vintagedeadhead,2020/03/17,My anxiety is totally out of control For the past 6 months I have been going through really bad times and things were finally turning around.... until the coronavirus got much worse. Now things are pretty much looking worse then they were before and it’s making my anxiety out of control. I haven’t eaten or slept right in the month now. Ugh. I smoke weed to help with my anxiety and it does help but my anxiety lately still powers through even while stoned.,3.3926614987080086,6.126404674418605,3.778527131782949,84.9919250645995,77.83720930232558,7.543152454780363,24.671834625323,8.515128840125781,1.973735400516796,366,13,66,8,9,114,62,86,0.162,0.773,0.065,-0.6904,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,3,1,13,14,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,1,8,0,12,8,3,18,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,12,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834000995887312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063075656856305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190207047330538,0.0,0.0,0.1344246249659636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543635659509833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824450924618648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043406369591395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730532926013147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978052271775518,0.0,0.12634660208628673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177389308419645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820206496875146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265875445763053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544917472127543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521874040002096,0.0,0.2322588008932257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080449150294606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607168125358133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120248038464026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349093205384641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615860300982068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099024154052737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211617451079833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183084242038096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219789294751385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arsenalof1,2020/03/17,"How are you handling your anxiety with the threat of the COVID-19 Virus coming closer to your home? Where I am in Iowa, United States; The pandemic is just beginning. With cases confirmed only at 23 as of March 16th 2020, stores have already shown signs of underproduction. Within the States capital, ""Des Moines,"" all major grocery stores shelves are running baron of essential products needed to sustain a typical family. Walmart, Hy-Vee, Fareway, Dollar General, Sams Club, Costco, and Family Dollar stores are unable to keep up with the supply and demand. Beef, pork, or chicken meat products of an economical sense are unavailable. After discussing with several employees within stores, the news is the same: Our warehouses are bare and we don't think we will be open much longer we'll be open.

 With compromised health, I spent several days searching for particular products to sustain my household of 3, plus 4 elderly grandparents. A head doctor of Broadlawns Medical Center has announced today that they will be shutting down most of their clinics in wakes of the incoming crisis. A statement that isn't reaching the public is that the hospital has confirmed with the Des Moines Register that they do not have an ICU capable of handling the influx of people awaiting to catch their death nor the supplies to even think about starting to accommodate people that could even become sick. This list of supplies includes necessitates to quarantine  patients while they are left to die. The hospital has canceled all appointments up until May, for any of my specialists.

With the confirmation of community spread, It's a matter of time before on of us gets sick. With compromised lungs for every member of our household, COVID-19 can be a death sentence. We had been informed by an employee of a Family Dollar establishment earlier within the day of when their shipment would be received. Right on queue, the delivery truck arrived on time. My family of 3 put on our masks, long sleeves, and other preventative care and went to the store. A smaller chain store, every single parking sport was full besides, which I used to part in. My father who is a very older gentleman, and my significant other went in ahead of me inside. Upon entering, there were 20+ people in the store and in line with their glorified white gold. My father had been able to grab enough for the 7 members of the households we are responsible for and one package of 50 Disinfectant wipes. Alright sweet. Still can't get hand sanitizer, or bleach. Oh Well, Right? Here is where things get weird...

While standing 10th or 15th in line, the crowd was silent and not a a peep. The only thing I had noticed  was a younger hispanic/latina girl, (maybe 13?) had taken a picture of my dad next to the few cases. I didn't think anything of it. Children had been asking their parents anywhere we had went the last few days gathering supplies about the masks, so I wasn't really alerted. If anything I was being cautious to my surrounding since i'm partially deaf.  I ordered my father and significant other to go outside to the vehicle to reapply a new mask because theirs had somehow acquired a hole and to come back in. Immediately, being alone in the store with all these people, the air had deepened and people began to chime their thoughts. 

An older gentleman, 4th in line, with a large case of Angel soft began calling out obscurities to me about how, ""selfish, arrogant, bastard, fat-fuck I am for not leaving more for others."" I tried to ignore it and caved and tried to explain that I have a large family that have compromised lungs and immune systems. The others within the store began to also shift his direction with their mutters. 

""Fuck your family, we have family too."" This is where my wife came back in and was lost on what even happened. She immediately pushed herself right to me and asked what happened? While trying to explain to her that it's just people being dumb, The same gentleman, 4th in line, makes another comment that made me stupid anxious. ""How about I just beat you after you get out of here, huh, bitch?"" Annnnd this is where my anger and anxiety got the best of me, concealed by my leather jacket,  I had my trusty .38 caliber tucked in my waistband in my left hands grasp and gave him the swift raise of the middle finger from the right. Why did I Flip off someone already threatening to assault me? I guess I just was hoping he'd either blow up and attack me or just grumble. He definitely did grumble, but he thought it would be smart to get in my significant others face. Left hand still on my pistol, she wasn't taking his shit and rammed a cart into his groin, and told him,  ""can you just go away so we can just shop and go home?"" Welp, he didn't like that either and went to ram it back into her and my Father ran into the store, yelling, ""Who the fuck do you think you are, getting in my children's faces?""  and immediately got next to me, snapped his blade out between us, ready for action. The stupid, stupid old stupid fuck decided to get into her face once more and I blew my gasket. I grabbed my pistol, pulled it a good 6 inches out of my waistband and my father saw. I looked him in the eyes, his heart sank once he realized i was truly extreme pressure, and about to explode. 

Thankfully, he elbowed me as hard as he could and loudly said, ""not yet, don't take your hand off of it though, you still might need it!"" and grounded me back to reality to decide on waiting to waste this fool just because he's jealous I ""MIGHT"" get to wipe my ass a few more times than someone else. My dad dialed 911, while the guy made even more of an ass out of himself, but decided to keep his distance while getting paranoid yelling back a few times while paying for his items, ""Why you staring at me? Do you have a problem bro? Wanna take this outside?"" Ummm... you've been threatening me and don't ever take your eyes off of someone being dumb, since, ya know, that's how you get jumped from behind? But... I guess under the pressure of economy on the brink of collapse and a deathly pandemic at our nations doorsteps has also taken people's common sense. The cashier decided it was best to just check us out next after the guy left the store  and just let us leave the whole situation. 

How would you have reacted in this situation? Do you believe that violence will continue to rise as basic essentials are high demand, while ability to produce is becoming less and less?",6.831747612273929,7.554699222222228,6.668722368985533,76.06180197114408,64.71428571428572,9.444372191740612,33.30182438077175,9.394143333686765,3.0527642845853373,5127,205,892,89,74,1618,526,1197,0.113,0.836,0.051,-0.9975,6,2,0,2,2,0,169.0,16,18,11,7,51,36,17,2,74,2,94,30,19,11,4,155,166,68,4,11,24,10,10,1,0,10,8,5,2,5,42,70,0,5,17,3,18,21,14,25,1,1,51,22,122,11,173,91,28,153,1,1,6,5,102,79,10,14,49,631,164,4,0.049673032119314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051446280672937036,0.10963085228370884,0.07944701167888639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0337793652019851,0.05208650524855686,0.07599946722041483,0.0561163874283617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175334603512714,0.0,0.09287515933023224,0.05651024506746832,0.046669448812323086,0.19097747783232288,0.0,0.060560438663037015,0.1097199227277028,0.04226809174184731,0.05596449711442929,0.1042575652533506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072171957175327,0.056812715697747734,0.05064496677969051,0.0,0.0,0.08557783763987739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931974843172371,0.0,0.0,0.0961049891086194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051552764979470866,0.0,0.0,0.05084245320071073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04149544443142193,0.0,0.0,0.05132552061771759,0.0,0.13123427694913425,0.044932101386677616,0.08370334388166037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277911972680905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368767109491949,0.25952109103547044,0.0,0.08469098660664164,0.041663382620634286,0.07945612300731424,0.0,0.10944089013316632,0.09836822276221137,0.08785139651080312,0.0,0.04449728000106848,0.0,0.050978861624529526,0.052800110327129786,0.0,0.058862782227711935,0.0,0.05248228567276441,0.09965220261430406,0.0493365289381765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830334657121537,0.0,0.0,0.027298999390758062,0.04049015094852214,0.0,0.1051931375894351,0.21587957895586032,0.050794040792890266,0.0,0.024267734411728643,0.0,0.0,0.04395907030643022,0.041712836507403886,0.0,0.05422398235893745,0.0,0.0,0.09400364806993107,0.033157134657057864,0.0,0.04990323727315445,0.0,0.0,0.05004035399218598,0.0,0.10539047462883433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036515394060024416,0.0736638478235335,0.0,0.04797452395308847,0.1584834995614601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056553076298479124,0.05212349130582656,0.10580031610935314,0.03365973211222268,0.07555715855858391,0.0,0.0,0.05515602376147292,0.05379105318357397,0.0,0.2410591823745483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753038324866279,0.0,0.049935117063442364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031821816326313555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968199208423093,0.0472504285553665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122327748567234,0.050988653649823634,0.08218009095209403,0.11166913864113942,0.0,0.0,0.12626339675883844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035158827799743664,0.0,0.11900684284726662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493917530744086,0.0,0.0,0.045732254193126605,0.0,0.0,0.06600111068512851,0.1273138930917115,0.04880350185346656,0.0788696779424101,0.11585897795485894,0.0,0.04708422633391431,0.04746471088103065,0.0,0.1011741845566524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390021662416195,0.04290155108264729,0.0,0.040985453679197564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466202136660147,0.1841895937096699,0.08964437068355417,0.05545816643496955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105858890485934,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,djdragonfly,2020/03/17,"Anyone else struggling A LOT financially during this Pandemic? I can't stop crying because I'm all of a sudden out of work and have no idea how I'm going to pay for anything this month. My rent, electric, internet, etc.

I never saw this coming and I just can't stop crying.",2.567454545454545,4.6012217454545485,4.576363636363637,81.84454545454548,77.0,6.581818181818183,23.72727272727273,7.554174236665415,1.2921999999999998,216,7,40,3,5,74,41,55,0.11800000000000001,0.718,0.16399999999999998,0.3578,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,12,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,7,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644957881184873,0.2410465811328731,0.19359484606356225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340928376772366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265137890779447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168332112003906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652539172130132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623715472076947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370085597099354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655742954515035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000541515411355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877783218411955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814431834618108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933674810529669,0.0,0.2459396384793121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712684649534909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mspsmsps,2020/03/17,"My anxiety and depression is going downhill with this outbreak. Just had a panic attack thinking about when I'm going to see my boyfriend again. We're in separate quarantine due to the coronavirus outbreak. 
I feel really anxious about all the uncertainty of when this is going to end. I try not to watch the news (just the numbers of new cases) because I don't want to think of how much time will I be stuck home and without going to work and seeing my boyfriend and grandmother's. 
I'm just trying to think that everything will end quickly and trying to stay strong... But this feels like a never-ending battle.",6.751403940886704,7.251058327586211,6.843546798029558,75.513275862069,64.86206896551724,9.732019704433498,32.950738916256164,9.606745405546679,3.1253118226600987,490,19,85,9,7,157,75,116,0.188,0.7909999999999999,0.021,-0.9502,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,2,1,6,0,7,0,0,1,1,21,22,9,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,5,7,2,16,17,2,15,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,10,57,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474934817334515,0.18422452181745205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551751729620053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940695013551808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404533532319282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332991774274759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655826326980925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490782855227978,0.11649840278599592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707094540437536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357413775176066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796685597999507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198764089771739,0.0,0.12577089165323135,0.15749559334980964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132941833262695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446785983081687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598939472473427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381265682354974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134691417745035,0.0,0.0,0.0950883769880968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321447909314231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961838705406934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571952290333287,0.0,0.11871808650124632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shelbykrose,2020/03/17,"Psychosomatic Corona Girl Is anyone exhibiting psychosomatic symptoms? My anxiety has never presented itself like this and I’m unsure how to handle it.  When I am home & not reading the news I feel totally fine. When I leave my house or obsessively read the news I get this tightness in my chest that I’ve never experienced before. It feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest. I also develop a slight cough. I don’t have a fever and otherwise feel healthy. I know my symptoms are fake news (lol) but sometimes my brain convinces me I’m actually sick.  
This has never happened to me before! I feel certifiably insane. 
I’m not even that worried about me getting the virus (i’m 26 and healthy) but I am very close to my 84&86 year old grandparents who refuse to stay home, don’t take the virus seriously, and generally are stubborn as hell. 

Has anyone experienced this type of anxiety? Anyone have tips? 
I’m really trying to accept the things I cannot change (my grandparents) and change the things I can (doing my part to isolate & practice exceptional hygiene). Serenity prayer ftw! 

Thanks guys. 
-Clearly not serene",3.6945230054875497,6.670060140776702,4.743820177289997,77.0043246095399,78.6601941747573,7.660278598564798,27.888560574081893,8.587818076936951,2.6536469396369777,903,39,151,21,23,294,120,206,0.18600000000000005,0.7120000000000001,0.102,-0.9419,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,2,1,9,1,16,8,3,1,5,32,31,13,0,0,7,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,2,2,12,6,0,3,6,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,0,7,23,6,12,31,2,13,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,10,93,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.11887903108854107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974196425861532,0.0,0.3959767027438327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638437813812705,0.0,0.0,0.2555387394908825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073201900624196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599173298586414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577394298658677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804611531967448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463839973906402,0.08702844012932627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272921480517463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062124050760845,0.10772528088745392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24439136869860176,0.0,0.0,0.14056425974403106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694924597935592,0.0,0.0,0.128990098556498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903048146464575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28186595487567456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782990287614712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191950369781327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370651431624996,0.0,0.07804119771003412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204833825946774,0.0,0.0,0.12984422134846454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25323585271413085,0.09159369800246046,0.0,0.0,0.112155756749187,0.0,0.0,0.16186397643809988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270798099822445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005144980102474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371441866326292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844827327700046
anxiety,YoungLords12,2020/03/17,"You guys need to hear this. Whatever fear you feel from anything, whether it be coronavirus, or simply a spider. It's all the same. The anxiety that you feel from anything, even from anxiety/panic attacks themselves are just feelings. Yes they are overwhelming and yeah they can literally make you want to shoot yourself. Thus is mainly because when anxiety strikes, we instantly feel the need to DO something cause we are afraid of the feeling of being afraid. And more often not it's the feeling itself that scares us more than the thing that might have caused it. Just know that you dont need to DO anything. Your nervous system learns from how you react, if you feel anxious and you feel the need to make it go away, perhaps you try your coping methods perhaps you get up and go somewhere else. But regardless of what you DO, it might make you feel a bit better to get out of the situation but it is detrimental to your overall recovery. So, instead of trying to DO something and teaching your nervous system that anxiety=you need to react with an action. Instead, simple BE. You don't need to do anything. Accept that the anxiety came, accept that it feels like shit, know that although you feel like you are going to die, it is completely harmless. Let it be. Watch it. Slowly your nervous system and mind will heal. As you practice acceptance. In an essence what your nervous system sees is that, okay I gave him some anxiety because of a dangerous or presumed dangerous situation (could be caused by a thought, feeling etc) and he didnt do anything, he just sat and observed... oh shit maybe he wasnt in danger... oops. And as you stop feeding your anxiety itll be less and less responsive and less intense. GIVE IT TIME. Recovery has setbacks, accept them. Your body is amazing and it can recover very fast and the effect of prolonged anxiety/depression will also slowly fade. Your IBS, insomnia, tight muscles, chest pains, the emptiness, the brain fog, the adrenaline etcetc. Please just let the anxiety be, you dont need to react to it. Simply accept that it came and just continue your day. Your body. Will. Heal. By. Itself.


P.S.Sorry for any grammatical errors or if I repeated anything, it was just an endless rant. But I'm sure you guys get the memo.",3.6197779874562968,6.352130379474943,4.093764777709944,83.06780152078595,76.94749403341288,7.048032413831383,28.837264805461512,8.133680483312611,2.327449864017317,1795,80,311,33,43,564,197,419,0.14800000000000002,0.737,0.114,-0.9467,0,0,3,1,0,0,70.0,3,30,3,2,14,28,6,9,22,3,41,11,6,12,2,90,81,30,1,12,16,0,13,2,0,6,4,1,0,2,33,20,1,2,23,0,0,6,6,16,0,0,8,16,39,12,36,57,11,23,0,1,2,0,45,5,2,9,10,219,72,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055740974683240026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740001419185319,0.0,0.3199328172640655,0.07874385870174855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441547589001569,0.0,0.0,0.07929652917295464,0.06548768820262142,0.0,0.0,0.0849798578193564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164609808326504,0.0760969551848194,0.1548472800856134,0.0,0.07781091722638309,0.0,0.15944192640971888,0.0,0.21481065935030505,0.0,0.0,0.07308162791374148,0.0,0.0,0.05565168526519528,0.0,0.0,0.04495227407242446,0.0,0.06003456484496085,0.0,0.0723400743928897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338135977408952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582274013494803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773658786856223,0.046037770045786686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843456517405259,0.4229234617267791,0.09959080015471447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924986296761684,0.06686488213883701,0.11884042056660532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803264587938993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855965734835266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766132193904746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255082888905682,0.0,0.06810613216926073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958065617053414,0.0,0.07002541761287838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788643786589928,0.07037954219306906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361784063727723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416825545847996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651229104012021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978425029627806,0.0,0.05554377901917762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309699973184198,0.0,0.1566968095679599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732060761716374,0.0,0.07802611700279369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827431762504037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569367601111202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630716954635542,0.0,0.0,0.05533591042080084,0.04064402310756858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946466924439159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384339080971442,0.0,0.0,0.05751177011281844,0.04111227450354626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FHarryStowe,2020/03/17,"COVID 19 - Constant Anxiety Good evening all!

Note sure where all of you are in the world, but for me, I am in Western Pennsylvania.  I have posted before about my anxiety, and thanks be to God, I am getting better...that was until COVID19 plagued the world.  I really learned my triggers with anxiety, and I more or less have them under control, and have not had a panic/anxiety attack since December 5th.

We are all struggling with this pandemic happening, and for someone with anxiety, you all and I know how much of a struggle it can be.  I am an Orthodox Priest, and it is difficult because we most likely will have to close our Church, or at the very least, limit services.  I have had such a mix of emotions, and its been difficult to sleep, and then I sleep during the day for a little bit. My anxiety has been the worst it has ever been, it is not worst pain, but it is like a gentle anxiety attacked, applied 24/7.

I was given Xanax, 7 months ago, and I was given 5 pills, and I cut those in half,  so technically 10 doses.  In those seven months I have only take 4 of the doses.  I am trying really hard not to take medicine if I do not need to, but I am starting to think that I might have to take the Xanax or talk to my PCP to see if there is something else to take. (looking for some suggestions - and yes I know not everyone here is a medical professional, but looking for some advice if anyone else is experience something like this)

I pray that this pandemic ends soon, I pray daily for my wife (who is keeping this family on track right now), my extended family, and for everyone.  If anyone would like me to pray for them during this time of struggle (regardless of religion) either message me, or comment in this thread with first names of those you wish to be prayed for.

May the Almighty God Bless all those struggling right now, bring peace to all, and bless the hands of all the medical professional bringing medical help to those in need.",7.059880636604774,6.429718615384619,7.286168435013264,76.39827122015917,64.43766578249337,10.935225464190983,34.234615384615395,10.355215969177356,3.355791618037136,1526,58,295,32,20,496,184,377,0.121,0.726,0.153,0.9412,0,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,3,3,2,3,12,21,3,4,17,1,40,12,3,3,9,67,62,29,0,9,18,1,2,4,0,4,9,0,0,0,20,20,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,12,0,3,10,5,37,9,46,45,18,34,9,0,3,0,16,16,0,13,19,222,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324304560549388,0.07551249619330043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561708901118019,0.0,0.0,0.11912845344869152,0.08728340934410357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938233797508108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051928764805599936,0.0,0.07248724888063214,0.0,0.0,0.07534034089239572,0.09300135325278644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205610426025213,0.09554365506253468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493810245589977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423244099252759,0.09582309774192617,0.07544975827282667,0.0,0.0,0.0562647336493286,0.07705586606175825,0.0,0.16279827969021754,0.0,0.0833285265026731,0.16061208428720047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245940511762558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450631467007213,0.0,0.0,0.07145020891115658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532994489416438,0.0,0.07631017339624184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709856694151608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571747855325175,0.0,0.0,0.09363230188463773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647085132830505,0.08537903046378957,0.0,0.0,0.14307003873731805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25744864112107585,0.0,0.09036917979082608,0.0,0.0,0.1359897498166896,0.0,0.0626217164798759,0.12632909248190524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647880035677959,0.09064420658203992,0.09994774360789163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158490730164407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914502286818598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549723306521742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788243499376888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046697000493778,0.0,0.1704955983594812,0.0,0.07217805747552869,0.13116111828740598,0.0,0.0,0.060295286492626575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35622077755166515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028705950645366,0.0,0.2561979199807926,0.06846950399450558,0.0,0.07842808026006759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458392769932125,0.0,0.0,0.0496728041412551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578358914414254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028760132997124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979600163972278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051388825205665,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jcon92,2020/03/17,"COVID-19 Induced Flare Up from Hell Is anyone else basically losing there mind over COVID-19? It’s all I can think about, and I’m a fairly pessimistic person, so the worst of the worst is just floating around in my head. I struggle hugely with the unknown, as I’m sure many of you do, and I just cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel. My mind is going to the worst possible place and since I can’t control any of this situation, I feel helpless. Is this the end of the world? Will my parents die? What will I do if they do? Etc etc all day in my mind. Needed a quick vent. If anyone has any tips for coping with the unknown, all are welcome.",2.4112822252374504,3.9295293955223856,3.4265807327001383,92.19284260515605,75.94029850746269,5.7682496607869735,23.37584803256445,6.1124844417494595,0.338143283582089,505,15,111,3,11,162,83,134,0.222,0.742,0.036000000000000004,-0.9829,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,2,7,9,1,1,12,0,14,1,1,2,4,22,21,7,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,3,12,2,18,19,8,14,1,2,1,0,5,9,1,2,4,78,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456617021292612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062072017348694,0.16164508202053646,0.0,0.14044099287173853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694269821929898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174297892657272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373130873522276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178931190231882,0.0,0.2794593487144672,0.0,0.3518910749027751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976884696403101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896593750804284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190859471727434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764945265125679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994518352626586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778817819099308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697799541326585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517523955685402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775107077642934,0.1648269672617872,0.0,0.0,0.1778521471585241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571532041172234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050176696559504,0.17733029666138825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492635094531874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868814608219835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108706266474302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kass1207,2020/03/17,I'm scared The economy is crashing right as I'm about to graduate college. My graduation ceremony has been canceled. I'm a student teacher and I am suddenly expected to make online materials for my students who likely wont even be online for class. My grandma who had dementia is in the hospital. The pandemic is everywhere now and I'm worried for my elderly relatives and my best friends sister who has a weak immune system. Everything is going to shit.,5.088369747899158,7.288067282352941,7.331596638655466,64.12647058823532,70.29411764705883,11.445378151260504,39.20168067226891,11.20814326018867,5.6975210084033625,369,23,56,14,7,131,58,85,0.127,0.768,0.10400000000000001,-0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,5,0,11,3,1,1,0,5,17,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,9,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,40,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37657822444542827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700904044609045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225003553294272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772372617853032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203935840917058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531006625513532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952707636152176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306445595310837,0.0,0.0,0.3592593252132189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683419349311232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644172932126469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,canyouseethedark,2020/03/17,"If there was one good thing about this virus... ...it's that I no longer have to shake anyone's hand.  My sweaty palms are safe in my pockets and I am safe from embarrassment.  Silver linings, my friends.",2.285,4.684007179487182,2.1304487179487204,97.15413461538462,79.76923076923076,4.925641025641027,20.006410256410245,5.985473137389443,-0.2691589743589744,156,4,34,1,4,46,34,39,0.139,0.5529999999999999,0.307,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,5,4,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263341566108492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710723095726356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114087134343049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131656915809275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050744440034964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raee69,2020/03/17,Wake up sick from anxiety Literally I wake up and get hit with all my anxiety about work in a few hours and ANYTHING that’ll go wrong that day. I get so much anxiety that I end up getting sick or just having the worst stomach twister that I feel like I’m constantly gonna get sick. I smoke to help my depression and anxiety but can’t do much when I wake up sober. I don’t have any insurance as I live in the U.S and we fucking suck! So I don’t have the room to really get any medication (I have tried medication in the past but a lot of them made me worse.) anyways does anyone experience this or have any advice on how to help/overcome this.,3.723777777777777,4.265263303703705,5.294074074074075,83.82333333333334,71.51851851851852,9.555555555555557,28.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.3209999999999997,506,18,114,12,9,172,81,135,0.179,0.794,0.027000000000000003,-0.9411,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,1,7,6,2,0,6,0,10,10,4,2,1,16,23,13,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,1,15,1,16,19,6,16,0,1,0,1,3,9,2,3,7,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499879658138454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027179341112736,0.0,0.4540523792746196,0.0,0.0,0.10375330613517188,0.0,0.12210711021583184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035002370007093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569518612188473,0.0,0.12780263012564946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985154202137528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142388138660566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451476934307433,0.0,0.0,0.0750272376284572,0.10600531734476958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717830393167907,0.3876216938299391,0.0,0.08432985427019568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989168808714285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612801685574972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249276180642815,0.0,0.13102549152119844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615048266299475,0.0,0.1404042081731229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989618561930261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181581287276542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164899475707105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505837306660356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074276592379763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802507273208052,0.0,0.15121562772624805,0.0,0.16223424007148224,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cato4797,2020/03/17,"Bad anxiety and ROCD in dating, just popped up again big time! I've (23m) been having this strong crush on a girl (24f) I used to work, and we've been talking a lot. But I was on the phone today (not the first time) and it felt super awkward for the first 15-20 minutes or so and now I'm getting some doubts all of a sudden. This always happens, with even the slightest thing. It already happened (to a lighter extent) with this girl, but the doubts went away on their own after a day or two. But now its back 100 times over. 

 And now I just feel so crushed, its like the excitement and the feelings, and the thoughts about feelings, are just pushed out of me. I haven't felt this way with someone (the bad part) in over a year now, almost 1.5.

Anyone got any help or advice for me?",2.8991666666666696,4.029591250000003,3.327500000000001,94.95416666666668,74.0,5.833333333333334,23.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,0.1137083333333333,600,16,136,2,12,186,102,160,0.122,0.78,0.098,-0.2922,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,5,14,9,0,3,15,0,6,0,0,1,1,34,19,15,0,0,10,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,5,0,3,8,5,7,4,21,11,6,31,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,8,18,92,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162552136071215,0.0,0.0,0.1656227279267118,0.0,0.1825213818233992,0.0,0.13762482002915127,0.0,0.0,0.11247666665635787,0.0,0.12652941654612634,0.0,0.0,0.11565049222724112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553973559216306,0.12718125390796758,0.27620171418934364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666836355416814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092441638114952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25089138704293745,0.0,0.3176170379725989,0.0,0.0,0.2813757964869648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641390112616894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228430741462036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925227333774893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086314278562376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080536320358743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061590862147633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911048126113738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014163087655998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329410667272722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098834285530671,0.0,0.0,0.13130795120302385,0.28933562467766216,0.0,0.15677845922992556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615703225616785,0.0,0.0,0.1428512179346714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128564802532958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332608686822707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041209383797664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651122530702553
anxiety,kawaii_potatochan,2020/03/17,"How it is to work at a super market right now. Hello everyone I hope you are all healthy and happy. Let me just begin by saying that I work at a local super market, i started about 4 months ago and in general I'm satisfied, especially considering this is a part time job (I'm in university right now) BUT since covid-19 hit, everyone has gone crazy, you have seen the news... Everyone is shopping like they are preparing for a war. 

As of right now we are very understaffed especially for that amount of customers and it's making me very stressed out. I have to cover shifts because some employees have taken a sick leave (which I can understand) but at the same time i have to deal with many things all by myself which, to be honest, I can not handle.

Customers are sometimes rude too which is making me extra anxious since all I see is people judging me for every move I make. I've come to dread going to work and my stomach hurts before going and during work. My heart beats so fast that I think I'm going to pass out when I see a huge queue and I'm the only one who can deal with customers at that moment. This feeling has become so unbearable that it is following me even when I'm not in stressful situation. I am only accumulating stress because there is not a time during the day that I'm calm so i can recharge my batteries.

Is there a way (except for breathing) to chill when you are at immense stress at that given moment that you have found works best for you?",5.460962199312711,5.848047621993128,6.164484536082476,79.66088487972509,67.62542955326461,8.940893470790376,28.881443298969074,8.841846274778883,2.134492783505156,1162,37,226,18,18,381,151,291,0.10300000000000001,0.778,0.11900000000000001,0.5936,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,5,1,9,16,16,2,5,12,0,27,4,3,4,3,35,55,16,1,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,18,12,0,0,4,1,1,8,3,8,0,1,5,5,29,8,33,47,9,42,0,1,3,0,12,16,0,2,18,154,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741472693990797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140494260452112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202274861683346,0.10891062534679884,0.08391264210502668,0.0,0.10348855838202456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494661298948042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359741058600099,0.2033319329513128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651331445289856,0.0,0.08308594555242121,0.2826876586554238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049861839763946564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812437676754263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813260679116085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497567531594186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685721722539832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794524249588377,0.0,0.0,0.10556756088629056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785846882838084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441722990900884,0.0,0.1008387649045934,0.0,0.04817746977621723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974753999328009,0.09997839276275128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871218305657733,0.10481031540078753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682291387400524,0.14999969346432834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678857758267056,0.0,0.06836603507057475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526456190711229,0.0,0.07842124207539103,0.0,0.0,0.1571640408709685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314785636263554,0.1108454637862604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753106014639716,0.0,0.06979899050117876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518447379762769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551428454921526,0.06318741103366114,0.0,0.0,0.172506598082739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265990720216826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273257506393146,0.0,0.0782746353587407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589582288587873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,otaliquid,2020/03/17,"Forgetfulness I know this isn't a place for medical support but I wanted to see if anyone has the same experience.
Sometimes when I'm with my girlfriend or my dad (very familiar and recognizable figures in my life) I'll forget who they are for a split second, like their face will look almost unfamiliar. I'll think something like ""who is this guy again?"" and I'm like ""that's your father, dumbass""

I'm a college age person that also has adhd and really severe anxiety that pretty much plagues my life with stress, so I wonder if anyone else has had the same feelings, or if theres something seriously wrong with me. 😂 (you know, the typical anxiety response) 
cheers!",5.456666666666668,6.911856412698415,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,68.2063492063492,9.40952380952381,30.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.082704761904763,532,21,92,12,9,177,86,126,0.183,0.677,0.14,-0.7324,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,0,5,8,0,1,6,0,8,4,1,0,0,24,20,12,0,4,6,2,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,12,5,7,18,3,5,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,7,6,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639308404512172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196861798598484,0.0,0.0,0.1373370743605901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627548666827753,0.0,0.0,0.24016335881773554,0.17596364386759766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346324215536085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799058689059546,0.0,0.0,0.08683479140506344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004546349479865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887630323693905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426041790319789,0.2517043429352064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421483723926934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300577257788755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624558893662133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499530951235767,0.17942738130037575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471707054862445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001836476267132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685121497738365,0.0,0.0,0.1940125955711622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644212511980674,0.16985111867955605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672280322684607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488377501063264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004137999138452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417000383197138,0.10129423700809836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862401725939936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877661612057385,0.0,0.0
anxiety,msdummy,2020/03/17,Anxiety Does anyone get extremely bad anxiety when its humid???,7.591000000000001,11.2277081,9.55,44.405,68.0,16.0,40.0,13.023866798666859,8.857999999999997,51,3,5,3,1,18,9,10,0.534,0.466,0.0,-0.7912,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7160361143366019,0.0,0.0,0.3272358765889065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907597292388307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095491966725998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445102319921493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,valerie831,2020/03/18,"i wish everyone would stop talking about the virus so much there is now so many people reporting on the virus and spreading information which i feel like might’ve been influenced by their own opinions. it seems like the media is causing a lot of panic on purpose and it’s just making me feel more and more anxious. i have a runny nose and a sore throat as well, seeing all these stories and reports on the virus is making me extremely anxious. i can’t even escape the talk of covid 19 in my own home, since my family love to talk about that lately. it feels like i’m trapped in a bubble of bad news and mass hysteria, and it’s making me feel very anxious. what do i do?",3.846,5.1349595629629645,4.621666666666666,85.97250000000004,71.8888888888889,7.474074074074074,26.092592592592588,7.908726449838941,1.4270148148148143,531,17,107,7,10,171,87,135,0.171,0.706,0.122,-0.8058,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,1,9,0,9,4,2,5,1,26,21,10,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,11,5,13,19,7,9,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,3,6,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886139587698208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203761171836676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810253619432387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522307494144937,0.0,0.0,0.13776082975792786,0.0,0.0,0.13591085877969827,0.0,0.29158719351852364,0.2059904773228517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461449216198807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263029517335229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130287113415347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256837104568405,0.13011925825234247,0.0,0.2887042371879577,0.14616598132056124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294182734875214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598170496087604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915269765818225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994948237264976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488500478659695,0.13124715960568792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925910122489533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205327649200265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34763570111473224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895553564001338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962634782609092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578864552698616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241439250273326,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,slimseef,2020/03/18,"What do you say to someone when you're too anxious to hang out? I have this problem all the time. In theory I'm always down to hang with people but then the moment comes and I'm paralyzed with anxiety, especially if it's someone I don't know very well or if I feel like there will be certain expectations of me. What should I tell them? Lying makes me feel even worse, telling the truth makes me uncomfortable. (Yes I have generalized anxiety disorder.)

Also how can I avoid this from happening in the future? I've missed a lot chances to hang with so many cool people because I get too in-my-head about it.",3.3432231404958657,5.12758881818182,4.537264462809919,84.08407851239672,74.0413223140496,8.145785123966942,26.149586776859504,8.841846274778883,1.9210952066115687,481,17,98,10,10,158,84,121,0.214,0.677,0.10800000000000001,-0.9198,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,1,5,2,8,0,0,3,3,25,19,10,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,4,12,5,14,16,2,13,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,4,6,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516907555848612,0.15783283401664114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29021649431718965,0.21428967634696336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563000930075375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339654039324258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739505603810236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528493022184709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191820528879239,0.13551076035733425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910240689352474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167737520068996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467118712876835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424572949407128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267034445868674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612631163539515,0.0,0.0,0.25323196947858284,0.19231047497483375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630069220609977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150260395870307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084485652237495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32143839694433485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315855103692321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060665175360487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565097114467818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054929125414664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933048756832624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayYoSin,2020/03/18,"I just want to be myself [Crossposting this to several different subreddits because I’m not entirely sure where this fits]

Even after 22 years of being alive, I really don’t know anything about myself. It’s becoming a major problem in my daily life and mental health.

For some context, I was homeschooled from 6th to 12th grade. I had friends from church during that time but did not have the typical “high school experience” that so many seem to have learned so much from. I am now a senior in college, soon to be a fifth year. Take one look at my post history and you’ll see that I’ve been addicted to porn for all of those 4 years. I like to think I’m a recovering addict, as I’ve put much more effort for the past year or so into purging my life of this addiction, with varying levels of success. I recently had a 42 day clean streak, but soon fell into another season of binging. I believe my addiction may be a cause, at least in part, of some of the issues I’m about to explain.

As with many mental health issues, mine are fairly difficult to put into words, but they can probably be summarized by this: I don’t know my personality. I really have no idea how to talk or act around other people— you might say I don’t know what my “default” is. A common tip I’ve heard for dealing with social anxiety is “Just be yourself!”, which is problematic if you have no idea who “yourself” is. I’ve spent so many years trying to win friends to compensate for my lack of friends in high school— basically being a people pleaser. I’ll usually adopt the personalities of people I’m around, even when I’m aware that I’m doing it. It’s just subconscious. I can’t turn it off without overthinking literally everything I say or do. That gets real old real quick. I’ve spent so long trying to be funny to get people to like me that I can’t have a genuine conversation now without it feeling forced, especially around people that I want to like me (e.g. I can talk to my mom naturally but not my brother). Honestly I think being in quarantine with just my family for weeks on end is making me realize how messed up I am.

I just want to be myself. I want to build genuine relationships with people. I want to be able to speak naturally without overthinking every word that comes out of my mouth. I’m just so crippled by insecurity that I really don’t know where to go from here.

Thanks for reading. Any advice is very appreciated.",4.539575577066274,5.794781637130804,5.953809878381732,77.20749069247954,70.18143459915612,9.289550757011666,28.709108960039714,9.627879704456738,2.663327575080665,1912,70,363,44,34,647,230,474,0.07,0.797,0.133,0.9840000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,1,3,30,15,0,1,13,0,43,10,1,4,2,69,77,21,0,8,20,2,1,3,3,3,8,4,1,2,23,15,0,0,13,1,2,6,14,4,0,1,8,7,44,11,75,55,10,54,1,0,2,1,23,23,0,9,27,247,67,7,0.07323928557108192,0.0,0.0,0.3193665271882241,0.0,0.07156858222042389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498052256704522,0.07679777677222649,0.05602785299713763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026969163344125,0.1955954753655175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464598870165984,0.0808870367948282,0.0,0.0825155947025825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523692097121353,0.0,0.06308915946994965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723328025842486,0.07550648749754788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651946523445938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486826844431945,0.0,0.0,0.09674771476709317,0.0,0.061707256878121675,0.0,0.06582274737489299,0.07164207480558278,0.06904348030692145,0.0,0.03703198337904611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975347106294456,0.0,0.07652900774170845,0.0,0.041623573790044166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569987147733216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547626526433103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653564773865449,0.0,0.15288557194488592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610015839083135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346214668370234,0.1073430464124632,0.0,0.0,0.06481446302449663,0.06150255409429184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048887791831070025,0.22275942062597326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761594758368698,0.07769530808259081,0.0,0.08577696608791897,0.0,0.0,0.10767860382989844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685231003293055,0.0,0.0496288353505737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931100915720457,0.06991518527549857,0.2538744946446418,0.1278994383794652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701429903686515,0.0,0.07896433712651536,0.07008010510995674,0.0,0.14725142165069702,0.0,0.0,0.07325910516189615,0.16672468220011158,0.1407568852077707,0.0,0.07231495884819722,0.07863158366586499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164856389915996,0.0,0.14824413411355866,0.058362228277883836,0.06667429490871772,0.0,0.08273954596150418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465822839900206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902715989940268,0.0,0.05506682800790273,0.11773392697441158,0.0,0.06742889414550933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385755384242514,0.0,0.0,0.0427064163912307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099449334699594,0.07966331151105834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066272588821875,0.06043008083462562,0.21599214097140806,0.0,0.05874813715951808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118001732215677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358184933173837
anxiety,jacinto2,2020/03/18,"a question i have i have this book that i haven’t finished and since 2 or 3 days ago i stopped reading, out of nowhere. i am blaming my anxiety, bcuz i say that it makes me lazy and never want to do anything besides watching tiktoks. can i blame the anxiety or is it really just me? any advice to make me stop being lazy?",1.7279601990049755,3.4893313731343305,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,78.55223880597015,6.257711442786071,29.07711442786069,7.1686216300943375,1.5947532338308459,250,12,53,3,6,84,50,67,0.249,0.711,0.04,-0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,1,13,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,4,10,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,6,36,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251135245680062,0.22781301603611284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476729588378676,0.0,0.39320518000556864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148726642102536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574230023785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430960131203443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821252301555653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287896318204498,0.0,0.2570673164443933,0.0,0.1646393517523394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437494120154664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259121042240745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42972328529604703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515839428556892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustCallMeMintyBoi,2020/03/18,"I'm tired of corona I know this is serious and is a pandemic at this point or has been for a bit but, I'm so tired. I wanted to go out with friends for a walk or something but they cant and I'm sick of being inside. I keep seeing memes and stuff and I think I need to avoid social media for a little. I'm still just getting in my own head being stuck in this house. I'm so anxious and these bible thumpers are saying it's the end of the world. I used to be big religous and I still believe in a God but I just hate all these white Christian chicks posting the same bible verse saying I'm a sinner and the worlds going to end. Sorry I just need to get this off my chest.",0.8746049896049897,2.3387066891891912,2.643243243243244,96.38907484407486,80.08108108108108,5.094386694386695,18.81704781704782,5.369823440869387,-0.507843659043659,522,11,125,2,13,173,86,148,0.151,0.778,0.071,-0.8696,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,1,10,0,9,5,2,1,1,27,29,14,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,8,9,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,4,12,1,18,24,4,19,1,0,2,0,6,11,0,2,4,79,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822906760740196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771958769466535,0.0,0.0,0.1819019179191271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951452910380203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287273907133619,0.0,0.17410034832489366,0.0,0.18938384043425013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449916628689462,0.17099645987585807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922529155020485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809628125947946,0.0,0.0,0.09156799711131083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699336996984596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470878477325043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750632061247685,0.0,0.15957242117849085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650000427515352,0.0,0.0,0.13277167144895352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984440218348448,0.0,0.12826941833871547,0.0,0.1865133801492989,0.0,0.0,0.26612008950906657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907358759373543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676103936980096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38300200388202027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439030438213257,0.0,0.0,0.09827464928195397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nachosmmm,2020/03/18,"New relationship anxiety I’ve always struggled with mild anxiety and I have recently become much more confident in myself and thought I’d be ok going into a new relationship. WRONG, lol. I’m dating this new guy and I stayed at his house recently and was SUPER anxious the whole time. I laid awake in bed last night for about 2 hours just panicking. “Why did I say that? Does he think I’m weird?” Etc. He asked me today if I was ok and said he could sense that I was tense. He was pretty cool about it. Why do I do this and how do I make it stop?!",0.278634639696584,2.595965061946906,2.3861757269279416,92.3309955752213,88.64601769911505,6.060429835651075,17.805941845764856,7.447530270364453,0.3868437420986095,424,11,94,8,14,142,76,113,0.15,0.6759999999999999,0.174,0.7206,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,4,11,0,0,2,0,16,19,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,3,11,4,8,10,4,18,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,12,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326134361522464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266478660901781,0.16735195559254415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848752790551164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360500450411805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827485361654487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296351533480838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652112331727357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418932436196101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667831628002306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588450455542654,0.17092950513223898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075092952344585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888219076446618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889729159737292,0.0,0.0,0.42921314628922297,0.0,0.1390159671797295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070796483926266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925336280542516,0.3180860891826444,0.0,0.0,0.14091162998368426,0.11780400325595955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789368179215568,0.0,0.12384865532573927,0.0,0.1548643189082521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491981736260907,0.0,0.11760374683301147,0.08637952041394076,0.0,0.14041597678755938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673401020496467,0.16538898941627586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619638878567527,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redditswyung,2020/03/18,"Appreciate what you have Hi guys I am a refugee, and now I am in a refugee camp. (I want to warn that I do not speak English very well) I understand that no one likes to listen to other people's problems. All people have enough of their worries. I think that we are born and die alone. This is normal, but nevertheless I will now try to describe my feelings. I'm not mature yet. (I don’t know if this is important.) I had to leave Ukraine (Crimea) with my parents because of political problems. Together with my family, I felt a danger to our life, because of our political views, so we decided to leave. Well, now, when I write this, we have already received several answers (refusals) from an organization that deals with refugee issues in the country in which I am now. Since, in their opinion, Ukraine is recognized as a safe country. And everyone around us says that for us it is impossible (or very difficult) or there is practically no chance to stay. But I understand that if we return, then at best, my father will be imprisoned. And it’s not clear what will happen to my mom. You see, parents are the most important thing for me in this world. I am ready to give my life for them. My mother always taught me that I should be strong, and always supported me. There are billions of people on the planet, but only two people in this world love me this My Mom and my father, and now I understand that I can lose them, and this is an unbearable feeling. And it really scares me, I don’t know what will happen to us tomorrow, I don’t know what to do, all the time I have terrible thoughts in my head, I dream of suicides every night. I would now give everything for the opportunity to stay in this country and just live in peace. Many teenagers of my age now have problems for example (how to take a test at school next week or how to invite Jessica on a date). And I just want my parents and I to have a quiet life. And now I want to urge you that everyone who reads this will realize that you need to appreciate every minute of your life. You need to value every second spent with your loved ones, because life is much shorter and faster than you think. It is a pity that I felt it at such a young age. And I want to repeat, we are born and die alone, and, unfortunately, no one can change that.",4.741655629139076,5.486601609271524,5.53741059602649,82.25684437086092,69.33112582781457,8.953907284768214,29.00728476821192,9.120678840339163,2.213892185430464,1791,63,367,33,30,585,199,453,0.13,0.731,0.139,0.7633,3,2,0,0,0,1,64.0,10,8,4,4,21,19,1,1,16,0,39,8,1,2,3,78,71,31,3,14,13,8,4,1,0,7,5,4,0,1,34,27,0,2,16,2,1,1,9,9,2,6,6,10,66,10,54,56,6,45,0,2,2,2,44,17,0,7,26,273,100,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580212774098408,0.08418493569795807,0.0,0.1269542944377582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791187338314637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951209523102948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005881778758403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070185107899068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864885947321253,0.0,0.0,0.15834835229110486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882517672461536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282602868432056,0.1457915741857464,0.06856210876710231,0.0,0.071916879730062,0.0,0.07714630499498537,0.0,0.14649554836359055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636346453445798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755364236932942,0.13492121993357506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829278161059887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962412411096167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577651968164466,0.0,0.0,0.161554477400501,0.0,0.0,0.2694198904295365,0.0372701227515694,0.0,0.0673630860639491,0.0,0.0,0.0853459783518227,0.0,0.0,0.13770453855297707,0.0,0.0,0.07734335132335647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869353417099013,0.0,0.0,0.05607994532366795,0.11313213685943155,0.0,0.0,0.08113241204061736,0.07159046588027469,0.07474535946407526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508275222443238,0.0580199314542775,0.0,0.0,0.2541240654609765,0.0,0.0,0.211552041313406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898993800393432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630794727669442,0.0,0.048871599653175855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066672517374885,0.07637689857954999,0.07720682326802702,0.06079110342035051,0.0,0.0,0.08618293790205883,0.0,0.06310564524802519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626242289770654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344592738664712,0.08656992722773843,0.0,0.0,0.05735855767055454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068189422300993,0.09776364663886797,0.0,0.060563597087779884,0.044483739777558616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051794071004474,0.0,0.0745216099049361,0.23825331804649744,0.2752926969589013,0.0,0.0,0.12589002860639473,0.17998491102508524,0.0,0.061193072766389835,0.0,0.1371828939962329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747345911708113,0.0,0.054192311154365465,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigDawsy,2020/03/18,"Feel Like I'm in a Nightmare. Is This What a Normal Panic Attack Feels Like? My anxiety started a about five months ago with a panic attack, the classic chest hurting, sweaty, scared, ect. I've been worried about my overall physical and mental health, thinking there has been something wrong with my heart, my lungs, my brain, ect. Of course, nothing had been diagnosed as abnormal. I'm slowly becoming less anxious overall, but sometimes I'll have these very strange sensations... I'm not sure if it's a panic attack or me going crazy.

It'll feel like I'm in a dream, a nightmare to be more specific. I feel as if I'm in my own mind, disconnected from everything around me, but with an overwhelming sense of dread lurking around. I feel as if something awful is going to happen, and fear I'm losing my mind and I'll be lost forever. I've only ever gotten that before when using marijuana, as it only takes a little bit to get me uncomfortably high and paranoid. I should have stopped using it a while ago (I have now), but it seems as if I've screwed myself as I get these 'attacks' where I feel completely NOT normal. It's such a strange feeling that I can't really describe it in words. Please note that I don't hallucinate or feel delusional, but thoughts become very vivid and clear in this state. It usually only lasts around 5-10 minutes but it's scary.

Does anyone else feel the way I do? What are some tips to dealing with this...? I was a completely chill person up until around mid October... please help..  


EDIT: During my first few panic attacks when I thought something was wrong with my heart, I didn't really notice the sensation I am describing now.",4.9058484394166575,6.285768959247651,5.5401335695788445,80.04579255826633,69.43887147335423,8.431838626141477,29.543546408613878,8.841846274778883,2.4118596429058194,1314,50,240,23,23,425,169,319,0.254,0.687,0.059000000000000004,-0.9964,0,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,3,14,23,6,8,15,1,22,8,5,2,3,53,52,26,0,7,13,0,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,19,14,0,1,13,1,0,2,5,19,0,2,11,10,26,4,31,37,6,33,0,4,1,1,3,14,1,8,18,146,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905693903773066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568805706129448,0.08223774980214281,0.0,0.05090003088704327,0.07458718891964447,0.0,0.25921231222007685,0.0,0.41407471222634895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079295134794985,0.061943273838102435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947340229918258,0.0,0.0,0.08126341340440868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264856791606812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750485581604596,0.0,0.0738855005572941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370348807012742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081097043954214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584734123591435,0.0,0.0,0.06542354767603675,0.0,0.0,0.08191473281814636,0.3312665368864886,0.15601451543173006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191948022111141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606487705645677,0.0,0.08274227293462058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437247208088136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737779393142957,0.0,0.1725251028919242,0.048793025289811616,0.07691202652186459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792866686542249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059337727458069416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669203572829793,0.07295982046110297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814391036691338,0.07946445768988251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336034554650332,0.0,0.1470046115973345,0.0,0.058104359333196874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264749659528614,0.06984886777813719,0.08287771099151807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660918758152603,0.0,0.3416374905881292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635618789724733,0.0,0.15981433348798835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326881822654487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288060060318062,0.0,0.0,0.06626993077153852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681236878026833,0.07199622148480551,0.0,0.051524750904948916,0.0,0.0,0.06085996840579335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860852618167282,0.0,0.0547328604657623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046644164771738765,0.0,0.1155823662006687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257431985821472,0.08017352516099747,0.12012717281560635,0.0,0.05778136703806211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739269639939352,0.0,0.0,0.1591800423172271,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Keegano_Reeves,2020/03/18,Will upping dose of give me more side effects? I'm about to up my dose of zoloft from 50mg to 100 mg has anyone had increased side effects or new ones pop up when increasing their dosage?,3.064615384615383,4.387297512820513,3.3979487179487187,93.85538461538464,73.87179487179488,6.225641025641028,23.256410256410252,6.42735559955562,0.3580871794871792,149,4,33,1,3,46,32,39,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,9,3,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177829311766067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731723819452189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770651328202877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048785935015959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_absolute_trash_,2020/03/18,"Anxiety-based procrastination: your experiences? A little background: I need to study for a test I have next week (somehow still happening amidst all this virus crap), and whenever I think about getting started I get very nervous and say that I’ll study another time, when I’m more motivated or emotionally prepared. It’s not for a grade or anything, but I really, really want to do well. I’ve asked my mom for help, but as soon as she suggested even just opening up a book and flipping through it I got anxious to the point of crying and shut down. I snapped at her and the only way I could calm down was to sit in my room and listen to music. (That’s what I’m doing right now, lol.)

What have your experiences with anxiety-based procrastination been like? How did you overcome it, if you did? Usually when this happens to me, it only goes away once the deadline is staring me in the face and I’m about to pass out from exhaustion, and that’s not really an option here. Any tips you have would be super helpful!",5.249918000780943,6.094456451776651,6.0732994923857895,78.51069894572434,68.23857868020305,9.513315111284657,30.889886762983213,9.661875296680813,2.780042873877392,799,31,156,17,13,263,129,197,0.057,0.8029999999999999,0.14,0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,2,13,7,1,1,9,1,13,3,2,2,1,29,27,18,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,11,11,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,5,3,19,4,26,19,2,27,0,0,1,0,14,14,1,5,11,106,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791223687981097,0.166396593275633,0.0,0.17927053563021791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058543862957708,0.0,0.1483504224245343,0.0,0.14909115624794692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669822879780118,0.0,0.1743096289887202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178500913003919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048109126400446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31045162200992765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581425544066106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691606127359684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806518314896831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272838324901205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752619058160704,0.15904552501758334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858516683481776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766400209534347,0.0,0.0,0.16876485436156796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899590483246335,0.0,0.24137641259937556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500100001570278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049758360600437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551737291791732,0.0,0.12619384511106774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231909573361246,0.0,0.1267272148628968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167987843504772,0.0,0.0,0.092531353083145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747707206672655,0.13093295151076942,0.09359738769143697,0.12595792860676874,0.12728870932848,0.0,0.1426781883088983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272631084731732,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkmatter2222,2020/03/18,"Chest pain, shoulders and back hurting I hope this isn’t Coronavirus cuz I swear to god but I’m so paranoid. I live with a huge family in a third world country and I have requested for a test for covid-19 but haven’t received a response yet. It’s stressful because I don’t wanna infect other people in my family I’d rather die. People keep telling me maybe it’s anxiety but it started happening on a day I was happier and stress free. It’s been almost a week now and the symptoms haven’t gone away. It’s scary. I’m not sure what to do.",0.026875000000000426,2.3893736517857183,2.100714285714286,92.46928571428577,93.73214285714286,5.300000000000002,22.17857142857143,6.9077264865688965,0.8749535714285717,427,17,89,7,16,142,75,112,0.256,0.615,0.129,-0.9362,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,0,8,5,2,1,1,16,15,9,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,1,3,0,8,4,10,12,0,14,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,6,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579806824696336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958222006287394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837097026538824,0.15035281778129933,0.0,0.1191951101042092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610261760821107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029323972402117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686622461047812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290919800263865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942084016816976,0.0,0.0,0.20932213496764185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379872651996295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265923317376766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964391933957576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080609123729783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711159431950806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839927329599094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479648124529686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428755110275488,0.20323366918885552,0.0,0.0,0.17090447218861973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684478898964566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thistle_yon,2020/03/18,"Hyper-worrying about wounds I keep convincing myself that every single thing is a sign of an infection, or that I should’ve gone to get stitches. I’m so paranoid. I can’t go to a doctor for personal reasons and it doesn’t even look bad but I can tell if it’s a healing sign or an infection sign. 

How do I calm myself down enough to look at this logically?",2.685585585585589,4.207227108108114,4.6875675675675685,83.42207207207208,75.21621621621622,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,1.945781981981984,282,10,58,6,6,97,55,74,0.063,0.863,0.07400000000000001,0.1881,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,2,0,12,12,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,8,11,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883779091141016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29278183105009004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955636276387315,0.0,0.18893173658448206,0.0,0.24100743319704016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494480605204549,0.0,0.16256743837178808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25425224265741875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804158683184874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497657237629277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941045654978943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250018203264268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003730958306173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904952145221744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jogoda,2020/03/18,"Why though I have really nothing to worry about, but I still get anxious. I just feel like there are some unfinished cases.",4.388695652173912,6.679667217391309,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,72.47826086956522,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,2.0051913043478256,98,3,17,2,2,31,21,23,0.102,0.691,0.207,0.3787,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41716610186993536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671226644072408,0.26380410210788563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292653512043895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040498737876945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543212206211749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656161202850354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29489674942588395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628025173894767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332056319589566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37500811326461453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoshBealeRelease,2020/03/18,"Any Software engineers here? I notice a lot of software engineers talking about social anxiety, feeling nervous and overthinking in work environments and their personal lives. Thoughts?",10.108888888888886,14.66642062962963,8.460740740740743,50.433333333333366,64.92592592592592,12.488888888888884,53.444444444444436,11.20814326018867,8.998688888888891,155,12,14,6,3,47,24,27,0.15,0.795,0.054000000000000006,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24491067063476055,0.0,0.27550962508529425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820999255039646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180142705411399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061820509636814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100270019847904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144643639864835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671220547535913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894705788761591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859145753942129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218955034019586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myhotneuron,2020/03/18,"Being single and living alone is absolutely brutal right now. I live with generalized anxiety disorder and already have major anxiety regarding my health. Had the flu end of January pretty bad and then hives post flu- I’m miserable and was finally getting back on track and then this.


I am terrified. Just being alone all day. And can’t see my parents or friends. Or brother. I have been so anxious through all of this for many reasons. 

finally got the work from home okay on Monday but now being told by higher ups where I work (a health science college at a major uni) that someone needs to be in my office during the day, though it’s not essential. I hate the idea of going to my office which is connected to the main hospital in my city.

Anyway. I really could use some people to talk to as I don’t have that many friends and that’s what I need now. I need some more connections and chances to get to other people and distract from the virus.

Thanks",3.6495202702702683,5.731793718918923,4.737753378378379,81.68933277027028,73.97297297297297,8.08445945945946,27.238175675675677,8.841846274778883,2.2903040540540536,758,29,140,16,16,248,119,185,0.129,0.767,0.10300000000000001,0.2235,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,2,2,8,1,16,4,0,2,2,27,29,17,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,9,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,1,14,4,23,19,9,22,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,4,12,101,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698922029427974,0.14378353423375576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993503064001544,0.14719601909141666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018864635191964,0.10879070230245837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402978291668727,0.0,0.0,0.16805871344530024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932911078344427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540250516723527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854631344344213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133085396303746,0.0,0.1361472939413614,0.0,0.07404952844559877,0.0,0.10420864149572384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863912428122598,0.0,0.2769945252681425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306962920345019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470869517074927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010536293376746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26419692099438064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28983579434141976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467693838925055,0.0,0.0,0.18065999529619411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478638635794348,0.13255663724491892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347017507980653,0.13396473861518507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112710336984234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382807360105592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039834774103703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472601197676364,0.0,0.11995793153824393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280139638304685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450224986296365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253285932339106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897123092489251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tinylilcaterpillar,2020/03/18,"Anyone else’s baseline emotion anxiety? I am constantly anxious. I used to have attacks but now instead of that it’s just a constant baseline of feeling anxious and slightly panicky. there are times I’m more relaxed (such as when I’m asleep or something) but I always feel anxiety in the background, I guess. It feels pretty bad as soon as I wake up and then I’m “manageably” anxious for the rest of the day.",2.3354711673699042,5.01775365822785,3.5168776371308006,85.48251758087203,82.03797468354429,5.536427566807316,32.828410689170184,6.937597516519254,2.332391279887484,325,19,57,4,9,105,56,79,0.223,0.654,0.124,-0.6829,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,4,0,3,2,2,1,0,11,11,10,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,10,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486613491744395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733523469097726,0.6055126475749919,0.0,0.12492483698469485,0.18306064366858946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032541632014161,0.0,0.0,0.1491755610179306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861409591155701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522240564480568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924942945318884,0.2009710445864953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27101108714365074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968166703000231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176379331282486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754297018421038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417942616188856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543068669218379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LeonardFrost,2020/03/18,"Daytime Anxiety Does anyone else's anxiety spike during the morning/day? I feel so much pressure to be productive and get things done when it's light out. I only relax once nighttime has set in and I feel like there's no expectation to be active.

It's ridiculous, I know. But I can't shake the feeling.",2.5669999999999997,4.955867033333334,4.043333333333333,83.885,78.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.7961666666666667,242,10,45,4,6,80,46,60,0.19699999999999998,0.644,0.159,-0.085,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,5,2,4,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223057500363961,0.0,0.0,0.1929980758438843,0.28281287247234266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800865800829868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154505228813256,0.2824620588086568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23057746882465036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186887060536403,0.1971871840894082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420791751360906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169217409803673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484836351163548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029048549994427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939499675640246,0.0,0.20992398817192334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833739733351137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cornchip69,2020/03/18,"Wearing winter clothes makes me more anxious Am I the only one? What can be done about it? When wearing a thick/warn winter jacket, I always feel more helpless, and I fin for example hugging my boyfriend or any other physical contact very uncomfortable. I cant be held around without feeling like pushing him away, or simoly feeling really anxious/uncomfortable. 
I generally feel more anxious when wearing lots of clothes/jackets etc because I feel like my movements are limited, and I feel much weaker for some reason. I never talked with anyone about that, have anyone experienced something similar? How do you deal with it? The winters are very cold where I live, so I cant simply wear less without freezing to death.",7.0600954861111065,8.807851554687502,6.734791666666666,72.10881944444445,64.703125,8.501388888888886,38.44097222222222,8.841846274778883,3.782096180555557,581,31,87,9,9,182,89,128,0.18100000000000002,0.765,0.054000000000000006,-0.9264,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,0,3,0,11,5,4,3,1,24,19,8,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,7,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,9,15,3,12,15,8,11,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,4,8,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234035757483498,0.0,0.0,0.10085406724390067,0.0,0.0,0.5026351925807221,0.0,0.20739986108429131,0.0,0.0,0.13202496297371302,0.0,0.0,0.1393396146022664,0.0,0.0,0.09040676929125836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289834078487569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176988553472856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540187157907782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44993184047766427,0.21190156642197305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491093622290874,0.0,0.13095808583002574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260855849062533,0.0,0.0,0.0989962916212962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902294894963896,0.0,0.11438375254193467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049688221074954,0.11279440428290922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500947055714594,0.15248463151042765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417422506951505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920381072593167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447381516299573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859259394947456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maccheesewhiskyknife,2020/03/18,"I constantly worry about things I’ve said to people throughout the day on an evening When I get home from work or out socialising I then start to overthink things I’ve said to people and the way I said it to them, making me feel guilty and bad. I don’t know what this feeling is but it’s quite new and I don’t understand it",3.081304347826091,4.040720028985511,3.9862028985507263,91.06278260869568,73.34782608695653,7.259130434782609,23.94492753623189,7.554174236665415,0.7933744927536237,258,7,59,3,5,83,47,69,0.099,0.879,0.021,-0.5842,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,13,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,8,0,8,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246559350381946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321360561867154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321150219827688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364282593529603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888179302027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791696053333256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719246311887748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351775025673172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787770303782546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994930272292688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863997809714597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196976822504832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894460384603891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620136717692012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744531948653696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503203240395397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395450167047218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037519437383326,0.20976759746186668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Governor101,2020/03/18,"Got a call from my boss which set off my anxiety I'm an intern and yesterday I felt unwell so I took a half day. Today I decided to work from home and about an hour in I got a call from my boss who wasn't happy.

""You have no authority to work from home. I'm dumbfounded and in the last 15 years I've never seen an intern do this. You have 10 dick days accumulated in arear. When you get to the office tomorrow we are going to have a talk. I expect to see a doctor's note.""

I've already had 3 sick days off the week prior and I had a doctor's note for the too.

I'm more afraid than anything that he will belittle me and make me feel worthless. 

What will happen? Will I get fired or will he halt my pay? I've never been in this situation before so I'm afraid and shaky as fuck.",-0.028836601307190787,1.888015188235297,2.669803921568626,92.74300653594773,85.35294117647058,5.895424836601308,16.50326797385621,7.1686216300943375,-0.10659477124183027,602,12,143,9,18,210,98,170,0.196,0.797,0.008,-0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,3,0,2,5,6,1,3,13,0,13,5,1,3,2,19,30,11,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,9,5,17,1,19,17,1,23,0,1,2,2,10,6,2,2,14,84,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543007744352246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161350698652774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082080023508733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352738659455641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246573389583532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075722815399353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32543012542992905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038125911451012,0.0,0.1526385046296313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469674899644584,0.1661131119577931,0.0,0.09034772012731593,0.0,0.25428961870082106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057883316941047,0.16922915396300126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31892470518798977,0.0,0.15655586368431593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958378355423378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611536040311037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24521874358042076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668047902503704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869172073177092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777605230906702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068731657309864,0.0,0.17662426724855898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275181290501984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146770790472784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237306072060706
anxiety,ImOkNoReally,2020/03/18,The little things that help Watching We Bare Bears always makes me feel better.,3.937857142857141,7.2717499285714275,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,85.42857142857143,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.1138857142857144,65,1,10,0,2,18,14,14,0.0,0.6920000000000001,0.308,0.6527,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41239842381464975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383386755798659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506021141226864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322059591739736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496744913714187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33083250935428354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32927020525102885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jujusiren,2020/03/18,"Do I stay in the USA or fly back to Scotland? Hello folks, I'm hoping someone can offer advice. I have been in the USA with my husband for the past 10 months, he's an American citizen. With all the coronavirus stuff going on, my mum, gran, dad etc are begging me to get a flight back to the UK to be with them. My husband doesn't want to go and I'm not sure what to do. If I leave the USA right now my K1 Visa will be forfeited as we haven't had my 2 year resident card yet or applied for adjustment of status. Is it really that bad that I should forfeit my visa and return to the UK? My main worry is that if the UK or the USA goes into lockdown I won't be able to see my family for another 12-18 months, is this realistic? Or will they lift any air travel bans before then? I'm terrified I won't see my family for over a year. I'm in a huge state of panic because if I leave I forfeit my visa and leave my husband in the USA. Thanks everyone who reads this, I could really use advice right now.",3.6897756410256406,3.4062815601851892,5.585370370370374,84.61205128205131,71.3611111111111,9.238746438746439,26.33760683760684,9.057496981413335,1.7235089743589742,771,21,178,14,13,269,121,216,0.10300000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.038,-0.8939,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,14,0,21,0,0,1,2,25,34,12,0,7,8,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,1,2,3,3,5,2,0,0,2,2,24,3,25,23,3,28,0,0,2,0,13,11,0,8,12,113,33,1,0.13982164730920082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732641910312349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508351485884448,0.1466151884777098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150284322111202,0.11674523514907288,0.08523397842207857,0.0,0.11897792350919482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163620798540627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593809693303226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360557592899985,0.0,0.0,0.2636228105503491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305103979338412,0.0,0.15892772871389105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388744446299197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441528075450216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232086098117556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640505768604726,0.0,0.0,0.13347558350580158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139859485032699,0.0,0.1791466552083485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388138456591121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283950027146046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847042802669035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903127216946258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006233413300275,0.0,0.0,0.13178024786769524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872898721154968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076101032220245,0.0,0.0,0.0824704302369324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199566994676732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008111326869278
anxiety,jerianne____,2020/03/18,"I feel like I have to rush when I eat. Is that normal? Lol This isn't a serious issue it's just something I've noticed that I do. Every time I eat I feel like I'm on a time limit, I dont know why. I've never had to fight over food or rush to eat as a kid, so this makes literally no sense to me. Does anyone else feel this way?",-1.3864610389610377,0.1392565064935063,1.9559577922077944,98.18250811688314,87.83116883116884,4.888961038961039,14.819805194805195,5.985473137389443,-0.9346610389610396,249,4,67,2,8,90,50,77,0.032,0.8,0.168,0.8109,0,0,1,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,1,6,4,0,1,1,10,12,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,3,8,2,7,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905817191455807,0.1891174932993104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152162526495234,0.0,0.2163189168241044,0.0,0.0,0.5665946994374333,0.15418758182473527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555112417832611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27997791567758185,0.2637188727637241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318716304510536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926469133999286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143683866917606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034670246721995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320432960919335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235456014880982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084296628061625,0.0,0.21013829828050465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209379591864127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525273302070846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650595433242922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654899024808165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jctam,2020/03/18,"Monitoring my lorezapam use, what to watch for? I've had a prescription for lorazepam for several years now, but I have been taking it very rarely as needed. When I'm going through a rough patch, I take 1mg a few times a week, often at night to help me sleep. When things are ok, I can go months without taking any.

With the recent pandemic, I have been much more anxious and also am staying home so have fewer ways to manage my anxiety. My anxiety has gotten very, very high. I took 1mg two days ago, and just took another. Normally I wouldn't work about this schedule, but I don't see the situation getting better anytime soon, so I want to be careful.

My question is this -- what policies should I put in place to limit my lorazepam use to prevent addiction or increased tolerance? What schedule or limits have worked for people to help with a crisis situation without escalating to using the drug too often? I don't really have an addictive personality, but on the other hand I don't think I've ever taken a drug with this much risk for addiction.

Thanks for any help",6.512826086956522,6.599901985507245,7.269867149758454,73.66538043478263,65.3768115942029,10.185024154589373,33.19202898550725,9.928628108626363,3.2332579710144937,849,33,154,17,12,283,128,207,0.071,0.7609999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9651,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,13,5,0,1,11,1,19,7,2,3,1,29,39,13,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,9,5,0,3,2,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,7,4,17,4,25,29,5,28,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,5,15,105,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469316767886157,0.0,0.0,0.09403436049993584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483289638149151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427736562804494,0.11123512412233688,0.16230327085975005,0.11984127733476428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381997858378507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815659716518584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841343607945555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604044413260465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095956291384379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542291738702257,0.0,0.12057649561087885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331147155023888,0.11208034659218452,0.10640784089822862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467280121308729,0.0,0.1559634063087923,0.07865767934398625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954978427206787,0.10393680664728076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354317301931335,0.0926257927069451,0.11083201325442696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066406532384764,0.11883494035456928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795817212086365,0.0,0.10474213917986697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845327817991515,0.0,0.0,0.11984127733476428,0.0,0.0,0.2384788620028553,0.10615755913264424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130681768376286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392790145468499,0.0,0.0,0.09766508517496754,0.0,0.0,0.07047546868654407,0.06797238859170165,0.0,0.0,0.0618566542907623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571967454917175,0.0,0.0,0.10362567275438886,0.0,0.0,0.27485963995547197,0.0,0.2625836772188979,0.06256929202953881,0.08420211944818777,0.08509173837514475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045164981560052,0.0,0.15445638820163413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831265298812153
anxiety,Miamiguy22,2020/03/18,"Any favorite non-prescription anxiety medication? I’m trying Calm a natural anxiety reducing medication I feel like it’s working I have been on buspirone a prescription medication it doesn’t work all it does was make me dizzy.

Any non prescription medicine out there? Even home remedies?",5.53047619047619,9.135540040816329,6.1378571428571425,65.60297619047621,77.16326530612245,11.429931972789117,38.77891156462585,10.504223727775694,6.140874829931973,238,15,34,10,6,77,36,49,0.106,0.6779999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,17,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074927859586938,0.0,0.3459107026914829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784958826972632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932782628931934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143159938090041,0.1615160518279551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267829281690575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045431461704287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509143177964031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6832742904170503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349771322619887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291869442617961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vauldr,2020/03/18,All of this panic has brought back my depression I've been laying in bed for over 24 hours and I haven't slept in two days.  I'm only two days in of being at home...I honestly don't know what I'll do if I have to stay at home alone like this for months.,0.2865517241379294,1.5184097241379315,2.361586206896554,98.79203448275864,81.06896551724137,6.019310344827588,16.772413793103446,6.742157984588678,-0.5291006896551727,196,3,52,2,5,66,41,58,0.159,0.7490000000000001,0.092,-0.6218,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,7,1,1,0,1,4,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,0,3,2,11,7,1,13,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500938396864308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567830404828806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31146100909928776,0.0,0.2079808700814816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844354472087568,0.0,0.23780286883814866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270758328742854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797181059800907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274193506713164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836515648219933,0.0,0.2833172578748924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257378743657636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471769267182982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bn0503,2020/03/18,"Worst set back in years I'm actually a psychologist and work in mental health with anxiety patients on a daily basis I should really have my shit together by now and i know exactly what i'd be advising someone in my position if i was their therapist but i just can't get past the horrendous anxiety i'm feeling at the moment. It hasn't been this bad in years. 

My husband lost his job yesterday, the world seems to be falling apart, i'm terrified for my elderly grandparents and worried that with only my tiny salary coming in me my husband and toddler are going to have debt collectors after us. We were supposed to have gotten rid of our debt by now and be trying for another baby but instead we have no money and i'm a constant mess and resisting the urge to scratch my arms to bits which I haven't done since uni. 

I really don't know what to do.",3.8767476383265875,5.331734245614037,5.687368421052632,77.71542510121459,72.04093567251464,9.705982905982909,30.11291048133153,10.035473477838034,3.2070716149347724,680,29,129,19,13,234,109,171,0.243,0.747,0.009000000000000001,-0.9919,5,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,4,0,1,2,5,5,1,0,7,0,18,3,2,0,1,22,31,10,0,2,4,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,4,0,3,3,5,5,0,0,6,2,20,0,21,21,2,23,0,1,0,0,9,9,1,2,10,89,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.18088874511418607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437055278870727,0.28360625050167965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425336476667924,0.1547713857409991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236972548597312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967486711911888,0.0,0.20031287606986709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896919599148344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937257220556742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684515727092367,0.0,0.10534676115179263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197033503833957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394539177903632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374266143752245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234694908435613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868035413145349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409778464315655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695112777324692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237498138935234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874862922973954,0.0,0.0,0.19027371386454747,0.15333520295093445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705850685560746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522215291514588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585014158261318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297034015048076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349473639436079,0.18824636893163385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387369678153305
anxiety,mymymymycorona19,2020/03/18,"I am very inexperienced when it comes to anxiety disorder symptoms although I do have some experience, and just recently got some sickness including breathing difficulties and am asking for stories of how your breathing difficulties usually happen So two nights ago I had some chest pains and thought nothing of it because I had those since the begining of the year(when I had a 3 hour panic attack), however yesterday I got a fever dry throat and some other symptoms(no caugh), but chest pains turned into breathing difficulties. I am suspicious of those breathing difficulties cause I don't have them as soon as I wake up only after I realize I can breathe normally do they come in, and also vary in degree of difficulty breathing. I am not asking for your medical advice wether if I should go to the doctor or no just asking how your breathing difficulties are and how long that last(wow I said breathing difficulties a lot)",11.99623693379791,10.041003292682928,11.247142857142858,56.15500000000002,55.707317073170735,14.737282229965155,47.20905923344948,13.25671669890799,6.449269337979093,756,39,114,22,7,246,100,164,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.9826,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,2,0,9,4,1,1,6,0,15,19,12,4,0,28,28,18,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,7,1,19,0,16,20,5,18,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,7,11,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467275842958927,0.13123740296531905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183955412462294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325785408209843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152203282992042,0.16842826204117733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024991327049303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520881447550632,0.0,0.2550639524871616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967814040247434,0.15153546087584224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482132047579985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414023373212459,0.0,0.23681823872245136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092013682243814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579943958707964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068051989338215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310196019114462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586682603145544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914481161365742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893490724204868,0.14505757793617305,0.14205797961147534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259870564707572,0.31507130250937776,0.17370479012859089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618152613487612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408294646887422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246849997661124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538806499855783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753517231899907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610358996136643,0.14462334938545462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630561720610445,0.12215676509480206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533935382947842
anxiety,sj03rdd,2020/03/18,"Terrified of the thought of aging. So I’ve been anxious about this for about a year now. Aging and the future.

I am realizing that our time on this planet is very limited. And it’s scaring the shit out of me. I think it’s just so scary that once we die most of us won’t be remembered for anything. After your death some people will be sad for a little while and then you’re just forgotten. For eternity.

The thought of being an elder depresses me. Once you hit a certain age you’re basically waiting for death.

Things like these are constantly on my mind and honestly, I am getting tired of it. I don’t want to be scared of the inevitable. But I just am. 

Does anyone know what to do?",1.3995203836930443,3.722007417266187,3.1347913669064766,89.09264268585133,82.74100719424459,6.584364508393287,22.935731414868112,7.793537801064563,1.2045305515587534,537,19,112,10,15,178,90,139,0.257,0.662,0.081,-0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,2,0,1,8,8,1,2,9,0,14,2,1,0,1,23,22,9,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,13,3,20,12,2,16,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,2,13,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228457168194226,0.0,0.13139089142699362,0.0,0.15463374285085593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030637223920688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618464232556247,0.0,0.19502069064331265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644411199497624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817510744651224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327030406956944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180322970471992,0.18833497115181386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973531670851546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400235578560012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027298550002234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286515661017635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762609536421381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928866948983448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483891207547408,0.1204050033452216,0.0,0.2983587605683129,0.10957170729340404,0.2159746562550124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603233572558834,0.0,0.0,0.1550452528788621,0.11083406030319358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100774126039612
anxiety,macdaddy210,2020/03/18,"constant anxiety due to state wide shutdown... (sorry if this doesn’t make sense, lowkey having an anxiety attack) 

i know i’m not special or unique with this, but for the past week plus i have had an overwhelming sense of anxiety and fear, almost to the point of paralysis. i feel stuck, and the fact that i can’t get out because there is nothing open here makes me feel trapped. even my therapist closed her private practice down because of it, and offered video therapy on this therapy app thing, but i didn’t want to because it made me anxious that i couldn’t actually see her and it just made me remember the situation more. gosh guys, as someone who is already very anxious a lot, it’s freaking me out and i feel like i’m in a movie or something. my favorite thing to do ever is to thrift (i’m a reseller) and it’s like my form of retail therapy and just completely calms me down and puts me in my happy place. i know that seems kind of selfish and trivial due to everything going on, but idk. i just guess there was a sense of relief from this and i’m worried about my mom too because she is 54 and works in the healthcare field and can’t not go to work. and all these kids my age going to spring break trips in florida etc are making me so upset because they are only lengthening the amount of time that we will have to quarantine and have things shut down. it’s just the weirdest i’ve ever felt... i’ve ever fallen behind on school because of it and can’t think because it’s everywhere. on the news, YouTube, Snapchat, in conversations, even here. 

anyways, sorry for the long rant, it’s just a sad, scary grim time for most of us... any advice or comfort would be appreciated:((",4.558055193959905,5.5403178203592836,5.1591070033845385,83.939147357459,69.89820359281437,8.203905233012236,30.090601405883884,8.456263369488248,2.126747357458995,1328,52,266,20,23,427,181,334,0.177,0.747,0.076,-0.9862,0,2,1,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,1,2,18,16,1,3,16,0,22,0,0,5,5,63,47,25,0,4,14,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,22,22,0,0,9,1,2,6,8,8,0,0,7,5,28,8,41,36,7,41,0,3,1,0,12,20,0,9,15,176,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.09079578426902143,0.0,0.0,0.09091977960312804,0.0,0.0,0.09316834243497052,0.0,0.10267440233777146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327189949208341,0.0,0.21353112866398927,0.2102224481718477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584895615420674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970237119259549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755299644764312,0.10054558491445097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376666881510233,0.12290701633069608,0.2524860416327981,0.0,0.0,0.08362034706466202,0.0,0.0,0.10469836368215432,0.1411348246379847,0.06646937986369089,0.08933512123440739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861071926569877,0.0,0.15863411169567826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249649393090003,0.09212642491368887,0.0,0.09904517226740488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968891533943329,0.10226714062613497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091145694527347,0.0,0.0,0.08233943597111851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910116739562105,0.0,0.17607759462040834,0.186319211055827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896992241258888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927651851904808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076280021308969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881932600791631,0.0,0.0,0.09720931585648863,0.0,0.0879549708835533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353312855559144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539869666110448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416369294245236,0.07414260234791076,0.0847021417809312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458335250264686,0.0,0.0,0.07883437024826816,0.07162844583862582,0.0,0.2083062934443939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192056585019218,0.10802918751889452,0.18543934810488594,0.059617697072436665,0.0,0.0,0.10850733228084093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191833350335786,0.0,0.0,0.07676957486682529,0.05487871142296849,0.0,0.07463285588342179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547168715845148,0.09448888979883148,0.0,0.06609452288519095,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rabbid1997,2020/03/18,"Anxiety from the effects of Covid-19 So I’ve been able to keep my anxiety under control for months now but today I’m just very anxious about everything that’s going on with my work. I live in California and I work at a car dealership we have yet to close down yet because we are consider a necessity business thing is though business is extremely slow and only getting slower, they started laying people off and changing hours around to save money so that’s a bit stressful but the worst part is I live with my brother and his wife, she works at a casino and they closed so she’s not making the same amount of money as she was before and he works at this dealership as well and his a sales person he was going to go to are commercial vehicle department but that got canceled due to a DUI he got a couple years ago but now the sales department aren’t taking him back instead moving him to are phone department because his uninsurable and I only make minimum wage. I guess I’m just anxious on how we are going to get by with everything going on with the dealership...I feel like the weak link I don’t nearly enough as my brother or his wife so I have this urge to help as much as I can but I just can’t sorry if this was to long just needed to get this off my chest",5.11136673151751,5.464771992217902,6.009783560311284,80.58448078793776,68.37743190661479,9.226556420233463,29.681177042801558,9.188382445141503,2.3874982490272365,1010,35,200,18,16,334,136,257,0.095,0.852,0.053,-0.8633,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,2,6,19,6,0,1,13,0,17,2,1,5,0,42,37,26,0,2,12,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,18,0,2,3,1,6,10,4,3,1,0,6,1,28,3,39,31,7,39,0,0,0,0,24,15,0,3,15,143,36,5,0.12036270716286487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669427762969573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415428306474946,0.27195119842307913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071483277507407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255149226172042,0.0,0.14674397824044955,0.0,0.1024197986633262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140490255400353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732778465288358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499701073187914,0.0,0.13317904614043144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436685147895178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634848033164514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085900123624542,0.08598714204675673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886536401151804,0.0,0.3420245012016558,0.0,0.19253010452139094,0.0,0.13259309175148745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067658547429109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853302133438864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698390445868908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880313896460027,0.0,0.2125649511436572,0.10651720824562624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068608332590142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960723645301904,0.12792650942575112,0.08848043887529111,0.08924742225093962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308252509733405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034108259719454,0.0,0.08344434606854928,0.105096073288574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473619642885212,0.08519334363332969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787507439192362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049777646274673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996363437947973,0.0,0.11825574867267136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408977274844975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931183881179484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822052871943964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505019373099572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775096371665193
anxiety,brunotelli45,2020/03/18,Can't trust anyone Can't talk to anyone they would never understand what I'm going through,2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,80.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.7842444444444445,76,2,13,1,2,24,15,18,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.4023,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6187632484012441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514629003602467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412560737367448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35563638645161616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606213840692354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143142463807728,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allswellscanada,2020/03/18,"I'm an A-level student who just had their exams cancelled due to COVID-19 I'm kind've still in shock since finding out that schools in the UK are now closing. And that exams in May and June are cancelled. 

I was struggling with my A-levels with very low predicted grades and a fail for one of my subjects. In the past few weeks, I have picked it up a lot. Doing plenty of revision, impressing my teachers and picking up on my coursework. I was really happy and proud of myself. When this Coronavirus thing came about, I took the necessary precautions to wash my hands and stop touching my face and just kept going. Also due to the fact that the Prime Minister said that schools will not close and exams will continue as normal, I was pretty chill.

Then today happened. All the work I have put in. The four pieces of coursework I have done and an EPQ. Are now all for nothing. I'm genuinely terrified of what's going to happen. I have no real prospects after A-level, no offers. A lot of my friends are also freaking out about this as some of them don't know what's going to happen with University.

As just a piece of extra information, I have Aspergers and ADHD.

TLDR my A-Level exams have been cancelled and I'm in shock",4.6561900073837075,5.884686196652722,5.346497661826238,81.77115185823283,69.8786610878661,7.96662564607433,28.70317499384691,8.313332769828598,2.032036967757813,967,35,181,14,17,313,131,239,0.11800000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.091,-0.4051,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,3,11,10,0,1,13,0,21,3,2,2,3,39,36,18,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,11,19,0,2,3,0,0,6,4,6,0,2,10,3,20,4,35,23,9,34,0,2,0,0,7,14,0,4,14,135,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839325705210656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447830190808481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750448226660288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662006286058947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398820469535964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824361558822928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609401530960139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406016468346878,0.16292121624167547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937474134542762,0.08411054547608453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26022991536503304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995341671662274,0.14685257893920034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037085055028206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610053461169825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570366637330366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385435467792954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420081993931386,0.09804573020914964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558260040535048,0.0,0.0,0.30978316315253096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660193471404232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222341099992855,0.1279540184235662,0.0,0.1599977962023242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167752565379716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450705171855379,0.0,0.17004068013139892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627967846723245,0.0,0.0,0.12276495031265952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141992856844256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Benighted88,2020/03/18,"Wife is an RN in an ICU for Infectious Disease Hello everyone, I've had a lot of depression and anxiety recently due to the Covid 19 outbreak. My wife is currently a registered nurse in the only ICU at her hospital that takes care of infectious patients and this has been at the core of my anxiety.  She just turned 45 years old, a little overweight and slightly high blood pressure (which has been under control for a while now) so I'm hoping she isn't at particularly high risk.  I am preparing for the worst but am trying to find any shred of light in this bleak situation.",7.2964864864864865,6.9138620270270295,7.889864864864865,71.4466891891892,63.864864864864856,12.084684684684687,36.51801801801802,11.538034831475384,4.317299099099098,459,20,85,13,6,153,77,111,0.11199999999999999,0.851,0.037000000000000005,-0.6395,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,10,0,10,2,1,1,0,9,15,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,6,2,16,12,2,17,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,2,7,56,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730508550394106,0.0,0.3314185435462023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085261570836595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295124683100355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656949493485167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069841529863674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798145650080007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577295951088211,0.0,0.2151467788174617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171043371830747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841576485013132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730016676327286,0.0,0.0,0.16474486177219466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138803921265508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348343903629385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628669220737471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470668243545852,0.23561404964430102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949244423215704
anxiety,crystalocean1,2020/03/18,"is anyone else having a tough time dealing with all of the uncertainty of the current situation? i apologize for adding to the large number of covid19 posts, but I'm struggling at the moment. i'm a college junior and live in the county with the most corona cases in the US. i got home from college saturday, and since then, I really have not left my house except to walk my dog or go for runs. i don't have any siblings, so it's just my parents and i. I'm the kind of person who deals with my anxiety by being active, social, and busy, so I'm not looking forward to the coming weeks but trying to stay positive. we're supposed to return to college April 13th, but I'm not sure if that'll happen at this point. 

i think one of the things I'm having a really hard time is the uncertainty of this all. no one knows how long this will truly last. there is no official date set when life will return to normal, when we can leave our houses. when we can see our friends and extended family, when we can return to our jobs and schools. I know that my worries are minuscule in comparison to people who are losing jobs, have inadequate income to support for their families, etc, and I don't mean to make it seem like my struggles are more cumbersome than theirs because they absolutely **are not**. i can't imagine having those added stressors.

i've been trying to keep myself on a routine and stay connected with friends through facetime, but I'm still starting to struggle a bit, which is not good as I know this will be more of a marathon than a sprint.

also, is anyone else worried about some kind of catastrophic/apocalyptic type situation arising? I know that's VERY VERY UNLIKELY, I'm not trying to fear monger. it's just my anxiety brain talking, and I'm sure I'm not the only one. I can't stop thinking about how I don't want to die and have so much I want to do with my life (which I know is not unique). i think this situation is really making me realize that NOTHING, even our existence, is permanent. 

it also makes me so angry to see people my age still out on spring break trips, at house parties, with friends, etc. I've been taking this so seriously and haven't even went in public places let alone partied or even SEEN my hometown friends. I don't want to risk it, especially for my mom who's somewhat at-risk.


just looking to connect with some who may feel the same I guess. hugs to everyone, we will get through this <3 in the mean time, I recommend picking up some hobbies that you normally don't have time for and staying active! the weather has been decent so going for walks and runs is great. 

also, would recommend spending extensive time on the coronavirus sub. lots of talk of ""this is going to last for 1 year +, martial law will be implemented, etc"". not helpful if you're feeling anxious. 

pm me if anyone ever needs to talk!",5.477285714285713,5.953392871428572,6.1796428571428565,79.25535714285716,67.60714285714286,9.114285714285714,31.0,9.081645337920577,2.5244857142857144,2248,84,434,38,35,737,265,560,0.124,0.746,0.131,0.9232,5,1,0,0,0,1,71.0,9,1,3,1,27,21,0,5,23,0,50,4,1,6,5,93,98,39,1,10,22,2,3,1,4,8,2,0,1,1,26,26,0,2,15,1,1,11,19,8,0,3,6,8,47,13,69,80,16,63,0,1,5,1,33,17,0,14,32,291,73,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814800935001131,0.0,0.15785851641471393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474563497130078,0.0,0.10067224170506844,0.07433423845484237,0.0,0.13802475295418634,0.1348378792019128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040110512230094514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183556033011892,0.0,0.0,0.07345354127746757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566800865227948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567193731378946,0.0,0.0,0.06828906315258708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993338675240633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015012298956071,0.13037902763215928,0.059519040547973426,0.0,0.06287384663392416,0.0,0.0,0.12405904502484914,0.07404226522392195,0.0665399900607269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334484314430973,0.0,0.0343773067888927,0.0,0.11218541110528066,0.05518915169853409,0.052625540105045,0.07254372484044788,0.07248511171762805,0.0,0.05818591463288355,0.0,0.058943056988725324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410374050302025,0.0,0.06600184840068746,0.0,0.0,0.22776993340436574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059088020066734,0.05848525111104914,0.0,0.13703924570823514,0.18080728493808976,0.10727007470045463,0.0,0.06967173166099154,0.07149089969539574,0.06728402367675235,0.09295168100408067,0.03214610988319791,0.0,0.058101798620768974,0.05823012072156055,0.110509320990328,0.07361234671735004,0.0,0.055940030100267074,0.0,0.0,0.1317642029553405,0.0,0.0,0.1433489890970158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706309452168016,0.0,0.0,0.04836989930607216,0.04878918868936556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289382680388469,0.06313599783205058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376149113395214,0.05004317008497852,0.0,0.0,0.07306209844210525,0.0,0.0,0.0912336030042886,0.0574532240916756,0.06874604047043911,0.0,0.06220140461500271,0.0,0.0630173360441808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645773852884562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659218809259565,0.10486670534988493,0.05990101684699895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054429684063965186,0.221882789329432,0.0,0.06707388211931413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465729318872369,0.2103992131665416,0.1050944704908746,0.05501098236168588,0.0,0.20636247426771573,0.0,0.0,0.07466802327948173,0.1240297201101404,0.0,0.04947272403447472,0.1586604392175312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043713989128540916,0.12648419278292472,0.0,0.0,0.19183988156368045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401978111847238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914819908582225,0.0,0.0,0.10858227432614732,0.11643001753099315,0.0,0.05278005801996079,0.0,0.0,0.06099641213181201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336443320248662,0.0,0.046741782977340135,0.0,0.0,0.04237245421306
anxiety,Captari,2020/03/18,"Feeling anxious about being poor and alone I will try to keep this short and to the point. First I would like to wish you all the very best wishes moving forward through the Corona crisis.


I am Canadian born, mechanical engineer, living and working in Romania in my field for very average pay forr the last 2 years. I facilitate design solutions for Renault up until a few weeks ago when I moved to another department, electrical harnesses for Airbus. Why am I here? University was cheaper here, (there was no way I could take on a 40k+ debt) and I have Romanian background. 


I appreciate the fact that I'm not actually poor, I mean, I don't take anything for granted but I feel very bewildered. For the last 2 months I'm trying to get something going on the internet for some extra income and I've been running around in circles and still have not made 1 cent. Now I'm just trying to make designs for POD, redbubble, teepublic etc. 

I have been single for the past 4 years. I have realized that I am just not desirable. I may look ok, (I go to the gym) but have no game and  no skills after years of trying to get something going on. All the women with whom I get along with are taken or are engaged, or are older by 8 years ( she is definitely hot for her age but we came to the conclusion that at our age difference, and her wanting kids in the next 2 years, it wont work out anything between us) 

Corona virus crisis hits, I am certain everything will get back to normal however I look at myself as not being financially stable. When another crisis may hit, I have nothing to fall back on. No funds, no partner,, ...my family is in Slovenia but there is no work for me there. And hell, I was going to see my family for Easter break but by the way things are playing out I doubt I'll be able to go (closing borders and everything) 

I feel like a total basket case. I picked the wrong field, I wasn't passionate enough to master engineering so I could have better employment..., I played videogames and wasted time during my late teens when I should've been out learning social/communication  skills, marketing skills, tech skills, or hell, just the wonders of the internet, ecommerce and what it can provide if you are fearless and have room to make mistakes. I'm 25, so technically I still can do it but I honestly feel at the moment like I am beating a dead horse. 

I feel alone, poor, anxious, all in one and I have no idea where can I turn to. I'm sorry for being such a drag and sharing this with all of you but I'm at a loss

I hope all of you are healthy and doing alright in these dark times.

Alexander",4.530274509803919,5.676202596078433,5.598921568627452,80.15348039215688,70.09803921568627,8.725490196078429,29.068627450980397,9.075114841892004,2.379921568627451,2044,76,394,39,36,677,257,510,0.183,0.703,0.114,-0.9917,4,3,2,0,0,0,65.0,3,4,0,14,22,22,2,1,23,2,48,1,0,4,8,83,88,34,1,11,18,0,6,3,1,6,0,0,1,3,12,27,0,1,11,4,7,12,14,6,0,2,10,9,52,16,64,64,13,71,2,1,3,1,16,26,2,10,35,272,64,7,0.08418705495584654,0.0,0.08215442150822994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746267446621275,0.0,0.0,0.1743847988938216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765549350514987,0.0,0.19021481841524865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855754605339438,0.07494432760284184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946929740854138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834912024762258,0.07445660871999206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962875631821452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443302603846902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795755412760313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698773238771433,0.0938908201187202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132379316334887,0.0,0.15872812591270716,0.0,0.21283752261823816,0.06014324888182573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160946593846611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593704608750296,0.0,0.2392272171142519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361674123440524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503693776160227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482932260627558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724737217112049,0.0949666649202005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338862779707654,0.0,0.07433871190435909,0.0,0.14139184622263604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965982695705269,0.11239102581244577,0.0,0.0,0.09170438312777944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671973040744022,0.17895503238827265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953388802685787,0.0,0.0824854392524829,0.08077974976756286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057047327216188826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036606991918316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958397859422342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670861830650608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581810060166158,0.0,0.12962261582476686,0.0,0.09424051552736376,0.0,0.0,0.1344637816731825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265963762370702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593013850100119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981802975182324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286299365263843,0.09157134087056493,0.0,0.0,0.1012666614332072,0.0,0.0,0.2083894113606544,0.04965570622433986,0.13364753127818965,0.0675297774007068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596572263890702,0.0,0.1936219168827406,0.0,0.09129726992028518,0.1838675360125248,0.0,0.0,0.05980406839602542,0.09204532868892408,0.0,0.2710685160527329
anxiety,wynnduffyisking,2020/03/18,"It gets better Dear all. I wanna tell you my story in the hope that it will help some of you to get through the awful burden of anxiety especially in these worrying times. 

Ten years ago I had a complete breakdown caused by anxiety.

It culminated one night in my dorm room. I had been feeling “off” for a long time but I had no idea what it was. One night it all crashed. I had a physical feeling of the ceiling falling upon me, I had a physical feeling of something invisible flying around my head attacking me. I had a constant ringing in my ears and whenever I closed my eyes I had pictures on the inside of my eyelids like a slideshow depicting sex, blood, violence and murder. In short it was the most terrifying experience I have ever had. 

After that dropped out of law school and I spent 6 months living with my parents. I could barely get myself together enough to walk outside. It was hell. 

But slowly with the support of my parents, with the right medication and the right therapist I got better. It took a long time and it felt like there was no hope, no ending to the suffering, no relief. It felt hopeless.

But today, even in these terrifying times, which happen to coincide with my dad being diagnosed with cancer, I do not have anxiety. 

I feel sad, and I feel worried but in a natural way. Not the all encompassing dread that comes from anxiety. 

So please, no matter how bad it is, take my word - it can get better. You have your life ahead of you and even if it feels hopeless right now just know that it’s not the end of the world.",3.864100000000001,5.606411143333336,5.057666666666666,81.06550000000001,72.56666666666666,8.333333333333334,28.5,8.959647251330699,2.3739000000000003,1213,48,232,25,24,401,162,300,0.258,0.618,0.124,-0.9953,2,0,1,0,0,2,33.0,0,5,0,4,9,20,3,1,20,1,22,9,4,2,4,50,44,14,1,5,9,3,8,2,0,1,4,2,2,0,22,16,0,0,10,0,1,4,8,10,0,3,18,11,34,10,37,23,6,45,1,4,1,1,10,20,1,5,21,172,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753958017359045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021865649178898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791211521349199,0.0,0.11234708257941103,0.0,0.0,0.0824555758589975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202001566625416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144769738210066,0.0,0.08506794105047638,0.10354182928176926,0.10671813442281236,0.0,0.07884713928065261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023336595345987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749336996222387,0.1020394177442613,0.0,0.13045234657937585,0.08932876682677056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660049123333166,0.0,0.0,0.2995983403999625,0.0,0.18963890825606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637983368042806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898270129854254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873279534244812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135023073953152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619281351498259,0.0,0.0,0.19617027263573814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148139544744723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427268869967032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975296444737968,0.0964925619669353,0.0,0.08720170845205891,0.17478859969318147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948439925452517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882460656836815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534812754012964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338367122173286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930955524556411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840238241796968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530064692804752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994445454498288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602575605888154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206501952215707,0.0,0.0,0.07425081770259205,0.0,0.08631546476258348,0.0,0.0,0.11466115956297575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303373157968123,0.0,0.09360737080167356,0.0,0.1097194750885978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838643392726538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057923083532075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359442369077853
anxiety,ogthrowaway_,2020/03/18,"Trigger warning - Seeing a Psych soon but having extreme anxiety and potential ocd intrusive sexual thoughts I've had extreme anxiety and possibly ocd-related intrusive thoughts recently. 

Having a tingle down there (male) but not comfortable, it's like a rubbing against jeans type thing. It made me hyperaware of it and a feeling of need to urinate or orgasm is happening. 

Other notes: on the way to immediate care, the combo of this feeling + vibration in the car and potentially anxiety about orgasming unintentionally scared the fuck out of me. 

Pulled over to pee, and it orgasmed (I pumped a few times just because the pressure was unbearable and I couldn't take it, was going crazy.)

Got tests done, everything is ok, gave me antibiotic for potential prostatitus and (can't remember) maybe for potential infection to penis. 

BLAH BLAH BLAH

I'm anxious as fuck, had really bad anxiety and depression a few years ago, went off lexapro and xanax. 

Needed xanax to try to help as every anxious thought or feedback loop or panic attack makes me super aware of my groin which in turn makes it want to orgasm. 

Side note, I watched porn a few times a week and snuck in masturbation here and there. (Prior to having a wife I would jerk 1-3 times a day)

I gave up porn and masturbation almost 7 months ago. Not sure if this is related. Only have sex with wife now. (occasionally)

Initially I thought I'd just ignore the pain. Go for a walk, take a cold shower. It kind of helps. But as stress and anxiety buildup during the day I feel like I'm going to explode (orgasm)

Wife is heading out for a few hours and as soon as I heard that I got super anxious thinking I was going to masturbate. Sort of considered this as an option but before she left, I started getting uncomfortable intrusive thoughts. 

So now here I am, I was going to relieve myself because of the pressure and uncomfortability... But now I'm worried if I do that, if unwanted thoughts pop in my head I am going to be confirming or telling anxiety to engage ""jerk off time"" whenever anything unwanted pops in. 

Or maybe that I'll start orgasming at inconvenient times. 

Sorry so graphic just freaking out. Just want relief.",5.214303304239401,7.278369379052376,6.15853413341646,73.22849945448878,69.67331670822944,9.700779301745637,33.22950436408978,10.05249126169394,3.7834419576059855,1735,83,293,47,32,573,213,401,0.248,0.664,0.08800000000000001,-0.997,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,2,16,27,5,5,22,1,22,20,10,4,1,66,65,36,0,11,19,3,4,5,0,1,5,1,1,1,16,19,0,1,11,0,0,10,4,15,0,0,20,8,23,12,49,42,4,50,0,1,2,11,11,17,2,11,24,181,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716945338266293,0.0,0.08312407209152255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810216317895414,0.2813382552548343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831142912317632,0.0,0.0,0.09443761724446176,0.0,0.0,0.06931117331987338,0.10120613562705992,0.0,0.07063671135746502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463580333776041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070711592902266,0.0,0.07149772273008785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849496323115281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994080756631142,0.0,0.07460542471894521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591939527120716,0.05930346488159015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348567286053838,0.043370106487437436,0.0,0.28306424676321695,0.0,0.13278383279589234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340683577087127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038758957452113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128177863708136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174965117680441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644375075427049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019228736306403,0.0,0.0,0.08111049637207868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854753173882274,0.11082170278779824,0.0,0.1667925104637261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625902385393176,0.0,0.0,0.12310401869975104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313402119841778,0.08833013744397672,0.09739616311948236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935830451370126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053179321849693706,0.0,0.08196388685624305,0.0,0.09403589921893556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310903879282701,0.0,0.06614945443429443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292462922947957,0.1175119987022518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508944520800564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823739948299067,0.0,0.1248287030031119,0.0,0.07255574988131051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514918242833558,0.05319044666742595,0.0,0.39541136915049896,0.2420234994860748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563593905540152,0.09029272442777317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097924720895334,0.06589070115949765,0.06658685483408568,0.0,0.0,0.07695253458200055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430225420150765,0.0,0.058969020394434135,0.0,0.0,0.053456713832749685
anxiety,AkinaEsuoh,2020/03/18,Nothing feels real Every day I catch myself in these moments where it feels like everything in my body has just shut off. My grades re horrible right now because it feels like all I know how to do is distract myself but it feels like my life is falling apart because of it. I don’t know how to stay calm right now.,4.89484375,5.226286296874999,5.031250000000004,87.48875000000002,68.84375,7.65,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.3692625,249,8,52,2,4,78,42,64,0.084,0.774,0.142,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,2,1,12,11,3,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,4,6,11,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,7,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516997490105098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293191735820451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314303402969113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394285041080124,0.0,0.1855437574039749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175488635341049,0.4424633091758564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269188086012218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582159063826636,0.30258281455682057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980941394701527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349850562390219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526139816856344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004800488143125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YearofTheStallionpt1,2020/03/18,"One America News is going to kill my mom My mom is over the age of 60 and had a liver transplant in 2015. She takes immune suppressing drugs to make sure her body does not reject the organ. 

She isn’t worried. She said that OAN (One America News Network)  expressed that this is being played out as “worse than it really is” in the “liberal media.” 

My offer to help her by doing her errands was laughed at! What more can I do?? This is really the first time since this this was announced as a Pandemic that I’ve felt such horrible anxiety. And I and my partner have compromised immune systems, but are otherwise young(ish). I plan on staying home and have no problem with that but still wanted to reach out to my family that is most threatened by this virus. 

Thanks for reading my rant. And I hope everyone is okay and safe.",4.3312264150943385,5.855399685534593,5.0139779874213835,82.71455188679249,71.0125786163522,8.570440251572327,28.34433962264151,9.075114841892004,2.350588679245284,646,24,123,13,12,208,105,159,0.132,0.715,0.153,0.188,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,10,1,0,6,1,18,5,2,1,1,23,26,10,1,3,3,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,12,9,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,3,0,3,5,2,16,7,20,20,2,14,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,2,4,89,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371444202831188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913343658863625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688422980485855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790138053302265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130436556366316,0.0,0.0,0.16900394311924502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721315316779075,0.0,0.0,0.15249070747448645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018857691698245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201638469782738,0.0,0.17982683375711206,0.17805992350930586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834055462601213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196670497071594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199280057500465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296193730031046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154138298278293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932290763312975,0.0,0.2296955340368944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053100158086318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829763082090974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910826501859645,0.14316876217634375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896399418834346,0.0,0.13479203289049566,0.0,0.0,0.16505177520170364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453634049914493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574068208805636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206184872063055,0.1826959227514253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mediareject,2020/03/18,"Looking for some input on a novel I'm writing Hey everyone,

I'm   in the planning stages of a novel I'm writing (currently doing   research) and thought it would be a good idea to get some input from people who have dealt with anxiety.

The basic elevator   pitch of my book is that a guy suffers from a really bad concussion   after drinking with his buddies, and the concussion just isn't healing.   His whole life starts to change, and as a result he's sent into a   hopeless depression and develops severe health anxiety. However, he   falls in love with a girl with cystic fibrosis and must contend with his   nihilism/pessimistic tendencies over having chronic health problems,   while his girlfriend is able to stay optimistic despite having a   terminal illness. I'm trying to make it a meditation on the paradox of   people with anxiety and chronic problems who can't escape their   suffering despite still having their whole lives ahead of them, while   others can remain positive even in the face of death.

The   book is very much inspired by my own experiences with concussion and   anxiety, as well as knowing someone personally who has cystic fibrosis.   I'm not trying to give an account of my story, but rather use my own   experiences to tell a compelling/impactful story.

So,   I guess the first question I should ask is the most brutal one: is  this  a book concept that anyone would ever have an actual interest in   reading? I'm enraptured by it, but I've worried that it's for such a   niche audience that it might not have much widespread appeal.

Secondly,   for anyone that has read any kind of similar stories, what advice do   you have for me? What are some things that you've seen books like this   do really right and really wrong? What are some staples that a book like   this needs, and some cliches that it needs to avoid?

Finally,   for anyone that has any of the conditions that the book is about, how   would you want to see it portrayed in a book? Have there been any other   standout representations (good or bad) in any other book/movie/etc?  What  are some experiences or feelings you've had that you'd like to see   covered or represented in a book like this?

Thank you to anyone that takes the time to read this and respond. Any input or advice is greatly appreciated.",9.451706730769233,8.345601911057694,9.087384615384616,66.95761538461541,59.9375,12.166153846153849,39.55,11.20814326018867,4.544899423076924,1809,78,299,40,20,584,207,416,0.095,0.794,0.11199999999999999,0.8527,2,1,1,0,0,1,41.0,0,4,3,3,11,24,1,1,29,0,37,10,1,4,2,61,64,23,1,11,10,0,1,4,1,6,7,0,0,3,35,18,1,1,6,14,1,2,4,11,1,3,5,5,18,13,52,51,13,27,0,4,4,1,30,12,0,14,15,216,53,13,0.0873941212287468,0.0,0.08528405556570898,0.0,0.0,0.17080104760636491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29715499653830746,0.0,0.2674250541270493,0.0,0.0,0.2444320063106834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170170600970339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594088154224227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092451392213078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527242855445933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561296751473235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974675467626872,0.057722992837999726,0.07905298605926687,0.0,0.08350882802685444,0.0,0.2564646605363749,0.0,0.0,0.044189093592785625,0.062434377667987824,0.0,0.09573598801519467,0.0,0.07433739487186451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565982128268712,0.08383640452122666,0.0,0.1466040850013511,0.0,0.09635232718304433,0.0962744774338127,0.0865339201006258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579172826561546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865732521825823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910075286900305,0.048029523473598325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172905237508241,0.17078541273915965,0.0,0.0771706101795079,0.0,0.07338905106027371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887660650324595,0.0,0.05833625454666155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271135184524257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848946959919572,0.12960326704845315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922051832223356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117615942786375,0.07630917570854244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724874236406082,0.0,0.0,0.09790141686043624,0.0,0.2622533139573477,0.0,0.16796073574051645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463410201598407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928359932858445,0.0,0.0,0.0987304812408801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404875531247436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185800882078036,0.09315050507200906,0.06979305810486579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570950283143387,0.0,0.07638631400574478,0.08046076505694026,0.0,0.0,0.058060770828254775,0.0,0.0,0.06938117023755383,0.05096021489338813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186697432270726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548046085071422,0.0,0.07210930266651186,0.05154731700431839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857781059666775,0.0,0.0,0.19514483065579694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875297231938922,0.0,0.1862468287832016,0.0955517522046426,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Owl_Friendly,2020/03/18,"Hi everyone! Which apps have been helping you get a grip on your anxiety / increase well-being?? Hopefully this type of post is allowed.  I'm not sure where to get honest feedback about this. I also don't want to have to download all 50 mindfulness apps and try them out! 

Thanks so much.",1.7667532467532467,4.4874780909090966,2.7070129870129875,89.64909090909094,86.27272727272728,6.051948051948052,24.22077922077921,7.447530270364453,1.4118051948051942,225,9,43,4,7,71,48,55,0.08,0.6859999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.8875,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,9,11,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,7,10,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468426115299311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613105851476815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949466050842145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32253378700871715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068944279585762,0.0,0.0,0.3065781176551916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31166785460681384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269073446652085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956197262098735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909170253971149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28418108667974123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095660944959314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206106481023016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775306397903781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ak1560g,2020/03/18,"Anxiety about this virus outbreak other things. I have some health anxiety right now sure it is justified or not. I hope not. This virus outbreak has made me worried out of my mind. I get scared that what If i had the virus and spread it to family members or others near me, like how Rudy Gobert spread it to Donovan mitchell and possibly others. I'm scared to go to doctor office to check for my throat, tonsils or other concerns because I might be asymptomatic and spread it to elders in the doctor office. I remembered something from last year I was diagnosed with strep throat group A. I took medication once and stopped because I was scared about side effects. As a result I'm scared if I left myself permanent damage.",4.83858288770054,6.881942323529415,4.936229946524065,81.69326203208556,70.61764705882355,7.886631016042781,28.540106951871657,8.575989854853784,2.2605823529411766,580,22,102,10,11,181,88,136,0.174,0.774,0.053,-0.9349,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,4,4,0,8,7,2,4,1,24,15,11,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,5,0,15,3,16,8,1,12,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,8,5,70,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22924073556903266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826712740660988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207539452307978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30671692305585685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141247409682228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828055640456948,0.0,0.08515245687827007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926343397136308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881607197862556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221323296888464,0.0,0.0,0.16279190922038794,0.0,0.0,0.07319989850723896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177379275058194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093905229669952,0.0,0.1589471006146323,0.1512866809912256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956521259552525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689120326573617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697294083194039,0.1279549255437384,0.0,0.0,0.6000282061411051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153472871692058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252654937188416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412140218043757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995411133472247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664678453351668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216073695749405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648630453788733
anxiety,DrinksOnMeEveryNight,2020/03/18,"Worried about my grandmother's health I really didn't know where else to post this, this seemed like a safe space to so.

I am mid-20's male (26 next week, golden birthday, no celebrating, thanks COVID!) and live with my 79-year-old grandmother.

My grad classes are over and I'm completing my internship from home. I am concerned about bringing the virus into our home. I have been home since Sunday afternoon but will eventually need to venture out for groceries for us. She has two caretakers who come in during the week, and who knows where they've been.

How can I make sure I'm not bringing COVID-19 in and potentially harming my grandmother?

My boyfriend lives 15 miles away and works in healthcare, so I'm staying away from him unfortunately. Anything else?

Edit: Chicagoland, USA",5.954193341869395,8.035293894366198,5.067080665813061,81.72663892445584,67.80281690140845,8.543918053777206,31.923175416133162,9.095868883498916,2.782554929577465,631,27,113,12,11,188,101,142,0.084,0.8390000000000001,0.077,-0.4408,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,19,22,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,0,15,4,18,18,0,22,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,1,6,64,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096335922314414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990452665718785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708993742660505,0.16686124904388386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658916391195205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916444772358089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789083691845623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492464037413666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775055513763307,0.0,0.2810571552000404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062309972006928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800452742481367,0.0,0.0,0.1692532680361929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166996651437761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524175982267381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195281697424984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488027727414607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316469758647599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696281518319384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499929482473564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465199878523667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546223387780328,0.0,0.1914326940157401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553141780550772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585997228426308,0.1616201936048663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248461943232863
anxiety,throwaway1736839289,2020/03/18,"Is this normal with anxiety Hello all, I have been suffering with anxiety since I was 14 years old and I am 21 now.  I am looking to better myself as an apprentice in a trade but I get too anxious to fill out job applications.  I tighten up and as I’m writing the information off my resume onto the application and get so sick and anxious that I get to the point of throwing up and have to stop.  My sister and girlfriend help me and when I get to the interview I’m completely fine and speak well, it’s just the application.  I can’t figure out why this is and I was seeing if anyone has insight on what I can do to fix this.  Thank you",1.0181493506493524,3.199681053030304,3.6416883116883128,85.7468181818182,83.16666666666667,6.8017316017316025,23.064935064935064,7.957251820313856,1.3596389610389616,497,18,104,10,14,174,85,132,0.134,0.759,0.107,-0.4234,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,0,1,23,22,15,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,13,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,3,16,4,19,19,1,16,0,1,2,0,9,9,0,1,5,79,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111386023272714,0.4594762303129951,0.0,0.14219354475932092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985476726564584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321834777063856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249873452667296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630744627417515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201802717681403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077058727766153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992489281287463,0.0,0.0,0.2133913674194312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922402617337434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205102608530825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822090715324234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001747328532374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187225913171964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828444252748969,0.0,0.18350012981075625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095671614873805
anxiety,Forrest75,2020/03/18,"Job progression/new opportunity problems I’ll start off by saying I have worked at my job for 8 years. This is my first real full time job. I have multiple friends that work for another corporation In my field. It is a given from everything they have said that I would be hired... It would be a pay increase as well as an opportunity for more overtime, less stress and bigger company. I am so nervous to leave because My family and I are doing fine. But I could potentially make 50k more per year if I made the leap. I’m just scared to leave my comfort zone. And it’s weird but I also can’t help but feel anxious thinking about how my current boss will take it. I know he will not be happy to say the least. And once I left I know if I didn’t like the new company my current employer would most likely not hire me back. Resulting in having to relocate. Can anyone give advice on ways too look at this and helping with possibly changing my life for the better... thanks!",3.623696027633852,5.144880523316067,4.89639378238342,82.87481519861832,72.78238341968913,8.255474956822107,26.856303972366142,8.841846274778883,1.9854258376511231,763,27,154,15,15,253,129,193,0.09699999999999999,0.77,0.132,0.8349,6,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,6,8,16,0,3,7,0,21,1,0,5,0,30,35,15,0,7,8,0,1,2,1,5,1,3,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,5,1,1,4,5,22,11,20,22,7,20,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,3,11,104,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528130688874264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252619980524252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443504875563642,0.0,0.14483615754065216,0.0,0.08964453563134543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858241178247658,0.0,0.07815311744834022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338768662039175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356248266911276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236196685511972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115223182551475,0.0,0.1208610982170586,0.0,0.06482474754243656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905186017026104,0.0,0.0,0.09905154861652407,0.0,0.0,0.12298676700717345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647754841515508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718674043188872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816736747011933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091720289405787,0.0,0.0,0.2715030412025176,0.1392960690287502,0.0,0.09055560797702952,0.12526983882912618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766065380752536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131150814575925,0.0855784236809068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476440850037866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653508319140606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445328718945919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267571723071408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592636481402518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195315535671125,0.20390893090059373,0.1283564564450738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074478517793287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685940794782756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639486999756317,0.0,0.0,0.11803475377777382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821491542933202,0.0,0.0,0.07475788246789324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176386391132687,0.0,0.0,0.1152724873994248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667082220962386,0.0,0.0,0.2732213465999125,0.0,0.0,0.16512077291314586
anxiety,ToasterToast11,2020/03/18,"I’m 20 year old guy and have never been in a romantic relationship before. I’m incredibly insecure about it and I feel like there’s something wrong with me. I’m not sure if this is the right sub to post this in. If there is a better sub for this kind of thing then please let me know.

I have 3 siblings, 2 of them younger. All 3 have romantic partners and have had other relationships in the past, and I found out yesterday that 2 of them are no longer virgins. 

The same thing applies to all of my closest friends. All of them have a girlfriend, and almost all of them are no longer virgins. 

This is in stark contrast to myself, who has never been in a romantic relationship with anyone. My best friend frequently jokes that I’m either gay or asexual. I’m not. I’m completely straight and there are several women I’ve found attractive, and I’d love nothing more than to have a significant other. Even my dad sometimes jokes about it.

I’ve always been incredibly nervous and extremely shy. I’m feel like I’m not attractive and constantly worry about my image. I have a crippling lack of self confidence and I don’t know the first thing about talking to women. I don’t talk much and have almost no interests outside of video games. I feel like every girl I find attractive is out of my league and I feel like no one would want to be with someone like me. I just feel like there’s something wrong with me. I don’t know what to do.",3.0108421052631584,4.9994382245614055,4.133894736842104,85.72926315789475,75.52631578947368,7.647719298245613,26.13684210526317,8.488131031819089,1.808658947368421,1134,42,229,22,25,369,133,285,0.126,0.691,0.183,0.9526,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,3,10,23,0,2,10,0,27,4,0,0,7,50,47,16,0,5,8,1,5,6,4,1,0,0,0,6,15,18,0,0,11,4,0,0,12,4,0,2,6,5,25,19,33,38,10,21,0,0,0,4,22,10,0,5,16,153,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056377878911632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543774125685599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717960381640907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737286746168146,0.0,0.1077560170730396,0.09081185616727168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765771863790363,0.11096028502633383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781897770744484,0.0,0.08651208121410482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595897237771473,0.3667720139812302,0.0,0.0,0.0938473914853276,0.08733930584288126,0.0,0.2251659965339476,0.15866017297316698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166905265485053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692511347706314,0.16929024405734738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499695659661408,0.0,0.3009847080821044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267244394440004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548139871095456,0.0,0.15838583921741414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852394761501436,0.0,0.10774507932174396,0.0,0.06957842645461246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801939824678252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271148353264633,0.0,0.0,0.09833877547592686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307187337235297,0.0,0.08768790826634112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071173274275381,0.11599884165937813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700018205734393,0.15809570898632108,0.10155285518125723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967744081541467,0.0,0.0,0.16506011719469285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464750330233872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060563151197057775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427622608014978,0.0,0.07294071742941613,0.2245282801209137,0.0,0.06612236446016631
anxiety,Salmon_Wizard,2020/03/18,"USA and Iran conflict and COVID-19 I just read an article today about how the COVID-19 pandemic could make things between Iran and the US worse. Now I can't stop thinking about that stuff and how it could lead to a world war. I live in Canada, so it might help a bit in the eventuality that it stays between the two countries, but it probably won't. Most people around me say the army is gonna make me continue my studies, but I have a hard time believing them. Please help me, I feel alone even when talking to others about this",4.91,5.746114666666667,4.869523809523808,86.86714285714287,69.0,8.285714285714286,29.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.8510000000000004,420,15,88,6,7,130,73,105,0.09699999999999999,0.805,0.098,0.2666,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,1,11,1,1,0,9,0,7,0,0,5,0,21,12,10,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,11,0,10,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,6,62,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693574932847185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692718334167491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142314280227252,0.0,0.0,0.2075921224548618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30363505173979755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559081205919606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961444283399024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033505756809772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549040908749398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679039689911531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538502326644461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171674046818788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318245253453094,0.0,0.0,0.20872515664163174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501146197219175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901992316854601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121314265053104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026722281803862,0.0,0.1589720541513097,0.0,0.0,0.21767370991506804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283357887295246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632573258230395,0.12183901638748812,0.0,0.0,0.11087669672869888,0.0,0.18023785730148129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857467466198158,0.0,0.22872436104346586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377682750091368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Final-Swing,2020/03/18,"Freaking out about a potential bat exposure and rabies Hi All, 

Firstly, I want to say thank you for reading this insane and incoherent post. And I am sorry if this does not belong here. I just recently found out that I am a hypochondriac.

So recently, I woke up at about 7:30am and was using my phone until around 8:05AM and put it down on my bed to go wash my hands with a hand sanitizer near by, about 30cm away. About 2 to 3 minutes later, I came back to my phone and saw what looked like saliva (about a dime to 2 dime size and pretty thick) on my phone screen. I was scared and went to wash it right away.

I am freaking out right now because I am afraid that a bat could have been in my room, somehow drooled all over my phone and then got out through a hole in the wall or something. It could just have been my hand sanitizer spills, but that has never happened to me. My windows stay shut at all times and I live in a third floor apartment in Harlem, NYC if that matters. I tried to look for it after to no avail. I did however find a small crack in my room corner wooden frame (I don't know what this is called, it's the wooden frame that wraps around the room.)

Later in the day, I was looking through my legs and arms and see two small red marks pretty close to each other on my ankle and the back of my hand. I don't know if I should go to the ER for rabies shot or to a psychiatrist, because right now I am too scared to do anything. I am scared to even touch something that could have been exposed to the ""bat"". In terms of rabies, I am already on a 5 shot rabies vaccine course for a potential exposure happened internationally. I just finished my fourth shot last Wednesday, which is why I have been reading a lot about rabies.

Please note that while I am freaking out like this, I have no hatred for bats and find them to be amazing creatures, and often misunderstood :(",6.802657894736843,5.481044686842103,6.680526315789473,82.78868421052631,65.28947368421052,9.473684210526317,31.315789473684212,8.032893268588372,1.9302894736842104,1471,43,316,14,19,466,185,380,0.10400000000000001,0.812,0.083,-0.8427,2,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,1,21,11,0,4,19,0,32,9,7,1,4,55,51,25,0,8,10,0,6,2,0,1,2,1,5,0,20,26,0,0,5,2,2,5,6,7,1,3,14,15,40,4,61,32,6,68,0,0,7,0,9,41,0,8,22,220,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905965131378625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878454075581378,0.19209051828638565,0.0,0.0,0.2027330149079748,0.1659219932772996,0.0,0.1315378757062272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016807988723397,0.1233977841138842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258424924932786,0.0,0.0,0.0695803310499774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441554635454216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712605390202855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721959631243635,0.0917714513313589,0.0,0.1182961674183969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263311071976005,0.0,0.08628974511221511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190814107856018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858739692245918,0.08794501097370343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054195214959698,0.0,0.09526912946717242,0.0,0.2718020885413737,0.0,0.0,0.09172449212466964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321166624260551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843117283424795,0.0,0.0,0.1033291032082324,0.21952648603073435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108459571407893,0.0,0.0,0.21583903390578665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305735062199355,0.0,0.0,0.27641323210043905,0.0,0.08579871310290768,0.32405109671647114,0.0,0.0859746166722178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611847922211762,0.0,0.12077438046519375,0.0,0.11499672617587073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933091141053184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291171339788519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325044537705495,0.0,0.10539316585638132,0.0,0.0,0.09318259607254008,0.0,0.0,0.06363650625473262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001540782493756,0.09735423280489973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,depressedcutiepie,2020/03/18,"Past food insecurity experience is causing me to be irrationally fearful of starving during the pandemic. I’m not sure where else to post this, so I’m sorry if this doesn’t belong here. I had an experience when I was not sure when I would be able to eat again. Now that people are beginning to stock pile and hoard essentials, I’m terrified about shortages along with the economic distasteful that is underway. I’m just constantly on the verge of a panic attack, because I worried I will not have enough food or money to get food if we go on lockdown. I have some food at the moment, but I can’t physically bring myself to eat, in case I need to ration it. I’d rather go hungry now, so I can eat when the real hunger begins. It’s been three days. I can’t bring myself to eat. How do I stop panicking? I know a lot of this is anxiety and feeling out of control, but I can’t stop thinking irrationally. I know stores are staying open, but I feel out of control of how I’m acting and with this entire situation.",3.405720443349753,4.952125886699509,5.227090517241379,80.18477370689656,73.38423645320195,8.424753694581282,26.973214285714285,9.017664075816787,2.1745273399014766,797,29,158,17,16,273,117,203,0.198,0.7929999999999999,0.009000000000000001,-0.9821,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,15,6,1,3,8,0,20,9,0,5,2,40,38,16,0,5,11,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,10,9,4,5,0,2,5,7,4,0,1,3,2,19,2,24,31,3,30,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,5,14,109,27,1,0.11185497282214492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556874804841685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725117949336315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818575323205707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149058689586646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087548841364265,0.2509097264828541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213720393926039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578222472865289,0.09344047687628104,0.0,0.0,0.11557608764424515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883125341311702,0.0,0.12586794195844073,0.11311447024952552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410219085296882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843960665581944,0.0,0.12713951750737038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294513560559203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950950979217068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293904503840616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123771010655133,0.0,0.0,0.1067782282127277,0.07754615430034892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712614439329496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731544724159394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572967599173696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521248437288565,0.0,0.11922251825070562,0.0,0.1870315316268959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108439762712852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167215007858234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359415447047705,0.0,0.07945856341689933,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,askingforsomehelpp,2020/03/18,"I'm Feeling a Lack of Support During a Nightmare Hello. This post may contain triggers but I have no idea. Also its going to be long so forgive me for that.

I am here because I am not sure where else to go. I'm 23 years old and married. I am from WA State.

I have a pretty severe anxiety issue primarily related to health. My body will do weird things that I haven't experienced before and I make connections to serious disease and often times end up at the ER or the Walk-In clinic. An example of this is I was terrified of shellfish for over 3 years (I still avoid it despite testing negative for allergy) because I worked in a restaurant and my skin got a rash one time while working with a huge pot of shrimp. 

I worry about breathing. Terrified of smoke or certain scents being in the air, they are massive triggers. One time I was on a walk and walked through a bit of a dust cloud thrown up from an industrial lawn mower, this was enough to throw me into a full on panic attack. 

I am constantly trying to get better. I am doing everything I can to be normal. I look at people walking around outside when there is wildfire smoke and I notice how they seem fine. 

My job is pretty stressful and I am often times driving 100 miles one way into the middle of nowhere. I cannot count the number of times I have had to pull over to walk around outside because I am panicking so bad I forget to breathe. 

2020 has been a living nightmare. I try to avoid news but I still see it. People tell me it. The obvious current issue is one that I cannot avoid. I am staying home everyday this week but will probably have to go out and work next week, Including into Walmart. I am petrified. I'm having a mental meltdown.

Yet I still press on. Silent as ever,  losing my mind but nobody is the wiser until I say something. I can hide it well. My issue is that when I speak up I either feel like an inconvenience and that I'm just dramatic or I completely disregard what the person says in response. 

I feel like I cant talk to my parents and its because I know they wont help me feel better. I will just worry my mom and my dad will try to comfort me but it doesn't help from him. I feel like an inconvenience to my wife, she doesn't understand and she gets frustrated. We tend to argue a lot when I am at the peak of my cycles. I know its not her fault, I understand that her reactions are more than likely due to her suffering from similar ailments but she is stronger than I am. My friends all have mental issues of their own, I am more worried for them so I listen more than speak. Therapy costs too much, even with the insurance I have through my job.

I'm afraid of everything. I don't believe in anything after death. I feel like a coward and some days I just want to get it over with.

I really don't know what I want you guys to say or why I am even here. I am just feeling really really poor and needed to put these feelings somewhere. I hope that all of you are doing okay, I am sure Im not alone.",2.4311923909681425,4.232187401639346,4.103269409217447,86.14374420043306,76.62295081967213,7.0300030931023825,25.115991339313325,7.902280558234669,1.436164243736468,2345,83,476,37,53,786,290,610,0.195,0.6859999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.9954,5,4,3,0,0,0,53.0,1,2,5,6,30,33,3,6,28,1,60,7,5,4,7,88,96,35,1,6,18,4,10,5,1,6,2,6,2,2,24,24,0,5,16,0,2,11,14,15,2,4,6,20,86,18,74,81,14,72,0,2,2,0,35,28,0,11,34,346,110,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205717965456987,0.0,0.05563791510953367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053223548831138334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057253075106304514,0.12387035825197132,0.0,0.07914991769837244,0.0,0.0,0.058090979250827374,0.1696454768594213,0.0,0.059201937252974485,0.07838552700221597,0.0,0.12306424103566894,0.0759562594074982,0.07728049135581389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294650717964313,0.0751842536767164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486916174384818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811974461769174,0.0,0.06162148410923419,0.0718880395558062,0.0,0.091905301484076,0.06293322781602627,0.0,0.0,0.12505637898658292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28142767859253964,0.1988133331426868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053752325394510685,0.0,0.10904787072817533,0.0,0.11862069633048855,0.0,0.05564429590733701,0.0,0.0,0.06888871855420718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739533934398585,0.0,0.0,0.0932673216188121,0.0,0.06978790859928811,0.06910219908474705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854003034149296,0.07515133548067268,0.290466697140826,0.138081957281212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470735363720592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995052659221593,0.0,0.0614346887224182,0.061570371756428766,0.058424230377781924,0.07783496748912297,0.0,0.059148914799758874,0.0,0.0,0.046440861760317885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022747926600904,0.0,0.0702494173494099,0.08148366033944737,0.0,0.0,0.0511445390322398,0.05158788008808857,0.0,0.0,0.07399222289612098,0.0,0.06816727321194109,0.0,0.07920990838511212,0.07300570086154168,0.0,0.1885792583805579,0.0,0.0,0.08162952984178949,0.07725315535400555,0.0,0.0,0.09646703087758847,0.06074891005026022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666321958337171,0.14156255453422198,0.07501201684787512,0.0,0.0,0.0699405992862229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371172644358598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598295570898874,0.0,0.0,0.05544108404083742,0.06333711539932023,0.0,0.07859826906044942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356109119045144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415611033945835,0.16668449775183905,0.0,0.07969622679821392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895120076460939,0.13114442974526772,0.0,0.0,0.055920556260869024,0.06081031901497075,0.0,0.07956337822382258,0.0,0.04622155214945636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284438155409207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170755004332775,0.0,0.0,0.14485696629530567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207252391214175,0.055224218124458636,0.11161535484887364,0.0,0.0625549457658338,0.0,0.06277927615828316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195104342970342,0.21196584612773808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960612568898152
anxiety,Ldennis98,2020/03/18,"Here is a post i saw today, thoughts?.. The post read as follows;

I saw someone say that people who have anxiety aren't panicking like everyone else is, we're not out here buying 10+ rolls of toilet paper and such, do you know why? This is our normal state. To us the world is ending, every single day. And it's interesting, watching everyone act the way our brains think on a daily basis. It sucks doesn't it? To be in the constant state of fear and helplessness. To feel the impending doom, but feel absolutely powerless about it. Welcome to our world. This is our every day.

Sincerely, Everyone with severe anxiety.

​

Thoughts?..",3.0951583710407253,5.869870487394962,4.242184873949578,80.95224951519072,79.42016806722688,7.695151906916612,25.96056884292179,8.617729084823388,2.368464253393665,504,20,88,12,13,164,83,119,0.16699999999999998,0.743,0.09,-0.7965,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,5,1,0,0,4,8,1,1,7,0,10,1,1,0,0,14,20,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,1,1,2,3,4,0,0,4,6,8,4,12,15,1,17,1,2,3,0,9,5,1,0,6,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168450844718393,0.18891213024758616,0.0,0.0,0.23786706936638494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355507637786466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800700514465194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052958217418465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987459149327624,0.0,0.13769959122394454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619790616104348,0.4456725325264154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494610569674254,0.15721982706794774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544182241280329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595441225841999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232683522350635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778278801987662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977930915260681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551130122864346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363537101634993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563597626678448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172857325506074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961840440118208,0.0,0.2468504035643068,0.0,0.0,0.14736665059703602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701034012262271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340423752079617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028679752351636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891213024758616,0.0
anxiety,ShakermakingLGX,2020/03/18,"Taking things as they come I struggle with the uncertainty of change. But from the start of 2020 I have had to make many big decisions of change for the sake of my mental health. Whilst this may seem counteractive for my anxiety it's been working.

I've been feeling over whelmed. But by focusing on what I know is certain, and with each step forwards, other things have come as a blessing in disguise. A relief. 
In this stressful pandemic making things evermore uncertain, my manager has asked me to self isolate, giving me time to focus on my self and university and I'm very grateful. 

But I've learnt take things as they come, focus on what you know is certain, and everything else will fall into place. And remember not to stress about that which is out of your control, because you can't control it.",6.1452980132450366,7.238875086092719,6.0062847682119225,78.89525496688742,66.35099337748345,9.218807947019867,32.98079470198675,9.3871,2.9945544370860926,642,27,116,12,10,201,98,151,0.09699999999999999,0.779,0.124,0.6514,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,2,3,1,8,0,4,5,0,12,1,0,4,2,31,27,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,13,13,0,2,6,0,0,6,2,4,0,0,3,1,14,4,27,22,1,19,1,0,0,0,9,11,0,3,4,81,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594785901974296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294735956321603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844249183883978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930174841050365,0.35790206204427233,0.0,0.0,0.3106665568257022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569432411497035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446986250791366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002694453533824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328564759338851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721310161140067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522258323440019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489221341283105,0.14041161332742816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956981007697405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469720114637982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688719004928706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608012656830664,0.2889597876756254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802706959045784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172898007237989,0.1447844474331103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826114935169016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680381784642873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075721522450105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427240813860345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082559368767256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,walkdownstairs,2020/03/18,"I started feeling anxious all of a sudden **Trigger warning: relationship issues**

**Tl;dr:** I'm having a panic attack and want to read other people's stories of how they deal with anxiety/panic attacks and how they started for them/if anything caused them.

I'm a 21F.

Last year I had it all. I was active volunteering in my community, I had good grades and was active on campus. I got a boyfriend who I loved dearly. I didn't have many doubts about my future or my mental health state. The only health issue I seem to have is GERD. The condition makes me feel uncomfortable sometimes and I dislike talking about food.

Mid-December my boyfriend and I started to drift apart a little; he was dealing with his issues, not finding motivation and not feeling happy. I tried my best to try to understand his position and help, but I couldn't. I tried hard to ""reconnect"", suggesting date ideas, trying to start conversations, advice him to see a professional. Then I started feeling like I couldn't help anymore and felt I wasn't a good girlfriend, somehow. My sex-drive decreased.

Early-January rolls in, finals roll in and I started stressing about everything, having panic attacks on a daily basis, crying in the bathroom and not even knowing quite why. I tried studying, reading the material but my brain didn't seem to process it at all, which made me even more stressed leading to more panic attacks. My boyfriend was aware of this and he asked me if I could handle being in relationship. We decided to split up for my well-being. I figured neither of us were in a good place and I didn't want to burden him having to deal with my sudden crazy. Dealing with my first break-up was confusing, led to feeling really sad and guilty because I think I was mean when I told my boyfriend that I didn't see a future with him if he didn't face his issues.

I'm writing this mid panic attack that started all of a sudden and I don't know why. I finished my online classes, I was ok, watched a couple YouTube videos, started to prepare to complete and assignment when it hit me. A panic attacks like the one in January. I was mostly fine since February, sometimes felt anxious for no reason, but I'd distract myself and shake off the feeling.

Has anyone gone through something similar? How did your anxiety start? I'm scared this is going to be something permanent I'll have to deal with.",3.730806023968608,6.1688458418708265,4.636746738784602,80.86033593170009,74.9910913140312,6.681535687771768,29.62143387421784,7.7094869923839395,2.179017774949624,1889,85,323,27,42,611,219,449,0.193,0.695,0.113,-0.9927,0,0,2,0,1,0,65.0,2,1,3,5,11,31,6,12,19,1,33,6,2,11,4,76,74,28,0,7,9,0,9,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,11,23,1,0,21,3,0,6,14,20,0,2,24,12,59,11,48,44,9,46,0,1,3,1,33,16,0,9,25,216,70,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579645556148853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045377866939334315,0.13402420069367588,0.05882720473774537,0.04147630480729445,0.0,0.04881340085540542,0.0,0.055454028510934984,0.4048945828439065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615951042747337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225025117300662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621815439605958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093560267125279,0.0,0.0,0.062193464531820924,0.0,0.0,0.04736034503448961,0.06563389060837736,0.06515769202199717,0.0,0.30576964486710584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835754348127726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331091077346666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995682408460426,0.04237656627209085,0.11390856039814187,0.06497962488429082,0.05421528978686417,0.05045559286318226,0.0717271805900259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0337116075656278,0.14925858050966986,0.04744177175458895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314477907161982,0.05313699490010098,0.0,0.0,0.12610385143137265,0.0,0.0,0.07951878826483798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696244659586563,0.0,0.2476490091816828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519889716269124,0.0483518305928874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795924962793528,0.0594519040439421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353652695278253,0.05612782812750434,0.03959501558593555,0.06013882267429281,0.0,0.06461434893035638,0.0,0.0,0.05977827517251564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040195198752440466,0.04511377267214072,0.0,0.3479826152924646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041123414234216144,0.0,0.061974356073499874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630916599365985,0.11866747513245092,0.0,0.03800042815656757,0.06098845989471587,0.0,0.12736999010121072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593873510973777,0.0,0.0945370306876534,0.10800118586718993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906820230030237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133130437720473,0.11733341513697995,0.0,0.3778682670264975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589641632842667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047677308576888455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800837763433985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668059036326559,0.0,0.20136407321524752,0.0,0.0,0.06175180240835726,0.07135187189188344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997421538493166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333372290459815,0.0,0.10704996951994368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03819864456393582
anxiety,xdonutx,2020/03/18,"If your sense of self is tied to your productivity I am here to remind you that IT IS OKAY TO DO NOTHING. In the industry I work in it is common for me to have breaks of weeks to months with no work, so I feel I am uniquely qualified to offer some guidance on how not to lose your mind in this scary new scenario. 

When I first started having employment gaps, I would frantically take up hobbies and try new projects only to completely overwhelm myself- with extra stuff in my small space, with manic desire to complete several things at once right away, and worst of all, with guilt over not finishing the things that I started. 

Look, I get it. I grew up in a household where your value is only as good as what you can provide to the world. I needed to be constantly doing something or else I was a useless lazy blob (even though looking back I was doing more than *most* people). I am sure at least some of you can relate. I am here to tell you that independent of what you produce, **you have value simply by existing**. It’s a hard message to swallow, but it’s true. 

But now you’re stuck in this new situation where you used to work every day and you could hang your hat on that. Now you’re staring down the barrel of weeks to months of unstructured time and you no longer have the convenient excuse that you are “too busy” to do the things you told yourself you would do when you had time. 

*Fucking terrifying*, right?

So what I am going to tell you is going to be in direct opposition of what your parents might have told you growing up, what Facebook, Instagram and Pinterest (the personal nadir of my anxiety) and most importantly the little voice in your head is saying and tell you that **you don’t need to do anything**

Once again 

**YOU DONT NEED TO DO ANYTHING**

I don’t mean to say that you need to let your home fall into squalor or get so complacent that you forget to feed yourself or shower. I mean you need to listen to yourself and abstain from any projects that are going to stress you out more than they are going to help. Be real with yourself about what your *personal* limits are now that you are no longer limited by time. 

Check in with yourself constantly. If a project is giving you more stress instead taking it away, then stop doing it. If you are staring at a pile of knitting supplies that you told yourself you’d take up “when you have the time” and are now feeling a sense of obligation and guilt, I need you to step outside of that feeling. Chances are you never really liked knitting anyway *and that’s okay*. The world has enough scarves already.

Personally for me, I find that cooking and cleaning are great outlets. These are things that need to be done anyway and I feel a great sense of accomplishment and gratification at having done them because I can accomplish them by the end of the day and physically enjoy what I’ve done. However, sometimes I wait a little long on folding the clothes or cook something easy if I don’t have the energy. **It is important to not push yourself**.  

Pick something small that you can easily do each day to feel satisfied at accomplishing. For me, is making my bed. Beyond that, I don’t stress over doing anything else. If I have the mental energy to do more, it’s a nice bonus.

Remind yourself that what’s happening in the world is not your fault and that if all you do today is watch Netflix **you are still doing the right thing for the world**. 

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anxiety,volkheim,2020/03/18,"I’m ok with being quarantined if it comes to it, but that means I won’t be able to work, which means I have no idea how I’ll be able to pay rent So at first I was super scared and anxious about the coronavirus, then I learned about the recoveries and I wasn’t so scared (for myself and siblings, it still worries me for my older family members) but now there has been a case confirmed in my county. I knew it was coming bc there are three cases almost an hour away from me. I’m in this weird state of mind where if I get it, I get it, and I’ll likely recover, so I’m not too worried, and I’m not worried about quarantine, if we have to start doing that. I live alone and bought my regular groceries a few days ago, I’m not really worried about that. I work in a nursing home, we’re already being screened before we can go to work. If we have a fever for any reason they won’t allow us in the building. So I’m worried that if I get a fever, even if it’s not from the virus, that I won’t be able to work and therefore I won’t be able to pay rent. Or if we go on quarantine I won’t be able to work, so I won’t be able to pay rent. It’s such a weird balance where I’m scared and then not scared, super anxious and not anxious. I guess I just wanted to get that off my chest, and I figured maybe someone else can relate",4.834895833333333,3.4622479756944458,5.951472222222222,86.59075000000001,69.24305555555556,8.93,28.92222222222221,7.554174236665415,1.4418372222222209,1019,28,243,9,15,343,128,288,0.14400000000000002,0.773,0.083,-0.9365,3,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,5,0,1,8,20,10,0,4,11,1,26,3,1,4,0,48,48,28,0,8,17,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,4,0,16,17,0,0,7,0,7,4,14,6,0,2,6,1,31,4,29,28,1,25,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,10,11,161,47,9,0.5109915273453246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549385958785464,0.0,0.08528070034385775,0.08820551922471545,0.09398197617247267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791529354015557,0.0,0.0,0.2886374889723214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001556012556794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246935891108616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467246515086675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492454364390142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114464201606092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056250847422619175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028622248330836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244152201996508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798132176027312,0.0,0.09680275359823892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381912951084354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542769427163945,0.0,0.08387062050506743,0.0,0.0,0.09614120604506536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04160744151364941,0.0,0.07520248007411436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555994519130063,0.18553985852615745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599262921811371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455904285054651,0.08756406593828228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410611080435729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216024381491852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060280405518996376,0.0,0.06801308230210686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024433151115212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050232673693704745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100065981559286,0.4324472501151509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nathaniaw,2020/03/18,"Virus and earthquake, what's next? My anxiety levels are through the roof. My husband got told yesterday to stay home from work until at least April 6, they are closing down. The reality of a recession hit hard. I'm having so much anxiety and depression over this virus and then today a 5.7 earthquake hits and has me terrified. I read something on Facebook that Utah has the worse panic buying in the nation, and I think it is just going to get worse now with the earthquake and the many aftershocks. This is causing me so much anxiety and depression. I'm afraid to eat much or use many of my supplies for fear of stuff will run out and I won't be able to get more because of all those panic buyers. I live paycheck to paycheck, I can't hoard like them, and it's awful to do that. I've also got bad anxiety of more earthquakes or other natural disasters. How do I calm this intense anxiety down?",4.957424242424242,5.96855140909091,5.684545454545457,80.43015151515155,69.0,9.048484848484847,31.14393939393939,9.2995712137729,2.7453348484848483,712,29,135,14,12,232,111,176,0.266,0.703,0.031,-0.992,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,6,9,0,4,8,1,13,1,0,3,1,20,25,17,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,12,1,0,1,1,1,2,2,7,0,0,3,1,13,2,23,17,7,20,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,2,8,93,24,2,0.13155648208934234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520567119679923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032017435621032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984416742667293,0.08019561041854288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351447460065728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661881050389795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461512428915576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803761722965356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746566419624462,0.0,0.07476658049169271,0.0,0.21043547328039933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784876762553995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196187799551282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427185197426573,0.0,0.11616678391137167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26675524846448617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901274542555077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399118111777648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087063726085977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159208314175078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127860718057094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022170576031864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060069737971865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429608170492484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470016252500278,0.1257078563655509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136225612934707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957746857911808,0.0,0.26813458886747177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ry_gold,2020/03/18,"Need advice for dealing with physical anxiety. Hi guys,

So i’ve had anxiety on and off for a few years now, it seems to usually just be a result of built up stress and not usually directly related to anytbing, but every once in a while i will go through a phase where i just physically feel very anxious. 

My senses feel very heightened, my vision is slightly blurry, and i have a lot of tingly/nervous energy. 

Also, it doesn’t seem as if i’m anxious or nervous about anytbing, my mind is relatively clear. Its just a struggle with myself to make my body feel better.

There are definitely factors that feed my anxiety, and coronavirus definitely isn’t helping, but i was looking for any advice at all to make my body feel normal when i feel anxious and can’t pinpoint any reason why.  I just feel very uncomfortable and any advice helps. Thank you so much.",7.274635310156782,7.094982257668711,7.8340695296523535,71.1540627130198,63.846625766871156,10.925426039536474,36.51601908657123,10.504223727775694,3.9136072256305385,680,30,120,15,9,226,103,163,0.14400000000000002,0.693,0.163,0.8062,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,12,5,0,3,6,0,11,3,2,4,2,35,26,16,0,3,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,9,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,7,14,2,19,22,4,13,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,5,6,81,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33367046126645894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102173136197383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322043012079866,0.0,0.261215731446881,0.3857522618084492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066445036412278,0.0,0.2528564957857275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734331709185418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589817313317728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34530456220696026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468647105190746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269959382495312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258215690730764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558004810222136,0.0,0.0,0.09676560709826812,0.0,0.0,0.15195133157108148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492565064174212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367072136437452,0.08439601220979455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115193338528314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121447676145546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702581188986053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207234720847094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303803086781547,0.11898927040871048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479006995427416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507130747328687,0.28174000826726875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027047544525849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329628262303609
anxiety,kayliet570,2020/03/18,"A Plea for Help Lately I’ve been having really bad overwhelming anxiety. I don’t know exactly what’s causing it but I think it may be the coronavirus. But it’s gotten really bad. A few days ago my boyfriend left a sign on the door saying that he was leaving me. We used to live together so he took about 30% of his stuff and left leaving me with most of his stuff. So I called him and I asked him to please not do this and it escalated. He said he wasn’t coming back so I told him I’d kill myself if he didn’t come back. He didn’t come back. Instead, he called the cops and they came. They didn’t take me to the hospital but my boyfriend called my mom and told her about everything. My mother and I have a terrible, toxic relationship and he knew that. She called me and told me that I had to come back to live with her and she was driving to my apartment which was 8 hours away. I panicked and checked myself into the hospital and they told me they couldn’t admit me because my symptoms weren’t sever enough so they gave me an ativan shot and sent me on my way. My mom got to the hospital and made me pack up my stuff and go back to her house with her. She told me that home was better for me. I’ve been trying to get in with a psychiatrist but no one is taking new patients right now and my psychiatrist back at my apartment is the only one that can see me. I tried to get checked into a psychiatric facility but they told me that I don’t meet the criteria even for their intensive outpatient program. And to make things worse my boyfriend keeps calling me and telling that he loves me and he just needs some space right now. I’m overcome with anxiety at all times and the only thing that makes it better is taking some xanax my boyfriend bought me a couple weeks ago but I’m running out. I don’t know what to do. I wasn’t suicidal before but I kind of am now. I just feel hopeless and overwhelmed. I want to go back to my apartment and work and see my psychiatrist. But since my mom made me leave like this I’m sure I’ve lost my job but I’m too scared to call them.

I’m sorry if this doesn’t make any sense. Maybe I’m just venting but I need help and I don’t know what to do.",1.0134865864939897,3.084983943478264,2.515282146160964,94.46139222941721,82.3913043478261,6.001850138760407,20.222016651248843,7.211369081168443,0.3306646623496761,1714,48,393,24,47,557,197,460,0.113,0.8190000000000001,0.069,-0.9742,2,0,0,0,0,2,29.0,1,0,8,4,22,15,1,3,17,0,31,3,0,7,3,80,84,39,2,6,16,4,1,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,25,37,0,1,7,0,3,11,14,9,0,2,31,5,75,6,39,50,6,48,0,4,2,1,59,18,0,6,19,252,100,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380158166789675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365157672168184,0.0,0.09821074358093397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000922632500817,0.0,0.06030886054868805,0.34550842403958026,0.10719236865750996,0.03912978557754121,0.0,0.05462118185216537,0.0,0.0,0.11354213394039328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39327258285100736,0.07341655484696898,0.0,0.065941077143366,0.0,0.22117689441915336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071025299727905,0.0,0.04139740618102521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663256958094908,0.0,0.04239706011721416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769006501604186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032456523223535906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707352105932221,0.0,0.0729616059466879,0.0,0.05133881333651205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605075393456947,0.0,0.06438806268104832,0.0,0.06321447413770942,0.07406693955935613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369892649738475,0.05705525081045852,0.07101701006815664,0.06684427600313632,0.10583186148158813,0.0,0.07240940712725899,0.20390464512680426,0.13948580660246282,0.0,0.0,0.031360117758302886,0.0,0.11336234793802395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007124947265685,0.0,0.05793421413794885,0.12147674863947512,0.12854248728765102,0.0,0.06448774207164143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255365636277761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951925261370602,0.0,0.061995351318838224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869939603626181,0.09763916769810944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046162747907986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822438461164281,0.0,0.0,0.06891631472265725,0.0,0.10963625946584307,0.06105963492456981,0.05104666969145547,0.06426564649207618,0.0,0.10230265001416368,0.0,0.0,0.07251672068215184,0.0,0.05309884486786199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185573866827594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204474646009049,0.07021372391873468,0.0,0.060498558648559166,0.06671825623168771,0.14478925666424758,0.0,0.056105114925745485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529031050645065,0.04113052553532188,0.0,0.0,0.03742985573330848,0.0,0.0,0.3680192548687677,0.07131773867371577,0.08716194345315433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543977328660035,0.0,0.0,0.037861077370792036,0.05095123911115169,0.05148955319353156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467312724375592,0.0,0.0654153569849277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boner_Sandwich,2020/03/18,"Wearing myself off Lexapro and I feel like I’m losing my mind So a few months ago I started weaning myself off Lexapro. I’ve been taking SSRI’s on and off for probably the past 5-6 years. Idk if it’s withdrawals or if my anxiety is just worse than it use to be, but I feel like I’m literally going crazy. To the point where I don’t even feel like myself almost like I’m in an out of body experience. It’s like my own life/memories don’t even seem real. 

I guess I wanted to know if other y’all have dealt with something like this and what are the best ways to treat it.

Edit: weaning* not wearing",1.6459161931818187,3.2006806796875047,3.6059943181818177,89.93502840909092,78.140625,6.217045454545455,22.57386363636364,6.980632752743323,0.5881781250000002,469,14,104,5,11,159,84,128,0.07200000000000001,0.723,0.20600000000000002,0.9676,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,0,5,0,7,3,3,1,0,23,21,9,0,4,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,13,8,14,19,3,15,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,7,11,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366550805018538,0.0,0.16228995588069012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398330643344327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008274049240524,0.0,0.0,0.18002352438943914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409175838518546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853581458140156,0.0,0.0,0.2458427816263288,0.3473490815732137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921082645149678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785386649932241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906957721097203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447501867689508,0.4750760596710951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131516663907946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364476306598913,0.0,0.12936293648021185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471440322380284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320878284533546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473915353798486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447143927049045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754267912646302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247696053309813,0.0,0.0,0.11471416525313086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185666674698956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399766695448907,0.0,0.0,0.0955932393220268,0.12864382982042555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516344250732018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436793471681227
anxiety,AfricanTurtles,2020/03/18,"Being reminded of tasks? This might sound weird, but does anyone else get anxiety when people remind them what they have to do? I'm in college right now, and usually I keep on top of my assignments in terms of knowing how long they might take to do. I give myself a couple days usually to at least look at it, start it, then I leave it if I get stuck and come back to it.  


However, I get a lot of nice classmates checking in on me and asking if I have completed it. This gives me a major pang of anxiety because it feels like ""damn, should I already be done? Am I slacking? Am I going to fail?"" even though I have maybe once so far submitted something late. I'm usually pretty on time but the question of ""are you done"" or ""have you started"" just gives me strooooong anxiety.  


Any tips on how to handle this question? It feels like if I say yes I have started, they might ask for answers, and if I say no, or that I started a little bit that I should be doing more.",4.591411564625852,4.677165045918368,5.530000000000001,84.50666666666669,69.4591836734694,8.778231292517006,29.59863945578231,8.59863814320734,2.0263925170068022,743,26,158,11,12,245,113,196,0.071,0.821,0.107,0.9024,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,4,2,9,6,1,0,5,1,21,0,0,2,0,29,44,18,0,6,9,0,2,2,0,5,0,3,0,0,13,5,0,1,6,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,3,6,26,3,22,33,6,31,0,1,1,0,15,13,1,12,18,113,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700544583549588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210323742207418,0.0,0.24333528455218065,0.0,0.0,0.07413782028691683,0.10863906193107092,0.0,0.0,0.19824527855269367,0.0,0.0,0.08152962226539215,0.0,0.06463418807895935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575601653999115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133444498615358,0.11116920656031913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731887903859894,0.0,0.06837982109007994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278653996642401,0.21700860241495834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857347862764084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003103945409245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722272026060772,0.15149402866305287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618705589411073,0.3051375334535789,0.06025862513297051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424329209439787,0.0,0.0,0.058270669762059774,0.0,0.1196051337842082,0.11226921716009963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360065711843996,0.1062687382157928,0.0,0.09383217429355137,0.08903750962332349,0.0,0.0,0.090141916061858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652020675109976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374394857074472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291723906219064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350703753012636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786943388163443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23755310144803454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054803789489824,0.0,0.16863675591085964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816261701946031,0.0,0.0,0.30019099449243203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972048154557204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417278300310816,0.0,0.06182626098067653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503273159113741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Indie_Odyssey,2020/03/18,"Looking for other like-minded gamers Hi, everyone. I hope it's okay to post here.

I'm looking for equally anxious buddies online to play some games with or even just to have a friendly face in my friends list.

There are a bunch that I'd like to try or play but get anxious joining team games. Like I don't want to mess up or have people get aggressive.

As a gamer, in pretty chilled. I like when things backfire or something crazy happens, and I like working together to learn a level or get better but it's hard to find people of the same mindset.

Posting here has been in my mind for a long time, but I'm feeling brave today. Due to personal events and of course everything going on in the world I've been putting it off. 

I'm on PC/Steam mostly. PM if you'd like to add me.",3.1935416666666683,4.397081937500005,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,73.375,6.583333333333335,27.708333333333336,6.816661863887847,1.187020833333334,610,23,129,5,12,196,103,160,0.069,0.6829999999999999,0.248,0.9833,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,6,15,1,0,7,1,8,1,1,0,0,23,21,13,0,3,10,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,4,8,13,24,18,5,20,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,9,11,74,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362231939566827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316092983900347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828681463316437,0.0,0.0,0.14219319368182418,0.1337397619252541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524220483423183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600855516452054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299386327813609,0.0,0.23323938191440435,0.0,0.08457147522958135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159113799923894,0.0,0.13330346347974853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780072362557545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362028035618034,0.0,0.0,0.13169111287378035,0.2499238415412321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30050895213288986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063305822182649,0.12993411184905887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850354081758379,0.15139205608191242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959395391501948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456029100340948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988619601875284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677161298530876,0.0,0.14105335079862066,0.0,0.0,0.10103141297488448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777129081749757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083345849675411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Murrmaidthefurrmaid,2020/03/18,"I think I have scarlet fever again My ENT wants to remove my tonsils, but the surgery center is closed. I have a new rash and I see my GP today. This makes me so anxious and my immune system is garbage.",0.3764285714285727,2.6563437857142844,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,87.33333333333334,3.3600000000000003,20.304761904761907,3.1291,-0.5736152380952384,157,5,34,0,5,50,33,42,0.159,0.777,0.064,-0.6339,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,1,0,7,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079459490769997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30012680794097285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434248643178922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35829127521017506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881002289202648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261899799281965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651992629738151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leticia_the_bookworm,2020/03/18,"I experienced one of the most overwhelming moments of my life. Today was my last day of class before all schools are closed for 15 days in my state (I live in Brazil). I was already feeling a strong anhedonia (apathy, lack of joy in doing anything) because of the circunstances.

During class recess, I remained alone. Really didn't feel like talking to anyone. So, I opened YouTube, and one of my recommended videos was a song called ""Into Dust"", from Mazzy Star. If you have ever heard it, you know it's a very sad, melancholic and contemplative song.

The last time I had listened to it was in New Year's Eve. I was at my grand uncle's house, where they have a big trampoline for the kids outside. I was lying down on it, listening to the song while looking up to the starts and thinking about how great 2019 was for me. How many nice things I was able to accomplish and how many friends I made. And I made this sort of silent pray that 2020 could be as good as 2019. That I could beat my eating disorder. That I could get into a good public college. That I could keep my friends and face the challenges of senior year.

And, three months later, I listen to it again, while staring at the emptiness of my school. And I feel this giant ball of sadness building up inside me. I think I had never cried so painfully. I felt completely impotent. I was seeing my school, the place I spend so much time at that it's basically my home, being forced to close. I remembered my old dance school, that probably won't be able to put together a dance festival this year. I thought about the friendly guy who owns the newstand I used to buy comics at, who has no other way of providing for his family. I felt so impotent. It felt like my chest was being torn apart.

I am so suffocated right now.",4.164517845267124,5.603354541786743,4.6795533141210415,85.28346652626917,71.30547550432277,7.989758368432722,26.602637996009754,8.502166056373571,1.719791044114387,1394,46,280,23,26,443,193,347,0.115,0.7559999999999999,0.128,0.6927,0,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,1,4,14,19,0,1,17,0,28,5,2,6,3,42,50,21,0,6,1,0,6,2,3,1,2,7,1,2,20,13,1,1,11,8,2,3,4,5,0,3,20,17,44,14,43,21,5,52,1,4,3,0,18,23,0,3,26,185,64,10,0.19271066822964092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979506689462264,0.10633050722287156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737388998619129,0.0,0.07929222996995497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873731733851735,0.0,0.08199129242601645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983895693034253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102673458244182,0.0,0.0,0.3077275751431538,0.0,0.1058418100272065,0.12428243845230752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043156073024324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859556193499404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715891615384039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083523359832203,0.0,0.14616045624691454,0.06883626994433385,0.2775486938532718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333167635210868,0.0,0.0503416851552384,0.0,0.0,0.16163656541529695,0.0,0.10623209602580114,0.0,0.09540692973772168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665225645089594,0.0,0.0,0.11118111865370604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564504822142664,0.0,0.0,0.05295437171982125,0.15708491535741773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805862205106594,0.09414869830515726,0.0,0.08508352533494175,0.0,0.08091421294543859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823474938279105,0.0,0.1953783704494466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690990840694037,0.0,0.0708322573612318,0.0,0.07431517378727627,0.09306058211618463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110871444167477,0.0,0.13058573618369884,0.0,0.10252886905434816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067081596253212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388734717511952,0.0,0.0,0.09686372430725516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061727694353294435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915181020227857,0.08228692885745563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39006696915990097,0.07678272612234943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682008014246529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744676768630664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401420248253847,0.12348121488581895,0.0,0.07649537229190352,0.11237114038284553,0.0,0.09133359020735367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322007158095761,0.0,0.07950324179165727,0.0,0.0764823792487147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614902810866726
anxiety,Davidm241,2020/03/18,What happened to the Corona mega thread? I found it helpful.,1.8727272727272712,4.477222181818182,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,99.9090909090909,2.2,23.681818181818183,3.1291,0.024599999999999955,48,2,8,0,2,14,11,11,0.0,0.763,0.237,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7028726790936219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5668739153791101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296789045863337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluedream500-80,2020/03/18,"Is this what anxiety feels like? Lately alot of bad things have been happening in my life.
From my dad being diagnosed with cancer, to being layed off because of the coronavirus situation - there's alot of problems.
What I've noticed is that there is a weird feeling behind my breast plate, like a tightening of a sort?
When I'm distracted i usually don't notice any breathing change but when I'm looking at something that's related to cancer, my job, coornavirus, or anything like that - i notice these weird breathing problem.
It's not that bad, it's just uncomfortable. I can hear my heartbeat rising too...
I don't have any illness or anything just weird uncomfortable breathing sensation. Like as if something heavy is a on my chest or like a tightening.

I have allergies alot too... But i don't recall something like this ever happening.
What I've noticed is alot of production of mucus in my throat. 
It feels alot like post nasal drip. I've also noticed like taking out phlegm after eating some things.



I'm wondering if this is mental or physical health related.
 
Can anyone help me out here?",4.935120254998552,7.181487965517242,5.401048971312664,77.60830194146625,70.82266009852216,8.520312952767314,30.660388293248328,9.168548406835145,2.9925991886409737,879,38,147,19,17,281,106,203,0.166,0.696,0.138,-0.7471,1,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,1,11,0,17,14,7,0,1,28,29,12,0,4,11,1,3,8,0,0,6,1,0,0,16,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,6,14,8,20,26,6,15,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,14,14,99,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416029725979063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313345997891622,0.0,0.08050822325083934,0.0,0.0,0.07358617388317701,0.0,0.1732069151224561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574181463259864,0.06415325652102556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132984302368766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681626703764152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768667455812678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519550022835656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596373424546857,0.07518339419961126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612656382648632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186507551578362,0.11861299793619515,0.0,0.0705400759231425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443434614796727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871517314515062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433404242393632,0.4113191318344849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837499726739542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605705044648793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990815276316428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007907179375474,0.0,0.0,0.20140071217517208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829403906051107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305641291228436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912729554713255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398334053693036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159068641120648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141281650289981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CardioPumps,2020/03/18,"4-7-8 Breathing for Anxiety and Sleep: How to Do It, Science of It, and More ### **4-7-8 Breathing for Anxiety and Sleep: How to Do It, Science of It, and More**

How can a simple breathing technique help with insomnia and stress? The 4-7-8 breathing method has been really effective for many people – myself included – at helping relax the body and mind ready for sleep.

The first time I tried it I was genuinely surprised the next day at how quickly I’d fallen asleep! It’s also been successful for some sufferers of PTSD and anxiety at reducing their symptoms by stimulating the Vagus Nerve.

In this article I’ll explain what it does to relax the body, and why it is so effective.

**How To Perform 4-7-8 Breathing Exercise**

* Sit up straight in a relaxed position,
* Keep your tongue loosely against your upper front teeth for the entire exercise,
* Inhale slowly (using the diaphragm rather than the chest) for 4 seconds (doesn’t need to be a full breath),
* Hold your breath at this position for 7 seconds,
* Release your breath for a count of 8 seconds – the tongue position will help you extend the duration of the exhale and you should hear the sound of the air escaping,
* Repeat several times (until you fall asleep or feel calmer, better).

To understand why this breathing pattern is so effective, we need to look at the autonomic nervous system, which is responsible for regulating the automatic functions of our body, such as heartrate, immune function and digestion.

### Two Halves of the Autonomic Nervous System

**Sympathetic Nervous System** (SNS) – activated when we perceive danger or need alertness:

* increased heartrate and blood pressure
* puts us in “fight or flight” mode, ready for action
* causes us to breathe shallow, from the chest
* keeps us awake

**Parasympathetic Nervous System** (PNS) – activated when our body feels that it’s safe to relax

* decreases heartrate and blood pressure
* puts us in “rest and digest” mode
* causes our muscles to relax
* allows us to sleep

The sympathetic nervous system is super important, but with the busy modern life that many of us lead, full of stimulus and stress, it is activated too much of the time. Our PNS rarely has a chance to take over, which causes problems for recovery and especially for sleep!

### Using 4-7-8 Breathing to Regulate Your Nervous System

### Effects of Deep Breathing

We have minimal direct control over what our autonomic nervous system does, but via specific [breathwork](http://blog.humabreath.com/) exercises it is actually possible to switch its state between the SNS and PNS.

When we breathe deeply (i.e., from the diaphragm rather than from the chest) we activate stretch receptors around the diaphragm linked to the parasympathetic nervous system. Any deep breathing will have this effect, but it’s especially powerful in the 4-7-8 method as we pause for 7 seconds in the slightly stretched position for a stronger “rest and digest” effect.

For many people, the level of cortisol (the “stress hormone”) is chronically high and this can hinder sleep. Deep breathing, such as in the 4-7-8 method, has been [scientifically shown to reduce levels of cortisol](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5455070/).

**Effects of Slow Breathing**

Furthermore the rhythm of breathing affects our autonomic nervous system, with slow, controlled breathing activating the PNS. This should come as no surprise (given popular advice to “take a deep breath” when feeling overwhelmed) but it was only in 2016 that scientists first found the part of the brainstem that seems to cause this!

In the 4-7-8 pattern, each breath is very slow – around 19 seconds, so again it stimulates the part of the nervous system that allows us to sleep.

**Reducing Effort for the Muscles**

The last thing you need when trying to sleep is physical effort. It generates unnecessary heat, increases heart rate and generally prepares your body for sport rather than rest. Even something as simple as a breathing exercise can require some physical effort.

In particular, to extend the exhale for as long as 8 seconds, it is necessary to restrict the airflow out of the lungs. This would ordinarily be done by tensing up various muscles around the lungs and windpipe.

The 4-7-8 method avoids this by simply placing the tongue against the upper gums to restrict the airflow considerably. The muscles have minimal work to do and we can physically relax a lot faster.

### Summary

If you’re like many people who have difficulty physically relaxing, this breathing technique may help you like it helped many before you. It quickly starts to activate the PNS and reduces cortisol, all while performing a meditative activity with minimal physical demands.

You can perform the [4-7-8 Breathing technique on Huma Breath](https://humabreath.com/?utm_source=blog&utm_medium=article&utm_campaign=4-7-8-breathing). Simply go to the app’s exercise library, tap on the 4-7-8 Breathing exercise and you’re ready to go. The app tracks your progress and guides you through the exercise so you get out the most of each breath.

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I'm sharing it here since this technique helped me a lot, and this is a good explanation to see what's going on. Originally posted in Huma Blog about [4-7-8 Breathing for Anxiety](http://blog.humabreath.com/4-7-8-breathing/).",6.934854423292272,9.756924313549833,6.395187569988803,70.14032894736842,66.78275475923851,9.22407614781635,35.6021836506159,9.714752737100874,4.0977634938409855,4264,213,621,101,76,1317,359,893,0.073,0.812,0.114,0.9879,1,1,5,0,1,0,238.0,20,16,1,25,30,39,2,17,68,0,41,65,50,27,1,117,69,58,0,12,11,0,3,2,0,6,15,2,0,0,44,44,3,10,17,16,0,13,2,21,0,9,8,8,41,18,123,53,21,98,0,2,2,0,48,44,0,11,30,406,85,4,0.0,0.0,0.050550018130622265,0.0,0.0,0.050619051802589125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142500703375493,0.0,0.2245041795256713,0.1258870588466993,0.03522625738885748,0.0,0.11888219824650707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834083605827974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407858673870682,0.0,0.0,0.04581351620086819,0.0,0.2876945417243061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285438285641112,0.0,0.04462172272122834,0.0,0.0,0.11619779622046796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03340717094050682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066229633894676,0.05301010854420561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034213878727501486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857598237351746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088123310591409,0.0,0.05679680201168692,0.0,0.0,0.027063731647968783,0.0,0.08831860737710129,0.0434479757422637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058383162058402,0.061384087740517776,0.20832553375549145,0.05473029147852966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208569776297393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222449032116545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03658837160179798,0.05061441821184666,0.0,0.0,0.045841996021233455,0.043499547917578665,0.0,0.0,0.08807821812859873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625889345656439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052303947804072944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380794802425235,0.15363827284314546,0.0,0.0,0.05509064004071134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039396772246018695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121902364554171,0.0,0.10773626468827212,0.0,0.05412071406808112,0.0,0.0,0.058397514452068075,0.04961075870028952,0.0,0.0,0.049566281192579706,0.06055225497021372,0.10414803687999308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03318485962624878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412784571785141,0.04715741856518639,0.0,0.05852005493484368,0.0,0.042850080497487536,0.0,0.4147049384220235,0.0,0.0,0.039878715349631236,0.0,0.0,0.036664807350835146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801260610755892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384076917858064,0.07789537065164412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034414088290921734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061622725538927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033856014343659,0.0,0.05060176424277678,0.053926363306909815,0.4361691110775314,0.08947835886091424,0.0,0.042741008656304286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348416278040222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771153196802226,0.0,0.0,0.03679773633852703,0.0,0.1258870588466993,0.0
anxiety,skullandloans,2020/03/18,"Is anyone else starting to worry more about the financial/economic impact of COVID-19 than about the virus itself? As a young and relatively healthy individual I'm not worried about contracting the virus, but I am following all CDC and WHO recommendations to prevent transmitting it to those who are more vulnerable. With every passing day I get more and more anxious about the financial and economic crisis that is developing. New reports suggest that this can go on for 12-18 months. I have some huge life events coming up and everything is in flux. What was once solid ground is now complete turmoil.",9.264842767295598,9.815828188679244,8.66603773584906,64.39767295597485,59.566037735849065,11.972327044025162,40.30817610062893,11.538034831475384,5.044055345911951,492,24,76,13,6,156,80,106,0.147,0.772,0.081,-0.8929,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,0,1,12,15,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,15,14,6,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,55,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849967650482545,0.0,0.17639519780836208,0.2584835748459136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731091402066272,0.2645035166331523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269526161687856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074178095109994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125509438793471,0.0,0.22672677074105566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318022681009599,0.0,0.14337260063560356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818793158184687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136195950160815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436469052612245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686625887201082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856017903161234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123911011378705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badboyfriend111,2020/03/18,"I could really use some reassuring... I’ve stated this elsewhere but my job does not allow me to stay home unless I get sick.

I’m in a constant state of worry...like everyone else, about the virus, humanity panicking, stores running out of food, etc.

And it seems like there is rarely good news as to when this might let up.

Am I going to have to live like this for months and months?",2.466729323308272,4.52925702631579,3.5495488721804516,88.9518421052632,77.42105263157895,6.974436090225563,20.06766917293233,7.957251820313856,0.6972879699248122,298,7,63,5,7,96,62,76,0.162,0.76,0.078,-0.785,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,13,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,13,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,6,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243142906973948,0.0,0.17964259546856887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689726682661526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879569586431281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093224654442964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499523194209588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720684757987188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755216902276686,0.0,0.127871548995198,0.1887176482011483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256913401232312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327579813699555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23007570000617264,0.0,0.2198453163082025,0.0,0.1986773569534588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386873228208085,0.0,0.0,0.3591825154322391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413948078273853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482972968985252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398179320279742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432603200319226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Machomarsupial,2020/03/18,"Should I wait to see a therapist Hi all. Im trying to find a new job and if that happens by june 1st I'll be moving away from the area (though tbh prospects seem bleak). I'm suffering a lot right now from anxiety/depression/inability to manage stress and want to see someone about it. 

I guess my question is, would it be weird to see a therapist with the intention of having them help me through job hunt stress only to then leave the area in 2 months? Do you think they'd be hesitant? Ive had some really awful experiences with therapy in the past so I've been avoiding it but i think im at my breaking point.",3.625,4.625247690476193,4.94777777777778,84.525,72.09523809523809,9.092063492063492,27.49206349206349,9.444778638647367,2.2059587301587302,483,17,104,11,9,161,90,126,0.121,0.8390000000000001,0.039,-0.7607,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,3,8,1,12,0,0,1,1,21,23,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,3,10,0,18,15,3,16,0,1,3,0,6,8,0,6,6,61,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382580119782609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394691527892076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449802106326791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210904868183784,0.0,0.1301296644828851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863564043478598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31790770769471643,0.0,0.292059470616855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558170756993242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510686467745735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745860521748633,0.1564036592725732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212429064741944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191885482776133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404771606471954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911009157429402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648485244987202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427197395251337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567051621082234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517931084018905,0.13396539821818598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246848967633396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33713365985165095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828583967139335,0.34171917783580485,0.0,0.18858339024806545,0.14458013358957827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990934095219664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679648796240938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453548035722728,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zlatan_ibrahimovic09,2020/03/18,"Depersonalization/derealization issues Hi everyone, so recently I've been having this weird sensation of feeling disconnected with myself, and what I mean by that is feeling like I'm looking through some sort of lens or like there is an almost ""fogginess"" with my reality. 

I have been experiencing anxiety my whole entire life, I currently take Zoloft to help manage it, and so far it's been working very well. However, like I said, about a week ago is when I've started experiencing this depersonalization and it is absolutely scaring the shit out of me (apologies for language). I've never experienced this before and it is affecting my social life as I don't really want to do anything because of this sensation. I am also known to have obsessive thoughts quite often and a part of me believes that what I am experiencing now is just another irrational obsessive thought.

I am a university student M22 and I have seen a therapist in the past, but I have not gone in about a year or so due to being so busy.

Last week when this ""derealization"" or whatever started, I was in Florida on spring break and while I was eating dinner, a thought just hit me: ""What if everything that I'm seeing isn't real? How do I know that this is reality?"" and ever since then, things haven't been looking the same for me and I am getting really scared. I am scheduled to talk with one of my therapists over the phone today but I thought I would make this post anyways and hear your guys' stories. 

Currently, I am at work right now so I haven't completely stopped living my life but when I get home, I'll probably just lay in bed. I feel so helpless.

I just want everything to go back to normal where this derealization or depersonalization disappears. Thank you all for reading, sorry if this sounds a bit scatter-brained but I just have a lot on my mind right now.",5.493362068965516,6.995455267241383,6.69109885057471,71.88378620689659,68.16666666666667,10.165701149425287,32.88551724137931,10.355215969177356,3.6369067586206896,1475,66,266,40,25,497,183,348,0.08199999999999999,0.858,0.06,-0.7961,3,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,2,0,3,28,12,1,4,13,0,33,7,1,3,3,59,62,34,0,6,16,0,3,3,0,1,4,3,2,1,21,14,2,1,10,1,0,3,6,7,1,1,13,14,36,5,33,46,7,45,0,1,4,0,11,13,1,11,30,193,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003635419759913,0.0,0.1017084486645345,0.0,0.0,0.08122610358175834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650580257521353,0.07770135674271582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835840846984221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810164822254093,0.0,0.06191659522302523,0.0,0.08642923945090236,0.1144354694646299,0.0,0.0,0.11088896811051026,0.0,0.0,0.11338656452166725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649501399246146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393224913444496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091876571421761,0.0,0.09705521808884852,0.18257050741614228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407169099836407,0.07256217437106739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613306442437374,0.0,0.05772500609888101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057102567345877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447763339960715,0.0,0.06808074234708952,0.0,0.10188375825155127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601348910434448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055820635800738615,0.08279372944268279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522730406736065,0.14886703482231986,0.0,0.08968884581415881,0.0,0.17058772166454034,0.0,0.0,0.08635183167477395,0.0,0.0,0.06779927393654843,0.0,0.0,0.11064033890460327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025575174581549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783376351323114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951778358154867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882697861896371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999123982965384,0.09696078757653136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727671552779138,0.0,0.1095104631143533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108033010515405,0.10159825087581778,0.11560976653976575,0.13013766506551952,0.0,0.1002888762413518,0.0,0.0,0.17348175562222773,0.0966170564006409,0.0,0.20338010862394032,0.0,0.08093874880323089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426093002955926,0.08402038590215577,0.0,0.0,0.1035386031819992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137001550074604,0.1437846196263735,0.0,0.0,0.0849177070631855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763685741795321,0.08163873298006769,0.0,0.09351271338265828,0.0,0.2358629720327133,0.06747910260853869,0.0,0.0,0.32254336542718004,0.0,0.0,0.09627720827873144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838065179681664,0.11981813688345155,0.0,0.16294788107032848,0.0,0.0913243153400663,0.0,0.0,0.113400131134155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788945234772652,0.0,0.0,0.0721529568111337,0.0,0.0,0.06540824213528186
anxiety,vanelalegs,2020/03/18,"Me: *panics after 5th covid-19 death in wuhan* ~ Me: *still not mentally/emotionally prepared after 200,000th covid-19 case* Anyone here feel anymore prepared for the virus despite panicking months earlier than everyone else? 

I always panic about all apocalyptic scenarios (ie. North Korea nuclear bombing the US, Ebola, ISIS) and am always told “shut up you’re crazy.” 

Here I am, months after trying to warn those around me about covid-19. People are saying “You we’re right” and I hate it!!!!! 

Totally 100% content with being wrong about mass spread of disease and wish that was the case today. 

Recently moved from Philadelphia to the Deep South and literally no one cares. Businesses will not close until they are forced to. The night before restaurants officially had to shut down dine-in, every restaurant was PACKED. They’re acting like it’s the last supper.... and yet retail won’t shut, mall hasn’t shut, plastic surgeons won’t shut, no one is staying inside, people are coming into my store to shop (I work in a boutique) because they’re worried that they won’t be able to soon... I can’t tell you how many people have said “this is a load of shit it will be over in 2 weeks,” and yet Louisiana cases are creeping toward the top of the list. 

I feel like Bernard Marx in Brave New World :(",5.17722123104371,7.279913805084746,5.0542105263157895,80.94966547725247,69.84745762711864,7.510793933987513,27.67528991971454,8.20500826718156,1.9576474576271183,1022,36,177,15,19,316,157,236,0.168,0.76,0.07200000000000001,-0.9735,0,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,2,2,2,11,9,2,2,10,0,22,3,1,1,2,19,30,8,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,5,1,2,0,0,7,11,1,0,2,2,3,3,9,5,0,2,5,4,15,4,30,17,2,43,0,0,0,0,9,23,1,0,18,105,22,1,0.14129758313748925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514181656755284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012923467919336,0.09879855546217943,0.0,0.0,0.1257848058196074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613369520386213,0.0,0.12023383619125795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440623029989402,0.0,0.0,0.1217153565299018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803599980151322,0.1589407628949206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904930790812468,0.1350158958627698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288860710331452,0.1009430216260144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950211041927976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151763889942563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380617238087415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325357176879785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255647656055369,0.15017696948786072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364660862751578,0.0,0.1325982100137491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914937982883129,0.0,0.0,0.3315645390936596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29387385936792754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951431708082834,0.0,0.0,0.12066736396253805,0.13440635838471335,0.11236550938065057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503993858980274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060442338290733,0.11284043241512785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350031560524286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339335873215967,0.1350158958627698,0.0,0.09593178393340447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996359500185693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133403982540651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248524735974934,0.0,0.0,0.10286632337018532,0.14349455442402426,0.0,0.0,0.15448672589463902,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Keiono12,2020/03/18,"This isolation might make me go crazy Hello, for a long time I’ve suffered with bad anxiety. It has slowly gotten better, especially as of late, but it is coming back in full force during this quarantine.

I am really opposed to talking to people or really having much social interaction, even walking around outside is difficult for me. Being in a city doesn’t help this. Lately however I have finally been branching out a bit and things have been going well. I may have even made a friend, I am not sure.

Sadly this friend is in another state because our school closed. Now I just sit alone in my apartment.

I could go home, but going home is usually not the most pleasant experience for me either, and I just bought a guitar which I wouldn’t be able to play at home.

I didn’t realise how little things like being in a classroom with other people and having real face to face contact are so important.

My heart pounds all day, I am having trouble thinking straight.

Practicing chords on my guitar is the only time I find some relief, but this constant anxiety that is filling my body and mind is making it really hard to do anything else.

I am having trouble focusing on my schoolwork, I am having trouble finding motivation to even do it, but I still do it. Also I enjoy making videos, in these videos I often let loose and it is a very good outlet for me, but my anxiety is so bad I can’t even get into the state of mind to make videos.

Anyone else feeling the same due to this quarantine? Thank god for this guitar or else I think I’d have gone crazy by now.

This is just an omnipresent anxiety mixed with a little bit of depression and disappointment in myself, I still have months left of this so I don’t want these negative feelings to manifest and take over like they have in the past.

I am also really worried that my friend will forget about me, I am hoping that they will be here for summer classes, but if they’re online then I really think I’ll lose my friend, I worry about this a lot.",6.56348251748252,6.411410933333336,7.117482517482518,75.60797202797205,65.30769230769229,9.962703962703962,30.547785547785548,9.573946990214177,2.7011282051282053,1584,50,291,28,22,522,200,390,0.174,0.667,0.159,-0.6034,1,4,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,2,3,24,27,0,0,15,0,50,4,4,7,2,62,73,24,0,5,15,0,3,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,25,15,0,1,8,7,1,8,8,11,1,0,7,3,41,16,41,55,10,52,0,5,0,0,13,22,0,10,21,221,66,4,0.0826208543807317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557028799247145,0.0,0.13214373479635724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663516966319765,0.2528189098321467,0.0,0.0,0.057770422413556476,0.08465482899391424,0.06798992340231527,0.07355007703718508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353033713779932,0.13796992466503594,0.05036490597144884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730714315872427,0.1804011487401668,0.09177314367864386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117055029858985,0.0,0.08928379198931967,0.0,0.065966029302906,0.0,0.0,0.05328361602282573,0.0,0.07116122081260035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705736647587625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828118041055025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081904928333536,0.0,0.0,0.08355117290761545,0.0,0.0,0.09050710749863444,0.1510279282020169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553306685786505,0.0,0.043165986363923096,0.0,0.1878213421716248,0.06929845273467218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401205713547443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790611024507102,0.05537901711853956,0.0,0.24862636030973054,0.08206115067147085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639984490515146,0.0,0.08976780003002227,0.08448542133844457,0.0,0.08072875221974246,0.16561560273347806,0.0,0.07311685620028295,0.0,0.09243160245596016,0.0,0.07024129584478582,0.0,0.07817785010373339,0.22060024744234785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764767003260372,0.1668470207329601,0.0,0.06594717771777063,0.0,0.06073583444718408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062836882794833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078870954250947,0.11455779498372815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404062029223384,0.26464517472091986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361671555019959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422155635162126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196224206832158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786917747619125,0.0,0.062120600202115274,0.06640751312889183,0.0,0.07606618225191407,0.0,0.0,0.109779248864542,0.15882032220987172,0.0,0.0,0.09635376921743072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099519851398996,0.068170857619955,0.04873192054627947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428607045399888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678109762706866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puppynebula,2020/03/18,"Any tips on mentally surviving being forced to stay home? So a little background, I have anxiety (duh) and I'm a high school teacher who lives alone. My school is on spring break this week, but yesterday the governor in my state announced that she's closing all k-12 schools for the rest of the year as a precaution. We are still going to do something online, but no one quite knows what that's going to look like yet.

Anyway, I already have to force myself to go out on my days off so I don't get depressed and anxious just sitting here alone. I know I'm not the only one on this subreddit who does. But now with everything closing I'm worried I'm going to drive myself crazy sitting in this tiny apartment by myself. Normally I have a coffee shop that I go sit in some afternoons, at least to get out, but they just closed down except for to go orders.

I feel like I've made some progress the last few months as far as being more social, but that's all about to go to waste.",5.9580987540378425,5.559120065989852,6.1295708352561125,83.0146331333641,66.61421319796955,9.194093216428245,30.59944623904015,8.575989854853784,2.124932994923857,771,25,158,10,11,246,121,197,0.11,0.8109999999999999,0.078,-0.5219,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,3,10,3,0,0,9,1,9,0,0,1,2,27,27,12,0,1,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,0,3,1,1,8,3,1,0,2,1,2,16,2,32,24,8,45,0,1,1,0,6,19,0,2,13,104,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732743918893412,0.14558537613536662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971528517936547,0.0,0.10092424523653667,0.14904062498709622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850823814428669,0.0,0.11362903993835692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545072303987615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856801113806174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670655347677053,0.09424909664538733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378534413129767,0.0,0.5248424276253237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938874214605682,0.1323341294727588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145007906502,0.10753859397833634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890631309302347,0.1322261037860472,0.11649447898190858,0.0,0.11078594877449226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483307551911847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295198100417024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530334366309273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926102730532255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879509857287906,0.10033687706818617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032123123667598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005532930269301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344835639561486,0.0,0.1015643041690426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061725739920186,0.10535754377952826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105824354936103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339788715469884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495704253414853
anxiety,ApolloX-2,2020/03/18,"For all the young people who never experienced an event even close this, hang in there you are stronger than you think. In the 90s there would be huge TV shows and events that had everyone's attention. In the 80s there was the Soviet Union's collapse and Eastern Europe rising up.

Some of us older people remember 9/11 but everyone born just before and after might not have experienced anything close to this level of everyone's focus and attention on a single thing.

For all the young people worrying and panicking please don't, we were tough to go through 9/11 and our parents and grand parents through so much more.

You can do this and then some, you are your grandparents grandchildren after all!",7.470625000000003,8.4418298125,6.6906250000000025,75.591875,63.375,10.4625,31.625,10.411451182825502,3.31395,568,20,97,13,8,174,86,128,0.066,0.8440000000000001,0.09,0.2953,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,0,4,26,14,11,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,2,8,1,16,8,8,22,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,3,10,75,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491123278123647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601843231279258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433536124998175,0.0,0.0,0.5396341972126346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698510235945508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970030757074395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838319735318275,0.0,0.1451876834602958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180520089063853,0.0,0.0,0.3915202803057981,0.0,0.0,0.2066386651020627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132471426916047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506293524391032,0.1206210698736504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264379502825919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911739556940701,0.0,0.1337252603620967,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bogustacos,2020/03/18,"Is there really a hope out there? I’m so tired of feeling anxious all day everyday! It has stopped me from doing what I love, sleep comfortably and eat properly. I’m really tired of having anxiety and I really just want a cure or anything that get rids of it altogether! 😭",1.91,4.431124444444446,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,82.33333333333334,9.525925925925927,25.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.1753555555555564,216,9,41,8,6,76,41,54,0.204,0.5760000000000001,0.22,0.2585,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,5,1,0,1,10,11,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,5,11,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361953828412853,0.27116151011651285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752127483494086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547971704919677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456069288736949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136455934075074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540388677389538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23840037293672145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663319638950715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613011723558879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019974323438265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067281726777236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5517500727725813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157378902310086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Livingroxets,2020/03/18,"I don’t know where my best friend is TW: Car accident mention?

I’m scared. We text everyday. The past three days he had been busy and only texted me right before he was going to bed and that was fine but yesterday he didn’t text me at all. He’s never done that before.

The logical part of me is saying he was busy again and fell asleep early and just forgot, but he’s never forgotten before. I couldn’t sleep at all. I don’t know if he’s sick or hurt or in trouble with his family or if something happened to someone he knows or his dog. I’m so paranoid specifically that he got into a car accident. I don’t know what to do",1.0380161943319877,2.969815172932332,3.216541353383459,90.22370156159631,81.4812030075188,6.498322729901678,20.0052053209948,7.61054688173877,0.6119004048582992,490,13,108,8,13,167,80,133,0.174,0.768,0.057999999999999996,-0.9588,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,14,3,2,0,4,27,24,13,0,3,9,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,7,0,1,5,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,9,1,11,3,9,14,4,18,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,6,8,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482362845911271,0.0,0.19829763544619206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186097030312025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193367563945318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781308741902399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598691560183216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738803364463717,0.0,0.1511253526378109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709314241518072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022812766054476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415381043367336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29146898946427463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370953174276904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462090455580206,0.18037985653293698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136736804824395,0.0,0.1502653734425249,0.18917789207458435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909243420971356,0.0,0.16010178228530614,0.14546753915805452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,haelock,2020/03/18,"I feel like my chest is going to burst So I live close to Nashville and I feel like all of this shit just keeps compounding. We had tornadoes that devastated, followed by quarantine quickly there after. I looked at the radar this morning to see that we have more bad weather coming today. My husband is an EMT in Nashville so of course I’m anxious about anything happening to my person. I’m stuck home with a bored to tears 3 year old. My dad says I used to be fearless but now I am just terrified all the time. Anyone else turn into a basket case after having kids?",2.1187202380952392,4.6010329553571445,3.3267857142857125,87.83488095238096,81.05357142857143,5.8761904761904775,23.619047619047624,7.1686216300943375,1.064104761904762,449,16,86,6,12,145,82,112,0.166,0.7859999999999999,0.048,-0.9113,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,5,0,7,2,2,1,2,16,21,4,0,0,3,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,5,12,3,16,18,3,15,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,0,10,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419528776008988,0.0,0.14975371982726424,0.21944405135948444,0.17624492802528333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788242891402858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448981683170465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178912838969325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165831305382709,0.3060083805554494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171862121675403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893911846533395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483151612868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036550447915007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926679149714905,0.0,0.1891173927694582,0.0,0.17985015230615758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247370026830388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700632690109495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031780405412206,0.0,0.0,0.17066698772560954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198440070882976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488514673126218,0.0,0.20300957658127666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23295713356083975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497544502913327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791944924666594
anxiety,James1-27,2020/03/18,"Psychiatrist appt, busbar not working. Not sure which way to go I have two main issues, insomnia and anxiety. I've developed anxiety in my 40s. When it is bad, my insomnia is terrible.

I was taking remeron but I had sided effects.  I couldn't connect with people and I was gaining weight like crazy.  The buspar might be helping a little but between the dizziness and it not keeping away the crazies I gotta drive.

My Dr has been talking about an ssri but don't want the sexual side effects. 

The only real option I can find is effexor. Any thoughts?",2.076461538461537,4.839393085714288,4.080000000000002,80.19692307692311,84.80952380952381,6.6593406593406606,28.07692307692308,7.882392219407189,2.4546043956043957,434,21,73,9,13,147,78,105,0.10800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.105,0.3965,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,7,0,14,4,0,2,1,21,20,7,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,4,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,5,1,10,2,6,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,52,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549201012486718,0.0,0.3485514036817919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140370516731888,0.0,0.1902136629724309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821621454232064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947091754090348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269770891742512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23777673894984866,0.0,0.20248994185665334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129752882152867,0.22832766284248804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416727327839941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326143614548872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579362883527166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25930014671550233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147102930781004,0.0,0.1712864153427303,0.1831068089919366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085743203324425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253940727555266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343695321033735,0.1808267126791837,0.0,0.277413874522806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584998758842093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SillyLight8,2020/03/18,"Can someone relate/give some advice if they have the same sideeffect of anxiety? Strange feeling between my eyebrows. In the bone of my forehead between my eyebrows feels almost like an extremely annoying tingle which makes me try to  massage it hard with my knuckle for it to be gone. 

it's annoying but not painful. when i close my eyes and try to sleep this moves to my eyesockets . it's the same feelings as when there's a needle infront of your eyeball.

 herefor i refuse to think at night as it makes it worse, but i like imagining stuff so i can go to bed peacefully. i've never heard my ex therapist talk about this (she wasn't good anyway) .. anyone had the same? tips or advice? i didn't have this as bad when i was young, but back then it didnt feel like someone was about to stab me in the eye as i closed my eyes, i trusted it more.

This makes me keep going with all my activities until i fall asleep standing up so i don't have to deal with the annoying process of going to bed.  


If you have any advice please comment, thanks in advance.",3.3091640866873067,5.002513296650721,4.053509710104136,87.89809738249369,73.92822966507177,7.022910216718267,27.60512243174782,7.724431198458867,1.571964030396848,825,32,167,11,17,263,121,209,0.141,0.74,0.11800000000000001,-0.654,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,10,11,3,0,8,0,14,9,7,3,2,31,29,18,0,2,7,1,5,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,14,6,0,2,6,0,0,7,6,5,0,0,8,9,26,6,31,20,6,24,0,0,3,0,10,7,0,5,12,117,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336172759807617,0.0,0.0,0.14811372923340144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058606544379052,0.0,0.1131532125872605,0.0,0.0,0.10342436636495307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373614020670345,0.12350136488315833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152492040556397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991574842627774,0.105669237791951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521874839973081,0.12406259578384644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250119685479222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147207095229865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167887916585729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961996795914389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720835025605814,0.0,0.0,0.1140797980022486,0.0,0.0,0.13880654213662794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739010050087002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236430399927246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802004657886006,0.0,0.25065279179754896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932525517266872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888704773632135,0.0,0.13617862519487395,0.0,0.17173865511931766,0.0,0.09477682237256843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084674155726934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073621327970538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Soap-Taste-Ok,2020/03/18,"I feel like I’m not good enough for my job and in general I feel like I’m not good enough at my work and in general.

I am a 21M, and I work in a kindergarten. I been in this “career path” for about 1 year and 3 months. I studied it in High School for about 3 years ago.

Now to the issue. I feel like I’m not good enough for this job, like I don’t live up to the standards. It’s almost like I lowkey know deep inside that I’m running on a timer till I will end up getting fired. Sure I’m new to the job life, most people at my job has 10+ years of experience, but the following reasons aren’t really based on experience, just general functionality like calculating children for the day.

The reason(s) I feel like I’m not good enough, or a feeling like something is wrong with my brain(?) is. If a coworker talks to me about, a plan for the day, I often don’t understand it or “get it”. If I gonna calculate how many children we have for the day, I sometimes stand there for a few minutes trying to find the focus to calculate them. Other times I calculate them, and I’ve forgotten how many it were before I even left the table where the paper is. (It almost feels like I’m not living in the present, at all)

I asked my co worker once if I get seen as “lost” or “not in the present” and she told me she noticed it. She said she often have to repeat herself to me, or feel like “I don’t get it”

This with a very low self esteem just makes my life so hard. People often ask me why I have so low self esteem, and me myself don’t even know the answer. Been thinking about it forever, and I just can’t figure it out.

I considered if it’s ADD, or something but I’m not sure. I just feel like laying or like I’m just really tired.

In general I can talk to myself in my head and I get lost mid sentence and forgot what I was saying. As an example: “Maybe if I... maybe if I.. what was it I was gonna say?”",1.3585373608903026,2.7042970614250628,3.516858650093948,91.16937382569736,78.38574938574939,6.753837259719614,21.307197571903448,7.510576382923642,0.5485708050296281,1452,38,341,20,34,498,173,407,0.098,0.809,0.09300000000000001,-0.6296,5,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,2,6,21,23,0,0,23,0,22,5,2,4,3,75,60,31,0,6,26,0,10,12,0,3,3,3,0,4,19,15,0,1,16,0,0,2,13,5,0,0,12,14,51,18,44,45,7,43,0,4,1,0,20,24,0,18,28,214,70,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928057694039807,0.0,0.13393113415752328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250380357164031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569056268973842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465452174332204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938636280515586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059231324958153926,0.2763986549877009,0.0,0.08834050098388753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083299786638428,0.0,0.0,0.2705117301846298,0.3822036197801839,0.0,0.0,0.061122460556750365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469691402989654,0.0,0.0,0.22436602259434368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599067880602308,0.0,0.06863295596538015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065701914003034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980003636950605,0.2654521357545745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350540845279725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265979056882826,0.0,0.09447146005370534,0.3920604644788594,0.0,0.11810354989081776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460037386051713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463952489988605,0.1356013342837276,0.13436968096793728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337891894394153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458820940693735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613753370735693,0.0,0.07121960166684624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272529112622374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568356566092501,0.13751710076572984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361335814578888,0.10636323277215272,0.0,0.06768098402655352,0.0,0.0,0.13953024196006206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296715320232072,0.06614100069272809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605763147352853,0.0,0.0,0.10750304662759363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285074509264894,0.0,0.0,0.03899530059505898,0.07686287682847605,0.0,0.06390184692236818,0.0,0.045403677342798716,0.0,0.0,0.06961914474406376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517880839128003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034420885055776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737146885503853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311722109884725,0.0,0.1291957575912206
anxiety,whereistheb0x,2020/03/18,What's happening to me? I don't have the energy to type all this bullshit but basically for the past week i've been having panicky episodes and today i had a long intense one and i'm scared i'm never gonna be able to do anything anymore. I thought i had bad anxiety before but its just worsening and i hate it,0.9824675324675312,3.1551367272727298,3.462900432900433,87.02863636363638,83.24242424242424,6.8017316017316025,26.095238095238088,7.957251820313856,1.7526692640692652,248,11,52,5,7,86,50,66,0.369,0.612,0.02,-0.9791,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,9,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,6,0,4,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,34,10,1,0.2845909661414605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177113101384882,0.0,0.28223776653851484,0.0,0.0,0.23419411641259086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376215693555223,0.0,0.0,0.24216595107128605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516628514827945,0.0,0.0,0.2809746600149879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518540494797589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949409756484348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928462039295476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27167427932106497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849252044030556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259334379969224,0.0,0.0,0.26975895955386514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828170677622986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rubix44,2020/03/18,"My Voice is BAD when I'm out socializing So my anxiety is a lot better these days, especially my social anxiety. BUT, my voice just goes to hell whenever I try to speak to someone else I don't know well. I don't even feel that nervous, but I can't produce my normal voice, it's all dry and scratchy and difficult to understand. It's like I'm a pubescent teenager who's voice is transitioning. The words are all in order and phrased correctly, it's just a bad, breaking (breaking bad!) voice which I wouldn't blame anyone who couldn't understand me.

What can I do?",3.47937069813176,5.101920575221243,4.657109144542776,84.03624385447398,73.3362831858407,8.56204523107178,29.36971484759097,9.150863307647796,2.4551738446411018,447,19,92,10,9,147,68,113,0.18,0.75,0.071,-0.8717,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,1,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,3,21,17,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,7,12,3,6,15,3,7,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,3,56,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097743247758612,0.0,0.0,0.14157005587166907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071559751704952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906614181171862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057485443668598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913570252720306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372794249814918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237370372679626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127089981832332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989154439652944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213071606191474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837526334477115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127804485466259,0.1715501432899929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374622123551175,0.0,0.0,0.4215518309909764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204269079728086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scarlet_Katana,2020/03/18,"Just scroll down. Its a stupid teenager's rambling. These are only the rambling of a dumb teenager.I don't even know if i am in thse right subreddit.I am only writing this to satisfy myself. I recommend you leave this postI just don't understand what I'm doing with my life. I feel like I am standing still while other people seem to struggling with their lives. each with their own dreams and goals. even people leading a stable life seem bright to me. Sure many fail in their struggles but even that struggle feels bright to me. Meanwhile I look at myself I have no dreams , no goals. A bland personality that prefers being alone. I am oddly fine with it. as if I am convinced that I am idiot for life and will never have a dream/goal. I will stay here at the same place I'll always be, lazily spend my time, pushing other people to make my decision for me while I smile at my own fake progress and finally fail. But sometimes I get very anxious. I panic so much that I feel like have to do something meaningful immediately.I look at my family who are living with their day to day struggles and be envious of them to the point that I want to stay away from them. A few hours later I'll return to regular self and laugh at my panicking self calling myself an idiot. probably react the same way to my own post. Then I'm back to square one. The same lazy dumb fuck that I will always will be. I don't think I am depressed infact I think I am the happiest person on the planet compared to other who are actually struggle. I don't hate myself either. But sometimes this anxiousness drives me and makes all of my feelings all over the place. I know this is common among people to be anxious about themselves. But it seems that I am stupid and incapable of even tolerate or even find a solution for something as simple as this.",3.511411327762304,5.393531083565461,4.328253481894155,85.34510074280412,73.81894150417827,7.015078922934077,25.058588672237697,7.793537801064563,1.3605341875580317,1445,47,279,20,30,464,177,359,0.209,0.644,0.14800000000000002,-0.9808,0,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,6,6,13,27,9,6,16,0,31,4,0,4,4,52,53,21,0,4,10,0,4,2,0,4,3,0,0,4,22,13,0,0,16,2,1,3,7,19,0,1,0,9,46,8,43,44,12,38,0,3,5,1,15,16,3,6,16,202,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.08216217506363054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720062847569844,0.0,0.0,0.14011397001872314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28534915571339176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910397435571663,0.06474075821944775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597250891941911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859761989014202,0.0,0.07251703042652667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27805001833539383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793715531637904,0.0,0.1702860878081144,0.12029785014137175,0.0,0.09223150746077764,0.07695270499590477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783692112042395,0.043988412660697036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312513189767005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291511555026815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254274060220068,0.0,0.0,0.08915034856887821,0.0,0.0,0.1784082560606841,0.08226684863138277,0.0,0.14869145566021388,0.0,0.14140519047718444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240163303271668,0.08536051542377192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189301285577525,0.0,0.06493637472455492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705271121870392,0.1280681834714714,0.0,0.0987846920806925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334808484050023,0.14703165350048245,0.1759317107400466,0.0,0.07959148955681923,0.0,0.08063553668447601,0.0,0.09077645064268837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190207026247165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22994389851788855,0.17566749521791047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963484932497918,0.1665420164070711,0.0,0.0,0.1794813357367895,0.0672382360360427,0.0,0.0,0.4400944752844781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935279141992592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789751315419366,0.0,0.0,0.04909478178045626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764996465714868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946969289983503,0.04966039262176191,0.06683007232057889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,super_reddit_mentor,2020/03/18,"What is the best way to debunk that article that says blood type A is most likely to die from viral infections like COVID 19? Compared to any other blood group.

I need to get this stupid, crap article out of my head (I'm blood type A)

Please explain why it's all made-up crap please!",2.397931034482756,4.154205000000005,3.1753793103448267,92.95755172413791,76.58620689655173,6.708965517241379,20.220689655172414,7.554174236665415,0.4208993103448279,222,5,49,3,5,70,45,58,0.195,0.643,0.162,-0.5197,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,3,0,2,7,6,0,1,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,7,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,2,23,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867251351980415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28815680595155885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849727031003785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345773083827426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818002876064445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268293732690625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598160709949557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359902949343936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6028170300098291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183585798130488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179503634472835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477674926029444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilikedatunahere,2020/03/18,"Needing to text my boss that I’m not coming in because my kid with asthma has been sick this week is killing me My daughter has asthma and all this daily coronavirus crap is wrecking my brain. Her and my other daughter have had a stuffy nose and cough since the weekend. I’ve been having to stay home and take care of them because my wife has come down with a dry cough and is keeping her distance from them. 

Luckily I’ve had FMLA for my daughter’s asthma for a while so I am able to take off but every time I need to text my supervisor, I get a major wave of anxiety about it. I feel like he’s judging me behind my back, my coworkers are judging me behind my back and I feel super guilty right now because all my coworkers have to be there with all this coronavirus crap going around. 

I hate feeling like this. My brain is tearing me apart. One side is telling me it’s okay. I need to do what I need to do for my family in this abnormal time we’re in since my daughter has already been sick and needing multiple daily breathing treatments. The other part is telling me I’m overreacting. That people at work are judging me for not being there. That I’m letting them down and not being there to help when other people might be absent this week. 

I just wish the government would go on full lockdown so my company would shut down and I could just breathe and not worry :(",4.045218181818182,5.267459949090913,4.747772727272724,85.51365909090909,71.32727272727273,7.3909090909090915,27.93181818181818,7.734863291789972,1.6096727272727271,1086,39,216,13,20,349,135,275,0.086,0.799,0.114,0.8029999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,13,9,4,0,7,1,32,14,7,1,3,41,54,15,1,9,7,5,3,2,0,3,7,0,1,1,15,16,0,1,3,1,0,4,4,4,0,1,5,4,38,5,31,40,6,30,0,0,0,0,15,15,2,1,12,156,53,4,0.11946672615334045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318345030385478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913917185124964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635071469325888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372507634200647,0.0,0.21847742223904126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266728752811248,0.0,0.0,0.1218042893532522,0.0,0.0,0.20582001254848015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538445973746068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006558693418382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262259715102095,0.0,0.18121789894983828,0.17069410606905402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241643360783604,0.0,0.13579138716945593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179486588037142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007602829007597,0.0,0.11983486705325648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618751536958312,0.13217223202061354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216282161012625,0.0,0.11673081580219112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267353172785077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442915318426557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095374546467772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937082247659162,0.0,0.16564637130215026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102023931379851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764822081825467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733563452575306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796482204995936,0.0,0.20883836873425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932401749195053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165800319674944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738083921362318,0.0,0.0,0.0869731994814732,0.12132425946160548,0.0,0.169731469183017,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brownhorsejurassic,2020/03/18,"Any suggestions on CBD medicine to help with anxiety? I have only smoked a week casually when I was a teenager. But now I have drifted away from all that and not interested. I recently came across a study, research & article that spoke about the benefits of CBD oil for people dealing with minor anxiety day to day. If anyone knows about which CBD oil is best if oil at all? What dosage? Any tips & information? Open to all   
I live in Europe so if any specific brands, please say where you got it from",2.7941237113402053,5.335152175257736,3.8857835051546417,84.48022164948456,78.79381443298968,8.003711340206186,25.1639175257732,8.841846274778883,2.117870927835052,399,15,78,10,10,129,71,97,0.055999999999999994,0.8009999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8690000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,15,8,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,6,4,16,4,4,15,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,6,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387693279037879,0.0,0.4130756401523689,0.0,0.3097899993639405,0.0,0.0,0.14157721931980752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023460356576571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248800981624286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315807176493117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611629230547493,0.2087457707422213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194003192488896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571663361192612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127653012845676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879164954430166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399352757250226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037264561699747,0.0,0.0,0.22225987438877284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992244800751965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610185117702057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624155165664619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shwarm,2020/03/18,"No FOMO in quarantine Does anyone else feel relieved of FOMO, the anxious feeling that you have to do more with your life because you fear you are missing out on stuff? Everything being closed feels so nice as I cannot negatively compare myself to others doing more and better things. No one can go out. (The rest sucks but at least this part of my anxiety is getting a rest :-)).",4.129583333333333,6.15130390277778,4.823333333333338,81.855,72.47222222222223,7.022222222222222,27.277777777777786,7.793537801064563,1.7808444444444442,299,11,53,4,6,96,61,72,0.155,0.75,0.095,-0.4123,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,1,6,1,1,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,9,15,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,3,7,3,11,14,6,7,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198375130424715,0.2929519398545153,0.0,0.18131895416508031,0.2656986813826431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580759097102042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293428886480667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269281497918191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166242607264927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305544290755806,0.0,0.0,0.2918012705779923,0.3933520993431314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548129260647407,0.0,0.14737459027324498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316172889445714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571843572159962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808126841212354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968534327133905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227724639655642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TaraBURGER,2020/03/18,"I'm having a really tough time and need some reassurance My doctor upped my medicine and every time I have to go up a dose my anxiety gets out of control for a few weeks. I'm literally laying in bed squirming and crying because I feel so uncomfortable and scared. I think I just need to hear it from somebody else that this isn't permanent.

I know that's stupid. I already know it isn't permanent. I just need reassurance, please.",4.7149803921568605,5.906784988235295,5.89970588235294,77.9970098039216,69.70588235294117,9.431372549019608,29.46078431372549,9.725611199111238,2.720960784313726,344,13,67,8,6,115,57,85,0.195,0.7190000000000001,0.086,-0.8490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,16,16,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,10,2,9,16,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429740623264504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935445023233894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495068019178064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24829555039421,0.0,0.0,0.2431746103347199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659094925752005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849338800875787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652148895432247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119359541849992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115661473174651,0.0,0.12581487740174965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24951040086062834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433283917797208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924495225988415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430078370063789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182115760647526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216391574618786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185082580219627,0.0,0.0,0.2581759350907029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775770074811276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AndreBeClownin,2020/03/18,"Anxiety Attack Can witnessing someone having an anxiety attack trigger you into having one yourself?

This might be a dumb question, but I was watching a show and one of the characters is shown having a pretty bad anxiety attack and now I feel anxious and like I’m on the verge of having my own, but I thought maybe it was just in my head and making it up.",15.111857142857142,7.1252427571428605,14.242857142857144,55.28714285714287,57.14285714285714,16.857142857142858,52.14285714285714,12.161744961471696,6.293571428571428,283,12,49,5,2,96,48,70,0.273,0.635,0.092,-0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,6,0,10,1,1,2,0,14,14,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,2,6,1,6,9,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,2,2,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299579187244221,0.2116478446272633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6393999390903388,0.0,0.0,0.15642622538250572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472785200071528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227121842362296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152787479033886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505502235226668,0.0,0.18821440746287185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874467888647074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539012248918388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905984056980592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098705850922867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587378007505102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873193115172742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sarahjenk93,2020/03/18,"Venting: I can't handle therapy on top of Covid19 I was supposed to go to therapy today but dealing with this virus i just cant. My mental health is awdul from it but at the same time, i could not justify leaving the house to go to a public business office where the therapy office is. I wish this could be over. Go back to trying tl get my life on track.",3.6643243243243258,4.289225432432435,5.330648648648651,83.20489189189192,71.70270270270271,8.082162162162161,28.313513513513517,8.238735603445708,1.8794248648648642,278,10,57,4,5,95,52,74,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,0,0,9,13,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,12,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724024420844314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057705877730101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741275948490794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004307642719563,0.0,0.3264762340500806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353973743503734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094812909886088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027551028990935,0.0,0.0,0.13525160920593282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297197182839126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6569397978859968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111656518359143,0.0,0.18150551212792795,0.0,0.0,0.13000583289364798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201984477907641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,permapickled,2020/03/18,"Online courses, tons of assignments, can’t sleep and can barely breath I guess the title kind of says it. I have a scholarship to keep, and I’m in 15 upper level credits in my third year of university. I have so many papers to write in just two weeks, and now I have to adjust to online courses. I can barely breathe. It’s the middle of the night and I can’t sleep. I can’t even cry, but I want to. My head hurts. My current GPA is over a 4.0, and needless to say it really matters to me, and my mum, that I keep it high. I don’t feel I can cope, and what with all the self isolation and limited mobility, I am so alone in this. I’m particular horrified about a politics paper I have to write on the Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms. I don’t know how to start research or writing for it. I’m so lost and exhausted. Thanks for reading",1.518409090909092,3.2916185681818213,3.7852272727272727,87.51659090909092,79.22727272727272,7.127272727272729,24.06818181818182,8.07648339933343,1.3401659090909093,652,23,142,12,16,225,100,176,0.158,0.777,0.065,-0.961,1,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,8,0,14,6,5,1,1,28,26,16,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,11,0,3,3,1,2,0,5,3,0,2,1,3,19,3,24,25,2,17,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,2,6,96,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935971433004916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532750466170208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346170018575753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094514514171922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591812870536105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183820190934975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974957265564258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010626917735733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33229371329565144,0.0,0.19465283536681965,0.10272867596807174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404989332083506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951184441641067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541574032497192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697482827679726,0.0,0.11974845712506475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963228297242207,0.0,0.297299322712661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500275307315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741184767503256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230594194158865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209472973891055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825978251565608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025276210518632,0.0,0.14993935337741324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037308453350935
anxiety,EhndlessSl0th,2020/03/18,"Heyo After years of trying to ""fix it myself"", I've finally gotten on an antianxiety med. I know it's going to be a long path, but I am so sick of being scared, overthinking, shutting down, more or less just arguing with myself. I know it won't be a cure-all, but I feel I've had the parts together for a while, and this might be the piece that sticks them all together. 

Background: I've been intensely afraid of meds since I was a teenager. I was going through a lot as a kid, and because of the suicide risk associated with antidepressants, she had me put on Lithium. I smoked so much weed that it actually made my anxiety worse..I've been off of weed for over a year...used alcohol, a lot, to diminish my anxiety in social situations...but that isn't cutting it for me anymore. I just want to feel okay on my own, like, having control without going overboard.",5.660647058823527,5.666885535294122,6.865882352941178,76.11647058823532,67.17647058823529,10.329411764705883,32.882352941176464,10.125756701596842,3.1763999999999992,671,27,133,15,10,228,107,170,0.157,0.792,0.051,-0.9670000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,2,3,12,1,15,2,0,2,1,21,25,9,1,1,6,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,4,1,1,4,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,8,2,17,2,25,11,9,17,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,6,97,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.16322241932649553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787509347181414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559081180743398,0.0,0.16587777556993238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196063508621064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759721678539412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169144178620874,0.0,0.0,0.18322603770188747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851745123095151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838443298330088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171518130807594,0.0,0.0,0.14802055022030908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843983124945263,0.0,0.1582662191560512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715780991882355,0.0,0.0,0.17743728352073065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229559379349655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811271538196712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814330811643854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745724602996234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835986742996054,0.0,0.0,0.17050132841364565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295617460860866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355910821720415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119415574716676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865475715741667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612334485960034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542095084407745
anxiety,LoriTheOwl,2020/03/18,"Just had a job interview and it actually went great (still anxious) I graduated from college last year and haven’t found a job yet. I want a job in my field and it’s not that they don’t exist, it’s that even the ones that are entry level and I could do, they want multiple years of experience that I don’t have. I’ve been pushing myself to apply to anything and everything, but I get so down when I don’t hear back or I hear I quick “no” that it’s hard to build myself back up to a place where I feel confident about applying. I finally heard back from a company last week and I went in for the interview today. It went well and she was very nice, but I just feel so fucking nervous because the job itself I am capable of doing, but it’s not my field. And I’m proud of myself because I know I did my best and I was as calm and composed as I’ve ever been in an interview. I just feel like it wasn’t enough and that other people are more qualified than me and have more direct experience in this particular field, so why would they hire me? I know I’m overthinking this and that I should just be okay with what happened because it went well, but I just feel so desperate at this point, you know? Thank you for letting me vent and for reading if you made it this far lmao.

TL;DR: I went for a job interview and even though it went well, I don’t think that it was enough because it’s not my field.",3.448993174061432,4.093570375426623,4.823158703071673,86.57617150170653,72.20819112627986,8.453856655290101,25.912798634812287,8.697196308434329,1.5557427986348116,1092,33,245,19,20,365,134,293,0.04,0.782,0.177,0.9907,5,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,3,2,26,13,1,1,10,1,25,1,0,1,1,46,52,29,0,6,14,0,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,27,16,0,0,9,1,0,7,10,2,3,1,17,8,39,11,25,30,5,34,0,0,0,1,14,12,1,2,16,181,66,14,0.0,0.0,0.08653941910251739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018377336329627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297653204538643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456959437461011,0.0,0.2162353472787204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306476029025168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080419877582167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326141652945416,0.0,0.1171453265425568,0.08021662955061289,0.0,0.0,0.07970035523549908,0.1734931779523713,0.0,0.0,0.17935819139089046,0.06335339870477857,0.0,0.09714520182095708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723363976391064,0.0,0.08198373440422295,0.046331924342928085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777061337299968,0.0,0.0,0.07841991262287792,0.0,0.07944034923133911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989883749780754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400087838824412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620952416973754,0.14457295959227165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068186503447394,0.0,0.04332483461179689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391167540483269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009223201876793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147992362934593,0.0,0.0926522943030946,0.0,0.08383177863070149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870454270745029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082039738518056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164513076195025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682291214746204,0.0871281847083371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084058787035157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317073658439673,0.10461216555092298,0.0,0.07113418366404105,0.0,0.2392033788124907,0.49324651918240703,0.08002039802830826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299611443847615,0.0,0.0,0.11421472629484693
anxiety,SavingsWerewolf,2020/03/18,"Tips for living alone with anxiety I’m usually pretty anxious to begin with, but the last few weeks have really messed me up. My partner is out of town and I’m not sure if I will be able to see him when he gets back, I started a new method of birth control less than a week ago that is giving me intense mood swings, and I have been self isolating.

I’m trying to go for walks daily, do yoga, eat healthy, read, and talk to friends, but I am at a point now where I feel like I’m panicking 24/7 and I don’t want to burden anyone because we are all in the same boat.

I can never sleep, the tightness in my chest hasn’t gone away in weeks, and my brain is in overdrive.

I just wanted to write this all down. Knowing other people are going through this is pretty much the only thing keeping me going.",4.461566265060244,4.377719012048196,5.314120481927713,86.52937349397592,69.72289156626506,7.844819277108432,26.84096385542169,7.1686216300943375,1.1719657831325296,620,17,134,5,10,203,115,166,0.10300000000000001,0.764,0.133,0.7444,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,7,0,16,4,3,1,4,27,34,9,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,3,2,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,3,16,3,23,30,6,31,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,1,15,88,21,1,0.15344150648902954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601663737179776,0.0,0.0,0.15891912518550566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173823324762354,0.17334522694421686,0.0,0.10728986902985838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416334633196545,0.1179870471111139,0.0,0.0935365181631397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129146739472062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720976969235708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700896785236673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775846360822659,0.1096186428948254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854852728531025,0.0,0.08016685407588749,0.147195074765845,0.2616130325958605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638586117880508,0.0,0.0,0.08432743912430338,0.1250753073536202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496376944067115,0.0,0.13549166140852936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279716247545403,0.0,0.11834354917316205,0.14819476312165158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669918002400073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637702051205154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505182031005673,0.0,0.0,0.3122103506333562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348302993984994,0.0,0.09829855815119873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227301453294127,0.0,0.1600729556171684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535523201099443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086066880520348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461680396027124,0.0,0.0,0.12333047065491905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193971881110092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417671074103572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899414134491392,0.0,0.18100755211915764,0.0,0.3692445631695187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nesspresso_Depresso,2020/03/18,"I had a panic attack when two cops knock on my apartment door and asking if my roommate is still alive. The story start a week ago where a cop knocking on my apartment door around 10:30 pm. I opened the door and there were two cops telling me that one of my roommate family called the police to check on him because he hasn't answered his family's text. Right at that moment, my heart rate increased and I was breathing heavily. I invited the police to come in and try to knock on my roommate's door. At that time he wasn't answering. I tried to call on his phone, the phone was ringing softly. The police explained that the family member told the police about him taking a lot of drugs to kill himself. After that, I just felt more panic. The police tried to kick the door but the door was double locked. The police were putting a lot of effort into breaking the door. When the door finally opens, the police try to see if my roommate was still alive and luckily he's still alive. The Police called an ambulance and it took my roommate to the hospital. One of the ambulance crew asked if I was ok after noticing that I was breathing heavily. They tried to calm me down by telling me that my roommate was going to be ok. After the ambulance crew left the apartment, I just go back to my room and cried. That was one of the scariest things I have ever witness.

whoever reads this, thank you.",5.173349673202615,6.020023426470591,5.357009803921572,83.5700163398693,68.41176470588235,8.103267973856209,28.346405228758172,8.167268648758528,1.827496895424836,1100,36,211,14,18,347,128,272,0.045,0.857,0.09699999999999999,0.9367,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,1,13,8,2,2,27,2,16,4,3,0,1,25,29,13,1,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,11,12,0,0,4,1,1,6,2,4,0,5,15,4,30,4,32,13,5,43,0,0,1,0,21,20,0,5,16,147,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737431043314376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778869833117412,0.20538755076626605,0.12496883893722373,0.0,0.08446692680016009,0.0,0.06696279317328171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365036408644318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462499229870036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066372035840245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738970339513905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936450522553504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31066694407760154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547204982083633,0.1203339627711944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485917968849615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017132632904646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153139320314307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935101458222723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677899919217814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506355750026096,0.0,0.0,0.2233091169210303,0.0,0.0,0.2577677365678336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042835850671544,0.0,0.0,0.10987850083905447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381025296388576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753525086921178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775152776778768,0.0,0.2631761189223566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825926073502943,0.0,0.1920253408642354,0.10113399263573662,0.0,0.0,0.07297864450101224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405370361686515,0.0,0.0,0.10496521121456087,0.12204602999754716,0.3729005350967733,0.0,0.21461258148580936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811406068787854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TankDempsey510,2020/03/18,"I have developed separation axiety with my partner who is on holiday, How can I help myself? Long story, Me and my mrs have been together for 3 years as of the 23rd this month and on the 8th of march she and he best friend flew out to Japan for there holiday 

1st week I was perfectly fine not an issue in the world but come saturday morning I experiance a mild panic attack and since then have not been really able to eat or sleep well at all

Tried to go to work on Monday but ended up getting sent home after feeling weak and falling asleep on the office floor for an hour

Since then I havnt been to work, they know and understand which is good but in the mornings are the worst, I wake up at 5:30 without an alarm and feel shit straight away, cant get back to sleep and since its so early I cant go do anything 

Today i got up and felt anothet panic attack and layed down on the cold kitchen floor tiles until my mum found me in a pile of sweet was about to call the ambulance.

Doctors tried Valium and Parandolol I think its called and no real effect from either 

Have almost looked at trying weed to ease the nerves off but Im scarred it will throw me into a deeper attack :(",6.8953626220362665,5.642600903765692,7.038587866108787,80.07313981868899,65.06694560669456,10.30976290097629,29.958507670850768,9.2995712137729,2.250338633193864,932,24,193,14,12,301,156,239,0.165,0.711,0.124,-0.9598,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,5,6,16,4,3,15,0,17,9,5,2,2,38,33,23,0,0,9,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,2,2,6,16,2,0,8,2,0,7,6,9,1,0,10,6,18,7,40,22,4,46,0,0,1,0,12,23,1,2,16,127,24,3,0.11942137183649175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958325351282499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827361366110553,0.0,0.0,0.4075771520790309,0.11220030995155454,0.09182766350090152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532536202925507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24388514550974674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028709375462206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223283439145448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219787696689377,0.0,0.0,0.10577188930604696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168170168207291,0.0,0.0,0.12076606762253862,0.0,0.11466324473497623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093937024958646,0.09226465564335233,0.0,0.12478547569842595,0.0,0.1357398353625444,0.10016498078783903,0.09551218040757632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004562824752025,0.0,0.11978937297549225,0.0,0.11760599565547285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289955743937063,0.12464488555083555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563086282265193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568415610388122,0.10028387530159624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532099965354222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28023049815629364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359276658154758,0.07650438875744874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258432205893245,0.2963597785486545,0.0,0.2390152330460431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652039304917417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131974969264987,0.0,0.0,0.2432378173567531,0.0,0.0,0.1243218597026684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957926211011289,0.0,0.10737415521120222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511794088878613,0.0,0.17388036199728005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076903448079226
anxiety,leelbeach,2020/03/18,"How do I stop being so indecisive and scared to do something? I really want to improve myself. I find it hard to speak up walk up and speak to new people (Especially women).

I keep giving excuses to myself in my head on why I should not approach and say something. Or that I can not think clearly at the moment due to my anxiety. I am sick of myself on how negative I am about how I always put myself down and make excuses.

What are some techniques/strategies to improve my mental state to act more clearly and decisively and to not give a fuck what other people will say.",5.439747155499369,5.83372556637168,6.787130214917827,75.15442477876108,67.6725663716814,9.289001264222504,30.302149178255373,9.23628265651192,2.628598988621997,451,16,83,8,7,154,71,113,0.18,0.713,0.107,-0.7965,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,2,0,9,3,1,4,2,25,16,11,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,5,6,0,2,3,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,5,16,0,18,13,2,16,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,3,4,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727285431076511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880305438833067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973024060854635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191031391544192,0.0,0.3982716473702252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595667139741,0.0,0.2130435707328412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451236121894204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856555712515747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919830136909606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048827222646934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287828592560366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086817026733944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298518564997533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33016212963197944,0.20783023492276365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31962035843951003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355155454929114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301300540961095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243985758971287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731446934991325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,painkilllr,2020/03/18,just talking I was getting anxious and depressed about the current state of the world. Took 0.5mg of lorazepam and I’m playing Pokémon now before I try to sleep again. I hope you all are having a good night and get some good sleep.,3.262391304347826,5.2736158913043525,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,74.8695652173913,4.6000000000000005,28.89130434782609,3.1291,0.7443217391304344,185,8,36,0,4,56,37,46,0.106,0.6829999999999999,0.21100000000000002,0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,1,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,4,6,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29303877784189336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072322388094207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234136833079349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710429050277489,0.0,0.0,0.4351308871939012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576344772988273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434215302630835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191580410147133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084892155871886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819371288168194,0.17610993122392415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jayges,2020/03/18,"complete lack of confidence I am in the top percentile of students, but I still have zero confidence. Every time I get a notification that I’ve recieved my grade on something, my anxiety skyrockets because I’m convinced I’ve done poorly. 

The other week I had a panic attack* because of my law class, convinced I had bombed a test. My school counselor had to call my therapist because of how much of a mess I was. The thing is, I got a top grade. But ever since then, I feel extremely inadequate and anxious whenever I’m in law class. I feel like I’ll fail at any moment. And it sucks, because it’s a subject I genuinely love, and I’m planning on doing it at university next year. 

It’s not just law class, though. It’s every class. Despite never getting anything lower than “above average”, I’m constantly stressed that this is the test I fail. I went into one of my worst depressive episodes in years a month back because I was so convinced I was failing my classes. 

My entire self-worth and confidence is based upon external validation. My identity is based on being the smart kid. I’m constantly afraid of disappointing my teachers and my parents. I’m terrified of feeling stupid and losing my identity.

My anxiety/stress is the one thing that might ruin my life. I have every reason to do well in my future (academic) career, but the self-doubt is crippling. I’m afraid that I’ll end up having a breakdown in university from the pressure.

Thanks for reading. 

* idk if panic attack is the right word. All I remember is hyperventilating and sobbing for an hour, and catastrophizing to the extreme. In any case, not a fun experience.",4.342362637362637,6.480940538961043,5.65727272727273,75.60206293706295,72.18181818181819,8.504695304695305,31.97602397602397,9.162432508145574,3.1708717282717287,1298,62,223,29,26,434,162,308,0.248,0.619,0.132,-0.9934,2,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,7,8,29,4,6,20,0,23,2,0,2,3,31,40,16,0,2,7,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,9,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,20,1,3,9,3,31,9,29,29,4,35,0,8,0,1,4,17,2,2,18,147,44,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486026473391409,0.0,0.0835844750026135,0.12343399115258352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991261067969099,0.0,0.0,0.2486006462405612,0.0,0.08401507434594269,0.0,0.3330228919169452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156784268866464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455822920093775,0.236144958765135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410646199076284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181208350416333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967729418888145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883295877002728,0.2761716750206035,0.0,0.0,0.1068783629997124,0.0,0.0,0.16573714983516566,0.07805618208104634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141688748074719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738611690590202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760021644704224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717437623071557,0.05337947526459317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223527061422912,0.0,0.0,0.0986124470062462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590880586806425,0.0,0.0,0.08721120158462166,0.0,0.08031951153470289,0.0,0.08426892888320599,0.0,0.11620046466030355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807635580755782,0.0,0.0,0.25638881834743,0.12132156863583933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929071018357912,0.0,0.0,0.1123386519761468,0.0,0.0,0.12377157534123735,0.0933084187592062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057810945148884,0.0,0.0,0.2279664013336323,0.0,0.0,0.0903819462046528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411456556429027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087256089592124,0.0,0.2503165393105357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005929803779404,0.0,0.12686060782174566,0.14517649630901555,0.0,0.10734851782264404,0.0,0.06371105088546566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764269803646972,0.0,0.0982388889031613,0.10128617379986027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407211870913406
anxiety,thatluckyfox,2020/03/18,"Anxiety can go f it’s self today because I’ve finally got out for a run It was rough, I forced myself out today. I haven’t ran for ages and it wasn’t easy. I know running helps me and a lot of people and I was inspired by a guy who shared about running so hopefully this might help someone else. I was feeling paralysed to get out but today I did it!

Anxiety 0
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anxiety,IsThereMore_,2020/03/18,"i just want someone to ask how I'm doing Everyday, whether it be any of my friends or family. I just wish they would say ""do you need to chat about anything?""  Or ""are you feeling okay?"".  I am never going to ask them or go out of my way to speak to them first and initiate a conversation about my anxiety because I'll feel awkward. However if they did ask, I would actually speak to them and ask them to listen.",3.3446428571428584,4.275256559523811,5.181904761904762,82.84642857142858,72.69047619047619,8.933333333333335,29.47619047619048,9.2995712137729,2.4384190476190475,317,13,68,7,6,109,55,84,0.04,0.853,0.10800000000000001,0.6868,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,6,1,5,3,0,1,1,1,8,0,0,1,1,19,21,8,0,6,7,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,6,15,2,12,17,0,7,0,0,0,0,19,1,0,4,3,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1832133243548508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767393483648504,0.0,0.1436254199492269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544992232971276,0.0,0.7020698565146155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144484133035033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699052031039603,0.0,0.18986035979783167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969692280710093,0.0,0.0,0.1450523401310174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134011191072463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921151641822252,0.1448015352030812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930340824479973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159076846605689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073764313023368,0.14902428894130246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589900098372572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667391962508814,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scarlettttt91,2020/03/18,"Can your face go numb and tingly during an anxiety attack? Hello :) Lately I’ve been noticing whenever I am getting an anxiety attack, my whole face goes numb and tingly. (It feels so weird and at first I thought I was having an allergic reaction). My lips and jaw get it the worse and it feels like I’ve been injected by that numb stuff at the dentist. I also find it hard to breathe but that one is common and my head feels weird and dizzy. I was just wondering if others get the numb and tingly feeling in their face and if anyone knew why that would happen.",4.220202702702704,5.427268531531531,4.704132882882885,86.0491722972973,70.8918918918919,8.072522522522524,25.58671171171171,8.472884824447931,1.5622873873873868,441,13,89,7,8,140,68,111,0.222,0.732,0.046,-0.9347,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,3,9,2,0,6,0,9,13,7,0,0,22,21,14,0,3,4,0,5,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,0,2,6,5,10,1,5,14,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549455883456405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783618595898624,0.0,0.0,0.12721423585764302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41395808360703584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679702578722331,0.12997547688063826,0.0,0.0,0.1662866712471366,0.15475509982521934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851629471055753,0.0,0.1033987095986391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088585219545196,0.0,0.16297937420883682,0.0,0.18671934476096524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052323043775041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888498730247821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071359189705395,0.0,0.0,0.12328488562796228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082737724704188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443726397206574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416939906214306,0.203125612624498,0.0,0.0,0.1973023808392108,0.0,0.0,0.18540884379979564,0.12924247448701762,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redbeast10,2020/03/18,"Buspirone and cbd interaction ? So , I had a really bad panic attack and I took cbd during this process... because of that .. I missed a dose of my buspirone .. I was worried to take it because I didn’t know the interactions ! I searched 15-20 google searches to find next to nothing of an answer so here I am !! On the anxiety reddit ! Please someone help with this as I am super worried and have yet to take my prescription and it’s 2am !! That means I’m 4-6 hour late on it !!! P.s for the record I take 2 dose‘s of 10mg’s each day one at 12pm & usually one at 5pm thanks !! :)",0.6221625344352617,2.500415231404961,2.970599173553719,91.72438360881544,82.63636363636364,6.0168044077135,23.306473829201106,7.1686216300943375,0.7829994490358123,437,16,100,6,12,150,80,121,0.158,0.727,0.114,-0.6875,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,10,15,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,4,0,11,2,15,11,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531242567486493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789896507728006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050726036925188,0.0,0.0,0.1505101800789392,0.21977053581279876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625325827092947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647550415485236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082496760568735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752050832016955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906658299887716,0.0,0.20334195507805727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963567802459847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170933139980695,0.0,0.0,0.17296503212211356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429867170474945,0.0,0.0,0.21149712734566944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787215029114733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154796394967144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273433158584696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40660090577268665,0.0,0.0,0.16595986141832422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027630371523933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985317270834198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661270428181118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jamie101378,2020/03/18,Anxiety so intense it looks like calm Does anyone else’s anxiety ever get so bad that you appear totally calm and aloof on the outside. Like you basically shut down to the point where you are just going through the motions on the outside but inside you’re screaming and freaking the fuck out? And you’re too anxious to even verbalize how anxious you are? This is the feeling I’m having this week.,3.2135526315789487,5.919379302631582,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,78.34210526315789,6.43157894736842,29.23684210526316,7.645422480735847,2.1368210526315785,321,15,56,5,8,102,53,76,0.25,0.6409999999999999,0.109,-0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,8,8,1,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,2,11,11,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,4,7,11,1,12,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,1,4,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678126476398978,0.5431700455517833,0.0,0.16809416698547655,0.24631952418770536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007250300992772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037678316896868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082442469038464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878278042981656,0.21745672409949304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215541121547126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222471127602869,0.1255997483973287,0.0,0.13662558942543224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348958478962097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187653147438295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725691740718304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283540878907265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway6384638266,2020/03/18,"Being with the girl I’m interested in but also friends with makes me feel terrible I was hanging out with my friend today, who I really really like. But not being able to tell her makes me feel shit and be a shit friend, making it harder to achieve my goal. It sucks",3.6366666666666654,4.873632851851851,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,72.33333333333334,8.362962962962964,22.75925925925927,8.841846274778883,1.4125703703703696,210,5,43,4,4,70,39,54,0.22399999999999998,0.5329999999999999,0.243,0.1298,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,9,3,0,2,0,4,2,2,3,0,13,11,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,7,5,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,0,2,28,10,2,0.2247228459935796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797107787509376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272532462007533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208609400965534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978823136306066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500127341066349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879264190016552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613495441166773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641767245877195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301098184922312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StringDust,2020/03/18,"I want out of my own head now, please. I have an anxiety diagnoses (from my condescending primary who I haven’t seen in months) that’s been unmanaged due to a reaction to an anxiety medicine. I do not really want to see that doctor ever again, as I almost perished under their care; and, mental health is not covered under my insurance. 

I have some relief pills from when I did see the doc though, still in date, but they ARE NOT helping. It’s a high dose, too. My body shuts off SLIGHTLY but not my brain. Meditation has already been tried along with melatonin, Benadryl, Unisom, ambien, etc, etc, etc. I qualify but can not afford medical... vegetable. There’s no essential oil, no smells, no textures, nothing, that seems to help me. I’ve never done anything illegal and don’t plan on it, but I’m very much within my own brain 24/7. I want out. So. So. Badly.

I also have night terrors (extremely physical) and am afraid to sleep to some degree and fear I may have PTSD from a traumatic childhood event. I just keep the suffering to myself disguised as rationality, but I’m feeling... it... This virus doesn’t help, either, as it’s just entered my county.

I just want to sleep. I put my phone down and wait for it but I get so bored, and before I know it? It’s 4 AM and sleep stood me up. Even with medicine.

Is there anything I can do, last resort, that’s legal, maybe not prescription, that actually works? Or is there no hope? I want my brain OFF. Not just my body. I think about past, present and future all in one go and it’s unbearable. “Did I say something wrong today? Maybe I should’ve done this differently.” I have to physically talk myself through it during my showers. It’s horrid.",2.262248923959828,4.6874786036585405,3.605889526542328,86.39262553802013,80.03658536585365,6.907604017216643,23.67144906743185,8.027739517013583,1.449695552367288,1314,46,259,25,34,429,183,328,0.163,0.753,0.085,-0.9869,3,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,2,2,20,10,0,3,7,0,26,16,9,0,3,52,47,25,0,6,19,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,18,14,1,2,4,0,0,3,15,7,0,1,8,7,39,3,35,38,10,35,0,1,3,0,9,15,0,7,17,183,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.09605219408518724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856210596346254,0.0,0.1086184969965954,0.07871338058286656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059534300911687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199683548565533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218383721244556,0.0,0.0,0.08375555786125906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866415072331752,0.0,0.3296368807298837,0.0,0.0,0.10035460014151387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999030392421394,0.0,0.10283702210083184,0.0,0.1007459257178752,0.0,0.2014534286103609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32932199306974425,0.0650112154549405,0.0890343770545474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075963085470016,0.04976849853197368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051424923294842,0.0,0.05593928766552258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101622331502476,0.10462508510187846,0.0,0.0,0.19792401013068012,0.10399530551800196,0.0,0.09776188926135153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748793414023433,0.0,0.0,0.05409382890979749,0.08023251206352768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977696794273664,0.0,0.0,0.09915654082015214,0.09919295971022156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856483405837432,0.0,0.07235640583682014,0.0,0.07591426667320983,0.0,0.0,0.09236864931631812,0.0,0.09444497399387726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669782155622184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396131339039146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804513408910424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505786074429475,0.0989480105243356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305593341774149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827443771793423,0.0,0.0,0.15686983020272638,0.08960577440101379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954992948553529,0.0,0.0,0.07577520737446199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860527174065085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911324532383755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306912436756579,0.09670567926948093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329888056333684,0.0,0.0,0.06682661332694184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121397005721452,0.29027893107491104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165725200102176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761631100984276,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lstrapomo,2020/03/18,"Stomach anxiety. My son is suffering from really bad anxiety right now and it kicks into a 10 out of 10 after he eats. Been happening for over a week. We don't have clue to what is happening to him and doctors are no help.

Anybody ever have this problem and have any advice?",2.567454545454545,4.6012217454545485,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,77.0,8.763636363636364,27.363636363636363,9.3871,2.759836363636363,216,9,41,6,5,75,45,55,0.247,0.711,0.043,-0.8983,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,0,1,8,10,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,9,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645477980386833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410121275502608,0.0,0.4142053588144984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260427520608824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27709689740236554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27701765033315395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448848374578992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787996619578587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146020542219946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590457560841245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343235856302394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311963260603241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715800204841626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TKdrawz,2020/03/18,"Does anyone feel pressure to hide anxiety around their friends? Then feel anxious about hiding your anxiety? This makes me feel like I am seriously just a defective unit or something.

I've been struggling lately with my closest and best friends, who are aware of my anxiety issues, but there are instances where I will feel anxious around them, but I don't want to appear weird or off, so I try extra to keep my composure. But then I start to get anxiety about hiding my anxiety, and it's like one big loop.  

It happened today while my best friends and I were playing some board games online while on a Google Hangout with each other. They were waiting on me, but I was having microphone issues that I was trying to fix. 

I could hear them roasting me, and we're guys, so we bust each others balls all the time, but since I was frantically trying to fix this tech issue while they were waiting for me to start the game, anxiety flared up, and I just had to drop from the Google Hangout and pretend that my internet cut out because I was too embarrassed to tell them I had to take a quick lap around the block just because my stupid microphone didn't work, and I was holding them up from starting to play.

Ugh, why am I like this!! I'm struggling with this because they are my best friends, who I'm supposed to feel safe around as a support group, but I feel embarrassed to say that small things can set me in a spiral. Does anyone else have similar experiences?",10.729245647969053,7.190002304964542,9.472011605415863,72.81409090909092,59.63829787234043,12.665892972275953,41.239200515796256,10.230975488527342,4.0041304964539,1158,44,224,17,11,360,148,282,0.196,0.657,0.147,-0.6196,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,8,4,15,26,2,6,9,0,23,0,0,1,1,47,45,23,0,2,11,0,6,3,4,1,0,2,0,1,14,18,0,6,6,8,0,1,2,12,0,1,12,8,39,14,34,31,8,30,0,0,0,0,23,15,0,4,15,157,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209621021314903,0.2072196317495828,0.0,0.12825600994472575,0.0939710160987562,0.0,0.3265767850678876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772255449936355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887420493677635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322553096220932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051768647385567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661461391595825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971311231207436,0.0,0.0,0.2782377109852501,0.06551993156657425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834295769380792,0.0,0.04791636398928306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081049151047192,0.08110168378575312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336744689994193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871742727442294,0.0,0.0815189100603747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345648933770138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441931720786918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121927611856829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062147240874946164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293402125745509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586611043868345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060530546833715,0.0,0.0,0.19474523441242605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175710867371346,0.0,0.0,0.10407505753114728,0.0,0.0,0.06895691587867983,0.0,0.08016138309079983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609301777876183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347870703842505,0.0,0.08693339405163289,0.0,0.0,0.18680173677571602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409482417721195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082756901917392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676830512058599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Insomnia-sick,2020/03/18,"Will my treatment be interrupted by COVID19 Residential Treatment I was told earlier this month that I will be entering residential treatment in a week or so, well it's been 3 weeks. I left a message and haven't been called back, it's not helping my anxiety, with not knowing when I leave or if I leave at all. I've quit my job and put my life on hold for residential treatment. I haven't slept in days because of anticipation for the call to leave. My anxiety attack is increase by the minute. My question is, is anyone else experiencing this and if you know for sure your heading into residential or inpatient?",4.8358974358974365,6.59852352991453,6.020170940170942,75.05538461538464,70.1111111111111,9.302564102564103,33.51282051282051,9.725611199111238,3.400394871794873,491,24,91,12,9,164,75,117,0.063,0.802,0.134,0.4648,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,0,12,3,2,0,2,18,16,10,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,5,1,14,2,13,7,2,15,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,6,6,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546317750841503,0.0,0.0,0.11636934291261328,0.1705237111454761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893342748079763,0.0,0.1279717765402327,0.0,0.1014521059201693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33988031659271223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733138387316322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902806243147522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080169772211687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155223666355876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515271276423468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829274053390376,0.0,0.0,0.5286651932713953,0.1808229794378868,0.0,0.1175520239256436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284011813210242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673046925450508,0.18643587183557575,0.17701516671265247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685509361835026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902774095035094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669947472122385,0.0,0.14963749346349572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pingu42000,2020/03/18,"I can't sleep. I'm just to worried. *****Trigger Warning******

All this talk about the Coranavirus is shooting my anxiety up. Everytime I hear something that could be uplifting about it its counteracted. People keep saying it's going to end the world, end the economy, that these quarantines will last forever, I feel completely hopeless right now. I guess I really need someone to tell me it will all be ok.",1.1798325722983272,2.5978457123287697,2.479337899543381,84.51039193302896,119.27397260273972,6.5537290715372905,25.973363774733638,7.1686216300943375,2.61254094368341,319,16,54,9,18,102,56,73,0.102,0.867,0.031,-0.6115,1,1,1,1,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,7,1,1,1,2,9,14,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,6,9,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269835301101606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504005653946548,0.0,0.0,0.19068011829208376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230512209011147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075569578632064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572817752381244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630896124758373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691700113803713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122761721096436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467199342353614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708365816278454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556926443513612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299563655559045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395288035052125,0.0,0.1899210236941284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23899470553447005,0.0,0.2023533012980538,0.18385702120342864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195626283273007,0.2087411563884627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425355682625191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mango_mermaid,2020/03/18,"Coughing keeping me up Can’t sleep again due to coughing. Been coughing for about a week now. It’s insane at night. Happens during the day, but I cannot get any sleep at night. 

I just messaged my doctor asking if I should go in, because what if? I can’t stop wondering. I have a toddler who sucks on her fingers for comfort and I can’t get her to stop because of course it’s a habit.",0.5144444444444431,2.6889463703703704,2.1965432098765447,95.34444444444449,85.2962962962963,4.093827160493827,23.814814814814817,5.033348758259628,0.16609629629629685,300,12,65,1,9,98,56,81,0.14300000000000002,0.8140000000000001,0.043,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,0,7,7,3,0,0,10,15,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,10,1,11,13,0,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,3,9,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432618856104308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121571744425801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766796125553625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463567731576968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322815118828163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371323474625508,0.0,0.128974568648883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006812606188411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017136620542484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259334431816376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542054511896354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37946205221237256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203664316028972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610548391669454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dickcheese82,2020/03/18,"I dont know what is wrong with me Backstory: i have an assessment task in science due and a part of the task is to show sir (the teacher) that we know how to use a microscope by showing him how to use it. The class got taught how to use it and how to do the slides but i was away for two weeks (unrelated) so i missed out on all that. 

Story: i was in class studying for the test bit and freaking out inside because sir was getting people to practice but i had done nothing. The part that freaked me out the most was that he would be sitting right next to me so if i did anything wrong he could see and think that im the stupid kid who cant even use a microscope. 

So anyways, he calls me down (this wasnt like in front of the class or anything, it was at the back for people who wanted to practise and no one wanted to so he started to call down people instead) 

I go down to him and he explains what i need to do and how to use it but it is all going through one ear and out the other. I look at him like this : ⊙_⊙ with panic in my eyes because i dont even know what he just said and stood there frozen still for 30 seconds looking at him with panic in my eyes.

He asks me if i can do it and i just shake my head and go back to my desk and feel terrible and can barely breath. I already have issues talking to teacher because i dont want to look stupid but here i am running away from the teacher because i cant even use a microscope . 
 
I don't know what is wrong and i cant tell anyone because its stupid.",2.2223108384458072,3.0694150092024586,3.5706901840490812,93.65589212678938,75.28834355828221,6.292229038854806,24.933026584867076,6.21433560688645,0.5051824130879341,1167,37,277,7,24,383,142,326,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.9958,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,21,15,3,3,17,0,31,5,5,11,2,58,63,30,0,8,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,21,22,0,0,7,2,0,7,9,13,0,4,13,9,33,2,46,47,6,34,0,1,6,0,24,19,0,4,9,200,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665003451478923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061240080223753,0.0,0.1441467169396202,0.0,0.0818782958250101,0.0,0.1645742505704297,0.13469186412069342,0.0,0.26694896395889306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561796815521056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886410057537755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992791047351643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962783212202019,0.30793992252564595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354326540990572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428460376334674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575851027953976,0.0,0.14932633666736198,0.0,0.07004813764646274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988544069300486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460468510253074,0.09141391247414077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192533337349822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557727390167705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064302178645576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494169557500258,0.0,0.0,0.09314552964829273,0.0,0.0,0.08403826464789628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869703473566115,0.0,0.0,0.20551959366673409,0.0,0.1896877398462712,0.0,0.18215710380750533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479541593382341,0.08331150320525924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979232323523067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199170853020386,0.0,0.06994390860533105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039590956009599,0.07655141514917295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056119659316716884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555587896688782,0.0,0.0,0.45386162451556705,0.0,0.0,0.15497619364877974,0.0,0.07025381139634275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221646070144425,0.2872748324011964,0.0,0.0
anxiety,photographerthrow,2020/03/18,"What does “listen to your body” mean? I’ve always heard this as a piece of advice for those of us suffering with anxiety and agoraphobia, but i feel like I am in a constant battle with my body. Random tummy aches and weird feelings that I have to ignore or I’d never get anything done or leave the house.",4.7261475409836065,5.392886491803278,5.639467213114753,81.79231557377051,69.32786885245902,8.067213114754097,25.08606557377049,8.07648339933343,1.382668852459017,240,6,47,3,4,79,50,61,0.244,0.706,0.05,-0.8641,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,1,13,9,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,6,1,9,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687707109740204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318679262810293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776119463805566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105885137733775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157844145455235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508968666305583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317642784542306,0.23759390460272464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478760275253896,0.1658646587899999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130097168163785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678968271276209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583801171856795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342815155829745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529047981249466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906636941708293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792759047391102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NylaInTheSky,2020/03/18,"I'm obese, anxious and unemployed. Someone help me? So long story short I have crippling anxiety/depression, which has made it very difficult for me to work. I'm currently unemployed and cannot seem to find a job. I'm debating on applying to McDonald's or something because I literally have no other options.

I worry because I'm obese (300+lb) and want the other employees to hate me or get annoyed at me or make fun of me. And if they did get annoyed or make fun of me, how could I get over this? I honestly have $30 in my bank account and I'm terrified. Can anyone give me advice on how to push past this? Thank you.",2.128493333333332,4.266716616000004,4.331700000000001,82.55968333333334,78.84,8.326666666666666,28.816666666666666,9.075114841892004,2.7541866666666674,487,23,96,13,12,168,79,125,0.171,0.7040000000000001,0.125,-0.7475,7,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,4,8,3,0,2,0,8,2,0,5,0,20,24,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,15,4,13,21,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,7,3,58,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760309634492408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400073523725546,0.0,0.14854956122063295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590143665358244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962355992942513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298235820335207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417490412192492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332988131267942,0.20380082451418946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097498004418613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240035558158778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082324950435996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801103493117927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102476050714874,0.2836232503904451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028069928787892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340595608046435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800076884631995,0.16355392861029125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955948654202493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529300573544362,0.12530816137653555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466569454925194,0.21575267975855106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iknoweverything22,2020/03/18,"I reached out for help! Hello Everyone!

I did it! I finally reached out for help. I am a 29 year old male who works in tech and this is not easy for me to admit because I always thought that this problem came from far out in left field and I should be able to do this alone. I tried this approach for six years. I was afraid to get help as I didn't want my friends to see me as weak. Honestly, I wish they would have said they saw me as weak without professional help. It took me six years of suffering to finally admit I need help in bagging and tagging this monster.

 My anxiety isn't horrific but it is enough that sometimes when walking I have weird mannerism in a step or two, or I try and grab on to something to feel grounded but it is manageable. I use the count to five, deep breathes, and self reassurance to get through those episodes and they work! I also started taking CBD. Along with the CBD I use a mint essential oil to just smell.  Focuses my mind on the mint and not the problem. 

We don't need to go through six years but in 2014 my father got sick. I took off of work for a year to play nurse at 24. I would drive him around to all his appointments, wait for hours upon hours in hospitals, had to do somethings I never thought I would have to do, had to call 911 twice, and then he passed away. I had two panic attacks in 2014. Fast forward to Sunday and I woke up in a hungover pure panic state. Had a full blown attack for the first time since 2014 and I said ""enough is enough!"" I want to get get help and find the root of this. (Also the current COVID-19 situation isn't helping at all). I signed up for BetterHelp and will be speaking to a therapist via video chat weekly and I am so excited to begin. It felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. 

Fellas and ladies if you are afraid of being judged for seeking help by so called ""friends"" are they really your friends? I reached out to a few close friends and told them and they were supportive even that one overly honest friend was supportive. I feel ashamed for waiting so long. If you need to speak with someone please do it. It is nothing to be ashamed of.

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TL;DR - I was scared of being judged for signing up to speak with a professional about my anxiety and I finally did it and found that my friends were way more supportive than I imagined.",2.721867133232358,4.6425554218415455,3.355835378910537,91.29017652896015,76.15203426124197,6.783078289027003,26.379537264323396,7.678348718463194,1.3200269389460488,1830,70,390,26,41,574,227,467,0.142,0.733,0.124,-0.9195,1,1,2,0,0,0,51.0,1,3,6,4,10,30,2,7,17,0,42,6,2,3,4,75,81,35,0,14,11,1,5,1,6,5,3,5,0,2,20,30,1,2,10,3,0,10,8,15,0,9,26,16,54,15,80,45,8,66,0,1,2,0,44,32,0,4,25,267,74,6,0.07031846565352402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282872347739905,0.0,0.11246730315552253,0.058510596518567326,0.07619002815684864,0.08544463250864462,0.0,0.0,0.10758686750968303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259834281209646,0.0,0.15999481236837673,0.06606651322382694,0.0,0.0,0.04286548398998688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436060310160614,0.08042559165463467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797331699243508,0.0,0.0464446833749083,0.0,0.0,0.06719230736358553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111025813581973,0.0,0.06751675443535844,0.2310913259519661,0.0642698036809043,0.05981285096268271,0.0,0.077100568080864,0.3259672327885001,0.0,0.14695398406530644,0.0,0.039963604520574604,0.0,0.05624010069721075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770638822233352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849904818495526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640121868160753,0.0,0.0,0.034354050395415066,0.0,0.0,0.06222962931030051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100160476880535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642075384013515,0.054233935707898535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674724642940625,0.0,0.0737874008642487,0.0,0.04764961218302286,0.0,0.0,0.16500713696919586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718855904864655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457054982839994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504780970486754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377792720621687,0.0,0.07040105127469369,0.0,0.05603471296341972,0.0,0.07335749556413991,0.0,0.0,0.058168161439568974,0.07904090162277795,0.0,0.0,0.05958060775618487,0.10826918061897124,0.06954676056984628,0.0,0.04977177191672076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393896845363012,0.0,0.0,0.05287073493042296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164515841900814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165001416012728,0.04100326280869112,0.0,0.0,0.06719230736358553,0.15625280538592348,0.09548324470686,0.0,0.13738184654161534,0.0,0.0,0.12146515393067985,0.0,0.0,0.08295130586214271,0.055815524980607496,0.05640523160279463,0.08562894726104958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080862765179452,0.06778449156969857,0.0,0.15357804145394818,0.0,0.0,0.14985666139476475,0.0,0.08544463250864462,0.2264139319970604
anxiety,Insertidd,2020/03/18,"Here’s a small thing that could massively reduce or even remove some of your various anxieties: Journaling. Over the past few months I have discovered that being able to write out my thoughts in a journal, whether online or physical, has really helped to reduce my overall anxiety. Just writing about how you feel, and then explaining to yourself logically why you shouldn’t feel this way has often reduced my anxiety to almost nothing. There’s something about writing it down and reading it back that is really frikin therapeutic, and it only takes 5-10 mins! Honestly if I could have discovered this a year ago I would be so happy.

P.S. I’m sure this has been written about before but I felt a responsibility to share this for those who don’t know.",7.912173913043477,8.346814239130437,7.811413043478261,69.78277173913045,62.40579710144928,11.537681159420293,36.09057971014492,11.20814326018867,4.279344927536233,607,26,102,16,8,195,100,138,0.031,0.8959999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.7658,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,11,4,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,1,1,29,23,11,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,10,4,14,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,6,7,76,23,1,0.1911897197762994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694781508541028,0.0,0.1914488870581612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43877883695878056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470130930708745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626883697413861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052988679845714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627900675905404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334253385442496,0.0,0.18357211353707184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352501186026406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815043905972615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507286994592434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260581026911815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345169254061636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540839722860652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251222109420095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124145842973256,0.0,0.24496206036253465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471871869683868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801940482517688,0.0,0.1437508754175723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701795439529645,0.0,0.0,0.15178328140344471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175750040949007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251898443952016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581569142804056,0.0,0.0,0.12311991113474673
anxiety,Proof-Juice,2020/03/18,"Should I go home and risk spreading the virus... or stay at school and risk getting stuck here... I have been losing sleep since my college announced that all students are forced to move out of the dorms by March 22nd. I submitted an application to get an extension on my stay in the dorm, since I have a work study that helps me pay for my tuition. I am also almost certain that I have been in contact with the virus, since I have a pretty aggressive cough, my sinuses are FULL, I get heat flashes, my chest hurts at times, and my whole body aches. I am young, so the symptoms are very mild for me and do not put me in immediate danger. I would really love to go home, but my mom is a heavy smoker and I am worried that if she were to get the virus, she would need treatment (which most likely wouldn't be available, since hospitals will soon be bombarded with cases).  My aunt, who is older than my mom but much healthier than her, offered to let me stay at her house if I want to come home. I am worried for my whole family if I go home. I am also worried for the people that I would come in contact with at the airport. I would of course take the necessary safety precautions and distance myself from others as much as I can. However, I know that I would be mentally okay staying at school for a few weeks, effectively quarantining myself, since no one else is on campus. The weather here is warm, and I could sit outside without worrying about impacting others. Nonetheless, during these uncertain times, it would be a relief to be able to go to a more familiar area and be able to spend some time with my loved ones. I would really appreciate some input on what I should do.

Note: I would get tested, but this would cause my school to force me into an indoor quarantine for 14 days. I would really like to know if I have it or not, but I do not think it is worth the deterioration of my mental health to find out. Whether I have it or not, I am taking the necessary precautions to limit my interactions with other people.",8.40218583823118,6.332679110831237,8.378417296389589,74.27682269801291,62.67758186397985,11.844892247411142,34.65001399384271,10.504223727775694,3.305585614329696,1585,50,316,30,18,517,195,397,0.076,0.816,0.10800000000000001,0.9595,1,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,4,7,15,2,3,21,1,49,9,3,2,2,65,70,25,0,20,17,3,1,2,0,14,4,0,6,0,18,18,0,1,5,0,4,8,7,7,0,2,4,1,54,8,51,44,11,39,0,2,0,2,15,17,0,12,11,237,72,11,0.13919631331412924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969250045915036,0.0,0.0,0.11131524146706633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730786226470138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149647858139745,0.0,0.11990529863622272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055568464837115965,0.0,0.0,0.04488505333196315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058140329246575265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561094801896071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361145430763816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818108214766702,0.0,0.15821694527343755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397958596992983,0.0,0.0,0.04665017734105215,0.0,0.279250503255474,0.0,0.0,0.0803069283548687,0.07450626616470186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649865349936405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116883060122987,0.0,0.06800428760791556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786253478024689,0.0,0.0,0.12563010735291474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027714449834874,0.0,0.0,0.16302503982130295,0.0,0.07397182610355771,0.10232530641896816,0.05160615128617256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432302433055724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650119720166944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080634630920728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996537058020688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375908395150898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131115061559586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878615719711499,0.0,0.06964841961344867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967294986681037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723391334249223,0.10465830441729232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044595688535451976,0.0,0.0,0.12174973452085243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742576815069311,0.041050796022397015,0.0,0.05582744317420379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540771282829752,0.0,0.0670901394013982,0.0,0.05066828695638821,0.2827212258406754,0.0,0.4944053362051157,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,god-money,2020/03/18,Online resources where I can try to help my severe anxiety? (Title says it all),1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,3.855,80.7825,87.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.2183333333333333,62,2,10,1,2,21,15,15,0.239,0.611,0.15,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146274751587513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36329026273989057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310190717981661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123041880536199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679814980132903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,therelatablegay,2020/03/18,"Perfectionists with anxiety I was raised in a super perfectionistic household and I’ve had severe anxiety since I was 11. Honestly I don’t get too anxious about bad life circumstances (also a chronic optimist) but if there’s a chance of failure? I’ll panic. No matter how well I do at something, no matter how much praise I receive, my constant high anxiety levels make me feel like I’m not doing enough. For a long time I felt like I wasn’t successful enough at work, so I worked my way up at several jobs and started making good money somewhere where I’m thriving. Once I got there, however, I started to feel like a failure. I felt like doing well at work just wasn’t enough. So I started working out every single day, which was a long term goal of mine. After that I started feeling like my house needed to be perfectly clean at all times and started to feel super anxious if it wasn’t. Quite frankly it’s exhausting and I feel completely drained most of the time. It’s not too much in and of itself, but it is when panic from anxiety is stealing all of my energy and making me work so hard at every task. 

For context, I also have a diagnosed background with OCD. Not only do my parents have really high expectations that have followed me into adulthood, but I think that OCD makes I difficult for me to not be all or nothing about life.

Thanks for listening! It means a lot to me.",4.4630811808118045,5.882186774907751,5.5874889298893,79.13710055350555,70.54981549815498,8.519630996309964,30.524169741697417,8.982922981607832,2.654139335793358,1100,46,202,21,20,365,140,271,0.18600000000000005,0.605,0.209,0.8046,4,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,12,18,21,0,2,9,0,19,5,0,6,4,46,45,20,0,4,11,1,8,5,0,0,5,1,1,0,10,10,0,0,9,0,1,2,10,6,2,0,10,9,28,15,31,33,12,33,1,0,0,0,4,15,0,5,20,142,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928589979730524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664833818721088,0.19676565175102145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271349312001474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130841683755124,0.0941094432037397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056163513265541386,0.0,0.0,0.08839084670412288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269950543289112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674806921276196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016746226167389,0.18664359059800226,0.16723317140304034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549904133255192,0.0,0.0,0.07304392719476796,0.06965093685468535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801229464151865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402309234477876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048599480579654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864197985664235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302337707563832,0.21273004183226893,0.0,0.0,0.1541374189537033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403772952041167,0.0,0.0,0.23252335048549444,0.0,0.0,0.09486260252958488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803702519764726,0.06457345034010503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356173427350984,0.0,0.0,0.09274415687082983,0.0,0.06623311936826985,0.0,0.204354215855518,0.09669912356061558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262708916169944,0.0,0.0,0.055789767626629135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676565175102145,0.0,0.07203875685061667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670433531333852,0.0,0.0,0.3082009544738643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801774420514996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055801438535068415,0.0,0.0,0.1523423126907303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912511815840708,0.0,0.0,0.15660223591435038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31699962408097504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,analemmaro,2020/03/18,"Making a call for positive messages, successes, and good vibes Hello 👋 Anxious Folks

We realize that these are difficult and unusual times that make dealing with anxiety a whole new challenge, and while we want to keep this a safe space for everyone we don’t want to do that by ignoring or censoring the world around us. 

So instead let’s shine light on what’s going well in your lives and the world 🌎 right not. No matter how small let’s share some positivity to bring some balance to the Internet. 

I’ll start - I can get take out from delicious restaurants that never used to do take out before!",4.693596491228072,6.569047833333336,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,70.66666666666667,9.27719298245614,29.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.8884807017543865,479,19,89,12,9,153,86,114,0.079,0.6779999999999999,0.243,0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,4,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,4,1,27,19,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,2,6,6,15,17,3,17,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,3,5,57,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937121979424478,0.2205850526901906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382030055107958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614949164166826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993794272404914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130159441347534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865766174628194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201382548610416,0.0,0.11096916366815426,0.1637724713187671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355356651386256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993274220993275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241568053385056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606713878265909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059438607044393,0.1885806157334776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674857773167834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382040476613449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936182212857785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385604066828968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348703642976848,0.16863952474021435,0.0,0.0,0.23033550519608856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555966782393115,0.0,0.0,0.21799768527110025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hans_s1233,2020/03/18,"For those of you still in high school I promise you it gets better. For those who didn’t have the “high school experience” you imagined, and have to deal with instability in your mental health while your brain is still developing, you are not alone.

Just a PSA that high school is not forever, and while it is your entire world right now, soon enough you will be an adult and no one will remember that time you tripped on the way to class. Don’t be afraid to seek help if you are struggling, and you will make it out the other end alive, stay safe out there.",8.36718181818182,6.320270445454548,7.042727272727273,83.75409090909092,62.72727272727274,10.618181818181819,30.18181818181818,8.841846274778883,1.830854545454545,439,9,98,5,5,131,72,110,0.042,0.83,0.128,0.8458,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,11,0,1,6,5,0,2,5,0,14,2,1,1,0,15,16,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,12,3,12,10,1,21,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,1,8,70,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851649941644398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390207334014915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181636026699554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774488472393825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441110634736813,0.16812093998029554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915972226938144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500825562894289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295107915955746,0.0,0.0,0.10905979546032,0.5157300555412421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860890602780393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397147405144916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025520509261742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184316535201874,0.13895181024760234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940077868544707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342516296989924,0.25987776376837074,0.0,0.0,0.17009781164163326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487638919440064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915009948982525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmericanBloodMage,2020/03/18,Anxiety is just all incompassing I just don’t understand why everything brings me to such a panic. It just gets worse and worse each year. I sometimes feel like I’m going crazy because I feel like I’m the only one flipping out about something that’s small and insignificant. I just want to let things roll off and not think about them everyday constantly. I’m losing sleep. I’m unable to eat most days. I don’t talk with my family because of all my irrational thoughts of how they perceive me. I have a nervous tic. Is this why I don’t have many friends or is it just that I can’t trust what others say? My heart pounds. I walk with my shoulders scrunched and have to constantly remind myself to breath and relax. I can’t take this.,3.057644889357221,5.124389116438358,3.742054794520549,88.23713909378294,75.64383561643838,7.232033719704952,24.929399367755533,8.139509932561175,1.4395654373024236,585,20,119,10,13,185,89,146,0.156,0.738,0.106,-0.7579,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,9,8,0,2,3,0,12,5,4,1,2,27,26,7,0,1,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,9,1,0,6,1,0,3,6,3,0,1,1,3,19,5,13,24,4,11,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,7,75,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506859150674704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932268058274535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533469269652148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054368411094824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729000053904375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469333173217056,0.0,0.1541228223603651,0.0,0.16532984057608566,0.2335930626103808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126311149386767,0.0,0.0854162233215808,0.0,0.09291453212858136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373518090692032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671785177250974,0.0,0.1597448757440461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290230485613135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657521244179082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110784336778595,0.12434070586004915,0.0,0.1918190452700077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001296694509307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360700962073604,0.0,0.0,0.12586177325392991,0.16169474192646788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229233363278178,0.1314062170113866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861478709225192,0.10475711127053622,0.0,0.12979195635990334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019775214514504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643001258392267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29504667829800746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332183939437861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052815170767125
anxiety,chris9887,2020/03/18,"Anxiety triggered by bulimia I am bulimic. I have been since I was 21 and I am 33 now. It has triggered anxiety for me.

I started having panic attacks after my daughter was born last year. A lot of it is health related.

I'm scared bulimia will trigger heart conditions and then when I have a panic attack, it has the same symptoms as heart attack, which doesn't help.

Not sure how to deal with this. I can't stop throwing up, I have tried but it's proving to be hard.

I guess if any of you have any tips for me that would be great, or even kind words to say I'm not alone goes a long way.",1.5649926686216986,3.2446139596774195,3.366041055718476,91.00769794721407,78.75806451612904,6.767155425219943,24.175953079178885,7.686295010490155,1.085848387096774,457,16,102,7,11,153,86,124,0.145,0.7340000000000001,0.121,0.4462,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,3,3,4,0,19,4,2,4,2,20,23,9,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,2,13,3,12,16,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,10,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422619270719148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025282612862803,0.0,0.22783198948229094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082209927543301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352001143310742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835386845172417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417416434686413,0.1640415166164109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339440656592874,0.0,0.0,0.15828471725763732,0.0,0.3529189156683998,0.09981145519587564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506719358812004,0.0,0.12138179361554892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178095597248626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265982373451155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494283750856975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841947111077013,0.1490852177856618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318016363950113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539949789712692,0.0,0.0,0.12449570350837945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034622359165333,0.15477484944942022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110033922974114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181980886206748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057816258713621,0.0,0.0,0.09589337019921268
anxiety,zoie1234,2020/03/18,Do ever just stop Does anyone else ever just kinda stop. Like you get so stressed out and you just end up not feeling any emotion at all. You just end up sinking into this little hole you dig yourself into because you just distance yourself from everyone. Then when you come back it’s just harder. I just want to know if I’m the only one.,2.799607843137256,4.762084058823528,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,76.05882352941177,5.121568627450982,24.568627450980397,5.46131890053228,0.5686098039215683,268,9,51,1,6,86,50,68,0.124,0.826,0.049,-0.6558,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,0,0,12,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,23,7,5,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,8,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,10,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725591488113107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514111285979586,0.22187276228445804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650735176182035,0.0,0.13200192998896354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653166955411693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949727252090626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808929681363308,0.24358048736201235,0.3835836937966168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917490845469245,0.0,0.20691506141577215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949008902050747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313420327132635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190057630327902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579143247728652,0.21703186748226624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673439294080798,0.16468986973013194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620774424756957,0.2480480103556185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772202072261046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ashim313,2020/03/18,"Too afraid to apply for jobs My brain is telling me that I need to find my ass a job and that I need to snap the fuck out of it and just apply.....that same brain is telling me you’re not good enough for the job and you’re not going to get hired. Why is it so hard for me to do what everyone else is doing? It never used to be like this and I miss the old, confident ME who wasn’t afraid.",3.2127272727272747,2.295781181818185,4.280818181818184,95.71872727272728,72.4090909090909,7.94909090909091,22.145454545454545,6.742157984588678,0.08715181818181872,296,4,81,2,5,97,54,88,0.141,0.797,0.062,-0.7329,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,4,0,8,4,3,1,1,14,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,9,2,11,13,2,4,0,1,0,2,3,1,2,0,3,52,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141106738175192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549434788008169,0.0,0.0,0.19164886229656186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772326462567752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695239801653728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147187578207487,0.09690485598648008,0.0,0.10541170055099452,0.15557055793243285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615229587271854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521763463048014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061542161770944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750599011536156,0.14305244632274458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462847502491865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242327521273696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019386373080324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736548841614474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Boohoo622,2020/03/18,"I just want this to be over. I suffer more from health anxiety especially after becoming a stay at home mom, the realization that I am the only person who knows how to take care of two little helpless boys stressed me out to the point where I’m constantly worried about every little twinge in my body. For a while there my anxiety started to get better but lately I’m so worried about other loved ones but especially my mother amid the COVID-19 outbreak. 

The house is asleep and I’m finally in bed letting it all out ugly sobbing and telling myself “I just want all of this (the Coronavirus) to be done.” I’m angry, I’m sad, I’m worried. Like I said I’m mostly worried about my mom, my dad passed away 11 years ago, I live an hour and a half away from my mom, we’re moving in with her in May which can’t come soon enough. My uncle lives with her but was told he’ll have to find a new place to live since we’re moving in... he was fine with this, told us his plans, no complaints, until last weekend, now he’s all upset and angry... on top of it he goes out EVERY SINGLE DAY. Knowing this brings me so much stress and worry I wish I could go right now and kick him out or bring my mom to stay with me or my brother, I just don’t know if that’s feasible right now though. Especially since it’s HER house and who knows if he would trash it.

I just wish we could all be together. I want this done. I’m sick of the news. I’m sick of empty grocery stores for people who don’t panic buy. I want things to be normal again. I want it to be May 1.",2.9997745571658636,3.8034995679012376,4.253295759527647,89.65896135265703,73.38271604938271,7.116264090177134,23.037573805689746,7.255503002510835,0.6329008588298448,1196,29,270,12,23,394,170,324,0.193,0.7190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,0,3,18,13,0,4,12,0,21,6,2,1,4,53,54,20,0,13,11,7,0,1,0,4,3,1,2,2,18,17,0,0,5,1,2,7,4,8,0,3,7,1,33,5,42,35,9,50,0,4,0,1,29,22,1,7,20,169,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103015774288222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259802555217733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505690102117531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884969749270856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086822139067595,0.0,0.08900604959643248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816975849756724,0.0,0.0,0.06902465444425851,0.0,0.08659175548988209,0.0,0.12795411468901166,0.0,0.0,0.05167703731509541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400103811212527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279541578785554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502548198456266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777818625306287,0.07323710798807083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186446894136776,0.0,0.045539563717937534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517414018534625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803766376875169,0.0,0.07891162853497509,0.1849178657564372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614878352505176,0.06531641262960078,0.09038980891016367,0.0,0.0,0.08193806270989683,0.0,0.039147331321072405,0.1606220508524355,0.21226801960379532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232019640882162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753878157984096,0.0,0.17033041219969552,0.058904560489026286,0.0,0.0,0.0773897782256345,0.0,0.0,0.0785101077116682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429796876872362,0.06094225916577827,0.0,0.09401495583380746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555185522293706,0.0699661765343564,0.08371849760629288,0.0,0.07574848104318607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686067785813974,0.07622170864147976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325682568432364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056716224818740876,0.17081522953478992,0.0,0.0,0.18357663598153906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024757353753243,0.0,0.07003690291384491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323462222952214,0.0,0.07872703830823469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313475344617136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827508841261865,0.0,0.0963861812311658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363129104664692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429043583405613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068780766919022,0.0,0.05692185061894544,0.0,0.0,0.051600909409963584
anxiety,scottsteinberg,2020/03/18,"How a Colorless Gas Controls Brain's Immune System. NO Regulates Microglia Activity via TRPV2 https://youtu.be/6l39sbxZUAw

There are roughly 80-100 billion neurons in the brain, but a far greater number of glial cells are needed to ensure the brain functions appropriately. In this episode, Neuroscience PhD Candidates & manuscript authors Matthew Maksoud and Viki Tellios join us to discuss the mechanisms that regulate microglia phagocytosis - AKA eating dead cells - and how the brain maintains healthy function in aging and after injury. Because neurons get all the attention, you don't hear too much about glia. Although glia cells DO NOT carry nerve impulses (action potentials) they do have many important functions. In fact, without glia, the neurons would not work properly!
Manuscript: Nitric oxide upregulates microglia phagocytosis and increases transient receptor potential vanilloid type 2 channel expression on the plasma membrane - published in the journal Glia: https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1002/glia.23685

Abstract

Microglia phagocytosis is critical for central nervous system development, and dysregulation of phagocytosis may contribute to a variety of neurological disorders. During initial stages of phagocytosis, microglia display increased nitric oxide (NO) production via inducible nitric oxide synthase (iNOS) activity and amplified calcium entry through transient receptor potential vanilloid type 2 (TRPV2) channels. The present study investigated the regulatory role of iNOS/NO signaling in microglial phagocytosis and TRPV2 channel activation using phagocytosis assay, calcium imaging, patch clamp electrophysiology, immunocytochemistry, and immunoblot assays. Results showed that primary microglia from iNOS‐knockout (iNOS−/−) mice exhibited substantial deficits in phagocytic capacity and TRPV2 channel activity relative to wild‐type (WT) controls. Specifically, iNOS−/− microglia displayed a lower level of TRPV2 protein localized on the plasma membrane (PM) without any significant change in the mRNA levels of Fc‐gamma receptors and TRPV2. In addition, iNOS−/− microglia, unlike their WT controls, failed to elicit a calcium influx in response to application of the TRPV2‐agonist 2‐aminoethoxydiphenyl borate (2APB). Importantly, the phagocytic capacity and the PM expression and activity of TRPV2 in iNOS−/− microglia were largely corrected by pretreatment with NO‐donors. Accordingly, the 2APB‐evoked calcium influx and the PM expression of TRPV2 in WT microglia were significantly decreased by selective inhibition of iNOS, protein kinase‐G (PKG), or phosphoinositide‐3‐kinase (PI3K), respectively. Together, results from this study indicated that iNOS/NO signaling upregulates microglial phagocytosis and increases TRPV2 trafficking to the PM via PKG/PI3K dependent pathway(s).",16.82320044296788,18.845169142118863,14.28241417497232,25.488139534883754,43.62532299741602,16.570394979697312,61.83942414174972,14.889722007359984,10.782613732004434,2386,168,178,89,21,744,223,387,0.073,0.856,0.071,-0.5785,2,0,0,0,0,0,89.0,1,1,2,5,5,3,0,1,23,0,11,10,7,11,3,40,15,19,1,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,16,1,3,2,5,0,4,7,2,0,1,2,2,4,1,43,11,6,28,0,1,0,0,13,18,0,3,3,115,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745270132382258,0.0,0.09882166817780164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858490292039374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6488947122785987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372786778429293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488961682800984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654776775481342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486972622882402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592299911527398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637846849416139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733030689213486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068259315592272,0.10775194090813622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748004486235662,0.12550865950415285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801639942576015,0.0,0.10579371113660414,0.0,0.0,0.10323020268654473,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hoshikoco,2020/03/18,I feel so anxious I think my heart will stop I'm an exchange student in Canada living on campus right now and everyone around me is leaving to go back to their countries or their homes but I just don't know what to do. I'm really anxious that my flight will be cancelled but at the same time I don't want to leave Canada as I feel really good here and I feel like I didn't enjoy it enough. I don't know if I should go back to my country now (I was supposed to leave in 6 weeks originally) or if I should wait with the risk of my flight being cancelled and being trapped in Canada. I feel so anxious about the whole coronavirus situation that my heart is beating so fast and I want to throw up :'(.,5.3736301369863,4.647552904109592,6.075445205479454,84.00988013698631,67.9041095890411,8.943835616438355,29.89383561643836,8.07648339933343,1.7941397260273972,548,17,120,6,8,180,80,146,0.205,0.73,0.065,-0.9612,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,11,4,0,1,4,0,15,2,2,1,0,28,29,14,0,6,7,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,7,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,2,4,21,3,18,20,3,20,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,4,10,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767932100456451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523716371548074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163521658584729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536252750188813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442806342292113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845329968794264,0.10050353572467703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599061015729247,0.11799772372738496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33341864621865097,0.0,0.0,0.14111591922308758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463073737797622,0.0,0.0,0.4468870506861159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873031521896901,0.0,0.1242251379250636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024949752957767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201420021855788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581329136214482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761678697552212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014360235991377,0.0,0.0,0.08203303963900821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595625069267173,0.0,0.1128469366330214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706687719061746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dogsdogsdogsyo,2020/03/18,"How do you find the motivation to work on your mental health when you can't motivate yourself to do simple daily tasks? Lately I feel generally overwhelmed by everything. Work, cleaning the house, Corona Virus quarantine. Everything, big or small. I feel like I'm drowning in responsibility. Nothing I accomplish makes me feel any better. I know that I need to talk to someone that can help me, but I don't even know how to muster the motivation to start that process.

Also, I obsessively touch my left eyebrow when I'm feeling anxious, overwhelmed or depressed. So... That's not really helping with the Corona Virus paranoia.",6.080180180180182,8.444957558558563,6.3353153153153166,71.60855855855856,68.009009009009,8.897297297297296,33.954954954954964,9.444778638647367,3.581727927927928,503,24,79,11,9,161,74,111,0.147,0.727,0.126,-0.6668,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,7,7,6,0,3,4,0,5,1,0,6,0,20,16,9,1,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,10,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,13,2,10,16,0,9,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,47,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982148474221746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740251750855885,0.0,0.0,0.21164900492087335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569337001880866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136186516360626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374105586916552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367511586185375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789134852670368,0.1338408740664802,0.0,0.0,0.17123194282072726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199141308315962,0.0,0.0,0.2511497523829028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161735101616432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592223844649413,0.0,0.21133579705799788,0.0,0.2035532763360516,0.0,0.0,0.09152837656350103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250557079276081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888019087696912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891557176944844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797646870890817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200194108866515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873867098122865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326053094116172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505825793457616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727819795781242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChickenFilletRoll4,2020/03/18,"How do I train my mind to not look at the negative side of everything? Any time I look back on a social situation my brain literally picks out every single horrible possible situation that would effect my reputation and my social status at once if you get me. Like did they find what I did there awkward? Does she feel the same way? Did I fuck up today completely? Was I badly judged for doing this or that? etc

All these questions explode through my mind at once, and it can genuinely leave me paralyzed on my couch or in my bed unable to motivate myself to get up and do anything. I feel sick in my head. My confidence is extremely low because of this and sometimes I fail miserably in social interactions because of this issue of overthinking. I don’t exactly think I’m properly depressed or have full on anxiety (I hope), I just believe there may be a few people with the same issue that I can relate to here. I just get extreme doses of overthinking every now and again and it shatters me. Can barely walk into a public area without chronic blushing or feeling like every single person is holding a negative opinion of me. It’s horrible.",4.747375982651125,6.59293034101383,6.191000271076174,73.41154242342098,70.47465437788019,9.345513689346706,31.658715098942803,9.773937934552695,3.4551574410409334,912,41,153,23,17,309,132,217,0.18,0.767,0.053,-0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,9,10,1,2,7,0,17,6,2,4,2,39,29,12,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,2,1,11,9,0,1,8,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,5,29,3,27,22,8,24,0,4,2,1,10,17,1,9,7,122,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259065511366626,0.0,0.09290946926460886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994359524522096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338810786888498,0.10140627917126327,0.1480704647125013,0.0,0.0,0.13683337304147952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355791709831761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733877044295294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460532817438258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628234453188697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544965814523147,0.0,0.0,0.3069824121199541,0.0,0.10915207699377964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422740141793936,0.08676441946599447,0.0,0.0,0.1110037588778388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227923468453396,0.19035896734234647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464347844735114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062796981746984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535259980128314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285987776120629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866937529491205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039760352626926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452612133320643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586821086321345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419863798264585,0.10604608514701376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691743980533394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605260300607455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730313983463648,0.0,0.37141114672776776,0.0,0.0,0.1201178687173077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782071815619701,0.0,0.0,0.07081889219109191,0.0,0.11512108280263335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640192939360424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707416122223713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627510772291785,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MidnaIsBae,2020/03/18,"I can't calm down I keep reading more about this Coronavirus shit and I am losing it 

I got myself so anxious that I actually started shaking and couldn't catch my breathe

I have had a dry tickle in my throat for the past 5 days and I can't stop thinking that I have it 

My life was starting to look up lately and my anxiety had been under control

But this whole thing has sent me back into the hypochondriac spiral 

I have to go back to work tomorrow and I am terrified 

My girlfriend has to continue to work through this because she works for a major grocer chain

I am trying to calm down but I just can't seem to find the silver lining here

If anyone could help me out I really am in a bad place and need some advice",2.3505007743933892,4.150607281879196,3.84778523489933,87.8901290655653,76.85234899328859,6.732266391326795,23.542075374290146,7.61054688173877,1.0574766133195663,571,18,118,8,13,189,93,149,0.136,0.8290000000000001,0.035,-0.8813,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,5,6,6,1,1,6,0,18,5,3,1,0,22,28,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,1,3,3,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,6,1,22,2,19,20,4,23,0,1,1,0,4,9,1,3,10,90,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.1707916473274639,0.0,0.0,0.17102488907479255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388776257188087,0.19771974281372234,0.0,0.12237617201844317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691550153574997,0.14613214278850425,0.10668892729800107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629679440503087,0.1397370801888363,0.0,0.0,0.11287168567844595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996264999528587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946637015127648,0.0,0.1399773303835456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731041321796515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555634260664079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742714810902184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361990143609768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697046057719698,0.19579960141396827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297731172104733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707382534921053,0.0,0.0,0.18285583768419592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750646714705542,0.0,0.11212056991260093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593291851972629,0.0,0.0,0.17965275293123806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477563046648963,0.0,0.0,0.14632230733204213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116273723488909,0.11214402491091473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188252645775218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954005756062069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822440568518281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imnotevenhereman,2020/03/18,Anyone had any luck with olanzapine? I'm on 10mg a day right now and already frustrated. My last prescription was seroquel and it didn't do anything either. Feels like nothing helps,3.3223529411764723,6.312985058823532,4.036764705882355,81.26044117647061,80.76470588235293,6.9294117647058835,29.088235294117645,8.07648339933343,2.519435294117647,148,7,25,3,4,47,33,34,0.151,0.701,0.14800000000000002,-0.0217,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416182778708835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564677694268325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637046834367504,0.0,0.31035364601192794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432237554899263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906930456960072,0.2694285097440227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527886341862013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741900078432977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842512929536365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36187548897024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32207504316264324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arteest8998,2020/03/18,"A song that has oddly helped me today - Hi all,

I hope you are all hanging in there and finding moments of peace, joy, and hope in this very strange time!

A random song recommendation completely unrelated to anxiety that has, improbably, helped my anxiety today. It’s just a bizarre catchy song that managed to make me laugh. 

https://open.spotify.com/track/6rBCa906Ht5WqSzvYABrlI?si=hHtDPxBCRvuqIRcL8C_RXg

“Vénus” by DjeuhDjoah 

Would recommend if you’re into French Afro-soul music and/or want an unexpected laugh 🤗❤️ If anything, maybe DjeuhDjoah will gain more fans from the pandemic??",9.971319875776397,12.945030510869572,7.620496894409943,63.83630434782612,59.10869565217391,9.604968944099381,33.79503105590062,9.957137785484203,3.6518335403726723,485,19,69,10,7,141,72,92,0.078,0.6559999999999999,0.266,0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,2,15,9,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,5,8,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,4,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645122793087976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605465402776007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249794481800046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775085726282425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193800933508024,0.0,0.0,0.4732604391628788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902983496108405,0.0,0.2393482932001268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892209273728004,0.0,0.4516552362318714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657639303945504,0.14052258547600846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924182439427707,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigDongGorilla098,2020/03/18,"I'm not handling tonight very well at all I am a 21 year old male from Bosnia & Herzegovina , we have ""only"" 34 confirmed cases with 2 being released from the hospital as they successfully recovered and all were hundreds of miles away from me. I didn't have contact with anyone in the last 7 days that I am aware has come from one of the hotspots or had contact with someone who recently came from there. I've been having issues with my beginning of spring allergies for 2 days, itchy eyes, runny nose and tonight my body temperature is fluctuating between 36.8 and 37.0 for like 2 hours.  Went out for coffee 3 times in the last 3 days. I can't handle this crap. I hate this shit. I fucking hate it. My mouth is drying and im freaking out, just fucking screaming and on the verge of tears yet trying to keep it cool due to others. I fucking hate this shit, if only one person in China didn't eat that bat we all would've been fine. I've bunkered down, got enough supplies to last me 3 weeks maybe 4 if I stretch it. Tonight when they announced that all non essential services and shops were shutting down I couldn't stop shaking and just pacing all around my room. The situation is grim and I'm afraid of being infected with it although I am generally in good health, have no pre existing medical conditions... Please just make all of this fucking stop please :(",6.652125786163524,6.554174992452829,6.395094339622641,80.67918238993711,65.11320754716982,9.481761006289313,33.51572327044025,9.029198982220553,2.6867911949685546,1083,42,212,16,15,339,158,265,0.154,0.7559999999999999,0.09,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,2,1,8,21,10,2,7,1,22,15,7,1,6,39,38,14,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,13,20,1,3,0,1,1,4,6,15,1,2,10,4,20,6,36,25,7,43,0,1,1,4,9,17,7,3,23,128,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245996493551846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804088652605099,0.0,0.0,0.10237207877841883,0.0,0.0,0.10804385535679252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773620195752347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152640524979206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906008906268178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224914544003788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767106302664253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882306877103042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42525302251620173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645437433042704,0.09197393669610864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406084131833681,0.0,0.12223687290475913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324928771745722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421694010896868,0.12002742230599199,0.0,0.10221498482688214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28121472122261343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618192743526748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676166640277332,0.0,0.11553035844624558,0.0,0.0,0.11584779564199255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067044069847092,0.0,0.15585044692968786,0.1749214297195279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041130570911784,0.0,0.2524652536390695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354607232449633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360863845610484,0.0,0.12926191084535654,0.0,0.0,0.097436935178795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228597366317216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705591652839091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807569505866246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488490954447412,0.0,0.0,0.09224398847888393,0.0,0.10339648526555777,0.10660375431592416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169086303038246,0.0,0.0,0.07405456388042159
anxiety,butterchickenbabe,2020/03/18,"Panic attack physical symptoms God damn y'all. I don't know if it's because of the virus or what but lately I've been getting panic attacks averaging every other day. I would get one maybe every 3 months beforehand but it has been so awful. 

One of the things about panic attacks, as I'm sure you all know, are the physical symptoms. My stomach has been in knots, and today my heart rate got up to 125 sitting still. My hands were shaking, my eyes have been twitching and I have awful chest pains. 

Then I get anxious because I know this toll on my body will lead to an early death. And then I contemplate death and its finality and start all over again. 

I know you all know this stuff. But it's really really hard. I feel so tired all the time, and I'm really considering going back on my prozac and xanax cocktail.",3.079417989417987,5.016493061728396,4.291992945326278,84.90111111111112,75.17283950617283,7.097707231040566,23.917107583774253,7.957251820313856,1.3120885361552028,644,20,126,10,14,211,99,162,0.308,0.669,0.024,-0.9954,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,6,10,4,4,5,2,13,13,6,1,5,25,27,17,2,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,10,7,1,0,6,1,0,3,1,9,0,2,6,4,17,1,11,19,4,22,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,2,13,81,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377508299632254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41615293764623695,0.0,0.09375979916479807,0.0,0.14865979566878015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544130108058589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863740949836573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054694826019488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165354651597162,0.0,0.0,0.1335728504580812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111660953978227,0.0,0.06929796107754595,0.0,0.09752184158228523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922900657278048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449249991659052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350589725722383,0.0,0.13754697999436666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249919617517123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973266382152494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525140862703144,0.0,0.12974648327848926,0.4291901953934741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343423273005397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630558615576596,0.0,0.09737673268461804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958537620201306,0.0,0.0,0.11492144966049228,0.2534724428562343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100760038213127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110075640715027,0.14014531491588836,0.11557927288090225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661848877352865,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flowerwhisperer34,2020/03/18,"I'm freaking out. My boyfriend just left me. I might become homeless. I have nothing to look forward to. Title says it all. I thought my anxiety was horrible at work earlier, but things got worse.

I don't know how I'm going to sleep at night without him.

My roommate/landlady is selling her house and I don't know where I will move. I can't afford an apartment, my boyfriend and I were supposed to find a place together.

He says he wants to take a break so he can work on himself. I don't understand.

My cousin who I am close to went missing temporarily today. I had to help my uncle go file a missing person's report. Thankfully she came home.

My coping mechanism is having things to look forward to. Boyfriend and I were planning a wedding, and the coronavirus has made every event and concert be canceled or postponed. My coping mechanism has been taken away from me and I have nothing now.

I need help. I can tell I'm going to be panicking all night long.",1.73037518037518,4.305688312169316,3.1816185666185675,87.55332251082254,83.86772486772486,5.976046176046177,27.10942760942761,7.348242739294969,1.700394708994709,757,35,144,12,22,247,115,189,0.11699999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.8176,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,6,0,23,1,1,2,2,25,46,10,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,4,9,0,0,5,1,1,8,5,3,0,0,11,5,29,1,17,31,2,25,0,2,2,0,16,12,0,2,8,94,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111669268336579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652988346457898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049094905745265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620366537244413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243564126625275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328168898079612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24776059769644904,0.0,0.11622309123856002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480552774233287,0.0,0.1457645628581648,0.0,0.0,0.16767603523951652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597245864423263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578870894519937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860076343055915,0.2440589658658711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750223586146235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415812255695646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444872285069244,0.0,0.10775053932331713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727398782749692,0.0,0.27887070885448223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688499333646008,0.15182508945156892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23112344689725306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542171019013006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926012175460104,0.0,0.12701325697232854,0.13378815251641446,0.0,0.0,0.19308400205476567,0.0,0.0,0.11536527870372892,0.0,0.0,0.1377433009813426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127987636249735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571159252966676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347100962435687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008017501034095,0.0,0.21158467004697015,0.0,0.14809019743849727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mattz8118,2020/03/18,Anyone I can talk to? That can maybe diagnose or put me in the right direction? I am scared to sleep because I’m afraid of having a bad dream. I am always scared of the dark and scared of being alone and I’m 15. I get super paranoid over the littlest stuff. Also I have irrational and disturbing thoughts that sometimes can’t go away. I also do weird stuff that’s like superstitious cause I’m scared if I don’t something bad will happen. Is this normal behavior? I’m just super paranoid about everything even the littlest things. I feel like I can’t ever just enjoy the moment and I’m worrying about what’s next,1.8829625292740069,4.467924860655742,3.1872599531615933,87.73262295081969,83.18032786885246,6.108665105386418,21.82903981264637,7.447530270364453,1.0323564402810304,491,16,94,8,14,159,74,122,0.257,0.611,0.132,-0.9318,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,14,0,6,6,0,13,2,1,1,1,13,23,8,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,9,0,0,1,1,10,5,10,20,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020799272501606,0.0,0.23196188327301195,0.12067710151372794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140878794728443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626105008927422,0.0,0.2421890346118744,0.08840932533055279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898640653837314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720303559385212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957913626573295,0.13118850711709665,0.0,0.0,0.13034417774247553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333184371997102,0.10360991035693053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577251774927718,0.0,0.08242424870943611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825010627948924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417092791272312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570276030126858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424171930913813,0.0,0.14209922353037935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457958399028453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385536475701905,0.0,0.0,0.5808038418239941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513536841497465,0.0,0.0,0.11165166378211164,0.1434390005334332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320507439288245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657012595106135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635190556010298,0.0,0.0,0.11513811937069582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728564373338807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,norunningwater,2020/03/18,"It feels like my life is completely falling apart My company laid me (and everyone else) off today to prevent having to pay, since all of their businesses were forced closed. I've been living paycheck to paycheck and this just happened to be two weeks before my rent is due. I don't have enough.

I'm not scared of the virus but I can't breathe because of this. I don't know what I'm going to do. I have food, I could just sit and vegetable out for two weeks, but what then? My apartment complex isn't letting anyone off the hook unless they are on the lease and lost their job, and I'm not. I don't have anywhere else to go.

Watching the shadow play masquerade of society crumble just makes me want to jump off a bridge. This isn't worth it, and the coming chaos means I'm probably going to be homeless. I hate this. I want to die.",2.7610756302521007,4.382729141176473,3.5833613445378165,90.99941176470593,75.23529411764707,6.504201680672269,25.084033613445378,7.1686216300943375,0.95681512605042,654,22,139,7,14,208,99,170,0.146,0.7929999999999999,0.061,-0.9555,2,0,0,0,0,2,19.0,0,0,3,1,3,5,1,1,6,0,20,4,1,1,1,27,37,10,1,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,9,2,1,4,1,3,6,8,3,0,2,3,2,17,2,20,30,2,20,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,6,89,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817717771874182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302819669843596,0.0,0.14381683376757082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558894360799118,0.1772059527739956,0.0,0.0,0.13494239513297915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540785793201216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823758153243974,0.0,0.0,0.1746346608641508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149828755682208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545758709041038,0.120742265414304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437008087473146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881603838850432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494568262675364,0.0,0.0,0.1668644406594556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771841275865626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288462042195053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282630514076405,0.11937823205799696,0.0825707663152385,0.0,0.14924076517632134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449665304881294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281687738133606,0.0,0.0,0.1841037052891121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822236105464447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921057884707758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980854105793394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602036920213065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33020049211599306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993754102660624,0.0,0.2711425956488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dont-blink9,2020/03/18,Scared of the corona virus Hi umm I am a teen and I have been really freaked out over the corona virus and my parents don’t help with it and we might have to be quarantined for 2 weeks and my family is not taking any precautions I tell them too stick on essentials and they don’t listen to me and I am really scared because most of the news I hear is from my parents and usually blow every thing out of proportion and my friends will not stop making jokes about the word ending any advice helps sorry if it’s hard to understand,3.7674999999999983,5.0369620462962965,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,72.05555555555556,8.733333333333334,23.685185185185183,9.188382445141503,1.6815518518518515,423,11,87,9,8,138,73,108,0.11699999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.092,-0.1872,2,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,2,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,22,17,9,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,12,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,3,13,2,14,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,4,60,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819534003619248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532460441544325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350636277476575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491876257492474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688231997387345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553367168814568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385838182464336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679946571702464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986198836431386,0.0,0.2496131258829426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242905711398964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752976877835107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135082096824024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385701760308468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37283924136150703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084367041717532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567232063062195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999993142694722,0.0,0.16274782583875724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370362861219035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938417418625548,0.0,0.0,0.20507402553567494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935915997582205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yktv22,2020/03/18,"Anxiety attacks I work 2 jobs. One is Ross ( I’m the main cashier ) & the other is at a coffee shop. I come into contact with people everyday. Recently I’ve been feeling shortness of breath and dizzy. I know it is just my getting myself anxious with the Coronavirus. I recently been diagnosed with costochondritis and I feel like that a trigger to making my chest feel heavy. I feel like crying at work, and have  little meltdowns. I guess my question is DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY ADVICE FOR ME. I don’t want to go on medication because I’m on levothyroxine due to my hypothyroidism.",3.9402752293577983,6.35276032110092,5.11604587155963,77.79718807339452,74.22935779816514,8.029724770642202,30.16605504587156,8.841846274778883,2.851516697247708,461,21,79,10,10,152,74,109,0.111,0.8140000000000001,0.075,-0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,5,0,9,4,2,2,0,19,22,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,6,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,2,4,14,2,13,20,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,6,50,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393735789262327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286050623210746,0.0,0.12104458539758678,0.0,0.1361678045920174,0.20108681171655693,0.0,0.12446017737565952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024981566114732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850578667820124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332931531425298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955221889733083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066398673229545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576704545133194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600040770200781,0.2543232806924614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299648669677138,0.0,0.10116023297472616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608460805138914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663531829120646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782291772697656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739214359323613,0.1784005242754506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881489168125825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931402398813204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061589357157004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340123966354685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993982357988069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515026423027192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498769476927393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25916898871130106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ac441,2020/03/18,"Anxiety at work I work at a hospital, and my job is to clean/disinfect Corona Virus patient rooms. I’ve had the job for about 1 month already. I am 18F. 

An older coworker of mine didn’t properly understand the process of putting on the equipment/how to take it off when going into the patient rooms, because their first language is Spanish. As they went in, the nurses saw and began to shout at my coworker and say “you’re not suppose to do that.” Long story short, they called the supervisor and spoke to them about the lack of training in the department, when in reality it was just one person that didn’t understand. 

After that happened, the nurse had asked me and my other coworker numerous amount of times if we knew how to put on the protective gear when entering the room. The nurse saw my coworker and I already go into so many rooms, with the correct way to protect ourselves. 

I’ve said yes multiple times, same with my other coworker. The way the nurses spoke to us was in a very negative and derogatory way. As my other coworker and I walked away, I said to my coworker “they think that we are stupid.” I realized afterwards that the group of nurses sitting at the desk must have heard me say that, and it’s causing me so much anxiety. 
I feel like they are also going to call my supervisor and say that I said something like that. It happened towards the end of the shift, so i’m not sure if the supervisor was even notified or what. I worry that I will get in trouble or confronted. I feel like my anxiety making false scenarios. It sounds silly, but I am fearful that I will get in trouble. Am I wrong in this situation? Any ways to calm down anxiety in the workplace? 

TL;DR: I have anxiety at work, and i fear that I will be confronted by the manager. Am i overthinking?",4.390551356158294,5.903129317919077,5.5947976878612735,78.65312583370391,70.84971098265895,9.600533570475768,31.22676745220098,9.943994293440598,3.238890084481992,1408,62,265,37,26,469,171,346,0.12,0.843,0.037000000000000005,-0.9789,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,6,4,12,14,3,2,25,1,23,0,0,3,3,40,50,26,0,4,8,0,2,3,0,4,0,11,4,1,21,17,0,2,7,0,0,9,5,8,0,2,18,15,40,6,47,27,4,53,0,0,2,0,23,26,0,4,16,190,61,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171950888345624,0.07869819672012351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692196651754494,0.0,0.3764157326716849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199977953765982,0.0,0.09245914694178513,0.0,0.0,0.0599896360435072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009746008307876,0.0,0.0,0.1010938639136782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716177932022308,0.0,0.0,0.06499867474883797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147653049852076,0.09951779631192678,0.14060781008278295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370723542545433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283000678681696,0.0,0.16778549082072292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404673476427648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531287281745155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423401683666967,0.0,0.0,0.08708948239845682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568923489441285,0.09977198368191324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785496788503533,0.0,0.07234244823867518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668495550269612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592754894313542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785784677640966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808304637000159,0.2347780155826732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061661923632367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576059028725801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274997194379954,0.0,0.07399184263426736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305695829210785,0.0,0.0,0.11476696789725938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048959240716563,0.11837474499004515,0.0,0.0,0.08119830382912173,0.0,0.3124521379435336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122677224255803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149302878103309,0.09993982115533888,0.0,0.0,0.10759555175286276,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throw2678987677,2020/03/18,can anyone chat need help with my anxiety message me pls,3.766363636363636,6.097911090909097,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,74.45454545454545,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.7032909090909087,46,2,8,1,1,15,11,11,0.124,0.584,0.292,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312979032891804,0.0,0.0,0.4856172241361367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655151104136989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149700297680978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,concreterose429,2020/03/18,"all this coronavirus shit is really starting to get to me. tonight my school announced that we will be online only for the rest of the semester. all this while i was at walmart surrounded by empty aisles and face masks. drove around to other stores which were also closed. empty parking lots, roads, etc. 

but yet i still have to work tomorrow.",4.23,6.8607141428571445,4.051031746031747,84.72035714285717,74.23809523809524,7.374603174603175,24.785714285714285,8.344100000000001,1.7777428571428575,273,9,48,5,6,83,55,63,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,0,6,2,2,0,2,8,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,9,4,5,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,6,38,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27580667475830645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070232910717231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846410998179339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801896575731447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29321130158035874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26230273758386435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094397662694196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34904489880889106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540224035210173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244113382717056,0.0,0.27542786825726817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25108244939262225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,5280MikeyB,2020/03/18,"IBreathe app for box breathing is helping I heard Navy Seals use box breathing to think clearly. Watched a YouTube with former Seal Mark Divine, been knocking out sessions and this is the first day since Friday where I’ve felt capable of non-reactive thinking. The app is free with ads, btw",8.287295597484274,8.595481754716984,6.216981132075473,81.9561635220126,61.64150943396226,8.576100628930817,40.30817610062893,7.793537801064563,3.216036477987421,235,12,41,2,3,67,45,53,0.0,0.753,0.247,0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,1,1,9,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,3,6,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,18,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729388948761515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063531137517405,0.0,0.0,0.3599867682372827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28367233419718796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500881184212287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423586268277675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655221872322229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cherrydrippp,2020/03/18,"Globus sensation Hey guys, I’ve been have this weird sensation where I feel like somethings choking me or something is stuck in my throat. I have anxiety as well so I was wondering if this happens to anyone else? If it does how do you usually make it go away? Hope everyone is well :)",2.335878787878787,4.918522254545458,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424242,81.0,8.03030303030303,27.34848484848485,8.841846274778883,2.510757575757576,224,10,44,6,6,72,45,55,0.133,0.6659999999999999,0.201,0.6581,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,2,0,8,14,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,6,4,4,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808198462152759,0.0,0.0,0.16527306289780647,0.24218557338488586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220742556713384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068460550444161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745401264362408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585847075135976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951408418216318,0.16886038752537544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343326186714755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340401526861648,0.20901825483604936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23476542406603176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547680963592892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577765794657546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639332019331136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603244798824937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250440236245732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563295576040416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TealiaFox,2020/03/18,"How to cope with anxiety? I'm not one who suffers anxiety on a regular basis. I rarely do thankfully. But I have been feeling constantly anxious all week between Covid 19 and things happening at work.
Is there anything I can do to alleviate this feeling? I'm not dealing with it well",2.8694444444444467,5.628871870370372,4.745925925925928,77.06666666666669,80.2962962962963,8.785185185185185,34.925925925925924,9.2995712137729,4.139059259259262,227,14,39,7,6,77,43,54,0.145,0.718,0.13699999999999998,-0.1124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,12,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,2,3,2,7,11,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44057795702992336,0.3253133769659645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23696693867639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111829783354073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968746099004956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912029412003302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25464250087899576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512947327865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26511532066857146,0.0,0.0,0.19130814708888327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309845270206635,0.0,0.2589110535927341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963865855451655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meg_rose,2020/03/18,"How are you getting through social distancing or self quarantine or whatever is going on where you live? I’m out of work for the next month and am spending most all of my time at home other than walks and going for a drive occasionally. 

Other than dealing with the usual “is this allergies/was I snoring last night/did I forget my allergy pill or is this the virus” stuff, how are you keeping busy?",5.660519480519477,6.484603363636367,6.200415584415584,78.03776623376625,67.31168831168831,9.276883116883116,30.984415584415583,9.3871,2.723386493506494,317,12,59,6,5,103,57,77,0.031,0.9690000000000001,0.0,-0.3094,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,1,13,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,11,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,5,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27516227702072915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394442830427609,0.0,0.3033709478852621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26772255564547404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372330665644553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175591990147014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567767253907596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303710838480414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838512775240429,0.2504676575926775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784350064359767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720710339660579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30553675195392355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563159096743914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293952745806405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430644694999785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ebuceci,2020/03/18,"D.A.R.E - Barry McDonagh (Book recommendation for anxiety that has really helped me deal with my anxiety and panic attacks) Would 100% recommend this book to everyone suffering with anxiety and panic attacks, it explains a way of living with anxiety in day to day life rather than getting rid of it. It teaches you to not fear the symptoms of anxiety (as once in the panic loop you start to fear having anxiety and panic attacks) 

The acronym of the book stands for:
D - diffuse 
A - allow 
R - run towards 
E - engage 

The book also helps you better understand exactly what anxiety is - defining it as an overload of adrenaline in the body. 

Bit of a background story: I have recently been dealing with really bad anxiety and panic attacks. Once I have a panic attack it’ll set me back a week (where I’m unable to do simple day to day tasks) I’ve stared on anti anxiety medication and counceling but by far the best thing to help so far is this book which I couldn’t recommend enough.",7.752197802197808,7.643655208791213,8.559648351648352,66.11035164835168,62.84615384615386,12.115164835164835,38.52967032967032,11.602472056035307,4.879963076923077,776,37,126,22,10,263,108,182,0.195,0.679,0.125,-0.4531,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,2,5,18,5,8,13,0,11,4,1,1,1,18,16,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,15,0,0,1,1,9,3,28,12,3,20,0,1,1,0,9,8,0,0,8,85,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094944914275813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247413348729599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43353025305793824,0.0,0.05860495858346696,0.06363669771829085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998338813347232,0.06740635127618554,0.08320750626110689,0.08465815745154395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661058013414007,0.15714951650151548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875090937993127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282710628845257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715270882246579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981941474015987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325678176013255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383320978902879,0.0,0.0,0.06729961804853095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677902406347889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623338839240062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365342897387128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765110781762884,0.0,0.07525353910278401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394567124968305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921701063763045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063414285899265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934294700662772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060496258125396975,0.06113541800155123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414125235286363,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alphagirl22,2020/03/18,"Changes in my daily routine My anxiety has been very well controlled for the past 4 years. I take paxil, have a consistent work, exercise, sleep schedule. 

Do to the the restrictions of the Corona Virus my whole routine is blown to hell.

My anxiety is through the rough, I can barely sleep. 

What do I do? My anxiety is so bad I don't even want to be anymore.",2.342714285714284,4.6758741285714285,3.649999999999999,86.70500000000001,79.14285714285714,7.428571428571428,28.57142857142857,8.418075326091056,2.2950000000000004,279,13,55,6,7,91,48,70,0.201,0.7659999999999999,0.033,-0.884,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,6,0,12,3,2,1,0,3,14,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,9,1,7,12,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227834469933345,0.0,0.22590961147715494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019777923438336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409749660305393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554894060555871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504552382105761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174543529112807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559153523218812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127211211913485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879532189250312,0.13435831161365602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048134136871074,0.0,0.0,0.2543229356132073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658361383321852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669133083686633
anxiety,emalvaradoe,2020/03/19,"Can anxiety cause low grade fevers? All of this  COVID-19 stuff is just taking a toll on me. I have such a hard time when I feel like I’m not in control, so not being able to do normal things because of being on lock down is affecting me. At night I’ve been waking up with a dry throat, which is normal for me because I have bad allergies. 

There are times when because of this I’ll have a sore throat in the morning, and it’ll go away as soon as I drink some water and take my allergy medicine. But because of all that is going on with COVID-19, my brain just couldn’t rationalize it today. I immediately began feeling like I had the virus when I woke up with a sore throat. Then to top it off I had an online meeting with the principal about how we are supposed to be online teaching. My anxiety levels just went up. 


So after laying in bed for a bit, the sore throat was gone, but when I went to take my temperature it was at a 99.1. I decided it could just be my anxiety and then I started cleaning. Once I started cleaning I checked my temperature again and it was at 98.8 which would be normal for me after doing some work. 


However, for some reason now I am convinced I have the virus, but I feel like it’s just me making myself hot with anxiety. I am anxiously checking my temperature like 5 times an hour. I went for a drive earlier to clear my mind and felt great, and I did not feel hot, I felt amazing! But as soon as I came inside I just felt feverish and like sick again. 


I don’t know if this is just anxiety taking it’s toll on me. I wish I could get tested just to feel better. But I’m not qualified to test for the virus in my city since I don’t have a cough, shortness of breath, or a fever above 100 :( 

TDLR; Can anxiety be the reason for an elevated temperature?",4.056967213114753,4.557497825136611,5.284822404371585,84.3349385245902,70.74863387978142,8.504371584699454,27.54508196721311,8.59863814320734,1.7611934426229507,1388,45,299,22,24,463,165,366,0.087,0.799,0.114,0.9513,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,4,23,11,0,0,20,0,38,16,7,7,3,65,67,27,0,9,19,0,11,5,0,2,7,0,3,0,16,14,2,1,12,1,2,8,7,2,0,0,17,11,43,9,48,39,6,51,0,1,0,0,2,21,0,5,27,211,59,6,0.09316633948747584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276319682026035,0.10525144487663844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753284279683947,0.0,0.07779000191144217,0.2271733432514643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823980561944006,0.10171351284995124,0.0,0.0,0.10400444682642254,0.0,0.10655747257763563,0.0,0.09570749450297954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044939718298482,0.14877148213341662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912675439018448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553850290075995,0.1996741546361028,0.2683628890231014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867556708335018,0.0,0.1058971554997371,0.0,0.0,0.10271621819101368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345874044674825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175007746521524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051201783672047085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275818372999932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218925505637255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407144414441007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743029834807467,0.27384969483256755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921911093377388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158102765011029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706815877842745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188722922750626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066531688617277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801979704022895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189557615358709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297812533700798,0.0,0.0883107961799855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590983902955119,0.0,0.0,0.10713669251153968,0.0,0.0,0.06782620475263036,0.0,0.0,0.06618269449903583,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clarenceappendix,2020/03/19,"Just decided to write all of my problems down in a semi-organized list so that anyone willing to look can comment/help. Productivity
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* I procrastinate too much
* I'm not organized enough

Health
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* I'm fat
* I have diabetes
* Food is the only thing that makes me happy
* I eat when I'm stressed

Professional
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* I'm not applying for jobs
* I'm afraid of interviews
* I'm worried if I'm good enough to get a job
* My GPA is too low

Family
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* My parents are on my ass too much
* I'm not taking care of my parents
* I don't have enough personal space
* I'm asking too much from my parents
* My parents don't understand what I'm going through and can't help
* My parents worry too much and it's rubbing on me and I don't like it

Coronavirus
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* My dad especially is freaking out over coronavirus
* I don't know how worried I should be
* I have to be in the loop so I have things to talk about when I'm older and my kids ask about my experiences, expecting me to have something and be a father that is part of society that they can rely on for guidance...",-1.1224459097465491,0.2372285924170648,1.7458324747578828,90.71573202143006,116.1563981042654,5.247104883577169,20.226766948279415,6.7026698264267655,0.967531547496394,807,33,168,18,46,278,108,211,0.136,0.8320000000000001,0.032,-0.955,7,0,1,0,0,0,381.0,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,2,5,0,22,6,2,2,1,21,43,11,0,4,5,7,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,9,6,3,0,3,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,0,2,24,4,24,38,9,14,0,1,1,1,16,10,1,1,4,113,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448477506685817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917303913060752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860936361156917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900169568394652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302064836317489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042019160582414,0.10042231410570532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288104843777788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565492946960682,0.0,0.0605406271926705,0.08934813783207016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339787108925095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323112139052435,0.0,0.0,0.1428029590633616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141930261070693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058543368464639485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204274695682865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945419289561732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110628209021337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132326043878716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101708253698625,0.0,0.0,0.5914171753865616,0.11535622245894862,0.0,0.0,0.09301354391312733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193006344159357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200816941993397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202405746659925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009356241070159,0.0856207808685543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154098788042194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108963089583292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245440045026964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brownouty,2020/03/19,I think i have the COVID 19 Hi guys so for the past like 4 or 5 days i have been experiencing shortness of breath and having runny nose i have seen in the WHO page that these are symptoms of COVID19. sometimes i would evn experience shortness of breath even if my noseis not clogged. What are the symptoms you guys experienced and how long till you discovered its COVID 19? The only reason why i still havent test myself for covid is cause i have not experienced a fever. But i have a history of asthma and alergic rhinitis Should i be worried?,5.4702021563342305,6.374896235849057,5.6779784366576855,81.32537735849056,67.77358490566039,8.321293800539085,30.23719676549865,8.418075326091056,2.087734770889488,435,16,85,6,7,138,71,106,0.023,0.9470000000000001,0.03,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,14,7,3,3,0,14,16,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,13,1,8,11,1,8,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,6,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353474575594718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774969891800166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131752071457136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241024744517458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453687433847661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192604523483653,0.0,0.0,0.20274512684714985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742398734707716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187006178214501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355516044392984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265844574331717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295850572328495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762425079223562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679718670317154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067259291276632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266083526039746,0.0,0.1627451326113068,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rachella32,2020/03/19,"Sanvello, an app for anxiety, depression, and stress is offering FREE premium during the COVID-19 crisis.  [https://www.sanvello.com/](https://www.sanvello.com/) 

I am going to be real with you right now. I never thought I'd find help in an app and I tend to be a pessimist when it comes to me getting certain kinds of help and I automatically think it will not help. Sanvello is different. A while back I tried the free month subscription to try it out, and I fell in love with it. When my subscription ended, the price was a little out of my price range (however it can be covered by insurance if they've partnered with your insurance) but I still found help in the free portions of the app! 

They've got guided help, health assessments, message boards, chat rooms, a really cool journaling feature, progress tracker, meditation sessions, and more! I am having a rather difficult time with this virus outbreak and my anxiety has been on high alert. These past few days have been very rough and I am definitely going to spend some time cruising this subreddit, haha. But I just thought I'd pass along the news to those who may need it that they're offering their services for free.",7.2449085985104915,8.625721957345979,6.617714962762362,74.4607227488152,64.02369668246446,10.388761002031146,33.55484089370345,10.451354775682146,3.609871767095464,947,39,164,23,14,292,132,211,0.066,0.725,0.209,0.9874,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,1,1,7,12,0,1,13,2,17,2,0,0,2,33,29,13,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,12,15,0,0,5,2,7,6,2,3,0,0,7,3,17,13,23,17,4,29,0,1,0,1,15,10,0,3,13,105,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382886850724857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975813445939472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341603510417461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044250888049612,0.0,0.13414276445417386,0.0,0.0,0.16272016307764495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794366162233265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234792185590056,0.0,0.0,0.17076612984086753,0.0,0.0,0.08137022770444832,0.0,0.1770267132483895,0.0,0.1245633408025044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554943503806915,0.0,0.0,0.5219622685085058,0.1645529278026605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218423822729178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609720107190195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405657589412618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431401015883145,0.0,0.0,0.11548279269077798,0.12011998792489935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867603053385695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727167455721676,0.09977410429764888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300520468441587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243779951529522,0.0,0.17840513744429715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997949764841699,0.0,0.24728794209150706,0.181632085858159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148098605626076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285057674942731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jennamarie24,2020/03/19,Eating Does anyone else feel hungry but not? It’s like I’m hungry but everything I eat doesn’t sound or taste good. Is there anything I can do to get over this?,-0.4367647058823536,1.8110982647058835,1.2914117647058845,97.9153529411765,95.76470588235294,3.896470588235295,12.682352941176472,5.6839178017228535,-1.0989223529411771,127,2,28,1,5,41,29,34,0.079,0.797,0.124,0.3705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951391235467974,0.3216682851848042,0.25834559387322337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747307153495844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6424773022782141,0.2622563052052422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821487268320198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873732682339842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402051692753375,0.0,0.0,0.263317695186942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533750620032575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FishFeet500,2020/03/19,"Dental Anxiety 0, me 4. I have severe dental anxiety. In the last 6 weeks I’ve done a meet and greet, work-up, a cleaning, and a root canal, and today, an emergency filling (they’re only taking urgent cases during this chaos). 4 appointments. 

This time, i was actually pretty relaxed. I might be finally clobbering the fear. Pro tip: bring a washcloth if your hands get sweaty.:D 

downside, face and jaw hurt from the work but the dentist said that was normal.

I don’t enjoy the dental mayhem, there’s more to come but i feel less anxiety now.",3.108737864077668,5.5310797281553405,4.465834951456311,81.3902087378641,76.96116504854369,7.226796116504855,24.863106796116504,8.238735603445708,1.8578396116504856,424,15,75,8,10,140,79,103,0.142,0.742,0.11599999999999999,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,10,0,7,4,3,1,0,12,13,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,3,7,2,3,7,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.20233495057639653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758459956327671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860595100289564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121818762680872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333163198226384,0.10483786223350096,0.0,0.0,0.2271319800043081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083271383059584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196287695999103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901062508365464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995608286973375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315020138936246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769220783798002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094038317629304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972288143792295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423636352361185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558946618990707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090223070913733,0.0,0.19653506687076405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663164796484909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018935003027289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Eyetoss,2020/03/19,"Arguing with fiancée made me feel better? Hey so I’ve been pretty anxious with everything going on in the world, pseudo shortness of breath and chest pain specifically. After about a full month being convinced that I had coronavirus with no coughing or fever, my fiancée and I argued.

Usually our arguments end before they get worse but this time they didn’t. We were yelling. Halfway through, I noticed I can breathe and I mean a full breath. 

Now the reason I’m bringing this up is because I don’t want to argue with the one person who’s been my rock for years just so I can feel better. I obviously need an outlet to release some anger but I’m not trying to do so while stepping all over people. 

Btw before you ask, I got put on Zoloft last week so I’m just waiting for the effects to kick in unfortunately.",3.904264849074973,5.805203000000002,4.684177215189873,83.12669425511199,72.79746835443036,6.886854917234664,27.97663096397273,7.61054688173877,1.7055407984420639,646,25,120,8,13,208,111,158,0.15,0.779,0.071,-0.8961,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,2,1,2,3,8,8,4,0,7,0,11,8,4,3,2,26,26,11,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,5,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,7,3,17,3,20,18,4,24,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,2,10,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341028472407603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660183686772155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151554924539,0.0,0.3214905986201097,0.0,0.0,0.3341444415089548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731486107865434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977675058952507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191033345058395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869571522309152,0.0,0.10735977132264922,0.0,0.1510855795529351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398380113965932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874765482111787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057742785424994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507831610038103,0.0,0.0,0.14007158566613248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215071009877251,0.0,0.0,0.12800775928378896,0.0,0.20100956158160355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096380347917722,0.16494564505653994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921855622938773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990295061034754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942270802384776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101527495188082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825493896071685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080535383459084,0.0,0.11142179659607347,0.0,0.15152919359812614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251160047170296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164942704781202
anxiety,robbinautumn,2020/03/19,"PSA about anxiety in the time of pandemic Hey, I just wanted to put out there that I totally thought I had COVID-19. I had textbook symptoms and suffered for about a week. I just got the test back today and it's negative. My anxiety sent me into a whirlwind of fear that manifested as real pain. I even had debilitating body aches.

Just take this possibility into account before panicking like I did. I'm feeling better already, with probably some asthma triggered by allergies and anxiety. It's embarrassing, but I needed to share the outcome in case someone else is in the same place.

Of course always make sure you are healthy and take social distancing precautions, but for your whole self's sake, please tend to your mental health as well.",6.114779411764707,7.9209456250000025,6.546352941176476,72.35158823529414,67.01470588235293,9.851764705882351,34.188235294117646,10.125756701596842,3.823037647058824,599,28,99,15,10,194,98,136,0.127,0.733,0.14,0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,9,9,0,2,6,0,6,5,1,2,2,24,17,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,7,1,13,5,20,10,4,13,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,68,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058543162807394,0.0,0.1361650743568616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755620695892843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583228004591854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924915171768282,0.0,0.0,0.14472998660306816,0.0,0.1817718028320454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670372139140285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808544334731617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841452082096948,0.08274341882266463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088120697663666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394612036326473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994828466783169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923376675207576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491485280171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134009247845938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412895467252262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170973347421725,0.17963217789144692,0.0,0.18448423489791266,0.0,0.0,0.17643611340056845,0.0,0.0,0.16450760858748056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626291314395754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071657840566548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668146422984246,0.1386551901376268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423271130887067,0.17008897041976428,0.2460801284368529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299152066859721,0.09542224248983053,0.0,0.1551155565840173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652158243791907,0.0,0.13126549740222326,0.0,0.14713577862184501,0.0,0.0,0.18270289274123905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LM10JBPE,2020/03/19,"Well, Maybe I'm lying to Myself a bit I'm an introvert with social anxiety, shyness and depression(...ect). When I'm interacting with people,  I often have tons of negative thoughts(like: ""you're boring"", ""you're wasting their time"", ""don't say this or that"",...)and feelings too.

Where I work, I work 5 days a week (excluding wednesdays and sundays)...I always see myself as uninteresting at work, and stupid, 
•••HOWEVER people constantly compliment me : ""man, you're smart"" , sometimes they can be talk to other people about me : ""that boy is smart""....
(Like I mentioned, I'm OFF on wednesdays)

•••When I come to work on Thursdays: my coworkers be like:""Welcome back Pen(my nickname)""
The first time they told me that, I ask why, they said it's because on wednesdays ""IT'S BORING CAUSE I'M HERE""
Me (nervously): really, ok:)
In my mind: wow, they think I'm interesting, omg. I must be underestimating myself.

•••my coworkers are like 5, sometimes we work 2 by 2...guess who they always want to work with: ME: when I say: ""hey bill why don't you work with eddy instead of me?""
Bill:""shit, I hate working with eddy,  he never talk at all, none of the guys rarely talk to me while working except for you"".
In my mind,  I'm like: WOW, that's choking to know, I usually put a lot of pressure on myself to say something interesting,  WHILE OTHERS FIND ME INTERESTING EFFORTLESSLY.

☆THESE EXPERIENCES BOOST MY CONFIDENCE DRASTICALLY.
☆NEGATIVE SELF-TALK DECREASES
☆I START WORRYING  LESS OF WHAT OTHERS THINK OF ME, SINCE I REALIZE I WAS WRONG ABOUT WHAT THEY WERE THINKING OF ME BEFORE.
☆OVERALL SOCIAL ANXIETY DECREASED
☆WORRIES ARE REPLACED BY A FELING OF AWESOMENESS.
☆NOW I GOT DEPRESSed LIKE ONCE A MONTH (amazing)


●now I need to fight shyness in presence of attractive people.",3.8275870743034055,6.4985165139318894,4.859255998452014,78.20222765092879,75.8111455108359,7.876509287925698,28.97919891640868,8.751876143730069,2.7198886222910232,1386,61,237,31,32,452,178,323,0.139,0.728,0.134,-0.1943,1,0,1,0,1,0,100.0,1,2,7,10,11,25,3,2,8,1,13,0,0,1,3,29,35,9,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,0,3,12,10,0,0,7,0,1,2,5,9,1,1,5,6,42,16,39,26,6,32,0,1,1,0,30,11,0,3,23,137,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439131399222131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323107679546585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808451960541732,0.0,0.0,0.06649619445556024,0.0,0.052716146837836216,0.0,0.07358635373222094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441150800611127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883666122949399,0.0,0.07449308417644886,0.0,0.09345192645482077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577111427354781,0.0,0.07448331915169884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459201475983752,0.0,0.0,0.04372584257347911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903926639141384,0.07355808778165064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691643049503747,0.0,0.09526519559120668,0.08562675221298784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537905775022467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752601177202355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124375564523745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352044830447453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687870966101968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463612558713587,0.0,0.0690258630897007,0.0,0.0,0.06412229343503031,0.06669711507373145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209617900133044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981164762640084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869342105702957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055399979892433435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226031993376838,0.2063121759027832,0.0,0.0,0.06891171827864255,0.0,0.09021534689118302,0.0,0.08876835809672723,0.07153544190593003,0.0,0.0,0.17630672969229982,0.0,0.06657493969804637,0.17105777894178284,0.0,0.06120952786521769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27803075540120914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623470777835367,0.0,0.0,0.10085195928539012,0.0,0.0,0.08263337332617579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952432284718422,0.0,0.05100692693963815,0.0,0.06936738361077797,0.0,0.0777540496209567,0.0,0.15606577206066347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666127030954428,0.17564508253229014,0.0,0.0,0.0945500469645842,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goosonica,2020/03/19,"Depressive Mom I’m 22 years girl and the truth is that it has been very difficult throughout my life to grow up with a depressed mom. She isn’t a bad person, in fact, she is very nice, but it is exhausting for a daughter to uselessly try to make your mother happy. My mom was a teenage mom so she’s very young, and I know that she has never seen me as a daughter, but rather sees me as a friend with whom she can talk about her problems and cry. I remember being 8 years old and seeing how my mom cried as she told me all the problems she had and the marital fights she could have with my dad. I always tried to make her feel better and give her an advice, but how effective could be an 8-year-old girl advice? Now I’m almost 23 and I still feel the same pressure to make my mom feel better and my 18-year-old sister as well. My mother is a very unstable person and I almost had to raise my sister myself. All this generated in me a Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. All this has generated in me being a person who reserves everything. I never had a mother who contained me, advised me or made me feel better. All my life I have been my mom’s mom. I just wanted to let off steam a little bit. Is really exhausting having to always be happy so she doesn't feel bad. It’s exhausting to pretend smiles and it’s horrible to feel sad and have no one to hear you.",4.19164403942719,4.901100494699649,5.521420866654272,82.00588804165893,70.5547703180212,8.926092616700762,26.555514227264275,9.134995656068208,1.9869547703180204,1092,33,223,21,19,367,133,283,0.226,0.653,0.122,-0.9845,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,2,0,4,10,24,1,2,17,0,28,5,0,7,8,54,48,24,0,6,6,16,6,0,1,0,5,1,0,5,11,15,0,1,9,1,0,1,5,15,1,1,9,10,41,9,25,32,6,15,0,4,3,0,45,6,0,3,8,156,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373712599681151,0.0,0.0,0.14076862752307395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697221312032954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377091819298824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737681389706045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649481430313003,0.07673741981775753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224014746421647,0.0,0.15441840543288127,0.0,0.0,0.12107968301478582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111464375982598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317125099392835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324148354217867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430513287720015,0.0,0.0,0.06742764568294321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964796623488866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922084913960313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038629014562264856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187529892136267,0.09929444602641696,0.0,0.0704480770997451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665091829598109,0.1407554268759113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.658573331602316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842247154266224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126955012539906,0.0,0.04762966815425383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841210184793993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451422452386372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502895467601053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796237728607239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202251860162912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056132912902204006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649566257878701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067164183623439,0.0,0.09544327962651307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319832554083646,0.04145829304969195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319828243722027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810553320786444
anxiety,ifso_whyso,2020/03/19,"Dextromethorphan Abuse as a Teen, Just Prescribed Escalopram (Lexapro) Hi all,

As the title states I abused DXM heavily as a teen in high school. My go to was Corcidin Cold & Cough (Triple C’s). I’ve recently been prescribed 10mg daily of Escalopram (Lexapro). This is now day two and after I take it, it feels like how it felt when the DXM started to kick in (it’s been 12 years since I was abusing DXM). I feel really weird and am wondering if anyone else on Lexapro that abused DXM has or is taking Lexapro? Is this something that subsides with time or should I mention this to my doc and look at other alternatives. 

I was prescribed Lexapro for severe anxiety. Any input is much appreciated.",4.230681818181818,6.2775128257575785,4.286969696969699,85.70045454545456,72.25757575757575,7.2242424242424255,29.424242424242426,8.00094639256281,1.962915151515152,551,23,105,8,11,170,90,132,0.147,0.8109999999999999,0.042,-0.9229999999999999,0,0,2,0,3,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,1,1,15,21,11,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,5,8,1,14,14,3,15,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,9,62,18,1,0.0,0.7200354228632054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461302758028154,0.0,0.10331568688571398,0.0,0.11622387087315705,0.0,0.0,0.1062310112695088,0.15566734181885686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798045743339953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691565748572425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363788630783468,0.10853680216039527,0.14587391065296146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634371311177255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051939878654894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422394218824696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758056079338814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168395251525444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973284368147601,0.0,0.15000975389508364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537584092486771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163446021079526,0.0,0.1256757267976588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696095963263632,0.0,0.0,0.10753483443240032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846065181586755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858995586290361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484107713363019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647585374476929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783611775458276
anxiety,mayjxiler,2020/03/19,"Anxiety about COVID-19 making my life hell. Hi, so with the situation going on around the world, my anxiety's getting worse day by day. I use to go to therapy to manage my symptoms but had to stop because everything is going in a lockdown here. My housemate ""sort of"" has the symptoms and I've been in self isolation for 3 days now, I haven't seen her since..but I get panic attacks back to back. I haven't eaten anything for three days because I'm worried. Have to share a bathroom with her but I kept disinfecting it every time before I went with gloves, it's so mentally debilitating for me that I stopped going to the bathroom since yesterday. I couldn't take it anymore so I called my family to come pick me up and take me home. I am much better now, so relaxed and calm. I do get anxiety right now when I come across a news article about the virus or even a tweet, but it's much less than I was back there. I was just wondering..I keep constantly reading about the symptoms and stuff and every time I read them I get super short of breath and anxious which leads me to think that I might have...it. It's not consistent. Only when I think about the virus, I get short of breath otherwise I'm fine. I just keep yawning over and over to satisfy myself that I'm getting enough oxygen/to make sure that I am not actually short of breath (like how the symptoms of the virus are)..if that makes sense? Just don't know what to do. :/",2.9520833333333343,4.68134115277778,4.085833333333333,87.14250000000001,74.97222222222223,7.438888888888887,25.88888888888889,8.212053250817874,1.5524763888888893,1124,40,234,19,24,366,147,288,0.11599999999999999,0.782,0.10099999999999999,-0.1065,0,2,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,1,3,24,11,2,1,13,0,16,10,3,7,1,42,46,18,0,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,13,13,1,5,3,3,0,8,6,3,0,1,8,1,34,8,36,36,4,39,1,0,1,0,7,13,1,3,19,149,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.09381834548536463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063950834458607,0.10861034149409708,0.09534461332566152,0.0,0.0,0.07911466897700363,0.08558459411107179,0.0,0.10937263241558662,0.0,0.22177616951764104,0.0,0.11721157090915035,0.0,0.08180768735775135,0.0,0.0,0.08502763104309677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816924318032104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563144201431418,0.0,0.10389271372537144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480082596121927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933786861759453,0.0,0.06349927484806601,0.0,0.16200345709692426,0.0,0.08640404038224969,0.0,0.0906318240804059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013737228712337,0.0,0.2185533174496652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096435820734144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709065224202959,0.0,0.0,0.05283578972474748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790621674584417,0.046968934433113216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252171512284846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688606754319393,0.10198888385567666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413472819758298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311847010686144,0.0,0.11279906311041925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233116006915207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210266176343667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029453178508832,0.0,0.0,0.07952764024339005,0.10806489724279736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607539595326073,0.0,0.0,0.11005679879337167,0.0,0.0,0.0906104006484383,0.39970326981417215,0.144569973775725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994396928343712,0.0,0.0,0.12320470043876315,0.0,0.0,0.1121195049921772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303371487804996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912233836330136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976343932600392,0.0979744284388184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plumpkittens,2020/03/19,"Desperately searching for some peace of mind. I've never looked at this subreddit so I apologize if this has been posted but it felt like the right place and I'm really getting desperate. This whole situation has caused me so much anxiety and stress that I've been so neasous and not sleeping for so long. I'm not necessarily even worried about the virus, but more the reaction. I'm scared of martial law and that this may be the beginning of the new world order. And I work at an inpatient psychiatric hospital and I am considered essential. I've just been feeling so fucking scared and I need some kind of reassurance.",4.096899766899767,6.645564564102568,5.199207459207461,76.73139860139864,74.2991452991453,9.724630924630924,30.2944832944833,10.018931242160765,3.5838273504273506,502,23,90,16,11,165,74,117,0.149,0.743,0.10800000000000001,-0.8025,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,3,6,0,8,2,1,1,1,23,18,15,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,3,5,3,9,12,5,11,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,4,5,60,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495311262828396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080785620975579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337848832401302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241729397832228,0.0,0.1944834252819321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872577363276079,0.10582600725872532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092862655162434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895756170574233,0.0,0.0,0.1792537506209574,0.17009418854559358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452160965722704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890035878907434,0.1501910858839104,0.15622198773032892,0.19562773491113028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162562333661064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399056193057346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976115937621474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729798496755561,0.0,0.0,0.405583405477825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767897262727,0.20270009506880085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202470857952334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614409874303976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474615883610087,0.20570322942692829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throw1357908642away,2020/03/19,"Anxiety has ruined my dating life...27 and no girlfriend ever Here I am, almost ready to cry because I can't hold it in anymore and I'm a 27 year old guy...my anxiety has kept me from doing what it takes to pursue a girlfriend. I have managed to atleast have sex with girls but I've never dated and it's eating me away. I get so nervous around girls that I'm attracted to that it just scares them away. Is there any medication I could take to calm myself down and get passed the initial nervous hump.",3.024393203883496,4.393012058252428,4.3244538834951465,86.99017597087378,74.04854368932037,6.703398058252428,25.496359223300967,7.1686216300943375,1.0945932038834951,394,13,81,4,8,130,72,103,0.177,0.7440000000000001,0.079,-0.8094,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,3,3,0,9,4,0,0,2,14,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,7,6,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,10,2,12,14,0,12,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,6,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274574315464548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447855276211105,0.0,0.3250591883251779,0.0,0.21070099492617414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891324375920688,0.0,0.0,0.3992220920844075,0.0,0.0,0.12951226999612167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696302223316604,0.0,0.2333748577266535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739731428576356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218019468661085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200080682300907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036657109278736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006518911720096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402882739992665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638605113147542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293866518047367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270726729292966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319483568588743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681582271898102
anxiety,heyitsleonie_,2020/03/19,Can someone help me to get rid of my anxiety attacks? I (21F) been feeling so so depressed and sad. I have this amazing family and boyfriend who hey their hardrst to help me. I have autism and I feel like i'm losing the grip to control how I feel or when to feel sad or having these attacks. College is going downhill these paar tel weeks. I study nursery but someone I trusted told me I wasn't going to be a good nurse. Since I was already feeling so anxious I started to have several panic attacks a day. I feel insecure and I don't know how to deal with or anymore. Can someone please help me?,1.8288567493112995,4.0068233388429775,3.2631611570247934,89.62686294765842,80.07438016528927,5.355647382920111,29.918044077134986,6.42735559955562,1.5098589531680442,468,24,93,4,12,153,73,121,0.215,0.602,0.184,-0.6467,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,6,13,3,2,3,0,12,0,0,3,0,19,25,14,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,4,7,18,4,9,20,0,6,0,4,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,60,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458909197078766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716589703657194,0.15825803040884434,0.13892830560552216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781063335758502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711907984514129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034429445533998,0.14442317582950778,0.12065641874119358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320612178731199,0.0,0.4249920893518778,0.10007792441962182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318948813171491,0.0,0.1592289329132749,0.11749802822088322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28169136796542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698795438727946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843925681046348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672111865836805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436149002245878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377306474071498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825803040884434,0.0,0.11588111716475995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35608486931368394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915404561946156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385878888847874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236905362497046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emmisue,2020/03/19,Too much going on Anyone else a student who is undergoing a transition to online classes? Personally I think they should’ve just stopped classes and still paid the professors. I’m about to do very poorly in these classes because my brain is not okay in the midst of this and I can’t bear the thought of having to do it all from a room which I am simultaneously breaking down mentally in.,7.601400000000003,7.15978590666667,7.927833333333336,71.61975000000002,63.26666666666666,10.7,37.41666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.7002666666666655,313,14,58,6,4,103,58,75,0.053,0.9470000000000001,0.0,-0.3749,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,1,7,1,1,0,1,8,12,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,12,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,43,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262142230126865,0.3314866944894688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972161115575426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36115773610102986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702612589598678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386510436257333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32603425338920144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378260193450277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28248707936726564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583652222827816,0.2704790198663261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072999428100649,0.0,0.2568404646165715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669396716231702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,patriotjeff,2020/03/19,"I don’t think I can do this for a year I have asthma and severe anxiety and I am losing it. This is my allergy season so no matter how many meds I take my lungs are Only at like 80%. I am terrified every day. I asked my doctor for anxiety help and he gave me 5 pills. What am I going to do for the other 360 days? 

I have two young kids and a wife and I am losing my mind.",-1.6092941176470603,0.1564351882352959,2.1626470588235307,94.6969117647059,91.23529411764706,5.282352941176471,13.205882352941178,6.742157984588678,-0.6258000000000004,281,4,70,4,10,104,57,85,0.21100000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.077,-0.8882,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,12,4,1,1,0,9,17,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,15,1,5,16,0,7,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,49,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34097610712470666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083449492163204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874538139105699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810767500211696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777000282985276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665704106377512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937902932979966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887862653627628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986489025153497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22594607267412714,0.0,0.0,0.2475483284926453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250260775693216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949583156939355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176949301145585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756373519077822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280032886086438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177028121910316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351517600269828
anxiety,ronaldburgandy32,2020/03/19,"Unbearable Anxiety  I'm going down a dark road. My anxiety is unbearable right now. My brain never slows down or shuts off, and I am assuming I make it worse by drinking daily. I know I've had a drink to some extent every day/evening for at least 30 days straight. I bet in the last 90 days 75 of them I have drank alcohol of some sort. Over this time frame I've had several bouts of performance anxiety in the bedroom, and several panic attacks. Over the last few weeks my anxiety is become unbearable. My wife and I have always had an unbelievable sex life, then out of nowhere I had a case of PE. I kind of shrugged it off, but a few weeks later I basically had a panic attack as we were about to start intercourse and couldn't get an erection. Since then there is an overwhelming fear and a few times I either lost an erection so quickly or never got one at all. I now have such bad anxiety 247 I don't know what to do. I drink to make it go away, which is only temporary and then the next day the anxiety is worse. I have a prescription for Xanax, and unfortunately I have taken it daily for about 3-4 months. (about 2mg per day) I am splitting the Xanax into 3, .5mg doses per day to slowly taper off of it. (1.5mg per day for now) Right now mentally I am in the worst place I've ever been. All I do is constantly obsess over the bad things in life, not being able to perform in the bedroom, doom and gloom 24-7, etc. I've never had any experience with alcoholism, but I definitely am afraid the daily alcohol is making it worse, so if you have any advice or have experienced this stuff I could desperately use any and all tips/resources to fix myself mentally. I have so much sympathy for anyone who is anywhere near the mental shape I am in. I don't know how to move forward and beat this.",4.3014754098360655,4.8627359918032775,5.768428961748638,80.8677254098361,70.22950819672131,9.487978142076503,28.09153005464481,9.621722640351123,2.3614939890710387,1407,47,293,31,24,478,183,366,0.192,0.7809999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.996,0,0,6,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,1,4,15,15,2,6,22,0,36,14,1,5,7,44,52,24,0,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,2,0,14,14,7,0,4,3,1,4,7,14,0,1,12,1,31,1,46,37,14,61,1,4,0,1,5,28,0,9,31,198,45,0,0.08094347655733049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790970284872303,0.0,0.2595118798700065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735145674241158,0.0,0.0,0.16513301918720158,0.0,0.3715292280859185,0.0,0.0,0.056597560838457364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841697799272896,0.07604906072192437,0.0,0.1351688438281929,0.0,0.0893957104515948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903596894529095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747114246161182,0.0,0.06462677960039585,0.0,0.0,0.3654129226491592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23788137456845754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027337280314704,0.05346240287000808,0.07321800864759379,0.06819837006306871,0.0,0.0,0.0791782519084797,0.0,0.09108391475300986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042289625682412534,0.0,0.09200408614136037,0.0,0.06473789253020265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429017491669671,0.13345325358336033,0.13195947355225546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143455425508684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835936639368512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209119741524314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447159587827705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460831074224968,0.08603010567677845,0.05950276874541819,0.0,0.18728579738417775,0.0,0.0860843056024414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054849394548885606,0.061561161374596815,0.0,0.18993945898745548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456870506162463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825057342463642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288617773037208,0.0,0.06695728025503082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057292209321065976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926609151010464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377524913988737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439758422154997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990917498231705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985594891810032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746495341975155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moallo,2020/03/19,"How to handle food phobias? Hi there! I have a major fear of food poisoning... any time I eat anything that isn’t totally fresh or could be slightly off (like just now... bacon that might have been slightly off...), I have extreme anxiety for the next 2 days. I’m aware of every noise my stomach makes and my anxiety often makes me feel sick, which then makes me think I AM sick, and then it is a terrible downward spiral. Does anyone else experience this? Or does anyone have any advice for how to calm down after eating something questionable? For me, getting sick is traumatizing, it’s the worst feeling in the world, so I don’t know how to escape the fear of it...",4.067578124999997,5.728648101562502,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000002,71.890625,7.620000000000001,26.8625,8.238735603445708,1.7948475,519,18,98,8,10,168,84,128,0.251,0.693,0.055999999999999994,-0.982,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,2,6,0,13,9,1,6,1,20,22,10,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,10,2,14,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,8,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240250110179454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121165663653484,0.0,0.2386182501653832,0.0,0.0,0.21810199429766014,0.15979965403686786,0.12834195481588154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245215280223184,0.0,0.0,0.10058142586163601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729636416654653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191724374431702,0.13028473359351467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140319386783794,0.0,0.0,0.15255900069202194,0.0,0.35099716598689706,0.15771632503056968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771753825399071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148276677294983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857116464645263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619427520472738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123139309418678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544912457804986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586544059036742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471111565224232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006578044394466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993299789582738,0.0,0.0,0.090941646029434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItsBlackjack,2020/03/19,"Voice chat struggles... Hi everyone. So... I've been playing online games with the same group of people for about 2-3 years now and I have never spoken with them through Discord or any kinda voice chat. At first I was a little shy because English isn't my first language but now I'm confident in myself but I just can't get myself to speak to anyone. It's not like I'm afraid they'll judge my voice, accent or anything but I just can't get myself to do it. I've spoken to some people in Discord servers before and it was fine but I don't know. I'd like to join their conversations and do call-outs in the games but I just can't, I feel really anxious. It's a really terrible feeling. Anyone with similar experiences and how do I overwin this?",1.7403921568627467,3.8571263071895454,3.5814640522875862,87.55258823529414,80.04575163398692,6.171503267973857,22.61830065359477,7.3011,0.9095249673202614,587,19,119,8,15,197,89,153,0.113,0.784,0.10300000000000001,-0.3335,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,2,8,7,0,2,4,0,13,0,0,1,1,26,20,13,0,0,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,6,16,4,16,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,8,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472907987266798,0.0,0.0,0.24468865760370995,0.0,0.3028939935662848,0.0,0.1782377431323795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203320027743776,0.0,0.18430485463780727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116586690845125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069640780753064,0.0,0.21186970400198613,0.0,0.0,0.2190320528381338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684681191125792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263220078676165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190339546246892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116329873825094,0.2170832807389121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705002320345533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30031689718635884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27751029160020924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264302330391249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947891518478198
anxiety,NothingPeach,2020/03/19,"prozac so i was on zoloft for a while, and it made me a lot worse. i ended up getting to the point of self harm. now im on prozac, and im doing better, but now, i cant cry, and sometimes im still sad, but i feel more empty. i wasn't sure if anyone on here had felt the same way so if you do, would you be willing to talk about it?",-0.015000000000000568,0.5427795512820524,2.49025641025641,100.36307692307696,80.41025641025641,5.2,16.846153846153847,3.1291,-1.1371692307692305,247,3,70,0,6,86,54,78,0.17800000000000002,0.754,0.068,-0.8247,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,1,1,14,13,10,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,2,8,2,9,5,3,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,5,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232224022787562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800175488714088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235828080571368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027898979928086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291763159315258,0.0,0.19543353213742254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634299740757702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6595852260798901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304527409501866,0.0,0.1925976355740035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241425311008034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123401011608336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130957390574286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254997914165786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918371948845736,0.0,0.0,0.16360043152892198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156323398969608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074280588941006,0.1445913531420335,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway889900127,2020/03/19,"I make my partner (m,21) feel like shit all the time and I (f,22) dont realise I'm doing it I'll try to keep this short. I've been with my boyfriend (21) for 7 months and honestly we fell in love so quickly. We are so similar in our values and what we want from life, there wasnt a question about how we felt about each other.
In the first month or two he had some trust issues that gradually went away and haven't been a problem since. Me on the other hand, have had consistent trust issues and regardless of how often I tell myself I trust him, my mind doesn't relent. I've always had issues with anxiety in a relationship. I thought I had done a lot of work on myself between my last relationship which ended at 19 and now (22) but it seems all has been useless. I now go to therapy weekly but still I have problems in my relationship even though I feel like I work hard not to cause problems. I always seem to find an issue every month or so to bring up, whether I feel like my boyfriend hasn't been attentive enough, or we dont spend enough quality time together etc etc. If I drink a lot I will find something to be jealous about, hence I rarely get drunk and I only ever do if I haven't had any anxious feelings for a week or so. 
I'm writing tonight because my boyfriend and I had a massive argument and he exploded on me and told me everything he doesn't normally bring up.
In his words, I always have a problem if he wants to do something without me, I can never be understanding and just accept plans change, I make him feel like shit when I make him feel like I dont trust him by not assuming his intentions are innocent, etc etc. Basically the same happened in my last relationship and I am somehow unaware of how I make my SO feel? Which I find so frustrating because I try to be mindful of my actions and control my reactions because I know how I can be.
I think I'm just writing for someone to tell me that they used to be like this in relationships and they've grown through it, or they're better now and more self aware. I'm just losing hope as to if I can ever change because nothing i try makes any progress that sticks. I'm thinking i will never be good.",6.814490296220633,5.370577130337082,7.2276251276813115,79.2710597548519,65.3370786516854,10.427987742594484,35.05873340143003,9.339509955726095,2.9084606741573027,1713,66,361,26,22,563,204,445,0.092,0.763,0.14400000000000002,0.9562,0,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,6,0,1,8,29,26,4,0,13,0,41,7,3,13,6,103,79,40,0,13,18,0,10,6,1,2,1,0,0,2,13,23,2,2,22,2,1,7,14,10,0,2,16,10,64,16,44,55,14,45,0,2,0,1,31,16,2,19,28,248,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576667221976708,0.0,0.0,0.08590421093943022,0.0,0.048318509127897716,0.07135471543025743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059342473596353175,0.0,0.0,0.1540110853589466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055861369491401865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488443976049238,0.13363335617498898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084119018826995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646363236382863,0.22207504100309844,0.061874396411066714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055942497405672434,0.13052579062265446,0.2817678583362229,0.04171769119294878,0.1142667037226084,0.05321643602647733,0.0,0.05676564154652788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355508766527368,0.2256135691618542,0.06064511386907478,0.0,0.17318588231176865,0.053725289193792304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032999368718497984,0.0,0.03589623593487905,0.05297701699975745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055853661340741066,0.0,0.056580455325105423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273379567054968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636975185867012,0.0,0.05614099958031121,0.0,0.0,0.03471200521496544,0.10297039175404073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461295955052713,0.18514562634273807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066175912141583,0.0,0.10739559621343152,0.0570058784319295,0.0,0.21080454537076407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755057443449175,0.0,0.15124514114695498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742835638589672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188503181862379,0.06060533143751935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803730064189552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174877438994274,0.0,0.0,0.07075553215680003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390600112139094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500003497573275,0.06589140293905471,0.0,0.12966910516111751,0.05224799094030471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535166829623292,0.09724988770654427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044099590611625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041217727579304,0.0,0.0722308809048261,0.0,0.0,0.08094290302876782,0.062056025812419514,0.05014331538038766,0.0736601622169924,0.0,0.0,0.06035368798854026,0.0,0.12864789553932698,0.0,0.061699779534254415,0.06575353205388278,0.0,0.05455140840858511,0.0,0.0,0.0745087857327985,0.0,0.1013289729925643,0.0,0.0,0.05855150628301916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088560156927345,0.0,0.09196490451054196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Milneyyyy,2020/03/19,"Heart Palpitations, skipped beats, ectopics. Can someone tell me how am I supposed to get used to my heart skipping beats all day every day? I've had countless ecgs and a holter monitor and all my doctor said is that my heart rate is a little fast for my age and I am experiencing benign ectopic beats every now and again. It's the worst feeling in the world and makes me feel like I'm seconds from a heart attack. Everytime I eat they are noticeably worse and when I exercise they are at their very worst. I dunno what I'm supposed to do.",5.096875834445928,5.8379354299065405,5.590120160213621,82.20971962616825,68.53271028037383,8.357276368491322,30.238985313751673,8.418075326091056,2.1075938584779705,429,16,85,6,7,138,71,107,0.132,0.81,0.057999999999999996,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,3,4,5,1,0,5,0,9,7,4,3,2,14,17,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,4,14,2,7,15,4,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,8,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987104230891382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393357630892825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183056788792144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178428588933472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664261620306259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598886371427617,0.11295261731529176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826050729207851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7494364945584892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724374010238358,0.1584660758737192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553853312123312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000737330794042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039722131180971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339646687272434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819364293015896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365548264866265,0.0,0.13045592465542008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161125888384478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,da_nang,2020/03/19,"My therapist spends most of her time working in schools as an educational psychologist, she is losing her primary source of income due to the indefinite school closures. I’ve been seeing a therapist for the last 6 weeks, she specialises in educational psychology but also performs CBT and has worked wonders for me as a mindfulness coach. I have seen a significant decline in levels of hypochondria, GAD and depression by using the techniques she has helped me develop. She is in a tough spot and I really want to help her out.

We had our weekly session today but as I returned from a holiday 5 days ago we did so via Skype, to minimise risk. This was the first time she had conducted a therapy session remotely and it was very successful (she is not the most tech savvy, so this was quite foreign for her but as someone who works remotely quite a bit I am used to it).

I feel like there are a lot of people, in the UK, or even globally who could really use some help, maybe guidance on how to approach the COVID-19 crisis from a mindful perspective, or remote therapy in general, not sure if that exists?

My questions is, is there a market for remote therapy? Where could I start in helping her? Hoping to harvest the reddit hive mind here please so any help would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks for reading",6.905555555555552,7.634402765432102,7.4325267489711955,70.62903703703705,64.55555555555556,10.924444444444443,35.953086419753085,10.793553405168565,4.136849876543209,1044,48,179,27,15,344,152,243,0.071,0.754,0.175,0.9837,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,0,9,10,10,0,1,19,0,21,0,0,4,1,37,32,19,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,4,0,1,8,3,24,6,31,20,5,25,0,2,2,0,22,12,0,11,13,129,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386138834674827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467684992495977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200598681621788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155998884222739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690824183843683,0.0,0.0,0.06828759251245825,0.0,0.09119929937672068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699365837644569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353905079385987,0.07564484911261363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006642219467803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673948750109275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35486515715368,0.0,0.0,0.10516850837894133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631107357857101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173046188587699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845914513538695,0.0,0.09002033544684694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637653560660117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207434727829634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340789352231071,0.0,0.0,0.11623083059878983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861634860366288,0.22524520111066795,0.10591447161306516,0.0,0.13566633198459188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143242003799482,0.0843772873904588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897167094765645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494652655205139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979612979900837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748543446022724,0.3632689807365018,0.24588319031659625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348574328252608,0.0,0.10036737399826604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743540474944324,0.0,0.0873668886207363,0.0624541985136343,0.0,0.16987043157984394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148286521914259,0.2312584084990866,0.0,0.0,0.07521824667348169,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Senior-Scientist,2020/03/19,"Salons and barbers are essential I’m so upset over this salon barber closing down 
I still have a job and I need to look sharp at all times 
I also suffer from depression and anxiety and getting a simple haircut really boost my self esteem 
This is not fair",2.141866666666669,4.8737085200000045,4.18,79.93666666666667,83.8,6.533333333333335,22.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.658533333333334,206,7,34,4,6,70,42,50,0.258,0.688,0.054000000000000006,-0.8816,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,7,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,7,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032178882591103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29005997170206804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32657401630110033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809791588017267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37626247686552383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184028683217004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811458342621121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429026276289345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39555149396935335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028014338444218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210939964194231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Simple_Author,2020/03/19,"My anxiety will ruin my life and there’s nothing I can do about it Yesterday I had a major panic attack at work over the pandemic. I work in a laboratory and we are considered essential and will have to come into work no matter how bad things get. Today I got reprimanded by HR for being “unprofessional” and was told that next time I just need to “take a deep breath”.

I straight up told my boss I had an anxiety disorder. I never wanted to, but her perception previously wasnt that I had a panic attack and previously freaked out because I was spoiled and couldn’t “handle the real world”. The reality is I’ve had anxiety for 6 years, have since published academically and received a very difficult degree and have held multiple internships and research opportunities, and my workplace is volatile as hell and it’s a difficult adjustment, but I’ve also been told I’m doing great work and they offered me a. very high salary compared to some I’ve heard about for the same job because I’m experienced and working on a lot of big projects.

But my anxiety has proven yet again to get in the way and threatens to ruin my life. I’ve had panic attacks so many times in professional/academic  settings, although I’ve gotten much better with medication (it used to be daily, paired with anorexia and self harm. now i just panic like every month or two, once). I haven’t been able to see a therapist due to bad insurance, but since I’ll be off contract (yay lab contract jobs) and on corporate now I can see someone. I was even recommended to see a therapist through my company because they offer that outreach. But they still told me my anxiety is unprofessional, and it fucking is, and I’m a barely functioning adult but I don’t know what to do. I’ve done great work in my field already and general I’m well liked and a good worker but my anxiety sours everything because I never know when a panic attack will strike and it’s considered unacceptable behavior. Plus I freak out about messing things up and I’ve been reprimanded for freaking out, but if I don’t freak out after I mess up they ask if i’m taking it seriously and if I’ve learned nothing. So naturally my response is to, one, learn from my mistake, but two, freak out because subconsciously if I’m not endlessly berating myself I’m not doing what they want. I feel like people want to see me beaten down and taught a lesson and my anxiety punishes me... but anxiety also isn’t okay. 

My boyfriend has been very supportive and thinks that my workplace should try to accommodate me and that it’s like any other disability and what matters is that I can do my job well. But how do I not see it as a character flaw since my anxiety makes up my personality? I’m neurotic and fidgety and overanalytical (comes in hand at work even) and sometimes that explodes and if my anxiety is bad, I’m bad because it’s been six years of this and medications and therapy and cbt and dbt and emdr and doctors and I’m still panicking and crying so how can I ever get better if I’m inherently a closed case worthless individual?",7.610785745422845,6.983704902027032,8.521255448997383,67.9828552746295,63.32432432432432,12.030601569311244,37.67785527462947,11.40129507085771,4.383453618134263,2450,110,447,65,31,836,266,592,0.24600000000000002,0.657,0.09699999999999999,-0.9986,5,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,5,13,26,47,8,5,22,2,50,8,2,6,3,110,95,71,0,13,23,0,2,4,0,4,5,1,0,3,23,53,0,1,10,0,0,3,12,32,2,4,24,10,55,15,54,63,5,53,1,3,5,1,19,28,2,9,24,300,78,21,0.056970061227049715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286787921436425,0.09111787476111087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03874159522103561,0.0,0.43581940904778266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325931685432615,0.259246676443372,0.0,0.0,0.19027048593415727,0.2083705232821121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077077906481276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981493265462786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257893714992856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652926258208361,0.058311271694076364,0.0,0.058300152218054985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752563762860449,0.05153268197742506,0.0479997336823823,0.0,0.051201017580118434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02880577471520765,0.040699423123760785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052667903601071014,0.08929351691570753,0.0,0.0,0.04778378443100192,0.0455641622774084,0.1256193872496125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019199755978565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960198542957222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261851150914433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047927809907293,0.11133077698636412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048433908786569016,0.0,0.0,0.03802795824883108,0.05775870027954244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147826862636646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547295934534305,0.0,0.04187955006114025,0.04224257853483269,0.08787764662234254,0.0,0.06058830642622062,0.0,0.0,0.1093286204768044,0.0,0.0,0.06067125590514792,0.03860438788422204,0.0,0.0,0.3342104598226596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03949586725516141,0.049744060025760345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484440201005398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269888142963337,0.0,0.05943219856849419,0.0,0.0,0.14137867007815252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827054800284281,0.0,0.056344847274245775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909927289743001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464895035468643,0.0,0.0,0.08566879206228421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515023000319904,0.13229326410338035,0.0756967544834665,0.03650411488404341,0.0,0.0,0.06643940168517816,0.0,0.05400095670882934,0.21774933960313855,0.0,0.03867893196013282,0.0,0.11130294349033112,0.0,0.0,0.04920384135285138,0.0,0.14101880069936878,0.10080725446531057,0.045220182863955516,0.0,0.0,0.10244585374484393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29032418158412665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337370318678547
anxiety,rphgal,2020/03/19,"Uncertainty over everything is overwhelming I’m worried we won’t be able to buy what we need when we need it. Stores are out of everything, can’t get most things online. 

I’m worried because I’m a healthcare worker. I have to work harder than ever in the face of this and keep my head in the game, but it feels like I’m falling apart. 

I’m worried because my husband works with the public and his workplace remains open.

I’m worried I’m slipping into a depression because all I can do outside work is eat, sleep, and watch TV.

I’m worried about my parents who are seniors and have underlying conditions. 

I’m worried this will never end and not knowing when it will is consuming me. I’m burnt out and need a vacation. We are supposed to take one in fall, but who knows? There is zero relief in site. It’s still winter and I can’t even sit on my patio. 😢

I am a planner. I love my calendar and knowing what’s what. I am not a one day at a time person. I feel like my whole life is on hold. My dentist appointment was canceled, I can’t get my hair colored so I look terrible. 

I can’t cope. What is everyone doing to cope? I am lost right now.",1.0370886075949386,3.2082470210970513,3.193275949367088,89.05330632911394,83.00843881856541,5.986092827004219,25.5137552742616,7.24861992348623,1.2846973502109704,892,38,186,13,25,303,129,237,0.132,0.7979999999999999,0.07,-0.888,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,0,6,9,8,0,1,9,0,26,8,4,0,3,35,51,13,0,3,4,2,3,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,13,17,1,2,5,2,2,2,8,4,0,3,2,6,25,4,21,45,3,30,0,3,3,1,13,16,0,1,13,121,38,5,0.11053284323514244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213938592215056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128453973269552,0.0,0.0952017759130664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310269318411545,0.0,0.0,0.09789929122031413,0.0,0.0,0.07300590049673944,0.09998328483088684,0.0,0.1056188684921128,0.1986795846017413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117774533600502,0.15792937058538425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154976970309939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343858588530152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824666974476406,0.0,0.0,0.18223787987536572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807261602150582,0.10800152795024176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281974990959492,0.0,0.12065965546997767,0.0,0.09976020651004057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458761081068609,0.08524974283658195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979983037719907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227336417325368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651301526241354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943944441816168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110612668732618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827167138867904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310694213075935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343310957121964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644525897719907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123405972116638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24140767894497897,0.6735088061830717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apple_donkey,2020/03/19,"My anxiety is getting worse as I get older. So my anxiety manifests itself in my over consciousness of my body.

I'm hyper aware of heart rate, breath and all those things.

I'm super afraid of dying and ""the void"".

I can barely work out and get my heart rate up and inability to take deep breaths without thinking I'm going to die.

I'm always on edge of having a heart attack and I'm super irrational of things that could happen to me.

I just added another trigger to my list to in higher elevations because it makes it harder to breathe.

I don't know what to do to take my mind of THIS. ZOLOFT (SETRALINE) doesn't really remove it, it just makes it harder to have a full blown panic attack, I still think about dying and pay hyper attention to my body.

Also, I won't have the excuse of a young body my whole life and I'm scared how much worse it will all get as I age, because it's already pretty bad.

Any advice, any wild ideas, I'll consider them all.

Thanks for your help and time.",2.5719139596136955,4.280097552238806,4.167445127304656,86.24307287093944,75.96517412935324,7.1174714661984195,21.773778167983608,7.928766900206844,0.9772175007316352,772,20,158,12,17,258,116,201,0.17300000000000001,0.75,0.077,-0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,3,7,9,2,3,5,0,11,11,9,4,3,27,31,13,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,9,0,0,6,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,0,0,19,3,28,28,6,15,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,97,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094261017589596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357332636854303,0.08955080890727839,0.09317679184748558,0.0,0.0,0.15230123395647086,0.1174213750673032,0.1713296352446452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547880933669001,0.0,0.0,0.09349908550466383,0.13652461320948198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731554552344767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940736075879864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34865440809615666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23402087141713945,0.0,0.06364112966626767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902403444668807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39809248843720335,0.07505820517480855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641241561328218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061541584161342776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909517724091755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949577922897178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306843789023817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231859214189262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313850530463261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392448157486812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173761058347111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211207013390596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942781540606222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839088153450366,0.0,0.0,0.10309664944228816,0.0,0.0,0.1487898090999644,0.14350523538354107,0.0,0.0,0.06529676180246724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502228994689385,0.0,0.10794525841952733,0.0,0.08152317729523313,0.0,0.22823550342819496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hideandseek14101,2020/03/19,is it bad if I call in sick for stress related reasons? I have been hiding in the bathroom for the last 2 hours crying my eyes out because how stressed work is making me. I can't focus on work because of how much it is stressing me out. My company is going bankrupt because of the virus.  Is it bad if I call in sick tomorrow?,2.9632352941176485,3.9866335588235313,4.637529411764707,86.03688235294119,73.70588235294117,7.2047058823529415,29.776470588235288,7.554174236665415,1.8020082352941176,254,11,53,3,5,86,42,68,0.37,0.63,0.0,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,3,3,0,8,3,1,4,0,8,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,8,0,10,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,3,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077690491517091,0.3370464815230029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763860257260684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202447162406711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474310983154388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150040755373373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502307800803534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302305839985846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548322261266346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949321656562684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6333521725487845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683481942583125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Second32282,2020/03/19,"Am I going to worry my whole life? I seem to always worry about possible ways of dying. If I’m around chemicals I don’t feel comfortable using them as I worry I’m going to use them wrong and die.

It’s seems to be every facet of my life where I worry it’ll lead to death and I can’t live normal. While others say I worry to much which I do, but I don’t know how to control it, I get into a panic. 

How do others control this? I need reassurance from others before I can begin to calm down and it has to be someone who I believe knows what they’re talking about. A lot of the time I don’t trust my family and I carry on worrying. 

It gets draining as I feel like my whole life I’m worried about death and I don’t know how to deal with it. I tell myself it’s because I’m 21 and I’m not ready to die but will I ever be? At 40 I won’t be and I’ll still be worrying, I don’t want to keep feeling this way I just want to be normal.",0.08305811923172968,1.459552137440756,3.1694886505362945,92.1186081317037,82.12796208530807,5.7691194811673725,18.21426789723123,6.5966054737557815,-0.11981137440758305,715,15,172,7,19,258,105,211,0.20800000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.098,-0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,11,7,0,1,3,0,20,3,0,8,1,39,44,16,5,6,5,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,15,10,0,3,8,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,4,29,5,28,35,4,16,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,4,6,117,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278158436578241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786634968062578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332056114668572,0.0,0.07443005434009413,0.09854811016270792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620883805001849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017715590280527,0.0,0.0,0.2723384194090723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912111973851015,0.07369677902198199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245840713901198,0.0,0.1326815370137878,0.06248818820790335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913983485516414,0.0,0.0994218014185504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774686072710411,0.0,0.0,0.1442127565512507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853467650413111,0.042733152043097036,0.0,0.07723712148873328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743633932770073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430010563847577,0.06485748433939591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140296702455968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026265460861328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860865548525023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695592125651753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925779322970926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411257597750326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985321089695336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030462573276101,0.07645214935082764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100413615568064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109103092981058,0.0,0.0,0.10318348854880534,0.13885834641960645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531302082748656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7106357292832862,0.0,0.0,0.0956341057343494,0.0,0.0
anxiety,farfetti,2020/03/19,"My hands are full of rashes because of how much I’ve been washing them I just feel so anxious all the time. I’m scared for myself, and for my mother. My life got so messed up. I was supposed to graduate from grad school after spending a year and a half studying my ass off and keeping up a 4.0 - I don’t even feel like studying for the current courses I’m enrolled in. I’m working for home after my office’s building found out someone tested positive for Covid-19. Now I’m worried that I’m a carrier/asymptomatic. I’m scared of what the future holds, and I haven’t slept a solid night for the past couple of weeks. I’m so drained, yet full of fear to the brim. It’s like being stuck in a cycle that doesn’t end.",2.543568232662192,3.9940208456375856,3.8243120805369166,89.75960011185684,75.44295302013423,6.040492170022372,26.510626398210288,6.42735559955562,0.9588519015659948,562,21,118,4,12,184,92,149,0.174,0.757,0.069,-0.9379,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,3,11,0,7,6,4,1,1,13,21,8,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,6,3,11,2,22,14,4,20,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,14,72,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542263169237065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270332829665618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058079324867006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457266465535266,0.0,0.0,0.13764035900855112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23449792851607096,0.210737607574966,0.14887464655228538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284900896998377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666940300045566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903326878757456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522758849701235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471927998260463,0.20361873464196573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319143945018346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556093458743076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893288900177966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41727169905795003,0.21090292302430852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656910642089488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151452875571166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715877391390346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171120585836276,0.2116312819642089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341970388001363
anxiety,Chickendipper91,2020/03/19,"Always feeling like I have to ""hold it all together"" Feel so sad , today has been mixed in terms of my mental health , but I'm concerned that I'm showing signs of having depression (isolating self from family , constant feeling of guilt etc.) The problem is that I feel like I'm expected to just bury my anxiety /OCD/depression thoughts and stay in control of my emotions . My brain constantly makes me feel weak for letting things get to me .",8.923658536585366,7.8528390487804876,8.378170731707321,71.50798780487807,60.95121951219512,12.102439024390245,41.23170731707317,11.20814326018867,4.696746341463414,350,17,61,8,4,111,60,82,0.21,0.705,0.085,-0.9279999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,2,1,16,17,3,0,2,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,8,2,11,14,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443541283891266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271620364140682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366758854783847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374953152907706,0.19457913733099336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988462240900089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514823546162136,0.0,0.0,0.19348258639132115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354702353118866,0.0,0.4385983028503485,0.2478766578653503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906391984754642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184407350492104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740103998593149,0.0,0.16951285054468965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580315484447465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483293676483294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600253273062907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098358183051946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491283759169985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525629279534752,0.0,0.0,0.1377283897080448,0.0,0.0,0.16444430465037022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NewLife99999,2020/03/19,"Can anxiety have a mind of its own..? For example, if it doesn’t work trying to scare you with fears and panic, can it try something else to provoke different, negative emotions? You know what I mean?",4.2391228070175435,6.001693789473688,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,71.63157894736842,9.27719298245614,31.08771929824561,9.725611199111238,3.1733929824561398,156,7,29,4,3,51,34,38,0.382,0.618,0.0,-0.9512,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416015127714924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29248702874792626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338613935535259,0.3149048456875116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150203562112515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385260063162953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049464347916445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826685964593061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284597296408112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28027769819958315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551834937405348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801338695731386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038061419696702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1000xxx,2020/03/19,"Feeling more relaxed in self isolation I have had anxiety since I was a teen. It’s gotten a lot better and I tend to kind of think I’m over it, even when I’m not. I blame my everyday discomfort around people on too much coffee or all the work I have to do. While those may are likely a factor, I forgot that people are one of the biggest reasons I feel anxious. In fact, i am probably drinking more coffee now out of boredom. So lately I’ve felt calmer or I should say that the physical aspects of anxiety aren’t as bad. No heart racing when I try to contribute in group discussions, no pit in my throat or feeling red and hot out of nowhere. The skin around my thumbs has started to heal. Not being around people has helped my anxiety for two main reasons: 1) Being around people in general makes me uncomfortable and 2) i feel less anxious knowing I’m not a vector of disease as I self isolate.",3.992910256410255,5.157084983333338,5.281111111111112,81.86115384615384,71.3888888888889,8.205128205128206,29.401709401709404,8.617729084823388,2.2587991452991454,707,28,137,12,13,236,110,180,0.16,0.763,0.076,-0.9056,1,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,1,8,0,15,5,3,3,2,32,30,12,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,5,9,1,1,9,2,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,9,17,4,26,21,7,21,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,5,8,98,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29760924800499744,0.2929977708900866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617625716320897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827545970652558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146893841644264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703477348551395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565089533684721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622757583597935,0.0,0.12451092455397575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536686943998786,0.08692022629080934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503936527635246,0.07126747048028445,0.0,0.14628208970418435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335397210187739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024734001182793,0.0,0.0,0.08656086919371403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532802763202228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787296304692503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596087464697274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981448948636274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666605390173298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312490891938647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705642376337886,0.0,0.0,0.1072707303693012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917865408351898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309223158482662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804264346894132,0.0,0.12667626630517353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440690730539453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SailorSkitti,2020/03/19,Coronavirus tw My left eye has been stinging since yesterday and I'm so worried it's a symptom of coronavirus. I don't know if it is or not but my eye has never stung like this before.,0.2230769230769205,2.568470282051287,2.580205128205129,90.45646153846157,89.76923076923076,6.196923076923077,23.18461538461539,7.554174236665415,1.3137753846153846,147,6,31,3,5,50,33,39,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.5571,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,7,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35223486641085905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749215796827316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497501041611173,0.0,0.0,0.2022315613587684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192582350727169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424177927754018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302451040795697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203790447793007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taydrew14,2020/03/19,Driving anxiety I get really bad anxiety driving or thinking about driving. Does anyone know of anything helpful to help calm down? Some days I’m completely fine. But other days I find it difficult to even drive down the road.,4.717682926829267,7.556845097560978,5.387987804878048,74.68978658536588,73.63414634146342,8.978048780487804,34.640243902439025,9.516144504307137,4.128799999999999,183,10,28,5,4,59,33,41,0.195,0.605,0.2,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43807902921193,0.0,0.0,0.2002066268294299,0.0,0.2356228785264108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907124153739506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002086083271767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693146971589808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250566851169349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911640682450456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26169786197779066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495941376682446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838381563168322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573579340612525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342852803903767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834669002647516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kpopkinz,2020/03/19,"I’m doing a online video chat with my therapist due to the virus, what is it like? Im pretty nervous cause i can be very awkward over video chat , i’m scared i won’t be able to describe my problems because of that.",-0.3949275362318865,1.8142240000000032,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,91.6086956521739,3.936231884057971,20.71014492753623,5.46131890053228,-0.11095942028985516,168,6,37,1,6,56,36,46,0.19899999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.4391,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,20,7,0,0.3368281674991968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053273245814894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460153116106015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638322209028713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455722879219006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426753382587315,0.0,0.3222990666590841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372237558156061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910834634953094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779185136862143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,egrace2501,2020/03/19,"Advice? Hey everyone. This is my first time on this page, I just thought I’d get some advice. With the whole Coronavirus situation college classes have been changed to online. This meant my boyfriend had to fly back home to the UK and I drove him to the airport. I’m not usually an emotional person (in fact I’m normally just kinda numb), but today it was weird. I was a little upset, but I accepted it and felt confident how we were gonna make it work. It wasn’t until I started driving back home that I started crying. It was just normal tears at first then I couldn’t breathe. I know when you normally cry you get choked up but this wasn’t like that. I started breathing really fast and I got dizzy. Then my chest felt tight and I honestly thought I was having a heart attack. I pulled over for what felt like 15 minutes (turns out was over an hour I just lost track of time) and my face started tingling and I was shaking uncontrollably. I don’t know why that happened because I’m not even that upset about it, but I couldn’t control it. This hasn’t happened to me before and I think it might of been a panic attack. I was fine one minute then out of nowhere it happened. It was terrifying. I have some anxiety, but i feel like it’s been manageable on my own. I really don’t think now is the time to go to the doctor about it with all that’s happening. Can people without anxiety disorders have panic attacks? Since this just happened for the first time should I be concerned?

I know you all aren’t doctors, I just thought I would ask for some helpful advice/support.",2.6560724909110935,4.789431853035147,3.6614828687892502,88.03527156549522,77.11501597444091,6.745356395284786,26.128566707061804,7.753152298057669,1.4918433182769637,1242,48,249,19,29,399,157,313,0.19699999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.079,-0.99,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,3,0,6,14,18,3,6,11,0,32,9,5,3,3,59,67,18,0,7,14,0,5,3,0,4,4,0,2,1,24,12,0,2,14,0,0,5,11,12,0,4,25,5,37,6,28,35,8,38,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,5,26,172,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658031457764637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129799892492151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931098820267321,0.2895424403380097,0.0,0.13046857825550084,0.0,0.05171574693373753,0.0,0.07218989770057772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974612202419986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951517238054064,0.0,0.0,0.18637855831343286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972303623488414,0.17366819007691064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543002017821628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603392912571333,0.0,0.0,0.08106523104511809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289605262597583,0.06060745157608983,0.2443699961709472,0.0,0.0,0.21648650446783896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864748911503205,0.0,0.04821472815817932,0.0,0.06785176660700425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751046632115237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053205745228644,0.05686434193613015,0.0,0.17019652451547956,0.0,0.08354719298363457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987231683297388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434097630717275,0.08502879568660668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926094265933981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056629245851842064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999847483697132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493662559724824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574876347068326,0.0,0.0,0.19907549252804108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058815179145017715,0.07407625164714597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869729720818244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701779062453194,0.09536015659342333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401917926777733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627183452089763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872003607692632,0.0,0.20205291087354132,0.197876161936456,0.0,0.08041539947238623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092278114514154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343578763360373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655204768413344,0.09471729611200784,0.0,0.0817796811268821,0.0,0.06176222597701789,0.0,0.0,0.060265653198867335,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anthonydavis32,2020/03/19,"Reposted from ""anxiety help."" Any advice about my last anxiety event.  So my friend who I hadn't heard from in a while txted to see how I was doing. Then in the middle of the txt conversation, he writes ""send me..."" w/o prefacing with a 'can you' or 'please.' I don't know; this always is anxiety inducing to me. Is this rude or am I overthinking it? How should I handle these situations?",1.262666666666668,3.7761363333333335,3.3933333333333344,85.57666666666667,85.66666666666666,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.737133333333334,295,9,61,9,9,100,57,75,0.122,0.831,0.047,-0.5395,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,3,0,9,12,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,10,1,9,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764706949787148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354159746520638,0.0,0.0,0.19239846490562612,0.0,0.6493097519485345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858688390797013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896384300908828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554879893341754,0.23062135240584494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105663066459957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254543168508973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180191623409513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,patagoniac,2020/03/19,"Im having symptoms of coronavirus. On the verge of a panic attack Hi. I'm 27 Male with no health conditions as far as I know.
It started yesterday with throat irritation. Today my throat started to hurt a bit. I cant stop thinking its this virus. 

A couple days ago temperature dropped, maybe that's the reason? I dont know. Im freaking out",0.6022058823529406,3.1081242205882376,2.8531764705882345,86.71829411764709,93.55882352941177,5.661176470588236,22.976470588235287,7.1686216300943375,1.2822541176470597,269,11,52,5,10,91,52,68,0.223,0.715,0.062,-0.9018,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,5,0,3,4,2,1,0,8,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,9,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494767737809129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373592829902016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227781958539576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23085732249474425,0.0,0.13455619878819133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445257239781475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177564995671556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335452933247169,0.0,0.4507362136098687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293272985811376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960794991959325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447952851689805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451771979177944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29535437856833185,0.0,0.0,0.17443323676946582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168579091418363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368874238140713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776729315937736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kookookahchoo,2020/03/19,"Having to come to terms with the fact I've had an anxiety relapse This is my first post here so I apologise before hand if I break any rules. 

My anxiety got way better at the start of last year. I got a job I liked at the time, I could hang out with friends without feeling like I was going to be sick. I felt confident and happy. No issues leaving the house. Minimal panic attacks and all.

Then my job took a turn for the worst and I had to quit for the sake of not ending up in a mental ward. Now I feel I'm back at square one.

I avoid everything that makes me feel anxious or panicked. I avoid friends, I won't apply for jobs that don't allow me to work from home. I avoid looking at study opportunities because they result in feeling overwhelmed and breaking down. I would rather stay inside my house with my cats where I feel safe and surrounded by the things that make me calm.

I am angry because I know I can do better. I want to do better. I want to feel better. And I try as best I can. At the same time it feels like nothing I try is really helping.",1.7325000000000017,3.558884522727276,3.2890909090909126,91.0736363636364,78.77272727272728,6.036363636363636,22.363636363636363,6.961326702584282,0.5690636363636368,825,25,179,9,20,272,133,220,0.172,0.616,0.212,0.9169,3,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,9,6,21,1,5,12,0,16,2,1,4,2,40,38,11,0,6,5,0,9,3,2,2,1,0,1,0,6,11,0,4,9,0,0,4,5,7,0,2,7,11,32,14,29,27,5,32,0,1,2,0,4,12,0,2,14,118,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201557835432419,0.0,0.16202630078368194,0.11963676853143775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047644936913053,0.0,0.08143050312820338,0.0,0.12911121892408706,0.0,0.09011303363817758,0.0,0.11113543452694173,0.3746395002148972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912234056960024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455247048121542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379589804032724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517602133636624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748232771410428,0.15130985072878678,0.10168053234840026,0.0,0.0,0.0900784194682212,0.0,0.0,0.16363603392598242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018536607981411,0.0,0.16939568336908215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127324360624465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098248537429802,0.0,0.1062262562164677,0.0,0.0,0.2443885829513419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053200479899196,0.3152679955759915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058199827553427584,0.08632257062191184,0.0,0.11213272654934292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521205788441547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892926281822272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137804038779886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672221334665732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161383119870168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176052779022865,0.0,0.0,0.12425074093554625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142285173696246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126376024185487,0.0,0.0,0.06784220169092678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749565097839623,0.11287522631128548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070355202497085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350219216774593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765870979315933,0.14379819103184874,0.11518870509792975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492503541669785,0.08405842876774047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208374566303324,0.0,0.07709640440439629,0.0,0.0,0.07522826609979827,0.0,0.0,0.06819607763757987
anxiety,imnachos,2020/03/19,"What should I do to get motivated to study? I've been staying at home for a week now and I havent studied much. all I feel like doing is sleeping or doing some hobbies that I have, like playing the guitar or watching youtube videos.
I'm supposed to be studying, but I have no motivation and can't concentrate at all. and it makes it worse knowing that other people I know are being productive.
I know that my daily stress about school is making me want to avoid anything to do with it, but I want to study, so I don't feel like I'm not trying enough.

what would you guys suggest me to do?",4.155061983471075,4.7419461900826505,5.034369834710745,85.90791838842975,70.5702479338843,7.372314049586778,28.348140495867767,7.1686216300943375,1.3872057851239656,463,16,97,4,8,151,77,121,0.109,0.7559999999999999,0.134,-0.3939,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,2,2,0,18,1,1,4,2,26,30,8,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,4,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,13,4,12,25,5,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,5,70,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066000866990566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428392153743805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097199581829339,0.2963114653215157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834999127034292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534354327502474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080238496272072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34191976465683066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039531933035555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27686191024457296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245167981726865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377449853445906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988447532594448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753455695921524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210445886087411,0.0,0.0,0.23755857185117835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080065669883035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446418400479033,0.0,0.16635156618954985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134281446160014,0.14732020191853418,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dragons2cool,2020/03/19,"I am spiraling, no one in person to turn to right now, just about out of hope Been trying to move out but moving is expensive and it seems any other options than where I live now will ultimately be more expensive, resulting in even more financial struggles. Been wanting to move out for a while, I'm tired of dealing with an alcoholic roommate whom my fiance and I have to periodically babysit and bandage up/take to the hospital from hurting herself while wasted. They listen to the same songs over and over every day, I can hear them now from my room and I want to go on a walk but it is raining out.

Fiance and I are arguing more and more. He says I'm making him depressed.

Recently found out I'm effing knocked up, no option to abort, and I feel so trapped in a hellish nightmare. I want to adopt it away (multiple reasons from finances to mental health and more) but sometimes my fiance acts very against that. This results in me feeling MORE trapped, in a long lasting nightmare.

Afraid to tell extended family (my parents are dead and not close with siblings) and even some close friends due to being judged, black sheep, not viewed the same, etc. Tbh its no one's business but mine and fiance's.

Afraid I will die during birth. Afraid I'll have something embarrassing happen due to this unwanted thing in me at work then I'll be the gossip topic for months to come (ex:baby comes early, water everywhere or something). 

Haven't been with my company for a year, so options are limited in terms of taking a medical leave to recover from (hoping for) a c section.

My sex drive has already almost completely vanished after finding out the news. I feel horrid, unattractive.

Behind on a few bills. Virus has everything shutting down. Feeling trapped in my house.

I want to end it all, I'm doing everything I can to keep my head above water and not hurt myself. Can someone please wake me up from this nightmare?

Fiance isn't very supportive of these anxieties and fears and worries I have. He likes to crap tall them and say I worry about stupid things.

At least I love my job/ppl i work with, but what if this pregnancy results in me losing it due to having to call off/take leave? I don't have a lpt of time off built up yet.

Please save me. I can't do this anymore. I hate hate hate hate hate being in this shitty situation.

Tl;dr : living situation sucks, too poor to move somewhere else, stuck with an wanted creature growing in me, self image issues reaching a peak, mind is falling falling falling apart",4.430439512141525,6.2674778350730715,4.84588561696517,82.77134683001869,71.27557411273486,7.4638171629491294,29.09795626854192,8.119692808369301,2.058278496868476,1989,79,364,29,38,630,260,479,0.281,0.644,0.075,-0.9991,2,3,3,0,0,2,61.0,0,0,3,4,13,28,10,6,17,0,32,11,3,5,1,75,68,28,2,9,11,1,4,1,1,2,4,5,1,2,19,31,3,2,8,1,5,14,10,21,0,2,5,11,41,7,76,57,15,75,1,4,2,2,22,38,2,10,24,244,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474419367276148,0.07940431906949692,0.0,0.08750602179263603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053924562400680436,0.0,0.06066185655118361,0.0,0.07864114591104597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450198041429103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097092753999084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366143921986928,0.08314121571413363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113989414559225,0.08175154799335238,0.06829824195994018,0.0,0.08229758834839565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624232483962375,0.0,0.07023345326643181,0.0,0.08843692464663314,0.10474961435977327,0.0,0.06681099782814975,0.0,0.14253375224870918,0.0,0.07475399241850142,0.08923097758956755,0.16037943582526906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247586441928623,0.0,0.0,0.08694487922543506,0.06126453278640968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045066214879379035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012192332221989,0.0,0.0,0.39144600502161897,0.08138142289974253,0.0842888203219047,0.08937328853343304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751928536557158,0.0,0.09149789318176177,0.16977778935300308,0.0,0.0,0.0827652867096312,0.07868986631720999,0.07048266440022656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463749861433869,0.0,0.16792778307543516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03874042483579584,0.0,0.14004110422511426,0.07017519765811614,0.0,0.08871286744653988,0.0,0.0,0.07156848343268361,0.0,0.05293124859365938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988321199254493,0.07991255204305382,0.0,0.08006719152784066,0.0,0.06329397175752144,0.3371199163974921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746716605373463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804974360276528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923893178941233,0.0,0.1740882100124399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153034628879678,0.07829605143674162,0.0,0.0,0.06771905803813151,0.0,0.12612004110067146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218885424023971,0.08272388583979236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826591467534394,0.0,0.0,0.06718794523156336,0.12209314492832694,0.07842659073437235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289826205353583,0.0,0.0,0.08998510096576738,0.0,0.0,0.05962134621711729,0.0,0.06930892302242922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536257831882744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623861822926367,0.09114003901601274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383734118783405,0.08625217845707847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085637585126705,0.2338566190009096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545807074458718,0.16105955645493547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106455753164844
anxiety,thegamerrr,2020/03/19,"Anxious going to primary care doctor Well on top of being exposed to germs well I have stomach issues that I feel still are not being solved and throat issues numbness/trouble swallowing sweating alot,tremors i feel like I am annoying my doctor if I go in again after being there two weeks ago the meds just are not working and has not so good side effects that were suppose to help my cramps and abdominal pain in my stomach and Everytime I feel shortness of breath I think it's the virus fuck I hate this ..",3.175102040816326,5.779462428571431,3.7646530612244895,85.52677551020409,77.77551020408163,5.960816326530613,27.1469387755102,7.1686216300943375,1.5648865306122453,410,17,73,5,10,129,69,98,0.19399999999999998,0.674,0.131,-0.7871,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,3,0,2,0,9,11,5,1,0,14,18,6,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,0,0,2,3,4,2,1,1,3,11,5,9,14,0,13,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,6,51,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827550278499953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445725892842954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935473976823474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886042437974418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28795580961424744,0.13561673486541256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549755181698368,0.0,0.0,0.2157729399668515,0.15922291587130516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742078865035014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724106001993124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39627266874609496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274281615127823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210861670911144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199569880585425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516008809567584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163732283555825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543925955864304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227258399802582,0.0,0.3413653344207776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820068666816102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shuttynutty,2020/03/19,"The Covid-19 virus is turning me into a wreck I'm so fucking worried about everything that's going on.

My whole state might go into lockdown. I'm not concerned about having enough lysol, or having enough toilet paper to wipe my ass.

I'm worried about my SO who works in a factory that couldn't care less about the safety of their workers, especially being a temp with no time to take off work.

I'm worried about my job. I work at a small company with little to no contact with people (I'm an in-house graphic designer) and I'm scared about losing my job, and losing the house my family has been on for generations. If I haven' lost my job yet I doubt I will but who fucking knows. I'm a dipshit and my savings isn't that great. I'm only 21. $1,000 won't last me long when bills come and go.

And what if I get sick? What id my SO gets sick? Then it's over. Over 450 people died in Italy in the last 24 hours.

I'm sitting here at work trying not to cry. I can't eat. I can't concentrate.",0.6351558441558431,2.6870291476190538,2.6298701298701306,93.20922077922079,83.71428571428571,5.341991341991342,20.021645021645018,6.574015621080383,0.13861904761904764,771,22,172,8,22,258,118,210,0.223,0.753,0.024,-0.9890000000000001,3,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,8,12,10,2,2,10,0,13,6,1,0,0,22,35,14,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,1,0,1,4,9,7,0,0,2,0,19,3,27,28,4,28,0,3,0,3,4,14,3,5,8,101,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201549122667745,0.0,0.0,0.1015164805846337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945159547666008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230865863065378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058895058693753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353904520049796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591508449392734,0.0,0.11109755125857478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178990076240806,0.12314247952967106,0.0,0.20092891184575448,0.0,0.0,0.12992894129299948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605752858265805,0.271963852335906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508408517272563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476672975294841,0.19212533225864872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811566054266305,0.0,0.1042926587152235,0.0,0.26368577836647644,0.12864610754776906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501916812254146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962947687601285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340331951198234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798741042105565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860778338605567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068718701070739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001173688163363,0.12818587352034716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315742026538785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431819095614818,0.3590441476776621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bishybishhh,2020/03/19,"Anyone else feeling overwhelmed by the happenings in the world? The place I'm from isn't as remotely affected by the virus compared to many other places in the world but I can't help but feel overwhelmed by the news and frenzy of what's going on. The Internet, I think, also plays a factor in worsening the anxiety; seeing *everyone* talk about it, and even worse - seeing some people (specially youngsters) being so carefree (read careless) about what could happen to them is just so disappointing.

I'm 20 years old and this the first (from what I'm aware of) major world ""event"" that I'm witnessing and as much as I always *want* to be a part of something big, I've seen in numerous instances, that whenever something turns into a... phenomenon, it just blows right through me, as in I'm overwhelmed and anxious to the T.

Not a big of things being sensationalized but it is what it is. I want to know if others have experienced the same? Share your thoughts, please!",6.704178804620793,7.252377961325967,6.734455047714717,76.08722752385741,64.96685082872928,9.896735308890005,32.476644902059256,9.800150414767053,3.0647082872928166,765,29,138,15,11,244,109,181,0.129,0.765,0.107,-0.8822,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,1,8,8,0,3,15,0,10,1,1,1,0,25,29,16,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,6,7,3,28,23,5,20,0,4,3,0,5,15,0,2,4,95,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133180186393915,0.1385727572677075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740093046121426,0.18814026555635746,0.0,0.11644707389191715,0.17063761550146975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296684994966046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912092870684492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999661973441607,0.0,0.0,0.1591339663678978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684129905729468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165693346351727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464724679426056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29453758209470504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162674997077836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152479748196092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688431493659642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242441557946522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475336430952068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034416494528094,0.0,0.11545631362940252,0.0,0.3479930266027756,0.18280844997876486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658282734586194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222233697604475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654180657885302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564178076824989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385674303956446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064028762691457,0.10671067202012333,0.0,0.1322123788828385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811452602092194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645657122340893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697162050191459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724485719676312
anxiety,SimpleCorgi8,2020/03/19,"Sex Anxiety I'm starting to realize that I've been struggling w anxiety about sex for years now. Its hard for me to communicate with my partner what I want (partially because I'm unsure what I want and partially because I don't want to say that anything that would hurt his feelings or make him uncomfortable.) Its really difficult for me to be ""in the moment"" during sex, my thoughts spiral and I feel like if everything isn't going perfectly or we're not engaging in perfect nonverbal communication (which is totally unrealistic, and something I realize is unrealistic logically), then we shouldn't be together or won't ""make it.""

I have anxiety about commitment and monogamy as well, so sometimes I'll spiral into thinking something along the lines of ""oh my god is this all this is going to be- forever?"" He's really understanding but also struggles with his own anxieties/self esteem issues that I think prevent him from really initiating sex or trying new things that I like. Theoretically, he's open to new things, but in practice I just feel like a lot of that goes out the window and when sex time is actually going down I don't know how to ask for what I want because I'm frustrated and spiraling over the fact that I'm not already getting it. My thoughts go something like this, ""he doesn't love you enough to change or try"", ""he isn't learning and he never will"", ""if you ask him for too much he'll get tired and leave"", ""better to not ask at all than to be disappointed.""

Its really strange because I'm really very outspoken in all other areas of my life. So I just don't know how to handle or approach this issue. I'm at a point where I don't enjoy engaging in sex and on some level I've started to blame my partner for these anxieties which really isn't fair.

I need a new approach or things to try! Any ideas?",8.340663010967099,6.945522115819213,9.031176470588235,67.40250747756731,62.30508474576271,12.736191425722833,38.337653705550025,11.78182255692154,4.534462479228981,1455,62,268,39,17,495,174,354,0.146,0.7809999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9765,0,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,0,3,14,18,1,2,7,0,23,9,0,4,9,70,59,28,0,9,16,0,4,4,2,5,2,1,1,2,26,16,0,1,15,0,0,6,14,6,1,0,3,5,30,12,42,47,9,35,0,2,0,7,21,17,0,11,16,174,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.08827372315531673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982238536811006,0.07233903642043495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151437739362998,0.0,0.27679974921711503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744390273636832,0.0,0.2536973785936189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056883880238887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000253601169724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569231373211384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934670449347957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129760017344727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372144812445697,0.12924608083141947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452089013575876,0.0,0.2056369139683599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103238348643961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683690087010388,0.10211579826724647,0.0,0.18882879545385045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942643628441428,0.0,0.0,0.09578170469166013,0.0,0.0,0.0638929896550209,0.17677236551546907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690395108273539,0.08164165833476104,0.0,0.12076251181095622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649686035998842,0.06707328139809852,0.0697665995417719,0.2620939991693447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551181987595607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476973366093793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193563989931358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436716973622282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891640450849985,0.0894650356971477,0.0,0.12805293344375707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891321783697179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028834497658705,0.11592335765142744,0.0,0.14362671130298074,0.05274664615320111,0.1039678859893803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424463971113766,0.0,0.0,0.0941697162803488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463712388304848,0.21341731747889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133238801497772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425859594937969,0.0,0.0,0.05825183040151875
anxiety,Transthrowaway12367,2020/03/19,"I can't function rn. Tw: health This whole health thing going on rn is making me so anxious, nauseous, I can't function at work and am maxing out on my daily allowed anxiety meds by the forth hour of my shift is there anything I can do but hope I get sick and can stay home for 14 or more days.",6.19047619047619,4.163069634920634,6.647619047619048,84.80571428571429,66.93650793650794,9.034920634920637,32.111111111111114,6.42735559955562,1.6854063492063491,229,7,52,1,3,75,50,63,0.11800000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.06,-0.4134,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,2,0,8,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908570518304439,0.2818495617315365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053067366417955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089862695371582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034678303519764,0.0,0.1417893450355954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303865283229896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502560385616387,0.2477971176660665,0.24569467101106995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653466660332614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27712407511521603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659201970824201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657482330285957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27854358807550056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162967839394933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChrisR18t,2020/03/19,"Full panic mode over the pandemic Hello Reddit. Thank you for reading this since I just feel like I need to post something somewhere. These last few days have been very hard on me with all the news about the corona virus. I was never diagnosed with any anxiety disorder and consider myself a generally happy person, but these last few days of being bombarded by the mass media coverage, having to now work from home (which is a routine I'm totally not used to) and just fear of getting sick has me in tears. Last night I only was able to get 2 hours of sleep from just that rock in the stomach feeling and a elevated heart rate. I know I'm probably not the only one, and I need to relax. But I'm really scared.",7.477285714285713,6.3232338714285765,7.9714285714285715,73.53357142857143,63.85714285714285,11.428571428571427,32.85714285714286,10.608840637214634,3.295928571428572,562,18,107,12,7,187,98,140,0.15,0.773,0.078,-0.8918,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,3,9,0,8,5,3,1,3,24,20,6,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,3,10,4,19,16,5,16,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,10,70,15,2,0.1582225103688101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075967327318597,0.0,0.12103978735808445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408085953236973,0.0,0.0,0.1605925174666639,0.0,0.0,0.1813367046381016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804431264121146,0.1600041105939524,0.11303419302183035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532946254882944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843080442322367,0.14173629122220244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749443659872528,0.0,0.0,0.15871007857486755,0.0,0.1558173012156459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695495382257751,0.3869173908831865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729952643849786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346399732166469,0.1220309541047888,0.0,0.0,0.14848110769432993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107215667856659,0.24067069782971956,0.0,0.1856400249734961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815379312731996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515334281917868,0.0,0.17059062704319233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826532762717985,0.0,0.1013613916611872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840833501928264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088329560338732,0.0,0.15833677677354874,0.0,0.0,0.121807418534375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456700296829185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665344798577078,0.0,0.13055014145604724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518787196949735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jfr2828,2020/03/19,"It’s a scary time to be alive.. I had been so hopeful for 2020. New year, new opportunity at work, new goals to spend more time with my loved ones. But 2020 has took such a drastic turn.. work opportunity cancelled, temporary pay cut, quarantined away from my family for the next 2 weeks, unsure of my own health. I’m so anxious that I just can’t stop crying. And I can’t fall asleep. Wish I could wake up and the whole corona virus shit will be over and things will be back to normal.",2.814081632653064,4.403334642857146,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,75.0204081632653,6.940816326530613,20.413265306122447,7.645422480735847,0.3829959183673464,377,8,85,5,8,120,73,98,0.19899999999999998,0.654,0.147,-0.4166,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,5,6,2,0,4,0,11,5,3,0,0,11,17,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,7,4,12,8,3,16,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,10,50,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264868386822552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685336995498198,0.1379323805567479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322057567379684,0.0,0.19704083984545576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910378527323766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906728739363245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781651156484643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189772697326138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197398434125396,0.1907729873141504,0.0,0.175754610940113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155273574242112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413130331207456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996996546438154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119172302665215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091961944881328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992981169409616,0.0,0.19511425936288693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438880590500874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027170231046512,0.2062784958145242,0.0,0.0,0.26118199405257064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551503394710425
anxiety,Sejura,2020/03/19,"Hang in there, y'all❤My anxiety has been through the roof lately (you can guess why), and now a small argument with my SIL got me crying in the bathroom at work. I have been on edge and working hard to cope. When I get really mad, it's inevitably followed by tears. So here sitting on the floor feeling silly. And taking deep breaths.
Just want to remind everyone as I'm reminding myself. Deep Breaths. We are all working hard to deal and we are battling our own brain everyday. We will get through this.
May you all find peace.",1.5087229275578835,4.155540902912627,2.2786407766990315,92.8377371172517,86.5728155339806,5.499327856609411,24.427931292008964,7.010146845296331,1.0825539955190442,415,17,83,6,13,129,79,103,0.161,0.7709999999999999,0.068,-0.8479,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,2,0,3,6,3,2,0,4,0,9,3,3,0,2,16,18,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,3,11,1,13,13,3,16,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,4,52,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692064828673421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469164322400439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429621452576227,0.0,0.2280327819054521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135244975341344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183815416754207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215975587246493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23112083623771265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690243903092928,0.0,0.2436610252490031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962779488602327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495071447334302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169724646647838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630414680273564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304610780021367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995857237818368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830775510354665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nebklek,2020/03/19,"Is there a name for being constantly aware of every movement your body makes?! I feel like I’m going to go INSANE. My anxiety was doing OKAY. 

My mom passed away in July 2019 so I had a huge anxious bout after that, but then I started getting a hang of it. (I’ve always dealt with anxiety issues, but always had a handle on them for the most part.) And then recently, the stress just started piling up. Planning a wedding in July with less than cooperative people around me, financial stress, the stress that comes with a 3 year old, arguing with my fiancé, starting a new full time position at the end of the month, and just life in general. I noticed my anxiety started acting up, and I tried so so so hard to “handle” it. I was doing okay, until I started getting hooked on the feeling of “dizziness and balance issues” whenever my anxiety starter rearing it’s ugly head. This would go away when I was distracted, but as soon as I focused on it, it would come back. Now, it seems like it’s all I can think about. Whenever I stand up or move around, I notice every single movement my body makes - to the point where I feel like I’m convincing myself I feel dizzy or off balance when I don’t. I’ll be fluttering around our kitchen doing dishes, making supper, etc. and feel absolutely fine, until my brain reminds me to check on my balance. That’s when I start feeling like I’m off balance and like I’m not in control of my movements. 

I really do think these symptoms are starting to manifest themselves because of the whole COVID-19 pandemic, and maybe because I’ve been home with my thoughts more than usual due to trying to “self isolate”. 

So what’s the deal here? Is there a name for constantly monitoring my bodies movements, and if there is - how the eff do I stop this? I don’t want to constantly be thinking about this. Aghhhh! Any and all input is appreciated ❤️",4.9165289256198355,5.9886693360881535,5.871147107438017,78.83108429752069,69.13774104683196,8.562820936639119,31.04892561983471,8.841846274778883,2.587950611570248,1471,60,271,25,25,486,186,363,0.122,0.772,0.106,-0.7959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,1,2,24,14,1,4,18,2,24,10,5,5,2,54,57,30,0,4,9,1,7,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,15,19,3,2,11,0,1,13,3,5,0,0,7,7,36,9,50,45,10,69,0,0,0,0,10,23,0,5,37,190,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065844691225392,0.0,0.0,0.053391628690501285,0.0,0.24024935402100764,0.08869750225061447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968002561332405,0.0,0.0,0.14753136225493535,0.06037175964498352,0.0,0.09572176490281507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616312027440099,0.0,0.08764663199895023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526423910227375,0.0,0.2545344416391347,0.08805916453134419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094360159851177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953933961651737,0.0,0.08756290701402701,0.0,0.0,0.13230141626285866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381916210153648,0.16826941236752851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203975206203895,0.0,0.13386248330292178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070332353416005,0.0,0.0805771344323952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875508270150752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389464317313585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545615389647385,0.1917877759281534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722439526008758,0.0,0.07887700372728343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091953642653223,0.06266844065074913,0.08344704434838683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758284815061099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877546442800188,0.08238633488854663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850220814179069,0.0,0.05443112673253872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422029660238193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029752902082421,0.0,0.07752225553878855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147541546185941,0.08190632987942205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890040406315304,0.0,0.0,0.06564050205207009,0.2698096156683851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160521637768567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509241529506756,0.0,0.062330664511616014,0.04578164431479073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066105389609391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647113333616502,0.0,0.04630908518361955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765711884893287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115469664318673,0.0,0.0,0.05055988910426672
anxiety,traceyj1024,2020/03/19,"Anyone else just feel like crying? First time poster here. I’m not sure how any of this works. I just need an outlet. 

The stress of worrying about everything is getting to me on top of a very challenging day at work and I just want to hide and cry. I work from home and I’m very thankful for that and the fact that I still have a job.  

My anxiety has been very well controlled the past few years, but I’m starting to crack and I don’t know if it’s better to just break down and let it out or try to control it and pretend I’m ok....",0.2357536231884083,2.1770329739130467,1.7944565217391322,99.26617753623192,84.47826086956522,5.224637681159421,18.27898550724637,6.42735559955562,-0.34371014492753593,412,10,101,4,12,133,80,115,0.11800000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.121,0.3201,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,9,9,8,0,1,6,1,6,0,0,3,2,25,17,11,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,7,7,15,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,8,61,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694091495353927,0.0,0.12030203220123058,0.0,0.0,0.1099585347011992,0.16112952896406474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390820286605117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527567094690096,0.0,0.0,0.3454813234948924,0.10141847846479274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313689812512885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133345917560666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951443110213488,0.11234523313002252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376367746579182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216087768115604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774271749906782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560544198579893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642495069718527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080708338059194,0.0,0.07682837455119611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660490417954937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501206707099366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111308107512262,0.0,0.12558653864293506,0.0,0.1801386463915403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821391805610815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478214960692587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169847504525064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676794152751788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892632579118195,0.09275491423768303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139393680311674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34345735527120796,0.15970325546011918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126907407343598
anxiety,Peter_Pupper,2020/03/19,"Can’t stop worrying Lately I feel my depression has taken a bit of a backseat and my anxiety has taken over. I overthink so much, no matter how much I try to stop. The smallest thing could set me off like a PIC in my department guessing about where they might put me, my bf’s internet being down and him being MIA (we’re long distance) one of my coworkers saying their husband is feeling sick, e.t.c..

I feel like each day I’m spiraling further and further down into paranoia and I feel like it’s taken a toll on my relationship with my bf. I really want to listen to the advice he gives me but I often doubt him cuz my worries are too high. In addition, when my worries are this high I can’t sleep or eat.

What should I do? I’m planning on contacting my medicine therapist this afternoon. Should I get medication for this?  If so, it’ll take a while to find an opening with good old fashioned American healthcare and the world in the midst of a pandemic so, what are some practices I could partake in in the meantime?

Feedback is much appreciated ❤️",3.5276470588235287,5.300408846153847,4.952918552036202,81.3450226244344,73.51923076923076,8.163348416289592,30.023755656108605,8.841846274778883,2.559731561085973,832,37,159,17,17,278,129,208,0.132,0.785,0.084,-0.8346,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,9,6,0,1,12,0,18,4,1,2,0,34,33,15,0,6,3,1,4,3,2,4,2,2,0,0,8,11,1,2,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,6,28,4,23,22,6,31,0,1,0,0,13,19,0,7,12,113,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267601223226427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386613621464737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822918349553366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168077250127861,0.0,0.0,0.08756249006073473,0.0,0.11694126929080408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892989258137908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746040638139794,0.1939928208000774,0.0,0.0,0.12409425682012065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709358998896333,0.130246037570004,0.0,0.11388012923531,0.0,0.0,0.14956950117895396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869037077185778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315809797741511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989958009089107,0.0,0.0,0.1201550208523164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677722789576136,0.0,0.1440339227876115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29942680116719783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247114738982555,0.0,0.09200344287617697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648957974307113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697979683358975,0.0,0.0,0.14576961891131934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797230840855024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587126665627924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270249709555346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208455889019316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576431648565645,0.09020168960997826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218109914805944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800825587108459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136528647611744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hilljbader,2020/03/19,"Hahaha I’ve been having a prolonged anxiety attack since this all started I never truly relax and anything can set me off, and I’m trying to be realistic and pragmatic and not panic but everything is scary and I want everyone to be ok. 

Also this is a great time to have sinus and allergy issues HAHAHAHA",7.961807909604524,7.1110884576271225,10.080000000000002,57.82248587570624,62.72881355932204,13.290395480225987,36.61581920903954,12.45797560212912,5.129198870056497,245,10,38,8,3,90,45,59,0.163,0.631,0.20600000000000002,0.6053,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,2,1,8,1,0,0,2,11,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,4,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553785429475824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531686287954586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237548146380625,0.0,0.0,0.3350736947202192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814388085690608,0.2647071795769408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247235628373572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741582630273806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716193041339125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34557089833746263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364065909540605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847190308282712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171744502981246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996850594217172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372313592955485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JakeRambo420,2020/03/19,Anxiety 😬 I’ve smoked Mary Jane for a couple of years regularly & it’s always helped with pain and calmed me down when I needed to chill. But lately I find my heart racing & myself getting really anxious anytime I’ve smoked recently. I recently had a pretty bad panic attack that had my heart rate at 170 & had to go to the hospital so they could lower it & calm me down. Usually I smoke to relieve stress & lately it’s felt like it’s triggered it. I haven’t smoked since the last time it made me anxious but I do not want to quit. Any advice??,3.8739473684210535,4.817057403508773,5.183289473684212,83.28177631578949,71.45614035087719,8.156140350877193,24.77631578947368,8.472884824447931,1.5081263157894742,440,12,89,7,8,147,76,114,0.166,0.753,0.081,-0.7592,1,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,2,9,1,2,4,0,6,3,2,2,0,12,12,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,1,13,4,11,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,10,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666535402775348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993410459965247,0.6467885769378703,0.0,0.08118847830993188,0.0,0.09133210554869192,0.26975072363358304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582199601783712,0.0,0.0,0.09968466148689853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095322242389561,0.13210143686633938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463197107844555,0.0,0.10911920068403808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062375720634516026,0.0,0.06785140660128983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28295260669232397,0.08002379632142763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731780696271852,0.2693515341940202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583273373296557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129685696688516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852528275006791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703810119557393,0.1400770335524611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214613310875074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698468511698016,0.0,0.0,0.0764835226814658,0.0,0.2357640745080945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875964944687916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675946752179932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961656963099294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148989655278012,0.0,0.07041860775174236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688247316240054
anxiety,suicidalgoat,2020/03/19,"I’m currently on the back end of a flu, I don’t feel half as bad as I did but for some reason my anxiety is spiking I don’t know if it’s all this panic of coronavirus in the news or the isolation that’s getting to me, but I just have this enormous sense of dread and impending doom that I can’t shift. 

Any suggestions?

Thanks",0.6903018108651935,2.565544549295776,2.9910663983903447,91.683661971831,82.38028169014085,7.437424547283702,22.818913480885314,8.418075326091056,1.3368012072434603,257,9,60,6,7,88,54,71,0.29100000000000004,0.659,0.05,-0.9563,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,12,11,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,7,1,9,10,2,6,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528626507793036,0.0,0.2844551196308382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28592053755343483,0.3104692718761201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32933817866475984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801250982778034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942700539810901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435248881361506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362718793935539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823114841128423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423385534997366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melissuhnicole,2020/03/19,"Worried after bronchitis and pneumonia diagnosis Naturally I’ve contracted bronchitis at the worst time. Esp considering I live in Washington state. I finally had to go to the doctor yesterday and I have a touch of pneumonia in my left lung. I was sent home with antibiotics, steroids, and an inhaler. Now I’m super worried that this, combined with steroids, will put me even more at risk. I don’t have to leave the house because we aren’t at work for six weeks, but my husband is military and still works. I’m just so worried he’s going to bring something into the house I can’t fight off. I haven’t slept in two nights I’m so beside myself, which I know isn’t great for the healing process either. This is such a weird stressful time.",3.0770729270729302,5.520946482517483,4.071893106893107,84.06190559440559,77.18181818181819,7.722077922077923,28.39610389610389,8.634040054169528,2.388982417582417,589,26,112,13,14,190,95,143,0.15,0.792,0.057,-0.8458,1,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,7,7,1,2,8,0,12,4,2,0,0,12,21,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,5,0,2,4,2,13,2,18,16,3,24,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,9,72,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443371875239957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535099069504625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131537673120043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767023639364647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472766647444026,0.0,0.0,0.1888784394918445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718456855767674,0.0,0.0,0.3953553959279744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941517626865018,0.0,0.0,0.18140077562553475,0.18613725173380494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127672420042906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077011602570335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172221670991779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318887844699902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681458754148765,0.0,0.1962439197119072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997935316486267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673525618743021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742077646309148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494427449910132,0.521944515572606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missdoe12,2020/03/19,"I'd honestly leave town if I didn't have loved ones living near me. Stressed. Im scared about what's happening. I've always been one to get overly anxious about health problems anyways.. I always assume the worst if I feel bad health wise. I was actually doing sort of better with spring coming before all this media frenzy started happening around me. Then people started acting crazy in stores..etc.. which I've witnessed first hand like I'm sure many of you have to. which lately it feels like im in a haze.

 I've been so focused on what's happening in the world and my town that I didn't notice I've been grinding my teeth like crazy, tensing up my shoulders, and clenching my jaw so hard I'm giving myself horrible headaches and neck tension. I'm just stressed, and scared. My boyfriend is the go with the flow type, and I like to be overly prepared. 

 My teenage brother works at a store  (cart wrangler) and lives with my dad and mother which have bad health problems (dad had recent stroke, and mom drinks and has a bad heart). It just isn't a good mix. I go over there every day and feed some pets, and to help out but have quarantined myself besides that.

 I'd love nothing more than to leave town and pitch a tent somewhere with my boyfriend, but that isn't gonna happen.  PLUS on top of everything there might be a chance im pregnant, but im scared to go to a store and get a test. 

 It's just overwhelming. I feel myself emotionally just shutting down and going into survival mode, which I guess is probably a good thing.. Well, besides my clenched jaw and tense muscles.",4.3010659186535785,5.713087322580647,4.2832959326788265,88.35972650771393,70.93548387096773,6.810659186535765,27.02664796633941,7.079830092131019,1.1958555399719493,1250,42,249,11,23,384,168,310,0.158,0.7240000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.7814,0,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,5,13,26,0,7,13,0,20,15,7,0,2,45,44,24,0,4,9,5,6,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,14,24,2,0,4,1,2,7,4,13,1,3,7,6,24,13,33,33,4,36,0,1,0,2,10,21,0,7,12,142,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.08651943015324723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475445462968909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016063282937288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892625130062651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220823427663244,0.0,0.0,0.07544318177569856,0.0,0.0,0.07841261905729176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763727920397752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057178404671112036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685310652700001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973063528951552,0.0,0.0,0.09887940422633174,0.0,0.0,0.07469992525645447,0.0,0.07968194597906844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448757231147293,0.06333876528239216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541420258134007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264244511058643,0.0850508092885551,0.2015502233174271,0.14872770541126965,0.0,0.0,0.09766905279800396,0.0,0.31360719649672203,0.0,0.07942200003131837,0.0,0.0,0.2827244966852505,0.0,0.1050625991480955,0.059426970003984565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830723200241244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000124105508676,0.1877564061606008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325930961731212,0.0,0.15657691635372914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600383331166698,0.0,0.0,0.08988738609138126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405431387121806,0.0,0.10383759187592033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507171968962507,0.1009400670656972,0.0,0.0,0.12015670372692107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146572294383978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559054120533317,0.1696714091186349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754111419266743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662925637543092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255080949912133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311960061316614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356105822909922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890180495049871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797160424702766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454558033289251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coolbakerguy97,2020/03/19,Y'all ever wake up every hour while trying to get some sleep? This whole week I haven't had a proper 7hrs of sleep. I wake up almost every 90 mins or so and I have to try so hard to go back to sleep. My mind's racing all over the place during the day and it only gets much worse when it's bedtime. Tossing and turning for hours. Anyone managed to solve this problem?,1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,2.7987012987013,94.58948051948052,79.0,4.4,17.493506493506494,3.1291,-0.8265792207792209,287,5,62,0,7,92,58,77,0.111,0.866,0.024,-0.7685,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,3,5,5,0,2,10,7,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,10,6,4,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,9,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879332434265538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484721285548862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729491999633622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515081028299368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150986323548247,0.3008743238233654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865713582329355,0.0,0.1014748123055174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599468839766843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516741066693719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802859027292131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125574185526367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357963011816404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654809439362874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084946978014515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360407100847119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424492097543932,0.1942125302357905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322307405970014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993461378340592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195901764537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quesofountain,2020/03/19,"I’m worried working from home is going to destroy my mental stability. I’ve been swimming up for about two years now. I credit this to therapy, medication, but also — routine. I love my job, my coworkers, my workplace — but now with this virus, we’re moving remotely. 

I’ve worked from home before. It fucking killed my soul. I’d wake up, barely eat, get stuck to my laptop all day, take a shower and watch tv before bed. I had no motivation. I was lazy. I got depressed easy. 

I’m so worried that moving remotely for what’s rumored to be until June is going to be the death of me and my progress. Getting out of the house and having that routine of work has helped me immensely. I’m terrified that being at home will make things worse on me. 

I also can’t sleep well lately due to all of this, feeling very out of control, on edge, anxious and shaky all the time. I hate not knowing what’s going to happen. I hate the idea of being isolated especially since my husband works in healthcare — which makes things even scarier for me. I am worried about being alone during self quarantine. I can’t be in my head. I need others around me. 

Just a rant for this morning. Thank you.",2.555359683794464,4.786254069565222,3.981185770750991,85.1401581027668,77.8695652173913,6.2687747035573125,25.23715415019763,7.348242739294969,1.3260434782608703,916,34,174,12,22,302,141,230,0.247,0.657,0.096,-0.9919,2,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,7,11,11,5,1,6,0,17,7,3,4,3,24,39,10,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,14,8,1,1,4,2,1,6,4,7,1,1,5,2,26,4,33,27,3,25,1,1,1,2,6,10,1,1,9,116,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665350233855247,0.0,0.18014464877631525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724288415953608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026697683210846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916842529472692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632714323778751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726387695092495,0.0,0.0970103739654034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152513643474943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439283186625595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569504741238269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412711030491656,0.1176918673381782,0.0,0.19203526620281472,0.0,0.09008265427360476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960071898559088,0.0,0.0,0.2224029330458256,0.11559363817843694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549532033259794,0.0,0.338939325602932,0.0,0.0,0.12996300607291678,0.0,0.1271486013889565,0.0,0.0,0.11177056889982104,0.0,0.1246113875593818,0.0,0.0618999828095471,0.0,0.1270545843287449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165540345846256,0.0,0.15036639518593914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346558925337775,0.11350726366827266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394214567052004,0.0,0.0835157151493529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750046371466842,0.0,0.0,0.09317092806968956,0.0,0.11271403559594513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468576828428225,0.0,0.0,0.10369705159796944,0.128805301181493,0.0,0.14965631371102872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567702941307621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002577548808992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293376807952552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127031819958172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279917695927239,0.34315190305102633,0.11478233727047875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253176187798041
anxiety,Eelhobo,2020/03/19,"A light hearted guide to dealing with life right now Good morning,

Welcome to your guide to avoiding negativity, remaining calm and staying focused during this long-ass time.

I am a 31 year old self confessed mess, take this guide as someone who is just trying to help others in a lighthearted way during this panic-demic we're all experiencing.

Below you will find a number of resources that will help keep your mind at ease, keeping you busy and distracted from a lot of bull shit media - causing panic through fake news, social media trends and all round human ignorance. 

Everyone is in this together and you are not alone. 

100 Things to do While You're 'Keeping Calm and Carrying On' 
https://eu.usatoday.com/story/life/health-wellness/2020/03/16/coronavirus-quarantine-100-things-do-while-trapped-inside/5054632002/ 


Mental Help Tips during Wanking from Home
https://www.mentalhealth.org.uk/publications/looking-after-your-mental-health-during-coronavirus-outbreak 
 

Gaming Suggestions between Wanking
https://www.theguardian.com/games/2020/mar/17/25-best-online-video-games-coronavirus-self-isolating 


Calm Have Released Some Free Content!
https://blog.calm.com/take-a-deep-breath 


Not 'Losing Your Mind' And Staying Sane
https://www.theguardian.com/world/2020/mar/18/coronavirus-online-therapy-service-to-offer-free-sessions-across-uk-self-isolating 


GOOD NEWS ONLY
https://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/


Some Woman Sending A Great Message
https://www.visionsofheaven.com/messages-from-ann-albers/everything-goes-right-in-the-light 


Spiritual Messages
http://voyagesoflight.blogspot.com/2020/03/say-goodbye-to-coronavirus-spiritual.html 

Also a special shout-out to Russel Brand and his YouTube channel who provides interesting insights into all this, while still being an absolute joker and natural poet. He's really helped me look at things differently and sort whats important in my thinking, to what is invaluable noise from the 'panicked population' 
https://www.youtube.com/user/russellbrand 

It's important more than ever to keep our minds busy and distracted from a constant bombardment of negative, fear-inducing news. My recommendation during this time is to stick to a 3-step programme to help keep our minds at ease.

I call this the 3 M's:
Mindfullness
Meditation
Masturbation

I hope this guide helps you, and please remember to share your positivity and resources with those in need.

Listen mate, I'm a mental health sufferer of 15+ years from clinical depression and anxiety, I don't take medication, I just practise good mental health through - and here's that word again...POSITIVITY, and do you think whats happening right now is scaring me? It's not, what's scaring me is the ignorance, so just open your minds and we can all wait this out together.

Spread the word, spread love and kindness, because right now that's all we can do until this blows over - which it will.",15.079166666666666,18.604291815656566,9.766868686868689,51.16196969696972,47.510101010101,10.91717171717172,37.39393939393939,10.903163001774269,4.7056,2453,90,274,50,27,659,226,396,0.11199999999999999,0.69,0.19899999999999998,0.9849,1,4,0,0,1,0,167.0,4,10,0,1,11,29,1,6,15,0,19,8,2,1,6,68,36,23,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,1,3,27,24,0,9,6,2,1,1,6,14,0,0,0,5,25,16,41,32,9,34,1,3,2,1,41,16,1,5,14,171,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574955086031321,0.0,0.05848892644085221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055950842629114594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458462272319119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767544673631335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468270643020854,0.0,0.0,0.07513350771043394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903686315618838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540270371717332,0.06299418456673073,0.0,0.0,0.0764142891146653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615806730303282,0.0,0.06988708384596681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230127906724169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684737189194069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403560837943786,0.0,0.08063558461663506,0.0,0.0,0.06467623840925478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31097172354066954,0.0,0.08666961455355784,0.29413964395099684,0.0,0.07336399727575793,0.07264315047053838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250448212552134,0.0,0.07616261583899953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033199378078246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472537544780531,0.061418018741395124,0.08182340547871031,0.0,0.062179837615563886,0.06601045832429844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367946312576011,0.2948260984844253,0.0,0.3692457738372649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054231358557766896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767466764174615,0.0,0.0,0.055625214789384834,0.0,0.17162481940304303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028423951854988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685447155260837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285179674405609,0.2498399208132673,0.0,0.05816276465300045,0.146449031632605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288985887393231,0.0,0.07507574041164812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745556105520314,0.0619701137411269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591207090508294,0.058408594862242084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649734157105087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718009592305253,0.09372854649382092,0.0,0.0,0.08529543271562673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965632071990514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058054030696085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941977441777747
anxiety,kaymay8919,2020/03/19,"Physical Effects of Anxiety/ Depression I’ve been dealing with some personal hardships lately and when I think about it too deeply, I get this weird sensation in my head, neck and throat. It’s like a dull pain and tightening. It’s hard to describe exactly how it feels but I don’t like! Has this ever happened to anyone? How do I get it to stop?",1.8677941176470585,4.4971487205882354,3.3426470588235304,86.23691176470591,83.8529411764706,7.51764705882353,26.14705882352941,8.472884824447931,2.2782588235294123,275,12,53,7,8,90,50,68,0.184,0.743,0.073,-0.6813,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,3,2,14,9,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,2,7,8,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879393703274085,0.0,0.0,0.19084195794973272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813832041169214,0.23507785026655945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468846346111921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800374621238967,0.19498426670666474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851937379149035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413548360558475,0.0,0.2444954581517293,0.0,0.2801092590073746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078816968705254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666837542949866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904212614221015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831563994509364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281852354293366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488523242202025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BitterYam1,2020/03/19,"My anxiety is not taken seriously. I'm 18 and I have acute anxiety and yesterday, I had a panic attack and my mom started recording me having a panic attack on my phone. When I told her to stop recording me, she responded with, ""Well stop acting like a 4 year old"". She then told me she was sick of me and that I was being very disrespectful. My siblings then called my panic attack ""ridiculous"" and were apologizing to my mom that she had to go through that. I had panic attacks in the past and this wasn't the first time my mom recorded me. I once asked her why she did that, she told me that I was very manipulative with psychologists and that she was just trying to help. But I believe she did that to mock me like she did today.

But I've been going through this for 6 years and for the most part, my family has been treating my anxiety and depression as a joke. Every time I'm in a bad mood, they act like they are victims to me or like I deliberately caused my anxiety and depression. My grandmother said that I mistreat my parents but I think they mistreat me. She even says that she worries about my parents' physical health because of me. It makes me so mad because my whole family act like I'm some psychopath or something. They got me help and stuff but when they did, it's like they were complaining about me to psychologists and act like I'm such a bad person. And they wonder why I am so angry all the time because they act like I'm an evil person or like I asked to suffer from it.

I am so tired of unpleasant things happening to me. I am one more bad event into killing myself because honestly I just can't take this shit anymore. What's worse is that I get blamed and mistreated for what I go through by my own family and they call it as a ""living hell"" or ""drama"". I am so furious with them right now that I just want to completely move out of there, have a place on my own, and never have to contact them again. I don't care if I contract the virus at this point, all I care about is getting away from them. I think they would be overjoyed if I killed myself so they wouldn't have to live in this ""drama"" or ""living hell"" anymore. Even if I did live on, I think my life will continue like this until I die. Why is my mom treating me like this? Why are bad things always happening to me?",4.253899917287015,4.879293910256415,5.249451337193275,84.31562034739456,70.36752136752136,8.517342156051834,27.489936586710787,8.654491914285503,1.79349688447753,1802,58,381,29,31,593,192,468,0.27,0.64,0.09,-0.9987,2,0,1,0,0,1,47.0,0,0,14,1,20,47,15,4,14,0,40,5,1,3,3,54,70,40,3,6,16,6,0,11,0,3,4,2,0,2,27,21,0,2,4,3,0,9,6,28,1,2,23,2,91,18,45,42,9,45,2,3,0,0,51,13,3,11,34,277,118,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522557282496594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217134831411445,0.0,0.1245640663003896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174215112693886,0.2857822662540804,0.0590039064177253,0.0,0.20974591233923146,0.15313240444985485,0.0,0.0,0.07075558067407292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825433645008427,0.0,0.12806026025353942,0.0645142539496348,0.0,0.0,0.06584598804183794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818136792311248,0.0,0.06517785398872106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295935770576242,0.0,0.05291281978822159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776104829087144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534187697907247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562219421301382,0.0,0.10707431039647557,0.0,0.05022795174946347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106999783166888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675486528919346,0.0,0.0,0.08418880055329607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896070918949982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435842880838108,0.3374970742752661,0.0,0.2218188607171185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192036803889506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942085827963387,0.0,0.06674786323818789,0.0,0.0,0.048436248729101815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589941988691378,0.06688135503577725,0.042555799010655364,0.0,0.0,0.2947352658071227,0.1394668652498184,0.0680077084457963,0.05995096502586888,0.0,0.1096713786411533,0.06561401169134712,0.0,0.05936754555896144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053631983216542285,0.059738435649621335,0.04994212946503255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064464651391503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834752349895187,0.0,0.0,0.044451096767725684,0.0,0.0,0.10500942934696678,0.0,0.0,0.07189248507873723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047218776106772914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344481148667336,0.12072164807219787,0.0,0.0,0.10985986229009276,0.07218087765056387,0.0595283071700582,0.18002805455648874,0.0,0.04263797315939224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363533038928173,0.037041845024695416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564659278436896,0.0,0.2266736888176681,0.07011542980905185,0.0,0.0,0.06810535144312005,0.0,0.06377778781115767,0.0639999092455865,0.0446122551024358,0.0,0.0,0.08088398072387283
anxiety,NovaLaurant,2020/03/19,"How to survive in a house full of screams? Hi, Lurker of the sub here (24/F, Chilean) 

I... Didn't know where to go to get help. I doubt I could get a therapist for this in particular given the hysteria and fear in the streets. Sorry if grammar is not adequate. 

I'm really sensitive to screams. I have ptsd and right know I'm trapped with my mother, my grandmother, a cousin and my uncle in this house. The issue here is the latter: everything that displeases him (that is everything woman-related or every little thing) sends him into a flying rage that has him screaming at the top of his lungs, berating the TV, my grandma (who is the same as him and NOT an innocent, sweet old lady) or whatever is the object of his wrath. He throws things, says everything in the spectrum of my triggers and if you try to tell him to stop he berates even harder, accusing you of being ""weak, soft, and someone who will die in a merciless world like a worm"". 

At this point I have no doubt he's schizo-typical in terms of personality, as he has all the traits and has to convince everyone about conspiracies, aliens and the New World Order, everyone has to conduct themselves according to his believes in order to not get your face screamed off. He normalises violence, and though he never has lifted a hand against us, it's threatening nonetheless. 

I can't deal with that level of screaming every hour, I'm not exaggerating. He in the past has humiliated me, has attacked me emotionally, shamed me for using medication, for defending my mother, me and afterwards said ""he did it because he loved me"" (I have ptsd because of my dad and just the same trigger phrase). 

I just want to cry, I don't have a place to run given that where I live the pandemia is being controlled with military force. I'm also part of the target group because of asthma and other lung related issues. How do you deal with this? How have you dealt with the situation? He screams so loud that I can hear him perfectly on my room... Please help...",5.910846422338568,6.536973623036651,6.6185471204188495,75.96021160558466,66.69633507853403,10.241012216404886,32.670593368237355,10.222266870305534,3.31676404886562,1572,64,294,37,24,518,200,382,0.17600000000000002,0.77,0.054000000000000006,-0.9929,0,1,0,0,0,0,63.0,1,5,0,4,14,18,2,4,26,0,28,8,4,7,3,47,45,24,1,4,10,4,2,1,0,1,3,10,1,1,17,18,0,2,2,1,0,4,9,13,0,0,5,13,39,5,49,36,6,41,0,0,0,1,44,27,0,6,9,199,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839091795698154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257439979159082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213445360057186,0.0,0.0,0.12452962467460267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396895749632965,0.08824932779517201,0.0,0.1214121754695544,0.0,0.2279034546732276,0.0,0.0,0.11471284126264908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243315374878683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300411910922433,0.0,0.18625283054504327,0.2112325826574544,0.2980121050520675,0.0,0.0,0.12437714364861585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324231822744984,0.0,0.06281682923540276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457550781749613,0.0,0.14817205420163573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884992937287552,0.2550738972323938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307295119314307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148895544160294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399944632427215,0.1107802437714546,0.0976001440723554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997577723015016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134749390296067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524766269201113,0.10675070392583776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598279523128152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969337721565924,0.1055135312639352,0.0,0.09651066028727777,0.1154804776029846,0.12132890891234142,0.10448671462912433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25840765201662474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080844192126683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094392140900879,0.10513948015440724,0.08789800858789161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242405153242399,0.0,0.0,0.09365183416413124,0.0,0.0,0.12372944939854955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240815140864024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660821956409224,0.0,0.0,0.12833401881113649,0.14686263551909662,0.0,0.10859530741770057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504271385861917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295415662196727,0.09546255804562397,0.0,0.0,0.06519354394713345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danza37,2020/03/19,"Isolation care package ideas Hi guys, Im looking for some advice and ideas!

A close friend is likely to be in isolation for the next 3 weeks or so, and she (and I) is worried that her mental state is going to deteriorate during that time due to ovethinking and a lack of social interaction.

I really want to create a care package for her of things to do, I know she likes drawing and colouring to keep her busy so was thinking about getting a mandala-colouring book, notepad, pens etc, but what else could I get to keep her busy?",6.221974110032361,6.280498786407769,6.5710194174757275,78.52733818770228,65.99029126213593,9.196763754045307,32.70064724919093,8.841846274778883,2.597402588996765,417,16,80,6,6,135,68,103,0.069,0.818,0.113,0.5454,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,18,18,9,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,10,5,14,15,3,8,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,2,6,52,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818315317483375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794342217705505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485667230672179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544280770634875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752417589916108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376202846432687,0.0,0.1944342932209732,0.0,0.105751405774304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424471583274635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201148134400854,0.20099425189906234,0.0,0.0,0.33078619373703005,0.0,0.0,0.10226262595852684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181488716744965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562571629958696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752106739348184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978941743647293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192051933376149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896812764237454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362077448753706,0.11923013039966256,0.0,0.0,0.1085025421348048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975257751361772,0.0,0.14925912230839394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889694370170942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Samklig,2020/03/19,"COVID anxiety Started having shortness of breath and chest heaviness- convinced myself i am having heart problems at 31. Of course this goes around in circles (What an awful time this would be to need hospitalization, etc).

Went to doc, heart and lungs sounded fine- prescribed Ativan, .5 mg- didn’t really seem to help- but made me tired. I have of course convinced myself that the cursory listen to my heart they did at the doc wouldn’t detect whatever heart issue im having. 

I have a 1 year old to care for. I don’t know what to do. Anyone else have these thoughts/experiences?",3.7582575757575785,6.501701879629632,3.9724242424242417,84.06954545454545,76.5,6.519865319865321,23.707070707070702,7.686295010490155,1.339377777777778,465,15,82,7,11,144,76,108,0.08199999999999999,0.799,0.11900000000000001,0.6164,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,14,8,7,1,0,11,22,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,2,9,4,14,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951416554504316,0.0,0.0,0.10923840835362936,0.16007428009689995,0.0,0.13907624376212865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928508883297154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050863635028073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423576945084435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282118322010688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7405248017543867,0.10471648697514227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875329336012812,0.1630616789456771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585894748285007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478269252162581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584125028052525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393524314172606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494893135375594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008380225448207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222430975048456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057914271534533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910979351408994,0.17956136409295087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482513101340905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098004959480427,0.0,0.0,0.10060585562811518
anxiety,bigkingdingus,2020/03/19,"Anxiety ever made everyone think you’re a dick? I have pretty bad anxiety, particularly social anxiety. I moved house recently into a place with a couple of good friends. Since I moved here, I’ve had my best friend spiral into depression and move to another city. I used to see them almost every day and now I’m lucky to see them once a fortnight. They were my rock and I felt lighter and happier just to be around them, but now I feel lost. I’ve had my last remaining grandparent diagnosed with a horrible, terminal illness. I’ve had to be the mediator between two family members that were treating each other terribly. I’m just so tired, and when I get home from work each day I find myself trying to interact with my housemates, but I just feel so exhausted and eventually retreat to my room most of the time. On my days off I try to visit that grandparent or my best friend. I recently found out that most of my friends are now angry with me and think I’m a shitty person, and eventually I traced it back to my housemates. Apparently my absence caused them to feel like I thought they weren’t good enough for me, I didn’t really want to live with them, and that I am angry and grumpy all the time. (They know about everything I’ve been going through as well.) I’m not an angry person, and although I know I’ve been withdrawn, I also know when I do spend time with them I try so hard to be kind and happy, but still they all think I’m an asshole. The tension just makes me even more withdrawn and scared to leave my room. When I go to social gatherings some of my friends make shitty comments to me, and treat me differently to how they usually do. It feels like being kicked in the stomach. I just don’t want to do anything anymore, everything I do is wrong to somebody. I love my friends and I’m absolutely terrified to lose them. But my energy is seriously drained and I can’t argue with them. I just can’t win. 

Has this ever happened to anyone? How do you cope with your anxiety/ isolating making you look like an asshole? I feel like ‘it’s not me it’s my anxiety’ is such a cop out and people are less inclined to understand if you say anything like that, although I’ve tried a lot of times to explain my life situation and how it’s affecting me. They are usually so understanding but it feels like maybe mob mentality has the best of everyone. I just want to cry.",3.8916666666666657,5.382249286624209,5.195727176220807,81.11465233545648,72.05732484076431,8.970063694267516,28.794585987261147,9.444778638647367,2.5752509554140133,1878,74,372,44,36,626,215,471,0.174,0.642,0.183,0.6,5,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,14,7,31,36,1,2,17,0,31,8,2,10,4,91,72,39,0,4,16,0,8,6,6,0,5,1,3,2,13,33,0,0,19,1,1,6,7,11,1,1,14,12,69,25,51,54,14,39,0,3,3,2,37,11,1,8,28,254,82,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038133203708379,0.0,0.0,0.05620773339215948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370105781129707,0.2688432013489118,0.0,0.06970488088057032,0.04914564441481383,0.0,0.11567887024958005,0.06256949112948566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404563837488678,0.058685920703388864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212826376237393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220314044362715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777018382873906,0.07720593186594217,0.13598607402144108,0.0,0.06053727682904105,0.07133886707961948,0.0,0.07343396863766953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262428424003606,0.0,0.04642327694139114,0.12715552276275394,0.05921903338477533,0.13432267662980762,0.1263371496798278,0.0,0.06625943806531942,0.0,0.21323244989090134,0.20084948909553754,0.06748563584846984,0.0,0.06424018161913783,0.0,0.0,0.07706503229797501,0.3258169939368078,0.0,0.03672156318106222,0.0,0.0798903704546367,0.11790521773286508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215372697926664,0.07482081331314812,0.0629625003665433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050264469512862,0.0,0.0,0.08110067155267654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319211115726497,0.11588213430836206,0.05729251639373245,0.0,0.07442278453732014,0.0,0.0,0.04964511978408,0.20602929933114347,0.0,0.0620638749302864,0.0,0.059022584837183624,0.07863211791101732,0.07672553264082786,0.059754691148208076,0.06343590946806854,0.0665063653993831,0.14074946398623026,0.0,0.0706117900920514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083181274245695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410886193280607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485235548842073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872750121950208,0.12274214564823667,0.07343396863766953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150618699413808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502704709279939,0.0,0.13879800136662304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055894292610632716,0.07036860331048893,0.0,0.11201777293792692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814135163508349,0.0790044715368612,0.0,0.14329556501728788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613053491668302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510939950026932,0.0,0.0557992772394055,0.1639374573406504,0.08078348159178292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087847263413205,0.0,0.0686592635075069,0.14634052561988276,0.0,0.06070458521737945,0.15482032094591494,0.0,0.12436961019639728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319560513805983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511690856911934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684676827621363,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CasuallyNocturnal19,2020/03/19,"Alone I prefer my own company. Its nothing personal, everyone stresses me out. Humans, to me, are inherently successful to be around and interact with. Not the only anxiety in my tangled mind, but a large one. 

Large enough to cause panic in grocery stores, to keep me inside, to avoid the simplest of tasks if only so that I don't have to interact with anyone new and deal with the anxiety. I feel weak giving in to such things, but it's so draining to fight all the things in my head and right now avoiding is easy so I've let that anxiety run wild. 

This is just one more demon I don't have the strength to reign in. The smallest of interactions, a passerby outside makes eye contact, a compliment,  my family asks about my day, small talk at any business, and I feel the effort it takes to fit in and continue. The effort to keep from running. The effort to just breathe. I'm exhausted after a quick trip to the grocery store. Worn through and through by anxieties.

I don't interact with many people, just my family and my soulmate. Even those few, who I love with all I have, they drain me to interact with. Sitting in silence,  listening, is the only way to appease the anxiety, but the other demons take the reigns and have issues with that too

It seems every action I take, evey thing that I do, causes some kind of intense reaction for one or another of the broken parts of my mind. My demons.",4.84670760233918,6.050299440740744,5.598031189083823,80.23798245614036,69.4074074074074,9.091617933723198,30.50682261208577,9.414487439383343,2.7559629629629625,1099,44,207,23,19,358,150,270,0.11699999999999999,0.75,0.133,0.4316,1,3,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,1,5,13,12,1,4,19,0,14,6,3,3,2,42,29,16,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,15,17,0,4,4,0,2,4,4,7,0,3,1,4,24,5,44,26,8,25,3,0,1,1,17,13,0,4,6,152,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901060769773003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814175733886529,0.120491638295295,0.43952364778836217,0.0,0.0,0.08034673295708453,0.0,0.0,0.10229297539796024,0.10742398680074906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360854766669135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410651140693729,0.11846567391509387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873125363424301,0.0,0.07589601641846459,0.0,0.0968154130034972,0.10980004797742414,0.0,0.0,0.2166511168796877,0.0,0.11620243538818364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023075591152158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792932787977545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993467655963777,0.0,0.2042720056672981,0.0,0.11965957674868533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750178211357283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370945662855847,0.0,0.07670235230683475,0.1164992384980994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204976628958335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097939782981814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025785699775037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359503084888755,0.26217940067826073,0.0,0.13482043009624295,0.0,0.12443476660200292,0.0,0.07966312324860324,0.10033371742711134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813127756351407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460843221493343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162736077014964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591907969709736,0.09235914332624112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290204128058844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120906188849157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZoeKB,2020/03/19,Relationship causing panic attacks I've been seeing this guy a few months and he is great except when he drinks and takes drugs. I saw him tonight and he introduced me to a friend at a pub. He kept drinking even though I was trying to gently remind him he was driving and needed to be home in the morning for his mum. When I was talking to him he threatened to punch me in the face. I got scared so I walked home. He isn't answering his phone and I am feeling so awful about leaving him. I dont know what to do and I feel a panic attack coming on.,1.3676205533596824,3.3035090347826106,3.057707509881425,91.7610276679842,80.3913043478261,5.225296442687747,21.758893280632414,6.1124844417494595,0.2279565217391304,429,13,92,3,11,142,73,115,0.182,0.723,0.096,-0.8902,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,3,6,1,10,4,1,1,0,15,20,11,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,7,2,1,4,3,0,3,2,5,0,0,7,4,16,2,13,12,1,11,0,0,2,0,19,4,0,0,4,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792594535100404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123274314574172,0.0,0.1435854856810521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535509898074546,0.3265782263686941,0.19330318543135488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009472728814636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856320052086524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878141978431384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333142590064978,0.18377223118986,0.0,0.16504564067545982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343998938550875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160642975400976,0.0,0.0,0.17649672120313714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304741219751912,0.0,0.0,0.12359577734818215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39114091054468936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895870265812114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688206222272506,0.0,0.13282739797317938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532735117822905,0.13397613177752404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637684407510851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316905426755805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smallbladderproblems,2020/03/19,"Anyone else get anxiety about TikTok? I'm extremely anxious at the moment with what I do in my life incase people are filming it for a TikTok. Recently I have found myself homeless and I am staying at a friend's house, I have this anxious feeling that I am being filmed by flats around me. I smoke, and my family don't know, and with this whole Coronavirus thing it has put me on edge. I'm currently isolating, not just because of the pandemic, but because I am a university student and have no job. The house I am staying at has a balcony that I have been smoking from, and instead of standing out on the balcony I have been standing inside but with the door shut behind me. This thought came to me that somehow someone would film me and say along the lines of ""someone is taking this quarantine business a little too seriously"". I know it's stupid but I can't get it out of my head, and I'm worried if someone did do that it would go viral and my family would find out, I can't have that right now. It's been an extremely stressful week and I think it's getting to me now.

I was wondering, does anyone else have that anxiety? Or am I just losing it?",4.25396551724138,5.171214224137934,5.476206896551727,81.6269827586207,70.55172413793103,8.386206896551725,30.87931034482759,8.660442795831766,2.415994827586207,908,38,178,15,16,303,118,232,0.11800000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.006,-0.9735,2,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,1,12,0,30,2,1,0,0,38,46,14,0,4,8,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,20,18,0,0,8,3,0,3,5,4,0,0,8,2,27,1,25,34,1,26,0,1,0,0,2,13,0,4,6,138,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853640313347868,0.2737377031209429,0.0,0.16942654167127058,0.2482719411247719,0.0,0.10785220768215817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770797033914193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856720840251915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602215252158258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241623114354806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842527711580804,0.0,0.061258796832831475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073200827522482,0.0,0.0,0.13283844439828918,0.09360281254785907,0.0,0.189892945609288,0.0,0.06885426643671076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433833616458174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27958950324081594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202260503966466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331654750631601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557422591591134,0.0,0.12142753006489915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553965931857348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399250955201998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179262490366248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962436164201995,0.0,0.0,0.10346433747499216,0.0,0.09634604255313263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30795863562258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25826679848502065,0.0,0.0,0.13878080479336238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910922754159942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048893233479508,0.0776302036432779,0.0,0.09618226277219452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718194571772723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526343903184804,0.0,0.0,0.1313856889668495,0.0,0.12303715368606287,0.0,0.25819168753106064,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,__musical-me__,2020/03/19,"Beta blocker causing chest pressure? I got a increase in dose (double) what I had and now I’ve had chest tightness, aches in limbs, and a heavy head feeling for about 6 hours. I’m really thinking of going to the hospital bc it scares me. The pressure doesn’t really hurt that bad but it doesn’t feel good either.",1.7626036866359414,4.283264338709682,3.0900921658986182,88.68370967741936,83.03225806451613,5.478341013824887,23.37327188940092,6.868970318607317,0.9460755760368662,247,9,47,3,7,80,48,62,0.18,0.711,0.109,-0.3353,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,4,0,4,4,3,1,0,10,10,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,3,3,1,6,7,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556738893834389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145636555013581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965956373029363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402710474338046,0.2568357557916107,0.24490538359153585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142614360901032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015567371173048,0.0,0.3278058431345429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923339744758407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30657122327185565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620802427829995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JohnJay1904,2020/03/19,"Preparing for medication shortages I take a controlled substance.   My doctor wrote a script for a 90 day supply but asked the pharmacy (Walgreens) to only fill it 30 days at a time.    Normally that would be OK with me but this time I am worried there will be severe medication shortages in 30 days and I will be SOL.   I am worried if I ask for a ninety day supply it will send up a red flag and I will be cut off altogether.   Does the pharmacy have to put aside the amount for which I have a script, or am I already SOL?",4.14742857142857,4.794138790476191,5.543809523809526,82.03285714285717,70.61904761904762,8.666666666666668,29.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.159857142857143,403,15,84,7,7,136,63,105,0.146,0.816,0.038,-0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,10,1,14,3,0,1,0,11,18,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,1,11,8,1,13,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,6,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534563836770672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479222953008647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087063022314926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800288708938803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046237060462265,0.16284123482700216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749152075578054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232042855318745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152341821908854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870633727050296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021920671648087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399101815907977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701131837598547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779497314348444,0.0,0.13218700752520127,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ariel12160,2020/03/19,"How to manage my stress and be more relaxed person ? Hey !

So as the title saying - I need help in how to manage the stress of my life.
Im 22 years old and I got shingles, I genrally healthy so I realized it came from stress and I know that I'm streesed person and I found myself few times in the last few years in depression and anxiety from things that I don't really need to be and When I look back I realize that I took it wayy to hard than what I should.
Anyway the shingles was the last straw for me and I realized that if I wouldn't start to be more relaxed and take things more easily - I will over with much worst diseases and even heart attack when I will grow up.
I always think about all those things just when Um on my bad times, but now as soon as I will recover from the shingles I want to do that switch in my life and be more calm and less stressed.
My friends and family always tell me just relax but it not really work for me..
What can I do in order to live more relaxed life ? 
Please give me some tips",2.7549299065420563,3.830434621495328,3.742137850467291,92.055636682243,74.2803738317757,7.406074766355141,21.786214953271028,7.865858978985527,0.6505523364485981,795,18,183,11,16,256,111,214,0.091,0.768,0.141,0.9338,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,15,14,1,4,6,0,14,4,1,2,1,35,28,25,0,6,6,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,14,14,0,0,6,4,0,3,3,8,1,0,5,3,29,6,27,14,12,26,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,2,14,132,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016061213793716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267625165597368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782090544989095,0.0,0.09315368880089832,0.10115173321253483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855859073310536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434275209166008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001569827558408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142055355298982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283018300793234,0.09359699127092032,0.0,0.0,0.1162141482772213,0.0,0.0,0.09689141148947204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852289549413076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355842793173804,0.0812015166167077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308583180235929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657859666717691,0.19750009078408995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567067118406961,0.0,0.0,0.10697401427531728,0.0,0.10173201141615973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905614665453432,0.1796562409849977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712220161851734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155978506830486,0.0,0.1329817753586053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552182806468632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634005067126082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574766356316839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5550886953604787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108661027252528,0.0,0.10588682175613086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414517798798073,0.07762537572302723,0.0,0.0,0.14128225091904545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345975084979067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145496727637024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881956292502376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602792441774216
anxiety,Bliepskiblapski,2020/03/19,"Arithmomania? Hi there, I've been counting in my head since I was about 8 or something, it really stresses me out. Psychiatrists have said that it's just a result of being anxious, but I have never had any treatment or really talked about it to a professional in more depth. Especially during (Covid) quarantine, it gets worse because I tend to think about too many things at the same time and find it difficult to slow down. Basically, I found that most impulses lead me to count them, so sounds, movements (my own and around me), and well... almost everything going on around me. (sounds and movements include so many things already). When I count, it's always something with 1,2,3,4 / 1,2(stop)3,4 or any other rhythms but it just keeps my mind so preoccupied and I feel like it interrupts my flow of thinking to a huge extent. I do have noticed that when I smoked weed once, it stopped. I also stopped worrying. My mind was just clear... and it felt so good. 

I've not been officially diagnosed with anything, but if anyone could relate to this or just feels like thinking along with me, that would be cool.",5.638390804597702,7.357129128078817,5.324453201970446,80.99324794745486,68.064039408867,8.566042692939245,30.28210180623973,9.029198982220553,2.5078718555008206,875,34,160,16,15,269,124,203,0.10300000000000001,0.815,0.08199999999999999,-0.3148,0,1,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,1,19,7,0,1,4,1,13,2,1,2,2,48,25,21,0,3,13,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,18,13,0,3,8,0,0,5,2,2,1,0,8,7,20,5,23,13,5,23,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,7,10,112,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312231891894615,0.0,0.14461202347018587,0.10479707927300784,0.10904039573507256,0.0,0.0,0.17823093596886486,0.0,0.0,0.14804417126762026,0.0,0.09163009576864964,0.0,0.1078393221371942,0.2333166461710812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798841511752551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462920868455383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300847512261196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177752907927222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252113547487734,0.18723793471472966,0.12582427902684226,0.0,0.11977325893365932,0.0,0.0,0.14368468200915496,0.0,0.0,0.06846589135457562,0.0,0.07447620621233225,0.10991479022329592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449054130586785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647930633437333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280444730735214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657192392939571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646372979417138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107040713528076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919622764261156,0.0,0.13955923426340489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790227034032207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465432751616727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840223344056066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177053393838384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286798437829263,0.15011223517433556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532944945769204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741216814178587,0.2519060918391931,0.0,0.0,0.07641371425208535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782568770657405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308311748734358,0.13354661134577084,0.0930909990912875,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Which-Individual,2020/03/19,"I'm starting to wish I would wake up and find out that my whole life has been a dream. I don't know how much longer I can take this First of all, the coronavirus situation is getting me super freaked out. My boyfriend (who I live with) is not taking it seriously. He's in denial or something. He won't stop touching his face when we go out. He is trying to hang out with anyone that is willing. we're supposed to be self quarantining but every single day he's trying to find loopholes to going out and I know he isn't taking his hygiene seriously. When I try reminding him to not touch his face or to wash his hands before he eats he freaks out on me.

He's got a temper too. I posted with some info and asking for advice in a relationship advice subreddit and I got many people telling me it sounds like he has borderline personality disorder (people who have BPD themselves and also a couple of therapists). Makes sense to me. Explains his temper too. If you aren't aware of waht it is, it manifests in extreme mood swings, chronic mistrust, lack of emotional regulation, and anger outbursts.

I know he doesn't realize how much i put up with trying to be with him. Being with him is exhausting. He says the most terrible things to me you can imagine when he gets mad.

I know that isn't him. it's some fucked up deep down scared version of him that comes out when he's triggered. It's not him - I love him. I actually love him so fucking much. I don't think he realizes how much. He's constatnly thinking i'm attacking him or I'm trying to hurt him. and i'm not.

This quarantine situation is making his anxiety and anger worse. and of course he's taking it all out on me.

The grocery stores here are running out of food, and we are running out of food at home. I am almost down to zero dollars in my bank account. I quit my job last month - of course not knowing this coronavirus situation was about to happen. I have no idea if/when/how I will get another job at this point. We cannot survive very long on one income.

And with his anger growing, of course now he's threatening to kick me out of the apartment we live in together (he loves to do this when he gets very mad). I'm not on the lease so legally he could do that. I know he probably won't, because we've been living together 2 years and that's one of his favorite fallbacks wehn he's mad, but it still fucking hurts when he starts saying that shit.

My family lives a thousand miles away, and they're completely toxic, so I don't want much to do with them anyway.

My best friend also is a thousand miles away from me. I don't have many friends in the city I now live in.

I am seriously imagining waking up and finding out this has all been a dream. I'm wishing more and more that that would happen. I keep hoping I'll find out this coronavirus situation isn't actually happening and it's all been some sick nightmare. I don't know how we're going to make ends meet. And I don't know what it's gonna take for my boyfriend to realize he needs to get help. I love him so so much and I can't imagine not being with him because he's my best friend - but I also can't imagine living much longer with his outbursts. I was able to stay pretty positive through all this until the last couple days. But i think as my bf has been getting more and more pissed off and picking more and more fights with me and saying worse and worse things to me I'm just losing it. I don't know how to cope anymore. Plus I feel like all this intense wishing that this would all be a dream is going to trigger dissociation for me and that won't help anything either.",3.2261577991299784,4.643912660762943,4.447364118743728,86.11287800564081,73.61852861035422,7.439705530857116,26.092451838041967,8.032893268588372,1.4619222524977291,2839,97,592,42,57,934,281,734,0.16899999999999998,0.725,0.106,-0.9963,4,1,1,0,1,0,68.0,4,2,1,7,28,40,15,1,15,0,61,22,7,11,7,134,124,54,0,12,17,0,4,2,4,9,5,4,1,2,37,54,3,2,27,3,4,10,26,26,0,6,9,8,81,13,90,100,31,74,0,3,0,7,76,40,5,10,24,387,118,3,0.05438425583816688,0.0,0.10614237734966388,0.0,0.0,0.10628733077066574,0.0,0.0,0.05445797643244437,0.0,0.0,0.13047320923587485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702663409693741,0.041603806859943485,0.0,0.05393456830598691,0.0380267361789778,0.0,0.0447536087159032,0.0,0.050841937873789884,0.06186994218200241,0.1021915971603734,0.0,0.0,0.06630427516506722,0.0,0.046276996128568115,0.0,0.11414584252041228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849506641704249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684722089347337,0.057020857542551165,0.0,0.0,0.04342140299960285,0.12035028935970735,0.0,0.07014669183677208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062329068821503526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564867076679883,0.0,0.06117496789722074,0.04816830857028037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582108111737658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051268636329402484,0.0,0.02749831381582982,0.03885212323727455,0.0,0.0,0.19882489832887268,0.04625922023373478,0.1315233160635427,0.0,0.12605142346376466,0.15083210455848528,0.17048117428835718,0.0,0.1236313035139914,0.0,0.08699211498020211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427545349278376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729052406348211,0.0,0.054551842826863865,0.05401583711451456,0.0,0.0,0.11643894135338152,0.0613932051669184,0.0,0.0,0.10793596458208303,0.0483392253945783,0.0,0.0,0.26899348263745704,0.08866085415608144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384132082320181,0.05313880069531635,0.0,0.2881337656251401,0.048128355044050455,0.0,0.0608420713290154,0.0,0.0,0.1963356567882253,0.0,0.10890573921793163,0.11027419894683893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043408994153959185,0.0,0.2798507990161102,0.04032523660359719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370435846309115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540639076354426,0.04748623449935125,0.0,0.0,0.051410700312030204,0.0,0.05208508389613538,0.0553283396803139,0.0586354260407381,0.0,0.0,0.054671198149612105,0.0,0.05784435037426167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058388338030608875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974562920011942,0.054448127504144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056734639604688865,0.0,0.05582465709512212,0.0,0.2445207286923851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041867657118566166,0.0,0.0,0.07698691239296629,0.057966380667996864,0.043431336963367234,0.045467673046484136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044509609307673,0.0,0.04753423668566527,0.0,0.0,0.06314431269426428,0.0722609660807791,0.10454170560327808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461669918902485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974541329302695,0.03207724314083295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060718079469570266,0.1876176308070741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662666086281539,0.11589904496071725,0.0,0.0,0.03502167770191205
anxiety,YoItsRoUrKiwiBro,2020/03/19,"F.A.I.L = First Attempt In Learning Greetings everyone! Have a (hopefully) kinda positive post about being a failure like me!

I'm a second year uni student who just failed the first test in one of my papers (to be fair, the lecturer for this module is FRENCH and I have no idea what he's saying). I'd like to share why I'm not actually that anxious about failing this test, because about a year ago I would be fighting tears at this point.

There shouldn't be any rush to pass everything with flying colours the first time. For me at least, I'm not under any pressure to pass all my courses at once. I was brought up in a household that valued hard work. Mistakes are just a part of it. True, in this case there were some other factors at play, such as the French accent, having two tests and two assignments at the same time, and changing program/degree. But ultimately I just didn't meet the mark. So what? I tried really hard. And I'm gonna keep trying, and keep trying harder. Because a FAIL is just your First Attempt In Learning. And if I struggle with the rest of the paper and don't pass it, then I'll do it again.

Additionally, this test was only worth 10% of my grade for that paper. That leaves me another 90% to make up for it. It's not the end of the world (especially because Frenchy is gone now).

So, if I have to spend a little longer at university then so be it. I shall enjoy the student life while I can, being in classes, being in the library, just being on campus brings me joy. To fail and keep trying shows amazing strength and commitment. There should never be shame in failing. I encourage you all to keep going in these trying times, even with universities closing or going online. Whatever you have in your life, keep it ticking over, keep at it.

All the best to you all \^\^",3.7135714285714254,5.371733597733712,4.469561918251721,85.47274433427766,72.79603399433428,6.9692027519223,26.488162687171197,7.5804360353943165,1.3991749089437475,1412,49,277,17,28,453,185,353,0.09300000000000001,0.759,0.149,0.9654,0,0,0,0,2,0,58.0,0,5,0,14,18,22,1,3,21,0,29,2,0,1,7,51,47,20,0,7,12,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,22,14,0,6,3,2,2,9,8,10,0,8,6,4,22,12,47,27,10,53,0,5,1,0,12,26,0,6,19,195,44,22,0.0,0.0,0.09930520745303137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902060318138152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840354275462688,0.10670651761810034,0.0,0.11496229695607248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609983961257284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067931287618412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765089232849218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013108608780317,0.0,0.0,0.06721295956863722,0.0,0.0,0.0972381230742115,0.0914572849323794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462354303064644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566758301164505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823178487300456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107280511977353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487711369462095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427054029642167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775145439231894,0.0,0.0,0.14375527315920364,0.0994317210263689,0.10199243736472594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679270447607367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848526597884795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837339960753148,0.06895668619950157,0.07739472280229932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101985233380241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961981517141504,0.0,0.09746003793518096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519145771558192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092536927324151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063839245570404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801503498880536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34544919889752324,0.0,0.198813724760042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182453856388477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740840783830986,0.0,0.0,0.07228893234927898,0.0,0.0,0.1310630139019622
anxiety,PurpleAtalanta10,2020/03/19,"I am so utterly in panic mode about COVID19. The economic land is a disaster, this is all by bad politics, the media coverage is almost criminal, what is going to happen? Why are people so selfish they all want to stay at home, go into work, pay for your coffee, go about your day and hopefully the world will not collapse.",5.539838709677419,6.283924758064518,6.822741935483871,73.75411290322583,67.54838709677419,10.716129032258065,31.62903225806452,10.686352973137794,3.6198258064516136,253,10,45,7,4,86,51,62,0.257,0.657,0.085,-0.9362,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,4,4,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,2,8,13,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,32,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834214535139782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363247251102994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253595397762995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825706816139743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502893754908337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839099723992785,0.28112038071707035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33208385276908764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962227599565569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016806157725757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669430168227808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25539757415121433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206054875942644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Daavviidd__,2020/03/19,"Life controlling fear I don’t know if this is the right place, but I really need help. I am 18 years old and I have this fear that is controlling my life. Whenever I hear any noise in my neck for example a random pop or crackle I get mini panic attacks. This fear is literally messing up my life. It usually won’t effect me when I’m at work or doing an activity, but whenever I sit down or lay down it’s the only thing I can focus on, and whenever I do hear a random noise in my neck I immediately get that nervous feeling and a little adrenaline rush/ anxiety/ panic attack. It’s been like this for at least a year and it’s just messing up my head it’s the only thing I can think about whenever I’m just trying to “ relax “ or lay down. I guess my question is does anyone know how to stop this and or who I would have to talk to about this ?",2.827277441659465,3.7739562134831455,5.12977528089888,82.67213915298187,73.94382022471909,8.622990492653411,24.92826274848747,9.057496981413335,1.7849156439066554,658,20,142,14,13,232,94,178,0.17800000000000002,0.753,0.069,-0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,6,12,2,6,8,0,15,6,3,4,0,30,27,15,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,16,5,0,3,6,1,0,1,2,10,0,0,1,3,20,2,18,24,1,21,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,10,7,95,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718443736902509,0.0,0.09807719520981624,0.0,0.0,0.08964457603538765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917055363434372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875877325022494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219388437494277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328019865546301,0.06482477675985421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396462705577053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412332998913886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157628457111442,0.0,0.288994830174406,0.0,0.08593374089096144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409172664074062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27166694637511424,0.06263494764499468,0.12849603544186586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506308198110887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453057024708984,0.0,0.0,0.1950127931280733,0.0,0.30084410036539383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394792282214038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361999707292786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213200976041624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948717451512137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718590873494363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304708034482003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034866304934354,0.08214919131908956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704341939817624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120073302646272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933354531723832,0.0,0.0,0.09107382324819442,0.0,0.0,0.16512084733538068
anxiety,ChaseMayne,2020/03/19,"Is it still a panic attack if it happens in my head? So I was raised in a physically and emotionally abusive household and from a young age, I learned to contain my emotions to avoid getting beaten. I could seem perfectly normal, performing various tasks while visualizing a melt down. Often I have full blown panic attacks where I outwardly breakdown but most of the time, it happens in my head.

An example would be when I work, I program and when I run into issues, I begin to panic but an onlooker would just see my typing away at my computer, and in my head, I'm often screaming or crying, grabbing my hair or even hurting myself, my heart races and it puts me on the verge of tears, alot of the time, I can't think or hear people calling my name cause all I can hear is me yelling at myself in my head, or screaming in pain as I hurt myself. It feels real, it feels awful, it feels like I'm about to die, or pass out, or scream or physically pull my hair out. And to avoid it getting worse, I have to imagine a other voice telling me to breathe and calm down. 

Despite what I feel, I feel awful when I discuss my ""panic attacks"", especially to my psychiatrist, it feels like I'm lying, like it's not real cause it's in my head so it's imaginary. I feel like an idiot when it happens which just worsens it till I'm physically a mess.

I'm guess I'm wondering if anyone else is in the same boat, or if what I'm feeling is valid.",4.7671762452107265,5.010308162068967,6.1147126436781605,79.91877394636016,69.10344827586206,8.651340996168582,30.938697318007666,8.515128840125781,2.2724329501915714,1117,43,225,16,18,379,143,290,0.26899999999999996,0.67,0.061,-0.997,0,2,0,0,1,3,34.0,0,0,0,4,14,24,5,6,14,2,13,10,9,2,2,59,41,29,1,7,16,0,11,4,0,2,1,7,0,0,18,10,0,3,13,0,0,4,2,18,0,0,1,19,37,6,32,36,6,37,0,2,1,0,6,21,0,18,16,154,55,6,0.0,0.09920159421213176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058543151284401775,0.08578715982493683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857511647650053,0.07866331341712328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549358574542923,0.0,0.0,0.17201928775303796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668483814341139,0.0,0.09196905652779787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689434763644792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994231202126093,0.18836091446655875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530021953030558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386749655735203,0.1794415685081123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748673679251365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223360528441693,0.0,0.2221158203191541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42963504730311264,0.0,0.18873052683780356,0.09921568831041634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926078449023075,0.0,0.0,0.0873881694458812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636171368237159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203368276977609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890903448397821,0.3929375866256187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058045051795969776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416773422541687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059698823858054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671876527139503,0.07622098680793897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686367503019784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318019606993964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364822667448658,0.0,0.0,0.09764258339220123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079725277891218,0.06095350992693663,0.0,0.08532392557216559,0.11895306661639354,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArianWater,2020/03/19,"(F/27) I’m pretty sure I’m insecure. My constant nagging is driving my (M/26) boyfriend away. I just wanna relax. 
70+ days lurking, I need some advice. Hey y’all. So I have an all to common fear that my boyfriend wants out. Every other day it’s something that I have a problem with, little issues at that. I feel so inadequate. I don’t look good enough, dress good enough, I’m worried about other women. He assures though, I’ve met his friends and his family knows me. We live together. I’m just still not convinced. We’ve been involved since 2016, we’ve see a lot of stuff together. There’s been deployments, deaths, accidents, many mistakes and lessons. (TL;DR) Naturally I overthink, having a disorder is hard. I just wanna feel comfortable again. I would like the negativity the stop. It’s ruining my relationship. How can I better myself?",1.7987066593285659,4.60244678481013,3.295459548706664,83.67125206384152,90.64556962025316,6.038965327462852,24.591084204733075,7.423996415210882,1.7427052283984588,664,28,117,13,23,217,110,158,0.21600000000000005,0.62,0.16399999999999998,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,0,2,11,16,1,2,6,0,10,0,0,1,3,27,22,6,1,7,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,5,20,10,9,18,5,12,0,1,2,0,11,4,0,2,8,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074414396983872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454994200483238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548384811072695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776235322576722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217335781904825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852732003906728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33993785813650057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859545453968702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507272596867674,0.1851043735322884,0.16634881628467746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708964159664846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759438361330692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473566159136217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169168107822774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040301267748352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036471484812127,0.16486877750627218,0.14525348464517093,0.0,0.13813568891720165,0.0,0.0,0.1398491009934935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667737027841657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197212200601085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735214883463975,0.0,0.15740100132934556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660775459312095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108246850282773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607326220707686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266374958285066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136717294567454,0.13752649782742912,0.0,0.0,0.1883092166955963,0.0,0.0,0.15503607008065365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161704440559765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702433869020713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705425124953824,0.0,0.11685364338377052,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kamezc12,2020/03/19,"1st full blown anxiety attack In years Tw: OD

I work at a medical office. I work at the reception so most of the patient contact I have is just to check them in. Today a patient came in stating that his gf had overdosed. This woman was blue when the triage staff got to her. I had to cal 911 and I didn’t even know what to say other than repeating our address. 

I panicked. Couldn’t stop shivering. Couldn’t stop crying. I called my husband freaking out but I heard him with our daughter and I hung up. Today was tough and it’s only going to get worse before it gets better.",0.5853846153846156,3.020766512820515,2.3784957264957285,91.9026153846154,89.0,4.82940170940171,20.620512820512825,6.42735559955562,0.3755702564102568,450,15,91,5,15,148,86,117,0.161,0.805,0.034,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,3,4,4,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,14,16,6,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,6,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,8,3,16,1,15,6,2,18,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,1,7,61,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337803192946002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296308804897584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172963297673972,0.0,0.0,0.1888824960271845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807560033749904,0.24426354601529798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23459312227812584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141058869711891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223159696499409,0.0,0.12137494485172386,0.0,0.17080889480489744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737073843348017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514610171111195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242718949176624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983690636392387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571028470425325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404872745281026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31095837551076344,0.0,0.2176428340215792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753002933284975
anxiety,vfjs,2020/03/19,Acid reflux making my esophagus hurt and burp a lot keeps making me anxious with this virus. I’ve felt like I’ve had gas built up in my lower esophagus all day and have been trying to get rid of it. But then I think about how close that is to my lungs and start panicking.,5.835789473684213,4.820356087719301,6.104210526315793,85.13947368421054,67.0701754385965,9.705263157894738,26.017543859649123,8.841846274778883,1.4767122807017543,215,4,48,3,3,69,47,57,0.172,0.787,0.040999999999999995,-0.7906,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,3,1,14,11,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,1,7,8,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778472818989592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215700561967323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211363299217366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747427860861279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580488890801599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972855257932415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634014216795995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28434795004420954,0.0,0.0,0.4465124638224721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23673418991637596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430998437884607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270779973846155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mlgattracing,2020/03/19,"Coronavirus got me scared I had to walk into a Home Depot and I wasn’t wearing a mask, now i’m kinda scared i caught the virus just by breathing it in. I know it’s not what the WHO suggests but idk not wearing a mask and being in a store with not that much circulation kinda scared me into thinking i now might have CV. I was only in there for 5-10 mins and my state enforced less than 50 people in a confined area but idk. I need some support rn",0.541875000000001,2.5541444375,2.5352500000000013,93.98475000000002,83.79166666666666,4.673333333333334,20.016666666666666,5.6839178017228535,-0.17258833333333312,350,10,78,2,10,117,65,96,0.124,0.836,0.04,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,7,0,6,3,3,0,0,20,13,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,10,1,11,6,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,3,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031135219020446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512262957074555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764324949252654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656926575554901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841128835155556,0.1857088466763868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904819418023504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736336230136039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7522459740445601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842128114719112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048113797002325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deevahine_advocate,2020/03/19,"Please help me. Got no one to talk about this. Please. I'm a 20 year old female in second year of uni. I've been depressed for the past four years and a half, and I started my meds last February. I'd gotten significantly better, but an incident in August took me back to square one, and I got all my old symptoms back. 
Before I started taking meds, long story short, I thought the whole world hated me and my family and friends would be happy if I offed myself. I'd constantly ask my parents why they'd given birth to me if they were so critical of everything I did, and I'd constantly ask my friends why they'd ever be friends with someone as wretched as me. 
Yesterday, I was feeling really low, and there was an argument at home and I was crying as I asked yet again why they'd given birth to a worthless shit like me. I was sitting on the floor by the dining table, with my head in my hands. And my mother lost her temper and hit me repeatedly while asking me to die, and then she dragged me across the floor and threw me into my room. And at this point, I was crying really really loud because of the physical and emotional pain. To shut me up, she slapped her hand over my mouth and I couldn't breathe for a moment. I know people say horrible stuff to each other when they're angry and they don't mean it, and I'm honestly fine about the stuff my parents said yesterday when they were mad. But I cannot, no matter how hard I try, get the physical abuse out of my mind. I feel horribly shameful, I feel like I've lost all my dignity, and I just want to die, anything, absolutely anything to avoid the burning feeling of shame in my mind. What do I do?",5.122210682492582,5.072849255192877,6.072894658753711,81.53462388724039,68.31750741839761,9.469970326409497,29.609643916913942,9.255337874911486,2.29798765578635,1297,43,270,23,20,431,178,337,0.254,0.619,0.127,-0.9958,2,1,0,0,2,1,36.0,0,0,6,3,13,22,4,3,15,0,20,9,6,1,3,46,50,31,2,5,5,3,7,2,3,1,2,3,2,0,7,23,1,1,7,0,0,2,5,13,0,5,20,11,55,9,37,22,4,51,0,5,1,0,24,20,1,2,30,177,62,0,0.0,0.10472698200025853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547388506650527,0.0,0.33052861831818625,0.0,0.0,0.13593198080740646,0.0,0.053881356060083416,0.0,0.07521286672954014,0.0,0.0,0.07817323883031146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103507467275302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418320449510584,0.0,0.0,0.07612965818793603,0.0,0.18346847856873635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942617482894794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995327004858703,0.0,0.0,0.07943869071551495,0.0,0.08332565711343032,0.0,0.17876933987427115,0.06314540293597094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048682867770724,0.0,0.04617981183718943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138615074213165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940921567872839,0.07917953833799278,0.08726623030445874,0.09071302174716613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059245549695119325,0.0,0.08866177210354484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048576501053490616,0.07204915579699794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636518938611777,0.0,0.0,0.07822183496489972,0.0,0.0,0.19297493644218425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628196566128873,0.19636138838839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784961881349092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549960707983168,0.0,0.11978988599583193,0.0,0.09405255041044147,0.0,0.1962919305579091,0.0,0.08437768098292303,0.06127807867322749,0.0,0.0,0.19405003031513285,0.08355655021986189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987353333058156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407855759265273,0.07029079624973532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073044591426496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489204931261402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512494038385466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236942536039948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187042726323408,0.06645782640900215,0.07104404924315504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017130809114906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820387242510216,0.06001059858584806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213435648890668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927304832407545,0.09868360527400807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278929167091504,0.0,0.0,0.17075962128056482
anxiety,bttlckr4206919,2020/03/19,"I just need someone to tell me it's going to be okay Using a throwaway because I got made fun of by my classmates since they found my main account. I (M20) am a college student studying in the US. I'm a long way from home and I have severe anxiety disorder. 2020 has been the toughest year of my life by far. I don't like talking to my parents because having an anxiety disorder is considered a taboo in my family and they shame me constantly for it. I have no one to talk to. All of my friends ghosted me. No girlfriends/boyfriend either. I tried to see a therapist on campus because my condition had gotten so severe that it had started to affect my daily routine. I was never able to talk to someone about my issues (which keep on increasing unnecessarily) and I thought I was making progress (even thought I was seeing her once every three weeks) when college shut down. My parents try to emotionally manipulate me everyday. I am spending too much time with my thoughts and it's absolutely driving me insane. All of my past mistakes, my abusive relationships, my current issues are haunting me and I want it to stop. I want to move past this because I am trying my absolute best to build a better future for myself. But that's all I think I'm doing. I am trying but I am not getting the results I'm hoping for. Every time I deal with an issue, 4 more take its place. I just want to know if there's an end to this misery. Has anyone ever dealt with this kind of pressure and anxiety and made it out with a happy ending? I have no one to talk to and I just want to know if it ever gets better. 

I got a call today from my therapist asking me if I wanted to talk to her over the phone and it was genuinely the sweetest thing anyone had ever done for me. The feeling was so overwhelming that I just couldn't say anything. I told her that I was working on a few assignments and would call her back. As soon as I hung up, I started crying. I haven't cried in years and I just couldn't hold it back this time. I had no idea there was so much I was holding back. It scared me. Now I just want to move on. I want to get over my past. Is it possible?",2.1180377574370723,4.068529588100688,3.927042906178489,86.3662622997712,78.06178489702519,6.475263157894738,25.57030892448513,7.461004344511776,1.3328956979405038,1678,64,339,23,40,565,206,437,0.12300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.087,-0.9249,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,2,5,23,15,0,4,18,1,35,1,0,7,7,70,74,22,1,16,13,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,22,16,0,5,9,0,2,5,10,5,0,3,24,4,69,10,54,46,11,51,0,1,2,0,24,15,0,4,31,255,91,6,0.07103164144160617,0.08416087992833929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630170338420292,0.0,0.0,0.09933395052779484,0.0,0.058452988618353185,0.0,0.0664049961811372,0.0,0.0,0.16385684324110306,0.0,0.17320091732377368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454332538894277,0.12564342905997222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506249545099176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675996994544924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560498454693597,0.0,0.07323050333738683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628168299697917,0.0,0.0,0.07269003085391977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990103602424542,0.1258259020181944,0.0,0.0,0.04691572925681552,0.19275655896645455,0.11969444296825565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696230989694775,0.0,0.035915732174899004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788252852171865,0.05487886997617994,0.0,0.11133330279106317,0.0,0.04036891875608418,0.0,0.11362098504957632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561450314259538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125052793196886,0.07055044727473701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018607718646134,0.0,0.22241573719566524,0.0,0.06313618662007983,0.0,0.07396852391795175,0.07807426499680051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050171749005409126,0.03470247206157148,0.0,0.0,0.06286076744041996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344237132105737,0.04741417223200736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150990787139918,0.1044328589299908,0.05266906209029037,0.054783980841560234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564637991331814,0.0962657571083236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774446358575792,0.0,0.2034232174613217,0.0,0.0,0.07421294699225826,0.0,0.0,0.08007750302516699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626140005855972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648721227569351,0.07111506465308608,0.0,0.11320604346268127,0.0,0.0,0.16049107295223006,0.0,0.058758107821225786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036975857416796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055312282044188,0.0,0.0,0.05938563283154236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053406954367238815,0.2854627138000327,0.062084785466293625,0.0,0.0,0.16494642095398118,0.04719026631666951,0.04551420770380751,0.0,0.16917356697987693,0.12425736403778875,0.0,0.06732969057481045,0.06787377739157498,0.0,0.19290328759779826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544231875891937,0.061348531864767485,0.0,0.0,0.2932741174204081,0.056381610725586624,0.05697729820189375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171188095225585,0.0,0.0,0.05045884008276216,0.0,0.0,0.0914840964491006
anxiety,bridenice,2020/03/19,"Anyone else just all of a sudden developed a fear of choking while eating? Hey guys, so I’ve always loved food and always down to try new dishes, but I’ve been having trouble eating normally lately. 2 weeks ago I was eating calamari and I wasn’t able to chew it well so it went down my throat very quickly which gave me an anxiety attack, since then, I’ve had trouble eating solid foods as I feel as though there’s something stuck in my throat even when I’m not eating.   This is the 3rd time something like this happened but it’s new for me to develop this kind of fear. I’ve been doing my best to combat it by preparing and pushing myself to eat normal food but everytime I eat, my body reacts with fear. My hands get very clammy and I start to feel like there’s something stuck in my throat even when I’m just eating rice.   When I’m distracted I don’t feel anything but when I focus on how I swallow that’s when I start feeling it again. Anyone having the same issue? If yes how are you treating it?",2.842045911047343,4.519283482926832,3.9636728837876634,88.12309899569584,75.14634146341461,6.1893830703012895,22.30272596843616,6.794906146795322,0.5943572453371582,794,21,159,7,17,258,115,205,0.17,0.7190000000000001,0.111,-0.9187,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,20,14,1,4,5,1,11,20,5,3,1,24,27,23,0,3,8,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,5,14,0,4,0,0,2,3,7,1,0,9,5,19,7,19,18,3,25,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,20,99,30,0,0.08430267102497474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472923133153521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402931512778995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449131258754802,0.0,0.0,0.11789277543079188,0.08637804889383717,0.06937391520046217,0.0,0.0,0.095906458619649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847045217922801,0.0,0.0,0.09364126283197527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6901014291475428,0.07042406415889223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113622382691391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28459182732228844,0.17050385392829215,0.0602258450247121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058173733004512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404466614611795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347289836178279,0.0745485735735386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879900860285278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778825902797635,0.0,0.0,0.09509708488205862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237205354081666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608645199606727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628400899982283,0.0,0.0,0.1651974369052255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973604063162396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470094443266514,0.0,0.0,0.11933972890988725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282694625399799,0.0,0.04915756541878466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723597985329602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911706497108636,0.0,0.0,0.06762251763750765,0.0,0.0757982255952326,0.07814942063247106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmparitoChi,2020/03/19,"Writing anxiety has me in tears... Hello. First of, thank you to anyone who takes the time to respond to this. I appreciate it.

I'm a sophomore college student, and I've been tasked with writing a 12 page research essay for my honors composition course.

There were no other guidelines given for this paper. The assignment was simply to write a research essay about whatever subject I want to talk about. So I chose to write my essay about the health, economic, and geopolitical benefits of genetic engineering.

For the past 10 days, I've been working on the research component so much that I'm burnt out. I'm tired, and I literally can't bring myself to look up anything on genetic engineering anymore.

I just came to a realization yesterday that I've picked a topic that is so insanely difficult, I don't think I'll be able to complete it.

I had a friend recommend me to just try out ""free writing"", where you essentially type and never press backspace for any reason. Just get all of your ideas on paper and go with it.

I've been free-writing for about an hour now and I'm up to 3 pages of rambling nonsense. As someone who suffers from OCD, the mental anguish I'm experiencing right now has me in tears.

I've messaged my teacher over and over for the past week about this and he's encouraging me to stay in the course. He's telling me all I need to do is write SOMETHING, so he can give me some feedback, but I can't. I can't even describe what keeps me from writing. It's like this part of me that yells ""NO, NO, NO"" at everything I type and I can't shake it off.

If I don't pass this class, there is a good chance my acceptance to a prestigious school will be revoked.

I just don't know what to do anymore.",4.099176470588237,5.4047152705882375,5.2275294117647055,81.80688235294119,71.29411764705883,8.381176470588235,30.364705882352943,8.841846274778883,2.408949411764706,1352,57,269,25,25,447,172,340,0.069,0.8320000000000001,0.1,0.8443,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,3,19,13,0,2,17,0,24,2,0,2,3,40,43,16,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,19,14,0,1,5,0,1,5,12,4,0,1,8,4,30,10,50,32,7,33,0,1,1,0,23,16,0,2,12,176,49,14,0.1584749321482306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776838819777727,0.0,0.12123288932843232,0.0,0.3143290984129603,0.11080935728374762,0.0,0.13041136621867366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125310417393606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615795124566154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022032209315783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467119807122503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242705049221574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479869632832833,0.0,0.0,0.12243733946365674,0.0,0.0827966112358372,0.15202359530886633,0.09006495599608395,0.13292125429370658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845144225165015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606588582187972,0.0,0.0,0.17889890876031406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085980117664204,0.0,0.0,0.08709367823114719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742284696960612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307903007295546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970545790358118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649730948834595,0.11750715415933903,0.122225637342387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161290824713352,0.3025645090956595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293862421105884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533672616227072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038509190684586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427529573860306,0.12200174515238528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891319190934698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915342652681962,0.12737614753700954,0.13851407576293592,0.14590242574347329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154433758328577,0.0,0.0,0.09240800735727864,0.1821436219001064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759407636089548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934726209249376,0.0,0.12711903150876191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537163803124435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zoozla,2020/03/19,"Free coaching to help process emotions These are difficult times and we need to come together and help each other. I just lost my day job and I now have time to help anyone who's struggling to process their emotions.

I've been practicing life coaching for 10 years and working on an app that helps release emotions for the past year. I've gone through some serious shit with this app and it's helping me process the emotional barrage that's going on right now.

I'm offering free online coaching sessions to teach you how to use the app (which is free as well) to process and release the anger, fear, grief and apathy that arise during these times. The only thing I ask in return is honest feedback.

The app seems to work best for people who've gone to therapy before or who have (or had) a mindfulness practice of some sort. If you've never explored your emotional world before, it might not be the right thing for you (but we can still try). A unique attribute of the process is that I don't need to know any of your story - our stories vary widely but our emotions are very similar and with this we go straight to the core.

There's a calendar link on my profile if you want to  set up a video call and you can reply here or PM me with any questions.

(I'm cross posting this to a few relevant subs with the hopes that the mods will overlook my transgression)",7.211015037593984,6.537154687969924,6.547819548872184,81.959022556391,64.15037593984961,9.705263157894738,35.16541353383459,8.841846274778883,2.786123308270677,1081,43,214,14,14,332,151,266,0.063,0.825,0.11199999999999999,0.8847,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,5,6,1,4,8,15,2,2,17,0,15,2,1,3,1,45,31,18,1,6,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,18,0,0,5,4,3,7,3,8,1,0,5,0,21,10,31,23,5,31,0,2,0,0,23,10,1,12,12,133,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514178399471444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694775827914916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289187826377014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910280255088442,0.0,0.10427633319212844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146170049701728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559324294512947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640815263069152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6706264050916371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181206635896948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129416430203906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330077993217062,0.0,0.0,0.09869082051933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986033863139811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460782724716305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018369503671107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846748699194166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054094465084365,0.10032926203572062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735421686080788,0.07663560231608735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557075999002548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485413166250677,0.06888645047820334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516319548339447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113103623046766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697125374094685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045720644028164,0.0,0.0,0.1019956647575016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935217725274236,0.0,0.0,0.10387677271011853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363133422959412,0.0,0.1320259837668102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381975148511453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746159829350977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581854802156866,0.0,0.08198566336163697,0.05860743098094452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934012241203808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467627517376544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797424951640632
anxiety,graveyard666,2020/03/19,I feel weird like life isn’t real right now Not sure if this is normal or not. I also can’t seem to be able to think straight and it’s to physically move.,3.6031428571428568,2.8359791714285727,5.057857142857143,89.96964285714287,71.57142857142857,8.142857142857144,23.214285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.4487142857142854,121,2,31,1,2,41,29,35,0.10800000000000001,0.763,0.129,0.1872,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,7,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,18,4,0,0.3356754670222489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684395497014865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972760204572038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709750946074915,0.16399407756430345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567698983199992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32889068703180324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38207217018345735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866650147374091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30558633808820146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163701551124942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150872852865577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adgjlzcbmqetuop09876,2020/03/19,greeting people does anyone else stay locked in their room until their guests leave? I’ve had guests over all day and i haven’t left my room once. I haven’t eaten and i’m starving but i’d rather starve then go downstairs and say hi to my moms friend. Keep in mind i don’t have any problem with this person and it happens with any one that comes to our house. my mom tells me i need to “grow up” and i get nervous bc what if i’m just being lazy and that’s why i don’t wanna go down? But i seriously would rather starve then to go down and make small talk for a minute bc it gives me the worlds worst anxiety. i’m just wondering if this is normal and other people do this too??,0.9969162561576326,2.8749129724137963,2.121009852216748,98.30318965517245,81.34482758620689,4.970443349753695,16.564039408866993,5.773587663045528,-0.7794236453201973,531,9,126,3,14,168,91,145,0.203,0.757,0.04,-0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,1,1,29,25,15,0,9,8,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,9,11,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,4,0,1,2,1,15,1,15,21,2,21,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,3,4,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722689964883735,0.0,0.12780822854571774,0.0,0.0,0.1168193527282688,0.17118314035506693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391616456737152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077464431582112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620423825282208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956569537826186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907800475089956,0.0,0.08728727221020742,0.16026893791947655,0.2848494961311097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773960626262286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277655363810506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849965023036402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690319501161195,0.18152223676465734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152064084554664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869325298624324,0.3913411454935855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388041972560228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369330165584553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779242865255389,0.11321107612793893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165085005223135,0.1458792348522328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986359660897345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328609109052682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780745798893818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428468022056084,0.1460266991076018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075484914824638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118048083215532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868186066430787,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluegloriana,2020/03/19,"I don't tell my friends anymore about my anxiety I developed anxiety in college. Now I am almost out of college, but I still get anxious now and then. I feel like I have spoken about feeling anxious to my best friends so many times that they may be bored of it. (Not that they have ever made me feel that way, but because I feel bad dumping it on them all the time, especially if they don't understand what it feels like). Nowadays I just wait for it to go and I don't text anyone about it. Dunno if that's a good thing or not. Another reason is that while I'm making a conscious effort to keep calmer and believe in my strengths, and while my triggers are very specific, I feel like people I know now think of me as an always-worried person and are always telling me to chill, even if I am calm. I dunno. It's all mixed up.",4.139860962566843,4.558984023529412,5.083155080213904,86.14510695187168,70.52941176470588,7.828877005347593,29.572192513368982,7.686295010490155,1.7015882352941176,644,24,137,7,11,211,100,170,0.127,0.721,0.152,0.8172,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,3,11,12,1,0,4,0,12,0,0,4,3,38,28,16,0,3,9,0,6,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,2,11,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,6,25,9,17,25,3,17,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,8,13,98,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003705511928466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163643103181589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664228135995128,0.2139658862148608,0.315975703683896,0.13869112680067497,0.0977846130016952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676680839084262,0.08524972872847136,0.0,0.0,0.1575602258753903,0.146761307413775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236794479016187,0.1265000564387374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242665416286645,0.29972121329345075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609163972954226,0.0,0.07306453882605113,0.0,0.07947854840940849,0.11729743524752287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243028701112581,0.0,0.0,0.0768565203290462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496725134032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232707150682382,0.0933492820504556,0.14178339967617032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695263753327447,0.12210942957533699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378650596003326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116823820251209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444657315190971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929084548576626,0.08960862147831845,0.0,0.0,0.16309238604373014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558616368342414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538882098941858,0.0,0.1110044240850169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202190919254132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PhobicFox,2020/03/19,"Positive Post I’ve been having borderline attacks for the last couple of weeks due to COVID-19 and the fear of social collapse, and reading the messages from people on here have helped me so much. And I joined about 5 seconds ago. Here’s to a speedy recovery for every nation and everyone. Thanks y’all!",5.9397368421052645,7.395939421052635,5.7008333333333345,79.57125,67.0701754385965,8.50701754385965,31.793859649122812,8.841846274778883,2.7314596491228063,245,10,42,4,4,76,47,57,0.154,0.741,0.105,-0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,9,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,28,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799814563175115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31827737911903664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095588368334371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357172658015145,0.2673310611522013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148176609532247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875231178092444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804889818905805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056622459351879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193956447788861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679411586468139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798444921629681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285189041907277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257573507041349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441364213491316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iloveireland1234567,2020/03/19,"I screwed up. It's been a bad night. Hey everyone, how y'all doing tonight?

I came here because I just wanted to talk. I screwed up big time at work. I had a meltdown. 

I've had a very mild cold for the past few days, but in the past few hours my cough has gotten worse. I was at work (I deliver pizza), so I told my manager I should probably leave immediately just in case I had the coronavirus. I mean, I honestly thought I didn't for the past few days because I had no fever, just an occasional cough which I usually get when the weather changes. But given just how much people are freaking out about it, I've begun to get paranoid myself. Mental health wise I've struggled with anxiety and OCD, and I'm on the Autism spectrum. I get overwhelmed in high-stress scenarios, or when there's loud noises or stressful social situations.

She told me to go wash some dishes first but I was like that's probably not a good idea. But she insisted and then one of my other managers started yelling at me and we argued lightly, but then one of the other managers just started shouting at me about how terrible of an employee I was and I clamped my ears because I was overwhelmed, and he went on about how I never should've gotten this job if I can't handle the sensory input.  Soon he just starts swearing and shouting at me more and I huddled on the ground and closed my ears because I was so overwhelmed and anxious and I didn't know what to do. He calls the main manager on the phone and starts ranting about me, and that's when I run out of the building and screamed. There's just been so much shit piling up in my life I couldn't take it anymore.

One of my coworkers came outside and comforted me. I cried. She said I didn't do anything wrong and that the manager was totally out of line for treating me like that. But I felt bad because I overreacted and I should've gotten a grip on myself. One of the customers witnessed the incident too, he asked if I was okay and wished the best of luck to me.

I drove away and stopped in an empty park. I got a message from my Top Manager to call her ASAP, but I ignored it because I really really didn't want to talk to anyone at work. Then...I called a helpline, because I really needed to talk to someone. That helped a bit.

I went home and took my temperature, it was just 97.8. And all the phlegm I have coughed up was clear. Part of me is paranoid that it's still the dreaded virus.

I might not have a job anymore. I don't know how to break that to my parents, because I've lost jobs before and they'll get pretty upset. They charge me rent (I'm 21 and not in college. My sisters never got charged rent since they went to college).  I'm afraid my mom will start worrying about my mental health and then Dad will get mad at me for fucking everything up.

I've just...I've fucked up so many things. This shit has happened before where I get overwhelmed and I have a meltdown and I just end up digging a deeper hole for myself. I keep on going through these dark patches of depression, where I think about running away or just ending it all together, to get me out of this shitty life. I feel so alone all the time. And if I do reach out I feel like a self-pitying loser.

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If you've read this far, thank you. And...that's about all I had to say.",3.0702550559258834,4.57010856137725,4.040142356795844,88.54546322449444,74.16467065868264,7.017557338153884,27.274432267540394,7.6368930633389525,1.4378449553722743,2581,98,542,33,53,833,285,668,0.182,0.735,0.083,-0.9973,7,1,0,1,1,1,80.0,1,2,3,8,38,39,8,9,34,1,39,19,4,5,8,98,92,57,0,10,27,4,4,3,0,5,9,9,3,0,24,37,2,3,9,1,2,11,13,27,0,5,39,15,89,12,74,47,16,83,0,7,0,4,35,40,6,10,34,360,113,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067686242066026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081020293376654,0.07941133392263185,0.0,0.0,0.049995045976919714,0.07383055361172224,0.12962569657534434,0.04569650152497543,0.0,0.05378014403626366,0.0,0.061096452786466776,0.0,0.1228030313592958,0.0,0.10913444301520428,0.31870980427375,0.0,0.11122157916510626,0.0,0.06858418827024138,0.0,0.07134880639697272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001988799208631,0.14949338132305198,0.0,0.0,0.06913505721310885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178746001315485,0.08429486021109274,0.0,0.056288645634327734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576713687324786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062447816795770834,0.058735273712934674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608911862985442,0.04668836421838754,0.06274935445823518,0.0,0.0,0.05558942839600439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083602553620215,0.2390105759154432,0.0,0.07428349915401118,0.05481519294422337,0.1045379044928726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057791649972440864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893486572664834,0.0,0.0,0.043804895904918,0.06904928103177219,0.06555462338905928,0.0,0.06435977217333942,0.0,0.0,0.07377584761229512,0.0,0.0,0.1945590050212444,0.058088958162563424,0.0,0.0,0.07183285775973118,0.0,0.0,0.06919963971573145,0.0,0.0,0.0923218453612129,0.09578486866109068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134077619845619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625792280229198,0.0,0.07118883198852471,0.0,0.0,0.13172137948512924,0.06932945476205407,0.0,0.07654091909510223,0.0,0.0,0.09608429488599757,0.04845859574374885,0.10080888762679742,0.0,0.0,0.061329583998035474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771401738531491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256703355199819,0.07077118499423699,0.18716117334597773,0.04530770448324893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664877350155952,0.14092368184727014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537092062021563,0.0,0.12560086762364464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062165892326680815,0.051971515643597976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817767722720944,0.0,0.13416831337151333,0.0540608714219215,0.0734597744530914,0.0,0.06661939306427055,0.05537358402660416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23128678089872445,0.0,0.052191177976389315,0.05463823087331808,0.14972382001827922,0.06832139104210118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049137499489742664,0.15758536452654345,0.0,0.06016847840215856,0.0,0.0,0.043417785465006534,0.04187571420836873,0.0,0.051883168647483054,0.0762159938949699,0.0,0.0,0.12489563359154167,0.07260984886086443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197735543446925,0.053923263307455865,0.07709406261967988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817493110697397,0.0,0.0,0.07515299509215119,0.0,0.0,0.14273380053275314,0.06636938257233146,0.0666005298567555,0.0,0.07145350326640397,0.07941133392263185,0.0
anxiety,UnicornSwatTeam,2020/03/19,"Unusually low anxiety towards the virus Weird post here.
So I have had pretty bad anxiety for many years and I have recently came to the realization that for some reason, I am not overly anxious about the virus compared to others. Looking back, I find it so bizarre that I had anxiety over the stupidest things in my life but when an actual ""threat"" is present, I am relatively fine. Don't get me wrong, I do think the virus does cause some anxiety throughout the day but it is short lived. To make matters worse, I work in the public safety sector so I have been near the ""front line"" of this pandemic. I normally get through virus anxiety by doing a little CBT exercise in my head. Very strange mind I have. 

Also, I have developed over the last few months a pretty intense eye tic, most likely as a result of stress. The mind is powerful. I am just ready for life to return to a somewhat normal state.",4.581129390840374,6.141042364161852,5.3560693641618515,80.36468652734551,70.44508670520231,9.022498888394843,28.914628723877282,9.466822959209583,2.631028812805692,711,27,134,16,13,231,111,173,0.156,0.7,0.14400000000000002,0.1764,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,1,1,15,0,17,5,2,4,0,21,23,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,4,2,16,2,22,19,5,24,0,1,2,0,1,11,0,4,10,94,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.13299150438658533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108984609865186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212765156263333,0.1539597893409237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479239168223756,0.11378971871742913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587022154405986,0.0,0.13999908228620372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789057027036773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926123498217735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245592147006418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240336677536625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986457710900094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108796193223992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251991442633454,0.06658046693723718,0.13659029600844386,0.12033944063900795,0.0,0.1144424973844006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096924625567086,0.1381684863214735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752117985733141,0.0,0.10877893600263894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670547112324825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052041675361034,0.2772954332860625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401205213538856,0.13456196430720185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561104899101875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053965840478942,0.08732395766564513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244686451969037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921486785999592,0.0,0.1388829291551182,0.0,0.14900289612375214,0.0,0.08776109448492887
anxiety,iimingmingbabyclub,2020/03/19,"I'm really worried about corona I'm a junior now, and I just want life to resume. I thought things would be back to normal by april, but now im hearing corona in the U.S. hasn't even peaked yet. I just want things to be normal by my senior year. DAMN IT!",1.0259999999999998,2.676906872727276,2.860000000000003,94.15000000000002,80.27272727272728,5.127272727272729,16.454545454545453,5.6839178017228535,-0.6519818181818184,198,3,45,1,5,66,39,55,0.128,0.8220000000000001,0.05,-0.7259,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,10,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,7,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586218431011524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682827849488245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017428723033552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891863921896003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891004178393968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246226877933209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715099783494328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355726051227456,0.0,0.0,0.2125418709230628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158194985656764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718853360668088,0.0,0.19018248182483946,0.0,0.0,0.1724046022625151
anxiety,Ecubor,2020/03/19,"Working through anxiety, depression, negative emotions Hi, I thought I'd share for you something I wrote today. I have been working through anxiety through a lot of my life. It comes and goes through the years. I feel I have more control over how I feel though, as I grow older. It's not a quick process either, is the thing. Anyways I wrote this short essay out today, hope you can find something for you in there.

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This feeling of anxiety and worry continues to grow on me. I let the depression and fears get the better of me. Before I know it, I feel like I am where I was a few weeks or months ago again. Back into that fearful place. 

With so much going on in the world right now, it's hard to look anywhere without seeing the signs we are in a scary situation. I feel like I can be doing so much more than I am right now, but I just feel helpless and I end up not even being able to help myself right now. 

Looking within myself, I feel my heart beating stronger than usual. I feel a little shaky and a constant sense of threat to me in my nervous system. I wonder to myself if I have the virus or I'm going to get it by going outside. It's important to stay strong in myself and my thoughts. When I have thoughts of confidence and optimism, I all of a sudden start to feel better. Physically, emotionally and mentally. Listening to my favourite song right now, thinking of my happiest moments in my life. Those memories, they last forever and I can delve into a few of them and bring back that feeling. Finding those memories, and imagining my body is actually back there in that moment. 

When I start to think of the strongest people I know or have known in my life. Or people I have never seen but know of from online. I see their strength and will power, and understand that this power doesn't come from no where. The strongest people have gone through the biggest fears.

I start to imagine who I want to become. I want to be stronger. I want to be balanced in my body and my mind. To be in control of my mind. To have the strength and will to be able to carry out the things I want in my life. To be in control of how I feel. I want to feel happy emotions, emotions that are for the benefit of this world. At the same time, it's okay to feel things like depression, anxiety, and fear. They are part of who I am and they are here for me to grow into who I want to become. 

I will not despair. I will smile in the face of my troubles. Knowing that I'm going to overcome this. Knowing at the same time, it's not going to happen in a single night. It's going to take some time. At the same time, I'm going to carry with me my sense of strength and power. Because that is what will keep me going. Not only strength and power, but accepting of myself and accepting that I don't feel perfectly normal in this moment. Accepting that I may have made some mistakes, and understanding why I made these mistakes and doing better in the future.

I'm going to go for a run now. Exercise in any way makes me feel better, and running for me is what helps, followed by some light stretching and releasing over my whole body. If I don't have time to run a walk is helpful too. If not a walk, I can do some home strengthening like push ups and sit ups. It gets the blood flowing and warms my body up. I can do some stretching after.

Some entertainment is also really good for me. TV shows and movies are something I'm really into. So I'm going to do a bit of work for school and then relax and watch some movies and tv shows. Maybe have a good snack to go along with it.",2.8043621973929262,4.524767825418998,3.9458435754189938,88.02741527001864,75.35474860335195,6.784506517690875,25.201489757914338,7.554174236665415,1.2062589199255125,2777,95,571,36,60,903,268,716,0.08900000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.193,0.9978,5,0,3,0,0,0,135.0,1,3,5,21,29,42,1,6,33,1,54,13,7,8,3,138,132,51,0,13,19,0,17,4,0,6,5,2,1,0,37,43,1,4,36,8,0,27,13,15,0,0,11,26,86,27,110,107,23,121,0,5,6,0,20,49,0,19,45,420,123,4,0.10228294150862086,0.0,0.0499066982103601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533382812392275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040897815685317584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03477795382868909,0.0,0.15649234058674558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797390270640792,0.0,0.031175365893857686,0.1129634729336814,0.043517624864613316,0.0,0.0,0.1809218996585967,0.05583324053890969,0.2272265799549544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810769735909084,0.0,0.05526576154507312,0.17207852429545006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214422146706914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301090845792879,0.045296163495589854,0.0,0.0,0.0337784591065241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301934910952277,0.38787996363963295,0.07307095385085681,0.0,0.0,0.09348475552715703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801579230482893,0.0,0.3487785166239677,0.08579007855614032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522423369073585,0.05444104658974798,0.045812712587282936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060288908043907,0.10283714949203236,0.0,0.051299064987221386,0.05079501983592197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045456889015072235,0.0,0.0,0.1405300743078207,0.04168712442593805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229561878693553,0.14449093290696816,0.09994055742034966,0.05125718904225554,0.0,0.0,0.08589191025016049,0.0,0.0,0.04347864959901384,0.0,0.09678259235351998,0.03413732884853085,0.0,0.0513784812535758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051538573918051334,0.0,0.10327661333466516,0.0,0.040820634037999286,0.0,0.07518973083492328,0.0,0.03944345501738981,0.0,0.0,0.047992805884680766,0.05010778297684527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889539303158589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538122912697476,0.0,0.1063651695280388,0.0,0.05343195203106579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065525071434825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746981463677292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175789871617829,0.08150626176529192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057485155871472675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181136081986051,0.0,0.0,0.10859458867081896,0.05451000323489045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384520213726765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192836216685502,0.06553877891456054,0.050246235356680366,0.12180184566361495,0.14910501432825926,0.0,0.09695226891973616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648014931214644,0.0,0.0,0.05632510482330691,0.0,0.1809873868842599,0.04059371904525008,0.04102260303314601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046147222808842536,0.057097625729976176,0.0,0.04929855281951552,0.05546074348396477,0.11169479940334492,0.05193664601706819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032933430426793746
anxiety,imMatt19,2020/03/19,"Worried about losing my job. I work for a medium sized company, about 2 thousand employees and am seriously freaking out about the next few months. Obviously things right now are pretty slow, we have a lot of unfilled orders, but we are expecting things to slow way down. I'm terrified I'm going to be laid off at some point. I have about 8ish months of cash on hand but I still worry that I'll be out of work for years like people were in 2008. I'm scarred of the unknown and everything that I've built for myself coming crashing down. I overanalyze and worry, and it feels like I'm walking around with 1000 pounds on my shoulders.",4.602759856630826,5.950481354838715,5.104301075268818,83.0070071684588,70.12903225806451,8.091756272401435,27.487455197132626,8.515128840125781,1.8708218637992835,504,17,98,8,9,161,82,124,0.15,0.753,0.09699999999999999,-0.7140000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,4,0,8,2,2,0,1,18,15,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,1,2,9,2,24,12,3,25,0,1,0,0,2,12,0,2,10,62,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527059936641272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599236870838163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668530147274108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387177403789213,0.13263059538298874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551092209874503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423203229244012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140143155409655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769830506868467,0.0,0.15783560714249342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29637302983187797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744415369526888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287084677660046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755021662470999,0.0,0.0,0.18887592290740007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854671346119806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826278719831132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667931005245106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736277117089136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27031530250785923,0.56561913486163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955449478394005
anxiety,JordanFab120,2020/03/19,"To those of you who've considered suicide, what stopped you from attempting it? Because of the current situation we're in and the fact that I can't handle it that well due to the fact that I've never been in such a situation before, I've come the closest in my life I ever have to attempting suicide. I've still not considered it very seriously- it's still a slight blip in my mind rather than a very serious consideration- but lately I've imagined thoughts of how I would pull it off, and that's not how I want to think. I was a perfectly okay and content person before the pandemic became serious enough to shut down society entirely, and I don't want to go out by taking my own life just because I couldn't handle a global shutdown that's only temporary and probably won't last into the summer. Plus, it would be such a selfish thing of me to kill myself- I have friends and family who are also struggling through these difficult times, and by deciding to end my own life, I would just make things worse for them.

It's best that I seek help for whatever issues I'm facing rather than denying them; after all, the first step to solving a problem is to recognize it in the first place. So I would like those who've considered suicide but stopped themselves from actually attempting it to give me some handy advice on what I can do to prevent myself from making my suicidal thoughts a reality. Whatever tips I'm given, I'll take them in as best I can. Thanks!",8.053867595818815,6.767012905923347,8.357613240418122,71.65537456445995,62.79790940766551,11.963066202090594,37.92160278745646,11.062562989136584,4.125944947735192,1172,50,220,27,14,388,152,287,0.182,0.6890000000000001,0.128,-0.934,1,0,0,0,0,4,22.0,0,2,3,8,14,16,1,1,16,1,18,4,1,4,6,48,34,15,5,10,8,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,23,11,0,3,6,0,0,4,7,8,1,2,5,0,27,8,40,22,7,35,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,1,17,159,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.10256571759762592,0.0,0.0,0.10270578655042792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405111867467242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814006491851204,0.0,0.17887043553030704,0.0,0.22059898301173214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053723778137714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309038024839993,0.10859986633394278,0.0,0.0,0.09507200601121438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908209344236116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788017279149306,0.0,0.0,0.08120259488298953,0.0,0.0,0.10082471962064904,0.05973266135103469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044856643548413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970060068013002,0.0,0.0,0.11628129500504206,0.0,0.0,0.08567326600741285,0.11856116757413845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271283341797754,0.05134819250974317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031461730677533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061244315650154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106219031633817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993584109112957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177219955023974,0.10981064064002813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331919820674467,0.10056972058894224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628115962778826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787135743897716,0.17574222963347433,0.0,0.10987685180764876,0.0,0.459864065612521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804929224306455,0.0,0.0,0.09676505240959993,0.0,0.0,0.1396520037601416,0.06734598892427464,0.0,0.16688065467747307,0.06128661418361485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344255791768304,0.1239853692160956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450054265873917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710930263220468,0.2986496443009525,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhatAmIThrowingAway2,2020/03/19,"I am going to have an anxiety attack at any moment, I can feel it I struggled with anxiety all of my life, as most of you have as well. So you know what it's like to be borderline gripping an existential crisis or being crippled by fear that things are going to be terrible for an unforeseeable amount of time. I've had therapy, I've practiced routines for coping, I've read books, I've had a long road of healing and I did overcome it. But right now.. 

I work in a hospital and I am not on the clinical side but I am a sys admin supporting the clinical side, their servers, their applications, all of the virtual machines the staff working from home are using, all of the demands, all of the new process changing by the minute, all the reporting and metric giving to the higher ups, maintaining not only our huge hospital but affiliate hospital infrastructures as well. Demands being thrown at us left and right, shuffling around, re-prioritizing, halting projects, reverting software updates, and asking the techs with boots on the ground to enter patient rooms to troubleshoot hardware. 

All this while working from home with less hardware available to me. And a kid who I am trying to help home school or keep busy during this really weird time for her. 

All this while also being hyper-aware of the virus situation in not only my state but my home state were my parents live (I moderate my state's corona sub and it's growing rapidly)

I am splitting myself into pieces: the mom part of me, the professional working part of me, the OCD part of me who needs the house maintained, the wife part of me who can't put out right now even though it may be taking a hit on the relationship, the scared shitless part of me who is leaving notes around the house reminding her to stay sane for the family. All this and I still feel like I need to make a healthy meal served by 6 pm so husband can eat when he gets home from his job in food manufacturing (and his hours are about to double).

I have been in this house for a week. I don't have time to go outside, I don't have time to help my daughter every time she needs it because I am up to my eyeballs in important meetings and work for the hospital, I don't have the patience for my pouting husband who is feeling neglected because I am on the verge of losing it. 

Combine this with my constant need to make sure everyone is happy around me and feeling incompetent if I can't make sure everyone is safe and also happy.. I am going to split open. I am going to just fall apart uncontrollably at any moment. 

The only thing that keeps me grounded is weed and the work I am doing is way too important to jeopardize so I will deal with the stress during the day. 

All I ask for is a few hours at night, of silence. Of me being in control and choosing what I want to do for just a couple hours. Not what the husband wants me to do. Just want some pieace and quiet and freedom from reality for a little bit. But I am worried about him feeling neglected and I know he needs support right now too even though he doesn't talk about stress on his end, even if I ask him. It's okay to not spend every single night doing the same thing together and going to bed at the same time, right? He gets mad if I need to take a little more time to distress before I go to bed.  

I know I am just rambling at this point.. I needed an outlet.",5.902895927601807,5.969303211161388,6.435173453996985,79.2044343891403,66.66214177978885,9.273604826546004,31.78129713423831,8.986495653885253,2.5312310708898944,2651,98,517,41,39,865,286,663,0.08900000000000001,0.809,0.102,0.688,2,0,0,1,0,0,61.0,2,2,2,8,29,26,2,7,46,1,54,7,0,5,11,94,96,41,0,13,19,7,6,2,0,2,4,1,8,1,28,29,3,7,9,2,1,11,11,14,2,0,5,7,67,12,93,81,26,87,0,3,0,0,41,43,0,8,30,370,95,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977444355664256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634078741594108,0.0,0.08587874781106775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990307144876092,0.15742220329456305,0.06385609350149675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843277761654555,0.0,0.04776258208002431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127953311629133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593782046530095,0.0,0.0,0.060656698986300724,0.0629546815146014,0.0,0.06210688954321676,0.0,0.036199271849752884,0.057867669837649585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743510658641617,0.0,0.0,0.04971460950819369,0.0,0.0,0.11122020771800027,0.0,0.094584062534392,0.10726943450420216,0.0,0.0,0.052914464111086405,0.06316196912703945,0.14190532884221116,0.040099355626887434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787274136667598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058651322552170565,0.05384510785473818,0.22330021085095247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950307326536445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524564753966259,0.0,0.28151534116387883,0.0,0.16583052987500813,0.19429980239321948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570046458304824,0.09978202622222704,0.0,0.0,0.09254290733542092,0.0,0.0,0.05943367279337579,0.06098551936206791,0.0,0.03964635055485394,0.054844664567095615,0.1125142149388215,0.04956390785198192,0.04967337339229193,0.0,0.06279522589792406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124018355454812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573889632214927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913383125554036,0.0,0.05421080166225967,0.0,0.1053485955379751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806841421048454,0.0,0.0,0.06232583501059625,0.3039171496720044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306108863727693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642625510479341,0.0,0.0,0.05614529096255382,0.0,0.03595838022458552,0.0,0.0,0.0602627227565786,0.0,0.239673999358757,0.0,0.0,0.056196023436683104,0.05680665921938331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309258568766336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059827219702101274,0.04482557145228014,0.0,0.1285936829280591,0.05867936909303598,0.0,0.0,0.12739154770299926,0.1058039125186164,0.0,0.08440570149078745,0.045115249302693713,0.0,0.0,0.06418966269196559,0.0,0.1118710356877864,0.0,0.11029507919616056,0.0,0.22910939442521785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03810865434679973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751760081894853,0.048478385716112335,0.0,0.0,0.09932096418867126,0.0445534618183816,0.04502418159544702,0.0,0.10093540415358587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451802937780353,0.05700284255100808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayN1664,2020/03/19,"Why is this happening? Why is it that even though I’m completely happy and I even have a girlfriend for once, my anxiety gets worse and deepens my depression.",2.2590000000000003,5.1455945666666665,3.4616666666666696,83.6025,86.66666666666666,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,3.0460000000000007,127,6,23,4,4,41,24,30,0.239,0.648,0.113,-0.5434,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142051951128777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935828434288228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117030167963205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698850127180311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629251486707046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24760996647461306,0.2980735022093197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981991609162287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751062347949031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053269612364802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28535186264601803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kibasuki,2020/03/19,"Strange thing that triggered a panic attack So I was watching an episode of Sex Sent Me to the ER and this episode included a woman who couldn't stop orgasming. Intrigued, I was watching it but then suddenly felt strange. I ended up imagining myself in a situation where I couldn't stop orgasming and watching the woman go through that made me antsy and uneasy I had to stop watching it and shake off the feeling though it took some time.

I tried resuming the episode today because I felt like watching trashy reality, and same thing happened. I felt lightheaded and had to stop watching it because I felt like I was dying. I can barely even type this without feeling the start a panic attack. 

Any idea to why this is happening? I have no issue with blood and gore when I watch a movie or play a video game. A similar instance in the past was in the sixth grade when my teacher was talking about blood and gore in space specifically and I got lightheaded and had to leave the classroom.",6.284714795008912,7.1720023155080215,6.0735962566844925,79.27353163992872,65.95187165775401,9.014081996434935,35.369429590017816,9.075114841892004,3.141388948306595,791,37,143,13,12,247,104,187,0.135,0.753,0.11199999999999999,-0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,3,16,0,13,5,4,2,0,32,27,17,1,2,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,11,0,4,8,3,0,4,4,5,1,0,16,13,18,3,16,9,2,25,0,0,7,3,6,8,0,2,15,97,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633517729727079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888640445336367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154783731959135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176141937698674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244630220458607,0.0,0.0,0.08385396306394183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838664247218953,0.0,0.4875948781408572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721526421080238,0.0,0.10153918562666034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453547744962654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331910557820274,0.0,0.13251022139115762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442923112874794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404964631582517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012987180455967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979135901737441,0.0,0.0,0.12119491148320907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270509267370302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986088440397039,0.0,0.0,0.4245672605642427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020433029105826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868930362499826,0.0,0.12473470001736765,0.0,0.07402970233011892,0.0,0.12034048017588055,0.0,0.14105400251847866,0.08619553297676201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455903020066364,0.0,0.0,0.12238210790482762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dontDMme,2020/03/19,"I have General Anxiety Disorder and the pandemic so far has been good for me I dont have a problem with human interaction, in fact I prefer to be the center of attention. I wake up every day feeling like anything that happens today will likely be bad for me personally or I did something to mess up. It lasts all day. I'm working on some medication. Anyway. Now that I dont have a job, no responsibilities other than taking the dogs out and everything's going to shit financially in my life but it's not my fault I feel so free. I cant say that I'd prefer the collapse of civilization to dealing with my anxiety but I'm using this as a silver lining. I have at least a month off and I'm going to try and use this time to confront my anxiety. Wake up and know for a fact I messed something and im about to be fired??!? Nope, dont have a job buddy deal with it. I hope you all are doing ok and I want the best for all of you, truly.",1.4237958262831365,3.194529182741117,4.311835871404401,83.64212492949804,79.50761421319797,7.220417371686407,23.127185561195716,8.167268648758528,1.337296897913142,727,24,155,14,18,261,113,197,0.113,0.718,0.16899999999999998,0.9236,2,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,5,14,2,0,11,1,18,5,3,2,5,33,32,13,0,5,4,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,9,11,0,0,6,0,1,2,7,7,0,0,2,4,20,8,29,26,6,20,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,3,9,110,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30893193153462883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077366734165052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239485039246877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412663017641235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362636286987615,0.2775567719529841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542762636009415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732904815772964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341586393964655,0.0,0.12097999713630815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361270813456711,0.09616637179636664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300545901683854,0.11290560963126872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903636786200456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336994388472134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540335207078015,0.0,0.2671619781706477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397887484562211,0.10972621254811082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507997393530968,0.13152860741407688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356067683005196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744549134732906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753743429118205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880487754828426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704834448311154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817661127111114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072607798610117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121097888482772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784929578111745,0.0,0.12759581541068585,0.0,0.0,0.09139226716441956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252196410544665,0.0,0.0,0.0793972589668998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799866240573428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JordanAU,2020/03/19,"I feel really bad after making stupid driving mistakes. I cant stop thinking about it for days. It feels like people will remember my car or the numberplate and know that im that one driver from the other day, which makes me even more anxious to drive next time because im looking at all the other cars. I'm actually quite a safe driver and have never had an accident but whenever something happens i feel like shit for it and it messes with me big time",6.6193333333333335,6.3361889333333385,7.163333333333334,75.765,65.22222222222223,9.866666666666667,32.44444444444444,9.3871,2.8637111111111118,364,13,67,6,5,120,69,90,0.135,0.7559999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.5537,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,0,5,0,4,1,1,2,2,19,14,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,6,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,1,4,6,3,8,12,2,14,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,10,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.18266796157111068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146855216460675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562937126077015,0.1141077399081942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414408557398041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363555376863225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839428166282493,0.2674535216441521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552925515291586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40438916269547737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028733341766834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290067823467107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719032438003072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498981698993389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437051104800805,0.0,0.19907599027721004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126843069239036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297722176019725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909690804197824,0.0,0.0,0.1199170818749555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120469053308755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921452406022351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410605401106366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649710059578364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994216786011742,0.0,0.0,0.21830102975412088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fireacaree,2020/03/19,"Earthquake fears Today I was violently awoken by a 5.7 magnitude earthquake and while that may not seem like a lot to some of you, it was my first and it was horrifying. I can't get the thought out of my head. It was 7 am and still very dark outside, I remember waking up and knowing immediately that it was an earthquake, and I rolled out of bed and onto the floor then under my bed. It was so scary... 

I went outside, it's freezing out there, dark, and there's air raid sirens going off. It was really one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. Probably the most terrifying, ever. All day long we've been having aftershocks, and it scares me so bad every time. I literally ran out of the house screaming multiple times when they'd come back. I wanted to cry. 

I've tried all day to distract myself. It got better during the afternoon hours when it was light outside and I could lay on the hammock out in the open to get some sleep, but now it's pitch black again and I'm so scared. I don't know how I'll sleep tonight. My bedroom is in the basement and I'm scared to go down there.. 

I'm afraid of the dark already and now I have earthquakes to worry about? God I wish I could get over my fears. It's so paralyzing, I don't want to move. Right now I'm on my couch and I just don't feel safe but what else can I do? I have assignments and midterms coming up that I need to work on. This is destroying my life right now. I need help, please",1.907371485197576,3.7489453979933103,3.4098253437383867,90.33996531648708,78.29765886287626,6.703877121268426,22.445311532268054,7.662118739084242,0.7956152855196335,1130,34,252,17,27,372,159,299,0.17,0.782,0.048,-0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,3,20,14,2,7,13,0,25,6,4,1,3,50,49,25,0,7,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,4,0,17,22,0,1,6,0,0,7,5,11,0,2,13,5,30,3,34,32,7,51,0,0,1,0,3,22,0,7,23,165,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333628887613362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292752031576558,0.10090614622007417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688353390282017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082061281812842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929805445514917,0.0,0.13274995018476332,0.15587873553129736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095611270974816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931730829816813,0.101822794464406,0.0,0.0,0.11821618115905627,0.0,0.2719835891189885,0.06110626566436812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279641944452107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942012220474452,0.0,0.13736564590024314,0.0,0.09665616816157993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402874027500314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100436689306192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901460991025326,0.13944667007274236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328339000639679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072230122671303,0.05904205061665746,0.0,0.0,0.1069499776970972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274381879107623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844626286488664,0.0,0.17922005235531213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189225963147581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265890798673555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029860467030338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742071255502705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690145097863138,0.2064134334791989,0.0,0.0,0.3629809921959984,0.0,0.0,0.11001887573707046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418780145097077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651234735398344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594277401817723,0.14093923076517048,0.0,0.114553308821015,0.0,0.0,0.0820503914696695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971533352138247,0.14256296253451695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203076408331744,0.0,0.0,0.13897352480350547,0.0,0.0,0.08798149847216946,0.1227307976721282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConYSL,2020/03/19,Help I started coughing and now I think I have the coronavirus 177 cases in my province. No stuffy nose and had window open last night and went outside with out a sweater last 3 days haven’t left my street only cuz of the quarantine and I’m really tripping out about the sudden cough I have somebody give me advice and help me,5.752384615384617,6.169222046153848,5.633653846153845,83.61509615384615,67.0,8.346153846153845,30.09615384615385,8.07648339933343,1.965230769230769,263,9,51,3,4,82,48,65,0.036000000000000004,0.877,0.08800000000000001,0.4939,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,11,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,6,7,0,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,7,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287323830872218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962576325340205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28206146567796736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941657557485483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793492522546067,0.0,0.0,0.3194656982172475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759283103742714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236239345192037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836387990742465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811675705262764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840328458124184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725698162068492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrowKit,2020/03/19,"Has anyone experienced a panic attack but without the panic? I don’t know how to explain it super well but I’ve had loads of panic attacks I know how it feels when I’m having a panic attack. Usually I get shortness of breath, my chest feels tight, my heart rate speeds up, my hands shake and I can’t focus my eyes and I cry . I was feeling all of those even though I was completely calm and didn’t feel like crying. Has this happened to anyone else?

(I don’t really know what flair to put so if that was wrong tell me)",1.18520202020202,3.2895610555555588,2.9890909090909084,91.11954545454546,81.96296296296295,5.4087542087542095,18.151515151515152,6.574015621080383,-0.03978888888888888,406,9,86,4,11,135,71,108,0.302,0.575,0.122,-0.9777,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,13,3,5,3,0,11,5,5,2,1,19,22,11,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,0,0,2,5,9,1,0,5,8,13,4,8,17,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897599007362128,0.1311326904037273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367940271959168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418669939870898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811644502742225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069125445710215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453090860828084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25884619270922543,0.091430371385616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686531640432193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131740661388775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165929452557342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110066921152408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252554400807858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6006372398866509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865726592054036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198855086226331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118619151689642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257416720949644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140954099568479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507119433026088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337008771670385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992823372204818,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dogbeaches,2020/03/19,"Doctor (MD) Providing Tele-Therapy During Quarantine Hello all!

I am a double board certified physician that is providing online therapy/counseling/and mental health help. During this time I am providing an easy access online platform with discounted rates as we all need love and support and access at this time. 

If you are interested, PM me. I will not be posting my personal credentials or information here, but happy to provide it to those who are interested clients. Thank you and be well!",6.8061344537815085,9.432483529411764,7.470420168067232,63.13117647058826,66.64705882352939,11.445378151260504,35.67226890756302,11.20814326018867,5.2782268907563035,400,20,55,14,7,132,65,85,0.0,0.721,0.27899999999999997,0.9729,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,0,2,13,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,5,9,3,5,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,2,2,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792851504427932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904659773671754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900388519392369,0.0,0.0,0.18289320900309175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462680185886221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749800597704948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232323114281767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382520031601563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26132574426781696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096398226487566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512140679363772,0.3120407300202036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182152910731175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533511998740784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drpepper69420,2020/03/19,"Possible toxic friendship TW suicide, killing, self harm

I have a friend that I met online through a cosplay group on facebook. Basically he has a lot of pain to deal with in his life. He is stuck taking care of his abusive grandfather, has a shitty retail job and says hes never had any friends before. I feel bad for him and know the situation is rough, and have told him that I considered him a friend. I've invited him to my house and hung out with him for a weekend / got him Christmas presents. He took a bus to come meet me and I figured that would show him I cared about him. I took him all around my city and did stuff he liked to do. It may not sound like much but I did as much as I could with being unemployed at the time lol. 

But if I dont respond to his messages right away, or give a response that's not quite what he's looking for he will go off, for paragraphs about how no one cares about him and that I probably just hate him anyway. I know this is all just anxiety doing this and I know the feelings hes feeling. But I've told him that what hes saying hurts me cos I really try to make sure he feels appreciated. The ways he talks about other people frightens me sometimes too. He will go into great detail about wanting kill people at his job and the ways he wants to do it. If I tell him that's a bit extreme he'll say something like ""I thought you would never judge me"". He expressed romantic feelings for me a few days ago and I told him I dont feel the same way. He sent me 5 paragraphs basically telling me I'm just like everyone that walks over him and that he ""thought I was different"". And just being very passive aggressive and making me feel like I never did anything for him. 

I am afraid if I cease contact with him he will try to hurt/kill himself or possibly someone else. I'm also afraid if I just tell him how he makes me feel then he might do the same. I know these feelings cos I get this way sometimes, not as extreme as him but I have issues with not feeling loved. I feel like I could do more to help but I can only do so much from a distance. Plus he never seems to take what I say to heart, especially after he expresses his feelings for me. Should I continue like this or just let him go/stop talking to him? I feel like the latter might be the better option but I know if I do that I'll worry and feel like a bad person.",2.430365853658536,3.902921914634149,3.669195121951218,90.66391463414637,75.78861788617886,6.546016260162602,24.698373983739838,7.1686216300943375,0.8711534959349594,1850,61,407,20,40,603,224,492,0.155,0.748,0.09699999999999999,-0.9808,5,1,1,0,0,1,39.0,0,1,0,2,18,30,4,2,21,1,42,4,1,7,7,99,94,38,3,12,24,0,15,9,3,10,2,5,0,2,22,24,0,0,23,2,1,7,11,11,0,1,16,21,77,19,49,62,11,34,0,1,1,1,80,11,0,14,21,269,99,3,0.0,0.07395897004203944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533266884247665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991824836654691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244858821455472,0.0,0.047752082806685685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136736732996945,0.05556814356093217,0.0,0.0,0.05864681597740987,0.0,0.10423826717409967,0.0,0.0,0.053115883328063766,0.0,0.0,0.05520652002294814,0.06814783434341272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909278632487045,0.0,0.0,0.05377037680467865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967657231943616,0.0,0.0,0.04025654008635536,0.06435356435323494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521691702849805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631447228925806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521449418281506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964617614523321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418688097263524,0.1783750042189684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446795008785037,0.0,0.03261252501485512,0.05988014763957726,0.10642629884999832,0.0,0.04992397320812117,0.06881964476037063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162805792258243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396947778640663,0.04183964582321941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202573775773304,0.13364647105846708,0.0,0.0,0.0651515639179737,0.1238869110198086,0.0,0.13811972180673707,0.0,0.1715254234173072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382995383359026,0.04408997250037422,0.27446281269809064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241812596465779,0.0,0.0,0.053068311667921406,0.056337612159015574,0.0,0.12500000047507798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243815662329148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766039563008875,0.0,0.19257245415183805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229825218148263,0.047474170860479434,0.06642060742441787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865500656710566,0.05450382484526791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074115318952116,0.0,0.0,0.06730066143053966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639267935911275,0.0,0.0,0.03998864896950453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330740354606761,0.0,0.19855952285734504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682595854103365,0.06511897378840613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016409654396323,0.0,0.0,0.0528893196930366,0.048054925271095984,0.12347241802050404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218695720928001,0.0,0.0,0.07145739322277796,0.06827871241948498,0.0,0.058831286210360524,0.0,0.0938660180703062,0.10034366711009984,0.16367676261029307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991109945842076,0.03639833088008981,0.0,0.0,0.17893852843569966,0.138704603531542,0.08475985802788888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051504065739895064,0.07363533706556227,0.1981883203752703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339180593784584,0.0,0.08868452528573048,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MadCentipede,2020/03/19,"I think I'm starting to fall apart. Hello to whoever is reading, I don't post a lot on Reddit but I think I need to do it right now. Also, sorry, English is not my first language.

I have an anxiety disorder, got diagnosed 6+ months ago and I'm taking medication for it, since nausea and other symptoms were affecting me heavily.
All of this started with parents divorce, followed by problems with my mother (She's everything to me), failed relationships that caused constant nausea, awful thoughts, being tired all the time, etc.

I'm in a new relationship where I'm treated like I deserve everything. Love, respect, honesty... And everything started getting better. Problems were disappearing with time, my relationship with my mom improved A LOT, but it's not awesome at all.
Sometimes she makes comments that really hurt me, even if they're not really really offensive, it hurts a lot to me. I've explained to her what this causes me but she seems to forget with the passing of the days.

I started going to a psychiatrist and take medication short after getting my first job, since it was also causing a lot of stress. My anxiety got really better, no more nausea or shaking all the time. 

At the start of the year, I was told at work I'm not good at all since ""I take too much time with my tasks and I ask for help a lot"".

From that, everything went downwards. More hurtful comments from my mom, getting worse at my job since I'm pressuring myself a lot, got more medication that is not working and my ""awful thoughts"" are coming back.

I do have friends and more family, but I really feel alone in all of this.

If anyone had an experience like this, advice would be appreciated.

Sorry for the long post, if someone read until here, thank you so much.",4.8949090909090875,6.581838672727272,5.970727272727274,75.76609090909093,69.84848484848484,8.795151515151515,31.381818181818186,9.281916038205594,3.0025854545454544,1382,60,241,29,25,459,168,330,0.2,0.6779999999999999,0.122,-0.9807,4,1,0,0,1,0,54.0,0,1,0,7,9,20,1,3,17,2,17,7,0,5,6,56,54,19,0,7,13,4,1,2,1,1,6,0,0,0,15,14,0,0,7,2,0,8,7,10,0,2,12,1,33,10,35,39,19,45,0,4,0,1,22,13,0,11,24,168,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758328202229569,0.06130701116613805,0.0,0.0,0.07162988859685493,0.0,0.11061597692727396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058158782172631,0.0,0.0,0.04835894582989336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465615423720282,0.0,0.0,0.05318050316836112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233448377940252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314204742073126,0.0,0.05957603636572278,0.0,0.07473841941799246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446030926071956,0.0,0.0,0.0701969106265172,0.0,0.0,0.07926444301136468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713274354224174,0.04568015663618348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486296171478563,0.06765268216905343,0.06519879053929166,0.0,0.03496985547153705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765654117078747,0.0,0.0,0.05343358008581885,0.0,0.10840122898826299,0.0,0.03930576293330027,0.058008925361519276,0.16594299427205805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635712838962646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211468915827706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726314663859626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757709555181134,0.0,0.0,0.0612052663027068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527890098981601,0.06242045955778861,0.0,0.04616547261744707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090171496319465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200094260026787,0.05520361218857305,0.0,0.10168251521302768,0.05128196969923097,0.0,0.06679607857550282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679505273853722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324741486528687,0.0,0.0,0.13235538167323724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835933621288166,0.0,0.22153138463928632,0.0,0.0,0.2227589396021328,0.0,0.05906307526463993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629615333523774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288426173002037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859985033834686,0.0,0.06840195013765661,0.15484004732879064,0.2447623895789656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922363704091638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718847105608411,0.15600128653670425,0.0,0.0,0.06367411269168619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863109110809281,0.0,0.10981214134020972,0.1613132295532033,0.07949034053299872,0.0,0.06608625362646754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641128955560434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069999376627227,0.0,0.07048091884725015,0.04912995609731171,0.0,0.0,0.04453738566695669
anxiety,044440,2020/03/19,"hands won’t stop shaking the smallest things that put even a little bit of pressure on me makes my hands start shaking and i get all jittery
as a simple example, my friend asked me to do a typing race with him and where minutes before I had been completely fine, suddenly my hands started shaking so much and freezing before pressing each key. even like 15 min after we did the typing race(which i subsequently lost xd) my hands continued shaking and i couldn’t even write normally
this also happens sometimes when i play video games. usually if it’s just with online strangers im fine, but as soon as im playing with someone i know i start to get super nervous and anxious and my hands start shaking. 
i tried playing a game wit my friend like 20 min ago and im still having trouble texting as welll as a normally do :(
how do i make it stop it’s not that serious but it’s just a little annoying, especially since these are all such simple situations",2.01730669800235,4.771189908108114,3.2377673325499434,86.17573443008226,85.05405405405406,5.811985898942421,26.96239717978848,7.255503002510835,1.721869565217392,763,35,139,12,23,246,111,185,0.163,0.698,0.139,-0.174,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,13,21,1,7,8,0,10,5,5,3,2,30,22,19,0,4,6,0,7,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,2,1,6,0,6,3,11,0,0,4,7,19,10,13,16,5,26,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,18,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160954240482114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473523748432316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795680894398447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243760543395395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288861635147103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429833747688727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731768593540747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595098205437688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237144236786894,0.0,0.136850977915456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581476360719647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244044526113228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197670809398819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796891276877828,0.26252912421661484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429672822097685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484460644752162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962767104235004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566420950337882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165923384471395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083382642148925,0.14721376560419774,0.0,0.0,0.11096894702232243,0.0,0.1295309175232151,0.0,0.3707999182308015,0.0,0.10459138893938996,0.21899059104650426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700946524931556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891882377865719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424299027090293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SecretiveSempai,2020/03/19,Are we going to all die and go into an apocalypse? The media is starting to freak me out because of the Corona Virus I keep on seeing the Corona Virus everywhere now I hear people are buying guns then people are talking about Germany and how bad it is there. I thought that America was handling it very well. And we are on top of it? I'm freaking out. Am I overthinking between all the youtube posts I'm buggin.,1.850677506775071,4.3278046097561,3.360894308943092,87.19453929539299,82.17073170731706,5.595663956639567,24.96476964769648,6.937597516519254,1.215938753387534,326,13,61,4,9,107,56,82,0.154,0.799,0.048,-0.8825,0,0,0,1,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,2,13,17,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,7,1,11,15,2,12,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,3,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386625347321141,0.17424400498693188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966543980354511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248962968436511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221598547711407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540656755465124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963277328811507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27375349766056895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277756342916867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023173907494281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22974551079991834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22692320036153865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23584603258921086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570024142998275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LaDaDeeBethany,2020/03/19,Constant Reassurance Does anyone else feel so anxious that you are not sure who you trust? Do you ever feel like you need to be reassured that your friends enjoy your company?,4.803958333333334,7.517227312500001,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,72.75,8.016666666666666,29.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.7019041666666674,142,6,24,3,3,44,26,32,0.099,0.519,0.382,0.9198,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,6,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,3,16,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35597919740225803,0.0,0.2203288901570564,0.3228625261754645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405167900140552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757506936837101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632299704503417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850307035470788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186533251613444,0.2251112257655764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24344950443789726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394448956085502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336465213415565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969829323378121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xemporea,2020/03/19,I am panicking right now. Sitting alone in my room. fear of corona in my head and on the streets. getting sick. coughing. feeling alone. lost. feeling dumb that i am panicking right now about this corona topic. this is exactly what i am not supposed to do. i am so stressed. what will happen to us. am i over or underreacting. ah.,0.0573626373626368,1.8932811587301608,1.8460317460317484,90.45901098901102,110.42857142857143,4.478144078144078,23.893772893772894,6.297961479604792,1.0909912087912093,255,12,49,4,13,83,44,63,0.33299999999999996,0.627,0.04,-0.9683,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,1,1,8,3,1,0,1,6,13,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,8,0,8,11,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,1,2,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251920700738231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28530848455296925,0.2563998233844154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246673738694065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420890387444456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602101990307509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767741921304477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330518917563169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904348083693862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30498327769930056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chinchilla42,2020/03/19,When it attacks I’ve been dealing with anxiety for a while now. There were times when my thoughts doesn’t let me sleep and my body gives me rapid heartbeat and even tremor sometimes.,7.2365714285714295,7.371864228571429,5.057857142857143,89.96964285714287,63.85714285714286,8.142857142857144,34.64285714285714,7.1686216300943375,2.0244285714285715,148,6,30,1,2,41,31,35,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478307392824528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368554578717922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598497605935183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339915348548976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397444656536746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107747429140643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312740244437822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241968719533474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32040760151648584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25719036338436274,0.18890537795342044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlexR6336,2020/03/19,"Inability to deep breath So I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember. One weird thing that I think goes along with it is this feeling like I can’t deep breathe. Like my lungs just won’t expand to their full capacity. Sometimes I manage to get a deep breath in but then the next several breaths, no luck. Sometimes if I yawn in just the right way it  works. 

This flares up every now and then, usually during periods of high stress and anxiety. Right now with the coronavirus I’m extra fixated on my breathing. I don’t know why my body is doing this, which adds to the anxiety. 

Most of the time this isn’t a problem, I’m not thinking about my breathing or I’m not under as much pressure. But right now it’s pretty bad. 

Has anyone had experience with this, does anyone have tips on how to deal with it?",2.352106339468304,4.382608177914111,3.7056687116564433,87.84950511247446,77.65030674846625,7.291451942740286,24.36359918200409,8.238735603445708,1.44883918200409,635,22,133,12,15,208,101,163,0.158,0.7559999999999999,0.086,-0.9083,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,2,7,0,12,9,8,1,0,25,20,13,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,1,11,3,23,17,4,25,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,4,12,88,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35892320250914445,0.0,0.0,0.2187087987128428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058255081630868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371860174720913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123546208479025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686154120961486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176878446440665,0.0,0.0,0.1529834510758613,0.0,0.0,0.0790775620734666,0.11172798476148448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170946851769244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652389658121919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595011381864075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281252656569996,0.0,0.0,0.1384038675600113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496766715391556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632691221514811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597669770745978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910903645929012,0.0,0.14964804356342892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716404152680945,0.4006791510154421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176680830587201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30935555123236314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791489267345688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390129862166304,0.20042206392428144,0.0,0.0,0.09119466431343616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722460190195987,0.0,0.0,0.12413836644740887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112136040525305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385677607863567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ofkkx,2020/03/19,"17M, and I’m possibly not seeing my parents again for months due to COVID. I’m so anxious I can’t sleep. My parents traveled to the US to visit my brother in early February, before COVID-19 became this big of a threat and before the world went to shit. They were planning on coming back on March 21st but my government has banned all travel a week or so ago so their flight has been canceled. They’re currently staying at my brother’s so they’re fine. 

They called the embassy and they gave them an open ticket for when travel is allowed again, which they say MIGHT BE late March/early April, but it’s not guaranteed. My parents are currently thinking about staying in the US and not going back because they’re scared my mom, who is fifty and has respiratory problems, might possibly contract it in the airport or on the plane.

With everything that’s going on, I’m really scared they might not come back for a long while. I know it’s likely for the best but it’s only been a month and a half since they’ve been gone and I already miss them so much. Fortunately I still have my siblings with me but I’m so scared for my parents. 

I’ve had problems with anxiety in the past but I’ve coped and learned lots of strategies that calm me down. That took my YEARS, but with everything going on right now, it feels like all of my progress has been completely erased. I haven’t felt this anxious in a loooong time and I don’t know what to do.",3.5342523860021204,5.20408293728223,3.99568550219664,88.64064535676417,73.28571428571428,6.9425238600212085,26.763975155279503,7.586124646067393,1.3533861233146496,1141,41,233,14,23,358,146,287,0.124,0.813,0.063,-0.9434,7,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,8,3,15,13,2,3,15,0,22,2,2,1,2,44,42,25,0,2,12,7,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,13,16,0,1,6,4,0,12,7,8,0,1,11,4,29,5,30,27,5,54,0,1,1,0,22,16,1,6,26,151,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496273253846012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057697347647906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332282220488756,0.21656003909906849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110167080448906,0.0,0.058427544812407216,0.0,0.1631177632726794,0.0,0.10058569092879703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787067625881524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651276990073935,0.10049393349117136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228251109508252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846320870683495,0.06847323693236018,0.09202831341602696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341646541562171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535019530569606,0.0,0.10811978183177172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365217103041153,0.0,0.0,0.08482172873719104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148583585124315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050361002224096,0.0,0.1122550463259848,0.15300859227419633,0.0,0.07045869778638067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289609132693216,0.0,0.0,0.4257077552464408,0.0,0.09149696847457377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610656427286312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834255932434072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140215099045115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185295892193553,0.0,0.07622151608807964,0.2878792115694016,0.0,0.07637778459436878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838574197342123,0.07928576894080216,0.0,0.0959163890259962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432065930353846,0.07654367325100744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061414995978209125,0.0,0.0,0.055889255228503576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648973181876327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305846867464605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688281783768795,0.0,0.0,0.08885128623597005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172243458630601
anxiety,probs_nah,2020/03/19,"Positive result, any tips on keeping level-headed? I'm currently in close contact with a loved one who has tested positive. My anxiety has been returning the past few months and I was about to go to my doctor last week to ask for medication before I was forced to isolate. I have asthma and my heart rate has been through the roof in anxiety for my family and myself. 
Any kind words of advice on keeping calm? No idea what to do.",3.634285714285717,5.5329862380952415,5.104285714285716,79.84071428571428,73.52380952380952,8.609523809523811,26.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.3746142857142862,340,12,63,8,7,114,60,84,0.109,0.7120000000000001,0.18,0.8677,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,9,5,1,1,0,10,15,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,8,3,15,11,1,12,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,43,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775132889966044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28915206919471764,0.0,0.3252785106096021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875332423022832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809078725278868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176062288029197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004213907918813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208261013443272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819005827643026,0.0,0.0,0.2519333205039142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400007576887408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779392422742259,0.0,0.22139132388463453,0.0,0.1732982674298984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918807882011409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141732358432008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969616522106826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406400372818595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295180092453666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053577403111386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dixienormus96,2020/03/19,"Quarantine is ruining all progress I have made in two years and I need help I am already starting to relapse into my severe mental health issues from high school, just within a week of my university shutting down. I already get extremely anxious sitting around at home for more than a day, and I was already stuck on campus for spring break. I’m not a person that can sit for hours (don’t watch TV). At least the gyms were open, the only way I kept myself sane, but now I have nothing left due to this shutdown. Hearing all the news that this is going to last up to a year is not helping either. My college saved me from the isolation that I had for 18 years living in a dead end rural town and now it just feels the same. I am so scared that I am going to fall back into my old ways. I talk to my friends about this but they don’t understand how staying at home is so awful for me. Not to mention, I am very low on money because I can’t start my new job now that campus is shut down and now I am afraid I will not be able to eat come next month. I am feeling very hopeless right now and any support is appreciated.",5.234355644355643,4.729912155844158,5.898441558441558,84.4226073926074,68.13419913419914,8.31981351981352,29.89044289044289,7.321109707123232,1.6073573759573754,872,28,187,7,13,285,141,231,0.147,0.7659999999999999,0.087,-0.9420000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,1,1,13,8,0,2,10,1,23,2,0,2,2,31,39,10,1,1,9,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,9,10,1,1,3,2,1,4,7,5,0,1,6,4,26,3,32,31,6,54,0,3,1,0,8,22,0,0,22,129,35,5,0.12316420764677727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40774429743077134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375588468045128,0.0,0.0,0.13914049734295125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096422571340166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947056732075443,0.0,0.07507975781263036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609505918344987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943072481149446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602773240080026,0.0,0.0,0.1090869309014346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455104811316532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515636130587324,0.0,0.06434821508023597,0.0,0.1399941150518851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091779331052386,0.13881501331987556,0.0,0.16510874439112366,0.13012974756305473,0.24708748493077434,0.0,0.12129193499174397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855143371750172,0.12222147154042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039526773993936,0.0,0.0,0.1338182719818314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087562518249914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654095126133665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412055277715375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983084954885756,0.0,0.0,0.0913246993620769,0.0,0.11895275923001335,0.1309865320998191,0.0,0.0,0.11817937899413215,0.0,0.1292401174755279,0.0,0.0,0.09367192990712908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754223545221528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518156037255036,0.0,0.0,0.12330885802416885,0.12464875356176493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914049734295125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435252019017344,0.13127665783218972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976528327566873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899472472921292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203135344115776,0.12821828377936995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032467402157762,0.0,0.1955240304160678,0.09879489822376417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794113488207266
anxiety,clearlyimdesperate-,2020/03/19,How many vistaril pills are too many for one day I’m making sure I haven’t taken to many but also I want to know if you can overdose on it and what happens if you do,1.0164912280701728,1.9786378421052648,3.3236842105263165,93.79412280701756,78.47368421052632,6.119298245614036,20.561403508771924,6.42735559955562,0.022340350877192883,130,3,32,1,3,45,31,38,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,9,10,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,4,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739902836153904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753213100689655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039681088129014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494021189061352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814625548619031,0.8268422866392671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421317306895274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562162110632715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034467609500205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woodrow101,2020/03/20,"I'm so terrified of any possible rabies exposure and whenever I show symptoms of anything I start panicking. I almost want to get the vaccine so I stop panicking even though it would probably be pointless. I've become completely terrified of rabies after reading an article about how it can incubate in your body up to multiple years and you can even just get it from a scratch. About 8 months ago, I got a nibble from a cat in the Philippines. I dont think it broke skin, there wasnt even any blood and I didn't think anything of it, the cat didnt seem sick or aggressive. Ever since reading that article, I become terrified of the rabies re-emerging and every time I have any symptoms of anything I start freaking out. To make it worse, my anxiety amplifies any sort of symptoms I may have. I know these are all relatively irrational worries but I feel like I'm at the end of the rope from having a major panic attack today from feeling nauseated. I wonder if I should go through with the vaccine just so I have peace of mind from all of this.",4.648676470588235,6.090697887254901,5.794392156862745,77.74276470588238,70.12745098039215,9.361568627450982,32.22745098039216,9.725611199111238,3.27548862745098,835,38,152,20,15,278,119,204,0.161,0.7659999999999999,0.073,-0.9311,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,14,6,2,1,12,0,15,7,3,2,3,31,32,12,0,4,5,0,4,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,7,3,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,4,19,1,28,24,3,17,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,7,12,104,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072391596088874,0.0,0.12114138402329035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290751031490509,0.0,0.09254737457796128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986622596934029,0.0,0.0,0.13762924949417385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672200518957863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437861131295106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268424949551412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178460369936832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071500622778974,0.0,0.0,0.2397132814968662,0.1094309781290356,0.10192867138367344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233960981230199,0.08642627379012993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641138945505245,0.0,0.06875424041355697,0.0,0.09675667274276899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648601140565293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910344345565197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075334928701584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215268023457578,0.0,0.09656300096631228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194090474611792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638383351250602,0.0,0.0,0.13043409117821064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420202625651437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013327506863056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007374970322666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712568429811766,0.0,0.0,0.10114251762553626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772254984857544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503485726768534,0.11885967446718487,0.0,0.07054289078047543,0.0,0.11467242312634968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135560085587414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119482224722867,0.0,0.12285841505706753,0.1232862989382854,0.08593886903440008,0.0,0.0,0.07790547474510343
anxiety,gxrden,2020/03/20,"Anxiety over texting For example, I spent about ten minutes wondering whether or not I should ask a friend to join Animal Crossing (a game I'm playing rn). Little things like that drive me insane. 

Especially since I have most of my text conversations on mute, when I see the little red bubble that indicates someone has texted me, I start to panic over what the text could say. 

I think it's mostly due to the fact that I can't see how they're reacting to something, so I tend to have catastrophic thoughts.

If any of you have experienced this, how can I handle it? I'm tired of being nervous to send every text. I couldn't imagine sending someone a ""good morning"" or ""good night"" text -- the mere thought of that makes me anxious.",7.9482857142857135,6.9112189714285766,7.8028571428571425,74.74214285714288,62.85714285714285,10.857142857142858,37.14285714285714,9.957137785484203,3.5286428571428576,576,24,109,10,7,185,95,140,0.14400000000000002,0.772,0.084,-0.8179,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,0,10,1,0,4,1,20,23,8,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,2,1,4,3,2,0,1,3,5,15,5,15,16,2,13,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,6,5,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714179546538226,0.0,0.1430267954864966,0.2112158772081847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747859150219502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927538115605468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752506543469935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444776832743694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136327305071649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913410689198772,0.3747736901050761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479978849744774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545286130566692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936173605000087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868111817542384,0.0,0.0,0.2979718851073438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465838763813752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168276425461709,0.143933867695204,0.0,0.0,0.13233394014920413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421044127145893,0.11979885396437735,0.0,0.2968567467568984,0.0,0.21488738495789134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275426608276892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cave4812,2020/03/20,"I get angry Everytime I'm somewhere public I feel like people are looking at me, staring at me.  Like I waived hi to this toddler and her mom just kinda stared at me and immediately my mind goes off and says things like ""she must think I'm a pedo and wow a man can't even say hi to a kid anymore without being viewed maliciously.""  Then I get really angry at women because it seems like they're the ones who go around accusing innocent men of harassment and pedophilia.  Then my mind assumes this and goes off on another tangent and I get angry because women have all these rights these days when I don't really feel like they're deserving of them the way they so often act.

None of this is under my control.  I just can't turn my brain off...but I wish I could.  I know these thoughts aren't real but I just feel them and I'm overpowered by them almost constantly.",2.202819472616632,4.422381770114948,3.863833671399593,85.59100405679516,79.0,7.082623394185259,23.453684922244765,8.124751697461798,1.4405940500338064,684,23,136,13,17,228,102,174,0.062,0.847,0.091,0.3919,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,1,8,7,1,0,5,0,10,1,1,1,2,33,27,13,0,3,5,1,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,5,9,9,0,1,8,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,9,24,6,16,23,2,18,0,0,4,0,18,10,0,5,10,85,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167884672816748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883318953914374,0.0,0.0,0.15022102647500948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348435441643557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467369977766665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690945400007115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368905966184352,0.16989042909775426,0.12093927761838308,0.0,0.0,0.09768788721700376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004682923736684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297686840271245,0.21642542127435893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374159820003532,0.0,0.08608589028167711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324588343506459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700115453234878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719960449601028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058901433579944,0.1774039521110495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026423751201007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501266422501328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172410023842778,0.19407562707145606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293575556734096,0.0,0.240915640454218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789580070832178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063227387995546,0.0970581133054726,0.0,0.12025305254920254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647596895165295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023262709000752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741870688247727,0.1460150648088847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SilkySusan,2020/03/20,"I can’t eat Over the last two days, my anxiety and fight/flight has been so severe that I cannot eat. Yesterday, I ate a spoonful of soup and today, I ate half a cup of yogurt. I feel sick and fatigued but I have no appetite. I feel nauseated and panicky when I try to eat. I don’t know what to do because I don’t want to make myself sick or lose a ton of weight. Has anyone else dealt with this?",1.2963546798029562,2.4318810000000037,3.362889983579638,93.08896551724138,78.08045977011494,6.3507389162561605,21.623973727422005,6.868970318607317,0.2815628899835789,305,8,74,3,7,104,59,87,0.259,0.7240000000000001,0.017,-0.9583,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,9,9,0,1,0,12,16,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,3,12,0,8,13,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258267473229734,0.0,0.0,0.1486039126210391,0.21775916265082726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955456743192742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370624186007494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6524049423424888,0.17753914840744506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149202079442482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679935401632875,0.17323797869353705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377634990524995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186351131565197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400951664031181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014508715664356,0.0,0.0,0.1442919723930301,0.0,0.20760812715722535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535400919996348,0.0,0.0,0.2588007923729033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shytwombly,2020/03/20,"Best online therapy resources? 29, male, usa. GAD, MD, ADD, panic issues... I have been avoiding therapy for years and years and years, and everyone close to me tells me it can help. Has anyone used any apps / free online therapy, or paid? My friend told me it might be the most practical solution, considering I'm shy about talking about my issues face to face. Right now, that's not even an option. I think everyone is really anxious right now.

Or is the best idea just to use reddit, and chat with people on reddit?? My hobbies include poetry, music, psychology, records, video games, books, trivia, sports, cooking more.",4.614864864864863,7.118972873873878,5.110171171171171,78.19552702702704,72.51351351351352,8.403963963963964,26.41531531531532,9.120678840339163,2.498667747747748,483,17,81,11,10,154,83,111,0.078,0.757,0.165,0.9208,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,3,0,8,3,2,2,0,19,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,2,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,5,8,9,4,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,5,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145301683849688,0.0,0.0,0.1685400766012804,0.0,0.10431578107802608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131273918246183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985373261863877,0.0,0.0,0.2851112259483551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526234798530025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999763174136346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684151939763649,0.0,0.3114272106207869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826498711864428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504007883278744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342823682988797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557371040813167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25481162681972963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991173531499122,0.13039696608393558,0.0,0.5118287471516625,0.0,0.0,0.09559370389566224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255561297417754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25770121838344484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882167152297568
anxiety,uni-sf-willy,2020/03/20,"Non - Licensed Counselor Therapy Session ? Hello all! Like many of us here I am out of work due to COVID-19, entire state of California is under a mandatory Shelter-In-Place. I've had a few days to think critically about ways I can help our people / supplement my income.

Heres my idea:

Provide remote sliding scale therapy sessions , at lower rates than licensed therapists. Do you think this a good idea? Would anyone be interested in piloting this program risk-free ? (money refunded back if unsatisfied)  At this point i'm open to all feedback... this very well could be a bad idea.  Please chime in regardless. 

Hear me out:

Along with our healthcare system being overwhelmed, massive portions of our society will be pushed into isolation. We NEED human contact in order to maintain a level of happiness, we are social creatures. I predict that our licensed counselors will be overwhelmed in the coming months.

My Qualifications:

I am not a licensed counselor, but i have always navigated my life through the lens of helping, being emotionally available and lending my ears to the people around me. It is not unlike me too take hours out of my day to help someone going through an emotionally difficult time. I've aggressively explored my own mental health, attending weekly therapy sessions for the last 10 years. I've dealt with anxiety, depression, in addition too difficulty around being an individual with ADD for my entire life.  I've also worked as educator carrying out woodworking classes, being emotionally present for my students throughout. At the base i care about others, and navigate life compassionately looking out for those around me.",7.620405016098967,9.901645658362991,7.601525165226235,64.39639383155398,63.94661921708185,10.192238603626503,38.64785629554313,10.398101306919678,4.827846839518727,1334,71,185,34,21,428,178,281,0.075,0.816,0.10800000000000001,0.6774,2,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,7,1,0,2,13,13,1,2,13,0,21,5,1,0,2,37,31,6,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,8,21,0,0,6,0,2,6,2,6,1,0,1,3,27,7,45,18,5,42,0,3,1,0,17,21,0,1,12,131,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618208556572203,0.0896716662387045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244227754484228,0.0,0.0,0.07535393933409969,0.0,0.0,0.2878092877737644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286699266774353,0.08998183584944454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987672835630102,0.0,0.0,0.09283264870703016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604403365131301,0.0,0.0,0.13900297770172707,0.0,0.09282047961613726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36367371614509547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124707693122481,0.09039074296417264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472111301947853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455241751532287,0.1214624457158127,0.0,0.2167039942927568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612983939822304,0.0,0.0,0.3649710958021743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784535956415092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283593219086604,0.052650034768107735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049803558628816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092599067462212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860486588126934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601944423092632,0.0,0.0,0.07990865738144877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942561907642196,0.0,0.0,0.11829697723659865,0.10187565859459574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985597443812817,0.09131153484850164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810281757249121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697265357526903,0.1251270339284984,0.0,0.13810685381702031,0.0,0.0,0.06284042747901325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296317174564173,0.0,0.0,0.08891994302333844,0.0,0.08554127670550814,0.08644504420319102,0.0,0.09689643614317266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691287498077022,0.0,0.0,0.07655534395365812,0.0,0.0,0.06939910289716619
anxiety,P1ne4pple8,2020/03/20,"Are there any emergency hotlines for panic attacks? I don’t want to call 911 if I’m 90% sure I’m having a panic attack and not a medical emergency, but my anxiety does take on various terrible physical  forms that I won’t name to avoid triggering anyone. Is there some kind of emergency hot line I can call to walk me through a panic attack or increased anxiety? It doesn’t have to be free. I’m in the United States.",4.1296428571428585,5.25523172619048,6.024761904761906,76.80357142857143,71.02380952380952,10.361904761904762,30.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.478538095238095,331,14,63,10,6,115,61,84,0.34299999999999997,0.525,0.132,-0.9623,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,11,3,4,4,0,9,1,0,1,1,11,14,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,8,0,0,0,1,5,4,9,12,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307714593599907,0.0,0.2544098385080368,0.0,0.0,0.11626791561226135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675077542307694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33958407754820163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551409195764672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315663076240018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751115295473173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852866624064742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671837901385086,0.0,0.12502302043731794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807715763505764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bluenoseddonkey,2020/03/20,"I might have to take ssri's and it kinda scares me a lot. Backstory:
I have gotten more and more frequent panic attacks (daily), where as I usually just had one every 4th month or so. The big symptom is that it feels like I can't breathe, it is like I am not getting enough air. The panic attack usually last an hour and it is tearing me apart at the moment.

I went to my doctor and got diagnosed with health anxiety and just anxiety in general, and got refered to a therapist. I might not get to see the therapist due to covid 19. My doctor told me that i might have to consider taking medication. 

Question:
I am terrified of ssri's and medication for anxiety in general. I've heard so many scary things about them, and have some questions.
Do I have to use them forever?
Are they dangerous to quit?
Will I become sluggish and gain weight?
I am afraid I might go mad if I were to quit them? 

I find so much different info on the internet and i just need som advice.

Thanks!",2.4347136311569315,4.518760798969076,4.366941580756016,82.95019473081331,77.60824742268042,8.228636884306988,25.7262313860252,8.998388855275968,2.232611454753723,761,29,150,19,18,259,116,194,0.187,0.757,0.055,-0.9778,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,3,8,11,4,4,8,0,21,9,1,1,0,35,37,16,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,5,7,1,0,0,7,11,1,0,6,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,8,4,25,3,18,24,6,18,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,11,10,107,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211809101615103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983110525424675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377720972422592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154141877507225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606727424167504,0.0,0.10918229022971758,0.0,0.213924337295676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797844412774422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880473956411389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052839323232126825,0.07465621025849888,0.0,0.0,0.09551288435135112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919590601744944,0.0,0.05939086348836761,0.0,0.1671595034106832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108068061035184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291336533203256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851830327154965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210874328196164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884381645940466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594856981669888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054943048400696,0.0,0.4434401965862451,0.0,0.0,0.08341245534706747,0.0,0.07682095358915518,0.0774868679432577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081322234030757,0.0,0.0,0.24522103208429466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23413218917965495,0.2223013634253104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462467727455092,0.0,0.08327452010758897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861753374599273,0.157144914151366,0.0,0.0,0.09621135050939328,0.0,0.2426696248409247,0.06942644864300776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985608660611796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025612757198363,0.2301882565870725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725521580055174,0.0,0.09687434980652676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oceaniye,2020/03/20,"Quarantine Loneliness I have been on spring break from college for the last week and have been making the best of the situation at my family home in the suburbs while my mom is out of town visiting family, and today is my first day in isolation after my friends left. I am already panicked and feeling delirious. 

I am someone who needs to be around others to feel safe and sane. Even when I feel like I’d rather be anywhere other than right next to some person, I will still take that at any time than having someone leave and being alone again. 
I thrive in busy environments where I can at least see others living their lives but with the virus, the world is dead. I feel like I am the last person on earth. 

I am home and I am alone, which I will only be for the next 24 hours until my mom comes up, but I’m unsure of how to get through this time. My boyfriend has promised to video chat me later but even still I just feel uncomfortable in my skin and uncomfortable in being where I am.
No matter what activity I do to try and take my mind off of things, I still have this crushing feeling of being unsafe and discomforted that cloaks me in a general feeling of unwell in every activity. 

My mother will be here tomorrow and we don’t get along much so it will be as if I’m alone even though she will be in the house. 

How do I get through these next 24 hours of total isolation and how do I manage 2-ish weeks of no-contact with the rest of the world?",8.261278550800736,5.884092266211606,8.060750853242322,77.4144342347073,63.19795221843003,11.199684956681542,33.45996324494618,9.466822959209583,2.688106537148859,1146,32,240,16,13,369,153,293,0.13699999999999998,0.795,0.068,-0.9733,0,6,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,2,19,7,0,1,12,0,35,1,1,4,1,42,53,24,1,3,6,3,8,2,1,5,0,0,2,2,13,18,0,1,7,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,9,32,6,45,37,6,52,0,0,1,0,12,24,0,2,27,179,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30879872037778,0.10967383989769904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758522101827973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847373781098772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429844593499546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856113937691416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409511537617353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692860329995496,0.0,0.08373616499872293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738270185905026,0.0,0.3517643627568284,0.14200135494897306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453684644152397,0.0,0.0,0.07678461919051004,0.0,0.1557737114802851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938255495252288,0.0,0.19574844837296906,0.11467696830708615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620241105512877,0.0,0.10523438512057176,0.10798211400526532,0.0,0.0,0.09710900036293207,0.0,0.1755175852957662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634027195983025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035053776632524,0.23279706630337824,0.0,0.0,0.07305942439591193,0.0736927323299412,0.0,0.0,0.3170912858061128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558678545556274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735583303684993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487426324666993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919699276897707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171292549243653,0.0,0.0,0.16841720826581932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381070138063912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494503314296864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602699053746892,0.0,0.09764527662108716,0.0,0.11590440769400512,0.0,0.09420537728356417,0.0,0.0,0.06747590413771044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594413349558945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jennyinabottlebitch,2020/03/20,"How do you not let a road raged driver/pedestrian get to you? I was driving to the store with my siblings today. When I got to this one light, I was about to go, but then I realized a bus was stopping up front and that I’d be in the middle of the intersection. Because the light was about to turn red and I was just a little past the crosswalk, I decided to just back up to not block the intersection for the other vehicles. The car behind me wouldn’t back up, so I was in the middle of the crosswalk. Normally, people would just walk around a car in such a situation, but I encountered an enraged pedestrian who started throwing a fit; hands flailing and shouting. I couldn’t hear a thing since my music was blasting. I don’t know why, but I started laughing. I guess because he seemed overly angry at the situation. My little sister kept  looking at him angrily and commenting on how he’s still freaking out down the street. Like, I understand how much it sucks because I deal with cars in the middle of the crosswalk all the time, but I would usually shrug it off. It was scary to see someone so enraged over that.

People in my town tend to have really really bad road rage and it’s scary to see how that’s passing on to pedestrians. My insurance doubled when I moved to a new neighbourhood because of the amount of accidents that occur there. Most of the accidents tend to happen because of someone’s impatience/road rage. People have literally died in a school zone here. When I was 17, I had some middle aged man follow me for half an hour. I don’t know what I did to him, but it was the most terrifying thing ever. I eventually tricked him into going straight while I took a turn to a highway.

I don’t know, road rage scares me a lot.",5.155343873517786,5.712573573913044,6.054025032938077,79.58925889328067,68.33333333333334,9.287220026350461,31.04413702239789,9.339509955726095,2.6481014492753627,1373,53,269,26,22,454,169,345,0.20600000000000002,0.745,0.049,-0.9962,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,0,22,13,8,1,32,0,24,1,1,4,2,46,49,21,1,5,10,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,15,10,0,3,7,0,1,13,7,11,0,2,15,9,36,2,49,28,8,67,0,0,4,0,13,35,1,6,20,198,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324911243126886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836693545870155,0.09684063455618094,0.3535096120026733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957297788748712,0.0,0.0,0.12037163764258528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491291066135502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060596126596061124,0.0,0.13183117989846296,0.0,0.09276188824139454,0.0,0.12776792065020576,0.0,0.10256303877594668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072083056346748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142195077000414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191223027357196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118600076546025,0.0,0.056663244622831475,0.23249008941698415,0.0,0.0,0.09739618123514968,0.0,0.0,0.09860426724406696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327115907366877,0.08526056330673619,0.0,0.0,0.11201672724355906,0.0,0.0,0.1136383321290785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859281802969058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071852472568336,0.2412232141138328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860285943868434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611882570373325,0.11738059309728772,0.18484624732576813,0.10558621192705868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594201332808602,0.260738625711416,0.0,0.0,0.19654337775066216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164186176300499,0.0,0.09262386197845857,0.09696665512027372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541073845905674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763039246088998,0.0,0.1099379525657709,0.0,0.12886094700157832,0.0,0.25231154835708985,0.0,0.12074198711085525,0.0,0.0,0.1277384587554764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465626537117244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478143654555605,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yetidogs,2020/03/20,"check out my blog about anxiety!! from a public feelings, sociocultural, political perspective! fresh with covid19 content [publicanxiety.us](https://publicanxiety.us)",18.988333333333326,25.98013227777779,13.62777777777778,8.045000000000016,59.55555555555557,13.511111111111116,50.444444444444436,10.504223727775694,9.450977777777778,143,8,10,5,3,41,18,18,0.086,0.755,0.16,0.3561,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29713317852997645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639215747295144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9344206733050124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,baba____________,2020/03/20,"Does anyone else get heaviness in their chest after an anxiety/panic attack? The other day I think I had a panic attack.  I felt a sudden rush of iverwhelming fear for no reason at all, and I felt a little shaky and heaviness in my chest, I also started tearing up for now reason.  Is heaviness in the chest normal with this type of stuff?  I’ve never been diagnosed and this is the first time I’ve ever experienced anything like this",6.258571428571429,6.517438190476192,7.397714285714287,71.94728571428574,65.90476190476191,10.053333333333336,28.704761904761906,9.888512548439397,2.7937219047619046,344,10,59,7,5,117,56,84,0.198,0.773,0.028999999999999998,-0.9241,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,2,3,7,0,4,4,3,2,3,14,9,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,4,3,7,1,11,5,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,10,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933728047821898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057414774319362,0.1913389531600909,0.15367251843564628,0.0,0.0,0.4248913150638316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043295617695532,0.0,0.0,0.1895389078890272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341893154219994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599873910098133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891857064124882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013634449608068,0.0,0.0,0.3586026591266071,0.0,0.0,0.15884240574461486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975648376017576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912325683202096,0.1871642553095184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402672138494224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296722979367505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191011645438099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840031656591511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217674566886412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377458390755144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965654943862207,0.0,0.0,0.10889059463115533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,incurableneurotic,2020/03/20,"The uncertainty is what's killing me. How bad will the virus get in my part of the world?  When will it really hit hard?  Is this country able to handle it?  Will my loved ones and I get sick?  How bad will the suffering be?  Will someone I know die from it?  

I can't stand not knowing!",-0.908832391713748,1.2121162711864422,0.9666666666666652,99.80822975517893,98.15254237288136,4.656120527306968,16.725047080979284,6.42735559955562,-0.3580636534839927,216,6,52,3,9,70,43,59,0.35600000000000004,0.593,0.051,-0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,0,6,15,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,6,1,4,8,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,35,11,0,0.27987017575765344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46735981314517894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29046105663414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924412312357073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507087053740448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096348832595522,0.0,0.3076186587179912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252593760482478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964727419046454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030721271960082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792920010757768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713309170641164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuckMyDood,2020/03/20,"Feeling empty and alone Honestly I dont have friends somehow they disappeared from my life and i have been friendless for the past 2 years. Yes I have a girlfriend and a family but I feel like I need someone to talk to just a general chat, just feeling a bit lonely.

Not sure if I'm making sense.",2.0174999999999983,4.269884416666667,3.4533333333333367,88.11500000000002,79.83333333333334,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.6871666666666671,235,10,47,4,6,77,45,60,0.22699999999999998,0.603,0.16899999999999998,-0.3549,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,5,1,5,1,0,1,1,16,11,5,0,2,5,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,7,4,4,10,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845687029456333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29996697516904564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32201690705895714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590194626968175,0.0,0.4167810368827724,0.1962887411494894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122790482663228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940712542613918,0.1342339546152556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834045664590896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037312061720584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262289699822572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328034250820234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589582360152001,0.0,0.0,0.22084184031958007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693655986492465
anxiety,volcomcbee,2020/03/20,"My restaurant is only taking take out orders as if tomorrow... I was juuuust barely keeping my anxiety and depression in check. I finally figured out that routines help me. I finally got sober and my fiance and I are starting to get our shit together. Just like many, many other people, we couldn't afford this set back monetarily. 

I just don't know what we're gonna do...

I have my family, my fiance, my animals, and most importantly we're all healthy. But I'm just so tired. It's gonna be a long couple of months.",1.8616577540106969,4.297232509803919,4.569500891265598,78.81729946524067,81.74509803921569,8.022816399286988,24.9590017825312,8.841846274778883,2.360203921568627,404,16,76,11,11,143,75,102,0.122,0.775,0.10300000000000001,-0.456,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,1,18,18,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,15,1,6,12,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,2,8,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586468070961561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946410254432086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946444786040898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861797566454155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955014714209916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543541029806678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083486344647128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586248141439308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900390998146045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433081838323126,0.0,0.0,0.1139718276630318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013164623565699,0.0,0.0,0.18352671149140012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205059798228776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553048486560262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772349987418652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437726981277696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287483703578872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678618089508386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118511944697673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23835531931518825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crushedtomatoe,2020/03/20,"Help with an s/o with anxiety So my (26M) gf (25F) has bad anxiety and depression. Doctor diagnosed it when she was ~17, I have been with her for about a decade. Whenever she gets too uncomfortable she states it and says something along the lines of  ""my anxiety is acting up, I might have a panic attack,"" to which I usually react by removing us from the current situation. She has come a very long way as before she use to immediately break down or freak the fuck out before I knew what was happening. 

Her anxiety is starting to wear on me as it has slowly spread from anxiety about herself or us together, to anxiety about me doing something that doesn't involve her. Along with that, she seems to have anxiety when we do couple things that I am very interested in; going on hikes through wood lots, adventuring outside, long bike rides, going to the gym, letting our dog off leash (he listens well) in an open park with no one around, and a few others. Because of this, I haven't been hiking as much, or exercising really, and its putting a lot of mental strain on me. 

I have told her in a calm manner that I understand shes uncomfortable with it and that I am proud of her for trying to come with me (like I said shes come a long way and tries to do these things with me) and lasting as long as she does; I explain that it's fine if she doesn't want to do these things but I would like to. It usually ends in us arguing about it and how she ""doesn't like it"" when I do these things and that they give anxiety. 

Aside from that, she lost on me today for going out to walmart after work, picking up groceries, Lysoling the groceries, having a shower, touching said groceries again and then touching her (whole covid-19 thing). 

As much as its getting better, I am getting worse with patience and understanding. Although I myself have anxiety filled moments, I cant relate to how she feels. Idk what to do, and my patience is slowly fading with this. What can I do to increase my patience and understanding or help her through her anxiety?",7.512196969696972,6.476710775252532,7.656747474747473,75.43345454545455,63.72222222222222,10.950303030303033,35.204040404040406,10.125756701596842,3.331267070707072,1601,61,311,30,20,521,189,396,0.11599999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.07,-0.8278,2,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,5,0,1,4,14,19,3,2,15,0,37,5,1,5,0,56,64,34,0,3,6,0,3,3,1,2,3,4,1,0,33,33,0,0,7,3,0,12,6,9,1,1,9,7,56,10,66,52,7,51,0,2,0,1,41,16,1,9,22,243,89,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739845995489335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679343968852748,0.0,0.08535852045223287,0.0,0.0,0.06264769673378885,0.04573816160276145,0.0,0.12769159889912918,0.0,0.0,0.06635876473942101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389752059259466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302030253659308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462403442630464,0.0761548197006986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679734137045717,0.06566007689863618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645513810487726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03793789519546728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936489043384512,0.1176017003491439,0.07197650980581237,0.12792542845552848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634960808320345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005833083776922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611602263222721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672421460383018,0.0,0.10996897473934616,0.0,0.0,0.2656000657815352,0.0,0.0,0.08190512891354257,0.12757723571875346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561353507976437,0.07959596506204733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031274088344964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050842903414903856,0.0,0.0,0.08803263597897361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542681342216029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806673827858738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427432023133043,0.05966761108373254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830534531698544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433791468434307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155249589834525,0.0,0.0,0.053107282020063686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923609646181905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711205533032568,0.07169527383327774,0.0,0.10188215949640364,0.0,0.0,0.2343295485275125,0.2707589296981419,0.06480263748898163,0.16527194936361378,0.12381675860520418,0.04425518948495999,0.11911212770173485,0.0,0.0,0.06746182147516043,0.0,0.0,0.08376935948925553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462341434036711,0.0,0.07646293290184086,0.05329982352643094,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Last_Exit_To,2020/03/20,"Getiing angry and anxious. I think that I really can't handle the effects of corona lockdown. I'm getting wasted every day (sometimes mixed with codeine) and feeling angry. Like I just want to smash things. I can still work (from home) but the cut on social life is very hard. I used to go to concerts and other events kinda often, but now that's gone. And I live alone. I can only masturbate. This isn't a decent life.

And all those ""go outside"" tips just annoy me. Yeah, but why? To walk alone and listen to some fucking birds singing? Fuck no! I need action. I'm not the type that finds enjoyment in small things. I just don't. I can't meditate or do any other thing like that. I want power. I enjoy it. The worse I get, the better it feels.

I wanted to have some fun. Like partying, fucking, trying to make it and be something other than a nobody. But now I feel all that is being taken away from me. And I just want to make something pay for it. There has to be something. 

But I'm drunk as fuck now. Every now and then I think of suicide. Especially if this shit goes on for months. The only thing keeping me alive right now is the idea that summer will be different. That it'll be a mess of rioting and crime. I'm tired of this boredom. I want to break shit.",0.4056628787878793,2.802142625000002,2.093267045454546,93.87199810606062,89.546875,4.353030303030304,17.913825757575758,5.941861826196648,-0.24898802083333305,976,26,203,8,33,318,139,256,0.252,0.611,0.13699999999999998,-0.9908,2,3,3,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,0,4,12,16,8,0,10,1,19,10,2,4,2,47,49,19,1,7,12,0,4,3,0,2,3,2,1,0,23,11,1,1,8,3,1,5,6,9,0,0,2,6,21,7,25,40,4,23,0,0,0,4,2,6,6,6,14,133,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757307734559365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471166029151109,0.0,0.0,0.12411566793114873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322135969131367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971662649646562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085354481617663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478506954495475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851312408020811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666524501129356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041420682458804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062720184503632,0.1147993840380692,0.0,0.12487710930965007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841705572195628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020309979927022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402370232441028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765265854144163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552011591556569,0.1610228065482239,0.0,0.09701240900179113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667087826697334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769283432124375,0.0,0.0,0.08146317051029098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711387940733188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038204291330746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382372399821576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554876016339545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199307147043884,0.0,0.2537372904399951,0.10865884754391374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773797022733598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017398415331144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919564965702768,0.14079353288881127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627313659634795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459081662891494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488769523345847,0.0,0.09064975833215844,0.32400478553529866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913566654536196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799826996767062,0.0,0.11196136075603236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FoxsBark_com,2020/03/20,"Stop biting your nails! I know a lot of us struggle with this, but to stop biting your nails is something doable. 

This whole COVID-19 is getting out of control and I know we all think that this It won’t happen to us, but by putting our fingers in our mouths the chances increase drastically, everyone stay safe and really try your hardest to keep your fingers out of your mouth, much love to y’all!",7.585519480519482,6.8688537532467535,6.475941558441559,82.91962662337663,63.41558441558442,9.258441558441561,36.133116883116884,8.07648339933343,2.6117818181818184,317,13,63,3,4,95,53,77,0.07,0.752,0.17800000000000002,0.9069,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,5,6,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,5,4,1,1,18,10,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,13,2,12,9,5,8,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,1,2,43,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377966514042324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259265641117274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077085744688328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748716107389016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845168568179946,0.0,0.0,0.23303952352318935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025045236566173,0.19135487370332452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585791096596835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313704068360267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582440894952952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322211403135814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259833925882911,0.0,0.35451373329618496,0.0,0.22164765417168533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585282265885482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394656878835135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100640333434073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367109595571912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxiaus,2020/03/20,"I need help or guidance. I've been going through alot for about three years now. Ever since the day after my birthday I have not felt the same and have had a plethora of physical symptoms that do not go away. On the morning of the day after my birthday I had a vertigo attack. I had never experienced one before and it really messed me up and got me really scared and anxious. To that day I have had an additional 5 attacks but I haven't one in a while. The physical symptoms that I feel on a daily basis consist of off balanced, muscle twitching, headaches, random body parts hurting, muscle tension especially in my back and legs, neck and back tightness, and the inability to sit comfortably anywhere without feeling like I'm going to fall over. I have had many tests done consulting of blood work, a trip to the neurologist, an MRI of my brain, eye exam, been to physical therapy to check my neck and posture, x Ray of my neck, cardiologist, EKG, 24 hr blood pressure machine on, EEG, VNG, been to an ENT that checked my ears and hearing, gastroenterologist, and many other MDs and doctors to get second opinions. I have been told my some doctor's it's my anxiety as well as my therapist and some doctors have told me that they don't know what's going on but if symptoms persist to come back. I have been stuck in a hard place because I can not get myself to go to the psychiatrist to try medicine to feel better. I am very scared to take something and I am easily persuaded by all of the information online that taking medicine is a bad thing although I have taken for before. For 5 years actually when I 13-18. I guess I'm just looking for advice because I'm sick and tired of how I'm feeling and I'm driving myself and my family nuts on a daily basis. I forgot to add that I have also been to the psychiatrist office about three times but couldn't get myself to say okay to medicine and did not get a script written out because of that. I also see a therapist every two weeks and he encourages me every week to get myself to pick up the phone but I just cant do it.",7.1613347236704925,6.163922547445253,7.833611400764685,73.75832116788321,64.4014598540146,10.456308654848804,35.38651372957943,9.606745405546679,3.2373915189433435,1641,65,312,27,21,550,204,411,0.132,0.816,0.052000000000000005,-0.9823,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,3,14,15,2,4,25,1,32,21,10,2,3,58,68,32,0,3,13,0,7,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,14,22,0,2,7,0,2,9,10,9,1,6,21,14,40,6,56,46,6,43,0,1,3,0,11,15,0,8,19,221,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.08721622277635477,0.0,0.0,0.0873353296794972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429448603809456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837093681231288,0.1009672862014267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335186737826727,0.08396990275099445,0.20616948323986986,0.07462363481857942,0.16344485336250694,0.0,0.15210154151620706,0.0,0.0,0.07904412269087889,0.0,0.09927446980426832,0.0,0.09977104600561428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698786772861392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291668949827588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744345150542065,0.0,0.09146072755589084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084398423066214,0.15060305670077193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425394115330208,0.0,0.18076090802713665,0.06384887017244217,0.08581314537960444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334713750714606,0.0,0.25396678448905946,0.0,0.07148062695925289,0.0,0.09845563998859236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006163281248961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073109875679744,0.0,0.05990557087131651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567681544822296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911766439024516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366366756835886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750517290032782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122260574865534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626975779037769,0.068930810557042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211243973955634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678343369475592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337690528181533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114510665554507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107386627364985,0.17895811783122195,0.0,0.07121958112542402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393117361494414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880454351135684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786817112703327,0.13439639096558506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022070648158765,0.20754042185659413,0.0593761763501315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052114752580548256,0.10272237288645847,0.0,0.1708015525450907,0.0,0.060679142739236025,0.0,0.08730550267401607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374298705535312,0.0,0.0,0.1433810135033982,0.0,0.08035804335075203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615343670173319,0.0,0.06506540442501256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510797179111157
anxiety,OmegaThree3,2020/03/20,"Powder on ebay tooth bristles.. now I'm thinking its anthrax So I bought Electric toothbrush replacement heads on ebay (link below) and I was stupid and licked one before using it to brush my teeth then I noticed a powder on the head. Are these nock offs? What type of powder could this be? My hypochondria is obviously telling me its anthrax! Please help me relax.

Video showing powder:

 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-iToVz1laM&feature=youtu.be](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-iToVz1laM&feature=youtu.be) 

The product:

 [https://www.ebay.com/itm/4X-Philips-Sonicare-DiamondClean-HX6064-Replacement-Toothbrush-Brush-Heads-White/223781673748?\_trkparms=aid%3D111001%26algo%3DREC.SEED%26ao%3D1%26asc%3D20160908103841%26meid%3D4f84d57ea96547b0b644f29d76d44c4b%26pid%3D100227%26rk%3D2%26rkt%3D4%26mehot%3Dpp%26sd%3D173642969634%26itm%3D223781673748%26pmt%3D1%26noa%3D1%26pg%3D2053904&\_trksid=p2053904.c100227.m3827](https://www.ebay.com/itm/4X-Philips-Sonicare-DiamondClean-HX6064-Replacement-Toothbrush-Brush-Heads-White/223781673748?_trkparms=aid%3D111001%26algo%3DREC.SEED%26ao%3D1%26asc%3D20160908103841%26meid%3D4f84d57ea96547b0b644f29d76d44c4b%26pid%3D100227%26rk%3D2%26rkt%3D4%26mehot%3Dpp%26sd%3D173642969634%26itm%3D223781673748%26pmt%3D1%26noa%3D1%26pg%3D2053904&_trksid=p2053904.c100227.m3827)",60.53971744471745,77.93103255405406,14.620122850122854,2.225737100737092,-33.297297297297305,4.853071253071254,26.997542997543,6.574015621080383,1.6269621621621613,1235,15,52,4,11,173,59,74,0.044000000000000004,0.838,0.11800000000000001,0.6958,0,0,0,0,0,0,151.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,5,4,4,1,1,7,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,7,1,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,34,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7954202576483075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561708155926172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653405553342494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767101882200089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301652919826543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089505271197511,0.0,0.0,0.12436491925634972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146121812548867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041362086572722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759884170923594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851130123605947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Inazumai,2020/03/20,Getting brain zaps every 10 seconds This is honeslty one of the worst symptoms I’ve encountered.,9.234705882352939,10.128654823529416,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,59.58823529411765,9.15294117647059,46.41176470588235,8.841846274778883,4.6121058823529415,80,5,12,1,1,23,17,17,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750516981276004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340164154143116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26913241080277817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490631460508169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354138223431161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlebirdbluess,2020/03/20,"What's the longest anxiety attack you've experienced? I've had all the symptoms of anxiety attack all day. Short of breath, tightness in chest, fear of dying, the usual. Literally all day, 9 am to currently. 

I'm wondering if anyone else has experienced something so long like this.",4.541764705882351,7.354292588235296,6.203686274509806,68.75258823529413,74.09803921568627,9.570196078431367,31.768627450980397,9.888512548439397,4.03965568627451,226,11,35,7,5,77,39,51,0.23,0.72,0.05,-0.8411,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,3,0,3,3,2,0,3,6,5,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,4,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524422230685186,0.0,0.0,0.16106972470183706,0.2360261433285137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241246320836145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29712011805892496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907234825737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924322264024774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592136632161049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253992399842178,0.0,0.0,0.20385711939125092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733870123006798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23942727331224475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537037286817215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24981040801401305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mouse19966,2020/03/20,"Anxiety for me is very long lasting I am extremely scared and anxious of confrontations or situations where people may not like me or be nice to me. 

Before the situation I was extremely nervous and fearful. After I don’t feel as nervous but I feel very anxious of the future. Nothing particular but things related to the situation. It’s very hard to explain but it seems like going through the event relieves any anxiety in me.",4.136107594936711,6.955274556962028,5.7371993670886114,71.5182041139241,75.58227848101266,9.013291139240506,35.19145569620253,9.516144504307137,4.232429113924051,346,20,55,10,8,117,53,79,0.26899999999999996,0.672,0.059000000000000004,-0.9101,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,11,8,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,8,4,10,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,7,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113939875597188,0.0,0.2563508754166212,0.3785680497142905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257287210695094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188540546892644,0.16943682204130198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522263488832312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009206115682233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657576850244832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637131203244439,0.0,0.0,0.14827664676742816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076892736692894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615820608266235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774697081773352,0.0,0.0,0.15253140137735566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650003051597684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131290205977352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147393651933679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Irarhet,2020/03/20,"I've had to cancel on all my friends this week, and I'm afraid they're going to resent me. Fuck this virus. I have asthma, so I'm not leaving home for the very foreseeable future.

It's been so long since we had seen each other, and now they'll be hanging out and having a reminder that I'm not there, and they'll probably grow to hate me because I'm not there, but if I get this thing, I die. 

Fuck this virus.",4.351910112359556,3.6119608202247204,5.140764044943822,89.90957303370787,70.01123595505618,8.018876404494383,25.665168539325844,6.742157984588678,0.7637442696629209,319,7,76,2,5,104,60,89,0.198,0.779,0.023,-0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,5,6,4,1,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,13,18,8,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,4,1,9,1,6,11,2,9,0,0,1,2,4,2,2,1,4,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555527527198352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818616372545332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982536503632668,0.5021506386602507,0.14189159330342332,0.0,0.1543476226422619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26813328090504285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27242120763137884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28756857174107564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034356903439805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928138215732679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465734858942785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804285485534682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408549924021992,0.0,0.0,0.21784855262481095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sflo97,2020/03/20,"My twin (23F) has a severe stroke a little over a month ago and now coronavirus. I am going to lose my mind. I already had anxiety. Specifically anxiety about something horrible happening to someone I love. 

Then it happened. 

My twin had a stroke on Feb. 13. It was devastating. She was in the ICU for over a week, intubated, everything... she is significantly improving right now. 

But now, the fucking coronavirus is going on. Luckily she is home now. But she still needs to go to the doctor for a variety of reasons related to the stroke and she has therapies she needs. 

I am going to lose it. I am terrified that someone in my family is going to get, and then have severe complications and possibly die. 

And I know everyone else in the world is feeling this way, but I still wanted to share. 

Much love to everyone right now.",2.536007168458781,5.30688991612903,4.6689784946236585,76.92568996415774,82.09677419354837,9.121863799283153,27.32078853046595,9.444778638647367,3.2906487455197126,647,29,116,22,18,222,81,155,0.122,0.7759999999999999,0.102,0.1655,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,0,11,0,15,7,0,1,0,15,31,10,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,4,4,17,3,20,27,1,29,0,2,0,3,9,11,1,0,12,86,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504428763979264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321813136550146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856639720202066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346936653922527,0.0,0.0,0.13283780960856012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841656135756167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480253343499783,0.11664007365085895,0.0,0.12234731835551915,0.0,0.06562189275036083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998175906274736,0.06780595960679117,0.0,0.3687917100171486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953233663762426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018235239057596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132502574685018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007608322123354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29038666924835715,0.0,0.0,0.23426740816034594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104325073164333,0.0,0.10359109208842912,0.0,0.0954050140888808,0.1924640448325121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463101821130834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343794639338016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166696077296272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29323439448137023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992845221908905,0.09991285005853076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728882180217129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841751170379686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654903581408798,0.1030152467478534,0.10410363162311093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fischlenko,2020/03/20,"How to overcome anxiety? This past week I've been anxious more than any other time in my life.. by a looong shot, and for almost no reason. I've had ""butterflies in my stomach"" and been blushing or near-blushing at routine questions this week. I've never had long lasting anxiety and very rarely blush even at my most awkward moments. 

Anyone have suggestions on how to cope with anxiety and blushing? Thanks dudes",5.416622807017545,7.471656539473687,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,69.13157894736842,7.698245614035088,33.719298245614034,8.344100000000001,2.879971929824562,331,16,55,5,6,102,55,76,0.14400000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,5,2,1,3,1,13,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,11,2,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,8,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288826245090663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155437330266232,0.0,0.5245726591852771,0.258222183687972,0.0,0.1598234041794644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097016718947973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863173250261424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144771605430985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022797198396008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628942101020625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819858454611446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560538278565665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350108892613296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043910850102507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328262767071766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859648372759832,0.0,0.0,0.36669459781636604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mr_mojo_risin78,2020/03/20,"this helped me alot new here and have had anxiety for about 13 or so years.  all anxiety is different and affects people different.  not sure if this is kosher as per the long list of rules (pre posting anxiety 🥴) that said, daytime anxiety and morning anxiety have been pretty much managed by citalopram. however, nighttime is the worst.  worrying about getting to sleep or anxiety attacks while trying to sleep is the absolute worst to me. i found meditation sounds played thru the headphones great. particularly michael sealy’s youtube channel especially effective.  mindful meditation.  again sorry if this is against the rules but had to post as it isn’t really a treatment.  give it a whirl. his soothing voice and ambient background music is great!  stay well and hang in there people!!",5.826945701357468,8.867950382352943,5.669411764705881,73.04889140271494,70.91176470588233,9.478733031674208,36.19683257918553,9.851270322608157,4.440786877828055,636,35,97,18,13,198,96,136,0.128,0.736,0.136,0.8478,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,8,0,12,2,2,2,2,18,16,14,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,5,3,4,5,14,11,5,10,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,5,65,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152801192633339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249944767758578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801041694853093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469771909965227,0.0,0.0,0.07003477510377527,0.1285914743249231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955777475873973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984984095270306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862864749829155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135350707328373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854102418481324,0.0,0.0,0.1294648146845997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586461433846016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567626943317855,0.13637545057574266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587486053310453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751075930779776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682904881207616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005624926407307,0.0,0.1428777969394913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633906442177215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101008879421614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205256424289011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613269350523866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632279775812708
anxiety,makaveli199010,2020/03/20,"Clomipramine Hey guys

What do u think about clomipramine

Is it any good for anxiety or social anxiety

And also depression

Iv been through alot of srris

Its would be great to read

Experiences

Pros and cons

Thanks",4.886842105263156,8.00827373684211,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,74.78947368421052,8.010526315789475,27.921052631578952,8.841846274778883,2.47182105263158,174,7,31,4,4,50,35,38,0.14800000000000002,0.6459999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323739825536529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976020357278108,0.0,0.4445805700368953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502731788092261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842396482453029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437218453311911,0.0,0.3203617004640741,0.0,0.2877164942637444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906552097840745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962062256898257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26752387065143746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861897366996453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064172622825435,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThePotooSaysAll,2020/03/20,"Stuff about overthinking While I don't have an anxiety disorder, or any other type of disorder, I constantly find myself overthinking and criticizing myself in social situations. For example, I don't have a problem with facial expressions and stuff (and my friends call me very empathetic), yet I always felt like I didn't pay enough attention to facial expressions. So now, because I overthink facial expressions so much, I eventually feel confused and misinterpret the expression. Anyone else who overthinks eventually find themselves becoming what they tried to avoid? And is there anything I can do to stop being so attentive to facial expressions, as well as general overthinking?",11.579494047619052,12.170914151785722,10.865000000000002,50.413333333333355,54.80357142857143,15.68095238095238,46.3452380952381,14.314028922438442,7.736691666666667,563,31,71,23,6,182,77,112,0.129,0.76,0.11,-0.4919,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,2,3,0,9,4,4,0,0,18,11,12,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,13,3,11,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,6,57,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475970223334498,0.0,0.0,0.12062665060672935,0.0,0.1356976533436427,0.0,0.0,0.1240304494532521,0.1817500383386411,0.14597124974288728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813114502766216,0.19590579491846352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811280676344632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916882097564059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065930025415911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818089230717496,0.0,0.0,0.1832842507768046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969026964952705,0.0,0.17031567793220734,0.0,0.3242500406314141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704581107398112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666046571320603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303970531923067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973175484669714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938613543909264,0.0,0.18081982183139966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830028790813088,0.0,0.0,0.4061226235362149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043154095170168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635970721641378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948878892675925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpaceWhale88,2020/03/20,"I got the mouse in my apartment but. . I cant stop freaking put over the possibility that theres more. I never saw more than one at a time. I'm stuck at home and my city just issued a shelter place order and maintenance may not be available tomorrow. I'm a wreck. I feel so gross. I feel like it's my fault. I feel so ashamed that I let my depression mess get so bad even though it's better now (my closet is still a mess). I feel disgusting and afraid. I know it's just a mouse but I hate it so much and I'm so afraid of it. 

Every radiator clank and hiss makes me jump. I'm too afraid to put my feet on the floor. I feel like my whole apartment is contaminated and it's even worse that I'm stuck here with it. 

I've spent 2 nights at a friend's and had plans to see this guy I'm dating tomorrow but I'm also worried about getting pulled over and questioned while I'm out. I dont know how this shelter in place order is going to be enforced. 

I'd be handling this whole thing with lockdown and not getting paid for a month if I didnt have this mouse issue. I'm constantly on edge.",1.1296336996337004,2.7515949914529902,2.9257997557997584,93.93269230769232,79.85470085470084,5.995604395604397,20.97191697191697,6.868970318607317,0.1982993894993892,844,23,201,9,21,281,122,234,0.21899999999999997,0.7140000000000001,0.068,-0.9904,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,18,17,2,4,10,0,13,1,1,2,1,33,42,22,0,1,8,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,15,12,0,1,8,0,2,5,6,13,0,1,8,7,21,4,19,29,5,34,0,1,2,0,3,15,0,3,14,118,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676901573216598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147643949846238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807998072301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427838907725335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149931703711784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647436263172704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636603673420811,0.0,0.11248911004806167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33753686878766903,0.1907611370077972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315057392766344,0.0,0.20926258294212596,0.0,0.07587760353550846,0.0,0.1067812604667091,0.0,0.0,0.13219727339895548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318148633253857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392281677850967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787024216817304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674874404112226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652444883481107,0.0,0.13045384904658253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911989405320267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656752310037927,0.0,0.09814623861798684,0.0,0.10297221987810357,0.0,0.0,0.12529140152518825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047077772933976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789819862703947,0.0,0.0,0.1505140393620611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26843165962659443,0.14956331986109345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639129741851536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066223738957991,0.11162150591457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886990394750577,0.0,0.13117426941716784,0.0,0.07785156910604395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29812141297422506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355873041812118,0.136059519470087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tylerthememecreatorr,2020/03/20,"I just want this to be a nightmare. I am sorry to vent online but I don’t have many people in my real life. I am sorry for feeling self centered and yes I pray for everyone to be safe, but I really hope things look up and it’s like waking up from a nightmare. Im for sure going to appreciate people more and for sure going to make sure to help much as I can. I can’t stop crying and I’m trying so hard not to have an anxiety attack since my kid is with me. I am scared and uncertainty is the scariest things of all. But I know for sure I’m definitely going to try to be a better person for myself and those around me. I have so much anger inside me but moments of chaos have taught me that life is too short and we need to care more about each other.",1.7432184992921194,2.94200701226994,3.923312883435585,89.26674374705051,77.03680981595092,6.487777253421425,19.28692779613025,7.010146845296331,0.14081727229825391,585,11,133,6,13,202,95,163,0.175,0.5720000000000001,0.253,0.9420000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,6,12,2,1,5,1,16,3,1,1,5,31,30,14,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,11,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,3,19,9,26,26,6,11,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,3,95,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064406496060075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386285477787355,0.0,0.15829024634952374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305678639229828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186107772757894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283722072969025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295289675875854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035265776230826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372270217116244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246408576859569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326167193036518,0.0,0.0,0.13819602640778694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502935663441125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646693680941387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965554186630697,0.06797609272072895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168413826344458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287609718987816,0.1410647036483669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456576376231764,0.10316951028189313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292237473210394,0.1214904603434412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158370190266274,0.08913575121763549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930201341627138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515190677178344,0.0,0.0,0.1150968893012448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115085467393044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632610139340267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245459425707805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848750090752212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889319547699042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206755235101927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rebetzels,2020/03/20,"Anyone currently in a Partial Hospitalization or IOP program Just wondered if these are still running? I know inpatient will be but what about outpatient programs?
Hope everyone is doing ok.",7.590537634408605,11.114511064516131,7.472258064516129,59.895053763440856,67.38709677419354,10.58494623655914,42.59139784946237,10.504223727775694,6.153378494623658,157,10,19,5,3,50,31,31,0.0,0.794,0.20600000000000002,0.7912,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,16,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294590590654451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502313804259444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679867024774645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589474570013674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762838688694922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109731336624863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foodistheword,2020/03/20,"Just telling me ""try not stress about it"" is not helping As we all aware of the madness happening in the world, telling me not to stress about it doesn't help at all, there is so much to worry about it : do we have enough food?, do we have enough toilet roll?, can I afford to live off sick pay if I need to self isolate? Plus I'm at a job I detest who rather us prioritize work to make them more money than worry about everything else in our lives. 
Sorry to vent on here",4.230952380952382,4.227176448979595,4.6269387755102045,90.98115646258506,70.22448979591837,7.757823129251701,24.49659863945579,7.1686216300943375,0.6708312925170064,364,8,85,3,6,115,69,98,0.20199999999999999,0.754,0.043,-0.9331,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,1,1,9,3,1,2,3,0,8,2,0,1,2,14,12,4,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,11,0,20,12,6,7,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,0,61,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616137751976094,0.0,0.0,0.36157264481417817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724787454372496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156919908427327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547215761512655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345516191623893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362644329912652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089958082311681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679095241630875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861990923631555,0.12973483738784422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252736656517649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958597581093692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008451987728938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058554387363458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879021409750212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046217438286727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737710147295855,0.3553722894111635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cheergirlx73,2020/03/20,"Quarantine Irritability Being in quarantine surrounded by my family 24/7, especially my sister, has caused really bad anxiety and irritability for me. It’s like every time someone talks I get irritated and have to leave the room or put on music to drown them out. Does anyone else get this?",6.740294117647058,9.087347294117649,8.586421568627454,56.211397058823565,66.25490196078431,12.943137254901965,30.39705882352941,12.161744961471696,5.095623529411767,236,9,35,10,4,83,45,51,0.298,0.662,0.04,-0.9322,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,7,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624145347466847,0.0,0.0,0.1976491413375215,0.2896283870134127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360172905196531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903795215319985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736605259056504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361341610567948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381613109097982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664757211967607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29536637550410216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29930626884434186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380980776223075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28416099975832315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108536983947604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395050161478482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271990994686865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648269041043912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kazuya_has_Gonorrhea,2020/03/20,"Why are people so stupid?!?! So I work at a restaurant and some guy just came in to pick up food, he was wearing a mask was coughing his head off and could barely speak. Why. The. Fuck. Would you be out in public in that state at a time like this. Now I can’t stop freaking out and I’m convinced I contracted coronavirus from that guy. I mean Jesus christ people stay the fuck home.",0.28346153846153754,2.6438529871794856,1.3699487179487198,99.13338461538464,89.64102564102564,4.1456410256410265,16.774358974358975,5.6839178017228535,-0.6776348717948721,295,7,66,2,10,92,58,78,0.205,0.7340000000000001,0.062,-0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,3,0,5,0,7,6,2,1,0,13,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,3,6,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,6,2,11,6,1,15,2,0,0,2,7,9,2,1,4,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24046976261951006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786735893679533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542348954776777,0.0,0.0,0.3887451085715045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163607193639188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577695420656415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089769440578784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271743326526192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290236715222521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915214799611129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409831460191515,0.0,0.1757782490672818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259835049237257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37943548858207854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306436012138008,0.0,0.0,0.14935542717670405,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m_s_07,2020/03/20,Help dealing with this (prescription sadness) Hey guys.. I’ve been on Zoloft for about 2.5 weeks. I’ve REALLY been needing an as needed medication for my panic attacks. I just saw a psychiatrist today for the first time (referred by my doctor) and she gave me something that was made to treat bipolar disorder (which I dont have) but apparently “can work wonders”  for people with my problems. She also upped my Zoloft dose. I’m just really upset and sad because I KNOW I would not abuse a benzodiazepine and that it would work for me. I will try the medication she provided but I’m really sad and feeling hopeless.,5.785239130434783,7.143099469565217,6.536250000000003,73.80437500000005,67.34782608695653,9.57608695652174,31.76630434782609,9.827888789773867,3.218065217391304,489,20,85,11,8,161,78,115,0.207,0.7120000000000001,0.081,-0.9519,1,0,1,0,1,1,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,1,2,5,0,9,7,0,1,0,21,19,8,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,6,2,14,1,13,10,0,6,0,4,1,0,8,2,0,1,4,57,19,3,0.0,0.20597864711185127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390242895336456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977745041847773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059746840196401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922721361276636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992421561702639,0.17793837137501534,0.0,0.0,0.20374578660232226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879015752890936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478730062295528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213450818614245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652506298299048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554101318799307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449694092101574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502623705920764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578086674769912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039703926518217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052267239682155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634679197539468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341098913311261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383486125854807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137078636369393,0.0,0.16478533241177676,0.0,0.0,0.11802977296772332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944848021678916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852817273158226,0.25312338196141176,0.0,0.0,0.24698989896327936,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SoLightMeUp,2020/03/20,"Going corona free for the weekend... subreddit suggestions? I decided I'm tired of looking at the news and updates about the coronavirus. I'm going corona free for the weekend while stuck in my house trying to ""quarantine"". No more coronavirus news and updates for the next 48 hours for me. 

I need to self-censor my subreddits and filter out any depressing coronavirus news or economy news. I'm looking for some suggestions about corona-free subreddits for the weekend. 

So far I've got:

* Aww

*Food

*Mindfulness

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anxiety,loaf1216,2020/03/20,"I need to stop my anxiety from ruining my dream job I have crippling anxiety about work, especially when I make a mistake. I’m finally in a new job that I adore and the team is beyond what I could’ve dreamt up. I’m only a few weeks in and had my first “oops” moment today. Nothing fatal, and I learned from it. And my team was awesome about it. But in the moment was horrendous anxiety for me and the rest of the day I’ve been in an exhausted haze as a letdown from my initial, internalized panic. 

I love my job and coworkers and I know how rare this is. I’m really grateful, and I don’t want my anxiety to drive me to more screw ups. How did you overcome these kinds of anxieties?",1.3767781155015193,3.44642161702128,3.736438703140834,86.21250000000002,81.05673758865248,7.716514690982777,24.965045592705174,8.634040054169528,1.9040492401215807,532,21,113,13,14,184,86,141,0.17600000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.141,-0.0551,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,6,9,1,1,9,0,9,3,0,3,0,18,17,13,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,6,0,1,5,0,19,3,19,12,3,18,0,1,0,2,4,7,1,0,10,78,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6287877580207453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125167480057193,0.0,0.0,0.10601765660796532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008071072466167,0.0,0.13982966259062907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893937716410218,0.0,0.0,0.17118641367334722,0.0903441945104244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836798212600674,0.0,0.10973129747311174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189276428953408,0.0,0.15876844647390875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773620157787355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250256562843589,0.0,0.19287571078866955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053121516546412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743702009560696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558220666404388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696121254437567,0.0,0.13186337678981136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196775462808895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Killem2wice,2020/03/20,"Hey guys. My wife is currently on Instagram Live talking about anxiety during this current crisis. Come join her and ask about ways to deal with your anxiety or just discuss ways that you may be dealing with it. She's a licensed therapist in California currently residing in NY https://instagram.com/marcellecraig_lmft?igshid=1pc1jr8fvy4ri

Come join her and ask about ways to deal with your anxiety or tell her you've been dealing with everything Coronavirus related.",10.920270270270274,13.347374270270276,8.519837837837837,60.340027027027034,56.29729729729728,12.947027027027028,40.47567567567568,12.340626583579946,5.986992432432432,392,19,53,13,5,115,51,74,0.11699999999999999,0.8270000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.5859,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,12,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,19,3,0,3,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640860042651489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29662090093310656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27331501214862114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6542187824683815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425787342038816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708221159098332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008529953024842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751180215296445,0.13866159218665652,0.0,0.0,0.18419757097644135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37777197043722827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Geronimoooooooooo,2020/03/20,"Anxiety from texting? Does anyone else get irrationally anxious when discussing something over text messages (skype, sms, whatsapp etc)?

For me it happens when I get emotionally involved in the discussion, and not getting instant responses makes me pissed off at that moment and generally anxious afterwards. The same doesn't happen on the phone or in person.",9.694827586206898,11.963455896551723,8.375344827586208,60.8416379310345,59.0,10.627586206896552,45.53448275862069,10.686352973137794,5.880262068965517,294,18,36,7,4,90,49,58,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.897,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,7,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,4,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774413536330373,0.524075660551985,0.0,0.16218505110744516,0.23766050503463465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298128092111065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937647222752675,0.2609128810900165,0.0,0.0,0.2586859109265973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635533935213176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102257893524352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482863423444734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253006550257227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856668207242854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,navelorangie,2020/03/20,"Anxiety caused my break up, has anyone gone through this before? First of all, I can't even say for sure that he wants to be with me again. We left it on a hopeful note and love each other very much, but decided we needed to break up to get control of our own lives and find ways to feel full and happy as individuals.

My anxiety was dragging him down. I didn't know it had gotten so hard for him until he hit his breaking point because frankly, I was too wrapped up in moments of intense panic about my life to notice anything else. I quit my job to move in with him, which caused an intense spike in my anxiety, along with having a draining career that was really taking my soul away. Then the virus panic happened and I totally lost it. He lost it too, a few days later, and said he thought we should quarantine ourselves separately and break up. At first, in the moment of intense emotion, he said we needed to break up and that was it. But after some surprisingly clear thinking on my end, I think I got through to him that maybe, just maybe once everything has cleared and the anxieties have been controlled, we could be together again. I think he agrees, and he agreed not to forget the good times together and stay hopeful. But we need this time for self care, and I am respecting boundaries by refraining from contacting him while he works on himself. I am doing the same.

My question is, has anyone been through this with a partner? Can anyone give me some advice or guidance moving forward? I am not sure I will ever get him back, which is extremely painful because we truly had something beautiful outside of the anxiety and his feelings of resentment due to the invisible obligation to drop everything in his life and try to save me. I never asked him to do such a thing, but I let it get to that point without even realizing it. I really feel liked I ruined him and us, even though he does not blame me for what happened. Please help me",7.755694288913772,6.786462542553193,7.505554311310192,76.49868421052633,63.20212765957447,10.681746920492722,36.01287793952967,9.811843763644266,3.319145744680851,1540,61,294,26,19,490,203,376,0.098,0.723,0.179,0.987,1,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,9,0,0,8,14,19,1,2,13,0,29,4,0,4,8,75,61,25,0,8,10,0,4,1,1,2,3,3,0,2,20,27,0,3,12,0,0,4,7,7,0,2,17,7,50,12,55,37,10,51,1,3,0,1,41,21,0,6,21,217,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357707204486013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271438221340295,0.0,0.0,0.17940971400168748,0.0,0.07038234101460432,0.0,0.07995723053289401,0.0,0.0803564678529781,0.06576583160340946,0.0,0.10427427506501008,0.0,0.07277811591303028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720160080126663,0.17572184244415834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185407944909968,0.06828723048125113,0.0,0.0,0.05515855064608072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484621899303376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714477550379412,0.09620760371374597,0.07575251286239748,0.0,0.0,0.16947151549742615,0.07736506542352682,0.0,0.0,0.15373428755647847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973673559588927,0.061101293622732686,0.0,0.0,0.07817113635019596,0.1455003208446717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405471077765346,0.0820463494673728,0.0,0.07173691464976775,0.06840463683035408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126443742561493,0.09104625565990357,0.07661638054329611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057327684351501026,0.0,0.0,0.16989740836841738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487344467773504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700400846351295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292653378145573,0.08745827966622545,0.12082205653686988,0.04178471076362416,0.0,0.07552288158773797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672805469842516,0.0,0.07719245188201301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184894974122425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180567532535927,0.06287299643762644,0.19025401317774174,0.06596454540422904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973743117438705,0.0,0.09108463798731717,0.0,0.0,0.09100793139957324,0.20069760080202215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388417310289192,0.16170340426090082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581104899421762,0.09096966503089686,0.0,0.0,0.1095829852600954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627136227178316,0.06801538007423465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922446405040255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584371194527436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116157754910972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121844912887215,0.0,0.06430648908935657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056821071000413836,0.16440886411476496,0.08403092660407255,0.06789975992260426,0.0997442489084016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058067967487481026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287977669084684,0.0,0.0,0.07056964191405933,0.050446690899905416,0.0678882268783592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244603887747648,0.0,0.062265477364240734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LunaticMiko,2020/03/20,"Passing out from anxiety attack? I just my second anxiety attack today. The first one I had this morning, I actually passed out. I've been have episodes of anxiety attacks where I feel dizzy and get tunnel vision, dropping to floor because it feels safer. I think I've had 7 in the last 3 weeks. 

I guess my question is, is passing out ""normal""? I know my breathing could improve, but these just come on so suddenly.  I'm also not sure if I should call doctor if its anxiety related. Thanks!",3.0330732860520087,5.3861881702127645,4.4258865248226975,81.9338888888889,76.87234042553192,7.1565011820330975,28.52955082742316,8.167268648758528,2.257587706855792,384,17,69,7,9,127,69,94,0.17800000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.098,-0.5416,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,1,21,17,6,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,3,0,3,3,2,11,2,8,12,0,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,5,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.1604156274187526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314582811221681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030149839934839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610335386096922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002073080209142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785502511821546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160275132513267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124770293466306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168254572816763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662355554442671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982543114237714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858841530260836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181088136575054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034146056415827,0.13399536454772426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106197630851696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139123883954398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414833941323916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493051167643154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134322615857904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533099480477816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581735123886176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318593864129137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cypherwitch,2020/03/20,"How can I stop being anxious about death? So my family member died last year in November. Ever since, I can’t stop obsessing over and fearing death. Pretty much anything could trigger this fear in me. For example, my friend and I could make a long-term plan and my mind will randomly think “okay, but will you be alive during that time?” and my day will automatically get ruined. The fact that I believe in LOA worsens the whole situation, because I get anxious that whatever I invest too much thoughts into could actually manifest to reality. These obsessive thoughts literally prevent me from enjoying life. I want to learn how to stop..
BTW, I’m 16 years old, if that matters in any way.",5.206377952755909,7.194516448818899,6.087409448818897,74.0389881889764,69.55118110236221,9.489448818897637,32.385039370078744,9.888512548439397,3.48859748031496,547,25,95,14,10,180,92,127,0.221,0.659,0.121,-0.9251,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,4,3,1,10,1,0,4,2,28,18,9,3,5,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,14,3,12,8,3,17,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,10,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.14139644268509374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853344604196353,0.0,0.0,0.327379807150281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923609076331575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832653721585218,0.0,0.0,0.16324684385620666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34706016996287725,0.0,0.0,0.09344517184849432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503779468928624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106565979150056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659394069179906,0.3260939106102924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194537826271968,0.0,0.15140312594620506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810861689854095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234349619353647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822735584856335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671841726751376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630246301341324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130287285625491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204273932890827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741012224922953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985849214650054,0.16286784818269226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634156716556038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284274985877518,0.0,0.23006060384547464,0.0844893345725252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546271874648123,0.11501076356850587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617698916877566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866150266297917
anxiety,themagicsword,2020/03/20,"Can someone please tell me how long ""social distancing"" is going to last? I keep reading these articles about how we might have to continue living like this for months, years, or even forever and it's causing me a major panic attack. I need to know how long everyone thinks this will last.",5.38111111111111,7.051355444444442,5.626851851851857,78.76583333333336,68.62962962962962,9.103703703703703,28.314814814814817,9.516144504307137,2.6731259259259246,230,8,40,5,4,73,45,54,0.11199999999999999,0.804,0.084,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,12,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24729416469460214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330284871050965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435733947830593,0.0,0.0,0.20771005356252514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353858293038344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321188842833106,0.0,0.0,0.11946299725432087,0.3543774423635399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619789567739256,0.0,0.1919451146971402,0.3847380792350532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059933078496606,0.0,0.0,0.1735057536979385,0.0,0.0,0.16117997448039662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25504140728946745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23861123934400585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174327001352612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158529171542907,0.1841801794565517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899943484834312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928440236165826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998164905376695
anxiety,Aziza999,2020/03/20,"Question about Buspar I started taking buspar 2 days ago. I use cbd/thc (1:1 ratio). Normally I don’t get high on my cbd. It just takes the edge off my symptoms. Last night I took half a 10mg buspar and half my normal dose of weed. I got high. It was actually pretty pleasant. 

My question is: I use a strain on the weekends that is indica dominate, but has more thc and does get me high. Do any of you combine weed and buspar? Does it intensify your high? I like my indica, but I don’t want to trigger some sort of episode this weekend.",0.8800606060606064,3.1011137636363664,3.1104545454545485,89.08901515151518,84.0909090909091,5.848484848484849,21.89393939393939,7.1686216300943375,0.7775757575757574,414,14,87,6,12,141,70,110,0.023,0.884,0.092,0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,7,2,0,3,0,16,17,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,0,16,2,8,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,8,50,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.14489491962965706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161843235617807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009713927307208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957572227960616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598714427268225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514919151475173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187529036300616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6275084740502063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210308988550542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253975695870928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933828525684738,0.2909574645330121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105739161676754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33266283676420605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509480531952324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432742086799575,0.22327674425214666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496658176184248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564778430394241,0.0,0.0,0.08757726523348268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sigaportugal,2020/03/20,"Huge Performance Anxiety (16M) I can't believe I took so long to post here, I tried subs like r/erectiledysfunction, r/NoFap and r/sex but now I know that the problem is 100% anxiety and I really need help.

I'm 16 years old, turning 17 next week, and I have huge anxiety problems as well as OCD (specially Pure-O but with some compulsions as well in some cases). 

My problem started a month ago: I met this wonderful girl, like extremelly hot, beautiful, funny, perfect. I would never imagine that I would have a chance with her- and I dont usually have problems with girls- but we started dating. Since the moment we kissed I felt so much anxiety over me, like I wasnt good enough, specially because all of her exs are way different than me. I didnt give much attention to this anxiety, I mean I knew it was really strong but I tried to not think about it.

Then the day came, I was at her house and we were going to have sex, I was so much fucking nervous and because of that I couldnt get erect. She was extremelly chill with it but I wasnt, as soon as I came home I started researching about ED and all of this things, made multiple reddit posts asking for help and thought something was wrong with me. Because imagine my situation, I'm a teenager who failed in losing his virginity with a girl I REALLY like... But the problems didnt stop there.

For a week I couldnt eat, couldnt be more than 10 minutes without thinking about it, couldnt get erections or anything. I started meditating, made an appointment to the doctor and went on vacations for the weekend (my salvation). Thins were starting to get normal, I was eating and masturbating again like in the beggining, it was gonna be alright- at least that's what I thought.

I went to see her again and guess what? Same thing happened. She asked me what was going on and I told her the truth, she was really supportive but sad because she felt it was her fault because I wasnt confident around her, I told her it isn't true. But the truth is that the problem is still here. I saw a doctor and everything is working normally, it's a mental issue and I seriously dont know how to deal with this.  Everytime it pops in my mind I feel really down, I dont know what to do, everytime Im talking to her and things get a little bit ""horny"" I remember this and lose all the interest and wanna cry, I'm afraid I've developed some irracional fear and Im afraid this wont pass... please reddit help me: what can I do?

I was going to see a therapist by the way, but thanks to the Corona Virus that is impossible. I can't see her as well but I still feel anxious about it when talking to her or whenever I remember it may happen again.",2.9877010779436155,4.762888819029853,4.4217512437810935,84.57581923714761,74.98880597014927,8.271907131011607,27.023051409618567,8.96741613852259,2.1621721061359858,2101,81,428,47,45,698,235,536,0.14400000000000002,0.701,0.155,0.8505,1,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,3,0,0,7,23,39,1,4,23,1,47,8,0,3,8,99,102,42,0,16,14,1,6,5,0,5,2,0,1,3,32,31,2,1,19,1,0,9,19,18,3,0,34,10,69,21,52,57,14,57,0,4,4,4,36,15,1,8,34,287,101,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552166247986719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957592140108336,0.07075910248085837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051542817128396916,0.05575794148310573,0.11710951503005215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909069026901488,0.0,0.0,0.07056757870711022,0.0,0.0,0.06838059931503403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432742539745548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880100434604955,0.04039403986901247,0.06457336965922494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543967119211343,0.0,0.12821803117672168,0.0,0.0,0.2202213335170241,0.0,0.0,0.1281813620429779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471813207699417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629180669227632,0.0,0.0,0.0704811718233604,0.06333972169019456,0.0,0.12027779247243806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790454152126394,0.13089566394462498,0.060084673594074475,0.1067898073117162,0.05253480659845005,0.0,0.0,0.0689989102596368,0.0,0.11077487795753366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594765853173676,0.0,0.06282746217609347,0.0,0.0,0.07227174805236247,0.0,0.0,0.13531191239747334,0.06537409486224452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326677022722597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300014709695045,0.06277617548404389,0.0,0.05542951895730691,0.0,0.14014386085070965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853246568742976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822728005887324,0.0,0.0,0.06312079575432346,0.0,0.0632429413633077,0.0,0.04999422195444322,0.0,0.13813058691923144,0.046442652459888906,0.048307550611630175,0.0,0.06661245018852074,0.0,0.12273692865512655,0.0,0.0,0.06572432104040002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875381943446605,0.0,0.0,0.11997298235401248,0.0,0.0,0.3595962691155144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062616873147587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190524833571486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497346466095216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181186587419683,0.07040374823793473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821906112992055,0.0,0.0,0.22166493723111225,0.0,0.10003990842191662,0.05236520638962236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107683378616475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068639980369593,0.0,0.057665388123267214,0.0,0.07272342622824605,0.12483464016945442,0.08026725544310814,0.0,0.09944951697547684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969980589868535,0.06958918070268677,0.08504936283957615,0.06812829775254238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689829998603741,0.0,0.0,0.09943262507953,0.10048315855549786,0.0,0.16894768311213984,0.11612552887379173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603773765345586,0.06792439129962308,0.04559862696995914,0.0,0.0,0.08898743514648053,0.06848094065274729,0.0,0.040334533484846335
anxiety,K_C_95,2020/03/20,"Struggling My anxiety is through the roof and almost to the point of unmanageable. It was starting to get bad before the public health crisis started, but all of the events surrounding it have definitely made it worse. 

Not having a job and daily structure has allowed my mind to think and obsess over things too much (something I already struggle with even when I do have a job). I’m sick to my stomach constantly, and I can tell it’s already causing me to loose weight (which then makes me worry more). I feel like breaking down all the time, but I don’t want to burden anyone with my problems because I know we are all going through a hard time (gotta love guilt). The list goes on and on. 

I’ve suffered from anxiety for years and usually have coping tools that help get me through panic attacks (or even just general anxiety), but nothing seems to be working lately. Any thoughts or advice that have helped others would be extremely appreciated. Or at the very least, just hearing someone say everything’s going to be okay.",8.26109375,7.739431255208332,7.692791666666667,74.10637500000003,61.96875,10.18,37.95,9.3871,3.54102125,819,36,143,12,10,257,129,192,0.228,0.664,0.10800000000000001,-0.9769,3,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,6,13,1,5,10,1,16,5,1,4,3,36,34,14,0,3,9,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,9,9,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,10,0,0,3,5,14,3,22,26,6,21,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,5,12,97,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347648448754266,0.0,0.0,0.12653021641295212,0.0,0.27888044390049044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592840579062301,0.0,0.28999270798033744,0.0,0.0,0.08835310221585346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375152524179494,0.0,0.0,0.10550442897387388,0.07702723122798302,0.0,0.107522143103367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298054288204327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654911406706685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691776378706955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135632590866668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389087193543459,0.09027084521609684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203465185550978,0.0,0.14362538432222235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131927823287244,0.0,0.0,0.13431363434007482,0.1424156981911153,0.0,0.16939145520042614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507834820901496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944356364604437,0.0,0.14253837744190911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061732590819307036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140438681825171,0.11956387529563853,0.08434556731985487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758649895011498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288835298213034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124480175972398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825497942077012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945003216364695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090843136788465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048569323106643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503242464211785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706351178518013,0.09727727805837737,0.0,0.0,0.17887500278551527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641955793037181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104432747757857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394725874319066,0.08096570053161985,0.0,0.10031487640882153,0.1473618170836276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916651012009607,0.1042593510624026,0.07452977107174343,0.0,0.0,0.15387113608763545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199080635115324,0.12832362755847618,0.1287705453523137,0.08976175883145274,0.0,0.0,0.08137100841902675
anxiety,_enemyairship,2020/03/20,"Anyone’s fatigue with buspar go away? I’m on buspar for nearly a week and the fatigue is hitting me hard at times. If I have coffee it helps a lot but in the evening I want to sleep around 9pm and waking up I feel exhausted.

Did this go away for anybody? It’s definitely have a nice effect on my anxiety already",0.2504545454545486,2.5286673030303035,2.8244696969697003,89.50670454545454,88.0909090909091,5.118181818181818,21.88636363636364,6.6274283507984215,0.6257636363636365,246,9,51,3,8,85,50,66,0.141,0.698,0.161,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,4,5,2,1,0,10,10,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,1,13,8,1,13,0,2,0,0,1,9,0,2,2,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071700598301131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129397008858297,0.0,0.0,0.19463127148136386,0.0,0.0,0.2477936704153367,0.0,0.0,0.5230446388146863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384989198983653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074391650070825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31638946982687616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24935010310481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657451451558496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236646230884426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785545697105349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623101911957781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418013338648302,0.0,0.22327842466115166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alpacabaka,2020/03/20,"My anxiety and chest pains will kill me before the Coronavirus. It's not getting the virus that's causing me anxiety, but it's the unknown that is. Being stuck at home isn't good for my mental health. That's where my worst thoughts come in. Like, I feel that this is a ""new life"" I will find extremely difficult to accept if they keep doing the scare tactic, saying that this will last until summer.

Nothing, but bad news has been broadcasted for the past couple of weeks, and at first, it made me very uneasy because it feels like we're getting further and further away from the end of the tunnel. As a result, I deactivated my FaceBook and Instragram accounts because all people post are Corona-virus related, social distancing, and arguments between what should we do and what they see as ""overreacting"". Seeing people in panic-mode makes me feed off their feelings and puts me in a sense of panic as well. My logic tells me that the stores will restock soon, and the pandemic will end in a few weeks, but my emotions always overcome it, and it SUCKS.

I'm worried for myself-- financially and emotionally. I live in California and they're putting out a lot of last-minute announcements, such as the state-wide in-home sheltering mandate. I work as a substitute teacher, so I don't have a job for a few weeks and I applied for EDD. I'm currently finding other means, such as Instacart and Ubereats, to make some ends meet and to go out and find a purpose in my life.

I feel like my sanity will kill me first before the virus. Since last week, anxiety has flown through the roof-- the worst I experienced are chest pains and suicidal ideation. My chest pains lasted for at least a week and my suicidal ideation comes and goes. I would go in different waves, between ""I'm ok, I can handle this,"" to ""I can't handle this just kill me now please."" 

My friends would talk me out of my habits and way of thinking, and then I would be fine. One of them called me an asshole for not thinking of those who died or those who are working in the frontlines (it's ok, I prefer upfront and direct stuff like this). I mean, they're right, and I know that I can control myself. However, when more waves of bad news spread, my anxiety kicks in again and I'm back to square one. And then people call me out for relapsing again. It's definitely a challenge.

I've been seeking online therapy and trying to find coping strategies for myself. I'm trying to get back into dancing and my boyfriend & I are trying to find an MMO to play together. My classmates are planning a virtual study day. My teachers and friends have been checking up on me and I really appreciate as the love and support. But, it's still difficult and I know that this is a battle that I, myself, have to face in the end. Not everyone understands my anxiety, except me. Some are understanding and are there to listen. Others snap me into reality and say it's all in my head. 

I understand the whole social distancing now, because I can't bear to live a life like this forever. Isolate myself for a couple of weeks (ideally) so it'll be faster for us to get back in our lives again. Yes, I do feel selfish in this whole ordeal. I feel bad that I should be thinking about those who are more susceptible in getting the virus. I do care about them. So I'm also in this ethical battle in doing what's right for others, and myself. I am staying home and following the mandate, even if it causes me so much anxiety.",4.9142410075374485,6.12336778026906,5.500589002321664,80.97847819864519,69.25411061285503,8.623362910663742,29.7796329866743,8.962127807601751,2.406531316986293,2731,104,518,49,47,881,290,669,0.154,0.732,0.114,-0.9856,4,0,0,0,0,3,95.0,3,0,5,8,25,38,6,2,36,3,47,14,5,7,2,101,92,57,6,9,12,0,6,5,2,12,7,3,2,0,44,43,1,2,25,2,3,8,7,19,1,4,6,13,75,19,79,70,15,80,0,0,3,1,24,34,1,6,40,368,119,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046017887659347514,0.04788118825521296,0.062348861546649835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641258522489214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406444892476429,0.13274327028245828,0.1441404203548957,0.10523480005493037,0.0,0.09793135103498146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751764320984147,0.0,0.05866990696136029,0.11822700561166573,0.0,0.09913806033533518,0.0,0.0,0.06454044930372774,0.0,0.12734260453836174,0.0,0.037111096640350096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972155018096177,0.06012119534461971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945842982228625,0.20386749054549716,0.0,0.0,0.03800724587420761,0.0,0.0,0.05498572411848565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457574487029054,0.0822188395425056,0.0,0.0,0.2629707055024149,0.09789373369715668,0.0,0.0,0.08891664853233991,0.0,0.15032173218511893,0.0,0.06540712230815472,0.04826514730834831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905670906090156,0.0611665434379261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544257658039228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710350563496245,0.05114771967613895,0.1909916127756877,0.0,0.06324931602230954,0.1876240455905573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219350118133738,0.14056537210229578,0.0,0.1524371248517971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892182086746125,0.05193567467136684,0.054449490610614784,0.07682208634461926,0.0,0.0,0.12536449396909388,0.0,0.0,0.05799078177994989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042301435036544655,0.0,0.0,0.055576319540049095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055214985953560516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798655925509855,0.0,0.18369250629219866,0.1350308877156741,0.0,0.0,0.05493222539682099,0.1196812186711955,0.0,0.0,0.06316599294597934,0.0,0.0,0.05511121141644333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156951562417315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03686413718717264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828446261902098,0.0,0.09152254050911744,0.0576115471387959,0.0,0.09171017900584608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760096211741405,0.0,0.0,0.1173176503496601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133420974055572,0.04595468442097525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587407213509734,0.12588751490528738,0.06530020904276902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625165897742176,0.0502959613682667,0.0,0.06580653846741043,0.0,0.0,0.11061554687762197,0.0,0.0456834801282688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172057239301158,0.0,0.0,0.17971588947558434,0.0692183041503274,0.0,0.0,0.04747979724397712,0.0,0.045675720607495994,0.2769497841740781,0.0,0.05173893488139447,0.0,0.0,0.1284915628098347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378538307318842,0.058438689249479016,0.0,0.12263274419469428,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lila202020,2020/03/20,"Anxiety physical symptoms Hello everyone. Hope you are staying safe at home. I just wanted ti share my story and hopefully find someone with similar expirience because I really need help. So...about 2 months ago I had a lot of stressfull situations and one day a started to feel really strong pressure in my head. I was feeling like my head was burning and about to explode. My face went numb. It was really scary. Next day it got a little bit better but i still, to this day, 2 months later feel pressure in head, constant tinnitus, blurry vision, fatigue. Most of the time a can't function normally and I still can't manage to work through shift. (I have very psychologically exhausting job). Blood tests are fine, vitamnis are fine and I'm still waiting for brain MR and the rest of the neurological tests. I just wanted to know can anxiety cause such symptoms? At first, I was sure I was sick and It couldn't be stress because symptoms were so physical but now it got little bit better and I started to think it could be my anxiety and panic. I had only 3 panic attacks in my life and I it felt like I was going to die but it was more like a heart attack, not like headache. Has anyone had symilar symptoms? I'm so confused and scared and I dont know what the hell is happening to me. Please help!",2.2651190476190486,4.874446543650794,3.8406349206349217,83.55714285714289,81.57936507936509,6.7746031746031745,25.66666666666667,7.957251820313856,1.8487285714285717,1027,42,191,20,28,340,140,252,0.217,0.618,0.166,-0.9723,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,5,10,27,3,7,9,0,25,17,7,1,1,42,47,17,1,8,6,0,4,4,0,0,10,0,1,1,9,13,0,2,8,0,0,2,5,13,0,2,15,4,23,14,20,28,6,27,1,1,0,0,6,7,1,5,21,117,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014004195222225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074825234073688,0.0,0.0,0.06321443296380204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570123579002536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022211156667028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991467331064074,0.1974012971896167,0.0,0.0,0.10092372262922077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287253500686328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769747299161967,0.0,0.07218235496713651,0.0,0.0,0.17491443367151896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382783114822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595592253881214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638743004022932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371369586240751,0.06458653007516904,0.086804563337392,0.0,0.08263004184601531,0.0768998517953215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138018361232098,0.0,0.14461291642051122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994630357104432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27834992104921563,0.0,0.0,0.10713231761624296,0.12119534595681522,0.0,0.0906852430142836,0.17958840843915516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971465188786566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993702629285316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385689177421149,0.17667249371708826,0.18122243146863992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686050234641945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443234537960966,0.0,0.0,0.0670353867349989,0.0,0.0,0.09614849977851632,0.0,0.08857932356650391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126188696915871,0.06875833253654963,0.0,0.2121454532574976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992393550148393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737504483193482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051282997087813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162086445858312,0.0,0.0,0.0766012626481281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279805868599815,0.09636146177901664,0.21659660661465246,0.0,0.10356051412882164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520719935674187,0.3758685090328507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579289319815754,0.0,0.0,0.052716845667166334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459495584526475,0.10664837111688567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380787191885908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581711921290798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway14454364,2020/03/20,"Anxiety has blocked me. Advice ? Hello reddit.

Lately I am having issues with getting things done due to anxiety of not being able to do them correctly. I've always been anxious my whole life (I'm 22) but I feel this is the first time that its actively detrimental to my carrer.

Last semester a professor told me I could help one of his phD students in one of his side projects.  Infortunally after a brief good start things started to go wrong (it was in IT and there were some technical issues on their part... But I thought it was a problem on my part so I wasted A LOT of hours trying to fix it) then after that was fixed I got tangled in the final exams. His student is the most friendly and understanding person, however ever since I've started to fail in that project my anxiety as gone trough the ruff.

After a lot of avoinding talking to him, he was again very simpatetic and gave me a (very) simple task. But now I cant seem to do it... First I started to think that it was so simple that I would have nothing interesting to say and now I'm just avoiding it doing. I've never avoided doing something as much (if ever) as this... I cant even talk about this with anyone because I know they would just tell me to get it done, however doing gives me just as much anxiety as not doing it. (I've started it multiple times and do a little before ""getting"" distracted and stop completly)... This is also affecting my productivity in other things because I always convince myself that that project is my priority and I should be focusing in it... resulting in me not actually doing anything (aside the bare minimum to keep with my classes) ...

​

Anyway...

I'm not sure if I'm writing this to hear some harsh true or some advice by people who have felt the same. I'm looking for something to ""unblock"" me since I've been blocked by this for a long time now.

Thank you if you have read till this far. 

(idk if it matters but English is not my first language... Not sure if everything is clear)",3.4344579818806618,5.384007144329896,4.779475164011249,81.73765854420495,74.20618556701032,7.486535457669477,28.252421118400502,8.296473431620573,2.11584089347079,1564,64,292,27,33,519,197,388,0.125,0.8059999999999999,0.069,-0.9618,2,2,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,2,3,4,16,14,0,3,14,0,38,1,0,2,8,66,68,27,0,10,19,0,2,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,32,10,0,6,7,1,0,3,9,6,0,5,16,5,38,8,45,46,12,45,0,1,1,0,24,12,0,13,30,224,70,11,0.08877946578245101,0.0,0.0866359520117699,0.0,0.0,0.17350853293537374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099690671108852,0.14774325501144148,0.09619251408361663,0.10787676832244923,0.0,0.0,0.271664193293965,0.10029552626391602,0.0,0.0620766667004861,0.0,0.07305793583823088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823827663954508,0.0,0.07554478646423844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930835807728792,0.0,0.0,0.07088317937640817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170443413520404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586379998502257,0.16061221904112966,0.0,0.0,0.07978925931226699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044889565424084885,0.0,0.08524220963054611,0.09725356525867083,0.0,0.22654730472462514,0.0,0.0,0.06859079503653485,0.0,0.13915081990202913,0.08516535325110325,0.050455416327758726,0.07446400378509548,0.07100504894477028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006091023186024,0.0,0.05950700452315522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742989053418045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532539329508024,0.0,0.07891126835749315,0.0,0.0,0.04879087261042415,0.07236711385015088,0.10014710436394612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270756220286948,0.0,0.08898034791652926,0.0,0.07856703349060579,0.07455239157744374,0.0,0.0,0.15095425404899945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052624489271555,0.0,0.06847219709188476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518629181369476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031852728964475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922790198932217,0.0,0.06154850319632376,0.07751880513760652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494995882505665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880349076673089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706009945370422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082149132479734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687858303385773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669354026319333,0.0,0.0,0.3141928141311074,0.0,0.0,0.07422360867545648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673471916762791,0.0,0.0,0.14271514337908026,0.07759716620721516,0.08173620419508038,0.0,0.0,0.17694339657783262,0.05688629691568305,0.0,0.07048097906870668,0.15530406132989655,0.0,0.0,0.0848325841155554,0.0,0.06027542962909665,0.0,0.0,0.09242255485555444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650471401667284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911910304860304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261327705690833,0.09706640899908672,0.10787676832244923,0.0
anxiety,quikeeoats_,2020/03/20,"this ever happen to you? you ever wake up and feel like your chest is exploding?
have debilitating/severe anxiety?
on another note, i have had like 2 days of rest with just my baseline anxiety.",3.0874999999999986,5.901087194444448,5.292222222222224,73.15000000000003,79.83333333333334,9.155555555555557,25.66666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.1173,153,6,26,5,4,53,31,36,0.09,0.764,0.146,0.4836,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,6,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174881946056379,0.4632473137457881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526618484055716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477584522524286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309320191064793,0.2163040245761322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267744794344517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958431996457397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420519469947486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,welsh_hero,2020/03/20,"Anxious about going bald I’m 18 and my hair loss has accelerated very quickly recently , I’d rather accept what happens and i’m not really interested in medication transplants ect . My hair line is receding and thinning patches are appearing now , Ik i should go for the shave it all off approach but i’m still in school for year and i’m scared to be honest . IK i’ll get the piss taken out of me ofc but i don’t know if it’ll get to much . I feel ill look so much older people my age won’t approach me anymore and if i’m to approach them they’ll find it weird and uncomfortable. I’m worried how women will find me , ive never struggled w women i’d even go as far to say ibe been successful but i tbink this might change i’ve always tried to be the best person i can be which i tbink is why i’ve always punched (theyve out of my league )w my girlfriends but still there has to be that initial attraction. I’m scared i won’t be attractive anymore and i’ll have some ugly head . i’m just scared the thought of it makes me sick .",0.047811059907832736,2.356409460829493,2.223283410138251,92.92635368663595,90.33640552995392,5.127649769585254,20.19239631336405,6.7097532225279775,0.33315023041474623,811,27,178,11,28,272,124,217,0.17300000000000001,0.71,0.11699999999999999,-0.8802,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,11,14,1,4,4,0,22,8,5,2,2,32,43,16,0,4,9,0,4,0,1,7,3,1,0,3,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,7,5,7,0,0,3,6,19,7,18,28,5,23,0,1,1,0,7,7,1,5,9,98,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417178138917323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409016675419238,0.2880962030779011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242999462187445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365431398930335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593567661469647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344232141101402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655101361010597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177334484905755,0.0,0.24764527354156196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844332078084394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906750573683833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982512003237241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197268234752613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695491823869667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463232115841199,0.0,0.15408636717951488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354963763672846,0.0,0.11202507885813456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069745410558033,0.12682593267564302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305030823789287,0.0,0.14341598709937514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550793338588887,0.4362591365240637,0.1469998681062527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319922763218647,0.0,0.0,0.15184592151286255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531158007935716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861462088541297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984573913103905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106474247667452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750753612035142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353567376397147
anxiety,rilakkuma-stan,2020/03/20,"DAE keep mistaking their anxiety attacks and anxiety symptoms for COVID-19 I know that for me, it’s near impossible to escape the COVID-19 posts and news. I’m finding it incredibly hard to think straight and carry on with my day lately because my normal physiological anxiety symptoms kind of match up with the symptoms for the coronavirus. It’s ridiculous because I have to tell myself during an anxiety attack that it’s not a heart attack and that I’m not dying to prevent myself from wasting a trip to the ER, and now it’s like I have to tell myself that my anxiety symptoms are just flaring up even more with all the stress going on? Like the anxiety in general is bad, and then it intensifies because I stress myself more wondering if I have it or not and then it turns into this weird cycle. 

Even if I was able to get tested, I know that there’s apparently a huge testing shortage where I live so I wouldn’t want to waste a more vulnerable person’s opportunity to get tested just because of my anxiety. Really feeling alone right now because my friends and family don’t understand why I’m so scared about it.",11.797429906542055,7.876426663551405,11.494836448598132,60.29496495327105,58.065420560747654,14.625233644859811,45.9088785046729,12.38480682065935,5.582319626168225,902,41,157,21,8,302,113,214,0.237,0.675,0.08800000000000001,-0.9811,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,11,15,4,3,11,0,8,5,1,0,1,36,23,15,1,6,8,0,2,2,1,1,4,0,0,1,15,12,0,2,7,0,0,2,5,10,1,0,1,2,20,5,26,21,4,20,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,4,8,110,35,3,0.0983914993625882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190392001600093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268845939210235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33580360434894463,0.0,0.0,0.08215279215208716,0.29989272387277005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345437736321581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211484232397043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299733147533172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275474897985107,0.0,0.049749698411496485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992804790510181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601702833686863,0.0,0.10281099491515126,0.0,0.05591815652075146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813945736885494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116594400481266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745488544978447,0.0,0.10245960569428413,0.10814678977934564,0.0,0.11098989691305418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613823328391713,0.0,0.08688149655299729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640277888197887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591166210636372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423185846684733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303211395000542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402580285363136,0.0,0.0,0.09850705539779396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254142601793381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090657650799119,0.0,0.0,0.1719970144475694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304529991692982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702169747620836,0.0,0.10242902079904814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058033855559900475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878302435599689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067013839583653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juan1879,2020/03/20,"Quarantine setting me back 🤦🏽‍♀️ Hi just wondering if anyone will be feeling the same ! 
I’m now having to self isolate with my family and I’m am very anxious for a few reasons such as giving them the virus ! But I am also very anxious about body image and dieting as the house is full of a lot of food which I will worry about eating and gaining weight ( any ways of helping with the temptation ?)  ! Also super anxious about not really socially interacting with People and there opinions changing on me and being very different with me ? I know this may sounds silly but just wondering if these are common anxiety’s that come with self isolating!",5.162357723577237,6.700965073170736,6.240813008130085,74.66089430894309,69.0,9.369105691056909,30.739837398373986,9.725611199111238,3.1993349593495934,516,21,87,12,9,172,87,123,0.068,0.838,0.094,0.4920000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,11,2,0,0,6,0,10,5,1,1,0,27,18,13,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,4,11,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,16,13,4,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,7,3,66,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283594009991813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709409379469353,0.0,0.10922495663435453,0.4838962856591973,0.0,0.09983385953302956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978764718903516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859442863911424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510404376765948,0.12299080436930487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491728635817048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460977759012539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459861013759844,0.0,0.07219296407569091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726480048064821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696589017214264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570123923470128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474690988859514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846718230192731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138494699911985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898444857255666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146739142756376,0.1467998021172331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978976693815124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455444269780485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534209828945112,0.0,0.11333071473582762,0.0,0.1738654218256108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096738040587875,0.0,0.1449982251573164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jean-baltring,2020/03/20,"Qi Gong and Yoga, help to be serene Hello everyone,

Like you i made many panic attacks and was very anxious.

But since 1 month i made Qi Gong and now i am very serene. Even while this period of Cov-19.

Yoga and Qi gong are sports with the only purpose is to be serene and happy.

It is help to feel better. It is why this two sports existed.

I made meditation often since 6 years  but with a succes of a short terme. But when i began the Qi Gong i see the difference. 

This two sports play with ""Body's energies"" and chakra.

If you want to try, go !

When i tried the first course my bad felling was disapeared.

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Sorry for my bad english, i am french. Love From France",1.2819999999999998,3.6471443111111133,2.5170370370370385,93.0466666666667,83.66666666666667,5.674074074074074,17.88888888888889,7.0316486544052195,0.09735555555555564,522,12,111,7,15,167,82,135,0.11199999999999999,0.696,0.192,0.8420000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,2,5,9,1,1,6,0,10,2,1,3,0,19,19,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,6,1,2,0,4,0,3,6,2,12,5,11,11,1,13,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,2,11,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064142746603646,0.18015412341419068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749345477640368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866902183777702,0.0,0.0,0.24758455681975106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112537424104947,0.0,0.16468526137704306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490186029937353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792541643630702,0.0,0.0,0.14167035281050488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496554110007629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611127718286516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842605079979378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782727511983466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875330719639994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243314943260801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381192067761713,0.4208662522222604,0.0,0.1503140346857987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834102836837515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275965987851196,0.0,0.173953092458811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814533339668055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528712517314585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659667701716986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131984591503385,0.0,0.28966016249439164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446627641906093,0.0874485579427404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378307153336474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015412341419068,0.0954756366786734
anxiety,mary_mcg93,2020/03/20,Terrified I have a dry cough and my throat hurts and I’m so terrified my family keeps saying the air is dry or it’s allergies nobody is listening to me I’m having non stop panic attacks I can’t sleep all of this talk about everyone getting it and people dying I am contemplating suicide out of terror I can’t live like this and the people with masks and scaring the shit out of me and I feel like I can’t breath. I’m scared to go to the hospital and I’m scared not to. Not being able to breathe is my biggest fear. I don’t know what to do anymore why did this have to happen? I can’t stop crying all night and day in fear of this. I have two young children and I can’t even control myself because I feel like I just want to jump off the roof at this point 😢,1.1687272727272742,2.8550841757575784,3.217575757575758,91.58636363636366,79.96969696969697,6.33939393939394,21.303030303030305,7.3011,0.5434121212121217,599,17,136,8,15,203,91,165,0.26899999999999996,0.66,0.07,-0.9892,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,13,2,7,6,0,17,6,5,1,2,26,30,11,2,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,12,0,4,3,0,0,2,8,10,0,1,1,4,18,3,19,28,2,15,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,1,8,86,26,0,0.1442552367178812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430624322857173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411115712872862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793665337452104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179451425085456,0.0,0.0,0.1584576038305208,0.0930326937450552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971416074846958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527922334862084,0.0,0.0,0.137842060606294,0.0,0.0,0.13599099879032575,0.3246544933013953,0.1458795641389003,0.2061119398696271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536740726976507,0.0,0.08198357539000661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756442941938706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442821446426275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822068252260838,0.0,0.0,0.07927890549978943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142746614069194,0.0,0.12738001690034131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353737675419987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692524387613561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001683542394105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363678261115275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471755421930055,0.4332739724523416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480759274874511,0.0,0.0,0.1443594161246297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412076744361269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779181539701312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594689498258436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091640516766002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508547614051272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016791367114344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twnoine,2020/03/20,"I feel heavily anxious ( palpitations, nausea) when I think about someone(past friend). I thought cutting ties would help but it's still the same. I have hurt this person in the past and it's the guilt that eats me up. I have apologized multiple times, I always felt like they we out to get even with me so I cut ties. I still feel the anxiety making me sick and there is nothing I can do about it. I don't know. Can anyone suggest something that would help?",1.8576666666666668,4.365792766666665,2.7355555555555564,91.48000000000002,82.44444444444446,6.266666666666668,22.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,0.9604666666666666,359,12,74,6,10,113,62,90,0.20600000000000002,0.675,0.11900000000000001,-0.8182,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,0,8,6,2,1,4,0,9,2,0,1,0,16,17,5,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,15,2,7,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,6,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729706771984266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902566746949773,0.2348423296413588,0.0,0.14535273473665614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127105108980051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730108413909406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102181525632622,0.0,0.1995949354783604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060558928567167,0.0,0.10860737906131522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27867172331144024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225370917437764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142440008631686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155841360322056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875980090550588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994640037123385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396885063764902,0.0,0.1815105565289772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003420410727998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320223734786141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319946551948467,0.0,0.1650314618853933,0.1212150030484431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953403286066568,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alternative-Natural,2020/03/20,"How to permanently beat performance anxiety??? Huge performance anxiety when it comes to engaging in physical acts with a new woman...when I’m by myself my soldier is concrete hard but as soon as me and her start planning to get intimate, my body betrays me...no matter what happens it just won’t respond...I need to know how to beat this...whether there’s a drink, supplement, or something else (I hear ginseng and L-Arginine can help but I don’t know how well they do against Performance anxiety) But I need some answers...Please help in any way possible...Thank you",3.731981132075472,6.20316389622642,4.574188679245285,81.14769811320755,75.13207547169812,8.768301886792452,33.241509433962264,9.3871,3.525716226415096,447,24,81,12,10,144,76,106,0.083,0.7759999999999999,0.142,0.7303,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,3,0,18,15,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,10,2,12,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114675797230206,0.0,0.4763445823348421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305504749054468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787930925421726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332811068069465,0.0,0.0,0.17338832204492774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084406424041937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354311466028328,0.0,0.18593146357787316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339332831685253,0.0,0.27824389978802194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281372214577265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078036913330079,0.0,0.2004610945396052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278366791544616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978851575305789,0.0,0.0,0.14691082938848804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109179155757786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647501134051483,0.0,0.0,0.18661983381543887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imsnortingcoke,2020/03/20,"can i get a prescription through a telehealth program? i was just told that my psych appointment was changed from an office visit to a telehealth appointment. i’ve been on the waiting list for this visit for a few months now and was hoping to be prescribed meds for anxiety/depression. 

how does an online psych visit work ? can i be prescribed medication through this program? not sure where else to ask, was hoping someone had experience/insight on this. thanks",5.177195121951217,8.130489097560979,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,72.65853658536584,7.514634146341463,33.420731707317074,8.472884824447931,3.1430682926829263,374,19,59,7,8,114,54,82,0.025,0.856,0.12,0.8202,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,1,1,8,17,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,0,4,4,11,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,43,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397865732530023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713358583798776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209172682558378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445897955282465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426720551707631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400714153287965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509511361082834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849061886406901,0.25838997412621645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473047235879446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732590611901634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241741861268394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614453206187894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450903008874196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673014747542271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CryingZy,2020/03/20,Does anyone else get anxious after posting something and religiously check the comments? I swear sometimes my heart confuses posting online with public speaking.,11.259999999999998,15.052745000000002,8.756666666666668,53.655,57.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,49.5,8.841846274778883,6.1088999999999976,136,9,11,2,2,40,23,24,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33763266138078324,0.0,0.20897353021092388,0.30622276461161946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615389923496626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496635649692323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561447567568562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541567575993918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724605867765609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300810689759933,0.2955853720190412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,m-addie,2020/03/20,"advice for people who suffer for anxiety or panic attacks okay, so i thought a lot of people knew this but apparently not, so i hope i can help someone out. When you have a P or A attack, eat something with a reallyyy strong taste, such as biting into a lemon. It immediately grounds you and your focus goes towards muting down the sourness. At school, i keep really strong mints on myself and they’ve helped a lot. Pacing also works, and if you find yourself wanting to rock back and forth, squeezing ice helps with that urge. Basically anything that definitely distract you. Hope this helps someone <3",4.614864864864863,7.118972873873878,5.110171171171171,78.19552702702704,72.51351351351352,6.962522522522522,28.21711711711712,7.908726449838941,2.0645236036036043,483,19,80,7,10,154,85,111,0.142,0.64,0.217,0.9153,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,3,6,10,2,2,7,1,2,2,0,0,0,22,8,13,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,10,5,13,6,2,9,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,7,2,55,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651061266255859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511755383041554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925422726713234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903999534136682,0.0,0.0,0.3844336454458649,0.0,0.12992010194519918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728886484503647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442672518814485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530023213356942,0.0,0.0,0.3356315593872244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017974787984212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872881438397978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823859989785209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427170503787356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824034509519356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709969236436034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28631916120947304,0.13007395420720094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413566765788398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965720899017548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300516802724147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,givemefuelgimmefire,2020/03/20,"I was fine but then I saw the panic in my support worker and then just broke down crying. Need reassurance that it's ok to cry right now. I have adhd and autism, I was expected to contact one of them today due to something we are working on regardless of this. I heard the panic and anxiety in her voice. It was weird, she was there to help me but instead I just wanted to take all of that pressure off her and her team. 

Is it normal to cry right now? 

I just feel like it's all just sunk in, it's so sad",1.5783333333333331,2.9663846111111165,3.4029629629629667,92.03833333333334,77.8888888888889,6.2814814814814826,21.259259259259263,6.937597516519254,0.32399259259259283,390,10,90,4,9,131,67,108,0.273,0.598,0.13,-0.9707,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,3,9,11,0,3,2,1,7,0,0,0,2,19,14,9,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,4,15,5,15,8,2,14,0,2,1,0,11,8,0,0,7,67,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333296832279292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421603456070623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123804824842785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939618292342763,0.13275783356971935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455872415837728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078772884199997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377914668134223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820751026889637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592401828915326,0.0,0.0,0.4360657050835972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31739762817060196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306192281322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210879023163202,0.0,0.0,0.1397219219070923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761462318902258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960804587844332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528731375313394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TSwazz,2020/03/20,"What do you guys know about SSRI and SNRI? My therapist told me to do my own research and talk to my doctor. Naturally I’m to much of a wuss to even try calling my doctor so I’m hoping you guys could help a bit. 

This is my first time posting here btw so if I’ve broken any rules that I’m not aware of please let me know",0.001607142857142918,1.6571395972222265,2.351984126984128,96.52000000000002,83.58333333333333,5.2253968253968255,17.23015873015873,6.1826913282559595,-0.5328674603174606,249,5,62,2,7,85,50,72,0.073,0.848,0.079,0.1161,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,8,12,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,9,1,7,9,3,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,37,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283556401789105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293111447155645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144760678499348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770121251918432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299731765563184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873056712599302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866136945091948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159486270882413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078652932488422,0.0,0.0,0.20861880901051733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23086685920751676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478187710211571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440482302469752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056272094734845,0.0,0.0,0.20116189528986972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882356858196115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438746118501859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247700899472624,0.0,0.0,0.20070385305049265,0.0,0.14260453217309518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowinThisAway9856,2020/03/20,"Boyfriend doesn't understand my anxiety My boyfriend and I have a pretty good relationship overall. We typically get along great but he seems to think my anxiety is not real. Or anxiety in general for that matter. 
Whenever I even mention that something is making me anxious his reaction is almost to the point of anger. He says everyone has stress in their life and people just say they are anxious when they are actually just stressed like the rest of the world. 
I don't know to explain it to him so he will understand. 
It's to the point where I don't want to bring it up ever because he just dismisses it. 
But it is very real for me. 
I usually have a better control over my anxiety but this whole covid-19 disaster has really thrown me off (like I'm sure is the case for a lot of people). 
One aspect of my anxiety is that I am constantly making lists and scheduling things and running through that list regularly so I can feel in control and when things don't work out how I've planned, I get anxious/angry. So, the very abrupt stop to me going to work and school every day and not really having a clear answer as to when things will be back to normal has really taken my anxiety to the next level. 

I don't know how to explain it to him though. I tried to earlier today and he almost yelled at me and told me that everyone is going through this right now and that I'm ""not a special snowflake"".

Does anyone have any suggestions on how to really explain it to him so he understands? Or maybe a resource that I can show him? 
Unfortunately, because of his response in the past, whenever I try to talk to him about it I mostly just get choked up and can't get my thoughts across so I am not sure how to approach this constructively. 

Sorry if this post is all over the place.",4.470256410256411,5.6614990113960095,5.5516968660968695,80.26645128205129,70.28205128205127,9.262723646723646,29.70951566951567,9.592334608150935,2.7069609344729346,1407,55,275,32,25,466,167,351,0.115,0.8009999999999999,0.084,-0.953,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,3,6,23,11,1,2,15,0,30,1,0,8,5,65,56,31,0,3,14,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,22,14,0,3,13,1,0,5,10,3,0,1,3,4,38,8,45,50,5,41,0,0,0,0,27,20,0,8,17,199,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.08325667939227516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708644708136436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801820308027194,0.0,0.3916017216564545,0.2891503682039511,0.0,0.059655339581440224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560318719063847,0.0,0.10401639604452813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545558579845227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219691855657387,0.19137960823313627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055022138928013664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466111802130639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635079941259578,0.077173735133496,0.07188290210288824,0.16304730527500835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313862859224838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829757632538126,0.0,0.09697476216878834,0.07155950324824281,0.0,0.09406183558892336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937755272232377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026162673304705,0.08336274734464427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072533109179375,0.0,0.0,0.11389896527599964,0.0,0.08571197644373507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073515549554716,0.0,0.08359213836941204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057812725657725564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144433366387126,0.11829555464444105,0.0,0.08913767207766103,0.0,0.16130349819132228,0.0,0.0817097042545944,0.08679763828721851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421790264306715,0.21862395470885587,0.0,0.0,0.09159808289667223,0.0,0.07285989698845399,0.0,0.13569434467916364,0.0,0.08634493833407245,0.0,0.07766901424849633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568087492789153,0.0,0.09550493135951854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132848485338561,0.1954597185462698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081974239397465,0.0,0.0,0.06857423887441348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004164319057094,0.05466742240541623,0.08382311108073913,0.06773183812627545,0.0,0.0,0.08087014628557887,0.08152365263750418,0.0,0.11584872107550866,0.0,0.0,0.2664527199001109,0.0,0.0,0.09396416437416966,0.1407902345516559,0.0503219320058473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525291974683106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422297924166995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blondedkitty,2020/03/20,"My experience with an app to meet friends. Blocked and deleted a toxic ‘friend’ The relief felt amazing. I had recently attempted to make friends through an online app. This would be the second time I have met up with someone through an app. 

So, I had connected with a girl who seemed super cool- we were chatting everyday and the conversations were a little much, but I was grateful that someone was paying me attention. She mentioned that she too has anxiety so I felt like I could relate to her. 
 
After meeting up a twice, all of my mental alarm bells were ringing. Small things she had said and done had triggered my anxiety. She was super extroverted, and I felt shy and introverted in comparison. I remember her saying that she had met up with over 25 girls from the app which I brushed off at the time, but now it seems like a LOT. 

I know someone isn’t right for me when I feel drained being around them. She was talking 20, 30 minutes at a time without me getting a word in edgewise, and she even proposed a business idea which involved me working for her in a cafe she would open..I couldn’t believe it, that was my idea of hell! 
I had let her know that I’m not interested as it would give me huge anxiety, and she responded with ‘You don’t know what will give you anxiety unless you do it’ which was like a huge F U to me, because I DO know my triggers. 

She had said that she brought me a birthday gift, and that she’ll be there for my baby when it’s born, and that she’ll throw me a baby shower in her back yard which was super nice. My therapist reminded me that someone who acts that close and intensely so fast in a friendship isn’t often genuine. I often fall victim to those types of people, as I haven’t had many friends in the past. 

A week ago, I visited her at her house to hang out which was overall an awful experience. My partner remarked how oddly she behaved at the door when it was time for me to leave- she barely said goodbye, or exchanged the usual polite ‘Thanks for having me’ ‘see you again’ etc. This was strange since she had promised nice things for me- but her behaviour wasn’t adding up. 

I spent some time reflecting on the experience which was a learning curve for me. I realised that it’s okay that I didn’t like her, and that I felt unsafe or uncomfortable. I made the decision to block her and instantly felt like a weight had been lifted. No more pretending to be someone else. 

I’ve learnt that yes, I am introverted and quiet. But that’s fine. I don’t think I’m going to be using that app again any time soon.",5.431665816651794,5.731636669960473,5.8173084278974905,82.42765969654472,67.67588932806325,8.9005737600408,31.53997194950912,8.748949900417786,2.344846946321561,2009,77,407,30,31,645,237,506,0.08900000000000001,0.753,0.158,0.9905,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,4,1,5,18,25,2,1,30,4,53,1,0,6,1,70,84,29,0,5,9,0,7,5,5,6,0,6,3,3,37,22,1,2,20,3,3,7,11,3,0,2,41,16,76,22,52,29,6,55,1,0,1,0,58,25,1,8,28,292,113,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200152624146655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055236141725685625,0.0,0.2485492144308701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230793725461221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245741427574401,0.0,0.049514325579520096,0.0,0.0,0.09151335070197464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485197160784635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312191204757129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785350274876209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058793036220483,0.053648692607789636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383624455594649,0.0,0.0,0.04107006553574871,0.0,0.3899462049659536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251018553704969,0.0,0.04243698387913279,0.15583784812144028,0.04616233718544135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372334925662124,0.0,0.18338745979424448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855769524392415,0.0,0.0,0.08600610197550611,0.0,0.08305860158353316,0.0,0.1984134410626472,0.08140931385281004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905503593231603,0.0,0.07685755484855956,0.05421866805913987,0.08234993258098787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185622383939181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971010613752555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775389536071536,0.056311551159370275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802004059223828,0.0,0.09201268482865356,0.06936615376737787,0.2317922216131726,0.0645937969132048,0.0,0.0,0.0647262263986995,0.14788933303530816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671905928917936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441106148894227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528599949842448,0.0,0.07478154959223962,0.0,0.09430909392961932,0.10792525798093387,0.052046036096389546,0.0,0.0,0.28417953778472405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015277349597994,0.08945843933370796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515421597995735,0.0989108060626487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782985066868323,0.0,0.059133148931606185,0.0,0.0,0.17310084552628782,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fallsubtle,2020/03/20,"Doctors I work for are giving me massive amounts of anxiety during this pandemic I work for a cardiology office and I’m only front receptionist, I do the scheduling, take payments and answer phone calls. When this pandemic scare started the doctors literally laughed it off as hysteria with patients cancelling. 

Fast forward to today and they are freaking out, not because of the dangers of having tons of patients in the waiting room (we usually have AT LEAST 20 people in waiting room) but now everyone is calling to cancel. It’s been since Monday, today is Friday and I’ve had maybe 2 calls asking to schedule an appointment, everything else is cancelled. The doctors come to the front yelling at us telling us to schedule more people, and I can’t. I literally can’t schedule people who don’t call to be scheduled. 

Doctors are texting me pissed off about everything right now, so much that I fear that I’ll be fired any minute of the day. We are setting up a way for doctors to call patients for follow ups but none of us really know how to do this and collect payments, I just can’t sleep at night anymore.",6.219869505494508,7.451527841346151,6.542747252747251,74.61653846153845,66.25961538461539,8.827472527472526,37.4532967032967,9.04235418022936,3.608537362637362,893,47,148,15,14,288,124,208,0.147,0.835,0.017,-0.9788,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,5,0,1,2,7,6,2,2,10,0,19,7,2,1,0,20,29,12,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,8,11,0,2,2,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,2,2,15,1,31,25,6,36,0,0,0,0,16,14,1,0,17,103,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883642994876038,0.0,0.07743680158254951,0.0,0.100387939940476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463165398442394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061705783527414564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168099038131831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719632223162117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528171178808974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518040073761981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456044797515595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967247675041632,0.18194889703691744,0.0,0.0,0.11390619904272355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710418559691612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563057943796815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169405719228823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441197755594695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499274846929104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698612779052003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052988273177106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484728819770343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644554517106394,0.0,0.0,0.10134382318122034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373431590825356,0.0,0.10129804284900533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164753311513848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610855683594005,0.0,0.08847505871271143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189881327524771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652834158305849,0.0,0.11148496980658328,0.0,0.0,0.08034764526925432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738592294498631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnnoyingRabbit41,2020/03/20,Belittling and mocking anxiety I have general anxiety disorder and OCD. I’m finding that people tend to belittle my anxiety. Does anyone else deal with this issue or have any advice?,5.834270833333331,8.80344471875,7.745000000000001,58.53333333333336,70.5625,13.016666666666666,38.79166666666666,11.855464076750405,6.847529166666668,149,9,19,7,3,52,27,32,0.358,0.642,0.0,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569013210286697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787799600313837,0.0,0.6033497801465677,0.0,0.0,0.1838247077606409,0.2693705282079018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710367563886037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013043982312594,0.0,0.23006420376859785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196179191815645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240284418960004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27439767688772504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226068206527096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_andy_7,2020/03/20,Does anyone else's stomach gets upset when anxious ? My stomach always begins to ache when anxious . At times I have to excrete too . Sometimes it is painful .,3.0967857142857165,6.2217765357142865,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,87.2142857142857,2.8000000000000003,32.0,3.1291,1.4357571428571432,125,7,18,0,4,38,24,28,0.366,0.634,0.0,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511998070160584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.665598912393385,0.0,0.2059820780646101,0.3018391915077772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577950666035671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608963574226397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539095475068403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313461335151606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913540729896721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177604718454406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psycholadybug,2020/03/20,"I have untreated anxiety, smoked weed every day until day and work on the checkouts. I definitely need help. For the  past two weeks, I have huge problems with anxiety caused by a Corona outbreak. I’m 22 years old, never had any health, but I smoke weed once or twice a day with tobacco. To make everything even worse,  I work on the checkouts 5 days a week. I wear mask and gloves, so don’t touch my face or anything like that, but I’m so scared. I have panic attacks few times a day and during  panic attacks, I have problem breathing and, I have body pain and feel feverish (but I don’t actually have fever). If I even feel like coughing, I panic. Every time I start feeling anxious, my lungs start to hurt and my breathing is weird. 

Can anyone help me calm down? It’s getting really hard to work and deal with myself. I would love to lock myself in the house, but my housemates work in the same store and I’m afraid I will have problems at work because we need people. 

However, if I should lock myself in the house and be careful with my housemates, I will defined so it.

I’ll do anything to stop feeling like huge panicky crap mess that I’m now.",3.8266718266253896,5.151487394736844,4.44234262125903,87.10100619195046,71.98245614035088,6.943653250773995,27.4468524251806,7.285733465282438,1.3556926728586172,898,32,181,9,17,286,124,228,0.264,0.605,0.132,-0.9904,1,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,5,6,21,3,5,10,0,18,12,7,2,1,38,34,21,0,9,8,0,6,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,4,14,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,15,0,2,1,6,27,6,19,28,2,27,0,1,0,1,5,9,1,4,21,106,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.09461899643322268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593614098454648,0.0,0.14834830540572755,0.1095372281537856,0.0,0.06779670297062917,0.0,0.15957967587306154,0.0,0.0,0.2206120490162968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910593046812681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770072820519742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885720616049662,0.09960465315879928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126559697660157,0.09996152688531752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280823623413536,0.0,0.1633860035574261,0.0,0.0871414172403995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610360512565844,0.13853652054166846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050657610481006005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685713630304905,0.0,0.0,0.10306397108743318,0.0,0.0,0.12998052004930385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375769838590265,0.1037977106948483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210930974983832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751020691839792,0.0,0.06472156869492858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378925792457595,0.0747815476366185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101743234391681,0.10325926075700696,0.0,0.0,0.10317230135616116,0.3412850896559637,0.0,0.0,0.0925593138316184,0.06721987199508099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27833294369449985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062115073955056124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707389848898217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725760758340452,0.0,0.0,0.08106292135590347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307633904719007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471585426596824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555096487104375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35294026003643475,0.0,0.09881054762840297,0.06887761888371251,0.0,0.0,0.062439076272926226
anxiety,JAY1406666,2020/03/20,"Anyone feeling kind of at ease right now? Probably going to get a lot of hate for this but I wanna know if anyone else is feeling like maybe a global pandemic is the cure to their anxiety. I hope the world returns to normal very soon and I really feel uncomfortable with feeling at ease while people are dying, becoming very sick and losing their jobs and minds but damn this is a world i've dreamed of for a long time. No touching, social distancing, restaurants and bars closed, no large gatherings, working from home, no contact with delivery drivers, only essential meetings, everyone is as anxious as I normally am.",7.3570922882427325,8.227293230088499,7.413678887484199,70.662389380531,63.60176991150442,10.704930467762328,36.496839443742104,10.608840637214634,4.2327582806573965,497,23,79,12,7,160,80,113,0.23199999999999998,0.643,0.125,-0.9477,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,2,6,2,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,21,15,10,1,5,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,5,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,5,6,3,16,15,1,14,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,3,7,50,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720173362508885,0.18784610015653705,0.0,0.232530007763642,0.17037081624805125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364029242070265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256965919345216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890340714921653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888515356483732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33629933923263444,0.11878858700200287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868730634551576,0.0,0.0944992617517562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416447926334898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678976045101934,0.16515094753965984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500463360909606,0.0,0.0,0.17315229435170526,0.09138169452329788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123472443227635,0.0,0.0,0.14715024081176886,0.0,0.1860218459441859,0.0,0.14136307461275852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704796827692153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678927442690449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258330389265977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646143332246812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527579271560373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927512906057405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652154158046337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419999662331512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949883983982164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695767214490593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743924899517867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105190637652093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunnydaisy3,2020/03/20,"Anxiety Question I am someone that needs validation when I am upset. I work on correcting this behavior by trying to not need others approval in my thinking, but I do find that when people do not agree with me, I get very offended and my best friend told me I keep lashing out on her when I am freaking out.  I truly and sincerely am not psycho in any way, I think I am just quick to shut her down from shutting me down. I feel like she’s always playing devils advocate and sometimes it’s annoying. Sometimes all I want to hear is, “that sucks man.” Like would that be so hard not to input all of your negative thoughts into my already negative brain for just a moment?

Anyone else go through something similar or have any advice?",5.597410015649454,6.2160164718309865,6.352065727699532,77.62337245696402,67.38028169014085,9.409702660406886,33.383411580594675,9.444778638647367,3.1044528951486696,577,25,106,11,9,190,97,142,0.223,0.615,0.162,-0.8622,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,7,12,3,1,1,0,11,1,1,0,3,29,24,9,0,4,8,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,6,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,3,22,6,19,20,3,18,1,0,0,0,9,11,1,2,7,81,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727606724330804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509614813153128,0.0,0.1471064486075486,0.0,0.0,0.24045143862171306,0.0,0.13524662999408998,0.0,0.0,0.12361820482425127,0.18114594896013694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553398948192829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973601411998581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768837795087406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939216275642425,0.12630139240973282,0.0,0.0,0.1615861593412736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365903068023175,0.0,0.09236736587413467,0.0,0.1004758844444995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837235139015174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925925075236456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714228635735786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274485818480947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218044770330184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256643082109392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804930761244344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979665452753327,0.13610436059604947,0.349706807598279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22656441711813166,0.0,0.14035438063656408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689338734884928,0.0,0.1200312581490634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587324600089716,0.10427745347687606,0.1403305408868549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870785582245725,0.0,0.0,0.12558911017637756,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrMonka5,2020/03/20,Changing Schools So when I first came to my current school my anxiety was bad and it only has 60 students. And and that school is closing down and I’ll be going to school with 800 students in stead. My anxiety has gotten a lot better just do any of you have any advice on how to manage with this?,2.737868852459016,4.329503114754103,3.8696393442622967,89.04872131147543,75.22950819672131,6.191475409836067,25.31475409836065,6.742157984588678,0.9271350819672136,234,8,48,2,5,76,46,61,0.10800000000000001,0.846,0.045,-0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,10,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,1,9,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,35,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853747613668298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580079564813963,0.0,0.2902432759461947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583933849861807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777615009921892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696874100039384,0.0,0.0,0.20067973832371114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136056573566535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781211278993487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127799796488318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427704576946476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7679548799973552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mcinthedorm,2020/03/20,"Does anyone have any suggestions for ways to interact with friends while practicing social isolation? For example, I saw a link on the front page to a browser extension so people can watch Netflix together and chat like an AOL chat room.
Jackbox party pack can also be played online through Skype or a google hangout.

Any other suggestions to help manage anxiety by still being able to be social while stuck at home?",9.333243243243246,9.456500297297296,8.527702702702705,66.87371621621624,59.54054054054054,12.264864864864863,38.770270270270274,11.698219412168324,4.946983783783783,338,15,51,9,4,106,61,74,0.078,0.755,0.16699999999999998,0.8105,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,11,3,1,8,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,1,4,31,2,1,0.2719116875453159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744767829100226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698185435597741,0.0,0.20801169671714928,0.0,0.0,0.19012697419332555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379517501514329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100782952914066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225667250924488,0.0,0.2727495929318093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284231574478325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885093272695589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554359445612391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714902491633506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583084112621173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lwaikart,2020/03/20,ACT Companion/Happiness Trap app made free What the title says. Supposed to be free for the next few months or until the global crazy dies down. http://www.actcompanion.com,9.624642857142854,12.115057892857143,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,59.35714285714286,9.885714285714286,28.285714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.9393714285714285,143,4,21,3,2,40,25,28,0.13699999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.192,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422870403715519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536554930010228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032431170814526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401570325911073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532262430325987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388997225156348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bobhopethebuilder69,2020/03/20,"I feel like I'm losing my mind My anxiety has control. I'm so scared of my heart I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack or stroke. This is so new to me it's only been like a month since this started. I went to the doctor and she thinks I'm fine I just have high blood pressure and not great cholesterol. When I panick I'm convinced that I'm dying. I have another doctor's appointment but its at the end on the month and I'm getting a therapist but its taking so long because of the coronavirus. This is killing me.

I've had high functioning depression for 3 years and I can handle that but I really can't take more anxiety anymore.

PLEASE DONT COMMENT SYMPTOMS OF HAVING A HEART ATTACK OR STROKE IT WILL TRIGGER ME A LOT thanks",0.7980392156862735,3.1616923660130714,2.6870915032679754,90.93691176470593,86.12418300653593,5.752941176470588,21.5718954248366,7.1686216300943375,0.7937816993464053,584,20,121,9,18,194,89,153,0.18899999999999997,0.7040000000000001,0.107,-0.9322,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,14,3,2,9,0,13,9,4,2,0,18,30,13,2,0,7,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,4,15,7,9,26,2,14,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,3,11,72,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147391462928995,0.19183370851100026,0.0,0.12434521064271878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852801546283981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764316775016988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062652671233386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799129621842483,0.0,0.13012667656374574,0.0,0.0,0.2566674926549854,0.0,0.0,0.14694672032268186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105119895453276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679376997514194,0.1791457908941679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550689781254422,0.0,0.07125745584105618,0.0,0.0,0.1382340507139423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457346697682182,0.0,0.2649458439633829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871655902402008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376587335252026,0.0,0.0,0.11095908679361227,0.0,0.14027033891186175,0.0,0.10659525651360302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660003463532735,0.0,0.20015736442868465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109467579923565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953586285599207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763173777310225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803228925240787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255292124559911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371725085512673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874599481287868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031986167342785,0.1885432560343349,0.0,0.0,0.11543486081279572,0.0,0.14557811640046872,0.0,0.08033969562550942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623033069424298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074186978191251
anxiety,kaseridion,2020/03/20,"How to tell my boss, at a job I’ve only had one shift at (a part-time uni job), that I’ll be going home for some weeks without just being let off? I can’t bring myself to call in and ask. I am a financially suffering, anxious uni student and 2 weeks ago I *finally* got a job at a convenience supermarket. I was so proud of myself. Fast forward to now: university is closed, probably until September (excluding online classes). I am the only person left in my student accommodation. It is dead here; I am so so lonely and sad. 

So to the meat of it: today I have a choice of going home. My boyfriend said he would drive the 3 hours after his work to pick me up. But I will have to ring into work, after having only ONE shift, that I’m going home for coronavirus and wont be coming in for my shift tomorrow. It’s such a basic thing really but I just cant pick up the phone to do it. My anxiety is through the roof. I know if I’m not just let off I’ll probably just have them agree but be pissed of at me so I don’t know if its better just to quit. 

I feel like you people would be the only ones to understand; everyone else I’ve talked to has told me to get over it and do it, or lie that I’m showing symptoms (even though you can have it without symptoms, just to make it more persuasive). They’re really in need of staff due to the current circumstances too so I feel even worse about it. My parents will probably be pissed of at me for being home and losing my job. My uni, before all of this, had a lot of strike action and reading weeks so I admittedly have been home a lot and my dad thought it was all a waste of time.

But I just absolutely cannot stay here. I will go insane, and probably just end up crying myself to sleep every-night. lol. Sometimes I wish I had enough self-worth to put my health and other mental health things above a job I’ve worked at once. 

But yeah, I guessing I’m asking for advice on how to go about this in a calm and reasonable manner, or just to get encouragement?",2.4066710268149123,3.727418208633093,4.279189012426425,86.88966644865928,75.54676258992806,7.5485502507085265,22.708306082406807,8.199878495009871,1.0844187050359717,1551,42,340,26,33,528,200,417,0.109,0.82,0.071,-0.9454,7,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,1,7,28,11,2,0,19,2,41,7,3,7,2,59,70,31,1,6,21,2,2,1,0,6,4,2,5,1,19,14,0,0,8,2,0,11,8,6,0,3,10,4,40,5,58,45,7,50,0,4,0,0,18,22,2,8,19,234,59,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731679199550625,0.06637301935422846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057279903222376485,0.08458852038432481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399978271629116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371392571334211,0.0,0.0,0.06622170046404596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645672514825527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449900818088483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224772438517274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254925536011872,0.0,0.06631787476995743,0.07736688062021667,0.0,0.09890972868669977,0.0,0.0,0.07154718697852144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571906866367996,0.05349139963337368,0.0,0.08202295250621816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823919573312063,0.0,0.21276866334544184,0.0,0.05988514397192585,0.0,0.08248430975466893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917928481774365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37553345637867175,0.0,0.07373773639902181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715141757513178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229973710922556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135294787275463,0.15313148090641668,0.0,0.03658061113767279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376704490786263,0.0,0.1273137244638829,0.0,0.0,0.049980283645394016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754573550418304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055519574394943184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026601471069438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974045199638848,0.15221366162640654,0.22778616157619,0.0,0.0,0.0831408908177086,0.08108336632542003,0.0,0.05190956178391395,0.06537879876412851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229157889635347,0.0,0.0,0.07527101905850457,0.0,0.07963979840962672,0.07489622088581004,0.0,0.09593491250380012,0.0769849557962136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122418284901325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811195443852226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493003290976234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405423741911712,0.0,0.0,0.07980780907843117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564958051529074,0.0,0.06018245910145052,0.06544488792264677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948851935104093,0.0,0.07356524895029065,0.05944314723442864,0.04366077347260086,0.0,0.0709736535358928,0.07154718697852144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794851332449848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801829321122128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861036569050752,0.14435550386262075,0.0,0.16353176842466452,0.0,0.07630499842954626,0.10637946508540193,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suizidal,2020/03/20,"Can't physically feel I'm not sure if this is the right sub because I don't know if it's anxiety related... Though it does make my anxiety worse and basically started all of my anxiety problems...     

Anywho, like the title says I can't physically feel (most of the time). It feels like if your leg was asleep... But everywhere. I was hoping someone might have a clue as to wtf is wrong with me. One doctor thought it might be SPD (sensory processing disorder) but I'm 26 and it started 8 years ago so idk",2.5416555555555576,4.526558210000001,4.5553333333333335,82.19322222222225,76.9,8.844444444444445,28.11111111111111,9.444778638647367,2.7001777777777787,391,17,80,11,9,134,71,100,0.147,0.7979999999999999,0.055,-0.7123,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,11,3,2,1,2,22,22,10,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,4,7,4,5,16,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,7,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055149275821348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156677241840439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040875519844016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075786179436514,0.1853834646198356,0.1584988793291288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747383565451961,0.1293917942022502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989251287245284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995385306789792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697166051213964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089866071816302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842782968692208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273124848059352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330688365018798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546750480941118,0.0,0.14403348177032588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534619494291382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563946032957181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070296841905072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794897157027273,0.14378863754562315,0.1056122265373136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845762257310404,0.0,0.19802572106467486,0.0,0.116635008237486
anxiety,thotasauras,2020/03/20,"My dreams My dreams tend to be really intense about people hating me. The majority of the time it’s my dad, or my partner, or friends or just coworkers yelling at and abusing me about how much they hate me and why they hate me and how badly they wish I was dead.

More recently though I had a dream where I was yelling and screaming at some girl I know asking her why everyone hates me and what’s wrong with me, “why do they like you and not me” she was scared while I was yelling at her. That one was a first.
It’s like the reasons they’re telling me they hate me are things I didn’t think about before and they’re putting them in my head, so when I’m awake I’ve got more reasons to hate myself and more reason to think everyone hates me.
They’re really intense and real I don’t know how else to put it, I don’t know if I’m looking for advice I think I just need to talk about it and figure out why I’m like this.",3.2894103865677486,3.647005781725891,4.096649746192893,92.68227254978524,72.40101522842639,7.482858258492776,24.798516204607573,7.321109707123232,0.7421748535728225,717,19,172,7,13,230,98,197,0.19899999999999998,0.69,0.111,-0.972,0,0,0,0,3,0,11.0,0,1,6,1,13,15,7,1,5,0,12,1,1,6,0,36,34,21,1,3,7,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,2,8,12,0,0,10,3,0,2,4,11,0,2,8,5,36,4,17,25,6,13,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,5,8,110,44,0,0.0,0.11387937521371005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392148997820582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985361705599655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802511766483418,0.0,0.0,0.08178593622769469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029091525435872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368209480053896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175452065791157,0.0,0.0,0.07425743921217487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687114725766488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6642487462316132,0.09864069452788653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846522503702007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408693388225475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071155441098912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706548501920086,0.07126731432752884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512933493153282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666333468254293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324223693921014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939877584936028,0.12314618112445448,0.2964636042159243,0.09490098129674944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622688282099386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725279374939474,0.08400787379122948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638538718806971,0.18475791392877267,0.09443151857087716,0.0,0.05604484725910086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34691174745598097,0.0,0.11052635846507143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050855725167568,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pew4pew4,2020/03/20,"I feel so bad about not being able to 'beat my anxiety' this time I feel like all the goals I set for myself (by all means I'm not an overachiever, they're just normal goals like get a stable job, go on a holiday someday etc) are hanging very heavily over me at this time when I'm feeling unable to stay productive and on path. All the advice, tools, and tips I've accumulated from dealing with my anxiety over the years lost their powers they once had. 

I make effort to eat well, sleep properly, get light exercise everyday but for the rest of the day I find myself engaging in unproductive activities like being glued to my phone and I literally can't break out of it even though I know I should be doing millions of other things to help myself but I'm unable to, or I don't, and it makes me feel like a lazy piece of shit. Maybe this might invite responses like I should take a break but I really don't deserve to.

It's like all the tools are sitting there on the table, waiting for me to pick up and build something out of myself but I just can't pick them up for some reason and I have no one to blame but myself for this stuck-ness.

I have a lot of ideas I want to try out, hobbies I want to pick up, things I want to learn, but implementing them never seem to come easily to me. Things often have to feel like a mission and I over-complicate, overthink and procrastinate, sucking the fun out of something that I was once briefly excited over.

I sometimes feel like I'm stuck in my own narrative and it's extremely hard to change no matter how hard I try. 

I'm aware that I may sound quite depressed - which I frankly am, but still do have a little hope that I will come around to it someday, I just feel really really sad that it's not now.",5.648483146067412,5.230571488764049,6.367168539325843,81.11687640449439,67.25842696629213,9.928988764044943,29.03595505617977,9.516144504307137,2.2443622471910105,1374,40,291,25,20,453,179,356,0.109,0.736,0.156,0.9059999999999999,2,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,4,7,15,19,2,0,16,0,23,4,2,7,5,70,54,21,0,7,14,0,9,8,0,5,1,1,0,0,19,17,1,1,14,2,0,4,10,6,1,2,4,11,42,13,50,42,10,36,0,3,0,0,7,18,2,8,17,198,61,5,0.09879725281828593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654353201759462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115925597203214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795050124223645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249157933926161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451439343351993,0.1702101703926738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371605477499498,0.10185562948283937,0.08509392908335697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109425439431184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018505276672827,0.06525465370739497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496840168515715,0.282323108616032,0.0,0.0,0.0902988992127659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032349737826428,0.0,0.05614875556021655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770058655341185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622171600738756,0.0,0.0,0.09812796430412513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115300727889004,0.0,0.0,0.09804102875595266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429638637755471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861387782801102,0.09902080229351974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784887222230244,0.08399389132291207,0.0,0.0,0.13189586685889373,0.0,0.09925511970930677,0.10761917172624624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480827243980101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619853203090178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680033111894686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210431699715912,0.06694757540267038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508303956647598,0.0,0.0,0.18987615001090927,0.10158003055641883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994130840045317,0.0,0.0,0.1014139602632982,0.0,0.0,0.09886860301271333,0.0,0.0,0.1521179040331506,0.09771300927649804,0.0,0.0,0.10530472611152167,0.07889961372229731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428323864953107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690951429088147,0.0,0.0970677992729148,0.0,0.11521894524960699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415369888323422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151808046043134,0.17481953838234165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883059535671349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362219161980462
anxiety,allylin87,2020/03/20,"Sad but funny I had my first anxiety attack of 2020 yesterday......in the middle of sex 🤦🏻‍♀️
Thankfully the fella I was with is a really good friend and helped me through it.

I'm now considering asking my GP to put me on some meds for my anxiety. I've been taking time off training BJJ because I don't want to risk having an attack during class/while rolling with someone",1.4273051948051965,3.651894766233767,3.794918831168832,84.99809253246755,81.85714285714286,6.966883116883117,22.61201298701299,8.07648339933343,1.4209233766233769,295,10,59,6,8,102,64,77,0.17800000000000002,0.61,0.212,0.718,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,8,3,10,8,1,7,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742824703673186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869597209847325,0.5566037473281954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912414138109428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808210273442773,0.0,0.0,0.18900048548505555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518398801249774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397029278705846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27172871643361624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24592065781700664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671620422871035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727415504465774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393127096216805,0.0,0.0,0.2252223824836461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264568578294248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442890772681131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abbawaddadu,2020/03/20,I need a virtual hug right now All the panic. My own issues with anxiety. It seem like I'm doing everything but nothing is happening.,1.0223076923076917,3.6190070000000034,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,94.3846153846154,8.753846153846155,25.73076923076923,8.841846274778883,3.4191076923076933,106,5,18,4,4,38,25,26,0.133,0.722,0.14400000000000002,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272033359980998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319590742348941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144562908914331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711544669658203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372841080590398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636732172667376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34120820864051593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172204928871558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303680829110755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237252812330512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noodle_girl98,2020/03/20,"Have to make a reminder to shower/do basic tasks? Hi! I’ve experienced intense anxiety my entire life, and as of late I’m finding I need to make a schedule and set timers for myself to do things like: shower, eat, and brush teeth, etc. I was hoping someone could help me with this? Or maybe give me more insight into why I do this! It seems like I am unable to accomplish tasks or that I forget.",2.3589107142857166,4.174237212500003,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,76.875,6.071428571428572,22.67857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.6863571428571431,307,9,62,3,7,102,58,80,0.044000000000000004,0.764,0.192,0.8989,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,2,0,16,13,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,3,10,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,4,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938432563624707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023119225989408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25928203132933125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28259770522719563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315945862102905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24307552943630015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984250141000726,0.0,0.0,0.2516742229063537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28583584151884284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897740454595912,0.24758787580792155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382806321487761,0.0,0.2545651007789915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788605579155396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067745325593375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146971891801663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834157773290953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286457703376739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_Jorvik_Eureka_,2020/03/20,"Anxious but still rose to the challenge I am looking at doing a stand-up comedy course, 3 years ago I would have had a panic attack just considering the notion of this, but now I find myself thinking ‘why not!’ (With a hint of terror) I wondered if there’s any anxious brethren in here that have just smashed a challenge that they were terrified of beforehand?",15.379705882352946,8.058943441176474,13.287647058823529,60.35441176470592,55.764705882352935,15.952941176470587,51.647058823529406,11.20814326018867,5.784358823529412,286,12,51,4,2,90,53,68,0.25,0.6659999999999999,0.084,-0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,1,2,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,2,7,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,4,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326096438788546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178447040316405,0.0,0.0,0.5928946971005474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29852798948548154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398369671300565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035737419692195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30788028762303604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095600746837626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814101802629508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236783203796957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845712423799001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640774316350245,0.0,0.0,0.1689827186520566
anxiety,me_florentine,2020/03/20,"I lost my mental health care plan after such a long process to get it and I just feel like such a failure Idk if it is the same everywhere else, but where I am from you have to get a mental health care plan from a doctor before you can schedule an appointment with a psychologist. To get mine it has been a process which has taken months and months. I was told by my mum that we can't afford it and I would have to get my father to help pay for it, which she denies saying now because she is paying for my sister to see someone. Then there were months and months of just being stuck because I don;t want to get my dad involved as he doesn't believe I have an issue.

I have crippling social anxiety and depressive episodes.

Then I applied for a health pension because I am a student and I have no income, it took another month to get this after hours of filling in forms. Then another week for it to even arrive in the mail. Then I had to make an appointment at the doctors because apparently now that I am past 18 my parents can;t do it for me, despite the fact that I cry every time I have to make a phone call. Another week after that I went to the doctors and got the plan, in physical form because I hadn't chosen a psychologist to see yet, and so I had to make the appointment and then give it to them on the day I went in. 

Every psychologist here is booked out weeks, if not months in advance, and the one I wanted to see was not available until the end of May when I inquired bout it at the start of March.

That was all done weeks ago, and I realised today I still had not called any psychologists because I am so scared to call. I feel like I just can not be helped, exposure therapy doesn't work for me at all and I have never heard of another way to treat social anxiety besides medication. And then I realised I have lost the plan.

I have searched for the last hour for it, in complete breakdown mode, crying and screaming because it took me so much courage and stress and effort to get here and I just lost it like some idiot. I have no idea where it is. This has completely diminished my confidence in myself. I feel like a failure. Like I am useless. This is probably going to end with an argument with my mum, which I just can't handle right now. I am a complete mess. This just feels like such a big step back. It would take so much effort for me to go back and get another one, I don't think you are even allowed to go and get another until your current one expires of finishes so I don't know what to do. Everything feels unfair and awful.",4.636634032634035,5.02681247692308,5.4643006993007015,83.95221445221445,69.42307692307692,8.533799533799534,29.219114219114214,8.484438967287268,1.9561858974358977,2008,70,418,29,33,657,218,520,0.146,0.7759999999999999,0.078,-0.9883,6,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,4,1,11,29,20,1,2,30,1,50,7,0,4,4,62,94,38,0,6,13,6,5,6,0,3,7,3,0,0,28,25,0,0,9,1,2,10,14,10,0,3,22,11,60,10,62,67,8,73,0,5,3,0,29,16,0,4,52,306,88,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052920884403874976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405983820589846,0.3756070300706447,0.09134142657933536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181198715057283,0.0,0.2547500623916453,0.0,0.05080072189571178,0.06726201105333443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288263301126534,0.0,0.12173726169168082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778449134164468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115637519636816,0.03850187870884949,0.0,0.05141994663663022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833179511381579,0.0,0.06109433130828847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987210081245789,0.0,0.10575383246861393,0.0,0.0,0.07886322438206217,0.0,0.10060047944070058,0.0,0.053654953072189725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093181381933002,0.17060017483859755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807193891566393,0.05727015229181194,0.10178749691266332,0.0,0.047747937527657436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037649514722516,0.0,0.0,0.08003196326615354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758591855976595,0.0,0.0,0.06739458916707129,0.0,0.06231180340587442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03280982932825667,0.04866386943640542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499987003226966,0.0,0.0,0.052833057121906495,0.0,0.0,0.19551041939992536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955162680582228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060141965297270124,0.12032810929631027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859141808160519,0.0,0.08777346230272724,0.0,0.046044700168685136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136379616288195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629033174936981,0.0,0.056990875261174474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436722822839537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098389432404413,0.0,0.04747622777032762,0.0597706077420341,0.0,0.14272068901666862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217142675126082,0.050584033487395035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042256315807739316,0.0,0.047676890360498735,0.0,0.0683867123539141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488734047775937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827271602549907,0.0,0.0,0.0382536649389897,0.0,0.0,0.034811837225543985,0.0,0.056589086213604214,0.05704637891046226,0.13265888747703306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042579442500232,0.04738747204945217,0.1915525357469254,0.0,0.0,0.11068590916378264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346266950719729,0.0,0.0,0.08481903384092404,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,messy-blues,2020/03/20,"Am I the only one finding peace in all this chaos? I have a couple hundred dollars to my name and no job. I don’t know how to explain it I’m just.. not panicking. I’ve had terrible anxiety/panic attacks for years but this.. idk. I’m only worried about my mom, keeping her safe. Of course I’m social distancing and taking necessary precautions. 

When this all blows over, even if you lost everything, I think we can start over. It won’t be easy for everyone, It’ll probably be hell for some, but we can start over.",1.543080317740511,3.873762213592237,3.4132744924977945,87.268773168579,82.20388349514563,7.240600176522506,24.897616946160635,8.296473431620573,1.824580582524272,400,16,81,9,11,134,75,103,0.19699999999999998,0.698,0.10400000000000001,-0.855,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,0,1,5,5,2,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,2,20,21,7,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,10,1,11,15,3,8,1,1,0,0,8,4,1,2,4,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572867706615635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502389383721715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937487563554058,0.0,0.0,0.2161031538331683,0.20325575083161548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067038298971856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442639176769186,0.2010191501628775,0.0,0.0,0.12429023068568322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687759355642835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487289488174953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325015430649025,0.3440058931383551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383600307897024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053905943138356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201508418178697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004227138855274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491257459072227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967388818006326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145637995467469
anxiety,vintagesins,2020/03/20,"My boyfriend might have COVID-19 Hi all. 
Recently, my 19 year old, otherwise healthy boyfriend has contracted many symptoms that fall along the line of the novel coronavirus. Unfortunately he cannot get tested because of the shortage of tests in the US, so this all speculation but we still see many similarities with his sickness and the virus. While I understand he’s in the safest group of patients, I have a lot of anxiety surrounding this issue especially because I care about him so much. Also because I worry about myself getting the virus (even though I’m also a young, otherwise healthy woman) and passing it on to my more vulnerable family members.
You all know exactly how anxiety works, that’s why you’re here. So you all understand that even knowing how low the risk is of my boyfriend dying, I still have crippling anxiety over this subject. 
I’d really appreciate some helpful and positive facts/advice/support from you all in the comments. 
Thank you for reading and please stay healthy out there. <3",8.239482672024106,9.169014475138127,7.64716223003516,69.5435811150176,61.70718232044199,11.222702159718736,40.21145153189352,11.022393298168332,4.799680662983425,824,43,133,21,11,258,118,181,0.10400000000000001,0.711,0.185,0.9673,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,4,0,1,16,4,0,1,11,0,7,2,0,2,6,24,17,14,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,18,2,19,16,9,18,0,1,1,0,15,8,0,3,7,91,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079157174963014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33116481264572395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638898278776386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471223553572483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975948630693856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061613775314687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360321696985158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507804490981822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672051741562968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506105715906132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860581394931486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267777276562772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29259289145362605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530783397199335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060763018026743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141743193780646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839687059350924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433795893607995,0.0,0.09244157647567912,0.0,0.14247776488163216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498754850984433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538034380546906,0.2304745912130271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637486925967015,0.0,0.14998181814197908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285104879143325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177294603820667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300440507739732,0.17357382119486578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020732165601534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505132478184354,0.14654254713640533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292376675798256
anxiety,Red-Droid-Blue-Droid,2020/03/20,"I honestly don't know how to handle this insanity. My neurologist shut down, and my seizure meds I've been on for years are suddenly making me tired (or someone messed up the prescription). The neurologist my doc gave me as an emergency order hasn't called back yet. Insurance made a mistake, and now I can't fill prescriptions for a few days. I have bronchitis and might need to pay out the ass for meds because of this. There's no TP anywhere, so I paid $45 for an 80 roll pack from an office store. It won't be here until April....because people panic bought the smaller packs. Will this madness be over at the end of April? Will they accept an unopened return? No one knows anything. I need to see a Gyno for my periods, but who knows if she'll stay open. And an orthopedist for my knee...he's old like the neurologist, so who knows if he'll stay open. I could go on, but I'm just so overwhelmed. I don't know what to feel or do anymore. No one knows anything anymore.",2.6220018007202874,4.462373811224492,3.9574909963985583,87.22448379351742,76.1938775510204,7.264825930372149,25.304921968787518,8.124751697461798,1.4534319327731096,761,27,160,13,17,250,123,196,0.127,0.826,0.047,-0.8753,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,10,8,1,2,14,0,16,3,1,3,0,30,34,16,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,8,0,4,2,8,5,0,2,5,2,16,3,22,20,1,27,0,1,1,1,7,10,1,5,13,100,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29463054648803266,0.0,0.0,0.2444773474123548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422081042624685,0.0,0.18110152208456792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167955880077974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859992669701218,0.0,0.0,0.09579829226102116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315654831698222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510807522453118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442071490843786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898138570521427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725708686484555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055548574945576,0.09915396398905517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299967643364596,0.0,0.0,0.15758121795232535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202863000658934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558714537120486,0.0,0.20131388916781134,0.0,0.0,0.17428383444194076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298138474618616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183699664935276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586045632762718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31665529085637384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072894342487396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565716723365998
anxiety,MasterState,2020/03/20,"Just need some support around this crazy time My office got a notice of possible covid19 exposure and we all had to go into quarantine. I kept myself in strict quarantine for 7 day and just got to the good news that we are clear. Well in this 7 days of being cooped up, i didn't realize how it really was affecting me but didn't realize it until 2 days ago when i was having a panic attack. I asked my boyfriend to come visit me when i was having the panic attack and he didn't come. So i got very upset and irate with him. Today i got the call that we are all clear, i asked him to visit and he still refused and i again got very upset and irate with him. He wanted to do the good things and maintain a strict social distancing....so after some arguing, he broke up with me.

Now we maintain this stay at home order and i will be alone for the month. I live far away from family and close friends so this will be a huge test to my sanity and how well i'll be able to control my anxiety. Would really appreciate some support in these stressful times.",4.278013289036544,4.780105083720934,5.437425249169436,83.43168604651164,70.25581395348837,8.933554817275748,25.12458471760797,9.04235418022936,1.6935514950166115,823,21,172,15,14,274,114,215,0.228,0.648,0.124,-0.9857,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,0,0,1,14,16,3,5,9,0,19,0,0,4,4,45,34,19,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,23,0,3,2,0,0,5,3,9,2,0,13,0,26,7,26,14,5,34,0,1,0,0,20,12,0,3,15,120,36,1,0.11555383447496413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243150214264647,0.0,0.0,0.11967892330296533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839836708859397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286741151829364,0.2160544732261009,0.2629183372169017,0.10856663128885456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799338469215374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990787931288523,0.0,0.0,0.12960345110565405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356799111841705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893387111508912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892766058716773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567190707128258,0.19384214788611376,0.4620947873665044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590991766215847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020361528857804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223396823002958,0.0,0.0,0.08568170408586577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155880643540474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27115505458374045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026958608784964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805349057940012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779258220971348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316501262340787,0.09228144147867944,0.0,0.13236652697541812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26225824397459496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676883304560445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476074028334534,0.0,0.10953152372704443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068803043677413,0.0681566454699498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077935493012481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208612860953672,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,txsrx,2020/03/20,"How to help be there for other people? I know this is kind of a dumb post to make considering the state of the world right now, but on the off chance anyone feels similar and could offer some guidance I’d be very grateful. 

My anxiety has kind of turned into a slow burn all year with small things starting to effect me more than usual. For example driving has become really difficult and anxiety inducing for me, but I don’t think it’s a specific driving anxiety but more of a side effect to a worsening anxiety problem that has come on slowly. With all of this happening it has kind of exploded into a much worse situation that is kind of constantly affecting me. 

I hate to say it and admit it but I do think I have developed a sort of debilitating anxiety problem sort of quickly with all of this going on. The reason I’m looking for advice is because I have a lot of people around me who rely on me.

It’s hard living with anxiety like this and having to act normal to try to keep everyone else okay right? And I’m sure some of you guys have gone through it and kind of help the situation I’m in. 

I live at college with roommates and i know we’re all going through the same thing and feeling the same sadness. I want to be there to support them but sometimes I feel like I can’t even leave my room. I also feel sometimes easily agitated by them which I know is not their fault and I think I could probably contribute to my anxiousness. I want to be there for them and all be together as a collective group, as were all going through the same thing, but I guess I just need help with steps to cope with anxiousness while also trying to help others. 

Sorry if this is a mess. If anyone can make sense of it and offer any kind of advice I’d be so grateful.",5.519249394673125,5.564788406779663,6.650952380952378,77.40296610169494,67.47457627118644,10.245682001614208,30.981436642453595,10.07000556051586,2.9296724778046817,1392,50,275,31,21,470,167,354,0.158,0.7090000000000001,0.133,-0.8659,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,4,2,12,19,2,0,18,1,26,0,0,8,7,76,58,26,0,10,10,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,21,22,0,1,15,0,0,9,3,8,0,0,2,7,31,11,58,48,15,35,0,1,1,0,16,16,1,8,10,201,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581643903768827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751517172395413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421703678254279,0.0,0.36594523477019697,0.18013744326539996,0.0,0.11149382671804273,0.0,0.0,0.07097385826244447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860078795038827,0.08805211481529014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867767856719588,0.0,0.0861564726108963,0.0,0.12731090985842686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660160792228721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052658876047080715,0.0,0.0,0.07618248478980795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124929687315095,0.056956924668168735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359319308857909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782818638515161,0.07894218141522034,0.07050224845172723,0.0,0.07141965670803252,0.07871382356315143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375708469741345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086494610608994,0.0,0.4981398853752357,0.13144748386287294,0.0,0.0,0.084419292308405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790108791934022,0.0,0.14080065485603502,0.0,0.06695052964148679,0.0,0.0,0.06778097285931894,0.0,0.0,0.10643667094133473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058608456702586124,0.05911649794350556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811544998102304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054520989723317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635634690258787,0.0,0.08595909993110011,0.15257578237317895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107510386695111,0.08197254807166257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361727011617325,0.0,0.06340204354893968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923278785670407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577039169267785,0.08924775504110583,0.05643112144504625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047315938683027,0.07514167473154627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589010609424064,0.15325736548202812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082586850039333,0.0867199903679304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780793415933169,0.06578305531756032,0.09405000133336956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124853859020799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134151990712717
anxiety,angered_shovel,2020/03/20,"Not doing so well coping with a pandemic Hey everyone, massive lurker of reddit and not a very huge poster. 
Here’s some background, March of 2019, a week after my 20th birthday, I was diagnosed with general anxiety and mild depression after years of putting off seeing someone. I went through treatment and came out better, and more adept at coping with things. However, the past 2 weeks has really reignited my anxiety and I don’t know where to turn. I don’t want to worry my parents who are stressed enough running their business and my mum has her own anxiety issues. I’m also putting on a very brave face for my girlfriend who is extremely worried about everything and possibly out of a job soon. I’m an Electrician working on a large and busy construction site with a lot of people and some specialist trades coming from Europe, all which have me worried about becoming terribly sick and being out of a job. I’ve experience a mild but very fluctuating fever and an on and off sore throat (possibly from dehydration???) for the past week now and it’s getting me worried. I just really needed to get everything I’m feeling off my chest. 
Thanks for reading if you do",7.220578687367678,7.7343592935779855,7.350917431192659,72.2279922371207,63.86238532110092,11.11136203246295,36.494001411432606,10.891193690592663,4.2173933662667595,938,43,160,24,13,303,136,218,0.12300000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.06,-0.8656,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,10,7,0,1,13,0,11,7,3,0,1,36,26,17,0,3,5,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,22,0,0,2,1,1,6,4,3,1,0,3,2,16,4,33,22,7,30,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,4,11,110,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969354316884312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25740407410773386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387084696698172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991955557118126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828006139668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966150810765924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660241616053518,0.11383906391277412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589026954961056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717276847647077,0.2016026248483612,0.10971306202190874,0.0,0.0,0.056710980248480675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719693763233822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706489714712424,0.22260108007028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616396747612824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535360432787547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316450644422534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245393399632713,0.0,0.21413698805401649,0.07775695567811174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528849291053422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550162596796025,0.0,0.0,0.11218939108210084,0.0,0.14370390508388267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937623300503991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950319899894011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847780051870866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326097430219176,0.0,0.0,0.0745134819463753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199682742859785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277628860886156,0.0661543072920449,0.0,0.269901647879894,0.0,0.10084444604774627,0.1039725530610513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165311638404353,0.4556117947638169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722267440005159
anxiety,darkstar760,2020/03/20,"Is this the end ? It's 2am for me right now and I'm anxious as hell right now. First off, I was already anxious person to begin with whether it be talking to people or talking to teachers. It is also difficult for me to feel right at place with everyone. On one hand I am an out cast to most people and I remain isolated from others which leaves me with poor communication skills. Another reason I'm anxious is that I am the only child of my parents. To me, I feel like the opposite of my parents in every way, from our culture to our outlook on racism and treatment of others. (I'm not racist nor are my parents but my parents are not as opened compared to me). Point being I feel different and isolated from my parents and I wish they could understand my view points instead of dismisseing my ideas .It also makes it worst to know that I am their offspring and am expected to produce more offspring and continue the bloodline when I can barely talk to a girl without seeming like a creep, whimp, or a loser. Its worst when society Carter's more to a woman rather then a man and can lead to them manipulatating and abusing men for their own selfish gain which leads to trust issues. It also doesn't help that I'm in college and I can't find any financial aid at the moment which could lead me to dropping out or not. Really depends if I keep up grades which adds on more to the anxiety. And who could forget the cherry on top Covid-19. I know I always wanted to be isolated from others but I feel this is in humane and scary. I'm not scared of the virus itself but rather the people and the collapse of America in general which could lead to corruption and start the end of the world. I'm typing this not out of potty nor out of to scare people but just tell someone my thoughts as I feel them course throughout my mind this late. I hope everyone is doing better then I am right now. Much love <3",4.3166715528193125,5.471171981530347,5.171515684549989,82.98687970292194,70.6094986807388,7.936714550962572,28.548910387960518,8.285830014693849,1.940778872275969,1507,55,294,22,27,491,185,379,0.157,0.746,0.09699999999999999,-0.9726,6,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,5,11,12,14,1,2,18,0,25,2,1,8,0,74,49,35,0,11,18,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,24,23,0,1,13,0,1,4,10,8,0,2,2,7,39,6,58,40,8,47,1,1,1,1,27,26,1,8,17,218,63,8,0.0,0.1007146179290357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380288951419534,0.20393052968689696,0.07072927926929867,0.0,0.0,0.05780493348170965,0.0891330240572612,0.06502703826807382,0.2880874779440498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517821797873105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27147181449178226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881001016240869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057479981351227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161866714108213,0.1624479583201474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149002747307602,0.060726137707812725,0.0,0.0,0.07769117328494785,0.0723034816144806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569756980252225,0.0,0.0,0.08442712752109799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595800488230444,0.0,0.08872101468892939,0.0,0.07555454408689556,0.0,0.0,0.09343081697741716,0.0,0.0958870509793574,0.09000587022180463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305631352357877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671849784284783,0.0,0.056740141557861015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858287666007232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248696244220965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760021137534154,0.06464858795347142,0.0,0.0,0.4719286856906615,0.0,0.0,0.2357214220489716,0.07422131340988143,0.08881001016240869,0.0,0.16071056131152334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445507827073194,0.08739720888129418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903682827318656,0.0,0.0,0.17020560078822286,0.0,0.0,0.07738351006859974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202273939703338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060165538638944936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496649876642956,0.0742963411595511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748286209530305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849108803856191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013695319457806,0.06747139986281186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977492187940733,0.08193982833244964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadbluefish,2020/03/20,"How do you know you're good enough to date? I've been recently been very anxious about my current life. I turned 24 few months ago and am not able to sleep for almost a year due to the constant fear of never being in a relationship. The more anxious I am, the less likely I am to ask a woman out.",3.715,3.8800922063492114,4.974722222222223,87.44875,71.38095238095238,7.56984126984127,25.273809523809533,7.1686216300943375,0.9088761904761902,231,6,52,2,4,77,48,63,0.126,0.8270000000000001,0.047,-0.5975,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,7,2,1,1,1,7,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,9,7,4,11,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,10,35,5,0,0.2200493496019999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506047140416385,0.0,0.22034763756370898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971862609862106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571643739917084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377951729561387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273698010378024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476166956630265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845669542754793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209333677536064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542736325628995,0.1075049970935559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564129145906332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971562402516202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172721857806363,0.2362506503023665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202082666106196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23935050360556026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156375885384285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417045665423666
anxiety,suspectingpickle,2020/03/20,"Low blood sugar? so as I was getting sleepy tonight, I found that as soon as I would close my eyes I would feel like I was going to stop breathing. my heart was pounding and suddenly I thought I was going to die because i couldn't breathe. I sat up gasping for air, my head felt dizzy, entire body tingling and my chest was burning. this happened about three times and my mind was racing thinking of every worst possible medical scenario that could be wrong with me. random panic attack? onset of a heart attack? possible brain tumor? LOL seriously. so finally I thought maybe it could be my blood sugar, i remembered that i have barely eaten dinner tonight and i often struggle with feeling faint at times. so I walked to the kitchen and grabbed granola bar, peanut butter, apple... just finished eating and i feel a bit better but now i'm afraid to try to fall back asleep. ugh i hate anxiety. has this ever happened to anyone else? you think it could be low blood sugar or am i just psyching myself out.",3.7920973206036335,6.039498539267019,4.175010779180783,85.1411241145673,74.07853403141361,6.1695103172158925,27.465660609793648,7.048011613610866,1.4879914382506931,795,31,142,8,17,249,122,191,0.191,0.772,0.037000000000000005,-0.9774,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,11,14,3,3,3,1,18,24,13,0,1,35,36,14,1,6,4,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,10,8,1,10,1,0,4,1,12,0,1,12,10,26,2,18,15,2,23,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,3,13,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615614070430596,0.0,0.0,0.08788869265883996,0.12878912662731118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859918509788015,0.0,0.09665150507721193,0.0,0.0766223537371489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116679305092968,0.13722611376652827,0.13961853284311726,0.0,0.14031691220302142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30107109311875035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045130720943918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861711031092826,0.10500183591454756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136980987129065,0.10590324914203933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066512888885795,0.08979635544509114,0.12068667281906115,0.13769245614034914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781780703110874,0.0,0.0,0.06567031969571084,0.0,0.1428704476031242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230290692599547,0.0,0.0,0.1240975442459083,0.12899907777239938,0.0,0.0,0.2978977709788158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061408106398990366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262772722056357,0.0,0.0,0.12662423817816998,0.0,0.0,0.1269158672691405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747570820571262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834038922189825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238765049769705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508644032679863,0.0,0.1314034453171824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108024260532125,0.0,0.19957518458751866,0.1465872405891281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533848531383416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857988993257798,0.13742747865602112,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nellson4now,2020/03/20,"Feeling of relief after finally having a panic attack So basically whenever I have a really severe panic attack I will have this feeling of intense relief afterwards. It's like the anxiety has built up over time and when it is finally released (while there is still residule shakiness, disassociation, etc) I feel so relieved. I was wondering if anyone else ever experiences this?",7.533076923076923,9.965617692307696,9.267692307692307,51.77230769230772,64.38461538461539,11.96923076923077,37.615384615384606,11.602472056035307,5.904446153846152,310,16,37,11,5,109,50,65,0.24,0.5529999999999999,0.207,-0.5576,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,3,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,12,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,4,5,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,10,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453405927110235,0.0,0.0,0.13284429460323335,0.19466554981974485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322784257700594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587109149325767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118872678226824,0.0,0.17185536915283334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584509415027636,0.0,0.0,0.28819150434964746,0.0,0.0,0.41624597328246943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281872708199468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44582086352674055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217114228602218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463279435855492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172496780734626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110783753773009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060342966289864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Girlnextstate,2020/03/20,"Snapchat Mental Health Resource Not sure if this was shared elsewhere, but it may be helpful!

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anxiety,miniaturedildo,2020/03/20,"im so scared i might have coronavirus i’ve been crying the past 15 minutes because i KNOW i’m getting sick and there’s a high chance it’s corona. i can’t fucking breathe i’m crying so hard i don’t want to die jesus fuck i don’t want to leave my cat and family behind i’m not ready to go, everything fucking hurts i don’t wanna die please don’t fucking let me die i can’t go yet i’m too young",-1.9796703296703304,-0.12859034065933986,1.079065934065934,98.90343406593409,100.75824175824177,3.91868131868132,16.39010989010989,5.773587663045528,-0.5985296703296705,313,9,76,3,14,109,55,91,0.376,0.547,0.077,-0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,2,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,1,2,0,10,6,1,0,0,8,24,4,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,1,1,9,0,5,21,0,6,1,1,0,4,0,1,4,1,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172838370631116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33058023765002803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685090047121241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352375522055198,0.0,0.14185477885445444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564481879024912,0.07861716574028638,0.0,0.17103723128878456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347963675275164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589854810914327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108698668720015,0.0,0.16253921211763867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269732340767141,0.0,0.0,0.1593316808975471,0.0,0.15387125214758496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963057912333764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436457591902392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517676001991347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065208749681416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750853378535555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jdjdhr,2020/03/20,"I'm really anxious about the Corona Virus I'm a high school student and I really dont have time to be missing all the work in school. The work they expect us to do is insane and really overwhelming. I dont have the stability I had in my daily routine, so now I'm completely in charge of what I do 24 hours a day. When to eat, shower, sleep, do school work, etcetera. Whereas before, I had schedules in place to make everything fit together, now I can screw everything up and everything will fall apart. Theres just too many separate pieces moving and I cant keep track of all of them. 
I also really dont want to get sick. I'm tired of not being able to go out and being stuck in my house. I wish I could go to school, because at least then I'd have a set routine and I'd see my freinds. The idea of not having school for the rest of the year terrifies me.  I just want everything to go back the way it was.",3.3505517519130086,3.950086141361261,4.905445026178012,86.0615747080145,72.40314136125654,8.808860249697947,25.16351188078936,9.057496981413335,1.6529674587192908,707,20,158,14,13,239,107,191,0.128,0.843,0.027999999999999997,-0.9348,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,3,11,3,1,1,11,0,21,5,1,1,2,21,37,10,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,1,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,4,1,18,0,24,28,5,29,0,2,1,1,3,12,1,0,10,100,20,9,0.10489161756107516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388178866729418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849767163209225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065517933131308,0.0,0.0639409564964358,0.0,0.0892550409117952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997686536625093,0.0,0.0,0.08374742151391701,0.0,0.0,0.06764641585987817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36879658376872665,0.0,0.0,0.1073303109860112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770792896534012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054801540933800116,0.0,0.17883697046470287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082375290269927,0.0,0.0,0.1032971144903046,0.12103084364732974,0.0,0.1184098687748834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323248916699024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001596921877648,0.10634363681655948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148318959337188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095894153085515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687850244519808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307795843400397,0.08358503883267092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496736903283473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061163145715906926,0.1205574842061754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261717009617425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237355873712469,0.08325808371706295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062018363606085,0.0,0.0,0.2290870405127956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754676270256406
anxiety,Fitbikess,2020/03/20,"Zoloft interactions Does anyone have any personal experience with zoloft, trazadone and dextroamphetamine together? I just added 50mg zoloft to my 40mg dex and 100mg trazodone for anxiety and im kinda hesitant to start and also wanted to know if there was stuff to avoid like grapefruits or anything like that. Positive feed back would be aprreciated.",7.139016393442622,9.823790114754104,6.190950819672133,72.40609836065575,65.88524590163935,10.781639344262297,33.511475409836066,10.793553405168565,4.371561311475412,291,13,45,9,5,88,49,61,0.087,0.779,0.134,0.6115,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,13,7,7,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24093078302389484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048784148372754,0.0,0.23047576944520304,0.0,0.0,0.21065959924878735,0.0,0.2479249660727164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316631037554717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26364917729389786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947063189501665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254304203707902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557373675848647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943770510924096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630631007190526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324512358583048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448896198358569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777007406906892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401824801922126,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UsernameOfTheRed,2020/03/20,"Anxiety I'm new in this reddit app , what you guys do when you get anxiety or when you guys feel very depressing like what kind of stuff make you guys feel better or what kind of music really helps when you feel that way?, Sometimes I get really bad anxiety attacks over little stuff and sometimes I don't know what to do even sometimes if you guys help me I will be so happy! Thanks.",3.5819913419913436,5.1076508571428585,4.433181818181819,86.1364393939394,72.89610389610391,8.25021645021645,23.222943722943725,8.841846274778883,1.4930709956709949,304,8,62,6,6,98,47,77,0.158,0.635,0.20600000000000002,0.7603,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,0,1,5,9,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,14,8,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,10,6,5,12,0,8,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,3,5,37,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057677936131171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157135159648302,0.0,0.0,0.11124368156850543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783343488779947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475306966097272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799889608167022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209926394122288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921710121439554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276850050963784,0.0,0.14182861291334914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860604797366608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774825651303196,0.07322116954100369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509073355775806,0.13353409750703465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088933815612313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867690502997914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170704469785109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953114357654797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050389732251934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226627060514475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993087364130467,0.0,0.10575386084267918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thedopedonut,2020/03/20,Heart pain Does your heart ever feel physically hurt with heartbreak? My heart just hurts... it may just be in my head but it doesn’t go away..,0.7417857142857116,3.2818510357142903,1.047142857142859,100.0228571428572,92.21428571428572,4.228571428571429,14.142857142857142,5.985473137389443,-1.0067428571428572,111,2,25,1,4,33,22,28,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,7,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827764131570846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468123549793028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908964281565776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067074192999524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993805721164587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165864113913123,0.0,0.0,0.7502450051419385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451842211891744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245598700523323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NogginKnocker420,2020/03/20,"why do black lights make me anxious? I’ve suffered from anxiety ever since i was 14. I’m 20 years old now and a few weeks ago i noticed something really weird that triggers my anxiety. My girlfriends installed some black lights in her room. When she turned them on it gave me a really weird vibe and made me almost anxious. I thought to myself that it was probably nothing and just blew it off, but the past few nights she’s had them on and i get the same feeling every time. It’s really weird too me. Does anyone know why this could be happening to me?",2.705405405405408,4.735249495495495,3.6218828828828817,88.8657972972973,76.56756756756756,6.962522522522522,24.613513513513517,7.908726449838941,1.332001081081081,438,15,89,7,10,140,76,111,0.127,0.857,0.016,-0.7841,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,1,17,16,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,5,17,0,7,8,4,15,0,1,2,0,7,5,0,2,10,55,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356751356599255,0.0,0.1734756333623675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650574706633607,0.3914255785869857,0.0,0.12113399313569995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383186794717375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160418868372935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567062188817992,0.14596284307489707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759575213955673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051116605088501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531962644281704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952086112547285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392463067064542,0.11563957706644885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257475209503708,0.0,0.16622921681030006,0.19723579533042296,0.18178707394878826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537794310118076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678287986898548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329474714436296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330657729134594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133369229116538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753384143352004,0.10101810174962622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843623951525731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389633174278656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31264574636661385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156139318339336
anxiety,Mr_wrong111,2020/03/20,Help guys im abusing valium because my dad wont let me see a psychiatrist my anxiety has gone so bad that i look like a crazy person when im having one of my episodes.its like when youre trying to find a good spot on the bed so you keep fidling around. at times like these i use valium i hide in my room.I dont want to be like this what should i do?,1.4892827004219384,2.3454680759493702,3.436139240506332,93.8784282700422,77.10126582278481,7.2919831223628675,20.761603375527425,7.793537801064563,0.39380843881856586,274,6,70,4,6,93,57,79,0.17300000000000001,0.642,0.185,0.2702,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,14,4,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,11,5,7,9,0,8,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,7,39,15,0,0.0,0.2472132856418598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961484158274258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574059831969214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421202933921098,0.12718963930822788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453343124588015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070012484856905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750037062103877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659392581568944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985208701757856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507504204778358,0.0,0.0,0.1854555721201755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335630553806645,0.0,0.4077387092692301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752114333061445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138501242984505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218303489608134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626512212535074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216640924506098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165802323708349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802045337989228,0.0,0.0,0.12306575933234495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daniellep07,2020/03/20,Worst anxiety i’ve had hi everyone! this is my first post here. i have such bad anxiety and i can’t seem to get my mind off of it. i’ve been worried about the coronavirus to where i become obsessive and i get these really bad thoughts that everything is going to take a turn for the worse. idk how to stop it. and yesterday i experienced my first earthquake and fainted from all the stress. :( my chest feels heavy and i know it’s from anxiety but sometimes i get paranoid it’s the virus. i’m just sad and anxious and i hate feeling this awful feeling i don’t know how to make it go away,0.6648209366391171,3.078879173553723,2.476661157024793,91.67377961432508,87.84297520661156,6.532451790633607,22.942699724517908,7.793537801064563,1.2998623691460054,464,18,100,10,15,153,75,121,0.318,0.655,0.027000000000000003,-0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,1,2,5,1,7,2,1,3,1,22,24,10,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,7,0,2,3,4,13,0,12,21,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860482538906316,0.19003320394812787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804197830127192,0.0,0.2809022396925498,0.0,0.18577842773204248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607350632595266,0.15117931130706122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551611699687655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861643768592982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636535957586892,0.0,0.19119904503158847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660758564744926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489131451757812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122837164217677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984752990082233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110188954214555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776177849399304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531351149591882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636730301879127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406338915663448,0.19268782254470987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647550377507555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354260921452502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829678196518952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082882082407536,0.17142377314251547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,at-least-hogs,2020/03/20,"Need Help Coping With Life Right Now Currently, I [22F] am on quarantine in my basement apartment where I live alone in Washington DC. My sisters and my parents live in Salt Lake City right now, my brother lives in Argentina, and all of my extended family lives in Phoenix. My aunt (who I love dearly and have a great friendship with) is currently in a hospital in Phoenix going into kidney failure and will likely die in the next 24 hours. This is all very sudden and unexpected. I was just texting her a few days ago. My grandma is not allowed to stay at the hospital with her due to the virus and she has to wait at home for them to call her if my aunt starts to die. My grandpa (same side of the family) has had 2 strokes in the last month and is not in good shape. There is rumor going around that a Nationwide lockdown will begin tomorrow or the next day. If this happens and airports shut down, my dad will not be able to go see his sister before she dies or likely even after she dies. 

I am very close with my family and love them dearly. I moved to the east coast 3 months ago and it has been so hard living so far from them. My parents and sisters had an earthquake in SLC yesterday and I was worried sick about them all day. I'm becoming more and more stressed about the virus, and the fact that I'm out of work and income for at least a few weeks. 

My brother is living in Argentina and I was hoping he would be able to come home before the country went on lockdown, but it's not looking like that will happen. He is safe and in quarantine with friends, but I would just feel better if he were in the US with much better healthcare in case he needed it. 

I feel incredibly guilty for being so far away from everyone and everything right now. This timing is horrific with my aunt. It breaks my heart to see her have to go at such a dark time. She has two boys that adore her. 

I have no family on this side of the country. I live alone in a dark basement. I suffer from anxiety and depression and I can tell it's getting bad again. I only have a few mild doses of Xanax left to get through all of this. 

I just need some encouragement. I'm really hurting right now. I would give anything just to be with my family. The closest extended family I have is a 5 hour drive away, so if I really started to struggle with anxiety and being alone I could go see her (she has already invited me) but I don't want to accidentally end up stuck out there for one reason or another with this quarantine going on. There is just so much unknown. The world feels incredibly dark right now. I just want to feel safe again.",4.090320913647872,5.1419977954110925,4.9942132189550925,84.43277091623173,71.04588910133843,8.483881969924035,27.137047181024236,8.841846274778883,1.9114156270993743,2049,68,421,37,37,668,232,523,0.124,0.79,0.086,-0.9539,6,8,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,4,3,27,23,0,2,24,0,44,9,2,2,5,83,81,36,4,14,20,12,6,3,1,7,5,0,2,1,16,37,0,3,5,0,0,10,6,6,0,2,9,11,56,17,74,59,14,95,0,3,4,2,44,50,0,9,36,290,72,1,0.1275358115575821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305280187525935,0.0,0.0,0.1981329569780083,0.07036946971632395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686620923519235,0.09756454676068327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247555307824528,0.05676695572424199,0.0,0.0,0.1198240931805405,0.0,0.05324353773808672,0.0,0.07042664194276102,0.10852358217912787,0.0,0.0,0.11279506123488728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511416147942799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493040443217205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091348392264624,0.0,0.0,0.12337507152029313,0.0,0.05492320380724506,0.0,0.26472407417777405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647943720281134,0.0,0.0,0.04211810035744872,0.0,0.0,0.06093296668520184,0.0573104819356765,0.0,0.3606882382197882,0.0,0.1289718766917723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926692582156434,0.0,0.06663219769233401,0.06117198581755056,0.21744462231631384,0.05348549391945232,0.0,0.07030434124160052,0.0,0.0,0.11277949696688408,0.0,0.057123518284629436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556527537836298,0.04274228307375938,0.0,0.12792881762672026,0.06333591879846143,0.1255970842513379,0.0,0.06826486201539321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197935419872341,0.0,0.0,0.06928401621103063,0.0,0.04504115769257857,0.0934613331665413,0.0,0.3941576035940498,0.0,0.05354898049672314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510604926124712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017978680226459,0.06777519210026345,0.09375349595337812,0.14184928240432002,0.0,0.0,0.13563578245372512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321078328208176,0.04849836583665647,0.0,0.0,0.1416134258889666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170270662488327,0.06556402767030718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722872155658494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244429454131064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027050384367624,0.06796810297034951,0.0,0.0,0.07304592062034113,0.06666406061671849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573596033488405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436715733505447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229197810677075,0.0,0.07670493911673569,0.0,0.0,0.10523040116570076,0.07522392599559947,0.0,0.051150767594964425,0.0,0.0,0.059113487520249273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642379487905222,0.06475940368616964,0.0,0.13589667202396716,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bonbontron,2020/03/20,"How do you cope with feeling alone Some times I feel so alone, it feels like there is a hole inside my chest, I get tense and wish I had never been born. It goes away but it happens when I feel anxiety about being alone every time. 
Does anyone feel that way? How do you handle it?",1.0252298850574704,3.137195775862072,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,82.6206896551724,4.55632183908046,14.839080459770114,5.46131890053228,-1.0168367816091957,217,3,49,1,6,68,45,58,0.162,0.757,0.08199999999999999,-0.5803,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,2,1,13,14,6,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,3,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6190776824883543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524229851077591,0.0,0.0,0.13931774709505246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719859392375407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743619067682307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678737233899561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037249465353862,0.142341700160656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409804394897963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619297334317413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734174872858478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536711415823345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323644088214079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815255392829786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291235787046319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vperez248,2020/03/20,"I need a routine!!! My anxiety levels go down when I have a routine but now all of a sudden there’s no school or work! I know there’s a lot of things that I can do like read, go on walks, etc. But I can already feel my anxiety coming on. And the funny thing is, is when I am on my normal schedule I wish I could just go home and take a nap. But now all I wish is for my life to go back to normal.",-0.3703021978021965,0.7883993736263726,2.4616346153846145,97.67399038461541,82.73626373626374,5.429120879120879,17.968406593406588,5.985473137389443,-0.5314516483516485,297,6,79,2,8,105,54,91,0.069,0.759,0.172,0.9036,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,2,19,20,8,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,13,1,9,19,4,18,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,8,59,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307152203940265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815508072981883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415006315860562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851761963318434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692563002364106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052318289023976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930464426037902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41833303174481296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458786042360092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113301576982724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997932887544414,0.0899032646518983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644789833086833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364490869604121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36060261342268135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407059254375224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623886783161966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383607353450397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445104771863897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232296625717719,0.0,0.0,0.13396932963880573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purecolombiancocaine,2020/03/20,"really going through it during my freshman year (I really hope I don't accidentally trigger anyone with this and if I do I AM SO SORRY !!) 

Howdy! I was diagnosed about 2 years ago with anxiety, but have gone untreated, which is usually okay, however,  I recently started my second semester of college at a performing arts school in Los Angeles, and I haven't gone a day without my anxiety causing me to miss out on things I have wanted to do since orientation back in October. As a musical theatre major (you know, the Theatre Kids™), most people think we're the super outgoing, no worries in the world, kind of people. But I've learned that everyone here is super anxious. Even then, however, it makes me feel like I'm somehow less than everyone else because they've learned to manage it, while I'm stuck waking up everyday with the feeling of dread and panic that makes me miss class more often than I should be. I've been referred multiple times to my school's mental health counselors, who are fantastic for some people, but have not been super helpful for me. And that happens, and it's totally fine! I get it! Things don't work for everyone! I just hate that I've missed out on so much my freshman year of college, which is supposed to be a great time, especially with COVID-19 hitting Los Angeles hard, which means I am home for the next three weeks, so I'm missing out on even more. My family is as supportive as they can be, even though most of them want me to change career paths (even though they hate my second choice career, which is a mortician), but I don't want to change career paths. I love what I do, I just hate having my anxiety get in the way.",8.523643892339543,6.815081136645964,8.649701863354041,71.28297929606626,62.16770186335403,12.437598343685302,38.23685300207039,11.34169021259432,4.25400927536232,1314,54,246,31,15,433,171,322,0.159,0.6890000000000001,0.152,0.5574,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,3,5,16,20,3,2,11,1,27,4,1,4,1,44,59,20,1,6,9,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,18,12,0,0,8,1,0,3,7,9,0,3,6,3,33,11,40,48,9,33,2,4,0,1,7,13,0,7,17,169,51,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137580763069472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23657191441084746,0.11645310762724473,0.0,0.07207720042656715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926355134239091,0.0,0.0628377164387406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058934171512095,0.21809378000317775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647924164439259,0.0,0.0,0.10462587034777096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861116275986515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723382612156034,0.0,0.0,0.29549726940892385,0.0,0.0,0.09717635925730554,0.0,0.10424252383731583,0.0736416678094723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771198550325477,0.0,0.058583769853629675,0.0,0.0,0.1136480627518365,0.0,0.0,0.09115490680985723,0.0,0.0923410571234513,0.3053158477545333,0.0,0.10957114690437142,0.0,0.0,0.0690935663877473,0.0,0.10339946322409184,0.10238349932498277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734384559083314,0.05665106860676701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036056697210189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303536082219598,0.0,0.1376158212521676,0.0,0.0,0.1122863138344565,0.0,0.0,0.10388222241066493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577699330613201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962867757143692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094429734726453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143918497867041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207369794690985,0.0,0.10178085446259304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086485960784223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527034093809238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539165022986808,0.0729618378060807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169760198264688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696595234226314,0.06605066351419912,0.2025547158103688,0.0,0.12021566825362608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135300537392133,0.0,0.18240097220899806,0.08182154510211866,0.0826860125957249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993671892564166,0.0,0.07504478756812548,0.10468458481966954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914392372102924
anxiety,Atlas-0,2020/03/20,"Help? Bad anxiety about Coronavirus I'm not sure if I'm looking for advice as much as just someone to listen.

In the past like 5 days I traveled from the west coast of Canada to my home country. Before that, I had already been really nervous and anxious about the Coronavirus. I am somewhat of a hypochondriac and just naturally very anxious (past experience includes panic attacks and other nasty stuff). It is now like 5 days later in my hometown and I'm saying with my parents in self-isolation. 

I've been pretty tired(ish). Taking long naps in the afternoon, which is a bit of a weird thing for me. It might be I've been on edge for a while now, but I'm scared is a symptom (fatigue, I guess). Everything alright until right now, when I just felt a bit of a headache or something similar. I told my mom and she freaked out–– thus making me very anxious–– she keeps constantly checking on me with these really intrusive questions. Love her but geez its not good for my anxiety. I took my temperature and it was 36.8 so idk. Not technically a fever I guess–– but toasty enough to get me nervous?? since the my weird head feeling has increased alongside with my anxiety  OMG THEY ARE FACETIMING ME FROM THEIR ROOM.

update: I just reassured them everything was ""fine"" through facetime. I really love them for caring but it can be a bit overwhelming. I feel a bit of a headache or something

Im pretty young so, not so worried about like, severe illness, but Im afraid of passing it to them or people in general. I am a bit kind of worried about my health just because my country has basically no healthcare whatsoever and is totally not prepared for covid-19 (we are not the most prosperous of nations per se)

 a feeling of impending doom/apocalypsis is also bad and gets worse by simply learning abiut anything that goes outside my room. 

I don't really know how to deal with this. It literally feels like an actual nightmare i'm about to wake up from.

I really hope you all are doing good. Stay strong.",3.9974902054849295,6.197358912928762,4.954526265291439,79.99687614935638,73.32717678100262,8.182329895258658,31.009914447909175,8.927757054556999,2.8632086191732613,1584,74,284,34,33,516,206,379,0.159,0.6920000000000001,0.149,0.6884,1,1,2,0,0,0,47.0,1,1,5,1,19,29,1,6,20,1,24,9,2,3,3,54,49,27,0,2,20,2,5,4,0,1,5,2,3,0,15,13,0,1,8,2,1,4,8,13,0,0,9,8,40,16,46,37,12,34,0,2,1,2,21,13,0,10,20,190,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.07954355757821105,0.0,0.0,0.07965218630009878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995007091920075,0.06518479229132415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706843896296996,0.2762546996815001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707709664348208,0.0,0.0,0.0927312055975969,0.0,0.0,0.13611755253625435,0.049688711153507766,0.0,0.06936036290148279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449477467799031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310650257000106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808507561519338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051364697185572,0.08403487427622176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842232660488884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651472962092893,0.07973397980366045,0.0,0.0,0.16485884435073675,0.0582318990572277,0.07826391298753341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517288722068188,0.0,0.0,0.1367361155511786,0.0,0.0,0.17958842103066675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365441156363182,0.08664301279308227,0.0,0.0,0.0546355032833414,0.0,0.08176277485478622,0.08095940484730935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609301801044167,0.0,0.0,0.07245124999966729,0.0,0.08488178183351798,0.044796640363012126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928979012107505,0.0,0.0,0.07213519569058595,0.06844920976026317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471347920627626,0.0,0.0544096219586362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647092008861984,0.0,0.0954653937680269,0.0,0.0,0.05992040045154048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563629293261802,0.09050897891638224,0.0,0.1556240794492282,0.05650987602911513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658531901379842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131164011104698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610920717757691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961045592434888,0.0,0.06482129120337063,0.08160732543014534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503436958469276,0.09208489989383337,0.0,0.06742723289387118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906450910105355,0.12550321475105009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688051376644446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093311273678982,0.0,0.0,0.076823712717127,0.08472175642242208,0.061286574462687274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054152681140430564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788782119214642,0.09056238016069104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451120330831445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555796079574067,0.08306727804031874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Billyblue91,2020/03/20,"New to anxiety, need help I went 28 years without ever feeling anxious but something changed this year. Went out drinking one night and the next morning had what the doctors said was an anxiety attack. My hands went number and I felt disoriented. The next few days felt exhausted 24/7 and had random spells of feeling dizzy or heart racing. I grew up an adrenaline junkie (firefighting, skydiving, etc) and never felt anxious. Why did this start?Checked with primary care and did labs to rule out blood sugar or adrenal problems but everything was normal. He wanted to start me on an SSRI but I just don’t understand how this could all come out of nowhere. Is there anything else medical that could mimic anxiety?",5.667530422333575,8.257890842519691,5.079656406585542,79.20770221904081,69.70866141732283,8.397709377236936,32.805297065139584,9.095868883498916,3.246581102362205,575,27,93,12,11,174,93,127,0.175,0.747,0.077,-0.9189,0,0,2,0,2,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,6,0,10,8,3,1,3,34,25,11,0,6,7,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,10,2,0,6,1,0,5,3,3,0,1,13,8,6,1,12,10,3,20,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,10,58,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29179526637019004,0.2872738773269207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462897638386906,0.0,0.0,0.1446450667369703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296321506125821,0.0,0.13450187607475114,0.10952360958483658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302885417977493,0.0,0.0,0.08199759498934123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301376419002948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455307022871767,0.0,0.0,0.10621279950029007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179957253397113,0.0,0.1150093544267736,0.0,0.0,0.11426915409648047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857601920313047,0.0,0.3662355787641644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066668094406446,0.08522218564611947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808456827783546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427593325613567,0.09806157004410544,0.12279681694149384,0.2704389424537905,0.11931637058160573,0.12457447928870377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615631009754372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165998304959408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209434038656457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788194144776867,0.0,0.0,0.17998686742256606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236176465114885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499303880380058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535922916620997,0.11472801051061968,0.0,0.0,0.12256262764640195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637536008529621
anxiety,owl_uncle,2020/03/20,"Has anyone's anxiety gotten incredibly worse after starting Paxil? I was on Paxil from about 2009 to 2018 to treat my social anxiety.  I had my primary care physician switch over to Lexapro to tackle my depression issues, and I quit taking medication altogether in September 2019.  

From 2009 to 2019, I had only two full-blown panic attacks. 

In February of this year, I had my doctor prescribe Paxil to me again. Over the course of the last month and a half, I have had at least 3-4 full-blown panic attacks (one lasting over three hours) and have been on the verge of one nearly every day.  

I feel like I should stop taking it because feeling this way isn't worth it, but my family is telling me to keep taking it until I can see a psychologist.

Has anyone else had a similar experience?",7.507200000000001,7.042188886666674,8.163833333333336,69.92775000000002,63.46666666666667,10.966666666666667,33.416666666666664,10.411451182825502,3.4630666666666663,623,22,109,13,8,209,95,150,0.13,0.8220000000000001,0.048,-0.8312,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,2,6,0,15,3,0,0,0,9,25,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,5,8,3,16,3,24,16,1,22,0,1,1,0,2,10,0,0,12,77,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284093228810264,0.0,0.0,0.2036812008700072,0.14923378182603858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313916835269904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878578432864677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484980359158973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393103291277607,0.0,0.12544657200814374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490770933722707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216703729776061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271488122492022,0.0,0.0,0.14247187681407025,0.13730415049810726,0.0,0.14728820147874933,0.10405109552489493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343412784916576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201886902278186,0.0,0.12945880276383906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744542733928464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115634830893969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672522773488644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625499512005714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973899649244027,0.1107720111076782,0.0,0.34177353693374185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549147774913216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116062749723063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846998706394898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309053802086607,0.0,0.0,0.12176840793389505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285279365976212,0.0,0.12730293713621196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227711741881166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156087532868174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842794795120834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379265863410144
anxiety,tabloidjournalism,2020/03/20,"Scared to go into work, scared to leave work I currently work in a social/bingo club in the UK, it's not much but I love my job and our customers. Today was my first day back after being off for a week under doctors orders, not Coronavirus but a viral infection all the same. We are being heavily advised to avoid social gatherings and crowded events, however that is exactly what my job is. Over 70's have been advised to stay isolated yet of the 30 customers we had this afternoon over half of them were in the 70+ category, blatantly ignoring what has been advised of them.

My work won't close it's doors until it's told to, if it does it without being ordered to it will not receive help from insurance. The longer we stay open the more at risk we are of spreading this highly contagious illness, the more we put our customers at risk and ourselves/families at risk too. I felt wrong just being there. However, I'm scared to walk away from it due to this as I'm worried they will fire me or I will not receive pay of any kind and I'll be unable to support myself. I don't know what to do, I could do with some helpful advice right now, I've lost enough sleep over it already. Thank you.",5.056749999999997,5.428406174999999,5.891666666666668,81.32,68.5,9.066666666666668,30.583333333333336,9.029198982220553,2.4337833333333334,942,35,187,16,15,310,143,240,0.207,0.731,0.062,-0.9889,5,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,7,1,3,6,6,14,0,7,10,0,24,5,1,0,3,33,34,10,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,15,13,0,2,2,1,1,5,7,10,0,2,8,2,23,4,36,16,7,39,0,1,0,1,23,17,0,3,13,135,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668672861895075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306550457839762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816244380648855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180491355575955,0.09968832189130436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351027649634004,0.0,0.0,0.08360972890943029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269624507414568,0.11345243859028148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395702673040102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221693348082956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244786811996964,0.0,0.0,0.11027521789065108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367973813774069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379543485067858,0.13697612532959205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25730355921232595,0.0,0.0,0.1350043954766191,0.07124901505311995,0.0,0.0,0.1372743985285399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152186605930991,0.0,0.11700887532598613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530334148196193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032814340209833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071536574657063,0.0,0.0,0.3893891267893949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973774231217994,0.2643116973094621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763667535335666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471186052168234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935888274799893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288746202050488,0.12388050754708008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399268894658678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249723003860682,0.0,0.37752983875477136,0.13165989173865827,0.0,0.0,0.14174548775031853,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigcountry8201,2020/03/20,"Anyone catch themselves holding there breathe all the time? Basically the title. I won’t get into detail about my anxiety, just I’ve had it all my life and it was made worse by abuse and a narsasstic mother. I’ve also always been incredibly hyper vigilant. It’s like I’m always waiting for the shit to hit the fan, especially when I’m in public. I hold my breath like crazy, which in turn makes the damn anxiety even worse cause of the whole fight or flight thing. Since breathing is involuntary I’m having a hella hard time catching myself before I start holding my breath so I’m always insanely tense. I was just wondering if anyone else does this and if anyone has any tips to cut this crap out?  Thank you in advance for your response.",4.568741258741259,6.265012167832168,5.1583216783216805,81.23440559440563,70.67832167832168,7.717482517482518,26.28671328671329,8.296473431620573,1.747201398601398,592,19,109,9,11,190,98,143,0.19699999999999998,0.703,0.1,-0.9228,0,0,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,8,8,5,0,8,0,8,7,6,3,2,20,21,9,0,2,5,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,5,1,11,3,12,14,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,4,6,62,18,0,0.0,0.19551387460266156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196114204908468,0.4119130585652818,0.0,0.0,0.11221475837917999,0.0,0.2524695712927158,0.0,0.0,0.3461435805533675,0.1690757103425662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041423435872244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951419844658908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444043226828091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784750669130574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898978259994113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621268147198659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781957843178126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165538318039462,0.16123440669407302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613965200134788,0.1101477139028364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938386542143816,0.1365007748758158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679732117084245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192215199222758,0.0,0.0,0.10962755877742143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924412602120068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948717494120725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423154814900847,0.0,0.0,0.1789499738897484,0.0,0.0,0.3363254676986451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hkblili,2020/03/20,"Need a hug rn First time post.

Thought about self harming for the first time today in many months. Had a mild anxiety attack and picked up a kitchen knife. 

Boyfriend is currently in the office room (at home) working. I lost my job before all of this panic started, 2 weeks ago on Monday. Been spending my time applying for jobs and doing phone interviews. Most of which have been a dead end. The one job I was really counting on hasn't emailed me back about an interview, and I've been obsessively checking my email. Like multiple times per hour, right before I go to bed, first thing when I wake up, etc.

Tried signing up for better help (online counselling) and my credit card got denied. 

I am really lost and finding it so difficult to see the good in my situation.",4.170799086757992,6.132500760273977,4.5919863013698645,83.81049086757994,72.21917808219176,7.880365296803652,27.235159817351605,8.59863814320734,2.0182392694063926,605,22,114,11,12,191,107,146,0.17600000000000002,0.722,0.102,-0.9004,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,7,5,12,1,2,9,0,10,3,1,1,1,12,18,7,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,5,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,7,0,4,9,1,11,5,18,9,3,31,0,2,1,1,7,11,0,1,19,67,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047207733089828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396738008383052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461219249130992,0.0,0.1045029853573021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312912403345067,0.0,0.0,0.1201974220384759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037198571708715,0.0,0.15157062247878375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421521811859346,0.3468035953017252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723826070754437,0.11399113427821478,0.10869609015456384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109463093966813,0.0,0.13632435600297474,0.0,0.13383959880231686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045958880228612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639659091399283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29671394233438675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778690486115672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084785199934846,0.0,0.0,0.10077224940136832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209312354472238,0.0,0.0,0.1594558901371215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301599570529076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412916137217238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606260418404593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829913418627736,0.0,0.14177913717263713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527635417109696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961946536429402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028961401340556,0.0,0.0,0.10789383246525208,0.31699049579445765,0.0,0.1288225782166069,0.0,0.0,0.09227095298765947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901524114430487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894086504523636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paperwork906523,2020/03/20,"Asking for References Hello, can anyone suggest references for self soothing? I find that I sometimes get swallowed up by my own thoughts and would like to remedy this. Therapy is not accessible to me - quarantine and the cost. Any help would be much appreciated!",6.384333333333334,9.269846933333335,6.890833333333332,65.69625000000002,68.55555555555556,10.722222222222225,35.694444444444436,10.686352973137794,4.933777777777777,212,11,31,7,4,69,39,45,0.0,0.779,0.221,0.8777,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,6,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130832901711277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909599676332486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929324516153222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863888914611425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163708250927667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002652306230046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308306306319666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303424076112597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268840206714648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099032286328515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583338601645809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487585300998839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451783022708061,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Radicalatom,2020/03/20,"How do I help my wife? Hey Everyone,

I'm reaching out because I need help and I figured this would be a good place to start. My wife suffers from anxiety and Covid-19 has brought this up to another level I've never seen before. She's fidgeting, panic attacks in the night, and random outbursts of crying due to her fears over what Covid could potentially do.  My wife is also 7 months pregnant with our second child and I feel so helpless watching her suffer through the recent pandemic. 

What can I do to help? I've tried to suggest she get off social/news and I've tried to direct her to some resources that I heard about on NPR such as this article  [https://www.bbc.com/news/health-51873799](https://www.bbc.com/news/health-51873799). 

How can I emotionally support my wife through these episodes? Should she look into medication through her OB? 

Thanks in advance.",6.9570000000000025,9.4675133,5.254333333333332,79.65550000000002,66.0,7.666666666666668,31.83333333333333,8.344100000000001,2.527333333333334,705,29,114,10,12,203,103,150,0.154,0.733,0.11199999999999999,-0.8328,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,1,6,9,1,2,3,0,11,1,0,2,1,19,22,10,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,3,5,19,3,23,15,1,18,0,3,3,0,19,10,0,2,6,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599195120567456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831622185780227,0.13009068081339306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934607313084928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366320954834203,0.0,0.1447032468117836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357741106987418,0.0,0.18679609878320444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912876206083252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624936799942592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135778698888115,0.08598430373365336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884608446089214,0.0,0.0,0.14263304752881972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361518444836334,0.0,0.0,0.3419504044777576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428023510788056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713112988044216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573530955769894,0.0,0.0,0.12609272755695702,0.131155963227488,0.16423900616711834,0.0,0.15958395837839318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952147770692835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177670012240807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790759820896742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733484194235349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203649449753218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297502109618803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656267867932866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309107161070428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080133047534805,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yapl0x,2020/03/20,"Boxing. I have been in denial for weeks that this virus stuff is getting to me. I make jokes to pass it off but ever since my work closed on Friday, I've not been leaving the house. To add to the stress, I have a 4 month old who I feel I need to protect. I find myself not wanting to interact with delivery people and being on the verge of panic when we go out to stores. It's hard to rationalize my fears especially when my anxiety often causes chest pain/shortness of breath and always has, that, with focus on something else, goes away. My therapist says that means I'm on the verge of panic. 

Tonight my boyfriend was making us dinner and I was sitting on the couch having a beer and thinking myself in circles about how I could be sick and the fate of this crazy freaking world. I bought a boxing bag because I love the feeling of hitting something when I feel this way and I've been trying to lose my baby weight but most all, I just want to feel better. I popped up off the couch and put on my gloves and hit the bag with as much intensity as I could. I visualized all the stress and anxiety leaving my body as I hit the bag. If you can, get yourself moving in some way, fight this awful thing that lives in each of our heads and try to be well.",5.1896470588235335,5.078900435294121,5.662745098039218,84.74235294117648,68.17647058823529,8.211764705882354,27.588235294117645,7.554174236665415,1.3691647058823522,981,27,207,9,15,316,147,255,0.179,0.747,0.07400000000000001,-0.9851,0,0,3,0,1,0,21.0,3,1,0,3,9,12,1,5,14,1,16,9,4,4,3,46,36,20,0,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,13,18,3,1,7,2,2,4,2,8,1,0,6,7,31,4,40,22,6,34,0,1,0,1,9,19,0,4,8,143,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111290803592723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859222378108552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417038405573846,0.0,0.0,0.07407638955141492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074730057950398,0.0,0.13497936728703538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248327034205747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940448488704504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151289436373297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992020266572776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367418010154766,0.245773087923194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110654673809758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697652699193746,0.0,0.06906161463232965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885647198422173,0.0,0.1247127694565794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021573046464747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573405348520575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730282983124603,0.0,0.0,0.13594782434957178,0.0,0.0,0.10967495352954236,0.0,0.1622287339714435,0.0,0.0,0.13236898468457992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699469764139494,0.1291546550638978,0.08932988646480003,0.09010423318751054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751294845249614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293039721334951,0.2851509377509672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424544515357958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215939202384775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663617966608518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052114160879727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871013517966316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783974604627745,0.0,0.13910930869646834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410920394937382,0.0807313172406346,0.07786397975453394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650058128864394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617147729605287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334920954766367,0.19291104108125934,0.09747460007502587,0.14797647579737533,0.10925948906394782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846672401151083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Primary-Quiet,2020/03/20,"shortness of breath - worried it's symptoms of covid-19 Hi guys,

I'm lying awake in the early hours because I have a tight chest and shortness of breath. I experience this symptom of anxiety now and again over the last 4 months, but right now it's unbearable. I think its because i'm unsure if I have the virus or not. I've recently had a mild tempreture that comes and goes, no cough or other symptoms but i'm so worried right now about everything. I'm freelance and all my work for this year has been cancelled so there's a massive stress there too.

I'm 27 and don't have any underlying health issues that I know of. is there any way to differentiate between what im experiencing compared with symptoms of covid-19?",4.345564935064935,6.1078670499999985,4.882207792207794,82.72824675324678,71.35714285714286,7.662337662337662,31.2987012987013,8.296473431620573,2.313,577,26,111,9,11,184,89,140,0.14800000000000002,0.831,0.021,-0.9331,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,1,6,0,8,9,3,0,1,17,16,12,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,14,14,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,10,66,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099433207287483,0.0,0.11808674042912365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819565615994013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296945714839614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873088593967484,0.15099595359834542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284295025525133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407991136953745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201577600747154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673777755714494,0.16111414130518428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483348562647082,0.12582588062432656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321051874421875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241415327990684,0.0,0.0,0.26364912923185385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768214982612232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.64176615455701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890913184259606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252561233288167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237759611725433,0.3135248262749165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940426312669726
anxiety,kinshikey,2020/03/20,"NSFW actions and teasing sets me off. I am a 23 year old male that was diagnosed with GAD at a young age and I get set off when someone I know or just met teases me in a sexual manner. I’ll add that I’m also taking 50mg of Zoloft that was prescribed by my doctor. It seems random as to when it happens but it’s only with things regarded in a sexual nature. I am a sexual person in nature and flirt a lot but as soon as they say or send something sexual I get close to an anxiety attack. I should note that I don’t have any trauma to speak of and this only affects me with people I talk to online or in person, I also can easily watch and enjoy porn (unless the video was sent by said person).  

The whole thing makes me feel broken. I know I’m not asexual and I’m scared that this will lead to many failures in keeping relationships with people I may love. I’ve been trying to get a hold of a therapist, so in the meantime I’m looking for anyone else here who has gone through something similar or if there’s any tips to help me improve. So far I’ve been trying to “expose” myself to more situations that’ll set me off, it’s hard as seven times out of ten I will have an anxiety attack. Even then I’m still trying with the self-exposure therapy.",4.339103053435114,4.340790648854963,6.1092270992366435,80.4281154580153,69.99236641221374,8.992748091603053,25.91698473282443,8.841846274778883,1.7610297709923666,978,25,202,16,16,340,148,262,0.13,0.7929999999999999,0.078,-0.8674,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,12,9,4,1,14,0,17,5,0,3,0,37,39,25,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,5,3,3,0,4,15,14,0,2,4,1,0,5,2,6,0,2,9,7,21,3,38,25,3,31,0,0,2,2,18,13,0,9,10,136,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358873977522546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731241552464053,0.0,0.19475415661360584,0.0,0.0,0.08900465476916901,0.1304244198736944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896232176529434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919743573717915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028748036553794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633509127255453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407434242894125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436202982009367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951249550791253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256279327043124,0.0,0.11402751302287695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532030915070599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314187070390705,0.0,0.0,0.1399113387814459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689217426222282,0.0,0.0,0.10821804698691577,0.11488487513802575,0.0,0.08496756664268383,0.12905284535878747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357023358574352,0.0,0.0,0.1936207085310299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649476267722974,0.3334361293598804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666263243051702,0.0,0.0,0.121082656227621,0.10122671656080116,0.12744025068375728,0.0,0.0,0.11588072162445293,0.13279201737697746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308014063275576,0.0,0.0,0.1078530426869943,0.1959892823982084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165456047539922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570680538671973,0.1023114862793368,0.0,0.0,0.14556807055906432,0.14779437618673186,0.16913264154555335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422426223157721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592661988965532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211558089025936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197107210634078
anxiety,ette212,2020/03/20,"Are some people on Reddit just...mean? I just started being more active on Reddit recently. I posted about something in another sub and have been stupidly watching the up / down votes and wondering why the heck someone would down vote a comment of mine that doesn't need to be down voted. From that perspective, Reddit is definitely the wrong place to be for my anxiety... I know it's not rational but I'm just wondering if this is commonly known.",4.700499139414801,6.923485108433738,5.525851979345958,76.56385542168678,71.40963855421687,9.080206540447504,29.929432013769365,9.606745405546679,3.1858275387263344,356,15,60,9,7,116,65,83,0.051,0.9,0.049,-0.0525,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,16,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,13,11,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,4,3,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038280506482914,0.18996239394303036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364689376434137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704908192862016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412446022851375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215225707912454,0.0,0.2594391900028901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378197567098044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451838142253474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103988180700011,0.19116713049368256,0.0,0.0,0.17576057678667545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406813996703973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385800001494303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639780025071372,0.27149647071768784,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PitifulSoil8,2020/03/20,"Therapy might being having a negative effect on me My therapist is nice but I’m so uncomfortable and I ended up lying about being gay and obviously I know my parents put him up to that because he’s rly only trying to help with my social anxiety, OCD, ADHD, and word processing. Also one time I decided I was gonna where one of my furry fandom shirts because idk I love the fandom I guess is the reason but instantly I remembered it was the day I had to go to therapy and it was the most uncomfortable thing and often I find myself saying over and over again “as if I didn’t go there today, before that happened, how I was before” after I go there.",2.436882951653942,4.469702503816794,5.241545801526719,76.9271024173028,77.3969465648855,8.030788804071248,23.13040712468193,8.841846274778883,1.9854575063613225,512,16,93,12,12,184,86,131,0.145,0.772,0.083,-0.8151,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,5,0,12,3,1,3,1,23,21,13,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,6,1,19,2,14,11,1,16,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,5,6,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589037372134344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700256332094946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105743816152118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088671469787245,0.0,0.29155719229434995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104856312618398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173647793929704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565811147128181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920910934243144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872556894867915,0.0,0.15149552209656944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483052618615422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415163172524542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462075552993892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174082156949134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321783781476837,0.1302946980764086,0.0,0.0,0.1902278381081307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222143143846888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614294920261395,0.0,0.0,0.19406936014051734,0.0,0.0,0.13623857253308255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463664281675778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39183304197069385,0.19891285150994326,0.11381575159101134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989662687199227,0.0,0.1623889826291432,0.0,0.0,0.11631335429953317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wringedout,2020/03/20,"Took medication for the first time today; Escitalopram. I (21F) have had mental health issues for the better part of my life. Reluctant to try medication, had this complex that I didn’t need it. Lol doctor said otherwise. 

Last night was the wake-up I needed, my-ex (whom I loved fiercely) has a new gf. Smashed my hands and feet against a concrete wall until they bruised. 
 
It was the trigger that broke the camel’s back, I’m now treating my anxiety and depression. I hope this medication will help.",3.1235483870967755,5.864880333333337,4.0240967741935485,82.77614516129033,79.0,7.160860215053764,26.504301075268817,8.238735603445708,2.0090997849462364,393,16,73,8,10,126,71,93,0.105,0.7390000000000001,0.156,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,7,1,8,9,2,1,0,7,15,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,7,2,9,4,6,7,1,11,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,1,9,43,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138078350912314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210913016125548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345132184608538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917842792108886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916305947764706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720111438800646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644666575800787,0.0,0.0,0.12387568375138555,0.0,0.0,0.1835601583013794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289586154508426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064656305819504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053828211501306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680017456661705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585363724172577,0.1862471718208579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27407172451310075,0.0,0.17849271930535046,0.0,0.17343367664735693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013354101071265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579866950712286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776544677818584,0.0,0.17518030200668447,0.0,0.2053330909459944,0.12547531368021492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Art3misTook,2020/03/20,"Does anyone else's social anxiety get way worse after being alone for long periods of time? Due to recent events, I'm staying home as much as possible but still teaching the occasional private piano lesson with appropriate precautions. I've been feeling amazing these past few days because most of my anxiety is social so if I don't have to be around people I'm 80% anxiety free. But today I had to go teach a lesson for the first time in a week and was worrying about it all day, and afterwards I kept telling myself that my student definitely noticed I was acting weird and that his whole family hates me. 

I can't get this cycle of thinking to stop because there's no one else around to vent to and to tell me that I'm overthinking, and my social anxiety hasn't been this bad in months. Does anyone else have similar flare-ups happen after a lot of alone time? And do you have tips to deal with it?",7.537034956304621,6.51990976966292,7.967153558052438,73.16842072409489,63.66292134831461,11.281897627965044,33.82272159800249,10.504223727775694,3.4040354556804004,721,25,135,15,9,239,113,178,0.179,0.7440000000000001,0.078,-0.9374,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,6,5,1,0,5,0,15,0,0,0,1,22,26,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,2,4,0,1,2,4,3,0,2,6,1,13,3,25,18,6,28,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,20,87,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388738469606649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528784756533698,0.0,0.0,0.16126909662478853,0.23631829622161216,0.0,0.2053188116846284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628752994412584,0.14059621772303296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874394650240202,0.11889003765429022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183492610674547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890056281918109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871359859958676,0.0,0.05830934591535361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809128270369068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050006447926302,0.0,0.06553911351478492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197725069191206,0.0,0.0,0.11385479888509532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567553905361586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102054726751463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804108965615714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920474641795554,0.0,0.08477359819124003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129278459175428,0.0,0.0,0.07814393569506058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008615664025756,0.07994848980028528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300061711451207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138647613651718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35266319013375685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291596366485415,0.0920948414337107,0.09641283074264158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158983334688566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738925122879533,0.0,0.0,0.2017323658314038,0.0,0.10931004271281812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915357879119246,0.09250288909600436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875085806421338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171132363944204,0.11752111131375055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noba-san,2020/03/20,"Am I stupid for laying in bed crying over not being able to see my boyfriend in person for the foreseeable future? I know I need sleep and I also know being due on my period doesn't help either but I'm really missing my boyfriend, me and him are practicing social distancing as per recommendation from out government but I'm a very tactile person and even though we can skype and message during this time, I still feel really sad and down and the uncertainty of the future is making me feel worse as using those methods just isn't the same, I want him to hold me again. I just need to feel safe somewhere right now and I always feel safe with him💔",5.5820348837209295,6.020470643410858,6.249137596899228,78.97975290697677,67.37209302325581,9.240697674418604,26.20251937984496,9.188382445141503,1.9432705426356591,519,13,100,9,8,170,84,129,0.165,0.778,0.057,-0.9116,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,5,0,8,1,1,2,0,31,23,13,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,17,2,16,21,2,15,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,0,8,68,19,1,0.19912631235218103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924124004568402,0.16568904355330993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873090386758387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152105130363656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027369864060119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347016976714815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188692273316035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291835973623692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952992749776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477388305720155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551308292268894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005278274107652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867788997411858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927011899352626,0.20298419887522864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902253026639546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956405908665081,0.0,0.116112154063942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198119979381385,0.0,0.16430006188501725,0.11744985821017084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292672412366547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CapLimeade,2020/03/20,"Scared of giving my grandparents coronavirus Just a bit of a vent/worry, but today I had gotten takeout and ate with two other friends in the park. Went home to find grandparents were eating dinner at our place. I have been having allergy like symptoms for awhile now, but they're surprisingly similar to those if those of the coronavirus. My nose has had an itch since I got home, so I was rubbing it with the back of my hand. My grandpa being the 74 year old sweetheart he is gave my hand a kiss before leaving. I feel crazy about worrying but then again, what if? It seems so small typing it out, but in my head it's such a big deal.",4.297857142857144,5.465226404761904,4.854126984126985,85.19642857142857,70.66666666666667,8.13968253968254,25.904761904761905,8.515128840125781,1.6172285714285717,501,15,101,8,9,160,91,126,0.057999999999999996,0.7290000000000001,0.213,0.975,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,9,0,10,10,5,0,0,14,18,10,0,2,7,1,4,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,8,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,5,12,5,14,7,1,15,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,3,8,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705031462751292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627295600479244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878250357672512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971581108806434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568434575948274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669574267261773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478818278168926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775010192022248,0.0,0.0,0.18345303646385533,0.0,0.0,0.15295059946239384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626548968830126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836548663770737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024935630467785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342928865347176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067224373797252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980313892515555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146272609325474,0.0,0.0,0.1740960076964061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819415419803154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987696368989648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812713827562992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681186131689126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727965892594236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884232001638857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315108328853172
anxiety,Jacktre1996,2020/03/20,"I had my first panic attack last night Hey everyone, last night I had my first ever panic attack at 23 years old. Unfortunately this also happened while I was high on weed. I have never felt anything like it in my life, I stood up and walked to my window and all I could feel was pure terror, pure terror that had no form, I couldn’t see it. I spent 20 or so seconds standing in the middle of my room wanting to scream out in terror but I didn’t. Instead I laid down in bed and counted to 4 while breathing, this helped calm me down.

Now while I know the effects of the panic attack were likely enhanced due to the weed, Ive felt really fucking anxious all day since waking up. I keep feeling that horrible feeling in my stomach again like it’s going to happen again, but I always stop it from happening. I just wanted to ask, does the anxiety go away? I feel like I’m constantly worried it’s going to happen again and It’s really stressing me out. 

Thanks a lot guys",4.395757456828882,5.066195852040816,5.521632653061224,82.3288618524333,70.07142857142857,7.66342229199372,26.81161695447409,7.61054688173877,1.4717799058084768,761,23,149,8,13,253,114,196,0.259,0.6920000000000001,0.048,-0.9904,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,9,18,4,7,6,0,11,5,3,1,6,31,35,12,0,4,4,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,10,6,0,2,8,0,1,4,4,12,0,3,11,8,24,6,24,22,4,43,0,0,1,1,4,17,1,2,25,102,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571160898483993,0.08918213968968852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199221694808574,0.1210826123037116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819980362366918,0.0,0.10019859995606516,0.3657973227567632,0.1006989051849485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158232356526873,0.0,0.08557431070956889,0.0,0.0,0.06912207330729521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937937232833719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096950221878404,0.0,0.10241484616329627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677321209419,0.07656923627418034,0.20581873997944225,0.0,0.0,0.18233408466788614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908595369111754,0.0,0.0,0.1827381691311094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612480529798166,0.3791148030559448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184032854140078,0.11324129260887268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526628822687654,0.0,0.0,0.058903188729497985,0.1747316060100057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570422854895206,0.20945045195690468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911203924017245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266363219675177,0.0,0.0,0.20116187347139192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246712019294244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772570375601783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373241873047434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540838576802909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866019845396401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960707189854071,0.12277404384128596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867671562625392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126434789371736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884624082740728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902024628870729
anxiety,MsEnthusiasimal,2020/03/20,"Made a mistake at work and now I just want to cry. Without going into details, there's a bunch of extra provisions we have to do because of all the COVID-19 , and the details of those provisions are changing sometimes twice a day. I work part time so I was reading through all these emails, and trying to do some other things because the person who was meant to do it hadn't and I was confused. Totally misread an email and made a mistake that could lead to some serious reprimands, and possibly firing if they felt like it which they might considering all the money we're losing. 

It's not the end of the world for me if I was fired because my partner is in an in-demand profession, and I was planning on leaving anyway some time this year. But I can't help but feel very very anxious about the whole thing. All I can think about it how much trouble I'm going to be in even for an honest mistake, and how I won't be able to help but start crying and I'll humiliate myself even further. I feel sick which is making me more anxious. I want to go home but I'm only and hour and a half into my eight hour shift and I have no customers or work to do to distract me. Normally getting into a small space and having a good cry would make me feel better but I'm at a desk and in the open with nowhere to go, and if I cry at all it would show because of my makeup. And because I can't do that my brain is swapping to self-harm urges and thoughts. 

I have the day off tomorrow. I want to go home. I don't understand why we're open anyway.",4.293584905660378,4.526477761006291,5.231125786163523,85.87763207547174,70.13207547169812,7.869433962264153,29.42201257861636,7.554174236665415,1.6350208805031454,1200,43,256,12,20,394,158,318,0.18100000000000002,0.76,0.059000000000000004,-0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,2,7,12,12,0,2,20,0,30,2,1,7,6,72,55,29,0,13,12,0,6,1,1,4,1,0,2,2,16,24,0,0,8,2,1,6,8,8,0,3,11,6,29,4,36,37,15,34,0,1,0,0,10,17,0,9,12,187,45,6,0.09788613387583978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116693819885805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983523933223252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657233078088583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927329829355817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355055040247237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815411283265213,0.0,0.4300932867354684,0.12625691686421334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866980604701817,0.0,0.0,0.12930573647775334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848251131058782,0.0,0.09398603911646193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114146484894084,0.0,0.2781547283424006,0.08210224491888872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122202437165786,0.0,0.1963755468499633,0.0,0.19279624841514856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364728213254563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782222059213002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950954550371464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524445332204292,0.13067950892081906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384171922479818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195757132165898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590762800421804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444681573070175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600114405342358,0.0,0.0,0.08547039645619052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035190828313224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791262325383793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211658580505246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681188934516774,0.0,0.06928430937448549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006239564680375,0.06272148211878542,0.0,0.07771065631016025,0.1141563836848774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664582594871143,0.0,0.0,0.1019029175046719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153262382563685,0.17320733370674402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832701060877958,0.10928637275700503,0.0,0.09435873998147633,0.0,0.21378681383951745,0.0,0.0,0.13907100203002604,0.0,0.0,0.06303546089307722
anxiety,DILLAxDOOM,2020/03/20,Dealing with Physical Anxiety Lately I've been going through a lot of things. Does anyone have recommendations on how to deal with physical feeling anxiety attacks? Its draining my energy and makes my body feel weak. Appetite is gone aswell.,5.415853658536585,8.986369121951224,5.739707317073172,68.51687804878051,77.29268292682926,9.133658536585367,35.02926829268293,9.3871,4.654088780487804,198,11,27,6,5,63,37,41,0.201,0.721,0.079,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,2,0,8,8,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003770183097069,0.0,0.0,0.18297641966566985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29770476361952963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906733333464573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395720290915277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290025362293788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26463186244446274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872176492559286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951923737273662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247545178655329,0.0,0.0,0.17467694439468742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738520602032745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,user_100100,2020/03/20,"Screaming for help I’m in need of help. Ever since this virus my anxiety and panic attacks have been worst that they have ever been. Around every evening I start to get shortness of breath, heart/ mind racing, burning sensation over my body, chest gets tight, shaking, leg twitching, and cold sweats , I feel as if I’m having a heart attack and I’m going to die, heart starts to palpitate, I find myself pacing and trying to calm myself going from locking myself in bathroom..and as if I am also trying to run away from being in my own head. I try to get a shower, switching from hot to cold. I feel as if when the world gets darker so do I and I have no control over it. After being on social media I’m beyond overwhelmed with everything wishing things back to normal. I have a young daughter and She asked me for a drink in the middle of an attack and I ended up on the floor in front of the fridge with the door wide open paralyzed with fear to get up. I manage to calm myself to the couch and she’s so little that she doesn’t understand and just says she knows mommy doesn’t feel good.. and comes to give me a kiss and cuddle up to me and I have to shut her out. I feel terrible literally tears as a mother. After it’s over I feel physically and emotionally exhausted and beyond feared for the next attack. I’m crying and I have never cried like this I just want it to stop and I want to be healthy and there for my daughter. Smoking weed doesn’t help me, I end up in immediate panic attack telling myself I’m dying and never going to smoke weed again no matter the amount I would try and smoke. I’m so afraid to take medicine the doctor prescribed me or even try it and of course I read reviews about it and side effects literally scare the hell out of me. I have cut out coffee because its known to me as a trigger. I just decided to stay off Social media. I am in a fog and every morning I just can’t wait to go back to bed. I do have a partner who lives with me but who does not understand what it’s like, and I have to constantly hide my disorders because he judges me. I’ve had one attack in front of him and I couldn’t speak up and I was shaking there like someone coming off of drugs and he said some pretty hurtful stuff and made me embarrassed to be who I am when I have one. I just need help and I need to know how to get through this.. Do I take medicine, does it help? I got recommended a therapist but due to this virus again that’s not gonna happen, and it’s hard for me to make time for that when I have a little who is with me 24/7.  What do I do?",2.798708000911784,4.033405123364491,4.12220196033736,88.74974014132665,74.4018691588785,6.714839297925693,22.768406656029182,7.11905507035037,0.6441953498974242,2011,52,433,20,41,663,235,535,0.13699999999999998,0.799,0.064,-0.9848,1,0,4,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,2,27,30,8,10,22,0,35,16,9,6,4,91,82,48,2,12,13,3,8,3,1,2,4,4,4,1,25,41,1,4,13,2,0,11,11,23,0,2,7,14,65,7,86,68,4,72,1,2,0,2,30,37,1,5,26,302,90,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456789413902578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052199960631220135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060744050012924926,0.06379096904187427,0.4657663021600873,0.0641094860209656,0.10493775484382988,0.0,0.08319143882552862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579424324247103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175576597859778,0.0,0.0737383201271272,0.07653190062442149,0.0,0.0,0.1499069563105081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163532460322611,0.0,0.07820377951508245,0.06984191212221676,0.11942666865435635,0.0,0.0,0.06684479954025266,0.07913150135161523,0.0,0.0,0.0767557384015655,0.1208727758738814,0.0,0.0,0.09013779097087277,0.123445808727066,0.11498268119833545,0.0,0.06132565568385603,0.0,0.0,0.15356778648311353,0.17250956185854227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062365998742690526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390135321449552,0.0654576966209305,0.15511919853734135,0.05723268891486055,0.05457415222217592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060340415623726835,0.0,0.06112559335490236,0.0,0.07002929539248251,0.0,0.0,0.2425781411877016,0.22868404228961356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304749989645204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500087806333942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000923642482032,0.13677976775302264,0.0602531849741164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645660674726858,0.04554771729445915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889838991457799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517872465545286,0.10525482800486337,0.0,0.0725692143236848,0.0,0.06685628929574798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247626360430423,0.0,0.0,0.16011928319945093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942002117320385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825395228913668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490757371351343,0.05426359787313879,0.0683156260610482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056445099804819175,0.0,0.0,0.13911497138480922,0.0578157065308571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659485752255252,0.07272994990554732,0.0,0.05704792234541406,0.0,0.0,0.0781133071857629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260918812097068,0.0,0.059640823061695124,0.0,0.0,0.07922665942139043,0.04533262541681416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978866108677459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23163708220200116,0.0,0.0,0.14207109641943086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804941160671387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846744229297486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847253204906733,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ginevrabyss,2020/03/21,"Thought I was okay with this whole situation but I guess I’m not I was super chill at first and actually enjoying the benefits of this mess (no school), worked out in the mornings etc. 
Now I’m an anxious wreck. Can’t stop reading the news and freaking out. My emetophobia is getting worse again and I just feel like shit. 
It’s so hard to avoid all the news on this virus. How are you coping with this?",0.9948148148148128,3.4851233580246936,2.2825802469135823,93.12461111111116,87.02469135802471,5.709135802469136,21.680246913580245,7.1686216300943375,0.6495669135802462,316,11,69,5,10,101,63,81,0.326,0.555,0.11900000000000001,-0.9716,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,5,9,1,1,5,1,5,1,1,1,1,19,11,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,2,6,5,9,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,5,45,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.2441488901242815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826429542603645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27902745955733754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265033432651922,0.17873544957644433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281108563971346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071370276067654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756119729162079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241206758383771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222996635507305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502572339357882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532051604266754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568159562969468,0.0,0.2812235132342992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091696490698201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862253966066745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793276744525535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214095692482904,0.0,0.25496450443831203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Abaddon4242,2020/03/21,What happens when you tell your psychiatrist you have suicidal thoughts? I havent told mine. And ive been wondering if it would benefit me to keep it to myself since im not at risk. But i want to know firsthand what would happens so i can stop making excuses.,3.819423076923077,5.329581326923076,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.26923076923076,9.046153846153846,30.30769230769231,9.516144504307137,2.762830769230769,207,9,42,5,4,68,40,52,0.129,0.758,0.113,-0.4337,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,16,5,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,10,1,4,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,30,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683180925837036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860261184044404,0.0,0.0,0.23536367364350305,0.0,0.0,0.145525464954349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675400363413515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190427527142796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213820861399748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896448576942341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144418386631346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021918036407333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530248094816315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618408702984896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28716096970599475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762082762816672,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,N_skrilla,2020/03/21,"Constant worry about getting in trouble I'm not sure when exactly this fear started, or why exactly it started, but I constantly worry that I'm going to get in trouble from some authority figure. It's difficult to even define what I mean by ""getting in trouble."" I just have these thoughts that I'm breaking some rule or rules I don't even know about, and it's either going to make someone mad with me, or the police are going to come knocking at my door because I did something illegal I didn't even know about. I've never once been in trouble with the law or anything like that, but I feel like at any time I could do something illegal without realizing it and land myself in jail or get charges pressed against me. I also fear that when I post this, everyone will automatically assume I'm doing something wrong because I have such a strong fear of getting in trouble. It would make sense that if you haven't done anything wrong, then you have nothing to fear right?

It's really awful, its like I already know that I've done something wrong, but I'm not sure what it is, so I just have to keep analyzing all my actions over and over until I can find something that must be what I've done wrong. Heaven forbid if the inevitable happens and I actually upset someone with my actions, especially if they're an authority figure. I'm just wracked with guilt and anxiety for weeks following whatever happened. It just gets so tiring having your guard up all the time. I find being busy with work or being able to get out of the house helps, but with things the way they are right now, that's not much of an option unfortunately, and I find myself in a pretty bad way right now.

I just wanted to know if anyone else had similar thoughts, or can relate in any way. Things are tough right now, and I guess part of me just wanted to put it down in writing what it feels like to have this bizarre fear.",10.050564516129038,6.825879486559143,9.529849462365592,70.9097741935484,60.58602150537635,12.070537634408602,40.66021505376344,9.725611199111238,3.8373395698924733,1507,59,288,20,15,487,172,372,0.253,0.672,0.075,-0.9977,0,0,5,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,1,2,21,29,1,7,10,1,30,1,0,2,8,80,67,29,0,9,26,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,29,15,0,3,16,0,0,8,8,21,0,0,9,3,31,8,45,51,7,49,1,0,0,0,6,21,0,16,19,197,60,1,0.07177825513854984,0.0,0.0700452228774416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920908942477295,0.057401044701528986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976233497509241,0.0,0.05491016871526674,0.0,0.0,0.05018902492043355,0.07354530475120062,0.11813477615065605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993184486096901,0.08751071622156495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061830611120798885,0.0,0.15513358822494042,0.0,0.057309096078353924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203622276538961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996152178372908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222658168649596,0.0,0.0,0.06858719877443173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038524628682617,0.07258648498661051,0.10255679962590704,0.0,0.0,0.19681207447170465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625082304016446,0.0,0.12237970957732995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790718403871507,0.0,0.1269465479353834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048111451398687985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282246929687752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379981117875053,0.0,0.0,0.1577898074424219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026891920393447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582508534453524,0.0,0.0,0.07818756236242409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276527643872198,0.0,0.0553598153519176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887317167568491,0.0,0.0,0.07644149913372808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772885557514861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687437270803997,0.07302429022442948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215697170134053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598298822902115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24519295079439424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216349652993026,0.27629203786960005,0.0,0.0,0.10161003685543454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530031201465226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537256656299016,0.0,0.0,0.11396783374221267,0.08370895559345147,0.08249854527387697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467334918236193,0.17092271377864038,0.05757618667453799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476871086914185,0.0,0.0,0.0691916765405542,0.0,0.05225542461575704,0.14578860458523135,0.0,0.05098921303167747,0.3139130162189595,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shinkeishitsuna,2020/03/21,"I am panicking so much right now I can’t take this Last week on Wednesday, I met up with a friend who went to a concert with 10,000 people. So it’s been like 10 days since then. Last night, I felt extremely warm but my temperature was 98.4-98.6. It’s a bit higher than it normally is. As soon as I woke up today, I had a humongous headache.
It’s now been like 2 hours since I woke up, and I still feel the headache. My temperature has now gone up to 99.1, but now higher. And that was after taking a shower.
I am panicking hard. Is it actually possible to get symptoms 9 days later?ive been locked in my room for the past week now, but I have washed the dishes and talked to my mom for a bit. really don’t want to have Coronavirus. I really really don’t. I’m worrying so much I can’t take this anymore. My dad is 72. If I do have Coronavirus, I feel like I’ve already passed it to my mom, and she’s passed it to my dad. I don’t want him to die. I’m so fucking scared. I can’t focus on anything at all anymore. This is all that occupies my mind.",0.4081812888198755,2.3444295580357166,2.800225155279506,92.33281832298141,83.77678571428571,6.752795031055901,20.453416149068325,7.893859768569023,0.7515076086956527,807,24,190,16,23,277,110,224,0.1,0.8220000000000001,0.079,-0.8099,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,1,9,0,23,4,0,0,2,19,40,15,1,4,4,4,5,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,13,6,1,0,3,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,12,6,26,5,24,28,6,34,0,0,0,1,10,10,1,1,23,119,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.12537014023121146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141772047269315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25481940618519017,0.0,0.0,0.10572150993155267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805163012957239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570762426699195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333336534613352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991860726297785,0.0917804228652477,0.12335326763129507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925714893895793,0.1187702943413545,0.06712131780285782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508567802322675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651904183127755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944365476099105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882947902969116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297200973083384,0.3009297086607508,0.0,0.0,0.18888340516913876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056226958734573,0.12587528335381085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264106143806283,0.08906630905026558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483287735113318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469073598042247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971438651349363,0.0,0.0,0.1286228846756282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254673290154094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259790559597053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335315996253996,0.2897848676351782,0.10326092761191102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177643468786138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155222904227245,0.0,0.2061049790646019,0.0,0.0,0.11909483161887098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046955274125815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,valueyoghurt,2020/03/21,I don’t want to bring anyone down right now and I’ve really held myself together for months but I’m really struggling right now. I’m scared. And I have only felt scared like this in my life once before when I was a young boy lost in the forest. I‘ve been positive and holding it together for my friends and family but I’m actually terrified by what is going on and I’m disappointed that I haven’t managed to keep a happy face on. Only 24 hours ago I was playing guitar and singing online for my friends to raise their spirits. But I went out to meet them too and now I’m scared that I spread the virus or caught it myself. I’m always the person there for others but I really need someone today. Is anyone there?,2.075861056751471,4.196823376712331,3.833307240704503,86.15410958904111,78.93150684931506,6.911154598825831,20.70254403131116,7.957251820313856,0.9732461839530336,567,15,114,10,14,190,86,146,0.17,0.68,0.15,-0.664,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,7,11,0,4,5,0,8,2,1,0,0,19,24,13,0,2,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,7,8,0,3,1,3,0,4,2,6,0,0,8,1,15,5,15,16,0,21,1,2,0,0,7,8,0,1,10,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.15546796596345513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141222687544977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256242245902927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279279863871745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556490138347094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501875274866838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529668992809249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24617196765374305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054209904971414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959324262555225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568926863516195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160604342951216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252853947842004,0.07783301508899572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739105911382021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716331015280244,0.0,0.0,0.11812967955491482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966473796952233,0.0,0.2423317052344896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910727219831145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061828353974623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721074169132142,0.0,0.0,0.4785048071253661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349866548230243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665501013118105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101151333393867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396781698966317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768613319247573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bumblb0,2020/03/21,now what whenever i’m stuck in bed i wish that the world would stop with me and it finally did,0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666669,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,81.85714285714286,8.009523809523811,20.02380952380953,8.841846274778883,1.0001238095238096,75,2,19,2,2,25,20,21,0.183,0.6990000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675076236488555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43311999581727795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957415604366495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36801380339897,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrainyDoc,2020/03/21,"What are some positive things to read or watch instead of reading about coronavirus all day? This is for me and for a friend who spends almost all day reading about the virus, which is, of course, the first thing to stop doing.

The zoo live streams are something I've seen crop up which seems like a good idea.",7.881,6.827221099999999,5.97666666666667,87.83500000000002,63.0,9.333333333333334,31.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.7931666666666666,246,7,52,2,3,70,47,60,0.033,0.7829999999999999,0.184,0.875,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,9,6,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,5,34,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461953865642875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893298390952201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908026222824756,0.0,0.0,0.17330557395046473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814517177927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532248593250513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958920693412663,0.0,0.19807466767929124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6731285121247921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420837714617224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726890061415336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875377752265885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29805045885367104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sobrietea11,2020/03/21,CBD Who uses CBD to help their anxiety? I am on 100 mg of Zoloft. Feels like it's not enough when my anxiety spikes. I have GAD and SAD. My Dr won't prescribe Xanax or Klonopin. I have been using CBD but it feels ineffective at this point but I've had success in the last. Favorite brands and dosage?,-0.13313620071684795,2.190800274193549,1.1805376344086014,98.86858422939068,94.64516129032258,4.691039426523298,18.179211469534053,6.42735559955562,-0.17059713261648699,235,7,54,3,9,74,50,62,0.10099999999999999,0.7070000000000001,0.192,0.8459,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,0,10,10,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,6,2,5,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797343840648474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239840741111707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31708364298653313,0.22400233076736725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101679710992972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555875499711949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318616098841115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296408940791912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416182490956163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BabieCHickiex3,2020/03/21,"Want to leave the house and go to my friend's house My friend would come pick me up in his car to get me. Is it safe to go? I'm freaking out but I also rlly wana see him. Also, if we link up w/ two other friends would that be dangerous too? We're all 25-27 yrs old and healthy. I don't wana risk my or theirs or our family's health and safety.",-0.8123734177215169,0.777709582278483,1.5549208860759514,101.50301424050636,86.08860759493669,4.9626582278481015,14.938291139240508,5.985473137389443,-1.0161784810126586,263,4,71,2,8,89,59,79,0.08199999999999999,0.698,0.22,0.9007,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,17,12,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,0,1,12,4,8,9,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,3,1,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32812543140156925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672322910957738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340227213859895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755077070426328,0.0,0.10718523976459436,0.0,0.2331891066249213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807061855473375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734436212631731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172299682682152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527610302082054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634823086240453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040703563806492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100598243962862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914730491377281,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ryan_fr,2020/03/21,"I’ve never experienced anxiety like this before So I’ve always had slight issues with anxiety, especially in social situations. I’ve never considered it severe, and never really had full blown anxiety attacks. I feel like ever since this pandemic started getting serious, things have taken a turn for the worst. I’ve been experiencing these periods of depersonalization, worry about my health, sensitivity to sound, irritability. To the point where I start feeling physically sick and nauseous. This has been happening everyday for about 2 weeks, and last for hours at a time sometimes.

When I drink alcohol, these feelings basically go away completely. I’m a heavy drinker (around 2-3 times a week) so I’m starting to think that these feelings are being triggered by alcohol withdrawal. I’ve never experienced this before and my drinking habit hasn’t increased in the recent future. Maybe the coronavirus situation has triggered something in my brain and has developed into an anxiety disorder. What should I do? I obviously would like to wait a while before scheduling an appointment with my doctor or a physiologist/psychiatrist. This is becoming debilitating, I can barely find the energy to do my coursework :(",8.319705882352942,10.673522931372553,9.091450980392157,54.10452941176473,62.33333333333333,12.694901960784314,38.6,12.10132525352546,6.035096470588236,994,51,132,37,15,335,131,204,0.14,0.7879999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9519,0,0,6,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,13,0,17,8,1,2,6,27,33,10,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,2,5,1,0,0,12,9,4,1,6,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,8,11,3,21,25,3,33,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,24,92,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610248087364455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191397732140127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33801524813467226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833539570499016,0.0,0.12566748957090376,0.1037835257111403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219975884783548,0.2819873620336735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331312266797168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581824336401247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660004729031302,0.11306345335666615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642316612780554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999200123033914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341343423291307,0.07891471398769047,0.0,0.0,0.10096108447814192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771230325083889,0.0,0.06277860863065912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768197290269938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741689150268644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878370014453702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529456282173177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004200240102908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189977184425597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097482486744106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407831766079681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044231401783058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076535885731522,0.0,0.10906878209383992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479162890712925,0.0,0.0913760479212948,0.2483298435323152,0.0,0.11260301014422668,0.0,0.08503973300683151,0.10925062730757296,0.0,0.2345586160832109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338663881911063,0.07078016257597246,0.0,0.0,0.12882360434337864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015190912730385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721334208932446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121804314825925,0.0,0.07846967100240497,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scubawond,2020/03/21,"My girlfriend suffers from emetophobia . My girlfriend has suffered from emetophobia for about 7 months now. Over this time her anxiety and panic attacks have become worse and worse, to the point where she refuses to can he the bed sheets because she had that fate fall night she was sick 7 months ago. 

Please can anyone give me some tips for her or even me to conquer this horrible phobia. Or at least suppress the effects it has on her. 

We are going to be working towards small goal approaching the fear for example writing the word “vomit” until she becomes more comfortable with it. I had read about this helping in an article. We are hoping it helps! 

Thank you in advance for any help we receive!",4.880147991543339,7.201184217054268,4.808442565186752,81.47600422832983,71.17054263565892,7.481606765327696,31.10711768851304,8.296473431620573,2.515877519379844,560,25,96,9,11,173,92,129,0.212,0.67,0.11800000000000001,-0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,1,0,5,5,8,1,2,6,0,11,2,0,1,0,15,15,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,1,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,3,0,16,3,20,11,3,21,0,2,0,0,21,9,0,4,7,70,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019554742195055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289439437086053,0.0,0.13824872730308255,0.0,0.0,0.1263621835841035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559274284133988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016397714735927,0.3991775266767371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936249312208692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033579219152154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733611125488583,0.10270616835118657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633942717821286,0.0,0.0,0.17949368817213068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28849466662964696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959154188337225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203356143688834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837402645585508,0.17083686384337804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076684202966425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638079634333267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537808247024526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156481061406786,0.0,0.3683340343224418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woodyshoody,2020/03/21,"Going nuts over rabies Nearly two years ago, me and my boyfriend were walking around in his village (UK). We spotted a bat, which during the daytime is pretty unusual. It crawled up to us and on to my boyfriend's shoe/jeans. Eventually it crawled off, we did go back a little bit later to try and rescue it with gloves and a bucket bit we couldn't find it.
Today I saw something on Reddit about rabies and bat bites, and I've scared myself into thinking that the bat must have bitten him somehow. If that bat was out during the day not flying and not scared off by us that may mean it could have had rabies. He said the bat didn't bite or scratch him and I know that generally rabies shows up within a few weeks but I heard if the bite is smaller and further away from your brain it could take years to show up. Am I just working myself into a panic?",4.056375968992249,5.004852738372094,4.61279069767442,87.52038759689924,71.03488372093022,6.431007751937988,24.79844961240311,5.985473137389443,0.6307775193798446,669,18,136,3,12,213,108,172,0.06,0.914,0.026000000000000002,-0.6956,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,5,1,0,1,5,3,0,3,10,0,15,1,1,0,1,35,24,13,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,11,17,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,3,0,1,8,4,18,0,24,11,3,29,0,0,1,0,12,18,0,5,8,98,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676428610765754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738885889030992,0.0,0.0,0.15555472489344815,0.12731004878380872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36151042291732016,0.0,0.0,0.18482643310612967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643819877867573,0.0,0.0,0.10677638528078263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513243418290977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881899680671069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099075408352568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594064673091494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803499319664411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194256050033542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844016331941306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749119824802355,0.0,0.3315209363673501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746081020323255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448504129699198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060880196734064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569372268279058,0.0,0.0,0.11240845882080468,0.0,0.16173394282012474,0.0,0.3983110703552646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280707360471933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053403366950916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323817580337856
anxiety,kristinnicole21,2020/03/21,"Can’t get rid of my anxiety I have been having anxiety and panic attacks, and nothing I’m doing is helping. I have meds and have been going to therapy. I’m not getting better. Any suggestions?",1.333947368421054,3.9802697631578963,4.45294736842105,76.67363157894738,88.21052631578951,7.2505263157894735,28.65263157894737,8.238735603445708,3.0117726315789484,153,8,25,4,5,55,28,38,0.29100000000000004,0.655,0.053,-0.8319,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,14,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,12,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981331802213215,0.0,0.4495556865092582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342721067035064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598672513320065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30702631613381404,0.0,0.16698939267856688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694691410118104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326376999544514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819361759320549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447441981356957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33601826544757035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doughnut84,2020/03/21,"Why am I anxious about useless stuff? The other day I saw a funny video. It is not important what the video was about, but the a guy in the video was singing something. After watching that, I chuckled and I didn't think much about it.

Later, when I was just thinking to myself about whatever, the video popped up in my mind and for some reason I just HAD to know what was the song he was singing. I didn't like the song, I didn't have anything against the song. I didn't really care about the song. BUT MY MIND TOLD ME THAT I HAD TO KNOW WHAT SONG IT WAS NO MATTER WHAT EVEN THOUGH I DON'T EVEN REMOTELY GIVE A CRAP ABOUT THE SONG.

Long story short I spent some time searching with the lyrics that I could barely identify, but I was unable to locate the specific lyric to any song, nor the melody, which makes me stress more. I then quit in order to forget everything I just experienced as quickly as possible


The thing is, this isn't something new. Anytime I see something I don't know, I suddenly MUST know everything about it no matter what. This sucks I just want to stop this but I  cant",1.939,4.1718869000000005,2.7381818181818183,93.24227272727272,80.0,6.0,21.363636363636363,7.1686216300943375,0.5183181818181812,858,25,183,11,22,269,112,220,0.159,0.7959999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9772,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,16,7,2,1,17,0,23,1,1,2,1,31,38,12,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,1,19,3,0,1,7,13,1,0,12,4,0,0,16,11,26,3,24,20,4,17,0,1,3,0,4,5,2,2,12,133,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105105580345328,0.0,0.0,0.17460794281577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271890816895738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758344164017654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340297311554878,0.0,0.0,0.0996779206668776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041698350081437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27781575003951714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826730248389516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303794312205046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33976685549363306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550983547971267,0.0,0.0,0.13678005990849415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316949000905004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121215363649584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361882206098013,0.0,0.0,0.14927427296898638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424231531195233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164392772250742,0.0,0.0,0.09901460411171573,0.15891263611499265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231637000097504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569617521935455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921844175862218,0.17704708230549934,0.0,0.1769333469156265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026822884402368,0.198070634830062,0.15185366434569494,0.0,0.09012473327537836,0.0,0.0,0.14768797321214186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116304171390628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394656700776746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elittoh,2020/03/21,"Tips to not worry about future ? Hello,

I’ve been suffering from social phobia and severe anxiety for 10 years. I’m kinda used to it, but I noticed something earlier that really makes my life boring and not enjoyable: 
I can not live in the present. 
Whenever something good happens to me, I immediately worry about /anything really/. 
That makes me not listen fully to my family, friends, I tend to forget a lot of what they say as I’m focused on the future, I’m always scared about the future. 

If you have any tips, tell me please !

Ps : meditation like breathing things don’t help at all. Feeling/hearing my or anyone’s breath makes me anxious.
Ps1 : I’ve tried before the “ One thing I can see, touch, smell “ thing, and it seems like it doesn’t work either. 
Ps2 : I’m anxious over everything and anything, there’s nothing I feel safe and calm about.",3.14336180124224,5.654748720496897,4.23872282608696,82.5954755434783,77.32298136645963,6.757919254658388,24.96933229813665,7.865858978985527,1.645959316770186,668,24,119,11,16,217,108,161,0.151,0.6709999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.8437,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,5,10,0,1,5,0,6,3,2,4,1,24,20,9,0,1,8,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,6,15,7,17,19,3,9,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,5,7,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034201317167348,0.0,0.0,0.0983519433296862,0.0,0.11063996094144067,0.3267767599076493,0.0,0.10112720260759056,0.0,0.23803290583407802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230677053517821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998224649066126,0.0,0.13634232896286744,0.0,0.07312822061646841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173917021258266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130703528398012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789398970938234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300617413850324,0.0,0.096941044402708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215497521016237,0.14131578999962666,0.0,0.12770910076408262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295748342405223,0.0,0.0,0.28962077374154616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877438737485218,0.1646598425390354,0.0,0.0,0.09800361982525344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875802234877245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530469458255835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501392485026833,0.14479777585433334,0.0,0.11524972512243865,0.13166382414966882,0.0,0.16338837995382466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742994835880546,0.0,0.22268327337937666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641117453477055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882530855295039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819286228384898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249120845109369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529084637210936,0.29375334103703965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313563698840167
anxiety,kitkatxxo,2020/03/21,"Have to call work to tell them I can’t work during this pandemic but I’m afraid they’ll force me to. I work at a restaurant. I requested today off weeks ago because of a hello kitty event that was cancelled due to COVID19.

Tomorrow i’m supposed to work, but our restaurant isn’t going to be as busy as it would because the city is only allowing takeout and drive thru from food establishments. I’m having a freak out to call and tell them I cannot work during this because my boyfriend and dad have compromised systems and are at a higher risk. On the work schedule app I’m not even scheduled. Should I call them just in case? Should I not? I’m scared lol I’ve been applying to new jobs because mine is horrible and they originally wanted to encourage elderly customers to eat inside before the city mandated closure. sorry this is all over the place aaaaah. thanks in advance if anyone can give me some friendly advice ❤️",3.911731123388584,5.8513520331491735,4.6320220994475125,83.3453443830571,72.86740331491713,7.478600368324125,28.64125230202579,8.238735603445708,2.0819941804788216,742,30,138,12,15,238,114,181,0.10099999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.085,-0.2141,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,5,7,2,7,0,3,8,1,18,2,0,2,1,20,27,10,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,2,0,16,3,23,20,2,23,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,2,10,83,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262310079158282,0.1203067634157675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489792675142393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309323323624745,0.0,0.11548692920200115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157530228449451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887448708157155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964116326486246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411203363809124,0.0,0.10485621392342004,0.0,0.0,0.13019409520774175,0.07713227300019884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468023146326916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107831990874486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322046562277802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179753790639804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587846170444973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192638318959595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372488919348728,0.12495188177659396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864580559647734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005062163734213,0.0,0.10886564850241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928305798423743,0.0,0.0,0.09641093069777616,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DrewWithTheDraco,2020/03/21,"Full body cramping during panic attacks (is this anxiety or something else) Hey everyone, I’m 22 years old, male, and only started having anxiety problems the last few years. My first one put me in the ER, as someone who never experience a panic attack when it happened I was convinced it was a heart attack/stroke. My left arm went completely numb for minutes, which caused me to freak out. My dad was with me and called 911 and they put hold and never got back with him. So we rushed to a urgent care, they wouldn’t see me because an issue with my health insurance. Then to another one where we had the same problem. Then finally to a hospital, where they immediately took me back but didn’t check up on me for what seemed like hours (probably 30 minutes) during this time, my symptoms only magnified, and I truly thought I was going to die. It started with the one arm, then the other. Then my legs, and my face started to tingle, my chest and stomach felt like it was gonna burst. And then my face cramped and I couldn’t speak. My vision blurred and I was crying saying goodbye to my dad and that I was sorry. After finally getting help, I came down. They told me the cramping was from anxiety and dehydration but I didn’t believe anxiety could have that much power over my mind. After this first attack, I’ve struggled ever since. 2 years later, I’ve had a few moments of this numbness to cramping, usually starting with my hands and then my feet. But fought it the best I could without having my whole body cramp. Most of the attacks I have don’t end up causing cramping and usually just cause extreme panic and trouble breathing. I ended up seeing my doctor only recently and been trying to find a medication to help with the my anxiety and more importantly to stop the numbing and cramping. He told me the numbing is typical but the cramping is unusual. I was hoping to see if anyone else has experience these kind of attacks and if it’s truly anxiety.",5.568856382978723,6.548893619680854,6.249536170212767,77.04440000000002,67.59042553191489,8.78195744680851,32.5931914893617,8.954980946260402,2.8540497021276585,1555,66,276,26,25,509,194,376,0.168,0.72,0.11199999999999999,-0.9513,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,2,0,4,4,8,25,6,4,19,0,27,30,13,3,3,61,51,35,1,9,9,2,2,2,0,2,17,2,0,1,17,29,0,2,4,0,1,7,8,18,1,5,23,7,44,7,36,23,9,56,0,0,3,0,21,12,0,7,39,199,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213608163697709,0.31576146713723924,0.0,0.0,0.04810208052489371,0.07048716680546223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695758679212314,0.0,0.1057960549742824,0.0,0.04193593644381642,0.0,0.0,0.07750682280091528,0.07219463277963477,0.0,0.0,0.1528283492771159,0.0,0.0,0.07024595116020435,0.07868154482690408,0.07013965403683843,0.2120099136225388,0.0,0.0,0.07212877456011055,0.0,0.0,0.10985217420502287,0.0,0.07556653281965263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139688956716943,0.0,0.0,0.07041315859470669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149364409373821,0.0,0.1218614107027388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222774437031577,0.0,0.06573522724649311,0.0,0.13458667096954066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660526386114139,0.15072003946271675,0.06287609870562869,0.1170315919951097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035941813565944225,0.0,0.039096984875572935,0.0,0.05502052161554953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060833948067588225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312437359396004,0.0,0.08152074023579223,0.09222179203593137,0.0,0.0,0.06832756127880146,0.06774783277345106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180263910270282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163794201083865,0.0,0.05607596094954065,0.0,0.0,0.07474444127611944,0.0,0.0,0.06721815035641841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930230860177691,0.0,0.0,0.06946191919095382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050571207155298455,0.0,0.10611572151970727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721873046789897,0.0,0.13984895926147867,0.15696188481154752,0.0,0.242143380802584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417112980057107,0.1316523575502253,0.0,0.13831312597576464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792537485192826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054707427200368544,0.0,0.0,0.16445876328122508,0.06262710436121012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056906771932243486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828858903660052,0.05296066968848248,0.0,0.07700879637954945,0.1947698399283948,0.0,0.0,0.05751452504016375,0.0,0.07191800124313061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150288486579859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461442939573508,0.040114097942672004,0.0,0.0,0.13147045449298622,0.0764322142888058,0.04670633466324098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153284962900002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377235094348416,0.0,0.07680559105087717,0.0,0.06631456980649758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290245733991354
anxiety,aloltus_20,2020/03/21,"staying home Why is this staying home business so difficult. At first, I was so excited, although it was underneath hard circumstances at least now we can rest at home. We can calm down from living life 100/mph every day. But, I spoke too soon because after this past week of not being able to go out and gather in places I have been in a weird trance. It is difficult to be at home and not have your own space. Or if the space that you do have to yourself is being shared with another individual. OMG. Don't get me wrong, I love the person with whom I share my living space with. But, it is hard to not have time alone to blast MY MUSIC or to watch MY TASTE in shows or movies. Of course, there is the occasional time when the routine is altered, but it doesn't happen enough. I figured I couldn't be the only person feeling this. Someone else must feel the same. My anxiety is through the roof right now. The entire day I feel like if all I do is lay around and watch movies, shows, anime, all day that I cant. As if I am being watched and judged since everyone is home. Then that makes me anxious and I go into a deep hole of craving productivity, but with no motivation. I understand that there are a lot of more benefits to keeping yourself productive and having a structure to your days. However, I feel like that makes me more anxious, to have such a structures schedule when I am home and with the events of the outside world. How do we, who battle anxiety, getting through this quarantine?  #BEATANX2DAY",3.9188400884303647,5.531385308474578,4.532173913043478,85.41380987472367,72.18644067796609,7.706705969049372,27.40235814296241,8.321376580360154,1.7792505526897564,1186,43,237,19,23,378,158,295,0.078,0.828,0.094,0.6862,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,3,0,2,13,13,1,0,15,0,36,3,0,4,3,48,51,25,0,5,13,0,6,2,0,1,1,1,6,2,15,18,1,1,7,2,0,2,8,5,0,1,4,11,28,8,36,40,10,41,0,0,3,1,15,19,0,7,20,176,43,1,0.10134436731933584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496220068081047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062684055124912,0.15505632721512053,0.22898057708713065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021797316780444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177858567345789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143493164258785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466021467012451,0.0,0.0,0.10471582249789084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538700041326187,0.09683888599107482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049710286967316,0.1448008725249912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620346707003301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058964981796917,0.0,0.11519267885887985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961848932557581,0.0,0.1815692941114503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6099399812155688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007953016582887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158252374665566,0.0990234775410074,0.0,0.17897786611570854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615935698602817,0.09146724825397386,0.0,0.13529630427513184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707695809844774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096744665960494,0.0,0.1769799850175382,0.1058832937996618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654753595449742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838331079103498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586875355477079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603922253054528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818943114743585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550306048050412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129233846556992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144752839773174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080415635838203,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutie95calpyso,2020/03/21,"This whole pandemic has me so anxious Ok, I get people are probably sick and tired of hearing about the coronavirus and such, I know it's making people really anxious regardless, but its hitting me like a ton of bricks right now.

Where I'm from we started off with 3 presumptive cases as of right  now we have 21 cases, before they said the virus was contained in one region of the province but now it is province wide and the news has stopped telling the public where the viruses are located. 

I am a 24 F, who has type 1 diabetes, celiac disease, and autoimmune hepatitis. I take immunosuppressants because my immune system is overactive and attacks my liver thinking it's not supposed to be there, regardless I have 3 autoimmune issues and everywhere I turn on the media I always fall into the severe percentage and how I may not be able to fight it off.

My partner who is well off keeps telling me I'm overreacting, but honestly I'm terrified, scared I'm gonna die at 24 because of people not respecting quarantine rules and what's not. 

Does anyone have any good anxiety resources or maybe some more positive facts about the virus to calm my nerves? 

Thank you.",7.101981032665968,7.546346890410966,7.359908675799089,72.3005374077977,64.11415525114155,10.939374780470672,36.02423603793467,10.727762888450028,4.072224868282404,935,42,160,23,13,304,139,219,0.172,0.708,0.121,-0.8929,0,1,0,0,1,0,17.0,2,1,1,0,12,11,2,1,11,1,16,5,1,2,1,33,33,15,1,2,8,0,0,1,1,2,4,2,0,1,9,12,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,2,2,19,8,20,26,4,19,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,3,6,106,28,1,0.1526760921705698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270387393126533,0.0,0.0,0.10382497816227207,0.0,0.1167967926176448,0.34496105326176235,0.0,0.10675467354162196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173691095880326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613985739785094,0.0,0.12991610931161945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584536792267417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360787712449468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976695668580322,0.0,0.0,0.12805746244454394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207705203662513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935417373202854,0.0,0.13570552576389447,0.0,0.0,0.08390678743219161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745898266672423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019124770731405,0.0,0.15338365564689355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345727134310016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31753913579484616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461065013550635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780821413923962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607690970113434,0.1452299261275232,0.0,0.1528554028223663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248052663088118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806492385786312,0.0,0.0,0.1276440494374581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479342053815825,0.0,0.26689126805648433,0.1405636329907648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782867507249657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547870838960658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606774623805884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727414252289807,0.0,0.0,0.17045740453085806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Locked-Luxe-Lox,2020/03/21,"Feel like Im using so much energy to not lose my mind... My worst fear is always going crazy. I have bad intrusivw rhoughts so ita like I cant even watch much of anything like I have to make aure it doesnt trigger me in any way. 

So that only leaves baby tv to watch with my son. Im so afraid of being detached and lost in my own head its scary. 

I feel like bawling. I wish i was stronger mentally but Im not. 

Im shaking.",-0.3709677419354804,1.5024102365591432,2.1208709677419364,96.42130645161294,86.41935483870968,5.0103225806451634,18.97741935483871,6.2581,-0.18326580645161306,324,9,78,3,10,111,62,93,0.14400000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.0375,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,0,3,0,0,7,1,1,3,0,12,14,6,0,1,3,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,4,11,4,8,11,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742152896953146,0.0,0.0,0.1041378207485662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260179882613848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786227338410688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114497065943608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723207224269373,0.1548604587240684,0.21880096602377105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703079261086265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716185079491174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6616532016732111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214905225075235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992583147766075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132016055307872,0.1671661773808764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221955696342827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432520264856148,0.0,0.15462383871031982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514535358779408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646692865889632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226044982685553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121552333362542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609899383952232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ambijackni,2020/03/21,"Do I have high functioning anxiety? I'm 18(F) and just assumed my anxiety was me stressing out too much over nothing. It didn't fit the descriptive of general anxiety disorder that well, so I didn't think it was really anxiety...

I get schoolwork done mostly out of anxiety instead of motivation... And I'm getting amazing grades but Im so lazy and unmotivated. I'll spend more time stressing about doing work than actualy doing it, but of course I get my work done because God forbid I don't.

Getting thru stuff is hard (like doing schoolwork or practicing violin) bc I wanna do them but I really don't and not doing them makes me anxious which makes me more tired which makes me not wanna do them even more...and yeah anxiety 

I plan ahead for everything like ""okay gonna take one hour to do this and one hour to do that""...and get really stressed when my schedule gets disrupted or my routine changes.

I get upset over things that are nbd. If it's even the smallest mistake/blunder that might not even be a big deal (and I know it isn't) it makes me feel like awful and I keep rethinking it.

My brain never shuts up either and it used to bw harder for me to unwind/sleep but I think I've sort of coped with it now by thinking of random feel-good fantasies before I sleep or else I'll stress about the entire day and stuff I still need to get done. I also get lost in reading, so I do that before I sleep now.

There's more of course but this is all I can think of right now...",2.4701628138205334,4.465673023489939,3.8406189410887386,87.18542754163559,77.15436241610739,7.233606761123539,24.12428535918469,8.167268648758528,1.419788565746955,1163,39,238,21,27,382,152,298,0.16699999999999998,0.759,0.07400000000000001,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,6,19,13,0,5,4,3,27,4,3,6,2,52,54,23,0,4,14,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,20,12,0,2,9,2,1,0,9,7,1,2,8,2,32,6,30,43,7,23,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,9,15,161,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552972435702599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37611666188507975,0.0925721766592232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049951644104243305,0.0,0.13945478086128388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147540004077777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668474522533279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052846405107321616,0.08447955349903105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391368672290272,0.0,0.0,0.2515681746202674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684527958497402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162367579590583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364501372800669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286560598245157,0.05854003916975242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853061476047368,0.0,0.0,0.06872983441961328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340476202913852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657719506590136,0.0,0.0,0.16139454217587726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851241620782839,0.0,0.0,0.07283463327737072,0.0,0.0,0.04503368641553091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009951638188912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945037811826774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879014438734146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692848989962736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023747544371134,0.0607596376622044,0.06319943233316072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786264427584807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110532880033534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196509596631067,0.0,0.15748420047552875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997880684658732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246006297737157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543972259902125,0.0,0.3754613568175997,0.0,0.18761007985602013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616108787058415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544392356497336,0.21002286039002524,0.0,0.0,0.047781576230678684,0.0941813334541764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077237412774523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736765269714679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931084491703325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pure-Reveal,2020/03/21,"Every symptom in my body feels like I’m getting CoViD. I feel very scared. My throat feels hot and the top of my throat where my nose seems to open into the throat feels weird. Could be an allergy but my brain won’t agree with that logical explanation.

I’m not sure if I’m coming down with CoViD. I’m not okay. I feel like my anxiety is causing my breathing to feel more... weird. Like my chest is tight or something. I know this because when I’m distracted my breathing absolutely fine. My anxiety is exacerbating the slightly runny nose (that I have due to crying about said anxiety) and the throat dryness that I’m feeling. 

I don’t have a fever. Or aches. I’m not coughing.

But I can’t sleep at nights anymore.",2.0438262910798137,4.468960894366198,3.142845070422535,89.39112206572771,80.90140845070422,6.321877934272301,24.255399061032854,7.554174236665415,1.1810661032863856,565,21,116,9,15,181,82,142,0.16,0.7240000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.6704,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,2,6,1,10,15,12,1,1,29,29,8,0,2,8,0,9,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,10,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,12,16,6,11,25,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,6,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693655078974565,0.0,0.15961335207164715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811006139639852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877267091407692,0.0,0.17966690136428246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653339784921666,0.0,0.13863913621457818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850080944564016,0.0,0.17678959391742102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560238975491148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696473945417371,0.2299570690849031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408667683806198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845069703638787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358875495932669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510351842529351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309474465225656,0.0,0.1611331733602878,0.0,0.0,0.1465175115903006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106038421561436,0.0,0.0,0.12390267144010705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516879588221021,0.16728259862759112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327957810609316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elohvie,2020/03/21,"I just broke down in my kitchen and cried while trying to make myself some mashed potatoes. I’m scared. So so scared. Scared for my husband, my family, myself, the world. I just want this all to go away.",1.056750000000001,3.579201175000001,1.3949999999999996,99.31,87.25,4.2,15.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.8604000000000003,157,3,34,1,5,47,30,40,0.312,0.66,0.027999999999999997,-0.9238,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,6,4,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549862596852779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981166786918276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558487817013648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542410752890753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115949434251374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8151467301579095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426063555020186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007688453406185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bendanger,2020/03/21,"My personal top 10 list of things to keep in mind during these crazy times. What are yours? -Don't forget to laugh.

-Times are good for the environment.

-Gain perspective on things that really matter in life and put them on a podium. Don't stress about anything that is not on the podium. 

-Be kinder to yourself.
 
-Change isn't necessarily a bad thing, even if it's drastic and frightening and has negative aspects. Look for silver linings and embrace unexpected beauty and joy. 

-Personal growth can be painful. 

-The smartest and richest people in the world are doing all the worrying for you. Just relax and take care of yourself and your loved ones. 

-You are in a stable and loving and safe environment and will get through anything that happens with your family no matter what. 

-You are in the best possible position anyone could possibly be in right now in life, family, friends, location and career. 

-This too shall pass.",5.336363636363637,8.057861424242429,5.2200000000000015,77.23000000000002,71.12121212121212,8.521212121212121,28.57575757575757,9.21078282632365,2.839412121212121,745,29,121,17,15,231,115,165,0.091,0.598,0.311,0.9925,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,1,3,5,13,0,1,9,0,18,5,0,0,1,24,26,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,11,13,0,2,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,1,0,1,8,10,21,20,2,19,0,0,1,2,12,13,0,1,3,90,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107250722105645,0.0,0.2524464276409604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807050243858153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096864030154767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563867604395613,0.0,0.16226154216353855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246585677584727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013096894701365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891964349409452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850527240714502,0.0,0.0801376035437607,0.0,0.0,0.12865249700603582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356383089377933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363360979810342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166814581134633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880520582657246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27687284107838045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548756500920647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393799812708937,0.0,0.16321300796210106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633820665946986,0.2678606397437245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458382548255945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541948131527579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826269189242677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099039615534686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570259513848752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532682211701314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057075719990206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888066062928976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577044126010228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,afoxcalledwhisper,2020/03/21,"COVID-19 anti-anxiety thread: Who here has had cold/flu symptoms recently, had a test and come back with a negative results? **What were you symptoms?**

I think this is really important information to combat all the comments one might read online. I have come across numerous comments from redditors thinking they have/had COVID-19 yet they didn't get a test. I think assumptions like these can really increase over-worrying. Remember, cold and flu's still exist. So please, if you were lucky enough to get a test and found out you were negative for COVID-19 please let us know your symptoms.

(ALSO no matter what, if you are sick, self-isolate :) This thread is not meant to make people less cautious)",3.936317204301073,7.126837201612908,3.62109677419355,83.82497849462365,80.20967741935483,7.500215053763441,27.62150537634409,8.447377352677275,2.567267311827958,559,24,94,13,15,168,86,124,0.115,0.737,0.14800000000000002,0.3252,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,5,2,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,14,5,0,2,1,24,25,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,8,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,8,1,11,2,8,15,4,9,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,4,5,63,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271041284332441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215885385530354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221492215902988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738251882999145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422733660179215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742693250868622,0.0,0.0,0.1660790073234404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734917654767102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252674954415508,0.0,0.07764997490200001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609357388955283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686100476252888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077017454278278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018886903022827,0.0,0.0,0.34893641965716377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898284613535255,0.0,0.20364185606713087,0.0,0.15693391217979386,0.0,0.18004784931265533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658089111433936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692955734934447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955980358706522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055266852126118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118505146916412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141111732075406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,draftermat,2020/03/21,"Anxious all day I've had a few rough hours honestly worrying about Coronavirus, but otherwise feeling ok. 

I'm on 30mg of Paxil a day and have been for a year+ now. But today I'm just in a funk. I'm worried about nothing in particular and yet everything.  I'm also grumpy bordering on hostile today. 

Admittedly I've taken in far too much caffeine today but the anxiety started before my 1st cup. 

Any suggestions or tips? Frankly this is the first time I've been anxious and can't pin down a particular reason. Especially since starting meds.",4.048258547008548,6.232365855769231,5.8224358974358985,73.9003418803419,73.13461538461539,9.23760683760684,32.70940170940171,9.725611199111238,3.6752619658119663,435,22,75,12,9,149,74,104,0.13699999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.065,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,7,1,6,0,0,1,1,12,15,8,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,1,2,10,11,3,20,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,13,41,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284139696061662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214669151659658,0.0,0.13664289992309014,0.4035768245153825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199145049453175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038870997683766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053106805056133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090315036684969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193306762041325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590354676770187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840522998274215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130537670021525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138956453524534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836498844910076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775532453497292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528546245999492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415406389602114,0.0,0.5079292365228288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362792141644396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502465669718727
anxiety,CorvidaePK,2020/03/21,"My anxiety is starting to happen around my family and I don't know what to do First I want to make clear that my family is very supportive and never mentally abused me or anything. But since I'm home more often I start to feel this invisible hand that grabs you by the guts and makes you feel nervous. It first started with my father and now a person I felt always safe around, my mum just came to my room and I felt intense surge of anxiety in that moment. I feel scared to not be able to talk to my closest one, my last sanctuary when everything is already falling apart. These months have been pure hell on earth caused by just people being people and my brain making chaos our of it.  If the last place will be stripped away from me I don't know If I will be able to cope anymore. It is a beautiful self sustainable system, getting anxiety from progressing anxiety.",5.375534290271133,6.056020333333336,5.792025518341307,81.22478468899524,67.8888888888889,9.493035619351408,28.995746943115364,9.573946990214177,2.4713345029239764,691,23,135,14,11,222,107,171,0.11900000000000001,0.77,0.111,-0.0785,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,1,2,0,3,7,5,1,2,4,0,15,3,3,4,3,34,34,11,0,3,7,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,9,10,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,4,7,22,2,21,24,1,24,1,0,0,0,8,9,1,4,12,92,31,0,0.24634675543583984,0.14594031113595834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359248852117913,0.0,0.1024901174748702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769091872553928,0.0,0.12215489302225603,0.0,0.0,0.10136119480990116,0.21930084088300308,0.0,0.0,0.11572544298563728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750222541496715,0.0,0.1408775303470668,0.0,0.12653298858474482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070028962762243,0.0,0.23223379672513025,0.0,0.1868404821602466,0.0,0.2365315175484828,0.0,0.0,0.20954242432742706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435300606392727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089218111296298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355294079442515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353857342633082,0.20080548514366744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665755825099345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241297940520418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831581495187408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499890229393244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346546849373326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078582226999495,0.10755024240463087,0.12868996359815355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331803886511447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849669607530198,0.0,0.0,0.10189029088682784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615482521559188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977568936373114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900209528504124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163093637694832,0.07265084949020331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,super_taz,2020/03/21,"COVID19 anxiety and worry about family Hello everyone, this is my first time posting here so bear with me please and thank you in advance for your helpful insight :)

Currently we are all facing an unprecedented pandemic event, my thoughts are out for every life loving fighter, I'm confident we will beat this sooner rather than later. 

I'm a university student living outside of my uni alone in a private room and rarely go out and about only for classes and shopping, recently they have enforced a lockdown where I live and decided to go back( 2 days before the lockdown while the number of the cases were low) to my parents place throughout this lockdown to be with them and  take care of them if they needed groceries and so on. I've booked the bus (4 hour journey) which was half empty in the morning and I arrived and kept my distance, I've been here for 4 days now practicing social distancing and cleaning my hands regularly though I'm truly getting anxious for my parents as I'm afraid that I have the virus and asymptomatic, transmitting it to them in the process, I might seem crazy but every time someone is coughing and feeling tired I instantly go blank, I start to internally freak out and assuming the worst possible. I'm really getting extremely worried and its taking a toll on me mentally and physically, I honestly can't seem to get over it, I start regretting my decision to come back and should have stayed back, but kind of thought it was okay as alot of students were leaving too, chose the time where the bus was empty and avoided any close contacts in the process.

Reading the news as well doesn't help at all. I hope someone else can help me figure out how to stop over thinking and train my mind to think positive, even if the situation turns out to be negative.

I'm truly tired, mentally and physically because of this habit of thinking.",12.242805039787795,8.42121326724138,11.024137931034485,63.703885941644586,57.13218390804597,14.270910698496904,47.74624226348365,11.95083700844419,5.630326878868259,1499,73,257,31,13,477,200,348,0.13699999999999998,0.754,0.109,-0.9326,3,5,0,0,1,0,27.0,2,2,5,3,18,14,0,2,19,1,21,7,2,1,2,63,53,32,0,7,5,2,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,10,31,0,3,13,3,1,6,3,6,1,2,9,2,30,8,45,39,4,48,0,2,0,1,18,21,0,8,19,172,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669237244712992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005366697098618,0.0,0.07880611928015813,0.1163775190272156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763630638455374,0.0,0.06279692907710288,0.0,0.0876580955466994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503055979076248,0.0,0.0,0.08873821787759334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287218120704114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605573336354662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804037226277235,0.0,0.17358899853746146,0.09843515498445367,0.0,0.0,0.09711328301054968,0.0,0.052087430505306606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762442436624078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614631060231774,0.0,0.17563723106428494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071461552409538,0.0,0.0,0.10231704317333737,0.10144892926146043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727416972579806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907790872118513,0.0,0.0,0.07276247291640471,0.0,0.0,0.1819280943763677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297497245797763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076295869043549,0.10928253339598952,0.10401568637528227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638424571294135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783474762075455,0.0,0.0,0.2287717188837496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762864864425184,0.11307942934398925,0.0,0.1161338255210885,0.09865980168723107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304278088330428,0.0,0.06599398508544074,0.0,0.1017147894819725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756179851351015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157930677874838,0.0,0.10501072123462638,0.1745683870271855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582895794789838,0.10980018065508866,0.0,0.08612507210109008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490877426955618,0.0,0.0,0.0948422827344756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980233719778954,0.10121161973937087,0.1635646531439803,0.18020645611714048,0.23680095513839086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205063362884148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926227699176272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923327011080994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,windytree445,2020/03/21,"Is this anxiety? So ever since last week when this virus shit started to get really bad and real and I was pretty worried about it and I randomly had what I think to be a panic attack. I got really dizzy and started feeling weird, my heart rate when up a ton and I kept getting a feeling in my chest like the feeling u get when u go down the hill of a roller coaster. I thought I was gonna faint or die and I was freaking out. I didn’t sleep all night. Over the next couple days I was just worried it was gonna happen again and I still didn’t feel right. But eventually i started feeling normal again. However, one night I got pretty drunk and woke up with a bad hangover. Later in the day I started getting that dizzy feeling again and I think I had another small panic attack. I felt off for the rest of the day and the next day but again kinda started feeling normal again. Well last night I got drunk again and woke up with a hangover and sure enough I’m starting to have anxiety symptoms again and I’m worried I’m gonna have another panic attack.

Keep in mind that I’ve literally never experienced an anxiety or panic attack before and I’ve never had any physical anxiety before in my life, just mental anxiety. So my question is does this sound like it’s all just anxiety related? Or should I be worried it might be something else?",2.9655652173913047,4.80621200740741,4.503075684380033,83.68644927536234,75.22222222222223,7.214170692431562,26.9243156199678,8.04050195162591,1.7928566827697263,1062,41,205,17,23,355,124,270,0.239,0.6809999999999999,0.081,-0.9909,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,19,17,5,4,14,0,19,9,4,0,6,53,55,24,1,3,8,0,8,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,10,17,2,2,12,3,0,1,4,13,1,1,18,10,23,4,20,29,5,47,0,0,0,0,1,13,1,7,35,131,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048926223559142,0.15088477743540046,0.3302341741504826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273990339392614,0.0,0.0,0.12014497955503023,0.0,0.0,0.12244268615553584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796076557554565,0.0,0.1855986795157771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746693162939981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296104252715162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010223634452416,0.0,0.0,0.0743401742755139,0.0,0.0,0.06507990971060144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546488950258045,0.0,0.06908011531635064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035672627225907,0.0,0.04088896795804146,0.0,0.17262704675560722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362222972469875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525718660979692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394953323619275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172923271592079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508180823439044,0.07029904748075867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250535215081662,0.07632407968388062,0.07264565789771417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097946173784526,0.0,0.15303226459139227,0.2025513141035392,0.14098498169583146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875294631548192,0.0,0.0,0.33765580544207624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639131961293034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059677043749397,0.0,0.0,0.08189109640947742,0.09218179739787867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614420891943358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385225425445026,0.059515054205288735,0.0,0.07199865963739206,0.0,0.0,0.05538808511245955,0.0,0.0,0.3055454699142562,0.0,0.057456728029048075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780891385247595,0.07478016981334605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220108131611254,0.0,0.057117643744547315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057711303455752865,0.0,0.06468872428239435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29226146730310754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DearFri3nd,2020/03/21,"Anyone else had a tough time adjusting to quarantine? When I (26M) first heard that we'd all have to stay in/close to our homes for a while, my first thoughts were ""Ok, I can do some reading, or catch up on some shows, etc.""

It's been about a week for me now, and most of the time I'm just sort of wasting time, twiddling my thumbs, so to speak. I feel guilty for having wasted that time where I could have been crossing these leisure items off my to do list, which just makes me more anxious because I can't get that time back.

I'm starting to settle into it now, but I'm wondering, is it normal to be so overwhelmed for so long? Or should I have been able to snap myself out of it sooner?",7.966643678160922,4.588416020689653,7.4253448275862075,84.86997126436783,64.65517241379311,10.494252873563221,33.13218390804597,7.1686216300943375,1.88732183908046,533,13,126,3,6,167,97,145,0.071,0.915,0.013999999999999999,-0.6714,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,11,3,0,1,4,1,18,0,0,1,1,21,28,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,9,3,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,2,0,2,7,3,14,1,21,17,7,24,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,7,15,89,23,1,0.19047681903965524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518458844382,0.0,0.13318582067916385,0.19516601061519984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646491640913148,0.0,0.116112900944658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208024076333626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911894085605466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124320035024137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631080289449477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240389699400053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995162763074345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106378002730626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856599089415578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714475578570966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662684060087248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052836477202453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482047289507526,0.20302294534906654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512173178503343,0.5553428247801278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278901484900256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065639850513982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,attackofthekayak,2020/03/21,"Quarantine causing relationship anxiety Quarantine has really been testing my anxiety. I knew that it would trigger my anxiety but I didn’t know what that would look like. Since being quarantined I have been worrying a great deal about my relationship with my boyfriend. I worry that he will want to breakup with me once this is over, that he is going to start talking to other girls, that I will feel disconnected from him etc. I keep worrying about all these things and I feel like I have no one I can talk to about them. I want to talk to him about the worries I’m having but I’m afraid of seeming insecure or ridiculous. I could really use some advice on how I can deal with these thoughts.",4.909924812030077,6.5550182255639085,5.300759398496241,80.747530075188,69.75187969924811,9.530526315789476,29.841353383458646,9.888512548439397,2.924850225563912,556,22,106,14,10,177,81,133,0.191,0.705,0.10400000000000001,-0.8885,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,2,2,0,17,0,0,4,1,25,32,5,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,3,20,3,17,21,3,4,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,3,3,78,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984648638505614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049530796475936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365019332708581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060919786493318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273982012683657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819368687800094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437384887210238,0.09492780850512454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551742174772312,0.0,0.0,0.14649806093198012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181077467380256,0.0,0.0,0.07302607276939113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983460043587638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158374673756877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151034388904865,0.09004132391231676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702496301374541,0.0,0.0,0.2853217023765899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096680774580752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991775222527947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405147348586668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320406027442154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827799588479701,0.0,0.0,0.10548999907063893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476361263049772,0.0,0.0,0.156749342920025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397747507245798,0.0,0.18878491794415805,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ughhh11234,2020/03/21,"I don’t know how to cope. I’m a 17 year old female and was finally diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder. As soon as specialty doctors re-open their offices i’ll be seeing a psychiatrist to figure out what medication is best for me. Until then, I need to find  other ways to help me cope. It feels like i’ve had anxiety my entire life but its gone undiagnosed for so long because it manifests in health issues rather than obvious symptoms such as panic attacks. The biggest sign of anxiety in me is stomach pain/nausea/vomiting. I’ve seen so many doctors over this issue and none of them could figure out what’s wrong with me. My parents told me it’s anxiety but my anxiety told me it was stomach cancer. I wake up with nausea almost every single morning. I also quite frequently experience heart palpitations and shortness of breath that make me even more anxious because it feels like I could die at any moment. I also have scars on the inside of my cheeks, spend more money than i’d like to get my nails done, and my lips are always chapped from biting. 

It’s hard for me to think that i’ve lived this way for so long. I’ve missed so many days of school and have been so self conscious about the quirks of biting/fidgeting. I’ve been given breathing exercises and tried meditations but it feels like nothing works. I know that this just a little bit of information but i’d appreciate any advice you have on ways that you cope, especially if your anxiety also manifests in health issues. I don’t want to rely on medication.",6.386783427495296,6.889927657627119,7.2016666666666636,72.62061676082864,65.64406779661017,10.352165725047081,31.982109227871927,10.25414643259724,3.2856290018832395,1229,46,220,28,18,410,167,295,0.14400000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.068,-0.9733,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,2,3,15,9,1,1,6,0,17,19,8,2,1,39,35,25,1,6,7,1,4,4,0,0,11,0,0,1,18,11,0,0,11,1,2,1,3,4,0,0,11,6,27,5,40,21,6,29,0,1,2,0,11,14,0,2,15,139,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898343064750233,0.0,0.0,0.09118410508465112,0.0,0.0,0.21846354934715814,0.07576977030198033,0.0,0.0,0.12384875337282142,0.0,0.4179669695965976,0.1028726351906169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359465553229656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101947575509176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556255282703068,0.0,0.09941466469779207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540906707947082,0.0,0.0,0.0587265974500493,0.0,0.0,0.09242466097374408,0.09450659651908297,0.0,0.10436341438978672,0.18640890406531374,0.0,0.0931866787164634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014471224794776,0.0,0.07672254000995116,0.0,0.0,0.0890748062504792,0.0,0.0,0.1381290290731132,0.19516127774730335,0.0,0.0997525105308866,0.08322780063796087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047575440518948346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157247218325242,0.0,0.0,0.19358646329973572,0.0,0.10790732974652788,0.06103604612920169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513103654048266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008912312751543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431884262927076,0.17795057048015145,0.0912667116005208,0.08040823794897826,0.1611716509272842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078370283361726,0.1846424491620236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346808541868986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752033132533312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737516664434214,0.0,0.09555285277069613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968949707608787,0.10684007351023933,0.10111209525421606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685422905170016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215825727946596,0.07256356254765578,0.0,0.09499613607698558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464690031916716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834799903789532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402474074532287,0.0,0.06182421603607083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053709941150825266,0.21683915864999087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629325066329937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956054526251387,0.0,0.05864008450210044
anxiety,-spacedementia-,2020/03/21,"How can I convince my to homeschool me? School is the thing that generates me most of my anxiety, and because of the quarentine I realized that homeschool really fits me.

I already told'em that maybe homeschool would be a better option than tradicional school, and they said no cuz I have to ""learn how to socialize"".
I dunno how to convince them, please help me
Also sorry 4 my bad english",4.057440476190475,6.720344625000003,4.4825396825396835,81.24500000000002,74.97222222222223,7.447619047619049,31.119047619047624,8.418075326091056,2.797688095238095,311,15,52,6,7,98,49,72,0.11699999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.155,0.4472,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,4,0,12,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,14,3,7,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,42,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715004918284208,0.1967502969811468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821246299940306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054249767811208,0.14997775297604585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217593757097652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649088862425134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24717044848706626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700673260630641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761327406467046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340311020968316,0.0,0.0,0.497991483060258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507968501107124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754107150049753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345156166315095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350924412289473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477282615642492,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,milkmilkcookiebutt,2020/03/21,"Does anyone else struggle to enjoy leisure time? Like the title says, I struggle to enjoy leisure time and typically end up choosing seemingly “productive” activities to fill this time. I’ll choose to clean, read self-help or try to knock tasks off of my to-do list over doing things that other people do for fun like playing video games, reading fiction etc. I’ve always had an obsession with self-help and generally feel guilty if I’m using free time to just enjoy myself. There’s always an undertone of judgment from myself unless I’m doing something to “better” my life. Does anyone else feel this way? What do you all do for fun?",7.136974789915963,7.50989765546219,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,64.04201680672271,9.15294117647059,31.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.5678201680672275,507,17,87,7,7,161,80,119,0.071,0.6920000000000001,0.23600000000000002,0.9707,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,13,0,3,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,15,12,5,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,5,5,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,11,17,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,7,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485125099256563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088329277483636,0.3060167305040799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207209118093002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613630225685005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494955852638083,0.0,0.13226390053663353,0.0,0.16654474557665874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101357516656022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018829355101814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547766578682384,0.14591222441507468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352806299212228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987449867527434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875486535266315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359463189267396,0.3115718592737224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149631324245538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122286311429064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920959977704262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483069516303968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138668125874216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289749723464218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853285585071127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,themessimade_001,2020/03/21,"Trapped What do u guys go when you feel trapped and your anxiety starts to spiral out of control, I’ve started to rely on drugs and I know where that leads.",4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,4.662500000000001,90.1325,69.0,7.65,31.625,7.1686216300943375,1.6723874999999997,124,5,27,1,2,38,28,32,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.8176,0,2,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880516118425265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223209570593383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43666616289015053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038963535877146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399601947054966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728332073508058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693620794446108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330330534469614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idonttalkbutibite,2020/03/21,I cant stand voices I have a exstream sound sensitivity to the point voices make my head feel like it hit by a hammer. I also have social anxiety so trying to explane this without insulating the person is impossible I will almost cry if I get yelled at and I can have a panic attack if someone yells at me.,2.272795698924732,4.475969612903229,4.998064516129034,77.63376344086022,78.67741935483872,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.4012817204301071,244,8,45,4,6,87,48,62,0.18100000000000002,0.778,0.040999999999999995,-0.813,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,5,0,7,1,1,1,0,7,11,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,8,1,6,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27068950587826424,0.0,0.0,0.21617726090270914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679640815414996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30753151650316085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969371982992772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366834661681959,0.19311885476438045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123264656772552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27742945737146696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206619714397924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044274789129555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171658775357356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360356773189013,0.0,0.0,0.2555426766835952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27556032662637514,0.2290438594377961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835316196236056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605817923624797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Al-Suri,2020/03/21,"Fear of being ""trapped"" in a conversation keeps me from socializing and causes me to not respond to friend's messages-- how to handle this? I fear socializing-- I fear people, too, but I'm also specifically afraid of socializing. I can handle formal exchanges for school/work/health reasons, but any exchange that requires me to be fun and easy-going are ones I have trouble with. I find it difficult to just be relaxed and on top of that I have a fear of being obligated to respond or keep up a correspondence when I don't feel like talking to others. 

This has made it so I've behaved in very rude ways. For example, I used to act like I didn't see a familiar person so I can avoid the apparently dreadful task of saying ""hello, how are you"". I've since gotten over that, but in my efforts to become more social, I've noticed that I often won't respond to friends for days out of fear. ""How am I going to respond?"", ""What if the conversation takes a boring turn?"", etc. I'm so afraid of these outcomes that I'll totally avoid responding.

I haven't responded to a particular friend in more than a week (this person was practically one  of two people I've been talking to-- I really don't have too many friends and have been trying to build up a social circle). I have no clue how I'm going to apologize-- I've been trying to get myself to respond the whole time, but every day I feel too scared and with every day that passes, the more embarrassed I feel as well. 

Any help would be appreciated-- I want to stop doing this because, besides it harming my own social life, I can imagine how terrible it must feel to be on the other end of a message that wasn't responded to. It's incredibly rude and I want to stop. Any tips?",6.357368421052634,6.06519317647059,7.318947368421052,74.4618421052632,65.76470588235293,9.981424148606813,32.60061919504644,9.549672527348893,2.899264705882353,1360,50,259,24,19,459,168,340,0.22899999999999998,0.705,0.066,-0.9961,1,3,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,0,3,16,28,2,12,14,0,31,1,0,9,2,45,51,23,0,5,8,0,4,2,4,3,1,1,0,2,20,9,0,7,7,1,2,4,8,19,1,3,8,6,27,9,48,34,7,25,0,0,1,0,31,11,0,3,11,180,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701367055870601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095766374278634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108281859434653,0.0925489153087302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860841947358823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212939777279545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422064301484155,0.0,0.09345753495315318,0.0,0.0,0.14120778599501108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47148333347763705,0.16948425998865507,0.05986570122044042,0.0,0.0,0.07659035701761371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589702089778609,0.0,0.04378128397825911,0.0,0.14287394216131502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907394058387076,0.0,0.0,0.05616840200204565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896800398918705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059189394435213274,0.08187947789134778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929221464662146,0.0,0.08495857750370357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540520515650354,0.0,0.0,0.11356813308371402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619072738941487,0.14633932407043154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368349723436999,0.08615886654215528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663997078457799,0.08389696782512795,0.08480860689638346,0.06677659531303297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693190269233462,0.0,0.0,0.5125324154023798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011868093623572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630060811171866,0.13470820131731825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886360868623253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378743021540352,0.09114875958370296,0.08185900743219204,0.0,0.0,0.07237504218107857,0.0,0.06914258025608723,0.09885311246012804,0.06651538888488036,0.06721814255989092,0.0,0.07534496070020773,0.0,0.0,0.09355808901370197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100634279940832,0.0,0.0,0.059528085976830576,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,witchofthewoods89,2020/03/21,My mum is refusing to stay in the house and we live with my 84 year old grandmother I have begged her not to go out she's 51 and won't listen. We're in a house with my 84 year old grandmother who has health issues and I have a weak immune system. She's so fucking selfish going out every single day with no regard for us. She doesn't even wear a mask or gloves either and she's been coughing everywhere for a week. I begged her not to go out and she told me to fuck off. I feel like I can't breathe right and have been coughing too with body aches.  I was also bit by a spider and it looks infected so that's another issue. I'm freaking out and feel like crying I have no one to talk to.,1.7132000000000005,2.9212791866666663,3.4450000000000003,92.62750000000004,77.13333333333333,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.2798000000000003,538,12,126,6,12,180,89,150,0.187,0.7659999999999999,0.048,-0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,6,0,12,11,3,0,0,24,23,12,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,17,0,1,2,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,4,4,20,2,20,18,3,19,0,0,1,2,15,8,2,1,8,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396882401644113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255118138082975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924085197832672,0.17219142043572686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028134747467724,0.09997458037451196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238874087416247,0.0,0.13061038908793673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567647632559111,0.2214915409749472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866255645208578,0.0,0.0,0.2643030063069754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477819484636852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577427614518039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323599606397884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514691330984239,0.0,0.1368848221530373,0.0,0.13017711249137362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253332143910833,0.0,0.10504504369595123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323855773233536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522987560403488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459858685138413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481275196097904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646904937161785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243470774880067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965460611641456
anxiety,I-Broke-My-Old-Phone,2020/03/21,"My mom says she feels feverish. I’m terrified. My mom says she feels feverish. I’ve been taking all precautions. My mom is relatively lax about them. She washes her hands and helps clean surfaces with disinfectants but is the kind to go on walks and interact with students. 

Plus she won’t stay in her room. I’m scared. She usually won’t stay in her room. She doesn’t like watching shows on her phone, so she’ll usually hog the main TV in our living room. She won’t work anywhere except at our dining table. 

I’m terrified. I don’t have any symptoms (yet.) We don’t know what she has either. But I hate everything about it. I’m terrified.",1.1933169291338608,3.759578464566932,2.650506889763779,90.19733513779528,87.18897637795277,6.324606299212599,21.32332677165354,7.645422480735847,1.0598665354330707,503,17,103,10,16,163,76,127,0.162,0.754,0.083,-0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,1,1,4,4,1,1,2,0,12,4,1,0,1,14,22,6,0,0,4,3,3,1,0,4,2,2,4,0,2,6,1,0,3,2,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,6,22,2,13,17,3,17,0,0,1,0,25,10,0,0,4,59,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680772335398334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437346507852553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370151872859305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761937280320424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695847481258755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513206870026227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886931665617106,0.0943988719032777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391687619477699,0.0,0.15167376268135546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035157148712111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731926642411538,0.1719691342302125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661623917985301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785320989951836,0.12914770940882445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37835505185228097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504871422329986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,treesfallingoutside,2020/03/21,"distraction coping This quarantine is forcing me face-to-face with what I have always assumed is anxiety and have always dealt with one way or another my entire life.  I guess I'm just wondering if this is how some people with anxiety experience it.

Some activities distract me from anxiety -- cleaning, immersing in entertainment like reading or playing a computer game, even work if it's a work task I enjoy.  (I think I might have some OCD because simply picking tiny bits of debris out of the floor carpet and throwing them away can relieve anxiety...)  As anxiety builds, the need to retreat into one of these activities can become overwhelming.

What is happening a lot lately is certainly related to the big worries of the moment, but it's not specifically focused on them.  We have a very active  preschooler stuck at home now, and most of the interactions we have -- doing crafts, playing -- have never been in the category of activities that relieve anxiety.  When I am doing them with her, I get increasingly anxious, sometimes to the verge of tears.  It's not even specifically focused on anything, just a feeling of wanting to get away.  Sometime I have to go hide in the bathroom and read a magazine or something to calm down.

Like I said, this is familiar, it's just that this quarantine has ramped things up hugely.  I spend my days either burying myself in distractions or desperately wanting to get away from the present moment.  Half the time I barely hear what my wife or kid are saying to me when they talk to me.

I do have a prescription for lorazepam but I am trying not to overdo it.

Does this sound familiar?  I know different people cope differently (my wife relieves her anxiety by talking, for example).  It just seems, I don't know, off somehow for me to have anxiety triggered not by pandemic issues but by inactivity / low-focus situations like playing with my kid.",7.877117647058824,8.433874241176477,8.323529411764708,65.66588235294121,62.470588235294116,11.623529411764707,39.058823529411775,11.308507894218259,4.872811764705883,1502,75,238,41,20,498,182,340,0.107,0.7859999999999999,0.107,0.4574,2,2,1,0,0,0,47.0,2,0,4,2,11,17,0,4,17,0,27,1,0,4,2,56,46,18,0,5,19,2,1,3,0,1,1,4,3,2,19,13,0,0,7,7,1,3,6,4,0,3,3,5,34,13,48,42,8,33,0,1,0,0,19,19,0,18,13,184,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616875551420848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018793128611368,0.5946087925292609,0.10976161606866926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995328807732077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738512415404876,0.0,0.0,0.05922700945395235,0.10730409231079194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607207872079306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265928961951528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302021402806167,0.0,0.0,0.08502418678296797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834474011650415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503980010757968,0.0,0.0,0.04912633124435272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228414904107326,0.0,0.05521749814622376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070312034995578,0.0,0.08591707072399404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950485651225296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745804483326677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014083849218914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679170301232987,0.0,0.10959918581671753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862602574118855,0.14240042184239146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260080730450173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306997067721488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204190570240718,0.07493473825344142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167442746711056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471514491402953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943698791399104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242012246057438,0.07726445580483535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884495832600392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921039008342294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479747324898274,0.1921847725654622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618488040573214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454788790863474,0.06225533794196709,0.0,0.0,0.056653988429957426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596434369279792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016605910135023,0.1146133746597252,0.07712001167363386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053644082264064,0.14146530442748512,0.09866932228261456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Colby-Grey,2020/03/21,"Angry After a day of school- or really any occasion of leaving the house- I find there to be a constant undercurrent of bitterness. It’s not nice feeling helpless, and the cacophony of bullshit that’s constantly out of my grasp to articulate only exacerbates it. Yes I’m medicated. Yes I try to get better. The state of affairs though is that this social anxiety is paralytic. I want an outlet so badly; that is, any sort of a fulfilling relationship that will give me perspective on my own self loathing. From roughly 4th grade up to now (2nd semester of 10th) there’s only been a droning paranoia playing over my thoughts that prevents reaching out. 
That’s the leap I have to take though, even if I can’t project my voice properly and I get the classic fucking “uh, what?”",4.718494252873561,6.851474682758624,5.886637931034483,74.38007183908049,71.13793103448276,9.247126436781613,34.8419540229885,9.725611199111238,3.8192643678160927,619,33,107,16,12,206,99,145,0.162,0.728,0.11,-0.8724,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,10,2,8,2,0,0,0,14,17,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,4,11,3,20,13,1,11,0,1,0,1,5,5,1,3,5,72,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249325296326652,0.0,0.14023790539056707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530630224991085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213003238545015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962036536656943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822506010547162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210799285040811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269117954245074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754949477940295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694747028009647,0.19155236499717346,0.17585550170549855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152456612720927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941074828093194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467377958096054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27884347196245857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743831978145293,0.0,0.0,0.19681511964071502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552778432885755,0.0,0.0,0.19124084120558485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686979798032755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783245659485505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36021836078431657,0.14553415751447726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244610104144898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812581175367128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamsnowboarder,2020/03/21,"Finding calm in social distancing I don't know if I'm a bit of an anomaly here, but social distancing and self isolation have worked wonders for my anxiety. The world is quieter, and (for now, at least) far less stressful. I know it's likely the calm before the storm, but taking time for myself, doing things at my own pace without time constraints or pressures, that much at least has been hugely beneficial to me.
The less energy I've spent on stressing about work, the more time I've had to communicate properly with friends, instead of having a small breakdown about answering a WhatsApp message.

Much of my anxiety is centred around meeting the expectations of others. My friends, family, bosses, clients, girlfriend etc - for the time being, I don't feel that pressure is there.

And of course, whilst typing that, I've now become super anxious and conscious of how naieve I am probably being.

Anybody else finding some temporary respite? Hiding from cornavirus seems somehow less anxiety inducing than my normal day to day. It's bizarre.",9.180486486486489,9.265802427027033,8.27256756756757,68.70290540540543,59.864864864864856,10.85945945945946,41.2027027027027,10.355215969177356,4.573767567567566,839,42,128,16,10,261,121,185,0.136,0.733,0.131,0.2315,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,10,10,0,4,11,0,14,0,0,3,0,27,22,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,10,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,11,6,25,17,12,19,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,6,10,94,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289471676575357,0.16192505359014778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759641298687505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829960891790104,0.12196549589350007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648208951786274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487535429895588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197360053136471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985375068052968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512123034794232,0.0,0.07247327530648308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26200682141602544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214768410079649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754371020226465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002507422893378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073192381042186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043552739626566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453679824240896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048462679747538,0.14952717403049368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922190953302671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283740456245505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776828628438123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952238185177374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33431359490469603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381675231626303,0.1554381035887923,0.208695697284888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YeTurnipNun69,2020/03/21,"Scared to revisit my childhood When I was very young I'd do and watch things a young child would normally find interest in. Lately I've been having thoughts about those times and I think of finding what I used to watch and watch them again to try and get a bit of long lost innocence back, but whenever I try to do that I become really anxious. My anxiety just really takes over and makes me not do it. I wish I could easily overcome it.",2.642386363636362,4.6947648295454565,3.8522727272727297,87.03590909090912,76.8409090909091,8.49090909090909,23.5,9.188382445141503,1.888972727272728,347,11,72,9,8,113,62,88,0.135,0.7859999999999999,0.079,-0.6088,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,18,16,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,11,1,9,10,1,11,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,9,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648679434398774,0.2310930299908921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572929621267261,0.0,0.0,0.225918938793773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332504701538775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332342336365446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739257693412053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687344289667852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075104797176604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810279531208981,0.0,0.0,0.22329991212453526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365444759518302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004240284305616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620909966468999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047988771758224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380263438059386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589966630034622,0.13107291231130788,0.0,0.16239670518157492,0.1192797839196988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777637684523951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667298066281534,0.0,0.16878229533874398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523233267450966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531258380984435,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mildconcern9876,2020/03/21,"Health This coronavirus is fucking me up. I really want to see a doctor for some help right now. I keep having mild issues that cause me alot of headache. Like very slightly swollen (i think) lymph nodes, some small chest pain and more. I just want to be seen, checked over, tested and told its ok or that I can work on it. Like I keep driving myself mad like ""oh no its syphilis!"" Or daft things like that.",1.5011944444444438,3.949042174999999,1.446666666666669,100.5227777777778,83.5,4.555555555555556,18.88888888888889,5.82211442006289,-0.4692777777777777,314,8,70,2,9,92,62,80,0.09699999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.204,0.7703,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,0,2,1,4,8,1,1,0,14,13,4,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,9,5,7,10,4,7,0,0,2,2,2,5,1,5,5,40,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304005783876153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295633094101871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073461596548719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23840250225670606,0.0,0.0,0.15033226886869092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340933397360887,0.0,0.3987063407593307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382936756770053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386530864993119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368153004878104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153658605140192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872463383183004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900376004490634,0.14371158742404808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431216285005686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505708894752929,0.2645760276448968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328080560458466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angryhottie,2020/03/21,"Something that helps me.. Maybe this has been done here but something I do when I’m stressed and anxious:

I lay down in a quiet room on my back. I might play ocean waves or rain sounds. 

Start with my feet. Relax all the tension. Move up to my legs, breathe, relax all the tension. Imagine the stress leaving your body.

I continue every body part until I get to my face. I relax my face as well. 

May we all get through this together 🌸",1.0562068965517213,3.4391647931034512,1.9087471264367828,96.8734655172414,84.97701149425288,4.3995402298850586,22.49310344827586,5.6839178017228535,0.10722620689655127,335,12,72,2,10,104,64,87,0.15,0.6609999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.5994,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,0,4,9,0,4,4,0,6,7,7,0,3,11,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,14,5,10,6,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,5,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278284811998443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507095417879546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44801742283743107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063773270772223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991476627261307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072737829183505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351744286737977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135382716879476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260354017643084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393885875378632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143421504789591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838779206160835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31050918049968396,0.0,0.0,0.1427423023017702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620221418573714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813245820261968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chattterboxx23,2020/03/21,"Doc says I'm okay but I don't feel okay So I've been to my cardiologist and my physician multiple times and they say I'm all good and healthy. My cardiologist LITERALLY said, ""I can't make you healthier, you're fine."" But I'm always thinking I'm just on the verge of death. Like I'm always worrying if there's something wrong with my heart or if I have diabetes (I am overweight and I'm working on losing weight and getting healthier) I also get dizzy sometimes and I think I'm just getting shorter all the time. What can I do when my doc says I'm okay but I don't feel okay?",0.5703395784543304,2.8292778606557363,2.8970960187353647,89.81295081967217,85.96721311475409,6.108665105386418,23.46838407494145,7.447530270364453,1.0573564402810305,457,18,101,8,14,156,68,122,0.166,0.6859999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.6652,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,6,9,0,0,2,4,8,5,1,1,2,22,25,15,1,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,7,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,7,15,7,5,23,2,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,4,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558151333242292,0.3242484221325647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970360103119275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30539081996123274,0.0,0.0,0.16342428445292284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088879158140704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518999375643944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179784381339373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005859498204114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853394273591788,0.4648387043696771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999894493532792,0.1927037897489896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496938627004851,0.0,0.0,0.22722795628627634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726515101804824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184734782712952,0.1978715803755752,0.0,0.0,0.2130292171889044,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CuleAss,2020/03/21,I can't live with panic attack for months I'm gonna die. Imagine having a panic attack episode - the worst feeling you feel and then it passes and you're good. But now i'm almost all the time super awful. For a brief moment I feel calm but then a new that someone near me has been infected pops up. Then a huge amount of death cases. It's the end. One way or another I'm gonna die before this is over. I can't believe it. I'm 25 and my life is gonna end like this. There's no way I can keep away from this virus because I have to go to work to a huge factory with tons of people who take this lightly. I can't. I simply can't. I'm collapsing. Help me. I've never felt panic for so long in my life,-0.8688888888888897,1.0307151082802584,1.8664437367303608,97.21633934890306,89.0,4.507997169143666,15.728591648973815,5.82211442006289,-0.7433960368011321,540,11,131,4,18,187,95,157,0.192,0.6509999999999999,0.157,-0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,3,10,2,3,8,1,11,3,0,0,2,17,26,10,3,0,3,0,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,2,5,12,4,16,21,4,24,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,13,74,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454045164489238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226291351205662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303893980290203,0.1364273954310457,0.0,0.0,0.08851725404112899,0.0,0.12356104074359812,0.1635993304449272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014052932873257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572218093528525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026409823608792,0.0,0.1394221445343577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252487093282898,0.1217933127652316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732964714773164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906725799357266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512895756077973,0.07094113779056,0.0,0.12822104188692898,0.1285042274999598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590338492140854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199311468937836,0.14024248232038158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983964820635448,0.0,0.0,0.5111097776866422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066872205335453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230339961613645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917810414249972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467176601575098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305181952594549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571292055315586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Joshwithsauce,2020/03/21,"Quit a fulltime job 8 months in. Now regretful. My first full time role out of college. Started May 2019 and resigned January 2020. The startup was really not organized, my initial employment contract was a red flag on my first day, took 2 months to get it revised before I signed. (Sales role, commission was not mentioned whatsoever until I fought for 2 months to have it mentioned).

Turnover is high, by the end of my 3 month probation - 5 people had resigned, and 1 got fired. We’re still talking a startup of 20 people here.

I was anxious and stressed out everyday at work in December and January. My grandmother was diagnosed with cancer in November, and that was the last straw.

I was sitting in my office staring at my computer screen just destroyed from anxiety of the workplace, and sadness of my grandma. So I resigned early January.
About a month after I resigned my grandma passed away, I was glad I didn’t work in February because it would’ve been impossible with the sadness.

Now it’s nearing the end of March, and things are starting to blow over, but with this virus panic, job searching is even more difficult now.
Regretting leaving the toxic startup in the first place, I feel like I should’ve just toughed it out...

I’ll add: I’m good at saving, and only 22yrs old. I’m temporarily back home with family. Not worried about bills and whatnot during this virus. Thank God. 

Just really regretful and wondering what Reddit has to say about my bs?",4.710009661835748,6.983934600000001,5.202334943639291,78.67311594202901,71.51851851851852,8.547504025764896,33.22061191626409,9.20300075937882,3.3392640901771338,1162,58,198,26,23,371,163,270,0.14800000000000002,0.782,0.07,-0.9403,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,6,14,20,2,2,12,0,17,2,0,0,0,33,28,13,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,10,18,0,0,2,0,2,2,4,15,0,3,14,6,20,5,38,13,2,51,0,9,3,0,7,19,0,2,30,127,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487290592644204,0.1401042649412845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116518349108139,0.09536165950167692,0.0,0.07559980366018955,0.0,0.10552960009270478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998090797417756,0.0,0.0,0.12587496338729873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968506021615772,0.0,0.0,0.08191226640583214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169124865864012,0.0,0.06270688037196957,0.0885979940571594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164671923586306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479392805301668,0.0,0.0,0.104019839204426,0.09918797537738296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103110149433642,0.12439947791436645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461360963516801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109066345809076,0.0,0.13131642907029414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605885953703991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949471850730099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013530931403838,0.0,0.0,0.09432075589698677,0.0,0.14550759721172374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195598088525446,0.0,0.12957169761799364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190767926377528,0.0,0.0,0.15889733426572747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862354595665222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556018663420567,0.0,0.09904038733417822,0.0,0.14206141442593515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968041947604694,0.0,0.11417848068027422,0.0,0.0,0.0823915929161787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723154932413292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377877992849561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449148704496722,0.18057216357955305,0.125945602532053,0.0,0.08809834178988189,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sparkletoastwjelly,2020/03/21,"Med Check... Am I the only one who has trouble taking my medication when I'm not going anywhere?

Just because you're not going out into the world does not mean you don't need your medication.

Have you been remembering to take your meds?",3.569565217391304,5.657084434782611,5.0558695652173915,79.29728260869571,74.21739130434783,7.208695652173913,24.54347826086957,8.07648339933343,1.513452173913044,188,6,35,3,4,63,37,46,0.069,0.9309999999999999,0.0,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,9,12,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,3,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472072150417928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775591693691545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26984702570843444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25860513834886484,0.5274099221155752,0.4783238889247851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603381747468372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608727025252354,0.1805582446693523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689351410947453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570000939391874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RegularGazelle47865,2020/03/21,"What’s the difference between a trigger and a cause for an anxiety disorder? People with anxiety disorders often say that there are things that trigger symptoms and panic attacks. But most people don’t have an anxiety disorder. The things that are triggering to them aren’t triggering for people without an anxiety disorder, so is it bad to say that those things directly caused the anxiety disorder when they don’t cause it in most people? Somebody who has anxiety might say that being in tight crowds will trigger their disorder, but many people don’t have any problem being in tight crowds.",10.91542857142857,10.061586828571428,10.019047619047619,60.634285714285724,56.904761904761905,14.495238095238097,44.80952380952381,13.348371206891418,6.461723809523809,487,25,71,16,5,155,56,105,0.251,0.7490000000000001,0.0,-0.9568,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,4,4,1,1,8,0,14,1,0,8,0,21,14,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,13,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,10,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,4,1,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497702578221548,0.0,0.4385712382237424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087014995323956,0.0,0.0,0.07977995097776408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944673749337915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982902794737328,0.6570489326230082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687232897351927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013630591665953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210690494640163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33121041741927804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914280928406982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279547055392237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931265216263194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043678788805785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210643482242824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DeathKnght,2020/03/21,"First time basically speaking publicly about why I suffer so much Hey everyone, thanks for taking the time to read this. Some of it might be confusing because I'm trying to do this while suffering from anxiety at work, so if I do ramble, my apologies. So let's get down to it I guess....

It all started when my wife left me, we literally had our first real fight after I lost my job, after 7 years she ran out on me when I needed her the most. Then I found out she was sleeping with a married man having his first child AND an ex from 8 years ago. Her mother hates me because I called out her bullshit when she was abusing my wife (sorry ex wife now, still dealing with that part). I invested my all in her, and believe me I know I am no angel, I can be stubborn but I can be reasoned with, even after finding out she was cheating on me I still begged for her back. Now I don't see my daughter as much as I want to and she started dating again before the divorce. After I found out that she was cheating on me she went and did what most women do when caught, call the husband a rapest and that he abused her (to which I swear on my life as well as my daughter that is not true, I still love her even after those accusations, I could never hurt her like that).

So after that happened last year, from day one iv suffered heavily with anxiety, I dropped 30kgs in weight, my moods are all over the place and I cry everyday missing my family with all my heart and soul. Her family lie to my face and promises me it's all in my head but not even a week later I'm right.

These people said I was family, but as quickly as she dropped me and left they did the same thing, iv gone beyond what I thought was the limit to my capabilities for her to prove that things weren't the way she felt they where.

I have had no closure and everything I do or try just further makes me the bad person to which adds to the anxiety.

I promised her forever, I did all I could to maintain that and when the first bit of actual trouble comes into play, she folded and ran, accused me of horrible things then treats me like I'm garbage.

The worst part is the only peace I get is when I'm asleep but to fall asleep I need medication which I hate taking, and as soon as my eyes open everything that was done to me come rushing into mind and before my eyes open I'm having a panic attack as well as anxiety. My arms and chest become so heavy that the thought of climbing out of bed is utter dred, I cannot think, I cannot plan to move on because she goes out of her way to hurt me it feels like. To be thrown aside in matter of moments, is heart breaking. I love these people still yet they treat everything I do in the worst possible way which adds to the anxiety.

Her mother knew of these things and instead of seeking professional help (marriage counseling) they drop the person as if this was part of their plan.

I can't afford to see a therapist and in my country the ones offered by the government aren't any good and they are not interested which then leaves a person to feel worse.

I'm trying to get my life in order but with this anxiety I can't do anything constructive.

I'm at the end of my rope, and if it wasn't for my daughter I'd of been a statistic... I have become resentful of who I am as a person because of how she treats me and iv tried talking to her about this but is on def ears.

Thank you for reading this.",4.430048770971516,4.7037503476394855,5.275495838210432,85.53523361295359,69.84406294706724,8.300182078293666,27.90353101833789,8.150884317080207,1.60982660944206,2659,84,571,34,44,869,295,699,0.18600000000000005,0.758,0.055999999999999994,-0.9984,2,0,0,0,3,0,60.0,2,1,6,10,34,40,8,2,29,0,53,21,12,3,9,96,101,58,0,8,14,11,4,3,0,1,6,3,1,7,38,42,1,2,13,3,1,11,14,21,2,6,30,11,110,18,97,63,18,102,2,7,4,2,72,35,0,10,51,421,148,6,0.0,0.1496484442784494,0.061626771787658574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055980010303986937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294519775298285,0.0,0.2898644301974848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196831840167687,0.0,0.0,0.07184396849912777,0.0,0.04855961918072413,0.052728879634270885,0.15398631672561292,0.1394917799907705,0.10747458086560964,0.07115013504114527,0.0,0.0,0.06894510148424439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896952114732316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879888176528603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084269676912233,0.0,0.0693689770837301,0.04072750467273808,0.06510644201616524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462592858525162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055933500525981714,0.0,0.0,0.1251329459978814,0.0,0.0,0.06034398168483725,0.17026953685724042,0.0,0.17860089230118714,0.0,0.06386260991652565,0.045115457030359934,0.06063536069718198,0.0,0.057719343305516486,0.2148665955749625,0.0,0.13848475966115226,0.0,0.0,0.09898218491329,0.0,0.0,0.05296849703961224,0.0,0.0,0.06956851676944918,0.0,0.05584467874799545,0.0,0.0,0.1246980993214804,0.0648116766137071,0.0,0.0,0.14966970562912169,0.04232913129433199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352100121583366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266813711047797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03470642270168438,0.05147691583707507,0.0,0.0668683391328139,0.13722861802840022,0.06457670573381763,0.08921156945817678,0.09255792526858746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893734181902195,0.0,0.11399342107072498,0.0,0.04215412860055613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636185104419133,0.0,0.06699378077640772,0.06376503063927844,0.0,0.0,0.06712006936924471,0.0928472639766296,0.09365210071624946,0.04870634379833319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558620585249373,0.04802957510523584,0.0,0.0740946995409539,0.0,0.20516081955625798,0.0,0.08756262203563057,0.22056587836967464,0.06597989512566177,0.0,0.0,0.07119384778071873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633721526336505,0.0718802530357253,0.0,0.06493027830666953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393105126165258,0.06007155510738117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064716707770686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319712520505293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069295403625163,0.08939793886560844,0.0,0.20173153519311546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496416436606443,0.050758797978411416,0.0,0.11628286607932375,0.0,0.0733237797242592,0.16782024963114367,0.04046494274561116,0.0,0.10027050229327056,0.07364831591680562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150294121086218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03724840147691695,0.15038020642455396,0.05065633844586006,0.07690153572569533,0.11356159763025565,0.058542089812854824,0.05698442234522354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597505718694171,0.0,0.06435679195991822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200252113705833
anxiety,lightofsole,2020/03/21,No Contact All these food places coming out with no contact for delivery and pick up are great for people with social anxiety.,11.162608695652175,9.244299173913053,9.79739130434783,65.78565217391306,57.26086956521739,12.678260869565218,40.39130434782609,11.20814326018867,4.634078260869567,103,4,16,2,1,32,19,23,0.209,0.6509999999999999,0.14,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974083955623177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33489139225612496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701028747342253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286208878931845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26952453855518804,0.0,0.4061824640296274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39630260193633743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Looker4,2020/03/21,"I am really panicking Hi guys. First of all i hope you are all doing well. 

Today i have been casually browsing reddit and i stubled upon the Bill Gates AMA and noticed the following statement.

 ""Eventually we will have some digital certificates to show who has recovered or been tested recently or when we have a vaccine who has received it."" 

And all the comments were talking about  mandatory vaccine with injecting a microchip under the skin - ID2020, basically a digital identity and giving The Elite immense control over the population. 

Upon learning tihis, i am in full shock and it is really affecting my mental health. Can someone help me calm down?",7.5097368421052675,9.355889754385966,8.081535087719299,62.50282894736844,63.73684210526316,11.664912280701756,39.68859649122807,11.45678717892309,5.5698807017543865,528,29,74,17,8,175,84,114,0.049,0.821,0.13,0.7655,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,9,0,15,2,1,2,3,19,18,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,8,0,1,2,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,10,4,10,14,5,13,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,4,4,63,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950832756641877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378836774449148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523845792243815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605052916803348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27965755109294793,0.0,0.0,0.17634695007016069,0.0,0.0,0.2613125763714066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651377551684683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995352609382518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33709062992521205,0.0,0.259774450768489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291943527821725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146569605880106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493831802635997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365538906047896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blahblahbloopboom,2020/03/21,"Dissociating is nice i know its bad. But i still love it. That feeling of 'oh shit i just went through my entire day without really porcessing anything' is for one, frightening, but hinestly id prefer it over a day filled with anxiety and all. Dissociating has 'helped' me through many (would-be) bad experiences like public speeches and 'helped' me do it 'calmly'. I know this probably sounds so bad idk",5.10634703196347,7.300416369863014,5.804315068493153,75.11871004566213,70.23287671232876,9.250228310502283,31.34474885844749,9.725611199111238,3.258718721461188,317,14,56,8,6,103,56,73,0.24,0.653,0.107,-0.9046,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,12,9,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,3,7,4,7,8,1,6,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,4,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492211073325708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774082750937728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400139857079531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780692766318523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108837223309313,0.0,0.0,0.10900636981080096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890044704199228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369600085417622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053240536618209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945740869262272,0.0,0.0,0.21856958560253847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460861311188928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243734062454136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810941860107967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212951403721698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216664302088774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199849667903593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781646837425047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314556182512534,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3MinuteMiracle,2020/03/21,"Wife is suffering and medications either have severe side-effects or don't help at all My wife (F42) is struggling with anxiety and anxiety-related depression. She has been on many different medications over the past 15 years or so, but everything either makes her symptoms worse or comes with unlivible side-effects. The ""best"" med she has been on in terms of the anxiety was LexaPro, but she gained 50 lbs and was having major side-effects if she missed a dose by even a couple hours.

The only medication that she has tolerated well is Wellbutrin and she has been on it for years, but it just doesn't do the job on it's own. For the last year and a half, she took OTC Gaba which took the edge off, but she had to stop taking it due to some health concerns that may have been related to it. She has taken every SSRI and SNRI that her psychiatrist can prescribe as well as some other that we can't currently recall. She takes an occasional Xanax when things get really rough, but it wipes her out that next day. At this point, she says she just feels tired and hopeless. 

I don't know where else to turn for help. Has anyone had any success with any non-prescription meds or supplements? How about other prescriptions that might be off label for anxiety and depression? *Any* thoughts or suggestions are welcome.

I do apologize if this post doesn't meet the ""Medical Discussions"" guidelines. I will happily reword it or remove it if needed.",7.016277777777778,7.424353840740743,6.899398148148147,75.6535416666667,64.2962962962963,10.898148148148149,32.060185185185176,10.686352973137794,3.379351851851852,1147,41,210,28,16,364,159,270,0.139,0.78,0.08199999999999999,-0.9157,3,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,1,0,0,3,10,11,0,1,12,0,33,9,0,2,1,44,47,27,0,4,18,2,2,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,20,14,0,1,3,0,0,4,5,6,2,1,12,3,20,5,27,31,9,31,0,5,0,0,26,13,0,13,13,151,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922193512542066,0.0,0.25786075079558785,0.0,0.0,0.0785633453722707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179128180569116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678649194246834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124322020487344,0.0,0.07246163267281892,0.0,0.1935476091135808,0.0,0.0,0.11739022468487008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386071461659604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421141757497694,0.0,0.0946664842391966,0.0,0.10098015034525384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056811594750075516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870243202943621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943132927109347,0.0,0.0,0.15062243502792044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065002441316413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149800529343397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061749033568472826,0.09158678874359273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499985591655726,0.1139134047257574,0.0,0.0,0.2496088787826627,0.45275556868767003,0.0,0.11919411152220367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331205380330119,0.0,0.0,0.11949403705718137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545334305827948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072584509474465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621465343316,0.0,0.10760793184080664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197942959068829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935161329137556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693258977940547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393634215705228,0.0,0.11746100602079827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678301182665644,0.16895850729546644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464568098111744,0.0,0.0,0.0891997234237325,0.0,0.12913902422564774,0.0,0.0,0.24966780576699896,0.0,0.12221326964021363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204672098976467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145024291685166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170646579707827
anxiety,FriedGold86,2020/03/21,"Lexapro Lexapro

Lexapro

History of depression/anxiety for ad long as I can remember. Been off and on things for a while. Heavy drinker at one point... still struggling.


Doc called in Lexapro yesterday, been off every med except hydroxyzine for over a year.


Took first dose yesterday, felt very weird a few hours later. Body cold and tingly, brain very foggy, nausea, feel weirdly disconnected...no anxiety I guess but feel very weird still this morning.  Took another one just a minute ago.

Mind is racing and numb at the same time

Is this.normal?",4.8372631578947365,7.9463805684210564,3.765526315789476,84.98618421052633,74.89473684210526,8.010526315789475,29.5,8.841846274778883,2.7626631578947376,434,19,75,10,10,126,71,95,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.8375,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,5,0,5,4,2,0,0,13,11,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,3,5,4,2,0,13,6,2,22,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,12,40,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719890171541256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412452231221112,0.25406524900427896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445112840728956,0.0,0.18537376280522747,0.1695620612122018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990960518255033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679261220093573,0.0,0.15944010105170345,0.0,0.0,0.14124741453339648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292974950924312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353201825863786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695461102390128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445112840728956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766953823305972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504810976390685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569768894013904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810943125347196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652255712399879,0.0,0.0,0.17359811245541745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032043535347184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682877117451534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689893462547262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41104154576605584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693482084269022
anxiety,lunawoofwoof,2020/03/21,"Dealing with obsessive thinking and obsessively checking if anyone online has similar problems. I have a really bad issue. In any scenario I face, or even in hypothetical ones I constantly end up searching about it online to see if others can relate. 

I know this does not benefit me in any way. I waste hours every day doing this, especially lately as I've been more isolated the last few months. When I was feeling happier I still done this however, but it definitely makes me feel worse overall. The same happens if my family check up on me to see if I'm doing okay, just by virtue of being asked if I'm doing okay stresses me out.",5.789938016528929,6.782886206611573,7.2773450413223175,69.82692665289257,67.09917355371901,10.347520661157027,32.48037190082645,10.411451182825502,3.6596851239669417,505,21,86,13,8,174,90,121,0.156,0.726,0.11800000000000001,-0.4737,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,3,2,10,1,1,1,0,19,21,10,0,6,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,3,4,12,3,14,17,3,17,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,6,9,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26307132686838264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524728882726947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082630662254728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150183321378944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902375814963295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474315237669713,0.19941272814004415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926756035659288,0.19794097678642808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713171782838206,0.0,0.0,0.12775541799403284,0.0,0.16296894277467708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234391804722408,0.0,0.19560302905871968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104512850628714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190484706826571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188549358603647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630134623553933,0.1576672277799769,0.2181918757731761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911271951423828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439002554437975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106981637825976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508164545160927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391303676472447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082694360958799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544694908022709,0.0,0.2215677355438996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239389586813776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353179753414498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971166456290472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeff_8278eu,2020/03/21,"Help finding a decent psychiatrist in Atlanta Hi all,

I'm a lifelong anxiety sufferer and I'm on my second psychiatrist here in ATL and trying to find a new one.

The first one was actually a  ""nurse practitioner"" who couldn't do therapy and was just really young an kind of inexperienced.  We tried about 8 different meds and nothing worked so I switched.

My current guy is an actual psychiatrist and he prescribed me clonidine which is actually helping a little.  He also does not do therapy and its obvious he wants me out of his office as soon as possible each session.  He won't provide any further help beyond the clonidine because he says he is not sure how much of my anxiety is caused by external stressors, yet he doesn't have any interest in talking about my external stressors or really about anything. 

Are there psychiatrists who also do therapy here in ATL?  When I talked to my current psyche's receptionist initially, I asked if the Dr did therapy and he assured me he did. But after the first session, he only wants to know if I feel better or worse, yes or no.   So the receptionist obviously fibbed to get me in the door.

I thought I'd ask here since now I don't trust receptionists to tell me the truth on this.  Does anyone know a  psychiatrist who will do 45 min therapy sessions, or is going to a separate therapist my only option?  

Thanks for any help",7.098082368082366,7.321774355212356,8.274501930501929,66.49234491634493,64.13513513513513,12.003191763191767,37.72998712998714,11.602472056035307,4.745307129987131,1094,53,189,33,15,376,146,259,0.095,0.816,0.08800000000000001,-0.2033,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,4,18,9,0,0,16,1,20,1,0,2,6,38,33,22,0,5,10,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,1,0,5,5,2,19,8,26,25,3,24,0,1,0,0,27,11,0,7,12,126,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.2873771953007301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570009636252655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002615117405669,0.0,0.15018802263877873,0.0,0.0,0.06863747268793734,0.0,0.08077933855450366,0.0,0.1835372936446352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983892299244546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681671658784552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008398839651584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255887529303816,0.0,0.0,0.17180525615958828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049633887973319225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943741561857016,0.16699387243828406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128583254752853,0.0,0.055787986762632163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097196266023158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26318490439610204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222109385984487,0.10789503896453234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983845706366852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090363611613634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721607009934107,0.0,0.0,0.09480591316060748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418952544536914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303484335815935,0.1493139446255246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066342167213376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257707677597941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806272617146663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812009992423643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251695450646416,0.0,0.0,0.15779853005154956,0.08579831455685036,0.09037480234117608,0.561286625578515,0.11397417905003185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793002641698794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329173020459276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579752149228136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146343818288327,0.0,0.10003593046497818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WiltedWallFlow3r,2020/03/21,"Left job now I'm depressed and want back I had a week off of work due to being sick and got a job at walmart in the meantime. My old job called me to come back but i avoided their calls. Now im having second thoughts and want my old job back,which is a much calmer environment than walmart with nicer customers. But my old manager isn't responding to my calls/texts. Now idk what to do. Should i face my anxiety and go to walmart or keep trying to get my old job back?",1.5303030303030312,3.3064666767676805,2.8838383838383836,93.97909090909091,79.20202020202021,6.016161616161617,23.12121212121212,6.937597516519254,0.5435939393939391,367,12,84,4,9,119,62,99,0.111,0.792,0.09699999999999999,-0.09,5,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,1,4,0,7,2,1,0,0,15,16,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,0,11,0,12,11,1,18,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,12,50,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380584750042106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771564157858556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25042248663706035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562839294359877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561454650559984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640651751365879,0.0,0.06968917076959709,0.0,0.09807238432582968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245330066056382,0.0,0.6084193609663513,0.10899247804215127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322966332946096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901416184057753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146865845723175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734853745771642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325260228448382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465180979387854,0.0,0.0983603422319452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927061247969874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2muchgr8ness,2020/03/21,"Anxiety while listening to someone Does anyone else have this kind of anxiety, for example when I listen to mom (it started happening just 3 days ago and it couldn't stop happening to me each time)  
when I listen to mom telling me something, I realize that I'm listening and I got aware of myself and I got super anxious and I start sweating for nor reason and feel sick awkward ..  


why this started happening to me? and how to prevent it from happening in the future?  


thanks",3.299666666666667,5.8705105222222285,4.698888888888892,79.185,77.1111111111111,8.444444444444445,31.11111111111111,9.150863307647796,3.3234444444444438,377,19,65,10,9,125,57,90,0.11699999999999999,0.779,0.10400000000000001,0.1419,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,15,18,11,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,10,3,12,15,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,11,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005380402742046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417328130818339,0.1784903590666762,0.0,0.11047438446931508,0.16188543781987658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018942641665656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382632487731382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198527409931746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988745808869267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272745762058324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5588608970148023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452838342824205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700857020367537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244606644455195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386938621232408,0.12163293814058455,0.0,0.0,0.3354908656415749,0.0,0.0,0.13209162020692325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809535255278302,0.14546136780954194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212866118057167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256669615484674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,millerxhighlife,2020/03/21,"Obsessive fear Hello, Im a 19 year old female and around January I developed a fear of having a heart attack. When it first came to my mind it wasn’t as consistent as it is now. I was recently diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes and for about a month now I constantly fear having a heart attack 24/7. I never get a break from this fear and can’t sleep much recently because of how bad it’s become. Has anyone had anything similar to this and if so what has helped? I’m tired of letting this control my life.",1.4516240070609,3.7595903495145686,3.642400706090029,85.62605472197708,82.39805825242719,7.628949691085613,22.955869373345102,8.575989854853784,1.7923475728155345,398,14,80,10,11,136,69,103,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,2,5,6,0,10,7,3,2,1,12,13,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,4,0,6,0,12,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,11,55,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449662152725932,0.0,0.11121293199871568,0.12030782367020902,0.0,0.3074942052754031,0.0,0.0,0.1128405437291466,0.08238322066904563,0.1492571851429466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545700327627247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604388106661045,0.1515767618970046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716946848242476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083034033359181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495438383139404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706077557661286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202952742427434,0.09058493607230808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597993814142546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819505814997465,0.09545700643000578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645806203637467,0.0,0.10787155837248508,0.0,0.09934722512174386,0.0,0.1042322604876765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181208660596742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668790359767527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352427364229874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532945343437204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702903681954123
anxiety,gastonstegall,2020/03/21,"Posture and Anxiety There’s a lot written. I find if I stand up straight, arch my back, and let my belly relax, there’s a ‘sweet spot’ that rids anxiety.  Experiment!",0.6099999999999994,3.0955875000000006,2.7622500000000016,86.65775000000002,95.875,6.3100000000000005,25.15,7.554174236665415,1.886330000000001,128,6,25,3,5,43,25,32,0.11199999999999999,0.722,0.16699999999999998,0.4003,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6004460762740569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30176968711783564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838912292011468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35869202567524977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013065302647641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336468028472136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FishFollower74,2020/03/21,"CBD has been really helpful for me My mood has been like a roller coaster this week: going from “yeah this will all work out” to moments of extreme panic. I picked up some CBD gummies earlier this week kind of on a whim. I take about 20-25 mg at a time and within 15-30 minutes my anxiety nearly vanishes. I’ve used Xanax and still have a stash I dip into occasionally...but since I got the gummies that’s all I use. YMMV, but I just thought I’d pass this along if it helps anyone else. 

Feel free to AMA! I am not a medical professional and I can only speak for myself but I’m happy to answer any questions you have, so that you might get some relief also.",1.1242752100840328,3.2461220367647066,3.2956302521008425,88.73676470588238,82.30882352941177,5.944537815126051,20.74369747899161,7.1686216300943375,0.5789344537815131,511,15,108,7,14,174,100,136,0.026000000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.171,0.9649,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,0,1,6,1,10,2,0,3,2,23,19,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,14,6,17,13,4,14,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,5,6,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198036045539518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774196500901478,0.0,0.15495134221709647,0.0,0.0,0.14162871755712295,0.2075379470068084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920578645363493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241612381323187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058247981475045,0.0,0.11511468460105373,0.0,0.1619989370667967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156198369621525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27153200016180623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092621659422575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895643106969793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404932559908906,0.0,0.2148751313383956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404954220018086,0.0,0.2376505417492148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269040348070465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297596767947786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755269296321426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617578886329319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229351929474166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080326486978055,0.1181094078590068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498789223967531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249491893286173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745990354396096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maybebutprobsnot,2020/03/21,Three hours into an anxiety attack. Under my 20 pound weighted blanket. Trying to avoid xanax. This sucks. 😔,2.2639473684210536,4.584357368421057,3.03092105263158,81.79269736842106,106.89473684210527,4.0052631578947375,20.539473684210527,5.985473137389443,0.920252631578948,86,3,12,1,4,27,19,19,0.40399999999999997,0.596,0.0,-0.8176,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494229953388917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196346716890006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498202558413267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101125829055722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562151577092623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pastelgalaxy707,2020/03/21,"Does anyone else get extremely anxious when they ask what kind of music you like? I don't know why, but I hate telling people about the songs/singers I like. I have friends who listen to similar music as me, but I'm still afraid of telling them about other the types of music I like. If someone I don't know well enough, like a classmate asks me about it, I straight up get anxious and start panicking. Maybe it's because music taste says a lot about a person and I don't want anyone to know that much about me? 
I know this is weird, but does this happen to anyone else?",5.086662561576353,5.1728351293103465,5.0125123152709365,88.64086206896553,68.39655172413794,7.66305418719212,27.778325123152708,6.868970318607317,1.1435014778325128,449,13,96,3,7,139,69,116,0.16,0.693,0.147,-0.1606,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,0,8,10,1,1,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,19,8,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,8,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,15,7,13,19,3,5,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,7,58,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237465853741153,0.0,0.3005683746472333,0.2936285073884617,0.0,0.0,0.26790762090329223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734629991527051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507824787125567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939546109243195,0.0,0.0,0.14805356157100666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070302190120312,0.0,0.14972287224040826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267080390600187,0.0,0.0,0.14146604469547053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492111467827763,0.3149866996755817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28001076015781706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181730859924432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439508440107876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533228066057182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933702173447087,0.12511250202498142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394741000330808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140643589657063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141913055660008,0.0,0.11442901908449216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504779478218047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451426375928191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883203620156075,0.0,0.1292940450945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DownbeatSmile,2020/03/21,"Overthinking is ruining my life It's been pointed out to me that I overthink a lot. Not just on big issues, but also little things that shouldn't require lots of thought. I've tried to keep this post short-ish, as I can ramble a lot, but please let me know if you have any questions.  


It's gotten to the point where I won't join in on conversations, because I'm waiting for the ""right"" moment to say something, which always means I never say anything, because the right moment is never there. I'm becoming the quiet person who never says anything and no one wants to be that person. (To be clear, I don't think there's anything wrong with being a quiet person, but I've been told it's not a good quality to be quiet all the time. :( )  


It also means I really struggle with comforting people when they're going through tough times. They come to me with an issue and, if I can't think of anything to say, my brain internally panics and wants to ""run away"". This means I freeze and don't say anything, which is basically not doing anything at all. I get the sense that this really annoys people, especially my girlfriend, who has told me she sometimes gets fed up with me not being able to help her when she's having trouble and she feels she can't get upset, because then I'll get upset (because I don't know what to do) and it doesn't help her problem at all.  


Another thing I do is add loads of little caveats to things. I usually do this to let people I have thought about something and to avoid people ""jumping down my throat"", but it often means I say a lot without really saying anything at all. I'm trying to reduce the amount of these that I use, but it's difficult, because I've got into the habit of caveating things all the time. 

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Anyway, I don't want this to ruin my life, or my relationship. Is there anything I can do?",5.865751913844553,5.673124245231607,6.433888672635268,80.06178928247051,66.76566757493188,8.734345400285454,30.01025042169456,8.11559375814309,2.0036403010250416,1446,46,282,16,21,473,170,367,0.126,0.8009999999999999,0.073,-0.9631,0,1,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,1,1,12,15,1,5,15,0,34,5,2,1,9,65,65,21,0,7,14,0,2,0,1,2,2,10,0,3,27,15,1,4,12,0,0,4,18,13,0,1,9,12,36,2,42,47,10,36,0,2,0,0,28,19,0,9,12,199,63,1,0.06716925094815929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743045143132204,0.05589019760537373,0.07277785533931395,0.08161799194289979,0.045677393976508295,0.07043281621402354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44219656271395696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310772234232791,0.0,0.0,0.2047287596777532,0.07418316045221014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498309826316148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786036211989892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03396279148956295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037264524726858,0.0,0.03817383322983445,0.05633838087178986,0.053721386011092255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004426608701573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021449374123382,0.0,0.05970311648338088,0.0,0.0,0.0738289273868792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373702199009552,0.09488725675086083,0.0,0.13464247089085987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841958064392184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29266802249284224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541520155257876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551562279635054,0.0,0.0,0.07880864356406615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626680484011893,0.17594879726743948,0.0,0.07373166699358319,0.1269933063331869,0.0,0.06432957511243884,0.0,0.0,0.06427190175190191,0.0,0.0,0.07524493346717173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909102637307898,0.0,0.0,0.07211463812788864,0.0,0.11472434660635215,0.0,0.3739097903121108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342034194517163,0.06643210670102903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021988509895452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849706278521654,0.08607868766419885,0.0,0.10664976474940037,0.1175007911660374,0.0,0.0,0.12836619551195635,0.0,0.09120702457673954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801266658765439,0.07397744031910157,0.0,0.11885449351352312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647487609737158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343903150614704,0.08161799194289979,0.0
anxiety,Cookadoodledo,2020/03/21,"Types of anxiety meds other than SSRIs/SNRIs and Benzos/GABBAergic? I recently came across Clonidine and Guanfacine, two types of Alpha2-Agonist used in ADHB and High blood pressure with a lot of positive anxiolytic effects given they act on norepinephrine.

What other lesser known or prescribed ones are there?",9.123600000000003,12.172244760000002,8.165,58.7875,61.4,10.6,36.5,10.686352973137794,5.0093999999999985,258,12,31,7,4,80,44,50,0.084,0.845,0.071,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,10,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,8,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687837430580755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018537217964348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712232651962485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987073779717812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902734820987818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808558450065226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469182608032857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432203929384047,0.0,0.0,0.30345579790837457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway33350,2020/03/21,"I feel like I'm suffering With everything happening with covid, I've been really anxious lately. I'm sure a lot of you are sick of everyone talking about it as much as I am, but it is what it is I guess. 

Anyways, I'm very sad and anxious because I promised myself that this year would be my year (cliche bs y'know), but unfortunately with all of this virus bullshit and strict parents, I can't really do anything. 

I don't really have that many friends (they're adulting with jobs and living their lives) so it's always been quite lonely. I'm just so...heartbroken. I've recently been vaping marijuana for my anxiety for a month now and my cartridge has about 2 hits left, so I'm getting really irritated and anxious because I'm 19 and my parents are against any form of marijuana/other drugs. I have a medical card so I can legally go to a medicinal dispensary, but I, again, have strict parents, I don't have a car, and public transportation will probably be suspended soon. 

*Everyone* is fucking home now. So it's extremely frustrating. I can't go anywhere by myself. Even before the fucking pandemic. 

I honestly feel like my anxiety is torturing me. During the day, I can distract myself with my phone, but at night, I dred night coming. I just want to go to sleep relaxed and carefree, especially during this time.",4.8033906479345765,6.462804868525901,6.157324386663872,74.4470329209478,70.03585657370517,10.065087020339693,33.13084504088908,10.307518312809881,3.820054980079681,1046,50,185,30,19,353,138,251,0.19899999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.11,-0.9781,4,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,1,14,15,4,1,7,0,26,6,1,0,2,28,45,18,0,2,6,3,2,2,1,2,3,0,1,1,11,14,0,0,2,1,0,6,4,8,0,0,3,2,27,7,21,37,4,21,0,3,0,2,10,2,2,2,15,120,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925628542502496,0.0,0.0,0.0756488640643534,0.0,0.1702007521557148,0.377017827804051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154327981056808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356250588104145,0.0,0.09465936104242473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958257529090562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717423513192295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900623761391006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734747671999276,0.0,0.0,0.21259437173093546,0.09997778348507068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249532308963507,0.15894364234724348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594584928271475,0.2056842036235277,0.05811972966389922,0.0,0.18966540356730274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225463973532457,0.0,0.0983715696368208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158551802565954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103912342587252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113608949297133,0.0,0.12548663320172015,0.0,0.1208655404345935,0.0,0.0,0.10869514750708258,0.0,0.1964587190941013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945745822028262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278265753002305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120653367596304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887928775388142,0.0,0.08177619872325931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087875132804479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37056562658110936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993846679344435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183203255269536,0.0,0.0,0.2850597390632608,0.0,0.10983876527181513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132305785139644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484494680397033,0.0,0.0,0.08941268428719988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486652444128063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178689402402572,0.06561383827243022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902363635796493,0.0,0.0,0.143273328488588
anxiety,walkingginger,2020/03/21,"Can medication change my life for the better? Did it help you? I would love to know your experiences on what it did for you, and how long you’ve been taking it I’ve been struggling with anxiety pretty much all my life. A few times I’ve almost taken my life just because I was tired of just thinking too damn much all the time. I’m 19. I don’t drive or have a job because of my anxiety. I sit at home all day because of this. Sitting at home has caused a lot of hopelessness for me since graduating high school. I desperately want to be independent but when I think about just talking to people at a job all day with no way out I just want to cry. I love people but my anxiety is just so bad I can’t. I’d quit within a day. I stay up until 4 am every night because at night I can finally be alone and worry free but no matter how late is or how tired I am I can’t sleep. I have to exhaust myself extremely to be able to just fall asleep without having to breathe deep breaths to get my heart rate down once I put my head on my pillow and I have nothing to distract me from my anxiety. Then I’m exhausted in the morning. Since I’m home all the time Ive run out of distractions and I mostly just want to sleep just so I don’t have to be awake. 

I’ve been asking to go to therapist or get medicated since I was 13 but have been told I don’t have real anxiety or that medication won’t help. My dad took his life last year and had anxiety and depression and was taking meds for it but refused to get me help. I don’t understand how he struggled that much but did not sympathize with my cries for help. Even when I threatened to take my life when I was 14. I live with my mom now, she still doesn’t believe I could have anxiety/depression problems even though she knows mental illness runs in the family, which is crazy to me. 

It absolutely kills me that I’m such a social and happy person by default, but my anxiety is a prison. I just feel trapped inside myself. It’s like when you’re dreaming and you try to scream and nothing comes out. 

I live in a small town and was thinking about just walking to a center and talking to someone about starting therapy. Was wondering if anyone who has felt as hopeless as me, has been helped by medication or therapy. Specifically medication though. Sorry for my sob story I just wanted to include my specific experience and issues I am having in case anyone could relate.",3.755433207765861,4.7474358559837775,5.17401680672269,83.05564705882355,71.77890466531441,8.474042306577804,27.47313822080557,8.841846274778883,1.970232848449724,1899,66,395,35,35,638,226,493,0.209,0.7070000000000001,0.084,-0.9965,2,2,0,0,0,2,33.0,0,4,0,2,32,21,2,4,14,0,52,24,7,6,5,81,84,42,1,9,26,2,2,1,0,2,15,1,4,1,13,21,0,1,9,1,1,9,12,15,0,0,19,3,61,7,62,57,11,56,0,4,0,2,25,21,2,10,23,271,74,4,0.06417611790104788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642631118568752,0.0664671036409928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436618817557968,0.0,0.0,0.0897468676109545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999600709836742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358437780913943,0.15648466324515226,0.0,0.0,0.07230450833888151,0.0,0.05675856106657355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592655120965421,0.0678898232897489,0.05528204302992478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024788161714912,0.0,0.1409889040719242,0.1241648606652212,0.0,0.11054959261997156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477544122851828,0.0,0.05407114722490163,0.0,0.0,0.12555311547752587,0.060499532428879926,0.0,0.03244937348735802,0.0,0.061619137344224924,0.07030180025673728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058811849513652,0.0,0.0364727667423829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683166708557288,0.0,0.0,0.06586321177693781,0.0,0.0,0.07604900870870204,0.21507949527282946,0.06780559207582998,0.1931216365666972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698319360981167,0.12736978895869674,0.0,0.07100136597459084,0.0,0.07053903209587756,0.0523121015617089,0.07239345630732084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266474499339762,0.03135320954552437,0.0,0.1133373757352196,0.056793844837770675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054560240479777006,0.11584290401725135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128519951790767,0.32325343557636743,0.06467443246023499,0.0,0.0,0.07516229365058172,0.0,0.0,0.1415304925681098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044987848136067,0.0,0.12315743193105334,0.0,0.0,0.0683454710827078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898327925151987,0.056036110762932405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529018363621936,0.0,0.0614078776572639,0.0,0.0645147240532568,0.0,0.0682592009822611,0.0,0.07304647211164103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494965751527572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592614437163513,0.0,0.12844493025177353,0.0654194703110201,0.05437621643818368,0.0,0.0,0.07183990981406359,0.04542418656302776,0.06840320277832415,0.05125113065544786,0.0,0.0,0.13418162511851073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475736153551147,0.10316466524144416,0.0,0.0,0.14678196764796467,0.07451341925697166,0.0,0.1233643950987774,0.12610541999566313,0.0,0.11226483131631036,0.14752201367786635,0.0,0.06132303086156441,0.07130202833367691,0.043571371423794435,0.0,0.0,0.06680960202734817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141094833567278,0.05094001523744618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061863487526502274,0.06959626229378055,0.0,0.06517396291140941,0.0,0.045588872854129006,0.0,0.0,0.041327315831599036
anxiety,Twigstea,2020/03/21,"I put my mental health first! I did probably the scariest thing I have ever done in my life!

I am currently on sick leave until March 31st. Instead of going back to work, I’m choosing to be laid off so I can self-isolate. I can’t tell if I let my anxiety win by isolating instead of working, or if this is the better option for my mental health.

I have enough savings to pay for expenses for 6 months, and wouldn’t likely touch it once I receive EI. I’m scared I won’t have a job to go back to after 13 weeks and I made the wrong call",1.9968019323671484,3.1533916173913066,3.963768115942031,89.40294685990341,76.30434782608697,6.850241545893723,24.082125603864736,7.3871296695380915,0.9244879227053142,416,13,93,5,9,142,80,115,0.13,0.8079999999999999,0.062,-0.6688,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,1,4,0,13,4,0,1,1,11,18,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,2,0,1,3,1,15,4,16,11,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,11,64,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064157123974146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626291861026693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510356427315127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437925246548125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476099804558606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764550964219186,0.0,0.0,0.1544747756516414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526019784691788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941094933915278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630493542678434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946675160941702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808249094492415,0.0,0.17462788994437078,0.12062266072631775,0.08343150471784762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159039971302122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441998631173929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631010309467825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186863723795169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841231552213797,0.0,0.0,0.17167494435950928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709744724118454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815442915184904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926392166953506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345459539165192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698452707654854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24865087605182745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671445850087706,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EvilWinterElf,2020/03/21,"Melancholia much? In 2011 a movie titled Melancholia was released. The plot of the movie is all kinds of crazy but the meaning behind it holds real weight. The writer/director wrote this to describe how people with mental health problems can create chaos when all is well but then when shit goes sideways for everyone else they’re calm as can be.

If you’ve seen this movie, is this how you feel right now? It’s how I’m feeling and I want to know if I’m alone.",3.252774725274726,5.311361681318684,3.3693269230769265,91.16629807692308,75.04395604395604,6.308241758241758,22.36401098901099,7.1686216300943375,0.6436032967032972,367,10,74,4,8,112,67,91,0.2,0.6890000000000001,0.111,-0.8782,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,5,0,7,3,1,3,2,20,16,12,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,2,3,9,12,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,4,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25828779640697697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208329285672893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382981902714052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521932418811651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26508474408750793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596962488915933,0.13705555201512234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27165352931200354,0.0,0.0,0.2513215670454396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833267739344564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289225689057305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238627900619727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838548888623973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297354858364376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255990264421571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470938180514925,0.0,0.0,0.3036839181119149,0.2242271925388975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trashwanq_,2020/03/21,"Does anyone else fear or overthink that they've been exposed to the virus somehow and every weird symptom you feel you think its that? im freaking myself out so much, been reading tons of articles and now i barely have an appetite, stomach has been in knots, its everywhere i can't go on any apps without seeing Covid-19...im praying everyday for people to recover and for everyone to be safe and healthy :(",4.201992481203007,6.695517921052634,4.481127819548874,82.27289473684213,73.73684210526315,6.974436090225563,33.22556390977444,7.957251820313856,2.748077443609023,326,17,55,5,7,102,63,76,0.17,0.763,0.068,-0.7514,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,7,2,1,0,0,11,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,5,1,10,7,2,6,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166524729145191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122366323754068,0.2509053824692854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429347680715707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045632771185346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631939921152131,0.2339904280662425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275554658451449,0.1238171480781663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916921885476208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290182731147508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001274059223998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976685031929253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449432259422801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951352318046062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545209218640381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569072674748722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360526497895221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Overthinkingmesss,2020/03/21,"Can’t stop overthinking do you think I have anxiety? It seems like I’m always overthinking about something and usually it takes a lot for me to stop thinking about it. Doesn’t matter how unlikely something is to happen or even how stupid it may sound I can’t stop worrying sometimes. For example, when I’m at work I constantly worry about making any small mistake and getting fired. Another example is when I lock my locker at work I tug the lock multiple times to make sure it’s locked. Or when I get out of my car when I get home I lock my car and then literally check all my doors to make sure it’s locked. I also recently can’t stop thinking about the fact I could die tomorrow and it causes me to buy things impulsively. I don’t think I’ve ever had an anxiety attack before, but I just don’t think the amount I worry everyday is normal.",4.299392156862743,5.3879746058823565,5.622058823529412,79.98759803921571,70.58823529411767,9.666666666666666,28.284313725490193,9.928628108626363,2.70143137254902,673,24,133,17,12,226,94,170,0.17,0.792,0.038,-0.9451,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,14,6,2,0,5,0,14,0,0,6,5,36,30,15,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,8,5,0,4,6,0,2,2,6,3,0,0,1,2,20,3,15,27,3,22,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,17,82,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789131015360147,0.10185500657290476,0.0,0.0,0.08324306341803105,0.1283576595860488,0.18728677794080573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925915676009504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416197641330982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574888878577498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228182761423007,0.0,0.0977345016628113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270423543752312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085071443301016,0.11072694062992046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918626698003732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082468442995136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278730775973112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598033901042269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406868683905787,0.0,0.0,0.24512907035228654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993590470056968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086520288661373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143755468879704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847454580451692,0.12106671571393125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093612882113836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307401350650431,0.0,0.09203715863918174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132382905318435,0.3921772365043941,0.0,0.0,0.07137831181680862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348174276131793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823201667731867,0.3729401855625156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheStruggleIsREAL16,2020/03/21,IDK whats wrong with me I am in college now thinking back on stuff so I need some advice because I have been wondering something. IDK what it's been or what but when I was in junior high and I stayed later they usually closed the gates and so you would have to go through the office but I always forgot and would start crying and panicking so a teacher or whoever adult was there would have to help me. And again whenever a new school year started we would get our schedule and so while everyone would be going to their classrooms I would be at the first floor still crying and panicking thinking I am gonna be late and never gonna find my class I think remember feeling overwhelmed by it EVERY SINGLE YEAR. Then again in the summer I don't even remember what would have happened but something with school idk but I would start crying and freaking out. I do have this incident that happened that I freaked out so bad that I became a sobbing mess at home and went non verbal for two days I couldn't even make sounds that was in high school. I do know that it hasn't happened though so far since I started college almost finished my first year,4.7642699115044245,5.988163867256638,4.694856194690267,86.5609568584071,69.61946902654867,7.419911504424777,28.28429203539823,7.645422480735847,1.5893991150442477,918,32,179,10,16,283,124,226,0.19399999999999998,0.778,0.027999999999999997,-0.9903,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,2,2,16,7,0,1,7,0,28,0,0,1,1,46,50,26,0,10,6,0,1,0,0,10,0,1,2,1,14,16,0,1,9,0,0,3,4,7,0,3,7,2,26,0,17,29,2,44,0,2,0,0,7,14,1,5,26,132,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067009330855028,0.0,0.0,0.092912481077892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720597074373209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134724802030509,0.07747302216473105,0.05656191356375319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057655123584073,0.059839748049083576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256948584371985,0.0,0.07817680000592914,0.08866167199082695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691574548783771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480536651371677,0.15784864610152027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847722322750783,0.0,0.10546564434530947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461529278320059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219297185385642,0.19606849430982887,0.09307262951099013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050993145954850494,0.0,0.10466744365410838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061935845442906236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880016534476048,0.07156282626947294,0.0896139769460751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021849596593487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817152943827449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675412040782954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286347582635814,0.0,0.0,0.2626996267417402,0.09889828083587128,0.07409958169860117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621857709387797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783619201452423,0.09116246560905653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063912740528968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021914456860606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601420422923597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006232225084987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273040989182687,0.1014476949597769,0.0,0.17925478579789822
anxiety,CaputGeratLupinum,2020/03/21,"Fever is gone, Shortness of breath is not My symptoms started in earnest this past Sunday, mild fever, chills, fatigue, and shortness of breath. I called my doctor that day, she said there's nothing they can do for a virus, I don't meet the criteria for testing, and if I really can't breathe go to the hospital.

Fever got worse and then better, had nausea and loss of appetite that got better, but today and especially tonight I still feel short of breath. I've also been battling sleeplessness pretty hard all week, and had some great success last night with guided meditation, but tonight every time the guide has me focus on my breathing all I can do is think about how it doesn't feel like enough.

I just texted the Disaster Distress Helpline, the woman who responded gave me some information on covid testing in my area after I assured her I don't meet the criteria.",10.382059596844874,8.107325067484666,8.911060473269064,72.64907975460125,59.06134969325154,11.768273444347065,40.463628396143726,9.957137785484203,3.9057333917616135,698,28,126,10,7,213,109,163,0.142,0.725,0.133,0.1368,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,6,10,1,1,7,0,15,11,5,1,3,22,25,12,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,8,4,17,6,14,17,5,24,0,2,0,0,12,8,0,3,15,79,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683153525097882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468921115775835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002533508285931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647669323803273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007300167216377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263720499814888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523370293221612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983213012605504,0.14010320212281416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145556575599123,0.0,0.3136990427454774,0.21621532999200704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567877229332848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985831063015793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581093018923126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403881238573894,0.0,0.18817576069681136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721209690263302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951747578916906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256350416074044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865484200099668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388098261957405,0.0,0.15661613507919928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383654932128065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256613237578729,0.0,0.0,0.1143550965687155,0.0,0.185892240526267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573100593729127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985595238165735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,addictedtonyself,2020/03/21,"Anxiety at an all time high I have GAD, PTSD, OCD, and dissociative disorder   I take 200mg sertraline, 200mg carbamazepine twice a day, 2mg clonazepam, and 100mg trazodone for sleep.  I have a talk therapist who is keying in on PTSD and while I feel some relief when I leave the appointment, the anxiety soon returns.  My legs bounce and wiggle all day! Seeing all of the recent cha festivals in everyday life lately is pushing. Me to the limit.  I am a first responder and I really just want to be nonessential so I can stay home and hide. My ability to make decisions is hindered by the stress.  I cringe when The phone rings because I'm expecting some kind of catastrophe or crisis on the other end.  From the minute i get here i literally hold my breath until i leave. I have been here 18 and a half years and have a 20 year pension that I am desperate to take with me the first day I am eligible to retire.   I feel like such a loose cannon right now.  I am already an introvert, I avoid social situations, crowds, hate going to stores, but restaurants are ok. They're all closed now.  I dont grocery shop so my whole pattern is in upheaval.   Psychiatrist appointment on the 27th.  Hope I can make it.  Just needed to get this out of my head! Thanks!",2.386296296296297,4.819822658436216,3.8370139917695485,84.86549629629631,79.61728395061729,7.6740082304526736,24.12329218106996,8.608573733854374,1.866068773662552,978,35,192,23,25,322,150,243,0.102,0.816,0.08199999999999999,0.4971,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,13,10,1,2,18,1,18,5,4,2,4,33,34,16,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,11,0,3,3,1,2,2,1,3,0,4,1,4,27,7,23,32,7,34,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,4,21,125,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492079982241583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068711158190224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242298254787389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26159849614491243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496279052626324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158465538903742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197562494051826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367328446979066,0.09659431062511273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001973206169266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128366854302485,0.0,0.07684316544096165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334922411637613,0.13876484103321587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428571724900337,0.13562701886353998,0.13429439922884698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080078674374302,0.0,0.0,0.15252317925752829,0.2863365039983448,0.0,0.0,0.09550307831081056,0.0660569538151374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180507934982592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025677121249336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31610735843911186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661922104954116,0.0,0.13350392195197555,0.0,0.0,0.11546891156175852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077451538804025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198211354721342,0.13530801070158904,0.13782993803780078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411625706690204,0.0,0.0,0.15488301443990513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033227322701624,0.10867696841870826,0.0,0.12448353652813444,0.0,0.15698965323849515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884225022808775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975057550960864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095754208915602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741420819599142
anxiety,hellothere893,2020/03/21,"help me so my anxiety can go down. so basically my ""friend kaylee"" is a whore. i have to be completely and totally honest. her best friend ""bella's"" ex boyfriend cheated on bella with kaylee. bella is awesome and I love her. Bella DIDN'T deserve that to happen to her. its one thing for your boyfriend to cheat on you but it's a completely nother thing for him to cheat on you with your best freind. its fucked up. recently bella leaked kaylee's nudes. do i think bella should've done that? no fuck no. but do i feel bad for kaylee? NO!


   kaylee texted me last night saying that she feels ashamed and she wants me to help her with this nude shit and put bella in her place. i said kaylee i aint gonna say you deserved to get your nudes leaked but i dont feel fucking bad for you AT ALL. you shouldn't have done that to bella nor should bella have leaked your nudes. but you had this shit coming to you.


   then kaylee just said that she was pressing charges on bella and shes gonna ""beat bellas ass"". then i said kaylee im done being your friend. if you would do that with bellas boyfriend NO TELLING what you'd do with the guy im talking to. your DRAMA is not my problem! leave me the fuck out of this and figure this shit out yourself. Am I mean for saying this? what should i do? (bella and kaylee aren't their real names i just want to them to have their privacy) my anxiety isn't helping this either and its making me anxious . please help",1.142090185127728,3.5032631945392545,1.807198262488367,97.91995863067535,84.2901023890785,4.643665322163616,17.411211086979005,5.941861826196648,-0.5344257110352668,1128,25,249,8,33,346,133,293,0.251,0.628,0.12,-0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,15,3,3,4,22,10,1,4,0,32,14,8,1,2,43,54,18,0,8,9,1,4,0,3,6,0,6,0,1,20,16,0,0,6,1,0,3,12,15,0,1,9,10,48,7,33,36,5,19,0,0,0,11,47,11,8,1,5,166,68,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062584431255954,0.11121891435966763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644009651509762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663149843818054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480476587793186,0.20644300267248705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022413459252046,0.11538104533018655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149335735656044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281834706851069,0.3640566382950621,0.05143533880410405,0.0,0.0559506175058308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747960840378082,0.08705778643881487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26395212972693743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268279937338844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024876220876805,0.0,0.10424287001474997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885372008126467,0.0,0.06571521597934313,0.0,0.0,0.10723940456867184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238735749244824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667113304101718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028578505219076,0.10806701735159104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942020302137888,0.0,0.09896805127216853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112056078721319,0.0,0.0,0.09720613186350532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28094153639160885,0.23487087383520766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031682702758072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912926877485366,0.08604843011884296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080977256961246,0.06308189827186961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613508945401795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993507253233064,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fransebas,2020/03/21,"Sharing my case of anxiety First of all sorry for the long post.

Hi, I was just diagnosed with anxiety disorder and I feel that I need to share it with someone and with the current situation I can discuss it with my friends face to face (And I would like to do it face to face, not in cold messages) and to ease that feeling I would like to share it here.

So everybody has some amount of anxiety and I always thought that my feelings of anxiety were normal, I always had problems making friend until high school where I decided to teach myself to make friends, I was never bullied nevertheless I always felt that nobody liked me, thankfully after years of hard work during the last year of high school I manage to control my anxiety when making friends (I still have anxiety when talking to people but I can still be myself, it's manageable).

Unfortunately, that wasn't the end of it and since then I've tried to found a girlfriend, I'm good when talking with girls and I consider myself attractive and smart so I've had the opportunity to meet very amazing women but every time I try to date someone I start to get a lot of anxiety, not during the date, I've had a couple and it's fine but the days after are horrible, I get panic attacks and a lot of anxiety and of course I can't continue. I'm ashamed of this but two times I just stopped talking to them, like if I had disappeared, luckily the last it happened I talk to her and told her what was happening and we are still friends.

During these periods of anxiety, I start to feel depressed because I can only think about why someone shouldn't be with me. That's why I tried to not date anybody or to strongly relate with friends (I have the same feelings when making good friends but on a lower scale) and when I isolate myself I feel good and If I do that for long periods of time I start to stop feeling depressed it's fantastic but untenable.

Trying to fix this, for the last past months I've been going with a therapist wich after a lot of sessions she told me my problems were not emotional and she diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, then told me I needed medications but she can't prescribe them and sent me with a psychiatrist.

Before this, I never thought I had an anxiety disorder, I wanted to be something emotional. I haven't gone with the psychiatrist because I need money, I used to have a good-paying job but left it to work on a personal project and until that project fails (and I get a job) or succeeds, I'm not going to get the money to go to the psychiatrist. And the problem is that now that I know I have anxiety and that I need medication or professional help I feel a lot of anxiety (it's really stupid). Sometimes I just feel that I need to get inside the closet with blankets and let time fly, I always feel the need to eat something even if I'm full, always needs to do something and I always feel like I should be doing something else, I just want all these feelings to end. Sometimes I imagine myself taking anti-anxiety pills and top all anxiety, feel relaxed, then I wonder, Do they really work that well? Can I be that relax person that I'm when I'm drunk without being drunk? Should I take medication or only therapy?

Other random things I like to share:

 Sometimes when I feel a lot of anxiety about the world and shit I masturbate (I'm not horny or even want to do it) and after I feel less anxious and I hate that but sometimes I start to get soo bad that I found impossible not to do it.

My anxiety thoughts about girls are a loop that goes: ""she should date someone like me, nobody likes someone with anxiety, she can find a lot of cool guys to be with, which in turn gives me more anxiety"".

Instagram makes me really anxious but also helps because I use it to socialize with people.

Something that also makes me really anxious is thinking about a girl I meet whom wich I had a really good time but she lives very far, we chatted a lot for like 4 months and became good friends but couldn't keep the conversation going after, so when I see posts of her and stuff I can't stop thinking that she doesn't like me and that she thinks I'm a loser even when there is no reason for that at all. I try to convince myself that that is not true and that I can't read minds but sometimes I can't help it. I feel really stupid about it.

I had a couple of sexual encounters but I've never had proper sex because I start feeling insecure about myself (even though there is nothing wrong about it) and always find an excuse.

Also, don't worry about the money part, I can't get a very well paying job whenever I want It's just a situation inconvenience and it will get resolved in some months.",5.990090490490495,6.010412360000004,6.730339339339341,77.31912862862866,66.4810810810811,9.965365365365367,32.372872872872875,9.725611199111238,2.9517335335335337,3703,141,713,72,54,1226,305,925,0.146,0.679,0.175,0.9868,5,0,5,0,0,0,76.0,2,0,3,12,43,60,5,3,44,1,65,15,5,10,8,176,153,76,0,25,36,0,19,10,9,7,6,0,1,7,55,50,3,5,35,6,4,7,25,17,2,2,26,22,111,43,99,111,19,85,0,4,1,1,58,14,1,19,72,499,166,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097469022260835,0.1965913118111939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905854041117449,0.1143908875210989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03839791656554743,0.0,0.0,0.028181615841782283,0.08229993227528667,0.0,0.028720573732260918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03785587992713045,0.0,0.07469217210320607,0.0,0.02176732938083349,0.0,0.058141314279666616,0.06851539594264933,0.0,0.0,0.1160485835194083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034536851688035684,0.02819557075404188,0.07593319891289092,0.059788731922338724,0.0,0.0,0.08917184504892035,0.0,0.028437622335454767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29012351846532963,0.024112525951142758,0.032407334528026986,0.0,0.06169766439030488,0.028709541600944542,0.0,0.07401492927180618,0.20861447397260088,0.0,0.14107274443679949,0.0323781153136259,0.07672844534516213,0.16985809434684854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03341991178603991,0.05969378807968721,0.0,0.030235275795298826,0.03332323724354593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787001688603525,0.0713219496403191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048133268622128,0.030000440893965225,0.0,0.0,0.0185492860573825,0.0825374639231286,0.0,0.0,0.03667178425370435,0.034513836173667684,0.0,0.16489584146448066,0.0,0.0298037461110626,0.059739139758112576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086395703597332,0.0,0.0,0.13517883936913885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200514978523152,0.0,0.0,0.03408002616554115,0.0,0.08082187619384561,0.0,0.0,0.17518741915503422,0.07809516224332619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03306991776375295,0.03238607572438227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134002634033028,0.0,0.03960084820422182,0.0,0.036550263932669434,0.032220223924471686,0.04679894952107952,0.05894211004608041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465041457029583,0.0,0.0,0.09688868035158978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033761260354550085,0.0,0.1297348592422274,0.03470280750189265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831790801678901,0.02689607495760357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346460728722378,0.027920107866813888,0.07587760880119501,0.0,0.03440604251195764,0.14299033647910805,0.1299201799885714,0.16690858098677208,0.03778274234515629,0.11944964446581265,0.0,0.08086347558611427,0.08465486734734733,0.0,0.0,0.03863810977394825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075479732288653,0.10851472325146858,0.0,0.031074423385804517,0.03859849823664762,0.03918882036919863,0.022423413120004045,0.08650799936779632,0.03316129296623314,0.08038625499416722,0.09840568209288557,0.0,0.0,0.09675481000170948,0.0,0.11457739189756448,0.03671262151901576,0.032970923263312225,0.0,0.0,0.05830200088629212,0.0,0.08354711763659893,0.07963151490597488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069443047135911,0.0,0.06091208880740976,0.0,0.0,0.032535845546524535,0.03660274147389117,0.07371585034233842,0.03427692287849305,0.0,0.04795308461026074,0.036902651884571286,0.0,0.0434705257822172
anxiety,MalachiteSunbird,2020/03/21,"How do you keep your anxiety in check now? The past couple of nights I've felt very anxious before bed just worrying about everything going on in the world. Particularly losing people close to me like my mom and friends even my neighbours and acquaintances anyone I know really. They arent even sick but I get this feeling of dread when I think about people not being here anymore and get panicked. I don't have a large social circle so it's hard to fight these feelings.

All my usual coping mechanisms and routines have kind of fallen away - dance and exercise classes were like my therapy but now I can't do that and I'm feeling like a lost soul now not being able to do that.

What are you doing to manage your anxiety during this time? I feel so frightened.",3.768744113029826,5.982015523809526,4.553333333333335,82.55769230769229,74.03401360544217,7.244165358451077,24.913134484563056,8.139509932561175,1.6496597592883306,610,20,110,10,13,196,100,147,0.20800000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.098,-0.9595,1,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,4,1,2,13,9,1,1,4,0,13,2,0,1,1,22,26,12,0,0,5,1,6,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,7,2,1,3,5,4,0,0,3,6,16,5,13,21,1,17,1,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,11,75,23,2,0.16201378310515027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478802012484297,0.18302945951890348,0.16067413843812575,0.11328380415520901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522172823949014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786179654351285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926516945444454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140171515051444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560754154586816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276761468298783,0.11574267902220388,0.15555863893491625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517144693447355,0.0,0.16929102960028178,0.0,0.0920761665477537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451325269121061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400529450753186,0.0,0.16871242375136325,0.08903853816812234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374552523786721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125198177391186,0.1768571827042257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974858466769506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203896032952655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546604882155419,0.2246399155347688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379017805717344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651526489988945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527688062194425,0.0,0.0,0.10381189038394108,0.0,0.0,0.09447153980894403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784352929554527,0.13367833851772928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453286107946055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hushed_lyrebird,2020/03/21,"Shortness of Breath Has anyone else had this happen? 
I've always dealt with anxiety and depression. Lots of medications etc. I've definitely tricked myself into believing certain things before (illness related). Since this coronavirus came about I've been reading up on the symptoms and it really started to freak me out. I've been self quarantined for the past week and half except for work. Which I work alone at. I more or less feel like I'm short of breath at a rest and my mind is for the most part just kind of wandering. Like I'm focusing in on each breath I take so it feels like I'm forcing myself to breath. When I'm working or busy though I dont even notice it. I called the doctor and they said dont come in unless it's a dire emergency. I have no other symptoms at all of being sick. I'm 25 M 190Lbs. I work in construction so relatively decent shape. I'm just kind of at a loss. I've tried deep breathing exercises and played a game/read a book and it helped some but that thought it is hanging in the back of my mind. Plus stress level wise taking care of my family with possible job loss while trying to keep bills paid has really been stressing me out. I brush it off but regardless the thought is there. Any help or advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you guys ❤


TLDR: Is my anxiety causing shortness of breath.",2.44161616161616,4.870805484848487,3.688484848484851,86.03328282828285,79.37878787878788,7.092929292929293,23.41414141414141,8.167268648758528,1.4789353535353538,1064,36,209,21,27,346,160,264,0.11199999999999999,0.775,0.114,0.6683,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,6,10,18,1,2,11,0,16,13,6,1,2,40,37,19,0,2,9,0,2,3,0,1,7,1,0,2,13,16,0,1,4,4,2,3,3,7,0,1,9,4,18,11,36,25,10,30,0,3,0,0,8,21,0,6,9,128,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036681634769313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098753830635716,0.0,0.0,0.08827388286917782,0.0,0.0,0.07214361548909431,0.0,0.16231436877929914,0.0,0.0,0.07417933772751034,0.1086999001885541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157527914113945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027324639902924,0.11952507504867635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832791592884036,0.12133664122109318,0.10816399266133134,0.10898180711087066,0.0,0.09138559259717287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913736131955496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858577040455436,0.0,0.0,0.24866916600318564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862308008777081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183163887235217,0.07007025708294888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001051552802194,0.0,0.1072827653617648,0.15157886585291022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169626175691253,0.0,0.10504399944859692,0.09381344693953698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221737152781275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527617111280256,0.09429606867004746,0.0,0.2209490748233096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548801077721205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901923958524777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687270278063954,0.0,0.0,0.2142376839687926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078212147583893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488318488001452,0.10127319323355176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959850805727255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223382256494755,0.0,0.13592563788470696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009141743490478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106731319847374,0.0,0.0,0.0877572572346365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508977562677603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430473546190116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205325252909352,0.15953025059228307,0.0,0.0,0.09767176328596486,0.0,0.0,0.07048028763490863,0.0,0.10423112012865428,0.16844436493115506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440538511096483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509755674997957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089338991392554,0.0,0.0,0.07536201510057353,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,19ellipsis,2020/03/21,"What's everyone doing to cope with social distancing and being at home constantly? I still have to work but I happen to be on vacation (at home) this week. Being alone and spending too much time at home is definitely something that sends my anxiety into overdrive. I'm trying to keep busy but that doesn't seem to be enough right now and I had a meltdown earlier today, so I clearly need more than just my day to day activities. What's everyone else doing to stay sane?",3.6668406593406613,5.828271659340657,5.055041208791208,79.0805837912088,74.16483516483515,8.506043956043957,26.759615384615394,9.188382445141503,2.492504395604396,375,14,68,9,8,125,65,91,0.05,0.855,0.095,0.7267,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,12,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,14,10,3,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,8,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908122676050017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093954400019273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909297034683646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376331279942425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539050003939757,0.0,0.0,0.19036437322525016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520895581160855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291871794446947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554409254778385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375685060190803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354341859497866,0.1366081829420979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733598842237573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677209498184613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780474538182207,0.0,0.1418333789143822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637037750396288,0.1471305942637002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742911837742404,0.0,0.17463357657121026,0.0,0.0,0.12508371402701612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778249065774954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341255342898552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Powderr705,2020/03/21,"Usually my music has that aggressive underground vibe to it so I tried something different with this one 🎶 I really put my heart into this one. Really giving you a piece of of me. Everybody feels stress/anxiety. Could be you, a friend, co-worker, or family. Listen to Stressed OUT by | Powderr on #SoundCloud
https://soundcloud.com/powderr705/stressed-out",6.953333333333332,10.537697896551725,6.490344827586206,65.74747126436785,70.0344827586207,10.763218390804601,28.63218390804597,10.504223727775694,4.282128735632184,290,11,40,10,6,90,49,58,0.07200000000000001,0.823,0.105,0.4391,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,7,1,9,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759001346675642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358489791083246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023380371400346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167628569405516,0.0,0.11626236799960897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764770450739856,0.0,0.0,0.22057521713462452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724748396125801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116206798788549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311488260996825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29460531668892903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701568873645124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526780995787377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611120568150227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324162157552904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673958838969443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,timbasss,2020/03/21,"I'm freaking out MAN Wow I don't even know anymore, just figured I'd type something for once. I never get my thoughts out properly and can hardly think, but at this moment I can somewhat. I've been stuck in this room for two weeks and haven't ate, slept or showered yet. Possibly on the verge of death lol..  I live with my parents and this whole pandemic is starting to get to us badly. We never get along so this is very troubling to say the least. We're ultimately as disfunctional as they come but I worry sick about them. They are oldschool and always downplay the seriousness of it all and go about their business as usual, despite gluing themselves to the news, so they know....                                                        I am middle aged, physically messed up, jobless, single (always), drug addicted and have a miriad of unmedicated (legitimately) mental issues that run amuck.   I'm not really even sure what is going on anymore as I haven't had a legitimate convorsation in a long time, and may be in a deep anxiety induced  psychosis at this point ... I'm looking outside and see my neighbor working on his truck, I can't help but think ""you fool! you could be dead tomorrow and all you can do is worry about your stupid chrome wheels, if I had your money I would be building a frikn bunker!!!!""   That freaks me out more than the media tactics, everyone's just acting too normal and unaffected because they got money in the vault and six generators with a walk in beer cave......                                                   As everything is shut down I've been texting some aquantiences.. to see how they've prepared, most replys are something like: "" prepared for what dude? I have to go to work tom. And no I cannot come over for a beer ....   ""        Leaving me dumbfounded and questioning my whole existence.. I wasted 20 yrs being your friend and you can't have a beer on me for 20mins because you have to watch your girlfriend get her nails done!!!!  Like damn, is anyone real anymore!                                                Between crawling on the floor and puking from opiate withdrawl right now, I try to forumulate a plan but am just bombarded with issues, and a mountain of problems proding me to just lie down and die. When I try to sleep I usually feel like my heart is going to stop and my legs will twitch and flail aimlessly all night, then comes the panic attacks, these are the worst of the worst right now. I've been locked up in solitary confinement indefinitley and have been in many insane conflicts, but these... these.... suck.. I've never felt so much hopelessness in this world. There is so much dissconnect and bad vibes that I've never seen to this extent until now. People are starting to show their true colors and its got me freaking out man!!!                                             I had plans on escaping to the remote parts of the PNW this summer but now I guess that's foiled, as all of my money is gone and I am becoming a burden to my parents at this point. I live in a rural part of the country already, and we have no jobs available even in good times. So here I am, a burden to my parents but at the same time feel obligated to TRY and help as useless as I am. But as an only child and no extended family this sucks. Trapped like a rat.                                                           Anyway.. hope everyone fairs alright... felt like typing something to pass time...  kinda reminds me of that super troopers scene... I'm freaking out man.. YOU ARE FREAKING OUT MAN. 0_●",4.779399542172918,6.0558507892234585,5.269157950343374,82.26044761401656,69.6339144215531,7.890980806480013,28.76073252333157,8.238735603445708,1.9509418630040496,2572,93,489,36,45,823,312,631,0.231,0.7070000000000001,0.062,-0.9991,6,1,7,0,0,2,109.0,3,10,7,5,26,37,5,1,29,2,51,12,4,2,10,96,91,54,3,6,15,3,5,5,3,3,4,1,3,5,22,41,4,3,12,4,3,12,14,24,0,2,18,12,59,13,84,65,20,82,0,2,6,0,37,42,3,10,33,334,81,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197567161331068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298159957372701,0.0,0.12513961479992688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057525388385931665,0.0,0.22372522300717684,0.052579389552238384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855472785318968,0.0,0.0,0.12557246619255438,0.09167860992524944,0.08304901862377903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943262970456628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003857003333864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780424636191688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695249063436843,0.0,0.0,0.08720447858136897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900044093370932,0.0,0.0,0.14370763522004282,0.06758208470996074,0.0,0.07088890271013938,0.0,0.07604357877821324,0.05372064836196902,0.1444015468189742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058096903774239934,0.0,0.1571490127725101,0.0,0.17094442283234396,0.06307155443005172,0.12028358889358967,0.0,0.08283781374353305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736161206907583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910863544096202,0.10080573388407436,0.0,0.0,0.07468744433566224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569719600924949,0.0746212756959583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265245007290448,0.0,0.0,0.07962261206143717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368692549285864,0.0,0.1328004015793224,0.06654685052272584,0.06314641953497054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623780853419987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578074352717701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055668162915737,0.0,0.2319858017997388,0.0,0.0,0.07056715460694486,0.07367695226727627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008219660137324,0.0,0.0571905968605583,0.0,0.08822730748015599,0.2504916261715672,0.16286173254868289,0.0,0.052132031211195085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217066782365562,0.08477315567455808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195323484523193,0.0,0.0,0.08423768740462151,0.0,0.0,0.08559048387569329,0.04817303095054451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843540690140495,0.0,0.059799557415822525,0.0,0.0,0.1198443156094234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525116144436611,0.0,0.0,0.17367063869869667,0.0,0.0,0.1064494422577246,0.0,0.0,0.06286793801847558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070872146084088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636621696024716,0.0,0.0596979034386147,0.1753915638782284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316118583757593,0.0,0.07345640097544064,0.0,0.0904525580307951,0.0,0.16563742448688104,0.062045280771024384,0.0,0.0,0.0603183814168984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790920673645476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948841231505567,0.15273211314458646,0.0,0.05341768841305237,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_comfortablydumb_,2020/03/21,"Coronavirus anxiety, need a change in mentality Hey, I know there's been lots of discussion about coronavirus, the pandemic, etc, and how to manage anxiety surrounding that. Anyone have any mentalities or thoughts I could use to get rid of my anxieties surrounding the virus? My anxiety is mostly stemming from the unknown, which I know is completely normal and human, but it's still uncomfortable. I don't know when the pandemic will end, I don't know when society is going to return to normal, it's all just really scary.

I've seen a lot of recommendations to distract yourself, and that works temporarily, but you can't distract yourself with a book or a musical instrument when you're laying in bed trying to sleep. I've also been trying to limit my exposure to media, especially fatalistic op-eds with fear-mongering titles. 

I'm also undergoing a sort of internal war between my rational side and my anxious, fear-induced side. My rational side says that the pandemic will pass eventually, that I will be fine and so will my family members as long as I social distance (which I'm doing). Everything goes fine, and I don't experience anxiety until my illogical side comes in and tells me that it's the apocalypse, millions of people will die, society will never be the same, that I have no future and should basically just bite the bullet and give up my dreams right now because it's the end of the line. 

I need a way to silence the illogical side of my brain, which always seems to take precedent--this fatalistic thinking. Hence the title of this post, I need a change in mentality, not some advice that simply says, ""pick up a new hobby!""

I appreciate anyone who takes time out of their day to respond to this. Thanks :)",10.353170622480967,8.355472836990597,10.608027317510082,59.59213949843264,58.874608150470216,14.506135244066279,41.28101209135691,13.140968706690076,5.584238513210926,1381,59,230,43,14,468,172,319,0.135,0.804,0.062,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,2,13,6,1,2,20,0,22,2,2,3,2,46,43,23,2,7,7,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,1,1,17,13,0,1,7,2,0,3,7,3,0,1,4,3,25,3,36,29,7,35,0,0,1,0,12,15,0,8,15,156,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020159538230623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697316343090474,0.08686701930982277,0.0,0.0,0.0709938278013572,0.0,0.3993187154775149,0.11793937281240666,0.0,0.1459942115000231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363970027722192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654205073181065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087726254755646,0.08992913621510157,0.1094587121124272,0.0,0.0,0.0833528476295617,0.0,0.0,0.06732770146144011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834804318410672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493026053851894,0.0,0.11643072322021203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382567250001908,0.10212071230704084,0.09841659957830434,0.2349522509045187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054543344842696434,0.10014752124986748,0.0593314615153043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949637452428376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238843444752068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775099120478812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31562414452750226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322280997421758,0.08051772876543331,0.10082768198904744,0.0,0.0,0.20457461837397692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237602847225345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999838734323536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687966263095907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915482910193367,0.0,0.16604204246798265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503949330229862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447281789584288,0.10642002600256516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833719171231941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698773984189862,0.0,0.0912479494889656,0.09611512116171822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689365348362293,0.0,0.08287989281490278,0.0608749770827926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417579952219984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016585456122198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286581533551331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600256754809298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wintervic,2020/03/21,"Mental Breakdown About a month ago, my parents moved to a city about 30 minutes away to a small retirement community. I had planned on moving in an apartment close by as I go to college in this city and am planning on working in this city. All was calm and well a week ago, the plan was sound, I had a healthy amount of nervousness of the ordeal, but I wasn’t in a panic. Now, my biggest problem with this change was the fact that I have 3 older brothers and a sister in the town I currently live in. (I’m still staying at my old parents home, which hasn’t been up for sale yet until I move in to my apartment) I’m very close to my brothers and on my off days from school and work I go to hang out with them. Also, my girlfriend of 1 year lives in this town and I am nervous of the damage of the relationship would be if I moved 30 minuets away and worked a new job. ( we currently work together) Fast forward to today, March 21st, and I am currently at my brothers house, because I had my second panic attack this week. Due to COVID-19, my move in date has moved further back at my request, and school has been cancelled until further notice. I’ve worked every day at my job as a grocery stocker, and I am utterly a nervous wreck as I have never been before. I have broken down in front of my girlfriend, had a panic attack and had to call my mom in the middle of the night. Feel hopelessly depressed and no longer enjoy the little things. I feel like a burden to my brother for having to come get me to stay with him. All of these factors broke me down and I am now waiting for the morning to talk about the options I have of backing out on my lease and living in the town with my family and girlfriend. I don’t know remotely what to do or why I’m feeling this terrible about life. A week ago I was the happiest I ever was, now I am a wreck and am continuing to lose control of my anxiety. The situation is ever changing with the virus growing, and who knows if I will go back to school this semester. I’m sorry for the ramble, I had to get this off my chest and I can’t sleep not being in my own bed. I really don’t want to exist right now, all I want to do is sleep all the time that way I can’t feel. I know deep down it’s going to be okay. The situation will settle down eventually, but not being in control is something I’ve struggled with in the past.",5.348254942058624,4.690135222903886,6.337955010224949,81.88044308111796,67.93660531697341,8.96223585548739,31.403544648943424,8.167268648758528,2.10689965916837,1840,65,389,21,27,616,217,489,0.168,0.775,0.057,-0.9963,7,0,1,0,0,1,44.0,1,0,1,11,17,22,2,7,34,1,46,4,3,2,8,60,67,29,0,6,7,8,4,1,3,3,1,1,2,0,16,30,0,3,7,0,1,15,10,17,1,1,15,5,54,5,85,45,6,106,0,5,0,0,19,50,0,4,41,281,70,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053301800709388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057296317671948864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054809986237871165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301828777108415,0.1346299883768316,0.1652770470304751,0.0,0.0436755273567085,0.0,0.06096657283011625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315990107210077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515866806544898,0.06171780243807413,0.0,0.0,0.16071707216858933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241315890030763,0.0,0.061709712078076434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296181643747575,0.060365937999434315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754269533816376,0.0,0.14490810486493466,0.051184843423484366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486551129016614,0.0,0.1628752404072944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718680808382875,0.0,0.0,0.08267136139915451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219777419001686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812644237957348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506066048627996,0.03500325035894111,0.07180941419789676,0.18979762815629725,0.0,0.0,0.08015499887914437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220362393652263,0.0,0.0,0.08391244852886595,0.05718818905654261,0.4568984291471943,0.0,0.0,0.0552588125034493,0.06919740608210137,0.0,0.06723613488541479,0.0,0.0,0.08157092271816058,0.07518178602111934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25218799791577245,0.15911168927194613,0.0,0.06839545222202363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855678722548103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589909320945342,0.0,0.0,0.0769223839223012,0.0,0.0611864003202712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753266944811486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106912787598274,0.14339808000872928,0.0,0.0,0.05515758974186423,0.0,0.08020328334597497,0.0,0.15273297164212554,0.05721762408108959,0.0,0.0,0.07490131131189524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758738352447398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759928063501442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041778115159824776,0.0,0.06791326023110422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059116523688110725,0.08451886439222303,0.05687028959684716,0.1724134203060533,0.0,0.06441952466217757,0.0,0.0646505416836448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608004283228001,0.0,0.0,0.050896184257563655,0.0,0.0,0.0461385103370698
anxiety,Neat-Citron,2020/03/21,"I have a phobia of becoming a viral internet meme I had an apple device which got stolen when I was younger, it was my device from ages 13-15 or 14-16, & had over 10,000 photos on it - which the person who stole might possibly have access to. I had embarrassing photos on there for example of myself doing the 'Kylie Jenner lip challenge', had funny photos which I sent to my friends, made ugly/weird faces to be funny, cringe photos during a weird emo stage in the middle of it, other things as well.

What are the chances of me becoming a viral internet meme?",15.792721712538233,7.173989128440367,14.385504587155967,56.639235474006135,56.79816513761468,17.102140672782873,46.42507645259939,11.855464076750405,5.351492966360857,441,11,80,7,3,146,73,109,0.091,0.794,0.115,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,9,0,12,2,2,1,0,3,15,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,9,0,9,3,14,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30532175719412025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224347446866019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771197340462706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537498390598956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26663861599331706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29893701862513017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460501009426652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176783927309585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721023245834653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533650514455678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ria421m,2020/03/21,"Feeling hopeless Long time lingerer, first time poster.

Like everyone else, I’m a mess. I have suffered from GAD and depression for most of my 31 years, as well as seasons of my life where everything was a panic. Needless to say, this past week has been one of them.

I run a small freelance/art business, full time. That’s in the tank...  no one has money for that kind of thing right now. I’m terrified that things will never be normal again. That this is it. All that I did is gone. All my hard work, because of other people’s negligence.

I’m terrified to go to the store and get groceries. Even more so to get them delivered. I feel like everything is covered in this virus and it’s only a matter of time until it gets me or my partner or my family. I’m sick to my stomach day in and day out, waiting for it to come, and I can’t focus on anything but going over the numbers and probability of it reaching me. 

I’m terrified. I want to feel purpose in my life other than fear.",2.4108808749630484,4.127351778894475,4.036600650310376,86.97161986402605,76.43718592964825,7.094413242684009,25.776234111735143,7.928766900206844,1.4777009163464383,760,28,158,12,17,254,119,199,0.15,0.7959999999999999,0.055,-0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,2,2,6,10,0,2,7,0,12,4,1,0,3,22,29,13,0,2,3,0,4,2,1,1,3,1,0,1,17,8,0,1,3,0,2,5,3,6,1,3,4,5,17,4,29,23,5,32,0,3,0,0,4,11,0,3,18,107,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244187599323817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216570384995144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023917617112962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501364609707467,0.0,0.1302221035959665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630215127298286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986139277784628,0.0,0.0,0.14447116246054145,0.2717646094337256,0.0,0.14253107935990444,0.1701338903343012,0.2293428085486164,0.10801213874411053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860448536019395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697593228092334,0.0,0.17185266075055866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354390166665011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744399452333005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135838369411187,0.1477302920704104,0.0,0.0,0.1338008358203812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660917810327548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813680462148035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049042556501351,0.11498890782811652,0.0,0.17739212885807812,0.0,0.0,0.14433059829351524,0.10481802360714317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301136836599087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911779188160166,0.0,0.12023455206484185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089150460154095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35264685944433305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917740776988396,0.0,0.12127771315274218,0.0,0.13594044975525504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100701307825086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973631811030929
anxiety,cchamberlin0415,2020/03/21,"Please help me reduce my anxiety about this situation; destination wedding during the pandemic Sister in law won’t cancel destination wedding

Sister in law won’t cancel destination wedding

So my fiancées brother is getting married in Maui tomorrow. With all of the Coronavirus stuff going on, we’ve had 5 flight cancellations; we were supposed to leave Thursday the 19th but with the wedding on Saturday the 21st, I have decided to opt out and not go for the following reasons: 
my mother came to dog sit and as soon as things blew up wanted to go home ASAP. We changed her flight to leave on Sunday the 22nd. I am hoping her flight is not cancelled but if it is, she will need me to drive her home to MT. I don’t have anyone to watch my dog and I need to get my mother home if quarantines start happening. 

I wish my fiancé would just cancel his last-ditch effort to fly to Maui early Saturday but it’s his brother, he’s the best man, and I can’t expect him to do that when almost everyone has cancelled on him (the brother) already. 

I texted the bride the situation to let her know my fiancée is still trying to go and I am having to cancel, and she was very short with me and immediately texted my fiancée that we were “in the wrong”. I am so sad this is happening but I just can’t risk getting quarantined in Hawaii because of my dog and my mom, and I wish my fiancée wasn’t going either because he might get stuck there, for a party?? It’s one day, it’s just a wedding, we can redo it! We can all pitch in and have another party as soon as things settle down! I just can’t believe how insensitive they are being. I can’t get sick and give it to my parents, or anyone who is at risk, it’s just not worth a one day thing. And I want my fiancée to cancel but it’s his brother and he has to be there for him. I’m just stressed to the max and I need some support please tell me I’m not the asshole for being upset.",3.722131868131872,4.780251810256409,5.151886446886447,82.9344230769231,71.92307692307693,7.8278388278388285,27.51831501831502,8.192908349453996,1.750677655677655,1506,53,305,22,28,506,174,390,0.115,0.7879999999999999,0.096,-0.5665,1,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,5,0,1,2,16,9,0,4,17,0,38,1,0,2,2,64,67,30,0,12,19,10,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,17,24,0,0,3,0,1,8,12,6,0,2,7,1,50,3,47,51,5,37,0,1,1,0,41,15,0,7,13,217,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473426682434024,0.0,0.11542040965234032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096743416276545,0.08001296585052083,0.0,0.0,0.14626699684181002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751721789272016,0.0,0.0,0.117839915468659,0.1097633616835933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962594074023104,0.0,0.0,0.11064498219323572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490700207693146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994260301363253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732262863670856,0.1003346435715854,0.2972116019160669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498158068800968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010613895112514,0.0,0.3147443755723727,0.10388393891406547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748129522201119,0.08525683622835406,0.0,0.2214966823712601,0.0,0.1069529037508773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095609950778644,0.0,0.1224974560189657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326620102438993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174915138402475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613757851428155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296222831714811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753849592259716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23513267404196925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403110024249132,0.0,0.083527694785022,0.0,0.119810339845098,0.0,0.11973337344985653,0.0,0.11869031414418735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914184432560332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845980143636092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101143266708927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629975513093703,0.12338271680986293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24055239523726654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074299501467644,0.11435546472732952,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RetiaBev,2020/03/21,"Feels like I've lost progress! Hey, 

Just really needed to have a little vent tbh as everything's just been playing on my mind. Some back story, I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression just over a year ago now after I had a panic attack and went to the doctors thinking it was something else after numerous test they said it was panic attack and told me I had anxiety.

I used to have panic attacks most days and had multiple hospital trips convinced I was dying or had a serious illness and then would feel guilty for wasting doctors time. I finally accepted what is was after alot of denial and started to feel better, I still had anxiety throughout the day but nothing as bad as what before.

This was until I went off to university last September and for whatever reason it kicked of my anxiety again. I was having panic attacks every night not attending because of too little sleep and even had my parents pick me up on multiple occasions at 3am in the morning because I couldn't calm down (it's a 2hr drive back home). 

After this went of for the first month or so of uni my parents and doctor suggested some kind of therapy and talking to someone. I was very sceptical at first but I have to say I have been seeing my therapist for months and feel like I have made massive progress from where I was at. I still have the occasional panic attack in the week but it was much more manageable. 

My university has now shut due to cornavirus and I have had to move back home which means I'm no longer able to see my therapist for the time being. Since being home my anxiety is starting to get worse again and I'm scared its going to get out of control I have no idea what to do. I don't want to say anything to my parents because they are so happy that iv made alot of progress over the last couple of months. Everything sucks.....

Sorry for the long post just needed to vent XX 



Short story:
university shut and can't see therapist my anxiety is getting alot worse again :/",6.566569602272725,6.559419335937503,7.073522727272728,75.43738636363638,65.27604166666666,10.41931818181818,33.86079545454545,10.125756701596842,3.3731656249999995,1571,63,289,33,22,516,188,384,0.19,0.735,0.075,-0.9902,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,8,19,26,7,6,17,0,40,7,1,6,0,52,70,26,1,5,10,3,4,2,0,1,6,3,3,0,13,16,0,1,9,1,0,8,6,17,0,2,27,10,33,9,54,39,8,64,0,2,3,0,12,19,1,8,38,206,46,5,0.06462327806741483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728463686128401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29661978503929143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317945158934027,0.0,0.0,0.3675915406050711,0.0,0.1490739356308357,0.05395773787016319,0.11818125149494425,0.0,0.05498964990603682,0.0,0.0,0.05715403789563962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248050138147423,0.0,0.07150442802720121,0.0,0.08335333640615232,0.0,0.055659934706047416,0.06559126692910931,0.06706875993416687,0.0,0.0,0.1984339902742641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398445654740057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268306568687653,0.0,0.05444789895092562,0.0,0.11615847078793595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070188441253133,0.0923337655274053,0.0,0.070791642361976,0.0,0.10993705462265227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128898668835094,0.0,0.036726898169739314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879268116773593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446725088492955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295181496567013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729519960925644,0.0,0.10535319355794068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314333883175763,0.12953900353569878,0.0,0.0571895675136956,0.0,0.0,0.07054394186139737,0.0,0.0,0.12229621646576574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039369477855424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525108882231773,0.0,0.1547450520341244,0.06868431747408119,0.047505545029224466,0.09583468369680988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064456876535531,0.0,0.062007778205132126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791074647450712,0.2152695079335432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189123686459254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04139932670359326,0.06644349284506589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061471536023884187,0.10278204901532924,0.06469917496749103,0.0,0.15448915744713942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345704341589482,0.0,0.06466994822597809,0.0,0.0547550937960568,0.04975015666400775,0.0,0.07234046901076935,0.09148137766060606,0.0,0.10321646668385767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194174302432178,0.0,0.0,0.07390235044461785,0.2250978200249715,0.0,0.04140798721199758,0.0,0.0,0.07536470625549098,0.0,0.0,0.061750311563155975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055813763461790566,0.0,0.053320972302797934,0.03811648373556184,0.0,0.051836895649637324,0.0,0.0,0.17971927860423526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317132825435922,0.04590652260666414,0.0,0.0,0.04161527231801741
anxiety,HidingEvidence,2020/03/21,"To anyone who reads this thank you I lie is a pit of my own filth. I bum off my dying father and plagued my previous home with flies. It feels like I have a tumor in my balls. 

I’ve done horrible awful things, and probably deserve all this. There comes a point where life gets so horrible, I’m just lucky to say I’m not dead or in jail. Knock on wood. I still have my mom. I don’t deserve my mom. I’ve done horrible things to my mom. 

I’ve learned anxiety is just a symptom of something much, much darker. Please help.",0.3960703363914391,2.5193156330275244,2.1341513761467894,95.94018730886852,85.3302752293578,5.835168195718657,20.09250764525994,7.1686216300943375,0.3467608562691131,400,12,93,6,12,131,71,109,0.153,0.7040000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.2921,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,1,7,2,0,0,1,12,13,4,2,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,13,3,10,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,2,54,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998059684004798,0.0,0.0,0.11880494208287197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463623209416924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633963515434686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477536072900142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859115429967495,0.12138365568046727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877090205787562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388701426269235,0.0,0.17043346810138246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200123764959123,0.08300938725383455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.596989210766609,0.0,0.0,0.2498066308810425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865100305753092,0.16061976090357233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831915934616946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699558648695244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511916010949054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308049303970138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569025351607875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660142768342835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564301938492178,0.0,0.0,0.22576115524806295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gottagoghost,2020/03/21,Feeling super anxious right now. Can feel a panic attack coming :( help Does anyone have suggestions or advice on what works for them when an anxiety attack hits?,3.937857142857141,7.2717499285714275,4.418571428571429,75.8514285714286,85.42857142857143,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.5450428571428576,130,4,17,2,4,41,27,28,0.373,0.44,0.188,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602562685312652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037430322420454,0.3008790285322582,0.0,0.18622532696239305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059815471808639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942118900515754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23306867771516795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26933063396055323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785165338748836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124828820269972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274458285598706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389265980073106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spazmcgee1,2020/03/21,"Coronavirus is Freaking Me Out So I’m really scared about the Coronavirus. I live in the US and news about the virus here seems pretty shitty and I also live in the state with the most reported deaths. I also just now read this article about how hospitals in my state face a grim future since there aren’t enough ventilators and have to choose who gets them or not. I just have so many thoughts running through my brain. What if I get the virus? Would I survive or die? What if my parents get it? They’re way more at risk then I am and even though I’m 21 I rely on them a lot since I still live at home. 

I’m so scared right now. This virus is scarring me and I’m worried about the future.",0.8906381118881121,3.174599930069931,2.0061145104895104,96.59840253496506,84.66433566433567,5.533041958041959,18.72770979020979,6.9077264865688965,0.02368566433566377,542,14,123,7,16,171,86,143,0.17800000000000002,0.8,0.022000000000000002,-0.9714,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,1,19,5,0,3,9,0,7,2,2,1,0,22,16,17,2,3,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,17,0,14,14,4,18,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,7,6,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649305165914102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849132224040156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719120753456415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115428767207716,0.0,0.10940614395655793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259626090125171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615420114722632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387994352723461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408244047505321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167936777968383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392779740183104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685192580855923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568858964299113,0.0,0.10611563682574238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145886946897496,0.0,0.0,0.3316766092806789,0.0,0.0,0.15079586168098874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740444667379908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322833239714249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274415719710267,0.13150264609785095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924905301908866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148030985045453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821928297098293,0.0,0.1176685774563259,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,queenawzq1,2020/03/21,"How can we best support parents? Hi parents! 

We're a startup team of Cornell students and we are developing a product to help parents tackle the challenges they face when raising children, especially when the child has ADHD, anxiety, depression, etc. (but not necessary to fill out this form) 

We chose this topic as it's very close to all of us on the team and we want to create something to better support parents. 

Please help take a few minutes to answer the questions in the survey, your time and input are very valuable for us!

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anxiety,blarnabusvex,2020/03/21,"The dreaded hallway dilemma This is an issue I’ve been dealing with for years and I want to see if other folks have similar issues and how they dealt with it. 

One of the most stressful things in the world for me is seeing someone I know, but only vaguely well, walk down a hallway (could be outside on the street, in an office, etc) towards me. I never know when the appropriate time is to acknowledge them or even how to acknowledge them. Whenever we stop and chat, I always have this massive knot in my stomach of nervousness and I try to find a way to release it without alerting the other person (often pretend coughing or burping works). After that I can usually carry on small talk fine but for some reason I always get that knot. 

This has happened a lot to me the past week as I keep walking outside in my home town and seeing classmates from high school walk around. Most of these are people I wasn’t particularly close with but never had any issues with, they just weren’t part of my social circle. I want to be able to say high without coming off as super awkward and nervous!

Thank you and I hope y’all are hanging in there with the self quarantines!",5.3705333333333325,6.321033431111113,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,68.02222222222223,7.6,30.555555555555557,7.554174236665415,1.9974888888888884,922,35,167,9,15,295,141,225,0.077,0.8340000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.6944,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,4,2,9,10,0,5,13,0,16,3,1,3,2,46,29,18,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,11,16,0,2,6,2,0,5,6,5,1,1,4,4,24,5,37,22,6,34,0,0,3,0,14,18,0,9,10,131,35,2,0.12686329249982836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111208443326564,0.0,0.0,0.08627138922755058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293522690476306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928149324499624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012900161010499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079048401884275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148610593418512,0.0837920082199294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595075102251602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628083424185817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218479058514072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26807606760830904,0.12725422617794094,0.1260038744278003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972369517550121,0.0,0.11276192339003648,0.0,0.0,0.1394414955923655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785463460908264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956895840995419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596585024569955,0.09648525062502183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373805830397094,0.12110536757184595,0.08795103344117322,0.11077213366554536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043659374135258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088678211557824,0.0,0.12839242491776776,0.30328085722953985,0.0,0.13234608193334424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293211504324301,0.10749085604815983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606339309206046,0.14532147293223005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196790901525153,0.0,0.11679867511295478,0.0,0.0,0.08428233442694702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397500606422326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613184808215456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139721993577598,0.0,0.1496545136619367,0.10069817658615852,0.101762080967523,0.0,0.1140653356262842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445833736853689,0.0,0.0923579878743964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169580099346163
anxiety,Blue_Poppies,2020/03/21,"Does anyone get the prickly things? That is my title of my book dealing with anxiety, so don’t steal it!!!! When I am in high levels of anxiety, it feels like needles (hot and cold) are poking me all over. I had been doing so well handling my anxiety using my grounding techniques from therapy and a daily dose of Prozac and hydroxyzine. Since this outbreak, my agoraphobia has escalated highly. I constantly feel like I have needles poking into my skin. The one time I tried to get groceries, I felt like I swallowed broken glass and could not ground myself. I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t see... I decided to retreat. I feel defeated... I didn’t use my tools. Now I can’t even try to get food to feed my kids. Thanks for sharing your experiences, tips and love. I feel very alone right now.",2.880022075055188,5.324617973509933,3.965139072847681,84.56435320088299,77.87417218543047,6.940573951434878,25.960706401766004,8.021203637495839,1.7671532891832231,618,24,116,11,15,200,102,151,0.102,0.748,0.149,0.8496,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,7,10,1,0,3,0,14,9,3,2,1,20,27,8,0,3,1,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,7,3,0,6,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,4,9,25,7,13,20,1,14,0,1,1,1,5,9,1,0,8,75,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977804421946232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35405026588987565,0.0,0.0,0.1078697445517812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671195106654185,0.0,0.12317269690467066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590464417539085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500343448575958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189442186691544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090646453479006,0.0,0.0,0.31201584831864626,0.22042220974073545,0.1481241804145452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654488830704202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180040899143926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259911834743206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610679088311936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923543848512165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453790041757237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174643764258795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293387029463144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276144167697857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203184442386474,0.17642212788562153,0.0,0.10249067807859524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995655594900533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947952080644194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664809131507391,0.0,0.1272895833217033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870799465970474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hollylollylooly,2020/03/21,"What is this? What is this called? So
Anxiety question/exploration?
I’ve had boughts twice tonight where I have to “hang on tight” where my mind shifts to me being in hiding while Mt. Vesuvius erupts and I’m one of those Pompeiian people stuck in ashes

Is this anxiety?
Is it something more specific as we’re all dealing with this Pandemic?

I’m trying to understand this so I can stay in check.",1.8917105263157907,4.676567907894738,2.7450526315789467,88.91836842105266,87.02631578947368,6.72421052631579,24.70526315789473,7.908726449838941,1.8149305263157889,315,13,60,7,10,99,56,76,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.7922,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,6,13,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,0,10,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46269853507055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308803024553379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117801172501029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053563996667868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492655157731213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965885801451856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33877784795088306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281647855942095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32233780322934164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532225945546131,0.0,0.0,0.3148282460093542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,regulardude80,2020/03/21,"Social Anxiety I really like this girl and she likes me, but social anxiety makes me feel like i can’t talk to the person i want closest to me.",1.311,3.3879067666666667,4.043333333333333,83.885,81.33333333333334,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.5219999999999998,113,3,23,3,3,40,22,30,0.105,0.619,0.276,0.6742,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,14,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412333229067225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581805482531876,0.20602503390704646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226766378315566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250177978707456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25180999795297404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474926564768204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879521780087423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23179601322770202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009920063761946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Front_Writer89,2020/03/21,Random episodes of extreme fright. Lately i’ve been having recurring shocks of fear that last for fractions of a second and repeat every 10-20 seconds or when I get surprised by things like lights and sounds. Has anyone else with anxiety experienced anything like this?,8.55035460992908,9.958456234042556,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,61.127659574468076,8.819858156028369,34.815602836879435,8.841846274778883,3.2368070921985823,221,9,32,3,3,66,42,47,0.191,0.679,0.13,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,1,3,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25385761355186703,0.0,0.0,0.2320310862431221,0.3400105297234996,0.2730770370293141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772107458617888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795905274241419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734136129954264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337333338290672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704948723478851,0.3743313332493701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242417016532516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046055141026952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redbamboo1,2020/03/21,"An online community/ safe space for mental health- follow @zenzoclub on Instagram Hi guys! I’ve been in this thread for awhile. I wanted to create an online community/ safe space for people to prioritize personal growth, mental health, self love and so much more. I would love if you could follow or comment suggestions.",7.796090909090908,9.94995947272728,7.365227272727274,66.74784090909091,63.36363636363636,10.590909090909092,30.113636363636363,10.686352973137794,3.749818181818181,261,9,38,7,4,82,42,55,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,7,5,2,7,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,2,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261502419992269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887112582254302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128656976098624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43546724277791776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862377548389338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734331360355954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724936066531235,0.2106463995955958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25167183060692416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422929370544488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713739907641144,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,runningarndlkcrzy,2020/03/21,"Xanax is the only thing that has helped me Hello.  So I’m someone who has diagnosed anxiety.  Im always in the future.  I also have some slight self diagnosed OCD that I believe is caused by my anxiety.  I’m sure a lot of people on here understand that this causes problems in my life.  The only thing that has ever helped me is Xanax.  It just relieves the symptoms.  I don’t go crazy with it.  

The problem is that I’m in the Army and they don’t love it when their service members are ok medications (or have diagnoses).  I’m not sure the percentage of people on here who have served, but a lot of these leaders are not the soft, cuddly type that will pat you on the head (rightly so).  The military also sort of prevents me from seeking thorough counseling.

I don’t want to lose my career in the Army but I think I might be a more effective person if I could get more help.  A doctor I saw prescribed me to Buspar but it didn’t help at all.  It made me tired and just pushed my anxiety down, so to say. 

Thoughts?",2.3002981029810314,4.116815487804878,3.817520325203252,87.977716802168,77.04878048780488,6.897018970189703,24.55962059620596,7.793537801064563,1.2701002710027094,785,27,163,12,18,260,115,205,0.084,0.799,0.11699999999999999,0.7737,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,2,12,8,0,0,15,1,20,12,1,4,4,33,33,13,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,2,10,1,0,2,17,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,3,20,5,19,25,6,15,0,1,1,1,14,10,0,7,3,117,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642590931045212,0.10218967471429242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28185322783853384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138367409956659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523241315880583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980556309339339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739557083059608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257035965290784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109075955909244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416435963371839,0.0,0.06979706223080806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604085463507878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292739927773888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326583623651683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674596188017163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739555332996914,0.0,0.20882125707615284,0.1108428987276955,0.1162079709509268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237204751622424,0.0,0.13028444603619035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186808581734586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028517532788442,0.10723496623435252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350295763729533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488103606548764,0.0,0.09766527298572326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812001681055776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040584661267689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314982850543663,0.12764900721995415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318207454077888,0.07869316507293853,0.0,0.09749925062931936,0.0,0.14115467633448092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278519390441418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243787850024899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,8starshine8,2020/03/21,"Grocery store regret. Sooooo I’m giving in as a last resort and reaching out to the community. I live in BC Canada as of today 77 new cases I think 348 total cases and like many of you I’ve been managing my waves of anxiety as best as I can lately. I have been staying home as much as possible and my husband is off work. He doesn’t understand my anxiety or panic attacks and his way of “comforting” me is telling me to stop and separating himself in the basement.. 

Before you read this please know I realize it may come across as selfish crazy etc. I assume you can relate to how we know how irrational our situations and  thoughts in our head can be...  I do appreciate all the grocery store workers and very much appreciate everything they go through daily for us to keep shopping. Sending lots of strength and health your way! 

Today we needed groceries so I mustered as much courage I could and went to the grocery store (big chain store). Did all the crazy things... I wore gloves took my own cleaning wipes wore a hat and glasses (who knows if that helps lol) but I didn’t have a mask so I couldn’t wear one. It was busy I tried to keep distance but it wasn’t as easy as I thought. I really didn’t get too close to anyone beside the cashier which I’m sure was wishing 3 feet of each other while I was paying with debit... 

Now hours and hours later and some calming meds too I still have this feeling of regret for going into a public place and not heeding the warnings of the local government of social distancing and staying home... I’m scared I breathed in the virus etc etc... 

Can anyone else relate, any tips to calm down and think rationally.  
My grammar sucks sorry..",3.3963806620209063,5.354193960365858,4.304181184668991,85.06817073170734,74.33536585365854,6.880836236933797,26.958188153310104,7.7094869923839395,1.590396864111498,1321,50,254,18,28,426,192,328,0.085,0.7929999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.8951,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,5,4,1,4,8,15,2,2,13,1,24,5,4,2,4,57,50,34,0,7,5,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,10,23,0,3,11,2,7,6,6,7,0,1,15,1,37,8,41,31,14,36,0,2,0,0,21,14,1,6,13,169,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101732540646333,0.0,0.15978035294733314,0.0,0.0,0.14604253280394272,0.10700290151811938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880644999567795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886392055007038,0.0,0.10959491679920126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995890104671808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083380435834885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723951626832019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494077787174165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385672701094627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528039453425607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054561397651200674,0.10018066817234744,0.11870219819849945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071773369094432,0.11100630796870578,0.0,0.0,0.06999855277401043,0.0,0.20950757535594405,0.0,0.2056889220226637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856478788286756,0.0,0.0,0.1721792500905593,0.0851259995110575,0.11780381866232638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102018884280516,0.0,0.09221534887142536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878433222427308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587763331385612,0.0,0.0,0.11600038381460907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030855732187616,0.07743498760699981,0.0,0.10086105403178014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076581025766653,0.0,0.0,0.12252842374741582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910918863094513,0.11463495028497594,0.0,0.11773136274428594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446023766046836,0.0,0.06690179852573755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455462716693976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738591754636082,0.0,0.10645524900467443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690304815019585,0.0,0.222621184484188,0.08339951164015665,0.08730980882972794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984259023118557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127815082266227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937996505686737,0.1338315880182145,0.0,0.16581464896237724,0.0,0.0,0.19797860635170603,0.0,0.116027768869313,0.07090245720949896,0.0,0.0,0.10871737092812372,0.1256188098217523,0.0,0.0,0.08616731793100872,0.0,0.1657864846848431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968094888310334,0.0,0.0,0.12009161954183033,0.0,0.0,0.07602772295067661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pillermiller,2020/03/21,"Fear I may be schizophrenic or psychotic About 8 months ago, I had a panic attack and after that I had severe bouts of derealization and depersonalization. My fears went from being scared of existence and living in a simulation. Now I fear going insane or developing a psychotic illness. I fear hearing voices, seeing things. whenever I hear anything, I double check to see if it actually happened. I don’t know if this delusional but I would just be very angry at my friend for absolutely no reason and it would scare me. I find myself irritable much too often and I know that’s also a symptom of schizophrenia. I always try to dramatize scenes in my head where I go through a psychotic break, or sometimes when I’m talking to someone I say in my head “punch him” or “kill him” even though I know it’s just me saying that trying to scare myself. Then I think, what if I start thinking that voice is real? what if I start thinking my mom is an imposter? what if I think the TV is talking to me, and these thoughts would paralyze me and I would go to sleep searching symptoms, diagnostic tests, almost certain that I am psychotic or about to be.",4.243353720693172,6.24659814678899,5.534250764525993,76.95598369011212,72.11926605504587,8.147196738022426,28.624872579001018,8.841846274778883,2.4595190621814482,908,36,162,18,18,303,127,218,0.213,0.757,0.028999999999999998,-0.99,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,12,12,2,8,7,0,16,7,3,1,1,39,36,22,1,9,13,1,0,0,1,5,4,6,0,0,14,7,0,0,10,1,1,4,2,10,0,0,4,8,34,2,20,23,2,18,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,13,8,123,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0979811236147922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900327163738785,0.0,0.10054143978819913,0.0,0.0,0.08029411036866058,0.08354528227820003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262503586772807,0.0,0.0,0.11422556389526772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663167770242611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519356662557168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176865747355267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757291299111678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711879976885685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878810641727419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608968192753174,0.0,0.22632822025444105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108362722790392,0.0,0.1655404393732321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865975058610531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759351520734718,0.08014258071837574,0.0,0.07380947423576728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780402744342615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428325310342415,0.0,0.10323340717942156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969270522060902,0.3015697694806377,0.0,0.16002010543239775,0.0,0.0,0.11342944965319175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047784683824423,0.0,0.0850731147770404,0.0,0.0993034439752874,0.0,0.14213482622584755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871917579813,0.0,0.16140401046471725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670484331400311,0.25734273869702906,0.09864773215229138,0.07971062084807867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633726378676805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828449169247153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307675174655662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853002777259629,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,subject_rc,2020/03/21,"What keeps my head spinning. I'm scared I'll end up homeless and alone cause of my anxiety and panic attacks. I tried some jobs in the past but they all ended the same with me quitting cause I had either a panic attack cause I felt like I couldn't handle the situation or I felt like I did something terribly wrong. I picked up studying again cause my chances for employment are pretty low given the fact that I don't have a lot of job experience and my education isn't that high either. I feel with some extra knowledge and experience I may be a bit more confident. But on the other side I'm already 24 years old, still live at home and most people in my area look down on me cause I don't have a job. Sometimes I feel like I will never fit in. I have nightmares about becoming homeless alone and having to struggle even harder to cooperate with everyday life. Just needed to write this down cause I feel I have nowhere else to go with these thoughts. A lot of support to everyone on this thread!
Greetings from Belgium.",3.88571782178218,5.578810282178222,4.638700495049509,84.29191212871288,72.4158415841584,7.426237623762375,27.476485148514854,8.07648339933343,1.7377316831683167,815,30,159,12,16,262,122,202,0.172,0.6990000000000001,0.129,-0.7482,4,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,5,13,2,4,10,0,15,2,1,7,3,44,29,9,0,2,6,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,10,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,6,6,24,4,26,19,12,26,0,1,1,0,2,16,0,7,12,107,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911241637942145,0.10607600599311938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353513880822557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187114655986372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616218827442156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494328547321916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924793256744284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029985940096088,0.0,0.17027592060491648,0.0,0.0,0.06348946331336551,0.0,0.0,0.09185127819399552,0.0,0.18805681936828644,0.0,0.0,0.14581062234855827,0.06867151087555913,0.18458958883018373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462988696892755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865168278016884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156103201952456,0.09642092003797433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28616682235340424,0.0854400574745204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789572427638563,0.14088503120834464,0.0,0.0848798785886321,0.0,0.08072054541542407,0.0,0.0,0.16344357923053404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712752532743607,0.07413730100539945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086671153172784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255632681244416,0.0,0.0,0.091761910889201,0.06664076956336559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779338588214144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224045958972958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962376021825093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804819969008134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400149674171279,0.09506979449338074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676531628414461,0.0,0.0,0.1004904161138549,0.0,0.0,0.1090811799438866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631228122211453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652623672005952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509727870746817,0.0,0.06190116062639895
anxiety,LizzieBeeMarie,2020/03/21,"Feeling anxious about looking for job Hi everyone, 

I have been a student since January of 2015. I used to work in retail for almost ten years, and I ended up quitting my job in May of 2015, as I went on an exchange program for a year. When I came home, I became a full time student, and I focused on studies through the summer as well. I budgeted my money to last me in the summertime. When people asked me about work, I would say that school was too much to focus on a job and school at the same time. Now with the corona virus, school is online and I won't have in-person classes until September. My student loans won't last me, and I have to find a job. I am very anxious about having to find another job, as this was the real reason I didn't go back to work. It's scary to me looking for a job, and starting something new. Does anyone have any advice? Can anyone relate to this?",3.356676583085424,4.326617519337017,4.7040883977900565,86.13512112197195,72.70165745856353,6.8951976200594975,26.630259243518914,7.010146845296331,1.2132147046323831,685,23,140,6,13,228,103,181,0.046,0.9159999999999999,0.038,-0.3313,6,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,0,12,0,16,0,0,2,0,18,25,12,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,5,3,3,0,1,1,6,4,20,1,31,15,3,27,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,2,15,99,24,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024994318383604,0.0,0.0,0.10503437433077248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713302845385392,0.1099886045158521,0.0,0.23699663144082486,0.0,0.14668611300146342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980600360897,0.0,0.0,0.08065561772861027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996871912469595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179186030730613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290334464643817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022898039790423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303664175586557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173911854086886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596126475081139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521541664366063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6245358669394087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100226548939162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616603978145992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710782700514922,0.0,0.0,0.10130552849979736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271903578914445,0.0915878124144215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156575304753484,0.0,0.11939027341850715,0.0,0.10784663871898427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341447771868829,0.0,0.3184694816199643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676790158672684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075113065574707,0.0,0.0,0.07424323032718913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232695633041035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059317212065514,0.0,0.0865470400464031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431067378254887,0.09723610886252378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908828570424164,0.0,0.0,0.07451240063417955,0.0,0.0,0.1350942596994028
anxiety,overcastsummer,2020/03/21,"Cancer and COVID19 Since January my now 10 month old son had been starting to act abnormal. After seeking help from multiple pediatricians, I finally had an appointment with one who was willing to do bloodwork on my son, and did not dismiss my concerns for his weight loss, loss of appetite, and irritability. Come to find out, my son has neuroblastoma, which is a rare form of cancer in children.  After finding this out, they found he has a tumor in his abdomen, behind his eye, and also has it in his bone marrow. My world at this point had been turned upside down. Now, only days after his first chemotherapy cycle, COVID19 is rampant, and we live in a state that is doing next to nothing to prevent the spread. I feel constantly panicked between his cancer diagnosis and COVID19. On top of that, my husband has not gone to work for the past week because he works in an area with a lot of people, and their level of sanitation is probably not the best.  I'm now worrying about finances on top of all of that. I myself have been a teacher, but took the past year off to be with my newborn, and have had to turn down job interviews and offers the same week I was made aware of his cancer diagnosis. His doctor reccommended I take this next year off too because of how frequent we will be in the hospital and because he won't be able to go to daycare. He is currently on a feeding tube to help him with eating. I just don't know how to calm my mind always and feel very anxious with all of this stuff going on. I don't know if my husband should return to work or if it would be unsafe for our child, and I'm trying to avoid the news and social media because that seems to make things worse.  I also have a six year old that is out of school for the next several weeks, and although I'm a certified teacher, I've never taught Kindergarten before, and the thought of homeschooling also has me feeling overwhelmed.  About the only thing that eases my mind is just going to sleep when my baby is able to, and sometimes my mind is spinning so much that I am even unable to do that.",8.850191570881226,6.6096021527093605,8.668735632183907,73.08593869731803,61.95566502463053,11.189709906951286,37.58018609742748,9.444778638647367,3.380599233716476,1638,61,312,22,18,532,207,406,0.091,0.867,0.040999999999999995,-0.9621,2,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,2,9,16,6,0,2,20,0,42,12,4,4,3,63,66,28,0,4,9,5,4,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,19,27,3,2,10,0,1,7,7,4,0,3,16,5,37,2,66,41,7,63,0,3,1,0,32,25,0,5,30,233,56,9,0.1862325632665395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339517034041964,0.07748020570867628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519489374978727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270512840382489,0.0,0.0792350973317047,0.0,0.09771979275607047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021143154801144,0.0,0.10062562028047302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005229833567966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530845992634564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528120261602917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150242581820708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124716947498547,0.0,0.0,0.1020043350413587,0.17021318893826362,0.07920466158878474,0.0,0.10209719658669812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876038615321858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482776154360868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240354144305823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023485463690028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222338265154007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916413277486338,0.0,0.08810887713889938,0.06215584104998436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820626999446563,0.0,0.07432452761852977,0.0,0.06845118109713688,0.0,0.0718170168322528,0.0,0.2970906656944965,0.0,0.0,0.08934758358712566,0.0,0.1954197474591234,0.0,0.06309800230301356,0.14163825632490668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777800542916844,0.06455510525124115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802498398551213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039510076488643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423864825388698,0.0,0.08476956559597049,0.0,0.10519489374978727,0.0,0.07702675040414457,0.0,0.09318352909824844,0.09492032271526374,0.0,0.0,0.09209438351245997,0.0,0.06590818340689968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065958645948984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001185532398621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237246398790989,0.0,0.0,0.07392392642722538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034556150868956,0.06321984291573357,0.20256755080722802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683068427336016,0.0,0.0,0.22407679331605612,0.11339054535699622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336928611574645,0.0945641039704582,0.09489344613079764,0.0661471348356378,0.0,0.0,0.17989149730383253
anxiety,immadtired19,2020/03/21,"Feeling dumb/looking dumb when talking I have social anxiety pretty bad right now, & I been reflecting on myself and conversations and realized instead of trying to debate, state my true opinion especially if it’s a disagreement I say the most easiest thing to just end the convo. Which is usually “ oh yeah! True” or “it’s crazy”.and i want to be better and learn to have a heard opinion.
 
I also always fear sounding stupid which most of the time I think I already do, or people don’t think I understand and always feel like they have to explain things to me, which is annoying and embarrassing.  They always say it’s because my face looks confused even if I understand or cause I’m trying to figure  out the words to explain something and my mind goes blank so they have to go on and explain for me. Sometimes even talk in a way like I’m a child and they need to teach me something brand new. Idk if anyone else gets this as well ,but it’s super embarrassing  because anxiety is horrible to have in the first place than on top of it , it makes you feel/look dumb.",3.907800511508953,5.800018154589374,4.778147200909352,82.49327365728905,72.76811594202898,7.769138959931799,28.118499573742536,8.4952907291091,2.1190218243819268,846,33,159,15,17,274,119,207,0.153,0.725,0.122,-0.835,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,4,4,9,16,4,4,9,1,12,1,1,2,2,43,30,19,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,12,9,0,0,13,0,0,1,1,9,1,1,2,7,21,7,23,27,2,19,0,0,1,0,16,9,2,11,9,104,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403735709903563,0.10172556813676299,0.3175335500652078,0.13782626031129874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946225243143434,0.0,0.0,0.08894449745311456,0.13033626737124485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062106273442793,0.15508563253477886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250223711678813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067428696406067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626322049557152,0.0,0.11266562501671175,0.0,0.0,0.16803503491895097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314067432856534,0.1929555845901761,0.09087507694747292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820026932884913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645921569903879,0.0,0.07229337346209391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429160106880305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320459780876006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491013795230626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844050459253795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432068762103543,0.0,0.12285511064768287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818773585575858,0.0,0.13290185761602316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941293053967862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863213532255077,0.0,0.20231659696180604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966919214799202,0.0,0.19585681529033527,0.12580872009095825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448467002984366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901832656057902,0.16301529576472795,0.0,0.0,0.07417409482838293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272730905471095,0.0,0.0,0.2648491979965101,0.0,0.0,0.1400980270584623,0.0,0.07502863925566193,0.10096918535785453,0.0,0.0,0.11437231940244745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SurvivedFlipCity,2020/03/21,"Currently I am floating in numbness unsure of where I'm heading A drastic shift occurred in my life today as someone I've leaned on for ten years left my side entirely because I made some unnecessary stupid passive aggressive comments on Facebook without thinking which was a wake-up call that I need major change.  Currently I am floating in numbness unsure of where I'm heading, I don't know where to go or what to do.",11.979708333333335,8.152537887500003,11.035,63.44333333333334,57.625,13.16666666666667,51.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,5.746541666666667,341,20,56,5,3,110,56,80,0.174,0.8029999999999999,0.024,-0.8555,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,5,5,2,1,0,7,12,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,7,0,12,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370016654768005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742104953261692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28408088432317985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261809985376265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512013005572981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475831696569156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917706989041909,0.0,0.18967852584338565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541000888510658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991198284469405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275340088304564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207029839157334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545455701044919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588640445982485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293166868379148
anxiety,Alonzjk,2020/03/21,I’m not sure if what’s going and I think it’s anxiety Jesus it’s like all these terrible thoughts racing through my mind I haven’t been able to sleep for more than 3 hours in he past 2 days I get so deep I thought that I just screaming at the top of my lounges my chest feels like it’s sinking in .Jesus I thought things were getting better but they always seem to get worse.,-0.6105555555555569,1.5931211851851863,0.7363271604938255,101.80597222222224,96.4074074074074,3.6876543209876544,19.09567901234568,5.46131890053228,-0.4933135802469133,300,10,70,2,12,94,63,81,0.14300000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.091,-0.6099,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,2,14,14,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,2,10,4,9,9,2,9,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,38,17,0,0.2174013977593205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089537859861832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631147423208706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922738693809237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020591638586066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992467888822988,0.15531160199811178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34074977225236264,0.0,0.12355422436379924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409658461621867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242268315287333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195134375648816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753423364218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979140674946135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755840244878727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048982445482991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443182854379702,0.13930203740047542,0.0,0.5177772775473627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155059743776595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,canidaemon,2020/03/21,"Was doing okay... But super not doing okay today. Very anxious all day, little ability to focus, and panic spikes. 

I know I can get through the emotional issues. But this isn’t only emotional - the unknown and uncertainty is just exhausting. I know I’m just one person freaking out here - among many. 

I feel so frustrated too. I was making progress in therapy. I’m working through issues with agoraphobia and psychotic depression. I’ve been working on my inability to drive - now I’m scared to leave the house.",2.7915050167224043,5.83859995652174,4.356956521739132,76.4301839464883,87.47826086956522,7.613377926421404,27.729096989966553,8.384062270229773,3.0256528428093645,404,19,64,11,13,134,65,92,0.27699999999999997,0.613,0.111,-0.951,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,6,9,1,2,3,2,8,1,0,1,1,15,16,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,3,1,6,3,10,13,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,42,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462504089281773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252236326850227,0.0,0.1636308043225995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274072771433582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960603645416164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099257502716373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921316604220376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39658269512210936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088177492912968,0.0,0.0,0.20116299793530246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904113924283085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681413946584594,0.19261144194721627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287363943420189,0.14448950643947947,0.0,0.2229023792735338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588453485793156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902046435169264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726042454860395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800802664858583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675465002336614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27661761766215953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SOASabredan,2020/03/21,"Tips for calming down over covid 19? So i get worst when i feel like my life is danger. I was panicky over the swine flu pandemic years ago and now this. But it seems more real.

Feel like im going to be sick. My throar keeps drying out. I have the odd cough or two every now and than. (I smoke i keep telling myself its just after i have one or its the sickly feeling)

My nose is getting blocked from something and i just keep telling myself im just worked up or cause im scared im giving myself symptoms. 

Is there anything you can suggest to help me get through this for aslong as possible. 

(Just thought i should point out. UK student. Living in student house. One them isnt very clean so I'm panicking they have it and I'm gonna catch it.)",0.15896103896104208,2.5015854805194806,1.435077922077923,98.4883311688312,90.2987012987013,3.85922077922078,19.388311688311685,5.341637118332708,-0.4125599999999996,580,18,128,3,20,183,100,154,0.177,0.746,0.078,-0.9463,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,10,6,1,1,3,0,11,7,1,1,0,26,27,12,0,1,8,0,3,2,0,2,6,0,1,0,7,6,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,2,4,19,3,16,22,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,8,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831828228127245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983924677653598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711645945569284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124591553804853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246819176051806,0.19071033932219794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920685851595236,0.12804219206619885,0.07585739812727448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946604471859339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401320322713938,0.0,0.0,0.5767072645877067,0.0,0.0,0.3559183891162904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942779360042038,0.13041911055784722,0.0,0.1178616156895004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089337262442826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617781583546334,0.15047395905550748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519247321132508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336326049461746,0.0,0.0,0.12151139542361104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275622579162938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873250895882713,0.0,0.0,0.2333275417763453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596491078151167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303865048409502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013155006483433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717200416011344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859540673925962
anxiety,madi_g,2020/03/21,"Sick and need encouragement to help anxiety I have an on and off fever. Mostly head and face congestion... can’t find a medicine that works. So I’ve been in a lot of pain all day. Starting to feel my anxiety start up because nothing I do helps. I hate being sick. 
Just need some positive words and encouragement. Maybe so helpful tips... too scared to sleep it off right now",2.8799404761904768,5.250381875000002,3.4992063492063497,88.29500000000002,77.47222222222223,7.447619047619049,25.563492063492063,8.418075326091056,1.713799206349207,293,11,60,6,7,92,57,72,0.20800000000000002,0.588,0.204,0.1548,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,3,0,5,8,3,0,1,14,11,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,9,9,4,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,4,36,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296438748470445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133893166265356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895018899723888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894015959315594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692131215852474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127164996670455,0.22111825379595712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332433946565882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317152741403545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645278715473998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31951324293191624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067341961914804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292585486764776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839967811885738,0.0,0.0,0.2157073244409387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156098823604632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049993020970609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685328469339144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omg463643,2020/03/21,"How to get over making a mistake Long story short 

I [18 F] asked my dad if he could take me over to his guy I’ve been seeing house and he blew up at me. 

He said I embarrassed him by asking him that and if the guy wants to see me if he should come to our house. I didn’t think my dad would want that because he’s a guy. My dad said he was disappointed in me for me asking that. My dad asked me what I was gonna do now and I told him to forget the whole situation because it’s to embarrassing now.  

I was gonna end it with the guy because there’s no way in hell he can come over now or let alone meet my dad. Plus I feel like meeting my dad makes it too official or serious. 

I overthink everything and I was thinking of every single possible scenario my dad would say and I did not think of this one. Now I feel so stupid. 

I wanna give it another go but now I don’t know if it’s right and I feel so embarrassed. Because this is something my dad isn’t gonna forget.",0.4131690140845059,2.0419335446009366,2.745659624413147,94.34637676056343,82.09859154929578,6.13793427230047,20.03967136150235,7.1686216300943375,0.2225344600938972,747,20,183,10,20,256,107,213,0.121,0.8640000000000001,0.015,-0.9449,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,10,9,2,3,5,0,17,0,0,3,0,38,46,17,0,12,8,8,3,1,0,6,0,3,0,4,11,10,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,8,0,1,10,8,33,1,20,28,2,20,1,1,2,0,35,9,1,6,8,114,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647503990878755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792451656716788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205411061023249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742192212111267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374932306148016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897904643765628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960651881282148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947527225641011,0.0,0.1010721402304214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059004522159696,0.08034171967041774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058755908182551275,0.10788224631689858,0.06391382697895896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454138383617762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595283641819342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180528508411973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499836044693265,0.0,0.054942462256340655,0.0,0.0,0.09952389951851404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501363570670493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762060656243435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678218369389002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604055211230236,0.21395115369685816,0.08943300992841867,0.0,0.0,0.1792327289854856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641018174369906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657749670293116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845562117114272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161802163076608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746071478468047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266409459692713,0.08926581696387524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555800077845533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977725804818907,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justkeepongoing,2020/03/21,"Please help experiencing horrible anxiety symptoms for the first time! Hi everyone. So I have had anxiety issues in the past before and have gone to therapy for it, however with the Coronavirus going around I think I am having full blown panic attacks. 

This started Monday night after visiting the store to grab some groceries. I felt out of breath after going up the stairs (we live on the third story). I joked about corona virus and then a sudden panic set in and I started getting a heavy feeling in my chest. Well that heaviness and tightness continued. I would feel fine first thing in the morning then as I woke up the feeling would return. It’s almost been constant. Watching Netflix with a glass of wine helped and so did a muscle relaxer (prescribed to take as needed but I usually don’t need it). 

Last night it felt so terrible I actually went to the ER. I had a slight cough too so I went into full panic mode. At the ER they checked everything and nothing came back as being wrong and the doctor said I was fine. They did an IV to get my heart rate and blood pressure down and I was fine after all of that. 

Well this morning I felt the same way again! Burning heaviness/tightness in my chest that won’t go away unless I’m sleeping. We drove around for an hour today and that made it feel better but once we got back home it came back. 

I guess I know this has to be anxiety, not covid-19 or anything else serious like a heart attack since everything came back perfectly normal from the ER. Is it normal to be at this level of panic? I’ve been watching a lot of news which I think also led to the panic, and now just thinking of why my chest feels heavy leads me to panic. Is this really normal?! Has anyone felt this before? Just constant chest tightness and heaviness I feel like my chest could explode.",3.74307692307692,5.792834290598294,4.504623931623937,83.60565384615388,73.61538461538461,7.301082621082621,25.94501424501424,8.131152278815165,1.718647407407408,1440,50,266,23,30,462,188,351,0.135,0.77,0.095,-0.9627,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,2,5,19,23,2,7,23,0,24,15,10,3,2,66,61,26,0,8,7,0,13,2,0,3,4,1,1,0,19,24,1,2,14,4,2,13,3,12,5,3,23,17,30,11,45,31,6,64,0,0,2,0,10,20,0,5,31,184,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.06964322071080715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714630474057432,0.0,0.0,0.05707160975380285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378508806215347,0.0,0.0,0.049900981054907034,0.0,0.058728389682457374,0.12706228715261278,0.0,0.16237895349004886,0.06705099446175458,0.21950513896060775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145494139811605,0.0,0.0,0.06311769883189014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24487212829055705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424324858402985,0.0,0.05698018884035898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304643904606635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961739179625038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819356447107669,0.12827886962865304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650969417525728,0.050984103828451866,0.2740913849885556,0.0,0.0,0.12140828819142815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457189952126908,0.0,0.12167735035308623,0.0,0.057078154973936174,0.0,0.07861803283469243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913883431644994,0.0956706622045795,0.0,0.07158622456056328,0.0,0.07028143653764468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448788273725543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922105582009437,0.058173065165665575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973194528967705,0.0,0.06301775638446623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067308194721222,0.0,0.06752852504717557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583442440706672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339448888671984,0.20977148444943064,0.06847789612227485,0.0,0.0,0.07600278758410088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502397905710029,0.0,0.0,0.06812721509433486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833877395265719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571908356661846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788570047445787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903494645345327,0.0,0.07141784668048136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102687852871807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741769184227463,0.053658581057523774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161359144649441,0.0,0.047412603101599775,0.13718594323224614,0.0,0.0,0.04161426740026405,0.0,0.06764691419106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859990437024361,0.0,0.0,0.05664725249954476,0.0,0.0,0.12833376110120354,0.132314562760369,0.0643969915565333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139315348453584,0.07802785320129561,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SexyBanan03,2020/03/21,"Just realized this is a sub I’m so glad a community like this exists to support people who have these issues. I’ve always had constant pain due to my anxiety and really nobody understands how bad it is. I have no way to cope with my problems and so I tend to just suffer in silence. It really makes daily life difficult for me. Anyways, I appreciate every member of this sub for existing, keep it up caring people ❤️",2.5407530120481923,4.795972397590365,5.374322289156626,75.01039909638557,78.03614457831327,8.487349397590362,24.832831325301214,9.188382445141503,2.5480132530120483,331,12,58,9,8,119,61,83,0.19899999999999998,0.645,0.156,-0.4888,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,2,0,11,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,6,4,10,11,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044230913901152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794236734818606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513018018797427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25048425466562946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654897490608844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699361692173565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564231430229107,0.0,0.21836916239464868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735290550902754,0.12002545865985152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639914228308198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614178370100715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406432406772823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507987820000645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147741800000414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787915481502335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557586046995081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950071071395969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lavil7,2020/03/21,"Heart palpitation that scares me Hi everyone. With everything going on, I feel like I’m loosing control on myself and my emotions. I worked really hard to get to a confortable point in my life, but it’s all going away fast. For the last couple of days, I’ve had heart palpitations... and they make me more anxious. They only last for a couple of seconds and they happened a few times during the day. How do you deal with those? I know they’re not really dangerous, but TBH I still find them scary.",2.9445589919816726,5.1552395154639195,4.184467353951892,84.25844215349373,76.5257731958763,7.61008018327606,23.14891179839633,8.515128840125781,1.5653949599083616,391,12,76,8,9,128,71,97,0.107,0.836,0.055999999999999994,-0.5967,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,4,2,2,3,1,1,5,0,2,3,2,3,1,15,10,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,14,1,12,9,3,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,8,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328679250816685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074784002398068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189574713299806,0.0,0.378623088363586,0.0,0.2206821208576109,0.17638973736632899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245699697954816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348703371602158,0.15376767622205514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865099415807991,0.1222291277224338,0.0,0.0,0.1563762277792599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938921689943596,0.0,0.19447259414132706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129728967864922,0.0,0.1532660408285199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40549290131783977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402843398745267,0.2789278413548025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120848297184315,0.08358757148918694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420614370099327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012420701050495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617385236930932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921356991660265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129429684724307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663537512303706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976591178805544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455800089018987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the--cuck,2020/03/21,"I don't want my dog to die, and the thought of him dying constantly goes through my mind We've had our dog for 10 years. He's like family to us, and we all care deeply about him. 

Recently though, I can't stop thinking about the day he passes away. I don't want to see my family suffer, and I don't have to hear them cry over our dog's death. Everytime I go back home, I'm worried that I will find him dead or that I will hear the cries of my family. 

All of this keeps weighing on my mind, and it won't stop.",1.971615044247788,2.501880530973452,3.5983960176991165,94.42201880530978,75.54867256637169,7.7738938053097355,21.204646017699112,8.07648339933343,0.5096203539823012,392,8,101,6,8,131,68,113,0.218,0.703,0.079,-0.9483,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,2,18,20,6,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,4,5,1,3,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,3,20,2,14,15,2,12,0,1,1,0,12,3,0,1,8,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119235377245304,0.11555550922020805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321976685664335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239854081143246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301495195488409,0.09691771931347487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119323847256407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250098622115976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735256206812582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540719211826636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387513970031177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074239576199758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357515104273582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734188774351236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034785161119589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838268368127916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975314921592785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512804557859973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962929105175477,0.14764865397788307,0.11930498166740497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807675002980693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727725517305848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261592877776406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677494520480256
anxiety,goolyboogly,2020/03/21,Anyone have lingering anxiety days after a panic attack? I had a small panic attack at my friends after waking up from a nap. Haven’t had any anxiety or panic attacks in almost 5 years and now I feel like I have this underlying feeling of panic just like when I used to have then frequently... everything feels unfamiliar and I really don’t like it. I just feel very out of it. Does this happen to anyone else/ is this normal?,3.6790533562822745,5.648336698795184,5.668020654044754,75.54457831325306,73.57831325301204,8.598278829604133,23.9053356282272,9.23628265651192,2.210767297762479,338,10,59,8,7,117,54,83,0.27399999999999997,0.599,0.127,-0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,3,4,3,0,8,1,1,1,0,13,14,5,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,4,7,4,12,12,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,11,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562542766240687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210508852420747,0.0,0.20722525761726127,0.0,0.0,0.1894081526616097,0.13877616004638335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622539020500559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734877517223835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852605767804306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314426898948494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217263829700467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27393383416612505,0.09675967002160936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464202145505536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977076247908976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985101093145648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270423583767446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6356472171485208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867675041318994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697825393299055,0.0,0.11175369391208848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722009753096516
anxiety,Unkoalafied_Nah-whal,2020/03/21,"""So self, what's going to keep me up tonight?"" Pulled rib muscles: ""Is it me?""
""No, pulled muscle, it's not you.""
Literal pandemic and self isolation/ distancing: ""is it me?""
""No, pandemic and isolation, it's not you.""
Generalized Anxiety Disorder: ""Is it me?""
""iS iT mE?!""

*Proceeds to think about finding home in housing crisis, while maintaining improving my and my 15 year olds mental health. Among thousands of other things, I mostly cannot change or control.*",1.989153439153437,4.709880975308644,3.5651940035273384,79.80694444444447,97.2716049382716,7.746384479717813,28.007936507936506,8.192908349453996,3.2608899470899475,353,18,58,11,14,116,56,81,0.125,0.825,0.05,-0.8143,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,0,12,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,10,0,7,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,43,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324583909562586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25339933832221617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686621249886057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27453118784767233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189333024861697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613490964404812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546175881253423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027604605207376,0.0,0.0,0.27639457749577784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129122930620709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413978649177453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25135473313855183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997805453307623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913833808417632,0.15348621524187928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425455508501412
anxiety,NarcissistTurkey,2020/03/21,"Which tune bring a smile to your face, no matter what? I just ran into Casa de Floresta in this [playlist](https://open.spotify.com/track/3Y2zHHwdU1Hcf87IC93CCa?si=QtGnZ1lWSL-A-BnoweUW9Q).

Feel free to add your favourites that also respond to my question, just made it collaborative.

Enjoy!",10.452441860465118,14.538145348837213,6.7141279069767466,66.07258720930236,60.62790697674418,8.951162790697676,31.68023255813953,9.516144504307137,3.4535627906976742,242,9,32,5,4,66,38,43,0.05,0.705,0.245,0.8202,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,8,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582498092538337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897398738339906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.542212386430873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6419218377890145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cultivatedanalyst,2020/03/21,"Is anyone else getting really worried that something big is coming? I feel like something big is coming, and I’m not sure how to explain it. Bigger than the coronavirus, as if the virus is almost a distraction. 

A few people I’ve spoken to have suggested that maybe the world will end, maybe we’re all just gonna die, or maybe we’ll wake up and find that everything only existed because we thought it did

I’m not sure; 2020 has just felt very off, and I wonder if anyone here maybe feels the same way. 

I don’t know whether this is just my anxiety acting up or if others feel it too lol",4.332962184873948,5.087202495798323,5.1843592436974815,84.38729516806724,70.26050420168067,8.302941176470588,26.639705882352942,8.472884824447931,1.6931924369747904,463,14,94,7,8,151,80,119,0.121,0.835,0.045,-0.792,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,1,11,1,1,1,3,32,25,11,1,3,11,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,4,6,3,7,19,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,7,2,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150324264051347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484197646810487,0.0,0.0,0.2099358626544173,0.15381646706229676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915122266800628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25863149771634564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558016559633935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254066384204029,0.0,0.1329624420659102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349188662553188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771671247161304,0.10724630651160214,0.14413947916775988,0.0,0.1372076621018423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843190516911028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250244798542772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334142425401988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032659554293729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141736086124947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407483842481516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617120791439436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311406025785781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829740940896773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917912098041986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238653553533508,0.0,0.11915887793277255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279956895547992,0.0,0.15245492673600192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phillyjoe727,2020/03/21,Crying thread Anyone been having crying episodes?  Worried about the coming days and months?  How this will change our world?,5.688833333333331,9.454351550000002,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,83.5,2.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-0.7523333333333331,101,2,14,0,3,26,19,20,0.345,0.655,0.0,-0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976924395121784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476220125450567,0.2830653273856232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7219174274593328,0.21192395099535785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622905032000081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337157626130097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YouFlash270,2020/03/21,"Cant relax Ive always kind of noticed it but never truly noticed it until today if you get what I mean but for some reason I feel like anytime I start having good thoughts and am able to sick back and sign in relief, i get nauseas.",20.66040816326531,5.554817489795918,18.69142857142857,48.328571428571465,57.775510204081634,20.416326530612245,59.204081632653065,8.841846274778883,6.633718367346939,183,5,36,1,1,63,40,49,0.161,0.643,0.196,0.4567,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,12,10,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,5,5,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,25,9,0,0.2482900299693903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659719503413154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091970701755853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255428994331941,0.1773784470208262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25944258573187223,0.0,0.0,0.2082538970976416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585558583139018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213019670291978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704606313531525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914965777072139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653596895507781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552835034546296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574096115410534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711454953021704,0.0,0.0,0.23534991661979884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imsuchaweeblol,2020/03/21,"insecurities i’m not sure if this is the right subreddit for this rant but you can tell me in the comments since i’m kinda new to reddit. 
anyway, recently i’ve been on tiktok for large amounts of time, especially during this pandemic and national holiday. 
every time i see a stunning, perfect girl, i feel like crying (and sometimes i do cry.. a lot). this must be very unhealthy for me, but it’s a trait that i can’t get rid of. 
most of the time it makes me feel like i’ll never find love. no one could like me when girls so pretty like them exist. shoot i really did tear up a bit lol",2.409008264462809,3.9613373801652902,4.2447024793388435,86.18159917355374,76.02479338842977,7.484628099173554,22.843801652892562,8.238735603445708,1.172500165289256,457,13,98,8,10,155,88,121,0.15,0.602,0.248,0.9486,0,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,3,8,0,1,7,1,9,1,0,1,4,18,17,7,0,3,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,11,7,10,12,4,12,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,4,11,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987713384675862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536665680345728,0.0,0.3999867757453767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534003259455707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841183228085036,0.2601391421999964,0.0,0.0,0.16640705252902513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512312915688403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557973381787789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478788786290154,0.16432367488722305,0.0,0.12153194909405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042223363569264,0.17584261918835492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123374136272395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852288321012304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663756237834433,0.0,0.17977040010000933,0.0,0.0,0.15548526310737906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508479705101582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060871111805105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007012277226708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159714048834432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591356472466496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31849632567469266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502253473243507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spookyghoulfriend,2020/03/22,"Lonely and Scared  I always feel like everything is my fault when it’s not. Does anyone have any advice on self healing from traumatic events I’m struggling and it’s starting to weigh down on me to a point I’ve had to ask for time off work due to all of this. I can seem to stop myself from having massive break downs where ever I go and my chest is always in pain and I’m tired of crying and having night terrors where I wake up shaking and sweating and sometimes screaming to the point I’ve had to have the person I live with come in my room and try to wake me up.
I feel so lonely and disturbed with how I’ve been feeling lately 

Any advice helps 🖤",6.129947862356622,4.876363934306569,6.340667361835247,84.46197080291972,66.5912408759124,8.412513034410846,29.060479666319083,6.1826913282559595,1.2850070907194997,517,13,110,2,7,166,85,137,0.264,0.6920000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9855,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,5,3,0,10,8,4,1,2,21,20,12,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,3,12,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,10,0,0,3,4,12,1,24,17,1,27,0,2,0,0,4,14,0,1,10,69,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293688391070257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804589697449448,0.0,0.0,0.2292107633209325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783927453520905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755170380159134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517266215262087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851210032796935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748071246174874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244397274595128,0.0,0.0,0.15146284317140354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25563971641538924,0.12039702789333735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577881630020693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296132050075275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901078577880031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233467229655188,0.0,0.14881404209290194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815288796068402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793265544078886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715287153426132,0.0,0.0,0.31862843024986304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872675621411598,0.0,0.0,0.15342231486944888,0.17581232164039987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667931946590098,0.0,0.11928557137265088,0.0,0.0,0.14089764584013253,0.0,0.17618292182033427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982705144687551,0.19369909538381566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144200112106724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226909934395458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,green_woodland,2020/03/22,"Anyone have any tips for how to deal with online classes? I’ve always had a lot of anxiety surrounding phone or video calls so these online classes are just making things hard, which sucks. The teachers are really encouraging with not enforcing you have your webcam/audio on but that you’ll get more out of it if you do. I want to get as much as I can out of classes but I completely freeze up as soon as they start and physically can’t get any words out.

Does anyone have any tips on how to get used to this or make it not so daunting?",6.018012232415906,5.496562926605506,6.542706422018348,80.51142966360858,66.52293577981652,10.202446483180431,28.25840978593273,9.725611199111238,2.221549235474006,425,11,89,8,6,139,73,109,0.040999999999999995,0.903,0.055999999999999994,0.381,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,0,6,2,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,5,0,22,20,14,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,8,1,20,18,3,9,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,4,2,63,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772880091081904,0.0,0.0,0.4346766295151008,0.0,0.16299493324192654,0.0,0.0,0.2979614507762022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756424348440365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339568347275404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219661725920926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645552265972554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452728363004706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086531652088287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114112325930934,0.0,0.0,0.28444646509148064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566280510850095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649555759914747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508092358980179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415516058660708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402064410295813,0.0,0.0,0.12567186752708173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Great_Curve,2020/03/22,"i can’t stop thinking and worrying and being anxious about this girl. like she is on my mind 24/7 and i constantly cycle between being like yeah, awesome we like each other and worrying and overthinking about one little thing she did weeks ago. its frustrating draining and irrational but i cant stop i met this girl at the cafeteria at school in late january after winter break and we got along really well and started hanging out. we were always kind of flirty and a couple weeks after we started hanging out we started getting intimate, she would cuddle into me when i put my arm around her, we would hold hands and she’d put her head on my shoulder, stuff like that. eventually we kissed and then the next time we saw each other we kissed more and stuff. later her roommate asks what the deal is between us, like are we a thing. i tell her i think so but i didn’t really know since we never really talked about it. but she let me know one time when she was going to a formal thing with a guy friend of hers but let me know they were just friends and that she’d rather go with me. so good, that shows like commitment and stuff or at least she recognizes that there’s a thing going on between us. her roommate said that she knew the answer, and yes, we were a thing. so cool, i figure she must have talked to her roommate about us bla bla bla. but i realized i wanted to hear it coming from her. but immediately after that she ended up getting really busy with schoolwork since she’s a nursing major (i know she was genuinely busy i’m not worried about that) and then this whole coronavirus thing happens and school gets held online for the rest of the semester, and i haven’t like spent time with her for a little bit now and i dont know when the next time i will see her in person again is.

she really regretted that we couldn’t see each other before break and said that she really loves hanging out with me and wants to get all her homework done before we hang out so she can pay full attention to me. every time she had to say she couldn’t hang out, she was really apologetic and said that she would’ve really liked to. i say i miss her and she says she misses me too but we still talk every day over snapchat, send each other cute selfies and all that good stuff. there isn’t a day where we’re not constantly sending each other snaps back and forth. she sometimes tells me random things going on in her life, but a lot of the time i’m the one starting the conversation which i get anxious about sometimes. But truthfully she was never really that talkative over snapchat or text, she was a lot more talkative when we got together in person, so i’m guessing she’s just not a big texter or anything.

But anyway i try to tell myself stuff like this, that she seems pretty honest and would tell me if there was something wrong, but i still constantly worry that she doesn’t like me anymore or that she’s bored of me or something. i constantly go through these like lists online of “signs your partner isn’t interested anymore” bla bla bla and go down the list and see which apply to her and stuff. its crazy and ridiculous and annoying. sometimes i worry that she’s leading me on, that she doesn’t like me like she used to, or that she was never really busy even though I know she has been. college is tough, particularly nursing stuff. see, you can see that i know that all these bad thoughts i have are stupid and that i know they’re truly nothing to worry about. we talk just like we always did, she doesnt seem bored or anything, our conversations are just like they were when we would hang out. it’s just so tiring to constantly be going through this cycle of, she doesnt like me bla bla bla, then thats stupid of course she likes you, then back to worrying that she doesnt like me. i guess my issue is that ive never actually gotten this far with a girl before because i’ve always been really shy. plus i’ve been led on by a girl before pretty recently so i’m just like hyper vigilant to a paranoid and irrational extent where i see problems that aren’t even there and i don’t know how to stop this. i just want to not worry and relax and enjoy the fact that a girl actually is attracted to me for once. she’s really sweet and everything i don’t think she would do any of this stuff i’m afraid she’s doing in my head. i know the thoughts are stupid and irrational but i can’t stop thinking them.

and besides i’m anxious about the fact that we haven’t defined anything before break. it seems to me like we’re a thing but we’ve never talked about it and i would’ve liked to make sure we’re on the same page. and i’m worried about not seeing her for a while. she seems willing to make things work knock on wood, because she said we should hang out over break (probably not a good idea now but hopefully in the near future) and i asked if she’d ever want to facetime and she seemed enthusiastic about it but here’s another irrational worry, i’m afraid she’ll never ask. but i’m really nervous to like, text her and make sure that we’re a thing.

basically, my mind is a huge mess of worrying and irrational fear specifically about this one girl right now who i really like and i don’t know how to get it to stop and calm down and relax and focus on something else for once and it’s exhausting and frustrating. i’m really sorry for this colossal train wreck of a post and thank you for reading this far. what do i do?",4.261290011546657,5.339376797433548,4.872416108181461,85.36601033247231,70.66819431714023,8.160658040401398,25.16791457854703,8.49761325279677,1.4800872332067567,4310,120,883,68,77,1381,349,1091,0.125,0.71,0.165,0.9951,1,0,3,0,0,0,75.0,25,4,3,2,57,70,7,4,38,3,77,13,5,8,17,219,166,98,0,19,39,0,1,23,3,10,3,8,1,10,79,96,1,7,28,4,2,21,32,22,1,4,33,19,157,48,106,113,21,131,0,3,8,4,134,44,0,20,84,611,236,9,0.0,0.0,0.06234314518533236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028315371782598905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973692488610748,0.0,0.0,0.021722204659300238,0.03349481910720978,0.0,0.1082588419146332,0.06335736406829245,0.0,0.0,0.0788586273101394,0.028435871197103058,0.08958663995043918,0.0,0.0,0.049124094949503684,0.026670910248438318,0.03894407828653277,0.0,0.13590488363004058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03487327298645305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027515900497214498,0.0,0.17259413662569315,0.0,0.0,0.035344109252103316,0.0,0.041200936917440326,0.03293163222227275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03268858266995992,0.03743673282631122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0266841170927332,0.0,0.02829184656978467,0.0,0.0,0.04219584656429327,0.02889409840172133,0.05382638648160155,0.0,0.02870813595295293,0.0,0.0,0.03594453938722294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493578681141419,0.0,0.1001327920611028,0.0,0.1270768365052628,0.08037633496122944,0.051095162833254916,0.0,0.0703772080781709,0.03162840174815985,0.02824691943146484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556507257520047,0.0,0.036001865906164984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03172641559029589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036059541897251565,0.0,0.033339992325456216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03326351881630118,0.19310424960201492,0.0,0.03603287851216731,0.0,0.0,0.06532737030304919,0.022562149799546502,0.3589297749738967,0.06403017015439433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431326578625114,0.02882963115637402,0.0,0.06396621670921107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450625998371377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781757545221402,0.0,0.06794307692503833,0.0,0.0,0.030649985571923805,0.0,0.0,0.06803609558094863,0.08658109296570833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557824553325245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030592380050334975,0.06499463832791412,0.034439749419020615,0.03056495307975042,0.0,0.06422268897311699,0.0,0.0,0.03195145196235908,0.0,0.30695070914042344,0.0,0.031539669078567034,0.0,0.0,0.02727898331578786,0.12153970013136872,0.07620660852299024,0.0,0.06465565364692051,0.17817997508722808,0.14539766259717424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052846841375112266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377340205167593,0.09477676102430747,0.035757358119029824,0.09043713503559206,0.0,0.05101913511849317,0.13352808806223518,0.0,0.0,0.29253498131145017,0.0,0.0,0.06021143661937565,0.0,0.0,0.12837209462733756,0.11167768776107087,0.029408645756784632,0.0,0.0,0.2122138212886304,0.08187064573812378,0.03138364646619348,0.05071804266995074,0.11175664857986596,0.036713558571918166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02168706970499121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526979425322638,0.02758832995369381,0.0,0.0,0.07536278256463935,0.0,0.05124518728920384,0.0,0.028720420375642357,0.0,0.0,0.03566300414843642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023254744504428663,0.35683419031015545,0.0,0.1588387791653688,0.03492444584683966,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4_max_4,2020/03/22,"I’m worried, stressed, full on anxious. I know you are too. I’m sending you a big virtual hug. Hang in there. I’m in a tiny room waiting for my results isolated from my family. I’m scared, worried, anxious, stressed. I rely on my phone to keep me company. I feel alone even though there are people around I can hug, kiss or touch. It’s hard and so very sad. I just need a big hug so I’m sending one to you. We’re going to get through this.",-0.9788707037643184,1.124677872340424,1.4151063829787245,97.79576923076924,94.74468085106385,4.594435351882161,22.124386252045827,6.297961479604792,0.3408995090016367,336,14,79,4,13,113,61,94,0.251,0.63,0.11900000000000001,-0.8545,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,9,8,0,3,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,10,15,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,0,3,12,4,11,15,1,13,0,1,0,4,6,9,0,1,0,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090152515198055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559777958406204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965450639339728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329421022155855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902493759281864,0.0,0.10204166556969198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543787696203236,0.0,0.11469379733256105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807829458167821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937881953954524,0.0,0.0,0.11091000455743084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964024103740453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675230320831375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991028249305934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204793846215502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462347457096226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827820556745515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651514545573765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098975735139235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sethn1980,2020/03/22,"Sharing my anxiety story and coping method I am facing similar issues with anxiety, depression & fatigue. Tried numerous psychotropics which made me feel even worse & were terrible on my digestion system. I started searching for natural, effective remedy and have been taking CBD for the past 2 months. It has truly changed my life! Came across this fellow on Youtube and have decided to give it a try. My search is over, highly recommended. [http://bit.ly/2vyO5D6](http://bit.ly/2vyO5D6)",8.843376623376624,12.435932298701305,7.242857142857144,62.727142857142894,63.67532467532467,11.672727272727276,35.675324675324674,11.20814326018867,5.5593948051948034,405,19,50,14,7,121,65,77,0.171,0.6809999999999999,0.147,-0.2957,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,2,0,9,13,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,7,1,8,9,0,10,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276020142520536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019053960677268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430854482345748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256866536270183,0.0,0.0,0.2087431506686111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169955297792834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303309674694252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977319325260924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929163532935406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084841620879068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595550552963274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937612589829287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671320760746274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750252875982232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883685575353589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966729268474834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483634623726221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679407578110011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010905175885496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Designer-Captain,2020/03/22,"Porn mishap got me hating myself Long story short I used to download and be into lolicon type porn. Then a few months later I was on a porn forum that shared photos of women usually clothed and guys just talking about them. Some of them young looking but nothing outright illegal. Yes there were some JB posts but they weren’t nude or anything. Well, then here is where shit hit the fan...

I came across a forum post called webcams jailbait... being the idiot I am I was curious and clicked on it. The forum seemed fine up until I saw......real actual CP. I freaked out. I reported it to multiple agencies. However I am afraid I lingered there too long trying to report it. 


Then the worst part.... being as I was already horny and at full mast, I finished to one of the photos. Immediately after doing so I wanted to break down and cry. I almost threw up and wanted to die. I never felt so bad before in my life after doing what I did. I think i did it to see if I was a pedo because I do suffer from OCD and perhaps pure OCD. Regardless, what I chose to do in those few seconds kills me everyday. 

I am now in constant fear of being arrested and also thinking of what I did and how I am such an idiot. Needless to say I stopped the loli content since then and honestly have felt much better about stopping that content. I have no desire to go back to it. Real women still arouse me as always, but the taboo nature of loli is gone and I’ll never go back.


Still, how do I move on? And should I destroy the laptop I used for loli content in the past despite it being 1k?

I also posted this question on a sub reddit and it got my entire account banned and now I also worry more about authorities. I know I wasn’t wanting to see CP but still, not like authorities care. Especially being on a questionable but what I thought was a legit forum site...

Needless to say this whole thing got me shook and one month later is still effects me...",3.1987827620967764,4.8247438463541705,4.6977385752688186,83.44490927419358,74.078125,6.7256720430107535,25.40793010752688,7.359569317364363,1.2975809139784942,1503,50,287,17,31,503,206,384,0.217,0.725,0.059000000000000004,-0.9971,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,3,2,26,20,6,3,17,1,32,7,3,5,3,58,58,36,2,7,9,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,3,17,18,0,4,10,0,1,7,6,13,1,3,20,8,45,7,45,30,10,62,0,1,4,5,13,20,1,8,32,222,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.09438060007703082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684683201965566,0.0,0.10672821192311296,0.2320306005789093,0.08047523425043719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958880423989215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487368513664917,0.08075359388318032,0.058957010705879324,0.0,0.08229796191559527,0.0,0.0,0.08553720276625122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875757275971167,0.11061702859383547,0.09860813146492424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045153441398234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623768686847508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037565724131513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883208368052387,0.0,0.0,0.18572453375314715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993155519323768,0.0,0.23205721085615585,0.0,0.0,0.09576377731969328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548675925276516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700162449372017,0.0,0.05315243531493945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831317960551199,0.047250419881551486,0.0,0.0,0.17118075336918234,0.0812168538680224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439514430676032,0.1027935139310651,0.07109718905785416,0.0,0.14918626505649418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280135039805767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107416196498364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473370961099496,0.09232610692834448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778808010104544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166875017935881,0.0,0.0,0.22016734670366625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382445914684398,0.0,0.0,0.15413982834566484,0.08804636727854752,0.0,0.0,0.09927730595999856,0.08000425044856785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30894922439860417,0.1617173601490659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773643943086804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425363281983712,0.123943067846312,0.0,0.07678148556176162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566363139314414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706267407024242,0.10651871158092012,0.0,0.1711363283191935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695905544898462,0.0,0.0,0.10797965749315362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821951747674754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,21_SAVlC,2020/03/22,Can anxiety make throat pain worse then it really is? I’m worried about my throat but don’t have any real bad symptoms,1.41,4.02019,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,86.5,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,1.1075999999999997,96,3,19,2,3,31,23,24,0.414,0.586,0.0,-0.8759,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778629816395974,0.0,0.2674951388919772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919582572814074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23340617150977094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720715111047804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979988491091925,0.224006338184321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634390407118452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551049281474108,0.3563416661830165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XandraMonroe,2020/03/22,"Why even stick around anymore? I mean really, if our economy is about to collapse/is collapsing, tons of people are without jobs/will be soon, and everything in the foreseeable future seems to be fucked...what’s even the point? I just feel so low and like this is going to alter the course of my life drastically. It feels like it may not even be worth it. 

Am I going to off myself? Nope, I’m too much of a pussy, and just stupid/naive enough to have some hope maybe things will turn around. 

I’m just shouting into the void. I’m full of self-hate because I know I’m just making it harder for myself even giving these thoughts air. 

My anxiety was bad before this all began, and now it feels like it will never be better—like I’ve just flatlined at the height of my anxiety. It’s not sustainable and I can’t seem to stave off the depression that comes along with the intense fear.

It just all feels so hopeless.",3.1919963369963367,4.924712302197804,3.794747252747253,89.46691941391943,74.32967032967035,7.0511355311355315,22.023443223443227,7.793537801064563,0.8225394871794869,717,18,149,10,15,226,112,182,0.133,0.787,0.08,-0.8727,2,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,1,0,0,0,18,9,0,1,8,0,14,1,0,1,3,37,35,8,0,2,10,0,4,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,13,11,0,0,9,0,1,3,6,5,0,0,3,5,11,4,23,25,7,20,0,3,0,0,2,12,0,6,8,101,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336881340355128,0.0,0.14478603562046058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599298200351126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189823292200515,0.08899610627617298,0.0,0.12422946952808052,0.0,0.0,0.1291191309872961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257602240277708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574373858199045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508500132566654,0.0,0.3857085554953333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312092842183575,0.0,0.0,0.16428295073860286,0.2952742160503689,0.2085951580088252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004999089599054,0.1659426122855772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500419975852435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023405063265934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031193223578611,0.21397472526297934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745160190043176,0.0,0.14666980312338482,0.15902940599557033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732180817130492,0.0,0.1125989644060181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121331014611068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801077343237345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935269892424335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265813472078603,0.15230275885617225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699140215218167,0.0,0.0,0.11590230181761152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879869040253647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131736165003765,0.0,0.0,0.14073224548269225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hellofordis,2020/03/22,"I didn’t know this subreddit was a thing, thank god I found it! Hi there! I’m (28f) living with an anxiety/panic attack disorder. I’m currently self isolating right now with my 2 kids, and I’m on day 7. My anxiety has been at an all time high the last couple of days, shortness of breath/chest pains/dizziness, and all that fun stuff. 

I’m usually pretty good at handling my illness but with this coronavirus and being stuck at home with no one to talk to (my kids are way too young to understand), I’ve been not doing too good and dealing with this well. I just started crying lol which for me is never a good sign of my well being. 

I guess what I’m getting at is if anyone wants to talk, I would love to. If it’s to share experiences and help each other cope.. or even just to chat about the weather or tv shows for god sakes! I would absolutely be willing to talk to anybody. 

Please pm if if you need a chat, and I wish everyone the best and to stay safe in these times!",4.0159931113662415,4.40085130348259,5.057910447761195,86.3385533869116,70.7910447761194,8.572675086107923,26.406812093379266,8.617729084823388,1.568129429774206,756,22,167,12,13,249,128,201,0.07200000000000001,0.67,0.257,0.9926,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,10,12,1,0,8,1,15,2,0,0,3,37,32,14,0,9,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,12,13,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,1,2,1,6,0,14,11,27,20,4,22,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,7,11,107,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476353060809512,0.0,0.0,0.09575602427497927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579616556065534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371667365598212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152845586311248,0.1504290598680017,0.17663804473560785,0.14118560306894562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695230321681486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045172744512836,0.0,0.0,0.1308580408009365,0.0,0.1339597413648093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015452928423895,0.0,0.0,0.07154877990207137,0.0,0.0,0.3445921309754499,0.0,0.0,0.15086176867517997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179220587251563,0.14469126541414815,0.1373682863916629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526209492889238,0.11162949750475204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092607565101747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359936591041586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154393258822493,0.10562141486312024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279834462976057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032589303262006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932360149413314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169513762498048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286483861378882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693128299598852,0.14596651493445642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677072835493294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33021670122247426,0.0,0.1260817368112243,0.0,0.0,0.09098102437187053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970895622194645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256590884630688,0.0,0.0,0.15082698158993374,0.0,0.08077446506087656,0.10870158403276294,0.0,0.0,0.2462623075443087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574814653688152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945654185776208,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nashita26,2020/03/22,"Hair Loss Hi Everyone, 

For the past 6 months I have endured the worst stress, it has been getting progressively worse.  Over these 6 months I have lost half a head of hair and its causing me even more stress. I can't seem to get rid of the stress and anxiety, my scalp gets super irritated it feels like its numb, tingly and warm all at the same time. This mostly happens near the back of my neck and anytime I run my fingers through my hair clumps of hair will come out. I am starting to get scared because it has been getting worse recently to the point where my neck will tense up and I can't move it. I just wanted to know if any one has experienced it themselves and would have any advice on what I should do to work towards resolving this...

Thank you! (sorry if this sounds all over the place... as you can guess I am stressed LOL)",4.634262384322267,5.3120242934131765,4.462645617855198,90.10808927599348,69.53892215568862,7.749373979314097,27.157866086009804,7.686295010490155,1.208130538922156,655,20,144,7,11,200,105,167,0.207,0.721,0.07200000000000001,-0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,6,4,14,0,5,8,1,18,10,9,1,2,24,33,9,0,5,3,0,7,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,9,0,2,3,9,17,5,20,26,6,21,0,2,0,0,3,11,0,5,8,95,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702181081510153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767912610936209,0.0,0.09943971394961894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995199419695204,0.0,0.07923888044965394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353247536024232,0.0,0.11197230726178624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585520028949321,0.0,0.0,0.1242081673815526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572534261463701,0.09286275253742902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395642627548322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319535658942653,0.0,0.11494709184964115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340418302455445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143746633525377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350509171620608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418961867020439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750879726184007,0.1381556300745628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808256834624574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408731822876333,0.0,0.0,0.13580876880792106,0.0,0.12287974872559085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834649977593415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013968270575255,0.0,0.0,0.11833530037023092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550982587609854,0.0920054812771446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955987655631005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967458303481905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579647626287332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666971181158726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463209816476184,0.0,0.2649357554709009,0.09233904897794412,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GooGoo01,2020/03/22,I can’t stop thinking this is the end of the world I just feel like the coronavirus is going to affect everything and never get better,4.334444444444443,5.74472188888889,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,70.85185185185185,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.8344222222222208,109,3,20,2,2,36,23,27,0.16399999999999998,0.747,0.08900000000000001,-0.2746,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711120007136245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716509696442611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37711948342703866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121680269989984,0.29977031999791826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192295294388253,0.0,0.2384747108273403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500083343524908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32363002011770764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35081374614885513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688699092062045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway-mylove,2020/03/22,"So much trouble Im quite young and pretty much falsely accused of very serious crimes and they might send me back to jail and cant go back there and im only allowed to leave home for work and not allowed to interact with people and paranoid and dealing with hard heartbreak and much self judgement of my past and constant depression and working really hard. Im very isolated for over a year now. Help, kind words please. Imscared and stressed im a good moral guy.. Fucked up with my life
And theres corona and im losing so much weight and im smoking cigarettes again and allergic to dozens of food kinds and other shit help calm im dizzy and scared",2.6271198568872967,5.055997806201557,3.098604651162791,90.52121645796066,78.68992248062015,6.1397734048896835,25.426952892069174,7.321109707123232,1.2340609421586164,523,20,103,7,13,162,81,129,0.273,0.601,0.126,-0.9584,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,4,8,13,2,2,2,0,2,6,1,2,0,25,4,19,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,20,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,0,3,4,4,14,3,4,12,1,3,0,1,8,2,2,1,8,54,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882770884886776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045791884457299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977057851818844,0.08335200102477004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170204829530369,0.0,0.0,0.08946675133874851,0.0,0.0,0.05499935402454096,0.081170118182298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582227563823473,0.0,0.0,0.17338244037289094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973222884332336,0.0,0.09707302377463824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7317338011071878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155214253901785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024705493532391,0.0,0.0,0.06835490943544342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826625702388368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266277895393702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845624781178883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360160294187744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238250530948557,0.06709146734585217,0.0,0.0,0.10622967914656102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845477173419148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293192141886837,0.0,0.0,0.06199642058595115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968884661233022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095723139309593,0.0,0.09933795055475587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085521652687697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969870469652794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178456458484516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090642679595602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062319803988569865
anxiety,SwimmingCampaign,2020/03/22,"Having a complete mental breakdown over Cuomo saying NY could be on lockdown for 9 months If it’s possible there, that means it’s possible here in Ohio. 

I can’t make it through a week of this barely. I have been pushing myself as hard as I can to mentally prepare to make it for like 2 months maximum. I absolutely cannot take 9 months of isolation like this. I am already suffering to an extreme degree.

It’s just not possible. There will be no economy left at that point, no businesses to survive.

I need help. I need to believe this won’t happen. I cannot take this.",2.9034210526315785,4.865336359649124,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,75.75438596491226,8.068771929824562,28.94385964912281,8.841846274778883,2.5083607017543867,451,20,87,10,10,152,72,114,0.11,0.8170000000000001,0.073,-0.4404,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,2,0,9,21,3,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,11,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,2,9,2,16,15,0,11,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619515994988774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798886593542828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740653387139434,0.0,0.0,0.1274801342047873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119192305451178,0.0,0.14302917844392707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702060756125628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347733850325325,0.0,0.0,0.1560092713766603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131562976181812,0.0,0.0,0.17392284340830402,0.0,0.0,0.3218111074137415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823311098786117,0.0,0.0,0.2367803073573366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093577182201262,0.5399975344027212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269726377647376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009759369581246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280742588268164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scody77,2020/03/22,"Anxiety attacks started after 15 years of being fine. I’m sure I’m not the only one this is happening to. I started to notice this familiar feeling last night. I got suddenly hot, dizzy, and nauseous. I did some square breathing to calm down. Today my throat feels like it closing when the anxiety creeps up. I know it’s just a spasm due to stress. It’s getting increasingly worse as the day goes on, I am feeling dizzy more often, and like I can’t take a complete deep breath, I feel like I need to yawn. I can only take deep breaths again after a few minutes of square breathing, but the feeling returns after a little while. I had been prescribed buspar a long time ago, I don’t believed it helped. My situation changed, and the anxiety was gone for 15 years. In the last 2.5 years I’ve been through 1 mandatory evacuation, 2 wildfires, and multiple day power outages, I felt times of stress during all of that, but nothing like this. I think it’s partly because of all the previous stresses, and because this isn’t just a local problem, but a global one, and finding help will be much more difficult. I can’t go to a hospital, or see a doctor, they are overwhelmed with people right now. I think I need some short term medication to calm the F down. Does anyone have any suggestions? I do have a doctor I can call for a prescription, I’m just not sure what would work best. Thank you",3.4577250120327285,5.402774239852402,4.419239531525751,84.364951066902,74.12915129151291,7.222268570511793,28.387774747312694,8.04050195162591,1.940697930370608,1093,45,209,17,23,354,158,271,0.107,0.748,0.145,0.8026,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,3,7,18,1,4,19,0,21,9,5,0,4,38,46,13,0,4,9,0,7,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,10,0,0,3,6,7,0,2,8,10,22,11,25,34,12,42,0,1,3,0,6,13,0,4,30,130,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292990013407708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129139342331726,0.0,0.240595459025442,0.0,0.0,0.07330306797020009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926494442578232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781288318471787,0.0,0.0,0.11811314267351646,0.11001786234569316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704825397028278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090152700740948,0.0,0.10991750058400836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521980154684432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460612489695088,0.09174181301198492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26503862403815825,0.1497882866961886,0.10065803817441503,0.0,0.0958172887082184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054771959425605136,0.0,0.05958014515153533,0.0,0.08384612456946118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270524229791402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053737834572536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761457309787042,0.17090903063335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048683379446634,0.10507220889948847,0.0,0.09277567405425402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561023104393176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706578582440854,0.15546764496196872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838054368199267,0.0,0.10059200776802776,0.11935533979356194,0.0,0.0,0.14207781526900412,0.15946347968763538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352608648013887,0.0,0.07267938749083751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003129345823922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952851527993058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353992018328489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783892989854924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840550199723054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602644072071717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761148943862886,0.0,0.15764574288093558,0.0,0.0,0.09651798091296698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434806702823965,0.0,0.0,0.12226026051131796,0.0,0.09937131984369968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763211269494298,0.0,0.10683581902375656,0.0744717745469955,0.0,0.0,0.20253090422466352
anxiety,KayUndae,2020/03/22,"I’ve only started having anxiety attacks in the last two years. I’ve had anxiety longer than that but the first time I had an anxiety/panic attack I was so terrified. I could feel it bubbling for hours before it happened. 

In the last couple of hours I’ve had two consecutive minor attacks, I thought it would start as I’m moving back home early from university but damn, I think the worst part is the feeling of dissociating afterwards.

Just the feeling of being numb, distant, idk how to place it exactly. 

Idk if this is a vent or ask for help or what. I’m just tired and angry and just hate how bad my anxiety has gotten. I want to be able to do things without crying and being unable to breathe just thinking about it.",4.6758450704225325,5.842025739436625,5.819830985915496,78.62904225352112,69.77464788732394,8.496901408450704,29.69295774647888,8.841846274778883,2.4073385915492955,573,22,107,10,10,191,92,142,0.312,0.62,0.068,-0.9925,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,5,0,8,0,14,3,1,2,1,25,29,12,0,4,10,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,8,0,3,6,3,7,0,16,18,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,12,75,16,0,0.1373497909095034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152166423085809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284035136415021,0.4687656468575223,0.0,0.10561351111278254,0.11468133830483633,0.0,0.0,0.11687455577387874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966263178703373,0.15197493120659028,0.15087229586477238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083445435499099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682966198245034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145796649662352,0.0,0.0,0.13560448290809313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206266963730536,0.0,0.13777303909966304,0.0,0.2705237540747663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391682284727615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598109111682192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446070520529577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873643891557742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350129808761802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443377788248128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124909800777617,0.17601640014665307,0.0,0.1090403918616223,0.0800897676170911,0.15786337968000558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683415760267901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101246528879989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240029709804274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975693507040929,0.0,0.0,0.08844876215593674
anxiety,jonesiesamie,2020/03/22,"Feeling Alone and No where to go I am sitting in my car right now completely frozen other than my fingers moving across this key board. I am in New York where corona virus cases are on the rise everyday. I live in Brooklyn the with my girlfriend and she and I have discussed for weeks that living with my parents will be safer because there are less people around and It is a closer of a commute to my job which is still open because it is an essential office that needs to stay open. However, my family gives me a lot of anxiety. They have said terrible things in the past not just for being gay, but other comments that are just straight up not kind and has caused me to have general anxiety now. And the thought of living with them is putting me in a spiral of panic attacks and feeling worried all the time. I know it is a shorter commute and safer to be in a less populated area, but if I take the same precautions in my own home, I feel like I would be fine. Do I go against my girlfriend and her thoughts of what would be safer for this virus and save my mental health? Or do I suck it up try my best to cope with this paralyzing anxiety and stay closer to my job? Please share your thoughts.",5.706678571428569,5.649684024999999,5.845714285714287,83.685,67.08333333333334,9.023809523809524,31.72619047619048,8.634040054169528,2.2739940476190483,946,35,195,13,14,300,133,240,0.11,0.754,0.136,0.8441,4,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,9,10,2,1,13,0,24,3,1,1,1,42,38,15,0,4,8,1,4,1,2,3,1,1,1,0,15,18,0,0,7,0,0,6,3,4,0,0,4,5,29,6,33,26,7,38,0,0,0,1,13,21,1,3,9,147,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311582348292412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906319710057085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273420368294924,0.0,0.14406841264068088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439406175978093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289821972900298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009157329528953,0.0,0.0,0.13277698578414718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193825433439302,0.0,0.1920951409694863,0.09046983923224833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148220775385453,0.1439419936547168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460971675136993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702771532533266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513363118788383,0.0,0.0,0.13187344532037898,0.06959664578006801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186867480240438,0.0,0.33546963822661546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076626547748813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276207918714825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459559726961448,0.0,0.09390008495159227,0.0,0.12230726490146898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858179428218826,0.14061593223317226,0.0,0.1208898016068635,0.0877944817558509,0.0,0.0,0.1390099217786632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730564239754438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081477138530259,0.12046124079688972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699574027335377,0.10113285311902223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521562285450387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841323129777248,0.0,0.0,0.3016080347841021,0.0738433315242211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597853452289768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158094579884956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860650553479133,0.0,0.17991926122427196,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheCompetentOne,2020/03/22,"Remember to breathe. Don’t know who needs this, but this extremely simple breathing exercise has helped me make it through many anxiety-filled times and I’m hoping it will help others too. 

[breathe](https://giphy.com/embed/1xVc4s9oZrDhO9BOYt)

I’m know I’m not alone in experiencing higher than normal anxiety in these times. We just have to remember to take stock, breathe, and push through.",6.9122098214285685,10.637960265625004,4.753839285714285,77.26437500000002,71.34375,9.282142857142855,31.017857142857146,9.606745405546679,3.7083732142857135,323,14,49,9,7,91,48,64,0.031,0.826,0.14300000000000002,0.8079,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,1,0,14,13,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,8,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614599199338659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193121974558202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384210506128822,0.0,0.0,0.2507377547464999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774775591790035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851095277002526,0.25594257654269925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718694045547607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473453704619668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571948583115025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898094249316742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29440883484150593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GamersPanda,2020/03/22,"Strange feeling in my head. Help! Hello all!

So, I just wonder if anyone else feels like I do. Its a bit hard to explain, but ill try the best I can.

Anyways. I'm a 32 year old woman, that is suffering from Generalized Anxiety Syndrome and PTSD,

Since less then six monts back I have been feeling really strange. There is reasons for it. I lost my 22 year old cousine that had cancer,and since then I have this strange feeling in my head that is really hard to explain. It is like a heavy stone in my head, like I'm going to throw up, im having headaches. But the feeling is more like im scared of something and I don't know what really. 

I'm scared to get a panic attack again, when I have one its like my soul is floating away from my body and it feels like im dying. Its really scary, and now I'm also scared of death. 

But when I have that strange feeling in my head its like I'm scared, I don't feel like talking or anything. I just feel low, and strange. Sorry it is really hard to explain the feeling. But it makes me crazy.

Please anyone answer if you have this feeling or have had the feeling and know what to do about it.

Sorry for my english

Thanks!",0.8478846153846149,3.0433485833333367,2.3666666666666667,94.53576923076923,84.0,5.0256410256410255,21.31410256410256,6.297961479604792,0.1964679487179488,900,29,197,8,26,292,109,240,0.251,0.573,0.177,-0.9775,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,12,19,1,5,8,0,22,6,5,2,1,39,50,20,2,2,10,1,15,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,18,6,0,0,20,0,0,2,2,9,0,2,4,15,21,10,19,46,5,20,1,3,0,0,9,7,0,5,19,121,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302550675886323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060290561391161936,0.0,0.0,0.11021362923937453,0.08075166794927657,0.06485512738883689,0.0,0.0,0.08965942852174663,0.07404597352112059,0.06060115825909908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270777899232087,0.0,0.08604171689828387,0.0875417801095772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179386660342344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583687311097804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781933873064738,0.22521172921501945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041175741998287003,0.0,0.04479037651213269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179879989396835,0.0,0.32353323504348325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282566930747795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553897459825809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662544930281722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30802643963413884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603203303526936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052607270437795534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539876751406932,0.0,0.0534046939944048,0.0,0.0,0.09246828308785728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651133108971512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212639485564586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252443239534254,0.08103132062929723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156161343574572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038733032979946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060672922559915465,0.0,0.17644598403500975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633456769478207,0.0,0.07255901599916169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350781707914455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546768096847465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150400979490956
anxiety,alexhjones95,2020/03/22,Ways to relieve chest tightness? Reading and hearing about coronavirus especially since positives have been announced in my county is making me so anxious. I haven’t had issues with my chest tightening up in years but here we are. And then reading about symptoms makes it worse. I was able to distract myself with a long walk yesterday and didn’t notice my chest at all so that’s how I convince myself I’m okay and it’s just anxiety. How can I help relieve it at night especially? I’ve tried tea and peppermint oil spray. It’s not really painful but it’s uncomfortable and I can breathe deeply but it’s... uncomfortable. I don’t know how else to describe it.,1.9192857142857136,4.751813785714287,3.060634920634921,85.58714285714291,89.7142857142857,6.292063492063493,26.04761904761905,7.594959193182576,1.9377809523809524,531,24,97,11,18,170,80,126,0.132,0.7190000000000001,0.149,0.3228,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,1,1,11,7,4,5,1,22,16,15,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,9,1,1,1,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,3,13,4,12,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,64,21,2,0.2168476389841558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658878502847905,0.2449761088256364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181148377089978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444030491414995,0.0,0.14534840145902758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263325963141359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917379133000562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919033367037299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894949657428732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349681952470566,0.0,0.0,0.2468824742399353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307411767744717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338126420698368,0.0,0.1389181502343903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793786078093644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253877263825773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722531261737884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212356239885246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098626993693746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964276987668098
anxiety,walle5993,2020/03/22,"I’m worried i’m going to die of the coronavirus I’m 16 and I’ve got no underlying health conditions (i think) and I’m fucking terrified i’m gonna die of the virus. It feels like a nightmare, everywhere is closed and people are staying indoors and it feels like the end of the world. Apparently there’s like a 20% you will be hospitalised from the virus so I think i’m literally screwed because they aren’t good odds. I just want someone to tell me it’s all gonna be fine and i’ll be okay, but it’s not gonna be fine. Fuck i’m terrified. I sound so selfish talking about myself when there are people who are in extremely vulnerable positions.",1.8879410063620623,4.030840917293233,3.837593984962407,85.77106998264895,79.67669172932331,7.701330248698671,26.772122614227875,8.617729084823388,2.071524465008676,514,22,108,12,13,174,77,133,0.22399999999999998,0.68,0.09699999999999999,-0.9702,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,7,11,3,0,7,1,10,4,0,0,1,15,29,9,2,1,3,0,2,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,3,8,7,9,20,1,8,0,0,0,3,5,4,3,0,5,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167623587196134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143131410520941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678915757874747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018507138253989,0.2851930798957455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690598167439999,0.0,0.0,0.1134390777221854,0.16741766350732207,0.1596408840151012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216882902635328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925480701475021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767594024957318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912311276900105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275041433584865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043346205633685,0.1744619628390377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557952952058077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773111742220148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270670158891188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cdt143,2020/03/22,"Does anyone else ever feel anxious after getting good news? Because of my anxiety, I usually try to prepare myself mentally for when bad things might happen.

But when good things happen, I get anxious that it will all be taken away from me. I think of all the ways the good news could dissapate. It is almost like after I receive good news I feel like now I just have more to lose. Which sounds insane when I type it out.

I also think these thoughts are heightened because of all the craziness going on in the world at the moment, but I am struggeling to manage this kind of anxiety at the moment.",4.331323671497587,6.067752547826089,4.7846376811594205,83.51772946859906,71.34782608695653,6.850241545893723,26.690821256038646,7.3871296695380915,1.4618792270531404,473,16,86,5,9,150,74,115,0.122,0.784,0.094,-0.3143,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,4,19,19,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,12,7,17,13,4,20,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,12,65,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480962942783619,0.0,0.0,0.1182722290731721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262797858996307,0.33416034604357064,0.0,0.10341219194204916,0.1515367390266079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895298574500456,0.0,0.12348682713061368,0.18031183106739854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808277313766305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942462353913767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354797507356692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378023101544598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956113472485436,0.1056567991178355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545389173469637,0.0,0.08405259939257223,0.4961919678678539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615675598855809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540107315259334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450884849045353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545758565275634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904419510914635,0.15689408693951448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651081436735354,0.18953133176111567,0.0,0.11741275624355599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041154961280822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628863446275482,0.0,0.0,0.1173928132199837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cosmozucchini,2020/03/22,"Sore throat and anxiety? Does anyone else get a sore throat from anxiety? Had mine for a week and half now. Convinced I have chest pains, breathing problems and waking up sweating.

No cough (only tiny ones to clear my throat due to soreness or choking feeling) or fever but convinced I have corona? Anyone else feeling this way or should I be worried? This whole thing is unsettling and undoing all my hard work with my counsellor to try and curb my normal anxiety 😔",5.086345514950164,7.2247031162790725,4.843289036544848,82.22081395348839,70.16279069767442,7.70498338870432,30.890365448504987,8.418075326091056,2.5087063122923587,372,16,64,6,7,114,61,86,0.221,0.685,0.094,-0.7912,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,6,13,7,0,2,20,9,9,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,8,2,7,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491673919586929,0.0,0.0,0.2736988303612484,0.4010690369234472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712726875688781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269917756900984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792012369601936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022537094728162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532339754759785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917604581553817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262245679545262,0.14885109547387393,0.20825598421130345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727410479235795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002523937366434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287854733408475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535052041606187,0.15699184208564035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851030357148885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424838260958143,0.19875944301684825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yolid,2020/03/22,"Feeling lost and alone when not with someone. Hello guys

I've dealt with massive anxiety after I had a panic attack last year, my gf left me 3 months ago.

I was always dealing with massive anxiety when I was alone, even in the relationship.

When my gf went to work and I was at home, I would get these DP/DR symptoms and could not enjoy myself.

It's blown away when I'm in public with my friends.

When I'm at home in the evenings I often feel lost and like I have no one. (I have plenty of friends, but I can't seem to shake of the feeling)

When I am alone for 2-3 days I feel like they abandon me.

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I don't know anymore what to do. I'm in therapy and started to get in shape again already.

I am unemployed for 4 months now, maybe I feel bad because of that.

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Any ideas?",1.0808066220500194,3.157538898203597,2.584889045438537,94.02699189855585,82.17365269461078,5.127016555125045,23.595984501585068,6.2272716619740125,0.4505480098626276,624,23,137,5,17,203,96,167,0.17,0.755,0.07400000000000001,-0.9116,2,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,11,12,1,2,4,0,13,1,0,0,0,24,29,12,0,2,3,0,5,2,4,1,1,0,2,1,4,9,0,1,8,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,7,5,21,5,22,20,0,28,0,3,0,0,10,10,0,2,18,85,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944995585833015,0.0,0.0,0.3135346309296877,0.1113558594831569,0.0,0.08396457427321659,0.3280053695585271,0.36784732780376667,0.06862174591379065,0.0,0.15439059017237802,0.0,0.10007485444163826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479883222666262,0.0948075560090067,0.0,0.08425500335088032,0.06151333823938185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056781988472166,0.0,0.0,0.06507811405202428,0.10403299915120127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329920728430827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551137275167725,0.07208958372783061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592446244285346,0.0,0.10544182971951896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991601600587424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024403977593544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391425321008825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545708122967444,0.08225450163987193,0.0,0.0,0.10963818833261099,0.0,0.0,0.0985983185147087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030871910228825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137689823231992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610895908824092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837871495570515,0.0,0.0,0.11839525515061447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833876330208322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186398540749012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550007456512705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142408193505499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488334146857954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539851428412702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354387970238208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346313110026789,0.0,0.0,0.07168303136352466,0.0,0.36784732780376667,0.06498224438243577
anxiety,TisAPrankBro,2020/03/22,Let the existential crisis begin again With all the shit happening in the world and the complete idiocy of the people in my country and family I can say that I've now reentered the same existential crisis I left a few months ago. Having nightmares etc about all of this shit. What to do? It's hard to find your own motivation from a 10x8 bedroom.,4.812985074626862,6.3881837313432825,5.8389850746268674,77.06683582089553,69.8955223880597,8.942089552238807,26.832835820895525,9.3871,2.351450149253731,278,9,51,6,5,92,51,67,0.128,0.733,0.139,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,8,0,4,2,2,1,2,8,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,9,5,6,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,5,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176669783423345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274133686873579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915947283294432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647928676751016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896783023863205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312064023345614,0.0,0.2342149682607617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840748284618706,0.2673584689189308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869324180223572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812620223960536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792185655818468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367656583038627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teddy-b-jr,2020/03/22,"Anyone feeling immense work anxiety? I don’t know if it is just me but the thought of my job gives me a lot of anxiety. I haven’t been able to fall asleep quickly as I’ll be having negative thoughts about life. So far distractions like online shopping and watching videos help keep my mind at ease, but when I have absolutely no distractions at all, I feel really anxious and nauseous. I really want to quit my job and look for something I’m really interested in but I’m not able to do so as I have commitments that require me to have a steady source of income. I don’t know how long will it take for me to find a new job especially with the current state of the economy.",5.563676470588233,5.545829779411764,6.57088235294118,78.23147058823531,67.38235294117646,10.623529411764707,33.17647058823529,10.411451182825502,3.2943117647058813,534,22,109,13,8,179,86,136,0.14,0.725,0.135,-0.1886,6,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,2,6,0,12,2,1,1,2,25,25,13,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,2,1,1,6,2,0,0,3,4,14,2,18,20,2,11,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,6,71,17,5,0.3311452005998947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533251720746472,0.18704990997198334,0.0,0.11577221188443244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743696322330248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133035707358558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883232534652272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097982386043063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929157725790687,0.1471685347480403,0.0,0.0,0.18198874205454535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694882415537272,0.08089040911146851,0.0,0.0,0.14652654099957474,0.13903928372699506,0.0,0.0,0.1407639038427973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718112686025444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991104911786624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610684115321273,0.0,0.0,0.3182101424426485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746587685626887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448998966121043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628922999984682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765900949506093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053882497851386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eastsideeric24,2020/03/22,How long can you be on anxiety medication? Is it okay to spend years and years on them?,0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,84.55555555555556,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.314244444444444,68,2,16,2,2,23,16,18,0.085,0.802,0.113,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805057444045255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401788428797304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501073042810701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.640612028083024
anxiety,Steve00121,2020/03/22,"Need for deep breaths / feeling chest congested? Had anyone's anxiety manifested in the need to take deep breaths often? Or feeling like your chest is congested? Not short of breath necessarily or panicky, just... Not at capacity?

How about a tic cough? Terrible to have right now during this pandemic... Lol. Just seeing who shares my experiences. Thanks. Hang in there everyone.",3.6983333333333337,6.656145063492065,4.251150793650794,73.93482142857147,98.36507936507937,8.44920634920635,29.059523809523807,8.344100000000001,3.774704761904763,301,15,46,10,12,95,52,63,0.099,0.706,0.195,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,3,8,5,1,0,12,10,3,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,3,8,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,3,2,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457244326497319,0.0,0.0,0.2245971914194451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069294977634225,0.0,0.31420458296609804,0.0,0.0,0.3248264075432372,0.2294721723869122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692676509749476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763456343907552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27431120743813525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559624305519935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24150961256276504,0.0,0.0,0.29572660510390403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Snoot-Snout,2020/03/22,"I haven't spent under twenty-four hours in my own home in the past ten days. I thought I was finally able to relax in my own home and now I have to stay somewhere else for the night. Again. I'm on the verge of tears cause I just want to spend some time home. I just want to lay in my own bed and relax. I love my friends, but I just want to be home. I'm exhausted socially.",-0.5892503346720233,1.2516281204819322,1.3705220883534146,101.66239625167336,87.07228915662651,5.13467202141901,16.451137884872825,6.42735559955562,-0.6508757697456491,286,6,75,3,9,94,49,83,0.059000000000000004,0.785,0.156,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,12,12,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,12,4,13,8,4,16,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,8,45,12,0,0.17984445882630476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474979965080332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598479778210265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150236968212464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970108139165184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894738276573398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7215946232946127,0.0,0.17711056503643505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231664568721102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687718416107309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168188577439625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332877742666975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169026404217612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277641148709466,0.104868750212445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31823076427503155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gay_cabbage_man,2020/03/22,"I feel so bad I don't have an anxiety disorder but I'm tired of feeling anxious so much lately. We've been sent home from college so I won't be able to see my friends or partner for around 5 months since they don't live near me. Texting them is nice but it's not the same as seeing each other in person. I've been staying in the house with my family for only a week and I'm already starting to feel pretty bad from being in my room and thinking incessantly about stuff that makes me worry more and I'm dreading the next 5 months.

 I keep imagining all these bad things that could happen even though I don't want to and it makes me feel sick to my stomach. I want to cry and sleep but crying is difficult for me and I'm too worried to sleep unless I'm really tired. And last night I dreamed about the stuff I worry about so I didn't even get a full break from it.

I was supposed to get a surgery this summer but I'm pretty sure it's not going to happen now and I just feel terrible. I want to do things with my time now that I don't have a job but I feel like I don't have the motivation to do anything productive and I just keep trying to distract myself and even then I can only temporarily get rid of the feeling of dread suffocating me. It's like my mind is trying to taunt me with all these thoughts like ""what if not seeing people for so long ruins your relationships?"" And pointless stuff like that where I keep imagining hypothetical situations over and over and over that just make me feel bad.

I know it sounds like I'm way too dramatic but that's because I am and I wish I could just stop worrying but I don't know how to do that.",2.4587159372419483,3.9137691531791963,3.928129644921552,88.90926300578037,75.67630057803468,7.023781998348472,23.33980181668043,7.7094869923839395,0.9098137076796036,1301,38,287,18,28,431,159,346,0.22899999999999998,0.6579999999999999,0.113,-0.9933,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,23,18,0,3,11,0,26,6,3,5,3,70,66,33,0,7,17,0,8,5,2,1,3,1,2,2,23,19,0,4,15,1,0,2,11,10,0,0,6,12,40,8,39,55,7,31,0,1,3,0,8,11,0,2,20,192,63,3,0.0804232567396008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887490636631156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152357127766079,0.0908553885458355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618148779111872,0.07159374921882243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686002403835538,0.049025270846779295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842285281322105,0.0,0.1766823422864936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217201976778926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935640776012272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581588896754017,0.0,0.3253153204482477,0.05745439068409733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213480865850155,0.0,0.12605349689678974,0.0,0.04570639015979399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223604066588968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067108382136322,0.0,0.0,0.09279764044435726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980767280196285,0.2144516574467836,0.0,0.0,0.0883970373084389,0.06555568819186386,0.0907209365927644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196453704536796,0.0,0.0710152091234342,0.07117205144224692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104944511152014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812045632136049,0.0,0.1283861524938488,0.0,0.059120347322127474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553104592452072,0.07547177842929338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223310215224212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575535999085204,0.07022248571539781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363872957375053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05152119762257185,0.0,0.0,0.08634448017469709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226076956193214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652694904600158,0.09039911017767824,0.16096267490760502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569239950565202,0.08572049102961264,0.0,0.06723744374936133,0.0,0.0,0.2761961636137405,0.0,0.0,0.07579796770692518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685927641741486,0.051531975569957464,0.07901544141548025,0.06384708248629131,0.046895447751559835,0.18486940576635014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920422440993766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230716155924672,0.06383623780542541,0.06451068550044309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248277624179373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266948842273873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xthedomsterx,2020/03/22,What's the easiest way to get rid of anxiety I been having anxiety for 2 months and when I was younger I had this problem in 5th grade. After I started middle school it kinda went away and I never had a bad problem with it till this year and I'm in 11th great now. When I was young it lasted a little less then a year. And I was on medication for this well this year non of my doctors put me on medication and I have had this for 2 months. I understand I thank about this crap all the time and that's the reason why I have a problem with this anxiety. Can anyone give me tips and help me get rid of this. It's seems like it's more of a fear of maybe going back to the old times I delt with this.,2.273959330143544,3.0243220657894767,4.005669856459331,90.9555980861244,75.05263157894737,7.369377990430622,22.370813397129183,7.686295010490155,0.6390842105263155,542,13,130,7,11,183,82,152,0.134,0.737,0.129,0.07,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,1,9,0,11,4,1,1,2,19,21,11,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,16,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,8,0,16,4,21,13,3,30,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,2,20,90,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330362620490558,0.0,0.0,0.10065274599414606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524517096743982,0.11068817951645854,0.12019171058443373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733827912101927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619830607533481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041520832138394,0.13808935182755055,0.08180974387961172,0.0,0.0,0.158704687823461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648622790976537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733794863427564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032639066952136,0.1442750848805326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461648955781894,0.0,0.0,0.2900276906273375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297980264135977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102262779030007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510506481751069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132203168585067,0.0,0.14470887521476625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800392635935572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568444680723044,0.0,0.1310460994375396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188810448379523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252923903062372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787606968137408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985637007364164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426030904741608,0.0,0.0,0.12942777061216365,0.1334425074949133,0.12989191588828553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27809602276369955
anxiety,pelloosh,2020/03/22,Being in quarantine for two weeks now is really starting to get me down Anyone else? I think this next week will be difficult to get through (can’t think further ahead about the rest of the weeks). Must be really bad for people who have been in a lockdown for even longer.,6.598805031446545,6.487610641509434,6.216981132075473,81.9561635220126,65.22641509433961,10.085534591194973,28.9874213836478,9.725611199111238,2.3545270440251573,216,6,43,4,3,67,43,53,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.7425,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,3,14,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,12,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,32,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715993821391589,0.2514559482785257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491068644800775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205012153683474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209382814841167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564376814298095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610008882789181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013937251235334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144373648032245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370550206117766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145031433474025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973410739256684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905696359877146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeroOfTheWaste,2020/03/22,"Safety about meds So I've been having a bad episode. Cant sleep which always makes me super anxious. My girlfriend gets home from work at around 8 tonight. I was thinking about taking a valium 5mg and a benadryl so that I could hopefully fall asleep while watching some tv.

Is that safe? 

Also I'm worried because I took valium at 9am and it made me feel a little bit better and very sleepy for like an hour and a half but now my chest feels weird again and my anxiety is back.",2.1815873015872995,4.1614221020408175,3.2260544217687084,91.32767573696148,77.9795918367347,5.988208616780046,22.113378684807266,6.937597516519254,0.5552140589569161,378,11,79,4,9,121,77,98,0.1,0.773,0.127,0.3663,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,6,0,7,3,3,2,0,16,17,10,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,3,8,5,7,12,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,7,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132658841011905,0.1782637372126744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389199750505778,0.24202871848373755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071783910908088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473631442516026,0.17888034217051174,0.13059790581797046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947669525730415,0.2338931422405297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105214664691587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665101919490054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193086362339642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489885573631906,0.2127873411057762,0.2109819365968492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466619341226288,0.2147234316294999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027178113007222,0.14300597699531425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379708676822894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439339237401672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108081883743988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727549029015473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802704719665926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676934109691625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596830461695996,0.21756977057243526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PhxRising29,2020/03/22,"Do apny of these doomsday prophecies have any merit]? To be honest, Ive been doing just fine with all of this Corona stuff. But then I see an article on CNN about this lady who predicted this and now a lot of people seem to think this is the end. Are any of these prophecies credible? I'm freaking out about it!",3.1119047619047637,4.623755428571432,4.308126984126982,86.61742857142859,74.07936507936509,6.944761904761903,23.711111111111112,7.554174236665415,1.0509263492063496,244,7,49,3,5,80,50,63,0.10800000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.076,-0.4857,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,11,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132342545766929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334228155304319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208172111975027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26161328507397635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30070634479029096,0.3435335508097462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319858856002095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179647333315415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OceanBreeze2,2020/03/22,People who've dealt with extreme social anxiety how did you get over it or find ways to cope Please let me Know I need some tips and tricks on how to at least cope with my social anxiety has gotten so bad that I don't leave my house much.,4.52470588235294,4.2488038235294106,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,69.58823529411765,8.368627450980393,22.882352941176467,7.793537801064563,0.6679882352941169,189,3,44,2,3,60,43,51,0.174,0.762,0.064,-0.7134,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,7,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885070768228868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201852407588906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320847714411023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326664306207048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29299778342182503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955169478667426,0.0,0.0,0.26887213740704496,0.0,0.2596576664312116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666563759127436,0.18828372903224389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760410804949395,0.0,0.0,0.27873570570740386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176934064839778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201555514659807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ineedsomeadvice11,2020/03/22,"Recently started medication and need advice on drinking I want to start by saying I am not sure if this is the correct subreddit to be asking, but so I recently restarted taking anti-depressants, but I was also prescribed Alprazolam .5mg twice a day as a short term solution as I have had a very stressful past few months. I started taking the Alprazolam this past friday, and I know it is dangerous to drink alcohol while on it. However, This is my last semester of college and it was cut short and is now going online, and I was planning on going to a party this week to celebrate and say goodbye to my friends. I don't drink very often but I was really looking forward to getting drunk and  just having a good time with friends one last time while im still a student, and I was wondering If I didnt take the alprazolam the night I plan to drink if that would be fine or if there would be any dangerous side effects?",12.67548802946593,6.965203740331493,12.342955801104974,60.29981123388582,58.55801104972375,15.823572744014735,48.3987108655617,12.745084868956482,5.9120158379373855,731,33,135,17,6,248,106,181,0.107,0.7509999999999999,0.142,0.767,1,0,5,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,3,1,10,0,20,7,0,1,2,29,35,22,0,8,10,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,8,9,6,0,3,5,0,3,3,4,0,2,7,3,15,5,16,23,2,29,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,7,21,98,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138893577823905,0.0,0.13275623421730304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934080824043356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447566170461182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613140882649794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011333249870188,0.0,0.10699278632912614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486763619360519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919482223221728,0.0,0.06490120746921499,0.0,0.1411971892945664,0.10419206502802117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418177860008906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826951967920819,0.2025160788809031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431573963776428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514125088337974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915333399278857,0.0,0.0,0.09210952087748422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657454185314885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417648247613851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371691508207417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958021042532744,0.0,0.2453097608778597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975736742567914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637762928979471,0.0,0.09920436867089504,0.0,0.14229662574992608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707837741113772,0.0,0.2801999190639989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487045225144699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499339162302935,0.07326973740580918,0.0,0.09964391675084494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347141648273981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648841272659144,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SarahWearsaHat,2020/03/22,"Cleaning triggered me?! I was cleaning....just getting things taken care of and making great progress and have had no issues before. But just kinda randomly got triggered. Maybe too overwhelmed, idk. But just kinda needed to vent somewhere.  I will be okay. But damn.",3.3625000000000007,6.378539777777783,2.5993055555555564,86.44562500000002,95.66666666666669,3.1388888888888893,25.625,5.148860815047168,0.9095,210,9,30,1,8,61,36,45,0.11699999999999999,0.632,0.251,0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,14,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,3,3,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31223433281092605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741142966488005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170819256455568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934711331002633,0.4045467103186847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829844072416835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493170594968586,0.0,0.3686351418524609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272077368880781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377505477907016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hurt-and-healing,2020/03/22,"Freaking out over Corona My husband might have been exposed to corona at work and we have self quarantined, been in here for a week and last night I felt slightly nauseous. I feel a tiny cough, like once in awhile the need to cough. I also smoke weed for my chronic pain so there is that. I normally dont cough. I have a weak immune system and am very worried i have it. I have read the CDC website and they dont mention nausea and diarrhea as symptoms, yet other articles and a study done over in Asia, say that nausea and diarrhea can be the first symptom before fever and anything else also, people who did present with gastrointestinal problems had it worse and were at a higher risk of dying. Help me guys if you know, I'm freaking out over here.",4.316103896103897,5.784578755102043,4.632702535559677,85.65050092764379,70.97278911564626,6.978107606679036,27.649350649350648,7.348242739294969,1.4661346938775517,595,21,114,6,11,187,100,147,0.13699999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.065,-0.8685,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,1,2,7,7,0,1,8,0,18,10,0,0,0,21,23,14,1,4,1,1,2,1,0,1,10,1,0,2,6,13,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,3,13,1,17,14,0,17,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,2,7,80,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705148109090433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918390683630555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392164794375303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755356957493482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308409238674072,0.3964505276101604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129080586848528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551986885781374,0.0,0.16239637251741518,0.0,0.0,0.14386636483784485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747049774214526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336779883841586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295231503540068,0.13786781020523864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263094415827216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942578149487587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541165138695512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872198296337964,0.1657166429296482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012353077620408,0.0,0.0,0.1799718404173956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117257092422646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183960057447186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918102932696674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450314648846165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644496208691982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515925895117702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955430188944382,0.0,0.0,0.13567010262717005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313248288777875,0.17176506545801876,0.17236327847282673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vecapereca,2020/03/22,"Someone to talk Due to many things, I feel really bad at the moment. I'm upset, lonely and starting to panic. I would love to talk to someone about random things, send memes or anything, just some postive things... please PM me if you feel the same way or just want to talk.",2.4611111111111086,4.543492518518518,3.0442222222222237,92.47300000000004,77.51851851851852,5.060740740740742,20.059259259259264,5.6839178017228535,-0.11386962962963,212,5,43,1,5,66,38,54,0.191,0.688,0.122,-0.659,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,7,4,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,1,8,6,2,6,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,5,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759537974158266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785288978069499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162253671716984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929788757333368,0.0,0.0,0.21677764786362064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508690708798241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347076913976319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697713169753348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36233418710948706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134131051702604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155758468572702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261530550830594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261152542376923,0.16971858490179892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518900014459185,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xavierdruitt,2020/03/22,Ativan is a miracle drug Always works,1.178571428571427,1.7850275714285748,4.317857142857143,70.33964285714289,130.42857142857142,7.114285714285713,17.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,2.458771428571429,31,1,4,1,2,11,7,7,0.0,0.568,0.4320000000000001,0.5859,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193180411896907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7237813393024979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543669717006124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MendMeNow,2020/03/22,"Existential anxiety and depression. Hey, I'll start off by saying that I'm a 19 year old male and have been diagnosed with GAD, OCD and depression.

My latest anxiety spiral was triggered by a bad reaction to an SSRI 9 months ago and has been complete hell. I've been dealing with terrible existential thoughts about consciousness, meaninglessness and the rationality of suicide.

Suicide is also a huge theme given I have a history of self harm and depression. I've also been on a research spiral into writers, musicians, etc that have committed suicide and why they did it and if they shared the same feelings about existence as me.

A lot of things used to bring me happiness such as music, record collecting, electronics, philosophy and relationships with people that I hold dear.

I feel as if I've come to some bleak realization of the meaninglessness of existence and will never truly be happy again.

I'm unable to see my therapist right now because of the corona virus so any words of hope are appreciated. I just want things to go back to the way they were.",6.931833399760863,8.345711637305701,7.563730569948188,67.27703467516942,64.75129533678756,11.534316460741332,34.5352730171383,11.362043627235082,4.4959297728178536,858,38,140,27,13,284,123,193,0.21600000000000005,0.6920000000000001,0.092,-0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,3,18.0,0,0,3,0,10,12,1,0,12,0,15,1,0,2,2,33,29,18,3,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,15,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,9,4,11,5,26,18,4,19,1,3,1,0,10,5,1,5,10,95,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261272464274775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122961243890565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406264268657724,0.0,0.21162951662288826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635988066152194,0.115491790090953,0.08431885662802308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191508116815744,0.14502635010993634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260230042916847,0.35740557791813543,0.1403923353904208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426385441063942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398779414676972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861069387893728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944893617421765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738340744884556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759509204803292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104060558786644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668125082632757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514403420431218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958939772103536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485043880170578,0.0,0.11812490033728995,0.0,0.10999796598738087,0.0,0.0,0.11022348259636344,0.0,0.14429838591134134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979039196512739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539003344670564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606006923592113,0.18378790880675405,0.0,0.0,0.10981097913980886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946444955542987,0.0,0.0,0.08158497951091771,0.1097923273083082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481268309883314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890738286081484
anxiety,hHarbnation,2020/03/22,MY ANXIETY THESE DAYS IS REALLY WEIRD!!! These days with everything that is happening I'm either calm and collected or absolutely losing my mind and having panic attacks. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!,6.027000000000001,9.84947536666667,9.755000000000004,38.482500000000016,78.66666666666666,12.333333333333336,30.83333333333333,10.686352973137794,5.958333333333334,151,7,18,7,4,57,25,30,0.39,0.555,0.055,-0.9307,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523363323965547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752549459800705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254552716156525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29645024344755805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916875604819608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369020680878004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330570906345529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870109496246406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113120187722005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emilyrj1090,2020/03/22,"Some tools that I use to help manage my anxiety - especially in a time like this Hey guys - I think it's an understatement to say that this time is especially rough for all of us who experienced anxiety pre-COVID. 

So, I wanted to share the free quick help tool I use to help manage my anxiety: [www.buddymindcoach.com/quickhelp](https://www.buddymindcoach.com/quickhelp)

Hope it's helpful for some of you too! And if you just need to vent to a third person, please feel free to DM me. Here to talk (or just listen) if you need it :)",5.4793947368421065,7.888445821052631,5.1886184210526345,79.01345394736845,69.73684210526315,8.118421052631579,21.348684210526315,8.841846274778883,1.1806052631578945,423,9,81,8,8,130,61,95,0.047,0.6679999999999999,0.28600000000000003,0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,17,10,5,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,11,7,13,10,3,4,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,6,4,51,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424024795656559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746962384917812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190871275164147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168350633353471,0.0,0.0,0.19146276970696974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417702754900044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28587102974430983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831815382080573,0.0,0.2116020954828144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329737135773722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549401426737475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351837025290875,0.0,0.0,0.2248099054805124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187695658488594,0.3329804496502664,0.0,0.0,0.11369994698568632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thisisajoke9,2020/03/22,Im sick of this Ive been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder for a while now. I take zoloft which helps but i still feel that my anxiety is getting worse and i want a way out. Is there a program for that like AA for ppl with anxiety. I dont have a lot of money tho and i feel that my anxiety is causing my grades to slip bc i cant communicate with my teachers or focus (especially around my family). Any suggestions? Thx for reading,1.2819999999999998,3.6471443111111133,3.915555555555557,83.02000000000002,83.66666666666667,8.488888888888889,25.66666666666667,9.120678840339163,2.5404666666666667,348,15,72,11,10,122,60,90,0.17300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,8,3,0,1,0,15,13,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,12,1,12,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,50,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774534789922271,0.0,0.6198205910522209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803182058311676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808129497532785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055905567651829,0.0,0.0,0.2321472672364684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23739467831423194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095221609832488,0.0,0.2048372782284645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582739716424852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576933444216485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879575018465575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098958861401962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220627023387786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261128810220105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176186134507867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229725956558154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947305609441458,0.16077990039191567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642235132288125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TimeGrifter,2020/03/22,Why do I feel like saying I told you so? All anxiety plays out and I feel calm?,-1.2299999999999969,0.5112237777777793,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,89.0,5.822222222222222,14.555555555555555,7.1686216300943375,-0.4813111111111117,60,1,16,1,2,21,15,18,0.09699999999999999,0.539,0.364,0.6647,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,3,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522450272459777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465637403417586,0.32894747479116737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249539130127299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661704392140223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399822522182105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154869099581658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VegetableEar,2020/03/22,"I'm completely overwhelmed, I'm going to fail my final uni semester I've just started studying online for the first time in my degree, and I'm finding it completely anxiety provoking and overwhelming.

It's two weeks in and I've effectively... Done nothing. It's got so many checks and hurdles and I feel like I'm going to explode, I can't seem to just get into the content. I'm already behind, I just found out I've missed one assignment and I'm feeling like breaking down. It's only 5% so it's fine, I can still complete it, but I'm just feeling like it's piling up and I don't understand what I'm meant to do.

It's all my final electives, and I honestly just need to pass this to continue with my life. I'm dealing with some complex trauma and I can't seem to cope with anything right now. 

How do I just get past this?",1.7718023255813975,3.7014432151162784,3.9013372093023264,86.23886627906978,79.05813953488372,6.858139534883722,27.02906976744186,7.865858978985527,1.7427488372093034,651,28,133,11,16,223,90,172,0.067,0.8270000000000001,0.105,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,11,10,0,2,2,0,7,1,0,3,1,37,32,13,0,1,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,14,0,0,11,0,1,3,3,5,0,3,4,3,12,5,18,28,2,21,0,4,0,0,1,7,0,3,13,76,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605191828841249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127681782751817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970152589566065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575374266945111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996329869162867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885650530937708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064746627747733,0.3117508444052294,0.0,0.3186895448574724,0.13294818227450805,0.12372855301730767,0.0,0.15948983490871305,0.0,0.0,0.15199412430510026,0.0,0.16533700972627427,0.0,0.11633798036403553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274299150062456,0.21319383095584146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747402790076744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785705314170248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395731893941121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856774041617873,0.11062919880877757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885842342872393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422239794791212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264843393828232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295762902533154,0.0,0.11616487374695825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481913660114547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209368730847646,0.15142941990425066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667956929814398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Black-Sunset,2020/03/22,Have you ever been so upset you drop to the floor and cry in a ball? Is this just me or does anyone else do this?,0.6492307692307691,1.37198930769231,2.6415384615384627,99.27846153846157,79.0,5.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.5940923076923081,86,0,23,0,2,29,24,26,0.295,0.705,0.0,-0.8477,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31185392861301164,0.4569802313167749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899106207948127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902980543392625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372576198950172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034329978838701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway5267373,2020/03/22,"Is she going to forget about me in a month? My girlfriend is going to a special program for an eating disorder in another city in another state. We were in a good place before she left, and we've gotten through a lot over the 6 months we've been together and she's never shown any indication that she'd give up on our relationship. She'll be gone for 6 weeks though, and we can't have contact until she progresses in the program, not sure if it's so that she can focus or if I'm a reward of some kind.  

Because of this time apart, I'm really afraid she's going to forget about me, stop loving me, find someone else, or leave me for whatever reason, you get the picture.  

I guess what I'm asking for is two things: first, I feel like this is probably just my anxiety (I'm on Lexapro but it hasn't been working as well lately, I'm sorting that out with the nurse practitioner), and I guess I just wanted to know if people with an outside view would agree/disagree with that. Second, how can I change my thinking to worry less about this? I've been doing my best to distract myself, but that only helps for so long so I think I need some way to confront and change those thoughts. Thank you for any advice or comfort you have to give, it means a lot.",5.171176470588237,5.055842196078434,5.940392156862747,82.75176470588238,68.21568627450979,8.682352941176473,28.764705882352942,8.238735603445708,1.8006941176470583,980,30,203,12,15,322,146,255,0.075,0.802,0.12300000000000001,0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,3,0,5,11,14,1,2,12,0,19,2,0,2,2,46,45,20,0,6,11,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,14,11,1,1,8,0,0,4,4,3,1,3,7,2,30,11,35,34,6,29,0,0,1,1,22,13,0,13,11,140,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196421768074496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665201525788693,0.2567677855823073,0.09366252741712663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144603044638344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463530935314575,0.0,0.10418326460522756,0.0,0.1284880989450115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590402334942062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032124841438073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528168801880235,0.10227882757314673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190687261794031,0.08746767021045039,0.0,0.0,0.11190347648730016,0.10414324578572877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396729396519496,0.23490183633406905,0.20874809114181,0.10269276508683656,0.0,0.0,0.2697521639967224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206567637907285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274973308528573,0.06728713693430137,0.0,0.13811214197203991,0.1296411079434178,0.13302611006541118,0.0,0.0,0.05981561247259689,0.0,0.0,0.1083512234596674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817991192968016,0.11050247095652252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333677326948871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954530804732524,0.0,0.0,0.09078408597803182,0.09442950813160443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311742165940573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488109232519668,0.0,0.1279186355906333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200576133919187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843506943231551,0.1258836891706253,0.0,0.13144949283229584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373887513716262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236123794261492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539364638752955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272180368812185,0.0,0.0,0.0813404496794434,0.1569029552233547,0.1202918782876476,0.0971998047201654,0.07139289981958125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960131627739255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221540267356641,0.09718329494679176,0.09821006362120628,0.0,0.1100838717361412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891342214981421,0.12433880184265735,0.0,0.08697439245400437,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KgCeltics33,2020/03/22,"My music has been helping with my chest tightness and shortness of breath I get when I experience loads of anxiety A little over 2 weeks ago, I found out my ex had been using our ‘relationship’ to cheat on a bf she apparently already had prior but I had no knowledge of him. I’m assuming she just didn’t like him that much anymore and decided to pursue things with me. Anyway that’s besides the point. Recently ever since we broke up, I’ve been struggling with moving on and all that cuz it was my first relationship and I actually did love her and I still think fondly of all the times we shared together. Sometimes my thought process gets so bad that I start having knots and feelings of tightness in my chest and it starts getting hard to breathe fully. My music has always helped me in social situations, (that’s y I always wear my earbuds in public), but I’ve also noticed they help release that tension in my chest when I start to get super anxious and down in the dumps.

I’m sure this has already been commented on and it’s already well noted, but I’m new here and I figured I’d add my new little breakthrough.",3.778020202020201,5.618541690909094,4.784848484848486,82.52671717171718,73.0,7.070707070707071,28.58585858585859,7.793537801064563,1.8641464646464645,892,36,167,12,18,291,129,220,0.127,0.7390000000000001,0.134,0.5738,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,1,2,10,13,2,2,5,0,14,7,6,2,4,37,30,18,0,0,4,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,17,0,2,8,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,12,4,31,7,24,18,3,32,0,1,0,1,21,16,0,1,16,114,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.11995630673698332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896490425139108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069498005889815,0.0983024543627721,0.20456559667128846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403669187994487,0.138869379668466,0.1219077955664469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263658919373664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119199457973213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024347451751775,0.0,0.0,0.06215417911688509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455927877875304,0.0,0.13478006251527644,0.0,0.0,0.2568913258643916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011595638744456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247180540704703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060054564774292524,0.2464047236830409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094390787719627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064899224653387,0.09036344557886344,0.0,0.0,0.2374419554273813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995003926329014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620312056657638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137283761107588,0.263949218457356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168418508928767,0.13817197365924322,0.0,0.12530576212902855,0.0,0.0,0.12157519679372253,0.0,0.26101918691685977,0.0,0.09816744091970273,0.0,0.0,0.12850708450595838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585462264883567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166538972215827,0.0787648767456463,0.0,0.09758809995116202,0.07167810124160849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616705847766596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860239464954294,0.0,0.11052363643040006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ahaeee,2020/03/22,"Help me please I keep freaking out and my anxiety and stuff is at a all time high cause of the corona virus? I live in Ontario Canada and it just keeps spreading more and more I feel like we’re all doomed now they might wanna put martial law into place (there’s military on the streets so u can’t go out at all for months) 

I feel like we’re loosing our freedom and on top of that there’s this deadly disease everyone keeps talking about and all I hear is bad stuff about it weather it’s at home from my parents talking about it 24/7 or  it’s on social media like I can’t escape it. 

My anxiety is getting so bad that I’m feeling symptoms that are prob not there if that makes sense like sometimes it feels like I can’t breath or one of my my eye feels weird and stuff like that. Most of it is in my head tho cause of my anxiety about the cornoa. 

What are the symptoms of corona virus? And what should I do to lower my anxiety",1.3821943319838037,3.3883888820512813,2.51211875843455,95.33174089068828,80.69230769230771,5.336032388663968,22.05802968960864,6.339386263674448,0.232794871794872,732,23,163,6,19,233,104,195,0.11800000000000001,0.732,0.149,0.7601,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,1,12,11,0,0,5,0,12,5,3,3,4,36,25,14,1,3,5,1,5,6,0,2,2,1,1,0,19,11,0,3,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,0,7,19,6,25,23,7,20,1,1,1,0,8,15,0,5,9,108,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34534953512091554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884663191348012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318760606681205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078423075642919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853263502086277,0.24188103886062584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589645502929904,0.0,0.06414078484855226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582664199450855,0.0,0.12720111698694098,0.0,0.07564749737287665,0.11924250012573535,0.1132075102145609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30094473820007256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308253769683171,0.0,0.09965720839988708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533474548279882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972633740208576,0.0,0.0,0.09008355894932583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647667320836253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531737301459778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791439584420475,0.12388609130990932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345519971905788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504628096254067,0.0,0.0,0.11162115780441494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875921647806701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346089433148792,0.0,0.18142475025167426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580941557828948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spect0gram,2020/03/22,"One of the benefits of having agoraphobia is life is pretty much the same as it always is I'm agoraphobic. I see people wondering how to deal with having to stay at home all day. But, for me the self isolation regarding the coronavirus is just like a normal day.

Few tips for those who are struggling with self isolation:

* Jump rope and do exercises at home to keep active. I've been jumping rope daily for years to make up for my lack of walking outdoors. I have a weight bench too. Fitness is important during these times where you may not be as active.
* Learn something new. You've got plenty of time to learn a new subject you've always wanted to. Learn to write. Learn programming. Learn to play an instrument. Learn how to draw. So many things to learn how to do.
* Turn off the media. 90% of it is BS. Don't visit news sites. It's mostly click bait.
* Watch an entire series of breaking bad, prison break, lost, 24, once upon a time, game of thrones, walking dead etc. I'm not to hip on the new stuff. I'm still on walking dead.
* Sleep for a whole day without feeling bad for it :p
* Decorate, or clean. I'm currently doing the back garden. So is my brother.

Hope that helps. Share what helps you deal with the situation ...",1.3539191073919137,3.9555117071129717,2.674322175732218,90.07854044630407,86.74058577405857,5.697126917712692,20.10055788005579,7.1686216300943375,0.6456459135285915,954,29,190,15,30,307,146,239,0.124,0.7440000000000001,0.132,-0.1705,1,2,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,1,10,9,0,1,15,0,18,5,2,4,1,34,32,10,2,4,6,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,4,2,11,4,1,1,9,4,0,6,4,4,0,1,3,5,7,5,38,27,8,32,0,1,3,0,14,10,0,5,14,113,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103442826299088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719122470633287,0.21107185251905347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24454615533399335,0.26061879984160896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096568033771367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390994591236175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010909505292315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694420253149085,0.0,0.2535722988569232,0.1255403968228876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234715339653037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927769451141097,0.06175102046312425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797687857588195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437074784026775,0.1281463681268418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291608386524262,0.0,0.0,0.3662240273534607,0.0,0.0,0.12384188408918866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346083110650027,0.08564964372778815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876275248624567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859083724450301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007217683802207,0.0,0.2637185518193987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207513458684798,0.1264879358657886,0.0,0.0,0.09730631921090847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347220152493287,0.10094053092929964,0.0,0.0,0.13213722611775194,0.14469392836819736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397232035258588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110871570697851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374832635281472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455202118495592,0.0,0.0,0.15391707276701674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111734998706926,0.0,0.12184186370529305,0.13707177923268427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139530091481069
anxiety,anxiousfox990,2020/03/22,"The Coronavirus is scaring me for the most selfish reason Where I live is starting to introduce social distancing. People are saying we shouldn’t be visiting friends/family here even though our government haven’t officially said that yet. 

I saw my boyfriend last night but now I’m freaking out. I don’t wanna go months without seeing him. He’s the best thing in my life. Helps me so much with my anxiety and depression. I don’t know what to do I just want a cuddle and I have no idea when I’ll see him again. Literally been crying none stop. I know it’s selfish and there’s more important things to worry about though.",2.9966253443526183,5.464637636363636,3.9458057851239663,84.73264807162536,77.59504132231405,7.669696969696971,24.959366391184567,8.59863814320734,1.932090358126722,498,18,95,11,12,160,91,121,0.225,0.659,0.11599999999999999,-0.9404,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,1,13,6,0,1,4,0,11,2,0,1,0,18,21,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,3,5,16,1,10,16,5,14,0,1,3,1,10,3,0,1,9,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142038137290621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948507128884641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395134961573413,0.0,0.0,0.15991853233223793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226342297405566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750345017746407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552135361707736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445164709752413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960044674675865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408032662205328,0.15134699833262236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114522339266554,0.0,0.0,0.16395127613242194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820116562997127,0.0,0.1364898661638424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424006122348895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128721192749488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909011556504041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766160501816,0.14765337504829798,0.18588949409571764,0.0,0.2959121847179877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926864279010924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141919522972242,0.0,0.0,0.15522963098551296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467036984256529,0.0,0.3648424785095709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951382118661362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898063476725448,0.0,0.0,0.18855835192259945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatevenisthis123,2020/03/22,Does anyone know tips to differentiate anxiety shortness of breath from Covid-19? Does anyone else have shortness of breath that lasts days/hours from anxiety? <3 Love to you all during this tricky time,6.231470588235292,9.944657735294117,4.036764705882355,81.26044117647061,74.58823529411767,6.9294117647058835,26.14705882352941,8.07648339933343,2.0417882352941183,169,6,26,3,4,47,26,34,0.142,0.7490000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.3421,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380655089595544,0.0,0.0,0.4004008958697784,0.29336698567147834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011182360559552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918224231275784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819659008479621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735307758824207,0.23338767009604725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584134899823657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669545327144599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RikkuFayth,2020/03/22,"My husband’s job has deemed him as an essential worker I am in a constant state of panic this weekend because of this. The part that is scaring me is that they refuse to give the employees the PPE to protect them before sending them into areas that are on lockdown because the virus is there. I haven’t been able to calm down at all. He is diabetic and I fear that it makes him susceptible to it. We have two small children, 4 and 2, and I know my 4 year old would be devastated if anything happened to him. I just need some reassurance, because I am 100% a mess right now.",6.5082183908046005,5.478586258620691,7.208620689655174,77.81511494252874,65.72413793103448,9.802298850574713,35.71264367816092,8.841846274778883,2.8893436781609187,450,19,92,6,6,150,83,116,0.15,0.7879999999999999,0.061,-0.8934,2,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,3,1,3,6,0,3,7,0,13,1,0,1,1,14,18,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,16,2,13,15,3,15,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,5,68,24,2,0.2269232217296961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673847637197485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149908692236825,0.0,0.1930949480069472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452233867383667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553517128568916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768543175113536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066745555012186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225186282739198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471106810770187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147301259226698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826069357886764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381177486106986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26624550736031777,0.0,0.24573573562673445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379119146974194,0.0,0.0,0.2271897320275275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167101439617173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119974597147646,0.0,0.0,0.1461311148238526
anxiety,dobbyisafreelf,2020/03/22,"Free PDF: “Living with worry and anxiety amidst global uncertainty” Here is the [link](https://www.psychologytools.com/articles/free-guide-to-living-with-worry-and-anxiety-amidst-global-uncertainty/), I tried to cross post it but it wasn’t working. Hope this helps - I’m going to try some of their tips today!


“Our world is changing rapidly at the moment. Given some of the news coverage it is difficult not to worry about what it all means for yourself, and for those you love.

We have put together this free guide Living with worry and anxiety amidst global uncertainty.

We have included a mixture of psychoeducation about normal and excessive worry, lots of normalization, and a selection of practical exercises that you, your clients, or anyone can use to manage worry and maintain well-being in these uncertain times. Please feel free to share this widely.

Wishing you well,

Dr Matthew Whalley & Dr Hardeep Kaur”",8.355389610389606,10.530552590909096,7.8764935064935075,63.52759740259739,62.05194805194805,10.535064935064936,33.48051948051948,10.637119530657019,4.150215584415585,745,30,105,19,11,235,99,154,0.172,0.625,0.204,0.871,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,4,1,1,4,9,0,1,5,0,7,4,0,1,1,26,16,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,2,1,3,3,2,2,1,0,2,1,9,10,18,14,4,13,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,6,3,65,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656541608971382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069629633143559,0.0,0.0,0.09458420513378424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309814132722307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839677595647749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687728258801384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066889415747363,0.0,0.0,0.13435402381277045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388924734918841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115002052217763,0.12208681248194984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734911565072473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650725322688126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484862723904033,0.0,0.0,0.12955164588555704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598410855863466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788772549370885,0.0,0.12822051737769466,0.0,0.0,0.18367943717315646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168301893103512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324866022634375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555427805188268,0.0,0.0,0.0984784583690427,0.6868682597499328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tashafatale,2020/03/22,"100 Humans: Life’s Questions Answered My boyfriend and I were scrolling through Netflix last night and decided to watch this show. It’s super interesting and we really enjoyed watching it, until episode 5. Episode 5 is titled “Pain vs Pleasure”. Half way through the episode they asked for volunteers to stay up through the night and be tortured.

They put them in rooms & played songs over and over, which wasn’t too bad. Then they started playing noises of crying babies on loop, banging bowling balls into their doors, at one point they were getting water poured on them. 

Watching people slowly lose their minds set me into a full blown panic attack. These people were absolutely fine walking in, and you could see in their body language when things started getting to them, and then finally when it had been too much for them. I’m empathic, so putting myself in their shoes was way too much for me. I think I scared my boyfriend. I made him turn off the show. Thank goodness for Ativan.. lol 

Anyway, just putting it out there as a warning for anyone planning to watch the show/ watching the show. If you’ve watched it and experienced anything similar, please let me know so I don’t feel so crazy lol",5.253866264454499,7.437229140271491,4.308740573152337,86.03911890397184,69.81447963800905,6.540070387129211,31.28230266465561,7.1686216300943375,1.9005593765711413,964,42,171,9,18,283,144,221,0.124,0.741,0.135,0.1455,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,12,3,11,16,2,2,7,2,12,5,2,1,0,24,25,18,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,9,12,1,0,6,9,0,4,2,7,0,2,8,10,26,9,29,14,3,36,0,1,7,0,18,17,0,2,11,110,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197988253818345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807836507215996,0.0,0.11542828059909885,0.0,0.13113126828166516,0.15957464105674346,0.0,0.0,0.11711758435316888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580567898741285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199226237288157,0.0,0.1540773686345581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709235115157936,0.0,0.0,0.15365629607709522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656806000114184,0.0,0.0,0.11764980525141673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708740289106017,0.11433681266520195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343312115652404,0.09907515183108324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692356176632502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272459162824612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163028697890812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062256461007057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26326327523324583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504895375097526,0.0,0.14925461260451278,0.16457380251201625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944877805781661,0.0,0.0,0.1539716997263039,0.13259821747747608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230230308864381,0.15713181017243738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985901427223447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404323342848221,0.0,0.11177511414892223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985642539479894,0.1495065949996137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913955759475293,0.0,0.0,0.09318755859536054,0.08987781227718465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257086647262194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267577885380416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,music_crackhead,2020/03/22,"i have bad twitching problems sometimes when i sleep i have these weird ass sleeping issues I'll swear to God move but i can't It's not sleep paralysis cause i don't see something  I've tried telling this to people and they just say it's ""REM sleep"" and I'm Like ""uhhh not this no"" i mean my whole body shakes especially my Legs i take meds for my sleep and anxiety this Just acts up and i don't know where it came from or how it started I'll either hit a wall or fall from a building and i can't tell where i am it's Just complete blackness and then i wake up and I'm a Little shocked but for most part I'm okay the meds help and i do take them regularly",-0.5436704980842926,1.5721037862068994,1.304770114942528,100.05585249042149,90.44827586206895,4.325670498084292,18.40038314176245,5.82211442006289,-0.5166628352490421,519,15,127,4,18,169,84,145,0.10099999999999999,0.795,0.10400000000000001,0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,1,4,1,8,10,9,2,0,25,19,15,0,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,7,5,0,0,1,3,17,2,8,17,4,14,0,0,2,1,6,6,1,3,4,73,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038311320168058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332675607022615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507626055854929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523605097751375,0.0,0.13942948472966032,0.0,0.0,0.14230765485339406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097525246372833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166420052616774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459226000750455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630957893810414,0.13603456737377395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784698899437093,0.3015252111709858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425680540879998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697960784984052,0.0,0.09409632801918842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987284459740567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793592037889316,0.0,0.0,0.10815720940485617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6791273816291854,0.0,0.0,0.1044896263494986,0.1342379241113043,0.0,0.096068591645356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410031021275765,0.0,0.2372635572144903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215003295507848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153485704890654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,violet_inthesun,2020/03/22,"I get so stressed out watching fight scenes I get  very distressed when watching TV shows or movies with suspense and violence. When I'm watching something at home and there's a fight scene I have to keep pausing it and distracting myself for a while because I feel like I can't take it anymore. I get super stressed out and physically uncomfortable to a much higher degree than those around me. I even try to google what the outcome will be sometimes because I feel so anxious.

And when I watch movies in the theater where I am unable to take a break I begin biting my nails or lip, rocking in my chair, or fidgeting lol. I don't know why I have such a strong reaction when I know logically that it's not real. Is it just a sign of me having anxiety problems? Anyone else feel like this?",6.2642078853046606,6.304105083870969,6.352473118279573,80.19315412186381,65.90322580645162,8.953405017921149,33.996415770609325,8.515128840125781,2.6261684587813616,628,26,121,8,9,200,99,155,0.188,0.7170000000000001,0.094,-0.9178,0,0,1,0,2,1,10.0,0,0,0,2,12,11,2,4,8,1,9,1,1,0,0,24,22,15,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,7,19,4,14,20,1,14,0,0,4,0,2,7,0,3,8,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451436398403435,0.19864508107972845,0.1743824592027524,0.12294889861217892,0.18016517020588205,0.0,0.15653167463149445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437647360676013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688874856817966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613828321664553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667244999493845,0.2512351172230399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756017833638316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637824506578256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629147066570662,0.0,0.0,0.19327017279205172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180956546759985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292599852934537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825168666166282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014031760001594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536745057404598,0.17390669478058401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028400020337321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644141779439476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193813727471823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508344428955242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866500053579569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chuckisawesome225,2020/03/22,"Working out anxiety attack Hi I (m35) was working out this morning and about halfway through my cardio routine I started having an anxiety attack. This has happened to me on multiple occasions. I currently take anti-anxiety meds, I am just curious if this has happen to anyone else?",6.203400000000002,8.526737139999998,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,67.6,10.6,42.5,10.686352973137794,5.918399999999999,227,15,29,7,4,78,38,50,0.185,0.7709999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.743,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,7,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,25,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102681144485106,0.0,0.0,0.15546518802954495,0.22781344427316325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058873393409721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573640897434213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932287781195957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469694428738464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737328539917236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717189155715392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237321078196473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,majaprist,2020/03/22,"Is this anxiety attack? Hi fellow sufferers.
I am non english speaker so I apologize for any mistakes that may occure.
I've been having some experiences and I am not sure if those are panic attacks or something else.This usually happens when I smoke weed, but not everytime. But I stopped smoking because of this anyway.
My heart is racing and I get so scared, and my mind is just loud, sometime I'm nervous because of specific things in my mind but when it all escalate it's just loud and it wont stop. I can't remember anything i was thinking about i get the feeling I lost my memory. All sounds sound so weird like they don't belong. I don't know how else to describe them. They get me so triggered. I just want it to stop. And i canvt breath i feel like im dry inside. And i am, my mouth gets dry quickly and i feel my nose is dry. I have weird tingling in my body and it irritates me alot. I had hallucinations few times. I don't know what else happens at that moment because i'm to scared and forget to pay attention. But you get the picture.
Are these just panic attacks or what. I get like this few times a year. I take a sleeping pill and i am out in an hour.
Is this anxiety Attack?",0.4117622950819673,2.8261954836065577,2.4722745901639342,90.91857581967217,90.0655737704918,5.345081967213115,22.78893442622951,6.9077264865688965,0.8903918032786882,934,37,193,14,32,312,131,244,0.21899999999999997,0.6940000000000001,0.087,-0.9863,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,3,1,14,18,4,5,6,0,22,8,6,2,3,48,41,24,0,3,13,0,3,3,1,2,2,5,0,0,16,11,0,3,8,0,1,0,7,14,0,0,4,9,35,4,13,35,6,17,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,6,15,129,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343649504396703,0.0,0.1652231906817522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886607482167133,0.0,0.0,0.4914141289530951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748800756669774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995187881751072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042257343286294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563435464003848,0.0,0.0,0.1638080559183358,0.07714764886339859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385200260870133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098933937610066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279679588261016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634780609001604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664708296233643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186963000327106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827449810251218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788318661276252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180770191560956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534045863251639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233093880739628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623245639915364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080673885496658,0.0,0.0,0.08313551592509813,0.10680427777949464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708519212762619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177873140044703,0.0,0.08119458927556783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174335883375223,0.06919524703285561,0.0,0.0,0.12593897501485735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893506735855065,0.0,0.06369494596786003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954163296182726
anxiety,goose1324,2020/03/22,"My paranoia is getting the best of me and I can’t eat I’m a teenager living in America who loves music and has been playing guitar for around 8 and a half years.

As I’m sure everyone knows, coronavirus has been crazy and chaotic for everyone, being stuck inside has made me always tired and it’s made my head kind of congested.

Yesterday after watching a movie I started hearing a ringing in my left ear and given that I’m a musician I thought that my years of not caring and not protecting my ears was coming back to bite me and I started to spiral, I had a massive panic attack and I still haven’t recovered from it yet.

The ringing has gone away but my paranoia keeps on making me terrified for what if it comes back and what if it never leaves and my anxiety from being stuck inside has just thrown my life all out of whack, now I’m constantly paranoid, my stomach constantly feels sick, and I don’t even know if I can eat without throwing up.

I keep telling myself that things will get better but I just don’t trust myself anymore, so this is just a teenager seeking some support to know that, yes, it will get better.",7.570791396103893,6.2394038794642865,7.733961038961038,75.88376623376627,63.77678571428571,10.466883116883118,36.435064935064936,9.339509955726095,3.2701571428571423,895,36,169,13,11,292,128,224,0.145,0.7390000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.4614,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,1,1,9,1,20,11,4,3,3,41,49,19,0,3,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,14,16,2,3,5,2,0,4,8,2,0,1,11,7,25,10,22,34,3,26,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,4,14,124,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059004031529872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736264301823454,0.0,0.12621951010387716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329896010214585,0.0,0.14479014178928176,0.11957612469555365,0.1957284457774888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356399036683747,0.22512327778593835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976216811995805,0.0,0.0,0.21926691754927646,0.0,0.2750713852074402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046182189753864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406187915303218,0.0,0.0,0.24322747884906945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435248871977052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948291954921946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061767107998293,0.0,0.14344466327871616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262501968492552,0.0,0.1325340822196799,0.20983589724877055,0.0,0.0,0.13476254870819732,0.13828127452425235,0.0,0.08989589565372208,0.0,0.0,0.11238340543571068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486784447379148,0.24085546818112274,0.08495497095420389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815992312122604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932613379366969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801673893359348,0.0,0.10163949108802113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442662589625038,0.11995224461289787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112412364846985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455378456543973,0.0,0.0,0.10103965960970963,0.0,0.146280308382861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268555461528065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639178412432212
anxiety,loganwadams,2020/03/22,"So this is what I suppose anxiety is...? Hey guys, hope you are all doing well! I however, don’t feel as so. I would get anxious for interviews or things like that, but this is a whole nother beast. It all started roughly 3 days ago.. I started to feel out of my body. I feel out of my body just with two beading eyes typing this. I have felt extremely uncomfortable and can’t get any zen. It first started with me psyching myself into think that I had contracted the coronavirus. I had been coughing, felt my heart racing, made myself think that my chest was tight, you know, all the symptoms. I would obsessively check my temperature just to see that it was normal. I feel like I am going absolutely nuts. Best way to describe it is that I feel like I am high, but I am not. I am not suicidal at all, I’ll say that. I really want this feeling to go away though. I have barely any appetite, I feel fatigued, I just don’t know how to cope or what I need to do.",2.2418617343844787,4.034793835051548,3.7626500909642218,88.4118526379624,77.14432989690721,7.038932686476652,24.29836264402668,7.928766900206844,1.2212944815039424,740,25,159,12,17,245,109,194,0.09699999999999999,0.787,0.11599999999999999,0.5852,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,8,8,0,1,3,0,23,8,5,2,4,41,48,10,1,6,9,0,11,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,17,6,0,1,13,0,1,2,5,2,1,2,8,14,30,6,17,38,6,15,1,1,2,0,6,6,0,3,9,113,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353139566013172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419175921263624,0.0,0.09797757310703667,0.1446891051438371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033135231364407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440756356812847,0.0,0.0,0.2845264984334201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259824216075888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533125160628758,0.18299463593120024,0.24594554695236565,0.0,0.0,0.10894113963136054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382855222393195,0.0,0.1455767631930688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268150960735278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517703415544482,0.0,0.13531902707724247,0.0,0.12720808573218925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077412941855347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877139782234106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118834036544116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949665214697341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548700981627978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204858401093043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018509509083134,0.0,0.0,0.10205976459740584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27195795553012264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400940470977278,0.0,0.0,0.13311970949750998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508781553090605,0.16413149623480386,0.1258337418829426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511136558464586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554237633789987,0.10166054288740976,0.0,0.0,0.11515545104713025,0.0,0.0,0.14299196441747838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196262966835355,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Emidee,2020/03/22,"Is it normal to feel anxious talking to my mentor? Hey y’all, I got a professional mentor through my major’s department at college. He’s about 10 years older than me and works in the exact field I’m interested in. He’s really friendly and intellectual; though he’s so analytical it’s sort of intimidating.
The thing is I get extremely stressed out  about our monthly meetings. I spend at least an hour prior prepping questions, topics, etc. But when I go into our face to face meetings I feel so darn anxious and end up not asking the questions or going off topic with nervous chatter. I accidentally let slide one meeting that I get anxious, and he recommended therapy. I totally regret telling him about that.
Our last meeting was over the phone, and after giving advice on something he said “did your other mentors never tell you that?” I asked another question and he laughed in a way that I could tell he thought it was stupid. he was agitated the whole call, from checking his email to hopping off to answer another call and then calling back, but  that’s understandable with the whole covid 19 thing. He ended the meeting telling me I can be in email communication with more questions. 
Is it normal to feel anxious meeting with your mentor? Im just anxious that he thinks I’m stupid or that he wish he got a better mentee. I’ve been thinking about sending a follow up email saying “hey I forgot these questions about your work, and here are better answers to your questions from last meeting...” but am unsure if that would just be annoying for a mentor to receive. I don’t want to blow it with a good mentor. Advice?",5.21407412687099,6.9525712655737735,5.8696079828937995,76.5994796863863,69.1311475409836,7.665003563791875,31.949394155381324,8.18289091462,2.52795509622238,1296,57,222,18,23,421,167,305,0.111,0.799,0.09,-0.5456,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,3,6,0,4,13,12,3,2,14,0,17,2,2,0,3,51,40,19,0,8,9,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,17,15,0,1,15,0,2,7,3,6,0,1,10,5,28,6,40,25,7,36,0,1,0,0,58,14,1,10,14,148,45,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345680820137678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466920728051707,0.0,0.4435237586577533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681037621913404,0.0,0.0,0.06037669398822345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888833785518873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405317456199477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269147850106467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909004650052426,0.0,0.08757006376150024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910554452257514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066401634680391,0.0,0.08204645738748208,0.07532311557337013,0.08924894949130137,0.06585848057981206,0.12559852812893607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732594884983775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481459751970558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800784056339334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029156872807504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267356270778872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055912431793738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386499267131426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320688513986877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277592553560594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030163997060884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469008120959013,0.062441904696022774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604481924769346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994388930677168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631110470892886,0.27451822109673985,0.0,0.0897939585264868,0.0,0.10432981176496674,0.10062432558666187,0.07714506784793597,0.06233575896132036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174162984383425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046312870147363655,0.062325170984765366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532856659317606,0.09029361755284568,0.0,0.0,0.11432634792856546,0.0,0.0,0.05577804172990596,0.0,0.0,0.05056402149743335
anxiety,Worldly_Touch,2020/03/22,"Why you shouldn't be anxious about COVID-19 We all have to die one way or another, one day or another. We all would experience many of our closed ones depart before that. In a way, every moment brings us death as memories change, hence personality changes, as life goes on. 

So I wouldn't worry about COVID-19, neither should you. Though I'm no expert, it's mortality rate seems to be very low if you are healthy. So just take care of your health while taking basic precautions to lower it's spread. It's main concern is it's long incubation period where infected person can still spread infection, with some other factors that makes it difficult to control. It's hurting the economy but it would get back up and you would be fine if you have a shelter and enough to eat.

Let it be a chance to find yourself in this break from busy lifestyle.",6.308385093167704,6.939984341614911,6.2268881987577664,79.09474223602487,65.83229813664596,9.669813664596274,31.62795031055901,9.642632912329526,2.79356596273292,673,25,128,13,10,212,113,161,0.095,0.831,0.07400000000000001,-0.3617,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,6,0,1,9,5,0,0,4,0,16,5,0,2,2,25,24,13,3,8,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,12,6,1,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,0,0,11,2,18,13,6,19,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,6,7,86,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991881719434514,0.0,0.16116803470153326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096986680184438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213952926908239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454539420205414,0.0,0.30183604903229977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000814143418998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200552001214622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806116708382558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459793686008173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474085141091925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019932188770667,0.0,0.0,0.13955131447939234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039095417840174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453527591949906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164358226571745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272317294463938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588208728850166,0.10076675339004314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625183646467536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522833656806773,0.14463739846257678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29001543693626514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491348107305171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987459564436224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393046877921675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452891345113892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401651966694584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160543999622674,0.0,0.0,0.11771151571828548,0.0,0.2264777280579186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873073007032282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488070900552652,0.0,0.3040300724468948,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dangerous_monarch,2020/03/22,"I cant pull myself out of this panick attack *possible tw* Ik ik yall dont wanna hear about coronavirus but im in australia and and just watched the news tonight. Our gov is shutting down everything that is considered non-essential. I am supposed to be getting admitted into a psychiatric rehab in 15 days (my life was falling apart prior to all this and the only thing that has kept me going is that im going to this rehab) now im not sure i'll even be allowed. The rehab is in a different city that is 4hrs away and i cant contact them to find out if they are still doing intakes until tomorrow morning. Im freaking the fuck out. I really really need to go to this clinic i cant express how much i have relied on the help i know i will be getting. It probably seems stupid but i just really need this help, i was referred after a suicide attempt in the beginning of feb and since then i have just been getting worse but the only thing that has been getting me through is that im going to this rehab centre and im falling apart rn because im so scared of what might happen if i cant go. My town is small and our pysch ward is shitty and small so there is litterally no other help besides my therapist.",1.3510523076923064,3.5596302960000017,3.5944000000000043,86.41858461538462,82.04,6.406153846153848,24.01538461538461,7.61054688173877,1.353572307692308,954,36,190,16,26,327,135,250,0.171,0.782,0.047,-0.9875,2,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,2,1,2,1,11,6,3,1,10,0,30,7,0,2,2,36,49,18,1,5,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,17,12,0,1,5,0,0,8,7,5,0,0,5,2,23,1,26,39,2,35,0,0,1,1,12,17,1,4,10,134,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102019088790406,0.09101114920507436,0.0,0.0,0.059050141573892524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624721720219321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120697036070757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352916647264075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398073399296259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705916621632548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853605868932216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955337199492514,0.20243918314163764,0.0,0.2752630187605288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566049909729866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917784537314358,0.0,0.19478675109171692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7324422571654449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053236397041944064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842108985464489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276217584881517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120949704041603,0.14365353814757814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473457262960215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920468467682573,0.0,0.0,0.10444063223166908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861693343731457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969822723964256,0.0,0.0,0.08818544886548492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013062838394502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735931325832375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595842212361073,0.0,0.0912974196123448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247180049551073,0.12871026089081972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871728234779213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuietInterloper,2020/03/22,"Do you ever have nights where you just accept you’re not gonna sleep, I guess? It’s 4am. I’ve been trying to sleep since midnight but I don’t really feel tired. This is the first time this has happened to me (also probably partially due to the fact that this is the first night in a while I decided to stay sober).",1.5170646766169114,3.226054462686569,3.0306716417910486,93.22322139303483,79.0,6.854726368159205,18.629353233830845,7.793537801064563,0.33326069651741275,247,5,57,4,6,81,51,67,0.07,0.9009999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.5373,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,0,7,3,2,0,2,9,11,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,6,1,5,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041942004400585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407623904870514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407467923635516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838057667993749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485337271933297,0.0,0.19950527620345196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234374896998324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432446390088728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445308898349956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662607989169724,0.0,0.4515438248358011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24046915478096026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315544107183964,0.2593043344451634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317368826839933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gvmdrop,2020/03/22,"Problems calming down due to COVID-19 situation. Haven’t been out much for the past few months except to school. Very strict measures in place. Temperature screening at every entrance to all 3 of the campuses in my school. Been good thus far for me. I used to work in a clinic setting a few years ago, so the regular use of hand sanitisers and wet wipes, keeping a high level of hygiene, etc has been common practice in my life.

I’ve been a bit on edge ever since news of the coronavirus got out, but it got worse last night when I was at my uncle’s house.

I’m 26, and pretty much still very afraid to go against my dad’s orders. I wasn’t brave enough to tell him that I didn’t wanna go to my uncle’s place for a gathering with the virus going around. So I ended up going yesterday. It’s part of our culture to kiss the hand of our elders when we meet them. But when I arrived, my uncle (dad’s brother) told us not to touch him because he had been to the doctors a day before for a fever. That was a red flag for me. I just found it inconsiderate of him and his family to hold a gathering knowing very well that he was sick. I kept a distance from him in the house and kept washing my hands and using sanitisers.

When I went home, I found out from another relative that my uncle got sick because his wife had been sick for the past week. Basically, wife got sick, their children got sick, then my uncle. And my mom and dad were aware of it. Even if it wasn’t a time of pandemic, that’s just irresponsible, ya know?

My mind went into overdrive. My body feels weird and I feel feverish. My throat feels dry and sore.  I’m already telling myself that I most definitely got the coronavirus. I’ll be seeing my regular GP tomorrow morning just to be safe, and I’ve been staying in my bedroom all day to avoid contact with everyone else.

I tend to get sick a lot when I’m under stress and it’s happened many times before throughout the years. But I really find it super hard right now to not panic. I’m so stressed out by this whole thing :(

Sorry if the story seems all over the place!",3.607377212474141,4.799745408551073,4.6176155083901635,86.14518197839247,72.34916864608076,7.617531223661022,26.1697187954946,8.049812674583475,1.4369902842694051,1631,53,341,23,31,532,218,421,0.139,0.7659999999999999,0.095,-0.9633,0,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,1,2,2,17,14,0,5,25,0,20,18,5,4,4,60,55,25,0,4,11,7,9,0,0,0,12,0,2,1,15,20,0,6,9,0,0,6,6,7,1,0,29,12,45,7,57,24,14,62,0,0,3,1,31,26,0,5,27,210,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427811628647465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924685026448784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786506805355493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745942155978915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021598020271924,0.0,0.14260464355090194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148108829599072,0.09307598226171804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808009186536804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576646847724351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699989379491037,0.0,0.07421640392378713,0.0865813580780569,0.09345219715245116,0.05534499108775511,0.07579625715509186,0.07059986047610642,0.08006853275723691,0.0,0.0,0.07899330359281773,0.0,0.12710593495727576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765859825810136,0.0,0.0,0.18375107518125905,0.0,0.0,0.04377878342259529,0.0,0.19048770927530406,0.07028223398429591,0.4021051684305157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409854909814116,0.0,0.0750627541017507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853271265250265,0.0840519777878078,0.0,0.0,0.193373507430789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447974786186537,0.0,0.0,0.09210172300163562,0.06830310176529228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918601384967433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123846197295249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495372511855487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460781509533978,0.09813824409391128,0.0668833832800037,0.0,0.12319611649028095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863477151481417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831392811162812,0.0,0.0907404811686434,0.15998125910410999,0.0,0.0,0.2626399475152077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524838276509933,0.0,0.08017931590584132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053680431116593964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715594169295741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960752615352725,0.0667727813866597,0.07628269600762598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931506778670986,0.09418770197159107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380025891429908,0.0,0.08931300370199026,0.06691780846571269,0.0,0.1919709479496825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464788868359344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566885371062311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977216357100581,0.0,0.0,0.08006853275723691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079358128153924,0.21711272550298288,0.0,0.20741589359145726,0.0,0.0,0.0672143034146714,0.0,0.07534065739406637,0.1553553181272915,0.0,0.0935527454698832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100285843937695,0.0,0.08539300459333438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079208739340072
anxiety,tunesx10,2020/03/22,Anxiety on omeprazole Okay so now im sure omeprazole does create anxiety this the third time on it and after a couple of dahttps://wwys insomnia anxiety uneasiness the mechanism behind it is increased hypergastrenimia that causes neuropsychiatric side effects im gonna take it for 14 days due to unlcer so people who experience anxiety on it its not in your head...,8.795312500000001,10.09553790625,9.087500000000002,58.4075,60.5625,12.65,39.4375,12.161744961471696,5.717543749999999,302,15,42,10,4,100,51,64,0.136,0.738,0.125,0.0679,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,2,1,5,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,2,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6557339915868369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201378594039544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711104099242436,0.0,0.13820120593046376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752917912116726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961959616865736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992636029049853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629462547130288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856372931506667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196854183869312,0.0,0.16112160738826026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495592543953946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sisijs-shaiiI,2020/03/22,Feelin good Anyone kinda feeling good? People being on my level for once feels fucking great (besides me falling apart at night),4.502121212121214,7.960226181818182,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,82.63636363636363,2.9333333333333336,25.51515151515152,3.1291,0.925678787878788,104,4,12,0,3,32,21,22,0.053,0.5670000000000001,0.38,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23449602584663126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33914271668996776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100408873954459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625789490432372,0.0,0.3697427050822469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31471870349869635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571543337419971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250087615019416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YeudielM,2020/03/22,"I'm just falling again This quarantine thing is driving me insane. It has been like...a week, where I live and I feel like it has been many years. My normal routine that used to keep me ""controlled"" has been completely messed up, and now I don't have literally anything to do but to think, and think...and think.
I don't want this, I'm losing my mind. I'm not even I'm my house (hopefully tomorrow I'm back) and I haven't seen my girlfriend since the isolation started. I miss her a lot, and I feel like I'm losing her over the time (even though she clearly still loving me, as always, but I'm becoming extremely paranoid). I reallly, really love her:(
I feel everything is falling down, and it's dragging me too.
I've been literally shaking, sweating, with a horrible headache, no hunger, nausea... it's consuming me alive.
My sleep routine is also sh*t...I can't even sleep.
I keep losing weight, which is very bad, since I was trying to recover myself from a surgery that make me lose a lot of weight the last year (I'm pretty skinny, so for me it's very difficult to gain weight). I'm probably at 42kg. I was at 45-46kg, and I needed a minimum of 47kg.
I just want things to get back to normal again.

I'm desperate.",2.3841570660522287,4.051480729838708,4.14635944700461,86.36930107526884,76.37903225806451,7.788325652841783,25.51920122887865,8.563005593585519,1.7230604454685103,943,34,200,19,21,318,129,248,0.201,0.674,0.125,-0.9162,0,2,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,6,16,14,0,1,8,0,19,10,4,3,1,33,48,13,0,6,5,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,8,5,3,5,0,0,4,6,9,0,0,7,7,31,5,18,41,2,23,0,5,1,2,7,6,0,3,15,117,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063770784543492,0.08390279228802999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297860792565602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507177160792854,0.08419300766503332,0.0,0.11136432808197742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057235721848436,0.0,0.11309501934754596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980168656381708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062399025085058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295560734946262,0.1440730789622095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268212227599326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015190055743298,0.0,0.11635004409634407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925355056434925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219397794346983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778865330817528,0.0,0.08903914661469273,0.0,0.0,0.4512342603917122,0.0,0.1714526111054867,0.1820150369311678,0.0,0.06730814113624202,0.10223085669819898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181459857691677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476786998073197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759376860412056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258543919116064,0.10871717762190776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459747884297849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682349719309458,0.0,0.2018156305880958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137152737129672,0.0,0.08052695603717126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398057821011825,0.19383297682654144,0.09906986911478358,0.0,0.058797695584549385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846034158175575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708905896426301,0.0,0.16639885981131544,0.11895018338368195,0.0,0.08088374948673971,0.3683695708147484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298688595761434
anxiety,a2n87,2020/03/22,"Do I try harder or walk away I (32F) have been with my Boyfriend (29M) for just over three years now.  We have two children together.  About a year into the relationship his mother had made a comment at a holiday party that his ex girlfriend was the only one to ever help her do the dishes and ever since then I’ve always been on the fence about it.  It made me feel as though his ex girlfriend was better than me in her eyes and this has been an ongoing issue for him and I ever since.  Then later on I find out that his mother and sister still keep in contact with her. I’ve voiced my feelings about my insecurities about her to my boyfriend and that I feel like his family would rather see him with her than me. It always starts a fight nonetheless.  I also have fears that they are secretly talking behind my back and I’ve asked him and he’s always said no that he would let me know if he ever had contact with her. Well yesterday, I found a fake Facebook Account on his phone with his ex girlfriend in the search history. He left his phone at home by accident when he went to work and all of a sudden about an hour or so before he got out there were three Facebook text notifications to reset his password.  At first I just thought it was my oldest son trying to reset his Facebook password so I tried calling him first to see if he needed the code. He said he didn’t do anything with Facebook that he has his Facebook logged on on his phone. So after I hung up with my son, I clicked on the Facebook reset password link and it goes to this part where you enter your mobile number in to pull up the Facebook account that it is attached to. Not only was his normal Facebook account attached to his number but also a fake name was attached as well. So I go to the fake name and reset the password and log into it, I find that his ex is in the search history. I immediately called him at work and asked him if there was any way that he could come home early and long story short he was home within 20 minutes. Upon him getting home I said so are you going to tell me who you’re talking to and he said what do you mean. I said well I already know so you might as well admit it.  He said that he made a fake Facebook account to look her up because he wanted to see if she and her kids were okay because of the Coronavirus pandemic and also that he’d been thinking about her lately too.  Not knowing how to handle my emotions I flipped out on him verbally and FaceTimed her on Facebook messenger freaking out on her as well because I didn’t believe that they weren’t talking because of the fake Facebook account. Now I’m not really sure where to go from here. I feel so disrespected yet I still love him.  How does a person try to move on from this and trust again?  What can or should he do to prove to me that he doesn’t want anything to do with her and wants to be with me?  Should I try harder to be understanding of this?  Am I wrong for acting out the way I did out of being hurt?",5.180480628654969,5.1253613207236866,5.766074561403509,83.80363304093571,68.19407894736842,8.137134502923976,29.059941520467838,7.492282038375204,1.587276169590644,2345,74,485,21,36,761,241,608,0.08,0.856,0.064,-0.9471,1,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,1,5,2,5,45,22,1,2,25,1,48,3,1,5,7,96,91,47,0,15,14,9,4,1,3,5,0,7,4,3,28,38,1,2,18,1,5,10,8,11,5,6,32,17,85,11,91,48,2,78,0,1,6,1,108,38,0,8,29,356,113,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471241217236395,0.1624272116499166,0.16900401766266665,0.0,0.0,0.04604065011481346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114282988449222,0.0,0.1265871246991192,0.0,0.06360959570942715,0.052059754137539584,0.0,0.16508551600138732,0.0,0.05761062741323705,0.07627857465910894,0.0,0.059878176856809774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826553163808675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058320505089426086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405567515705421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924772277493377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615723960890049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449664931827408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382476289844151,0.0761851749130226,0.13693154217138753,0.04836733978621464,0.0,0.0,0.12375940636116912,0.11517699610011535,0.0,0.07423331011847875,0.0,0.0,0.0353722447959933,0.0,0.11543224862039728,0.0,0.05414861316938475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538017812366408,0.0,0.27164821874545164,0.0,0.06667423503446059,0.0,0.07247791589653664,0.0,0.0,0.07066478497750901,0.0,0.06017791422577595,0.0,0.0,0.11162409405140652,0.0,0.07637241146689934,0.0,0.07355996850597947,0.06923133830607309,0.0,0.033076473238874166,0.0,0.0,0.05991539992681394,0.056853824796593275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061104983671233876,0.1921878509745981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374887690789263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182263400756768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195802537192332,0.0,0.05020123118765506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633498093159376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045877592425748834,0.102983009895663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073316210773159,0.0,0.0,0.05911601858079321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043372547196699904,0.0,0.0,0.07268814030656118,0.0,0.0,0.3864087621335364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185259051985693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200994427528667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792083212623094,0.0,0.108136084066644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380967608451409,0.0,0.0,0.16325234346908246,0.05917577691219127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433816204918335,0.06651827054112487,0.053748956279988505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298309043588665,0.0,0.06613640776470596,0.07048165229619575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979970120983224,0.10747965361203347,0.0,0.0,0.3043675461135044,0.0627617525378941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985777983432619,0.0,0.0,0.09618914011087508,0.07402306611634206,0.0,0.08719757089962855
anxiety,rattpacktyler,2020/03/22,"Panic Attack in a Dream Yesterday morning I woke up 4 hours early from a dream.

I was in the kitchen of my house, talking to my parents. They teased me a bit about an old opinion I used to have, and it made me really upset. I started frantically defending myself and getting worked up, way overreacting to the situation. Eventually it turned into a panic attack and I started to sway. I heard my parents getting worried and trying to get help as I passed out and hit the ground face first, instantly waking me up from the dream.

Out of the dream, I knew I wasn't going to be able to go back to sleep for a little while so I decided to get a glass of water. On the way, I passed the exact spot I had the dream panic attack at and it was eerie to say the last. I went on a walk around the neighborhood, came home, and went back to bed.

Now, as far as I know, I don't have anxiety disorder. I've only ever had about 2 or 3 panic attacks, all over the last 3 years or so. Is this dream anything to be concerned about? What can I do about it? I can't say I'm not a little scared to go to sleep tonight.

TL;DR: had a panic attack inside a dream, I don't have anxiety disorder, does it mean anything?",2.9884453405017912,3.935209842741937,4.913978494623656,84.37152329749105,73.55645161290323,7.769175627240144,25.471326164874554,8.167268648758528,1.4532815412186382,923,29,196,14,18,318,126,248,0.177,0.7190000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9731,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,11,14,6,8,22,0,17,6,4,2,3,25,39,15,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,7,12,2,0,4,7,0,9,5,14,0,1,13,3,26,0,40,23,2,44,0,0,0,0,9,17,0,3,16,131,33,1,0.08608958204897132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317165892598297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168878143704955,0.07663798007489002,0.0,0.4896966393814816,0.0,0.13239514920578938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398752659121153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846354733767926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973322389594612,0.0,0.07533757339851056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787295568488244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322775451197164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991301361649387,0.0,0.1467800802408818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057704032156919424,0.0,0.08635487011058793,0.0,0.08478089689251914,0.09933581907597204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731258285704064,0.140348999186731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256875551554093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081460044093748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377679287712153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033653453393756,0.0,0.0,0.06547500649338435,0.0,0.5050378774889952,0.1911845857004596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551511907103065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692378205630312,0.08619069008003649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676829723513457,0.17230350983109102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186929854981796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919554503555404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058449175142669514,0.09364074402347708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435375785166999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666780618054078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961181010802275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267424105362475,0.08742814945848852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055438868281718
anxiety,Saxyphone,2020/03/22,"Afraid of Losing My Job With everything going on lately all I can think about is the fact that I could get a call any day now telling me I don't have a job.

I'm a teacher, but I work for a private school and with the direction the economy is headed right now I'm genuinely afraid that my school might not be around much longer. 

I don't know what I'm gonna do if I don't have a job come next school year. I'm starting to save every penny I can to prepare for that possiblity, but this whole thing has me so nervous.

I'm sure a lot of people are in the same boat, I just needed to get this off my chest.",3.5268609022556383,3.1979308120300765,4.911795112781956,89.4583693609023,71.70676691729324,8.15375939849624,24.89567669172932,7.645422480735847,0.8774067669172934,470,11,115,5,8,158,82,133,0.045,0.89,0.064,0.4996,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,3,10,0,15,2,2,0,3,21,29,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,0,13,2,14,25,5,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,7,73,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655170554731508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948356634591752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599937031482563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349709283027659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510084823156262,0.0,0.0,0.10104936786011358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201453013214426,0.0,0.14081907876517866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637237094893918,0.0,0.08904814140687459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080481739292654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664593883816003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611040874887277,0.0,0.17674838818014849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529131270803666,0.0,0.13320864972358942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621885510571127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518207913508248,0.11618052287012942,0.0,0.0,0.1666371079741147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862619347751544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663967806469402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380880271973206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47572313290076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109030037925902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476744963477205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695028070536958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409507208714933,0.10039792316755257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493408134933236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114069116274211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090050722316993
anxiety,ratowner-yarncrafts,2020/03/22,DAE get diaphragm pain from breathing shallow I’ve been so anxious lately I haven’t been breathing well. I’ve only been taking shallow breaths all day and it’s making my diaphragm hurt. It feels sore like I’ve done thousands of push ups. DAE experience this? Any advice?,1.7209803921568645,4.341974431372552,2.1219607843137247,89.94215686274511,98.80392156862743,3.050980392156863,25.27450980392157,5.033348758259628,0.6226627450980398,220,10,37,1,9,67,39,51,0.218,0.6990000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8213,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,1,1,4,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,4,1,2,2,3,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28411688375305283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771951704344684,0.0,0.0,0.3284639884205578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750926705697116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975375142491392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28440863864921645,0.0,0.0,0.14701159909029018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190452655133424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112531750017154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279779124104994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204543806357994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940774378599853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112796984267225,0.3093777902650099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186073146396051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614185684658634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grunge_Lord,2020/03/22,I feel like I m no longer in control of my life!!! My family members are the type of people who strictly live by rules (created by the society) impose it on me too. I feel trapped. It's suffocating!!,1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,81.0,8.0,27.5,8.841846274778883,2.4675,152,7,31,4,4,54,32,40,0.21100000000000002,0.73,0.059000000000000004,-0.7556,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,20,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707059138296723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956362034559651,0.0,0.4244048314308819,0.2998189075097979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964318334865333,0.20503406047530406,0.0,0.3705844264024395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909527178207405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,depressedandlit,2020/03/22,Because of what’s going on in the world my therapist wants to have our session over the phone... I hate talking on the phone to anyone even my family. My friend that I’m really close with gets mad at me for not answering the phone. I’m 18 now so my therapist talks to me and not my mom so she’s expecting me to have this phone call. I’m so scared I don’t think I can do it.. I’ve told her plenty of times of how scared I am to talk on the phone but she keeps calling me. I feel so fucking bad about myself and don’t know what to do.,-0.16477591036414552,1.5727359327731136,2.159852941176471,97.24017156862746,84.63025210084034,5.9834733893557415,17.4796918767507,7.1686216300943375,-0.11819383753501445,412,9,104,6,12,140,70,119,0.127,0.855,0.018000000000000002,-0.9135,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,8,7,3,2,5,0,8,1,0,1,0,15,21,8,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,1,19,1,18,20,0,11,0,0,0,1,17,8,1,0,2,67,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267485907852804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135334650020635,0.11050085130442618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701950194574128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972749573271453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088575195225905,0.0,0.0916558420560596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004918552842852,0.16758171240348596,0.09470638629431236,0.0,0.10302023702213328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896715012179434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112160322089306,0.0,0.0,0.09962155952080093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230188983749734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612656287633293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629669083124047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370952308287201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209381847778781,0.0,0.11615085590604705,0.0,0.0,0.10570032167787666,0.0,0.0,0.1732117889190112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691807325355028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,californiacandy,2020/03/22,"Anybody else’s anxiety creep in without a reason? Seemingly triggered by nothing. This problem has certainly worsened since going on my antidepressant a few months ago but with everything going on in the world right now, I don’t feel safe going off it.

I feel like I just feel a constant background anxiety now. I constantly need some type of distraction and I never feel safe or calm. I’m so sleep deprived. It’s also always worse during my period. 

My symptoms are also way more physical than mental which makes day to day life extremely stressful. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I never had such bad anxiety before going on Zoloft but now I’m less depressed so I’m scared of trying something else.",3.8710989010988968,6.506567654135343,4.902255639097749,78.13798727588204,75.46616541353384,7.701330248698671,29.027761711972236,8.617729084823388,2.732877848467322,570,25,93,12,13,186,90,133,0.214,0.648,0.138,-0.9132,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,3,4,0,6,4,1,3,3,25,21,8,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,7,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,1,4,10,5,14,20,4,25,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,3,13,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363875750320467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230808791221136,0.11605680000410278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32010067343127097,0.0,0.13832461449253974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164582344146688,0.0,0.0,0.11868543404372407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014521549436699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990343505116027,0.0,0.1201321252403057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330318039082265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535375790606684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820969020232109,0.09964305153094356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31707405723102344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665341533371707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851737738903428,0.06814186477839687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310259243435456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056093443722073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132994238110544,0.0,0.0,0.10342110788516057,0.2151479357380877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383282277553027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334615293395677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434065283407451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911337873329166,0.0,0.0,0.13964172669600006,0.0,0.0,0.12697545690311127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537757398621235,0.0,0.13957864594338434,0.0,0.0,0.10737691451937788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977148228739516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497096055024924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469634984126628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071107808211728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445173437922292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421399130083729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,randomgothgirl,2020/03/22,"Every night is a bad/scary night lately I’m 19f. I’ve been depressed lately for a few months and haven’t gone outside or taken care of myself lately. For a while I’ve been having these occasional episodes of something, I’m not sure what it is, but it’s extreme paranoia that feels different to anxiety. 

These episodes have scarred my nights. 
Every night I feel scared, I feel alone, I feel like something bad is going to happen. I have a bad feeling in my stomach every time it’s night. I feel so lonely and scared and I don’t know what to do. My family is narcissistic so the nighttime has always been my safe place when they’re all asleep. And now I have no safe place. 

I feel so scared",1.4149010791366905,3.8898590647482014,2.4844559352517983,92.72366232014393,84.25179856115108,4.913848920863308,20.198291366906474,6.322622252153567,0.13172266187050366,546,16,112,5,16,173,77,139,0.253,0.6509999999999999,0.096,-0.9753,1,3,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,3,5,0,15,2,2,0,2,19,30,11,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,8,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,7,13,5,8,25,2,18,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,14,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263519117108373,0.0,0.0,0.09049111270566428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319565969882617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724123502168227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088081471522952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366870088014816,0.0,0.0,0.1136236184225634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748869893930723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025225416424702,0.0,0.3849210857915925,0.07769308309469304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180677101195379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961698174407219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976774170916546,0.0,0.3680339751865612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053131166510002534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680551560242553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102860793574071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272472368451268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266418312864373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674465688079631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249830749824647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341468207290965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SexyIntelligence,2020/03/22,"Anxiety Russian Roulette - Coronavirus edition Like many, my anxiety causes me to experience seemingly random physical symptoms. I've ""lovingly"" called this Anxiety Russian Roulette, since it's like my anxiety is spinning a barrel, and shooting a random symptom at me. 

However, when there's something health-related that I can worry about, my anxiety tends to serve up symptoms related to that health worry. For instance, after randomly getting some headaches, and reading/hearing about three different people getting brain cancer, I was getting constant headaches and spasms in my head.

As you can probably guess, and might also be experiencing, the current issues with Coronavirus means my anxiety has a pretty fixed menu of symptoms lately. I've had just about all of the related symptoms: fever-feeling (temperature was fine), shortness of breath, cough, weakness, and nausea. 

I haven't been tested, but I know it's my anxiety for one simple reason:

The symptoms are always temporary.

Sometimes that ""temporariness"" is quite long, but still temporary. I've found the trick is to actually focus on the symptom itself with the assumption that it's anxiety. Let it manifest, and then after time, when I'm focused on something else, my anxiety will always choose another symptom. 

However, this isn't how being sick works. You don't ""rotate"" through symptoms when you're sick.

This has helped me a lot, and has made the symptoms far more sporadic. Every time my anxiety decides to throw the symptom at me, I stare it down, and then move on.

If you also experience Anxiety Russian Roulette, give it a try. If it helps even one person, I'll be happy.",8.001571534469978,9.631465028169018,7.814825796886582,65.65708302446258,62.450704225352105,10.908524833209784,41.355819125277975,10.882677951670544,5.280925352112675,1324,75,187,35,19,423,157,284,0.098,0.816,0.086,0.7511,4,0,2,1,0,0,55.0,0,3,0,2,13,7,1,0,13,0,22,21,3,4,1,33,35,21,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,17,0,0,1,15,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,6,2,20,5,27,23,4,26,0,0,1,1,9,10,0,10,16,128,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.05963244117740873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977358421051757,0.10169324350047844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407690289672976,0.5142206703878168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821656387705119,0.06239794135246655,0.0,0.0,0.06277458908243877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603587078772387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638446912087087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104776277080978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040361154874300205,0.0,0.05148599442832972,0.0,0.0,0.11955039490928973,0.0,0.0,0.030897962190887182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700159723533529,0.0,0.0,0.09577897962578674,0.058620212511887614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673171799157025,0.0,0.0,0.06505043661104765,0.0,0.0,0.06271427792117629,0.1299095620342796,0.06887298177030192,0.0,0.08191859994540747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378071318964454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03358327314900734,0.0,0.06893231010215599,0.0,0.0,0.06248691103553618,0.0,0.05970841215026795,0.0,0.0,0.05407851930195852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519517040329495,0.05515221533941282,0.05782171985403285,0.0,0.0619537629199716,0.0,0.066564356880415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482576606749002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494796778056497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828165136360185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042364485080209006,0.05335701265086027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621686463750655,0.06588459165122869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499571438418518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282904149346744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055630286450152513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050549040321030636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408760808641227,0.060437220590073226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880080343767456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6986589286597138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126495091867911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041488215092411435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04448723848094442,0.12411596437456933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,henrymurray69,2020/03/22,"Hey what’s up Anyone else have a habit of exaggerating certain things when talking about the problems you’ve gone through in your life? And then feeling even worse because of the guilt you feel in doing that? I’ve been through a lot, I’m doing a lot better today thankfully but I often find myself dreading the moments where I’ve felt the need to recount my pain in a theatrical way, adding lies to it, for attention/sympathy. I don’t see myself feeling the need to do this anymore, but I can’t seem to shake the regret of the times where I did. It’s not who I am. Let me know if you know what I’m talking about",4.612142857142857,5.000063825396829,5.349325396825396,84.76303571428572,69.47619047619048,7.887301587301588,30.035714285714285,7.645422480735847,1.7579238095238092,486,18,101,5,8,158,81,126,0.20199999999999999,0.732,0.066,-0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,7,9,0,3,11,0,10,2,0,0,1,21,24,6,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,4,5,12,3,16,19,2,14,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,5,5,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084745427808655,0.13455759491926333,0.19717616233059787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730882920223733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701963683301648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075781850132634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710392890120678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29190832634003944,0.0,0.18477130495475103,0.0,0.17588546124022975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115185244770697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678158175236132,0.13592512616664298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32720895704127395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853816760077325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476831651805716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841378211098529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334870764453976,0.17518894084510628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30934983259171184,0.0,0.1771716755892387,0.0,0.0,0.12784770373939408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221253805702494,0.0,0.18240936119558976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274886172550362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961114487719732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acryliccloud,2020/03/22,"please help me, im new at this whole anxiety thing..:( warning: TL:Dr Lately my anxiety has been so bad, I stopped taking my zoloft and i recently just came forward about rape situation so I think my anxiety has been super high because of that but my nicotine intake has been high too.. Well idk why but im very close with my boyfriend and his family, I am there almost all day everyday and my anxiety around the family has been horrible lately. I am finding it most difficult to say hi to his parents when im walking in the door and theyve been joking about it with me. My boyfriend scolded me for it today and i tried to explain to him it was my social anxiety and he told me the following things
•its frustrating to him that he has to remind me to say hi everytime 
•its getting out of hand and my vaping is too which is unattractive 
•its annoying dealing with my anxiety and seems like im not trying.
what he doesnt realize is, im new to this. i have severe depression and ptsd, but ive been working through that for years, my medication is what caused my anxiety to spike drastically and its hard for me to understand why these “little things” seem so difficult. i asked him if he could maybe back off from saying “say hi to my parents.” everytime we walk in the house because it puts more pressure on me especially when im not thinking about my anxiety and i just do it out of habit. he told me he would give me one chance to do it without him asking and said if it continues and my anxiety continues like this he doesnt know whats gonna happen between us. i just feel so overwhelmed guys. i have so much going on and i just want a bestfriend and a teammate to support me during this time and not scold me.. how can i fix this😭",3.4608529100529104,4.898566308571431,4.872984126984129,83.21416402116402,73.05714285714284,8.72804232804233,28.677248677248677,9.250403328903447,2.447093121693121,1368,55,278,31,27,457,175,350,0.166,0.7440000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9787,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,2,21,15,3,2,6,0,28,4,1,2,1,57,51,29,0,5,13,2,3,2,0,2,2,5,1,1,24,25,0,1,10,1,0,7,6,9,1,1,11,8,48,6,38,37,5,36,0,2,0,1,35,14,0,6,19,190,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355560546217807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057429715956805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539144216629399,0.13734294838575953,0.0,0.0,0.05648315452682984,0.0613327185562315,0.08955623076717523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401413183030376,0.0,0.07545957937828379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586486644727806,0.0,0.0,0.047373063848812194,0.07572994366790482,0.06326757282521163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849561931877868,0.0,0.037141576944590686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713748258566993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03837774499461683,0.07046571939170386,0.0417467558463674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273302053561878,0.06495692660778317,0.0,0.06580217654069842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049236029940557896,0.15522066189284767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475839866604404,0.0,0.0,0.4760707188211551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04036951420967634,0.0,0.16572320749248093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177381376861715,0.07362224177213883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379645742215303,0.0,0.0,0.0739992243902054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053998635564537885,0.0,0.0,0.1418885871020112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049775708418759716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312846145868912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806326648307656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586617064946749,0.07384360096864744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252896991266719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987350780427988,0.2336607401911052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337432256453048,0.0,0.08298440786265181,0.0,0.0,0.08256765778532464,0.0,0.07487917420586689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061412531992246486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335703475171402,0.0,0.0,0.055229794435135225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640277126199802,0.09413531871052842,0.0,0.0,0.042832803044520106,0.0,0.06962772945744179,0.14038077315160796,0.0,0.09974364805216836,0.0,0.0,0.07647031999871956,0.08835856223269581,0.0,0.0,0.0606089194336017,0.043326270922100826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604579458697221,0.0,0.13256528725929764,0.08201103659121806,0.0,0.07080899367506976,0.0,0.05347686623746591,0.0,0.0,0.05218105765858518,0.0,0.0,0.04730327633199895
anxiety,Alazdar,2020/03/22,Question about gabbapentin I've been prescribed this as a form of anti anxiety and today is my 4th day taking it and I've been a wreck. Anxiety has been through the roof but the other days ive been pretty great. I was really curious if anyone else has experience with this medication. I hope everyone is doing well.,2.53927400468384,5.287248360655738,4.638079625292743,77.33098360655741,81.78688524590163,8.075878220140515,25.107728337236534,8.841846274778883,2.5700613583138168,254,10,44,7,7,87,46,61,0.08900000000000001,0.633,0.27899999999999997,0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,0,0,7,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,3,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789567193270926,0.0,0.0,0.17318712248634185,0.2537825694448955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319472690318943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069090490219557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366736475548959,0.0,0.2422834731459084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730736050741918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460071081179282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24951659631834025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519847061309912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27746390383661823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867336389444855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862283076123779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477643457428796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269857559024372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,deadnlovingit,2020/03/22,"Having an episode beside I think I have Covid-19 Just read online that some early Covid-19 symptoms could be digestive problems (diarrhea, vomiting, stomach pain) and it made me freak out because I have had diarrhea and stomach cramps on and off for the last week or so. It could be my stomach not agreeing with what I'm eating or maybe it's just my body reaching to all this stress an anxiety. The moment I read that diarrhea and stomach pain could be a sign of Covid-19 I started feeling my chest get a little tight and I couldn't take deep breaths. I'm so scared that I have it. I live with four elderly loved ones and I don't want to spread it to them and I don't want to die from this. Fuck I am freaking out.",3.6610795454545486,5.090969868055558,4.019621212121212,89.5602272727273,72.54166666666667,7.180808080808082,29.75757575757576,7.686295010490155,1.736508333333333,567,24,118,7,11,177,85,144,0.191,0.74,0.07,-0.9435,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,2,6,0,15,16,7,1,1,30,27,11,1,7,5,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,11,11,2,1,2,2,0,0,4,8,0,2,2,2,16,1,13,18,2,11,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,3,5,79,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233766079451847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545372332825267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215403098216666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143577716862327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953737241568807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770130060548133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746946014895163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992741527380572,0.09038067073514933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410107743572449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733824536414159,0.15275424461000425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561311542798108,0.16368829080928302,0.0,0.0,0.17379273640563392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722319573064427,0.0,0.3681492952122215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655290481853635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460756780924755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731941947715764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224439380292268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816063491156485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798039122820557,0.1300677219652201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084566388825104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406917743299088,0.0,0.13876296577210162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EternalSauce,2020/03/22,"In Desperate Need of Some Help So about a year ago I was going through a stressful part in my life. The girl I thought I was going to marry broke up with me (again) and immediately started dating another guy, I was about to start a very difficult internship, my cousin who is basically my older sister was diagnosed with an extremely aggressive form of stage 3 breast cancer, and I was about to move back home across the state all by myself.

As I headed to bed one night and I experienced what I thought to be a heart palpitation. I thought nothing of it and tried going back to sleep but my heart rate wouldn't settle. I experienced nothing else other than an elevated heart rate. The next day, my friends and I went to see an intense action movie and I all of a sudden my heart rate jumped through the roof again. I called my mom to tell her as I thought I was having a heart attack and she assured me it was just a anxiety/panic attack. Since then, every time I get stressed out, my heart rate goes up, my head feels light, and I think I'm dying. I quickly research online symptoms of heart failure, heart attacks, heart cancer, etc. and it makes me SO paranoid that I have some kind of incurable disease that's going to end my life in a matter of days or even moments. 

As the months passed, I grew more and more anxious and my mood has suffered from it. I feel myself growing distant with my loved ones as I'm non-stop thinking about what's going on inside of me. I drink to cope with it but the hangovers only seem to leave me feeling that much worse the day afterwards. Heart palpitations, a splitting headache that I can only assume is a brain tumor, the list goes on. I finally went to the doctor and they ran some tests on me which included an EKG and blood work. My doctor told me everything looked great as a matter of fact and diagnosed me with GAD. If I'm being honest with myself, I was always a worry-wort growing up but it never adversely affected my overall physical or mental health until about this time last year. Now, my work and my life suffers because of it. I was prescribed propranolol but all it does is make me focus on my 'health anxiety' as opposed to eliminate those intrusive thoughts altogether so I quit taking it. 

I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm always dying and never safe despite what the doctor told me. I'll have weeks where I feel symptom free but all of a sudden my heart rate skyrockets and I feel like I'm pass out due to lightheadedness. The only thing that seems to help is going on a long drive to distract myself or drinking lots of water. Are the doctors wrong? Did they miss something? Is there something seriously wrong with my body? Could it be more than just anxiety? How will I ever know? I don't want to die. I just want my life back to the way it was. 

PLEASE somebody help.",4.6229321753515284,5.724433399641581,5.321541218637993,82.39333746898266,69.84229390681004,8.088668320926388,28.46539840088227,8.384062270229773,1.9486619244554733,2239,79,435,33,39,725,267,558,0.14800000000000002,0.745,0.107,-0.9717,0,0,4,0,0,2,52.0,0,0,2,3,23,27,4,3,31,0,31,38,18,4,9,82,77,38,3,6,12,3,6,2,1,2,16,0,2,2,26,26,3,2,18,2,1,18,5,16,0,2,21,11,72,11,70,50,15,73,0,4,2,2,19,15,0,11,39,294,98,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500061860939638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448204914832233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323213099962077,0.0776710507966091,0.05735064912796749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325950861344222,0.0,0.1171067792254584,0.0,0.03094622291245585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638910878273307,0.0,0.05667117011725165,0.05183732730550985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405321802569147,0.0,0.0,0.09821878710299724,0.0,0.0,0.10305197864242173,0.15805995386046118,0.0,0.0,0.20784286572555632,0.044425296184871364,0.0,0.0,0.0994618723423884,0.0,0.0,0.04240812324267306,0.0,0.044963230820965185,0.0,0.05661703463303011,0.03353018305250178,0.04592036835049773,0.042772185860351065,0.0,0.04562482480980373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401159824632332,0.07253387286594493,0.0,0.05561120525871943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392213567851222,0.0,0.026522917306968742,0.0,0.1731074746527282,0.0,0.0,0.055969224898803314,0.0,0.05026589992254275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420025022829436,0.1079228631798474,0.0,0.6617319498696794,0.10208128310978362,0.0,0.050922010208319365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286453363041308,0.05579886401642058,0.04138071865640991,0.0,0.05375341322767176,0.0,0.0,0.14342890581594506,0.049602990682694574,0.0,0.0,0.044925935767945714,0.042630296786698114,0.0,0.0,0.0431590758871811,0.045817912838242866,0.0,0.06777283011075014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115975871745386,0.0,0.0,0.05945602708115678,0.04052059708516841,0.05395577146770355,0.03731853828223289,0.037642030105169234,0.07830708101784067,0.0,0.05398976420524155,0.04764005253885965,0.0,0.0974218754177382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688001339563715,0.11582852054931525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054974169912367324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572535598031885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399543714041551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040453590086759146,0.09243014446667587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04199380766905862,0.0,0.050802236604095656,0.0,0.0,0.07816363857611616,0.0,0.0,0.07186426957607868,0.0,0.0,0.042442293257991065,0.11630358771417837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552973900583756,0.03816939403004127,0.0,0.04437134953322108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033726391829758784,0.06505706039202422,0.0,0.2015109771760219,0.05920362925621801,0.0,0.0,0.09701736353479593,0.0,0.0344664926190183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188691540963736,0.059885702041503064,0.04029534994703687,0.04072108158201426,0.0,0.0,0.09412039197419307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391588543053207,0.0,0.051734457249756616,0.0,0.11100837239678996,0.0,0.06538273088626144
anxiety,sick-of-mods,2020/03/22,"Support/ Tips on how to cope? Disclaimer, by no means do I want to self diagnose. 

My mother does not believe in medicine or mental illness at all really and I am underage so I cannot go to the doctor and receive help. I believe I have anxiety as i’ve described the symptoms I go through to other family, friends and the internet and the one underlying cause they refer me to is anxiety, I am aware that these are not medical professionals but it’s what i’ve got to work with haha. For me the biggest sign is the nightly routine of creating worst case scenarios in my head about every minuscule problem and then panicking about them. This results in not being able to sleep, crying, a headache and more recently very fast and heavy breathing. This has also put a strain on some of my relationships as I somehow turn everything my friends or family say or do to me as an insult or stab at me personally. So what i’m asking for is tips and tricks to help myself experience an easier day, without using medicine. I also feel very insecure even talking about this as I am not officially diagnosed and feel bad even saying I have anxiety. If any of you have any methods that’ll get me through my day a little easier I would appreciate you more than you could know.",5.216071169208426,6.4714031851851885,6.446434277414671,74.3042483660131,68.58847736625515,10.162091503267973,33.635681433067056,10.328600350310266,3.737898281287825,1006,47,181,27,17,339,145,243,0.171,0.7190000000000001,0.11,-0.9508,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,2,1,11,11,2,2,11,1,18,9,3,4,1,38,32,25,0,5,11,1,2,0,2,2,6,2,0,2,10,10,0,0,5,0,0,4,7,7,0,1,1,4,28,4,35,27,5,20,0,0,0,0,19,10,0,7,6,136,38,3,0.11973895822958705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151040327141336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285319523990915,0.0,0.2747999259170792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111939762373444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997702862207863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698096047862938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300489371583853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560181489861792,0.0,0.1315276231068796,0.15444344460244208,0.0,0.0,0.2430650442355221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255789752207524,0.10478436925331193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581729052512635,0.0,0.10088523660734912,0.0,0.10761365484415583,0.11712767725322724,0.2257584666489437,0.0,0.1210872300680434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502004420570128,0.0,0.06255866363171028,0.0,0.1361008186944991,0.0,0.09576618325820374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288671583384188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051699942475633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658053999986954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000989269905556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043082819046467,0.0,0.12062440323900354,0.12066870699188678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123669009589858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113821696496393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455143977915372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457401192618187,0.0,0.1203707251429136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670784273312994,0.0,0.11822777583616292,0.12855483008440005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044245110808575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491384752991215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982543227321177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587835082808328,0.0,0.12445462482880387,0.0,0.09624163899381732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302416026463744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341601496624206,0.0,0.1975943612351356,0.07062513989324393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154240828386331,0.0,0.08717138767524908,0.0,0.0,0.08505912044775424,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,golden_sun-light,2020/03/22,"COVID-19 giving a lot of people a lot of anxiety. Feeling anxious. 
I haven't had a panic attack in years, but I feel one creeping in.
I'm doing breathing exercises, 
I'm praying, 
I'm trying to think of other things. 
But that odd feeling of anxiety won't leave my chest. 
I know I'm not the only one feeling this way, are you feeling anything similar?",2.0735714285714297,4.339882642857145,4.492857142857143,80.66214285714288,79.71428571428572,6.285714285714287,30.0,7.447530270364453,2.2077142857142857,275,14,49,4,7,96,47,70,0.114,0.6509999999999999,0.23600000000000002,0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,5,3,2,0,0,12,17,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,5,5,0,7,15,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133244461393218,0.23135209565795506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852303577472838,0.0,0.0,0.2329758600229462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177347096573989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645126443871616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254610298069752,0.0,0.0,0.21684087256347034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34820678771675234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775392330231272,0.15575046591162142,0.0,0.24027453813196725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197418099796974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360520159307315,0.13121985093365895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903757705683562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255114453397698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318767271197299
anxiety,sedboi_zx,2020/03/22,"Advice Needed ! hi

I have been suffering from anxiety attacks since past two months and its worsening. I have asthma too which further adds up to these attacks. My doctor had prescribed me Escitalopram 20 mg but it has been of no use. 

If there has been any method or way through which you coped or even rather overcame through these attacks and could  share it would be really helpful

Thanks in Advance!",6.7746575342465745,8.269542904109592,5.783452054794522,79.60230136986304,65.16438356164383,8.579726027397259,33.77808219178082,8.841846274778883,2.8703665753424654,324,14,56,5,5,97,60,73,0.18600000000000005,0.687,0.126,-0.3241,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,0,12,14,6,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,0,5,2,7,7,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333101876742066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149990067323642,0.0,0.15917879152855746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7101549140654461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661330291052276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297623667189167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743328983677305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947002661819952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608555207841436,0.0,0.0,0.15428690101058862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863361000496696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332998362311062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212393775765025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156989443692474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326157659054314,0.0,0.0,0.1797122349879335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516231061649736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781235427379008,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,k0alabearsleeping,2020/03/22,"Anxiety Flair Up. So much stress. Brain dump. 24F - With all going on in the world, I’ve been trying my best to not get paranoid. Lately I’ve been the one to calm my mom down. But I’m having major anxiety flair ups right now and it’s constantly changing. 

I keep asking my mom to feel my forehead to check my temperature (we don’t have thermometer). I’ll feel randomly “hot” but my mom doesn’t feel anything different. My legs have this weird burning, hot sensation. It comes and goes. And any tickle I feel in my throat I freak out and go down the rabbit hole. Plus my stomach has been getting upset.

These past two weeks alone have been riddled with stress and anxiety. Classes moved to online. Can’t interview for this job I was prepping for. A date I was looking forward had to be canceled... etc. Worried about family in other states


Now my body is feeling the impact. I don’t display any symptoms of Covid 19. I know every contact I’ve had in the past two weeks. Luckily I had down time and stayed home 80% of the time. I suffer from allergies, I’ve been sneezing a lot and blowing my nose. I’ve been taking my allergy medicine. But I still can’t help feeling like doom is coming to me. 

I haven’t had the flu since I was little. And I don’t get the flu shot. Not because I don’t think it’s good, I just have somehow avoided not getting it. I mainly get upper respiratory infections, due to sinus infections. But that’s about it. I already got a small case of bronchitis last month from my work. But I got it to clear up in a week. So I don’t want to get sick again. 

I’m just feeling a lot right now and I want to chuck it all to anxiety. At the same time I want to pay attention to what’s anxiety and what’s actually a sickness.",1.2429794826048202,3.512759881355933,3.043157894736844,89.8371008028546,82.954802259887,6.212191495688374,23.440083258994946,7.475848149327749,1.0936734463276845,1354,50,284,22,38,450,179,354,0.155,0.7490000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.968,2,2,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,0,2,12,13,1,4,15,0,31,15,7,0,3,50,61,18,0,3,10,3,9,1,0,0,8,0,1,0,14,17,0,2,10,0,2,6,12,9,0,3,15,11,36,4,40,45,10,47,1,2,1,0,8,21,0,4,21,176,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.08856733573140961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939985745535086,0.10015441064893002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343796817869047,0.0,0.347150537031099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468662352032931,0.0,0.08484707226915485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532562154347554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524558813626363,0.0,0.0,0.10081238348579397,0.0,0.1013166524135325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960106017315646,0.1563610555767866,0.0,0.09807784190777064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482345665050623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121986905743162,0.0,0.0,0.0764680644287773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555916382613625,0.0,0.321232050159536,0.06483798702375103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845058453767467,0.0,0.1031604476802323,0.07612403707693469,0.14517594283865634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060833599973101164,0.0,0.09103831097540876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006394101333133,0.0806704449517675,0.0,0.0,0.049878572287504926,0.07398040097035828,0.10237969351944252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434008469626057,0.0909639954825018,0.0,0.0,0.0762143953069499,0.0,0.0,0.15431949194285885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318886249421416,0.07244267661974832,0.09646206584736082,0.06671803959401748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061500399970921014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327877344333065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501475689483374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507648079833021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967366291569769,0.07247996319936782,0.0,0.20792741964749212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433297269161596,0.06823919851620666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815446867558492,0.0,0.0,0.15876626990129586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161915565480142,0.0,0.17731599742302526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059538330669607,0.0,0.21840330771423933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607336725630764,0.09216979943590356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SKRRTCOBAIN222,2020/03/22,"Does anyone else feel FUCKED UP? So I went to therapy for the first time in my life the other day. It was... weird. But cool? Idk I was skeptical about the whole thing. My anxiety isn't insane. I don't have panic attacks and I can *get by*. But it is this thing that's always there and causes me a lot of distress and suffering and it makes me feel like I can't go close to people and yadda yadda yadda.

Anyway, therapy really made me feel like I was *fucked up*. Apparently I have ""serious codependency problems"". And that was after one session. So now I walk around feeling like I am just this *thing* that is out of control. This machine that is malfunctioning. And that isn't a good feeling ya know? Like being a person but feeling like a faulty person. One that wasn't put together properly :( 

Do you feel me?",0.19254807692307807,2.5431763125000018,2.37125,89.02259615384617,98.375,5.461538461538462,18.65384615384616,7.010146845296331,0.6921730769230763,630,20,124,12,26,211,91,160,0.14300000000000002,0.726,0.13,-0.6306,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,2,8,17,4,2,7,1,18,3,0,4,0,28,33,12,0,1,4,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,16,10,0,1,8,0,0,4,5,10,0,3,7,8,17,7,13,25,2,15,0,1,0,2,4,6,2,1,10,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337239775518678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095038447077841,0.0,0.0,0.08686709766861253,0.12729211577667826,0.0,0.11059433977799443,0.0,0.14133377855464127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762224053789253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393386680623375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012046448366454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087177556394701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037813222592657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397140713058798,0.35501034514248675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567312911643408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970412355097405,0.06490698521458263,0.0,0.0706048795951153,0.10420134059075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827559728417823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774994244970634,0.30347157380711764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561905645832866,0.0,0.1175529389740026,0.08292696521722907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836795235545965,0.0,0.0,0.14576148945782408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612801109809105,0.21695216495862132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887488105322228,0.0,0.12488919077803655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958729494979268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841441458422676,0.0,0.2476060672926284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244167457727811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516589256670025,0.0,0.13870249907089238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThinkYouThinkTooMuch,2020/03/22,"Getting very antsy like my skin is crawling with electrons, along with random sweats, is this common? Firstly hello all, hope you’re all doing well during this Coronavirus pandemic.

Secondly, I’m not sure if the title is common? I get this way when I get embarrassed, which is when I’m usually at my most anxious state. If I could describe it, my nerves feel like they’re rapidly moving, similar to an electric sensation and it makes me sweat on my back and neck, and my palms start to sweat too.

It’s been happening for a couple years now, part of me wonders if anyone else feels the same, or if I’m just neglecting my body somehow.",5.575491803278692,6.4531874918032806,5.832909836065571,80.40543032786887,67.52459016393442,9.050819672131148,30.82377049180328,9.188382445141503,2.629472131147541,502,19,93,9,8,160,87,122,0.09,0.826,0.085,0.2644,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,0,7,7,7,1,3,27,20,10,0,6,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,1,3,11,5,9,18,5,15,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,10,12,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320754108378939,0.0,0.1436401848079781,0.21048548328980507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796161748758905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281844370817021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640177143294423,0.22730241328045925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716089141806752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774135649312775,0.14675795828803295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473713526642298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32198329177930274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165949263889192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040365701954672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072369914747534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712492910502247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183376826738733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224587386869388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454031483516417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361366208221867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625015682975194,0.16949979207267968,0.0,0.16305935566568724,0.0,0.0,0.18470463678255766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277813686286124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132289035633016
anxiety,GreenerCar,2020/03/22,"Please help me with motivation to work/study I have a coding interview coming up and I can't study and feel so guilty.  I am not doing anything else either tho. I am just stuck at my desk and not studying, this is killing me. 

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Anxiety provoking things: 

1. Corona virus  situation 
2. I want this job a lot and fearful about the interview because how much I care
3. I am feeling guilty even tho I put myself at my desk and I feel stuck and not able to study.
4. Repeat 1-3 for weeks and be sad and guilty about the time lost. 
5. Feel even more miserable. 

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All I should be doing now is study but my mind is doing shopping or calling family making sure they are safe. etc etc..

Please please please would you help me share tips on how I can get back on track and study for coding and do practice questions?

\*Please please please be positive if you can..

Thank you!",1.0619678311133465,3.6490806705202345,2.0764262377481764,93.57268911786885,89.11560693641619,5.089620507665242,19.660467454134203,6.7026698264267655,0.2985307363659211,688,21,141,9,23,216,104,173,0.11900000000000001,0.648,0.233,0.9767,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,1,2,12,10,1,2,4,0,20,0,0,5,2,38,33,18,1,4,8,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,6,1,1,2,4,5,0,0,3,4,22,5,12,25,7,12,0,3,0,0,11,5,0,4,5,94,25,6,0.09468824352045126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518934458815727,0.230113160044144,0.0,0.0,0.07243624712002557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792035645611345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280941451076575,0.0,0.05772107438556535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668728341467188,0.0,0.09654097490972184,0.0,0.0,0.08156553752280041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909987733130748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112048424641763,0.12508138363832966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926364895321415,0.10655059885919804,0.19150888394929613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049470699126307326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693506737849528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396347105838758,0.0,0.10475851222494977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336340318261672,0.08050055855745604,0.0,0.0,0.06320513781616212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560813337164374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960675395646819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7275747992771062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518783780640226,0.10607250316545266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643355299887088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892425489286926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717621286690548,0.0,0.0,0.06290666156801558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521347625945865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584957931615772,0.0,0.07595319744530303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893416901442599,0.0,0.0,0.06726381145850166,0.0,0.230113160044144,0.0
anxiety,Firewave480,2020/03/22,"I’m having rapid fire panic attacks, please a god send help This whole virus thing is driving me crazy. Hiding away from parents at Uni. 
They’re worried I’m worried. I feel sick. I’m a awful human being. Help me please",0.2317207792207796,2.6106337954545467,1.6114285714285717,94.705,97.4090909090909,2.5142857142857142,17.649350649350648,3.1291,-0.8026649350649353,173,5,33,0,7,55,34,44,0.405,0.39,0.205,-0.8957,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721648711144261,0.22476958834318256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096463600262485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320708969835021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28069126430662955,0.26564266497699723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252173845890376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893740826623998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670978457445236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859104415990431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PreservativeAloe,2020/03/22,"I feel like I’m drowning! I had to pack up and leave college in one day... I left my best friend behind and moved back in with my family. My anxiety and ocd have flared up so bad and i miss my day to day routines:(. I have two chronic illness’s (type one diabetes and severe asthma). My family has me on full lockdown in the house, which I understand. But i feel like i don’t have a life anymore. I feel lost and I’m almost out of alcohol (sometimes it’s a better coping mechanisms the others). I just don’t know what to do. But none of us do... sorry for the rant. I’m just so scared. I hope everyone is staying healthy and safe! Thanks for reading...",-0.5027017543859635,1.7251773185185186,1.9529044834308,93.7164912280702,94.33333333333334,5.212475633528267,19.697855750487328,6.8360192770164,0.4527037037037038,498,17,109,8,19,169,83,135,0.14800000000000002,0.664,0.18899999999999997,0.8388,0,2,1,0,0,1,27.0,1,0,0,3,5,12,0,1,5,0,10,6,0,0,0,21,22,11,1,1,4,0,3,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,4,9,1,1,5,1,0,1,3,4,0,3,2,3,18,8,16,20,3,15,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,2,6,73,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657975005449563,0.155350320342104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868169084763665,0.0,0.15385721271230265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929309934356358,0.12953543669845732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628098798645489,0.1372087405833544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001574359258357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824293772000965,0.0,0.0,0.29250440795043736,0.0,0.2353303670100282,0.22166412291756135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198607947969193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408904533381498,0.0,0.1790107538605502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526089786254387,0.0,0.0,0.164270880984922,0.16856008592567562,0.0,0.10957998433185824,0.1515871549295112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935365855097614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488928946112028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025378554148635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551820033339998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553222246568303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526406402149186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534374469386281,0.1736665511595304,0.0,0.16535861954063905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283208691905774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154925704907246,0.16150623237779968,0.18661434246333733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PinsAndBeetles,2020/03/22,"On the brink of panic attack about going to work I decided to try to get help for my anxiety a few weeks ago and scheduled an appointment with my doctor, which was to be in late April.  COVID-19 is now ravaging the world (and my mental health) and when I called on Friday to see if I could move my appointment up I was told that they are actually not seeing anyone unless there is an emergency and my April appointment is postponed.  In the meantime I’m dealing with some major health anxiety and also DREADING the fact that today is Sunday which means tomorrow I have to return to work.  My husband and children are off work/school and will be safe at home, but I so fear dragging this horrible virus home to them.  My husband is on immunosuppressants due to an autoimmune disease.  It’s 1:30 am and I doubt I’ll sleep much because I’m so terrified and anxious.",8.40921686746988,7.071964349397592,8.283222891566266,72.63399096385545,62.13253012048193,11.432530120481927,37.01506024096385,10.411451182825502,3.73729156626506,686,27,126,13,8,222,106,166,0.203,0.7759999999999999,0.021,-0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,7,6,1,4,8,0,15,4,1,0,1,22,23,16,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,6,11,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,2,16,1,23,16,4,25,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,3,13,89,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.15135700724751902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748840933111384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403487321478016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23730494280076686,0.17522091398682774,0.0,0.10845080216133414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645071687806088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454863276371073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837630449201648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383618631148258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990317081762725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875328985733209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453267371632789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103430183945012,0.0,0.08814794132763352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32973197363909945,0.0,0.0,0.1039614837228976,0.0,0.3111595529054654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496161407648128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895135680932416,0.0,0.0,0.15630615900816985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648486936972613,0.1140176874349706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819785727875621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697132713689954,0.24719214644751916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552138374315937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701839428140806,0.14820644029004856,0.0,0.10530395785319108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441332821555087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387479270125869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,autumnmidnights,2020/03/22,"It’s the end of the world and I don’t feel fine I’m having a terrible time dealing with the current situation of the world.  I’m not working atm, so I’m at home and having all this free time is absolutely awful - it gives me way too much time to think about everything.  I’m an extrovert who loves being busy, so being stuck at home makes me incredibly restless, bored, and anxious.  I miss seeing my friends and working and really living, haha.  

I would honestly really appreciate an anxiety med to kind of help with the current situation.  Like just something to calm me down and take the edge off during the pandemic chaos.  I know people avoid prescribing benzodiazepines as the first option, because of the addictive quality, but I really don’t think waiting the weeks/months for an SSRI to start working is realistic, because it’s the current situation that is really exacerbating my anxiety.  When I was working and keeping busy, my anxiety was baseline, manageable levels that I could keep at bay.  Once this is over I would be willing to taper off whatever I was prescribed.  But it’s really this situation that’s throwing me off and keeping me on edge.  I’ve never been to a therapist or had any kind of mental health consultation before, and I’m worried that me going to somebody and asking to be put on a script like that is gonna come across as seriously drug-seeking.  

(For the record, I have taken a low dose of Valium once before and it was helpful.  It was not a recreational thing.  That’s why I think that route would be the best for me. Problem was, it wasn’t prescribed to me so I don’t want to mention it because it wouldn’t be in any kind of medical records.). 

Anyone ever been in a similar kind of position?  I don’t know the first thing about finding a mental health professional, much less how to go about asking for meds.  I don’t want it, or this post, to come across as ‘hey yeah i want drugs’.  I’m just honestly having a really difficult time rn.  thanks, covid.",3.9089332460733,5.901952442408375,5.468242801047123,77.1200081806283,73.00523560209425,8.96348167539267,28.691426701570677,9.516144504307137,2.863332198952879,1571,64,287,40,32,531,178,382,0.096,0.779,0.125,0.9245,3,1,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,7,12,25,0,2,25,3,36,7,0,2,3,50,72,23,0,9,8,0,1,2,1,6,6,0,2,0,24,15,0,5,7,0,2,6,10,9,0,2,12,2,26,17,46,47,5,40,0,2,1,1,12,18,0,3,16,191,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374826158550612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448436420679456,0.0,0.17630784278578265,0.08678796991854018,0.0,0.05371633295056882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363801562283046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049151512963046,0.0,0.13074119852382088,0.0,0.08062085650594591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235219049453034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133680602325605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920099982952195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818026592353792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804225555011782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949067896613922,0.0,0.0,0.06904343688066365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03884394846715576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021470622162539,0.1306909782850464,0.0,0.0,0.05935315440347054,0.0,0.0,0.07369549162750466,0.08732040834918832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163318224738414,0.0,0.0,0.10298549318956203,0.0,0.15411919332560975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485107480535492,0.0,0.3199967654585147,0.08443967427361268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506354206442603,0.0,0.0678359966514716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693356344103972,0.0,0.051279858470492684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066576756086208,0.07739095362350429,0.15483875660074906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131927736444636,0.0,0.11294728924917752,0.0,0.05925052894014121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362768653974016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053259301216264994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357506821397489,0.0,0.0,0.07350910599631348,0.0,0.07722819725545083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952881642575872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121787657037168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34540847297373656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059141994176309234,0.0,0.0,0.05437561876823708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057761233242479414,0.0,0.0,0.07072817198517904,0.0,0.08919726659305177,0.10207539492886428,0.14767496844787026,0.0,0.0,0.17918411990393282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593634735672314,0.06097841388433513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932068601335749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371184071285252,0.07801734778384553,0.0,0.16371827596407162,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,That_Tone,2020/03/22,"Coping skills/advice with corona? Hey all! Currently scouring the internet for any and all advice—I am on day 10 of my quarantine with coronavirus right now and having an increasingly difficult time coping. I obviously can’t leave my apartment (which is a very tiny space because it’s NYC) to see friends, take a walk, etc., but was hoping you all might have tips or any strategies that I could use just in my room to try and get through this? 

I’m quarantined all alone and some of the breathing symptoms (which of course, anxiety isn’t helping), along with general uncertainties, can be really scary. It’s getting to the point where I’m having several panic attacks a day and I’m really trying to figure out skills to get through this and minimize stress for my body hopefully fight this thing off. Sending safe and healthy thoughts to everyone!",8.850769230769231,8.312019333333335,8.202179487179487,70.98865384615388,60.794871794871796,12.158974358974357,38.730769230769226,11.45678717892309,4.5148230769230775,680,30,118,17,8,214,107,156,0.18,0.725,0.095,-0.9311,1,3,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,3,9,2,2,7,0,12,3,2,1,5,30,24,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,9,12,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,1,7,4,21,19,7,18,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,5,5,74,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352919846087646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332064850329784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276029056428017,0.0,0.12801972049533028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038096037380156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201295764655063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588438990608894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336126738170278,0.0,0.0,0.21584947533399407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866357381458622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599068846827118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929159787543848,0.0,0.2622951351012596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216892435029524,0.0,0.0,0.3324259432796932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771959273499865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752833800431375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963452235713612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581966647083948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441308370930776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291311501377865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335360453667672,0.0,0.0,0.1890540683121204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916950091323248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393723340823244,0.12582384569503827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117767073006317,0.0,0.0,0.13285453826223473,0.09758117074451986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723476540032694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453376528253672,0.0,0.13807850281812906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kysihlyst,2020/03/22,"How does one reintegrate themselves into society after 3 years of more or less isolation? I battled my depression by myself for the past 3 years. Not the smartest idea I know. Now it's more or less over and I think I'm finally ready to put myself out there, but recently, I realized that the 3 years has taken a huge toll on me. The very thought of going outside of my home terrifies me. I can't even think about attempting to apply for a job. Like what do I do when I apply, how do I talk to the caller that schedules the interview, where do I go for the interview, what if I get lost while looking for the interview room, how am I gonna handle the workload required of me, how do I cash my check if I don't have a bank account? I'm fucking 21 and I don't know what to do. How pathetic is that? Please, I'm desperate.",2.2501253132832097,3.714535286549712,4.216846282372599,86.58486842105263,76.25146198830409,8.160568086883876,26.83416875522139,8.841846274778883,2.0086905597326643,638,25,138,14,14,218,98,171,0.145,0.789,0.066,-0.9224,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,11,5,2,0,12,0,13,1,0,5,0,23,29,14,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,7,0,4,3,4,4,0,1,3,1,22,1,19,25,4,21,0,2,1,1,5,7,1,4,12,97,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557445226481067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783892345856224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464004078578368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223306115939081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845469417758492,0.10650245071363526,0.0,0.2317036505196206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044767104494127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301201936719073,0.0,0.0,0.20228822559647947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405965739011127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959010182195442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118143641159864,0.0,0.22252476612355404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381330490717688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945965012134949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376448676836652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492409008877052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127584475112004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384573804007718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612358319329777,0.0,0.16183297385093376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819639756554966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938153367412946
anxiety,Broly420,2020/03/22,I cant sleep With all the stuff that has been going on. I cannot sleep. I have spent like 3 days with a total of 4 hours of sleep.,-1.2217204301075242,0.11349951612903375,1.0012903225806475,106.28860215053764,86.09677419354837,4.133333333333334,10.333333333333334,3.1291,-2.2062989247311826,99,0,29,0,3,33,25,31,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,3,0,2,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410509590332733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223967513008913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811313050076022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946664827706867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8570311063873468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267958499180688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,finnjuku,2020/03/22,"Anxiety and predictions I feel like my brain, without me consciously choosing to do so, is turning me in to someone that try’s to predict what will happen next. Then my mind tries to talk me out of doing the simplest tasks. Such as changing or brushing my teeth. My mind predicts that bad shit would happen. I would love some advice but not pressure",5.080454545454543,6.813469166666668,4.9337575757575785,83.20063636363638,69.45454545454545,7.098181818181819,32.89696969696969,7.554174236665415,2.338555151515151,279,13,49,3,5,86,53,66,0.085,0.8190000000000001,0.096,0.1979,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,14,11,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,2,9,8,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030914340053861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899123129736153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353138828944545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200971336407974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985914118771135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050863154638241,0.1484755213100108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675710426215559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153642166274723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757687202412485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197029926636717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103213489214998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333699096781428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609573376134202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704782544578006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220913937929515,0.22606199075691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003430349259316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952763742113916,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vortexvibes,2020/03/22,My partner wants a gun We live in Texas so it's not very difficult to get one and with what's going on regarding the coronavirus virus and people looting places my partner wants a gun to be safe. We also live in a low income area and have had weirdos knock on our door. This makes me feel so uneasy though. He said he would never have ammo in it but would keep it near the gun in case of an emergency so he could load it. I have heard so many horror stories and lived with a step father who owned a gun and had severe depression. He would ask my mom for the ammo sometimes and she'd lie and say she couldn't find it for fear of him doing something dark. I guess I'm just afraid of my boyfriend one day being super depressed and wanting to take his life or accidentally shooting himself in the foot idk. There are so many scenarios that run through my head. What do I do?,4.131573556797019,4.8153419664804495,4.6643715083798885,88.18955540037247,70.67597765363129,7.530912476722532,26.089851024208564,7.492282038375204,1.1212454376163867,688,20,148,7,12,219,116,179,0.225,0.73,0.044000000000000004,-0.9879,1,0,1,5,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,10,0,17,3,2,1,1,31,31,17,0,8,4,2,1,0,2,3,1,3,1,2,10,12,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,6,0,2,4,4,17,2,19,19,1,16,0,3,0,0,21,11,0,2,2,96,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158365912755187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213375021662372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138889873398248,0.0,0.0,0.09805106564584844,0.0,0.2618978986090579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108350706337966,0.0768743016243756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389587494976765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943287784417087,0.0,0.08640593547119732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748551769761494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603347195787978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351371657971367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738798661495293,0.0,0.0,0.4027534589063265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148564867573044,0.3082826128177227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806349435762714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726004211439855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060479461202842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540307429005354,0.0,0.15884594649872827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462167620165295,0.12090565140801025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175814612477822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170452458719773,0.15036814066496887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431264435521495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937524289940407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544616402844347,0.2690254770895025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32400743550894634,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,puestadelsol,2020/03/22,i feel like ive been such a bad daughter sister aunt cousin and friend and its gotten to me that i am bad person and i feel so broken down,2.880967741935482,2.964654032258068,4.158225806451615,92.85733870967744,73.19354838709677,6.2,18.725806451612907,3.1291,-0.6075935483870971,109,1,26,0,2,36,24,31,0.292,0.557,0.151,-0.7424,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6863526534163995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41563818607872777,0.2936257498514672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31754544025265896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079880969543204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35887822982908685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chilllangtayo,2020/03/22,"How do you control your anxiety? I am so anxious right now and can't do anything about it. I can't control it, and can't even think clearly. Also, can't look for any distractions or don't have the guts to do anything.",1.8289130434782592,3.4840960217391337,3.5167391304347824,90.33206521739132,77.91304347826087,6.339130434782609,28.89130434782609,7.1686216300943375,1.5145391304347822,171,8,37,2,4,57,31,46,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.7392,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,0,10,1,1,3,1,8,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,12,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192215179405975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887141946171938,0.0,0.21229200374365773,0.3135037853744913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567290344868032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224951259504106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329067710818192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330358874307918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369893593747501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778152035622766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bloomustdie,2020/03/22,"Coronavirus I think my country will become the Italy of America, they are buying bags for the future dead, the government is disastrous in the face of the situation, I cannot even see my psychologist, people do not take the real weight of the situation either, I am so sad, tired and worried.",12.392777777777779,8.473839018518525,12.202962962962966,55.66333333333334,56.96296296296296,15.985185185185184,43.66666666666667,13.816669648895859,5.947733333333334,233,9,39,7,2,79,41,54,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,6,3,1,0,0,5,9,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,8,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958868311322059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695279661640445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573586745730847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049415570312331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349051055930876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6022867451299649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143585283127008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166665565149755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30792447086669306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32624362118802464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720767910286767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ForgetfulByNature,2020/03/22,"Hydroxyzine in isolation I took this for the first time, it immediately caused me to become anxious because it felt like my heart rate slowed too much and my throat felt tight (these were just imagined symptoms). But after that I took a 4
hour nap and since then I have had no urge to drink and have felt so ‘normal’. This is the first time in a month that I haven’t felt like someone is sitting on my chest & had racing heartbeat/ thoughts.",6.39337209302326,6.477001825581398,5.524976744186045,86.0863023255814,65.62790697674419,8.275348837209302,29.990697674418605,7.554174236665415,1.5971190697674418,351,11,72,3,5,105,61,86,0.081,0.86,0.059000000000000004,-0.2263,1,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,5,3,1,0,14,15,6,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,10,5,8,2,7,5,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,11,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444576117571334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818866009304927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814541566259352,0.17781422427427993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653935571062608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772081186189654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6183492461949488,0.0,0.0,0.2738966913831432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078832176034302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855468535198686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731503493763435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851037928184844,0.0,0.11835510465983047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774792202719404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318264140325387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641659837613554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734287943302026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781772219158724,0.18776329565398586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35775862315307283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MatthewTomasulo,2020/03/22,"The overwhelming and exhausting dread of falling short every day. Hello anyone,
I’m a M21 and a manic overachiever. I have good grades, academic and social awards, I’m involved, have some pretty good friends, and a good job prospect. However, what I’ve struggled with and continue to struggle with is the constant underlying feeling of not being good enough to meet my own expectations daily.

When I approach the day, the first thought I have every morning is generally panic at the thought that there is never enough time. Mostly because there isn’t. There isn’t enough time for me to work enough hours to make enough money to be able to purchase the things I need. There isn’t enough time to do all the assignments I need to do whilst trying to be a good friend, and learn new hobbies like piano, rock climbing, getting a pilots/skydiving license, reading all of the books. Every moment of every day carries with it some form of panic at the prospect that the current thing I’m doing is in some way insufficient to meet the expectation I have of myself. 

I’ve been struggling with this constantly for about 3 years now. It’s...well...not good, but I can’t seem to shake the feeling that I fall short every day. I’ll gladly take any internet strangers advice.",7.85923076923077,7.8840471452991485,7.213760683760687,75.40346153846154,62.589743589743605,9.764102564102563,35.09401709401709,9.265573868473778,3.1465658119658126,1008,40,175,15,13,313,129,234,0.073,0.7929999999999999,0.135,0.8847,4,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,7,20,0,8,17,0,19,1,0,1,3,31,32,8,0,4,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,6,3,2,5,6,9,0,1,3,2,11,11,28,26,14,32,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,5,21,113,19,9,0.08547121257299484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835214797196901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058123355482402675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059763459135715874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521024578693842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472803317371386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204874450103424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298876628991844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36006591467959503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643362639899396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270176975160023,0.0,0.0,0.13206969362677184,0.0,0.04465518087518466,0.0,0.0,0.43013518771208425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417192751972764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481699005424341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041756917145457435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705269808731669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675164224214722,0.06592066826941105,0.08254862970783522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056410430577448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869549506423176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549434229697267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778097818522095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712713757456224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680592075133967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642637148312433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356655152180567,0.0,0.0,0.13570919111173582,0.14951685417779215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058029342859319925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784307018297016,0.0,0.0,0.07684888478310091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222406071036895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504065861322878
anxiety,neardeathfailcomp,2020/03/22,"Fucking shaved my hair off 19M had nice fucking black hair with purple highlights and i go ahead and shave it right the fuck off wtf insecurity got the best of me
Well atleast with this quarantine no one’s going to see me.  Anyone else shaved their hair off before?",2.196217948717948,4.870053365384617,2.539999999999999,92.28833333333336,82.65384615384616,5.005128205128205,20.2051282051282,6.42735559955562,0.11079743589743618,213,6,43,2,6,65,42,52,0.19399999999999998,0.662,0.14400000000000002,-0.4939,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,1,7,3,1,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,2,6,5,3,8,6,1,7,0,0,3,3,1,4,3,0,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309645693831016,0.2536497112080401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065136986516853,0.0,0.25979406727843984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680072963854565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6865827971335607,0.0,0.0,0.2813828210790194,0.0,0.19799262831512168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774991220420832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141091660997569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726956315818128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258199019918296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NDQ4L,2020/03/22,"COVID-19/Anxiety Ever since this virus has broken out, I am in total panic mode. My anxiety has been under control with ADD medicine for a few months now, and I am now struggling harder than ever. I’m having chest pain (mild) on my left side above my breast. My throat feels weird too (not sore and doesn’t hurt). I don’t feel bad. No fever or body aches. My anxiety is so bad I have to change shirts about 4x a day because I cannot stop sweating. Deodorant is not helping. I’ve cried myself to sleep every night this week. I haven’t been falling asleep until close to 5am out of fear that I can’t put down. I’m so scared I’m going to contract the virus and put my 1 year old, fiancé, or grandma at risk. Or that I’m going to die. The feelings are not going away. My daughter also has coughed some (she acts totally fine and fake coughs for attention a lot. I know this is what she’s doing but I still can’t shake the fear). We haven’t been out anywhere for nearly a week in public now. I’m so terrified and I don’t know how to calm down. I wish I could call a doctor and ask them for temporary relief medication to help. However I’m also scared to go to a pharmacy. Any advice? Mediation, etc. aren’t working at all. Nothing is. I want to cry.",1.1056923076923084,3.1316055692307714,2.9238461538461564,91.91115384615387,81.76923076923076,5.8461538461538485,20.76923076923077,7.010146845296331,0.42053846153846175,968,28,212,12,26,322,154,260,0.20800000000000002,0.721,0.071,-0.98,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,1,2,14,17,0,8,9,0,26,15,8,2,5,39,44,17,1,3,7,1,3,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,13,0,2,6,0,0,9,13,14,0,0,3,3,25,3,32,40,7,40,0,1,0,1,10,16,0,5,15,132,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279742638342675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461958550886584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849675237061743,0.0,0.2649122322027461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791200988730314,0.0,0.10845082922040362,0.0,0.1927594247551913,0.07036540989984348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821735190780978,0.0,0.0,0.1178675276231016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211024760496104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129465210215813,0.09216192509116164,0.0,0.2535901428450815,0.07444317446988663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979871742457585,0.0,0.0,0.11814808937192105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873560888308885,0.0,0.20882713543913706,0.09725524174274901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597829871883397,0.17509550794922102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624074338059357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474136858730592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357082278988847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268752554897652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541566241581908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813495088854914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628416497394167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213558731707616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083237794166368,0.0,0.11075875424883347,0.0,0.1211249757140212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282627509182555,0.1354329141827641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320792291559391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23113229429444435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548536822240587,0.0,0.11551394212432944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218300992861657,0.0965051331348696,0.0,0.12067310440128565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808394651604105,0.0,0.185182896483958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273946979849954,0.0,0.0,0.08403483667688258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433350868372322
anxiety,86theboot,2020/03/22,Sorry if this is a redundant post but i want to know what helps real people think not just what google says. I had no anxiety until i moved out from my parents home. (i was a teenager and was invincible)  I moved half way across the country to a large city where i knew no one. over the two year i have started getting what i think is anxiety. I can deal with stress and hard situations  but the little things like driving into work or going into a store i would start to lose it. I am moving back to my home town in a few days and i have been freaking out for the last week or so. other then breathing exercise what helps you deal with it or helps you stop it when it start to happening.,2.3830851063829783,4.074604702127663,3.6378900709219866,89.90875000000004,76.44680851063829,6.68581560283688,22.388297872340427,7.492282038375204,0.7398127659574465,537,15,116,7,12,175,91,141,0.174,0.73,0.096,-0.8663,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,1,9,0,11,2,1,0,0,25,22,13,0,3,8,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,11,9,0,1,4,1,1,5,3,3,0,3,5,2,16,1,17,16,1,29,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,4,13,86,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291200238562605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700442701238827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974582945001006,0.28693295541825353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270466119639038,0.0,0.07908707872972501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305755176704908,0.0,0.1246588342292546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798253682689571,0.0,0.2791749834142296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647796538564416,0.11343288881675727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798589669028347,0.13947354502753875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568295564344126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437109280341364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429751583642708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545192340444445,0.0,0.0,0.09647509964765393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327553827083324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839303148090653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066455932256444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642017491917692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577673729914546,0.2954916673296376,0.0,0.0,0.11634287872659164,0.15940578562340674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245083649659662,0.17833451273448192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593779945297474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207938868571374,0.11045767446251288,0.111624690666778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013091686909955,0.0,0.0,0.09885432608062032,0.0,0.0,0.08961362059390461
anxiety,rebelfinch,2020/03/22,"I can't fall asleep bc my brain thinks sleeping = dying I literally cannot fall asleep because as soon as my brain starts to shut down and go numb for sleep time, I get jolted awake on high alert because if I'm going unconscious that obviously means I'm dying. My brain forgot how to sleep because I'm so anxious about everything. I'm so fucking exhausted but every time I get close to sleep I'm zapped awake with a racing heart.",3.516009852216752,5.20284526436782,4.447947454844009,85.3096551724138,73.36781609195403,7.270279146141214,25.072249589490966,7.957251820313856,1.36156288998358,346,11,69,5,7,112,57,87,0.07200000000000001,0.907,0.021,-0.4486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,2,13,10,1,1,10,16,8,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,10,15,0,13,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649565586322924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703006044008976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890065590372686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030831843852764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302480777438335,0.0,0.13122979780112531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498947221825353,0.15257470422293326,0.0,0.16596855616243092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302970545281407,0.0,0.1542739586504567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905426904471995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.584485947305412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335090167368616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356117986612457,0.0,0.0,0.17028624939984066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zombiecabbage,2020/03/22,"Has anyone had experience with getting anxiety at around the same time each day? Since the quarantine has started, I’ve noticed that I’ve been getting weird anxiety at around the same time each day? I would say it starts at like 8pm or so. I feel uneasy and anxious no matter what I’m doing.
I don’t know if this is a side effect of being cooped up inside all day, but it’s odd.
Any insight would be helpful, thank you!",3.864689922480622,4.7655564767441865,4.95581395348837,85.06108527131785,71.44186046511628,7.593798449612403,27.124031007751928,7.793537801064563,1.4949054263565889,331,11,68,4,6,109,65,86,0.145,0.743,0.11199999999999999,0.3319,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,19,19,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,4,2,8,13,5,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,8,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992634492744968,0.0,0.3148172738296819,0.2324543678198516,0.0,0.14387473551167454,0.0,0.0,0.3663465641582398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981016154344784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127634270536804,0.0,0.0,0.10404028914416004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500603982956595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791904417435386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308232650567902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052573088921543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342632910219501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363152140381576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020982608720142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29128115561287266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894395331668691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399648900344148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923372012311912,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hsbebzbbd,2020/03/22,"Has anyone overcome overthinking problems? Since I was a kid, I've been constantly overthinking about things. I'm talking like going over every minute detail or scenario in my head. When I was 13 I got tested for HIV after kissing a girl for the first time.

I still do it to this day, hard. Going back to school in the Fall so I have to stop, it's ruining my life. 

How should I approach this?",2.043461538461539,4.382476358974362,3.1894230769230774,89.56182692307692,80.28205128205127,5.951282051282053,22.57051282051281,7.1686216300943375,0.8530205128205135,308,10,61,4,8,99,59,78,0.11699999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.081,-0.1837,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,7,4,1,1,0,5,11,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,4,1,8,2,10,6,0,16,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,10,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680520228216696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543033933738306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887061601123058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229676110406172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250946882906848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724703357411385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036675373957898,0.0,0.21367307937426847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393238049314871,0.0,0.2741842902479706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870373466487805,0.13052138324729562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255637022502244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703812229501724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209983627740679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335514172557274,0.22335858172975126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473391408312187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748991554640975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578374362974728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WestFacingBucket,2020/03/22,"Can anxiety cause facial drooping? I've been having some issues with my face kinda drooping over the last few months, my GP tells me it's anxiety but I'm a bit hesitant to believe him.

Is that an actual thing?",2.5478571428571435,4.7607673571428615,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,77.80952380952381,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1627428571428573,167,6,31,4,4,57,38,42,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.3025128616453277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742945082935199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492610489465675,0.0,0.0,0.3384370029682959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184528455818501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32355687078745365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526893534551134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24743706275580374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709514959993018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059485775633201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,linettiewv,2020/03/22,"Can't bring myself to take my meds... Hey all. I've been on Lexapro for anxiety and depression for almost eight months now. About a week ago, I forgot to take it for a few days. I haven't been able to bring myself to take it since. Even though my anxiety has spiked and I had an unprompted anxiety attack in class, I don't want to take my medicine again. As a music student and an avid writer, I rely on my creativity to feel fulfilled. When I'm on Lexapro, I feel like I lose all of my creative abilities. 

Anyone else have experience with this or advice for what to do? I know I should take my medicine and I know it will make me feel less anxious, but I just can't bring myself to do it.",2.1825990675990674,3.7555091188811183,3.5805769230769258,90.61650641025645,76.69230769230771,7.004428904428905,23.105477855477854,7.793537801064563,0.9071170163170166,536,16,120,8,12,176,81,143,0.09699999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.079,-0.0681,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,2,20,30,9,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,4,3,21,1,20,24,4,14,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,8,82,27,2,0.15623406440381726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267011955029944,0.1384920714699541,0.0,0.1564458475365774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585558949124425,0.17650002251791874,0.0,0.10924249045408356,0.16008026186925764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773880294119382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075804661879482,0.0,0.13456417073899066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051351329211605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319112606016703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282689395345458,0.0,0.0,0.23698991181287865,0.11161364682712918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717243118451439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632807218028764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478595494190802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428745116694037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354082510400493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124704539647208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292384325531116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873428643122625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349917503307847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921508990704013,0.0,0.12532154257125214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,compatic,2020/03/22,"Covid-19 Anxiety At first I was okay about every thing... I'm 23 years old and fairly healthy. Every since I heard about younger individuals getting seriously ill from this virus my anxiety has been all over the place. I went out today to take my baby to the doctor for her eye and my anxiety just won't let me rest. I keep thinking that I might have caught it because I was around people today. My brain telling me I'm sick and having symptoms of the virus, like shortness of breath, I feel a little warm but not a fever, and I just coughed 4 times. But I normally have the shortness of breath and warmth feeling due to my anxiety but now since all this is going on, idk what to think anymore. I stay home 24/7 but my grandma and husband leaves the house every day to go to work. I fear that they will bring the virus into the house and I get sick and die. I have a two year old and I'm currently 26 weeks pregnant.",4.609144144144143,5.163765513513514,4.9652027027027055,86.92329954954954,69.54054054054055,7.896396396396398,28.38963963963964,7.793537801064563,1.51763963963964,720,24,153,8,12,228,114,185,0.146,0.789,0.065,-0.9337,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,1,10,1,13,11,4,0,2,28,30,13,1,1,7,1,3,1,0,3,7,1,1,0,7,12,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,6,5,23,3,19,20,3,29,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,1,14,94,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866805832509581,0.0,0.1253217668286713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249311495636924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703194048795466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106697984450225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149603894386591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114863800720572,0.0,0.0,0.12934162683366413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194080730034552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421976198060902,0.12778955613988008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748741287625634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204272413710344,0.0,0.1436341652333692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126756059083237,0.0,0.0,0.2916203089820137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232048987968772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338040425964812,0.0,0.12921846716704236,0.0,0.06173636500168717,0.12665258683173336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405505225576805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381249251083168,0.0,0.0,0.265201096222938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760672809178284,0.0,0.132026259548192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906360704352744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469004147327765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134334031335174,0.09501199864362044,0.0,0.11045002701242652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839523910770293,0.16194130116029656,0.0,0.0,0.07368541321565107,0.0,0.2395616280824071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344186093164268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136370897038613,0.0,0.0,0.1171431559478099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199643044817972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275196649421253
anxiety,PhatNutss,2020/03/22,"Not sure what to do... Hey guys, this is my first post on this sub and i want to apologize beforehand if I come off as stupid but I’m just genuinely confused. So basically I’m not sure if I’m having symptoms of anxiety or something else. Ever since Tuesday night I have been having a somewhat high heart rate and I’ve had trouble breathing. I’m able to catch a full breath but it is not too long before I feel like have to take another one. I am able to control the breathing during some points but it still isn’t where it should be. There are also some points where I notice my heart is beating normally but my weird breathing will still continue. I have been to urgent care twice since Tuesday. While there They performed an EKG on me and said everything looked good and my blood pressure was fairly normal as well.  Ultimately the doctors said that it was just my anxiety. The problem is that I’ve had anxiety before but it has never effected me or my breathing like this. Has anyone felt similar?",4.320615384615383,5.955257779487178,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,71.2051282051282,8.071794871794872,28.89743589743589,8.648137234880735,2.217574358974359,797,31,151,14,15,255,115,195,0.147,0.75,0.10300000000000001,-0.8087,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,5,13,13,1,2,6,0,24,10,8,2,4,36,37,18,0,7,14,0,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,6,1,3,9,5,16,7,12,25,4,23,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,8,13,107,27,1,0.25316999830623665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122997808884818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273540876144366,0.2905115336212694,0.0,0.0,0.08851117465569074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542902170714365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290618430845523,0.0,0.0,0.10904176816858248,0.0,0.0,0.14197584029117544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129565110498902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057455237601138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145033788619659,0.0,0.0,0.1137664349909587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400517902547305,0.09043234868786652,0.1215414503657167,0.0,0.0,0.10767313561366564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061734915050294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533905082680352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30000766695890624,0.0,0.1337440016039904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368607306185905,0.0,0.0,0.1120237408528905,0.1062995180419199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763015506454753,0.0,0.0,0.11879144660218915,0.2480528452597929,0.0,0.1441178605355505,0.0,0.0,0.0857772714716804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932748017459754,0.0,0.12123343786300908,0.0,0.0,0.1211247485119791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408226437354897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094248387854942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974513167315849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021818876803794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860972725976776,0.13157028265060536,0.09517616566562456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466311220474678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381511648590452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hunter77178,2020/03/22,Does anyone else have the symptoms I’m having please tell me I’m scared!!!!! Every day I’m feeling shortness of breath sometimes it’s bad sometimes it’s Ok And like my chest hurts in the center and on the right side and then when I stretch my chest it hurts to my heart was beating fast when I walked and stuff should I worry???,0.1273134328358232,2.5127573283582123,0.7603134328358223,101.54494776119404,95.11940298507463,2.68,17.147761194029847,3.1291,-1.1328197014925374,259,7,56,0,10,78,46,67,0.228,0.66,0.11199999999999999,-0.8958,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,3,1,4,5,4,0,0,6,8,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,2,4,6,0,13,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,6,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792496024328095,0.21676424873064373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664052613932993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364361978413568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513418903505333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672799461727678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824515810902514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069691324235346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25069502455598924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529504107163082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335563566688416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23222509412597314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066777326165376,0.0,0.0,0.21180458555431309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184688305765764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421811466672725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988781536339846,0.0,0.0,0.1849093763615965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148455122547484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nickynice860,2020/03/22,"Need Help finding a doc(Connecticut) If there’s anyone out there in my area who also suffers from severe anxiety/panick attacks please message me, would love to talk",5.4916091954022965,8.712916551724138,5.269655172413792,74.49919540229888,73.13793103448276,6.625287356321839,30.356321839080447,7.793537801064563,2.6167839080459765,136,6,19,2,3,42,28,29,0.228,0.529,0.243,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710683230928218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370105787026448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856189690284839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098057376764287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719953129802126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30592704180766744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513365233018155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720792208262436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829313328917982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724453528175818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407893539950033,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FartyMcBooger,2020/03/22,"Just had my very first panic attack On mobile

Hello all. So just two days ago I had my very first panic attack. Out of nowhere I had intense tightness in my chest and a numbness that ran from my neck down to the tips of my fingers of my left arm. I thought that I was having a heart attack so I got my sister to drive me to the hospital. After running some tests they told me that my heart was fine and I most likely had a panic attack. I had never experienced anything like it before and it was quite frankly terrifying. Just about an hour ago I experienced another one but quite a bit more mild than the last one. I am here to ask what tips do any of you have for quelling these feelings? I don't like the idea of taking a pill. D any advice would be so much appreciated. Thank you.",2.724667940754898,4.233940559006214,4.044968944099382,88.1205160057334,75.08695652173913,6.444529383659817,22.943621595795523,7.010146845296331,0.6256455805064496,614,17,131,6,13,202,98,161,0.152,0.787,0.06,-0.8423,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,4,8,13,4,3,10,0,15,8,6,0,2,17,23,7,0,1,4,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,8,0,5,12,5,23,5,18,9,6,17,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,12,95,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297397487006,0.20496479400206852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723922812839,0.1212284753164502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513820753151046,0.0,0.10808091180861468,0.5260979454541496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837665806042843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621754128333393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455969157682983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058456521421195985,0.08259269966477939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966777393430177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246487742619193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739997743483652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385379253687278,0.0,0.0,0.1305110283122116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094238598681148,0.0,0.0,0.1256119607367077,0.0,0.0,0.16944545010724787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498757070285053,0.0,0.08916652273738762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566823492592823,0.0,0.0,0.4069346739734834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459335891935055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869252715441297,0.0,0.0,0.10643930557753598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917824181141693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047150320385324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293539168293472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078277707332947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212691451820539,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maybestressed,2020/03/22,Bad news I may have a brain vessel blockage due to stress. I developed tachycardia after being bullied for a long time and it caused issues with my blood and stuff cause my heart beats 120 beats a minute or more for years now. That’s why I faint a lot. I got this clot or something last year when I was 18. When life sucks so much you get like an almost stroke at 18.,2.751754385964912,4.144898736842109,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,74.78947368421053,6.119298245614036,19.24561403508772,6.42735559955562,-0.2343701754385963,288,5,66,2,6,88,62,76,0.16899999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.033,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,1,1,5,0,4,6,3,2,0,11,7,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,6,3,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,11,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236294781942865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646850584378208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24930650886099914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458836175845306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667900812579915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861480130622226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26464327112880565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330951023366367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204110628109765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774228635452622,0.10910616818552978,0.0,0.0,0.19763714390309486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986441453102407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641708557576935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192784102539965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25582003478170795,0.0,0.2556556954940208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302236224453347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151765341470806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876302067405163
anxiety,Sky1226,2020/03/22,"Freaking out over how different the world is I’m an introvert, I’m on edge whenever I go out on a good day. It doesn’t help that I live in one of the busiest cities in the world thanks to my husband’s job.

Going to the shops since the coronavirus took over, it’s like a horror movie. There’s no food on the shelves, people look scared and worried and they’re wearing masks/gloves. It’s so scary out there. 

My husband and I live in a tiny flat, we’re bickering more because he’s working from home now. Our routines have changed, we’re not ourselves. We’re worried about our family members who live hundreds of miles away and we can’t travel to see. 

Today we went for a walk, it was supposed to help, but I felt ill the entire time. My anxiety shows in the form of exhaustion, and I felt like I could only move very slowly, and it was difficult to breathe.

Now that I’m home I feel cold and shivery, and I’m scared I’ve caught coronavirus even though I’ve been very careful to disinfect my hands.

I know we’re all in it together, but my life was hard enough before all of this. I don’t know how I can take weeks and weeks of this. What if it never goes away or keeps coming back or the world is changed forever because of this.",2.832834645669287,4.231441929133858,3.6252047244094494,91.6917440944882,74.59055118110237,7.127244094488188,25.692125984251966,7.734863291789972,1.1688337007874017,966,33,214,13,20,307,141,254,0.127,0.812,0.061,-0.9362,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,0,1,11,10,0,2,14,0,12,7,3,2,3,33,33,18,0,2,6,2,5,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,14,15,1,1,5,3,1,9,6,5,0,1,9,8,19,5,30,23,5,37,0,0,2,0,10,19,0,3,11,122,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267976196712203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276496699387931,0.09315721719599918,0.0,0.14770437860140906,0.0,0.10309010904188556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352095712359652,0.0,0.2563222223678837,0.10436038451588453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672877551396114,0.0,0.0,0.07813201715048447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657643376310482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518079948883926,0.0,0.0800187290412083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420986130869708,0.0,0.06125730723459553,0.0,0.2326468601494869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649560395916436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137705184286798,0.1016152487708042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852700603079034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624091845954731,0.0,0.2430475569258262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022312692243806,0.10768408569740827,0.0,0.0,0.13316223694770565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557214505205897,0.11837597978087885,0.0,0.3209341984343688,0.0,0.1017358647335678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876375445142071,0.0,0.0,0.09343869504325612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209467971638404,0.09214037579780067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399046714994009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425854688551657,0.0,0.0965412225405362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100216903439431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091090060372608,0.0,0.0,0.1115390564659213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902970113785992,0.0,0.07064380114316121,0.0,0.11483646000773788,0.0,0.1346026066662743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999236168372604,0.0,0.0,0.1943591651900042,0.0,0.0,0.11230768008099694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819896984823399,0.2460683237114414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tburt4298,2020/03/22,"Frustration with antidepressants Hi all. So I have a serious question and wanted to see what your reactions/experiences are. 

So I’ve been a relatively anxious/melancholic (not necessarily depressed) person my whole life. But always very high-functioning, social, had my shit together etc etc. I’m currently 21 and in my senior year of college. In the summer of 2017 I was put on Lexapro, switched to Zoloft in the Fall of 2018 and have been on Effexor since January of this year.

It seems like since I’ve started antidepressants, my anxiety and depression have just gotten worse/out of control. Recently, panic has started to be a thing. On top of that, it seems like I’ve been foggy for most of the time too. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist in late April and if I don’t see any improvement by then I’m honestly wanting to ask if stopping antidepressants would be an option. 

So, I wanted to see what you guys think. Have you had similar experiences? Have you stopped antidepressants and noticed things got any better? Is this a reasonable idea?

I’m just running out of patience with trying to find the “right” medicine (if it even exists) and can’t stand the brain fog. I miss myself.

Thanks!",4.5760407239819045,7.089653968325795,5.218142533936653,77.33237217194574,72.66515837104072,8.944886877828054,30.05452488687783,9.516144504307137,3.1405690497737564,961,42,168,25,20,309,133,221,0.102,0.815,0.083,-0.5123,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,0,3,7,12,2,1,11,0,20,4,2,2,1,35,39,15,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,10,11,0,3,7,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,8,3,16,5,27,28,5,28,0,3,3,0,10,10,1,8,16,109,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020280192373841,0.0,0.0,0.16676892303206586,0.0,0.09380245324011108,0.1385234660260589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463130083498532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844567835849067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688226772948345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752654107186293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122144992128766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735030202006955,0.08098804884591505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398879133319116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207065312105223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806883568562767,0.0,0.0,0.12141112238595506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955267524378744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842082471724634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831847267507033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866087370590063,0.1198099463406836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960143377551346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386583240231005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706532953028894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326498210305367,0.13736025006585675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607175134760534,0.12107050659722987,0.0,0.0,0.10471512308111608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29313207072049885,0.22325368886835226,0.0,0.0,0.1258656402390947,0.20286179418718825,0.0,0.0,0.12499363448291875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173579337923394,0.0,0.0,0.2050283181650786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289020285035145,0.0,0.0,0.1629239342134265,0.07856867909952821,0.0,0.0,0.0714995562438523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324958988162018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117271193803727,0.21696986359342094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689864558421924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710432663129279,0.0,0.0,0.15792397537480096
anxiety,eggsadwich,2020/03/22,Bad day. Had a bad night last night. Argued with my husband and had two full-blown anxiety attacks in the process. Today is weird. I feel disconnected. What is my purpose in life if all I do is asshole things that end up hurting everyone? Aren’t people supposed to do good things? I’ve been selfish and only thought I was helping my family.,1.8918181818181807,4.57770628787879,3.182045454545456,86.94306818181818,84.60606060606061,5.724242424242425,27.946969696969692,7.1686216300943375,1.754551515151515,269,13,50,4,8,87,52,66,0.289,0.644,0.067,-0.9419,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,1,7,12,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,5,1,6,1,5,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013316242116286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25300879214428856,0.0,0.0,0.371384555338154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342772232056514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969778076590016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250994673885676,0.0,0.0,0.2096561802891133,0.0,0.11245064920347617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653612457186744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906807913076187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380806807909744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128330841592752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708563923625432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41740920011863103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914300585617906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418213735291308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955014842828743,0.0,0.0,0.17655844466073375,0.0,0.0,0.21080643376381056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217249637919612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KingHenryIXI,2020/03/22,"Anybody else feel like one of the first signs for your anxiety is to go to the bathroom? When my anxiety is lower or in the middle, I need to go to the bathroom a lot. Mainly pee, but happens so often. Is this normal?",1.6743333333333332,3.389995933333335,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,78.55555555555556,6.277777777777778,24.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.1246666666666667,167,6,34,2,4,58,34,45,0.10300000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.039,-0.2287,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,8,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,7,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955450264125039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27056585866754623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637668962847312,0.231384792509625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27549794409101186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36814466144587066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28641202495579593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582347288719067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27535697252838154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401579560386313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173402934052081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194740759196884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thesefallentrees,2020/03/22,"Reflecting on past anxiety and just wanting to share today I once bravely and painfully got away from a bad situation and my entire life broke apart in the process. I found myself completely isolated and unsure of how to rebuild. I illegally slept in a cheap workspace I rented, trying to be as quiet as a mouse so no one would find out.  

Needless to say my anxiety was through the roof, and I still have health issues from this time.  

My view during the day from the one window was of an abandoned cake shop that still had its sign up. I would sit and stare at it for hours and wonder how my life had come to this. And slowly one of my mantras became “I’ll live to bake another cake”. And i did. Hoping for future cakes again, for all of us, in this anxious time.",4.772847682119206,5.5255410198675525,5.2248278145695375,84.49790397350993,69.26490066225165,8.159205298013246,27.68278145695364,8.238735603445708,1.6865411920529805,598,19,121,8,10,191,99,151,0.162,0.787,0.051,-0.941,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,8,0,9,6,1,2,1,25,16,14,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,3,0,6,11,1,1,4,1,3,1,1,4,0,3,8,4,14,3,27,5,1,21,0,2,2,0,3,9,0,2,10,85,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089660372017867,0.2493553900484003,0.18411870749993264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531231604320338,0.0,0.1360797908773512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039108341576753,0.17087929262438198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510730281514308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895890489370026,0.0,0.0,0.1786969234421362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034836472445974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323795266927072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187389026470125,0.16050046339709365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010664957586996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302323091237979,0.0,0.0,0.14391252655364328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356621076157458,0.3313142553523076,0.0,0.17342004262532945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555809063000217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960661703060167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183194058068018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26030882234603875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900675208337676,0.0,0.1544840516917018,0.0,0.0,0.11065133820734692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960424216289208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612862474324343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674264787614302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315497366199113,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uno_nothing,2020/03/22,"putting the phone away now Specially for people prone to anxiety, put the phone away, disable apps, try not to look at the news. When the covid thing hit I was already reeling under other issues like major relocation, visa, and other personal issues. After covid it's just getting more and more intense. 

Looking at the news - one thing I understand they are being paid to sensationalise, tell half truths,  lies, spread rumours and panic. There is less focus on how China or South Korea is managing is and more on the global count like some scoreboard. Extremely contradictory facts and figures.

Disable as many apps as possible, talk to positive people else don't talk to people, don't read or hear news unless you are prepared to hear BS treating it as entertainment. 

Do - take up a course, even small ones are handy, walk or jog around the black, write/ crafts / cook",7.347870967741938,8.541028851612904,6.67048387096774,74.84572580645164,63.70967741935483,9.296774193548387,31.62903225806452,9.3871,2.9015677419354837,692,25,114,12,10,213,108,155,0.063,0.8290000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.7553,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,1,8,0,11,1,0,1,2,22,20,14,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,6,1,0,2,4,2,4,3,1,0,3,2,5,4,6,21,16,6,19,0,0,3,0,12,12,0,4,5,73,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709680807894978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583662923068605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479676831612514,0.0,0.0,0.28452997560074433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649279230931226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000121240141442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911120827369089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34132488108863884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160883090238329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795327683902826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543109605047568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351709928995233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521353905704248,0.0,0.0,0.17765988533681842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149287092130577,0.132214952294638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070439467020687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044397995103368,0.0,0.0,0.151461948806854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384972647778001,0.2434128833654275,0.1323486038010263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011947311439316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028049005503013,0.0,0.0,0.15763457214651527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KevTheObserver,2020/03/22,"Subreddit Proposal: Organized Group 'Therapy' for Panic/High Anxiety Situations (This is a rough idea I'm working on and would appreciate input from anyone!)   


I mostly lurk here, but I've tried posting helpful tips in the past. It's occurred to me, browsing the sub almost daily, that a lot of posts simply go unnoticed by and large (yes, I know I'm part of the problem, and it's not easy for any of us to help one another *all the time*). Between this fact and knowing personally how severely debilitating panic attacks and periods of high anxiety can be, and also knowing that immediate support is not always available, I've started to consider the possibility/feasibility of creating group support/therapeutic sessions. By sessions, I in no way am claiming to be a licensed therapist or that these meetings would involve professional help in any way. More like a scheduled (roughly, since anxiety/panic can and often does happen regardless of our plans or preparation) time to connect and talk among ourselves in an organized fashion.   


The idea by itself has merit I think, but I'm having trouble with the specifics. How would we organize these group sessions? Between different timezones and schedules, it may be hard to get people together at the same time. But here I'm thinking if we have *multiple* groups organized by timezones and availability, we could connect easier that way.   


Another issue would be *how to connect*. I hear Discord is a good place for chat groups but I A) have zero experience with it and B) was thinking that video/telephonic sessions might be more productive. I know, for myself, that hearing other's voices or even seeing them talk makes me feel less alone and more open to communicating myself (which is another issue I think we run into here on this sub, for some people). Of course, there will be people who would be anxious by video/audio chat so perhaps we could have multiple types of sessions? Some text-based, some video, according to who wants what?   


Of course, the biggest issue will be *organization*, assuming enough people are interested in setting aside some personal time and effort towards these sessions. I tend to think that once people start coordinating towards a common goal, issues like this work themselves out, but we'd all have to be conscious not only of our own needs and wants but of others as well. Flexibility would be key.   


So, ultimately, my idea involves setting up times (once-several times per week or however often we decide within our specific group) and means (text, video, etc) to basically connect live with one another and offer each other support. I know from my own experience with in-person group therapy how relieving and truly therapeutic it can be just to listen to someone else talk out their situations, to listen to their troubles and the ways they've tried or are trying to cope, what they're hoping to overcome, their goals and hopes, etc. I want *us,* you and me and anyone suffering from anxiety of any sort, to have that. And, again, I know first-hand how difficult it can be to find these groups being organized by professionals, whether the trouble comes from your location (I live in a rural area where basic therapy is difficult to find and schedule, let alone specialized groups for specific mental health issues) or from a lack of means to pay. I think, if we can do something like this here, we can overcome those issues so anyone can participate, hopefully at their convenience.   


If you've read this far and are interested, I'd love to hear your thoughts. And if anyone on the mod team has any input or knows of anything like this might already exist (I did search the sub and saw nothing but it might exist elsewhere), that would be awesome as well! Let's see if we can help each other, together.",7.481995266515746,8.573909771386433,7.615349523221514,68.54786067091995,63.38053097345133,10.613761404953008,36.26891678671881,10.572513367410108,4.1887204088632775,3027,139,480,73,43,980,309,678,0.08900000000000001,0.777,0.133,0.9906,2,2,1,0,0,0,107.0,15,3,5,7,22,27,1,1,23,1,60,2,0,6,3,138,107,57,0,24,24,0,4,4,0,13,1,6,0,2,38,46,0,0,25,6,1,3,4,9,2,3,4,13,45,18,81,71,22,53,0,1,3,1,56,26,0,30,20,343,83,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522694164388115,0.1081241358940202,0.05760251769151005,0.04174324836887823,0.04343346544565644,0.0,0.0,0.1419875110790847,0.21893937902112068,0.1197954927080272,0.05896962638328734,0.0,0.1459940628982783,0.0,0.04295504835757208,0.0,0.0,0.059383509722730224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496452233989188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335276278798844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054536488247402766,0.0,0.0,0.04567939784157049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360528121759835,0.0,0.0,0.05393516784412292,0.11643060470997492,0.034476721662859706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102120608362399,0.0,0.0,0.02639321014778694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541725647893058,0.04440015228129636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0272716446625894,0.0,0.02966570056207586,0.04378175822774055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615910135079181,0.0,0.04675974518290794,0.0,0.0,0.05548473309979242,0.17649504554423975,0.0,0.1399506420529765,0.1103014972877496,0.0,0.1555351375164663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767777955189262,0.0,0.3268910272185841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080912331286047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675332983178967,0.0,0.10200651160984853,0.0,0.09218474361434856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437743284188722,0.04711132729647904,0.0,0.034843009899080624,0.0,0.0,0.11371928340408365,0.0,0.0,0.052603970544357455,0.1661235834493148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870464389439337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008602066669221,0.0,0.0,0.05558986775625016,0.07074232386584901,0.039699431974933294,0.0,0.12248775791516665,0.0,0.056526060467600975,0.049829525969754436,0.18093988700887773,0.1367335657010698,0.054536488247402766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998377166271567,0.0,0.0,0.04994706663193932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052212784229937005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319114533319273,0.0,0.0,0.11793925276657467,0.0,0.043179269743407266,0.11734695845519355,0.0,0.0,0.044227753982789685,0.04018507753336068,0.0,0.0,0.07389295834739909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777032573587685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586591343301234,0.0,0.0,0.17908114556731064,0.0606066657664622,0.0,0.20068075618564102,0.0,0.04143990422736577,0.18262474536166934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631838819909817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557711832445465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236436366766868,0.16573146197934194,0.04187061529951765,0.0,0.09386572565360077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600249018807965,0.0,0.0,0.25956300557728035,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohlaulau,2020/03/22,"i'm feeling anxiety symptoms very often, only dealt with social anxiety until now so i developed social anxiety when i was a preadolescent due to a lot of stuff that i went through at the time, i went from being a pretty normal and social person to super self conscious and insecure which translated to shyness for everyone around me. 
i never felt like the term ''shy'' represented me cause deep down although i didn't know what was actually happening to me, i knew i was not a shy person. 

it took years for me to realize this and that's when i started making major efforts to overcome my situation as much as possible, and i pretty much did last year. first half of 2019 was the best i've been in 10 years, starting to overcome fears and getting things done as well as gaining confidence in myself with the help of my therapist. 

i was still battling depression, but i finally saw an end to it until shit happened the second half of the year and i fell right back into this hole.
what scares me the most is that i've started feeling anxious for no reason, which never happened before. it's been a few months of this, worst one being yesterday when the symptoms lasted for more than half an hour. i can't go to therapy right now or the hospital, we're quarantined here. i don't want to jump to conclusions but i'm afraid social anxiety is no longer the only type i suffer from and all thanks to how traumatic these past months have been for me.
i'm just tired of things going downhill all the time :(
ps sorry for any grammar mistakes it's late and i'm spanish lol",5.088855581576893,6.201954416393446,6.013957845433258,77.81398907103826,68.77049180327869,9.088212334113974,30.589383294301328,9.362217197678863,2.7894137392661973,1247,49,227,25,21,412,170,305,0.193,0.7190000000000001,0.087,-0.9881,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,6,14,15,2,4,18,1,18,4,1,4,4,39,43,23,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,18,12,0,0,9,0,0,7,8,10,1,6,17,4,25,5,42,24,12,49,0,2,1,0,8,9,1,4,34,167,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.08948326694963314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235725940628496,0.0,0.28059251343920205,0.10359176695269272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162997377534995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050950812567876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780275871258863,0.0,0.09623058341529772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419831222078924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897868802798975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383810074276996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121652674327158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876206308601326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318487473824828,0.09272974724282362,0.0,0.08804371883292146,0.10044983104315544,0.0,0.07799761521113636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790801691604881,0.0,0.10422729556197037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432626674008641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146271896908475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030329848495704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039439836606159,0.14949095881459926,0.10343846712522188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044798633747743184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795770403962461,0.0,0.0,0.061208611666206586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638370493992314,0.0,0.13481602665463044,0.0,0.1414451102278791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984381418044879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062136414770298375,0.1394797477118528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753537979146671,0.0,0.16013296495668825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337484669948904,0.0,0.18657809305264014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428002243650273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661786320883522,0.0,0.0,0.09180492184211303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566020712562602,0.0,0.09412588671833366,0.0,0.10307152612673603,0.0,0.3738951045735097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264753927530676,0.1947113096193423,0.0,0.07322952465384489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497138757990176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906170600663721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442248754240568,0.10486377160026543,0.10646754915914557,0.12183912739288608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693878200016654,0.10539247426788068,0.0,0.0,0.10187899417932388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565981633094178,0.054085400810716486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244682027957544,0.1700084978834527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620003343248155
anxiety,redpillbjj,2020/03/22,"Coronavirus Ruining My Anxiety Recovery Basicly I had a sever anxiety disorder Panic disorder/agoraphobia and OCD.  And I started getting better with help of SSRIS and a lot of CBT.  I was starting to go back to leading a normal life going back martial arts, gym, working more (I work at home), fixing my issues with my GF, I was going out and working at library.  I was making a big comeback, then all of a sudden everything closes, my martial arts gym, library, basicly everything.  My GF who is in europe is locked in Europe.  I live at home with parents now as I was getting better needed some support, my parents who are in there early 60s are super paranoid and don't want to go out or want me to go out much as they fear they will be infected.  Honestly I feel this massively media hyped and sort of angry at how the media and polticians are dealing with this although I know there is potential risks it seems overblown.  I feel depressed since I was making great progress. Now staying at home all day hearing news of coronavirus on news all day and all my parents talk about hurts my anxiety and OCD.  I feel irritated and Depressed.  Any Advice would help.",6.189567496723459,7.059201954128442,6.883774574049803,73.44376146788991,66.1559633027523,9.347837483617301,36.21363040629095,9.424239791934726,3.634781389252949,918,45,152,17,14,303,118,218,0.174,0.7120000000000001,0.114,-0.8637,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,8,8,13,0,3,6,0,16,2,0,4,4,42,37,16,0,5,1,3,3,0,2,2,2,1,3,0,5,18,0,0,5,4,0,6,1,7,0,0,6,4,24,6,28,28,8,32,0,4,0,0,14,14,0,5,11,107,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670736872162136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425862599194892,0.0,0.2506093281280717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679335892126566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931541422287158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084781048042308,0.11257870915285563,0.18810476635585396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515077536686234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628088070182373,0.0,0.0,0.12287850835922708,0.1656419080407524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410326701517172,0.0,0.31029970820480723,0.0,0.0,0.12039157192527986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307448241417715,0.0,0.1463867111489352,0.0,0.32860456075598393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689909755434065,0.0,0.0,0.11397471202862043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060012560141112836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713002753712306,0.0,0.0,0.09642414809861376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283653647687501,0.0,0.0,0.14578149984407948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027335547124598,0.08096919660784732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699120292389998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812074152843694,0.36375555152222655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941008121645203,0.0,0.12336305910855686,0.0,0.09033000770596583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545823154629958,0.11639091715914887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391699922965653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776950141341343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881603805772274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384931090251952,0.0,0.0,0.07757137835986425,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spookysquidd,2020/03/22,"Am I suffering? Hi guys! I'm sure you get hundreds of posts from people asking if they have anxiety, and I understand it isn't really an easy yes or no answer. I've been suffering recently with what I believe to be anxiety. Shortness of breath. A lump like feeling/trapped gas in my chest. Nausea. Dull rumbling sound in my head. Tingly arms. Muscle aches. All of which seem to come and go throughout the day. Im guessing the current problems out in the world are triggering them as the only other time I experienced similar was when I though I had heart troubles around a year ago. All tests came out OK at that time, and I was diagnosed with having Gastritis, however anxiety was mentioned by the doctor at the time but nothing was really followed up on in that regard. Do these sound like symptoms to you guys?",3.3667311827957005,5.8416124258064555,4.427096774193547,81.72731182795698,76.35483870967741,8.004301075268819,28.39784946236559,8.841846274778883,2.6210559139784952,646,28,116,15,15,210,112,155,0.125,0.8059999999999999,0.068,-0.5872,3,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,0,3,9,0,0,9,2,13,9,5,1,3,22,23,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,7,3,13,4,22,15,2,27,0,3,0,0,9,13,0,4,11,75,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426905422087748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694257332868953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329777869231636,0.1504855893274467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135851158508096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410724815381851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866174145462215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381258761843262,0.0,0.0,0.1633815618826165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647600195345571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410038724889056,0.0,0.0914831846831244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732703735829702,0.31877199630593456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520206458073808,0.0,0.0,0.19075069236746872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387564857503066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728400751834534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445543479095786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224252385200985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115966033914456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416514147703492,0.0,0.0,0.15402692788288186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062435130284082,0.0,0.15893884482462525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654140140677366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517126916848029,0.1673098742108096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815259517452904,0.0,0.281589394335562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675758574622085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365965635084626
anxiety,Mattfaller72,2020/03/22,"Stomach issues causing anxiety ? I’ve been getting this really weird anxiety lately, it’s ALL in my stomach, there’s no other physical aspects to it. Sometimes there’s NO mental anxiety, and sometimes there’s SOME but no where near the amount of mental anxiety as there is the physical feeling in my stomach.

It comes on in the afternoon and evening.

And this evening, I was so anxious that when I got home I threw up, and i instantly felt better.

So I’m starting to think it has something to do with my stomach acid levels /stomach bacteria.

I know I have low stomach acid from H pylori build up. 

Besides probiotics does anyone have anything they recommend ?

Baking soda and tums don’t help at all.",4.1626844783714985,6.624151725190844,5.241545801526719,76.9271024173028,73.73282442748092,8.33613231552163,33.81743002544529,9.075114841892004,3.5691979643765914,560,30,91,13,12,184,83,131,0.15,0.758,0.091,-0.4584,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,10,3,0,0,3,0,8,8,6,1,2,16,18,10,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,7,2,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,4,10,1,15,13,4,17,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,1,4,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327125531286999,0.19667179989974848,0.0,0.12172756080501065,0.0,0.14326098355031647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396818579533175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883806944273314,0.0,0.14996285516106414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234706310407414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299692000761588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802497935392542,0.0,0.1671534057397208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095467906064132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923543051353302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668865125065908,0.0,0.1746261560150272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170440908083374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567514217654388,0.0,0.19638075598882854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508829274782119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152631485704324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340227505636167,0.3443583147511825,0.0,0.1232215804085444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154964554051153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cl0udzero,2020/03/22,"When I’m on fight or flight mode, that’s the worst feeling ever. When you feel super anxious that your body tenses up and you feel sick. It’s like I need to let it all out of my system literally... I hate that feeling. I don’t know if that’s just me.

Has anyone else ever experienced this?",1.026284153005463,2.9769467377049215,3.076639344262297,91.11255464480877,81.62295081967213,5.3781420765027335,18.36338797814207,6.42735559955562,-0.157920218579235,225,5,50,2,6,76,47,61,0.251,0.614,0.134,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,5,5,2,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,3,14,11,5,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,8,2,5,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895652577266392,0.0,0.17922280944652672,0.26262706159379395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847104098371044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411996765838354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637068105940486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184063164316239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305997679929426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408651225875073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621015034502569,0.0,0.12522354148945594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900558113027853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spongemage,2020/03/22,Animal Crossing It’s out and it’s helping so much oh my god.,-3.8814285714285752,-6.208200571428571,0.6734285714285733,95.22157142857141,161.85714285714286,3.977142857142857,17.085714285714285,5.6839178017228535,0.2588742857142861,48,2,11,1,5,18,12,14,0.0,0.6990000000000001,0.301,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6737686520668889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7389423546474838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UndercoverAnxiety,2020/03/22,"Anyone else? Anyone else afraid to change your routine? Like I am afraid that if I skip going for my daily walk, or if I eat something new or if I don’t drink one of my little triple hydration powder things with my water  THAT is what will be the catalyst that makes me sick. 
So silly. My rational brain knows this. But my anxiety brain says “nooooooooo. Don’t eat those noodles for dinner tonight. You might wake up & feel sick with a sore throat, a cough or a fever. Just eat the same thing you have been eating this last week. Don’t risk it.”",1.9756463719766482,4.247235422018353,2.347939949958299,95.8781901584654,80.10091743119266,5.431526271893245,18.16597164303586,6.574015621080383,-0.19719082568807345,427,9,92,4,11,130,78,109,0.121,0.843,0.036000000000000004,-0.8544,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,3,5,0,10,16,4,1,0,15,14,8,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,10,2,7,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,2,13,2,7,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,7,5,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635166549181056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544978466266285,0.0,0.0,0.21104696106614124,0.3092611002710441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33694275123176115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964836739182167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478395312835823,0.0,0.6176960755940853,0.25214072147086325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630730570669204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576863780942236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829390972446867,0.12301610468947916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372958823406532,0.15125676861000334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073712872450187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009727497308554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575492861323752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022641070071916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001389682520855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161819641875732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052282719286865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105514349702902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zen_Gen,2020/03/22,"Fear of Confrontation I have severe anxiety and it limits my ability to express myself the way I truly want to. For instance, I just made a post in this group and I'm literally sick to my stomach that I expressed myself and I know that most people don't feel the same way that I do. Does anyone else ever feel like this? It is sometimes overwhelming and I try to work through it by occasionally speaking my mind. Sometimes I regret it, but I often try to make a good/logical point. How do you work through it and stop your thoughts from spinning out of control?",2.6669090909090905,5.080591145454548,3.971818181818183,84.3977272727273,78.45454545454545,6.545454545454546,27.272727272727273,7.686295010490155,1.7715454545454548,446,19,84,7,11,146,72,110,0.134,0.805,0.062,-0.7657,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,4,4,5,1,2,4,0,5,2,1,4,1,25,13,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,16,1,14,11,2,8,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,61,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453273117953368,0.0,0.0,0.132832155572814,0.1946477616938948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306865464727956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624492147442008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869641226514933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718396653730052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377021474804786,0.19211011334670666,0.13571533601773667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933868007250715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440310547586892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281024550320427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975517424796256,0.12680713228083898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181657748845166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170198701702998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958401977528024,0.0,0.1819397261587572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461318166816806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757723964508969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882428066448834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081577143550753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579557077167506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120498307079438,0.301580309553937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766023330035929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnyPea3,2020/03/22,"My anxiety looks for targets....anyone else have this? I feel like my anxiety is sitting there waiting to pounce on whatever the topic of the day is. Like it's a fire looking for fuel. 

One day it's terrorism, another it's my job, another it's my health. Anyone else have this?",0.5049545454545452,2.987370109090912,3.1821590909090887,84.49323863636364,93.36363636363636,7.113636363636362,25.056818181818183,8.07648339933343,2.305954545454546,216,10,41,6,8,75,35,55,0.18600000000000005,0.727,0.087,-0.6966,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,5,2,5,8,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,25,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240017303547553,0.30933065535615106,0.0,0.0,0.2827345887576461,0.4143097325929647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607756812974031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377869211382725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222708059475034,0.14443573377097932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490535825731266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063009361782835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754754774313973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395565660000636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370007892711842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,musiccityharp,2020/03/22,Anxiety can be crippling. I know because I've been there. This is a brand new {playlist} that I curated with happy [instrumentals] in major keys to help the brain rewire itself into a calmer state. Listen and concentrate on the uplifting melodies. I hope you find it useful and enjoy it. [Uplifting Instrumentals for Difficult Times](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2EEeVOoDZFuthK6Uv4cJjR?si=8JxLmoyCQJCwHQ5OBPSw5g),11.427344632768355,16.070792101694913,7.645000000000002,57.76603107344636,60.1864406779661,10.712994350282486,33.56214689265537,10.504223727775694,4.96489604519774,350,14,39,10,6,97,50,59,0.065,0.6609999999999999,0.275,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,8,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,3,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777111028433937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129505409577407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052529994450549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317958496773957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386444040179894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433262279088788,0.0,0.0,0.3605631029530583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995075887924672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35060924616114136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31353475229767896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xenophxnes,2020/03/22,"I need help... I don’t want to be a begging type post but I have nowhere to turn to.

My anxiety is so extreme that it is ruining my life everyday. 

Because of anxiety I have never been able to get a job it’s impossible for me. I take medication but it’s not enough.

I’m at a loss... the only thing I am good at is Graphic design but recently my computer has broken told old I guess.

This is the only thing I can to get some sort of income to just scrape rent and food.

I know this group is like a family so I’m just asking if you could be generous enough to help me out?

Hope everyone is well, not to anxious, smiling and having a great day! Thanks for even reading it was hard for me to post this...

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anxiety,astudyinbloodorange,2020/03/22,"I feel like I'm embarassing my boyfriend by having anxiety TL;DR: my boyfriend walks upstairs with me when I have to pee. His stepdad makes fun of us for it everytime behind my back. It's making me feel like he looks at me like I'm not a person, and it makes me feel like I'm embarassing my boyfriend. Today he did it in front of not only his mom and sister who they live with, but also his brother and his fiance when they were visiting. 

This is kind of a long rant and very messy but I wanted to put it somewhere where people understand. I'm sorry if it's hard to follow I'm still really upset and my thoughts are jumbled. I'll answer any questions anyone has about anything at all

I have generalized anxiety disorder, depression, OCD, and suspected PTSD but I've only just started therapy for that. I had selective mutism as a child.

I am very anxious around people I don't know, people who don't make me feel comfortable (like, they're energy isn't comforting I guess), and people in situations that are uncomfortable. 

I stay at my boyfriend's house most nights. I've been doing this for about a year now. His room is in the basement. He lives with his mom, stepdad, and younger sister. 

I'm fine with his sister, we're so similar. She's a lot younger than us, but she's exactly how I was at her age and also struggles with mental health issues. Their mom I'm getting a lot better with, I can talk to her and I can go upstairs alone if it's her up there. She also has depression and is generally just a bit nicer about these things. 

His stepdad. He doesn't believe in any of it and has said my boyfriend's mom's depression is fake, doesn't believe that my boyfriend's sister (his daughter) is depressed despite self harm issues and other obvious symptoms. He doesn't think any of it exists. He's a very angry man. He yells, hits things (including their dog), and often just storms around the house angry. 

He calls me weird to my boyfriend's sister, and he makes fun of me all the time when I'm not listening because my boyfriend walks me upstairs whenever I have to get food or use the bathroom. I have a horrible fear of bathrooms because of my great grandmother walking in on me after I locked the door right after I was potty trained. I didn't go alone again until I was 9 and I still have a really bad fear of any bathroom that isn't mine. I CAN go alone if I have to, but my boyfriend's willing to come with me and play darts right outside the door so no one can walk in on me. Why not avoid the anxiety by having him come with me?

He also talked about me right in front of me (""I thought she didn't have to work today?"" ""Does she want to eat with us?"") Instead of just trying to FUCKING TALK TO ME. I've talked to him 1-on-1 a couple times in my boyfriend's room and he still hasn't figured out that all you need to do to get to know me is be in a comfortable place, and not be in front of everyone.",3.6811026869893126,4.8047460016891925,4.589099622878692,86.6823302954117,72.09121621621622,7.8042740414833425,27.11203645505971,8.20894155585173,1.6232000628535506,2291,79,479,34,43,743,240,592,0.165,0.754,0.08199999999999999,-0.9951,0,4,0,0,0,0,66.0,3,1,4,2,30,29,1,5,19,0,47,6,1,7,5,88,90,40,0,6,18,11,5,5,0,1,2,3,4,4,22,33,2,1,14,1,0,15,16,14,0,1,12,9,79,15,72,74,7,64,0,4,1,1,64,27,1,10,26,304,101,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056257323229906,0.0,0.20648200918848272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755844819993654,0.0,0.14814140605142376,0.07292297205236965,0.0,0.04513476522364543,0.0,0.053119037426616215,0.11492612726596182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963486039217087,0.05389643954047972,0.07869799497948234,0.0,0.0,0.1454511826589118,0.0,0.05708910843054421,0.0704717323700291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591262745665806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120798305988172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142319589672187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223868104278228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739797355898826,0.0,0.056488020299107475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605062496675525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168016053189214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452730841091026,0.1305534014049551,0.13834330554963215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805395083111348,0.0,0.0,0.059675308405765765,0.10117391800785386,0.0,0.11005552446311573,0.0,0.0,0.07116645208289157,0.07110895175456185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782399856132572,0.0,0.0,0.06861348611691502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896375105447485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474657324485012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721874934476076,0.07094983340370116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576790131527968,0.0,0.11399742366604518,0.0571245976854136,0.05420562780770016,0.0,0.0,0.1097559707721672,0.0,0.0,0.21543767469172934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650510798375523,0.0,0.0,0.3024000786118241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786290567049758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057567390585183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04374065788257255,0.09818615941658694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900299028853042,0.056362450760842675,0.06744086832856132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545533581294904,0.06489044132960012,0.07231061973842501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270459054698816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537569149045492,0.061401701693719925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733958514223984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255675079437078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225828710148417,0.04568872542459807,0.06880156556167599,0.15464881245377302,0.0,0.0,0.06748153231714529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709202358848074,0.0,0.20753093980876527,0.0,0.0,0.07381839417030482,0.0,0.08576812176409727,0.04136094594318535,0.0,0.10249076221658122,0.07527908868157296,0.0,0.12237144543342965,0.0,0.0,0.04382511996318796,0.0,0.0,0.06719868408691917,0.2329366129218003,0.05575035660656271,0.0,0.15978119209922229,0.07614636351481924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824621146856974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046993069210513015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04156799556433742
anxiety,MyStrongBird,2020/03/22,"How do you guys deal with having to go out for work everyday? It is torture for me, it made me severely depressed, it is a stressful fight for me to get out of bed and go out there. Since the quarantine, i have been working from home, i feel alive again, i am a lot happier, my mind works again, i can think straight, i can have fun chatting and calling my friends, my mind feels so at ease, it is very clear.

I really like my life now that i secretly which the coronavirus situation never gets better so i get to work from home.

Before you ask, yes i tried talking to the company i work at to give me the opportunity to work from home before but they strictly refused.",4.292056384742949,5.0293228656716416,5.274875621890551,83.76307628524049,70.34328358208955,8.940630182421229,29.81426202321725,9.150863307647796,2.309944610281924,520,20,110,10,9,171,83,134,0.10800000000000001,0.754,0.138,0.2984,0,1,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,2,1,8,7,9,2,1,6,1,11,1,0,2,2,19,22,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,6,6,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,2,21,5,19,20,1,13,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,1,6,75,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384995970957892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254597029810763,0.0,0.0,0.11716688895218318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527584707609447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365800076715286,0.11410394836314372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339707021642688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235292863984488,0.0,0.2076443921086209,0.1270859059040544,0.15058171068400686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117501508109985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986616454094698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357381899291624,0.06472253616165805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126288883539584,0.0,0.12535481080165042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675320015713819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217595377085352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486942468408037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966353483901662,0.0,0.1095879783867384,0.14891192027281466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517542200169727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648158312149356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488717889469855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994452891640649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930902995921113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786776363911011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,witch_girl666,2020/03/23,"Medication and drinking Hi there, I’m not sure if this is the right sub but I’m prescribed Clonazepam (klonopin). I only take it when I’m having anxiety attacks and yesterday I took 0.5mg. Today my friends and I want to have a few drinks and I was wondering if it’s safe to do so. I took a shot early and I think I feel alright, I got super anxious right after taking it but idk if it was me just patching myself out.
Should I avoid drinking for a couple days, or is it safe to drink the next day?
I would really appreciate any feedback!",-0.09719594594594484,2.2354193423423467,2.3174268018018047,90.80424831081085,94.3153153153153,4.9371621621621635,21.351914414414413,6.6274283507984215,0.6374725225225228,421,16,87,6,16,143,75,111,0.11900000000000001,0.6679999999999999,0.212,0.9343,0,1,4,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,1,5,1,9,5,0,0,1,24,21,13,0,6,8,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,4,3,3,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,1,13,6,6,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,8,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642493230809263,0.0,0.11972158307327273,0.1767997325505433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804061651417932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731635666656177,0.0,0.20185828240004414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132391767658361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913077937698282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091101836365205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516683575835766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576566419897797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664388462396448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190248164361088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025749827440382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672991989856185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474987959761837,0.0,0.2353360862950275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027847158425056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483430955674462,0.0,0.34775309763078843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230737808141087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697168815655974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117265611525122,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yssup_taf,2020/03/23,"Telling me I’m overreacting will not help at all I tend to have a panic attack or cry uncontrollably when I’m in a high anxiety situation. Like today for example, leaving my house gives me so much anxiety. When I left to go get groceries with my bf, I started to cry in the car from feeling so anxious not being at home. He tells me that I’m “overreacting because it’s just grocery shopping”. I cry more because it is something I can’t help and if I could stop these anxieties I would! His logic: by telling me that I’m overreacting, I should realize it and it’ll stop my anxiousness. It is not a switch you can turn on and off!! I would give anything to be normal and not get anxious about basic everyday tasks. Trying to explain to people that don’t have anxiety or depression is so difficult. I am tired of having to explain myself and why I feel anxious. I just do!",3.831618037135279,5.170133620689658,5.566781609195403,78.99099469496022,71.98850574712644,8.802122015915119,31.77541998231653,9.265573868473778,2.9168157382847046,686,32,133,15,13,235,103,174,0.292,0.6859999999999999,0.021,-0.9925,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,2,4,0,19,1,0,0,1,29,35,13,0,6,9,0,2,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,9,6,0,2,6,1,1,2,6,5,0,0,0,2,22,1,19,27,3,17,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,3,8,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339011575981448,0.500637850139144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116949004637324,0.0,0.0,0.1260379048701686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350712742086768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845559681458996,0.0,0.3650878723963958,0.0,0.0,0.0954219667842898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203598188646087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576483005755395,0.21255683551516927,0.06296365376192385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851838323426306,0.11705412569164135,0.11112989174094827,0.0,0.0,0.12783504631266526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730901761850875,0.12037202193763973,0.0,0.0,0.05412566159548953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144228993060111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854920063324457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998642596197688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680679155720163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453090812278213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852903946398337,0.0,0.0,0.07841666565558318,0.0,0.0,0.18524828205731564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905020785621521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733507519572554,0.1050145373192812,0.0,0.0,0.07521811448079734,0.12050606679790428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996938299303428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740193367059113,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ketota93,2020/03/23,"I'm about to break. I don't think I can handle the anxiety of all of this for much longer. I have severe anxiety issues. I'm not sure if I get panic attacks per se, but I live with a constant feeling of impending doom and anxiety symptoms every day for hours on end; I get numbness throughout my body and chest with a major fixation on my breathing. Needless to say, with this happening *before* this virus, this month has not treated me kindly. To put it simply, I am freaking the fuck out. 

I'm 26, not the healthiest person (I stay in a lot, to put it into perspective this quarantine is basically my daily life), and have asthma. My mother is 66 years old, smokes, works every day, and is not taking this seriously. She's not going to stop working at her grocery store until they shut it down. I feel like I may be coming down with *something* but I'm also not sure because my anxiety has been making my asthma and breathing a living hell.

I'm not sure what to do anymore and I can't really handle this much longer. I've been drinking alcohol to cope, but I can't keep doing that, but at the same time it's the only thing keeping me calm. My days have been ok, but the night time is worse and I cannot sleep so I've been drinking to calm myself down enough to sleep. It's getting to the point where I'm desperate enough to look into talking to my doctors about Xanax to myself calm and switch from drinking to that until this starts to calm down.

I'm not sure what the point of this thread was, I guess I just needed to vent and wouldn't mind if anybody had advice to share or anything like that.",4.206691919191917,5.001827317901238,5.194994388327722,84.04792929292933,70.57407407407408,7.742760942760942,26.764309764309765,7.84624498591911,1.5011037037037038,1257,39,252,15,22,413,166,324,0.162,0.7559999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9762,0,1,6,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,6,22,3,1,12,1,26,18,6,1,5,53,51,21,0,4,17,1,2,2,0,2,8,1,0,1,20,17,4,3,3,3,1,4,13,8,0,0,6,4,30,14,44,42,8,38,2,1,1,1,8,16,2,6,18,168,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370241947658417,0.0,0.10247705251726397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668305208551561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934217904577677,0.0,0.09509693219412124,0.0,0.0,0.07890914912590592,0.0,0.0,0.10908851004714508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058453542483001976,0.0,0.08159517172769416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651196997884388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826005867612578,0.0,0.10362282679629664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552299777570366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814729099449848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818065453505455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492991633910962,0.1981596280425288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158261319009387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696954537805624,0.06850370449118093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864859075487515,0.15029541517508038,0.0,0.05449639283585312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563344424189447,0.0,0.08479504857466566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443215430421524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008405608885304,0.0,0.17046255060705787,0.0,0.09985448858011248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772981361182774,0.09369384210012273,0.0,0.16934493055263294,0.0,0.08052329589086152,0.0,0.0,0.08152209344045731,0.0,0.0,0.064007197506444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968213801501498,0.0,0.07653833716169439,0.0,0.14098009757475266,0.07110108435925873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998609758775522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006202326360337,0.0,0.0,0.0729285268601391,0.0,0.11250603974377717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372728964324869,0.0,0.0,0.18129374296234904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927915022480273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142947222909612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625543128807398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832819936419667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191813514493694,0.0,0.0,0.07382066595106215,0.0,0.0,0.06787130608085343,0.10220578647537297,0.0,0.08016818075182436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615000712044437,0.09966623551520694,0.07209720881921998,0.07707260273792038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370493365850073,0.061442322932304935,0.0,0.0,0.11182824694522968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396178577723375,0.0,0.09771991571438314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061749898336970775
anxiety,botticellibitxch,2020/03/23,How to end crying spells? I cry a lot. Like a lotta lot. Anything can set me off and reduce me to tears within seconds. How do I control that? I’m tired of not being able to express myself without tears getting involved.,0.6484848484848484,3.149439000000001,2.5563636363636384,89.79621212121214,90.8181818181818,2.9333333333333336,23.24242424242424,3.1291,0.11067878787878804,172,7,31,0,6,57,35,44,0.272,0.677,0.051,-0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,9,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,7,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,26,6,0,0.2653817145043113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183865390495304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976481586817964,0.0,0.0,0.5830187040353869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350494295847773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865099260216804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965210075862718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512360870632947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050172415954238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558185026135896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sleepy1467,2020/03/23,Coronavirus anxiety causing sleep issues? I've been staying at home a lot which is causing quite a bit of anxiety. This seems to have triggered sleeping issues (takes a long time to sleep). Anyone else feeling this?,4.762894736842107,7.853540815789477,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,75.05263157894737,6.957894736842108,33.1842105263158,8.07648339933343,3.0755052631578947,173,9,26,3,4,53,30,38,0.10400000000000001,0.855,0.040999999999999995,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,3,3,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787324671164719,0.0,0.0,0.12738360731309378,0.18666364279841885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889199463907573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742954883819077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521869563495812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211504222716722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827401250571812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802945354419345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161222447561664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488184564417154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376950939663926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165848678103974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546930906629855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417829175819404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697573622627754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106229885366473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iiRadicals,2020/03/23,Can’t ejaculate semen anymore :( I woke up the other day with retrograde ejaculation. I don’t understand it. I’ve moved up to 300 mg and 10 mg celexa (trying to taper) I DONT UNDERSTAND. Please tell me it’s temporary. It’s so bad.,0.28614906832298104,2.7048964347826114,3.3902484472049714,82.46065217391308,95.52173913043478,7.845962732919254,21.7888198757764,8.418075326091056,2.233308074534162,180,7,35,6,7,64,35,46,0.20600000000000002,0.794,0.0,-0.8539,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941816540254502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476773649482219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130467228254894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476533516224586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152754625514861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256155348099781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592715731345533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013953115190417,0.0,0.0,0.6176138217863439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paynem-n-ms,2020/03/23,"Performance anxiety and working in client services Does anyone have advice for performance anxiety and working with clients and giving presentations? I am in marketing as a client service specialist and I have been having panic attacks almost every day for the past two weeks. I have been working at my new job for 3 months. 
I am a people person and excel at getting to know others and make relationships. However, the moment I feel as if I need to perform whether it be going over a proposal or presenting our services to a potential client my heart starts racing, my throat swells up, I can’t think, start tearing up, and panic. I haven’t gone to therapy yet because I haven’t been able to afford it and with coronavirus I really don’t want to have to get a new job. This job is okay but I don’t see myself staying here forever. I just don’t know what else to do. I am tired of being disappointed in myself and crying everyday. In college I performed very well because I am good at writing papers and understanding material. But presentations and leading groups by being in front of them has always been difficult for me. I do enjoy meeting the clients and getting to know them but since I am still learning everything I don’t know how to navigate the interactions and the marketing industry is very fast paced. My supervisor has tried to help me get more comfortable with the material but she is just so busy. And my bosses are really pushing me to be in front of more clients. Please help.",5.070242639922356,6.992438135231318,6.104530896150112,74.04577078615337,69.78291814946618,9.521902296991266,31.98980912326108,9.910423181423305,3.5138028469750897,1200,54,204,31,22,398,147,281,0.085,0.8,0.115,0.8653,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,9,9,11,1,2,11,1,33,3,2,4,0,42,53,25,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,17,0,0,8,0,0,6,7,5,1,1,5,2,32,6,37,44,2,35,0,1,1,0,13,12,0,3,16,150,37,17,0.1160264179662937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337967279736386,0.0,0.0,0.11618369761189215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654327443050856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751978433188645,0.0,0.0,0.08112836919062233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199680055420618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145725494795233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744957195511247,0.07482744096218981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153550025053656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969251840260676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775726131497588,0.0,0.10427706304148587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866644312754692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247605829435245,0.11130311255502974,0.06594048716009601,0.09731745455401228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749186393547966,0.15554012446176546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34541494998466715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25506033984522025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744853495240202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261117986409936,0.0,0.0,0.08603211875660301,0.0,0.22411807495643915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722640043902881,0.0,0.0,0.11076034461167436,0.08043810912937517,0.10130979282059946,0.0,0.12736216484759688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865898875087538,0.0,0.0,0.12456895122103075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924580331281618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959782519256384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642481916424772,0.12366872374593092,0.09265884726531624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268632074704906,0.0,0.0,0.07434504369138034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335529927666395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877432162501141,0.0,0.1133409510551504,0.12078759299431342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146789218336205,0.06843538745735206,0.0,0.09306939388691668,0.0,0.10432168396432506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534058424422912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snowfeetus,2020/03/23,"Feeling that others can hear me when I'm alone During this time of social isolation I thought I could practice speaking with a better voice because no one can ever hear me, however when I try to speak alone I get an overwhelming feeling that the neighbors (who probably aren't even home) can hear me. Rationally I know my voice doesn't even carry across the room much less into another house but I still feel this way and cant overcome it :(",6.685764705882352,6.946617811764708,6.5882352941176485,78.10705882352943,65.0,9.623529411764707,33.47058823529412,9.3871,2.9689294117647056,354,14,65,6,5,112,64,85,0.08,0.8270000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.2753,1,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,17,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,10,10,1,5,15,2,9,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645207458761661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452851688144056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727469499875206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563844278965389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405042963399861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232463921066224,0.1591823830315408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669396403380581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919413613942846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5950207612137067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765205120274011,0.0,0.0,0.20305524892222526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671303240417546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936424659483867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924740229077165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973429477911055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938764295642892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405364409620425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397070568295906,0.10261432048180076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947766594461295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968332703040426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phm_throwaway,2020/03/23,"Gonna miss my car insurance payment. Freaking out Living at home and still going to school, I literally only have one thing to pay for - my car insurance. It's 100$ a month.

Usually I struggle to pay it, because with my mental health problems, I can't hold steady work. I usually just scrape together some cash through odd chores and freelance writing gigs, but with the ongoing pandemic, work was hard to come by.

I'm going to miss the payment. I'm not a functioning adult, I don't know how these things work. I'm assuming the worst. I'm gonna have to pay late fees, fines, my credit will be destroyed. I don't drive much these days, but I don't know if I'm gonna get arrested or something. Fuck.",3.3180270793036755,4.784856418439716,4.472920696324953,85.82454545454549,73.46808510638297,8.247840103159254,28.42101869761445,8.841846274778883,2.157632624113475,549,22,114,11,11,180,89,141,0.245,0.72,0.035,-0.9769,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,3,10,2,1,5,0,9,3,0,1,0,20,26,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,6,6,0,1,3,0,6,6,5,8,0,1,1,1,11,2,13,20,3,14,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,4,6,58,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314101292479364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987934447375265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969767783416048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158568884475547,0.0969691757963506,0.0,0.21096333341948845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662625781075074,0.0,0.0,0.19728582212527665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617353825164187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400357138026065,0.0,0.2093666895114288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388961355058446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704275926193872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814542671338798,0.0,0.13643853190319585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125768447852359,0.14115838064850514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759566555912634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783872842246427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428851796777717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822167784747303,0.0,0.0,0.19403109118776274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466109124019473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088278825339913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40536052683237106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prOfAnity47,2020/03/23,"Does anyone else get really anxious about making phone calls? I have this really bad anxiety when I have to make phone calls, which has doubled since the stay at home order issued by my state. I’ve had panic attacks when attempting, and my dad thinks it’s just me being lazy :\.",4.745943396226417,6.373122415094342,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,70.1320754716981,8.318867924528304,22.683962264150942,8.841846274778883,1.5564377358490566,220,5,40,4,4,70,45,53,0.276,0.7240000000000001,0.0,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,9,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926591859460224,0.24996469616620515,0.0,0.15471253513308933,0.2267105320980521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25171909465127706,0.0,0.0,0.18474572216421994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518694022478317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362911896893809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483720415579954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560101004758733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219452613603931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309415352435006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953901157972452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596049616487116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834940385148018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303139606033447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358373767189969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417766719437925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eveningstar123,2020/03/23,"Feeling very relieved because of COVID? I'm a final year university student, and I'm currently experiencing stomach-churning anxiety because my grades will be out in the next few days, I'll be graduating soon, and would have to find a job in order to stay in the country as I'm an immigrant. However, I don't even feel an iota of anxiety about the whole COVID situation. The fact that it is so beyond my locus of control makes me feel weirdly relieved and at peace with myself. At this stage in life, I don't really have anything to look forward to except for years of anxiety and self-hate, so I'm not particularly concerned about contracting the disease or even dying from it. Don't know if this makes any sense? Does anyone feel this way?",8.348901098901095,7.174864069930072,8.88063936063936,67.7783216783217,62.146853146853154,11.807792207792208,39.30969030969031,10.914260884657429,4.3247130869130865,594,27,106,13,7,200,94,143,0.052000000000000005,0.867,0.081,0.7207,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,9,0,10,1,0,3,1,21,22,9,1,2,4,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,23,18,2,20,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,2,8,68,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698180808175875,0.0,0.3947922808288305,0.0,0.0,0.12028275809081605,0.0,0.1415605974051998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097277308399564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293886584280948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094085915448508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853312585513212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053883291514492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272396610773167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34792079057716435,0.0,0.0,0.18844322166844849,0.15722626730021508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070667669215908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453955953458944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150521179407148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445632727781818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22965390496829294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829488330026868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020259226419764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945791873437256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933615043838272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335405148820869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193731728747652,0.0,0.13654416456091076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920579781079068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220048478832585,0.0,0.0,0.22155485378113515
anxiety,PaulJames95,2020/03/23,"I wrote an article to help those struggling with anxiety during the pandemic. Hello r/anxiety,

My name is Paul James and I'm a mental health content writer. I'm fairly new here, but I've been struggling with anxiety for years now. I noticed a lot of people are in the same boat as me where the current pandemic is only fueling their anxiety. I've had a few attacks recently and that hasn't happened in almost a year now. personally, I'm worried about the financial crisis that could come because it could detrimentally effect my current position.

With that said, I developed a blog for myself and others who are struggling with this pandemic anxiety. There are some things we can do to ease tensions, such as focusing on what's in our control rather than what's out. If you're struggling and are desperately searching for a way to relieve this paranoia, I hope this helps in some way: https://bedlamitepublications.com/2020/03/22/taking-care-of-your-mental-health-during-the-pandemic/

Thank you in advance for reading and I wish everyone the best of luck and good health!",9.48532114624506,10.583373451086958,8.441245059288537,64.33616600790516,59.05434782608695,11.038735177865613,37.92292490118577,10.832165505486646,4.410495652173912,881,39,133,20,11,273,117,184,0.19699999999999998,0.638,0.165,-0.595,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,1,1,4,8,12,1,5,12,0,13,2,0,2,0,30,23,10,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,13,13,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,6,0,0,4,1,13,6,24,17,6,20,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,7,8,96,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458878749917648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377072098285514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018481628810666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975770121207006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200910734234832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667275001655995,0.0,0.0,0.09857447139168787,0.0,0.0,0.12834708792924426,0.18273194294723316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934627267741737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598153053366973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011933137235366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649129102902916,0.0,0.0,0.15340494954018738,0.0,0.0,0.11365845163900845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728741141831687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23064444231462616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052074858082006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028348823571326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703196026186746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933389609144348,0.0999190640315532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144646342831955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298944069096492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885262227531647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785236594593643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535514584063556,0.0,0.0,0.07602464348806078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816642366852344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315930694702445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621294348720085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738305926689454
anxiety,DREAMs98,2020/03/23,"SUPER SCARY DREAM I HAD *possible trigger* So, I have bipolar and severe anxiety. I take a med for bipolar called seroquel and one of the side effects is vivid dreams. I had a dream last night that I shot myself in the head Infront of my friends. I AM NOT SUICIDAL. this dream caused me anxiety when I woke up. When I shot myself in my dream I entered this black void but I knew that I had just killed myself. Scary shit. It was like I knew I just killed myself and I'm just stuck in this black void of regret. I hope you got a kick out of this haha 😂

TL;DR: I shot myself in the head in a dream and entered a void where I knew I had just killed myself and was stuck there for the remainder of my dream.",-0.2927551020408181,1.973163312925173,1.4043911564625873,98.08495408163269,92.74149659863943,4.300544217687075,16.873809523809527,5.985473137389443,-0.4888010884353746,545,14,123,5,20,176,71,147,0.251,0.563,0.187,-0.9525,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,9,10,4,0,9,1,9,5,3,3,0,20,19,9,4,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,7,0,2,1,5,0,1,13,3,28,5,14,6,0,15,0,1,3,0,3,9,1,1,5,84,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759972685912264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419939733858626,0.0,0.0,0.1853112655086904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393696522978968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427517537239076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702664526174672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916898271427628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987277996579177,0.0,0.0,0.14704275536864173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812993903114179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003737537049944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928474948406144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223762171309525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336376748182752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379050301124366,0.18516878671901008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731849401200652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563159488674725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swtandsassy,2020/03/23,"Are you also not visiting your family? Hey everyone. First of all, I hope everyone’s staying safe and finding comfort in staying home and enjoying the little things in life. Secondly, with everything that’s been going on, I’d like to know if others have completely ended physical contact with their family members? I am really close to my family, and my in-laws. We try to see them once a week for dinners. I told my husband today that I don’t feel comfortable and/or want to go to dinner at his parents tonight because he was still planning to go. I am taking the shelter-in-place pretty seriously now, and I’m afraid of hurting their feelings even though maybe it’s not that big of a deal. I told him we could do FaceTime dinners etc. and he said he’ll let them know. I also told my brother I won’t be going to my nephew’s *small* first birthday which is just two grandparents and me and my husband invited. I feel SO bad and guilty. I just wanted to hop on here and get everyone’s thoughts and how everyone’s handling their routine with families. I just got the, “well you could still see your family, it’s just you guys and my wife’s parents invited. No one else ”... and now I feel guilty.",2.57882331174838,4.897885587234043,4.061165587419058,84.14434782608697,78.23404255319149,7.661424606845514,27.238667900092512,8.587818076936951,2.265475485661424,943,40,180,21,23,312,136,235,0.079,0.816,0.105,0.5977,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,5,5,3,16,11,0,1,5,0,14,4,0,1,1,41,39,18,0,6,7,7,4,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,8,18,3,1,8,0,0,5,5,4,1,5,8,7,34,7,20,25,2,26,0,1,2,0,33,9,0,2,11,120,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487470103823553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085154724775633,0.0590285250160949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152760459292327,0.0,0.0,0.15462661294856464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983061671922966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089158314400265,0.0,0.08576533565430734,0.0,0.10799444102200163,0.06395731248714685,0.0,0.0,0.3701124939615323,0.0870272963605018,0.0,0.4564278810947072,0.0,0.19584678676446154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885036481856583,0.1647322759803395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059126899535333,0.0,0.2201298023115388,0.0,0.07744623137087357,0.0,0.0,0.09587993789833624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713143868816908,0.09617706202025704,0.0,0.0,0.10366177664131797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064338174574848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901834840709882,0.06839604286230926,0.047307734205069056,0.09705214931355817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728180821650588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312403186048044,0.0656165768572638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504327249066568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851401813194358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062033727712142626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211039964622957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432679853578996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642228229386075,0.15466198847915388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280639827113145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433157188382528,0.0,0.09513797434854697,0.07687462079557918,0.0,0.0,0.0917864035787206,0.2775843704711492,0.0,0.06574328077239705,0.0,0.09459181386163014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422927673801656,0.0,0.07767362723542195,0.0,0.0870645359812059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Talkdscrd,2020/03/23,"OCD/Anxiety Discord Chatroom [https://discord.gg/xP5SJ2q](https://discord.gg/xP5SJ2q)

Please feel free to join this discord and talk or listen whenever you are feeling overwhelmed I will try my best to be there for you and to talk and listen :)  
(please feel free to share this discord link)",8.660909090909094,12.908919636363638,5.273818181818182,72.9257272727273,68.54545454545455,7.156363636363636,29.25454545454545,8.238735603445708,2.555905454545455,240,9,33,4,5,65,30,44,0.142,0.491,0.3670000000000001,0.9052,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,6,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222068432115211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048277218664921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406072882146535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6376921806633004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669335491619906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972083663835176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Drewhues,2020/03/23,"Anyone ever get prescribed Gabapentin? So I got prescribed Gabapentin for anxiety and alcohol use. I feel like it's making me high, and it is giving me anxiety. It isn't calming me down and I still feel anxious and panicky. Has anyone else had any good experiences with Gabapentin?  Maybe I just need to wait a week or so. I'm taking 600mgx3 a day.",2.1598880597014944,4.887862208955222,2.998638059701495,88.48064365671644,83.62686567164178,5.738059701492538,27.777985074626866,7.1686216300943375,1.6591805970149252,276,13,52,4,8,87,47,67,0.154,0.732,0.114,-0.1823,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,1,14,15,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,7,3,4,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244865145793284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791210190635426,0.0,0.33278425669390665,0.24572080518056955,0.0,0.3041716633388294,0.22286144941447253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402739103961196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169904522152625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674737874536305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276341441642546,0.0,0.0,0.21995597552750346,0.15538692163462792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363834055067115,0.2086523691922412,0.0,0.18243440808012987,0.1739600802600492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980790610748755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626284963854217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518749689319915,0.0,0.21851484398439855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127855720403458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737012340869759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353806586196798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785606413066264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447085789438244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lambocat,2020/03/23,"I’m actually so proud of myself with how I’m handling this pandemic. So, I’m a server. I, along with most of my co-workers, lost our jobs due to the pandemic. Our jobs will still be there once this is all over, but for now, we are unemployed. 2 years ago, I had to start from square one after leaving my relationship. It had taken me about 8 months to get financially stable enough to get a new apartment and move. I have been living in my new apartment since November and I’ve been furnishing it little by little. This month, a few of my debts were supposed to fall off. I was going to have roughly $350 extra every month! I was so excited. And then... the pandemic hits. I worried a lot at first about my bills, and about my apartment. Considering I was coming back from 0, I didn’t have a huge savings account and in January AND February I ran into car troubles. March was supposed to be the month everything went up! This time last year, my anxiety with money and things out of my control were so bad that I had to get myself checked into the hospital for suicidal ideation. I’ve been worried about my mental health but I have come to terms that this pandemic is completely out of my control, and that so many people are facing the same situation as me, if not worse. Surprisingly, I’m okay. I haven’t had a panic attack. Two amazing users sent me $300 collectively and that helped me cover my bills for the rest of the month and hopefully next month unemployment will be here. I’m taking it day by day, but if we compared how I was doing last year to this year... I have made amazing progress and most of all, the current setback, has not brought back any feelings. I feel so happy!",4.220202702702704,5.427268531531531,5.2710998498498505,81.98430743243244,70.8918918918919,8.432882882882884,28.890015015015017,8.841846274778883,2.2141492492492487,1323,50,262,24,24,436,174,333,0.11199999999999999,0.768,0.12,0.5676,8,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,4,0,0,6,18,14,1,1,14,1,32,2,1,5,2,45,56,26,1,3,7,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,23,0,2,2,0,6,10,4,5,0,3,22,4,36,9,44,28,11,57,0,1,1,0,7,16,0,6,31,186,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.09788594603590177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891681502620345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821274565920799,0.0,0.07673519464831177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141146066800628,0.0,0.15426101756640132,0.08375282554468362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281258064171387,0.10517082288337644,0.0,0.22500746054999332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293804691996197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364477434043254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451365016606922,0.0,0.09015018534365593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143727809628277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532176588706482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572200608580032,0.0,0.05700723597066236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106779521381277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066225038566139,0.0,0.0,0.06723420587241187,0.0,0.0,0.09962828135000644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199080033220082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635284945018546,0.0,0.10621147994605487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010695405812557,0.08857362766676638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949781605316304,0.08527810696720188,0.0,0.09491366842582173,0.0,0.10169636818763747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108667265554423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803883875970879,0.10661132000945744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375580215706914,0.10667848632959484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068245363741619,0.06797116321751337,0.0,0.0,0.11768959415564627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954080058642842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769304114532856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297565109418249,0.11275017316878468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099837915956063,0.0,0.08010594095246526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972045573500568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541898430531327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664004710374682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058490286513037726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798614811948628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298633821019986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302527515646552,0.2037348857615715,0.102222220669587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25837974533567104
anxiety,mowgwaiianpunch,2020/03/23,"Does anyone else experience RELIEF from anxiety when the world is going crazy? The more I watch the news and see the world getting anxious, the less anxious I feel. Just wondering if anyone else experiences that. 

I think it is because I am so used to being worried every single day for no reason. Now that there actually *is* something to be anxious about, my brain says ""okay, we're anxious, we're doing the right thing"".

I'm not the weird one anymore. I'm not an anxious person who ""needs to come out of my shell"". All of a sudden I am a public health hero who is practicing social distancing.",5.030789473684212,6.261231333333335,5.907850877192985,78.0870394736842,69.0,8.156140350877193,29.16228070175439,8.472884824447931,2.2204070175438595,468,17,84,7,8,154,80,114,0.156,0.768,0.076,-0.6756,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,10,1,9,2,1,2,1,15,20,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,4,7,3,9,18,4,10,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,4,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.12227221065777673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585218578224307,0.7077521185262718,0.12426137537735793,0.1752217432020198,0.2567640340345118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638014620481802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987336262001634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793263548164372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080647235700059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096486193934528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933983851344634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556848306674348,0.0,0.0,0.2451298451304533,0.0,0.0,0.06335414192856201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546273215362826,0.0,0.07120941307617204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318530167378592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290645165364456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849047766728197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940487697805737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882661929033692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070033147863298,0.0,0.09964153998687514,0.0,0.0,0.09984582396621904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772494386033098,0.0,0.09646007784590284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324204043269866,0.08028552948861553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821674401463928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587971061368534,0.0,0.12724561532582146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lapincheprincesa,2020/03/23,"I think I have a cold I have a runny nose, head congestion, and I can’t stop sneezing. I don’t have a cough, but every other day I’ll cough like twice. I can’t stop googling Coronavirus symptoms and Im driving myself absolutely crazy. I’m not super vulnerable to it. Although my mom is a dental hygienist and my grandmother works with the elderly and has been to a hospital recently. I live in a small town in California that had no confirmed cases but I’m beyond anxious. It’s awful.",2.16288659793814,4.5471309072164985,4.615680412371134,79.24723195876291,80.1340206185567,8.003711340206186,27.22577319587629,8.841846274778883,2.587561649484536,386,17,72,10,10,135,66,97,0.22899999999999998,0.715,0.055999999999999994,-0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,1,10,6,2,0,0,11,13,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,10,2,6,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31571733891149545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802326248948595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546238629533897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28681301969733203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187152894365993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653310344795258,0.0,0.2467738370342558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273075185326656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759392271945708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467292631851999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29047246091849466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907070187247473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345477345289825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AndreasJabro,2020/03/23,Anxiety or Allergic Reaction? My anxiety almost 100% revolves around my throat. I have an irrational fear that I will get an allergic reaction and not be able to breath even though I have never had this happen to me before. I was diagnosed with acid reflux and I have a persistent tight throat which I am working on reliving. Are there any ways I can tell anxiety apart from an allergic reaction in order to keep myself calm?,5.483839662447256,7.332177151898737,6.572848101265826,71.38982067510548,68.62025316455697,11.848945147679323,32.154008438818565,11.538034831475384,4.613935021097047,341,15,57,13,6,114,58,79,0.215,0.7559999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,0,10,7,3,0,1,10,13,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,11,1,8,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,44,14,1,0.2403505125444773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406763197536888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344659050051008,0.0,0.5516024526847277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396291343237334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045205835236275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439507108941016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874924673595658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27046114803257465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557322270291624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254116447332394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363457898850466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537313241339734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007694184154235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361431582487425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907790494623197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749780356931681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Whatupdoods,2020/03/23,"Becoming more anxious by the day I work at a fairly large grocery store stocking shelves, so with the huge rush of business I’m in no worry of being laid off, which seems great when you see a lot of people being let go due to the business closings. My anxiety comes with the fact that I come into contact with not only hundreds of people daily, but also with all the products they’re touching on the shelves. I am young and pose little risk if I were to contract the virus, but I have an 8 month old at home whom is immuno-compromised. My job offers 2 weeks paid if I’m told to quarantine by doctors orders, but who knows how long this is going to last. Obviously the health of my little boy matters more to me than anything else, but I’ve been put in a position where I have to decide the chance of my son getting sick and pretty much losing my job and income and providing for my family.",9.879960095770153,6.167375575418997,9.610790103750997,71.70346368715087,61.40223463687151,12.016280925778133,38.97924980047885,9.23628265651192,3.519872466081404,704,24,136,8,7,231,123,179,0.099,0.8390000000000001,0.062,-0.5779,3,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,13,0,10,3,0,1,3,28,22,14,0,2,7,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,12,0,0,3,0,2,6,2,2,0,0,4,2,14,1,27,15,5,28,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,4,9,91,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729591788327366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177200544137673,0.17982770893534075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099129852276242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175801430142609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742383675012169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265771313665772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292712868247114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297418179105694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006041834327566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316480329544823,0.0,0.18093093998478754,0.0,0.0,0.1754961388838133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920053671990584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967017931586985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159225046558037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748097911566874,0.12975266964243046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277198875309656,0.0,0.0,0.3190796778710519,0.0,0.14086899143720769,0.0,0.1780813247663355,0.0,0.13532885598627822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705568723832375,0.0,0.11701536673343635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670322779634354,0.0,0.0,0.12106330556827055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071026955020728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194294198352294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001952564035607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684558124667775,0.14491118556406435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521029881674133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276843229781634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588468947614497,0.1616546731344101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,salticidae_ballet,2020/03/23,"Every girl with anxiety: has a bf to comfort her. Every guy with anxiety: is single and shunned for having a mental health issue. Just... Wanted to point it out. It's true, even if it is a generalization.",2.4057692307692307,4.83477258974359,4.8535256410256435,77.63105769230769,79.51282051282051,6.976923076923077,22.57051282051281,8.07648339933343,1.5587897435897435,157,5,28,3,4,55,30,39,0.086,0.7809999999999999,0.134,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597783999305206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984839107382048,0.0,0.5063849909253859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975519810846096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194279003556176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136541910898911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028432313287224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28407892585823896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772484856388749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stratostheory,2020/03/23,"Just Got a New Job but... Welp. I was officially hired by GE Aviation for a machinist position. I passed my background check, drug test, finished and submitted all my on boarding paperwork they emailed me, supplied them with my W-2s for employment verification, birth certificate for work authorization, my HS Diploma, and my certifications. My official start date was supposed to be today at 7am, but the middle of last week I received an email and phone call pushing it back to April 6th with the caveat it's subject to change. But I opened the local news this morning and found out they're laying off 10% of their total US workforce, and announced a hiring freeze. I've emailed my HR contact who's been handling my onboarding and application to find out how I'm going to be impacted but haven't heard anything back.

Gonna be honest I worked really hard for this and broke down crying when I read the news. I already asked to stay where I'm at past my two weeks and am going to have to ask to just stay period now",6.3673539518900375,6.9795653402061895,6.590257731958761,76.60830756013748,65.70103092783505,9.971821305841926,33.17697594501718,9.928628108626363,3.1847161512027498,812,33,151,17,12,261,131,194,0.053,0.9159999999999999,0.031,-0.6297,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,3,2,9,2,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,1,2,26,20,14,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,13,0,0,2,1,1,5,1,1,0,1,6,3,21,1,25,10,2,34,0,1,0,0,15,11,0,0,16,91,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604236791107104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873454200344998,0.0,0.31521627720633943,0.0,0.0,0.25926936772625403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214841656489688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834501321483118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518731336607144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550994161439128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408746914490004,0.0,0.0,0.18484934953588825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916262482784787,0.0,0.1348361794274832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102280360965312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729876139211444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742269448103422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282449419514866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609374620211379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863481671737776,0.0,0.10800255470527427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932829929871668,0.3593872987817617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980284337758288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468714565515452,0.0,0.20279204264689352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27046416470660256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454698823661367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tararanz,2020/03/23,"I lost my job today and now my mother is shaming me and my anxiety I lost my job and was told I wasn’t a good fit. I feel that I did everything right. I showed up early everyday with what I thought was a pretty stellar attitude. I worked 12 hour shifts and put myself at rush with COVID-19(I’m immunocompromised and would visit 20+ grocery stores a week for work). I was honest when someone at my work was lying about the cash register being off each day. I worked my ass off and have the blisters to prove it. 

When I got home my mom sat me down and said I wasn’t allowed to talk or interject when she spoke to me. She told me basically that everything was my fault. I shouldn’t have been honest when others lied, I shouldn’t have expressed an interest in taking on a bigger roll in the company, everything comes back to me. Then I got a lecture about how I chose to be in the food and beverage industry even though I have my degree so what should I expect. 

I explained that I don’t feel supported by her. When o talk about my feelings or anxiety I get told I should “go for a walk” or “just will it away” as if that’s a cure. Then I brought up that last year she told me how hard it was for her that I’m bipolar. I explained that my mental health is something I live with everyday and some days it’s extremely hard. She responded by saying “yeah well I live with it everyday too with you in my house”. 

This is the same woman who last month posted on Facebook about how she wanted to hear about how everyone deals and copes with anxiety and then told me how she wants to write a book about how society doesn’t allow people with anxiety to express their feelings. I feel like she is such a hypocrite. I also feel so worthless when she lectures me. 

My anxiety tells me I can’t do anything right. Now she’s telling me I can’t do anything right. I just need to get this out here. My best friend isn’t really listening to me right now, my close friend can’t “deal with the negativity”, and everyone else I know is on lock down(CA COVID-19). 

Oh and my mom wants me to get a job in a grocery store when I’m immunocompromised. She wants me to put myself at risk because she doesn’t think it’s a big deal that I literally have an immune deficiency that effects my lungs and my ability to fight off infections.",4.162249732334047,5.0113089635974335,5.110556076017133,84.41549150160601,70.71306209850107,8.749705567451821,28.08411402569593,9.017664075816787,2.041734528907924,1814,63,383,34,32,594,209,467,0.08800000000000001,0.815,0.098,0.8156,5,0,1,0,1,0,35.0,0,1,1,8,34,17,1,2,20,1,37,7,2,9,1,67,77,39,0,12,6,3,8,1,2,6,4,5,1,1,21,26,1,0,13,2,3,8,12,7,1,0,24,13,81,10,52,45,4,63,0,3,0,1,47,27,1,5,28,265,102,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060948851214264424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915201039091719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543637371542438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160619969976649,0.05860438365497946,0.0,0.04645976088393219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998260347754088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565219739960994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983043256689526,0.23572196224145456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366758460199301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050339076643395216,0.0,0.0,0.14565278367467302,0.2054905172464448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23121859000751874,0.05444778186453494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921590923022925,0.0,0.11776654378371505,0.0,0.1194570723068851,0.0,0.04331455841067002,0.06392525671554886,0.12191168218658338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365467644868176,0.0,0.0,0.0810126397562217,0.08589948228171214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644953714385051,0.0,0.07505610647984651,0.08794150672032823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689392619597604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188559436044305,0.12425027115074873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037234642378898015,0.0,0.13459791564676046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639465038144793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768064704896791,0.0,0.0,0.17852342168628985,0.06083382960100591,0.0,0.0,0.05651221872275829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283766205531774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299259474323952,0.07753772815562471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323360594444882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488250749185969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603476775459441,0.07249761265964916,0.060608971727851575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645764501415245,0.058673783361826534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864875144785063,0.0,0.0,0.057303953530514276,0.12251694394560775,0.1332299773864216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883528885213987,0.07488053509739524,0.06050594181765057,0.0,0.0,0.07224260408845926,0.3641319591866825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981356917679128,0.0,0.06113481824865907,0.0,0.06852614938378379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194077592871064,0.0,0.0,0.05414072121438868,0.0,0.0,0.04907975444220584
anxiety,itssarakang,2020/03/23,Constantly itchy - anxiety symptom? My body is constantly itching lately and I’m not sure why if it’s because I’ve been more anxious than usual lately or if it’s because of something else. Do any of you have the same problems with itching? I don’t have any bumps or rashes or bites so I’m not sure what it is.,1.2454910714285743,3.5637645312500013,3.094464285714285,89.16125000000002,83.375,5.5321428571428575,26.330357142857146,6.868970318607317,1.286341964285715,246,11,49,3,7,82,43,64,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.8772,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,4,0,2,13,9,7,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27169134639354203,0.0,0.15281812913622286,0.2256753015337489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435473109124193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189163193894704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317456178591785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687633262730614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506826738332112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911461885416272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537872977277069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765484797696079,0.20763021895166675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200106947145612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025501383745146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jetlifemanuva,2020/03/23,"I think it's worth mentioning that this is a very unprecedented time in our lives. For some reason, that fact alone is very grounding for me. Of course, my GAD is ramping up during a global pandemic, anyone's would.  People I know who have never shown traditional signs of anxiety disorders have been messaging me about coping mechanisms, which in a way is reliving? 

The Spanish Flu was a century ago, we got through it. SARS, MERS, Ebola, we all trucked along. We can do this. 

Imagine when this is over and telling someone you managed and push through a pandemic with a mental disorder. 

If anyone needs to talk, I'll try my best to get through them as its equally as therapeutic for me.",5.698611111111107,7.1082071250000025,5.997291666666667,77.39631944444444,67.59375,9.75138888888889,33.75347222222222,9.994966539143718,3.4977993055555547,544,25,98,13,9,174,94,128,0.071,0.88,0.048,-0.2263,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,7,0,12,1,0,1,3,19,17,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,13,1,19,13,4,12,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,4,70,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182299406394288,0.0,0.0,0.21299498903818773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732435343995324,0.0,0.0,0.28759539736011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158206451255381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713934225234844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744545809189364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447987908543227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302177727780252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815957953631352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072503430768268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248945360532035,0.1586126460830585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257423259429072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144603454063216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424953081671635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165296481556613,0.17975021079222825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177444952664444,0.0,0.0,0.11991820116382187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962521714375214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339371326476397,0.0,0.16323816433628038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609033554818368,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Unable-Vacation,2020/03/23,"How can I help a friend of mine who is really unstable? Hello. This is a throwaway account.  


 Long story short, I met this friend of mine in college, but I have moved away and can't be there for him. He's definitely improved, but keeping in contact with him is getting agitating to me with how he's thinking and behaving. I try to help him, he constantly complains and only says he'll think about it with suggestions I give him.. one time I got annoyed and tried to really dig into what he said, (not aggressively, but make him explain his reasonings) and he would deflect. He said he's tried therapy, but claims they don't work. He's on medication for anxiety. He's had a bad upbringing with a drug abusing mother and a father that left, so he was raised by a family member... but regardless, through the time I've known him, he definitely didn't have the maturation one would have by his age (28). To make things worse for him, he's has financial burdens, and the way it seems to me, he works only to pay it off and doesn't enjoy what he's doing at his job. I've tried to get him to slowly interact with others, or take on some activity outside, but he deflects. The reason I'm writing this is due to the current COVID19 situation... he doesn't care of it... doesn't care if he gets it (doesn't have suicidal tendency, but he claims all humans are trash along with himself)...

​

  
What can I do to help him?... just listening to his complaints is starting to make me want to give up on him as he hasn't improved with this mindset the past year. I would never befriend someone who thinks like him. If he was a mentally stable friend of mine, I would be berating him with how ignorant, short sighted, and naive he was, but obviously doing so won't help this friends case. How do I respond that would help? Those with anxiety and/or depression.... what helps you?  Thanks for any comment.",4.859592391304347,5.820439557065222,5.70243043478261,80.39691739130436,69.19021739130434,9.257565217391306,31.02434782608696,9.490545024520769,2.7450970434782618,1479,60,291,31,25,485,184,368,0.136,0.7070000000000001,0.157,0.9024,2,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,1,1,2,9,16,2,0,13,0,37,2,0,9,3,62,64,27,1,9,13,2,0,1,4,7,2,4,0,1,21,20,0,2,8,0,2,1,11,7,0,2,9,5,35,9,46,46,2,26,0,1,1,0,72,13,0,5,12,186,56,5,0.0,0.11052999646741184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107656806431964,0.11335407562406152,0.06343844840909002,0.0,0.14272880060212867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764633092001503,0.0,0.07789085824189679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022489576237905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081024834974728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034806971289471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818345589907166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794280528746155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28829362572100264,0.0,0.14621602785854249,0.1789790340051649,0.0,0.0,0.07461024104576124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751703872357508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925730836272772,0.08291788881039781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135674138839804,0.0,0.0,0.04557538036249049,0.0,0.0,0.08255617585087574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868096540971768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939769707371333,0.0940114872394036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991494574640683,0.0,0.0,0.07194878682404833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264275492625032,0.14189813445264146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905312272770227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952425045463835,0.1918294163756372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747484929295587,0.07418567128341036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492510094755966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485864444482122,0.0,0.0,0.07904188383792088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602911186048707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020409808064574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014031320219602,0.0,0.0,0.0858862572139621,0.10668196498667074,0.0,0.061975825035562086,0.1793238813924849,0.0,0.0,0.10879295320930556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533433551893889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502316717706447,0.07404698286938467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582828563206176,0.0,0.09506755679662088,0.3313425085886845,0.0,0.11335407562406152,0.06007385418233106
anxiety,FairyGladerWitch,2020/03/23,"Treatment for anxiety So I've been going to therapy for some months now but it doesn't help. At all. I'm also super uncomfortable with my therapist tbh, but she's the only one around where I live who has appointments for me. I've been to a hospital to get treatment for the dizziness that accompanies my anxiety but I didn't have any time to myself there. I had a roommate who wouldn't stop talking and there were activities everywhere and it was so scary for me. Now there's another therapy I have an appointment for, but I can't deal with the therapist, again, I'm super anxious and uncomfortable around her. Again though, she's the only one around who has time. My mom is only making it worse by forcing me to go to the appointment and she doesn't understand that the appointment causes anxiety. So, is there any way to receive treatment without having panic attacks from it? Sorry for ranting",4.483903654485047,6.472629151162792,5.59794019933555,76.8103488372093,71.44186046511628,9.332890365448506,30.308970099667768,9.784248007369934,3.220799335548172,722,31,128,19,14,239,90,172,0.155,0.74,0.106,-0.7365,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,17,4,1,1,9,0,17,0,0,2,1,21,24,13,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,6,0,16,2,23,17,2,17,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,8,100,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092583636691627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581835060929155,0.14326243901291935,0.3135515327546585,0.1543465143844291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648736465882856,0.0,0.1554298085262231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035074002371828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408536029927003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138053186639066,0.0,0.15529341999786828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157635511517233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064171615923147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119774803439164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001267080074974,0.1090521731831922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516025584389195,0.3117266968190916,0.0,0.16029912048355613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293966271004475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422399094796147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981339722208563,0.0,0.0,0.31248347446563435,0.31726257001237146,0.0,0.0,0.13423263232068858,0.0,0.15933339820122636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223066296019593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844597061749678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170090192009304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923178327507765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jooeeeblo22,2020/03/23,Alcohol Poisoning Scare I grew up in a Mormon family so I know little about alcohol. I now live out of town for college and have been occasionally drinking. This last weekend we had a small get together and were playing drinking games. I got out of control a little and had roughly 10 drinks in 2.5-3 hours. This puts me at about 3x the legal limit for my weight. I knew I had drank way too much so before I went to bed I tried to make myself puke (unsuccessfully). Woke up sometime in the middle of the night and puked 3 times. Next day I had no headache. Just felt tired and had an upset stomach for the first half of the day. Sunday I felt pretty normal. I decided to sleep early. Woke up this morning really groggy. Basically I have been scared all day about causing irreversable damage to my brain. I am not sure if this is a legitimate concern or if I am just having all of this anxiety because of the mormon church. Thanks all.,2.5705464480874305,4.9047667377049216,4.172814207650273,83.25353825136614,78.34426229508195,6.9081967213114766,23.827868852459016,7.984000788550335,1.4696754098360651,735,25,140,13,18,245,115,183,0.16399999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.05,-0.9658,0,0,5,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,3,9,8,1,3,11,0,14,12,3,3,4,28,26,10,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,8,7,2,5,6,0,3,2,5,0,2,16,4,19,3,25,10,4,31,3,1,0,0,2,14,0,3,13,96,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898751691912996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037496798844678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267329173151461,0.0,0.11540346657498685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139786826727888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393201068521257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211046320185767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623929408979113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985707922217181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785139170545434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604348215222907,0.0,0.0,0.11535913785754935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085636545348119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846848837718408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355934833030922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745337448154277,0.11054920127794082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27185570539607984,0.11975581164222965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905280584817544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969702639086607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423445275639946,0.12727110422463084,0.13287976712665753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797529513815895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633654549972754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688227373021687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27156052415494264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571892567520205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413261884353814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278211703608002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486157881005465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908168513666469,0.15587636795439835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207774426349423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764962273486316,0.0,0.16514981935649894,0.0,0.12572200887939414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quantumcipher,2020/03/23,"Study finds daily meditation decreases anxiety and improves cognitive functioning in new meditators Thought some of you might find this helpful. As with anything, take it with a grain of salt, be aware your results may vary, and foremost consult a medical professional when in doubt or if experiencing severe symptoms. Stay safe, and chill everyone.

> Only 8 weeks of daily meditation can decrease negative mood and anxiety and improve attention, working memory, and recognition memory in non-experienced meditators. These findings come from a recent study published in Behavioural Brain Research.
> 
> Meditation is a mental exercise that uses mindfulness techniques to work on attention and awareness with the goal of achieving a calmer state of mind. The practice of meditation is said to foster greater self-awareness, enhance emotional regulation, improve focus, and alleviate stress. But little is known about whether short, practical meditation sessions provide cognitive benefits for inexperienced meditators.
> 
> The study included a total of 42 non-experienced meditators between the ages of 18 and 45 who were split into two randomized groups. One group practiced 13 minutes of daily guided meditation over an 8-week period. The second group (the control group) listened to 13 minutes of a podcast every day for 8 weeks. Researchers compared the results between the two groups to see how meditation might improve cognition when compared to podcast listening.
> 
> Throughout the study, researchers had participants complete neuropsychological tasks to test their cognitive functioning and answer self-reported questionnaires to assess their mood state. To assess participants’ stress levels at the physiological level, saliva cortisol samples were also taken. All data was collected at the start of the study, again at the 4-week period, and finally at the 8-week period when the study ended.
> 
> At the end of the study, participants completed the Trier Social Stress Test, a test designed to elicit social stress. Researchers administered the state anxiety portion of the State-Trait Anxiety Inventory right before the social stress test, immediately after the test, and 10, 20 and 30 minutes after the test to measure participants’ acute response to stress.
> 
> Results showed no significant difference in cognitive function, mood, or cortisol levels between the meditation and podcast groups at the 4-week point. However, results at the 8-week mark were a different story. When compared to the podcast listening group, participants in the meditation group showed decreased mood disturbance, anxiety, and fatigue scores. They also showed improved attention, working memory and recognition memory and a decrease in the behavioral anxiety response to the Trier Social Stress Test.
> 
> Although cognitive benefits related to meditation practice have been demonstrated before, this study was the first to show them for novice meditators. Mindfulness research is relatively new and much needs to be explored with regards to specific mechanisms in the brain that are involved in meditation. The current study suggests that daily meditation has significant benefits to practitioners, even those who are new to meditation and only practicing in brief sessions.
> 
> The study, “Brief, daily meditation enhances attention, memory, mood, and emotional regulation in non-experienced meditators”, was authored by Julia C. Basso, Alexandra McHale, Victoria Ende, Douglas J. Oberlin, and Wendy A. Suzuki.

Source article: 

[Daily meditation decreases anxiety and improves cognitive functioning in new meditators after 8 weeks - PsyPost](https://www.psypost.org/2020/03/daily-meditation-decreases-anxiety-and-improves-cognitive-functioning-in-new-meditators-after-8-weeks-56198)

Source paper / original research: 

[Brief, daily meditation enhances attention, memory, mood, and emotional regulation in non-experienced meditators - ScienceDirect](https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S016643281830322X)

Abstract:

> Meditation is an ancient practice that cultivates a calm yet focused mind; however, little is known about how short, practical meditation practices affect cognitive functioning in meditation-naïve populations. To address this question, we randomized subjects (ages of 18–45) who were non-experienced meditators into either a 13-min daily guided meditation session or a 13-min daily podcast listening session (control group) for a total duration of 8 weeks. We examined the effects of the daily meditation practice relative to podcast listening on mood, prefrontal and hippocampal functioning, baseline cortisol levels, and emotional regulation using the Trier Social Stress Test (TSST). Compared to our control group, we found that 8 but not 4 weeks of brief, daily meditation decreased negative mood state and enhanced attention, working memory, and recognition memory as well as decreased state anxiety scores on the TSST. Furthermore, we report that meditation-induced changes in emotional regulation are more strongly linked to improved affective state than improved cognition. This study not only suggests a lower limit for the duration of brief daily meditation needed to see significant benefits in non-experienced meditators, but suggests that even relatively short daily meditation practice can have similar behavioral effects as longer duration and higher-intensity mediation practices.",15.081529850746273,15.761131033582089,13.33929850746269,35.226783582089546,47.74378109452736,17.04497512437811,55.67213930348259,15.28128094623348,9.67009810945274,4517,286,439,181,40,1437,319,804,0.053,0.871,0.076,0.9524,8,0,0,0,0,0,193.0,5,2,4,14,15,27,0,10,57,0,28,6,2,17,3,103,46,49,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,17,39,0,5,20,5,0,7,5,11,1,5,13,11,11,8,95,28,9,88,0,1,2,0,42,40,0,12,34,276,28,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099887231930135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099359440529983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041675128473930685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618745233656837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306936387968415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357390618861255,0.043624726706973684,0.10619709256809418,0.0,0.17040233304323865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032660744889605735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582295870361284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28483453286296706,0.13456482095878675,0.0,0.0,0.06689885634391776,0.0,0.042669172323135864,0.04839185231868049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547726992557548,0.1388612016899912,0.04307717302939385,0.0,0.05552777469102895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03394514271649482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151580081012604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101780618518701,0.0510365443527317,0.10744909616783177,0.2045412224806803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037228659437959985,0.07510274431118122,0.0,0.24455811855842136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03431721704876122,0.11554955641942145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047874296663751564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056732096694930234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500041582909548,0.0,0.0,0.043249109441859286,0.04817338435657631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071232142014541,0.0,0.10566403301494504,0.05721252447734644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581223809048066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035845594990510765,0.05397902941956728,0.0,0.0,0.4640939176854585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052637789351674215,0.03807746596479735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04020513068095325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894230887377456,0.0,0.0,0.08747911809417576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062300797252683,0.0,0.0455344170881717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747572935131045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NickGorra,2020/03/23,"Anxiety and Mito Function I think that this article gives a really meaningful insight into  interrelationship between mito function and anxiety anxiety.

[https://www.neuroneeds.com/anxiety-is-not-anxiety-when-mito-errors-cause-the-nervous-system-to-falter/](https://www.neuroneeds.com/anxiety-is-not-anxiety-when-mito-errors-cause-the-nervous-system-to-falter/)",51.0055072463768,65.98129360869565,28.95652173913044,-98.88579710144928,-17.52173913043478,16.979710144927534,55.49275362318841,12.45797560212912,12.202953623188407,335,11,8,8,3,81,18,23,0.207,0.688,0.105,-0.1298,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8669176934185489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362365760975746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24199200879473295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420426321742133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flickdabean420,2020/03/23,My anxiety has lessened since this has all gone down. I feel like my anxiety due to being an introvert and feeling pressured to socialize/go out has subsided immensely. This is truly my time to shine.,5.23153153153153,7.385524945945949,6.44162162162162,70.84639639639641,69.81081081081078,11.41981981981982,36.65765765765766,11.20814326018867,5.181998198198199,161,9,26,6,3,54,29,37,0.129,0.7040000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,5,6,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6547855167205484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327848574399996,0.30573893965101195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322289552360976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090825317279644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540178325339241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495503702903224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chloejulianaxoxo,2020/03/23,"Sleep anxiety Hi all. In January 2020, I started having major problems with anxiety. I overcame it however I’m now having an issue with sleeping. I am so used to sleeping with my boyfriend every night and during this Coronavirus shit we aren’t staying together. I’m fine all night however when I lay down to sleep my stomach starts to fill up with anxiety and I have to try and control my breathing so my heart doesn’t start pounding. The only thing I can think of is that I’m scared I won’t be able to get to sleep. I sleep perfectly with my boyfriend but I just can’t by myself anymore. What can I do?

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anxiety,bastet966,2020/03/23,"Anxiety Is anyone else anxious but sort of detached at the same time?? This is the best way that I can explain it, sorry.",3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,74.83333333333334,6.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6468166666666666,94,4,18,1,2,31,22,24,0.223,0.5870000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.5677,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280790966957676,0.4146601355107565,0.0,0.25664872586984505,0.3760843887289861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851945761045761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066217801881554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108805535210346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140288323095915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913458787922149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yapyforu,2020/03/23,Group chat for anxiety over covid19 Hi i am feeling very anxious about this situation usually i am fine but i get these agitation when i think of all the things that could happen. Anyone is interested in a group chat to talk feelings and anxietys over these issues i think it could help . I only have snapchat dm. Dm if u interested,2.394166666666667,5.268118634920639,3.963789682539684,80.67044642857145,84.87301587301587,7.594444444444445,26.92261904761905,8.472884824447931,2.5188428571428574,266,12,49,7,8,88,49,63,0.084,0.7140000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.8318,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,12,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,7,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37397581725093415,0.27613577591047045,0.0,0.1709107989539662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903141538855971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471818123980104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277043322321785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614821135179094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638359503979311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255120907082082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589965926441795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27474901412078634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646318394828896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238810751366722,0.31324112495607964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920457613533594,0.2016799471846949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cupid_wants_me_dead,2020/03/23,Does anyone here NEVER EVER FEEL BORED EVER like i do? I just want to feel like a normal person and feel bored when i am supposed to...instead my brain has so many thoughts and conversations that it doesnt shut off so i never ever feel bored...anyone feel the same way?,0.3488888888888866,2.790868611111112,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,94.37037037037035,3.4407407407407407,14.157407407407408,5.148860815047168,-0.9706592592592588,211,4,42,1,8,68,36,54,0.04,0.787,0.17300000000000001,0.711,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,5,17,11,5,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,5,2,2,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746482267434408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192420318974828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186679193436494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532952196424433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965166542565037,0.14030479373922866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189758113279756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991139408714623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029442222348945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924256297419025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148474219015408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591587748871732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158389968834395,0.1558893945568832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlatteKanarie,2020/03/23,"Wondering if I have anxiety So I am always scared of talking to people I don't know even if it is for important information and stuff. And recently I applied for my first job (I am still a teenager) and going to go talk to the owner of where I wanna work scared the shit out of me, but still did it because my father pushed me. The owner said that he would call me, if I got the job. 1 week passes and he called me, I didn't recognise the number so I didn't awnser, because sacred me a little, and then i realised it could be him, and that scared me even more, it's been three days since he first called and he called me every day but i can't awnser it because I am sooo afraid and idk why. Today he sent me an e-mail saying that I should call him but i just can't. And I didn't feel like this when i was young, it started when I was maybe like 10 years old i think, maybe I have always been like this but never realised it. So if anyone knows if this is like anxiety or anyhting else, please do tell me. Because I am scared that it will  mess with my adult life. Thank you in advance! :)",1.7762200956937804,3.1468865627705647,3.1991979949874683,93.78045112781956,77.3116883116883,6.075279106858053,20.38300296195033,6.5966054737557815,0.0505705627705626,840,19,195,7,19,275,118,231,0.14300000000000002,0.7959999999999999,0.061,-0.9441,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,13,12,1,5,8,0,25,2,1,0,1,33,37,25,0,9,11,1,1,4,0,3,1,2,0,1,16,11,0,0,6,0,0,6,7,7,0,3,11,3,35,5,12,21,1,27,0,0,0,0,24,4,1,7,21,133,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576803790133107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524037096884764,0.0,0.0,0.06965006448245352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428868477680335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085679220680991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795309780099628,0.0,0.0,0.12848122401740408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321189473841438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158375562901606,0.0,0.08392624703471993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036612454502727,0.0711618498106178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694574920667965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322202648776937,0.0,0.079667715752919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769634863572424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094867880025719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703579296878246,0.19465887777111465,0.09983601406885596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001445211144856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682585416055686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045245937564831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905746465263861,0.0,0.0,0.10934255283027901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983534742532238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475251418964968,0.07921436641816068,0.3989104480346095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224887426798436,0.0823989376617051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050491248101698,0.0,0.15909834626985392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140303330422983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012649304988702,0.08706407604108482,0.09170807962686177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382646586779919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441922454915366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990163428942566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898830948724905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802347280826753,0.07251772075300217,0.0,0.0,0.07076052944236434,0.0,0.0,0.06414597610326518
anxiety,anxietyfreak_thraway,2020/03/23,"Please help me control my anxiety Hello everyone.
In this period of quarantine my boyfriend and I of course have to stay apart. It’s been a month now.
I know he loves me. And I know that he is busy with studying even in this period. But since I write to him very often, my stupid mind keeps telling me that he is not as interested in me anymore or as I am interested in him, because he doesn’t text me that often at all. I’ve told him so, but I’ve just hurt him by saying that sometimes I happen to worry about these things. So I don’t want to talk to him about my anxiety anymore. At least not about this topic. Not when it stems from our relationship.
But I feel like crap and cry pretty much all day, til I throw up. I can’t contain my anxiety. But I don’t want to be a shitty girlfriend. So I’ve made up my mind to learn to bear not being in contact with him every waking second.
Do you have any tips on how to let go of this anxiety? Because I can’t take it anymore",1.8912021701884645,3.3074666067961185,3.7426784694460298,89.81228726442036,77.10679611650484,6.9829811536265005,22.797258709308966,7.724431198458867,0.8550511707595665,755,22,171,11,17,255,112,206,0.158,0.762,0.08,-0.9506,0,1,0,0,0,1,19.0,1,1,0,1,13,7,2,0,2,0,15,3,2,3,2,33,27,16,0,2,10,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,9,3,0,1,3,2,31,4,32,21,4,21,0,1,0,1,23,11,1,3,8,120,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423572931225052,0.0,0.4240378809982722,0.0,0.4122873923656549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689480270205234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542360845259262,0.0,0.0,0.15221809397014724,0.08936938951776019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152745859135304,0.0,0.11675538615655845,0.13241431920710514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006766688889625,0.0989979839181477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875534705214947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254138542557218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288387916197972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834736795657338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317179756181268,0.0,0.0,0.1523143553290687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170229221930214,0.0,0.06770072905072991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506931779877656,0.13112298411933304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798424262229897,0.0,0.11060921635895847,0.0,0.1018685451841588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211370018442189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098055976087662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877765403091198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020037553297617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463064447052655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705418544543832,0.0,0.0,0.14770247654465474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419112911108837,0.11138130912848232,0.12112062885804395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920630503806233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241431920710514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433886029408474,0.1634702114579959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407296052999302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ittybittythrowaway27,2020/03/23,"Seizing up and digging in. Hi! First post here. Diagnosed officially with anxiety in 2015, had it since 2012. On meds.
But sometimes I have this symptom that I never hear other people with anxiety have?
When I'm lying down, sometimes I'll just... seize up. Arms, legs, neck will violently shake and twist- I can't control it and often end up hitting my headboard (ow) or scratching my face and legs. Not a seizure as I have full consciousness/awareness, but I can't stop it at all. Sometimes I can, but it's more energy than it's worth and only for a sec or two. Sometimes I won't even be nervous. Most of the time actually OTL
I also feel the sensation of something under my skin that I need to scratch out. I think this is more common but still annoying and also pops up while feeling fine. Sigh.
Tired and looking for solidarity. :'D",1.8476023391812888,4.466259172839507,3.3957569850552325,85.90301169590643,83.81481481481481,6.126575698505524,25.81026640675764,7.475848149327749,1.5830691358024689,654,28,125,11,19,215,111,162,0.1,0.7879999999999999,0.113,0.2811,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,2,2,4,0,11,9,6,1,2,28,19,18,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,10,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,5,4,1,2,1,7,13,1,20,14,5,23,0,0,1,0,2,12,0,4,9,89,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.15466975595848878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25349924551691483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24249883278092746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777673426139358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608706479457294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403808868338305,0.0,0.0,0.10468546736228132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028122201006295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481707274770027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863711550654549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309717205898972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605392126311362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752317331088015,0.12224229974069635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054375792899175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098815416455788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517958692173232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110997262596652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201837702861325,0.6270285083024455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657553857015008,0.13251020129185614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647385883809154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015581806053854,0.0,0.0,0.09242060487003488,0.18216845261192424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482808544747248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pedarti,2020/03/23,"Having a great day, than I eat lunch and BAM - anxiety is here. Logic? So I have realized that when I don’t eat a lot of food my anxiety disappears pretty much. 

Yesterday I ate maybe 1000 calories (I was travelling all day) which isn’t a lot for me. 

Today I ate eggs for breakfast and I felt completely fine. But come lunch time, I ate fish and potatoes with salad, and I start sweating alot underarms and being anxious. 

Has anyone experienced this? I’m troubled by underarm sweating for the past 2 years. And like I said, when I don’t eat (intermittent fasting) I’m much calmer and cooler.",2.449210526315788,4.965192956140356,4.055350877192982,82.9082894736842,79.96491228070175,7.659649122807018,26.16666666666667,8.59863814320734,2.246645614035088,463,19,87,11,12,154,76,114,0.098,0.769,0.133,0.7143,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,9,14,2,0,1,17,18,11,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,12,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,3,13,3,7,11,6,14,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,12,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707212823365722,0.19989482716559304,0.0,0.12372241338519395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242042341077958,0.18552099962651614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822673931797366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431695070969027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989269009341318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139597519389655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950798937388592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644523994217915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008606230714003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776267231128173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26014641066588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891177869647245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001428472918807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831297741025908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524091675264476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317668080217388,0.0,0.16772094064784032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139452638187332
anxiety,AJistheGreatest,2020/03/23,"Chest Tightness, Anxious or Covid-19? Hey All, 

I've been having chest tightness (feeling that someone is standing on my chest) for about 3.5-4 days now. I've read that people who get the virus may experience chest tightness at an early stage. Unfortunately my thermometer has not been giving me consistent readings, indicating I have a temperature between 97.7-101.3 within the span of eight to ten tests back to back. I have not been able to find any other thermometers in my area/online to put my mind at ease. 

My question is, is anyone else going through this? I typically don't get this feeling in my chest, let alone it lasting for days. It seems to subside when I lie down or take a nap. Today I feel better, however. In the mean time, I've been journaling my symptoms to keep track.",5.923851351351353,7.109964763513517,6.048216216216217,78.06029729729731,66.9054054054054,8.622702702702702,32.36756756756757,8.841846274778883,2.6888167567567574,627,26,113,10,10,199,100,148,0.062,0.889,0.049,-0.1952,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,0,14,6,5,0,1,18,25,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,4,7,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,6,13,1,20,19,1,23,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,5,10,72,21,3,0.17362451146589866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798226314657185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807062163500233,0.0,0.0,0.1961462777041152,0.0,0.12140229538792525,0.1778988299923144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670130642315578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355677094532236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394689259609465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450410003190576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698380881453337,0.0,0.0,0.2633693094900507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868965800659504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142328230698251,0.16655645223499851,0.0986748110445071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432544335530834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152715019955858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775428263944339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912799275604733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531126179600948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036937488568868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454058943507827,0.19449918867793714,0.0,0.34734299344900665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806123435794678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711148513222014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046234705116573,0.1305440247852972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124184888710053,0.0,0.1645757354884132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WayneBrady_duh,2020/03/23,"Pregnant wife with high anxiety As everyone can probably attest, this is a messed up time in the world. With my wife being 34 weeks pregnant her anxiety is in full force right now with every worry in the world. Being her husband that does not have anxiety, I’ve learned how to support her in troubling times but this time is very tough to know what to say. When to say it. How to say it. Which then leaves me worrisome that I can’t give her the support she needs in this dark time. We don’t live in a “hotspot” but my wife worries that I won’t be allowed in the delivery room during pregnancy. I never know what to say and I feel horrible that she worries. 

I guess I’m looking for advice from anyone going through similar situations or anyone with advice at all. 
Thanks",3.805307017543857,5.460128565789479,4.643421052631581,84.33228070175444,72.55263157894737,7.961403508771927,28.456140350877188,8.59863814320734,2.131024561403509,610,24,119,11,12,197,93,152,0.171,0.773,0.057,-0.9392,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,3,2,21,23,9,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,6,15,3,23,19,2,25,0,0,1,0,16,15,0,2,9,80,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576517346148379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025560880959733,0.0,0.0,0.18436166318626748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536811281547595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107514833816466,0.12597226245566326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665882191471029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646640844116425,0.07492383986903339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522912158669066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928900318414866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449041467733425,0.0,0.0,0.13959231280440568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641112190283033,0.0,0.11070667640748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775263979569304,0.10167788324384154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421384761451337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258482377787517,0.0,0.4193561757513556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481860289464172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992054830166316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137428883419245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074919726227032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877618828610032,0.0,0.0,0.1057486328143346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016490107779848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JstWntSmFrshMms,2020/03/23,"Hypoglycemia or Postprandial hypotension This week I always feel weak and dizzy I can't focus properly because of this symptoms and I'm confuse because I really don't know what causes this effects. A little background before covid-19 quarantine happened. I practice intermittent fasting because I don't like to spend money that is the reason and at my university I have to walk 300-400 meter each class because my university is extremely large. And I joined ROTC and can handle extreme heat 30-34 degree without collapsing. due to lock down I have to stay inside my house. It all started this Monday since food is free I drastically change my eating habit I don't fast anymore and eat a lot and after that I'm starting to feel dizzy and lethargic my heart is beating fast and I quickly notice and shift to small meals yet, today I skip my diner but the dizzy and weak effect is still there. Right now I'm currently sitting on the floor and I think the effect calm a little bit. Did anyone of you experience this I'm extremely worried. I wan't to study but this effect hinders me from studying.",4.643810298102976,7.04239988780488,5.3141056910569135,77.24796070460705,72.07317073170732,7.482384823848236,29.92547425474255,8.344100000000001,2.536344173441734,887,38,145,15,18,286,127,205,0.109,0.857,0.034,-0.8847,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,5,5,6,0,1,7,0,13,9,1,6,1,30,24,15,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,9,0,3,1,5,3,0,0,1,2,22,4,15,23,4,27,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,16,90,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904219353097288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380151505825182,0.10843823953251172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781507220887345,0.0,0.13196494086202906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931140678690926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931384218589215,0.16405815858948364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31737900733179497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170177157852402,0.0,0.0,0.15683011690861798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187528016923172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714014363365393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377511866626348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789459504050337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523003267325899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576613952809677,0.31086953581492066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184675039010146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656400044920612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935069071184872,0.15945203540936145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244076753870615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282869700951312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953830609191624,0.16529875827691842,0.12385016948823628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119150921820147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937147432260757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700136409370432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439891653364732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949530512408835,0.0,0.0,0.157495185951377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Losinghair54321,2020/03/23,"What happened to me last night? Hey all,


I've had anxiety for years now, and it's been bad enough that I've been going to therapy the last couple of months. It's never been bad enough to debilitate my every day life, and I had actually been feeling pretty good lately, all things considered.


However, the past couple of nights I haven't been able to get a good night's sleep (5 hr 45 mins every night for the past 4 nights). I also smoke a lot of weed regularly, have been doing so for a year now. Well with the quarantine and animal crossings release, I kind of let my routine go to hell. I tried to finally get a good night's sleep last night,  but I very stupidly ordered some Thai food that left my stomach feeling horrible right before bed. I also had Thai iced tea like an hour before going to bed. I took a melatonin (~ 2.5 mg, half of the standard pill) and that usually makes me sleep okay, but all of a sudden my heart started racing, it got really hard to breathe (I have asthma and have a peak flow meter so I checked and I was still breathing fine but it felt like I was suffocating) and I couldn't go to sleep no matter what. I tried everything. I threw up twice as well from nausea. Eventually at like 2 in the morning I decided to go for a walk until I tired myself out enough to sleep.


I have had my fair share of panic attacks in the past, but this was something different. I was thinking weird and crazy nonsensical things a lot of the times, along with the usual anxiety. Wondering if it's corona (checked temp today and last night, no fever at all), wondering if I'm dying from food poisoning, etc. I expected to wake up today feeling fine, but I don't. Probably still sleep deprived? Not sure what to do. I can't stop shaking and trembling, although that might also be because it's cold in the house. What should I do? I've contacted my therapist but I'm waiting for her to get back to me so figured I would post here to see if anyone's gone through this. I suspect the built up sleep deprivation and loss of calming routine caused this along with the melatonin making me drowsy and the anxiety keeping me from sleeping. Was this a nervous breakdown? Food poisoning? Corona? Just another more intense panic attack? Am I going to be okay? How do I get some God damn sleep? What do I do??",3.6193859649122793,5.228029184210532,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,72.94736842105263,7.785964912280701,27.359649122807017,8.430304187100639,1.9111122807017549,1812,67,356,31,36,594,221,456,0.188,0.7020000000000001,0.11,-0.9938,2,1,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,1,16,34,7,5,24,2,36,25,14,4,6,63,66,31,1,7,11,0,5,3,0,3,7,0,2,0,21,18,4,3,10,0,2,13,8,18,2,2,20,7,41,16,51,39,13,65,1,3,1,0,4,12,2,10,41,230,62,0,0.05669996087577998,0.0,0.055330982747074715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602881468168884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059454852738916486,0.13012594462606228,0.0,0.0,0.03964593098410085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900878193664184,0.0,0.04359877003376048,0.0946841979446566,0.03456376987986549,0.0,0.09649498111168332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058246478542471385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547485651711762,0.0,0.03656678409414853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588456076197075,0.059239391143686176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757586493188177,0.06323544433426723,0.0,0.0,0.09554432497420984,0.0,0.05095826880056839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600761158599451,0.0,0.05444085418198565,0.0621120356672247,0.0,0.0,0.20568545326556076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849355741204652,0.0,0.19334336650090145,0.14267171121354372,0.04534813835236133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013958814795584,0.0,0.05079202793739287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718972663746697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583804012528378,0.06542414216818089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503975304322282,0.0,0.05904428402706816,0.0,0.1848721430269183,0.06396002554433973,0.0,0.06160467339338142,0.0579795515353659,0.04004885918361828,0.0831022105747691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640855825359892,0.0,0.0,0.07569532833398987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060149698268684174,0.0,0.0,0.04525736782186721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043730505269113575,0.0,0.0,0.4256725785698601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305037479737727,0.0,0.0,0.16237958517070433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430288920217277,0.05768424421455511,0.06113214773661235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03632344682249998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842145678459326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518252784931514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106681801848317,0.0,0.0,0.04365039999163274,0.0,0.0,0.04013252414097411,0.0,0.0905613239954464,0.04740370614833631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343904210894836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484134671204309,0.06583302472588326,0.07533786914026003,0.03633104548512395,0.0,0.0,0.033062203155674215,0.06516826412551456,0.1074898663156615,0.0,0.06299574279511265,0.07699110310294675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489399278907265,0.046783405822794936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196014843776464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297737782276938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027802540480275,0.0,0.0,0.0730258316455258
anxiety,hugomagners,2020/03/23,"Some Words of Encouragement For Anyone Who Needs It I want to share my own mental health experiences to help anyone out who is struggling right now. This is a horrible time for everyone, let alone anyone suffering with any type of mental health difficulty. I’ve suffered tremendously with health anxiety in the past and it’s creeping its way back day by day. Hopefully my post below can support someone in this community to begin to deal with the chaos currently swirling round their head.

**Your Phone**

Firstly a big one for me, if something is really on your mind, whether that is about your relationship, health, circumstances in general, whatever, you will likely go straight to worst-case scenario. Maybe you’re thinking that person hates me, they’re talking about me, they’re going to dump me, I’m going to get fired, that mole on my arm is cancerous. Whatever it is, DO NOT PICK UP YOUR PHONE AND GOOGLE IT. We’ve all done it. I am the world’s worst for it. It only leads to more anxiety.

Try to leave your phone in a different room. Put it away in a drawer and try to get on with doing things which will busy your mind. Chances are, the thing you’re preoccupied about is something really not worth getting so stressed about OR you’re overthinking it. You begin to imagine scenario’s which didn’t happen, you begin to feel aches and pains that are there because your anxiety itself is making you feel physically sore. Anxiety can present itself in your body in all sorts of ways and you’d be surprised how often aches and pains are related to the stress you’re putting yourself under.

I make a deal with myself that if I’m still preoccupied with the issue in 2 weeks, that I’ll address it then. Whether that’s phoning the person concerned, contacting a medical professional, speaking to my boss or seeking financial support.  9 times out of 10, I’ve forgotten what it is I was worrying about.

**Alcohol**

I would often binge drink alcohol as an “escape” from myself and from the constant chaos in my head. In truth all I was doing was backloading my anxiety. It would hit me with a vengeance the following day and take it’s revenge over the following weeks, months or even years. Quitting alcohol, primarily through reading ‘Stop Drinking Now’ by Allen Carr has changed my life. Not only have I eradicated the built up anxiety I would get from drinking but it also hugely empowered me. I’m not the most spiritual of people but genuinely, I feel like this decision has in some part helped to cleanse my soul a little, it has helped me hugely to accept the person I am and accept that this is a step I can take to prevent myself from feeling even worse.

**Activities**

When your head feels chaotic, it feels like an impossibility to be able to calm down. Chances are you’ve been told you to meditate before but you can’t even begin to think about sitting down and trying to sit still to do it. Please. Give it a shot. Take a minute to close your eyes and focus on your breath. It is amazing what a few minutes meditation can do for you.

There are so many apps you can use these days for it, my personal recommendation is Insight Timer, but there are a million out there.

Exercise is another that feels impossible to get started with when you’re exhausted. Same as meditation, it can make a really big difference, even just a walk for 10 minutes. Throw on some music, an audiobook, a podcast - something you’re interested in and get lost in it. We have so much options available to us these days with streaming services, podcast apps and videos on youtube.

I have kids so spare time isn’t exactly easy to come by, but I do try to factor in even half an hour in the day to do something I enjoy. Some of these things include reading, writing silly stories, walking the dog, playing with the kids, playing some video games, doing exercise, listening to music with headphones on, listening to new music on a Friday. Everyone has a passion.  Think about what you enjoyed as a kid and how passionate you were about it, give it a try – drawing, writing a little story, playing games. Whatever gets you excited, gets you enthusiastic and passionate, get back into it. You won’t regret it.

**Proactive Not Reactive**

I often feel blinkered and blinded by anxiety. Trying to do a lot of the things above whenever you start feeling overwhelmed is useful, but it’s not half as useful if you can get ahead of yourself and do it BEFORE you start to feel overwhelmed.

After years of trying and failing at getting into a routine, I’ve finally realised that quickly meditating for 10 minutes once every blue moon is the equivalent to putting a plaster or a band-aid over a cut. It isn’t enough. Self-development and healing is a continual process in order to stay healthy so being proactive about it is a game changer.

**Talking**

Lastly, we’re constantly told to talk to people about our mental health. A lot of us feel that we’re a burden though, that people genuinely don’t care about what we’re worried about. They have their own stuff going on. Or they don’t know what to say, which can be difficult. Often our feelings come out in angry rants and we’re considered silly and emotional or people will take it for humour.

For me the important thing is speaking to the right people. I am lucky that I am able to just text back and forward with a friend who was having similar issues, meet up for a walk and a chat. I’m lucky enough to be able to speak to my partner, although at times I still feel as if it’s best to shield her from a lot of my thoughts. There are a lot of free resources available where you can talk to someone on the telephone about how you’re feeling. Often that anonymous voice listening can have as big an impact as anyone.

I really, really hope some of this helps someone. Even writing it down for myself has positively impacted on my mood.

Take care of yourself, stay indoors if you can and think positively, this too shall pass.",4.426735556867751,6.571024068934648,5.017145945637061,80.25703532448239,71.9632945389436,8.119350844777996,29.87760719251795,8.841846274778883,2.6003926817653658,4723,201,845,94,94,1512,435,1117,0.083,0.7709999999999999,0.146,0.9979,3,1,10,0,1,0,136.0,5,30,4,7,54,55,3,5,61,0,89,32,7,12,5,153,169,64,0,13,27,0,16,3,2,8,19,8,2,8,76,46,6,2,25,16,2,19,13,19,0,5,12,27,83,36,162,141,25,136,1,7,4,3,90,62,0,33,52,592,159,8,0.12704246010029766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576975376797776,0.0,0.04385922488753561,0.0,0.0338652698143438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02879774311326283,0.04440503215043864,0.2267699799078536,0.0,0.0,0.11844138931527375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978685774876162,0.09768780995406416,0.0,0.025814634837219512,0.0,0.07206918428402039,0.0,0.044441074659446037,0.0,0.0,0.04703851116630448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635217000558368,0.0,0.044798025852351916,0.07295722017881133,0.0,0.09152517780508224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386375360838934,0.08731679863180243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848822079702064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333618162754601,0.0,0.124453245328598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047635222721728654,0.0,0.08751254791588832,0.0,0.1678206934605389,0.0,0.03567958397695852,0.08092967660723742,0.0,0.04142396783830495,0.0,0.0,0.2997702634524753,0.060506105919957615,0.0,0.04638960175116175,0.0,0.03602075055388078,0.0,0.0,0.032717563177013964,0.0,0.2433729537001889,0.08124713597506797,0.0962682103595214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037447742634175205,0.0,0.0,0.041809375889096986,0.13038221581353165,0.2250669905222588,0.0,0.0,0.11353851075347116,0.0,0.0,0.08412121885453136,0.041703744147998635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839954778490443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02327307120792104,0.034518853704339374,0.0,0.04483987392102681,0.0,0.043303174280856116,0.02991128222024705,0.06206652884247635,0.08488661351486212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622728417818256,0.14400927532787675,0.0,0.0,0.08480182861781868,0.04293370481303952,0.042543742279326516,0.0,0.0,0.04266063766879262,0.12802891907559025,0.0,0.08551777931127261,0.0,0.033801359865429634,0.0,0.0311302752888426,0.03140012480506795,0.0,0.040899466538848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509869126315175,0.028695752949557164,0.06441434377251999,0.09012142313743277,0.0,0.0,0.04585820136375413,0.04042546777324348,0.1467920761600564,0.14790476787127815,0.0,0.04648482368512215,0.0,0.0,0.04055718633217378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277127617637302,0.0,0.04504176476072733,0.08471789306283202,0.0,0.13564442174726798,0.0,0.0,0.04546535261142316,0.0,0.07232904451829691,0.0,0.03367642112757744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417766427187847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076426641746166,0.13040465669099105,0.0,0.0,0.08992130714294427,0.0902735726198226,0.10145627274353347,0.035404395076215615,0.09701780587548232,0.044270787724065896,0.0484777407241871,0.0,0.09611085213370184,0.0,0.0,0.15920019894364346,0.13614922286101416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066894236578645,0.108538238243419,0.041606190672913636,0.033619174179712275,0.09877264017717943,0.0,0.0,0.08092967660723742,0.0,0.20125814595134034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187762478341393,0.10972389562542714,0.0,0.0,0.02497764484126586,0.06722692765856379,0.0679371989395976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601185667974487,0.04315570679440397,0.09024731862900136,0.0,0.0,0.05454078603594886
anxiety,kittyk1313,2020/03/23,"Question about meds Hi y’all. So I’ve been diagnosed with GAD, and my doctor prescribed me 10mg lexapro. I’m on week 3, and the worst side effect by far was the chest pains/heartburn last week. It lasted about a week, so I called the doctor’s office to see if that was normal. My doctor was out, and in this world’s craziness it took them a few days to get back to me, during which time I had started cutting my pills in half, and the pain pretty much went away. A different doctor in the office just told me to stop taking it, and prescribed Prozac instead (10mg). 

From what I understand, the Prozac would need to be in a higher dose to do anything for my anxiety. 

I understand side effects are (usually) temporary....and I’m almost thinking I need to stick out with the lexapro a little longer before jumping ship. I ALSO know this is something I need to discuss with my doctor, which I plan to, but I wanted to see if anyone else had experience with these two medicines, or switching, or side effects....or really anything that seems relevant lol. 

Thank you!",4.8711180124223565,5.802743154589372,5.282708764665287,83.52315217391306,69.14492753623189,7.846652864044168,28.79537612146308,7.957251820313856,1.821470945479641,831,29,160,10,14,265,124,207,0.057,0.8959999999999999,0.047,0.3903,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,1,3,8,4,1,0,12,1,11,12,1,2,0,33,31,13,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,9,2,20,1,27,20,3,28,0,0,2,0,8,14,0,7,11,102,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242763061632792,0.0,0.0,0.0897866252980992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589040093484114,0.0,0.0,0.07850559511659717,0.11503945188570185,0.1847862340496957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548646764254503,0.08633287963964448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955381262326196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146457729101614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240836765726304,0.0,0.0,0.1139572037708637,0.0,0.11730393361036197,0.0,0.5745933293525668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379171958792047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982691999941084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058659281111634876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170364315823412,0.18303893045958766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252948230247513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247126982842045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253536375493803,0.2497524386171039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100060885715135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946897950219262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422448176915935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125774183330437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192651903243241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789379716725629,0.10221133981432716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643511561867173,0.0,0.0,0.07946913120748425,0.0,0.0,0.0938672915361692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441715473284936,0.0,0.0,0.10336813643468787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194156565932645,0.0,0.0,0.06546870940281206,0.0,0.0,0.10728399018915613,0.12474214011838193,0.0,0.0,0.10967678633794367,0.23376537616427245,0.0,0.0,0.12365553017693265,0.0,0.0662229608825337,0.0,0.2701817463037804,0.0,0.0,0.10408045365546638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975724812197076,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aardbeer,2020/03/23,"Anxiety and working from home Hey guys,

First things first: i live in an appartment together with my bf. My upstairs neighbours are very loud and noisy. The building is also pretty old so i have constant anxiety over this. This has been going on since August. 

I have to work from home due the corona virus and im stressed out pretty much all day. Whenever i hear noise from upstairs i cannot concentrate on work and i get a bit sad /stressed because i literally cannot do anything about it right know. I tried talking to them but they just said they cant do anything about it. My landlord said he wrote to them but i havent heard anything yet.

Do you guys have any tips on working from home in a loud environment?

Thank you so much. 💓❤️",1.6374069627851142,4.17694480952381,2.552420968387356,92.16435774309723,83.89795918367345,5.635694277711085,24.293317326930772,7.048011613610866,0.9837814325730294,585,23,120,8,17,184,93,147,0.059000000000000004,0.8859999999999999,0.055,0.337,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,4,6,7,4,0,2,5,0,14,0,0,0,1,12,23,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,2,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,5,6,18,1,17,18,4,17,0,1,0,0,18,8,0,0,8,75,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016341586139528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642584002261652,0.0,0.19444763856632996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31375374715435544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747313711039681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387498165800505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373395884516476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196280346903155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162060834156496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639949614863802,0.0,0.07222841139904969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25167898309872266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432401338687204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824461443937561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727945655864968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984556814538694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112223164468346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685215583678355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333600111808163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585932828899644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085345196312986,0.2417841753335373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513050424719594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29116328098912897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021504611308443,0.0,0.11700777859900464,0.0,0.0,0.08443322423733272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628604905812008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486290200398808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700933417816932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rawbias,2020/03/23,"COVID19 Mental Health Telemedicine Wanted to share that many telemedicine/mHealth providers have mental health services. From my research these three are the more budget friendly options without insurance: Lemonaid Health, Brightside Health, K Health app. My experience with Lemonaid has been positive so far.

If you need a list of telemedicine providers, there is one on page 26 of this whitepaper: [https://www.ziegler.com/z-media/4685/ziegler\_telehealth\_iii\_whitepaper\_spreads.pdf](https://www.ziegler.com/z-media/4685/ziegler_telehealth_iii_whitepaper_spreads.pdf)",21.20095238095238,28.04684393650794,7.797063492063494,57.86321428571429,38.2063492063492,6.73968253968254,42.246031746031754,7.793537801064563,3.839012698412698,500,20,46,4,6,103,52,63,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.8511,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,7,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043081452774727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671179473535832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8716615644773119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627787228727342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305619885019117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160948990723497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113573275149688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673587818797992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809738620433422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dug-Up-Butt,2020/03/23,"Can’t even report to the police, i’m such a fucking coward, can someone please help I hear noise of Someone is torturing a dog, hitting and choking inside an apartment. I’m too scared to report even though i have video evidence, there’s a fucking psycho in there but i’m too scared the police will brush it off or the psych will go after me because the video shows where i was. 

Too scared to call, but there is no anonymous calls allowed in this country or even a text line. 

I’m sick to my stomach",4.204582743988688,5.144049316831683,4.641103253182461,87.48702970297029,70.68316831683168,6.563507779349363,28.289957567185287,6.1826913282559595,1.1607244695898158,395,14,79,2,7,125,65,101,0.22399999999999998,0.743,0.033,-0.9640000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,12,6,3,3,9,0,8,4,1,1,0,6,17,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,2,5,0,9,13,0,7,0,0,0,2,4,5,2,2,1,51,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521665562651155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859936965912407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745111865298793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494670714183021,0.0,0.0,0.10741679391084727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130241499363913,0.0,0.1266871251164159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747246498586155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676856709950272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202893203056409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569800320322485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sakuradaifuku48,2020/03/23,"How do I stop stressing about work in my much needed time off work? Hi!
How do you guys manage not to be anxious about work and enjoy your time off, make the best out of it, when you have anxiety? During my time off, my co-worker is in charge of some of my work, because it needs to get done even during my absence. For example, I’m worried that I made big mistakes and that she’ll find them while I’m gone. I’m definitely not someone who just gets into work and waits for the clock to hit 5pm so I can leave. I care about doing a good job and I do overtime a lot to really get everything done properly, help all my co workers as quick as I can and generally try to be a helpful and responsible employee and co worker.

This time off now is so needed, I’ve been incredibly exhausted because work has been really stressful these past months, besides personal struggles of course, and well, because I have anxiety and obviously that leaves me exhausted a lot in the first place already, just having anxiety. It’s at a point where my physical anxiety symptoms have gotten worse and worse as well. So time off is really needed. I could go into more detail about it all now, but if I did, this post would never come to an end 😔

I’d be happy to get some advice!
Thank you so much guys.",3.688310893512853,4.901568418604652,5.164704202366384,82.21981028151777,72.17829457364341,8.532354141166872,26.757241942064468,8.99025400887824,2.031717829457364,1004,34,203,20,19,338,142,258,0.09699999999999999,0.789,0.114,0.8614,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,1,10,20,14,0,3,9,0,25,3,0,4,4,43,46,23,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,11,14,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,6,2,1,8,0,23,8,32,31,10,37,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,5,17,142,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796630653895221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993390875909842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27545960188430685,0.10169675068491656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462570331918802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447022613600876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091781185426719,0.0,0.0,0.07754408665140049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187348518246205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842430188557664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973082335275927,0.0,0.0,0.059457228787442265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090399157248465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227646619384603,0.07657079574448564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881265199133101,0.0,0.05116032674763297,0.07550433713271253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826750943898034,0.0,0.09582775082505934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067674857347588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933076104330448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906359403632984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306322934537295,0.0,0.08517891118209067,0.0600889153983707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185294538130664,0.0,0.1323498213645504,0.2669941637339013,0.06942881916964568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593408488560274,0.0,0.07860181698162211,0.09405153107937704,0.0,0.08509780780530046,0.0,0.08621408446130631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300696656977213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627348426640737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526058347348648,0.2062347531087012,0.09410824017107323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356503998389286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287813713730015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26245634598997664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111753502630395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187722197199494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587484048225503,0.0914194763873286,0.18347573325660216,0.06394748300142679,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danii--p23,2020/03/23,"Loss of leg feeling unless I move them? So this has been an on and off anxiety symptoms for me, it started right after my first anxiety attack but went away for a couple years. It’s back now and freaking me out. It’s making my anxiety spiral and I can’t sleep because I’m too busy moving my legs to make sure I can still feel them....

Has anyone else ever experienced this? I feel like I’m going crazy or like I have a brain tumor or something... SOS.",1.5131182795698948,3.5276065483870984,3.5389247311827963,88.09505376344086,80.29032258064517,5.853763440860216,21.086021505376344,6.937597516519254,0.5480021505376342,351,10,72,4,9,119,68,93,0.193,0.6990000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.7438,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,6,6,1,0,3,0,6,5,4,2,2,15,16,8,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,2,4,12,3,10,14,0,17,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,10,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072932767062084,0.0,0.0,0.12409148064196665,0.18183947138461984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018982827361843,0.16673935071777982,0.13646383861757724,0.0,0.10818435270647968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981157401210977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636770208261226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825380711190358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053220259206974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920320959205946,0.12678494088753414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509562930967608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086055922956656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340621679400278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369258367122601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377246052128888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155881368130406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759863937525552,0.0,0.0,0.13662544001673269,0.0,0.0,0.1256145137454361,0.0,0.1417281484447738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726381988727054,0.18445977297337746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451690584361794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428516557775314
anxiety,Bogaia,2020/03/23,I’m a transplant patient m and everyday in quarantine things get worse Before covid-19 I was already careful and scared.  Two years since my lung transplant I haven’t been sick.  I’m on day 16 of self quarantine.  I can’t sleep and I just need release from the tension.  I’m in a city that is not where my family is and being alone for 16 days really makes you miss people.,1.262666666666668,3.7761363333333335,2.6066666666666656,91.21666666666668,85.66666666666666,6.0,23.0,7.3871296695380915,1.0946000000000002,295,11,60,5,9,95,56,75,0.212,0.7659999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.9163,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,7,3,2,1,0,8,15,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,7,1,6,12,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639976417196025,0.2812864806166068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689957745974514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259885683083776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287764784327108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402953192097953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317377877212264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014651479455234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890037710309593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671430367841431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329430146347493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25519754601860706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659143934796421,0.0,0.0,0.2108544089472726,0.0,0.2550822649085161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934302483905542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489984841854738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597630224811169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414607107108142
anxiety,namesdavemicrowave,2020/03/23,"Does anyone else stress about dying in really illogical & senseless ways, even though you KNOW it's non-sensicle? I picked up a tennis ball that was partially split down the middle to throw to my dog; as I threw it, something small and black flicked out from the direction of the ball and hit me in the chest. 

All of a sudden I'm stressing I've been bitten by a bat, and I'm going to get rabies and kick the bucket. 

Even though I didn't see a bat fly away. Even though I have looked inside the ball and seen the black rubber inner lining has split and there are loose fragments floating around inside it - makes perfect sense! Yet I'm still stressed. 

Welcome to my shitty anxious mind!",6.0568333333333335,6.2266064148148175,5.763101851851853,83.80020833333336,66.33333333333334,8.231481481481481,27.24537037037037,7.645422480735847,1.4164259259259255,546,14,107,5,8,169,94,135,0.12,0.83,0.05,-0.8168,0,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,3,11,0,6,1,1,2,2,14,18,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,3,0,0,5,5,8,2,17,12,1,17,0,0,5,0,2,10,0,0,3,62,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438989537461838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818283522198279,0.0,0.11254039375343257,0.16491289815926585,0.0,0.1432801472543454,0.0,0.0,0.15121837604719904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704130002238285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084894460651842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445356394737473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31891903719146275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409003949071422,0.0,0.09147192854146716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845423420758038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351579578824246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074357676128082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251421251048545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310906835622964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825678067634566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390762634690568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285353478692041,0.0,0.553105065928817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743994079751586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277550855029129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AChangeOfSeasoning,2020/03/23,"Anxiety symptoms without feeling anxious I've been having restricted breathing and chest pains when I exhale. I know I have issues with anxiety and overthinking, and I don't have a cough or fever, so I know it's probably just paranoia. But I don't actually feel anxious. This has all been happening over the past few days, on and off. Anyone else had experience with anxiety symptoms without actually feeling anxious? This is my first time with this, and it's pretty weird lol.",5.681527093596059,7.906225034482762,6.346798029556652,71.69586206896555,68.77011494252875,9.569129720853859,36.56650246305419,9.957137785484203,4.265126108374384,386,21,61,10,7,126,58,87,0.19,0.684,0.126,-0.4059,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,10,7,2,0,1,20,16,9,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,3,7,0,8,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.29799719019971593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504109627684183,0.5174719788187078,0.0,0.10676094522050147,0.1564438891613396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984692334537654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275487769017073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493552882744102,0.0,0.0,0.2316064645514536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298738354528335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501889577997564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936353555360136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782343366323724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246767070855944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457551680338433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533559898355906,0.16462032076727873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31739648227127143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903188731745403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943659017313682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnitaDalenJohansen,2020/03/23,"You JUST have too... 🙄 .... take a shower, eat right, work out and smile a little. Put on some makeup, nice clothes and you will feel som much better.
Get your act together and stop being so selfish and lazy. What about me/us?
You are sad because you decided to be. Just tell yourself to be happy 
I understand you hurt, but you can not think about yourself all the time. There are people who is worse off than you! Now, lets go outside and meet some new people. 

-I know this is ment well from those who do not understand. And the look om their faces when I collapse from exhaustion...
I do not choose this.",0.7382627118644081,3.2583022118644114,1.4862500000000018,97.54259533898306,90.4406779661017,4.644915254237289,17.54449152542373,6.322622252153567,-0.2464762711864408,463,12,99,5,16,142,87,118,0.14400000000000002,0.774,0.08199999999999999,-0.843,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,8,1,2,10,8,0,0,4,0,13,3,1,0,1,24,22,9,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,7,1,1,7,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,2,13,4,10,17,4,13,0,2,1,0,13,5,0,2,5,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325068058228725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881704533222278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068867061266406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223129305701087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563381574414576,0.0,0.11490693670536342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215230707047466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644424484480754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111611237981234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067488358887736,0.0,0.0,0.2026434414820341,0.0,0.0,0.16978527903870996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862993957721518,0.0,0.0,0.1952724537128666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803405650306321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325272732153676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266569949487687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690365103463055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201867461901325,0.0,0.17671943499517873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955259504016198,0.0,0.0,0.11789625537521232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209654159604047,0.24320480746368603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178945368089044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719378211239798,0.0,0.20604475976359896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fisher992,2020/03/23,"Muscle twitching in ONE spot? Hi, I've been having muscle twitching since some time, but since yesterday I have literally CONSTANT twitching in just one spot. It's not even scary, but also a bit annoying. I mean, its typical to have some twitching thought the body, but holy hell, almost constant twitching in ONE SPOT since yesterday (left leg, a little above the knee). Can this be anxiety related?",6.765492957746482,8.45069202816902,6.401521126760564,74.45861971830986,65.33802816901408,9.623661971830987,35.32676056338028,9.888512548439397,3.7982540845070414,318,15,51,7,5,99,48,71,0.161,0.794,0.045,-0.8726,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,4,0,6,8,3,0,0,10,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,4,5,3,10,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,5,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274539559336707,0.0,0.0,0.16191593441277052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488971189506012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104582265981576,0.2248995661523363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375983055161733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337301437157166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998526444615765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029290689509444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055020575316195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115986387804536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024581517458513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073930700496558,0.11806243104204145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bruisedprune,2020/03/23,"Relaxing New Zealand Sounds from Bush and Sea Living in Kerikeri, New Zealand. Went out into local reserve this afternoon to and took some sound footage of local bird and sea life while I did some weeding. Link [here](https://youtu.be/JbyNMhkeyhE). Hope it helps. Love to all.",6.003260869565217,9.48768236956522,4.158869565217394,81.63178260869569,73.13043478260869,7.1582608695652175,30.93913043478261,8.238735603445708,2.819544347826086,223,10,33,4,5,63,38,46,0.0,0.7559999999999999,0.244,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,7,2,3,11,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,4,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191595587405964,0.0,0.0,0.3247527043033123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309469577943844,0.0,0.0,0.2887184715521061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951011170944626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6315748889003762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632731480770821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30310233588128505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rashkeQamar97,2020/03/23,"Im in self quarantine and its only been 2 days. I might possibly have corona and i cant help but being depressed Its been two days I haven’t seen the birds chirp on my balcony.

I havent hugged and kissed my family for 2 days.

I feel like an untouchable which is understandable id never put my family on risk. What should I do?",1.1098757763975158,3.1831177101449306,3.3035610766045562,88.93434782608698,82.04347826086956,7.421118012422363,18.55279503105589,8.418075326091056,0.8822447204968951,258,6,57,6,7,88,48,69,0.213,0.7390000000000001,0.048,-0.8791,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,11,2,0,0,1,9,14,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,2,9,3,4,8,0,8,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,1,5,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514447489430651,0.0,0.20097084158392745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43993439177882815,0.0,0.11798103899023125,0.16669436159650694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639933589268795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520415244401119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399555184942264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753125098443735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996211098337092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746155945025774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630498234212639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23456582842613824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341898823789826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793410428096514,0.24290965940471104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
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anxiety,Oxymoronic23,2020/03/23,"NZ has just gone into Stage 4... All non-essentials shut down. Advised to stay home. Funny thing is, I wouldn't have known if I hadn't gone down to get some baking stuff from the shop and seen the crazy panic.

This caused a huge anxiety spike. It's like, up until know I kept my worry under control, told myself it wouldn't get too bad. Everyone was joking about panic buyers and complaining about the extra stock load (I work in retail). But now it feels a lot more real.

I felt nauseous and shaky. I'm worried about catching it and infecting my bf. I'm worried about my mum, who caught influenza and had a collapsed lung last year. I'm worried about finances and whether I will still get paid. I'm worried about going to get groceries with everyone in a panic.

My bf is really chill and gave me lots of hugs and that made it better. I did yoga and took care of my plants and that made it better again. I wrote down everything that was making me worry and I'm almost back to my base anxiety level. I don't know, it will probably still remain high while this is all going on but right now I feel almost normal.

I know we're going to make it through this. But I just wanted to get the worry out. Thanks for reading this far.",2.2265692659743017,4.273162271255064,3.4557507481077288,89.41413483541629,78.10931174089069,6.07702869213167,20.45572962506601,7.079830092131019,0.474226333392008,959,24,194,11,23,311,142,247,0.12,0.795,0.085,-0.5754,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,15,13,0,4,8,0,15,4,1,6,2,49,51,18,0,5,7,1,3,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,18,14,1,2,7,4,4,8,4,6,0,0,18,4,21,7,29,29,7,36,0,0,1,1,9,16,0,7,11,124,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809718628349828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825556735129066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948390696595258,0.07544969727400475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598382373845786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921315487029168,0.09282814384455138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135028085608982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269227724952071,0.08121283251208491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138093998488843,0.0,0.08676307254078308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360558369223464,0.0,0.15406687482272965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547393484399942,0.09064189733257433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898414897879564,0.07365826362034819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414701197435143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364752921303676,0.0,0.1710081421927163,0.12063659473979277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853698447099383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180660781386965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742707105430852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038789286038912,0.10285337691869822,0.057889133059096584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716988336531691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631540298143856,0.14432871859321894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344451865538563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831945141324064,0.0,0.0,0.06003345376832212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634613862476036,0.10039710588709794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329869769406937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657856599830973,0.642379212189348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819109218264541
anxiety,xReplayed,2020/03/23,Anxiety symptoms make me feel like I’m dying and it’s so scary and depressing I hate this I had a panic attack in around October after I smoked some weed which is my fault. This was after I broke up with my girlfriend which was the first person I fell in love with I don’t know why ever since then I’ve had anxiety and depression with some panic attacks and symptoms like dizziness muscle aches sometimes my heart will skip a beat and it’s so scary that happens once in a while tho I just feel so weak like ima stop breathing and die it’s scary idk if you guys experience that.,2.2365454545454533,4.2224525333333345,3.4145454545454537,90.01227272727274,77.83333333333334,6.363636363636362,22.57575757575757,7.348242739294969,0.7864166666666663,464,14,97,6,11,150,76,120,0.387,0.534,0.079,-0.9921,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,7,14,3,2,4,0,7,6,2,1,1,20,15,13,2,1,2,0,2,3,1,1,3,0,0,2,9,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,10,0,1,4,2,12,4,10,10,2,13,0,3,0,1,5,5,0,3,10,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350522540564452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676280310751746,0.0,0.34955141045574395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646416815026277,0.0,0.3188862778767426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896665459247215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502791046552596,0.0,0.0,0.15535935610222826,0.10975292684805743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067715201444485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211733274870515,0.13585403639727048,0.0,0.0,0.15167729946426578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820516662640603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443074109550555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251668024636256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865659828643512,0.0,0.10254886677812143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636103757758168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605021725957335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414333084110228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708388837010545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194347797880622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284411192496831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31935969410617776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862670465524554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nonexistentpineapple,2020/03/23,"Hypnic jerks while sleeping! Recently I have been having hypnic jerks due to the amount of anxiety I have had and it’s so horrible I wanna cry. It’s only been like this for three days but I have had this happen in the past but not to this extent, before it would only happen a couple times and then it would go away. It is currently 5 am and I still cannot seem to get past them. They scare the shit out of me so much it makes me not wanna sleep. What can I do? I have trazadone and I took one earlier but since it’s so late I don’t wanna take another. The anxiety of the jolt makes me think “Oh god you have sleep apnea!” When I know I don’t. I feel like because of the anxiety jolts it makes me scared to fall asleep. Since I haven’t been sleeping well these past few days i’m kinda delusional rn as well. Any suggestions on what to do? Please I am desperate. 

TL;DR 
Any advice on dealing with hypnic jerks while trying to sleep?",0.4620304796055592,2.756021195876293,2.236678619453162,94.04998431196778,87.04123711340206,5.641954280591666,16.682205289108026,7.079830092131019,0.005244105782160169,728,16,160,11,23,239,103,194,0.141,0.753,0.106,-0.6061,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,0,7,10,4,2,7,0,23,7,7,3,0,24,37,15,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,6,2,2,6,1,21,4,21,29,4,23,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,17,109,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687650492020162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875265881404542,0.11468549064976567,0.2510065557009764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275806775390622,0.0,0.0,0.06667181440655277,0.0,0.09306703947808778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101741759470745,0.12013939066910835,0.14107106088504284,0.11275715170218753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530148608541213,0.07813497827484947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714206303021275,0.0,0.062158309567553735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343360559571665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010768287172591,0.0,0.12337574770785355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068667216080662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190188555676072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040059251545713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411291800071165,0.16636381650184573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132222440880445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005699700959276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799110189635601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189997820021824,0.0,0.0,0.09956765087109667,0.0,0.0,0.11226821099814542,0.1809463700340004,0.0,0.5472521315263242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734417291317173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822337111052478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008080224464328,0.0,0.0,0.06377536594904078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151569364791265,0.07425602813114511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966761182919226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538866528652384,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dontchu,2020/03/23,"Is there anyone out there right now Hi, I just had one of my all time worst nightmares ever. I really just need someone to talk to. I'm visiting home because my family is kind of broken and having younger siblings and 2 parents that suck in their own ways is hard. I need to be the strong one right now but I have fears of my own. I typically have my boyfriend to comfort me but he's visiting his parents right now and also he's asleep because it's the middle of the night.  I have no one to talk to and I have a terrible migraine to make matters a little bit worse. Anyways hope I can hear back from someone, and if not that's okay, I at least got to throw my thoughts into the void and that was a little therapeutic in its own way.",2.645980392156861,3.9761042679738594,4.036094771241832,88.83492647058826,74.94771241830065,6.930065359477124,25.8218954248366,7.492282038375204,1.1659503267973856,575,20,125,7,12,190,90,153,0.155,0.779,0.066,-0.9166,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,11,9,1,1,7,1,12,2,1,1,2,22,21,10,0,4,6,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,3,4,2,17,5,18,16,7,23,0,0,0,0,12,11,1,2,7,90,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698776175242713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228910850854094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248769314083476,0.0,0.17835359745360171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971038385741604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232734274025548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790884076667936,0.16461650116240698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700117841715545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131046771461625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487904148516366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674042347454358,0.1452986077422219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233813472751925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932412755690155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764946189118638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694380938526392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728290488343026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29738891151081914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248746368509778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371688093088128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747916260940253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479014522329855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351641214459797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613762302238252,0.08530265785607162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223579317051746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908162764977986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Admirable-Banana,2020/03/23,"Struggling This is my first post on Reddit and I am not sure that this is the right place to put it, but I need to put this somewhere and it may be a long read. I have suffered from general anxiety and mild depression for most of my life. I have generally been able to overcome my disabilities for the most part. My mother was my role model and I learned from her that you can pull up your boot straps and go about your daily life like any other person does. That is how I have made it this far in life. Pulling up my bootstraps... going about my day to day business and just accepting that life is not the dream that you would have it be. Instead it has been a ""whatever it takes to get the job done at whatever cost is necessary"" and I have been able to do so with considerable success up until a few months ago. Now I find myself falling apart and writing this at 4:30 AM with nearly no sleep. A few months ago I decided to walk away from my job because it had become such a toxic environment that I could no longer pull up those infamous boot straps and just be a part of the daily grind. My thought at the time was that I had some retirement savings I could utilize until I could gain employment and screen out employers that would have negative effects on me. I expected that the holidays (Christmas/New Years) would not be prime hiring times and that turned out to be the case. Although I put plenty of applications in with companies that I am more than qualified to work for, there was no response. I then thought for sure that February would bring job opportunities and surely I would gain employment. I even had a few interviews that I thought went extremely well. Then... Corona virus. Now it seems that nobody wants to hire accept for jobs with high risk of infection. My anxiety is now at a peak. My wife is a breast cancer survivor but the amount of chemotherapy that she received has left her with an abundance of health problems not the least of which is a depleted immune system and heart disease. I am now afraid to take any job that involves social contact because of my fear of transmitting the virus to her. I feel like I cannot fix this problem and I feel trapped in a situation that is out of my control. One that I created by abandoning good paying a job. I lost my ability to pull up the boot straps due to a job that was causing me mental anguish that I can't even describe. Now I find myself afraid to do anything due to my anxiety and depression. Please understand that I am not in anyway suicidal. I have no intention of hurting myself and I will find a way to pull up my boot straps again. I just needed to get this out to someone other than myself because I do not have anyone else that I can confide in I cannot say these things to my wife because I need to be as strong as I can for her.",6.148327338129494,6.079186593525183,6.360710431654677,80.40620953237412,66.15827338129496,9.899640287769783,32.303057553956826,9.595489714322824,2.7701,2230,83,446,41,32,715,246,556,0.142,0.7440000000000001,0.113,-0.9428,10,1,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,4,0,10,20,27,0,6,27,0,60,11,3,6,3,84,82,27,1,15,11,3,2,2,0,7,8,1,0,1,43,25,0,2,16,3,2,15,14,14,1,2,17,4,69,13,78,49,11,70,0,6,1,1,21,29,0,5,25,339,112,19,0.14189744590426326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578352419216088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649512908565383,0.0,0.16282673658955873,0.0,0.0,0.049608996728105904,0.0726953509966367,0.058384753766628814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665866070267036,0.0,0.0,0.17299873195752527,0.07835729034256288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288388219703923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957502568317988,0.16994034638144195,0.0,0.0,0.09151211372543892,0.0,0.12221606223297762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208770557041721,0.07260517645050266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926855408522193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372192475308093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983703824025612,0.07174761219039763,0.05068578185322798,0.0,0.0,0.1945375423012739,0.060348947498911225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413555888387675,0.0,0.08064358853531688,0.059508422672887175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541517478625885,0.0,0.08407457830305821,0.0,0.07496122115411971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595207531664759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928396197371224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708599508065264,0.0,0.2004527248964087,0.06932392455197778,0.0,0.0,0.06278738718652767,0.0,0.0,0.07744891216837309,0.0,0.0,0.06713339712566081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714996254180192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326118754018286,0.0,0.0,0.15782273724300405,0.0,0.0685227187366448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048076690839746465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366110610915826,0.0,0.0,0.061949688261984076,0.0741263148190582,0.07788039229980302,0.0,0.0,0.06794926454968662,0.0,0.0,0.13577669206172008,0.0,0.2139691882069888,0.0,0.0,0.07096792268417078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058982174388426,0.0,0.05642127216475886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458905272794092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974933723315854,0.07099996127134196,0.07232328826633466,0.06011462272003284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417100984885656,0.0,0.07760638746592471,0.0,0.2006049952162114,0.0,0.10668921996497456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047135178956706165,0.0,0.0,0.16897608292420402,0.08274154181580827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717183713325429,0.0,0.07386012273427184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184739501519365,0.0563157938881797,0.0,0.0,0.06379142253305538,0.06577017698146473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165151530436392,0.0,0.0,0.2519996858344356,0.0,0.0,0.04568865143591815
anxiety,blueemblem,2020/03/23,"Does anyone else feel anxious when they hear footsteps outside their bedroom? This is my first time posting on this reddit and reddit in general so sorry if the format is messed up, but anyways ! 

Like the title says, I feel anxious when I hear footsteps outside my bedroom. When i’m inside my room, and i hear footsteps, say my mom, I began feeling anxious for no reason whatsoever. It’s not like i’m doing sth that calls for that anxiety. I could be doing sth productive in my room and still have that uncomfortable feeling whenever someone walks outside it. 

So does anyone know what this might be or what triggers it? or if anyone experienced this feeling before.",5.247295081967209,7.462210614754099,5.707344262295084,75.87331147540984,69.90163934426228,7.1750819672131145,32.691803278688525,7.908726449838941,2.7082006557377056,533,25,83,7,10,171,71,122,0.162,0.773,0.065,-0.8919,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,20,21,13,0,3,6,1,5,2,0,1,0,5,4,0,12,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,11,12,2,6,16,0,15,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,5,9,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464579628143912,0.4636093589851824,0.0,0.28694523802806243,0.14015995868376765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640024014364107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968031428315594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921758453132288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394158671280704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427248067370477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34583168739120496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635552854607716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625248620760897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517751461723486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365969443426126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511509805756473,0.0,0.16020958217575926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310092871319529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064534937690007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756558203740106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159037396644512,0.0,0.0,0.15312787005091974,0.0,0.0,0.10924257136850957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976473683214946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heartmyboo,2020/03/23,"Online classes makee anxious and angry So I'm in my second week of online classes. And I like the ones where I just get a video or texts and work with it. However, the ones where we have to be in a video meeting are killing me. They give me anxiety before they start because I have to be on camera. Then once they start everything takes forever! The people don't do their homework so we have to go over lists again and again. It feels like a middle school class not a university course. It makes me soooo angry.",2.279117647058825,4.529658284313727,3.3115294117647056,89.48788235294118,78.90196078431373,6.04078431372549,21.964705882352945,7.1686216300943375,0.7080870588235301,403,12,81,5,10,129,67,102,0.141,0.8109999999999999,0.047,-0.8748,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,4,1,7,3,1,0,7,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,18,8,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,1,13,2,9,16,0,14,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,8,57,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918748048950986,0.26461643601523266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278616440687555,0.0,0.1993148936782701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105133720117232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184351611609976,0.16733598677620198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237699062196356,0.22469748241794935,0.13311992013665508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591439315501031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288686668718201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31270447737315993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24945032869304384,0.31744446700652057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238755769650853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370561378687369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315824176571756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611394407330525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878874545059579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052429628036578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iwantsomepoon,2020/03/23,"Should I self isolate? I have been having extreme anxiety will alot going on in my life (multiple assignments being due, family problems, money problems etc). I am unsure of whether things has cause my shortness of breath or if I have the corona virus or something. I do get shortness of breath occasionally when gong through rough times by yeah.",6.135245901639344,8.5707071147541,5.804065573770496,75.17986885245901,68.01639344262296,8.158688524590165,33.511475409836066,8.841846274778883,3.2099219672131145,278,13,43,5,5,86,49,61,0.17300000000000001,0.792,0.035,-0.7717,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,10,3,2,1,0,9,12,5,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,7,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,3,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307329073250144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30983934927432105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336377913547434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843336321287776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758019901141873,0.0,0.17141346098564236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303798580000308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772052838965291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146478490801393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219620940877345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037809095284145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587280411913553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrashAcct2398,2020/03/23,Shaky situation I'm not 100% sure this is anxiety related but i'm sure it's reasonable thinking it is. Sometimes I get very uneasy and shaky for no reason. It's a bit worse than usual and as of now and it's making me a little nauseous. I could feel phlegm in the back of my throat as well. I can usually sleep through it if it happens to last the whole day once it starts but this time I can't and it's almost 2am.,-0.0068131868131864354,2.0119281538461564,2.4820769230769244,93.47542307692308,86.14285714285714,5.837802197802197,20.089010989010987,7.1686216300943375,0.4039925274725271,326,10,76,5,10,112,63,91,0.223,0.748,0.028999999999999998,-0.9394,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,4,0,5,2,2,3,2,19,13,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,6,3,9,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,8,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316910829733168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993417867378166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065507290018378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970251906807385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460476534291111,0.0,0.0,0.11796900872444455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924904293418613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955687508104456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175656837738633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910515098550342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333504688758645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122101287682844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480505429401074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761468142764639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056110361094608,0.183053252944934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809136941158303,0.0,0.1294725310908093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448020372010394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720848655347355,0.0,0.0,0.1066627932737794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029236064902552,0.15092910537220808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446808132800886,0.0,0.0,0.20422493090179825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864122787094986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HypeToHype,2020/03/23,"Woke up feeling horrible and stressed Nearly a week ago today I woke up with a really bad fever. It was just extreme fatigue, eye pain and hard to control eyes, headaches, nausea and some very weird dreams I had. I recovered for the most part I think.  

But ever since I've just felt iffy and off. Maybe I've taken too many supplements. But yes , today I woke up around 3am snd just felt a very strong eerie feeling. I worry for my parents , my boss wants me to work at a pool industry but I'm afraid of bringing the virus home. My life was getting better but now idk .",2.531578947368424,4.401137596491228,3.3472280701754364,91.36926315789476,76.54385964912281,6.314385964912281,23.68070175438596,7.1686216300943375,0.8049396491228071,442,14,93,5,10,140,80,114,0.158,0.733,0.109,-0.3912,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,7,8,0,2,6,1,3,6,2,2,1,24,16,8,0,1,7,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,9,7,10,2,13,7,3,14,0,1,2,0,1,7,0,2,6,50,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269256439675128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633849218520765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532439275892057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232165376883373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584993262799228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601777299625664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856014623785979,0.0,0.3524444626350464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588938030848998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441116934625738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410041197298446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963608733005155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607552379611345,0.1843854184805464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529401304375552,0.0,0.20379372318703454,0.19875034955093335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757712005779695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518219186666143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023854247429405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760171653598865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34793914185931424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30287093347826793,0.10825360558262982,0.0,0.14722058034561944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361555154087065,0.18638854198646895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,odettita,2020/03/23,"My experience coming off Lexapro & Ativan i suffered from anxiety for as long as i can remember. finally in 2016-2017 i saw a psychiatrist who put me on Lexapro mostly for anxiety but also said i has a few symptoms of depression. She also prescribed me ativan for panic & anxiety attacks. I took lexapro every single day as prescribed and saw a therapist regularly. 

I saw the difference in my personality, I was actually happy and able to enjoy things. I could actually wait in a line and be patient. It helped my relationships, i was able to communicate better and was more rational. 

on days that i forgot to take or when my body started building up tolerance i would get vertigo, my ears were EXTREMELY sensitive, i got brain zaps. 

after a year on it i realized that yeah it was helping some what but mostly suppressing. Eventually I felt more depressed cuz i didn’t understand why i could be “normal” with out the drug. Why i couldn’t be this new fun person on my own. 

I tried time and time again to taper off lexapro. by day 3 i would get hit so hard with withdrawal symptoms that i had to go back to taking my normal dose. 

i tried many times to taper off, each time with drawl hit harder than the last time. 

in Feb of 2019 i decided to go to church. 
i started a prayer journal and every day asked God to please take me off this drug or to give me a sign as to when to start tapering off again. 

One day i was driving on the 101, and the song “Whole heart (gold me now)” from Hill Song united started playing. 

When it said “healed and forgiven, look where my chains are now” i was over come with the sudden need to bawl my eyes out uncontrollably. 

it was in that moment, while i was crying that i realized it had been about 7 days since i had last taken Lexapro or Ativan. It took me so long to realize because i had 0 side effects. 

it’ll be a year in May since i came off it, and believe me when i say God is soooo good cuz i have so much peace and joy within my heart. The anxiety comes every now and then but it was nothing like it was before and honestly believe that God gives me the strength to conquer it. 

anyways... guess i just went on here to give someone hope. God is real, give Him a chance. 

My inbox is open for anyone who would like me to pray for them, for anyone who has questions, i don’t judge.",3.8574942704354456,5.108464818181822,5.085169340463459,82.80657754010696,71.81385281385282,8.379017061370003,27.65749936338172,8.841846274778883,2.048165062388592,1814,65,367,34,34,602,227,462,0.085,0.75,0.165,0.9918,0,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,4,20,18,1,2,17,1,38,13,6,3,0,62,78,35,0,10,7,0,2,2,0,5,7,6,0,2,25,24,0,3,9,3,0,11,3,6,0,1,30,13,57,12,63,34,11,75,2,3,5,0,20,26,0,10,40,252,82,0,0.14271205872155274,0.0,0.13926638285027074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412678179917905,0.0,0.15462845600033406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834866860381127,0.0,0.0,0.09978758967875206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670825509641108,0.08117778468874806,0.0,0.05486838203360496,0.0,0.04349797319560976,0.0,0.06071872536612327,0.16078761971551062,0.0,0.0631086092833875,0.0,0.07926046255449126,0.0,0.07965692762239679,0.0,0.08161228812560588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844007029990173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139439663032521,0.0,0.07838124763180511,0.2761124148040612,0.0,0.12291768705884525,0.0,0.0,0.07455186332534199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550068003702634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803615968902948,0.0,0.0,0.06979988886336952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851297830603792,0.0781670423095703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745611604590064,0.2738048215788144,0.08110655177214228,0.05985005196393672,0.05706993517714895,0.0,0.07860671109077816,0.0,0.0,0.07595982011452089,0.06392098655472171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911447671681232,0.09565688471996772,0.0,0.0,0.07087263767219239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163293753828094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972190322682267,0.0,0.0,0.12629568108198616,0.059921093187831814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234381400015827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245489191013784,0.052909591622050674,0.0,0.06891609780420077,0.0,0.0,0.13982751690800066,0.06846803465441907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048352692203416855,0.0,0.0,0.0837209259394692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461066501494425,0.0,0.07832749242467603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173251817513586,0.07993508347855573,0.0,0.0,0.0812187832354734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660967128495873,0.08083247123915795,0.0,0.13575184857680725,0.056745178568995365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805288972019128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604597321183183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020246593961003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833247248303147,0.16095256113564044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284984985334387,0.0474057752361436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804137275128132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855834829727786,0.09689212000636774,0.0,0.0,0.07428414307010305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614775410290671,0.12877543555543985,0.07966645851058954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206782786018974,0.0,0.0,0.09190188681804043
anxiety,Notc1ri,2020/03/23,"Feeling anxious and depressed during quarantine I havent been able to see my boyfriend in more than a week. He always knew how to help me calm my anxiety, but now I don't know for how long i wont be able to see him. I'm so tired already of not being able to go out of my house I just can't stop worrying.

Not knowing when things will go back to normal again makes me so stressed and anxious. Can anyone give me some hope?",3.392333333333333,3.8514960111111134,4.288888888888891,91.03000000000004,72.22222222222223,7.333333333333332,27.222222222222207,7.1686216300943375,1.1018888888888891,331,11,76,3,6,107,66,90,0.171,0.6920000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.6486,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,1,0,9,1,0,3,0,18,21,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,3,11,2,11,15,2,11,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,2,7,49,12,0,0.5067844765255752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864164239467656,0.0,0.14056176070908175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922957913731795,0.3816814720051549,0.0,0.11811849643755888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989532683643906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454975756776367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541515283369455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205128286173118,0.19201153124155265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322898401893525,0.0,0.0,0.1677837780700657,0.0,0.19492041457474385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567699649293976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494961047158967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276085777559157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551372882080148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692277427890131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123150489402836,0.1935066352046775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222836249230407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941580682526647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550397943347595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155474527187303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,necronautilus,2020/03/23,Teeth clenching 😬 Anyone got any tips for this bullshit. From what I understand this is primarily an anxiety and PTSD thing. I want to relax my jaw but can’t seem to,2.91,5.028847272727276,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,76.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,26.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.1120787878787883,132,5,26,3,3,44,30,33,0.127,0.7759999999999999,0.096,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721343571147452,0.0,0.30613461841898865,0.0,0.0,0.27981334518402595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200584265591065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677859698878927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643064786237337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658600852585156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165987901599801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360350008812956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hahapleasesaysike,2020/03/23,"This crisis is really driving my anxiety through the roof. I've been in the house for pretty much 3 weeks now, and nothing is getting better. Every day I wake up and turn on the news and shit is even worse than the day before.",4.462318840579711,5.0220576956521725,5.268260869565221,84.60210144927538,69.8695652173913,7.872463768115942,26.20289855072464,7.793537801064563,1.3806898550724638,178,5,36,2,3,58,37,46,0.27399999999999997,0.6679999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.8994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,0,4,2,2,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952205240787994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330568267651619,0.0,0.0,0.2422299238408369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532676442985372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089913033798666,0.0,0.23076078089633106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309413901332668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316027689562456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133773532253613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628010188815473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786405418418832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545839495687468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811400593438864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979093368124949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969484130385492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27911324881032645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DaddyisHome44,2020/03/23,"Death Anxiety I am a ""young"" 26 year old male. Every once and I while I have a sudden panic attack out of nowhere and I realize holy shit I'm going to die someday. One morning I'm going to wake and be life holy fuck where did all my time go. Sometimes my heart bounds and I feel slightly nauseous.The worst part is a fear of nothing. I cant wrap my head around it. What if there is nothing? It scares the shit out of me. You can argue that life is more valuable if there is nothing else. Its logical. But I just dont see it that way. The universe is a wacky place with black holes and what not and quantum mechanics which lends a little bit of hope that maybe there is something strange after we die. Just wondered if other people have sudden random realizations and panic attacks like this.",1.7013762486126502,4.074437591194972,2.7519866814650378,91.99082130965591,81.8930817610063,4.999038105808364,22.56048834628191,6.2272716619740125,0.4190004439511652,623,21,126,5,17,198,105,159,0.264,0.6779999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9894,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,7,14,6,4,7,0,14,8,5,0,1,27,24,12,3,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,12,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,11,0,1,1,3,13,3,11,22,5,18,0,0,2,1,4,6,3,6,9,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013019126358325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788300935759015,0.0,0.3012966336856862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456973508202733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27486475287727463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519674763934235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106209830230966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157063515504892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901074925989766,0.06695617526495944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242133458363673,0.0,0.0,0.2257741860580807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590243130480978,0.0,0.0,0.1569198480152493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315242047620001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870661248612106,0.06469434592526087,0.1327209054922067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330349689907397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811853532751817,0.0,0.1389538520638223,0.1410243357136873,0.08973208277602175,0.0,0.0,0.31073566803193503,0.0,0.1433993360608216,0.0,0.09180423843216524,0.0,0.1383520475524529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257679697864447,0.0,0.10552261123660664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718570709172381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194436672514014,0.1309680266082223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721591013803362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510984409504692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360522361838246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527495925703843
anxiety,babrii97,2020/03/23,"I'm getting out of control Since the coronavirus has become more of a widespread worry my OCD has become out of control. When I touch ""high risk"" things which is basically anything that could have came in contact with something outside my house within 7 days I have to wash my hands 3 times with 3 different soaps then with hand sanitizer. I put all things that come to me either from the mail or from the grocery store in ""quarantine"" for a week. Which basically means I wrap it with a towel and put it in a closet or a bigger box. Then after that week I wipe it down with a lysol wipe then wash my hands 3 times and then it is good. I have also let my OCD about not having anything plugged in unless it is being used take over and my ocd about locks and not leaving the house. I feel like I am in bird box because I am just terrified of being outside my house and opening the door. I am also terrified of not able to have food later on due to the economy or something so I am barely eating which had me lose 5 pounds in a week and all I do is sit around.",6.427138667783829,5.162036548387096,6.840041893590282,81.1592836196062,66.00460829493089,9.5498952660243,31.248010054461666,8.296473431620573,2.083077419354839,829,25,175,9,11,271,113,217,0.077,0.882,0.040999999999999995,-0.8107,3,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,13,0,21,7,3,3,2,34,29,18,0,1,9,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,13,17,2,2,2,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,2,5,21,2,34,23,4,35,0,1,0,0,2,16,0,3,15,127,34,0,0.12691069499188365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298087386687635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088733769726081,0.11297742517260415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773635817245689,0.2803257835032447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515202567579924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932232629459837,0.0,0.0,0.2846822717376601,0.10132786313378016,0.0,0.0,0.08184689920992311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325946647020121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986132426643515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641698606276178,0.09066502586015758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534609161420862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630560008749134,0.0,0.0,0.10644666972205136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408811713958835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393137079936699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438010153864974,0.0,0.12977478409185586,0.0,0.062002155066217986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198060519736205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824295199128134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516060287201403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498183835622173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954041066006509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542104840302884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862765307272284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480052936770829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961009287797346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30540031316212657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888397115599232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mnt_97,2020/03/23,"Just need a reminder that it will all be okay I don’t want to bore you with too many details but i developed really bad depression and anxiety when i was 17/18 during my senior year of high school and over the years i’ve been able to overcome the depression (i mean it’s always there but i’m not suicidal anymore so i think that’s an accomplishment) but since then the anxiety has just gotten WAY WAY worse.

I’m now 22 turning 23 this year. since I graduated in 2016, i haven’t done anything. no jobs, no school, nothing aside from stay home in bed. my mom has been supporting me and has been my rock these past years. My anxiety is so bad that I can’t even leave my bedroom to get a snack without almost having a panic attack. 

I’ve been thinking a lot lately how I think i’m ready to fight this and get some kind of professional help to get my life back on track and really start to live my life the way I want to but sometimes it just feels really hopeless. I guess I just need to hear from someone that isn’t family that I can beat this and that I won’t be a prisoner to my own mind forever...",4.0597368421052655,4.585782692982459,5.1915087719298265,84.91489473684213,70.75438596491226,9.062456140350877,26.60350877192982,9.21078282632365,1.8775803508771929,866,26,189,17,15,287,130,228,0.223,0.687,0.09,-0.9887,1,0,0,0,1,1,16.0,0,1,0,2,13,12,2,1,10,1,20,3,0,1,1,33,41,15,1,4,10,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,13,7,1,0,5,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,7,2,24,3,19,30,4,21,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,4,12,117,37,7,0.11025223056626816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040168301040844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173868795317897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25302796382870885,0.0,0.1093405870636299,0.0,0.0,0.09072819165717988,0.0,0.0,0.12542782879791878,0.0,0.08477715984141303,0.1841120145681732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992016926510152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282631062614358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282055847546913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393599078063548,0.0,0.05574684048317498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280671993361282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145526191512583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426227673623146,0.0,0.07389974613129223,0.1164875348607627,0.11059197667537572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940832663876243,0.0,0.0,0.11481073206442477,0.0,0.0,0.12436931832789272,0.11674119300430315,0.0,0.0,0.1557488219895548,0.0,0.0,0.09735473950451563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373250377036584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177845702234417,0.0,0.12009700063559685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132332349394868,0.1291260799263488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350126392789388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578998874743607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935723739939034,0.0,0.0,0.10524822937542697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189120621138832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231622868374657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824035688790622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341635717678773,0.0,0.10904227517227504,0.0,0.07803709625992107,0.11751420825758375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059804557836945,0.12511292469855806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193553267073711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119922767131109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300592442495602,0.26253926641376485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627921590585984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235644205859673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28399528689322884
anxiety,jc1254,2020/03/23,"Life with a front line health worker I live with my boyfriend, and so far through the pandemic I’ve actually been quite calm. I have suffered from pretty bad health anxiety in the past, so I am unsure why I have been so calm through this pandemic right now. I suppose I’m not complaining but it feels weird to feel calm right now. However, I do feel a ever growing sense of fear as my boyfriend is a paramedic. He deals with patients all day and with the virus spreading further and further north of Toronto, it’s making me feel nervous every time he comes home. I hope I can retain the calmness I’ve managed so far but his job is definitely making me scared for him and worries for myself. I just keep telling myself to trust his work protocols, and trust that if he felt he were in any danger of being exposed he would figure out how to manage that with me before he got home. Still scary though.",7.455391414141418,6.539696534090911,6.9878030303030325,79.79406565656565,63.77272727272727,9.640404040404043,34.89646464646465,8.515128840125781,2.6813934343434362,714,27,139,8,9,223,111,176,0.16899999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.159,-0.2715,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,11,15,1,3,7,0,12,3,0,3,2,32,24,15,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,5,12,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,8,0,0,5,5,19,7,20,17,1,20,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,2,7,84,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.15233012744569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615268749485772,0.0,0.11941532419842925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033616270592102,0.0,0.0,0.1328287700744778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446548508462974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067095512839357,0.16093123689863628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120050179945226,0.13152015812337325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565479731749287,0.3157134221184993,0.0,0.14987954025147945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484664742386482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318519207057473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31316009223491303,0.15504154998589148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490419238112393,0.13874798264079702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025735529372284,0.0,0.0,0.13783829586585367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839461798226674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901417901009775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880882349366998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603052399131754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666154229293181,0.0,0.0,0.15628235223264852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466088022452584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364374251484374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336649608209033,0.0,0.09102259476143887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085508726915466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364194679449717,0.15852613357698225,0.0,0.11088826618570627,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItsMeDaenerys,2020/03/23,"repost because i need help So ive had pretty bad depression since I was a little kid and I was also diagnosed with anxiety and bulimia recently. I didnt tell my mom because I didnt want her to worry about me or to waste her time on me. A few months ago I tried to kill myself. Twice. I tried to overdose with my dads pain killers but that didn't work. I took too little since I didnt want him to notice some were missing. I also have a boyfriend, kind of, its complicated. Anyways, I told him what has been going on and he told me i was being dramatic and that i need to 'be more serious about this kind of thing because i could make him worry' and i tried to tell him that i need help and uhh he broke up with me. A few nights ago I told my mom most of the story. Ive only told her about my anxiety and suicide attempts and that ive been having suicidal thoughts recently. She just told me to stop being a little kid, and told me to do back to sleep. And theres no way in hell that im going to tell my dad. I also came forth to my best friend and a couple of close friends but they all ditched me when I told them. Now i dont know what to do im still having suicidal thoughts, im cutting myself but i cant go to a therapist because im still and school and dont have any money and my mom doesnt wanna pay for 'nothing, its just a phase'",2.3153755522827666,3.057726271477666,4.1283750613647525,90.1452577319588,74.94501718213057,7.329798723613157,24.166421207658324,7.62386473244151,0.9128421207658324,1039,30,243,13,21,353,137,291,0.217,0.7070000000000001,0.076,-0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,3,19.0,0,0,2,3,17,14,3,0,9,0,29,3,1,1,1,40,51,23,4,7,6,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,11,19,0,1,3,0,2,5,9,9,0,1,22,0,50,5,30,25,7,27,1,3,0,0,33,8,1,3,13,167,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986672273680955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573847753252658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049813782269586965,0.0,0.11207495730262793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056326165055198475,0.06116225018985715,0.17861463575010686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687331636389748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837806226668001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058485656175446675,0.08105179885794732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630917267183071,0.07434910425342771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717012878889468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318842327894996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124892174313916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819836630325716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164983508316621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810423389635562,0.15256109679696886,0.040257311044699394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202528475895288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889619081394081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573751080291337,0.058468942310170226,0.0,0.0,0.1629459962323023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874191606045252,0.0,0.07028714312348157,0.08339773742231914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571134659932527,0.07794515237421236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452348445145264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465476529445193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741348013192248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211894046292466,0.0,0.07330476979372333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699807308864235,0.06124184179213686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403769635579372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207608446361465,0.0,0.0,0.08505106483328996,0.048665286300683515,0.0,0.0,0.11630760202873143,0.042713753406184905,0.0,0.0,0.489967094237853,0.08138552082328768,0.14919963032673905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641169947493957,0.058143923359998725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332823245372187,0.14878165571504326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angelikaaa02,2020/03/23,"Is constant chest tightness normal?? for reference, i am a 23 yr old female, who is generally healthy besides being slightly underweight, and i used to vape a lot (bad i know ) which is another factor in my anxiety/depression/sense of impending doom

for about a week now, ive had a very tight chest. it feels hot and uncomfortable, situated on my right side primarily, and it doesnt go away. ive lost my appetite because of it, which in turn makes me stomach uncomfortable too. i tried to do things to keep my mind off of it, but i get so uncomfortable i just want to lay down. i try taking a shower and i have to get out because i cant breathe. i know i dont have corona, but i still obsessively check my temperature every hour or so. a few days ago, i felt like i couldnt breathe and lo and behold, my first panic attack in a few months. i just want to feel normal again but i genuinely dont know if my anxiety is causing this chest disconfort, or acid reflux. or you know, a collapsed lung from vaping or covid. who knows but thats what my anxiety takes me through every moment of the day. not sure what to do as im scared of going to the doctor/hospital, but im just so tired if this uncomfortable feeling.",4.475204918032786,5.0796157418032815,5.977991803278687,79.36526639344264,69.86065573770493,9.542622950819672,29.59426229508197,9.673873057562805,2.5873,947,35,195,21,16,323,141,244,0.177,0.779,0.044000000000000004,-0.985,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,11,9,1,3,10,0,18,8,7,3,1,47,40,21,0,7,15,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,14,7,0,3,10,0,1,2,6,7,0,1,3,8,29,2,27,35,3,25,1,2,0,0,3,10,0,7,14,128,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767946016755016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273761851889432,0.1858547077545924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819432512197274,0.11412891546892705,0.0,0.1014257993777761,0.14809896754362042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247873621016196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312703474468259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668149017183988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243338884697652,0.0,0.0,0.28473348060726034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469433647594484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842628642803024,0.0,0.1166341855151861,0.0,0.0,0.1033258072565211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693040700052172,0.0,0.13807306060515268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962751923410793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624257457435129,0.0,0.0,0.10797176132267193,0.0,0.0,0.3337949422097568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059346109280965474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260332951259712,0.1032729357167459,0.0,0.0,0.08108490489538353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265421245047148,0.0,0.09695946755022326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380376528710665,0.0,0.0,0.12746663362386335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252368308832747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037382175277954,0.0,0.0,0.12161676525340465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654197776916166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700937303515794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448790149863865,0.0,0.18266681086109124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070199428034956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961660818747798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649458800244046,0.1321289384443056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491462019805203,0.0,0.10022885415294712,0.14329714272499647,0.0,0.09743919567528987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jenkswer,2020/03/23,"Making up my own problems <Just ventiling myself> I used to want attention all the time. It didn't matter from who, I just needed people to see me as someone special and I would do anything for it - mostly make up some story or ""great cousin of mine"". Few years (like two maybe) back I realized that this is not the best thing and that it is maybe kind of selfish and... Well... Generally it's not good to lie to someone. So I started my ""100% transparent and honest"" journey. It was good, purgative almost. But a few weeks back it started to collapse. I figured out that this honest me is not me but something that I made up to (guess what) attract people's attention. And now, everything is even more chaotic, I stopped to trust myself because I feel like every my problem is here just because of wanted attention. I've lost some friends in the process and honestly don't know where to go next... (sorry for chaotic and wrong english, i can't express myself even in my fluent language)",5.21699263502455,6.3920145372340444,5.490425531914895,81.45653846153849,68.52127659574468,7.699509001636662,33.61047463175123,7.882392219407189,2.517809656301147,775,36,140,9,13,246,115,188,0.168,0.696,0.136,-0.6927,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,11,20,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,4,1,42,26,12,0,6,8,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,1,7,0,0,2,6,5,1,1,4,2,20,15,21,21,9,19,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,6,12,105,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185065577658296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657298270336265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178534853901978,0.0,0.17270757250084676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866199293850882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712837870032184,0.0,0.11935350577990853,0.0,0.12731364278233145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162685988460347,0.10120095384661798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944510643044594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050786416810989,0.2376330764253705,0.0,0.1561791400903983,0.15605295209632786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751566452109982,0.07785187856239155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841450269755148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463712897866902,0.0,0.0,0.13404082122584432,0.1891164715489194,0.0,0.28463026885704096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503807947513512,0.0,0.0,0.1506555604888907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964165156379445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27109635571123186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288358780638735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400537956389224,0.10905573447932022,0.0,0.15857523894503506,0.20053341538872216,0.0,0.0,0.1184329580494026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411169948927026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260228656181169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837989807503806,0.0,0.0,0.1223475738878262,0.0,0.0,0.16710786089073984,0.0,0.11363000857219165,0.0,0.12736812122720964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100630226635712,0.15488147437375044,0.0,0.091223513502655
anxiety,LizMS,2020/03/23,"I feel like an asshole for saying this, but... I really wish people understood why this whole quarantine thing is different for me?  Its SO apocalyptic, which I know is rationally stupid.  But (and I'm sure you guys can relate), it's not an inconvenience, it's seriously effing with me!  Maybe I'm just weak?  Ugh.",4.1032758620689656,6.283116568965517,5.820206896551727,73.9954827586207,72.9655172413793,10.157241379310344,25.393103448275863,10.355215969177356,2.9853820689655173,243,8,45,8,5,83,45,58,0.245,0.611,0.14400000000000002,-0.8391,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,9,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,6,2,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320537880029912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512593311063594,0.21917605242551708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037775616090564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860777264092908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988566385288202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082191242162123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269461844177168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654220637789796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439775269069861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891528244590536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382249373239614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768368439882981,0.3425282290938391,0.3528017540988253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twiggy_ziggy,2020/03/23,"COVID in my building possibly Hey all.  This is going to be a bit all over the place.  First time poster, long time worrier.  

I’m always conscious of hand washing/avoiding sick people/etc.  Some of my friends call me a germaphobe.  I just don’t like being sick.  I have mild asthma (use my inhaler maybe twice a year), something called pectus excavatum which is a chest wall deformity which sort of restricts some lung function, and most notably occasional (what’s been deemed idiopathic) nonsustained ventricular tachycardia.  I’ve never had pneumonia or have needed to go to the ER or anything for previous illnesses as a result of any of these, I’ll mention.

As the title suggests, I have reason to believe (not confirmed) a tenant two floors below my unit in my apartment building of ~30 units has contracted COVID19.  I overheard some conversations between her and her boyfriend, as well as phone calls (they were outside doing these things for some reason).  

She pulled up in a cab and he said something like “I can’t believe they let you leave.”  She talked about how “they wouldn’t test me even though I have the symptoms,” etc.  She then is on the phone with someone saying how sorry she was, and “my friend’s roommate tested positive and I’m just so sorry” etc etc.  Then she went in and then he was on the phone with his mom, saying “she has all the symptoms and they wouldn’t even test her.  Stay in stay away from people they don’t know how to handle any of this” etc.  So maybe I’m misinterpreting, however this seems like they’re talking about the elephant in the room, COVID19.

How fucked am I?  Should I not leave my unit under any circumstance?  Will I die from this?  Obviously that’s hard to answer.  I’m not sure what to do or how scared I should be.  Needless to say I’m very scared.",3.5266095132743343,5.949037312684367,3.822388458702069,86.52659153761064,75.57817109144544,6.479387905604721,25.932983038348087,7.531066641456977,1.3948000737463129,1415,52,267,19,32,439,184,339,0.11199999999999999,0.831,0.057,-0.9402,1,1,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,5,1,15,10,1,2,16,0,29,10,3,9,6,48,43,25,1,5,8,1,2,3,2,5,6,4,2,0,12,9,0,1,6,0,0,4,9,3,2,3,7,7,35,7,41,27,13,33,0,0,0,1,37,18,1,10,12,178,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486261555673382,0.0,0.0,0.1835489583902292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403800821367383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453019239138554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273175829412016,0.0,0.0,0.09822442108918326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756096433277409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337511483255156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017041300990966,0.1188492575031817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765288124442655,0.0,0.0,0.13902188141592473,0.0831762243433607,0.0,0.0,0.10226455170511678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059584450010647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049445402277469686,0.0,0.0,0.19053141584008815,0.0,0.09200087315848404,0.0,0.13186504089489962,0.0,0.0,0.07962101042358599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807748047171646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537229489054802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667119431156517,0.06939075177161504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062374176506696875,0.0,0.09399996319860636,0.0,0.0,0.10142815563148593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500919892879225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558249385850697,0.21464432111802387,0.1801522168619432,0.0,0.0,0.08190571181475108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623166398025705,0.13852728441673876,0.0,0.201429088820237,0.0,0.19179304155148647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479607731662699,0.1870274776864444,0.0,0.14462966735212165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977236421512959,0.0,0.08839550296890507,0.0,0.10492497711058807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788804912333667,0.0,0.0,0.0777055752573503,0.0,0.07423503754421854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089423283932437,0.0834035015893437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793801518467049
anxiety,asterixoveroburix,2020/03/23,"Overthinking everything that is not usefull to me, can't think or focus more than 10 minutes on the things matter What the hell is wrong with me?  I will push my psych about this.  Im on 150mg lustral and 2ml abilify",1.2747727272727258,3.6882442045454593,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,84.22727272727272,6.247272727272727,22.43636363636364,7.554174236665415,1.00886,171,6,36,3,5,55,39,44,0.168,0.8079999999999999,0.024,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481461881014929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386176186984156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33127478297025703,0.31950888299640673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451854242110175,0.0,0.0
anxiety,s197-98,2020/03/23,"Losing people I love most over my mental issues I met this girl and she became everything to me, we went on so many vacations and I spent so much on her. After about a year I would brake and be upset about things that she did, and she said that she loves someone else. I can’t get over this. Everyday I see her sending text or being alone and since I live with her I am around all the time. When I try to explain my anxiety and the triggers it’s often times things she does. She says I am thinking too much about myself in this situation because when we argue I say some of this comes from the things she does and when I say that she gets upset and emotional over the fact she does so much to tip toe around my emotions. I try to tell her I’ll change but it’s been a hassle to find any help. I want to be her boyfriend but she says that won’t happen with how I am now and that she loves someone else. I don’t know how I can continue being friends with her after all of this especially if she ends up with that guy because I did sooo much for it to be me and up until this point it was mutually shared. I’m panicking. I feel like I have lost everything I have done for comfort and happiness and I can’t find it in myself alone.",2.497,3.6787000846153854,3.7761538461538464,91.14384615384616,75.07692307692308,7.046153846153848,22.23076923076923,7.554174236665415,0.6219846153846156,962,24,220,12,20,315,130,260,0.073,0.7929999999999999,0.133,0.9623,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,2,17,13,1,2,6,0,21,4,1,3,3,43,40,25,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,5,0,2,20,21,0,1,6,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,10,7,49,8,33,23,8,28,0,2,1,3,38,12,0,5,14,165,69,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159489353337729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089548414582147,0.0,0.07975311245782622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856142032768956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710308774088572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028564700672032,0.08980456256879378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736970034214315,0.10668681797154997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417968663536684,0.2345407530005816,0.09233704365663577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739140241340746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527133519664996,0.07447822657668902,0.0,0.0,0.19057035488626894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054546053776157,0.0,0.10893557818505273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322667012228462,0.09219041345622897,0.110979052258144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987845937617722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881284539961304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729461660784978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093265577828585,0.0,0.09205713910651636,0.0,0.0,0.11663222486358404,0.11380425471777192,0.0,0.28227668746802576,0.0,0.0,0.10569598377632564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506230953390117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065512362569502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227577013383796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855260066281624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916829367573186,0.3316240680039409,0.0,0.0,0.08307598999685369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623899976151657,0.117184523758386,0.0,0.0,0.17666613112448798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112154896668366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778279882724784,0.06680098956311809,0.0,0.0,0.12158130097523387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156162604620814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149100701674009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664339710491224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405820335643595,0.0,0.0,0.06713539002873185
anxiety,yungnog,2020/03/23,"I have a doctors appointment, should I be going? (Coronavirus) Hi there! I have an appointment on April 3rd for a doctor I’ve been trying to go to for months now. I’ve been having an extreme issue with panic disorder / agoraphobia that has kept me home bound /made me quit my job / extremely depressed. How should I go about this? They are not willing to do video calls / or phone appointments.",3.0693493150684965,5.8454387260274006,3.809845890410962,84.00052226027398,79.54794520547945,7.485616438356162,24.19349315068493,8.472884824447931,1.952069863013698,309,11,56,7,8,98,56,73,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.8819,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,4,0,12,2,0,2,0,9,17,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,8,9,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,39,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421825343553529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042787681011081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27182348128783096,0.4855180097580405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043766249769267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379061986363079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24754942917118214,0.2353599227744253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244210361994796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893110892435061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27827415279969137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252265162770092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610264835534197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mjpenslitbooksgalore,2020/03/23,"As if i needed another reason to be anxious I live in a duplex in the second floor and the apartment beneath me has been empty for some time. Now i have new neighbors and I’m EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE 
Ik I’ll have to get used to them. But more than anything i just privacy and i feel like i have less of it when the downstairs is occupied. If i can hear them i know they can hear me. Ugh...one day I’ll have a house...one day...",-0.7507948717948736,1.419599766666671,1.7944444444444478,94.52807692307694,95.77777777777777,4.991452991452992,19.145299145299145,6.67199483983844,0.25409401709401713,329,11,74,5,13,112,61,90,0.1,0.8690000000000001,0.031,-0.6867,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,2,0,13,18,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,13,1,10,16,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,7,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639434487053466,0.0,0.2843644962557268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713868201313906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246686403969813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272738589094072,0.17982410428326698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150986316474775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673985947907516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833510255713452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229744534084391,0.0,0.2222675450745854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866422977186397,0.0,0.24310637163598656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588032994878637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677610860506654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173995604720718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bravespider9,2020/03/23,"Is there a name for this type of anxiety? 25F here. I have really bad anxieties related to my own body, specifically, bodily discomfort. 

I have serious documented white coat syndrome, which includes awfully high blood pressure at the doctor’s office and passing out when having blood drawn... Even for a finger prick. 

I have to hold back tears anytime I call to make a doctor’s appointment. My voice shakes when speaking with my doctor, and my body gets cold/sweaty/shaky. 

I’ve chalked this up to white coat syndrome, but something else I’m experiencing has been causing me a lot of distress and sadness, so I’m not looking for more answers:

I’m terrified of pregnancy/giving birth, to the point that I’m considering giving up the idea of motherhood despite so desperately desiring to have a biological child of my own. Whenever I hear my sisters talking about their pregnancy/birth experiences, I feel sick/lightheaded. The thought of my body changing and feeling uncomfortable terrifies me. The thought of having IVs hooked up to me and needles stabbed in my back and wearing a gown and hurting terrifies me. The thought of enduring labor terrifies me. The whole concept of breastfeeding terrifies me. 

So here is my question: in effort to better understand this issue, I’m wondering if anyone has similar experiences and if anyone has a name for sort of bodily anxiety. 

TLDR; I have anxiety related to my body feeling uncomfortable/in pain in addition to white coat syndrome.",7.829459093982417,9.215740199233716,8.210673878746906,63.541419878296175,62.716475095785434,12.271444669821953,41.02343926076177,11.892052765847286,5.731820193824658,1196,67,180,40,17,394,139,261,0.231,0.72,0.049,-0.9944,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,12,11,1,4,14,1,13,14,9,2,0,34,31,16,0,3,4,1,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,11,0,1,11,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,4,12,24,1,34,27,5,17,0,2,4,0,11,10,1,6,5,118,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467320560579181,0.0,0.0,0.15846011958587986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425915199513245,0.09461039857545724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021484441239603,0.0,0.503454283854345,0.0,0.0,0.11570374607299228,0.0,0.0,0.1164021593918149,0.11986857930008425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479374720256365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946572475502775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484120010321696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168084772821786,0.0,0.0,0.17188114995556705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920060019904415,0.1086987492889808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277103350097276,0.0,0.0,0.11971985780611168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213023416239852,0.1279149305204959,0.0,0.11826780312452195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515315103639876,0.0,0.0,0.09633341487234863,0.0,0.0,0.07563632939220602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057146213976146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071160259599372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269348515972456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259027073387357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723275542980018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107551954939276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698701049536951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796130392685066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650828207407433,0.0,0.0,0.12288152600054222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SilentMemeLurker,2020/03/23,Anxiety over everything. I am so tired about getting anxious over every single thing. Like even if I have nothing to be anxious about I give myself something to be anxious about. Is just painful.,4.072714285714287,7.193124200000002,4.005357142857147,81.93089285714288,78.42857142857143,5.785714285714287,34.464285714285715,7.1686216300943375,2.7865714285714294,157,9,24,2,4,48,26,35,0.34299999999999997,0.597,0.06,-0.8702,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163775671234954,0.7604019769036895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819022897877665,0.0,0.18903624852400824,0.0,0.20164379135940672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722086881394447,0.21523028124382407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961286038598256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528319727767325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387389907985873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727262788913517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905739464810305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578732787412393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Modest_MaoZedong,2020/03/23,"Anxiety / nausea I work in an emergency department. Lately, with the impending doom that we are expecting to be brought on by COVID-19, I’ve been having sudden debilitating episodes of nausea. Several times I’ve genuinely felt like I’m being struck by food poisoning or a bug. Could this be my anxiety?

Does anyone else have anxiety that is this strongly manifested in one symptom? I’ve been beyond clean and safe, especially the last 72 hours as I worked 3 shifts in a row, so I would be really surprised if I picked up a bug. The most likely explanation is anxiety- we had a few deaths today and just a really crazy day. I thought I coped with it well but as soon as I shut my eyes it just all hit me and suddenly I feel ill.",4.129897567221509,5.757886816901412,5.7318693982074285,76.96044174135727,71.67605633802816,10.234058898847632,29.106274007682448,10.436869588844218,3.2808647887323943,576,23,111,18,11,196,100,142,0.13699999999999998,0.787,0.076,-0.7559999999999999,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,2,0,0,3,6,8,1,0,9,0,14,5,1,1,1,22,20,10,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,6,7,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,6,3,13,6,15,7,3,18,1,1,1,0,2,7,0,3,11,72,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616814034763524,0.0,0.0,0.12834709224168245,0.18807550112418986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465550656207567,0.0,0.0,0.11837886750586063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063167972526365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333804511102758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281176809915516,0.0,0.1762431896532689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195745513483667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807663462217244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962318581640144,0.20705992001075246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935303525272156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243827507277102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518220731064934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736679085770104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078566372337447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572349326457232,0.10703337096148158,0.0,0.1739902613536168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650394914646523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26726288521920605,0.0,0.0,0.1303933925531019,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sickofthismess1,2020/03/23,"Has anyone ever feel like you have to constantly check your pulse because if you don’t, you start thinking that your heart will stop? If I don’t continuously check my pulse I keep thinking my heart isn’t pumping and I start panicking.",4.081666666666667,6.3952531111111135,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,73.44444444444444,7.166666666666668,26.805555555555557,8.07648339933343,1.6975555555555553,190,7,36,3,4,59,30,45,0.11699999999999999,0.826,0.057,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,9,12,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,1,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297348017388876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951834414948224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827842598494455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670549852652034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323138055844413,0.18694500015488927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6201866274609511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325941479102183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784414694080193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37043839950089535,0.0,0.0,0.2187770818291499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353493115565812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,feywildling,2020/03/23,"I feel like my friends are drifting away from me, and I know it's just anxiety, but I can't stop Kinda like it says on the title. With the quarantines that are going on, I can't see my main group of friends in person anymore. We all play D&D together, and we would regularly hang out together outside of the game. We had movie nights, they would sleep over at my apartment since nearly everyone else is in the dorms on campus, and hell, some of them even sleep in the same bed as me and we'd all cuddle. We're that close of a friend group. Messaging each other over Discord wasn't as much of a concern before because we could all talk in person pretty much every day. But now that our campus is closed for the rest of the semester, we can't see each other. Discord is our only way to really interact until we can get a group meet up scheduled for when businesses open back up and stuff.
I try to talk to them at least once a day, but I very rarely get anything in return, and if I do it's not much. I also started dating one of my friends but our first date has been on hold because of the virus stuff, which puts us in a weird place. So to hear so little from any of them is flaring up my anxiety so, so bad. I felt like crying because all but two of them didn't respond when we said it was time to watch the movie streaming tonight that we had planned last week. It just feels like I'm getting so little interaction from them and that I'm putting in more effort than I'm getting back because they all are just tolerating me at this point or just want someone to run their D&D game or that the one I'm dating doesn't like me anymore.
I know I'm being ridiculous, but I know that in the past I've made friends that I couldn't see in person and they all drifted away too. I'll always try to interact but then one day I realize that they just don't talk to me anymore and it sucks. I really don't want this to happen with the friends I have now, I love them so much and I don't want to lose them. But it's disheartening to not get a lot of interaction back from them.
Just asking for more attention feels concieted to me. I've never been good at communicating when things are wrong with people I care about, and this just feels even harder to talk about. They probably don't think it's a big deal, we'll see each other again, but to me I'm just afraid they don't care, even if I know that's not true.
TL;DR : My friends aren't messaging me as much during the quarantine, which is our only way of interacting after seeing each other a lot before, and my anxiety makes me think they hate me even though I know they don't.",5.871552991886411,4.995630650735297,6.3240238336714025,83.13360294117648,66.94117647058823,9.488742393509128,29.78803245436105,8.641336200584522,1.94136784989858,2070,60,451,27,29,673,218,544,0.098,0.775,0.127,0.9428,0,3,0,0,0,0,47.0,15,0,17,4,32,28,4,1,21,0,38,4,2,2,8,93,82,41,0,9,24,0,5,5,7,3,0,3,2,3,30,31,0,2,14,3,0,7,18,10,0,5,10,14,69,18,70,65,24,74,1,2,6,2,66,35,2,8,35,315,99,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052596954227199885,0.05472664642162946,0.142525456238365,0.0,0.04472645824700911,0.0,0.1509436446083242,0.0,0.19568113893732592,0.0,0.0,0.05412383560391064,0.0,0.06148690052535145,0.0,0.12358782595432732,0.15172125593203026,0.054915943033699975,0.16037328795768505,0.0,0.11193236043176953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411560451466836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251270109993469,0.0,0.07224623053360342,0.12725034224276446,0.06780689606313611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054943136192920884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737642011163947,0.0,0.05541480860981544,0.06284690066650568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330229457740998,0.0939734690136791,0.06315036535898777,0.0,0.0,0.055944682516877314,0.0,0.0,0.3557009666825796,0.0,0.17181286819644095,0.0,0.03737911052807826,0.05516549917585355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058160977781651274,0.0,0.0,0.06493513389859994,0.0,0.0,0.07412856924617439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072979600636702,0.053612050877372516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066166481007488,0.13183941394886312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358079852994881,0.0,0.11183211154432272,0.059360792995759123,0.06223400314549472,0.0439025775043933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417458466186316,0.0,0.050726562368881185,0.0,0.0,0.061721521603357025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004384766690733,0.1337041647100906,0.10004344597140488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278575336145248,0.04559725142030871,0.1722858037531846,0.06871657784542347,0.0,0.06217474683737542,0.0,0.0,0.06691263670164123,0.07091213983971845,0.0,0.0,0.1322358140860691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426902819234833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625631745089956,0.05230364885009317,0.0,0.0,0.2620544060521959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054406357027814135,0.0,0.1316367710342412,0.0,0.055727458755677084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465529720347322,0.0,0.0,0.0549874061973865,0.0,0.0,0.15058385915048345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114565890703906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369525453872575,0.08428665680336679,0.06461956211742627,0.0,0.03835153287408893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930822933251134,0.0,0.06424859929472512,0.0,0.07911427838734464,0.0,0.0,0.0542678695042389,0.11638011889066995,0.10441173675206028,0.0527574379672697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344350151998704,0.07191013957691554,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Geezler,2020/03/23,"there’s been mild earthquakes in my area, i’m anxious there’s going to be a bigger one hello, earlier this week we had a minor earthquake (5.7) in the early morning which which woke me up from my sleep. i live on the top floor of an apartment building and i felt the building swaying back and forth and it felt like it was going to fall over. 

since that happened i haven’t slept a full night and every little noise wakes me up in a full panic that we’re having another earthquake. Well there was another smaller earthquake about 2 hours ago which i didn’t feel but now i’m really starting to worry that there’s going to be a really big one soon and i’m afraid it’s going to happen while i’m in bed again. 

i should also mention that i’ve never ever felt an earthquake before in my life until the big one a few days ago. i guess i’m just looking for advice on how to relieve this anxiety, maybe some of you are in an area where they are common? what do i do if there is another one? I have major anxiety with death so i think that is playing a big part in all of this. 

TLDR: experienced my first earthquake and now i can’t sleep a full night & i’m very concerned there will be more and my apartment building is going to fall over.",3.619587673611111,4.512804144531252,4.752760416666668,86.31897569444445,72.0078125,7.095138888888887,25.550347222222207,7.1686216300943375,1.0850258680555551,975,29,201,9,18,321,136,256,0.076,0.8809999999999999,0.042,-0.8773,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,1,2,19,6,0,2,15,0,21,5,4,1,3,24,44,14,1,2,3,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,15,9,0,0,5,1,0,7,4,2,1,5,10,6,20,4,28,29,9,55,0,0,1,0,5,28,0,3,21,141,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359335151385624,0.2060885077277421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296115233056584,0.0,0.12595150083335346,0.0,0.0,0.3656793210812267,0.17785434341758638,0.1313238579961678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938529484398941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891600532485316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749684629915247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051503343743618,0.09794149756835553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877700765784921,0.0,0.33484053326600466,0.0,0.0,0.09887800976215283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303238028548036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805706651350035,0.0,0.20559028919810424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144779927563133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210734118235789,0.05679147667591775,0.11650811366692004,0.10264653960275763,0.0,0.09761659417418417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167838121007878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965537569361567,0.0,0.0,0.21817627488691346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150827116758061,0.0,0.0,0.13638856063092808,0.0,0.12588209885680826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893915591953635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961591354048076,0.0,0.2326580712555717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227886934417461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744851565804159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959143691447814,0.0,0.0,0.09324479524537732,0.0,0.1045182917246214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805252630312595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImJustTired__,2020/03/23,I can’t even be comfortable on the internet I get nervous talking to anyone anytime. Even people on the internet. I don’t know why. I know I’ll never see them again but every time someone tries to talk to me I have a mini panic attack. I’m having a hard time even posting this. I just feel like everything I do and say is being judged by everyone.,0.9941666666666648,3.2878200833333366,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,84.27777777777777,6.377777777777778,22.88888888888889,7.645422480735847,1.3678555555555558,274,10,53,5,8,96,52,72,0.16699999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.077,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,2,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,7,14,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,9,2,6,12,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,5,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906708988939954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253388955834465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224290603480363,0.0,0.1796213902135909,0.20371175055062235,0.19160102051705652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779504183841346,0.15230265673462065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138274052096184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097596162503014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343268019944565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415364524819104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442492326574526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501320020419336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779879053094433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041766573523177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953688653601415,0.0,0.0,0.1698844691790736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806348134349101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427073687656833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24862508143521425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474170995673594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237040887837786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marvelandtwd,2020/03/23,"Coronovirus is ruining my family’s financial status My (19F) family has always been struggling with money. It’s improved over the years but over the past year or so it’s gotten really hard. We are in debt and have maxed out a lot of our credit cards. With the coronovirus my father can’t work and our already scary money problems have gotten rly bad. In the next month we will probably be flat out broke and may lose the house. I have four siblings and I am a full time college student and idk what to do. I’m rly anxious and now I have a rly bad stomach ache from thinking abt it. We r low on food and if we have to be in quarantine idk if we have enough to sustain ourselves. I pay for my college, my phone, my snacks, and help with bills when I can but I can’t work right now with everything going on. I don’t want people saying it will be ok bc it most likely won’t, but I need some kind words to help me through this.",2.3060937499999987,3.8749032552083342,3.532708333333337,91.108125,76.34375,6.466666666666668,22.9375,7.1686216300943375,0.6823375,723,21,157,8,16,235,116,192,0.215,0.687,0.099,-0.9727,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,7,0,0,3,4,12,0,1,8,1,23,3,1,0,0,34,30,16,0,5,6,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,19,2,0,1,0,6,1,4,8,0,1,3,2,22,4,21,20,5,22,0,4,0,0,12,12,0,7,10,105,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189395155651448,0.0,0.14280778476761471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938901634019472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866034988750079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733703175321816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424768284347348,0.0,0.3235901653310149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753259027818735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975398333377312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374448152713605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300765200671969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803503080056206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872357540187062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384850141131925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200721269376264,0.0,0.14591151806094907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369913908464632,0.0,0.0,0.1272595773342894,0.0,0.0,0.18252773705192532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383781829853045,0.11898486190180077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850434160650326,0.16422428807280492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994893737827012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656890205904305,0.0,0.13648503454786712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942227201311536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099719380831615,0.0,0.0,0.10007734458997243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123031500793453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498936511101593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210448977990852
anxiety,Minstrelofthedawn,2020/03/23,"Gotta love being deeply triggered right before bed I really just love it when my friends, who know about my triggers because I’ve told them, just completely forget about my triggers and then trigger the absolute shit out of me, at 11pm. No, really, it’s great to know that my friend is day drinking because of this fucking virus. That’s info I definitely wanted, and am glad I have.

Ok so obviously I’m being sarcastic and in reality I’m in bed shaking and hyperventilating and my heart is going real fast and I’m having a terrible time all around. And I have nobody to help me.

Everybody is always busy and I’m always so fucking lonely and maybe this is why my friends never talk to me. I’m a burden and I put restrictions on what they can talk about just by being around.

I just had to fucking tell my friend that I liked a song they wrote a lot because it was really good sonically but also it was deeply triggering for me. That feels fucking gross. I hate that I had to do that. It feels mean and degrading to say that, even though I know I should be making people who are close to me aware of this stuff. But now they’re going to feel bad for triggering me, which sucks because the song is genuinely really good. Outside of the context of me and my triggers, that song has some fucking legs. I think that’s a saying. It’s good, is what I mean.

So yeah this was long and rambling. I think I’m having a panic attack?? I don’t know. It’s a weird time. I don’t like it. I’m very warm and cozy but I’m shivering like I’m caught in a fucking blizzard.

My animal brain is so fucking broken holy shit. This shouldn’t be a thing right now. My whole chest shouldn’t be seizing up right now over something so fucking insignificant but here we are. Yeehaw.",1.8231189358372435,4.072244312676059,3.4794953051643205,87.68005672926449,80.52112676056338,6.423317683881064,22.25547730829421,7.594959193182576,0.9829045383411588,1381,44,282,22,36,458,166,355,0.16399999999999998,0.708,0.128,-0.9634,0,2,2,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,3,0,22,38,13,2,12,2,33,17,6,8,3,60,73,27,0,4,8,0,4,3,4,4,0,5,2,0,29,19,1,1,12,4,0,5,6,22,0,0,8,9,37,16,29,55,4,30,0,1,0,10,20,14,11,2,14,182,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644717164861015,0.13416445435563976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353763261133556,0.0,0.09171679139489068,0.0,0.0,0.06731426109850037,0.1965806063310947,0.0,0.06860160928905328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999848717125597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452844647896329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051993175323399685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897682387283707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053248693172506405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229155336230565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24914698377759634,0.5962544947915861,0.0,0.0,0.09163631057642743,0.2028604778510522,0.0,0.08888374033248875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959547476101927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553498683391567,0.05403782928411477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177226386431141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181604538438878,0.0,0.0,0.07134608735804619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685401682993184,0.14552524086779184,0.0,0.053814418942315805,0.0,0.08099354015271287,0.1756374428228939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062179048110542326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459009911663324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558916977096629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104528142674307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176311262885782,0.2065887264387177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654689941016546,0.0,0.12822438368904532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551036735812608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206514890284424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229051393923138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295984668691535,0.07046535872604595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356028887604166,0.10331597182442592,0.07920865665138202,0.0,0.09402024092820924,0.0,0.0,0.07703578318049781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651987265020587,0.04755171435293146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274693319674659,0.0900092554188441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiety365,2020/03/23,"Anxiety about being alone I was in a relationship for the past few years, and my partner slowing drifted off. The lies became more and more obvious, until I eventually couldn’t lie to myself anymore. They had been seeing someone else, for who knows how long. They already put me in financial ruin for their benefit. 

I’m so afraid of being alone. In my desperation for love and affection, I historically just pathetically begging them to stay. How can I deal with this anxiety and dread of being alone? How does one even start to trust again?",4.120303030303031,6.927505929292932,5.315444444444445,74.58650000000003,75.56565656565657,8.404444444444445,28.081818181818186,9.120678840339163,2.877249696969697,433,18,73,11,10,143,73,99,0.21600000000000005,0.665,0.11900000000000001,-0.8144,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,8,6,0,2,3,0,8,1,0,4,1,13,13,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,1,12,3,16,6,3,15,0,1,1,1,9,4,0,0,8,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6093847958492739,0.2164308532571056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30007300308189017,0.0,0.19450513189798044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219816790687944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163192595276147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638388146675025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953993308004744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077861862446718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735660883158815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770121372030679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290062769194586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872252681868554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716165237074007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105668358281233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562877048562803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617764146012934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881959214411635,0.20904512396413746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629925954080218
anxiety,andrewluque,2020/03/23,"how can i tell the different between actual shortness of breath and anxiety induced shortness of breath because i feel like i’m short of breath right now and i’m panicking especially during coronavirus... but i have a lot of anxiety and hypochondria so i’m not sure if i’m actually short of breath. 

thanks",4.8452631578947365,7.289485456140351,5.831438596491227,73.55873684210529,71.63157894736842,10.174035087719297,34.20701754385965,10.355215969177356,4.29546596491228,249,13,42,8,5,82,36,57,0.14400000000000002,0.757,0.099,-0.1502,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,4,4,2,1,11,8,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.5504903443401681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43154288675379215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193822193468467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946876343969672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261557559976862,0.20150027946685745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779791551221032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397932306433175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408735856061816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26583367248541234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465286624854534,0.25967851767990785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigBananaEnergy98,2020/03/23,"Breakup advice when you have depression/anxiety and all you want to do is ruminate Just went through a breakup in the middle of this quarantine shit (22F). We were together over a year. I'm pretty upset about it, not the worst breakup (lol, out of 2) so that's good. But because of this social isolation thing, I feel....really isolated (duh). 
I tend to have panic attacks when thinking about what I did wrong/how there's no hope, and then that snowball can just rollllll. I'm distracting myself with running, studying, yoga, etc... but those thoughts are hard to ignore!! I think I'm better off?? But of course part of me wants to be back with him. I mean i love him, we just weren't happy and he couldn't meet some of my needs, it felt very 70/30, he's too busy, doesn't want a relationship right now at all (bs?? Who knows, tell me what you think for funsies). Idk i lost alot of self respect in this relationship. 

I'm rambling but please give advice about feeling better and not flipping my shit and crying like a baby.",2.8904410943606926,4.983269638190954,3.7236767169179217,88.05682719151312,76.23618090452261,6.834282523729763,24.62339475153545,7.793537801064563,1.2544939140145177,794,27,161,12,18,253,131,199,0.175,0.6609999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.5695,0,2,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,3,0,3,13,17,3,3,7,2,12,3,2,0,2,38,34,13,0,6,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,1,8,1,0,2,6,9,0,0,7,3,19,8,24,25,7,16,0,1,0,1,18,8,2,3,7,103,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694890745640669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548549227583663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686981073911604,0.0,0.10602891835709524,0.0,0.08405647984720435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24390504452053674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146571846769474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378382829150558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944268030005885,0.0,0.1323960487619841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227667737303853,0.0,0.11565561144969708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467864964636541,0.1235223787091919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369559085758075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578075201554445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736610148637523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505232518459641,0.0,0.12445113182386415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020266188610118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224370689417753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178423514984724,0.0,0.14932146060047174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136184067402356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402837285450888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694903726999565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960845675041717,0.0,0.11775732857073055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384936955264266,0.0,0.28308425979538976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056151634996467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052196025290228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160800602958176,0.2650630822328636,0.0,0.10946927797879384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377371225405955,0.24399332938113705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782543532970847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076109681685929,0.0,0.08879665567981393
anxiety,Witch-Wendy,2020/03/23,"I feel like a have no control Let me start by saying what my normal is. I live alone, so I have my own space. My boyfriend stays over a lot but it is still my space. I work most days 8 hours a day and have a pretty set schedule. Work is stressful but I know how to cope. I work at a grocery store. So I have opted to not see my family during all of this stuff going, due to the fact I may be more like to expose them.

I must also say that my boyfriend is supportive, kind, and over all an amazing person.

That being said. I am on vacation for 10 day. I have decided to spend most of my time at his apartment with him and his brother. It just seemed easier at the time for us all to be together rather then him going back and forth. I usually make plans and organize but I feel like I can't here. I also noticed they make plans (small unimportant ones) but they don't exactly keep them. Just move them back.

All of this is just putting me on edge and making me feel as though I have no control. I rationally know that all is well, that things are taken care of, and that I am safe and okay. As most with anxiety know though, rationally knowing something and the way you feel don't always exactly add up.

What I am saying is. Does anyone understand?",1.197716252618978,3.2839700661478624,2.819863813229574,92.45114262196951,81.80155642023345,6.288476504040706,20.39045196049087,7.468242284971852,0.5468127506734506,965,27,214,15,26,317,137,257,0.067,0.778,0.156,0.9797,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,5,7,16,11,0,1,9,1,26,0,0,6,9,55,48,23,0,3,9,1,4,3,0,2,0,4,0,1,13,12,0,4,11,0,2,4,6,1,1,1,2,9,40,10,25,40,11,33,0,0,1,0,17,12,0,6,17,158,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569018922242315,0.0,0.17865703203538713,0.09294549814333304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545217096868109,0.0,0.0,0.07810504390345963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717847841176598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388822891113068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505678922985545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161167771462215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775168395403393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053032548607785,0.0,0.2259207309034149,0.15960069656819678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269663052773441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100045444062698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928638902725463,0.0,0.11632105191405152,0.2455552754281791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422346015758107,0.0,0.16371672058905226,0.0,0.09863542810291602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496554234136073,0.0,0.0,0.22368702648894884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872216896559808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094448155544197,0.0,0.12717413217245252,0.0,0.0,0.0756925617615654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753438772460823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364168566813375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229194931777547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625473695878863,0.2664911344813113,0.0,0.0,0.08901249721579925,0.10168983716094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859941064094896,0.0,0.0,0.07906366384092434,0.11906009197553626,0.08920582782450442,0.0,0.12795493249663684,0.0,0.12787273399924196,0.0,0.1267587685166347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421023331691799,0.0,0.2194944431469663,0.0,0.13026934996454598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628632928202084,0.13436445490027035,0.0,0.12302461498483745,0.0,0.0,0.08866431180218702,0.0,0.0,0.1004340379007432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24396243443330706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmeethGoder,2020/03/23,"Lost I constantly feel really disorientated & out of it & like too much is going on, even if there's nothing going on. It's like my head is filled with static & there's no space for anything. I can't think straight. 
I usually get something like 5 or 6 hours sleep; I end up going to bed late cos of my OCD rituals & thus end up waking up late but still having not slept much.

Emotionally, I just always feel ""grey"", like I'm just a machine. I don't really ever want anything or feel like doing anything, or have any thoughts for the future or anything. It's like I'm just stumbling through fog.

My terrible mental health seems pretty impervious to any treatments we've tried; the guy who was reassessing me said that something should've worked in the almost 6 years I've been with the NHS (UK). They think I need deeper treatment than just CBT or the like, but we don't know how long we have to wait to get an appointment, & now COVID-19 makes it look like it'll be even longer.
Medication isn't doing anything at all. I'm on Sertraline (200mg), Propranolol (not sure) & Vortioxetine (not sure) but they aren't making a dent. Also waiting for an appointment with the psychiatrist.

I make everyone around me's lives a nightmare with my neuroses. The frustration & the exasperation is visible (and fair enough). It just seems that it would be better for everyone if I'd died before shit went sideways, or never existed at all. I'm just a complete waste of space, a horrible, selfish pile of shit.

Maybe this is just the way things are now & nothing will ever improve. I don't even know if that's necessarily bad; I don't want to put my family through any more of my crap, but I don't care if I'm supposed to die or whatever. Life just doesn't seem to appeal. 

If you read all that, sorry for ranting & being depressing. I don't know if I'm expecting any response really, just spouting crap across the aether.",6.16289321789322,6.198806092592598,6.625723905723909,78.16212121212124,66.11640211640211,10.047330447330447,31.73208273208273,9.800150414767053,2.825445502645504,1525,55,300,30,22,497,193,378,0.18,0.7390000000000001,0.081,-0.9917,0,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,2,1,2,3,23,22,5,0,17,0,28,11,8,6,8,73,65,20,2,11,29,0,3,8,0,3,3,1,1,1,14,9,0,2,12,1,0,6,15,10,0,0,7,6,25,12,36,52,7,38,1,2,2,0,8,15,4,18,24,171,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647457731638492,0.0,0.0,0.05170707985954821,0.05380074033840308,0.6305134708287096,0.0,0.17587897112239073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26604064161087976,0.05755944030034316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053986834289683816,0.0,0.0,0.055019302778564726,0.0,0.0,0.057184857902733165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592326851376243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677928147520862,0.06987246379360404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568994902604346,0.0,0.13420985280343448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727316888039835,0.11453581585964495,0.06680912818067647,0.0,0.12811824690044907,0.11697395310719745,0.0,0.12356722017213675,0.0,0.0,0.0609539265991852,0.0,0.09807927352478807,0.04619177800657003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675624041525749,0.0,0.11024010885527946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640217100998806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635789096316465,0.06872856419855526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367522954709746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660324498716027,0.0,0.14587436447397514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566994643605995,0.2527095541484861,0.0,0.05709430969264063,0.0572204066799443,0.054296541125405454,0.0,0.07058198230208405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947940319436185,0.0,0.06495777803103264,0.0,0.0,0.06513625938586821,0.06516018307512246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506232427701654,0.04794318101690547,0.049868332680976415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408243113108892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578055897684425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499927514533532,0.0,0.0,0.06467562322915751,0.0,0.12426495320260235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061504684218588575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765869880770333,0.0,0.0,0.13274127398817884,0.0,0.0,0.06470482114723522,0.0,0.0,0.09955396833605146,0.0,0.07237947821904492,0.0,0.0,0.05163606280378745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187903677957035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042955985743158884,0.0828606324921419,0.0,0.051331329519960237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438986231623174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121179076176716,0.0,0.07627407568822832,0.051322610689508025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059938730419074326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047071885673007234,0.0,0.0,0.04593127745171919,0.0,0.0,0.041637713129467735
anxiety,noctif,2020/03/23,"I’ve been messing up a lot at work recently I’ve been at my job for 10 months and finally felt like I was getting the hang of things when my duties shifted to adapt to covid-19 related impacts on my company. Now it feels like I’m making really basic mistakes all the time, including my old duties. I know part of it is because I’m stressed and learning some new tasks, but my anxiety is going through the roof. It doesn’t help that there is the threat of layoffs so the pressure is there to not give them an excuse. I’m trying to treat each mistake as a learning lesson but the shame is still there. 

Anyone have advice on how I can cope or deal with these anxious feelings?",5.632941176470588,5.632298176470589,6.050294117647059,81.96382352941178,67.23529411764707,8.858823529411765,33.17647058823529,8.472884824447931,2.512767647058823,536,22,106,7,8,173,95,136,0.158,0.7609999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9033,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,8,10,1,3,9,0,11,0,0,2,1,24,22,9,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,7,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,4,3,9,3,16,18,5,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,11,70,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050039277919392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048843743735344,0.2370024860013158,0.0,0.14668973660875492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788576719049327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628382218186384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215180770938274,0.14987370195387334,0.20143087480815344,0.22981420605087144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960638516458396,0.2012492599976873,0.11922824025514316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061751836635386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818376497837096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529485445258915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498516204528536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835557982888126,0.0,0.0,0.14003615882143253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745202346383506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026160621284952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201388504261654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718164716876926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439656264476246,0.0,0.20714187904874035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753821179227166,0.0,0.2403132295645669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937486025087256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232997819009316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243333874437064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527292966025177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princesscheeto,2020/03/23,"first time poster, just needed to rant my anxiety has been coming in waves and i'm very thankful that it hasn't been a constant panic. but today has been one of the bad days. i don't think i'm too scared of getting sick or anything but my lungs aren't in the best shape and every year i'll get some sort of respiratory infection, pandemic or not. i haven't left the house for a while now and i have no other symptoms so i know it's probably nothing but whenever i get panicky, i can't tell if i'm anxious or if i'm getting sick. and then there's school. i'm in my second year of uni and everything is still very uncertain. i sat down planned out what courses i'll do and when i'll do them and with who so i can look at it and know that i do have plan. but now i don't even know when campus will open up again or if i can do my labs in the summer. it feels like my stupid plan is falling apart and looking at it gives me no comfort anymore. i know i should study for my classes so i'm not overwhelmed later on, but i can't focus on anything.

i feel horrible for complaining and my amazing friends would never tell me if i'm annoying them. people are far worse off than me. i've heard from a few international students who can't get back home and their friends have already left and they now they have to evacuate the dorms. they have actual reasons to be scared. i'm at home and my work is still paying me for all the shifts i was supposed to work even though stores closed. i have a place to stay, i'm with my family, i still have a job, i'm still getting to take my classes. complaining about my life feels like a shitty thing to do right now. the number of times i say ""i"" in this post is a little embarrassing. but my brain won't shut up for a minute so that's where things are at. just had to get my thoughts out, so thank you for reading if you did. i hope you're having an okay day <3",1.9763636363636363,3.3478342592592614,3.3854994388327744,92.64929292929294,76.77777777777777,6.588103254769923,23.13692480359147,7.229369725052465,0.6127530864197528,1485,44,345,17,33,487,196,405,0.177,0.731,0.092,-0.9889,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,6,7,26,22,2,6,16,1,42,7,2,1,2,58,79,38,0,9,19,0,3,2,2,4,5,2,3,0,15,20,0,0,10,1,2,2,14,11,0,3,9,7,46,11,41,65,4,59,0,1,2,0,19,29,0,13,28,227,61,11,0.0,0.0,0.09200137826320526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403772161312536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212213759828917,0.1065068996836348,0.09349808708043783,0.0,0.0,0.15516493174263082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249368680151559,0.07871789256368394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893856814886916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524502725617596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812118401268129,0.0,0.1018806375745547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160255857709587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245389859416673,0.0,0.07943297901499516,0.0,0.08473066500534993,0.0,0.0888765697877974,0.0,0.1430088246075163,0.1347039316636328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019251358700095,0.0,0.0,0.1456773437122944,0.0,0.3447932351452954,0.09043970427323036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913632244492465,0.09363897034650076,0.0,0.10878374018178363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355601178035597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072501044930476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048658664008764,0.0,0.06659108622025524,0.0921185868508975,0.09449096427714056,0.0,0.0,0.15833894863904033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990567648770575,0.07271272905626305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046193957592558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638849697163976,0.0,0.0,0.11061449889430977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536024586340086,0.0,0.09850006925785867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029191968469333,0.0,0.10164724298621948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943031542380134,0.0,0.0,0.09693311724667343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051259060513134,0.0,0.07497336444434151,0.1887767317564362,0.0954140063088222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048742166037823,0.30116098472378006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979905676468952,0.07088505331250483,0.0,0.16480562802410104,0.1735963711445929,0.0,0.0,0.1252677514874497,0.06040930582515849,0.09262730397164123,0.07484591633251984,0.10994810168633548,0.0,0.0893641804228696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557785536608967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727049151633072,0.0,0.09607697091958613,0.06697213147109991,0.0,0.0,0.1214234200559245
anxiety,viper_rx,2020/03/23,"Tips for chest and back pain? The one symptom of my anxiety that ALWAYS occurs is chest pain and pain in the middle of my back. Sometimes i’ll be able to relax enough to where the muscles loosen, but then they continue to be sore since i’m tensing them up every day (unconsciously). It’s been waking me up constantly lately, and i’m really tired of being in pain. I don’t have any anxiety meds because of past drug use, but my mom has been giving me some of hers so that i can sleep the whole night and actually relax. Does anyone have any natural remedies and/or things i can do that could help relax my muscles?",6.047072599531617,5.924578180327869,6.585831381733018,78.88762295081969,66.37704918032786,9.594379391100704,28.903981264636997,9.23628265651192,2.2499587822014044,486,14,95,8,7,159,80,122,0.172,0.691,0.136,-0.4853,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,14,12,4,1,0,9,18,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,12,3,13,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,9,63,17,0,0.14185573622007622,0.0,0.13843073561483554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803533636119998,0.0,0.0,0.19293353014024128,0.0,0.2170384998642677,0.0,0.0,0.0991888290752298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815660984241594,0.0,0.08647394014241754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329565568035122,0.0,0.1132602624654192,0.0,0.0,0.0914852144296944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413891071512576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450761779971473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657489594387138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951957595314926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608094821703914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508290979773164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001944925720166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575697438539314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613972378685654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312199887143022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612511811803268,0.0,0.6037780196448629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354173515331899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087641704630438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734453089797732,0.0,0.14195818273626182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029895036343834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744242552396755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424264785258843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304230096317646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251781005021095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583768635293201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starry_sky07,2020/03/23,"I could use a hug, I feel lost Im sorry but right my anxiety is the highest right now My heart is racing, my head hurts, my chest tightens all I wanna do is cry. Im just so scared right now I could use a hug.",-1.9262500000000031,-0.14470445833333126,1.0508333333333333,101.7775,93.58333333333334,4.033333333333334,14.25,5.46131890053228,-1.1849000000000005,158,3,42,1,6,55,30,48,0.32299999999999995,0.5670000000000001,0.11,-0.9014,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,6,5,3,2,1,9,10,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,2,1,7,1,5,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042637785173282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139964761618689,0.0,0.21599595267779612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942531841546867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018057700047341,0.0,0.0,0.2330151893067897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105034311841255,0.0,0.4248023078259745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146519589484748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037794682534474,0.0,0.0,0.19686743159899425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011845347290165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396615881459856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mistervelvethead,2020/03/23,"Please some tips? I’m an avid gamer, so I love my consoles and PCs. But I don’t remember an event that has happened that would cause this. I have a fear or get a feeling of dread when I heard any type of mechanical noises. I specifically get really scared and get a heavy feeling in my chest when I hear a disc drive noise. It slightly subsides whenever I play something for a long period of time. But after recently getting a PS4 I can’t get myself to play it because I’m so scared of it. Can you give me any tips? I’m losing out on so much time with my friends just because of a stupid noise my consoles make, I just want it to end.",3.524001670843777,4.124914616541357,4.7237092731829575,87.51675856307438,72.00751879699249,8.01637426900585,27.559732664995824,8.167268648758528,1.5429873015873017,496,17,111,7,9,164,82,133,0.136,0.71,0.154,-0.3139,0,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,10,1,4,9,0,6,2,1,2,0,17,23,10,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,4,16,4,13,21,2,14,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,2,10,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900680532143406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142485047775043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805245923644028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564589256351838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977467219012788,0.17771018849922007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576967163858955,0.0,0.4590621116695505,0.16857760636434982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539872861376114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806210029788807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551679103523774,0.0,0.19659852667653535,0.0,0.0,0.15860448212677428,0.0,0.11730209819825578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918282547871593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929003457183137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257805784980676,0.0,0.17351359278663486,0.0,0.19906946034681147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518756483396037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528664499926502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494082721224424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036509540779767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248345702503402,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohmycookies666,2020/03/23,"Social anxiety As a women whom was mostly raised by my father. I have no idea how to function with other women. I have such anxiety dealing with other women. Everything started after I had my son (he's 6 now) I used to make friends so easily men women whome ever. I dont know what's wrong with me I have noticed I become extremely sad and anxious when thinking about making friends with someone. I would love to have women friends but I get anxiety so bad just thinking about trying. Can any one relate??? What is wrong with me?? 

I know I sound like a dumb baby but it's the honest truth.",0.8247115384615391,3.370945418803423,2.8943536324786336,87.33588942307692,90.53846153846158,4.976282051282052,20.98771367521368,6.6274283507984215,0.7379918803418808,462,16,85,6,16,155,77,117,0.161,0.626,0.213,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,1,0,3,0,10,1,0,4,2,22,20,8,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,6,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,15,7,13,17,1,5,0,1,0,1,16,0,1,1,6,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318678013630605,0.0,0.3819847532058406,0.18803293572623084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897274708866442,0.0,0.18382294480808026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159517067141716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506966783038407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055699982240106,0.0,0.0,0.1495880148076435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857797760762931,0.0,0.08695946917924859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789360953712744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829451692479587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131552214916042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022108364632375,0.0,0.22220366119596305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949617835481192,0.0,0.0,0.11278591753433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966742684949354,0.14102640515148945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780903780234354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132995919180548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300370422799708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375309899585492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823615681012048,0.3639580452765985,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AgitatedSpinach5,2020/03/23,PLEASE JUST TALK TO ME I CANT STOP CRYING,-1.91,-0.8163014444444414,-0.7238888888888884,108.2675,119.0,1.8,4.5,3.1291,-3.0292666666666666,33,0,8,0,2,10,9,9,0.0,0.426,0.574,0.6948,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667441117998768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663554289447366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43135522027023737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414699064130373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stargirlinterludexo,2020/03/23,"Turning anxiety thoughts into poetry I discovered the other day how to express a lot of deep unexplainable feelings...I simplified it into poetry and wanted to share and show what I came up with. I feel better now that I could put my true emotions into words. 

Same shit different day
I don’t have the right words to say
I’m tired of playing these games
Overwhelmed by feelings of shame
Want it all to go away
Can’t take any more blame 
My emotions aren’t a game to play
Can’t take any more of this pain
When will it all go away",2.4518691588785093,4.5687704953271036,3.581130841121496,88.4455280373832,77.69158878504672,6.8968224299065435,23.78411214953271,7.908726449838941,1.2487128971962616,421,14,86,7,10,136,71,107,0.16,0.7120000000000001,0.128,-0.7648,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,2,4,0,7,3,1,1,3,21,19,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,5,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,3,7,5,17,15,6,16,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,1,4,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24469791013844075,0.0,0.1376351412265258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380737477866306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591209583620436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577581487101607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364817513510458,0.0,0.0,0.23206169257610146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879737816235988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047622552622144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194173039376535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450065995704406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295803118445378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144316113330773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086513341619376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364716226482966,0.0,0.1430763139744975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468104587340506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705486733590061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283309685068826,0.0,0.2067868155465352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569679264628234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223807257392624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,broly3443,2020/03/23,"Anxiety without sweating? Hello all. I've recently (within the past couple weeks or so) been having some strange health issues such as slight dizziness, lightheadedness, heart palpitations, slight chest pains, diarrhea, slight shortness of breath, and sore muscles. I went to an urgent care center and the doctor did chest and bowel x-rays and everything looked perfectly normal. Heartrate and blood pressure seemed normal as well. I've been worried about heart issues and almost constantly Googling symptoms (even though I know I shouldn't). I'm currently awaiting a call from my doctor to schedule a more thorough physical exam. My question is, is it possible that this is anxiety even without any abnormal sweating? Everything I look up about anxiety also seems to include sweating as a symptom, so that's a little concernimg to me. Thanks!",8.53531914893617,10.707742,7.399780141843972,67.12350000000002,61.62411347517732,10.179007092198582,39.63191489361702,10.355215969177356,4.879328510638296,686,36,91,16,10,209,99,141,0.11900000000000001,0.784,0.098,0.3076,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,7,0,8,17,10,0,2,20,17,14,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,2,7,4,15,12,3,12,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,6,6,59,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270320732522452,0.0,0.0,0.10144998253021584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626922365498857,0.0,0.2911429061541086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953835407315611,0.0,0.1293423348837778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709070886344588,0.0,0.0,0.14036829657852407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969339211162235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757980976889772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280273701576383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348463625524718,0.0,0.3006596775630909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26481798691174285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971899767554852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714715555705394,0.0,0.0,0.2130610803621452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859194176738225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498809920921198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211023276015444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301571068274893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421123542538927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525905212748692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097735557219934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26371245214899264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679574324865576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246394120010264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175952654974477,0.0,0.11406247237389752,0.11760059106829512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24457723418711896,0.0,0.0,0.1288325976049901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spicypineapple-,2020/03/23,"I don’t mean to sound selfish. I know the world is in chaos right now, but I feel like I can’t do anything right.  I just want to cry myself to sleep.",0.02901960784313573,1.303348176470589,1.671176470588236,103.26696078431374,81.94117647058823,4.533333333333334,17.215686274509807,3.1291,-1.1985960784313725,114,2,31,0,3,37,25,34,0.243,0.624,0.133,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,8,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,4,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799021005749085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736222952298228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719824617536088,0.2429924919561627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869292853110424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617276643620807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705066984875753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5809468152374367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403806134050132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006204190765227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0Pollux0,2020/03/23,"People's experiences with the SSRI Zoloft? I've recently been prescribed Zoloft/sertraline for my anxiety and have been taking it for a few days now, I'm just wondering for the people who have been on it, how was/is the experience; negative and positive.",7.047163120567375,8.081908042553195,8.094468085106381,64.93333333333334,64.31914893617022,13.07517730496454,34.815602836879435,12.45797560212912,5.15616879432624,206,9,34,8,3,70,35,47,0.115,0.809,0.077,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486251694495043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095990062033388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.635827433514615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506300768166576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208996585731296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443605940997056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35245013768205113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dinger-B2Z,2020/03/23,"A feeling of time wasted when playing videogames. Possibley linked to anxiety? So I've noticed whenever I play videogames, and especially multiplayer-games, I might have a bit of fun, but I always end up feeling like I've wasted time afterwards. I haven't quite thought out a possible link to my general anxiety disorder, but considering how I've discovered anxiety and depression is such a big part of my every day life, I'm curious to see if anyone else can relate these types of feelings to their own anxiety.  


Two possible non-anxiety reasons for this is that I'm not who I wanna be. I wanna be productive, I wanna learn new instruments, I wanna get in shape, I want to improve etc. etc.  
I feel a dislike towards the ""illusion of achievment,"" which comes from playing games. 

  
Another is the fact that I'm quite behind on my studies, so that might prevent me from enjoying games. This obviously affects my stress level which in turn affects my anxiety, but I wouldn't call it directly anxiety-related.  


Thanks for any replies.",6.323992673992675,7.7367773862433875,7.374179894179901,68.08798534798537,66.14285714285714,11.741310541310543,39.40618640618641,11.51311941424646,5.3294286528286525,822,47,134,28,13,277,115,189,0.157,0.685,0.158,-0.4028,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,5,9,0,1,7,0,11,1,0,4,2,33,25,10,0,7,5,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,9,5,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,5,18,7,25,19,5,17,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,3,8,88,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022341137477014,0.0,0.0,0.08190960925489515,0.1263015236328839,0.5528600042997757,0.0,0.0,0.0842209047447277,0.12341447389528865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149936705603613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299213457731073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375634947617787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767979118082384,0.0,0.10374274843748002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804525698278156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061987899749653,0.0,0.10668226977772892,0.0,0.2686654696494643,0.0,0.0,0.1014836742739027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436110064901066,0.0860489565787626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292975321771363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507685582641956,0.05884541143033239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555552049133374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633062041545282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713225083041156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304347823391572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27157682619664353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256225172729105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384187297266537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598244459561857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797419017826035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089347147010346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562323719959354,0.1404698335242297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101417833135048,0.11766139930735915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104407873245416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,walker310,2020/03/23,"I’m going crazy. I’m going to go crazy. Just found out my kids school won’t be going back to may 15th, my anxiety is sky high. I’m worried about if my own college will be doing classes and worried about if my financial Aid will be affected. My state is going on a lockdown starting Tuesday unless for doctor, food etc. I’m so emotional.",2.409130434782611,4.208425492753626,4.45731884057971,83.58858695652177,76.68115942028986,6.918840579710146,27.44202898550725,7.793537801064563,1.8202637681159417,265,11,51,4,6,91,47,69,0.177,0.7929999999999999,0.03,-0.8118,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,0,9,21,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,8,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,32,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221804409335278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630537373636707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170426613967545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385282595212556,0.0,0.0,0.2364923488568721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25641229366730983,0.23250241673666125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6025658995661729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404298458285854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460641625374005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009042791703622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306951306150353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyqueen93,2020/03/23,"Major anxiety symptoms Hi guys, so I’m new to this. I’ve been reading posts about anxiety for a couple weeks now but never had the courage to write how I felt or what I’m going through. So this is obviously about anxiety, I’ve been going through this for almost a year but just got diagnosed with GAD 3 weeks ago! I was wondering if anyone else shares the same terrible symptoms as myself..

Headaches every morning as soon as I open my eyes, constant dizziness and a feeling like your head is floating when you move it, rapid heart rate when doing simple activities, a warm/tingling feeling in my neck, terrible stomach pain that’s lead to weight loss, muscle twitching/cramping numbness of the legs and the list goes on! 

Any feedback would be great! Thank you",6.573115773115772,7.3778235454545475,6.284988344988346,78.30218337218336,65.2937062937063,8.873038073038073,35.469308469308466,8.841846274778883,3.0922515928515937,609,28,107,9,9,190,105,143,0.17300000000000001,0.711,0.11599999999999999,-0.8388,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,2,10,10,0,0,8,0,9,12,6,2,2,21,19,14,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,4,1,0,4,1,5,0,0,6,5,9,5,16,11,2,19,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,4,12,64,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398207094329059,0.0,0.1579467269008402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726378905526644,0.0,0.3619957378490412,0.0,0.0,0.11029051954660953,0.16161600836204446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704532422335678,0.0,0.0,0.174528467005339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009558543312374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176560813478536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289678132872695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950899930666132,0.11268442385273088,0.1514483313483118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928649769738422,0.0,0.12615341890594506,0.17390109233135073,0.0,0.1561803816178173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161879473663105,0.0,0.0,0.18691426018000884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706033340839454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764512306145932,0.0,0.0,0.12165334566365625,0.15233942931019026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783893937025152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106452829652062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777559677086522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278897808525821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521927328892142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530476554152794,0.1920761933279044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105461463361996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204893510985313,0.0,0.0,0.10157482385440998
anxiety,padax09,2020/03/23,"5.5 earthquake happened today, I can't sleep out of fear and anxiety that it will happen again and everyone else is asleep, I am alone and shaking I have no one to talk to , everyone went to sleep.I am shaking all the time and I feel like I won't sleep for the next month.I took 2 very strong pills to relax and nothing helps.

This earthquake was just the tip of the iceberg of the problems that are happening in my county.Just as we all chilled a bit from the earthquake the island where one part of family lives was on fire.

I feel like I'm shaking all the time, I don't know how to deal with life anymoree...",3.512857142857144,4.485251238095241,4.104920634920634,90.56785714285715,72.33333333333333,7.187301587301588,26.698412698412696,7.3871296695380915,1.1556412698412704,480,16,105,5,9,152,80,126,0.16699999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.7176,0,1,0,0,0,1,13.0,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,4,9,0,11,5,3,1,3,17,20,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,1,0,5,4,5,0,2,4,3,9,4,16,14,6,15,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,66,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471932435374436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428023625595785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630913281966144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401088509527813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479322202129994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28549033679793245,0.0,0.0,0.1408282634319694,0.1681013041808542,0.151068569762982,0.21344343980580413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963058709169572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013059804950898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209889395353716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551607757632724,0.14596536125317588,0.0,0.13191098481207802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923885052750402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887419947324372,0.0,0.0,0.1433403414148694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245626864414548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177098316879682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294267119636672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484830480779781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007118129856607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742168972665967,0.0,0.14160090080008714,0.0,0.16597385841308562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325947801534462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848274899074398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moobryan,2020/03/23,"Recently diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder (GAD) Honestly, I don't think I've ever had an issue with anxiety in my past (a day and beyond ago), you know other than maybe school projects/work bringing mild anxiety every now and then. But suddenly yesterday something just flipped when I was being driven to a family party. It was really sudden, I didn't have any prior negative thoughts or anything, it was completely normal. Then instantly, it became hard for me to breathe, I started over-analyzing the air and saw it as too musky, warm, thick. I felt like I wasn't receiving enough oxygen and battled for air. I like to think I'm a pretty considerate person so I didn't want to ask the ones in the front of the car to open the window for me (everyone was having a conversation and the wind noise driving on a 65mph freeway would be too loud, I thought.) I tried my best to bare with it, but I gave up after a minute and just opened the window. I then told everyone how I was feeling with the shortness of breath and immediately a couple responded with ""CORONAAA"" laughing and giggling. Honestly, I don't blame them though. My family and I are pretty light-hearted, but that kind of threw me on edge and I started to overthink it. The car ride continued and I just took a swig of water every now and then and focused on my breathing until we got to the destination. When we arrived I just laid down the entire time. I was alone, just me and my mind. I monitored my BPM and blood pressure frequently, but honestly in the long run I think it made it worse. My BPM was 128 and my blood pressure would spike to 180/80 every now and then during the party, which was also, unfortunately roughly 4ish hours. The second I got home I just tried to crash in bed turned on some white noise and hugged my pillow close. It helped, I started to feel a bit relieved so then I instantly pointed at a panic attack/anxiety disorder. I eventually fell asleep. Come morning, I woke up feeling okay, but a couple of minutes later it struck me again. Fortunately not as bad as yesterday. Maybe it's because I was in the comfort of my own home, who knows. In the morning I decided to see a doctor to make sure everything added up and they did ended up diagnosing me with general anxiety disorder. I like to think I have a strong mind as I watch some pretty fucked up stuff. But I think it may have all caught up to me or something. Now, I'm just trying to relax and indulge in some yoga every now and then. Seems to be helping. I'm hoping it will be a temporary thing, but you never know. The mind is pretty strong... I was also prescribed to take 25mg of Vistaril/Hydroxyzine ever 6 hours. Side note: The doctor I visited said that he did notice an increase in traffic coming in for anxiety/panic. Just thought I'd share my story. I hope everyone/anyone reading this remains strong in these current times. Hoping for the best!",4.355542083919556,5.967460603202852,5.569486882396756,78.41082305718781,71.08185053380781,8.786625837954151,29.261938260365802,9.289312734170188,2.6881476785566507,2297,91,420,50,43,765,275,562,0.08800000000000001,0.715,0.196,0.9967,1,1,2,0,0,0,74.0,2,2,2,6,27,31,2,3,35,1,32,13,6,3,5,94,79,50,0,7,18,0,8,3,0,4,4,2,6,1,22,34,1,0,18,3,0,17,8,6,0,2,32,14,60,25,66,39,10,91,0,0,4,2,20,32,1,10,45,291,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622657361629013,0.0,0.0,0.07275004375377607,0.0,0.11234580032111344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776730726254272,0.0,0.26867659300283114,0.0,0.0,0.04911518772298775,0.0,0.057803590689907425,0.0,0.06566725345868997,0.0799109818517465,0.0,0.0,0.05864955168182701,0.04281917472803278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743033577222853,0.0,0.07668661501544366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210153844207762,0.07364792258654014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554439756963864,0.0,0.045300600102701816,0.0,0.0,0.1425893134694408,0.0,0.0,0.24151196421581456,0.1437923459779568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062214004025830535,0.07257927729241076,0.0,0.0,0.12707672154614802,0.23672933592384854,0.13423943376228434,0.06312942781396888,0.0,0.13243675111997902,0.0,0.10655015240645993,0.0,0.06744381344003064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493805739884266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235868462553956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292348104971274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323769816828942,0.0941641313342156,0.0,0.14091790515314034,0.20929994891544446,0.1383494222363881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331491819174242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314675231417395,0.11581031947116123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029508091060309,0.0,0.0,0.06216240020341091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646514986747662,0.046887412763343184,0.0,0.14113606066713524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212774696859346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054175344662103164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882273400815529,0.0,0.0799715493775094,0.0,0.0,0.047598134439925166,0.0,0.0,0.08241443664682388,0.0,0.0,0.06705441231147062,0.0,0.06133303975172104,0.0,0.0,0.06640186485927083,0.0,0.0,0.2858474918288817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026150647728711,0.0,0.04499914279093351,0.0,0.06935599251845749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681670083481546,0.0,0.0,0.0710891579020894,0.05597417646739528,0.06394613192783051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815221318083357,0.0,0.0,0.1491540045639303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041085467908246,0.0,0.0,0.06620272294703365,0.0,0.05281361660384182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046665994386128264,0.22504278180399734,0.06901289750660006,0.1672940914125657,0.0819179307544933,0.0,0.0,0.06711971688114217,0.07804199967890305,0.14307013562441995,0.07640366703042449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041430845158068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113737502603729,0.0,0.07158310630360135,0.09979651024774756,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,compassnav6,2020/03/24,"overthinking With everything going on with the COVID-19 pandemic, I’ve been feeling anxious. That life will never be the same and businesses will never open again. I’m getting overwhelming thoughts that maybe I deserve this maybe this is what I deserve. I recently was in a relationship with someone who told me that we were meant to be together, all the things to make a girl feel special. And one day he just stoped responding to me. This hurt me and i’m trying to move past it (it’s been a month). He continues to like my pictures and caught him and his friends laughing/staring at me at work. I tried moving on to someone else but he doesn’t live in the area so it would of been pointless to continue a relationship. Then the pandemic is happening and I feel like my world is crashing down. I know this is me overthinking and being negative, but I really need some positive thoughts. It’s been a rough month for me.",4.498555194805191,6.3673136931818215,4.934448051948053,82.07613636363638,71.1590909090909,9.119480519480518,31.88961038961039,9.606745405546679,3.128931493506493,734,34,139,18,14,233,104,176,0.051,0.8590000000000001,0.09,0.6903,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,10,0,17,1,0,1,3,30,33,11,0,2,3,0,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,14,12,0,0,7,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,11,4,18,4,19,16,3,25,0,2,0,0,13,10,0,1,13,98,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720077921619129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819358034181827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271917190061108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368393471152771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309581093194547,0.10877288677923487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763387317814344,0.0,0.07954833148418393,0.0,0.08653152427069233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464092615953693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299495020099972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367681578626501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754407228482746,0.14877078187764547,0.0,0.13444628355836086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163315544958404,0.0,0.30592652372875584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430611875429796,0.3236515459081896,0.0,0.1128971090882556,0.2348609531248416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317371574882744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534714347386982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754014147576266,0.0,0.15033604870813894,0.3269354440705535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580148046186692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115320897728744,0.0,0.0,0.24175111394534654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548869765845435,0.0,0.20674588305823108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084537360884546,0.0,0.0,0.10815945732097312,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedGutter,2020/03/24,"What does a panic attack feel like? What does it look like to someone else? I get severe anxiety but I don’t know if I’ve ever had a panic attack. I’ve been in meetings where someone would ask me a question and I’m answering but while I’m answering, my vision gets blurry, my head is shaking non stop back and forth (like vibrating) and I’m answering but it feels like I am out of my body and I’m watching it all play in slow motion. Is that what a panic attack is? And can people see my head vibrating?",0.9395969125214452,3.0395834056603803,3.3078044596912552,88.51069468267582,82.86792452830188,6.118696397941681,20.957118353344764,7.348242739294969,0.7701622641509438,395,12,82,6,11,136,62,106,0.266,0.632,0.10300000000000001,-0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,12,3,4,4,0,9,3,3,0,2,21,21,10,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,7,1,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,5,8,5,5,18,1,11,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,9,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526107838659976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863431526532426,0.4696082396294681,0.0,0.1058033483623336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283888498619094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408235519464767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494436444705533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446406847618698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914602458431435,0.19659818166794293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377716531740412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824277667082275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561953313205448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688911370149166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554655088828912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843201474557207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539220816658199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413976447262448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096467338466246,0.0,0.0,0.1554450753908151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317042938463026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115036979974307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774472880660068,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theenigmaticlover,2020/03/24,"How? How do people not worry about being homeless and failing to succeed at their dreams? I just don't understand. I'm spiraling into a deep depression at the moment and anxiety seems to be my guide through it. I'm an 18f who has no idea I'm supposed to actually pay my way through school and succeed with life with the debt that accumulate. Debt makes life hard. What if I end up on the streets? What do I do next? What if the job that I fought so hard for, gave my absolute everything for just doesn't want me? How am I supposed to pay my bills, find shelter, enjoy my youth? I currently have absolutely no friends and do not posses the capacity to make them. I've never had them in my entire existence, except the boyfurjed boyfriends. They are the only ones who seem to have been able to put up with my bullshit. I keep seeing people with depression and anxiety post about buying food and paying rent and having jobs but I don't think I'll ever be able have any of that. I feel like I'll just wind up in some shelter wanting to kill myself everyday that I wake up. How the hell do you deal with this. I know careful planning is the key but then I get anxiety because what if I'm not planning right or hard enough? I'm not the smartest, or the most intelligent, or the richest, or the type that attracts people. My whole life I've always felt that I've had to do everything by myself but I don't think I can do that anymore. I will have to be self-suffcient and no longer rely on parents or boyfriend. I don't have friends and I already know college is going to be a constant nightmare of being that ""strange girl"" who you don't hate but you're sure as hell don't want to talk to. I just don't know what to do. I'm paralyzed with the fear that my life will just always be this hazy grey thing filled with fear and resentment. How am I supposed to survive that, what do I do? I'm sorry for those who have read this far I know I'm just rambling and hope no one actually took the time to see any of this. I just couldn't handle my thoughts anymore. This all too much and I'm not even on my own yet. The future that awaits just seems outright terrifying.",2.479861871874256,4.2436990723981936,3.6829673731840913,89.37464872588713,76.37556561085972,6.824577280304832,25.432483924743988,7.669130373188453,1.2249131221719454,1698,61,363,24,38,552,202,442,0.174,0.726,0.10099999999999999,-0.9829,7,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,2,4,6,20,21,6,2,19,0,45,6,1,7,4,80,83,32,1,8,26,1,5,1,2,2,4,0,1,1,29,20,1,1,15,2,8,4,19,11,0,2,8,8,42,10,48,65,7,35,2,3,3,0,18,16,2,14,14,245,71,12,0.1831227036821094,0.0,0.1787013430261575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104022857385003,0.0,0.15237275911744955,0.0,0.0,0.12452971804891508,0.0,0.2101325506318983,0.0,0.18160851551430626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581495024056448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335290044617092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989452935740174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439573330265967,0.15772331634907455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109618088212844,0.09460735234394722,0.0,0.06047540935534116,0.08282248472655443,0.0,0.0,0.1645788782493829,0.0,0.0,0.20606395278448647,0.046296170601638514,0.06541144805007262,0.08791325650479599,0.0,0.08368541680897558,0.0,0.11071635008881446,0.0,0.14148014660929067,0.0,0.04783702728151732,0.0,0.052036426283452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606296030176936,0.09039787893782017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094108195115233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033616213425004,0.0,0.0,0.1817210271077755,0.08138393650632356,0.10129906986924264,0.0,0.2012788977425086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868996238482395,0.044732251567014734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222358266789062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730812878734384,0.0,0.0706177591181155,0.0,0.0973765364238509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408868326781862,0.06963653398765382,0.0,0.0,0.10166804566404107,0.0,0.0,0.19043133815171612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769046516837749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204444801533172,0.0,0.0,0.09158612964321017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819289418953378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266497629042568,0.14592508585827085,0.2500620477366501,0.09551845875906444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102495437147776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629549052610434,0.0,0.0,0.07359354632747474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082929367816599,0.11733763434880096,0.0,0.07268948585954986,0.05339016057540573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017280308744578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531859635104206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620157727660393,0.07267713926130674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222497948615553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298499728837556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wetblackturtle,2020/03/24,Cold minty feeling when breathing? I have constant shortness of breath due to anxiety. I've recently had a sore throat / feeling like something is stuck in my throat which I know can be associated with anxiety. Over the past few days I've also noticed sometimes a cold sensation in my throat and chest/lungs as if I'm breathing with a mint in my mouth. Anyone experience anything similar?,6.500140845070425,8.119432816901412,6.567718309859156,73.2670704225352,65.90140845070422,9.623661971830987,38.14366197183098,9.888512548439397,4.1175498591549315,314,17,52,7,5,100,53,71,0.12,0.8,0.08,-0.4137,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,8,7,0,0,7,10,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,9,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,7,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175375635155862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161953628774535,0.0,0.0,0.19020556599945174,0.0,0.22385264505114805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939613989376124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543303165705726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609175370798605,0.0,0.0,0.2750871028611666,0.19433406158879316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949732377302732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289722808727789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30970122518910675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967777051770224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685909679675854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094174315099456,0.2690387769651665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Weatheronthe8s,2020/03/24,"I can't stop worrying about what everyone thinks of me or feeling like a horrible, useless person. Hi. I'm 18M. I have dealt with pretty bad anxiety pretty much my whole life. I have Asperger's and ADHD and have always lived a pretty lonely life. I've been pretty sure my anxiety is bad for awhile. However, my counselor actually diagnosed me with generalized anxiety disorder so I know it's pretty bad.  Either way, my anxiety is weird. I am anxious about pretty much everything. But the biggest things are the constant worrying that nobody will like me for being myself and that I will be a complete useless failure of a person. I have lost my identity out of fear and I'm really struggling to feel like myself. I have alot of weird feelings and don't know what to do to not feel an almost constant sense of dysphoria. I struggle to embrace myself because my family has always seemed weird about alot of these things. I feel like everyone might reject me and I don't know whether my thoughts are sinful or not. I have always enjoyed what bits I have indulged, but still have the anxiety. I feel like I either don't know who I am or feel like nobody will like who I am. Another thing is I have a really bad fear of failure. Just making the slightest mistake can set me off and make me feel like a failure, making me not want to do something anymore. I'm not sure if all of this has been with me my whole life and only worsened or if it all came from my childhood that was kinda weird. Any advice would be appreciated. I know this is a wired rambling post, but I truly struggle with this all the time.",4.2317917997870085,5.825636102236422,5.4055151757188495,79.5363664802982,71.36421725239617,8.283759318423856,29.016107561235362,8.841846274778883,2.437387752928648,1272,50,232,24,24,422,138,313,0.21899999999999997,0.629,0.152,-0.9542,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,6,31,0,5,15,0,38,4,0,3,5,65,63,19,0,5,17,0,8,8,0,5,4,0,0,2,17,14,0,1,16,0,0,1,8,20,0,0,6,8,40,11,25,49,12,13,1,5,0,0,5,3,0,12,14,169,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.06758965871783486,0.0,0.08323938785204288,0.06768196258835417,0.0,0.0,0.06935582438307736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728944384900752,0.0,0.0,0.04710049180728506,0.07262717931672649,0.2649259586265713,0.07824627344295558,0.06868922961629803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313232950986978,0.042221433529578835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561609580399566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921720358777284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261982249376321,0.1496950948695422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029940743739857,0.0,0.0,0.07938017962359509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323654966645589,0.06224816235103295,0.0,0.0652939894311511,0.1558778687042412,0.2801673288330576,0.2968844469823585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032274429418794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676526187685487,0.27070306833920565,0.0,0.06115955872972386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560758532861403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869864101318494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347596908851296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183098518754242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052676823652405134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095370251724967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633378925049553,0.422785736267894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874193995110251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305346555166115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332122243007546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055312671834037694,0.05790608012824376,0.0,0.2172228427378837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055711064675726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804365865853765,0.044380252135165416,0.0,0.0549862408241969,0.04038719207223709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085248457090025,0.05497690119252489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465695688466224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067771682454916,0.0,0.0492016923571239,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Charlie_Munger137,2020/03/24,"My favourite meditation track After conquering incredible anxiety last year, this pandemic has it returning. Even though I face unimaginable decisions, this track seems to release chest tightness in 19 minutes.  Thought it might help others, or if you gave similar tracks let me know.

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anxiety,mekmekrecords,2020/03/24,literally cant cook I just wanna make myself food but i am literally terrified of doing it around my aunt. ik its such a weird specific thing to get anxious over but i had this similar anxiety living with my step mom who was passively aggressive and would like   quietly judge me every move. i feel like my aunt does the same but instead shes not quiet about her judgement at all. i feel so cowardly i wish i could just Not Care and not hide in my room,2.206764346764345,4.469316758241757,4.173113553113556,83.15244200244202,79.21978021978022,8.44004884004884,24.3968253968254,9.150863307647796,2.207555799755799,359,13,72,10,9,122,72,91,0.228,0.655,0.11599999999999999,-0.8956,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,1,21,14,6,0,4,8,3,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,4,15,3,9,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110310318647888,0.2822129198898901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223828584775177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25469679371055365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945205701654525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860942716325396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047474867788885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526217430194002,0.17846350794343524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30206987939508484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051482504576528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440879928769232,0.0,0.22058581052905704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674936173851548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925731314773052,0.0,0.2655072966451685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659619143000287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872678741509415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177457055175298,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dht8495,2020/03/24,"Acid reflux? Cardiac issues? Can acid reflux cause chest tightness that comes and goes? Especially when lying on back. I’ve been dealing with health anxiety (heart) for a few months and was prescribed Lexapro for the anxiety. Tapering down from 20mg over the past month and I’m on the “last” taper of 5mg every other day. Yesterday had a burning throat and chest all day. Today I have had chest pressure/tightness in random bouts. Also had jaw pain and constant left arm pain/prickling for the last week and half. I’m fed up going to doctors and the ER because I’ve had all tests (blood, EKG, ECG, X-ray) done and they see nothing wrong. Perhaps this is reflux combined with withdrawal? At 24 it seems hard to believe this is a cardiac issue.",3.6013747954173496,5.949819382978723,3.954893617021277,86.02615384615385,75.02836879432624,6.040589198036008,27.1582105837425,7.010146845296331,1.4192570649208944,587,23,106,6,13,183,99,141,0.09300000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.8436,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,8,0,11,12,8,1,2,17,18,10,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,11,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,8,5,2,0,16,10,3,23,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,2,13,57,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859150091228808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460227352013693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364508114747935,0.0,0.09802203429705697,0.0,0.0,0.18116625231502356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518563620859128,0.0,0.13851474529235794,0.0,0.17376740314991665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074050705156272,0.1657774801806501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458535642768934,0.0,0.1645539713648859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548072348680393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138620279814982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440449905146625,0.0,0.0,0.1709226134959691,0.0,0.19054847638897954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356663210406096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26214651363755603,0.0,0.0,0.1747093974185587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566976505311032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429169563755515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34220453961023434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350155497184068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813658087259944,0.1463860519686832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241935991359587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289838590879811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580928239806146,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hocrm,2020/03/24,"I’m ashamed of my anxiety. I become so obsessively anxious over the smallest, absurd things. When i tell people about it i feel dumb and ridiculous. i create scenarios in my head and become so over anxious over it that im getting physical symptoms and losing sleep. amount of times i’ve ended up at a&e thinking im having a heart attack or stroke from all the physical symptoms my mind has created and caused. i can hear someone joke about the world ending tomorrow and i wouldnt eat or sleep. i get a headache and im convinced i have a brain tumor (i have severe hypochondria)

i feel so ashamed when i become so anxious and worried over the littlest of things that i dont talk about it or tell anyone anymore :( i get too scared to even post on here. what can i do :(",3.3801012145749,5.342841868421054,4.263421052631582,85.3212550607288,74.39473684210526,6.519028340080973,28.797570850202426,7.321109707123232,1.7156117408906884,612,26,115,7,13,197,87,152,0.271,0.674,0.055,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,12,10,3,4,7,0,9,9,5,1,1,17,17,16,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,7,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,4,17,2,16,16,2,16,0,1,0,0,4,9,1,3,6,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124915407020981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819564495643496,0.3907307113758362,0.11433554754272485,0.08061263562210713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115769603797395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819823889610343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870047070729362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843339365389395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511765866058553,0.0,0.0,0.1179692624227512,0.0,0.0,0.2042233805727374,0.0,0.0,0.07614718970563544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658700033705767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070097731571486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183196078751588,0.0,0.12993889854711155,0.1366178272657342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735951837644636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897871916895112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640886049522875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992676354854104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041483733192976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154242384131842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024357045861207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307441949902515,0.0,0.09768385769722604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396584904735297,0.0,0.09266480033861484,0.2015350506802047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531855613627863,0.07387243176700797,0.0,0.0,0.06722584814369173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708141050674145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bubblepalm,2020/03/24,"Worrying about food because of Coronavirus, trying to recover from an ED that was based on (supposedly) irrational food scarcity paranoia. For the past year I’ve dealt with an eating disorder. I would buy food and not eat it because I have anxiety and a constant feeling of impending doom like something bad is just around the corner. I was always afraid of a disaster happening that made food impossible to access, so I would buy more food than I needed but would barely eat any of it for fear I’d need it later. Except it would just go bad most of the time, and I’d cry and feel guilty about throwing it away. 

This started because I don’t have a car, so I had to carefully plan out my groceries and order them through Instacart for delivery. I’d often forget one or two items and get mad at myself, making shopping even more stressful. Over time it progressed, and now I don’t get enough calories because I struggle to make myself eat due to food insecurity anxiety (despite slight hoarding). It’s especially bad right now because food is not only a) actually hard to find and access for me where I live right now, but also b) a very stressful time with an uncertainty for food access in the future. 

I am also upset because after fighting this for a year, and getting help from my mom to reassure me that I can eat and that disaster is not about to strike, all of this stuff happened and now my created nightmare I almost conquered has become reality. I just lay in bed all day, trying to make myself eat but struggle. Nobody around me understands, either, and my roommates have begun taking bits of my food (that I actually do eat or cook/bake with) and it is making it even harder for me to eat.

I feel broken.",8.363628048780491,7.153710423780493,8.558048780487809,70.2183536585366,62.14024390243903,11.126829268292685,37.26829268292683,10.125756701596842,3.7506182926829283,1361,55,240,24,16,449,169,328,0.23399999999999999,0.723,0.043,-0.997,0,0,1,1,2,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,20,17,2,8,13,0,20,17,0,5,2,54,40,22,0,6,13,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,18,19,17,0,5,1,3,3,5,14,0,2,4,4,29,3,45,32,9,35,1,1,0,0,5,13,0,5,19,171,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.11452891734084394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876081954368247,0.0,0.0,0.09385478743357267,0.0488275209308424,0.0,0.0,0.03990527867161904,0.0,0.08978202817579899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044775502476292,0.0,0.0,0.05513298870984018,0.0,0.14698923832770258,0.21462936028015972,0.06480885691747966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406475302772897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982946987232522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341361042454748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445862416593795,0.03784456722992724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725382405439742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803647458080023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063344266444608,0.0,0.07751685624654478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603274775592348,0.08901304611778796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363362144931567,0.0,0.6386186664065042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197563125009044,0.0,0.03334992039571918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378331382167237,0.0,0.052566895439093334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03933282109780352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028668706431817736,0.0,0.0518166401431374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552564043090655,0.15668082458394267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872679903095286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702284243189662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03976395003039769,0.0446297532515325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056017916076863655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022697494739732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045175711729074496,0.0,0.0,0.04153490785652143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443840249367064,0.12269281757203493,0.06717601950127254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412101516731313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102652568533746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968146638172596,0.0,0.0573230780974847,0.061089275870387975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048418196753294736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059593682330748576,0.0,0.16674197396152166,0.0,0.0,0.07557763319068271
anxiety,AvocadoShrimpRoll,2020/03/24,"After 11 weeks, I think sertraline is starting to work and I’m so happy. I’ve had generalized anxiety disorder, OCD and a little social anxiety since I was very young. I tried CBT twice, which did help some with thoughts and repetitive actions, but I was still always on edge no matter the circumstances. I tried escitalopram briefly, but it made me very tired, and I didn’t see any effects, so I thought SSRI’s wouldn’t work for me. Two decades after my diagnosis, I got connected with an amazing psychiatrist to deal with my premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD). They suggested sertraline, and it got me thinking how maybe I should try to get to a level where it also helped my other issues. I started out at 25mg for a week, 50mg for 5 weeks, and 75mg for another 5 weeks. This past week, I have had this nice peaceful feeling in my head all day, despite the pandemic and other concerns. I am finally able to sit and do work without feeling so anxious that I have to stop every five minutes. It took much longer than I thought, but I think it’s finally happening. I don’t have any side effects besides mildly increased thirst, so I’m just drinking a lot more water. I hope this helps anyone who is frustrated with not seeing results with their treatment yet.",7.480517076284713,7.122912244813283,7.748713692946057,72.52717523140761,63.48132780082987,11.066836897542293,38.04053622725822,10.560738912317856,4.064547781678902,1005,47,181,22,13,329,150,241,0.111,0.7509999999999999,0.138,0.8248,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,5,10,5,1,0,7,0,16,5,2,5,1,42,37,17,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,14,3,1,10,1,0,3,6,1,0,3,13,4,26,4,23,22,6,30,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,3,18,116,39,3,0.1055540077525254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441150186408193,0.08782939020536247,0.0,0.0,0.14356068974574862,0.11068258055200142,0.16149705403331546,0.11924598400655903,0.0,0.07380581647348977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807360273519025,0.10882154713192672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419480753095263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340274276703024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889338040385272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067425557254922,0.0,0.0,0.231258512107507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514761246968592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884236508362124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334106045809433,0.11236420402136198,0.0,0.0,0.1083288642860649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225187924058087,0.0,0.0,0.10483894652362316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017096030147264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579284580083938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973824274415948,0.0,0.09987775432457544,0.0,0.0,0.10604318821033963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759434089789899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007632440847171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822575611061913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731536597790814,0.0,0.0,0.10759901817406084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942333994146764,0.0,0.0842955669408371,0.08824787687670684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290423825136567,0.0,0.2513942749752753,0.0,0.1213188042897139,0.0,0.0,0.1172743864486828,0.21499272755077006,0.0,0.10311092797701844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741862218116004,0.0,0.0,0.4233452904973901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175029676988387,0.0,0.23053372435801014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ciaociara,2020/03/24,"Can’t Move Without Racing Heart Does anybody else experience a tight feeling in chest/throat when stressed/anxious? This translates to not being able to do physical exertion (stair climbing, getting up from reclined position, etc.) without feeling my heart race and pound to catch up. Is this an anxiety thing? It’s my worst symptom and makes me feel trapped in my own body. Like I want to run away from the feelings but I CANT",4.156923076923079,7.0208710384615385,3.794551282051284,85.22336538461539,75.7948717948718,6.464102564102564,34.108974358974365,7.645422480735847,2.681482051282052,343,19,59,5,8,103,64,78,0.085,0.8440000000000001,0.071,-0.4696,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,4,3,1,0,13,12,4,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,13,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,39,10,0,0.20101991054832907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377968135378087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888648231309656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328780392426345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759138783701149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792634095159795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419033747496173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663604521288894,0.0,0.0,0.4065668269829405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502460647066196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764191237458061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982081743860268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418235123619673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365235202568186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893665620877425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335486963443911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856675148769652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875520407127059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uwishuwasmygf,2020/03/24,"When will I see my family again? I had a flight booked to go home last week, but with coronavirus, I cancelled my flight. All of my family and my sweet nieces and nephews live 2,000 miles away. All I can think about is this dragging in for months and not being able to go home to see everyone again. Or that I’ll get sick or they’ll get sick and I won’t be able to be with them. The only comfort I have is knowing my family is all very healthy. I feel lonely and helpless.",2.265378787878788,3.6647205252525294,3.300896464646467,93.43801136363639,76.07070707070706,6.970202020202023,21.465909090909093,7.645422480735847,0.5428878787878784,368,9,85,5,8,118,63,99,0.17300000000000001,0.725,0.102,-0.8319,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,0,3,17,21,9,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,4,14,2,11,14,3,11,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,2,6,55,16,1,0.3800411618374936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785305908681828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157280822096036,0.0,0.0,0.5374034768747179,0.0,0.09608011519214177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855582143958764,0.0,0.2159861503242589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812122719853049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443034180543598,0.1548921351578684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677916542896797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167261478725494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445192144440231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028436018893888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175751555796285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567868798230927,0.0,0.0,0.15242304814826896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WSTBSKT,2020/03/24,"Anyone else get Deja Vu ? I had a panic attack today after a surreal experience of deja vu. I just want to understand why this happened.
I had this happen when I was around 18 after I graduated (21 now.) It happened nearly daily and stopped until now. I have been going through a depressive state and now I'm taking anti depressants and an anxiety medicine. I had had slight little feelings of ""hey that looks familiar"" when my depressive episode started but today it was a full on panic attack. It's a weird experience. I'll just be doing something and suddenly get an overwhelming feeling that I have lived that exact moment before. I then feel dread and like I'm just not me. Then afterwards I feel down for awhile until I get back to normal. Can anyone explain this to me? Why it might be happening?",3.4062719298245625,5.959299539473688,5.130421052631579,76.32861403508772,76.63157894736842,7.737543859649122,26.580701754385963,8.648137234880735,2.4758722807017546,638,25,105,14,15,216,91,152,0.192,0.768,0.04,-0.9642,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,2,4,7,0,14,0,0,0,1,22,34,12,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,7,5,14,1,15,24,1,27,0,4,1,0,2,6,0,1,20,79,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968277273293542,0.0,0.0,0.1770050733270014,0.12968863293300334,0.0,0.11267648941509688,0.0,0.2879893136533985,0.0,0.0973265514926067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077039987673056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270505021878849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573520383145027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762466928506305,0.0,0.0,0.2559957305003026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838694947257987,0.0,0.0719341512804632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477110894570082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183700113857776,0.1268590425740758,0.11176596485610253,0.0,0.10628914404778614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342735747196241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401431862976085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970114556855689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974418062520764,0.0,0.0,0.08958876991966146,0.0,0.0,0.10582039914919394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516687722290652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399521362828295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176658774389474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746558256741746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284242508170404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,paulpel31,2020/03/24,"Relaxing music You may watch this kind of relaxing music video to overcome stress caused by the general containment : 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwftunbQjn8",21.54,23.878789000000005,13.450000000000005,34.255000000000024,34.0,18.0,50.0,15.903189008614273,9.2355,140,6,12,5,1,36,18,20,0.10800000000000001,0.6559999999999999,0.23600000000000002,0.5118,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529175608729803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604909056250185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6165485508781291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,candournat,2020/03/24,"TW?? Anxiety surrounding a certain person and I don't know why I've put TW in the title because I'm not sure if this would be triggering to anybody? I don't think so, but better to be safe than sorry.

So when I was younger I used to go to Beavers (for anyone who doesn't know, Beavers is like the UK scouts but for young children, predominantly boys although I am female, ages 6-8 I believe), and I remember there being this one boy, who was in Cubs when I was in Beavers (it goes Beavers, Cubs, Scouts). Anyway, there was this one time that Beavers was having a sleepover and Star Wars marathon that I went to, and this boy was there too -- helping out, or whatever. 

I don't really remember much of this night, just that at one point he came up to me and whispered in my ear, asking if he could sit next to his girlfriend (meaning me) and that that made me feel so incredibly uneasy. I also get the distinct feeling that he touched me, not even inappropriately necessarily, I don't know, it's just a feeling I get and I don't know why.

But ever since that night, every time I had to see him (he was a year or two above me at school and we went to the same primary and secondary school, so this went on for the next decade or so), I would just feel so physically sick that it was actually disabling, and I would want to cry and be alone and I would get all shaky, and just so incredibly anxious. And I have no idea why. 

An example of this was probably not long after the sleepover, my class at school was doing an assembly on cultures, I think, and he was obviously in the audience -- he saw me and waved, and I began to cry for no reason. Things like this kept happening every time I saw him until he left school when I was 16, I believe. 

This isn't really something I've thought of too much since then, except occasionally when my dad would mention his family in conversation, I'd get the horrible feeling again. But it's not been brought up in a while, but today I saw something on Facebook about him and I started to cry. I'm 21, I haven't even seen him in five years, I don't know why I react like this.

I know I can't expect medical advice on here, or any advice at all really, as this is probably something I should speak to someone who's qualified to give advice on it. But, I guess I was just wondering if anyone had experienced anything similar, or if anyone had any thoughts? I'm just really confused because I don't even remember him doing anything bad to me?",5.410353847221259,5.282338068410461,6.40767640324707,79.64724346076459,67.71227364185111,9.672073822243807,31.82605980711857,9.40505699530331,2.6263976826476094,1928,73,400,35,29,645,210,497,0.125,0.8170000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9896,0,1,3,0,0,0,66.0,1,0,0,1,31,11,1,2,15,0,46,3,1,5,7,95,91,50,1,13,26,1,6,3,1,6,2,3,0,5,28,21,0,2,22,1,0,7,17,4,0,5,31,15,53,7,48,49,5,56,0,0,5,0,33,23,0,13,28,272,81,6,0.0,0.0,0.06862956715746879,0.0,0.0,0.20616987353929667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728381567736212,0.0,0.05624093536179122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956503236429251,0.0,0.053800401464437216,0.07945014044963664,0.0,0.14752402440227247,0.0,0.1157472018848421,0.0,0.06574678798140124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058720586540977615,0.08574207246701887,0.0,0.0,0.15847018525955398,0.0,0.062199023919292974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043600895146064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561508450751164,0.0,0.231754612483182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935209766566614,0.06361531683460812,0.11850802826521688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629857758790275,0.0,0.17779867211035486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697301859449388,0.06746461711002022,0.03996878089195045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747375134503708,0.0,0.06219044125381791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471390902786739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793912705221432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319011720238521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641111471291419,0.0,0.0,0.10307550053187436,0.0,0.0,0.062237689736174384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665456507822129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660734510645556,0.0,0.07084763177073927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033977174794577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958834517733124,0.13199532778765635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296735230295513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140732478400359,0.0,0.0,0.06648228912479981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165003874043614,0.0,0.0,0.07069863627847164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802145784751892,0.0723084589105981,0.0,0.0,0.23900229473366424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847010371953673,0.056041970979500026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635139159025515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958832506187449,0.16242480662434186,0.0,0.07872596106944509,0.04977821871196272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628290601689649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672251506264296,0.09012613918028377,0.0,0.11166447586708153,0.12302572153209312,0.0,0.06666231677809886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869982060960543,0.0,0.0,0.060740443482305964,0.0,0.0,0.04148102515375253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955830964922204,0.2538387864122565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626725381615758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24979345316573906,0.0,0.0,0.09057730349840186
anxiety,Emayfss,2020/03/24,"Uncertainty and COVID-19 Hi everyone, I know uncertanity regarding the COVID-19 crisis has casued a lot of mental health and issues and panic. 

My university has decided to go online for the rest of the Spring 2020 semester. It has been a complete mess. My professors still have no clue what their real plans are besides video conferencing which my internet can barely hold up. I realize Fall semester is months away, but I just don't know how to cope with the stress that it will also be delivered remotely.

My biggest concern is I've been waiting twenty months to complete a yearlong student teaching internship (I'm an education major so this is built into my degree program). I pushed my graduation back a year to complete this experience. I will be graduating Spring 2021 once I've completed the internship. I don't have any concerns about not graduating because my university has made it clear they understand the necessity it is for students to still graduate when they're supposed to. 

I'm concerned it will be another poorly done remote experience delivered via collaborative ultra (basically zoom if you're not familiar with this platform). This internship is required for my teaching certification and I would also loose out on the hands on experience which would help me in my career. It would feel like I put off my graduation for no reason and wasted so much time waiting for what is just a webcam call.

On top of this, my placement school is in a rural area where forty to fifty percent of the students are in poverty. Online learning wouldn't be equitable for students. 

How do I cope with this uncertainty? What are ways I can self soothe my anxiety and remain positive? I can't stop feeling like I should be panicking right now even though it's still so far away. 

NOTE: please don't comment that I'm not being considerate of the fact that people are dying. I am practicing social distancing and staying at home as much as possible. I realize there are more important issues in the world, but I'm really struggling to deal with this. I'm looking for advice on how to cope with the anxiety and uncertainty of the situtation.",8.406127599906519,8.735806473007713,8.778402664173871,63.61905994391214,61.39074550128535,12.419770974526761,39.018579107268046,11.911945987284742,5.1069012853470435,1734,83,277,52,22,576,207,389,0.128,0.795,0.077,-0.9558,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,3,22,6,0,3,19,0,43,2,1,5,2,52,58,23,1,6,8,0,3,2,0,8,1,0,1,1,22,15,0,5,11,1,1,4,10,4,0,0,4,4,29,2,45,40,7,42,0,0,1,0,9,23,0,2,15,199,51,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009498208039014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382904021570974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965700613768806,0.10740847242375738,0.15671979988310594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247573558140554,0.0787635840163422,0.0,0.0624413576517469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459412456087484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42959036961762537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056024903461542,0.0,0.0,0.10630783749538196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482309873177824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765511119184449,0.0,0.0,0.0978777912904427,0.0,0.3005933038514356,0.0,0.0,0.10358499771060496,0.146354322797366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821424350428596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888000964894833,0.0,0.0,0.06865774784253942,0.0,0.10274725483489526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382397288577887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258746614948396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008581953850487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601675286798639,0.0,0.0,0.08708369034289025,0.0,0.0969232644162812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322696894191352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635198648969173,0.0,0.1505980359873514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090863197773393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018142215530712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101317981641307,0.0,0.0,0.11243914622089393,0.0,0.1154762476668932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297205808858616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658959531838035,0.06562031115446014,0.10531675323849987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747603376640584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366625610885068,0.0,0.0,0.10685850690562326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441612509153776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917846543248698,0.24540604398781815,0.08563741107855391,0.11733506116701745,0.10708375722663174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063853502930284,0.0,0.05972869450218093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663491663013837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130544282780633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829342677742855,0.0,0.0,0.06596259735907427
anxiety,Scwarlettoo,2020/03/24,"Help with phobia related anxiety annd panic attacks. Replies would be highly appreciated 😁 So my anxiety is phobia related which makes everything  a TON harder for me. I feel as if other anciety help websites only specialize in GAD and non phobia related anxietys.

2 of my phobias are emetophobia(sick) and somniphobia(sleeping). I have tired every thing to calm them down but nothings worked (i cant go on meds so i went doen the herbalist route). 

They effect everysingle aspect of my life. I can barley stand up due to the anxiety from it and get no sleep from it. I struggle to even go outside(not thatt i can do dur to corona right now) and it effects my family very bad aswell.

If anyone would like to share advice or anything that would help or they would like to say, would help alot. And even people who knoe any quick tips for calming a panick attack (its like im constantly in one) thank you xx",4.269605522682443,6.6233588402366905,5.4217514792899415,76.25850493096648,73.02366863905327,8.293648915187378,26.651282051282053,9.029198982220553,2.4368340039447736,720,26,124,16,15,238,120,169,0.168,0.66,0.172,0.5868,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,3,6,13,2,2,5,0,13,3,1,3,0,21,20,13,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,1,2,16,8,19,13,2,15,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,5,7,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998365145533095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349771159491111,0.0,0.37571941079367466,0.0,0.0,0.08585381957755447,0.0,0.10104123136036408,0.0,0.0,0.2793703266231853,0.0,0.0,0.10251997929429332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268648987500206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621960883892151,0.0,0.10345128786715364,0.0,0.110350845773883,0.0,0.11575035608354688,0.0,0.06208356304679024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414986510996644,0.0,0.13956259059508666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291996108348828,0.1297286294974156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262839526512749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672636624465005,0.17995900250251054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195964756454187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638596690617866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781509730767464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320199587715088,0.09338319113653533,0.0,0.14406122632308638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851233542255312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485734377467296,0.0,0.09764321071272447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457464680614952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836108200997026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304352667285908,0.0,0.0,0.08157260611586048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112278994427135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131012144334542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382251769972633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938862239348222,0.0,0.0,0.4361131445533283,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,branium,2020/03/24,"Hey guys, just wondering if some of you has had this weird feeling or thought. When you feel really empty, it feels like having a panic or anxiety attack feels better than nothing. Have any of you have had this feeling? Recenty, I was grieving over something and felt really really empty. I was on the verge of having a panic attack, and instead of trying to stop it, in the back of my mind, I just wanted it to let it happen. I was almost finding comfort in it. It still hurt of course and I do not wish anyone to get this horrible feeling. But somehow, it felt better than being an empty void. 
Just wondering how common this is, and if anyone can relate.",4.6509886264217,5.8533538188976415,5.98734908136483,77.26970253718285,69.86614173228347,8.164129483814524,26.70953630796151,8.515128840125781,2.045716360454944,513,16,89,8,9,173,76,127,0.25,0.6509999999999999,0.099,-0.9716,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,9,11,2,2,5,0,15,0,0,1,0,33,30,11,1,4,9,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,1,12,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,8,8,9,4,15,20,1,10,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,9,6,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138674913718441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417603633971224,0.0,0.10594231928206786,0.0,0.0,0.19366692279340605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31509833658609965,0.0,0.10648809878373014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449613263739849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201396980524917,0.09893527432828726,0.2659388351328638,0.0,0.12657478034938366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235383955303558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371240884210358,0.12246376243046835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825339833988782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416125318799936,0.0,0.0676578444910248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983258098445828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288219130176165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249697512949171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615531518926583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661420270936482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059604672499858,0.11578148968721165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994335760296227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402370968660782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168333119021842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925343092457553,0.0,0.30036689447006504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beyps,2020/03/24,"Coronavirus and relationships I've been with my partner for over a year now. We have a really healthy relationship, but with the quarantining going on we can't really see each other since I live with my senior parents. He reassures me that nothing will change, but I keep having thoughts that our relationship won't make it, we'll break up, he'll forget about me when I'm not physically there, etc. It's been really tough with all that's going on. Can anyone relate or give advice? :(",7.633913043478259,7.388824130434783,8.131652173913043,69.53508695652178,63.1304347826087,11.707826086956524,31.44347826086956,11.20814326018867,3.5084365217391307,388,12,70,10,5,129,67,92,0.094,0.848,0.059000000000000004,-0.4841,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,18,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,1,10,1,10,11,3,11,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,1,4,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893983044470233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552319554421266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503547459823884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161601272845588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592945523202253,0.22030433065111604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227579734352333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114628892470946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937611160782972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597516743055595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152137680114491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724974642572732,0.0,0.0,0.6242692600685226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154449155434392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032960521057188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387114057786705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481349051740268
anxiety,DubiousDuality,2020/03/24,"Anxiety in the evening from sensory overload? Hello, I want to ask you... Sometimes, I get sensory overload in the evening. Sounds are too much and the light is too bright. I also can't watch TV because of the moving pictures. My skin also gets more sensitive. And I feel like I'm not quite ""here"" - I can't focus (though maybe I'm just tired). It doesn't happen every day and it's not extreme, fortunately, but when it happens, it's very unnerving :( Obviously, it causes anxiety. Has anyone ever had this? This is a fairly recent development for me and I'm very confused...",1.4754434250764523,4.1863918348623885,3.482532110091743,83.0373149847095,89.36697247706422,6.209418960244648,24.69785932721713,7.554174236665415,1.7985187767584103,446,19,80,9,15,150,75,109,0.11,0.843,0.046,-0.7702,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,11,3,0,1,5,0,8,2,1,1,2,14,18,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,6,8,2,6,17,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,5,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037625008971142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29058095127644273,0.0,0.0,0.1327984865666773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755224566153716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577521869585485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510310405828585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248453916395036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508845287385912,0.17179610912171187,0.16001820920409418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603070956945632,0.1356809362109917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845372149959045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358963332602925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278672086256347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080305019180505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185795401424028,0.13961516218821385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020063502158038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875259215688623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783857465468148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659825539398747,0.0,0.0,0.2182884001769671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134125160129721,0.1120214294038962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thepotatobitchh,2020/03/24,"I get anxiety attacks while opening my email inbox I don't know why. I've always had very specific triggers, and tend to think about the worst and turn myself into a bundle of nerves because of that, but this one is new. It started a few days ago when Spring Break began (I'm 16). My teachers had told me that they were going to upload Holiday Homework and that I should check my email for assignments. I'm typically a good student; I get A's in all my subjects and take advanced courses, so school's normally okay. I'm a huge procrastinator and had an English essay late, but my teacher had said it would be okay and I wasn't worried. Then I got to opening my inbox.

Anxiety swelled up inside me, and my heart began to beat right out of my chest. My finger froze above the trackpad and throat seemed to close up. In that moment, I felt as if this was the only thing in the world that mattered and that I had fucked it up, even though I didn't know what exactly it was. Life stopped moving and only I stood, shaking. I don't remember much, just the feeling. My sister came into the room and helped me snap out of it. 

This happened again, whenever I tried to open my inbox for the next few days. It took a lot of courage for me to sign in to my email today. Nothing was wrong. 

It's something I do often- making a big deal out of things. The English teacher didn't care and I turned in the essay, yet I still dreamt of emails from her and bad grades. It wasn't that big a deal, but my mind never got around to registering that.",2.6878287841191053,4.383559435483871,3.7909677419354857,89.11952853598017,75.61290322580646,6.317617866004963,24.50372208436725,7.010146845296331,0.8727320099255587,1195,39,249,12,26,387,168,310,0.08900000000000001,0.815,0.096,0.5043,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,11,11,2,1,18,2,20,6,4,2,3,50,50,23,0,4,5,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,22,24,0,1,7,1,1,6,7,6,0,1,23,5,35,5,36,24,6,51,0,0,0,1,12,24,1,4,20,167,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208984780281983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052161095084201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934670351544704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125668594110658,0.0,0.14385455541876302,0.0,0.0,0.10558004653667756,0.07708243849796803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462453576470086,0.1289236875825284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309892675495674,0.26072775395882064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351869888230473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639366640606387,0.0,0.1214113451410378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690052055923347,0.13212928426740045,0.0,0.07186416204547914,0.10605983706100523,0.20226642508573733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181887083386907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498432604206422,0.08475643106606094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389866710380033,0.0,0.14264053812665928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931501788331699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750283878307272,0.0,0.0,0.08440601981740453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767794326379067,0.0,0.0,0.13439580163095327,0.09295492829971344,0.0,0.0975256459178993,0.12212571023995247,0.13448047248426104,0.0,0.12389365734254937,0.12133170082643477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568545035926496,0.1923410779792787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324262799352758,0.10798717783255167,0.12028242640008055,0.0,0.0,0.1279736397692104,0.0,0.11511487114867153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973469990241652,0.0,0.0,0.08950160340197512,0.0,0.10098273005862173,0.10571743986420452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950742834157358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801485152679932,0.08102373059731889,0.1242359868308342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985933592068038,0.1208279113587055,0.14049004163943304,0.08585090675078158,0.2750814793745324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433407624790912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114101001288183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841560018996165,0.0,0.08982609324377856,0.13825267242211625,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hedgehogcrisps,2020/03/24,As long time anxiety sufferer i actually feel comfort in the lockdown I've suffered anxiety a long time i suppose it's not good but the lockdown has given me comfort,6.587499999999999,7.339357750000001,8.350000000000005,63.69500000000001,65.25,11.4,47.25,11.20814326018867,6.1261375000000005,136,10,21,4,2,48,24,32,0.254,0.597,0.149,-0.1288,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,2,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.329992196910655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173779584880499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098220737097586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836298283704285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985161444938186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943638270051923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chazmk2,2020/03/24,Am I the only one? So I fell out with my friends around a year ago and we fell out hard. Left me with depression and anxiety that got pretty bad. Around 8 months later we got in contact and sorted things out but every time I spoke to them or tried to hang out I felt like I was some stranger. When I made a effort to hang out with them contact them or even spend sometime online with them to reconnect I felt like I wasn’t wanted any more. We had a massive falling out again and because off it all the hoodies I used to enjoy I struggle to do or even think about with out getting anxiety! When I explained this to them I was told I’m stupid and that it’s all bullshit. It’s not and they fail to believe that I associated my hobbies more with the people I cared about doing them with them the hobbies themselves. I had to walk away from them after that but I have to ask am I being stupid? I can’t help how I feel🤷‍♂️,1.6607773109243702,3.2624042193877543,3.1146338535414166,93.26734093637457,78.23469387755101,5.632172869147659,22.75390156062425,6.2272716619740125,0.2827176470588233,721,22,163,5,17,236,107,196,0.145,0.726,0.129,-0.2794,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,9,2,11,11,2,1,7,0,12,0,0,3,2,43,27,15,0,1,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,25,0,0,4,0,1,6,3,6,0,1,12,4,34,5,33,14,5,28,0,2,0,0,20,13,0,5,11,120,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757592676448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321322243538302,0.0,0.254715994097183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964079071599391,0.15563785774395356,0.0,0.1564149787224467,0.0,0.1390052134150114,0.10148566102627443,0.0,0.0,0.18756779538082893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697391249058978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433903904773968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991910295750425,0.0,0.14026795993346375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417811816085463,0.0,0.3196969597180603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286233001987253,0.0,0.08697978434581526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26630114787804204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913484692229914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158913237019352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088278632120627,0.0,0.0,0.16266903759318585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752895081126556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288405476819792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281226618529015,0.126616787309783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541740548693445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937167662157676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465459646543573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740427546103777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106030024587122,0.10667471111076024,0.0,0.0,0.09707678166764927,0.0,0.0,0.15908033909676542,0.0,0.1130301037575217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378668209126866,0.0,0.0,0.09819518321989207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720871626993453
anxiety,ehhhrika,2020/03/24,"Does anyone have LEGITIMATE facts about the virus? I’m a 22 yr old, with OCD, and all I keep reading about is how asthma is one of the big underlying factors that are killing people. I’ve had asthma my whole life, I’ve gotten bronchitis a few times and pneumonia once when I was having complications from the flu 2 years ago. My anxiety has been through the absolute roof thinking I’m going to die if I get the virus. All I read is people saying “20-something year old, with asthma, fighting for their life” and I just really don’t have any idea on how to calm myself down from this and/or find mechanisms that help me not think about this so much. I can’t sleep at night, I’m constantly checking my temp and if I have a cough or a sneeze I automatically assume I’ve got it and it’s all over for me. I’ve been having a tightness in my chest and shortness of breath but I know it’s anxiety cause once I distract myself, the pain is gone. I don’t know why to do! Even if the fact is yes, people with asthma may die from this, I just need some way to make myself feel better and lower my anxiety.",3.2833245798319335,4.58065940178572,4.562216386554621,85.82248949579831,73.28571428571429,7.770588235294117,23.444327731092443,8.313332769828598,1.1977487394957975,862,23,183,14,17,285,130,224,0.136,0.815,0.05,-0.9512,1,0,1,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,10,6,2,1,12,1,21,12,3,4,5,40,37,16,3,4,8,0,2,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,8,10,0,2,8,2,1,2,4,4,0,1,7,3,23,2,24,29,7,20,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,7,9,116,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194911662094623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166793172659396,0.0,0.30936256191142497,0.0,0.0,0.09425458400206298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921874722305265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384756888874012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566981372989368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27980012721953484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796349948892985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903345776059164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815841668005315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320382949142256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042690563424985,0.0,0.07660936917842845,0.0,0.10781106180565968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903529176848498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217164540037964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981553081767568,0.14913510391300694,0.0,0.14816399286326906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042501807426032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997936870092642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909276357470692,0.09995173877052382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649971516079905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828977166269206,0.2871130376717172,0.09134328033545594,0.0,0.14343562324960366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803579286582593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696709254874897,0.0,0.08635568101928981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719756269014884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489633443849786,0.0,0.0,0.10377484373831276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274749229289912,0.0,0.0,0.07860237172585198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069971593009267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163511662159075,0.1504982519370766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361225256417884
anxiety,SpookyKitter,2020/03/24,"Surviving lockdown when you live by yourself Hi all

I've been told today that I need to self isolate for 12 weeks because I have asthma. I live by myself (in the UK). My boyfriend lives 40 minutes away, so he can't come and visit. I am absolutely tearing my hair out about this already, I can't imagine how I will get through this 12 weeks without seeing anyone. If you have any advice please send it my way.",3.8412601626016247,5.051738573170732,4.5619512195121965,86.69747967479677,71.8048780487805,6.442276422764228,29.52032520325203,6.42735559955562,1.386042276422764,321,13,64,2,6,103,65,82,0.024,0.917,0.059000000000000004,0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,1,1,9,12,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,2,12,0,10,9,1,11,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,4,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913054857527366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23616812732350445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553584608253647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964252352513982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010717986703883,0.0,0.0,0.1304600401347491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843528280114272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118127038038316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5669309035360157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868756494664885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492147000561514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054026274040254,0.0,0.2232617230617976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285883632428856,0.20449812528530945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987316953689605,0.3433358541072037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063004232674044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsmassive,2020/03/24,Any tips for being able to take full breaths? I feel fine emotionally/mentally but I still have that anxious breathing where each breath is only like 90% of a full breath. Every 20th breath or so I finally get a 100% breath. Looking for tips to solve this weird breathing. Thank you,2.2621293800539064,5.142133056603772,2.279838274932615,92.20283018867926,86.35849056603773,5.292722371967655,22.66576819407009,6.868970318607317,0.7909428571428571,224,8,43,3,7,67,42,53,0.086,0.733,0.18100000000000002,0.6471,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,7,7,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,5,7,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,24,6,0,0.3380575908410544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298907542606629,0.0,0.0,0.3819088533828198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28482810058792524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709320754233207,0.0,0.0,0.3703255666418795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662113840193885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515786293645002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283883234326596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571080312930893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699732287324584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541772365261932,0.0,0.0,0.31123801017670993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ginny_and_draco,2020/03/24,"Pandemic triggering my OCD (obsessive) I had to go out to the pharmacy earlier. Despite how hard I tried there was always someone around. If I saw someone down an aisle I wanted to go down I'd walk to find an empty one. However, in certain circumstances I had to pass by an aisle someone had just been down and also had to ask for help for something behind a key.

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Additionally, as I was checking out and respecting social distance a woman decided to be an idiot (AND RUDE) and walk up right next to me and speak to the pharmacist as she was checking me out. Like she was standing right next to me. I instinctively tried to take a step back but there was nowhere to go. 

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So now I'm obsessing over every moment I stepped in an area just emptied by someone else or by that woman speaking next to me and I keep thinking ""This is it, I just caught it""",4.604156862745096,5.7684355529411775,5.622058823529412,79.98759803921571,69.94117647058823,8.725490196078429,32.401960784313715,9.075114841892004,2.8379019607843143,684,31,130,13,12,226,97,170,0.055999999999999994,0.893,0.051,-0.4014,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,2,2,10,0,12,0,0,2,1,25,23,14,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,11,0,1,3,0,2,9,0,4,0,1,12,4,17,3,32,10,0,30,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,2,7,95,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558090451014193,0.10985595867477607,0.2860995813629328,0.32085135262199616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753086398449045,0.12342620724670306,0.0,0.0,0.10151961376269532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102905310983314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123734638716154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066909786101555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509974335917968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826909461976408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849404366039185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735050828524933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450108809525261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42123248892641496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894640311039413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254984526761871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458357465920795,0.4474597883413789,0.10163983397481867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926689552341968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459673753155586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927356767456154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787217846871981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32085135262199616,0.0
anxiety,emecki,2020/03/24,"I became an idiot after 5 years of isolation with anxiety and I am looking for help. It happened gradually with time with no substance abuses. I can't live with myself anymore because of how stupid I am. Here are things I didn't have a problem with: I forget what i do after few minutes, during conversations i always forget what i want to say as an answer if I let someone finish and not say it right away. I used to be able to remember 7 A5 pages in 15 minutes, and now long term memory is at loss too. E.g. when I find a new word in english I try to learn it, but checking it on google translate 5 times (because I already forgot it after each time) in a period of 3 days wasn't enough. I couldn't understand a single word coming from my teachers mouth and it happens during regular convos too, plus ""keeping in mind"" is impossible for me because I simply forget. I can no longer imagine things, which i think helped me to remember and i have problems with determination. I am always tense and anxious with feeling that I am in a hurry and when playing games, which I do everyday, I panic very easily. I don't talk with people except for friends I play games with anymore because my wit, sense of humor and empathy are gone which makes conversations plain and no fun. I feel like determination in improving things written up above would help, but I can't find that will in myself, I just get impatient and frustrated. I tried visiting psychologist, but didn't help saying that there is no problem so continuing is unnecessary (I guess because I can't explain myself well) and psychiatrist said that I have mild depression and gave me pills which helped for 2 weeks only (i was euphoric during this time), but to be honest I don't think it's depression (correct me if I might be wrong, please). I am unhappy all the time (no mood swings, at least I didn't notice any), I can smile and laugh (it feels dishonest sometimes, but it starts naturally). Please send help, I am desperate for it! Sorry for so much text, but I wanted to include as much information as possible to identify the problem and/or find a good solution. It's my first post on reddit so sorry for eventual mistakes. Thank you guys in advance!",6.843191823899375,6.79269725,7.525000000000002,72.57833333333333,64.70754716981132,10.462893081761008,34.17610062893082,10.125756701596842,3.433701572327045,1750,70,315,36,24,583,223,424,0.16899999999999998,0.645,0.18600000000000005,0.9248,0,1,0,0,1,0,53.0,0,1,0,3,13,25,3,1,10,0,37,2,1,3,2,76,62,31,0,11,11,0,3,1,1,3,1,4,0,1,25,25,0,2,16,4,1,5,16,13,1,1,10,8,51,11,51,44,10,44,0,3,1,0,23,15,0,4,24,223,76,1,0.0838759645117307,0.09937930244718547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925592125466786,0.0,0.13958304327436927,0.0,0.0,0.057038532097356126,0.0,0.0641648832728634,0.09475596555414784,0.16636483730328655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880422968668384,0.0,0.0,0.25565004728897384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225171654139942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540930582246496,0.0,0.14448449065859778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666629279922515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723062354364206,0.059921005806390565,0.0,0.0,0.229983336067513,0.0713448525656218,0.0,0.0,0.06480236211843718,0.0,0.04382172960460979,0.0,0.0,0.07035117956425731,0.0,0.0,0.09239883116952403,0.08305039182696873,0.1483424768261936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373217458965725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455281112580292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857688564837041,0.0,0.0409775595218158,0.0,0.07406401334276365,0.07422758917020457,0.07043468548839116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598785761911867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897914353818433,0.08469081380710977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331696961658185,0.0,0.0,0.08100792918964646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549334152275506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379145060688632,0.0,0.09841037226838976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814903282359525,0.0,0.0,0.18414124310892008,0.0,0.09455754739172807,0.08032998854416283,0.0,0.0,0.32103188136515604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900302342993861,0.07162961540253401,0.07978524965326236,0.2001046005433068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106783254299667,0.0,0.08295547360496082,0.18778455048905174,0.05936783938862311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741632310946204,0.0,0.07722171903117375,0.0,0.0,0.16717039149925872,0.10748866259221773,0.0,0.0,0.24454374709714585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389254828110895,0.0,0.0,0.08731783710147427,0.0,0.07244190303227298,0.0,0.06920645492379562,0.09894443404064973,0.0,0.06728023941112338,0.0,0.07541456519443407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059583078670146415,0.09170520012407947,0.0,0.05401337116403683
anxiety,434_am,2020/03/24,"For 10 years I lived in a country with martial law, curfews, food shortages, energy outages and standing in lines for toilet paper. I recorded an important podcast to help you deal mentally with anxiety related to what is happening around us now ❗⚠ IT WILL BE OK ⚠❗ I talk about the stages you will go through, creating an emotional plan, nutrition, healthy lifestyle, social support etc. ❗⚠ LISTEN TO IT ⚠❗ it is here: https://youtu.be/VzXC0Wz2x5A",5.405343915343913,7.920123185185186,5.82162257495591,73.93444444444447,70.23456790123457,9.566843033509699,37.4973544973545,9.957137785484203,4.5101132275132265,362,21,57,10,7,116,62,81,0.039,0.741,0.22,0.9251,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,1,5,1,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,12,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002367483972121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330114987058259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698510246354817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944316296890902,0.0,0.0,0.2919185668930135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165071075784045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875760227356316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314631749780493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544438150788852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311285620506188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637807427427288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668194495419323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970288917283149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103833848014431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148510007926513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685573363527421
anxiety,DaffodilsnHyacinths,2020/03/24,"Hate the confinement I'm lock out at a frend's appartment cause it was bigger than mine so we though it would be better to spend the confinment there. My friend gave me the keys but she's gone spending the confinement with her family.   


I'm alone in a big appartment, it has been a week and a day and I don't know how I will keep handling things. I feel so alone, it's like I'm forgeting about myself, I'm forgeting about who the fuck I am, and even tho I talk to my friends daily with internet the feeling keeps growing. I'm sad, I'm weak, I feel like everything is pointless, and so numb, and my thpughts are driving me crazy everything went shit, and I'm alone and I have nothing to do about that I can't do anything.",0.5404666666666706,2.8745591800000017,2.2133333333333347,94.03666666666668,87.2,6.266666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.594959193182576,0.919866666666667,567,20,126,11,18,185,90,150,0.213,0.6679999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.9551,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,11,11,3,0,10,0,14,4,1,2,0,26,32,14,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,7,11,0,5,4,0,2,4,2,6,0,0,5,3,18,5,12,24,0,11,0,1,0,1,8,5,2,0,4,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280673775400632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985875001133255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031167225851522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459093346176666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096071235282852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225388820697706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30548977174644365,0.0,0.1602187532481114,0.0,0.25780355426408424,0.12141611698277552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26261412250504057,0.1571209578430576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779569588043955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021282007946493,0.0,0.0,0.09340300101505476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606317245892482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307671650544214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744566971279933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660365114121736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129107649712031,0.0,0.1669802423124997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632790886996246,0.0,0.0,0.1575502874846312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073138547412154,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuirkyArtist7,2020/03/24,"What are you doing to manage physical symptoms? I'm 33 and I've had anxiety issues for at least 20 years. I live with someone who has a reduced immune system. She started working from home 3/9 and I on 3/11. What gives me anxiety is the fear of being infected and then infecting her. So much that I've basically isolated myself physically.

I wasn't feeling well when I came home from work on 3/11, a headache and kind of icky feeling. The headache has gone away, but developed a bit of a sore throat since then and started coughing a bit today, in addition to a bit of post nasal drip. No fever thankfully.

But this fear has sometimes convinced me that I am infected, and that causes anxiety attacks, which themselves can manifest symptoms similar to coronavirus ([https://metro.co.uk/2020/03/14/anxiety-can-produce-symptoms-make-think-coronavirus-12398381/](https://metro.co.uk/2020/03/14/anxiety-can-produce-symptoms-make-think-coronavirus-12398381/)) in a kind of cycle.  That article doesn't list cough as a physical symptom of a panic attack, but overall anxiety especially with hyperventilation, can cause a cough from what I've read.

What are others doing who have anxiety problems that manifest physically to calm themselves?",10.212844677137873,13.429761837696335,8.157151832460734,59.25935776614313,58.895287958115176,10.328935427574171,36.2935427574171,10.504223727775694,4.548358883071554,1025,45,134,25,15,304,115,191,0.23800000000000002,0.706,0.057,-0.9857,0,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,0,2,3,12,2,3,12,0,16,14,2,2,0,18,25,14,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,12,0,2,0,14,10,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,6,1,0,4,3,11,6,23,20,5,17,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,93,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235442536572711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25194481431481497,0.10403534439779302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626684568150264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664667344921396,0.0,0.2275023141925621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920614010152425,0.11197776050799486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062231883939566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221442824548695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155743117046978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306184269355657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977774310621702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782749790608915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139996707766273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299188763339561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060496125257465,0.0,0.0,0.10595453592175356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076088537956304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159776130230964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382194919754024,0.0,0.10951571128208692,0.0,0.15675183023816638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452754720384861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194615398613943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190380486047893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495996475233664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956039534688234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122685714692467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130708203706904
anxiety,IntestinalBees,2020/03/24,"UK Coronavirus lockdown So im writing this because im genuinely terrified. I was under the impression that it was 3 weeks but my stepdad has been telling me its at least 4 months and that it could be longer. Its been the first time in a long time that ive had to fight off a panic attack. But he keeps saying its 4 months.

Please can someone tell me what its going to be. I keep reading 3 weeks but he keeps saying 4 months",2.7323051948051957,4.16236956818182,3.7946753246753246,90.2477272727273,74.9090909090909,6.846753246753247,25.07142857142857,7.447530270364453,1.0522837662337658,334,11,72,4,7,108,58,88,0.163,0.787,0.049,-0.9022,0,1,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,15,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,2,6,1,6,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,9,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103575700507025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102363821203923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407222149731268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283454685992036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543406225773583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627696068668815,0.0,0.0,0.44777092998374796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860587249624932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021017201520458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702053370062933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432816154110865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796765309562808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670769641196795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227994441868058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29354282770109896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583358321146105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693941374418203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,librabitch26,2020/03/24,"I told my parents about my depression and it did not go well I never thought I would tell them like this esp in the middle of a pandemic. I blurted it out because I was frustrated with my mum who was projecting all her panic about the virus onto everyone at home. 

She started yelling at me saying, WHY DIDNT I TELL THEM? HOW CAN I HAVE KEPT THIS A SECRET?
We talked about it later on, but she did not listen when I was talking, rather blaming herself for not being a good parent. I can see where she’s coming from as this could be a shock to her as well. But there i was feeling guilty and it just reminded me; this was why i didnt wanna tell them in the first place. She believes after telling them, i will be free from this depressed state.

It’s been a few days. It’s weird. I’m still confused and sad. 

For those who have told their family, does it get better? Do they start accepting the fact that I am depressed? Will the be patient and start listening?",2.4603668890236534,4.307570427835053,3.458526379624015,90.59226500909641,76.68041237113404,6.420375985445725,23.78289872650091,7.285733465282438,0.8889233474833236,749,24,157,9,17,240,119,194,0.20800000000000002,0.72,0.07200000000000001,-0.9811,2,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,1,0,6,2,12,16,1,2,10,0,24,0,0,1,3,28,39,10,0,4,7,3,1,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,16,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,6,9,2,1,14,6,32,8,21,17,2,23,0,4,1,0,31,10,0,1,11,125,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040433765955601,0.0,0.0,0.14860487877153575,0.0,0.11665384746153228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136192125697245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531052906437983,0.0,0.0,0.085063870800237,0.0,0.3408129559336065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542560541811578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603503953550144,0.0,0.0,0.12434253255953158,0.0,0.06669204070513039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219312643962316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891172486215247,0.0,0.0749611774526058,0.11063052904580016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230533867333752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443913402707857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172855345067716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547549254337941,0.29291621106983345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780626432876808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048912894790648,0.0,0.0,0.1051063364365498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800761346383889,0.0,0.10533462204405034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203065927587267,0.4611417658784216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471298353148296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520700790710029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371858808024325,0.0,0.2380364610574779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369718541016217,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BuckShoticus,2020/03/24,Quick Question Does anyone had any unusual symptoms from panic or anxiety attacks that aren’t usually listed on online sources? Or any symptoms that may persist after a day or two after a panic attack?,9.1575,9.504775305555556,9.457777777777778,59.315,59.83333333333333,10.533333333333337,43.0,10.125756701596842,5.172933333333333,165,9,20,3,2,55,28,36,0.344,0.6559999999999999,0.0,-0.9282,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,5,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865214636161421,0.0,0.16115961957716576,0.0,0.0,0.1473032109055808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479328075859945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586273738203553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843560440943422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943444871481085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359951673009316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379271921219031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579097280123526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201985303393044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cooldood1410,2020/03/24,"I overthink until the point where I feel out of reality I overthink whether people like me or not, how I look, will I find love. Some days its better than others. But its eating away at me. I have hair fall and I'm only 18. Some days it's really hard to find a reason to keep going. I feel like high school was meaningless for me. The only girl I like used me as a rebound and I feel like shit. I don't know what to do anymore. Please help. Thank you.",-0.7130048076923075,1.44579659375,1.5483333333333356,97.11461538461542,93.47916666666666,4.203846153846154,14.676282051282053,5.8734145424116955,-0.8148756410256404,347,7,80,3,13,116,66,96,0.08,0.6779999999999999,0.242,0.9372,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,2,8,1,0,4,0,5,4,2,3,0,19,16,8,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,7,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,6,15,7,11,14,2,11,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,3,7,50,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747785150131142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655792950559857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586620544608848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731496732778425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033317674659427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673302821390253,0.2518057200715032,0.0,0.0,0.322152578290836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015884207472396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578726220683423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812711304684115,0.1862027533166108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664643839210607,0.0,0.0,0.09685456310043146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443995554915488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799364979553353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905965142285824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680704694172477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217968377330946,0.0,0.0,0.19345393861428734,0.16659975482409614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290113872784295,0.18119971025065312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835999489231225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090347201534385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225420705246418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221110953419675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spinningalltheplates,2020/03/24,"Empty Words and Gestures During the Covid-19 isolation I am learning that I really have very few people in my life who care. My phone might as well be a paperweight for all the use it’s been. All over you see “check in on your friends”, “reach out” and I have been more than willing to reach out to friends via text. The ones that do reach back reply with one word replies, and many not at all. We are all sitting here doing nothing but staring at our phones, and if you can’t reach back during these times, you really don’t want to, and that speaks volumes, and really makes things feel even more isolating and lonely. Please if someone reaches out to you during these times, please talk back. Ask how they are and engage with them in honest discourse and empathy, because this is hard.",6.329153789551139,6.617089715231793,5.488432671081679,85.59628403237677,65.75496688741721,8.5654157468727,29.360559234731426,8.167268648758528,1.7956086828550402,621,19,123,7,9,186,101,151,0.052000000000000005,0.772,0.17600000000000002,0.9346,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,5,2,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,15,1,0,3,4,32,22,14,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,9,15,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,2,5,14,6,19,17,7,16,0,1,2,0,17,10,0,3,5,90,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634312923000803,0.0,0.0,0.4032729038950237,0.0,0.10656746997082256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782386685307183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546568334597772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839326648308223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701280071068765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566026486922196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347916946704753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669241603565805,0.17723807937825384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854543409553271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774264847200912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692249067439886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119683479378195,0.0,0.0,0.3837954775188914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33597878720530944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930736422917314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812277937614698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405121388534304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614135459146373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387563938816844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098667901466786,0.0,0.144243212256131,0.10311222426147527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571824354610068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melisabunjaku16,2020/03/24,"Anxious and scared during this time So, i have been having a fear of developing schizophrenia( again). The first time i had this fear was two years ago( when i was 14, now i am 16). Now during these times because of coronavirus pandemic and i have nothing to do it kinda came back. I really don’t want to have this stress again because i know how much i had to endure to overcome this fear with a lot of support from my parents too. 
It all came back when at night in my right ear at night i hear a fluttering kind of whispering noise. I should mention that my ears reverberate a lot but when i calm down that right ear thing goes away. I think what makes it worse ( cause i like to fuel my anxious, hypochondriac ass) i google everytime i feel bad or smth. That REALLY makes it far worse. 
Then, because i know the symptoms, started to think about delusions. I am so scared i’ll start to believe them. It usually doean’t last long, just a thought that i don’t want to think but as i am being very calm, my mind goes like: Hey, why don’t you think about this delusion?? And i try to dismiss it because i really don’t want to think about that. Thoughts are like: What if there’s something in your brain or in your head? What if all these thoughts get worse? 
I’m just scared because i was fine while i was going to school and just talking to friends and i see that when i have something to get my mind off this i really seem to take this fear away of my head. It’s just that i think it’s better for me to stop reading and googling anything little that happens but my stubborn self should obviously make it worse! 
It would really help to tell me honestly about it and give me any advice on how to pass this. 
Btw: I hope everyone is safe and healthy during these times! Stay home, wash your hands and stay healthy❤️",2.44638777888778,4.4385595412087975,2.9431368631368637,93.60792374292377,77.21428571428572,6.2802530802530825,23.667665667665663,7.229369725052465,0.736134798534799,1419,46,309,17,33,439,175,364,0.141,0.727,0.132,-0.6864,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,1,2,24,23,1,8,7,0,26,10,8,6,3,60,60,27,0,9,11,1,2,3,1,3,2,5,1,1,34,12,0,3,13,1,0,4,4,10,0,2,12,8,44,13,40,44,5,47,0,0,1,1,15,14,1,9,30,196,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194010670299804,0.06525922969350413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006377292851738,0.0,0.0,0.16633812157116015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058256168485645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833585528137174,0.11321767626463865,0.06146919317892555,0.22438876748781497,0.0,0.0,0.08294394695820992,0.0,0.0651104500491929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218369040173915,0.0,0.16840215209120096,0.0,0.07562748841389684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034657085639967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313695430323873,0.03722422259961946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626206945923386,0.0,0.0,0.05687822990941545,0.0,0.07692628262296265,0.0706225163296715,0.04183964872453993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510146564435032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110965746477506,0.0,0.08297450779046467,0.0,0.04934558759212245,0.0,0.0738463439688313,0.07312075780799288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666336262556941,0.08091868503167313,0.06000970446919706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079002821231483,0.07378606245226292,0.0,0.06515092574446965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517730350012654,0.0,0.0,0.14742472960980932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866938245653133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411879073763539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817379526400025,0.0,0.07063987942301979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174572354225343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363940543185668,0.0,0.23581262957539634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574127238578486,0.0,0.0,0.22111783637947652,0.07450684710629575,0.05866519636793253,0.06702041232712158,0.0768011765338999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335174940136733,0.0,0.0,0.10421649790480794,0.15693714689063226,0.0,0.06154918421196906,0.08433086898980277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354251682611785,0.0,0.07651883118601725,0.05535268912388271,0.05917255174216012,0.06434667301205957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489095132281532,0.2830343523158221,0.0,0.17533693826884322,0.1717124501712452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998279641614355,0.0,0.07191553751702465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108145959187578,0.060743783493214715,0.13026803538431245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643013258812744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30009817047498805,0.05229716844453058,0.0,0.0,0.0474085333129639
anxiety,HadesTheGrim,2020/03/24,"My parents are hording dogs. I'm going to be light on details because I want to get this out quick.   


I can't handle this anymore. I can't take care of myself, and am trying to get on disability since I've tried everything else, school, getting a job, suicide,(I'm not going to try again, don't freak out) therapy, medication, ext. I just want to have my own place to live. away from my parents. I had a terrible childhood and don't want anything to do with my family, but I have no choice. 

Despite the fact that I have a number of independently serious mental health issues, and can't even drag myself out of bed or take care of my personal hygiene most days, I'm expected to take care of four dogs. As of now my parents have taken in four dogs and two cats. They refuse to get rid of any of these animals. I keep getting the run around when I try to get rid of one. Despite my extreme social anxiety I've offered to WALK miles to a animal shelter to get rid of one or two, but they won't let me. They talk a lot about getting rid of them (at least one or the other of the most resent pair) but no. Today I offered to take care of the whole thing myself, they didn't even have to take responsibility for their bad decisions, I would. I couldn't get them to let me do anything.   


I'm trapped here, but it's this or homelessness. Please give me some advise.",3.871092677345541,4.680515518115943,5.12453852021358,84.19513729977119,71.35507246376812,8.12936689549962,27.56979405034325,8.371475516178862,1.7252130434782609,1057,36,223,16,19,352,142,276,0.138,0.82,0.042,-0.9824,4,1,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,7,0,10,9,1,0,10,0,22,2,0,1,1,34,51,14,0,6,10,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,8,9,0,2,1,0,0,4,11,5,0,7,3,1,32,4,43,42,7,22,0,0,0,0,18,11,0,8,7,152,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227591865090917,0.0,0.07005662495180423,0.0,0.09082038661678188,0.0,0.0,0.15072114874509274,0.08152349308983854,0.0,0.0,0.08604018400997672,0.0,0.0764634834736407,0.055824864219488526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37347792800613744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905998576238464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650134649785223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097230227131214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230405556278979,0.0,0.08633122539027842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43060971783191865,0.08784959312093489,0.104091338224645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734272257129714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558323763389738,0.09087665240579962,0.08139839210697898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728863218442626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080864711981387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785601357737015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225481283754076,0.09228869681392107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616608627467532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050583125234612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996204125967801,0.09567911655863397,0.10052472122314617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268143565512957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757539496117613,0.0,0.0,0.09335184603240522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34427484819311543,0.073606618181236,0.0,0.0,0.10472698402373087,0.0,0.060840098316222474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680487129875154,0.0,0.0,0.2487007575718399,0.0,0.1789160465609065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204455037758678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224313692045883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505411033193043,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pacamilk,2020/03/24,"What health issues are caused by anxiety? Will seeking help benefit me? I know anxiety can cause health issues, but my physical symptoms are so severe I haven't seen anyone like me on here. Horrible digestion, full body pain, itchy skin and scalp, anhedonia, horrible brain fog and memory problems, migraines everyday. I want to see a mental health professional but I don't know if its worth it. Please share similar experiences.",5.2174324324324335,8.492847432432434,5.87695945945946,69.40300675675678,74.67567567567569,10.727027027027027,30.871621621621625,10.411451182825502,4.577410810810812,346,16,52,13,8,112,60,74,0.318,0.5429999999999999,0.14,-0.9639,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,11,4,2,0,11,11,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,7,3,3,9,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26041499066690993,0.0,0.0,0.11901233197815828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906103479691674,0.0,0.19000672819288345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34969789175263544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649460262922294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427646037901895,0.0,0.0,0.11408581925807655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35530269911615797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708206600823685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083154291226923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152810412999772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111170074552804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683560874598729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628646194873629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356325320288611,0.0,0.0,0.19228488097206087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690970906425788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039219489290216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dontlikemangoes,2020/03/24,"My parents won't let me get therapy, I'm at a loss Hey guys, so I was diagnosed with anxiety last fall and got counseling through my school for it. I stopped this semester because I was studying abroad, and now that I'm back home it's becoming very clear I need help again. However, every time I ask my parents they don't take it seriously and they don't think I need it. The problem is I'm not allowed to drive most places despite having a license for a year and a half with no accidents so I can't go behind their back, and now that I have no job I can't afford it without their help. I really don't know what to do :/",5.3756168831168845,4.323260219696973,6.603679653679656,81.30409090909096,68.01515151515152,10.573160173160174,34.00865800865801,9.957137785484203,3.0087476190476186,487,20,109,10,7,166,82,132,0.142,0.7759999999999999,0.083,-0.6555,6,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,1,1,18,25,7,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,10,3,0,1,3,0,18,0,10,20,1,14,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,1,9,72,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719403037180525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676579836143302,0.0,0.0,0.2758016165357582,0.0,0.1093235382449461,0.19806610442991496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820255570478295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511010474509941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093697352752179,0.0,0.10192262493132008,0.0,0.14343397594454693,0.0,0.0,0.17757404669850355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24041462916095754,0.0,0.17989188361588487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796652663222784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856015807777953,0.14618541950773967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338652704066852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26595555324869896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398270012981716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737133900074734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716034356948481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488931160258313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815008888441306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993563781011954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484079203572458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509005446356826,0.0,0.0,0.11491334580622667,0.0,0.0,0.1045741550679944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479736577773171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287663095709369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154885929184948
anxiety,junjunsay93,2020/03/24,"Can't control myself. Got enough courage to post it. I've had panic attacks for 1 year and it's been a helluva rollercoaster. So my panic attacks increase my pulse rate so high I think I'm having a heart attack. I've been going to all types of doctor and all of them tells me the same thing, that is a mental problem. But my body doesn't feel like is mental. My heart is fine from what the cardiologist could see and I still fear like I'm having a heart attack. My pulse today reached to 150 and it's been like 9 hours and I still feel shaky and a bit of high pulse. Does anybody in here experience something like this? And how did u cope with it?",0.5820833333333333,2.9053258518518565,2.1228472222222234,94.8709375,86.77777777777777,4.560185185185184,18.06712962962963,5.985473137389443,-0.35484259259259204,510,13,112,4,16,165,81,135,0.24600000000000002,0.693,0.061,-0.9764,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,15,4,4,7,0,13,5,4,2,2,20,21,11,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,6,3,11,6,10,14,6,11,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,9,67,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339589057831923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810348494350368,0.13033685884548415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316053449725906,0.09368541498323643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010114557976423,0.10268389912538284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124225790858413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147797775714592,0.0,0.13203867506158687,0.11865995860146865,0.08382680054113409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668629509007733,0.0,0.09384648847325586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171408222368132,0.0,0.2479495868171577,0.0,0.0,0.11555499694980928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22930307410369666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23649965017952615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753433970709905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237805234646056,0.0,0.0,0.11227730210960468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350376295618146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903330744878188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741369673048336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255920772179247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779546275189367,0.07518590983489579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112233805697039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556228454761807
anxiety,ottomanzoltan,2020/03/24,"anxiety or heart problem +Google translate

I have been having septomes that I have not understood why for a few months. I live with the fear that I will die every day. problems started to appear two months ago. Due to social phobia, almost all my life is spent with stress. Stress has become an integral part of my life. Now I feel pressure in my chest. my heart is beating Sometimes I have shortness of breath. My heart seems to stop. I'm afraid I will have a heart attack. I'm even more panic. All my days pass by checking my heart rate and heart. My heart seems to stop. I don't feel nausea, dizzy, but I have an incredible feeling of pressure in my heart. As if my heart beats in my ear. I don't know if these symptoms are anxiety or a real heart problem, and I can't be sure. I am 8 kilometers from the hospital. I always think if I can survive if I have a heart attack. When I appeared to the cardiologist a month ago, he had told me that I had no problem and said that it was stress-related. But I can't beat the stress and I feel that my heart will hurt. Can you help me??",1.4370761670761674,3.5152080720720704,2.8562653562653573,92.55759213759214,80.89189189189189,5.657985257985259,21.8026208026208,6.782984794422108,0.4201279279279282,840,26,183,9,22,273,118,222,0.249,0.721,0.028999999999999998,-0.9916,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,4,3,16,2,8,11,0,26,18,15,0,3,37,43,14,1,8,9,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,7,6,0,2,9,0,2,3,6,15,0,1,8,6,34,1,17,31,5,20,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,11,13,118,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419336457570648,0.0,0.058850369756619676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890193301240472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991885403703634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372031840912427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490762420803563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580448305710939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609947111333102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03881749512605594,0.0,0.04951685213186021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613338022953925,0.11886493342275745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8357227938975432,0.03939276346300676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629152532064464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032298841443921894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302297132897059,0.0,0.0,0.05189560757746767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073064355737622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895475724705434,0.0,0.06364294430754887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249425028870658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689392668629031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590439701551138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700528168062397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059909330653956636,0.0,0.0,0.05812572814117752,0.0,0.04159820615412454,0.0,0.0,0.09826987875974508,0.26928656739922513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539069216076024,0.061085263434125674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376578934974604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056157925387075217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057410437223679826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303141836085946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alexanderkutay,2020/03/24,"3 EASY TIPS ON WHAT TO DO ABOUT CORONAVIRUS FOR YOURSELF  [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elgEZzkRI9c](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elgEZzkRI9c) 

In this Global Coronavirus Crisis, You have 3 options! Get better, stay the same, get worse.👇 Will you be one of those who complains, waiting things to pass and waste your life at these times or will you use this as an opportunity to work on yourself, work on your goals to come on top on the other side when this is over?

As this pandemic continues to raise people's stress and anxiety levels especially when you're already struggling with stress and confidence, it can take it to the next level.

✅ I am therefore answering all my Linkedin connection's questions everyday.

✅If you send me a question about what do you struggle the most about stress and feeling of “not enough” and your confidence, you may have the chance to get on top on the other side when this is over and learn the most common mistakes executives make these days.

✅2020 can be your year on getting ahead and come on top on the other side when this is over.

✅Are you going to be the person who just waits, waiting things to happen to them or are you going to be the person who does it and come on top on the other side when this is over?

✅ Send me what do you struggle the most about your stress, confidence and feeling of ""Not Enough"" then I can see how exactly I can help you.",7.133779069767443,7.9576308565891525,6.020455426356591,80.6192877906977,64.07751937984496,8.93062015503876,29.30329457364341,8.841846274778883,2.0813713178294573,1123,34,209,16,16,335,122,258,0.114,0.762,0.124,-0.4014,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,15,1,10,11,11,0,7,14,0,22,1,0,4,2,40,41,20,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,25,13,0,3,6,0,0,8,2,9,0,1,0,3,22,2,41,34,7,52,0,0,1,0,27,29,0,9,14,153,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298113268798273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998919078464572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040371387152538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039921452071857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758637791952725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294173731506452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430933918835883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895791250830405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583428098092805,0.0,0.13370748734999446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402278292793896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884715491028907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830879139468752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852117457277832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510440226194613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971140234502133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815521534801605,0.20542580780610564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26355254734675404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937385499205877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538149950047275,0.0,0.0,0.5389944200011723,0.3689277551218784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844563956005233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630074153591236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859295237594272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015974455225266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127695963434958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575202064862238
anxiety,cabr00kie,2020/03/24,"I’m worried So I have read news about doctors and nurses dying due to constant exposure to the virus. I’m no expert about this stuff, but would that mean that if a whole family gets infected their conditions would be worse due to viral load? We are five living in the same house so I’m really worried that’s the case. If one of us gets the virus and infects the others (lets say for example being asymptomatic ) and we all get infected wouldn’t we also be expose to more viral load ? I’m just really scared that will be the case.
Sorry for my english.",2.781545454545455,4.868487700000003,4.254545454545454,84.1518181818182,76.54545454545455,7.672727272727273,21.909090909090907,8.548686976883017,1.4651999999999998,437,12,84,9,10,145,71,110,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.977,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,7,0,11,4,0,0,1,17,19,9,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,7,0,10,10,4,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,59,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902498039411308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013794353735372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340311556034734,0.0,0.0,0.1907383407207024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567531837152076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920824183525433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502425482563448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055671883275935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455151607232013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299107810163905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627639006410002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640162062685967,0.0,0.2387626899449123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481939469490203,0.18657005176745908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860490191726616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332752996147555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415753837455815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805445015526455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37849736103183657,0.1899077844112184,0.2647570793133869,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Educational-Painting,2020/03/24,"Really good at feeling bad. I could win a million dollars and feel mildly pleased.

But if I get a paper cut, the depths of the ocean couldn’t contain my suffering.

I’m really good at feeling bad. If there was a feeling bad Olympic. I would take home the gold for suffering the most over the smallest problem.

Uggh😓",1.914539170506913,4.4729369516129065,3.28041474654378,87.31919354838709,82.70967741935483,6.123502304147466,28.211981566820285,7.447530270364453,1.8857529953917047,249,12,47,4,7,81,43,62,0.273,0.494,0.233,-0.6277,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,11,4,0,6,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,1,4,4,3,5,7,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,28,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5611221464977295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788554041674611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530689191686326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703705708820752,0.0,0.0,0.3757813802957966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247023638772748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458979754619852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434929066855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870157272515616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168429192626653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913174223674462,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,superwholock777,2020/03/24,"My roommate is a sugar baby and is now bringing clients home. I met her on Craigslist and she did not tell me she was a sugar baby, I found out when she was talking to her friend. I was generally cool about it, didn’t think it would affect me. Honestly her stories are pretty cool and I enjoy hearing about her experiences. 

I work in clinical cancer research and she used to be a CNA working with end stage cancer patients. I don’t think she’s taking the quarantine seriously enough but I don’t want to disrupt the peace while we’re supposed to stay indoors. 

I still have to go into work for essential procedures and spend time in the cancer center. Not sure what to do. I told my boss that she had traveled to a hard hit state and he freaked out and tried to get me to stay with someone I didn’t know. I don’t think not working is an option.",2.641754385964912,4.5386779707602365,3.8992748538011694,87.41136842105264,76.30994152046783,6.431345029239767,26.019883040935675,7.3011,1.250963040935673,667,25,135,8,15,218,101,171,0.115,0.7809999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.5984,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,8,2,18,6,0,3,1,29,33,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,4,12,2,0,5,1,1,3,8,2,0,0,10,6,26,6,20,20,1,20,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,1,6,92,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521852957281946,0.17754039386209905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807709843877947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839643420038304,0.1327509983651287,0.0,0.08977108495623096,0.0,0.09765168761887794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392078876360574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936584307490193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235374418454372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443012064067237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748070460915826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558613935223194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662836020650768,0.13721907735242775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194233320078533,0.0,0.12919046100929454,0.13810583297149445,0.1501819781914725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302941468237676,0.0,0.0,0.10019210877456383,0.0,0.0,0.1641854454265364,0.0,0.11665739485724835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484009939858039,0.0,0.0,0.10134640136699424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003604357546211,0.0,0.0,0.1220590256366522,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Justsimplyginger,2020/03/24,"Scared for the future. If there is a thread already started where I could have posted this, I apologize. Coronavirus has me scared for the future. I'm sure this month, and the next month, aren't going to be normal. But, I want to be able to have a summer. I want to go to the beach and hang out with friends and go shopping. I go to twitchcon in September where I get to hang out with a lot of online friends I'd normally not see in person. I have seen where this could last another six months. I really just don't want my summer taken away because we have to stay inside.",3.064615384615383,4.387297512820513,4.103931623931627,88.79384615384619,73.87179487179488,7.2512820512820495,23.256410256410252,7.793537801064563,0.9660358974358982,447,12,95,6,9,145,70,117,0.051,0.825,0.12300000000000001,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,7,0,12,0,0,0,1,21,25,5,0,8,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,2,0,1,2,2,11,3,18,19,1,26,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,2,10,64,14,0,0.15924658240178152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757325635974916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698392661357206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961740624340955,0.0,0.0,0.09707523855878668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542908760709555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246067029070778,0.0,0.08319976664462786,0.0,0.362014010471456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980721901567402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538574964631753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813273083162548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936054699738284,0.0,0.3120556790056816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390479733262109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251420611971736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201743842837176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188672195501953,0.0,0.12689890844969254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127155506616424,0.16973566840829907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008801930778845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817832807117518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,schweebin,2020/03/24,"Woke up feeling insane? When i woke up today, I felt absolutely crazy. I had very vivid and real dreams last night. I did eat sugar late at night, and two days before I stayed up all night because i took too much adderall. Could this be the cause? Idk, but i felt absolutely weird this morning.",1.5640601503759366,4.188229666666668,2.4909774436090224,91.70684210526319,85.66666666666667,4.660651629072682,18.669172932330827,6.1826913282559595,-0.10825112781954882,229,6,46,2,7,72,42,57,0.141,0.802,0.057,-0.5641,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,10,10,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,5,7,0,4,1,2,14,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,8,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241511578675075,0.0,0.1708789915955923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629258439487325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033464094393765,0.0,0.0,0.12950922669583895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054841398488137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153822694916424,0.0,0.3856282744261416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369123559904505,0.2265283549782838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762231881206633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.565354540758905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285717246897603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140423429272401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190349381399499,0.0,0.22311313769127827,0.0,0.0,0.19616732491948488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569361677275118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,delacool_,2020/03/24,"Really need some reassurance and advice So on March 8, I was doing a 2 hour drive and was fine until I felt my body get all tingly/shocked as if someone gave me a jump scare then I got very short of breath and started to black out and had to pull over. When I got out of the car I literally thought I was gonna die and couldn’t breathe and was freaking out cus this had never happened to me before. I thought I was having a heart attack or something. I ended up going to the ER that night and they did an EKG, a blood test and urine test and everything turned out fine. I got diagnosed with anxiety and palpitations. They gave me baby aspirin and an anxiety pill and let me go. A few days pass and I had been fine till Wednesday night I felt the anxiety come back and Thursday I ended up just coming home with my parents cus I felt like I needed them. Friday I went back to the doctor because I couldn’t handle the way my body was reacting. He was a nice dr and related every symptom I had back to anxiety. I really felt like something was wrong. My chest and back are so sore and I’m assuming it’s from me being tensed up and my throat always feels closed even tho it doesn’t look closed. The physical aspect of anxiety is terrible and idk how to cope with it. I keep feeling like I’m gonna have a heart attack or something and feel like my mind is making up symptoms. I want to go to the doctor again just to make sure but I don’t know what to do. Has anyone else ever dealt with this? I feel like the trigger to my panic attacks is being anxious about my health. I can’t stand feeling this way anymore",1.9981981981981995,3.8523889849849873,3.515576576576578,89.62795945945948,78.06906906906906,6.482042042042044,22.811711711711716,7.42949916751922,0.8462353153153148,1264,39,269,17,30,417,176,333,0.11599999999999999,0.809,0.075,-0.9184,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,0,15,19,3,2,17,0,31,20,10,5,4,68,69,33,1,6,6,1,9,5,0,2,10,0,1,0,8,32,0,1,13,0,0,11,6,8,1,0,26,11,40,11,34,36,3,48,0,0,2,0,8,13,0,5,26,173,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927755792963444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675051783317476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103143323402357,0.09165179670365067,0.08045739472964132,0.05672673795541128,0.08312544898184847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27688518790748673,0.0,0.24953037464300676,0.0,0.049455010086976114,0.0,0.06903414009536045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802303273995481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976955640134392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052320990520129895,0.0,0.0,0.0823434358639047,0.08419828417218354,0.0,0.0,0.16607634233814952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777221791070216,0.0,0.1437110460998358,0.0,0.0,0.05358442436644478,0.07338511993518439,0.06835402463007112,0.0,0.07291281322339245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510432905737944,0.1738740503670118,0.3115832563486763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042386146660380215,0.0,0.13832111158282615,0.0,0.19465694692187432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717414172768944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623550444707781,0.0,0.19227466333368773,0.0,0.0,0.0813782197467433,0.0,0.07989495495517497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721104898148405,0.0,0.0,0.04458594818793179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295910185683225,0.0,0.19817575245745606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812727238348551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830743403586758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191637544213891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120311094753739,0.06257108488771684,0.0,0.0,0.15226667794117585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518648646473764,0.09008328776013344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394563065569558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122350144785485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873967778501203,0.18736940264819926,0.0,0.0,0.05742297188952964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646238751508165,0.1686465686547167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288134896083279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824420712615641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693927817802102,0.04785152628975791,0.1287916101248554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520667300241571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870097317130674,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Solana__,2020/03/24,"I’m so useless!! This is my second time posting this. I try so hard yet seem to get no where. I’d be working and trying on a task for days and barely pass, while someone who worked on it in one day gets a really high mark and this makes me feel so useless. I get soooo scared of my teachers, especially my English teacher I can’t even ask her for help because it seems like she’ll start yelling at you straight away like today I finally built up the courage to go and ask her and she made me feel so crappy. I barely even sleep and idk If it’s because of all the stress and worry, but I’m used to it now. I feel like ever since I’ve been at school I’ve been feeling like nothing has a purpose, at this point I’m tired of trying for everything. I can’t even speak about how I’m feeling so it was hard to put it into words. I just needed to let this out, thank you to those who read it :)",1.8720312499999991,2.9877800572916686,3.2915833333333366,94.26175000000002,76.55208333333334,5.953333333333334,23.21666666666667,6.079149491110277,0.2432329166666669,689,20,163,4,15,226,114,192,0.11599999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.134,0.6859,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,15,10,0,2,5,0,10,2,1,4,2,27,33,16,0,2,3,0,7,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,15,9,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,4,0,2,4,9,19,6,23,26,1,28,0,2,0,0,12,14,0,3,14,99,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23436179654753536,0.0,0.11776599842643767,0.0,0.0,0.1528186148710716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167464703589962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248368087356844,0.11338196434415135,0.0,0.0,0.1126522378982016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316891649758894,0.17909335840379065,0.0,0.13730960613496615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964631756510513,0.0,0.07123660016898567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245694663187405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401628600055465,0.13243414973271825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817402134195394,0.0,0.24494945153842995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860471628025475,0.08366893475753237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294192247435464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027215810470104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849371925283086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849178641463333,0.0,0.12004611100317868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600660747389292,0.0,0.0,0.12537918078538288,0.0,0.08029938357492439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549247249580944,0.12685609556874455,0.0,0.2282192351824157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368689483207827,0.0,0.12543578342585926,0.0,0.10620463252676296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872002058543063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435825724943572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540107527310453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308982944275651,0.14406593800137926,0.11881265079105988,0.0,0.0,0.25530361215984004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825806016283404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250568511086704,0.12729419652042126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,texmexdabest,2020/03/24,"Anyone else going crazy being cooped up in the house? I'm stuck in the house with my husband and his parents. I think I might use up all my panic attack meds in this 3 week lockdown the UK is having. His parents are crazy strict and irrational about things and were only on day 4 of this quarantine and I'm going insane. My only escape was getting out of the house, even to just windowshop. And now I cant even do that. I try to avoid using my panic attack meds and just calm myself down naturally or with a walk...but now I might use my whole prescription in this month long span, and those meds usually last me nearly a year.",3.2037007874015733,4.694422322834646,4.322055118110239,86.69568110236222,73.8031496062992,6.969763779527558,21.361417322834647,7.554174236665415,0.7111959055118104,493,11,100,6,10,161,81,127,0.20199999999999999,0.767,0.03,-0.9678,2,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,3,6,0,10,0,0,3,1,21,20,8,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,0,14,1,17,14,2,22,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,3,9,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665565135401944,0.12698226947721494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28197950588148857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992544039061626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352870442461634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371091881060726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474899279647138,0.0,0.1408660354563117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42900026659497015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102055604165036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967530674497686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129792310682177,0.0,0.0,0.2629430639079126,0.0,0.0,0.0989207868203448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851068696235326,0.0,0.2908133723883751,0.2752221001356303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233445349777772,0.07941017735586729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414122234291667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211105745884962,0.1364928257036206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941021900051696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836487834865674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980769841739561
anxiety,mavavilj,2020/03/24,Do beta blockers leave lasting effects or is it all temporary? Do beta blockers leave lasting effects or is it all temporary?,5.90727272727273,8.77057063636364,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,69.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,47.36363636363637,8.841846274778883,5.656018181818182,102,8,12,2,2,34,11,22,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,8,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100065166363033,0.0,0.7923963967997605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_throwaway_2020,2020/03/24,"Random moments of short lived (30 seconds-1minute) extreme excitement where I feel a strong need to tense up my entire body. It feels like an adrenline rush or when you get really excited about something but nothing is happening... Anyone else? Is this an anxiety thing? Long story short, I'm trying to figure out my quirks and what is and isn't anxiety.

These extreme moments of random excitement bursts have been getting more intense, sometimes I have to kind of squeal/hold my breath to release it, they happen daily, I don't have any other medical issues and I don't take medication, I do drink caffeine on the regular but these moments happen at all different times of day with and without caffeine in my system. 

Google has me thinking I have a tumor. 
Please tell me this is just another anxiety thing?

Beyond these moments I rarely get excited about anything. I have some lingering depression from 2018 putting me through hell but otherwise life, beyond the current Covid-19 fiasco, has been going ok. My last best day was the second Tuesday of February, my boyfriend and I went to six flags for my birthday and it was the best day I've had in years. We are in our 30s and randomly decided to go. 

So should I call a doctor and convince them I need a brain scan because I’m obviously dying or should I grab my towel and not panic???",6.095457122608077,7.398782779116466,6.329581856839122,75.77064493267187,66.59036144578313,9.553602645877627,33.92416725726435,9.773937934552695,3.484590644932672,1068,48,181,23,17,342,156,249,0.099,0.748,0.153,0.9299,3,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,2,3,8,14,1,1,10,1,23,8,3,0,2,35,40,16,1,4,8,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,12,12,1,0,5,1,0,5,5,3,0,2,6,4,28,11,27,32,5,32,1,1,1,0,7,12,1,6,15,126,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538954498289386,0.13166745308351768,0.2881741509686013,0.0,0.0,0.08779903603031967,0.12865774682708708,0.103330553683086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654419007698356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635486488504172,0.0,0.0,0.13947610579641792,0.0,0.14017377272862586,0.12821746439235718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429400683375992,0.0,0.10815026667731087,0.0,0.13031823179283394,0.13119029641464386,0.0,0.1285226622425585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300739388334413,0.0,0.0,0.10489472190122298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698041894133338,0.08970475277995801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680998512974454,0.0,0.14272470322737155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331141983861982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105883215150546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075821634144322,0.0,0.10235347956094247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869135225619541,0.06134546303023621,0.0,0.11087754481743957,0.1111224260400408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529901336289524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862119791099867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048447028134883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732526593166845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783434095759242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262290424707065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044113322986468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666724797407723,0.12418850704077652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441040220074157,0.0,0.10975068014766066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684164359126386,0.08045796106659202,0.0,0.0,0.07321885232739034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525143019166997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640142956659626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104165225790295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086072725043096
anxiety,TheRealMrFingerz,2020/03/24,"New here Day to day anxiety, 3 scripts. Hope everyone is having a great day.",0.8460000000000001,3.3816392666666717,3.068333333333332,86.4225,89.66666666666666,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,2.9370000000000007,59,3,12,2,2,20,13,15,0.091,0.535,0.374,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643216408449924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6684949077579007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33015890034916234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809367122073223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431790447876269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33370509962289496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutsabovedarest,2020/03/24,"Have to go to work at my university and a student in town has a confirmed case of the virus I'm a senior at my local university and I also work as a janitor at the student union, living with my mom in the same town as the university. Classes went online for the rest of the semester, but not only do I still need to go to work, but they're having the entire staff here at the building 10 hours a day to deep clean everything. The building had been open until Friday; since Monday, only one side of the building is open, but the news came out over the weekend that a student has COVID-19 and is symptomatic. That means that during the incubation period, they may have been on campus and may have been in the union. The student is now self-quarantining, but I can't stop thinking about where they've been and how many other students they may have been around. Two janitors stopped working after the news came out because they are immunocompromised. I've been anxious about this because my mom is also in the high-risk category and I don't want to risk bringing it home with me after being here for so long. My supervisor told me that she wants me here for the next two days to scrub the loading dock, but I feel very anxious about being here. I feel like I need to self-isolate due to living with my mom and I've been analyzing every minor tickle in my throat. Do I tell my supervisor that I can't work anymore? Is this worth losing my job over? Am I just being paranoid?",7.1423711340206175,6.233893821305845,7.466034364261173,76.08832989690724,64.39518900343643,9.959312714776633,32.802061855670104,9.029198982220553,2.6200202061855657,1166,39,227,16,15,382,143,291,0.054000000000000006,0.897,0.05,0.2494,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,6,16,3,0,1,25,0,33,1,1,1,0,41,49,19,0,4,7,3,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,17,0,2,4,1,1,6,4,2,0,3,12,2,26,1,41,31,2,46,0,1,0,0,9,23,0,3,18,164,35,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571163755561195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822336599887584,0.10895261226502656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779960055209112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394051738004384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130348135890024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170253989995818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256264843398583,0.0,0.09873600176807504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110980663132725,0.07848473533205089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487309993064792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607420044313145,0.11019956155277533,0.0,0.10819097583775003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902011147883743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053672545551297766,0.0,0.1940185885269752,0.09722354643350127,0.0,0.12290638110429587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138183189423692,0.0,0.11967085869795258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860036999252031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292111001023749,0.0,0.0,0.11683844214742567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444467103466472,0.16710851394938073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292180093396439,0.0,0.0,0.09087817181863306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773515325969901,0.1836974655631644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602337464806232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039450624380712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497691352720834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463650811347548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064684787691474,0.12959775313771113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018422670894177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999006585220707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fartknocker216,2020/03/24,"Stay calm. Hi everyone, I hope you’re doing well. We have to find a way to keep our inner peace during these hard times. 

While I’m quarantined at home, My mind is going all over the place. I worry about random aches and pains and possible symptoms. I read social media posts, go to the news sites and my mind is intentionally seeking out bad news so that I can justify my anxiety. 

For the past two days I’ve tried two simple methods to avoid cluttering my mind with too much info. 

Only go to the CDC website, and the only real news I get is once a day during the governors press conference. Outside of these two sources I’ve considered everything else to be an assumption, or prediction and news channels attempts to get us to click. 

This is very hard to do while stuck at home. Can some of you share some strategies to stay occupied at home, especially if you have small kids like I do?",4.890587668593447,6.00617890173411,5.583945086705203,80.7061295761079,69.23121387283237,9.234874759152216,28.289499036608863,9.516144504307137,2.4418828516377644,702,24,136,15,12,228,113,173,0.11,0.805,0.085,-0.34,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,3,2,0,1,4,8,0,1,9,0,12,2,0,1,1,28,21,10,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,8,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,3,1,3,1,4,15,5,20,19,4,22,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,6,7,79,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422663780674853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284390616404496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887216636920282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289483218954368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769661773596045,0.1106995154116652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257744841035283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870511198343113,0.0,0.21000533851996794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067676205603107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706562300686939,0.12233810085581676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948139189395074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060175869764257574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731073866787317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054597186808636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311747099089875,0.0,0.18735649797540505,0.13106424161688293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758210403819483,0.0,0.0,0.12868906356597035,0.0,0.0,0.13885850508112696,0.11796522255612465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320584849983725,0.1401972894081606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555886885413348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26257102743308275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802340631624196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182288476280299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362605328941919,0.0,0.3609649521806372,0.0,0.14816137123806047,0.0,0.0,0.10163022559025613,0.0,0.0977686102045471,0.0,0.0,0.11074688454914802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250876692060182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1stDue,2020/03/24,"Worried about doing illegal activities in my sleep Hello I have a 20 year old male with OCD and Anxiety and I am worried about doing illegal activities and searches on my phone while I am asleep. I have read stories about people sleep texting and am concerned that I could fall victim to something similiar. Is this a legitment concern, am I overthinking? I do not have a history of sleep walking.",4.430861056751472,7.136748876712332,5.934677103718201,71.08835616438357,73.93150684931506,9.102935420743641,35.08610567514677,9.606745405546679,4.212629745596868,320,18,50,9,7,108,48,73,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.9246,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,12,4,4,0,0,7,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,8,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055911449582096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884474202605488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476694055582169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363059262132507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608970269597826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7085888573591812,0.0,0.0,0.18170421569333356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793913761946249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519928965948446
anxiety,Hiiki12,2020/03/24,"My body feels very heavy And my vision feels weird and ive never felt like this before. But my body feels sooo heavy its hard to walk. Im om antipsychotics, but that already for quite some time. Is this s sympthom of anxiety? Im not really anxious right now.. :////",0.7619780219780239,3.283400692307694,1.6032967032967065,96.79884615384618,90.15384615384615,5.279120879120879,17.043956043956047,6.868970318607317,-0.03640439560439557,204,5,44,3,7,63,40,52,0.11599999999999999,0.81,0.07400000000000001,-0.0567,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,11,6,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,4,1,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376810552852598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476779295047006,0.243322055879912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832755002961758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784850419961368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32671311732696456,0.0,0.20680194289496592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294131620190386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653022940547107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522550184021874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661170381934184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229086871254496,0.0,0.0,0.13798018948094673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393633772506107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559185471494594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771394965729714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Big-Setting,2020/03/24,"Anyone else have to keep reminding themselves the tightness in their chest is probably just anxiety? I’ve been so stressed and anxious these past few days, especially after my job closing due to the covid-19 pandemic.  I keep feeling tightness in my chest and then get stressed worrying I might have a mild case.  Then I have to stop and put myself in check.  Do I have a fever?  No.  Body aches and chills?  No.  Dry cough?  No.  Does anyone else have to keep themselves in check like this?",2.652242424242424,5.539673800000003,2.547575757575757,91.37045454545456,83.22222222222223,5.9393939393939394,25.959595959595962,7.348242739294969,1.436444444444445,382,16,73,6,11,114,58,90,0.245,0.715,0.04,-0.9542,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,9,5,3,0,0,14,14,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,8,1,9,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,8,44,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261835352421575,0.19584513362160136,0.0,0.2424318120182049,0.35525140256322485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192561596290144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180153306499477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170670602335856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28963663670381856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765498588204193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905723712460108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203101097349147,0.462265520848563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469393534332302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390538425586808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548977448860672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869091856399454,0.0,0.0,0.17427261664312887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493500458506547,0.39716188086609255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605340827618685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UpendiU,2020/03/24,Is it anxiety or covid? My job shut down and I've been a bit all over the place since finding out. I'm a smoker so I cough occasionally anyway but my chest is tight and I can't tell if it's because I'm anxious or early signs of covid. And because I'm anxious I'm smoking more adding to the cycle. Any tips on breaking the cycle?,0.01291666666666913,2.0628511250000017,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,86.36111111111109,4.711111111111111,21.5,5.985473137389443,0.1543833333333331,259,9,58,2,8,90,50,72,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.6917,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,4,2,1,0,1,12,8,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,6,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,1,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872376915708957,0.0,0.21063102752049626,0.6221018529245191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356841275134888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30059523118936915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516518066042041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732281591787357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876671641955739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277605045409806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406555041756037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cayce_leighann,2020/03/24,"Ever had a pretty normal dream trigger anxiety I was having a seemingly normal dream I think it involved waiting on Starbucks and driving in a car, and then I was jolted awake and had started to feel an anxiety attack come on...I was able to calm my self down but just was super weird the that a average dream could bring it on

Anyone else have this happen to them?",6.540833333333335,6.23819141666667,7.1633333333333375,75.765,65.3888888888889,9.422222222222222,31.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.6493222222222217,290,10,52,4,4,96,51,72,0.09,0.716,0.19399999999999998,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,17,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,6,1,5,2,7,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,38,9,0,0.2369517344948973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625348566463569,0.0,0.0,0.16568216216107673,0.2427850536505097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695668054509988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041129381269156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918667905605804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794276918801154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143364095934491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980991656362985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095356362687172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643247803762723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106509966754985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571195979938584,0.2471923363312688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771565725937262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518291037726347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grain_n_grape,2020/03/24,"A little hope! Much like many of you, I’ve been feeling the pressures of our current circumstances. Yesterday I downloaded the “Couch to 5k” app and decided to do day 1. For context, I’m not much for working out and definitely not into running. 

25 minutes later...lungs burning, coughing, light headed...I’m sure I’ve got the virus and convinced I have some unknown heath problem that will make me one of the few in my age range at risk. 

This morning I woke up refreshed, slept great, muscles a little sore (but the good kind), no coughing, lump in my throat is gone, chest doesn’t hurt, heart rate is normal...feeling great. 

My doctor always reminds me of how important a role exercise plays in managing anxiety. I live in US Mountain time zone and headed out at 3:30 every day to work my body for the sake of my mind. Would love you to join me by doing the same at the same time. Maybe it helps knowing that someone else is doing this at the same time who doesn’t really want to, but will no matter what.",4.5192087912087935,5.775303517948721,4.9703479853479875,84.23596153846154,70.23076923076923,7.622710622710624,29.313186813186807,7.957251820313856,1.909395604395604,786,30,151,10,14,250,129,195,0.073,0.7829999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.8445,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,0,2,1,14,0,2,12,0,13,13,6,2,1,27,24,7,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,3,6,1,1,0,7,7,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,4,0,1,5,3,16,10,26,16,7,24,0,1,0,1,8,14,0,2,9,93,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597172192520084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581579887356334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816431899555587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527287925267653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495791087731076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647004570441922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755575788351126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309845048447088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698188864901774,0.12108340621388353,0.3338242718494046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537365722805396,0.0,0.0,0.17940231417285016,0.1014760345683742,0.0,0.0,0.15036814655692002,0.0,0.0,0.16207013288750022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765328604906526,0.08320204176484769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396333554798508,0.3034726057356893,0.13368344857103698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663876370041478,0.0,0.10105649892329624,0.15348949303082784,0.1520953633636754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286452274231518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225836411184048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833372402733408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258831823494788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448633657061173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698670830812932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282754269991907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268681093546345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648367267417927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210803199124231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929595199121028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043289572587027,0.0,0.0,0.10754577119986447,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FreedomOfPeach_,2020/03/24,"Is it wrong that I’ve been staying home during all of this? So I’m in Tennessee, and as you may know, our cases have sprouted up from a little over 200 to 615 in just a matter of 2-3 days. I have all of the nasty physical symptoms of anxiety, but I’ve been doing fairly well until this virus happened. 
I work full-time at a local call-center and they recently turned off the point system to allow people that are sick, caretakers, or anyone feeling remotely ill to call out without repercussions. So, I haven’t been to work since last Tuesday because my anxiety was so bad that I actually believed I had the virus. I had a fever, shortness of breath, overall discomfort and chest pain. It’s just been getting worse everyday and I feel like I’m going to implode. I feel horrible for missing work but I genuinely do not want to expose myself because I am immunocompromised and if I get sick I could easily get pneumonia (or spread it to those I love and those I don’t know, equally as bad!!) and I’m not cool with that. 
Basically, I just don’t know if I’m doing the right thing right now. I feel like I am, but I also feel so worthless and lazy.",5.1942422360248415,5.3807791695652165,6.3623602484472075,78.70869565217392,68.17391304347825,9.527950310559003,30.77639751552795,9.424239791934726,2.632291925465838,899,33,178,17,14,303,132,230,0.23199999999999998,0.67,0.099,-0.9888,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,1,3,10,12,0,1,8,1,21,9,2,1,2,38,42,23,0,4,13,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,1,0,12,10,0,0,8,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,7,6,23,5,26,33,3,23,0,2,0,1,5,13,0,5,9,120,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.1323557953919168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846365555993696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075139104955027,0.0,0.0,0.094835993668143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264915912897512,0.16535817825988766,0.0,0.0,0.15280911919353465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698779373978205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082899116177295,0.0,0.0,0.08747044699764342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428942603236516,0.19378890136571944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125840025982324,0.0,0.0770819342873218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993759627008745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604844224769502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361691430392752,0.11055695345222123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252441499461873,0.1359373845299437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241181452151745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432040629438062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402910577614072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821465471869367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391874840070533,0.0,0.0,0.23165539842499894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219494466248198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445640584067368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409720133181665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901068722994843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752702816870086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999837832722702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194810099836614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307429544345791,0.0,0.2962218408810989,0.0,0.13821905872461934,0.0,0.14829065152035112,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BuddhistHighlander,2020/03/24,"I'm Scared to Lose Control So I haven't left my house in five months. The mental health professionals think I have agoraphobia. I just don't know. I'll hang out outside my house for thirty minutes, but other than that, I try to avoid the outside world. My anxiety isn't too bad, but it could be better.  I feel like I'm just a really anxious person. I'm basically a hikikomori at this point. I guess I'm just afraid I'll just lose control someday. Perhaps I already have.",1.8129473684210533,4.170897294736847,3.3928947368421056,87.65776315789472,81.3157894736842,5.905263157894738,24.23684210526316,7.1686216300943375,1.0616105263157896,373,14,75,5,10,123,62,95,0.161,0.723,0.11599999999999999,-0.3104,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,6,8,0,3,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,15,15,3,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,0,1,10,2,7,13,0,8,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825158553117864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743407592035148,0.20295678725846789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000277561301842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158888505342221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029922978315351,0.14343832564421485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083796974081852,0.1283441602503799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979080663780254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096276952195404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145909509869461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987326067415185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519354232988315,0.0,0.0,0.08776939564283003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401971573338599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104799900424093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339733424551868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686609591582734,0.0,0.0,0.1698301819731982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509033104745985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986402336489615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511440730325086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197261437120127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,T_Eighteen,2020/03/24,"How to stay focused on study? I have been struggling to study ever since starting University. Every time i do go to study my mind wonders off to something completely different. No matter where i am located other than being on campus i fail to keep focus. 

Because of this my anxiety spikes and thus forcing me not to study as i could work my way into a panic attack. Since i havent been able to study and now have an assignment to do which is due in 2 weeks, my anxiety is playing up even more. 

I simply cant go back to my campus as everything has now moved online due to COVID-19 and there is no sign of being able to go back for the foreseeable future. 

How can i try stay focused on my University work? I tried self talking but that only goes so far before it becomes useless. 

I can only stay focused while on campus, outside of that is a massive chore",4.998743315508023,5.6311921470588215,6.1243315508021405,78.68040106951874,68.70588235294117,8.53475935828877,30.74866310160428,8.575989854853784,2.407235294117647,675,26,126,10,11,226,103,170,0.109,0.8340000000000001,0.057,-0.7825,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,11,6,1,2,4,0,19,0,0,3,1,16,25,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,1,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,2,0,17,1,26,20,1,30,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,1,12,92,23,7,0.27981340113348696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405648598415894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591640694817478,0.0,0.21515923362117229,0.0,0.08528582609844078,0.15451595886475294,0.1190502975668952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668951370786176,0.0,0.0,0.11170411609070753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617272446895468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240705623281556,0.12655362047238922,0.11787742935399798,0.0,0.12573912123325912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385366062497803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435550378831013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126588465528744,0.0,0.0,0.14869868143260903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281070043677752,0.0,0.16415036853245082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459532012087353,0.0,0.0,0.23146453692952354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770701331923864,0.0,0.0,0.09902668275697694,0.4473657828759211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626086043378436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245170634392164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158072220035058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997493193559575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110514267890044,0.11222471615255618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172284874435368,0.20370748858670185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unic0rnfartx,2020/03/24,"I keep biting the inside of my mouth and I can’t stop. I have broken this habit before but things became stressful in my life again and I started chewing the inside of my mouth again. I only chew on my left side. The feeling brings me comfort. Anytime I feel anxious, unsure or even bored I will chew on it. Idk what negative health effects it can have on me. It’s starting to become visible when I smile , on the corner of my smile you can see a small white mass that is just scarred tissue building up.",3.3494306930693085,4.909322297029707,4.054542079207923,88.48003094059406,73.55445544554456,5.8420792079207935,25.496287128712872,5.985473137389443,0.7631277227722775,396,13,78,2,8,126,71,101,0.2,0.6970000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,5,0,7,7,2,1,0,10,14,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,2,3,2,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,16,1,10,13,0,18,0,0,2,0,1,11,0,1,6,55,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024896193155351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957169837385031,0.22784180461558945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768512207159201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27077234772447706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846135684172645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379950573503491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29091917106977,0.0,0.18912495228389464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036415490762537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336796097959265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790400959185695,0.0,0.0,0.2238571546390273,0.3067151680724103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788610208590086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LIKES_ROCKY_IV,2020/03/24,I’m in so much pain Literally. I’m so fucking stressed out and keyed up that I’m lying in bed ugly-crying and hyperventilating because I have such a bad tension headache that I feel like my head is going to explode.,8.088863636363637,5.972824704545456,9.080909090909092,69.14136363636364,63.31818181818181,10.618181818181819,40.18181818181819,8.841846274778883,3.514309090909092,173,8,34,2,2,60,34,44,0.32,0.629,0.051,-0.9224,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,8,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864591333513482,0.20913959837160886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768594590801726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347256396429325,0.24509784412842284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171737738918909,0.0,0.0,0.19498140277308326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521011036567437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761253188727418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522047401468266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650634293006838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929992634727997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RememberHowToFly,2020/03/24,"My dad called me today and I'm worried.. Apologies if the title is click baity, I really didn't know what to make it.

My father works in a hospital and called me tonight to tell me that he has a fever and sore throat.. I am worried.

If he were to be tested and found to be covid positive, would I be allowed to visit him? If his symptoms were severe and he required hospital attention, what then? I know I am getting ahead of myself, but these thoughts are keeping me from sleeping.",3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,74.83333333333334,6.883333333333333,27.625,7.645422480735847,1.6110875,376,15,75,5,8,122,65,96,0.061,0.914,0.025,-0.2982,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,12,5,2,2,0,19,20,10,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,14,0,9,11,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,3,4,53,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647341083575296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495108562460852,0.0,0.0,0.11889216676864098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226826584470411,0.0,0.0,0.2501251189437573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189993104176694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578255194804327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257081182341152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772713561818955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365248736351607,0.0,0.0,0.19889991087320166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065943822724628,0.0,0.0,0.2157029190625231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566842319320546,0.4622021238707926,0.0,0.1616540786901052,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamnother1028,2020/03/24,Is it normal to feel guilty all the time I feel guilty all the time. Even though I keep telling myself some of the things happening are beyond my control. I’m so tired,2.661078431372548,4.589147264705887,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,76.35294117647058,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,-0.05565490196078393,133,3,29,1,3,40,26,34,0.25,0.75,0.0,-0.8534,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,8,7,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,7,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529065451294068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207823248459719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31819282145390226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782438099106451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967523060164096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30829003177801195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750178245104333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903936903388973,0.0,0.3091418652865675,0.0,0.3669496982276109,0.3616436984292549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Survector,2020/03/24,"ZMA + agmatine sulphate + Lion's Mane The above combo does wonders for my anxiety.

I usually try supplements for my insomnia, bur by coincidence I noticed it helped greatly for my anxiety. (especially when I just get out of bed, my body is icecold and I feel apathic & anxious).

It's the same reason I take kratom, it does wonders for anxiety.

30 min. before I take kratom I take a combo of ZMA (contains Mg, an NMDA antagonist), agamatine sulphate and LM. The first 2 I take because they lower tolerance of kratom, and I add the LM that also helps with anxiety.

But what I noticed is when I take the combo first (before kratom) I it already helps greatly with anxiety, I suspect the combo works synergistic (if it didn't it would cancel out the anxiety effect of LM).

So perhaps this might be useful for people who also suffer from anxiety.

I buy my supps. from ebay (uk) (they are much cheaper than in the 'bioshops'):

1 capsule  [**ZMA® 750mg Officially Licenced with Bioperine®**](https://rover.ebay.com/rover/0/e11401.m43.l5919/7?euid=61eb6c1750034815850454204d591c55&bu=43557112851&loc=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.ebay.co.uk%2Fulk%2Fvod%3Ftransid%3D1630907640019%26itemid%3D291796960396%26qu%3D1&sojTags=bu=bu) 

1 capsule (1g) agmatine sulphate

2 x 1 capsule [Lion's Mane Extract (10:1 equivalent to 4,000mg )](https://rover.ebay.com/rover/0/e11401.m43.l5919/7?euid=6cb3d3b186624bf88ead8991d59d2ee9&bu=43557112851&loc=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.ebay.co.uk%2Fulk%2Fvod%3Ftransid%3D2171375170012%26itemid%3D223023797407%26qu%3D8&sojTags=bu=bu) = 8g total",10.960517693315856,15.974790628440369,5.904226736566187,66.59947247706424,67.02752293577981,7.701441677588468,30.72149410222805,8.527137837955566,3.3555787680209708,1319,50,151,25,28,341,123,218,0.106,0.831,0.063,-0.6579,1,0,0,0,0,0,127.0,0,0,2,4,6,4,0,0,10,0,7,2,1,3,1,24,17,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,9,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,21,2,20,13,3,9,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,6,84,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926626497879256,0.1343010743152244,0.0,0.6368679289478159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44965612397346144,0.09486185772197148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118714852561669,0.0,0.14290405668444212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932714048707747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696489717291064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245760231872586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428491644551405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04387070148641666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515377698036065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884935570353105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907857996253236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617273897113531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912001154534315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582140158260535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633483468314684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156738137115453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057009913030021314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252285867563006,0.09248075920352182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182123111159004,0.061130940222307965,0.0,0.0,0.0596496642548016,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JETMAZER,2020/03/24,"I don’t know what to do rn I was diagnosed with anxiety last year and it’s been hard ever since

I feel so alone in the world, I only have one new friend in high school (just got into high school this year) but I don’t even know if he’s my friend, he pushed me around physically, like just as a joke but I don’t know if I feel good about it, and the other day he was begging me for money and got annoyed that I didn’t give him any money.
I don’t want to stop being his friend because I am so scared about what might happen if I do. 
I’m so lonely 

I also went to an abusive therapist that just sat there the whole session whilst I cried and saying stuff like, calm down, take deep breaths, stop acting like a 2 yr old
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
And my mum paid so much money for that therapist and I feel so sorry for her because I know I am a pain in the ass to her and an embarrassment to her and her life would be easier if I were gone.

I just want friends to talk to, friends that understand what I’m going through friends that don’t minds the fact my fucking voice hasn’t dropped yet, I sound like a 6 yr old or that that I can’t pronounce my r’s correctly.",2.1162914041861427,2.9146577760617767,3.4853891485470463,94.35338752286123,75.48648648648648,6.842592968908758,22.125787441576918,7.0608816371341465,0.3123081081081085,920,22,227,9,19,302,131,259,0.163,0.6559999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.6317,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,18,19,2,2,11,0,21,6,2,0,3,40,44,22,0,7,11,1,4,4,6,2,3,3,0,0,15,11,0,2,8,1,4,5,8,6,0,1,11,7,32,13,27,29,2,40,0,1,0,2,19,22,2,6,16,138,47,3,0.0,0.1244235774960047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876209874112028,0.0,0.08397909057642941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141263868747083,0.0,0.08033487989781438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934840927710694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803025453965747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153521687126422,0.06772488492347227,0.0,0.0,0.1065862794768898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693602880570803,0.09499053349904424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929362511636022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867980470633225,0.0970830950256696,0.0,0.10073831728687084,0.05968147309717262,0.0880801658584857,0.16797744332670636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286290609225296,0.0,0.0940712816919598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190461436033732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23085023278141725,0.08559984780051584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417399278382046,0.20521675750217308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140250624555424,0.10603348761205822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771968515970187,0.0,0.0,0.10142249046953634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203875667582867,0.0,0.07115972349610519,0.07986733960410551,0.11174154521765528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083510783633708,0.1051366236371436,0.2125581130188344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868680791864096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755378129537605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755916263008705,0.0,0.0,0.12021509356151144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789569254883722,0.08440570517551871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385704863983435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932253903827327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387911922804773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734837249700387,0.0,0.11724358874740967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459842868494057,0.0,0.0,0.13525023233928596
anxiety,Seagle_,2020/03/24,"I'm panicking because of a hospitalization please help if you can copy pasta from another post I just made. in case somebody here can help. 

Hello, I'm sorry if this post is inconsistent I'm shaking and I can't think straight. I just woke up (1 pm where I am) and I received a phone call from a clinic where I asked to be hospitalized for my severe depression and anxiety. They told me I could come tomorrow. I told them that I needed to think and that I'll call them again, and they responded by telling me that I needed to decide before April 17th. I don't know what to do I thought I had more time. I'm anxious about going, delaying my online classes and telling literally EVERYONE around me ""Hey I'm going to be in a hospital for 3 weeks"". Does anybody have any experience with this? I'm writing an Email to my therapist rn because I don't know what to do. I want to delay more but I don't know if I should. FUCK sorry for this post it's a mess I can't think or breath properly. Please if somebody can help me",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,4.000478468899523,85.9733492822967,78.0909090909091,7.4622009569377985,25.35406698564593,8.371475516178862,1.6630995215311009,798,30,169,16,19,271,113,209,0.131,0.802,0.068,-0.8448,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,4,0,8,4,1,1,6,0,18,4,1,1,0,34,43,12,0,9,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,9,1,2,8,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,6,0,30,0,21,33,2,22,0,1,0,1,22,7,1,5,7,104,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685082423144172,0.1339206904902592,0.09770190069847093,0.14428200387725798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136937474783498,0.1193966211357802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570819588383913,0.0,0.10867636453552718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082332364161426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100154738036798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197032253171187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100010522793671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176457204680826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220374994401119,0.0,0.124930128570964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807079218595115,0.0,0.0,0.14516716438726052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568147407116061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056706515387366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084736150038874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893986420786085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803862257835577,0.0,0.0,0.3669480327958616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428200387725798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28593377824077804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325770754944754,0.0,0.0,0.14828737642439352,0.0,0.2455045369786656,0.0,0.10139172976175599,0.07447185337722541,0.0,0.0,0.2440749988802238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532982821924929,0.0,0.1024455579847513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Answer_Is_42__,2020/03/24,"Morning anxiety My anxiety is mostly social, but since starting a divorce I've developed intense morning anxiety. My chest is very tight, and I just feel like I can't move or do anything. I sit covered up in my weighted blanket until I absolutely have to leave for work. All of my worries seem to just pile on me when I wake up. Recently I did inpatient psychiatric treatment and this feeling went away almost completely, it subsided for a bit after leaving, but it's back again. I'm not sure if adjusting meds will help, or if it only went away because I didn't have to worry so much while in inpatient. I loved the routine of inpatient, I crave that, it's what keeps my anxiety under control the most I think, and routine is completely gone since the divorce....",7.276986301369862,7.0236570753424665,7.934349315068495,70.68248287671233,63.86301369863014,11.409589041095893,40.85273972602739,10.9516,4.744276712328769,607,33,105,15,8,203,95,146,0.099,0.7759999999999999,0.126,0.7909999999999999,0,0,0,0,2,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,5,0,10,4,2,1,2,25,21,13,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,3,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,4,16,3,17,15,5,21,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,8,9,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911335595640714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251090893932544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432346751540433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610492890634697,0.1068247774164805,0.0,0.08468741254012431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167015813284304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913205143454669,0.0,0.15581624100174338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048934494684892,0.09924807353563604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311852327179976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348295528966152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942031080387092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787175525512189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538526905970007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431439667976884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765532744116913,0.10212588643991877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565875014237378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717171308990875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647213518975253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984045091776126,0.0,0.0,0.14161657904343938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833185558219554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093520239717546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901755357435816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462770417456868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917326732545482,0.0,0.2575698005570962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113908085701287,0.282170235446343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iisdan,2020/03/24,"Was this a panic attack and is it dangerous? I am usually on 10mg of propranolol a day and I was approved to take 20mg once every two weeks for a presentation as long as I don’t get dizzy.

I took 2 and shortly after my entire body went extremely numb, primarily fingers, neck and stomach. I am wondering if it was the drugs or if I was having a panic attack.

Also is the panic attack dangerous or purely just an unpleasant experience?",5.89344827586207,5.747843632183912,8.285655172413794,66.64986206896555,66.70114942528735,11.557701149425288,33.49195402298851,11.20814326018867,4.052785747126437,344,14,61,10,5,126,60,87,0.34600000000000003,0.626,0.028999999999999998,-0.9833,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,5,3,7,0,10,6,4,0,1,11,15,11,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,0,1,6,1,7,0,7,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294317255969247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523846683535863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977933449643688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438013392774784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769510772983972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636596277057034,0.0,0.0,0.15832077133229866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456016640949221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323253210315207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723654193323541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696897998220316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169137631333385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798217763121268,0.0,0.0,0.15810434646044982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782553759790526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129826647464791,0.0,0.0,0.15003696455693555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755198807498909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heroyin-kyouma,2020/03/24,"Failing to post the photos I spent all morning editing because I feel like I’m not good enough. I hope this is the right sub, I really do. But as the title says, I spent hours (8-2pm) editing photos but now I’m failing to post on instagram because I feel like I suck at this whole photography bs. I’ve asked my sister if it’s okay and about how I feel about posting and she replied with “it’s okay. You’re new to this” which just made me feel worse because maybe she means they aren’t good enough but because I’m new to this it’s understandable? 

I’ve stalked photographer I know personally and their work is so good! I love it! But...mine just looks like eeeehhhh. So now I’m sitting here feeling sorry for myself and wanting to delete the photos I’ve edited plus the ones in my memory card lol.",0.7915030674846619,3.222513963190188,2.356598159509204,92.68299539877302,87.28220858895705,5.2231901840490815,21.033435582822086,6.742157984588678,0.4201339877300616,628,21,134,8,20,204,94,163,0.152,0.706,0.142,-0.1632,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,3,10,13,1,0,5,3,4,1,0,2,1,26,25,13,0,3,7,1,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,8,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,3,7,18,10,14,22,4,13,0,2,1,1,9,4,1,2,8,72,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565587602351164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277421014380953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777644012496569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339810484828001,0.19204608576770804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382119963434228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350016965554526,0.13236748099565532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386861476735918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699886053077675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287114984377054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213109195877753,0.12718267007901718,0.0,0.0,0.13503363097706572,0.14641267436380687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596294155556395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108018022858536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736225337999875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861849362021058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610694691622697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478601767425516,0.0,0.1068887967897294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150461793004586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992629635776302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792789231851537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006476513845207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785260259867358,0.0,0.136976003370107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_need_an_adu1t,2020/03/24,"Anxiety attack? Hi All,

Hope you're all well.

Please bare with me as this is very long winded.

So over a month ago, I wasn't feeling very well which caused me not to sleep or eat properly but as I still had work, I had a few energy drinks and coffee to keep me away. As forward to 9pm the same day, I had something to eat and while relaxing on the sofa, a massive bout of fear and dread came over me and I started to get light headed and pains in my chest. I thought I was having a heart attack but my partner managed to calm me down.

Since the original attack I've been focusing on my breathing and how I'm manually making myself breath (weird I know) and if I stop making myself breath I'd die and that I've got pains on my left hand side (below the breast). Also feeling breathless when walking the same distances as previously.

Yesterday I had another attack and had the same symptoms as the first one I've since been to the doctors for a check up and everything seems fine but she sent me for a chest x-ray.

I'm really worried that the chest x-ray will come back with something terminal and I can't stop thinking about dieing. What doesn't help is that I've found a lump where I've been feeling the pain.

Sorry for the long story but I had to get this off my chest.

Thanks",3.1179545454545448,4.363531250000001,4.173909090909092,88.64836363636365,73.62121212121212,7.24969696969697,24.56363636363637,7.734863291789972,1.0832899999999994,1006,30,216,13,20,327,146,264,0.204,0.693,0.10400000000000001,-0.9833,0,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,10,17,4,2,18,0,17,21,12,5,2,44,39,27,2,2,7,0,4,0,1,1,6,0,1,1,7,15,3,3,8,2,1,5,4,10,2,2,16,5,26,7,31,22,6,34,0,0,0,1,5,15,0,4,16,135,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145624013796394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825070506335819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818541402762673,0.07892671804226516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694946785354617,0.09693400657442254,0.07933332217489941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800191125253083,0.0,0.10598662861785063,0.0,0.08887401595171975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653775923482994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415363526342626,0.0,0.0,0.10560147630276123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106982040039783,0.0,0.21114255057590856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272483496897234,0.0,0.0,0.11609780196729018,0.15650142318606122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775851797731357,0.0,0.11312337534632902,0.0,0.0,0.1078067977438424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251651290057029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588480116276612,0.0,0.0,0.12225996802308944,0.06915438520757321,0.0,0.0,0.1024736212266899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170450256975757,0.0,0.0,0.056700935060543675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209727701061577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826089194764116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773695600139968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235134476087046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991238973017308,0.0,0.3293486009147881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325247731695405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609497715281461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392441425867318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069079835657902,0.0,0.10324705957352516,0.0,0.0,0.15885453846142558,0.0,0.11549322240730295,0.07302606162748243,0.0,0.08239373137766147,0.17251374243989684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723578308987157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498742199520382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610880385364995,0.0,0.08190747989050026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702563170339387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552902521677106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511084488217938,0.10477673222550712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnonymousF57,2020/03/24,"Staying Home Is anyone else who has the option of staying home feel guilty about doing so? Trust me, **I completely understand the seriousness of our situation and am complying in every way that I can.** However, I feel an immense guilt staying home from work. I don’t know. I feel fine, and so I feel like I should go in. I work an office job and at the moment, I have minimal contact with anyone (I wake up, shower, go to work, come home, shower sleep, rinse, repeat.) does anyone else feel this too? What a (weird) time to be alive.",1.1886258401792418,3.755939378640779,2.966019417475728,87.90958177744587,87.25242718446604,5.887677371172518,19.57356235997013,7.321109707123232,0.7360491411501124,408,12,80,7,13,135,69,103,0.061,0.826,0.113,0.7518,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,6,0,9,2,2,0,0,14,19,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,5,12,3,11,17,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,48,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27117094592815943,0.2649098402100823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135678455282473,0.13553972311018772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312720783500185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598111814502646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891762970460593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268202199356005,0.09235227691715064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693704521659715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186833022555625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282829773488533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104476760576149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315599802472198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453076702544116,0.12936582695765111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133617516841285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537981563007967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345771981508024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261046790262993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823356888362927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fushams,2020/03/24,"How do I handle my extreme anxiety about losing my job? Hi guys, 

This is my first time posting here. My names Alexis. I figured this would be a good place to post about this issue I’ve been experiencing for quite some time, that I can’t seem to shake. No matter what I do, it always comes back. 

I’m terrified of losing my job. Like, even prior to the COVID-19 pandemic, I would come home every night, fixated on everything I did that day that could possibly make me lose my job. And the weird part is, I’ve never even been fired from a job. 

It stopped for a while, but now I still come home again, every night scared of losing my job. Maybe my coworkers don’t like me and want to get rid of me? Maybe something I’m doing with the kids isn’t right and someone important will say something?

Im afraid because, for starters, I absolutely LOVE my job. There’s no other jobs like my job in the general area. I think my job is perfect for me and I consider myself lucky to have it. I’m a teachers assistant for students in the autism spectrum. 

On top of that, I love the benefits of being a teachers assistant. I love the school day hours. I love the vacation days. I love having paid holidays days off. I sincerely LOVE my job. And Im so scared of losing it. 

And I’m afraid because it would be so hard for me to find another job in this area. My bills would fall behind. And I’m scared of having to handle that right now. Especially in the mist of this pandemic. 

It’s getting to the point where I’m paranoid that everything everyone says, has like a motive behind it. Like I legit think people are out to get me sometimes..

I’ve been there for about 6 months or so. 

I’d really appreciate some helpful advice with this issue. Thank you all so much.",2.547956989247311,4.452161626780629,3.954011579818033,86.88104218362282,76.60683760683763,7.378035107067365,23.858193180773824,8.259297600419973,1.395030070765555,1365,44,282,25,31,450,167,351,0.10099999999999999,0.664,0.235,0.9965,11,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,10,19,29,0,6,16,0,27,6,0,3,3,39,52,15,0,6,2,0,2,5,0,5,0,2,2,2,21,13,0,1,6,1,2,5,6,12,0,1,5,5,37,17,40,38,5,44,0,5,0,6,14,16,0,5,26,176,58,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751059504807539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897051670197873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171263567772056,0.04502248144594298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525442225726072,0.0,0.07175264053252055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209027437591047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469894333825654,0.0,0.0,0.1518215937472814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774387130739005,0.0,0.09917259645902207,0.05623668541729511,0.10578679224272658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053790692316559606,0.05006044018251514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224499012937873,0.0,0.0,0.04936321107548133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827384909604205,0.0,0.0,0.052720842303612674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03944801078953114,0.0,0.11806897093732985,0.0,0.05795847552329465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714295388498836,0.1228547491654314,0.6424291263797982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437633265399569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32920797810220576,0.0,0.0,0.31870347206504074,0.0,0.03928491960525278,0.0,0.11825175393437833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697600487529832,0.0,0.043263820436813115,0.0,0.04539116010473238,0.0,0.0,0.11045934666861476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373220188219031,0.0,0.040801348305531115,0.0,0.06148899198311116,0.0,0.05563522849515648,0.06634805840624684,0.11273005526722245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259754546609196,0.0,0.0,0.0377028204940576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052049862621698,0.0,0.0936047383519414,0.17676674290221364,0.059562507043938985,0.0,0.053577676902993816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986606394129678,0.0906160256993515,0.05820724796359612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047000183641568674,0.04920384985481865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418405263078243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542141542793125,0.0,0.0,0.06863546385384887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034713099428784214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723029277625714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CDUBB99,2020/03/24,"I'm scared for my mother in this pandemic. I shouldn't be but I am, help. I'm very close to my mother. My mother just turned 41, she works in a credit union (which is considered essential, as my state is on lockdown) and has slight asthma (which was worse when she was a child, she doesn't even use an inhaler now). Everything points to her being ok in the pandemic but my anxiety can't help but make me think the worst case scenario. Everyday my heart rate jumps, I feel my stomach drop and I'm losing sleep over the thought of losing her to this virus. Anyone else experiencing this or something similar, and do you have tips to help?",4.26047619047619,5.418560920634924,4.854126984126985,85.19642857142857,70.74603174603175,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.7188952380952378,500,15,103,9,9,160,85,126,0.162,0.72,0.11800000000000001,-0.7506,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,1,6,1,13,4,3,2,0,15,22,9,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,3,3,17,2,12,16,1,13,0,2,0,0,13,7,0,1,3,65,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638131690910245,0.0,0.0,0.1429357438717721,0.2094532192955429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076730885742716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501797975372348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372019212634846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336127512983734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422395771540531,0.41105676621477627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573890687426336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364524403194848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324368669144928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046608357498832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456838373102385,0.0,0.0,0.15737308314456075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098456469941194,0.0,0.16228724426528365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235107891919065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655389705009286,0.0,0.16866853031696682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882074319295266,0.0,0.208322211977794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nozothena,2020/03/24,"I could use some help, or even some assuring words 19F, here. Possible triggers (I’m not sure of common triggers, so I’m throwing that in as a precaution). I don’t usually talk about my mental issues with people as I find that they are disregarded as unimportant, considering how minor they are, but I thought I could really use some help this time. I think I had a breakdown, but I’m not entirely sure. The thought of death consumes me a lot, (i.e. what happens when we die and similar thoughts along those lines) to the point that I cry when I think about it. 

I was trying to fall asleep, but just as I closed my eyes, I suddenly thought about death again which led to a lot of silent crying. I tried to go to sleep (it is currently 3:52AM as I write this) and I just could not drift off. Sleep has been a small issue for me for the past 2-3 years, often times I lie awake for what seems like hours before I can finally drift off.

I also started to think about everything bad in my life (parental issues, privacy issues, and the like), which obviously did not help.

After my small breakdown, I proceeded to start scrolling on my phone. I was still crying, but it was more like tears leaking down my face while I kept going through my phone as if it weren’t happening. I have a small migraine (I inherited chronic migraines from my mom) and I will try to sleep, as that helps with my migraines, but I don’t really know if I’ll be able to. 

I was recommended to go to therapy by a doctor a couple of years ago, as I was showing signs of anxiety, but my mom wouldn’t allow me because “it stays on your permanent record.” And therapy is expensive. 

I think I’ve calmed down a bit, but I still feel as if I’m on the verge of tears. I’ve read advice articles on how to feel less anxious, but sometimes a part of me wants to ignore the advice and just continue with feeling anxious. 

If you have read this all the way through, thank you. 

tl;dr: I think I had a mental breakdown and now I can’t sleep.",6.402406015037595,5.527706583959899,6.725263157894743,80.68684210526318,65.8671679197995,10.40701754385965,32.53383458646616,9.725611199111238,2.7351082706766907,1553,54,327,28,21,504,196,399,0.138,0.779,0.083,-0.975,3,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,3,2,0,20,10,0,0,18,0,27,13,7,8,5,78,57,36,3,9,20,3,3,3,0,2,6,0,0,0,17,13,0,3,15,3,2,8,9,2,0,0,15,4,52,8,55,36,10,50,0,0,1,0,17,16,0,12,27,219,69,3,0.07771953232932535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189325500030396,0.06889367608170187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215228192446785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945522950421923,0.17560189909356133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489256314795253,0.04737710554133807,0.0,0.06613359769821839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484960012122944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615816740718952,0.0859951842732681,0.2561137705070303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066060422613541,0.0,0.0,0.07954923459762857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051333018113152856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984930427322354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789199226910058,0.0,0.0,0.08513794876604794,0.07103424454095877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250940381024293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745425153225052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083750570516664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653808393679003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32447599833359303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271262242683395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489560412383621,0.11390951319268125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321487342192307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664601751773866,0.0,0.0,0.18204835388546464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629834316516519,0.08416267979952283,0.07419208775672953,0.053880937915418564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347007922410449,0.08761709512699929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155481128677081,0.0,0.09957824506505826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075294329112215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111026417843718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686660475699866,0.0,0.11002057000586812,0.08283868055023873,0.12413383782522372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649947889500928,0.0,0.0,0.062468016122750936,0.0,0.07155370342036439,0.1777581170859777,0.0,0.0,0.24899769069729874,0.0,0.24680250925391964,0.09063776861030497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829938242256975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424944458140142,0.08559708472792954,0.0,0.04584099381148447,0.061690147216561075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009766137025114
anxiety,KetoPixie,2020/03/24,What do you guys do when you feel like you can't breathe? I've been unable to take a deep breath for a few weeks already. What do you guys do to calm down?,0.5519047619047619,1.8226325714285707,1.4342857142857142,105.55904761904765,80.42857142857143,4.666666666666667,17.38095238095238,3.1291,-1.2663333333333338,120,2,33,0,3,37,25,35,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,2,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,4,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40696190681112254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864680843662697,0.2634590994247185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7303075488519136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801690539561839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27727939456168993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958159838238829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BaineGaines,2020/03/24,Yohimbine Anyone that has tried yohimbine? This substance can help against social anxiety and fear according to some studies. I'm considering to maybe give it a try,6.113809523809523,9.588406571428571,5.3285714285714265,73.48309523809526,72.57142857142857,8.019047619047619,37.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,4.245533333333333,136,8,19,3,3,41,26,28,0.16,0.752,0.08800000000000001,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774549941854207,0.0,0.0,0.25359957806137984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081243432993778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34792296039566545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431018294133151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36436840714424057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697142977689541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924820978278335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jmonty66,2020/03/24,"Dilantin (phenytoin) for anxiety? At the beginner of this year I started feeling just really anxious and panicky. Some background on my issue is that I did have a bad attack after having sex randomly back in 2017. I then went on zoloft for 10 months and tapered off and felt great. But it just came back, so I stopped smoking weed and drinking and pretty much stopped anything that could cause anxiety such as caffeine or anything excitable. I went to the doctor for it about 6 weeks ago and ended up getting prescribed Dilantin since I didnt wanna take SSRI's. As times have been increasingly tense and anxiety inducing, I've been struggling. I did decide to take it once as needed and didnt really notice anything too different, however I may end up taking it more frequently. Anyone have any experience with this medication at all?",7.868589181286553,8.481131546052634,7.765087719298247,69.47172514619885,62.48684210526316,10.439766081871348,38.599415204678365,10.25414643259724,4.288032748538011,673,33,105,14,9,216,105,152,0.16899999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.07,-0.9185,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,1,3,0,13,5,0,2,1,28,24,15,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,10,1,2,4,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,10,2,9,2,21,12,5,28,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,4,16,76,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189578396239841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125878897088684,0.0,0.30798177968247104,0.15160478971441527,0.0,0.09383389620524818,0.0,0.3312989146867589,0.0,0.0,0.15266884082836846,0.0,0.20637893274167232,0.11204916849826346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348599956576647,0.0,0.13785762841758706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071456514956817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402076516267944,0.0,0.137356657819407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146229790201686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377180121634911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127074314207815,0.0,0.0,0.06785420427010938,0.0,0.12885048563208432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011256824597907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795303453895894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006715117736165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518969577122222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071150317146762,0.0,0.09865048146365732,0.09950562278352568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527845542601871,0.0,0.14291578102700955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652693353265974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194049701222394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100942147611327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498556374446022,0.0,0.0,0.2243899604350761,0.0,0.1402921909052236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30269908240476145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782515446659708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764500670968448,0.0,0.0,0.2488045462440536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641868329029986
anxiety,21moonlight,2020/03/24,"Anxiety over COVID Hi all,
Related to all this stuff going on, it feels like I’m developing psychosomatic (idk if that’s the word) symptoms from anxiety over all this? Like one day it’s a scratchy throat, next day it’s a headache, but I know I feel fine and it’s part of my seasonal allergies. I’m trying to look at news less since I know it contributes. but it’s hard when I feel like I should be informed about what’s going on as a healthcare worker as well. Anybody have any tips on how to deal with this?",1.8077142857142867,3.836790771428575,3.339285714285719,89.8232142857143,79.38095238095238,7.247619047619048,23.833333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.3125047619047616,401,14,89,8,10,132,68,105,0.044000000000000004,0.831,0.125,0.8337,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,1,3,18,13,8,0,2,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,5,6,5,15,11,5,13,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,8,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138108227836646,0.0,0.31809025610611663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681603061766782,0.21433873208558726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153658166526573,0.2970517066482664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363119866042949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862401370593213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851596268333824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30471252509261404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458605083468967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211070630179228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088036666083548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513855042900374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197940415793914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379990481559324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609068863430386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411524030101282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869296500923756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cloutthegameofficial,2020/03/24,"Broke Friend vs reality Hi, \*background\* im a very socially distant person as from a young age family issues caused me to be very introverted but i worked my way up at 19 and moved to LA last year. 

so to shorten the story i moved to LA to build up my business, ive stacked enough money to get my dream spot with 2 other business partners i live with for 4900$ a month split by all of us. We have a 4th \*roommate\* (Person i know on the internet that has had a rough time and we did business, they help out with the crib, and share a room right now, because i wanted his first year to be comfortable) He wants us to get a cheaper spot so he can pay $100-200 a month but all the other roommates dont want to downgrade to a worse location. 

he hasnt paid rent as i took him under my wing as i believe in his music and think he will blow up eventually could be this year but a year later everyone else has started generating lots of money so we could get our dream spot, he hasn't made much money to afford. 

The spot we found is 3 bedrooms and i offered for him to live in the living room, everyone else is down and 3 out of 4 of us will be paying. He is living for free gets to record in the studio and really level up then work on getting his money up so we can upgrade. But he's saying he isn't comfortable in an open space, wants the other two guys who are paying to share a room, so he can have a studio in his ""room"".

We have been approved for this spot and i dont feel like compromising a milestone in my life another year for potentially the same situation which is him not generating money, he currently owes me close to 25,000 on expenses i spent on him, marketing, living etc but it just isn't working as fast as it has with my other artitst bringing in 10,000's of thousands a month but i know it will eventually.

Im not going to push him any less i just don't know if its an issue.

does this make me bad? what would you do and is he justified to feel that way.",5.53351119894598,4.541442214975849,6.655854194115065,80.8606324110672,67.67149758454106,9.846113306982872,29.92929292929293,9.095868883498916,2.164540096618357,1543,46,338,24,22,523,200,414,0.051,0.88,0.07,0.8226,5,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,10,1,1,5,9,9,0,0,25,0,37,1,0,3,2,56,62,27,0,8,12,0,3,1,2,4,1,1,8,4,16,23,0,0,7,2,14,6,9,2,0,3,8,4,43,8,59,44,8,57,0,1,0,0,45,30,0,2,20,217,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059052402531427635,0.0910565742133112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725055928978203,0.052935266545496414,0.0,0.0,0.09783600110033994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920591931085556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386651787288904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599198459732692,0.0,0.2035455471481648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508299212448275,0.0,0.0,0.08972623628446492,0.0968466435400988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595369369580326,0.0,0.0,0.08186256233899329,0.0,0.08781518644273273,0.062036648294653524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386383901078238,0.0,0.09521271527280796,0.06709035159378983,0.0,0.22684475924256356,0.0,0.049351689529729466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598266800043182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058205271620269235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759856371371345,0.18127134681558352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431706745602348,0.0707840623431811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061335816176778,0.04242436210503333,0.0,0.3833950286049381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382604308151842,0.0,0.08216763743271897,0.05796463168710656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793832707991367,0.1845888044166561,0.06383547280218113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516461177929872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055630255208946086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415865602400126,0.0,0.06905657739990366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760886396093137,0.0,0.08851978274072347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146395112367591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564189274827665,0.0,0.0,0.050635580051309435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647953471746123,0.0,0.0,0.08482751141794723,0.0,0.3133640621069284,0.0,0.0,0.14329988110344502,0.2048757684450849,0.137854955418931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965596100114235,0.0,0.08849471846207696,0.061686789899950786,0.0,0.0,0.2796021582930915
anxiety,mostlikelytocry,2020/03/24,"Anxious about the uncertainty of my future “quarantine feels kinda like that area between christmas and new years where i have no idea what day of the week it is, or if i’m supposed to be going to work. AM and PM blend together. got that weird sunday anxiety except it’s every day”

^ this is what I’ve been feeling. There’s a lot of uncertainty in my life right now and I feel like I’m just waiting for the other shoe to drop. I feel like I’m kind of just...floating.

I’m in my final year of college and am required to finish my clinical placements at a hospital and aged care. I’m checking and rechecking my emails for changes but currently there’s none so I’ll still do them. I’m also required to help out research projects to meet the requirements for graduation which might not even happen. One of my placements is at a rural area so I NEED a license. I failed so badly in my last test. My second test is in April. My parents’ jobs are also on the line so we’re calculating the logistics of it all. 

I feel like my whole life is on halt but at the same time I‘m expected to move forward like everything is normal. But nothing’s normal. 

Let’s not add the fact that I need to get an MRI to see if a tumour in my pituitary gland is causing my elevated prolactin levels :/",2.458504280678195,4.3646900694980735,4.109847238542892,85.653866039953,76.87644787644788,6.975390297129429,26.318784623132448,7.893859768569023,1.5932227967097532,1004,39,203,16,23,336,149,259,0.095,0.838,0.068,-0.7815,3,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,14,10,0,0,14,0,16,6,1,1,2,41,37,18,0,7,10,1,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,11,8,0,5,6,0,1,3,4,3,0,2,2,6,20,7,33,32,5,37,0,1,1,0,5,17,0,6,23,129,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089345242382525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993398235189993,0.14757824695412822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907320204586604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318917622660995,0.13419620296591875,0.13819252392770945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684951160276986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862819464152524,0.0,0.11006404118604028,0.0,0.11740462863804862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302601630698315,0.2799729898034318,0.0,0.14310220211763566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825041564111889,0.0,0.07424181484822888,0.0,0.10447924287856593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551844018903955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756062943336053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746889635199426,0.0,0.0,0.12963321861378133,0.0,0.0,0.13603429634799688,0.0,0.10648343148459477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335812200224178,0.1845400776165207,0.31910372942336096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105961059618266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858110085260145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884233722436085,0.0,0.1937256124972571,0.0,0.1261662852494553,0.0,0.0,0.2559854510924225,0.12534600573615873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852038567894001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505262488733328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155997418509404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040976867530077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104323781624787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617322516663584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478601245716504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584721784187066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095102470153041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824689784657648
anxiety,Curious_Person111,2020/03/24,"Anxiety about hackers and the internet So I have anxiety and it makes me really worried about certain thing. For example I use email, etc without my name or anything really personal attached (but gmail has a requirement to write your real name so I did it, but it's not visible). So anyway , I am still worried that I write or look at something stupid and a hacker finds it and uses it against me in real life. When I start working, I'm worried someone might 'cancel me'. I'm just so paranoid. I'm worried one stupid thing I wrote or searched might destroy my whole life. Is it realistic or is it just my frigin anxiety. :( :( :( I cry because I'm so worried and I try to be as secure as possible. Also I'm worried that if I die a police officer or my family members might look at my history or go to my accounts and look at what I did and be weirded out or something. I¨m not a weirdo or anything, I don't look at po\*n, but sometimes I'm curious or need to search for some tips on personal hygiene for girls, etc. I am just nuts. I need stronger anxiety meds It gets sometimes unbearable. I often don't know if it's me or my anxiety speaking, the lines are so blurred. Help me!!!",2.7911016949152554,4.563423194915259,4.712,82.29698305084747,75.52542372881356,8.109830508474579,31.715254237288136,8.841846274778883,2.840587118644068,918,47,179,20,20,314,118,236,0.267,0.667,0.066,-0.9951,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,2,16,6,3,0,6,0,16,2,0,3,1,51,36,32,1,4,21,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,14,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,3,5,28,2,20,28,4,11,0,0,4,0,12,7,0,18,3,127,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277402835914731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480802654436656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977329410104556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055473793004570726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996109673922944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444539955190062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298190629921226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578830587570616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317390716203539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475446334347938,0.0,0.05171836448665189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099652274089351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050012155620633394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285543869863242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056740418833925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060744342848129074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010823762620313,0.0,0.0,0.2896152754148609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495321818324385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061665108542960624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891835249690692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025907459563151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071597197886218,0.11659604130264148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710544694946607,0.1401151125654916,0.18000602073646502,0.0,0.06441147318956747,0.0,0.0726740769164444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091497462858605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178418227483948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571925049998932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160015063114976,0.0,0.08772239350279827,0.0,0.06625032301555117,0.5544998753782368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Goatsandducks,2020/03/24,"I have had a tight chest and the feeling of not enough oxygen in for 11 days now. Is this normal for anxiety I am really struggling at the moment. Since the 13th of March I have been feeling really tight chested, I constantly need to yawn and then not being able to 'get my yawn out'. I have no other corona symptoms which makes me this it is anxiety (I have GAD). Trouble is everywhere I look online it tells me I have Corona.

I wanted to ask if it is common to feel this way for such a long amount of time. I've tried taking a diazipam, breathing into a bag and all sorts of breathing exercises but nothing is helping.

I'm now at the point where it's making me more anxious thinking about it all the time.",2.7754662004662016,4.495630223776228,4.323234265734263,85.2920308857809,75.43356643356644,7.004428904428905,24.50407925407925,7.793537801064563,1.317186946386947,554,18,110,8,12,185,88,143,0.1,0.882,0.019,-0.8388,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,9,0,14,8,4,2,2,23,27,6,0,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,6,13,0,17,24,5,19,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,2,11,80,23,0,0.19317306864374367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955537375490476,0.21823058303950246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805907427344437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875146121399665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458064846597194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995994183251636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930223231226738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009249554419722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294798359983742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095208694774705,0.1622167257802033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25788904666632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323538271227085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926859274488333,0.18535476927014385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261098892207425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475032285046048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979475857751602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019464337163025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007807829678059,0.14524210693507836,0.0,0.16884177644228812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237775024002656,0.0,0.0,0.2252815395656689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115183339585054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393848082770865,0.15333179042317652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ami4229,2020/03/24,"The quarantine freed me of anxiety? I know I should feel terrible for the deaths of so many people, but I can't do anything about it and panicking won't help me or anyone else.

I don't have stress, don't think about the future, and am at peace in this quarantine. I'm lucky I'm back at home with my family and probably that's what took off half of anxiety.

I'm always trying to understand which is the right path to take, how to behave in public so people don't think I'm immature (stress makes me a horrible human being, and I'm very neurotic to start with).

This pause at life fell in my lap as a blessing. I'm simply being, without having people asking me what are my plans for the future, and without me worrying how to meet my own and others expectations.

I feel the music again, I seek meaningful discussions with strangers, appreciate the sun and the time spent with people I love. I realized I need to make some changes in my life, relationship wise. A best friend can't be a lover forever. 

I lost myself for years, trying to fit into society, and I have lived the fullest years of my life, but also the worst regarding mental health. 

I'm aware this state of peace will end eventually, but for a second I had hope again. Finding my noble self again, forgiving the one who freaks out, the rigid, the neurotic, the preoccupied and sad one. Being serene was something I thought I wouldn't feel again. 

I'm getting to know myself even more, and making peace with who I am inside and how I behave. Hard times can be useful.",5.383236842105267,5.942736450000003,6.143894736842108,79.13668421052634,67.83333333333334,9.782456140350877,27.78947368421053,9.811843763644266,2.4369,1205,36,235,26,19,396,160,300,0.13,0.6459999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9907,0,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,14,18,0,3,19,0,25,6,0,7,0,52,56,22,1,5,6,0,4,0,2,4,4,0,1,2,11,18,0,1,13,0,1,2,9,8,0,4,6,4,30,10,37,41,5,28,1,2,0,2,14,12,0,4,13,158,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942160161528494,0.09803089701694344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802551632826102,0.0,0.0,0.08237846553467648,0.12071462560368312,0.09695109240517873,0.0,0.11014042349412982,0.0,0.0,0.09059188888818773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236387907410354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463185884712072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841869140710552,0.0,0.10434845969279208,0.0,0.0,0.07781520346430515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106479322846463,0.0,0.1787112798435241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768009353557986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102300019064972,0.0,0.06155308497651404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553843027560167,0.0,0.0,0.12523104248551947,0.0,0.0,0.07896841086578822,0.0,0.11817730249093113,0.11701613714943733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949526549604967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496470747994695,0.0,0.0,0.10403214451191437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860817518097195,0.0,0.10633196377827854,0.0,0.23592578764760055,0.1194451616166868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872905756434267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735777633115824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966797478569214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267102773886265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702369197486724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264884177659354,0.0,0.10061272897004483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290596098754608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069916841472583,0.0,0.0,0.08338953518565702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699116592186988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858165664965803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509812333344011,0.0,0.09353135749178752,0.1373968775888969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089597085662247,0.15997628952101814,0.0,0.0,0.12264879308887597,0.0,0.10175368826010066,0.0,0.09720909784445313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271374727928581,0.0,0.0,0.1196460935155912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173703343640796
anxiety,fynnshipman,2020/03/24,"GCSE tests next year So I get anxious about the GCSE tests for no reason at all even though I think I'm doing well in school and it's still a year away from me I just get a little anxious even if I'm just watching TV or something like that do you think there's a new way to help with this.

Your reply means a lot thank you so much for replying if you do",1.727763713080165,2.6431820506329124,2.8386708860759486,98.16197257383966,76.59493670886077,5.772995780590718,19.495780590717303,5.46131890053228,-0.5051789029535869,278,5,70,1,6,89,56,79,0.087,0.787,0.126,0.4666,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,0,0,11,3,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,13,11,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,3,9,11,3,10,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,4,6,46,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528389382290205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830278120527089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26475328044221075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942412849110664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433843835938905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791591714862367,0.200875192417564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039135909419004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831798296531607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473330076376095,0.0,0.0,0.1935685232472701,0.2131507478091837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060668840403652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028374567159759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429441357301238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005702560516571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845213705004863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568442607030487,0.19691329907324215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908541370532242,0.0,0.0,0.180203174702154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25813000273967185
anxiety,pizzaslut1121,2020/03/24,"Trouble focusing on college work I’m not sure what to do at this point tbh. I’ve only gotten a few hours of sleep for a few nights now and I feel like it’s getting to me but it’s hard to break it. I have a paper due in like 5 hours and it’s not even close to done. I kept getting anxious or falling asleep when I did it. 

I have problems communicating when something is wrong and it’s really hard with classes at home. It’s overwhelming and working me up. 

This paper is obviously going to be submitted hours late since I can’t keep my eyes open and idk what to do. I’m scared about what to say to my professor. I don’t wanna use my anxiety as an excuse but I’m struggling. What do I say when I submit it late? This will be like the second time I submitted something late to him. I don’t wanna cry to him but I want a little sympathy lol. Cause I gotta say something right? Like he’s my advisor. I can’t run away from him 😅. He’s also a cognitive psych professor sooo I can’t tell if that’ll help or hurt me lol.",-0.30072398190045035,1.7900227511312252,2.408257918552035,92.9360067873303,88.45701357466066,5.752941176470588,19.812217194570135,7.1686216300943375,0.443892307692308,792,25,183,13,26,275,119,221,0.174,0.705,0.122,-0.8914,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,8,12,0,3,7,2,18,3,3,2,2,27,31,16,0,5,8,0,3,4,0,3,0,3,1,0,16,8,0,2,1,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,4,7,25,5,24,22,2,28,0,2,1,0,11,11,0,3,17,112,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980420972953537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378763281538442,0.1385015798543203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518546876683343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594258642337702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346688618622544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546098580727674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097525304750873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619895618658961,0.08758450111410115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810547065174438,0.0,0.06967563892345041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196486217946821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217529181877771,0.0,0.12297644351806848,0.0,0.3622049282719864,0.0,0.13124439205559107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897131450371736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148898566744644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395820336653199,0.12287605660493188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505052935411693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324179895780547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589535303532092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173103521573806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853983545635204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469857849677143,0.0,0.292486105220765,0.12274263763974283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141487140425008,0.0,0.12268719076047868,0.0,0.0,0.2831472946138347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816672954858374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554777812501126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715662514833636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714882595905698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588587176487364,0.0,0.0,0.07231186106478177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785065568415205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404237953528647,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemonyy7,2020/03/24,"Holding my breath constantly I deal with anxiety and a ton of other issues. I am constantly holding my breath. I have to keep reminding myself to not do that. It's getting harder day by day. I can't study. I can't eat even though I cook. I can't sleep for more than a few hours continuously.

Coronavirus situation is adding to it too. My friends have left home and I am in the city because I don't want to go home as I feel stuck there. I was taking therapy from a psychologist but that got cancelled because of coronavirus and I am not able to let go of the thoughts anymore. I have worked so hard to reach here. I feel it slipping from my hands. It's been so hard for me and I feel like I am losing my support system.",1.0547063758389257,3.278655624161076,3.0096602348993318,90.07140310402686,83.36241610738256,6.409563758389263,23.406459731543627,7.645422480735847,1.109298322147651,564,21,123,10,16,189,86,149,0.105,0.82,0.075,-0.265,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,5,0,16,6,4,0,0,16,29,9,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,3,4,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,6,23,3,18,23,3,11,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,86,30,1,0.15762517683037833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058282883615795,0.0,0.15632182026723604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217368954360345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406736375673532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331039810013413,0.1625046360138316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128990706601226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410994269801688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391000765362413,0.11260745782262185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217808206129933,0.0,0.08235264915461675,0.0,0.17916404093265906,0.0,0.12606725324519172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824023954000633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162218086644415,0.0,0.15522904800396906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451973230430691,0.0,0.14010449960623653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126021583124895,0.16118242274152828,0.0,0.07700769944410256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634225391445202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771773029933644,0.1577390118479793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887118272425842,0.0,0.0,0.11851451628114885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802581268759132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486593592911116,0.12513678350021235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929714132220672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147530060393109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tomhur,2020/03/24,"I miss my job and it’s not the Coronavirus that got me to lose it...not totally... It’s been really hard for me this past week. First off my hours got extended at work because they needed me to make sure the grocery store was clean during this pandemic but I panicked internally. Not just because I was worried the extended hours meant more chance I could get infected but because having my hours extended meant leaving my comfort zone and I don’t handle leaving my comfort zone well

To make a long story short I handled it badly and now I’m not even sure if I have a job. I’m supposed to call back next week to negotiate working again but...I’m not sure I want to...I don’t wanna go out in the world where I could risk getting sick. I’m only 25 and I’m in pretty good health so I’m sure I won’t get it but it’s my parents and family I’m worried about spreading it too.

But I NEED my job back. My attention span is really short and I usually solve that problem by buying something once a week with my paycheck but since I’m not working I’m obviously not making any money and I really need to save what I have for emergencies. But it’s so HARD waiting! Especially because it’s so restless with nothing to do!

And there’s there’s all the other stuff! I can’t stop thinking bad thoughts about the fate of the world, all the stuff I love and other things! 

I already have a hard time sleeping at night and this whole situation isn’t helping.

I HATE THIS! Can the world just hurry up with the Vaccine already so everything can get back to normal and I can get my job back please!?",1.9634854688904435,4.059779643962848,3.634539099171079,87.56276041146513,79.1857585139319,6.644522121242387,25.28003595326076,7.717688229018142,1.4009860980725053,1247,48,256,20,31,415,153,323,0.16699999999999998,0.696,0.13699999999999998,-0.8919,5,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,5,20,18,1,2,14,0,19,5,1,3,8,58,50,22,0,10,15,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,20,15,0,2,5,0,3,1,11,8,1,1,8,3,33,10,25,39,5,35,0,2,0,1,5,14,0,1,20,159,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059247902566467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055644001434496417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516743813725377,0.13664139449934046,0.1995197432331695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355276719187439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066166782966526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054044830706170215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353929231413896,0.0,0.07713759882670722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960054777933898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375167762198144,0.0,0.0465031965723258,0.06863116901238595,0.13088631465278971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989815652886846,0.08078553110215322,0.0,0.08697645432992691,0.0,0.0,0.05484576543367296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174427732772955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247958881298155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328232972778673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241280457947698,0.0,0.09154156665703916,0.0,0.0,0.07385051667554618,0.0,0.1638570444461189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820172417148773,0.0,0.0,0.08702212158429051,0.07678748935740208,0.08017140863367782,0.07851357023290123,0.0,0.0,0.0871412607394566,0.0,0.062231818361306035,0.0,0.0,0.09085729844100672,0.0,0.07811149567927668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981959404402035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832457341479982,0.0,0.0782957494273851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725812335919345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768672341060804,0.0919750515378451,0.08188438078205766,0.0,0.0,0.06299310396859409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840960427559042,0.0,0.0,0.18734075540492465,0.0,0.0,0.3084774605681816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054361085172580814,0.05243034029403698,0.0,0.06496013833184518,0.04771298318492825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011899403353682,0.0,0.04826267460999886,0.0,0.1969059301131284,0.0,0.07357076031862897,0.0,0.0,0.09135501138667457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787093515863635,0.1661951027775925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,polarizedjo,2020/03/24,Anxiety Attacks at Night Over the past month I've been getting really bad anxiety whenever I'm alone. It hits me mostly at night and happens after I've been feeling lonely for a few hours. I've had anxiety for years and have never experienced something like this. It all started one night I started having a panic attack while asleep and woke up during it and instantly became afraid of being alone at night. The next few nights I had my s/o stay the night just incase I had another attack. Since then there have been nights where I get extreme anxiety over being alone and having to sleep alone. Now that I'm away from college I won't be able to have my s/o spend the night. How can I cope with the loneliness and anxiety attacks? What caused this to become such a bad trigger? If anyone has a clue feel free to reply. I've never had anxiety over simply being alone till recently.,2.8521659299557967,5.253017936416189,4.134892893573618,83.54287657259435,77.72832369942195,7.076368582114927,23.47126827609657,8.124751697461798,1.5665636858211491,705,23,129,13,17,231,101,173,0.278,0.6970000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9909,0,7,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,4,2,9,0,19,2,2,3,3,18,30,11,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,9,0,1,8,3,9,3,19,16,4,33,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,2,24,85,16,1,0.08118892938839975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204362277319909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513367145689753,0.3726558525495227,0.0,0.0,0.05676918716500357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694565119748291,0.07627967173652704,0.0,0.13557872955093533,0.0,0.08966679381926126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834033950017712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210312430630536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483572931190841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179510212760501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995474118316018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039664809887942985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480422885025255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523581496613384,0.0,0.08634534747288522,0.6095224827368281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501571973958733,0.0,0.0,0.09525771550522068,0.0,0.0,0.07750401982007601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052011707127561146,0.0,0.08016427306562253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716032137333089,0.0,0.08124756306223142,0.0,0.0,0.06250320437540027,0.0,0.0,0.11493188419647116,0.08653659619724473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052283008642518766
anxiety,madisontymayer2,2020/03/24,I’m 36 weeks pregnant and worried about going into labor in this time of uncertainty I have wanted to avoid this because I don’t want to make it real. Once I say it out loud it becomes a real problem. But I cannot keep this inside of my head anymore without talking to someone other than my boyfriend. I am due in 4 weeks from now and I am secretly terrified at the state of the world right now and how it will be in 4 weeks. I currently live in North Carolina where there are about 300 cases and only about 20 something deaths if even that. I am so terrified that when I go into labor in 4 weeks (or sooner) that the hospital will be full of sick people. It’s a risk for me to go ANYWHERE. I’m scared of catching the virus and not being able to hold my son. I’m scared of him getting the virus. Scared of my boyfriend getting it. Anyone who I care about. I know everyone is in the same boat as me and are just as terrified but I have not seen a similar situation where someone is so close to labor as I am in the direct middle of all of this. If no one can provide me some relief please just pray for me and my family that everything will be okay. This is supposed to be the most joyous time of our lives and it’s being taken from us. I’m at a loss 😔,3.3314507337526216,3.911660486792457,4.9795911949685525,85.58326519916143,72.43396226415095,7.851153039832286,26.42033542976939,7.984000788550335,1.4370461215932913,979,31,212,13,18,333,138,265,0.111,0.807,0.08199999999999999,-0.2048,1,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,1,16,10,0,5,12,1,23,2,1,2,1,38,40,20,1,5,10,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,18,12,0,3,2,0,0,4,6,7,0,1,2,3,25,3,42,29,5,36,1,1,1,0,8,20,0,5,11,154,43,3,0.12907431735053232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800703950802775,0.0902517638188536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868250583238444,0.14255244265957426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315998688911769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525236928114735,0.0,0.0,0.12333604158678492,0.11600367367463045,0.0,0.12167977907801375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348720069393312,0.0,0.2200677272073544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246748754310333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472718386779747,0.0,0.0,0.07093586923083439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794997394327265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615810910998048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374599354483082,0.08746409790630945,0.09816683465657776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948387967865985,0.0,0.0,0.1416848401608434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350668983713838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29382966221834417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102287617672664,0.0,0.10264507782089743,0.3876777265938047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508494070389838,0.0,0.0,0.21872850045822892,0.09936771549703777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374504703811456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505285448705192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526051127116858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522627531471842,0.0,0.41414252694317866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442303589815724,0.0,0.0,0.1310812346859286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PsychoactiveOtter,2020/03/24,"I finally told my therapist the truth And it felt so damn good and relieving. I told him that I feel stuck and emotionally just at the same place I was one year ago when I started therapy. Since I'm  doing group therapy, I asked him if we could do a 1 on 1 session. I ran away from even saying that for so long and now I finally did it.

I only mustered up that courage and got the energy because I stayed up all night. Being sleep deprived weirdly enough makes me feel so much better and less depressed. Wish I could do that more often, although it's unhealthy. 

If I can't sort something out in the next few meetings, I might need to change my therapist though.

I can't believe how long it took me. I wasted so much time trying to get around it. Makes me sad, because I do it in so many other ways as well. Just wasting away my life. I sure am not used to asking for help and talking about feelings. I'm getting off track.

I love you guys, I wish for you to be able to communicate your needs. Take care.",1.576844660194176,3.6187010048543726,3.033796116504856,91.65719902912625,80.2135922330097,6.061747572815534,23.40679611650485,7.1686216300943375,0.8037619417475725,781,27,169,10,20,255,131,206,0.11900000000000001,0.716,0.165,0.8351,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,0,1,16,14,1,0,5,0,14,3,1,4,3,36,41,19,0,8,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,11,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,9,5,31,9,22,27,8,28,0,3,0,1,17,12,1,5,12,117,42,1,0.11046781799993803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792305541020993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983397785574101,0.20654499554131572,0.0,0.20757630277828631,0.0,0.0,0.13468031305509068,0.0,0.0,0.12445940217309635,0.0,0.09769980794893546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262930274506915,0.0,0.11686030393398852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639912764957935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514576977326723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242614266881181,0.0,0.1141427859030482,0.0,0.07296295194215455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756754390194814,0.0,0.10606642894714392,0.24202418998929334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542975102784052,0.0,0.0,0.09265516462822228,0.08835120548177539,0.0,0.0,0.10938050754554382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404424984369308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780266867748563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955210854208784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970151869651392,0.0,0.14747625262324696,0.11199702884229967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718889781341114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241311364000152,0.16382097462862938,0.0,0.0,0.11748377767300545,0.10366656389772327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485585240635872,0.08401575345947876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541535793339901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878484427271047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138012059248188,0.0,0.1105475965369664,0.0,0.0,0.08504352326563841,0.0,0.0,0.07818969015509504,0.11774399577705505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041146111320156,0.0,0.08305805124637601,0.08878984766177565,0.0,0.0,0.2526591544974614,0.25652330200851314,0.0,0.0,0.10853407030919207,0.0,0.06441467303442393,0.0,0.0,0.21111346818655952,0.12273381043608493,0.0750003971239406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540872652044532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768421207466638,0.0,0.0,0.09932383503355204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25406507789374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113765296227895
anxiety,Sunshine0383,2020/03/24,"Just need to chat with someone Never posted here but would love to talk to someone. I've had to cut negative people out and have almost zero friends. I have a LOT going on and if anyone knows about anxiety and occasional depression and is up to a call to talk, I could use a friend. 36f in the US. THANK YOU in advance.",3.185384615384617,4.538062923076929,4.729230769230772,84.31076923076925,73.61538461538461,7.661538461538463,25.30769230769231,8.238735603445708,1.5199846153846148,250,8,51,4,5,84,49,65,0.17600000000000002,0.607,0.21600000000000005,0.6577,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,17,12,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,4,13,9,1,9,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,3,1,39,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066661173176466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858083418349307,0.0,0.0,0.1540863538740214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502025630859945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594583023935847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898025424453995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34051137337943505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524015138653102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110843030837612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734890132237814,0.1988906262397256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633999996242261,0.16996130353676475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277534938664508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105152519544332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734339994904358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542467283559615,0.0,0.20288514756582127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26507544085684825,0.1903271044862186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654302779168336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Steadystackiin,2020/03/24,"Anxiety Rookie... Hey yall. i’m 22 Years old and I’ve been suffering from anxiety for the past 3 years or so. I’ve never gone to the doctors for it or never went out for professional help. It’s always slightly with me, but sometimes (typically at night) it gets really bad. I try xanax and it doesn’t work. I rarely get panic attacks but this week I’ve had 2/3 and it’s the worst feeling ever. (probably because we own a market and i work everyday during this virus) I get the sweats and get nauseous and just feel terrible. I’m currently calming down from a panic attack right now and figured i’d ask reddit. What do you recommend I do? What helps y’all with anxiety/panic attacks.",1.3818339416058407,3.8768836569343073,3.683681569343065,83.90318658759129,84.69343065693431,6.928649635036496,23.890967153284674,8.07648339933343,1.7811755474452555,539,21,103,12,16,185,89,137,0.157,0.664,0.17800000000000002,0.3037,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,0,2,4,10,3,2,6,0,5,3,1,0,3,22,16,12,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,4,2,10,1,11,12,2,18,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,12,60,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233845973701585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268745000025145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862600690732382,0.5060851370517592,0.0,0.0,0.1238113782491459,0.09039286552997547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177548699596702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413183551142704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499542149803909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098901606666186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878397272958725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287323226655073,0.0,0.0,0.1391549745882821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555996569567829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479598631623272,0.0,0.0,0.14155435067958316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598757898551227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499485894112872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126634167716901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665717941512124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067545371900022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894489553995348,0.0,0.0,0.13746123330494436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590578957414114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909807351192309
anxiety,SinnamonTongue,2020/03/24,"Anyone else get anxious when hungry? I’ve been noticing lately sometimes I’m getting super anxious out of nowhere, then I eat and suddenly it all starts to go away? 

It’s not a sudden thing but it’s something I’m beginning to notice. Maybe it’s my paranoid anxiety, but is there a chance I have low blood sugar? Or is it really just a coincidence/my regular anxiety?",2.8799404761904768,5.250381875000002,4.974206349206352,77.72000000000003,77.47222222222223,8.003174603174603,29.73015873015873,8.841846274778883,2.931715873015873,293,14,51,7,7,101,53,72,0.188,0.741,0.071,-0.7399,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,1,8,11,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,5,10,1,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161707518611656,0.4669074943249513,0.0,0.14449328890752772,0.21173559327072905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941528705345289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145279007332107,0.17262812943998793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593040445545064,0.0,0.11744298519719558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310827164627196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760598233142805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705408947537727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238418585618547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908794926393574,0.204380442407599,0.0,0.14626672299902907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372879412987758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thebrokenone87,2020/03/24,Sorry for the late post but I'm lost Hello I'm here a 32 yo mess I've been in a crisis center before and I'm so close to being there again I have problems with this virus crap and work I cant seem to catch a break the toll on my body and mind is just crazy I have panic attack on my way to work and I cant sleep with out trazodone I dont know what to do my MD won't give me any trazodone. I haven't had a day off work in 3 months I really afraid I have gone to far down the rabbit hole this time in in the bathroom at work crying and typing this out my wife is no help it's not her fault she just doesnt under stand i cant get in to see a therapist and there's a little part of me that wants to stop taking my meds and see how far the rabbit hole gos I dont know what to do and I dont know who to talk to,-1.328005181347148,0.20459043523316467,1.3797176165803116,102.35838471502592,87.65284974093264,4.274507772020725,12.240673575129534,4.935628992294339,-1.6391883937823832,626,5,172,2,20,216,107,193,0.214,0.753,0.033,-0.9882,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,5,8,8,2,2,11,0,19,3,3,1,0,26,34,11,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,1,4,0,0,2,11,8,0,0,4,2,20,0,27,28,1,30,0,1,2,0,8,18,1,1,6,105,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440254774251117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792810421461626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812582991968396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419803137519486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248755422347884,0.0895275934323636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488088987290666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252786439345177,0.13316905777411867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304830451350407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288759789799757,0.0,0.15659531743655708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913438552318766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515387294231289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419803137519486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401689051206911,0.0,0.11080501954295276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287568289043652,0.0,0.15032883051289198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295145053438734,0.0,0.0,0.13283225563954815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889318232309972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212435730265507,0.12637676516046087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389205299199044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539793312519706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605996634291416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043755708375147,0.11157847909028762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611810395168101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094721905208695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187979524468814,0.11018907320114044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042512558465042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DanVarl,2020/03/24,"Do I have memories from the future or my anxiety is tricking me? Ok, I'm new here so I don't know if this is the right community to post this (Sorry if it isn't) but I need to get this of my chest: 

Ok, so I have a feeling that I sometimes get memories from the future, like a pre-feelling maybe, I'll set an example that may sound stupid but it's fair: End of 2016 I start getting into the NBA, I've never watch any basketball game before since I'm from a country where the sport is not a big deal, anyway when I started watching basketball I heard the name Anthony Davis and the first thing I did was search in Google 'Anthony Davis Lakers' because I could've swore that he plays for LA, this felt weird because three years later he got traded to the Lakers after requesting a trade and to me it felt like it was supposed to happen. This may be a stupid example but I have more, 2015 my family is going to a trip except for me and my mother, and a day before their trip I said to my mother that I had a pretty bad feeling about a crash accident and the next day my family had one (Fortunately nobody got extremely hurt), another one more recently was when back in December and beginning of January I felt that something bad was gonna happen, I felt quite scared about something and of course I think that was a premonition to the Coronavirus, or maybe I'm reaching about that one. 

I've been quite calm after that event but that 'feeling' is back and I feel like something is gonna happen soon and that feeling is making me so anxious, by now I've been thinking if is a premonition about my own death or a familiar death, but something tells me that is not that, but a feeling about a global event soon to happen. So guys my anxiety is tricking me or do I have lost memories from the future? Has anyone experience having anxiety for thinking that something is gonna happen? Thanks for reading.",5.82646464646465,5.7788167354497375,6.594506974506978,78.38593073593077,66.83068783068785,9.941510341510343,31.202982202982213,9.688023934748609,2.7575354497354505,1498,53,294,29,22,496,168,378,0.14,0.7490000000000001,0.111,-0.9617,0,0,5,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,4,19,18,4,1,27,2,34,1,1,1,1,46,74,28,2,4,16,2,10,3,0,5,0,3,0,1,23,10,0,0,14,4,2,3,5,10,0,5,19,15,33,8,33,49,3,39,0,2,2,0,13,7,0,9,30,197,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857781481257876,0.0903247778766746,0.1976894484282888,0.09731311796635887,0.0,0.060230742233575676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324719190303523,0.14384577126677875,0.10501968109108938,0.0,0.14659674246273385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877538264604206,0.0,0.0,0.1111057045409638,0.08880604358758436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629403069642775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426096125973521,0.16240931143232193,0.0,0.3048830408302,0.06153807702342505,0.33082971935009786,0.0,0.0,0.07327021590047977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350130026399146,0.0,0.04895506374057911,0.0,0.13778725655194995,0.0,0.0,0.08529164923544343,0.3808643831126401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092214117845894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734001723592341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625022795344412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403144132607068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057498786079696114,0.0,0.173077414217555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387134883066639,0.06643609382421314,0.08319406723725205,0.09161033698777196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751110664028926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249783119952799,0.08763484065032595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323992575449302,0.08616281198891762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505236570189986,0.0,0.0,0.07356266355144099,0.08193839159442186,0.0,0.08624066807542449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125548571276502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33157198292844337,0.08519416948225432,0.0964261194909055,0.12193996492034133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528972099022366,0.07930567969729993,0.0,0.0,0.057227257173423265,0.1655841430411885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055471014717727814
anxiety,Kruize_base,2020/03/24,"Mental Illness And Africa ""One thing I've always feared more than my depression and anxiety is opening up about my struggles in a continent that has so little knowledge about mental illnesses""

I'm a Nigerian dealing with depression and anxiety. I've been with depression and anxiety for more than a year and in those months I've experienced a lot of misconceptions about mental health.

I was living in a different city far away from home at the time my depression started. Just like every other depressed folks, I didn't understand what was happening at first. And growing up in a country that believes mental illness is a moral  failure, affliction from witches, household enemies or your village people, it's difficult to know where and who to turn to. Years of bad leadership and corruption did a number on the country. Same goes with religion. 

All these made it difficult for me to open up about my mental health struggles. I was forced to suck it up and act normal or risk being termed mad and crazy. The misunderstanding and stigma for mental illness seems to be highest in Africa. If you're depressed it must be the witches from your fathers house.

I eventually sought help in one of the few psychiatrist facility in the state I was. I was placed on medications and eventually started getting better. My family was not aware of what I was going through. Explaining to them was difficult  while i was not medicated. Realizing I needed help and support I decided to return home and tell them about it. Few of my siblings I spoke with on phone understood—thanks to their exposure, but it was a different case with my parents. 

After taking my time to explain to them they became worried—which Is normal for African parents. I had to assure them I was in a better place. They became worked up when i mentioned the pills. Africans believe you don't need medications or therapy  for mental illness, all you need is Jesus,  fasting and much prayers. 

My mum suggested I stop taking antidepressants and turn to prayers. Being an African, she invited a prayer warrior to pray away the illness, as it is their believe that depression and anxiety are spiritual attacks. I'm only trying for the sake of peace to cope while emphasizing the need for pills. 

Care to share your experience dealing with depression and anxiety in Africa ?",7.492869704236611,8.749852515587534,7.49664268585132,68.82363709032775,63.412470023980816,10.878017585931255,37.74660271782575,10.825029732296443,4.552490967226218,1877,93,296,49,27,603,205,417,0.18600000000000005,0.7390000000000001,0.075,-0.9897,4,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,5,8,4,9,28,3,4,22,0,28,13,0,1,4,56,53,28,0,8,8,4,0,1,0,1,13,1,2,0,17,26,0,1,8,0,0,3,4,21,0,3,17,2,39,7,69,31,10,48,3,8,0,0,31,28,1,6,17,218,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564333848452807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578667974405545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607720678045937,0.12565796886515715,0.0,0.05583580588657321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226027472412602,0.0,0.11828671443765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818104585262283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788537452699107,0.4607779988678468,0.0,0.0,0.13973521312060969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634302765010341,0.0,0.0,0.0654142090557404,0.06304151110906839,0.07525023725145573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688177714587207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034938159767354954,0.0,0.03800522479196557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059135196196061376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421648377773733,0.0,0.0,0.08964655326230216,0.0,0.13415728803450205,0.0,0.0,0.07716197172696801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036751417713208966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03267056171372327,0.06702388704251958,0.059049707862484264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685267089233576,0.0,0.06327644627797463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210124837465,0.471742780829795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337705043699174,0.0,0.04915903622887774,0.19834066465025568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104184794146792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062917341870078,0.05085960579840451,0.0,0.0,0.1485081588260574,0.0,0.0,0.046361022657905857,0.0,0.13973521312060969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608782796651093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466550390946636,0.0,0.0,0.0559084660853281,0.0,0.13981946753861968,0.0,0.0,0.07588620431702937,0.0,0.0,0.10055970626536764,0.0,0.05844957706358753,0.0615672813776189,0.07647461618788412,0.0,0.04442716660791027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798787116142453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540208800587808,0.14547631478843934,0.0,0.06961670775473601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868403020354969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612749009815658
anxiety,ImAPOSHuman,2020/03/24,"I tried putting my thoughts for a day down in writing somewhere. I chose my phone and this is my list and what I can learn from this. *All people or places described have been modified to hide there identies*

Close friend(F20) = Eri

Close friend SO(M21) = Lee
List starting below

Eri doesn't actually want to be my friend or is my friend but thinks pretty low of me. 

I don't understand why eri never gives me any verbal re-assurance, I can count the number of times she's said I'm her friend on my hand.

I don't actually know what I'm doing with my life, I think I want to be in IT but that takes effort when I can just work factory or a general job and get by, maybe I won't be as happy? Or fulfilled? 

Will Lee or Eri care I didn't say happy birthday to Lee?  Is that what they were getting at when they asked why I didn't say happy bday to there cat?

How do I handle not liking Lee but wanting to be nice and develop a friendship with him so Eri doesn't hate the fact I dislike him. But he's. . . Annoying as fuck with his high pitch voice crying about stupid shit. He also finds everything funny which is exhausting because you can tell the desperation of him wanting all the attention. The topics he talks about bore me to death. All I know is I'm going to have to learn to deal with him so I can keep my friendship with Eri. 

How different will it be now Eri and Lee are together? Will the dynamic change more than it has? I know eri has been distancing herself and changing how she talks to please lee and it's fucking annoying he can't just understand were good friends. He's so insecure it's upsetting but I guess we all have our problems. 

Hearing everyone say ""oh no, I'm sorry"" when I tell them my friend has a SO isn't helping because they think I'm in love with her its annoying because I'm getting over that feeling and drowning it while I look for others in the market. I'm just lonley and shes a great friend. 

Is Eri causing me more anxiety than is helping? 
Pros: 
1. Listens to me
2. Talks to me
3. Hears my problems and helps
4. Looks out for me
5. Will hang without a problem
6. Let's me be me
Cons:
1. Always thinking what could of happened if I asked
2. Has a hard to get along with SO
3. Seems to be distancing herself: Lee said we were flirty so she's backing off (makes sense) but she also just seems dis-intrested in me
4. May just be using me: never seems to do shit I wanna do yet I'm a yes man with everything she does, it's rare we do what I wanna do(is it though? Doubting myself now)
5. Never can make plans always 'maybe'
6. Is she a real friend? 
Nope. 

What if I had asked Eri out earlier?
What if I told her I wanted to steal her from lee when I had the chance? (I.e. her saying how lee showed interest) 
What if I had stayed in HVAC classes?
What if I had asked (former crush) out earlier?
What if I just stayed active and didn't get fat?
What if I just didn't ever smoke weed?
What if I killed myself 2 years ago, how much pain would be saved vs the happiness I had and gave to others?

Why didn't eri tell lee about me spending the night and tripping at her place? Am I suppose to keep it a secret? I definitely feel like I need to keep it a secret. 

I don't understand why she wants to keep me as a friend. What do I bring to the table? I feel like I'm more of a burden than anything. I feel like all I do is play games and act stupid

Did she wear those see through leggings for my bday. . . Because that'd be weird. But I didn't mind.

What did she mean when she said "". . He showed interest in me. . .""

Why does my mom have to msg me so much, why do I always feel smothered by her? She is just so repulsing sometimes and I have no clue why. It's sad that I'm annoyed by her being loving. 

Is it annoying how open and vulnerable I am to eri? Is me telling her my problems getting to her and giving her a perspective of me that is not good.

Why do I care what others think so much?


So there's my list. 

Reflection:

After reading and re-reading this throughout the day I keep finding myself saying how rediculous these thoughts are and how often I actually think of my friend in a day. I think reading how crazy I can be has made me more aware of myself.

Hopfully this inspires someone else.",0.445966962127315,2.7028606232876697,2.2265350523771157,94.39602336825142,86.60273972602741,5.30744023636852,20.46038141283911,6.7510026930119285,0.3000853612677949,3270,104,725,41,102,1074,329,876,0.16,0.674,0.16699999999999998,0.8673,4,0,1,0,0,0,108.0,4,1,4,3,47,61,14,3,27,1,91,13,6,14,10,155,177,70,3,23,32,1,7,4,10,7,4,12,0,1,44,37,1,5,33,6,1,6,23,29,0,0,26,22,126,32,83,129,12,57,0,2,3,4,94,25,4,20,28,473,170,8,0.0,0.0,0.13584262106643868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04113186042597323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742140391010994,0.11582853618850335,0.0,0.0,0.031554404337358684,0.0,0.03549678781346485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038184230539844516,0.0,0.1735154176450028,0.0,0.0,0.035679655427603665,0.0,0.11314295321979465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946182232770046,0.0476668099273772,0.09817262524364533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370475791801602,0.0,0.05096953480012684,0.08977479792878455,0.047837595443420304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847937366377703,0.0,0.0,0.08121199834693385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03876224505457964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197253815767682,0.0,0.04433833110658495,0.08340480571280308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730919408824332,0.09944707074274656,0.0,0.0,0.08481970474207827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39434393684817,0.08579431571402388,0.1454562581322481,0.08902451034883141,0.026370868912981155,0.07783824316487267,0.0,0.05115748222640629,0.05111614853702812,0.0,0.04103242424076988,0.1975797432021195,0.041566357350725634,0.04581157442471909,0.0,0.0,0.10459504010023392,0.0,0.09330523043296893,0.04902541100949566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604602705120171,0.2062175743526332,0.05133604829004554,0.0,0.07650265121595592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047448366525637414,0.03277453686958685,0.09067712189384994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793063613495076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375778174207155,0.043905933439670704,0.06194631707143908,0.0,0.09323247593579563,0.05054450524861289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046851980306368585,0.05434451976343238,0.0,0.0,0.10233065380165436,0.03440589876941851,0.10736238832899024,0.0,0.0,0.043544378994497805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937414390343429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03216874674141757,0.0,0.09695874732755404,0.05093457901691037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720669770232844,0.0,0.17759871120962187,0.0,0.04664601791748894,0.0,0.0,0.13924125799371548,0.05281471938276014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241448903799066,0.1845004667059044,0.0,0.0,0.036975745502989,0.12672571796253074,0.0,0.0,0.09526032145740408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039315582659346884,0.0,0.04589196916323435,0.05194233982325208,0.03284300524260539,0.0989150017840079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03488792457310382,0.11188657071519842,0.16222676152557916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081240888816441,0.045588939323016615,0.07367473286933811,0.02705691044399721,0.0,0.0,0.04433833110658495,0.0,0.03150336612222214,0.0,0.0,0.14491584389272455,0.0,0.04007573503726312,0.0,0.0,0.16421176512681485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33495889602457063,0.0,0.0,0.04472909696114409,0.0,0.03378062320854454,0.0,0.0,0.03296207821080304,0.0,0.0,0.029880848799277736
anxiety,RadioMattGaming,2020/03/24,"Physical Effects of Anxiety During this pandemic Hey friends. This is my first time writing on this thread. I've struggled with anxiety for quite some time. During this pandemic I can't help but notice that my anxiety has taken a turn that I'm not quite used to. I'm noticing some physical Effects of my anxiety starting to manifest. Does anyone else deal with this? And if so, what type of physical symptoms do you experience?

Thank you! 
Matt",3.631287262872634,6.550675109756099,4.799918699186996,76.87746612466128,78.39024390243901,9.01029810298103,32.281842818428196,9.444778638647367,3.896548509485095,357,19,59,11,9,117,55,82,0.128,0.809,0.063,-0.3572,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,5,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,12,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,9,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,4,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353077174753408,0.0,0.0,0.12232056921817712,0.17924443749909488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035317844036275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308923759228754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613807475641452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112272507271248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880199352232604,0.0,0.0,0.13515650143519325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725711209432566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983356633507517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721357431536248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382186709286387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288295959549344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182734472368425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105921200819084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401526256154345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190282079226248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510900814580625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mexocist,2020/03/24,Throat closing I read that anxiety can cause you to feel discomfort and like you have a lump in your throat but whenever I lay down to sleep my throat closes entirely and I have to get up. Is this anxiety and stress?,0.9933333333333324,3.5901423255813967,2.2980232558139555,91.35153100775194,90.86046511627909,7.517829457364342,21.12015503875969,8.344100000000001,1.64535968992248,172,6,36,5,6,55,32,43,0.201,0.76,0.039,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,4,5,4,1,0,8,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,6,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5595099627667081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756685701791575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490592208348566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910600709361643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865966267578448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657930565673196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36595819445337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189013497576848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swimrox131,2020/03/24,trying online therapy with not my normal therapist is going pretty well i gave in and downloaded [betterhelp.com](https://betterhelp.com) which is one of the sites always touted in podcast apps; i was matched with a licensed MSW and had a call with them the next day. It is going really well given that I am quarantined and have no other option. Has anyone else switched to online therapy and is finding it useful?,9.615416666666668,10.076427486111118,9.29388888888889,60.49000000000001,58.861111111111114,11.088888888888887,33.27777777777778,10.686352973137794,3.817377777777777,337,11,48,7,4,109,54,72,0.046,0.8170000000000001,0.138,0.7845,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,12,14,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,4,0,5,2,7,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793245303560144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069207865048642,0.2208190907377003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006342099139656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389884048105866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003390922539772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969754719129227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449626234697978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292010955638417,0.0,0.21115751210382547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603755276457095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925474948638665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380634927611618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929170321389672,0.2502278315464613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631954750702758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613450365634304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38754511058803337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prodromal96,2020/03/24,"I have so much anxiety about my dad meeting my boyfriend and it’s threatening my relationship I love my dad, I really do. But he’s sort of a jerk. Growing up I hated bringing friends over because he would never say hi to them and he always looks grumpy. I have a really strong memory of my friend making awkward eye contact with him and legit looking terrified after and scuffling away. He also would never hesitate to really yell at me for sort of menial things in front of them. Eventually I just stopped having friends over entirely.

Fast forward, I’m 23 and live in California but I met my boyfriend during college in Boston. This covid madness has sent me back home to Rhode Island, which is in theory convenient since I’m closer to my boyfriend now (he’s from Boston). However, my parents don’t want me riding the train for obvious reasons, so the only option is for my boyfriend to pick me up. 

Which in theory isn’t a problem, but my dad will definitely like walk into the driveway and see who picks me up, and he has no idea I have a boyfriend, so that won’t exactly go over well.

Why not just tell him I have a boyfriend, right? Because he’s mean. My boyfriend is soft spoken and doesn’t play sports or really take an interest in them. He’s just a gamer and an engineer, a nerdy guy, which I love. But I know my dad will be mean and rude to him and it just makes me feel sick. I just hate picturing the interaction between them, and I know my dad will say mean things about him behind his back.

Can anyone else relate to this? I’m having to jump through all these hoops to try to see my boyfriend which feels quite childish, but maybe someone can relate.",4.286412601626015,5.6074561981707305,5.029634146341461,83.34443089430894,70.85975609756099,8.393495934959349,28.300813008130078,8.841846274778883,2.13189593495935,1315,48,260,24,24,425,171,328,0.121,0.77,0.109,-0.6228,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,4,2,15,17,5,1,13,0,24,4,1,5,5,52,50,22,0,4,12,6,3,1,3,6,1,3,2,1,13,14,0,1,9,2,0,9,8,7,1,0,2,11,42,10,40,41,2,34,0,0,5,2,40,18,0,4,10,169,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201019164678924,0.09573575693545004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801747726230227,0.0,0.0,0.08044978668082614,0.11788840464604365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809884068712043,0.17694182791010954,0.0,0.14027406317361854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961144721222658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635147808393324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667579570187944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538894074395712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392346718952125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718783634548784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541048639597255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988414877586127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264634685499068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621051936053974,0.0,0.10159650073124243,0.0,0.1932360198362198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076849513472656,0.0,0.1536014634048249,0.0,0.11558915378357495,0.37598893721024734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457935256522088,0.0,0.17747646394056393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750522508462957,0.0,0.0,0.12775600263682868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009299353966852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237615204201865,0.0,0.0,0.2948311189417493,0.11829666628496525,0.0,0.12352701838784845,0.0,0.098257141966412,0.0,0.18299419900761973,0.0,0.0,0.18336937168334366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517546045173957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748652246952294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619191561029533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865077461087132,0.0,0.10056396066701477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287610483286454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811542908952618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786297293154582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344910547129088,0.0,0.10382008778363723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346487376173627,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gotsomefish,2020/03/24,"Is it normal for someone with angxiet/depression to fear their parents for no reason? This is really something I should be talking with a professional about I know but I don't have that opportunity right now.  

So all my life I remember having this weird fear of my parents. I never expressed myself to them and more or less was just adrift in what ever they put me into. When we would go on family trips I would fear they would harm me while we slept. I would only sleep with my back to them if their back were also to me. When being sent to summer camp I was always afraid of never coming back. I always recognized the fears as irrational but could never shake them.

My parents were never abusive, and the only time they ever betrayed my trust from what I can remember was when I was being bullied in kindergarten. Just telling them that anything was wrong took an amazing amount of will power and they didn't take me seriously. I was having my life threatened daily by what 5yo me thought was a very real vampire classmate. Eventually I told a teacher but I still don't think anyone ever understood how bad it was cuz I couldn't overcome my anxiety to tell anyone.

Is it normal for people like us to feel this closed off from the people we are supposed to have an innate trust of?",4.5440577249575576,6.210523032258068,5.249719864176573,80.67286926994908,70.69354838709677,7.4791171477079805,26.359083191850594,8.032893268588372,1.6994564516129032,1024,33,184,14,19,331,140,248,0.18899999999999997,0.715,0.096,-0.9823,4,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,4,0,10,2,17,16,0,6,8,0,33,4,2,3,8,47,45,17,0,10,7,3,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,8,0,0,7,9,11,0,0,17,1,42,5,28,17,4,32,0,0,0,0,23,7,0,2,19,156,53,1,0.0,0.1138702758775649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685619079866186,0.1599363172621328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352107310086711,0.0,0.0,0.13439954953227146,0.0,0.0790873140288872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216994874599512,0.08024476431572235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827870863711197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673307769221645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277623411609047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080101070009576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060048692286644,0.4325853245648103,0.04859424395969697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461943743397618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281752104834018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576547453806104,0.04695269429988489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964924804689024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832758006432668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618637684837008,0.0,0.0,0.32014409073366235,0.0,0.0,0.1332560452042878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661339812486287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109390034527822,0.06156817067003895,0.09881330526671264,0.0,0.0,0.2177394555194146,0.08207427367710833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617572860802147,0.0,0.08143057456045573,0.07398734183000491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675063271256738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225999339308482,0.07724662099741783,0.16800232257233694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158105038818858,0.0,0.07629768430650491,0.0560403690917114,0.0,0.0,0.09183370899890707,0.10677765969866268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560407183220113,0.0,0.0,0.07929778052999459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27308469424646786,0.1050771758343326,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MoonlitSnowstorm,2020/03/24,"A question about symptoms Heya, I've got a question.

When I was younger, anytime I was anxious I would shake, alot, like my body was seizing muscles all over and then letting them go.

Now, my body doesnt do that anymore, but my skin gets hypersensitive to touch, like every touch feels like hot sandpaper and the after touch lingers for about half an hour.

Is this a normal symptom, or should I see someone for it?",7.881202531645568,6.964794810126584,6.8998417721518965,80.77102848101269,62.92405063291139,8.912658227848102,38.7373417721519,7.1686216300943375,2.7720101265822783,326,15,63,2,4,99,60,79,0.037000000000000005,0.8540000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,9,5,3,0,1,12,14,6,0,3,2,0,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,7,8,3,7,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,8,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058763002705914,0.19364493288603746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337785205522728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451453041026995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872905820133318,0.13949340901514087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201501742540522,0.0,0.1109704602424838,0.0,0.15616684063721128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229125231080926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996660439395741,0.0,0.2861817518194585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913128294423936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374706017860041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559652242842165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544272078427802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058987191710762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870672982644822,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heinztomatoes,2020/03/24,Ringing in the ears Anyone else have ringing in the ears? I feel like mine is caused by anxiety. I’m 19.,-0.4219696969696969,1.8131092272727287,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,93.0909090909091,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.3238606060606064,81,3,18,1,3,27,17,22,0.077,0.8109999999999999,0.113,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462331802505425,0.0,0.0,0.3164642564109271,0.4637360502122039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464938722914348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780842212941624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22884513131294545,0.3233332524884681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211145727766715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sstteeff,2020/03/24,"Air hunger Does anyone have any solutions to this?

I’ve had air hunger on and off since I was maybe around 12 (I’m 28 now). I’ve even gone a couple years without it but it always comes back and has hit hard with COVID and the health paranoia that comes with it.

I try to do yoga and breathing exercises but they all make me feel like I don’t get enough air, I always end up forcing a yawn, everyone seems so calm and able to breathe it’s frustrating.

I quit smoking weed last month, I went vegan for my health, I started working out but nothing seems to help. I worked out yesterday and kind of hurt my back muscles where my ribs are and they hurt whenever I breathe in and woke up this morning thinking I have the virus (note I haven’t left my house in 2+ weeks)

My throat has been on-off sore for a week now and I feel like I can’t think, I’m restless and my heart sometimes goes to like 180 beats per minute before I realize my thoughts are getting out of control 

Anyone have any tips that have dealt with air hunger? 

I feel like I’m losing my mind tbh",2.831542780748663,4.1227070045454575,3.402513368983957,93.71788770053476,74.4090909090909,6.6310160427807485,24.304812834224602,7.048011613610866,0.6570374331550806,831,25,189,8,17,260,128,220,0.159,0.7609999999999999,0.081,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,6,8,11,1,1,5,0,15,14,6,2,1,36,36,14,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,19,3,1,9,2,0,4,4,5,0,0,7,4,26,6,23,28,2,32,0,3,0,0,3,16,0,2,16,99,34,2,0.11933261298379125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858858707765456,0.0,0.0,0.16230053783728246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688027523943946,0.0,0.0,0.10623132553871696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351882684386367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015432643869558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558895930773008,0.0,0.0,0.13384167251936216,0.0,0.1320392665239909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442877379040373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569327530757754,0.1233024888304378,0.0,0.07881806542311692,0.0,0.0,0.11402742559279465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101446400531646,0.25575372767821203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469273002412705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689858191954947,0.0,0.0,0.2536899747144277,0.0,0.1414097209499226,0.07998613505951142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769381347998452,0.2554960605899098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426655302538155,0.0,0.09727200669347844,0.0,0.0,0.12965523316940242,0.0,0.0,0.23319954792308675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350266982861309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965544579960668,0.0,0.11988564913556335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049192120959397,0.0,0.09525015318412554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450286057631755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269249228499374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727185808187946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871317060938896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180230055679826,0.0,0.08446423767151573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292703992057818,0.0,0.0947367651269107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810190110175515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144284820668805,0.0,0.0,0.11062252777826473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503238052214987,0.0,0.17375112699352244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684629028816017
anxiety,dos4g,2020/03/24,"What are some good anxiety jokes you know? I'm looking for some to tell my girlfriend who is having more trouble than usual. Please post, even if the only ones you know are corny!",3.5124761904761925,5.518538914285713,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,74.14285714285714,5.80952380952381,23.095238095238088,6.42735559955562,0.4948095238095234,142,4,28,1,3,43,31,35,0.114,0.7040000000000001,0.182,0.4213,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,3,8,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582475285608332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296819256831654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831458163268015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710499235159496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834819066838283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287527254576923,0.2567445559354119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37056111157229904,0.0,0.0,0.32330801448872226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950595167270089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37179632081701663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hsjdjdsjjs,2020/03/24,"People... I've had sign of anxiety since I've been kid but it really came up this year mainly(I'm 16 almost 17). I'm alway scared of other people stares and what they can say behind me and I feel like it's worse because I don't talk to many people but I have a kinda popular friend who talk about everything happening in the school, rumors ect... And every time he talk about what people do and say about other people I see that people are even worse than the ""people"" I saw and feared they are more awful and mean than I saw. Btw do you guy have any tips to know if I'm just socially anxious or if I have other type of anxiety? I've had anxiety about a lot of thing not involving other people but not as strong.",4.647482993197278,4.747163272108847,5.790884353741497,82.63625850340135,69.34013605442178,8.982312925170069,23.816326530612244,8.841846274778883,1.4307632653061215,559,11,116,9,9,187,88,147,0.201,0.7340000000000001,0.065,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,6,6,0,2,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,23,22,13,0,2,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,12,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,7,11,4,16,16,2,5,0,0,4,0,16,2,0,6,3,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015469797944812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984299191350048,0.0,0.0,0.08159870375888248,0.0,0.2753807527673917,0.13555685390785466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314603552234199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723893063821396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925361255126724,0.0,0.10109847121440416,0.0,0.10784111087415714,0.0,0.0,0.13502440784488828,0.06067158216177615,0.08572233930186607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270555456007754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881098742479836,0.10610856710634507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594448862139878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862205104569323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201294377300384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121653097832415,0.0,0.1307065114056937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6654989921745226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768699751447027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084497701370148,0.1201329675538452,0.1214383533121986,0.09561812263367822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925865770982373,0.0,0.0,0.1223167766089924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289335176185771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971738140059129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996832506631782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445642854977725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727094142447437
anxiety,foreverlisi,2020/03/24,I am new to this sub reddit so I’m sorry if this is not what it’s used for I just need help. I am a young teen. I have struggled with crippling anxiety my whole life. There have been times over the years where I just feel like someone is gonna kill me or that terrible things are going to happen and when I feel that way it becomes so overwhelming that I just sorta shut down. Around people I get so nervous I have just stopped talking to people mostly. a year ago my school counselor finally sought help for me. This school year it got to the point where I was failing classes and freaking out a few times a day. My panic attacks were more frequent and severe and my social anxiety got to the point where I couldn’t be at school. I have gone to my pediatrician but the most they do is tell me it’s normal and if I don’t pay any attention to it it will go away. For my entire life it has not gone away and has been so painful and tiring. The only person who listened to me was my school counselor and teachers who set me up with cyber school. I still feel awful but at least I don’t have to be around people while I feel like this and be known as the weird girl who can’t stop shaking and wears the same huge sweatshirt every day(it just makes me feel more safe). I have to go back to school next year and I don’t know what to do. I can’t keep going on like this. I have gotten up the courage and reached out for help so many times and no one does anything. I don’t know what to do. Does anyone have any advice for me?,2.51475,3.7901347250000015,3.3407500000000034,93.90925,75.1875,5.995000000000001,21.8625,6.152001189255117,0.09456624999999974,1192,29,271,7,25,378,154,320,0.13699999999999998,0.7879999999999999,0.075,-0.9194,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,1,1,19,17,2,5,12,1,35,5,1,2,0,53,60,26,1,5,12,0,5,3,0,2,4,1,0,2,22,19,0,4,9,0,1,7,10,12,0,1,10,6,36,5,34,44,8,49,0,2,0,0,13,20,0,6,23,187,58,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550917836618686,0.07756817952661241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901322600764135,0.0,0.13388264869216696,0.0,0.0,0.061185748913539624,0.0,0.0720094160323927,0.15579656018276491,0.0,0.09954992534268486,0.1644282426842838,0.06728618372701646,0.0,0.0,0.09664274241871824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286737451353755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315297684692225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372699962992456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122657552861646,0.12502762508805354,0.0,0.09585779232596872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571791399345038,0.0,0.1989251420121228,0.0,0.13997198391112342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738065861738498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595889877196635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777874213939892,0.09681166299578768,0.0,0.09618126228386978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361517974014845,0.12825202647976705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058410475405771135,0.08871665210296224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488408024538223,0.0,0.08451317583526388,0.09306289228648948,0.0,0.0857366268518897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929586422472505,0.06655173309399175,0.09311182179972513,0.10266862983327787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819954966692002,0.07640626340508802,0.0,0.0,0.16544160855435638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313602859959853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885609542703153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920064601827421,0.07414296709000442,0.0,0.0,0.09795503288001332,0.0,0.0,0.06988185538492232,0.1463167185114899,0.0,0.09147955178671646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033345533100148,0.07648349984487311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813464119111793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307515378736658,0.10057448386100493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755764941784255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945764381396252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769655611388674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540220841616299
anxiety,Rebjo96,2020/03/24,"My hours were cut and we are trying to sell our home. My husband got a new job offer and once all the background work is complete, we will be ready to go. However, I was just informed my current job hours are being cut to less than part time. I’m super anxious anyway about moving to a new city, to now deal with COVID-19, and NOW a cut in hours/money.",5.309109589041096,4.567007,5.752157534246577,86.3276883561644,68.04109589041096,7.847945205479452,29.20890410958904,5.985473137389443,1.219961643835616,273,8,59,1,4,88,53,73,0.11,0.8059999999999999,0.085,0.0258,4,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,2,5,4,3,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,11,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,9,5,3,11,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,8,38,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238051629282986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249516723881326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119170718713774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219337523302043,0.0,0.17159529506175902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521121927358064,0.0,0.4225772134908152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258156890300514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22803277633595986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144276001193684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284888284662544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233682423363305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510587450817195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566541796519558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561950103905385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KTStephano,2020/03/24,"Coronavirus Discussion Thread Hello everyone and welcome to the second iteration of the coronavirus megathread. With all the developments that have happened recently, we are continuing to see a high volume of posts related to the virus. The purpose of this thread is to bring us together as a community and provide a shared space for us to help and support each other during this difficult time. As such, please direct all coronavirus discussion to this post.

Important things to be aware of/keep in mind:

1. During the lifetime of this thread we will be providing stickied comments with a certain discussion topic. For example, “Reply to this comment with good news related to coronavirus!” We will cycle through different topics periodically and will likely revisit each one multiple times.
2. Please keep all conversations helpful and supportive. No doomsday-style comments/fear mongering. Comments that are solely negative with no source link will be removed.
3. Consider joining the r/Anxiety Discord server: [https://discordapp.com/invite/vF4DqMJ](https://discordapp.com/invite/vF4DqMJ). The channels #covid19discussion and #covid19voicechat are especially relevant.

Helpful links:

* [Good news only coronavirus post](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/fj2y1a/lets_post_good_news_on_the_coronavirus_here/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf)
* [Guide to living with worry amidst global uncertainty](https://www.psychologytools.com/articles/free-guide-to-living-with-worry-and-anxiety-amidst-global-uncertainty/)
* [Helpful comment](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/eupik4/coronavirus_megathread/fix3s2l?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x) by u/LDLaw
* [Helpful comment](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/eupik4/coronavirus_megathread/fjm3y9u?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x) by u/BaconFace2736
* [Mindfulness meditation video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEzbdLn2bJc)
* [Previous coronavirus megathread](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/eupik4/coronavirus_megathread/)

Suggestions for reducing anxiety:

1. Periodically take some time to stop and get some fresh air. If allowed, go outside and take a short walk. Otherwise consider at least opening a window and take a few deep breaths.
2. Limit the amount of time you spend looking at the news. For example, you can set two concrete times such as 30 minutes in the morning, 30 minutes in the evening to read the news. The rest of the day, stay off of it. No good will come from monitoring the latest news posts in real time constantly.
3. Consider reducing the time spent on social media. You don’t necessarily need to quit altogether, but at least save a large portion of the day to do other things. The goal is to frequently clear your headspace of all news, all thoughts, all external talk. This will refocus your mind on just what is going on at the present moment, meaning you can begin to deal with things one thing at a time rather than all at once. For extra help with this, check out the mindfulness meditation video under the helpful links section.
4. With all the misinformation out there right now, one way to combat it is to only use a few select sources for your news. As an example, you could use the CDC, WHO, NHS, John Hopkins University and then one or two local news stations and exclude the rest.
5. Be careful not to fall into a vicious cycle of reassurance-seeking with regards to health anxiety. Anxiety can cause a huge number of physical symptoms, and they will tend to line up with whatever illness you happen to be worried about (coronavirus in this case). Each time you Google a symptom or come here to ask for reassurance, you are confirming that the anxiety was somehow valid. You’ll feel relief for a moment, but it’ll come back soon enough, and you’ll be back to Googling/looking for reassurance. One way to combat this is to keep a daily tally on paper of how many times you sought reassurance from somewhere, with the goal of reducing the total each day.

A note on venting: 

We understand that positivity is what you're seeking right now but we want everyone to have a voice here. Users will be anxious and expressing their fears, all of which will be negative. Please refrain from downvoting these comments unless they explicitly break the rules.

If you are here to vent, take a look through the top comments in the previous megathread or this one, your questions may have already been answered! 

A purely positive megathread is linked above.

Thanks!",8.496729810568299,12.218392717514124,7.003921568627452,63.392482552342976,65.32768361581921,10.153406447324693,35.835493519441684,10.261626798366184,4.829533499501496,3716,180,483,106,68,1112,338,708,0.079,0.8059999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.9782,2,0,0,0,0,0,221.0,7,16,3,5,17,19,1,1,51,0,44,5,1,5,14,108,78,29,0,6,12,0,1,1,0,13,4,1,1,0,28,41,0,5,10,3,3,9,7,3,0,9,4,5,26,16,99,52,27,84,0,0,3,0,56,36,0,10,32,324,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655844802457216,0.0,0.0,0.2614025394846142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070178163874566,0.06813811218600532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638582877252438,0.0,0.0,0.09275611211538796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061494557761695386,0.061959510438350074,0.0,0.1558665632882835,0.0,0.06517844696688149,0.0,0.04815614622472054,0.0,0.0,0.11669340863892293,0.06218150530186441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301571813053662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232090557004823,0.0,0.03983709703705023,0.0,0.0,0.11526600136249697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574095273467893,0.030496776464373238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03151178831350093,0.0,0.0685561349782621,0.15176658918095956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667166197738796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411139429629642,0.0,0.0,0.28299232984407435,0.06372548256984623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083064887463416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0294665727004876,0.0,0.05325872646204191,0.0,0.15194673412466478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611493420577229,0.0,0.06570007108350641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436014297808115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044722368608104184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423287508998153,0.2452236191156905,0.09174364890991857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862132068913596,0.0,0.0,0.2310581181591091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756593952915096,0.06415179617577975,0.06033072901427479,0.06865099976021649,0.0,0.0,0.05955320060636265,0.0,0.0,0.10301634818652597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806277350946448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148294244479476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428713285914328,0.0,0.05042554501853155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688814879069106,0.0,0.12537952585846268,0.1813957116117452,0.048478435741077484,0.0,0.055529402542318064,0.0,0.0,0.16028084808578835,0.0,0.0,0.04788290203618817,0.35169815803459026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783682338039578,0.06278942487119381,0.14510161079826664,0.1041845647799357,0.0,0.0,0.03557499998767875,0.0957495378697154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250441623971285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skyofromantic2,2020/03/24,"How long does it take you to feel normal again after an anxiety attack? Two weeks ago I went through some intense anxiety that ended up with 2 visits to the ER. I had no idea I would take so long to feel ""normal"" again. I guess I had never really thought about how there's actually a recovery time after an anxiety attack...
I feel like I can't trust my body anymore. But each day is a little easier and I slowly feel like I'm getting back. 
Is this normal? Does it take anyone else a while to feel ok again after an episode?",3.2611448598130828,4.462381224299069,4.955221962616822,83.35844042056075,73.2056074766355,7.966822429906544,23.655373831775687,8.472884824447931,1.4240102803738317,409,11,83,7,8,139,70,107,0.129,0.767,0.10400000000000001,-0.3889,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,9,6,2,0,7,1,6,1,1,2,1,20,19,6,0,4,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,4,5,10,4,11,14,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,18,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.12989312489677182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799122782534795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054792222810671,0.0,0.1320062691670098,0.0930714332059983,0.13638373986379945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028566093155568,0.0,0.10235098312328983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785174930600886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584293315602895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23296547493519135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119372768193132,0.0,0.11789319737156775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365142179888737,0.1901831793173061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954285685988243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663224724399532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026147832150322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005860708853342,0.1334080734024801,0.0,0.23559082013844945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266024026150557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391249476277349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527168288992093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002394504426005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056720034169478,0.07761569866729835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002609150010006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677031922478444,0.0,0.0,0.12339142166947015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455531647462008,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sam_the_sprite_god,2020/03/24,"Anxiety is wack... Im not worried that I'm gonna get the corona virus, but I AM worried that my bf might because he has a lot of health problems and asthma ugh I hate anxiety and this stupid corona virus because I can't see my friends or my therapist because I can only see them at school which is now cancelled so a win/loose situation for me...",8.363333333333333,5.179163111111112,8.847777777777782,74.37500000000003,63.72222222222222,11.822222222222226,40.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.7857166666666666,272,12,57,4,3,92,54,72,0.32299999999999995,0.63,0.047,-0.9731,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,8,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,9,1,3,11,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,1,34,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158159526059036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774885533959543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594767938446657,0.0,0.10784404626020108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379345440139807,0.0,0.2194109741887778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296512658085813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548783652474606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897517415459555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698896899611867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751261176430895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890441061387224,0.32897428214364616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320206751867784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396653427932389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192517352743904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ryusanzo,2020/03/24,Is shiver a sign of anxiety? Been having shiver for a few days now. No fever or anything. Feels very strange.,0.2592857142857169,2.362920523809525,1.628928571428574,92.73482142857144,105.66666666666669,4.0047619047619065,19.535714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.28565714285714305,85,3,16,1,4,27,19,21,0.272,0.728,0.0,-0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730877341794559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089049522567981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988281602806204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126904953837733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102592458753498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weakbrainedwaste,2020/03/24,"How do people drive everyday? I’ve been 16 a while and my friends and parents have been pestering me to learn how to drive. My mom took me to an empty parking lot and I was so terrified driving in circles the entire time. How do people drive through the neighborhood everyday, let alone on the highway? I know at some point I’m gonna have to learn, but I don’t know how I ever will",4.415696202531648,4.729559936708863,5.3593417721519,84.78027848101266,69.8860759493671,8.851645569620256,30.98987341772152,8.841846274778883,2.3124562025316457,301,12,64,5,5,99,52,79,0.085,0.887,0.027999999999999997,-0.5053,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,4,1,15,15,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,0,8,1,8,8,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,44,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29341488142171546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562623969692667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188780112874092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113901554941494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896949451200207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408527769944953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317992551321013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145727535592124,0.0,0.0,0.3928111336266752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678114582281945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519536414295538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31475835477432745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scubarat420,2020/03/24,"Dissociating on social media gosh i hate being on social media, but this quarantine is leaving me with nothing else to do. i find myself so often trying to post things that are as neutral as possible so nobody can form opinions about me that aren’t positive or neutral. i feel like i’m losing my mind because i feel so out of body when i look at my posts like WHO IS THAT? I know i probably just need to distract myself with something else i honestly feel like you can be addicted to social media and i’m there baby!",3.1322222222222216,5.133303689320388,5.026731391585763,79.40723840345201,75.2135922330097,7.2962243797195265,26.00755124056095,8.167268648758528,1.893074217907228,412,15,74,7,9,141,67,103,0.077,0.753,0.17,0.9079999999999999,1,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,8,7,1,1,0,0,9,2,1,0,0,16,18,9,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,15,4,14,16,1,7,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,3,4,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993722478771915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061762421514978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334186286251306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275769008720193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25037435361596144,0.2358344662462047,0.0,0.0,0.15085972099737066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296027809054275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071137933567773,0.0,0.0,0.17477224111400685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419165219570344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860687278051728,0.18465731370153046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666119502975965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238817158823033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837728692847475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607772365112832,0.316159245275151,0.0,0.1779600862349978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047665280625985,0.0,0.127069459103116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965698233543374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206332392050253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FunGuySunShine99,2020/03/24,"Has anyone else been almost entirely avoiding the news? I feel pretty great despite cases jumping sharply where I live. I just checked the news and nearly had a panic attack I've avoided it for almost a month now and I feel pretty good. Anybody else?

Blessings ya'll.",3.3196598639455783,6.37560997959184,3.4888775510204084,84.5948129251701,81.85714285714286,4.082993197278912,26.534013605442176,5.46131890053228,1.0653646258503402,215,9,33,1,6,66,37,49,0.182,0.537,0.281,0.7932,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,3,2,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534038689730741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830067914252294,0.2319684773377404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575570467005798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782480187981904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894427393569156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988942218380594,0.0,0.24960133593391606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991097214546835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807063646778183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656258053195735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606503017244922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eggsnwaffless,2020/03/24,"My anxiety was creeping up before this pandemic My anxiety was increasing about 3-4 weeks ago. The week my university canceled classes was the week before our spring break so it was not a huge deal. However, we have moved to online classes, today being the first day. I had an anxiety attack which ending up in me crying. I know everyone’s lives have taken a 180 but I really struggle with change like this and my well-being beforehand was blurred. No job, school, planned vacation, my town has closed everything from my favorite restaurant to the parks.

Prior to all of this I was having trouble focusing on tasks and sleeping. I started vaping. One night I was sleeping with my partner and he noticed i was having a panic attack before i did (which also led to crying). I think what really helped overall was going to campus everyday and somewhat of a routine. My chest is tight and I want to crawl into a ball. This pandemic is really really bad timing. 

Deep breathes and this too shall pass...right?",3.9187634408602143,6.530756252688171,5.12494623655914,76.72408602150537,75.18279569892474,8.219354838709677,28.075268817204304,8.998388855275968,2.8625720430107524,797,33,129,19,18,263,120,186,0.17300000000000001,0.782,0.045,-0.9715,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,2,4,7,2,2,10,0,20,4,4,1,1,21,26,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,1,2,1,0,4,2,6,0,2,12,1,21,1,17,12,3,28,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,15,93,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399167665811973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028373462942554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951243865652568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925906723673983,0.0,0.0,0.10737142357022106,0.0,0.0,0.3282745288310613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603642088586113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825110593189691,0.08293311341916937,0.13257576135420532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389696914472301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228779989701352,0.11557286184098232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938281073193946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308348154424825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619449374018667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276106592955654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067242919547417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628250038544669,0.0,0.11355170922902795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366760956859736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067766250332372,0.0,0.0,0.14640621889766375,0.0,0.0,0.08713927570711699,0.0,0.0,0.15087848298504875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32952490734208245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981939667154612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014496898056752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257375667599119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102017743238078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443537738981556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239846052901703,0.0,0.0,0.0749847576734515,0.0,0.12189298970913075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584864157994166,0.0,0.3094533703074453,0.0,0.11562231631927405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway99991817171,2020/03/24,"I need to know someone can hear me. Every night is so hard for me. I’m hurting so much I just need to know someone’s listening. I’ve felt incredibly lonely. I dont have friends. I have a boyfriend and he’s amazing. Today I hurt his feelings by not being the best listener. I feel terrible and like he’ll leave soon. I’ve been struggling with extreme paranoia these past few weeks. My nights aren’t my happy alone time like they once were. It sounds dumb but I’m afraid of the dark and I have intrusive thoughts about it and feel watched. I imagine voices or images and I feel my body go cold and I panic. I dissociate a lot more. I feel guilty everyday. 
It’s hard to shower. I’m so anxious every day for the past few years. I have ocd and intrusive thoughts. I have ehs and I hear stuff before I sleep. I’ve been so depressed. I can’t do things I love anymore. My family is narcissistic and toxic. 

I feel so alone. I feel worthless and like I’m stuck. I feel like even my boyfriend won’t want to be around me. This feels so lonely. I haven’t been okay these past few months. I’m hurting.",0.0551655913978486,2.4138947688888948,1.6628673835125447,96.06806451612906,92.42222222222222,4.681003584229392,20.14695340501792,6.3737218528115,0.1379706093189963,853,29,188,10,31,275,120,225,0.247,0.65,0.10300000000000001,-0.9831,2,6,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,11,22,1,3,5,1,20,3,2,0,0,35,50,18,0,3,4,0,12,4,1,2,0,6,1,0,8,12,0,0,15,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,8,20,32,10,11,38,7,15,0,7,1,1,10,1,1,2,17,105,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023432538563305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465931744494876,0.10065476395327486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035116738963396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636390849299863,0.0,0.10651167883607987,0.0,0.0,0.11273694060428988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545522594040727,0.0,0.08741662323534159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895019817277976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703582193159903,0.0,0.17102612475870846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567949925297677,0.0,0.4618656894569729,0.07250732538258436,0.09745014496478137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841400344418906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768137237067285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804223761217553,0.18183735578461965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287822019083033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259542402490925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155688313223172,0.0,0.0,0.1074674788295557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983393437174676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628655922859839,0.0916022868557768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101153299730485,0.0,0.07460975930606102,0.15051301231030634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049046489286814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808778492775127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908132694135112,0.0,0.0,0.29066248779473225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156728585068127,0.0,0.17199105352402205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610355307606667,0.11618633415778268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742809586082336,0.0,0.0,0.16114977913580358,0.05918196065780373,0.0,0.0962044333442173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059863783803641685,0.0,0.08141235523587004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535880072933352
anxiety,Mudpie106,2020/03/24,"No One to Ease my Fears My boyfriend of nearly 7 years broke up with me in the beginning of February. He cited that my personality is too ""meek"" and ""introverted,"" which other people in my life honestly couldn't see, so I don't know. I couldn't imagine a future without him, and I talked to him about all of my anxieties.

We're talking a bit now, but it's not the same. He barely initiates. Sometimes he doesn't seem that interested. Every now and then he'll act like he wants to get back together or entertain that idea, so things get really confusing. 

When we broke up, I got a new apartment and started a new job. Thanks to coronavirus, I:

1.) Can't go to work because I have an autoimmune disease, even though the company is considered essential and doesn't have to close despite MA stay-at-home order. Still trying to figure out if I qualify for unemployment.

2.) Have lost some income from freelancing, and anticipate losing more, especially as my agent has cut her own pay in half. I've gone from making more money than I ever have to making barely anything.

3.) Completely stopped furnishing my new apartment due to money concerns, and still basically live with my parents as a result. (Fortunately, they're my landlords, so they can give me a break on rent.)

4.) Will soon not have access to hydroxychloroquine for my autoimmune issues because of a massive shortage, and am probably going to feel like dirt physically and mentally by early May.

And through all this, I don't have my ""person."" 

I'm just incredibly sad on top of the anxiety. I thought I was putting my life back together after being a broke unemployed freelancer living with my parents after moving out of a crappy place. I thought I was handling the breakup well. 

No question here, really. I'm just a mess. 

TL;DR: My long-term boyfriend dumped me just before coronavirus happened and now I don't feel like I have anyone I can talk to about my feelings. I have friends, they just have high anxiety too.",4.409504390922528,6.514239892183287,5.489279193113641,77.0230519085297,71.911051212938,8.884131814624816,30.296582905834278,9.454032385205345,3.0437153464916094,1564,68,277,38,31,516,215,371,0.16899999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.087,-0.9838,10,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,0,2,4,25,20,2,2,16,0,28,2,0,3,3,53,54,22,0,4,10,3,3,3,1,3,2,0,2,2,8,18,0,1,11,1,4,6,13,11,1,2,7,4,41,9,45,41,8,47,0,6,1,0,22,16,0,7,26,189,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415565942526539,0.0,0.0,0.07359590043334903,0.0,0.08661490472352212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186734218489632,0.0,0.12832347247438258,0.0,0.08956322686761095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149098831725658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035660106548174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951913863883663,0.09520808307864301,0.0886808614810104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843978118377292,0.1596584431661207,0.150386663737678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131882058856651,0.0,0.10998152694140954,0.10096903057763752,0.11963631405330682,0.0,0.08418107463175803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307558292894944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120641279357488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881872252940096,0.0,0.10985761573284646,0.10444815018008212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784473286908741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868773565331542,0.15426506235165965,0.0,0.1858820578818322,0.09314629604738336,0.0,0.1177520732416774,0.11489695024179955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051545036417631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060710689661069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186812643269477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049643120100063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132269518771167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374376583806666,0.0,0.0,0.07296972846357483,0.1838071071742904,0.10996781319352396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348139257733067,0.0,0.0,0.10580913483222074,0.1179083383767087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348565519531782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387364701458863,0.09581910151705987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040986941585898,0.0,0.07449917753230667,0.11218654054464744,0.1681116326049694,0.08799688521033268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537970393884489,0.0,0.09690355274333563,0.0,0.0,0.06992594420762603,0.0,0.10341131875864673,0.16711951184533802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146041746996051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208141506696434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463580178763456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146090197145696,0.0,0.07662601601088068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777999281946379
anxiety,dallas7743,2020/03/24,"Please Help with Meeting the Family So, my boyfriend wants me to meet his family. I really want to and I'm trying to push myself to go through with the meeting and make it a positive experience. However, he has three young kid siblings; I'm awful with kids. This just doesn't help and no one around me understands that its about anxiety and not about me not wanting to meet his family. How should I deal with the situation/meeting?",4.019535283993116,6.073386168674703,5.099345955249572,79.62168674698798,72.855421686747,9.562134251290876,27.5197934595525,9.957137785484203,2.9094419965576592,344,13,65,10,7,113,56,83,0.08,0.7809999999999999,0.139,0.6277,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,19,11,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,9,0,13,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,0,1,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809393012585086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956075440472056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653343925403796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493948584922304,0.6214296640074786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487842617509062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29456266986176005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667242495404664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488956926847239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411991082474919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076557022484384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918320642154487,0.0,0.0,0.22874815101055584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888098427120061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cyberlem0n,2020/03/24,"I’m losing it About three weeks ago, my partner of 2 years and best friend of nearly 5 decided he no longer wanted to be with me. We agreed to take a month-long break. He wanted minimal contact.

Since then, the world has been turned upside down. I’ve called him seeking comfort and familiarity but he refuses to give it, as it doesn’t comply with his needs. 

My family lives far away and I’m too nervous to travel anyway. I haven’t heard from most of our mutual friends since this “break” began and everything feels overwhelming. I try to find happiness or calm in the little things every day but it’s always so short-lived. The mornings and nights are the hardest. I wish I could just take a pill and sleep through everything. I’m really scared and so incredibly sad. I don’t know what to do anymore.",2.526250000000001,4.965494757961785,3.569359076433124,86.94919785031851,79.12738853503187,6.982324840764332,21.914410828025478,8.07648339933343,1.210745541401273,635,19,125,12,16,204,113,157,0.094,0.763,0.14400000000000002,0.8022,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,2,6,11,0,3,6,0,9,2,1,0,0,25,24,14,0,5,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,2,12,6,19,19,2,17,0,3,0,0,15,7,0,2,7,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470025978327781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379878885981208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446362035055098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558073102861425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174033454781421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693359339070687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324056419159706,0.0,0.0,0.10694976577581487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397230222774123,0.0,0.29808335884991954,0.0,0.15633434745102714,0.0,0.08385108819319016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515700580446051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25624720353223424,0.0,0.0,0.1590839091222508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653429257179967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911385023140438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621009649174473,0.1464352199598105,0.14675863292638258,0.0,0.1855267898618853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236780340640195,0.0,0.0,0.1229644476932612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562478251443626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062380580100914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602962537564112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27436062040945625,0.0,0.16595462434283378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493743532204417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110173312450098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259098451864424,0.1803807074253282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956273945821372,0.0,0.13302272200024062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070190524852024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679221298165588
anxiety,Sweeettteaaa737,2020/03/24,"Can someone tell me how to deal with anxiety and overthinking? I can’t really sleep at night because I can’t stop thinking. Never ending “what if”s. I listen to the music, go for a walk, drink lots of water, play games, write my feelings down(sometimes it helps). But I’m super exhausted at night after work and can’t fall asleep because I start thinking. Way too much. I’m always paranoid and think that nobody loves me. I have a supportive boyfriend but I always push him away because he doesn’t understand me. Or I think so. I can’t stop arguing with people because I feel like nobody cares about me. I know they do. Or maybe not? I don’t know. Someone help!!",1.5872965116279047,4.23118080620155,2.8303439922480638,89.13063226744188,85.89922480620154,5.7056201550387575,22.015988372093023,7.1686216300943375,0.9732825581395352,520,18,99,8,16,167,85,129,0.10400000000000001,0.741,0.155,0.8151,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,1,0,3,0,9,6,2,1,1,26,26,10,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,2,2,9,3,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,3,18,6,11,26,2,16,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,4,9,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447354293674749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250234906564507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816998494891733,0.0,0.0,0.3585915459263868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993993877726136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161489792592756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406518472741606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302536540206106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871835695419044,0.10506142250625904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357896255861201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714568088023846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164332045616842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184727018947543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250272108079241,0.13272957609612607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774396780776505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810780020065583,0.0,0.1134236047102052,0.0,0.0,0.2760162384962324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195456540815473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421195224600497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716862710447526,0.0,0.24921102311028095,0.0,0.14544849413539238,0.0,0.10409153807339223,0.0,0.0,0.245901536919361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688469188239094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853903745353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769266434452713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309716605378335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673130410801075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706319354398368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brfeather,2020/03/24,"Does anybody share their mental disorders with coworkers? If not, why not? Is there still a negative stigma in the workplace? I've never really shared my anxiety and depression with others at work. It's typically been a strict separation of work/personal life for me, which I suspect a lot of people do as well. I was wondering what people's thoughts are on why that is? Shouldn't people with mental disorders like anxiety, depression, OCD, etc.  not feel ashamed? Is there any progressive shifts in societies' mindset on this? Are people afraid that it will make them look week, unfit for work, or judged or looked down upon? Doesn't NOT sharing create a sort of sadness cycle, especially for those that don't have many people to talk to outside of work?

I'm in a position where it's *possible* to share in my workplace, but haven't up to this point. Now I'm wondering, if that's not just putting me in a cycle, where my therapist says no one will open up to me if I don't open up to others. But in a workplace, is that ever appropriate? By not sharing, am I just isolating myself further?

I realize not everyone's work environment is the same, and that in some instances, it just wouldn't be appropriate. But for those that are comfortable enough with coworkers, and just haven't shared for personal reasons, what are your thoughts are on this?",5.536157224418094,6.984766675889329,6.122496706192358,76.2018126921388,68.01185770750988,10.207202459376374,31.842116820377694,10.380263240014207,3.505484145805884,1071,45,193,29,18,348,128,253,0.08900000000000001,0.838,0.073,-0.59,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,2,5,12,14,0,2,9,0,25,1,0,2,2,45,35,12,0,5,19,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,21,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,17,5,1,1,4,4,15,9,37,26,5,28,0,3,2,0,12,22,0,10,6,146,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846284873582944,0.0,0.1765318757431417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875449662464933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644726111104327,0.0,0.10097044890632996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921913086392187,0.12868000651820152,0.0,0.10436847031923074,0.0,0.1102512260925888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833996073993623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149681741070433,0.05636919352755775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378149717452228,0.0,0.0,0.0980925652938031,0.0,0.0,0.0770175290611255,0.11697794418003588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325532634445305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898872716585599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818496450178004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999523303637069,0.20149199510442464,0.0,0.0,0.1090720783064843,0.13007442977607914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598949575655622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391584613804875,0.11863060066588385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091755382583445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214319504446034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273865522055943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339659132631245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319881303972047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255145694869768,0.0,0.10374112733527917,0.0,0.208226313754084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025094622842536,0.4199927054043617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FoggyBear556,2020/03/24,Anxiety about going to work. I’m 18 and work at a small grocery store as a bagger. Recently I’ve been feeling incredibly anxious about going into work so anxious in fact it tends to ruin my days and makes me want to start sobbing and hide. I don’t know how to get away from this feeling but I need help,1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,79.47619047619048,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1115523809523813,240,9,49,3,6,81,48,63,0.161,0.726,0.114,-0.2484,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,13,14,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,12,13,0,10,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,28,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072899308466292,0.5337857522639243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196267421731888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236034801524387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389080683982268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342977439840455,0.0,0.2685302461989456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583519841691738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983566471069274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769730444986502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517482070338627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332662952167954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721747608719734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934512948035846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159738439152638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scottyh1219,2020/03/24,"Fear of abandonment I have been abandoned by friends that I considered best friends. And that feeling has been lingering again with a new friend that is very close. With all the issues happening in the world, I have been getting lost in my thoughts. Seeing my friends on social media but ignoring text messages always makes my social anxiety skyrocket. I tell myself that maybe they are just in the mood for socializing. I am not either sometimes! But, how do I convince myself that when friends don’t answer me they don’t hate",6.327767857142861,8.13362897916667,5.614821428571428,79.23375000000003,66.5,8.81904761904762,33.50595238095238,9.23628265651192,3.1450077380952384,426,19,72,8,7,129,67,96,0.17,0.657,0.174,-0.2828,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,4,14,1,1,4,0,12,0,0,2,1,18,20,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,2,14,7,9,15,3,9,0,3,1,0,12,6,0,0,3,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399377287969802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319110680537987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689959854474394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812088108663465,0.08142398424398284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6220750592676209,0.0,0.08413398570618254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424024557853348,0.0,0.0,0.15898842981328642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807839150490236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578840080075067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749191451702077,0.0,0.16178100341208754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555283193526029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832380883036976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924637995179885,0.0,0.0,0.15926743863152287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075142806448335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278435662046253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287049465801284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smallsadbird,2020/03/24,"The WORST panic attack of my entire life last night so i’ve suffered from generalized anxiety / panic disorder for 9 years. and i have had dozens, no HUNDREDS of panic attacks. but this one was different. my body normally tingles from hyperventilating but last night the numbness was so intense it was vibrating my entire body. then my hands locked up and I physically could not open them at ALL. my thumb was stuck between my middle and ring finger and i couldn’t pry it out. and my chest was so tight it felt like it was collapsing in on itself. or like an elephant was sitting on it. and I know this is so common for so many people but I had just never experienced one to this severity before. it shook me to my core to say the least. I went to the ER and they gave me Epi because unbeknownst to me, I was in anaphylactic shock! (from a new medication I started) who knew?! regardless, it was absolutely horrifying and I’m so sorry to anyone who had these extreme physical symptoms often. they make my regular panic attacks look like a cake walk. sending love and strength to you all right now, truly. Godspeed, you guys. my heart is with all of you.",3.2903679653679667,5.696157500000003,4.6938961038961065,80.06893939393942,76.27272727272727,7.6450216450216475,26.83982683982684,8.563005593585519,2.1878917748917748,910,36,167,19,21,302,131,220,0.195,0.705,0.1,-0.9535,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,3,1,9,17,3,5,7,0,17,12,6,1,4,33,28,20,0,4,6,0,4,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,14,12,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,12,1,3,17,8,27,5,24,9,5,26,0,1,1,1,13,10,0,2,14,123,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027076224408664,0.0,0.0,0.08250933555400547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027309466824964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193256952833105,0.0,0.10041051601252828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621459490955806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421453088841553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328636711418205,0.1352398488778318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329986694850246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683995656953328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983224919439716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648504936582669,0.19237381119531854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334789167295466,0.1729485979366453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909147220639586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065008873684988,0.0,0.07876686321081022,0.11963491740429552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887401485954513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100996858019243,0.1139665053962164,0.0,0.22147267543953164,0.11561633615349474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992163028668752,0.0,0.0,0.5537969595994829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818073258922662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100772566734679,0.0,0.09383946430000097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330801524834798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320929272030561,0.08352201143428281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264865586049682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938849724682173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598904474922435
anxiety,not-a-usual-username,2020/03/24,"Are these also anxiety symptoms? Sorry if this isn’t the right place to ask, but I am currently having a panic attack and would like answers if you have them. 

I frequently have anxiety attacks where I convince myself I am pregnant. Even if I get a negative test, I am still convinced. I have stomach pain and cramps and sob hysterically. 

Are these symptoms of anxiety? Or pregnancy?",4.092142857142857,6.859818785714289,5.504285714285714,73.41071428571429,75.42857142857143,8.571428571428571,32.85714285714286,9.23628265651192,3.730714285714287,305,16,48,8,7,102,50,70,0.359,0.535,0.106,-0.9694,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,4,8,2,1,3,0,11,5,1,0,0,10,13,9,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,2,12,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,4,4,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634021883679528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689344128690964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910204545001832,0.4649084975810416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495767549475626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675370490770604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099825048817099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742094246143406,0.23973658583964344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348078728278014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449623495760427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287300920115401,0.0,0.0,0.16317776373685244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42475307246297617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514977969231813,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janetsnakehole923,2020/03/24,"Feeling like you have a lump in your throat? I’ve had this for the past couple of days and just can’t get rid of it. I think it’s my anxiety due to the world situation. Does anyone have suggestions of how I can distract myself? I’ve been chewing gum, watching silly TV, playing with our dog, etc. every time I think about it, I feel it and I can’t let it go. I feel like I could gag but I know I don’t have anything actually stuck and my throat isn’t sore at all. Ugh. Thanks for listening.",0.3884415584415599,2.3790369523809574,2.5174891774891783,94.01493506493507,84.23809523809524,5.7229437229437226,20.021645021645018,6.980632752743323,0.2294761904761904,380,11,89,5,11,128,73,105,0.142,0.7490000000000001,0.109,-0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,12,5,2,1,1,15,23,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,6,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,5,15,5,10,18,2,8,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,6,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.21850162086593267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128878135344774,0.0,0.0,0.15656147334962933,0.0,0.18425696292463054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877208279273832,0.24774961663192235,0.0,0.1444019462106604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594314140796454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497162782445852,0.0,0.0,0.1886518984023466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396433897487738,0.3199194181777704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169825343381934,0.0,0.12725190862545127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305381889717773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289607984276603,0.0,0.218779989156426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374523997113512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516816416246131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061441316836642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869420325513088,0.0,0.0,0.1305623833203198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Flaky-Shake,2020/03/24,"Have had the toughest week mentally. Need someone to talk to... I have been stuck inside for almost 2 weeks due to my workplace closing due to the virus situation.

My anxiety has been at an all time high. I feel a pit of despair in my chest. Worrying about what the future holds, how long this pandemic will go on...

Also I haven't seen my SO in 3 weeks. And I think we are slowly breaking up.

Having a lot of existential fear as well. Like what even are we here for? What is the point of all this suffering? Having suicidal wishes but know I can't free myself from this pain because it would be cruel to put people who care about me through that.",1.9333989266547391,4.189973240310081,3.3730232558139552,88.55377459749556,80.16279069767442,6.449850924269531,22.326177698270726,7.61054688173877,0.9818903995229578,504,16,103,8,13,165,95,129,0.205,0.731,0.063,-0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,0,8,9,1,1,7,0,16,2,1,1,2,17,25,6,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,5,1,0,5,2,13,5,20,17,3,19,0,2,1,0,4,8,0,2,9,76,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857524881474888,0.0,0.0,0.1505994132670684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406426283552698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147981067772932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920047619356467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438356516762447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191232414207506,0.09522023603353713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702657970758267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897038950134566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349573141009168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200362572475823,0.0,0.0,0.16665724880055036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010290548613926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978223806379046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963687276317024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038572734982307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055735662614373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802324357586174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893135858041428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116795383993509,0.0,0.0,0.1595629008329465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599148338498968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136445975510512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066783378746955,0.0,0.0,0.1098108898812174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531767658460225,0.0,0.16932227080654202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655867348998886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912480724499397,0.0,0.133777104675512,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rocket_robot,2020/03/24,"Any advise for those with Isolation Anxiety? I'm a pretty social person and live alone in my own apartment. I'm worried about the isolation getting a bit hard, staying at home to help stop the spread. I tend to worry if I dont hear from those I love and care about, like family and friends, for any period of time and being alone at home, that potentially I have done something to make them not want to reach out. I'm also a bit concerned about any kind of cabin fever that may come from all this.

I do like to read and have a lot of projects to work on, but it can be hard to get to with other thoughts flooding my head at times. 

​

TLDR: Any advise on how to cope with being alone in an apartment during this time? Anyone else going through something similar?",5.756078431372548,5.786019771241832,5.9249673202614375,82.86235294117648,66.97385620915033,8.630065359477124,29.41830065359477,8.167268648758528,1.8772692810457507,607,19,121,7,9,193,95,153,0.136,0.772,0.091,-0.2472,0,5,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,7,0,10,3,1,2,1,21,24,9,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,2,1,8,10,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,8,6,31,18,5,18,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,3,7,77,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766314826572386,0.0,0.09693686116181613,0.0,0.1313381218209221,0.14729142152647365,0.3297257445457146,0.0,0.09273035758845566,0.0,0.0,0.08475745634694701,0.12420071852073257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646742372736352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235883895321477,0.0,0.0,0.10441735680827204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404665442628113,0.14206493767691195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126090461286903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427221061530612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936516347464573,0.0,0.1266613277888922,0.0,0.06889018006557301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171725059201116,0.0,0.12440318967460308,0.0,0.1366199037704817,0.0,0.08124892340859875,0.0,0.24318024114830664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622842248219354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844060344974533,0.0,0.1070364674787031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305400787445816,0.10940270275402124,0.0,0.08091301336206311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584164858946472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332084755135354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124939034554776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356504570528065,0.0,0.18663690219817367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920075380474913,0.0,0.10134249479883264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623243038368896,0.21204710075982885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149668387113832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824711932106108,0.2462026570271994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729142152647365,0.0
anxiety,jb92902,2020/03/24,"It’s creeping up The ideas of how will the world recover from social and economic collapse if this goes on for an extended period of many months or a year .. what will become of the world as we know it? 

Forget the deaths .. that’s just fact . And getting sick. It’ll happen. But what’s going to be left if this doesn’t end any time soon?",1.3829192546583826,3.5239786376811613,2.790517598343687,92.6126086956522,81.46376811594203,6.2616977225672885,18.55279503105589,7.447530270364453,0.3213751552795037,262,6,57,4,7,85,54,69,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,13,9,8,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,6,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144002529297158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482004330689129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27924325157361585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472005091241562,0.0,0.17918008860099469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787998163896528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559111528760209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326886811249875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425511111127764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31964300587451444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516523630346169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32138681908486577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838414815462574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302907549216012
anxiety,brandiandmrwhiskers,2020/03/24,"Scared of the grocery store amongst corona virus panic buyers Hello, basically exactly what the title says. 
I live in Australia and while we aren't on full lock down all cafes and restaurants that don't do take away are closed. A lot of businesses are shut, apparently 14,000 people were laid off yesterday. 

I've been seeing videos of people brawling in the grocery store over toilet paper and meat and stuff and reading about people taking things out of other people's carts and stuff and I'm legit stressing about going to the store. I've even been watching videos of people lining up outside Woolworths before it's open and then all piling in to panic buy. For one, the grocery store has always been a bit of a whack place for me. I never ever went on weekends, because there was too many people. Now I just cant help but think about all the people who are there! 

I know I need to go because I need food but I find myself wishing I lived in one of those tiny house villages with a communal garden and we all grow our own food. Idk what the point of this was, I guess I just want someone to tell me it isn't that busy but I know that the supermarkets here are looking to employ 5,000 extra casuals to deal with how busy it is so matter what it's gonna be packed. 

Pls pray for me.",4.946941176470588,5.79223114509804,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,68.92156862745098,7.254901960784314,25.588235294117645,7.048011613610866,1.0742941176470593,1022,27,198,8,17,323,152,255,0.048,0.91,0.040999999999999995,-0.1491,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,0,14,5,0,4,12,0,18,2,0,1,7,40,35,16,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,17,16,2,0,4,6,5,4,5,4,0,2,7,4,18,1,34,26,9,29,1,0,3,0,9,18,0,2,7,135,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441435672558493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660679805495687,0.0,0.0,0.1383379195377435,0.0,0.09655279921158356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387752502248828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698039057678072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494445733045839,0.1026381836643755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370757661796592,0.0,0.2744115951745074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289728096362302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499765017902326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605512078754569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092668633290475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471794671740287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038841430121465,0.0,0.0952844323430287,0.0,0.0,0.09646632457043867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503860967500748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826997422778445,0.08751341564143994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537775292055373,0.0,0.0,0.2662601924957878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506503339698922,0.0,0.11854977269528195,0.0,0.10726381225703678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349857501214553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023420369187303,0.1136011314941193,0.0,0.09041920085475842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614095718259358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997706056624286,0.0,0.2597871260996896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062743246792053,0.0,0.09917591880069457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538301026981971,0.07270562882046848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692628898456164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518585134460856,0.0,0.0,0.13048244953454335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gd2go2,2020/03/24,"Moving into a new apartment. So a bit of a backstory first. As a child I obviously lived with a parent, then I joined the army and currently live with my brother. Long story short I’ve always lived with someone who can support me if necessary; I never had to worry about being kicked out of the place I’m living.

But now I’m moving into an apartment by myself and already I can feel the anxiety. I know as time goes by it’ll increase significantly. And the current events do not help one bit.

What should I do?",2.845784313725492,4.819729656862744,4.679019607843138,81.7022549019608,75.9607843137255,6.886274509803924,25.058823529411764,7.793537801064563,1.5018941176470593,403,14,76,6,9,137,72,102,0.042,0.878,0.079,0.5343,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,0,2,17,13,9,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,9,1,14,9,3,20,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,10,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187988266939415,0.0,0.14174696217324098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303192288801326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719617113849181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613536410373833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490178578491586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418371848560327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936213023568978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6016976647834918,0.1507566395960914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621155866535933,0.0,0.0,0.13138638282134046,0.1645275472609771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543529168316065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915633878966526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798214941743906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433915660378974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331404667223084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933393757964223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300127620784006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vitamincisgood4u,2020/03/24,"I was doing so well until recently I was handling this pandemic so well at one point. I was very much aware of it since before it came to the United States. I started buying a little more at a time in case it ever came here but I was very panicky about it. I’m very happy I did this though because when the panic happened I was well stocked.

Even when it was here I was fine. I was weirdly enough the one trying to calm my coworkers down. Then I developed a weird tickle in my throat that caused me to have a dry cough once or twice a day and my boyfriend told me it was a sign of COVID-19. 

I work in an environment with people from all over the globe so it wouldn’t be THAT crazy for me to catch it to be honest. Just a couple of weeks ago I worked with people from Chicago, Los Angeles and New York. 

Instantly, everything upside down and I feel like I’m losing my mind in utter fear over getting my mom or sister sick. As soon as my boyfriend told me the tickle in my throat was a sign I started wondering if my breathing is normal so now I can’t even tell what’s normal and what’s not anymore. 

What makes this worse for me is my boyfriend asks me every minute of everyday if I’m sick. If I have coronavirus and at one point I just started crying because I’m SCARED. I’m scared that I do have it and I’m an essential worker so I have to go to work. 

I think I had a panic attack last night. I felt this insane fear over everything and I just couldn’t cool off. I was hot but didn’t have a fever. I just felt like really really hot and then I was hit with nausea and I felt like my breathing wasn’t normal. I took a hot shower and it calmed me down but then I developed a bad headache however I was still able to sleep.

I woke up this morning with a sinus headache a mild diarrhea so THAT made me scared too so I called in sick. The cherry on top is no one is taking my concerns seriously. I tell my mom About how I’m feeling but she just brushes it off. My boyfriend just tells me if I have it I have it and he’ll take care of me but then he has his moments too where he panics and tells me I’m sick and it causes me to panic. 

I’m very grateful to have a job but I’m also very scared to go back. Thank you for readings I just needed to vent.",0.8525722121466757,2.7371931787941826,2.654499048967136,94.25908922015306,81.86902286902287,5.673658601318176,19.79745211660105,6.761325535456951,0.10791985668155846,1753,46,402,19,47,581,206,481,0.19399999999999998,0.6990000000000001,0.107,-0.9948,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,6,36,30,1,10,23,1,37,12,5,5,2,62,77,44,0,10,20,3,8,3,0,2,7,0,1,0,26,19,0,0,7,1,1,6,7,16,3,5,27,10,64,14,50,44,4,56,1,1,0,0,17,24,0,7,28,274,90,7,0.07223285021784033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640300634373256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776458422219693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163557787024318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752796423565062,0.08217529499562715,0.0,0.05554260314976565,0.06031141276372742,0.08806495010343797,0.0,0.06146483533457703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375781618922345,0.1652302751966909,0.07364620486419797,0.14840606925611427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992427487527155,0.07934439417095432,0.04658421271590344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463584333300148,0.0,0.0954182326492968,0.06533874843075559,0.06085929168581479,0.0,0.12983645634945132,0.0,0.0,0.16256407684561855,0.0730461988488967,0.05160316262843104,0.2080645914980745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03773868293787283,0.0,0.08210318677097031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387527089498499,0.07689321222128305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167995812957434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058879413717632674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586796598272163,0.07239629216890896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081008294624227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834846939337275,0.04821598841768267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729345874490706,0.16919648233204065,0.0,0.0,0.05309945612838071,0.05355974317740685,0.0,0.06976293685176975,0.0,0.06778563674197513,0.21231857018168288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692562805679405,0.19578739483386207,0.0,0.0,0.33899874517450507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001543267540392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656678235273342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225239745295467,0.0,0.09254842695477383,0.0,0.07132122535413686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28927073676264703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059751760133875675,0.0,0.07228501591840455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338034949388138,0.0,0.057685247490943725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862022774938036,0.0,0.2525387795285691,0.0665023036910986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046283893784933784,0.07096840859281588,0.0,0.04211955584321681,0.0,0.0,0.13804316770787586,0.08025335438326033,0.04904136380909762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29799833132882203,0.0,0.0,0.05794083542639235,0.0,0.19483802148723725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833344481415096,0.15775912574304535,0.0,0.07361144539701604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tricerathot,2020/03/24,"looking for suggestions to heal (death anxiety) i don't want to die, but in my quietest moments i'm too angry to live. i just want to come to terms with feeling like life has no meaning. the sorrow i feel for bringing my son into a world where we will one day be without each other is overwhelming. i'm also struggling with the idea of losing my parental figure -- feeling like i could lose my anchor. 

the only thing that keeps me going is hoping to make my son's life happy and full of experiences.

i just started therapy before everything happened (i have a collection of issues i want to work thru 👽) but they just closed and i can't see myself processing this alone. i've been paranoid about death for over 20 years (just had a bday -- slow down lol!) and the panic attacks are finally less. 

books, videos, podcasts, i'll take any suggestions!",4.112666352052859,5.899968865030676,4.7920245398773025,83.03852288815479,72.00613496932516,7.469372345445964,27.875884851344967,8.139509932561175,1.9302651250589904,667,25,123,10,13,214,115,163,0.237,0.6559999999999999,0.107,-0.9778,1,2,0,0,0,1,23.0,1,0,1,3,8,11,1,3,7,1,12,3,0,1,0,30,32,6,3,5,7,3,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,6,2,0,3,4,7,0,1,2,5,17,4,22,27,4,18,0,4,2,0,7,8,0,1,9,79,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336461789776626,0.0,0.11841828437231695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069842502252536,0.0,0.11327961028700848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846061617512514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126003855953501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275564744281017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822859447619387,0.0,0.0,0.09549835115981994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368205435323115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308336428720596,0.14484913984734946,0.0,0.0,0.2246187434068355,0.211574551048056,0.0,0.16221270588432926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415639660383971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309452858537936,0.15763226540496525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707531448402292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167162547864696,0.0,0.15455543164671925,0.0,0.13161893171718111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091843793547804,0.1446873035957707,0.0,0.13075598582610273,0.0,0.12434860496640784,0.33132382103432345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884351639708444,0.0,0.0,0.1613008446510935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034179121227996,0.11262033523323133,0.0,0.17373815785428665,0.16442359677495982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799935427006038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481069031055408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480374905722558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133656713198756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934061475133158,0.0,0.09837674355318014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620215222833655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274234330370067,0.0,0.10780287648632393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535766798998163
anxiety,thisathrowaaway19,2020/03/24,Help with possible HOCD Hello there I want to start off this post by saying if any lgbt members are offended by this I'm really sorry.i really do have a problem explaining myself sometimes. Ever since I was 12 ( I'm 19 now)I was terrified I was gay. I dont even know why i grew up in a house that mainly supported lgbt rights and a few of my friends growing up were gay and never had the slightest issue with it but For around a year now my anxiety has gotten  worse I have lost my attraction to heterosexual pornography like I wont get an erection like I use to but I will if I look at gay porn and  even when I do finish to gay porn it doesn't feel good like 95% of the time where as with heterosexual pornography I will finish like after 30 minutes but it will not have an erection but it will feel a bit good. When I was 15 I watched a bit of gay porn but i did not feel any attraction what so ever as I did with straight porn. If I'm talking to a lad as well I could have a thought pop into my head of me kissing them. Has anyone who has had hocd felt anything like this.,2.076503593786228,3.610278709251105,3.884451657778808,88.49256202179458,76.88546255506608,7.245907720843959,24.28217018316717,8.032893268588372,1.2220273127753305,845,28,187,14,19,285,123,227,0.09,0.731,0.179,0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,12,16,1,0,12,0,27,11,1,1,3,33,45,17,0,6,10,0,4,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,7,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,13,7,24,13,27,26,4,25,0,1,2,10,8,10,0,3,17,127,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021444949999988,0.0,0.10698984966993216,0.0,0.0,0.09779092574204233,0.0,0.11508999368304328,0.1245019479064264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053741794363093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166404543277317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639107916835353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847478156867726,0.2530164459586351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212146965630076,0.0,0.1342841849464682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805279504404997,0.0,0.07306925569763277,0.0,0.0,0.2346100153778524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353313098193893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374287264057757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137563855093054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597386374880905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686148200186901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416341392250243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744424718900655,0.0,0.15266990502084482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786596473541894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766720462307807,0.13394387957941062,0.0,0.0,0.13382379494267554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919132696561538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943669797141634,0.0,0.1112195125971892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569075282233142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832166751632452,0.0,0.09899115976579274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587075136208186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241136750935816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110304492280408,0.08155145744872161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079112311741005,0.0,0.0,0.08249099494709655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574780131312366,0.0,0.12619874972771927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252573506186264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006300902055178
anxiety,cfalk00,2020/03/24,"I'm feeling a bit anxious and depressed over this whole Coronavirus thing, just thought I'd quickly vent here. Hello, I'm a first time poster here and just wanted to quickly introduce myself before I write this post. My name is Connor, I'm 21, and I live in the USA.  


I know I'm pretty much preachin' the the choir here about everything that's been going on in the world lately, as I've seen countless posts of people here who are feeling the exact same way. This post is probably gunna be no different from the one that you read maybe 10 minutes ago, but I just feel like I need somewhere to vent because I'm feeling pretty upset and down over all of this.  


When I think of how life was not even a month ago, I get really nostalgic and pretty sad as a matter of fact. Everything was normal. You could go to your favorite stores, see your friends, not have to worry about being as far away from other people as possible, etc etc. And now, in what feels like a blink of an eye, we're stuck. Life grinded to an absolute halt and I've never seen anything like it in all my short years of living thus far. I really miss how life was, and I miss everyone not being so worried and on edge about this thing. And I think the worst part for me is not knowing when all of this is gunna end.  


 Now, I usually ""social distance"" on my own, in terms of me staying in doors just because I kind of prefer it. But when I think about \*having\* to stay in doors, and \*not\* having the ability (or at least being strongly discouraged) to go outside, it makes me fucking sad man. And I feel like it enables me to watch videos on this virus which in turn makes me even more anxious. My problem is that I usually need a sense of certainty to help myself combat my anxiety - but obviously this virus is a very new and uncertain thing, so the fact that I don't have answers on when this will end or when we will find a cure really upsets me.  


I too worry about how many people are going to be affected by this. I think about my mom and my dad and my brother who all this have to go to work (fertility clinic, wine shop, parts runner at a car dealership). I myself have no hours because I work at a fairly small and local coffee shop as a barista, however because of how little business we've been getting - they can't find the time to schedule me. Now I have no problem at all with staying home all day, like I said I probably would've done it anyways, but its my family that I worry about. I know that they're all very smart and sanitary. My dad says they wear gloves while checking people out at work and my mom says her office has been doing routine sanitizings and temperature checks. But sometimes as an anxious individual you can't help but worry ykno? All I can do is stay hopeful and know that they'll be okay.  


On the bright side of things, I have really been enjoying seeing humanity band together to help fight off this thing. How we've seem to put many of our differences aside for the greater good, and how each individual is doing their part in keeping themselves and others healthy. It makes my lil optimistic heart smile, only if for a minute.  


But yeah, I know this thing is not gunna go away anytime soon and I am \*painfully\* aware that not only is this gunna be our new norm for awhile, but many people will unfortunately die as well. All I can hope for is that people do their part is distancing themselves from others despite Trump's plans to ""reopen America"" (I just heard this, don't know much about it yet), and do their part in keeping themselves healthy and occupied. I wish you all the best of health and luck and if you are a person in the health care field, a grocery worker, a truck driver, etc etc. I want to send my deepest and most sincere thank you for working through this uncertain and scary time.  


We will get through this. I love you all.",5.416207215541164,5.8012343596837965,5.788454012838841,82.32525271213524,67.72200263504611,8.778415047795253,29.32416673674768,8.656518465578396,2.057763524234015,3025,100,603,44,47,970,327,759,0.099,0.72,0.18,0.9971,2,0,1,4,1,0,90.0,4,9,6,10,42,38,2,4,32,2,57,13,3,11,16,130,115,62,1,14,24,5,6,5,1,5,7,5,3,3,47,34,1,4,22,8,5,10,15,16,1,2,14,18,77,22,88,88,34,88,0,6,7,2,46,37,1,11,38,421,124,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220540824123603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397866249872603,0.17626557742386095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042798848980346485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977280460597368,0.0,0.0,0.12681643965540848,0.0,0.0442556974822649,0.0,0.05458007539433957,0.0,0.0567801898755228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302648490710838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152483169104503,0.0,0.0,0.033541403213436065,0.0,0.04479514302132393,0.0,0.053976971216019486,0.10867634951725433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322310674662109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212880137666253,0.0,0.2320144457150504,0.06870270481378991,0.0,0.0,0.04969668133265611,0.09348439482661718,0.0,0.049029311527020586,0.0,0.15778341197316662,0.1114653903478652,0.0,0.0,0.09507028641118637,0.04423869800757914,0.0,0.0,0.04018190555931865,0.048081340250985545,0.0815174266580066,0.0,0.17734695503309575,0.04362255264817545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056594293109397,0.0,0.06163073315786757,0.10458129992196842,0.0,0.05216911327905695,0.10331303872662226,0.05121823712109993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245570432644533,0.0,0.05415920997869337,0.17149621033066131,0.0,0.058668243857617874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020615846260473,0.12704447592107862,0.05212652710488134,0.0918495280787403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694001425493095,0.0,0.10414892607810984,0.1581864208017709,0.052249876470290064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182426417301155,0.04151296484218163,0.0,0.07646497234064656,0.07712780090874803,0.0401124284318277,0.10046093549198694,0.0,0.0,0.050957626750752855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035242540183516226,0.07911014228441415,0.055341079251340165,0.0,0.0,0.2816025610387102,0.0,0.21633831257690966,0.04541211842567805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586321596158947,0.1494302942551693,0.15873508230429706,0.11214866537115986,0.09953088372742323,0.0,0.052283255369044136,0.0,0.0,0.05202292053074989,0.0,0.13327279454910934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947232264056498,0.08271904395831359,0.0,0.0,0.08288863362412519,0.04734690026331501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053016469070768686,0.0,0.0,0.05143807875291501,0.0,0.0,0.22173804020101626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788275797057776,0.0,0.0,0.2073141985553146,0.13330067447492372,0.0,0.04128921443698955,0.09098032938694736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657068994765337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456079266605808,0.08582548984127263,0.061352329981046436,0.041282201299719434,0.0,0.0,0.046762198743642215,0.0,0.0,0.058066019437475636,0.059807606413267635,0.0,0.0,0.1514522378190494,0.2640875394194462,0.0,0.036945592132606925,0.0,0.0,0.03349199177472971
anxiety,Psykcha,2020/03/24,"Always feel Shame and Embarrassment when posting anything on social media I always feel shame in whatever I post whether its a before and after picture of me or just saying something random on my  story, and usually it makes me think for a long time and sometimes I just go and delete my stories for fear I'll be judged and people will think im weird or something, is this normal?",7.438287671232878,7.225021835616437,7.368595890410964,74.73864726027398,63.52054794520548,8.943835616438355,33.31849315068493,8.07648339933343,2.5966739726027392,306,11,52,3,4,98,52,73,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.9186,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,18,9,10,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,7,0,7,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508099899149756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347291917071894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937783877576086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237211997790382,0.21317667588264969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980421097210965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277034294001573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655403405288795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071264894344568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065421962755189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461442675262033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037820326879559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676390179680892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488712600784346,0.0,0.3245729185908322,0.20848957134102028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27014811939463,0.0,0.0,0.12292093285900273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216973820275505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WoahItsMajik,2020/03/24,"Opening up to people you care about I’ve lived with anxiety for a heck of a long time now and still struggle communicating it to loved ones, especially boyfriends and friends. It’s always in the back of my mind that they don’t want to hear about my anxiety and it’ll either annoy them that I’m being “overdramatic” or bring them down too which I never want. So I always wait for them to ask me about it. But of course they’re not going to ask me about it because they’re functioning in the mindset that if I wanted to talk to them about it I would. But inside I’m screaming for them to please just ask me how I’m feeling or what’s making me anxious or what my brain is yelling at me so I know that they genuinely want to know instead of dealing with burden that it can be. How do any of you do it? How do you reach out to others and get over that fear of them belittling your anxiety?",5.641621621621621,4.847968432432432,6.231486486486489,83.33641891891894,67.37837837837839,9.345945945945944,29.85135135135135,8.548686976883017,1.9097675675675672,700,21,154,9,10,229,100,185,0.11199999999999999,0.787,0.10099999999999999,-0.47600000000000003,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,4,8,0,16,8,1,2,4,0,10,2,1,4,1,32,31,15,0,6,9,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,18,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,0,4,25,3,33,27,1,16,0,0,0,1,20,8,1,4,6,114,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552245377141433,0.0,0.0,0.10429370677802212,0.0,0.3519722514992399,0.17325920782997736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430127738172242,0.0,0.0,0.11792849839037235,0.0,0.09349010253010914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120646741772774,0.0,0.0,0.15636621006700596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811295623903862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725786728336101,0.07754613625280975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848969994122213,0.0,0.08012707287221353,0.0,0.08716107078072434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285391170788278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857118662643253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354244263717957,0.13572352118990874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841822897355313,0.0,0.10237257150467016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485529829054265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828482354537702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392433990833633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632423303563128,0.0,0.0,0.16834911513643586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247777795975864,0.0,0.0,0.1603307778518015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326927036673405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942857719625895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36183546145750817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894635445998996,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swm_60,2020/03/24,Any experiences with Zoloft/Sertraline? I’m 16 years old and just got prescribed Sertraline for my anxiety and i’m just wondering if anyone else wants to share their experiences with it. I’m taking 25mg and eventually working my way up to 150 mg in 6 weeks.,4.5078,6.409990780000001,6.041,74.01550000000002,71.2,10.6,30.5,10.686352973137794,3.7079999999999993,209,9,39,7,4,71,37,50,0.037000000000000005,0.915,0.048,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874582569377508,0.0,0.21087915015791145,0.0,0.0,0.19274788568501766,0.2824462522499182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027856318373105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392967619631132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047048890527005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892588054060307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726201828207952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259141370691227,0.21880608193130693,0.2211178293444961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989415177554061,0.2006837675413637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751600606516038
anxiety,alyssanii,2020/03/24,"Does anyone know how I can quiet my mind My thoughts are the most torturous thing ever. It never stops. I’m also hyper aware of my internal monologue so everything is just never ending, no pauses. Negative thoughts always replay over and over hundreds of times. I’m always daydreaming with every moment I’m not distracted. If I’m not thinking about something negative, then I’m explaining every thing I do. “I’m gonna grab that cup. Now I’m gonna go upstairs. What if the railing gives me splinters.” it never ends. “You said that wrong, why did you say it wrong. You should’ve been nicer about it.” Every. Single. Second. I can function normally, but I’m going crazy with this. I can’t get it to stop. Does this happen to anyone else? Does anyone have any tips that could help make my thoughts at least slow down? Anything would be greatly appreciated.",1.9058922558922544,4.716844864197533,3.087991021324356,86.03868686868691,88.01234567901236,5.414590347923681,21.56116722783389,6.980632752743323,0.9900271604938272,676,23,119,10,22,217,107,162,0.106,0.805,0.08800000000000001,-0.4557,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,0,8,5,1,1,2,0,12,0,0,2,4,28,35,8,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,13,3,0,2,6,0,0,2,9,4,0,1,6,4,12,1,12,24,3,19,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,13,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188597226264368,0.21202283140791253,0.0,0.0,0.08663997281432816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725424393519176,0.13054178576176514,0.10484370614441754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172276486948356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344797094131071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643077973666557,0.0,0.2256865595476119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115245387808638,0.3220333802165073,0.0,0.11450366836724228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656401071366665,0.12221877291627027,0.14481473592615754,0.0,0.0,0.14046479286879573,0.0,0.0,0.11266408589805957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539708690339713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001862086308969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504402697063382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286430336837409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947884646040411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483014315002243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119161568085747,0.10131780811786656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980828242870692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303307101856492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928484005788694,0.0816361717456427,0.0,0.3034367303209561,0.07429105491090554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496346649113855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050506957935453,0.2785953899417077,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Unicursalhex,2020/03/24,"I've been having stress dreams since my uni shut down. University sort of kicked almost everyone off campus almost 2 weeks ago. Now, our city is talking about enforcing shelter-in-place rules. 

I was doing okay managing my anxiety over Covid-19 before University shut down, but now that it feels like the whole city is shut down, I've been struggling a little more. I have anxious dreams every night about things spiraling and getting worse, near-apocalyptic scenarios. I know it's irrational, but obviously my subconscious can't seem to let it go. 

Is anyone else experiencing something similar?",6.424649406688237,9.243490796116507,6.286925566343044,70.37228694714133,68.2233009708738,10.014670981661274,31.832793959007553,10.25414643259724,3.963656742179072,484,21,74,14,9,152,80,103,0.155,0.7509999999999999,0.094,-0.7665,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,1,11,0,0,0,1,10,16,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,7,2,9,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,4,6,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787166940205989,0.0,0.403770185083174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423247333512802,0.22776394478153986,0.0,0.14097165659599706,0.20657511203038212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155679035471072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684207866414997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986663493111215,0.19264871249917584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194098262782664,0.14403150849581153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533384303062496,0.0,0.11458063072689385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108005713618945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616172267240512,0.0,0.09849734050650036,0.2020679865238814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891990144983218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353980853367027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166775362380995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552106116606539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309456329859496,0.21076842547528246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204792599895376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339419198072814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172082300577748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509237205807464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545964594131005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Not-so-easy-A,2020/03/24,"I Feel Like I am Overreacting. I guess a little bit of background. My girlfriend and I met on Tinder 11 months ago and have been dating for 10 months now. She has two kids and I've fallen in love with all 3 of these beautiful people. 
Now I knew going into a relationship with an older woman would entail that she would have some more.. experience with things. But I thought I knew about it all. 

She's brought up a few times how she's had an experience with another woman. 
We spoke last night about the previous thing she'd had with a girl. Which even still makes me uncomfortable. 
I'll admit it.. I'm very insecure. But people feel that I'm very confident. It's kind of a fake it till you make it with confidence for me. 
Anyway.
While we were drinking last night she decided to include in this story that she had actually had a three way with this random girl she met at the bar and some random guy who approached them as well. 
She didn't go too much into detail. But there was enough to paint a picture.. 
Normally I'm good at hiding my emotions because ""that's what guys do"" but I think was the alcohol making me honest when I said to her 
""If I'm honest.. my heart just dropped in my stomach harder than it ever has.""
We continued drinking and talking and I tried passing it off, but when we went to bed I told her I had to go outside for air. She'd thought I just drank too much. But when she came out, I was hyperventilating. I held her and just cried. 

I explained what goes on in my head. How I think the girls dad's are deadbeats for being abusive and traumatizing. But also how I always wish I was there earlier on in her life so she could be treated how she deserved to be. The kids too. 
But then I explained that this anxiety attack was majorly caused by her story. And although it was years ago. Hearing her say ""We just had a pick of the lot when it came to men that approached us that night."" And ""He was quite a young guy. Actually was the same age as the other girls son. They graduated together."" Just broke me. 
I felt as if I could be temporary and easily replaced. And for the young part. It took her a VERY long time to ever have the thought of considering us more than friends.. 
I feel not good enough.. not enough in any way..

And I know I'm overreacting and that's what makes this harder. I KNOW I'm being a dick about this but even this morning it was like the panic hadn't left me. It's now the following night and I'm still struggling to breathe like I was last night.
The picture that was painted just hurts. I still love her and this wont be the end of us. But I straight up don't know how to deal with this emotionally..

TLDR: Girlfriend told me a while ago (which I'm now learning could be possibly a couple months before we met) she had an experience with a woman. 
No she's expanded it while we were drinking explaining she actually had a threeway.
I shouldn't be hurt by it but I was. Now I don't know how to fix me.",1.6625347801892048,3.8322180400667776,3.196321368948252,89.9279600723428,80.61936560934893,6.330562047857541,22.17031163049527,7.492282038375204,0.8087041513633828,2302,73,494,35,60,756,249,599,0.08900000000000001,0.828,0.083,-0.7503,0,0,4,0,0,0,71.0,10,1,2,1,40,21,1,3,32,0,52,14,5,12,4,111,106,50,0,10,21,2,4,3,3,4,2,4,1,13,41,37,6,1,21,4,0,13,9,8,1,2,45,8,80,13,59,44,17,81,0,3,0,3,75,21,1,8,47,353,121,2,0.0,0.07859513248679892,0.19419771385150014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764036912378844,0.07089104346963715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304740373814839,0.055195334988841716,0.0,0.0,0.04510950345447105,0.06955715047904519,0.05074545078952213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546468324200963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04043668820801299,0.0,0.05644548436720506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241972225768509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173721469903922,0.0,0.06814345484369949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888728715711672,0.07339748627772658,0.07286495988190674,0.0,0.06838760617495435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494666918828726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923400319733274,0.05875237668505511,0.205622758370077,0.0,0.08762617405601937,0.12000609073611987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466261084598566,0.0,0.0,0.1006216331524853,0.0473891371153299,0.06369119612780565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124960742064789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309769529565795,0.11127589230954554,0.0,0.0,0.07307455575323146,0.1970437421471164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807798550404894,0.0,0.07476341927228072,0.078606298915431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202418034300288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907681980196104,0.14582207805949368,0.16221358156047386,0.0,0.0,0.0720722588659456,0.0,0.046853778899794384,0.09722255963653163,0.06648425486897762,0.0,0.05870364413262321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639493064898291,0.11973833840873815,0.0,0.1771142674125819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588418807979282,0.0,0.09752648012433596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112505775223133,0.06499339266547896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782884419640385,0.0,0.07183343099832645,0.0,0.09197550850547596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478179844167453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055454432933493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121806290921404,0.0,0.0,0.06309897647272203,0.05275158644251678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892363744624155,0.0,0.0,0.06934686665953241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331688506645454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881389366747119,0.08500850246713959,0.0,0.15798574018438435,0.07735996421239827,0.0,0.0,0.12677026502129152,0.07369969244362022,0.045036540310645,0.0,0.06479883553096083,0.0,0.2393754806943979,0.0,0.0,0.16419788707718305,0.0,0.10530593711875998,0.0,0.0,0.059642376198412776,0.06149243083789286,0.0,0.0,0.0762810102403855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424376800270337,0.0,0.0,0.042717024150498516
anxiety,Idk-Nvm,2020/03/24,"I just want to know what my odds are of surviving if I get Covid. I keep fearing the worst. I don’t know why 2% sounds like a death sentence to me. I’m 33, no prior health conditions or anything that would make me high risk. I have solid exercise 5x/week, 45 minute CrossFit like aerobics workouts and am a healthy weight with healthy blood pressure. I guess my only risk factor is that I’m 6’8 and a dude?

So why do I always feel like this is going to kill me if I get it. I take my BP, pulse/ox, and temp probably 15 times/day out of the stress and it drives me insane.

I just want to know my odds, but any time I question it I’m just told that so many people have it so worse than me and I’m selfish for being scared. I hate being shamed for being scared. Especially when all of the media is just that everyone is dying and there’s no stopping it and everyone will get it and die and you have no hope.",1.4379963235294149,3.0776941354166683,3.0115808823529413,93.5870955882353,79.0,6.184313725490195,21.18995098039216,7.048011613610866,0.3440535539215688,702,19,162,8,17,231,112,192,0.27899999999999997,0.633,0.08800000000000001,-0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,1,0,1,9,16,2,8,6,0,16,4,1,1,1,33,37,17,4,6,8,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,12,11,1,2,5,2,0,2,4,12,0,0,1,3,22,4,12,31,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,6,7,95,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195676150550249,0.0,0.0,0.09771905081213636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825058475046887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267283204652108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29827009657594106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746177417267879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616993452501624,0.0726576421806692,0.10265733699308174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522763110029556,0.0,0.0816664530160958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829871046865965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187127480308562,0.0,0.15274344657134029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182402362293462,0.0,0.14272378268141006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772470943247904,0.15897970558138452,0.0,0.23691673534728225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106096391594518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591902355072901,0.14568644722184695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928822629226036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962157307040648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492992890082333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097379549752602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877320109225152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013732700575078,0.16460470295781596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804244116415757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379101624701132,0.0,0.0,0.13730887086339394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695127104795268,0.0,0.11526525827218845,0.1749845261007929,0.0,0.0,0.2593288169113795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643976399434627,0.10207839644564484,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaytoday12123,2020/03/24,"Anxiety Meds Hi ya’ll 

Hope everyone is okay as we go through this pandemic! 

I’m a male in my late 20s, and have been going to therapy for years and years, and feel like I’m getting worse. I wanted to ask about anti-anxiety medications, but I am petrified of the side affects, especially the lowered sex drive. 

Could anyone point me in the right direction of maybe some meds that could be helpful? 

I don’t have suicidal thoughts, but essentially live in a constant state of anxiousness that I’m letting take over my life.  With that, I like to do a lot of research before I do anything, and want to research before I ask anyone about medications. Thank you!",5.145724444444447,6.576130808000003,5.96906666666667,77.0049777777778,68.92,9.715555555555557,33.08888888888889,9.994966539143718,3.4385022222222226,521,24,96,13,9,171,82,125,0.146,0.7290000000000001,0.125,-0.7051,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,1,12,4,0,1,0,18,27,7,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,11,5,18,21,2,15,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,3,6,59,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418338309661687,0.16553223385586147,0.0,0.2049082285528459,0.0,0.12057809326786985,0.0,0.2739633340310558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493650061057305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834213158461466,0.0,0.23397755537185894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400115007668625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740877516502049,0.10467792595447503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655358425674406,0.0,0.16654776311525793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821302859380532,0.0,0.0,0.14553299348174267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528727169682658,0.0,0.0,0.14983236491740698,0.10349537250327877,0.14317002472486068,0.0,0.12938479920772994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245708348796317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720467088174266,0.0,0.32551384452927073,0.2952182761172604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851406389464332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513207140548893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027523663887214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016902432297253,0.0,0.0,0.13490109650262894,0.16756480629845624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632496826320254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284920372631607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932211589731798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871537922875206
anxiety,Jacobmarksman275,2020/03/24,"I know my actions will catch up with me in the end Hi, my name is Jake. I am a 24 year old male with a wonderful 6 month old daughter, beautiful fiancé, and diagnosis of Anxiety, PTSD, Panic Disorder, and OCD. At this time in my life I feel like I have learned how to control my anxiety and have been weaning myself off of benzodiazepines with great success. I am anxious every so often still because I know my actions of tobacco use will eventually kill me in the end if I don’t stop. I have used every type of tobacco product available over the years, but my main two vices that I rotate (in attempts to quit the others) is smokeless tobacco (Dip) and Vaping. It’s insanity honestly, I’ll Vape for about 6 months and then my lungs feel heavy so then I will go back to dip only to worry about the scientifically proven consequences and go back to vaping. Insanity. I get these looming thoughts about the end of my life. I keep thinking I can quit now and live hopefully into my 80’s or continue this destructive habit and die in my early 60’s when my daughter is only 40. Tobacco is a hard habit to break for me. It is not necessarily the nicotine but it is more of a crutch that no matter how bad off I was mentally, it was always there for me. Have any of you struggled with this addiction? Have you quit or have plans to? What stops you from starting back?",4.0299442379182135,5.387653137546471,5.535053903345727,79.33492286245355,71.5278810408922,9.097472118959107,29.435130111524163,9.516144504307137,2.6804942750929364,1070,43,211,25,20,362,149,269,0.188,0.7440000000000001,0.069,-0.9881,0,0,5,0,0,1,27.0,0,3,0,7,15,10,2,2,11,0,22,4,1,5,0,39,37,20,2,2,6,2,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,12,13,0,4,8,0,0,5,3,5,0,1,4,3,33,5,36,30,2,40,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,6,24,146,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533179978626566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095662364447699,0.0,0.0,0.0781820014388666,0.0,0.1759000034503428,0.12988081500153068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652092724193705,0.09599325557070132,0.07008326347135896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894608943292574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931835668616073,0.0,0.1317629833451017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305481863915698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937305485956658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162622812707107,0.08213297204383545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060065895825534975,0.0,0.13067762517436485,0.0,0.0,0.12675233245643586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298850757754156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418890063116173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218860430630276,0.12719476363324142,0.0,0.1263665197309534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624102208554455,0.05616742752123429,0.0,0.1015186153081346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586043503497585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353229662761927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412785940708798,0.0,0.0,0.17487628449562256,0.0,0.13488986450693174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134391128553592,0.0,0.0,0.3668470098662488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137475376437464,0.0,0.09181338077339196,0.1922363468487287,0.0,0.12018923760552015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366668166620073,0.0,0.09127153866725247,0.0670386101619228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230677051969032,0.0,0.0,0.19859041805060496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467760317995068,0.0,0.11675531440514846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807090248595314
anxiety,dle92,2020/03/24,"So we're on lockdown and my anxiety has spiked... Since we've been on lockdown my anxiety has spiked a lot. It's mainly to do with the fact I'm not going to see my partner for 3 weeks or more as she lives an hour away we can't travel. The anxiety of the length of time has just got me worried a lot and feel like I'm going to miss them quite a lot. I know they say distance makes the heart grow fonder but when you're feeling a bit shitty it's hard to take on those words.

We can facetime and message etc...and I know it's good for what's happening with the world as it's to save lives. 
 
I just wanted to know if anyone else is going through the same, and also anything to help my mind ease? 

Please be kind. Thanks.",1.9539462365591371,3.0380969483871003,3.2268548387096807,94.93361559139784,76.29032258064517,6.198924731182796,21.9489247311828,6.42735559955562,0.1496344086021506,557,14,133,4,12,181,98,155,0.083,0.733,0.184,0.9657,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,2,1,5,6,0,0,11,0,9,1,1,1,1,29,27,12,0,2,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,5,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,2,5,13,5,20,24,7,14,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,5,5,78,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185247322241143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34014431673843226,0.0,0.0,0.10363296992616117,0.15186025963992156,0.12196548671211925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924964090241884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180863875462612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238117415827726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529506908511254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988043755758573,0.10588236918533812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526961378967993,0.12431282597816938,0.11853832515529315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310629944024017,0.0,0.13276844743122512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563141404750954,0.09934308554128267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595853318112093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433953394467492,0.24435959448194655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240868251814853,0.0,0.26174704842053753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780125086024525,0.0,0.0,0.098932368216213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965142679855972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269178748520266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764123943006594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786378252099465,0.0,0.0,0.11810542553973045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226021352901166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143664912912606,0.0,0.0,0.13645329302388273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864233534255678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741901903129518,0.0,0.1188863746917738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051603511435355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bugboobae,2020/03/24,"job anxiety due to COVID-19  

I'm applying to a ton of jobs just in case but my boss has said he's prepared to keep me paid through April. He said he has money set aside for this kind of thing. I work for a small business though as a desk girl. My hours are few and my salary is very minimal. I have this while I'm in school or while I was I guess. That's up in the air too.

Bc of covid, our business has shut down. We rely on monthly membership fees for revenue and nor daily transactions.

Anyways, I come in and clean and do clerical duties. Im still working technically. He assured me he will get me through April or until we can reopen and not to worry or panic But idk. Could he just be saying that ? Why would he give me that type of peace of mind ? He seemed to empathize and not want me to worry about where I'll get my next check",0.8537752525252529,2.8885829886363648,2.302878787878789,95.96737373737379,82.75,5.502020202020201,20.573232323232325,6.691623216298621,0.14268535353535314,650,19,150,7,18,210,113,176,0.048,0.8390000000000001,0.113,0.9293,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,1,1,28,26,17,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,6,9,0,2,1,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,4,3,17,2,26,18,2,24,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,5,10,91,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110575127360807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762928092123725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683352777743288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907866386943375,0.16440396483736608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887951408836581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687754480009741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851205437027192,0.0,0.34013776127780937,0.15233102304016105,0.0,0.17846660567251674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304563187525124,0.0,0.13679442387917598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226529767824814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107830219990852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260445453274037,0.13628879562242174,0.0,0.17344639795367986,0.0,0.15601853465796953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686483259977375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385770871485727,0.0,0.16838064816230516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140700961275846,0.10108476551010524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464440733289955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495343526586336,0.34809079954554084,0.0,0.12174391807158097,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ContactAliens,2020/03/24,Strange tingling sensation in tip of nose. Is it related to eye twitch and hands/feet puns and needles? My anxiety is making me hyper aware of sensations in my face lately. I stayed getting a tingling on the top of my nose and wanted to know if anyone got this? I’ve hand tingling in hands and feet before panic attacks and had numb back that resolve after a week or so. I called my doctor about my eye twitch and they said it’s likely muscle fatigue but no real answer on the nose tingle. I thought it may have been from being in the sun the last few days but I wore sunscreen. I’m really just looking to see if anyone can relate and if it just went away with time.,3.7064444444444464,4.960741755555556,4.709074074074074,85.34583333333336,72.18518518518519,6.881481481481483,25.35185185185185,7.1686216300943375,1.1411629629629627,527,16,103,5,10,172,91,135,0.099,0.861,0.04,-0.7105,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,1,1,6,0,8,18,9,1,0,24,20,14,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,1,9,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,7,10,11,2,17,11,1,17,0,1,4,0,3,8,0,5,8,67,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643738099294854,0.0,0.0,0.3004820941489426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444439315567607,0.20187602332375326,0.16522060898653446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283726273781475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940475629925146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857240312137412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992700855454148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225991984085454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718499634090829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808610510670133,0.17514650087548927,0.24238102045188906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497389283121723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043541910109412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434263883487217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210188192106303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445673870808068,0.13765025939622394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438914235862587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712223707465681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902122563681315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058158333803494,0.1252915468850867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267350049201802,0.0,0.1723545453662718,0.0,0.0,0.1991852467834785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Klutzy-Condition,2020/03/24,"i think my dad is cheating... i can't breath yesterday night, i sent a confirmation code to my dad's email address and when i refreshed his email to reload, i clicked on an email from Craigslist. i clicked out real quick because i didn't need to read it, but a lot of words stuck out to me...inappropriate words. about meeting up and doing things.

i was horrified and my hands started shaking. it didn't show his profile sending anything, so i assumed the best and went to bed. i couldn't sleep because it felt so surreal. 

today, i checked back because i was feeling very anxious all day and couldn't stop thinking of it...so i went back and checked, and there were 3 more, this time with my dad profile which read ""Email sent by: (and then my dad's name)"" and my legs went numb. i couldn't believe it. 

i started crying hysterically by myself and everything felt so surreal. i don't know how to tell my mom because im scared she is going to be heartbroken and worthless. i want her to know i am here for her but i just don't know how to tell her this horrible news. it's giving me so much anxiety and i can't breath straight and my stomach hurts so much. what do i do?",2.10079401611047,4.1037690084388165,3.199549290372076,91.3108084004603,78.32489451476793,6.1656309934790965,27.22842347525892,7.1686216300943375,1.2405037974683548,913,39,197,11,22,293,123,237,0.196,0.743,0.061,-0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,15,7,1,2,4,0,19,7,6,2,1,43,39,24,0,5,3,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,10,16,0,1,9,3,2,8,9,6,0,0,13,6,37,1,21,22,6,26,0,2,2,0,23,5,0,2,13,127,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159447916683532,0.15003039789671918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928614257908567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423572009208912,0.0,0.3238236503023074,0.0,0.0,0.14962431038324506,0.139369306503129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587864593850772,0.08564741018080763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935541662151627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714954906627063,0.0,0.2550247873432324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739742550086874,0.07547541221109996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216912458705885,0.0,0.14345080240843006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895634743093256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129049701557922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553810699579426,0.0,0.0,0.1952520235617348,0.09847227259307163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462729100550335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656793089512637,0.15115970313231372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329596874155007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289962515941034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799830730770808,0.0,0.0,0.11102985305253353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215260252171066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822888777682251,0.17019051754457795,0.0,0.0,0.07743891472283866,0.0,0.12588239434611412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957697395110247,0.07833107246583566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693311254396209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,communistshawty,2020/03/24,"Help! Okay, so I grind my teeth really bad because my anxiety, and I constantly have to remind myself to relax my face. My face and jaw are constantly sore. And I forget to notice sometimes until my jaw hurts, does anyone have any tips on this?",3.58563829787234,5.575843255319152,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,73.8936170212766,8.104255319148937,22.388297872340427,8.841846274778883,1.7506638297872348,191,5,34,4,4,64,33,47,0.23399999999999999,0.634,0.132,-0.6989,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,6,5,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,5,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372404490765194,0.0,0.21792778095042545,0.0,0.0,0.19919047937535653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785783697992574,0.17365650699818114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.615695041988437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24929510071871164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094499410462035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049634398936543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243308637389257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249753771807245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817476064523034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iskandr_Stark,2020/03/25,"Anxiety on my passion career  I don't know what to do. Recently I started as an assistant on a comic book project overseas (I'm chilean and the project is for european market) The project is demanding as hell (the level required is high) and it put on evidence that comics, my once a passion, has become a stressful job and I cannot avoid to see this as more of a task on a list instead of something to enjoy (since my drawing skills are leveling up thanks to this project) I had day jobs I did not enjoy in the past and it always dragged me into suicidal thoughts and misery, the enjoyment part is fundamental for a person's healthy development.

I've been trying to make a steady art career for years, failing and failing again and I'm grateful for this gig, it could be finally the beginning of a career but... When that begins, how much until I end up hating it due to stress? How many years or months will I be able to endure 10+ hrs a day for a decent page (not considering inking) Even if begun as a passion, what will be the difference between this stressful job and any other stressful job? I know that are the rules of the industry but... This is a job and like any other it should consume all of my life.",4.8118750000000015,5.623617770833333,5.747500000000002,80.57250000000002,69.20833333333334,8.666666666666668,32.08333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.631708333333333,955,41,184,16,16,315,135,240,0.155,0.723,0.122,-0.8615,5,1,1,1,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,6,17,2,5,22,0,21,4,0,3,1,27,33,21,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,17,10,0,2,3,4,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,1,13,8,31,22,5,29,1,2,1,3,1,11,1,2,18,129,30,17,0.11423187797876795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505007340328604,0.0,0.0,0.15536318840713811,0.0,0.08738707398735795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616013448469846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120485943353727,0.0,0.0,0.14734022225764953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934799947194807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011755380714864,0.0,0.0,0.07544907805847656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251354387156566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278033000528885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069225084987345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.566787563129995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125557705430872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068535365438223,0.05580792550539431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625066557589717,0.11581319486825845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117879516696643,0.0,0.08397357400273278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165322192219755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370199203576016,0.1090472531371489,0.0,0.09974286972212604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483458842506868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279019846759082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910280170979792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449378990369252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794128053267394,0.0,0.0,0.08085391118162122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234089211018007,0.0,0.0,0.12495113392473192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516936570602456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068735129055112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755594677017995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712316835818276
anxiety,ilovebees69,2020/03/25,"can’t tell if i have a cold or possible coronavirus and it’s making my anxiety worse than it’s ever been. i’m not asking for you guys to be a doctor and diagnose me, i just need some support. i have been taking all measures to stay safe during the coronavirus. for the past week or so i’ve had sinus problems and a slightly sore throat. i get colds fairly often and have chronic sinusitis so i didn’t think of it as anything. PS I am 24 years old and in good health. obviously with the virus going around i have been paying extra attention to my symptoms and now it’s all i can think about. i think last night i developed a low grade fever because i’ve been hot then cold, but not sweating or shivering and my head feels warm. i took tylenol a few hours ago and feel back to normal pretty much but i’m still SLIGHTLY concerned that this could be the coronavirus. i have had generalized anxiety disorder and pure OCD since i was a kid, so i’m used to all of this overthinking and intrusive thoughts but this is getting out of control. i am on meds everyday for my anxiety and ocd but still i am freaking out.  i’m scared i’m not going to be able to sleep or pay attention to my work tomorrow or until this fever goes away. i think i’m gonna go relax and take a bath and hope that calms me down. sorry for the venting but i just haven’t felt this anxious in an extremely long time :((( what has helped you guys stay calm during this time?",2.6331632653061234,4.382695608843541,3.967148299319732,87.56594693877554,75.90476190476191,7.561142857142857,25.025306122448978,8.364918446050245,1.5467822040816324,1135,39,238,21,25,373,163,294,0.102,0.8079999999999999,0.09,0.1208,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,13,12,0,1,13,0,25,15,4,3,6,61,54,30,0,6,16,0,5,0,0,1,11,0,1,3,13,17,0,2,10,2,2,4,6,4,0,0,11,8,26,8,28,38,7,35,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,9,20,151,39,5,0.11572611450296212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258421799268463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26559048251538386,0.13073756925947966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952327317319407,0.10302077726869888,0.1081882951831343,0.0,0.1087284940462704,0.08898623870603987,0.0,0.07054556527004521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979667780632193,0.09239788571097377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174595702049336,0.0,0.0,0.13263215326076352,0.11845058192912665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046808960130209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117029201346754,0.0,0.11111521820105433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092423681713142,0.0,0.19730945334416594,0.09706557425677104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291740955834724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876838046488156,0.1230114481195645,0.0,0.0,0.0775687751495369,0.0,0.0,0.11494214372426292,0.11396691153485194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943322290786626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241396964667436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724808005873356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854562462777425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507200977707352,0.08580944754367398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086011189590374,0.11338702123225942,0.0,0.0,0.12143508994303645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047367097587918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046380593386753,0.0,0.11773506273867608,0.0,0.1107342624261848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586202920136965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572983779752016,0.0,0.11580969051883876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954591054952308,0.0,0.2466972804213333,0.18483804906316365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132462332145892,0.0,0.12028374370641975,0.17402327162715206,0.0,0.10114972491056193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29661048543119944,0.0,0.0918736081829219,0.1349616560228752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857597132876453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995020640213104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282850856265773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424998964952801,0.0,0.11793479743707562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745238235102036
anxiety,CommercialRoof5,2020/03/25,"A week without working properly I am having an anxiety crisis every time I try to start working. It has become worse now that we are locked up in our houses because of covid-19. So, one thing that I am trying to understand myself and try to feel better is trying to share my thoughts with you guys. 

I struggle with anxiety since I was about 13 years old ( I am 27 now), but I did not know that time. During my teenage, I was addicted to video games spending more than 10h per day playing. I could stop playing, but I just changed my addiction to videos and that where I am now at.

Having my anxiety worsened, I started a home workout and started feeling better for about two days and then I got really bad for about three other days when I started watching videos all day long and avoided answering everyone that messages me because I was feeling awful. I promised myself I will try everything to feel better again. Therefore, I just joined online therapy and I am writing this post to share my feelings with you.

Hope I can get better, I don't want to give up on myself.",6.519207119741104,6.651557344660198,6.628300970873787,78.1166585760518,65.35922330097087,9.196763754045307,35.61326860841424,8.841846274778883,3.086286084142395,847,38,153,12,12,271,124,206,0.141,0.711,0.14800000000000002,0.3874,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,0,6,12,13,0,2,3,1,18,2,0,1,1,33,35,11,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,9,10,0,2,9,7,1,0,3,3,0,3,6,6,34,10,25,27,2,28,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,1,21,113,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23433191198028724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466591730679125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973892959909371,0.13103414420816,0.11870006636845087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802192149242692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369657205676405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581175751044531,0.0,0.0,0.2772554774479339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055413298706004,0.10269902113802973,0.09659353082462203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717183778160852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615237408865807,0.10310187417901642,0.0,0.0,0.08595929380805772,0.0,0.0,0.10641927445937707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780834300654872,0.1067490591272887,0.0,0.1240141991072928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059066629996033085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511389423447347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277918765421867,0.0,0.0728292972932676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293339874916638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885261338129556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890620780318811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30429151530656645,0.0,0.0,0.08985570857912613,0.0,0.11235845130918212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290948593351506,0.0,0.07140304170792276,0.0,0.0,0.08532485052378448,0.12534157909273055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36484964392634495,0.0,0.10498955695637556,0.1118875018803163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339280676927755,0.0,0.08621168553307075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360413573652276,0.0,0.15648928817868366,0.0,0.10952839625974126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921175979949183
anxiety,2020solo,2020/03/25,"Are any therapists having in person sessions still? Having some basic relationship problems that I’d like to talk to a professional about, but before I start looking to talk to a therapist, I want to see if any therapists are still doing their sessions the old fashioned way.",12.35142857142857,9.870870775510202,11.303775510204089,57.657295918367346,55.53061224489796,13.881632653061226,44.90816326530612,12.161744961471696,5.640583673469387,224,10,33,5,2,72,35,49,0.04,0.89,0.069,0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,7,9,1,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,5,24,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26256585422497664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642742181254137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943161361650742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211622812067614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257706055260952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856677608089904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847260243746716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726709553430592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383855926735454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664418498672745,0.0,0.3083453775598071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103380086242337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724496055079964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386789284981555,0.15323679722198522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theorangemenace,2020/03/25,Phone calls and texts from random numbers Does anyone else get extreme anxiety when a random number calls or texts them? I got one asking for me today by name and it has been stressing me out ever since. At least they could introduce themselves first or text me back to ease my anxiousness.,5.73,7.486899962962966,5.189814814814816,81.8991666666667,67.8888888888889,7.622222222222224,26.462962962962962,8.07648339933343,1.7162740740740734,234,7,40,3,4,71,47,54,0.109,0.825,0.067,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,7,0,6,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,5,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858358420302959,0.2744344530522351,0.0,0.16985778636253032,0.24890387255383065,0.0,0.0,0.2271007162165392,0.0,0.0,0.1867932063200491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961041865466835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395467861228724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258402556133016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293144513684808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973824819500576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663063773805526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269175225592706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428814521426865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646112765882347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094886133762732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782680925819571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302631101802673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FloofyStarGirl,2020/03/25,"I am having difficulty. I feel depressed. I wish I was the type of person to be productive in isolation but I feel useless. I have so much work to do and I feel like all I want to do is watch things to feel comfortable. 

My anxiety is becoming difficult to manage. I have missed a summative coursework deadline. My house has become disgustingly messy. 

I tried to get myself to clean but I gave up halfway. I'm terrified of current virus situation. I feel lonely.   
My best friend is suffering from the virus at the moment and has difficulty breathing.

My anxiety is horrible. I don't want it. I want to be productive. I want to be under control but I feel like I have a chemical imbalance. like I can be fine one second and then my mood just drops without warning. I become scared and start watching comedy video or anything that can help me feel calm instead of doing anything useful.",2.0131818181818204,4.8240504047619055,3.9643722943722928,80.24123376623379,86.61904761904762,7.5783549783549775,26.683982683982677,8.438071523408619,2.6665619047619047,700,32,123,19,22,236,98,168,0.225,0.512,0.263,0.7238,1,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,3,17,1,1,5,0,22,1,1,2,1,25,40,10,0,5,6,0,7,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,8,0,2,2,9,26,8,18,34,3,9,0,5,2,0,4,4,0,1,7,91,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011924872985954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260272641153312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550216319421189,0.0,0.0,0.1441228609004896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540310114089815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828499905937015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860790193839426,0.19622192203848565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610339292867453,0.0,0.07175099862184124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205163870116477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846422833675705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128238957963904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095580202838722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306062111404828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991416977301067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749462500429796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436842109390428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720524042726723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123816455367392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324031876980274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861190627412845,0.0,0.0,0.32401103354636684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792655612169662,0.13238443291304747,0.0,0.09998030254886042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oleevya,2020/03/25,"My anxiety is getting out of control again. After a long time I finally got paired with a good therapist, and a medication that is helping my anxiety for the first time in a long time. At the height of my anxiety issues a few months ago I was having multiple panic attacks daily, I was not functioning in my day to day life. In the last two months they had almost disappeared- down to maybe once or twice a month. 
Now with all of the panic and uncertainty going on in the world I am starting to unravel again. Luckily I have a super supportive partner who understands my struggle. But I just feel so out of control and helpless. Due to my anxiety around wanting to keep isolated throughout this and keeping my family as safe as possible I took a personal leave from work, but I am constantly worried that my job will not take me back once it ends. I understand there’s more jobs even if that happens and that our safety can’t be replaced. I just have such a hard time thinking rationally once my anxiety takes over, and one of my biggest anxiety triggers is when I’m forced out of my norm. I admittedly do not adapt well to situations that are so far out of my control. I feel like I am backsliding so much and despite my best efforts I’m not catching myself. Due to the shut downs in my area my therapist won’t be doing sessions now either, so I need to handle this on my own for now and I don’t even know where to begin.",6.826702127659573,6.165659046099293,7.684553191489362,73.45300000000002,64.92198581560285,11.491631205673759,36.53049645390071,10.93419730881044,3.9846011347517716,1129,50,216,28,15,381,159,282,0.14300000000000002,0.792,0.066,-0.9284,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,8,20,12,1,3,15,0,21,2,0,4,1,44,44,19,0,3,11,0,3,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,9,15,0,6,7,0,0,4,7,5,1,4,5,3,35,7,40,35,7,56,0,1,0,0,7,23,0,3,30,166,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101225802338717,0.0,0.091514490561074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194813806471968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135701527165602,0.0,0.10397000789871093,0.0,0.07027373480683456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590880264233163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987607779759906,0.3075070071823537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787876062472165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094495074502282,0.0,0.0,0.12072526667237808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615492977904696,0.0,0.0924196727458628,0.06528946718550803,0.0,0.10011394173301913,0.0,0.07773680277478404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774781962567192,0.0,0.051939387485870105,0.0766541043129903,0.07309341630715302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081641106171006,0.0,0.08186803202956812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125719676900501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538804863679963,0.18138214930187205,0.16246433951101566,0.0,0.0,0.05022588698554331,0.0744955416298718,0.0,0.09676945598984757,0.0,0.0,0.06455188775753419,0.044648833772687836,0.0,0.0,0.16175562082673142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181414745709504,0.0,0.0,0.0920664207633554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884132937052134,0.0,0.06718261094625552,0.06776497634117706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919840381627024,0.06192863983155734,0.0,0.0,0.2144543698645799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797987520572433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030291765715978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272687025777263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468674131008388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554130441680278,0.0,0.0,0.10370897665858143,0.0,0.0,0.1374287240181348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222307498748824,0.0,0.058559410132433785,0.0,0.0,0.21316238920432126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015383259600058,0.0,0.0,0.08927534248538184,0.19028168781299853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390454726643376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217113036253873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653344962323521,0.09281159659631183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Klag,2020/03/25,Sleep. I dread going to sleep It seems that people go to sleep healthy and wake up sick. Every night I'm full of anxiety and worry that I'll wake up with coronavirus symptoms.,1.785,4.337196571428573,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,83.28571428571428,5.785714285714287,20.17857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.56,140,4,28,2,4,44,26,35,0.268,0.665,0.067,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183912276383366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112853767262184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28503786795420183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235331588635512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385303108876166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228292493143348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7528562885102033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606470795585017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546701154536632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Asingleflame,2020/03/25,"And now on top of everything, I've started peeing myself regularly. I don't want to keep dumping on my boyfriend, but I have no one else to talk to.

I'm passed my breaking point. Yesterday I found myself mentally writing my note. 

I've been off work since August, fighting for disability for Crohn's Disease presenting with kidney stones, endometriosis, Bipolar II and GAD. I was getting kidney stones every other week, going in after puking all night, taking Dilaudid to get through a shift, my mental health was destroyed and I decided to leave work, try and get healthy, hopefully get disability. 

Well I'm on my third appeal now, I'm four hundred in the hole and next month's cheque is pretty much spoken for with bills. 

I move to a shitty trailer with no windows in my room on the 30th, I'll be living with my parents who try but are toxic as fuck. I'll be in the middle of nowhere with no vehicle. 

I have zero prospects, my mental health is in the shitter, and I feel like I have nothing to offer. Like I'm just a burden. 

My boyfriend's roommate won't let me visit, as I was vomiting (100% Crohn's, I have no other symptoms and I've been self isolating for weeks) which... I get the paranoia but now I feel so trapped.

And now for no reason, (I suspect bladder involvement from the crohns) I've peed myself with no warning four times in two weeks. 

I'm so mortified, I don't even want to tell anyone. 

I feel like I'm going to scream or puke or lose my goddamn mind. There's so much stress. Financially is the biggest burden right now, I don't even have money for food.

F*ck this. F*ck everything.",3.2433333333333323,5.182547428571431,4.318730158730158,84.87904761904763,74.71428571428572,6.9523809523809526,26.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.6455714285714285,1260,48,242,18,27,410,165,315,0.249,0.6809999999999999,0.07,-0.9962,1,1,0,0,2,0,48.0,0,0,0,4,13,14,4,1,10,0,21,11,4,1,1,34,45,18,0,3,6,1,3,3,0,1,5,1,2,1,5,14,1,1,7,0,3,5,10,9,1,6,6,4,31,5,39,35,3,40,0,1,0,1,10,17,1,3,20,147,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926786180804588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470241014022296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975381623676995,0.0,0.0955154054981824,0.0,0.20377137875161044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196315738865528,0.16197681132697378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708213075652256,0.12429952650264005,0.0,0.1048046683442724,0.2961442290839572,0.0,0.1288565633922764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410046583264187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259761794140792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076455208910903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003779928656395,0.0,0.11592400442408456,0.0,0.1661541141870432,0.0,0.10010389974178184,0.0,0.0,0.12682710605307876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34273757588923026,0.0,0.11446693679914055,0.0,0.09048733853010904,0.12048968943348425,0.16667351667575786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056559928107854,0.10638593386507243,0.0,0.10877734850049464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681946294056148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587908035532516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716713284590963,0.0,0.0,0.11533356855044295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655871547095135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681360103473566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826504254130428,0.0,0.0,0.09377719392267447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024075355653927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129859909167172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783026294435445,0.08523682096357026,0.09111897323571824,0.09908652919924474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610439169317339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393559867873555,0.0,0.11074171630792076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373193347454854,0.0,0.2728051331533283,0.0,0.1019292870122504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506301063745815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ghostiic,2020/03/25,"How am I supposed to pay bills? I got laid off last week because of the coronavirus. They froze evictions in my state, so I won’t be homeless, but I’m going to owe so much back rent when this is over. Same with my electric bill. I filed for unemployment but I think I did something wrong on my application and I have tried to call so many times and I just get a busy signal. Supposedly the government is going to send us money. $1200 one time is not going to do shit if this lasts through April. 

I’m stressed. I’m bored and fucking lonely. I was happier working two jobs than I am being unemployed. I do understand why this is all necessary, but I just want it to be over.",1.4511801242236049,3.609193869565221,3.132546583850935,90.16043478260872,81.31884057971014,6.551552795031056,23.625258799171853,7.7094869923839395,1.1194910973084893,526,19,114,9,14,174,96,138,0.16699999999999998,0.787,0.046,-0.9524,9,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,8,6,2,1,3,0,15,2,1,1,1,17,28,12,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,6,0,2,3,1,17,0,16,21,3,18,0,1,0,1,4,5,2,1,8,76,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517278679846752,0.0,0.12301623395262234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060617478692879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656210242592536,0.1054328797982925,0.0,0.34406508447039597,0.0,0.1613989798062988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025670800073847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289900794526779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459490165318064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834721668889886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674582191647985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071461926230831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553565434603899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116277221053114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930616095048386,0.0,0.0,0.2353439877955452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700987456666036,0.0,0.19713060254906253,0.21008232916480296,0.24274218488700905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902766863657199,0.0,0.1618728758229368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182094336170561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469137910733153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063810417339927,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unicornblossom,2020/03/25,"Physical anxiety Does anyone else suffer from physical symptoms with anxiety? Like scared of being sick (throwing up) and scared of dying. Like having a heart attack or suffering from a stroke. Whenever something feels a little off, which is practically like everyday, especially with the coronavirus going on. I start panicking and getting really freaked out and anxious. Like ie, headache, trouble breathing, shortness of breath, stomach ache, a body part feels numb, etc. 

I do well with coping with anxiety that isn’t physical symptoms, but I have literally no way to distinguish if I’m literally going to die this time or if it’s just anxiety. Can anyone give me advice or coping strategies for physical symptoms? Thank you so much!",7.2395999999999985,9.820304360000002,7.409800000000002,64.20190000000002,65.4,11.08,38.1,11.00357731598739,5.357560000000001,595,32,81,19,10,192,89,125,0.26899999999999996,0.647,0.084,-0.9640000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,3,14,1,2,5,0,7,11,5,0,0,18,16,10,2,2,7,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,8,1,0,0,3,5,6,16,15,3,13,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,5,7,53,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365451388730426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185286461826696,0.15451631779824865,0.0,0.19127190049351567,0.14014169666015716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556008037197481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192569893308874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839007919786508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969233631978915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114257591637209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253978549800887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383146510172637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145906074046023,0.13120661786768084,0.15546426514435266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207850829309475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672845587141981,0.1370840378292696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005450366937802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811351637747908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762128336702364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738703836430813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529573598675186,0.0,0.0,0.09680973524274664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426483403518456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592363561457687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975434395303484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085652768169226,0.0,0.0,0.1229767524825758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,20Goals20,2020/03/25,Anxiety is up the roof with COVID I have situational anxiety and it’s hard to tell the difference my chest pain during this pandemic. I’ve had chest tightness for almost a month now. My doctor said it’s definitely not my anxiety which is causing me to have more anxiety now. :( I also had a 6 feet quick interaction at work with someone who was exposed to another COVID patient which obviously didn’t make this any better (they just finished quarantine today). My states numbers are increasing by the hour honestly and it’s super scary and all I can think of when I sleep and wake up is this COVID :( I am a healthcare worker so we are considered. essential staff making my anxiety 20xs worse.,3.3209340659340683,6.115314346153845,4.914505494505495,76.3669230769231,78.61538461538461,8.945054945054947,28.51648351648352,9.424239791934726,3.287417582417582,555,25,96,17,14,186,90,130,0.192,0.72,0.08800000000000001,-0.8634,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,4,7,4,0,0,6,0,13,7,5,3,2,17,17,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,3,13,3,11,12,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,66,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007693683077435,0.0,0.0,0.1358263454931822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550158102886912,0.17809907529355415,0.6496613071930797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021560466329206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744793484406341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745365260551382,0.0,0.17384529558072562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214928287952725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726478755548335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674798371002156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355700163734304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807288650364972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156310723434605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091480831655205,0.16996936234054286,0.0,0.1439105586553395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845350304405525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883090794560683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099481297441984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365042125380853,0.0,0.17308829881451118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,regalhysteria,2020/03/25,"Worried about high RBC/health anxiety? Hey there. I'm a generally healthy 21 year old female, 114 lbs at 5'3', non smoker, social drinker, no past illnesses or history of serious illness in my family. I am taking no medications aside from Microgestin FE 1/20 birth control. I do have severe health anxiety that often leads me down rabbit holes and straight to the doctor. I recently got routine bloodwork drawn in January, and everything came back normal. My RBC was 4.something. I just went to the doctor again this past week (Mid March) and had more bloodwork done. This time, but RBC came back high (I think I recall her saying it was 7.something) and high cholesterol. I'm pescatarian so I don't eat any red meat, and when I got this second round of bloodwork drawn, I was starting my period. The doctor didn't say anything else was out of range except for slightly low vitamin D. I don't know if any of this is related, but after googling RBC and running into a bunch of possible and serious conditions, I'm starting to feel quite nervous about this result. The doctor asked to do a re-test in a month along with a test for Iron levels, but it's the waiting that drives me nuts. Does anyone have any input or similar experiences? What should I actually be worrying about, if anything at all? Thanks!",5.419876543209873,7.09974927983539,5.942489711934158,76.5028703703704,68.54732510288065,9.51522633744856,31.195473251028808,9.861636050157227,3.2458213991769536,1037,43,180,25,18,335,155,243,0.11800000000000001,0.843,0.04,-0.91,0,0,4,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,11,5,0,1,10,0,17,10,0,3,1,34,34,16,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,10,13,1,2,3,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,12,6,17,1,27,20,3,39,0,1,2,0,6,15,0,5,18,109,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.10332463823362632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160082489954688,0.0,0.16199743779185044,0.0,0.0,0.07403449700311188,0.0,0.17426217673593902,0.0,0.09898449552529227,0.0,0.0,0.1628319945720659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24219944464452103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875460882131135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334949941519997,0.09265722661508552,0.10835308256273983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834275467978056,0.08845003687234755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951590668992588,0.10357199085595348,0.09981523749022447,0.0,0.05353664385517632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936550761241964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250932250173572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33560745039659906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581894599702689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666402580719403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451324963766013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374095531122177,0.0,0.0,0.1111043583479427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021508994455295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936498299389675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261753741562755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045447703308348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840173276985695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961545671319485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079324038289936,0.0,0.16302482131955215,0.0,0.0,0.14988631440809375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960937790227739,0.0,0.0,0.09748105183745366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784430611976289,0.0,0.0,0.061740095885922164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493139738347939,0.0,0.0,0.0981528007372444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150547062104576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818392934546758
anxiety,darknessofchrist,2020/03/25,"I’ve been experiencing on and off worry/anxiety for months and I can hardly handle it anymore. It just won’t stay away. TL;DR - I keep having these repeated off and on downward spirals of not eating or doing anything I enjoy. I’d be okay and happy for a few weeks then back to not functioning for another few weeks. It’s wearing me out. How can I just let it all go?

Not sure how many people will see this, so I l’ll just let it all out.

My bad anxiety episodes first began nearly 2 years ago in the fall of 2018. I had a stressful class in college that got me anxious and stressed about my grade since the teacher was really tough to deal with. I passed the class with an A though, thankfully. But the stress from that last sent me into a downwards spiral of worrying about my life and the future and other things I was unsure about. I was terrified of what was going to happen to me after I graduated, whether I’d find a job or be stuck in a career I hated. I feared being unhappy and miserable and alone. I worried about the death of my parents one day and the memories from my childhood making me feel nostalgic and depressed. I could barely function throughout the day, I couldn’t get my mind off these horrible and disastrous scenarios. I ate once a day and stopped doing the things I normally enjoyed and pulled away from everyone.

That all changed when I discovered meditation. I found my inner peace again, and I felt right for a while. The future still worried me, but I was still able to live my life and be happy.

This changed again in the summer when I broke up with my gf of 4 years but found someone else soon after. The break up was mutual. This girl lives in England so we were, and still are long distance. But this relationship has added another stress to my life, worrying that it will end one day because of the distance. I don’t know how I’m going to feel or how she’ll feel in a few years time but I’m terrified of being hurt or hurting her possibly. She means the world to me.

While this past fall went okay and I was back to my normal self, I started January 2020 the same way I started 2019, overcome with worry and unable to function. I reverted back to my ways of isolation and not eating and struggling to do the things I usually enjoy, and it made me sick at one point. I was meditating less by now. My worry lessened but still lingered for the past few months which leads me to today, back to the same downward spiral I’ve experienced time and time again. But every time it hits me again, it comes back worse. I’ve stopped meditating completely, I can’t go to the gym because of the current virus, my time at school is coming to a fast close, and I’ve cried more than I have in the past month than I have in a long time. 

I just feel so full of hurt and worry and fear, and that everything is about to fall apart and it’s just a matter of time. I don’t see a solution to anything or anything working out and I’m just waiting out the clock on the collapse of everything: my relationship, life after college, my well-being, my family, everything until I have nothing. I cant seem to enjoy anything or even eat because I feel as though I don’t deserve it when everything feels this wrong, and I don’t deserve to enjoy anything until I fix it or have a solution. I don’t want my life to go to shit or be hurt.

I’m sick of this cycle of worry and not being able to function. I just care so much about everything and I sometimes wish I didn’t. Not to mention the worry I’m causing everyone else who’s seeing me like this, my friends, gf, and my parents. I am currently talking to a therapist about these issues, and she recommends that I focus on myself beyond everything else, and everything else will fall into place on its own. I still can’t shake the worry if something falling apart or going wrong.",4.534216673378978,5.427745031413615,5.4614659685863876,82.07518727345953,69.89005235602096,8.547080144985904,29.090213451470003,8.786649364141006,2.1897082964156263,3020,110,596,51,52,992,307,764,0.18600000000000005,0.738,0.076,-0.9979,5,2,1,0,0,0,72.0,1,0,0,3,45,35,2,9,41,2,51,13,2,8,4,119,99,72,1,7,31,2,8,1,3,5,7,0,0,2,37,49,4,4,13,1,0,19,17,21,0,4,22,13,84,14,98,60,14,136,0,7,3,0,19,42,1,11,72,427,121,11,0.09119654799217752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042011865511309,0.0,0.0,0.04722606014002807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562753214329896,0.06976510959808709,0.05151307058290455,0.045221235182392655,0.0,0.0,0.18761747137021087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568215884543576,0.17531129044756386,0.03807265414555688,0.08338885380041378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464904793046693,0.046841988016634216,0.09647385554499152,0.07855775100104394,0.04780892274143198,0.0,0.0,0.036406511420552665,0.0,0.05008756285470878,0.11762845790555355,0.04700981827647527,0.03927372657702583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399752537587443,0.1523660275240378,0.0,0.040386536475771104,0.0,0.0,0.030117229926852406,0.0,0.03841851247913612,0.08714220974873157,0.28686551931803,0.0,0.04298599458105083,0.10262147064074928,0.13833514444355094,0.0,0.04378149380049545,0.0,0.041675996350040385,0.038785868567184016,0.0,0.09999230773685527,0.03522911337796894,0.0,0.02382321616360129,0.0,0.15548729954768306,0.0,0.03646910519627528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04032240310412885,0.09708042113059223,0.04084709708672043,0.045018855331314035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525558159498987,0.0,0.0,0.0475927512484108,0.04524925101201722,0.04052984104185857,0.0,0.0,0.025059618890364548,0.037168679227371534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325464907716637,0.16103704712303124,0.02227701341670376,0.0,0.08052822267530489,0.08070607518507232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04314618937524016,0.030437201968789632,0.046229492899931265,0.0,0.0496698879738207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604125812929676,0.0,0.10918832181230584,0.0,0.03351997799177514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935325417179821,0.04375277369149752,0.0,0.0,0.048560673639160494,0.09269571165706847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012629741614878,0.0,0.13058613624454554,0.031612101830757765,0.0,0.04764049122801298,0.0,0.04310510759096516,0.05140520266402595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02921142193243055,0.0,0.0,0.0979109631882643,0.0,0.03894067684792351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614788765970698,0.10900776223934076,0.041510956094636633,0.04756894439196118,0.0,0.04680597299218058,0.0377193634491265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038635269584893966,0.035103779052298334,0.04509785892697882,0.0,0.06454938605491975,0.04860169303642338,0.18207420257484108,0.07624439763256473,0.20893067520813355,0.04766921642742755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042975833607906896,0.0,0.0,0.036650165406135735,0.0,0.04198076437428005,0.0,0.05294311059612025,0.09088040131628572,0.0,0.08960014537214953,0.0,0.1861210418110771,0.0,0.043221832082058376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022005673106495,0.0,0.026895043413435096,0.07238757494628949,0.07315236990834935,0.0,0.040998324455044144,0.042270056823932936,0.0,0.0,0.052435764752060576,0.0,0.0,0.03319608654197484,0.4630726063592027,0.04646853677154567,0.0,0.0997091089555006,0.0,0.08809138036603084
anxiety,auraaxoxo,2020/03/25,"Is what I just experienced related to anxiety? I don’t know if this is the place to ask this, but I was diagnosed with anxiety as a kid (I’m 15 now) & I haven’t been to a psychologist in years cause I was doing pretty well but I think I’m slowly getting more and more anxious as time goes on (i.e. crying nearly everyday about being anxious all the time & constantly worrying about my grades even when I’m doing fine).

So today my mum got mad at me, yelled & slammed the door, and I guess that’s when shit hit the fan for me.

I burst into tears, but not how I usually do. I was hyperventilating really badly, and because of that I felt really dizzy, got a headache and started coughing while crying. Usually it’s easier to control my tears, but they just came out like a tap and I was crying really loudly as well lol. This went on for maybe 5 minutes, until I calmed down & tried to control my breathing which made me feel much better. The only other time that this happened was maybe 5-6 months ago, when I had a nightmare about my dad dying.

Should I be concerned about this? Does anyone know if it could be related to anxiety?",4.658815789473684,5.333658478070177,5.916070175438597,79.72015789473686,69.48245614035089,9.237894736842106,27.919298245614037,9.3871,2.2908698245614034,895,29,178,18,15,301,133,228,0.19399999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,15,9,2,0,10,1,19,4,2,5,1,32,38,21,1,4,9,2,2,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,13,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,3,2,0,13,5,24,6,26,19,4,29,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,3,19,120,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179109097197244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487868168301372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23764708274715446,0.2339647237786072,0.0,0.07240477575968009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680555001126837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646017321320201,0.0631233003095438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915818233184943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843395436230553,0.0,0.10637467989716083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111901084809164,0.23228092768089345,0.08267648668451821,0.0,0.3412354187618922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051013723668362,0.10746886044511623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061756325969418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839399497135855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052358141814578214,0.0,0.09942452456956752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541007566251038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563726501155526,0.0,0.11407232719131707,0.0,0.0915691862045396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381707099454215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058944488916875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798179534872868,0.0,0.0,0.20806038412891364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265285963217177,0.0,0.0761213834000542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875466749451268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818802145467776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534787968269503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901091663528928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629289244833644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329343362531912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635084953661599,0.0,0.0,0.1811430338135522,0.0,0.09815357432449473,0.0,0.0,0.07030385486337568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280920467033648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620830690091755,0.0959921633190272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516035368334828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668299663689134
anxiety,electricutopian,2020/03/25,"Does anyone else feel really suffocated from quarantine I was doing so well socially this year until this happened. Now I’ve been forced to stop all progress and be alone again. It’s been really hard to deal with. 

It’s been helping me to talk to my family and text a few friends and also to try to keep some things consistent, like good habits. It’s just been really hard still.

How are y’all taking it?",4.194416666666665,5.646550275000003,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,71.25,9.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,1.9294583333333344,322,8,65,8,6,104,59,80,0.11900000000000001,0.698,0.183,0.7687,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,11,12,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,4,9,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154978356193186,0.0,0.16639355497888256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454874265940358,0.21319236911434827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451109962169893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208351513487794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738158394750022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961499385443909,0.0,0.1052064761464323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075441527897436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451929783622305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399567040199635,0.0,0.3727798163734433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946497794678964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849422330937293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165252322823404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998850327427124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121012273309361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661650218572237,0.17395589023516872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644279346245316,0.16723883586083918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823250500398407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126591535428726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707997571434384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399029934821705
anxiety,nicolepickle_,2020/03/25,"Anxiety makes me feel like this will never end. I've been social distancing/quarantining in my home for a little over 2 weeks now. I live with my elderly grandma and decided to social distance before my state, California, put an order to do so about a week ago. 

The coping mechanisms I used to have, being with friends, going to the gym, being around others... I am not really able to do anymore. My therapist has told me to create a routine for myself, exercise outside, watch TV, etc... but it's becoming harder for me to even want to get out of bed anymore. I sleep for about 12 hours, and then I take an hour nap in the middle of the day. I love sleep so much right now because I can go into another world and just escape from this terrible nightmare. 

I get bad anxiety that I have the virus but it's just sitting in my system, waiting for 14 days to show up. Sometimes I'll start to think my throat hurts, or that my chest hurts... which then causes me extreme anxiety and then has me worried I have the virus & that I'll pass it onto my grandma. I worry about even having the virus & just basically dying from it because the hospitals are so overloaded with people that there would be no where for my grandma or me to go. My grandma also has had really bad allergies which has caused her to sneeze and cough a lot. Every time she does that I get worried she has the virus. I try and calm myself down by thinking how my grandma or I have not gone out in almost 2 weeks (I went to the grocery store a little less than 2 weeks ago for us). But other than that we have just been home... I ordered take out food for us yesterday & we sanitized everything before bringing it inside the house and boiled the soup we ordered in water to get rid of anything...however, i am still anxious about that even when I try to tell myself that the risk of getting something is probably completely low. Even writing all of this right now has me anxious about my body and my chest is starting to hurt which makes me think I have it. 

I also get anxiety about just thinking that this will never end... I love to plan things... I love to plan my life and I love to just look forward to things. However, with all of this happening, a part of me feels like what's even the point. I was supposed to go on a month-long trip to Europe in August, which obviously probably isn't happening anymore. I used to get so much joy from planning it because I had never been out of the country. Planning that trip and all the places I would go made me feel relaxed, now I don't even want to think about it since it wont happen. A part of me just doesn't think this will end because I don't see anything positive coming from it.

I hate when people tell me to look at China or South Korea or another country that has been improving. I feel like America's health care system is so fucked up right now that things will not get better for us. I just don't know how to see positives in this. It probably also doesn't help that my grandma has CNN playing CONSTANTLY 24/7.... so even if I don't want to... I always hear the fucking news talking about literally the worst things. 

I have suffered from anxiety my whole life. I've been on and off antidepressants & currently in therapy now through video-chat. Current events & things I cannot control have always made me very anxious. I've been anxious about America getting nuked, WWIII, etc... but now this just feels like the end of the world. I just don't know how to feel positive about any of this. It's hard to even want to live anymore. 

I realize I am probably just complaining so much, and everyone else is going through this too. But it's how I feel. Maybe I am being selfish. Other people tell me that I could have it worse and things could be worse and I know that. But this is how I feel. Thanks for reading this if you have gotten this far... I appreciate it.",4.448977417147327,5.382693419689119,5.2534490174992685,83.3416634079578,70.11398963730569,8.468902140971748,28.55567504154854,8.733022093515281,2.0693922866360346,3048,108,610,51,53,992,292,772,0.136,0.7659999999999999,0.098,-0.9857,4,0,1,0,0,1,106.0,6,1,0,6,58,31,3,1,30,0,64,20,6,14,7,108,134,47,1,10,27,0,9,4,1,7,5,1,3,0,57,28,3,2,19,8,1,15,17,15,0,0,15,15,88,16,98,105,14,98,0,5,5,6,26,38,2,9,44,435,145,1,0.045788973011705335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117832365267401,0.0,0.04585104226777503,0.0,0.0,0.1098522755230814,0.07620018724777719,0.2480616656387594,0.0,0.031138071818749183,0.09602746123375393,0.1751421951201204,0.2069140247609383,0.18164142945412087,0.0,0.0,0.037680423315285455,0.04076189380643743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646375971618706,0.11165013180021413,0.05057032323452377,0.07792608703148604,0.0,0.0,0.04049662562743033,0.0,0.05086122663094598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668490966051357,0.09407577687226784,0.0,0.03944314581683085,0.04800886703110537,0.049481612994976464,0.05135622674803072,0.07311753813440477,0.0,0.0,0.0590601991306503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752172483962271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400702388489873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038250811438593886,0.0,0.16222175680456316,0.0,0.10213361735287536,0.2419454786251353,0.0,0.0385791846245742,0.04375332595601422,0.04115217645289697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852182444753484,0.13084660587452684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055368207919994035,0.0,0.03537644696438496,0.08466233543128064,0.21530563675604414,0.0,0.15613757141909573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147311284153628,0.0,0.04101792594760891,0.045207131128696273,0.0,0.04867153712253392,0.05160750042538529,0.0,0.030691383419619377,0.0,0.09186014667079634,0.0,0.09018582986060897,0.052834327110311226,0.14705412791728767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549326624641196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646842115579523,0.0894807172926187,0.09178516030510916,0.08086500412441965,0.040521800220408785,0.07690241016459101,0.0,0.0,0.0389281474253816,0.16530534345571202,0.08665326678945176,0.06112899008503165,0.0,0.046001177846534784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036548321405659036,0.0,0.10098049113108988,0.0,0.10594583636182099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916999133766152,0.0,0.09523292555082292,0.0,0.047839731111115835,0.0,0.04328537980009197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974730295840488,0.0,0.0,0.0460305648759717,0.0,0.0,0.04580136415809378,0.0,0.058667177209923815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731059829589507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297576634401713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03787711164547379,0.0,0.09164408252080954,0.09335218328818384,0.0,0.035250588471230936,0.045286465129584834,0.0,0.0648193415444715,0.0,0.03656713299517559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885521839360101,0.036803442051338016,0.1200647419287353,0.04215633440663904,0.05236368118745244,0.05316452685137646,0.1825209543467062,0.17603835016923142,0.0,0.0,0.026699918388292197,0.0,0.0,0.04375332595601422,0.0,0.06217541401564074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523549005660787,0.0790939421602099,0.0,0.03778069814384414,0.10803009053474752,0.0,0.14691660880685997,0.0,0.0,0.0424468367219412,0.0,0.05112175314907178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950277422908824,0.09332575072066332,0.0650543453553988,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raleighbuzz,2020/03/25,"Panic attack? I think I had a panic attack a couple of hours ago. I'm no stranger to anxiety, but until today I had been able to somewhat control it.
For the last couple of days I've been a bit strange and gloomy, noticing my breathing. The quarantine doesn't help, I find walking  to be the best for mind relief. But a couple of hours ago I lost it. I don't know what happened nor how to explain it. I lost all control. First I started to have a lot of trouble taking a deep breath, then out of nowhere I started to cry (I never cry), then I began to shiver and the breathing got worse and my head and throat and hands and legs were tingling and numbing and I felt as if I was going to faint at any moment. Then I breathed into a paper bag for a while and the tingling disappeared but I'm still in a bit of a shock now.

I just wanted to say this somewhere and I write it here because I don't want to worry anyone I know unecessarily. Is this absolute loss of control what happens in a panic attack? It is fucking scary, just like losing a battle to your own body and mind",3.244256756756755,4.208921027027028,4.704132882882885,86.0491722972973,72.96396396396396,6.450900900900901,26.93806306306307,6.322622252153567,1.0414765765765759,836,29,172,5,16,280,121,222,0.267,0.6509999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9899,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,9,6,18,5,3,17,0,13,14,9,4,2,38,33,23,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,9,13,0,3,6,0,0,3,6,15,0,1,11,3,21,3,28,21,7,29,0,4,0,1,5,6,1,3,21,122,30,1,0.0994972153112887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639655611002245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766151831657062,0.0,0.07611509737728159,0.0,0.0,0.06957076637113835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395773389028966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060652578953997435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441618897882787,0.0,0.2172503791341843,0.11051897616925847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347837621746565,0.0,0.3302753288239805,0.21858603798030327,0.0641674726765295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553292994580016,0.0,0.09093865225048067,0.08463228051560616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198357227851864,0.0,0.0,0.056546560375632,0.0,0.07957701232803427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597011781034586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211284785669446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666908861118712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596942978769955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093621349162168,0.08110351019512768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048609313602623716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131193353131072,0.2172259279378667,0.0845889744035674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200927647993264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673838625682444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327823909500502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35021563288548385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912417914134097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084928221337376,0.0,0.07945860467338772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480952333286206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375379805000392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431172621107993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737207094911288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104425185837804,0.10139616268711403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mirasinkclair,2020/03/25,"anxiety after cat me and my cousin and mom found a cat earlier. he seemed friendly at first but then he started hissing at everyone, meowing very loudly and throwing himself around all over the ground outside.

my mom thinks he might have had rabies. but we obviously don’t know for sure. she said her cat before had rabies and it acted the same way.

i’m a major fucking hypochondriac. i have diagnosed anxiety and i’ve talked to online therapists about my hypochondria but nothing has helped it.

now i’m freaking out. i petted the cat for a few seconds but then almost immediately went inside and washed my hands twice (using 3 different soaps) then used hand sanitizer and then washed them again but i’m still freaking out.

i have an irrational fear of death. now i’m convincing myself that i’m having symptoms and that i’m going to die. 

it’s exhausting and i didn’t know where else to post this but i just need reassurance that i’m going to be ok. 

i cant go to a doctor, either. because of corona, but my mom says i got my rabies shots though i’m just not sure i remember it. i’m probably fine i’m just freaking out. i do this every-time something little like this happens. 

anyways, sorry if this isn’t the right place to post this i just didnt know where else to.",2.1707377895824145,4.6764587490039835,3.6905356352368313,85.16101224730708,81.03187250996015,6.587044414932861,23.638925778368012,7.793537801064563,1.4258746052825728,1010,36,192,18,27,333,142,251,0.142,0.755,0.10300000000000001,-0.9079,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,1,14,14,1,1,9,1,15,9,2,2,4,45,43,22,2,2,14,4,2,1,1,1,6,3,1,0,12,14,0,0,7,0,0,6,6,6,0,3,8,5,23,8,20,33,5,33,0,0,0,1,18,13,1,4,12,120,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147681575653008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856072631330702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799372967126504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395089521999358,0.0,0.10322789241809877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231295026917708,0.12590308807075012,0.12674560739726812,0.0,0.12416835189365967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268183857314634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591916896575405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365101439247395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318824057565,0.0,0.13301275293851406,0.09372563670234288,0.11215133194400004,0.0,0.0,0.2068338478019722,0.0,0.09702458497360812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727612880165213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131312494936323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001031909190392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926709661710961,0.12158686538085077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869325451599156,0.0,0.42623874725978295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995158575732967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640249153399332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674560739726812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323674346571843,0.0,0.13079525374565368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742326761062593,0.10360010176907357,0.11539584482337603,0.096472466331354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104382261441155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339218977882524,0.0,0.13579926704895626,0.08586552039833767,0.0,0.0968802159754052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286709474916249,0.12609000287193114,0.0,0.09750628836672393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408530125747379,0.0,0.07773206878883658,0.1191887883116426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095498763832072,0.0,0.10009541071650632,0.0,0.09629211326422964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245778304897368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BettyPunkCrocker,2020/03/25,"Actual Phobia of Schoolwork and Projects Does anyone else have/used to have a genuine phobia of projects, assignments, schoolwork, etc?

Whenever I have to plan or manage a project, I start freaking out. Just thinking about the assignments that I have to do for class is making me hyperventilate. I have an actual, physiological fear response to thinking about doing things like organizing my day, planning/executing tasks, writing essays, etc.

It's so stupid, so irrational. And it's very isolating because everyone says ""Oh yeah I dealt with something like that,"" but they don't know what it's like to be consistently literally, actually terrified of every essay or presentation you're ever given.   


How have you dealt with it? How do you function? If you've overcome the fear and aren't scared of it, how did that happen?",6.222916666666666,8.764571013888894,6.626111111111111,68.93000000000002,68.02777777777777,9.522222222222224,33.52777777777778,9.928628108626363,3.891677777777778,662,31,102,17,12,214,93,144,0.155,0.768,0.077,-0.9154,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,1,9,8,1,3,5,1,13,0,0,4,1,20,20,12,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,10,3,15,17,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,7,69,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.4916325246233165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174220311602047,0.17206628500698976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236985140985347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830231387562828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695851516837352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028572363109995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745773717875586,0.0,0.15190420162177834,0.14149003978241215,0.1604663211618518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779406079653544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850180423888024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229109210449826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461294291085176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209598288762783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354634875079552,0.16812933127668328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928233744916667,0.0,0.0,0.1188632069734711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156662737064577,0.2152082218348134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200164319252906,0.0,0.0,0.1385615723971204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wLLouise,2020/03/25,"Being told you come off as a very anxious person Hey there,

I'm just curious with this as I have experienced it a few times. I have an anxiety disorder and see a psychologist regularly.

Yesterday he said to me 'you are one of my most anxious ones' and also friends have said you come off as a very anxious person or nervous.

It kind of upsets me people saying that to me as it makes me feel like I'm now anxious about not appearing anxious hahah.

  
Has anyone else had a similar experience?",5.557187500000001,6.053140343750003,7.243749999999999,71.62625,67.4375,10.566666666666666,33.70833333333333,10.504223727775694,3.6941583333333337,387,17,71,10,6,135,64,96,0.2,0.7240000000000001,0.076,-0.8707,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,2,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,18,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,4,6,10,3,12,13,2,8,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,3,4,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503482752054022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004769186714502,0.7419001608817215,0.0,0.09183797269462264,0.13457626842255296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262804660901831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505302819986685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972009536013444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847850736065586,0.0,0.0,0.06641088999803373,0.09383135634357903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147515800197468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677336386490735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416748079972404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767237045631858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800262499914607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105659270030704,0.22936701623805245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987424995387034,0.10444910387650233,0.0,0.0,0.10466324426997282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658707048278282,0.0,0.0,0.12550371915439282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674320869086453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WellThatsFantasmic,2020/03/25,"I have a problem with textures Okay, this might sound weird but I have a problem with certain textures. Not eating them but touching them. The big one is terracotta, I can't even watch other people touch it without grating my teeth. Minor ones include some rocks and loose, dry soil. I didn't use to be this way. I used to play in the dirt all the time as a kid and I have a massive rock collection. I even won a few awards for geology in high school and was going to go to school for it but crystallography and mineralogy don't have viable jobs. Anyway, I don't know when it happened but I suddenly have a very difficult time with these textures and would like to fix it. When I touch these things, I feel intense pain in my teeth and my fingers and toes curl. I want to be able to touch my rocks again and to go outside and garden. Does anyone have any ideas on how to resolve this? Does anyone else have this kind of issue? Thank you so much and please feel free to delete if not allowed.",2.244480296217933,4.391384989949748,3.1409679978841574,91.19818037556203,78.49748743718592,5.596508860089923,22.533985718064,6.5966054737557815,0.4261999999999997,779,24,164,7,19,247,117,199,0.09699999999999999,0.725,0.17800000000000002,0.9494,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,3,8,15,0,0,9,1,17,6,4,4,2,38,29,20,0,5,8,0,7,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,12,13,1,0,5,5,1,3,7,5,0,2,3,9,19,11,22,22,4,16,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,3,7,110,31,4,0.14969182291232416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179557273171166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093360061770804,0.15337696233489212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199264597193656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317210544386592,0.12504831000806604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774007451276968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137736680099656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25521993783145963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237198463653127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815762955824875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898384751670614,0.0,0.15623937196391455,0.14854603641329026,0.0,0.0,0.15588099836485594,0.08226671109324331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313186344892625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879936850735507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004071360245353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287010652043488,0.0,0.15928265363695845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377746204915668,0.0,0.0,0.16431666994697028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864697164096528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029922329045711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781611880699185,0.0,0.0,0.09944859565814043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745730114598562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585713459932172,0.0,0.1235114308985822,0.08829211553508644,0.1188184014469716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429757552232286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633677612869932,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peaceiseverystepp,2020/03/25,"Planning your day is more important now than it's ever been. Make sure you're looking after your mental health by creating a mindful daily routine including meditation, exercise and social contact. [Listen On Apple Podcasts](https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/importance-daily-routine-for-your-mental-health-body/id1493806566?i=1000469146129)

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anxiety,nintendoobs,2020/03/25,"Strange feeling when trying to rest Since around college, sometimes when I try to sleep or meditate I will get an uncomfortable feeling. It feels like a surge of energy (even with no caffeine in diet) along with a feeling of claustrophobia. I start to get panicky and either constantly shift to keep it at bay or wake up and have a few beers watching t.v. until it goes away. This is not accompanied by any thouhghts or shortness of breath. Has anyone had a similar experience? Not sure if it is anxiety or some other weird crap, but it I need to make it go away.",5.845193591455272,6.7721173644859824,6.251802403204273,77.46579439252339,66.94392523364486,9.478771695594123,33.04272363150868,9.606745405546679,3.0748835781041386,446,19,83,9,7,144,78,107,0.11900000000000001,0.815,0.067,-0.5394,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,0,6,6,4,1,1,24,17,11,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,1,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,5,4,2,19,15,4,13,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,6,6,60,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381927346138265,0.0,0.1617879450033285,0.0,0.0,0.1478775132836221,0.0,0.0,0.1882693953008987,0.0,0.0,0.3974003762887205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285436835029013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396860054296195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687610605321835,0.0,0.0,0.4277392882143368,0.15108725984464524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098778077945225,0.0,0.12019365560071862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798048856368899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332248432671856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117006012176495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681586985133533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494527950788638,0.0,0.2116410007963568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091673033090448,0.0,0.14969248355252818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932518831501653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871733009975863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jbrownff,2020/03/25,"Anxiety Bingo Bingo has 25 squares right?  Make a board with 25 symptoms.  Chest pain - reflux - muscle weakness - diarrhea - asshole flutters - tremors etc.. 

Every day see what your anxiety throws at you.  When you get a Bingo, treat yourself to something awesome!

Just thought I would try to make something terrible a little easier to deal with.

Any ideas on how to make it better, let me know!

​

Good luck!",4.5010211267605635,7.697414084507043,4.158573943661973,81.05504401408452,77.16901408450704,6.366901408450705,31.41021126760563,7.645422480735847,2.637632394366197,324,16,49,5,8,98,57,71,0.14400000000000002,0.639,0.217,0.8117,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,3,4,1,4,0,12,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,4,8,7,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736508467242865,0.2325531816116932,0.1301480598101369,0.0,0.29281732046165915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926408561669393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234272047029282,0.1973090718613944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344436831608568,0.0,0.0,0.1612497413832187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999905305387192,0.0,0.0,0.1605242840053215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604986644669694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517994592913424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570367351732015,0.0,0.0,0.19181760197944409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832520284507239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364665943671456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344136370259466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250871117062695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29467436027518146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989218318007913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193795828720608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993754958769138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595409631507252,0.0,0.2325531816116932,0.0
anxiety,akosiivann,2020/03/25,"Trouble Sleeping Hi. So I am currently experiencing some trouble in my sleep, especially during this trouble times (pandemic).

I am usually waking up early in the morning, around 3-4 am,  just to a leak and continue on sleeping. But lately, I found myself staying awake more than the usual. I can't find any position comfortable. I can feel my heart racing. I can feel discomfort on my stomach / abdomen that I can't stay asleep. I don't know any medicine to take for this discomfort and I don't have any sleeping pills. I feel that I'm stressing on getting any sleep right now. 

Any suggestions or help? I'll try contacting my doctor later. I'll go try take some sleep for now. 

Thank you.",2.7717011995638003,5.4094034274809175,4.18294983642312,81.73902671755727,79.61068702290076,7.406979280261723,28.441112322791714,8.418075326091056,2.490964667393676,543,25,98,12,14,179,81,131,0.14400000000000002,0.79,0.066,-0.8442,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,3,3,0,10,13,11,0,0,14,21,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,4,16,2,12,20,3,21,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,10,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39381111410402814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310520771062977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854765783210848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568766854080506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585825694990324,0.0,0.0,0.12699170184819786,0.0,0.0,0.06051166999915406,0.0,0.065823719284835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372483923824345,0.07763234646145614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365216930345298,0.0,0.13065108495031394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891046493401084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6954276125119024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689946061217766,0.0,0.0,0.13267251558388926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416589200062693,0.0,0.0,0.10663237669857348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753613176939709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572696550120698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551208434142517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slushie98,2020/03/25,"Why is my brain reacting so badly? I constantly think I’m dying? I’m 21. This started after I experienced 2 academically caused panic attacks which made me feel like I was dying. I know panic attacks cant kill you, but can make you feel like you are. Ever since then, I developed a fear that I’ll just suddenly drop dead. This has persisted for 3.5 months. It’s not a fear of panic attacks now but a fear of suddenly dying.

I’ve been to the doctor 3 times about this and he told me he knows I’m healthy because of my age and doesn’t think I need to do medical tests like blood tests, ekg etc. He told me I have OCD and prescribed zoloft to me yesterday.

I still keep thinking I’m in the process of dying despite reassurance from the doctor. Why is my brain acting this way? It’s telling me “Be ready to die and say googbye”",3.1296449704142013,4.468478887573966,4.631479289940831,85.01159763313613,73.73372781065089,7.803550295857987,26.6094674556213,8.384062270229773,1.6917360946745554,648,23,136,11,13,217,104,169,0.255,0.655,0.091,-0.9868,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,6,15,4,6,6,0,12,7,3,4,1,22,30,8,7,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,11,0,0,5,4,19,4,13,24,1,17,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,16,72,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352112578915073,0.0,0.0,0.08200787734244949,0.05987274460427789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192874073488359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089687976725743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613870058862797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096735755885677,0.0,0.0,0.20106044690188504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095389658513242,0.0,0.0888437498224409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33156746617271804,0.0993238831761412,0.14033383193636548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730061792284056,0.1086635984228502,0.0,0.10795602241717507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395297292765785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293618964812096,0.0655612376316338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894424150895216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839662266236178,0.0,0.0,0.07282735800258873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457127710939017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810684807559057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812468949326515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951916346420575,0.0,0.0784369737654573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584680869988807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880227027588006,0.0,0.0,0.057271670667717586,0.0,0.0,0.18770290143425614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077960829111325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725282807185322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lostinside1,2020/03/25,"How to recognize when it's just anxiety Lately, every single thing is making me anxious.  I'm starting to feel continuously on the edge of a panic attack and every time I get calm about one thing... it seems like it only lasts a very short time before I notice something else and it starts freaking me out.  It's been like this for a couple weeks.  I've had anxiety for a long time but it's not normally this bad.

I wish I could really, truly recognize that this is just my mind messing with me and that the things I'm fearing are not likely to be real.... but I'm having such a hard time believing myself.  It feels real every time.  I don't know what to do.",2.6924762550881947,4.280565276119404,4.6594165535956575,83.35403663500679,75.34328358208955,7.260786974219811,21.883310719131615,8.00094639256281,1.0862029850746264,513,13,102,8,11,176,84,134,0.16399999999999998,0.741,0.094,-0.8247,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,2,7,0,10,0,0,2,0,23,22,7,0,3,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,3,10,4,11,18,1,16,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,16,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056366361716408,0.1518377110645469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529033969568111,0.0,0.0,0.11222131770052088,0.0,0.0,0.1143674886296176,0.15142673169368462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731026707183942,0.1487149285973265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227688721260846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397222645434377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124131634797214,0.13591690713581686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702202872308991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203991463738764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386465472562187,0.10955680011529713,0.15161301468572758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698829956774316,0.0,0.0,0.118942877860317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971538729597807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570923204108887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168690427587332,0.0,0.1530192881675035,0.0,0.0,0.091075297487569,0.10221992661878088,0.0,0.15769356138008533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059612405294945,0.08610233078656576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235590863034786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347038917896384,0.0,0.0,0.1902629938051767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678751617860595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918588407308219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089697250265516,0.0,0.0,0.10781038948119837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455740470874113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,subliminalkid,2020/03/25,"My dad doesn't care about infecting the rest of my family Since Saturday my dad has been having gradually worse cold symptoms, which he only decided to tell the rest of my family (me, my mum and my brother) about yesterday. He has the worst personal hygiene I have ever seen, never covers his mouth when he coughs, and now he's so convinced that since he doesn't have a fever yet that this is no big deal he's been going around the house all day touching things and spraying whatever he has everywhere. He's been coughing in the bathroom and in the kitchen. We've been disinfecting everything but as soon as we do he comes in and coughs everywhere again. The rest of us have been called off work since last week but he works in infrastructure so he was still at work until yesterday. I'm sorry if this is rambling but I'm so angry at him and so terrified. I have horrible health anxiety at the best of times but now I feel like I'm going to be in panic mode for weeks because of his lack of consideration for anyone else. I can't relax at home and I'm not allowed to leave now either.",6.3865514592933925,6.001148788018438,6.9601958525345635,77.36981758832567,65.72811059907835,10.735637480798774,31.44738863287251,10.317481424215053,2.969132411674348,865,29,173,19,12,285,124,217,0.16899999999999998,0.778,0.053,-0.9812,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,4,16,7,0,1,9,0,21,9,1,1,3,25,31,20,0,2,7,4,2,1,0,0,7,0,2,1,6,10,1,0,3,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,7,4,16,5,27,23,8,34,0,0,1,0,24,12,0,1,20,115,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286977660547118,0.0,0.0,0.10316530004106077,0.15117495196006134,0.0,0.13134430126312813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994067238921648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483698149419453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065761291472113,0.0,0.15042963577722765,0.0,0.0,0.12709498855799375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515284819827717,0.15211006526606374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232530099069232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346083680350834,0.0,0.0,0.1326018827125518,0.0,0.278180290031981,0.0,0.07460203216182484,0.10540454831938836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770385527511275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568310114617891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147997377596067,0.0,0.0,0.17024448888376814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026700868907896,0.0,0.15622643650531798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208192009632793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379404102893988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221288673929973,0.0,0.17310959152468391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882861171382898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661465868021985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651619950240131,0.0,0.0,0.11782780641287835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335337869978408,0.0,0.0,0.12895884008605646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802082687156463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603334627055405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747572515001134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366997399497406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32223857115001137,0.0,0.15035863613783512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RingAroundTheRose,2020/03/25,"Trying to assert my right to feel, even if those feeling are negative Over the last week friends and acquaintances have been sending me check-in texts on my mental health and general wellbeing. I'm feeling emotionally suffocated by everyone trying to put a positive spin on this. It's not like I'm going into a rant or vomit sadness, but even the hint of negitivity like ""i'm feeling really lonely right now"" or ""I'm feeling unmotivated to get out of bed"" is shot down with *It's all for the best*, *we're doing the right thing* or something about someone having it worse. I feel like my emotions are being invalidated. Especially when they are texting ME to check-in with my mental health. Its like positivity is the only acceptable response to all this instead of it being ok to feel how i feel. 

seriously i just want one friend to respond with ""damn that sucks, i feel you"". I feel like i'm the only one not wrapped in a comfy blanket righteousness",4.328084714548801,6.3711178674033135,5.935889502762432,73.99727808471455,71.98342541436465,8.583572744014733,29.746224677716388,9.21078282632365,2.8321046777163907,758,32,134,17,15,258,108,181,0.188,0.682,0.13,-0.9136,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,1,8,15,2,0,9,1,11,3,0,1,2,31,30,9,0,2,8,0,10,5,2,0,3,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,11,0,0,3,3,5,0,2,1,10,13,10,24,27,3,17,0,2,0,0,6,10,2,4,9,89,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334732561420282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644255285358294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526352501377935,0.0,0.0,0.11231118114065737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5942999575260294,0.16793622579444362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161684655123944,0.0,0.061407980211156114,0.0,0.06679871256774685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498716475935355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958079506475925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28711203173875083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368983332088801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929157473969455,0.17878363870405245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815666573529182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529690398004013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011266359081925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958831141140112,0.09048535489821403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808604076638892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595991626562536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693260843694894,0.0,0.09428070611629844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119779754627265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mr_loose_cannon,2020/03/25,"Anyone else had a sudden relief from anxiety due to COVID-19 ? This is one thing that affects all society. Our jobs, Our relationsships. And it's not our fault. 

Couple of weeks ago I was in a bad place. Now after everything coming apart I am happier than before.

It's. Just. Not. My. Fault. 

Every failure, every mistake I made since the turn of the year doesn't matter.",1.130103896103897,3.7411532571428623,2.9061038961038967,85.56162337662339,95.0,5.4025974025974035,19.22077922077921,6.980632752743323,0.8095714285714286,288,9,52,5,11,95,58,70,0.158,0.6970000000000001,0.145,0.0108,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,10,8,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,7,1,7,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226299296534176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318292301662747,0.0,0.0,0.16743296375491232,0.24535061926932095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993547243206675,0.0,0.0,0.2037591282883812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626984658787373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26495313115245606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000344760516972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035034391501565,0.0,0.21520730529749094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376227920359113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657873347631524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226135108003287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501801971607511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808019483501207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590836991341189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604589945740977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920768851737379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542015929450742
anxiety,Azu-nyanFanAccount,2020/03/25,Does anyone else have vision problems after high amounts of anxiety? I've had alot of anxiety over the past few weeks and when the anxiety started to go away my vision became blurry and this cause a lot more anxiety for the next couple of weeks and my vision isn't getting better. The past couple of days I've had more floaters than usual and i occasionally see flashes in my peripheral vision. I also have chest pain occasional neck and head pain and my muscles sometimes twitch. I never had any of these problems before anxiety. Are these vision problems caused by anxiety?,5.945660377358492,7.870820311320754,6.498254716981133,72.07304245283022,67.58490566037736,8.69622641509434,31.174528301886788,9.188382445141503,3.056154716981132,467,19,73,9,8,152,66,106,0.242,0.675,0.083,-0.9439,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,6,0,7,6,3,2,1,14,11,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,7,1,13,8,6,16,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,11,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994777940126536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459214921822658,0.0,0.5709661711970752,0.0,0.0,0.0869791396426943,0.1274562983074573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687220746328347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585008635940604,0.0,0.0,0.11001633684483723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555736977331933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752790714140654,0.0,0.08022380458879093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088579807912998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039151803543422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499070283552677,0.0,0.07069594641214907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276640766850201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314290340981062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575528487972004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594028012542263,0.0,0.1322943732400466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647278588400772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749619465949645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570846208738785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912586996106923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302879375790905,0.0,0.08804667553074877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700235774121242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956264098765492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imsorry26262,2020/03/25,"I feel so guilty please help I may or may not have sexually assaulted my sister

I promise you I am a good person. I was probably 9 years old and I have very vague memory of it. I did not touch her or see her naked. I remember playing doctors, we were on a holiday, I remember being in a position on her leg or something that felt good. I really don’t think I would “orgasm” from it so I think it was only for a few seconds. I’m not sure if I knew it was bad or not. She is 4 years younger than me. I feel so horrible I want to hurt myself. Please tell me if I did something wrong if I deserve to be punished. I mean obviously it was wrong but fuck.. does she remember it? I am a female too. It has been many years later. I’m so sorry. I hate myself for this",-0.27456639566395324,1.6747011097561002,2.9291869918699187,90.2896612466125,86.6829268292683,6.571273712737128,20.696476964769648,7.793537801064563,0.8950241192411923,578,19,134,12,18,208,96,164,0.165,0.7240000000000001,0.111,-0.8847,0,0,2,0,0,2,17.0,1,1,0,0,5,13,4,0,5,0,20,4,2,0,2,30,33,13,0,5,12,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,8,0,1,10,5,32,5,10,18,1,8,0,1,1,2,11,3,1,9,5,96,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704087588510845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347579509332706,0.1226687222605443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175411753071146,0.0,0.13459067924126944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959019972514185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514549638959775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839450854089935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395683421508516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006101363438062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211618449416133,0.0,0.15269245930020406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709084411448192,0.0,0.0,0.10660995601834833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239603692421586,0.0,0.3077417058593545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113314092839591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980015934140309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763753150636222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117019048369218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158282441487097,0.0,0.15691524865874407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321139626392215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251976282984885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963789006845954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565965416085378,0.08267927489483456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957681375843144,0.30652030197998176,0.0,0.270805714688313
anxiety,CoronaCrazy,2020/03/25,"What are the non addictive medication options for anxiety First of all I want to say that I am in communication with my healthcare professionals about my anxiety and medication options. I have been working with them for months and I feel frustrated because the medication of my anxiety has been mismanaged. Thankfully my therapist has been around and helping me with my non medication tools. 

My PDoc on the other hand is nice enough but seems to treat me like a number which is frustrating. He prescribed me propranolol and gabapentin for anxiety. Due to my health anxiety one of my tools is to not research medications. Anyways after missing my gabapentin for two days and having 4 panic attacks during one of those days my husband asked if I could research the medication. Come to find out not only is this medication one tons of people abuse recreationally (I even asked my PDoc if it was a drug of abuse and he said no!!) but many claim they had horrible withdrawal from it. 

So I would like to look in to different options that are not recreational drugs too (I really want to avoid benzos). I already take one controlled substance because I literally have no other choice and I just do not want to be on two medications that are meds like that. No judgement to anyone who has to take tons of controlled substances at all it's just something I'm trying to avoid. 

I have panic disorder and severe social anxiety. I have had anxiety since I was 4. My son is autistic and OCD. So he screams and attacks me sometimes. I also have complex PTSD and ADHD. 

Gabapentin has made me feel normal for the first time in a very very long time. I have been able to actually parent my kids in the way they need instead of constantly being afraid they will scream. During this global crisis I need daily medication support along with my normal tools (meditation, running, and setting healthy boundaries). 

A family member mentioned to me that they had great success on cymbalta. I have been reading about buspar and it sounds very interesting. 

SSRI'S can make me a bit impulsive. Not manic per say but I lose what little filter I have. 

Thanks in advance 

TLDR: Looking for medication options for anxiety that I can talk to my PDoc about",5.284771241830068,7.630224432098767,5.837810457516342,74.42455882352942,70.1111111111111,8.912854030501087,32.158678286129266,9.478462496947786,3.3755606390704442,1785,82,294,42,34,576,198,405,0.193,0.696,0.111,-0.9917,2,2,3,0,2,0,34.0,0,0,5,8,13,24,4,5,11,0,40,15,1,4,2,59,63,21,0,11,12,3,3,3,0,2,14,6,0,1,19,21,0,4,5,1,0,3,8,13,0,8,12,11,48,11,51,46,6,29,0,2,2,0,22,13,0,7,14,217,67,6,0.06188264735311121,0.14664163597611465,0.06038853713743771,0.06746121983670766,0.07437091649753039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828904016366573,0.04948753073069834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787204467590063,0.0,0.0,0.0432697858725136,0.0,0.0,0.05508867602738991,0.11570384346362612,0.14080089006639562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544617490497976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755982344445127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330642123063814,0.0,0.06687315757548178,0.138813301989646,0.04940825847461517,0.0,0.0,0.07981837623814486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465419543391038,0.07092287512780486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352844897870815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639413169901117,0.0,0.04087290494758286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583374525099369,0.0,0.06257945173448347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565596185820612,0.10527469645158267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822583717174159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577836037330799,0.0,0.0,0.04147863409056824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069820705042388,0.06202266980259481,0.0,0.05476419557415598,0.10393167646723908,0.06923085341997035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855485718533038,0.041307147634833584,0.06273929155048708,0.0,0.0,0.06873767076507482,0.6234025682356638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939413872235983,0.0,0.0,0.09177039780030903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126371095187932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677331335278782,0.04706454185092868,0.0,0.1452119066153079,0.06871335656805863,0.0,0.0,0.04290163592269353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233750319486452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189939367633756,0.0,0.039643608490150174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058864568616462824,0.09842312992557628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056335638000579225,0.0,0.06990977731374752,0.0,0.051189965368126526,0.0,0.0,0.06308156591095525,0.0,0.04764028524503455,0.061203520567422585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022369487376158,0.0,0.0,0.09305609883810702,0.049738927869410886,0.0,0.1139464549737327,0.0,0.07185052318159017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216853863733333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201425546910609,0.0,0.12090070912728974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317899482428962,0.1094999661989167,0.04911956506876092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505130429183781,0.0,0.0,0.043959657179759484,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Haiwizlabz,2020/03/25,"Think I’m becoming my symptoms....I hate this life, I hate this pandemic, I just want to end it all. I hate life rn ): I’ve had a minor cold for about a week, nothing drastic but my nose is stopped up and I feel like I’m short of breath and you know what that means for an anxiety sufferer, panic attacks, near meltdowns, suicidal thoughts, I’m afraid of this virus so fu**ing much! Idc about the research I’ve done, no one in Italy under 30 has died, so what. I’m 24 years old, male healthy and an athlete, still doesn’t help me I just keep thinking what if I end up in an icu on a respirator or what If they run out and I just die in a hospital bed all alone, my oximeter has been reading normal levels but I’m still panicking I just wish I could sleep for months, I hate my life right now.",0.3029993658845917,2.4902230602409645,1.8920672162333536,97.05867152821816,86.4698795180723,5.422447685478756,21.98985415345593,6.8360192770164,0.4203180722891569,612,22,143,8,19,198,106,166,0.29100000000000004,0.632,0.077,-0.9921,0,1,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,1,1,0,11,9,5,2,8,0,8,6,3,0,2,28,26,11,3,6,9,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,9,5,0,2,6,1,0,1,2,8,0,1,4,3,17,1,17,21,3,23,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,3,11,82,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392799825837516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287628505282843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298960091668734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852180494598805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073707665122775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791365328868982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761899891774512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821746215055345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799676722163499,0.09607202818052177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310818110080969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013863013355856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195313675901512,0.0,0.0,0.07390629818063313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849600883765941,0.06569978591262295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464873654803788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734008239853976,0.0,0.0988577479692212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176114679002512,0.12903650102663375,0.0,0.141113387912973,0.0,0.0911266439680697,0.0,0.0,0.1577824659414522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134515677153208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484457473472955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345764044802223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479066166758376,0.11243070396816228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709851108156435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233779177559802,0.0,0.10676153092621468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793193666188868,0.0,0.10787117088091902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464454116600276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660025055926054
anxiety,Bikoy0615,2020/03/25,"Beta Blocker Atenolol Doctor prescribed 25 mg Atenolol a day for Anxiety, it helped but I don’t like the side effects. I started March 1st, wanted to stop, can I do taper on my own or abruptly?",3.743333333333332,5.382762105263161,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,72.6842105263158,6.119298245614036,33.719298245614034,6.42735559955562,2.073129824561404,152,8,28,1,3,49,34,38,0.111,0.802,0.087,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695774314780621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115656493045331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944830260313944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238181023411257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602289015176856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419473779815748,0.0,0.0,0.4039011592466263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28495048947793394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaybirddddd,2020/03/25,"I’m worried and just want life to be back to normal All this stuff happening right now is too much for me to handle, i’ve been trying to cope by playing games as much as possible and trying to keep my mind off of it. i just want the world to be back to normal. will this ever end??
however on the bright side i’m looking at better days to come, when this all subsides the world i hope will be such a better place. this has made me value my life more than ever and sitting inside this long has made me come to the conclusion that i will never say no to going out to do things with friends and family. life is so precious.",6.975256410256415,4.7699964230769245,7.292307692307691,81.37102564102564,65.53846153846155,10.205128205128208,30.128205128205128,8.344100000000001,1.9230512820512813,485,11,106,5,6,159,80,130,0.016,0.7829999999999999,0.201,0.9729,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,11,7,0,0,5,0,12,3,0,2,5,25,25,8,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,8,7,22,16,5,23,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,1,10,78,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312639133291757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659955224978089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25907591109019823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969818366541939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319091496266078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27205233095364617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417636779094666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618222936621375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546369450065519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329794092680886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936000414586215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366351964583206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186508206080397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308043886598026,0.12628025456530606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845839698825398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183964339086087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109133032148884,0.0,0.11598134273703327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946784427818593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571137604170726,0.0,0.0,0.16952941683350675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842260889967058,0.0,0.11958719732606014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214766153276165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990494242020198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419456536652397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739453554502949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527168940870378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woodlandfae,2020/03/25,"Feeling anxious and ashamed Sorry this is a bit longwinded! I just purchased an item online then immediately afterwards realised it was more than likely a fake...

There was a sale of the fjallraven backpacks on Facebook, I went on the website and it looked just like the actual website...it was the morning, I was probably still tired, feeling down cause of all this Coronavirus/quarantine stuff and got super excited at the thought of getting something I’ve been wanting for ages so I was a bit blinded.

Usually I’m really switched on to this sort of stuff, but I only started realising after..(looking at the actual web address, about page, email they used etc)

the site had the ‘https’ and padlock in the address bar the whole time and I’ve sent an email to try and cancel the order but I’m still freaking out about it...
I transferred all my money from the account into another etc, so they shouldn’t be able to take anything else but the payment...and I’ve planned out sorting stuff with my bank etc..so it should be ok in the end even if it is a bit awkward..

But I still just feel so stupid...my days just been consumed with this one little lapse of judgement...and aaaaaaaarghhhh I just can’t stop beating myself up over it :(( I just can’t relax till it’s all sorted out...I have to wait another 2 weeks to see if I get my money back first before being able to ring the bank to get my money back/cancel my card etc..",3.1540433212996386,5.3029906570397145,4.024340794223825,85.94475667870039,75.64259927797835,6.59806498194946,27.68649819494585,7.554174236665415,1.664796216606498,1120,46,213,15,25,359,152,277,0.076,0.867,0.057,-0.7088,0,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,4,17,10,0,2,22,1,18,3,0,2,3,40,37,17,0,5,12,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,14,11,1,2,4,2,8,2,3,4,0,2,12,7,18,6,33,20,13,34,0,0,3,0,5,15,0,5,18,144,32,1,0.20588210869892434,0.0,0.2009112392389254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158853421625709,0.0,0.11629409040871402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471171658333464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831063324532854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759525528448148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371549095508601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057488192353686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638846395445615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599404180139034,0.0,0.091175219629925,0.0,0.4592259473538232,0.06799159553761386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561502703350763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756160824219053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134735648677992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233136500754493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058359880329257,0.10317398004348084,0.0,0.0,0.17288911857302566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975552256262195,0.07829131053433197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098786745974797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594667537261034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820306924932857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924905288310073,0.0,0.11523408243597155,0.07286220810324832,0.0,0.2466265769335839,0.08606333083143762,0.0,0.0,0.3535286363959816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739886169851208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172369852612031,0.06002575662120155,0.11831559873386628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989021867500947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890801936686794,0.1133750279633187,0.0,0.06071730096606391,0.0,0.0825731044904603,0.0,0.0,0.09542738870424294,0.0,0.1149300109441872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imalwayssadbutitsok,2020/03/25,"im giving myself sickness im 17 btw and ive always been a healthy person


about a month ago, i had mononucelosis and it was pretty bad. i had to be admitted and i guess because i was/am very afraid of needles and i have this extreme disgust when seeing or feeling anything go inside me (like a tube or needle don’t think otherwise), i was pretty traumatised by the number of injections given and the iv drip and i had tubes with cameras stuck down my nostrils to let the doctor see my throat. i also had to take 12-14 pills a day and that really made me felt like dying. 

all these experiences made me super paranoid the minute i got better. i was so afraid of going back and taking medicines. i was afraid of getting the same thing.

but that made me kept thinking and dwelling on it. and a few days ago, i realised i had abit of phlegm in my throat. and the more i thought about it, the worst it got. okay not really but im kinda developing a sorethroat. and w the covid-19 situation, im even more paranoid. i do admit i have been craving and eating sweet stuffs lately because of how anxious i am about the whole covid-19 thing which could be a contributing factor to my sorethroat and phlegm.. 

im also getting panick attacks and i cant stop thinking about whether i got covid-19 or whether im sick with an bacterial infection i just can’t help it. the more i think about it, the more “sick” er i get and shifskkdfb it’s just so tiring.",2.4653125,4.597717961805556,3.483888888888888,89.08333333333336,77.71527777777777,5.933333333333334,25.597222222222207,6.937597516519254,1.062459722222223,1135,43,228,12,27,364,151,288,0.11699999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.7797,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,15,14,2,4,19,1,23,12,3,4,1,48,52,29,1,1,10,0,2,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,15,18,1,2,9,0,0,2,4,8,1,0,22,6,32,6,21,26,9,14,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,5,11,152,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594800672728974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970963788732133,0.07788574964985948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574550085534973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702784266112574,0.0,0.0,0.10648768464909812,0.0,0.07197544236521435,0.07815515239059571,0.1141198536099261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827848371297573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473491176120993,0.0,0.0,0.12073324357598245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714582857265434,0.0,0.0,0.09580731983660404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577991985711223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182433947254641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915623477817675,0.0,0.0,0.04732882667625683,0.0,0.08987419964953942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671215848903316,0.08979316695904106,0.1063942424790606,0.0,0.2245902108584296,0.0,0.1031149925319136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274056512894076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6066481391014013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558901383409497,0.0,0.0,0.09571609168477188,0.0,0.09146004750462143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26571015980157964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747135542296662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173111184854158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045716159564585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992981229765567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918000790457525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052144439159376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825685718049265,0.0,0.0,0.10715380460868963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075661742017162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437223467597774,0.23990980189190214,0.0,0.07431085622686681,0.0,0.1075836459371437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723282851418957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450515179138664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HardcoreJorge,2020/03/25,"How are you dealing with this Quarantine situation? I always described myself as a anxious person, but never had anything serious to worry about. Except for yesterday.

Due to this coronavirus situation.. My father's company, a manufacturer which I'm a manager, suffered a great drop in demand. My college kept with online classes but things are a mess.

Yesterday I felt bad and helpless. Nervous, heart accelerated, couldn't sleep. No patience to talk to anyone, no focus on studies, tired although I didn't do anything besides routine.

Damn, I'm only 22y and this episode made me scared af.",4.5825404530744365,7.86795197087379,5.858470873786409,68.34815938511329,77.83495145631069,7.705177993527508,34.79692556634304,8.59863814320734,3.962948867313916,475,27,65,11,12,158,79,103,0.33899999999999997,0.5870000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9866,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,2,9,1,2,5,0,6,3,2,2,1,13,11,7,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,1,8,1,12,5,0,7,0,2,0,0,5,2,1,0,4,45,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705726489382696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315865261012301,0.0,0.14333759568976584,0.0,0.3373876023219909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116265082340512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134132335943487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682779422867766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600822414355984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429206133443899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939716658092928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810514037587145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559082887775009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899413321883434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052362224704504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608469838446464,0.2051435105305184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647675898834737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618987824104425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356121312619172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818284568530446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shade01,2020/03/25,"I host a podcast about creativity and mental health; this weeks episode was about isolation. I hope some people who are struggling with social distancing can listen and feel slightly better. Not trying to self promote just want to help people who are in similar positions as me (an anxious wreck during all of this)

[Episode Link](https://open.spotify.com/episode/471zFOi3XypUGkwGFhRyYV?si=Qr1kTuV1T9qhlZlTtEYy4Q)",13.466500000000005,16.42784398333334,8.943333333333337,57.66000000000002,50.83333333333334,11.333333333333336,40.0,11.20814326018867,5.33,349,15,39,8,4,95,51,60,0.15,0.637,0.213,0.5118,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,8,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,8,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196537560736899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502469033710841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306837733286665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007633662932853,0.0,0.0,0.18965589211294825,0.0,0.0,0.2810338924054797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851477582645696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923247817783617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951792928530473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884326092465129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29580151032918073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921049542050016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689165583778204,0.0,0.22696598690678715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riejrjrjdjdjjddndjks,2020/03/25,"How to stop thinking about disgusting things I’ve seen? I can’t stop thinking about disgusting things (bugs, poop, horrible pictures I’ve seen online, etc) and they pop into my mind at random times, and sometimes when I’m eating, and those thoughts put me off my food. I keep on thinking about gross things that definitely won’t happen, but I keep picturing it in my head and I feel like throwing up. How can I stop this?",3.777195767195767,5.887582098765434,3.9277954144620817,87.51222222222223,73.69135802469134,7.097707231040566,26.386243386243386,7.957251820313856,1.5515947089947093,334,12,65,5,7,103,55,81,0.183,0.755,0.062,-0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,2,0,20,14,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,5,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,3,10,1,10,10,1,13,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,1,6,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445568425950588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119419145953904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608861012058648,0.1357627433851727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297939561610725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804942893938862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950331793058933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378279129098389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928426654900643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918835818465157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104005718340727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795182964409865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766392809808078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787571763405254,0.3653048422653396,0.0,0.15086845360762888,0.11081232545017668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bobrase,2020/03/25,"Why do I feel anxious when recalling memories and watching pictures? My girlfriend recently broke up with me after a long (8 yr) relationship. I find that when I look at pictures of us together and recall (good!) memories I get anxious. I dont feel sad or excited, just a feeling of anxiety that starts to creep up on me. Does anyone else have this? Why could this be? I have had issues with anxiety and panic attacks for the past 2 years or so. I am doing better luckily. However for some reason I can’t seem to recall these kinds of memories without getting anxious...",3.016868686868688,5.576169777777778,4.955757575757578,77.01954545454547,78.07407407407408,8.37171717171717,31.11447811447812,9.095868883498916,3.377618518518519,448,23,76,12,11,153,76,108,0.142,0.708,0.15,0.4496,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,4,8,1,1,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,17,18,8,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,5,12,4,15,15,1,12,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,4,8,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350752355914965,0.5207236370621158,0.0,0.10743180300954112,0.15742694154416342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479279340263526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358860696518584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267262674071093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445533258237535,0.0,0.18007020334109514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283502599748504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330618188518053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404282845241129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054581393101622,0.0,0.0,0.12886971242416045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036493422887738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999709763353015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359705427762713,0.12902267907653925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026870981172927,0.0,0.0,0.146671055295485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797212986321996,0.15170540256912765,0.16495668731166638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987217736475166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875036405420327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848154092093254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772805169379833,0.0,0.0,0.14810780994030304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894201706470494
anxiety,PlusieGaming_Reddit,2020/03/25,"I don’t wanna go in the shower because of my anxiety As you read in the title I’ve been not wanting to go in the shower because of my anxiety. I know that it is stupid but I keep thinking I’m gonna die when I am in the shower or something, I keep thinking a shark is gonna kill me while I am in the shower (even tho the closest lake is 3 minutes away from my house) or that a bomb is gonna go off or something is gonna attack me while I am in the shower. Even tho I know it is not gonna happen I start having a panic attack over it and rush when I am in the shower.

I life with my family so I can’t sing, put on music or listen to an audio book so that cuts those options out. I would use my phone but it doesn’t have a water proof case so I’m not risking it getting damaged just because of my anxiety. 

I try telling myself happy thoughts or tell myself nothing is gonna happen to me but nothing works. 

Once or twice it has ended up being so bad I didn’t take a shower at all, I really need some help sense with the coronavirus it is very important to be healthy and it isn’t gonna be good if I keep doing this.

Any suggestions on what to do?",2.092156862745096,2.6325150196078444,4.372647058823532,88.94524509803922,75.27450980392156,6.9215686274509824,23.970588235294123,6.937597516519254,0.730647058823529,890,25,206,8,18,312,126,255,0.183,0.736,0.081,-0.9823,7,0,2,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,0,1,11,11,5,2,15,0,27,2,0,1,2,36,56,23,2,5,14,0,0,0,0,8,1,2,7,0,14,5,1,3,5,3,0,5,8,9,0,1,3,2,29,2,28,42,2,27,0,1,0,0,7,16,0,9,6,144,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671974601741339,0.0,0.2926633370137665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901507515212069,0.11981168750736307,0.0,0.10647605061613977,0.2332097936784088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234833333257526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294717950486298,0.0,0.0,0.16845495908163202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202169651030546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662529910252854,0.0,0.21742210975772028,0.10695991287827383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553564127499395,0.13575018692705734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547571572719685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471439675095199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400438584926433,0.14108487112145146,0.0,0.14016618012448262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007298894892823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455639760730032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244722762346006,0.0,0.0,0.13580741506986596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962030358753636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819544248975542,0.0,0.0,0.12755711690051924,0.0,0.08169424774946686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634626684551745,0.0,0.0,0.09026115792384892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588113043453164,0.0,0.22292075943372608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342267546153474,0.0,0.1012387059191843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657947966960015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013858879211924,0.0,0.10521950641214543,0.07521613788374104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283797702644693,0.0,0.0,0.09058840154566604,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymouscanadian32,2020/03/25,"Escitalopram reaction? I have been taking Escitalopram for several months. I was prescribed 1 pill (10mg) per day and everything was going along fine.  My prescription was getting low and I do not have a family Dr so I started taking half a pill a day (5mg) for quite a while.  I had a Dr appoint by phone the other day to have my prescription refilled and the Dr I spoke to wanted me to go up to 15mg per day due to my struggles with anxiety.
Long story short yesterday was my 2nd dose of 15mg and everything was fine.  Last night I had a few beers (4) and went to bed.  I woke up around 3am feeling nauseous and in my half a sleep brain figured that the beer i had was messing with my stomach.  I tossed and turned for a while then at 4am i was completley overtaken with nausea.  I got up to get some ginger ale and then bolted down to the basement bathroom so I wouldnt wake anyone up.  I ended up sitting down on a chair in the basement in cold sweats and feeling very nausous for over half an hour but never did throw up.  The feeling seemed to calm down so I went back to bed but couldnt sleep until around 6am.  It is now 2pm and I dont have any further nausea but my stomach is upset and all I've had is ginger ale and coffee today (slept till 11am) 
Is this a normal side effect of going up in dosage?  I have had beer on these meds before and had no issues but it seems the extra 5mg and beer threw me into a tail spin... or have I caught the rona!?? (No actual Roma symptoms) 
Any insight would be appreciated",2.397917981072556,3.697311542586753,4.282013880126183,86.94713438485806,75.52996845425865,6.964744479495268,23.7210094637224,7.554174236665415,0.9726038864353308,1177,35,254,15,25,401,164,317,0.038,0.9079999999999999,0.055,0.593,0,0,4,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,2,20,0,31,19,8,1,2,43,54,28,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,2,7,1,2,0,6,21,4,0,8,4,0,8,7,4,0,3,23,5,27,3,44,27,4,57,0,1,0,0,2,25,0,4,23,167,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.12703613859408813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770526651143194,0.0,0.0995867457705514,0.0,0.0,0.09102433633268807,0.0,0.0,0.2317742079710613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009978347679707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077292671785956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532306060246572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335819305676073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256907445702736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530014827572198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399337501216,0.0,0.12272138146701304,0.0,0.1974675728340023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602653734447825,0.0,0.22195154941789494,0.0,0.10411621306362984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820030753118744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587328240150964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611343779627394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152045117953227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445997648539388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390781015589874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040223853515992,0.0,0.0,0.12216437789947478,0.1275479943805939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846162286006058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702054250925736,0.0,0.14706546276653015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605464645774225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921415208222181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136091584024969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530605266467946,0.19575714248746434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233946776000315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415976077308783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741148866224062,0.07678307584784883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413548793591915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247558173709182,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myftmtransaccount,2020/03/25,"Read somewhere that the postal service may be put on hold by June And now it’s all I can FUCKING think about.

I’m terrified of running out of food and starving to death or something and I haven’t been eating right. 

I’m paralyzed with anxiety and I can’t get the thought out of my head. I don’t even know if it’s true or not but it’s overwhelming me entirely.",0.3420634920634917,2.5803890649350687,2.151861471861473,94.87318903318905,86.92207792207792,6.01962481962482,24.139971139971138,7.3871296695380915,1.072891486291486,286,12,65,5,9,94,57,77,0.11699999999999999,0.856,0.027000000000000003,-0.6486,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,7,4,1,0,2,19,14,8,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,10,10,1,8,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,4,2,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373577786713721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31748644838410905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049322028261722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751830000729132,0.0,0.0,0.28684212649780283,0.1621046882023497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184293205451115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051777051407874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31190977772248946,0.0,0.0,0.3103566804455005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26497120436936245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23886309551651985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881022830470474,0.0,0.2463218788974399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alenah2599,2020/03/25,"How do I make a life worth living with debilitating anxiety? Hi. I've just turned 26 but, I have yet to start ""living"", I need advice on how to get out of this situation. I have anxiety amongst other disorders but my biggest concern is that it's mostly my anxiety hindering me from finding any purpose,not just for me, but for my son as well. I have been on various meds before since I was 15 which haven't worked to the point where I could be calm enough to work efficiently and hold down a job(menial jobs). I don't know what to do! I am living with my parents and I hate it, I'm stuck here with them, with my son's father and son. I won't get too much into that, it's kinda a mess, basically I've been wanted to be out on my own and I feel so so trapped bc I can't be independent. I don't want to be with my son's father(he knows this) but I feel bc 1. He pays NO rent(Ik I don't either) he is a very strong aggressive personality and 2. my parents are intellectually disabled somewhat, so he takes advantage of that, there's slim chance he'll leave. It kills me knowing he knows I can't go nowhere else to escape because i can't even fucking take care of myself, let alone my son and I. The whole situation is unhealthy and toxic. I need to get out of this..what can I even do? I don't want to live anymore but my son is too close to me for me to do that to him. I plan on trying to go back on meds, but if they don't do enough again what do I do with my life, I'm not only ruining mine, but my son's. Working makes me so anxious I will stress days before starting a job, I cry and dry heave/puke before going into work everyday I cannot stop the intrusive thoughts during,it causes me to fuck up what I'm doing, making me even more anxious. The paycheck wasn't even enough a motivator for me to deal with the anxiety, I felt I was just existing and going through the motions cause I HAD to. I'd really like advice from someone who's been through this specific issue with anxiety and what's worked for them. There's nobody in my life who can relate/help. I'm really desperate it only gets worse the older I get, whilst still being in the same place I was at 16. Please any honest help is appreciated, I'm sorry if I sound like an asshole, I'm willing to try working again, while medicated. In the meantime I need help alleviating my anxiety enough that working is manageable, or at least enough that the benefit of having a check outweighs the mental anguish of it all. Thank you for reading, and for ALL genuine help!",2.779406333069065,4.13997324665392,4.659447838455439,84.37666231404191,74.65965583173997,7.702821433568065,25.94921419577485,8.331364938255728,1.5946455160192134,1980,69,421,34,41,677,239,523,0.157,0.716,0.126,-0.9348,6,2,0,0,0,1,60.0,0,1,3,11,25,19,5,2,19,0,50,6,0,9,2,73,94,29,1,9,15,10,3,2,0,4,4,1,0,1,23,25,0,2,10,1,3,5,14,9,1,0,11,4,64,10,61,72,17,40,0,1,0,2,28,22,2,6,15,283,87,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287554202834007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823238036959088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960206510390625,0.0,0.3023906385907579,0.1488525367391038,0.06533580211008276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050658075721049946,0.0,0.040160171271422206,0.0,0.16817848494596568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716961055135996,0.13535494318781022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260025773506178,0.0,0.07236668971230954,0.04248750403009678,0.06791995335276976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550481693158273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055034745194697934,0.0,0.0,0.3403610911855112,0.0,0.17405392547710402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662237026313905,0.0,0.06325565861913368,0.0,0.0602136283824236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181101218018647,0.17209933901770355,0.0,0.14976573716462074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504340297839586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663337353071545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687621769927081,0.19612883844236886,0.0,0.07288706660223666,0.0,0.1448249075171167,0.0,0.0,0.06975798913339873,0.0,0.06736732503409454,0.13960014051963476,0.06437181710437329,0.0,0.2326949274945489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192733435497295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635687676417009,0.06636772226801455,0.06639209825734863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484297839272128,0.1465487772421329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021025261650786,0.0,0.0,0.14630510675368366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575243543732639,0.06883115188575221,0.07231705939240185,0.06227841340772761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589837734702242,0.0,0.08440953348724663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449707103511331,0.14810499502862925,0.0,0.0,0.055820375491450115,0.0,0.0,0.07374788103640427,0.09326118352586828,0.0,0.052612291640422734,0.0550790890124039,0.07546594644676806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906794802772974,0.0,0.0,0.06065395831239765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230179708427922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945713669940973,0.07165911938274132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435835260546549,0.11657416435762025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059234525608064185,0.0,0.0,0.0735532803789544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357327708257936,0.0,0.06713790790112988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raspberrycream99,2020/03/25,"Why should anyone care? I Don't see why I should have more support /help when there are millions of people out there in the situation I'm in right now with my mental health . I know that mental health is a relative subject for each individual but is it weird that I sometimes wish (even though I do struggle a lot) that I was sicker ? Obviously not in that kind of way because I would never wish that on myself or anyone else , not even my worst enemy. It's just I feel like if I was sicker then people wouldn't judge me or make me feel uncomfortable for not being able to hold it all together because they would know I wasnt in a stable mindset ? Because I feel like sometimes people aren't really fully aware of how panicky I feel so they expect me to have my s*** together ? Sorry this is so jumbled up and confusing , just needed to vent a bit",4.813119956966112,5.444880532544378,5.9722323830016135,79.6089564281872,69.11834319526629,8.51231845077999,27.197955890263586,8.575989854853784,1.8582970414201183,666,20,130,10,11,223,99,169,0.132,0.743,0.125,0.3748,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,12,9,0,2,5,0,18,4,0,2,3,36,32,11,0,10,9,0,4,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,5,21,5,16,23,6,13,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,5,6,97,30,0,0.12929554939571364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081290881749126,0.1324785697970338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364521005011761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115725268642007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182542970558214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080098406775918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170796981921001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615028586842056,0.1847375326455403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748702457503543,0.0,0.0,0.08666408132673671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464141816043748,0.14211490515429648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633454892856072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099224524436346,0.0,0.0,0.08630578321803398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605990063062235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587101157896404,0.09972069851175906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689117623692289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283003974465296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041769272505987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303181291717198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453336147919415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557532088619965,0.14473578196596099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351677813018997,0.0,0.0,0.14672305723267473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127032220811928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262878889787264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333382453868052,0.0,0.2973670017502683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369569724034995,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DakotaTR,2020/03/25,"https://www.airmidhempextracts.com/shop/affiliate/DakotaR23/ Anything related to CBD, please reply. Im getting feedback from personal experiences. **https://www.airmidhempextracts.com/shop/affiliate/DakotaR23/**",39.4815,43.28941606666668,22.901250000000008,-65.78812499999995,121.66666666666669,14.083333333333336,55.20833333333334,7.645422480735847,11.497833333333334,191,8,6,5,8,48,14,15,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665140271669735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43567213702189056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326953570054671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810923878386499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888931315424369,0.0,0.4888991453700315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThaBallGod,2020/03/25,"Chest Pain To start off, I know there are plenty of posts about anxiety chest pain, but I wanted to explain my specific experience.

It started for me about a month ago. And it began with me smoking marijuana. I started to notice on inhales that it was really irritating my chest, especially on larger inhales. I've been smoking for a over a year now, but not everyday. I could totally ignore the chest pain though, I thought it was just because I hadn't smoked in a while and my chest was ""recovering"". And up to this past week, I've been smoking less and just using my dab pen because of this virus. My chest started to feel very tense and tight and uncomfortable, but I could deal with it. Fast forward to today, and I have this chest pain/tenseness almost all the time. I originally thought it was marijuana related, but after research I think it is anxiety. All I am doing is overreacting about it and thinking about it all the time. It is super annoying but I'm nervous it will never go away. I don't even consider myself to have bad anxiety. I also feel like marijuana worsens the chest feeling. Does anyone have the same thing? Is there any way I can get rid of it? I am going to be taking a break off marijuana as well. This Covid 19 quarentining probably isn't helping either.

Thanks everyone🥰",3.4288226086956537,5.725671763999998,5.074730434782612,78.03919130434784,75.36,8.187826086956523,28.469565217391306,8.964715089967882,2.6236713043478264,1031,44,188,24,23,348,136,250,0.18899999999999997,0.762,0.049,-0.9884,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,13,11,1,1,10,0,25,11,8,2,5,42,47,17,0,3,9,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,18,10,0,2,9,0,0,3,5,7,1,0,10,6,23,4,29,33,7,34,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,22,137,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716262222928953,0.0,0.1210549245235347,0.0,0.0,0.0966765295070246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221005995487048,0.0,0.2774439685012797,0.0,0.0,0.08452983345301104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358112155098672,0.0,0.10093897764821616,0.1473881247800639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304333385738226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463336488479625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579257307119773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984739878628909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825464468384972,0.0,0.0,0.1833784426949374,0.08636459072073223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316058435676472,0.0,0.13741034000958632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103072295907439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643855984867074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590612608918963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649408323992367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323863093785356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376352623955501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145464052656562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154041869278098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578020912455765,0.0,0.1303409994047818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774459026217987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422692314170586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089502499212593,0.0,0.0,0.11130023718940027,0.0,0.0,0.08031464229815652,0.15492420774595395,0.11877484344037754,0.19194798106762007,0.14098508759749034,0.0,0.11459058057172468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441105288900177,0.0,0.0997477774995721,0.07130467383696558,0.09595768896985073,0.09697150877455477,0.0,0.10869557294221273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778498730328645
anxiety,Foxywoxy,2020/03/25,"Advice for stopping when you start to sprial Hi everyone,

I know this is preaching to the choir - but I’m terrified. I’m 9 hours from my family and friends, in a town/state that I absolutely hate. I don’t feel safe here. I can’t move. I’m going to be laid off soon, and loved ones have health issues that could cause trouble if they get the virus.

I don’t have a support system. I’ve told my friends I need to talk - they have their own things going and don’t reply.

I keep spiraling. One bad thought turns into an hour of assuming the worst and making myself so anxious that I feel like I’m dissociating and going to pass out.

Do you have any advice for stopping the spiral before it happens?",2.198396072013093,4.198374404255322,3.6201418439716337,88.42615384615387,78.00709219858156,6.3242771412984204,22.193671576650306,7.321109707123232,0.7502499727223131,545,16,113,7,13,179,93,141,0.195,0.655,0.15,-0.8055,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,0,4,10,1,0,7,0,12,2,0,2,0,22,34,9,0,3,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,5,1,0,5,4,4,0,2,2,3,16,6,13,30,2,17,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,2,8,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309263985975384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760980681305113,0.0,0.0,0.17876811994849034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212523978931748,0.0,0.0,0.13465206227230148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255785255329766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634314994018886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512067600383702,0.0,0.0,0.1491762255368385,0.0,0.16002355269669802,0.11304792780893265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24451434537943306,0.0,0.08267477586759994,0.0,0.26979727573482737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993264453395826,0.0,0.0,0.1562309534016192,0.0,0.1682035656394254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31167246915819696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516325987909766,0.0,0.1406525257158469,0.0,0.0,0.08696551972079215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730891910553389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281934490018142,0.0,0.10562758754005942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681859224318356,0.0,0.11733424216229195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445739126929927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200431519895487,0.0,0.0,0.2645943537658592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795708467512189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718871329775536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051287779951546,0.0,0.0,0.12562626260205076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512067600383702,0.0,0.0,0.1721215684979561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dpvtank,2020/03/25,"I created something to help me and others deal with anxiety due to the Coronavirus I thought I'd share something I've been working on for the last 2 weeks to help me and my wife deal with all the anxiety, numbness, and uncertainty we have been facing living here in California.

I put together the best parts that I can find related to Mindfulness and Cognitive Behavior Therapy and put it together into a cohesive mini-program that takes around 15-30 minutes to take.

I made the CBT portion especially focused on issues related to the Coronavirus and the anxiety coming up about health, the economy, job security, and family matters.

The two of us went through it multiple times and it made a difference to us. I've seen a lot of anxiety about this topic on hackernews as well, so I figured I should share here as well.

I'm just a solo maker who's in between jobs and doing only some side work with a company to keep things afloat. I figured I should charge something for it, so priced it at $1.99. If you feel you can't pay that, just type in 50OFF to get it under a dollar if you want, and FULLOFF if you want it for free. Relying on the honor system here.

You can get it at https://www.coronacalmness.com/",7.848132183908043,7.151302491379313,8.37844827586207,69.42804597701151,62.8793103448276,12.388505747126436,37.86781609195402,11.698219412168324,4.546800574712645,966,43,175,27,12,323,134,232,0.048,0.7929999999999999,0.159,0.9709,3,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,3,5,0,4,12,9,0,0,16,0,9,3,1,3,1,40,24,17,0,7,5,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,17,0,2,5,0,4,4,1,1,2,1,7,2,20,9,36,15,6,23,0,0,1,0,16,14,0,5,4,124,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37376661311384624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873618277486784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818509945347736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521829856878112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518551273196498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761697900251384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514874482709947,0.0,0.061760884381833435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163958670486147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276328937236048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983589971606774,0.0,0.0,0.1637442996626538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274890955190016,0.2424228872302049,0.10856932285729116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956560972069736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785749933893758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384449195696603,0.0,0.2311557333523391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333303289872165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289783298428766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227263624060362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455817160680407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821027734234525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836777664895351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968504101898538,0.0,0.08114863335484683,0.0,0.0,0.09697058900564204,0.07122454171854233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931927351766293,0.0,0.29385413302939123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409020990723312,0.0,0.0979784655231326,0.0,0.2196485458588686,0.11323092636297125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784805194039674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,natecorey22,2020/03/25,"Depersonalization I’ve always struggled with anxiety and depression but the one thing that sucks just as much and is obviously related is the of feeling depersonalization. For me I just always feel like life is just not fully real, I can’t explain it but It just feels like I’m always going through the motions and I don’t feel any real Happiness anymore. But like I’m not sad though at the same time If that makes any sense. I know being a recovering pill addict, hypochondriac, and being on antidepressants since I was 13 doesn’t help and I’m 21 now. But sometimes it’s honestly scary how “out of it” I can feel but I know it’s all correlated with just feeling anxious. It’s just a lot.",3.0558632478632504,5.435662392592594,4.8051851851851834,79.10794871794873,76.92592592592592,7.709401709401709,25.94017094017094,8.617729084823388,2.055529914529916,553,21,105,12,13,187,79,135,0.106,0.6940000000000001,0.2,0.9391,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,1,6,0,10,3,0,2,2,39,25,14,0,1,14,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,9,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,1,6,8,5,10,22,4,7,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,2,5,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878850971714873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864950784720628,0.0,0.0,0.21058061133845407,0.0,0.1184451970380075,0.17491482004042366,0.1535506255874194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333556073983493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697228610487811,0.221222418788538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799395542141687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482034752886035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037798730914797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701820015343595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936162724772287,0.22692763693146945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163167473610796,0.0,0.0,0.1033508126124342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381850959076953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491740924225396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524628694106889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280777013500888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531316962696991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186284992373595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286275477635802,0.0,0.15212055043527606,0.0,0.09028312943751277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GenericOblivionGuard,2020/03/25,"Need some advice My college is making me start online classes due to the college being shut at the moment and I really don't want to and its making me so anxious, what should I do?",6.023513513513514,5.324713108108114,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216219,66.56756756756758,8.481081081081081,29.31081081081081,7.1686216300943375,1.8454972972972967,143,4,26,1,2,49,29,37,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.4796,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,10,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,21,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049703931295624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681812244399856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532625535626371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072901878707906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654906634996257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933314812927393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444380467750138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gilligan1050,2020/03/25,"Buspirone for immediate relief? I went to talk to my psychiatrist/medication provider yesterday about getting something to help with random panic attacks. These are not a normal occurrence for me and have only started happening in the last 2 weeks (for obvious reasons). It has only happened a few times and usually subside within 30 minutes or so but are quite debilitating. I am male, 38, and these are not caused by any other medications or supplements I take. Before this I had only had one panic attack about 7 years ago when my wife was in a coma, so I’m assuming stress is the common factor. I told him these don’t happen often and didn’t want or need to take something daily for it. He prescribed me Buspirone, a drug that I had never heard of and assured me I could take it as needed if another one occurs. I went home and looked it up because I like to research what drugs I’m putting in my body and upon doing so every source I can find says Buspirone offers no immediate anxiolytic relief and needs to be taken every day and can take 2-6 weeks to fully work. Was he misleading me about this or are all these sources wrong? The thought of having to take a pill every day for this on the off chance it might work eventually actually increases my anxiety. Any advice or information would be greatly appreciated. TIA, Stay safe and stay healthy everyone.",7.724836020011117,7.525327011673156,8.328040578098946,68.05074902723739,62.92996108949415,10.922623679822124,35.866870483602,10.451354775682146,3.843146970539189,1090,45,185,23,14,365,159,257,0.105,0.763,0.132,0.8303,0,0,4,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,8,12,2,3,9,0,24,6,1,2,4,41,47,22,0,8,9,1,0,1,0,2,5,2,1,1,15,11,0,1,5,0,0,4,6,6,0,2,12,3,19,6,29,30,3,28,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,10,15,126,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.09493954783211957,0.0,0.0,0.09506920210019099,0.08624039052719364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231904050653684,0.10201548129481598,0.0744254408089226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135944122707327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059306170265724226,0.0,0.08278535297926255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806559805575383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994209502682017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776769556128957,0.0,0.0,0.12548607580105722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256475598352633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459092870022124,0.09296333670191456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891993196518548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082922895632898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726092133696276,0.0,0.0,0.2580957136988841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521043482623391,0.0,0.0975883039500756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930311732380398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753024980526715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169784231382429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806559805575383,0.09800793453727172,0.0,0.10320773050374228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641458340941575,0.07503489348269822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532207958618512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318504190402795,0.22197687843060535,0.0,0.22829419965118655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780181980785116,0.0,0.10347830162280587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002878755825703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736772485554402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979489002898164,0.0,0.0,0.06886130529657264,0.20739320552260326,0.0,0.0,0.11144365493333606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657442440857644,0.07819681590943474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723620654204888,0.05672971022910915,0.0,0.0,0.09296333670191456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714954455575294,0.0,0.05738328150422349,0.0,0.1560779423414121,0.0,0.0,0.18037483953014108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165438215467885,0.0,0.0,0.0691109633274093,0.1063697087187189,0.0,0.06265060814284244
anxiety,marcellecraig_lmft,2020/03/25,"Free IG Live on Productivity... Or not during social distancing! I am a California Licensed Marriage and Family Therapist and will be doing a live talk on being productive or not during this time of social distancing.

Check it out if you're free and are being challenged by the pressure that you should be doing something or having difficulty doing much of anything.

Friday, March 27th
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anxiety,career_whatcareer,2020/03/25,"There is no way this is just anxiety. Can someone give me their opinion/experience on this? Just to provide a quick context: So I was diagnosed with ADD-pi, general anxiety, and mild depression. I've had panic attacks (rarely), a couple derealization type experiences, and I never felt fully ""in reality"" (I always thought it was just brain fog. And that ""never fully in reality never scared me. I think it was really just depersonalization before I even knew what that meant). Anyways, then about a year ago, I smoked too much weed, and had a REALLY bad experience. Since that day, I've pretty much had frustrating weird symptoms after frustrating weird symptom. I've been to a psychiatrist (who I didn't care for), a psychologist (Who I liked, but the CBT we were doing didn't seem to help much. He and my GP also told me I'm not suffering from schizophrenia or BP, which for some reason is my main anxiety fear), gotten a full brain scan (Came back as everything fine, other than some minor sinus thing my GP wasn't concerned about), blood work, etc. I also have an appt. With a nuerologist in late April. My GP and psychologist keep saying they feel it's just anxiety (And my psychologist thinks it's also DPDR). However, I'm struggling to agree with this. I've been having nonstop symptoms (That switch up every few weeks it seems), and I just cannot accept this is all just anxiety, especially because I don't feel anxious AT ALL, mentally. Most of my symptoms are physical, and the mental symptoms are kind of weird. Here's the list:

- Always around 10am or so, as well as around 4 or 5pm, my body starts to feel really ""Heavy"", and like my whole body is ""congested"", from head to toe. And sometimes I feel more congested in my chest. I feel weighed down physically, and go between mild and moderate fatigue, etc. When this happens at work, there's really nothing I can do to shake it. I get up and walk around, get water, eat something, etc. But it just sticks around u til it seems to just go away (Or I consciously stop noticing it somehow)

- When I'm walking around, I definitely experience what I THINK is depersonalization/derealization. It mostly feels like I'm not connected to myself, and that surroundings feel weird. It feels like at any second the mirage of reality is just going to fall away (It never does, but it's a fear). Also I get a lot of horrible intrusive thoughts when this happens, and it definitely scares me, because I feel like at any second I'm going to just lose control and act them out. I should mention, I've had these types of horrible intrusive thoughts before, and when I told my GP, she told me to try to shift my focus in life on something else, and they'll go away on their own. That is exactly what happened, but since the whole weed incident, they've been back again.

- This one is hard to explain. But it's like I'll get this random fear that I'm going to start hearing voices (Like schizophrenia). And because of that, I feel like in my head, there's a lot of thoughts/chatter going on in the background. But there's NO SOUND/HALLUCINATIONS. Again, hard to explain. So I'm not hearing voices, or ""hearing thoughts"" really, but it's like my head ""feels"" full of ""busy-ness"", without any actual sound/hallucinations/thoughts. I cannot explain it. And no, I don't hear voices outside my head, or have visual hallucinations. This symptom happened maybe once or twice a day.

- Nausea. Usually when my body gets that ""heavy""/""fatigue"" feeling, it's accompanied with nausea. 

- My body CONSTANTLY feels tense. And when I try to focus on intending, it seems like my body resists it. And sometimes when I try to intense, my body actually feels MORE fatigued.

- There's probably more I can't think of, but those are the symptoms I'm feeling right now

Things I've tried:

CBD (Hemp flower, Hemp vape oil, and my Marijuana Medicals program CBD which has 2.2% THC). CBD doesn't help much at this point. Sometimes it can help my body try to relax physically, but again, my body fights it no matter what I do.

I Excercise by playing football for a few hours on the weekend. I don't go to the gym during the week. Even when I did, I didn't feel much of a difference

I've tried meditation in the past, didn't seem to have a huge effect, at least not physically. Mentally didn't notice a huge change. Although I could only stick to a routine for 2 weeks at most. I know you're supposed to do it at LEAST 8 weeks consistently, but that's hard for me to do

CBT with a psychologist. Didn't seem to really make much of a difference.

My GP said I could try low a low dose SSRI, but I really wanted it to be a very last resort. I'm hesitant to take medication, because I don't want HAVE to be on it my whole life. So I haven't taken it yet

Can anyone offer some insight, or if they've experienced any of this?",5.030506465517242,6.140629313577591,5.984827586206897,77.98043103448276,68.9030172413793,9.205172413793104,29.693965517241374,9.47609994337876,2.6161456896551725,3785,141,724,79,64,1252,356,928,0.12,0.8,0.08,-0.9803,2,0,3,0,1,0,177.0,1,0,5,5,54,41,4,8,33,0,61,38,17,5,7,144,144,66,0,6,36,0,20,10,0,2,18,9,0,0,60,37,3,3,42,4,0,14,29,24,1,4,33,32,76,17,98,105,33,101,0,7,1,0,29,44,0,25,52,469,136,5,0.0,0.0,0.07389891309208851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03356383756886161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111817593086695,0.06301117323988956,0.0,0.0,0.10299431057025717,0.0,0.14482792755408053,0.04277514245988485,0.0,0.02647514161858893,0.0,0.0,0.16853336225222554,0.0,0.04307536343621208,0.10672242528191404,0.05822961309714236,0.03161456279879744,0.09232530852245402,0.0,0.06443834782034492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33646379917832114,0.0,0.08453670226904783,0.0,0.04330592397107635,0.03860451052097677,0.0,0.04005471686986632,0.0,0.0,0.04091714996023955,0.042467298538844615,0.06046208058885848,0.041895404060444674,0.0,0.04883783850691703,0.0,0.032611902770563264,0.03843080361101767,0.0,0.07911890229325358,0.0,0.0,0.03313473172535995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038743962471638915,0.031630217630389056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266839220954739,0.05001716209267292,0.0,0.031901754754594,0.0,0.03402940351367228,0.14815164479419965,0.0,0.1278213852259969,0.3063199530435495,0.10819918491541328,0.03635503792010923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989109612103828,0.03632225936355658,0.17215026047032472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339307882513543,0.0,0.10175516876703504,0.0,0.15543609760808655,0.0,0.17070032330538587,0.0,0.07613761123724498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037288064205484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0336549482456465,0.0,0.03942916063723433,0.02080886959166247,0.030863925038943668,0.04271184185065655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348842578444837,0.1849826484225356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04235973466727516,0.0,0.06438063553184338,0.0,0.0,0.02527427768453273,0.0,0.038039121571994905,0.0,0.0,0.07628727966465655,0.11447294846495035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700481850051746,0.0,0.11681111189105695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036331189472716185,0.08621602373461287,0.0,0.04032354719604725,0.025657386411410348,0.02879700894265042,0.0,0.044424830338572883,0.0,0.0,0.03614513441565333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579338403026789,0.0,0.0,0.03852094015282593,0.0408234143732019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979494802647951,0.03893013421311969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03233534675385969,0.03601699798167888,0.03011069099118976,0.07581622991541997,0.0,0.0,0.20681784725720245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264239839618528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03208174433729733,0.05829856899816423,0.1123443420325346,0.0,0.05360016696643232,0.0,0.0,0.03165570343212466,0.0,0.039583303820972214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754837810780331,0.02846874956200442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050309847826022526,0.09704598181899574,0.0,0.15029752735146454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854100893496917,0.0,0.1799485111331518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041701456673167284,0.03124147330668378,0.04466591878358212,0.030054399743748836,0.12148773150969107,0.0,0.03404396494591978,0.0,0.0,0.12682022552760844,0.0,0.03649920352393541,0.0,0.05513037040408455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024382946580392643
anxiety,thenabane,2020/03/25,"Stomach issues Had a panic attack last night and I got so nauseous I started gagging. I didn’t throw up anything but since then I’ve been feeling bloated and nauseous. I haven’t had this happen in a while but any time I did I would kind of suck it up because stuff like antacids didn’t work. So I’m wondering if anyone else who might experience this knows if there’s anything I can do that might help? I’m still stressing/feeling shitty about something and I can’t get it out of my head, so maybe some easy distractions?",2.5702857142857134,4.7887666476190525,3.226904761904766,90.62892857142859,77.76190476190476,5.342857142857143,26.690476190476193,6.2581,0.9485047619047616,418,17,83,3,10,131,73,105,0.153,0.726,0.121,-0.5352,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,2,2,0,13,3,2,0,0,15,23,12,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,1,9,2,7,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,6,8,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483642666888065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835901544144704,0.18809297297907615,0.30213106511101673,0.0,0.0,0.20884161150520708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190483768696133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335228992258848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957032615514287,0.0,0.0,0.1856407802703376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959096935550864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468206760826464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623336370103713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839960084506271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304559697632945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160327288859708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911637834459977,0.1008873173074879,0.14963708552462812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968484840359288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184424478765036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894854204314009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227150343487024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215384210802815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518540806856272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413240205860788,0.0,0.0,0.1299344260065778,0.0,0.14660221234041765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101479932363461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070433141572421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907787189096227,0.13364385671542525,0.0,0.0,0.1304055058502576,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mamaapeacch,2020/03/25,"Shaking constantly? I developed anxiety about 8-9 months ago, and I went downhill fast. However, I got on medication to help treat it, and it seems to help with the constant worrying and fear, but also, for the last maybe 1.5-2 months, I shake constantly. All day long, most days. It starts from the moment I wake up until I go to sleep. It’s less bad at night time, but it still happens. I actually didn’t really notice it at first, my boyfriend pointed it out to me and I realized yes, I was shaking. Now I can’t NOT notice it. And it’s embarrassing because other people notice it too. At work a few days ago, my coworker joked and said “why are you shaking, you need a drink?” And I could just feel my face turn red. 
Does anyone else have this symptom? How do I manage it?!",1.5852338709677412,3.829869664516131,3.4900604838709697,87.29509072580645,81.38709677419354,6.971774193548387,23.235887096774192,8.07648339933343,1.384040322580645,598,21,124,12,16,201,105,155,0.14,0.782,0.078,-0.8207,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,2,7,9,0,6,5,1,7,6,3,1,1,21,17,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,13,9,1,0,3,2,0,6,3,7,0,1,5,3,18,2,15,11,4,34,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,21,79,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.1242929322705631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580834359434265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185625611942227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743627903124066,0.0,0.0,0.08905876545037128,0.13050371184132326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634707733299736,0.07764243639646137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41291913528213947,0.0,0.10169309632745947,0.0,0.0,0.24642574158905195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146071826553976,0.0,0.0,0.12477228835103753,0.0,0.0,0.10639973805130316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332456876441982,0.06440115893402774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833927543302507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238624957289322,0.0,0.10186793743735133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263122620169408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707443598430315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382203428861676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271679649829737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795841679803674,0.0,0.0,0.12831000197051326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332806952447272,0.0,0.0,0.09444186247032857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952637191415325,0.0,0.0,0.4350284172108103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830103163287119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040406200465835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159529239485774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115626883841366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159511717014918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274601244710822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015182556403364,0.0,0.10171636170960327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323842666013692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426938712309555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853996242441555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807154249711255,0.11492993615561135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272552339365238,0.12934852950098802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImpossibleCulturee,2020/03/25,"Why am i unhappy? I will try ro tell my story and hope someone can objectivly and from another perspective tell some advice.
My childhood was awsome, elementary and high school awesome. Then i went to college. Me and all my friends ended up in different cities, but we remained as close as we were past 12 years. I met great friends in college too. So everything was still awesome. Then on a second year of college i became a roomate with one of friends i met there, but that totally fell apart and we are not talking anymore. Also I started to fail my exams and lose weight. That all didnt make me unhappy because i still had other great friends and a nice boyfriend i met in college too and i was going on concerts, different events and traveling, but that time in my life was also super stressful. I managed to finish my second year and then came third. I was living alone then. Failed a year on college and was totally miserable because i figured out that was not what i want to do in my life. I managed to get my bachelors anyways so thats a plus. Shortly after, I broke up with my boyfriend because we were not a good match and i went back home where i live for the past 2 years and i am totally miserable. I struggled a lot with driving school too, i failed 5 times before i got my licence. No friends(i still talk to my friends daily but they are in different cities), no boyfriend, i am not going out because i have no one to go with. I started getting panic attacks and have anxiety problems, i even went to ER because of it, now i take xanax occasionally. I dont know what happened but everything tumbled down and i dont know what to do.
On the bright side i chose another master degree which i love, but everything else that was awesome doesnt exist anymore.
I have to gain 10 kg, stop messing with my face,get anxiety under control. I dont know what the hell happened. Maybe i dont know how to accept failure because i was always successful, but i am not failing anymore. My family and friends are supportive, but I feel so empty, unhappy here alone and bored to death. What should i do? I have one more year of college so moving is not an option yet.
P.s.my life is almost like a quarantine for the past 2 years 😅

Long story short - My life was a mess past 4 years, i quit college, broke up with my boyfriend, failed driving test multiple times, lost 10 kg, got panic attacks, moved back in with my parents, got accepted into masters programme i love,but i feel alone, unhappy and bored to death.",4.027216661285117,5.647844435582826,4.872446991712412,83.04962625121084,71.92433537832311,7.683155742116027,31.68232698310193,8.288913261614885,2.449156237218813,1975,92,373,31,38,640,214,489,0.24,0.604,0.157,-0.9931,4,4,0,0,0,0,58.0,4,0,1,14,22,42,3,6,14,0,38,7,0,3,5,75,70,40,2,4,14,1,3,1,6,2,5,1,1,0,14,35,1,2,9,2,0,13,15,23,1,6,25,5,65,19,50,43,8,74,1,11,1,1,20,26,1,5,36,256,79,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032208465040501,0.0,0.0,0.06181392721839438,0.19180176254298126,0.0,0.09873131526363256,0.05136451207645242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945909637134392,0.09444694267841168,0.0,0.18365945807539533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045413926787378,0.0,0.0949335018330334,0.0,0.22578112011228266,0.0,0.05252789504813464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060295945691489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923572301529225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934849140252862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893895672209473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051567701787480144,0.0,0.05467467789388127,0.0,0.0,0.040772247114938494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643750159147705,0.0,0.05819378468062125,0.0,0.06242533712022386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861558223864552,0.0,0.09675452146702093,0.0,0.10524816883541244,0.05177640388908903,0.14811395729965368,0.13611563437231586,0.0,0.0,0.10917571022452427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522139704205877,0.06192047268432989,0.06131206561042943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570132133475493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744076011215399,0.030158281429422677,0.0,0.10901788121346884,0.0546293276160288,0.0,0.06906035837768472,0.0673858586244681,0.05248085000219632,0.11142791923363313,0.0,0.041205420391346094,0.0,0.06201633199000563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121897032973198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549004245597534,0.0,0.0,0.14485429279234133,0.06854413596691146,0.0,0.23571402946327055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059067511212283076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565771808406183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494861473408005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052303839453145734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738597559406447,0.0,0.14789356920274982,0.051609252061938386,0.07071179139122824,0.06453385907917356,0.0,0.0,0.07005075475767887,0.0,0.0,0.04641346464418375,0.09923287130799603,0.10790991657630196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798621342251892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041910786828912534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036410100094958465,0.0,0.0,0.07517081276531455,0.0,0.17167367715162296,0.055701947981009255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180180503721133
anxiety,TeamWaddles,2020/03/25,"I don’t know how to stop racing thoughts It’s getting to a point where I can’t even sleep, or is too hard. 

Sometimes I even feel like I keep thinking when I’m dreaming.

I’ve tried meditation but again, it’s so hard to make them stop. 

It’s exhausting. Like I’m running as fast as I can all the time. Any kind of stress blows me up. I haven’t had a true relaxation time for months because of this.

Just needed to vent, I feel hopeless to stop it sometimes 😔",1.1723015873015896,2.9014540306122463,2.5036054421768696,96.50726757369615,80.12244897959185,5.580045351473924,23.133786848072557,6.42735559955562,0.2899079365079361,357,12,85,3,9,115,66,98,0.21,0.659,0.131,-0.7261,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,3,0,6,2,1,2,2,17,17,7,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,4,9,5,11,15,1,13,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,11,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270902011933072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392514761627325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687543062448555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889923057219408,0.1335127746738156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764123001241674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348297538497487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611457933967608,0.0,0.1946150202093373,0.1027087188939692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260800523931045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474914461422212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917216286738752,0.0,0.0,0.1385750321917812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666950155243696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702289842386252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696738833511897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687400337936174,0.21407949261082315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197502394655566,0.0,0.1483681409910449,0.2179517100201258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688463695698374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coolstarfish55,2020/03/25,Anxiety after posting on social media This might be stupid but every time I post something on social media I feel extremely anxious. I have a hard time breathing and my fingers shake. I keep checking the likes and comments and I start freaking out and thinking I posted something wrong. I decided that if I ever post on social media I’m just going to log out and try to forget.,3.5341071428571422,6.067027847222222,4.81031746031746,78.89500000000002,76.08333333333333,5.7809523809523835,28.341269841269842,6.868970318607317,1.858243650793652,303,13,47,3,7,100,49,72,0.268,0.684,0.048,-0.9329,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,17,9,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,9,1,8,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,6,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533982470937186,0.18509651240567368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820582084599393,0.1380452104919153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284419368357987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311603360721804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677158878502247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456316259216354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004565527908332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381205552013726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6276671082039921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010534275401146,0.0,0.25226945322091104,0.0,0.0,0.11596926859042808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498429546158948,0.0,0.0,0.1910769182861876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123897768621953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913714047620122,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PurpleAstronomerr,2020/03/25,"I’m in New York right now and I’m scared. My husband wants me to control myself but I’m freaking out. I wanted to leave the city but it’s too late. The peak of the the virus is happening quickly. I am experiencing some G.I. symptoms, but I’m wondering if it’s my anxiety from reading the news every moment of the day and being so anxious it feels like my head is going to explode. I’m really scared.",0.9552380952380944,3.1485697619047635,3.5023809523809533,86.57595238095242,83.52380952380952,6.114285714285715,23.619047619047624,7.3871296695380915,1.1598190476190475,316,12,65,5,9,110,56,84,0.18600000000000005,0.777,0.037000000000000005,-0.9006,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,6,0,4,2,1,1,0,14,15,7,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,1,8,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,7,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688270503706023,0.24931659427316025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475223139143414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423266278964011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859406278824672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158736572641698,0.15766079745696396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542306750921325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951552120864481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649134669219154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489476441913921,0.2336785741793036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781786161808167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314353029459365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207494661254387,0.0,0.1413795013121743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846783584354865,0.0,0.0,0.4418978674558524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938114496981746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26033705817923875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932861374945566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmberUK,2020/03/25,"Just feel trapped I started work after 20!!! yrs hiding away from it because of anxiety. My husband left and I had to get a job - I am working in care which is totally at odds with my personality, lack of self esteem, anxiety, depression and need to please people too much. I just about cope 2/4 shifts cos really nice lady on those shifts. The other 2/4 I work with a quiet lady who just speeds through the calls, is short tempered, is impatient with me. I hate those shifts I would quit today if I could. I had my first 2 night shifts with her and I just cried all day at home- like I am today cos scared to go in. I work nights so it’s just me and one other person. I am not up to this, but I have to work and now this pandemic no one is hiring.
Plus my counselling went to phone. As a people pleaser I said yes but now it’s 3 hours away I am not sure I can do it. I have to use the phone enough at work it’s such a struggle, I guess I should just write off the £45 and cancel.
I am meant to have been getting together the financial paperwork for my divorce but I am struggling with all of these things. I cannot even get my friend to come round and help now due to social distancing 
Sorry just needed to vent",0.3800190062449076,2.58119922834646,2.18098017920174,95.02610236220472,86.24409448818899,5.393212055389628,18.20743958729297,6.8039241337230125,-0.013038935650285131,940,24,213,12,29,309,143,254,0.138,0.773,0.08900000000000001,-0.7523,1,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,8,15,11,2,3,9,1,22,0,0,3,4,44,38,14,0,7,13,1,2,1,1,2,0,2,1,3,15,14,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,6,0,3,6,4,32,5,36,29,6,29,0,1,1,0,15,12,0,2,15,151,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431592685223507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408645410129326,0.0,0.0,0.06945212500969691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163377044874113,0.0,0.11616166069952374,0.0,0.0,0.09814266225670452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096573944039398,0.0,0.12514937614356647,0.07347696356434845,0.0,0.09812979709564204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772261076124566,0.0,0.07525126641620151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057607637635380876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691082931005723,0.0,0.0,0.08802387878469715,0.0,0.17857490786224636,0.0,0.06475040052386646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550936800496418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248464365803652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636647672908009,0.0,0.1142834726143513,0.0,0.11220045025634727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130603130270936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378787072619313,0.0,0.0,0.055661608841489824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375341292179403,0.16895884114055965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138356524967483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544070666633289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797274202309486,0.19896272971709097,0.0,0.1250635465498826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118111670164294,0.0,0.0,0.07298800386264939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083757893184487,0.0,0.1140661940288897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885632630461035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613971966035153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753797831996205,0.08064192920163203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382137343935217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737992544937007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756916147121665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598916028484985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840100087387628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561646324085397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976648035186358,0.0,0.0,0.08093429811855336,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlueberryClorox,2020/03/25,"Can anxiety make me feel like I have other issues/disorders,, such as dpdr, psychosis & even autism? Others tell me I seem perfectly normal,, but I can't get the thought out of my head that I have some underlying issue. Could this just be from an anxiety disorder?",6.6853333333333325,7.119333400000002,7.43,71.47833333333334,65.0,11.466666666666667,32.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,3.8890666666666656,210,8,37,6,3,70,44,50,0.14400000000000002,0.77,0.086,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,1,11,11,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,5,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636299644638802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722681661170694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942659492592684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577164662858269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070620426149065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230265644919464,0.1738231397427728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271212077688408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497097416835795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539559721152871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887063575155693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241358214632334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383954691589832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150337881129453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266663382894294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931636591919297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TallLuck3,2020/03/25,"Foods to eat when you’re anxious? Hey guys,

I got broken up with on the weekend & the stress of that plus being quarantined has sent my anxiety into a complete tailspin. I haven’t felt this bad in years. 

Needless to say, I’ve felt pretty nauseous the last few days and have been forcing myself to eat little by little. Does anyone have any tips for foods that they stick to when your anxiety is fucking with your digestive system?",6.504457831325303,6.928015831325303,6.2382168674698795,79.90407228915666,65.3855421686747,8.567710843373495,31.057831325301212,8.238735603445708,2.2655802409638555,346,12,62,4,5,108,65,83,0.177,0.787,0.036000000000000004,-0.8906,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,1,4,0,7,6,0,0,0,7,12,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,5,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,3,7,0,14,6,1,14,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,6,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862242473411536,0.0,0.11838464828641773,0.0,0.2663510738891923,0.1966679583552549,0.0,0.12172518312889664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535478229591905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252616511355685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227125659074756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523440873443482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562674749726761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33430028154230035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210116707940105,0.0,0.0,0.16093997183704695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392327108602748,0.0,0.0,0.17237279896515095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190356303152388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489603975442723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710834419513544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384404067726207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941525939925656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210586445499764
anxiety,fatbabe_xo,2020/03/25,"Food insecurity feelings due to people panic buying. Who else is constantly making grocery lists and inventory of their food? I find myself daily making new grocery lists and stressed about future grocery shopping. 

I have toddler twins so I’m constantly worried about the grocery store not having the food we need. I haven’t been eating often either because I don’t want to “waste” the food so I can make sure they have the food they need. I made an online pick up for groceries for Friday and I’m so stressed that they will have nothing in stock that I ordered and we’ll be left with nothing for my babies. 

I have been privileged that I have never experienced food insecurity previously but I have a feeling that this is going to stick around even after this is over. I’m constantly checking and counting everything even when nothing has changed since I last checked. 

I just wanted to give sympathy to anyone who’s also experiencing this ): you’re not alone. Sending love to you all.",4.522721396250804,7.151820373626375,5.053425985778929,77.90039754363283,73.28571428571428,6.9197155785391065,29.387201034259853,7.928766900206844,2.260133419521656,796,34,131,12,17,254,110,182,0.121,0.813,0.066,-0.8725,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,4,0,12,8,0,5,6,0,19,8,0,5,3,29,35,11,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,8,7,0,3,1,5,2,5,5,0,0,3,4,21,3,18,29,2,18,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,1,10,92,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073339040154647,0.0,0.07777983888245774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800737325038607,0.0,0.0,0.0865831914098785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928959519460189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288957543082328,0.0,0.0,0.31531478808795965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995226070918419,0.0812493488182315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284803632163824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741219894428857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983564870057516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889508034873625,0.0,0.7056526127745856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933019163946734,0.05527584699838019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928095344432945,0.0,0.0,0.105674703896144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778213459283174,0.09203100842603004,0.19476805006992792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423606613007428,0.07501392249956848,0.0939355846036306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799745661832492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411519764257355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742874984043229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045556526952799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282501663484225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166763883798787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114734487695949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877358708800284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleeve1994,2020/03/25,Does anyone else wake up with severe anxiety almost daily? I’ve woken up like this for about the past 7 years. I’m 25 and started around 17/18. It’s not every single day but it’s definitely about 90% of days. Anyone else battle this? I’d love to hear how you combat and cope with it.,0.059703389830506375,2.4112050338983053,2.286249999999999,91.80700211864408,91.8813559322034,4.3059322033898315,12.459745762711865,5.985473137389443,-0.8759677966101695,223,3,46,2,8,75,47,59,0.14400000000000002,0.685,0.171,0.5873,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,9,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,10,4,1,8,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,6,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224511530526706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151820478402102,0.0,0.0,0.3135423421789586,0.4594543756232342,0.0,0.1995923039699837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28919071506807364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620558677854813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745933699746135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889045779145344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25269826669358125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953651104956752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235611791952868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140315293932176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532907764409106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869529740341906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438234722553686
anxiety,msvictoria92,2020/03/25,Nauseous from Anxiety So since last Friday I’ve been having super bad Anxiety which has been making me extremely tired and nauseous. I don’t have a primary doctor since I just got new insurance and can’t get a new doctor with the virus roaming around. I’ve called out of work twice already because of my anxiety and found out today two of my coworkers are getting tested for the virus which is making me more stressed and everything worse. I just feel like barfing al the time now.,10.03630434782609,7.838247847826092,9.284347826086957,69.46391304347827,59.65217391304348,12.678260869565218,40.39130434782609,11.20814326018867,4.491904347826086,390,16,68,8,4,124,64,92,0.179,0.755,0.065,-0.8476,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,5,0,9,3,0,2,0,14,16,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,1,7,2,9,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,43,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027771833024767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957190402823464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349677715785434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396952140572156,0.10511002924670283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606746401868573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529731198042039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496646177792264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718438025968138,0.12318203613868856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905754027669616,0.0,0.0,0.18017220529496453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790579456660754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405511929688241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423922712848121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301930085369326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33306255549853025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852671464793555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751479107347428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054369510999857,0.19817971743238413,0.1634408374930329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843633343004336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552906539479525,0.0,0.17571806194142994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowRAtesto3o,2020/03/25,"Life Pro Tip: Do NOT constantly be watching the news on this stuff Keep informed on key updates and take the medical advice seriously (distancing, washing hands, etc). 

But trust me, do NOT be watching the news 24/7, googling it all the time and scrolling World News subreddit constantly for updates. **This will destroy your mental health.**

People who don't have anxiety are panicking, so what the hell do you think those with anxiety will behave like?

It's not worth it. I haven't watched the news in 2 days and I've now put several subreddits on block. Honestly my anxiety is WAY less! It really does make a difference.",3.506773315180393,6.500184973451332,3.985840707964602,81.9680599046971,79.79646017699116,8.786657590197413,29.93124574540504,9.265573868473778,3.3840175629680056,494,24,87,15,13,155,82,113,0.142,0.7509999999999999,0.107,-0.7556,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,2,0,7,0,12,5,1,1,1,18,16,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,0,4,5,3,6,12,3,14,1,0,3,0,4,5,1,0,8,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917236415024829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502756797288448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240433877191766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265322884748759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049864628502669,0.0,0.0,0.1716952904300651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881403253125675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855063363672352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439091287473865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858133628224026,0.09585304570648323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096452638953182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976501084527872,0.19772270273161555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601985979815331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972344421211169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256902668802602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164931253136788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224601206997215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475174226471284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571656058354794,0.0,0.0,0.11440536352711865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557338364914187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,onlythrowawaaay,2020/03/25,"Took off from working from home, feeling like a failure I took off today from working from home. My job is getting more stressful each day as things are always changing and with all this coronavirus stuff we are having big messes to clean up. Im a purchaser if that helps. But have been struggling with my anxiety since January with some family issues and had just gotten a hold of myself until this all started and we have to stay home. Little things are getting to me and big things are getting to me. Im trying to tell myself that my worth is not based on my job but Im nervous i wont be in good standing with them now.  We are allowed a certain number of calls outs and today was 8. My boss is super understanding but i feel like shit for not being able to work and to have to take a mental health day. I know id feel like shit if i pushed myself to try to work also and not putting out my best effort. What can i do in times like this where i feel awful if i do and awful if i dont?? 
I am trying to put in practice that me and my well being are top priority but thats not as easy as it seems with so much going on",3.385363924050633,3.9348626497890318,4.775060654008438,87.2104390822785,72.29113924050634,7.106434599156119,24.517141350210967,6.9077264865688965,0.8103419831223624,876,23,190,7,16,293,125,237,0.131,0.723,0.146,0.2372,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,1,8,7,15,2,3,5,2,25,3,2,2,3,47,41,23,0,4,13,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,13,20,0,1,7,0,2,6,6,6,1,0,6,4,27,9,37,31,7,31,0,0,0,0,7,15,2,6,12,141,40,7,0.10053669800544543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039916107204616,0.08365458656748817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691029879312224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055070619353595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265920934026272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063544957993337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967570604000575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782826130412592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947770513425468,0.0,0.20333750120532934,0.21547031142981696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575788256259791,0.0,0.05713732234560935,0.08432541235563859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686580867184152,0.0,0.0,0.06738762945040966,0.0,0.30253951608229634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32579065808963004,0.10493419246351704,0.199534319406826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525233996199596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646860936275884,0.10076418333970057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131734510575707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390604093473667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021342998355785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152483396985077,0.0,0.0,0.2063989515028368,0.08316499550767525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116039230779908,0.10715874324048713,0.0,0.0,0.11516444788719235,0.10510278561270947,0.11509046602197676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559108495365048,0.0,0.08787350539109952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037634456367412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862375710168385,0.0,0.19059406852323865,0.0,0.22339994141781955,0.2047734556305527,0.0,0.0,0.104662248240756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039456547893887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29276765413703393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiety_retard,2020/03/25,"Help with eating and diet Hello All,

I am really struggling to eat, my appetite is very bad and often when I do eat I have instant diarrhoea due to terrible anxiety. I am quite concerned about my weight and nutritional loss  and would like to stop losing weight but cant physically get myself to eat more. What are some high calorie density foods that I could eat? Or what other ways can I get myself to consume more calories?  


Thanks",5.277235772357724,6.844376073170736,6.0009756097561,76.38040650406505,68.7560975609756,8.881300813008131,29.52032520325203,9.2995712137729,2.725432520325203,346,13,60,7,6,113,60,82,0.154,0.755,0.091,-0.3368,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,1,13,13,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,10,2,7,11,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324429100217903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360077265335448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819173215478658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7573699069672561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900122371027208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468151569635907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992229186361142,0.15640423409677642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723210958759769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561025903117824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574505541924773,0.0,0.0,0.09483327081290226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376161669535675,0.0,0.15475548302160125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628823704808551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214213633478264,0.0,0.11750113558747165,0.0,0.3605268801405633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515788630104801,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Akhiller,2020/03/25,"Mum has coronavirus My mum has got corona and is now in hospital I am stuck in the UK and the country she is in will not issue me a visa as I recently recovered from it as well. I am freaking out I dont know what to do. Shes a smoker and 51 what if she dies what if I never see her again, I'm not ready for this. I have so many deadlines for university literally due over the next 10 days I cannot concentrate on work and of course for the first time in 5 years this counts towards my degree. Not sure If this is the thread for this or if this makes any sense on the verge of a panic attack",2.4583760683760687,2.9564724615384605,4.294102564102566,90.00311965811967,74.38461538461539,7.931623931623932,22.905982905982903,8.167268648758528,0.8622649572649572,460,11,112,7,9,157,83,130,0.122,0.861,0.017,-0.9037,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,1,9,0,13,0,0,1,2,17,19,12,1,4,8,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,1,1,2,1,14,2,19,16,0,20,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,5,10,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718420352210445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796861414047064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855079930750976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551500864779004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28813053086473805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911709879256046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662608460077788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25660010803636496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511093067628435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410459804583952,0.2492499920980055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961215037908494,0.0,0.26146078123083866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884481612872214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274398188184826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590801003441494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170762894506935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335520246195935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210457308837669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897934390459724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831723057301245
anxiety,holxqqreke,2020/03/25,"anxiety has made me a weasel of a man im a weasel of a man because im so fucking terrified of people having a low opinion of me. i am unable to be assertive or stand up for my beliefs/wants. if i must dissapoint people i do so through outright deception in order to preserve their opinion of me.

and all this isnt because i genuinely care about the well-being of others either. i'm just fucking terrified that they'll think less of me. im a fucking weasel.",2.4550789473684205,4.1129625473684195,4.815986842105263,81.68503289473686,76.15789473684211,7.276315789473685,30.822368421052627,8.07648339933343,2.3806052631578947,362,18,70,6,8,127,61,95,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,3,0,7,0,8,3,0,1,2,11,15,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,11,1,14,11,3,5,0,1,0,3,4,3,3,4,0,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519666813829474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24219035273039746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025368811583407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509460817593526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437281601079278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796740237200785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754377501553742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272868780183611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786101776543393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amazing_isla,2020/03/25,My mother doesnt understand anxiety No one in my family understands anxiety. My mother.makes me feel like shit every time I have a panic attack or I can't think rationally. She makes me feel guilty and shouts at me and never has she made an attempt to understand my side. She only thinks about herself she doesn't get how difficult it is for me to live with this. I have stopped trying to make her understand because she never will.,4.246523235800346,6.356752481927714,5.3836833046471595,77.5831325301205,72.3734939759036,9.562134251290876,27.5197934595525,9.957137785484203,3.027634767641997,348,13,62,10,7,115,60,83,0.163,0.731,0.106,-0.8001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,1,2,0,8,1,1,4,2,19,20,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,3,18,1,8,18,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,5,46,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005772605576065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593319002411504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962968251539636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377027273994429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407386470267298,0.0,0.16527732296956085,0.11675943047539965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538909055721347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984706611064153,0.0,0.14431787150844538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464804778920038,0.21819094259759167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521053907801685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074914574358416,0.12430120859662334,0.0,0.19175811327425693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776573905895426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664065609819612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944766960989905,0.0,0.0,0.09530143312226501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096299948353007,0.0,0.0,0.6805747529174181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Monicabix68,2020/03/25,Looking for Skype call with a psychologist Hi! I’ve heard that a lot of the therapeutics is doing free consultations due to the Coronavirus situation. Does anyone know any good one that I could talk on Skype with? Thanks,3.64725,6.813119225000005,4.3450000000000015,78.16000000000003,81.75,8.200000000000001,23.0,8.841846274778883,2.21085,179,6,32,5,5,57,34,40,0.0,0.778,0.222,0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,6,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260871183020216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324667621752399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394832124502753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654456831876141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909417411513044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788552733033651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271367942765326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279186270842298,0.0,0.0,0.28264925084222275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22528640756171545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737037923548732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672222032698972,0.0,0.3060884508087772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dingers713,2020/03/25,"Anxiety attacks from covid/weed withdrawl So for the last 2 days ive been in a living hell.
i have pretty bad anxiety anyway and for the last 15 years or so i just smoked weed and that seemed to help enough that i could get through the day. however ive been in isolation for about 5 days and whenever i go a little while without smoking weed i start sweating bullets. now with covid going around and me being a hypochondriac im terrified that im sick which of course is making me nauseous and sweat more... im at a loss, i dont know what to do any wisdom would be immensely appreciated",2.9642016806722684,4.738168823529417,4.321588235294119,85.27414705882354,75.05042016806722,7.785210084033612,26.185714285714287,8.548686976883017,1.820478319327732,466,17,95,9,10,154,81,119,0.21100000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.1,-0.9201,1,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,0,7,0,12,3,2,1,0,15,19,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,10,1,15,13,2,16,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,2,9,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606773762454756,0.0,0.2611383064246017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194071177382554,0.0,0.19417227820504884,0.0,0.0,0.14251003806826848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627348670361328,0.0,0.0,0.33022197408297405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003480085729727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176357282763575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917285959113032,0.0,0.19400189344087268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440269836932596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530886112621011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380084793639007,0.27825272550682595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106543985979525,0.1507128979654676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392971960085925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364214974415307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537997195257952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080764620193285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645286989024998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124563672405395,0.0,0.0,0.10991183612131078
anxiety,IMaTRyHArdLiGER,2020/03/25,"Struggling with a breakup I was in a relationship with the most wonderful, and beautiful person I’ve ever met. I opened up like I’ve never done before. I tried so many new things with her. She was my bestfriend. I lost her because of mistakes I made in the past. I lied to her on multiple occasions. First it was about my virginity because I’m insecure about that. Then I lied about deleting pictures of her. I kept them for a couple months longer and then eventually deleted them for her. I made other mistakes like I abandoned her when she needed me most. And I fell asleep on multiple occasions and missed things we had planned. I should also mention that she’s married to another man, she’s 20 years older than me, she has kids with the man, and she lives across the world from me. But there was a time where I saw her everyday and I was the happiest man in the world. I made so many mistakes and I tried to make up for them. I changed who I was for the better and it was never enough. I should let you know I have severe bipolar depression and suicidal thoughts often. Yesterday she ended everything with me. I immediately went to attempt suicide and my brother caught me and saved me. I’ve been so anxious since then. I haven’t slept. I lost my bestfriend and the person I loved. I’m so afraid of trying things with anyone else. With opening up to anyone else. I constantly get a tightness in my chest and then it feels like a hole in my chest. I start shaking and my mind races. I don’t know how to get through this. I try not to isolate so that my mind doesn’t think bad thoughts, but that’s hard during this pandemic. Maybe this was just a place to vent, but I would love any help or suggestions. Ways to calm down or distract myself. Anything please. Thank you for reading 🖤",2.4385714285714286,4.7766829545454605,3.2498993506493505,89.67529545454546,78.82954545454545,6.409220779220778,25.113961038961037,7.554174236665415,1.2662417857142865,1408,53,285,21,35,445,175,352,0.11199999999999999,0.775,0.11199999999999999,0.7915,0,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,1,2,3,6,16,23,0,5,15,0,20,8,4,5,3,62,49,31,2,7,7,1,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,6,15,24,0,3,7,1,0,4,6,14,0,1,24,4,64,9,42,21,3,43,0,5,1,3,35,18,0,6,23,199,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972588159323167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779587081948614,0.10453867206072093,0.0,0.11262672729935938,0.0,0.13941781996799285,0.204298172230868,0.08204031149958545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324097918242716,0.1215460282281856,0.0,0.08483291708951557,0.0,0.0,0.08817193356234752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546386089038004,0.0,0.0,0.10773464272528573,0.0,0.0,0.11031038067581643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586697013336701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202237584645278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656439654493707,0.0,0.0882999863675731,0.10301136047805796,0.0,0.0,0.09017963845810324,0.0,0.0,0.0895992422068148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040867755458507,0.07122197257969119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848003311150846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417281827272996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930694312140773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682331127308119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957929050059836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194466969415188,0.0,0.14611750494018766,0.0,0.08803231949216746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765726391498816,0.0,0.17995686720630774,0.2830008413273096,0.06654704150041572,0.20214972359873845,0.10015680896946293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013266211922768,0.0,0.07957542429442102,0.0,0.0,0.07392241803906184,0.15378152459488553,0.0962858422324287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516995065178882,0.0,0.17409927744596693,0.10415982882071877,0.1094349334678145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972176138243304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703488673690008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262672729935938,0.0,0.0824685543497776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056448022107598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422263278803184,0.0,0.21809982200185668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178556136332933,0.0,0.0,0.19869835092498814,0.06388039116454672,0.0,0.15829304267221347,0.058132829434015786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27074485287906136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913307798470974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241806223093693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811473898990057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082031314644871,0.0,0.0,0.06420017134577936
anxiety,bearryder,2020/03/25,"Social Anxiety and Corona Virus I live north of Tucson, but yesterday had to go to town to pick up some mail.  I was amazed at the amount of people shopping.  No one is wearing any kind of masks or PPE.  I bought a cloth mask a while back, because I have asthma and this thing terrifies me.  I have to go out today to pick up a couple things from a store, but after my experience yesterday I woke up panicking.  Now there is a war  raging in my head between social anxiety (being the only person wearing a mask) and the terror of getting this virus.  

How are others handling going out in public?  Is anyone else wearing PPE and how do you deal with the social anxiety?",4.559760683760686,5.579790600000003,5.83717948717949,78.94004273504277,69.92307692307692,8.23931623931624,26.75213675213676,8.515128840125781,1.9375726495726493,518,16,95,8,9,174,84,130,0.221,0.7490000000000001,0.03,-0.981,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,2,1,10,0,10,5,4,4,0,15,16,10,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,3,0,1,4,0,10,2,21,11,2,20,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,7,72,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916328794161005,0.0,0.4021543777529174,0.0,0.0,0.12252579415398827,0.17954516719987518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474204766854622,0.0,0.10681936956366483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389009236891105,0.0,0.0,0.18065576834576733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638325982384134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140982846418082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155111800669118,0.0,0.2987639454655353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983786049189315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247642598105196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547324417993584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874125892367378,0.1332712942876337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148331464871975,0.15300520575920568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358787063903687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328317690403445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609877617849508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stellaok,2020/03/25,"Anxiety holding me back from self improvement and affecting my physical health I never had the chance to get diagnosed due to my living situation and not having financial support or support from my family, But recently i've been feeling this stress or anxiety is dominating my life. Recently whenever it approaches night time I get anxious enough about getting sick that I start feeling physically uncomfortable and it pushes me to do any activity (like mindlessly scrolling through social media) that will easily distract me from this feeling, and this has made me neglect doing simple self care activities (like doing a skin routine or brushing my teeth) and makes me sleep extremely late (I can only get myself to sleep when I am physically too tired to open my eyes)- Can you please suggest me some strategies to reduce this night time anxiety or any psychology books that may help me understand and ease my anxiety? Please respect the fact that going to an actual therapist (especially now during the quarantine) is out of my reach",23.258296089385475,11.393411240223468,20.18875698324023,30.02380586592181,48.329608938547494,24.60391061452514,69.33100558659218,18.7741,10.864462569832403,848,44,119,30,4,278,116,179,0.166,0.703,0.131,-0.7511,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,2,5,0,14,10,5,3,2,27,29,12,0,0,6,0,4,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,10,8,0,2,4,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,6,22,6,14,24,2,18,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,6,15,84,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.1186628129892018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538260310974207,0.0,0.37209076158503657,0.13737194548392326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350191227805107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397800240395593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342014438659313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564398642432212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463245419736302,0.0,0.18445190420581045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541212562206715,0.0,0.0691073566223381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925375651921867,0.0,0.0,0.08150506095113318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371686562056195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588877427787643,0.1188139879061934,0.0,0.10737390035278176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150596519994969,0.08116809194688802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378443163376626,0.0,0.0,0.22822432874706686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248130842064932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26695776526328824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012813870621594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537079759290797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668205963214053,0.2433730806313029,0.1239545849855852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606820212635413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929092655435665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27597758009110496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118548982349305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418103867052745,0.13975984439144418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658855923137968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sickandtired213,2020/03/25,How to get over my anxiety/fear of getting lost? Ever since I was a kid I’ve always had this fear of getting lost. I used to get terrified when I’d lose my parents at the mall or somewhere even when I was a teenager. I don’t know but I get so panicky when I’m driving and I’m in unfamiliar territory. I hate it so much. Part of it is because of childhood trauma but I don’t have the mental capacity (nor strength) to dig down deep so hard. I don’t travel far especially for important things because of my fear of getting lost. I don’t even trust the damn navigation system on my phone and a million things go through my head like “what if I don’t hit the right exit” or “what if I miscalculate the distance” etc. it’s so annoying and it’s definitely affected my life. Other things I’m fearful about is going to like into the city and parking in a garage and losing where my spot was. Or just going into the city in general. It seems so freaking hectic and sends my anxiety sky rocketing. How do I get over all of this? Thank you.,1.7841549295774648,3.7534394694835735,4.075237089201877,84.81398239436619,79.18779342723005,7.076901408450706,26.142957746478878,8.07648339933343,1.6986377464788731,809,33,168,15,20,280,114,213,0.245,0.6679999999999999,0.087,-0.9889,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,6,16,18,3,3,11,0,13,2,1,4,2,25,35,24,0,2,8,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,8,0,0,2,2,0,6,6,13,0,1,7,1,21,5,24,27,4,28,0,5,0,0,5,16,1,6,7,116,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095952401647984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821665593566162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405914956049797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286081600054136,0.15233066072701754,0.10431019778070404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190516015400801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217360606139011,0.0,0.1966107368795592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330075679458504,0.11385097491450795,0.11834779533072305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337482418548973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814513149096344,0.11267544130164213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580188919207969,0.3776440996366496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621171044401846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477075095292208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804510739091138,0.12487631833917795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847949243354284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497963100630817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539083724438097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616775829800999,0.0,0.0,0.22983308247919534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959626058924494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jo-09,2020/03/25,"Anxiety snoozies, car accidents and working from home I get ridiculously fatigued when I’m anxious. I could fall asleep sitting up. I was driving home one night and ran in the back of someone due to fatigue due to stress from my job. I quit, got a new job and changed my meds but I’m still adjusting. Next week we work from home and I’m feeling so goddamn blessed I can snooze at will. I wish it was more acceptable in workplaces. A 15 Minute power nap can change everything",2.313225806451612,4.853293064516134,2.755279569892476,91.87291935483871,80.72043010752688,6.300645161290323,29.730107526881717,7.554174236665415,1.905873978494624,377,19,76,6,10,116,68,93,0.166,0.691,0.14300000000000002,0.396,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,4,4,6,1,1,3,0,6,3,1,0,0,11,14,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,4,0,1,4,1,9,2,10,8,1,18,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,9,40,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129198252349179,0.19079447393668708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986383866313378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35732054620442577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484269362617907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178493322048497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539444718399315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823659595478925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507452889391924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082229214781631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33518898971369154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875956159093167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631123185126198,0.1796134623780832,0.15848920458051652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444234341349566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963233513189944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309758382561355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487354298478654,0.0,0.19345972689308968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354711316560241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942119551044083,0.0,0.0,0.2459037986617223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snapse,2020/03/25,Real external threat = lower anxiety and more energy!? So we're all on (sort of!) lockdown here and as I have emetophobia and health anxiety I should have anxiety levels through the roof but instead they are much lower than usual and my energy levels are much higher. It's almost as if now there is an actual threat my brain has stopped making up potential threats and scenarios to run through endlessly and is just getting on with it. Is anyone else finding similar?,5.305415282392026,7.498184558139535,6.352591362126247,71.39988372093025,69.69767441860465,10.495681063122923,32.053156146179404,10.608840637214634,4.161613289036545,376,17,60,12,7,125,64,86,0.23199999999999998,0.74,0.027999999999999997,-0.9485,2,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,0,2,0,9,2,1,1,1,18,11,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,11,10,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,47,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.22531837090253196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312060995578539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298977968513949,0.0,0.0,0.16144583267363155,0.23657727926807084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577530742975629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288156779493407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110321216885057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063212143082486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454285813584501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412294539489788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33946600892959666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26280691076722623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930369806173407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542961428986565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,0utcazt,2020/03/25,"So is this how I go crazy? I've suffered with severe agoraphobia, anxiety, and panic attacks for 35 of my 40+ years. I also gave OCD. So not only do I already isolate, self quarantine, and fear germs and people, but now I even fear my trusted caregivers who bring me supplies. Inhave a underlying health issues as well as a compromised immune system so Ingave valid fears. I have a drop off that is arranged to be no contact for later today. But I fear the groceries themselves could be contaminated. The food packaging, plastic bags etc. I cannot figure out how to sanitize the groceries before putting them away when I will need to touch the possibly infected bags to retrieve the items. If I dump them all out onto my living room carpet, collect and throw away bags, sanitize hands, then sanitize products my carpet could be infected! If I take each out then sanitize I riskbreinfecting from touching bag. If I poor out groceries onto kitchen table toss bags, and then sanitize products and then table when finished. Even though table is flat, solid, easier to clean, what if it stays infected. I prep food on there!!!

You'd think as an agoraphobic outcast I'd be happy in quarantine. I am. Until I need to make contact.

I got into bed at 11pm, it's now 440am. I can't sleep. I get delivery at 10am. I'm freaking out! 

FFUUUCCCKKKK!!!!",3.6149435590969454,6.107673832669327,5.083969123505977,77.24050879814078,75.61354581673307,7.689309428950863,28.785026560424967,8.59863814320734,2.6016014608233737,1056,46,180,22,24,353,157,251,0.21,0.703,0.086,-0.9851,0,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,2,0,15,12,2,5,9,0,16,10,2,3,1,31,27,29,0,8,7,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,6,1,6,14,3,0,2,0,1,4,4,9,1,0,2,3,26,3,31,17,4,37,0,1,0,0,8,17,0,4,13,124,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136872484546706,0.10244673374208613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800113331310356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457396548413037,0.24072057565566565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900920875325736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456525617145668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287262762528294,0.16922628987964974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766217803133256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098138128252577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693036667314259,0.0,0.072805884676222,0.0,0.10245848277855407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637176732210382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617123488796426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337099185166555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312039974328708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855120935093607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997871524475868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743077733931868,0.0,0.1503053932328338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881292736931189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444208472770018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878243080697047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364303411194015,0.14472389785225726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819903196827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654449984941078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632015620887567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208548208177117,0.12586400053086494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214299970948952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151831419366916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249639550697334
anxiety,Eyey77,2020/03/25,"Feeling more anxious than usual I guess My anxiety is getting worse nowadays due to the fact that I have to apply for jobs. I know its irrational but everytime I have to apply anywhere my body would just start to sweat, I will get headaches and my chest will just tighten. Mind you this is just sending an email. 
In my head I know that everything is okay, this is nothing but my body just goes into panic mode. It's probably my irrational fear of rejection even though in my head I already prepared myself for it as it is reasonable and a fact of life. 
Generally I am just anxious of online interaction of any sorts. Even writing this post is making my phone wet from my perspiration. However,  I feel like I need to write this somewhere to at least get it out of my chest. Hopefully this ok and I apologize if this is inappropriate as this is my first post on here.",3.0805357142857166,5.4257505059523865,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,76.67857142857143,7.771428571428572,27.761904761904763,8.660442795831766,2.2778619047619046,687,29,132,15,16,224,99,168,0.14400000000000002,0.76,0.096,-0.8653,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,2,3,2,14,9,8,2,2,30,26,9,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,24,4,23,23,2,13,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,5,96,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523124873819472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182182437957596,0.0,0.11454336631233762,0.3383055253632241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33263349868874603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977910688995143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345680525118821,0.0,0.0,0.16848835715777974,0.1514164048968709,0.10696744648778682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273606241465707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346839035861164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494494536014645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073332292874768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871609797882346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858434434884102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645758530441874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575902817173423,0.07315072312892414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994622225116574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118504724687004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111023213896436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367038231567322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567639407580654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868007182231196,0.0,0.16143472414613952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394781583464692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059799664147292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710938364643852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490691084732345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258809625857536,0.10636419888911064,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meesup,2020/03/25,"Imposter syndrome and comparing myself to others I just feel so stupid these days, I know I'm not but during this quarantine period all of the stupid mistakes and things I've done keep playing in my head, I can't seem to think about the achievements in my life anymore. I'm just consumed by negativity. Thoughts that I'm not good enough, or that everyone hates me. I know that's not true- graduated high school with A's, and am younger than most of my classmates. I dance, play an instrument, and paint. I try to be kind to everyone and love everyone. But I don't know, I just feel so worthless and empty at the same time. I hope this period will end, the overthinking is strong when you're isolated with nothing to do.",3.5522340425531915,5.534142184397164,4.2237056737588645,85.70875000000002,73.9645390070922,8.104255319148937,27.352836879432626,8.841846274778883,2.0930751773049647,572,22,115,12,12,182,91,141,0.22,0.637,0.14300000000000002,-0.9193,0,1,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,13,3,0,6,0,8,3,1,0,2,32,23,12,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,8,3,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,2,14,8,15,19,4,11,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,4,6,74,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310091181115987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906949141580216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893807786045572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352520278985214,0.1907696060304156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292585882896667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670646641252367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485682352122465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228147520985424,0.189481124223286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506913599455705,0.0,0.18337680894746025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641054433916731,0.0,0.1922611748414099,0.3043994077091776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040789374583214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663356594891154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177155106994949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685293036713213,0.0,0.16807798107293626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265833576976325,0.11830187465706955,0.0,0.1465736460900649,0.10765780509153426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253499824650484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,feelingwhitneyH,2020/03/25,"All day anxiety when I think about my old job. So a few months ago I left my old job. There was the typically petty drama and gossiping. However most of that was done by the boss/owner. I also found them very unprofessional and they disrespected me a lot. I was doing my main job, on top of almost all the cleaning, a large portion of the reception work, and inventory. Now normally this would be fine split between a group of employees but I was doing nearly all of it along with my actual job and getting paid minimum wage. My boss often made me feel bad about not having a lot of
money for fancy dinners or clothes. They often talked bad about some coworkers that I liked and it made me feel guilty to know that was the situation and I had any role at all in the conversation. I felt I had to go with it because they’re very intimidating and I am
a people pleaser. I could go on and on about all the crap that went on at that job. Finally there was an incident that led to the boss sending me some super nasty text messages related to work, but were personal attacks as well. I totally broke down for over and hour. My BF and I had a conversation and he really felt I should leave for my mental health and I agreed. I messaged back saying I was disappointed in their lack of professionalism and realized I wouldn’t be appreciated at the business. They try to back track the next day during a meeting and gives excuses and tries to guilt me but never a proper apology. After I said I wasn’t returning and we ironed out the details they sent me quite a few more aggressive messages. I either ignored them or replied professionally. They tried telling me that they are a better person then me, after harassing me for days and being a terrible boss all around. I ignored that message and it was the last thing they ever said to me. I think deep down they know that that wasn’t true at all but were trying to make them self feel better about all the rude things they said to me. All of their text messages had really hurt me. I talked to my therapist (who actually had recommended I look for another job previous to this) and she said I made the right choice and handled everything really well. However anytime I have to explain why I left or what happened I get anxiety for the rest of the day. What brought this up recently was having to fill out an EI form (due to being laid
Off because of the Coronavirus). You have to report anywhere you worked within the last year and then explain in detail why you left that position. It was fine but it took me an hour just to write it and thinking about the situation just totally set me off for the rest of the day. Thanks to anybody who read this mess! Can anyone else relate or has had a similar experience? 

TLDR: Boss sends harassing texts messages, I give me notice and they try to back track. I say sorry but I’m leaving anyways then gets super aggressive and sends more rude messages. Thinking about or having to recount the situation is so stressful and gives me all day anxiety.",4.537814000309743,6.0717706763202735,5.5942151928140005,78.71646449589595,70.51618398637137,9.084234164472669,28.67310670590057,9.516144504307137,2.6169798977853493,2405,90,456,55,44,795,266,587,0.168,0.7509999999999999,0.081,-0.9951,10,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,3,15,9,26,31,8,2,38,0,41,3,1,9,15,103,80,44,0,6,15,0,5,1,1,3,1,6,1,3,28,32,1,2,15,2,3,11,5,20,2,0,36,12,75,11,74,36,28,72,0,3,1,0,61,28,1,13,33,342,103,18,0.0,0.0,0.12624345069000856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057337983683357664,0.0,0.06477114074597001,0.0,0.0,0.05172733884373309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043986970253625066,0.06782624668295764,0.14844800741190148,0.0,0.0,0.04522817854265773,0.06627584774828381,0.0,0.057581992256359675,0.0,0.07358677269227412,0.0,0.14921276204496095,0.10801597297656187,0.07886087255011376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114414526192555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164447872137952,0.0,0.0,0.25029287980209736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619363623945394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054034730047521566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058509891921015314,0.0,0.0,0.05813332219291616,0.06327283474695156,0.0,0.0,0.0981177012692401,0.0,0.1242125288441368,0.07085756770175831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092207420761525,0.0,0.0,0.1013833129483562,0.18615080386359972,0.0735222008335744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719936922960628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875549224978016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127400355374235,0.0,0.06924498074278798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385130113795398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109667496560515,0.10545130464635058,0.0,0.13698088718849136,0.21083630260179875,0.0,0.0,0.031601070810793386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431781466804103,0.0,0.0,0.10998312758710672,0.0,0.18361515883998772,0.043176711200296175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518571302425108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162971990843175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988787123867209,0.0,0.06879159253206522,0.0,0.06337605628366187,0.0,0.0736425468630773,0.13574881871668448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044843366107717775,0.11295820299416005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879882075857617,0.06470096332633,0.0,0.12431364057246555,0.0,0.06386711235473641,0.0,0.0,0.05523932061596504,0.24611512773055924,0.10287776570276264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747895474165791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812075435480974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240783670899509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409468381484731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398022845900476,0.05653619426051967,0.059551838609035325,0.0,0.07510248145010177,0.08594563204646467,0.16578619505760325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186570303286112,0.21957911385235807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674125585475748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631639573878175,0.059962214587875186,0.11673352187301345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127098572391042,0.0,0.0,0.04594927345973227,0.0,0.0,0.04165402690649935
anxiety,chrissseyy,2020/03/25,"Coronavirus, Italian autopsy data shows psychiatric pathology Look up “ipertensione arteriosa demenza coronavirus”.

24 recorded deaths related to Dementia. Very small number though.

Anxiety and stress from Dementia must have caused the virus to multiply faster.",11.722500000000005,16.680814027777778,9.22555555555556,44.95000000000002,61.5,16.933333333333334,50.66666666666666,13.023866798666859,10.758133333333333,219,15,19,12,4,65,33,36,0.115,0.8440000000000001,0.04,-0.4445,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321698437277917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460537919031982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646274609773941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973866602778951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266096112758115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582691363940166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slopedout1,2020/03/25,Sleep with anxiety How to overcome the anxiety and fall asleep fast? Nervous energy and racing thoughts won’t let sleep take over even though super tired,7.474444444444442,9.664622555555557,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,64.18518518518519,9.844444444444443,32.01851851851852,10.125756701596842,3.5118296296296285,127,5,20,3,2,37,24,27,0.244,0.581,0.174,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549358284992717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963933981872701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040551450699131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5951189629099051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356624145388884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921396999400091,0.23605851192442884,0.0,0.3417540404835886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ComprehensiveClub8,2020/03/25,"scaring myself sick I've been having an awful week. Saturday night, I was sitting in bed and my face became numb. I was also experiencing head numbness. I freaked out and woke up my mom who is a nurse. Throughout this whole week I've experienced pins and needles in hands/legs, numbness, tingles, swelling. I looked up my symptoms and always feel like its the worst thing possible. I started getting these horrible migraines that feels like someone is pulling my brain out of my head. With that also came nausea and diarrhea. I started taking a bunch of medicine to help with the pain. I thought the leg swelling was from a blood clot, migraines from a stroke, and now I'm terrified that the medication will make my stomach tear open and I'll bleed out. I went to the doctor about two days ago and had a cat scan done. Nothing there. I made an appointment with a neurologist to see why I'm getting bad migraines out of no where. I know this is kinda long and sporadic but I really need to know how to calm down and not be afraid of every little thing my body does",4.817723577235771,6.270732073170732,4.936097560975611,84.01504065040652,69.73170731707317,7.613008130081301,30.739837398373986,8.021203637495839,2.078652032520325,845,35,162,11,15,264,129,205,0.13,0.8290000000000001,0.042,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,13,1,12,22,8,3,0,31,32,14,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,1,14,0,1,0,10,19,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,9,0,1,11,8,19,3,24,19,3,26,0,0,3,0,3,12,0,1,12,101,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257104675942568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681885674119534,0.11800146564584126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840962655330887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752452858104996,0.0,0.15831247468819934,0.0,0.1621986145307754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145896237880008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515369257076355,0.12410328855451355,0.14512601296513908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194852793292593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341188061239574,0.2026253717431424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818500010249394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29108626913191565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505562537365557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587566356849847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856732074996558,0.14213591635048525,0.0,0.12550183901958048,0.11908890829377973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418881046717748,0.09466263383354416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428637231732242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609204932370306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515404792079563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308379897747674,0.0,0.13607534619664172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090119077734346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987513838865938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908503396922722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419815850071817,0.0,0.11300821817171675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201594148346916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075481650917132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740011632588607,0.10662725357077672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843120909012626,0.0,0.0,0.11258529304254432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853267792183846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275109260631365,0.0,0.0,0.13146395372840472,0.12796600678897113,0.15833141665019573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alarmed-Chard,2020/03/25,"Are we such snowflakes the truth can’t be told? So, just of a web chat with a good friend. She’s had a tough time lately with losing her home, prem baby, fiancé developed psychosis and tried to jump out a window with her son. She’s also got a very ill mother and is dealing with flashbacks of being abused as a child. She’s made some friends from a birthing group who’s support she relies on. 

The other day one of the mums stated she was stressed and intending to send her kids to nursery despite a lockdown for the virus. My friend told her that she should not as it was putting them and others at risk. This girl has anxiety and basically can’t cope with her kids. My friend  and many others have offered help but it’s repeat refused. So I (a teacher) posted a comment on FB about parents sending their kids to school unnecessarily and my friend shared. 
This girl is now saying that it’s bullying and people shouldn’t be saying such things as it’s causing people with anxiety to get stressed and we should be kind. So, are we wrong to tell people not to go out? When we are trying to save lives? Should we not share facts about this terrible virus as it’s causing anxiety ? 
I feel heartbroken for my friend. Another girl in this group has sent her screenshots of a separate chat this girl stared saying she a naccarsist - I mean seriously?? Can someone not have an opinion without fear of upset? My friends had so much abuse and she’s one of the most loyal people. She’s been abandoned by the people she needs and I’m so worried about her mental health. 

So, should we all stop posting warnings about corona?",3.835524698943232,5.7680782651757205,4.071773162939298,87.31180818382894,73.05750798722045,6.6045219955763095,26.095969525681987,7.321109707123232,1.2356582452691076,1279,44,248,14,26,397,165,313,0.185,0.674,0.14,-0.9467,1,1,0,0,2,0,29.0,6,0,2,1,16,26,0,5,19,0,26,2,0,4,3,54,38,24,0,6,7,4,1,0,7,5,2,3,2,8,17,25,0,3,2,2,0,6,8,11,0,2,10,5,33,15,39,19,4,23,0,2,1,0,65,6,0,3,8,168,50,1,0.0,0.22746218020086584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676224803299035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065267781806188,0.22029362073661235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721397896708906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190486678073701,0.09896028867873004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080141418492398,0.04853484630251605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191252275201605,0.0,0.050150211918294996,0.0,0.054552675069635084,0.08051089255679197,0.07677105146106031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203165806870797,0.0,0.0,0.06433930226699994,0.0,0.0962846422094682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999576152895696,0.0,0.0,0.10827960288825288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475991244919508,0.0,0.0,0.10738696926865984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082697003527032,0.0,0.09731762705276976,0.0,0.10455999688450668,0.0,0.0,0.09673418318485784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056284878749931,0.07117451541852374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300890568705486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658425753266898,0.0,0.0,0.3327329095929189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838615675479954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649530575355934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290025568049909,0.0,0.0971458400000567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133104043958744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025097603525788,0.2199098049139399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892700856357017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389848508885975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377072619600009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055971869895914426,0.0,0.0,0.1834429178628067,0.0,0.13034025547935968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920085336333192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252982526784892,0.0,0.0,0.09748133578182933,0.0,0.0,0.10494873802855208,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ParkerArts,2020/03/25,"Hi!! So question: I have pretty bad anxiety and I unconsciously pick at my cuticles and don’t realize it typically until I start bleeding or until my hands literally start throbbing. I’ve tried to stop but it seems impossible and recently it’s started to get bad again. Anyone else experience this or overcome it somehow?? I even pick in my sleep, help!",3.719472527472529,6.612840200000001,5.8221978021978025,69.85923076923079,77.76923076923076,9.252747252747254,32.362637362637365,9.606745405546679,4.035725274725275,283,15,46,9,7,98,48,65,0.162,0.754,0.084,-0.6602,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,0,13,7,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,8,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779079811396192,0.0,0.0,0.16261155825729273,0.2382854942302573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883562471088672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942742762623602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536038746207588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274885831153652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150315010858273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588025657727958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365974163246344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26052074262381925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296252247169757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171414870606525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327282368119191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938220991692189,0.0,0.0,0.1944308112487776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789316755531346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Overkill55,2020/03/25,"How do I stop overworking from anxiety? I’m just doing shit that’s not even productive and getting into my coworkers’ work and I can’t help it I’m cringing at myself being an anxious bitch but the only way I am coping with it is doing more work which may not even be productive or relevant to the task at hand. I tried yoga and I’m only hurting and burping. 

I’m starting to hurt productivity of other people by asking stupid questions but I can’t focus and I’m partially waiting on some else’s work so I can jump in. In the meantime I’m doing every other shit and learning from Udemy courses but I’m just so overwhelmed by my dumb self.

The weed is out of question and I’m keeping the booze out of the house.",1.3308928571428602,3.658237068027212,3.726458333333333,84.70968750000002,83.08163265306123,5.8518707482993175,24.153486394557824,7.1686216300943375,1.2528506802721089,567,22,108,8,16,196,88,147,0.201,0.747,0.052000000000000005,-0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,5,1,7,0,13,5,3,1,0,28,26,14,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,11,1,3,3,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,1,9,0,18,23,2,12,0,3,0,0,5,8,4,5,2,75,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218348691434262,0.19520294114179032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153484829558826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434344704280558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282516570742404,0.0,0.14558259768558127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902753769086114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581715290960952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993758723140389,0.3699494455523852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535832379210881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628283866950764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197904761492816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871275470941938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802571220711248,0.0,0.3547318568933843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230129037385312,0.0,0.0,0.1444597506520995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731272151884392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715225448361099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773784199271578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,panicattack69,2020/03/25,Anyone else getting really anxious about this virus I can’t go outside and I can’t do anything. I’ve traveled overseas to Australia in the last 3 weeks and I went through airports and I’m really scared I’m going to get it. I’m actually not scared of getting the virus but the reaction it will cause for my family and my town where there’s only been a few confirmed cases. This means I can’t see my friends and I’m stuck doing school on a computer which I hate. Everyone is freaking out about this and it’s making me scared and upset. How are people coping with this global pandemic? Like my dad is panicking more than some people who actually have the virus and that is just making this 10 times worse. To have a family member who is afraid and not supporting if your fear and emotions.,2.763333333333332,5.0415949299363065,4.125121019108281,84.12980467091295,77.40764331210191,7.243991507430997,24.47940552016985,8.238735603445708,1.6720967303609338,632,22,120,12,15,208,98,157,0.23399999999999999,0.723,0.043,-0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,11,1,6,7,0,14,0,0,4,0,23,31,13,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,8,0,0,3,1,11,3,13,27,3,13,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,4,78,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.2934382567742585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698517976990782,0.0,0.10512765451271673,0.15405052003249586,0.12372457875792515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445004117196606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559746191781873,0.16912261046165958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366510104917174,0.0,0.0,0.2834716848697176,0.16918464647532594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615941684086813,0.0,0.2356537503922909,0.0,0.17089382719573026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843870539753934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255466260177796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345302334684219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007185132949356,0.0,0.0,0.16377435218674516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434733950571095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846640529257987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263509134383466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515773252413167,0.15216141438125813,0.11980884443497775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061448732485693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766982599482523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060105711311013,0.0,0.0,0.1393752121382933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321867669274786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nelnir,2020/03/25,"struggling to breathe at night really sorry for any mistakes, english isn't my native language and this is my first time posting anything

for a whole week now i'm unable to sleep well. i'll spend the day breathing fine, but when i go to bed i just can't anymore

i'll suddenly just forget to breathe, and even when i am breathing i feel like there's not enough air entering my lungs

i have no idea if this is related to anxiety nor how to solve it. all i do is stay awake till 4 am and then pass out

is there anything i can do?",3.159391891891888,4.102977765765766,4.17260135135135,89.85998310810812,73.14414414414415,7.351801801801803,28.289414414414416,7.645422480735847,1.4758009009009014,416,16,92,5,8,135,77,111,0.132,0.81,0.057999999999999996,-0.7036,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,2,0,12,6,6,1,1,15,15,11,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,5,2,1,1,0,1,10,3,11,15,3,19,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,12,61,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315348845892224,0.0,0.17228836978176876,0.0,0.2233521292799925,0.0,0.0,0.37066445931119263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524463137263469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327066385815871,0.0,0.1487519614412639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387514789273405,0.16089318455026355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156722047759267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279945114645788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254239600464783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002836080331242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134842142746635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156931029081316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442780866464477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537700819079054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210903864952355,0.0,0.24004854317920896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354429494734427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313243050673822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065337573164225,0.0,0.2024947577617582,0.0,0.0,0.25144379126911354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeezytaughtme,2020/03/25,"Fear of my mortality in the coming weeks ahead.[long post] This is going to be about general anxiety about health and mortality I've been experiencing the past few months.

It's been almost a week since i last went out. I was around some people in a small office room that were coughing a lot for two days. Maybe it was the cat hair on my clothes making their allergies act up. Thats what i tell myself to calm down. I'm trying to make it another 7 or 8 days without symptoms before i can feel safe that i dont have the virus. Of course theres some that say symptoms can appear after three weeks but I'll worry about that later. I really sent myself into spiral of anxiety tonight thinking about how i can be fine right now but in a few days fighting for my life. I used to drink at night to help fall asleep but with my recent sobriety the fear of the great unknown has made existential crises a nightly occurrence. Not to mention my current living situation. I live with family, two of which are going out to work almost every day interacting with the public. They don't seem to be taking this seriously at all. One of them is young so they don't see any reason to worry, the other is older and frequently talks about not caring about dying. She usually laughs about my anxiety over health issues, so this pandemic isn't giving her any concern. Another family member also talks about wanting to die as well (i wonder why I'm so fucked up mentally living in this lovely environment) and even talks about earth being over populated anyways so its a good thing this happened. We've all been through some terrible personal tragedies recently so I empathize with their outlook on life. I wanted to fly to stay with family out of state but that seems out of the question now, unless i get desperate and leave before one of us gets sick.


To be fair i used to feel unafraid of death until recently when i noticed my body reacting weirdly to alcohol after being a heavy drinker for 5 years. I quit alcohol and went through mild panic withdrawals but overcame them. Still, my health anxiety ramped up, with different things scaring me every week. I visited the e.r. a few times, which made me feel worse when they would inevitably tell me to go see a gp when I didn't have insurance. So i put my anxiety to the side and tried to find a job quickly and luckily i did. Sure i had to take the bus for two hours but i had a goal in mind. I was finally getting on the right track and was gonna get insurance to visit a doctor and put my mind at ease and then the virus hit the country hard. I luckily found a job where i can work from home right when the lockdowns started happening, but wont get paid till next month. I just have this terrible sense of helplessness to the situation. Even if i make it this week without getting sick i can expect a pretty good chance of getting it from one of them. Then I've read about how families that are quarantined together usually have higher death rates. The future just seems so bleak.


I've had bad health anxiety the past few months, which made me change the way I'm living to a healthier lifestyle. I quit soda, alcohol and weed. And I've tried to eat healthier and do mild exercise. But I've sort of lost weight drastically to the point where it has me concerned. I know i was pretty heavy last year, and had a physical job for a month which may have helped me lose some pounds. I weighed around 220-270 for the past few years. In February of this year i weighed 175 which i thought was crazy to have gone down so much, which was the first week i quit everything. I recently weighed myself last week and I'm at 150 which made me freak out. I thought for sure i have some type of cancer, most likely colon because I've been having GI issues like thin pale stools, constipation, diarrhea and general pains near my colon the past 2 months (some of which could be because i quit alcohol but i was still worried). Just a few weeks ago i started getting night sweats pretty bad, and waking up shivering cold even when i tried to keep the room warm. I also have a lump in my neck that has me a bit worried. So now I'm stuck just waiting for my health to possibly get worse, or get corona and have a possible underlying illness put me in the icu. I'm sorry this is so long. I was doing pretty good with my anxiety today but had a bit of a cough/scratchy throat and started to unravel. I feel slightly better getting this all out, now i just have to not think about potential illness before i sleep.",5.290193212300273,6.075591210823003,5.832709442911012,80.48363866967306,68.1206313416009,9.409236869727481,29.61102904015861,9.538130953164504,2.554622454612604,3592,127,699,73,58,1162,380,887,0.166,0.74,0.094,-0.9969,5,2,6,0,2,0,73.0,1,0,8,11,52,34,2,4,49,0,63,42,10,13,5,119,134,57,6,6,24,0,9,2,0,4,23,1,3,1,37,36,11,3,17,3,1,16,11,17,1,8,35,14,84,17,119,86,20,138,0,3,2,2,30,45,1,21,75,454,121,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03695286854183898,0.17820221731718758,0.08348669749213686,0.0,0.0,0.0666739019937471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669696159224286,0.0874245732533197,0.22323223022271976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422025169134255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961354050858007,0.05082382164904936,0.0,0.1064172917283278,0.0,0.0,0.0368686224564384,0.09102246526630524,0.04630468176730124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250251180237966,0.0,0.04409914938767095,0.035909521573322736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03328354976069474,0.0,0.0,0.10753825288964876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652871711879344,0.04355387535198891,0.0,0.04266824730333743,0.0,0.0,0.04885666617369954,0.04083723298890389,0.0,0.04265604459165468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826012942584868,0.0,0.070245921508938,0.0,0.037465443932565665,0.0,0.15719457139127788,0.09381856957211317,0.08431247569156093,0.0,0.0,0.04566589573392197,0.03810101666483827,0.03545880492517782,0.0,0.04570746853222943,0.0,0.038538811974274334,0.2395761875203234,0.039989815605868166,0.07107477577115237,0.10489483106566212,0.0,0.045959888419005945,0.0,0.0,0.07372707012127619,0.0,0.037343220633281715,0.0,0.0,0.22155580850787712,0.0,0.0,0.05588362044650391,0.0,0.04181529959504369,0.0,0.041053140360899326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702046104481169,0.1241032693543736,0.03705317890876537,0.0,0.0,0.022909997134486028,0.10194101574136008,0.0,0.0441403446010083,0.0,0.0,0.05888929603080755,0.04073216881505139,0.0,0.14724097431871594,0.07378308342656217,0.0,0.0466369110330577,0.04550611041385797,0.035440660749344495,0.037624000786946867,0.15778038433470587,0.08347886848608799,0.0,0.041880034010206166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201053000910361,0.0,0.0841836499130395,0.0,0.16637019041027098,0.0,0.030644624050323362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433442741306208,0.11736082657498365,0.0,0.0,0.04746074379499622,0.0,0.0,0.08474424522310395,0.0,0.044357737047005394,0.04891052496981986,0.0,0.0,0.1591792235018899,0.028900406088626082,0.03639934087163496,0.0,0.0,0.03940753830739353,0.09399129738428164,0.03992446954472748,0.1696420124373404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572036496191016,0.04669880143548879,0.17735634328300345,0.04169812118841863,0.0,0.026705657244594696,0.042861014594713184,0.1646429019914382,0.0,0.0,0.10680100111305753,0.0,0.03315104846454271,0.041735799305642064,0.0,0.06643802875231199,0.1138504008387255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03448378494161345,0.09371550984924157,0.0417169458748409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666500458199846,0.08851848003081489,0.04443262497594317,0.06658232876569906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857870697210531,0.08665717701762947,0.06268663158418249,0.10051890909911523,0.07287227140396417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553897685048888,0.0534224878384888,0.0,0.06618938920780257,0.02430793172083176,0.0,0.039514250136019884,0.0,0.0,0.1132105122290834,0.0,0.12216595643850325,0.0,0.0501441359200987,0.07200809072153776,0.0918243298779622,0.0,0.04917595676369936,0.0330890733384126,0.267509349174586,0.05076334078728746,0.037481475671800435,0.07728823689998084,0.0376158892508404,0.0,0.0,0.08036925258827353,0.04520759988751343,0.06069703221585826,0.1693400387477956,0.08496490301288719,0.02961313517976617,0.0,0.0,0.10737983316709176
anxiety,Anon_Rose01,2020/03/25,"School causes me anxiety, need to rant So school ends up causing me alot of stress.

I always strive to do the best that I can do, and be the best that I can be, even if this means picking up a few extra tasks that the teachers need to have done. I always volunteer to help with anything extra they may need because I tend to have a short attention span and can't sit still. (As I post this I am laying in bed and my legs are bouncing like crazy). I know that my teachers, or at least one of them, notices that I have been working extra hard, he always comments on how he has seen an improvement in my work this year, but to make that improvement, I add alot more stress to myself.

The kids at my school are also stress inducers. They often times don't mean to, but I am really jumpy, and intimidated by tall people (people taller than me). I am 5 foot 1, almost 5 foot 2, and alot of the kids in my grade are 5 foot 4 or taller. As I walk around I see all these people who tower over me, therefore making me feel small and like an easy target. 

The crushes I get on kids also don't help. When I get a crush, I want to avoid at all costs, and if I do have contact with them, I become all sweaty and nervous. And even looking, thinking, or hearing there name is enough to make me go into a sweaty anxious scared kid. Once I am sweaty and smell gross, u get anxiety because I feel like people will judge me for being sweaty and stinky when we don't even have activities at our school. 


So in conclusion, even thinking about school can send me into a panic attack.",6.384764150943397,5.028075487421387,6.595841194968557,83.17319575471701,66.13836477987421,9.33364779874214,29.308962264150942,7.865858978985527,1.657156603773585,1207,30,261,11,16,389,163,318,0.166,0.745,0.08900000000000001,-0.9781,1,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,4,5,16,14,1,7,16,0,31,4,4,9,3,58,54,27,0,6,7,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,4,11,18,0,1,10,0,1,3,4,9,0,1,3,8,41,5,37,46,15,33,0,0,3,0,20,22,0,11,9,181,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130930771152447,0.0,0.0,0.14584234414227418,0.22762142366738955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951362321579755,0.10301388704747604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503806232151893,0.08117460629880442,0.0,0.10373689877732968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117191383611184,0.10070744255551377,0.0,0.0,0.1913875347832075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734566617840728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331463102738503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807634656539877,0.09421920451162624,0.0,0.2409091818259618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922124604050393,0.06514308294798933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292229551926205,0.0,0.05182293520096015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168447731603752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277291209748553,0.0,0.12223970641225712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011327650659442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364618248703328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765730230565733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826014902727228,0.0,0.0,0.19865592058470727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283912543898105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038155248577965,0.0,0.09710979548701107,0.06178979083932167,0.0,0.0,0.10698677295798194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528667346347401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733069541341615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058415894944577634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129279408241593,0.4614239874524505,0.0726631977706787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282101853399706,0.0,0.3133587369152032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685623044842985,0.0,0.0,0.05317111549506913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053783688935212175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276855255404266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872060174370655
anxiety,wishiwereheather,2020/03/25,"anyone else get really bad anxiety about future regret? i’ll think really hard about something before doing it, and then do it and get super anxious that i’ll regret later. even something as simple as buying a tee shirt",5.8516260162601625,7.5614310731707315,7.008292682926832,69.15845528455284,67.53658536585365,8.393495934959349,23.422764227642283,8.841846274778883,2.0973837398373982,178,4,25,3,3,60,31,41,0.302,0.62,0.078,-0.8467,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,5,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836822971978628,0.322476896988282,0.0,0.19959305862030935,0.29247693785097945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383385659219805,0.0,0.0,0.2428966598024089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384565859033113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885368265334412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982713605610134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557068520756384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657327584937959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395062306809641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829046338742177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apostledeets,2020/03/25,"Behavioral Health STD, Unemployment, and COVID-19 I know things are in flux with COVID-19, and the House and Senate just agreed to a bill that will be voted on tomorrow. I have a unique situation that hopefully someone will be able to help me with.

I've been out on behavioral health STD (managed by UNUM) since the week before Christmas 2019. Long story short, my generalized anxiety, social anxiety, (c)PTSD, selective mutism, depression, unconfirmed autism, and toxic work environment culminated into a breakdown.

My next appointment with my Physician's Assistant that's been handling my case is on March 31st (which has been converted to a telehealth appointment). There's a good chance he might clear me for week, likely with conditions. I'm not sure if my job will accommodate for the conditions, or even if there's still a position for me to go back to.

If they aren't able to accommodate for my mental health needs, would I be eligible for (pre-COVID-19) unemployment? I'm in Missouri if that helps.",8.974237288135589,9.435390971751415,8.179666666666666,67.94407627118646,60.1864406779661,12.729717514124296,38.038983050847456,12.161744961471696,4.961389152542372,810,36,135,25,10,253,109,177,0.091,0.81,0.098,0.3045,5,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,9,0,16,6,0,0,2,25,22,9,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,13,4,23,11,0,17,0,1,0,2,5,8,0,7,9,83,19,5,0.3126447841647198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917240413960494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202022703059298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301884197387434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346402472390916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324946565880627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884161787134434,0.13111580581302593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984901784568229,0.0,0.0,0.209559208556405,0.0,0.0,0.15526340735816618,0.0,0.1803750522169252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551258532009438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591069850473063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763712246224202,0.0,0.0,0.13834039781408675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753620380001015,0.16583335457660567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591107297523202,0.0,0.0,0.16625063741846208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273251097616552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931149812155512,0.17571291835205047,0.0,0.1593509925849318,0.13245145552604734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483926424683844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733200453810452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385365118853128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507847874142713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380456322666202,0.0,0.0,0.11104694222676943,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Full-Effect,2020/03/25,"Anxiety causing Tinnitus (ringing in ears)? I first noticed it about a year ago, I did research and looked for remedies. Doing so caused me to dive deeper into anxiety wondering if it would go away or not. Eventually though, either it went away or I subconsciously started to ignore it. Fast forward to present day, about 4 days ago I started to hear the ringing again. Now the ringing is not highly audible it’s more like a slight high pitch sound or like static. I notice it when I’m in a quiet room or if I focus on it. Its taking a toll on my mental health, does anybody else have the same experience?",4.2723076923076935,5.894951615384617,5.515897435897436,78.67076923076925,71.30769230769229,7.935042735042735,30.09401709401709,8.515128840125781,2.4351811965811967,477,20,86,8,9,159,82,117,0.055999999999999994,0.893,0.05,0.2607,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,7,0,5,2,1,2,0,17,14,10,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,8,1,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,9,8,2,14,11,3,26,0,0,1,0,1,11,0,7,16,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817941052671561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431882598589447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986721475909577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265650013229868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501551672992036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139095716642329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327799429709733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554808061763861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520035929578544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033332474500097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689533811279908,0.17914498295958334,0.0,0.0,0.3358727684014924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530709143503146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334755689088743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018133615676844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619247533620328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500721291907186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950847090176575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616476173900382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734559470157876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237139719144876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291149052054444,0.0,0.0,0.10235674930349828
anxiety,LukeePookey,2020/03/25,I'm Always afraid of cancer and don't know what to do about it. I've had severe death anxiety since I was around eleven and its begun manifesting in a fear of cancer. I feel like it largely due to the lack of control over cancer. Im a young middle class man so I know I'm statistically not likely AT all to get cancer but there are always those cases you here about on TV of a perfect healthy person getting brain or pancreatic cancer. I can't handle it lately. I get a headache--cancer. I get a spasm--cancer. Any weird bodily thing--cancer!!! I also feel self conscious cause I always message my doctor and I feel like I sound crazy. Any advice on how to deal with this?,1.105882352941176,3.5459963529411773,3.169117647058826,87.48102941176472,85.47058823529412,4.870588235294118,17.323529411764707,6.322622252153567,-0.07453529411764714,528,12,103,5,16,178,88,136,0.22699999999999998,0.677,0.096,-0.9401,0,0,0,1,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,8,7,0,2,6,0,6,7,1,3,2,20,17,8,1,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,6,1,0,3,7,5,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,4,12,4,17,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,7,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120025898976226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192111714254706,0.41178812192549,0.0,0.0,0.22436144542847414,0.0,0.12619649759111046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685233989516885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841536353593244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946278338724455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502040415364887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006995195914995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688469605783275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562961123573754,0.2502312520270901,0.23569967493733834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34474612980868563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818870660137087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131906640156686,0.0,0.18608582399294316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24177825444614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403961872484342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720927326268085,0.18636161041462665,0.0,0.1364593730610703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959430783153024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fffggg626,2020/03/25,"Friendly reminder.. unclench your jaw, relax your shoulders, and breath. I just had to remind myself of this as everything was tightening up. Remember, you’re not alone, love y’all!",4.323709677419355,7.694338709677421,4.180887096774196,78.89133064516129,81.25806451612901,6.970967741935485,30.330645161290327,8.07648339933343,3.0069290322580664,144,7,21,3,4,44,30,31,0.095,0.6759999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.5809,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842077114000352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42017508425496974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612032914204595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219532999293587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296068218384471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PenguinCayleigh,2020/03/25,"Confused, just Confused Something happened today and I'm really confused and I think you guys might be able to help me find what this is. No, I do not think I have an anxiety disorder but I am wondering if this is what it is to be anxious, honestly not too sure what I'm asking. Sometimes (commonly) I have the repetitive I could have done better thought, some days its less frequent than others but today for around an hour and a half most actions I made right, wrong, good, bad, neutral, didn't matter, were followed by a Could've done better and I was already feeling a bit panicky when the constant thought switched to different variants of This could be an inconvenience to others and the thought of anyone thinking about me (using their time to think of me) was about 5 times worse than before. I didn't want to eat because someone else may want to. (plenty of food) I didn't want to sit, didn't want to talk, I wouldn't dry off my hands with a kitchen towel because there was a pair of sunglasses on top that I could've easily moved, I could barely function with the thought of being an inconvenience to anyone in any way, this lasted for another hour and a half. I eventually wrote in my journal for like an hour and felt better for the rest of the day. Sorry if  you wasted your time, any comment is appreciated",6.348098958333331,6.490270007812505,6.461312500000003,79.13577083333334,65.71875,9.170416666666666,33.47291666666666,8.841846274778883,2.7110857291666663,1046,42,198,15,15,334,142,256,0.18600000000000005,0.6859999999999999,0.128,-0.8091,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,1,4,7,12,0,3,17,0,29,4,1,2,1,49,52,12,0,10,7,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,10,3,0,12,0,0,3,8,5,0,2,17,3,23,7,33,25,5,28,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,10,17,138,35,0,0.09624959501039512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621382149176878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090605029263513,0.10092609252518596,0.07363067673622567,0.10873464600374456,0.0,0.13459990949164088,0.0,0.0,0.0856825456583923,0.0899803785944548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036439148541051,0.11734571952378907,0.0,0.08190131623620353,0.0,0.0,0.2553748354389609,0.10507962932479983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401161891117534,0.0,0.38423734857487024,0.0,0.0,0.12414605250275453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005603411038288,0.1103103745557654,0.0,0.0,0.19699350568252055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848736443337054,0.08040418615290831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866668721400279,0.0,0.0924147051620697,0.0,0.08797038613106642,0.0,0.11638539233864115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072959376361433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530223140006228,0.08511319899852347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451407468108013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843593892422853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845626619579192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047022690367244865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910736940166834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021056101086538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229808728596702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061659955175395034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219662824002502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155196951056637,0.07409764056876188,0.09519331056105254,0.107743541543731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907141042301288,0.0,0.0,0.07736177859949563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466914163774065,0.0,0.3056457090166495,0.16837173860790294,0.0,0.1824667238002148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312874694470346,0.0,0.0,0.22708201951259524,0.07639844846937205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043785800559344,0.0,0.0,0.09808656014853906,0.0,0.1052338226293114,0.0,0.0
anxiety,howkien,2020/03/25,"Really need someone to talk to right now, feeling scared for 3 hours now Hey Reddit. I went to sleep with some health related anxiety (not Covid related), slept for 2 hours and woke up about 3 hours ago with the heaviest anxiety attack I had in a while. I'm still feeling scared and bad and wish I had someone to talk to",5.115625000000001,5.501904312500002,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,68.375,10.15,30.0625,10.125756701596842,2.78129375,252,9,52,6,4,82,42,64,0.231,0.6859999999999999,0.083,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,2,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,11,10,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,2,3,0,12,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,8,28,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592743847598636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749075281978211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044105354619884,0.0,0.0,0.15002426432614036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170196554767964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099012597688933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308421725939301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322952820166825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510681836309035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344468431690528,0.0,0.0,0.35977957972820845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980852773994552,0.0,0.3044824705078908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349169453554864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888379718138743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656401609906546,0.0,0.0,0.20662171334919907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatever1331,2020/03/25,"Extreme Anxiety - help I'm currently having extreme anxiety. I've been helping animals lately and my day to day routine is too much and tonight I noticed my 13 yr old cat isn't feeling well. When she's sick I literally cannot function. I have problems with self harm. I haven't done that in at least a year or more but I'm definitely wanting to. 
When an animal I love is in pain it's too much for me. I think she's having some bad constipation and it's causing her pain. Im going to harass the vet into seeing her in the morning, right now I'm totally freaking out. What do I do??????",-0.3593078324225871,1.9073986065573791,2.7221857923497272,87.61785063752279,95.72131147540985,5.6619307832422585,23.99089253187614,7.1686216300943375,1.3987362477231329,458,21,94,9,18,162,82,122,0.245,0.644,0.111,-0.951,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,4,0,12,4,0,1,1,15,21,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,2,2,14,2,11,19,6,18,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,2,10,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29515098418597024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107165037609697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817153508372184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488217629063544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741373316698954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754100644586852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096351021169464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586067856497071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837572011952749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176106910372896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741086534668689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28362184338733604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196291202914734,0.202426415878756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105393209948564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458865446902545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474394095766734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372415855720642,0.0,0.20124702497937447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360882984082368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378321597902888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344910489775542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124227605857812
anxiety,itsgettincoldinherre,2020/03/25,"How do you deal with apartment neighbors during this when you can hear them all throughout the day and night? TLDR: being inside so much and hearing my upstairs neighbor's general living noises and knowing they can hear some of mine gives me anxiety and makes me feel like I have little privacy from them. And also driving me crazy because I have really good hearing, and now I'm not getting the daily 10 hours of being away from the apartment (work lunch and driving).

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Currently working from home. I have upstairs neighbors. They are a nice late 30s couple. Married, ran a restaurant for a couple of years in a another country, always smile and say hello. They don't have sex and hardly ever have anyone over (always, not just during these coronavirus times). When I do hear their media, it's never loud during an inappropriate hour. They even said when we first met that they have lived on a first floor before and know how it is, so will do their best to get rugs and be aware of their noise. Of course, all of this does nothing to alleviate the noises that are not their fault. The walking, scooting chairs, dropping things, the back door opening and closing every time they smoke outside... it is all starting to drive me crazy on another level since we have all been home. It is also loud and the vibrations pound through me. I will feel anxious that I am clicking the mouse too loud. I also get anxiety where I feel like my walking and even my breathing can be heard by them, and feel like I have less privacy since we all probably know what rooms we are in. Obviously an apartment isn't ideal for someone like me, but it's beautiful and affordable, if old and thin.  
How does anyone deal with this? I remind myself each day that I am lucky to work from home, but it doesn't relieve my anxiety much.",6.050358851674641,6.898455125730997,5.930037214247744,80.2353110047847,66.45614035087719,8.323444976076557,30.750132908027645,8.296473431620573,2.2478257309941516,1431,52,258,18,22,448,176,342,0.042,0.8809999999999999,0.077,0.9214,2,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,4,2,13,7,19,11,0,0,15,0,32,3,1,4,8,56,55,31,0,2,7,0,6,4,3,2,0,11,9,0,16,26,1,0,7,0,0,6,7,1,0,2,5,18,42,10,26,44,11,45,0,0,1,1,35,17,0,3,25,187,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611195707013508,0.14297172860520416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017294473983747,0.1971678807555477,0.0970563749946504,0.0,0.12014366873845173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071737565973804,0.06606120797668605,0.0,0.05237130287675616,0.0,0.07310498680340277,0.0,0.0901595934180206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190120514542121,0.0,0.11081257233686084,0.1771434899703349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036475685380252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348844588389816,0.07771253784022053,0.07238476588015977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375923562861278,0.18412715998165746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461538115104759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465679537576095,0.08241484709836755,0.0,0.07205910915659129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696049036547442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841466806911539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585309387117245,0.0,0.1692124974567202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416453576184261,0.0,0.09691274653865137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788951956981532,0.08610663243160221,0.15172416027983573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734708598503021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263107602388519,0.0,0.06626081426773002,0.0,0.0,0.08062281550918997,0.0,0.08243510942769003,0.0,0.09015044178791673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262792327771363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503757957192765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172221204335417,0.06832085992301852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213498213375236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279316046237229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080912424486561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057076273458416725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019223373242736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876353974233103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532466452918244
anxiety,floorsink,2020/03/25,"Please help! Weird breathing when anxious So I’ve had this thing for a long time (like years) where when I get really anxious I can’t take deep breaths. I don’t have shortness of breath but it feels like I can’t get a deep breath and then because usually I can’t, it leads to me needing to yawn (which sometimes I can’t do). I just want to know how I can settle this down (especially at a time with vivid 19. It only happens really bad when I have anxiety or am anxious about something subtlety. Other times it happens is like once or twice a day when things make me a little anxious but I get over that usually. 

Thank you so much in advance",2.681415683553088,4.381369091603055,3.7369882026370576,89.4816238723109,75.64122137404581,6.9010409437890345,26.412907702984036,7.686295010490155,1.3603984732824426,505,19,107,7,11,163,82,131,0.131,0.754,0.114,-0.2918,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,10,6,0,0,5,0,12,5,4,3,0,14,24,13,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,2,13,4,11,23,1,24,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,2,16,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050342961478498,0.6204406921752467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146399526553236,0.08369694264999353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854728641754736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942311905786744,0.09808730801521164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520110176596505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282827066027715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202944650409876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545661282684983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123386357273146,0.13761089529072015,0.0,0.12150637834233335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164896619296432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093146317809423,0.10180637694797944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622025839387545,0.0,0.1044230079286736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071441632245025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759160795318142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570042091609892,0.13579343306299704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323268180917544,0.0,0.0,0.1264076001085258,0.0,0.0,0.1824323369447685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401825956214533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30243359992640945,0.0,0.0809832299001642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841684319227162
anxiety,CorneliusDogeTheIII,2020/03/25,"Horrible anxiety and panic attacks but only in the evening/late at night? This isn't exactly new for me, my anxiety has always been worse at night, but due to recent events with the pandemic and news being everywhere you look, coupled with immense frustration towards how governments and people are fucking stupid and shit is just getting worse, my anxiety and panic attacks have become 10x worse. I feel fine in the morning and afternoon, but as soon as night comes around, I start feeling like I'm being smothered, between shortness of breath and coughing to clear my throat, and heart palpitations on top of that. Of course my mind immediately starts to wonder if I'm infected, and the panic just gets worse. Eventually I calm down and go to bed, waking up feeling just fine the next day. It's fucking hell, and it's pissing me off, I'm sure I can't be the only one dealing with this right now, so it would be helpful to hear from anyone else who is going through the same shit. Stay safe everyone.",10.387606382978724,7.992081164893618,9.580319148936171,68.23250000000002,59.15957446808511,12.591489361702127,42.11702127659574,10.9516,4.5776042553191525,801,35,140,15,8,255,121,188,0.309,0.5710000000000001,0.12,-0.9948,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,8,20,11,3,7,0,13,11,7,1,3,36,31,19,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,7,16,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,14,0,1,1,5,11,6,27,25,1,31,1,0,1,2,5,13,6,2,15,89,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904403642432397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24559574297634526,0.0,0.0,0.0748265221359938,0.10964826239777416,0.0,0.09526495112203856,0.0,0.24348724415605144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818831073059145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218289454810387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840871049861265,0.0,0.06901503411687299,0.1103265066956476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939628024595066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225625135130616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232814547309424,0.07645066475758826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786502769076056,0.11182056489253407,0.0,0.12163679293367273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206123059174076,0.12681184279834407,0.07172907998882118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052281526710493735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986462184860176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805341010688033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335457414040296,0.11381036750166612,0.3012755454886715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251530586401701,0.16277760158115356,0.0,0.3766728350623451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418987973497201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566319605080572,0.0,0.0,0.09138918214336916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969621164446232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148980646776514,0.11406244926681755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085921979975966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160518779035884,0.0,0.0,0.43622473102206377,0.07601951788583902,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tabz06,2020/03/25,"Feeling like I’m a loser I’m 24 and was previously a full time employee but the company had to shut down because of financial issues. So I went out of job after 5 months. 

During this 7 months that passed, I applied for many jobs and went for interviews (some interviews went well I feel), but no offers for me up until now. Each day I wake up and I feel more and more anxious. It’s like the pressure in me just keeps increasing whenever I look at the clock ticking away. 

I feel like I’m running a rat race I can’t win. I feel like a failure most of the times and I feel absolutely dejected and redundant because I’m wasting my life away at home while others are working for their future. 

My peers are already in full time jobs and some of them are even married. There are so many nights I just cry in my bed and wake up earlier in hopes I would receive a call with a job offer. But it’s always nothing. 

I don’t know how to feel about this. I sometimes just want to hide in a corner but I know I can’t realistically.",2.5890577083914152,4.05292745971564,4.294190131028716,86.38208252021191,75.35071090047394,7.429160858656258,26.155840535266236,8.124751697461798,1.5249390019514917,798,29,171,13,17,269,117,211,0.14,0.74,0.12,-0.7449,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,11,9,0,1,11,0,10,3,2,1,0,35,30,17,0,3,7,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,11,0,1,9,0,0,7,4,2,1,0,5,8,23,7,29,24,9,38,0,1,1,0,8,18,0,4,17,111,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259960562708355,0.0,0.09500357928165512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898638222464195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454422276931,0.0,0.0,0.13920126093388707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658646266432113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254169758077342,0.07363407510081611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541217184171535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041157169779536,0.2447020737858891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452783834619833,0.11340253125489785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191700811888136,0.4532082533904915,0.10148487576013533,0.0,0.0,0.12549628837963805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064588609257696,0.2231225073462441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587908488026983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315130887662836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226838939297904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714644244510843,0.0,0.10955495230433124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292298446287415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973083308845804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734396358863053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265793688647233,0.31752689042527604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312148855840984,0.0,0.0,0.08110735524167742,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,magneticcosmetics,2020/03/25,"Has anyone else randomly developed anxiety? Sorry for weird title it’s hard to explain but basically two weeks ago I took too much of a new supplement and it made me really sick which made me have a huge panic attack. 

Since then I’ve been having them like crazy and struggling with anxiety. I checked myself into a mental health facility and got a bunch of meds to start coping. Will this last forever? I’ve never had issues with aggressive anxiety before. Of course problems with nerves and occasional overwhelmed. But this is a whole other level.",4.027854545454545,7.051133640000009,5.183454545454548,74.0917272727273,77.6,8.436363636363637,25.09090909090909,9.095868883498916,2.7859000000000003,444,16,69,12,11,146,77,100,0.314,0.622,0.064,-0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,8,2,3,5,0,7,2,0,2,1,16,13,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,7,0,1,6,1,6,1,10,6,3,11,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541147217652407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990029277142148,0.0,0.0,0.12156563074389135,0.1781381761153008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977886955652315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479404437137057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145236139326447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905021032490916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574271456626135,0.0,0.0,0.18480303765865744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814626938449946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171756165251218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493828911710867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290174889159745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931171632566446,0.0,0.17520807988783796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278057129385971,0.0,0.13409009005037048,0.16791324301842075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039850286204742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663587282490918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137795516872136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438172226243272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194619916697013,0.12305766290362752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175424196956716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316275383062492,0.0,0.0,0.1698341078662349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394584863924824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941063675182456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Huxeley,2020/03/25,"I can't do this. I can't keep going to work while my city is in lockdown. My anxiety is through the roof and I am unable to handle it anymore. I'm 55 with asthma, single mom of an asthmatic. I can't do this",-0.7961702127659578,0.9430238510638348,2.637702127659576,92.89400000000002,87.08510638297872,5.4621276595744686,20.038297872340426,6.742157984588678,0.2560417021276593,159,5,38,2,5,58,34,47,0.043,0.9570000000000001,0.0,-0.1779,0,1,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,3,11,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35732431441312656,0.0,0.4632300286361557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654593059047177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151730785484842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547052831051183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400487416459306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lamalmejm1516,2020/03/25,"Anxiety coming out as anger I've been struggling with anxiety this past year, but I had finally gotten it under control with a couple different medications. Then this quarantine started. I'm teaching from home as well as watching my 3 and 4 year old girls, and not being able to leave the house is making my anxiety bad again. I just randomly get so angry that I have to leave the room and go yell or punch my bed so hard I hurt my shoulder the other day. I have been so short tempered with my kids and my spouse and my spouse just doesn't understand at all and gets angry right back at me. It's like a panic attack but with anger instead of fear - it comes on quickly and for no reason, and then passes in a few minutes. My hands tingle and my heart races. My doctor prescribed me an anxiety med to take as needed but it just comes on so fast that I can only take the medicine during it or after.

Does anyone else have anxiety that manifests as anger? How do you deal with it?",5.264268707482991,5.517143760204085,5.951428571428572,81.48523809523812,68.03061224489795,8.982312925170069,28.578231292517003,8.841846274778883,2.0761884353741493,771,24,153,12,12,252,121,196,0.285,0.69,0.026000000000000002,-0.9957,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,13,12,5,3,8,0,11,6,3,4,1,35,25,26,0,1,9,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,3,2,12,18,0,1,2,0,0,5,3,10,1,0,4,4,19,2,24,20,2,29,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,3,15,107,31,2,0.12432880851355366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755559910497742,0.0,0.0,0.08693359370146182,0.12738955682097827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144196837372947,0.0,0.09560117938757398,0.1038093618910163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212947791281089,0.0,0.0,0.13944533064111958,0.0,0.13756746184851526,0.0,0.08018179602553936,0.1281775423178119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989714285868184,0.0,0.1272558037763243,0.10880097816726632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386076598881704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990447504402673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619613258244884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991334193199694,0.0,0.07065892703676907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137419176140333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473302367084346,0.0,0.0,0.12471193209051445,0.0,0.0,0.14345875231927802,0.13309656094333933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632925131061518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074077574902944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299044511181716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810127833500033,0.12524819452335964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921882361481876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304621701782574,0.0,0.0,0.09455766134523744,0.0,0.14587306865237856,0.0,0.0,0.11868591582410598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783072208575033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617612314950638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800057058275881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997546533680535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695958218212294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294306743535397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178653014333287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012735280524454
anxiety,natandpey,2020/03/25,"Update! Hello everyone!
I posted on this reddit about a year ago. A year ago I went through the most difficult time of my life. Last year I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I was out of school for about 4 months. I did nothing but throw up and cry. I almost ended it. I was alone and felt abandoned. The only person other than my parents who helped was my boyfriend. I almost lost him through that because I thought I lost feelings when in reality I just lost everything. The first month I did nothing but lay in bed and starve myself. I lost 30 pounds in one month. The second month I finally made an appointment with a psychiatrist. The third month I went to the psychiatrist and was immediately put on Prozac and hydroxyzine. The first week I felt worse. But on the second week I actually got out of bed. I was eating and walking and doing so much better. After another month I finally got back to school. Everything started to get better. In the summer I managed to work 30 hour weeks every week. I’ve made so much progress. I definitely still have bad anxiety and rough patches but I get through. If anyone ever needs anyone to talk to please let me know! I want to help as much as I can. I also want to thank you all. You all helped me so much in my time of need❤️
Peyton",1.9278571428571425,4.444118418972335,3.4651538678712583,86.31276185770754,82.20158102766798,6.618238283455675,22.86970638057595,7.83500028581142,1.3111469226425752,1012,35,199,19,28,333,135,253,0.156,0.735,0.109,-0.8937,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,10,11,11,0,0,13,0,12,4,0,2,3,36,34,21,0,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,5,13,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,8,0,6,21,4,35,3,35,12,7,49,0,6,0,0,11,11,0,4,32,136,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.08002059716675614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453768783917796,0.0,0.1642231841203858,0.0849277220148789,0.0,0.06557571931848756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598460725661293,0.12546021871644486,0.0,0.0,0.11467322339390315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630532739637999,0.06846693918686396,0.04998670489487015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504544450327386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007362888021243,0.0,0.0,0.0706268556668134,0.08322871679370324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390691781145693,0.0,0.0,0.07262804758195138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417408928687591,0.06908890426977908,0.07835493097834932,0.1473934095349552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146188445304369,0.0,0.15746655655202882,0.17965493973074054,0.0,0.13949905852880984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568368709325487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311664796536975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488949195944064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075391206896154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506529531807825,0.06684130007294184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838510018614477,0.057919333230890276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35805265143235343,0.0,0.0,0.15518159111290794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927117957607013,0.0,0.24111902321637504,0.12160456905088525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573632604724498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556561785477935,0.06236502692091701,0.0,0.0,0.09105178046281114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715996181114505,0.0,0.09001185483701184,0.0,0.0,0.07853375100350614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824330871983784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597763874931304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804033089833002,0.0,0.06548565438873243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659088446121175,0.0,0.07549498467963603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509918691964435,0.09563022772464792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673196382767144,0.0,0.263103215380871,0.0,0.0,0.15203045203651738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059697294279035876,0.0,0.0835654501279696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584167775471939
anxiety,-Allie_Grace-,2020/03/25,"School Play- partial victory! My friends have turned me into a huge theater nerd, but obviously anxiety gets in the way of A LOT of things. I was determined this year to not let the play be one of those things, so I tried out- and got in! I had only one panic attack on the second night after I recognized people in the crowd, and I made it backstage before it started. I consider this a success!!",5.149615384615384,5.746596782051284,6.227333333333334,78.20100000000002,68.35897435897436,9.316923076923075,30.98461538461539,9.3871,2.743704615384616,311,12,59,6,5,104,59,78,0.17800000000000002,0.659,0.163,-0.342,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,8,4,11,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076723323645494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268822954264508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107209373451929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825631577559635,0.0,0.123455890702314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898900275276467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416305943935349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008920094977916,0.0,0.223590769741216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217495553456572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202431210608446,0.17971518753192642,0.0,0.2772446517369392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381919895648922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391460722991742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725285735922635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139716265242151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043075112810593,0.2570242413722965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875622602633461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216808891517114
anxiety,irrationalghost,2020/03/25,"Starting a new medication In the past I successfully took valium to manage my anxiety and stop panic attacks. For the past 2 years I have avoided getting on medication... by simply being too scared to make an appointment and answer all the questions. Now my anxiety runs my life. I finally worked up the courage, cried through those questions and got prescribed another benzodiazepine. Klonopin. While I'm comfortable with valium taken intermittently, klonopins side effects scare the shit out of me (especially the paradoxical side effects). I am now anxious about taking this specific anti-anxiety medication. Any advice from someone that has taken it?",8.020425752855658,11.054849401869163,8.125171339563861,57.984600207684345,64.32710280373831,11.484527518172376,40.860851505711324,11.20814326018867,6.047495119418484,534,31,68,18,9,173,82,107,0.201,0.688,0.111,-0.802,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,4,9,2,4,8,0,4,5,1,3,1,14,13,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,4,0,8,3,13,8,1,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,10,45,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465671262503592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199739288234236,0.157276127243298,0.3442226106342197,0.1694444280241235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706336881572094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475543668823792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430518241860034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836285414281094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995958696714185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594138548406168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011855670603056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532932116035625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485992672529405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597930793211608,0.0,0.0,0.28636218489087073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360431221274988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30032951322164597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396114485174262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270848559849342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616270468464377,0.0,0.0,0.12539718755555224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277276260668802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664285593537526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091934888193394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658774230224998
anxiety,SalvatoreAmanda,2020/03/25,Feel nervous about interview tomorrow :( I have an interview tomorrow for a data entry clerk. My nerves are kicking in and it isnt even the day yet. I am so scared because it is my first real interview. I am afraid to get asked a question that i wont be able to answer :( i practiced but i dont know if i will be able to go on the interview without messing up :(,1.4483428571428585,3.3107622533333334,4.0072380952380975,85.41600000000003,79.8,7.485714285714287,28.04761904761905,8.418075326091056,2.183761904761905,279,13,58,6,7,98,53,75,0.177,0.823,0.0,-0.8711,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,16,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,1,9,0,9,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,44,12,4,0.5377878301068267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513795125645795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391523483347425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341433017087993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31514166582521885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760189489386846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596084280915444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872102677991324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048597242834204,0.0,0.15281860858755894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777706352996148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012227241232304,0.0,0.0,0.3060601437005653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692097178912177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592041386097551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,My_Name_Is_Mo,2020/03/25,"Query Pertaining to a Possible Side Effect of Duloxetine (or Medication in General) I'm not completely sure of how to phrase this. I've been taking duloxetine for the better part of a year now for my depression, but it has actually effected my anxiety only. Although that is generally good, I keep getting this feeling that something intrinsic to my being is absent. It almost feels like it's missing. I do not know if that it due to the fact that I cannot remember a time where I was not anxious, but every time that I feel it, that gnawing sense of worry and panic returns like my body is telling me that something is very wrong. I plan on mentioning it to my psychiatrist when I visit her next, but with the COVID-19 debacle I am unsure of when that will be. It would just be comforting to know if anybody else is or has felt similarly.

Thank you in advance!",5.551297918948522,6.501833680722893,6.929189485213584,72.26230558598031,67.6144578313253,10.614676889375684,34.36801752464403,10.637119530657019,3.920549397590362,685,32,124,19,11,234,105,166,0.135,0.743,0.12300000000000001,-0.4868,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,5,6,11,0,1,6,0,17,2,1,3,2,30,29,12,0,3,11,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,17,2,0,1,9,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,4,16,7,17,21,1,16,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,5,11,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.16449331344209092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879164025531293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895034411472164,0.1904283736194008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908040311361512,0.0,0.18723565362587707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673524989146822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518318930337726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081287762469558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202171925481122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255691771745525,0.1204215440644638,0.161847052888031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806728577976801,0.0,0.0,0.14138276812737846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982666778196915,0.0,0.0,0.1852757917481945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470287583471294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980963427547685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926881641319364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819986708857878,0.0,0.19777253103542367,0.0,0.1825374590639741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900296182719652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094918322301724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595362876715179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886876876657452,0.0,0.12673850667252984,0.0,0.14733161795702768,0.15519029622253736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965810501372284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390822475189889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118405542290588,0.0,0.11974242149333594,0.18429733695332168,0.0,0.10854913845599384
anxiety,Stupidstray,2020/03/25,"Anyone else feeling the vague but persistent certainty that they're personally directly responsible for Covid-19 I know it's irrational, but I can't shake the feeling. Like if I can figure out how I caused it then I can keep it from happening again. Considering I live in Pennsylvania and haven't traveled in years, this is obviously absurd-;but that doesn't change the fact that there's a part of my brain which cannot be convinced I personally, willingly, directly caused a global pandemic and then forgot about it.

Brains are just, like, incredibly stupid sometimes.",8.899033333333335,9.882863370000004,8.374000000000002,64.71033333333335,60.3,13.06666666666667,38.66666666666667,12.45797560212912,5.408566666666667,467,22,75,16,6,148,72,100,0.12,0.716,0.16399999999999998,0.3613,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,5,0,10,2,2,3,2,18,16,8,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,2,4,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,2,8,3,7,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447994765502793,0.21218427031781087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623533431545568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254691159720392,0.2190697266017272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299393604890026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094179962122905,0.14794241296823088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831256307534344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406771754054502,0.0,0.0,0.11380915229402055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234370073141164,0.0,0.182860896618513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224254159509512,0.0,0.0,0.3616393406200927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048135335660774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335671447798106
anxiety,gypsyloveletter,2020/03/25,"This covid19 stuff is absolute hell for someone with anxiety and panic disorder So I was doing ok, like as ok as possible. I tried to take it each day at a time. Despite the fact that within 3 days, I was ordered to stay at home. So I can not go see any family or friends or the guy I’m seeing. My job was shut down but I was able to work from home, and I’m supposed to be moving into a new home April 1. I would not have chosen this date had I known the severe turn this would take believe me. 

But the past 3 nights I am losing my shi*. I had certain MOMENTS of bad thoughts or panicky thoughts and worry. Definitely worry that I tried to push back. Working from home, keeping in contact with people and just taking it day by day was working.

My job is closed now for another two MONTHS and I may be furloughed soon. No work. I don’t see how I’m going to move into a new home soon when I’m not stressed about money, no one can help me move because people are socially distancing which I get, I’m worried constantly for my mom who lives in another state— and I can’t go to the hospital for anxiety because i will then be more at risk for the virus or risk others! And I’m already AT risk which I think upped my anxiety even more. The guy I’ve been seeing, his mom has it. He saw her within days of seeing me. We should know by the 30th. At first I wasn’t too worried about getting it myself — I just don’t want my mom to get it. But now anytime my chest feels tight, my nose feels weird, my throat feels weird I am in the throws of panic. Hating that some NEW virus could be in my body. That I don’t know how it will affect me, and that they will not test me if I don’t have an underlying disease.

This is all far too much for someone who already suffers from anxiety. I don’t feel safe. I don’t trust the government is making the right decisions. I actually need to stay away from hospitals which are usually my safe haven, and has a calm me down affect when thinking about them. Now I feel sick to my stomach thinking about them. I feel alone. And I’m moving into a new home where I’ll be with a new roommate who is a stranger to me. 

Right now, the left part of my nose is tingling in a weird way I’ve never felt before and I just feel like I’m going to lose it. My mom is so far away, I can’t see anyone. Like how is everyone dealing?? And worrying about the future state of our country or how worse this might get. I just can’t. This is literally a living nightmare.",2.1819240297274973,3.5682287764932568,3.7348733828791616,90.29481213872835,76.26396917148362,6.792568125516103,24.110514726121664,7.447530270364453,0.913676906138178,1921,61,428,24,42,638,225,519,0.17300000000000001,0.75,0.078,-0.9943,2,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,0,3,7,30,26,2,6,23,2,52,8,6,7,4,79,99,33,0,7,17,4,9,3,1,8,2,0,6,2,26,21,0,4,17,0,1,10,17,15,0,3,13,18,58,11,60,72,7,76,1,3,7,0,22,29,1,9,35,282,84,8,0.05722614536802145,0.0,0.05584446290847685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592690280988264,0.12630094886372426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891574121839577,0.12001320611580545,0.1751113782867541,0.0,0.0,0.040013851415474914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753169468553556,0.04400337342886382,0.047781441044609005,0.06976905412493599,0.0,0.048695234803420064,0.06447426924987919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356534679286963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184113318223649,0.0,0.04569042054253603,0.0,0.0,0.18453064780743667,0.05899764308281931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558612043247923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037797329302947234,0.0,0.0,0.054682034271727915,0.0,0.0,0.05394771685645822,0.0,0.20254680985945325,0.04088236968523904,0.054946073811284836,0.0,0.0,0.04867653001604914,0.0,0.0,0.044212777955742084,0.0,0.11959319613097508,0.0,0.13009174875873644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332576199219882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564989709854519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835747896481178,0.0,0.3444149384329016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357623827734804,0.050865227385649435,0.0,0.0,0.06289998580254272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217637438379683,0.0,0.0,0.08387341206768067,0.0,0.10106346958309614,0.0,0.0,0.12804283757146742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03819889640145566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070789686270656,0.0,0.2680902792701878,0.04567736326348147,0.24328934426228144,0.04206780137017339,0.042432461680532864,0.0441363311877752,0.2763468389755893,0.0,0.0537028608224861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03877791712565415,0.0,0.0,0.13428510305510347,0.0,0.061970338786411276,0.054628831027095585,0.07934680750902164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451388051610205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977416309318885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736109725857744,0.0,0.0,0.06464925549119041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058334848544278686,0.09697505452892743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121990913562776,0.0,0.0,0.06555235617210584,0.0,0.0655102452110596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908081830526486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000460978406107,0.0,0.09086233439948356,0.033369025564563816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770559256409627,0.06224561325909252,0.05590162874041392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302651427395517,0.0,0.03375346321635996,0.04542345053532328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664526155208595,0.2905796422221307,0.05831833109638799,0.08130362354224095,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tazz131,2020/03/25,"Best way to support someone with anxiety? Hello,

Ever since my wife's third pregnancy, which was difficult, she has been dealing with health related anxiety. 

Fear that something is going to happen to someone she loves. They will get sick, hurt...etc...

I'm wondering what I can do to support her? Social distancing and quarantine is really helping to drive her anxiety. She is feeling ill and concerned that she will get covid19 and spread it to her family. 

What can I say or do to relax her or ease her anxiety?

She is on medication and is seeing a therapist...so she is receiving treatment that is supporting her, but I feel like I'm falling short with being there for her the best so can mentally. 

Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks.",4.1299604072398175,6.749474654411768,5.4091176470588245,74.91506787330319,74.51470588235293,9.478733031674208,31.04977375565611,9.851270322608157,3.749169230769232,587,28,98,18,13,195,87,136,0.098,0.6759999999999999,0.226,0.9719,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,3,11,0,1,2,0,20,5,0,0,1,15,35,8,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,2,4,18,9,12,28,2,8,0,0,1,1,22,2,0,3,2,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426974725771354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934395352738538,0.0,0.4204552013143649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839436110788946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165764750500065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324195083177822,0.0,0.12428992218604835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953240602211774,0.1546178718345176,0.1389513357535091,0.09816155377446252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357599673716073,0.0,0.07808994616575092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150603799159175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605418846311785,0.0,0.0,0.09209910685330597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709398677259064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712872820499237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401261196178162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842022767479994,0.13847106759936145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802461832308013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926929681507604,0.0,0.0,0.10949331951460912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136621345814314,0.0,0.0,0.1400662294380615,0.2328441845033203,0.10578042931028216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677738107545229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650328250041776,0.0,0.15953681110902165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906502036633847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900894177417515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760796739336172,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,omelettealformaggio,2020/03/25,"I'm struggling so much right now How can you go from feeling like you have it all figured out one day and the next you don't even know how to get through the night. 

I just feel like I'm in a box and don't know how to even handle my situation. I feel like the more actions I take the worst things get for me. 

I want to start dating. I'm 27 and never dated. That's the biggest thing, but whenever I try and focus on that I am reminded of all my other problems that lead to that. 

I feel like when I talk to people about this they just see me as some fucking incel or something when that couldn't be further from the truth. 

My friends don't tell me they can talk to them, but what am I supposed to say.?",2.366919856459329,3.14037175657895,3.53988038277512,94.29507177033493,74.85526315789474,6.316746411483255,23.686602870813395,6.1124844417494595,0.2790184210526312,545,15,131,3,11,177,91,152,0.054000000000000006,0.826,0.121,0.7906,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,3,1,12,10,1,1,7,0,10,1,0,4,4,29,27,14,0,3,5,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,0,6,21,6,17,25,6,19,0,0,1,1,11,6,1,2,14,92,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294311791389757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085792379182794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32283913467091196,0.4561365445916466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332372070650435,0.1475681577010678,0.16679202936330206,0.0,0.09071697839368366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754483803148685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119333888765625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734068807224055,0.0,0.12311048597442985,0.0,0.1697600273834201,0.14979462760386034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816413811344912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066193960929896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273689407726082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631649210674587,0.0,0.12693798529744366,0.0,0.0,0.12719823214599574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942204790459496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288497292400676,0.0,0.0,0.11298141926261833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687178782848242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200160339859252,0.2565965662490965,0.13951684402925454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209180239420128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837300027042814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941493130049077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Carnivalesque3,2020/03/25,"Does anybody else scratch themselves or do anything similar when hey are anxious? So, I’ve always been pretty anxious and fidgety, but lately it’s become more destructive. About a month ago was the first time that I scratched deep enough to leave any scar and it’s happened two more time since. I want to know if that is something that could be brought on by anxiety. Has anyone else ever experienced this?",6.668399999999997,7.9412590399999985,5.678666666666667,81.06600000000002,65.26666666666667,8.133333333333333,35.0,8.238735603445708,2.7738000000000005,328,15,57,4,5,98,63,75,0.18100000000000002,0.769,0.05,-0.8557,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,12,7,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,3,2,0,5,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072344490937238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025409104701593,0.0,0.0,0.1309708959124878,0.0,0.1473343008551347,0.4351540351879015,0.0,0.13466658490155192,0.197335872575516,0.1584889015829552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270554513338946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377107375371138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854078544193088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321776060679246,0.0,0.0,0.19900165021698807,0.0,0.0,0.17421279348073931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638208227959808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031072134397193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584492592868293,0.0,0.2172550371872065,0.20392981619921435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372712949150766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593789269613796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593161990139023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826869115060656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460685764102695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813688676803011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359725342983208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HungaryFrenchie,2020/03/25,"Health Anxiety with GAD advice Hi everyone, I think I’m in need of some advice because my worrying and anxiety is taking over my life lately.

I’m a 24/f and have since I was a child, worried excessively about my health. This manifests in body checks, researching my symptoms, and panic attacks. I’m typically convinced there’s a problem with my heart and that I feel light headed/dizzy. I’ve gone through periods where it was completely manageable and periods where it negatively impacts every aspect of my life and wellbeing.

I am generally a healthy person. Active and sociable but I suffer from a severe dust allergies which means I have been to the doctor many times these last two years and have confirmed each time that there doesn’t appear to be anything wrong with me.

However, six months ago my mother passed away from cancer and since (not unexpectedly) I have been perpetually convinced I am about to die from something. I can no longer enjoy a cup of coffee or cocktail because it exacerbates my anxiety and the effects I feel from it cause me to become more convinced of my impending doom. Driving almost always sets off a panic attach and I’m starting to worry it will cause me to have an accident. The evenings are always worse and going to sleep is a nightmare as every night I’m afraid I won’t wake up.

My question/need of advice is basically: what steps have people successfully taken to curb this kind of anxiety and let themselves believe that they are healthy?",7.708667883211678,8.158265952554746,7.884370437956207,69.0370666058394,62.83211678832117,10.79160583941606,36.10310218978103,10.550175099000144,4.017387591240876,1197,52,196,27,16,390,163,274,0.207,0.705,0.08800000000000001,-0.9882,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,7,14,1,3,12,0,23,11,4,3,0,34,39,16,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,13,17,1,1,5,1,1,6,5,8,0,2,6,3,25,6,31,29,3,26,1,2,0,0,5,8,0,4,11,132,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070474802485673,0.09284427912178728,0.0,0.10488038616190236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743014917192624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204983816972299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861907854781435,0.0,0.0,0.11915505960660475,0.09840518207628572,0.0,0.0,0.12769512271767589,0.11567534273690246,0.0,0.11800431906748815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634075968368388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151903930388714,0.0,0.0,0.10981622803712317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870193142288094,0.0,0.0,0.10720419871553932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917873066040624,0.0,0.17649325211001424,0.1000820372923016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591777222508726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059525250953512014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226640597913908,0.0,0.12411551775398855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906893433239004,0.0,0.08537578175411234,0.11814948628719907,0.0,0.0,0.10710211840545293,0.14795967008026384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618830635018316,0.0,0.11409083140843175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360119798822738,0.0,0.0,0.0776622023828203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828990071640764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457759092314901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261242429900591,0.09145353790082177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022051120743633,0.0,0.0,0.117330987450147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183245884166774,0.0,0.1732813868384743,0.0,0.10481404880725044,0.0,0.0,0.08063274351988704,0.0,0.0,0.07413438425501581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886330951305524,0.07875024794647299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711214268306577,0.0,0.0,0.122147615956092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231420551212267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31910081228592857,0.10673738578579517,0.0,0.1145150070171571,0.0,0.0674481007565663
anxiety,hushpuppylife,2020/03/25,"Feeling guilty about traveling during this crisis, should I be? I live in VA and my primary job told me to work remote. In the short term when this all was starting, I left my apt and stayed with relatives in nearby MD for a short while. I eventually traveled back to my apt in VA due to feeling antsy and like I’m “wearing out my welcome.” Also, things weren’t as crazy as they are now In terms of closures. So I went back to my place.

Fast forward to earlier this week, I am from NC and drove to my parents yesterday and plan to stay here this week. I want to stay here longer but I actually have a second job at a bar in VA that needs me to do food delivery next week so I have to go back to VA.

I’m avoiding crowds and only stopped when driving to and forth for gas and food and I’m trying to be clean and safe, but I feel guilty. I should stay in one place but I have to get back for 2nd job.  Am I being selfish?

Feeling unsure of what to do. I feel most comfortable with family but don’t want to put them or others at risk.",1.5264292612264612,3.1170075917431177,3.174645098985998,92.7378343795268,78.58715596330275,6.424336069531628,22.024142926122646,7.273561745256523,0.5394091743119258,797,23,184,10,19,264,118,218,0.113,0.7859999999999999,0.102,-0.6659999999999999,5,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,13,7,0,2,4,0,16,4,1,0,1,33,33,23,0,5,5,1,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,13,3,3,5,3,0,8,2,3,0,2,5,5,24,4,37,23,4,46,0,0,0,0,6,16,0,2,21,121,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.1127338326188904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092383741527299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553203792416142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890485046359147,0.0,0.2920596263642381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27938186177503765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035602570430022,0.0,0.06565441167238788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439164055465796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551613208493112,0.0,0.0,0.056438727045087615,0.0,0.10200896982873167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565887795430037,0.0,0.0,0.1228600744943124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828140859224055,0.08786048536383673,0.0,0.0,0.1282746760431682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24139399931371616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613257315631585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176780954286139,0.4925288028340575,0.0,0.09658244276754947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674838135755836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038722512117967,0.0,0.07843256797034036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627697624300714,0.0,0.27799686794165696,0.0,0.0,0.10709102493413557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410215643641003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rjswift,2020/03/25,"Rituals and intrusive thoughts Hi guys, 

I’m probably in the same boat as a lot of you right now. About three years ago, I started repeating actions over and over because if I didn’t, I thought something bad would happen. I went into a spiral for about 6 months, but mentally pulled myself out of it. It’s always been there a little, and I accept that as my battle, but with the way the world is right now it’s all happening again.

It’s so hard not to repeat an action with so many intrusive thoughts popping up. It’s so hard to brush off the thought that something bad will happen, when there’s such a higher chance of it actually happening. 

People with the same issues, how are you coping? It’s definitely testing me.",4.019516441005802,5.660578907801424,4.89136041263701,82.82454545454549,71.97872340425532,7.964152159896841,27.711798839458407,8.575989854853784,2.0443702127659567,570,21,109,10,11,185,91,141,0.10800000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.065,-0.7155,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,13,4,1,0,10,0,6,0,0,1,1,23,17,13,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,7,3,10,1,20,8,4,26,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,2,10,78,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.14127311855285413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832849105766236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045894282884055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417512080431026,0.08824949996265809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334352033481754,0.5120730288125552,0.0,0.2593681813727968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110064384283156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509601323914895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307695438854732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677248023017953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589254196861373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555279108117407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036421124135264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560848682927401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472629208883301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289964236080584,0.0,0.0,0.10246785000566187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597198959776842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491045268128725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420179825352324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283934923220578,0.0,0.0,0.09322613171934452
anxiety,lileepa,2020/03/25,"Worried This might just end up as a rant but I dont know what to do and theres so much going on.

My husband and I work for a global bank and it feels like our departments have different ways of dealing with this. In a site wide email last week, they stated anyone pregnant, elderly, or high risk are to stay home. Many people on my team with kids were allowed to stay home. Despite not having kids, my manager let me stay home since my father is high risk and I do not feel comfortable being in an office building with 1,000+ employees. 
My husband had neonatal pneumonia and asthma when he was a kid. We are concerned that he could potentially be high risk. When he talked to his manager about his concerns, he was told to check with the CDC and with our PCP. 
I would rather he stay home and be safe but I am unsure if he would be reprimanded because of it. I am currently getting paid but am unsure if he would. 
We are also not able to work from home yet. Our company decided to wait until the last minute to try to figure out the logistics. Everything just feels like a shit show and I feel guilty for staying home when he can't.",3.362824278022515,4.932130806167404,4.299258443465494,86.70080151737642,73.53744493392071,7.687616250611845,25.38644150758688,8.344100000000001,1.5330050905531087,891,29,183,15,18,288,135,227,0.12,0.836,0.044000000000000004,-0.9437,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,5,0,1,3,11,8,1,3,9,0,27,2,1,1,0,43,37,21,0,7,12,3,4,2,0,4,1,0,6,3,6,16,0,2,7,2,3,2,5,4,0,0,6,4,21,4,28,21,1,31,0,0,0,0,27,12,1,4,12,119,27,5,0.09512365209257267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607035021120148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665126692782022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798649540981433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759484959139019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806830844189557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938397039943844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148421180850142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425132155824089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854910048923096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238950657580967,0.13591271212307665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969818213441468,0.0,0.054060963609631765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015100832601237,0.5725006737442064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227747149166151,0.15507694488033455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972703790892636,0.0,0.09294522306234082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964404529743017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009111626041281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992682935572984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659467631762096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764306190941448,0.07868726799167391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069457826302053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645678833210966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089472600900818,0.0,0.06458271569034266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550472738953352,0.07630245593841865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850230328124294,0.09660268611196124,0.0,0.20271933964696348,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HypedUpSloth,2020/03/25,"Physical symptoms of anxiety I have had chest pain before. Even went to er last year and had heart ultrasounds years before. With this virus scare I am overwhelmed and not sure what normal means anymore. I never realized the toll anxiety has in your body. What are some typical physical symptoms you guys feel right now ? I'm feeling tightness in my chest,  body feels heavy, kinda nauseous at times.",5.781173708920188,8.282414183098595,5.14612676056338,79.24388497652583,69.14084507042253,8.67699530516432,31.551643192488264,9.2995712137729,3.1738150234741784,321,14,52,7,6,97,58,71,0.159,0.805,0.036000000000000004,-0.8467,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,6,8,5,0,2,15,12,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,4,6,1,6,9,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27651635499638194,0.0,0.17923588442857152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075763314816694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015012198798923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937065232087765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414799553670843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895140190122474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141662643416604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731930845077212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968682691781526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939034164840336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770773119471195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230977145015973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434268053346614,0.0,0.0,0.18094254937424967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703361598748963,0.37569594429753295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538528574407584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675387898876656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327687631228451
anxiety,selkraps23,2020/03/25,"Ativan 1mg not doing anything Hi, I just took my first ever dose of lorazepam, 1mg. Under the tongue and let it dissolve 2 minutes. I was prescribed it for depression related anxiety after a traumatic breakup. 

It's been 45 mins or so and my mind is still racing, can't relax my face, stomach turning, don't feel any different. I have never before taken any similar drug or any medications for mental health. Is this normal? Should I take another one?",2.954521963824291,5.579441790697678,4.876201550387599,77.12215762273905,78.76744186046511,7.543152454780363,28.16020671834625,8.515128840125781,2.692340051679586,358,16,59,8,9,122,70,86,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.8971,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,10,6,2,0,2,12,15,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,4,1,7,1,5,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246179700376873,0.2182482904652081,0.15922313964020193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127783796237178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771080382502788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926685952304028,0.0,0.0,0.2174573689061821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413711799259751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827053702021013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105239596830825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704000760599653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212383756652542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283271964527686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967468754051288,0.20975169828869664,0.0,0.21015759065137649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052698100312787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392866503420184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103804730137862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621733326853244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649204416048595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124627407612755,0.0,0.2263917300842165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotSassyAtAll,2020/03/25,"Anxiety and tummy aches! I woke around 3am tonight because I was having intense stomach ache. Went to washroom to get freshen up and everything. Still the feeling won't leave me alone, like something was tightening the rope on my whole body, I don't know how to explain it any better. Before that I had a very light sleep. Turns out it was all because of anxiety and stress over the fact that I wasn't able to check my University exam results because the site crashed it was worrying me overmuch as I kept thinking I'll fail.
Well, after some minutes rolling on bed I got enough courage to get up and check it for myself. Turns out I passed and I'm officially a doctor now. But it didn't make me as happy I was still sad that I could've done better. 
I still have a knot in my tummy and I know it's anxiety, I have been here too many times before. Hope this resolves some day.

Tl;dr : I had anxiety induced tummy aches and am feeling sad but on a better note I passed my exams and officially a doctor. Got through med school just fine.",2.6298321891685745,4.718808550724642,3.7082227307398963,87.88118993135014,77.01932367149759,6.29026188660056,26.353674040172898,7.273561745256523,1.3114792270531392,818,32,163,10,19,264,120,207,0.10099999999999999,0.76,0.138,0.7448,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,10,14,0,1,9,0,17,5,3,4,2,31,35,13,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,10,11,0,1,8,0,2,3,4,4,1,0,16,3,23,10,21,18,5,22,0,3,0,0,1,11,0,3,9,104,33,6,0.12196940686097303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632352145947334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294337917463965,0.0,0.3732250496147879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857863112217417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305425503003215,0.0,0.2075739635347836,0.0,0.0,0.3236160858894484,0.0,0.13548051498801164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738264663752264,0.0,0.0,0.07866017714805358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968171241699946,0.0,0.12481705009234467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602700176499934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961823825388756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334279375906647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744796196647426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951001535681665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983870161541058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211431417497234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406239247046828,0.0,0.0,0.12914799087369785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958809127955938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141552618766551,0.12365783470163448,0.0,0.0,0.13548051498801164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234395513791614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205749170792447,0.0,0.0,0.09389800828765438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922147776204365,0.0,0.13971554346763487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815307100771685,0.0,0.0,0.07112134199262092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653353805357491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063753432993873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966514470491552,0.11306686211931966,0.0,0.13617448698164505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238658532032188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mkberry,2020/03/25,"Really freaking out over what was probably a coincidence I was added to this group on sc by someone i haven’t talked to in maybe a year. Didn’t know a single person in the group or have them added (I only knew of one of them) so I left it after everyone just kinda said hey what’s up. Then like 10 minutes later some guy I know of but have never spoken too snapped me just his face. 

I know this is literally nothing but I’m getting super paranoid and I don’t know why. Like I’m nauseous thinking of what the possibilities are. For the past year I’ve talked to like the same 3 people in snapchat so I’m just kinda freaking out. Idk why they would snap me or what I have to do with any of them. 

I realize I sound so stupid but I’m just freaking out so bad and I hate that I can’t just accept that sometimes things just happen for no reason.",1.9938389513108632,3.5406134775280904,3.6885617977528082,89.75325468164795,77.14606741573033,6.319700374531838,22.54082397003745,7.0316486544052195,0.5723650936329587,661,19,146,7,15,221,101,178,0.177,0.733,0.09,-0.9553,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,11,11,2,0,7,0,13,1,1,1,1,32,27,12,0,1,11,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,10,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,2,19,5,23,21,3,17,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,5,10,97,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608190904612675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252743799239953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311124316417616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891837472521854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901991821683365,0.15094951841698562,0.0,0.0,0.16853099043717365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752492026276468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854661381247452,0.0,0.0,0.250186312433038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714911756218903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131654426259448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637913321059637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567079304789325,0.12982510410032636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295254300812084,0.11834194343969985,0.1490487270477714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243869385026102,0.0,0.0,0.18404355922125512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935484330109914,0.17550811394764146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237486753102848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463362520060188,0.0,0.16882674549641485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27440451917869785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340554924111172,0.10937771972482077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080605458972354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212604403470746,0.0,0.0,0.21985051186227975
anxiety,Mindless_Psychology,2020/03/25,Ran out of my Lexapro Hey guys. I ran out of my lexapro and I’m having really bad brain zaps. I just moved to Colorado and I can’t find a doctor who can see me anytime soon because of the coronavirus. I called Walgreens and they said my provider back in CT should be able to send a script to Walgreens tomorrow and they can fill it here but of course my life never goes according to plan. I’m honestly pissed that people with pre existing conditions are being shoved on the back burner because of this virus. We still need our meds and our conditions have not just gone away because of the pandemic. Any advice appreciated. If anyone lives in the CO area and knows someone that can help please let me know. Thanks in advance guys!,3.369073672806067,5.631016373239441,3.710845070422536,87.91286565547131,75.40845070422534,7.186132177681474,25.711809317443123,8.139509932561175,1.5838736728060674,583,21,115,10,13,181,98,142,0.053,0.8220000000000001,0.125,0.8978,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,2,2,7,4,1,0,6,0,11,4,2,0,1,21,22,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,10,0,0,3,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,4,2,15,2,18,14,0,21,0,0,1,0,13,8,1,1,6,72,20,1,0.17784137331606767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378453174575484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209382322954716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435082324048505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708782441046774,0.2734980771744217,0.14849011827979047,0.3252313515285784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985297882941439,0.18159592601325675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202818137322052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254379334275584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521818395275795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920332379850022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547393564159807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185485333736304,0.12561462136738216,0.0,0.0,0.15703719084308704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754167428640285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901723512268787,0.0,0.1318671248940052,0.13716223067425015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329281594017275,0.0,0.0,0.19521642313894452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392973763489725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916787128828825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171654933268316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506844184936344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202435045727874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373244280738808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icryduringsexbro,2020/03/25,"New and seeking coping skills - need to take deep breaths Hi all,

I first found out I had anxiety when my results came back for my lungs and they were perfectly normal. I have this type of anxiety where I have to take a deep breath every other minute. It can't just be any sort of breath though, it has to be the satisfying, deep, breath that can't  be obtained every time you inhale deeply. As of lately I simply let the feeling consume me until it dissipates into my chest or I carefully go for a deep breath and if I don't feel like I'm going to get it I stop and retry later on. My mistake the first time I got this was trying to keep inhaling until I got it which caused some chest pain the following day. Anybody have anything similar? How do you cope with it? Thanks guys.",2.96846153846154,4.6694773503184726,4.001528662420384,87.88392944634985,74.85987261146497,7.123762861342479,23.541891229789318,7.882392219407189,1.1161723664870156,612,18,126,9,13,198,101,157,0.08800000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.084,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,5,6,6,0,0,6,0,15,9,8,3,2,26,32,12,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,8,0,2,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,7,4,18,4,17,21,2,25,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,14,83,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498079306311006,0.0,0.258692813234501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391391535405374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300127561725912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338347739619904,0.17238922076136198,0.1736926341451938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904317669436477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849158592530905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098474147256976,0.12079141091846868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28764021188217426,0.0,0.18538845233152415,0.0,0.0,0.08833777865697838,0.0,0.19218511552049786,0.0,0.27045884321603914,0.0,0.0,0.16741664915513366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028685053987242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073059169902695,0.0,0.0,0.17289665031666346,0.0,0.08260437494371588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537132643233312,0.0,0.1632993627312782,0.0,0.0,0.1656633582784029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991397213946594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135918248080065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542555513235987,0.0,0.0,0.1556669530124984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612110126447194,0.0,0.1971848359060964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147948153976728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,proimize,2020/03/25,"The pandemic has removed my ability to mask my deficits and insecurities With quarantine, no work, and my college classes being moved online; it feels I can no longer latch onto the things I used to hide myself behind. 

I'm bad at school and I'm not at all yet where I should be.

I'm doing poorly in my classes; I have no job; I'm not even really contributing to society at this point.

I like life and I like learning,

but I'd much rather live it out somewhere not here, a place where, when the sun sets, there exists no-one else but myself and the birds(and maybe a silver of moonlight).

Where I'm not comparing myself and trying to be better than others, and where it doesn't matter if someone is.

Where I can study math without worrying about whether anyone can tell that I'm trying to hide the fact that I'm struggling. Where I can read and engage language without feeling shame. And where I can sketch and elaborate on design ideas without feeling like I'm wasting my time.

I enjoy life I do, I have an affinity for describing it's many riddles. 

But this life I lead is not one suited for me, and I am not suited for it. 

And when I wake up, light will still peer through the dawn. And I will still hate myself for all the things I am not, and I will smile and laugh and cuddle my dog. And I will, in my life have people who appreciate all these deficits.

But light at dawn will lose it's magic, and my friends will grow to have issues of their own, and I will still be left with all the things that I am not.",5.840490196078433,5.363899846405231,6.083594771241831,83.50617647058823,66.87581699346406,8.899346405228759,29.437908496732028,8.124751697461798,1.7899594771241838,1187,35,248,13,17,380,150,306,0.111,0.768,0.121,0.8422,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,4,18,14,1,3,11,0,30,6,1,2,5,54,43,27,0,3,18,0,3,3,1,8,4,0,0,0,17,22,0,0,5,1,1,4,15,6,0,1,0,5,35,8,31,31,6,32,0,1,0,1,4,20,0,1,10,184,52,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150952721591572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927358714578324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574663778067845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932769700695913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644046029518967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852014261843864,0.0934957818110873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111224649740952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921010950385367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773982054763446,0.0,0.13659753352545612,0.1298713757869208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219402588326155,0.0,0.36975821512673307,0.19181398472756947,0.0,0.11556336110115785,0.0,0.0,0.14641354324889858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326848005340742,0.13147963780174565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909741303671067,0.09620680035086117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868301193356785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073094171628196,0.0,0.13673455362396186,0.0,0.1237173986547346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309085343514884,0.0,0.08384067073396323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245058262809084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088836837445523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135463238154532,0.0,0.0,0.13681699877132422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438887379662555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608388533962464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631316769192831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777085130781238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303235432611845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784710472582729,0.0,0.09527718876060493,0.1329080042919009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,conversationpeace,2020/03/25,"Anyone else with anxiety having some weird tightness in your throat? I’m not sure if I’m anxious because of coronavirus or because of life in general, but a few hours ago my throat started to feel tight. Kind of like there’s a lump that won’t go away, or a slight choking feeling. Of course I’ve taken my temp 3 times since then to make sure I’m not getting a fever (I’m not) but I tried drinking water, looked up videos on how to relax my throat but obviously still can’t shake this. Hope I’m not alone and we can all get through this crazy time by leaning on each other!",3.110774976657332,4.344464764705883,3.845658263305325,91.041335200747,73.62184873949579,6.633426704014939,25.827264239028946,6.937597516519254,0.9006295051353868,453,15,99,4,9,144,85,119,0.145,0.73,0.125,0.2536,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,4,0,4,8,3,2,4,27,19,9,0,2,10,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,2,2,2,3,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,5,6,6,16,17,4,15,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,5,8,53,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151556284217715,0.0,0.0,0.21207916187181505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664789660187012,0.23133093894077186,0.0,0.14317940320039255,0.2098102694595433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192387427422788,0.0,0.0,0.2496508378496377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005958839840887,0.0,0.0,0.17105841202518235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707494551395175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396693698720376,0.0,0.1163750694426263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338204375534466,0.20165643894764052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323563703877596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446345593212729,0.10003990001311393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719545765033286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366850477072261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938721889800162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493671135467573,0.0,0.16352896754909535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859851423253645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880516354719825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902486233001518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danielskibelski,2020/03/25,Pseudodysphagia BOYYYY I wanna know if anyone knows what to do or has gone through this before because I can’t find anyone but-  when I was 9 I choked on a donut (it’s okay you can laugh) and after that I turned into some hypocondriaque a year later I was terrified to choke and now it’s all I can think about. I’m afraid to eat because ever time I do I feel like I’m about to choke even though I’m not.,1.2233620689655176,2.97039574712644,2.756997126436783,94.66584051724138,80.0344827586207,5.729310344827588,17.771551724137932,6.6274283507984215,-0.2763551724137936,318,6,74,3,8,104,60,87,0.218,0.718,0.064,-0.9481,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,1,8,1,0,0,2,16,17,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,10,3,11,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,8,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39042744168448695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403790480939632,0.0,0.23756718328758555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28567753038761595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844000772261156,0.25254021001986915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116510372098176,0.19945092063837586,0.0,0.0,0.2551714405371257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306867243093973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363964416509904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788914623819544,0.27429935897531466,0.0,0.162795917186297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30367478611957355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978697888112735
anxiety,LegoRuby360,2020/03/25,"I randomly cry for no reason. It's all in the title. I have no idea why, I have nothing to be sad or mad about. Is something wrong with me?",-1.601774193548387,0.2971068064516125,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,93.83870967741936,4.390322580645162,17.427419354838708,5.985473137389443,-0.4424258064516131,105,3,26,1,4,37,27,31,0.369,0.562,0.068,-0.8819,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133767726210968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42482658918100574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36109523704070895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869261162580401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897143734770267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33957595439692434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41145373533656815,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ns18313118,2020/03/25,"Extreme anxiety over online occurrence Catfished by a minor

So yesterday I’m on a dating app and am a 23 yr old male and match with a girl who is 20. She has no pictures of herself just one of one mountains so I’m already a bit suspicious. She then messaged me asking if I wanted to add her on Snapchat. Upon opening Snapchat I already have a message from her and it is an unsolicited explicit picture. I then message her asking if she can tell me her age again and she responds b saying she is 22 which I thought was strange because her profile said 20 but she assures me that the app got it wrong. I then ask if she can said me a picture of her face so I can verify what she even looks like at which pointshe sends me two pictures of a girl who does in fact appear to look 22. She then proceeds to send more unsolicited pictures of herself however I can not make out if it’s the person in the photo because the room is very dark and I cannot see her face. I do not respond with any pictures, and decide to remove the profile because it all just seemed strange to me. The next morning a wake up and for the hell of it decide to type the girls name in on Instagram where I find the profile as well as a picture of the 22 year old girl in one of them however the caption states that it is an older sister and the account belonged to a girl who is clearly a minor my heart drops and I start to feel sick to my stomach even though I don’t think I did anything wrong. I have since deleted the app and want nothing to do with online dating and am still feeling like garbage because even tho I was lied to I’m blaming myself and am already very depressed and anxious. My anxiety is telling me I’m a piece of shit and creep in fact upon learning her identity I immediately grabbed a blade and started cutting my arm up. Could someone please provide some advice",4.459126984126981,5.124007695767194,5.290926984126988,84.05962857142858,69.92592592592592,7.529481481481483,33.63851851851852,7.404127859558343,2.2282491851851853,1471,70,294,14,25,480,184,378,0.133,0.8109999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9846,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,14,10,3,0,29,0,25,8,7,1,6,52,49,31,0,7,9,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,1,7,14,21,0,0,9,0,1,4,5,6,1,4,7,9,48,4,43,41,5,42,1,1,3,0,47,18,2,7,20,208,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544388661873642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35722880387552186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337935733365764,0.0,0.1650946377762804,0.12190236319591162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879693203324639,0.0,0.30263088707390795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631124677663804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117804725625376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615366406360468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293874403282726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442872352726696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381145364394227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912040271136564,0.07708762366735447,0.0,0.0,0.09862356070267192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863017882017234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786839257970173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543423444629373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122668186182214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202767777345533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475859375756348,0.0,0.0,0.103538120500615,0.0,0.22645708533227696,0.0,0.2193584304188904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421881404292903,0.0,0.11844770176492404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528544929132908,0.08581068766118517,0.0,0.0,0.08598661578060175,0.09823300356972456,0.0,0.0,0.11076331996649362,0.08926044381869869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142787668869236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275196399477114,0.0,0.08617337432900041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862811314384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914140925128143,0.10601648610699446,0.08566481705503602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540787512836168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806647537776532,0.12729077545776982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701989381703087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359551833407484,0.0,0.06948752567258046
anxiety,IdahoHenry,2020/03/25,"Getting really nervous about working at Amazon I picked up a part time job last summer at an Amazon dispatch location. Basically, I carry boxes from shelves to delivery drivers. The pay is decent ($15.25/hour, plus $2/hour through April), and I’m lucky that I’m still able to continue working during the pandemic.

However, I’m getting paranoid. Despite their imaginary safety precautions, it is impossible to maintain social distancing. They told us that the new policy is no more than two people per aisle. So far, this has not been the case. The computers assign us to particular aisles, and it seems like there are more people per aisle now than there were before. There are generally between ten and twenty people working my shift, and there are fifty-two corresponding aisles. Somehow, there are often at least three people in one aisle. I’ve seen as many as six. The aisles are cramped, even for one person, and we are almost always adjacent on either side to other crowded aisles. The six-foot social distancing rule is impossible to follow, even with only two per aisle. 

According to the WHO, “...persons with pre-existing medical conditions (such as high blood pressure, heart disease, lung disease, cancer or diabetes)  appear to develop serious illness more often than others.” Guess what... I have cancer. I picked up the job in the first place to help cover medical bills. Treatment has been over for a while, so I don’t know how much it compromises my immune system anymore, but it still makes me nervous.

Like I said, I’m grateful that I’m still able to make money, and I know I sound like a hypochondriac, but these worthless safety precautions are actually starting to piss me off.",6.816067892503535,8.404164722772279,6.899849127769923,71.29297029702971,65.13861386138615,9.863837812352665,33.24045261669024,10.07000556051586,3.669140311173976,1353,57,212,31,21,433,183,303,0.102,0.8320000000000001,0.066,-0.8338,3,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,3,0,2,4,19,10,1,3,14,0,18,12,4,5,0,31,37,17,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,2,13,10,0,0,3,0,3,2,3,6,0,8,6,3,17,4,36,31,7,30,0,1,1,0,14,14,1,9,16,143,30,8,0.21739154801670826,0.0,0.1060713958782505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884311659734147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044359141185923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779700039053244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249209785906792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358506719651656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245656984424412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357811133347245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974064954011955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288050155496467,0.07285648610921858,0.11484305305193165,0.0,0.0,0.2140868846038252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215727567340439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947270950984637,0.0886015632485108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930979423458905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451105463741882,0.11020045436813597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899911387603072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990390059219167,0.0,0.0,0.10497905586350767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731013907360502,0.08266803415251871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770693092519555,0.0,0.30142385449237474,0.1898179145452906,0.11356394912253155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963329614411508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339457216373624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895255032943487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216033064398483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693542829719156,0.0,0.2604137565933805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338137993253104,0.0,0.0,0.10386347012004436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185399312774136,0.0,0.2614952655487797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23739545411550664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FusionMaster62,2020/03/25,"I can’t tell if my parents are trying or not I just had six, you heard it SIX, anxiety attacks about school work. Even with this pandemic, I’m still trying to keep up with my homework and I finally broke down today with all of the work. I opened up to my parents for the first time in a few months and I got hit with the same things as I have been getting about my school anxiety for years.

“You really shouldn’t be this stressed about it.”
“It’s not like one assignment is going to hurt your grade.”
“What are you even crying about?”
“Maybe you should just go outside more.”

They know I feel like I have to complete all of my assignments and I never purposefully miss one so why would I start now? I might miss an assignment but then they get mad I have missing assignments. I have no time to even go outside because I am doing my homework and projects and helping my friends on their work. And I KNOW I shouldn’t be this stressed. That is why I’m signed up for THERAPY.

And every time I finally calmed down, they just decided to bring the topic up again and keep pushing it even though I was visibly uncomfortable and on the verge of an attack. 

Anyways, I just needed a place to vent this so I hope you are all having a better day than me.",2.545458181818184,4.432856644000001,3.4266181818181813,90.73530909090911,76.56,6.945454545454545,24.163636363636364,7.84624498591911,1.1255200000000003,971,32,208,15,22,309,131,250,0.14400000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.084,-0.8876,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,4,5,20,16,3,2,10,0,23,0,0,0,4,42,45,17,0,7,9,2,1,2,1,5,0,1,2,0,11,14,0,2,4,0,0,5,7,10,0,5,5,2,38,6,32,32,6,33,0,5,0,0,16,12,0,4,18,157,49,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169130802302907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553259449621337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840640670775805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992467666019004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765732940056135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326504225038055,0.07237064456317452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964729292312837,0.0,0.0945476140988218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056740257969195435,0.08016780628435803,0.0,0.24585635120629856,0.0,0.09545167413155907,0.0,0.0,0.08669853156112474,0.0,0.11725744195078927,0.0,0.19132642372457634,0.0,0.08975014028716774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521665125780708,0.0,0.0,0.11145674432354677,0.0,0.0,0.12013055808257588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994871494513626,0.0,0.0,0.12334299395878165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964705980954434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273700192084975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904444270453965,0.0,0.0,0.08957049304823397,0.0,0.0,0.08320744111370887,0.08654862416259038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152082209136853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920726976919635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172428209590524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188904697039446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22713907397092775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942772961799031,0.0,0.08961659539392905,0.0,0.2570882574346495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808255407867272,0.0,0.12832985377693504,0.0,0.07455195042116364,0.0,0.11025257644273602,0.0,0.19630380513316628,0.0,0.10636854049353917,0.0,0.0,0.15237587595464008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025166731093393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450858123410849,0.0,0.0,0.07971569643019133,0.0,0.0,0.07226403191953475
anxiety,Carolus-Pex,2020/03/25,"Anyone else get this? When you’re doing something (playing a game, watching a film/TV, listening to music on public transport, etc) and while you’re in the experience, your attention snaps back to reality and you feel like you need to check in on how you’re feeling because “something is up” when nothing is",13.064736842105267,8.434089596491232,11.879385964912286,60.65486842105264,56.54385964912281,14.207017543859653,49.55263157894736,11.20814326018867,5.626515789473684,245,12,41,4,2,79,42,57,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.4588,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,8,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,8,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,5,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813566757530055,0.30499498895799304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888752719863906,0.0,0.18145502298205207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486625588975394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33197735793394856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911754159415807,0.0,0.0,0.3010187293653085,0.21265334391696836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551870685808192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542504653587424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071628764347093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856194872778001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45831715470779605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway299380,2020/03/25,"Zoloft/Trial Run - Advice? Last summer, I was prescribed 25mg of Zoloft to help me cope with anxiety and OCD. I took it for two weeks, but found that the side effects were too difficult to deal with while at work (yes, I'm aware that I stopped too soon to see any benefits from taking it).

Now, since I'm working from home for the foreseeable future, and I'm experiencing a significant amount of anxiety about everything going on in the world, I'm thinking of giving Zoloft another try. However, I've never really been on medication before (apart from my last short-lived attempt), and I'm nervous about starting it, even though I think it might help me.

I'd like to tell myself to commit to taking it for at least 4-6 weeks, and then I can assess whether it's worth continuing or not. The thing I'm nervous about is whether at that point, I'll be able to easily stop taking it if I decide it isn't for me. Or will I be dependent on it at that point?

I guess I'm trying to assess if there is any risk involved if I just start by taking it for a month or two to see how it goes. If it helps, then I'll be happy to keep taking it. If not, I don't want to be really worried that I can't get off it. 

I realize that the right answer here is to ask my doctor's advice, but I assume she is otherwise occupied at the moment, so wanted to see if anyone has any anecdotal advice!",7.238499458288193,4.997808429577468,8.178591549295778,75.33650595882993,65.05633802816902,11.555362946912243,32.40953412784398,10.214889679676881,2.908240303358613,1070,30,226,20,13,367,152,284,0.08,0.795,0.125,0.932,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,4,14,7,0,3,8,1,18,4,0,3,2,41,47,23,0,8,16,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,21,6,0,3,8,0,1,3,6,4,0,2,5,4,20,3,40,36,2,38,0,0,3,0,9,16,0,13,20,144,41,3,0.10470290109920156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069433895049021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360468948877007,0.1097901210166352,0.1601948655128927,0.0,0.0,0.07321070291227037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788307867504698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909445710236495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794409354431757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716785591683177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691552786994443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094100216225926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148013267843309,0.0,0.0,0.05470294437145588,0.10044056336607804,0.05950507157397894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534204987021585,0.0,0.0,0.11145818516263484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105404426930868,0.0,0.10502554675523973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306474930467933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069367781180675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051152548729252116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547715755357924,0.0,0.11107323200399333,0.0,0.0,0.08357285673343888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075333205681202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795616901439714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415071903031556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941570545178595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030396873728106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661132175918518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821850460177866,0.0,0.0,0.17507262720898986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936177559489136,0.0,0.09151495052787703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955995506680078,0.13417878261303814,0.10287006872430034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632877564056493,0.2132591909022734,0.0,0.20455904089470936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351296765387093,0.0,0.1679727033602871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244991801150465,0.106330878466005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justaboredintrovert,2020/03/26,"Help There's literally a pandemic going on and I have plenty of shit worth actually worrying about but I can deal with all of that just fine, my brain keeps shifting the focus to petty bullshit that shouldn't matter so much. How do you deal with intrusive thoughts? Any support is greatly appreciated. Thank you!",4.225789473684209,7.183031491228075,5.090438596491229,75.48723684210526,76.19298245614036,8.010526315789475,28.798245614035093,8.841846274778883,2.843750877192983,253,11,42,6,6,82,51,57,0.175,0.574,0.251,0.7497,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,5,2,2,1,1,11,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,7,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.25128500069663634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511032517586114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874576147296981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309469197497025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634443360589452,0.0,0.0,0.2838970830210958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259829580939254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288797856286179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929374455502845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643223064587156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29221044343420377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370734279610715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044279824151233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615059821342921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nephalxm,2020/03/26,"Is this a symptom of generalized anxiety or something else? Hello, i'm 20(f) and ive been diagnosed with anxiety for quite some time now (6 years) 
Question: lately i started saying and doing stuff i'm not aware of, i would say something then realize that was not what i was supposed to say and that i wasnt even fully aware i was saying it until it was done, same goes for actions!
Is this a symptom of untreated anxiety or something else? Should i worry? 
Note: english isn't my first language.",2.117073863636364,4.75712996875,3.7928030303030313,83.4143181818182,82.64583333333334,6.407575757575757,27.47727272727273,7.686295010490155,2.0426375,391,18,70,7,11,130,61,96,0.10099999999999999,0.899,0.0,-0.7803,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,0,0,15,17,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,4,8,0,8,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,8,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682955580352255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288173260387076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422465092135613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681174561126406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599416686732507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650245507269654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102610795635227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977202159936073,0.17068804442176586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104740008235158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706312788639541,0.0,0.0,0.11358711297994205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370884902386486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33359605428146993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357597822697553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162973139393415,0.0,0.11399892531537285,0.0,0.0,0.10334253285984857
anxiety,ipod9080,2020/03/26,Burning Sparks in skin Happens in random parts for a second,5.050909090909091,7.701506818181822,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,71.72727272727272,4.4,29.181818181818183,3.1291,1.2414727272727275,49,2,7,0,1,15,10,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6325029386265688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7745579595025506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gaubot8,2020/03/26,"I finally sought help. I got diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder today. I (27F) have had anxiety related issues for the last 12 years. I grew up with an anxious, obsessive and controlling parent which probably compounded the issue. My anxiety has affected my work and relationships for a really long time and I finally decided to seek help. I've started therapy and I also had my first appointment with a psychiatrist today. He diagnosed me with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and prescribed Escitalopram. I hope this is the start of a new life for me. How has your experience with anxiety meds been?",6.051923076923077,9.170483423076927,8.208307692307695,54.73669230769229,70.53846153846155,14.544615384615385,38.284615384615385,12.516099999999998,7.365995384615385,492,29,68,27,10,174,68,104,0.18,0.743,0.077,-0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,7,0,7,3,0,3,0,17,11,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,13,1,11,7,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,12,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527626090783382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035393761751181,0.1487210989883792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765078376273308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672333051092546,0.0,0.0,0.3017525827635142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877382846470053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884207829519364,0.0,0.11197695911462006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528833444676897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764774051217896,0.0,0.0,0.1307529429495885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748058381863641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730804357206608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298458179632832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650146322811132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622764269731187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714332216869753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617591840007885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193530870725535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433499932434739,0.0,0.0,0.14133719737143616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635766659770212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054724728828925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767631137656257,0.0,0.24956766485856285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583894760632368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477490438311677
anxiety,ForsakenEggplant0,2020/03/26,"End of my tether. ​

I feel judged by everyone and the society I exist in. My parents hypervigilance over me as a child has deeply affected me. I feel like the need to act in a certain way, even my transgressive acts need to feel socially acceptable. I hide certain things I eat, I’m obsessed with presenting this perfect image out to the world. Even when I tell others about my mental health problems I only show others what I want them to see. I feel guilty about my spontaneous lazy nature, and have trained myself to suppress this, forcing myself to watch programs that I don’t enjoy, finish books I don’t want to finish, because I constantly feel the need to be ‘on’ and perfect. My natural authentic self is highly confident one day, self hating the next. I feel like a facsimile, and the self help society around me encourages this superficial growth that I pretend to be enjoying. Help me break the loop. Even though I know people are imperfect and unhappy, and everyone I speak to reassures me that they’re insecure as hell, I still desperately feel that this is untrue deep down in my soul.",7.4450813008130075,7.851004658536584,7.650060975609758,70.64273373983741,63.39024390243903,11.516260162601625,35.61991869918699,11.20814326018867,4.2422601626016245,885,38,151,24,12,288,120,205,0.14300000000000002,0.647,0.21100000000000002,0.9408,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,9,16,2,2,10,0,9,2,0,1,4,30,25,10,0,6,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,12,9,1,1,9,3,0,3,2,5,0,1,0,10,32,11,25,23,0,25,2,0,2,0,13,11,1,0,11,101,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523799345829302,0.1516650004179271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111262826014996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608662424287761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348816641476833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049594042583474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771784298095454,0.0,0.0,0.11054985475605683,0.0,0.0,0.24731920718671124,0.0,0.0,0.23853391430640575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417747440225581,0.17833703147696478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232298768958914,0.0,0.13267348266071302,0.0,0.0,0.16732295574330422,0.13187486872773366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859556352979003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195750428327902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578508688775825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776482618043493,0.0,0.0,0.1327431432800915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457849533054143,0.09492812897366487,0.0,0.0,0.13859330438541986,0.0,0.0,0.08653164076153236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943197540173207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994621255367406,0.0,0.3906306669737651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272341085062053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967815220574316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909461256820163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292214883471442,0.0,0.12263100430703106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723932292618436,0.09907306487220492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516650004179271,0.0
anxiety,ML_girl,2020/03/26,"COVID-19 stress, quarantine, intrusive thoughts, loneliness are causing me great anxiety Hi, 

First a little disclaimer - English is not my first language so I'm sorry in advance for mistakes.. plus, this is going to be a long pointless rant, I hope that this is okay...

I need some help/support and maybe just to rant a bit about the current situation..

I'm a college freshman, and winter break was pretty lonely for me.. I went back home to my parents and was already there for two weeks, waiting enthusiastically to get back to school, and then this whole thing started and the university was closed.

Now I'm in my 4th (!) week home, studying really hard material remotely from home, feeling rather lonely and stressed. I just don't have anyone to talk to about it.. 

 I tried to talk to my parents but they are even more stressed than I am and it is making me feel worse (as if them being stressed makes everything more real..). I've always struggled a bit with anxiety, usually over things that aren't really dangerous but now this feels real.

I'm scared that things will stay this way for a long time... I recently broke up with my boyfriend and I really wanted to start a new relationship but now I can't do anything about it, what if it takes years..? What if I will never be able to complete my studies... What if everything goes wrong?..

I don't have a point to this post, again, I'm just lonely/depressed and really anxious.",3.4425774971297365,5.945179365671643,4.104626865671643,83.9935878300804,76.23880597014927,7.108151549942595,27.471871412169925,8.139509932561175,1.9807595866819745,1122,46,208,20,26,356,150,268,0.159,0.79,0.051,-0.9756,3,7,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,2,3,16,15,1,6,10,1,22,0,0,3,1,41,43,20,0,9,12,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,19,13,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,12,0,3,5,4,22,3,29,33,6,37,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,6,23,141,41,2,0.09112218111396604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055559275583577,0.0,0.07582095433255358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941643827961284,0.10294212776112044,0.0,0.063714747731126,0.0,0.07498579094378499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013466528014873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896364267691108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360758076404584,0.0,0.0,0.0955398732259483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848340107081897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060185341232016874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637894815861522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822233805925574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501696141150342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476075787027168,0.0,0.05178683543855472,0.0,0.0,0.1004625263677061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816275760577069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107727722754998,0.0,0.2742089319174722,0.09050488632625538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132836413210778,0.0,0.16128052567608872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164952693780964,0.0,0.09154447858256494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756594269104135,0.07027904357936819,0.08800637033811902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236079708792132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613991444452118,0.0,0.08726986100982824,0.09270401720834752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743398258387147,0.23350081015362434,0.0,0.08997216078820204,0.09783112099209243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122919968810148,0.0922205120684058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024251494418237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200382147423724,0.1289934975915149,0.09712412087550132,0.0,0.0,0.41752060238534,0.09526068844696813,0.0,0.0,0.10340437128142804,0.0,0.0,0.06851253990234145,0.1464811150650647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816125844842907,0.0,0.0,0.07234083335808772,0.053134076592722894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061865979559322215,0.0,0.08901313037757383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035820885225337,0.0,0.05374622331532169,0.07232854597985848,0.14618543456877808,0.0,0.0,0.08447117480671397,0.0,0.10173466105305186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928612873408537,0.0,0.09962780044848446,0.0,0.05867969707933291
anxiety,Dnhv,2020/03/26,"Craving cigarettes at 16 when I’m not addicted? ( stressed, but also on meds ) I usually hit vapes at parties or when I’m with my friends it used to be like nah I’m good I don’t need a hit but since I moved and been 6ft under the ground, I been hitting my friends vapes a lot, I got my own but no juice I’m on Prozac 20mg and I was on concerta biphetin and now vvyanse , hopefully spelt those right haha. For some reason I just crave cigarettes rather than vaping maybe because I was addicted to smoking weed and like the feeling of holding and smoking a “joint” I can’t smoke weed anymore after my panic attack but it’s hard to not smoke anything when my whole family smokes weed also I love alcohol especially vodka but I used to have so much beer I built up a tolerance, I’m a 16 year old male just tryna not smoke cigarettes or even have craving for alcohol or any nicotine but idk why I crave it when I’m not addicted maybe cause I’m stressed and rather be in a different place, may were I used to live instead of being forced moved?? Anyways reply and let me know.

Let’s just also mention I just bought a pack of cigarettes for $15 and just caved them I don’t even smoked am I really stressed and depressed? And just not realize it cause I’m so used to it?",1.1717393675027241,3.412049461832062,2.921881134133045,90.78024809160307,83.00763358778626,6.64362050163577,24.24263904034896,7.83500028581142,1.3524913849509277,997,39,214,19,28,330,136,262,0.092,0.733,0.175,0.9740000000000001,1,0,13,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,22,14,1,4,9,1,17,8,0,7,0,49,39,28,0,4,22,0,2,2,2,1,6,0,0,1,6,11,3,1,4,2,1,2,9,6,0,0,7,2,24,8,23,23,5,22,0,1,0,1,6,11,0,7,11,131,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413532165492141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230907536397334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504064977611052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097873461463672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351218029245657,0.0,0.0,0.0858919197768827,0.0,0.0,0.11874189060889175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362617056754342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444422246665332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989823143487709,0.0,0.0,0.1090498987328713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787770818394388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839567634934444,0.0,0.05277525169561365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612800853765079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754498968513134,0.08347840515535597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349970342496006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366815283149207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057361895980445415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346148572571286,0.0,0.10198492897713483,0.0,0.09216523908045328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873608684664558,0.09420271887596028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971789218906475,0.0,0.1159373492432848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186869966129003,0.07672780257525512,0.07739290945959378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952424459318058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224618418412878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090498987328713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686544410989671,0.10731511865173557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913587491219155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634026766661387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35868441507967114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605867417156262,0.11495456826149315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941824092666814,0.11653121525713965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721422513030888
anxiety,TheWinterSun,2020/03/26,"Severe Anxiety and self-harm destroying relationship I'm currently staying with my LDR girlfriend and we've been mostly stuck inside a single room because of self-isolation measures in place.

I have done nothing but cause problems between us. I have ADHD which I've been trying to treat with medication and therapy. I just drove my girlfriend out of the room a few minutes ago during an intense anxiety attack.

She has been nothing but kind and supportive, but I am terrified that her patience is wearing thin and she's going to throw me out especially after what just happened.

The pattern has gone like this: I do something neglectful/harmful -> She is hurt -> I blame myself and take it badly, resulting in extreme anxiety -> She ends up supporting me, despite being the one hurt. I often also say negative things when I stress out that just makes her feel worse.

I've self-harmed three times (something I've never done before) and I've just been having mounting anxiety for the majority of my time here. She supports me, never receiving support herself and for the most part the issues have gone unresolved, as whenever they are brought up they cause an intense stressful reaction that she ends up having to support me through.

I have online therapy tomorrow, but I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm being torn apart, and that my anxiety is preventing us from trying to mend our relationship and that only causes to create additional anxiety.",8.393937106918244,8.728610456603775,8.354339622641513,66.63238993710692,61.41509433962264,11.444025157232705,39.55345911949686,11.072351349416056,4.789319496855347,1181,58,182,29,15,383,150,265,0.24,0.667,0.092,-0.9925,1,1,2,0,0,0,34.0,3,0,2,0,8,17,2,2,10,0,24,2,1,5,2,40,43,17,0,1,8,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,11,16,0,1,3,0,0,7,4,8,0,2,11,4,34,9,26,30,6,32,0,2,0,0,20,13,0,4,13,137,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165365997702322,0.0,0.07497870774534067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676418801719076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882396641145139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622663318763117,0.0,0.0,0.07062419664391646,0.05156168682291624,0.0,0.07197484552983023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067353436126184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311781780146382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498328266228545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553653239404357,0.06042690326614525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807109750787111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479744687864366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109807288016616,0.0,0.0,0.0882838325413943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808133176064452,0.046485213391440135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264704478786944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564605485321874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520958956090789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047295622734878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623214646970286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731638026502524,0.0643300252249487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159634571204353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837238948030145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093556750065438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162335337501595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726467720524287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647190135500537,0.09555596551451788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302339566480387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015540427281192,0.0,0.0,0.1937816186183523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799252138612971,0.0,0.0,0.0635967221836732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345859690438996,0.0,0.05619392253821839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986433465280982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148541134298411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348853340242554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619843171852241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cazzebear,2020/03/26,"Anxiety Tip that helps me that may help you? I don’t know the reason. I don’t know why it helps...
All I know is that sitting in front of my heater calms my anxiety. I have tried other things but this always helps me. I had a week long panic attack and I forgot about my heater trick. Sure enough, I felt calmer. 
IM sharing this in hopes that this helps someone out there that has anxiety too!",1.5268750000000004,3.657399937500003,2.3225000000000016,96.2225,80.875,5.5,17.5,6.6274283507984215,-0.2841250000000004,305,6,68,3,8,95,54,80,0.153,0.575,0.272,0.907,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,2,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,2,13,13,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,13,4,5,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,44,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589013014626692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023851157807636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946527114744905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116465208342572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834605486379295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876061573047989,0.0,0.0,0.17414407087384126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893884661493909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890733693880024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516315435534356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571412803713046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027032524346706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855809266933664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652481771257439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116482678699448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903880515601302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406406201456298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820970767238116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,krissysnow20,2020/03/26,"My anxiety keeps rising by the day, how are we all coping? Hello all, my name is Kristie!

I live in rural canada. I've been dealing with anxiety for many years and managed to cope on my own without the use of medications up until a year ago where I felt that I needed that help.

Now with the world's current situation my anxiety is continuing to rise on a daily basis and I am struggling to keep ahead of it. It's coming and going in bouts but each time its just getting worse.

The covid-19 is all I hear about, on tv, on social media, with my co workers. Talking on the phone with family. It's all I think about now.

I'm lucky enough to have started training with a new job at a local seniors home admits this mess but that is also adding to my anxiety. As they are high risk. 
I dont want to contact this virus and If I do, I dont want to spread it to anyone especially in my work place. I dont have it but I already feel like I can feel the guilt from it.

I recently got a sinus infection due to my allergies and deviated septum but that is another factor in my anxiety. Every little change in my sinuses it's like that meme I saw on Facebook with the little chihuahua saying ""is that you rona"". Haha 

I'm taking all precautions seriously but I am still constantly worried and freaking out over every little thing. It's becoming more and more of a reality to where I live because it's getting closer. So far our town has been spared but for how long?

I'd like to stay away from social media and the like but it is so hard when it's right there at our hands. When it has become nothing more than  a routine to us. I want to see pictures of my family, I want to see pictures of my friends family and all there happy photos etc. I want to see the happy stuff on facebook. Why isnt there an option to ignore anything that's related to covid-19?


How are you all coping with this? Anyone have any recommendations how to calm my nerves?",2.188871968415114,4.14963188324873,4.1620896785109975,84.71572899041175,77.88324873096447,6.915848843767626,23.88860688099267,7.8897218956490685,1.33021567963903,1518,51,305,25,36,517,196,394,0.115,0.7809999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.8786,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,4,2,1,3,20,17,0,3,17,1,25,5,1,5,7,59,53,28,0,7,10,0,5,4,1,0,4,2,1,0,25,20,0,3,5,1,0,4,5,7,0,0,5,11,39,10,60,48,14,57,0,0,4,0,20,31,0,3,25,215,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606916675672643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469817355504044,0.06862563542721359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058356641800038765,0.08998373744534563,0.3282383830376793,0.0,0.0,0.12000665648321435,0.0,0.07061782691887541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062532528544772,0.0,0.0,0.0523115784618768,0.1895502236546532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078011209880456,0.07392138939423759,0.0,0.09273473264639603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534310064811149,0.08847073746094122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017210327369009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866907367793378,0.09570558765323364,0.0,0.0,0.14460443608574575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426941507438689,0.0,0.08678053999775649,0.06130572691059245,0.08239515032564554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629988702176519,0.0,0.08966882153381728,0.0,0.04877022347364128,0.0,0.06863350571320337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270175817165932,0.07687272435616349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967189116285022,0.0,0.05751949186166155,0.090667480798983,0.08607870304510754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515741505411667,0.15255132045223474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769805778120406,0.25802530839076626,0.15155113352285204,0.07594292268062852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700219399378042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864488422445999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363018895331231,0.0,0.0828799503222529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234110014387154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965764060511125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473123238536816,0.0,0.0,0.07328491205182984,0.0,0.06824294657813651,0.0,0.0,0.2051485725293153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645882752433843,0.0,0.17495366935726156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060739777309323485,0.0914665868201068,0.06853138159212968,0.0,0.0,0.08971170036686088,0.09823680069615036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452164635061566,0.06897425432441855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057011183478818166,0.05498631495067901,0.0,0.0,0.05003898708132741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322399282370072,0.0741159709256166,0.0,0.0,0.2530773795844844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743402515247147,0.0,0.0,0.08272188761650325,0.0,0.06247380578910724,0.08714854999356647,0.08745206570957532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052314418092624
anxiety,Lol_xD12,2020/03/26,"I fucked up I just realized I missed the deadline for a really important project for school because I thought it was only Wednesday. I hope that it's not to late to hand it in tomorrow because if it is, my whole life is fucked. Also I won't be able to sleep this night and I still have to finish it tomorrow morning. God I'm such a disappointment",1.8843863179074416,4.056211000000001,3.655855130784712,86.91746478873242,79.84507042253522,7.437424547283702,27.044265593561374,8.418075326091056,2.0229983903420514,275,12,57,6,7,92,51,71,0.18899999999999997,0.675,0.136,-0.7190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,3,0,6,5,2,0,0,7,12,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,8,1,8,8,1,9,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,2,7,40,15,2,0.25227937046045296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174772141119812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075743253204663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664564256301435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505703382739057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845821183953074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819238014357033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367470993038952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186982937899447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161662469944302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25532019145876456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524615636046842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147063113226568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028164026646375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28166090770338026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,healthcig666,2020/03/26,"First time trying therapy and I'm SO nervous I have my first video session with a therapist tomorrow, and I've been trying to talk myself out of cancelling the appointment all day. Is it normal to be this nervous? My heart speeds up every time I think about it. I want help so badly, but the idea of opening up to a stranger scares me to death. We've spoken over email and she seems perfectly nice but I've never done this before and I don't know what to expect. Does anyone have any helpful advice?",1.8141545454545456,4.287603670000003,3.059454545454546,89.31972727272729,82.3,5.636363636363638,21.090909090909093,6.980632752743323,0.6509999999999998,397,12,77,5,11,128,71,100,0.146,0.7040000000000001,0.15,0.3373,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,3,4,0,7,1,1,0,3,19,12,8,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,9,2,13,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706690260996496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714064540830578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101043013916134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838373003413445,0.0,0.0,0.17160397618466106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300586926812124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764803694140824,0.2063756140388688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699133558923374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430761195154712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389766621417318,0.2703466133125165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276577781343963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083104650023133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553821552767907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975910869073375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201904098303228,0.0,0.0,0.18359029023233506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209249646372045,0.0,0.0,0.23062407575532576,0.23415122065569985,0.0,0.1292202307802346,0.0,0.0,0.2351875903834671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27383764981553416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894856901939113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LC8877,2020/03/26,"Had my first panic attack in two months today I’ve been doing so well but this whole coronavirus is really starting to catch up with my anxiety. I’ve been home for two weeks but my boyfriend still has to work. Recently he discovered a big lump on himself which I quickly attributed to cancer because anxiety! He’s going to urgent care right now and I had a panic attack because what if it is cancer, what if he gets coronavirus at urgent care, what if we die from the virus? All of the above??? It’s just so overwhelming and I hope others out there can feel me because I just feel crazy. I lost it, I had a full blown panic attack, took me like an hour to regain some composure. This whole situation is just killing me and I just hope someone else out there can relate. Thank you everybody. Stay safe",3.1671428571428564,5.26750022292994,4.191214740673342,84.98753184713377,75.43312101910828,7.543039126478617,23.953139217470433,8.418075326091056,1.5902196542311198,633,20,122,12,14,205,97,157,0.27,0.569,0.161,-0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,3,12,17,4,4,6,0,12,3,0,1,1,24,24,10,2,5,9,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,3,7,2,16,8,15,17,5,23,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,6,11,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864357506543873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158790980045243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284296038596604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24847627868374866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646507651668246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179327058797423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232259537028123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364883768925706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366361658499455,0.0,0.0692523611859767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222936474593005,0.2420567707558893,0.12000151417623682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348132505521251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059531644723380475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301789110231052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726259471266427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289077768912815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806270794999294,0.0,0.12031599387802308,0.0,0.0,0.10406253729058287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696885286780855,0.0,0.0,0.10324638674389508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624879479698241,0.1298800098863193,0.09731265621854687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121866698734243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550321866185932,0.0,0.13538413069493205,0.0,0.0,0.23806704553384905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977438226255182,0.0,0.1095612612003674,0.0,0.0,0.27209098346000377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871106702039466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pizzashitdodge,2020/03/26,Coronavirus gone get us all! Its gonna get us all if we don't stop leaving our homes!!! Please stop leaving your homes!!!,-0.17875000000000085,2.0524052916666697,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,100.25,4.066666666666666,18.5,5.985473137389443,-0.3055500000000002,93,3,21,1,4,28,18,24,0.0,0.7240000000000001,0.276,0.7387,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372991503476784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555965551065175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809289694487226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492859189263687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37972897220782137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463429846308645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItsZirki,2020/03/26,"Blanking-out from irrational anxiety. When a friend is speaking to me and brings up any type of situation that would make me anxious I immediately envision myself in that exact situation and go through all the strange improbable outcomes,  all while staring blankly, similar to day dreaming. My friends then realize I have completely stopped paying attention and I am very afraid of telling them why I stopped listening because the visions are so bizarre and irrational. This also interferes with my schooling when teachers are explaining assignments/projects.

*The way I vision these situations are typically VERY vivid almost like it's actually happening.

Just posting wondering if anyone can relate in any form to this situation, looked through this subreddit for quite a while and have yet to see anything similar.",11.867174840085287,12.272244246268661,10.456311300639658,54.191567164179105,54.298507462686565,14.821321961620471,53.47121535181236,13.707050652182113,8.047476759061832,675,46,90,24,7,211,99,134,0.122,0.784,0.094,-0.2379,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,1,3,21,18,13,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,11,3,14,17,3,16,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,3,10,64,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.14148480319601667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518190133645245,0.0,0.0,0.11594474511204834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971900417964648,0.0,0.11091340843804516,0.16379219556522284,0.0,0.10137713925034028,0.0,0.1193106029766376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883817336395262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201439818704984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350356697478616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403066882635608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239852490264325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282100806680126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083252651937134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217511922613143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677885788824736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885590333474976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420978374627975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673293117551264,0.11553456568592878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6518785058378616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242851661671436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267236007045309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392562227182733,0.0,0.11508263531886655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082674212649956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723044517708842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299344444273334,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zadmeister,2020/03/26,Everything is falling apart I feel like everything I care about is falling apart around me I have nobody to turn to I feel so lost this is probably a stupid idea but I just don’t know what to do anymore I’ve been having back to back anxiety attacks for days I can’t eat I can’t do anything I feel so useless I feel like I’m going to have a heart attack I can’t stop my fucking head from going and going and going and I’m just crumbling more and more everyday I can’t take it I can’t stop crying,0.1800152905198793,2.249597697247708,2.567178899082567,92.8356001529052,85.78899082568806,5.468195718654433,21.00993883792049,6.816661863887847,0.4382287461773702,395,13,88,5,12,135,57,109,0.285,0.6509999999999999,0.064,-0.9733,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,4,0,2,0,15,4,2,0,0,16,31,7,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,6,0,0,6,6,6,0,0,2,4,14,3,9,29,2,15,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,8,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866199144946185,0.0,0.15383167469987932,0.0,0.0,0.1276458270431044,0.13808458581342992,0.0,0.3529297487075893,0.0,0.23854659692131655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814933537733064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038574122308273,0.10003587141633977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872062181553856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788134068452944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137217408852329,0.2216273299650239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340064249149034,0.0,0.0,0.3526200554158373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919199077143747,0.0,0.0,0.1838111559687369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510512946799653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524674581968249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156199371296789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932554835867664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723941746255544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593649493870453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166266263059655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871978281666367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,malvikki,2020/03/26,"Is there a term for this Hi! 
I wanted to know if there is a word for this thing that happens. English is not my first language so I've had some problems trying to find this out myself. 

I have this thing where my mind brings back embarassing memories, like flashbacks. Those memories can be all kinds of things, like something I've said or done while drunk, something where I was accidentally very mean and realized later, or in some way either embarassed myself or made myself vulnerable. 

The thing I'm looking a word for is my reaction.

Usually the anxiety and pain caused by those flashbacks is so strong I react with these involuntary ..movements. I either bury my face in my hands, slap myself, yell out a curseword or start shaking my head or something. Again, they're involuntary so I can't control them and they are extremely embarassing since they can happen literally anywhere, anytime. While I'm walking down a street, in the middle of a conversation, in a bus, in a classroom. What are these involuntary, reflex-like reactions called? 

So I would like to read more about this thing to know what it is and what I can do to stop it. 

Also, if it helps, here are my diagnoses: BPD, PTSD(complex, but CPTSD can't be diagnosed officially yet so atm its just PTSD), severe MDD. I'm currently being evaluated by my psychiatrist to find out if I qualify for a diagnosis of OCD. So far it looks like the answer is yes.",4.892580413297393,6.8383633433962325,5.6287870619946085,77.18289308176102,70.28301886792454,8.972147349505839,29.60017969451932,9.48565724429506,2.830904761904762,1126,45,203,26,21,366,149,265,0.065,0.865,0.071,0.5443,1,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,3,17,9,0,1,13,1,24,7,3,4,1,42,39,22,0,6,13,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,23,8,1,2,7,2,1,4,3,3,0,1,5,5,24,6,26,30,7,31,0,0,2,0,8,14,0,10,16,149,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885643008804076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945666282373202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505380397203136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569122084804835,0.0,0.1262267269424002,0.0,0.0,0.1269886592935995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864692055565694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093720384747537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265030585266917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596730520221225,0.10514851434433994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862812090174494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686665397869246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285783571290789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872803052086007,0.13587328548762195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24157199014253175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761420820382692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169693468271202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465509787541236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481788005995152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153715022295315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828472611835004,0.28900319824971954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365040229540315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758802724998925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965196710046995,0.0,0.10225721829123917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854991019856217,0.0,0.0,0.0874967133165692,0.0,0.0,0.10334930522770744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106280429117396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392779447987947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614660572607962,0.10199692979367248,0.0729124797927542,0.0981213808504446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781393438952471,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cosmicspells,2020/03/26,"Anxiety or Corona? Today I was walking up and down the stairs and realized I was out of breath very easily. I drank a cup of coffee without eating anything so I thought that plus realizing that I was out of breath was giving me anxiety about having Corona. But as I realized that shortness of breath is a big symptom, I started to get more worried and now it feels like I can't breathe and an elephant is sitting on my chest. What do I do? Is it anxiety or Corona? The more I think about it the more I start showing symptoms, now Im also coughing after coming to this realization. I don't know what's real anymore. I'm also scared that if I do start showing symptoms everyone is going to look at me with disgust and isolate me from everyone and treat me as if I'm a diseased animal. That's another worry about me starting to show symptoms even if I'm okay.",4.946931161324227,5.4294769248554955,6.504330005254861,76.44176037834998,68.76878612716763,9.065475564897527,34.22438255386233,9.095868883498916,3.114253179190752,680,32,126,12,11,234,95,173,0.11699999999999999,0.81,0.073,-0.7536,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,1,7,1,14,12,5,0,0,26,31,18,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,11,11,2,0,7,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,6,2,19,3,24,25,3,21,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,5,9,96,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291051983386552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958693567509967,0.3055071373558457,0.0,0.13201833206558447,0.0,0.0,0.10954563950655563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467027842286134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362140261255068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792388012715904,0.0,0.0,0.25440192283859153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730899381610322,0.09510027924747784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954921177343452,0.127699927169469,0.07565462649304001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437914223771617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315875107704425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503524600365128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178647902368646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515186276729225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332753965214079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37688940819316735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534466726692886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529731511422355,0.0,0.10568165985726266,0.0,0.0,0.126181298615077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983716144963357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832201832760085,0.0,0.0,0.27037772351962674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sofo07,2020/03/26,"My experience trying to get help in the apocalypse I'm not sharing this for pity or sympathy or anything. Just to show how hard it can be to get help and for all those who say ""just reach out"" to realize how useless that can be. 

I took today off of work (my company still has some of us coming on site) because I've been so stressed I've been having trouble focusing not to mention I'm waking up for several hours every night. I'm picking fights, I'm irritable and getting myself to do things that I know I should do for self care, like exercise and eating well feel impossible. I'm in a bad place emotionally and I know it. It's a mixture of some personal life stuff, work changes and the general fear of everything happening in the United states with the virus. I had a Skype therapy session last night and we agreed that a mental health day would be good for me. 

Another thing that we agreed on was that I would call my doctor, which happens to be a women's health doctor, and explore my medication options to get me through this hump until I adjust to my new normal. I finally fell back asleep around 5 am and woke up around 9:30. After some coffee I called my doctors office to speak with her nurse. I was essentially told my doctor won't prescribe mental health medication because it takes too long in follow up appointments and the higher ups in the organization have told them to stay in their lane. Since I don't have a general practitioner I would need to get in somewhere else for this, but oh yeah covid 19, so find one that will take new patients via telehealth. Out patient psych with this organization has about an 18 month wait so you'll have to try other places in town. Fuuuuuuuckkk.

I text my counselor and she suggests the other major medical organization in town. I call them. I'm almost breaking down at this point. I was told the providers there prefer in person face to face meetings for first time visits so she'll pass my information on to the providers who are coming in next week, but since they are at skeleton crew it will probably be a few weeks before I hear back. Oh, and the ones that are in next week are male, so since you requested a female it may be longer yet. 

At this point I'm feeling so defeated. All I want is something to take away the tight feeling in my chest and throat, give me the ability to sleep so I can regain my ability to use coping skills and adjust to my new normal. I don't even want something long term, just something to get me through the next two weeks while I adjust. 

At this point in desperation I reach out to a casual friend who I know works at a private psychiatry clinic and ask for advice. She says her practice is taking new clients and seeing them via telehealth. I have an appointment Monday. I can make it to Monday. 

I'll be honest. This whole process sucked and was incredibly draining. I feel low, but I know there are people out there in a worse spot mentally with less resources than me. And I feel for you. For all of you struggling to find service, it's ok to break down and cry because it feels impossible. It's ok to reach to a friend for ideas when you're out of them. It's ok to walk away from your phone after being turned away so you can regroup. But please keep trying, for your sake. The services in this country suck and suck even more when you're drained of all willpower and drive. I don't know how to end this rambling, but please, if you need something, reach out to someone for help.",5.02010630848558,5.958338062957544,5.49054968489401,82.14366589216374,68.80966325036603,8.398866891590808,28.757050098669552,8.587818076936951,1.9826077662486483,2759,95,547,42,46,885,316,683,0.084,0.8140000000000001,0.102,0.4384,1,0,4,0,1,0,59.0,3,8,6,6,30,25,4,3,28,4,50,22,7,6,4,101,105,43,0,12,13,0,8,1,2,10,13,4,0,5,38,36,1,3,21,3,0,10,6,13,1,4,12,13,68,12,103,75,13,102,0,4,1,1,56,51,3,9,38,358,106,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744117416873965,0.0,0.0,0.05886176812328962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163814252682736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837264825996192,0.10465703821904003,0.05495331545743575,0.0,0.1656831144928165,0.09039959154002852,0.0490805865215018,0.10749904217953514,0.0,0.050019225722447255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006924626159973,0.0,0.05993225434757868,0.0,0.06218365281333296,0.10127112441913357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645693613306595,0.03790958258092772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406638235254446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060148748991949524,0.04910489014136527,0.06612193495259236,0.05206348079187425,0.0,0.0,0.0776500268965539,0.0,0.049526442746826174,0.0,0.05282954865001077,0.05750015955385208,0.0,0.06614618919777678,0.1783319334624981,0.0,0.0,0.06439290202096211,0.1074515234429308,0.05000001236439747,0.0,0.0,0.09082978773230524,0.0,0.1842672829166853,0.0563891332198742,0.0,0.04930362488067965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396160912453882,0.0,0.052657203121493655,0.0,0.0,0.187447826087315,0.06625168312905633,0.0,0.11820117961625627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788851400868291,0.0,0.0,0.06635782016916368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052248218954017926,0.0,0.0,0.16152548604073794,0.04791524567041115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041519525769187694,0.028717958045664183,0.0,0.0,0.10404059277790163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923749888805536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765030251566238,0.1777155511294664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046919300270461636,0.0,0.0,0.08717234396038273,0.0,0.2270884200017693,0.1875462461438669,0.11032601149845736,0.11518792741872652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966452559823038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040752097111467024,0.1026525004143827,0.12282953758379947,0.1290501571052098,0.16670421409671318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633770308322363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349174833260757,0.0,0.0,0.0468417120386797,0.0,0.061322535645669515,0.06640702557973703,0.0,0.14587544705103306,0.0,0.05882453776849855,0.0,0.04980587075419929,0.18101328669349687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265388252276674,0.04694344985061048,0.0,0.06733468096513895,0.06145179929756987,0.06729142503518062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678725275176965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722243830657541,0.0,0.07810441203389386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03427630708815893,0.0,0.055718544365493165,0.16850640681219514,0.06530906047382927,0.11972753360931734,0.06393802992033285,0.05742155669866127,0.0,0.0707076118695331,0.05076884900676735,0.0,0.0,0.06934239468601358,0.0,0.18860577499079575,0.0,0.05285215480274641,0.0,0.0,0.06562809984434265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283821762047128,0.0,0.05990396757798919,0.1252713221662072,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,firealpaca11,2020/03/26,"PLEASE help me with my porn addiction. I'm a 20 year old guy from India. I've been struggling with anxiety for nearly 4 years. I've tried all the medication available here. Switched three psychiatrists and couldn't fix myself. I've been addicted to porn for about 5 to 6 years now and I've tried to stop several times but I experience instense anxiety and irritability. I feel like tearing my head apart. It's beyond my control. 

It took me a while to understand that my unhealthy porn consumption is probably just to ease my anxiety. So how to I deal with the anxiety? How do I overcome my addiction? Please help me I'm feeling hopeless.",2.69370023419204,5.480030360655738,4.251194379391105,80.10475409836069,81.45901639344262,8.403747072599533,29.206088992974237,9.04235418022936,3.0994056206089,512,25,94,15,14,170,77,122,0.17600000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.142,-0.5336,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,4,0,5,8,1,3,1,17,11,8,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,2,14,1,15,7,1,12,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,9,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703847592004381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401153892172479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161316535604376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828145893395328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069243220421593,0.0,0.0,0.1454486019586382,0.1027515186173566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241339522170435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761012377008587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928111919300393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026762006806378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489265964172365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092441764686146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157622625805705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507206732736026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248591337404164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024754541706807,0.0,0.1503613759263252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386788921333732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979939245959365,0.19530099900019485,0.0,0.0,0.1497311375838518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27786362251728863
anxiety,spaghettieggrolls,2020/03/26,"Wondering if I need something else So I've been taking 30mg Prozac (just got bumped up from 20 a few days ago) for depression and anxiety. I take trazodone for sleep as well. Supposedly the Prozac should start working in a few days but I am still having a lot of depression and panic attacks. I know it takes time for meds to work and to find the right medication but it's causing so much stress because the coping skills I'm learning in therapy can only do so much during a panic attack. 

Maybe I'm just worrying too much but I can't shake the feeling that the Prozac isn't going to help and I'm going to keep having panic attacks all the time and it's going to take months to find a medication that works. Do antidepressants really help much with anxiety?",3.7952428256070654,5.484111211920536,5.024784768211923,81.44967163355409,72.64238410596026,8.212141280353201,25.828366445916124,8.841846274778883,1.9508538631346584,607,20,117,12,12,201,89,151,0.299,0.6809999999999999,0.02,-0.9937,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,8,11,3,5,11,0,10,6,1,1,1,24,27,13,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,10,1,0,2,1,5,1,16,24,8,16,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,3,8,72,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554661882046864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491342815228052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678696146424446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570591818336191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107268786617516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902731862119053,0.0,0.1856734669649325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004215745409927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450031550047765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703062087457948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377340586340904,0.0,0.0862070624444172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449462766508506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580598478502443,0.0,0.0,0.0592368833534088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163660189273752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828646878200633,0.0,0.11972699151661745,0.2171680045827564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603450716266299,0.0,0.31694321210464804,0.0799226502485507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197682493749382,0.0,0.3793942502982605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905107380798732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204945782436337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107864782441574,0.0,0.0,0.0829796524074186,0.0,0.0,0.07629215091015715,0.0,0.08607878952012175,0.0,0.12346957559889195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241694585269652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326375961791025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570286303022188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691340375341707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689033854976465,0.23541052817439964,0.10946286967519016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BenFriedman1234,2020/03/26,"Volunteers for 1-1 mindfulness / body attention online training? Hi,  
in normal days im a grinberg practitioner, which means i teach body attention to help deal with how one is in their body, their emotions, sensations, thoughts and responses. Meetings are done based on physical touch and verbal guidance to direct the person's attention.

As these not normal days, i'd like to experiment and see what can be done in the online space.   
So, if you are willing, id be happy for volunteers for online training of body attention.   
I'd be appreciative of this learning experience, and hopefully, could repay you by help with anxiety, stress or fears that accompany you these days.",8.592723970944313,9.401640330508476,8.484285714285715,64.25889830508478,60.94915254237289,12.505569007263926,38.89104116222761,12.031772070788634,5.2889380145278455,541,26,83,17,7,175,78,118,0.057999999999999996,0.8,0.142,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,2,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,11,4,4,1,0,22,15,9,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,6,3,16,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,3,4,52,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661509752566882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192196727709623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127292103553224,0.0,0.0,0.2696398583111769,0.14368088544786872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852409179329501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676871086456887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726546310003593,0.0,0.15682621533344568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483583789418269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682904106781448,0.0,0.0,0.13842251891230978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053988577267913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680875002328564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181112682042255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072057663030058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309943215579346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443844155972016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168957372863808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105716758376977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964401433427808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064154412110687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FA0824,2020/03/26,"COVID or plain ol anxiety Hello everyone!
I have been having trouble lately with my breathing. I go through bouts of shortness of breath episodes and lately I have been having it more and more it seems. 
With the whole corona virus going around and shortness of breath being one of the main symptoms,
I don’t know if I should worry and go to the doctor.
I have always had major major anxiety and this last
Month I’ve had a lot more issues to deal with on top
Of the covid issue. 
I am also a pharmacist that deals with sick people daily so that is also giving me anxiety as well. 
I just want to know if anyone else has had this same symptom and it happened to be their crazy anxiety.
Thanks for reading !",3.8533794466403135,5.5732317028985525,4.60852437417655,84.366581027668,72.55072463768116,6.757312252964428,24.13965744400527,7.348242739294969,1.1270202898550727,557,16,103,6,11,179,87,138,0.131,0.795,0.07400000000000001,-0.8011,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,6,0,17,7,3,0,0,22,27,13,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,5,0,11,2,18,19,9,12,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,5,4,81,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250299859882825,0.11707081387496335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305299515317555,0.0,0.0,0.098378310301989,0.1441602586130789,0.0,0.12524977313999086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901039631512665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400889712012155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753392710001699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444159822734722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349689665126613,0.2398833024262282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244175086520648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937013215672354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464630627583414,0.11468647980665113,0.3174237095074185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961518905235825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230265665388013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533963437413688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754128351133724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073464048418144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808486948862166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924752076440657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953449478864154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298647994633239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650310980803875,0.0,0.0,0.15708269136966946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288419234202546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alabiad2,2020/03/26,"Is there hope? I have been battling anxiety and depression since high school, but I always kept pushing through it because I have always had a passion to become a successful physician. Now two years into med school I have completely lost hope. I have tried meditation, relaxation techniques and at some point I was prescribed anti depressants but I quit them after taking them for 1 month and saw no result what so ever. I really want to go on, but living on a constant state of anxiety and worry all day everyday is just not bearable anymore. I thought achieving my goals and getting to med school will make get over anxiety but it has not. Nothing seems to help. I am hopeless. 

Is there any hope at all? And if yes, why do I feel like there is no escape? Is there a possibility that one day I would wake up without worrying about every single thing in my life?",4.184986853637163,6.367760509202455,4.949487291849255,80.31443251533744,72.74233128834356,7.847326906222611,29.43426818580193,8.634040054169528,2.4950599474145485,685,29,121,13,14,221,111,163,0.18100000000000002,0.624,0.195,0.7699,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,2,5,10,12,1,0,4,1,17,4,1,2,3,31,32,12,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,5,0,2,7,2,16,7,18,23,4,22,0,4,1,1,3,10,0,6,10,89,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035262794211304,0.0,0.0,0.08316798336742721,0.0,0.2806767854247307,0.0,0.12128843005766812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455275617724706,0.1350703995461219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282288986284568,0.13216251765729867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774636552855684,0.0,0.2106730884209141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062707183648174,0.10304276397915953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183839820564325,0.08737092332178721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779308109357934,0.0,0.06950573250222243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197490456776689,0.12921633772029933,0.0,0.3644135637482959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638388822373493,0.05974945117681432,0.0,0.10799286733575313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350455924727553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163599307389224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716947712826864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976184461410025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734985146483565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287343541603558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561273826528892,0.13787452515988707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008077500123616,0.0,0.0,0.07834831338963825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713214481303791,0.0,0.11133704496580442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116756778241287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919541468632532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125048003225814,0.0,0.0,0.09709229324006403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303346187932695,0.0,0.11946902676742828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213552612597555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103564481661008,0.0,0.0,0.11789253735650973,0.0,0.0,0.24840254451912355,0.0,0.08687819117365646,0.0,0.0,0.07875699092188791
anxiety,ToDeemon,2020/03/26,"How to Overcome Coronavirus-Related Anxiety  If we use the coronavirus period to learn about how it fits into nature’s plan of raising humanity to complete and harmonious connection, and also how it emerged to show us the flaw of our self-centered approaches to each other, whereby doing so, we can think about how we can better connect to each other, we will then have a solid foundation to overcome anxiety during this pandemic. 

[Read more](https://www.kabbalah.info/net/how-to-overcome-coronavirus-related-anxiety/)",16.39749019607843,12.69254349411765,14.617647058823533,40.72607843137257,49.352941176470594,18.862745098039216,56.56862745098039,16.32212239822248,9.166333333333334,427,24,52,16,3,138,57,85,0.043,0.8640000000000001,0.094,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,6,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,5,0,17,7,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,12,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263677725983247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6496341303388533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503488679878144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29678930845225043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28314259500944045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952995654440645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137725882300887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34049353698137896,0.2444781333965018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crookgang40oz,2020/03/26,"Can stress and anxiety cause stomach problems? Ever since this whole pandemic started my stomach hasn't been feeling very good. I don't really have an appetite to eat any more, I'll feel hungry and my stomach will growl but I just don't feel hungry when it's time to eat. I also haven't been able to go #2 and when I am it's diarrhea. I'm just curious if anxiety and stress can cause stomach issues?",2.0180487804878062,4.186686597560975,3.805060975609756,86.03856707317075,79.36585365853658,7.0268292682926825,26.103658536585364,8.07648339933343,1.7985560975609751,319,13,63,6,8,107,51,82,0.156,0.78,0.064,-0.654,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,11,6,4,2,1,15,17,9,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,3,6,1,3,14,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,38,9,0,0.1885971155569634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082104517264253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128252505849398,0.0,0.2885525543761426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874823782868986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859638650725768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059688840990894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28608110500462663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718408699325586,0.1581863125996397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968463895725584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046196899120584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082014153093552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600948289753694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349000909524522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320747173347248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997249473909296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561237182226886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056194432806669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alicia_101,2020/03/26,I am always uncomfortable My body is so uncomfortable all the time so now I am having a hard time with clothes and just day to day life. Anyone relate? I have countless anxious moments related to physically being uncomfortable.,5.353750000000002,8.434778875000003,6.599999999999998,65.555,72.75,9.0,32.5,9.516144504307137,3.92675,185,9,27,5,4,62,31,40,0.265,0.735,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938828234381471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39900477939750106,0.0,0.2469590382065817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39231506970518376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555573601649127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163893508519372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494689240422565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41189648923065103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mandipandi94,2020/03/26,How is everyone feeling right now due to the current state of our world? I will say I am already so anxious and ready for things to be “normal” again. I’m usually a homebody dealing with my anxiety but I am feeling more anxious now only being able to go to work and the store due to lockdowns. I am straight up panicking and ready for this to be over. So how are you? Let’s get through it together.❤️,2.3738726333907043,4.018980397590365,3.9619965576592087,87.77590361445783,76.34939759036145,7.152495697074013,31.1342512908778,7.957251820313856,2.173176936316696,315,16,66,5,7,105,60,83,0.12,0.75,0.13,-0.2299,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,10,15,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,13,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,48,10,1,0.23814464979542704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627985428911099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218000526293096,0.5380713381785102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455166770426035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755741834429294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082618076534396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442075046016493,0.0,0.13534309252434934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351903920949014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333311939027549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811197373783352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337422972503488,0.0,0.18938218394366865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821272348006826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622826869269611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337214134016096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlet4lkss,2020/03/26,"Online Class Victory For context, I have struggled to participate in class for my entire life due to my anxiety and feeling inadequate. All of my college classes have turned into online classes because of COVID-19 and for some reason, during my seminar class (which is entirely discussion based and I have been deathly afraid of participating in all semester), I participated not once but TWICE. 

I was hella nervous but it feels so good to have accomplished one of my longtime goals!",11.246566265060244,10.614043265060246,10.700090361445783,55.30628012048194,56.10843373493976,13.60120481927711,47.25602409638554,12.602617957971056,6.429821686746989,393,22,55,11,4,128,57,83,0.08800000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.672,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,3,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,13,10,6,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,2,9,1,13,8,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,43,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268654186969268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407801931472045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35513755585334833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945558066051648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480510800657061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739986468986022,0.2379708251897713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610748193481098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671329309607727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38198647708981975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,T-Morals,2020/03/26,Does anyone get panic attacks and starts to feel like they have symptoms of the Corona and then you start to relax and they start to go away? This has been happening to me lately. I hate it so much.,0.939,3.4322049000000057,1.9850000000000032,95.08,87.5,4.2,15.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.6969000000000003,156,3,32,1,5,49,33,40,0.201,0.69,0.11,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,11,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,2,6,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721596326975222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883324340438351,0.2381217026306577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179308745497267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281503663167448,0.1810625138103508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241554301282954,0.0,0.14403971221331913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412225393703075,0.0,0.0,0.2502263394486543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28589913911073683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382135174443215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631263121981573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973653253668641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381730544005747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634283689974901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PartyBlueberry,2020/03/26,"I’m pretty sure my mom just caught me masturbating and I don’t even live at home?! So a few days ago I don’t know maybe 4 to 5 whatever, I asked my mom to buy baby wipes just to sanitize the house with. So today everyone is gone and it’s just me and I’m masturbating on my bed, in my bed is in the main room, in my my mom just starts knocking on the door and I’m just so flustered and what the fuck. I didn’t know what to do. My mom just knocks and knocks on the door and I’m like oh my fucking God :(",-1.2796187290969885,0.4881363826086975,1.5069565217391307,100.01441471571907,89.52173913043478,5.2775919732441485,15.802675585284279,6.67199483983844,-0.6095752508361203,384,8,104,5,13,133,59,115,0.08199999999999999,0.825,0.094,0.1003,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,2,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,1,17,18,10,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,14,2,12,15,2,14,0,0,0,2,5,8,2,0,5,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439593500946252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228414609703822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505332324677022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075901239253958,0.0,0.0,0.15565244826250735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011862412185159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633962266255677,0.0,0.0,0.18795810803708024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904485296196634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958190842956298,0.0,0.14383861793018182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636491809095928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7631191648142291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572202625516114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529739723448147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352591439856667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440471388921365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wallstain,2020/03/26,"Parent is an ER nurse and I’m stuck in the house. Two of his colleagues have tested positive for COVID-19 I don’t really know how to manage my anxiety with this situation. I keep telling my loved ones and friends that I will be fine, but I feel like I’m just trying to convince myself. There is no way to socially isolate myself from this when I am home from school and my dad has had such close regular contact with not only sick patients, as he tests people often, but with two colleagues, one of which he closely works with. I feel like it’s only a matter of time before I get the virus, and my blood pressure is already on the very high end of normal. I’m scared and anxious for myself and my dad, who also has a history of high blood pressure. 

How should I manage this?",5.684166666666663,5.521653955128208,6.146923076923077,81.8647435897436,67.14102564102564,8.728205128205127,30.153846153846153,8.167268648758528,1.9969153846153849,611,20,122,7,9,198,101,156,0.11900000000000001,0.748,0.132,0.2739,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,3,6,0,12,4,2,2,0,26,22,13,0,2,4,3,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,7,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,4,2,2,17,6,19,17,0,10,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,5,83,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799368035537769,0.13039615250279962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473770766683726,0.1842073316134427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874899559594114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444195819260614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489244081134502,0.2329750643695623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259769782121419,0.0,0.08519024453967604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445561000553021,0.16355887445906284,0.0,0.0,0.18814520525279588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449320295714509,0.0,0.0,0.08961153887370528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932225166828642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471647765520092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976066205833034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098248726831368,0.24802349545644786,0.0,0.0,0.18105484734702548,0.0,0.0,0.1130427842689857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445811181353233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632479122519371,0.1650217925120671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328223710868716,0.0,0.16621547624597455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425184897099298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507950418124557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107045993717907,0.0,0.3185648399159121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345386152458488,0.0,0.12942658894080072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870700877876712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justin_szczap,2020/03/26,Weather changes and extreme anxiety? Does anyone else have this issue where certain changes in the weather triggers MASSIVE anxiety?  If it's overcast/windy I'm anxious enough to need a hospital.,4.849090909090908,8.402820575757577,4.505212121212125,74.51781818181819,85.66666666666666,6.276363636363637,45.99393939393939,7.554174236665415,5.115186666666666,161,13,20,3,5,49,30,33,0.175,0.7609999999999999,0.064,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118200171778217,0.30407912686653005,0.0,0.188205987965982,0.2757907084846265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5694804333660568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355475566552044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485229520081693,0.0,0.0,0.27811874945317183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809376742840771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958197198995065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,closetothestars,2020/03/26,"I'm having terrible anxiety right now, does someone have tips that can help? I'm feeling extremely bad at the moment, I've been holding everything for days (very stressful time at work where I'm really exposed, the fear of getting covid19...). Also today my friend's grandfather died of it and I can't get in touch with my boyfriend, I don't know what's up with him, I'm just a mess. My mom isn't helping either becayse she says I have to shut up like she does and don't annoy her so i have been holding everything inside and now I just exploded.

I hope you can give me some help",2.6475630252100832,4.342884722689078,4.024109243697481,87.40692016806726,75.72268907563027,7.449075630252103,27.026050420168072,8.238735603445708,1.7668648739495798,458,18,95,8,10,151,81,119,0.198,0.684,0.11699999999999999,-0.8815,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,9,1,2,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,14,22,5,1,1,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,3,15,3,11,20,2,14,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,7,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380593804438802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147131642835801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605872099628622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403670226843948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960779414832575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33661791589576506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457069453555068,0.0,0.0,0.21642430797547774,0.09724764131699798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859339738187374,0.0,0.20096859028680866,0.1845001092649262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867434966486811,0.0,0.0,0.1910267221594431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569933645684418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396254375165992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252541416968283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321128779839545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642484557332401,0.0,0.15294824372877247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296027392997514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031294481768235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214895569160152,0.0,0.1823060035952626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869208963536324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400182634780553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dontpluckmynosehair,2020/03/26,First time ever having anxiety I consider myself lucky as I know the exact thought that causes me to become anxious and it's only one but it's happened everyday this week and last 5 or 6 hours.  I'm not going to say the thought as it is about my gf and something that happened in the past but I know it's not important enough to jeprodise my relatioship with her but I cant escape the memeroy/thought.  I want to address it with her in person but I can't until the end of next month.  I hate this feeling and I love my gf.  Any advice?,1.8745535714285708,3.659414491071431,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,78.19642857142857,6.265714285714287,25.485714285714288,7.1686216300943375,1.1450507142857145,421,16,88,5,10,142,70,112,0.106,0.792,0.102,0.1337,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,2,23,16,12,0,1,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,2,15,2,13,14,1,15,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,2,12,61,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842656920438654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416866827764292,0.0,0.13968220803058076,0.20627673296603147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165826988104746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875720500519324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161722116460288,0.1886661133402287,0.0,0.0,0.1651647139826039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232388766353752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531247046150165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037711135105286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229306070688547,0.0,0.0,0.18027157563182986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798161179743167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069532860631814,0.1488366667513124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479620571524087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574301270611725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418842407544173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372891219137798,0.13886927271964744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743045098416981,0.0,0.15943209495844515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520430810574697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056806895282584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348724207383925,0.1064707323142518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769735963175353,0.0,0.14646410806682406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,S33N1TALL,2020/03/26,"Socially Dead Put this under venting. Just want to get my thoughts out and see if anyone can relate. 
I’ve had pretty bad social anxiety since I was 5 or 6. I remember walking out at recesses absolutely terrified, hands in pockets not knowing where to go or who to talk to. Throughout the years I slowly progressed and lived fairly normally even though I was still definitely social awkward. Fast forward to recently, I’m 18 and my social anxiety is through the roof. I can’t even explain it. The minute I have settled any sort of plans to be with friends I become incredibly anxious. Near panic as I sweat, shake, and regret agreeing to leave the house. Most of the close relationships I’ve had with friends are gone and I only hang out with people on a very surface level. Unfortunately it’s difficult to explain that it’s not them who are the problem but rather me.
The part I struggle with is the unfounded anxiety. These are good, kind, chill people to spend time with but I can’t avoid feeling so terrified to interact. Most days during class I have hat on, hood over, and music playing to calm me away from any convos. I really want to be able to go and have a good time and be entirely there for the people I’m around but it is increasingly difficult. At first I though it may be from smoking cannabis quite often but I have noticed that even sober I feel just the same anxiety, often in more intense form. Feel free to share your thoughts in the comments. To be honest I feel somewhat out of place posting (it’s my first time posting here and with all the COVID shit going on I feel like this is pretty low on the agenda). 
Nevertheless speak ur mind beneath if it pleases you. I hope you all are doing well and staying safe. If you made it this far thanks for taking the time out of what is most likely another stressful day. Much love!",4.090374854707477,5.985574075842699,4.8425300271212715,82.20870786516855,72.28651685393258,7.719333591631153,28.84889577683069,8.433251757073789,2.1782825648973265,1465,59,273,25,29,472,199,356,0.138,0.675,0.187,0.9772,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,1,5,17,30,1,6,16,0,27,4,3,1,2,69,52,23,1,10,14,0,6,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,17,23,0,2,11,1,2,10,4,13,1,2,8,8,29,18,51,38,12,52,0,2,1,1,23,28,1,14,15,190,46,1,0.09154842386330414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451213511253582,0.09599650467479763,0.28013717470548943,0.10342366074269753,0.0,0.06401278657210076,0.0,0.0,0.08149750663131862,0.0,0.0,0.0860127578094046,0.0,0.07643910994563954,0.0,0.10110804156264816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180823195593779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140061164389076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314481691382278,0.06540221230018449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574208514118498,0.0,0.0,0.14146017036220898,0.0,0.04783027294672525,0.0,0.15608723704731473,0.1535729489019775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092824155222376,0.0,0.1056345896115806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533359560260887,0.05031261955715127,0.0,0.0,0.09693656232235533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894518712202064,0.0,0.08083893551617452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262602682573778,0.08662533220774297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243781057989618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067298625236185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969801781518083,0.0,0.1042284873472396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962670167801754,0.0,0.1074123501937444,0.0,0.09913802171517963,0.0,0.19040445025575206,0.0,0.09564861784839182,0.10049267792618616,0.0,0.0,0.17535616747863114,0.1862753186429177,0.0,0.087599477752476,0.0,0.092031451826961,0.0,0.09737301769685996,0.0,0.0,0.05864826455820145,0.0,0.09039302408086497,0.09828874618798564,0.10370651793846196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295224100465915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397314150948052,0.07572980225503388,0.0,0.0,0.3732883566550741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757843893289334,0.07311068955515476,0.0,0.10486841022557787,0.0957062899157992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883302140327903,0.07358315530866194,0.0,0.08428548877467927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798917232579201,0.1453584449785701,0.21353048867046132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553703741378964,0.10799526466490028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823130275768244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895418343498918
anxiety,DamnIamHigh_Original,2020/03/26,"I always miss hugging. That's weird and I freaking know it I don't know why but heck I feel so alone sometimes.

I feel weak and only feel good in the arms of a girl and I have no idea why.

It's tearing me up and my relationships with my female friends.

How do I stop beeing so pathetic and depentend on hugs?",-1.4813636363636393,0.29005556060606,1.036818181818184,97.42522727272728,107.03030303030305,4.0181818181818185,17.62121212121212,5.985473137389443,-0.2287333333333325,241,8,55,3,12,81,47,66,0.28600000000000003,0.537,0.177,-0.7727,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,1,0,15,9,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,10,4,5,9,0,4,0,1,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27185619718729986,0.0,0.0,0.21840926910705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981622243552799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027959301457235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220160692144326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963145945757163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28851073641534897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963233033889416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818115891563278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25960523475440817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944993861193496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737053367999754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kristawriteslove,2020/03/26,"Chest Pain and Cough Starting today I have chest pains and a minor cough. Started freaking out and had a virtual appointment with my doctors office, which helped, but I’m still really anxious. :( They said it’s probably not coronavirus and may be bronchitis or something but I don’t know if that makes me feel better or not. Just looking to vent and for some support I guess. My mind feels like it’s racing.",3.9498701298701313,6.326996194805198,4.331168831168832,83.60246753246757,74.06493506493507,7.5168831168831165,27.883116883116887,8.418075326091056,2.1986155844155846,325,13,58,6,7,102,61,77,0.155,0.7190000000000001,0.126,-0.1298,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,5,7,2,1,0,23,16,10,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,7,3,4,12,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,6,5,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24398026482553425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100449970051933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210504946015087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183979379349787,0.15428625289983752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791105041748464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447575506441817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868934202744168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055101466759216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135716435226226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415907483018553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806423542949332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596063974194345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284802520989975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835343881383844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054332539986683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626128500286094,0.0,0.0,0.30572388960310704,0.0,0.17247083763183796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450758152959912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471064757543292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GraveyardLemons,2020/03/26,"Panicking at work Hello. I work for a medical manufacturing company in the US and have been deemed an essential worker, meaning I must keep going to work despite my state being in a shut down. I have been feeling very anxious, particularly at the end of the day when I only have an hour or so of work left. I start to get light headed, my eyes can’t focus, my heart races, I take shallow breaths, my mind goes into a primal mode and suddenly I can’t think straight. I try to tell myself I’m ok and just work through it, but today I had to run to the bathroom and try to collect myself, I felt like I would pass out or start hyperventilating. The drive home after work was equally terrifying. I don’t know how to handle/get past this. 

I can’t take a day off because everyone will think I’m sick and I will have to explain myself to everyone and I don’t want to worry others or get in trouble with my boss. I don’t want to cause added stress to anyone during this time but I’m afraid of having a panic attack at work. Any advice? Thanks so much",3.3051635514018685,4.5173331028037405,4.955221962616822,83.35844042056075,73.11214953271029,7.406074766355141,25.05724299065421,7.865858978985527,1.2887299065420559,820,25,169,11,16,278,123,214,0.153,0.78,0.067,-0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,8,5,8,1,3,12,1,20,6,4,3,1,31,41,15,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,7,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,5,4,25,3,29,31,2,30,0,0,1,0,4,13,0,3,13,108,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478671419648638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988111580746418,0.0,0.0,0.1327034897209394,0.0,0.08213517200878283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336348804529145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160636952864644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206702532956111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151209855989362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040402807953648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244881775595119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059394493510680914,0.0,0.1127860744230135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841138890875213,0.0,0.06675880840784193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055431843705645,0.0,0.0,0.13919813755425692,0.0,0.0,0.1178282819985366,0.0,0.11568064909770248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440944954802428,0.0,0.0,0.06455640947429314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276274845895141,0.0,0.0,0.057388103397933564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127955243078862,0.0,0.11833494467389828,0.0,0.0,0.11860748264010294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635125036312358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933841854059596,0.0,0.1378213999338052,0.0,0.0,0.112134880155874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628651120779306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345572560329608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664008569521064,0.0,0.10267072851342096,0.1081471919763268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505353309209089,0.0,0.0,0.06849554735565787,0.0,0.11134432260625296,0.0,0.0,0.15950382143989605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129750222970186,0.0,0.0,0.09692200407534714,0.1385693408205977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986180857683574,0.11929273514988388,0.0,0.08344469312939827,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juleslunatic,2020/03/26,"I'm afraid I'll loose my mind My anxiety got worse durning the quarantine. Also derealization due the stress and the ""unreality"" of this situation. I'm afraid it'll get so bad that I'll loose my mind. I don't see therapist, I was planning to search for one before the whole coronavirus situation, but now it's too late. What should I do to reduce this feeling?",3.5920187793427227,5.549525690140847,5.478521126760565,76.86078638497655,73.78873239436619,9.240375586854462,27.32629107981221,9.725611199111238,2.6680403755868536,288,11,57,8,6,99,49,71,0.16899999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.7512,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,6,0,4,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767509639815884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996501667267233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550875455945368,0.0,0.0,0.18905650737760285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233951214877452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607846259455155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769547295005833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506256574567288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486714491331525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055307988040353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704653260248265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994731596188319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545033319646415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579649548896988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480530068827497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264176369142264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wildeastside,2020/03/26,"Is it normal for anxiety to cause daily chest pain? I have anxiety, and recently (even prior to the coronavirus) I have been having chest pain almost daily. It feels as though no matter how much I am breathing, it just isn’t enough and makes my chest tight. Sometimes I even start to sweat and get queasy feeling. I have never been one to have panic attacks, but is that what this is? I can tell I begin to feel this way when I get anxious, but sometimes it is random but it is daily basically. Once this happens, I begin to get more anxious, making it worse and it feels like a never ending cycle sometimes until I can get myself calmed down. I am trying to not go to the doctor for with everything going on. And sometimes I can control it, but sometimes it feels as though I can’t. Has anyone else experienced this? Or is this a panic attack? Or has any tips as of how to help it?",3.363942857142857,4.982026965714288,4.658714285714286,83.92578571428572,73.62857142857143,6.6000000000000005,23.357142857142854,7.1686216300943375,0.9493428571428576,689,19,131,7,14,228,92,175,0.17,0.763,0.068,-0.951,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,2,4,0,22,8,5,6,2,32,39,20,0,1,8,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,17,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,2,7,15,2,19,37,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,11,104,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668599520779112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245192293414217,0.0,0.16300802306864465,0.2407233027021595,0.0,0.07449634487963411,0.10916443177983756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424128396810189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944754343804612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949543324953762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090498142595098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900181291407701,0.0,0.09436421023963623,0.11008592500521792,0.0,0.14073940796373788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575269574470653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693531019847221,0.07611332085844699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265429767616146,0.0,0.1211000620872191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421436092119673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714125704123254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205083082145864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422346542349443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832031479949918,0.0,0.1643428579641627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043881203742445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346329783474235,0.07219532701092064,0.0,0.2267354902843529,0.25000715990866496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519694981652468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268616985385638,0.0,0.07541067355676967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312203059075858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935310856557066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233473432268132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456774134453264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085749647303639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Username_10110101,2020/03/26,"I'm having a hard time keeping it together with all this stuff going on I've been ok for a while, which is why I haven't really posted anything under this alt account. The only person I've had any meaningful contact with in the past 16 days is my wife, and I've been trying to keep a brave face on for her. She's been having a hard time, working at a childcare facility, and wondering what they are going to do about COVID-19. I've been telling her it's gonna be ok, we are going to be fine, while inside there's been this tiny ball of panic slowly growing in size.

Today she found out her center is closing, not sure if temporary or permanent. We cannot afford a dip in her pay, so we really need this stimulus bill to go through so she might get her full paycheck. But with that announcement, that ball of panic kinda started to bubble over and I'm here now fighting off a panic attack while trying to keep doing my own work at home.

I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to keep my shit together today, because my heart is racing, I'm sweaty, and I want to vomit from fear. I haven't felt like this for months and I got really comfortable with NOT having panic attacks.

Hope all of you are doing ok in all this.",5.438095238095242,4.861559634920639,6.507777777777778,80.465,67.73015873015873,9.263492063492064,28.317460317460323,8.634040054169528,1.927655555555556,956,26,196,13,14,322,138,252,0.13699999999999998,0.764,0.099,-0.87,1,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,3,1,1,2,6,19,4,5,9,3,26,4,3,0,5,39,50,14,0,5,7,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,14,0,4,4,2,3,6,6,9,0,0,9,3,21,10,34,36,5,34,0,0,0,0,18,15,1,7,13,128,34,3,0.10564012120748546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183890497520337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693281863208721,0.0,0.0,0.24036177715315624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439723737192785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812913878965113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887450606035067,0.0,0.0,0.10143108294243408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582894025817347,0.0,0.0,0.055192603195700775,0.0,0.3001885767988128,0.0,0.08449005533835602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892655975349069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518405226822274,0.0,0.0,0.10596565494010524,0.10492447661472773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755911743983394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161042713334338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206747443121697,0.0,0.0,0.08432093688226969,0.0,0.0,0.07833081131423505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803440725044694,0.0,0.4957836832053353,0.0,0.0,0.10084544912141702,0.0,0.09224087910894972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117403449011236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302730014625067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843806633015048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477262151737807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093266460500905,0.0,0.0,0.1991291280771476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923341222121656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319920842287127,0.0,0.20026896545908213,0.0,0.0,0.14344541580041115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230928052933701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532377812001187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145622051436502,0.15381453281364124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Miniena,2020/03/26,"Feeling down after a Zoom class discussion and whenever speaking in front of others. Feeling down after a Zoom class discussion.

A number (approx. 2) people disagreed with the points I made about Nick in the Great Gatsby being a conscientious narrator, and I feel absolutely stupid because of it. If people disagree with me I feel as if the points I made were worthless, and I feel just awful. No one agreed with me; only addressed their own points.

Now I think everyone thinks I'm an idiot. I also stuttered a lot. How can I care less about them? How can I accept that people will disagree with me no matter what?",3.872607655502392,6.462593868421052,4.599186602870817,80.5474880382775,75.22807017543859,6.601594896331737,25.27591706539075,7.686295010490155,1.6566596491228074,487,17,81,7,11,156,71,114,0.21600000000000005,0.6459999999999999,0.139,-0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,2,0,9,1,5,0,0,4,0,24,16,9,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,6,14,3,15,11,3,11,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,3,3,63,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619180903030124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143830204215023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863853442777156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746812574107723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621670914928806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154690305767306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155417161835279,0.0,0.3459554507181847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238757009225279,0.1390340235768012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802089742582769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184390721691117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342724786301058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,simpleadjective,2020/03/26,"Rearranging my room. I want to move a chair out of my room and set up my keyboard up in its place, but for some reason, the thought of changing anything gives me a lot of anxiety. Should I just do it?",2.84,3.645272523809524,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,73.76190476190476,7.504761904761906,28.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.4372285714285722,154,6,36,2,3,51,34,42,0.052000000000000005,0.9179999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,9,3,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,0,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658388070915547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28596532029218424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676120459259871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333564963315627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954345829327444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693406430212749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630666225645233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572909111492105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758785273993788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496624455669749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dollybelli,2020/03/26,"Nothing helps I have this issue of my anxiety going at it’s highest peak to the point where I’m trembling and my heart is racing and I can’t keep my mind from thinking a 100 things at once and I just break down and cry. The thing that brings it on is whenever my stepchilds noncustodial parent(father who abandoned her before she was born for ten years and just came back and is now taking the mother to court for 50/50 custody. He is a total stranger to the child and has only visit her 5 times in a year and even tried to take her home with him just after the first visit) calls or msgs or comes to visit. He can easily drop $500 on her in one day. She’s always happy when ever she can buy absolutely anything she wants and never gets told no. I feel like even though I was In her life first, little by little I won’t be as important and everything I’ve given and sacrificed and all my hard work for this family will be all for nothing. No matter how much my SO tries to assure me that is not the case and never will be. I can’t get rid of those thoughts. I’m so unhappy with this situation...",5.976130690161527,5.0407103392070525,6.7584251101321575,80.30066262848754,66.7533039647577,9.681204111600588,28.167767988252567,8.841846274778883,1.8600693098384724,865,21,184,12,12,288,141,227,0.09,0.833,0.076,-0.2903,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,14,5,0,1,9,0,19,2,1,1,7,39,36,21,0,1,6,2,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,17,0,2,3,0,1,7,8,2,0,4,6,2,24,3,26,24,4,35,0,1,0,0,22,12,0,2,15,131,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365258919400732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044898427233425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124007125542426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502813955011367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622676894595553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394721488070204,0.1562208774629152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765891423502693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003607376910233,0.08808829468733191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043085642372955,0.12355213474080973,0.0,0.0,0.12275695306711555,0.0,0.12876349908876547,0.0,0.06906325893315322,0.0975788648427605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323642479641093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272372677056008,0.0,0.07762640269523359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540101769910468,0.12235648377490825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185805196223346,0.09155240472686688,0.0,0.13700942071086344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256292640738466,0.0,0.12140615102486685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647650995435923,0.06673025074186913,0.27379515707337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791546658293913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040827710665626,0.0,0.21069097162350808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26212073445147577,0.0,0.0,0.1454623143381279,0.09255591501228924,0.10388172316408498,0.0,0.0,0.15166538553136424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912029920687473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353121752581805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539513438478774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148668476987664,0.08752040739356623,0.13419752583863548,0.10843602653084657,0.07964586349980693,0.0,0.0,0.13051618271175414,0.0,0.18546927618719394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056344704386036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943806816284356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591705524927298
anxiety,luckyme888,2020/03/26,Numb pain in hand normal in Panic attack? Especially middle finger and middle hand. Im kinda worried. It has been going on for like 15 hours now. Pain kind of comes and goes. Is that adrenaline sloshing around my body?,1.86056910569106,4.679453146341466,3.1920731707317067,84.34794715447156,90.70731707317074,4.684552845528454,16.589430894308947,6.42735559955562,0.16387479674796745,173,4,29,2,6,56,36,41,0.307,0.539,0.155,-0.8302,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,2,6,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,3,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436835076664516,0.0,0.2867310105162613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799587671599229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171094801923312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432397030682907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24820787282889256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722456193338902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624600739600021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313363713973605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469449331164605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363750231603176,0.2957137323717634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25595807307828466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sjsjjdnxnxnxnxjsjsjw,2020/03/26,Im afraid of losing my family Im afraid of losing them and becoming homeless. I currently live somewhere with other people but im afraid they will kick me out some day and i wont have a place to stay. I need them to give me anti anxiety meds,0.2941025641025625,2.495498153846153,2.9938461538461536,89.03448717948721,86.69230769230771,6.5435897435897425,18.28205128205128,7.793537801064563,0.7313743589743589,192,5,41,4,6,67,37,52,0.177,0.823,0.0,-0.765,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,2,0,5,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,0,6,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358806596315044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217340640099583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947967441046773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892675524840597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925963334998854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6505963163586479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728308673780285,0.0,0.0,0.44921927919113575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230095787426575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886798990060848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918824493180126,0.0,0.2097613248627528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139935013075263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whynotbekind,2020/03/26,"Helping loved ones Hi All, I've been wanting to work on something to help people to help their loved ones who suffer from anxiety (and additional mental health issues). Was wondering if anyone had anything they wish their loved ones did, or anything that has particular helped?",8.648125,9.911792562500004,7.366666666666667,70.74500000000002,60.875,9.733333333333334,34.75,9.725611199111238,3.5283250000000006,225,9,34,4,3,68,39,48,0.08,0.583,0.337,0.9501,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,8,11,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,3,5,7,1,1,0,1,0,3,12,1,0,3,0,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939133360808728,0.0,0.0,0.1274065492755202,0.0,0.2998891531097132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368235231985328,0.0,0.0,0.4885302325009415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018151350473453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933591016080807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362638129791314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370413776802374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263225431087061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402753498123271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074730905016428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095342849644164,0.0,0.19760064852095788,0.13265217528683498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mabelopat,2020/03/26,"Hypochondria destroying my life Hi there!

For the past few months I had lots headaches, occuring daily, mostly in back of my head, and recently, in the past few weeks I was feeling like the right back part of my head numbs. I constantly fear that it might be something incurable like a tumor/ brain cancer or that I am about to die.

I don't have any smoke leakage, I don't live near a radioactive area, there are 0 reasons for me to think that I have a tumor.

I've been to a  neurologist doctor, she said that I am completely normal and there is nothing wrong with me, and that I don't have a tumor. As I am senior in high school, she says that most probably those headaches are generated by the stress of thinking about final exams. But I still feel that I have a tumor.

Also I started going to a therapist, but due to coronavirus lockdown and regulations in my country, I can't go anymore, untill the situation gets back to normal, and I met her only once, right before the quarantine.

And I wanted to ask, if there are others with the same issue and if there is something that I can do to calm my hypochondria during this period, untill I get to meet with my therapist once again.",9.123116883116886,6.641396571428577,8.99908658008658,71.68720129870131,61.64069264069264,12.183722943722945,36.51991341991342,10.577609850970193,3.632168484848485,932,31,178,17,10,305,128,231,0.086,0.8690000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.7915,0,2,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,13,8,1,2,14,0,23,7,3,1,0,28,36,16,1,5,5,0,2,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,12,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,4,29,3,28,29,7,29,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,7,20,136,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501624058392596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079821312290046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783246418091707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107590199691572,0.0,0.0,0.27408399530249106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011027372608941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326367339870171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457517256519905,0.12839670791772198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233111181035842,0.0,0.0,0.12161209498278867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336998062381246,0.12015277694842373,0.08488139542966458,0.0,0.13015592625557545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415177311940324,0.0,0.13505050286399908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387675148256066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255344757845173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240118969358268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392248469282633,0.11609392688608415,0.0,0.1049157423019192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101218760314423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260438433236716,0.0,0.0,0.09483692758523952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328267699716936,0.1140061105811302,0.0,0.0,0.2530680028578923,0.0,0.09036409304427193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286649690792967,0.2268445515253708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810256864355302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216151605419345,0.11731538966716955,0.0,0.0,0.20293456785763267,0.11302018773107457,0.09448638529695727,0.0,0.1202470321245148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355293696648968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293904494697685,0.0,0.0,0.08409780482044417,0.0,0.09488574058906923,0.0,0.13610207794778906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27590653628906897,0.0,0.15226359355808372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008011229405174,0.0,0.09530615398062972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990545218548966,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noodleboi007,2020/03/26,"Stop invalidating my feelings! PSA: (I am not speaking for everyone who has anxiety, just my personal experience with people doing this and how it makes me feel. Everyone is different and I am just speaking for myself). I am a 19F and I have always struggled with anxiety and it is extremely exhausting sometimes. especially when people feel the need to shut down my feelings. With everything that is going on with COVID-19 I have had a difficult time coping. While it is been a lot easier for many people I know, my anxiety has somewhat gotten worse. Anytime I talk to someone about this, they all just completely invalidate the way that I feel. And this goes for so many other things too. People act as if it’s so easy for me to just turn off my anxiety. But anxiety is literally my normal, I can’t just turn it off. I am honestly sick of people telling me that I just need to get over it. Some days are hard.  Believe me, I would rather be able to just “not worry” about anything. I know that this may come off as I don’t want to think positively and work on my anxiety. Of course I want to! but feels more reassuring when someone says that it’s okay to feel the way I do. Instead of: “I don’t know why you’re stressing about this” of course you don’t, you don’t need to understand it to always validate it. Make sure to let people know that their feelings are okay. Even if you don’t always understand them. Sometimes, I don’t even understand my feelings either.",2.9356725146198848,5.225060368421059,4.4256140350877216,82.13374269005851,76.89473684210526,8.152046783625734,26.695906432748536,8.94667605116694,2.3371871345029236,1155,46,222,28,27,384,133,285,0.084,0.816,0.1,0.8552,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,3,1,20,9,0,2,6,2,30,2,0,3,2,60,60,18,0,10,15,0,10,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,23,11,0,1,17,0,0,3,9,4,0,0,3,13,37,5,36,53,6,19,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,6,6,168,60,1,0.08585695991899145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143196055307768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940820360231701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065296252624136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673139288333878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739581686754336,0.09001938897804272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055370636378671685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970224939293582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134154245804398,0.0,0.0,0.1640800090435649,0.07716269948645546,0.08398458145972112,0.0,0.0,0.39070672783239385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044856717942333334,0.0,0.048794488896380606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691097206184877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873895927199186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877945585041734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299251704918508,0.0,0.0,0.11462037487229333,0.17409096315027867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098554367102968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412159156196981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571344336504384,0.07496698574393974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827690057362293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549264704599127,0.0,0.16982945743332625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178026291245429,0.09834885750681707,0.08975633605189608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091916864826514,0.0,0.0,0.06900857217904588,0.07504276726789129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057039549157083515,0.05501367316399285,0.0,0.0,0.05006388377214598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677543589037027,0.0,0.26814036955196424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128131887469688,0.1362985169423225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774725521310437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625048893724832,0.08719191039374705,0.08749557712274357,0.06099032096992955,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Royal_Vengeance,2020/03/26,"I want to have my own little podcast where we'd talk mostly about mental health as I'm a Bi-polar bear  Hello fellow bipolars , I am looking for peeps to have a chat with live on air , talking about anything and everything ! I want to have my own little podcast where we'd talk mostly about mental health as I'm a Bi-polar bear . So yeah , mental health is important to me. Let me know if you want to be a part of this. Thank you !",3.5565543071161048,4.1383741123595525,4.7792696629213465,87.21736891385768,71.92134831460675,6.832209737827719,23.82209737827716,6.42735559955562,0.6338973782771538,332,8,70,2,6,110,52,89,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.8249,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,1,9,4,0,0,0,9,17,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,1,14,13,5,6,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,3,0,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243497818857322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446371115671857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131959826957916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844512339180602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456592936576706,0.0,0.0,0.32259631483786433,0.14210767973368335,0.0,0.13514403656745608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865508915516977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427585048436048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880579847431933,0.0,0.14816641471723194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847691471769197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dogmom2020,2020/03/26,Anyone here too scared even to go out to the park or grocery due to COVID-19? I’m immuno-compromised and I wouldn’t want to get sick and pass it to my loved ones. Am I just too paranoid?,0.7614999999999981,2.70192415,1.8800000000000023,99.395,82.5,5.0,20.0,5.985473137389443,-0.2835000000000001,146,4,35,1,4,46,32,40,0.196,0.6859999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434374438893023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32441311452029226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25661602253244764,0.0,0.2791431971949025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433000494330617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328294644447886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917467974787601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897047577118532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,atimetochill,2020/03/26,"Tips for good simple content on dealing with anxiety and worry? My dad struggles with constant worry and (I suspect) anxiety. He doesn't have a knowledge base of tips or coping mechanisms around this (getting him to seek an expert's help is another topic). I think he would benefit from understanding a few tips/tricks from practices/approaches like Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, mindfulness, or whatever else. He's getting up there in age and has never been a big reader anyway, so the best resources would be really simple and straightforward. Can anyone recommend any practical and very easy to understand books, YouTube videos, articles, podcasts, or whatever that would give him some helpful content to consume right now? Thank you very much!",9.291939999999999,10.905205344000006,8.345350000000002,63.06042500000001,59.56,12.33,42.025,11.93303328291395,5.98382,608,33,81,19,8,189,97,125,0.083,0.7240000000000001,0.193,0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,22,17,9,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,13,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,5,53,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233865285157167,0.1732219595122922,0.25274831880135074,0.0,0.0,0.11550858399923104,0.0,0.0,0.14705908138912974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336255965902445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851772509020344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030937964529366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799970186027202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261573495633095,0.15847064416801576,0.0,0.13855820702535254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145421769083729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070621147768385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680043441081116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143775208677865,0.0,0.12740900808287026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582851264410778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107611473700335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269827826573644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208988674599394,0.18891553199532354,0.0,0.0,0.10585065137911023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439488299996866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27260729296126435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355282415938678,0.0,0.3520505811297196,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cypr_322,2020/03/26,"Chat issues (maybe I’m just overthinking??) I’ve been texting my friends during quarantine and I have one friend that I talk to a lot, let’s call him John. We’ve been messaging each other everyday but I’m the one who almost always texts first. I saw this as me probably doing something wrong if I’m the one always the one texting first. My anxiety made this rly bad for me so I stopped messaging him for a day or two and on the second day he sent this reaction picture that was vaguely along the lines of “uh oh did I do something wrong why did you stop messaging me?” I know that he has pretty bad anxiety too so I felt pretty bad and continued to message him often. He seems interested in our conversations but my anxiety makes me think otherwise. I enjoy messaging him but should I still do it if I’m the one starting conversations??",3.02418181818182,5.17138911515152,4.5763636363636415,81.84454545454548,76.03030303030303,8.521212121212121,27.363636363636363,9.21078282632365,2.543472727272728,664,27,128,17,15,222,98,165,0.191,0.6990000000000001,0.11,-0.9441,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,2,6,9,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,2,0,24,25,12,0,3,7,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,5,1,9,9,2,22,4,9,14,2,13,0,0,1,0,23,2,0,7,10,86,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279420327272461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262781320740695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29322842864659104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200449225643551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046626660459082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480065787647386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267811904717253,0.0,0.0,0.21736021265583874,0.0,0.0,0.19742777094827696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335746902653506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021841062613825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306522910493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862449500760106,0.0,0.12089796160741467,0.08528668993353881,0.0,0.12836096870298735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328973485786489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25997367915072106,0.13775641492640395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631594930829325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672538379833726,0.0,0.0,0.09043543949130546,0.0,0.10203635719091243,0.21364093541600185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269575029305192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186911080111403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481158688610178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152915009974796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279390328577413,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_axvxf,2020/03/26,"realization of a breakup hi, recently broke up with my girlfriend of 15 months. haven’t been on my meds (30mg prozac) for a couple months now. i’m handling this the best i can. but i’m riddled with anxiety and very sad thoughts right now. i just wanna write them out and distract myself with homework. i feel lonely. turning to the internet. i’ll get through this. it’s tough.",1.5847597597597591,4.199604472972972,2.4463963963963984,92.16782282282284,85.35135135135134,5.451051051051049,25.78978978978979,6.937597516519254,1.1728636636636636,297,13,60,4,9,93,58,74,0.218,0.747,0.035,-0.9142,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,7,1,12,7,1,9,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22637296780178845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105428935934686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274225874314373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496227239249993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460255639549175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286931173435976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723905612293083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921788177706351,0.0,0.0,0.2527084566213178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492221351518536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218688435660377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441595744126596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BoltyMcSpeedy,2020/03/26,"Restless... body syndrome? So - general anxiety and panic disorder sufferer. Not medicated.

Going through a lot now and anxiety has been quite a bit worse this week than normal. Its almost exclusively physical.. when laying down i generally will shake my feet/legs a bit.. it helps get rid of a certain feeling in my chest almost like nausea in my torso.

Anywho, its usually not too bad I live with it whatever.. sometimes though, rarely.. I get that feeling in my entire body.. restlessness like I need to stretch and flex every muscle from the chest down but mainly my legs.

I havent mentioned this symptom nor have i been to a dr for my mental health in quite some time (uninsured at the moment) but i was curious if anyone else experiences this or knows of ways to get relief. Pacing helps somewhat but then i have to combat shortness of breath a bit (from anxiety - im in pretty good shape)

I don't think its RLS because i don't experience tingling or anything like that.. just discomfort in my legs/chest.

anywho, laying down squirming like a worm now haha. Any help appreciated!",3.544527398899259,6.339596628140705,4.708729361091169,78.18149078726968,77.69346733668344,7.408566642737497,27.064130174682933,8.418075326091056,2.3910270878200524,855,35,143,18,21,280,125,199,0.107,0.6759999999999999,0.217,0.978,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,7,15,0,5,9,1,10,11,6,0,1,27,19,14,0,3,9,0,2,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,2,17,8,23,15,7,24,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,8,12,93,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026080025910215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158220275568354,0.0,0.2753250648891165,0.0,0.0,0.08388425960829325,0.12292116546398656,0.09872325918962724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016808338260208,0.07313124382945296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929212258365812,0.2665143126113636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749346684811187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021768439989873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107802694114897,0.0,0.0,0.23470301334642404,0.0,0.0,0.1213186261403406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880346371960927,0.0,0.06818045276662849,0.10062328016289844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752013782595367,0.0,0.0,0.24123561788602674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958578656831138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593115323532563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344407856524643,0.0,0.10593374568468376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199231457383784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208549148554392,0.12089930327219985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895458711210713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754295064600892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075633871430246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205035918925518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552009975733908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865119978512505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469245594731593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687050791005573,0.1178677325517919,0.0,0.06995417597445044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212755829641518,0.0,0.0,0.09522483795538683,0.09623091498428693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225741468415333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,enjoyyourbear,2020/03/26,"Medication Questions Hi, everybody. I’ve been hospitalized for panic attacks a few times now and there has been some discussion of getting me medicated. Last night at the hospital they gave me Ativan, which I guess is a benzo. It worked, but I don’t like it. It makes me feel like I’m hungover and I’m struggling to get any work done. I’m also terrified of medications in general. Once they gave me the Ativan I started panicking worse - full body tremors and BP spiked. Do you guys have any experience with anti-anxiety medication that is not a benzo? Mild anti-anxiety meds? I am otherwise a perfectly healthy 30 year old (with dysthymia as well).",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,5.668595041322316,74.01380165289258,73.54545454545455,9.689256198347108,31.66115702479339,10.018931242160765,3.770398347107438,517,25,90,16,11,174,87,121,0.162,0.7190000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,3,4,7,1,2,6,0,10,5,1,1,1,14,21,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,5,1,11,4,9,16,3,10,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,9,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191946827641958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027172896320052,0.0,0.2280446348869448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956511242911634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556018738090736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252919730523065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579882966795968,0.0,0.0,0.07536381172097935,0.10648085988925884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557442298352006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419462362636233,0.14758225461783508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121495084469391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563593235215305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949157465586704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556018738090736,0.6006060133377463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987268455615395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640218252315766,0.15873265524419214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487725581606725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669693435099472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549787178628782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558187053408934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691185376821048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340132336233497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701935190101507,0.0,0.15189398487074487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095982871610125
anxiety,meow91meow,2020/03/26,"I feel like no one is taking my anxiety seriously. I have been diagnosed with anxiety for a few years now. I am able to cope with it for the most part. I have my bad days but I can get through it. 

The past three weeks I have been in a constant state of anxiety. It is understandably higher. But I’m starting to feel exhausted from it. I have tried to talk to my normal support system and I feel like they just think this is my normal everyday anxiety. They tell me that normal everything is going to be okay stuff. And maybe it’s true but I am not okay right now. And I just feel like even after telling people it’s not being taken seriously.",1.7293775689958937,3.884770534351148,3.6529770992366433,86.82066353493838,80.29770992366412,7.389547856723429,22.290663534938346,8.384062270229773,1.3728386376981794,504,16,106,11,13,170,76,131,0.126,0.727,0.147,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,0,4,2,15,2,0,0,1,23,28,6,0,3,7,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,3,4,17,7,14,23,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,13,78,26,0,0.14123994182239344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321926756136396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792945182538732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263020070142375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108807798658844,0.0,0.0,0.1433555678723105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328764950807462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693735250594487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856606334832683,0.30270552797697803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379204013858,0.0,0.08026991381340277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700810380817067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189450549906898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151554647205121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570783989727856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529490932617983,0.13482950610201322,0.09791799189247348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120618138594393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997035777988107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168594202661898,0.0,0.16027741221101682,0.0,0.0,0.10619485872280107,0.11352331516293193,0.24689986911041056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050085170089718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589264926412973,0.0,0.0,0.14703576053119036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329416186796575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095389180023024
anxiety,ma9z,2020/03/26,"Effectiveness of Prozac and Buspar? Hi all. 

I’m sure this has been posted before but figured I’d make a post because I’ve got a bit of a special situation. I’ve been on Prozac for about 3-4 years with initial great success but since has seem to taper off in effectiveness. This I think was primarily due to my addiction to hydrocodone that I developed about 2-3 years ago after a series of surgeries. 

I recently checked myself into rehab for just less than 2 weeks and was given the option of suboxone or Valium. I chose Valium because I was prescribed Alprazam about 2 years ago for about 6 months with great effectiveness until I had to switch to Medicaid which my psychiatrist no longer accepted. 

So I’ve just had a follow up appointment with my doctor while I await setting up an appointment with a Medicaid accepting psychiatrist but in the meantime my doctor prescribed me BUSPAR. 

Does anyone know if this drug affects you similarly to Valium (knowing it’s not as strong)

I felt like myself for the first time in years when I was on the Valium again and just want to move forward with my life in a positive, anxiety mitigating way. 

Thanks for reading and any and all help is greatly appreciated. 

Hope everyone is safe.",6.524206695778744,7.629255336244544,7.368366812227078,69.42666957787485,65.50655021834059,10.822823871906841,33.60727802037846,10.793553405168565,3.9674119941775827,988,42,166,27,15,330,136,229,0.02,0.742,0.239,0.9954,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,6,10,13,0,0,12,0,12,8,0,5,3,40,25,15,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,11,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,11,1,18,13,39,14,4,34,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,5,19,110,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771275937981349,0.0,0.0,0.2402215040356463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214324844984048,0.0,0.1036555564065878,0.0,0.0,0.09474331303930628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651965782243774,0.0,0.11529877058319635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479286613605347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773757747701645,0.11857516403708394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571345974729445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947409227967474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300992753067033,0.0,0.0,0.11525448208152687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837008391581304,0.4481608853514454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082141579493933,0.0,0.0,0.1345800318158728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893225306358573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570620510897553,0.06619745125000889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904459298841576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081531663010193,0.14401287108827607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595391508239999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553461182588994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337878732621136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335223941444155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208529960450953,0.15230536637475808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277052088164904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474830225764234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682161144917404,0.0,0.0,0.07900994088405626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992019809499128,0.10755196116235942,0.10868827769344452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490249342522606
anxiety,Loenztel,2020/03/26,"Worried that by the end of this lockdown I'll be too used to staying indoors My country is currently on lockdown due to the coronavirus, so now I don't have to go to college, can't meet any friends, etc. We're allowed out once a day for a form of exercise. In one way I'm very happy as I can finally get some sleep, don't have to stress about exams, don't have to do anything that would cause me lots of anxiety like going out and talking to people. So now my days don't involve lots of stress and anxiety like they used to, instead I can just stay comfortably indoors and keep up with my hobbies.


However I do have intense social anxiety and college gave me a reason to go out every day. Right now I feel quite scared to go outside even once a day, and I can tell that I'll become more and more comfortable staying indoors with nothing to force me out of my comfort zone. So by the end of this whole thing, even if I'm happier staying indoors with nothing I need to do, I'm pretty certain I'll end up with even worse anxiety since I won't have gone outside or socialised for so long.


I'm thinking of starting running as a hobby, I always thought it would be fun, but of course I'm way too anxious to get started. I have lots of fear over going out in the first place, and then after that I'm scared of seeing anyone I know.


Just sort of wanted to write about my feelings on this whole situation, can anyone else relate?",7.898782929399368,5.4750801849315085,8.122054794520547,76.83790832455217,63.93150684931507,10.765437302423603,38.89989462592202,8.841846274778883,3.3208089567966277,1122,48,228,13,13,370,144,292,0.084,0.8290000000000001,0.086,-0.3519,3,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,17,14,0,5,9,0,24,2,1,5,1,43,52,17,0,5,5,0,2,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,9,16,0,1,6,1,0,7,6,5,0,2,3,3,20,9,50,44,10,46,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,7,21,150,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730332892194542,0.0,0.0,0.059687932195761975,0.0,0.2685811896843802,0.09915731417292373,0.0,0.12274436900866086,0.08993272971079874,0.07222883179928101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693721698343978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016596505880108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264225724507345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332219711192707,0.0,0.23321967262110424,0.0,0.09788891975956662,0.1739176249493163,0.0,0.0739516489474096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876783979354943,0.08876026494201489,0.0,0.0,0.09614987511422464,0.0,0.07465877128788975,0.0,0.0,0.06781238671515145,0.0,0.09171443686090952,0.0,0.2494140942723787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343486720126228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801573728940052,0.0,0.0,0.04823716534945302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576187725557946,0.0,0.0,0.07767540900042573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386170578170436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508178480973363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684390962438345,0.0,0.0,0.18694851298905235,0.059476541256133275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085001490746238,0.0,0.0917030008616144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929562230101888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335626720614734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902441775053012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495676116028828,0.0,0.0,0.17575005708467611,0.0,0.0699428760205492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726058596314575,0.09865934329606314,0.08783533250686405,0.08947244419733773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425086837749375,0.374212858306914,0.0,0.0,0.2010849321108928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054776437403569,0.07671654833627063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831177992633538,0.05624071806114043,0.0,0.06968111983720035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161355796962026,0.0,0.07242104656462653,0.05177016705203825,0.13933856844377945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598848338791264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913667035191725,0.0894471101736527,0.12470134237003967,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spiritlusly,2020/03/26,"broke up with my partner to take time to ""love myself first"", tips? TW: self-harm, anxiety, depression.

I have had issues with my mental health for a long time, for about 7 years now. I deal with anxiety, depression, and self-harm. I tell myself every year that I will learn how to cope and make sure I take the time to take care of myself. 

However, it only seems to be getting worse. I just broke up with my partner of over a year, because I've been wanting to be by myself more if that makes sense? Our relationship was one of the best things to happen to me and he's beyond supportive and loving, despite everything I try to cope with emotionally. 

He gets it too, he's been there. But he has been able to figure out how to cope on his own. For me, I've become dependent on others and define my self-worth based on how others view me. Especially with him being my first love. I always find ways to distract myself and ignore what is going on because I refuse to deal or cope, and focus on the opinions of others. 

And with everything else happening in the world nowadays, my anxiety is at its peak and I just feel really lost. I don't know if I made a mistake or not and it's my anxiety that did all of this.

I woke up this morning, crying, but determined. I want to love myself and know that I'm badass and worth it. It's easier said than done, right? I know that it's going to take time, but I just wanted to see if you all had tips on how to cope with a breakup when you have anxiety? I've become so dependent on just my partner, but I want to make sure I can be my first line of defense, too. And then maybe he and I can get back together... 

I'm new to this reddit community thing, so please let me know if it doesn't really meet what this subreddit is for, and if I should ask for advice in a different one...

Thank you in advance <3",3.3384126984127005,4.267478978835982,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,72.7037037037037,8.245502645502645,24.05291005291005,8.626192665926032,1.384979894179894,1426,38,308,25,27,477,175,378,0.08,0.7979999999999999,0.122,0.9718,2,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,3,0,6,18,19,1,1,9,0,25,5,0,10,4,73,64,34,0,11,16,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,3,24,24,0,3,9,0,1,3,3,9,0,5,12,4,45,10,58,45,5,39,0,5,2,4,26,19,0,11,16,215,69,1,0.08374036023302099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183011084519982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967868801426587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32030573185407857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828593270017878,0.0,0.0,0.06439116803523755,0.0,0.10209469269625347,0.18496929746280907,0.0,0.0,0.0878803416948915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853788782600138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198485357158848,0.0,0.172665268746732,0.1442508991254982,0.0,0.0,0.08749085321637573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569546255045701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995432564635973,0.09419663411780227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055486518844176,0.0,0.15052087233568165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234164225011237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765371721684423,0.2136885229062744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312526458975325,0.0,0.09518315303556936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481026479945476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901208705191807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740317965465831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840860479378098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563019192125244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410758365076428,0.0,0.0,0.09141249531737076,0.0,0.3023157782089997,0.0792371536096886,0.16769202213028636,0.0,0.08412844732349281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439058717195845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087696173226487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348927062290387,0.06368831744236476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919217687776374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729243811949232,0.0,0.0,0.08990580793530252,0.0,0.07151381008944513,0.07965625893114206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673022520472956,0.07623407888816494,0.26207837645098525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502756842426674,0.1578485969863327,0.0,0.2518493171152578,0.0,0.07319276584944555,0.07709687283034727,0.0,0.0,0.111266748751646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531870989605127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685420773660922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756893641342466,0.0664692001600438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533858121656966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177813936352609
anxiety,SX0702,2020/03/26,"Anxiety taking a massive toll on my due to corona. Before the quarantine started, I didn't really stock up on my meds, so I only take anti anxiety now and nothing to help me sleep. I feel claustrophobic, and I've been feeling more anxious since the past week. 

I'm trying to workout, bullet journal, meditate, stick to a schedule but nothing is helping me overcome the nausea in my gut and my heart beating in my mouth.

Does anyone have any tips for me? Anything at all. A soothing movie or a calming book, just anything would help. 

Thanks and stay safe.",4.0059047619047625,6.134523304761906,5.030476190476193,79.77619047619052,73.09523809523809,6.9523809523809526,31.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.470809523809524,437,21,74,6,9,143,78,105,0.14800000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.135,0.3556,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,0,5,4,4,0,1,12,12,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,11,3,11,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,45,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396084499674825,0.0,0.2788968389314685,0.205931483975188,0.0,0.1274587269249262,0.0,0.3000119687042066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551121028293201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595198538899614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843387271025054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600998657541215,0.3665477276461656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024788390059164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498169886735808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386368447789086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401277332223214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677718682852375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078900173844206,0.0,0.18241781273994792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290230878256784,0.1942928009812474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741130248587527,0.0,0.0,0.16782461243685268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376034239153945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621896851677507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949086359467227,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,watermelonmeat,2020/03/26,"Cashier was coughing behind me in the grocery store this morning, and now I'm extra anxious I was wearing a mask and gloves at the grocery store this morning and while I was checking out, I heard the cashier behind me coughing.

After I left I even called the store and asked if that cashier was feeling ok, and the cashier said she was feeling fine with no symptoms. I'm hoping she just has allergies.. but my anxiety mind is telling me   
""of course she's going to say she feels fine"" especially if she wants to stay working. Ugh, anyone have similar experiences?",7.265314465408808,7.319665028301891,6.662264150943397,78.7637106918239,63.81132075471698,8.953459119496856,39.36477987421385,8.344100000000001,3.3070742138364797,447,23,81,5,6,138,67,106,0.084,0.825,0.091,-0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,1,8,4,1,0,0,17,19,9,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,7,6,14,4,10,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,3,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862742510445219,0.2750818768038528,0.0,0.17025850122928712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763647401244536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486372778776708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082722382231926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381864218207205,0.0,0.0,0.3693576283733776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838474292300612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184708954450604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26455979467055873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458621773717508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316210497938684,0.1936382888142376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595350031558971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25308622575110634,0.0,0.0,0.21282678211162528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436206177417054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726844245895215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lavenderskyes,2020/03/26,"Therapy appointments during coronavirus Anyone else dealing with not being able to see your therapist in person right now? 

Mine offered to move to FaceTime appointments, but they honestly don’t do anything for me. This coronavirus stuff is already disrupting my anxiety big time, and now I can’t even go see the person I usually talk about it with. So frustrated about this virus some days.",9.165441176470589,10.04218642647059,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,59.735294117647065,13.270588235294115,40.52941176470589,12.602617957971056,5.889164705882353,319,16,47,11,4,100,55,68,0.098,0.846,0.055,-0.4748,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,9,7,1,10,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,5,34,11,0,0.21532127082637806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376123766594936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472018282194387,0.0,0.0,0.15055763903071726,0.22062208745217649,0.1771910593288272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388644065987204,0.2219867754967215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987329235343882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221766863755267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237204029126406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288524347052392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760204567140162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388318879029106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431663502194232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464913399335024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306708126546655,0.0,0.0,0.24623863862478976,0.250004591314924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255555645866524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714595945524694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dcandap,2020/03/26,"Wrote this song as a depiction of my experience with anxiety and panic, hope it resonates ❤️ [""Under Water""](https://youtu.be/di0RVFmm9nU)

A strange and lonely little place  
The room between my ears feels like its walls are closing in  
I teeter back and forth; most days I’m hopeful and in love but not this moment  
You wouldn’t know it

Afraid and maybe lacking sleep  
I tinker with my chemistry, tonight I’ll switch to tea  
A fleeting sadness hovers, I rarely draw the shutters but I’m home sick  
You wouldn’t know it

Most of time I’m doing just fine  
But I’m offline

I’m under water and I’m out of breath  
Stuck in quicksand, facing death  
I feel my heart beating out of my chest  
But I’m not dying, no I’m just stuck in my head

The pain is an imaginary friend  
Gaslit my attic, got me spinning to no end  
Selfishly my mind made this to replace lost experience I might’ve known 90 years ago

So here I lie with just my thoughts  
Beating me up and running all these scary plots  
I shut it off when you’re around, ziplock the feeling way deep down in my pocket  
You wouldn’t know it

You always ride it out  
Less intense the next time than the last  
It’s best to sit it down  
Laugh at it and watch it slowly pass",1.1304938271604958,3.6545017818930066,1.9426625514403284,95.56164814814815,86.7366255144033,4.392263374485596,20.44567901234568,5.8886186174403665,-0.053396049382715915,955,30,200,7,30,296,148,243,0.184,0.6940000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.9561,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,4,8,15,0,2,10,0,6,12,7,1,1,45,30,15,2,6,9,0,3,1,1,3,2,2,2,0,15,16,2,0,8,1,0,3,7,7,0,0,7,6,23,8,30,20,6,40,0,3,1,1,7,23,0,4,13,113,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750178784548472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906970123649425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866401705576984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808694297097165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927533450221454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278563460894094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003757906754038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098687021197344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738754746586904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034682191757279,0.0,0.0,0.2352953221779503,0.11081555661483718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984294541572915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406116885504424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919470824058451,0.0,0.0,0.18381429369660124,0.0,0.0,0.1555949153745168,0.3081321975278081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557446030442857,0.12644099066672118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578229046755,0.15546790167329605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932843881158974,0.0,0.1399990739080973,0.1467753775894694,0.0,0.0,0.15583579242063553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455453618643687,0.15662386747182225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496860116555734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505533641691136,0.18199628048352767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206416348211955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522894074513652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314550549937582,0.1808998436295144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312458874554455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989020894486024
anxiety,Linkdown91,2020/03/26,"Dealing with stomach pains after an anxiety attack Just had a nasty, shaking anxiety attack this morning. Been happening every morning for the past 3 days and it's wreaking havoc on my stomach, throat, and chest, I can feel my stomach acid burning everything.

Is there anything that's recommended I can do after the attack to help calm my stomach down? Maybe a specific food I should eat or something to take.",5.74072072072072,8.021184513513518,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288291,68.72972972972973,8.176576576576577,36.65765765765766,8.841846274778883,3.745646846846848,330,18,49,6,6,106,56,74,0.289,0.632,0.08,-0.9509,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,5,0,7,9,6,0,0,7,10,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,6,1,8,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30081240195978765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179337361506074,0.0,0.0,0.6710171732433601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679725999586744,0.20269639699422748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118123295283605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656525028792887,0.0,0.17670049522016695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994119823773624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377417332984678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386167670947625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317836167291461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975212882239052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920702600400354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187686603101325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136007318588196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782633917999674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bugkiss,2020/03/26,"How can I explain my anxiety better to people who don’t suffer from it? (Without having to divulge my entire mental health history) Here’s a bit of background on me: I am bipolar and have struggled for a long time with anxiety. My anxiety occasionally causes depersonalization and what I guess would be considered panic attacks. These panic attacks start from self-hatred and turn into a feeling so intense that I would often self-harm to help myself feel more grounded. I’ve always been really good at hiding it. I only told people and sought help when my panic attacks became all consuming and I was scared I was gonna kill myself. After a period of therapy and medication I felt better equipped to navigate my mental illness. 

However... my anxiety still manifests VERY strongly when I’m driving. I have my license and can drive but I didn’t get it until 24.... and some days I just cannot bring myself to drive at all, usually when I’m very suddenly asked to drive instead of being able to mentally prepare for it. The shame and fear I feel bring me right back to self-harming to cope. 

Being forced to explain this to people makes me about as nervous as actually driving. I just feel horrific having to be transparent about my mental illness. I don’t want to tell people that I self-harm... or that I get paralyzed by basic things like driving. And even when I manage to find the words and courage to talk about it people often don’t understand. 

It’s been worse recently since I moved in with my bf and his family. I hear the way they talk about anxiety and I know they have that “anxiety is bullshit made up by millennials” attitude. My bf is a little more understanding and knows about my anxiety but gets angry with me when I refuse to drive. Sometimes his reactions trigger me into self-harming in private. I don’t think telling him that would help, it would just make him upset and would in turn make me upset and then there’s no progress made. 

I need to find a way to calmly explain my feelings to people in a way they can understand but also doesn’t lay my entire ugly mental history bare. Has anyone else successfully found a way to communicate this to neurotypical people/people who only experience mild anxiety?",5.7840221674876835,7.08963293095238,6.7468472906403925,72.48642857142859,67.30952380952381,9.602627257799671,31.6256157635468,9.83838024301492,3.2848743842364527,1781,72,299,40,29,594,205,420,0.20800000000000002,0.708,0.084,-0.9946,2,0,0,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,3,5,24,23,4,10,11,0,32,5,0,8,2,70,70,32,1,7,8,0,6,1,2,6,5,1,0,0,19,21,0,1,18,0,0,10,9,15,0,0,10,7,52,8,53,50,6,45,0,1,0,0,25,13,0,5,19,213,71,2,0.06284505995335367,0.0,0.06132771300558775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025717173940216,0.05229212429397728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846103907985772,0.0,0.0,0.04394272713981067,0.06439219060780098,0.0,0.0,0.05875164759688852,0.2144859849131031,0.0,0.04832397191008583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116269695822964,0.06861052874123796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645591880405859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04052986462782091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249898348906715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041508569393313606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147452765592275,0.059244729456917535,0.07071816441421012,0.15888175297593707,0.0,0.06034111297667821,0.0,0.114878492526217,0.0,0.0,0.06890636447265397,0.0,0.0,0.09850184997429834,0.0,0.0,0.052711454625199085,0.0,0.0,0.06923091875332672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680135996292362,0.07083095000726405,0.0,0.1263711569091715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952874756810913,0.0,0.06907600282011732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03070292186661492,0.06298726006289974,0.0,0.055615900440012224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893103051568593,0.12584869655625522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330978626736991,0.31666519558564843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679435303499896,0.0,0.04659881564854852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955930000027716,0.0,0.22120541139197908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049819614845797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026015464584857,0.0,0.0620519150194125,0.0,0.0,0.05366933782059029,0.0,0.0,0.06291886842265769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327805517648209,0.0,0.0,0.05198608301634449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215537123788885,0.0,0.04448205689673215,0.0,0.05018814605902164,0.0,0.0,0.06569930178866076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102495732388887,0.10985870481475103,0.0,0.07186880305794363,0.0,0.041751465342721235,0.04026857684580767,0.0,0.0,0.03664545984538517,0.0,0.0,0.060051147951307414,0.0,0.0,0.1367147576319864,0.0,0.19627177128455628,0.0,0.0,0.06921495485542538,0.10370751225726234,0.0370676446198459,0.19953393357685686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605803951638387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404448509614424,0.2232166373900263,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,969dolan696,2020/03/26,"Why do i feel nauseated before and at social events? Whenever I decide to go to a social event (book club, going to my local game store to play cards) I feel an overwhelming nauseousness. I haven't been professionally diagnosed but I believe I struggle with confidence issues.


Every time I go out i feel nauseated and it ruins the whole day for me and half of the day for my parents.",3.4630528375733864,5.928560315068495,5.449745596868887,74.56506849315069,75.98630136986301,8.554990215264189,25.497064579256357,9.23628265651192,2.569479060665362,305,11,53,8,7,105,52,73,0.095,0.82,0.085,-0.1655,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,4,1,3,1,3,0,1,1,3,11,1,10,8,1,11,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758391027942725,0.2483679478520872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843397767510807,0.0,0.0,0.2237487663909145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573585773261125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343934349584864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758548299299712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300890873840817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24477997908759885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494353108540881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304587613952519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854424715034793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989188640223271,0.24612087482765105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlaskaPCT,2020/03/26,"How could I get rid of anxiety on my own? I’ve started feeling really anxious lately and I really don’t know what to do about it. I want to deal with this on my own, because no one I’ve tried to talk to about it managed to help me. Any advice would be appreciated.",1.292105263157893,2.8538083859649133,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,79.17543859649123,7.3670175438596495,23.68070175438596,8.238735603445708,1.3428343859649123,206,7,46,4,5,74,41,57,0.105,0.746,0.149,0.3832,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,10,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,11,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276784443007087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926168050050375,0.0,0.2166822033295805,0.319987045056746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266396415721014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261486624358485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29201390382533393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432175484690812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479842000812264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898536380121028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566444221317913,0.0,0.3195135136145947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191934632815444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629089270079861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004827810710587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766218352827775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923052536340258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706566646396062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120963537803555,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Savings-Mistake,2020/03/26,"Self hatred over feelings of self consciousness In the uk barely anyone is wearing a mask. 

I feel so much shame that I feel so self conscious about doing it. I'm not a particularly shy person, but I just have this crippling episodes where this insecurity swells inside of me. I wish i could just burst outside wearing my mask and not give a fuck what people think of me. 

Even though I know this isn't true, I feel like everyone just swans through life, and doesn't think twice about silly little things like this. I feel like the only fucking loser on this planet. 

The odd thing about this is that I'm not always shy and self conscious, most people I know would consider me confident..

Why do I feel like this? Why is my personality so inconsistent. Does anyone have these weird feelings?",5.225881635143381,6.836553040268459,5.214874923733984,81.8004575960952,68.93288590604028,7.565832824893228,26.297132397803537,8.00094639256281,1.5149006711409396,629,19,117,8,11,196,85,149,0.20600000000000002,0.718,0.077,-0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,2,2,6,0,11,5,2,0,1,29,28,8,0,3,7,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,6,14,3,0,0,14,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,7,15,6,10,26,2,5,0,1,0,2,7,5,2,1,4,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215030530029874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168026939675787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980178541943617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743246912426307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108511737385997,0.0,0.0,0.11730720791478667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345156695998108,0.2631099978953269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269885081415963,0.0,0.11776736386286155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493685468448194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671254228376828,0.23990708999727176,0.12304277044249998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024639239510393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933683060947979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021957156132764,0.21438730616047807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122826300746582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311920730231366,0.1573256957656837,0.12061597832637988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155261530032008,0.0,0.14117367864957886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720872584678467,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lizdavie01,2020/03/26,"Overthinking Alright so this happens to me from time to time where i get into a really bad mood or basically depressed because i overthink way too much. This can be about anything or anyone. what i’m saying is that i sometimes think about one thing and i get stuck, like i can’t put my head anywhere else, i can’t focus, i catch myself drifting off. and i really don’t know how to fix it, this doesn’t happen often and i’ve fixed it before it’s just hard for me right now. Like i’m constantly thinking about someone certain and it wasn’t like this a month ago and now i feel like i can’t think of anything else. and it’s not like i wanna forget about it but i just want to forget about the thought. it just makes me distant myself from people and it gets me worked up. like why do i have this problem, i just want to live in the moment.",2.166761904761902,3.8385814857142897,3.4571428571428555,91.0561904761905,77.0,5.80952380952381,22.523809523809533,6.42735559955562,0.4020095238095238,660,19,141,5,15,215,99,175,0.07,0.8,0.13,0.5924,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,16,12,0,0,4,1,11,1,1,2,1,32,28,12,0,4,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,16,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,3,3,21,8,19,24,1,18,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,3,14,95,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292468557975632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194986803810488,0.0,0.2399692932541317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174063322693428,0.08888104505768432,0.0,0.12406885582559175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756282247845824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558116711247394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436018329866499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372311553638068,0.10416273482945032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285304363208484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578688035964636,0.0,0.13061215658377556,0.0,0.14963743978970834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013031769403586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273961635644341,0.0,0.12874800878933826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732560874716346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637972832676513,0.0,0.1071830540332275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098800875044587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108245355833433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951517619081746,0.0,0.14657375301957526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681214027881302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451621154720224,0.0,0.11594955816714388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353964517882735,0.0,0.14420433841989105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968660039816154,0.28027683050602303,0.0,0.11575245413740635,0.17003950544744392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199849547130044,0.11573279312274945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315658460505142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614738286502554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyIsmyhobby,2020/03/26,Need soms advice My mom has a new boyfriend that i really don't like while my siblings are fine with it and im the one who's not rlly ok and comfortable to it since my dad passed away since 2013.,2.7145736434108514,3.3297789069767454,3.720930232558139,93.91457364341088,73.88372093023256,7.593798449612403,21.310077519379846,7.793537801064563,0.4366496124031003,155,3,38,2,3,50,37,43,0.099,0.784,0.11800000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136912569569889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016033080447543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467503073482908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568312710690561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759678265974869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802788282574064,0.0,0.31003741193324674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752745771160675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564984837520728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310923509348506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acceptable_runx,2020/03/26,Covid anxiety Sorry if similar had been posted already but my anxiety is through the roof. Especially as my boyfriend has covid and he’s been really weird with me like distant. I can’t go out due to social isolation and I just feel like absolute crap right now overall. It’s like I have a ball of anxiety in my tummy. How can I rid of it?!,2.61391304347826,4.4640711884058,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,76.2463768115942,9.237681159420287,28.89130434782609,9.725611199111238,2.9878,268,12,54,8,6,93,54,69,0.212,0.662,0.126,-0.5546,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,8,1,1,1,0,9,10,6,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,3,8,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,5,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29418374301903416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118115640429915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479364553380116,0.1904487439832029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150669068618894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907206481634751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25531523071979684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078150614597104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766257177808585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717503589259785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984206564860107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HafnerMichl,2020/03/26,"I can't tell nausea and anxiety apart For example: When I have a panic attack, I feel like I have to puke for the whole duration of the attack. On the other hand, I often panic when I don't feel well physically. 

Everytime when I'm ill, I get extreme panic attacks (or nausea attacks) that last for hours and set my progress to 0. I often can't even go outside for weeks (without strong sedatives) after I was ill.

I've had two severe panic attacks yesterday as I'm nauseous because I'm covid-positive and now I'm even afraid to go to toilet and back to my bed. 

The psychiatric hospital has no free places till September so I can forget about them, too. 

I just want some relief of this constant stress and finish this never ending recovery that takes me almost two years now. I don't want to get treatment anymore when I always relapse to my worst form of anxiety.

(As I've never learned to speak English properly: Feel free ro correct my text, I'd like to improve my skills) (:",6.1827272727272735,6.032278341968915,7.026820536975977,75.93413565708903,66.09844559585493,9.712482336316533,33.607630711257656,9.339509955726095,3.0393253886010365,772,31,142,13,11,258,113,193,0.239,0.614,0.147,-0.9617,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,16,19,5,6,5,0,10,3,1,0,3,22,24,14,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,2,2,8,12,1,2,2,5,20,9,23,22,4,25,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,21,93,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645214611461963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845680562165527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265071957909066,0.0,0.10542901007458796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6047037143798225,0.0,0.08174432092461609,0.0,0.06480439460187698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114881224853428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415736973588124,0.0,0.0,0.14043091589913545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125761800163466,0.07594648517372238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108312662363308,0.0,0.12083461825228133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469200549163048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665524152350998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387347724884168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398262859919985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989183194000839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106927551576776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009782606673708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177550089335767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799304160457566,0.0,0.09291791286785103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769501626289866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540647293489085,0.0,0.08527389746145457,0.0,0.09558369523915723,0.0,0.0,0.11868913042540055,0.0,0.10247715715974337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845889245495268
anxiety,kaymonlee,2020/03/26,Work from home anxiety Is anyone struggling with working from home? I get TERRIBLE anxiety with sending emails and now that's 90% of what I do. I absolutely hate it. It takes me at least 20 minutes to write a simple email. Today my computer in the office shut down and now I can't access it remotely. I have to let my bosses know and I'm so nervous. I can't wait until the quarantine is over so I can just be back in the office. It's so much easier for me to communicate with people face to face.,1.5539805825242752,3.5901580388349568,4.122145631067962,83.854286407767,80.26213592233009,7.6151456310679615,22.921359223300968,8.548686976883017,1.6351211650485444,390,13,80,9,10,137,69,103,0.163,0.807,0.03,-0.9134,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,1,2,4,0,9,2,2,1,0,11,15,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,11,0,17,13,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,59,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856587456765926,0.0,0.0,0.17625001753240038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382276546672586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169378958287653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488624382430069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056843800323209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852857458503054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577539919223241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529710254722287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475043915913285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635135287638366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895218421005833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892856533358034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670132870399924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buckhorn25,2020/03/26,STOCK UP ON ANXIETY MEDS Reminder to anyone running low in these weird times. You don't want to start feeling anxiety and panic symptoms in a stressful time like this. Stay stocked y'all!,4.8581904761904715,7.198496342857148,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,71.28571428571428,6.9523809523809526,34.52380952380953,7.793537801064563,2.7168095238095242,152,8,26,2,3,46,32,35,0.373,0.534,0.09300000000000001,-0.8764,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,4,0,10,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478332244286759,0.0,0.0,0.2046643944730752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799917930528775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299965708527834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251264937171829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34342331881727284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717633684229705,0.31198192091410404,0.0,0.0,0.3352897261236596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042299724762064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34135436453821605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264351883592702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plumfringe,2020/03/26,Fear of anxiety ruining relationship Is anyone else’s anxiety higher at the moment? And concerned that as a result it might damage your relationship or cause you to lose the person you love? I’m really concerned but I’m Also afraid of bringing it up to my partner who as of the last two days seems pretty over me and my anxiety.,4.47234375,6.233947796875,6.364500000000002,72.23050000000002,71.03125,9.495,28.425,9.888512548439397,3.108910000000001,265,10,45,7,5,92,48,64,0.179,0.723,0.098,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,1,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,8,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,10,6,0,7,0,3,0,1,9,3,0,3,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655366744861667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750599978726947,0.0,0.0,0.1447382068433088,0.21209448775522266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126445425775331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349694731436554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292073628311438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329309302082421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873145498668335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23157844163503755,0.0,0.0,0.18682428311215984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959276156402432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074315920324996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059195391513064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326085787105187,0.0,0.0,0.4444779750402694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844371565881132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220751607976287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lonewolfpaw,2020/03/26,"Trying to record myself speaking for my university assessment. Hi, this seems a little pathetic considering the other posts on this sub, but a bit of advice would be very much appreciated. Also, I'm on mobile so apologies for any typos or grammar mistakes.

Due to the Corona outbreak, all my uni lectures and the like have been stopped and have moved online. This means that a presentation I was going to have to give in person now has to be submitted online with me talking over it - which for some reason is a lot worse than doing it in person for me.

My boyfriend is trying to help, telling me to do multiple recordings so I can get it all right and it can sound professional but I'm too nervous to even start recording it. And I'm getting frustrated about it so I've moved to a different room to avoid taking it out on him as that would be unfair. 

I'm just sat here staring at my presentation and getting upset and frustrated because I don't seem to be able to start recording anything.

Does anyone have any advice? It would be really appreciated.",5.43215351812367,6.710902069651741,6.329683724235963,75.25354477611944,68.1044776119403,8.727931769722815,30.775053304904052,9.04235418022936,2.691185927505331,840,33,148,15,14,278,120,201,0.153,0.773,0.07400000000000001,-0.9487,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,3,8,0,22,0,0,1,2,26,38,14,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,2,15,8,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,3,3,12,1,29,27,6,22,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,5,8,109,27,2,0.1459355732300681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285213106331139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670462518701505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848238828097495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204154597355153,0.0,0.12009254225164827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896097091603053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593238489851469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152471613221993,0.0,0.0,0.1277092035761061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963890697672892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287359412321523,0.1399946996357998,0.08293854935325254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781753854625597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129674958967612,0.1462657830272325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406920565471932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589666217268344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31021283792009285,0.10727943788636757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548506270940581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976593883600175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934900651051024,0.15004607481590904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462818216005304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26570852982367765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658789971703084,0.0,0.0,0.12200867378274005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972538916283342,0.11729748582106438,0.12755412337384509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816134952120013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041213152443052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872081674625884,0.3110053323794789,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mr-Exterma,2020/03/26,"Inner voices? Does everyone get them from time to time? Like an inner critic or something else? Everyone has a different way of experiencing it. It can go like ""I can't do it,  i will stay in this state forever"" or it may be a completely different voice like ""You can't do it, you'll stay here in this state forever"" 

It's by no means a hallucination, it is thought-based.",2.250173745173747,4.36360112162162,4.638262548262549,80.63743243243248,78.32432432432431,9.093436293436293,25.43629343629344,9.606745405546679,2.522542857142857,289,11,60,9,7,101,49,74,0.059000000000000004,0.8290000000000001,0.111,0.5775,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,14,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,6,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,5,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218019130430705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44279489467342265,0.0,0.0,0.185441021286944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702089485814082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049719534022138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071252856583937,0.0,0.12043148704595268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31058079656263804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082856879607744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313616576398435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517287919222553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823028597286893,0.24712905520043305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682017113897821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovegym,2020/03/26,"Bullying by friends has long-lasting effects This is something that happened to me about 10 years ago. I'm 31 now and it creeps up on me all the time and just knocks me back just the same as it did back then. This isn't the only thing, and typing it all out it doesn't seem so bad. I suppose I just can't communicate the feelings well enough, just explain the circumstances.

​

There were four of us and we were sitting around my friend's kitchen table. I don't know how it happened but one of them started criticizing me for all of my flaws, which they did regularly. Why are you bad at everything? What are you actually good at? What's your value? It was constant and I've never been able to defend myself in any situation where I'm the focus of attention.

My other friend was laughing and encouraging him and joining in. He's the only one I still talk to, and everyone considered us best friends at the time. He probably doesn't even remember it.

My face went hot and I just stared at the cracks in the wood of the kitchen table, taking all of their words.

Then his girlfriend said ""Shall we make him cry?"" 

I just sat there, it continued, then the conversation moved on, nobody seemed to mind that I had completely shut down. The next day I just sat in my bedroom, watching movies, completely shut off. I remember it was an incredibly beautiful and sunny day, and I had a tense, dark feeling in my chest that I'm sure you're all very familiar with. I spent most of my 20s with that feeling and I'm so sick of it.

It's all under the guise of just having a laugh and that I can't take a joke. Man up. But it wasn't a joke, it was a beating. It wasn't the only time, and they weren't the only people to do this to me. I just don't understand why friends do this to friends. I've pushed a lot of people away for the sake of self-preservation, but I'm not satisfied with it. People have asked me to apologize for things and I have and I take responsibility but I can think of very few occasions where people have apologized to me.

The next day I asked my friend to apologize or at least admit they went too far. They said they did nothing wrong.  They were just having a laugh and I couldn't take a joke. But they knew that what they were saying was what already went around my head every single day, and still does. But now the words in my head have a face, and a setting and it all just hurts so much.",3.5948568507157503,4.782868521472398,4.427336400817996,87.51417433537834,72.37423312883436,7.887321063394682,25.648773006134967,8.344100000000001,1.4131067484662578,1893,59,409,30,36,610,214,489,0.079,0.759,0.161,0.9924,0,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,4,3,10,3,32,22,0,0,30,0,40,8,5,3,9,80,74,35,0,1,19,0,4,0,8,1,1,3,3,1,34,28,2,0,15,3,1,5,13,4,1,3,27,9,56,18,53,45,16,58,1,1,2,0,44,27,0,5,24,292,90,1,0.0766238013042104,0.0,0.07477377695668866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792237664056439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455627011071777,0.0,0.0,0.08302185670002593,0.09310630547760754,0.05210681242896937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642285669998966,0.1432658215331607,0.0,0.07199058362660403,0.11783794699589802,0.12795534702139405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041195215589962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067719567727734,0.082803108105737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416764775615312,0.19766405164916828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705400487999949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791728695804338,0.0,0.05060929810514984,0.0,0.06455885735624904,0.0732173257870394,0.06886453188099459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622988868110558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143955116985295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426840914234215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551634887864678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727625221066266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202736406731022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04211043731127268,0.06245862490545893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780965294381634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514281577577488,0.0,0.0,0.051146982364128665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736819632685446,0.0,0.0,0.08143897450326043,0.05632731040617006,0.0,0.05909699927332075,0.0,0.1629805639302018,0.0,0.0,0.07352260390673898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384454160659437,0.2331034147703085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248518395202576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261341752478561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359965992059934,0.0,0.1457735634284929,0.06093432225129813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395108618372735,0.07993533579041423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612836307735706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898874574421236,0.0,0.0,0.05423472094366106,0.0,0.1223837334010832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221702592377782,0.0,0.23044625052414125,0.061587309030317075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181089768885096,0.04909743794224571,0.0,0.0,0.13403986419831734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976807944117342,0.18433799705829826,0.0,0.0,0.12644532153923702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889399952108524,0.2130930944100564,0.1382821252143144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377609812030913,0.09310630547760754,0.04934321582990436
anxiety,aroii_x,2020/03/26,"this is messed up ik but whatever it's pretty weird to think something like this but whenever I'm sitting in the living room which leads to the front gate, and the bell rings, I'm always thinking or creating this obnoxious picture in my head that what if when someone opens the door to see who's there, and someone just barges in and shoots my family and me. or just kills them.

do u have similar thoughts?",5.704374999999999,6.236885687499999,5.547500000000002,83.78750000000002,67.125,9.4,31.0,9.3871,2.5400750000000003,325,12,65,6,5,101,60,80,0.145,0.742,0.113,-0.4404,0,0,1,1,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,16,9,10,1,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,1,7,8,0,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,3,2,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23741148062376755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689770042702453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928235753921423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31566747629646674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939433974512352,0.0,0.2519453173704054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902759293779489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273653827260457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835062756323487,0.21965548128120047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365646742435983,0.0,0.22651448413287756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamlionheart,2020/03/26,"Still Can't Even Sleep Properly Just woke up in the middle of the night with intense anxiety: heavy breathing, mind racing, heart pounding. Lasted several minutes and calmed down a bit but still couldn't fall back asleep. Ended up crying because of how insane I feel. It feels like I'm gonna be like this for the rest of my life. Been in therapy and on medications for years now and it's been okay. I just miss the peace of mind that I used to have.",2.8256666666666668,4.827292844444443,3.4819444444444483,90.13625000000003,76.1111111111111,6.722222222222222,22.36111111111111,7.645422480735847,0.8334444444444435,356,10,74,5,8,112,69,90,0.111,0.721,0.168,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,1,6,6,4,2,0,14,13,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,4,4,14,7,2,16,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,10,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782904612248366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586421287388007,0.0,0.12576662201098698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252405980546669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266253808959941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273227304832104,0.0,0.0,0.1362679338881729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863632283168565,0.14739020328152136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444821552280495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817280792315914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572512640906893,0.2015884328582796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078388606412923,0.0,0.0,0.4166350712950189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936109778950353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330752102240781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064622137045476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295240028312028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359371437479497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781883776872158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285894735329376
anxiety,ebrddt,2020/03/26,"Today universities in my country got cancelled for entire spring semester And i think i'm the only one who's happy about the news, never want to go back to college.",6.145937499999999,6.788121718750002,7.243750000000002,71.62625000000001,66.1875,8.9,31.625,8.841846274778883,2.7880125000000007,133,5,22,2,2,45,29,32,0.098,0.79,0.11199999999999999,0.3565,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145336933861452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324721664936472,0.0,0.3271541246028094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354406287200977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31548406813507995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771824190950166,0.31110045557387345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621023004127724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877309454792881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412678988618445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BarelyHoldingOn3,2020/03/26,"Anxiety induced insomnia, don't know what to do. So recently I went through a very very stressful, and anxious time. I don't know why, but for the past 2-3 weeks I had anxiety attacks that literally lasted all throughout the day. During that period I also wasn't able to sleep a wink. But now that my anxiety is gone, I still can't sleep. I have been taking 5mg melatonin for the past two days but still nothing. Now it's been about a month, and in the entirety of this month, I have only been able to sleep for 2-3 hours every night and sometimes not even that.

Has anyone ever experienced anything like this? I don't know what to do. This is a vicious cycle. I feel anxiety, I can't sleep, I can't sleep and I feel anxiety.",2.7016219239373602,4.191331281879196,4.457869127516781,85.21731823266222,75.10738255033556,7.919686800894855,26.510626398210288,8.59863814320734,1.8459659955257264,567,21,119,11,12,192,81,149,0.152,0.8240000000000001,0.024,-0.9256,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,2,1,8,0,18,6,5,1,2,16,26,9,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,7,3,13,1,11,19,1,21,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,19,78,23,0,0.2256266072420693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021675814741742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315093424325038,0.12744692206155606,0.0,0.0788816849317875,0.0,0.09283573656368613,0.0,0.0,0.12834141912622632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455104960476307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451212307408712,0.10204609180874738,0.09505007389860977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140835919426002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109837955722399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599772404205075,0.09195789944220213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511488172916438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009300529722508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586764326556904,0.0,0.10824740741600676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579960096595267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538612679531624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138952742741487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644738801986396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157524190990754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801856999972867,0.0,0.12922725814152916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482156453415354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578234456198108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020220522360707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616558050457185,0.0,0.0,0.09049202737121943,0.0,0.0,0.10457906268482374,0.10179645953108812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnizzyFuzz,2020/03/26,too much brain i really don't even have much at all going on in life but anything that is going on is just too much to handle and the thoughts are excessive no matter what it is and no matter how hard i try to silence it it just doesn't stop and it comes from all directions all the time and i just want to sleep,4.178382352941174,3.8164618382352975,5.095882352941177,88.80647058823533,70.32352941176471,8.564705882352943,24.35294117647059,8.07648339933343,0.9856352941176468,247,5,58,3,4,81,43,68,0.10400000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.4798,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,2,1,3,18,12,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,8,11,6,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649300475720049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936850734318723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226620733092935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376232485731613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29902965534802084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356686378760477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582168256653836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.580183767148898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685362365561224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632706993116299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994724983269248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885669382447686,0.153404475058234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861453001257302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517181633262336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nestie-Z,2020/03/26,"I think I need help and advices While the quarantine started fine for me because I didn’t have to face responsibilities and I could stop myself without feeling guilty (cause, you know, the world stops so I don’t have to question myself about how it goes without me) I am now starting to overthink about my past traumas and I find myself very dependent of my friends texts or sign of affection. 

I can’t sleep, mostly live at night so I don’t have to wait for people to come to me, my body feels the anxiety and I can’t stop thinking. 

I am still young (19) and have to process a lot of awful things that happened in my life. This year I started to mature, to get a bit better. But I am still extremely anxious, like it’s my nature or something.

I’m looking for advices from people who overcame this or who can relate. I kinda feel helpless now that my mind can’t be as distracted as it was before (being outgoing really saves me). Thank u in advance. :)


+ this year I also started to go out to bigger places with more people, and to be braver than I used to be. I was proud of myself for that. Argh. I’m sure I’m sooo not the only one.",1.8648051948051965,3.908061692640693,3.4210173160173163,89.23724025974028,79.25974025974024,5.758441558441558,23.91991341991342,6.782984794422108,0.7986952380952381,885,31,182,9,22,292,133,231,0.095,0.743,0.162,0.9508,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,3,11,12,1,1,6,1,21,4,3,5,1,42,43,17,0,2,7,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,4,8,0,0,3,9,4,0,1,3,4,32,8,34,35,4,27,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,8,18,130,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473660173800511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121820386762387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682591458617557,0.14298838491235485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715606537454013,0.0,0.10770198240593408,0.0,0.0,0.11194112336380778,0.138181959812741,0.14059104324170776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300225386837103,0.0,0.1090290853455162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105606614810543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199320344111934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156829391118285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778788114956093,0.0,0.06612774513545963,0.0,0.07193280457796751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192567692824988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483738791447402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695597135077698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940032895969012,0.061835843468093336,0.0,0.11176387244935099,0.0,0.10628715417436713,0.0,0.0,0.10760552233066753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277998974773942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938502557756688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877762977837612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576729457956414,0.09626239825800237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082565002281835,0.26324367776855284,0.0,0.13223899915190593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141787675918961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108415972581827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266616833882102,0.0,0.0,0.09743998201252776,0.0,0.0,0.3583483707973766,0.0,0.202158371580524,0.31745525415389897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929098708971235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116528904748624,0.0,0.0,0.08408766718399227,0.16220224416020926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931608003765107,0.0,0.104433733086793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440184584946397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301421575412586
anxiety,marziasmeatscepter,2020/03/26,"I’m afraid of my BF drinking or doing drugs Whenever my boyfriend drinks or does drugs I get very very anxious to the point of having panic attacks and hurting myself. He’s never been abusive towards me in any way and his behaviour towards me doesn’t change when he does either of these things. I love him so much and I don’t know what to do. I talked to him about how anxious him drinking makes me and he has now stopped for me. I never asked him to and I feel so obsessive and controlling because I want him to be able to drink and have a good time with his friends.

what do i do?",3.1980073461891614,4.351641785123967,3.891349862258956,91.10955004591369,73.29752066115702,6.700091827364558,27.49403122130395,6.937597516519254,1.1323325987144166,460,17,100,4,9,146,74,121,0.14300000000000002,0.742,0.115,-0.3748,0,0,6,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,3,2,0,11,7,0,3,2,20,19,13,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,4,2,2,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,22,3,15,17,2,11,0,1,0,1,15,4,0,2,6,72,26,0,0.1383560396539526,0.16392928284290476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408685139544773,0.0,0.0,0.3126058866559968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934422038396634,0.1573999688327704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843405575987177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636234459770844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517806312475074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24215260533214406,0.0,0.0,0.5421449846658396,0.3208981617262707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995697078288866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689353302964824,0.0,0.07228532028424214,0.0,0.0,0.1160464818038953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811300199723146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603686107078562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487172756813132,0.0,0.09235373082126837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170760859561184,0.0,0.21341741432083944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623310020598489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307911780971145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567184432406034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120534384021176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191760496140483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806765193520175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831644506232765,0.08160597686928202,0.10982058433375533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uchivillager,2020/03/26,"I'm moving internationally alone/my partner and I are breaking up tomorrow, and I'm an anxious wreck I came to the UK on a student visa, hoping to transfer to a work visa once I finished school. I had no luck finding a job that would sponsor me for a work visa, and now my student visa is expired, and I need to return to the US. Because there's no clear way for me to come back to the UK on a long-term basis, my girlfriend and I mutually decided to end our relationship when I leave. I'm so heartbroken. We've been together for 3.5 years and neither of us want to break up, but we've done the long distance thing and neither of us can bear to do it again indefinitely, especially after living together long-term. 

For the past few weeks, I've been a wreck. I've had a hard time getting out of bed, I can only manage one small meal a day, I'm constantly crying, and my anxiety has been so bad I've thrown up almost daily because of it. My mom was initially going to come to the UK to help me move, mostly so I wouldn't be alone for the journey home, because I truly didn't think I could handle it. But then the coronavirus stuff started getting more serious in the US. Travel was banned, our flights were cancelled, and now I'm facing having to make this trip alone.

I can't even describe how sad and anxious I feel. My girlfriend is my best friend and I'm gutted that our relationship is ending because of visa rules. I'm beating myself up for not being a better partner lately because I've been struggling with my mental health so much recently. I'm scared to travel because I don't want to get sick. I'm scared to self-isolate in my bedroom after travelling when my mental health is at an all time low. When I think about how I won't even be able to ask for my mom for a hug when I need one, I start crying. 

I'm just so sad and scared right now. It's my last full day with my girlfriend and I don't even know what to do with myself.",5.9972494669509615,4.944370238805973,6.875216773276472,79.86619402985075,66.76119402985074,9.44818763326226,32.326936744847195,8.418075326091056,2.2990936744847192,1524,53,320,18,21,511,188,402,0.198,0.726,0.076,-0.9933,1,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,7,0,0,5,22,15,0,4,21,0,32,7,2,3,2,48,62,27,0,8,4,2,2,0,6,3,3,0,3,2,10,20,1,1,6,3,5,11,11,9,0,2,12,2,43,6,48,43,9,59,0,3,0,1,19,14,0,5,31,205,53,8,0.08155111189939435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166165853353609,0.16892471479851665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238637738782753,0.18425908769038887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623928103503952,0.0,0.0,0.06270777120091357,0.06809177204377456,0.2982768053028979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558286063463907,0.07212533129420046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932727465488066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049812374478068,0.0,0.08812778039997282,0.0,0.06511192697729605,0.0,0.17916013415256346,0.10518744123990116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345510141437043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446015898088996,0.0,0.0,0.16159122084808758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041234692513078375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453623885308519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300618675719236,0.0,0.12782127020825104,0.0,0.04634737623853702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305377799103302,0.0,0.0,0.17337003689428068,0.0,0.0,0.05466199128250285,0.0,0.0818024145063249,0.08099865501467005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092689501715182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481835835408137,0.06647504067991851,0.0919932063389244,0.08635085245046728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720111258927963,0.2165105033013964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443600044760776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436867953673234,0.0,0.0,0.19102335325314665,0.0,0.17335185176521314,0.05994945063725366,0.12093823228602822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684927263248683,0.11052228796478863,0.06202329543333356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778497640086257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052188460120599,0.17511074905660953,0.0,0.06964420397437764,0.0,0.0,0.24494066915337276,0.0825340790482608,0.0,0.0,0.0850755953477021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544459348732145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525492880197713,0.0933565121922276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417893506116777,0.10450931923111564,0.0,0.0,0.09510621833041276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39238378596561374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962019174294294,0.06473147673393308,0.06541538287845497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187403614636282,0.0,0.0,0.057931570077622764,0.0,0.0,0.05251624230497922
anxiety,notcoolnamen,2020/03/26,"Coping mechanism during the quarantine? While I feel at ease and fantastic in quarantine, it's not the same for my family. Being angry and yelling at the smallest things, even correct ones. This is how I grew up, and I'm not new to it, but after recently reconnecting with my true self, I realize I am a sponge into this situations. 

Example: the last ""yelling situation"" (that reminds me of many episodes in my childhood). She put on the stairs some objects to move, so I took one of the objects that was mine and put it in my room. After half an hour she bursts yelling at me because I didn't put away hers as well ( I sincerely do not think about it, and even if I had taken them in her room she would have complained anyway, we always tell her to ask if she wants something, but I guess it's hard to change when you lived expecting things from others all your life- and constantly complaining as a result).

She told me I'm stupid, that I shouldn't tell her she's yelling, that I purposely make things to make her mad. I simply try to speak softly and break her train of thought, which makes her even more angry. This doesn't change my emotional response, which is to really believe I'm stupid, consequently creating many psychological loops I know I have.

You see, I woke up just fine this morning, 2 hours before everyone else, felt the silence, tasting my coffee, reading calmly. She wakes up and starts to complain about everything, without even saying good morning.

Now I understand where she comes from, but I need to manage my response to this insults. She can't realize she's making herself unhappy and her total unacceptance of the existance of anything about mental health doesn't help. 

Suggestions on how to cope?",7.500277777777778,7.4359388425925985,7.236172839506175,75.24277777777779,63.35185185185186,10.780246913580248,34.97530864197531,10.380263240014207,3.545093827160493,1371,55,250,29,18,434,186,324,0.138,0.7959999999999999,0.066,-0.9783,0,2,1,0,4,0,44.0,1,3,1,0,16,13,4,0,11,0,15,4,1,7,4,51,39,21,0,7,10,0,4,0,0,2,2,6,2,1,20,13,1,0,9,1,0,7,9,7,1,3,9,12,52,6,42,27,5,39,0,0,1,0,37,18,0,4,13,179,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968827612381079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870036499449632,0.0,0.10076725823520342,0.0,0.10127040285216828,0.0,0.0,0.0657065829615109,0.0,0.09171967502129606,0.12144019936873017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280508882454149,0.09284984410100257,0.0,0.11648056860843085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004306845360158,0.12124702647904813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847719103796781,0.0,0.0,0.10299608233029826,0.09687293163209054,0.0,0.10161296229888434,0.0,0.0545008669061936,0.0,0.10349341273354408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904074860438798,0.0,0.0,0.11874066776378063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655690363208357,0.0,0.0,0.11457363606264545,0.0,0.0,0.07224804479311481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229899566235694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059237482681243424,0.08786163116242364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613387363729675,0.0,0.0,0.09517880573023936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877973894782491,0.2185602899232684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086249827634456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456161820536825,0.0,0.0799234588641665,0.0,0.10410235155996538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607991813268548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250702258229607,0.0,0.0,0.10781719950637406,0.0,0.06905177243067308,0.0,0.1064276765079382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857173681758065,0.0,0.0,0.08589310497264993,0.0,0.11244642354346834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24231652492447556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298049195218497,0.0,0.0,0.07629292279427757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884229792738489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482873393209906,0.06906621767660065,0.0,0.08557165620455782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299608233029826,0.11975646795983068,0.07318099734078685,0.0,0.0,0.11221114113549327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357617310083022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969143842725992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039038150104321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656952430204106,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamwhoiamwho,2020/03/26,"Exercises for shortness of breath and to strenghten your respiratory muscles I thought I would share these exercises with you that were sent to me by my physiotherapist to help with breathing. This is not medical advice, you decide what works for you, but if you are struggling with breathing or want to strengthen your respiratory muscles, these are the exercises ->

**Exercise for shortness of breath:**

**1.** Start in a comfortable position (lying down preferably), and focus on breathing through your stomach.

Place your hands on your belly. Breath slowly and at ease through your nose and try to make your belly push your hands forward.

When exhaling, press your lips a little together, and take as long as you can to breathe out.

Try to take a breathing-brake if possible, and start breathing in through your nose afterwards again. Repeat 3 times.

**Exercises to strenghten your respiratory muscles:**

**1.** Breath in through the nose, slowly. Breath out wit hall the force you have, as if blowing out a candle. Repeat 3 times.

**2.** Breath in through the nose, slowly. Breath out the air in bits, as if damping a mirror. Repeat 5 times.

**3.** Shout out 3 words like: SPRING! HOORAY! PARTY!

**4.** Think about something of which you like the smell. Try to really snif the smell powerfully, like smelling a flower. Breath out slowly. Repeat 3 times.

Source: Thanks to Susan (my physiotherapist) for these exercises.",2.8662779200141237,5.559329410788387,2.910202171801892,83.33084046967426,101.36514522821577,5.370565904476031,24.62973426326477,6.855684769269737,1.6616807804361264,1112,47,181,20,47,337,120,241,0.013999999999999999,0.83,0.156,0.9887,2,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,0,18,0,2,4,7,0,1,13,0,7,28,21,1,0,30,17,17,0,7,7,0,3,3,0,1,7,1,0,0,7,15,0,0,4,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,11,23,6,46,13,1,39,0,0,0,0,21,22,0,5,19,111,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968434724180232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074815055455295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325016047528595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695018488163605,0.18429497918336007,0.0,0.16272705311550925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274060335866332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523866144671874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211432915631926,0.0,0.0,0.20729584793065714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177975412006505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155897199310274,0.0,0.0,0.260300884389315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223016596389966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765081195768865,0.0,0.0,0.1692909996799524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782218378971675,0.0,0.14597931874210174,0.4288850953431362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745251387143289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845654798714537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386603983790638,0.0,0.0,0.13062230520932006,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,endlessquestionmarks,2020/03/26,"Lucid Dreaming as an exposure therapy Hey!  


For those who are not familiar with lucid dreaming (LD), these dreams are the ones where you realize that you are dreaming and you can manipulate with the dream world. It is possible to train yourself to have these dreams. Today I've been lucid dreaming and in my dream, I had an idea, how about I practice my social skills? I have mild social phobia and this seemed to me as a great safe environment as the people I interact with are not real. I came to a group of three women who were having a discussion and apologized for interrupting them. I asked whether I can sit with them and they were surprised but they said: sure. We started to have a nice chat and became close eventually. They even told me that I am brave to just come towards them and I said, well, that's just because I am practicing, this is my first time doing this. :D  


I feel like this experience was really helpful, although it was a dream, it's like I have a positive memory in my subconscious which I can relate to from now on. I think that doing something like this more often would be beneficial!  


Anyone here is a lucid dreamer or has a similar experience?",3.7249107142857127,5.969355955357145,4.844964285714287,80.27503571428572,74.26785714285714,8.23,26.378571428571423,8.982922981607832,2.2840685714285707,930,34,171,21,20,305,129,224,0.013999999999999999,0.733,0.253,0.9952,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,3,6,2,10,10,0,0,13,0,28,0,0,2,1,34,38,15,0,1,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,18,15,0,1,5,10,0,2,2,0,1,3,10,3,30,10,23,26,1,15,0,0,0,0,26,7,0,3,8,138,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937051824369325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959898435519893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406856443022866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952567681005244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705908521863087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275812318769747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33399138846007304,0.0,0.0,0.0863205286820793,0.12196150792097693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521328012112605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882180227282812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442917841146286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192720686911538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25021367129668104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568344210700325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835488459967915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245973778321446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431531069449293,0.10936680168610227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32478524773112866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541593673543153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480525296150253,0.0,0.1314276330308725,0.0,0.0,0.1208356087553296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609003999313294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952317670062937,0.0,0.0,0.1093896806114514,0.0,0.0,0.09954747503732024,0.0,0.1618214118012699,0.16312908002430246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349665724965306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127370065624375,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Foxangeles,2020/03/26,"Sleep Issues, Heart or Anxiety? I have this weird thing that happens when I sleep. Its not every night, I'm not sure I'd even say its most nights. Wel say 3/7 for the week. I fall asleep, and within a few hours, I'm ripped awake, heart racing and pounding and im in a panic. I give it a few min, heart chills out, and I go to fall back asleep, but I wake up every hour or so with the same issue. All. Night. Long. Iv had EKGs, echocardiograms, holter moniter etc all done in the past year. I want to rule out my heart because of these tests, but for some reason, I dont trust the tests. I also suffer from GAD, but I don't want to run right to that as the cause. Any advice? 

About me: 
30 year old male 
Active Duty USAF 
Extremely active",0.2572689075630237,2.3525249025974007,1.5819022154316291,99.85587853323149,85.68831168831169,4.402750190985485,13.604278074866311,5.5289334501034215,-1.2179621084797554,561,7,133,3,17,178,103,154,0.1,0.831,0.069,-0.5506,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,8,0,5,10,9,2,3,25,12,13,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,2,12,2,17,10,8,25,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,4,14,74,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601947151138953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494661105378532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073900280704946,0.0,0.09082647291552323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129438061720001,0.0,0.07237538950145438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196619715533985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214998021307375,0.1391481446822752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324129263068667,0.0784186188196528,0.0,0.20006665241369456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138945630870395,0.06747576777003877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499063714009813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562772249992985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338460137370281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824644140616456,0.2478420377831697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507040258582416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342541060461933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458489630252245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393015393393793,0.0,0.0,0.11333915797439675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207199400078607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013929269635103,0.0,0.1888342881077105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376271684055208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189958446844084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887750153105029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005751277249706,0.0,0.09523631199698147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291367311444246
anxiety,Maleficent-Blueberry,2020/03/26,"Anxiety so bad I’ve ended up throwing up Having to stay home during the pandemic is really effecting my anxiety. I’ve recently gotten to a point where I am able to better control my anxiety but the current situation - not being able to go to work, go out or be able to socialise etc is really effecting me. Last night I thought I just had indigestion/heart burn so took some antacids, went to sleep and then woke up in the night to have a drink of water. After a sip of water could feel myself needing to throw up - which I did. I’m worried that the things that usually help me combat my anxiety are out of reach as we’re stuck at home. I’ve never been so anxious that it’s literally effected my stomach. Is there anything anybody would suggest? Thank you in advance.",3.857626931567328,5.561990033112585,5.571804635761588,77.52781732891832,72.50993377483444,9.006843267108167,30.46412803532009,9.516144504307137,3.0448273730684328,609,27,112,15,12,208,101,151,0.135,0.8009999999999999,0.064,-0.8434,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,7,0,14,6,2,4,1,18,26,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,3,3,1,5,1,0,7,2,1,0,0,9,1,12,2,23,13,2,29,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,10,76,18,1,0.4096146658325148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41780546426297377,0.15424932673718542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235932284957734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140037121180426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075696164870545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531392259910541,0.10901466000618404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375547686130446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093233795117365,0.0,0.15227620971672698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903782752951257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519563611086434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179845040975055,0.09151869206698306,0.0,0.273917938512293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129687439822583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124136150207498,0.10530669407772952,0.0,0.0,0.25626374388357936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907275279076205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493976247684995,0.0,0.13481502207603974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347468219249238,0.13663682821514156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455315776039875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570605027754098,0.0,0.0,0.09070992764888992,0.0,0.0,0.108396096756282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516989884726921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037756149680576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657229966015726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940145173773184,0.13866119210732014,0.0,0.09699283539617236,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EdsSli,2020/03/26,"Reading and feeling Hi!

I  have weird question. Has anyone experienced something like this - after  thinking about a part of a body, you can feel it separately?  Especially, for example, after reading about some illness or reading  about medical stuff.",6.120000000000001,9.900041000000002,6.410000000000004,63.35500000000002,76.5,8.200000000000001,40.5,8.841846274778883,5.134600000000002,200,13,24,5,5,64,34,40,0.113,0.792,0.096,-0.1759,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,7,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,21,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598804946338075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26368588762068723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24006222634194124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597637300141288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391446461897844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25706937212655245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26593023507257263,0.0,0.7123603280293517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827538053227485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717538411772628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210941514929993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noelbs,2020/03/26,"What do you do to control breathing? How to calm down after an anxiety attack? Sometimes I feel this heavy weight on my chest, or it will hard for me to take good breaths. I’ve had panic attacks before but it happened tonight worse than ever, it almost felt like I was suffocating and that I was going to die. I started crying and panicking. Does anyone else experience this? How can I manage this, or what am I supposed to do afterward? I can’t get back to sleep right now,I am feeling overly anxious and I can’t stop shaking. Are there any breathing exercise that I can do or something that can calm me down?",3.4884999999999984,5.350990850000001,4.528333333333336,83.97000000000001,73.83333333333334,6.8000000000000025,28.66666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.780816666666667,482,20,91,6,10,157,80,120,0.254,0.664,0.08199999999999999,-0.9732,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,2,2,1,0,16,7,5,3,1,16,24,9,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,3,1,2,3,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,5,13,4,13,19,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,8,66,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654776648227255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989601021629137,0.0,0.13487572729395275,0.1991787270181392,0.0,0.12327919211866716,0.18064917117283705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011533597165495,0.0,0.13557056206562546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002577843013612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977452785995729,0.0,0.0,0.19366690620366064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298066881059905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542889936914663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728335478568866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594813773048628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246380911195008,0.0,0.0,0.1782940242825862,0.0,0.16928406913932292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211405601045247,0.0,0.10020033763907617,0.14787943226462028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590926399285512,0.0,0.15793802831119402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613555984716598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686035500950084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505667271631859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764360991607959,0.0,0.0,0.13573110564065624,0.17437388279665594,0.0,0.1247922556230622,0.0,0.0,0.14740202720277049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256225395101842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469658530972896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179673700205005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heyopotato21,2020/03/26,How do I act okay thanks How do I act more normal or not as off my mum is worried as always about me and I stress her enough as it is and this covid 19 has her stressed with trying to get my sibling home from overseas and he's gotten stuck but how do I seem okay to take her stress off of me I'm very irratable atm so that doesn't help any advice would help thanks,0.3210185185185175,2.1105416419753102,1.615540123456789,101.51368055555555,83.19753086419753,4.5438271604938265,16.297839506172842,5.148860815047168,-1.0492604938271604,287,5,72,1,8,91,57,81,0.18899999999999997,0.703,0.107,-0.748,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,13,16,12,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,11,4,11,13,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,0,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898784841553592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616823382179141,0.0,0.0,0.1321381597890907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007752307981109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151949034811608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604851674860594,0.0,0.1949098006082412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903835477580492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768934587861914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6677478657654241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460977080303341,0.0,0.0,0.3577909694840299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192443064513476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032694501233305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973322773420762,0.0,0.1380329766657286,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tobleronedog,2020/03/26,"An anxious asthmatic hypochondriac So recently my anxiety has gone over the roof, I've had a chest pain for the past couple of days that sometimes moves to my shoulders, I'm lightheaded and really weak. When I overthink I start to feel like I'm going to faint. It doesnt help that I have asthma and I'm also a hypochondriac so my brain immediately tells me I have Covid 19 and I'm going to die, and when I express my worries to my mom shes convinced it's just my anxiety. I've never had my anxiety cause chest pains lasting this long but maybe shes right and I'm just scaring myself..I dont know. What do I do? I'm just so scared all the time and I hate it.",0.4729285714285716,2.6992380785714296,2.825357142857144,90.39089285714287,86.07142857142857,6.357142857142858,21.607142857142854,7.645422480735847,0.975,521,18,114,10,16,178,81,140,0.233,0.741,0.026000000000000002,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,2,6,0,11,9,4,1,2,15,24,13,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,3,1,17,2,8,21,1,16,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,11,65,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291692563496357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706921553012313,0.18247412659010984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031220966498435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592780733820842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872125782488776,0.0,0.10416846576789296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763455728405904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930283210276236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816704847055225,0.11539150210731396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359359323608304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946974648787962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082649354447138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876838476054315,0.13166216266621472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891159506220942,0.0,0.0,0.14294207677069756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227077423796527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189172865122137,0.0,0.17167255162354428,0.0,0.0,0.12457588912959047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34374204817061504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419123008564767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347526643741556,0.0,0.15948370035005968,0.0,0.0,0.13793908839537675,0.0,0.0,0.3234238284102832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597495999688172,0.0,0.11432625457011887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117753460179427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418490203474282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640336490079928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,North_City,2020/03/26,"Online communication anxiety I’m really lost and hope someone can help me

I’ve had anxiety for ages, years, a lot from genetics. I’ve worked on it so much and a consistent pattern that I can’t seem to shake is online anxiety.

In face of my anxiety, one of the goals I’ve taken up is to make it as big as I can as a musician. Get famous if possible even to not let my anxiety control me.

Now a new fear is all my messages will leak, my reputation will be ruined, I’ll be charged, and I’ll be imprisoned.

The reality is, and all my friends tell me, you’re gonna be fine, you haven’t said anything that bad. And I know I haven’t really but the feeling and the mental fog still makes me feel and think I have.

Like I’ve had sex with a lot of people from the opposite sex and I’m not going to disclose my gender to prevent bias, but to do that I had to obviously message a lot of people too. I would sext, and say dirty things sometimes. Even now though the idea of sending any sort of sexual text to an opposite sex human that I’m interested in makes me race in my mind of...


“This will be permanent. What you are about to send it’ll last forever. People have infinite time to use it against you whereas you have only this small window to choose not to send”

And cuz of this anxiety I back out and opt to just not do as much online communication. It makes me feel like I’m missing out. So many people text and stuff these day. I’ve already got rid of my fb and Instagram for mental health reasons but still the messaging of girls and guys chatting, flirting, using these means as a means to talk and meet up and flirt I feel like I’m missing out on.


All cuz of the fear of this permanent mistake I could make or say that’ll be there forever. And in my experience people don’t like boring people so I try to be funny, and make jokes and I’m worried jokes will be taken out of context 

Like if I send a partner I want like 

“So you want this pussy baby?”
Or “how about some of this good dick” haha I know that can be vulgar but like I’m just worried I imagine groups of people spreading the screenshot all to each other and ganging up against me.

Has anyone had this sort of anxiety and overcome it? Any advice? Thank you",2.137467248908301,3.889262124454152,3.9990807860262017,86.78486572052404,77.31877729257641,7.287423580786028,24.550436681222703,8.158263871857827,1.413719475982532,1735,60,369,31,40,587,200,458,0.11699999999999999,0.752,0.13,0.9068,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,6,0,4,19,28,0,3,18,1,40,6,2,13,5,86,79,42,0,8,14,0,4,7,2,8,1,3,1,4,25,27,0,2,14,3,0,6,8,10,0,2,9,7,37,18,59,51,11,33,0,4,0,4,27,15,1,12,19,242,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625325669478343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611170849314508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613066627738246,0.0,0.4178669308332871,0.0,0.0,0.05456271136165704,0.0,0.06421477308137481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060002805988572425,0.06515456233120245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752100313062634,0.06230325599427256,0.0,0.0,0.05032503554408102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030805431641419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633155989414014,0.0,0.1756183579904858,0.15782396391882195,0.11149403808969884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060288349078120265,0.0,0.0407691887339095,0.0,0.044348133752197434,0.06545064613348008,0.062410374086073375,0.0,0.0,0.0772652546891405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294576962932798,0.0,0.0,0.05230408919118582,0.0,0.0,0.07750469342322519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880901194707688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577014330265594,0.06360757036348791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979435611112654,0.0,0.2668619680581767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518258619657057,0.199023413231013,0.0,0.0,0.3125270802420799,0.07911353816240217,0.0,0.17000232238086901,0.0,0.0,0.15727846485312014,0.0,0.0787914078993184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472693692727595,0.0,0.0,0.07536506623253994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052877396813520716,0.059347855798198186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786893490258425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879708430181046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998028526213022,0.08023124888025547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422755629786386,0.124110455394036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103860334915589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611737838733138,0.0,0.07717694829543484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463501950993755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932948152299218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272022636702945,0.06820456070354136,0.07184259649139167,0.0,0.0,0.05184187010453583,0.05000060029027994,0.07666734021504779,0.0,0.04550185612962298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297950170102349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479146732061564,0.0,0.0,0.09205214723311074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680918597064768,0.1584932475658468,0.0,0.05543263128972992,0.0,0.0,0.050250899337156166
anxiety,mzsizzle,2020/03/26,Relief for anxiety and panic attacks What helps you get through panic attacks and/or ease anxiety. (This has probably been posted before but I can’t find a post with this question),4.2065625,7.5113515312500025,4.492500000000003,77.1025,80.5625,6.95,29.875,8.07648339933343,2.9679125,147,7,21,3,4,46,28,32,0.299,0.5479999999999999,0.153,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33079757951342936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919364034964664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397737445057769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761050754203774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295993496669855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491989409184855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073478090338323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141356520473685,0.0,0.2331091608192464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220282451906466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KamilaDalmate,2020/03/26,Help to calm anxiety I live with my parents. I am extremely attached to my parents. I have been having extremely vivid dreams of them having it and it’s making my anxiety spike through the roof. I can’t talk to my therapist because I was kicked off my insurance I don’t know what to do. Every time I’m left alone with my thoughts I feel like my head and my chest are gonna explode because of these plots. I physically will not be able to cope if something happens to them.,1.8175000000000023,4.146604083333333,3.2727499999999985,88.69725000000004,81.08333333333334,6.756666666666668,27.30833333333333,7.908726449838941,1.8150158333333344,376,17,77,7,10,123,64,96,0.059000000000000004,0.8270000000000001,0.114,0.7251,2,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,2,2,1,0,10,19,3,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,18,2,12,13,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,2,51,22,0,0.21772214448117685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254944801192673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331136891927696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654427969036831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344029700448425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008685806816113,0.1555407435202942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253097332628047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344573307789095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593456405989608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965439668087388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365557470251957,0.0,0.0,0.10636804222319296,0.0,0.1922526424314768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453312220813446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835093515353729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761314376319114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499681256571614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25279219067546616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284706291851834,0.12695553332208007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SantaOMG,2020/03/26,"I have always tried to read people’s minds so I can alter my behavior in order to get a positive outcome. Is this normal for people with anxiety/social anxiety? My first, and most vivid memory of me doing this was when I was probably 7 or 8.

The story goes like this. I was in little league baseball, and the coach was talking to us all as a team. I’m near the back of the pack of kids, and some kid looks at me and kind of stares at me. I immediately think “oh he’s staring at me so I’m doing something wrong.” So, with my little 7 year old brain, I think “hmm, in Metroid Prime when you are standing still for a while, your character looks at her hand.”. So that’s what I do. I look at my hand/fingernails. So the kid gives me a weird look and looks away. I’m a guy btw.

I have been doing this my whole life. Always in other people’s heads, thinking about what they could be thinking about me. Even for people that might not even see me I think about it.

I feel like my mind and nervous system is taxed like 10x the amount of a “normal” person, because I’m always ALWAYS analyzing situations, coming up with possible outcomes, and possible “solutions”. Even when I’m just walking my dog, I’m CONSTANTLY thinking “there’s people in that house staring at me.” Or “that guy is probably thinking “look at this weirdo”.”. And I then come up with what I should do if something were to happen like someone saying something to me, etc. I mean CONSTANTLY, even right now as I type this I’m predicting the responses.

Now, I have been doing this since I was that young. I wonder why? And is this something common with people with social anxiety?",2.3918974358974374,4.444710984615387,3.847923076923077,86.77024358974361,77.61538461538461,6.7948717948717965,22.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.1178102564102566,1270,39,255,20,30,419,155,325,0.034,0.9129999999999999,0.053,0.7608,0,0,4,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,1,2,21,8,0,1,13,0,27,4,3,0,1,42,56,24,0,5,5,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,6,18,17,0,0,10,3,1,3,1,3,0,1,8,14,39,5,40,44,6,41,0,0,11,0,17,19,0,7,20,176,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622598880505871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055816171626728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403187368152703,0.0605896185821929,0.0,0.04803359434594369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796291567544996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357523567842255,0.0,0.17030197370024902,0.0,0.06291256641965436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787888855859714,0.208177290733707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039841860807277835,0.056292211095343665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702423377482476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041167901310539726,0.07558875025358465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604177951819798,0.06967945470481098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086790695541006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092054241364426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205439387139885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055656274264352004,0.15398389260869544,0.15794951912683985,0.0,0.0,0.3970151165443684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583245151156396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359059838411732,0.15912393673998787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544076133238634,0.0,0.0,0.08268363613444275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327765288981193,0.06880203483952471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766235218519774,0.0,0.0,0.16991183520101402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881778949969866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729175147603568,0.0,0.06266211246703242,0.0,0.0,0.06279058163451566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518125098249884,0.0885705292904899,0.0,0.0803230740720757,0.06676398998583304,0.2426454768705839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629269595786028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633336146594688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534271565119809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349762811677508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478244671350633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110155461009524,0.08797344036852356,0.0,0.0,0.08545140620652901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861515659567727,0.0,0.050742340697038785
anxiety,Wnfj1988,2020/03/26,"Need urgent advice from professional Hi there. I've deal with anxiety and panic attacks and they stoped six months ago. Recently i've been unable to find a job so i cant afford therapy right now asside from the quarentine. Also to make things worst my girlfriend broke up with me recently and all this have made my attacks come back worse than ever... two hours ago i had the strongest one ever, started hyperventilating and blacked out for a moment and hit my head on the ground. Since i cant get propper help right now i was hoping if someone could advise me in the best way to make them less strong. I know the only solution is therapy or seing a psychiatrist but i just want to have a way to deal with them without being a danger to my health blacking out and breaking my skull against the counter while all this lockdown thing passes. Thanks to anyone who can give some advice.",5.955782678859599,6.871353260355033,6.042054868208716,79.1083647122109,66.69230769230771,8.51231845077999,29.564819795589024,8.575989854853784,2.1846284023668643,707,24,129,10,11,224,115,169,0.09,0.792,0.11800000000000001,0.713,3,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,2,9,10,3,1,11,0,11,3,2,3,4,31,24,12,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,6,0,3,4,2,16,4,21,17,6,27,0,1,2,0,11,8,0,4,14,92,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502590385745781,0.22701817984005435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240198170486453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795832325752066,0.0,0.0,0.08953592462316852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913519821198851,0.0,0.09846297187398917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438115624561114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030421382947388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223794773514988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640289968170871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165811410286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117035886449706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690112933046505,0.12283775941108305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314168109056073,0.13611175090102173,0.0,0.0,0.08582958710142945,0.0,0.0,0.12718309290546462,0.12610400178943498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707041623904836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037323562206259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116453025011426,0.17094947813827507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220873046383368,0.0,0.0,0.09494786320754836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677036930924581,0.09738821643361918,0.0,0.15023973498969748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25286894772026725,0.0,0.0,0.21870894677933014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059247414389142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849681879500042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063484113577172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789174591324054,0.29287393624341673,0.0,0.17014219631562122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508678470471715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552753437631138,0.2032811388749272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343616448231655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304944541073542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pontillas18,2020/03/26,"I’m incredibly anxious I’m kinda young, nineteen to be exact and was diagnosed not even a week ago with GERD, when diagnosed my doctor told me that my anxiety will definitely heighten. let me tell you, it has. I keep convincing myself I’m dying every second of everyday (sorry if that sounds dramatic) I’m really worried. I was in pain for a LOOONG time before the doctors diagnosed me, I recently moved away from home for university and am living alone, the covid-19 outbreak has only just made it to Canada and having gerd means my immune system is weak, I got laid off from my job & Still have a household to still maintain. I get anxious more than 20 times daily, Which worsens the GERD. I feel like I’m just sitting still while I watch the world and my health collapse upon me. Is there any advice on how to deal with the anxiousness, my health is deteriorating. :(",5.227,6.7427680181818195,6.1494696969697,75.46420454545455,68.81818181818181,8.893939393939394,29.50757575757576,9.2995712137729,2.7115757575757584,693,26,121,14,12,229,112,165,0.162,0.78,0.057999999999999996,-0.9440000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,8,0,13,10,0,2,1,17,25,8,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,10,1,1,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,3,19,2,17,17,1,21,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,13,80,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221359558239912,0.11086395991470546,0.0,0.0,0.12953123871226527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550956619116936,0.0,0.08504954994402174,0.0,0.09567557656029994,0.4238688441948028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750415065201937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106422431509325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128938132356063,0.0,0.38081977922940063,0.1297993444712886,0.0,0.0,0.25602184865903405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260528376579035,0.0,0.1053739714079432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323741088459503,0.08934757590409405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653421159976421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002715358416177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658798111489191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254519576167014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410926333914014,0.1111649055499642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278890317636794,0.0,0.061101204168196685,0.0,0.11043606436256884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834100365175025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362341490455024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292596124252995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511875507475508,0.13307963835928827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012084125237627,0.0,0.12348814048057673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000177527600305,0.0,0.0,0.29963495062435763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931368652308378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585463452486694,0.0,0.0,0.11950645829239966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032085103935054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701116319585726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GloriousGumdrop,2020/03/26,"An escape into a cave I have had a constant thought for many years about hiding out in a cave to escape the world for a little while. I hate to admit, but, I was looking forward to a little more time at home from this outbreak COVID19 to simulate that escape to a cave. But, it turns out, that my anxiety is so high from this virus that I am not even enjoying my ""escape."" I'm worrying about me, my family, society, and hope my prior partner and his family are doing ok through this too. I wish I could reach out to them. I know everything is going to be ok eventually, but anxiety sucks. My dreams of this escape had somewhat become a reality, then actually turned into a nightmare.",6.875980810234537,6.041357365671643,7.990639658848617,71.86917910447762,64.8955223880597,11.239232409381664,34.0682302771855,10.608840637214634,3.554043923240938,533,20,100,12,7,183,84,134,0.125,0.695,0.18,0.7163,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,18,23,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,1,15,4,22,17,2,19,0,0,1,0,4,12,1,2,7,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.1780234887209801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791139609350172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014774796854555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971399437327094,0.0,0.14565397610577271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204920251068437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395459362301446,0.0,0.34395391281883003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103678080877057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010995898482912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927452805763027,0.1829902366743556,0.1811922440295809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025770085228122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656817197912273,0.0,0.0,0.1531936399718453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495343803875955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482751664778762,0.10637527942490953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39685872700115055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978328678789435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526456864472984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747770119784078
anxiety,Witty_Growth,2020/03/26,"I have extreme social anxiety I have extreme social anxiety. I just turned 19 and for the past couple of years I’ve suffered from severe anxiety. When someone talks to me, and it honestly doesn’t matter who it is family, friends, or strangers I tend to get extremely nervous and start panicking but as soon as they leave and I’m by myself I feel a lot more comfortable. I’m super awkward and very introverted. I promise you if you saw me I wouldn’t stand out to you at all, I’m the girl that no one sits next to in class and I can almost guarantee you if you did know me you’d probably know me as the quite girl. I’ve been bullied my entire life and I’m pretty sure that has a lot to do with why I act the way I do now. I won’t ever start up a conversation cause I simply don’t know how and I can’t talk to my family about my issues cause they don’t seem to understand how hard it is for me to talk to people and do things on my own. For gods sake, I can’t even order a pizza by myself without panicking.They’ll laugh at me and joke about it, and tell me to get over it, but I honestly have no idea how. I don’t know how to express my feeling to others and it sucks cause I really want to be able to make friends and actually hold a conversation for more than 5 minutes but each time I try to talk to someone they never really seem interested. It takes up so much courage in order for me to talk to someone and I’m starting to think that this isn’t normal and there really is something wrong with me. Am I gonna be like this for the rest of my life? Will I ever get over this fear?",2.345336963921035,3.472074058997056,4.3233185840707975,87.2894571136828,75.3716814159292,7.811254821874293,24.247901066485138,8.384062270229773,1.323408350351714,1242,38,279,22,26,426,164,339,0.133,0.7240000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.8263,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,3,2,15,19,1,3,10,0,27,3,0,8,5,59,56,30,0,5,8,0,3,1,2,4,2,0,0,2,16,19,1,1,11,1,0,1,13,6,0,1,3,4,46,13,49,46,9,29,0,1,1,0,25,10,1,8,14,194,62,1,0.0963398600051257,0.0,0.0940138061731224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647045353118812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109918763038525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29690272278319585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659822268224853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363156893052622,0.17428983787142396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164129196972464,0.10840912658117204,0.0974246558149964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886387371720916,0.0,0.1510008017147796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086301591487607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875597541772376,0.0,0.1005537839639272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178347021526367,0.0,0.0,0.10201000136778103,0.0,0.0,0.13609538445952948,0.04706678928420924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638094076607237,0.0,0.0,0.0643076046446945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082088211013228,0.0,0.07430323919993108,0.0,0.1024585340673336,0.0,0.094392607915947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528238243464714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196729745727444,0.06678992860791644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980122724300782,0.10387066346766467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246929982321973,0.0,0.0,0.18515334372716025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540838055314312,0.0,0.10883661975488088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964127098211482,0.24488535224304184,0.07416713097165413,0.0,0.0,0.2045695463104984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079917791942003,0.0,0.07243558508034358,0.3871716509154142,0.08420528399569732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400392217164197,0.061730692258234236,0.0,0.0,0.05617654711362025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540844102898206,0.10479010299836143,0.0,0.10029319187298162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949047403057923,0.056823745510726276,0.07647009662069952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693173894797541,0.0,0.0,0.09286818714901973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533251323101303,0.0,0.06203971121691761
anxiety,NoErrorExist,2020/03/26,Sad and lonely I am living at a dorm building. First time to live alone. So scared of falling asleep. Anyone wants to talk?,0.41000000000000014,2.7873866666666665,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,99.0,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.379716666666667,96,2,19,0,4,29,23,24,0.4270000000000001,0.573,0.0,-0.8923,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,10,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722673096686667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25132601788379205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30573608939336605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6347771700380777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598581535485682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889010523892853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095900299305078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200467337853027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wixert,2020/03/26,"How to tell my boss that I don’t feel safe coming to work because of COVID-19? I work in an “essential” healthcare setting (chiro, physical therapy) and we have stayed open. My job is to pretty much put patients on the therapy machine and make sure the room is clean for the next patient. Very easy, the doctors could basically do it but it’s time consuming if it’s busy. 

However with the changes, we are SLOW. Slow as in, I don’t need to be here at all and they would save a few bucks by not having me in. I used to see 30 patients a day, and now I see less than 10. On top of that, I get a little anxious l and freak out now when I touch people. I imagine scenarios in my head that I’m gonna get the disease even with the few patients in. If I’m not even needed really, I would just rather feel safe at home. Grateful for the hospital workers at this time though. I just don’t want to contribute to this virus if I’m not absolutely needed. 

I’m grateful to have a job, but this puts me in a risk that’s the opposite of what I’m supposed to do (quarantine). I am younger but I still won’t bet on that to save me or anyone around me.

I play this image when I sit there at work and dwell on when I had a small cough. Or if I have mucus for a bit I get scared I have it. Overall I’m close to my coworkers and doctor. But I don’t know how to confront this issue and make it seem like I’m being overly scared. I feel like others might think “if she can stay home why can’t I?” 

Since I’m a tech I am close in the room with patients. Everyone else in the clinic does admin stuff. I get scared that I’ll have symptoms even if there’s less patients. I would just rather be at home with my parents. There are many confirmed cases where I live. 

TLDR; Scared to touch patients but don’t want to make the jump and ask to stay home.",2.3758922858158584,3.3552753556701056,3.8000959829363663,91.64778350515465,75.08247422680412,7.001208674013507,24.20405261286881,7.372421405659032,0.7995980092428012,1410,42,328,16,29,466,181,388,0.067,0.809,0.124,0.9564,4,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,1,5,23,16,1,6,21,0,31,6,1,7,2,73,63,29,0,17,21,1,5,2,0,6,5,0,7,0,19,21,0,2,7,1,2,4,10,8,0,0,1,7,38,8,48,52,7,50,0,0,2,0,7,29,0,11,14,210,57,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036659998062958,0.0,0.0621206568921521,0.0,0.0,0.07908855274262573,0.08305563126755608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054157489465122735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699286759246747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398345661117108,0.0765298426290696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093341024111792,0.0,0.0,0.05729598453049225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186787839626944,0.07774656431976805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421640741902187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603865976470415,0.0,0.0,0.08489270012746647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476412829325882,0.0634690131121114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566590419773968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117791159790632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564645985006346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927283614134252,0.17632470455967753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048825447917890966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680779728550808,0.08904340321197934,0.07844944808129578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779089330123305,0.09007222766360548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424772418167864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653093706973953,0.1976264943188915,0.0,0.0,0.09448487766799288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864894778654268,0.0,0.0,0.06159211910865078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038463857419636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862225809494695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056914702749842075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557868791247917,0.0,0.14159174676326844,0.08087876490411602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349133375246372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28408246459609576,0.07094963841152102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170326828631984,0.0,0.0,0.08373289054118897,0.0923412486336971,0.0,0.0,0.07765215489129937,0.0,0.20319800552239475,0.0,0.0,0.05692660898843922,0.08728718601912673,0.0,0.10360941097112422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673129033043166,0.0,0.0733042667740513,0.1048030735963829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016642825054922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940349294565128,0.0,0.0,0.18933323049988784,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DragonDinner22,2020/03/26,Going crazy in quarantine I have nothing to do but play on my phone or watch netflix. I'm going fucken crazy ! My frustration is about to reach boiling point.,3.3520000000000003,5.935842200000002,4.043333333333333,83.885,77.0,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.8506666666666671,126,5,22,2,3,40,25,30,0.253,0.63,0.11599999999999999,-0.7177,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6449174067467913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444224466406642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363634384153968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thekamenman,2020/03/26,"I’m scared for my dad’s life, like actually legit scared (fuck cancer) Last year my dad was diagnosed with cancer and for the past year everything has been a bit of a struggle but around Christmas we had some good news, he was going to get a bone marrow transplant. Great news... then coronavirus happened.

I’m not quite sure about the specifics, but during this type of treatment your immune system is completely rebooted and it takes months. The doctors want to go ahead and do the bone marrow transplant and I’m just scared that once he comes out of quarantine in a few months that coronavirus will still be as bad as it is now, while his immune system is more or less gone. I just want to see my dad and be assured that everything is gonna be ok, but I can’t go see him with everything that is going on and every possible thing that could have helped me take my mind off it is either canceled, closed, or otherwise inaccessible. So I’m just stuck in this shitty middle ground of not knowing what to do or how to go about it.",7.696534653465347,6.4867485544554455,7.300871287128714,78.6973465346535,63.45544554455447,10.654257425742577,32.08118811881188,9.642632912329526,2.650063762376237,816,24,163,13,10,257,122,202,0.122,0.763,0.115,-0.3846,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,2,10,12,1,4,8,1,20,10,2,1,2,36,43,18,0,3,12,3,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,6,0,0,6,2,11,6,24,31,6,29,0,0,2,1,10,9,1,4,12,104,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.12794291540787042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671429961721012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947006294349364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313644916172988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129383036168911,0.13746469478477258,0.0,0.0,0.10467941324826244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307229699938075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419503400805188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046450723418333,0.0,0.35349540984760497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120763120994515,0.06849874355949613,0.0,0.3725597118280826,0.1099675309842905,0.0,0.14454750731962585,0.0,0.0,0.115938751970541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787921721974593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205376454134897,0.10687086954828776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260576169654762,0.06405295652875326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238213984616426,0.0,0.20929899652368505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962619941162488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515783200181144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478050558214283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139449954138055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39378723250737696,0.0,0.20895288865420705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047033618410358,0.0,0.0,0.1370629980990307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235681440048935,0.0,0.19715444596271472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871026153871368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466229825116226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885906117954966
anxiety,coffeeaddict666,2020/03/26,"how to physically recover from a panic attack? i had the most severe panic attack of my life about an hour/30 minutes ago..i’m not really sure as time didn’t move normally at that time. anyway, i was shaking uncontrollably, my entire body got hot, so hot i felt like i was burning, and my head and back of my neck/ back were tingling, my breathing was abnormal, etc etc. the reason i had the panic attack hasn’t gone away but i cant talk about it because of how upset it makes me. i’m trying to distract myself but i feel physically exhausted. i’m still trembling and shaking. i feel cold despite being under blankets. i guess i figure there’s not much to do except relax but i’m just really on edge and physically uncomfortable and i’m wondering if anyone has advice. i  don’t think i can get ready for bed/ take off my makeup /brush my teeth right now in this state. it doesn’t help that i am still extremely worried and upset over something. thanks so much if you read this.",2.33261658031088,4.774422818652852,4.0087331606217615,83.5096800518135,79.88082901554404,6.554300518134714,22.603367875647674,7.734863291789972,1.2651639378238344,776,25,145,13,20,259,122,193,0.214,0.706,0.08,-0.9668,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,14,18,3,10,5,0,16,8,5,4,1,29,32,16,0,3,9,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,7,2,0,4,7,14,0,0,10,7,23,4,19,21,5,20,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,5,8,100,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185591453030666,0.11053949570405472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719350989611861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255945651392263,0.1171602526754468,0.1917740202858052,0.0,0.07601628556221347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385141769305115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781481077367837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261046694379536,0.0,0.11973206430122058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515088001702464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973440532353413,0.0,0.1373716924812051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797871971994287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835841365776407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228049028838872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807967205904367,0.06092238001293924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323857198392615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253692843941944,0.18333847531905373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218004281411682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389276106126676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473427557472565,0.0,0.1597727051105908,0.12821291351981046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649357113155117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087610412497725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600056018778554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991720084255109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175287736043907,0.0,0.09375927926753258,0.10022956231356714,0.0,0.1148074938324468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990306433499772,0.0,0.0,0.14542776353002546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466347420384743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352324052434097,0.0,0.1266394411606541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AscendedAncient,2020/03/26,"I have COPD and am scared to death if I get COVID-19 It will be a death sentence. 42 year old male, and I'm scared to death If I get Covid I'm as good as dead.  Just getting over a cold as we speak, and on O2... can't help but think my life is over already.",-0.1227118644067815,0.925888254237293,1.4120000000000026,105.95630508474576,81.71186440677965,4.7200000000000015,18.57966101694916,3.1291,-1.1264467796610167,193,4,56,0,5,62,42,59,0.256,0.693,0.051,-0.8867,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,12,9,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,8,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288339506506781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670547233630297,0.0,0.0,0.24993575109969016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997331209064586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047567767154848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126852197307641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5966701070716328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909368100583796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189262461447984
anxiety,Randygris,2020/03/26,"I think i am having heart attack or stroke but its just my anxiety acting up. Hello there, I (22)  just recently got diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and Panic Disorder. It still felt surreal and weird cause whole of my life i never know i had one, i know im just always anxious and nervous but i didnt know i will end up into this and i hate this feeling, the feeling of im not in control and something is going bad to happen.

I got diagnosed by it after i had an episode of panic attack, i was on my way to mall to meet my friends, when i suddenly felt my lips twitching after i licked it . I immediately thought i was having a stroke or heart attack and i go dizzy and hyperventilating , i went out of the bus and grabbed a taxi to go into emergency room. They checked everything there, and everything is normal even my blood is normal, though they didn't do ecg on me or some sort cause the doctors and nurse stated that there's nothing wrong with me. I believe them but i still constantly think it was stroke or heart attack. On next day they introduced me to a psychiatrist and thats when i got diagnosed by it.

The psychiatrist gave me medicine it did help, but the nagging feeling that its not panic attack but its heart attack or stroke still stuck on my mind. And i kept searching for it to get reassurance that it was not but the more i searched the more i think it is, i feel my lips and eyes heavy most of the time. Like its dropping but when i smile its not dropping at all. I think im just overthinking and i just want it to stop.

I dont know what to do anymore, any tips how to cope up with this? I followed my doctor's instructions to eat healthy, go excercise (biking helps me think less) and sleep early, but after the spark of coronavirus its acting up again. And i just wish it would stop, this thinking. 

Thank you very much! I really appreciate your help.",2.1558105263157903,4.485228253333336,3.551484210526315,87.17695263157896,79.8,6.827368421052633,23.73508771929825,7.94452939551167,1.341986666666667,1485,52,301,27,38,486,173,375,0.193,0.684,0.12300000000000001,-0.9861,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,4,1,19,19,8,4,13,0,21,21,9,4,2,81,56,34,0,5,23,0,11,1,1,2,11,0,1,0,26,22,1,4,17,2,1,8,8,15,0,1,19,13,52,4,38,35,8,47,0,0,1,0,14,14,0,8,22,212,78,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774455305228414,0.0,0.0,0.047192903456705,0.0,0.10617829843301137,0.07839979343632236,0.06882399859136944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737002943371562,0.0,0.0,0.05794428844579079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818758859237226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258137374049512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749943990927492,0.07783556621386913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044755858550436636,0.0,0.0,0.2113120067937537,0.0,0.0,0.1590718487051042,0.1420632371896781,0.0,0.0,0.08133373871192863,0.0,0.0,0.07101130422954746,0.0,0.0,0.061465878105890666,0.0,0.0,0.04583661153220115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474058777174915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035851000706928,0.0,0.1332655976998424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361659051817706,0.0,0.036257501350250236,0.0,0.15776154192285632,0.0,0.16651135033354164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136827097371561,0.0,0.0,0.06851598863698899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289470458967905,0.1395477057576839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248846920642916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255692758098172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901773894344734,0.033904273817980585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007202416862288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101538931397682,0.0,0.05352388394681841,0.0,0.07380537841728695,0.0,0.1359902756846532,0.06658908857236584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702576494413598,0.0,0.0,0.2442701991176833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444580262750604,0.0,0.06852198389742947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944794725822884,0.0,0.0,0.053425839216966184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626358759543142,0.11603938490619982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389219702882054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668039598782032,0.06818301461699525,0.0550941243943039,0.040466432158521234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726047683388547,0.04093263756585296,0.05508476643817849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433248272794173,0.0,0.07748019771246588,0.07980407843522007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929822658363638,0.07587563173166056,0.0,0.0
anxiety,diamondaires,2020/03/26,"I'm paranoid something bad is going to happen So my mom has said for like ever that she's not going to live past 40. Like she feels like she's not making it past that and for a while I just brushed it off like whatever, she's being ridiculous. But she's turning 40 in two weeks and I have this sinking feeling that I'm going to lose her. And now with all this covid19 stuff going on it makes it even scarier because she has asthma and has been hospitalized for it before. And now my stepdad--who's still going into work everyday--is getting sick and I'm scared it's covid and she'll get it. Am I the only one that gets this type of feeling? Like it almost feels like the universe is setting up for it and I'm terrified.",2.1571625063678006,3.847410768211926,3.5532450331125816,90.27584819154356,77.0794701986755,5.705756495160469,24.198166072338253,6.297961479604792,0.6129863474274071,570,19,120,4,13,187,85,151,0.132,0.754,0.114,-0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,1,1,3,0,10,2,0,2,2,23,31,11,0,0,4,1,4,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,17,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,4,0,2,2,6,13,6,14,27,1,19,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,14,78,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123682901861315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776721338290624,0.08598010969346759,0.0,0.12001944651420506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093159311398089,0.12758385148033904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28526764313575864,0.302289088549598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107156785128024,0.0,0.4007974226102297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247261888367632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413446635353892,0.0,0.12454587939800313,0.0,0.0,0.15779398700380073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829811262083385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519094252106756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557617227194988,0.10727156084750827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692880356798097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416669759802669,0.0,0.14121128581092346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858382035550476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263922596085232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146350670618415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341714813476684,0.13778109023915902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313830030769265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268290180978636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ashxwng,2020/03/26,"i hate being scared but i am i have suffered from anxiety and depression for so long and i cannot stop overthinking.. pretty much everything. i know i am very young but i’ve seen so many stories about young and perfectly healthy people dying from the virus. i also smoke weed heavily as it’s pretty much my only coping mechanism, and since this virus is mainly respiratory, i am increasingly concerned about myself. all of this anxiety is already ruining my already fragile mental health and i can feel depression draining me daily... i feel so awful and stuck",4.541764705882351,7.354292588235296,5.625254901960787,72.89964705882353,74.09803921568627,8.785882352941178,29.807843137254906,9.3871,3.4059301960784314,452,20,70,12,10,149,68,102,0.32,0.5870000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9812,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,1,1,1,9,1,0,0,2,14,15,13,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,4,14,1,7,12,5,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071333946432056,0.1475202047840413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822373486657687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31776664654241543,0.0,0.19145023296014535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578930573991107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654665930659084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821254555733726,0.0,0.19608246864112489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137962134563942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632497161738822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870231349367412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859018837868613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121263824382885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029737894376662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788793507048402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753436302120178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846861658395627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259508935873395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542247748366163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522066693800864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heathaleatha,2020/03/26,"Anxiety support- covid19 and baby 28/F. I have OCD and an anxiety disorder that I take medication for. I’m 100% aware that my anxiety manifests itself in physical symptoms (my whole body gets welts and I shred the skin on my hands from scratching). When I was pregnant last year I convinced myself I had complications multiple times. I didn’t. I know that I do this- but my god I cannot shake this paralyzing fear that I’m sick with COVID19 and I’ve gotten my baby sick. 

My chest is tight and achy, I’ve had sinus pain, a stuffy nose and a headache for days. I feel foggy and shaky and have to try not to concentrate on my breathing or else I can’t take full breathes. My appetite is gone and there is a heavy pit in my stomach. What if this time these aren't psychosomatic symptoms and I have the virus? Will I not be able to hold my baby for weeks? Did I infect her and now she is going to have breathing problems for life? I take our temperatures twice a day but the read of cases where a fever isn’t present for awhile and get worked up. 

There was just a confined case in my suburb tonight and I just fear this won’t ever stop. Every time I hold my phone I obsessively look at the news, covidpositive, covid19_support, etc.

I try to talk to my husband and he is caring and loving- but he doesn’t understand anxiety. I just want to curl in a ball and cry- sometimes it’s hard to hold and kiss my baby because I’m so numb with fear. 

As much as I’ve always convinced myself these things aren’t a big deal and I’m normal- as I read this post back I realize how concerning it sounds. Sorry that this is rambly I just need some comfort...",1.9437668857247168,4.15783185240964,3.225805038335164,89.85420774005114,79.8734939759036,6.4338809784592925,23.614822928075927,7.5764669431780325,1.0418923694779116,1293,45,273,20,33,419,181,332,0.16699999999999998,0.755,0.078,-0.9816,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,1,13,16,0,6,13,0,26,22,9,1,1,50,47,29,0,5,11,1,6,0,0,2,11,1,0,0,18,20,0,6,4,3,0,3,10,9,0,1,8,9,43,7,28,36,5,30,0,0,1,2,10,11,0,4,15,172,61,3,0.116420950868326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687155741037126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35624683502445553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895205249813155,0.0,0.07096913106913305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931743119004765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186989184598981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788294782215712,0.150163764090216,0.12002488831844615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342849593327016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725476564035934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984013470671052,0.0,0.1053094152856252,0.09808967230100264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930178100335604,0.058865930817201775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165028346230992,0.0,0.06616470930033526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042903045728162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398190992633525,0.09489861345500847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822315605748536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776427736366762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050744535360592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728185989461158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558279445451286,0.08632465990435169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406781334258682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388010001124927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149908920862794,0.0,0.0,0.11139912698813716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23290491206206476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514329728477996,0.13032372297345685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733312791101828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321131153946904,0.0,0.2420118894762509,0.26260219886063113,0.09357475036072073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773449066474504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365797805142194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808436713534302,0.0,0.0,0.12119831565927912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866809318496572,0.0,0.0933858643830692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997983401264138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847558387989741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497127534839285
anxiety,lordofthecinephiles,2020/03/26,"anxiety is making it hard for me to breathe. please help a few months ago i was high and realized i was having a hard time taking a deep breath. not like i couldn't breathe, but like a yawn was stuck in my chest. it was really scary but i thought i was just stoned and that it would go away. But it never really did. 

  
for weeks on end, every single day, i have experienced shortness of breath. some days are more intense than others. at first i thought it was because i smoke, (but I am young and have not been smoking for very long) but there would be times when it would go away completely and i wouldn't even notice it. 

  
but then it would come back, even stronger than before. I realize that this is probably anxiety and not an underlying health condition. but in my head, i don't feel anxious, even when i feel like i can't breathe. i mean, i am a pretty anxious person in general ( i always have been) but when i am experiencing this shortness of breath i don't know what i could be anxious about. 

maybe it's everything. maybe it's nothing. maybe it's lung cancer. all i know is that i am tired of this and am looking for strategies or maybe somebody else that has experienced this. 

i'm tired of feeling physically anxious all the time.... i don't even know how to identify my anxiety anymore. 

sorry if this is long.",2.5986768447837143,4.671682118320611,3.6652099236641256,88.22862913486006,77.05343511450383,7.114758269720102,25.03880407124682,8.07648339933343,1.4279002544529265,1033,37,215,18,24,333,129,262,0.14300000000000002,0.768,0.08900000000000001,-0.9318,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,0,7,0,37,14,9,2,3,46,54,21,0,8,14,0,5,3,0,5,5,0,0,1,22,7,0,0,11,0,0,3,10,0,0,1,12,9,27,3,21,33,6,34,0,0,1,0,2,12,0,3,22,153,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191758433640689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689411390197104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208457963731253,0.4175966270567652,0.09164778506610192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364806702413074,0.07105905622345808,0.0,0.056333443931702275,0.0,0.07863573081060622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960467963757968,0.09689213171591217,0.0,0.0,0.07378339225410024,0.0,0.0,0.11919607662533112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719829459311084,0.0,0.08184952488730135,0.0,0.0,0.24414878576313145,0.0,0.07786102170906971,0.0,0.08305386791750638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017871840425836,0.0660190885298361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786055252960316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503963865633248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655658435369558,0.0,0.09484128273926297,0.09822954127696863,0.0,0.0,0.0619417567781927,0.0976382589896515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236151046998278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354433771630148,0.0,0.0,0.16356326850112413,0.0776027317006974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168566897383835,0.0,0.3713607471807838,0.10066366384999806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376230664510794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712737636908549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867172210469466,0.1052115745248101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069051722644399,0.0,0.10144052880288386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401613737441968,0.09963567136671364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184028745761014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034475698165768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948225715885091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672947152848004,0.16165838745619832,0.2124277974307198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624950571111573,0.0,0.0,0.07412726175430466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625870839561285,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LittleSoil,2020/03/26,"Corona Virus and Online school With all that’s happening in the world right now I’m extremely stressed. My school has moved everything online, which takes up to 4 hours to do each day. Everything was going well up to this point, tonight I realized I had been doing the wrong Math assignments the last two weeks. I immediately contacted my teacher and she blamed me for “not checking my email” ( I had been checking my email constantly as I’m sure most of you do aswell, the teacher was never clear on what lessons to do so I’m sure many are confused aswell )

I’m behind to weeks on work and honestly I’ve been panicking. I just spent an hour on an online assignment, and at the ending there was a quiz I barely failed and now it’s making me redo the entire thing. I’m so stressed, I’m sure most of it’s overdue and I have no grades in right now so if I fail it I’ll be at an F and with no standardized testing next year they might be picking classes off grades or a students overall GPA.

I really wish all this Corona virus stuff would go away, I want to go back to my normal life. I’m tired of online school and constantly worrying about my loved ones ( not that I don’t worry about them on a normal basis )",3.4256837791199324,4.908619709016391,4.313503019844692,87.0100992234685,73.22131147540983,7.759792924935289,25.137187230371012,8.371475516178862,1.4821999999999995,955,30,198,16,19,308,137,244,0.141,0.769,0.09,-0.9162,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,4,12,12,0,3,12,0,20,3,0,2,7,37,37,14,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,2,0,3,4,6,6,1,2,9,0,23,6,29,24,5,37,0,2,0,1,8,16,0,6,17,127,34,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998382037979462,0.0900136305571716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530053712587104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549545529761005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103682391605609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041597173936488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958749236980344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351774511859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056543618004904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542134313566487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268451637509351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565323475890699,0.0,0.07813994883666997,0.11868272956397105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241845289188239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441862661009502,0.0,0.0,0.09028560994551793,0.0,0.12449701173191145,0.0,0.22939226531182785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932439797071661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066164705977123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499306334357092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994101295396066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355419685194535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26818878239719623,0.0,0.13400824870099728,0.0,0.0,0.33098930474409444,0.0,0.08801622985967139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777094530997934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454581508845126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435279081769505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904633738806865,0.0,0.18780052278724235,0.0,0.10525300514125216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461578955710465,0.0,0.0,0.08522269907159713,0.2377647577834201,0.0,0.08315765090512517,0.12798917391161554,0.0,0.07538423934643744
anxiety,papasheev_,2020/03/26,"First attack in 3 months. It's been 3 months since my last attack. Sitting on the couch today, watching a movie on TV and out of know where my head feels funny (Generally in the back of my head). I take notice of it pretty quickly before I start to feel like I can't breathe. Soon after I panic, and begin to feel like my whole body has a slight numbness to it, my veins start sinking in my hands go pale my face is red I'm starting to burn up a bit and I can't calm down. Idk what to do, I should know how this feels I should know this is an anxiety attack but it seems like every panic attack gets a little different with a new ""symptom"" involved and I'm freaking out and just need some honest opinions/reassurance. I can take deep breaths normally I just feel like I can't breathe and like I'm not getting enough air and it's making me breathe heavily.",2.352033898305088,4.015301491525428,3.612000000000002,90.18342372881357,76.45762711864407,6.07593220338983,23.664406779661018,6.742157984588678,0.6508413559322039,672,21,143,6,15,219,103,177,0.139,0.7340000000000001,0.127,-0.2693,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,15,4,2,8,0,11,12,10,2,0,31,34,9,0,4,4,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,10,0,0,9,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,1,8,18,7,19,31,4,29,0,0,2,0,1,13,0,2,19,84,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532881697828594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075774907500749,0.0,0.08576840258980957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491346179576028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177425030226052,0.12389727945075127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653695608505772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525201729119595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397838658308612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819932554130698,0.2390554588495929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487700368792497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655148905055635,0.0,0.06339151189845359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289471814693125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390060414096832,0.09092107631990208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724673137629322,0.11179372194726996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445470812238751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780624609591171,0.0,0.0,0.08270648754182527,0.0,0.10772731767029713,0.0,0.0,0.10928682711979414,0.0,0.12699055068469536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26173945048243463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347763886577067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154304338081437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226814603545648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23684859582985565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593415684532643,0.16773040683536938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572814463971804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453191862402133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fantasticfilomena,2020/03/26,"Social and work-related anxiety during quarantine I can't relax during quarantine because I feel like I've left to many strings untied in my normal everyday life. Another thing that doesn't help is feeling too geographically away from my close friends. I didn't realise this would affect me as much, considering my friends who live close to one another aren't seeing each other either but for some reason, being geographically away is taking a toll on me (I am quarantining at my parents' house in the countryside). Also, although most people are getting time off work, my workload seems to have increased and I feel I'm constantly falling behind due to not being able to access a steady working environment. I'm not sure what do to do fix this. I seem to be posting a lot online on social media, just craving some interaction or sign that everything's okay. I know most of this is probably just in my mind but I don't seem to have had a single restfull moment since quarantine began.",8.207213114754097,8.158150076502732,8.698912568306014,65.29000819672133,61.89617486338798,11.254426229508198,36.8792349726776,10.793553405168565,4.2105523497267745,796,34,128,18,10,266,121,183,0.059000000000000004,0.878,0.063,0.3899,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,1,19,1,0,2,1,32,32,8,0,2,8,1,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,3,4,16,6,22,25,10,21,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,9,7,93,25,2,0.13764958962086635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007832708837988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28867519321258506,0.10530155929646784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586526411924226,0.0,0.0,0.08390991221558049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875030546756018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371057545445875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087993052591354,0.09833689432883544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126954629730218,0.0,0.07191622929960444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226361839404636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882914523481026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756486146078659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955668188033486,0.0,0.09722597593120627,0.06724863653941884,0.0,0.12154710949261224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702475869975396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395550789181654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389868460299548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118828653611084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486737205329294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327492432647852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528435795433048,0.0,0.0,0.09542889374343623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318302569958102,0.0,0.1484095388887887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152670363702835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096889013753846,0.3759330499014057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138651629659913,0.0,0.0,0.28063284399380395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297331092016869,0.0,0.10349536069209732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144827095019288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026458265660424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006316219280723,0.0,0.0,0.09778231910699993,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,franco022,2020/03/26,"Thanks for the support! As someone who suffers from anxiety and is a hypochondriac this whole situation is tough even though I’m a relatively healthy 23 year old. I’ve been having chest pain and heavy breathing even though I’m stayed home (aside from grocery shopping) and I’m just constantly worrying I’ve if I have it even though I don’t have a fever or coughing/sneezing. Also i can’t turn anywhere without seeing all the corona news and info, especially as it picks here (the DC Area now has over 1,000 cases) 


However this thread has been such a great help with people spreading good news, whether it be something local or inspiring, to the stories of those who’ve had it. all this is helped ease and I’m certain a whole lot of people, so thank you everyone!",5.645547945205479,6.859989582191782,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,67.56164383561644,8.579726027397259,32.40821917808219,8.841846274778883,2.6702980821917808,613,26,113,10,10,192,98,146,0.078,0.733,0.18899999999999997,0.9533,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,0,9,0,14,4,2,1,3,21,23,16,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,4,7,11,19,5,8,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,4,4,73,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182826058211345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654161309494665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646281466616138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018623989424382,0.0,0.0,0.1455698091966278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777768042817034,0.0,0.16795816939469435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422396381322025,0.0,0.15281197179255784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951616521193993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985785109003287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210318539035698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123024743470006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139726695698255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123937872377354,0.0,0.0,0.12907932534531938,0.11728071696731394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623768596721454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287648972981445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28051305458117504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490272660088392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657049187385117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401699728696651,0.0,0.14685275579089604,0.0,0.0,0.15471122696168596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810359004915584
anxiety,SecretlyAGrapefruit,2020/03/26,"Afraid to take diazepam [18 f] Hello- I’ve always struggled with sore stomachs/nausea related to anxiety, but over the last short it’s gotten so much worse- I’ve felt so nauseous that I can’t eat and when I do eat I feel sick from that. I’ve lost an insane amount of weight from not eating. I called my doctor and she said it’s likely a combination of anxiety and dispepsia so she’s prescribed a very low dose of Diazepam as well as some medication to help the dispepsia. I know it’s low dose but I’m terrified it will make me feel more sick or make me like a zombie or something, because diazepam seems like a really heavy drug :( And my parents are really anti medication for anxiety, they always act so disappointed/let down in me when this kind of thing comes up. I’m just scared the nausea may be a worse condition, or that the diazepam will affect me negatively. :( Any advice would be really appreciated :)",3.713782771535581,5.687750078651687,5.213280898876405,78.82179400749065,73.49438202247191,8.566891385767791,25.911610486891387,9.21078282632365,2.2803426217228457,726,25,136,17,15,244,109,178,0.27899999999999997,0.62,0.10099999999999999,-0.9897,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,8,11,0,3,10,0,9,13,0,3,0,24,23,17,0,1,7,1,4,3,0,4,9,1,0,0,9,6,4,0,5,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,4,5,14,5,17,13,4,12,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,6,6,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298611785313197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115469356178924,0.0,0.0,0.09037157230058304,0.0,0.3049875851269056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101013782328341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569827378577332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447526759835686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602127831274413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411330591605385,0.4079471325742823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438905329000067,0.0,0.12759780301248486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907515506599101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383872651430955,0.07303433567870847,0.10832526253900274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589175825257038,0.0,0.1947739368558649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506804710137894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741377755461074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26775076687858235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976914028622968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756158262203525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540334085677124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641136074913265,0.0,0.13304874541948974,0.0,0.0,0.12098049515531635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230726948056452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892827218694798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991874871942066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828798455113293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965036993128964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618274698799783,0.11948646959134734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27085796698818865,0.0944031394906822,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Risen_Pizza,2020/03/26,"Where the hell am I GOING  I’ve struggled with finding a way to go, and have been successful sometimes with finding a goal or passion, but it either isn’t something that will be an end goal in the future or I loose interest. I’ve majored in physics, hated that math was keeping me inside. I go climbing, but am just someone who enjoys it and won’t ever be able to make any sort of living off of it. I’m majoring in anthropology, but god I don’t care anymore. I’m not GOING ANYWHERE. I am terrible at relationships. I struggle to say what needs to be said. I struggle with emotions, and though it hasn’t helped to be inside for so long, it’s only a trigger to depression and anxiety and overthinking. I keep thinking about my ex girlfriend and all the bullshit connected to her, and my mother, who has barely been part of my life the past 2 years and seems to think we are on great terms (she is delusional at this point) is with that girl a bunch, and thought it is her business what relationships she has, it causes me a great deal of angst. My problem or hers? I don’t FUCKING know. I am afraid to do so much, and hold myself back, but I can’t find the motivation or reason to do anything more than I am doing. I just don’t CARE. Honestly I don’t know where to go or what to do anymore, it just doesn’t MATTER to me. I want to be GREAT at something, I want to be known, but I doubt I ever will be and fear that the things that push me are not good ones. Not sure if this is the right place for this, sorry.",4.974647435897438,4.635907169871796,5.920000000000003,83.49166666666667,68.6474358974359,8.728205128205127,30.474358974358967,8.167268648758528,1.9441589743589744,1175,41,253,14,18,390,157,312,0.153,0.69,0.158,0.5696,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,5,13,24,3,6,13,0,39,3,0,5,4,63,63,25,0,5,18,2,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,22,16,0,3,12,0,0,7,12,12,0,1,5,2,33,12,35,48,9,30,1,1,0,2,18,13,2,9,9,185,55,5,0.10244523736301883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966627440373079,0.0,0.07837032617776395,0.0,0.2031962952153184,0.0,0.0,0.08430370144983691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877406396504542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889949421751752,0.10523947861121656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561654136599516,0.0882359328262913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523710328141686,0.09073607294621458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853351645907532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527937350474493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808992729935184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470897116154868,0.0,0.0,0.2911099462241254,0.08592620461873468,0.0,0.3388387075685607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114346259298036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866688315150808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211606808515488,0.0,0.0,0.11260244656060422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236010081510398,0.0,0.0,0.09046102147530054,0.0906608113026556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683829914401203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530903696190612,0.07596184542578924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941954414076347,0.07791421937377271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093820884864697,0.09779557098323133,0.0,0.0,0.10703346868706567,0.0,0.09684386253509662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802625662489474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053307662393722,0.0,0.21997569173613707,0.0,0.08748767295675099,0.09744888045553306,0.08146856460181781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326229652126032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680151717032507,0.15773469748702065,0.10132095926996214,0.1146790559127828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212940160126994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965534238250612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806006359869309,0.13128554308967874,0.10065192556628567,0.08133007522217911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084971052256895,0.08131626098547105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597137406274117
anxiety,HollyB2019,2020/03/26,"What's should I do? Bad anxiety with new job. Just started my job, people I work with are not very nice. And I know there is always assholes everywhere, but the job I just hate. I can't stand anything about my job. My fiancee is out of work but I come home and cry every night and cry every morning because I don't wanna go back. What should I do?",-0.018417047184172475,2.218297356164385,1.7979908675799088,96.61866057838662,89.13698630136986,4.3403348554033485,19.07001522070015,5.82211442006289,-0.2549866057838659,269,8,60,2,9,88,47,73,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.9661,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,14,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,11,1,6,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,39,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387175345953567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753403574551309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718956904422225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819104857047156,0.13919735130349867,0.10162593807159004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436074146800876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662500678816801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809236864690847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474613185457406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459334295099606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722548242967009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6617427684720536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162042028585356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610112511700253,0.0,0.15644768806640882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155769394787908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179994377691737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755465678224582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427362853463616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Will442,2020/03/26,Can anyone just talk to me? i'm alone in home and i'm really scary. All my friends sleep right now and i don't know what to do. AND I'M SCARED TO SCREAM ON PLACE LIKE THIS//// just talk to me i'm shaking.,-2.594227053140095,-1.2657868478260852,-0.7705797101449274,109.69070048309179,113.13043478260867,2.9140096618357485,11.632850241545892,5.033348758259628,-1.8106396135265703,159,3,43,1,9,50,32,46,0.261,0.623,0.11599999999999999,-0.7861,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192498125994275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155327154086512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815003433724685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091957921311137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940389714578466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059338715680082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220513811991003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747023042023587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632403327597816,0.0,0.0,0.30860794138762404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30846853304839394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955127911561541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TrouveToi,2020/03/26,"This might be a stupid question, but... when are you supposed to ""punch in"" at work if you're not salary? (Anxiety issue) I usually find myself entering my place of work very early. So early in fact, that I feel almost uncomfortable with the idea of sitting around waiting for the appropriate time to punch in.

I started a new job a week or so ago before the crisis started, and there was one day when I asked my boss if it was alright if I waited until the ""right"" time, meaning, my scheduled time before punching. And...

The response I got was dismissive and rude. What I got was something along the line of, ""That is such a dumb question, I'm not even going to respond."" 

I feel dread now before walking in.
I should also mention I do suffer from extreme anxiety, but I do like working. 

I'm sort of a perfectionist, and I do struggle when it comes to trusting myself.

So... I'm asking you guys online, when do you punch in?
Any advice is welcome.",3.9457142857142853,5.4550922404371605,5.0477478532396605,82.15438524590164,71.95081967213116,6.97720530835285,28.9184231069477,7.447530270364453,1.7816357533177205,732,29,136,8,14,241,108,183,0.107,0.8109999999999999,0.083,0.0943,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,3,13,10,3,2,11,1,14,0,0,1,1,31,30,19,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,7,0,0,4,2,6,0,1,6,2,20,4,20,21,0,33,0,1,0,0,11,9,1,9,20,96,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487243456848771,0.12234720784004965,0.0,0.13820800296443636,0.0,0.0,0.1103752708061094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938589508412794,0.0,0.2111712347212832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286787085744305,0.25806183632604146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523368827001752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188927916216764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901206791394949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911615084771914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395750369861704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614861007426886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844046309614182,0.0,0.22077585824330093,0.0,0.0,0.13666239920991533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580880593739044,0.0,0.1440579697044634,0.1369644548896824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743004427584115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034523176879133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641837284653225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330145366621912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352653973100958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442024733180353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092300105817236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178691018796015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625523859365098,0.0,0.0,0.1953838191073656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442894213048289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414433053588052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201053146432175,0.11388170438020165,0.0,0.0,0.1107120476505188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014425960211897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stormy-skiezz,2020/03/26,"i want to get better. does anyone know where to start? nothing's working for me. self care, supportive friends, not even therapy. i need SOMETHING to work. when my anxiety acts up i become so fucking annoying to my friends and family and im even losing friends because of it. my family doesn't think it's serious. it's messing with school. they're like ""anxiety isn't stopping you from doing your work"" and idk. im beginning to accept that i probably can't get better and this is just gonna be how it is for the rest of my life. (even better since im only 16 :D)
is there someone that goes through something even a little similar? how did you help yourself?",1.944754634678297,4.37706317557252,3.6424918211559465,85.61383587786261,81.36641221374046,7.1016357688113425,26.914394765539804,8.192908349453996,2.0953158124318416,520,23,100,11,14,173,85,131,0.075,0.674,0.251,0.972,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,7,11,15,2,0,2,0,9,2,0,2,0,15,21,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,12,10,13,18,1,8,0,1,0,1,8,3,1,0,5,60,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156924884856916,0.0,0.0,0.0875491191286068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632630970274397,0.13828362190822702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33221184137099946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765902971145976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957133362720717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307977381659533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23607200620312255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902087372741819,0.11575380216923538,0.13083318156912424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392502537420338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057419658451037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881165090852492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843889540738742,0.061170845303802825,0.12549241919569915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007696389573104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284096659469047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014151542809925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522716829199077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499659490722005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671830125184266,0.0,0.0,0.1306204060766963,0.0,0.0,0.1035742674901992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608927035417497,0.19278417603114653,0.0,0.0,0.08862365064295934,0.0,0.0,0.10468042025252217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208581124639486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431875263574594,0.0,0.0,0.08022894027938254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738515755818821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734611641919896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Squishy_Pixelz,2020/03/26,"How do you get more organised and feeling less like crap? I’ve been at home for weeks so far and at first I thought “Yay! No social interaction, so no anxiety or feelings of panic!” I was so wrong. The lack of routine has been getting to me and I’ve been getting more afraid of interacting online now. Animal Crossing has been keeping me afloat, but I can’t play 24/7 (as tempting as it is).

What advice do people have for a routine and ways of reducing anxiety from home?",2.4753763440860226,4.72886643010753,4.046451612903226,84.45634408602152,78.24731182795698,7.1440860215053785,27.53763440860215,8.167268648758528,2.0089698924731185,370,16,72,7,9,123,65,93,0.165,0.7509999999999999,0.084,-0.7129,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,2,2,1,12,1,1,1,0,12,19,12,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,6,2,6,3,12,13,4,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,4,52,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269005147873828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35526059880097594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348118638545694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750690526502893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363940517906596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658256494077644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063876295871805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343987233028803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724335025407966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097637186339864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366959066573952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843387199794359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843074093147734,0.18625466860918727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538712972538221,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iCeleste,2020/03/26,"How to deal with terrible relationship anxiety? Not sure if anyone has any tips for this one, but I thought I'd ask. 
I recently started dating a girl over long distance, we've been together about two months now. I care for her quite a bit, but I feel like my anxiety is going to end up ruining things.

I will start by saying that she's extremely understanding, as she experiences anxiety as well, though not to the degree or frequency I do.
I have a VERY unusual anxiety trigger due to past relationships and she's been very accommodating of it so far.

My issue is... I suppose I'm probably too clingy/dependant or something? We chat mostly through discord and Snapchat, and when she's not at work, I'll tab back and forth between whatever else I'm doing and discord just to see if she's online/started typing a reply yet. There are some days this is better, and some days its pretty bad. I kinda work myself up about it I guess.

According to my therapist I also have a pretty big fear of abandonment, which manifests in anxiety symptoms as well. Namely stomach knotting, shakiness, mind racing type stuff. Generally it happens when she needs some alone time, or doesn't reply for a long time without letting me know why. Logically I know there's no reason to freak out about that stuff- I'm more than happy to let her have her alone time and I never stop her from leaving. But I always ask if it's because of me or something, and unless I have a good distraction during the time she's gone, I tend to work myself up to the point of feeling ill.

Now this is all on me, and there are probably a couple other issues I have that I've forgotten, but these are sort of the every day ones that I just... Want to claw out of my brain lol. 

Other than asking her for reassurance and all that, does anyone have any tips for how to deal with these things?
(And yes I am in therapy, but it's being held off for now because of the virus, and I'm honestly thinking about switching to a new one afterwards anyway, as my current one just.. shows me YouTube videos all session, lol)",5.066357719105245,5.959543576732672,6.047040704070407,78.35897873120648,68.67821782178217,9.351521818848553,30.30949761642831,9.53975657930432,2.7365598826549324,1631,62,310,34,27,541,213,404,0.138,0.736,0.126,0.18,1,2,2,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,0,5,26,18,0,3,14,3,24,4,2,4,5,70,50,36,0,5,20,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,23,17,0,3,9,3,0,2,7,8,2,5,5,4,43,10,55,41,9,45,0,2,1,0,25,14,0,15,30,223,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171355807283545,0.0,0.06629307733810602,0.06897733636842586,0.0,0.0,0.11274624545066154,0.0,0.3170816907791109,0.0,0.0,0.1159276778976744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324938341980809,0.0,0.0,0.06374303798333661,0.0692159253728314,0.10106705737769828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733160762087487,0.09050256770587904,0.0,0.0,0.09254099309800128,0.0,0.0,0.08451949616637597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172447455204602,0.0,0.16038603192041032,0.17092730447291934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254413521222386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925019956672318,0.0,0.07342255373336852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984469437104916,0.0,0.0,0.08108963308459552,0.0,0.09328270136308904,0.0838309039136785,0.059221969604394666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711254294998795,0.0695304653471524,0.0,0.0,0.09132090987730974,0.0,0.0733059595330134,0.08824589899155076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730468438635064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111656383900883,0.0,0.0,0.08777645198085816,0.0,0.16953656045406018,0.0,0.04049951685230948,0.0,0.0,0.14672330580861268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370281395578967,0.0,0.06616797019414206,0.0,0.0,0.06146742410559135,0.06393563984124118,0.08006289373187643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469388609500296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913501579088691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836490460574569,0.0,0.0,0.16867305968316126,0.1787549883705618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817166410004385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523240639443859,0.08185125145302156,0.17800171995657485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659233959309997,0.0,0.0,0.06605855134564326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763704583867566,0.0,0.0,0.17602576921580915,0.0,0.0,0.06930599737617654,0.0,0.0,0.1897955417230423,0.0,0.0,0.07812988504735609,0.08616221289209104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480048228782488,0.09625035276019156,0.11014679199602716,0.05311735194683975,0.0814463440316427,0.06581133196803703,0.193352727146478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097878336285075,0.08629919049512172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679819004265864,0.0488950759956574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906956342168393,0.0,0.07480207339541813,0.0,0.0,0.0799102035147105,0.0,0.18105103783741805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,renoscottsdale,2020/03/26,"Anybody getting psychosomatic symptoms? My girlfriend pointed out to me that I've said ""I think I'm getting sick"" pretty much every day for the last few weeks. 

I sometimes feel really hot and I'm sure I have a fever but when I take my temperature, I'm normal. 

Last night, I got chills and hot flashes and I was *certain* that I'd wake up with the virus, but this morning I was fine. 

It doesn't help that I'm getting my usual allergy symptoms that come whenever the temperature changes.

Anyone else have their body trying to replicate the symptoms of COVID 19?",2.9296464646464635,5.46728364814815,3.9724242424242417,84.06954545454545,78.25925925925927,6.149494949494951,28.33670033670034,7.348242739294969,1.7606740740740738,446,20,82,6,11,144,72,108,0.05,0.887,0.063,-0.1147,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,5,7,2,0,2,13,18,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,12,3,7,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,43,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094488773781573,0.17722856024556866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192131061118144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829796910999176,0.148998637304089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155156373987823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444945290771961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573497671961996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745900415385494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711096002122186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383401868995022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593837691691562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819878361944228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271531065896013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623209524605577,0.16947421407350266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635128859993612,0.0,0.0,0.1759730259220785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108092328556883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453440892980029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107209511032448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630225041574906,0.5393472562095429,0.1300521738246372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083241352959863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743551091448375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050239913724828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387463782124294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,D5486,2020/03/26,"Anxiety? Sure. Increase? Not that much. This virus is of course worrying me but my anxiety went from, say maybe 70 to 80 or even 90 at times if I think I’m sick...where “normal” people seem to be experiencing an increase from 5-10 to 70-80... so the jmpact on them seems to be worse. 

Just trying to find an up side of living with constant anxiety. And yes I’d rather not have anxiety in my “normal” life.",0.3612195121951203,2.6762851219512207,2.7177560975609762,90.18273170731709,88.02439024390246,6.206829268292682,19.175609756097558,7.554174236665415,0.6636009756097563,308,9,67,6,10,105,63,82,0.153,0.737,0.109,-0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,1,16,9,5,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,14,6,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,2,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790254116837495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044846425752943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498110844828382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729479182569381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365497889120387,0.0,0.0,0.1670888484062798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901016123089236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391019032875568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707999964464098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118455903095874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047905074062315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445260615306491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834201000060435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124752655615847,0.0,0.0,0.11033842548693283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284711283891453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541316279279776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921668353144508,0.19283610238335694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fakename233,2020/03/26,"Is there anything that just takes the edge of the constant fight or flight hyper awareness feeling I dont want to start a long term SSRI or medication regimen yet i dont think im ready for it. Is there just anything i can take that chemically or otherwise helps with the constant activated fight or flight response i feel in any public setting, that isnt breathing exercise or relaxing, those just doesnt work at all.",5.1952916666666695,6.8960186125000025,5.6875,78.03416666666669,69.125,8.833333333333334,33.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,3.1480833333333336,339,16,61,7,6,109,55,80,0.10800000000000001,0.799,0.09300000000000001,-0.0598,0,0,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,4,0,7,3,1,0,1,14,14,5,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,6,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,6,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455670045133031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35230353264819864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626420174050839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017495361786652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646864637628807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347878618717616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23121972858149104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894348856893465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564124701194068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151158745597054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218904479702113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715993432284998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625714886892309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558370133844843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LowDownnDirty,2020/03/26,"Hi everyone! Hey everyone, I just found this subreddit, I keep forgetting that there is a subreddit for everything. But a little bit about me, I've had anxiety for a while but I guess I didn't notice it until I had my first full blown anxiety attack last year. Ever since then I've never felt the same, I've always been on edge and nervous since then. I guess now I tend to notice every single little thing going on with me and I guess I just wish I went back to the times when I didn't notice my anxiety and I was ""normal/fine"". 

I'm just hoping to learn more about managing my anxiety from you all and from this sub. Hopefully I'll be able to contribute to this sub as well. Also I apologize for how this all sounds I'm not used to introducing myself at all.",3.71590909090909,4.652342269230772,5.447319347319347,81.26737762237762,71.8205128205128,9.518881118881119,24.43822843822844,9.800150414767053,2.1087641025641037,598,16,123,15,11,205,92,156,0.096,0.802,0.10300000000000001,0.4664,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,13,5,1,1,5,0,8,0,0,2,5,30,23,14,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,9,2,20,3,19,13,8,21,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,5,13,89,27,2,0.12388051887493698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906720618748838,0.1030785155654054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790730314537432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093197419260953,0.0,0.09525647232674576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352454418383408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120570216159329,0.1043746800751024,0.2367462891360193,0.11133582250282437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894472517951965,0.0,0.0,0.105372706070629,0.0,0.1358285948170596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040415370430446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094050738618023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460826143920145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011069714206344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009791569956756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483216489854337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554429314809353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137660617281212,0.0,0.42311637544099934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495049071861487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230071216869361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223572677671901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699299362060682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138346392079522,0.1148384821028762,0.0,0.0,0.14245648301614613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977499257310627
anxiety,Bleaky_Monday,2020/03/26,"I have serious ocd. Pls help Your probably gonna think my problem is ridiculous but please hear me out. I overthink the smallest things like the brightness on my phone, the volume when i watch stuff,etc. Literally the smallest things but its not simple overthinking. Right now my tablet just had this tiny deep scratch and I get anxious over how could I have prevented that scratch and everytime I look at it I just get so much anxiety because when I watch stuff on my tablet I overthink that it may affect my experience when it probably wouldnt. Yes you heard that right- a scratch. Its not cancer but im not joking i am suffering from anxiety for 3 whole days now just thinking about the whole thing and regreting my actions leading to that scratch. Please i just need some advice because maybe you wouldnt believe it but it has become a serious life issue for me now . Its sound ridiculous but im in deep metal pain. Im a not trolling. Please help",3.3713247863247844,5.923126071428572,3.524761904761906,87.80079365079365,76.74725274725277,6.901587301587303,28.242979242979242,7.984000788550335,1.944204151404151,763,33,145,13,18,234,104,182,0.134,0.706,0.16,0.7955,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,13,11,2,0,8,1,10,3,0,3,0,31,19,13,0,6,13,0,4,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,17,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,6,8,0,0,2,11,22,3,11,12,4,19,0,2,4,0,8,10,0,2,8,96,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903196457121995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636963891269065,0.13761137077154545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850929222030865,0.1345303008571451,0.0,0.13723889785828386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725589806434116,0.0,0.0,0.07855779684145921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585108212963404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915419651324635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272820818236366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728946375356718,0.0,0.16329423191602713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947292382299385,0.12713867886292307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603846964990132,0.05951053428343042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022902733694523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237517776537585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954484886037878,0.09032105896199986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296151277020026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011345681235423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626649819688875,0.11655634818786735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805127161621392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27888811942474506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427767644189438,0.15610270145221194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719944976263942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fizzy_pickles,2020/03/26,"I’m a high school teacher in Australia with an autoimmune disease and have over 180 kids through my small classroom everyday We have 7 staff over the age of 60 and 3 staff who are pregnant also and we’ve all been told we must attend work or use up all of our sick days with doctors certificates to back it up. 

I’ve not slept in days and my heart rate is through the roof on a constant basis. I am a sweaty mess. 

We are expected to deliver online lessons to those at home while teaching our nearly full classes at the same time. I don’t know if you guys are familiar with teenagers but they can be buttholes even during a time like this, online and in person. 

I can’t take this anymore. I called in sick today after a breakdown but will be sure to go and get a doctors certificate today and return back to the trenches tomorrow as I need that cash money.

I’m an absolute wreck and the feeling of knowing my bosses and the Australian government couldn’t give a crap is heartwarming. Rant over :(",5.082557594689575,5.885527736040615,5.3545177664974615,83.66399843811014,68.59390862944163,8.498086684888715,31.397500976181178,8.617729084823388,2.3713626708317057,792,32,155,12,13,251,128,197,0.11199999999999999,0.8270000000000001,0.06,-0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,1,1,2,4,5,1,0,15,0,17,7,3,2,4,34,30,16,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,6,15,0,0,4,0,2,2,4,2,0,0,3,1,15,3,28,22,4,33,0,0,0,0,14,16,1,2,16,104,21,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432888760086558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769679421172668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755542096628307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829611468846285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193628161329869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311104483721001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667933037984163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834562207232455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905979664763274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361330187047216,0.17188421732076334,0.10183119559804947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741475452263242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232722857447944,0.0,0.18931178317469985,0.17973051223253525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694349006721668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875374998669029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328584893761574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645163954680905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133807410828345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688734911795389,0.0,0.13471983357609096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896069437782627,0.0,0.3396802838295655,0.1712126089703171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547525804622341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044398577553107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ew883353,2020/03/26,"New guy Hi everyone.  I just joined and wanted to say hi. I struggle with depression and anxiety , lately my anxiety has been really bad because of everything that's happening around us.  I've been having trouble sleeping because of this too. I hope everyone is ok and staying safe.",3.5994117647058843,6.6588586470588265,5.309313725490199,72.1369117647059,80.17647058823529,9.674509803921572,33.990196078431374,9.725611199111238,4.7075725490196065,225,13,34,8,6,76,40,51,0.261,0.608,0.131,-0.7841,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,9,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,3,5,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296536137194015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180565805576832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990064224475769,0.2626856237794733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557594139720604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117637672563921,0.1936421384751373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333991733568014,0.19053114047556735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140010403714108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430489970489775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080932375714788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380296090321336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134295616305434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156162522562308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296523840446649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252462520162747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25917263196008017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708427326289426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosebud2725,2020/03/26,"Recent Lockdown is making my anxiety worse I was diagnosed with social anxiety a few months ago, though I've had my suspicions about having it for longer than that. It can get really really bad, especially when it comes to meeting and getting to know new people. 

About a week and a half ago my partner and I moved into a new place and are now flatting with other people. They're really nice people but of course my anxiety is stopping me from talking to them or joining in with them when they're all hanging out in the evening.My partner has always been good with meeting and talking with new people so he's getting along with them great and is starting to hang out with them on his own. He knows about all my problems and he's trying to help me get through them. I know he's hoping I'll follow him when he goes out to talk to them but I can't. I'm so bad at joining in conversations and I automatically feel like they'll have more fun without me. I instead resort to playing games or browsing through my phone hoping my partner will come back to our room soon. 

Yesterday my country officially went into lockdown because of COVID-19, and my anxiety is getting really bad because I know during this lockdown time I'm gonna have to be socializing with my flatmates and I'm really scared. And I'm starting to feel really frustrated with myself because I can't get over myself. I want to talk to them, and I wish it was easy to do that but it's not. I just...don't feel ready and I don't know when I'll be ready. It takes me so long to start talking to people properly and I'm worried they're gonna start jumping to conclusions about me being a cold or unkind person if I don't open up soon. I don't know what to do and to be honest I'm starting to feel really alone. I really need help. 

(Note: I do take therapy for my social anxiety and all my other problems but obviously that's not gonna resume until the lockdown is over.)",3.8322148541114096,5.1416066794871815,5.236878868258177,81.46961538461538,71.94871794871796,8.045977011494253,28.32007073386384,8.53829466247534,2.085423519009726,1535,58,299,26,29,515,169,390,0.13,0.74,0.13,0.5076,0,5,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,8,1,17,17,1,1,7,0,29,1,0,1,4,69,71,33,0,8,11,0,4,1,3,5,1,0,1,4,13,34,0,1,11,2,0,8,8,8,0,1,5,5,46,9,57,57,6,50,0,0,0,0,35,16,0,6,27,197,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405615187864,0.0,0.0,0.07831426652628756,0.0,0.0,0.0629176818098309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892260846606909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581432162008413,0.18940593235668568,0.13828248434198834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302711390990456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674756551790078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293272880527442,0.05401932338788301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703409023971886,0.0,0.0,0.06342221844339166,0.0,0.08336573079905467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136619166144956,0.0,0.0,0.15020538029987285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493359387179276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036941636904551337,0.0,0.0,0.06691683642033537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047355507172356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060355118273066076,0.08036670737114428,0.0,0.0560675148557318,0.0,0.21908812101806585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621093693703828,0.06602404306780035,0.0790015113776471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470655810850347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875268995203289,0.0,0.07466062428318145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570373926666688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23123970595821464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676031945404948,0.0,0.0,0.06321746996921279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370603874628607,0.3038820953238777,0.0,0.0,0.08647226602293334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742912879526992,0.0,0.044091675629104835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051337576149390614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04459964671773654,0.0,0.0606537383919556,0.0,0.0,0.07009580063158825,0.0,0.0,0.08695344147122723,0.07289009728126915,0.0,0.0,0.07679063510254466,0.07705807689701677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ninininvin,2020/03/26,"Anybody else dealing with having to force their boyfriend/girlfriend to stay home and stay quarantined and have them not listen and stubbornly find some fucking reason to go out? This dude has asthma and he absolutely doesn’t give a fuck. He’s watched me breakdown because of my ocd and BEG him to stay home multiple times, he’s 22 we’ve been together for over 2 years and it seems like he just doesn’t care. I’ve had to message his friend and mom to get him to stop going out for stupid reasons but he still finds a way to put himself at risk. I’ve had to baby sit an adult into staying home for 3 fucking weeks.This is taking a toll on me I don’t know if this relationship is worth it if he’s as ignorant and oblivious as this. I just don’t know what to do I love him and I can’t picture losing him, but I resent him for how much stress and anxiety he’s put me through. Advice?",1.87464514066496,3.8026312663043527,3.1887851662404114,91.47846547314579,78.72826086956522,6.2859335038363175,23.867007672634273,7.285733465282438,0.8715962915601025,699,24,152,9,17,227,113,184,0.125,0.79,0.085,-0.7524,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,4,14,6,2,4,0,14,5,0,3,0,33,28,17,0,2,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,6,14,0,3,7,0,1,4,6,10,0,0,3,2,18,4,25,25,2,20,0,1,1,4,25,6,3,4,5,88,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997812073216907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392552294177592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484487824779316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251812720043259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265796553736615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256601685428064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244353817458588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485867408116493,0.3405213456729232,0.06414690808090047,0.1177807092445944,0.13955615736820134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36947174441510094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349521457105908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998356905905958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735818420839493,0.0,0.0,0.11081275145103477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379716453847285,0.0,0.0,0.09025661910407508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468534138398672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524743173443115,0.0,0.13181859058446674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117732999048783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234638873901406,0.09805138866444324,0.10264865862427744,0.14064281587569066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231445327114952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159336433470867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745617645390556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906558655855872
anxiety,PeekAtChu1,2020/03/27,"Does anyone else get avoidance anxiety from text messages, emails, Reddit mail, any electronic correspondence? Like I enjoy chatting with people in person, over the phone I don’t mind, either. With new people I get slight anxiety but it’s not crippling in any way. 

However, for some reason e-correspondence really gets me. Especially talking to people who are very pushy and demanding for quick replies. I don’t always feel like answering at the moment so I’ll put it off, but then I get very anxious knowing the reply is waiting for me, and I ignore it, and it makes me more anxious thinking the person is getting angry at me, and it’s a very vicious cycle. 

The only time I don’t feel this way is when I’m either very busy working (and then I use the messages as a welcome distraction) or when I take Adderall for ADHD, because then I feel very assertive and have no fear. 

I think the lock down has made things worse because now I don’t go to the gym (usual fear release) and there’s no social time to replenish my mind in preparation for online messages, since they take a lot of mental effort. 

I’m curious to see if anyone else experiences this, and hopefully I won’t avoid your replies 😆",5.24498362445415,6.4986812358078625,6.0172025109170315,77.41436271834063,68.51965065502183,8.519759825327514,30.90638646288209,8.841846274778883,2.637569650655022,949,38,167,16,16,311,134,229,0.2,0.728,0.07200000000000001,-0.9837,1,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,2,6,12,1,5,11,0,11,0,0,4,0,37,33,19,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,4,8,2,0,2,8,7,0,0,1,4,20,5,22,31,5,24,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,5,14,102,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587732521195896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715220851871472,0.0,0.0,0.14245380889651324,0.0,0.16025188032570792,0.23665314853852715,0.0,0.14647351853750756,0.2146373549974234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769726583681185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165882493716616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499393714960293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245598023019192,0.0,0.235723612085036,0.1588793247793829,0.07482639538707628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27361206823988016,0.0,0.05952624997134195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040306178483672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756245594053594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234150877520257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904634343304955,0.0,0.0991076774064281,0.06991487400294455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555345199268797,0.0,0.2115154188185608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115870482244647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965961587575611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784092888025453,0.1829101455481296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529279607306832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709923224700237,0.10769033490890463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346435140042666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664214751806308,0.0,0.0,0.10676940880937799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750313923843556,0.0841861777959925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958471208884934,0.13422653806481225,0.0,0.0,0.1221496659709054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904618740279389,0.11535649506723555,0.43210803037901613,0.0,0.16627573674275525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625208816345437,0.0,0.10673917716928057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alllyace,2020/03/27,"Physical anxiety symptoms Physical symptoms of anxiety

I’ve just never experienced this before and it’s freaking me out!

I’ve had some numbness/tingling that has been moving around my body for the last few days - first on the palm of my hand, then in my foot, then in my shin, now on my mouth. The more I panic the worse it gets.

Has anyone experienced anything similar? It creates that worry that I’m having a stroke/going to die which is a slippery slope.

Should say I have been checked out by my GP, had a CT scan and X-ray and did a stroke test. His prognosis is anxiety and he prescribed me Zoloft which I’ve taken before and worked for me",4.44751736111111,5.546371703125002,5.35197916666667,82.02288194444445,70.25,8.501388888888886,29.065972222222207,8.841846274778883,2.234049305555556,510,19,100,9,9,167,82,128,0.16699999999999998,0.792,0.04,-0.9398,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,8,0,12,9,5,0,1,12,15,7,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,6,6,12,0,13,8,3,15,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,7,68,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545896394167707,0.0,0.0,0.13850143045797278,0.0,0.16300212556069055,0.17633229002586945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371012506010473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200210963687627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127744557349869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557471168394395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848588172509554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348809319299286,0.0,0.11257285075347674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146080836976362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052661143283904,0.0,0.0,0.1527707228479783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240300801356115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752035756551502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41175981278646456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420385871104094,0.20115882218809092,0.2018594060067824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tatertotski,2020/03/27,"Does anyone have any personal stories of recovery from COVID-19? I’m in my mid-20s and healthy, but terrified of getting this virus (I’m a huge hypochondriac and have anxiety). I was doing ok this week but read a bad thing tonight and now I’m terrified of getting sick and not being able to recover on my own (I’m stuck in a third world country right now without access to any legitimate hospitals).

I’m looking for stories of recovery, or any positive recovery news. Just to be reminded that if I get it, I’ll probably be ok...",5.203655462184873,6.322201970588236,6.520308123249304,74.26852941176473,68.50980392156863,11.318767507002802,39.0812324929972,11.20814326018867,4.927617366946778,419,25,77,14,7,142,66,102,0.19399999999999998,0.7,0.107,-0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,7,1,0,0,0,12,17,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,4,2,13,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,4,46,9,1,0.24596173896430135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017872506494299,0.0,0.1881600570808059,0.0,0.0,0.17198216677912265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053677782064916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524277527456956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855145707373336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065459136831196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476430327709198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26518835518884143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24602829970399484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210049981163404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634060501752368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729567081377666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709833919646325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hoolaforme,2020/03/27,"Nervous and stuttering around people who are really knowledgeable and competent This has been a lifelong challenge for me. It's especially prevalent at work where I feel this way around my superiors. Any insight/guidance on understanding this and dealing with this will be extremely helpful. 

Thanks in advance. Hope everyone's keeping well and safe.",7.2831578947368465,10.999776877192982,6.539561403508773,65.09776315789476,69.70175438596492,10.115789473684213,41.078947368421055,10.125756701596842,5.74182105263158,290,18,37,9,6,89,49,57,0.066,0.632,0.302,0.9278,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,4,8,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,10,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,6,7,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,28,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894794292043208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960834066212361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872575309049626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26624497740879033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088479629414447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867612691527936,0.0,0.0,0.2767446127607742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476610736332301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316846249465205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849890185030154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25652706523423074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290065913777436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221165246002182,0.0,0.0,0.2505237817541199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284753707561304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thwoawayaccount,2020/03/27,"This map quiz is the only thing holding me together [https://online.seterra.com/en/vgp/3007](https://online.seterra.com/en/vgp/3007)

This whole CV thing is seriously trigging my anxiety HARD, but whenever I start to panic I play this European-countries quiz and it helps. Thought I would post it as a resource to anyone else who needs one right now. (Forcing your brain to solve problems is a great way to stop it from sprinting on the anxiety hamster wheel.)",10.628333333333336,13.177070722222226,7.3982222222222225,67.66900000000001,57.05555555555557,9.648888888888887,36.62222222222222,9.888512548439397,3.8436522222222216,380,16,54,7,5,106,56,72,0.198,0.636,0.166,0.0602,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,7,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,6,2,7,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,35,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438934728468621,0.0,0.0,0.1571628578322586,0.2303011523568613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509151775601806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776463855278835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478072708633527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134778191834726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065710497988097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666246078954702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230846471063092,0.17094602505432274,0.0,0.2637165608142065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215265401611694,0.0,0.0,0.21507240983308235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195045594262208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909179150180694,0.0,0.0,0.1879159284492738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986514510612525,0.0,0.0,0.1784405104529687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841020162265014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25094519936210763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596685819535354,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,knoxtodd,2020/03/27,"DAE get a lump in their throat? GAD here. Sometimes it will express itself in hypochondria, like when a global pandemic is occurring. I have obviously been worried that this ""lump"" is a sign that I'm getting on the COVID train.",4.005714285714284,6.580721238095242,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,74.71428571428572,7.057142857142857,29.54761904761905,8.07648339933343,2.2417904761904768,180,8,32,3,4,56,35,42,0.055,0.882,0.063,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,0,1,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717496684655067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673206452884869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5411671898733786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556798195154119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,r_h_taylor,2020/03/27,"I have a crush on a girl in my school who I've not talked to and she barely knows I exist I'm a shy kid with basically no friends, my friends arent the best behaved friends about as they can annoy teachers and vandalised houses in their local area. I'm from the UK and am in my 4th year on secondary school and in August when school started a new year, a girl by the name of Sarah arrived at our school and I find her very physically attractive and I've heard through other friends who are girls that she is a very nice person. You are probably thinking how I have other friends who are girls and that is because my friends had girls who thought I was cute and friend zoned me. I have no idea how to get through to this girl I have her on social media on Instagram, Snapchat, Facebook and Houseparty. I've had one conversation on Snapchat which lasted 3 messages and seemed to go nowhere as there was no real conversation starter. Has anyone got an idea how I can get through to this girl.",7.2148484848484875,6.105508060606063,6.673414141414143,82.48345454545455,64.35353535353535,9.536161616161618,35.961616161616156,8.238735603445708,2.572024646464647,788,32,166,8,10,244,109,198,0.079,0.7709999999999999,0.15,0.9486,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,2,1,6,12,1,0,10,0,18,0,0,3,0,24,30,16,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,11,11,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,7,1,21,11,25,23,1,21,0,0,0,0,35,12,0,1,8,106,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302137043092751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237896731032528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460370291095815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852045950881656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6421335864003109,0.0,0.1240669253993431,0.0,0.06747910337074726,0.0,0.09496219407772666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700275935627387,0.0,0.26807181158620685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525294162752619,0.09678382048054517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467375658387854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045703446041376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367369542800728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801502087351188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351449556131972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806594119195226,0.0,0.10809070987059703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210340644228419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404033075606479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543365820320998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607976683844189,0.0,0.0942613027183002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959354903983601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529212322571278
anxiety,Gametest014,2020/03/27,"First ever panic attack after smoking marijuana I’m 22 years old and never had any medical problems besides being allergic to shellfish. Been a weed smoker for about 2-3 years now then 3 nights ago I had my first ever panic attack. I thought I was having a heart attack, went to the ER they said it was anxiety. Disobeyed doctors orders and smoked again later that night, felt like I was having another panic attack. Went back to the ER, this time they gave me a hydroxyzine pill and some water, went to sleep after I got home but I can’t stop my mind from playing back , I tried exercising, jogging , listening to music but they don’t help. I know that the thoughts are the reason I feel like another one is going to happen but I just can’t control it or change focus, yesterday ( after going to the er for the second attack ) I felt like my body was out of place like I wasn’t feeling how I was before the first attack, I can’t even read about anxiety or panic attack without feeling like another one is going to happen, I’m not afraid of having another one because I realize that it’s not harmful but my mental is I guess still replaying that traumatizing experience in my head because I never had one before and I felt like my heart was bouta explode, I still have feelings like my leg and arm are tightening up/tingling. I figured therapy would be the best for not a short term relief but a long term cure so I can get back to my normal life.",5.025684210526316,5.8905320596491215,6.283157894736848,76.73210526315792,68.75438596491227,8.666666666666668,29.035087719298247,8.841846274778883,2.3797719298245616,1147,40,206,19,19,387,148,285,0.162,0.7190000000000001,0.12,-0.8651,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,5,15,24,7,5,13,0,28,14,7,3,4,44,54,15,0,3,12,0,7,7,0,1,6,2,1,0,8,6,1,2,13,4,0,7,11,14,3,8,22,9,33,10,23,29,4,43,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,38,146,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593802297129649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555368414176954,0.28096824128618536,0.1024902541536835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334543403729545,0.0,0.15452737465038288,0.0,0.08166971397617838,0.0,0.1140025745877721,0.0,0.07029907413212665,0.0,0.0,0.07440782674327266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086371705680686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513199101121681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856437473732542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044244502264677334,0.12118775720950445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655264664103451,0.0,0.0,0.13548323504480245,0.143567294156645,0.19295503666622488,0.0,0.0,0.1709381759703156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034998117159592126,0.0,0.11421133672775673,0.0,0.05357589032478434,0.0,0.07379410050351368,0.0,0.11847335626755055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687483304219797,0.0,0.0,0.15876062639266988,0.0449001978770388,0.0,0.06719375770946777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036814486838250934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047315134980453685,0.2290863937591968,0.0,0.0,0.05928168252810395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674826914736816,0.06750747697650411,0.0,0.06763811129103935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332952307504968,0.0,0.0,0.12572615002694731,0.06563336445885394,0.0,0.0,0.07029193843975366,0.0,0.18156940437076785,0.0,0.0,0.3143808123909261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998750639243975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409783169991598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700546161832895,0.0,0.0,0.06887413596817757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063720294478711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703571134583694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699234275831417,0.05600441062999725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660585431231585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636092110873953,0.03906085309171031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548000255023536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862937889125448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457339942564419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047585880038099146,0.0,0.0,0.08627529352399824
anxiety,SubtleBang1,2020/03/27,"Have you tried ASMR for sleep? I’m diagnosed with anxiety and ASMR videos help me sleep.

It may seem odd at first but please give it a try. It’s a special video that helps you relax and sleep. I’ve been using it to sleep for the past 2 years.

[ASMR video (no talking)](https://youtu.be/52yXyi_Aq_Y)

[ASMR video (with talking)](https://youtu.be/tGWrC6ol_as)",4.196265938069216,7.59446760655738,1.9484153005464468,93.16539162112934,86.04918032786884,5.9897996357012735,16.61384335154827,7.3871296695380915,0.2789001821493624,288,6,53,5,9,77,44,61,0.046,0.716,0.23800000000000002,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,5,4,1,0,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714531100603104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522866359608992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361068522176656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451724887440984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25785294944989684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361745330368276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113979410727327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510593991442644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7699456441743393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611826529291107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612648239727498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386548362627
anxiety,Mr_QAs,2020/03/27,"Pain, the futile one, is reward of little men Why do I easily become satisfied and ""excited"" with a little achievement and go in a direction to even lose it?
When I try to do my strategic life (something that I am ""supposed"" to do) I always get so pleased with a little achievement and celebrate it (not the actual celebration but the fact of doing stupid trivial things) even longer (hours) that the effort I put for the matter was(for some minutes). I'm in my mid 20's.

What is the source of it?
How can I overcome it in practice?

I sort of symbolize it as being a shallow (unsophisticated) little man with a small capacity for success.

one thing that is obvious for me in five traits is that I'm a neurotic person. I'm highly afraid of my colleagues to conspire against me (clarification: I observe that I have achieved a disproportionate achievements considering my regular life, as I described earlier, so it's a wonder even for me to be here, let alone ""them"". So they believe I don't belong here. Considering monotonous environment of this city, no one would blame them for this divine source of excitement for team-worked plots)
I should also emphasize that this problem of mine got very worse (10 times worse) with this Corona lock-down work-from-home situation.",6.659230769230772,7.631164410256416,7.235880341880343,70.97023076923078,65.15384615384615,10.171623931623934,33.976068376068376,10.203070172399654,3.6010550427350427,1008,43,173,23,15,332,140,234,0.134,0.7559999999999999,0.111,-0.6811,0,2,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,3,9,11,10,1,1,14,0,17,3,0,1,2,20,24,12,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,19,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,4,1,0,23,5,30,18,1,16,1,1,0,0,6,11,0,3,3,125,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.1298373540574015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779940544002073,0.0,0.10639982939617942,0.11070804247587328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469429851782841,0.0,0.1499014958368971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26363429630474744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951299797780247,0.0,0.07561523365000734,0.0,0.10641203179082977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057435575988314,0.0,0.0,0.13102719354828654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605237404146145,0.18795393290546145,0.0,0.5334031735471504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884862679695884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27047384252062745,0.0,0.1415743045800615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617390142363505,0.0,0.14604866096515154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273106328840494,0.0,0.13375173777217111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495534828705603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024281904474297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678467115264224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758237363438047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033204017486654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977996999604102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005669622426922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428676803386348,0.19372359137544976,0.0,0.2711781046227638,0.094514718256886,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tacticalpaper84,2020/03/27,"I feel anxious about how my life should be . So basically everytime I see someone I compare this person with myself, I imagine his life and how does it look from his perspective, I compare my life and sometimes i feel bad about myself of not having certain things. And it feels like I want to live another life even tho i don't complain about mine, this feeling is very strange and I overthink a lot. please help

if you need more info tell me

Thank you",3.284659090909092,5.496562693181819,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,75.47727272727272,6.218181818181819,28.04545454545455,7.1686216300943375,1.4905636363636368,359,15,69,4,8,112,63,88,0.10400000000000001,0.73,0.166,0.5615,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,1,20,14,9,0,4,2,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,19,3,7,12,2,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,1,50,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199292474287318,0.0,0.21471153891580785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869056279698293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632111154244486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553157309985172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384396314870716,0.13577753437297954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739192856734036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369745863562368,0.09285278045017027,0.0,0.16782477166588908,0.0,0.15960092460480854,0.0,0.0,0.16158058788914015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092566230178405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595138951873986,0.0,0.20862670468590586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145168737003192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103559922037855,0.0,0.18797230649327853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611914401860142,0.17497995016928675,0.0,0.0,0.12626614697397887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681782516483675,0.11210118315918312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Artiboii001,2020/03/27,"I am really skinny and scared for Marfans Syndrome (HELP) Hello people. I am really skinny and have really skinny arms. Also my wrists are really skinny. My hands are big and fingers quite long. I’m scared for “Marfans Syndrome”.  I’m a 17 year old male. Skinny my whole life. I’m 5’9 and weight 50 kilograms. (175 CM and Weight 50 KG)

My symptoms:
- I can put my thumb to my wrist (Semi-hyper mobile)
- I have really skinny wrists and long hands
- I have Pectus excavatum in a really mild case
- I am really slim but I got muscles

ATTENTION: My dad was really skinny as well and he do not have any thing that I could get genetically. Only how thin he is. He have none illness history. 

Could this be because of my dad and that he was really skinny in the wrists as well?

I hope someone can help. Or some doctor with experience. And when I say thin wrists I mean really thin. I can put all my fingers around.",0.909115779189058,3.433064303370788,3.4046653639472417,84.43708597948218,88.5505617977528,6.466438690766977,17.28969223253542,7.7425588080867325,0.8266230581338547,698,17,134,15,23,241,94,178,0.024,0.882,0.094,0.9219,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,3,0,20,24,18,1,1,22,27,16,0,3,3,2,9,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,11,10,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,3,10,21,3,10,21,4,14,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,3,5,79,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862799571835664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536589158547201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865917476575116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675588695547608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697205158079454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343572601059472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840968533065187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790232674346781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863815996191755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485694739786944,0.0,0.0,0.1100758249577645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828010841430766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961561152557045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072266242396598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162938785652598,0.0,0.0,0.0842886268937036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768332133110114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228226964247444,0.0,0.11787773598868995,0.0,0.0,0.7099836083245319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813376429206349,0.22191353027513144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390302249552868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519127700676067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362827161896777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699138952669743,0.19929285468665428,0.0,0.0,0.12373394627384394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713686998179841
anxiety,RESCUE_MEDIC47,2020/03/27,SSRI QUESTION Hello perfectly normal on 40mg prozac but me being an idiot stopped cold turkey because i felt better i restarted how long will it take to be normal again it has been 4months an still panic attacks right now i am taking 0.5 klonopin as needed but REALLY dont want to get addicted,4.0189473684210535,6.257932649122813,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,73.3859649122807,6.665263157894738,27.18947368421053,7.554174236665415,1.8600273684210533,239,9,39,3,5,78,50,57,0.258,0.649,0.09300000000000001,-0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,2,1,2,0,7,2,0,1,1,11,13,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,4,2,4,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947471298314394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603441037836971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950172318003606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239471165559364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682045111493637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197269856898384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956201176960095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025205296566735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968558904654962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484388150439266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685001754510004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563586546355229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660389885678968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954322888914193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275582777487648,0.19132457818686072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441257600316289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497864751166988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MellowMarmalade,2020/03/27,I'm so fucking scared rn I have really severe OCD and anxiety and I'm not currently on meds. A couple of nights ago I had an intrusive thought that something would happen to me for some reason next week? All I've felt for 3 days is complete dread and I'm so upset and scared and I'm not sure how to control this panic. I've had this feeling before but it's extremely severe rn and I feel like I'm going crazy. I'm gonna be scared til next week and I dont know how much if this I can take. I'm miserable,-1.3985609243697503,0.6027400892857173,1.5186974789915981,95.90865546218487,99.0,4.7781512605042025,16.409663865546218,6.522977012572876,-0.14907205882352947,398,11,92,6,17,138,72,112,0.276,0.685,0.04,-0.9757,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,7,2,0,8,1,0,4,2,24,25,14,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,4,3,6,2,7,18,3,11,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,10,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625339268831446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758665226987147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079469074026745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116053443276052,0.0,0.1723972561943647,0.0,0.17007563362120587,0.0,0.0991293259371644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014532522880805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543936522707796,0.10980944893882244,0.14758435318262728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421011166082154,0.0,0.0,0.08735613513031287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592400040093364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447422241439709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509425399979677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073559474832453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299350116180945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32694166305839384,0.14424510121987064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803439145125924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846966005974396,0.15803803285206078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616673462451582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472939154188001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183323837534452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486852902756325,0.0,0.1155697320206234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202745274456027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465915221142557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091901737428696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moonaholic98,2020/03/27,"""first date"" in awhile... so I've been talking to this guy, who I previously about a year ago had talked to for a few weeks and went on like two or three dates with. well anyway we just reconnected about a week or two ago and all seems well but he wants to see me. & I'm having all the normal anxiety about it that I normally would have but like some different anxieties as well. so I know were supposed to be on quarantine and all so he was just gonna grab some pizza and we were gonna just hang at my apartment and sit on my balcony and talk and all, but of course lil ol me is like ""omg should I not have him coming to my apt this fast"" (because I normally wouldnt but the whole state is shutdown) & I also dont think hes the type to try anything he seems like a nice guy but I overthink and also have a past with picking bad seeds so I'm just nervous about that. Then I'm over here like ""omg now he knows where I live what if he ends up being crazy"" lmao I know that ones irrational but still. Ughhh just all these anxieties over what's supposed to be a second first date. Lol. I just hope he doesnt try anything because he wants to come at 7pm but he lives like a hr away so I'm thinking he was expecting to sleepover? So idk if I should think of that as a red flag OR AM I JUST OVERTHIKING EVERYTHING?!?! 😏😒🙄 
HELP lol.",0.9194619883040964,2.7080715192982474,2.52105263157895,95.78847953216378,81.17543859649123,6.046783625730995,20.380116959064328,7.093109894594671,0.21276608187134505,1033,28,247,13,27,338,151,285,0.073,0.76,0.16699999999999998,0.9833,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,2,27,13,0,1,11,2,23,1,0,1,5,61,44,31,0,13,20,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,2,11,14,1,0,8,0,0,4,4,2,3,7,7,3,21,11,30,28,9,34,0,0,2,0,20,12,0,10,22,156,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172123126313675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393941852854152,0.0,0.22211875919945795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352380826157287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869855427580827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630270717121356,0.0,0.08558373675025034,0.12496685388722045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659041724963828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070913323857852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120129963962669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078512605878168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212094852037474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437395104596715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029834590444223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870400537026289,0.0,0.0,0.101806244129516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899498138283975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004597543236106,0.0,0.181019851782861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301286535747462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945707325793289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784844055314147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167972382100884,0.18662543068693213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185712801951035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715834856009666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703477666744232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391823861448431,0.0,0.2002564248141112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091504346305752,0.0,0.16443963021221966,0.0,0.2764811032569944,0.09501910220934204,0.0,0.11443828239576433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281349999034491,0.0,0.0,0.06600703905388558
anxiety,blou2829,2020/03/27,"Does anybody else have a certain point where they’ve held onto so much anxiety it results in a screaming panic attack? TL;DR: severe panic attack description single AF vs with a partner

TRIGGER WARNING: severe panic attack in detail but with happy ending 

I reach certain points where I relax enough that I realize I have not actually had my stuff together as well as I thought— I’ve simply been dissociating from my issues and repressing LOADS of anxiety. 

I was already feeling a bit anxious then started discussing with partner. Partner reveals anxiety about similar issues and a few additional ones. 

QUEUE THE ENTRANCE OF REPRESSED ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION

All of a sudden I can’t breathe and everything is crashing. I feel like I’m going to just curl up in the fetal position and cry, on the floor, alone. And once I’ve cried enough, I’m going to scream, I’m going to scream louder! I will scream as loud as I can because I AM SO TIRED OF MAKING MYSELF SMALL!! Eventually I will start screaming words. Then I will scream a nonsensical speech with a metaphor that makes complete sense to me but probably nobody else. I’m finally soothed enough I begin regaining the ability to use my usual tools that aren’t crying and flailing on the ground such as: breathing, yoga poses, cuddle a kitty, explain to the kitty what happened so that I can hear the reason out loud. Try to acknowledge what I’m feeling. Struggle to process. Work with therapist to resolve. REPEAT

BUT today something different happened. When I was about to fall on the ground to start crying it  out—my partner caught me in his arms. When I cried— he got tissues. When I started screaming louder and louder— he joined. When that turned to laughter— he joined. When I started crying again— he comforted me. When I started yelling a speech about me feeling like a little teapot and life was the fire. The fire does not care that I’ve been hot enough on this gas burner and I want to be picked up. Everybody that would pick me up is tending to their own teapot! Where am I? Why can’t I get myself out of this fire? Then I realize all of the usual coping mechanisms are gone. I’ve completely forgotten there is so much stress in my body and the fire won’t stop so I’m SCREAMING. I’M READY GET ME OFF THIS FIIIIRRREE! Then finally someone comes and finds me. He takes me off the fire. 

He literally just remembered I brewed tea and handed me my tea as I write this and was about to explain with his help I can get out of the fire, make some tea, and try to remember some calming exercises. We’ve been dating for a short time but live together. This is the first time I’ve had to use my whole scream it out coping method in front of him for the first time. Think I mostly wrote this to show him to read.... maybe I’ll still post just to hopefully make someone feel less alone in their coping mechanism 

TL;DR: severe panic attack description single AF vs with a partner

TRIGGER WARNING: severe panic attack in detail but with happy ending",3.764188878905863,6.207728978835981,4.565332934012184,81.38593890386345,74.90828924162257,7.101114771555022,27.276596452697078,8.092016823424146,2.0298797311237564,2389,94,416,40,53,768,248,567,0.257,0.6509999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9988,2,2,2,0,1,0,54.0,0,0,2,4,25,37,5,9,29,0,30,12,5,12,4,86,79,41,0,3,12,0,13,2,5,5,3,15,0,5,19,29,3,4,17,5,0,8,6,24,1,3,14,28,51,13,71,59,18,76,0,1,0,1,24,33,0,4,36,267,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.057531331447362485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211868187200454,0.06505803237022739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804008888209845,0.06660208643396799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33534769421793115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03593826825955004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643633175988693,0.0654854365937865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010829651521031,0.0,0.0,0.0507842967136774,0.12362586693857346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237951215844627,0.0,0.0,0.05077763958678026,0.0,0.0,0.06159516562730025,0.0,0.0,0.1031833976196981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849825704356337,0.0,0.10443281919290484,0.24366406442777894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052984727666061326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490464643702558,0.08423457002603096,0.0,0.12916409336793955,0.05388357323137884,0.10029376006894047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240427045654548,0.0,0.10051602871539744,0.0,0.047151499007280565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426698103520676,0.12551685477144672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644628768772425,0.0,0.03951612605580004,0.0,0.0,0.058555368855260005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306688366307307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04164148325927401,0.0576046256331051,0.059088147234672414,0.0520581241450436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741101304151106,0.0,0.0592279701975548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667704899788302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278488442660247,0.0399492642028028,0.0,0.0,0.3458534817036304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146258877729187,0.0,0.05646235367841487,0.0,0.06356319152329021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589707037592143,0.0,0.0,0.06061530165983114,0.0,0.0,0.13356847788799595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266408345735872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099904336323788,0.04538624663884793,0.0,0.0,0.25037085193962794,0.0,0.04708133931860682,0.04928881062387231,0.06753246667039779,0.061632304904625276,0.0674890836825179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044326634815390176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845100841602962,0.0,0.037775823162012674,0.0,0.046803486005273065,0.10313096607142896,0.06775981226273191,0.055882209380836906,0.0,0.0,0.08005281040029723,0.0641258384635589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183595004241658,0.1298606556073237,0.0,0.034773038877270616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300740022104018,0.0,0.05319749183967605,0.06582087271898106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042919759977806914,0.0,0.0,0.04187976273982779,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,svene,2020/03/27,"Panic attack question. Never had panic attacks before.  Maybe having them now.  If I have them, can the shortness of breath last for several hours?  Like, I don’t know 6 hours?  My breathing never really becomes rapid, but I can’t breath for shit.  Seems to start happening around the same times every day.",2.965662337662337,5.9841674363636415,3.350649350649352,85.0345454545455,83.72727272727272,5.324675324675325,20.584415584415584,6.868970318607317,0.8261688311688307,239,7,39,3,7,74,45,55,0.16399999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.092,-0.7316,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,2,6,3,2,2,0,6,4,4,0,2,9,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,10,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399711603665473,0.0,0.4191594638216067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034593193065425,0.15675981098757014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880829649342192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521543350070338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629073817211519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628441817435015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124388890753357,0.15016595611446712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000182650102463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507630035407088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841675561319812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322909101546408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637140357964806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801767496533005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770927944585975,0.0,0.2081190307880877,0.18910178764336386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039366040212594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742164323588044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awkward_dove,2020/03/27,Here to talk If anyone needs to talk feel free to DM me. I’ll be a sounding board for your troubles.,0.7690909090909095,2.356187727272733,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,80.81818181818181,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.6807999999999996,78,2,19,0,2,25,19,22,0.12300000000000001,0.741,0.136,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35504488569286685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25674398243216057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376505334380418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.816253263277583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scweedle,2020/03/27,How do I go outside without feeling anxious Like my dad keeps making me go on a runs and stuff and like I can’t do it I keep getting too nervous and having to go back inside and I start like shaking. Sorry if my writings pretty bad I’m just kinda in the middle of an panic attack from this .,2.166612903225804,3.5306392096774215,4.281483870967743,86.45222580645166,76.25806451612901,4.960000000000001,25.30322580645161,3.1291,0.4984412903225803,229,8,45,0,5,79,49,62,0.259,0.602,0.139,-0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,14,6,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,5,2,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,6,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561341179270782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579318170236247,0.0,0.1743371235041323,0.18930546318376887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463870495851293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845417850659355,0.0,0.3865582255906713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030462547665044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33229837303257354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513403450857672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26601231646397416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23066029615257996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25379948332836505,0.16047674767613404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25954527619591594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855429957741085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tuahla,2020/03/27,Show me your calming playlists? Music is one of the easiest and most consistent (and definitely healthiest) ways I self medicate. Link me your playlists for relieving anxiety? I feel like we could all use some stress relief right now.,5.824749999999997,9.022763975,5.420000000000004,74.01500000000001,71.75,11.0,35.0,10.686352973137794,4.97325,189,10,30,7,4,58,35,40,0.08800000000000001,0.583,0.32899999999999996,0.9086,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,10,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,4,2,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703169774145424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786978364824466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764963828427478,0.2493701709517964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053420391773216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35164353569382417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23653364267361526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809728988621764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641480979226474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998496758086224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014777455772406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27706939965624955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twoinonebrain,2020/03/27,"Covid19 anxiety or just my true colors shining? While I have semi-enjoying being laid off so that I can finally do some true relaxing however I see fit, I have also had severe anxiety that I somehow have covid19 and won’t wake up in the morning. I keep checking on the cats to make sure they’re alive and not dead in the next room. I even had to go downstairs 5 times last night to test my carbon monoxide detector, just to make sure it was working so I wouldn’t die of carbon monoxide poisoning in the night. 

I’m not sure if working was my way of curbing my mental health, but the lack of routine is starting to get to me 🙃",5.890513392857143,5.273691578125003,6.66017857142857,79.88125000000002,66.8125,9.814285714285717,35.473214285714285,9.23628265651192,3.0662776785714287,494,22,100,8,7,164,84,128,0.098,0.7709999999999999,0.131,0.2919,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,1,0,5,0,13,3,1,2,5,22,21,9,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,4,3,13,6,15,14,2,18,0,0,3,0,0,8,0,4,8,66,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643838004722226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28016758916477136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900462517347312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209468708576171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059542323795726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567093174738447,0.0,0.10406945561321446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464451737646216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627625602445878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492645723852906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244463673765972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453859082779647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474671607786925,0.3436852863609785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592032284133852,0.0,0.0,0.20686977887414934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296109615340506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177560429692398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677683582493558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534953413691915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666223156460207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FruitLoupsGaroux,2020/03/27,"First panic attack in about six months I was doing so well. Panic attacks used to basically keep me in the house 24/7, unable to go out. I ended up getting on medication which helped, trying new hobbies to distract myself, all that fun stuff. 

COVID-19 fucked all that up. I'm stuck in a house unable to get away from my roommate, my mom lost her job and is relying on me for money, my company has me on crunch time (video game industry), and I'm constantly convinced I'm sick due to my anxiety causing chest tightness. I know others are suffering way worse than I am, so I haven't really talked about my feelings to anyone. I feel kind of bad typing them out here, even.

And then today, it all hit me at once and I had the worst panic attack I've had in years. Clonazepam is barely touching it. 

How are you all coping with everything right now? I'm not sure if there is a purpose to this post, I just needed to vent. 

I hope you are all doing well.",4.221902834008098,5.0752754736842105,5.263684210526319,83.35617408906886,70.57894736842105,7.951417004048582,26.19433198380567,8.139509932561175,1.5417449392712554,740,22,148,10,13,244,127,190,0.237,0.696,0.066,-0.9883,1,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,2,1,2,12,19,4,4,4,0,14,4,1,3,6,26,32,9,0,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,3,2,1,1,2,12,2,2,5,4,23,7,28,26,6,28,0,2,0,1,8,14,1,2,11,102,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953439527293497,0.0,0.0,0.08714633612508879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253643083163122,0.11709686618096925,0.0,0.10406340240980247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803248835802575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468406534271626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038790154079137,0.0,0.0,0.08231896324759752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201216142528868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603644380041534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601282046399196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522125924281412,0.13023126367027232,0.0,0.07083184237074579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353891556376783,0.0,0.0,0.12378875418348012,0.0,0.28761964431458764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367908469956858,0.1107795937162543,0.0,0.12978615697413146,0.06849507246997713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605171193723548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555469979161424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459687380912382,0.09948092251693824,0.0,0.0,0.09241383764414568,0.0,0.1203713897291017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273014544463488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386901402937599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936402343215978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984313213088147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643595556650864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267503993859748,0.0,0.0,0.11746518773129035,0.0,0.0,0.10017533572687932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267454181857452,0.0,0.11813757159268212,0.0,0.0,0.08461766924254424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764295087955428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892792491306462,0.0,0.0,0.22412018450732574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701173979005054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025960688055549
anxiety,MyPoorDitto,2020/03/27,"Need to vent about health anxiety I've had health anxiety for ten years, and one of the most frustrating bits about it, is the lack of clarity on which symptoms to take seriously.  After two years in a shitty HMO where the doctors are known for dismissing people (even when we're injured!), I finally have a doctor who takes me seriously.

Except, because of my fearful attachment, I get as anxious about sending her messages as I do about my actual health symptoms.

Never mind the shitty timing.  After two years of worry, I finally have a doctor ordering tests, at the one time when I'm *supposed* to stay indoors and not go to hospitals.

I hate all of this.  I'm tired of worrying about my health.  I'm tired of not understanding what's going on with my body.  I'm tired of sitting on doctors' messages for days because I get nervous responding.

I just want to be past all this.  I'm tired of worrying.",5.206492248062016,6.4406303081395375,6.259302325581398,75.71573643410856,68.59302325581396,9.686821705426356,32.93798449612403,9.928628108626363,3.4325798449612415,711,32,127,17,12,237,98,172,0.266,0.701,0.033,-0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,2,2,8,0,7,16,1,0,3,17,22,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,15,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,6,0,5,1,0,13,0,33,20,5,26,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,14,86,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.09413332616807436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758684773299105,0.10897498403107812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760509075258227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531188860694247,0.10714791066119607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221022731128015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949331579992653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371246390868887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854694738419184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113395505426856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079517961637263,0.0,0.10964353831955698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523658724501416,0.0,0.41013981429817176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739946216826663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152560070340662,0.0743977011001092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073075219257468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920842157204027,0.06687483881690595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028160166457886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052260607032732,0.14505534525401764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249592900652973,0.4434770653379445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845937367764395,0.10042069486721526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056895985685367086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938865572108076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635574738675492
anxiety,AudenWolfe,2020/03/27,"Well, I Said Yes (To Medicine) My mom always made me nervous about anxiety medicine, even though I’m having panic attacks often. She said it made you sad, feel dull, and that freaked me out.

My mom was on the verge of tears, she hates medication like this, but I finally said “yes” when they asked me if I’d be okay with medicine, it’s been so long. 

Because meditating helps me none and it’s impossible to realize what’s causing my anxiety in the moment. I’m sorry mom. I need this.",3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,4.208749999999998,86.26125,74.83333333333334,7.716666666666668,27.625,8.472884824447931,1.8779625,376,15,79,7,8,123,67,96,0.187,0.674,0.139,0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,7,10,2,2,2,3,4,1,0,3,0,13,15,7,0,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,7,4,14,3,8,7,1,8,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,2,5,46,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994240578180838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893272717362485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459938859906668,0.17766107396596548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519718557121408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042523272056244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031459983764616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789620903540233,0.0,0.0,0.1710719347504714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418133706824533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467460362923406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629469228386912,0.0,0.0,0.13820176557120809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295535598065153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573205534903396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548698281472067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579491737444628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832268479961712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456481407473719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748147603519365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343204656492024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041175493059654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daddyxayah,2020/03/27,"Scared to Work I am 18. Graduated from online school. I had a job when I was 16 in a thrift store but quit after going through a breakup that caused my mental state to go crazy. I found a job that is hiring but I am so scared to even apply. Especially with this COVID-19, it's making me not even want to try. I don't know why I am so scared or what I should really do. My family just calls me lazy but I truly have been working my ass off these past few months to approve my life, but now that its come to the point of getting a job and getting my own money I am petrified.",1.7219512195121922,3.0185540813008167,3.4053739837398385,92.55537804878051,77.29268292682926,6.546016260162602,20.430081300813008,7.1686216300943375,0.2311534959349601,444,10,105,5,10,148,84,123,0.225,0.745,0.03,-0.9788,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,3,6,0,12,2,1,2,0,16,21,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,3,0,0,4,0,17,0,13,16,2,12,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,5,72,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657405510356295,0.0,0.0,0.16674099754009505,0.0,0.13981897781290695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144134855832538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530150175127548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796871828388958,0.0,0.0,0.1696045362686817,0.0,0.18449336111431716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832142424659651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920342685434626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464704644333285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083457306893781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357414707566115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955733712132753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494690087726434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534390179220898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264071992598545,0.0,0.0,0.10398238500997042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875133286198956,0.16427024446561228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020042459508446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573689242326396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646297010214834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23633277829585725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleezecreaser,2020/03/27,"Is anyone else psyching themselves out thinking they’re short of breath? I guess this could be a real symptom... but I only really notice it when I think about it. I also know this is very common with anxiety, but holy smokes it feels real.",2.521956521739128,5.14170554347826,3.6458260869565247,85.31004347826091,80.52173913043478,5.419130434782609,20.069565217391304,6.742157984588678,0.5684573913043476,189,5,33,2,5,61,37,46,0.059000000000000004,0.941,0.0,-0.3497,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,12,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545221823589834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697071342362584,0.0,0.0,0.1708950821853983,0.2504238908751851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513913051324885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417071679390209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357954091558415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269241904638224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431971508532115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27825903018928216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588256413678764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563774285242504,0.15657340554009094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540324919898197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321231964771395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166140091919213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amoran24,2020/03/27,"Shortness of breath, GERD? Anxiety? Allergies? Hello everybody, 20 y/o male here who has been diagnosed with GERD and OCD. I have had periodical shortness of breath for the past couple of months but in the past couple of weeks it has gotten worse. After a trip to the ER earlier this month for heart palpitations and a discharge as a possible anxiety attack my breathing has felt labored and I have felt air hungry. Multiple doctors have said my lungs are clear and I had a chest scan done earlier this month as well which turned up normal. I purchased a pulse oximeter device to measure my blood oxygen saturation but it says it’s normal but I constantly feel out of breath. My question for all of you is if shortness of breath from anxiety can last multiple days to possibly weeks, I would appreciate all answers and any level of expertise including personal experience.",4.822995780590716,7.589106784810131,5.6952151898734185,72.99176793248948,72.92405063291139,9.529789029535866,31.419409282700425,9.888512548439397,3.828261940928271,704,33,113,21,15,230,101,158,0.08900000000000001,0.852,0.06,-0.5705,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,8,0,14,11,9,0,3,22,20,11,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,7,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,8,6,11,1,22,11,2,21,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,2,12,75,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470150831465694,0.0,0.3196003299875801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584282419494863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049048032719953,0.0,0.0,0.3081768640623821,0.0,0.0898111156592041,0.0,0.0,0.14134586842930896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425384099355932,0.0,0.14251122904268249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622290535880974,0.0,0.0,0.07041399039297097,0.0,0.26742268824819004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502365355977486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351540633711625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334677738202811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728902712094724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658786667687553,0.0,0.12159637431698947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139892290792799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600296059013233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246805634003395,0.11074506300295353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147478313532356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341178560238395,0.0,0.1252113757173281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419177367386444,0.09892623832714796,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hebenezere,2020/03/27,"I’m italian...and I’m so tired... Hi everyone. I did a post here that got a lot of attention (“I’m an italian ocd etc.”) and then I deleted my account (I wish I had proof that that was me, but I don’t have it haha. However, lots of people messaged me for support, so if you believe that you messaged u/Nainaio, please feel free to message me). I deleted it because it contained lots of sensible information about me, and after that post got 2k upvotes it wasn’t safe for me to keep it.

Today is not a happy day. I know, it’s ironic, I made 2 posts that were very encouraging and feel-good style. I still believe firmly in what I wrote.

...but today I’m just tired. We are all tired. I got into the news loop again, and I used the excuse “well, the numbers are better, so checking the news will make me happier!” 

...well, that doesn’t actually work, of course. I learnt it the hard way: there were very good news for lots of days and today, when the number of deaths went up a lot, I just panicked a lot. So, moral of the story: you can’t count on good news to keep your mental health okay. News change from good to bad and bad to good in a minute. You can only rely on yourself to make you feel better.

Checking news and numbers constantly led me to a nightmare about covid yesterday and it was so...horrible. I think I even said the numbers of the infections in my sleep, because I recall talking to myself. 

I just want my life back, man. I want my boyfriend again, my friends, the shitty public transport. Again, I still belive in what I wrote in that posts, but sometime this feels so heavy. 
But this feeling is temporary, I know that. Tomorrow will be a better day.

I want to wake up and finally read on the news “0 new infected! We are finally okay”. I want it with all my heart, I’d give anything to make it happen tomorrow. I know there is light at the end of the tunnel (we should all keep that in mind!), but right now it feels so far. 

I’ve been on lockdown for almost 20 days now. Please, if you have any word of encouragement or wholesome pics I would appreciate it so so much. Sending you all a very very strong hug.",1.7161243446546628,3.744053007009345,3.120939138363348,91.28004444950993,79.67757009345793,6.044768634602232,23.055846820150446,7.11905507035037,0.7369469341235475,1629,54,350,20,41,531,202,428,0.079,0.706,0.215,0.9961,1,1,0,0,0,0,81.0,3,8,0,5,28,23,0,0,23,3,25,11,3,6,5,78,61,27,1,9,12,0,6,0,1,4,7,1,0,1,26,14,0,5,11,1,4,4,5,2,2,0,16,8,51,22,43,40,12,51,1,0,0,1,28,16,0,10,26,225,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.06977505008780067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159832157775024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862340241623634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058839558105523576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054980161418386776,0.11940136115621285,0.08717317693831614,0.0,0.0,0.16111518069956374,0.0,0.18971152766080096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756389981640151,0.0,0.0,0.07726760972432806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184449945765975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332901574390061,0.0,0.07974295912864658,0.04722599892527413,0.0,0.0,0.06832264975787755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691953073658898,0.0,0.0,0.15665257273837208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524180260160468,0.0,0.0,0.06859065608275028,0.0,0.29985990072212465,0.17155859888057814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632284499698368,0.07611456756005952,0.06405120815570417,0.0,0.0,0.07600264234411472,0.0,0.0847295007020773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066118306362967,0.0,0.0,0.1178858949835518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050355183947965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647275891585258,0.0,0.06765635146438319,0.14318321481997975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205659171095667,0.0,0.07219602905756617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052561754466116266,0.0,0.0,0.06905649558391659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054380035031053535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049570066394251835,0.0,0.0,0.15697412671540414,0.0,0.0,0.2739142972619055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152074713022602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106180307538265,0.0680142029978762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155303529091629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071671074632106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420221734872207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113893893497695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747011515617756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581520863373263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246541015597624,0.2033248941300289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061754250563882424,0.0,0.23598456578911955,0.16869350792525978,0.056754481486504166,0.0,0.0,0.12857668725540114,0.06628251213630003,0.0,0.0,0.0822230788104072,0.0,0.0,0.05205386920252048,0.0,0.0,0.05079254154773536,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnknownSubjectt,2020/03/27,"I’m so close to giving up I’m to the point in my life where I just want to give up. I have chronic anxiety, social anxiety, paranoia, depression, a speech impediment, ADD, and really really low self esteem. It’s affecting my relationships, it’s hard to get a job, or hold a job down. Every day consists of being upset over everything and the only way to get some relief is smoke weed or drink a lot. I’ve had seizures, and panic attacks constantly, I don’t have any money for meds or therapy. What’s the point anymore? 10 years from now it’s not going to get any better, so why not end it now? I’m not suicidal just have suicidal thoughts and wanted to vent a bit.",3.4622222222222203,4.6558605925925916,5.495740740740743,79.70583333333336,72.7037037037037,9.251851851851852,26.833333333333336,9.642632912329526,2.455755555555556,520,18,104,13,10,181,87,135,0.157,0.723,0.12,-0.4918,2,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,2,8,0,7,3,0,1,0,21,19,9,2,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,6,1,1,1,1,1,1,4,5,0,0,2,2,5,2,15,16,3,18,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,5,6,59,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607796477427566,0.0,0.2205757977895998,0.0,0.14297562327144794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401157593502647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750461845346342,0.1573937935732007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579407142290214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929762423321315,0.0,0.12417143213569334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122946462395122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768979443194686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146750845507882,0.0,0.12956863629650464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259650249876993,0.27659759660806943,0.08193382848404272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914594528981632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286128401398834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182991282455592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256622638730233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013781877325764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964603527706128,0.0,0.16914973788358678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725701586497436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471504551298384,0.0,0.0,0.1547821607535445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039835699697152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696081867985686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153921374475825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648683337730374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445305322405487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170067694057404,0.11443361291781053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008892893633395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283927460093948
anxiety,anxietystomach,2020/03/27,Stressin' about father's mental illness... Feelin' it today. It's been building up throughout the last few weeks and today it is really hitting. The toughest part of all this is that my father who is a paranoid schizophrenic is having a really difficult time right now.  The stress and anxiety that has infected our daily lives over the last month has really lead my father over the edge. He is pretty much in full blown psychosis right now. I luckily do not live with my parents anymore but I feel terribly for my mother who has to deal with the brunt of his paranoia. She is one the strongest people I know and how she is able to maintain I'm not sure I will ever be able to fully comprehend. Having grown up in the cloud of mental illness from a pre-teen to now has led to it's own problems in my life. Luckily I have insight into my own problems (my father does not) that has helped me deal with my anxiety in productive ways and has helped me tremendously.  I will be doing lots over deep breathing over the weekend and mediation. I will also try to get out for a few bike rides. I hope everyone is doing their best to maintain and please feel free to PM me if you'd like to chat. We need to be there for one another now more than ever.,4.215555555555554,5.544840653061224,5.178741496598639,82.1764569160998,71.04081632653063,8.219954648526077,27.488662131519273,8.680891452615391,2.047471655328798,980,34,187,17,18,321,136,245,0.12,0.758,0.121,0.7414,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,1,2,10,10,0,1,13,0,28,6,1,3,4,33,36,10,0,5,5,6,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,4,3,1,4,3,5,0,2,1,2,26,6,34,27,11,35,0,0,0,0,21,16,0,3,15,143,36,1,0.25424457336007233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165964673000774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332988015803795,0.194496402722456,0.0,0.12607114960918372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340699704886513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621149912924814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124556973567233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22997877238070905,0.0,0.12147079262868922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855369548553314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641614801142616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041477827766005,0.0,0.0,0.12626111408725876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069863084224342,0.2072432608596334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979023053476291,0.062105528077140315,0.0,0.22450261625345694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807482219937578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562187309851096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014677964106462,0.0,0.09344950758759962,0.09425956481260106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228270281006086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115425544982171,0.13766104849807584,0.0,0.0881305873953208,0.0,0.0,0.1395420966684474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932906684061302,0.0,0.24327772022594799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431337599825306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171234764807541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456181498906081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981125076546725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412602765347846,0.0,0.2409941275076817,0.0,0.0,0.08630768812969118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009037541112207,0.1019698304765976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tmarecha1,2020/03/27,"hiv anxiety Hi,
I need some advice as I am experiencing high anxiety of a HIV scare.
on the 28th - 1 of this month I had an eventful weekend in which I went out clubbing with a few friends in the city! bare in mind this was during the coronavirus period which is obviously still on-going!
During this night I was super depressed due to work and other things in my life,so when my friends went home early i decided to go for a walk,were i was approached by a prostitute,with me being drunk i did pay her for her services,in which she gave me oral without a condom,but we had sex with a condom!
this finished and after that I was still quite aroused and ended up at the hotel room of a transsexual escort,i was drunk but i do remember the experience but what I am doubting is whether she used a condom when we did intercourse (her inserting her penis inside me) prior to this she gave me a b*****b...with a condom on,she let me do her but with a condom on,so she seemed very hygienic! even when we kissed it was just lips! I also did oral on her penis without a condom!
Now that exact weekend on the sunday evening I started feeling the flu symptoms (which I had a week before) kind of come back,and i thought this may have being just due to me ONLY wearing a shirt in the cold (i spent alot of time outside) without a jacket!
Now these symptoms have gone on for like 3/4 weeks now,they have got better but i still having aching joints and get the chills,I also googled the symptoms I had and they are also similar to the coronavirus and also other STD's but primarily I am really paranoid this is HIV and im wishing it might be another STD
I googled the hiv symptoms on the nhs website and they are as follows:
raised temperature (fever) - Didnt have one
sore throat - had one early on but its gone
body rash - no rash
Other symptoms can include:
tiredness - not really
joint pain - YES
muscle pain - NO
swollen glands- NO
I dont think the escort would have gone in me without a condom,she even said she came but I couldnt feel anything so I assume she wore one! I used a condom with the other escort but she gave me oral without a condom.
so basically my biggest fears are:
getting oral without the condom
and giving oral to the transexual again without a condom
and finally did the escort use a condom going into me?
I have booked a HIV test and i feel so depressed and feel my life is over if it comes back positive,I wouldnt even want to live after the result comes back positive.
Can anyone assist me..",3.749256407551947,5.182661995991988,4.9493518616179735,82.96696841050522,72.32665330661321,7.336799915620714,26.959234257989664,7.85451343220497,1.6255298597194394,1972,69,381,26,38,652,221,499,0.10800000000000001,0.802,0.09,-0.7232,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,3,0,2,4,24,14,0,3,42,1,47,42,8,4,2,73,83,34,0,7,20,0,4,1,2,4,20,1,2,0,24,25,2,0,10,7,2,13,15,7,0,3,30,7,58,7,48,44,3,65,0,2,0,20,26,20,0,8,33,274,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188352620982255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530868104492586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713573230303608,0.11254881721690682,0.0,0.0,0.05143596827534549,0.0,0.060534913837569884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969294678941296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259548790998294,0.0,0.0,0.06505924104293064,0.0,0.08171033393163739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413485236833745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901003669883908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671696495308465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621362582516658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651537270997154,0.0,0.0,0.1943469235922943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195734220571898,0.0,0.08277723068317627,0.14877978382361798,0.0,0.0,0.08058311702599946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366699099687018,0.0,0.07686578053020189,0.07056697211398492,0.12542022622166465,0.0,0.05883391681667016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777218498147941,0.07378826423066502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945913140305504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660306731792198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522170117755086,0.10391744117490738,0.03593847305077435,0.0,0.06495622429964458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803721328073662,0.07427622740770022,0.0,0.058716152647411424,0.0,0.0,0.054544980691376865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903256117186501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954169452589172,0.055946897649794415,0.15654941868630054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824179694925561,0.0,0.0,0.09425086570233714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333093202591725,0.0,0.06997390957327597,0.0,0.07364797614430449,0.0,0.0,0.06696770114616728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206726610487485,0.0,0.17623912236558778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822932477577096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887104616845246,0.0471352912290641,0.0,0.05839967891453969,0.04289434982142985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060076370478685,0.0,0.060696008845873964,0.043388526766716035,0.0,0.11801332725239658,0.0,0.0,0.13638464632629313,0.0,0.0,0.08459218851238225,0.4963751775552564,0.0,0.05355370754884888,0.0,0.0,0.052256037012873284,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CodepnHelp1360,2020/03/27,"I have crippling anxiety. Please throw your best coping strageties at me. Yes, i am in therapy, have been for years. My anixety is still ruling my life. It's gotten to the point where I'm sure ill develop Agoraphobia. I have panick attacks while driving or leaving the house, though I can still make myself do it.",3.2846327683615826,5.905625966101695,4.045000000000002,83.57620056497176,77.47457627118644,7.3231638418079115,26.78248587570621,8.344100000000001,2.1132011299435027,248,10,45,5,6,79,49,59,0.114,0.7090000000000001,0.177,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,1,8,2,0,1,1,3,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,2,4,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018474881319695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29769917153220804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27461737924540625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019439859720272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770817032722114,0.0,0.0,0.18483256753216307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467366326235267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287246439311289,0.2473725099945888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41795652546420825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466306297058403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992542818780816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709961180139096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851356361150854
anxiety,JustCheezits,2020/03/27,"I need help! I am on the autism spectrum. I’m sure I have astrophobia, extreme fear of thunder and lightning. So there’s a 2% chance of tornadoes where I live tomorrow and I am FREAKING out. I don’t know what to do.

Some incidents that may have caused this:
-Driving through severe Tstorms
-Having a tornado watch on my birthday
-Multiple tornado warnings
-The Dayton tornado (even though it didn’t hit where I was)

I’m more scared of storms than the Coronavirus, spiders, or really anything.",2.4627472527472527,5.430258131868133,3.3487912087912086,83.5212087912088,88.56043956043956,7.195604395604397,31.17582417582417,8.139509932561175,3.1138615384615385,394,22,68,10,13,125,69,91,0.165,0.7559999999999999,0.08,-0.8296,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,1,1,10,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,8,1,9,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,1,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594719446701795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239085793590733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825822243866166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548096075168713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134457205729548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328524893468045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784230912211329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337971810774299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199463301668646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315678711337748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562087395822533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971744326002086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30978889909148616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mina1740,2020/03/27,"FMLA for severe anxiety? Hi all, 
Wishing you all a safe (and same) quarantine. I'm barely hanging on with all the stress from this virus situation. To the point of getting panic attacks multiple times daily which is affecting my work duties and makes me work longer which also triggers me to have more anxiety. Working from home is also new to me and I am NOT doing well. I work for a large corporation that I know offers FMLA. 

My question is, is it reasonable that I apply for leave from work due to my anxiety issues? I already have an appointment set up but I feel silly asking for time off for anxiety (even though it definitely is affecting my work). Has anyone ever successfully receive paid leave for anxiety? What was your experience?",4.596654501216545,6.972514109489055,6.088777372262776,71.74343369829684,72.13868613138686,9.238199513381996,29.664841849148413,9.725611199111238,3.3929907542579065,591,25,95,16,12,200,90,137,0.14400000000000002,0.77,0.086,-0.3219,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,7,6,7,1,2,5,0,11,0,0,5,4,22,19,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,2,1,15,4,18,17,5,12,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,73,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137903489633682,0.1998711115213028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779946302375525,0.0,0.0,0.08737938698831918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682668067542228,0.1421672792379902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825391045214377,0.11303923026635107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224108269112187,0.0,0.0,0.06318674821658668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528976714459067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253514517485638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304324162380199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867824523977943,0.0,0.0,0.2646426705058976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341601803166218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069329260571075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662110208766746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813360622805215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999092704217464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284862348206276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411764205203889,0.0,0.0,0.14046742848581267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314854719891715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277881767297012,0.0,0.14573778304687246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235976866456678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370515077394344,0.0,0.0,0.5458620059239514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poppybasket,2020/03/27,"how to ask dr about xanax without having to have ~that conversation~ i genuinely think xanax would help me so much and i’m tired of being put on unhelpful medications that only have adverse side affects (looking at you, propranolol and klonopin you sneaky bitches). i don’t know how i can suggest maybe trying xanax without my doctor lecturing me about abuse and being concerned about it. is this even possible with the abuse levels today? thanks for any help",5.177195121951217,8.130489097560979,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,72.65853658536584,7.514634146341463,29.76219512195122,8.472884824447931,2.6685560975609754,374,16,59,7,8,114,64,82,0.16899999999999998,0.742,0.08900000000000001,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,1,0,1,0,9,7,0,3,0,12,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,12,12,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,1,42,12,2,0.0,0.4756059979409632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648650831327608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763239229370784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543041202675874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256397896097952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690571068517815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030240162926026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685419300420582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163548273374649,0.0,0.0,0.20218950682804435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754151255166836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526454491976014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626510542269565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176429395432854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847825041942534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286038726893857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306812543123088,0.1902451869809061,0.0,0.0,0.1362657458580558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869455559333526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425753094129937,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,that1baztard,2020/03/27,Does anyone else have this is it normal So I've always had anxiety and sometimes goes away for a couple years but I always had little anxiety like I feel like I cant breathe sometimes but after I got Married I did have alot to drink haha but a couple days later it felt like my heart skipped a beat a couple times in a row and I felt nauseous and anxiety like crazy I went 2 or 3 different doctors they ran a ekg on me each time and checked my Vidal's they told me I was healthier then them and when moved to vegas I went one more time just for reinsurance that I'm good did a blood test everything came back normal so it actually went away but not I have anxiety about my heart witch is just awesome I dont know if I'm paranoid I know I'm good but sometimes I get anxiety about it no or when I got on long drives i get anxiety so I'm just asking if anyone else has the same thing but every doctor says I'm healthy and fine  that it's just anxiety or it feels like it skips a beat but dosnt,1.0441046277666004,3.007223497652582,3.0464654594232066,91.28647887323946,81.62910798122066,6.310663983903421,21.410462776659962,7.447530270364453,0.7011674044265592,787,24,174,12,21,265,111,213,0.11599999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.17,0.9514,1,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,3,2,12,10,0,0,10,1,13,7,4,0,0,35,35,24,0,4,17,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,8,1,0,6,1,1,7,4,1,0,1,15,5,23,9,12,20,4,25,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,6,17,104,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.08756182664278638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493221807177153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804930491361963,0.0,0.0,0.1254801546464578,0.18387438744489965,0.0,0.0,0.08388379950493358,0.0,0.16860528543521286,0.0689954841573219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026252118927858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29784779943099443,0.0,0.05786729696040526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374692152963612,0.0,0.1836813279840743,0.07852179453778227,0.0,0.10516083845513148,0.08789952318958033,0.0,0.0,0.14991287513928211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755999189309186,0.0,0.08064196363777364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907385964939762,0.12820375667295825,0.17230637879535088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937586124199937,0.0,0.0,0.15051959467525713,0.14352775359633335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126568119311826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862459706528837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191834482452168,0.0899312770040718,0.0,0.07940667594219783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536692751994134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582926395888412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080218306494721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135550427865038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662305950046194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961146097341941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569637890427015,0.0,0.0,0.08573918623271679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495369546775208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577820498889376
anxiety,Pocket_Stenographer,2020/03/27,"Anybody else with severe weather anxiety? Basically the entirety of Spring and half the summer, I am worried about the weather. The thought of tornadoes scare the hell out of me. I spend every waking minute obsessively checking weather forecasts and models anytime there's even a marginal risk for severe weather in my area. Saturday, there is supposed to be an outbreak. The worst of the forecast isn't in my area, but we're still in a marginal risk area. I was up until 5:30am, looking at weather models and my stomach has been upset all day. This happens every year and it's worse when a large tornado makes news that year (like Nashville a few weeks ago). 

I've never even experienced a tornado in my life, but this has been a lifelong issue for me. Most internet sources only talk about calming children and that adults grow out of their fear, which makes me feel like an idiot. No one I know seems to care at all. Weather experts are always hyping how dangerous it is and how unpredictable, which makes my anxiety worse. Learning more about weather hasn't helped me at all, it actually might have made it worse because now I have all of this data to check obsessively. Anybody else have issues with this? How do you cope?",5.601140191759523,7.393689704845816,5.732184503757447,77.74872505830525,68.2511013215859,8.336771184244624,33.17672972272609,8.841846274778883,2.9865985488468523,981,45,166,17,17,310,132,227,0.218,0.738,0.044000000000000004,-0.9899,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,0,13,15,3,7,15,0,17,3,2,7,5,32,28,13,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,10,0,0,5,0,3,1,4,11,0,2,5,3,16,4,27,21,8,27,1,0,1,0,6,13,1,3,15,117,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.13372906322154274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147568532193775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402637491244633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966698718277216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353693243743725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971910579153313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837800341063749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289548896576828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102426549408326,0.0,0.23092040734829064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420555270009334,0.06929039726797814,0.09789978657765784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118201811072288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185350637020237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860635874717244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531235631908598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679380621519687,0.1338994323500221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507718510697194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966842002885615,0.2744212603621271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453753828898846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569195075705533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286031704513333,0.10422337402132402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371986810001359,0.0,0.0,0.1247540088387884,0.0,0.3096272727692306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943851365674456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014574197222272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879265578468884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109923406501635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916847372783314,0.4189594838943242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649561912844494
anxiety,einapetsa,2020/03/27,"Anxiety from writing?? Hi everyone. 
I’m trying to write a rough draft (3 pages, double spaced, so not a lot at all, and i know that.) of a research paper. the rough draft is due monday. for some reason, i can’t get over this hump of no motivation and anxiety for doing it - every time i go to do it i get more and more anxious. i know the clock is ticking and the closer i get to the due date, the worse it’ll get for me. does anyone have any tips or tricks on how to get over this hump? does anyone else ever have major ‘writing’ anxiety? even if you don’t have any tips or tricks, just knowing that i’m not alone will help. 

love to everyone.",0.9821297359357076,2.873615410447762,2.9598507462686605,92.20105051664757,81.4626865671642,5.914121699196326,19.262916188289324,7.010146845296331,0.19202824339839264,491,12,110,6,13,165,79,134,0.141,0.797,0.062,-0.7805,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,2,0,8,0,11,3,0,3,2,23,23,9,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,8,1,15,21,8,14,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,5,7,69,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712015165325429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224820083179642,0.0,0.3793634021820969,0.18674256922749816,0.0,0.2311639743177361,0.1693699465734685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28931124841304706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808739762966676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917945350402364,0.14952381003588733,0.13927284172870702,0.315903516379398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318135711297879,0.0,0.09394411124276242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079747348296608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27253457593352953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053261539678755,0.14919019906755634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699564949467352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638807932434512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222822203066116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684553812608626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,necroticcheetah,2020/03/27,"Was I Overreacting? Trigger warning for suicide. 

I have a friend who suffers from depression and has been acting off the past few weeks. Last night he blocked a bunch of his close friends and turned off his phone. When I first noticed I thought he was just mad at me and blocked me, but after asking a mutual friend to make sure he is fine, we realized that the mutual was also blocked. We ended up realizing that he had blocked most people and turned off his phone, I got very worried. He acted similarly in the past when he attempted suicide so I got double concerned and worried. My anxiety got really bad, I started hyperventilating, shaking, and almost threw up. I kept thinking very irrationally and overall panicking. I tried every method I could think of to contact him until I eventually ended up contacting his parents. Since this happened very late at night they were asleep and didn't answer the phone, but I still tried calling multiple times while crying and shaking. Now it's the morning and my friend is ok, he was ok the whole time and really mad at me for contacting his parents since I could've worried them and gotten him in trouble. I don't know what to think now. I don't know if I had a legitimate reason to worry that much or if my anxiety just made me think and act  very irrationally. I feel terrible and still having a lot of anxiety because I feel like everyone hates me, my friend, his parents, and all our mutual friends that I worried. 

I'm sorry if this isn't the right place to post this, I just really needed to vent since I can't stop shaking and crying thinking about the situation. Thanks for listening.",7.054272401433692,7.290402670967745,7.3040860215053725,73.37057347670252,64.2258064516129,10.501792114695341,35.286738351254485,10.25414643259724,3.626942652329748,1308,56,234,28,18,425,157,310,0.263,0.625,0.11199999999999999,-0.9946,3,0,1,0,0,2,29.0,3,0,2,2,12,23,3,3,13,2,19,1,1,4,2,58,47,28,2,5,9,3,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,10,19,0,6,14,0,0,7,5,11,0,1,17,3,43,12,27,29,8,45,0,2,0,0,39,14,0,7,24,155,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808685088837489,0.0,0.0,0.06236149230387523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896608406068182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290184251615703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651109975696106,0.047536581298601055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962746635450407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452319544411067,0.0,0.1713172489016636,0.0,0.0,0.06716504465199473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813629426861485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570247671973797,0.07451432444751571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885921847581445,0.05570974451629377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663307208464706,0.0,0.0,0.3614882282852604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710593257215805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895846768329869,0.0,0.0,0.07699023474584622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571279419752828,0.06356503997821364,0.08796612651677964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038097647747062924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629677959366387,0.0,0.07378764350940498,0.052053018837061725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057325113116931836,0.05782202982899546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636004122309915,0.0,0.0,0.08878204875981079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597664943181912,0.0,0.14888365049162555,0.054062306179222766,0.0,0.08147369754425712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468437951879042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987015209203525,0.08017760328577021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659547048941508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935204232786549,0.08765407260497987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729350576702463,0.055195454754396425,0.0,0.12455168390431495,0.06519572775214164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705974283312284,0.0,0.07349630490426337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179455986162539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24983584015423504,0.0,0.06190831738132994,0.09094286379542857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588815527481596,0.16964218261428787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25737044101965795,0.0,0.0,0.06255176958643477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706316187951707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959681827268399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ael38,2020/03/27,"How are you managing social anxiety during quarantine? Quarantine is amplifying social and relationship anxiety. How do you quell unfounded worries? I am a 23 year old, relatively extroverted woman. Generally, my social/relationship anxiety is manageable. It took me ten years to get to that point, but I typically feel pretty ""under control."" For perspective, in the past, my anxiety would make it so that I couldn't eat, crippled my interactions with others (especially men), and exhausted me to the point that, after my classes were over, all I would do was sleep. 

Recently, my social circle has expanded greatly due to my new job, and I have made many friends. I have also been dating a boy (long distance) for nearly six months, and have been happier with him than I have with any of my past partners. Neither of these things have caused me any anxiety until now, when, due to quarantine, I have had WAY too much time to think and worry. My worries have spanned from ""what if I never see my friends again?"" to ""what if the extended period of social distancing and lack of physical contact make my boyfriend want to break up with me?"" to ""oh my gosh everyone is going to forget about me.""

My question IS: how are you managing your social anxiety during this time?",5.9953692666493925,7.885835823788549,6.927779217413839,69.17691889090439,67.41409691629957,10.979942990412026,33.61725835708732,10.966923227221727,4.3799906193314335,1000,46,162,32,17,333,135,227,0.11900000000000001,0.805,0.076,-0.6715,1,3,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,0,1,10,4,0,0,5,0,25,3,1,8,2,33,35,16,0,7,3,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,11,10,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,7,2,31,3,30,25,4,33,0,0,1,0,20,8,0,3,21,127,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519987483845818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789425211253985,0.0,0.4316197904986935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660000139877144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546841579488088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622143352872774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985461484502093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754699687383334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530264600984827,0.0,0.0491294842975044,0.0,0.05344234232922092,0.0,0.0,0.10367408396235403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331537571594947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321814792530588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889783318444933,0.12553838456709615,0.0953368818849448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505795894097307,0.0,0.06912665448235031,0.0,0.07252570414338587,0.09081973306406016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867407066698528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953438041390898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778722167397135,0.0,0.0,0.09566755297918936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534088805494272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284836534659266,0.20191711712967134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493383913778287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410306025661967,0.5751419548813899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062472774719101426,0.0602539266321952,0.0,0.0,0.10966530341420644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447651075914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055464367362786635,0.07464072445625129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28649177575136114,0.0,0.13359974397788235,0.0,0.0,0.1211111060381184
anxiety,Alif_Allah,2020/03/27,"Difficulty in speaking because of shortness of breath During confrontational or otherwise tense scenarios, I experience a fast heartbeat and shortness of breath which completely inhibit my speaking abilities. I am unable to voice the words in my mind because of breathlessness. This happens when I am having a disagreement with someone (especially my father), negotiating something (like asking my employer for a pay rise) or speaking with someone I feel attracted to.

My inability to speak becomes completely apparent to the person I am talking to and I feel very embarrassed.

I am introverted and feel that I have a disposition towards anxiety in general.

Would appreciate some help. Thank you!",8.846865079365077,11.850885750000005,9.175833333333333,51.44138888888892,62.03571428571429,13.192063492063491,46.37301587301587,12.261556223090626,7.594550396825397,572,38,68,23,9,189,72,112,0.18,0.7140000000000001,0.106,-0.7893,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,1,6,0,7,2,2,0,0,15,13,6,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,8,14,3,16,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,3,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660853929196966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029646771747047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646914411009942,0.23977637138559146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552627388860788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237119588136627,0.0,0.0,0.3293257468076867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198599992450266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455214852994313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606695947889816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192150343050876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956846765614266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679061907324209,0.1671387021522587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450147092485402,0.0,0.19988191192815616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791350762646674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542257778326174,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousanonymous0_0,2020/03/27,"I think I might have anxiety I start gagging and getting nauseous out of nowhere. Sometimes I think I don’t even think about anything that could be anxiety.  Sometimes even after getting up for work and on my way to work and at work, but I love my job. I don’t know what to do.  I got prescribed clonazepam which is helping but that was only 2 days ago. I actually got sent home because they said I was swaying or whatever which doesn’t help because I work on heavy machinery.  So do I need to lower my dosage or what?? I’m going to see a therapist as soon as I’m able to",2.967674199623353,4.216211906779666,4.323333333333334,87.41874764595106,74.0,7.278342749529191,30.060263653484,7.793537801064563,1.8667540489642185,447,20,95,6,9,148,72,118,0.05,0.838,0.113,0.8753,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,0,15,29,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,2,16,1,16,20,0,13,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,3,5,62,22,5,0.15564411610829046,0.0,0.15188620538802167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796911790141286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381346456123247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280818458189613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975841708631555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426916183547534,0.0,0.0,0.10037757877338482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560294154981293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626352533851836,0.0,0.08845613800440473,0.0,0.2489656360247939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086499403804553,0.0,0.15612373890214845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445276895637958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553793576783121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404748915397406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511381095518135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540813993486318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837436389283935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805319656293836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402820922666348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30787202128168606,0.0,0.11016570647731716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807148150709262,0.0,0.2991913949047019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354305472948685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532430809572464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpiitFiire,2020/03/27,"Tapering Question Hey guys,

I'm happy to say I'm at a point where I want to reduce my cipralex (escitalopram) dosage from 15mg -> 10mg a day. I've got my pharmacy to fax my doctor and hes all good with it (didn't want to visit the doctors for obvious reasons).

However, I'm not sure if I need to taper my dosage. Does anyone else have experience with reducing their cipralex/lexapro dosage by this amount? Did you need to taper or is the change small enough?

Thanks and hope y'all are healthy",2.461507150715072,4.383513544554457,3.7411221122112224,88.22860286028605,76.92079207920794,7.261166116611661,25.083608360836077,8.167268648758528,1.420662486248625,392,14,84,7,9,128,73,101,0.02,0.7979999999999999,0.182,0.9337,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,3,17,16,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,10,5,12,13,3,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,1,41,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166822297932904,0.20759583692039169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214332396881681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066539728287085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147557421060555,0.17730362428477647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925298412758738,0.0,0.0,0.2093482223285356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818949934079388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993797593964402,0.16204412448723055,0.0,0.0,0.20061377187256,0.0,0.21567998121002907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123545761954134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004625263637956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915300466768573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269673266298486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831476612185884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112201199356224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095564022265693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653422319310747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900689306856165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,K_m7,2020/03/27,"Need advice I (26f) keep finding myself in a cycle of feeling agitated, annoyed, and angry one moment and then feeling ok then next. It keeps coming in waves throughout the day and I don’t know how to deal with it. I know a big part of it is due to everything going on in the world right now. I do best when I have a routine and that has been disrupted. I have anxiety so all of this on top of that is making me feel on edge. Has anyone else gone through this? And if so what ideas or things that have helped you manage?",1.5452777777777769,3.4001881574074058,3.1534814814814816,91.6896666666667,79.46296296296295,5.801481481481483,20.985185185185188,6.742157984588678,0.3040007407407411,403,11,88,4,10,133,74,108,0.095,0.8009999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,5,3,1,0,5,1,10,0,0,2,1,22,22,13,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,3,9,2,14,20,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,8,66,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652958125862045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616828035335341,0.0,0.0,0.14778141181514826,0.21655389770449185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179965276406688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206002247126613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630379826721922,0.2178934214059028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765564953260643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899484945888605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320595984292168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931708261836551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201155450986688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166400370291518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385893570440034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757166505817896,0.0,0.0,0.2323057735316535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107831763988932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671395959440662,0.0,0.0,0.22477400136316925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432167896205992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887234876313656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804924507547334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041209763944482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geneweave92,2020/03/27,"Even more exhausted than before.. I just got my meds changed and I’ve been waking up extra tired and drowsy. With literally no energy to keep my eyes open. Tricky part is that I am working from home and I have to push myself to get anything done. Then it makes me anxious that I’m not getting anything done. Then I just get stuck in the vicious cycle of overwork or over stress. 
I just want energy to function and to be positive instead of my usually Debbie downer that has the energy of an 80 yr old and I’m only 27...",1.64444155844156,3.9469972190476232,3.528917748917753,86.76350649350651,81.57142857142857,6.4848484848484835,22.87878787878788,7.686295010490155,1.2177619047619055,408,14,81,7,11,137,74,105,0.165,0.737,0.098,-0.7645,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,1,3,0,8,4,2,1,0,15,18,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,1,10,0,14,12,3,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,4,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776527329069055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33182059743047776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155779101689222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132797931182132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126401409972434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316346759039038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160033722761569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124831266519754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223425101483652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920287447183778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457822541306613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394656325266346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115589008164904,0.0,0.0,0.15333575143386885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183272033430767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094698005335765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172445466026434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220482067287405,0.0,0.11891655542775903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677664596300585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nea31,2020/03/27,"My housemates are making my anxiety worse due to COVID-19 fear Is anyone else going through this?

For context, I'm a college student renting on campus with other students I didn't know beforehand. We have a shared kitchen and bathroom, but private rooms. I mentioned offhand that I was going to my parent's house for spring break (which is a few towns over) and then planned on returning to my campus apt. Now they're questioning my every move, and saying in no uncertain terms that they don't want me to come back. One even said they heard my boyfriend coughing through the wall and asked if he was sick.

This whole pandemic has me stressed beyond belief already as much of my life as a college senior has been uprooted. I want to return to campus for some semblance of normalcy, and to see my boyfriend, among other reasons, but now I feel unwelcome in my own home. I'm losing sleep over it and am stressing about it and I haven't even returned to campus yet. 

The worst part is that they are clearly acting out of coronavirus fears, and I can't tell if they're overreacting or not. One of my manifestations of anxiety is already constantly worrying that I'm doing something wrong, and even with taking necessary precautions like staying inside, disinfecting daily, washing hands, etc., I can't help but feel like I'm part of the problem. I have no reason to believe I've ever been exposed to someone with COVID (or exposed to someone who was exposed!), but my anxiety is telling me I'm a threat if I so much as leave my room or invite my boyfriend to my room.

Having anxiety while the media and the rest of the world is saying ""YOU SHOULD BE VERY WORRIED!"" is bad enough, but now having people in my life say it to my face like I'm the enemy is making my mental health take a nosedive.",7.651830255911889,7.057320734693878,7.425923226433432,75.76241577583419,63.22740524781341,10.071201814058961,36.83981211532232,9.2995712137729,3.3427506964690634,1424,61,258,21,18,453,185,343,0.226,0.73,0.045,-0.9965,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,3,2,12,16,1,5,13,0,30,10,3,4,2,45,52,27,0,7,12,1,3,3,0,1,6,5,6,0,13,16,1,0,7,0,1,5,8,12,0,2,8,9,35,4,42,42,13,39,1,1,1,0,20,16,0,9,19,183,48,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851968319262746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30296908495860303,0.0,0.0,0.06922999560407747,0.10144730113202956,0.0,0.0,0.09256085294669826,0.0,0.0,0.07613247016423615,0.08266909673672332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155020621231714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528822671642683,0.0,0.1069944838327078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271003264323833,0.0,0.0,0.10230365149452512,0.11042216501458436,0.19618523453182932,0.08956008601289367,0.0834200765850563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282723582209105,0.10012471938845297,0.07073266315221001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253916926390907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052428503553165,0.0,0.0,0.06636422154280389,0.0,0.09931496148717414,0.0,0.0,0.11424408412858528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054413229251439786,0.0,0.0,0.10483714493341427,0.0,0.0,0.13986718315895252,0.14511364798288054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076670663571872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217969959925688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997786506450006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523181122276838,0.1455672773755534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418328589614748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993873154731572,0.21443605801501306,0.0,0.06864096982329879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473906362274416,0.0,0.0,0.11091370170674288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359725052787586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418104907106413,0.2362098418569561,0.0,0.0,0.07889803888433362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908136287545408,0.0,0.16778146469915708,0.07622262674948492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553133616153484,0.0,0.0,0.22683091824930976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488861842874775,0.0,0.17307796184785512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816935029411902,0.11679716035469047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105409718830982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109863601775213,0.10089950511183897,0.0,0.10825173814072947,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrrone,2020/03/27,"What helps everyone stop worrying about stuff? Obviously with this virus going around at the moment it just adds to all the stress, I've tried everything that everyone usually says to help with my head feeling so full but nothing seems to work and it's always the most basic tips like 'go do some excersize' or 'take some deep breaths and count to 10' but that literally doesn't do a thing and I'm sure there's plenty of people out there who agree with me so what helps you?",4.4580184331797215,5.997394064516133,4.690353302611367,85.09838709677422,70.72043010752688,8.755145929339479,25.1136712749616,9.23628265651192,1.8375542242703533,380,11,77,8,7,119,72,93,0.052000000000000005,0.765,0.184,0.9232,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,4,0,3,2,2,0,3,22,9,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,12,9,5,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,5,4,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693466976451424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117782528371734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889481918226462,0.18291254745995605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290689294351392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313326082535556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887239890427733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40924973672620735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943062165418494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952849516164709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410966038414646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618489490350668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527888333785555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701535953776095,0.23313388704740465,0.0,0.23298412138512645,0.0,0.0,0.191817178174204,0.0,0.1530232965527462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521104512577228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381781517679329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415084853942144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481665185369841,0.20668657983926506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrsGohanSon,2020/03/27,"Feeling so overwhelmed with everything, like I cant breathe Ive always had really bad anxiety and depression, but this whole situation has made it so much worse. I cant sleep. I'm having such a hard time working from home. I cant focus and I feel like I'm the only one of my coworkers freaking out. I told my boss I had a fever today and he just responded with a list of items he expects in a report.

I am doing quarantine with my family in my hometown (1.5 hours away from my office) and my boss's assistant said that this was an issue because what if I needed to come in to print something? But I can't be up there alone. I will turn to my bad vices and addiction if left alone in my apartment indefinitely. 

I can't breathe. Im doing an awful job at my job and I know it. I should be grateful to still have work during a time like this, but I can't do it. I'm such a disappointment and failure of a person.",1.6833088235294118,3.3839363749999976,3.994914215686277,86.53709558823532,78.47916666666666,7.225980392156862,23.794117647058826,8.124751697461798,1.3219702205882355,712,24,154,13,17,247,110,192,0.201,0.723,0.076,-0.9787,2,3,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,10,1,21,5,3,3,0,28,33,14,0,5,6,0,3,3,0,2,2,1,1,1,8,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,6,4,24,3,20,23,3,16,0,3,0,0,6,10,0,3,8,105,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166201560342686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071750882187401,0.0,0.0,0.12339223309948301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344427013306292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932680719120005,0.0,0.24763808078011876,0.09039845954631756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774188669593492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772514148127515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327681027647456,0.0,0.1397980970512177,0.0,0.1499634949863322,0.10594104473684722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328420221154334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487506663690809,0.0,0.1460394172555684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018263701615568,0.1547800887894949,0.2943172187185557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149833609400857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112153260399412,0.0,0.0,0.21734642508510027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031907900367555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901292809715672,0.1099578951954679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048764503232736,0.11278403677682874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294843337842015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500073775457507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106126205837705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666883254956419,0.14840079009026128,0.0,0.0,0.11416373073710412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842753571323075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294249121947805,0.0,0.14056508253510605,0.14170097975447307,0.0,0.0,0.16130095563748525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655646136541089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159191510325721,0.0,0.15112394343157276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhatWillIdo,2020/03/27,I can only concentrate/focus on my work when I'm around people. Does anyone else get this? Working from home has made me realise how hard I find focusing when I'm alone. I need to be on a video or voice call (even if we're not talking much.) Or my brain turns to mush. Can anyone relate?,1.075499999999998,3.0939142166666684,2.666666666666668,93.755,81.83333333333334,5.333333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.1476666666666664,223,5,49,2,6,73,48,60,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.4137,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,0,9,10,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779250917330616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32107812241861405,0.23524852694046205,0.0,0.20438937134465368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256305386681572,0.23444347791106185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092125667333974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917982353931359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164618120632764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098468454702596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995458294263395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567317451205708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303037945050853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724955675709484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877968753828534,0.17024273650294378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746183211365014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591731555054401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454079734157006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497348284036383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33429766066213823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,from1982,2020/03/27,"I’ve run myself through the wringer. I’ve allowed my anxiety to make me sick. I’ve not slept well in 3 nights. I’ve not eaten well as I’ve had no appetite. Today I feel like shit. Headache. Tight chest. Exhaustion.

End vent.",-0.9559661835748798,0.7793787173913067,0.5120289855072464,100.49504830917877,109.65217391304348,3.7835748792270527,20.328502415458935,5.82211442006289,0.02218647342995217,175,7,39,2,9,55,35,46,0.336,0.615,0.05,-0.9086,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,6,3,2,0,6,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,3,2,4,3,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566231551662767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971147175531558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961678715908382,0.2396500513432091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638870060868577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239196884707015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148030178405437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443410764801625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31797335329546883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032310098154068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Weary-Average,2020/03/27,"Need Some Guidance Hello, I (16F) have been diagnosed with GAD for a few years now, but started experiencing strong side effects when I entered high school. I'm constantly distracted, can't focus, have a killer tension headache 24/7, I'm  tired, my grades are slowly dipping, it takes me an hour to fall asleep, and I have been dealing with it in conjunction with dysthemia.

Most of my treatment thus far has mainly focused on my depression, but I didn't get much results from it. I'm in a situation where I haven't been on meds for almost 4 full months now and it's been miserable. I can't find a psychiatrist that'll take someone as young as me and also takes my family's insurance. My school had a psychiatrist, but the appointment was cancelled because of the corona virus situation. I'm not sure how I'm going to hold out now and I just want any sort of advice about what to do.

Thank you.",5.752194357366773,6.388815724137932,6.244608150470222,78.46575235109721,67.04597701149424,9.54566353187043,31.91013584117033,9.573946990214177,2.8391678160919547,712,28,137,14,11,231,114,174,0.136,0.768,0.096,-0.7894,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,9,7,0,3,8,0,17,3,1,4,1,26,31,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,7,1,15,3,20,23,6,23,0,2,0,0,3,10,0,4,10,87,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739381507891055,0.0,0.0,0.1715336789513237,0.0,0.0,0.13698972462175316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649087458747907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044237868751302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511603439469249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660429497533986,0.14754170612611778,0.17386738739100507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614877815981522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656644128056338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949794848969543,0.0,0.09735457372167536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098940941646136,0.0,0.0,0.16869744306925974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027731734061112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673119999311922,0.0,0.12592629152512036,0.1270178703349064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467324683882954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851000617374634,0.0,0.0,0.14514318064566625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124806299267052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614496093276747,0.0,0.3863921628130213,0.0,0.0,0.15771137959398812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688584166940445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103804597640308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031253110751822
anxiety,mmarysue3,2020/03/27,"Can’t finish masters thesis Hello! So I just lost my job due to Coronavirus, but I was being positive about this since I had a thesis to do and my job was consuming my free time. But now I just feel really bad for losing the job and also guilty because I spent the last two days without doing anything, can’t get out of bed and can’t stop reading news and worrying about everything that’s going on. 
Do you have any advice for me to concentrate only on the thesis? Everything just feels pointless...",5.768911564625852,6.1471277959183706,6.6738775510204125,76.30564625850344,66.9591836734694,9.798639455782316,29.59863945578231,9.725611199111238,2.753586394557822,396,13,72,8,6,132,68,98,0.188,0.727,0.085,-0.8838,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,8,4,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,15,17,8,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,2,1,4,3,0,1,5,2,10,2,12,11,0,11,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,52,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578234995551435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203831126013026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292876228373958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645195971982742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587416488801837,0.11589494216240992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226112007569346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34173388122102594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226003037152206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932947151467364,0.0,0.10804916224893966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5659921177635464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549725796550528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126948321254696,0.2075376413394508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445942716799995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017071863596585,0.0,0.12179527242730825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726862450234602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589482224144091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086007503830836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571890104897495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832681915317617,0.0,0.0,0.19307534695025366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ooga-booga-tachanka,2020/03/27,"Funny story and what do I do So I was playing Rust, for those who don’t know, large map survival game, with up to hundreds of players in the same server, there was only one other guy on the server, he somehow found me and said hi, my anxiety is flipping tables freaking the fuck out at that moment and I nervously type “hi” back in chat and the exit the server close the game and uninstalled Rust 

How do I handle meeting new people better",5.947586206896553,5.815428126436785,6.522436781609198,79.29124137931036,66.58620689655173,7.879540229885057,30.043678160919534,6.742157984588678,1.7510616091954017,345,11,63,2,5,113,65,87,0.106,0.809,0.085,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,1,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,13,11,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,6,2,10,7,1,12,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,1,3,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600490294997043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613887153843433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30064451873528825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727207300928252,0.0,0.3142640491199614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365886867171667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868191595946533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283109435103978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23034847451278645,0.2585355723340789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356678416731043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32335563757656305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Julieeelol,2020/03/27,"Conspiracy Theorist Father, Pandemic, and Earth-Quaking Anxiety. I’ve never posted in this subreddit before, but I’m a long time lurker. I just need somewhere to vent and get my anxieties off my chest. 

I’ve had anxiety since I was a child, but only got diagnosed and medicated around 3 years ago. I’ve been bouncing around on medications since, trying to find the right equilibrium for my anxiety and depression, but it still has yet to happen. A lot of my anxiety stems from my father who has bipolar disorder (undiagnosed). I grew up living with him, his explosiveness and downright disregard for us shook me to my core. But the worst part of living with him was his ideologies. 

My father is a conspiracy theorist, one of the worst. He believes the wrath of God is coming for me and everyone else. His theories changed constantly growing up, but he would instill fear in me that still lingers. We couldn’t use regular shampoo or toothpaste because the chemicals in them were created to give us cancer. We had a bomb shelter beneath our house, albeit unfinished. He bought thousands of pounds of rice one day and stored it in our closets. We had to watch YouTube videos about the apocalypse and how the government is out to get us. My father believed that he had to try to save his children and preach what he learned, and in turn it gave me severe anxiety and PTSD. Now distanced from him, he tells me that I’m going to burn in hell alone. 

Fast forward to now. We’re in a world crisis with this pandemic, and it’s bringing everything from my childhood back. The panic, the fear, the hopelessness that I so commonly felt. I go through my day feeling the Earth quaking in my bones. My heart skips a beat every time I hear new news. I can hardly sleep or take care of myself. The world feels like a ticking time bomb. 

I try to keep updated on the world in order to stay well informed, but I also try to distance myself from the news for my mental health. Now, it’s nearly impossible. Everything on my mind is COVID-19. My father texted my family the other day (we have hardly any contact and he is MIA at the moment) and told us to pull all of our money from the banks and prep food for six weeks. That this was the beginning of the end. 

Of course, I try to brush whatever he says off. I worry for his wellbeing and mental state. But I’ve accepted that I must put myself first. Now I feel awful, and I can’t put anything first. This pandemic has triggered something deep within me, something that I’ve buried so deep. I feel fear every time I wake up. Although I know the facts and I know many people are feeling the same way, my heart hurts. My body and mind are tired. I need to escape this world but there’s nowhere to go. 

Stay safe and well everyone. We will get through this, even though it feels so hard. 

TLDR; I grew up with a conspiracy theorist father who instilled the fear of doomsday in me and now my mind and body thinks this is it.",4.166878306878306,5.94075909171076,4.8908430335097,82.43965079365083,71.83950617283949,8.355696649029984,28.29664902998236,8.96741613852259,2.3224431040564366,2323,89,442,47,45,748,270,567,0.212,0.732,0.055999999999999994,-0.9988,0,1,2,0,0,1,70.0,12,0,1,3,23,19,1,6,31,1,27,16,8,3,4,82,62,39,0,5,11,6,10,1,0,3,7,2,1,2,25,35,1,3,14,1,4,13,3,12,2,6,14,14,70,7,73,44,6,84,2,3,1,0,47,34,1,3,34,292,95,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788899304059127,0.0,0.0,0.06763634441817254,0.0,0.052224430752041036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440967838964798,0.0,0.29974914065391073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374049783037721,0.1162706929982016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050215558045484936,0.0,0.03980935680821239,0.0,0.055569793842344416,0.14715287295831894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507839344267032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658285830096912,0.0,0.0690840915126378,0.05625452438409241,0.0,0.07057156692614383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634907827408176,0.0,0.056247150185145166,0.0662832585284135,0.0,0.0,0.07484525346402207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455399563656282,0.0,0.05784089722566298,0.0,0.0,0.04313337445922865,0.0,0.11004465476764484,0.12480356172947395,0.11738394926604108,0.0,0.061563796048643336,0.29394538152777505,0.19812119509819645,0.04665394600450073,0.06270309623653134,0.0,0.059687639297961524,0.11109689680611463,0.07896713454355661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235759126289172,0.06264656165140638,0.11134310710735064,0.0,0.05223042007662965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057749046522889286,0.0,0.17550151243920686,0.0,0.0,0.06941622213871464,0.07360354583693186,0.1547736147332309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535326813298594,0.06991041454215981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580461355402683,0.0,0.0,0.0717799032665964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031904752325154065,0.0,0.11533112413147782,0.057792920705974825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552002441027978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620907809768768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157594963723718,0.1316242757487169,0.0,0.1978184745697009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684574506435202,0.05036728614130935,0.06307203131004717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850479390877779,0.04966743885739392,0.0,0.07662141401509348,0.0,0.07071901315607275,0.0,0.04527430407846434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254419293612462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633811731148463,0.13129923998729126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055770162138309314,0.0,0.05193320274119951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377612643638358,0.0,0.10804203653300272,0.0,0.06535221986052632,0.0,0.0,0.10055004729680037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921300399698666,0.10430540628205577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910127579684585,0.0,0.057079498542580875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041844843833867176,0.06416188725398758,0.0,0.15231961639190994,0.07505855663781931,0.0,0.06240178086473697,0.0,0.22168923594967266,0.071033149554813,0.0,0.0,0.31421577266927897,0.056402601843016736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518361148076559,0.052383777849097285,0.0,0.11743417872197305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632045570065473,0.0,0.04639083903298676,0.0,0.0,0.04205431580955338
anxiety,signofthetimes91,2020/03/27,"What is that one thing that either flares up or arises only when your anxiety gets severe? Mine is picking at the skin of my thumbs until they bleed...I do it subconsciously and don’t even realize how bad it is until I’m bleeding. I haven’t done this in a couple of months, but with all the situations surrounding COVID-19 and staying stuck at home, my anxiety has reached an all time high. Not sure how to stop this bad habit unless I bandage it up",6.362921348314607,6.122459000000003,6.599191011235956,79.45339325842697,65.74157303370787,9.816629213483148,31.28314606741573,9.3871,2.545766741573033,357,12,71,6,5,115,67,89,0.21100000000000002,0.772,0.017,-0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,8,2,1,3,3,16,11,10,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,7,1,12,9,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,6,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611061023904027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941301841382564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611493225760789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24152826032032976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588760021068562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330961400049152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24936587474840705,0.23674520228086424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838723990323405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993184051275594,0.17950225200693826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666330526464825,0.0,0.0,0.26529401380568823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251563683380766,0.0,0.19732153663064275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244408215701067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679980863433104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762393831945322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emhacy,2020/03/27,"Need to start taking new med (Buspar) but I’m afraid to do that right now and don’t know what to do. I have what was a somewhat mild anxiety disorder which I was dealing with by taking the very occasional klonopin (prescribed). I also take low doses of adderral. 
Over the last two weeks my anxiety has spiraled out of control - it’s really affecting me and my whole family and I’m finding it difficult to function normally. I had a tele-visit with my psychiatrist last week and he prescribed me Buspar. I’ve had it for several days but I’m afraid to start it. I’m uninsured and I’m in FL where this whole COVID thing isn’t being handled well. I’m afraid of having some kind of reaction and needing medical care. I’m afraid of potential side effects making things worse instead of better. Not being able to tell if it’s then meds or if I’m getting sick. I’ve read good things and scary things. I know that’s how it is with every medication, but I could be one that experiences the scary things and is now a good time for that?
I’ve also been reading that it takes like six weeks to start really working and I need help like now.
Has anyone else dealt with this problem and what was your solution? Any advice or personal experiences with starting and using Buspar?
I can’t decide if it’s worth the risk or not...but I’m pretty miserable right now.",3.7909523809523833,5.400193731343286,4.973710021321963,82.13390547263681,72.50746268656717,8.23909026297086,26.941009239516703,8.841846274778883,2.076141222459133,1072,38,208,21,21,354,141,268,0.141,0.7290000000000001,0.13,-0.4673,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,4,10,17,0,6,7,0,21,4,0,6,0,45,47,24,0,9,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,24,17,0,1,5,2,1,0,4,9,1,3,6,0,14,8,24,37,4,25,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,8,19,129,38,3,0.09722517140609303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500731225618624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550186889393133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611645054933224,0.0,0.14875398001732912,0.0,0.0,0.06798210044497345,0.09961867764473624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598776318894022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912754196651404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904629695606062,0.07762638808356502,0.0,0.0,0.06270219231918088,0.10023488257673166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114284696252104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121915504828504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191640019689186,0.0,0.0,0.19020974736572727,0.09165523878299736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886204528267773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050796139238718084,0.0,0.0,0.1630957219168343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651679829748486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124505460697593,0.10686482309378847,0.1585029823334655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949986154318314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489855687939589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159904951724401,0.1958882631696712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627369798583299,0.0,0.09390067639239492,0.0,0.0,0.09526002511948642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588229235198174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848932695221186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989129524000558,0.0,0.0930313584894232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450296383651988,0.0,0.12456986879108088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605953030298434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983676964410237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27526590694577435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924049163020309,0.0,0.08497908518182233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229604186402724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669277931101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497486509380863,0.0,0.0,0.08397133171936602,0.0,0.08022094865368773,0.0,0.0,0.23396450391010135,0.0,0.08741710536776441,0.0,0.0,0.2170968635277268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707810827298385,0.0,0.09908075584157844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heroxxzero,2020/03/27,"Health anxiety and working at a hospital I am really struggling to function right now. I Work at a hospital that has a few positive COVID-19 cases. I am non clinical but my health anxiety has spiraled out of control. I was diagnosed with GAD in 8th grade after I started having panic attacks (33F years old now). Health anxiety is new to me in the last 2 years, and I have also been diagnosed with a allergy phobia and OCD.  I feel like I can’t breathe and on edge all day. I feel on the verge of a major breakdown for the first time in my life. I am only allowed to work from home 1 day a week and that is the only day I feel a little more relaxed.  Every little sensation means the worst. Any tips on relaxing at work? Even if it’s just at my desk? I’m struggling so bad and don’t know how to cope.",3.2288181818181805,4.24828577575758,5.076742424242428,83.15511363636367,73.06060606060606,8.651515151515152,28.90151515151515,9.075114841892004,2.3571515151515148,623,25,129,13,12,214,102,165,0.201,0.7190000000000001,0.08,-0.9698,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,6,7,9,1,3,12,0,13,8,1,3,1,21,20,11,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,3,15,3,22,18,5,30,0,0,0,0,0,15,0,1,16,85,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006682618628779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560447799999332,0.0,0.2888995107269905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320961929645848,0.0,0.0,0.10510670465599896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118802886719864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24355156991982,0.0,0.0,0.2555363583892156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314426356713325,0.0,0.10606151147302176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095005978549687,0.08993054755573554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707566687449226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014219203826585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627050175954388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918177943233364,0.1026111122977965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889145962134606,0.061499874972085686,0.2523348517467772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712304441927595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157818999099987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209260263156916,0.0,0.0,0.1914787645917692,0.0,0.14769609662186614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064361065807275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075030441773664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910034522235004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631996305308931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340315063747546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097542069759474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665760995346332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212852166760405
anxiety,RawOrganicSugar_,2020/03/27,Trying to decide which anxiety to choose [F25] I’m on the verge of moving into my apartment to escape and abusive home. I live with my emotionally abusive father and overbearing mother. I’m terrified to leave but am constantly anxious in the house. I know moving will increase financial anxiety. Anyone in a similar situation?,5.217368421052633,8.420894859649124,6.9535964912280726,62.129342105263156,74.08771929824562,10.115789473684213,34.06140350877193,10.125756701596842,5.0037508771929815,265,14,34,9,6,91,43,57,0.237,0.6940000000000001,0.069,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,10,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,23,5,0,0.0,0.4947785373568046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194569323153522,0.23588019279783545,0.0,0.14599510720973918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563443781421905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486754042395386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943954023589625,0.0,0.0,0.2409226978117692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147488912699596,0.0,0.0,0.22108495140819148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437080604375528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438344803372554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23469559570158155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417588649415054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jimmyinkx93,2020/03/27,"Hello wanted to reach out to everyone again . I posted on this thread a few days ago being I suffered from severe health anxiety and serious hypocondriac issues that impede me living a normal life I was responded by some genuine loving whole hearted individuals but the reason I’m writing now is because this fear is overtaking me I’ve had a sore throat for 2 days and I’m worrying myself sick I haven’t eaten this is all due to the fact I suffer from allergy induced asthma that is mild and doesn’t strike especially if I’m on Claritin or Benadryl , and the fact that I suffered pneumonia twice as a child and that I’m convinced if I get this I’m going to die on a ventilator and pass away with no family at all despite me being a healthy 26 year old male I workout I eat healthy most of the time I drink immune boosters along with natural fruit smoothies please someone talk to me and help ease my mind I’m at a breaking point and don’t know who to turn to anymore ....",3.188717404487569,5.216825737113403,4.7358459672528825,81.43453305033354,75.13402061855669,7.451303820497272,27.906610066707096,8.313332769828598,2.124748089751364,779,32,145,14,17,261,125,194,0.22,0.6729999999999999,0.107,-0.9756,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,11,0,11,13,2,2,4,29,24,13,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,9,12,4,0,3,2,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,1,16,2,23,19,6,21,0,3,0,1,9,8,0,5,9,92,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467157360570666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348153893835385,0.0,0.17304351988015826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639356189381353,0.0,0.0,0.10636522658875344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250584522067343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108922753444232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093014256647215,0.0,0.17854304147772354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667291333842963,0.0,0.0,0.16449015109500326,0.1963455932078103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116188806405197,0.0,0.09916458312070374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547077342371096,0.0,0.20676710101561385,0.11695448627294375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821183601816436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958931051342094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324483111919204,0.0,0.0,0.1540745962071114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748069464405953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618141862490633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709595232446756,0.0,0.0,0.18309401601891012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153355588348225,0.16494594878420749,0.0,0.16710963921148406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940097305830244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711984906090307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784167246922025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024547539420346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017443624465646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979098517240692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291653823296187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948077183480732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771993034716475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236345394044067
anxiety,deathmane_,2020/03/27,"Do you guys feel tired all the time? I constantly feel tired all the time. Even after sleeping good. Is it depression, or is it something else? It’s a weird feeling sometimes. I don’t know why I’m even putting this here. Lol. I just wanted to vent to see if anyone feels the same.",0.14618421052631447,2.534446491228074,1.265942982456142,98.67680921052632,92.85964912280701,4.253508771929825,19.40570175438597,5.985473137389443,-0.16562982456140407,218,7,48,2,8,68,42,57,0.187,0.696,0.11699999999999999,-0.6553,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,4,3,1,0,2,12,12,2,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,1,3,12,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598227589633106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256146071072687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981999327301149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440704277624744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757915051543074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222572681760214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511289382450246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672282307357548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147388061444012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209879330539858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636885759695005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892855366030286,0.0,0.0,0.16072733257592475,0.20648655973534247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434800012514648,0.4799186840672749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231425420298757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883894702983021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youre-obsessed,2020/03/27,"I am so scared all the time TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️(kidnapping?) idk this is just in case I don’t want to trigger anyone 
I don’t know why but for the last couple of months (from December maybe) I’ve been feeling like there is constantly someone watching me and I’m so scared and anxious I constantly think There’s someone in my house, outside my room, on my lawn, following me to school and back and when I walk places. I have to check my room nightly before I sleep and even then I lay awake and think about all the ways someone could be in here with me. I’m so scared of getting kidnapped ect my heart races, the sweats and I get hot flushes all the time. I dint know what to do?",2.4223141486810564,4.191377460431653,3.0195863309352515,94.04482314148683,76.55395683453237,6.072182254196644,25.252398081534768,6.816661863887847,0.7782081534772187,533,19,117,5,12,166,85,139,0.126,0.8290000000000001,0.045,-0.9011,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,5,0,10,3,3,2,3,22,21,13,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,3,18,1,14,18,3,20,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,11,71,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293336594884795,0.0,0.10703495279691326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770671483130175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025719780133324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308435722590013,0.0,0.12221947733204518,0.1693767180028518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110587245859913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740029823803751,0.10935819359276194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599527619798228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139690607752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663023152509785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825416132519444,0.124778133664498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478565866575851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378635704958024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218454979575907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365233462557905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993281724989952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597701519680904,0.15492203151778128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318748623181253,0.0,0.389104773102431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617103909716369,0.0,0.0,0.17852078467011964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902887428801274,0.12150534657208645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812812505494745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iguessimnotcreative,2020/03/27,"I’m new to this and I’m struggling Most of my life I’ve never understood panic attacks or anxiety. I had a pretty chill life for the most part and was able to stay positive. Recently though, things have become a struggle.

A week or so ago while I was at work I experienced my first decently sized earthquake (5.7) and my work is very close to where the epicenter was. Naturally it freaked me out. The rest of the day I felt several aftershocks. I thought it was nerves and me just patching myself out but they were actual aftershocks. I went home, took one of my wife’s clonopin and relaxed and felt mostly better. 

Since then every slight rumble of the ground (a truck driving past, etc) has made my heart race like crazy and brought back all the fear I had during the first earthquake. I have coworkers who every 20 minutes say “DID YOU GUYS FEEL THAT AFTERSHOCK?!” Which also makes my heart race. I’ve started having nightmares where I’m living my normal life and suddenly the earth begins to shake violently underneath me. Sitting at my desk at work keeps me on edge as well. 

Along with that I have other stressors in my life (Covid-19, starting new job this coming Monday, wife is 8 months pregnant and has had a very rough pregnancy, toddler has gone through sleep regression in last month, etc)

Is this anxiety? Am I over reacting? Is anxiety over reacting? 

What can I do to let go of the fear? Even my sleep is being interrupted now",3.767757352941178,6.144887143382353,4.270847058823532,83.82121176470592,74.625,7.8814117647058834,27.42411764705882,8.726425361277474,2.2485845294117657,1141,45,212,24,25,360,168,272,0.135,0.789,0.076,-0.9427,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,6,10,13,2,6,14,0,26,8,4,4,2,35,46,18,0,1,4,2,4,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,12,15,0,1,5,1,0,8,1,9,1,3,18,6,28,4,26,26,8,47,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,5,23,142,40,5,0.10177275372843833,0.0,0.09931552674273413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021540556368284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138763438714898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335676341139356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578119975786524,0.0,0.0782569655599905,0.0,0.0,0.11240001061388798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900097301976971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766821576157695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563500670499467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270070456393845,0.0672199439959332,0.0,0.17149586887817012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22904528490852516,0.051459362214196516,0.0,0.19543560735668075,0.0,0.0,0.17313570466154862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783980129790154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077102688070172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412024063698069,0.0,0.0,0.10208637003275077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099375428195656,0.09046029968940572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829583777171714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406953600235476,0.28754042294518395,0.04972102673135784,0.0,0.08986720610549462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629984034008683,0.06793410339211682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246808211466446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849342176662387,0.1965855194741902,0.0,0.0,0.0997156902522341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896385182595846,0.0,0.0,0.11940839833554492,0.0,0.11020997460544807,0.0971536092609149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035394785072372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048831635033942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093377862408271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497424325050767,0.0,0.0841874735747824,0.0,0.20369250558807556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440705578209547,0.10847621417875047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127899588617038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676132953533676,0.0,0.09999121380969626,0.08079619833347311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307327409754316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794636066194285,0.0,0.0,0.0816359642030821,0.0,0.0915059280182342,0.0943443623238508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222753304658498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fetalmind,2020/03/27,"Am I the only one feeling depressed after finishing a book/game/series/other I really enjoyed? Hello everyone, I'm not sure this post belongs here but I thought I'd give it a try because I don't know where else to post this.

I've been suffering from anxiety since I was a teenager, but things have started to get significantly better since I started going to college five years ago, which I'm grateful for. 

However I've started to notice that I often put off doing things I enjoy because I tend to feel depressed afterwards and I don't know what to do about it. There are not many activities I enjoy engaging in, so when I find something that sticks I tend to get 'slightly' obssessed with it for a period of time before getting it out of my system.   
The problem is that when I've finished a game or a book I liked for exemple, I tend to feel very gloomy until I find something else to distract myself with. I therefore often put off doing new things because I'm afraid it will happen again and I spend a lot of time being bored as a result. That's how I spent the three years of my bachelor degree without any hobbies and got burned out.   
Since I've started my master degree last year, I've tried to balance work and hobbies but to no avail. I keep oscillating between periods when I either study 8+ hours a day or play games/watch TV/ etc. and It just doesn't work.   
I can't really get work done since my burnout and decided to redo my year. But even though there's supposedly nothing that could stress me out at the moment, I'm still faced with the same problem. I just finished a game I really loved a few days ago and now I'm sad and gloomy all the time. It's not like I wished the world was more like it is in fiction or anything. It's just that everything seems so grey in real life and it feels like my emotions are dulled somehow while the ones I feel while engaged in fiction are not.   


Have you guys ever experienced this? If so, have you found how to deal with it? I don't want spending my life either binging content or being constantly bored...  


(sorry if my post is hard to understand, English is not my first language)",4.3552112676056325,5.441754192488265,5.265840375586858,82.60087323943662,70.45539906103286,7.839624413145541,29.223474178403755,8.131152278815165,1.9747564319248827,1690,64,328,23,30,553,214,426,0.124,0.773,0.10300000000000001,-0.6149,1,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,7,25,25,0,3,19,0,27,4,1,4,3,70,63,32,0,7,21,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,25,16,0,1,14,5,3,3,12,12,0,5,8,8,40,13,42,51,8,57,0,5,1,1,9,12,0,11,42,217,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061932961417568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777398807697073,0.0,0.06499222656780924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991275310893542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536784248311467,0.0,0.072292543501862,0.0,0.0,0.07513797192631341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180883568647012,0.0,0.06783162106156776,0.0,0.0,0.1095810704098624,0.08758741376420037,0.14634747658598915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694098113189284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194211747286994,0.0955657107831316,0.0,0.0,0.09475002860726173,0.056113602982269715,0.07684888908553554,0.0,0.081180496558188,0.07635428955172119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147852296026112,0.060693628459961166,0.0,0.0,0.15529916388436574,0.07226477452898067,0.0,0.0931514729484492,0.0,0.0,0.1775470714686442,0.08149893980667157,0.04828328400273845,0.0,0.0679482440806366,0.0,0.0,0.08412124524890158,0.0751276038523971,0.0,0.07610519939813085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366598756351372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551409657133233,0.0,0.0,0.09338079954339712,0.06925167137235579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200159370519271,0.1660236999925516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222779683674384,0.07667742721403273,0.0,0.0,0.08613353276376548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205244705727026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151897695308312,0.09672463458822904,0.0,0.0,0.11513875113386088,0.06461397885352924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440972950944216,0.0,0.0,0.16258563644888854,0.0,0.17081143121516784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670019231817813,0.16327777855185546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734208343085525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811107648968864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080881114911028,0.0,0.09510292412921917,0.24053331801312675,0.0,0.06784713960355755,0.0,0.09731848669284326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007140333832832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932588988818628,0.0,0.08347027593138129,0.06744673568956744,0.1486181394532395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153610810884385,0.0,0.0,0.08844371504857296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009880434496864,0.05011011278121657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769688953848384,0.08189596250648537,0.0,0.18555013445515653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188392826310272
anxiety,Gr1ning,2020/03/27,Finding a job I'm so fucking nervous and just torn. Out of all times now I need to get a damn job otherwise I won't be able to pay rent and such. My sister doesn't want me to but I litearly have no other choice and I just want to cry rn. Can someone please just give me some encouragement?,-0.03380952380952351,2.004519269841272,1.9676190476190487,96.98571428571432,86.46031746031748,4.8698412698412685,20.11111111111111,6.1826913282559595,-0.11766031746031702,226,7,54,2,7,75,47,63,0.23800000000000002,0.662,0.1,-0.6285,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,14,12,5,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,6,10,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,2,34,8,3,0.2748966174209159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019610260861629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512505281505885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541374931805577,0.1436221366629585,0.2637058842813341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455849510926861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383235861521756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017539360232639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329190118675008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602944282781738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242822945612444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karateknut2001,2020/03/27,"First time addressing my issues. So, on Monday om scheduled to talk with my doctor over Skype. I have never talked to anyone about how anxious and sad I am constantly. I'm very introverted as well, so that doesn't help. Is there anything you would recommend me to do before the meeting? I'm of the quiet type, so I'm not sure if I'll be able to describe everything to him, om very nervous. Thanks. Also, how long did it take for you to get a diagnosis from your doctor? Is this something that has to go on for weeks before I get an answer? It's really bad at the moment, and I'm missing a lot of classes.",2.6983870967741908,4.194493354838713,4.5669677419354855,84.40545161290326,75.12903225806451,7.218064516129032,24.49677419354839,7.908726449838941,1.3279574193548391,472,15,96,7,10,161,88,124,0.146,0.792,0.062,-0.8668,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,9,7,0,1,6,0,10,2,0,2,2,12,20,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,1,1,10,3,19,17,1,14,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,2,9,65,15,4,0.18099038669011835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473794684606198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044676200944575,0.0,0.12655268660982913,0.0,0.14893966686558954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111941291274625,0.0,0.0,0.3080189770028476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955863099991819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705026599933664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266248922957469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395033045963274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891200138857152,0.0,0.10286100768109227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213140410847733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890694092577592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601707967854325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387155448646184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959094391883467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594707623740992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933524206431422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058129752219214,0.0,0.1360822462594282,0.29094643405503834,0.0,0.16663163123892427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553694996514246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29867204773205797,0.0,0.0,0.14517957103098236,0.0,0.1627320937060438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857037783677971,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovesignite,2020/03/27,"College is so anxiety inducing and its taking a major toll on my mental health this is my first time posting on here but I'm so overwhelmed with everything in my life i hope someone sees this and helps me out. I'm a college student who suffers with major anxiety and depression. To provide a little bit of context, I entered college last year September, had trouble coping with the course i was taking because i forced by my dad and also had trouble fitting in with how bold and brave and how completely different everyone was compared to me. I thought i'd never make friends but I ended up getting myself a close-knit group of friends and somehow everything seemed fine. I thought it was gonna be okay. Everything was amazing and more than i thought it would be during the first semester but my 2nd semester starts and January rolls by and my group of friends starts hanging out with other people and started to not invite me to lunch dates anymore. It gradually started getting worst to the point where they ended up forming an entire clique with half of the class and i was outcasted. They don't talk to me, they give me looks and they don't ask me to join them for group assignments anymore. So of course, my anxiety gets triggered because of all of this. I feel like the entire class hates me. I feel pathetic. I don't have friends, I barely attend classes anymore and I'm always off the radar. I follow a lot of them on instagram and everyone hangs out with everyone except for me. I already hated the course as it is because I love to write yet I was forced to do law against my will. I cant take it anymore. Everything keeps building up and up and i've reached my breaking point. All i do is get panic attacks and cry and all i can do is get consumed by my own thoughts. I want to switch colleges so badly just to have a reset. I wanna switch to a course that i love and start anew. But I've already paid my college fees for 2 semesters and if i backed out and left now, i'd feel like all that money just went to waste. But i know my mental health cant handle another second there. idk what to do",3.993394784172661,5.532715458033575,4.716168315347723,84.46007981115109,71.87769784172663,7.514658273381295,31.016861510791365,8.07648339933343,2.2330336330935245,1674,75,321,24,32,538,200,417,0.191,0.6990000000000001,0.11,-0.9919,1,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,6,2,16,25,3,2,15,1,29,6,0,5,5,71,70,36,0,5,10,1,3,2,4,3,3,0,0,0,14,33,1,1,10,0,3,6,7,11,0,4,14,5,52,14,54,51,12,45,0,3,2,2,22,20,0,5,19,223,66,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780648954384128,0.06451981140712827,0.06713226950016307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460007304180056,0.18516006537498966,0.0,0.3200517435700818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542496108744222,0.0917852107278848,0.0,0.062037982762919226,0.06736447651462328,0.14754543935768372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808172489056756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459150341585743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862325276039391,0.0,0.0,0.06948961376648713,0.0,0.0,0.08429348634862965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291716451013742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127975211320564,0.2900401271898169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238278100322734,0.11527569584819615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372528283530897,0.0,0.0,0.2493328436423856,0.0,0.21075999582537636,0.07739566108905467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930970355190974,0.0,0.1715182529130833,0.0,0.0,0.0540781406838033,0.0,0.0,0.08013349968251676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171214054495653,0.0,0.0,0.04433964865573678,0.06576501363207529,0.0,0.0,0.08765911660201542,0.0,0.05698670934487352,0.07883239983155305,0.08086261123850455,0.0,0.0,0.06775092701011705,0.0,0.0,0.06859129822358881,0.14563380048662014,0.0,0.05385456368128348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626130400200707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062225432735791765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946606618935357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055933392067032434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525374615003432,0.0,0.07726919134857388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429155872356987,0.07344809259280513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835994939143114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28552879346851684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198408342467606,0.06484757267827135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562038087550921,0.0470451892997803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758718720942017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479121994755725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731279675671281,0.0,0.0,0.05195531068152723
anxiety,realdealreel9,2020/03/27,"I wish people would stop yelling at me that I have to stay at home. I already know I have to stay at home. And I've been staying at home. We all know. Absolutely there are some people not staying home and being irresponsible about considering the greater good. But there are other ways of getting through to these people. Talk to (or shame) them directly. While I know the intentions of this are more than noble and serve as a reminder to the people who are apparently not observing this but for someone as anxious as me, it seems like this unnecessary reminder of this thing we are all going through. Its often said in this weirdly positive way that seems to smack of this same person having a job that is secure, access to phone therapy, or simply being so well adjusted that you aren't consumed by this for most of the day and so when another person yells STAY INSIDE! it doesn't matter to them and so they yell it at you. I know. I get it. I'm already inside. And I've already been lonely. You don't have to yell this reminder that I will continue being lonely and anxious about my job and not having access to therapy indefinitely.",4.095525114155252,6.038530538812786,5.049977168949773,80.5269292237443,72.37899543378995,7.606392694063928,27.235159817351605,8.344100000000001,1.9603625570776253,904,33,166,15,18,295,110,219,0.085,0.816,0.1,0.6632,3,4,0,0,1,0,20.0,2,3,3,0,10,8,0,1,6,0,21,0,0,1,2,36,33,20,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,4,2,22,10,0,2,7,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,3,5,19,4,32,25,7,19,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,8,6,131,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293164714851957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430728067959386,0.0,0.2247548667848908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415257353016478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394223669157092,0.0,0.056533430740876016,0.08343416638021076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39912258343414064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742541588458692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186734839003434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859802692967488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758512996940338,0.17371391697153846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462266070715626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111499278902912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428409305145301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301308444786544,0.0,0.08316481253734602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995352393372886,0.0,0.0,0.2275146347039525,0.0,0.06608618052359526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791584135671652,0.0,0.0,0.08943917385459818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439032063373401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066355574990088,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tbhonlyheretorant,2020/03/27,"Should I get checked? Hello. I know that getting a proper diagnose from a certified psychologist/psychiatrist would be better but in this trying times, I'd rather stay home for a while. So here I am, asking for help from those who has anxiety in giving opinions as to whether I have it or not.

I went to supermarket last week and it was filled with people. I started having a little difficulty with breathing and sweating. I went again today and I broke into a cold sweat again. I have been into this supermarket for a long time but it's only in these two incidents that I have experienced such feelings. (I suspect that it has got to do with the increase in my caffeine intake)

I also had to deal with by far my biggest project in the company last two months and had a breakdown due to fear of failure that I stayed up whole night, planning and planning and planning.

Although it is uncommon now, I used to get what feels like ""out-of-body"" experience especially that one time where I had to introduce myself in front of 100+ people. It was as if my body was on autopilot and I watched myself do the introduction, like I had no control.

//TW// I've also thought of ending my life thrice. 1: Life was too hard. 2: The future can't be as happy as the past. 3: Numb, like I'm stuck in a wall.

Based on my experience, could you kindly advise on whether I should get myself checked or would the trip to the hospital be  a waste?

Thank you.",3.1138078291814963,5.190903398576513,4.372959430604983,83.73031459074734,75.51245551601423,7.2006263345195745,26.542491103202853,8.109356740369918,1.737281736654804,1129,43,220,19,25,371,161,281,0.13,0.7709999999999999,0.099,-0.8469,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,5,11,10,0,1,16,0,28,8,4,2,0,35,46,23,0,7,9,0,3,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,17,13,0,1,5,0,2,6,3,3,0,3,14,6,28,7,38,24,2,45,0,1,1,0,9,18,0,4,22,160,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300839870555594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231647081941738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281535581416575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672772359212204,0.0,0.26808667899218863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534789845269302,0.0963496128237829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441120044525343,0.0,0.12248315017828595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688272511980937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608770118569364,0.0,0.13579355145329247,0.12203437505169128,0.08621064204967169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521919913792637,0.11576299037279865,0.0,0.0,0.09651526687358697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846137440433122,0.10810159599799524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808862821412517,0.0,0.1210474229780246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256650225848933,0.06632013020162995,0.1967333706523132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704734294517451,0.17686794481148127,0.12094861074384157,0.0,0.1067940705274363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632207830415056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324583548008728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177288054705524,0.0917791989651994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519847390278305,0.1673224735408209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854147803748838,0.257248174786457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111018396347886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580291268609772,0.21110066324249585,0.0,0.11438631783571385,0.0,0.0,0.0819307818673203,0.0,0.2357649687353384,0.0,0.0,0.10422493560757712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679865280682544,0.0,0.0,0.22373490071482469,0.0,0.13472994984409614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144890671716975,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ana_CKK,2020/03/27,"Getting used to the quarantine routine and tips on how to cope with anxiety Hi everyone, my bf and I have been on quarantine in Brazil for 7 days so far. I was freaking out about having to be at home, so I came up with some ideas to cope with my anxiety and depression.

I started to record my journey/days and ended up finding a new hobbie: making and editing vlogs. I also made a routine in which I put my working and studying hours, exercising and online therapy (it works for me!). I also put leisure activities to remind myself that they are also important and part of my routine (I call it little drops os happiness ❤️), like a movie night and games night, reading and cooking. 

I decided to post the videos on YouTube to share some positivity and keep family and friends updated:
https://youtu.be/wEtaNbnFeww

I hope these tips may help you. We are going to get through this! Be safe, everyone.",5.503392857142856,6.9701882678571465,6.235476190476192,75.29285714285714,68.10714285714286,9.647619047619047,33.64285714285714,9.928628108626363,3.5190142857142845,711,33,126,17,12,233,109,168,0.057999999999999996,0.7979999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9344,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,1,2,7,8,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,4,0,31,19,18,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,6,18,1,2,3,5,0,4,0,2,0,0,4,0,20,6,26,12,3,25,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,4,9,87,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518897865525339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441319258502565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497724055023632,0.16775805641085098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891875317727758,0.0,0.12633166373042434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299112355759546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28031005199141845,0.0,0.0,0.13827290368996614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340590368015545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332137010369753,0.0,0.15326411805890844,0.0,0.08335924528019498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613913150085806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831370637618356,0.0,0.14712780072488876,0.14568217877066406,0.14444613126400274,0.0,0.0,0.1655791406411019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037220289003135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165839387198521,0.1470076988148902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878820174377318,0.09790724484662168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166041522153452,0.0,0.2752906308209903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588356131816953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404748849370863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948994105396552,0.0,0.0,0.14671550662616994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103817896133464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773657631048325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668080971389065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356347908375226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bitconecc,2020/03/27,"Crippling anxiety and depression. I am on edge Am on edge. The suicidal thoughts have been rampant for over a week. I couldn't do the papers i have to submit online for my internship. I would sit in front of it for hours with barely any progress. I cant focus, the memory loss is being a bitch. It just feeds a spontaneous frustration loop. I couldn't bear it. This quarantine life has left my daily schedule in shambles as well. I have started resorting again to hitting myself when an unpleasant thought kicks in. My body tenses  up and cringes. I feel like i'd cry at any moment. I dropped my phone on accident and i spontaneously hit my head onto the table.
Just when i was finally gonna start a CBT treatment, this lockdown kicked in.
I know i just have to start doing something. But i can't. There's a vague wall between my thoughts, feelings, and actions.
I have been seriously contemplating on chugging down all my 80+ sertraline tablets and whatever's left of my clonazepam. Lock myself in a room late at night. So that hopefully i may be gone before anyone can even do spmething about it.
I can't bring myself to tell anyone. My immediate family. Even my two closest, beloved friends. I love them so much. They taught me how i could try living better. They made me want to better myself for them and myself. But im so sorry, i cant be a good friend to them. I dont desrve them
I'm terrified.
Terrified of the disapplintment from my supervisors and co-interns. From the consequences of being crippled like this that i'd have to deal with when i get back up again for the nth time.
I'm so tired. Im so so so tired. I fall down and barely crawl back up, with a larger pile of things i have to deal with than before i broke.
I'm probably running away again. I'm trying to run away fron the consequences. I know facing them would probably be the more sensible choice. And that people would be understanding.
But i can't. I'm tired. I feel like an asshole everytime they make adjustments for me. Like im taking advantage of them. I've troubled too many people too many times. I need to take responsibility for myself and my actions.
But god fking damn i just can't overcome this urge to just maybe end it all for me.
Even while typing this i feel like an asshole trying to preemptively cover my bases so no one can blame me once i ""get better again."" And maybe that's true.
Idk.
I'm an OT student. We study about these mental illnesses too to some extent. How we can help others focus on the now. How to handle symptoms. But fuck i can't.
I can't?? Maybe i just dont want to.
I dont want to.
Yeah.
I've been fighting against this urge for years. I can't bear it anymore. I wont be able to graduate anyway. I'm a huge failure who's now delayed by 3 years. I cant drop out cause that would mean my family would have to pay over a million's worth of subsidy because of that return service contract.

I can't.
This is probably an inappropriate place to put this. But idk. Idk idk idk idk idk. They're all so kind to me. And i can't bear it. I'd feel better if they all hated me. It wouldn't be so hard to push through with this then. Maybe trying to live was a mistake. I should've stayed dead and detached. I'm so sorry.
I can't. I can't i can't.
Idk if i can push through tonight. I'm a fucking coward after all. I might just wake up again like a fucking clown as always. Maybe i'd delete this then. If it stays, then that would be great.
I can't do this anymore. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.",0.5718767507002767,2.9844305014005634,2.4275294117647093,91.78854901960787,88.5238095238095,5.470252100840337,20.53837535014005,6.98490985872834,0.5457390476190471,2734,90,579,41,90,903,298,714,0.172,0.725,0.10300000000000001,-0.9921,0,2,2,0,2,0,95.0,2,0,10,7,47,34,8,0,28,1,67,15,4,6,6,82,115,46,2,19,16,0,6,6,2,11,6,0,1,0,31,21,1,1,13,0,2,11,24,14,1,3,11,6,87,20,81,79,9,82,0,3,0,4,22,31,5,7,41,375,118,7,0.06154348608055681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120911056490127,0.0,0.0,0.08370336190168234,0.0,0.047080598399696895,0.0,0.12206920192776988,0.08606527284970236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564426212072075,0.09464628388653096,0.0,0.037516337888721836,0.0,0.10473794752523773,0.0,0.0,0.21772084863961935,0.0,0.06836093904970267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322211313819935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049137465796284405,0.0,0.06760262960001939,0.0,0.1268972635672975,0.053007314380630034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216385522003336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450926159292166,0.0,0.0,0.12194667637730047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603544289350574,0.0,0.1555911786859111,0.13190003625875926,0.0,0.06741788077941609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950966893612404,0.17068788354885614,0.06430786272675383,0.0,0.0,0.0516197562134512,0.0,0.06785191067140589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513087515556756,0.0607614511172721,0.06316137201481539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041251301438787816,0.0,0.0,0.06112656812808202,0.06060793679813456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994325776467076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408807018610352,0.06764538089733388,0.0,0.06942373294443617,0.0,0.13373435540066989,0.0,0.043469984275809885,0.1804022317044129,0.0,0.10868805147613073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554539900582377,0.0582339345886629,0.041080754851773066,0.12479087050716718,0.3091435188733874,0.06703889843290682,0.0,0.0,0.06202135878679245,0.06528791309501117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045241543553476066,0.0456337151140523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775439261651991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554180411369269,0.04170345892612396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533300840138221,0.0,0.06429984409088815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990628613419298,0.0,0.0,0.061868201935875326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473791823275016,0.0,0.2755715761110622,0.1306823886312077,0.13119433508098066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731858486013721,0.0,0.0,0.06396724661764938,0.09254608470246753,0.0,0.05379171947336036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408867574964497,0.0,0.0,0.1465759604215726,0.07177300330635497,0.2122055515111932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713594891268913,0.0,0.060119043282419626,0.0640689394574692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889982788116226,0.0,0.049366472287968734,0.0,0.05533498506196945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26231236045649475,0.0,0.0,0.07926397450685503
anxiety,JazzlikeBeyond7,2020/03/27,"Fundamentally insecure and perfectionist Quick question. Most people in this world are quite open about their imperfections. Even though, redditors, celebs, people on tv shows, family and friends, all repeatedly tell me that it's fine and totally normal to have fluctuating levels of self belief and confidence, i still feel immensely guilty about being anything less than perfect.

I can intellectually understand that it's ok to be a confused, complicated human being, but how can i make my soul believe it?! Is this just me ego telling me i'm special?",10.660322580645165,11.059373956989253,10.061849462365592,56.0527741935484,56.74193548387096,13.461505376344087,41.18064516129033,12.688352899677879,5.791049032258066,450,21,65,14,5,145,75,93,0.055999999999999994,0.769,0.175,0.8629,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,0,2,1,1,8,0,0,2,3,19,12,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,5,8,9,4,8,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,3,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155639051959168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759520578101297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177385059536672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23089805675813474,0.0,0.12384388738967017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923218828745744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349257138850629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399792415455558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396070256790045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743774777704987,0.2605130358849427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555152423292169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956012881407201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42815895510397584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406423261030657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549806033465345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DrRush46,2020/03/27,"Parents hid tablets Cross post from BPD

I am on a very low dosage of quetiapine, half of 25mg tablet. Lately I’ve been a lot better, I haven’t had suicidal thoughts, I can stop myself from self harming, no meltdowns or anger, actively trying to be nice, ect. Even my crying has drastically decreased. However Quarantine has put me a bit on edge, my bpd symptoms haven’t increased but rather my anxiety - I have trouble structuring my day and doing study (in the process of getting a diagnosis for ADHD but that has been put on hold due to Coronavirus so I don’t have any medication for it yet) and so my unfinished homework makes me stressed. I know what bubbling up anxiety feels like, since I’ve had it since 2014, so I upped the dosage to 1 tablet. My doctor actually prescribed it for one tablet but I can halve it if I want, it’s not the long lasting kind. I didn’t tell my parents I did that because I didn’t feel I needed to, they usually generate a lot of my anxiety so I wanted to deal with it myself. I did this for three nights and I feel a lot better emotionally but I’m a bit more mentally absent. I was ok with this though as I thought the pros outweighed the cons. I told my parents and they got upset and said I should take half tonight, I actually ended up agreeing with them because my daydreaming was starting to get in the way of my study and I felt a bit better emotionally, and more accustomed with having all my family at home during the day. So half an hour ago I went to take my tablet but I couldn’t find the box. I asked my mum where it is and she said she will be administering the tablet. I was so confused. I said I could do myself and then she shut me down and said she would. I then realised she was hiding the my own tablets for my mental illness from me. Like wtf. I thought if I told my dad he would realise how over the fucking line this was but he agreed with her. They said they couldn’t trust me, but like all i did was take the prescribed amount and nothing bad happened. I wasn’t impulsive, I wasn’t hurting myself, I was just taking a tablet (25mg which is the lowest dose you can get). We argued for a bit and they wouldn’t budge. They are literally punishing me and controlling me and treating like I’ve gone if the rails for taking a safe amount that was literally prescribed to me by a professional and all it did was space me out a little bit it was helping me sleep and not have a panic attack or start self harming. I knew what I was doing, I don’t know how they can’t see that. I feel like they were waiting for the smallest thing so they can start controlling me again and say that I can’t trust myself so how can they trust me. But I’ve been good and stable for months. Also I’m 20, like is this illegal. I had to leave the house and now I’m in the park at night. I’m not that upset with them but I think they just have no respect for boundaries and what they did was wrong.",2.875,4.371642433333335,4.015333333333333,88.53850000000001,74.66666666666666,7.2,25.166666666666664,7.865858978985527,1.2134666666666667,2300,76,497,33,48,749,252,600,0.132,0.727,0.142,0.8582,5,1,0,0,0,1,50.0,1,1,14,5,21,36,5,5,32,1,65,7,1,6,3,88,111,50,1,14,20,5,5,6,0,5,5,6,2,2,24,28,0,6,13,0,0,6,18,17,0,5,43,12,98,19,49,58,17,50,0,2,1,1,44,19,1,9,29,344,122,4,0.0,0.0,0.1308320262268001,0.0,0.08056245571548966,0.0,0.05942204957208602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053607474409612915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455857663459386,0.0,0.15384365282219928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266821900372747,0.0762614339373658,0.0,0.0,0.05597101684143578,0.08172723170471287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778597330364637,0.3659216223703953,0.0,0.16885524047307945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036980880332573,0.05352160256721898,0.0,0.07363426288509871,0.08646342822978884,0.06910963759989124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861266273664947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508096050644598,0.059372680050372724,0.0,0.0,0.044275662448134634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319417126642964,0.0,0.13557865215299209,0.0957789364299003,0.06436364319341059,0.0,0.0612683288292353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197232544996535,0.10506829610661936,0.0,0.0,0.056225367586660885,0.053613622347656285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059278396893475825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449318198488433,0.0,0.06724108042099672,0.0,0.0660154904849442,0.07734882573060639,0.07176183070962038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698061278947772,0.07368082853326594,0.05464207362732335,0.07561784848224358,0.07097986837044462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649805685040125,0.067186190847788,0.0,0.05932343298315897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097103280606868,0.0,0.0,0.04474605677576904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753021767329695,0.13511004126373188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053506307315131806,0.0,0.0,0.04970524068387519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581469548908822,0.0,0.06432142145341142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045424319674441285,0.0,0.0,0.07865055553299544,0.2233016751552616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420053170540603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477639767945684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188258546291187,0.053308533896260536,0.0,0.0,0.053417826460774816,0.0,0.13986322978759266,0.0,0.0,0.11090328080558444,0.0,0.06708292274966812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423421162143702,0.0,0.0,0.05604385299278415,0.07678780612496189,0.0,0.0,0.07332487514128809,0.0,0.0,0.06967452422114928,0.2520080494755692,0.0,0.058591117478391165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453475061289618,0.04295300805955868,0.06586106692807142,0.15965374226086027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810869635720912,0.0,0.04551203286249034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738290435525186,0.05531049218451247,0.07907738305238157,0.053208874812609976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621416634977864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952387869236513,0.07329171477324188,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ab3rration_,2020/03/27,"A Spotify playlist A spotify playlist

Music is very important in my life so I thought I’d share my Spotify playlist containing some songs I listen to while dealing with anxiety and depression. Maybe it’ll help you too. It’s about 50 song in total. I also posted this on r/depression subreddit.

Fun fact: The cover photo was taken by me in my small room in my flat in Poland.

[link](https://open.spotify.com/user/agencinac7gr9qt634y8dtx2w/playlist/1FIWyaTjAUUT67TdGpVE6Q?si=-9Aj_EDzTlecVv8T6SnHwQ)",9.455064935064936,13.19954931168832,6.936363636363637,64.92454545454547,62.376623376623385,10.633766233766234,33.077922077922075,10.608840637214634,4.507576623376624,415,17,55,12,7,119,60,77,0.07200000000000001,0.787,0.141,0.6318,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,9,2,10,2,2,10,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602703036859017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489760658761301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33553504551075874,0.5606365698713569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181490272767192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298820753467327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32696838925774874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117007855301245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25837894460586297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26853864608287376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MollyCompass,2020/03/27,"COVID-19 and air hunger I’ve been in official isolation for a few days after getting word I was indirectly contacted. Since then I’ve been trying my best to distract myself by going for little walks (away from people and not touching things) and watching Netflix. However since I got here my chest has been tight and I’ve experienced a lot of “air hunger” I convinced myself was shortness of breath but if I forget about it for even a moment I can breathe just fine. I every once in awhile experience this for a couple weeks at a time but with all of this going on it’s taken a toll on me. I’m not winded during exercise or at rest, just can’t take a satisfying breath half the time if I’m too fixated on it but my brain always comes back to it. I’ve tried doing some techniques to calm myself down but does anyone have any other tips on how to distract myself from my breath and finally get some calmness during my time in isolation? And has anyone else been feeling this especially during this time?",8.731439909297052,6.899986724489796,8.676802721088437,71.64280045351475,61.85714285714286,11.364172335600907,35.04308390022676,9.994966539143718,3.3009893424036285,802,26,148,13,9,262,116,196,0.078,0.8240000000000001,0.099,0.7278,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,8,0,12,9,6,1,1,29,23,15,0,2,11,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,8,2,1,1,2,0,4,3,2,0,1,8,5,16,5,28,15,7,30,0,0,1,0,1,15,0,7,11,105,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439265888040712,0.0,0.0,0.11762691459631505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189213597159046,0.17723028974116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251291985148436,0.13300481723370072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152347817588546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309399525078208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900009131627515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913902656607193,0.0,0.11155265232253914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136899260749115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449593913577055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424639713106427,0.0,0.14573639888317752,0.0,0.0,0.16919984000109814,0.0,0.0,0.08745985762782041,0.0,0.0,0.18948240846095665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807414972343994,0.0,0.196607986149518,0.0,0.13834153690055745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733634194702659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705463778399305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420957103312688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199170291781826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861685079674409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300534429466171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491493347194864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034455361615755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487331383199586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874773217732705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PsychologicalReturn1,2020/03/27,"Covid 19 Wife: I'm writing this because I wouldn't be able to get 30 seconds in without having a full blown anxiety attack with uncontrollable crying and gasping for air. I have it stuck in my head that I am not going to see my next birthday. I am TERRIFIED with the thought that my beautiful AMAZING little girls are going to grow up without a mom. I hope and I pray that this is a complete over reaction but the fact is this is a new virus, they don't know much about it. I have crohns disease, I have high blood pressure, and hypercoagulation issues. There is absolutely no doubt in my mind that if I get this in the next couple of months before they know more about it, have more ways to treat it, I will not survive it. I know people try to calm my fears by telling me it's the flu, it will blow over soon, yadda yadda but the only thing that does is heighten my anxiety. In my head ""They arent taking this seriously, they are going to be the reason I die."" I know I am the extreme end of paranoia and I truly do hope come May I will be embarrassed out of my mind but at this point in time I literally feel like I am fighting for my life every single day. Thousands in northern indiana are going to die. I do not want to find myself suffocating in my own body fluids. Thinking of you and the girls saying goodbye to me via video chat....I just cant. They dont bring in refrigerant trailers to use as a temporary morgue for the flu. I honestly do not want anyone near us that has gone out into public in the last 14 days. 6 ft 10ft, maybe I can tolerate 15 feet but until this is over I am begging you, begging you to please understand where I'm coming from even if you dont agree with me. I spend everyday sobbing in the shower. Trying to hide this anxiety that is killing me. I'm hoping if I know you are on the same page as me and understand what I'm dealing with in my head and I feel like you are being hypervigilant about protecting me at all costs that maybe this anxiety will lessen. Maybe I will be able to enjoy the next few weeks rather than living in pure panic. I am sorry for dumping this all on you but I cant do this on my own, I need you more than I've ever needed anything right now. I love you and love the girls too much to die now. If getting this off my chest and us connecting on the same page plus the ativan recently prescribed doesnt seem to be bringing me to a bit more of a stable point in the next week I will call dr again and ask for a phone appointment to actually speak to him. Until then please be patient with me and all these crazy fears I'm living with. I love you so so much and again I am sorry.

Husband: I cant stop working and I cant stay home forever. After this virus thing is done there will be another one and another one. The meeting isn't until Monday now but if I need to pack a bag and go stay at a hotel until you can get over this then so be it. Should I just leave now?

Wife: I pour my heart out to you, I tell you I need you more than I ever have, I beg for you to comfort me and youre ready to leave me. I dont even care if I die now. What's there to live for when I reach out to the person I love most in the world and they blow me off when I'm hurting the most I've ever hurt. So it doesnt matter if you bring it home with you and it kills me.

Background:
wife mild history of anxiety
Husband degree in psychology, never practiced, currently in IT.",3.21364016736402,3.9495999888424023,4.715570711297072,86.79538117154812,72.82147838214784,7.6885801952580195,25.079191073919105,7.908726449838941,1.1738474421199443,2660,77,589,35,50,894,294,717,0.16399999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9895,3,0,0,0,2,0,58.0,2,18,6,2,30,32,5,7,31,0,65,16,8,2,9,101,117,46,6,19,22,6,2,2,0,10,4,2,3,4,39,33,0,2,14,2,2,12,21,16,0,4,4,5,100,16,99,94,23,100,1,3,1,4,53,46,1,15,41,424,139,1,0.11919044401508068,0.0,0.058156339965233526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498157295607144,0.2279509085823628,0.0,0.0,0.04167036488560205,0.0,0.04904178987020488,0.0,0.055713487813428365,0.06779816847916623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036328694192944336,0.0,0.050711144532911215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506254740505828,0.06619685686927705,0.0,0.0,0.06085338481496719,0.0,0.06076130065002853,0.0,0.0,0.10267201367582167,0.062484456428359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594097963210481,0.0654625529992438,0.07686797601031321,0.06144005707235713,0.0,0.0,0.24740172628677026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052152180383912665,0.060986603132852375,0.20953546905235107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278367789964275,0.0,0.0,0.07872416416011105,0.1617218705900096,0.05021154486220171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341223864328795,0.06026626976615919,0.08514967701975043,0.0,0.0,0.0544689532564136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454417518744006,0.0,0.16934669019657636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834856730051054,0.0,0.0,0.07062062501874182,0.0,0.06296562405570226,0.11955773354191325,0.17757450691290752,0.0,0.0,0.12759583547354167,0.0,0.0,0.062201928451106975,0.0,0.0,0.1318665667692334,0.0,0.1637598773282217,0.04857806000446992,0.0,0.12620547047045655,0.0,0.0,0.042093867744024606,0.05823043040389168,0.0597300686781328,0.15787101860321798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514805845847387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961423194652806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034837107901356,0.06979720374499654,0.047568337634835915,0.0,0.13142803586901478,0.17675640796110004,0.04596350914111429,0.057557436776216137,0.2535207787922885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076652953755496,0.045324851800288286,0.0,0.0699221525179498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413158232017856,0.05203624916211315,0.0,0.1308353153099749,0.11267349535040855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061273813793960685,0.05884309211129288,0.0,0.0,0.050893993971678535,0.0,0.047392512517459455,0.0,0.0,0.04748967612060576,0.05425325187565932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342394380950515,0.0,0.1270411545268763,0.0,0.04982427409569963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480819023278089,0.0,0.10417770160065776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918483483304617,0.03818621191283535,0.0,0.0473119494230912,0.034750453204676936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092248762001322,0.0,0.0,0.1240814556964724,0.1433714286178458,0.05147113739900094,0.0,0.0,0.07030161199801481,0.047303913300332616,0.0956073847321444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489533470962435,0.0,0.04338603139715783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsn-fitness,2020/03/27,"Help: gave myself a panic attack from taking the wrong pre-workout I take vyvanse for ADHD (50mg upon waking) and cut caffeine out when i started taking my meds due to anxiety. Today however, i took a scoop of pre workout which i now read contains 300mg of caffeine. It’s literally the same exact box as the non-caffeinated one and now i’m shaking and shivering from hyperventilating and feel like i’m dying. 

I just googled the half life and it’s at least 5 hours, more like 6-7. Kill me please thanks",3.6129,5.292819090000002,5.215,79.93750000000001,73.1,7.4,27.5,8.07648339933343,1.869,399,15,75,6,8,135,74,100,0.191,0.67,0.139,-0.7553,1,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,11,10,7,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,6,0,2,2,1,8,3,10,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,9,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24378095663441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517630606815816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307661199556558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052167678789507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025648151720428,0.14491291595408834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596310997220468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976202661874967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244185694674066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327582516038126,0.19820019904790187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225315700344872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137453408121141,0.0,0.0,0.23799557122952675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226635228098791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290046319395036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357513870005553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575438732728251,0.0,0.0,0.18675294797206576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227388253614755,0.0,0.22536889226180096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177978789395228,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laxmena,2020/03/27,"How to overcome Fear of Failure? I have many ambitious goals and ideas, but when I decide to start working towards the goal to elevate me to the successive levels in my life, my ""Fear of Failure"" is starting to pull me down.   
I refused to accept my 'fear of failure' for many years, but I recently realized that it is really keeping me away from doing meaningful things, and things that could make me happy.  


How do I get rid of my 'Fear of Failure'. I understand that it wouldn't happen overnight, I'm ready to go through the process.",8.071764705882353,6.84469911764706,7.867960784313728,74.98782352941178,62.72549019607843,11.297254901960786,40.007843137254895,10.355215969177356,4.096076078431373,418,20,78,8,5,134,63,102,0.225,0.624,0.151,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,3,7,0,4,3,0,7,1,0,3,0,17,16,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,14,3,19,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,57,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512331146376582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851847314337245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7245272454768099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409823537726019,0.0,0.0914808439082931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234194593796526,0.1713515935610332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171133230085454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307422173119005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136952408139034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744623890486213,0.3263890776602925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311911794392427,0.0,0.1589347780658108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786551675580602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387768213412406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757156970866294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171853657557914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365700401735516
anxiety,PugChampKiryu,2020/03/27,This COVID shit has me paranoid Ive been coughing a little these past few days because my chest feels kinda funny (kind of tickly? Idk how to describe) and ive been so worried. No fever or anything but its driving me crazy,1.917045454545452,4.4900420681818245,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,82.86363636363637,3.5200000000000005,24.70909090909091,3.1291,0.20726909090909065,177,7,33,0,5,55,40,44,0.247,0.715,0.038,-0.7887,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,5,4,2,1,0,6,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154435617537695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233671175550795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472127159476695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938204828878052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991736811729328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841920463648192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36592679448422666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934772898327328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892848337464084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jellyfishsailor,2020/03/27,"How to not take every mistake personally to the point of crying and anxious for the outcome? Because  banks and credit unions are essential services, we're still allowed to  work, which quite frankly I'm grateful for as a student. I pay for my  education with bills, and anxiety of being unemployed mixed with exams  is just unbearable.

But, I noticed  whenever I make ANY mistake at work and even during my internships I  take everything personally. My dad when I was a kid used to hit me  whenever I made any mistake, so it spilled over to adulthood.

Unfortunately,  by the end of today day I was short $180, in which manager thinks is  due to coins, as I deposited several rolls from a customer and sold to  treasury.

I started three days ago in this big branch as my home branch (where I've been working for the  past 5 months part-time) is temporarily closed. Today  was extremely busy. Though this branch is known as one of the busy ones.

I just feel terrible people had to wait for me, and help check my till and cash deposited plus withdrawn.

We still haven't found where the shortage is. Manager reviews our work, and will count tomorrow.

I  just went home crying because I'm studying to be an accountant, and I  just proved to this new branch and the team my poor attention to detail  and incompetence..

Probably will get written up tomorrow morning if we can't find the error.

Nonetheless, thank you for letting me vent.",7.530227272727274,7.685644598484853,7.4096060606060625,73.28690909090909,63.24242424242424,11.130909090909093,37.67575757575757,10.793553405168565,4.16086393939394,1130,53,201,27,15,361,163,264,0.083,0.8370000000000001,0.08,-0.1705,3,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,3,1,0,6,13,6,0,0,12,0,18,0,0,5,1,40,36,23,0,4,7,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,6,17,0,1,7,1,12,1,3,4,0,3,10,1,25,2,36,20,0,29,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,17,127,31,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383782671166208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746619178294055,0.0,0.0982420230468882,0.14507963354680806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656899261171595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821297655910044,0.16564236391372586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374324702115815,0.0,0.0,0.08482112659544629,0.0,0.10820057218131113,0.0,0.11541687783296108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493372081885937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173748372935964,0.0,0.0,0.14080744168235385,0.0,0.0,0.06709488352784558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607816052502883,0.0,0.2576342793960495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131958706361224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151543817266418,0.08572228480760849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250473997420352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403019284842508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620862035714902,0.0,0.0,0.1740433347160516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906786665361093,0.12259276191636137,0.08903123221648415,0.22426523417917524,0.0,0.0,0.12139973685374407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845999467910527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365919715407555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507963354680806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089733118750504,0.0,0.2051149992728375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311382810074085,0.0,0.0,0.11823317543522036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228725066604954,0.12617337803045034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345695136129986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091486096830246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904792870285855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739692482859779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sea-waves-015,2020/03/27,"Do people you assume to dislike you really dislike you? For some reason the people I assume to dislike me really do dislike me. I don't know if this has to do with me being oversensitive and hyperaware of signs of others disliking me, or how I may be subconsciously wary of people who dislike me so they can sense it and dislike me. Does anybody else have this experience?",7.213732394366198,7.211118225352112,8.45080985915493,66.08917253521129,63.92957746478872,11.043661971830986,34.651408450704224,10.686352973137794,3.935898591549297,298,12,49,7,4,103,44,71,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.9456,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,2,0,13,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,13,0,8,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,0,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803024393342288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675750397485455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133212890585221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760321150228804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6661807392122719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103931833990235,0.3293285026114942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sanpedro12,2020/03/27,"Smoking a cigarette drastically increases my anxiety - can anyone relate? Hi guys,

I know a lot of people smoke cigarettes to get relief from stress/anxiety but in my case its the other way round. Everytime I smoke a cigarette my anxiety goes through the roof for the next 30 mins. Additionally it makes me depressed, tired and I get severe brain fog and cant think clearly.  

Does anyone have the same experience?",4.923416988416988,7.700813851351353,6.073397683397683,70.34824324324326,72.64864864864866,10.174517374517377,30.841698841698843,10.290406445055957,4.055921235521233,331,15,53,11,7,110,58,74,0.231,0.743,0.026000000000000002,-0.946,0,0,5,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,3,2,1,1,1,10,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,6,8,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003591480020548,0.0,0.0,0.3048923764735518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433848742469996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778219735867432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079269235079974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326754220293626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278151970416105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587625076822112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981929677527335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853546739141815,0.0,0.0,0.14553150834666526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318690781314528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511491386808806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630302316177224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249743688119766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396998194111063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505844411605873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305587054771104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HapyAndrew,2020/03/27,"Relieve Pandemic Anxiety and Stress **Why are we Anxious and Stressed during the COVID-19 Pandemic?**

* Anxiety activates a physiological system that has evolved for responding to acute physical emergencies (like running away from a lion), but we turn it on for months on end, worrying about mortgages, relationships and job security... especially during uncertain times.

**How Does Long-term Stress Affect our Health?** 

* Sustained major stressors drive the immune system way below baseline, about **40 to 70 percent below -** stress relief is more important now than ever!

**What to work on to relieve Pandemic Anxiety and Stress?**

* Hone your stress relieving skills
   * meditation
   * deep breathing 
   * progressive muscle relaxation
   * exercise
   * journaling
   * create something with recycled goods around the house/ apartment
   * connect with the people you are quarantined with- games, hiking, walking or long- form conversation 
   * use Zoom, Skype, Google hangouts or Face time with the friends/ family you are social distancing from
* Practice optimism 
   * Catch yourself when you say something illogical, irrational and negative and replace it with something that is logical, rational and true. 
      * Example- \*I have lost most of my service business from the Pandemic and I am not feeling too good about myself and my financial situation. Here is what is going on in my head:

**Negative Thought:**

""I am such a loser, I should have saved more money - I should have known something bad was going to happen.""

""Replace with"" **Positive Thought:** 

""No one could have predicted this to happen, I have my health, my families health and we will get through this together.""",4.97612768410434,7.9765171712062255,4.769613056636405,69.3436514627468,101.02334630350192,8.596310707594755,33.55303357832541,8.226894021818545,4.806156708459433,1311,74,164,43,54,403,172,257,0.19,0.6920000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9634,3,1,4,0,0,0,85.0,4,4,0,5,11,22,0,7,9,0,20,8,3,3,2,40,31,15,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,3,5,1,0,0,8,20,0,1,5,4,1,6,4,10,0,1,4,2,20,12,32,23,6,28,0,2,0,0,15,11,0,4,9,118,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157630037212584,0.10620987008074532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369303048314501,0.0,0.0,0.08832992147658535,0.0,0.07849836176860928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506310154520872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227291247507174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326913429086974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504169404750347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772574163443551,0.0,0.047536665784349015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263553720627296,0.0,0.049118809362556484,0.0,0.10686146057880876,0.15771016838569646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627380765976815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648622297573384,0.2997997438049192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848036085853786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329509999802467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593084190093562,0.0,0.0,0.16640013229920098,0.0,0.0,0.10262816951564248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504165022451748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370680541679041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517796726988974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093662212360237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747642765004211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567648106575928,0.0,0.09583616451564664,0.0,0.289508489422109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6461612446696937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927436763935248,0.10964147515716836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226101518284944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119852997606719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462450639718904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483365911539782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844383374774797,0.09547650878277322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throws1232323,2020/03/27,"DAE get these weird days of pulsating white noise in the head with dizziness I have these days sometimes where I just feel I can't ever ""wake up"" to the day. Periodic pulsating white noise paired with dizziness, just feels like shit. I have no idea what is causing this? I've eaten and slept fine, like normal. Maybe something to do with SNRI medication?",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000006,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,73.54545454545455,6.824242424242425,24.63636363636364,7.793537801064563,1.2301090909090908,282,9,54,4,6,84,49,66,0.114,0.7859999999999999,0.099,-0.264,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,5,6,4,1,1,12,10,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,4,3,8,8,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,7,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254337292288676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47901420413401796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239541878672148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25037213801743713,0.17687428448492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935258619908474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540929358114054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27949255616786023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419143812030741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24873172254453985,0.0,0.0,0.2494151507062779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258006209265434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541417420101952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906025019709022,0.24486721877455994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,applesauce5151,2020/03/27,"Please anyone. I’m so alone. Never felt so alone in my entire life, I’m struggling so much, there’s only so much more time before I can’t handle this anymore. Please I’m in need of some support, a friend, anyone to talk to. This is too much",-0.5171428571428578,1.6976504509803974,1.3651540616246507,98.25176470588237,93.50980392156865,2.9142857142857146,13.168067226890754,3.1291,-1.522710924369748,187,3,41,0,7,61,35,51,0.145,0.6659999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.3543,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,8,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,7,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164106304162273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936665259251726,0.2811281647054558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710607890258274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301927135115896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531443092254613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199265853225862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433381207020011,0.1490603835197103,0.15504588217235155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289153859274787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413387328468248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015905630425613,0.0,0.0,0.2281252155587533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615794164956454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722156932070872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonuserplusplus,2020/03/27,"Please help I (21f) have very suddenly came down with crippling anxiety. I’m used to being out doing something with my friends everyday, hated staying at home, and now I cant even get out of bed.

At night when I try to sleep it feels like my throat is closing over but when I breathe in through my mouth I can breath perfectly fine. And in the morning I wake up feeling great then after a few minutes of worrying if my anxiety’s coming back i can’t even make it out of bed without having a panic attack or feeling like my throats going to close. I can’t even make it to my front door to have a cig let alone my corner shop.

This has been going on for about a week now, what started it all was a random panic attack I had about 3/4 weeks ago and the paramedics were called as we didn’t know it was an anxiety attack, I went blind and shook uncontrollably like I was having a seizure and my heart rate rocketed. Most terrifying experience of my life. I know by now it is anxiety but it still persists. Just when I feel like it’s not that bad one day it’s worse the next. I really don’t know how to cope, I’ve tried everything to take my mind off of it. I can’t go on like this for much longer, 2 weeks ago I was so happy now I’m absolutely miserable.",2.4873891625615765,3.918739873563218,3.950629447181175,88.87517241379311,75.55172413793103,7.4235358511220575,24.68910782703886,8.11559375814309,1.2607199781061853,981,32,217,16,21,325,153,261,0.12300000000000001,0.657,0.22,0.9826,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,17,20,4,5,10,0,24,10,8,4,2,38,46,16,0,1,7,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,4,0,14,15,0,0,7,1,1,8,8,10,0,1,10,5,27,10,36,34,4,47,0,1,1,0,4,16,0,4,27,142,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201050835227967,0.0,0.0,0.10632872316512246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31415006896804504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503846415237291,0.0,0.0789421163419046,0.08571997517474816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048312066151163,0.1174200241624534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843576336770043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620965045514611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034253922874919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092267593354618,0.10042488484405017,0.0,0.0,0.20763958478196864,0.22002909317229305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931778836964286,0.0,0.05363759222877505,0.0,0.17503859077252507,0.0,0.0,0.11318718931773933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928751194299936,0.0,0.10135923664902068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165708374544698,0.06881337340914215,0.0,0.10298015061509516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926399990067828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498067948274938,0.07251446998586486,0.25078170670040195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370577521167079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366116028498816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546969723539462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918410382434007,0.0963430109238166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695676400851153,0.0,0.0,0.2409076714424606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269401047713325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576905180536935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273793111605707,0.0,0.0,0.07903560012912897,0.0,0.0,0.07266595794738788,0.10942593874872092,0.08198743415685322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719039232780305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940394680258295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866855074366525,0.0,0.08470837738022928,0.0,0.0,0.2470520957855057,0.0,0.0,0.09517036053567543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896422860191616,0.0,0.0,0.10426006069726344,0.10462317135115258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,exxtra_toasty,2020/03/27,"Hi, I have very bad anxiety. However I’m super good at dealing with it and I’m even better at talking to people while they are having a panic attack. Call me ? If you ever want to talk please message me and I will give you my phone number. You can call me during, before or after a panic attack (I AM IN NO WAY ANY TYPE OF THERAPIST AND OR DOCTOR) I’ve just been living with my anxiety for so long that I’m really good at dealing with it. (ALSO THIS IS FREE OF CHARGE WITH NO STRINGS ATTACHED) I just like helping people who deal with the same thing as me. We don’t even have to exchange names or any type of information what so ever tell me that your freaking out and I’ll start talking about whatever. You can call me blocked or from a pay phone a land line or friends phone, doesn’t matter. we can chop it up about what ever you want. I can tell you all about my life and experiences with terrible anxiety / horrific panic attacks. Or we can talk about what you are currently doing. Whatever you want if it helps you step back from the ledge we can talk about it. I’m a 26 year old male whole lives in New York and owns a business if that matter.",2.1309543987086386,3.9646755296610174,3.6928571428571435,88.60290960451978,77.60169491525423,6.698627925746571,22.255044390637607,7.62386473244151,0.8800264729620668,899,26,189,13,21,298,126,236,0.179,0.685,0.136,-0.9399,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,10,1,2,16,16,3,3,8,0,18,2,0,0,4,41,27,20,0,6,11,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,14,17,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,9,0,0,1,0,29,8,29,25,4,22,0,0,0,0,41,8,0,9,13,131,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674121364278796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305156444227699,0.0,0.22023325588153828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32751375021558354,0.0,0.07378927472579053,0.08012471784088518,0.0,0.0,0.08165705896515435,0.0,0.0,0.08487107392965162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939654672262476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967995147451604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982217324666498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676471363474548,0.2604108513889494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386978409558952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414042526172894,0.0,0.0,0.09205601865729812,0.0,0.16097766192613236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864334402446784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677811844340146,0.04688245288933464,0.0,0.16947337307818786,0.0849238337512101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268122524168967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069654975258108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377741155550073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305669365015302,0.0,0.0,0.1053380588763637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061476064450846475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792278422039551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856552987823543,0.1677509904541452,0.0,0.0,0.11141991262061683,0.06375325174244162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791791507465288,0.1698035884165956,0.07617060260079404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071387559754959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179673359131984
anxiety,UTOPIAN00,2020/03/27,"Doctor says what I'm feeling is because of anxiety but im not sure Hello yall, As the title suggests, Ive been to the doctors twice these last 3 days and he tells me its my anxiety. I first started to feel my hands and feet become cold, tingly, and a bit numb on day 1. Of course, it did not help that I stayed up 24 hours to fix my sleeping schedule while taking caffeine pills throughout the day. Day 2 I started to see blue veins in my hands clearly and this has never happened to me before so I start panicking. That same day I went to my doctors office while also being very lightheaded. My doctor tells me that this is all coming from stress which is hard for me to believe so I am asking this subreddit if I'm going crazy thinking that this isn't anxiety and is a more underlying issue. I woke up today at around 4pm with 12 hours of sleep, and 5 hours later I felt sleepy again which is very unusual for me. Right now I still feel a bit lightheaded and the blue veins are still there. Please if anyone can offer any info I would be very, very grateful. 

​

Here is a picture of my hand after washing it in water: [https://prnt.sc/rnp7zh](https://prnt.sc/rnp7zh)",4.030562770562774,5.6676366666666675,4.5864285714285735,85.03773809523811,71.94372294372296,6.864935064935065,25.38744588744589,7.3871296695380915,1.1886121212121212,934,29,180,10,18,297,143,231,0.113,0.815,0.07200000000000001,-0.7677,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,1,8,0,17,16,8,0,4,27,35,16,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,15,10,1,0,6,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,5,13,24,1,25,27,5,37,0,0,3,0,10,9,0,2,24,117,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908764912529846,0.0,0.10715452482012457,0.12017030596242112,0.06725314209596363,0.0,0.22696709681914276,0.0,0.0,0.06915086673923164,0.0,0.0,0.08803902348938178,0.09245505725569862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028650571799035,0.1092236267591362,0.08415380108660628,0.11142270597035003,0.0,0.0,0.21593914800955666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519074353004354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31890092516565843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048998208425584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001541746435013,0.0,0.09495633370844933,0.0,0.0,0.08412147597384866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620526932587337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874540184154005,0.0,0.0885920110369592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628836821548183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921799621680096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682539847318248,0.1032224526244048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061400381401924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627522591199715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855887005817264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844572348868203,0.0,0.07864661916278434,0.0,0.0,0.07880785958848062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197936228675376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099987635473435,0.10541071539934553,0.15795805248838507,0.0,0.11328582692609418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320896212602547,0.0,0.07435800478636498,0.0,0.17288013628783086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633690071711592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374250064140233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264005138844497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916782245927632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025337274596655,0.0,0.12017030596242112,0.0
anxiety,housesubdivisions,2020/03/27,"Could this be anxiety due to COVID-19? Long post. Hi, everyone. I'm a 24F with no health issues as far as I know.

Since the lockdown started I was definitely worried and stressed. It's not continous and these days I'm handling it better. In fact, I would say that I'm not even stressed at all these days. A few days ago, I noticed at night I would constanly have incomplete half yawns. This could last for less then 5 minutes and I would have about 30-50 back-to-back incomplete half yawns. I found that really odd since it has never happened to me before and I searched around the Internet and anxiety came up. I shrugged it off thinking it won't be anxiety since my day goes on normally like watching TV, cleaning the house, etc. and I haven't been stressed much(or atleast what I'm trying to do).

My period came and I had really bad dizziness. It lasts throughout the day, but this isn't the first time I've had dizziness. I then started having shortness of breath and it only happens at night. I've been having shortness of breath for almost everyday now, but it will last for a maximum of 15 minutes and nothing longer. 

Yesterday afternoon I received some news that someone who was supposed to be isolated due to a relative of theirs having COVID-19 was out at a supermarket that I always went to. I was near the supernarket, but never went in and the chances of me encoutering the person could be quite low since the times were an hour different. Nevertheless, I was a bit worried for a while, took some vitaminc C and went on with my day. The worriness lasted for about 30 minutes and I never thought about it throughout the day.

Later that night while I was doing some work, I suddenly went feverish. My body felt warm and I was feeling very dizzy. I started having some shortness of breath and ""ahem ahem"" type of cough. The 'fever' last for like 15 minutes then I started feeling normal, although the dizziness never left.

As I was about to fall asleep, I started having quite difficulty breathing and I started coughing, too. It could be possible that I started thinking and hoping I would not fall ill from the coronavirus because my family would be affected. This difficult breathing has never happened before and I was shocked when it was happening because it felt quite bad and my chest felt tight. It lasted for about 5 minutes then I fell asleep.

Today, I'm try not to think much and have not had any issues yet. I try to take deep breaths whenever I can.

Could this be anxiety?",4.267966101694917,6.407105288135598,4.587,83.19316949152544,72.38983050847456,7.855593220338982,31.079661016949164,8.623443432112703,2.600523559322033,1984,91,363,37,40,623,212,472,0.10400000000000001,0.845,0.051,-0.9631,1,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,1,6,11,13,0,3,22,0,50,17,10,1,7,74,86,33,0,13,8,0,7,2,0,7,7,1,1,1,28,25,0,1,11,1,0,11,14,8,0,3,28,9,40,5,47,39,10,84,0,1,1,0,6,20,0,8,54,244,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053352213788896,0.0,0.06026866531465905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008047096650535,0.0,0.0,0.04092927742030755,0.0,0.18417180187134646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053579260446570943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256029679054388,0.10050739340061272,0.0733789690810796,0.0,0.10242954197537216,0.0,0.0,0.05323058006094656,0.06570870162599024,0.06685427623240495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767596802899829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402724243823444,0.0,0.0,0.271709806270507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628826870770071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712450248859521,0.03975299784488648,0.0,0.0,0.05751133296046155,0.0,0.0,0.056739021287520085,0.0,0.060864790822317535,0.0,0.17336710244509226,0.0,0.0,0.0511950983974328,0.0,0.06599202522314883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289293970159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397605018566016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059779349546420425,0.05927214875782565,0.06944780795036623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563934614208547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033077244426591,0.29436301322763786,0.0,0.0,0.06539343711485987,0.0,0.0,0.05880873297415401,0.0,0.0,0.053263670674455206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848885612017125,0.0,0.2320999275538779,0.0,0.0,0.16944448853221472,0.1179411164025442,0.057751125269165274,0.06852338801962582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457749854865939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052553035598835916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785188796188024,0.057642584151399785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920491003209557,0.0,0.0,0.07711476758960642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786318071637087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914949383398695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099631646984653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29820506860584056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683228590707015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045253192809624095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569634935377232,0.0,0.04778181752754653,0.0701911392057339,0.0,0.05705031311920801,0.0,0.06687005900787181,0.12258922696538035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049660643230040935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317609978158465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381691011978499,0.18336869991695728,0.0,0.2137758692916531,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,foreverathrowawayx,2020/03/27,"Could this be anxiety due to COVID-19? Long post. Hi, everyone. I'm a 24F with no health issues as far as I know.

Since the lockdown started I was definitely worried and stressed. It's not continous and these days I'm handling it better. In fact, I would say that I'm not even stressed at all these days. A few days ago, I noticed at night I would constanly have incomplete half yawns. This could last for less then 5 minutes and I would have about 30-50 back-to-back incomplete half yawns. I found that really odd since it has never happened to me before and I searched around the Internet and anxiety came up. I shrugged it off thinking it won't be anxiety since my day goes on normally like watching TV, cleaning the house, etc. and I haven't been stressed much(or atleast what I'm trying to do).

My period came and I had really bad dizziness. It lasts throughout the day, but this isn't the first time I've had dizziness. I then started having shortness of breath and it only happens at night. I've been having shortness of breath for almost everyday now, but it will last for a maximum of 15 minutes and nothing longer. 

Yesterday afternoon I received some news that someone who was supposed to be isolated due to a relative of theirs having COVID-19 was out at a supermarket that I always went to. I was near the supernarket, but never went in and the chances of me encoutering the person could be quite low since the times were an hour different. Nevertheless, I was a bit worried for a while, took some vitaminc C and went on with my day. The worriness lasted for about 30 minutes and I never thought about it throughout the day.

Later that night while I was doing some work, I suddenly went feverish. My body felt warm and I was feeling very dizzy. I started having some shortness of breath and ""ahem ahem"" type of cough. The 'fever' last for like 15 minutes then I started feeling normal, although the dizziness never left.

As I was about to fall asleep, I started having quite difficulty breathing and I started coughing, too. It could be possible that I started thinking and hoping I would not fall ill from the coronavirus because my family would be affected. This difficult breathing has never happened before and I was shocked when it was happening because it felt quite bad and my chest felt tight. It lasted for about 5 minutes then I fell asleep.

Today, I'm try not to think much and have not had any issues yet. I try to take deep breaths whenever I can.

Could this be anxiety?",4.267966101694917,6.407105288135598,4.587,83.19316949152544,72.38983050847456,7.855593220338982,31.079661016949164,8.623443432112703,2.600523559322033,1984,91,363,37,40,623,212,472,0.10400000000000001,0.845,0.051,-0.9631,1,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,1,6,11,13,0,3,22,0,50,17,10,1,7,74,86,33,0,13,8,0,7,2,0,7,7,1,1,1,28,25,0,1,11,1,0,11,14,8,0,3,28,9,40,5,47,39,10,84,0,1,1,0,6,20,0,8,54,244,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053352213788896,0.0,0.06026866531465905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008047096650535,0.0,0.0,0.04092927742030755,0.0,0.18417180187134646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053579260446570943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256029679054388,0.10050739340061272,0.0733789690810796,0.0,0.10242954197537216,0.0,0.0,0.05323058006094656,0.06570870162599024,0.06685427623240495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767596802899829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402724243823444,0.0,0.0,0.271709806270507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628826870770071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712450248859521,0.03975299784488648,0.0,0.0,0.05751133296046155,0.0,0.0,0.056739021287520085,0.0,0.060864790822317535,0.0,0.17336710244509226,0.0,0.0,0.0511950983974328,0.0,0.06599202522314883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289293970159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397605018566016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059779349546420425,0.05927214875782565,0.06944780795036623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563934614208547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033077244426591,0.29436301322763786,0.0,0.0,0.06539343711485987,0.0,0.0,0.05880873297415401,0.0,0.0,0.053263670674455206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848885612017125,0.0,0.2320999275538779,0.0,0.0,0.16944448853221472,0.1179411164025442,0.057751125269165274,0.06852338801962582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457749854865939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052553035598835916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785188796188024,0.057642584151399785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920491003209557,0.0,0.0,0.07711476758960642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786318071637087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914949383398695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099631646984653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29820506860584056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683228590707015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045253192809624095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569634935377232,0.0,0.04778181752754653,0.0701911392057339,0.0,0.05705031311920801,0.0,0.06687005900787181,0.12258922696538035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049660643230040935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317609978158465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381691011978499,0.18336869991695728,0.0,0.2137758692916531,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,selfharmthrowaway19,2020/03/27,"Anyone else only get anxiety at night? Daytime makes me feel so safe, idk why. I usually kind of dead nighttime.",1.807142857142857,4.611817333333338,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,89.95238095238096,6.609523809523811,26.04761904761905,7.793537801064563,2.2730190476190475,88,4,15,2,3,29,21,21,0.28800000000000003,0.5770000000000001,0.135,-0.499,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26447362657866186,0.0,0.0,0.2417343407554201,0.35422935169337755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888033581457414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748056086346448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062359284899016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36001250873344337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076971380014002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244332949310442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26293441873760803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38075997033953096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119570792290093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cwreck92,2020/03/27,"I never knew my anxiety could spike so high.. I feel so panicked. I’m not panicked about the hoarding. I’m not panicked about the economy. I find myself panicking at every waking “potential ailment” that comes across me. I’m 28 & live in Austin, TX. Allergies are RAMPANT right now. It’s something I’ve suffered year round since I was born. I know what it feels like, I know what to expect every time. However, it’s different this time. This time I find myself suffering from the same year round allergies, but only to immediately assume it’s early on symptoms of COVID-19. I can’t say for sure they’re not, but, I’m quite confident it isn’t. I feel perfectly okay, and none of the things I’m experiencing really aren’t that close to those of COVID-19. I had a mild itchy throat today, and I started panicking about the possibility of having it. It’s the worst at night when I’m laying in bed. I have to try to put something on to distract myself from my wandering mind, finding it’s way into scenarios revolving around all of this that are completely outrageous (we all know how this goes). I have to try to bring myself back down. My girlfriend has been a big help of making sure I’m okay mentally during most of this, as she knows my anxiety can get bad at times. 

I honestly don’t know why I’m even here posting this other than the fact that I just needed to air this out to someone who will listen, and possibly relate. I just don’t want to feel so strange about these feelings. 

Anyways, I hope everyone’s doing okay and staying inside. Please stay in, and only go out if you have to (like I did yesterday, to pickup curbside groceries). Much love.",3.4257518796992485,5.463224232198143,4.6179068996019454,82.50086300309597,74.4798761609907,7.957938965059707,27.015590446704998,8.738905477910976,2.15816771340115,1309,50,249,27,28,430,183,323,0.11800000000000001,0.731,0.151,0.8861,4,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,0,2,17,17,1,1,9,3,20,4,2,2,7,52,50,14,0,6,8,0,7,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,26,12,0,0,15,0,0,4,10,6,0,0,5,10,30,11,43,43,7,43,0,2,2,1,9,19,0,4,18,159,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750174794488735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592256616939474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654038562280594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338867195107358,0.09054830578068572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341706559109993,0.11370410213288384,0.0,0.0,0.08658571361778677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133035209671511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162789686944121,0.0,0.1827417233534731,0.10362528738561347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741690687713669,0.0774742081939725,0.0,0.0,0.2973544355581993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665882535044872,0.0,0.061632650609850424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268940949351853,0.11457969161816975,0.0,0.10771185360512542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979968280326715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596297358331314,0.0,0.0957602548918908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787720903318596,0.0,0.07238888732163913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928857488017396,0.0,0.10950006016603306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972066264036179,0.08041171281730565,0.08364063379120693,0.0,0.0,0.10176970297970367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495691481822025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190417017682628,0.0,0.2445142905847843,0.10386177890268596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090186953693524,0.0,0.1153462120042171,0.0,0.0,0.06947361104150998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261272673694426,0.0,0.08624101723278299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970807347411873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188637574143144,0.16697484275895086,0.0,0.0,0.07675899773247756,0.23117910013293186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441910394958654,0.11271744699892401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204704227166693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25294412762501217,0.0,0.10279461087228677,0.0,0.0,0.14725612293263027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639645611696536,0.08607979162550522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785610722321182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967199336879652
anxiety,birkeneve,2020/03/27,"Panic attack or heart attack Last night out of nowhere, I felt like I was going to die. I had been having aches and pains and crying jags all week but then boom aches in my head, neck, chest, arm (right side). I felt like I was going into shock.

The last time I had this impending doom feeling was when I went into preterm labour with my second daughter. The fear and helplessness and I was ready to tell my husband to call an ambulance. I didn’t want to take resources away from the NHS so instead went to bed. My 11 year old sat with me because he could sense something was wrong. The feeling didn’t pass for a good hour. 

Please tell me that I’m just having anxiety due to the crazy world we live in.",3.234334186939819,4.639886978873238,3.4882074263764413,93.046357234315,73.5774647887324,6.290396927016642,22.76824583866837,6.574015621080383,0.36685070422535215,549,14,119,4,11,169,97,142,0.27399999999999997,0.636,0.09,-0.981,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,4,12,2,2,7,0,13,6,5,0,1,20,25,9,1,2,3,2,4,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,9,0,1,15,5,16,3,17,9,1,25,1,2,0,0,7,9,0,1,13,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560477474758528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34383683943514143,0.1419802352533682,0.0,0.0,0.09212006513086098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543082650539328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065534122614732,0.0,0.16599590984181284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683651480825214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004964323907615,0.15281949487550986,0.0,0.2901937520389336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717675625526247,0.12675051916119465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509055604034502,0.0,0.0,0.1790754311662571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148820684520215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636250495410136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765713881470552,0.0,0.13343986839314406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181390585637438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857280825382367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080009307620313,0.1773042876199643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588206699309924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905385518511794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633793721557407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136218489086641,0.0,0.2641673990721051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811805884185915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913324879867868,0.0,0.1212176587154482,0.0,0.0,0.28017560215127274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522369344058396,0.0,0.09731496869124663
anxiety,Sir_Douchebag76,2020/03/27,"Need help with a friend who is struggling with mental problems ok so I'm 15 with no mental problems, I joined this subreddit in order to get some help with it cause I really don't know what to do.
so me and friend have a really close relationship. we talk to each  other everyday. especially now with the Corona virus shit so everybody is staying at home. 
she has a very serious case of mental problems. she has trust issues, she is always depressed and feels bad, she has problem talking with people and she almost always likes to be alone. she recently stopped cutting herself. 
a few days ago I talked with her, and somehow are talk changed from casual talk to emotional and deep one. now this is where it gets interesting. this is what she told me:
""Maybe it will sound manipulative on my side, but at the start of the year i didn't planned on befriending anybody. I just wanted some peace, and if the opportunity comes to me, i will take it.
Then you came, and honestly I didn't think you will be my best friend, i just wanted to talk to you a little until you get bored of me and you stop. But you never stopped. And then you started to open up emotionally, and i panicked, so i built a persona that i thought will appeal to you, and i was right. But it kept going and going, and i can't do this anymore. I can't keep being fake like that. I planned that i will transition smoothly to being more myself, but i guess it blow up in my face huh?""
 she told me I'm too much touchy and emotional and nice she just can't keep up at that pace  and she feels bad when I type that I love her cause she just can't do it also. she feels bad when she is typing me that for some unknown reason. so I tried to help her to solve her problems, or at least those that involves me. but I fucked-up, I was so panicked and I wrote her that I can't help her no matter how much I want (which was the worst mistake I ever made) and she said that she is disappointed at me and lost her trust in me. she told me that befriending me only caused her harm, and that she wouldn't care if I leave her, she trusted me, she thought I was different from other friends that ""betrayed"" her. 
""its ok, i didn't excepted you to help me, I trusted you and I was wrong, from now on I won't tell you anything personal anymore until you regain my trust. which will take you a lot of time""
she wrote and I realized I fucked it all up. but the thing is she is really important to me and I can't just leave her like that. I must fix the damage I've done to her, so I told her I will try to find a solution to our problem, that I'm too nice and she can't keep up the pace. 
now this is where it gets even harder, I have a crush on her and she knows it. she is saying that I'm not her type and if I won't get over this crush our friendship will come to an end.

so reddit, I require your help. here is the problem in short: she doesn't trust me anymore, I'm too nice to her, I'm acting like a lover other then a best friend,  and she always feels bad.
Please help me redditors, as an Extrovert with no mental problems, I need to know how to help her

thanks for reading this, it means a lot to me",2.4109545028142563,3.7419667042682927,3.6842682926829298,91.11757973733587,75.5548780487805,6.875422138836773,22.9812382739212,7.468242284971852,0.7070819418386498,2442,68,553,30,52,798,242,656,0.15,0.64,0.21,0.9935,1,1,0,0,0,0,73.0,3,14,0,7,31,57,3,1,23,3,55,5,2,8,4,118,109,56,0,19,17,0,5,4,6,12,0,3,1,1,44,42,0,8,14,2,0,6,20,27,0,1,22,8,125,30,63,71,15,61,0,4,0,3,95,28,2,12,29,402,169,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008750382069111,0.0,0.05658072626864851,0.05852124007559339,0.0,0.04518633400639917,0.1410478930153923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811074771706108,0.0,0.0,0.046498086234069466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871436041548612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859520117063993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462567422183528,0.0576097284539718,0.17413592526318394,0.059773879555340026,0.09734661313053686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03644049071848237,0.0,0.048666926160315004,0.0,0.0,0.059034791727432284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057823344928876565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067863001004887,0.050045889703957534,0.0,0.0,0.037320446332708375,0.05111122238490379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428074774632435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051643753058347286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827476138486893,0.05223715960834847,0.14760538443701304,0.0,0.06422520079348612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224567181334423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029882293937898,0.0,0.056678251537055475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897563365243684,0.0,0.15067040639025667,0.0,0.0,0.09315957983394636,0.0,0.0,0.11965943463070593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104202591925434,0.05663198450776912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168093490869959,0.0960755849674164,0.05099718526674638,0.0534655759825987,0.0,0.0,0.05676599534138582,0.061549564584153824,0.0,0.0,0.22777150087363895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307407704851638,0.0837941959454554,0.043579470025877434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03828866223279282,0.042973938617126985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039172850647430285,0.04933722866235498,0.0,0.062024569146495824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432534586772282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651942289611005,0.0,0.10859398163567872,0.0580956585235252,0.05579101371527407,0.060664291767972965,0.0,0.04825422005914717,0.05374836891985208,0.044934353736238136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800067958930762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998783101642562,0.06022588667848881,0.0,0.14171995350801478,0.0,0.059070387207685676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496815058955479,0.27249528614284296,0.0493871019544245,0.052021413245561934,0.0,0.0,0.037538834616785435,0.036205566297126894,0.0,0.08971593859029915,0.03294801380741925,0.0,0.0,0.2159684785181068,0.0,0.07672519330125083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662182655371542,0.09998280320913976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061778398257306764,0.0,0.03638680849588399
anxiety,throw3433away,2020/03/27,Ever think about how everyone could just leave you? Relationships really are fragile.,7.543846153846157,11.760339153846154,6.91423076923077,57.06826923076926,80.53846153846155,11.830769230769231,29.57692307692308,10.125756701596842,5.657953846153848,71,3,8,3,2,22,13,13,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415796709012768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869879243950248,0.0,0.40880059865853946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529998900563978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27407261780663345,0.0,0.0,0.4593188591614671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27412995227071546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GalaxyPatio,2020/03/27,"Just need help getting relaxed about this Obviously we all know what's going on. My anxiety has really been kicking my butt lately. My family and friends have been trying to help me out and for the most part I've been doing okay, considering. But tonight I had a little bit of a coughing fit. It wasn't consistent but it was hard but it could have been allergies. There's no fever yet, but when I get anxious I tend to get warm. I just need help being told not to worry so that I don't start obsessing. Thank you.",1.6390996503496496,3.9672688365384654,3.3011188811188816,88.2347902097902,81.78846153846153,6.858741258741258,21.954545454545453,8.00094639256281,1.1743576923076922,405,13,84,8,11,134,76,104,0.099,0.6970000000000001,0.205,0.8657,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,1,14,3,1,0,2,18,25,8,0,3,7,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,2,11,5,8,15,4,10,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,1,5,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598003326535485,0.2359863221767112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805385561468275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667817242537249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692296831664133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138795077714246,0.0,0.3274093216296128,0.0,0.11871704129405765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712447353680334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200438343846031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148005201431291,0.0,0.2356370988403461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936272865822286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097786818057848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22620759083981695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382032849880476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478534674937475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231791222597416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960341474751195,0.0,0.14182264638965467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121380069930409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hermyohnee,2020/03/27,"Hospital administrative job but my anxiety is making me not functional First time poster here but feel like i don't know what else to do because my anxiety flareup is paralyzing.

I work in hospital administration, but in a non-clinical role where I can work from home. My job duties entail keeping up with the daily changes to health care rules, policies etc. 

I have generalized anxiety, panic disorder and depression and have been managing my mental health with varying degrees of success for 5+ years with therapy and medication.

With everything I hear about at work, being required to follow the news in great detail , and super fast-paced, changing assignments, my symptoms are out of control. I am having trouble thinking properly leading to more stress from work because I am not performing my job duties to the expected standard, having difficulty communicating and navigating interpersonal conflicts. On top of that, I am having intense chest pains and shortness of breathe, have difficulty moving, and borderline panic attacks. My anxiety is paralyzing so its difficult to force myself to get up, go to the bathroom, do basic tasks. I am pushing myself so much to just fucking get over it but clearly this is not a great method. 

I feel so guilty because my work is nothing compared to my family and friends working in intensive care with COVID patients. Everyone else is so much worse off but other people are actually helping when I can barely do anything.

I'm scared if I can't get my act together I might lose my job. 

All of the tips online like not reading the news or going on long walks/deep breath/meditation are not an option for me because I have to read the news and work all day. also hard to breath let alone deep breathing. 

I live alone but I dont have anyone who I can talk to and relate to because everyone I know is in a much more difficulty position but isn't having symptoms like me. 

Is there anyone out there that can relate or has tips to cope for people with serious anxiety symptoms right now?

tl;dr: bad anxiety flair up due to current events, which I can't avoid because it is my job to advise healthcare workers. Worried about losing my job because too anxious to do my job decently.",7.440518518518517,8.302237693827161,7.859851851851853,67.56533333333334,63.41975308641975,10.726913580246912,38.175308641975306,10.621296500359557,4.453319012345679,1786,89,283,43,25,588,211,405,0.207,0.6759999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9901,8,3,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,18,16,25,2,5,11,0,43,12,4,3,3,59,61,26,0,2,16,0,3,3,1,1,7,1,1,0,10,18,0,7,5,2,0,7,10,15,0,1,1,4,38,10,51,57,8,37,0,3,0,1,7,20,1,5,13,200,48,25,0.0,0.0,0.06555938962577225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915941181993124,0.0,0.0537249693829707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30836168383843515,0.07589589923551203,0.0,0.09394964294577106,0.0,0.05528459686369641,0.0,0.0,0.07642858106092235,0.0,0.0,0.05609369214380768,0.2866722549992305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369919009987654,0.0,0.14213810080531156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534969202571846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332646786246568,0.0,0.057863271615615976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699574495904134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873614160401747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122429369966281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492505875450467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283894804835117,0.06037834199010176,0.0,0.06333267802413628,0.0,0.06793790433258849,0.047994430663825104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057144494382241735,0.0,0.0,0.05190421011280358,0.0621081542090676,0.10529858109556453,0.0,0.07636151553601445,0.0,0.0,0.14813553875322388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018137007708752,0.0,0.0,0.14282144794611035,0.07571835996341042,0.0,0.04503029982825285,0.0,0.06738845705158086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666704565464418,0.059713946323460936,0.0,0.0,0.07384231957683474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869756907824946,0.0,0.0984643671835432,0.0,0.059322438020304125,0.05945345599309579,0.0,0.15031768307799553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484412960622106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767822802472187,0.06770308534554145,0.07126888605422042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140323355974315,0.14815825439561098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446239887835516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071485783597058,0.1576458780981519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315029634308612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439923071460785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737257850813202,0.0,0.0,0.06726033643807783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695610693253058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948170316431025,0.0,0.05399789275136014,0.0,0.0,0.07682782596481827,0.0,0.0,0.04304715094901906,0.0,0.0,0.03917403506959901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423621941937634,0.06822600841547874,0.06846362184445924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326264157894599
anxiety,justasimpleperson23,2020/03/27,"Please give me a real, no nonsense, solid reason to continue living Please, Give me a real, common sense reason to live. I knew what kind of responses I could get so I did my homework! So, please don't advise me some cheap reasons like these ones below:

1.""You are unique, you have hidden gifts. Bring them to world"" . No, I failed from every interview and if I was that unique as you described, I could have a job! I could learn and be pro painter, pro developer, etc. But truth be told, only thing I could learn was English, so I could write this post!. That's it. 

2. ""There are people who need you"". Well, I am not married, so if I suicide, only parents will remember me for a few days and then I will be a history. 

3. ""Trust me, it will get better"". Nope, dear. I do very powerful meditations, take care of myself, take pills;I feel very good for a days& depression and anxiety returns again.

4. ""You are strong"". Strong to endure this pain? Strong so I can have no excuses? Strong so I can live with this pain and put a fake smile in my face?

5. ""Do your hobbies"". Hobbies work as a coping mechanism, And I enjoy learning languages, drawing, but as I draw I feel shit inside. Hobbies doesn't help that deep self of me who cries inside. They just make me deaf so I can't her that inner child. 

6. ""Take pills"". Well, They temporarily help


7. ""you are very weak person indeed! These reasons are all excuses!! Man up!!!! You are too young and you have many years ahead"". Dear, this proves that you have zero idea of how depression feels like.


Please, I implore you, I beg you, give me a no nonsense reason to live and not end my life",0.6929574374725753,3.2000815471698125,2.025632587392135,93.71173979815713,90.44654088050314,4.8449319877139105,18.716103554190433,6.503187473535588,0.09980421237384808,1244,36,257,15,43,397,174,318,0.162,0.7140000000000001,0.124,-0.9598,3,0,0,0,0,2,84.0,0,11,3,9,14,25,1,0,9,0,33,8,2,7,3,45,50,24,1,8,7,1,3,2,0,3,6,1,1,4,17,9,0,0,15,0,1,2,10,8,2,2,5,4,48,17,20,34,4,19,0,3,0,0,33,6,1,3,12,167,65,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004427147741674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357512485428816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349965063174776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473112257279654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317630435047961,0.0,0.09128697942223052,0.05359587292877984,0.0,0.14315649097445432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360639476297225,0.0,0.09268408264747173,0.0,0.0,0.0700195768815671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606120925488926,0.0593702541207133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683790225555248,0.23916576861520716,0.0,0.06970456106690448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140710732299006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381546974369998,0.0,0.0,0.08246892463079848,0.0,0.0,0.08654110615081194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058699544434132535,0.08120184530672203,0.0,0.2935330763684089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547325666163775,0.08425546236493392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061621330963362815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056314122976420765,0.1264102490367695,0.17685923468510206,0.0,0.09227830734476,0.0,0.0,0.0576145678656542,0.07256411167659099,0.0,0.3648974929694749,0.0,0.0,0.07959165186229736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354351465951014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891834493052076,0.0,0.4272290892012329,0.0,0.0,0.09414180510776744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866966767866597,0.0,0.0853061249110662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090342058024414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745393292747886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521129299708576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794104230147455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571107378747805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494428152445712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050145577747856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351691829550817
anxiety,Sam_Mitch,2020/03/27,"Loss for Words I would have welcomed an end not 2 months ago. Then I got stable on my meds and now the world is crumbling. It’s like I spent my entire life waiting for something bad to happen and just as I stopped worrying, something bad happened. Here I am standing at an abyss it seems and I have no idea what to say. That’s the part that gets me. Not having anything worth saying. I feel dull, I feel useless, I feel impotent. I don’t want to go out like that. I’d rather go out swinging and raging. But I’m stable and my rage leaks out of me like water through a colander. I don’t know who to turn to. So I’d thought I’d vent. Thank you for being here and letting me.",0.1989597902097877,2.311125307692308,1.7585620629370633,98.37322770979023,86.13286713286713,4.1344405594405575,20.825611888111887,5.148860815047168,-0.3121884615384616,521,17,120,2,16,168,91,143,0.21100000000000002,0.67,0.11900000000000001,-0.9321,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,6,12,2,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,0,26,28,10,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,9,1,2,7,0,2,2,5,7,0,0,3,5,18,5,16,22,1,15,0,3,0,0,5,6,0,1,9,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681194201483306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557433783165522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954096639431132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668165821223862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683391757727013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924233999293545,0.0,0.20107367495839787,0.0,0.14148378084109725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128656989562559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969954258372996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722008829018036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808931184551628,0.12495031155729824,0.25927447907592244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649698004061866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120058161153962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156639644086346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28135733406823016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104390231098464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27237385482311943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147897043085513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286654784387233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043952569878929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241734126053692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434071270843484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965141398186166,0.0,0.12566529798435533,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mack7793,2020/03/27,Another Covid-19 post I really thought I was fine and not too concerned about this...but I’ve been seeing a lot of stuff about it and now I’m getting anxious. I’ve been off work for a week because I had a fever and I have to go back tomorrow. I work at a hospital so I’m super anxious. I didn’t realize it was going to effect me like this.,-0.4519969969969964,1.656966202702705,2.4463963963963984,92.16782282282284,89.67567567567568,5.991591591591593,23.087087087087088,7.3871296695380915,1.08380960960961,265,11,60,5,9,93,50,74,0.061,0.8059999999999999,0.133,0.6948,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,8,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,1,7,3,8,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25924155439566193,0.0,0.5585976419257168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010412762981896,0.0,0.15070873135920215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916714361510653,0.0,0.2810123006773272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078378383299072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101855723069375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367773992606684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583814673063585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700980175020785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830184834986996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627250673572635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983124907411493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599718567283979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,minimizetetration,2020/03/27,"What does it mean if you feel short of breath but your blood oxygen levels are normal? Title.

I feel really short of breath, like I'm on the verge of hyperventilating, but my blood oxygen level is normal. 

This has happened before and nothing bad happened to me. Only happens when I take adderall, which I just started last week.",4.822622950819671,6.932060114754101,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,70.80327868852459,6.191475409836067,23.67540983606557,6.742157984588678,0.9289383606557378,261,7,44,2,5,83,48,61,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.792,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,10,12,5,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187660021474654,0.0,0.0,0.1912489160883972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668355076460114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22728453233763396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.596247086176434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832043312590296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980334599702844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482275935308356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404219766923372,0.21565731716868736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093538034912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439830290314769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590818849525311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898687444020302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802839283996269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reallytiredarmadillo,2020/03/27,"i wake up and tell myself, don't think of it. don't think of it. i last about half an hour and then i get ready to go into work at the pharmacy and i remember the current situation going on and i start crying. the other day i got sent home from work because i had an anxiety attack and couldn't stop crying and my pharmacist felt bad for me and told me to go home and rest.



the more anxious i am, the more paranoid and irritable i get. i feel so helpless and scared. i want this to end and i want to feel safe again.



when all this is over, i want to go see a movie.




thank you for listening to me.",-0.0640199335548175,1.9095036666666687,2.3648117386489496,94.5197093023256,85.97674418604653,5.856256921373202,18.516611295681066,7.1686216300943375,0.13376810631229266,459,12,110,7,14,157,77,129,0.213,0.688,0.099,-0.9571,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,1,1,8,0,6,1,1,0,1,25,27,14,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,12,0,2,6,0,0,5,3,4,0,1,5,5,19,2,17,21,4,20,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,10,75,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163339750337465,0.1796230186385782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088371807580605,0.0,0.0,0.13275708451899287,0.09692399405270084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493047156539751,0.1025408621914318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082545482238298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078881176874638,0.0,0.15266346944499634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614028061474376,0.0,0.36144998785330135,0.0,0.1271656045403121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189768669698396,0.0,0.15658146920397614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960497765095655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011427627713011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591852101015875,0.0,0.12670119827131696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787209466851184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253993834236192,0.0,0.0,0.13292984384419834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897167452177886,0.14638443285043803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375960427741752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192985575099768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28134425863210283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315055656432116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ploppingfrog,2020/03/27,"Do I have afib and anxiety or just plain old anxiety messing up with my sleep? 
Since last Friday (posting this on the next Friday - so essentially it’s been a week) I have been experiencing “flutters” at night only. I am a 28yo female on no medications. 180lbs 5’8.

I have been trying to not let this rule my life since I do have anxiety. (It’s control problems, went to therapy for it, no meds.) I have been woken up out of dead sleep because I feel my heart just stop. Flutters. Skips a beat. Something like that. It’s hard to explain, but it’s every night. So I record the time and the symptoms and then suffer and not go back to bed due to the fact that I don’t want to die. 

Symptoms include: 
Chest strain (not pain- just general discomfort),
Irregular heartbeat, 
Nausea,
Lightheaded ness - a lot,
Dizzy ness,
Heart rate in the high 60s.

It’s been happening every night, a couple times a night for a week. I feel like if I at least confirm with a cardiologist that it’s all my in head, then I can move forward. 
Thoughts?",2.5083078947368413,4.702013614999999,3.796263157894739,86.59378947368424,77.85,6.810526315789473,25.02631578947368,7.85451343220497,1.3910500000000003,793,29,161,13,19,259,114,200,0.16899999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.033,-0.9708,0,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,2,13,0,16,11,6,1,2,28,25,11,2,3,9,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,4,6,6,0,0,8,4,16,2,20,16,3,31,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,3,19,100,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725911778818344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133182557755418,0.0,0.07240507471945115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332179864025242,0.0,0.1314239794025858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327129336370315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001487110006216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011397223104266,0.08485398200948226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675034433775837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503369970559988,0.0,0.10640044736849444,0.0,0.12189899434428955,0.0,0.0,0.28150153727294897,0.0,0.12549393298577285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681873082662976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214570567883544,0.08389538096386448,0.11605643302088275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097956455862094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319339567328489,0.1196548654461254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624066192880265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263201949531824,0.44585493660699205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463599557578812,0.0,0.0,0.09033490892401236,0.12638661009996152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375508990573972,0.0,0.0,0.1136531051141166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965063581836104,0.0,0.23772463267265165,0.0,0.0,0.0914399813421162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930250367881903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469086020435272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358313219279421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429530318122822,0.1385191081989452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064147215823787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005747911801809,0.0,0.19055074753021786,0.0,0.0,0.11010704008682956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FunFanforAll2,2020/03/27,"How do you know if anti-anxiety medication is for you?? I Think I have social anxiety, especially recently.

Like I’ve noticed in social situations I just want OUT like I went to a party and when it was over it almost felt like I was going to pass out.

Also, I don’t have a lot of friends... so Friday nights I’m pretty much by myself, and All week I’ll say to myself okay okay I’m going to go out Friday night and just sit at a bar and get a Shirley temple and not drink.

I’ll get in my car and drive to popular locations like downtown but I’ll never park, I’ll just end up driving around.

I wasn’t poor growing up, but not rich either... but I’m living on my own and constantly worrying about money. 

I took Valium once because I had surgery and it was honestly the best I’ve ever felt in the longest time... like it brought me into myself, and I was just happy.

It was 5mg and people say it messes you up where you can function normally.... I was functioning normally I was able to do anything, I just felt happy and everything was okay.


I’m wondering if the feelings I have now are withdrawals or something from that, it’s been 4 years since I took it......",1.0666945606694576,3.2213886736401705,3.5425841004184133,86.69143263598329,82.76569037656904,6.66918828451883,22.53071129707113,7.839951260653429,1.2372395313807534,899,31,186,17,25,312,131,239,0.052000000000000005,0.7609999999999999,0.187,0.9808,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,0,1,14,16,0,0,7,3,20,3,0,1,3,46,41,21,0,5,14,0,4,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,9,16,2,0,7,2,3,12,5,1,0,0,18,6,25,15,25,23,6,40,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,6,17,124,34,0,0.1180666247383581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822666998685702,0.0,0.0,0.09441783714696833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180641289524562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971587722312752,0.10510432759518692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071972318585712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239036385310177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758807740529773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566034381010837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457198548734292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679802151767637,0.0,0.0,0.10611066933492527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059698032972857175,0.0,0.3400874252041582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121798139592974,0.0,0.12336987681112517,0.0,0.2012999510557312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513682349478967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488632924721509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28840694535794675,0.0,0.10425499272480902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037602225009663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893970318499685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679255410264881,0.0,0.09106025957475934,0.0,0.0,0.22159505852889,0.23136044865114275,0.0,0.1344196348049405,0.0,0.12573710206856578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185253161913507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011620307669205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657654826538998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778263767853245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766593205040512,0.1327118330035736,0.0,0.2407081108802081,0.0,0.09089345593698238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756523258109804,0.0,0.0,0.06884559835158173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623527286376589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696387542714504,0.0,0.09470592469609132,0.0,0.0,0.1094489439913547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803821814373045,0.0,0.11990238851215088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603103536515628
anxiety,buzillababy,2020/03/27,"DAE click their tongue? not even sure if this is the right place for this question but hoping someone may have answers! 

i would say that maybe a week and a half ago i started clicking my tongue A LOT. once i start it’s incredibly hard to stop. i have noticed that being anxious/uncomfortable definitely triggers it but i also randomly do it. i have terrible memory so i don’t even know if i have done this to cope with negative feelings in the past. i make a lot of sounds but this one just feels so impulsive.",3.067744774477447,5.140326049504953,4.20844884488449,84.8781078107811,75.63366336633662,7.657205720572058,27.063806380638066,8.515128840125781,1.9662070407040704,405,16,81,8,9,132,71,101,0.16,0.769,0.071,-0.8384,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,2,1,24,18,9,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,7,11,2,6,14,2,9,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,8,6,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411456183473453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570770780394142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218987972260589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010059515473603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25946723893283385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863180236761235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595382319778327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508947265477294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794734671787798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339786793828429,0.0,0.0,0.1311119378319969,0.0,0.19733038486727286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362557864378232,0.0,0.2091809894282043,0.13309933894423576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750520491964467,0.0,0.0,0.20521719212488512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003545789527396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774168687568944,0.0,0.15620114230727736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642610806115754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780543067067855,0.0,0.0,0.16421599351821767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512361386095572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755635136109958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395311990607686,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PM_ME_GAME_CODES_plz,2020/03/27,"what do u guys do if u don't know the source for your anxiety? most of the time I know my triggers for getting anxious and sometimes I'm able to kinda calm down myself. but i have no clue what to do when i don't know the trigger. it's mostly a very vague trigger i suppose since i can't pin point it to one thing, but then that vague thing could be my life in general or idk anything. 

now with covid and everything's schedules being unclear i think it makes me more unsure about my triggers and idk i feel so anxious and angry and uncomfortable and idk why i feel that so i feel worse and so on and so on 

like how do u guys handle those stuff?",2.227710683477106,3.583315540145989,3.4789515593895177,92.30312541473127,76.08029197080292,6.149701393497015,24.13337757133377,6.574015621080383,0.5660861313868613,507,16,114,4,11,165,83,137,0.25,0.7140000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,6,0,32,21,19,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,15,2,12,18,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,6,78,26,0,0.18703849141165346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308393398305108,0.4226005138104543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391674171949296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933501593164228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680981357692467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837168434067737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097719892033543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703950252945336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083743902021468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211081786939,0.0913775592246065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484964539496687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674212237474067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681183056715458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472017289815904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498585056796693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141143240993329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485201254553592,0.1198467130133142,0.0,0.0,0.10906364846583937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432634367006268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877314652269496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060820189383404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SRS1428,2020/03/27,"Does anyone else get chest pain even when they're feeling no anxiety? I will randomly get sharp pains in the left side of my chest out of nowhere, which causes me to have really bad anxiety and sometimes panic attacks.  Sometimes the pain even radiates to my left arm.  I've been to the emergency room multiple times because I've convinced myself I'm having a heart attack.  All tests have always come back fine and doctors tell me that it's just anxiety.   Why would I get this when I'm experiencing no anxiety at all though?  I keep getting paranoid that I have some type heart problem that they aren't finding.",5.756293103448279,7.0466839396551775,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,67.36206896551724,9.248275862068963,32.603448275862064,9.516144504307137,3.08483103448276,491,21,88,10,8,156,80,116,0.312,0.642,0.045,-0.9853,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,10,2,1,4,0,8,9,5,1,2,15,17,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,3,10,2,8,14,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,4,50,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630523267390847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909393396679685,0.0,0.0,0.08933165167783529,0.13090359011736194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906872732025785,0.0,0.09823833219605413,0.10667293692231984,0.07788034168800903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312430810290018,0.0,0.11005255879004197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076614750298082,0.11180224663463513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672575899908016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876645142624264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459849143933415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676887334479435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669939873790704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027886649307951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355754606444685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27761977528091425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40783187162694456,0.1498969685157754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224754541704455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184530968858347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25271267100303835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166648261343833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552199038938572,0.0,0.07449695700648204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528209460449153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907559097849356,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkstarwhal,2020/03/27,Im worried about a friend and im sorl overwhelmed. A friend i care deeply about is going theough a rough time and i wish i can help him feel better. I know i can do so much but i wish i can make his situation better. Like i feel like crying because i see how much he's hurting.,-0.39482435597189536,1.6243903606557382,1.736440281030447,98.13426229508198,88.01639344262293,4.141451990632318,18.550351288056206,5.288315135182226,-0.612561592505855,216,6,52,1,7,72,38,61,0.136,0.469,0.395,0.9279999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,14,5,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,7,2,14,2,2,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,3,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383629539162712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303165531797039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039609110198852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051275083198359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884490730152395,0.13340864571461156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28855307927446505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612988039936716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251693422157439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991135850581385,0.0,0.4034271839474875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262861455919124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246558604703209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246518505641059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745539679913639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488093343021376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990602665895255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889086282569486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294885659194768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896457413773037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meetmeafterdark,2020/03/27,Zoloft vs effexor Thoughts for severe anxiety?,8.311428571428571,12.731611571428573,7.368571428571433,54.701428571428615,76.14285714285714,14.228571428571426,49.85714285714285,11.20814326018867,9.513971428571429,39,3,4,2,1,12,7,7,0.462,0.5379999999999999,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846283843357863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7156785479902082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029309545481492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FlurPhynera,2020/03/27,"Feeling a constant ""hot"" feeling in face and around neck Hi! I'm new to Reddit! I wanted to join and discuss how I felt here and see if anyone else could relate. I've not any friends or family members that said they felt the same feeling I did. The past few weeks, everyday I've been having a anxiety/panic attack every single day due to Covid-19. I've not had anxiety this bad in years. Sometimes I have trouble breathing, but the next day i'm fine. I may get a headache, but the next day it'll be gone. I could feel weak or have a loss of appetite sometimes too. :(  


I've checked the temperatures and it shows 97.7, sometimes it fluctuates but it usually stays around there.. yet my head feels extremely hot for some reason. I googled and I feel like I have what is called ""hot flashes"". It does come in waves, and sometimes it sticks around forever. It's terrifying, and I wonder if I have a fever but I don't.  


I've had many numerous breakdowns, and this is all so stressful to me, i'm worried i'll be one of the unlucky ones because i'm not sure if my immune system can beat it if I do get it. I'm 20 years old, just turned 20 this month on the 11th.   


I distance myself from news or at least try to but it keeps being shoved everywhere in my face and my heart starts to race again. At the moment I feel shaky as I type this, I try to tell myself i'm OK but..  
my mind/body doesn't want to listen.. and it especially doesn't help with the sensations i get.. :(",1.7309428571428604,3.663553313333335,3.1025714285714265,91.90200000000002,79.2,6.152380952380952,23.380952380952376,7.1686216300943375,0.7590952380952376,1134,38,248,14,28,369,164,300,0.154,0.7829999999999999,0.062,-0.9845,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,2,11,12,1,2,14,1,23,9,6,2,2,56,52,26,0,8,17,0,12,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,17,15,0,1,11,1,1,2,6,7,0,2,8,15,27,5,24,37,6,34,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,11,21,146,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002155808392381,0.0,0.07876999873296625,0.0,0.0,0.07199740088017971,0.10550256350709426,0.0,0.2749892155871628,0.0,0.11714060887964722,0.0,0.0,0.08597371769594145,0.06276814629397696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437388787233699,0.0,0.0,0.10514152092181116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869754498295204,0.0,0.11127148972428452,0.0,0.16442263905207344,0.0,0.0,0.19921691946504053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010771679547666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601628997759535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675471727165401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706877143005334,0.0,0.3644448947199529,0.07356013617878145,0.19773025405163025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955257956685634,0.0,0.1613890998953014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056745530577506,0.0,0.0,0.12201720488509575,0.0690170701417305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915224113000479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030481077768252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439307321759317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039680110990127,0.0,0.08218782540784415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944683375318038,0.21901460657080166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804726649491174,0.0,0.13954713909465702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829430829425996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586793149741663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794584971612952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205191528108098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073507013465671,0.0,0.07288105884232987,0.1097498540733047,0.0,0.0,0.11794913758634527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704582644089517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999829693727833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981660101595472,0.11199927555872154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134043600838533,0.0,0.12146601920668053,0.0,0.08259446760981154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166406426235743,0.0,0.10456868433611956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326156290212963
anxiety,Crimson_Zebra,2020/03/27,My dog isn’t doing good. She’s going to the vet tommorow. My mom says she’ll be fine but I’m not sure. I just need some comfort I guess.,-2.7753124999999983,-1.1305554062499985,0.18100000000000094,105.164,103.0625,2.5600000000000005,12.65,3.1291,-1.855545,105,2,28,0,5,36,28,32,0.079,0.7090000000000001,0.213,0.4866,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384164027184726,0.35186390692191943,0.0,0.0,0.4621360143738874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913233975040746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311060308402002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33361007342649845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953818871032344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Win4ce,2020/03/27,"Panic attacks and arrhythmia from tapering my antidepressants i thought i was ready for the palpitations, the akipped beats and all, but my anxiety has been through yhe roof.

im down to 2.5mg lex and the skipped beats i feep like wake me up, and ad one point fucking PANICKED when i felt a tightness in my chest

god, chest pain is the worst",6.2309090909090905,6.638140727272727,5.684393939393942,83.69659090909094,65.96969696969697,9.630303030303034,36.196969696969695,9.516144504307137,3.1298606060606065,272,13,56,5,4,83,52,66,0.27399999999999997,0.629,0.096,-0.9445,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,2,1,5,0,4,5,3,0,1,9,7,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,2,8,1,7,3,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247503343874514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680677017590894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106442798662513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991028390545231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34947325453840994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806282951278475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923564878511784,0.0,0.344263987526386,0.37959854309690944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058450944403619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568506034975063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TwinSong,2020/03/27,"House mouse during lockdown Perfect storm situation. Mouse/rat somewhere (I can hear it), stock of food to minimise shopping and it's not in mouse-proof containers if such a thing exists. No shops besides basics so where to obtain containers if such a thing is possible.

Mice could a) eat the food and b) contaminate the food and c) spread disease by droppings? 

I've had mouse issues before in a rental house share and it was a nightmare. 
No food safe ended up trying to fit most in the fridge to keep away mice, droppings everywhere. The landlord ended up getting pest control. Thing is I'm living with my dad and his wife for the lockdown (otherwise can't see) and I've yet to see him do anything about this.

He tends to have a my house my rules thing which I find exhausting after living alone where I'm totally independent.

So far the mouse hasn't gone for the food stocks 🤞 but feels like a matter of time. I'm freaking out here and the mouse is keeping me awake (yes it's 4am 🕓).",2.8960022909507472,5.094622494845368,3.637044673539522,88.18318442153497,76.62886597938143,6.3729667812142035,24.695303550973648,7.3871296695380915,1.133797021764032,780,27,154,10,18,247,121,194,0.055,0.88,0.065,0.2263,1,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,0,15,1,11,7,0,2,2,27,23,12,0,3,4,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,10,9,6,6,2,2,2,1,5,2,0,0,3,4,8,4,21,19,2,19,0,0,2,0,7,11,0,3,6,88,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460945917758047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106301420126164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039678713122172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416274746465393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411359518304566,0.08835229049554734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323188993511454,0.0,0.0,0.1960222423729376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055952568147467296,0.07905488633473873,0.0,0.0,0.10114041671489113,0.0,0.6690471417914627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057814814792621724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472085318165894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830572475024695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154993549150687,0.0,0.1967177930400169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054062448830367434,0.0,0.19542803320842475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475151343917365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636195833918378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438546984427315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940679676663733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452621370575913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513026807184002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blakbubblegum,2020/03/27,"Separation anxiety as a 17-going on 18 yr old (Abandonment issues) I feel really weird posting on Reddit, but I don't have anywhere else to go.....

Sorry if my wording is a bit weird and if I don't make sense at times, I tried to make it easier to read, I know jumped around a lot.

I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety and cptsd when I was 12, and since then I have experienced being on Zoloft and child therapy, I stopped around 2 years ago (due to my mother's suggestion and my own choice) and since then I feel like I've been going in a downward spiral. Hard drugs have entered my life to cope with underlying issues that are bubbling up, and I'm scared of getting help, not only because of the shame but because I don't want to give up drugs.

Anyways--

**One of my issues that have been manipulating my entire life have been my abandonment issues**

I don't know exactly when I made this revelation, but it was about a year or two ago when I realized I had abandonment issues. I saw an article about all the ""signs"" and how I filled each box. 

I never talked about my abandonment with my child therapists because I never saw it as a problem, it was my normal, it wasn't until recently when I realized it wasn't normal, including a lot of the things I used to do.

My siblings had made fun of me over the years of being a ""Mamas boy"" but I never paid attention to it until I realized how weird it is for me, a 17 yr old, to constantly want to be around my mom, but when she isn't around, or is on a trip, I don't text or call her. I have gone more than 2 months without contacting her when she had to visit her mother in Mexico in the summer. I don't know why, It's like as if an invisible hand stops me (this also goes for any relationship I have, it's very hard for me to reach out)

*To give some context on where the root of my problem is*\- I was separated from my mother when I were very young (including my 3 older siblings). I was only 1 yr old, we didn't get to live with her again until I was 3 (it's a long story why we were separated). Not long after that, my dad, who took care of us while she was gone, left the picture.

I was planning on going back on anxiety/depression meds and therapy once I turn 18 but I'm conflicted. I've been on meds before and I don't want to go back to being emotionless, but ever since I've been off them my feelings have been very intense. Therapy also scares me, I'm embarrassed.

So **I came here to see if there are healthy coping mechanisms that worked for others that I can also do.** Recently I've been distancing myself from my mom, but I'm not sure if that's a good or not. 

um. the end.",2.9650451421641257,4.152669699815839,4.89556394016979,83.55266001886541,73.9171270718232,8.61247810268158,25.21443650900597,9.114032605525557,1.869914557786462,2049,65,436,45,41,705,228,543,0.129,0.802,0.069,-0.9775,0,0,2,0,0,0,79.0,3,0,1,2,28,20,0,4,22,0,53,7,1,9,7,90,89,49,0,12,22,6,6,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,22,23,0,7,10,1,1,13,19,14,1,2,33,10,71,6,69,52,8,82,0,5,3,0,30,25,0,12,45,304,93,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129193288650145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413488515953306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046524697078176,0.0,0.1046749152741561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243616210112969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052141655329952,0.0,0.12511585313422394,0.0,0.05821631497818775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469170313357748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985959103285144,0.07824878804622762,0.06975387855485572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393255012484884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785186107020094,0.0694400102908133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586798744546003,0.0,0.0571521392054679,0.0,0.060595580056737534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188548522451864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377837580623453,0.04887584833010049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714882596142656,0.1312602301799314,0.19440973671180325,0.057383442349687536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257320174452717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585728123499794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570385851388373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279765054178922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433333897949734,0.0,0.0966473892793298,0.0668484434522738,0.0,0.06041189452920347,0.12109063729384227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632835053645968,0.0,0.1294722747021899,0.0913353839940872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519877772652831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602541624821102,0.05460837755182516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829811081814535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406478343953704,0.0,0.0,0.2153708007086537,0.07285997869305211,0.046359925087096784,0.1040657186127124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552287104674209,0.0,0.0,0.1309282557224429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843373621932057,0.0,0.043828543141837664,0.0,0.13510355627719384,0.07345234484103495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699114488535202,0.0,0.05451807425594685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978133608525178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658523989145177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439637819384448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448053715760564,0.0,0.0,0.054989563992260314,0.0,0.0,0.2347163067121094,0.07943534594764137,0.04545203355787628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989346618050208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601182906291369,0.0464494449050324,0.07441611570681414,0.06683173085997894,0.0,0.08229508842846575,0.05908878560532457,0.0,0.16934916973432845,0.12105921169540855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346819325577447,0.0,0.0,0.06594983269051265,0.0,0.04980709650186009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217147983166885
anxiety,joehehn,2020/03/27,"Quarantine Anxiety and Stress Reduction **Quarantine Anxiety and Stress Reduction**

**Eliminate Negativity**

* Tidy up your home.
* Lose the pajamas and dress for work.
* Limit media exposure to what’s necessary.

**Add Positivity**

* Workout, Meditate, Eat Clean.
* Create Art & Express yourself.
* Realize that you are safe and have water, food, and shelter.
* Think positive thoughts, *“I am* *safe**,* *healthy**,* *successful* *&* *healthy**.”*
* Focus on the Good in your life and what you Have.
* Enjoy the Blessed moments and cherish them.
* See yourself in the future as successful and better off.
* Be Grateful;)                                                                                                                         joe-hehn.com",3.4700372208436723,-2.375956537634405,3.885994623655918,70.38745347394541,205.7741935483871,8.027212572373864,34.046526054590565,6.395487648340406,5.070482382133996,474,30,59,17,52,148,69,93,0.098,0.645,0.256,0.9633,0,2,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,4,1,6,0,12,0,2,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,16,8,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,9,3,4,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,9,8,6,0,7,1,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,35,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701674116037248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319583956278773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918897222683061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201145593189095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623574156031641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198166588542905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176356395018421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532502424423285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24273062863031786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289464639474966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970700407345367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902372357852222,0.0,0.17224760061487002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795459496992306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,urdumidjiot,2020/03/27,"Just found out elderly family member has the virus... My anxiety has been okay the last week or so considering how bad it was the last few weeks with all of this. My grandmother in law and her daughter (aunt in law) are in the hospital right now with the virus. I haven't been exposed but my mother in law was and my husband is going to want to run there now. I live with my 88 year old grandmother and have I have asthma. I'm freaking out, not just because I'm scared of getting it or my husband but I have an intense fear of death after losing my mother at a young age that has caused ptsd depression and anxiety. I don't know how ot react right now but in shaking. I dont even know how to calm myself down at the moment and my therapist says to let panic attacks run their course but I feel like I'm spiriling. Things are getting worse and worse and I don't know what to do. This is the most terrifying thing that has ever happened to me and I've been through a lot. I just came here to vent because I feel there's no hope left. I'm scared. I wish this would just stop. I wish people would stop getting sick and be able to live their lives.",2.932665732959851,4.122117457983197,3.9943977591036415,89.97494864612513,74.0,7.305695611577962,24.14659197012137,7.793537801064563,0.994116900093371,897,26,199,12,18,291,125,238,0.258,0.6609999999999999,0.081,-0.995,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,16,14,1,5,10,1,25,2,0,5,2,52,45,19,1,6,11,6,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,10,15,0,2,6,0,0,5,6,10,0,0,7,3,25,4,26,34,4,34,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,5,17,133,35,0,0.11833304459767187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810489104508656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462092134283118,0.0,0.0,0.09880314946448113,0.1442694513182599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534147873695945,0.0,0.12156063313912807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192007791686597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868544696994195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815785993123904,0.10703901353325047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155386307541126,0.1331575737170675,0.11966548571749465,0.08453715070463709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974607560655,0.0,0.0,0.1854723953579396,0.0,0.06725139623093981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464152053684007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175314135266079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950982399032381,0.19291445009635166,0.0,0.0,0.1285691991931861,0.12100355541017975,0.0,0.05781154835746316,0.0,0.31347073902486355,0.0,0.0,0.13238440848423658,0.0,0.1006025228872209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417062454459077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883833155659495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203723360419454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383249967118897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021115470512816,0.0,0.09410318660470267,0.23694404201761235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197863447773282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373937852965126,0.1572304335165085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697958956071742,0.0,0.18983926127406933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27215432274699025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411829638397073,0.16812079948254882,0.0,0.0,0.07620260101963615
anxiety,heujtlwjds42d2,2020/03/27,"Anxious about stumbling upon the dark web I feel like fucking garbage and i think i might end my life very soon. I have a deep fear of the internet and technology i was browsing my phone and there was some talk about the dark web and now im doubting if i have clicked on something and im afraid if i have killed someone or something.

If for some reason i were to click on a dark web link it wouldnt be possible right? since i dont have that program + having some configuration right?",3.0741666666666667,4.674391909090911,3.7776641414141423,90.01982954545456,74.35353535353536,6.566161616161617,27.52651515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.1995545454545455,385,15,83,4,8,122,63,99,0.134,0.8390000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.8738,0,0,2,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,3,5,0,12,2,0,1,0,19,15,9,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,11,1,8,9,3,9,0,0,2,1,2,6,1,9,4,53,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267113775978401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351955680028777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774299254966336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258208908614505,0.10146988201929498,0.14336589463227015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855255072095967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335378628258897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202278362808225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417462806407304,0.09804215402648797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128898596626109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262366459576786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063325532066254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427593965138188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600464217916394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700355869363004,0.3089866714518039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612990527334477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285876969851867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558208913475345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,passtheritz24,2020/03/27,"Is a symptom of anxiety questioning whether your surroundings are real or not? recently, I've had moments where I will look around my room and question whether anything and everything is real or not. I'll have thoughts such as ""I'm really me inside my own human body"" (if this doesn't make sense at all, apologies). I just wanted to know if this is a symptom of anxiety or if this is just the cabin fever due to quarantining affecting me. Any feedback helps, thank y'all so much and I'm here for y'all!",4.624155844155844,5.8047474040404055,5.539855699855703,80.5345454545455,69.9090909090909,9.293506493506491,32.324675324675326,9.606745405546679,3.0636251082251076,399,18,77,9,7,131,68,99,0.052000000000000005,0.8909999999999999,0.057999999999999996,0.3802,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,9,4,1,2,1,26,17,13,0,4,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,9,1,8,14,3,8,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,8,3,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212355364942724,0.0,0.2972619415605321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988374169117808,0.17295888758096614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581188599491802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746149159464377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302281871344246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677645328777648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315428544026894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968978053695396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282517144034695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43529751320359417,0.0,0.0,0.4422880771408448,0.12446685813873228,0.0,0.19183748725998212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038824605501669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887571019362197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542441970508772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145970080100287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,battywatermelon,2020/03/27,"Shortness of Breath.... possible anxiety or COVID19? I’m sure someone’s going thru this right now, but just wanted to put it out there and ask. For the last 3 days, I’ve experienced shortness of breath, like, I can physically breathe fine, but when I do, it feels similar to asthma and it’s more noticeable when I take breaths, like it feels tight. I’m freaking out because I have activity induced asthma, and I’m scared of getting a severe case COVID19, like everyone else. Even though I’m on the younger side (19f) I know I’m not immune to it I’m any way shape or form. I don’t feel like I’m anxious all the time, but I still get continuous shortness of breath. It goes away/gets better when I sleep and usually can sleep through the night, but at this point, I’m so afraid that somethings going to happen that I sleep with my door open now in case I need to call for help. I’ve never been diagnosed with anxiety, but I’ve always had slight problems dealing with stress and over thinking anything.... this shortness of breath is just freaking me out because I’ve never experienced anything like this before. I really want to exercise, but idk if that will make my shortness of breath worst???? Anyone else going through the same thing right now or has gone thru the same thing before? Stay healthy everyone.....",3.9866685638398778,5.9927926374502025,4.256289129197493,85.83560424966802,72.82470119521912,7.330753177765128,28.68544868146461,8.11559375814309,1.9216054259153856,1036,42,200,16,21,323,135,251,0.11900000000000001,0.753,0.128,0.4884,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,1,13,15,0,3,7,0,10,15,10,2,4,43,36,20,0,5,13,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,15,12,0,1,6,1,0,5,4,7,0,0,3,6,14,8,28,32,6,40,0,0,0,0,4,18,0,4,20,111,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329803757114326,0.0,0.0,0.07624970749723094,0.0,0.17155257687203287,0.1266707678379466,0.0,0.0784012939428575,0.11488661246272534,0.1845407302601417,0.0,0.10482292503638818,0.0,0.10534632014895012,0.0,0.0,0.13670226501737812,0.0,0.19082239186617864,0.0,0.0,0.09916657257040357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144934565222522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231216715430512,0.11559725929014306,0.0,0.11380580220398505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873342190680116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740583428014955,0.0,0.0,0.2142829090764876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008323098733266,0.08010302856108982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574404222066875,0.0,0.1911718268769844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915288885858543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515587419970653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061621664766810434,0.09139787405365768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738961551601408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484515484318174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314020728451815,0.17295738113696407,0.0,0.0,0.10522290726775137,0.0,0.0,0.12765649976081272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599556606701092,0.12640552035891225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072896958918826,0.0,0.11271786924236543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718309587052105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151044116142432,0.0,0.0,0.11225795527123067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266707678379466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33662173400166506,0.0,0.09500422336634544,0.08632027942135402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951168325793875,0.08954418279733044,0.0,0.12844026163671304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567768102327033,0.0,0.08430499956340795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898342091809547,0.07184598534141673,0.11016348942367653,0.0,0.0653817288095971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349124358159252,0.0,0.13226995640773698,0.08900061282132543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ro588,2020/03/27,"Cant do anything I love anymore because of anxiety Title is dramatic but it's true. Ever since I started having anxiety I feel like a shell of my old self. I used to be able to do any drug, smoke weed with my friends or alone and have a great time, and drink up to 3 cups of coffee a day. Now even a single sip of coffee gives me palpitations, I cant smoke by myself without having a panic attack whether its indica or not, and I cant even take zzzquil to ease into sleep because its giving me palpitations too. I'm on buspar but it just makes me incredibly sleepy. Now I feel old and boring.",3.2094308943089445,4.2629780731707365,5.0895934959349605,82.91455284552845,73.14634146341464,7.743089430894308,25.861788617886177,8.167268648758528,1.5407983739837399,465,15,96,7,9,160,81,123,0.083,0.6920000000000001,0.225,0.9718,0,1,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,5,0,10,4,1,2,2,20,20,9,0,0,8,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,13,5,14,19,1,11,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,9,64,17,0,0.1696067308705336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566142246814934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533839305458685,0.0,0.2594973697638423,0.0,0.16820430233545824,0.0,0.0,0.13957188807640789,0.0,0.0,0.1929521415878964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678137781183287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938231019673243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615002629630726,0.19668996123654836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404729228162404,0.1534189982409917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151651848040175,0.12116708242293645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310377395428874,0.0,0.0,0.3254044619675793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699201954912245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286128153645092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307669649954156,0.0,0.11321380987393045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559474662511105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989969548649355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693681015151544,0.0,0.0,0.14030044044370166,0.0,0.1697292188231699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004851707121665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752315379654722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889904871180748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464857593336603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349483612888902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taviie,2020/03/27,"my parents force me to go to another city and i’m losing my shit i mean i’ve had anxiety and depression for years now but this current situation makes it so much worse. i live in a private dorm and only 3 of us are left here and i’m scared as fuck because today there were about 1.2k new cases of covid19 revealed and i’m scared to leave the dorm, haven’t done it since the quarantine began. the ministry of education has declared that we’re going to end our semesters online. and my parents are now forcing me to fly to another city, and i just imagine the 2h i have to spend in the bus, then another 2h in the airport, then the flight itself, there is a 2yo baby in the place i’m going to. and i’ve tried to explain it but all i’ve got was yelling about how stupid i am and how i just need to take measures, how’s the hysteria is blown out of the proportion by media and how they’ve never considered that i’d be one of the idiots who is going to believe it. i kinda know that since we’re in different countries right now they won’t be able to do anything if i just don’t go but simultaneously i can’t disobey them because i’m really scared of how mad they’re going to be, and the culture, it’s just disrespectful towards them. but it’s 6 in the morning here and i can’t do anything but cry, i can’t sleep, i’m sure that this entire thing is incoherent mess and probably i’m wrong but i really need to vent and i’m really scared",3.064123803827755,4.010744437500001,4.859617224880385,84.83322966507178,73.375,8.02727272727273,27.305023923444978,8.438071523408619,1.7479000000000005,1135,41,246,19,22,388,149,304,0.19,0.8,0.01,-0.9951,5,1,0,0,1,0,17.0,2,0,3,1,19,14,5,4,15,0,24,3,2,6,3,43,48,30,0,3,11,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,15,15,0,0,5,0,1,6,7,13,0,1,6,1,22,1,33,38,2,29,0,2,0,1,10,11,2,2,12,153,37,2,0.1068658835760942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361745902127206,0.08175210843092584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588303323945945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028890146943353,0.0,0.0,0.1204012555275407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117387155073035,0.0,0.0,0.09204342893197677,0.0,0.0,0.11165210309314498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936090194063287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465145337368784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987957873521928,0.0,0.0,0.36440606616928667,0.0,0.08547040948005581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873069482912225,0.0,0.0,0.11315554049161478,0.11611009519078165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436453307143916,0.0,0.0,0.11955558848728265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133380711422854,0.0,0.0,0.11640827602165965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855872057458896,0.15847939715795972,0.08242155748663166,0.10321173628126204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241508842196658,0.08127632002076413,0.0,0.0,0.2373238339731637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165210309314498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152194971896008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053830644285608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126288066871682,0.0,0.0,0.42796556945517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096962937868488,0.17680112643142992,0.12012173064453086,0.10694306083915872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071983056468577,0.0,0.08034984482591541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099694451335277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129636213035036,0.0,0.0,0.07255492008733587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854649989284747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890546517189244,0.0,0.11684106760300407,0.0,0.06881812528738243
anxiety,cocoa_puffsss,2020/03/27,"Am I the only one? Tbh, this is my first post but oddly enough i knew exactly what i wanted to say, and wanted to know if i’m the only one who feels this way lol..
Sometimes out of no where my mind will go to places and it’s not like bad, but i just overthink EVERYTHING.  And i hate how sometimes i don’t even know why i’m sad but like just get so upset and i don’t even know why! 
and another thing, does anyone else just ever just feel so comfortable being sad? Like it’s such a familiar feeling that it’s just easier to be sad and anxious than happy? And you see the worst in situations, bc that’s what ends up happening anyways? Like when i’m happy, subconsciously, i know it won’t last because something is gona take a turn for the worst and i’ll end up right back where i was? 
and it’s so hard to tell anyone bc they’ll start looking and testing you different, or suggest ideas that you’re not in the mood to hear and kind of just want to be alone? 
Sorry for the depresso post, i was just curious if i was the only one who often feels this way",1.4854035874439442,3.1929721031390166,3.3629843049327337,90.81102354260088,79.0896860986547,6.6124663677130044,21.015470852017934,7.554174236665415,0.6119705829596418,821,22,184,12,20,276,119,223,0.198,0.6629999999999999,0.139,-0.9468,1,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,1,21,17,1,1,9,1,14,0,0,1,2,45,39,22,0,5,15,0,5,4,0,3,0,2,0,0,16,12,0,0,10,0,0,1,6,8,0,4,4,9,16,8,17,29,3,22,0,3,2,0,9,9,0,4,12,119,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151502595220678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658324991652813,0.0,0.1256031824126782,0.0,0.1554810504834525,0.1139183442891198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549152960178985,0.0928317118251186,0.06777506690087481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161607576918067,0.0,0.0,0.0972954738139929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287768003363796,0.0,0.196947200024454,0.11487996686890553,0.0,0.14686835327274803,0.10056981900091967,0.0,0.0,0.09992255153634663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248663518470696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457072679909136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058087621871380175,0.0,0.06318687479685857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983172250284419,0.23670904696587905,0.09959657477910802,0.1097684807798188,0.0,0.0,0.12530936551606311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255101146068854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157781779579529,0.2444092613437201,0.0906275697450501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727019943684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336426047521558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226138294389354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260179066863793,0.2536750850488915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161607576918067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296183612957068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949481924113076,0.0,0.0884158040311615,0.0,0.0,0.08859707313124521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497239962671608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559276924842113,0.21992222700490244,0.12445832307983212,0.0786946712702185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835944742358415,0.0,0.09717732569830784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386389185696006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093328928801345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673277125372912,0.17650102541950932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064759616983996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrBruh69,2020/03/27,I think I have anxiety I’ve never told anyone because I feel ashamed but I think I have anxiety and can never bring myself to do anything about it. When it gets really bad I tell myself that I’ll see somebody about it but after I’ve calmed down I never do because I just think I can get through it alone. Just a never ending cycle. How do I go about fixing it?,1.599097744360904,3.4461265789473683,3.704812030075189,87.83868421052631,79.26315789473685,5.9218045112781965,21.383458646616546,6.868970318607317,0.5738669172932331,284,8,58,3,7,97,43,76,0.18100000000000002,0.772,0.047,-0.8289,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,4,14,17,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,2,12,1,7,16,0,10,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,7,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065075893409266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050651390458748,0.0,0.0,0.13941790950709668,0.0,0.16408072837760776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664820652855145,0.2430922125787728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660008615395664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081741985767667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834577035246954,0.0,0.1133177575668906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6151264934354941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277341431108278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888777038742952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427538028874134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832825931448939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052539648336267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HoneyFief,2020/03/27,"Currently blogging anxiety thoughts Could be a good or bad thing but can’t help but try and out my feelings into words: 
http://chatty.travel.blog",8.5125,11.622831916666673,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,63.16666666666666,9.8,37.0,10.125756701596842,4.34015,122,6,18,3,2,34,23,24,0.133,0.664,0.203,0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,5,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469787998616232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787109034609529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621376849438279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933795357129685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804318906067297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30401752637988555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013308778684231,0.0,0.0,0.3600828689833125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30794336169605585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TimeTravellingBread,2020/03/27,"Visible Heartbeat 24/7 Hello. I was wondering if anyone else can physically see and feel their heartbeat in their chest 24/7, even at rest. It literally shakes the skin and sometimes my stomach too. This developed a few years ago and hasn't gone away since. Thanks.",3.372674772036472,6.564667361702135,3.3477203647416403,83.02000000000002,88.14893617021276,6.941033434650456,25.863221884498486,7.957251820313856,2.2850753799392094,214,9,36,5,7,65,42,47,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,6,8,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,1,3,6,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901633728300116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888075216193265,0.3353941363897681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30754269197083944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734469981911629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162021613651794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551077956649346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608441951552587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707754970436017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32374340524131273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30136675967630233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549816341337204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079347690159533
anxiety,Billysandiego8,2020/03/27,"Is having a hard time understanding/handling your emotions a part of anxiety? Hey reddit,  I have generalized and social anxiety disorders.  I've also been told I have traits of autism but not enough to be on the spectrum.

Ever since I can remember I've had a tough time dealing with my feelings.  Is this a thing with anxiety or is it more a personal thing?",3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,73.70588235294117,9.239215686274509,30.450980392156865,9.725611199111238,3.371550980392157,284,13,50,8,6,96,50,68,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,0,1,10,12,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,6,8,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257791619596066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952670745344611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248384907886135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473294144900684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427498000138317,0.0,0.22298261970330344,0.0,0.0,0.1952065474522867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911669280685536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331747530067028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336940728728341,0.0,0.0,0.18843122153319725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444632053494765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851481823671916,0.0,0.0,0.2199844088914633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867404049052608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516734181124277,0.0,0.0,0.2062094148940512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buddhavt,2020/03/27,"Who else is terrified of parasites? I've been living a nightmare for over two weeks now. March 10 was my 40th birthday. It was that night that my 8 yo daughter's lice eggs hatched en masse all over the house. I was infested with bird mites a few days later (I think), and somehow also acquired worms. 

I was already in the midst of a 4-month long stretch of crippling anxiety. Then this. I can't even begin to explain the anxiety and terror. I wish this upon no one. Well, Trump, yeah. But no one else.


I will eventually create a full narrative of this experience, because it's terrifying yet funny. I'm a Vonnegut character in some other universe.",2.7110049627791564,5.280561887096778,4.1170967741935485,82.53410669975189,79.32258064516128,7.041191066997517,28.89330024813896,8.139509932561175,2.3381372208436724,510,24,93,10,13,168,92,124,0.149,0.757,0.095,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,8,1,8,1,0,0,1,10,13,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,5,0,8,1,12,7,4,18,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,10,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952837822138796,0.18082760067819045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459614407105672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784028609808627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582830515141715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777874836091951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934972962460538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211881599005756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609114256207697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966757090405074,0.20010855143764125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804863459713781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219773703113776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064487118496076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448881797708451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088579515867773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813793415554156,0.0,0.2033084944164592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600261480687284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anon053198,2020/03/27,Checking in Just wanted to check in and see how y’all are doing. It’s been tough for me being stuck in the house with not knowing when I’ll be able to leave. How’s it going for everyone else?,2.5035714285714303,3.225283166666668,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,74.47619047619048,6.552380952380951,21.142857142857142,6.42735559955562,0.12794285714285758,151,3,35,1,3,50,35,42,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,8,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,24,4,0,0.3871606533632616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234230465150453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36994859569389865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003232142709955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467314127968591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127733699626455,0.0,0.0,0.4099472303264303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085169148717508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283573843402928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amaven85,2020/03/27,"How to ask for help? I'd say I've been an anxious worrier since I was a teenager, but never been diagnosed. Just always been a 'tough it out' and 'suffer in silence' sort of thing. I few anxiety attacks and panic attacks sprinkled across 15 years, I really don't think I have it all that bad.
But starting a year ago I've been feeling it a little more. Stress from work and marriage compounding, I suppose. 

 I had a mild panic attack at work today. There is a lot of worrying, and I work for a hospital so I'm bombarded with info all day. I think I'd like some help taking the edge off. I know I'm coping better than others, but I feel like I'm on the verge of tears sometimes for no reason.

Anyway. I doubt I can see my doctor with covid happening, but I can email her. But I don't know what to say or ask for.  I have never been diagnosed with anxiety, tried any med. My last appointment with her I wanted to mention it, but, lol anxiety had my tongue. But for those who have done this what can you suggest?",1.7879481311975596,3.6678206908212574,3.7082227307398963,87.88118993135014,78.80676328502416,6.869972031528096,22.972031528095602,7.85451343220497,1.1533149758454109,781,25,163,13,19,264,121,207,0.25,0.657,0.09300000000000001,-0.9881,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,5,13,3,4,10,1,18,3,0,2,4,36,34,14,0,1,9,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,12,9,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,9,5,22,3,23,25,6,17,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,5,11,111,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636914235014154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984621755858668,0.0,0.0,0.081601339982545,0.0,0.2753896495417669,0.13556123336695666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243599726377908,0.40953804424747703,0.0,0.0,0.10019158041101292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612663928599456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738744095572259,0.0,0.0,0.24358666445955635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282090810084313,0.0,0.1227974871720437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121347084578487,0.08572510874854677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611199517447016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608614706483524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189323820316354,0.09781268989923926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724788991719726,0.12026743523180801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201623952310612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328841523649018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850965010083556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815787135466595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687245859649885,0.12337579036752246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085114267591305,0.0,0.0,0.09562121178517012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926186447672213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867903250906453,0.0,0.08493372932023115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745492017323574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022199766276864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971995684404176,0.15377707977276633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137421007740859,0.0,0.0,0.08146935248878875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077670221027485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620753752590185,0.12186168082424025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545468756607172
anxiety,kendelturner,2020/03/27,"Is a good cry that isn't unnecessarily brought on by things or events normal? I feel like most people cry when something sad happens or when they get worried, but sometimes I just feel like I need to curl up and cry - just make myself think of all the recent hurtful things to cry out. I don't think anything really triggers them but being home all day every day with family doesn't help so maybe that's why I'm seeking some words of wisdom now. So, is the feeling of needing to cry just to cry normal (at least in anxiety / social anxiety terms) or should I be reaching out to someone?

 Many thanks in advance :)",5.0277499999999975,5.8931109416666665,5.501666666666669,82.33500000000002,68.75,7.666666666666668,29.166666666666664,7.645422480735847,1.7424166666666672,483,17,93,5,8,155,81,120,0.242,0.6,0.158,-0.9109,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,2,29,21,10,0,5,8,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,3,8,5,17,17,6,17,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,5,10,59,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192945091263367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247306861589616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7406160955330796,0.1449420512338462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467875551935133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593487902233813,0.0,0.17045687710602922,0.16055800464274295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058710041417225224,0.0,0.0,0.0942527988565223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937071216700036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532097983962738,0.0,0.11271887227855157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029718409621055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097991447808825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500957788152632,0.11392817091586155,0.11289337276869252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664570649792496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020256279272707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790500640316443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198876002851942,0.0,0.1109543780677749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454970633450995,0.09521293270891,0.0865099115043252,0.11113936704635352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345758516461252,0.0,0.0,0.14931071407129487,0.1440076393517659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139878602262087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411982207536428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeetyeet2801,2020/03/27,"Psychological study Hiya,
I'm conducting a psychological study into how SSRI antidepressants affect sleep and dreams and would greatly appreciate it if you could answer my survey, you do not have to participate and consent can be withdrawn at any time
Thanks guys",24.01295454545454,12.792379840909089,20.610909090909093,25.66136363636366,46.04545454545455,23.05454545454546,64.45454545454545,17.122413403193686,9.543845454545457,219,9,30,6,1,71,39,44,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,11,8,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778647584018593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262370770244957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504873959055592,0.0,0.4045822396128965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088991283216154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37618770176885297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826030126390116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29026058614658184,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,schizotricks,2020/03/27,"New job, old insecurities. Hi all. Longtime lurker, first time poster. 
I’m a relatively new nurse, I worked at a hospital for around five months before quitting due to poor management/drama. It was to the point where I would go home in tears a few times every month because of the way I was treated. Thankfully, I found a new job before I quit at a very nice facility with nice people. 

The only thing is, I feel like I carry a lot of my old stress around with me. I automatically assume that people are upset with me, reprimanding me, judging me. I don’t know how to stop this. I feel my heart racing a few times a day when I start with the “what if’s...” and can’t seem to stop even after being here for five weeks. Any advice is appreciated. Thank you.",2.7082307692307697,4.566383966666667,4.4860000000000015,83.45146153846156,76.0,7.015384615384615,20.871794871794872,7.882392219407189,0.7879641025641018,585,14,121,9,13,198,100,150,0.11900000000000001,0.764,0.11699999999999999,0.1744,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,7,9,0,3,12,0,9,1,1,1,1,20,19,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,6,0,1,1,2,3,0,3,3,2,18,6,18,14,4,28,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,20,76,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267920152848982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823571375253067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310133276621329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909552915881024,0.0,0.22081855129593564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367921519022394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569987939503709,0.0,0.1093215376711371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121287740938847,0.0926947542596644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036686529645992,0.0,0.14226621661907146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737409718128144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375657808444304,0.0,0.0,0.13015169426819476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257517398769012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130822860554774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339020446867047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031039086607973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207133392488576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759454629440352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723054995937672,0.0,0.0,0.09868213589369043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990720400909782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226574466120526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760141478243825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181212196315306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183903389132933,0.0,0.0,0.21695672867418125,0.1486303165227057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389161587918505,0.0,0.0,0.08620136990347968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269780579065974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705887269435006,0.0,0.10299098651607906,0.104079115075207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446089895863746,0.0,0.0,0.09217199813382376,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brad6879,2020/03/27,"Scared to death of getting corona. It's really close to me guys, and I work at Walmart and can't stay home, I have allergic asthma and idk what will happen if I get it, I fucking hate this.",5.879249999999999,4.328284425000003,6.960000000000001,80.78500000000003,67.25,10.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.1175,147,4,32,2,2,50,33,40,0.332,0.6679999999999999,0.0,-0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,8,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,20,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121998786324735,0.3528705117371676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343778820276405,0.29862859238052186,0.0,0.0,0.3334106194875092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33874244663451314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634042471595652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380984210553385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599451932787004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458509372809889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melis666,2020/03/27,"International student in US This is my 4th day at home and I am already very depressed and feeling extremely lonely. I can’t go back to my home country. I am stuck in my studio apartment here alone. My mom works in a hospital and still goes to work every single day which gives me anxiety everyday.My dad is losing income. The currency rate is just getting higher everyday and my family pays for everything.I have to pay rent and also I’m applying to schools for transferring -which costs at least $70 per school- because it’s my last semester in a community college.I am just so lost. I just want to feel at least okay and not worried all the time. 

I am sorry for such a depressing post. I just wanted to  get it out off my chest.",2.5275048923679044,4.760644705479455,4.39906066536204,82.09794520547949,77.97260273972603,8.007045009784736,27.55185909980431,8.841846274778883,2.4365338551859104,581,25,112,14,14,197,98,146,0.157,0.794,0.049,-0.9308,2,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,4,10,6,0,0,5,1,9,1,1,0,1,17,20,8,0,2,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,5,1,2,5,0,0,2,2,15,1,18,18,4,19,0,5,0,0,4,10,0,0,7,73,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146488906888946,0.18269388651104584,0.1323941484806012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664900208323632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730145550988806,0.0,0.1009206959326736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353835600849985,0.0,0.2851842881190905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948709591472827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607037238553315,0.0,0.1674190064130707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299114533985097,0.15881529134238162,0.09408863273622783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33213001296166705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494929370906034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521352251339027,0.18072266835296252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389583172707944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855577642387286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33510068021230144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853250930493448,0.0,0.0,0.13221231182205104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653636056296602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914209242049766,0.0,0.0,0.13660008413860944,0.19529707207055086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410517955367846,0.16812897973024732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meayra,2020/03/27,"Am I dying? Hey?

People probably begin everyday with ""this is silly but"" so here I go. I don't know if this could be triggering. Maybe. I don't know. Sorry.

My heart has been pounding really hard for a full 24 hours, I feel it beating in my chest and that's even worse trying to sleep. I'm too much of a coward to try and ask anyone close to me or get an appointment. I'm pretty sure I would not get one anyway because of the Corona stuff. One thing for sure, I'm pretty confident I don't have it. Tho I don't know if my feelings agree with that statement.
I usually report anything related to my health because, what if I'm dying? That's so scary. And here I stand in my bed unable to sleep because I hear my heart beat. I know it's stupid and it's always nothing. But what if it's not this time?
And I'm such an idiot I'm perfectly unable to talk to anyone.
I'm shivering. I'm hot then cold, sometimes my muscles twitch and my body slightly hurts, my stomach is a wreck. 

Should I really be concerned or is it just anxiety being anxious about something I'm not even fully aware? Am I dying? I don't want to anymore. I swear I don't!
I should also try and go see a therapist one day I swear. But it's so scary, what will my family think? I'm not supposed to be like that. I'm not supposed to require anything. I am the one that is supposed to be just fine and careless.

Dear Lord I need sleep.
I'm sorry. I don't even know why I say this. 
Your answers will probably be ""talk"" but. This is hard. I'm just annoying. I wish I could be the person everyone can rely on and stay strong and loving every day for everyone who needs it. I wish I could be fearless, calm and generous. I wish I had the strength to break that image my family has of me.
But I'm just.
So scared.",0.11254511627906894,2.2562176746666687,2.569029457364344,92.17685581395351,86.92,5.621705426356589,19.920930232558145,7.025160622230231,0.4430595348837203,1368,42,301,20,43,469,166,375,0.157,0.659,0.184,0.934,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,0,6,19,18,3,1,10,0,37,11,8,1,3,61,74,29,3,16,20,0,5,1,0,5,2,2,1,1,25,14,0,1,10,0,0,2,12,6,0,4,2,9,43,12,24,56,2,18,1,1,1,1,10,5,0,6,9,191,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729102642095353,0.0700156931973759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643709819744728,0.09506032333482682,0.08344960200188688,0.11767280611437475,0.0,0.1384889488426938,0.0,0.07866456734208192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388271976585746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934665430113729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154970619899304,0.0,0.0,0.10853361210416614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26198884491677144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673168085689868,0.0,0.07089610805537498,0.16080902460461802,0.0,0.0,0.15864954263083272,0.0,0.08509286032050299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792497149797045,0.0,0.09564351210420127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075545730101836,0.0,0.0,0.08944259938719333,0.0948379537367246,0.1994253503255904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828662451148417,0.0,0.09007936485497132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312204890341124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04110918014328025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594448668247597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453533964025414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185653291519936,0.1247854595260964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073975724696053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22807633666983934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833580851075455,0.07347249628582378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171212195471856,0.18144589342221606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781136447682237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691577997997067,0.08424420019812126,0.0,0.06705296996937679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526184329810492,0.0,0.0,0.0647792210642017,0.08322192800383614,0.18838771767434087,0.0,0.08968777443050853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632632339216517,0.0,0.0,0.15861204125956796,0.0,0.0,0.13526573098278324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769926650982633,0.0559024485511966,0.05391695900668833,0.0,0.0,0.04906584515838373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138755963880845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267424319164323,0.0,0.0496311226268428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592811345174752,0.0,0.29028908752106114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575132641899584,0.05977446053707178,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lyzah314,2020/03/27,"I can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel.. HOPEFULLY Despite being anxious about having to be at a doctors office, I finally went to see my PCP today about getting back on anxiety meds. I stopped taking Zoloft (small baby dosage of 25mg but it helped take the edge off) when I got pregnant and had been off for 2 years.

With everything going on I just could not handle the anxiety these past 2 weeks. He also prescribed Xanax since the sertraline takes some time to kick in. Question is, is labored breathing for days a normal anxiety symptom? I know for sure I get the shortness of breath when an anxiety attack happens but I've been having the labored breathing all week this week. I don't notice it when I'm busy.

I'm glad I went in though.. Because I also wanted to ask him about this lingering dry cough I'd been having for more than 2 weeks and he said it was post nasal drip which eased my mind some. 

This thread has helped me so much this week. Thank you everyone!",3.496778350515463,5.308720469072167,4.223286082474228,86.37967139175258,73.69072164948453,7.1180412371134025,26.042525773195877,7.865858978985527,1.5093618556701025,777,27,151,11,16,248,126,194,0.069,0.8420000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.6983,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,12,5,1,0,11,0,16,9,4,0,2,19,36,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,5,15,4,24,24,5,32,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,4,18,94,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846674603287492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533079042584513,0.13043751464315567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793999320241222,0.13135300143627598,0.0,0.08878200719199009,0.0,0.0703836567793156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218582415664636,0.0,0.0,0.07446247877912048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817872706663067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226374361564418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032746768457356,0.1037684637351043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529626956469926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064670469160735,0.0,0.06561887006565649,0.0,0.09234431939765997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210134992588656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478149550628476,0.0,0.0,0.11467834104665472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345407813931794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825060072380934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165822035742222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487676177454331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312678770225985,0.0,0.13145255879515422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102201238497828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057925478080996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934219842566022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982938761790376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401415954459197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955101291100037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653015846386663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882016665093744,0.12000768157085864,0.26043580857845816,0.0,0.0,0.10630052733875034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343936734657807,0.0,0.06732595337155495,0.0,0.10944306544557804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810160177546229,0.0,0.4630772934485322,0.0,0.0,0.21406610374993068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435278455485965
anxiety,ubmae86,2020/03/27,"Take my breath away Hey everyone,
I've been struggling with anxiety for years now, staying with a case of mono that tripped something in my brain. Now, it seems a bunch of things there me down my anxiety well.
The biggest of all is the sensation of not being able to breath. This does not bode well, considering the state of the world and this pandemic. 
I do not wish anxiety of any kind on anyone, but I almost feel jealous of people that have the more tangeable anxiety disorders.
I know, about 99% sure, that I do not have Covid-19, but that or course does not translate to my anxiety.
I don't know if I'm asking for help dealing or if I'm just looking for a place to put all this into words, but I heard about this sub and thought I might give it a try.

Stay safe entering",5.686853046594981,5.583349154838711,5.819569892473121,84.01379928315414,67.12903225806451,9.727598566308245,32.060931899641574,9.444778638647367,2.5808781362007167,609,23,129,11,9,193,94,155,0.09699999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.1,0.5249,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,1,9,0,9,4,3,0,3,31,22,9,0,3,13,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,6,2,2,0,3,3,12,5,22,17,4,17,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,7,3,87,23,0,0.14101753576901774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141208692131833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589676002028266,0.0,0.5393901444066482,0.0,0.0,0.09860273983071847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183235997598616,0.0,0.13249061686840716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574222072173773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538288731864069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161831317764352,0.0,0.24681079170374265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474829860102894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130270318767612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527686996673116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452108170389434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468480631403714,0.1549990994629777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841921387204525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495973206345376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776380353859647,0.0,0.14733331082611054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176157275259402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837706831586787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856218852844712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30061186029920944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742214657538172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329073585883141,0.0,0.1060276370494374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368578471794273,0.0,0.0,0.11195217158900027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574165015300437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253583400363132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216320670676618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908106695937252
anxiety,vioIentbounce,2020/03/27,"terrified of general anesthesia / wisdom teeth surgery hi all :) i’m having my wisdom teeth out tomorrow. i’m really anxious about not having complete control of my body, and i’m very receptive to my surroundings, so the thought of not remembering anything and being knocked out freaks me out. i’d love to hear the experience and tips of anyone who has gone through anything similar. i’m also quite a bit scared of the iv part seeing as i’ve never had anything similar before. 

and no, they didn’t give me the option to do any other form of sedation. i’m from the usa where general anesthesia for wisdom teeth removal is pretty standard. i’m just really anxious about the whole thing and looking for any advice i can get. thank you!",4.8772924901185775,6.851460181159421,5.976640316205536,74.5578853754941,70.3768115942029,9.36600790513834,32.11067193675889,9.800150414767053,3.541295652173913,587,27,98,15,11,195,88,138,0.1,0.748,0.152,0.8758,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,6,7,0,1,7,0,9,6,4,1,2,20,24,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,3,8,5,19,19,5,9,0,0,2,1,7,5,0,1,2,63,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868259431841095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986074119702154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208573140560521,0.0,0.0,0.3669019393303589,0.0,0.11354469260991827,0.0,0.4008917347716787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817928721512202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728443141322506,0.18037523274872627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025956978138299,0.0,0.1821307106882906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884554283177205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484045032264527,0.15577630645937854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830218324924368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636409354642146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656051267101353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524278419515905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758491827086236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520585127396176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727184513431073,0.0,0.0,0.2080584060769035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839526965086032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625776104356126,0.0,0.12940133094735326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950403547294916,0.0,0.0,0.10788263739912624,0.0,0.0,0.12891705577257934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398619483862234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812991690054182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,radicallysystemized,2020/03/27,eating less does anyone have any tips for how i can gain weight when my anxiety makes my appetite basically non existent? i’ve struggled with this for a long time and it’s causing me to lose weight which only gives me more anxiety because i was already so thin to begin with. any tips and foods that have helped u guys gain weight will be so appreciated. thank you :) i love u guys,3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,4.546333333333333,84.73150000000003,72.6,7.666666666666668,25.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.574733333333334,303,10,61,5,6,97,56,75,0.09699999999999999,0.6629999999999999,0.24,0.9384,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,3,0,7,11,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,8,2,6,8,2,5,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549883279875604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228622971987322,0.0,0.25718695365481903,0.0,0.0,0.11753708582763182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247015736685446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268156347114827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710251083018602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720048378942072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032631359122722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125362340914998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328842224022328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126716408877122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487602451846121,0.0,0.1880571534215118,0.0,0.0,0.15171378917670253,0.0,0.1122058188860654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784507673019885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573111583585194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476081043550574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801850816714308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6140893010596228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GambinoHawk,2020/03/27,"Acupuncture mats? Anyone tried one? Hi, first post on this sub! 

I have anxiety that is slowly getting under control and I brought a weighted blanket to help with it. 

I’ve seen lots of stuff online about acupuncture mats and just wondered if anyone on this post has one and if they are any good?

Thanks in advance!",2.6620823244552057,5.5038051355932165,2.4971428571428578,92.1715254237288,82.38983050847456,4.049394673123486,25.37772397094431,5.288315135182226,0.5664605326876511,249,10,45,1,7,74,47,59,0.027000000000000003,0.818,0.154,0.8370000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,2,8,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,4,1,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065676603905155,0.0,0.180729101202962,0.0,0.0,0.3303802401758457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26497226139541624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009524590703312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234298482383404,0.0,0.0,0.1981536442160665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835207890077652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008496322334086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201755672171554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525206277549863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044747982492523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175054509879246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039690898389766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876864627377033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562009178039972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blinkoften,2020/03/27,"Thank you to my government You are pushing me closer and closer to having nothing left to lose. Thank you, im sure we will be meeting soon.",1.7402380952380982,4.128544928571428,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,81.85714285714286,5.161904761904762,23.619047619047624,6.42735559955562,0.7769619047619051,110,4,21,1,3,36,22,28,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641604359612469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662949283941244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37716449764433096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234872676594945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177429409901042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6207717415790694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YAYGAMESLMAO,2020/03/27,Cake Day Im so happy it's my cake day idk why. But thx y'all for helping me cope with anxiety throughout this whole entire year. Love ya'll!!!,-1.860142857142857,-0.9490539666666642,0.2414285714285711,100.96500000000002,122.0,3.0476190476190474,14.285714285714285,5.288315135182226,-0.9414285714285708,111,3,25,1,7,36,28,30,0.08,0.544,0.376,0.9248,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26572455391745364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480286734303107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697643671407991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282379676395276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752014951175054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135001863758069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134325973893093,0.3878078906598879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368433052556605
anxiety,UnhappyBicycle1,2020/03/27,"Social Anxiety in College/Self-Esteem issues Hello everyone! I have been struggling a lot in college and my mental health sucks. I actively see a counselor and I've been trying to engage in self-help but nothing seems to work well. I used to be kind of popular in high school and I came from a small town where I felt secure in myself and I felt decent about myself, but I was still never in the ""popular group"". Even in high school though, I'd always get super anxious around people that were popular, or upperclassmen. I would always be too nervous to act like myself, but I was still pretty well-liked. Then, I went to college far away from home where I didn't know anybody at all but I figured it would be okay because I was pretty outgoing. I never met the right group of friends in my freshman year and I was extremely depressed and alone. My biggest regret is not joining a sports team as I did in high school because that gives you instant popularity and a great group of friends. I can't do that though because I am not good enough anymore and it's a Division 2 school. I have a group of friends now but I have major self-esteem issues and I constantly compare myself to others, which leads me to not feel like myself in this group and it gives me major social anxiety. I feel like I was more outgoing and confident in myself in high school and I get way more anxious about socializing with others in college. I constantly feel like everyone hates me and is judging me. I am unhappy because I feel like I'm always acting like a person that I'm not. Social media also plays a big role in this because I am comparing myself to those on social media all the time and I see people with huge groups of friends and pictures of others socializing with the ""popular people"" and I feel like crap about myself. I want to be friends with everyone and I want to be in popular groups This is probably confusing but I'm just trying to fix myself and figure out how to cope with this. Open to any suggestions.",4.512760384513626,5.975286470588234,5.451907575623956,79.98938618925833,70.48337595907928,8.15525178587177,28.316518211482496,8.641336200584522,2.2057622541670345,1594,58,291,27,29,523,167,391,0.096,0.647,0.257,0.9973,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,4,17,35,3,3,13,1,28,2,1,3,4,64,54,31,0,5,12,0,7,7,5,2,1,0,1,1,16,27,0,1,11,3,0,5,8,8,1,0,15,9,49,27,50,32,8,50,0,2,2,0,27,34,2,4,17,207,65,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693698156821823,0.0,0.05168442778407792,0.16133151318754926,0.0,0.0,0.04395048031335759,0.0,0.09888324034284143,0.14602655592722738,0.064095395146678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057534224395881864,0.0,0.0,0.06072182467007156,0.0,0.0,0.19698863132215488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739192737309198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396837074863071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055665552116921896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677986013038696,0.0,0.04268737342310748,0.0,0.0,0.1852696309136106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339384417556582,0.23085771049956824,0.12410948679027717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249664116152584,0.0,0.06753280610368148,0.12399758676034417,0.0,0.05420840997771217,0.0,0.0712545827655074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380854724276094,0.0,0.06869845527290291,0.0,0.0,0.04331999266446153,0.2731397288810257,0.06482895908483959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349134398952542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730199129501896,0.03551884791569039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210239902361616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494594485534342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513163740229226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969297226466188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062014036264352486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441849720073715,0.05643224855339904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150348305376885,0.06968185562092917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519349614799031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327044040571132,0.10300316605101033,0.05883654267891585,0.20226893019721698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952916530315606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322688367959144,0.0,0.0,0.06756509969099928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699690089544025,0.0,0.037686156173174015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775878370297388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581939639764419,0.0,0.0,0.07624066119018261,0.05130012704406084,0.0,0.0,0.11621990402070788,0.059912472184249714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047051264204734614,0.0,0.0,0.09182231133268907,0.0,0.0,0.04161947228850783
anxiety,DuncanMecloud16,2020/03/27,"I'm so lost and feel terrible 24/7. ((this was originally typed for r/Advice but I'm reposting it places to get advice from more people so sorry if this post looks weird)) 

(hi so this is all coming from the top of my head and I'm typing it as it comes so this is ganna be long and random and I'm sorry but please stay with me I could really really use some advise)

So I'm 17 and a guy (I am diagnosed with anxiety and depression) and I am in my head alot nowadays I constantly realize that I lost alot of my childhood and I'm never getting them back I'm always the backup friend in my online friend group I constantly feel depressed I wish I knew people in person I wish I was mentally stable enough to get a job or not have a panic attack every time I think about driving a car and realizing that I have no social life at all and I don't know how to get one cause there are no opportunities in my life to meet people and I wish i could find someone to love as well like i don't know and distractions aren't working as much these days I play video games or eat as ways to cope but they don't work anymore and I can't get my mind off of just how shit my life is the person I talk to the most in my life is my mom and she's the reason I lost so much of my social life cause she never let me do anything when I was younger and nowadays she tells me to try and talk to people or get in touch with the few people I was friends with and acts like I'm not trying but I can't get that time back like how is she ok with it now after I lose all those opportunities and I wanna scream at her all the time but I don't wanna make her feel bad cause I'll feel like an asshole but idk if that's cause I am or if I was made tk think I am when I voice my feelings and I don't know what to do with myself I just keep trying to distract myself and just go day to day but man I just don't know anymore.

(sorry again about how this is formatted)

EDIT:I feel I should explain my social situation a bit better I'm currently home schooled I went to public school up until freshman year of high school but I was bullied so much I couldn't do it and switched to home schooling I was suicidal and at one point had a shotgun barrel in my mouth but didn't do it I've had panic attacks so bad I've gone to the er because I felt like I was having a heart attack but back to the school part I had a few friends in school and I hung out with them and helped them but when the bullying got bad and my depression got bad they didn't help and I felt alone and after I left school none of them tryed to contact me or stayed in touch and eventually they just all left me on read so I really don't have any friends at all I actually don't know anyone irl that are my age the youngest person I occasionally hang out with is my 23 year old brother and that's rare I spend my days mainly at home on my pc doing my online classes, playing video games, drawing/sketching, and watching YouTube/movies/TV shows/anime.",0.9367184202592752,2.800565989096576,2.8767360064315133,92.88091347603256,81.47663551401871,5.7618731785750175,19.544869862325395,6.828538100315305,0.101827474625666,2343,59,536,26,62,785,256,642,0.13699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.2739,2,1,0,1,0,0,23.0,0,0,7,10,30,40,4,4,22,1,52,13,5,13,8,125,104,70,1,12,26,2,10,5,5,1,6,2,3,5,20,42,1,1,21,7,1,9,21,22,2,2,24,14,87,18,65,74,21,69,0,7,2,1,43,26,1,13,35,349,107,16,0.0,0.0,0.05119819473520503,0.0,0.0,0.10253622718012216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054337835558437055,0.0,0.0,0.04365501714496775,0.0,0.0,0.03567794537534776,0.0,0.040135520958311965,0.0,0.10406220776429137,0.036684692629823344,0.0,0.04317415967784025,0.0,0.0,0.17905926514091214,0.0,0.12102685733637565,0.17522407027818493,0.03198212887671373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640095910342745,0.05727810543105085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558370395762055,0.0,0.0903877677510795,0.0,0.1133918821817262,0.0,0.08377794060993951,0.0,0.0,0.135342134908413,0.0,0.13556387872597458,0.05325079043193531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368471205969083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542102881451603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420395873171011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916704269715612,0.03748095004175947,0.10074910350684356,0.0,0.04795198730717519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026713390790674,0.0,0.19187529067062006,0.0,0.029817023655993195,0.0,0.08392198016276743,0.0,0.0,0.05194852030810177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768829014172776,0.0,0.0,0.06217118398772874,0.0703322612596518,0.0554320695551806,0.1578797804582762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206333861734611,0.046633232397793566,0.0,0.0,0.144166742512953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400658034254045,0.053648936324458434,0.1852876263537988,0.12815855146298313,0.0,0.0,0.046429804105724316,0.04405732000773389,0.058694826586264126,0.1718149766049157,0.0,0.0473516395651928,0.04964357679411515,0.035020742160898885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052872300481769566,0.0,0.05297461413709609,0.0614462813761214,0.0,0.0,0.1157032608673435,0.0,0.08092836286213825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505310903451816,0.0,0.07110317653797392,0.0,0.0,0.12311256117763925,0.0,0.05681439676827309,0.0,0.1818628513413041,0.1374310360392787,0.054814675850480415,0.05759072833234088,0.04959630850131742,0.0,0.05024689166946146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247911874764642,0.0,0.10083111549128622,0.05394267680303279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716811071071969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053854487460114495,0.0,0.05897276939231195,0.0,0.16044413967308396,0.044453357303893985,0.0,0.0,0.17619055106240647,0.0,0.11184125020145028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738810816719215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433863231966561,0.045856653434561946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723480586577177,0.0,0.0,0.09177815203157284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424809498707599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045312846671092304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416442122447098,0.0,0.0,0.04717226475814828,0.04863550738584421,0.0,0.0,0.18099620976406933,0.0,0.0,0.07639017467699359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757137798145459
anxiety,kyleneum13,2020/03/27,"Am I overreacting/is this anxiety talking? Needing a little perspective tonight. 

My husband took out a cabinet in our kitchen today and found a bunch of mold behind it. We had zero idea and obviously it started up my anxiety especially trying to navigate this with a citywide stay home mandate. 

My husband called his dad who knows construction and building and has dealt with mold a couple times (no professional experience). I did some Google research that basically said do not touch it and hire a professional. I relayed that to my husband ... and ten minutes later he's all up in the mold trying to deal with it himself. 

Basically he's potentially made our house even more dangerous, has messed with the mold in a way that might make it hard for professionals to determine what kind it how old it is, and may have messed up our chances of insurance covering it if they can't get that information.

I'm absolutely LIVID and am ready to pack our kiddo up and go stay at a hotel. I can't even look at him and an so ragey. 

Is this the anxiety talking or do I have a right to be this level of mad? Someone talk me down ... or tell me I'm right to feel this way and I'll start packing some bags for the hotel.",5.125064102564104,6.198089487179493,6.2505021367521385,76.29831730769233,68.65811965811966,9.781623931623932,32.57371794871795,9.978442167317967,3.2428641025641034,956,42,183,23,16,320,137,234,0.102,0.865,0.033,-0.9341,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,5,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,14,0,17,1,0,3,2,36,32,16,0,2,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,19,17,1,0,5,2,0,2,4,4,0,2,6,5,20,1,28,23,5,28,0,0,1,0,24,15,0,7,7,125,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262500015104645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515857099283086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729442827820225,0.0,0.0,0.14655800845687333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778720701951984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390571877094076,0.0,0.0,0.07187903865104689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558682209398567,0.0,0.0,0.07427135955814179,0.0,0.08079131054433826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734508278816425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259543495284147,0.0,0.0,0.16403052091208295,0.0,0.160478369570582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803502720668932,0.07812597393293824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247903285880806,0.0,0.0,0.11937638925878068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345127426391836,0.094891149702183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080650678390412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540789009302763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917024850483573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280323796317616,0.1352242145141209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044948000554205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012394392100217,0.3030416878941643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342782132443992,0.12425180899674153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289310683180709,0.0,0.1347485666621646,0.0,0.15794207097684346,0.19303104831100587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567581007773885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notJayCutler__,2020/03/27,"Anyone get twitching / pulsating on one side of Forehead? I began having “brain fog” several months ago and get very light headed a few times a day. 

I’ve been to every specialist besides a Neurologist (booker out 6 months) and all my test scores have been normal besides slightly elevated Thyroid Hormone. 

The last couple of weeks I’ve had one specific area in my forehead PULSING. You can see it/feel it/etc. The last couple of days my entire forehead and eyebrows have been warm and slightly tingly but I still get the throbbing in the one specific forehead region about 5x a day. 

Could this be anxiety? I had a CT scan last month that showed my Sinuses were fine. Also had allergy testing that was normal. So unless I developed a sinus infection in the last 2 weeks, I don’t know what it could be....",4.215838003056543,6.417411867549673,5.116158940397356,79.07055017829855,72.70860927152319,7.8249617931737125,29.49617931737137,8.617729084823388,2.5635161487519103,636,27,109,12,13,207,97,151,0.015,0.955,0.028999999999999998,0.2406,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,11,0,17,12,6,0,1,13,23,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,4,10,2,11,10,2,23,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,16,67,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359626063864022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150210110595413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666354969096203,0.0,0.0,0.0974926808420678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564996502172546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264697997906804,0.30855323198320994,0.0,0.26976239850752565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555012794341845,0.0,0.0,0.11747576800147508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049998506113668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185392224598031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309538050593198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662706817627532,0.4546161583124499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338750288330078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732235445857906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834440798110324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110763848672484,0.0,0.0,0.15751618525384878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134895861650794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130274003363415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504433215140765,0.0,0.0,0.22368463226623528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,januaryblueskies,2020/03/27,"My Fellow Scared Little Beans: How Are You Holding Up? Just wanted to check in on you guys, what kind of new hobbies or interests are you picking up during this time?",5.8515625,6.42063103125,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,66.8125,7.65,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.5736374999999998,131,4,24,1,2,41,28,32,0.092,0.851,0.057,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150085272268799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364635325001812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200823491722551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048022007739348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196262232688909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444003889512613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472160753561489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LV-Sound,2020/03/28,"I pick what I don't like I take my 2nd or 3rd option in order to preserve someone else's first option.

I know that's confusing, but here is an example. My company bought us a bunch of pizza, but there was only 1 slice of pepperoni pizza left, so I got the cheese because someone else might want the pepperoni, but I really wanted the pepperoni. I do this kind of stuff all the time.",4.485384615384618,4.917387025641027,6.076051282051285,79.2856153846154,69.76923076923077,9.82974358974359,28.42051282051282,9.888512548439397,2.617294358974359,300,10,60,7,5,103,56,78,0.045,0.934,0.021,-0.1419,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,1,1,13,11,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,10,2,5,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,3,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625618611364513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008534665608128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408026804104956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189011458596425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24984519407532324,0.1318566253400639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067945159365763,0.0,0.0,0.11721534252507355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545227414498255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247393989084867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537022384197555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065757176001189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746569732415173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039390502987074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990232416401713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886004962901113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830282198931299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fallowart,2020/03/28,"Panic attacks after getting drunk? So I didn’t think this was a pattern until now and said it was just coincidences  but the past six times I have gotten more than tipsy and somewhat or very drunk as I come down I have a panic attack. Uncontrollably sobbing, heart is out of my chest, feel like I am dying, all the fun stuff. Anyone else struggle with this?",4.719565217391307,6.085885594202902,5.1833043478260885,82.4801739130435,69.86956521739131,6.679420289855073,25.394202898550724,6.742157984588678,1.0326498550724643,282,8,52,2,5,90,57,69,0.322,0.5870000000000001,0.09,-0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,4,4,0,7,4,2,0,1,12,13,7,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,7,0,1,5,2,6,2,8,8,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,6,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557088155416925,0.21331466119883774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736910358411768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933674906330427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606774678155127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391554426938574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526682501972072,0.1487305616575089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877037808671088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467054624577267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171083347175186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885308496888132,0.0,0.0,0.19874035639100135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803581120209965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176447822284605,0.23832707447190776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339937259072188,0.0,0.0,0.12139692372023347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177807302499315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,striboss,2020/03/28,"I'm struggling for years and I don't even know what to call it Hello everyone, I'm new here in pursuit of answers...  
For years now I'm struggling with some kind of anxiety.   
I'm not sure how I would call it, and it's hard to describe it, I never told this to anyone for the same reason.   
Some days, sometimes I start to panic for no reason, my mind start to think of existance and it's like I'm not my own body, I'm scared to look around because I feel this is all not real. I can't even describe the fear, just the feeling something isn't right. So I start fidgeting and closing my eyes a lot not to see anything because everytime I look around it's scary real or unreal. In my head I can understand that everything is ok and no matter how worse it gets nothing never happens to me. Its not a panic attack its constant state for hours on end sometimes. Somedays i don't get it at all, just here and there, a reminder oh, you are alive, a then the rest of the days feels like I was on autopilote and it was not me. Usually when I'm really busy with something I don't feel it. Only time when I'm 100% fine is when I numb myself with alcohol, that's one of the main reasons I drink, and the after alcohol It's 10x worse so I get drunk again sometimes just to make it stop. I'm not an alcoholic or anything, I spent sometimes months without drinking and it doesn't get better in my head. Other times it gets worse when I talk or think about existential topics, like my mind, universe etc. and I love talking about that and exploring it. I remember the first time I got this feeling of anxiety, I was a kid and me and my brother talked about aliens, and all of a sudden I felt like I'm not me,panic hit me and I felt like I'm not my body and I  grabbed the table in fear of leaving my body. Ever since I get this feeling from time to time, in the last few years its pretty much every day... It gets in a way of my life a lot, I can't go out sometimes, I can't do normal things because I can't concentrate, I fight in my head just to act normal and if someone asks me am I ok, I'm nervose because they noticed and its even worse.   
I'm sorry, its my first time talking about it and it's really hard to describe it and pinpoint the problem and the feeling. Also english is not my nativ language.   
Anyway I saw this subreddit and decided to see what others think of that and if there is anyone else with similar condition. I don't really want to take medications because it's not a long term solution. Any advice? Thanks for reading in any case, peace and love !",2.16576271186441,3.782765011299439,3.8342222222222233,88.59020338983048,76.85310734463278,6.753898305084746,25.170998116760828,7.554174236665415,1.2050033145009422,1995,71,424,27,45,667,217,531,0.128,0.7759999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9381,0,0,7,0,2,0,54.0,0,1,1,3,30,25,2,7,22,2,23,18,7,6,7,100,78,39,0,7,21,1,12,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,39,32,6,1,21,4,1,3,26,11,0,3,9,18,53,14,55,67,15,60,0,0,6,2,16,16,0,9,44,278,92,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057627497853199636,0.0,0.18907183475929176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047160494298006346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020699715867888,0.0,0.09022799888274244,0.0,0.0,0.08247024896115024,0.06042456097095646,0.09705911218199256,0.10499651743839508,0.0551315691988938,0.06709002727642019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974623348935465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215661322162536,0.0,0.19651632334306227,0.0,0.0,0.12043556156987358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372860233601886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409765314235258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554170588067132,0.0,0.0,0.04926417316767084,0.0,0.052232360688696286,0.0,0.06577021535334053,0.11685285397727717,0.0533442370320644,0.049687093176145,0.05635099872375065,0.053000913464454014,0.0,0.0,0.1327214992087219,0.20872879321153964,0.042130151020148034,0.11324619416420192,0.0,0.0,0.10032439785178897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156758290273196,0.0,0.03351557813232394,0.0,0.04716590286836397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214941627968983,0.0,0.1056560177870039,0.0,0.18156919401926927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807628874299329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141105382791925,0.03240988623493485,0.04807066981074802,0.0,0.062443637093959586,0.0,0.0,0.041654203918273236,0.14405555680000665,0.0,0.0,0.05218903620721109,0.09904453026941926,0.0,0.0,0.1002730621251948,0.10645043541908797,0.0,0.03936477475710951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059408850735813735,0.0,0.0,0.11909135127809363,0.0,0.047071493832400266,0.0,0.04335176357086045,0.0,0.09096685503960003,0.0569562584048828,0.0,0.0,0.11556156600381046,0.05658595304294576,0.06714087732057354,0.0,0.0,0.039961467921965,0.044851440854415836,0.0,0.13838365327219102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999649728767799,0.0,0.05642896619549825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058988718156271075,0.13424782170437433,0.11333837905509135,0.1819014553481786,0.0,0.0,0.06680464022329055,0.050362414212046416,0.0,0.0,0.059042019930408786,0.0,0.09398730785062008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878287589243405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996742757264799,0.0908002224996908,0.2916278343372009,0.06601517585432966,0.12522366766993595,0.0,0.0,0.04930386739186782,0.0,0.12330226473758953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558112771696227,0.0,0.04434017573569216,0.1896002802757906,0.0,0.054294193514218665,0.0,0.0,0.039178880845877014,0.1133620888122902,0.0,0.0,0.20632494113048147,0.0,0.0,0.05635099872375065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061392722207033824,0.0,0.0,0.06495016274934705,0.0,0.03478366136079673,0.04680983136846767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684763550781484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403931196014726,0.0418925561885497,0.0,0.0,0.1139295704548482
anxiety,rosephantom1,2020/03/28,"Emotional Support Animals Hi everyone, 

I am wondering if anyone has the emotional support animal status with a landlord that doesn't allow pets. I really don't want to cause trouble (major anxiety trigger), and even thinking about the process causes intense anxiety. How is the process?",7.5312500000000036,10.397862958333338,8.265,57.18000000000001,65.25,12.3,45.33333333333334,11.698219412168324,7.243483333333334,234,16,27,9,4,78,40,48,0.17800000000000002,0.633,0.19,0.1615,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,5,0,11,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342107969771929,0.0,0.0,0.15273777526659352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487944830080132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914294224279096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427703868861544,0.0,0.0,0.2087280270772759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993775199548106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957644559471612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996702619324555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884110618793904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368880062912604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluegecko8,2020/03/28,Anxiety has been on high! Been taking CBD more frequently and it is really helping. No lie. #kambawellness - thank you!!!,2.971499999999999,5.623047149999998,4.059999999999999,74.86000000000001,102.5,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,4.136000000000001,93,4,14,4,4,30,19,20,0.159,0.607,0.23399999999999999,0.4557,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837407890440568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362278199785283,0.5299930236745752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213530134483477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771586255676356,0.0,0.0,0.4618277456587146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bri8l,2020/03/28,"Extreme sensitivity to suffering in movies/TV shows Hi everyone, I am new to Reddit so if there is a better place I should be posting this, please let me know. 

I have always had some form of anxiety, it's definitely gotten worse in recent years but it's something I've lived with my whole life. Now I have no idea if this is related to anxiety or not but as far back as I can remember, I have always had an extreme sensitivity to anything involving any sort of torture or suffering in movies or TV shows. Even something as simple as a certain SpongeBob episode was enough to give me a severe physical reaction for days as a 9 year old child. I felt sick and terrified and could hear my own heart beating while watching a particular scene. My breathing sped up and I knew I had to turn off the tv, which I did with shaking hands. Afterwards, I couldn't eat or sleep, I couldn't stop seeing and hearing the particular scene. And I had a deep unsettling pain in my stomach that lasted for at least a few days. This would reocurr should I watch anything too intense in the future, whether it be a cartoon or live action. 

Now as I grew up, I thought I would almost certainly grow out of it. I started watching horror movies but only certain ones, I could not watch Saw or Hostile or any movie like that. However I had a morbid curiousity about said movies and would look up the plot of them out of boredom at times. Which would result in obsessively thinking about the events of the movie for a couple of days but I would never get the same uneasy sick feeling in my stomach or the heart palpitations so it was a way I could be informed if my friends were talking about said movie without traumatizing myself. However if a very intense scene started playing on a TV near me, I would always get uncomfortable immidiately and pretend that I had to go to the bathroom as an excuse to leave the room. 

So then I figured, as I got older, I could handle being around torture scenes if I could block them out or reason to myself that they were fake. Fast forward to present day and I'm 26 years old, at my boyfriend's house helping him and his mother prepare the dinner. My job is to sqewer shrimps onto sticks to make shrimp kabobs. So I start doing that when I hear what is undoubtedly an intense scene from a movie I was unfamiliar with. I later learnt that the movie was call ""The Lighthouse"" and it was an interrogation scene in which a man (who comically enough was apparently played by Gerrard Butler, a fact that would help me cope slightly after the whole ordeal) is tied to a chair and then tortured, first by the antagonists simply punching and hitting him, then they wrap a rope around his head and tighten it, apparently its some form of old ""pirate torture."" Anyway, I tried to ignore the movie and couldn't. I wasn't even looking at the screen, just listening to the audio and I was starting to feel sick. Tried to block it out and focus on my task at hand, which began to disgust me which in the moment added to my anxiety and confusion. I tried to make jokes to myself somehow in my head, tried to think of something else, tried to remind myself that this was only a movie, these were actors, this wasn't real.  But nothing helped at all and then I could feel my heart pounding and my stomache turn. My memory is honestly very hazy at this point and I remember more feelings than real world events. What I do remember was getting up and walking into the bathroom where I fell on my knees and tried to catch my breath. I began shaking and felt nauseous but couldn't stand up or bring myself to move. At this point, I can still hear the movie and I won't go into too much detail but it's worth mentioning that what was actually happening in the movie was actually not as bad as what I was picturing in my head from the audio I was hearing. I'm not sure if that's important but I thought I would mention it just in case. Anyway, my boyfriend knows I'm a sensitive person and he noticed me leave the kitchen so he followed me to the bathroom, which was still dark with the door open because I simply was not capable of doing anything. He helped me into his bedroom and closed the door so I couldn't hear the movie anymore. At this point, I felt scared but safe enough to cry, if that makes any sense. I remember curling up in a corner by the bed shaking and crying and trying to control my breathing while telling myself everything was fine and the movie wasn't real. I was so embarrassed by the whole thing I told my boyfriend to just tell everyone that I was just feeling a little sick and didn't come out of his room for am hour or so. I felt like no one was effected by the movie at all except for me, and I feel like they would think there is definitely something wrong with me to get so worked up over a movie. 

I've tried looking this up online but I can't find any kind of medical condition documented anywhere that describes feeling these things while watching torture scenes. The closest match I could find to my symptoms was PTSD. Is it possible that I am getting PTSD from simply watching something that would traumatize someone else? The thing is, it's not just torture, it's any kind of intense abuse or suffering. I cannot stand to watch any kind of child or animal abuse and feel sick to my stomach after watching anything involving either subject matter. 

Has anyone else had this in their life or happen to have heard of something like it before? I get quite anxious now whenever I'm at my boyfriend's house or anywhere really where I have to be in the same room as a TV so any advice is greatly appreciated. Thanks for just taking the time to read through all of this, I really appreciate it!",6.528498929215509,6.578436011722277,6.628203195446348,78.40493328730841,65.34806131650134,9.383910054102797,33.378620942290354,9.017664075816787,2.751739506311993,4543,178,861,68,64,1453,413,1109,0.161,0.752,0.086,-0.9987,6,0,6,0,2,0,84.0,0,0,6,7,39,44,8,7,64,0,92,30,17,7,10,186,162,94,0,31,48,1,14,4,1,13,10,12,8,4,58,50,3,6,31,13,1,16,22,23,0,3,51,40,114,21,144,79,21,140,0,3,14,0,49,70,0,29,56,611,172,3,0.0,0.10045515858371734,0.08273693940195963,0.0,0.0,0.04142496458412168,0.0,0.0,0.04244945712117841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582060149176784,0.0,0.0,0.20179606076361856,0.0,0.0972892750194146,0.04789088528546398,0.04204146563349442,0.029641466918814537,0.04343560611653372,0.13953999165285969,0.07547572215301612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03259682564081988,0.035395543142076095,0.02584176524683992,0.0,0.03607246342128576,0.0,0.0,0.03749227254387205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432869641972822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036516948018272335,0.0,0.0,0.047546224413271866,0.2369258966024384,0.04690593355074285,0.09313122668713074,0.10935731301038784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337759164621553,0.10623921069428277,0.0,0.0,0.13140678148202692,0.0,0.05599902266441464,0.0,0.0,0.08101473127838216,0.038099189535941325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147732173674254,0.030284848014382925,0.16281184355736042,0.0,0.07749102655975518,0.03605860728606094,0.0,0.0,0.03275194835799255,0.0,0.1328883989455451,0.04066626214325975,0.048184692685587255,0.0,0.03390474909872592,0.04673732154563876,0.0,0.0,0.07497419818475856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051924362525713,0.0,0.28667313998813,0.15070414617384253,0.113657836334633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04174757353658283,0.09782933570396693,0.0,0.04785539972271487,0.0,0.0,0.04206751150627089,0.0,0.0,0.13243421064587646,0.0465950610202676,0.034555131987822015,0.0,0.08977399857652853,0.0,0.04334868462270335,0.05988543616763834,0.08284234521218062,0.042487913404212416,0.07486581232191565,0.0,0.10679579137151073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848909528049888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270547272386584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045055979333081315,0.031162992277694382,0.0,0.0326953181096265,0.040942450655704656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067626025919241,0.04826356459613648,0.13344979553389416,0.0,0.05745182265639534,0.06448204132249495,0.04510806902972077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03701505284036782,0.04429060963609284,0.046533677845394486,0.1202224060513438,0.047790602190891256,0.040599810722763904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910794170591347,0.0,0.0,0.045089102309202836,0.04240346451812133,0.14475410524761526,0.05431479199205748,0.0435860288132691,0.0418569785267299,0.0,0.1920874553571233,0.0,0.08064898534399945,0.0,0.04244177997841688,0.0,0.03378092962657327,0.0,0.0,0.04789088528546398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242260763296732,0.0,0.0359185977990832,0.195812562131112,0.0,0.0,0.12002108233203235,0.0,0.06770860016912149,0.03544160403721147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039953951377274095,0.04406151196001842,0.03187350271885516,0.03407307790619302,0.0741049401451483,0.03902885128171635,0.0,0.0,0.08449006873179027,0.08148923151572232,0.0,0.0673090138538115,0.04943822363485705,0.0,0.0,0.04050736563919108,0.0,0.23025104256820045,0.09222062965661744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995566715797237,0.0,0.03364879057506775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419874376412706,0.0,0.04086436814593601,0.0,0.030861875530200856,0.0,0.043201062152330716,0.3011405528780293,0.04634898914847857,0.0,0.0818971601577916
anxiety,P1IE,2020/03/28,"Im curious has anyone else here experienced chest pains and sensation due to anxiety? Like I’ve had a tingling sensation, trembles , a pressure feeling and a burning sensation that also occurs randomly when I’m not having a panic attack but it’s very faint most time , or those trigger my panic attacks . I’ve had my heart checked EKG or whatever they call it , also a X-ray and blood tests and doctors said it’s just anxiety .Thanks guys",3.156050870147258,5.92717228915663,4.7825702811244994,77.19974564926375,79.12048192771084,8.02623828647925,32.11378848728246,8.841846274778883,3.449124230254351,352,19,58,9,9,118,61,83,0.138,0.679,0.183,0.5968,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,2,4,5,0,4,7,3,1,0,13,8,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,3,3,3,2,1,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,32,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30301394542709725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898648788187881,0.0,0.0,0.13247123408081787,0.1941188795097481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310644781494381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934545811289249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391506381396287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582652143700149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579406313441076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759008459817672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450490590793512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464374539631172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255806851988957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015933147889164,0.444568885301046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021494423921508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442456907434487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047264485274153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632009010797912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,racechaserr,2020/03/28,"Change in sense of smell/taste? Hi everyone, I’m trying to figure out if what I’m experiencing could be anxiety related. I’m not in an acute state of anxiety, but I feel like the virus is just in the back of my mind constantly. I’m not someone who deals well with uncertainty or isolation, so I’m wondering if maybe this is contributing to my smell/taste changes. 

For the past week or so, it’s been really hard for me to eat (something I usually have NO problem with). It’s hard to describe because it’s not like I’ve lost my appetite; I still get hungry. Rather, thinking about eating most things just turns my stomach. Especially anything reheated from the fridge. I’m finding that certain smells and tastes (and textures too actually) are really putting me off. For example, I just had dinner. I made spinach, which I like, and the smell of it nearly made me throw it out. But when I tasted it, I liked it okay. The other day I was halfway through eating an apple with peanut butter and realized I was going to start gagging if I put another bite in my mouth. Now that I’m thinking about it, it’s almost like I have this pervasive feeling of disgust about everything. I don’t know what to do because I’m not eating enough and it’s making me not feel well.",4.012283531409167,5.546668887096777,5.1069779286927,81.69625636672326,71.82258064516128,8.608149405772496,29.584889643463498,9.134995656068208,2.532158064516129,996,41,194,21,19,328,137,248,0.10300000000000001,0.775,0.122,0.6078,0,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,16,12,1,0,8,1,13,9,2,3,1,45,36,15,0,6,16,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,20,10,7,0,10,0,0,4,7,3,2,0,7,11,22,9,30,27,2,23,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,8,15,126,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.11166343926242096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458128403674503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998582002448127,0.17507141921597458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416299113330978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798666439443388,0.0,0.13950626672593133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209543860534105,0.0,0.0,0.12365404302179712,0.0,0.0913599886794058,0.0,0.0,0.07379541573269614,0.1179683605481392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683461684851799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823282537602944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933911250348616,0.10283886659199494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735719344863135,0.08174608128532254,0.0,0.0,0.10458344966810468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059782952941350824,0.0,0.06503103141071781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050067519143101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288563250917421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795142426654032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490968547962583,0.0,0.0,0.21654562434433888,0.07638035941371707,0.0,0.11495647130715482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553781610351008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923273029536464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949039454565217,0.0,0.2300598183842101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466086737192623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969529255667453,0.08809085879653485,0.0,0.0,0.0809914346243964,0.0,0.09138089004956798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601966526926006,0.1466393434366706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768786074504708,0.12446281857701905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602426421552373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178577438383204,0.0,0.20576574419997415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409030417854455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RicottaPrime,2020/03/28,"I'm so worried I might have COVID. Sorry, I know my story is not unique and that everyone here is worried about this, but I just need to get this out of my system: I'm freaking out so much over COVID-19. I've struggled a ton with health anxiety the last couple years, so I'm having a really tough time with this.

Bit of background: I'm a 26 y/o male. Clinical obesity (5' 7'', \~200 lbs; have lost 40 lbs and counting, though), mild asthma (haven't needed a daily inhaler in years; only take rescue inhaler as needed), mild hypertension (I take a low-dose water pill). And while not a comorbidity, I have OCD.

I was living in NYC when all this craziness started. All my work got cancelled, so I was staying indoors (studio apartment, live alone) for most of the time during the 9th through 20th. Didn't take the subway, went outside generally only once a day, to walk to the bodega 30 seconds away for snacks/groceries, or go for a short walk. The first few days, I went to a couple fast-food places, but quickly switched to just eating at home as the situation in NY got worse. The most ""high-risk"" situation was when I walked to the CVS to pick up meds a little over a week ago, and stood in a long line at the pharmacy. Most people were wearing masks, but I didn't have one.

Anyways, after days of my parents in FL asking me if I was sure I didn't want to come down and stay with them to ride this out, I finally cracked and agreed to. Just was not feeling safe in NYC, anymore. The case numbers kept piling on like crazy, and I was getting depressed/having severe anxiety, being cooped up alone all that time. So, I flew home last Saturday, one week ago. Wore a medical mask on the subway/bus (thankfully they weren't too crowded), as well as at the airport and on the plane. I had no one sitting in my row, or in front of or behind me, either.

Made it home safe and sound, and have been enjoying my time with family—but couldn't shake the worry that maybe I caught the virus. I've been basically self-isolating; I haven't gone anywhere aside for walks around the neighborhood, and I have not hugged, kissed, or in any way touched anyone in my family since being back. I'm supposed to wait 14 days as per Governor Desantis' orders, to see if I'm okay. Today marks 7 days.

Admittedly, this whole time while home, I've been rather obsessively glued to the news about the virus. I've been reading the case numbers, looking at the maps. I've been reading all the horror stories about young people winding up in the ICU or even dying. I've been thinking about this basically 24/7, and it's definitely not healthy for my anxiety.

Yesterday, I felt a little tickle in my throat. The sort of feeling that maybe you need to cough. Only wound up actually coughing once; not sure if that's because I willed myself not to cough, the rest of the day, or if it's because I don't actually have a problem and I'm just freaking myself out. And then last night, I checked my temperature and it was 98.8. I got concerned and kept checking periodically, since the last few days it had been much lower. Finally, before I went to sleep I got a 98.6 reading. Woke up today feeling well-rested and great.

But then after being up a bit, the tickle feeling in my throat returned. Today, I had a 98.8 reading at one point, a 98.1 another time... Family kept reassuring me I didn't have it, and that I was fine. and then this afternoon, I got some chills. Took temp: 99.4. Absolutely scared me to death. I told my family and they told me to check again, so 5 minutes later I took my temp again and got 98.6. My family are still trying to reassure me that I'm probably fine, and that it'd probably be a lot higher and I'd be coughing a lot, but I just don't know... Sometimes I feel like I \*could\* cough if I wanted to, but I haven't felt bad enough to actually desperately need to. I hope I'm not just suppressing this, to try and convince myself and them that I'm okay.

I'm just so worried that I maybe caught it in NY before I came down. One of my top reasons for initially not wanting to come down here was that I was scared I'd catch it and transmit it to my family. I desperately hope that's not the case. Parents are late 50s/early 60s, and I have a brother a few years younger who has worse asthma than me, as well as a history of a bunch of bronchitis infections and pneumonia at least once. So, aside from my concerns for my own health, it'd be a nightmare if I transmitted it to them.

Just hoping I can make it through these 14 days, but after days like today I can't help but feel I likely have it, and that it's only a matter of time before I'm coughing uncontrollably, with a high fever and shortness of breath. I didn't hang out with any friends in NY in my last 2 weeks there, and I didn't put myself in any large group settings (aside from standing in line at CVS, but no one there was coughing). Maybe I somehow caught it from someone who coughed on the subway several feet away from me? Who knows. Surely I'm not the only one struggling with this? I just feel terrified. Sorry for writing so much.",5.056267654043246,5.3631027263779565,5.821177352830897,82.05154418197725,68.48818897637797,8.773628296462944,29.51281089863767,8.657515384779499,2.0678195413073364,3974,136,812,59,63,1302,397,1016,0.125,0.784,0.092,-0.9823,3,2,0,0,0,0,165.0,0,1,5,4,42,40,0,7,59,2,64,29,6,4,7,149,144,76,2,21,43,3,10,4,1,2,19,1,5,1,43,47,3,7,15,4,3,24,27,13,2,9,58,15,88,27,123,74,26,152,0,1,2,2,24,58,0,24,66,515,131,5,0.0,0.0,0.13029229790437907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890255017033503,0.0,0.0,0.09218816528819017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079541791469688,0.046667701652376936,0.10213932894106544,0.0,0.04413731201766154,0.03111914997117968,0.0,0.0,0.03961916465362187,0.041606460309221265,0.0,0.0836284140416472,0.034221838901542394,0.03716007775075656,0.05426005200343115,0.0,0.11361223134922155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717655104597213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090222224723482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667477355171577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035533871367342665,0.0984885656773786,0.0,0.2583202081397225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618948888846235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554004643307168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598588582417765,0.0,0.029395339800596876,0.0,0.0,0.04252673424415703,0.0,0.0,0.20977824329222172,0.0,0.1575225660422854,0.06358920965654133,0.08546416057313624,0.09750679098537322,0.0,0.037856196893364814,0.05381600169449874,0.0,0.034384694778846134,0.0,0.04650437878735684,0.0,0.02529339526456141,0.0,0.21356978886941014,0.04906726520699967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461413409099284,0.0,0.0,0.02983097348036625,0.09404461436311264,0.1785698325665806,0.1326114548517041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337686908904,0.1813888525740256,0.05020393209767204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697219242498916,0.08921203210418309,0.07859801432030679,0.03938580191139214,0.037373254356623135,0.0,0.04858280698724273,0.07567365195692098,0.0,0.04211200368913338,0.029707642323846175,0.0,0.1788462771643428,0.0,0.049435370249121965,0.044834421114312864,0.0,0.0472131044644919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814957871987837,0.16500063002835105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04176522180941627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219011901519146,0.2111056654485306,0.1692414818620908,0.0,0.0,0.09883576749673174,0.0,0.0,0.061708761222935726,0.0,0.04649858009239414,0.0,0.042071906608116584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959685105762234,0.04258557440716733,0.0,0.04474013247717002,0.0,0.0,0.17806942891877467,0.0,0.028511243426036618,0.04575887458617468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911516557595438,0.0,0.03546497270511073,0.0,0.046428748186787,0.10055667255151617,0.0,0.073630510398349,0.10005167405672702,0.04453745466493328,0.0,0.03770920766929633,0.0,0.04401689300967098,0.09964010942915587,0.03150108993444505,0.09487348505555468,0.03554200081886165,0.0,0.0,0.0930532335354704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258371937113636,0.0,0.10038737090153353,0.0,0.0,0.04097451315635405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02851720781925192,0.043726244508445034,0.0,0.18165984326465912,0.0,0.16874333316075052,0.08505346848831405,0.09889408163340337,0.06043237286741938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875116091452122,0.035326246272572415,0.1070984338150063,0.0,0.1200468650209388,0.12377061437069956,0.0,0.049688593101506494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032400398254467035,0.1807892246310506,0.0907094332216943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597988811229737
anxiety,throwaway12448es-j,2020/03/28,"Apparently having a history of pneumonia means I’m high risk of dying now Well, fuck. I was beginning to feel ok until I read this. I’ve had pneumonia three times throughout my life. If I die I won’t even be counted as a young healthy person, just someone with a pre-existing condition. Fuck I miss when all I worried about was what to eat for dinner   

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anxiety,cacetinho666,2020/03/28,"You know when the anxiety becomes physical instead of mental? My balls hurt now. Body, why my balls? Why?",1.2723684210526294,3.3464940000000034,2.4098684210526318,86.24532894736844,109.0,6.110526315789473,25.802631578947373,7.1686216300943375,2.277094736842105,82,4,14,2,4,26,16,19,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.6848,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584785725433645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731637871088497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753103941730029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617093437002302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856909436988763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405052788477977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6097713528341454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rs3vsosrs,2020/03/28,"Health anxiety over pain in lungs. I have had burning lungs for a couple days now. But today I woke up to legit painful spots under my ribs. Like a shooting pain.

I'm terrified I may have the coronavirus. But I dont have any other symptoms


I have no fever, I have no cough besides from an itchy throat from post nasal drip. I have pain under my ribs, but I can breathe perfectly fine, even huge deep breaths cause no pain at all. The rib pain is completely random. 

But my anxiety has me convinced its coronavirus. Even if it is allergies. 

Its driving me insane.",1.5189121887287025,4.188116834862388,2.49413499344692,91.04809633027523,87.07339449541288,6.050065530799477,23.382044560943648,7.447530270364453,1.2597989515072086,441,17,87,8,14,139,73,109,0.267,0.607,0.126,-0.9194,0,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,5,0,13,19,9,1,2,10,15,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,10,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,1,13,4,10,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,3,4,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191150344234156,0.0,0.2067897147053191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884363393095508,0.0,0.0,0.14170971064224402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954882665652228,0.0,0.08716518683783096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840318475971718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854005878202114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366574069908258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603096125649957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8629004842858714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294431982575918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404800398483642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811318403684024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HopefulClarity,2020/03/28,"How do you cope with dizziness and feeling of ground swaying? A little more than a year ago, I (28M) started feeling dizziness. Though I wouldn't even call it that. More like a lack of clarity in my mind, and trouble focusing on something. At the time I assumed it had to do with blood pressure and my eating habits. I went to the doctor, I did some basic tests and nothing seemed to be wrong. Shortly after, my symptoms disappeared.

A couple of months ago, maybe 5, I constantly started finding things to worry about and feeling that something was wrong with me. Even the slightest symptoms would make me afraid. And when those symptoms passed, I would soon find something else to be concerned about. Even something completely different. I would be very concerned and feel terrified. At the time, I thought I was being reasonable and careful.

Around two months ago, I started experiencing dizziness once again. I was afraid, but I once again assumed it had to do with blood pressure and eating habits. Since the dizziness lasted longer than I expected, I was afraid it might be something worse. Eventually, I started feeling I would get a heart attack or faint or die almost every night. At the time I also happened to be doing some basic test, just like previous year. And since nothing seemed wrong, I was somewhat reassured once again. My symptoms decreased and I assumed it to be a result of me experimenting with eating habits. But this time, my symptoms haven't completely disappeared. Eventually I started to worry about it, and my dizziness got worse.

It was during this dizziness that I started learning about anxiety disorder. And I recognized myself in a lot of it. At this point, I have no doubt that anxiety also plays a role in my life. It was hard for me to believe it, since my symptoms felt ""real"" and physical and I always assumed anxiety causes emotional and mental distress (I also struggle with OCD) but not actual symptoms. I changed my mind after learning more about it.

Anyway, my dizziness hasn't quite disappeared. I also started to feel as if ground beneath me is moving back and forth, as if on a boat. My symptoms also vary, sometimes dizziness, sometimes lack of clarity, feeling of ground swaying, sometimes feeling pressure in my head, and sometimes tiredness. Usually one symptom at a time. And excessive worry about those symptoms is also common. Some days the symptoms are milder, during some times of day, they are stronger but they can happen any time.  At times I may feel good, and a moment later, I can start feeling the dizziness. And it may last for a long time. Needless to say it worries me, but I don't want to start taking medications if not necessary. If I don't find a better way, I intend to go to the doctor after Coronavirus passes. But for now, I will try to manage it on my own.

That said, I am not above trying to get advice from those who have similar problems themselves. What have you noticed helps you ease the symptoms? Especially dizziness and ground swaying, how do you cope with it? How do you stop it from ruining your day? How do you manage to do other things? How do you stay positive and did you find a way to make your dizziness disappear?

Thanks for answers.",5.331441597915763,7.433577632653066,5.363638732088582,78.89078376031267,69.4421768707483,7.521262121870025,32.91880156317846,8.197803283752503,2.7456052540165,2560,120,420,37,47,801,236,588,0.16399999999999998,0.752,0.084,-0.9941,1,0,5,0,0,0,85.0,0,10,2,2,31,24,1,9,24,0,50,24,4,11,0,108,87,50,1,14,16,0,12,2,0,9,17,2,0,0,32,31,3,1,26,1,0,9,9,16,0,2,16,15,67,8,68,55,12,82,0,1,0,0,19,22,0,23,50,318,99,8,0.0,0.0,0.043745641151257904,0.0,0.0,0.04380538242045808,0.11921189629272523,0.0,0.04488874574552602,0.0,0.0,0.21509351245386032,0.03730046975977858,0.0,0.0,0.030484563049074362,0.0,0.10287984408484288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03990640554030075,0.0,0.05099829787732792,0.0,0.03446994891183163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050578157976458,0.0,0.03964670466431442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577437879595543,0.0,0.04570511238686696,0.04605068303758093,0.04742205797860369,0.0,0.09400256653291698,0.0484431200459557,0.0,0.0,0.04960130630422969,0.0,0.08673101410562159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652436494805525,0.04683569707837349,0.0513767478370162,0.09176667239889966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376106420090422,0.03744802439166931,0.05042544287953081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882537236713227,0.0,0.037769505861360526,0.0,0.0,0.043850365438118516,0.0,0.0,0.22666373195866196,0.0,0.04304188996424454,0.0,0.16388784331779888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046841537814159034,0.0,0.025476773620627988,0.037599582074496665,0.03585303005204395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928246785778632,0.0,0.0401570642193469,0.0,0.04600643949554388,0.0,0.0,0.0531213711487736,0.030047249501022118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730815722602285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03166332740505046,0.04380137254261121,0.04492941185596658,0.0,0.03967135090674567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038111144822337836,0.0,0.0,0.05984604837513813,0.0,0.04503573036111982,0.0,0.0,0.04515947286609008,0.045176059345048494,0.04755540178720953,0.09052695987244476,0.0,0.07156253057119467,0.04764504749318257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420680217157182,0.0,0.08602731005211238,0.051036951397144266,0.0,0.1432210043511135,0.03037659883939158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237692999424904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289432191003338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768007382695192,0.0,0.05102405438332834,0.0,0.04609062867095847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042641673689806515,0.035649008295306574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161941722124233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124650281441133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725538422904472,0.17734407057039053,0.0,0.2855652694316657,0.047780661237421085,0.0,0.03747819784593348,0.0,0.0468639370209857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559121216148589,0.03370506142120254,0.0,0.0,0.04127158038614459,0.0,0.0,0.05956343489461124,0.0,0.044043261925484266,0.03558840812310909,0.23525599633328745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060870510534336585,0.0,0.043790421884025085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937168580100285,0.036987777576856014,0.026440703564380275,0.07116472658092443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155598579821633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209995537560367,0.09136708106097947,0.12737804088490765,0.147037074008435,0.0,0.057735497678400416
anxiety,bittersteel11,2020/03/28,"Meditation Hi everyone, 

Wondering what you guys think about meditation and if it has proved usual in helping cope with anxiety. If not, what are some things you do that help you?

Thanks.",5.336363636363637,8.057861424242425,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,71.12121212121212,10.460606060606061,29.181818181818183,10.504223727775694,3.677836363636364,149,6,26,5,3,47,28,33,0.044000000000000004,0.753,0.203,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645103190732979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33039457456856425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423630578099171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635198054675876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183352092056694,0.0,0.0,0.2297118056878413,0.22155312211916675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808127961481004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749688681243573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stripedbowlertee,2020/03/28,"Recent problems (possible triggers) Hi. Over the past couple months I have been seeing a therapist for my anxiety and so far it had become manageable with CBT and self-talk. However due to recent events I’ve been having a harder time with coping, there was a week where every day I cried, sometimes more than once. I feel completely overwhelmed and sensitive, to the point where I feel like I don’t know how to help myself anymore. 

On top of it, I keep having really intrusive thoughts which cause me to catastrophize. An example of this is due to the coronavirus outbreak, I keep imagining scenarios in which someone I care about, most often my SO, gets the virus and dies. It’s making it hard for me to function because while my SO, my family, and friends are very much alive and healthy I feel something I don’t think I’ve felt before. It’s like I’m anticipating something and grieving over it even though it hasn’t even happened. It feels like if I stop thinking about the worst-case scenario and stop “preparing” for it in my brain, it will happen and this causes a spiral into stress and lots of crying. I’m meeting with my therapist via Skype in a few days but I was just was wondering if anyone has ever experienced something similar or if you have any tips for how to control the thoughts? I’m kind of at a loss rn",6.556470588235296,6.785210137254904,6.727058823529411,77.11176470588238,65.27450980392156,10.094117647058825,33.07843137254902,9.888512548439397,3.145713725490197,1055,41,195,21,15,339,153,255,0.077,0.85,0.073,-0.1936,1,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,16,11,0,2,13,0,17,1,1,7,1,48,39,22,2,4,6,0,6,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,5,12,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,9,8,22,6,29,29,5,28,0,3,1,0,5,13,0,8,18,130,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406502134086232,0.0,0.08331864923920179,0.0,0.10801308143945164,0.07615496110906181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639275420318183,0.12028657687545165,0.09267749995235178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158366074739813,0.0,0.0,0.11104473168502901,0.22376865408561486,0.0,0.0,0.11419389684458232,0.0,0.12215592706638742,0.0,0.1205108895293472,0.23927307531112255,0.1404805966942788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303518036983665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387288607660187,0.09851863787832513,0.09176445314804774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267410243687217,0.0,0.22028006919689205,0.1556158761674011,0.1045741903408918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414642096763933,0.0,0.056902890362239285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262397379258075,0.0,0.09756524354980436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300252826143072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936149246487996,0.0,0.11341681333191557,0.059856097365081996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962913361617295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925944961076572,0.0,0.0,0.07270071155252253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693384165338372,0.0,0.08006406941498029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598948979137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397040912420244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295860955368316,0.12278378331255417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421566031811323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977287735338816,0.0,0.2150781930311723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679008326361626,0.0,0.11362069708786303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922821878543726,0.25154116182244884,0.10771839135701668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821133876058892,0.12476022572931915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754067165161535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529142998156409,0.0,0.13957494690089287,0.1070071146888632,0.17293055523755838,0.06350842906198874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986517310977471,0.0,0.0,0.08736396580644401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811221470802602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Popoy0223,2020/03/28,Phone Buzzing Does anyone else get like an intense wave of anxiety every time their phone rings from a phone call and sometimes a less intense but still noticable amount when receiving notifications from certain apps?,11.250833333333333,12.118042416666668,8.802222222222222,64.01500000000001,55.38888888888889,11.644444444444444,43.0,11.20814326018867,5.1654333333333335,181,9,26,4,2,53,31,36,0.036000000000000004,0.7829999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535387697575461,0.0,0.0,0.2317396564494553,0.33958347833083385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33842138242661685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290031738345392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27686257065916065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792393632286986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315557741066528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191722791182386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37732889229701017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32778722019979706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646759653434397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932562411973791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eueieej,2020/03/28,"Social anxiety What's the best way to make friends online? I spend pretty much all my time in my house as im too uncomfortable to walk around my local area, im 20 and a guy btw",0.23192307692307426,2.1209952051282066,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,84.12820512820512,5.951282051282053,17.442307692307693,7.1686216300943375,-0.02172307692307696,139,3,33,2,4,48,33,39,0.098,0.662,0.24,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038363365324441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372002674150056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27962669916357896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058614528557468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638310358269259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30745177294187703,0.0,0.0,0.575631397992721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785990101236185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587411397627735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27107918524918284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716159723206335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553712840658434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149852945868464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iVannGarc,2020/03/28,"Anxiety and respect I have only 5 months since i understood about my anxiety problems, (i did have some episodes before but didn't known what was going on).
Some times fear to groups of people, wanting to be a alone, afraid of facing new people or new situations. Fortunately now, after therapy and medicine i am learning to manage all that.

But my question is, why does some people who have not odea about this kind lf problems (or even with knowledge of some relative), why they don't respect when someone wants free space, not talking at all, or understanding that some ""weird"" behavior might mean some special problem?

Why people force others to act or do what they think is right in order to accept you or say ""i like you"", instead of just give a change to each one to face situations as how we can?",13.509,8.10432256666667,11.84333333333333,63.58500000000002,56.66666666666666,14.666666666666664,46.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.107466666666666,635,25,114,10,5,200,101,150,0.107,0.7390000000000001,0.154,0.9054,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,2,0,8,13,0,2,2,0,14,2,2,1,2,39,22,12,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,9,0,1,2,4,6,0,1,4,1,12,8,19,16,9,15,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,13,8,81,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389980456665864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533607633362813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420032836821488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197328063058726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744550788231425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886425013713038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102026106138194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287436468097647,0.0762729684240047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975600692336776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556679339815677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619083904879088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237248848377848,0.0,0.0,0.10712279968957976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25923604132463485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090942181243453,0.10207052131261472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721691253396888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852541113719435,0.0,0.0,0.1503426286758788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461210108881717,0.0,0.10672684557880753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101747187190067,0.30170873053131314,0.0,0.0,0.113713211523022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078705559960982,0.0,0.0,0.15347747625925026,0.0,0.0,0.08599446886381855,0.0,0.0,0.07825721946273273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971428879648856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831760945126572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633030075363573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Donaldinho2019,2020/03/28,"Judging self worth off social media, etc. need some advice This might sound a bit strange but some advice would be nice

I feel like I rely too much on other people’s approval of me, and it’s starting to get me down a bit. For example, I know I’m a funny guy but I tend to judge my funniness by the amount of likes I get on twitter, and if I don’t get too many likes I start to doubt myself. I judge my attractiveness off Instagram likes, if I get less likes than expected it makes me doubt myself. If a girl doesn’t find me attractive I doubt myself. I know this sounds strange but it’s true and I wish I wasn’t this way. I’m a social person I’ve never had a problem with hanging around with people it’s just weird how my self esteem and self love is so so low. Whenever I feel not 100% I feel like nobody wants to talk to me though and since I have nothing funny to contribute or a conversation is not lively it’s all my fault and people won’t like me. When I told people I had anxiety they were surprised as they thought there was nothing wrong with me but I genuinely can’t stop judging my self worth off things like this and it’s beating me up inside",1.7697643097643088,3.5881011522633766,3.2856285072951765,91.17941919191921,78.62962962962962,6.228881406659182,21.333520389075943,7.1686216300943375,0.5041868312757205,912,25,199,11,22,300,126,243,0.124,0.594,0.28300000000000003,0.9936,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,10,22,0,3,8,0,15,1,0,2,3,47,36,21,0,9,11,0,3,8,0,3,0,2,0,7,12,11,0,1,7,0,2,1,8,8,0,0,7,5,37,14,23,25,9,16,0,1,0,1,15,9,0,10,13,128,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635370824073576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077256019350619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399341257609764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305438727707065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117755657763649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016148825415832,0.15086049569419338,0.0,0.0,0.09650316449586092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206561041945422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454616966123484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605397522682576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126696378744797,0.0,0.09323386361447762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529496729376964,0.0,0.07047909025899031,0.107047047427769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200944910694127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761743529461602,0.07829025386658707,0.08143398795587603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262412354763865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927985536240757,0.09219311942712467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101030990936783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405944973212324,0.0,0.0,0.08734135364244723,0.0,0.0,0.2152620857203651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946781279672308,0.0,0.0,0.08827414208438104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486556413150755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014626392302897,0.0,0.10373714277970963,0.08382303247692419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089139718799438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227701857084773,0.08380879480151247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121418026550179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500485566119923,0.11544108582852232,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TCM2bubba,2020/03/28,"Unnecessary anxiety So I live with awful anxiety it’s hindered my life for the most part, but even when there’s nothing to be anxious about and I’m just in my home chilling out I’ll get so overwhelmed and panicky and I’ll get butterflies and I just really don’t understand. I hate being like this I can’t even relax in my own home.

(Ik all anxiety is unnecessary anxiety but this is been more unnecessary lmao)",1.3095898004434579,3.9646911341463418,3.722150776053216,81.65400221729492,88.8780487804878,7.859866962305987,25.74722838137472,8.575989854853784,2.5914,331,15,63,10,11,114,54,82,0.215,0.6609999999999999,0.125,-0.7217,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,1,1,1,7,1,0,0,1,13,12,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,7,9,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6301438233170882,0.23264238696762934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720297656401442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517994601491736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331333085593653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131293432309665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545451322932262,0.1006070404487165,0.0,0.18184004301678128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759547611635606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230022206277061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192408932684566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143804870684302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,evrimaydin,2020/03/28,"Good book advice for panic attacks You know the author of the book ""Feeling good"". After reading this book, my depression problem disappeared.

**When Panic Attacks – David D. Burns**

Me too I bought Burns's other book.

Anyone reading the book and wanting to comment?

More about the [book](https://www.cbtcognitivebehavioraltherapy.com/when-panic-attacks-the-book/)",6.724999999999998,9.963425388888894,4.520555555555556,70.66750000000002,100.66666666666669,4.022222222222221,26.722222222222207,5.985473137389443,1.7757333333333336,297,12,34,3,12,84,38,54,0.32799999999999996,0.602,0.07,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,4,2,5,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,19,6,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183400626230004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123158100104376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42703061818257787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165018573605786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489763149615636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31483742487446625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314508963536773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6606129785844872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958627605400174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754654723314398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069967487384694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hammerfan12,2020/03/28,"My anxiety makes me hate asking for help and asking people to do something for me. My whole life, i've had a horrible time asking people for help. In school, i just struggled until they caught on and had to help me. When my grades slipped so low.

The worst thing is i'm a naturally shy person, i hate going around groups of people and my friend has these gatherings at least 1 time a month. But the problem is i'm too scared to tell my friend i don't want to go and i'm usually stuck going somewhere i don't want to be.

And one time, he picked me up. I had been there for a couple hours and wanted to go home. The problem was, i just sat around for like an hour trying to work up the nerve to ask ""Hey man, you mind taking me home?"".

One time, i had horrible stomach cramps. I knew something was wrong but i was too scared to call up a doctor's office, until i was so doubled over in pain that i was forced to go to an ER.

Then there's Facebook. Someone will text my phone or message me on facebook. That's a little easier. I can say ""No"" or something. But then there's the reply, they message me back and i can't check it. I'll literally turn my phone off for a long time, completely so i don't have to see it. I've gone weeks away from Facebook because of a message i've sent and was too scared to see the reply too.

Like, There's this group i'm a part of, we do a wrestling show with wwe 2k. Whenever i message the show runner about something, it's always very nerve wracking to check his reply.

I don't even know what i'm scared of. It's like, ""do i need to check this? I'll just do it later."" So i'll do something else but then i come back and try to check but i... I just can't? And before i know it, a week goes by. And sometimes i check it, and it's just ""Yes."" or ""Sounds Good"". And i feel relieved, but the next time comes and i have to ask something and i'm, once again, scared to ask. The people i'm scared of asking have never insulted or berated me whatsoever.

There's even some stuff i've NEVER checked. After 3 years, i have a story i wrote and published online and haven't had the nerve to check the comments.

Is there a fix for this? I need help.",0.7238274282959765,2.572914041214755,2.432231381055676,95.87116220776093,82.1236442516269,5.225760424198602,19.138153771993245,6.199608861193314,-0.2293306242468067,1667,41,390,13,45,548,190,461,0.131,0.797,0.071,-0.9706,0,0,6,0,0,0,67.0,1,1,2,1,28,23,3,7,26,1,35,5,1,2,2,56,78,37,0,7,15,0,1,3,2,1,4,2,2,2,17,23,0,0,4,3,7,11,10,16,1,2,19,5,47,7,51,57,6,54,0,1,2,0,38,15,0,5,31,242,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655846653552776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199868577461618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101966097692908,0.4448150075304777,0.0,0.06386228990338642,0.1045331313287328,0.0,0.04143533284620557,0.0,0.057839490227020326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940740124692157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710437589782928,0.07126774874077707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521014723925261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957261266916433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678220269123035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979023379395394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034368878411889243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503058661916373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315135406274006,0.057012008647766475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421730866857776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822418180074202,0.0,0.13636368148374758,0.0,0.1338782075052931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471168644719975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801090321315663,0.0996236165033287,0.0681261832165117,0.0,0.060153418633290476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537209244424428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863272853509397,0.0,0.05425490639360545,0.0,0.0,0.10080131916756756,0.10484898190541474,0.0,0.07228939882133123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238836788513063,0.0921196896438807,0.0,0.07232740629143583,0.0,0.0,0.07360746526988779,0.0,0.18849396315636985,0.05935086168109515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300807783889518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054054365955170665,0.4083132703651917,0.06879167891811604,0.108330375232588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759277823932703,0.3139707605061194,0.06722642332138584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105949149687689,0.07781211453135173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051106771596870826,0.0,0.059410857407232426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515782992712573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781145352126634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229757038526913,0.07393443227675553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486197512154834,0.056084333354963434,0.12027561508094167,0.0,0.10904668876595712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588873647560834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948470325603686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431712865231713,0.0,0.04377198510348243
anxiety,thebottledup,2020/03/28,"Would anyone be interested in writing about anxiety for an online magazine? Hello all! 

I hope everyone is safe and healthy during this difficult time. I know the situation is provoking a lot of anxiety for everyone and I want to create a space where people can use their voice to tell their story. Writing can significantly reduce anxiety and having a place to tell your story is important. On the other side, reading other people’s stories can be a great relief to know that you are not alone. I would like to invite you all to submit a writing piece for an online magazine about mental health. It does not have to relate to the current situation, it can be about any time in your life where you have dealt with anxiety. Here are the options:

Story: Share your voice. Write about a time in your life when you experienced anxiety and how it affected you. It could be a single day, anxiety at school, or your experience with anxiety throughout your whole life. You can talk about how you handled it and how you overcame it. 

Article: Create an article to help others with their anxiety. Examples: 6 Ways to Reduce Anxiety While Driving, Reduce Anxiety When Talking to People by Following these Steps, How to Journal to Decrease Anxiety, etc.

Poem: If you’d like a more creative option, write a poem about anxiety. This can be anything you want it to be! 

Let me know if any of you are interested!",5.087503720238097,7.266780882812501,6.2650669642857135,71.8577604166667,70.25,9.719940476190477,30.940476190476193,10.07000556051586,3.6390679315476175,1110,48,180,31,21,371,123,256,0.11,0.74,0.151,0.9476,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,17,3,0,15,10,0,0,16,0,26,4,0,7,2,40,34,15,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,14,8,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,25,9,34,23,8,22,0,0,0,0,32,10,0,7,10,142,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816791230078251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578120205184893,0.0,0.7814809086077152,0.0,0.0,0.0595241368988467,0.0,0.07005386734703589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796853467317032,0.0,0.0,0.054901126252869394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449691245247451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494127523255308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268870797270776,0.0,0.0832724420662538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385496114573808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904880865225092,0.0,0.0,0.0570601366334131,0.0,0.0,0.08455224944831431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035392370645772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705011276715584,0.18038727184721653,0.08317940388944436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237358383649782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578995287738263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705307283268115,0.0,0.08894162756967919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515198096892929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861550360115429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137699934050106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684684090758995,0.14881289830095426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891811527430573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352407489803565,0.0,0.0,0.10042251341613076,0.067571393216023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950434256984636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094631850982013,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EloynRose,2020/03/28,"When others validate your anxiety fears Hello all, 

I’m a 25F that experiences social anxiety, I am not medicated but rather use CBD on my “bad” days. 

I got into a conflict with a coworker that has caused me a lot of anxiety for about a month and a half now. We had a mediated meeting to bring the conflict to a close, but I found that a lot of the things that she had to say during this meeting hit right on my anxieties. She was saying things like, “I know what kind of person she is now”, “I don’t want anything to do with her”. Etc. the reason we had the mediated meeting is because she has still been actively retaliating against me because of the conflict and shown that she can’t be professional so I knew she was going to be petty and mean during the meeting but I’m struggling. My social anxieties tell me that I am not a likeable person, that everyone thinks as harshly about myself as I do, that I am not a good leader in my position, etc. Usually it helps to break the cycle in my brain to tell myself that no one is thinking about me as much as I think about myself, however, this meeting allowed her to tell me that she thinks all those things that my anxieties fear. 

We work in  close quarters to each other in leadership positions. I think this one is really sticking it to me because it is a validation of my harsh view of myself. 

Any words of wisdom or ways to break the cycle? 

Thanks",5.383161235717306,5.655499381294966,6.620021159542958,76.7266927634363,67.77697841726619,9.850528988573847,31.460854845535337,9.773937934552695,2.902413203554803,1100,42,214,23,17,373,133,278,0.166,0.763,0.07200000000000001,-0.9747,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,1,0,1,10,9,0,3,20,0,22,2,1,4,2,42,40,13,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,24,12,0,3,10,0,0,2,6,4,0,4,9,3,41,5,37,28,8,22,0,0,1,0,29,10,0,3,8,173,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051013393815184,0.0,0.4759177013153032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532486244723943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657359984243852,0.1896183342678548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157480285401622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651423225899913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686898558388887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312749190463031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907655462277444,0.0,0.10142494531744724,0.0,0.23335147847924834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368650586109355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058927225475091674,0.08696701880960017,0.0829272818176399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949863717513463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797316404011753,0.05698319349431584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050655812905741816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630050472650213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294460820158315,0.0,0.10445288243883916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276129146750615,0.0,0.07622124662737617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052083012001998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106948436337866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642399932346205,0.10660662564364956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885474010332234,0.0,0.16491076782815664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113899340133628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280388908575695,0.0,0.0,0.1083952711048994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27187878183090497,0.09546027135706696,0.0,0.0,0.2066534018615177,0.33218947426950834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955153819214325,0.11419563970711935,0.0,0.061156774553146526,0.08230123546161995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548474822985977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ColdRobotHeart,2020/03/28,"Elliptical and Anxiety I've been trying to get a working elliptical since last November. The whole ordeal has been raising my anxiety a lot, because an elliptical is one of my front-line defenses against anxiety and the store is making everything difficult. I can't run or use a treadmill because of a bad knee. A gym isn't an option because of cost/distance/social anxiety.

They sent a pair of technicians last week (didn't fix it) who took absolutely NO coronavirus precautions! They wouldn't even use the hand sanitizer I set out. My SA prevented me from saying something like ""Could you wipe down the surfaces you touched?"" or ""Get out and don't come back without masks and gloves."" I called the dealer and they said that I should ""wait out"" this global pandemic. I'm sure they would have been baffled by the concept of an ""anxiety disorder.""

The store and machine get rave Google reviews, so they can say whatever they want if I keep complaining.",5.782540659340657,7.570235834285715,6.24742857142857,74.24810989010992,67.8,10.413186813186812,35.17582417582417,10.560738912317856,4.176854945054945,761,38,131,22,13,246,114,175,0.11599999999999999,0.813,0.071,-0.7729,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,6,1,3,6,1,0,16,0,16,2,2,3,1,29,30,10,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,10,0,4,0,1,2,4,7,4,0,1,7,5,17,2,14,19,2,15,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,5,5,83,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609583120830661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276963645021325,0.12245187847651305,0.26820094424794994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975247189247876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633141023201575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709311610321653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680808170152503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686509810828399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180521932895206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298655795914964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035485130498156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390889048334837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164885666475668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246819354826858,0.0,0.0,0.09789421410963718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937809935472096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950371820764573,0.23325394044274156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131560073604393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290317901516833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822182016160794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294053725403362,0.09956999589778713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25332789885245616,0.0,0.0,0.08650168110401713,0.0,0.11763883174574385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373651328032274,0.0,0.14137143261625187,0.0,0.1067675276746655,0.0,0.0,0.1041804224824434,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toadjones79,2020/03/28,"Help me help my wife. I am looking for advice. My wife suffers from depression and anxiety. She was overweight when we met, but lost 80 lbs by the time we were married (a little under a year later, yes, fast). She has extremely low self esteem despite being extraordinary. She is talented at everything she does and usually very active. But, weight gain destroys her self image and triggers depression. So does a messy house. She started antidepressants a couple years ago, and they seemed to help a lot. She was able to cope with stress without feeling overmedicated. But, she recently learned that the pills were the cause of a lot of weight gain that was really kicking off her depression and anxiety again. 

A short time ago she decided to go off the meds. I was supportive, but requested that she take CBD every day instead (it seems to help). Then the pandemic cancelled school and locked her in the house with our four kids all day every day. And, my mom lives close by (they moved to be close to their grandkids) which she loves her, but she is a flat out hot-mess when it comes to messy and lack of planning. She doesn't listen to my wife and just does whatever she wants (boomer going to the store daily despite the pandemic... bakes dessert every day despite my wife wanting to diet and being an accomplished Baker who only wants to eat it if it is as good as she makes).

She feels like everyone is trying to fight her on everything. I have listened to her complaints, tried to make big adjustments to accommodate, talked with kids and mom... But, we are now on eggshells. Even the tiniest misstep sends her into a rage blaming mostly me and stomping off to sleep. Since she feels like she is right to be upset, she refuses to consider that she may have overreacted. Since it doesn't feel like depression she refuses to consider that it has anything to do with going off medication (it hasn't even been a month). 

How do I get her to consider another medication and that she may have overreacted. I want her to feel supported. Me, the kids, my parents; are all bending over backwards to try to be supportive. But it isn't working and she is getting suicidal. I am really worried and just want her to feel loved.",5.41355072463768,6.952240451690823,5.724850241545898,78.5975652173913,68.39613526570048,9.384734299516907,31.19130434782609,9.725611199111238,3.037939710144928,1753,72,319,40,30,559,205,414,0.17800000000000002,0.688,0.134,-0.9722,1,0,0,0,1,0,59.0,4,0,3,6,11,22,3,2,21,1,35,13,1,5,2,69,68,30,1,7,11,8,8,3,0,2,4,2,1,5,16,27,7,2,11,0,1,6,5,12,0,1,9,11,54,10,51,52,6,49,0,7,1,2,68,22,0,8,24,219,70,4,0.07717947637494584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541889107190504,0.13682989812651222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809294103816428,0.11808417635463407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351213293900697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928458230229103,0.0,0.06648328495914135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853976226317756,0.0,0.19909750945225912,0.0,0.2658982796381851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262083963708488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897387220896937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019526324973484,0.0,0.1950811127082388,0.07374829713005912,0.1387278736088724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341455734338006,0.16541110003034956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064618188098993,0.0,0.13158862507683822,0.06473448302784987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692710456234775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810950684366775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131179810125916,0.07735411110364797,0.06815089163263265,0.0,0.0648113220071257,0.0,0.08425051555892192,0.13123046169957114,0.1393149814326582,0.0,0.1030357995774644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572899938507844,0.15550040551006256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078333987220171,0.06160392170732665,0.08202956916376355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586984696235491,0.0,0.0,0.08569867493913999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888629771846112,0.0,0.07620542191885242,0.0,0.0,0.0659108511227093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810975050703707,0.0,0.14052259326667632,0.16103005215484228,0.0,0.0,0.1276873208161152,0.0,0.07723521446976192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054628030618771486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840882942526936,0.0,0.0,0.08442182041828103,0.26274706551634297,0.0,0.0,0.05802936112961255,0.062033939603576636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000794667027767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719939479411033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500228939271104,0.06368115089797644,0.22761227408612064,0.0,0.0,0.1879676199053828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439826106941065,0.0,0.05618757800408778,0.0783795046396938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940210471387027
anxiety,ncncjwjkdu7y,2020/03/28,Health anxiety At the moment ever since I've been in isolation due to coronavirus I've vene suffering with a lot more anxiety than usual. I've eaten too much chiclate the past few years and sugar being a teen and all and now I'm starting to worry excessively about it. I've eaten an Easter egg and chiclate bar today which is bad but I don't think it will do much to my young body. I also don't exercise frequently because I'm naturally skinny. But now I'm starting to freak out and think it's too late that I've done too much harm to my body and it might kill me. I don't know if I'm over reacting but it's starting to really worry me.,2.379685828877001,3.812314227941181,4.762700534759361,82.93737967914439,75.83823529411767,8.180748663101605,24.128342245989305,8.841846274778883,1.7344794117647058,509,16,106,11,11,179,79,136,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.9814,0,1,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,5,0,10,10,3,1,2,20,22,11,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,8,6,0,3,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,1,7,0,13,15,7,19,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,15,66,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273377878699388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25394778876610186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858598357288088,0.1011795874869782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687317047728523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985469707338105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013799713448564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176428490285246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363176994710687,0.0,0.09121801486718806,0.0,0.1872321515484545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110987007808726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760780632276145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36604218094999297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844625264145185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633074396628983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729999131017262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524435197469923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270597553057136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732919717163954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828030147452362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371205609810995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688538240286097
anxiety,lilnooodle,2020/03/28,Who else can see their heart beat through their chest?!? I’m wearing a hoodie and I can still see it beating,0.4343939393939422,2.8821730454545467,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,91.27272727272728,2.9333333333333336,20.96969696969697,3.1291,-0.7043212121212119,85,3,19,0,3,25,18,22,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.565,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36355378943449773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157141423297433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.693596172040558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475513137935156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,is_reddit_useful,2020/03/28,"Are there more precise terms for particular kinds of anxiety? Considering my own experience, the term ""anxiety"" is very vague and almost useless. Different types of perceived risks and other experiences lead to very different anxiety experiences. Plus there are combinations, like a mix between anxiety and excitement. Trying to label everything that qualifies as anxiety becomes difficult and confusing.

I'd like to understand anxiety better because for most of my life it seems I took it for granted and didn't think about it. Probably as a result of my childhood and especially my mother, I relate to the world a lot in terms of anxiety. Far too often anxiety has been my primary motivation for doing stuff. Too many choices were about examining anxiety in various possibilities and choosing because of that. I can relate to a lot in /r/CPTSD, but I haven't been officially diagnosed.

I would like to learn more about anxiety so I can more appropriately label and understand what's going on in my mind. It's hard to understand things when I haven't learned about concepts which fit with my observations.",8.106334134615388,9.849564817708336,8.976250000000004,57.01298076923082,62.28125,13.616025641025644,40.81089743589744,12.766815935922706,6.4868633012820505,903,50,130,37,13,306,111,192,0.11699999999999999,0.792,0.091,0.4497,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,11,10,0,2,6,0,14,2,0,3,1,33,21,14,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,11,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,1,14,6,31,15,11,16,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,7,8,100,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964779383848582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7370544735147088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746488197121052,0.10640806157969816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521138798242386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779051665186833,0.0,0.20132491660850485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865907719401134,0.2827385428995175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475641065023313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863082873697153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033092279025993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805297184647932,0.14121132316643473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382211714224104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768107510045418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728334253594896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861714345099924,0.0,0.0,0.10387872248146852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771099498212072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029464736389293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400888804434422,0.06173548175783328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704543395926347,0.06541351587409754,0.0,0.0,0.3009029199644247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899328291695122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684423822495804,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2020Log,2020/03/28,"Getting panic attacks because I keep avoiding exercise... My brain knows physical exercise is incredibly important and it’s probably the one keystone habit that will change my life... but what the actual fuxk, I keep avoiding it. I haven’t done exercise in years and it’s effecting everything, from mood to just plain laziness. 

All I want to do is go for a fucking run.",3.4955597014925384,6.555282641791044,4.759832089552241,75.85377798507467,80.7910447761194,9.320149253731344,33.748134328358205,9.516144504307137,4.361568656716418,295,17,48,10,8,97,52,67,0.13699999999999998,0.8170000000000001,0.046,-0.7099,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,3,3,0,6,6,1,1,1,12,13,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,2,3,0,2,1,5,0,1,1,0,6,0,5,11,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2438806566720989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28431400359357645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234565657177965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789874113111457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643765718411846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557494647897758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246071810212515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310420752795557,0.13057009453980276,0.0,0.14203226005996025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442712638106438,0.0,0.0,0.13734656081598098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652211458661696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934864085773527,0.0,0.0,0.2932210053486604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694502716847011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740614101087296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093684669534042
anxiety,ManicPizza,2020/03/28,"Anxiety and digestive issues? Hey all, my anxiety levels have been pretty high with this coronavirus thing. I've been having bad diarrhea for more than a week. I'm pretty sure it's from anxiety because I tend to get this symptom when I have anxiety. But now it's been going on for so many days and my belly is in such pain. Does anyone else get this and what do you do about it?",3.2761471861471883,4.725842350649351,4.89292207792208,82.84033549783553,73.54545454545455,8.769696969696971,24.52164502164502,9.2995712137729,1.9977463203463204,299,9,60,7,6,101,56,77,0.16699999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,2,7,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,9,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5908155027475351,0.0,0.0,0.13500438390808572,0.19783087184915327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612117749798316,0.1176983448829438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451911294781448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896355483141476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129160348177726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017502088916267,0.0,0.10973047939285853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399714056656526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152290606262585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575043490066704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544823524828454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39285877052616736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197340250251773,0.2006816090618412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827221300853836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548752465722498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coldmidnightriver,2020/03/28,"Got tested positive for COVID19. What now? 
28M, NY. Got tested for COVID19 last Friday, got the results today, and it came back positive.

Symptoms:

Day 1-2: Fever, Chills, Fatigue, Coughs, Low Appetite 
Day 3-7: Sore throat, Anosmia (lost sense of smell and taste), Congestion, Coughs, Fatigue, Low Appetite 
Day 8 (Today): Congestion, coughs, runny nose, general feeling of tiredness

Will I have immunity to the Coronavirus after I recover? And one stupid question: is COVID19 like HIV where it stays in your body forever or is it like the flu where it goes away after you recover?

Also feel free to AMA, I’m bored.",3.6801070336391466,6.619028256880736,4.0827752293578,81.96954510703365,78.35779816513761,7.303058103975537,30.18425076452599,8.344100000000001,2.7557516819571863,476,23,80,10,12,149,77,109,0.156,0.708,0.13699999999999998,0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,1,5,10,1,0,3,0,4,17,3,1,0,10,12,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,13,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,7,0,1,5,5,4,4,10,6,0,18,0,5,0,1,3,6,0,2,12,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832202194533893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860057752431515,0.15223198354467454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990765873046192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264327841008909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830360858935877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020609605175094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750205370077634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613775630215589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934429854014725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161151273931893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415424277214918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217793902742894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101698914186906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577375961576289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753178254229222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Orange5lice,2020/03/28,"How to get out a funk I’ve been feeling very stuck and unhappy lately. I’m sure everyone has experienced this in some way during this time anyway. This happens to me at least twice every month, but I want to break this cycle. I lose all motivation for things I should be doing, then I get upset thinking about what I need to do, but never get to it. What are some things you guys do to get out of a funk and bring yourself back to normal again?",4.165201465201463,4.733970373626377,5.107417582417583,85.45841575091575,70.53846153846155,7.8249084249084255,23.95787545787547,7.793537801064563,0.992515018315018,348,8,74,4,6,114,64,91,0.115,0.804,0.081,-0.6344,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,2,3,19,20,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,2,7,1,14,16,4,14,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,7,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673910396565154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936570500941765,0.2196298371493692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621817308274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803448617126335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275858879672611,0.2032540339008317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25927881900277017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571413805146635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346266719191692,0.0,0.0,0.17042955282957864,0.17727312745849275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252024675424745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662924004059625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30540190643498777,0.14727746723597884,0.0,0.0,0.13402635341179125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964886438721973,0.13557044334887192,0.18244282928942748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,killshot44441,2020/03/28,Covid 19 Paranoia I have had anxiety for a long time and these pandemics can be devestating for people with mental illness. Anyone else having anxiety RN?,5.050000000000002,8.351025111111118,5.838518518518517,69.23333333333335,75.66666666666667,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.6031333333333335,126,6,17,3,3,41,25,27,0.278,0.722,0.0,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703185677518487,0.0,0.0,0.2606414574858629,0.38193520300472295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113919518372357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32987960223662816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756529623201936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584238560450524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735851837214867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maxxxedheadroom,2020/03/28,"I brewed and drank valerian root tea. It worked! I got the loose leaf tea at a hippie shop near my house. I was super skeptical about it but I gave it a try because my anxiety is through the roof due to being off work until god knows how long, being in a recession, no gym, and being cooped up inside my house. 

I brewed the loose leaf tea in 205 degree water for 15 minutes. 3 grams for 8 oz of water.

I drank it and after 45 minutes I felt really loose and actually care free. I was actually optimistic and forgot about the covid19 pandemic. I played league of legends and talked to my friends perfectly. I’m going to try it again tonight to see if it was placebo. But I would compare it to the feeling of Valium. No joke. 

Try it out!",1.9727708533077648,3.991497020134233,3.9244726749760335,85.88216442953022,78.79865771812081,7.210162991371044,24.065675934803448,8.192908349453996,1.4842843720038348,572,20,118,11,14,194,90,149,0.121,0.674,0.205,0.9548,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,4,8,1,0,8,0,8,7,0,2,1,18,20,11,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,7,1,3,4,2,1,2,1,0,0,9,3,14,8,22,7,0,14,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,6,73,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.4033107032390681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808257758190591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596864943248146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106879740844524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448573472606533,0.0,0.19841125256566147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965312978931334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744090627989978,0.0,0.16527258925687838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768803205118712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135664853171153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828739962608064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238184245718887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646690170344885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609312734066128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208944210905423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008795058973885,0.0,0.0,0.1467944173822837,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,arct009,2020/03/28,"Worried about the uncertain I am currently stuck at home due to the coronavirus; my college classes have switched to online and everything seems like it will be this way for a while. I constantly worry about my relationship with my girlfriend when in complete reality everything is fine. There is nothing wrong going on between us whatsoever. And many times I am alone with my thoughts ruminating which makes it worse. I used to be out every weekday for school and work and I would see her everyday. The virus shut down many aspects of my life that I was enjoying: being out and about, being independent, and seeing her. I am worried that things will not be the same (when deep down I know they will be fine). Intrusive thoughts pop into my head and I have been able to deal with them. But every morning I have feelings of anxiety, stress, sadness, and uncertainty and I don't know how I can make myself feel better and overcome my anxiety. Any advice or tips would be helpful. These times are especially tough for me right now, and I wanna be better.",5.843829160530191,7.462563103092783,5.9936671575846825,76.77206185567013,67.45360824742268,9.25419734904271,32.413843888070694,9.606745405546679,3.1662957290132567,838,36,147,18,14,266,123,194,0.14400000000000002,0.765,0.091,-0.7929,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,2,3,8,11,0,2,5,0,26,2,1,5,0,37,40,17,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,8,17,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,4,27,6,25,22,1,23,0,1,2,0,9,11,0,3,11,112,35,4,0.12934583821619947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263952561123948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396327972818753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795960544480294,0.0,0.19789842440052946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879176544835625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356166504621309,0.1397769001608462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334987964420478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179588946748128,0.0,0.2324953982418512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080228441939806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351022063427758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274614628504947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669778886306552,0.0,0.12974442194586647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217017999544196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913607907429863,0.0631918430417833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267870279241473,0.2622727566383043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411082024499115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886902391555214,0.0,0.11046063910298136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090489371952566,0.2061437731923673,0.11775159322208525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816522066268673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593162749016828,0.0,0.0,0.2053722949466613,0.15084519687108613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558711744108375,0.11171327476509098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266870582282238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416531072289136,0.3940709319148502,0.1318144594664136,0.1837671447107827,0.1414193690395588,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tom1212129,2020/03/28,"Question? Does anyone else feel like their head is not right and they have a bit of tension on the templates is this due to anxiety, it’s like I do t feel real and I’ve felt this way for 3-4 weeks",-1.3853787878787855,0.6104124318181796,0.9472727272727288,101.33257575757578,95.13636363636364,3.8424242424242414,16.424242424242426,5.46131890053228,-0.8540939393939389,153,4,38,1,6,51,38,44,0.09300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,7,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596263323460634,0.0,0.0,0.18825408797579868,0.275861192617086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29393288387914845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356077558014157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249097609473819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722647541407012,0.1923402258750745,0.258506058459396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763108996287885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26306744849048536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30160276014220755,0.0,0.0,0.3064462828237609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299236506540544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370475349778564,0.21596260395022335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,celina0605,2020/03/28,"Earthquake anxiety Hello! I usually don't have anxiety or bigger fears, but a few days ago I have experienced an earthquake magnitude 5,5, and it was the first earthquake I have ever experienced I think. It woke me up from sleep and in the first few seconds I felt like it was the apocalypse until I realized it was an earthquake. The moment I woke up I started to sob and shake uncontrollably. I have never felt so much fear in my entire life. In the first half of the day I was in pure shock, staring at the wall. These aftershocks after an earthquake are normal and are going to be happening for quite some time, but I'm still afraid and anticipating another big one. During the day I'm calm and positive, I laugh and everything's great, but as soon as evening comes I shake, my heart starts pounding and I await the aftershocks. I am frightened that another one will soon come. I can hardly spend time alone and I have to be surrounded by people to feel a bit calmer. I don't know how to go back to normal and I don't know how to stop thinking about earthquakes 24/7.",5.7864998159735,6.300241746411484,6.262775119617228,78.79634891424371,66.94258373205741,9.875745307324255,30.90945896209054,9.851270322608157,2.8217696724328305,851,31,165,18,13,276,118,209,0.142,0.738,0.11900000000000001,0.1205,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,10,12,0,6,14,0,19,3,2,2,3,33,37,20,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,12,0,1,8,0,1,6,4,8,0,7,8,7,21,4,23,26,5,39,0,1,1,0,1,11,1,2,23,118,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530956627492818,0.0,0.0,0.13472539648102808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728039803512721,0.19902426802650228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002478734460306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201551063957055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241077091523654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516757789309874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591772700865967,0.11766633262626296,0.0,0.0,0.11690903198138546,0.0,0.0,0.2927561240244699,0.06577320913904004,0.0,0.2497976368688848,0.0,0.0,0.3319422478869401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785684017972034,0.0,0.0,0.14341551843639178,0.0,0.0,0.11503080564341076,0.0,0.11652764032803745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414742465098336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297898578273474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188054204587516,0.06355134127385652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562500686246232,0.0,0.10032701579948336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25490486734383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629343443091325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018226250759484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835788551107606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301756297943729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414497425935056,0.0,0.10388340275741627,0.10875411446611452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670218429752265,0.0,0.0,0.15170335480700892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326659971911915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inadelle,2020/03/28,"Fear of being pregnant I know I’ve posted in lots of subs already and people sure are soothing, but my anxiety still gets to me. It’s been haunting me for weeks.

I’ve never had penetrative sex with my SO because I’m really afraid of being pregnant. But sometimes, things escalate pretty quick and next thing we know we were rubbing against each other. No penetration, no ejaculation. After a few days, I got my first shot of depo (birth control), which will keep me protected for 3 months, and so that the pregnancy scare will go away.

But I was wrong. The pregnancy scares skyrocketed while I was on depo, since the symptoms are the same. Then it took me back to the times—what if his precum somehow made its way inside me and got me pregnant?

Rationally speaking, I’ve been bleeding constantly and did not have nausea or headaches. Just bloating often, which is also a side effect of the shot. But it still makes me think that I’m pregnant.

I can’t take a test because of the whole COVID thing. I’ve been bawling my eyes out for days and can’t even fathom pregnant women on the internet or TV because it makes me remember, but I don’t know why I’ve been seeing them a lot lately and makes me feel more anxious to the point that I can’t eat.

Someone please help me I’m losing my mind.",4.568093983311375,5.776259750988142,5.2363306982872215,82.55517237593327,70.06719367588933,7.835660957400088,28.680061484409308,8.167268648758528,1.9093576635924467,1019,37,196,14,18,329,150,253,0.11699999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.069,-0.907,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,1,4,11,7,0,4,13,0,21,5,1,6,2,43,41,20,0,1,10,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,14,12,1,3,7,1,0,2,8,6,0,1,13,5,26,1,20,24,7,28,0,1,2,1,7,7,0,7,17,134,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361936245038854,0.09869645497737256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441359512855516,0.13942597432618065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595424563334066,0.09489998248772002,0.0,0.2257014007804961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336983050861828,0.13842255420498106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591873884276925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628630569567892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151570230702868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887833096499966,0.06240329583457827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497835702423587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448023943452605,0.0,0.07014067170872205,0.0,0.19741554783116005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272375043968795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969861653756093,0.0,0.0,0.20348011138699432,0.0,0.13921964540219464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380719487660879,0.0,0.20984927975831108,0.0,0.11678006036202335,0.24714522890446314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461589265095666,0.0,0.09851019674201243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518672616233156,0.0,0.13125527945045828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556174284269041,0.0,0.0,0.13547470116498342,0.11666886784845765,0.0,0.11819928017070967,0.12555936237512436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906403012469475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980729558121474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24712370591421315,0.0,0.0983472950803584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209173983123213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457074377966084,0.0,0.12206247559634655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971218007888221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631897313554365,0.1282774206133724,0.09279415373666952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245978124722438,0.07908056987912787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712072343847873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796259523835554,0.09899759743816944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136456121099904,0.13779056785168506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493701217967766,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cero___Miedo,2020/03/28,"Just made a big purchase, feeling real uneasy about it now I finally decided to get myself a new computer after years of going back and forth on it, it was 800 which is rather cheap for the quality I’m getting. I don’t normally make huge purchases for myself often but I’m feeling really uneasy about it now. Does stuff like this happen to you guys?",3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,74.65217391304348,8.657971014492754,25.99275362318841,9.2995712137729,2.568379710144928,279,10,49,7,6,96,54,69,0.075,0.81,0.114,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,13,2,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,9,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080458794993189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367710873254901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27360908243035725,0.0,0.0,0.2963880191545455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28271550261283784,0.0,0.1537669170402885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678994357297649,0.2392575457036437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218318218593272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560128013632092,0.1806025851766022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613109708712513,0.0,0.0,0.2650938268556375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079593850560353,0.1733292804999331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097293575271883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423339418862274
anxiety,drunkpriateriots,2020/03/28,I can't do it I can't play the game Okay. So here it is folks. You see I'm single and I've downloaded the POF (plenty of fish) app. I've talked to a few people. But one person stands out for me we been talking on hangouts. And he's in the Marines (not saying names) and its going really well. But my anxiety is killing me. I feel lile im losing control. Maybe I am losing control. But I have too many questions about things. About stuff I can't really talk about. I feel like I'm a pawn in a game and I feel I can't get out. I am unsure what to do.,-2.1485237483953803,-0.3414605121951233,0.8453059477963194,100.53250320924265,101.27642276422763,3.8902866923406076,13.790757381258025,5.750287758089431,-1.0057707317073166,419,9,105,4,19,145,76,123,0.136,0.804,0.06,-0.8197,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,4,7,7,1,0,6,1,12,0,0,2,0,18,20,8,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,2,4,4,0,1,5,3,1,1,1,5,15,4,12,19,2,7,0,2,1,0,12,5,0,1,1,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329419214899654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908530866308088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643050577953004,0.1244780891714966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103393863241982,0.0,0.09902540157984514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821060924734734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277229029573895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512554553353137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898631091031725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665342877130868,0.17504890339962856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807048033213488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207970459714782,0.15214086747150696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951902421895639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324700185741972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856375281003686,0.0,0.0,0.13884783467810702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946471322021184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201459054316669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575824214919662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566639418809829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StopLookingBuy,2020/03/28,"ELI5: Ever since everything started instead of feeling anxiety towards 100 things it has all been consolidated into the pandemic? My normal everyday worries are things like my boss not saying hey when I say hello, money, what people think of me, my job standing, etc. Ever since the Rona, I feel relief in most of the those areas but now I panic mostly over germs amd what happens if I get sick. How can I use this info to better manage my anxiety? Is it a relief of if I die, none of the rest matters or what?",3.787803030303032,5.565278424242425,5.565542929292928,77.20164772727277,72.83838383838383,7.374242424242425,26.516414141414145,8.07648339933343,1.9218777777777776,400,14,69,6,8,137,75,99,0.17600000000000002,0.7,0.124,-0.8355,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,3,3,20,12,6,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,11,4,10,11,6,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,7,57,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30379579583287863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756102320544972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060739875833859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144694731991368,0.0,0.3592178734522136,0.0,0.0,0.17845297341381025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079585884688456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373943301191914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755860001006698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704021539176916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700641278563686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945466947429781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23296744135221706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765654048206896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158058493010816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285018572564867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054182828672682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26382895406741097,0.12722926517433886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149213448849998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016473732898094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A-Ron,2020/03/28,"Those few moments of clarity when everything feels great. Is that what ""regular people"" feel most of the time? I'm finally going to acknowledge that I very likely have anxiety and reading here is the first step. (I've always avoided this subreddit because I didn't want to admit to myself that I have anxiety)

Some days are fine, some are not. Then occasionally I have these short moments where I realize my life is actually pretty damn good and I've worked for everything I have, have a happy family etc...

But then I can quickly end all that with the ""What about this"" thoughts.

Anyways, I'm wondering if there is actually medicine from a doctor that can make me feel like a 'positive' person? A happy person? Someone who doesn't manage to look at the Negative side of everything, and everytime? A person who's first instinct is to shit on someone (in my mind) that I see having a good time on social media or something? I definitely don't Always feel this way, but I do most days. 

I don't think I'm an asshole or anything as I try to present myself as a good/nice person..... Which is probably due to me caring sooo much of what others think of me. Ugh.


Also.... Does this actually sound like anxiety?",3.974588100686496,5.913547630434785,5.445835240274601,77.57946224256294,72.69565217391305,8.842105263157897,28.62700228832952,9.414487439383343,2.795695652173913,945,38,171,23,19,318,129,230,0.081,0.7929999999999999,0.127,0.8854,0,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,3,9,14,2,1,12,0,21,3,1,1,1,30,39,14,0,2,6,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,4,19,4,0,1,11,1,0,2,6,4,0,2,2,7,19,10,22,37,8,26,0,0,2,0,8,7,2,8,19,123,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.31035323888022864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477666002242859,0.17641866781156146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24329351821837306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723771323872005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462309419637813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808489935109904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673616860592167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850636867562308,0.0927706139834404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389394980242312,0.0,0.11822987162472914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582654752904835,0.0,0.09993738432662558,0.0,0.21440863287176656,0.0757340130313191,0.0,0.1161294599982298,0.0,0.18034517015220355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060248282276788676,0.2667500525827241,0.0,0.11687709039534627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570056716555525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487844087829344,0.1553743124828794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902222712799952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076291663431586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704051292504543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793000850236861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349442070198184,0.3702575615153868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785091905427832,0.11429738582744488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603931487004067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447674438828122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881838508776123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806448388013977,0.17964492029087062,0.08161215978966713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585465837774524,0.0,0.08416059624781419,0.12363129810753384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197425693722029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746986951429235,0.06252781437967687,0.08414630123585358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496400275037555,0.0771769989555552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bated-breath,2020/03/28,"Question about beta blockers Hey all, I was on the beta blocker propanolol for several months and although they did a fantastic job keeping my heart rate down and my shaking to a minimum, I was getting terrible side effects with my stomach. Are there any other beta blocker medication that is available? I tried reducing my dose but even 10mg was affecting my stomach. I have a chronically fast heart rate due to my anxiety constantly being present. Many thanks",6.9429674796747936,8.923835573170734,7.15219512195122,68.1267479674797,65.21951219512195,10.34471544715447,42.9349593495935,10.504223727775694,5.3726276422764245,375,24,55,10,6,121,62,82,0.068,0.856,0.076,0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,8,7,4,2,1,12,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,11,1,7,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657339471243317,0.0,0.1864406214632684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633683639588155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097086628725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273305597134013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776047701894268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418486411912477,0.216624292434532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708784766049505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551631841016416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945302715783863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27301557157651546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27532756554922044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437920171083398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165465877895126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yunen19,2020/03/28,"Anxiety about moving during this time. In a few days I move to downtown SJ where the pandemic is really bad. I'll be in a house with 5 other roommates, who I can't be sure have been self isolating. I have no choice to move and my anxiety just gets worse. What can I do to ease my anxiety about it?",2.140000000000001,3.4104528412698443,4.308126984126982,86.61742857142859,76.14285714285714,8.84952380952381,23.711111111111112,9.3871,1.8166406349206343,231,7,52,6,5,80,48,63,0.25,0.711,0.039,-0.8923,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902232746422638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783518179510274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775799048593307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160014996523282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647227197091195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6810870898093221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684126634999794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228373067420544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013208226205461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455518800987984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176824336712686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClassicOverThinker41,2020/03/28,"Constantly feeling guilty I am not sure why but I always feel this sense of guilt that I am not doing enough. I know that I work hard but for some reason nothing ever feels good enough. Weekends are the worst. I wake up feeling like there are so many things that I should be doing around the house and just tend to feel like a piece of shit for laying around and taking some down time. Often I get so overwhelmed thinking about everything that I “should” be doing to maximize my time on the weekends that I just shut down. 

Anyone else feeling guilty all the time, even if you cannot pin point why? 

Thanks!",6.117978208232452,6.31222709322034,5.184285714285718,87.91822033898308,66.20338983050847,7.759806295399518,26.17917675544794,6.868970318607317,0.9564803874092012,479,11,97,3,7,142,74,118,0.19,0.6829999999999999,0.128,-0.8822,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,11,9,1,2,5,0,12,2,2,1,3,28,24,7,0,3,7,0,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,7,12,5,13,20,7,15,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,4,9,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252062245019324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521475334533256,0.15417815172485014,0.0,0.2679071016168197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260868034933815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570152009702248,0.0,0.0,0.3109592414213402,0.0,0.09938650090013344,0.13611213285817952,0.0,0.0,0.13523611502292882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565043329400234,0.21499697182069288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786163302680369,0.0,0.0,0.1262102527050374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479493503343778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362651879244906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269644457519046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702775915108235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152556777262414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438363330341694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422463428673482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471208909636755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445915471699398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181974025931324,0.0,0.11313754261896874,0.0,0.0,0.13853602361194078,0.0,0.0,0.09996808149535216,0.0964175110688744,0.0,0.0,0.2632273827651496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27155833170281296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954669114649544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hhelllo,2020/03/28,"Separation Anxiety in Adults It’s time for my little corner of the world to go on complete lockdown due to Covid. Last night was my last night seeing my boyfriend for at least 3 weeks while the city is essentially shut down. I just have such a hard time saying goodbye to those close to me, even if it’s just temporarily like this. I’m in bed sick with anxiety right now and after 15 years of actively dealing with this disorder I’m still so upset and lost right now.",6.811290322580646,6.25433443010753,6.889806451612905,78.79470967741938,64.91397849462365,10.450752688172043,31.50322580645161,9.888512548439397,2.6926619354838706,374,12,76,7,5,120,69,93,0.17300000000000001,0.778,0.049,-0.8848,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,5,1,16,6,1,27,0,1,1,0,3,12,0,1,15,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174146539228614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175192263556989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138834911199385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377686238655256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702623230178684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790503796633547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584457560846987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33821729863804223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135511210164924,0.2079307250425804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646851648136496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893767532278381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543416339890487,0.0,0.1649815529670167,0.0,0.0,0.16531979631575336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567886249019462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194470524866696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641294131022558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133598275573351
anxiety,buffalo-belle,2020/03/28,"Our bodies/brains are so rude to us sometimes. Global pandemic with shortness of breath as a symptom? Enjoy.
You know you need proper nutrition to stay healthy and control your anxiety? Have fun gagging every time you even think about food.
You’ve enjoyed an hour of calm? Enjoy this three hour panic attack. 

I would cry but I can’t and it probably wouldn’t make me feel any better.",2.1875,5.079218305555556,2.7874444444444464,87.90200000000004,88.16666666666666,5.102222222222223,22.477777777777767,6.742157984588678,0.9782844444444444,306,11,53,4,10,95,61,72,0.126,0.667,0.20600000000000002,0.7474,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,4,0,2,3,9,2,1,2,0,5,3,1,2,0,12,10,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,9,6,7,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408471213164198,0.0,0.15844445441129815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23562625570508305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317875223146807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312118231435027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323000840012839,0.0,0.0,0.22750904040788714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136799270914371,0.0,0.17450557403603015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472491963168716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504475146493968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079383782444317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382645754340626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382526563072609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357513157804673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24300796552796294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330788428747625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484467648564475,0.0,0.0,0.22075988358606802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152745681879792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271264304650254,0.0,0.0,0.12077198184474358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491370612075791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471304537700207,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,T3Sh3,2020/03/28,"I’m just freaking out a bit due to the fact I might not have any money for school because my unemployment claim won’t go through Like I had a summer internship last year from May 31st to August 1st and an internship from
early October til late March. The newest one ended because of this virus. 

I was depending on that money for the rest of my internship to pay for bills and school. 

This sucks and it’s scary.",4.243333333333332,5.553677073170731,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,70.95121951219512,8.393495934959349,25.861788617886177,8.841846274778883,1.775676422764228,328,10,66,6,6,105,61,82,0.154,0.816,0.03,-0.8519,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,5,1,14,4,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,12,42,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218844273134505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34455995037740483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085432686659625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031372365387805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061707822694796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303696061255839,0.31880294459044417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807180973708516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998107139746174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915077876307208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720445775681758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199531630596694
anxiety,Mothman77,2020/03/28,"What modality of therapy or treatment model is most helpful for limiting beliefs? I'm beginning to realize that cyclical situations that I'm running into are not the problem, especially in the workplace (this job being beneath me, the next job having too difficult of requirements, etc..), I'm banging my head against the wall trying to fix these individual situations OR not fix them and give up. But all of this is powered by a limiting belief. One that I've identified recently is that I don't deserve to be successful OR I can't be successful OR I don't deserve to love my work. What is this? Where did it come from? What therapeutic approach is best for treatment? 

​

Thanks for your help!",4.5740697674418636,7.199726658914727,5.982344961240307,71.31909883720931,73.10852713178295,9.571317829457367,36.33139534883721,9.928628108626363,4.4835627906976745,565,33,91,17,12,190,84,129,0.042,0.785,0.17300000000000001,0.9592,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,8,2,7,0,0,5,0,14,2,1,0,1,19,22,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,3,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,0,8,5,17,18,4,12,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,5,3,71,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069191296677773,0.23205305761371564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004143464907658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450630093855656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298533933145425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319867133578227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599335957051653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601030812781145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790224037410781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236055855915605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031019166618468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940822467765342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273533770117004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885627654986788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293232321235593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582224974068247,0.2183942309185168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296581086170849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903059425883793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23205305761371564,0.0
anxiety,not2beconfused4me,2020/03/28,"Anxiety over controlling my online presence and accounts. I get anxious and stressed out by this but I've never heard of anyone else having this issue before. Basically I feel very over controlling of my name/presences online, including all of my accounts on various websites and such. It's gotten to the point where a lot of the time my brain is thinking about all the accounts with my name and email tied to them that I forgot about.

I think it's in part because when I was young (maybe 10 or 11) I started using the internet and I took myname@gmail. I definitely used that address and name on a lot of random websites stuff because the inbox is 99.9% spam/scam.

One thing that stresses me out is that I've regained access to myname@gmail but for awhile I lost the password so I started using themyname@gmail and I linked all of my accounts to that and used it for everything. I'd like to go back to the original but by deleting the current one I use I lose the ability to change or delete everything tied to it.

Now it's gotten to the point where I just recently deleted my facebook and twitter accounts, which felt good in a way even though it meant deleting a large part of what felt like myself. It helped clear up my mind as I always need to have this uniformity across all my accounts. Same photo, same name, same bio/description.

I could write forever but I don't want this to be a book.

If you've read this far thank you, also this post/account is complete throwaway but I intend on leaving it up in case someone someday is struggling in a similar way and they find help through the comments.",5.4530651872399485,6.5641029611650525,5.690966250577903,80.46893203883495,67.93203883495146,8.47471104946833,32.837263060564034,8.704169506293173,2.701312713823393,1281,56,235,20,21,407,167,309,0.066,0.836,0.098,0.9172,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,4,13,9,0,3,17,0,11,1,1,9,6,60,35,23,0,4,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,23,13,0,3,8,2,6,2,2,5,0,2,10,4,32,4,41,23,12,34,0,2,0,0,12,19,0,6,13,168,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354810876639966,0.08693103763962973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992260022546699,0.11802629051403744,0.0,0.07305090237878949,0.1070463290792275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033433481102455,0.0,0.12737320157014653,0.0,0.08889998633226172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662793864991125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052002115887484,0.0,0.10953937982714716,0.0,0.2343537590502521,0.0834142761225881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727492277945244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900433013605686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778963828773668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282537603771549,0.0,0.20062354070388808,0.0,0.09548767326450612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054583541615495335,0.0,0.05937518698328275,0.08762813727555098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005392394051205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090440896192938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062326341893897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208179118631512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168800864807411,0.11404610645854675,0.17764073141043984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049585379584764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548932234304734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746641491045138,0.08057706786278425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158906169694085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262711040765188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752408053339676,0.0,0.1000575584814738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450263327114813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315582763167516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852078706463586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478949809206102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393500551449632,0.10921928595938217,0.11959814810210707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618595505903453,0.0,0.0,0.06940812319678169,0.13388590411043624,0.1026455292620709,0.0,0.06091984007441864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607485920940025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511615201573191,0.0,0.08620228928610171,0.0616216849700897,0.1658537698013437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousDefalt,2020/03/28,this virus is not helping my anxiety seeing the news of someone just dropping dead with no symptoms scares me and i have people in my house that don’t follow rules and continue to go out,7.041891891891893,6.5960322432432426,6.9331081081081125,78.30614864864866,64.4054054054054,9.562162162162162,34.71621621621622,8.841846274778883,2.892794594594596,151,6,28,2,2,48,35,37,0.255,0.7090000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.8508,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,6,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976597452467675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113398439946544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080492378461884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489681180812419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697523226686433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38955607636115797,0.0,0.3100616045757831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296824033798996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044229465968139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluemoonbluesky,2020/03/28,"Anxiety and chocolate? Last week I bought a block of dark chocolate (75% cocoa). I love dark chocolate. I don't eat it often, but have noticed that after eating it this week my anxiety has skyrocketed. Feeling of weakness, chest pain, chest tension, rapid heart rate and so on, the symptoms of a panic attack.

I've just finished the block whilst playing a video game and had to stop and go to lie down. I've never had such a bad reaction to dark chocolate. I've generally been feeling okay during the whole COVID-19 thing but tonight was the first time I thought I was going to lose control. I was feeling a little on edge before eating it so probably shouldn't have eaten it!

I wonder if it's the caffeine or something? I can still drink coffee these days (1 cup per day) but maybe I just wasn't feeling right tonight. Anyone else notice a link between anxiety and chocolate?

Also sending you happy wishes and thoughts during this time :)",3.600458624127618,6.106005237288137,4.070588235294121,84.42299102691926,75.72316384180792,5.7466267863077425,28.49086075108009,6.794906146795322,1.5927397141907615,745,32,129,7,17,234,110,177,0.191,0.665,0.14400000000000002,-0.9054,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,8,11,1,2,11,1,13,12,3,1,1,30,26,14,0,3,7,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,6,5,4,8,4,1,3,4,7,0,1,11,4,11,4,12,14,1,24,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,4,16,79,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207177524089828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929273375783289,0.0,0.0,0.08924720617675236,0.13077984652756602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452062427885534,0.0,0.0,0.10657209864785383,0.0,0.0,0.10861023137216587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315646741639454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463143824671506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503629583564838,0.0,0.3918155139592797,0.10662487079173304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581497051004993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856851206857644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507882536489672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358726420536676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125121891016788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404171282847494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792644770218406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427938716213871,0.0,0.0,0.115197954136501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822916585778465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844201720300827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906326000756959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581544894376876,0.14975527042356085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376149647050813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900184785082576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826169170584577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193158482647974,0.10671078295170733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266438038055348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847967770358876,0.0,0.0,0.2026600590793312,0.14885306958111025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476643294664293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425028677605231,0.14677698782091353,0.0,0.1384175768003344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedditorSays,2020/03/28,"Anxiety is a false alarm in your head This was a literal shower thought and I'm sure many of you have already had his realization, but it helped me.

Anxiety hit and I realized that it's an alarm in my brain trying to warn me about something. An alarm should be sounded when there's a triggering event - someone is breaking in, there's a fire... immediate action is required. 

So I asked myself what my brain was trying to warn me about.  Rather than an answer immediately coming to mind, my brain started searching for things.  ""You have work tomorrow"" ""You said something dumb""... Nothing immediate, at that point I was just actively searching for reasons to be anxious. 

Next I said: Are these things I need to address right now? Are these things I can control?  They weren't.  

Since then this has been a comforting reminder.  If I feel anxious, I ask why.  And if no immediate threat comes to mind I realize there is nothing urgent and it helps me relax.",3.132301516503123,5.871344180790963,3.909824561403511,83.62354148082069,78.94350282485877,6.890157597383291,27.959857270294386,8.032893268588372,2.118701694915254,748,33,136,14,19,238,108,177,0.157,0.76,0.083,-0.8673,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,1,3,10,8,2,3,8,0,19,4,4,3,1,25,31,10,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,13,6,0,2,6,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,9,5,23,3,16,18,0,17,0,0,0,0,12,6,1,2,7,96,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195765370085778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968187936951493,0.2906536080877411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405224338034685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308150034809498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216242743185388,0.0,0.0,0.14428091686228914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504434764950777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202195246701195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244962178708131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042096655650384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597798509145793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538507438165547,0.0,0.0,0.13681030646266346,0.0,0.0,0.2468674725342515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160656418414065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226354515352926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985802340216036,0.2447325669501005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641249839317304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899641952249184,0.19806701335430427,0.0,0.0,0.09105219192144827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124186111768992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563884878938521,0.0,0.0,0.10212594534860313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746764960845387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607776702123067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365159384441668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squigglybliss,2020/03/28,"Tele-help? To;dr: can I get help, like initial appointment, diagnosis, therapy, prescription over telehealth appointment? 

I’ve always had anxiety and my parents were told I was ADD; however, my dad figured that was all a load of crap and he could discipline/beat it out of me. 

I’ve managed okay (sometimes great, sometimes not at all), but the past few years have gotten so bad that I’m literally non functioning beyond basics right now.  Head spinning, stomach tight in waves, sweats, racing thoughts, avoiding things, etc.

Point is, I need help. I’m an older grad student and went to campus mental health services. They independently said sounds like bad anxiety and ADHD but that exceeds their scope.

My county is on shelter in place orders. Truth be told, though, the idea of going out to deal with this even when we aren’t sounds too much. Maybe from home. 

Is this up to the insurance company mainly?

Thanks and sorry for the disjointed thoughts here.",4.9112647058823535,7.666316170588236,4.726691176470588,80.09886029411764,72.58823529411767,7.779411764705883,28.860294117647058,8.660442795831766,2.550323529411765,759,31,126,15,16,233,129,170,0.135,0.753,0.11199999999999999,-0.7589,3,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,2,0,8,10,1,1,6,1,12,5,4,1,3,25,25,10,0,2,3,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,7,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,11,4,10,6,18,12,6,20,0,0,0,0,12,12,1,0,7,74,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535026401220602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140520738957974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232348794848372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436502833239817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164938066642594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042234116752248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272339273727335,0.09636932030738724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622969160172552,0.0,0.08292155581281548,0.0,0.0,0.16086151850657818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497413132913266,0.15509090651226004,0.0,0.0,0.2933924892086687,0.0,0.14635528546854806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164709744023693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425642827484735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658185861049594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703860002706126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725745706466278,0.10818720704701626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201098201840813,0.0,0.13928347352461776,0.0,0.0,0.15244037283323536,0.0,0.13792802095037335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460264669952655,0.13878970616429245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886088808742973,0.16332945436552604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433033976099018,0.16685585177298748,0.0,0.09693324524847666,0.0,0.14335158196701328,0.2316656115419771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788382445518855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525601973922252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395846908267476
anxiety,gretty88,2020/03/28,ANXIETY OCDFLARE UP HELP Hi everyone I’ve convinced myself I am going to get Covid 19 and die I don’t want to leave my beautiful children with out there mum I want to be apart off the life’s and see them grow and have family’s off there own I feel like if I get this virus it will kill me off I have a weaker immune system I don’t have a spleen my ocd as got bad I can’t stop reassurance seeking reading I think If I read and watch news all day everyday I will keep us all safe my hands are cracking and bleeding I dare not leave house for shopping we have enough for now but soon we will run out I don’t wanna go out plz help,0.427267080745338,2.3309653913043498,2.3629813664596284,95.67782608695654,83.4927536231884,5.681987577639752,19.277432712215322,6.868970318607317,0.040143271221532384,496,13,118,6,14,165,92,138,0.113,0.73,0.157,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,3,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,3,0,14,4,1,0,2,26,25,9,2,5,4,1,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,11,0,3,2,3,1,4,5,2,0,0,1,4,22,4,15,20,4,18,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,2,6,73,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358867273204182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567202261313864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104986463490346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948011840030556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394250123899456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793537530270095,0.0,0.0,0.17694523648047336,0.0,0.09490589158045944,0.13409169086959724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612921179923606,0.0,0.2133465194599544,0.0,0.15011946346894178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162040515198897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165786177127968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668348581337476,0.20766034031055414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974907603807173,0.0,0.0,0.13257684817120874,0.09169990006082028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754981536155294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957123016178944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569241691496487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202694808133955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257779237529873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141862080077213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hedgehogpear,2020/03/28,Anxiety attack then peace? So my moms a doctor and I’m worried with everything going on. It’s actually 4:44 am at the moment and I had an anxiety attack like an hour ago. After calming myself down I felt pretty mellow. Kinda felt like I’ve been keeping all my anxiety about this situation in. Of course the attack felt like shit. After it felt like when you have a good cry but much more intense. My body just feels all floaty and I feel at peace. I don’t know I was holding so much in and now I feel a lot better. Anyone relate?,0.5693650793650775,3.0121228148148163,2.9333862433862454,87.77166666666668,89.37037037037037,5.307936507936508,17.8994708994709,6.868970318607317,0.3280693121693119,416,11,82,6,14,142,73,108,0.138,0.64,0.222,0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,11,4,0,7,0,6,3,2,0,2,21,17,9,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,7,7,11,7,11,10,6,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,12,55,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.1294617955606328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759942049906665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044648333343429,0.0,0.0,0.09276237574410297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527763937147164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173313143624292,0.0,0.14736078570092326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457261522704416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578813647178992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923064890676904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123806364876135,0.0,0.5095163963721262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539651428616499,0.11127301554142956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064819340459094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179186498711311,0.0,0.0,0.0729091540917964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592534564885942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278694538985624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553755158481506,0.0,0.0,0.1950479176278012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496788708256174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617860320355854,0.0,0.1491208948713582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472763556557718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IsEneff,2020/03/28,"Good morning anxiety 4 am: it starts to storm. I wake up. I’m worried about a lot. My deductible is too high on my house if the storm damages my roof. My garden is getting flooded, I hope it’s not washing away all my top soil. I don’t have enough savings to cover the roof and to buy new top soil for my garden.

4:30 am: I should look at news since I can’t sleep. Coronavirus. Oh God, look at the number of cases in the US now. Oh God, look at the number of cases in my state. Look at that, we are screwed. I really hope my garden doesn’t wash away. Oh crap, I have to pay $1700 for half a cow in less than a week. Why did I buy half a cow? 

5 am: my oldest child is about to turn 17. I don’t have money to buy her a gift. Wait, we are in the middle of social distancing, she doesn’t get a party. That makes me a bad parent. She is going to start driving soon. 

5:30 am: oh dear, When she starts driving, that means my insurance will go up. Oh wait a second, at some point my child tax credit won’t work for my daughter. When does that stop? ::googling::: OOH NO, I don’t get child tax credit after she turns 17. That means I need to start putting more into taxes. That’s like $100 a paycheck or $200 less a month. How will I survive?

6 am: I need to figure out how to pay less in taxes. My oldest son turns 15 this year. This means I can only get a child tax credit 2 more years with him. Oh God, my wife has to renew her student loan information for income driven repayment. What if it doubles again? That’s $200 a month in taxes, $100 more a month in insurance, $120 more a month to max my HSA contribution. How am I going to survive with $420 less a month!! 

6:30 am: cancel my gym membership. That will save me $20 a month. But what if I get heart disease? What if I die. How will my wife take care of my kids. I need to increase my life insurance. I can’t afford that! Reddit...",-0.5562451524997378,1.4404403768472918,1.7878031652866575,97.63067445760404,88.58128078817734,4.539062991300702,16.273765852635993,5.8928092327891965,-0.6786815218530551,1427,31,343,11,47,482,189,406,0.076,0.797,0.127,0.9539,3,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,3,0,0,6,12,15,2,0,22,0,32,8,4,5,1,39,66,13,1,10,7,5,0,1,0,6,3,0,3,5,17,7,0,3,5,4,16,8,10,4,0,3,2,4,50,11,47,58,14,56,0,1,4,1,22,24,2,9,24,203,67,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209766420946236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709378091049174,0.0,0.07869118102050883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960897212132212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781210512383204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247500333502883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738094979376463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619731112697305,0.0,0.16068592418483518,0.0790487796789701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168154890297187,0.0,0.09957570356134378,0.0,0.18721439119192054,0.0,0.10874682631788332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656848969719396,0.0460436640079824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165704381598261,0.0,0.0,0.08012428128603437,0.0,0.0,0.06290970313566457,0.0,0.0,0.3079834253903038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513558715506808,0.0,0.0,0.2096458656488354,0.0,0.0910230359522697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167806361824852,0.0,0.0,0.10464864098983076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890926020387522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474290896958236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060376176621760765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796097550241234,0.0,0.09431371297816016,0.09607157143536428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668302243069743,0.0,0.0,0.07879358335468167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086099970664267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075366113046403,0.0,0.0,0.11336591266519885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559817553734857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504204005887217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686119555852365,0.09571103226304332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213822171372276
anxiety,KJCC98,2020/03/28,"Thank you! Although I've never posted here, just wanted to say a massive thank you to everyone who posts/discusses their issues and help in dealing with anxiety. Have had severe anxiety and panic attacks for around 5 years now and genuinely don't know what I'd do without this page. Can't put into words how much it's helped me cope with day to day life. Don't think my anxiety will ever truly go, but would hate to think where I'd be without being able to refer back here to help calm and reassure myself as I don't have the greatest support circle around me. Wishing everyone the best and know that it definitely does get better x",6.677691428571428,6.485061592,7.1390857142857165,75.68440000000002,65.08,10.022857142857145,32.25714285714286,9.606745405546679,2.9387142857142856,509,18,93,9,7,167,89,125,0.132,0.622,0.245,0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,2,10,10,2,1,3,0,12,1,0,1,2,26,24,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,1,8,7,16,19,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,7,64,14,0,0.14351073957118116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32935596889735724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555099685240098,0.0,0.16326418414525953,0.0,0.11035090034094748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060566727092775,0.12692358687416053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851051093522918,0.14795327096245958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558721530054848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298136800870301,0.0,0.2742613233557956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497843823860083,0.0,0.08156046050459348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168714420635886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28857667097401163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978792685162926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773949867649106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136587947591044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549690614214896,0.0,0.11068432951375633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837893177057495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744361847672118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426793120127915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412550020631725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212628700746884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285428658617032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26425081544240897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183911774415052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846463524341331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503026803589452,0.27667846350786884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194591186709616,0.0,0.0,0.09241621109942086
anxiety,Just-a-Vessel,2020/03/28,"Can panic attacks cause temporary breaks with reality? Can panic attacks cause breaks with reality?
I was having panic attacks all evening yesterday, triggered by all the scary new changes in the grocery store/high street shops all closed/ virus talk and recent job loss right after seemingly getting back on my feet after a really rough few months. I started to feel really strange and dissociated. I get dissociation all the time but this was weirder, light everything around me was kind of like warping and swaying, and fuzzing/vibrating very fast. When I got home I collapsed on my bed and had like a full on break where it all came together in my mind and I was just like, I'm not real, my boyfriend isnt real, my parents back home (I am living abroad) aren't real, all of these things happening in my life and the world are too perfect written out like a plot and I dont know if it's that I'm stuck in a coma or a nightmare or some hell dimension urban experiment but all my memories are implanted and I am not who I thought I was and none of this is reality. I told my boyfriend this because I sincerely believed and was freaking out about it. He became very worried and said that I might be very unwell mentally and need to see someone or think about flying back home. I am a little more grounded in this life now and I'm not freaking out any more... so is this all just anxiety getting really really intense??? I had been having some of those same kind of thoughts popping up for a.while in my brain hur this is the first time I felt like a total separation from this self and the world I had been living in and whole heartedly believed it. If its just the panic attack getting out of control, do you have any tips or advice on how to get grounded or pull myself back from another episode like that? Thann you so much in advance",5.665113580850028,6.451203227528089,6.058319491939424,79.19591353199806,67.28651685393258,9.112652662432827,33.17489008304836,9.20300075937882,2.886251734245237,1463,63,276,26,23,471,185,356,0.141,0.7829999999999999,0.075,-0.9673,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,5,18,22,5,4,14,0,30,6,3,5,10,71,55,29,0,3,15,1,3,6,0,1,3,1,4,1,19,25,0,1,7,1,1,3,7,12,0,1,20,6,31,10,37,33,19,51,1,1,1,0,9,28,1,11,23,194,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762899532150541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618174116015078,0.08186411711955563,0.05972400390337426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694996286627255,0.0,0.355267553358166,0.0,0.24012672822422906,0.0,0.04759127935214935,0.0,0.0,0.1759182776594369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715291348779558,0.0,0.08929228001698768,0.0,0.16040058368798032,0.08258863145684246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756312220074486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149848132802632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051565075094771234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016506631710064,0.07636829409745632,0.0,0.0,0.039474978989340034,0.0,0.07496028091119182,0.0,0.0,0.0664070444108003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039440435688594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062440408784354084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903781486929544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251436001085556,0.0,0.08248616336447723,0.2349343523944267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774732945919597,0.0,0.0,0.1625976000330197,0.04290570988986853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028753239401486,0.2288489092475331,0.07824752436976314,0.13787602178506644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867707718640242,0.08282085846544189,0.07882932589288955,0.0,0.06231542572583058,0.0,0.0573910743623827,0.05788856285256296,0.0,0.07540133531533824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663973910773414,0.08668846503544822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665852349638583,0.20005680060606465,0.0,0.0770855682216259,0.0,0.0,0.06667209868840193,0.07426327795936914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062212377648239135,0.07107279034208967,0.0814449468197433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614919706395454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552589655045872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275041018025951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186681876010309,0.05002466284343018,0.0,0.12395910459817196,0.09104750736671256,0.0,0.0,0.07460006449018187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324993858855094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716334126475002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792847608469923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babangtan,2020/03/28,"How can I manage bad anxiety? I've always had somewhat bad anxiety but for a while I saw a therapist and was able to manage it. It's been a few years since I last saw one. Recently my anxiety has been extremely bad to where I genuinely feel like I am dying. Some days I feel okay and other days I feel like my body and brain are shutting down. My breathing rhythm is off at times, I get chest pains, I have a weird pressure-like feeling under my left armpit that's always there (this started about a year ago as a symptom of a migraine and it just never went away), I get confused and my vision can get slightly blurry, I feel dizzy, I dont feel like myself and I feel extremely out of it, sometimes I start to shake really bad, I wake up in the mornings disoriented and when I try to sleep sometimes I get scared for some reason and wake myself up before I can fall asleep and it takes me some time before I can actually fall asleep.
I get really bad migraines several days a month where half of my body goes numb and I have similar symptoms to a stroke and I'm extremely scared that I'm actually going to get a stroke which I know is very unlikely. My worst fear is to become paralyzed so thats why strokes really scare me and this is something I feel like I'm always worried about. 
I've gotten MRIs and other various tests done and I'm fine and there's nothing to worry about but I feel like there's something wrong with me even though I know it's probably just anxiety. I want to go see a therapist again but with this whole corona thing going on that's out of the question right now. I just want to feel normal but I don't know what to do at this point. I feel like im beyond the point of where taking deep breaths and listening to some relaxing music will help.
By the way I'm a 19 year old female and the only real health issue I have is the horrible migraines. I don't do drugs or drink and I consider myself to be fairly healthy so I doubt I have any underlying health condition causing me to feel like I'm dying. All my symptoms are probably just anxiety but I just cant figure out how to get rid of them. I need some tips on what I can do to not be in a constant state of anxiousness.
I hope this makes sense and none of it sounds stupid.. it's currently 5am and my mind is a bit foggy at the moment. I'm writing all of this out trying to not panic lol....",3.276443089430892,4.346634489837399,4.753821138211382,85.32186991869919,73.0040650406504,8.14959349593496,25.45528455284553,8.59863814320734,1.6116113821138214,1867,58,395,33,36,626,222,492,0.17300000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.11,-0.987,1,0,4,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,0,24,30,1,8,21,2,34,27,12,5,3,80,81,34,2,5,13,0,15,7,0,1,14,2,0,0,24,26,1,0,18,2,0,7,8,19,0,2,9,20,55,11,54,69,14,61,0,0,3,0,5,28,0,11,31,253,79,3,0.06179822316201676,0.0,0.12061230261053098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547803961417078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542632166697142,0.0,0.0,0.04202491090154067,0.0,0.2363773578488385,0.0698144020082014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806146493382395,0.0,0.25799467513389024,0.0,0.06825128224263767,0.10517147251333736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746765409344993,0.1372877890416808,0.0,0.06898725494828925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348379829141727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678192501715202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956422450016675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282735979220244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324103817954572,0.0724270572967336,0.06053873186950275,0.07166631923059127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040817143565588486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954018198600402,0.3749644615147351,0.3090406408236953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600914682188106,0.0,0.10536406309075727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137724281205548,0.0,0.0,0.0414220463348632,0.0,0.0,0.061379579527927476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675268564331525,0.06450128929871167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188806186006134,0.05037379997601548,0.0,0.0,0.0671439502846918,0.0,0.0,0.21134043201695546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041250793831713435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062398588700492384,0.0,0.049326752138482005,0.0,0.0,0.045822599432193016,0.04766259944215975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054913769362012,0.05929706183125056,0.0,0.06484683962846831,0.0,0.04187607536516871,0.0470003334493016,0.06575766654308393,0.07250689970961274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683859167817184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325787354517565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922815312923795,0.0,0.0,0.07033990731121365,0.11876857257459032,0.06353886589008663,0.061018289979298784,0.0,0.0,0.052775344920607606,0.0,0.0,0.1856124065171239,0.0,0.0492451828172025,0.0,0.0,0.0698144020082014,0.0,0.05112012880483768,0.0,0.06184285309971337,0.0,0.0,0.0951505827562745,0.12224004576741837,0.0,0.08748220085556896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269604794711812,0.0929291458681414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435050003774711,0.04105599349425088,0.0,0.060716440489964524,0.0,0.07207008178783626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839138739702048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509900061421604,0.07290038631541873,0.049052553075492784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728757200109379,0.055763284304994234,0.06899550921861154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551819075633175,0.0,0.0,0.06756665578006757,0.0,0.11938808874601332
anxiety,kswank1130,2020/03/28,"“Essential” worker anxiety Hi all,

I hope everyone is doing okay :) I apologize for formatting, I’m on mobile. 

So I deal with with generalized anxiety and OCD. The virus has been a huge OCD trigger. 

So I have been under self isolation for the last two weeks. I work in public education and we were given a week of leave to quarantine ourselves and then we had a week off for spring break. I was managing fairly well the last few weeks, because I was in control of my exposure. 

My state has been placed on a shelter in place order for the next 18 days and the school board has ordered schools be closed until April 20th. 

We got an email mid week saying if the schools were closed we were still going to be paid but not required to come to work unless deemed essential. I got an email late this afternoon that I was deemed essential and it’s set me into a tailspin. 

I brought up some concerns regarding the poor safety procedures that we were given and I am not confident in the response I received. I also found out that some of the office favorites were allowed to work from home, when others are not. Basically my fear is my office is a frequently trafficked shared space. My boss was not going to do anything to reduce the traffic into the office I am stuck in all day, until I reminded her that I can’t social distance unless they do something about the people coming and going. They offered a half hitched solution I know others will not be willing to follow. 

In short, I am not confident in the safety procedures in place and I am fearful that my supervisors don’t care. I have not been able to think about anything else since I got the email and it’s causing me to functionally panic. I wanted to put my two weeks in this afternoon because of this. 

I am fearful that come Monday my anxiety is going to magnify 10x to the point I won’t be able to function. I have been coping at home because I was in control of following the guidelines put one place but not I can’t be in control. I worry about catching the virus and passing it on to my husband and I also worry because we are currently trying to conceive. I’m just scared and hurt that my work is picking and choosing who is important enough to protect. 

I guess I’m just hoping to get some advice on how to manage. How to I get a grip on my OCD before it peaks again and how do I cope with my fear right now.",4.556357147492051,5.715984832976446,5.569776133930311,80.33545194990592,70.04925053533191,8.401505418207773,29.99733956265005,8.754623652393294,2.407493076374019,1875,74,352,32,33,619,214,467,0.10400000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.098,-0.7184,2,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,6,0,2,9,17,13,0,6,27,1,50,0,0,11,2,72,80,30,0,4,15,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,17,31,0,5,4,0,2,15,12,7,1,4,25,2,55,6,63,47,7,81,0,1,0,0,24,35,0,7,26,263,72,12,0.14910949814338748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285403792861933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924281179348907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110253692357122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270441201938102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179153216776808,0.0,0.06344060024327497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601353549214819,0.0765882643474401,0.0,0.1926669443898844,0.0,0.0,0.2508584718086803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616329078147863,0.07686267260487019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228092619295088,0.0,0.0,0.07703498553171921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124025771158425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355792806388029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817454341918762,0.0,0.0,0.0779035585123403,0.0,0.16948472804924053,0.0,0.17888473061572854,0.0,0.08213046147920255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956898428316895,0.14809937618540947,0.0,0.0,0.079812400859245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040973340314672035,0.12154414236647006,0.08410100432916343,0.07894271441097603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928982144293363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052022746305125,0.0,0.0,0.08747393431756764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168687568795115,0.0,0.3115753784418592,0.0,0.07047833609729233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989622995384047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366934834699835,0.0,0.059288928870325136,0.07464231000189908,0.22636015904592896,0.0,0.0,0.07777686306837456,0.0,0.0,0.06167245885962391,0.0,0.0,0.07599917777765093,0.0,0.05739588825087481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059539518914950074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477716728163165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050617780717420416,0.0,0.1456583132286073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397432264942654,0.0,0.3588199357930422,0.0,0.06703367308086894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710698106787574,0.15142793331189214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,its_mimi_gurl_,2020/03/28,"I’m extremely nervous about taking medication please help I’ve suffered from anxiety and panic attacks since high school (18 now) and was recently diagnosed with ADHD. From November of 2019 and February of this year I’ve been in two car accidents and the last one really seemed to send my anxiety through the roof. I was able to manage it pretty well but now I’m having really bad panic attacks, my mind races constantly, and I can’t sleep due to my brain never wanting to settle down. I took Lexapro for a week and had a bad reaction to it, and had major anxiety about taking 5 mg. I met with a psychiatrist today and she recommended that she get me on Prozac. The experience with Lexapro really turned me off on taking any type of SSRIs and I’m super nervous about the side effects. What are your guys experience with Prozac? Is it worth it? Or should I try looking for more “natural” options?",5.388859649122807,6.708237549707601,6.528903508771932,73.63440789473684,68.23976608187135,10.378362573099416,31.20906432748538,10.504223727775694,3.5417520467836248,715,29,127,20,12,240,109,171,0.19,0.7020000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,6,11,2,4,7,0,10,6,2,1,1,22,23,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,13,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,9,1,2,7,1,13,2,25,15,2,20,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,3,10,80,20,3,0.13054896653781825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689448826941368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877777396053181,0.0,0.2996088062195882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703659219499706,0.0,0.0,0.218005868050206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457358217916477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107705445734936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250445300172847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554038793132846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820644680612184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292640017517209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750422041619,0.1379321507828373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641483186677728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096282522943711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151434933899273,0.0,0.0,0.13181724087618285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006874110824659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846335835983532,0.0,0.0,0.3063421677718757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433035621396435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281523216962354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25089903258439616,0.0,0.1289013549114218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212252381295936,0.0,0.11884687605974735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799145417587956,0.0,0.13064324744016173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944697274512732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374515558785926,0.0,0.1450447053429476,0.08863417881995182,0.14199978751370165,0.12752737080068954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700116287109635,0.0,0.10471850636436766,0.0,0.1173791992180948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840692542343571
anxiety,coffeecoffeetoffee,2020/03/28,tightness in chest anyone else feel this? how do you make it go away? i cant stop my head from thinking bad thoughts,0.625,3.0402148333333368,0.8049999999999997,103.54,88.16666666666666,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.7774000000000001,92,3,21,0,3,27,24,24,0.15,0.777,0.073,-0.4537,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,7,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530733206007349,0.3708451104098192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34004978377772954,0.0,0.3022005510714452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30235019409399866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830051770822312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056959632508498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714496595485536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415943782872447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30259381041025185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191329081170725,0.0,0.2873359083239696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,charlieinman,2020/03/28,Mental fitness app Mindshine free for everyone in the world during lockdown This is a really great anxiety buster. Mental fitness app Mindshine free for everyone in the world during lockdown. https://youtu.be/_Tcz6AvcB_A,10.0940625,14.861165281250004,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,68.0625,9.45,39.25,9.516144504307137,5.801975,187,10,17,5,4,52,20,32,0.047,0.593,0.36,0.9219,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24281658291848754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065947210877254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499439185935943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6397460916158368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033399702712553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,frewert13,2020/03/28,"How to deal with a new regret So I have a fetish that I wrestle with morally, it’s weight gain and on the one hand I don’t blame myself for how my brain is wired or get upset at thoughts, I don’t feel comfortable actually putting someone through that experience, and feel a bit of guilt every time I indulge it. Anyway with this quarantine I got bored and went on Omegle, at first I was just looking to chat but then my mind took a turn, I put in some keywords and after some searching I found someone who claimed to be female and 24, I asked to role play which she agreed, but after not really getting started, she disconnected. I was shaking throughout the whole experience, like something was telling me this was wrong. I woke up today and it crossed my mind there could be children and I freaked out, she seemed mature in her words, how do I deal with this before it turns into an obsession, I have some techniques but I really need an outside perspective.",5.6158064516129045,6.378761064516129,5.5539247311827955,82.85088709677422,67.38709677419354,8.350537634408601,32.16666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.3166537634408604,762,31,148,10,12,238,120,186,0.11,0.787,0.10300000000000001,0.1406,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,0,4,8,0,13,3,2,3,0,36,30,16,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,13,1,0,5,2,0,6,3,8,0,2,10,5,25,3,22,17,5,23,1,1,1,0,12,9,0,5,9,105,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.1381173952796985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323157857481764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043555696120382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545191733733698,0.0,0.0,0.15799947028160385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300389592629045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918320050313677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924904135100135,0.0,0.0,0.276896079105778,0.0,0.0,0.1431283366233435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203892953199169,0.0,0.15518543106750748,0.0,0.0,0.14789201903378926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319818371277135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691466775437489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885345399274615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858192855589756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494614465584202,0.0,0.1366950404935954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590753727088616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28456281737008243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134143344741427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884782362506073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984368800526265,0.10896028319829594,0.0,0.0,0.10017894902913173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370751666895022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236269723694173,0.08252998872157885,0.0,0.1341582926725359,0.0,0.1572501964829243,0.0,0.307898098510616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235106593022567,0.0,0.13120403234882613,0.0,0.1580183747928713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474591400907556,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigReaderCassius,2020/03/28,"Covid My anxiety is at 100 right now. A guy at my works mother in law tested positive and now his wife is getting sick and he is self isolating. I was in the same room with him 5 days ago.


How fucked am I?",-0.4973333333333336,1.4258672666666676,2.0800000000000023,96.18000000000002,87.44444444444444,6.266666666666668,17.88888888888889,7.554174236665415,0.2386888888888889,157,4,39,3,5,54,37,45,0.184,0.745,0.071,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,6,1,10,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,4,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547867772979917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30618092209651954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258120354958215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700135183217253,0.20910779999623635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39629847750089703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418010066363237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175354512017592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913779809412471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bankisvankis,2020/03/28,"How me and thousands of other people fixed their anxiety If you're like me and have been trying to fix anxiety your whole life but couldn't make it but are willing to try anything please continue reading.   
I've been trying to fix it with a variety of ways - meditation, exercising, visualization but it all turned out to be ineffective. Then I went onto supplements. The natural ones had very little effects while synthetic ones such as phenibut could only be used once in a while because of their side effects.   
Once, after taking a course of antibiotics my anxiety notably increased (couldn't leave home). This got me researching and together with my experiences convinced me that psychological issues might indeed be physical. What I mean is that anxiety for instance could not be ""made"" in your brain, but instead starts in your gut and then travels to the brain, making gut issues the root cause.   
One of the main reasons for that is inflammation. If you're consuming a lot of processed foods, sugars or junk food, chances are your body recognises various synthetic compounds in these foods as antibodies and releases various stress hormones while dealing with it instead of producing happy hormones like serotonin (it's said that 90% of serotonin is made in the gut).   
To see it for my self, I've decided to go on a keto diet. Having eliminated all junk carbs such as sugar helped my mental health tremenduosly, but as I later stumbled on, there are foods that seem healthy but can cause a great deal of inflammation. Dr. Steven Gundy in his book The Plant Paradox talks about lectins - proteins that act as plants's defence by hindering the consumer. For small creatures such as insects lectins can be lethal, but for humans it's small amount and is only good for wreaking havoc in the gut.   
So, I decide to move further and start a carnivore - whole foods animal based - diet. Cutting out the veggies has helped my mental health tremenduosly, but I still felt like there can be more progress made, so I dwell deeper and go onto an ultimate elimination making my diet consist of only beef, salt, pepper, water and lard for cooking. And guess what? My anxiety is gone completely. The mood is also greatly improved. I can now jump out of bed and have motivation to do anything rather than wasting my time. Each time I went on a more strict diet it got better until I eliminated all inflammatory foods.

You can just add my anecdotal experience to thousands of others and decide if it's worth it. For some this way of eating fixed their lives. It might seem very unnatural at first, at least it did to me, but as you research it more everything falls into it's place. I strongly recommend reading or listening The Carnivore Code by Dr. Paul Saladino where provides very valid points to why we should be eating this way. 

To end this, I'm very glad to have found this way of eating, and having it done being young. It made me realise that we are born to be happy. It's just the causes of agricultural revolution that was the dawn for disease that we should shy away from.",8.023319543828265,8.370503064400719,7.687928779069767,71.05770712209302,62.18425760286225,10.779986583184257,36.0734011627907,10.481140341803084,3.883324194991056,2459,104,412,53,32,780,283,559,0.048,0.8190000000000001,0.132,0.9949,0,0,0,1,0,0,61.0,3,6,3,9,18,18,2,2,22,0,46,30,7,18,3,84,75,44,1,10,18,0,1,3,0,5,6,2,2,2,36,25,17,1,12,6,1,11,3,5,0,6,18,7,38,12,75,39,17,61,0,0,1,0,22,27,0,12,22,288,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050709011773665616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425426580957557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436217295089407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957585009892845,0.0,0.0,0.038654191419995584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608105583494129,0.0,0.07043429535994841,0.0,0.14157322293608054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541883356012985,0.0,0.0,0.0664842542021577,0.0,0.0,0.10125556574401423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307460000801017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489051929673881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465300239536729,0.0,0.0,0.05616250280144791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569888841262134,0.12405443596583104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060883613272879764,0.0,0.0,0.053936574961506965,0.4600542655196314,0.06952587116208203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207481055537075,0.05318536003291733,0.1014296546068452,0.1398196567631095,0.06985334336694797,0.0,0.0,0.13500240177772085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480388297302404,0.0,0.0,0.08500486944479689,0.0,0.06360547248856936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323672817014671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714211069500937,0.0,0.0,0.044788409204686366,0.0929368748301135,0.06355355069884235,0.05599225541797442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053908975760067035,0.0,0.24000057376670214,0.12698014660399856,0.0,0.0,0.06907215785019967,0.0,0.0,0.12780487699966056,0.13453613184058974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673948715623931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505931467709384,0.12890491782442248,0.14467865166853774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396055994290832,0.0,0.06625002923092449,0.06960521751246249,0.0599430141103248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268544635939596,0.0,0.0,0.06519611508318192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031749935691001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050529617758625855,0.11545229630446037,0.0661505344554167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976395084822525,0.0,0.05063936551387905,0.0,0.07263602338569419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047676482761603856,0.05096661404798829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739498459796589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915382989132007,0.06897194981785011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476594306030096,0.0,0.2092798013919295,0.0,0.201327855046445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756354428737475,0.057217727292356635,0.14159016205988514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,holdencaulfiend,2020/03/28,"High school regrets Recently I’ve been thinking a lot about who I was then and what I could’ve done differently. I graduated two years back. I was always incredibly anxious and managed to make a handful of friends. I don’t talk to my best friend from then anymore, but another one of my friends that I always considered to be pretty popular and I are closer than ever. I never really speak to the other few, but we have each other on social media. 

I got bullied a decent amount freshman year, but started speaking up and dressing edgier, so they left me alone. I guess it’s just hard to forgive myself for who I was. 

I have a couple of friends who fit in more and they always talk about random people we went to school with texting them or dming them and it makes me feel like shit because no one reaches out to me like that. 

Does anyone else feel like this?",4.591015779092704,5.7916881360946775,5.333269230769228,81.90964743589747,70.00591715976331,7.5268244575936905,28.87623274161736,7.793537801064563,1.8376623274161736,681,25,128,8,12,221,112,169,0.11,0.679,0.21100000000000002,0.9593,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,4,1,6,12,1,0,5,0,10,2,2,2,2,28,19,13,0,1,5,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,7,6,24,10,20,11,6,18,0,1,0,0,19,8,1,4,12,96,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232665252733766,0.0,0.0,0.31893369834015195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397339499053135,0.0,0.144338786073383,0.12670916559828727,0.08933669375693562,0.13091097861005738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824387698821138,0.0,0.07788473742944868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408213801045168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201045296168464,0.14137023084866526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334878816964384,0.0,0.0,0.11180855700459404,0.13074859081058626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067317828406728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155713200205296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920427504661733,0.1825515720896361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948456111723326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218583970336627,0.0,0.14074823730213953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445290178596865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134991394697919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881772238234588,0.0,0.0,0.18725948798175004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862176307202172,0.0,0.0,0.1705690899002031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854072435906658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731545844370591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857659525724329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299835703710079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818499292217242,0.0,0.12615313818559992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586112615412017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114957517048026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024096195203996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043316501541712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538633493402786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186705177072102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248084478407612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844001182962258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455374350215515
anxiety,SmellyCoconuts,2020/03/28,"Life is kinda trash I'm 17, a senior in hs, jobless, no vehicle due to a car accident less than a month after getting my license, no gf or any relationship experience at all not even a kiss, and sophomores have their lives more together than I do. I feel like life and everyone is going on without me and I'm just sitting here trying my best but getting kicked down at every turn. I can never sleep because I'm so anxious thinking about all this. I most often think about how I've never been in a relationship before. I talked to a girl for a bit (ab a month) but nothing came of it. That was a hear ago and I still think about it. I feel like that was my last chance. Ik there's someone for everyone right? But I cant talk to anyone because my self esteem is absolutely ass. No confidence because everytime I do anything I manage to fuck it up. Whether its getting my ass handed to me in a wrestling match, failing a test, pushing my closest friend away or getting in a car accident its always something with me. Hell my dad said I'm the most accident prone person he knows. My friends all say my luck is the worst. I just want to be happy and feel confident in myself.",2.530106941081513,4.4629679872881365,4.142857142857146,85.37663841807911,76.75423728813557,6.8681194511702985,27.33979015334948,7.793537801064563,1.704645117029863,919,38,183,14,21,307,142,236,0.196,0.664,0.14,-0.9538,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,13,12,2,0,14,0,13,8,4,1,5,36,35,13,0,1,10,1,4,2,3,0,2,3,0,3,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,5,7,25,8,28,29,10,29,1,1,0,4,16,13,4,7,12,123,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101251468707662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337189085284752,0.0,0.0,0.08448276776405855,0.0,0.0,0.1403480408385416,0.0,0.0868666717025329,0.0,0.10223325550556048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672108644174305,0.0,0.0,0.2271940330138975,0.0,0.10571321743626362,0.0,0.13037497330511386,0.0,0.13563036851444707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208956970145326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205479051991113,0.0,0.10467174442067187,0.2374201008439699,0.0,0.12152380972999227,0.0,0.0,0.18844796361461946,0.17750430214752136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919643689311604,0.11485149858086208,0.2596266677330726,0.0,0.07060453337330554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224844447518594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001973207268806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827526248436001,0.10126655722691458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549902430892497,0.12138803427516393,0.0,0.10970010287485764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832334946451385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916324500550319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192050095125105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847555055027394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667597117506685,0.0,0.10609438813664024,0.11817412667543795,0.09879514703829193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960221696403573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432281911389688,0.0,0.10526230201676758,0.0956407094407245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921271370338046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970771895188436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881066145464064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434611965527561,0.13512993777473006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327590082731007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975627460634572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WebicleWonder,2020/03/28,Anxiety when thinking about the brain/mind Anyone else ever feel bad anxiety when thinking about your mind and that your trapped in your thoughts and the complexity of the brain? It's scaring me a lot because I feel like I'm the only one. How do I deal with it? Please answer.,4.596111111111114,6.071380277777778,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,70.2962962962963,7.622222222222224,30.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.0149777777777773,221,9,43,3,4,69,38,54,0.228,0.691,0.081,-0.8299,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,1,1,14,7,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,6,1,5,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084632885473788,0.0,0.0,0.14097089881677008,0.2065740016062552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833652479186362,0.12290001988891745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501284666785673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785179329774656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841988131218327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236843312180206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388086930827096,0.14403073426865268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849681104376758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140221926039614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407138696498544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661663744099262,0.15333403282079816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213080212623173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018474958519464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25836800952131983,0.0,0.1600563866732834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OldFashionedJizz,2020/03/28,"In this time, where most of us are on lock down, many of us are binging movies, TV shows & books. To avoid triggering emotional/straining telly scenes especially for many with mental health, trauma, phobias etc. Try using www.doesthedogdie.com which crowd sources those elements to help you avoid triggers. This is for blokes and lasses like me who didn't know, and had to find out the hard way, as I found myself bawling while watching a random sitcom TV show in the morning. Be safe & keep mentally strong.",8.942637362637363,9.1297713956044,7.3277802197802195,74.94221978021982,60.318681318681314,9.917362637362636,33.58461538461537,9.3871,2.923864175824176,411,14,70,6,5,122,77,91,0.115,0.772,0.113,0.2023,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,0,1,1,6,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,3,0,16,10,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,3,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,6,3,14,6,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,3,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410787240434807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114151068040757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732589942283169,0.0,0.0,0.20784826022568634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698130237595324,0.0,0.0,0.2014987520421816,0.0,0.0,0.12706143719957053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849409996503106,0.0,0.0,0.1041799775636386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261189358428076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843783542091344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38207390844208144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053688773634693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870220535994994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560467576174688,0.16372331327091094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046788953143855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,appreciatedeeznuts,2020/03/28,"Anyone else in my shoes? So basically I’m an essential employee, every single day when I come to work I wipe down and disinfect the entire shop, everything that I would touch our customers would touch. On top of that I wear gloves all day long and I change them out every few hours. On top of that I’ve been using hands sanitizer and washing my hands after every transaction so give out take I do this 40-50 times a day minimum. I literally don’t trust anyone who walks through the door or their currency or anything else. Like I feel like I turned into a germaphobe.  I just hope that I’m doing all I can to avoid getting this it’s scary as hell or making my anxiety through the roof etc. if anyone has any other tips feel free to share I kind of just need some comfort. Thank you all",3.18882181110029,4.912061075949371,4.310759493670886,85.80390944498541,74.31645569620251,7.646348588120737,24.17916260954236,8.384062270229773,1.4355407984420638,622,19,127,11,13,203,105,158,0.073,0.77,0.157,0.8909999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,2,3,5,11,1,1,6,0,8,5,4,2,3,26,22,11,0,5,6,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,7,0,1,2,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,1,6,19,10,17,19,7,20,1,0,0,0,8,9,1,6,10,78,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925480890549448,0.0,0.12290502231814968,0.0,0.0,0.3370131638071452,0.1646159087347383,0.1322100954982967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995775448764208,0.138394997093385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108386483032486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684228566578951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791791879675151,0.0,0.0,0.4060907947437216,0.0,0.14439150890837193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246978958553113,0.11477606099028065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393860286740823,0.15412041631461446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957236049196405,0.15821846106526313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730343207789194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698143940057782,0.0,0.0,0.14217969453463825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724228798111687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912789907506338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079687803933445,0.0,0.0,0.14791481908588147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936825664185375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475274449128975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875929098301967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696292834114648,0.0,0.0,0.2282575527363417,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Paste_As_Plain_Text,2020/03/28,"Fluoride - hear me out Does anyone notice fluctuations in anxiety with fluoride use?

I’ve had general anxiety, and previously panic disorder, since I was 13, 25 years ago. It’s gotten much better over time, but, you know, hills and valleys. 

As a result of my anxiety, I grind my teeth pretty bad, my gums recede, and I get dental sensitivity. So I have prescription for high strength toothpaste my dentist recommended . There’ve been times where I’m stressed so I grind more so I figure it’s time to use the toothpaste. Then the anxiety gets worse. Never thought it was related. Then a couple years ago, I lost my dental insurance briefly (American) and so I figured I should use the rx toothpaste more. Suddenly, anxiety up. 

I’ve played with it a few times and it’s hard to suss out from other factors, but I feel like my anxiety is worse when I use prescription strength toothpaste and better when using regular, or even fluoride free, toothpaste. 

In the last few weeks, stress level has been high. I have an essential job (government) responsible for a lot of vulnerable (IDD) people (human services). My wife (service industry) is furloughed so we’re at half our income. My parents (early 70s) aren’t doing great with preventative measures and I’m worried. Anyway. huge stress. Been having 3am panic attacks for the first time in a while. 

I’ve been experimenting with toothpaste and I swear to god, the nights I use some all natural, fluoride free toothpaste, I sleep through the night. Nights I use regular, panic attacks. 

Impossible to isolate as a variable, but I swear there’s something here. 

Has anyone experienced this, or even read about it?

Is anyone willing to do some trials, like a week with and week without fluoride and see how they feel?",3.655175254118472,6.6585351545741345,4.669403259726604,77.26896994391869,79.15772870662461,7.938626007711183,29.31028741675429,8.761943790366164,3.0309481948825803,1392,65,229,35,36,452,174,317,0.192,0.653,0.155,-0.7383,4,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,1,1,1,6,15,20,2,6,15,0,20,4,2,9,2,46,39,28,0,1,6,2,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,8,17,0,1,6,2,2,0,3,10,0,2,10,6,29,12,29,27,9,38,0,1,1,0,7,13,0,5,27,145,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015550173833455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628625149389398,0.0,0.0,0.1658319053743703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987362626746803,0.0,0.0,0.06600787085524301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983597167653594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747318247764121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060421939475914,0.0,0.06918182315125605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443055616396173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733124999074277,0.0,0.0,0.07994546702086544,0.056477119974681626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724439524502883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260625959364835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715874403512656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081801807154724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910106528595373,0.0,0.0,0.16705252344056484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845018384267992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344672375802385,0.06444061842708729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724484975639144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629819536192512,0.06720998646747116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058114739515997,0.0,0.06097231865290512,0.0,0.0,0.22256412265287046,0.0,0.0,0.09000497961248677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782630728519336,0.08778155175779026,0.0,0.0,0.05480698895143782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804276579439839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907669048874669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299683638729757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539535861548215,0.0,0.07911238979268022,0.0,0.0,0.06086062992499576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27167272684967186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276107525773025,0.2304888971404875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779487586335071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024017214053865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620648521569312,0.0,0.0,0.08028449154161786,0.16112820305732498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181803867995087
anxiety,JamesDean87,2020/03/28,"New to this group I've had some pretty hard anxiety  for a while I guess all my life but I could never identify it .. and I feel like I'm going into a depression.. 
I'm not there yet 
But slowly I am 
(not self Harming)
Im over thinking everything  and it's tearing my insides that I keep having to use the bathroom
I deal with stress different.
I was suppose to go and talk to a professional but Ontario is all messed up because of Covid 19  
..",0.8730769230769226,3.110361857142859,3.260098901098903,87.8974010989011,84.27472527472527,6.277362637362637,24.48461538461539,7.554174236665415,1.3664101098901096,343,14,71,6,10,118,67,91,0.10800000000000001,0.83,0.062,-0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,1,3,20,15,7,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,2,9,1,10,12,3,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628174515213652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047071913987574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398318027704166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375678287557391,0.19847287847780545,0.0,0.0,0.24075498431695866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709965057106766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651459599632827,0.1646224373213989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619224487346525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538495572307841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642403058858705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489087792901185,0.0,0.0,0.2048207521139884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276268676153946,0.11257864638921956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772527547930822,0.22255505504443054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443470709423406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039341673132786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639619163051804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852145049331426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476531091410784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902140294349596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asnack54,2020/03/28,"Fear controls my life and I don't know how to stop it. Fear literally controls my life. I'm anxious and stressed out all the time. Does anyone have any tips or ideas to decrease my level of anxiety? I recently saw an odd for Olly stress gummies. Has anyone tried these? If so, how well did they work?",1.303214285714283,3.776763083333337,2.6995238095238108,90.97500000000002,84.83333333333334,5.428571428571429,23.57142857142857,6.868970318607317,0.8551428571428574,235,9,48,3,7,76,49,60,0.292,0.674,0.034,-0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,4,5,0,4,2,0,4,2,0,4,1,13,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,6,1,5,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903126071205615,0.0,0.14515232909584735,0.21435477467356825,0.0,0.2653444355644452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256242147095677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604475273272498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270256454711943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419594487199087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427739794708056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680411752555077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734761629760185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863304681427934,0.4346982940432467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106402525693944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882255687555985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170601101839022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381346436978028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,turtelteller,2020/03/28,"do I need medical attention or just therapy? so I bout passed out when my mom was on my phone. I was scared she would look at my camera roll or my social media etc. my ears stared ringing and couldn't hear shit, started sweating, got them pins and needles, knees went weak and couldn't stand, and I felt like I was going to up chuck. thankfully my mom didn't put two and two together and she didn't ask or anything. should I seek help of so what. I don't know what to do. ???",2.2178030303030307,3.6053280909090937,3.300896464646467,93.43801136363639,76.17171717171719,6.970202020202023,22.476010101010104,7.645422480735847,0.6738979797979789,367,10,85,5,8,118,65,99,0.057999999999999996,0.823,0.11900000000000001,0.7256,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,1,0,0,12,6,4,0,0,19,23,12,0,5,4,2,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,8,6,16,2,7,11,1,11,0,0,2,0,10,4,1,3,3,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943815116342305,0.0,0.18112828906425493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608031027306926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860285285731707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011149169737396,0.0,0.1549580288182513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836815327526168,0.0,0.12986524562442486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647887095908534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465551919718382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269958001878054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518079469552907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538307900642087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436617370929564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477032143255604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397561521080664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988796070743568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750175556678554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713587940622504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837718969826302,0.22156780052021247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37852741854276256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960639966952366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763306826232005,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spencerdrake,2020/03/28,I can’t sleep I’ve been having high levels of anxiety this past entire week that have lasted all day. Kind of need someone to talk to and tell me they’re not physical symptoms and I’m just overthinking.,2.535,4.832036097560977,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,78.26829268292683,7.0268292682926825,22.445121951219512,8.07648339933343,1.2841658536585372,164,5,32,3,4,53,36,41,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975958415103546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021250329443788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311373473633453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32637072550380924,0.0,0.2554728897105374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323912807166537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991875442443336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136386851270008,0.0,0.26555326072307395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257554272809132,0.0,0.2519089690380908,0.2739362015370023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514004763975812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Xyrku000,2020/03/28,Guanfaxine Has anyone tried guanfaxine for anxiety? What dose?,8.033333333333331,11.59671733333333,7.142777777777778,51.867500000000035,97.88888888888887,15.133333333333335,37.833333333333336,10.125756701596842,8.834066666666667,52,3,5,3,2,16,8,9,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6174382777746158,0.0,0.0,0.5643513002254529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547975896433919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shivam_ni8hawk,2020/03/28,"Anxiety or covid pls help Guys I live in Brampton, I’ve been extra careful since last 2 months about corona and taking most of the precautions possible. I went to work till last Friday(20 mar) from bus, back then there were very few cases in Ontario. Since then I’ve been at home, only went out for groceries yesterday. But I’ve been really stressed and anxious from last couple of days due to all the negative news and everything we see online. Today in evening I started feeling really cold, my hands and feet were cold too, as if i have little fever. I don’t have any other symptoms(no sore throat/cough/chest pain) besides little fever and body stiffness. Is this due to anxiety or I should be worried about the fever? Please help me.
Thanks.",4.951136363636363,6.8638478928571445,4.713636363636365,83.9368181818182,70.07142857142857,7.948051948051948,27.72727272727273,8.575989854853784,2.058071428571429,595,21,108,10,11,182,99,140,0.11599999999999999,0.7809999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.4131,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,11,9,3,0,1,17,19,13,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,5,9,2,17,10,4,23,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,4,14,62,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218628825813224,0.0,0.2299067320659239,0.16975823279895766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554556744268216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691206815646728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320658464798076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626688648364374,0.0,0.09690938103163757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924952388450826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504972915288802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597919450019852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878733668489394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014407681640493,0.0,0.15072942669308434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674614556875527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012127694788496,0.13268796265794172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994118737502366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428434990215752,0.15989401820022342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649473562575352,0.0,0.16940276054546302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252897599312616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974284629592374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486037974040051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063593140628796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721296255469009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298161356620247,0.0,0.0,0.1383450897235447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142434953877871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398549703375375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27859687126178595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093957110970022,0.1526027985200978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PimpDaMan,2020/03/28,Manual Breathing I haven't had anxiety in a while and I was doing good until I drank a Rip it the other day and got a big panic attack. I usually don't have panic attacks from energy drinks unless the caffeine is like insane. But ever since then I've became conscious of my breathing instead of automatic breathing. Its distressing and leads to feelings of not being able to catch a breath. I'm 18 male any tips?,4.5670370370370375,6.035084901234567,6.136728395061732,75.11027777777781,70.35802469135803,8.362962962962964,28.314814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.4762740740740736,331,12,56,6,6,113,62,81,0.177,0.69,0.134,-0.6884,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,3,6,0,8,6,4,1,1,10,12,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,2,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,1,5,2,9,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,40,8,1,0.2314990276419741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574272772364572,0.0,0.17709612250540724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267271284549582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929772139235084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22678091448884816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940412407162146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170528641432825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417040098911453,0.18515092024392776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309873143831033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432284593718312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149838791038454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549634730113587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OctalGorrila8,2020/03/28,"I lied to a team member about Covid-19 exposure because I wasn't informed I'm an assistant manager for a mid-sized team and this entire situation is really fueling my distrust in the people above me.  For the past three weeks, I've observed a growing disconnect between line level associates, supervisors, managers and upper management as the people above me struggle to convey information to the team.  It's gotten to the point where my direct report isn't even conveying department policy regarding Covid-19 anymore except for on a need-to-know basis and even instructing assistant managers and supervisors to convey information that should come from the top (such as the option to voluntary furlough, directives from risk management, etc.).


Unfortunately this lack of communication had now led to incorrect information being shared.


Thursday night right before going home, I received a call from a supervisor who asked if it's true that someone in our department tested positive for Covid-19 and people are being asked not to come in to work today.  I told them the most recent update is that we had a team member depart two weeks ago who will be out for the duration of the pandemic due to underlying health issues.  This is true.


Today my manager called me telling me not to come into work today, reassured me that I did not come in contact with anyone who had tested positive because those people had already been contacted, and that the building we work in will be closed for a week to be deep cleaned.


A few minutes after this call I texted a friend who works in an office nearby to ask for his thoughts on the lockdown, and he informed me that he tested positive.  I've been talking to him numerous times this week in close proximity and he was fine, but last week he was sick as a dog.  


Now my mind a racing since I have a compromised immune system.  Clearly not everyone was contacted who was in close proximity, and we're not being kept up on the most current information, which is especially irritating because as a manager I'm being kept out of the loop.  I gave false information to a direct report because of that.


While my company is making testing available to anyone who was exposed, I was not informed of my exposure to get in before the end of testing for the day, which my manager proceeded to throw back on me for not answering their call initially.  My manager didn't even know that I had close contact with someone who tested positive, so if I had answered the call initially I would not have any actionable information.  The only reason I have actionable information is because I happen to know him.


I've had chest pain all week, and I want to believe that it's just the stress getting to me.  I'm having such a hard time wrapping my head around all this and just spent an hour curled up in the shower.",12.873848494067538,8.889952657032758,12.13791704695264,56.69213264374811,56.14836223506743,15.627664537065208,47.16164689179596,13.365165419054232,6.221872447013488,2275,103,368,61,19,751,234,519,0.06,0.875,0.065,-0.1113,2,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,3,0,2,9,14,11,1,3,39,0,41,6,2,3,5,74,66,20,0,6,14,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,3,0,28,27,0,2,16,4,1,14,11,5,0,2,25,1,40,6,70,30,7,76,0,0,0,0,53,32,0,5,29,262,68,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099294912121246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837881238485186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544624093943902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942551767091052,0.11199841961153477,0.0,0.0,0.07129506801510198,0.22461367700813425,0.0,0.0,0.061582528390443585,0.0,0.2441037141941577,0.0,0.136297535670022,0.09023145743479212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40889268344538665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27595398556250905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164996668211959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709339661684471,0.0,0.08931900012275287,0.15869159045121375,0.0,0.0,0.07652726747029408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061875589108672725,0.0,0.08368507709921076,0.0,0.045515708155015634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082132381752232,0.0,0.07174288403183451,0.0,0.08219312635549272,0.08512952234330685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803345329816027,0.0,0.07887029126324704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359079291048893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204238196779094,0.06528219711095926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345918821267509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086578675682092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059384044278836465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515691851660343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060910335015008275,0.08521900176016645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645280976244744,0.22209101918127894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570880076282688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130625688415633,0.08234353511584216,0.0790769812025076,0.0,0.0,0.06839449220321629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624940597223157,0.09002197508784518,0.0,0.0,0.13571616408789244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174023536070997,0.08372509455887844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437149158721428,0.0700002146013555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635807195194245,0.09339961026002856,0.0,0.2277414387702945,0.07652726747029408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823408458771577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723782393996676,0.0,0.3854493243311605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321931367954235,0.0,0.0,0.05689203252939407,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExeNori,2020/03/28,"Please anybody.. I feel like my life is falling apart. Two months ago I was so happy and care free and now everything is falling apart and I feel so lost.. I suffer from anxiety and PTSD. I am so tired of being trapped inside my head, I think everyone hates me, that I cant do anything right, that I cant make anyone happy. I just want to be okay again.",1.3338747553816042,3.270545479452057,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,80.50684931506851,5.815264187866927,21.38747553816047,6.868970318607317,0.3975612524461845,272,8,60,3,7,89,51,73,0.20800000000000002,0.522,0.27,0.7598,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,0,1,9,3,1,1,0,10,17,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,2,2,12,7,3,13,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858992072062409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160430980863787,0.0,0.0,0.14663722011736474,0.0,0.17257712419579846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381785934670688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039114487408766,0.18847782593137807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207585509783305,0.14982004556890574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464898650450189,0.0,0.20704960286812685,0.21522752916208931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812751860746268,0.10245588758468807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892809632350306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399860243819068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739207385214575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302034909329835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24514497044146644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909499514019045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437655218722408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410359109758808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486054574984205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369501660783845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VaultDweller837,2020/03/28,"Brand new to the subreddit. Need a little advice Sufferer of panic disorder and generalized anxiety disorder for about 2 years now.  The last 2 years have been HELL. But I have learned a lot and I feel like my threshold of what I can handle has increased greatly. However, sometimes our own mental resolve and strength are not enough and we need help. I just started taking Celexa (citalopram) about 5 days ago. Anybody else take an SSRI for anxiety or panic attacks? What should I expect? Anxiety got a lot worse for the first couple days, now it’s a little more bearable. I read online that is common. I also read it usually takes about a month to start working fully. At what point do I know if this medication is right for me or not? Any advice is appreciated! Thanks in advance!",3.785655577299412,6.331289835616442,4.803170254403135,79.20068493150687,75.30136986301369,7.4590998043052865,28.23679060665361,8.418075326091056,2.3946845401174173,620,26,106,12,14,202,102,146,0.19899999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.9182,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,5,7,10,2,2,9,0,11,1,0,0,0,23,22,9,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,1,12,5,13,19,6,23,1,1,0,0,3,6,1,5,16,72,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358754341886465,0.11048312391358764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967211297056956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847573907019879,0.0,0.2860407454888351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179250827268433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379083994410156,0.0,0.16076102598104985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28568945419420844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411816725969653,0.0,0.0,0.12878327280475885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302017994046437,0.08904065223347049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060161143901602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996835438014741,0.1374126623350631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354151120285032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849720068155209,0.10159573819713696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089131144673157,0.24983790704537046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119237324548114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555860090385124,0.12560471692247965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948401349039304,0.0,0.0,0.1848334180721696,0.0,0.1203751297906226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924691805617702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782219107065132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934132975402198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643926263991492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326911701028888,0.0,0.17643733010540202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811343946356587,0.0,0.0,0.11474894549237025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726997681793734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073717408296718,0.0,0.1270156861740024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160524201256363
anxiety,myegostaysafraid,2020/03/28,"Yesterday I was celebrating my cake day. Today my 66 year old mom was rushed by ambulance to the hospital with covid-19 symptoms. Our thermometers were reading 106.7. I’m not exaggerating. I froze with a panic attack so bad I ended up mentally shutting down crouched in the fetal position on the floor. I finally got myself together enough to try to get her to my car, and then call the ambulance when that became obviously impossible. They wouldn’t let me come with - no one is allowed in anymore. So I gave her a hug knowing it could be a long time before I see her again. Took my pulse nearly an hour to get below 110, and an emergency call to my jobs EAP counseling. The worst part is that feeling that you just need someone there with you, but no one can come be with me because I’m just too high risk.  If she has it, she got it from me, so I have it. I have to isolate. Right when I need a hug the most. 

It’s a smaller sized southern city where the hospitals aren’t as overwhelmed yet. And they did already test her. And this would be pretty early to catch it. Small miracles. But she also has every high risk condition possible. Guess I’ll know more soon. 

Love you guys. And go smother your loved ones in affection now. It’s what we all need. And now I get to put all of the anxiety and panic coping skills I’ve honed these past few years to the test.   Wish me luck.",2.5462043795620453,4.589844452554747,3.8435240875912453,87.02738832116789,77.10218978102189,7.449693430656935,24.828613138686126,8.364918446050245,1.5898842627737229,1076,38,222,21,25,352,172,274,0.11,0.753,0.136,0.9162,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,4,2,1,16,14,2,5,16,0,19,5,0,2,3,39,42,18,0,8,6,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,15,0,0,3,1,0,8,5,9,0,3,8,3,35,5,27,27,8,44,0,1,1,4,22,15,0,4,21,151,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291320983420067,0.09357912587003596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951832874243812,0.0,0.11605025550787727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331246883769341,0.0,0.0,0.09770501012708396,0.07133299028664447,0.0,0.09957356466430156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23897659986681066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160101861492302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342922490871346,0.0,0.0,0.0754668273648359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364307516563197,0.12091071149771015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859257871780276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059167736844731735,0.0,0.0,0.12818732598711244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834109779390844,0.0,0.06650393621477274,0.0,0.18717971586142212,0.0,0.1289083455334302,0.11586606097511745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727154933249704,0.0,0.0,0.1152390027976206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612215191170355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286198912270827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965867151851188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355710772261624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112263419474821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179264617198352,0.0,0.0,0.13704988212165806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603017410678111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227905405280321,0.0,0.23788295430010284,0.0,0.0,0.2745904490755352,0.0,0.12671891944515304,0.11170677091446456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192003446020836,0.0,0.1190492138603864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176352516291486,0.0,0.0,0.11704950856486515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993259758660357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324806962329492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991488376834168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162634303951868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823404462985487,0.0,0.11091923156036294,0.0,0.1300111279678851,0.0794474333802317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345647431496277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312611746208037,0.0,0.0,0.15071130717366932
anxiety,cheergal20111,2020/03/28,"Essential oils Hey guys...
I just wanted to reccomend trying out essential oils. I was having a panic attack and there is this one essential oil (its jasmine) and it is the ONLY thing that calms me down. Just breathing it in helps me relax and calm down so I reccomend trying it okay.",2.520555555555553,5.1933273518518535,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.03703703703705,5.822222222222222,21.962962962962962,7.1686216300943375,1.0244296296296294,223,7,39,3,6,72,39,54,0.10400000000000001,0.7,0.195,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,7,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,5,4,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080963285377659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551896696441101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404427738651388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430782786052817,0.2728230869083128,0.0,0.42088118847637535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383179449837621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870953129658397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115826311406371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brandon_Brando,2020/03/28,"We're all strong don't you ever think otherwise! We all have our own hell our brain makes for us but we always find a way to make it through the day every day. and honestly thats all we need to do right now

The fact that your on this sub means your fighting back and you want something better for yourself your looking for support. you haven't given up dont take that for granted no matter how deep of a hole your in

We're all in this together we got this 💜",0.9162244897959226,2.959533887755104,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,82.57142857142857,5.144489795918368,20.00408163265305,6.2581,-0.090113469387755,363,10,83,3,10,116,66,98,0.083,0.74,0.177,0.8439,0,0,1,0,2,0,3.0,7,7,0,2,4,6,2,0,4,0,5,1,1,3,6,22,16,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,14,4,12,14,5,12,1,0,1,0,15,6,1,0,5,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801176990440735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374462426787504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998378884453846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25223931246250625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914431832917633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648163222308886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043882650876931,0.19037593068241915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206517797808148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071599848292907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897443925950616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30165200463312586,0.0,0.0,0.24613006958670886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675419754661193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296342096411814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173950373825134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564098412056877,0.0,0.0,0.1698892344613374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478215422554402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717947558803072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327348171945427,0.17935171172656897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sivadneb,2020/03/28,"I've never been so afraid in my life. Can someone talk me down? I'm a 41 y/o man, living alone. I haven't been even remotely this scared of anything in my entire life. I don't know what possessed me to go to /r/coronavirus, but good god, now the fear is intense. Hearing about ""perfectly healthy"" people my age dying within 2 days of being tested. Today my landlord texted me saying that someone in my 4-unit apartment is a nurse who came in contact with the virus. I have athsma. 

My parents are in their 70s and live two states away. I don't know what I would do if I lost them. My mom called last week begging me to come home. I told her I didn't think that would be a good idea, and that keeping distance sounds smarter. But if I lose them, I won't be ready for that.

I'm just so fucking scared. I don't know if I'll sleep tonight.",1.4792071428571418,3.2663215314285736,2.633339285714289,95.66372321428574,79.39999999999998,5.060714285714286,22.36607142857143,5.602791699666715,0.03963571428571466,648,20,146,3,16,207,112,175,0.12,0.741,0.139,0.6635,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,3,6,10,1,4,5,0,19,4,1,0,2,21,33,9,1,5,6,2,0,0,0,3,2,3,2,1,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,6,3,26,3,16,21,0,21,0,2,0,1,14,9,1,3,8,88,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127621906310434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019661015511875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723009068372122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914566924621667,0.16705605756226005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581951060814947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941979296675091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515893329183975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647259708897032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436039791587304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503199846652847,0.0,0.0,0.08301042093483661,0.24501981149220334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462252978972855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651213105802252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648862596637731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982664854662068,0.0,0.0,0.24081562503772586,0.11906005380110825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633587087829988,0.0,0.0,0.25795090714896624,0.0,0.0,0.16340605681626102,0.15944396614310655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106609099419676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265204643259225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218460545738855,0.0,0.0,0.10126102468458067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161543933532796,0.2924671570883273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461675200356468,0.0,0.24751577785472414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739913162856325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359065480145468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844973133408395,0.1395685345390351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268138531339675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716215477671355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751655898747148,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PROJECTXBUTCHER,2020/03/28,"I hope this helps So with covid 19 going crazy atm i just want to talk to yall for a sec

I suffer with GAD and up until a few days ago i felt i was going crazy but its not worth the worry 😃 we will get past this and youll be able to tell your children or ur nephews and nieces and baby cousins how the world went bat shit (pun intended 😜) crazy. When this is all over we will talk over a drink or a smoke and laugh about how we all felt this virus has cost lives but your chances of survival are PRETTY HIGH remember them 2 words please. Stay indoors play your video games or play your instrument come up with new ideas be it a screenplay or a book or a song do anything you want just stay indoors or your gardens😃 me and my neigbours talk over the walls and at distances we are there for eachother and you have people too use our gift of technology cause even tho we are in isolation we arent isolated at all please feel free to comment and vent i hope everyone is safe and tries to stay relaxed take care guys you are all great great people ❤️❤️❤️",1.3765922619047617,3.238585736607145,2.319107142857145,97.43422619047622,80.02678571428572,5.5166666666666675,20.488095238095237,6.42735559955562,-0.05965833333333359,831,22,195,7,21,261,136,224,0.073,0.653,0.275,0.9952,1,1,2,0,0,0,4.0,7,10,1,1,11,13,1,0,10,0,16,2,1,5,4,51,31,24,0,4,11,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,6,20,1,1,5,8,4,4,2,2,0,0,4,4,26,12,22,22,5,24,0,1,0,0,30,11,1,8,6,113,32,1,0.12829299592514498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372400013121335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557420437470552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080325962565115,0.13179224674730486,0.0,0.11051305615131367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273836895697365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567829435298766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473631384849688,0.0,0.0,0.12258945548203322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486879351297059,0.0,0.2463627902330477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702779527275332,0.0,0.14582373219502234,0.0,0.0,0.2828869618430695,0.0,0.12703023616197992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859920908683347,0.13554859396916652,0.0,0.2548477850445216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448271765223539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328506583854722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390617490876354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247018126562527,0.17788441955967668,0.0,0.0,0.2816543677243773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052009902045958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533095515829106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169091669727115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102297911898057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646036667536766,0.30935115141695346,0.11213373318127004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710252285974694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080395706483158,0.0,0.0,0.15134106590711713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189288925351349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028776485220325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hann215,2020/03/28,"My anxiety medication is burning my throat Hello, I was looking for advice. I have been on Prozac for about 7 years now, on and off for a panic disorder. There are certain times when right after I take my medication my throat absolutely burns. It feels like fire up and down my esophagus. I was wondering if anybody else has had this happen to them. I am nervous to switch medications because I feel like all capsules have this effect on me. My doctor suggested it could be acid reflux, but I’m not sure. Any advice?? Thank you all.",2.747047704770477,5.427684514851488,4.230513051305131,81.08575157515753,80.08910891089107,7.2370837083708395,25.023402340234018,8.296473431620573,1.978516831683169,420,16,76,9,11,139,75,101,0.11199999999999999,0.8059999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.2739,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,4,7,0,2,1,0,12,7,2,1,4,14,20,5,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,5,15,5,13,14,2,12,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,7,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573384087209662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433752028406883,0.0,0.13987215627932276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145761214948707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598292138682792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955056551182746,0.18714456350303732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273942043721925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848988704525888,0.2612419710302902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168487374362853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786528492542177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353961284744885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525764169031604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452343193542406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614442431391828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232460607513028,0.0,0.13747298104250855,0.0,0.0,0.16833457495050588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661551760531006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828226099427596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774301311359775
anxiety,jaznam112,2020/03/28,"Free talks I see a lot of people are struggling with life right now. I do have my ups and downs but i'm doing good overall. I have many topics to talk about, i like talking... Getting new perspectives and taking as much information as i can, understand it and always keep moving forward. Since i'll be posting this post here i'll keep reddit open so feel free to start a chat.",2.5159428571428606,4.6435284800000005,3.535238095238096,88.80000000000004,77.53333333333333,5.885714285714287,22.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.6744285714285709,296,9,59,3,7,95,59,75,0.025,0.789,0.18600000000000005,0.9219,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,16,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,6,9,15,2,11,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,5,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499936269381624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100265148293948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103602232581915,0.0,0.0,0.16632249190961965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525117674533099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006335245226642,0.09687811710133504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685853998010026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010424890859344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075880605580868,0.1457714412779603,0.0,0.0,0.19151691173782887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747448303295168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37982828297947707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693449378115328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801739305052578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403369881136376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035595490459365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730354849642735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909500308897353,0.4781519339576199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064346375544494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,givemethegold1,2020/03/28,"I’m starting to have bad anxiety and not sure what to do. Hey everyone! 

I just started a new job and it’s giving me a ton of anxiety and with the way the worlds going it’s making it even harder for me. 

What’s giving me anxiety at work is I thought I would love it but I work with one person who dictates every move I make and if it’s not how they do it they let me know in a unfriendly manor what sucks is it’s my supervisor. A year ago I would let it go and forget about it by coping with pot that’s changed I quit and now I get randoms. But I definitely would be using right now if I could to help relax and this feeling just started two weeks ago. 

Now I’m just sitting at home all the time with the stay at home ordinate and over thinking everything and have a terrible overwhelmed feeling and I  feel like I could break at any minute until I fall asleep. 

Are there any tips on how to get over this? I just need to shut it off in the evenings and I can’t!!!",0.832971014492756,2.672734652173915,2.7547125603864764,93.74714130434783,81.70531400966183,6.072367149758454,21.46111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.4669209661835749,751,23,175,10,20,251,113,207,0.10099999999999999,0.772,0.127,0.7497,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,13,8,1,1,10,0,16,2,1,5,2,46,39,18,0,8,10,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,17,15,0,0,6,1,0,4,3,4,0,2,1,3,22,4,24,30,2,34,0,1,0,1,9,13,1,3,14,122,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141088435989487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985588537523538,0.0,0.286616327355031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427604253494467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211466458129298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942538909552404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497434283833196,0.0,0.10522330347886244,0.11933558316695725,0.11224104381305768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944097449739855,0.0892198231578514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049737444085066,0.23960739147109694,0.14195315618826315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370961655036221,0.0,0.2505451627559041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393180693850155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863503330581723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25541234179720995,0.0,0.061013839216744636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271605718461936,0.0,0.1667270663614926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273589837374092,0.0,0.09260267338799476,0.0,0.1206173531204844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462716165961043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090471534487386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132833479384239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665344369765932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651885458313741,0.13311370914569792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770521267416767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002301812938559,0.0,0.09914691185034816,0.0728230428603346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199717063505712,0.0,0.0,0.10786290534976817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913007135308524,0.10017740826436766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183951762389225,0.0,0.0,0.2661499921743901,0.0,0.0,0.0804236070233121
anxiety,crazy_brazy22,2020/03/28,Yourself in the mirror vs pictures Why am I confident about my looks in the mirror but when I take a picture of myself I look like a troll with facial deformities,3.184895833333332,5.496028531250001,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,76.1875,6.766666666666668,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.7940916666666669,131,5,23,2,3,44,26,32,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188324955141945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7971496566790474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568673178483324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282853031399612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reasonable-Drive,2020/03/28,"little actions and loneliness. Today i've just shaved my face for the first time without a eletric shaver, i've never did this because i was too scare of cut myself so im happy to have succeeded without cuts!

I'm feeling alone now so if anyone want to talk about your day, feel free to comment!

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anxiety,Cantbe4nothing,2020/03/28,"Anybody can diagnose me with any kind of mental illness so I can put my soul to rest? Where to begin.
As soon as I feel judged, or am at the center of attention of a group of people and I feel they're just waiting for me to fuck up, I get awkward as fffuck. That's always happened especially at school. I start noticing my most subtle movements even though I know nobody gives a fuck about me or whatever I'm doing as long as I don't start acting weird. Also, it happened once or twice that my face got red like the damn sun when I was in similar situations. I'm even capable of shaking (in a subtle way that probably only I would notice) when I feel something ""bigger than me"", for example, I can listen to a song sometimes and get immersed into the subject of the song and I'll start shaking for some reason.
One reason I'm like this in my opinion could be that I've been bullied in high school a lot, so I know how bad people can be and I know what they could be judging me for, cause during the first years, when everyone thought about going out, how they dressed and stuff, all I did was play videogames. And my mom was very protective and my dad didn't give a shit what I was doing so I had to learn by myself what I was doing wrong, and it took time.

When I'm with someone I trust, friends, so I don't feel judged by them, doesn't matter how many they are I become the biggest extrovert of the fucking planet, and even if there's someone judging me I don't care as long as I'm with friends.

Sorry for any grammatical errors, English isn't my first language.",4.245847797062751,4.775532445482868,5.222518914107702,84.84523364485985,70.33956386292834,7.734223408989765,28.369826435247003,7.62386473244151,1.5739489986648865,1229,42,254,13,21,404,166,321,0.114,0.81,0.076,-0.8697,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,2,22,19,5,3,13,0,29,7,2,6,1,45,61,33,0,4,5,2,4,2,2,1,2,3,0,0,11,14,0,2,12,3,0,7,6,11,0,4,12,8,39,8,41,43,5,37,1,0,1,3,12,14,5,8,17,175,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209498600994458,0.08541907679573328,0.0,0.0,0.13962093501466466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571453692166622,0.0,0.11337689525378032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466593397011907,0.1054573000344553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639269621401059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419497356361283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034124865585262,0.0,0.0,0.09809342587972578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076264116958872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464045194384029,0.0,0.0,0.15862551256915094,0.2847149905968891,0.10726837869726727,0.1969564254998544,0.05834249532038203,0.0,0.08210440101957188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155897912583568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846304768491456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069017549519643,0.16925326144132566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003063186354369,0.0,0.0,0.18169691650092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727554444536606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407836451043692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345438830597203,0.0,0.0,0.1202309601723334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375197679218984,0.0,0.10932664787885712,0.06956322656968528,0.07807548381919273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233925794533414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068190570370297,0.0,0.0,0.10319891585847264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109755321384974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778928653317835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537621792414424,0.0,0.11539107866687985,0.0,0.0,0.17396235254060374,0.07903058594666905,0.1015306702628646,0.11491641508164448,0.21798404360473225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751801974009983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086025181388672,0.08149840970055916,0.05986028280569272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405601016709452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470300330501035,0.0,0.08148456687157052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292478302894276,0.1122396151883475,0.0,0.06610791957570829
anxiety,lamorphe,2020/03/28,"I just need to write my thoughts, they're spinning 100 miles an hour in my head. I am scared of dying. I am scared of loosing my loved one. I am scared of suffering. I am scared of seeing my loved one suffer. 

I am tired of feeling like life has pushed me down for the past 10 years. I am tired of feeling like i'll never see the end of it. 

I am not suicidal. 

I am tired of loosing loved one. I am tired of feeling my plans fail/change. I just want stability. I just want to feel safe. I just want to feel loved. I just want people to care. I just want to strive. 

I am strong. I am logical. I am intelligent. My feelings are valid. My fears are valid. 

This is temporary. This will get better. It always gets better, eventually. Things will be normal again. I will feel normal again. 

I will go on to live my life. I will go on to live my dreams. I will go on to be happy. I will feel loved. I will feel strong. I will feel hopefull. Things are gonna be ok. 

Rant done... Hopefully now that i've expressed them, I will feel a bit lighter tonight... Good night everyone.",-1.2367177033492815,0.6837549454545488,0.6669856459330141,100.59232057416271,104.0909090909091,3.9521531100478473,15.334928229665067,5.9092894577622985,-0.7163181818181816,808,21,191,9,38,261,100,220,0.136,0.574,0.29,0.987,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,5,10,25,0,5,4,1,31,12,1,0,1,33,64,0,2,10,7,0,11,2,0,11,6,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,13,1,0,4,2,7,0,3,2,13,37,18,23,48,1,20,0,2,2,5,8,6,0,2,12,116,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926240883843146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723816001466855,0.09087660056762888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486880193555045,0.0,0.08805695984064052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639005371067264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518349486650824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372599758679736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953945678775252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366822407948293,0.4629755011172425,0.1189334493592987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697900491868736,0.0,0.14192175501490867,0.06981782381213114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861060539684046,0.0,0.0,0.08542832951066394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267617433448025,0.08197470432621454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175898503175706,0.08133378995677272,0.0,0.1470050187193046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756370783045827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172145929072913,0.06419987577336793,0.0,0.0,0.07811516953708689,0.16311519571366528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921688290936834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794620683505124,0.05770818561493245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333513371032442,0.0,0.13266312187348606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105112929267016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060201134357904,0.0,0.0,0.06608331984037642,0.0,0.3826888745490016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548575822852445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360387778552494
anxiety,Youre_Grounded,2020/03/28,"What type of anxiety is this? I was diagnosed with social anxiety when I was a teenager but honestly, what I deal with doesn’t really sound like social anxiety. Yes my anxiety is focused around people, but I’m more anxious around my friends and family than strangers or crowds. And not in a “everyone hates me/is annoyed with me” kind of way. 

My anxiety is more like... wanting to be invisible. I don’t want anyone aware of my presence, ever. I’m anxious of doing anything that might make me stand out or get people’s attention. I hold myself back. Like, everything about myself. I’m scared to speak up, I’m scared to let out my emotions. I’m scared to be who I want to be. I don’t change anything about myself because change causes unwanted attention. I’ve been wearing the same clothing style since high school (I’m 24). I’ve slowly introduced new things to my wardrobe but not enough to make people go “WOW!”. Like, I’ll still never wear a dress or a skirt even though I really want to because I was a tomboy as a child even though I’m not anymore. Even if it’s positive attention I’ll get, I don’t want any of it. No attention what so ever. 

I’m hyper-aware of my own presence. I walk quietly, I talk quietly, I do things quietly. I am SO gentle when doing things. I’m so careful not to make any noise. Like doing the dishes gives me anxiety because the sound of cutlery or glass clanking against each other is loud. I’m anxious when I make tea because the kettle is loud. I’m anxious to make food because they can smell it. Im anxious to watch funny videos or look at memes because I might laugh. I’m anxious about doing normal, everyday stuff because it will draw attention to me. 

Is this still considered social anxiety??",2.710500366568916,4.907595126099711,4.206993218475073,83.88048982771264,77.21114369501467,7.546957478005866,27.371792521994127,8.472884824447931,2.179921480938416,1362,57,259,28,32,452,155,341,0.138,0.6990000000000001,0.163,0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,0,21,16,2,3,10,1,28,6,2,6,3,48,57,20,0,8,13,0,0,5,1,3,1,8,0,1,16,10,3,1,5,1,0,2,10,5,0,0,4,11,31,11,35,46,6,23,0,0,2,0,12,8,0,8,16,159,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948231995597928,0.0,0.3733461850534626,0.47257863241741604,0.06914293543010562,0.04874944301628654,0.0,0.11474629258743575,0.12413013925016254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360993430052986,0.0,0.2975022005672117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108360034201375,0.07162105457289626,0.14750781436500668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187766580371742,0.0,0.07076374879105392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842496914519281,0.0,0.07203880320045336,0.0,0.13814706801574506,0.12613042284700465,0.0,0.06661989834633339,0.06265932365412609,0.0,0.06572526901860733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430500545162843,0.0,0.05386505480728658,0.0,0.07285104399707726,0.06688122536134919,0.0396231559113954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688334981288235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366240037290782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530894291171653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260205242170521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129283569647195,0.0,0.17030694695027646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854675771281409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326912878333452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792258450795215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377191862501597,0.06733545511273302,0.0,0.0,0.06831023366292284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500401239891736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932809784382148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940392122641455,0.07055978024088247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767262881937159,0.0,0.0,0.21321052143507604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135604572802044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981206139692974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056037832888868336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389554640586347,0.0,0.13699796215223198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056116161604853,0.055340034391652436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,afromight1,2020/03/28,I get anxious when doors slam ... My heart races and I get startled every time a door is slammed.,0.08087719298245942,2.4279925263157907,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,97.42105263157896,2.533333333333333,22.12280701754386,3.1291,-0.5218561403508772,74,3,16,0,3,22,17,19,0.31,0.69,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144517409817055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836787519588886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758363224115594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396295482265595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655367516009858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnsettledSleeper,2020/03/28,"I need help. I'm not eating. Earlier this week I was up late and tried to fall asleep and it didn't happen. I got hungry and had a couple bowls of cereal. After which I quickly became anxious. Maybe it was the fact that I was tired and so my ability to control my anxiety was lower, I don't know, but I freaked out about putting something in my body I couldn't get out. 
I tried throwing up and couldn't make myself do it.
Ultimately nothing bad happened other than two hours of heightened anxiety/panic and trying to distract myself from it with other things until I could fall asleep.

The next day (rather later that day) I only ate a few slices of salami and a little pasta salad. Same the next day. Yesterday I didn't eat at all because I was up all night and day trying to reset my sleep cycle and didn't want to eat while I was tired. For fear I would freak out again. 
I told myself that today I would eat. But I really didn't. I had about five or six small spoonfuls of chicken broth. That's it. 


I should also mention I'm an agoraphobic, so I can't go far from home. All of my anxiety issues revolve around a fear of being trapped or more specifically, not being able to get out of a situation fast enough. This is the same. But this is a much bigger problem, because if I don't eat, I die. So it has me really worried and really feeling weak. 

Does anyone have any suggestions for me?  This feels like such a stupid thing to be anxious over. I wish it would just go away. I'm 41 and never had this problem.",2.3243581445523205,4.124785556634308,3.957475728155341,87.07325782092774,76.92880258899676,6.519525350593313,22.447680690399146,7.3871296695380915,0.8439803667745416,1183,34,242,15,27,395,164,309,0.175,0.753,0.073,-0.9852,1,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,1,3,12,0,31,15,4,2,5,51,50,23,1,14,10,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,21,17,8,1,3,0,0,6,12,10,0,3,16,2,34,1,36,24,9,42,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,3,21,176,55,0,0.09150948772910382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318010427549702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062229589649834764,0.0,0.140009015280564,0.2067593479875623,0.0,0.06398556152175769,0.0,0.0,0.08146284521694051,0.0,0.0,0.08597617602962422,0.0,0.07640659989994569,0.11156666871860904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164641152973476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263567169786936,0.07306287975690284,0.10125350763397936,0.0,0.23606419677694304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497240077792568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008056938329436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681852565776474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455376285215096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594722969443416,0.0925398930965879,0.06537439631813198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561986084727052,0.0,0.10401390142684394,0.0,0.07318849688775958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184307556824454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061336880687603776,0.0,0.09179147741985842,0.0,0.09011841223058996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551213027787653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050291221276062656,0.0,0.10322668803115656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044706913381673034,0.09171654710957447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108329364199445,0.0,0.09193358013501816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727000269749875,0.06785312563862173,0.07057775831765792,0.0,0.19464275670481124,0.08587545521105873,0.0,0.08780582150060721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695970889934288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512444226097215,0.0,0.09199231025785724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586996322084808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286049830474962,0.09157557478674123,0.0,0.0,0.0704484744029348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158967493348588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035338911029666,0.0867402944436399,0.08744123707810249,0.0,0.24851574131010734,0.0,0.08939147266271116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053974666791698336,0.0,0.07340339128907769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523139475753948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293232676514553,0.0,0.1950171436418628,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,d3mentia09,2020/03/28,Random Drug Testing.... Do you think (with all the crap going on right now) that it's likely I'll be asked to come in for a random drug test for work? (They do them quarterly),1.9708333333333317,3.4563721944444485,3.184444444444445,93.605,77.05555555555556,5.911111111111111,17.555555555555557,6.42735559955562,-0.3355444444444444,133,2,30,1,3,43,32,36,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,2,19,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077644349990849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28358298429434764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7635520253069861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870961250957705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083408359768656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811412804022155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109427787659792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966687356774144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,polin_da,2020/03/28,"I have suffered from anxiety since I was a kid and I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder when I was a teenager and even was on medications but it only really started to show a few years ago I found myself having panic attacks, a huge need to perform certain routines repeatedly and some thoughts repeatedly much more often than it was before. Also I’ve started suffering from my shortness of breath, I can’t even imagine myself who I am without it. Sometimes I have this shortness of breath over days and then I stops for a short period of time. I do have days or moments when I feel happy and wonderful but all those moments just seem like my first nice 45 seconds and then my anxiety always comes up something to say. Im almost always worried about something even if I know there’s nothing to be worry about. I can’t really relax. I always feel lots of pressure in my body and my mind, I always feel like something bad is about to happen. I’m just so tired of this exhausting physical and emotional battle that I have to fight every day with. One day I had one of my panic attacks during my shift and besides that I got embarrassed, I got fired as well. Sometimes I have moments when I want to be isolated and I prefer to cancel my plans with friends or loved ones. I can’t really concentrate on doing my things such as looking for a job or other stuff I need to do, I don’t feel any energy and procrastination is just my second name if not my first. Sometimes my body shakes out of nowhere and I feel fear of something I don’t really know. For sure my anxiety has reasons and I feel even more anxious when I have bad times I have to deal with. And now it’s exactly the time when my anxiety is really strong and I don’t see any chances for myself",4.397068965517242,5.62686925862069,5.606041379310343,79.66309655172418,70.49425287356323,8.671448275862067,29.72459770114943,9.065960079200117,2.532280321839081,1394,55,263,27,25,465,168,348,0.203,0.634,0.162,-0.9261,1,0,4,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,22,26,4,6,7,0,30,9,4,1,4,62,55,33,0,6,12,0,7,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,13,21,0,1,15,2,0,2,8,15,1,7,10,10,48,11,41,43,7,40,0,2,2,1,8,10,0,11,30,197,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056557696691873,0.0,0.07971352712340828,0.0,0.0,0.06366058371757485,0.26495300401288924,0.0,0.0,0.10826909966402147,0.0,0.30449039826894353,0.0899316891678753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112576475796102,0.0,0.0,0.13293473130877698,0.0,0.0,0.06773851743574409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684779093561345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857319088932166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053561512438632,0.08206989638240084,0.0,0.08079802628498374,0.0,0.0,0.09123493459664513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954560529435107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031503886145586,0.0,0.06707116627818377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957845159667954,0.2415059531554931,0.056870269194052636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542499550580606,0.0,0.08728345094568778,0.0615031027682276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733576917973147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039498483450371,0.08474166030689158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598772751344773,0.0,0.07899629222340275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749833124727736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778256755070834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684866968464735,0.0,0.0,0.06767784944854152,0.07184717798913763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801942849015486,0.0,0.0,0.08037898087084606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851928855257866,0.11805311369754168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638373716285436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618284802984547,0.06054365943079398,0.0,0.1868000807754592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549869855992261,0.08184783329713713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063305582334159,0.0,0.0,0.06343537073642183,0.0724699645802727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585058958692139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451371747501107,0.23619597426038744,0.0,0.11269053187822825,0.0,0.0,0.06655386090456851,0.0,0.0,0.091129386794487,0.0,0.0,0.07502735259270757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288643516519039,0.0,0.0,0.06319796842359147,0.139256027564749,0.0914949470918931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695345583255228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157501056670337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673697473405013,0.0863288966522337,0.0,0.1616867378551269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126340782900299
anxiety,abserdede,2020/03/28,I’m scared for college All I’ve been thinking about the past few days is college. It’s all my parents talk about too. I don’t know a single person going to my college and I’m gonna be all alone. I don’t even have a roommate yet cause I can’t find one. I’m so stressed out. The thought of going to college makes me want to sob. I don’t wanna go. I just wanna stay home forever.,-1.2753048128342253,0.7076208705882365,1.3059893048128366,99.46240641711228,93.23529411764706,3.561497326203209,19.491978609625672,4.851557810540192,-0.5608823529411762,294,10,71,1,11,100,57,85,0.135,0.848,0.017,-0.8279,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,2,3,15,20,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,10,16,5,8,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,43,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488096485146568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678617143986886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493085374909113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586720842288496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956923725175914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40959102065939534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409739750070921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202615144129087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035785117728574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278856326236174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26675107910720564,0.0,0.22933023676302486,0.0,0.2097627887978982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24051582928203805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25605714568936205,0.0,0.0,0.2751868762095021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930907373104286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539320460917438,0.0,0.19071871270995552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416960525320511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DaisiesSunshine76,2020/03/28,"Just came off Effexor XR (weaned off) and now I'm back to nightly panic attacks. I hate this so much. I was doing SO good for a while. Life is going great (aside from this pandemic crisis now). I hated the way Effexor XR made me feel if I accidentally missed a dose, and I thought I was ready to come off. I started weaning off about 4 weeks ago. I'm still getting some of the brain zaps and slight nausea. I took my last pill a couple days ago. 

And now, BAM. Idk if it's because I live alone and I'm stuck inside during this quarantine, only to leave to go on walks or get supplies, or if it's because I stopped the medicine, but now I'm back to having nightly panic attacks, just like before the medicine started helping. I'm fine during the day. But nighttime comes and I'm a disaster. I'm a blubbering, crying mess and anxious about everything. 

Depression and mental health issues run in my family. One aunt drank herself to death. Another killed herself. The rest have chronic anxiety and depression issues. This is just one side of my family. The other side doesn't have this stuff. It seems like it is genetic tho, because I have this crap now and I had a very normal childhood (unlike the family members who have it). However, even as a child, I had very bad worries that I would be alone forever and my parents would die or something. I remember my parents not understanding why I would cry, and I didn't want to tell them. 

It's terrible. I don't want to go back on drugs! They made me feel terribly lazy. And I gained a lot of weight. 

But, I can't go back to what it was like before. :( 

Any advice????",2.188602822580645,4.374594356250004,3.702056451612908,86.9063306451613,78.875,6.879032258064518,25.010080645161292,7.941651935203635,1.521310483870968,1254,47,251,22,31,414,171,320,0.307,0.626,0.067,-0.9982,3,3,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,1,19,21,6,2,16,0,22,10,2,2,0,46,55,27,3,9,13,3,3,3,0,3,6,0,0,1,18,16,2,1,6,0,0,10,5,15,0,2,13,3,31,6,24,38,4,43,0,3,0,0,11,9,1,9,26,158,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433705949225334,0.1530098241249987,0.0,0.0,0.17877362552542184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869092484544613,0.09049918927503517,0.06602372472448335,0.09750102340473718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963706852642464,0.0,0.265455427752586,0.07206176414881263,0.1578337011186941,0.0,0.14687981144390466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634585079668162,0.0,0.09871087888549958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868966327000932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549576078394513,0.18960580617393452,0.11132024258634136,0.0,0.14867017208827135,0.0,0.08957182696870998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008736403432043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700418761211256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756611615139293,0.0,0.24408437021693594,0.0,0.08727764302318326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018246943773753,0.0,0.19619837141383908,0.07238923655234983,0.0,0.095152483708193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041828093895905,0.0,0.0917390628423866,0.0,0.0,0.057848979479809375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801617298622889,0.0,0.0,0.09548461507435513,0.0,0.0,0.07035077160540686,0.0,0.0913854137814791,0.0,0.0,0.06096036102256019,0.12649400910982586,0.0,0.0762096302449156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337413145600791,0.0,0.16332932875085135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697597861466358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344471649078824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198435233853756,0.08456139022301998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696612981940915,0.06563947380273302,0.0,0.20252259482968568,0.1916648241316276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776768256054716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856958740641189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644244546565091,0.0,0.0,0.12217542323308506,0.0,0.0689239483718133,0.07215553949641515,0.0,0.0,0.09879952836338506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543510065047601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851718960708154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588895419136527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898474141347526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242269902105414,0.10181083082999164,0.06850555168994919,0.06922933199125751,0.10509725161208938,0.0,0.0,0.07787758874605202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764776108241748,0.0,0.18392755898702173,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cornshot,2020/03/28,DAE get super anxiety hearing people talk loudly in another room? I get so paranoid thinking I'm being complained about.,6.024285714285713,9.100657380952386,7.047857142857144,63.23464285714289,70.42857142857143,8.009523809523811,39.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.716314285714288,99,6,11,2,2,33,19,21,0.271,0.579,0.15,-0.2769,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437379075800478,0.3237291924333864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421849588849558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769511545963357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29337759965545257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401335859093576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711546889966822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chained_Wanderlust,2020/03/28,"They admitted my mom to the hospital and I have no one to talk to without having an anxiety attack about it She went in after having a necessary daytime procedure and was supposed to come home but instead they kept her overnight due to *insert information I was trying to avoid here *.... I'm not taking it very well. I'm scared for her in every way- so much so that I haven't ate all day and every phone call sends me over the edge.

I'm being irrational and avoidant because I *don't want to know* but knowing will be even worse compounded by the coronavirus and the near certainty I fear she will get it. 

I'm just looking for someone to talk to without publically tweeting it or paying a $120 for an online session. When did online support get so bad?",2.1294714765100657,4.6203665906040285,3.7224119127516784,84.96133598993289,81.08053691275168,6.678020134228189,26.09102348993289,7.865858978985527,1.8068151006711408,598,25,113,11,16,198,99,149,0.177,0.7509999999999999,0.071,-0.9594,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,10,8,1,4,8,0,12,1,0,0,1,22,29,12,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,3,4,0,1,3,6,6,1,1,6,1,13,2,21,19,2,12,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,1,4,81,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790165491782871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050766038139448,0.0,0.0,0.15051311591232375,0.1098874113151563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406995009417434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552816863913264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162555258929369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906283448503555,0.0,0.3037608042688085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028473933888685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836125698659345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808197367603112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813703075934727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137656607525946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112330643758226,0.0,0.0,0.13251496240756233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215171848255894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804759577717308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152737310803262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456173032978345,0.0,0.0,0.13553627896027326,0.2897791455720355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238759029595242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873688189227555,0.1063245228787326,0.14308536800256652,0.0,0.0,0.16207920617568114,0.16710676219308454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475366011333583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370466725624784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,botw94,2020/03/28,"I'm on voluntary isolation for two weeks now. In beginning of the quarantine I was super motivated, I worked out every day and drank my draining tea. Now I don't even care. I do not do anything. I just sit on the sofa and play video games. The only thing I want is for this to end. I've lost 100 pounds recently and I'm very used to workout everyday and to eat well. This is how I manage my depression and anxiety. I'm afraid this crisis is going to ruin all my hard work and is bringing back my anxiety, to the extent that I'm taking my anxiety meds again.",2.113706896551726,3.7993864051724167,4.497793103448277,83.47651724137933,77.1896551724138,8.433103448275862,24.53103448275862,9.120678840339163,2.0113303448275857,437,15,91,11,10,153,74,116,0.20800000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.1,-0.9153,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,8,8,0,1,4,0,8,3,0,3,1,14,21,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,1,4,0,2,2,4,1,1,3,1,12,4,12,18,2,17,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,10,58,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672769351098884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675514069042963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656139668749885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759114698283912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130982332109434,0.0,0.17536661416171645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834103320070005,0.0,0.0,0.1803355774141815,0.0,0.0,0.13448065922248406,0.0,0.17154787797847842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571468444409708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239209106841875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226135009299824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616173941539225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485247799817514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103758235455754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530873023641219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526760051861242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889468444626948,0.0,0.0,0.17585127926594005,0.0,0.16799729331224644,0.12009282317266826,0.0,0.16332144345371347,0.0,0.18306735755986064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964569857595777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,recluseraccoon,2020/03/28,"Intrusive thoughts/memories I'm curious, for those of you who have intrusive thoughts/memories, how often do you get them? I can get them anywhere from about 5 minutes apart to an hour, it's not often that I don't get them at least once an hour. I assume I'm an extreme case but I want to know how often other people experience them.",1.984818763326228,4.364114731343285,3.817484008528787,84.74089552238807,80.7910447761194,7.410660980810236,25.989339019189767,8.418075326091056,2.0496712153518124,265,11,52,6,7,89,44,67,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,7,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,2,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164103992250941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069906327580426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6370948522631619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776765810644912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444791904726193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424959193761498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078777307806394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wrwagneriii3,2020/03/28,"Pain in left side of neck/front of shoulder, and behind collarbone I know this is apparently a common side effect of anxiety. I was hoping any one of ya have a way to cope with this. It ramps up my anxiety from hypochondria hard and it's a symptom of heart attack.. I'm usually a very healthy 24yr old, but coronavirus has me locked inside and living this unhealthy freaks me out.",5.191891891891891,6.1962041351351385,5.809027027027027,79.77516216216219,68.45945945945945,9.163243243243244,29.664864864864867,9.3871,2.577668108108108,302,11,57,6,5,98,57,74,0.17800000000000002,0.77,0.053,-0.8049,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,4,0,4,4,2,1,0,9,7,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,6,1,12,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081289296445146,0.0,0.384308253931106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857566560053986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501041924805235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29765278477350143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948116065422865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804347811415213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729108080695312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221798982520127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26357405736068856,0.0,0.17020794156781024,0.0,0.2672761706296468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610750679898702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664232774552755,0.20725208631193695,0.0,0.1993771864917874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicolstens,2020/03/28,"Birthday Anxiety - HALP Hi!! my birthday is coming up in two weeks and it’s something that always makes me incredibly anxious. Also!!! We’re in the middle of a pandemic, so that definitely doesn’t ease the anxieties.... 

Just curious is anyone has any ideas to help make this a bit better??",2.981949685534591,5.8113242075471785,4.998396226415097,74.95973270440253,80.50943396226415,8.061635220125785,27.701257861635213,8.841846274778883,2.9568389937106923,225,10,37,6,6,77,47,53,0.067,0.684,0.249,0.8982,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113807259117076,0.21993969835871327,0.0,0.0,0.17975016520677697,0.0,0.4044160305207214,0.298612180860721,0.0,0.18482228983193813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377411386354785,0.2885746027594008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276927106508017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717157543388082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29839091910666443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528781785419255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349041322220185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582072623267264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120256904343004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DullVolume,2020/03/28,"Going Off Sertraline Hey, started sertraline 22 days ago, 25mg (half) dose to get myself used to it.

Moved  up to 50mg a few days ago as per doctor instructions. Didn't work well  for me, massive increase in anxiety, nausea (threw up), etc. I have been  back down to 25mg, but now want to stop taking it entirely.

I  know I'm outside the 2 week cold turkey stop range, so how slowly do I  have to taper off, given that I've only had 21 doses so far?

Can't reach my doctor until Wed and really want to start stopping before that. Please let me know your best guess.",3.4012931034482783,4.106758439655177,5.01844827586207,84.90887931034484,72.36206896551724,7.868965517241381,23.12068965517241,8.07648339933343,1.1031068965517241,433,10,91,6,8,147,88,116,0.1,0.7859999999999999,0.114,0.5479,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,2,0,12,22,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,5,2,8,2,16,16,4,24,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,13,50,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058094061719521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319567300120564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326365270830948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677890185539466,0.0,0.18102083992182547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248752637239846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531079422280286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923753747768316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012051214222963,0.0,0.0980317894571182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900205688244893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895953655442424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763858556452711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833328401028097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311887561458457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934559732367345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050348059115477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441829721808849,0.0,0.0,0.4326358025362329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296933251472334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489786336762805,0.0,0.0,0.2034817692003741,0.0,0.13836353990337327,0.0,0.15509198974179747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557701276502664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadkhaki,2020/03/28,"Uncomfortable chest?? I have no idea how to describe it, but does anyone else sometimes get intense uncomfortable feelings in their chest? It isn't pain or an actual physical sensation, it's kind of like the cringey feeling of a paper cut but in my chest? I feel like I have butterflies in my chest almost, it feels tight and heavy and I feel like I have to curl up and protect my chest, or put pressure on it. Does anyone know what I'm talking about? :')",3.9633279220779234,5.699148806818182,4.599220779220778,84.47954545454547,72.29545454545455,7.755844155844157,28.48051948051948,8.418075326091056,2.0085337662337666,357,14,70,6,7,114,57,88,0.11900000000000001,0.649,0.23199999999999998,0.9143,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,3,0,4,6,5,1,0,17,12,8,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,6,9,4,10,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.19136807127682992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636865455131886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742393129391076,0.20093052093402092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34322181137660984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381874884820086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957774085806286,0.28019179801988786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245563342118892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137622230925252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042109175221318,0.10777298535487784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28741780765452474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866723452995686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197137505405946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939507105410305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762002434474595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bull_city20,2020/03/28,"I think I’ve started to develop panic attacks My first one was over a year ago driving back from vacation at night. No trigger. Only thing I noticed was a tingling and light headed feeling. Maybe a slightly increased heart rate. Was totally ignorant and thought I was just extremely tired. 

Fast forward to last summer and again, just driving home from work, another one hits. Thought it was a heart attack. Increased heart rate, light headed and tingling, an extreme sense of fear. Pulled over and it subsided after 15 or so minutes but I still went to urgent care to make sure. ECG and blood came back fine, none of the markers that mean a heart attack occurred. 

Since then it’s happened 5 or 6 times. One tried to sneak up on me today driving home, go figure. But I managed to control it with breathing and pulling off the highway to take the scenic route. I’m just looking for any help to figure out the most logical way of getting this diagnosed and treated (and to vent to anyone who cares to read). I hate this feeling. Sorry for the long post.",3.8615151515151496,6.2166959595959606,4.016161616161618,85.86090909090913,74.25252525252526,6.218181818181819,30.696969696969692,7.1686216300943375,1.9542,832,39,148,9,18,257,130,198,0.115,0.7659999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.2169,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,8,12,4,2,11,0,5,12,8,3,2,35,25,15,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,9,12,0,2,9,1,0,11,2,7,0,4,9,5,8,5,27,15,5,37,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,3,18,90,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372168554308437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718988134788531,0.11086525466769914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392762798339858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608433325009388,0.0,0.16259694609679706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209249145078495,0.2155939283264975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858318618531186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731191520666128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897363888792695,0.10691872709660792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993236779895472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055238629875410464,0.0,0.06008778251614521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349511356737704,0.0,0.0,0.10438472580627353,0.21701530750441173,0.0,0.0,0.5011537872224904,0.07086739553881022,0.0,0.21210804542003853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618260862425321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093566145419455,0.088785074372667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057440617803325,0.0,0.1062182053226574,0.11516902415262413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921876990310363,0.0,0.0,0.1203722763920012,0.0,0.0,0.2149325293486545,0.08041107370893556,0.0,0.12404928282573074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012584063916134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057568290627732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745947408586234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183540834008282,0.07483497653059301,0.0,0.08443469107465616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964759375694364,0.0,0.07949446152517223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024112972774756,0.06774637265925942,0.0,0.16787278948585194,0.06165097387130165,0.1215190327735512,0.10021798771929748,0.0,0.0,0.07178251950381358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392213781248258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801111687334968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697140156104958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680855056378135
anxiety,wtfisthisgoogle,2020/03/29,"Anxiety due to school, time passing, and adulthood. Hi, I'm 17, and these past months being the last year of school, I have reflected a lot on myself, especially now with all this free time. In Nov-December I felt really anxious about my future. I'm a relatively good student, but I'm now afraid of failure, as this year's finals determine our future in Uni (I usually don't really care about grades, but this time they're really important) About university, I still am unsure about what I want to study. While I know my general area of interest (Stem and leaning more towards engineering) I still am undecided about the specific school, my future job etc. Many people I know have specific schools as set goals and I find that crazy. I feel like I can't set goals for my self, and this lack also doesn't help with the motivation to study...

Anyway, recently these thoughts have lessened, and these weeks another thing has popped in my mind. I'm now becoming an adult, and I am absolutely clueless. Not only about my academic future and career, but also about life generally. Aside from stem, I'm also really interested in history & politics, and you know, I read about all these people in the close or distant past achieving things, and I'm afraid I won't do anything meaningful as I can't set any goals. Also I often find myself surprised at how time passes. I don't know why, it's a bit weird, but it makes me anxious, because subconsiously I feel like I'm just wasting it.

Thankfully this year (And especially the previous) I managed to work on my relationships. After primary school the friendships I had sort of fell apart, but now it's better. I'm also interested in a classmate of mine (Mostly about personality, not a simple crush) and while nothing has happened yet, the fact that I get messages and responses is really uplifting and makes my day.

I know this post is all over the place, but even by writing this I feel calmer. As an introvert, I don't really discuss this stuff with anyone IRL. (English isn't my 1st language, so please forgive any mistakes.)",6.567559982862036,7.20819464524422,7.233049485861184,72.0740300985433,65.27249357326478,10.904927163667525,33.431983718937445,10.775791032727817,3.7532852613538985,1643,67,292,43,24,544,201,389,0.1,0.773,0.127,0.9163,1,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,1,1,0,7,27,16,0,2,15,0,21,1,0,4,4,62,46,34,0,3,10,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,22,18,0,0,16,1,1,3,10,4,0,0,3,4,39,13,40,41,9,53,0,0,0,0,12,15,0,5,33,188,61,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34162561665138125,0.0,0.09257255974485927,0.0,0.11620219538389187,0.08958969808291757,0.0653602050113374,0.19304233152982556,0.0,0.0597405732830432,0.0,0.07030859100264034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052082505724847586,0.09436009100580127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556339440249922,0.09327669416632224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711022675758373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510075285601829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528649227210896,0.05643131168955071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960079118619167,0.12207453747983575,0.08203434143480345,0.09359368102680928,0.1561784497255389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044638080595091084,0.0,0.0,0.07166174525020796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555296762575175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726761363850905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478451018834217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477377698050955,0.0696437662979964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034772667895485,0.08348185345621499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263674223934091,0.0,0.0,0.11406170059001068,0.08662121082921724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862685112270863,0.0,0.06819618134441491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198052793912153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497981570240033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312139761078054,0.11846457166917455,0.07460158712260342,0.08926502922283455,0.09378579673760264,0.0,0.0,0.0818264485493946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546160304542244,0.0,0.32840447676648193,0.0,0.0843601937762289,0.09172895540062237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323415265388358,0.0,0.0,0.0891309703530299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646256446667934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780662111690368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866027536809972,0.0,0.0,0.11352306228265753,0.0,0.0,0.06782861127886129,0.19927946414601905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409841746205473,0.0,0.05039383042377208,0.0,0.0685335968339968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709494106052818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220023259354459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505874393733766
anxiety,city-nomad,2020/03/29,"I’m trying to learn how to be more assertive and stand up for myself when confronted by other people I notice that when confronted by other people I tend to freeze up and go quiet. Sometimes I get a lump in my throat like I’m about to cry. I hate this response and afterwards when it’s over and I’ve calmed down I get upset with myself because I realize there was nothing to be afraid of. 


I think this response to confrontation developed when I was younger. When I would get in trouble my father would get super close so that he was inches away from my face and yell in my face. He wasn’t the listening type so if I tried to explain myself he’d just yell over me until I was quiet again, so the only option was to put on a poker face and wait until he walked away (I’d get in more trouble if I cried) 
 
Examples of confrontations: 

Ex. 1: It was a friend’s birthday and a group of us were waiting in line to get into a Hookah lounge. We had just came from dinner so I was a bit tired and just waiting quietly. Then suddenly the bouncer just up to us and says to me, “Look, I don’t like the looks you’ve been giving me every two seconds. Do we have a problem?” I said “hey I’m just chilling, I don’t have any problems with you, we all came here to have a good time etc etc.” He got really close to my face and continued talking about how I need to watch the way I look at people, and I kind of just froze and stared with a straight face until he was done and went back to his post by the door. On the drive home I was pissed that I didn’t try to stand up for myself more. 

Ex. 2: I was flying back to school after a break and my passport expired so I was told when I called the airport that I should be fine if I bring a credit card along with the expired passport to prove identity. So when I got there I handed the tsa agent the two items he looked at them and asked where my social security card was. So I tried to explain the conversation I had on the phone with the airline earlier and he cut me off and said firmly “NO...WHERE. IS. YOUR. SOCIAL SECURITY CARD.” In my head this was the same tone used on me when I was a kid and about to get in a lot of trouble. So I felt my face grow really hot, I had butterflies, my throat got tight, my hands started shaking and I flipped through my wallet for a few seconds then told him i didn’t have it. He still let me go through, they just gave me an extra pat down at the end and I was in this state until I put my shoes back on and went to my gate.

Anyway, how can I get over this? Lately I’ve been getting confronted by random grown men and I’m already intimidated because they’re bigger than me (5’2 f) but I want to be able to at least say something back. I hate feeling helpless.",3.5102448193654894,3.9467354233449465,4.670739042728774,88.47981294700169,71.94425087108014,7.575206308454063,25.5582248303686,7.475848149327749,1.0362794425087114,2119,60,476,22,38,699,249,574,0.081,0.8740000000000001,0.045,-0.9511,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,5,2,2,1,40,29,9,3,31,0,43,16,13,4,2,75,93,51,0,10,11,3,8,2,1,3,2,10,3,2,14,36,1,6,8,1,1,14,5,18,0,4,38,24,78,11,84,46,13,84,0,1,6,0,46,36,1,6,30,330,92,5,0.08026404166041336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857336586409853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458230070034817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503604410330328,0.0,0.15082141854128314,0.24687237453296704,0.0,0.09785642962457514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762754528863867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195856059312435,0.18360136214967265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763325617098471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213798169865047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109011728139418,0.0,0.17903124658516106,0.0,0.0,0.0676259168586292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040583911128115935,0.0,0.0770660670765635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062011799483271415,0.0,0.3774118409227309,0.07699658249939123,0.09123180912235766,0.06732167004309131,0.1925834591267369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848824804757544,0.08237406292016375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051137811533415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358264802581639,0.0,0.0,0.09054133504852026,0.0,0.0,0.08207542065297191,0.0,0.07842591292386503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696063199171998,0.0,0.0,0.06823761795039161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059514769869217485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701551270634105,0.0913811434168668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610444205189823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693494090597452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687076488029496,0.0,0.0,0.15360369594682874,0.0,0.16137506189155532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283840073181856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526989677992984,0.1276583749822002,0.0,0.0812314952530114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363816516736227,0.0,0.06179118061647025,0.07938318954837982,0.0,0.056811301803995816,0.0,0.06409896735129546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451319633877907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051429956976037285,0.0,0.0,0.04680260815851189,0.09225170857113343,0.0,0.1533914628929293,0.0,0.21797606246941134,0.0,0.1568126117616464,0.0,0.19309551893337606,0.06932236137956761,0.0,0.0,0.04734181134092369,0.06370986028641834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881114150045294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403454461539972,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heheheheedfff,2020/03/29,"Schoolwork and coronavirus My school has recently shut which has made everyone else in my class super happy but for me it ruins my schedule, I can't get any work done and my friends keep calling me a baby for being scared of coronavirus because I'm a Type 1 diabetic which is an autoimmune disease meaning I'm vulnerable.
Also I was on a facetime and they started talking about Corona and school and all of a sudden my mind went blank, I started breathing really fast and broke down crying and they just laughed at me and kicked me from the call, I feel like I'm just being pushed into a corner and laughed at I hate it.
I've also had several panic attacks over the last week and fainted once.",5.4157761437908505,6.322662816176474,6.181274509803924,77.66045751633989,67.89705882352942,8.691503267973857,32.75816993464052,8.841846274778883,2.816504248366013,557,24,100,9,9,183,91,136,0.2,0.672,0.128,-0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,6,12,2,2,8,0,9,3,1,1,1,20,21,13,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,5,1,16,6,13,14,1,19,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,0,9,66,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657752903577738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300262155794545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890445779345375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129687592856496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393602720040599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253207984611214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005159442402984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388153381635237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878441554405526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402152880526198,0.11871327142419337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838403327125816,0.0,0.08681798329017429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768931264703924,0.0,0.16406039398947242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770126074335976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545231466312593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118321914575663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723591317353194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100996416783235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778629516173774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696769922298058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496697488357773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645400368262513,0.0,0.16407474954077514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636710687505687,0.3363497616949494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772700001459905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352347173203789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356271571231115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329311174288708,0.0,0.0,0.15404305874627858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097515578537588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway1414589,2020/03/29,"Fear of family going away Hey guys, I have in the recent year become very anxious about my family going away, it has come to a point where I dont even wanna use specific words like in this text but you guys get me by saying going away

I do some sort of ritual (not that lighting candles kind of stuff) of saying good words to my family so it might increase their chance of surviving til their over 100. I also do other stuff for the same purpose, but wont go in specific because Im paranoid of recognition.

And my parents already told me, this is life and they love me, their stories with their families and how they conquered that grief

I try to force an image of my family being proud that I move on when they are gone, that Im showing some kind of strength

Do they know I really love them? I would honestly die and go through torture for them, my love for them is immense.
I sometimes wish God takes my life and extends theirs

I dont know what to do, I hope I get support and thank you guys",5.243745874587461,5.233235470297032,5.871039603960397,82.95213696369638,68.05940594059406,9.10957095709571,29.20957095709571,8.841846274778883,2.087949174917491,783,25,161,12,12,255,117,202,0.087,0.6579999999999999,0.255,0.9918,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,12,4,7,16,1,1,4,0,15,5,0,2,0,26,36,13,2,4,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,3,12,8,0,0,2,1,0,9,4,3,0,0,2,3,35,13,29,30,4,23,1,1,0,3,25,10,0,5,5,113,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737578749228326,0.07781281696919462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992418951098124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27425685636845065,0.0,0.0,0.05931473355231792,0.10746302579123754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381753417996622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098468855738094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280757363236763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426741897858831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458640939200155,0.10949242453383244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167313649510358,0.0,0.2764964177800733,0.0816127654814866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890344778851553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966433907339009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102069102063138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265127253338602,0.1069498775672509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374553423892813,0.047537112753070536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634580607408963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322263278745117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341721564115164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080429708054238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198236412824068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233450741822728,0.0,0.09607453302446824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475779214183588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623471354227313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277628890784829,0.0,0.11041778475164328,0.0,0.0,0.07315941086413069,0.0,0.0,0.08958311835570666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297675978574073,0.0,0.06606204679528578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840381651000666,0.0,0.08028479707780765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189313462652717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691209423394259,0.0,0.0,0.06265965433669365
anxiety,confused_123456789,2020/03/29,"day 14 of self isolating: the panic has subsided a little it's day 14 for me today. i've been in constant stress mode for the past two weeks from all the uncertainty but today i have this weird sense of calm that i haven't had in a long time. it's a little cold and cloudy outside but not windy, which is my favourite kind of day. i woke up in a pretty good mood and i worked out (and i have been fairly consistently for last few days!) i saw a semi-complicated recipe for this coffee yesterday so i spent some time making that. i even journaled! i was reading through some old entries and i realized how sad they were and how anxious and afraid i was writing them. it's hard to tell that you've made progress when you're in the moment and feeling overwhelmed. but looking back at where i was even three months ago, i can see that there has been some growth and i am SO thankful. this might just be one good day and tomorrow might be bad again but i'm trying my best to look at what's going well. i made a little list of nice things about being at home that maybe some of you can relate to.

1. getting to work/""go to class"" in your pjs and/or on the couch
2. saving time because there's no commute
3. getting hang out my family more
4. baking!!! (and not just stress-baking)
5. having (time to make) breakfast every morning
6. having time to journal, write, paint, and meditate more often

that's all i have for right now, but i'm lucky to have anything at all on my list. maybe there are things i missed that are true for you (feel free to comment them! they might help someone else too!!). anyway, i hope everyone is staying as safe as their daily routines allow and are having a nice day considering the circumstances. if not, i hope tomorrow is better. please remember this is all temporary, we'll be okay <3",3.3210077371286677,4.950878271468148,3.94128187983571,88.9772853185596,73.76454293628808,6.752163530423156,24.082624892539894,7.372421405659032,0.9189002005922258,1420,42,293,16,29,449,202,361,0.067,0.7170000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9964,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,3,5,4,21,27,0,4,13,1,36,2,0,7,5,56,57,25,0,3,11,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,18,14,2,1,4,1,2,3,5,8,1,3,13,8,33,19,39,36,12,52,0,3,4,0,15,19,0,12,29,195,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348240272135582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639342601909127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749980862814253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241645120154909,0.0786340256239751,0.05740954510663208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883315787098214,0.08329207742573916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177209278237737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644190054766676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867296345260644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244063006869532,0.0,0.07934835021403286,0.08999034750918787,0.0,0.0,0.0887818796776183,0.0,0.09523764091748547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840739671535298,0.0,0.10704614262064396,0.15798272909895905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843642701321104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312498990924431,0.0,0.0944674072259144,0.18707841264100006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807105818961544,0.0,0.07676698513322665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831708775812936,0.0,0.08334385566935912,0.15817025251892594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822548162460886,0.12572802045192966,0.0,0.189227305115194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997213696227547,0.0,0.0,0.07517134005947837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882312583258726,0.0,0.06381690594170784,0.0,0.0,0.11049664894676213,0.0,0.0,0.08990279080913377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337828131030426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581206655662326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942026825829264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668440533577203,0.080426811573679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504703276328528,0.0,0.0982473556459275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979603331338228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038036121631122,0.0,0.0,0.2157593217055513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823150211150418,0.08670570979634322,0.0,0.0,0.125134289797619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27457740431491656,0.0,0.1785379416135274,0.0,0.0,0.06394013473878597,0.0,0.0919974368854162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554326666898456,0.0,0.08467661023612179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712424197050493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yungalcoholicsanon,2020/03/29,"Anyone else feel like they are always wasting time even during this weird quarantine phase right now? I do some things to occupy myself like reading, video games, walking my dog etc but I always have this feeling like I should be doing something more even when there’s really nothing left to do. I’m not sure how else to describe it but it’s like my mind reaching out trying to grab onto something and never finding it",4.1840357142857165,6.452679475000004,4.35464285714286,84.19750000000002,73.0,6.071428571428572,25.17857142857143,6.868970318607317,1.1741071428571432,338,11,58,3,7,105,60,80,0.068,0.7659999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.813,0,1,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,14,10,5,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,5,6,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,8,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135806626413556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317558779722128,0.19307062078991044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148211370788649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015123823339127,0.2489148198010597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055353383512386,0.2692313946754988,0.0,0.0,0.17222322814374622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473167431460867,0.0,0.0,0.368232987814104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026237636234225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453302009280893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180805369644994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884827667925717,0.0,0.12071421980214618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091970583074794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901279718739477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759471744735028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518569808729335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987608302648907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793280588424008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,serpentear,2020/03/29,Anxiety is: Having the entire country on lockdown and still feeling like you’ve got somewhere to be Title says it all. I’m here on a literal shelter-in-place order for the state and I still feel like I’m going to be late to something or I forget an appointment. It’s driving me nuts.,2.722758620689657,4.559711965517245,4.599517241379309,82.74720689655173,75.89655172413794,6.708965517241379,28.84137931034483,7.554174236665415,1.9336579310344841,226,10,42,3,5,77,45,58,0.106,0.7759999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.1531,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,6,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347973115477747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31038170029917495,0.4385355462659832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443294183362834,0.0,0.2454765112236906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34622554527831223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29989677589206665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24407962652566315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628638997716805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902225024865414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alpster,2020/03/29,"Fear and Uncertainty (Video) Now more than ever more people are struggling to cope with feelings of fear, anxiety and uncertainty. This is my effort to try and express to you the ways in which I have learnt to deal with such feelings through my ongoing journey with mental health and spiritual development.

Here's the link: [https://youtu.be/YNWJ9QzoPMo](https://youtu.be/YNWJ9QzoPMo)

I hope it can in some way help to shed light on a struggle we are all facing on a daily basis. Stay safe everyone!",7.6513425129087755,10.607247180722897,6.663201376936318,68.40963855421688,65.144578313253,8.598278829604133,29.929432013769365,9.23628265651192,2.8738998278829606,408,15,62,8,7,124,63,83,0.195,0.715,0.08900000000000001,-0.8424,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,1,4,6,0,4,4,0,5,2,1,0,2,16,8,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,2,15,8,4,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630324817480941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197123285348016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277482506507093,0.0,0.20364062784670545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796275139703722,0.21551481384262572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653140444365755,0.0,0.0,0.14284657114612204,0.0,0.0,0.21167139844019747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476991346959676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774718894394798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271523596403675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455883866260635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469117570059287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383217215369594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crappyscifiwriter,2020/03/29,"I'm a little worried and now I need to vent, I suppose - an interesting story about my anxiety if nothing else 24 year old guy here, if thats relevant. So just over two years ago (about Dec 2017-Jan 2018) I had to leave uni during my final year, due to having absolutely horrid panic attacks for the first time in my life, particularly in situations where I had to sit and not really do much for an extended period of time (i.e. lectures). I took leave, and got prescribed Propranolol and Baclofen (an unusual one for anxiety from what I can tell, but man did it eliminate the horrible neck tightness I got almost immediately after I started taking it). In May 2018 though I got my very first job, as a dispenser in a pharmacy (I live in Scotland). This has been the most fantastic thing for me: my confidence has went up massively (particularly with women - even in uni I was a really shy thing but now like 80% of my friends are women haha), and I've found that I'm massively interested in medicines and medical technology and treatments (I did chemistry at uni so there was a bit of foundation there for me to geek out about this stuff).

Anyway, considering I just mentioned all that, its easy enough to guess whats coming next. It seems the world has gone to hell in a hand basket the past few weeks, and considering my job I'm literally reminded of COVID-19 and SARS-CoV-2 on a daily, if not hourly basis. My mood on this subject is so mixed its crazy.

On the one hand, I'm not doing myself any favours. I've been reading a lot and watching a lot surrounding the subject of the novel coronavirus, and came to the conclusion it is super-difficult to wade through the massive amounts of info about it, and that in itself makes it scary. Theres somewhat reassuring (not necessarily cheery, but hopeful) sources of information, such as Dr John Campbell's Youtube channel (maybe its just his voice is calming), then there is Reddit's own /r/coronavirus - where every second post is about a young person dying from the disease, and almost making me feel like as a healthy young person I might be MORE at risk of getting severely ill from this thing.

On the other hand, I have a strange sense of purpose out of all of this, which is something I've never really had in my life before, and its resulted in a strange sense of resolve. I might not be as involved in this ""fight"" as a doctor or nurse directly treating coronavirus patients, but as a pharmacy employee I am in the UK considered a ""key worker"" meaning that even in our current lockdown (realistically more like semi-lockdown) state I'm still working and considered to be helping provide ""front-line health and social care"" to customers, often unwell ones, face-to-face.

So one part of me hates the way I'm placed. I didn't sign up for fighting a global pandemic, and I'm scared shitless at the inevitability that I'll catch this thing eventually - a 25 year old pharmacy tech in the US died recently from it. It frustrates me to no end seeing all of the ""stay home"" and ""#quarantine"" messages and posts, when I literally can't do those things myself - I'd love nothing more than to just sit in and play CoD Warzone for the next couple of months but I can't - I'd only be allowed to stay home if I actually caught the virus haha. But the other part of me in a strange way feels a sense of duty, and a sense of purpose, and the fact I am living through a moment that will go down in history and how I am a tiny part of that - I'm beginning to think being considered ""front-line"" has a nice ring to it, bad as that sounds. I don't know if I want to be that self-aggrandising to be called ""front-line"" but several people have now referred to me as being such.

I suppose you could say I'm very confused right now. I'm not looking for any solutions - leaving my job isn't an option for me - back to the whole ""sense of duty"" thing. But does anyone have any advice to help me out and feel better about my situation? Its a different type of anxiety from my panic attack situation, but its definitely scary nonetheless.

TLDR: anxiety sufferer, got a job in a pharmacy, now dealing with a global pandemic, mixed feelings about this",11.743678160919535,7.300716877652937,11.298423522321231,63.25393258426968,58.75031210986267,14.643781480046494,44.72431012957941,12.1305440220866,5.214664953291145,3293,137,609,72,29,1094,374,801,0.126,0.753,0.121,0.4839,8,3,1,0,3,0,119.0,2,1,0,7,38,35,7,5,54,2,49,12,4,5,5,101,94,55,2,9,25,0,8,3,1,4,7,4,2,6,47,31,0,3,14,4,0,8,13,15,0,8,20,15,53,19,110,61,20,98,1,1,3,1,26,42,1,21,42,418,100,12,0.0,0.0,0.06113265811332971,0.0,0.0,0.06121614397590156,0.05553117146693772,0.0,0.12546019555680998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780260992195233,0.0,0.19169356213708214,0.0,0.0,0.043802965790695966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253586992663328,0.0,0.04817027586188096,0.05230610784688754,0.0,0.0,0.053306433367701384,0.0,0.0,0.0554045700960996,0.06839231060402863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396773199888801,0.07164939600956287,0.06387093516166936,0.0,0.0,0.053963274800334256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050017078016469284,0.06931569912957664,0.0,0.0,0.06458442889826363,0.0,0.0,0.13003161098839938,0.06545087879936927,0.0,0.06411999529921794,0.05482121837757281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052332008673502385,0.0,0.05548503459695015,0.06472921610894967,0.0,0.0827530999326083,0.0,0.05278126524533889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670113929393714,0.04475372845695507,0.0,0.06862473161780477,0.0,0.10657191465844204,0.0,0.06868720541976572,0.048399509964642616,0.0,0.03272952048861729,0.0,0.03560269893394312,0.0,0.2004122898480379,0.0,0.06901072744442979,0.062028576357299435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061849144877070335,0.0,0.06658889594899453,0.0,0.0,0.08397948607682404,0.0,0.12567644480020032,0.062220797865658165,0.061692882490467414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866269573713634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034428152113326636,0.0,0.0,0.1989965982104777,0.0,0.0,0.08849628525459219,0.09181581051527377,0.06278692692437103,0.11063368169366863,0.0,0.05260617284168332,0.0,0.0,0.1065173820941738,0.0565397199572364,0.0,0.08363228697691423,0.0,0.06293550247739994,0.06823896508945337,0.0,0.06310842732319835,0.0,0.1329132705517982,0.0,0.0,0.05000278427748856,0.0,0.04605141467574042,0.04645060651893609,0.04831582406479526,0.0,0.13324771730648086,0.0,0.0,0.12021947776787754,0.0,0.13147115479713736,0.0,0.16979997847770906,0.04764448159565735,0.0,0.1470012400018047,0.0,0.2035158726697238,0.05980191188844545,0.043430279415373314,0.1093987080833906,0.06545087879936927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199935296771124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266213176228806,0.0,0.12039631753413968,0.0,0.06185455677783885,0.0,0.0,0.053498640652978616,0.0,0.0498179608034746,0.06271875280608381,0.0,0.049920097033776464,0.05702981825255458,0.06535258419378906,0.1415424422543539,0.0,0.0,0.21124741807219136,0.0,0.06385887098591714,0.0,0.04822731942782371,0.0,0.0,0.04434058019084852,0.13354285140118913,0.050028520941070784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171374232699791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047101378384801766,0.0,0.054754647720203366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497120402609395,0.040140501257576816,0.061548570386172965,0.0,0.07305781540979914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696010989808866,0.0,0.0,0.06119523726760145,0.0,0.07535443714437699,0.0,0.0,0.1033776669615826,0.03694974970622138,0.09944965453261262,0.05025018396475607,0.0,0.0,0.058072708628976025,0.0,0.06994110526247746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560643647592357,0.06361922023235261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136576571698513
anxiety,bagofchipsx,2020/03/29,"Is there a way to stop overthinking? I feel like I overthink so much to a point where the matter seems 100 times worse than it really is and end up hurting myself and end up with very bad anxiety, is there a way to stop thinking so much?",8.698775510204081,5.31098632653061,8.413979591836732,78.37566326530613,63.28571428571429,12.248979591836735,34.70408163265306,10.125756701596842,2.9934408163265305,186,5,41,3,2,60,34,49,0.292,0.644,0.064,-0.9141,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,6,2,11,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771352093950355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333467984641134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41016936039169394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707869888385565,0.1654194532785046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478791944184541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312369346215526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34043196404025283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188897087128064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483369372036275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079453447065755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871725399027544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836796846412412,0.0,0.0,0.1350187380972585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105310037397288,0.0,0.367587417824723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359693559926506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gghadidgg,2020/03/29,"Analysing my thoughts I am constantly paying attention to what I am thinking. It doesn't really matter what I am thinking about, but I always analyse my thoughts. Or when I'm having a conversation, I am, whilst talking, inside my head thinking about what I am saying. Also when I'm busy doing things, such as watching a movie, doing exercises etc. I'm usually focused, however at a certain point I realize that I'm currently not paying attention to my thoughts and as soon as I realize that I am starting to pay attention. So I'm basically overthinking 24/7 and I'm constantly inside my head and not in the moment. I always zone out and I am super annoyed that I'm not ""subconsciously"" thinking about everything, I rather actively think all the time about anything..

Anyone got a tip how to fix/overcome this?",6.332450331125827,7.4725115496688765,7.4910529801324515,68.25022185430463,65.95364238410596,11.07311258278146,37.61655629139072,11.00357731598739,4.731044503311258,648,34,105,19,10,220,81,151,0.044000000000000004,0.853,0.10300000000000001,0.8808,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,12,3,1,0,6,0,11,3,2,1,2,28,28,14,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,13,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,17,2,14,24,2,15,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,11,76,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117766026461405,0.2729782945494466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469615046657003,0.0,0.13498572727992708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35452422926476285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294089350788945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474228784842967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311927042885466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366917219184217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506483098699803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508416422075348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304461518782978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610387026407258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184404405799807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897667629759154,0.5255307362110723,0.0,0.3906732147507005,0.09564934745561303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065990422889636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boxesofnopes,2020/03/29,"I (24 F) am constantly worried that I'm going to get sick and die. Is there therapy that can help with this? I dont know why, but I've always been nervous that I'll come down with some sickness/health issue and die even when I was growing up. No particular reason for it that I can think of.

I feel like a hypochondriac. I for years have had gastrointestinal problems, weird STRONG headaches, abdominal pain, ext. But the doctors think I'm healthy and normal. 

Every time a new ""symptom"" pops up (like this morning I woke up with petechiae all over my face and of course the first thing that pops up is cancer) I run to Google which always tells me something awful. 

Is there a specific therapy that can help me overcome this feeling that I'm going to die? I know it's not rooted in anything legit but I cant stop worrying that I'll randomly have a heart attack or something and die young.",4.194597802197801,5.587886068571431,4.8988571428571435,83.91668131868133,71.17142857142858,7.898901098901099,28.31868131868132,8.384062270229773,1.9403978021978017,702,26,138,11,13,226,108,175,0.22899999999999998,0.639,0.132,-0.9707,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,1,6,1,14,7,2,2,1,28,28,10,4,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,7,0,0,5,4,5,0,1,4,2,13,3,17,24,2,20,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,10,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172877124302095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469829558975254,0.0,0.0,0.14474089756230862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959617160259023,0.0,0.13748891567001598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281727917504964,0.0,0.0,0.13022386120878712,0.0,0.0,0.14911096932801002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403328906944192,0.0,0.10719558115465154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866120389913782,0.09089213584557683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822058047940104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664716912977041,0.0,0.14461388847570894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523805021573349,0.0,0.1507665012332148,0.17055729477551898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279360130334958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984302031087464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243149328538097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287817277741613,0.0,0.0,0.12465701286855987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538019857434558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174058570580144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081218865564118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958935811624228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636880486259906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223922830088214,0.0,0.0,0.11120340249523948,0.0,0.2909939798318281,0.0,0.08452502718108244,0.16304589668869124,0.0,0.0,0.07418801864961233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480402056878952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584136342209057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193104577018986
anxiety,TabulaRasaNot,2020/03/29,"As anxious a time as this is right now, there's also an element of relief, for me at least. Anyone else know that feeling when you have zero obligations, and then the weather moves in and it seals it that you're really going nowhere that day? That extra added relief because even the sunny day outside can't saddle you with the guilt of preferring to be hunkered down alone inside? Despite all the anxiety induced by this pandemic, I find a certain sense of relief too. I don't feel the stress that I should be doing something else, that I should be somewhere else than here at home. It's okay because, like when it's storming outside, all the normal people are holed-up too.",6.223384615384617,6.757207146153848,6.178269230769235,79.71048076923078,66.0,8.346153846153845,31.634615384615394,8.07648339933343,2.315692307692308,539,20,96,6,8,170,89,130,0.045,0.774,0.18100000000000002,0.9452,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,2,9,1,11,0,0,1,3,15,15,8,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,2,7,6,14,10,4,14,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,8,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085541202851376,0.0,0.1610320650321493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404419737412187,0.22748590686475756,0.0,0.14079956849064346,0.2063229399235849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455013043556269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25972841569095045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046455718103107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330001353955035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363308074961986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840445874590824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444075889642713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198619976852053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066531395726313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837710200523407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401985486738895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729561669086765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960161123180145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900001366475214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196519420096787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502114165841085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23066371109200376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741794989089208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReinOnly,2020/03/29,"Anxiety as of late Lately my anxiety has been making me feel physically sick. With Corona going around getting up and doing things has been really hard. I know that I am not actually sick but when my attacks flair up I get nauseous, lose my breath, and my chest tightens. I know one of these is a symptom of corona but it only happens when I am out doing something. Any tips?",2.2305821917808224,4.798341972602746,4.1331335616438345,81.68271404109589,81.32876712328769,6.389726027397263,24.19349315068493,7.645422480735847,1.5563164383561645,296,11,53,5,8,100,52,73,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.9144,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,9,5,2,1,0,12,17,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,2,10,0,9,15,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.21472101097002674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963036372570224,0.0,0.33665013700381713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587651515188412,0.0,0.2503199356504469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125557745998102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299169034937725,0.0,0.1250501408622845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945749473845924,0.0,0.19710684767317704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418493766097656,0.0,0.4964148715495366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24616126737466626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468741075852454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910043243102744,0.16734543484756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095913060672227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939258169863164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286991145988414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461805178851577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kitkatkhi,2020/03/29,"Paranoia or anxiety? Ever since I was a young kid I can remember always feeling like I’m being watched. I’ve had pretty bad anxiety my whole life (been on meds & in therapy for years) I feel like my anxiety fuels my paranoia but I’ve never talked to anyone about experiencing paranoia so I don’t know if somethings wrong with me or if I’m just crazy but the lack of sleep this is causing is driving me crazy. 

As a child I remember being convinced someone was somehow watching me through the mirror with a camera or something. 

Growing up I would always wonder if someone’s watching what I’m doing at that time (these thoughts came in the form of ghosts watching me, people from school stalking me, etc). This paranoia never seemed to leave, although it did reduce at one point. 

As I got into my late teens, the feeling of being watched turned a little scarier and I would be paranoid about being watched in the house. I would be terrified to be home alone and would lock myself in my room out of fear that someone would break in and assault me or kill me.

As of late, it’s starting to affect my sleep. I haven’t been able to sleep in my room alone and will often move to my parents or brothers room after hours of not being able to sleep out of fear. It’s kind of embarrassing & it makes me feel a little crazy vocalizing this here since I’ve never really openly talked about it before. 

I don’t want to talk to my psychiatrist about this because I’m embarrassed and don’t want her to think I’ve absolutely lost it. I do have some trauma in my past which may have made this worse, but it has definitely been happening since I was quite young. 

Has anybody else ever experienced this and do you have any helpful tips to overcome this irrational fear and paranoia?",6.444565217391304,6.514686753623187,6.597210144927541,78.48798913043481,65.52173913043478,8.986956521739131,32.90217391304348,8.548686976883017,2.5465913043478268,1410,54,264,18,20,452,170,345,0.24100000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.065,-0.9972,1,2,2,0,0,1,28.0,0,1,0,2,11,15,2,5,10,0,38,5,4,4,5,59,61,23,2,11,13,2,4,2,0,7,1,0,4,2,19,14,0,0,11,0,0,4,8,11,0,1,13,12,34,4,46,33,5,41,0,1,6,0,10,21,0,14,17,183,53,1,0.16200092904008934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677841055616255,0.0,0.0,0.13479775058520058,0.17552793893166355,0.0,0.05508309349791335,0.0,0.1858954009494396,0.0,0.0,0.05663740814702325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763200448257399,0.04937713135228896,0.0,0.0689254293404463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264295264096624,0.0,0.08320978966693326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766549435390691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033692944566096,0.0,0.1465391150449824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734441261639801,0.16382507461190665,0.115733496075556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478347100993466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716284432669334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054292903951273376,0.0,0.08125007028779417,0.0,0.07976914125118717,0.09346366072558944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961501277417791,0.08434951911031956,0.04451573695506385,0.0,0.18274410422101275,0.08576779638294095,0.0,0.0,0.0572130235588335,0.07914547094598583,0.16236749006928022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842157548689017,0.0,0.0,0.07664459803816358,0.054068439046044886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997325583416609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609067486237716,0.0,0.0,0.1874176552743027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054888011067280806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994143009081179,0.0,0.07732410877798672,0.05615552318857445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657162063533747,0.0,0.0,0.08240659260952952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615396456132415,0.0,0.0,0.051890971706974126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835154724086712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197679450269837,0.0,0.07373978073435766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101326386005608,0.0,0.3242358483472094,0.0,0.20589429219417385,0.12471622982436027,0.0,0.0,0.05733254569439052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531531541444586,0.0,0.0,0.0926310904391521,0.0,0.0,0.051901827009037234,0.0,0.06430532098922903,0.047232022250118674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810524552889115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555234524718524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043412594327696,0.0,0.0,0.08784154852350531,0.0,0.0,0.08254639340920747,0.2877020298908895,0.08856129228672191,0.0,0.05216164344636153
anxiety,ChicaDe,2020/03/29,"I can't get anything done now that everyone is stuck at home. Need some advice! I'm not sure exactly which off-shoot of anxiety this may be, but I've always struggled with doing things when anyone else is around. It's not usually an issue, up until this past month I would have the house to myself during the day (Mom at work, brother in school). Now, it's really apparent that this is a ***BIG*** problem.

I can't do my chores, shower, exercise, or anything else. Every time I get up to do some dishes or vacuum, I feel like I'm being watched or judged and I just start crying. Even if everyone else is in another room, I'm uncomfortable. Things like showering and self care are already hard for me when I'm alone (I've got some very specific trauma involving bathrooms and video cameras), but with other people around I feel like I'm suffocating. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to handle my irrational fear of judgement for existing in my own home? I've still got another week of quarantine, I don't know how much longer I can stand this.",2.916950464396283,5.13585875490196,4.330701754385967,83.1371052631579,76.6470588235294,8.020227038183695,23.97213622291021,8.841846274778883,1.9224058823529413,822,27,157,19,19,272,128,204,0.162,0.772,0.066,-0.9545,3,2,0,1,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,2,4,0,19,2,0,2,2,30,35,14,0,4,9,2,3,3,0,2,1,0,7,1,12,7,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,4,14,5,21,27,5,26,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,8,16,95,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23179150905523715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228351115431634,0.13087941239574796,0.0,0.09868572874335273,0.0,0.0,0.0806529070356256,0.2487274725562697,0.0907296204033606,0.0,0.0,0.1658574827208531,0.1215209812435101,0.19519742239664567,0.2111604887356639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092186377927208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027788792757222,0.07648798515394423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037887402789254,0.12137024121434505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972283406260783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833499738210041,0.0,0.09992665599680696,0.2266571258086071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345936285499782,0.11993669630482053,0.1694574924380991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392850075132775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971248464857324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062434112010333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379334183839094,0.0,0.0,0.13684990186681822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378887611862295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518013724837614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382771841071015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890433340193167,0.09466637452046296,0.0,0.08718555440228674,0.08794131320811162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321829913419462,0.08222316329122988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348536476632118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597898831207445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003078197405848,0.0,0.0,0.12372695441990808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394656480541714,0.0,0.09471509973984396,0.0,0.0,0.12398776225830603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178026071273577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575867815308406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915733408813954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062250486222102,0.09785844007533337,0.0,0.0,0.09513475706734556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634311185581703,0.0,0.0,0.0842509147443932,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alienobserverrr,2020/03/29,"Constantly on edge I find myself experiencing heart palpitations almost constantly and am always really irritable and on edge. It's driving me mad and makes me want to injure myself just to snap myself out of it but my anxiety is so strong when there isn't even anything happening. The only time it subsides is if I'm entirely engrossed in something fictional where I can forget about my own world.

Has anyone else experienced this?",7.7461538461538435,8.988053102564106,8.496564102564104,61.93176923076926,62.84615384615384,11.881025641025643,34.83076923076923,11.602472056035307,4.734473846153846,354,15,53,11,5,119,62,78,0.105,0.794,0.10099999999999999,0.1735,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,1,0,6,2,1,1,0,12,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,1,8,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500417127576851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077730885659876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910222855490202,0.0,0.0,0.17459830253831296,0.25585046510825155,0.20548448011639464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396809604030505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085950053353365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649266267386597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282242261548924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081173939675988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29589952682961473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666788433155347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189910556551552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599662815357395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223374390460954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456039599996416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728143315108794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ogobert,2020/03/29,"Anxiety over my internet presence. I like to be on the internet. Chatting with people, scrolling through Reddit. But recently I felt overwhelmed and deleted everything. I fear that the things I post and say could end up messing up my life. I have no idea if I'm making mistakes, how to handle my accounts, how to name myself and what info I'm allowed to share. Now I'm here doing nothing at all anymore, worrying about what I should do to feel safe online again. Please help me.",3.8738736263736255,6.08672664835165,4.5363598901098925,82.79926510989013,73.72527472527472,7.187362637362638,31.15521978021977,8.07648339933343,2.460636263736265,379,18,67,6,8,121,68,91,0.124,0.733,0.14300000000000002,0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,4,1,20,12,7,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,11,3,13,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274556452385885,0.0,0.24987253811855115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011662745611495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315813211019045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264417057339901,0.0,0.0,0.2835204216673684,0.12739646729274196,0.0,0.2419171642355079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888072058179734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844275291360403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796389476515626,0.1230929199895036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681825115676998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417584696199935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467448838701982,0.0,0.0,0.2765719038576072,0.0,0.0,0.24130409346023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24877604300538664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036543473748067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738829630623492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587343427806064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,baba_oh_really,2020/03/29,"Are face masks a normal trigger for panic attacks? At least I think that's what this was. I've never felt anything like it but it was fucking terrifying.

I went to CityMD earlier for a non-Covid issue and was given a mask to wear at check in. It felt sort of wrong the second I put it on, but I assumed it was just because I wasn't used to it.

It was only a few minutes before I was taken to an exam room, but by then I was visibly struggling to breathe and could barely speak, even after I took the mask off. When they checked, my heart rate was dangerously high. Even when I was starting to calm down they had to keep reminding me to breathe; I was holding my breath without even realizing it. 

It's been a few hours and I still feel vaguely dizzy and weird. But mostly I'm just stressed about having such a reaction to something so vital right now. 

Google isn't giving me peace of mind and, so please tell me this isn't terribly abnormal?",3.639596110695585,4.811069403141364,4.61971952131638,86.24090314136127,72.24607329842931,7.341959611069559,27.25542258788332,7.7094869923839395,1.4639914734480182,740,26,153,9,14,241,119,191,0.18600000000000005,0.742,0.07200000000000001,-0.9682,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,13,12,3,3,9,0,18,7,6,2,1,28,32,14,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,13,5,0,2,6,0,2,3,5,9,0,1,19,4,18,3,23,12,4,21,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,3,10,109,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582521309811266,0.0,0.0,0.18777252432499825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061526390843814,0.0,0.14044862617904855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178202796737434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327049432779192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345616009612741,0.0,0.3169550619020961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258957755223498,0.0,0.1583346438848313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558954654141056,0.0,0.1743884007467136,0.0,0.0,0.16254474447847034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227328385332982,0.0,0.14670740033268376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063694901160796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665728546083208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729966504794732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617176787995727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553085176352302,0.0,0.19365507032195906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811795065980313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592465617999366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095504252419366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706647828440254,0.0,0.0,0.11682592847338995,0.0,0.131812177105822,0.0,0.1890685691184985,0.17255006775726706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426429538390154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575980983152647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338084382776296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255348803794246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530065252945203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910597229644416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046041864859744,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ugleeass123,2020/03/29,"Just experienced my first panic attack and now I feel really unwell. Hi, just some information I got myself really worked up this afternoon about a few different things I’m anxious about plus the coronavirus is scaring me especially as I am a key worker and around hundreds of people a day. 

Well I had my first panic attack tonight , now I’m nauseous as fuck, shaking and my stomach really hurts. I just want to go to sleep but I can’t because I feel so ill. How can I relieve the symptoms ? Sorry if it’s not a lot of information my mind isn’t clear enough",3.649565656565661,5.4581821181818215,5.482121212121212,77.52762626262627,73.27272727272728,8.525252525252526,27.676767676767675,9.150863307647796,2.4944646464646465,443,17,82,10,9,152,75,110,0.215,0.7,0.085,-0.8895,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,11,10,3,4,6,0,6,5,2,1,1,21,14,10,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,8,1,2,2,3,14,2,11,12,4,11,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,3,7,60,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910651396109884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055870552870362,0.0,0.38481229309533344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030981251495155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907279200033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670150516395658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747531908562342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103117964126222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877183327985033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635499775966574,0.0,0.0,0.09611865577559772,0.0,0.1352661489009858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105373323276644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378555404779506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707698514725897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968677097355831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725122539472485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32504086904154983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932542734549091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924893749072722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893236016653455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757874986843771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236032828764132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975536628827816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520653010426296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312632188122315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blahbluhblahblah1000,2020/03/29,"I want to volunteer, but. . . I want to volunteer time as an active listener on 7 Cups of Tea to help other people out but I feel bad because I logged into my listener account for the first time in ages and after the chat request notifications started popping up I got anxious and logged out. I have a degree in psychology and additional education in social work, but I'm too anxious myself to do something so simple right now. It feels ridiculous. Like I eventually want to work in mental health but right now I'm not up to much of anything right now and I hate it.",3.8636565656565667,5.725448072727275,5.696666666666665,75.98944444444443,72.81818181818181,8.161616161616159,29.494949494949488,8.841846274778883,2.5841010101010102,448,19,81,9,9,154,69,110,0.151,0.728,0.121,-0.7684,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,2,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,18,14,10,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,10,1,21,13,1,22,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,10,56,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168886875851069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183641845167098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405855873101734,0.11247588695032353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865881033085061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694453524954374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475699005188399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216591734179904,0.0,0.19612603115913568,0.0,0.0,0.12367349742250902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014250928469696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594318454269546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563644600046748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791634719989814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727128711541246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880852166457991,0.0,0.14204519564445134,0.0,0.0,0.1305974800781454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517911022966893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264872164762508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686516799493261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,easyyy98,2020/03/29,Sore from breathing deeply ? My tummy muscles hurt from constantly feeling like I need a deep breath or I’ll pass out/die UGH,2.3912499999999994,5.245158958333335,2.2800000000000007,92.965,84.41666666666666,4.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.8417666666666674,101,4,19,1,3,30,22,24,0.332,0.528,0.141,-0.7531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494417922184388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570819695348756,0.3632288302965109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442943260842967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483975496273697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37700097967624346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sipthatteahoe,2020/03/29,"Romanticizing mental illness I'm currently working on an essay for my support about romanticizing mental illness and came here to ask a question, that could help me write it.

Question is: Why is romanticizing mental illness bad?

Thank you for your opinions in advance.!",9.096666666666668,10.972648888888893,9.14,56.25000000000003,60.111111111111114,9.555555555555557,43.88888888888889,9.725611199111238,5.065222222222221,220,13,28,4,3,72,36,45,0.195,0.556,0.249,0.2942,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,6,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,1,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112505525853172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963130329969024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460606402508165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177024407246713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420251434666576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.650425724884593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820077532678506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441361339285788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807023143799346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412864685635264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662307826469574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LittlePanps,2020/03/29,"Night anxiety Hey guys, due to a traumatic experience and a good panic attack trying to sleep years ago, i regularly cant fell asleeep and spend horrible nights because of anxiety. Do you guys have any tips/lifestyle change that you can give me to help (beside medication cause i already take melatonin)

Thank you guys :) have a lovely day/night",7.363064516129032,8.559996112903228,7.203387096774198,71.02508064516131,63.67741935483871,10.716129032258065,34.854838709677416,10.686352973137794,3.9854709677419367,277,12,46,7,4,88,49,62,0.22399999999999998,0.58,0.196,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,1,3,0,5,3,1,1,0,3,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,5,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911623656575673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563415181526027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439487475479992,0.0,0.2573745682349283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913737090144072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254490803081663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728075324542668,0.17795368673463566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848751524935753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455072864815387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137125585674142,0.0,0.14109434586025554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996905857517775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275383340290385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182446243772407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694632209158734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735871792819982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736907308555196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683407598744449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647995884587154,0.0,0.0,0.1548737064594083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420984479302874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832769712320348
anxiety,Bigpoppapenguin123,2020/03/29,"Lyrica vs Gabapentin for anxiety, any experiences? Hi guys. I suffer from anxiety and depression like a mutha. Psychiatrist hasn’t helped much so far. SSRIs and SNRI are no help. We’ve tried antipsychotics and those are no good either. I’ve tried mood stabilizers like lamictal, lithium, and trileptal. I don’t want to go down the benzo route. Last time I saw my psych she mentioned Gabapentin might be something we’ll look at next. How effective can Gabapentin be for anxiety? Is Lyrica similar or any better? My understanding is that these are nearly the same, as Lyrica is the successor to Neurontin. Can you share your experience with these? Thank you so much!",4.0990314769975775,7.297657983050848,4.297142857142859,79.26644067796613,79.33898305084746,8.456174334140437,27.072639225181604,9.04235418022936,2.9180707021791767,534,22,90,15,14,166,84,118,0.124,0.684,0.192,0.8423,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,2,3,9,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,2,0,14,20,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,10,6,10,15,4,8,0,2,2,0,11,4,0,2,5,55,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256706420726684,0.0,0.4331686909440751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692979380416467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256596674060386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692580517245857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726824847853604,0.15831052128950068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868874254114791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530238619353686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538525319011537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442274455810506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849843379448314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022883318618848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27749888295776565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073266461833214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530527849688968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377122417017046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005884569618782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562912065021369,0.0,0.0,0.1964904127411276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132681092690673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxiousfox220,2020/03/29,"Being apart from my boyfriend during lockdown is actually making my anxiety worse Honestly going a bit mad with the fact I can’t see my boyfriend haha. Haven’t seen him in a week (I’m in the U.K. lockdown started Tuesday here)

I know there’s the normal stuff like phone calls/video chat we can do but we don’t really do them. He hasn’t bought it up and I’m kinda scared to (social anxiety thing, plus phone calls sometimes make me anxious) we talk all day on Snapchat, send each other memes and videos and tag each other in posts. We will probably play some games at some point. I keep wanting to send him messages about how much he means to me and how much I love him but don’t want to come across as clingy or annoy him. Worried he would think it’s cringy too. Any ideas of other things we can do while apart?",1.5080606060606063,3.8850938969697006,2.216515151515153,95.49810606060608,82.75757575757575,5.121212121212121,19.46969696969697,6.42735559955562,-0.03730303030303084,643,17,138,6,18,199,111,165,0.10400000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.095,-0.1307,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,5,0,1,0,6,8,2,1,5,1,14,1,0,4,2,35,31,12,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,1,4,4,1,4,5,3,0,0,2,2,19,5,17,26,8,20,0,0,2,1,24,10,0,4,6,83,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.16604713567377402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571151418407805,0.0,0.260336846967764,0.1922271813294616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576563866824286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737476988857935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657381976685985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973616332443856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096703241159212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920847473430257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124194723878776,0.0,0.0,0.09351296379688057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312933880809455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535719015079004,0.0,0.2271601159010572,0.0,0.0,0.18534912506897425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501676104597377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671617511536865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085186224298273,0.0,0.16296184819359294,0.0,0.1834563119121019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090059132013816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703552500068847,0.0,0.1355918322682593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345201307810545,0.0,0.0,0.16828805208912925,0.0,0.12043687551021587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478723597737085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367644737842139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608738824844316,0.10902871663087116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072413966384148,0.0,0.13648840688326952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728010791514687,0.17340290033231026,0.12087352179582582,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shortasiam,2020/03/29,"Does anyone else find that prolonged periods inside tend to create mild agoraphobia? I have always found that whenever I have had a reason not to leave the house for a few days at a time, for ex. If I was sick, I would be very reluctant to leave the house and get back to normal life. I would make up excuses to prolong going outside, ""feel sick"" a few days longer. 

I don't know if it's because I have a predisposition to agoraphobia or if my GAD just likes the predictability of being home and isolated",7.405151515151516,6.343077797979803,8.103717171717173,72.22890909090908,63.94949494949496,11.556363636363635,32.931313131313125,10.793553405168565,3.3214185858585865,398,13,78,9,5,134,68,99,0.11699999999999999,0.807,0.075,-0.7182,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,10,3,0,2,0,17,17,6,0,6,6,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,8,1,11,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,6,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614287228203612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565366515890928,0.1987823067004333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491788136813296,0.0,0.11826439560198927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250235934045036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977615709697694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206730876648331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980953778744064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773181772438674,0.0,0.0,0.21271781479904384,0.0,0.0,0.10136024657302108,0.0,0.11025820998094203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460406451416268,0.0,0.0,0.4477142775913335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066207489496798,0.0,0.0,0.4108491653342184,0.0,0.0,0.1370323359506821,0.09478164313840716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950066335976146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008491155768004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947071359308569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312659142988167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007545568860154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27563291545436625,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheTrenchStudent,2020/03/29,"I am a teenager who has trouble sleeping I experience short heart palpitations during the night, I can’t sleep, I panic, my hands start shaking I feel like I am gonna die and when I google about symptoms,it only gets worse. I have started meditating but currently I am in bed and experiencing palpitations again... I am starting to panick, please help me. 
Thank you,Nikola",2.676811594202896,5.64890943478261,4.330434782608695,77.67072463768119,85.08695652173913,6.544927536231885,26.507246376811594,7.793537801064563,2.116142028985508,297,13,51,6,9,99,55,69,0.14800000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.5647,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,7,4,4,0,0,4,14,4,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,12,2,3,13,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234385077094668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209137361749716,0.0,0.0,0.11419091125480668,0.1613393237986272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799148106656104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267620131644596,0.15137502464876054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103334574444454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193446754335413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176062662070535,0.0,0.2649732377299289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479032456716815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520039080946919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795497138329625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079220761299106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301490881423372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DoubtUpstairs,2020/03/29,"Advice? Getting out of mental roadblock to help myself Hi all, disclaimer that this is my first time posting here. I was wondering if you could help me with tips or advice on how you started your journey to understand your anxiety and help yourself. My anxiety is mostly around my partner and feeling that something will go wrong in our relationship because of my actions. I do have a loving, supportive partner of almost 9 years, but for whatever reason, I still think that he does not love me or that something I do will lead him to leave. This causes me to constantly ask for reassurance that he still loves me, is not mad, that we are ok, etc. I've been to therapy, and my therapist recommended a CBT type approach where I give myself evidence that we are fine. My issue is this- I feel completely alone in this process. I know the issue is me, but the solution is also me. I am struggling with the idea that I alone have to get my self-assured brain more in control than the anxious one. Right now, I don't have confidence that I can do it and that my happy brain will win. What worked for you to get past this roadblock?

 TL;DR I know I have to be responsible for working on my anxiety, but I feel like the anxiety is in control and I am alone, lost, and trapped in it. Advice on how to get out?",4.205470368835478,5.644272385826774,5.1402196435971845,82.02038334024039,71.20472440944881,8.3394944053046,30.29755491089929,8.841846274778883,2.4671685039370086,1022,43,197,19,19,334,135,254,0.14,0.6890000000000001,0.171,0.8723,0,4,2,0,0,0,30.0,3,5,0,8,9,14,1,1,7,1,27,5,2,7,1,41,48,15,0,2,8,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,18,13,0,2,10,0,0,5,3,4,0,2,3,3,41,10,30,40,4,28,0,1,0,3,24,13,0,6,10,151,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872846841740991,0.0,0.0,0.0981298677005517,0.3044860993312612,0.0,0.07836818772645995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998698321499356,0.11070874766924273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723813131857397,0.09161399236682456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973807857146796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187941851759086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066994207447316,0.0,0.0,0.102748019177021,0.1058999729700706,0.21982399906864056,0.07824265260772402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857578594182618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929259034161946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865072521100914,0.07000909624118684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335622178503567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479760938974093,0.09400767865186904,0.05569396924123913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431965834062837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970560261373293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062671614719263,0.0,0.20456687319252634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771320727060132,0.0,0.0,0.10376470278661254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047876397762098434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697533208566938,0.0,0.2653384309472499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875795487566552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640532222042146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354925163010662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385406375207994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075726596052632,0.0,0.1052121334935464,0.0,0.08368892629469821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223227235321466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088579940437385,0.0,0.0,0.06936280066490758,0.0,0.15652110597830415,0.0,0.0,0.1024477708926555,0.0,0.0,0.1112058658303344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120681418151746,0.11378210239627695,0.0,0.06279253846780783,0.0,0.0,0.057142854981511886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201836199080347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627359637597332,0.1426860067550109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714436606835573,0.0,0.06310687294455783
anxiety,romancatholic45,2020/03/29,"Does anyone else wear cloth masks even at home? I can't even feel safe in my own home anymore because I live with my father and brother who still have to go to work everyday and be around others. I myself haven't left the house in weeks and stay in my bedroom with the door shut 95% of the time. Whenever I do go out to use the toilet or eat something, I wear a homemade cloth mask or a rly well fitted bandana over my mouth and nose. I know they aren't medical grade but between the locking myself in my room and the masks, I managed to avoid the past two flus or colds that the rest of my family got. I'm hoping that I can do the same if my family gets the coronavirus because I'm somewhat at risk because I'm about 15-20lbs underweight and don't eat much at all due to emetophobia. 

Does anyone else who shares a house or apartment with others do this or am I being a weirdo?",7.817991803278693,5.139953661202185,7.839446721311479,79.60048155737707,64.30054644808743,10.89863387978142,33.80396174863388,8.841846274778883,2.5327601092896166,692,20,150,8,8,225,106,183,0.062,0.892,0.046,-0.4109,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,2,14,0,12,7,4,1,1,27,23,13,0,2,7,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,11,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,1,3,19,4,22,20,6,24,0,0,0,0,6,15,0,8,6,98,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395111654358007,0.19672556761560395,0.28827501322409704,0.0,0.12523000567429013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572613536788357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621016198400286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28788998067376737,0.23503075476561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582817695475615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26523053504537697,0.0,0.07112918353589481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349654731914754,0.0,0.15989696199783585,0.0,0.11251013705866628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822157072350796,0.13972138137981174,0.0,0.3246386497762112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731094966050388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284310445310273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242180377271048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171461866083646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034118412766343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428959487546427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829799555527904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499401511329021,0.112342726131021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202835096785574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374184095703121,0.0,0.0,0.12149748086484635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284048676625112,0.0,0.12648314453527645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102412609976249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vaguefully,2020/03/29,"It's my birthday and I'm sick from anxiety. I had takeout for lunch and I have thrown it up and had to run inside a store for the restroom. My stomach is fucked. I don't know what to do. I am 20 today and everything's closed. My mom's working. Only family has wished me a happy birthday. We're trying to make the most of shit by grilling steaks and having a nice dinner but I'm so sick to my stomach from being anxious. I don't know what to do. I can't make it stop. 

I'm on the verge of tears and everything is ridiculous. It's ridiculous. I don't feel good. I don't feel good I don't want to throw up again. I don't have friends nobody gives a shit why doesn't anyone like me? 

I want everything with the virus to stop but it won't. It can't. I'll be sick to my stomach anxious about that for months. I just wanted to be able to eat. I just wanted a good day. I tried so hard to make it one but I'm stuck here and everyone's gone and I'm just trying not to throw up. Am I sick sick? Do I have the virus? I've not been good for days, but I've been anxious for days.

I always made my birthdays big I always try to make it a perfect day or a good one and give myself a break. But it doesn't matter, it's shit. It's just another day and I wish I was never fucking born anyway. Fuck this, fuck mental illness, fuck the pandemic and the fucking government for not doing shit about it and everyone for not listening.",-0.6581911088400645,1.4160246601941786,1.7107656276613843,97.28047649463468,90.42394822006472,4.676579799012093,17.84031681144609,6.202715092499727,-0.3082155339805825,1096,30,259,11,38,370,129,309,0.32,0.629,0.051,-0.9982,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,11,22,12,0,15,0,32,22,7,5,2,49,63,20,0,6,14,1,3,1,1,1,6,1,0,0,16,14,3,2,4,0,1,4,16,12,0,2,8,4,29,10,32,51,1,24,0,0,0,6,5,7,10,2,13,159,45,2,0.08113450321075517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350208124417741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507660086413134,0.06206767288132669,0.27497668382994245,0.0,0.05673113111612281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26162521240477604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302085203553433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505498952125296,0.2187553797085772,0.0,0.07648638884122963,0.0,0.08204808528482384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268431591779226,0.4500452450062568,0.0,0.15566321707159,0.0,0.3402588594637474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636918735780573,0.07268057843629824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917880222812748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039638220006718274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767714286882338,0.21663164365168647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817644961976272,0.0,0.0,0.0950237495655884,0.06476078639451267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625759306596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995767830610964,0.061706445752516964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331336064467999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356641552935103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690602223534349,0.0,0.0,0.22034000748575244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914209284647856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321126948301339,0.0,0.18660134916507515,0.0,0.0,0.05906688464469925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Paramite67,2020/03/29,"School is impossible to support  Hi i reformulate this from r/SuicideWatch because i had no answers. I'm currently at a political sciences institutes, this is the only  school that i like since they are the only in france to propose all what i like. But since the first note it has started to be unbearable, all  of them are too low for passing to the 2nd year and no one wants to help me, all the professors, all  the students, all the psychologist, they at least ignore, or like some teachers mock me or refuse me like the universitary psy center because they have not enough room for me. I  never talked about it to my parents and i still don't want. I'm starting  to become crazy, all what's at school makes me want to end my life but  everything else in my life makes me want to continue such as creating or gaming. Now when i went to school i'm always negative and anxious, its like if i was in a cage filled with apex predators or BTs. I'm completly thorn apart. IDK what can i do now, with the exams coming in may i'm  really starting to be in a state of crippling fear and anxiety. I'm completly loss. Internet is my last option, please help me i  don't know what could i do.",3.6462335216572512,5.0633090847457645,4.823333333333334,83.8340018832392,72.5593220338983,8.464783427495291,27.517890772128066,8.998388855275968,2.110948964218456,928,34,190,19,18,306,131,236,0.14300000000000002,0.762,0.095,-0.8203,2,0,0,0,0,2,22.0,0,0,4,2,7,11,1,1,12,0,18,2,0,2,7,36,37,13,0,6,8,1,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,10,7,0,2,2,1,1,4,7,5,0,2,3,0,26,6,28,30,9,31,0,2,0,0,11,12,0,8,19,127,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079002036746744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266426265310697,0.13684263466542848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767967723730588,0.1337787764805196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434293179119022,0.2540053960838685,0.0,0.0,0.09671259906255296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118872940382433,0.0,0.10728539366453606,0.1251598648588968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886400290241001,0.0,0.0,0.1363051382572935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030332764570608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238202407091465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656998377043108,0.09873727065681194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111566876286816,0.2958904578899745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171068282756176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342306880895324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820809506002007,0.1842499333762264,0.0,0.0,0.1345007395357432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296457225794567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759910046759802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903608703686364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040028730084286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572097126177477,0.0,0.0967347250047906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745710244991705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735985718474656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857828942044805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228889828912636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800386998351826
anxiety,xeffire,2020/03/29,"Question about the alcohol confidence I was just wondering: It is possible to feel as half as confidant while boozed while being sober. I just want to know, if it's possible to get better?",4.723619047619049,7.0305006000000025,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,71.57142857142857,11.523809523809526,31.666666666666664,11.20814326018867,4.557666666666666,151,7,26,6,3,50,27,35,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.7579,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279768840823433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714232425547872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517507853096385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033970776914733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686611892405319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6919548659057081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437920720802263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101432534274697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332813990110052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stordvst,2020/03/29,"can someone please help me. this is really urgent.   
 I got my phone taken away last night and my parents have no clue when they’re giving it back. my boyfriend knows this & I told him to make a reddit acc to message me.

but I can’t find his user, when I search for it nothing shows up.

this is giving me nonstop anxiety and I had a panic attack last nigh. 

can someone please private message me? I need someone to give him my email via instagram. Please.   
btw, I’m writing this on a school iPad.",1.2489545454545448,3.5820215500000043,2.5874545454545452,92.70372727272728,83.5,4.836363636363637,22.090909090909093,6.1124844417494595,0.3283000000000005,385,13,79,3,11,124,68,100,0.11699999999999999,0.733,0.15,0.1272,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,17,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,17,0,7,13,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,6,47,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570805742100642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169970089940059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398884208588486,0.14369011052682634,0.117599738570793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978239116630095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401356606984996,0.0,0.0,0.12231834087934862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025109928398739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405062282831223,0.2493294612686651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208717833340854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134014511094883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352177801635227,0.0,0.14674795715470926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943957227235607,0.1698193433219551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036393797655311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797587975551572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547812325869306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887511401458723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613863514964573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,getFIGGYwithitlol,2020/03/29,Anyone else have weird head pressure electric jolts? I've been getting this annoying small jolts that cause pressure throughout the day. Does this happen to anyone else?,6.786666666666669,10.428385285714286,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,71.14285714285714,5.161904761904762,30.76190476190476,6.42735559955562,1.936961904761905,140,6,19,1,3,38,23,28,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.8217,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835805097701548,0.5620859447337363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817718411076968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689464385530046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003341454058474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458268936861393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330543522492695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425541323417443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815011266801446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kilobyte111,2020/03/29,"How to get over fear/anxiety about talking to neighbor about loud subwoofer late at night? I live in an apartment complex with rather thin walls, and my neighbor below me plays his subwoofer as late as 2 or 3am to the point that it shakes my floor and makes it hard to sleep. I’ve tried banging the floor to get his attention, playing louder rumbling sounds, and lodged multiple noise complaints, including a call to our courtesy officer who came out and basically told me the walls were thin and he wasn’t going to do anything about it. None have helped at all. Deep down, I feel like the next step would be for me would be to just go knock on his door and try to talk to him about it, but my anxiety keeps me from doing so. I have (probably irrational) fears that:

- He will get physically aggressive
- He will retaliate with even more noise
- He will damage my property

So, I guess the two pieces of advice I’m looking for are: am I acting irrationally anxious about going to talk to him, and if so, how can I start to get over this fear and go talk to him? It feels like every bone in my body wants to go down there and face him, but something mental is just holding me back enough not to.

Thanks for any advice in advance, much appreciated!!",6.872450142450143,6.280922905349798,6.656378600823048,80.63267806267807,64.80246913580247,9.946058879392213,32.27255460588794,9.265573868473778,2.528255080721748,978,33,199,15,13,308,145,243,0.11699999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.055,-0.9515,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,1,16,10,1,3,7,0,17,4,4,3,1,35,38,20,0,5,8,0,5,2,2,5,0,2,3,0,9,13,0,2,4,2,0,10,3,5,0,1,4,8,24,5,42,27,6,37,0,1,1,0,22,21,0,3,8,131,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117679163783013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695946795942739,0.0,0.17314945166996054,0.12784986616734945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312925179536242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702072995347575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570633673356005,0.0,0.0,0.11555920393672793,0.12943630963118072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169348427911854,0.0,0.07474770523109171,0.0,0.0953505901167588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820430758306565,0.11444428571375935,0.16169731432016746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23650657696985025,0.0,0.321585541509974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466949315494633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137807427839564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585545285724694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059067911019086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255321336193728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105782727259522,0.0,0.09993116674303804,0.0,0.0950342815944845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554184121009785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140487231554404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319295766467415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035755885944778,0.10620236098301612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698221197598347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201638063515086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325171117667933,0.0,0.0,0.08712378048948931,0.0,0.0,0.0801022951546285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638469762461184,0.0,0.10419171379459448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813876680067083,0.0,0.15366997708315544,0.0,0.11055062736140372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675058702701098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078541523517653,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trenchfoot44,2020/03/29,"Ruminating/Intrusive Thoughts I'm looking to see if anyone else is dealing with or has dealt with something similar to what I'm currently working through. 
A couple months ago, I started consistently ruminating over mistakes/regrets that I made at some point in my life that I wish I could go back and do-over or change. If I manage to get over 1 thought, another 1 pops up in its place. These are mistakes/regrets that I haven't thought about for 7, 10, 15 years, but now all of a sudden they're at the forefront of my life, like I need to move past them again like I did so many years ago. 
These thoughts are making me feel like shit and like I'm a terrible person almost 100% of my day and it's making it very difficult to work and complete household chores. All I want to do is play video games because in that moment my mind is distracted and I'm entirely focused on the game.
No matter how much logic I use- i.e. I can't control the past, I forgot about them before, I can do it again, I need to be present, it hasn't really helped.
I've been seeing a therapist and I'm on Buspar, which admittedly had made me feel better this past week. I'd just like to know that there's light at the end of the tunnel. Any help/advice/stories are appreciated.",3.6397129186602872,4.962098446640319,4.667980029124196,85.31235905970463,72.43873517786561,7.69785729144997,27.54503848554192,8.20500826718156,1.707486956521739,989,36,204,15,19,323,152,253,0.07400000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9359999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,4,10,11,1,1,9,0,18,3,1,7,2,42,47,13,0,7,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,15,8,0,2,9,4,0,2,4,4,0,0,10,6,22,7,29,35,4,35,0,0,3,0,8,13,1,6,25,117,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009625593693599,0.0,0.11350742894505746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770844521660266,0.11886131365464273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925959313237058,0.11614433515330402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716205391502722,0.0,0.06909940742462689,0.0,0.09645571124682294,0.0,0.0,0.1002521999189267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991326081930548,0.0,0.11884927351140755,0.0,0.1271358941950444,0.09050376342547656,0.12542379292187114,0.0,0.07310380554876468,0.1168627617961473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469253143910428,0.0,0.10039779699172513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463014625345655,0.08097995751256397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922266747281305,0.0,0.06442156098293224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195728822837992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062296268746744085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601302431557052,0.2768946368963739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518861977534453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145161600802601,0.15132904630690205,0.11492293343803207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445499639915566,0.0,0.09047789951613842,0.12047712078155624,0.08332806522302998,0.168100771579477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246270054496749,0.0,0.09897614163078282,0.1184305658338776,0.0,0.10715595391103812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261732906388807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806565609703989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635601823118187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726527180783034,0.0,0.0,0.08023238339551858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161246627149015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359960933566884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979012643518928,0.0,0.09352873343668812,0.066858991741607,0.0,0.09092555866889067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303512438567615,0.0,0.0,0.16504579240462308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599222570151069
anxiety,redit_user1212,2020/03/29,anyone's else's anxiety sometimes less for a few months and then out of no where it comes back and hits you like a truck? it sucks...,3.0642857142857127,3.925265428571429,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,73.28571428571428,7.028571428571429,21.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.16365714285714272,104,2,25,1,2,32,24,28,0.142,0.7659999999999999,0.091,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120728264815334,0.0,0.0,0.2852409896332574,0.4179825279205834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31368052162048865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35140401180707803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407813529077675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929877792977488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32561365227828104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034628881022678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gold_Being,2020/03/29,"Can’t get out of bed Hi everyone. I have had therapy for a long time and also take some medications for anxiety/OCD/BPD-like symptoms. At the moment I’m trying to find a new therapist because my current therapist is ill and can’t continue with me for a few months. In addition, I’m taking a two-month break from an almost four-year relationship. Am living at home with my family, which is totally fine. All of this is extremely hard for me, and it is so much harder to deal with because of COVID 19. I can’t see therapists in person or get intensive treatment. I cannot get out of bed till at least noon every day. I am PARALYZED in anxiety for most of the day. Reddit seems to comfort me but also feeds the issue. I’ve recently come off of Klonopin after a gradual, slow taper and I never want to take benzos again. I take Propranolol as needed which helps a lot, but I’m not sure if it’s a great choice. I want to try CBD or something, but I’m not sure it’ll help. I feel like I’m merely surviving and can’t bring myself to do much of anything at all. I’m so stuck. I would appreciate some words of encouragement more than you all could know! 💙",2.7326648900732837,4.205387063291141,4.808914057295136,82.80205862758163,74.99156118143459,8.702553852986899,25.131912058627574,9.276330184999452,2.0546506329113923,902,30,188,22,19,312,142,237,0.081,0.804,0.115,0.9165,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,11,0,17,4,0,0,7,42,40,17,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,3,1,6,12,1,0,4,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,2,3,16,7,37,35,13,29,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,9,17,118,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750157137702412,0.0,0.0,0.18767752203495305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976669721420556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965628856120733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430618071270905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778878068596785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108018017265501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368844415615674,0.0,0.0,0.15135241993329107,0.12097497295223597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988661236828144,0.11212579471538116,0.0,0.0,0.11062007304907824,0.0,0.05933189764380504,0.08382951095101207,0.0,0.0,0.10724892620413776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839198514283021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293705290008512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511583848679082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730441888229818,0.0,0.11770410275197282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247509150402705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448837346329979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057327622065940886,0.0,0.10361558411843197,0.1038444267660685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976040384350368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821023145545426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873233402755474,0.0,0.1725204895311749,0.08700798262217546,0.0905017758786862,0.11333012514950205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245895161700153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586157005365695,0.1259819390681949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350678625566457,0.1068242119387884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033599526799678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118784964195548,0.12196379514984912,0.3529078493573314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419138406228753,0.4087310868575288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684233598865772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933572033518256,0.0,0.11462657949512013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842330256859167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833567507530282,0.0,0.0,0.07556472773716033
anxiety,princessonania,2020/03/29,"Covid 19 is my fault i sometimes feel, maybe irrationally, that im to blame for bad things that happen in the world. 

i made a post in r/death about feeling immortal. sometimes i think that if i just didnt do something wrong or lived my life right, or had better thoughts that bad things wouldnt happen 

i keep feeling like if i come out as gay to my family, covid 19 will get better sooner, at the same time maybe this is all happening because im gay, i dont know

obviously this cant be right, it doesnt make sense and i know that... but also i cant help but believe it

can anyone relate?",2.3346341463414646,3.7834127479674815,3.597243902439025,91.17976829268294,75.99186991869921,6.546016260162602,22.05609756097561,7.1686216300943375,0.4952185365853658,460,12,103,5,10,150,78,123,0.111,0.79,0.099,-0.5122,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,0,13,3,0,2,2,24,28,9,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,3,12,3,9,21,2,10,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,4,2,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148246781408707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039780046963874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397745487850348,0.087527935042536,0.0,0.0,0.16177085160744475,0.0,0.25397809820429235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236855541238949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682802656114872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535892999924,0.0,0.21780230183883784,0.10257697895077568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501710918809779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809145787390192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624183584932802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101923532338185,0.0,0.0,0.1276247291689661,0.0,0.0,0.15782085454799613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141816003680253,0.07014825942850196,0.0,0.12678797085312593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586336862266254,0.09584394012095948,0.0,0.2885003746264396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375145065260545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452411955546405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053856070468704,0.2840179918648888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078266460144075,0.09200331446199657,0.0,0.11399025832985628,0.0837254263707719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698739125305428,0.0,0.0
anxiety,porouspoppies,2020/03/29,"Trust issues...and self-esteem Anyone else in here have major trust issues? A part of me wants to trust my SO when I am in a relationship with them, and then the other part of me is terrified of being vulnerable just pushes them away to keep them at arm's distance. I have seen these insecurities infiltrate all of my past relationships and am worried I can't have a normal functioning relationship because of it.  

At my very low points I have combined these trust issues with my low self-esteem. I felt like nobody could ever love me. I remember one night particularly where alcohol was involved and I was convinced that my SO at the time was just dating me as some sort of ""game"". As ridiculous as that sounds, it sounded more plausible then them dating me because they cared about me. Anyone else in these treacherous waters?",7.372438672438669,7.745792376623381,7.4807359307359365,71.9061832611833,63.54545454545455,10.221067821067821,31.3968253968254,9.994966539143718,3.0303933621933616,662,22,115,13,9,214,90,154,0.10800000000000001,0.738,0.153,0.8616,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,0,10,12,1,1,5,0,13,4,1,0,2,17,19,11,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,5,2,1,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,5,4,23,8,21,12,6,21,0,2,1,1,11,11,0,2,10,89,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223395900088546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992063891768137,0.29191032548692275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338349088041346,0.0,0.0,0.17367037734257082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523558093873512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137334119845395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379946265746329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288526829542556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677274963783725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973581249071539,0.0,0.12661463372948528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959306579637728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856519249823994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336781216313398,0.13956913299777693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652668484958442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30851535128484503,0.13598306322556775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465972896028494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588086366800631,0.16136620571385538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972093803608081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306277523806126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753480263951813,0.08401972431655344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446632084832867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emms25,2020/03/29,"FMLA for healthcare worker What are my chances of getting written out on FMLA right now as a healthcare worker? I'm not sleeping,  I'm crying most days,  I feel the stress in my whole body.  I feel the toll it's taking on my body and my mood. I'm convinced I'm going to get Covid and die. Idk what to do.  Not in a position to quit right now.

ETA that I have no PCP right now,  and I am never compliant with meds because they make me anxious that I'm going to become too complacent.",2.2768564356435625,3.5703463267326754,3.937710396039602,89.3176547029703,75.83168316831683,6.238118811881187,24.506188118811878,6.6274283507984215,0.7615435643564354,373,12,80,3,8,125,64,101,0.135,0.795,0.07,-0.6753,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,4,3,0,1,4,0,4,3,3,1,1,12,18,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,2,10,1,13,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,5,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348209023711046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519423847415425,0.20870230175157295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198057037745089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757445619354048,0.12186989040301555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612082191444896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109762147021994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745784614376816,0.0,0.21479178868038573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613881144609349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990285188725447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574516234989854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099264715002413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841375399296084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910627558483475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164642718506737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420817749147921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097803750052455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not_my_real_name_lol,2020/03/29,"Random bouts of anxiety and intrusive thoughts Day 6 of the lockdown in UK, and for some reason my anxiety has just come back hard 

I find myself randomly just getting anxious and wanting to cry, feeling sick 

Intrusive thoughts are the worst, fear of so much random stuff, and I don't trust myself enough to listen to my head when I tell myself to ignore the intrusive thoughts",7.774857142857139,8.043847200000002,7.249285714285714,74.25821428571432,62.71428571428571,10.428571428571429,37.5,10.125756701596842,3.9211428571428577,304,14,51,6,4,95,48,70,0.317,0.665,0.018000000000000002,-0.9690000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,19,11,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,8,1,9,8,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275480827892473,0.2418545259259538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461775064417852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844148233756416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351617488908184,0.13806677897584851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120649645787893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090455927780924,0.10824754571899724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956693364552773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185030490477968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177764380131326,0.0,0.2197124400815219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737672583896806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011450138775676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450755105907263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711927186921268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098774914826464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262725731723897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousAgnaktor,2020/03/29,"I hate this obsession with my pulse and breathing I find my current health anxiety is worrying about my pulse rate and breathing. I was really ill nearly a month ago (high temp that I couldn’t shift, high pulse rate, dry cough etc mum thinks I might have had COVID-19 but I’ll probably never know) 

I still have a little bit of a cough in the mornings but ever since then I keep worrying about if I’m breathing right, if my chest is tight, checking my pulse and it’s driving me mad. I know my chest probably feels tight due to anxiety as I was having anxiety attacks with the chest tightness before all this but now I’m just obsessing and I just want it to stop. My upper body is so tense because I’m anxious which makes it worse.",3.3642922374429216,5.1256769589041085,4.026232876712331,87.86665525114157,73.93150684931506,7.606392694063928,26.55022831050229,8.344100000000001,1.7072803652968038,580,21,118,10,12,184,89,146,0.268,0.722,0.009000000000000001,-0.9889,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,2,5,0,11,11,7,1,3,30,22,12,0,4,7,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,5,5,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,3,4,18,0,10,17,3,18,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,10,70,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775815492186905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35665578538345205,0.17556468892164576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679690462650458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947341325954712,0.0,0.13223916788019185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966324085678286,0.17262117330040114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733189113663699,0.0,0.14057373904580667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857800724599953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203838466431268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343137658879338,0.0,0.16518944588949191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283902111410322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381321061633449,0.0,0.0,0.17081428636257312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575776591468596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373479652500557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648613421269916,0.0,0.0,0.1240436879154302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985878563103315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351081788621554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099557144361495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271598333866091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855355418215098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410753377344605,0.12992648080293034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957797116120663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166256014218074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156449311354761,0.15837212013620314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wordpasd,2020/03/29,"Nearly paralyzed with fear and scared to make the wrong decision due to anxiety. Teladoc reported my daughter's (10) injury (large bruise on back of left hand caused by being hit with a ""wooden pole"" for stealing food. This is the second time on the same hand, according to daughter) to CPS and instructed me to do the same. After speaking with daughter and taking pictures of the injury, DHS social workers instruct me to file emergency motion to restrict parenting time against dad and not return the kids Monday morning, as obligated per current orders. They tell me they will be filing a finding of child abuse and need to make sure kids are safe while completing investigation and writing the report. Their findings are based on daughter's statement and the mark on her body.

So much history but long story short, I took kids and left ex due to mental/emotional abuse of me and our eldest (then 15, now 21). Court and ""experts"" don't believe me, find I'm the problem, give ex full decision making and 80% parenting time. Most recent attempt for more parenting time ended in no change in time and I'm ordered to pay approx $20 or 30k for his attorney fees. That was in January and things at their home have escalated based on what kids are telling me and  daughter was placed on suicide risk by school while waiting for the judge's decision.

My attorney is strongly advising against keeping the kids with me or filing anything until we have the DHS report. If the pattern of this custody battle continues, she believes the judge could likely dismiss the incident as corporal punishment, order him not to do it again, then take away my 20% time because my motion will be viewed as a power grab because I didn't like the findings in January. Another possibility is that the social worker will change her mind about what happened when she interviews dad and stepmom, which is exactly what happened with the last investigation. 

Then there's the whole virus thing going on and pressure from work and money and... And... And.

What the fuck do I do? I'm terrified to make the wrong decision out of fear either way and the anxiety of all of this is making it nearly impossible to do anything.",10.287243003602107,8.560612239401497,9.518283458021617,66.50036228872266,58.77556109725686,12.502133555001386,41.9785259074536,11.20814326018867,4.785505292324745,1752,79,289,36,18,558,218,401,0.17300000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.024,-0.9965,5,0,0,0,2,1,47.0,2,0,4,6,7,17,3,5,25,0,26,5,3,6,3,65,46,36,1,4,7,12,3,2,0,3,0,1,1,6,14,28,1,4,9,0,3,4,5,12,0,1,4,5,26,5,57,34,9,56,0,0,1,1,39,21,1,4,29,197,40,12,0.0,0.20781713452310835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195968783802076,0.13417846423165194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433704363976854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239577456528682,0.06743485346826769,0.0,0.1069205739223748,0.0,0.0,0.1976127083241901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741343703037683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009067784510094,0.18554710012077635,0.0,0.09195037271454293,0.0,0.0,0.07002024104289227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986491845506183,0.07767497924353789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737074028974008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206199326733765,0.0,0.10604556344729343,0.0,0.0,0.08107599469850131,0.0,0.08412854242158986,0.04984116745707082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551032644773471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796890289578893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795059533166236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148610996211155,0.0,0.0,0.19056969359577364,0.0,0.0,0.0856902673884189,0.0,0.0,0.07761055121164867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926976707417648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837961872236591,0.0,0.08855064290261634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446860320188595,0.06502744250620743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921369385383388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162643024632393,0.0,0.0,0.09886705814284208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391577022706133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659184316523721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780165422589327,0.0887557222999628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879547212608307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592809605027768,0.0,0.08265494580032988,0.0,0.13187695078350384,0.0,0.15330498236321924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652618094847587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068267508575887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974364341293023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961111142591146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791241798796056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638456663562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191769427248522,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imherebitches11,2020/03/29,"i always has bad anxiety, but no one calls me in these times 
so im normally alone a lot. i have social anxiety and im just an introvert person. but this thing we are going thru right now are making me feel so lonely. i always have my times when i wanna see family and friends, but now i cant. 
i got no job so now im just sitting here, staring. 
i always feel lonely, but its on an other level right now, and i dont know how to cope with it. and some people actually know that i have anxiety, but no one calls to check in on me? i have called almost everybody, but no one asks how im doing. 

i just dont wanna spiral like i have in the past",-0.27833333333333243,1.6086087857142886,2.884285714285717,91.00738095238096,86.14285714285714,6.019047619047619,16.476190476190478,7.3011,0.07831904761904829,490,10,113,8,15,176,75,140,0.23,0.741,0.028999999999999998,-0.9777,1,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,3,0,28,21,16,0,3,9,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,7,3,0,3,1,4,17,2,11,20,2,18,0,2,2,0,8,8,0,3,9,84,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.11634315177453075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193832807520729,0.12347769451971907,0.0,0.0,0.2976059397221861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736127531773244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145616750368237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954511437542914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652159638873806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27945381813549025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123915798135038,0.0,0.12056411690420445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211036633137216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775642240152313,0.0,0.09535246043140501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151194476228945,0.0,0.118309111053121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104222359223788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058245685736294725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135800024133093,0.0,0.0,0.0795813903508692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681192322897803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423630667758825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381057401996825,0.08265329441860654,0.104099763459396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362930915524552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500423513456842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153147840376265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920557984503182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903822881021713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Myooshu,2020/03/29,"The days I just can't, I feel like I'm drowning. I'm high functioning. I get up every day, I exercise, I cook, I clean, I take my meds, interact with people, do school work. 

But today I'm drowning, and knowing that I'm letting myself down instead of pushing through is just increasing the anxiety, the depression. It's noon and I'm lying on an unmade bed paralyzed on the edge of a breakdown (panick attack?).

I'm useless like this. I'm what everyone thinks I am like this. No wonder those I desperately want to hold me aren't here, not that I feel like I can reach out anyways. I'm just not strong enough enough, not together enough. No one can know.

I'm not good enough when I'm like this.",0.981143617021278,3.3186513829787216,2.9107047872340424,89.89031250000004,84.81560283687944,6.3618794326241135,22.996897163120565,7.645422480735847,1.1898684397163124,539,20,113,10,16,180,86,141,0.251,0.7120000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,1,0,6,0,8,2,0,0,0,20,27,4,2,1,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,8,4,1,1,6,2,0,2,8,3,0,1,0,2,14,7,10,26,5,13,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,10,67,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599653169993132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250101015388924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557760641186894,0.0,0.13059869313217054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6266972753460899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775481114624412,0.1448889588757697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333736362013747,0.2166489984858216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922041446893288,0.0,0.0,0.12718004637755126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020541554771278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666376036677633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505194387513865,0.0,0.3703937839210855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684267427146159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274840931826526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051211470386192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534576508126304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400688619925672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715837870957757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372750631708492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943530007621728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443626226098773,0.11038844279219563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nevelpappermanboi,2020/03/29,"Anxiety/Panic Symptoms explained I was on the internet and came across this website that explains different symptoms that anxiety and panic can cause in detail and I thought the article was very helpful. 

[Anxiety/Panic Symptoms ](https://www.itsjustafeeling.co.uk/can_panic_hurt_me)",12.308846153846154,17.197536230769238,8.786858974358973,49.43105769230772,58.48717948717949,12.105128205128207,50.77564102564103,11.20814326018867,8.368533333333335,239,16,20,8,4,68,27,39,0.128,0.7929999999999999,0.079,-0.228,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,8,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608720907067172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782156267821719,0.0,0.24988693825763925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541466960332801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630467712009037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28540395594821216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7584962893180033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931150149518865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070847774597173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SweetEmotion82,2020/03/29,Tight chest For the past few days I've had this heavy feeling in my chest and the base of my throat. If I sit up straighter it is less noticeable.. My upper back is sore because of an over stretch during a yoga pose. I know this is anxiety.. With everything going on and I am susceptible to bronchitis it is making me think my lungs are not working right even though I can take a deep breath without coughing.. Ugh... Anyone else?,1.6099999999999994,4.196304761904763,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,84.71428571428572,5.7409523809523835,22.685714285714287,7.1686216300943375,0.8869800000000008,336,12,68,5,10,106,67,84,0.032,0.9490000000000001,0.019,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,8,7,5,1,0,11,14,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,10,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,3,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112958957859452,0.0,0.0,0.19312879977070047,0.28300443090670585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123844217827973,0.0,0.16837186633670126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812922911078444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307336465068801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243064800288206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482350407105646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396574325488705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697353796921484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179492018282895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843688311324456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144609653981421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636687096073718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587736748337654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767161562687075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769808662525938,0.2713697876779133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662515453445143,0.0,0.2010803647520295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Redditdwerp,2020/03/29,"Rational anxiety I always tend to anticipate (and if possible prepare) for the worst case scenario. In some sense this is the rational thing to do; mitigating disaster is a rational thing to do; because even if the probability of the disaster outcome is low, its consequences might be unacceptable. However it is precisely the rationality of this behaviour that makes it very hard for me to stop being anxious about it. My anxiety feels justified and I spend an exorbitant amount of time on reading and thinking in order to mitigate disaster scenarios. This could be global things like climate change, peak oil and the economy, or more personal things such as worrying about my investments, job loss or the possibility of financial ruin if I damage the appartment building I inhabit with my weightlifting even though I thought things through and I have insurance (but there is always a possibility insurance won't pay; ha!)

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How do you deal with this?",11.27865853658536,10.792764548780491,11.112317073170733,51.90554878048781,55.95121951219512,16.24878048780488,48.54878048780488,14.731742533061164,7.83101463414634,782,46,113,33,8,260,107,164,0.23,0.735,0.035,-0.9875,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,11,1,15,0,0,2,1,24,20,14,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,7,0,1,4,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,11,2,20,13,4,8,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,7,3,91,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366358409003333,0.15406859999619615,0.17278291170460758,0.0,0.0,0.21755810381208174,0.1606402687836089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668096424509579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042382360411669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353141472432393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659715986543698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783737236867035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189824036945873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273791016685878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411069416475383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946946439925412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949164988605823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508467931334753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415949301987445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809116684008438,0.0,0.0,0.153310635113042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223382793917044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888167789598067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723413536736867,0.09111303731128864,0.1397062073058523,0.11288722282523556,0.08291525084104172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732605388487433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440627807684125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278291170460758,0.0
anxiety,bertilxd,2020/03/29,"Antidepressants for anxiety Hey everyone, I have suffered from GAD, severe social anxiety disorder since I was a toddler (im now 21). 

On top of that I developed a severe emetophobia( im afraid of feeling sick in public places), agoraphobia, panic disorder after I experienced my first panic attack. This was caused by overwhelming social anxiety. 

I have done CBT and got an antidepressant at 17 years old called fluoxetine (prozac). It did help a bit with panic when I combined with CBT but my GAD got worse. It was quite a stimulating drug for me.

As long as I have these problems, finding friends, finding a partner, studying, travelling, finding a job impossible. Still I don't suffer from depression atleast not major depression at all. 

My doctor has said I can switch to any of the following zoloft, paroxetine or lexapro (escitalopram). I was also told fluoxetine is stimulating and not prescribed for panic disorder anymore but for major depression and bulimia. 

I wonder if anyone here have any experience on zoloft, paroxetine or escitalopram combined with CBT for their anxiety?",7.479629343629345,9.802047654054057,8.252220077220077,59.43439189189192,64.35135135135134,11.988416988416992,38.61969111969112,11.629938488055165,5.697833976833977,876,47,123,31,14,293,115,185,0.198,0.647,0.156,-0.2156,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,3,5,14,1,6,8,0,14,6,0,3,1,23,21,12,0,2,7,0,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,13,0,1,10,3,16,1,23,11,4,17,0,6,0,0,11,7,0,4,8,83,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935718002422745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496468193279842,0.0,0.3036541349765401,0.0,0.09841319773585387,0.0693865330598276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289269656001627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083375345733417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013287358739942,0.0,0.0,0.10194037846220576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564096051684321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34119136394059424,0.10156993010208877,0.0,0.10155056155859024,0.0,0.0,0.11507962506943167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482208396731616,0.0,0.09706963184063656,0.0,0.0,0.05017555678960402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720935011898259,0.08440816216681593,0.0,0.0,0.07666773556585177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587325621007418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665142791342063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437891937755035,0.0,0.0984741674853412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781873055477403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041291093431272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465717615923961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367812963413152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949532801895697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055472894301877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439400389899412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421174392115106,0.0,0.08208716897310145,0.0,0.0,0.20231258696043666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924818695608077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482208396731616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761474986339033,0.0,0.0,0.10112765118752244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390327022116968
anxiety,RocketDong,2020/03/29,"I know a lot of people have flight anxiety but DAE have it for the same reasons as me? I am not afraid of the plane crashing or something happening to the plane. I am well aware it’s the safest mode of travel. What it boils down to me is 2 things: control plus confined space. 

Any time i go on a drive/road trip I drive the entire time. I don’t care if it’s 20 minutes or 20 hours. I just like to be in control of the vehicle. When on a plane, I’m not in control. I can’t pull the car over if I need air. I can’t crack the window etc. 

Couple that with sitting there and being 30,000+ feet in the air and in a small confined space that I again, can’t step out of if I want has prevented me from getting on a plane. 

I actually missed my sisters wedding in Costa Rica in December because of it. I was supposed to walk her down the aisle since my dad passed away. 

DAE feel this?",1.3475198412698433,2.7561412222222264,3.0644940476190463,94.1310267857143,78.57671957671955,5.994841269841268,22.92361111111111,6.6274283507984215,0.3871928571428578,677,21,160,6,16,225,113,189,0.024,0.879,0.09699999999999999,0.9111,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,15,0,13,2,1,4,0,27,23,11,0,5,9,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,5,1,6,3,1,0,9,6,2,1,0,1,1,20,3,29,20,3,34,0,1,0,0,4,19,0,6,6,105,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.1835280096641132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278932262652621,0.0,0.14387210948370166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669681892893427,0.0,0.0,0.11464498871340773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174866540034924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6328054189592884,0.0,0.2080945388656978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974641444458092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509323099318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825818045407372,0.0,0.10688382733013364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630860977540107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852098744492301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335768848883807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188091100901168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598893597439779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945062467768576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038321882689086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933660387991704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557244642978554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478454265174456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494454724264173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193288475647851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109278449597029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909642824688306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbbery,2020/03/29,"I'm really scared can you please help me So last night I was up late, around 3-4 in the night I felt strange, as if I felt warm in my head. My heart was pounding and I was shivering. After about 2 hours I managed to fall asleep, and today I have continuous anxiety, I feel something in my chest. Can anyone help me?",0.03636363636363527,2.261401348484849,2.109318181818182,94.6339772727273,88.54545454545455,5.724242424242425,18.85606060606061,7.1686216300943375,0.2781878787878789,243,7,56,4,8,81,47,66,0.10300000000000001,0.75,0.147,0.4417,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,7,10,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,13,1,9,5,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,8,33,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853800464591054,0.0,0.0,0.15404720679472167,0.0,0.0,0.19612430468322492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139631902553562,0.0,0.4230679574969165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261035749737534,0.0,0.0,0.2610706687138585,0.2953408524894636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696284841037236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795836075767268,0.2485214254541244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134955978464132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183631375606465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411374480373962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057065107399684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696068682781083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882992596776365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,em9871,2020/03/29,"Worry time? Hi all 

I’m having difficulty doing worry time as my therapist wants. Bringing up the worries later within my control (so not intrusively) doesn’t seem to cause me much anxiety whereas when they pop up in the day they make me super anxious, is this normal?",3.7288,6.406230280000003,5.537999999999999,73.16900000000003,76.2,7.2,28.0,8.238735603445708,2.5214,214,9,33,4,5,73,43,50,0.251,0.684,0.065,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,8,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234104341224415,0.2545059094659481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142791968069745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526742826707508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452890369355357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037829585791251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560908498641233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207297192674287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508937856196507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26157117717408085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627289095528425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287787752908795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6863581232682013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdviceIsCool22,2020/03/29,"My face is ‘almost’ always red (even when I wake up in the morning) So I probably should see a doc for this one, or even post it over in a skin care subreddit; but I believe it’s directly related to anxiety. So here we go:

Just to preface I’m 27M now.
Ever since I was a kid I was always outgoing, can hold a convo super well, and I still can today. I am a very solid functioning dude on the outside; but damn I do struggle w/ anxiety and second guessing quiet often on the inside. But you’d never really be able to tell. Nevertheless, as a kid I’d always be the one with a super red face after a soccer game, or when I get embarrassed in class, or all the typical red face scenarios. Maybe I have thin skin who knows. But it’s never really bugged me too much, I take it in stride.

However one thing that has become increasingly noticeable in the past 2 year (graduated college 3 years ago and started first career job right away) is my red face.

It’s almost comical: the redness stops after my neck (my body, arms, legs are normal). It’s like my body knows “is this a face or neck? Yes? Okay keep it red!”

But it’s weird, usually I have this after a long day of work and in the morning it’s completely gone. But lately I’ve been waking up with it (recently going through breakup). 

So I’m pretty sure it’s from anxiety. Replaying things I coulda done differently, and obsessing over them.

But it’s clear my red face/neck are consequently turning red because of this. And to further note: my father (also a very high functioning individual with plenty of insecurities and amenity) is almost permanently red lol. This isn’t our base color though. We do go back to normal baseline tan-ish white color. But due to our never ending/problem solving brains, we get red faces.

Any help??",3.4765750915750893,5.107085455840462,5.3684442409442426,78.90099358974362,73.35897435897436,8.547049247049246,26.210927960927965,9.140100540675403,2.2348175824175818,1389,48,265,31,28,478,198,351,0.081,0.782,0.13699999999999998,0.9753,3,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,5,1,1,4,18,13,1,4,19,3,23,17,17,0,7,46,40,27,0,3,13,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,21,13,0,3,2,3,0,5,4,6,1,5,5,18,28,7,32,31,3,49,1,0,14,0,14,17,1,9,27,169,49,6,0.1017263947559189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017431113168473,0.0,0.3055928700023245,0.0,0.0,0.0813505611335742,0.2539335287055051,0.0,0.0,0.0691774367807395,0.0,0.2334612406526737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557529650133008,0.07822131837169165,0.0,0.06201146605294845,0.11234881077097976,0.0,0.11461081159902305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259901839994192,0.0,0.11356029948625256,0.0,0.0,0.103716839162472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066581894759285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560510900290174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628243116049606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410142048518824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437864866361202,0.09201734800273878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652841941243176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629568531571906,0.0,0.17344036327642742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206309255879766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818505810452083,0.10747952122626073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094775015503783,0.09041909370456433,0.0,0.0,0.11181233236559653,0.0,0.11475180417455012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969837807906699,0.0,0.0,0.0900246582160298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219783648909457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478060493459722,0.0,0.23537300060723065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934053660421386,0.0,0.11581617466761834,0.0,0.0,0.20679731335919896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097109354376018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742576640342633,0.10349231476583344,0.10967825897721548,0.09733842133171476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033706666770006,0.0,0.1004425424577646,0.0,0.0,0.08687378529797693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106276605973943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414912495365391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200246579111977,0.0,0.08123883025741788,0.08504782102237919,0.0,0.1063465149671625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587592317502233,0.0,0.0764855888504191,0.0,0.08891335278902025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516499302392904,0.0,0.09994566635457326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964247276734784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106491060248329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203725202684556,0.16786985864707704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146424573445046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405802693782307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101692598389894
anxiety,Loganflash250,2020/03/29,"Sound machine I ordered a soothing-sounds machine that has 6 different nature sounds.  I’m super excited for it because i have tinnitus, and i suffer from anxiety and rage due to my neighbor’s four barking dogs.  This way, i’ll be able to focus more on sounds that aren’t those 2 things.  (Over the last three years, we’ve been complaining to my neighbor, as well as the police, and lately he has done better at keeping his 4 dogs inside; thankfully.)
My “advice needed” is more of a question.  Has anyone else gotten one of these sound machines, and experienced relief from it?",7.413055555555558,7.327052712962969,7.491111111111113,73.415,63.53703703703704,9.792592592592593,34.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,3.2190444444444464,455,18,77,7,6,147,81,108,0.096,0.773,0.131,0.5859,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,1,9,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,14,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,3,5,7,6,13,10,2,9,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,51,15,0,0.24843397723895394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427668072911042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005131259410135,0.0,0.0,0.17371081326316273,0.254549968250466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514430466440568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971966409483729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956062973804594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542342131500266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075347096314628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220819533821723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025068494909885,0.2802443473479173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842106462271889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834529249898147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27830291129429696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287246280841327,0.0,0.0,0.1650484954321865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719532748248447,0.0,0.0,0.22337198125905705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998333611399226
anxiety,rasooljivad,2020/03/29,Stress Hi I have  mild pain on my chest and shoulders but when I get stress my neck and arms hurts too but it's  not intense it's just uncomfortable so I always rub my chest shoulder and neck.. I think this pain is  happening for a year and half  and when I sleep and wake up it recovers and gets better.  Btw every few month I get fast heart beat for few hours and the only way to stop it is running for few mins can someone help me please,1.241219806763283,3.2264065760869585,2.248840579710148,97.14640096618359,81.06521739130434,5.393236714975847,18.917874396135264,6.42735559955562,-0.25051835748792284,343,8,80,3,9,108,62,92,0.225,0.6779999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,2,2,0,4,12,10,0,0,14,9,13,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,10,1,6,9,3,12,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489223951525486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752641176800426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696568292498767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106049115034401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523993348554814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348308724059973,0.13282830734854992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515625873598305,0.0,0.2121436998870512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817637160145548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071623179644106,0.4217309531980685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175297317717121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831182246363727,0.0,0.16790770269244634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567791278799318,0.4540031695533415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697850599582775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729709593460456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761415034489573
anxiety,thefearfulwarrior,2020/03/29,"My mom likely has the virus and this is my worst nightmare! Mom was having headaches, coughing, shortness of breath and a fever that peaked at 103. Dad called for an ambulance yesterday morning. Mom is in the hospital on oxygen. They performed the test on her yesterday morning and we'll get the results back this morning (it takes 24 hours). I am absolutely freaking out. I can't take the waiting and anxiety. I can't lose my mom to this I'm so scared! She's a 59 year old smoker so not sure how strong her body is.

Also I'm terrified that everyone in our house (4 other people living here besides her) is already infected and will develop the symptoms too.

Good news: She has enough energy to text me periodically, her fever is under control, she was moved from ER holding to a regular room, and the doctor told her that she was optimistic that mom's case would not get severe and it could even be just the flu or a UTI.

I'm not able to take any solace in this good news right now and until we get the results back, I'm paralyzed with fear. Please help. I don't know where else to turn.",3.279166666666665,5.089664138888889,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,74.27777777777777,7.5777777777777775,26.35185185185185,8.344100000000001,1.7326962962962955,858,31,172,15,18,279,135,216,0.135,0.778,0.087,-0.9192,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,1,4,12,10,0,2,14,0,20,9,2,4,1,28,34,14,0,2,5,6,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,0,11,11,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,4,0,21,5,18,25,2,23,0,1,0,0,22,12,0,1,11,109,32,2,0.1134081063907574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251486654734131,0.09069242170746837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712140127539048,0.0,0.08675689097729189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440766709971234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259708401726375,0.0,0.0,0.11580235641139673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719683460425388,0.09054714485141506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607800240387132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473792067911016,0.0,0.0,0.11718088979939473,0.0,0.07490498469377048,0.0,0.0,0.10836630565399848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276156490199646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775316452658618,0.0,0.0,0.19024267805880746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601506317344002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168414047150704,0.13085772831110493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623261293941536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540547231780251,0.0,0.10014143567586503,0.0,0.0,0.1268746623811044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641110177497462,0.0,0.1205348694219956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900273036021247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862290155907099,0.0,0.0,0.12448804500186746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684990320634104,0.0,0.0,0.11354129870126806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811887988746548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688579814347908,0.11787444572838475,0.2558063465786011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836630565399848,0.0,0.0,0.12335545379559733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056186494246259,0.0,0.0,0.07303110228482501
anxiety,TheGhostEU,2020/03/29,"Persisting dizziness for half a year I'm not seeking medical advice per say but just out of curiosity if other can relate somewhat to my conditions.

Since august I've had a persistent fainting dizziness which started after i arrived in Japan for vacation. I've since had a lot of examinations concerning my blood values, ekg etc and they all point toward I'm healthy and have since ruled it as something anxiety related. 

I know I'm a bit hypochondriac and in some moment freak out but I can't really say that I'm anxious or worried about anything in particular, or at least I don't know what I'm anxious about. 

I feel dizzier if I don't eat and my dizziness get progressively worse whenever I'm out for a while. It's not that I fear anything will happened to me whenever I'm hungry or out yet I still become dizzy in such a way that it becomes so disruptive that I can't focus on anything else.

Anyway my questions are mainly if anyone else have had something similar to my conditions and also how you coped with it.",7.094499771585197,6.880890939698496,7.890580173595247,70.71292827775244,64.22613065326634,11.05545911375057,37.68889904065783,10.637119530657019,4.156483417085426,823,39,145,19,11,277,117,199,0.125,0.821,0.054000000000000006,-0.9126,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,3,10,2,0,1,6,0,12,4,1,1,1,31,25,18,0,3,11,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,11,10,1,0,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,3,17,0,24,21,8,21,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,10,8,102,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894071337192024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370461957986196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877049150063874,0.3212552542833391,0.0,0.09941846904243017,0.14568447215730784,0.3510163408490551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314062462777333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522827488478266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548988968818985,0.2375532382485336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857292057164296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599967070132536,0.07189258231237439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428535398765931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573298112451425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628138932062288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087988636216568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323558039717293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440998705134266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927879704882852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108681228561072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226141098187888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35284861373444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892062224484826,0.0,0.0,0.10063867867055727,0.0,0.11354845204282656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128591662910986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439491397445853,0.1448978038757389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156193589778402
anxiety,Agent-MJae,2020/03/29,"My anxiety and depression is really getting to me TLDR: Ive been spiralling this past week and feel like I’ve lost my friends. I really appreciate any kind words. 

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Hi I’ve been struggling with anxiety and depression for a while and I’ve just realised that i don’t have anyone to talk to. I’ve pushed my own friends away and I’m just feeling really lost and panicked because I haven’t felt this alone before. 

Tbh i blame myself bc I reckon I deserve the panic attacks for being a shitty person. 

I feel like I’m losing everyone and idk what to do. Maybe I’m just gonna have to take this road alone but I really don’t want to and I don’t know if I’m strong enough to make it. Idk I feel like I’m spouting some “im14andthisisdeep” shit rn and I’m sorry for being so incoherent. 

I think I just need someone to talk to but maybe I’m just a burden who needs to get over her shit and stop being entitled.",0.3495921985815613,2.721744101063834,2.591595744680852,90.4341666666667,89.37234042553192,5.899290780141842,19.5354609929078,7.333567415737692,0.6814886524822691,713,22,150,13,24,241,98,188,0.245,0.626,0.128,-0.953,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,7,18,3,2,4,0,14,2,2,1,0,34,38,15,0,4,8,0,5,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,5,5,19,7,16,29,3,8,0,5,0,0,8,3,2,2,7,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255468928495284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291305971238112,0.0,0.1865443097013883,0.0,0.0,0.08525267020136648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870708628251385,0.11455238347382148,0.0,0.0,0.07432423962160929,0.0,0.10374904304934178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002734048347954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598093333902502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650439207420415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465954130589428,0.26130935087728985,0.117066949163554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839762954132455,0.0,0.12740137411689273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696593946688,0.06700669337744583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869892761444953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640268828141106,0.2661906912866127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138576522304039,0.0,0.24497974234441944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808114207213539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305250805332118,0.0,0.0,0.1163910383602318,0.0,0.10646005141813794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124326512879535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503081546643928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330650573562213,0.0,0.0,0.13648485572162095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193461034392852,0.0,0.1274622963210306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167229216068737,0.1959971064480848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812450261430938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191441878112788,0.0,0.09780073754766813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dreambluehaze21,2020/03/29,"Me (f22) is dating an internet friend (f23) BUT I HAVE A GAD AND IM A NERVOUS WRECK AND IM CONFUSED 24/7 HELP Hello,
This is something that honestly I don’t want to write about but I need to. Because this anxiety is hindering my activities. It’s making me struggling to talk with the ones I care about and It’s hard for me to continue my thesis and I’m also having trouble doing a group task. In short, I’M ANXIOUS ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS.

Now, out of all problems you might think the biggest one is about my thesis. Guess what. It’s not. I’m struggling with the last thing people would regard as a problem. It’s the fact that I have a GF right now.
For the past two months, I’ve had a crush on a girl I talked to on Twitter. It was a big fat crush. I would smile to myself a lot when we had a conversation and I would unintentionally flirt with her multiple times. I also turned my second Instagram account into a “Diary of an Unrequited Love”. It was filled with tons of rants about the frustration I felt toward the fact that my so called Hetero foundation is crumbling and now I realized I like a girl. It’s also about the fact that I was sure 100% that my crush wouldn’t like me back. Because no way she could ever like me that way. Yes, she have told me before that she’s seeking a GF/BF but we are internet friends. We live so far away from each other. She also told me that she has trouble getting into a relationship because she felt bad toward her crushes. She couldn’t tell if she’s genuinely into them or if it’s just because of loneliness. So I made a conclusion that this will be another case of unrequited love.

The climax was when she told me that one of her friends asked he out. That friend was a girl too. She told me that she didn’t accept her because apparently she “sort of” liked someone else right now. I cried. I was heart-broken but I tried to show my supportive side by telling her I’d give advice to her on how to get this girl whom she had a crush on. At that moment, I was preparing myself to lose her and I thought to myself “I knew this moment would come”. However, when I tried to ask whom she had a crush on she avoided the questions and eventually gave me a hint. Her crush is a “peripheral Shawol friend”. I wondered who because as far as I know she have said once that I was the only one she’s currently talking to at the moment. Also, she doesn’t have many Shawol friends from the interactions I see on Twitter. So my mind slowly wandered to the thought that maybe she was talking about me. The fact that she didn’t want to talk about it with me was weird enough. Added with these facts, I had a conviction that it was me. On top of that she also jokingly said that “come here and be my GF” this happened after our discussion by the way. She also said “tell me why I like you again”.

Because of this assumption, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. My conversation with her became awkward because I couldn’t think anything else beside the fact that maybe she liked me. So during the night, when my anxiety jumped out, I consulted with my friend and then finally I confessed to her. It turned out to be true. The “sort of” crush she talked about was me. She asked me “does this change anything?” I said it’s up to her and I’d follow whatever it is. But she said “No don’t do that”. So I said “do you want me to decide?’’ and she said “yes” so replied back with “do you want to be my GF?” and she said “yes, you?” and of course I said so. However before this whole thing happened she said she think she liked me BUT she had no way of knowing this and she also said “is it ok if I want figure it out first? If you’re okay with that”. So in conclusion, she think she liked me but she’s not quite sure so she said yes because she wanted to figure out her feelings along the way.

So we get back to present day. It’s my third day of dating her and for some reasons I will so nervous all the time when texting her. Before, I used to get nervous to but not as bad as this. I even told her this and she said “not going to lie, me too. This nervousness is suffocating”. I guess she perfectly described what I felt. But why? Why am I so fucking nervous? The first day it started I was ecstatic but now… now I’m A NERVOUS WRECK. I’m scared that the topic will stop because we find out that we are not suitable for each other. At least not as much as we thought to be. I’m scared that as the time goes on she realizes she doesn’t have any feelings for me. I’m scared we couldn’t communicate properly because when I finally had a video call with her I was struggling to listen to her. Her accent was very thick and she spoke so fast. I couldn’t keep up with what she said and ended up just looking at her while saying “what” occasionally. We also had a call at first and I was just giggling nervously. WE WERE SO AWKWARD. I don’t know what I should do. THIS CAN’T GO ON. I should learn to relax and get used to her way of talking because if not I’ll be doomed. I’m sure of it. Couples spent their day calling each other for hours. I’m so scared of how this will turn out. Even if she’s okay with the fact that I’m anxious with her calling me then what If her emotional needs aren’t satisfied? What if it’s making me not good enough for her? 

Also I’ve been thinking… what if my timing is wrong? What if the right time would be for me to ask her out 6 months later? Actually this was my original plan. Because I feel like we don’t know each other enough. We need more time to get more intimate. BUT I ASKED HER TO BE MY GF THAT DAY MY FEELINGS FOR HER WERE OVERWHELMING… NOW THINKING BACK… I MADE THE DECISION TO ASK HER OUT IN A MATTER OF SECOND. I know it sounds like I regret it. I like her so I do want to be her GF and I was really happy when she said yes. But I don’t know. I’m scared. I’m scared this will be a failure. That I made a wrong decision. I should have waited until at least her feelings towards me are as intense as mine.
What should I dooooooo

What if I just fall in love with the illusion of her, what if, what if, these questions won’t stop.
There are even other things I’m thinking about like what if the spark will be gone because from my experience with my ex, when I first got into relationship with him, I felt awfully nervous too and somehow I felt that our conversations were way more fun back the when he used to be just a crush. NOW SAME THING IS STARTING TO HAPPEN. Well the good thing is the nervousness will be gone when I become more comfortable. BUT STILL WHAT IF IT ISNT AND EVEN IF IT WILL ITS STILL UNPLEASANT WHAT SHOULD I DO WHAT IF THIS IS MAKING HER SURE THAT SHE DOESN’T LIKE ME ROMANTICALLY

WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO",1.23272763910229,3.4638178882395927,2.6589750384121302,92.81518480642806,82.68151935719504,5.76340344071938,21.055696330067253,7.041249034605597,0.450494164882497,5215,159,1139,68,145,1690,391,1369,0.133,0.723,0.145,0.9739,5,1,1,0,0,0,122.0,14,5,2,11,81,82,2,22,63,9,118,5,1,13,16,240,243,108,0,48,44,1,12,13,12,22,1,19,0,4,107,74,1,6,43,4,2,10,31,36,1,12,70,33,220,46,151,132,22,138,2,3,2,4,187,51,1,31,83,832,327,2,0.0,0.0,0.030737786719225144,0.0,0.0,0.030779763801802626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518917061029917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021419916877919054,0.03302870276614367,0.04819221027077659,0.07116820265965043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051840816607804915,0.0,0.1766798914942446,0.0,0.02959367970122518,0.12110120117007372,0.052599511839641414,0.26881490760620785,0.034787385888189866,0.0804081728254698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608163757127425,0.0,0.03211460523959734,0.0,0.033321013604372215,0.0542659744455619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025148821003970884,0.03485225805475545,0.0345993918013002,0.10156895419983444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027564365270262545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262555795341787,0.03543133596086108,0.027898135173317583,0.0976384587549464,0.0,0.08321729218342651,0.02849200602491803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03081137102863586,0.0,0.0,0.0796324075562055,0.022502384202725382,0.15121648681965455,0.06900967270952707,0.02878886582298632,0.10716971530856384,0.0,0.0,0.17034850149901598,0.029119660944076062,0.0987393368372706,0.03021602929629306,0.03580240742784617,0.052838541355092083,0.025192059413809902,0.0,0.06939783372720494,0.0,0.08356149973297572,0.03353051471755536,0.02821628035983236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03732562453383658,0.021112639393449702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03101947015899062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804711525540698,0.0,0.0,0.02799712683005597,0.0,0.0,0.10386381644010953,0.025675309837994573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005015074982066,0.0,0.027813566568285174,0.0,0.02645063000409231,0.03523852882824243,0.0,0.053557438425649286,0.08528530773135025,0.08941332892902101,0.06307605818084565,0.03193432154524915,0.06328853061260152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033414707363142004,0.03180429308691304,0.0,0.050283268090177705,0.0,0.023154866909228283,0.0700667473109459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029559010798960374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03354465016096166,0.08537622417303004,0.023955868415216814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03006868128687053,0.021836947828300285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027921793522414,0.0,0.0,0.07057058558026667,0.033502307920971336,0.0,0.0,0.020178610715099743,0.03238548748078384,0.0,0.0676347497046357,0.0,0.08069810099429475,0.4494312930616554,0.025048703937020998,0.18921169534051568,0.0,0.025100058511813152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026688398347394008,0.02424892200604569,0.0,0.0,0.04458930264037773,0.0,0.05030914912007137,0.0790019408808757,0.0,0.09878655311006934,0.0,0.0,0.03574388547868066,0.11874705976816495,0.0,0.0,0.17721992289850355,0.08259267969617076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255563829816471,0.141279823775961,0.0,0.07501837004394288,0.11020143492252016,0.0,0.0,0.15048982650011272,0.0,0.04277054172838394,0.10278328154222068,0.030769251810985238,0.0,0.0,0.08161322623701345,0.0,0.025989387478501876,0.13004955004331098,0.1750131317094057,0.0,0.0,0.02832074491489345,0.0,0.08526692066887563,0.03516671518649613,0.0,0.0,0.03415855116910698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187740510806432,0.06887686943198054,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aec204,2020/03/29,"I can't escape my mind. My anxiety is through the roof. I keep thinking of things that aren't going to happen and it gets me frustrated because it won't leave my head. These thoughts have been in my mind for months. And the what's worst is that I'm someone who believes in ""Law of Attraction"" which gets me scared when I think these thoughts because I don't want anything to happen. I even find myself talking to myself saying things like ""nothing's going to happen"" and it's just getting to me and I feel it. I don't take pills for this because I've never actually been to a psychologist and was diagnosed, but it's always been like this. I always think if bad things and it stays in my head. And if i did something in the past that I regret, it stays in my head because I don't want anything catching up to me, but it was such a minor and insigificant thing, but it's killing me everyday. I can't escape my mind and that's what sucks. I've been trying to get into meditation, but I cant because my mind is always running and jumping to thoguhts that are insignificant, but i can't escape from them. That's what it's like in my mind.",4.465256410256412,4.892259457264959,5.420495726495727,83.9856153846154,69.8119658119658,7.94940170940171,29.275213675213674,7.793537801064563,1.7067388034188031,899,32,188,10,15,296,101,234,0.16,0.79,0.05,-0.9715,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,4,11,3,1,5,0,21,5,3,0,1,37,42,18,1,5,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,29,11,0,1,7,0,0,5,10,7,0,0,9,2,31,4,23,32,1,20,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,2,8,132,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.09562844749883066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446176981453709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749654861592413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128216564712214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182127266299266,0.2986825363673057,0.0,0.0,0.1104061880242678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946230415796256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472441013116527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954893841091791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956515213837518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047922225731052,0.0,0.11138500863187198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599685059672982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017117318291657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710196988619101,0.10841634003000523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376197345090966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362541539000995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947322979824417,0.0,0.07821823520597974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557936113914147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402831786530462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354679099266833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792911998627951,0.0981095398925726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303037962702033,0.0754409153183439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889809061448628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367963096980802,0.07876422708473481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26041263343127674,0.18837266048390325,0.0,0.15559329470108066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653179914237517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559933132061445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spudfish83,2020/03/29,"Anyone have trouble sleeping because their heart's racing/palpating? Tips on getting back to sleep welcome! I get a few hours at once if I'm lucky. Sometimes it takes two hours to get to sleep, then I'm up ever hour or so thru the night. 

Has anyone else been thru this? I'm fairly new to this!

Thanks in advance.",1.4614285714285735,3.871138634920637,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,83.28571428571428,4.234920634920635,21.698412698412696,5.288315135182226,-0.01131111111111105,246,8,50,1,7,77,49,63,0.042,0.802,0.156,0.8136,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,4,4,0,1,4,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,10,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,8,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420495886740233,0.17734565268159055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309139287960142,0.0,0.10551078099036318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458999459572225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656495274827292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27128871854096753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510611419669994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113604716499915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716620954797445,0.0,0.16242819564819444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843294769352211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519628874449606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711851200557626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013809748063246,0.0,0.0,0.1593530682039687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690785286116222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Diligent-Aioli,2020/03/29,"What to do when you cant be alone anymore? I feel very helpless and hopeless. I am 20 years old I know that I have anxiety since I´m 14. I just got it diagnosed recently. I am also depressed for years now and my therapist said I've got first symptoms of ocd. Since like half a year (during and after a breakup) my anxiety got worse and i started to have panic attacks. i always think something is wrong with my health  (especially heart related stuff) and I always am very afraid that I am gonna die or something,  hypochondriac at its finest. Or like I am extremely afraid that the house I live in burns down, so somedays I open my apartment entrance door like every 5 minutes just to make sure it doesn't smell like smoke. My ex and I had planned to move in together and it gave me hope because I knew I wouldn't live alone here that long anymore.  
I'm living alone 2 and a half year now and I reaaally cant stand it anymore, I feel like i am going crazy and losing control. I am in a new relationship for like 3 months now  (we were friends before that) and my bf is also diagnosed with anxiety (but he isn't suffering from it anymore like I am currently). I feel crazy for already thinking about moving in with him, but its just that I really really dont wanna be alone here anymore. But I wouldnt ask him, because its way to early to even think about such things, or am I wrong? furthermore he shares an apartment with friends and I know he's happy there and wouldnt move in with me. I am waking up every night from nightmares and am instantly panicing.  When I am with him, my anxiety is better and it helps me relax and I dont get panic attacks. 

I thought of going to a mental health clinic, but because of the damn corona virus I have a really bad feeling doing it and I am actually too afraid to go because I have a underlying health condition (asthma) and I don't think that would help my fear of dying.   
I thought of sharing an apartment with people but none of my friends are down for it and I dont wanna move in with people I dont know because I need someone who I can trust and tell my fears. 

I feel trapped and alone and I dont know what to do.  


tldr: cant stand living alone with anxiety anymore and I don't think I got any other options",2.925186362833422,4.475289810457519,4.235907672378261,86.78861155272922,74.64270152505445,7.140811399634929,26.784490372725678,7.824948511530503,1.524870058293588,1769,66,364,25,37,583,196,459,0.136,0.7120000000000001,0.152,0.6572,1,7,3,0,0,1,38.0,1,1,0,5,19,37,3,8,11,0,45,10,2,2,1,74,79,36,2,8,11,1,5,7,4,5,8,1,1,0,24,34,0,1,17,1,0,7,16,19,0,3,11,7,61,18,46,61,1,45,0,5,0,0,23,15,1,5,27,239,85,0,0.0,0.0,0.05392613115290403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34339834777896777,0.060981171439716375,0.08838336542391824,0.0919620776559546,0.0,0.0,0.03757893362310648,0.0,0.2113700862190558,0.0,0.32882051562450193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166096856522828,0.12573325376114974,0.0,0.0,0.0461400848400892,0.16843098524026867,0.0,0.047022488564968976,0.0,0.0,0.04887328975510497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197918250465954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759565932342312,0.11217618604250387,0.11470303966146148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32382359894201473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03649894064807701,0.0,0.0931184581164397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436651628427305,0.13970646921079607,0.03947800578010498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700442631198242,0.0,0.0,0.12808203025874176,0.0,0.028871252599042312,0.0,0.09421719280797364,0.0,0.17678700322442858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882567117795561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762175069967839,0.0,0.06548378197694985,0.07407969684447323,0.0,0.0,0.054885997267149725,0.0,0.06376302563167628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147857485755648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898191325737365,0.0,0.19518360931995996,0.04890367167354979,0.0,0.06182219769384535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03688671338136208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568943641239578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044108284936006485,0.2349320309211949,0.0,0.040974850048699316,0.0,0.05337079132343485,0.0,0.051858095953859436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798644255964629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194508346094189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766211388819038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620358757567312,0.0,0.05456292993219575,0.05932893634115835,0.0,0.0,0.05256524827296356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914238667471498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046821916056902,0.08508423591843599,0.0,0.0,0.03911356084557663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632598809464825,0.0,0.0,0.05208222681721781,0.05743666347645743,0.0,0.0,0.04829998245319092,0.0,0.0,0.06416152667644506,0.03671252172231455,0.17704300795710126,0.0,0.0877410920705946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119115377768902,0.0,0.04386309444858983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631501867027404,0.039255367837727886,0.12083703775806733,0.0,0.14234341699180147
anxiety,ImDrGoogle,2020/03/29,"Googling Symptoms Does anybody else google their symptoms only for google to say stuff like, you got cancer or your having a heart attack only to make your anxiety worse which makes you really think those things are happening to you?",10.761707317073169,10.147415048780493,8.234268292682929,72.53969512195124,57.04878048780488,11.126829268292685,35.134146341463406,10.125756701596842,3.4738195121951225,191,6,30,3,2,55,33,41,0.247,0.703,0.05,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,2,0,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,18,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751860342800507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26052302974314284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040134337114052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913019292502704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831539561790536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250586383792127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713686756581138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118788935775662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057214552209009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34833294109703256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670465490572726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211171813560764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26215269791197404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760418788063716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521388670459055,0.14673534470186478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337277681355514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wrappercinni,2020/03/29,"I made a survival guide to control my anxiety Context: Earlier at dinner, I had a huge fight with my dad. I have had verbal arguments with him, but it's been months since the last time. I don't want to disclose how it started, but it's triggered mostly because of his verbal abuse towards me. He was never physical though, but I'm already grappling with anxiety so whenever we have arguments, his words sting and impact me to the point that I never became affectionate towards him anymore. We were never close to begin with, anyways. 

After the spat, I went to my room and as a way to calm down, I started making a list of things I need to do to control my anxiety and anger. I remembered Zombieland and how Jesse Eisenberg's character used rules to survive. I told myself that I need to abide by these rules next time I become emotional. It's like drowning while restrained; in order to live, you have to stay calm to survive. 

I listed it as Situation, and Solution. The situation would be the problem, and then I would write the solution to these issues. So I can remember them the next time I get triggered again.

Whenever I feel bad, especially after a rough time at home or work, I usually vent it in the form of projection to my unsuspecting boyfriend. I'm sappier than usual. He's the opposite of me. He's more optimistic, logical, doesn't really overthink. I don't want to bog him with my problems. So I decided that in order for me to be the best person I can be to him, I need to be the best person I can be for myself.",5.4201936278824165,6.015457321070238,6.6490406618553095,75.42130258757263,67.76254180602007,10.040556240098574,33.46259461362436,10.064110947511567,3.4284408026755857,1205,53,223,28,19,408,150,299,0.132,0.76,0.10800000000000001,-0.6742,0,0,0,0,2,0,36.0,2,1,1,8,8,11,2,0,16,0,22,2,1,9,3,48,39,20,1,9,4,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,12,14,1,3,5,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,8,2,45,6,44,24,5,38,0,0,0,0,19,12,0,2,22,167,57,2,0.0,0.12943914704576553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205561442699491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507196435257058,0.0,0.10834309614111624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121619990702093,0.06659560541971096,0.12065409105292707,0.0,0.0,0.22929476175903635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450583054197881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288752161167422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523827391302821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707674699271857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095830695915649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402488241043175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905041560070802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337228398579028,0.0,0.09646659292027494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337160682918613,0.07292283560744321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719945249825052,0.0,0.0,0.2430145150029033,0.2527727285387608,0.0,0.2323696202852801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907795253149996,0.0,0.0,0.10327318121817833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906814535394255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699860559332157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475098016882502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036976995581028,0.2455951132019552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546503608535041,0.11644215112718714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257846907129828,0.0,0.10733405583857784,0.0,0.2548098709503584,0.0,0.0,0.10438963874688888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094353833323118,0.24063900124269885,0.0,0.12887274142373922,0.0867147255066767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127252853431462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953269699997832,0.0,0.0,0.15521104881015232,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Calm-Blueberry,2020/03/29,"Need help :/ I  don't know what I'm going through right now. Feels like my head going 100 miles an hour everything seems to be a mess. I can't focus on anything!  
I can't go anywhere either because of the quarantine. Every little thing seems to annoy me a lot and I want to be left alone. Even when someone's trying to help me out. I don't want it I don't know why. This happens from time to time for a certain period.  
Everything seems to put me on edge. If anyone knows what I might be going through please help me out. I can't understand anything.  
Thank you in advance.",-0.19712362911266013,2.110636127118646,1.7170588235294133,95.11512961116655,94.50847457627121,4.471385842472583,18.805583250249256,6.2272716619740125,0.011666400797607055,445,14,95,5,17,146,74,118,0.102,0.745,0.153,0.6101,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,5,0,10,1,1,0,1,19,28,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,1,14,3,16,24,2,21,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,6,7,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129362085996573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214171987273968,0.0,0.24042087352640454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904830365141005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648369464645573,0.0,0.12307772115200692,0.0,0.2625724803443141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386184955578481,0.10435875089266032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320798795771702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291770338095188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991903130038087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937406972476366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385822986492006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24084332684448634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871508466081474,0.0,0.0,0.07136674140857402,0.14640937173577134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419100404557118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496656222938973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831560725013276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603506972226018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468495792071639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475052929657078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989540627120947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377212520095775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448976751017427,0.0,0.0,0.09704828887256464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035949008016846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917794198083148,0.0,0.0,0.1520732218681619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723221665808919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181342998000628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,10FN2typeR_,2020/03/29,"Coping with my GF’s anxiety and obsessive thoughts As the title states. We’ve been together almost a decade. We pretty much grew up together and have built our lives around each other. Neither of us have contact with our parents so we support each other.

My girlfriend’s family are narcissistic and manipulated her into thinking that any decision she made for herself was wrong. They played mind games with her her whole life until around 12 months ago when she went no contact. I’ve supported her through this as best I could, told her I would stand by her no matter what her decision was, but I also reassured her that I agreed with her thought process. We had spoken many times about how her family mistreated her often, but it took a long time for her to get the confidence to change the situation.

I am no psychologist but since she has gone no contact she now struggles a lot more finding the reassurance and guidance her family used to give her—even though their reassurance was generally negative—they would tell her what they thought she should do, and she would generally follow their advice. I feel like she never learned to think for herself, or trust in her own decision making.

Now it’s just me and her, I’ve ended up shouldering almost all of this responsibility. I am being asked questions constantly about inconsequential things, I don’t mind her wanting my opinion but it’s a constant barrage and none of the decisions she’s trying to make are actually important. The only reason she’s asking me is because she doesn’t want to make a decision on her own. 

I’ve tried to help in any way I can, tried to listen, and we’ve spoken about it numerous times; she has agreed she needs to take small steps at first and build up to believing in her own decision making ability. She is working towards it, but I am really struggling to be her only support. I find it very hard to relate to this problem and as much as it makes me a bad boyfriend, I am getting impatient as it feels like nothing is changing. I have my own worries and while I can cope with my own, she worries about every inconsequential thing (obsessive thoughts) and her worries on top of mine (because I’m constantly being asked to make decisions for her) are breaking me down. 

Maybe I just want to vent and maybe this makes me a bad boyfriend, I don’t know, but any advice would be appreciated.",7.551208053691276,7.56338974049217,7.565302908277407,72.66935033557048,63.22818791946309,10.910389261744967,35.55337807606264,10.53366545652748,3.72301474720358,1902,79,342,42,25,613,215,447,0.109,0.757,0.134,0.882,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,6,0,4,4,16,19,0,4,13,0,36,2,1,12,2,90,75,32,0,11,9,1,3,2,2,5,1,1,0,0,20,26,0,0,21,2,0,6,10,8,0,1,14,4,75,11,54,51,16,43,0,0,0,0,67,16,0,7,19,251,95,2,0.0,0.0,0.07108610150992417,0.0,0.0,0.14236636060057792,0.06457259693412555,0.0,0.14588726340465966,0.0,0.0,0.058254029651216975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486110629330578,0.0,0.055726139012366636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969478651943125,0.20430040744714467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164487548046415,0.08881113373594207,0.0,0.0,0.08207124233939743,0.0764462145181784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412046268201046,0.0,0.0,0.2361583320132841,0.0,0.05816071466281075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451894819179202,0.0,0.0,0.04811336071110262,0.0,0.06137495889834836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060150287221072,0.0,0.07366512701422996,0.10408080336179612,0.0,0.0,0.13315781366707208,0.06196182349434859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761168935763218,0.06987945311103641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525471037369751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048826392113863394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04003364472374237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051452497822006636,0.07117666430061073,0.0,0.06432336961950247,0.06446543251799279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193011779465546,0.0,0.06892759320038266,0.3403716930947759,0.07385328175227072,0.14636495960613352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710513983842702,0.0,0.05814409365840004,0.0,0.10709874686772364,0.05401356054371617,0.056182467440537766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989663351652962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080363784666257,0.0,0.0,0.08088562617385307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410943807926333,0.0,0.06970271874523247,0.0,0.0,0.08160294454506009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046666299780317534,0.07489667592323683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060258043114480776,0.08188070483783336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230658399586355,0.0,0.0,0.2479905428494024,0.0,0.0,0.05477028921124722,0.0,0.06366964182651526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678981191652604,0.09335212422026733,0.07156973142164418,0.2313228130472329,0.1274293178783409,0.0,0.0,0.06960641103093426,0.08093334953938093,0.14837068940800072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762342965912012,0.06291459366535021,0.0,0.06010466053894555,0.128897404731532,0.0578208804868794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752793985994716,0.0,0.08132871466488183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303194516461752,0.2219325555434898,0.0,0.20698767022687573,0.07964444832758909,0.0,0.0
anxiety,markjones88,2020/03/29,"Can words help neurological disorders? Hi everyone.

Hope everyone is coping well with the crisis.

Sufferer of DP/DR with cocurrant anxiety for a while now.

I've been reading Claire Weekes and her seminal work about acceptance being the key to recovery. 

I think her message is inspirational and has no doubt helped a great many sufferers over the years but  just worry about how valuable her and other gurus of her ilk's advice is in the face of neurological damage/ malfunctions or whatever you want to call it of the brain.

Acceptance might be the key to recovery for some but if some of us have  a neurological basis to our disorder, surely that advice will only help us live better with our disorder and not truly recover.

I tried SSRIs and they didn't help me. I'm on my third week of Lamictal which isn't showing any efficiay yet so feeling a bit disheartened. I really thought medication was the answer to my prayers as I don't suffer from situational or circumstanial anxiety. 

I thought of talking to a psychologist, doing CBT, maybe mediation but worry that mere words won't help me if I truly suffer from some sort of neurological disorder as I suspect.

Thoughts?",7.099726301735648,8.338245901869158,8.181708945260349,63.62934579439255,64.2803738317757,12.095594125500668,35.84646194926569,11.765960540728905,4.9030611481975965,949,44,153,32,14,323,135,214,0.177,0.627,0.196,0.7035,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,1,1,2,8,16,0,1,12,0,17,7,2,1,1,39,25,17,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,10,2,0,0,6,7,1,1,6,1,21,9,28,14,4,9,0,6,0,0,19,3,0,11,6,108,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183426420446582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597331275212564,0.0,0.17093072227989006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880710732852632,0.12196911486862873,0.0,0.0,0.12471627383997287,0.1140784334255034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121623984342785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135061628832413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648890085758434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317150262908146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744172222523655,0.0,0.0,0.11096299532899773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865065320690836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326636849768483,0.11223758143548812,0.0,0.0,0.1125459712265999,0.0,0.11851708050453323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496796200148697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175005902458078,0.0,0.07157058131920263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557776536080664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529461390513344,0.0,0.0,0.08979616430961633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715855534859109,0.0,0.2660791879812776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585042840801244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687703900848174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589524796695098,0.0,0.1792298112474075,0.0,0.10044954063339027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133336394330096,0.2269138127324896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719439050997637
anxiety,lunalavendermoon,2020/03/29,"I get really anxious talking on the phone and I think people just think I’m being immature or ridiculous. I’m 22 years old and get phone anxiety. It feels really stupid because everyone makes me feel pathetic about it, but it’s true. It’s not every instance that I can’t talk on the phone, sometimes I’m able to and I’m able to with people I’m very comfortable with, but a lot of the time I get too anxious to talk on the phone. In the past I’ve even gotten so uncomfortable that I just hang up the phone or avoid calling at all. My boyfriend pretty much makes all my doctors appointments because I particularly get uncomfortable talking to doctors on the phone. I don’t know if anyone can relate to this. I don’t really understand why I feel anxious about it, I just do. My parents constantly make me feel like I’m a little kid about and they basically laugh at me or say “yeah right” or something smart to delegitimize how I feel",4.563846153846153,5.650671827956991,5.65989247311828,79.96753101736975,69.96774193548387,9.163937138130684,29.899090157154674,9.466822959209583,2.637192390405293,744,29,146,16,13,247,97,186,0.156,0.721,0.12300000000000001,-0.3882,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,10,8,2,1,9,1,6,2,0,4,3,35,29,13,0,1,11,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,9,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,6,18,5,20,27,4,16,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,6,6,84,26,2,0.23450633558190664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896983524240459,0.3973881144494169,0.0,0.08198614119137845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295288556161692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972859400463355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670901943102805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400271713523477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744461148496215,0.0,0.09879085095153772,0.112040426598372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964336234930141,0.08376568649814778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450397628989638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443927458265845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057283975096384915,0.11751847763896478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996844502429088,0.0,0.0,0.2348021999586924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619456964875033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303747549077106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019576685497306,0.0,0.11193141612894797,0.16257716599117245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928862491812993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22534614517751755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001335646330498,0.0,0.09324442522491877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026721703695946,0.11596638110098995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769746191972473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026219089007067,0.0,0.0,0.06837126506390251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220646828254403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674614317266013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580274636774437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550719576126125
anxiety,RomainTroj,2020/03/29,"I felt like sharing with you all something that really clicked for me while I was dreaming tonight. Yesterday night I watched Fellini’s « La Dolce Vita ». 

The dreams I had when I went to sleep were vivid, the kind of dreams that bring answers to some of the questions that have been holding you back. Here’s something that I realised, that I felt like sharing with you.

There is no hell, enough worrying about the pain, enough worrying about the punishment. Pain and punishment are never eternal except in our imagination. Focus on your strength, on your purpose, on your resolve, on how much you have the strength to accomplish. focus only on what MATTERS. In the absurdity of this world, truly there is no atonement, no penance. No matter what other men put you through, your mind is as free as you allow it to be.",6.440536912751675,7.705980872483224,5.584758389261747,81.56116442953022,65.7785234899329,8.376107382550336,35.03422818791946,8.548686976883017,2.8726558389261743,646,30,115,9,10,194,92,149,0.16899999999999998,0.622,0.21,0.6841,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,1,10,0,4,8,14,3,0,7,0,11,3,1,2,2,19,15,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,6,3,1,3,5,5,0,0,7,5,19,10,23,7,5,19,1,0,3,0,15,8,1,2,10,88,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094351100139166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787880729154273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35198631174146605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087485011376115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790985895751226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507697237005385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474384264666786,0.0,0.14136937683611314,0.0,0.0,0.17201112472380073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940506662630764,0.390080291473564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426336971960688,0.20533376236165932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742427877830475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342863601225376,0.0,0.0,0.2822208345176655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699174709108483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722925022239396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BosnianGiraffe,2020/03/29,"How to convince yourself you are not dying? Every day I get chest pains, increased heartbeat, lightheadedness and dissociation. I'm constantly thinking that I'm gonna get a heart attack or just collapse on the floor or that I'm gonna go mentally disabled and just stop interacting with the world.

I've been taking medication and it helps with heartbeat and calms me down but I still feel sick. I've had blood tests and ECG done, all normal.

​

 I know that it's just anxiety but what if it wasn't and those were the actual warning signs? I would have time to call 911 then, but not if I simply ignore these symptoms and write them off as anxiety.",3.95965367965368,6.162224142857145,4.516955266955268,83.08006493506495,73.44444444444444,7.43896103896104,26.533910533910536,8.296473431620573,1.808850793650794,526,19,99,9,11,167,88,126,0.155,0.773,0.07200000000000001,-0.8884,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,8,7,3,1,1,32,20,17,1,4,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,1,8,2,8,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,6,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.19006511431986325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103064907203695,0.2366639925752556,0.0,0.0,0.2979934124116059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157630020000404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988795297042714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047461889310254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256090106140676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213805329624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993149105214529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641001311313004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848036739918978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035160990962029,0.0,0.11069093430275843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308005829725784,0.1305486389298241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070391975286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962078997365744,0.1962799643111567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908309273369635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072464937391459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555416833714444,0.1628344623744295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243814596769025,0.14644102094717298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247992349070523,0.0,0.0,0.11357057313033155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835733838555264,0.0,0.2366639925752556,0.0
anxiety,oreo196,2020/03/29,How do I start therapy? I’ve been feeling depressed and having so much anxiety for a while now. I know I need to get help and want to start going to therapy but just taking that first step terrifies me. I also don’t want my family to worry. Where to start?,1.7324528301886808,3.7070007358490606,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,79.37735849056604,8.013584905660379,21.92075471698113,8.841846274778883,1.6614709433962265,201,6,41,5,5,70,39,53,0.226,0.6729999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.8764,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,15,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,0,6,14,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346265917384527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550143243157704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759433650723085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162715336342648,0.0,0.1159988430957184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513982077454708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985958557008465,0.0,0.13038152333710515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377167534515973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260801864079341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168646023392552,0.17010791370362546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871422024768625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249112143104872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247108527722563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706291824987964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298151813723306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kahyehm,2020/03/29,"Pure Anxiety Before all of this, grocery shopping was one of my favorite things to do in the world, as I walked into my late 20s, it became a hobby. Today was totally different. I had to go out today to replenish my grocery supply and let me tell you about the anxiety I felt, it was overwhelming. It was so overwhelming that the whole time, I felt like stopping and sitting down because I was out of breath because I was moving too fast and was too anxious, but I knew I couldn't, it was too scary. Here’s a walkthrough of what I felt like while I was going out after 2 weeks of being in my apartment.

It was 3:33 started my, what can only be called a ***MISSION*** by putting on the biggest glasses I could find, putting on two cotton masks, all the while thinking that this is not enough but I have nothing else. Then I prepared my money in my pocket, I left the door and the screen door opened, thinking when I come back I could go straight to the bathroom to take a bath. I put on my earphones, a proven tactic to help with my anxiety in the past. At 3:42, I was so paranoid as I was walking out and opening the gate that I felt my heart rate increase a little, little by little as I was walking towards the drug store that doubles as a mini grocery store. In the street, I think I saw less than 100 people, not counting people in cars, bikes and motorcycles. I had to choose between two routes, the nearer route where I have to walk through a slum area, and the farther one where I have to walk through the main road, I chose the main road. When I arrived, what I usually do, before the COVID19 was a thing was take it one aisle at a time, but this time I just went to all of the things I need, really annoyed with myself when I forgot something and I had to backtrack a little. In the counter, I asked the cashier as politely as I could if I could be the one to scan my groceries to limit the people the touched what I bought and she thankfully agreed. When I finished, I thanked her and walked back home. 

When I arrived home I put the groceries back down grabbed my disinfectant and sprayed the shit out of my grocery bag, I hadn’t thought about the need to put the cold cuts and ice cream I bought to the freezer. I was using my left had to move things about while my right hand was spraying disinfectant where my hand or any part of my body touched. I was spraying so much that it kind of suffocated me and I had to cough and sneeze. I knew it was because of the disinfectant, but at the back of my mind I was like, “What if it’s not?”. When I finished, I took a long shower, twice as long as I usually take because I took my usual bath then cleaned the places I touched and stood on in the bathroom, then I took another shower. When I finished, I grabbed the disinfectant again and sprayed on the places I stepped on and my door.

It was so exhausting.

I knew I was being paranoid, but I couldn’t help it. All the while, I was thinking of a post I read that morning that a father died, he had no contact, he was just the one who did the groceries for the family and how even young people die. I was thinking that the whole time. In the past, I sometimes get fed up with life, but I realize now how I want to live, or how I don’t want to die how people I’ve read online have died. 

There are many post-apocalyptic movies and series lately, I love watching them. The most recent one I watched was Dark. Before this, I couldn’t wait for the next season to arrive and I just now realized, all those post-apocalyptic movies that we so loved, the way the streets looked right now, the people, it’s here, we’re in the next season.",4.399590173278615,4.995569922024625,4.780565150478797,87.91310034769724,70.02599179206567,7.5143752849977234,29.18265503875969,7.333567415737692,1.47637822617419,2827,102,602,26,48,894,282,731,0.077,0.836,0.08800000000000001,0.8637,3,0,2,0,0,1,87.0,1,1,1,1,40,14,3,2,60,0,56,13,6,5,7,95,100,61,4,13,16,1,11,3,0,0,4,0,11,0,36,33,1,4,17,6,6,24,9,6,0,9,52,19,99,8,84,36,17,133,0,2,7,2,17,55,1,5,54,438,135,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882822940716818,0.059871663150430784,0.1310381973023316,0.0645038754145063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337841565610048,0.0,0.0,0.17561768319885504,0.0,0.13922432179210706,0.0,0.14575719403920867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342240415693381,0.0,0.0,0.05830288851438663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049184404327634906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823506966581388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370325875844568,0.05965469105383622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621492405711993,0.0,0.047697599587838486,0.0,0.0,0.058996937244692925,0.0,0.03771233252161128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382640187527343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192900550956754,0.0,0.0521860422203325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029831065203474123,0.0,0.0973494036083556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766076266428676,0.0765424450927488,0.0,0.11454681166745005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945821613166793,0.0,0.0,0.1288168392679276,0.0,0.12407311040185602,0.05838601929403636,0.040329623170206635,0.08368480165004301,0.22890661189589645,0.050418101503381635,0.10105890718654484,0.0479474843724416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306537018879136,0.0,0.0,0.05788786062934849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765215594204694,0.0,0.0,0.12137112355539498,0.04197320136058842,0.08467408328143475,0.0,0.0,0.12144758871631255,0.0,0.0,0.05478655089475573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321442914789416,0.04342518973231135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061830982926294124,0.10901196877950332,0.2375051288934729,0.0,0.11930938210767245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405074475676365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28699357865659303,0.0,0.0,0.1142258188010791,0.0,0.036578093669985885,0.0,0.05637685150362728,0.0,0.0,0.09752183434348012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058609720142451034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395641271128695,0.056470845957534835,0.0,0.04041387466379456,0.0,0.0,0.0477360315575633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287905476885178,0.0,0.04990569497963481,0.10513533611420836,0.0,0.0,0.15173205603398773,0.1829287280165553,0.0,0.045329003817949284,0.13317594774240865,0.0,0.10824342794013292,0.0,0.1903121302361616,0.0,0.0,0.11155183979592796,0.0,0.0,0.04931387127613874,0.188654350014524,0.0,0.06735512016570368,0.04532130450638746,0.04580013675606821,0.0,0.0,0.05292991561718188,0.0,0.12749454561753384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmallTimeCrocodile,2020/03/29,"I'm Ruminating Over My Friend's Personal Problems and I Want to Stop Hello everybody.

I'm stuck right now. I realize that I shouldn't be worrying about anyone's problems other than my own, but of course, it's hard not to worry about the people you care for.

This is going to be a bit of a long story, and barely even the whole story, but being able to write it out to somebody is helping to soothe me a bit. TL;DR: at the end.

I've been friends with this one person for most of my life- since childhood. We've conducted our friendship mostly online, but we have met before. We consider each other family and I care about them very much.

Early in his childhood, he suffered a multitude of abuse- from witnessing his step father pushing his mother down a flight of stairs, to being fondled by an adult as a child, and (at least) two suicide attempts later as an adult. He's been through more than anyone I know. Since his teen years, he wanted to become a psychologist and to help other people with their problems. People find him easy to talk to, helpful, and they want to see him succeed through his problems as much as he wants to see them succeed through theirs. I do too, but I hold a burden of knowing how deep this hole goes. Success for him isn't going to be easy.

He's been in over 10 relationships and at least 2 major crushes now, with a majority of them having been abusive or downright traumatizing. He gravitates towards younger ""women"" (legal age girls in their late teens) who come from terribly fucked up environments. He's pushing 30 now and reacts worse than a teenager when he's been rejected. 

During one of his last infatuations, he nearly started stalking a girl- Wanting to step into her life after she requested that he not contact her anymore. They had barely known each other, and he had made a comment that made her uncomfortable. It wasn't a comment like ""show me ur titz plz"" or anything like that, it was a comment that showed how clingy he was. He told her that spending even a few minutes with her was enough to make him want to cry. I'm a younger woman myself, and I'd run away too if some guy I've only seen a handful of times said that.

Her request caused him an emotional breakdown. He has a ""white knight"" complex and nearly called the authorities on this girl's boyfriend because he falsely believed the boyfriend kidnapped her. Nothing in their texts suggested that her boyfriend was a threat. I conclude that he was attempting to keep a foot in her life while framing it as him trying to ""save"" her so that he could convince the better half of himself that he was doing the right thing.

I insisted to my friend that he would *not* call the authorities and I walked him through recovery, guiding him to not contact her, and to only talk to her if she starts a conversation with him first. He listens to me, so it worked. He did not reach out to her first. That was the first time I ever witnessed my friend contemplate doing something akin to stalking. He was absolutely obsessed with her.

Fun fact: This girl would then later end up contacting him again, leading him on and flirting with him while she had a boyfriend, thanking my friend for ""loving"" her, and then dropping him like a sack of potatoes and humiliating him. I felt bad for her up until all that bullshit. I don't feel entirely bad for my friend either. He wanted to make her into someone he could love, only to once again find out that you can't do that. The cycle continues.

Now my friend is infatuated with this new girl, who is his sister's friend. He had been crushing on her for a while, but he couldn't act upon it because they met when she was about 16/17, and he's 10 years older than her. Their relationship would have been illegal \[FL\], and even if they lived in a place where it was legal, it'd still be kinda fucking weird.

They're 19 and 29 now. She mirrors many of his other girlfriends, but wears a different face. Abusive family, terrible relationships (she's supposedly has 20 under her belt), and she flirted with my friend when she was dating someone else, which shows that she's willing to engage in a certain level of cheating. He's terrified of being cheated on, because he's been cheated on many times before.

She broke up with her last boyfriend, and had a brief fling with my friend, which he is now claiming was an actual relationship, even though up until this point he didn't acknowledge it as such. He said they kissed once. That's it.

After years of me suggesting he go to therapy, he finally has, but not in the way I expected. He participated in a ""live"" therapy session with a Dr. (psychiatrist) for a couple hours, a Dr. who he very much respects. The Dr. wanted to hear about how he met this last girl. Oh, such a lovely picture he painted for the Dr., but they never got around to talking about this girl's issues with relationships, or *more importantly*, my friend's. By the end of this public therapy session, this Dr. tells my friend he might have found *THE ONE, his true love*. I thought I'd have a god damn heart attack. I have no idea how in the world this Dr. thought it would be a sane idea to pull the trigger on that kind of comment. What-in-the-ever-loving-fuck. I respected the guy.

I think I'm so hung up on this because I see so much potential in my friend, but it's being buried by his own stupid actions, delusions, and the shit he's been dealt with.

I don't believe he's a bad person, but I realize he's not fully good either, and he's said things that make me worry about where he'll be in the future.

He's beyond my help. There's no use worrying about him. All I can do is give what I believe is the best advice I can give, but watching his life unfold hurts. I wish him the best. I hope he becomes the best he can be and finds a girl that is the best she can be, but I feel like that Dr.'s comment might stifle his progress.

**TL;DR:** A friend I've had since childhood who has faced terrible abuse finds himself attracted to ""women"" that have also been abused and are a bit too young for him. This has lead him into over 10 back-to-back relationships, most of them being co-dependent abusive relationships. He's shown signs of stalker tenancies and can't emotionally handle being rejected well. He talked to a psychiatrist about his last infatuation, and the Dr. claimed that my friend might have found ""the one"", despite knowing very little about my friend and this girl. 

I'm having crippling anxiety thinking about my friend's future. I worry he might hurt himself, I worry he might hurt someone else. Every time I pause from doing a task or I get up to get a glass of water, I start ruminating, which can last for hours. I'm thinking I may have to cut contact with him for a bit, unless you guys have a better idea about what I can do.

Thank you for listening to me. This is what I needed right now.",5.0965084124604365,6.066256055472268,5.493515242378808,82.07680126603367,68.65517241379311,8.147779443611528,29.289988339163752,8.309216665352881,1.9915514176245208,5414,193,1045,74,90,1730,482,1334,0.147,0.696,0.156,0.8504,2,2,1,0,3,1,195.0,3,4,15,19,53,85,11,1,74,0,105,26,7,16,7,173,180,74,1,27,29,3,5,4,18,13,11,6,0,21,70,55,1,3,26,3,1,16,19,31,1,9,48,17,148,54,170,101,33,142,0,7,6,7,238,59,4,19,69,701,218,10,0.03492588643822185,0.2482887858364719,0.034082627044016635,0.0,0.0,0.03412917201041102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0279302187662708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02671820752888469,0.0,0.034637094481072744,0.04884198372982527,0.0,0.028741028660270743,0.031091443647940226,0.0,0.039733237888151335,0.0328140199985866,0.05371170164936456,0.08748496896199237,0.08516198480952894,0.07714579516695604,0.059438713891681386,0.11804854187856728,0.14661025224382115,0.06177821666510184,0.15252008906103098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132647000325112,0.0,0.07121853782415799,0.03587850615025133,0.0,0.030085558617195838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577095675135056,0.03864482904291552,0.038364446259104255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036490117731943265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835219305454401,0.07857384269440494,0.09280190649586056,0.03608777696862237,0.0,0.09227287439426232,0.06318492765621192,0.02942656566533224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658500348193258,0.0,0.035319155177269086,0.024951060249987774,0.03353432809108037,0.03825960142922997,0.12768650987501085,0.08912382348736246,0.0,0.07658886353927999,0.4587221048209704,0.09686525767169947,0.03649466830233618,0.06700818550559567,0.05954755839063089,0.029294176496921995,0.02793342192509154,0.0,0.0,0.10374635584164996,0.0,0.0,0.031286734105422286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03936401235198535,0.04138734359087968,0.09364034189380298,0.0,0.0,0.034689285784122885,0.06878992571515452,0.0,0.1121666513594439,0.1182812237857324,0.0,0.03645355141133447,0.0,0.03104373261383875,0.0,0.036369936185200784,0.05758306138682345,0.14234629471558774,0.03939792116684857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098676745889952,0.06825209575619268,0.03500491357068373,0.06168039519370379,0.030908310444274837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608790443257062,0.06609543644090167,0.06993990120439778,0.07081873402743613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525423109442965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269818062436784,0.02589710224964135,0.026936996733758555,0.03373163875900842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033512329993840066,0.0,0.0,0.07438985839816444,0.09466673815833848,0.07968813137095852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263963623113813,0.09148781065084537,0.036490117731943265,0.0,0.03301625172826758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367742590954074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624813197057079,0.0,0.08947954855932026,0.09966754785080166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349422886450637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035850920530360424,0.08667316252754709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877777072096002,0.02688765370457151,0.0,0.0,0.07416216655057316,0.0,0.02789185802517069,0.02919960494002471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820325106266195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228841819991173,0.030526764167764762,0.0643101275829704,0.11982238488987496,0.0,0.04640641406887292,0.06713729335238397,0.034314506097141845,0.05545450514515095,0.08146226099466339,0.0,0.0,0.033373181207702836,0.0,0.02371238429615546,0.0,0.03411751612035648,0.0,0.0,0.030164752124191577,0.0,0.08645254213878005,0.1648015417582259,0.02772254298846092,0.0,0.0,0.03140256633830195,0.0,0.0,0.03899350493296408,0.04016304575890025,0.0,0.0,0.025426461292325387,0.21281359812531764,0.035592462082502316,0.0992413906123073,0.0,0.0,0.06747337732814414
anxiety,Kupeoxo,2020/03/29,"Anxiety ruined my sleep and is just getting worse This isn’t a new thing per se. Ever since I was a kid when I closed my eyes at night my mind would wonder and I would sometimes get panic attacks (to a point where feeling like I’m going to throw up). I didn’t want to wake my parents up in the middle of the night so I would just “ride it out” and the next morning I would fine. It didn’t happen every night (or even every week).

As I got older I still continued to have these panic attacks. I was always too afraid to tell anyone. I would ask my mom if I could leave the tv on overnight because it helped me sleep (to be fair, it did. If I felt my mind wondering listening to the tv would help distract me). When I got my first smart phone, that of course would become my source of distraction. Over time, this has just gotten worse. I just keep distracting myself, that’s it. Because of this i will stay on my phone until I literally can’t keep my eyes open any longer, then I sleep. On some really bad nights, i end up having to pick my phone back up multiple times in the night regardless of how tired I am. I know this is really, really bad for me and that a lack of sleep is NOT helping my mental state. But I feel like I’m stuck in a horrible loop. This is a habit that has persisted over 15 years and is NOT easy to break. As I get older it just keeps getting worse for me. Being in isolation is not helping. At any other time, day to day life is enough a distraction for me to get by and live “normally”. In just the last two weeks I’ve had panic attacks damn near everyday. On bad days I get multiple even in the day time (this is extremely rare they have been nightly since I was a kid).

I suppose these circumstances are really making me realize how NOT ok I am. But now that I realize that I don’t know what to do. I’ve spent over 15 years with these temporary distractions while not telling anybody about my problem. Ever since I began having these panic attacks everything just became a downward spiral. I regret not telling my parents so much. Even if they couldn’t afford me medication or something just the presence of someone being there for me would’ve helped immensely. Its not even their fault. They always told me I can come to them for anything, yet I let my anxiety get the best of me and now I have issues being open about my problems. Now I’m here.

I’m sorry this has turned into a bit of a rant. I don’t know whether to put this as venting or advice needed now. But this is the most I’ve ever “talked” about  this in my entire life and I just needed to let it all out. I really need help. Im so lost and broken that I’m here rambling to a bunch of strangers on reddit. If you’ve made it this far and have any advice it would be greatly appreciated. I’m not very good with conversation so please understand even if I don’t reply I’ve read it and Im thankful.",2.7892189013670112,4.2134655531197325,4.115461232105056,88.02906067238348,74.75042158516021,7.340231782139141,23.409601377776184,7.987972078202968,1.0858981665530492,2255,64,482,34,47,743,254,593,0.179,0.7609999999999999,0.06,-0.9964,3,1,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,5,4,40,33,5,10,23,1,54,11,7,5,4,96,100,37,0,25,29,3,3,2,0,9,4,1,0,2,36,20,0,3,11,3,1,5,16,24,0,2,18,6,70,9,66,64,9,84,0,3,2,0,27,33,1,12,45,329,106,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487991692025384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930569608872986,0.0,0.0,0.10948032855583474,0.0,0.08210581214899447,0.0,0.0,0.037523201516885936,0.0,0.04416099952809152,0.0,0.050168709493450314,0.2442027417137923,0.0,0.04126439695718664,0.13442189974174892,0.0654263007674395,0.05926780603840255,0.0,0.0,0.05631718471773527,0.0,0.05858732180973735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622688893988388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042846434341129176,0.0,0.0,0.13843567542297822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475304833079356,0.055449382849827054,0.0,0.17722323071431262,0.14562681072018666,0.09042867378344208,0.0,0.0482298521359527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542683845297442,0.07667531826710294,0.05152597231330675,0.0,0.0,0.04564667434708824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626102010983132,0.0,0.03049855694764685,0.04501091905052975,0.08584020057411045,0.059164883422262025,0.0,0.0,0.04745500542802003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158195767658168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593292009329935,0.05601140048611039,0.0,0.1430974107622999,0.0,0.0,0.08847719324133685,0.04374342149033875,0.0,0.05682255619787716,0.0,0.10975040021094104,0.07580911212658607,0.052435158186368284,0.0,0.047386402470815256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858072789670023,0.0,0.0,0.050778289322511785,0.035821217820590494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540609566753379,0.05408081255193385,0.0,0.10837092961926796,0.06285077053269514,0.0,0.0,0.03944930398714062,0.11937379838525684,0.0,0.051829142962355336,0.0570724020383357,0.3021608564122533,0.0525794451137233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518531360719624,0.11917531244557195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058907090391207284,0.050729940609496635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269863358558212,0.0,0.05394726425329102,0.0,0.0,0.05367864378930756,0.0,0.1718930519572296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331745476030276,0.0,0.21481150841063426,0.0,0.045469436013758434,0.0413132625346989,0.053075188367250906,0.06007259049070115,0.0,0.057198813297371885,0.04285623676336279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313318811367948,0.1407144226403748,0.04940671308972398,0.0,0.0,0.03565205779549527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516792324539958,0.061679013371333774,0.0,0.0512783678338392,0.0,0.0,0.05837115416887334,0.052422049019192084,0.055866243064936635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427852041206903,0.03165248925951808,0.0,0.08609224262027641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639290125164532,0.0,0.0,0.16406497343656945,0.3430930700342205,0.0,0.0,0.06911586961779595
anxiety,maiajraisat,2020/03/29,"is this normal/ vent hello pals! i’ve had diagnosed general anxiety and OCD for my whole life, i am a healthy 18 year old. in the last few months i lost a very close person in my life which spiked a lot of my anxiety back up, but then something new started up. i was sick in the beginning of the month, got checked out and then got sicker. i’m mostly fine now but when i was sick i had a few panic attacks (which are normally rare for me) and then covid blew up in the US all while i was recovering. now every feeling i have (cough , headache, weird feelings in general) sends me into a freak out, which really hasn’t been likely. i’m scared to fall asleep some nights and i’ve never really had physical symptoms of anxiety until now. it’s like i’m always scared there’s something wrong with my health or that there will be and the symptoms of anxiety i’ve felt lately aren’t helping. i don’t really know what i’m asking but i just want to know i’m not the only one or crazy. sorry if this is a mess, thank you !!!",3.3558571428571433,4.289256204761905,4.704285714285717,86.2707142857143,72.66666666666667,8.266666666666667,25.42857142857143,8.648137234880735,1.5753714285714282,793,24,171,14,15,264,124,210,0.23,0.698,0.073,-0.9889,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,1,8,13,1,3,12,0,17,11,1,0,2,33,35,17,0,4,8,0,3,2,1,1,10,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,5,0,1,2,5,9,0,1,11,3,17,4,21,22,7,35,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,6,23,108,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039687776532066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823469857453822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681179657992932,0.14214916666860175,0.0,0.09607917747985184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682206885614716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527613679561837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263573960425963,0.0,0.11997201955595126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986856646476825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328164773316914,0.0,0.0,0.08375164770259277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733899082015694,0.10185128747444963,0.14094954149238495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651238539017886,0.1220889493380752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639816809453514,0.10622839786364986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994685020637527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963694841341001,0.12067791589140098,0.0,0.11725752582312075,0.24484980813435714,0.0,0.0,0.13111447037851773,0.0,0.08466965351731015,0.09503044193249403,0.0,0.14660242208689925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910190674586016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24013935883304935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501943812590564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238591018118564,0.0,0.13987179043035372,0.0884405662515088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259742704659922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503757974626055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029999747247105,0.0,0.0,0.10309720085405248,0.0736990082855117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950270670897866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366136937221226,0.0,0.08046398824842133
anxiety,NYMetFan15,2020/03/29,"Sleep and Daily issues Hi, so after a long time dealing with mild anxiety, I hit a breaking point about 3 months ago.  I completely lost my footing in terms of how I was feeling and I started getting caught up in my own thoughts.  I have Illness Anxiety disorder, GAD, some mild depression, pretty much anything you can throw at me, it’s probably buried in there somewhere.  Anyway, I got put on Zoloft about 6 weeks ago and I’ve noticed a few things.  After about a month, I started feeling better and had a much better disposition about life.  That being said, most of my anxiety reaching a breaking point stemmed from physically feeling ill as well as reading news stories about sports players who have recently been diagnosed with cancer like Oskar Lindblom.  Despite seeing 2 doctors, I have been told that it is my anxiety just acting up.  However, despite the Zoloft working somewhat, I still today have physical problems that aren’t going away or at least aren’t escaping my attention.  I’ve been getting headaches pretty consistently for a while.  To be honest I don’t remember a day recently where I haven’t had one and the intensity has stayed relatively the same, which I know is a good thing.  My neck has also been unbelievably tight due to anxiety, I think.  And I’m very shaky in my legs when I use the muscles.  I’m not really sure what to do anymore.  I was told to go up to 100 but when things started going well at my dose I just never did...  I don’t really want to go up in meds due to the fact that I want to get off of them at some point and I don’t want the withdrawal process to take very long.  I don’t know, I just want to feel normal again and the coronavirus stuff and having to stay at home with all of the distractions and also trying to get back to classes online just has kind of made me hit another wall for anxiety.  I’m struggling to get tired at night as well, as you can tell by posting this at 4:01 AM.  Thank you for letting me vent and any support is greatly appreciated.",5.54113110539846,6.255447503856042,6.221844730077122,78.16910642673525,67.53470437017995,9.411660668380463,33.04071979434448,9.490545024520769,3.0308736452442164,1585,68,298,31,25,519,210,389,0.094,0.7829999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.8448,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,1,4,24,19,0,3,17,0,34,14,4,3,4,52,75,24,0,6,7,0,5,1,0,0,10,1,1,0,14,14,0,1,10,2,0,8,9,6,3,1,17,7,36,13,57,53,12,65,0,2,1,0,11,24,0,6,29,205,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430274137925309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903187419435647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486190995735207,0.08459499294473251,0.3702978936272108,0.0,0.08000813124559264,0.0,0.0,0.06638882468738362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757970164090134,0.0620342574827509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270133627291026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458642383338151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052028837007467216,0.08317260011420788,0.06948544102797212,0.08188364097483243,0.0,0.0,0.09246078118943388,0.08257449696965767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316724282116402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074734002972087,0.0,0.1833983263107556,0.06766653938534113,0.06452333606511045,0.0889447049465321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092381449720776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842039602161133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401081763048766,0.08867397226360929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249586917002963,0.056983287385475014,0.03941383303694975,0.0,0.0,0.1427900460852093,0.0,0.0,0.08806652285846546,0.0,0.0,0.0763368353022232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961197250715068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287883674828119,0.0,0.11861112540152532,0.0,0.06222169619955682,0.0,0.0,0.07570822044378102,0.07904457782017374,0.0,0.0918492624460596,0.0,0.0,0.054667610870935836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287924528100556,0.0,0.07726455145905242,0.16415138571719712,0.08698152241978477,0.07719528151089508,0.0,0.08110086970738621,0.0,0.0,0.08069704286738236,0.0,0.10336521195910543,0.0,0.1593140762838911,0.0,0.0913892873813164,0.0,0.0767406001075022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428769811982299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073347368210226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713069887567541,0.17197808151557106,0.0644273277246371,0.0,0.0,0.0843392470134291,0.09235381523079628,0.0,0.0915492734091222,0.07603543162458659,0.0,0.060657718525284274,0.0,0.07051369032620239,0.0742748952411517,0.0,0.0,0.16079107629056144,0.051693417692666985,0.0,0.06404710603305801,0.04704236431252397,0.09272428725249984,0.07647066693221903,0.15417724275966108,0.0,0.054773172615544916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967747968184491,0.0,0.13313099614892832,0.1903373187042764,0.0,0.06471278801814105,0.0,0.2176101102027665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873251445207092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mandouie,2020/03/29,"Strange anxiety quirk I'm just wondering because I've been googling this action I do when I feel distressed or very happy.  When either of those emotions are extreme I tend to take my hand and apply extreme pressure to my nose, eyes, anywhere on my face.  Nothing painful but I've been doing it since I was a kid and I'm wondering if anyone else does this.",2.6791428571428604,5.095863485714286,3.481428571428569,87.91357142857143,78.42857142857143,5.7142857142857135,30.0,6.868970318607317,1.7444285714285717,284,14,53,3,7,90,52,70,0.094,0.8109999999999999,0.095,0.2615,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,6,5,4,0,0,10,13,7,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,4,7,1,4,10,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955693700637426,0.0,0.0,0.17875443141870498,0.2619407162254685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584012984939216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371854379881215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356038995463705,0.2875686346589627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926288041094547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721411449850765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453003353304351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720265921348642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147396431964585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221484116951945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210935672340194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554476858139316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatthefuckrichards,2020/03/29,"Anxiety ruining my sleep. Help? So for the past year or so, I’ve had anxious thoughts of a home invasion. I know it’s just anxiety because 
A. I live in an apartment complex. A burglar or whatever would be an idiot to break into one. I have so many neighbors!
B. My front door is in direct sight of about 8 other houses, and like...28 windows. 
C. I’m not even on an end unit? Who’d break into an APARTMENT in the middle of the complex? 
D. My street is lit up like crazy. The front porch lights of my complex are all on a timer, all front doors face this street, so it’s borderline daylight out there. 
F. All but one door and one window have an alarm on them. If it opens, it’s gonna be loud as HELL, and the door that doesn’t have an alarm is impossible..well, not impossible to break into, but it’d be loud as hell too, and the other window is in my bedroom, and I’m a very light sleeper. 
G. I live with my backyard looking at one of the busiest streets in my city, a stones throw away from the largest hospital in my city. To say it’s a safe neighborhood is a good assessment. 

The thing is, I cannot stop my brain from getting scared about it. I’ve set up the alarms where I can, I make sure they’re on every night. It’s specifically the front door I’m worried about. I’m scared almost every single night. Shit, I have a loaded gun next to my bed (no kids in the house, ever). I’d get a dog but they’re not allowed in my complex. I leave lights on when I sleep now. 

What the hell do I do? I’ve tried talking myself out of it so many times and it doesn’t work. I’ve woken my wife up to try to talk me down and that doesn’t work either. Do I ask my doc for meds? Do I just...keep repeating these points to myself? Someone please help because I’m going crazy and losing valuable sleep over it. I’m also just...so damn tired of being scared in my own home when I go to bed. 

Thank you in advance..",0.5598450644556081,2.5053593523573245,2.3272856018882777,95.88409913453975,83.26799007444168,5.222029897718333,20.00296556315439,6.345904618129536,-0.05474733401924592,1461,41,341,13,41,481,195,403,0.183,0.746,0.07200000000000001,-0.9936,1,0,0,1,0,0,65.0,0,1,1,4,18,20,6,6,29,0,28,7,6,2,5,43,46,24,0,2,11,1,0,1,1,2,1,3,16,1,20,15,0,2,6,0,0,8,8,14,0,4,3,9,33,6,52,35,6,61,3,2,3,0,12,36,5,4,14,203,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400819467792836,0.0,0.0,0.0830627200118426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891654911562084,0.11734059415294115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710199531082583,0.0,0.09758683877181544,0.0,0.0,0.12663320253741028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595036628204215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199568443934146,0.0,0.0,0.06860343625158326,0.09395400728501363,0.17502552380444142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853285613296892,0.0,0.11806047090384054,0.08711904481320383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392402538201938,0.0,0.20837493643615854,0.0,0.0,0.23969806172230596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232211504693784,0.0,0.0,0.057082805132130876,0.0,0.0,0.1099805763629568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148872745072036,0.0,0.18343362932701016,0.0,0.0872224539726784,0.11620104921171047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933229417226996,0.21061047624939486,0.0,0.0,0.11537326305682614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046415526848556,0.19494503219706585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153294579906285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991531834650984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401521132785306,0.09818826326048748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259952318277633,0.31196815322314136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661839060767762,0.0,0.0,0.3118272269659039,0.0,0.08800650858221264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868377949305094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789379263761593,0.0,0.0,0.1669693588790548,0.0,0.0956271443136887,0.0,0.0,0.06900488339911222,0.0,0.0,0.08245911127322637,0.060565914584803864,0.11938029356608268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410382893229128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570148056099296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123340442767091,0.1054823836965614,0.0,0.07378441886723372,0.0,0.0,0.06688719836820853
anxiety,alimacmarie,2020/03/29,"Help! I need advice for limited access to meds Hi my anxious community! 
I have called and emailed my healthcare provider about refilling my anxiety medicine (20 mg Lexapro) and have not heard back. They are (rightfully) not seeing many patients due to the current pandemic and with my healthcare plan I have to go in for medicine refills. 
I have one more dose left and I’m starting to panic. 
I have missed a dose before and my chest gets tight and I have a hard time breathing and sleeping. I’m afraid what it will be like if I have stop the medicine altogether. 
Does anyone have any advice or positive notes to make me feel a little better?",3.960991735537189,6.3408801404958695,4.010743801652893,85.89975206611572,74.04132231404958,7.044628099173554,30.00826446280992,8.00094639256281,2.1415553719008265,511,23,95,8,11,157,81,121,0.12300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.091,-0.2208,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,2,5,0,2,5,0,11,5,3,1,0,18,22,9,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,5,14,2,10,19,1,11,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,2,7,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984040827260967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862650783754218,0.0,0.15594639915940056,0.23029499740851195,0.0,0.14253822009268274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567497830063469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346323461356247,0.0,0.0,0.18029073292054898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208155920447376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783924615559083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307381334044778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650437728865884,0.0,0.11585392096025182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261155880025026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663785378011206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214860460309301,0.0,0.0,0.09959190335611144,0.20431348990506307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607294749094204,0.20667416690783874,0.0,0.0,0.2264338740440695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511538466840767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813554782818696,0.0,0.0,0.23917667129431144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740886919048147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244383569936013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039994511828719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428765870512975,0.0,0.0,0.17042959346547076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188678755467334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MaxSenpai,2020/03/29,"Had my first major Panic Attack so severe I was convinced I was having a heart attack and called the Ambulance. But it only gets better! The other day shortly after smoking a fat joint with tobacco I was talking to a friend on the phone late at night and shortly after hanging up my ears started ringing like a grenade just went off a few feet away from me. Every time I took a breath it just felt like it wasn’t working and I was getting dizzy like I was about to pass out. I started panicking and went to wake up my mother so I could sit with her. She assured me I was fine but I was steadily hyperventilating and I felt my fingers and toes locking up and my chest felt such an intense pressure that I was sure I was having a heart attack and I said to call the Ambulance. I couldn’t even speak straight and my entire body went freezing cold. I was telling myself in my head “This is it. This is really how I die” and I just told my mother I love her so much because of course that’s the last thing I would want her to know. A few minutes later I feel like an angel or somebody pulled me up long enough to get my breaths in and I went to my bed and got under 3 blankets. By the time the medics got there my heart rate was 140/89 which is honestly pretty normal but I was so sure there was something very wrong with my heart or my lungs. Now a few days have gone by and I do get a lot of heart palpitations, moments of intense anxiety and hyper awareness of my heartbeat throughout the day but with the help of my family, friends and distractions I know I can get through this. I just wanted to share my story because I know I’m not alone. I haven’t smoked since this panic attack and it is difficult because I enjoy smoking every day but I now know smoking can intensify panic attacks and make them debilitating it’s just for the better that I don’t smoke until I get back on my feet. There’s just so many factors can play a part in giving yourself Anxiety and the only person who can pull you back up from underground is you. Just know it’s all in your head. Your mind can make you believe anything and I’m not saying to ignore the signs but just try to chill unless you feel very very sharp pain. I believe in you guys to do it we will all get through this - we’re just blessed to be here 💗",2.433902439024393,4.24423109978769,3.5964010149655654,89.73920925897156,76.64331210191081,5.953932991559213,24.226658381233488,6.697824305789354,0.7309839055460623,1812,60,378,16,41,587,217,471,0.126,0.7170000000000001,0.157,0.8862,0,1,4,0,0,0,21.0,1,7,1,4,26,33,5,5,25,0,37,22,19,3,5,73,74,35,1,6,20,2,8,4,2,2,3,5,1,2,20,25,1,1,10,1,0,10,6,14,0,1,28,14,68,19,50,41,10,53,2,0,0,1,33,20,0,3,26,264,88,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953828678177203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272604117745598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525168727066663,0.0,0.0,0.3819154248090264,0.06308159643435074,0.1032552514868159,0.0,0.12278640252400667,0.0,0.0,0.15129082993119172,0.0,0.11876230136599215,0.0,0.07457900789759847,0.0,0.0,0.13711784158191265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360697937494189,0.0,0.0,0.17320270662597606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968221820205453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937505929007018,0.0,0.044346290279483495,0.0,0.11313912405912875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329497760164066,0.0,0.06789746252945128,0.04796586073168403,0.19339894515482345,0.0,0.0,0.057110477636878675,0.0,0.0,0.1037466255656748,0.0,0.24555043188351144,0.06440819070696255,0.0,0.0,0.10739829188773382,0.0,0.0,0.06648058513829759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781298290508376,0.0,0.0,0.3978146697664807,0.04500349437202405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844959075426958,0.05472923779263029,0.07573847286941847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312076716134219,0.0,0.0,0.059418064778328124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708125435791156,0.060597774236522975,0.0,0.08963486994531031,0.06807088555597228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763794080065544,0.0,0.0,0.06779371817372883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935668644810567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300769654344263,0.06578435926117654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021281867520215,0.07144322982658564,0.2363280529384241,0.0,0.07270764054554096,0.0,0.0,0.05862531879551795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830698593777576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043012528032568026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638668881105944,0.0533935708202341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585072022909495,0.0,0.05554009597612156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168876352642598,0.0,0.0,0.09504611872693174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656003203533675,0.0,0.0,0.05396574910239234,0.05868458109553418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044605791737557764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830143141432304,0.0,0.0,0.06415652665432177,0.0745966143066799,0.045584632932226664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619616780135826,0.07920352603398632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489631635574927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048879770600042206,0.0,0.0,0.0476953551596161,0.07340862854898351,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CrowFoxy,2020/03/29,"Is it okay to ask your doctor for Clonazepam or similar drugs? I'm just wondering if that sets them on alert. I had a psychiatrist prescribe me this drug before, so I have experience with it already.",4.6109649122807,6.465892552631582,5.807894736842107,75.98359649122811,70.84210526315789,9.27719298245614,31.08771929824561,9.725611199111238,3.1733929824561398,159,7,29,4,3,53,35,38,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.4767,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271830911596283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771772825679649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522903840559016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30346915405343805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6876664468215297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29002322862040497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215297782708998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redditharry876,2020/03/29,"You guys ever just feel so wired you know there’s no way you’re going to sleep for the night without having to take a prescription sleeping pill? I try to limit my intake of sleeping pills bc I don’t want to be dependent on them but it’s like for absolutely no reason whatsoever I’m absolutely wired at 1:29 am, no coffee, super sensitive to caffeine so i rarely have it, and I didn’t sleep in... anyone else have these wired nights? If so what helps?",2.1550061050061093,4.404703010989014,3.784102564102565,85.94145299145298,79.32967032967035,6.681807081807082,21.1001221001221,7.793537801064563,0.9294239316239312,358,10,72,6,9,119,67,91,0.076,0.774,0.15,0.8363,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,7,6,4,2,1,12,13,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,12,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952982531897686,0.189808638294056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475107266617444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756757234460096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936670391160189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528080212270262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834248096062117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416794120615215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180754770357543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050289695292588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476857105924948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046596830020945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.741527802429491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928356686209364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577134511028815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926416827335853,0.1470413720522328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785726220031874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LavenderMercury,2020/03/29,"Looking for a virtual hug or anything It’s been months since my last panic episode and i cant stop freaking the fuck out. Tuesday-Thursday were terrible as the whole day i was panicked. Now I’m lightheaded, nauseous, can’t stop shaking and feel like I’m going to shit myself at any moment. I just need something to help soothe these worries away.",3.7666169154228832,6.034341507462685,4.087388059701496,85.64710199004975,74.22388059701494,6.257711442786071,32.062189054726375,7.1686216300943375,2.1283353233830837,279,14,50,3,6,87,57,67,0.26,0.531,0.209,-0.7263,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,2,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,9,12,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,2,5,2,7,9,1,12,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,1,8,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678847266804166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031586158035655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194893128785365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921514739987686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482835534491495,0.17636887402801574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282336736638893,0.0,0.0,0.14030580556829894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547635148506926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123758645535392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061156077102887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731438007304134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705474974601575,0.0,0.0,0.18305605928549176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896567959111711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534155432056495,0.20421908501781572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005786373878872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128002091885108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756291913260929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25071542921194645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OdinsBeard444,2020/03/29,"Anyone have any good medication suggestions for panic and generalized anxiety? When I originally started with a severe wave of anxiety, I tried Paxil which didn't work out because of the side effects. Then moved to zoloft. This initially helped, but I got up to the max dosage and I still felt like my anxiety was out of control. Eventually got off that a while back and have actually been doing well, but maybe 2 months ago I had a bad panic attack out of nowhere. 

Have been considering trying a new medication for a short period to restabilize myself. Currently have a prescription for Lexapro because I've heard good things, but I'm really trying to avoid another SSRI if possible. Any suggestions?",6.7650000000000015,8.54514835714286,7.570000000000004,65.72500000000001,65.42857142857143,11.94920634920635,33.84126984126984,11.645159339076185,4.774926984126983,567,25,90,20,9,189,86,126,0.18899999999999997,0.7240000000000001,0.086,-0.917,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,1,3,8,0,10,3,0,3,0,17,16,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,9,2,7,4,17,7,0,20,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,13,59,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.1438006607628158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062443866051493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004176962164176,0.15451825875737066,0.33818659800692996,0.0,0.0,0.1030365048481288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764159215729738,0.0,0.11330960752964893,0.12303821071168948,0.1796567745741455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527511258758695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148729003508495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471946737743891,0.2357121430227231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987713111213121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199193048933783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804144169410152,0.0,0.0,0.2968964160516125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762016638886423,0.15661878832465992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423197788097021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34578695083117195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612459254542508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440164253244987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647318593955193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043011203313002,0.0,0.1176807060307377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978984542200699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001402907392013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249300833718247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727875905734907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alyssagregoryr,2020/03/29,"How do I (22f) stop the “flight” sense when something gets uncomfortable ? Whenever my anxiety kicks in and something slightly or just awkward or uncomfortable happens I immediately want to physically leave the situation. 

Whenever my boyfriend does something distasteful or “negative”  I immediately get a gut punch of anxiety and I just need to leave. He notices and it hurts his feelings and I don’t blame him. When I have a fight with a family member or at a family function someone else has a fight and I get uncomfortable I slide out of there like the flinstones..

I take anxiety medication and smoke weed to deal with my anxiety and it works for that most part but when I get anxiety, I GET ANXIETY. 

My personality is to always confront someone when I have a problem so I don’t know why when my anxiety hits I feel like I have no control and just want to leave the situation immediately.   

Info: I don’t always get anxiety when “confronting” someone or dealing with a problem.",5.592130885873903,7.638197474860338,6.997545889864327,67.66643854748607,68.66480446927375,10.700877893056665,36.80806065442937,10.7630783206399,4.687855227454111,784,43,131,25,14,267,89,179,0.27699999999999997,0.6809999999999999,0.042,-0.9823,0,0,4,0,2,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,4,1,11,0,9,2,1,2,0,34,24,22,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,0,2,23,2,14,23,2,11,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,6,9,90,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264260214649084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981209944770208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961535209309588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151591117460516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552640289241299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164299500155289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426707831121167,0.0,0.098833015818325,0.06982014490420478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063673050648718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642456087034568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462470362476382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371124713438048,0.0,0.0,0.31045393985135417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549436312461644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845525037361266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724674388003152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126914264503886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583481503500324,0.0,0.0,0.0853362827419141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703368021063968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971093581064333,0.0,0.0,0.2484253876952076,0.22571784833730835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170877820949744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348270585271338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115290366528626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818841451054164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115045188639557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Character-Depth,2020/03/29,Is gabapentin safe to be taken regularly for anxiety? I recently had my PA prescribe me 100mg gabapentin to take as needed in addition to my sertraline for severe anxiety. I am wondering if there are any short or long-term side effects associated with regular use of gabapentin?,8.286733333333338,9.118482739999996,8.846,61.326333333333366,61.6,13.866666666666667,44.66666666666667,13.023866798666859,6.671866666666666,227,14,36,9,3,76,42,50,0.124,0.8190000000000001,0.057,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,10,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,9,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22827162699164355,0.0,0.5135834237608071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706326450738546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488999762516948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314401870465785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792190582199795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25238705885616425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899168414664432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640269985868814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Phelpsie25,2020/03/29,"Please Tell Me I'm Not Stupid I'm in bed crying for the fourth time this week. Life was starting to make sense. I left an abusive job where a coworker intimidated me to the point of mental health collapse, I had graduated university and just started a better job (which I still have thankfully), my partner and I were fixing our problems and now everything feels so surreal because of this fucking virus. I'm upset ablut everything but the one thing that makes me very upset feels so dumb... It's my champagne birthday April 25. I've been waiting for it for years. And I get to spend it alone. I know there are bigger things to be upset about, but its hard. I'm naturally extroverted. All i think about is how much I can take before I end my life. Is anyone else feeling similarly? Just counting down disappointment until you can't?",3.148938679245284,5.702748716981133,4.241599842767297,82.35221108490569,77.55345911949686,6.9938679245283035,25.66077044025157,8.07648339933343,1.756612893081761,662,25,123,12,16,215,113,159,0.177,0.762,0.061,-0.958,2,1,0,0,0,1,19.0,1,1,0,1,11,10,3,3,6,0,11,4,0,3,1,20,29,10,0,1,5,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,10,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,8,0,1,4,4,17,2,14,24,2,16,0,1,0,1,4,6,2,0,10,77,27,3,0.0,0.18623383289259124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279215667666933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990463953624274,0.1610505528066753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581610458797538,0.0,0.1337494902111028,0.0,0.0,0.13901385888271767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726559945000618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130459195277758,0.0,0.1392157498232467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825283717596853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842637350407234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531134098187032,0.08212060728224953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080334054994414,0.0,0.0,0.16707609802862022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119558624373474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638259030208874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077766254909665,0.0,0.2220432373843592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983913275894475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840152143394914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554615169793675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650994225497327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253758405079178,0.14858689053685092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040102988025622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250710173319715,0.0,0.12552498355551175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818058251529097,0.0,0.13738315915360058,0.14471118596725005,0.0,0.0,0.20884820070461746,0.1007152653224028,0.0,0.0,0.09165352988067338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969082136812504,0.0,0.0,0.1260811512550473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121943796772573
anxiety,NellieX,2020/03/29,"Uncontrollable anxiety, grief, and anger I'm crawling out of my skin right now. I'm so angry. I'm angry at my husband, angry at my coworker, angry at my friends, angry at life in general. There are valid reasons for me to be angry, but not this angry. I've spent all day crying, sleeping, and key board raging in between loads of laundry. I'm so angry and anxious right now that I'm getting dizzy spells and am afraid I'll fall.  


Does anyone else experience the anger and hatred along with their anxiety? I'm not a violent person but if someone on the street looked at me the wrong way I'm afraid I'd hit them. I don't know what to do.",2.5582447552447576,4.265238838461542,4.268321678321681,85.5103146853147,76.0,6.881118881118883,24.89510489510489,7.686295010490155,1.298461538461539,499,17,101,7,11,168,81,130,0.395,0.568,0.037000000000000005,-0.9957,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,5,10,4,3,4,0,5,3,2,1,1,17,17,10,1,1,5,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,9,0,0,1,2,9,1,17,14,1,17,0,1,1,0,5,12,0,1,3,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433513904845933,0.2535233516390297,0.0,0.15691512061139962,0.2299381265870805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465076662420992,0.14472812705055105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638574554255167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874686634708112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951944154414396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733812952283628,0.0,0.1172467791236986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333177774089775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585098751159758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845080024490546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594919161024896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307344298086981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832957654383833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457554518504155,0.0,0.19014481035208167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812897202341452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536090748712625,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tytyroy,2020/03/29,I need to get help for my anxiety. What do I do? and probably depression too,-1.3952083333333327,0.3335315625000028,2.715,85.09666666666669,108.375,9.633333333333333,24.08333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.419858333333334,59,3,13,3,3,22,14,16,0.28300000000000003,0.5760000000000001,0.141,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39443618191322544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440895699810035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693821733699959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455989599013203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823143496030527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.555909069817162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pizzaguy573871,2020/03/29,"Violent and disturbing thoughts that I would never act on, how to cope with this? Sometimes I have really disturbing thoughts that I would never act on nor would I want to act on. It really hurts me and I don't know why I feel this way.

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For example, I love cats. I've never owned one, but I think about my neighbor's cats that I cat-sitted in the past and loved taking care of them and playing with them, and they were always pleased with how I did.

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But then I had thought of adopting my own cat in the future, especially for emotional support because I can feel lonely at times. 

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So out of curiosity, I googled information about adoption a cat. And I saw the whole application process. I think this is what triggered my negative thoughts. I saw the form and saw you needed references and everything and thought (I don't know if my heavy weed use today affected this), they have a strict form, it must be because there are people doing terrible things to animals. I had disturbing thoughts of myself abusing a cat, even though I would never would want to act on such a thought. If I were to have a cat I would love it and snuggle with it all the time. I would treat it like my child. I just don't know why I'm having these terrible thoughts :(

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I've been doing mindful meditation, maybe I can help face these thoughts with that. :P

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Anybody have experience with anything similar?",5.480102932608272,6.815845881918823,5.473738590017478,81.22283938628863,68.04059040590407,8.952495630219461,33.08234608661876,9.276330184999452,2.9392833948339487,1138,51,214,22,19,356,135,271,0.142,0.706,0.152,0.7954,0,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,4,0,10,16,1,3,10,0,29,4,1,5,6,62,59,20,0,13,5,0,2,1,1,8,0,0,1,1,17,17,0,0,18,1,0,4,9,8,0,1,18,5,36,8,27,32,6,23,0,2,3,3,12,8,0,2,11,155,53,0,0.0,0.07765012887106815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453168331620554,0.35504427697841096,0.3981705809094235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053931020005719296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990097989843838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681890953823222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371982980093998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043286291991882615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890005090945364,0.06410734923102365,0.0,0.0,0.06627452646061488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392778709933543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015826271616966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805156879914136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032017861861949284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744796237491728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584030179198436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661732618802856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859454252749802,0.2021833980842136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044409281673962256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256207977185553,0.04543481168908145,0.0,0.0,0.07193948289929501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396882066088622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648173518767552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437013260869968,0.0,0.0,0.049275350884620685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043539590651493806,0.08398638647016234,0.06438935560331821,0.4682585052135019,0.07642981187878144,0.0,0.062121013402364735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056602561776994326,0.0,0.0,0.07731034395632291,0.05201988551602575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827313702016742,0.07316924942007241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32588713508141803,0.0,0.3981705809094235,0.0
anxiety,shysweetumz,2020/03/29,"Withdrawal from a senior college class due to anxiety? I'm a senior due to graduate in about a month and a half....problem is my capstone course...my teacher is nice, but horrible because she would not answer emails and explain much. The course is just poorly developed tbh. Our primary means of communication is online. Others in the class appear to be struggling too. Despite my anxiety, I tried reaching out to her and my classmates many many times. I have so much anxiety relating to this project thing. I understand how to do it for the most part, but I kinda messed up at the beginning with my choice of topic and 75%-80% of the assignments in the course are intertwined as a research proposal. I'm behind on what I need to do, so I'm losing hope. I have tried so hard because i'm a perfectionist... my teacher is convinced I'm doing well... but my anxiety has never been so bad where I have not been able to sleep, eat, and take care of myself. I shake so hard and feel nauseous/ vomit. I felt tense and sick for at least the last three weeks straight and I can't take it anymore. I have visibly lost weight because I can't eat well. For the first time in my life, I have resorted to drinking alcohol multiple times in a day to be able to calm down. I feel like I'm withering away.

Luckly, the coronavirus campus shutdown has made my college allow me to drop with a W instead of a WF. Plus get graduation fee reimbursements. I just don't know if I should drop this one class that's over in about a month to take next fall...I feel terrible either way.  

I am uncertain if I will pass because I've got 100% in the class so far YET it only makes up 1/4 of the total points for the class. 

I'm just so stress and I don't know what to do...I just want to be able to feel stable again. Any advice? My GPA and financial aid can handle the drop; I just am lost.",2.720403820375336,4.53397037265416,4.140924095174263,86.1352735422252,75.83646112600536,7.665180965147454,25.59726876675603,8.472884824447931,1.7133619973190344,1451,52,299,28,32,480,192,373,0.18100000000000002,0.737,0.08199999999999999,-0.9904,0,0,3,0,0,1,56.0,1,0,0,4,22,19,0,4,23,0,31,9,1,4,2,54,63,25,0,7,13,0,8,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,14,5,0,11,1,3,3,7,10,2,3,7,8,34,9,50,50,7,45,0,3,0,0,5,20,0,8,19,196,44,16,0.30710084131859644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003179596165396,0.0,0.1093991346799782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961303434440587,0.0,0.31324173738234595,0.0,0.10152050471011333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617711652011204,0.0,0.08547212496343885,0.2496077632811485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436992497415866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601821227725851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028063666029033,0.0,0.2094938856520053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070392169580224,0.07313096746655161,0.09828832250295524,0.0,0.0,0.08707327291435354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053482504823057504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187219899941245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340135537922955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167347618495873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251639400524187,0.08344272462597987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230480209139405,0.05001131960186478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452242936085062,0.22349123044037225,0.0,0.0,0.0968620804811186,0.06833073208575914,0.20756803447602348,0.0,0.11150761529752327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341664108505027,0.0,0.15050296922990206,0.07590379419236944,0.07895170033041256,0.0,0.1088684095751372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936649263657445,0.07785467610556701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085342812984073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676985293675436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795134342244813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244087529114944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726099204833915,0.107016159362501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309016135003181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800805103085211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790729702124196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900087508444567,0.0,0.0,0.1065676021018416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060378677639381415,0.08125411782371883,0.08211259028952951,0.12465536375923557,0.18408035844919365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271854217304795,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,--Crystalline--,2020/03/29,imagine not constantly worrying if a close friend will just absolutely hate you just because you sent a meme that’d be nice,10.957826086956523,8.988653478260874,9.79739130434783,65.78565217391306,57.69565217391304,14.417391304347825,44.73913043478261,13.023866798666859,5.7549478260869575,102,5,18,3,1,32,20,23,0.142,0.5710000000000001,0.287,0.4666,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299511158211463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530954866934366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379601543961241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850881941815079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989710483319684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SubCat69,2020/03/29,"Hi I hope this community helps me through tough times. Please feel free to pm. Everyone feeling anxious I'm sure. I cant wait for this all to be over..i really need help. I'm getting therapy but I still feel so god damn upset about anxiety. Its getting worse but to be fair I've been skipping out on taking my meds for 4 or 3 days now. I don't take my pills because I hate symptoms. 
Someone please help me feel better. Smh I'm so so tired if this all...",-0.9600000000000009,1.135637166666669,1.4101666666666688,96.3515,99.20833333333334,4.6433333333333335,19.941666666666666,6.42735559955562,0.2342466666666669,352,13,80,5,15,118,68,96,0.251,0.504,0.24600000000000002,-0.6786,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,15,20,7,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,9,5,9,17,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,3,4,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494280795233088,0.1992777888761277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752964386334432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600833285810473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376112283290375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685543754236036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35676539820062897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843197381666472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741549833205981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35470448361212165,0.0,0.0,0.17520148477437253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959366996848624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307957388839515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872606811934997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300408821978157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494601468790305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087043963766238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625157459229795,0.18334346140384694,0.2652563679994693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172472342570635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285819350794216,0.2027417801057357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797630612067568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Newspaupert,2020/03/29,"Movies that help with anxiety attacks? Any movies that help you distract yourself from... yourself? I’ve been having a lot more anxiety since the stay in place was put into effect so I’d like some movies that can be uplifting/stress relief. 
Thanks!",3.8986666666666654,6.913728200000001,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,78.1111111111111,6.266666666666668,24.555555555555557,7.554174236665415,1.4666888888888887,199,7,34,3,5,59,37,45,0.154,0.578,0.268,0.809,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905590081940415,0.0,0.42535280492203975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31627578620475905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726876329122006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358213324205925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363536195039749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904606140295489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27947619745076524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22997221871202697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963209916260131,0.0,0.0,0.31845878708571546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255953670570323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Diggitydiggitydog,2020/03/29,"Wierd way i stopped a panic attack I felt a panic attack coming on, heart rate increasing, then slowed down and felt like my heart stopped. The first time i had one i got scared and jumped out of bed and thought i was going to die. But this time i just thought to myself, fuck it if i die i die. And my anxiety fucked right off. Anyone else have a similar thought process or stopped anxiety this way?",3.664541666666669,4.985067037500002,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,72.375,7.333333333333335,27.083333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.3257083333333337,313,11,68,4,6,96,52,80,0.444,0.531,0.025,-0.9905,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,4,3,4,0,3,4,2,0,0,18,13,8,3,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,7,0,2,8,2,11,1,7,5,1,19,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,9,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002447468863232,0.0,0.0,0.09151391105514256,0.13410139942337393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977883959949561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274100374662188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074964240735333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933293444027672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513294738556743,0.0,0.0,0.11132594041269764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24199177013875106,0.0,0.0,0.07438177220995247,0.0,0.1046762024924716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31018540943262685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394105791146615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868726036625345,0.0,0.0,0.3071175241147313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177028207819736,0.0,0.0,0.13103309929312051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282630858043917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117108436585471,0.1526336470740867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777193222143148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wetried87,2020/03/29,"How Do I Convey the Severity of My Anxiety to My Psychiatrist? What it says on the tin. He never seems concerned unless I'm having panic attacks. I'm not, my Klonopin at least helps with that, but my OCD keeps my levels of stress and anxiety, constantly, nonstop, SO fucking high. I haven't been able to keep my hands still for a week, they keep shaking, a lot. And it always feels difficult to breathe, even though I'm not actively hyperventilating. This is just my daily level of anxiety now. I have an appointment Wednesday but I'm really scared he's just gonna disregard this. How do I tell him it's pushing me to my limits?",2.3322326454033764,4.8305074390243945,4.217073170731709,81.68031894934335,80.30081300813008,7.687054409005629,25.72170106316448,8.617729084823388,2.204692808005003,497,20,94,12,13,168,84,123,0.223,0.763,0.013999999999999999,-0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,10,7,2,4,5,0,7,3,2,2,1,21,18,9,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,5,2,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,3,15,0,12,16,2,13,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,2,6,64,22,0,0.1801554484233758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499037650403204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134552748102074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049528306665652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946840383500866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899097459713966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109200778841646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655080908119027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075439956431908,0.19034412247977667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480391320604623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316171982975232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894698805521138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137360206502956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541219340391845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432668434964984,0.18036703224388254,0.0,0.0,0.16400675407919604,0.0,0.2035243775087674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387237382718768,0.0,0.2063674574872538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574638025948496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770018133767942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450983391610134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Toadstool913,2020/03/29,"It feels like everything is closing in I have been avoiding this sub for the past month because I was scared to see if I could actually have anxiety, but here I am now.


     Am I the only one who refuses to accidentally disturb someone bu opening a door, when I do not know if I can go in or not?

     I cannot talk to people I have just met while I am alone, I feel like I will mess up and they will always see me as some idiot that can't get their life together


     I feel like everyone wants to avoid me and no one really enjoys my presence. I never know if they don't really want me there but just deal with me anyways.


     I never want to go out because I don't want people to think I am weird because of how I look. (Long hair for a male)


     Sometimes I just have to run away from a situation that is too difficult for me to be a part of (ex. An argument between two people and they ask for my opinion) and I usually get scolded for it.


     Do you guys think I have anxiety? Or is it just a normal human thing?",2.699308176100629,3.4063486792452835,4.894641509433964,85.14344025157233,74.0,8.294842767295599,26.39748427672956,8.648137234880735,1.6881405031446537,768,26,173,14,15,269,118,212,0.2,0.74,0.06,-0.9762,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,4,0,11,12,1,4,8,0,25,2,1,1,2,42,45,15,0,9,13,1,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,8,8,0,3,7,0,0,3,9,8,0,3,3,7,33,4,24,38,2,19,0,0,3,0,15,7,0,7,12,131,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.12536711449351445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305503615931466,0.0,0.0,0.10689641619074934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965567136599702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010107943028372,0.0,0.12070076044438822,0.0,0.0,0.23494034702025995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257196300375647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244579480213042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275753931982747,0.11545956355618672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948732076258876,0.27533462338936143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342393957353418,0.0,0.1460236728216647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272044088061609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120629532549095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907413833142654,0.188290245908239,0.0,0.0,0.11369093377878997,0.10788152024213868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254265027850223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816627100201087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258722454247692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410770282021834,0.09770638744537953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391192994472977,0.12263810156514485,0.2671924784552382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646009338894741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861978043477673,0.0,0.20474616067761667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440442618422705,0.0,0.0,0.10885128203370563,0.0,0.12705902699579444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325843546760356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534902867511178,0.16463536748742885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549544799381718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414903433498806,0.0,0.3030971428292276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CarnivorousGinger5,2020/03/29,"My anxiety tanks grades which cause more anxiety I am in a down ward spiral at the moment. I am a college student and procrastinate when my anxiety is acting up which sometimes worsens to the point I don't turn in assignments. Then the bad grades cause my anxiety to act up more and the cycle repeats.

Then occasionally I get super upset with myself that I'm ruining my own life and do all my assignments for like a week and feel good about myself only to justify slacking on something and then feeling bad and starting all over.

I'm failing all of my classes this semester and I don't know if I can bring the grades up by may. 

I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder by the college councilor my freshman year.",7.952064650677791,7.151050817518254,8.493952033368092,69.02401459854015,62.72262773722628,11.916162669447345,40.00938477580814,11.20814326018867,4.638656725755998,570,28,100,14,7,191,81,137,0.198,0.731,0.07200000000000001,-0.9373,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,1,9,0,9,2,0,2,3,19,18,12,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,2,16,3,19,16,6,22,0,2,0,0,0,10,0,2,10,75,20,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6677913701621792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29154504334951203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586970683650296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772017278245727,0.0,0.0,0.2000913734138085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765524652303178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121429468232237,0.0,0.0,0.14643496005114565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594823160714948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331568139396612,0.08529419590029426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278097935361385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650407719560039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440529712489674,0.17267061531315134,0.0,0.12357329675269155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899000911148388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140042842656257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242804879211887
anxiety,Luckycharms867,2020/03/29,"My mom and little brother have it, I’m feeling very overwhelmed My mother and little brother have it, I’m feeling overwhelmed

We live in Michigan. My mom is a nurse but not for a hospital and contracted it. She works in a hotspot. Then my little brother got it shortly after my mom started showing symptoms. I live 45 mins away from her.  
One of my brothers is Immune compromised with Crohn’s and Autism(I have 3 brothers total, only talking about 2 of them since the last one is many miles away). A few weeks ago when this started we decided I would take on My compromised brother full time in order to reduce his risk of cross exposure. 

Well she got it. Several coworkers have it and it’s spreading fast. I haven’t seen my mom for 2 weeks. She’s having a rough time but not in hospital and my brother that is with her is scared and is only 16. 
My anxiety is through the roof and I’m having a hard time sleeping and actually getting any work done with my job. 
Just going to the grocery store is so exhausting. I have masks and gloves and I know how to change them and such as I used to be in healthcare also. We even wipe down all the products I buy sitting on the porch before they are brought inside. I strip naked from the clothes I wore on the landing and bag them in a trash bag and I jump in the shower. I cannot bring this home. My brothers immune system is hovering very low and it would be very very bad for him if he got this. I only go shopping once every 9-10 days. 

The brother that is with me is having an extremely hard time understanding not going to school, or shopping, or out to eat or any of our normal activities. Not being able to go home to see his mom and dogs.  It’s killing me emotionally. We video chat twice daily with mom but I see how poorly she’s actually doing. If she wasn’t a nurse and had medications on standby at home, I think she’d be in hospital.  
My SO I laid off from work because it’s closed until further notice. I’m just... so tired.",2.2619804054054042,4.2908941075000016,3.6712162162162163,87.99702702702706,77.925,6.3243243243243255,25.56081081081081,7.329194593529364,1.2298425675675673,1553,59,316,20,37,510,196,400,0.092,0.8740000000000001,0.034,-0.9814,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,5,0,4,3,13,9,1,4,18,0,33,8,1,3,2,56,60,35,1,5,14,16,5,0,0,2,6,0,5,0,15,28,1,0,6,5,5,8,7,8,1,3,9,8,50,1,46,44,4,56,0,3,3,0,39,28,0,5,17,210,65,5,0.07818228466992755,0.0,0.1525892638154007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693038781107672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625223448040596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633326912065767,0.0,0.05980923377817105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690966010166107,0.0,0.06527894202317717,0.04765919507305723,0.0,0.0665273658567505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827064905797856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042110575306764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000762152679415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079999995446101,0.0,0.08794454720584081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051638661669799336,0.0,0.06587194680870215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906262448785488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408470168852369,0.0,0.17773117635750832,0.0,0.18758854541450165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007194099706813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526961835336066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775838538104751,0.0,0.08649711431810574,0.0,0.042966939011209716,0.06372899685652235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350775653872343,0.1380727794588023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926456546050065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876042661144199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493968813472141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766020393057327,0.0,0.08901104928540628,0.0,0.08326158157973149,0.10595667893154732,0.17838345156046542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827410596443281,0.07912464603893833,0.12460231717482614,0.0,0.0,0.08832372797444417,0.0,0.06467319379240148,0.0,0.07823874698090129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067564698277106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126132923419986,0.05878334816640665,0.06283995892537987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050096051154197074,0.0,0.0,0.18235487566525346,0.08985903514939451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139051558775287,0.0,0.0675243917357081,0.0,0.258034291055668,0.0,0.0,0.12542622575900536,0.0,0.0702952632331929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075290315867087,0.0,0.0,0.11107690374036942,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sixpence15,2020/03/29,"Anxiety I feel like I've come so far with my anxiety over the years. But it's still not good enough.

Does anyone ever feel like they're totally different from everyone else and you feel and see everything differently?",4.0284146341463405,6.696379097560978,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,75.09756097560975,10.929268292682927,27.32317073170732,10.686352973137794,3.804653658536585,177,7,32,7,4,58,35,41,0.136,0.748,0.11699999999999999,0.05,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,5,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,3,5,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33631068316586304,0.0,0.0,0.15369744487532974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893483079101997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593128640821247,0.0,0.0,0.1923586916430924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362446179430528,0.0,0.0,0.2271242356571611,0.0,0.0,0.19883225851578396,0.0,0.2100394900976578,0.19755257388352201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33343018596027985,0.31406703123008045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843676170980108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477777772378534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751614582145412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554189997718725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155152187388928
anxiety,WhoDeysaThinkin,2020/03/29,"Catastrophizing Anyone else have this problem?

I'm starting a new job Monday and the most mundane things are overwhelming me.  

I'm scared.  Nervous.  Worried.

I need this to work out because I can't start over again.  Any tips on letting go of my past and being okay with distancing myself from my parents would be great.",3.141065375302663,6.101756084745767,3.297142857142859,86.43593220338984,81.37288135593221,5.405326876513318,27.072639225181604,6.868970318607317,1.4976469733656184,255,11,44,3,7,78,52,59,0.163,0.742,0.095,-0.5147,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,3,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,13,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,7,9,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642931993728793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112556180739502,0.2507616279415171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918919526055474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044460739839844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908948279992156,0.0,0.0,0.2698230296353419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428633697538194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502598144008579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146913099056816,0.0,0.2363681895170259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717510962736321,0.0,0.23362883275908805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417992946678404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24502408948939106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464517326192785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259216093537016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781712019516588,0.2485419561778206,0.0,0.1738539001304706,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cat-litter,2020/03/29,"Having an anxiety attack right now Feels like the walls are caving in around me, I’m ready to puke. Triggered into a panic attack.",2.3302666666666667,5.1089025600000015,3.708000000000002,83.32066666666668,83.4,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.10633333333333406,104,2,17,1,3,34,24,25,0.41,0.449,0.14,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460669739096928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28634321537705903,0.0,0.7318632883737825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626396087035755,0.2297920579034144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714552190266234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773955670180459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746935988251211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sparkleNwiggle,2020/03/29,"Are we not important anymore? My mom got married today. She didn’t tell me. I only knew because my grandmother told me. I kept expecting my mom to text me or my brother to tell us when and that she was going to go through with it. Never happened. She didn’t tell us when she started dating, she never told us when she got engaged. When she moved away to another city, it was like my brother and I were no longer there, so no longer important. When she moved away, it was like she no longer cared about anyone but her. She was responsible for herself and ONLY herself. Not me or my autistic brother. Are we no longer important because we’re no longer in her everyday life? We deserved at least a text today.",2.3065159301130542,4.6539840143884925,3.4778263103802693,87.81217625899285,79.35971223021582,6.273586844809866,26.47533401849949,7.447530270364453,1.5041218910585816,554,23,108,8,14,179,69,139,0.106,0.8240000000000001,0.071,-0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,6,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,2,17,20,12,0,1,5,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,11,0,0,0,13,0,33,4,12,7,1,20,0,0,0,0,30,4,0,2,14,82,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881775949380207,0.0,0.0,0.13129086171867574,0.09256703294559508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487611057805369,0.0,0.0,0.16140196715151184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349758595714091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047548245559345,0.0,0.21176158625548988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706807717119015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350780711821816,0.12935375498705198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100966394851937,0.0,0.2814097112497555,0.0,0.0,0.2042077469991521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013703053174445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370315167620206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471323359924474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509719850077349,0.2530000731699433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777304371857346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blake825,2020/03/29,"The Domino Effect I feel like my life is crumbling and the world is crumbling right along with it; My anxiety has decided to go up 5 fold. I look to Reddit to keep myself occupied, maybe meet some new friends, and have some chats but hasn't seemed to help this far. 

Just needed to vent I guess. Idk. 🤷‍♂️",0.65674107142857,2.828783156250001,2.172589285714285,95.770625,84.625,5.5321428571428575,18.517857142857142,6.868970318607317,0.0175919642857143,238,6,54,3,7,77,51,64,0.096,0.841,0.063,-0.2586,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,12,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,8,12,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,4,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393338467343439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581893033588524,0.22350426102776927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417116312254981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780317283460825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34464595849910784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970066209282984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780806285537741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209793186120167,0.15284555117845006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26272009488077186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31430572286623865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319786270833724,0.0,0.302158101441462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267177161711449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848121893876377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LightSquirrel,2020/03/29,"TRIGGR WARNING: HEALTH ANXIETY COVID-19 really fucked up my anxiety and health anxiety I’ve been having panic attacks since this pandemic started. My body has begun to tingle from the stress and anxiety it has given and not only that, i suffer from illness anxiety disorder which makes it worse. 

I’ve called my doctor literally twice this week because I thought I was suffering from ALS, MS, Brain tumours, hell fucking rabies because of how cooped up I am in this house. My parents are done with how much I panic and so I am. 

This entire pandemic and inability to distract myself with how much idle time I have and how bored I am has really set off my anxiety so many times. I run and run to try and alleviate the anxious symptoms and nervous energy. I can’t even think straight anymore because of this pandemic and being cooped up. I just want peace and distraction for once. This also made me re-evaluate everything too.



I can’t never be left idle. I need to do something or else I will go crazy. I can’t concentrate, I can’t relax fully without being anxious and feeling tingly and I just want fucking peace and distractions. 

Someone help please.",5.508889534883722,7.239688990697676,6.225508720930238,74.362449127907,68.3953488372093,9.468023255813952,33.4375,9.827888789773867,3.618726744186047,923,43,153,22,16,302,127,215,0.273,0.622,0.10400000000000001,-0.9897,1,0,1,1,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,11,16,5,7,2,0,21,11,2,6,1,34,35,22,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,10,16,0,0,3,1,0,3,7,15,0,1,6,1,24,1,18,25,2,17,1,2,0,3,3,7,4,1,6,106,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634166801193523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955696101712197,0.2439453613662543,0.10707486889413008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282875631897755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197448180083936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992768807578055,0.0,0.12052757277824527,0.11024701319062086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237402482669891,0.1105094357207836,0.0,0.1104883624876859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019309377139707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131159582141844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703433653091817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459167356147705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994429792966896,0.0,0.0,0.061360487488603815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295290660036312,0.0,0.0,0.07236842092052073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458013935361732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173071368127796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216157413661144,0.07206922582205925,0.10946222214712076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873724962740154,0.08005662338778101,0.08327128579577897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498199335670238,0.0,0.08211424145892866,0.0,0.2533534821243672,0.11988526671638453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851602648428305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833364617355526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931193232107484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148061544109756,0.08311874995349207,0.0,0.0,0.07642003829782859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367654579558808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221969894021447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691812924006612,0.0,0.08571423147589025,0.12591357685312468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733029279076944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736420116701155,0.0,0.08660511356710117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407693442023026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002823037555197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spacenug99,2020/03/29,"A deafening loneliness My 4 year long relationship has just ended. When we got together I had no love for myself, no idea of my own worth but he showed me the complex and beautiful person I was through loving my unconditionally. He saw my flaws and told me they were beautiful, that I was beautiful and that was foreign to me. But as we grew up together, our lives vastly different from each other, the spark that once was dissipated into smoke and unfulfilled dreams; and now I’m alone. Even when we were apart there was this warm bond that wrapped its arms around me and told me I was needed and wanted by someone, and now that’s gone, my bed is cold and boy is the silence deafening. Whether I’m trying to finish work or showering to literally drown the silence I can still feel the loneliness bouncing around my minds fragile walls, I feel like soon this silent loneliness is going to bust out and eat my whole, I don’t know if I can contain it. Every conversation feels forced and every attempt at happiness is fiend because the boy that showed me what happiness was, doesn’t find it in me anymore. Please someone tell me how to stop the loneliness, stop the heartache, stop the silence that comes with having a person torn from your life, or it’ll stop me",11.685333333333332,7.785047200000005,10.445,67.67333333333335,58.25,14.16666666666667,42.5,11.855464076750405,4.741625,1008,38,190,21,9,318,142,240,0.16899999999999998,0.66,0.171,0.757,4,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,4,1,1,2,12,6,0,0,11,0,21,5,1,1,0,44,38,21,1,3,7,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,4,15,21,1,5,7,3,1,4,4,0,0,0,15,7,31,6,20,22,3,28,0,0,1,2,19,10,0,3,15,129,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479551310340973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907321892842022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317210939828773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079337857825414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211217199823484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597840769561778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317531391386506,0.0,0.0,0.11527372578994695,0.0,0.0,0.08596244211789597,0.0,0.21931294234327064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974223206447184,0.09297874750732074,0.0,0.0,0.11895418113309902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396689547200866,0.0,0.10409235351791578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770928834586773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692281518358724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715266989557639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192836044863456,0.06358441599855086,0.0,0.11492429246308188,0.11517811122585553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349298048360273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314137786438986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965041207514158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860484868797635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22728284787034084,0.0,0.1428649429219233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397317337321642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205503051553624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039374679412132,0.4352428582722697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375630010638592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487266318896075,0.0,0.08836289000063137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676548003587727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530714179127155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475030322629056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381193759842688
anxiety,thesadsalami,2020/03/29,"Reoccurring panic attacks Hi i was wondering if anyone has had a similar experience to me? I’ve always been anxious kid but i’ve recently begun to develop uncontrollable panic attacks. They’ve recently gotten worse, as one even caused me to black out. they seem to have little to no trigger. And when they occur i question the reality of what is happening and feel like i detach from the world in a manner that makes me question my sanity. Im concerned and don’t know if this is typical of panic attacks, does anyone have any advice or a similar experience?",5.318214285714287,7.144288476190482,7.397321428571428,65.40455357142858,69.0,10.583333333333336,33.125,10.686352973137794,4.3135,450,21,70,14,8,159,72,105,0.273,0.7,0.027000000000000003,-0.9819,0,0,0,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,2,8,3,4,5,0,9,0,0,3,0,17,16,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,2,9,1,11,12,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,7,5,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474767912827254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147382228576814,0.0,0.0,0.09377213239859464,0.0,0.0,0.15578011250945376,0.0,0.19283632048287552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706204054449425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165434288476306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067130439104645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107718513745833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697720985516874,0.0,0.0,0.06972296584658644,0.0985109588785204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193853756210238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894836281204935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578251899976153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736767226569487,0.1382052532741359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204480908471728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344002876475267,0.0,0.0,0.4853640224468985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30894397640267673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723058797235847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553282764206894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953933766548086,0.0,0.0,0.1405249930650302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Monzy8,2020/03/29,"Getting Worse Lately my thought went all over the place, I cant think clearly, its all hazy and I couldn't make any decision even simple things , I'll procrastinate myself from doing anything ( I'd wake up and just play games on my computer). So i decided that i wanna fix myself and have a good healthy normal life starting at this point. I STOPPED playing on my pc and phone for about an hour, and then it just hits me, I could feel myself fell deeper and lost in my own thought, I could feel anxiety wraps itself around my head. If i lose my computer what do i do? What will be my favorite things to do after waking up beside going online? These had me thinking, I have no close friends, Im always that guy that always around but no one ever noticed and none ever took seriously. These led me to the conclusion that my pc is my ""best friend"". Anxiety really took a toll on my social life, I couldn't brought myself to go to a party by myself, find a job by myself, grab a takeaway food by myself. I know old folks always have been saying you're still young  and you'll learn but I might break myself before I made it.",4.031517857142859,5.132734830357143,4.830714285714286,85.36428571428574,71.23214285714286,7.385714285714287,24.714285714285715,7.645422480735847,1.1499964285714284,878,24,176,10,16,284,138,224,0.077,0.82,0.10300000000000001,0.8244,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,10,9,0,0,8,0,19,6,3,3,5,44,38,13,0,7,5,0,3,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,15,11,1,1,12,3,0,8,6,3,0,1,10,4,36,6,22,19,5,33,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,2,11,126,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094715287850819,0.0,0.0,0.084307287923356,0.0,0.1896811537653358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020209059831026,0.22072816437987305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054936396567136,0.0,0.1301041703928433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796798516061248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188435385039375,0.22428506787838856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253710245494337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331095324778705,0.0,0.1499111272554926,0.0,0.1915656381867477,0.0,0.06477184877004469,0.0,0.1409157602511651,0.10398439323697957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275479467025648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272341720835998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209045519779042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339143324152041,0.0,0.12302611131011615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813344738405291,0.0,0.13984926074858456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513449386509305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869637369978136,0.13533341629573506,0.0,0.0,0.1173081935715561,0.08275431114619604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151794055013988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146923040495525,0.0,0.14114642054218382,0.13009096419706012,0.0,0.08400870500791481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952754455824197,0.0,0.11719649819424052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942159407746975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858993883875848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263769548827986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775018123154338,0.0,0.09900663817274727,0.10364869627814974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472703404933786,0.15887641726457774,0.0,0.19684468926379856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754816929864134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492611699859995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263411713877017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,That_One_Guy_1029,2020/03/29,Social Anxiety Does anyone have any advice for people with social anxiety? Like how to socialize a little better?,6.374210526315789,9.865068789473684,7.988684210526317,54.70828947368422,71.63157894736842,10.115789473684213,25.28947368421053,10.125756701596842,4.2676105263157895,93,3,9,3,2,32,17,19,0.149,0.612,0.239,0.4708,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790666771110536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556140845941586,0.0,0.3724930518954113,0.0,0.0,0.17023315991987958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532092339429795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305382105095388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894244504892933,0.24401126222974914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878477444677226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7445315996724796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ifeelreallyuseless,2020/03/29,"My anxiety is in hyperdrive With everything that's going on in the world, my anxiety has been in hyperdrive. I usually get anxiety revolving around messaging, phone calls, talking, etc. For example: I have a close friend who lives in a bigger city, and I worry so much about them when they don't reply immediately.

Some of the thoughts that run through my head include:

* They've died
* They're sick
* I've finally annoyed them enough for them to not want to talk to me anymore
* They didn't get my text so I look like I'm ignoring them
* *I* didn't get *their* text so I look like an asshole
* If I call them to check if they're ok, will I be annoying?
* Calling people, even those I care about, scares the hell out of me, so what if I sound weird or leave them a panic voicemail

and more.

I know that, logically, none of the above are true. But that doesn't stop me from worrying to death about everyone I haven't heard from in a day.

Does anyone have any coping tips on how to handle this? I **definitely** don't want to become a toxic person by constantly blowing up peoples' phones until they answer. I would absolutely hate to do that. But right now it feels like I'm on the verge of a panic attack until they respond. **Every time.** I wish I didn't have to deal with this, but here we are.

The thing that upsets me, too, is that I previously made so much progress in NOT listening to my anxiety before shit went down. Now it feels like all of my work was for nothing, and that worries me, too.

Any help would be appreciated.",0.6309334594765055,3.1365397880794745,2.4526963103122057,90.28501103752758,91.51655629139073,6.054998423210344,20.104383475244404,7.447530270364453,0.8762873541469571,1184,39,246,24,42,390,167,302,0.156,0.73,0.114,-0.6409,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,0,11,2,17,20,6,4,13,1,23,3,2,2,2,36,44,19,2,8,9,0,2,4,1,3,1,3,0,1,16,9,0,2,6,0,1,3,10,12,0,0,9,7,40,8,42,30,8,32,1,0,2,0,28,18,2,5,15,167,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177068620495276,0.0,0.31896681760070034,0.0,0.10337598232982714,0.07288555986945107,0.0,0.0,0.09279382630995846,0.0,0.11858565388840142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512256552520045,0.08869877120224035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193156360185269,0.0,0.10627748109312928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264413335641657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722481892016034,0.1074646927240382,0.0,0.0,0.1081824780187512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912192844034214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077056101304808,0.11625280702185795,0.06884814658830612,0.0,0.08782492232162166,0.09960377573537048,0.09368229877101077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541162346931106,0.14893514610023975,0.0,0.1141875189171991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053393914092784,0.0,0.16337999370660686,0.0,0.059240797919101876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029133409219878,0.10697815295285892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986846381025423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728642106200563,0.0,0.0,0.11037288009211776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370148104429933,0.0,0.09204397105428916,0.0,0.17506715771148149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863241666142852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532536932526397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001907161028284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460142105973245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453086330280127,0.09101650931300873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901859282494412,0.0,0.0,0.10436031739102228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699870132813157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714754772422935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675649431568431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925102570880927,0.0,0.0,0.08275324518237256,0.06078195486152736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148033147766576,0.0,0.12296442242027653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966295730244244,0.0,0.0,0.11986843500839515,0.0,0.0,0.07588642906239683,0.3175759267477163,0.0,0.14809521982179286,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kizzyonthetrack,2020/03/29,"It came out of nowhere and I can’t shake it Ok so on monday I was playing football with my little brother to pass the time.

It’s been a few years so I’m a little rusty so I injured my left shoulder & forearm as well as pull the muscle in my back (left side as well). I also hurt my chest. 

So later that night i went out to smoke a joint as i normally do and I had an anxiety attack out of nowhere and thought I was having a heart attack because of the pain on my left side. Since then I’ve been afraid that im gonna have a heart attack and I’ve been anxious about it all day. 

I still have muscle pain which is probably part of the reason im tripping out.

Any advice is greatly appreciated!

I’ve never had any anxiety issues or anything in my life.

Btw I am a 23 year old male. 

Thank you 🙏",0.7471170520231212,2.3991482312138714,3.0187825144508658,92.67765354046246,81.13872832369944,5.4810693641618515,21.795158959537574,6.322622252153567,0.2325031791907515,616,19,142,5,16,211,101,173,0.163,0.758,0.079,-0.9376,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,10,14,3,2,11,1,15,9,5,1,2,16,21,15,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,2,1,0,6,2,8,2,0,10,0,17,6,20,10,3,33,0,1,0,0,3,15,0,1,12,89,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478598220526127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939371630028479,0.0,0.12727388126777586,0.0,0.15976121281625935,0.0,0.17972165823603886,0.1327026434750067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666414419173046,0.0,0.0,0.4009020848025982,0.0,0.09032376214485276,0.0,0.07160591289710573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434930332444675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575556618603033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295061906055463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783944997843232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574930759177064,0.0,0.25376591617538874,0.12260352235745972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38288001213931394,0.0,0.08296939634473066,0.0,0.2354626936156265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090596678606829,0.0,0.0,0.11023346733336148,0.11509130495927833,0.0,0.0,0.12326034159379692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499832678647061,0.0,0.0,0.12720375063126796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664773724786468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207741558257265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971687220981693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380814506640474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081465023251237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325453074060977,0.06849511056173123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123128447465986,0.10889174760698887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128793410623695
anxiety,AWeirdough,2020/03/29,"Keep jolting awake every night Whenever I sleep at night lately I have this ""panicky"" feeling in my body and when I lay down I can feel a part of my body is shaking. When I try to close my eyes and sleep, I suddenly jolt, cause in a ""I can't breathe"" type of situation. I'm taking no medication currently and I'm not sure if I have anxiety or an underlying illness. Can anyone relate or explain what's happening? I'm really scared after having many sleepless nights and can only sleep in the afternoon.",4.576580086580087,5.745354969696972,6.255007215007215,75.40727272727275,70.01010101010101,9.697546897546898,31.31457431457432,9.957137785484203,3.227160461760461,398,17,74,10,7,137,69,99,0.145,0.8390000000000001,0.016,-0.8737,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,8,9,7,1,1,15,17,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,11,1,10,17,1,18,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,3,10,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258238782397299,0.0,0.0,0.11500561568669228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36539206228095694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896241203277562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857833132276512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663282641902714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544580142525362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619404495184074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855363699243997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675309819580364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569251438369292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630494457205545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250915969061097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811174666600255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536769504440932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466941567452534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848781921426942,0.4937850872792938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501691565551376,0.0,0.12366566790750448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166857474355776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,douglas20208,2020/03/29,"Why not I am just sitting here at home, took a hydroxyzine couple hours earlier and forgot about it and became very drowsy out of nowhere. It was hard to open my eyes for a short time. My uncle gave me a couple of the 25mg. I wonder how much each one cost from some guy living in a trailer park on fixed income. 2 bucks??",2.774328358208954,3.843173597014925,3.9016716417910473,90.95638805970152,74.22388059701494,6.554029850746268,20.86268656716418,6.742157984588678,0.2266740298507464,249,5,55,2,5,81,58,67,0.0,0.972,0.027999999999999997,0.16699999999999998,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,11,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,5,0,10,2,3,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,2,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775614929642283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584213794078362,0.0,0.0,0.2337959994574641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26179449966143425,0.0,0.2570228228518099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304591714918577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185786298941326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768537472505878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218551306072034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899697697934581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153442885928196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355031053492897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303279201779746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icedvanillalatte__,2020/03/29,COVID 19 is making my anxiety 100 times worse.. ever since COVID hit my state I have been living in constant anxiety worrying that one of my parents would catch is since they are high risk Individuals. I can’t seem to focus on school and studying because of it. My dad is still going to work and it’s making me so anxious. I can’t stop thinking about the possibility of him catching it from someone. He is been working so hard so that I can afford going to school and live comfortably and now he can’t sit at home to pay for bills and I feel so guilty for it. Okay I’m gonna stop rambling 😭😭,4.216768292682925,4.694739731707318,5.46803861788618,83.24400914634148,70.3821138211382,8.101219512195122,28.383130081300806,8.07648339933343,1.6948056910569107,469,16,99,6,8,157,81,123,0.177,0.7859999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9277,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,8,3,0,1,1,1,13,0,0,2,1,14,23,9,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,2,4,3,1,0,1,2,2,12,2,14,18,0,17,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,59,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565319853866859,0.18941775260049654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220920050044988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119015256476453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166581553645467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477826394238938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057981793082024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501981000718792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715104373322454,0.1681852407640087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961088280598578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223840137158854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136165584067806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617609832092505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189021113484628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393790767604836,0.0,0.15263916366797578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773943379110445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206503035199772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390033196623066,0.2803568547655526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743524578732816,0.0,0.0,0.09776888814704908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441294233389851,0.170275565783345,0.17086859125848322,0.11910693737027392,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oll_iie,2020/03/29,"My unknown phobia Hey guys,

Just found this subreddit with a simple search as I wanted to talk about what I’m struggling with at the moment. :(

I have recently developed a huge fear of electricity and less specifically fire.
I have a constant fear of the plug sockets in my room and the cables and wires in it, I have a pc that has cables all in my room in the carpet and a phone charger that is always plugged in.

I get these moments when I’m sitting in bed next to these appliances and I get really anxious and my anxiety starts to build up, what for? Because I’m fearing that one of these appliances will start a fire, or do something when I’m asleep and have no consciousness to do anything. It makes it so I can’t sleep.
I feel as if I can’t escape it because there’s no way to escape electricity, it exists in everyone’s lives and quite frankly we can’t do anything about it, I feel trapped in my fears as if I can’t do anything to stop them and I have no control over them, it really sets off my anxiety.

Please, please, please, if anyone has any advice on how to help me, help me get over this, or anything to say, please do say, because this is really taking over me now.",4.242750000000001,4.9131357750000015,5.255833333333335,84.09750000000003,70.41666666666666,8.5,28.75,8.660442795831766,1.996125,926,33,193,15,16,305,117,240,0.17300000000000001,0.746,0.081,-0.9684,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,2,2,9,5,0,5,10,0,19,2,2,3,1,28,34,21,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,18,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,6,24,0,34,32,2,32,0,0,0,0,11,18,0,5,11,132,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331723614523368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797506675114405,0.0,0.0,0.07189940197519099,0.0,0.16176491804706375,0.11944376908747308,0.0,0.07392823308571157,0.0,0.3480241060925006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933544027777516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142555776676078,0.1185841567961944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102866962908147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758984507787584,0.10691960223315472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592648215973482,0.0,0.0,0.16571724602127402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468841477147912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141735951185854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336071724528316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057498383401357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244407913202176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716447628616692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642351326959658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245589411178694,0.0,0.0,0.20319827355653128,0.0,0.10439471410990034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816002074984593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580543917693272,0.0,0.0,0.08139541347030256,0.0,0.0,0.14967117811922254,0.0,0.0,0.0883942475374378,0.0,0.11053099368974544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949511219237,0.08498103188671029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062361752439156815,0.08392282472049094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kelsc21,2020/03/29,"Birth control causing anxiety So to make things simple basically my mom is against the idea of me going on antidepressants but I’m not gonna get into that. Anyways bc of this my doctor recommended birth control to help with my mood. But I also have anxiety. It’s not too bad usually just around social situations, but since I’ve started birth control (it’s been 3 days) I’ve had anxiety every night and a bit throughout the day. I guess the only way to really find out if it’s gonna go back to normal is waiting, but has anyone else experienced more anxiety at the start of taking birth control, and did it regulate after your body got used to it? To be more specific I’m taking tricira lo 28. And oddly enough even tho my anxiety has increased I’ve found that my mood has actually already gotten a bit better. I haven’t worked out or had any motivation to better myself in like a year, but today I actually went for a walk and did a bit of a workout. Maybe it’s placebo but at least I’ve done something 🤷🏼‍♀️",2.7206688241639694,4.619530300970872,5.084012944983822,78.99655879180152,76.0873786407767,8.072923408845739,26.97842502696871,8.841846274778883,2.2836081984897523,806,32,155,18,18,283,127,206,0.047,0.823,0.13,0.9622,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,8,9,6,0,0,10,0,14,2,1,8,0,34,33,15,0,2,11,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,5,4,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,10,1,12,3,23,20,8,28,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,15,95,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.20133242931900105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383616000436385,0.08249450355399822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015020209872852,0.0,0.39457357716971597,0.0,0.0,0.0721296749248908,0.10569639343195078,0.0,0.09183147579249692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932125773314175,0.0861316691114018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246771917137314,0.3378617206973622,0.1145840162460457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597051093270904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627967597188491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305528130073846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558541718881703,0.0,0.10556528292522564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617431960709977,0.0,0.0,0.10658861179379883,0.0,0.06813413303664798,0.0,0.08691410354408882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428350106052644,0.0,0.0,0.11310617235601067,0.0,0.0,0.05389520163022751,0.0,0.1172528414091785,0.0,0.08250396438203303,0.0,0.11363891113405522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691438687054307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645153847663152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039723106936865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688580049772716,0.0,0.10363493094556027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081606750058654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680572493365423,0.10107182037964713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845544034348599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608492590347229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533242046304798,0.11595263257650724,0.0,0.10515542776930216,0.0,0.07941519050216173,0.0,0.0,0.14602991269720314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551222411580021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685328339596836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977806413245522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909440603163768,0.1136127072354557,0.0,0.0,0.08188111379382544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956274425670433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509942256443686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642963561410536
anxiety,CatMewfia_,2020/03/29,"DAE get panic attack days? If so, how do you deal with them? I mean where you feel more anxious than usual and have a short/mild panic attack every like 30 minutes for basically the entire day? I don't know what triggers these but I really hate when they come on and I don't know how to stop them, not even meds help.",1.768181818181816,3.603428848484853,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,78.69696969696969,5.612121212121212,17.060606060606062,6.42735559955562,-0.3388303030303028,248,4,54,2,6,81,53,66,0.3,0.6759999999999999,0.024,-0.9585,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,3,0,6,6,3,2,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,15,11,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,9,1,5,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272352739919208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576602881876442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732675986008441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594422595950449,0.20737045599278164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328536023355823,0.0,0.1694723515948927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170436387839248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508934899526734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985878886708947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482246896711866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108677662771248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826871491419736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191045976324473,0.22342544991624047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719978900595053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288578877437825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681652480655514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153151078049949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aleunia,2020/03/29,"Recommendations for online therapy services? It's so easy to get into support groups or hive minds online. I'm not able to go to a therapist currently, but there's a lot of problems that I have going on that is effecting my relationship with my parents, boyfriend, friends, etc. 

I was curious if anyone had any recommendations for online services that are actually legit? I'm obviously expecting some of these not to be cheap. I've looked into talkspace but i'm pretty undecided about the legitimacy of that one. The medicine doesn't stop the compulsiveness or general constant anxiety, i need to be able to cope with it much better if i'm going to salvage my relationships.",7.241890243902439,8.471229398373985,8.346087398373983,62.609862804878034,63.95934959349593,11.678455284552848,38.13922764227642,11.45678717892309,4.98309837398374,548,28,88,17,8,187,81,123,0.061,0.769,0.17,0.935,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,22,19,7,0,5,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,2,1,6,3,18,15,4,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,6,3,59,13,2,0.36580021221754333,0.0,0.17848411990466595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437834406584942,0.0,0.13991808055360525,0.0,0.0,0.12788800683053975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617602806337402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765003825049346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039819657708662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130816827630713,0.0,0.09555775651834174,0.0,0.31183903570864285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153590024562555,0.0,0.0,0.1554951296439883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467696821050825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445262274587946,0.13561811116082478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393784539125455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308892306553747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860751616876896,0.0,0.17501070034721827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927325310138199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291267843155235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075528729479164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916221123768444,0.21236112021673076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KakashiHatakesWife,2020/03/29,"Smell I have anxiety that I smell bad When I'm at work. Sometimes I see people cover up their nose, stare at me, sometimes I can even hear people talking about a smell. Mind you I do wear deodorant and bathe before I go to work. Sometimes me thinking about the smell makes me sweat more leaving pit stains in my shirt. I have a fear of having a musty smell mixed with a deodorant smell. I dont even know what I smell like",1.4758010335917326,3.7334420581395382,2.2692248062015534,95.81285529715765,81.90697674418605,5.217571059431528,20.020671834625325,6.42735559955562,0.0173400516795863,331,9,72,3,9,103,56,86,0.10800000000000001,0.86,0.032,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,5,3,0,1,5,0,6,4,4,1,0,6,13,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,11,15,1,9,13,1,6,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,2,42,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105078925460633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486477240083666,0.0,0.0,0.1680177204236273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314131156135596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608313167898036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221892035152571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122169302633232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225435642554747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851485029167064,0.0,0.0,0.2090739190443214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964654245715059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318012228913231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993709583134096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737777068819439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734425241106836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.585857362557615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870501581095384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651972926866675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28749586153976325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leavingtheplanet,2020/03/29,"I’m scared Everything’s too much, I just want the panic and feeling of dread to stop.",5.363333333333333,4.768228666666668,5.852222222222222,85.165,67.8888888888889,9.422222222222222,29.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.9257111111111112,68,2,15,1,1,22,17,18,0.491,0.38799999999999996,0.121,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007425435965853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545839858708164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32778484118836626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231628436147466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464196501417042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727889943069944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26300099409940497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fecarneiro,2020/03/29,"Quetiapine 25mg sides Hello everybody.
Someone else feels nauseous/sick taking quetiapine 25mg? I’m using this for 2 months to treat my anxiety",2.727307692307693,5.4209601923076915,5.045692307692307,68.1493076923077,100.92307692307692,8.233846153846155,28.27692307692308,8.238735603445708,3.826363076923077,119,6,17,4,5,41,23,26,0.073,0.812,0.115,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730581687850158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073769219357997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465752865199006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389245145820232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41319229640402266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666592403331451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42118121798175023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ant_IotaZed,2020/03/29,"School I need help on what to put on an email for the school register office. I made the deans list and have get to register for classes earlier but the system isn't letting me . And I'm not even sure who to email and even if I find who I', just not sure what to put on the email. I feel like it would come out of no where and they aren't going to believe me. I just need help on what to put on it.",1.0681540930979132,2.022157741573036,2.759582664526487,97.9232584269663,78.32584269662922,6.434028892455858,19.455858747993574,6.868970318607317,-0.16186805778491253,305,6,80,3,7,101,49,89,0.084,0.821,0.095,0.2415,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,2,20,13,6,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,1,9,3,15,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,55,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078587487230832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892309560006562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437097981998348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328444829909988,0.13180076806569185,0.0,0.0,0.1686218932636562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638919677878062,0.0,0.10485077392420132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473215338322799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865506358811288,0.0,0.09013323033801486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457032288942964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735962266116653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563947583907628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734305052692887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477621202710419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310574718625018,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imclayshelmet,2020/03/29,"Weird sensations Does anyone ever get this weird electrical jolt feeling in their brain or down their arms? 

And also a weird sensation of electrical warmth in their shoulder blades?",9.62,11.625965666666666,7.1733333333333364,70.35000000000002,59.0,11.333333333333336,35.0,11.20814326018867,4.518000000000002,150,6,21,4,2,43,24,30,0.16899999999999998,0.7,0.131,0.1053,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775156457565644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300835768974268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269882493185197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131132110645302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270159672902825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23869368489202356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466380300512697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aurum_A,2020/03/29,"Ive been there He or she hasn't opened your message. Left you on read,delivered etc.Hasn't given you much attention.And while there can be many reasons such as them wanting you to talk first or they dont feel the same anymore or anything,you need to breathe in and remember.You had this feeling before and eventually it evaporates. Times like these,you need to do what helps you and different people need different things.Sometimes music and just trying to ease your mind helps.Sometimes friends or an escape like games or sports help.Im writing this because I've been there and after scrolling through here for a while,I can see people who need help or just someone to listen to.So if you need someone,me and millions of strangers who won't judge are here.Love yourself so I can know that this helped at least one person.
Thanka for reading",3.582181677018632,6.202560925465839,3.13934394409938,90.47746312111805,76.3913043478261,5.764130434782609,26.83268633540373,6.9077264865688965,1.2240959627329189,683,27,128,7,16,202,108,161,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.9453,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,2,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,13,1,1,1,0,29,25,16,0,7,9,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,4,12,3,14,19,3,9,0,0,1,0,23,5,0,7,6,77,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352142464655529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311258331601465,0.0,0.11601667273415565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848959386740807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979135791652024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205694153225413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787683478197058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597210847229852,0.0,0.0,0.10533719390544884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36554764357807584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727234105093212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749297862233956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481355641430168,0.0,0.0,0.1332192528794715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822899842821368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766616500344533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002267750409551,0.5054779014793074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238860719413253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890442183190308,0.11904823969089952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727570229035339,0.0,0.0,0.14018188837157824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864661532455996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155218083461145,0.0,0.2696906879003393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095862259896439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950189241329568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256700720836472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804178172961959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justatest48,2020/03/29,"Anxiety related breathing issues? Hi all,

I wanted to get some input into what I think is anxiety driven breathing issues that I’ve had on and off for years now.

Basically, when I’m going through periods when I’m particularly anxious, sometimes I really begin to pay attention to my breathing. When I do this, if I keep breathing through my nose, I begin to feel like even though I’m inhaling and exhaling, that I can’t get enough air. Sometimes if I then go to take a deep breath through my mouth I can’t do that either.

The only way that I can “get enough air” is by taking a deep breath and simultaneously yawning.

Has anybody else experienced this? And if so, have you found a way to get past it? It’s a horrible feeling.",5.464733959311423,6.0503868661971865,6.933755868544601,73.45294992175276,67.66197183098592,9.973082942097028,33.383411580594675,9.994966539143718,3.353959937402191,573,25,107,13,9,197,84,142,0.08800000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.031,-0.7504,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,0,10,9,8,0,1,18,30,13,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,5,14,1,14,27,5,22,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,11,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566606589624931,0.18951276242748447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013582596338806,0.0,0.0,0.3466666918895939,0.0,0.1107990530464644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696415755435005,0.11984253731563953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839321384483668,0.0,0.0,0.35057537467545113,0.0,0.19067541063678586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35018039726809397,0.0,0.1491062763231686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819554785506172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758346087306865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013890024673094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746665268070647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318233500005369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522582538403647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074891341054743,0.16481614152715116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894486807351596,0.2663085142909449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802721620168827
anxiety,racoonwithbread,2020/03/29,"How do I ask my crush with anxiety out to prom? Ok so first I know that prom might be cancelled with all this going around, I’m going to ask her to prom no matter what just in case prom isn’t cancelled. We have been talking for a while and some of her friends say that she is into me, I’m kinda nervous because I feel like whenever her anxiety comes back which it just happened, I believe everything I send to her will make her hate me. My plan is to make a TikTok since she likes the app a lot, asking her to prom with a pun about anxiety. I also want to ask her to be my girlfriend eventually, so prom, or asking her to prom would be my opportunity to show her how I feel. I have started to looking up how to help someone with anxiety. But honestly I believe a hug from a loved one is all you need (best medicine in my opinion)I really want to help her get over or just be there for her times of anxiety. So please if you guys could help me come up with a pun or believe this is completely wrong please give advice",4.431593146190302,4.530223985781994,5.3921327014218035,85.31242799854178,69.80568720379145,8.76718920889537,29.02697776157493,8.617729084823388,1.8868414874225297,795,27,175,12,13,262,113,211,0.11,0.7140000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,4,14,12,1,1,8,1,17,2,0,5,2,40,43,14,0,6,8,0,2,2,2,3,0,1,0,1,7,12,0,0,3,1,0,5,2,3,0,2,1,4,33,9,32,34,5,18,0,0,1,2,32,8,0,8,7,124,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343873082287787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465093673843227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048878589564132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423198047151317,0.4947932635158311,0.0,0.0,0.08139474123855893,0.0,0.06452725853096948,0.0,0.0,0.35778164626101894,0.11108662710229786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823666861013049,0.1109852903797157,0.0,0.0,0.08451533751503748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513422281810742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704533307044599,0.07562169993917797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003885966725451,0.0,0.0,0.0817820848886314,0.0,0.05530403974998312,0.1015442399441806,0.12031786886301887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481152187035524,0.09360582419987086,0.0,0.0,0.1045083311860176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128539358432276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817426789543291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342926219933624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889020769316644,0.0,0.0,0.08999278702309513,0.09553683870973252,0.0,0.14131595129729504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229374412089728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848896503777023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172901267025425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239052224528695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678124073849001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417888326523587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756303771955583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968925396978361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492359108239408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508096432257638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172397681285361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487017200361827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519522805082332,0.11573409079701726,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yllekcela7,2020/03/29,"Unpopular opinion: anxiety does not have to be a curse and can be a gift. I have anxiety so I’m not being insensitive.
To me anxiety is just extra energy your brain has, which is obvious but I feel everyone has the power to direct that extra energy into something more productive then obsessive worry e.g spirituality or being social (talking to friends on a deep level) or creative endeavours.
I know it may be hard for some but I think it’s all about your mindset and I’m thankful I chose to direct my energy into a higher form of thinking (a purely positive mindset).

P.s- that energy is life. You are all more alive mentally then those without anxiety. Be proud.",4.2975781818181815,6.620161216000002,6.683418181818187,67.3857090909091,72.84,10.305454545454547,30.56363636363637,10.436869588844218,4.1042,532,24,84,18,11,189,82,125,0.134,0.629,0.237,0.9592,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,2,3,4,0,1,6,0,16,2,1,0,4,23,23,9,0,0,8,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,10,3,12,16,8,7,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,5,2,70,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6452677758312102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540353529572414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453601287640992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014977837400352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662351076899293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291962963196474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889004090881002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589005333553355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894553713473038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125099595093544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149580360904768,0.0,0.16234001181134713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949138940442235,0.0,0.19414313696017294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27023726491872624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327363889041666,0.0,0.0,0.2141513375920772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AncientDoubt,2020/03/29,"Do you think my doctor will prescribe me something? I'm at my wit ends. I have a therapist,  but she's not licensed to give meds out. I been with her for 8 months.  I'm in my 20s.  I should have recorded anxiety and mild depression.  I never talked to my doctor about prescriptions as my insurance sucks and I was scared to gain weight. I honestly think that I'm making myself sick with stress.",1.5017948717948713,4.003152256410259,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,84.12820512820512,6.5435897435897425,21.48717948717949,7.793537801064563,1.0841948717948715,308,10,63,6,9,99,57,78,0.251,0.652,0.09699999999999999,-0.9294,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,1,2,1,0,7,4,0,1,1,12,15,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,16,1,11,11,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,41,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951484135020346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211297126377264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803704685829198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078397849555172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251079863272576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663788142952156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606552071380917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873039821801172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098484675231016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349363605985968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065331979464752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688031111056076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861143245510129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724592322437747,0.0,0.30072228340432583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28575359127671923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hrs11111,2020/03/29,"Shortness of breath. Do I have it or am I panicking? Ever since someone told me they thought they were experiencing shortness of breath, linked to coronavirus, the next exact day I developed the inability to get satisfaction from breathing regularly. It just doesn’t feel like enough, yet when I am not thinking about it: there is no problem. Is it a psychological thing?",6.7360000000000015,8.97056598461539,6.907692307692312,68.69230769230772,66.07692307692308,10.123076923076924,36.07692307692308,10.355215969177356,4.208138461538463,299,15,49,8,5,96,51,65,0.157,0.765,0.078,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,8,3,3,0,2,10,13,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,7,1,6,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008577257745703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365931910067607,0.0,0.0,0.294665094525322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471210120696142,0.2327202641450467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701941473050168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914800406970644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34644536932955394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31170464858215274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26946885991491026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760121352946025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216417916351627,0.20873139239253968,0.0,0.2586140018923385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112739686491246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elephant2828,2020/03/29,"Tension headache? Anxiety? So I have bad anxiety disorder, have had it since I was a teenager. Anyways, I get random head pressure sometimes, feels like someone is squeezing like pressure. Back of the head by neck, sometimes feels like it’s my whole head of face etc. I had a MRI & CT scan done a year ago for other reasons, all was perfectly normal. I don’t get the head pressure feeling often, there are months where I don’t get it. I’ve been getting it on/off the past like 3 days, it started at work & I basically freaked out had a panic attack, took a anxiety pill to chill me out & about an hour later the pressure went away thankfully. Well, I’ve been anxious that I’ll feel it again since that day. I’ve taken my anxiety chill pill 3 times just this week, I usually don’t do that. I take my anxiety pill maybe like once or twice a MONTH. So taking it 3 times this week makes me feel like disappointed for some reason. I’m always worrying about health stuff, hate it. I read on google tension headache is like this but I get it sometimes when I don’t have a headache at all. I am a tense person from my anxiety & do clench my jaw often without noticing but idk. I also have found that I get the pressure sometimes after I eat something, maybe just a coincidence but not sure. Just freaks me out so bad. Anyone else get head pressure like this?",3.96811111111111,5.287400144444444,4.577962962962964,86.28583333333336,71.62962962962962,7.474074074074074,29.055555555555557,7.908726449838941,1.787088888888888,1069,42,216,14,20,341,138,270,0.19899999999999998,0.706,0.095,-0.9727,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,18,28,2,9,15,0,22,14,8,3,4,30,45,9,0,1,9,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,19,3,1,0,8,1,0,2,6,16,1,1,12,7,24,12,18,33,5,29,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,5,27,125,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653480141649207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895357064073126,0.06134064725138394,0.3195008028851112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383719436204326,0.08328221138718447,0.0,0.05154648737529662,0.07553448445910467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386673467280062,0.06926202985309934,0.05668585384020752,0.12310564269386445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950861401347906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448909588243267,0.0,0.0,0.0754407881255677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543359734140463,0.061583300941361774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221688713413634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637432874573345,0.15799597976495147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082978179907631,0.0,0.0,0.2696082899749817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727828837164257,0.3782881012709592,0.07836053158525752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259899714635303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28812554475225105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920843311639833,0.0,0.1481225768780393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768462897262152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222959646806723,0.0,0.08393030041176712,0.0,0.07850901220520114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649411546826656,0.0,0.0,0.07037373932408736,0.0,0.06436914742302721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737395910411169,0.0,0.0,0.15159213881796266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196329842557282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062462412979082275,0.05675298161109319,0.2916424416379103,0.0,0.05217914165771799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439135220106607,0.0,0.0,0.0694798896391542,0.0,0.11085599170944524,0.0,0.0,0.0678711413094187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597303154499775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819052341585302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119177003478717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826689935665548,0.0,0.06628281104482432,0.06833884619814072,0.0,0.08230534700899997,0.0,0.07106310367510674,0.0,0.05366877697897336,0.07486587433834753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047473032106323775
anxiety,LoCoSZN,2020/03/30,"My anxiety keeps coming after me every single day of quarantine Ever since the start of online classes it’s been day after day of anxiety and I just can’t seem to control it. Before it was announced that we would have online classes I was fine my anxiety wasn’t there, it was like a blur to me. I can’t think straight now, I can’t make funny jokes, I can’t be myself on FaceTime with my friends mostly because of I don’t want my parents to know how I really am and my anxiety plays a part in it too. I don’t know I have this silly fear that I’m not funny enough even though I’ve done a lot of comedic stuff in the past. I feel unproductive like I’m not doing a lot. Recently I started feeling left out of my friend group on face time. things in the past that have happened play a part too. I have that sinking feeling in my chest everyday I can’t get rid of it. I lost a friend, I took the blame even though I was only trying to help her. I don’t know I just wanna be out of this cycle and start being the funny guy in the friend group again without worries. Any sort of advice would be appreciated, thank you for taking time to read this.",2.7754817888427823,3.8497165643153513,4.369426002766254,87.58303711387741,74.22821576763484,7.015306592899956,24.17727063162748,7.3871296695380915,0.9334977408944224,896,26,194,10,18,301,122,241,0.06,0.713,0.22699999999999998,0.988,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,2,13,15,0,1,12,0,27,2,2,3,1,35,50,6,0,4,5,1,3,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,2,8,5,0,2,12,2,0,0,9,3,31,13,29,35,7,30,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,6,19,139,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780995317544677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502592451652186,0.0,0.3375984277312374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725411908500659,0.0,0.09387987730139156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503666437579014,0.0,0.0,0.12374075099701888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134547412424644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129024965197756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399695087845435,0.0,0.1457394610214205,0.09979679685654587,0.09295498483016004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414818574560882,0.16735345050399286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409524719529408,0.0,0.057641135853341526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924075706651187,0.09756151727361664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394964688730335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806342089014364,0.0,0.0,0.1818979713284158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987025879966122,0.0,0.0,0.10780008441688277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204346021045943,0.18759159316641566,0.0,0.0,0.07364391447528988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390841036832239,0.0,0.0,0.12250471998557773,0.23894608271548384,0.21063859634914373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035653427999928,0.0,0.07067809520400108,0.0,0.10893428492542698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043726435680972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126336838577376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342693722768309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629765124300016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295193176759863,0.0,0.0,0.10157398253482493,0.0,0.0,0.0732961427584503,0.07069288066758839,0.2167908025687197,0.0,0.12866474669707226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257699905180135,0.0749045725418386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650735333352649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635098087799587,0.0,0.0,0.11204209721227153,0.0,0.15674581369444454,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throw-away-3005,2020/03/30,"My first bath I took the first bath in our new house and it caused a flood in the basement. I’ve been living with my boyfriend and his family for a few years now, we recently moved into a new house.

I’m crying because I feel so bad that I stressed his parents out and he’s not home right. His mom is also mad he’s not home because of COVID. Idk this has all been weird since I moved in because my parents were divorced since I could remember. I feel a bit better now but it was so stressful at the moment I thought I might hurt myself (I also had a random self harm dream last night that might be stressing me out).",3.335271317829456,4.104642992248063,3.995348837209304,91.94713178294576,72.56589147286822,6.663565891472868,25.18604651162791,6.42735559955562,0.6414558139534883,482,14,108,3,9,153,83,129,0.222,0.745,0.033,-0.9758,2,0,0,0,1,2,9.0,2,0,0,3,6,9,1,3,8,0,11,0,0,1,1,21,16,8,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,5,8,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,8,0,2,7,2,19,1,10,5,3,22,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,3,11,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246688802374026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047635660544904,0.22006892872079475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642828479692652,0.13137682141130513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361923269320492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960792911959014,0.0,0.13218452823507376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344300042894707,0.0,0.12169199141407555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471715717582825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414156167309121,0.0,0.0,0.2777054495593036,0.12882323209289614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809070453363064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625976307553003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25531705032710944,0.0,0.14093722328956934,0.0,0.2557983432268297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324444213708592,0.0,0.11292810925679912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672399634624737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881825584642397,0.0,0.13631834653889385,0.1027671283034551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553772063798305,0.0,0.0,0.19908799624820794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135368317330629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553412489801953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369881891815905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749307340718105
anxiety,Prestoric_user,2020/03/30,"I want to sell my console but its hard I want to sell my ps4 since i dont use it anymore and i want money but its hard, what if the person that buy it is thief or end up kidnapping me, what if my console doesnt work when they use it? What if i get addict to sell my stuff?",1.9954761904761893,1.7334799365079367,3.8509126984126993,95.50589285714287,75.03174603174601,6.934920634920636,22.099206349206348,5.985473137389443,-0.01763174603174633,208,4,56,1,4,71,38,63,0.131,0.804,0.065,-0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,12,9,8,0,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,11,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,37,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627449752683833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902489209733405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824710641257247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134702310622616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592185175723405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43180921238720105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104474446318356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937241302771855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27590771558652344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41632398615695976,0.0,0.0,0.42647562526238597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546382737547936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IH8MyselfNIWantToDie,2020/03/30,Paranoid people are talking about me; Freaking tf out My bf and I were sitting in the living room watching tv and our roommate came in and asked my bf to step outside with him for a minute. They've been talking out there for about 30 minutes now and I'm terrified they're talking about me. Really scared for when they come back inside.,3.2668181818181807,5.474290530303033,3.5393939393939418,89.27909090909094,75.51515151515152,5.612121212121212,27.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.1854121212121216,269,11,51,2,6,83,49,66,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,8,0,12,4,0,12,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269840818992387,0.0,0.0,0.22194748046305424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301289568409197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24863907596899398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548757139845707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010765808539765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491112244095226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28898047424534423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6959972614723617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abhishekrajashekar,2020/03/30,"I am afraid that what i overthink will come true  I consistently overthink about a certain thing and fear the thought will come true. this fear that the thought will come true stops me from doing all the other things which i wanted to do in life. i could not be happy anymore. and unfortunately i could not find a solution for the thought i overthink. so i spend my days overthinking and fearing but i couldn't do nothing about it and also i could not be productive. if i try to do something productive like meditation , my mind convinces me that what i overthink will come true and i stop doing whatever i was doing and i continue to overthink in vain. How can i come out of this?? Please give me your perception.",3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,4.2741176470588265,84.60519607843139,73.70588235294117,7.4745098039215705,28.98039215686275,8.344100000000001,2.1347862745098043,568,24,108,10,12,178,73,136,0.14,0.716,0.14400000000000002,0.3648,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,13,0,4,6,0,19,1,0,1,6,37,29,11,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,12,0,2,5,0,1,5,4,5,0,0,4,0,22,8,11,15,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,85,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674057324894984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323721576091824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748880451291828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197087683468432,0.0,0.0,0.08608086834866928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505922526536549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199449075453953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804217885104388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208750330274175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942779262738367,0.06520954854868598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477253889759536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807365901373774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651637960447308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275621518622326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318354152707226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735082140214128,0.0,0.0,0.3178946995348175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906213271744085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872750293683299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shehaujk,2020/03/30,"I'm breaking Being home is too much. I miss college. I cant leave here. I have no options for studying or anything. Back at school there were so many options for workspaces. If somewhere wasnt working for me I could just move. Now I'm stuck. I feel trapped.  
  
I miss my campus counselor. I had gotten so far. I feel like I'm back st square one. Every ducking day I crack. I think I've cried more in the past few weeks than the past few years. I dont normally cry. I cant hold it in anymore.  
  
I miss my friends. I have no support here. All my friends live on the other side of the state. I dont have friends in my hometown. I'm alone. Except for my family but they make it worse.  
  
Nothing is giving me comfort. I cant play games. I cant watch videos or netflix. Why isnt petting my dog making me feel good. I keep writing in a journal trying to keep my head straight but it's too time consuming. I write for like 2 hours and feel better for 1.  
  
I cant eat. This lump in my throat wont let me. Not like it matters because even when I'm hungry and look at food I feel sick. 
  
I want this stupid virus to just get me. I mean not for real but at the same time kind of ya know.  
  
Idk I just need someone to tell me everything will be ok.",-1.106201937786846,0.9693480075471684,0.8734319224885283,101.55710351861298,95.33962264150944,3.4686384497705256,18.860275369709328,5.007439404612201,-0.6692600713921464,942,31,227,4,37,307,152,265,0.133,0.7240000000000001,0.142,0.6657,0,4,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,2,15,17,1,0,6,1,22,6,2,2,1,39,50,11,0,5,12,0,5,3,3,2,2,0,2,0,7,2,2,3,8,4,0,1,14,4,0,1,5,8,40,13,23,39,6,27,0,3,3,0,10,12,0,5,15,132,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053122022547084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541446905533755,0.0,0.0,0.09576815297663076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897308133935938,0.0,0.07094218934747447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292578206126007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291736877183304,0.0,0.2556688002809302,0.07505337901657733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727853789913317,0.0,0.0,0.11908247329889975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768657487440457,0.0,0.0980524349189338,0.0,0.10459192289019756,0.0,0.10970964683687576,0.0,0.29421791892035604,0.08313957663780606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072323343492985,0.0,0.26973717542715603,0.0,0.060802050930779124,0.11163918724066098,0.0,0.0976113001814605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943612476814612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673537350170715,0.0,0.11460766082889963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688201310187376,0.0,0.12118848123029552,0.06395762073492976,0.0,0.0,0.12322617949396475,0.0,0.11900311619941815,0.0,0.1705674114334171,0.0,0.10276280630719116,0.0,0.09772716350995116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536477456174,0.11798776296629147,0.0,0.12676840261914535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369007250672333,0.08555030500745016,0.08629188882593522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140245102440286,0.11166663460065504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788599006746633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218956086837788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246222468691898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177794885696583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860564639522616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206296183174282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171841290918104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456952516915095,0.0,0.0,0.1357204428027882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901217710603267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686420249969304,0.0,0.0933504126884077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501191965192032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472366328571275,0.0,0.11859785513675147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494281430903114
anxiety,dead_corpse59,2020/03/30,"Derealization A couple months ago I started having symptoms of derealization and I’ve never had any other mental illness (depression etc) so I’m not medicated for anything. I thought you guys might know how to help, thanks in advance. 

Ps: I’m taking a nap so i might not see the answers for a bit",1.7161842105263148,4.494396824561407,4.164188596491228,77.89786184210527,89.52631578947368,5.6570175438596495,26.423245614035093,7.1686216300943375,1.8250719298245617,237,11,41,4,8,82,44,57,0.051,0.8440000000000001,0.105,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,1,10,12,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,5,8,2,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,4,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780680601362327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174796065616222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363138951052635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436192891145681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469084784135375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219662566406426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488684629856158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095112072531545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957107398150632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263603714074255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247976426857312,0.22488020789594448,0.4734484944249566,0.0,0.0,0.17811421564565932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210511836335912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781967657607575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794495798750974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319357072997802,0.1677791584620885,0.0,0.0,0.20544424883414802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715419922494127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lopezj813,2020/03/30,"10mg Citalopram withdrawal help I was on SSRI for roughly 6 months, with Citalopram being my most recent. I didn’t necessarily stop cold turkey but it wasn’t a proper taper. My last dose was the 15th of this month. I’ve felt fine up until the last couple days where I have nausea and headaches. Just wondering how long I should expect to have these symptoms. Thanks for any replies.",4.461141552511414,6.4949573287671285,4.5111643835616455,84.38994292237444,71.60273972602741,6.510502283105023,24.495433789954337,7.1686216300943375,1.0450200913242012,307,9,56,3,6,95,60,73,0.023,0.846,0.131,0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,6,2,8,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,9,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020182836463705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932056487379434,0.0,0.17089619307311124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544313085721561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776167592986714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432003336241206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23450721453944995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230239032972159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616449906036599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154294174322708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754253720296599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24396656868949845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287369620061667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yougotbread,2020/03/30,"Quarantine has been helping my anxiety It's nice to finally have an excuse to not hang around people. Ever since we have been doing at home learning instead of going to school my anxiety has been less severe. I don't have to worry about people harrassing me about my appearance and my lack of talking, I can just be myself without worrying about being judged. I also noticed I'm not as emotionally drained as I usually am when school was still open. I can go for a walk without a bunch of people looking at me. Heck I don't even have to deal with acting and dressing a certain way to please others anymore. I have been much more relaxed and open about my self ever since this quarantine started.",6.558283582089549,6.9175438955223845,7.057425373134332,74.29792910447763,65.26865671641791,9.685074626865672,34.660447761194035,9.516144504307137,3.349928358208956,558,24,96,10,8,183,85,134,0.059000000000000004,0.7879999999999999,0.153,0.8942,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,4,0,20,0,0,0,3,19,26,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,0,5,1,16,3,22,19,5,19,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,7,83,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127481266262312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320243632792147,0.0,0.15039649991723048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500105514275212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634495833673626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058634829695393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016369411255456,0.2743530342076019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612565890388867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237289471959247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016481021493911,0.0,0.1521177694173643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734818657518931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148053225287513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265504614104374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31540598910205314,0.0,0.0,0.16646665787616113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069567098112273,0.0,0.0,0.1582044964595282,0.1713218465707592,0.0,0.25089364405788384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733897134068028,0.0,0.12110824784874015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189088989361682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702154922423978,0.0,0.0,0.1203730710307648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29237125051994084,0.0,0.0,0.30801679309763885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,esmereldaskysurfer,2020/03/30,"Im losing my mind and nobody cares The current situation has me constantly anxious. Hubby is helping where he can, but im finding myself irritated with him because although he suffers from anxiety himself, he doesn’t seem to GET it. Like today i called and asked my psychiatrist to call me back. A receptionist called me to ask what it was about and i said i needed effexor refills and to talk about anxiety. The refill has gone in, but no call, so im guessing she just left that bit out when she talked to him. So now he doesn’t call because all I needed was a refill, right? Hubby is all “call them back” even though I explained that they wont get the message until tomorrow, so i might as well call in the morning, as the office isn’t closed yet. He gets snippy and says i just dont want to call. Then when I explain again why i dont want to yet, he gets mad that im frustrated with him? I hate repeating myself, dude!

And my kid wants to play with the loudest toys, right next to me, im just experiencing massive sensory overload and just want to scream. All i want is some fucking xanax! Why is everything working against me right now?",2.8207894736842114,4.762181078947371,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,75.9298245614035,7.016140350877192,26.75087719298245,7.908726449838941,1.6286677192982464,898,35,180,14,20,296,122,228,0.18899999999999997,0.758,0.054000000000000006,-0.9842,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,22,11,4,0,8,0,16,2,0,0,3,36,38,20,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,6,12,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,7,1,0,4,4,29,4,23,32,5,27,0,2,0,1,33,9,1,4,18,118,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029060558989255,0.08882002037852993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700115104346936,0.0,0.0,0.1209103026780666,0.0,0.09585398566596033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583441580961858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422514880165343,0.0,0.08015995304730912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496201027753689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428784090414815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519288201145526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066001747131823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185871087122853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268439504754025,0.16430614763899645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661054762551805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762254516570004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269839594344386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246240552532671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542258991032739,0.0,0.0,0.03841053859253067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795745098698213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340508479974768,0.07938539557093348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659382873139787,0.0,0.0,0.08361495518981107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142723033486631,0.07478713829430926,0.06252304571416012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157414466924591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837396368770893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638611526798718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772453150998404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452407637295544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318652603146821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069025341290923,0.0,0.14188751621081014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057237455460947564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotYoBusiness88,2020/03/30,"Panic Attack For years I meditated and a few months ago I had such a good handle on my GAD that I just kind of stopped. Lately, for obvious reasons, my anxiety levels have been getting worse.

Today my governor issued a shelter in place order. I was on a business call when I found out. I showed no outwards signs of anxiety for ten minutes, but my stomach had clenched and my heart rate skyrocketed. After I got off the phone, I told my spouse about the order, posted on FB about my hfa, then messaged my boss that I was having a panic attack. I started shaking and crying. My spouse reacted with anger (which didn’t help), my boss told me to try to relax and hang in there, and I meditated.

My stomach is still clenched and my face is hot, but I’m no longer crying. I still feel horrible. Before all this went down I would walk about four days a week for forty minutes, which is my major technique of stress relief. I don’t know how to work out that adrenaline now.",4.618534412955461,5.570420821052629,5.387894736842107,82.46564777327937,69.73684210526315,7.951417004048582,28.299595141700404,8.139509932561175,1.832008097165992,756,26,147,10,13,246,117,190,0.231,0.721,0.048,-0.9877,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,3,4,8,0,13,4,4,5,2,25,23,11,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,4,2,0,4,4,7,0,2,11,2,28,4,24,11,3,34,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,15,102,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893971139485108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225498933776531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33095887312041283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377401650913356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485288475758251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31955749333955263,0.09380835533646352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354791868421923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948715305990713,0.0,0.0,0.07599578424897398,0.0,0.0,0.12200324158961805,0.11633602412103168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236839135591248,0.09749740921889773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182032647696733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147208905047302,0.07993989465886497,0.0,0.1640829225819951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610316158226568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413271674234892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197261646019142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393085241775251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955501615999278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295589777522007,0.0,0.2323258408295435,0.12160937366488365,0.16662160985183244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787714484881514,0.27798264203981204,0.0,0.09875641154321893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667760731126388,0.0,0.0,0.13484099277458245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589513243844187,0.0,0.14823409528774825,0.10332916642865153,0.0,0.0,0.09367016177996992
anxiety,The-Thrash-Engine,2020/03/30,"Conspiracy Theory Panic I recently read a Facebook conspiracy theory about how the coronavirus was created to distract the word from a massive asteroid that will destroy all life on earth. This is obviously not true, I realize that. The coronavirus isn’t man made, and NASA would’ve told us of such an asteroid by now. But here I am, fucking terrified. I’m basically asking myself “why would he say this if it wasn’t at all true?” I’m convincing myself that he said this for a reason, and that I’m gonna die soon from an asteroid. I just need some advice to avoid thinking these stupid thoughts",5.514535398230091,6.924777300884955,6.731139380530973,71.96184181415931,68.02654867256639,11.313716814159292,32.70907079646018,11.20814326018867,4.1771424778761075,477,21,85,16,8,161,79,113,0.27399999999999997,0.688,0.038,-0.9827,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,7,9,3,3,8,0,7,2,0,3,5,22,19,5,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,9,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,2,7,3,10,10,3,5,0,0,0,1,8,2,1,2,3,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106696532739665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105912738008027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454091992428498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860439635070586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701940655210226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237451280055981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533284504448365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27743605052903103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365250028318879,0.0,0.0,0.2431213040171173,0.23347672359031305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249285725076349,0.18804328848595264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515146693323266,0.0,0.187723631468612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22594863135363616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844334841109831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336928518616605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359502386501124,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vettech94,2020/03/30,"Can anxiety change your health? Hi everyone! I wanted to make a post because I am trying to learn more about anxiety. 
So I am a 25F. When I was a kid, my mom always called me worry wart, and when I got older realized I definitely had anxiety back then. I seemed to grow out of it though. I went through a lot when I was a teenager with my mom getting cancer and passing away. It affected my dad a lot too and I still live with him today. In the last year or so, I do feel like i’ve been more irritable and stressed, just with still living at home and having to have the same routine i’ve had since I was 16 (my dad and I get along well, but he does not express his emotions well and I think our routine is how he copes). Anyway, i’ve had some issues over the last month and a half with my face tingling, some eye/vision issues, ears ringing, etc. It’s caused a lot of anxiety and panic attacks. Can constant subtle anxiety cause these kinds of changes to your body?  I HAVE been to many doctors in the last month, but I cannot get any testing done due to everything being closed down currently and i’m not considered an emergency. My PCP did prescribe me Zoloft last week, but I have yet to start it because i’m not feeling well and i’m afraid it will make it worse. How has anxiety affected your body/health?",3.642495564754584,4.62215200374532,4.651575004928052,86.74236546422237,72.03370786516854,8.018056376897299,27.53577764636309,8.371475516178862,1.7130269662921336,1023,36,218,16,19,334,149,267,0.142,0.807,0.051,-0.9615,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,3,0,0,19,9,1,3,13,0,24,9,3,8,0,47,40,24,0,1,8,4,2,1,0,1,6,2,1,1,7,18,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,4,3,1,12,4,31,5,25,26,9,34,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,7,23,147,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753690751626299,0.0,0.0,0.0633686053026212,0.0,0.4277149862973399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601073743755124,0.08754983593667978,0.07165307188031682,0.0,0.11360872271116773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350689067532153,0.0,0.0,0.09515171787845747,0.0,0.0,0.19145214924858087,0.1971535343869987,0.0,0.0,0.10069926043807524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537820886295084,0.08154631939908069,0.09536002102935363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481993728756707,0.0,0.0,0.1039252674962724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890417126443307,0.08374815377672938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942336916149022,0.066570972755753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605505006262734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452809825791404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981013752773611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934715773556273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945206619310357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970372403679584,0.0,0.303830978321602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045525203754725935,0.0,0.1645671112515607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23766620075773995,0.0,0.0,0.12440265626575395,0.0944743823769909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827294766406025,0.14875784005572273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933184653692496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924492182461144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483160192581332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708312036264557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595641654076591,0.0,0.1488344064017783,0.0,0.1067424454699429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059708817739969465,0.09155322569994068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832794034737394,0.0,0.0,0.0632661086598147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054962588946988335,0.0,0.07474692596633213,0.0,0.2513519706845542,0.08638289673922231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094633308170149,0.09496289135070296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000771535487121
anxiety,paranoidcocoon,2020/03/30,"Constant anxiety and obsessive teeth grinding because of fear of virus Hi everyone. I’ve been self isolating myself for two weeks now, and just yesterday I stopped by a friends house just to hang out for a bit outside. 
I think I may have let my guard down a bit too much and we ended up sitting down fairly close to each other. He sneezed into his elbow at one point and while I don’t think anything got on me, I have been obsessing over it and haven’t been able to relax at all. I didn’t sleep last night and I’m obsessively grinding my teeth (which has been pretty compulsive for me for the past few months) because I feel so guilty for breaking the whole social isolation thing and getting too close to someone who sneezed right next to me. I trust my friend and he doesn’t have any symptoms, it was a warm day and I wanted to see someone who I haven’t seen for a long time. I have been washing my hands and using sanitizer when I’m outdoors, and I’m taking this seriously, so I really don’t need a lecture right now. I can’t stop thinking about it and I need some reassurance on how to calm myself down. I’m sorry if this was a careless decision, I just genuinely didn’t see any threat until now.",7.186111111111113,5.821955234567902,7.360997942386835,78.35532407407408,64.55555555555556,10.569135802469138,35.064814814814824,9.516144504307137,3.002651851851852,954,36,195,15,12,310,139,243,0.126,0.7809999999999999,0.094,-0.5706,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,13,14,1,4,9,0,22,7,5,2,1,38,40,19,0,4,4,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,10,18,0,3,5,1,0,1,8,7,0,2,11,6,26,7,29,27,8,39,0,0,3,0,12,16,0,3,20,130,36,1,0.13250074822569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802101048754611,0.0,0.10136270972215657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903682599432278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154245258179795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893129993390708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318623707879108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545202109216253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735633462228863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266101431244674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491001791546572,0.06699635950493668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473949879370187,0.0,0.06922617218121642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597295252979007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288807356145526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800579444322447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549099226111685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172589926243495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576083310287082,0.0,0.09740329567737227,0.1964952517969292,0.0,0.0,0.1409160489262363,0.1243429763629652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978593614404434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264869569535925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525603509996147,0.0,0.0,0.13480089582437196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488337218894249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263098300259017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111718828123434,0.0,0.1382271777388271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259643868142632,0.13506782660340605,0.22453490798089426,0.0,0.0,0.14832373964262632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155311701487654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771901103687195,0.09962407274414256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802760951355114,0.2547033879519028,0.0,0.0,0.07726225183319123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943397790476888,0.0,0.0,0.11443810405693293,0.0,0.0,0.07815237427952293,0.0,0.10628410790472184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793235351946932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tabitha_is_myfurbaby,2020/03/30,"Self medicating with nicotine gum when anxious. How do I stop??? I feel like I’m a cat...once I get worked up about something it is really difficult to calm me down...and when I’m worked up that’s when I start abusing nicotine gum and chewing tobacco....I have really bad GERD because of this and my teeth are wearing away...ten years from now I could be dead. How do I get it through my head that I should not use nicotine even though it successfully calms me down??? 

Also this whole coronavirus thing has me really on edge. 

I can’t watch the news anymore and I’m making poor decisions in life right now based on my anxiety...I do have hobbies. I write horoscopes, I knit, I crochet, I have a cat. But the thing is I am also schizophrenic and I have serious mental illness that keeps me from functioning normally. 

I have social workers but they are all working from home and calling me only because of the coronavirus thing going on right now. I feel lost without them. But my question mostly pertains to anxiety. My main question is how do I stop self medicating with nicotine?",3.9533077578857596,5.8568283091787485,4.835152031827224,82.08457800511509,72.67149758454106,8.15561238988349,30.533958510940607,8.841846274778883,2.619263370275646,848,38,159,17,17,275,115,207,0.132,0.83,0.037000000000000005,-0.9390000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,1,35.0,0,0,2,6,14,8,0,0,5,0,20,9,3,5,1,32,33,17,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,1,2,11,7,1,3,5,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,3,29,4,19,29,4,20,0,1,1,0,9,9,0,3,11,110,40,5,0.0,0.1506377456572417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334443264476693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097260225505416,0.1436297567719175,0.12608673753430347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945034042240585,0.0,0.10615492325946567,0.15500429506936594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129822117548899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015093513370054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397345295260443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856959036223814,0.09082741586947816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284871992229566,0.0,0.07225545789462681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304802720058878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752978478479546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300610010187424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980133254655864,0.0621132070451214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878615061173238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486560529447061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561563280192841,0.12812520543057887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456825052605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353978255333856,0.0,0.09669418153476672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848473240393417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443435838501099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715032246814786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652653330738032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296011847945121,0.0,0.09787704732029688,0.0,0.0,0.08998893401164801,0.0,0.0,0.21258612937006496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533945227626222,0.0,0.12491244397689966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098064153720688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194504174453315,0.0,0.1225564994769551,0.0,0.27767394460382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187270656103107
anxiety,j16f03,2020/03/30,"Covid-19 causing my school to go online (Random rant)
My school is starting online classes tomorrow since we are going to be out for a while. I’m absolutely terrified. Not about the whole covid thing. I’ve kinda just ignored all of that (but still taking precautions). Online class sounds awful. Having teachers see me at my house and in my room (only place quiet enough to do class) just messes with me. Mostly cause I have my “life’s” separate aka school life should not interfere with home life. If they get combined aka a teacher seeing my home I freak out. I don’t know what to do. If I skip I miss important information. If I do I sit there for an hour completely terrified I’m being judge and the teacher knows to much about me. And then the thought of me being the only one who pops up for that class. Honestly at first I was like wooh vacation I can finally not die of anxiety everyday. (Probably thinking a pandemic as vacation is probably offensive - sorry) now it’s the same. Maybe having a bit of structure will help with feeling awful in quarantine but don’t think it’s worth it. Every outcome has me wanting to jump into a hole and never come out.",3.0695719527109664,5.5379527713004455,4.396365674684058,81.59681512433755,77.34080717488789,7.821361598043213,26.279861394211174,8.710501217029153,2.301638565022422,920,36,166,21,22,303,139,223,0.075,0.861,0.065,-0.4805,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,1,7,7,1,0,11,2,19,3,0,2,2,42,37,12,1,5,10,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,3,0,8,13,0,2,7,0,1,4,6,5,0,2,2,5,22,2,28,30,7,27,0,1,2,0,5,11,0,6,12,116,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086964271220633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395283509745133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709053062418982,0.0,0.11358245291091815,0.13824873158418854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684593259645186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624271632621304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109454710614138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667046357388673,0.0,0.0,0.14444203722520238,0.0,0.11215682816792193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888942958799597,0.0,0.14987384995178765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838044075435622,0.0,0.2645250668412351,0.0,0.1298518102605759,0.15214436746387136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492945362158152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794018299457978,0.06441828578735717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246728952261388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692948877253928,0.0,0.10169564082233612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934918299102118,0.20056518464925846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776167934051184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843265999632268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40033658374288394,0.2101446619622966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907282268641537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760223621192,0.09332850684478187,0.0,0.10530054273053233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991394631298015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875994095341417,0.16897627546803845,0.0,0.1046791053390527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777221122338382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721275394064315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,t0406m,2020/03/30,"HELP! Anxiety? COVID? Ive never suffered from anxiety or anything all my life, two days ago I woke up 3am could not catch my breath and was sweating i went to the ER i had no symptoms of Covid, oxygen levels perfect, the doctor and nurse thought it was an anxiety attack... The last two days i have been yawning constantly 2-3 times a minute in order to gasp air and its starting to get really annoying ( I read online this is a symptom of anxiety) i dont know what it is I have never had this in my life and how do i make it go away? Thanks in advance for all responses",0.1857909604519783,2.5124569576271227,2.578000000000003,90.59101129943504,89.59322033898306,5.858531073446327,22.27344632768361,7.3011,1.043527005649718,443,17,93,8,15,151,79,118,0.057999999999999996,0.802,0.14,0.8637,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,6,0,13,8,2,2,5,16,22,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,4,5,3,1,2,8,0,12,2,12,13,2,21,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,9,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294945788119814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934614210889937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327052800129284,0.0,0.0,0.1834593508149596,0.1515114077417035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426745058158488,0.0,0.12875496767635833,0.0,0.0,0.2080019164772189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650589808433162,0.0,0.0,0.1889984247232531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425298957262238,0.0,0.09164918328338907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809084060986436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862564124694608,0.13145044404862966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22780891646011295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764395715866168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875113111049604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130611922048926,0.0,0.10330887360350838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414241286433867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352269245934075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846882464513786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802439537312493,0.09403344852029057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150600198493282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949193393385274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,trashpanic,2020/03/30,"What does this tell me about my anxiety? Can the effects of supplements on anxiety tell us anything in terms of the cause? For example I find that L-Theanine, L-Lysine, Tyrosine, and DHA (fish oil) really really help me anxiety, to the point I can consume alcohol and caffeine and be without issue. 

Likewise, alcohol reduces my anxiety and shortness of breath. 

What can this tells us about my anxiety? 

Obviously I don’t want to drink that much or continue taking all these pills, but the pills especially work. When alcohol is sorta acute stopping anxiety where as the pills are actually a daily thing that improves my mood! 

I’m male 24 years old 5’11” and 180lbs, relatively new to anxiety. But I notice after 5-6 days following the regimen with certain supplements I feel awesome! Chemical imbalance somewhere?",6.408579545454548,8.520882951388893,7.461287878787882,64.88522727272729,66.70833333333333,12.18080808080808,38.78535353535353,11.741389052700956,5.780327777777778,651,37,98,25,11,219,99,144,0.083,0.804,0.113,0.8885,0,0,4,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,7,0,7,8,1,2,3,20,12,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,9,6,4,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,13,1,15,11,3,15,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,9,63,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.11713420218941935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848340482003323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6427706242097514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877634895562032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233062283676179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741089835833953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050410676696677,0.0,0.0,0.11758594945312373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069193343504311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970734037934504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045511519923054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528252754763092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823754576051702,0.0,0.0,0.11592793564520094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366575600849952,0.12595369891765335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346931386718295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379151979903258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035237085682536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024934543002833,0.0,0.3147405417074576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974412127048101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876813633643555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707981557895526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570684618859772,0.0,0.08738493820122188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729686067675844
anxiety,CHEESE_PETRIL,2020/03/30,"Being pressured to stay with family for remainder of lockdown Context - I am a 24 year old British man, living with 2 housemates in the North of England. I am coming towards the end of a 2 week self isolation period, due to one of my housemates displaying symptoms. My family live 200 miles away.

Once my 2 week self isolation period is up, my mum wants me to move back home (200 miles away) to stay with her and my brother. Whilst I love my mum, I find extended periods of time spent with her to induce stress and anxiety. She has been guilt tripping me into staying with her, and I'm not sure I want to. The constant pressure to stay there has caused me a huge amount of stress, and is exacerbating my anxiety and depression. I feel horrible for not wanting to immediately go down and be with my family, and know that if I don't go down she will be angry with me and think I'm an awful person. I don't feel like I can win, and feel like I'm being suffocated.

I have to ring her everyday atm because she wants me to. I feel trapped either way, and she's smothering me. I genuinely can't take this anymore, I just want this stress to fucking stop.",5.8886093382599975,5.628153467248911,6.893100436681223,77.01739334900907,66.7292576419214,10.714276116896203,32.89922741014444,10.389873798559362,3.2424757138058453,900,35,181,21,13,303,123,229,0.222,0.735,0.043,-0.9878,0,4,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,3,14,2,6,7,1,17,3,0,2,1,40,38,11,0,6,5,3,4,2,0,1,1,1,1,4,3,19,0,1,8,0,2,5,5,9,0,1,2,5,35,5,34,31,2,37,0,1,0,2,16,12,1,1,17,114,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052468028980918,0.0,0.10405092691437401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714870706060425,0.0806758249572382,0.0,0.06395732371649612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778016681730336,0.0,0.09037796927702944,0.0,0.11337958994968322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036612196104564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292662038566672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29672337978747426,0.0,0.21219971761982745,0.14990754769724055,0.0,0.0,0.09589357815662236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699543218564496,0.0,0.0,0.11925516538189447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524177701432268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766044565449276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251572676168236,0.0,0.18528985726146305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469301283389324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151172638726864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009428201897843,0.11173474327628292,0.07109546860749262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161075856395344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890568607241614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44731650426185104,0.0,0.08771653642032065,0.3605512486872005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988844135677592,0.10905045986398984,0.07888562998294879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722751728550336,0.0,0.0,0.06117880188873207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094181511499112,0.08327939561874015,0.16831853142106454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756405291513035
anxiety,LargeGrade2,2020/03/30,"I only have a few friends, is something wrong w me? I overthink about my friendships a lot, even my past friendships that havent worked out. if anyone says something to me that i think is kind of rude i take it rlly personally and will think about it repeatedly. I overanalyze everything in other ppl. I try to think about myself and just focus on what i have to do but i like having friends and being w ppl, if im alone i just feel like im wasting my life. ive always thought of myself as a friendly outgoing person but i just dont understand y ppl dont like me? is it something im doing wrong? or is it just me that thinks everyone doesnt like me? it stresses me out constantly bc i feel like im a bad person or im not living the life i should b, like im seeking their approval but sometimes it feels like whenever i speak my opinion or try to b funny everyone just bashes me :(((",0.5927078507078534,2.8344609297297327,2.9624710424710443,89.5138738738739,85.64864864864866,5.685971685971688,22.863577863577863,7.07126945348624,0.8860604890604895,692,26,146,10,21,237,91,185,0.114,0.648,0.239,0.9763,0,1,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,9,16,1,1,5,0,17,2,0,0,0,31,27,12,0,3,14,0,3,7,3,2,2,2,0,3,11,5,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,5,28,11,14,23,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,7,10,94,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547758336211457,0.0,0.0,0.0767066905738394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445905992907484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697201501080381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962103543809467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216084170672878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060888423096293325,0.0,0.0,0.17617661881964575,0.08285143067557198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983704385202864,0.1975745166508215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136695671422835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974645079805125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599822599944476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022833618124344,0.3152642374722791,0.0,0.0814025145299764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837380633887234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011211316464112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800260331023835,0.0,0.2414815213953551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331053646731732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129093966881824,0.09117496933655803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559951380625376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931289964600654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362779715427244,0.0,0.07318591501650422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251773890972226,0.0,0.0,0.09596956987037676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671129903851744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158329392783672,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thiefcandy,2020/03/30,"I've been stressing out due to lockdown I'll start off with my depression has been officially diagnosed as a direct cause of my depression and as my anxiety started skyrocketing, my depression has naturally followed. 

I'm not worried about corona or anything, but all of my stuff is in my dorm room that I'm supposed to be moving out of, but then my state went into lockdown and it's literally illegal to do so. It's been weighing on me and I've been seriously struggling. I've been stuck here for a month on a week's worth of stuff and my family is not in the mood for being fined $400 for getting my stuff. 

We've talked to the school which gave us 2 options:

1. they can send a few small things over but they can't send any of the stuff that I'm anxious about
2. they can pack up my room for me

The issue is that I've been traumatized by people cleaning out my room without me in the past (my therapist has even lectured them on my behalf) and I am NOT OKAY with that option. 

With each passing day I'm getting further and further behind in my work because of this and all my stress relievers are in the dorm and inaccessible. It's becoming a spiral and I'm not sure I'll be able to make it to the end of the lockdown, especially if they end up extending it. 

We're going to try to get a doctor's note from our therapist (Who really sucks as a therapist and basically is just there to write prescriptions). 

I don't know many proper coping techniques and I'll take any rn since the counselor who has been working with me on that stuff is unavailable during quarantine due to family complications.",5.269844720496895,5.643495456521741,6.4101180124223625,77.7810776397516,68.03726708074535,9.918260869565216,31.62795031055901,9.888512548439397,2.9442181366459628,1275,50,253,28,20,429,163,322,0.131,0.8490000000000001,0.02,-0.9869,1,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,5,2,7,13,1,3,16,1,26,3,0,2,3,40,45,21,0,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,20,20,1,0,1,0,1,7,7,8,0,0,10,0,28,4,51,32,4,42,0,3,0,0,14,23,1,4,11,171,48,7,0.10074373899307816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701839433061175,0.0,0.07706868458196517,0.11381174949695015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290351326843258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061412448220601774,0.1112635446842645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349157108599052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497137732895245,0.0,0.26031130432047417,0.10225277443892827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311548573715157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845810084383948,0.0,0.0,0.06654028946809691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994446231902187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790333673818854,0.0,0.05725498851014248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515028946366832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536612427420932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724722806583354,0.10213833898389496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041269131294095,0.10707465110804401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617129826056932,0.0698430237980859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453901888983539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195804231252692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333626195214759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261387396895928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308032252780144,0.10531922980640113,0.5766373920934698,0.0,0.0,0.0949497817477982,0.0,0.07574675400978148,0.08097400129762783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509137373819048,0.06692966368697363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839838578359282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118231375925978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081055065158818,0.0,0.0,0.09339045535491444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711336934061772,0.0,0.14668528367820274,0.10231015716493468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stumphead101,2020/03/30,"Help me understand my wife's anxiety First, obviously, I love my wife and I want to help her as much as possible. I encourage her to talk about her anxiety as much as possible to try and work through it. She finds social situations very draining and stewssful, whereas I like spontaneity and visiting friends often. Granted, my social circle is less than 10 people.


I want to be able to get to a point where we can do something last minute and it does not bring her to tears. What are things people who know someone dealing with anxiety can do to help? Are there methods to slowly get better at handling anxiety yourself? Before the pandemic we were going to hang out with at least 1 other person once a week to get her used to seeing people. 

She also struggles with plans changing due to just shit happening. Today we had important paperwork thay last week we were told to bring in person. Today that office has said we now have to mail it in and she is having difficulty not panicking the paperwork will go through the mail system in time. 

I want to be understanding, how can I be a better and  supportive partner?",5.09392857142857,6.8642955714285705,5.880178571428568,76.28169642857144,69.47619047619048,9.25,30.744047619047624,9.673873057562805,3.141690476190477,890,37,154,21,16,291,124,210,0.07400000000000001,0.753,0.172,0.9668,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,5,0,0,5,8,9,1,1,6,0,19,2,1,2,1,30,39,13,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,8,16,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,5,2,24,7,33,30,4,25,0,0,1,1,34,8,1,1,11,111,32,1,0.11230177266990793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980768703061243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436421948360424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955605371256991,0.0,0.0,0.1986435836395568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188003848011055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577819646838487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827603805172766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264178570214316,0.09552383046363652,0.0,0.0,0.08676407098817898,0.0,0.17601912340587586,0.0,0.12764737080735086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930808668969984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258205330026057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061718117314301074,0.18308186688781453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486497354487024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013567343885326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165109449039915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959772276008447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23356772717232135,0.19611515242812355,0.0,0.0,0.10616147431386802,0.2532067500678278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682470265625847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948997305839451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152761558258233,0.0,0.12623189774080235,0.0,0.2289550294825176,0.09515292755018616,0.08645539116949978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740219612358133,0.0,0.0,0.1274387207895957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026391095652923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460830768614148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548406675075615,0.0,0.2128978987789144,0.10730915637283676,0.0,0.07624553196090393,0.0,0.0,0.2338202117682088,0.0,0.09699267452200852,0.0,0.09266072364575137,0.19871548547793505,0.0,0.1801634161945938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175702801135018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,teabooksandinkpens,2020/03/30,"Giving birth during lockdown So, for a bit of background, when my son was born 3.5years ago I went through a rather rough bout of post-natal depression/anxiety, medications, therapy etc.

I am currently 37 weeks pregnant with number 2 and my country is on full lockdown. I nearly had a panic attack when the lockdown was announced but managed to collect myself by focusing on what needed to be done to redy us for isolation. Now all I have is time to dwell. It is very likely I will go into labour whilst we are locked down, and finding hospital info is tricky. I am struggling to sleep and this morning as I lay in bed it felt as though I was being pressed on all side by large rocks, basically claustrophobia in a big open room. Contacting my GP right now is nearly impossible and I dont even think they are running face to face appointments right now anyway. I left the house yesterday for an essential blood test and shook the whole time.

I am hoping for some tips and suggestions for ways I can work through these feelings and emotions at home, as it seems I wont be able to access professional or chemical help in the immediate future.",7.4348611111111165,7.3542742453703704,7.436481481481483,73.80666666666667,63.49074074074075,10.71851851851852,35.592592592592595,10.317481424215053,3.635664814814815,911,38,164,19,12,293,148,216,0.071,0.872,0.055999999999999994,-0.4767,1,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,1,10,7,1,4,9,0,23,5,4,0,2,25,32,16,0,3,3,1,4,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,6,11,0,0,6,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,7,4,20,2,33,20,7,39,0,0,0,0,8,19,0,4,16,116,26,5,0.16126610231062502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429526694585456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336812686289535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346347250876646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606081616889455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650312130585849,0.18900267086079384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140265927549615,0.0,0.0,0.17985433284529564,0.1065147396393338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154098683246337,0.0,0.15484074812016604,0.0,0.14739429593013426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470114006281604,0.09165124232191434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809326903526947,0.0,0.16176304945182632,0.16017362709576755,0.0,0.18607943006510227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521609201874114,0.0,0.0,0.07878647172350138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245863202351268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957677146796575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892110243386979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444834794552514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754407404605217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681060281237285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138256676106447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685903447598095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442184247237725,0.0,0.0,0.1033328067208366,0.15844312672746516,0.0,0.18807112224993336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193983264908222,0.0,0.0,0.13306142355877865,0.0,0.12800552569498225,0.1293579398522459,0.0,0.0,0.1494952924978918,0.0,0.18004784408528238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740364315214367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AIDZMANZ21,2020/03/30,"Girlfriend cheated and i need help on what to do So me and my girlfriend are going through some major troubles right now and i need help with emotional control. 

so we have been dating for 6 months and before this have had a great relationship with good communication and she has always been there for me when i need her. but 3 days ago stuff changed. i found this out 2 days ago on our 6 month that she had sent some quite revealing videos to another guy. i found this out when she came clean to me the day after it happened. she was extremely regretful and was mad at herself for what she did. i don’t even know how to get into what i felt. it felt like the whole world flipped on me and my heart was broken, and still is. if you have ever experienced cheating you understand the horrible feelings you get. but after talking on the phone for a while i decided to meet up with her the next day and talk with her. 

we talked and it was rough i was angry and sad and just kept asking why she would do that. she told me she was not thinking right and didn’t think about it. and she really regrets it. 
I decided i would give her a chance because she was honest with me and came clean also didn’t try to excuse it and took accountability for her actions. so we talked and i told her how this is going to have consequences she lost a lot of trust and i’m not gonna take u back and let this just slide she has to earn my trust back. she was more than willing to do that and we stayed together. 
i guess i was forgiving because i was the same way a few years ago struggling with mental health and emotions (she does too) and because of it i made very bad decisions i regret. I believe people can change and a persons actions doesn’t make who they are so i decided to give her a chance. 
but i’m really struggling with this, my anxiety is through the fucking roof and i’m depressed as fuck. if anyone else has been in my situation or is currently in my situation it would be helpful for some advice on what to do with this.",3.662387938060309,4.84395183618582,4.498638141809295,87.09203219233906,72.20293398533008,7.800521597392013,26.347269763651184,8.238735603445708,1.4865960228198851,1587,52,338,24,30,512,193,409,0.154,0.742,0.10400000000000001,-0.9826,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,5,3,1,4,20,22,5,2,14,0,44,4,1,5,1,88,82,41,0,11,10,0,4,1,2,5,1,0,2,2,24,41,0,2,15,1,1,9,6,15,0,0,31,5,62,7,46,44,9,49,0,6,0,2,54,15,2,8,24,250,86,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256064070976887,0.22468039300936185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756497801364494,0.07030073730630097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859297555836465,0.06463304563991165,0.0,0.0,0.059075934643834885,0.08656788259446654,0.0,0.0,0.07898482228033969,0.0,0.0,0.12993202707732734,0.0705439038854408,0.1545091987840823,0.0,0.07189301721654565,0.0951889803574828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932633993851733,0.0,0.0,0.17875408336400433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476041296109683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179509365687438,0.0,0.07276934206584898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393596884384468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057883566489223,0.1900751296837728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055803489957201705,0.07642418205905996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271964288898624,0.0,0.16224335076905094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852733386882965,0.0,0.15621548497089854,0.08828292689351656,0.1620970683511874,0.0960328908054212,0.07086447863174533,0.0,0.09314825614468863,0.09307299518738504,0.08365634739080348,0.07471240954551682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980673326744205,0.0,0.1001186200209028,0.16989146310103556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643236428038621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639464661722117,0.0,0.041276541617365055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922285709298118,0.07182862837525479,0.0,0.07994453511629349,0.056396358447172265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514397542453282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487494112164106,0.0,0.0,0.18794021902476013,0.0,0.0,0.08985388656845075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857330210391939,0.07377161354479678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986332790017604,0.0,0.0,0.10825028028149293,0.0,0.0,0.09070843275172484,0.0,0.14430448448861327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899359771412616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005290645415283,0.06747218093780731,0.0,0.0,0.17665028600813554,0.0967184819178252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352441897178841,0.2716328350433819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827292563678724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146370162104512,0.09386921411169152,0.05736176780525652,0.0,0.0,0.08795492896882984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971140180594547,0.0,0.06706259708068084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623722788671004,0.0943277718487574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005343327801385,0.0,0.0,0.05440746566568
anxiety,PiperViper11,2020/03/30,"What do you do to recover from stress? Sometimes after a really stressful time, I feel intense physical responses to the aftermath of the stress.   Nausea, digestive issues, trouble sleeping, etc.  Normally I try dealing with anxiety by deep breathing/relaxing or talking myself through my anxiety but it doesn't seem to help with the physical symptoms after a really stressful time.  If anyone else feels the same aftermath, how do you cope with it?",8.604473684210525,10.259323131578943,8.659052631578946,60.05436842105266,61.105263157894754,12.922105263157894,44.14736842105264,12.340626583579946,6.708545263157895,362,22,47,13,5,118,55,76,0.23199999999999998,0.754,0.013999999999999999,-0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,4,6,0,4,3,1,1,0,12,7,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,12,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,6,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375640398318715,0.0,0.0,0.11139918634620807,0.16324061130608009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425035839535065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309014768422697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768222039995224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611124220894668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678781961286764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628710206021166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560982849922338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041269971911608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503756163826104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943353903302696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575700516018805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7299951274198282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655929038523466,0.0,0.12805416025654184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579977510590784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081667907483974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,llivka,2020/03/30,"talking to new doc tomorrow.. i finally found a psychiatrist to help me manage my medication for depression. but, anxiety has been the true thorn in my side as of lately.

i was previously prescribed xanax for my anxiety condition, but sadly i lost my script because i was also buying xanax off the streets and was anorexic. Since, i’ve been clean of any anti anxiety meds (about 2 years now) and bounced back from the eating disorder. after some time, and my doctor seeing progress she said i may be able to be back on anti anxiety medication.

tomorrow, for my phone appointment with the doctor, he is going to ask about my history. i want to be transparent and share with him these things. i also want to hopefully be considered well enough to be treated further for anxiety.

my anxiety is also building gradually as i post this and anticipate tomorrow’s appointment 😅",7.217848101265822,8.22769913924051,8.197316455696207,64.4334430379747,63.936708860759495,12.649113924050633,37.95189873417722,12.161744961471696,5.4042916455696215,696,35,111,25,10,236,98,158,0.171,0.691,0.138,-0.6187,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,5,0,14,7,0,0,1,16,23,12,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,8,2,19,5,24,9,2,20,0,3,1,0,9,6,0,3,12,81,22,3,0.12878663893022732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30897188586951513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757933075458127,0.0,0.5911285576625507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039812248142605,0.0,0.0,0.1980579516250922,0.0,0.07850713973750108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092374339769416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760064576518134,0.26363716420447664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178088324527834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307102485354014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107946790688553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412079022268601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319241479330699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632296936909344,0.0,0.0,0.12791419141013366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527693826444252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058582976464246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305292298199432,0.25947797936122513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438293839915633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233420001800338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250558546621144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262627716503946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653363856748936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351382202093827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556012033232213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509652483493118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519233927756107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579465505183333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829343730352488
anxiety,ConvolutedCUDA,2020/03/30,"Accomplishment has lost all meaning and I am not sure if happiness is a good thing anymore So much stuff has gone down back to back to back over the last 2 and a half years that I have actually given up on long term goals. I honestly dont know where I could even start, these last 2 years have been so horrible.  My best friend killed himself and I had to clean his blood up as the ambulance took his corpse away. I was kicked out of house and home. Everything I have ever worked for was burnt, stolen, or rendered useless by my parents and extended family. I live in perpetual fear that whatever I am doing will be spun into a reason to bring me a slow and painful death. My entire mother's side of the family hates me and has vocalized such more times than I can count.  My father's side of the family either doesn't believe me or cant do anything.  I live every day knowing how easy and likely it is for everything to be burnt to the ground again. I wake up from nightmares every day about my time spent homeless on the streets and how happy my mother and her family were to see me suffer. My dad convinced her and I to let me stay home for quarantine after about 2 weeks of me telling them I would ""sooner hang, draw, and quarter myself than ever live under your roof again"". I stayed because I have no other way to eat and my pansy ass fears death. 
I'm 20 years old and my mother and her family still own me. I am their bitch. I am their scapegoat and slave. I do as they please for fear of death and incarceration thanks to some nasty forgery. 
I feel like happiness is a liability. Whenever I do feel it, I first feel guilty. ""How dare my worthless self feel good"". Then I get scared. As if being happy means that the karma needs to balance out and something really, REALLY bad is about to happen. I'm scared of being happy for fear of karmic persecution. I need help. How can I resolve these issues.",3.708361386589029,5.159897390501322,4.638294968610683,85.08556728232195,72.45646437994723,7.866108634337182,23.886907469747968,8.433251757073789,1.3580729869893555,1497,41,305,25,29,486,210,379,0.22,0.674,0.105,-0.9940000000000001,1,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,4,7,20,31,3,6,12,0,37,5,3,5,4,50,61,32,4,6,6,6,4,2,1,2,1,0,3,1,10,21,1,0,10,0,1,4,5,15,0,3,10,5,54,16,48,43,8,51,1,4,1,1,21,18,2,5,28,213,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.07461275791621867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582658291275034,0.0,0.0,0.06291907636469447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718355579589138,0.17637628933018598,0.06383990297108443,0.04660857383478585,0.0,0.0,0.08614288315836083,0.08023879177928843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061046129006873937,0.0,0.0,0.09861919936838948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960914227987626,0.0,0.0,0.07823643871484595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050031523774071,0.13832272098856194,0.12883967057220105,0.0,0.1374324758056976,0.0,0.36039275232537216,0.34414962000856314,0.15463946318712965,0.05462218084835537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503581485314502,0.0,0.0,0.0590718779733231,0.0,0.03994656643923429,0.0,0.0,0.12826002505599327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761226290888754,0.4069590631687212,0.0,0.07548723409806653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051248720879783466,0.0,0.15338881771286395,0.0,0.0,0.08822318778946381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980312090167417,0.0,0.0,0.08459033210719166,0.0,0.08403951205171895,0.12464825101854235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818430159778594,0.0,0.07470781362238607,0.0,0.2025435593104807,0.06766363055875024,0.0,0.0,0.08346381040780664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166572092227166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620601428013498,0.11338646040333725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802306471580173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135755223507629,0.0,0.08489844732544395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392880048805608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979629281785391,0.07861237894175123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309719107100694,0.0,0.060927763164336526,0.0,0.07976320176706436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058861718440993985,0.0,0.0,0.05411793103305424,0.16298981183783795,0.061060095161618325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752703155146575,0.0,0.0,0.07206151263164362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682835985246592,0.07039298899571889,0.0,0.0,0.05079582824130453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916748041535848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494853829742642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068943529935809,0.06133063614634938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566291584918863,0.0,0.0,0.05431413666750276,0.0,0.0,0.14771087809260594
anxiety,throwaway44757575747,2020/03/30,"I need help Is there any psychologist out there who is willing to help me? 
I want to have a free therapy session in a call (could be in discord) or a video call (discord too) 
It can be other app
Im 24. Female. 
And i have been dealing with a lot and i really need someone to listen",-0.2667857142857137,1.8168127500000042,2.6995238095238108,90.97500000000002,88.16666666666666,5.428571428571429,21.904761904761905,6.868970318607317,0.6389761904761904,215,8,48,3,7,76,41,60,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,14,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,7,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,0,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556464223138832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272414384774973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612795965865172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26616222063461703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460921910012017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788682027288565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948713829327915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828599800853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653904910609118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874683894871425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952402129170392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227551906037798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,epbro2978,2020/03/30,"Does anyone get agoraphobia and find that it goes in and out of being manageable, depending on their mood or amount of sleep? I notice that I find standing in line to be a huge trigger for me, but it depends on my mood and level of stress throughout the day.  With all of this COVID stuff going on, I find that I fixate on people wearing masks, and it kinda sends me over the edge, especially if I have to wait in line. I'm not terrified of the situation and still am staying mostly sane, but I notice I get nervous about other people and how they'll handle the situation.",11.493318584070801,6.6192285752212365,11.195641592920357,65.11169247787612,59.707964601769895,13.777876106194697,40.639380530973455,10.686352973137794,4.165302654867256,451,14,86,7,4,151,74,113,0.057,0.889,0.054000000000000006,-0.0951,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,5,0,5,2,2,4,1,24,10,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,0,19,7,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,6,2,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317581491855405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152500078367225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649007581824419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166785908048392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689904395589655,0.0,0.10709196587192613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429069044504498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612742370789841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236177212050492,0.18857110819290385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084666209197308,0.15048445251818204,0.0,0.2158516818165552,0.0,0.21571301827651584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mollyyringwormm,2020/03/30,"The current state of the world is weighing heavily on me and greatly impacting my mental health. I don’t know what to do at this point. I have been struggling with severe depression and anxiety for a number of years. My anxiety to be very manageable and only started to become bad within the last few years and as of a few months ago, quite crippling. I have tried a few different therapist and psychiatrists who’ve prescribed me medicine in the past but I never found anything that worked for me. 

After feeling severely depressed, anxious and suicidal for months, my mom finally convinced me to go to my gp (I had a horrendous experience with my last psychiatrist and ended up stop taking my medicine and seeing her all together. My general practitioner is the only dr I trust at this point). She ended up prescribing me Lexapro, which I’ve never taken before and a higher dosage of propranolol (something a previous psychiatrist was prescribing).

I didn’t want to take medication but at this point I was willing to try anything. I shut myself out from everyone and I couldn’t leave my house unless it was entirely necessary. I was having break downs and panic attacks left and right. I was afraid of what I would do if things got worse. 

Literally the day after I went to the doctor, I lost my job and things progressively got worse from there. I tried to be positive and wait for the medication to start working but then we started to get reports about the outbreak and we know how that is going. 

I live in Pennsylvania and our whole state is shut down besides essential businesses. I feel like my mental state is crumbling. I’m afraid to leave the house in fear of getting sick. I have horrible asthma and a shit immune system with no health insurance . I don’t know if I’m going to be able to keep my apartment and I’m worried about becoming homeless. 

I am trying to keep myself busy but I can’t help but fixate on everything that’s happening. I want to ask my doctor for something stronger then propanol but i don’t know if she’d prescribe it to me. I had a follow up appointment for med check but they had to cancel it and I don’t know if I can even afford an appointment at this point either. 

I don’t know what to do. I feel like I don’t have any options.",4.758840125391849,6.42023064367816,5.636886102403345,78.12717868338561,70.14942528735632,9.042842215256007,30.42319749216301,9.496760409515344,2.923344827586208,1810,75,328,41,33,593,212,435,0.183,0.742,0.075,-0.9942,4,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,1,5,5,16,2,5,19,0,39,12,1,1,3,62,76,35,1,8,13,1,3,2,0,2,10,0,0,0,16,25,1,4,10,0,1,5,12,11,0,0,16,4,57,5,58,53,6,59,0,3,1,0,10,26,1,5,25,232,73,7,0.07795361257744067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910117409806213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301112969593758,0.0,0.11926860050664324,0.08806539359885734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829836214596196,0.0,0.07287610479572418,0.08868348805574164,0.0,0.0,0.06508801037759032,0.0,0.17218728117497886,0.0663327827485396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027363117098381,0.0,0.13428266457280438,0.0,0.0,0.08144493356274925,0.0,0.15957765130080806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380875257711283,0.0,0.0,0.051487625909369616,0.0,0.0,0.07448801744642107,0.07005968050664807,0.07625359122623024,0.0,0.08771948654396827,0.1182470662894154,0.1113801528023838,0.0,0.08539437223610613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547211259259119,0.0,0.0,0.08145509031001012,0.0,0.13290850340839905,0.0,0.12469325035242453,0.08594413306705606,0.0,0.0,0.06893412215647175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572208978911204,0.0,0.0,0.05225066331902843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798960053239936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735693204336458,0.1385775052219434,0.0,0.0,0.2570476008568247,0.12708519716137584,0.0,0.16508324021282805,0.08469682815458136,0.0,0.0,0.07616839503254573,0.0,0.0688344680822683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509557667149238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658889018953576,0.15706012707157144,0.15711781318541526,0.0,0.0,0.09129832890022176,0.1244436596769357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120245263415001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857447017891945,0.0,0.09146176831550898,0.0,0.0,0.07441554384028776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947654428799845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291326247594599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657195920983154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062118936535976665,0.0,0.0,0.1761307871977147,0.0800182630872293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002499886209135,0.0,0.0,0.16552790462206354,0.0,0.0,0.06517271064645011,0.0,0.0814940414098262,0.0,0.0852685997764204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172228304228991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051015247657312,0.10357783272965908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170154372225009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431989433913644,0.09195812081326596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722637798431123,0.0,0.08703242455871536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135023167588434,0.07916567753079283,0.15888278195970054,0.05537600977660488,0.0,0.0,0.10039914138057887
anxiety,InfernalArtist,2020/03/30,"DAE sometimes feel like their friends don't like talking with you With a lot of friends out of work/college right now, it seems more apparent that I'm not really involved much. I'm rarely invited to anything, if I do join plans to hang out I just happen to be in the group chat. I do talk with some friends every week on Discord but I feel like I could just not be there and nothing would change. Like last Thursday I didn't have an update for the game we were playing but I joined to chat anyway. I wasn't really part of any conversation and nobody said anything when I said I was getting off. Yeah I'm pretty quiet but it was like I wasn't there at all. I don't really know if they like me joining or if they just don't want to kick me out, and I really don't want to ask about it either, that just sounds...awkward?",1.9384496124031008,3.634166023255817,3.151767441860468,92.8893565891473,77.72093023255816,6.214573643410852,22.513178294573642,7.0316486544052195,0.5247848062015503,644,19,144,7,15,208,97,172,0.043,0.7759999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9687,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,3,1,10,10,0,0,4,1,17,0,0,0,1,35,31,11,0,7,14,0,2,6,3,1,0,3,0,0,5,10,0,0,4,4,0,1,9,0,0,0,8,5,20,10,21,19,7,15,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,7,12,95,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781968483660564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367447255351068,0.0,0.13447586656097013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521691735683614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484870639981838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119580503237028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546493442200356,0.20552611322707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33340338921801993,0.0,0.0751531924349185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720185633680028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905357311456268,0.11725305615092688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216530626302429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229206530800255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574279052544597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802337174870724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577035974427011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634230588062558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686037348961685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228430351553162,0.273659496088392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095128928495128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226660443606967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312346842360632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968727977908993,0.0,0.11538396191006685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047210361037211,0.0,0.0,0.10218351985566901,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,michael_scoon_fbi,2020/03/30,"21/M, how do I gather the courage to seek out help? Been anxious and depressed ever since I can remember. Mostly because I have something called Nevus Flammeus (aka port-wine stain) on my whole right arm and half of my chest and upper back, it has literally destroyed my confidence over the years and I have unironically never worn a t-shirt in public due to this. 

During my teenage years I always thought I was overreacting and never sought any help for my problems. Now I'm 21 and starting to feel like there's something wrong with me for real. I hate going outside because it feels like everyone judges me. I hate meeting new people and tend to come off as a douche (even thought I want to be nice) due to me being so socially awkward. I'm slowly losing all of my friends because I keep convincing myself that they hate me and that I don't deserve them. I want to stud music at a university but I don't think I could handle such a major change, it makes me so scared.

I'm so tired of hating myself and feeling like everyone hates me but I'm also too afraid and anxious to reach out to seek professional help, even though it's starting to seriously affect my career/life choices.

(Sorry if this post made little sense, English isn't my first language but I felt the need to write something).",5.214264705882356,6.212620281746035,5.690382819794586,80.66768907563028,68.4047619047619,7.834173669467787,30.299719887955185,7.928766900206844,2.0537322128851545,1029,39,191,12,17,331,154,252,0.17,0.72,0.11,-0.9615,0,0,4,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,14,21,6,3,7,0,13,4,2,4,4,43,41,21,0,6,4,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,14,0,1,8,0,0,2,5,14,0,2,7,4,33,7,25,31,4,26,0,2,0,1,12,10,0,2,16,121,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109235013667762,0.08437584340452016,0.0,0.0,0.06895786392635468,0.0,0.0,0.229114205384544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797303975733574,0.0,0.18544391510948105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354432107960802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727146772390922,0.08735014479691203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096245128232979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733869438731642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395212370361725,0.09172528005841872,0.0,0.19379079829750806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381798414118728,0.2173280629491648,0.09736327158468586,0.0,0.0,0.08625377361865927,0.0,0.0,0.07834410011537944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762995145397539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005748613818208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390590533810785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013209870417822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486218983712479,0.10163295645954704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344458943292315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959504527901297,0.06768763019071916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518941762423062,0.15641727614410278,0.09793614163283047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030042579031376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711653185217184,0.0,0.0,0.09702946401835176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541939418558644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487040915028887,0.08659804329456114,0.0,0.0,0.10152260327720546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388203116672133,0.0,0.0,0.10336810817776083,0.0,0.23419612787257504,0.0,0.11351292717345315,0.1435478522895618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497527457411176,0.0996284335071866,0.16100611977008142,0.0,0.11654841743564265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962083468767183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321339734362508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086881935709073,0.0,0.13060107131003776
anxiety,AHxSAINTSxAH,2020/03/30,"I get anxious cooking and eating in front of other people. Is this normal? I will go out of my way to cook and eat when no one else is around. I eat a lot of unhealthy food and I’m always anxious of people judging me for it. I’m a rather skinny lad, 5’10 and 62kg, so I don’t have a weight problem or anything. It’s just I always get really nervous in front of other people and it gets to the point where I just won’t eat at all if people are in the way. 

Anyone else have this problem? If so do you have any advice or coping mechanisms?",1.1666666666666643,2.5765055384615394,3.496076923076924,90.83642307692308,79.08547008547009,5.363760683760684,20.247008547008548,5.6839178017228535,-0.05072581196581226,416,10,92,2,10,144,70,117,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.9426,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,0,10,9,1,0,1,19,16,12,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,9,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,1,9,0,14,14,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,1,65,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189899629017998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246251145689945,0.0,0.0,0.09178970816699858,0.0,0.0,0.3049735715656875,0.0,0.09437979668566343,0.13830097158905935,0.11107544101804168,0.12015908880312215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524650033679624,0.2255136952305008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321600374901138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156139317793046,0.0,0.0767111410424214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475351821579842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224983847513766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146462549209493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743071609178691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759789375769184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25831154501411224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647040039001384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142785997664364,0.0,0.16436691158012673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Karthaggah,2020/03/30,"“There are two great systems in the body of man: the tree of life, which is the arterial with its roots in the heart; and, the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, i.e. the nervous system, which has its roots in the brain."" - Manly P. Hall A thought can only enter your mind through six doors; the five senses and the sixth personal time-binding circuit. 

As a thought enters your conscious mind, you are cut off from the tree of life. Your focus is stolen away from the breath (the arterial tree) and is placed upon the fruit (the thought) of the tree of knowledge (the nervous system). 

You are no longer present. But remember, a thought is itself neutral. It is symbolized by Air. You'll find that your anxiety comes rather from the Water it stirs - your emotional reaction to it. 

This in turn creates Fire, your resulting behavior or action. Which then fuels the manifestations of your reality, symbolized by Earth.

Your Will, that which selects and decides, is known as Spirit. When the pentagram is pointing upwards, your Will has dominion over the elements. When it is upended, your reality, actions, emotions and thoughts have dominion over you.

I guess this is my longwinded way of saying, rather than negating intrusive thoughts, turn your attention to the breath. I'm taken aback by some fucked up thoughts in my head, yet instead of fighting them like I've been, I'll simply return my focus to my breath. Then, like magick the thought disappears and I'm back to some degree of mental homeostasis. Hope this helps someone.",6.237509090909088,8.004263323636366,5.691772727272728,78.74565909090909,66.67272727272727,8.99090909090909,33.38636363636364,9.3871,3.174363636363636,1214,54,209,24,20,371,149,275,0.099,0.823,0.078,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,2,0,52.0,0,15,1,0,8,11,4,2,26,0,20,12,7,3,0,38,37,15,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,1,3,16,9,2,0,16,0,0,6,2,6,0,3,10,3,21,5,37,24,2,33,1,0,0,1,22,15,1,5,10,145,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854996992041906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050066265308541,0.0859401651439601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414540011673288,0.0,0.12476638204014268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627540355689666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514405170491407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215092250241664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332467582032734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374293826461093,0.0,0.12322099017484373,0.12312143136328575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470283921933892,0.0,0.0,0.13244172252405628,0.07491353093805325,0.0,0.0,0.11100757777048824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788544352981582,0.10920518621807564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263254293174145,0.0,0.2257009983193837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500210022192045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758863605203516,0.11677033673137599,0.0,0.105653778928281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660763211557788,0.0,0.0,0.08887978534442961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469787827214488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7098295803416967,0.06517090268880521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431358264666395,0.10917788413504287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871362662058023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tight-Shine,2020/03/30,"Obsession with perfectionism Why am I so scared for people to see me as the realistically flawed human being I am?

Even though I totally understand that everyone is flawed, complex, nonsensical, confident one day, shy the next, I feel like a total piece of shit if i'm anything less than utterly consistently perfect.

What's odd is that in reality, most people are lovely and actually echo the previous sentence, it's very rare that people actually dig each other out for being imperfect. Most people in the world are decent people. Yet even though I intellectually believe them, **I CAN'T FEEL IT DEEP IN MY SPIRIT**.

Yet I'm still driven and affected by those few bad apples that do expect you to be able to explain every little action, every little emotion and every little thought. Hyper vigilant and critical people basically, why do I listen to them and not the relaxed normal people.

My brain is able to comprehend this problem and I know that **no one** expects perfectionism from me, but in my heart I still feel like I **MUST** be perfect. It's like my ego is telling me one thing and my sane rational mind is telling me another.

How can I just let it all hang out, and ride the waves of human emotion..",2.5840209267563523,5.557574524663679,4.559224215246637,75.6148303437967,86.2645739910314,7.278266068759343,24.922122571001488,8.238735603445708,2.4017995216741417,961,39,158,24,30,326,132,223,0.087,0.792,0.121,0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,3,11,12,1,2,7,0,19,4,3,2,6,39,32,15,0,6,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,14,12,0,0,8,1,0,4,3,5,0,3,2,5,23,7,20,24,9,21,1,0,1,1,10,11,1,3,9,118,37,0,0.20371889207802898,0.0,0.19880025186468064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068085104606152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382164510283692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850483827706737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476071483285405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370882872088847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656909160734404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291563337745373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345544068989082,0.0,0.25746292934926257,0.0973310657809414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450958935370895,0.14553681720550327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070393399034345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597928768839595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415818476350264,0.0,0.14929014064592286,0.3062697731031411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193212690849974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284900363535054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832867643271264,0.0,0.09980063031007838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070677903376585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943156020818398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097465733440669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197907500908587,0.0,0.08116879070615894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455725759947708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269017036793476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805929094983702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676708898723829,0.0,0.2001527771293529,0.08086502234444554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603927559291633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404471056635003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382461365374375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pippirrippip,2020/03/30,"Essential worker anxiety So I am unfortunately an essential worker. I know I should feel thankful that I still have a job right now but mostly I’m just scared and angry. Because I work front line at a bank and have to come into contact with customers. Today is my first day back from two weeks isolation and I’m at a new branch with new people as my old branch has closed. I walked in bawling my eyes out because I was so anxious and now I’m stuck in an office making calls. 
I need help dealing with this. IMO there is nothing essential about what I do, everything I do can be done online or at an atm. I dont think I am able to take paid time off just because I’m anxious. But I just don’t feel safe about going out and I don’t want to be here.",1.3833333333333329,3.3188360382165643,3.1480509554140137,91.13490021231422,80.33757961783441,5.970106157112527,21.93163481953291,7.0316486544052195,0.5587846284501063,586,18,128,7,15,195,95,157,0.156,0.773,0.07200000000000001,-0.9215,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,13,3,0,1,6,0,18,1,1,1,0,29,35,11,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,1,4,0,3,4,3,1,0,2,4,3,17,2,19,28,1,27,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,2,12,85,20,4,0.16653009616646489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739506775442808,0.3762632155215708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805136466263642,0.0,0.3045456028398211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004584736691106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434509322649712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739813533624673,0.17168521683564092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041810639273944,0.1951720324556576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966651251183044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840524058258854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165041472725598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464289133897412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162161315661068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525542442983898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152058571483053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116013231850456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347995621224707,0.0,0.3216716091845665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979011861325354,0.0,0.1747453225492986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545100058725308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221579222117434,0.0,0.0,0.1667256776727952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329911499142336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520990739100074,0.0,0.0,0.15331853852604654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067057614329028,0.0,0.0,0.09710503827422412,0.0,0.1578510593127576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267570618525845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822376536499544,0.0,0.133580398204186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123589337305933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zippylady,2020/03/30,"I just need a second to let it all out I’m so afraid of losing my job and having to move back home yet I can’t find any motivation to do my job. 

I’m in a ldr, and it’s been 2 months since I’ve seen my bf. I don’t know when I’ll see him again, and I can’t stop thinking about how I want to be with him right now. 

I have to get out of the house to keep myself sane, but I’m so afraid of getting sick. 

I feel like I’m so low mentally. I’ve tried everything that usually helps, and all I’ve been doing is crying all day. I can’t stop. I promise I’m trying.",-1.2596678321678318,0.12754700757575854,1.8684848484848509,99.75157342657343,86.5,5.273659673659674,15.456876456876454,6.297961479604792,-0.8262920745920743,423,7,118,4,13,151,79,132,0.14400000000000002,0.757,0.099,-0.763,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,2,3,0,13,1,0,2,3,23,28,10,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,3,15,2,14,23,3,16,0,2,2,0,4,5,0,0,11,67,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127330914731586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397746553325882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056764380704774,0.1207555371975086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828094884757366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467513206704076,0.13376565280364305,0.0,0.0,0.1711357070252957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565233222170625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550430058565362,0.0,0.18781889532297968,0.0,0.0,0.21605201630156692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716173933439332,0.16642920649249435,0.0,0.0,0.10290325300364024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146753168387345,0.0,0.09147693577518752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947579465730307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886957983000548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945470045722026,0.19900851030636652,0.0,0.1388374984244473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990356195542985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920755427487886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488843693605187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313085229828083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199770508450401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25424992229800275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206220502644634,0.0,0.11044012556714257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedditRoaming,2020/03/30,"Anyone have a similar anxiety disorder as mine? This one is bizarre I feel something tensely pumping constantly in my lower back region - as if there are balls pumping something (not my *balls* bro)..it gets really strong when I'm resting peacefully even with no stressors around. It NEVER ceases. The more I am at rest, the harder it pumps. It then goes to my brain, I get tension headache and I feel like I am in somewhat of a danger so I get a bit of a paranoia feeling. It lashes at me, then goes down a little, and lashes again - but overall, the intensity is on an increasing trajectory until I actually get so physically and mentally exhausted that I fall to sleep. It's like it's trying to make me freeze and not think or feel anything. It wants me to be in a vegetative state. 

When I am around people, I have 'spikes' of anxiety. I feel like I'm in some kind of danger, and I have the fear that I will have these spikes of anxiety when I'm talking to people. This activates the already existing pumping sensation in my body and makes it pump harder. I get that fear when talking to people because when the 'spikes' hit me, I end up getting a shaky and squeaky voice, I look like I'm on the cusp of a panic attack, look disorientated and lose track of the conversation mid-way. It lasts for about 5 seconds and shoots down so I am 'normal' for another 5 seconds, and then it spikes again - rinse and repeat - by this time, I seem like an ultimate freak. When people also criticize me, sometimes I get just slightly anxious about that, and then I have the fear that I will have a spike of anxiety when responding to them, thus being an even bigger 'freak'. One time I defended myself in a classroom with a squeaky voice and everyone laughed. 

When I really don't want to make a fool of myself, I will go hard with the 'safety behaviors', trying to avoid conversation as much as possible and give very short answers (hoping I can get my words out before I am hit with a spike of anxiety). I also tense up more in order to have the subconscious illusion that I am 'feeling protected/protecting myself'. The alternative is that I just let it all go and let the spikes and the anxiety hit me whenever it wants to without judging it as good or bad, but just continuing anyway in the hopes that it will go down - the problem is, it doesn't go down. It's there constantly even when I'm resting. The other problem is, I leave a trail of disaster behind as everyone sees I'm being all weird. 

I have found that going to the gym and being on a ketogenic diet without cheating on it helps a lot with reducing that 'pumping' sensation. The pumping sensation is not scary, I don't get anxious because I notice it's there. Rather, because it's there, it has the effect of making me anxious.

My CBT therapist says she is not entirely sure but she is going to treat it like panic disorder (without the beliefs that I'm going to die of a heart attack/faint etc.) but I could also have something else wrong physiologically. 

Outside of this entire cycle, when it comes to my actions, I'm an adrenaline junkie - that kind of anxiety feels so different. Even when I am so anxious when I feel like I'm going to fail an exam and have little time to prepare - that anxiety feels so different. 

I dream of meeting someone who experiences the same and is getting better.",5.655574588769145,6.311892669767445,6.681179807146911,75.1817356778219,67.26356589147287,9.889582151635473,32.941009642654556,9.923748647568347,3.283760068065797,2632,111,482,58,41,882,259,645,0.19699999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.094,-0.9965,3,1,3,1,2,0,73.0,0,0,1,5,41,40,4,8,44,0,43,7,4,6,4,87,99,58,1,11,18,0,11,7,0,4,1,3,0,0,42,28,2,1,15,4,0,12,12,23,0,4,1,17,58,17,77,84,15,71,1,2,3,0,13,27,0,11,37,354,100,3,0.0,0.0,0.05546047706764491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271625254555988,0.13634717083696798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059593998392541,0.3478146292022815,0.2568189120189553,0.0,0.03973871666476782,0.0,0.04676843597927125,0.10118623163699347,0.0,0.12931070870054626,0.0,0.043700806773809484,0.0474528964430476,0.10393398444897392,0.0,0.04836040696720029,0.0,0.0,0.050263868512981515,0.06204654420271175,0.06312827224931038,0.0,0.06344404323950457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895630350328879,0.0,0.1228318286205592,0.0,0.045376253772255785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058983327421506214,0.1187560650799882,0.13027030214840407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04747639406681922,0.0,0.05033686713175429,0.0,0.06338343792652733,0.15014974132421127,0.0,0.0,0.1086120825518404,0.0,0.05559324592774177,0.0,0.1918576257068102,0.2586267006215508,0.12180378904073995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062314077263931435,0.0,0.0,0.2969271869593673,0.054519065252483234,0.2583944789852582,0.047668538042119714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050910899477741266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734697466683938,0.038093733410724605,0.0,0.0,0.11289530799598825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183649376056619,0.0,0.04632620251685681,0.0,0.06017757999405065,0.0,0.11623048891136857,0.0,0.19435896553921075,0.11392250977804935,0.0,0.0,0.09545023993866154,0.063581208296755,0.0,0.048317094407934726,0.0,0.0,0.15174496503650287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057273953184261026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041778543684813416,0.0,0.04383285031680415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055683939197583784,0.0,0.06470435906463873,0.0,0.0,0.07702256128787738,0.0,0.0,0.13336176033637548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760243967095056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640702838663159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108762358672399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281691340006373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045195611608707255,0.0,0.0,0.0452882711499942,0.05173831835521158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056873702962286665,0.0,0.04815412762272985,0.1312576726928349,0.056208953052852464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053564108610684884,0.0,0.0,0.09135987719631496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598709758677802,0.0,0.0364160731462484,0.0,0.0,0.09941874166430002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717128986434661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689289575140647,0.10056412445397724,0.04511111944753254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435396586989084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213759098071823,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamprocrastinating93,2020/03/30,"I’ve just had a panic attack, a really bad day at work, I haven’t eaten anything for being too busy, and I’m on really high alert with medical anxiety. I’ve washed my hands 30+ times today which is making them really sore, and I’m having a tough time trying to ground myself. For the love of god, please comment with something uplifting. Anything, a joke, a nice story, a fact, anything! :)",6.790324675324676,5.8761516363636375,7.855162337662339,73.03131493506496,65.1038961038961,10.816883116883119,29.63961038961039,10.125756701596842,2.8207428571428577,304,8,56,6,4,104,59,77,0.185,0.594,0.221,0.4913,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,1,1,7,0,5,6,1,1,1,7,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,4,3,8,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609332021313808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193521050968766,0.0,0.0,0.2393273275340496,0.0,0.0,0.17565095735055106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567186020041833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226846048791984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898679972115644,0.0,0.14042424372228585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192660154825646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246824984699866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092413159975744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404307055272723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195383630426516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453379872238891,0.0,0.1994070640474196,0.0,0.0,0.1428280669960596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531525582402849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mbyrne628,2020/03/30,"An honest discussion about today’s current events First I want to start off by saying I hope everyone is healthy and getting through this mess.

In this crazy chaotic world we’re living in now, that has affected so many nations, people, loved ones, ext. I can’t help but feel the world has a small taste of what living with anxiety and fear really is. I’m prior military, diagnosed PTSD, anxiety, and depression. I’ve lived my entire post military life (almost 4 years now) with anxiety about going to the grocery store, making doctors appointments, and calculating risk in my everyday life. I’ve abused alcohol in the past to cope, and thankfully I’m doing a lot better in that category.

The purpose of me writing this is to just show how the world finally has an idea of what we live with everyday. Obviously I would never insist this pandemic is a good thing, but a reminder to be the person you needed while you were going through something in your life. I’ve seen the happiest people suddenly turn to being afraid to get gas, get food for their families, and worry about their loved ones. Check in on them, give the support because for a lot of people, this may be the first time they have ever dealt with anxiety.

Stay safe friends, and have an awesome day.",7.075944309927365,7.508128991525425,7.234285714285718,73.22076271186444,64.16949152542372,10.980145278450363,34.23002421307506,10.7630783206399,3.8217769975786937,1006,41,175,25,14,325,146,236,0.128,0.687,0.185,0.9618,1,0,2,0,1,0,29.0,1,3,4,3,9,15,0,3,17,0,17,10,0,3,3,33,37,12,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,10,12,3,1,2,1,2,2,2,5,0,4,2,4,15,10,32,30,2,38,0,1,1,2,17,14,0,5,20,114,25,1,0.0,0.13076239077723348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794473824876545,0.11051284132382364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377103012032406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727640577591068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760731579399433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117515864700658,0.0,0.0950556955196468,0.1120163638511039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296145099627425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998298675501334,0.0,0.1054568038067234,0.0,0.0,0.1040406390896402,0.12418932601002178,0.055802969380827315,0.0,0.0,0.1208975331579863,0.0,0.18774982841297166,0.13345166595149036,0.0,0.0852663642222904,0.0,0.17298071097261558,0.10587047468338326,0.1254439434124779,0.0925674482240368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397415234429346,0.0,0.0,0.1096155976969692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245866626974128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385845733821006,0.0,0.0,0.3898110458323499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765375732691594,0.1992142630543932,0.0,0.07366831861857817,0.11189100154539808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183294286829143,0.0851189331342098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956997312983353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535419891636418,0.22953592044293375,0.09636492286493012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569747517321196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900871976301415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070151653317662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877652768340837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496301278260106,0.0,0.0,0.07811566817809787,0.11763252784145285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523889507615302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016076421527554,0.0,0.0,0.07332043165703889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435369183042916,0.0,0.1046114455712691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004351178074557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650950974229849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207922575730027,0.0,0.0783988780854739,0.0,0.0,0.07107030713061288
anxiety,Bassel_Hal62,2020/03/30,"Been struggling with anxiety since my childhood So since i was a kid i really overthought stuff to the point that made me genuinely scared of everything, i felt guilty constantly, i even felt guilty for somethings that I didn’t even do but my mind convinced me that i did, fast forward to my last year in middle school, i went through a really tough episode of depression that my parents had to force me to see a psychiatrist, i was diagnosed with OCD because i always overthought stuff in the past, present and the far far future, I always felt guilty for anything and i was prescribed a medication that didn’t effect me at all, now i’m in my 2nd year of college and i stopped seeing psychological health doctors, and decided to help myself on my own, the problem lies in that I don’t think it’s OCD, my symptoms are:
Overthinking literally anything and really being concerned and worried about it
Extreme guilt which always comes in the way of my happiness 
Feeling like my mind is always searching for something to worry about
Repetitively seeking reassurance 
(A lot of my concerns been with me for more than a year and some of them change with time)
Extremely low self esteem and confidence 
Racing thoughts 
Not always doing enough of what i should do and not doing a good job in anything 
Excessive feeling of responsibility 
Sometimes but not always I would go through extreme and intense anxiety signs like a racing heart, sweating, blurry vision, etc...
I always get that thought that I’m completely fine and that i’m exaggerating and spoiled
I always feel like I’m going to lose whatever i feel happy for it existing
I feel guilty when I’m happy and laughing.

I went to see a doctor because i had pain in every joint inside me, i had constant headache in the back of my neck and head, I’m losing weight, i’m easily tired, so the doctor examined me and told me that it’s all because of my anxiety although he was no psychiatrist.
So what i think i have is not OCD But in fact GAD
sorry for the long post but what do you all think?",7.280913801224685,7.403228056994821,7.3630899670277925,73.52325482807348,63.766839378238345,10.230617051342444,35.93923692887424,9.910423181423305,3.5500248704663218,1634,71,289,31,22,527,185,386,0.17600000000000002,0.691,0.132,-0.9177,2,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,3,10,21,0,3,17,0,25,14,4,2,4,58,56,24,0,3,8,1,9,3,0,2,9,0,0,2,20,20,1,1,16,0,0,6,8,10,0,0,21,12,47,11,44,32,9,42,0,4,3,0,9,17,0,2,22,195,67,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826327479359043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663959669196531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899371613986584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575106115173725,0.0,0.13259320251797133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669956404834945,0.062455731870163324,0.07601901077082895,0.1567020220987914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244754477770721,0.0735899817384635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263259126182325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491596053843225,0.08086106835828398,0.0957763486359764,0.0,0.061087703852814285,0.0,0.0651618740135847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330087482332832,0.10359367088227084,0.20884548268006994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037880320707731334,0.0,0.0824113298053115,0.06081287224639637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315454048026744,0.0,0.0,0.0744099687600458,0.07706830703489563,0.0,0.08591752830718187,0.04859786849866779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719489815459383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910039516691299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626530106264304,0.0,0.0,0.06416371303686043,0.0,0.16222674561597036,0.0,0.06164026442242757,0.0,0.0686049893358958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304010051704554,0.0,0.0,0.1464166392772687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714931332956304,0.0,0.08050705477198697,0.0,0.06921322303079994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853966687259379,0.0,0.06943874091590338,0.0,0.0,0.06937648703760442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934365832854706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258910106885433,0.07337786688956452,0.1733287799976939,0.0,0.07563743102196385,0.0,0.0,0.11995203120621807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163416386961818,0.07170825918945695,0.08116223458845591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060616547628486686,0.0,0.07579686948045741,0.1659993496967393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753593639696262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937280824522766,0.0,0.11512007300268486,0.04227763555063227,0.0833326232735643,0.0,0.0692806300751658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755025970023925,0.0,0.08829027684400825,0.0,0.13442377366923552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472625586687364,0.0,0.051504724919431435,0.0,0.0,0.1400704974901911
anxiety,rosesandbuds,2020/03/30,"Woken up by anxiety Lately I have been woken up by anxiety every morning. Usually I like to sleep in, but I’ve been waking up very early with very uncomfortable anxiety symptoms. Like, I wake up with chest pain and tightness in my throat. I’ve tried to do some breathing exercises but those aren’t helping. Any ideas on how to prevent this? 

I have GAD, but I’ve never had this issue before.",3.2104135338345827,5.457654552631581,4.946917293233085,78.93342105263156,75.84210526315789,7.50075187969925,26.646616541353367,8.418075326091056,2.1493932330827072,310,12,55,6,7,105,50,76,0.161,0.728,0.111,-0.6236,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,9,6,1,1,12,9,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,5,2,14,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,6,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052666024380235,0.0,0.508000042892684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835388547813853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649824723474093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836729362399215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498789831349282,0.0,0.2310335334749855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496942159637098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628239552982706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707199791422616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355336803294249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151143065734996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006903855681085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028318830285964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437874855633523,0.3652764594015589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nl1004,2020/03/30,"Did I have an anxiety attack last night? I've been medicated for depression for years, but no one has ever mentioned anxiety. So I guess I don't know what a ""panic attack"" actually looks like. But when I lay down to go to bed for the last week or so, I start thinking about everything and then my heart almost feels like it beats really hard every couple of beats. Or maybe it's skips a beat. Idk. Just every couple beats it freaks out a little. Is it because of the stress of everything in the world right now? 

I guess I just don't know how to manage anxiety or even know if that's what this is.",2.6992622950819647,4.281307614754098,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,75.31147540983606,7.830819672131147,21.21639344262295,8.548686976883017,1.108200655737705,467,11,99,9,10,156,79,122,0.20199999999999999,0.72,0.078,-0.9011,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,10,8,2,2,7,0,8,2,1,1,1,20,18,12,0,1,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,3,8,2,13,16,0,17,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,7,12,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.1365307575503563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009840296844686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210894315389921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183328011536113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528707518291298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096127406974357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050320103829093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240840961384432,0.12655547395929867,0.23575831154121255,0.0,0.2514819255822496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074206759595557,0.09995083868435124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951336660802953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082505223189279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253307587813943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579254193528145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067056958544696,0.2280886086263977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367046960018352,0.14022532246760058,0.0,0.0,0.11748811276265968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055714400840286,0.0,0.0,0.1409433460962029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129488384071125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480578961010726,0.0,0.0,0.16415277265615838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962912757551185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948130772793612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990281330881448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026499998856358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964787748944637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222635978030483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009664766740057
anxiety,Chrisrawraw,2020/03/30,"Anxiety ruined my life It got worse in highschool. I was having panic attacks and nausea everyday. Now whenever I wake up I have nausea and just want to lay down in bed and do nothing. I wanted to join the military. Since i was on pills and have a diagnosis I cant join. Now i am trying the medical services. I hope they don't push me away.

It is always hard to eat and you always have this feeling of loom and doom and you feel so weak to do anything about it. I don't feel happy working retail or fast food restaurants anymore. It makes me feel horrible like I am just stagnating.",2.2148228043143265,4.262854288135596,4.093636363636364,84.81969953775041,78.15254237288136,7.002773497688753,25.134052388289675,8.00094639256281,1.60495593220339,458,17,90,8,11,155,78,118,0.264,0.672,0.064,-0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,7,8,1,1,3,0,14,7,1,1,0,18,23,9,0,3,3,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,4,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,3,5,16,3,12,20,0,11,1,2,0,0,3,6,0,2,5,63,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266541078254005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015951943402614,0.0,0.19466461050001255,0.0,0.0,0.16152801594194294,0.0,0.0,0.22330554549336934,0.1844187140308499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008512751637219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969957462528856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735181255114984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698916957228698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895185956709672,0.17583518478368812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949579318605931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864377621636834,0.09589623375777824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310235344538228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773916272288794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883432996599524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303012715585288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623711772692035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326643363692314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315510900726467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289975120658194,0.0,0.20003389059705548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ryukthedino,2020/03/30,"Unpredictability is so scary Im very new to this subreddit so if I'm breaking any rules I apologise, but I don't know what to do anymore. 

Life has flipped completely upside down and my mental health has taken a decline and idk what to do. My panic attacks are getting worse and becoming more frequent and I'm too scared to contact my therapist because a natural disaster tore up a good amount of my hometown. I've prayed and prayed and read my Bible a lot but my fears and impending doom feeling won't go away. I have to constantly fight back tears and I just feel like going outside is terrifying. I can't put groceries away without washing my hands in scalding hot water for a good couple of times before I feel safe from germs, and even then i have to use hand sanitizer throughout the day because it's the only thing that puts my mind at some kind of ease for a little bit. Im so so terrified and I can't go to anybody about my fears and can't go into depth without people brushing me off. I feel like I'm at my breaking point and idk what to do. I feel so scared and alone :( .",4.315151515151514,5.166753545454547,5.3090909090909095,83.1219696969697,70.36363636363636,8.23030303030303,30.57575757575757,8.447377352677275,2.197812121212121,860,35,174,13,15,283,130,220,0.256,0.623,0.121,-0.9904,0,1,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,14,2,5,8,0,15,6,2,1,0,31,31,22,0,1,6,0,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,14,1,1,6,1,0,6,7,8,0,0,1,9,21,6,26,29,5,27,3,1,0,0,2,12,0,3,9,106,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148670492322565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976755013402137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163293918353076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334448939330634,0.2204131176298929,0.09019592550876908,0.0,0.14300913585280295,0.1295478672341755,0.09981306951526377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806046139949773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298609014946695,0.12675887795057378,0.0,0.0,0.12978945051520854,0.0,0.07564834814599444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747508503524904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639886597686606,0.29655026666235834,0.16759729463528036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061284045796074535,0.0,0.26665559401524874,0.19677018452371964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468367662970993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25340675729730155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214917621988484,0.06446463068473958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285196845781874,0.1146130313433434,0.11756471978763465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099723674910049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821011089654115,0.0,0.11843886032548928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113288400231953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921140757482111,0.0,0.13762546150780675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132056910377591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088575822459804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358364007131955,0.0,0.0,0.11733104840125183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487413575627974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619353457895164,0.07792844646422918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839816835832355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130893835184443,0.0,0.0967842116502792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261446894165155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953801350864655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlelilacs,2020/03/30,"does anyone else bite the insides of their cheeks/lips? i do it when i’m anxious or distracted, and lately i can’t stop and it’s aching my jaw. :( curious if anyone else does this and has tips to help break this habit.",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,2.0800000000000023,96.18000000000002,84.55555555555556,5.377777777777778,17.88888888888889,6.742157984588678,-0.11864444444444455,170,4,38,2,5,54,36,45,0.25,0.6509999999999999,0.099,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850541946315749,0.0,0.35286148626723124,0.5170713235339129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441620704135053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215684948849737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691273966163762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28463235841676426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109540852097157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Onlyforthisp0st,2020/03/30,"Job interview in 2.5 hours Hey everyone!

I’m a college student currently at home because of the coronavirus outbreak, and I need to get a job. I received a call this morning about an interview at a local retail store but I didn’t pick up because I was working, so I called back and the manager set an interview for the same day. The only issue is, I’ve never had a real interview before.

I’m one of those people who vomit when extremely anxious and i’ve had an awful feeling in the pit of my stomach since the call. Is there anything I can do before my interview to help this out? Any words of wisdom or encouragement would be greatly appreciated.",4.056692913385831,5.759277228346459,5.994496062992128,74.70512992125984,71.99212598425197,8.859527559055119,32.385039370078744,9.3871,3.312613228346457,516,25,90,12,10,179,85,127,0.053,0.802,0.145,0.9159999999999999,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,14,1,10,2,1,1,1,14,15,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,4,1,8,3,14,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,6,62,12,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841824369023453,0.0,0.0,0.1967237691345612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329883932677973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338996003866014,0.0,0.2123030063088804,0.0,0.2963533007963761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334360411499955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230311712551096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639411860428044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804823937810663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097871323877883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198521804111848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671948546237584,0.0,0.17467229983285476,0.0,0.17148858220901586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175242328066746,0.34560561460896594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911941107488473,0.134304182794705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799885332300315,0.13243804259243855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207237649016414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820454360136286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404684603544313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677285960937476,0.0,0.0,0.12370100124127956,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seventhcloudsa,2020/03/30,"Piece of advice Dear people, I would like some good piece of advice. I finished taking my antidepressants almost two weeks ago. The first days were awful, withdrawl was hard, still have some symptoms now and then but it almost passed. I now want to start giving up benzodiazepine (xanx actually). I tried earlier but the withdrawl was unbearable. Could you give me some adivce how to cope with it for my next attempt? Thank you. It would be very helpful. I had minor anxiety for one year and a half btw",3.1276877470355733,6.098333152173915,3.4479051383399235,85.23938735177866,81.6086956521739,5.954150197628458,21.40711462450593,7.348242739294969,0.989052173913044,398,12,70,6,11,123,69,92,0.053,0.773,0.17300000000000001,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,1,9,1,0,1,0,15,15,6,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,10,4,8,7,5,14,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,13,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.1811215828352696,0.0,0.0,0.3627378633342772,0.1645257049700484,0.0,0.371708836215599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198565245287814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818875243971713,0.0,0.0,0.11969846703432888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787366740162626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35609428246299163,0.0,0.15567484302562656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626367432304825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244056606840908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067616471597806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973907090952588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125769277078807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286736286864526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313706342216052,0.0,0.14822265511432758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291240033770649,0.13955022519981156,0.0,0.0,0.17087814394592835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601213430441371,0.0,0.1813069900435277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314176781899594,0.10947335448347872,0.0,0.14887939013853518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636938421334208,0.0,0.0,0.1195221335211042
anxiety,MightyTuna64,2020/03/30,"Essentially Paranoid I am a supervisor for 3rd party after hours medical billing call center. It has been decided we are an essential business even though the Hospitals have their own billing department as well.

I have bad anxiety and depression and though I try to relieve it with meditation and therapy, as well as clonazepam it’s been just awful lately.

I also have asthma, so every day I go to work I am extra scared I’m going to catch this thing. We were offered unpaid leave but my wife and I can’t afford to live just off her salary(she works from home).

Today is a really rough day and I have tk train a temp employee I’ve never met before. Can’t vent to my wife as it only worries her sick... is anyone else in this position? Would you take the leave? Am I being stupid about this?",2.5589285714285737,5.064586240259743,4.178035714285716,82.25133928571431,79.45454545454545,7.486363636363637,23.910714285714285,8.472884824447931,1.8831311688311687,627,22,116,14,16,209,106,154,0.149,0.807,0.044000000000000004,-0.9318,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,1,2,10,7,1,1,6,1,18,3,0,0,1,14,23,14,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,4,2,0,4,1,17,3,16,17,2,14,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,7,83,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130927143695189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252456568881803,0.0,0.0,0.11447710946459465,0.16775089605660815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366996943144634,0.0,0.0,0.1393140007222445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717683211747214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111722258303264,0.0,0.14101213950422165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676738497672994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108135779261914,0.0,0.13794149711328169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860921510461612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422490884817578,0.0,0.16123161376318754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184683740899765,0.3467125257419829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456811155475865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649310774374715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627126452502666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451674074015412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488347971190967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391268035987544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309736457241315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872285442953292,0.0,0.10876855806283764,0.0,0.3217089209509108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518779465019164,0.0,0.0,0.11115540383262132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29440860093352705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383808003180157,0.16626601206391664,0.0,0.11630227387351393,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmoothPanic4444,2020/03/30,Is Kolonopin equivilant to xanax i hear yes and i hear also that .5 xanax is queal .25 kolonopin and .5 kolonopin equals .25 xanax someone please drop some knowledge on me i understand one takes longer to onset and last longeer but i need to know,0.9625531914893628,2.9246725957446813,0.051510638297871836,103.0645,110.27659574468086,3.582127659574468,21.72127659574468,5.6839178017228535,0.08935063829787238,200,8,41,2,10,55,32,47,0.034,0.888,0.078,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382330869251689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6715171302344983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637198116680569,0.24283087423151006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089145319546472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186692278823912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270082625176167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25241242047043083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239861370741605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31012774449947456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thebardofbabylon,2020/03/30,Need Help I am currently growing sick due to anxiety. I am in a relationship and my girlfriend got all weird on me. She initially used to say I'm a shit texter so I decided to change and now it's the exact opposite. She had a lot of stress in her life rn and I could understand why she would be weird. but the thing is that I can still se her messing around most of the day on social media with her friends(male and female) and ignore my ass. This causes major anxiety as I know that one of them has a crush on her and is a particularly close friend. I am all for giving her space and am doing so rather successfully by only talking to her if she initiates. But the anxiety I get due all this is killing me. I get killer anxiety attacks where all I can do is suffer and it ends up in me throwing up for it to stop. Wtf do I do?,2.721790450928381,3.784651488505748,4.820804597701152,84.3392705570292,74.34482758620689,8.572236958443856,25.453580901856764,9.057496981413335,1.8165283819628653,645,21,142,14,13,224,102,174,0.27,0.652,0.077,-0.9894,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,3,1,9,0,19,4,2,2,5,32,28,14,1,5,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,8,11,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,1,2,1,27,2,22,23,7,22,0,1,0,1,19,12,2,3,8,109,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228018105344815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209350228398796,0.0,0.1943675364811224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551091287042372,0.1807375729742512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364105223625356,0.0,0.0,0.11018468099183032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132316506336388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199896311803178,0.0,0.17852506238199306,0.1638957285265263,0.0,0.0,0.13664505320083353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451774091746028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902118082316174,0.0,0.09389517340875722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067702650230737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452513052378997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668375983935493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157729753508632,0.12993979016558738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342990185527885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586747418553027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537596919944498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416095250111213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364417304095497,0.14283898267719744,0.1957091014123465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732346255241426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350573045268368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786178747679546,0.0,0.14756030141432827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416634159310658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136756048282644,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Potatoslayer2,2020/03/30,"Stuck thinking about the past because I don't see a future for myself Title. Random ramblings ahead, written at 5am:

I've always had very big anxiety when it comes to the future, especially since the start of 2019 (which was my final year of high school.) I recently started a 3-year degree, but I can already feel myself starting to fail and since realizing that, I've fallen back into my habits of looking at the future with anxiety. Doesn't help that I keep looking back at the years that mattered to me the most. The majority of 2019 felt like I was in free-fall in a sense, in that I lost my direction for the future; eventually I convinced myself that I wouldn't make it to the end of the year.

Still here somehow, and I'm worrying and worrying about if I'll make it to the end of this year too. I'm not entirely certain if this is the place for this kind of post or what the general goal behind making this post was, but it's something I needed to get out.",9.195103092783503,6.074186835051545,9.256159793814431,71.89238402061856,62.092783505154635,12.174226804123714,37.6520618556701,10.125756701596842,3.569548453608247,762,26,151,12,8,253,111,194,0.145,0.82,0.035,-0.9598,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,9,6,0,0,16,0,9,0,0,3,1,29,30,9,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,8,5,16,4,29,21,2,36,0,2,3,0,1,11,0,6,22,102,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473088431787726,0.0,0.10913001922251618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066377063334545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201697523466775,0.0,0.07994981029334189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297692083592148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323257209437991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631502923421324,0.0,0.12592769767839285,0.1436719861805545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852216547127124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790926593546869,0.13857062055461902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165750440798054,0.0,0.13657593842563412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640748582837168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027141409063802,0.0,0.14316927679695124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26263745945954103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724848083974834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520062746851318,0.0,0.0,0.13702724269639824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251217138939647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294980223177194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273410158614216,0.10451216816573833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698266480753428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096818751800786,0.0,0.0,0.2784928585176946,0.0,0.10473916327002793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403771360561263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082151754108206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638500478066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222919987363971
anxiety,shadyshadyshade,2020/03/30,"Noise from my next door neighbors I live in a condo and my neighbors are super loud even after I nicely spoke to them about the acoustics and asked them to try not to stomp.  This was years back and they were vaguely receptive and it was a little better for a month and then just stayed the same.

I learned to live with it by always wearing earplugs, but then I lost my job and was keeping different hours, and their kid has gotten louder as he gets older and runs around and bangs on things.

But now with the shelter in place here in NYC I’m hearing them all the time with no means of escape, and I’m getting scared to go into my bedroom where I hear them the most so I sleep on the couch.  And the slightest noise sets me off and makes me angry at them/scared about having to speak with them again/just generally so anxious it feels like my heart is popping out of my chest.

(I would never add to the stress of them being with their kid 24/7 while this is all going on btw, but after it’s over I feel like I should try speaking with them again.  But I know part of the issue is I’m so sensitive and made anxious by even not-too-loud sounds and that I need to strike a balance with my expectations.)

Anyway just wanted to write it all out and get it off my chest and see if anyone had any advice.  I do some deep breathing and listen to music/podcasts/TV with earphones which helps, but still feel like it’s a constant worry in the back of my head and wish I could sleep in my bed.",7.461484962406014,5.350263907894738,6.929887218045112,84.05421052631581,64.52631578947367,9.343609022556393,30.59586466165414,6.5431188927421005,1.5044114661654142,1164,27,253,5,14,362,168,304,0.096,0.8240000000000001,0.08,-0.8045,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,10,3,18,9,0,2,15,0,16,8,8,2,4,65,43,31,0,8,9,0,3,3,2,2,0,8,7,2,12,31,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,9,12,35,6,48,30,7,43,0,1,1,0,24,20,0,3,21,178,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673878701704885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940357449976413,0.0,0.0,0.08123958099340052,0.0,0.0,0.2699205135610733,0.0,0.08353196987004154,0.0,0.0,0.1063482412336952,0.11168266460258967,0.0,0.0,0.18372080334253987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565615355919628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909808706167242,0.0,0.09538224132637764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248143986861714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780962145927202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812136842612341,0.2560352042075044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724494585913154,0.0,0.1357882289912883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260447563573347,0.0,0.2692891027472398,0.1415653531583856,0.0800741659159625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764792425275312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468932363564728,0.11854953445030045,0.10618504570563972,0.0,0.0,0.0656542613747505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750921513899945,0.11973425984760765,0.21097770890687575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040901095366786,0.0,0.0,0.11303967578117036,0.07974311270724654,0.0,0.0,0.13013126104410447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535498325943367,0.0,0.0,0.08858100345819697,0.0921379611442648,0.0,0.127051263611709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936781362517924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248143986861714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960425224899215,0.0,0.09519729922535712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391004461628947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127332673007874,0.09540406290890714,0.0,0.13684554840329374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936653849320695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966038857668676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622163572659124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046293152645955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373776440686578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132143775372382,0.0,0.08486376082044869,0.0,0.0,0.07693086550540404
anxiety,psychologyofachip,2020/03/30,"Cry when startled/surprised Hi all,

I'm just wondering if I'm alone in this: I have always had a hard time with startling things. Especially loud, abrupt noises. I find that I scare easier than most people due to this. For example, I can't even keep my phone on ring because the sudden sound scares me so much.

However, last night something happened that hasn't happened before. I was sitting on my fiance's bed doing some work on my computer when his big, 3,000 piece puzzle hanging on his wall randomly fell and hit me on the shoulder. I was stunned for a second, and then I started to cry. It hurt a bit, but I was mostly crying because of how scared I was. I wasn't expecting it to fall and it just did for no reason. 

I could tell my fiance was kind of freaked out I was crying over that. I stopped crying after a minute and started to laugh about how ridiculous I felt for crying. But I think my fiance was a bit rattled I was crying at all.

I feel so ridiculous and I was just wondering if anyone else is this sensitive to startling things.",2.702530364372468,4.789767653846155,3.769858299595143,87.53303643724699,76.78846153846155,6.302024291497978,24.889676113360323,7.273561745256523,1.1628999999999992,824,29,161,10,19,266,121,208,0.245,0.711,0.043,-0.9913,1,1,1,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,2,5,7,0,18,1,1,3,2,34,31,16,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,11,7,0,2,7,0,0,3,4,9,0,1,13,6,27,2,24,16,9,28,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,9,13,116,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012694304186677,0.0,0.0,0.08135986050518385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836926589964756,0.10018601684684836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921019457751784,0.0,0.08320262455498709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134984234410591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806847880509853,0.0,0.7518385532100399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816817069683742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458202762282307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049439939315795337,0.0,0.09388305793259788,0.0,0.08936812429376957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293108014343966,0.0,0.08759067015040099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467431263353834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691036061653819,0.0,0.1018216562027466,0.0,0.07970283702704498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718787268895247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175885452816863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778756341828218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053297300048984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936811476179233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527495835198625,0.0,0.0,0.13841678810966193,0.0,0.0,0.08174752136818476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854630503128915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991988533776408,0.06265275773649394,0.0,0.0,0.057015650854181164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207404733106505,0.07118418869299721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicolelikewoee,2020/03/30,"Anxiety During Quarantine Is anyone else having an anxiety flair up due to the quarantine? I haven't been having a lot of anxiety attacks since November, but since the quarantine started I've noticed it flaring up & it makes me think it has something to do with not being able to freely go anywhere unless it's work or to get essentials.",14.881875,8.631450937500002,13.852500000000004,52.74250000000002,55.25,17.8,53.875,14.554592549557764,7.4832125,276,14,44,8,2,92,49,64,0.094,0.846,0.06,0.2144,0,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,13,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,31,6,1,0.2306105422674304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249866426198694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292493008773181,0.0,0.0,0.16124825311556878,0.23628775284604195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623527838480223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926455167659774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048449023560745,0.0,0.13106128559261274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605683632473725,0.0,0.0,0.15393432768371784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625516308478523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815268472544149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753526204919434,0.0,0.0,0.16322732876283433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477659238393938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788722132899184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,canadacharlotte,2020/03/30,"Anyone else struggling with social distancing? Not sure what it stems from, but I’m having a hard time with not being able to go anywhere and not being able to go see my boyfriend/friends - my mom and sister are high risk because of asthma, so I’m virtually banned from touching anyone for a month. It’s been feeling unbearable to me and I can’t shake the anxiety off. Funny thing is, I seem to have more anxiety over the fact that I can’t see anyone than over the scare of them/myself contracting the virus.",5.978833333333334,6.237355750000006,6.1320000000000014,80.78433333333334,66.5,9.066666666666668,29.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.208166666666666,405,13,78,6,6,129,69,100,0.214,0.733,0.053,-0.9309999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,6,0,9,1,0,0,2,14,17,5,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,5,6,1,15,14,1,9,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,2,50,11,0,0.3841518582707704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29387512010726496,0.0,0.0,0.40291186691777975,0.1968044878823634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708770361661168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604547921477113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711936100677816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839738638505556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832235383832668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206230494794805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029387648318207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495700676600794,0.15331317412460996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230151298127776,0.0,0.3061192947330491,0.17485871201746425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957972210613999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079946528763987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102929008485014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760671251518255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200101891254842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jayyydawg,2020/03/30,"Do you guys need constant reassurance that everyone is not mad at you? I always assume the worst. And now that we’re have to practice social distancing it’s making it a lot easier to think negative thoughts. I know they are irrational but sometimes my mind just convinces me that they are true. I feel like I need constant reassurance from my friends so I know they aren’t mad me even though it makes no sense for them to be mad at me because there has been no actual conflict between us. I guess since I haven’t physically seen any of my friends it has gotten really had to stay on track mentally. Like before of this quarantine started we use to spend almost all day everyday together, now everything is through text and for me, I would rather talk to someone face to face so I know what their tone of voice is. Sometimes my mind just thinks really stupid things and it’s really hard to stop it. Does anybody else feel this way too?",4.996068848278796,6.373195491712711,5.2908287292817695,81.92849128771783,69.22099447513813,9.326136846578837,29.392690182745433,9.661875296680813,2.6571373565660856,748,28,145,17,13,237,115,181,0.12300000000000001,0.701,0.17600000000000002,0.9018,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,5,0,11,13,4,0,2,0,15,2,2,3,2,33,32,7,0,4,5,0,3,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,13,4,0,2,9,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,5,5,26,8,19,25,3,13,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,4,10,97,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.13361907403323614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137110635098283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393259074825615,0.0,0.0,0.09311371326896173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346822516340817,0.0,0.1165131124087924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29593461992888737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830531446311088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982401326972378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438328966964999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043768852547213,0.0,0.0,0.13083773045891134,0.12305938469579558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846681490625798,0.09781926617467536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115758713828218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083835357511002,0.13557730339644805,0.0,0.0,0.12265792878264947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257512407294641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337893030368862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640876090716328,0.0,0.0,0.18279703664154134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798822143865935,0.0,0.27651048732776823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305634411761656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631530341131275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132657967308514,0.0,0.0,0.13957782097627466,0.1160161304775568,0.0,0.2708447044239866,0.0,0.09691623839117453,0.14594385962168854,0.0,0.11447545311526558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005514954255106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096690330058227,0.17547205617410794,0.13452814317060866,0.10870317623839416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470394755061196,0.11825925982968374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868471257162177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726761013948268,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,39918106,2020/03/30,"Daily Panic Attacks During Quarantine I am lucky enough that I still have a job and am in a WFH situation. However, my anxiety is crippling me in this environment, I’m alone, in a city with no real friends or family. I don’t know how much longer I can keep a lid on things, I feel like I’m going to explode with fear.",4.518181818181817,4.500013090909093,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,69.60606060606061,10.236363636363636,30.13636363636364,10.125756701596842,2.835163636363636,248,9,52,6,4,88,52,66,0.223,0.655,0.122,-0.7096,2,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,12,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,7,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26112657734105543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287575793064315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868298093886256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605136339078956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376820256711825,0.28371193055983496,0.12748251949389172,0.1801189189689037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479198078079504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432890591568263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501962265956519,0.22410124071449325,0.0,0.0,0.13856189762409987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317606528337355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853416757524704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29581562641959713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869746717470593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834002729309432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134820986336036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750136169690044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,steveyxx,2020/03/30,"Why do doctors say weed is bad for anxiety ? Just like the title asks, why do doctors say weed is bad for anxiety? I just got off the phone with my doctor and we were speaking about anxiety medication. This is my first time speaking about this he prescribed me Ativan and another drug that starts with a c I forget the name ... anyway I told him I smoke weed maybe a .5 a day in the bong (I smoke with tobacco out of a bowl piece so I don’t smoke that much and my anxiety and not eating actually make it hard to smoke so I don’t do it often unless I’m full and stressed right out or can’t sleep) but he immediately said I should get off the weed because it’s not good for anxiety, but if I didn’t have weed I would probably going insane... it slows me down makes me less reactive to my emotions, takes my mind off things, it’s like a comfort thing to me I feel like if I didn’t have it life would straight up be meaningless and I would really have no purpose in life . I know it’s all in my head but that’s how I feel. I want to continue smoking for now but I don’t understand why doctors say weed isn’t good for anxiety when it’s literally been the only thing that has done any good for me when I need to calm down. Is it the dependency that’s bad or what?",1.9787436159346257,3.4088341011235954,3.860035750766088,89.00423135852913,76.90262172284645,7.700987402110997,23.746850527749405,8.438071523408619,1.2691812734082395,983,31,226,19,22,333,130,267,0.151,0.78,0.069,-0.95,0,0,6,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,12,12,0,1,12,0,26,11,2,4,1,44,43,20,0,8,13,0,3,3,0,4,8,6,0,0,20,12,1,0,4,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,8,9,31,8,29,30,5,24,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,6,12,151,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.09460078196814896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592344806259283,0.10165146689356433,0.44495924362089373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062708410594693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428259553929144,0.05909455238394981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251915649464604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968943528583411,0.0,0.09920466709902986,0.0,0.0,0.1124211990527237,0.09919521121492783,0.0,0.10904598039836193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803292727139178,0.06925492590506223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245827004480576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506478587259504,0.0,0.055094008068221324,0.24392943655512303,0.07753286017967928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684041602133785,0.0,0.09948980143644863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327643541364222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369450968554458,0.1420819532447319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941821916419533,0.0,0.09739062444958896,0.0,0.0,0.09765821997281854,0.0,0.0,0.0978831372424206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126305273669459,0.07188078901198641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372827150850636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451918061371658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210311660095435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278739050774643,0.09221343131166668,0.2312749777376202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970113684217722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861559252338577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104599866774807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288783711513998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932105931967965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565272857417654,0.0,0.0,0.09263162240798196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091937305244572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057178524926167935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624234934341134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659307915304065,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fridayssun,2020/03/30,"I don't know how to handle my constant anxiety I feel like I'm floundering. I feel like I'm walking on a knife's age, and if I don't keep walking, I'll lose my balance. I feel unproductive, like I'm a failure, like I'll never reach my goals. I feel fat and ugly and irresponsible. I told myself I wouldn't be here again. 

I withdraw from my friends, don't answer my phone, waste entire days doing nothing, compulsively pick at my skin, don't check my email, and tell myself that tomorrow will be different, but I make no changes to ensure that I act differently.

I don't want to be this person, but I don't know how to make the step to support myself. I don't know how to start making choices that I want take ownership of. I don't know how to start committing to myself, to practicing self love, and letting go of fear so that I can finally act",3.732752380952384,4.480188594285718,5.403785714285713,82.29463095238097,71.62857142857143,8.576190476190476,28.29761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.0529333333333333,664,24,140,12,12,227,90,175,0.133,0.727,0.14,0.6245,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,3,0,16,3,2,8,2,31,40,13,0,4,3,0,5,4,1,2,1,0,0,2,5,5,1,1,9,0,1,6,11,2,0,0,1,5,28,7,14,33,0,17,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,1,13,83,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529130761616435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942921928499332,0.0,0.0,0.1628619494358632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719427664438204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149158403560869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958854659335634,0.30481023698041115,0.21533183762577596,0.0,0.16509339082273847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643672806945653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565090384879218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395631134561514,0.0,0.0,0.3313009894919831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410927461207402,0.0,0.2945135207430432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860384880672566,0.0,0.0,0.1360199721566038,0.0,0.3017965428887049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623540139546965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460851619919693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159252679997316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722144872886973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133439814533412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102180094937222,0.0,0.0,0.11331375856272548,0.0,0.13172554911803191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400807750997646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778312061096288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DefinedTruth,2020/03/30,Panic Attacks Does anyone else get panic attacks when they start drinking alcohol?,10.069230769230767,13.131691307692304,8.541538461538464,56.97846153846157,59.0,8.276923076923078,43.769230769230774,8.841846274778883,5.2686,69,4,6,1,1,21,11,13,0.579,0.42100000000000004,0.0,-0.9081,0,0,2,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626061525961148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181719432910206,0.25177512291707044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5590971483317646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503630544893995,0.0,0.0,0.2407177373960285,0.0,0.0,0.20527237691739292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838158970700445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766125686716369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392598756256733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boohoolemon,2020/03/30,"Please help I’m on my company’s crisis management team. And I am dying from stress and being unable to cope with how we’re dealing with our business and this damned virus.

I have broke down crying in less 12 hours and I thought I was fine this morning, but then I fell apart crying. My poor mother doesn’t know what to do for me. I don’t know what to do for me.

I don’t want to quit this position, because I feel like I would be letting down my boss who had so much faith in me and recommended me for this.

I don’t know what to do. Does anyone have any suggestions? Yesterday, I just shut down and went to bed because I couldn’t deal with it anymore. When I’ve read stories like that, where people just disconnect, I never understood, but now I do.",2.8655591397849456,4.176132625806453,3.9120161290322595,90.02135752688173,74.35483870967742,7.231182795698925,23.884408602150536,7.793537801064563,0.9844086021505376,587,17,129,8,12,190,94,155,0.121,0.755,0.124,-0.1362,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,2,7,7,1,1,0,0,18,0,0,2,1,25,27,12,1,3,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,0,6,2,1,2,6,3,0,0,5,1,22,4,19,17,2,17,1,1,0,0,8,9,1,0,8,88,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446238839545165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151032498912745,0.12797442269239226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231390907794468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40208586850857936,0.0,0.377378784928244,0.0,0.0,0.1899496991541236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601652684132549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254227917515828,0.13075216390547306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267692443519572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024147174582708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30175510800718564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871541278391935,0.0,0.17883226447681955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454347441806405,0.0,0.1411591562348665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688558491928034,0.0,0.0,0.20090505555371774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946682279099976,0.18307322328975145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965302365287827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530036947105746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795211698397053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966479841771984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130014781351364,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,berandripley,2020/03/30,Shortness of breath Does anyone get short of breath ? I think it is related to anxiety it happens especially when i’m outdoors but it just comes randomly even when I’m not feeling anxious. Does anyone else get this (I am perfectly healthy so i don’t think it’s medical...)?,2.558525641025639,5.3223495961538525,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,81.88461538461539,8.082051282051282,31.743589743589745,8.841846274778883,3.3473358974358973,217,12,39,6,6,72,37,52,0.052000000000000005,0.736,0.212,0.8982,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,9,12,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025712566302264,0.29573119023070304,0.0,0.3660782731341864,0.2682193786702324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254959463928349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581620580366438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186793864184901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289989029843647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236128376126546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735332214315029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314867300281569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637107291442569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354696449854446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,A2CNightcrawler,2020/03/30,"I am always worried about getting in trouble I feel like I can never do fun things with my friends like smoke or have sex with my girlfriend without constantly worrying about getting caught by someone/the police or something or her getting pregnant, even when there's a low risk of any of that happening.

Basically, I've noticed that if there is even a slim nonzero probability that something really bad could happen to me, I will constantly worry about that scenario as if it is about to happen or likely to happen. I feel like this ends up controlling my life to a point where I can't do fun and stupid things anymore because I'm always so incredibly worried about the consequences to the point where they consume me. I know a simple solution would simply be to stop doing things that would risk me getting in trouble but that would constrict my life an unbearable amount. How do I deal with risk and potentially grave conversations?

Is this considered catastrophic thinking? Any advice as to how I should deal with this is much appreciated. Thanks",9.179371727748693,8.94013816753927,8.477848167539271,68.2998089005236,59.99476439790576,11.20020942408377,39.51884816753928,10.577609850970193,4.309357696335079,854,39,139,17,10,269,110,191,0.16899999999999998,0.738,0.09300000000000001,-0.8844,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,15,17,1,3,7,0,19,3,0,3,1,29,34,15,1,7,8,0,2,4,2,5,2,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,1,2,18,8,25,26,2,15,0,2,0,1,7,8,0,6,10,103,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569180296621401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999404103165986,0.0,0.0,0.14710376913815798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726474595102817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030831551002408,0.06593277237984804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23376308645462845,0.1213096072120993,0.08635622584695099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230145282096791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579684317429364,0.0,0.0,0.14287610693616615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937696316776556,0.1545377393237313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356343831225416,0.0,0.2260346245933669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825788754026232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944140276272561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527919162639887,0.21136425619977448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950937007956306,0.0,0.08341895169380267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231398315231693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044905848452756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661378361847233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692894773840777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665322907160174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042583544279817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957835090693043,0.0,0.0,0.21556826388754766,0.06930397235655665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426149520655473,0.0,0.0,0.4393631910111149,0.0,0.23049932546318624,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itaintthatdeep,2020/03/30,I get way too much anxiety doing zoom for my school I just can’t. The teacher was trying to talk to everybody and wanted to go person by person and I just left it stresses me out too much. I fucking hate this :(,-0.2078787878787871,2.0803751818181797,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,92.63636363636364,4.751515151515153,18.696969696969692,6.42735559955562,0.1777242424242429,164,5,34,2,6,56,34,44,0.256,0.7440000000000001,0.0,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,7,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575417764248388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486498069755279,0.14052085000022174,0.0,0.15285654790572314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655429801648144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29222655672734243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954340813638432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696921683942956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27220255884529104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30809354066374983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618039983147205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826066410152507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586399726760258,0.21348846207525846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,missmacchiato18,2020/03/30,"Love in the time of Corona Good morning y'all! 
I recently met a guy through online dating (aka Satan's playground) and hit it off with him really well. Since COVID-19 has really taken a toll on the way we can interact, we texted for weeks before we met. During this time, he revealed to me that he has anxiety. He said it required medication, which doesn't scare me because -lo and behold- I, too, have anxiety that requires medication. I also have depression that sort of piggybacks off of it, so that gets thrown into the mix every so often. 
The catch is: I've never told him that I have anxiety, too. I hesitate only because an ex of mine used it as an excuse during his breakup speech, and I don't want anyone else to use it against me like that. 
So, here's where I need advice: during this weird time, and when/if things get better, how can I be a supportive partner and not let my anxiety ruin what could be a good thing? And when should I tell him I have anxiety as well?",5.250549828178698,5.585373865979384,6.225309278350514,79.2248024054983,68.0721649484536,9.559450171821307,29.56872852233677,9.516144504307137,2.534097594501719,766,26,150,15,12,255,122,194,0.105,0.762,0.133,0.8303,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,1,0,3,13,12,0,1,10,0,16,3,0,3,1,25,30,14,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,2,17,11,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,5,2,23,8,17,19,0,16,1,2,0,1,22,6,0,2,9,104,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926383765468272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057853751377756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059744841428223,0.0,0.0,0.09249421951488992,0.13553791038441768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127500801090972,0.0,0.1125617149539062,0.0,0.0,0.1169921345756282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561592143451022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393376236147565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105041225069328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145277142199732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822312704379805,0.0,0.0,0.2219026980068916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309793675890047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352666776632798,0.0,0.06462600252013923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938911383360773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665191557102847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808497023904343,0.10202355836921903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006059534972836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169485683929838,0.0,0.1306119083338614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582988848851748,0.0,0.13243674223945426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942452795281324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011134716352678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561976031240988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576374757948696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23140301668434934,0.0,0.0,0.12640053137933874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284972879087603,0.0,0.0,0.07802298768256939,0.10499880557143992,0.10610814730008494,0.0,0.2378737014690197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alcoholicgrapejuice,2020/03/30,"Anxiety & fertility & overthinking Hi guys

To be clear I am not looking to conceive or want a child right now - I am 19. I had the contraceptive implant inserted last October and ever since my anxiety has skyrocketed. I’ve been fine with my implant up until I watched an episode of house where a lady found out she was pregnant despite having the implant.

This, literally this, was enough to make me spiral to a full on mental break down. I’m taking supplements to induce my period, I’ve just ordered pregnancy tests online which will be here tomorrow and all of a sudden I have all of these symptoms.

I know health anxiety is bad and I’m very guilty of assuming the worst. I posted a thread on mumsnet to see if it was just me being silly and someone said they have anxiety and did the exact same thing as me. As a woman it’s such a horrible feeling as I now know sex is going to be ruined now. 

It’s like there’s a tiny voice in my head whispering these nasty thoughts - I know myself that I probably am not pregnant but this little voice is causing me to act insane.",4.565534591194967,5.736100962264152,5.9521886792452845,77.5613647798742,70.0377358490566,9.238238993710693,30.642767295597487,9.558583805096642,2.9110650314465407,852,35,159,19,15,288,133,212,0.11199999999999999,0.847,0.042,-0.9185,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,13,0,21,4,1,3,5,31,36,12,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,3,11,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,9,8,21,3,23,22,6,24,0,1,3,1,7,10,0,3,10,115,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34151269916894633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822452807436185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158696297369676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189559359833902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283989220489492,0.0,0.0,0.1425555641382087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968580922614267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279704280033215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956604150509771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604586761323647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174005118227675,0.16751830610965796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818458488311276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25983366936708635,0.12846263878989708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699396339486451,0.157953657202216,0.0,0.0,0.1323418392775402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519726187667047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882077010957218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093442044020225,0.0,0.16991628667377093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458702886770998,0.1499108942293887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558445333488466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036591729580932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353147823395267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638036890569938,0.11849337656079865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470048447652364,0.0,0.0,0.12511446255007289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300340800982612,0.09295482968666792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ceciliapie,2020/03/30,My whole day is ruined by the smallest things Today a lady in the supermarket raised her voice at me and it completely destroyed me. I cried walking the whole way home and my mind just keeps thinking about every other time in my life that I've felt this way and I can't stop. Anyone else or am I just a complete pussy and people-pleaser?,4.002205882352944,5.283659514705885,4.637529411764707,86.03688235294119,71.5,6.616470588235294,25.364705882352943,6.742157984588678,0.9452435294117651,269,8,53,2,5,86,52,68,0.14,0.8320000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.821,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,6,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,0,5,5,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068196033678046,0.20615060090064527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219034724102912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100599094504295,0.12975573386433084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807468251644014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695175595928952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931811386092048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181748317147954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883357008772766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211173452989534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315210597764488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208544212369946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682101073840602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366666963247742,0.1289192250771379,0.0,0.0,0.11731987211647076,0.0,0.1907116913926177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319402398945216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492596160480258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jollyshitt,2020/03/30,"I love social distancing I think it's beautiful. Seeing the queues of people two metres apart. 

People are more conscious and considerate of others and their personal space.

I was so uncomfortable with people sitting or standing close to me.  

And I don't feel the pressure to be a more extroverted person.

Walking in the supermarket was nice yesterday. 

I am considerably less anxious at the moment.",4.930760869565216,8.29330662318841,6.072300724637683,66.88932065217392,76.97101449275362,8.667391304347825,30.36413043478261,9.188382445141503,3.777969565217392,323,15,45,9,8,107,54,69,0.071,0.7170000000000001,0.212,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,7,2,7,7,3,10,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,2,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162503709910128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154511420216456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526550641265901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822214916713154,0.4888623011766007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223074421429994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853616387948443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937303062302354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734588464141992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bootyh0le_,2020/03/30,"Panic attack? Not sure I was looking for some advice/insight. Last night I woke up randomly with a pressure/tingly sensation on the top of my head, felt light headed, face felt hot, dry mouth and racing heartbeat. I was woken from my sleep with this and I was freaking out. I drank some water and took deep breaths, but everytime I tried to go back to sleep the tingly sensation on the top of my head returned. It was hours before I could fall asleep with minimal pain. Has anyone experienced something similar? I'm a bit worried as I've never had a panic attack before but I have a feeling that's what it was. Any advice?",3.221404958677688,5.417597752066119,4.205785123966944,84.5014049586777,75.61157024793387,6.7140495867768575,25.049586776859503,7.686295010490155,1.446596694214877,492,17,91,7,11,159,81,121,0.161,0.7659999999999999,0.073,-0.8914,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,2,7,0,9,12,9,0,2,19,19,6,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,12,7,11,1,14,6,3,16,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,3,6,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597457822919666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015850333385458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445152277154034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398876855631856,0.0,0.11486570772720033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25422653641223186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308669651707278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926954874167076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755321397606814,0.0,0.28686071832048554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489735914678502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599277689254454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711139768676912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176644852244453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544344341322666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521277855121037,0.0,0.0,0.14018509570232013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895321619347594,0.3505357020997552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989802076489285,0.0,0.0,0.1150017324739152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407909761526493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596914487170386,0.10142072287555133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170489739347026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pellz22,2020/03/30,"Medication question I’ve been taking escitalopram for the past year and it generally works great for me. Recently, I’ve been feeling a bit off. Mild Fatigued and stomach aches mostly, not too bad but also not pleasant.  I thought I was getting sick but 5 days later I’m still feeling the same way with no worsening or improvement. 

I just made the connection that my symptoms started the day after I refilled my prescription and these 2 symptoms are essentially the only side effects I ever had when starting medication (I’ve been on and off twice and the symptoms were always fatigue and stomach ache for 1-2 weeks when beginning). 

Is it possible something changed on my latest refill? I want to ask the pharmacist but now isn’t a great time to burden them as our area is having a viral outbreak.",7.223438438438437,7.9058096621621665,7.6463063063063075,69.53172672672676,63.864864864864856,10.091291291291293,38.74174174174174,9.994966539143718,4.168294894894894,642,33,104,13,9,211,101,148,0.172,0.713,0.115,-0.8801,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,2,8,7,0,0,10,0,11,10,2,2,1,25,23,14,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,8,2,12,3,12,15,3,25,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,3,18,73,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251095258198473,0.13017530927636398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462555595069173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062557887321447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079812532179306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549874850485108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178899725683588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415140426249783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820723760037084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817363924798845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449637519264542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803265203857108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152050569314727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898396276711852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493450703887153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636895839758324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525492671771728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447120073821544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043950079795045,0.0,0.0,0.2214660655676534,0.0,0.12493769422163126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487820781506636,0.1176276551727248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420036701721927,0.09122471372800994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227569481415274,0.12417927109096424,0.1254912597988758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389429285104972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074586613671617
anxiety,king-hrothgar,2020/03/30,"Exams this week, very anxious I've been working on my anxiety and making progress for about 10 months, but the coronavirus sent me home from college and now I'm just really anxious about everything again.

I have very important exams this week (one today and one a few days from now) and I'm just unable to think due to anxiety.  Can anyone give me some advice or just tell me it'll be alright?",7.340844155844157,6.5634069480519495,7.395422077922081,76.32741883116887,63.93506493506493,10.816883116883119,33.535714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.198664935064936,313,11,59,6,4,101,55,77,0.10099999999999999,0.81,0.08900000000000001,0.0138,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,12,11,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,1,8,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,9,38,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257462409317095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171732877056671,0.4683879965420972,0.0,0.14495145811061488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369363617639565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631105846391224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988644492433152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794235727089333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837672545227553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546771114187914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280948493135171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280395868711528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119243485249006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328317405350804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649952047813626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34209426899896794,0.0,0.0,0.3325727975051938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091944910767693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roxynoia,2020/03/30,"Does anyone else have weird pains? (13F)I’m not entirely sure if this is anxiety or not, or if this post will make this better or not.

But since like Christmas and especially the last few weeks with the viruses I’ve been getting constant pains in my chest, arms, neck and head. It’s gotten to the point where I bite my arm to make sure I can still feel things and I’m not having a heart attack. I just wanna know if this is a anxiety thing or to see if I’m not alone in this, I’m seeing a doctor hopefully next Tuesday but I’m still struggling not to freak out and be on my own while my dads working.",5.283531428571429,4.744625696000004,5.628685714285716,86.51320000000004,68.04,8.742857142857144,28.25714285714286,7.957251820313856,1.4867942857142862,472,13,105,5,7,151,79,125,0.13,0.7879999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.4571,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,1,1,6,0,8,9,6,2,2,31,21,15,0,6,17,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,3,7,5,10,17,2,15,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,9,9,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691993276952816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465839277983976,0.0,0.0,0.11269139384205992,0.16513416859743754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335020887940248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253870980297315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416377700606753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496078548521478,0.1410379274455624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463396584037676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149064641328195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420286656544078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654033691790251,0.0,0.0,0.1909831288784618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007474176407074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857291690238303,0.13137224276954745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873783184107591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151598372279503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714024463696196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429851286649066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523544763161119,0.0,0.15435299719151194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25685773617922725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333186294255596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25741561809513136,0.0,0.0,0.16848626325485316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037951180037601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414377898986206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927807899736088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733116244226648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Libergos,2020/03/30,"My throats sore and I'm freaking out I'm immuno compromised... I cant fight off Coronavirus very well, I have no IGAs what so ever. So if I I catch COVID19 I'm in deep shit..day 18 of quarantine. No trouble breathing, no fever, coughing. But I just woke up and my throats a little sore. And the more think about it, the harder it gets to breath. I'm just freaking out.",-0.9063967611335996,1.110288684210527,0.8189473684210533,99.60378542510122,102.94736842105264,3.9174089068825912,20.319838056680158,5.8734145424116955,-0.01015465587044595,284,11,64,3,13,91,52,76,0.259,0.684,0.057999999999999996,-0.9306,0,1,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,3,0,2,8,4,0,1,11,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,0,7,1,8,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758703996673075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869342335627928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348742069509214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287288094116445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390904278125515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740919193907486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529475501291769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846084307994311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,schrodingerscat15,2020/03/30,"Anyone who reduces anxiety by slapping one's self? So it's lockdown at our region because of COVID19 and I've been stressed and anxious because of long walks to grocery, drugstore, depleted supplies (most of the things I need to buy weren't there) and my work-from-home duties. Normally this level of anxiety can only be remedied by alcohol, but it's liquor ban at our place as part of the lockdown. Today has been unbearable so I slapped myself out of frustration, anxiety and anger and I felt calmer. I did it again and again and somehow the tension dissipated. Is this thing common?",5.6916743119266044,7.381138477064217,5.8540252293577995,77.35975344036699,67.89908256880734,8.752752293577982,36.56077981651376,9.188382445141503,3.6055770642201828,470,25,79,9,8,149,76,109,0.217,0.755,0.027999999999999997,-0.9643,0,2,2,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,0,6,4,2,2,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,16,10,11,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,8,2,2,1,1,1,1,1,4,0,1,5,1,8,0,14,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290376097429375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918512770575035,0.2421150027314861,0.0,0.14985406515741145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26128892903235257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577605588538397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966207404035068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891189307022788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998324437925864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452254235484347,0.16299625197851894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208231294461906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239136113083425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357733621912546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24549716424541784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847627908017231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314560701183013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602390796816884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madsciencebrojol,2020/03/30,"Goodmorning my redditors Good morning and feel blessed today is a beautiful day in every aspect glad to be alive 💫 Did my morning routine for the time being.
If you feel like you got the edge on anxiety please feel free to pm. I have the perfect recommendations and medications 🔬🔬🔬",2.313809523809521,5.189845407407411,4.244497354497355,78.37166666666667,85.66666666666666,7.530158730158732,28.08465608465609,8.418075326091056,2.7846433862433866,228,11,40,6,7,77,43,54,0.025,0.5670000000000001,0.408,0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,7,9,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,7,5,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473857078788199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085541002751985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27246258079591584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490533704165857,0.23102357055941214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712367804458269,0.25863746095039697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798770374663998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257725046666739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549754121928848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856615923604972,0.0,0.3065275346670617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SchoolIsGonnaKillUs,2020/03/30,"Show obsession Why do I have so much trouble starting a new show, and once i like it it becomes my obsession I keep watching it like 16 hours a day and ONCE its done I feel like my life is over I get obsessed more and more and when I go to sleep I dream about the characters and stuff. 

Has this ever happened to you?",0.1212313432835792,2.3428520746268693,1.7658022388059709,97.31944962686569,87.955223880597,5.141044776119403,21.807835820895523,6.6274283507984215,0.3520164179104475,247,9,57,3,8,80,46,67,0.13699999999999998,0.725,0.138,0.0056,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,3,0,5,2,1,0,1,8,11,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,10,3,4,10,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,9,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889936488479456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534261512840013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306279636122431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385671480717424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395196942185652,0.16100172500611593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177445866294404,0.0,0.12808085808429298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992906689339132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194040237604487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031591649333247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918287787269694,0.33030776173233983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567015659706275,0.0,0.0,0.2176601704725624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480015494534788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255290502009979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951542239357674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579904874829805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335802627210692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SADRXN,2020/03/30,"I have GAD and taking buspiron, but it literally does nothing for me, should i stop taking it? Hi, i have GAD. I don't have reasons to be anxious but i still feel anxious, i just woke up and feel anxiety. It is there all day. I tried several meds and it didn't do anything to me. Just benzos helped but i was addicted to them and it literally make my anxieties even worse after im without them. Now im on quatiapine and buspirone. Quatiapine helps me with sleep. Buspiron does nothing. Now im 4days without it and i dont feel any change, should i keep taking them or no?",0.8219950738916246,3.235330706896556,3.3069458128078817,86.11120689655175,86.75862068965517,6.762561576354681,24.665024630541872,7.957251820313856,1.7094231527093604,446,19,92,10,14,154,64,116,0.16699999999999998,0.804,0.03,-0.9282,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,12,2,1,2,1,25,21,10,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,17,0,10,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130868145334975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438638534890917,0.0,0.21235789827561094,0.31360109561151633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421770030747586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682830228536636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951226566592195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429235199300964,0.0,0.16266847431784565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167378487605893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105390552736337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606474795212166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497721405025204,0.0,0.0,0.12336871411336073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926477472295074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541716315657052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26635798663203464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270592731499432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680054780575814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889674572829455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108430710185862,0.11604009604383507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31307310297237856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423371846317444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675897625539942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144549992965186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honking-goose,2020/03/30,"My anxiety is making me think I have COVID-19 Think I’m having an anxiety attack, I’ve worked myself up by thinking of when I’ve left the house and made myself think that I have caught the virus, started getting physical symptoms and also I’m short of breath which is making my anxiety think I have it even more. Just need a bit of advice on how I can snap out of it",6.166315789473683,5.232977210526316,6.725263157894743,80.68684210526318,66.3684210526316,9.705263157894738,30.842105263157894,8.841846274778883,2.2745631578947374,292,9,60,4,4,96,50,76,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,4,0,7,2,1,4,0,14,21,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,8,19,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410769025897425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066782352403296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323891134395841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433847419053773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569002748260112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444006679316665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843410625169743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739467030143075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047031450095948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827385522393013,0.2515242905932905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970030325164445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335439433907467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582547088975769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036132376517496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371614599545881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dethdemarco,2020/03/30,"Currently awake at 3:53am cause I’m anxious. I’m a hypochondriac due to trauma involving panic attacks and depersonalization. Right now I’m feeling a bit off, a bit cloudy in the head. I had some alcohol with dinner even though I shouldn’t have. Any time my head feels slow or cloudy I get anxious. It’s almost like ptsd how the feeling affects me. Anyone else have trouble sleeping",3.2837500000000013,6.146080986111113,3.9811111111111153,82.55000000000003,79.41666666666667,6.377777777777778,27.055555555555557,7.645422480735847,1.862855555555556,309,13,54,5,8,98,56,72,0.215,0.713,0.071,-0.8883,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,5,0,4,5,3,3,0,12,11,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,1,5,9,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941254138165613,0.18189324401044907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352619733844658,0.0,0.0,0.4104188403747249,0.0,0.12701181453747445,0.18611883020182893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664969996055016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39662298264166057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866015186543145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174277038163955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997613850240775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27553856197631743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949030667481358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728444796677783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887435548884749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312363095575834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212335636856628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155125556043203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177819564842188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846726736014204,0.0,0.10591983366698668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsdannyall,2020/03/30,"I keep ignoring all my professor's email to have an online meeting I am a good student with good grades but I always suffered with talking to people formally one-on-one. I try to avoid it at all cost. Meeting with my professors is the bane of my existence and doing it through a screen, i find it to be 10 times harder. I have been ignoring all my professor's email especially ones about my current thesis I'm working on. They want to know what's up and honestly i haven't been doing anything since the quarantine. I feel bad for not answering their emails but I'm too scared to agree to video chat with them. Last week, i finally replied to one them and agreed to talk. It's today, idk I feel like bailing just because I have the power to shut them out. I haven't slept yet because I'm too nervous about the meeting, I might just sleep it through.",3.7114844804318494,5.125423684210531,4.583274853801171,85.63121457489879,72.39181286549709,8.068556005398111,29.528115159694103,8.617729084823388,2.1861359424201527,674,28,137,12,13,218,98,171,0.146,0.748,0.106,-0.8338,2,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,5,2,7,11,0,3,7,0,13,2,2,0,3,27,22,5,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,5,2,1,0,3,7,0,2,3,3,23,4,24,17,3,12,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,1,8,89,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267736480793274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088548312476322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324005731756422,0.2383583279481644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770828008352476,0.13967013603599196,0.0,0.21416820298472086,0.17868972325747695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279637478643384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377547542261024,0.0,0.0,0.10744545437730713,0.15936418050335385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955147737560937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740187710632266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974415134322371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355398364152081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573646796509794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617252904900514,0.0,0.19564804737616856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142820082215887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400161917898548,0.0,0.1853176382048672,0.0,0.0,0.1327363209097848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531500828869536,0.0,0.15682380601968332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233131867070498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dadman_oz,2020/03/30,"So here goes been making a YT video no good at editing but decided to post anyway So my anxiety is through the roof at the moment. My mind races non stop with idea after idea and so one of the ideas that came to my head the other night was: Make my own late night talk show!

I mean you know all the ones in the US are broadcasting from home so why can’t I? Plus here in Australia we don’t have any!

My specialty up until now has been writing horror stories etc and so I turned to a very poor attempt at comedy, filmed and edited myself (not my specialty so it’s very tough) then I was hesitant whether to upload or not!

I decided to upload it’s still going through its process but the anxiety is starting to kick in. I know people who do stumble across it will smash my voice - when I was a baby my mother had a car accident with me in the car and it shattered my jaw.

I know they going to slam me about the editing etc 

And now I’m really starting to doubt myself and everything - I just wanted something fun and different during our self isolation periods!",3.120134062927498,4.61339261395349,4.4353761969904255,85.78893296853626,74.02325581395348,7.84952120383037,25.6703146374829,8.4952907291091,1.6931231190150482,832,28,170,15,17,275,132,215,0.177,0.7809999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.986,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,3,1,1,1,15,4,0,1,13,0,15,2,2,2,1,36,29,21,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,8,12,0,1,9,3,1,5,5,2,0,2,7,1,27,2,27,21,4,30,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,15,125,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267837467107076,0.0,0.20851508178849504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587356719206386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238866651369214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039872767536634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248403979642455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490764733754692,0.11430927021542747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986757920676282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367048213526402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615470372603024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246957761242944,0.0,0.15373525236528154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194239769700385,0.0,0.0,0.14845416015186175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760885290343985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557882080818249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470028938501906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448275845505766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305232182853428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873075677582825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217482617921848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049187395009259,0.0,0.0,0.1929262433640294,0.0,0.10883726108991587,0.11394024104496416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954060391000668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823878684160285,0.0,0.0,0.16393390001328864,0.0,0.0,0.2248985562299,0.08038433838010213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297588370421104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daydaylin,2020/03/30,Can't sleep suddenly? I'm experiencing sudden onset insomnia or something. The night before i had trouble staying asleep and now i can't sleep at all. This is really unusual for me as i normally love to sleep and can do it for 10 hours at a time. Is this normal??,2.3545283018867917,4.483584830188678,5.019471698113208,77.9552452830189,78.05660377358491,8.768301886792452,25.69433962264151,9.3871,2.5776973584905662,208,8,40,6,5,74,41,53,0.052000000000000005,0.855,0.092,0.466,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,6,4,0,1,6,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,6,8,1,9,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,6,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666395471931586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276041648654111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859255108690108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688810068843445,0.4528921232765522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805977717912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6938531773531822,0.0,0.0,0.1779255291526267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463404848331561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476646245057558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MakeupMess,2020/03/30,"Happy quarantined birthday to me Since last night I haven’t been able to sleep because of severe anxiety. 

Ive dealt with a lot of self hate for most of my life. Being in quarantine on this day in particular has me in tears all day. 

I can’t stop panicking shaking and crying. My head and heart hurts from feel so isolated. 

I have no one to call and tell my hurt to because it seems very selfish with the world being in such a bad place. 

Please share a funny/embarrassing story to brighten up my day :(",3.424500000000002,5.057625050000002,4.5070000000000014,85.01350000000002,73.5,7.800000000000002,25.5,8.472884824447931,1.6395999999999993,395,13,80,7,8,129,73,100,0.33299999999999996,0.578,0.08900000000000001,-0.9807,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,1,4,0,8,4,3,0,1,11,11,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,1,1,10,2,18,8,3,15,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,3,6,51,12,0,0.17757836150780093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358469605001181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827051440589828,0.2165002419047881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132736155053333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950614916788541,0.3435700574436642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978895521110394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903546788126885,0.0,0.17532186782721648,0.18224663026553906,0.0,0.0,0.21043121339321907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802026175142634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447500656970443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254288483490201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097077269163076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664526278695732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033169352180392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855315921480486,0.19492771515443133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616606709398722,0.18525295945422696,0.20061300283279448,0.0,0.1468946556834072,0.0,0.17770660647674738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484634616531917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521131504093336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652074575443266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yb0t,2020/03/30,"Axnxiety - Asking for a friend (Symptoms) Hi there,

My friend is wanting to know if anyone else has any experience or information on the following symptoms?  
\- Numbness at night, often in the left arm. Not always at night but seems to be more often at that time. The numbless can last for days apparently. Her initial time was the worst but now seems to just come and go.  
\- Things seem lighter than usual, like her strength increased (adrenaline?)",5.2760439560439565,7.9278740769230795,4.942893772893775,79.47115384615388,71.05128205128206,8.046886446886448,30.37362637362637,8.841846274778883,2.7453934065934065,350,15,59,7,7,107,62,78,0.077,0.7659999999999999,0.157,0.7622,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,5,4,1,0,0,16,14,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,11,12,3,18,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,7,9,39,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515593746051473,0.0,0.0,0.12386496311129346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736013947938604,0.1866292538262357,0.0,0.0,0.17028114820403242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569019376033855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174685675665178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215891900427886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817292931722736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814498164021637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351729889104247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010222312622846,0.14847262592473662,0.0,0.0,0.19790126253081414,0.0,0.0,0.08898693062256799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418618104903916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974543715945483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37863715208633225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100915886716265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124206293498881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060717388794191,0.0,0.10743394177460758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,2077infiniti_2,2020/03/30,"Reading the news this morning It’s impossible
For me to not be anxious.
So many deaths and illness.
I was awake all night.
I just want to say I haven’t slept and that I feel an urge to fight this virus.",1.2515116279069751,3.0519247906976767,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,80.16279069767441,5.230232558139536,22.377906976744185,5.985473137389443,-0.009227906976744029,158,5,38,1,4,50,36,43,0.128,0.7979999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.504,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,8,6,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851963760307118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716077752109625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354308948577423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40304305526151946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296017330375816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415441143745335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25332168029832064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AZItheMAN,2020/03/30,"can a fear be selfless? So i have a friend that is telling me her fear is selfless. And from what i read about psychology human nature and psycho analisys i only know one thing. that fear is ego based and deep down it exists only to protect the individual from which this fear is coming from. 

so if you are scared for the death of someone else you are realy scared for yourself.

can anyone clear this ip for me im to lazy to think so deep tbh",1.8343333333333327,4.041223544444449,2.9944444444444467,91.40500000000002,80.22222222222223,4.888888888888889,20.0,5.82211442006289,-0.1283333333333334,349,9,73,2,9,112,59,90,0.23399999999999999,0.684,0.081,-0.9462,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,6,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,8,13,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,8,1,12,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926660095908492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469310638190613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248945666541388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7677552709838389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317820594420661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184245010551228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374088274020416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558273458428513,0.2594525403382027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061628885699398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415409129745976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445235177613284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490858119403381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331921527410352,0.10929445208483893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alysonrg,2020/03/30,"Sleep and Somatic Symptom Disorder Hey friends! 

I’m here to talk about my issues with sleep and Somatic Symptom Disorder. 

For those of you who are unfamiliar with SSD, it is an anxiety disorder that presents as having hyper awareness to one’s body and mind. When someone with SSD feels a slight pang in their chest, for instance, they might automatically think that they are having a heart attack, have cancer, lungs/heart are failing, disease, etc. This disorder is sometimes clumped with Illness Anxiety Disorder (formerly known as “Hypochondriasis”).   

So I’ve had SSD, as well as Illness Anxiety Disorder, for years. I am very familiar with my particular triggers and continuously work through them in therapy. 

One of the major things I have struggled with for years is the disruption in sleep that I get with SSD. Currently, it’s 4:30 am, I woke up around 1:30, and I’ve been sitting in bed ever since believing I cannot breathe properly and that my throat is closing up. It might sound silly or ridiculous, and I’ll be the first to admit that. However, my feelings are very real and very scary at times. 

I suppose the point to this post is that I would like to hear other people’s experiences with SSD and Illness Anxiety Disorder, and not only gain support through you but also be a support for those suffering. 

Thanks for reading and just being apart of the supportive network on Reddit for mental health and awareness! 🙏🏻",7.5901744186046525,8.527383860465118,7.438284883720933,70.45417151162795,63.10852713178295,10.946124031007756,38.60562015503877,10.820120047756994,4.529045736434108,1148,58,188,29,16,366,148,258,0.183,0.763,0.054000000000000006,-0.9748,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,4,4,9,13,2,1,9,0,24,15,8,1,1,38,36,21,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,3,7,2,1,0,16,22,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,5,1,3,3,4,17,8,39,27,2,24,0,2,0,0,12,12,0,3,11,131,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540555097823926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026930139021897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280834495138917,0.0,0.0930452546029583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921466696263946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090847637030345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6561500966691363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121484490726676,0.0,0.07398160826196983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000401163263837,0.0,0.0,0.08270858254948261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956852992880667,0.0,0.0,0.06318893243695882,0.0,0.04273066938818475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693644316329939,0.09218062121679464,0.1938375086668621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536505335401087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995731259491817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242271053495465,0.17352753527893738,0.08258220744959444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084285125679212,0.06220319029554765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056701255729677325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731576159837976,0.0,0.07832995669975122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180977892494387,0.0930922467724667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765558596324119,0.0,0.2455401362586438,0.0,0.06929840706721482,0.0,0.08089007322479078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550220562857512,0.0,0.0,0.2784349544498672,0.0,0.17001736030353876,0.0,0.06573781181504128,0.0,0.07529907594430656,0.09353130109520337,0.0,0.05433607782486067,0.05240622113330545,0.0,0.0,0.04769103411681303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024501204009486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353691607914256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954238039337281,0.0,0.0,0.0580995971349429,0.0,0.0,0.10533712505537338
anxiety,lamarcrackson,2020/03/30,"ANXIETY RELIEF ! I hope it helps you I've suffered from crippling health anxiety for decades.   Yes decades.  I will tell you what objectively has helped me.  I believe this sickness is a combination of a bunch of things.. existential dread, psychosomatic elements , chemical imbalances, etc. 

WHAT HAS HELPED ME?: 

currently I exercise daily.   Weight training or calisthenics.  
I have almost entirely cut alcohol as well as stimulants... caffeine, nicotine, etc.
I NEVER google anything ever 
I get a checkup every year and trust my doctor.  He was the one who delivered me so he knows me just as well as I know myself, at this point 
every single day I take the following supplements: multivitamin, vitamin D, magnesium , turmeric/curcumin. 
I get a lot of sleep.. at least 9 hours a night.  
My diet is relatively high in fruits and vegetables 
Drink water.  Seriously.  Stay hydrated.  You are mostly made of water so respect that 65% of you comes from the kitchen sink. 

I really and truly believe that diet and exercise are huge elements to this illness.   Staying active and keeping you mind on things other than the sensations of your body are key.   Lacking certain nutrients will make it difficult for your body to maintain balance and it might be harder to be in a parasympathetic state of calm rather than a stressed state of dread and anxiety.  


I know some if this may sound trite or self evident, but give it all a shot for 90 days and watch your life change immensely.",4.7897785094283165,7.7682144085603175,5.620642023346306,72.37098697994615,74.17509727626458,9.55695899431308,32.45270876982939,9.851270322608157,4.086851661179288,1161,58,183,36,26,378,165,257,0.08,0.816,0.10400000000000001,0.7275,1,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,8,0,0,7,16,1,3,12,1,15,22,3,3,4,35,28,18,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,4,10,1,1,1,16,9,10,1,3,3,0,2,1,8,2,1,2,4,27,8,27,20,10,22,0,1,1,0,17,8,0,10,8,128,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759553226001202,0.1195555225239319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740075115146192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825082431218862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690315804981096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652389226207198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263026806971374,0.10284708209202682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539980907346778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222044889729004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696035117162927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631102339115625,0.0,0.10799841751854586,0.2011886468971222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475653833019955,0.11453329557910832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690989702576858,0.0,0.0,0.2400811977371649,0.1261459763841665,0.0,0.11858486219744975,0.11757872318659884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612258715892804,0.0,0.0,0.196846929681934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433128593561644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150423580667703,0.0,0.11297318530858888,0.07969620743073738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665782514255314,0.1205535798595114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208376515921053,0.0,0.0,0.1120428792170492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809042464080273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286561752346322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648664762486884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455364535184002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947990307411388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545155506532817,0.0,0.0,0.13676505520370585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976918742076266,0.0,0.10435533740003644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863970943886746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538933543170002,0.2146985109493495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688561440601609
anxiety,dtm558,2020/03/30,"Mentally torturing dreams I get those not exactly nightmares, I would say the dreams I'm getting are even worse. 

It's like some sort of compilation of my deepest fears and childhood traumas. Constant mental torture. Needless to say after all of that I wake up with short-term PTSD for a lack of the better word.    


What's probably related is that in the evening before I go to bed almost always I get mentally exhausted. I don't mean this pleasantly exhausted feeling when you are nodding off but a feeling when you sort of ""can't take it anymore"", don't respond to any text messages you might have gotten, suddenly losing all the interest in movies etc, this feeling of ""shutting down"" so you simply go to bed to get it over with.",8.325186335403725,7.5386320362318875,8.173933747412008,71.57282608695655,61.97101449275362,11.363975155279505,40.728778467908896,10.608840637214634,4.436156107660455,583,29,101,12,7,188,92,138,0.13699999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.129,-0.2703,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,4,0,2,5,11,2,1,6,0,9,3,1,0,3,20,22,5,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,2,0,9,3,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,5,11,4,21,19,5,15,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,5,7,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214288046021744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473322787087516,0.0,0.0,0.11011345450302923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058448797412544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778487455626467,0.0,0.0,0.14320807561588392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498165502907204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805873769750236,0.21389773753396665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220882569360794,0.24561998638135105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383931424339664,0.0,0.1840495826325565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910758692648381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115084960401215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763820359138219,0.0,0.0,0.4895420623850661,0.17177512312180487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745807960207856,0.0,0.1892797721630089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575359500271758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174623403165635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501376298697246,0.11502572701375133,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImperialTowlettes,2020/03/30,"Throat swelling, trouble breathing. I have ongoing anxiety pretty much constantly. Sometimes I freak out and feel like I can’t get a full breath. Like my chest is stopping me from breathing. My throat usually also feels like it’s swelling shut when this happens, which of course just causes me to worry even more. Does anybody else experience this, and please what is a remedy if so?",4.522919254658382,7.443879304347828,4.158633540372673,82.8039130434783,74.79710144927536,7.421118012422363,30.146997929606627,8.418075326091056,2.6229693581780547,308,14,52,6,7,93,56,69,0.154,0.677,0.16899999999999998,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,4,6,6,1,0,9,8,6,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,3,4,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215678466679155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742522253853266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339943476157061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461508825476521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933312718756352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028221644127896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044753365769772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281401657016225,0.0,0.0,0.2303463427221057,0.3254543007485371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900643333776205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142642975139274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338476082238544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744561267324784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500356874374615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317356762237181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252817296041357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904355348565584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508691434666753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132317182022144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IDNoob34,2020/03/30,"... All I can think about is my past mistakes, how I’m a bad person, how I’m a loser, how nobody likes me, how I’ll always be single. It never stops, the only time I get somewhat of a relief is when I’m at work, then I come home and it all just fucks me up. I’ve made mistakes in my life like everyone else but mine haunt me 24/7. All I care about is what people think of me, or what would happened if they found out about such and such. Looking back on my life I’m almost 100% percent certain I’ve always had anxiety, depression and low self esteem since I was a young boy but I just never knew what it was. I’ve always projected a different person though when I talk to to people or with friends. I may come off as confident, proud or straight forward but inside I hate myself. I just want to get away and start over. The mistakes I’ve made in the past aren’t even that big of a deal but in my head I’m the worst person ever. I feel like a shit bag, I feel like everyone looks at me like a shit bag it’s tiring. I feel like my life is wasting away as-well, I go to work then come home and curl up in bed. I’ve distanced myself from friends and family. I’ll have a couple days where I feel like I’m on top of the world then one person could remind me of something or my own mind could and then I end up depressed, and anxious for weeks on end. It’s been a vicious cycle for the past four years of my life. I don’t know who to talk to, I don’t know what to do.",0.9064599193909544,2.375209282131664,2.7616782355575467,95.55463557993731,80.00313479623823,5.560277653381102,19.22984773846843,6.1826913282559595,-0.2361017465293327,1127,25,270,8,28,376,151,319,0.174,0.677,0.149,-0.9093,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,5,19,27,5,0,16,0,19,9,3,6,7,60,51,29,0,8,12,0,4,7,2,2,5,0,3,6,11,13,0,1,10,0,0,5,5,14,0,2,8,6,35,13,38,38,8,50,0,4,2,1,13,24,3,8,30,167,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516810201950605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123122507288778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506516582456955,0.09608546446550244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981982700528133,0.06540035986241913,0.07101554257230226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671700690068054,0.0,0.0,0.2197963907088158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581549380880178,0.0941093150512107,0.0,0.05485202534192747,0.08768571107141529,0.1465117189382617,0.0,0.0,0.08886208248140151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105070789678998,0.0,0.1506630869220694,0.0,0.0,0.05617657796730733,0.07693513479750398,0.0,0.16254320706395353,0.0,0.0,0.08018021849783802,0.0,0.17202102243635392,0.2430469740021588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325601466923328,0.13142317797508116,0.07862995108279848,0.08887316419849989,0.0,0.048337471203809816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521191780618137,0.0,0.0,0.08397204001366808,0.08728871942030683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062980373477166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348559863205846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030125626569865,0.29086754289327843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428458763531094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095804808856812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587909091557261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119593875473204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763398433151287,0.0646864936117209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357758937353285,0.11792981675400845,0.2970593275260561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872862875994239,0.0,0.1746109716940834,0.07035656223442427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547780741018051,0.0,0.0,0.060200815733437475,0.0,0.0,0.07110795645182022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367244517143858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089968110139406,0.08356395267103968,0.0,0.0495949767057913,0.09775569178023948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016635018952606,0.0,0.06822423280013751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383891535602645,0.0,0.0,0.06041907498725267,0.0,0.0,0.05477122021070338
anxiety,meowturtledog,2020/03/30,"Anxious about blood testing I want to get my blood tested, but I have a huge fear of blood and needles, and thinking about someone taking blood out of my vein physically makes me shudder and feel weak. I feel like there's a possibility that I might pass out during the test; I've reacted weird to a vaccination before. My vision became strange and dotty, and the voices of the people around me got muddy for a second. So, I am pretty terrified.

What is it honestly like? Is it just like a vaccination? I don't know what I'm gonna do if it takes long.",4.02809090909091,5.246078672727278,5.54159090909091,79.82238636363638,71.36363636363636,8.045454545454545,26.47727272727273,8.472884824447931,1.779272727272728,434,14,85,7,8,147,73,110,0.158,0.639,0.203,0.684,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,8,0,7,6,5,2,0,19,19,8,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,3,11,4,11,16,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,54,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26751888090426634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108040037834164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150107872095385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664681086946704,0.2394684340143001,0.16917141123767435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371928241726834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893922086043396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014019792604914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470685186316779,0.0,0.0,0.2095623370086121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806718792744542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512095229461063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416870532277225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669586987093915,0.0,0.24091278739114586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064158408401173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560912990863127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173317351789484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396719674136756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,staystrong355,2020/03/30,"Coronavirus questions 1. Is the transmission rate more of an issue as oppose to lethality? Many, many people are recovering. 

2. It's my understanding that this will not be as bad as the Spanish flu, and will most likely not kill millions and millions. Is this true? 

3. Are healthy individuals under the age of 50 relatively safe? I know some young healthy individuals have died, but is this relatively rare according to the data? The media and governments keep warning us about young peolle dying, but this is relatively rare correct?",5.463440860215055,8.45909448387097,6.330322580645162,68.08215053763442,71.90322580645163,9.29462365591398,31.838709677419352,9.725611199111238,3.8181096774193537,429,20,66,12,9,141,65,93,0.07,0.8009999999999999,0.129,0.6073,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,6,0,10,1,0,0,2,17,13,8,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,3,9,10,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,46,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023434796045191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030205784569686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529396257675827,0.0,0.2154026097806152,0.2681129096832066,0.0,0.13318353021708762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839490865804105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913887231482207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800779524309556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714758625055903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228411522025795,0.2915047523716785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DepresThrowAway12,2020/03/30,"Sweating is so annoying I don't know why. Some times, there'd be times where when I do a certain something, I start sweating. Then I think about how I'm sweating. Every time I attempt to do that certain something, I start sweating again, and it gets so fucking annoying. For example, I'm trying to learn some dance moves and then as I'm doing it, I'm already starting to sweat and it just feels so fucking uncomfortable. I've always been kinda like this. When I start sweating/blushing when I'm talking, it just gets worse too. I can't seem to calm it down during it. I'm not talking about any intense dance moves that really require me to move around and would actually get me physically sweating.

It's like when I think about how my palms/feet aren't sweaty and think more about it, they end up getting sweaty. Then I can't seem to get them to not be sweaty. It's just so annoying and uncomfortable.",3.030062849162011,5.106775256983242,3.8032925977653633,87.72102828212292,75.75977653631286,6.486173184357543,27.38861731843575,7.413659706084162,1.4573935754189942,717,29,143,9,16,228,88,179,0.127,0.815,0.057999999999999996,-0.9321,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,2,21,10,5,0,1,0,12,8,6,2,2,29,36,20,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,8,2,0,5,6,5,0,0,1,1,15,5,16,32,3,25,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,5,18,86,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.1330397408376379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044504530302347,0.0,0.11343861238207953,0.0,0.0,0.09270999946198903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136381388230325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074911922627606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486505030265308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893323166256783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520722900882582,0.3561375423487729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492414980851347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320923177815305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346959791106656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733735986011573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482218988833103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990908218246215,0.0,0.0,0.3859841517929823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915596525308248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620668910470525,0.0,0.0,0.2384877362178126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256004407549967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301784696288855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893330244508986,0.09684588625149723,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElvhenPhoenix,2020/03/30,"Social Media during Coronavirus I've found social media honestly the worst tool ever in the last couple of weeks. I use it to check in with friends, and actually all of those friends are just screenshotting their group chats and sticking those online instead. 

I am so lonely. I've not been included in anything. Ive tried to set up even just a one to one and I get ghosted. It feels like if I did actually die, no one would care except my family. 

So, I'm going old school. I've logged out of all of my social media accounts. I've deleted the apps. I've made sure the three people I talk to regularly have my phone number. I'm gonna keep my head down during the pandemic, work on myself, and focus on staying healthy so I can look after the children of key workers who still need to come to school. 

It feels drastic but if I don't I am going to lose my mind. And theres precious little enough of that left as it is.",2.9632798573975063,4.49632632620321,4.416385026737967,85.60379322638148,74.50802139037432,6.91180035650624,24.231372549019607,7.554174236665415,1.1135443137254897,721,22,146,9,15,240,118,187,0.066,0.8270000000000001,0.106,0.6575,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,10,10,0,0,7,0,11,1,1,2,4,28,27,12,2,4,7,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,3,1,2,3,3,3,0,4,4,3,16,7,25,21,4,21,0,2,1,0,12,10,0,2,7,94,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.26764078079431397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284739497240474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981452372839667,0.0,0.0,0.11812649283959735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517332012780459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142320663647412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416933147867303,0.0,0.09057394591796708,0.12404313310782175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927520750979735,0.0,0.13867543508943408,0.0979666449761689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035741824807955,0.2118946408805777,0.0,0.07164545669156011,0.0,0.1558697827828908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073630039595006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188862121466547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178033140360777,0.0,0.0,0.14899358432645052,0.0,0.0,0.06699543793764924,0.1374416119331975,0.0,0.0,0.1151557744131428,0.15341487426833667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975697408197162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384635450845367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168113886075852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143896256141051,0.0,0.2787712015629004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506959333665256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775684411395372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193643451499345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146163745048737,0.10951325216245844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924464960542673,0.0,0.0,0.11022096346318312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931031671842916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843743442310273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999847615372002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983323680310388,0.0,0.0,0.09741415779177133,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,benetha619,2020/03/30,"How do you deal with your anxiety? I have diagnosed Generalized Anxiety Disorder and have prescription meds to take as needed, but I don't like using them. I have a dog that, while young, does everything he can think of to help, and sometimes that doesn't even help.

I'm also single, living an overnight schedule, living in a hostile apartment with my sister, so just talking to someone tends to be out of the picture. What do you guys do to help ease anxiety? I generally just try to cool myself down, put on music, and give my dog attention, but still, hour-long anxiety attacks from nowhere aren't fun.",7.860263157894738,7.34766046491228,7.863859649122808,72.52368421052633,62.771929824561404,11.459649122807019,37.42105263157895,10.864195022040775,4.091273684210527,479,21,86,11,6,155,80,114,0.145,0.6970000000000001,0.157,0.6741,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,0,7,5,2,0,4,1,11,1,0,2,0,17,18,10,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,11,3,16,17,1,10,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,5,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379492790702066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119559828795771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903352688800836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724856297035266,0.0,0.16981255072665202,0.0,0.0,0.1917477155269932,0.0,0.14641102405450573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050434907676764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036427207851885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049561630588116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565971450263486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364260113135949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476317691616268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173749288915909,0.0,0.2954693658964135,0.1480609658744794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583977759077666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405563155401432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818921810516496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175823365075144,0.0,0.16547038215617602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361116734886325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257936479302836,0.1344746074455516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720323387754664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359011449058153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444990771308672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,turn119,2020/03/30,"How long will I be like this? I feel so hopeless, whenever things start to get better for me everything comes crashing down.  I’m starting to think I’ll never be good and I should just accept that this is what life is, but also I can’t give up on the possibility of being good.

I realize I’ll be be good some days and bad others, and that’s normal, but it’s really discouraging that as soon as I’m doing alright again, I fall back.

I don’t know why I’m posting this, I guess I just needed to think it through",2.720833333333335,3.7303284907407424,4.6435185185185235,85.81583333333336,74.27777777777777,7.622222222222224,23.685185185185183,8.07648339933343,1.1137740740740734,399,11,88,6,8,137,71,108,0.18100000000000002,0.745,0.07400000000000001,-0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,1,1,12,1,0,1,1,22,26,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,10,7,11,19,1,14,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,9,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962868676759376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348838600388884,0.1666666824699937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653953375050466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194703174083525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873245432422664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939731844946605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092921945704288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428840575634847,0.1914848706422381,0.0,0.5022722123955058,0.0,0.0,0.21989380344782186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970087686694306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099101310955944,0.09751975544722684,0.0,0.0,0.17664927896601132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480088809110428,0.15395215662490708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557620521775035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503118792181,0.19117197142340125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787579150894526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28257110702390703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326125476745854,0.2558050848236084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011770192391102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lxTrepidationxl,2020/03/30,Feelings of dread and the shakes So I do good most of the day. But sometimes I overthink and my whole body just gets the shakes. It usually stops after a couple minutes but sometimes I worry it’ll freak my significant other out. I recently started meditating and praying/reading and it’s been helping. Does anyone else get the shakes?,2.9562903225806463,5.987285193548387,3.800241935483872,81.62036290322581,84.16129032258064,5.680645161290323,28.717741935483872,7.1686216300943375,2.0680580645161286,270,13,44,4,8,86,45,62,0.16899999999999998,0.722,0.109,-0.6008,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606002662248765,0.2353382147064527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25512694370788297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541407763795296,0.0,0.1481270615857887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099785727477787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918713578712108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613503979862685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24000063050529666,0.0,0.0,0.19264788958075446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539522219318652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297459740814928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267850613862469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543263387523104,0.0,0.1625713888242774,0.0,0.0,0.19202595672483205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529642764582412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564337807373276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332550666810121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Retro-Wolf2009,2020/03/30,Why does anxiety hit me only when I think of it? I have been feeling a little unwell and all but kind of get through my day without any problems. Until I think about anxiety. Then I have anxiety attacks. I have the attacks when I try to meditate too so that’s pointless for me. Do you guys feel the same? What eases the problem for you?,1.6437605042016834,3.894635014705884,3.4691596638655464,87.49264705882356,81.20588235294117,6.238655462184874,27.36134453781513,7.447530270364453,1.6756991596638655,263,12,52,4,7,88,50,68,0.22899999999999998,0.677,0.094,-0.8794,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,2,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,11,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,11,1,9,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727413754225065,0.0,0.4632751942185653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592978646906048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018529127182282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766521546717814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413655440390505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546537429846234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987665340219316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102098257864065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232031054142527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352632760048374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863123139525066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586920264310347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705210112255914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215045779456426,0.0,0.0,0.1945892605906416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I___Dont__Understand,2020/03/30,"Leaving this sub Just like r/depression I find that more often than not this is just a place for people to validate each other’s anxieties, even more often now with Covid-19 on everyone’s minds. So in my pursuit of beating my own anxiety I don’t need a place for people to tell me that I’m right to be anxious. Sorry, but this sub just isn’t helpful, it’s an echo chamber where the only voice is one telling me to be more anxious. It isn’t healthy.",3.2425345622119828,4.480013161290323,4.436589861751155,86.91774193548392,73.3010752688172,7.464823348694317,29.414746543778804,7.957251820313856,1.876694009216591,356,15,74,5,7,117,63,93,0.107,0.7759999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,9,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,11,7,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993921593173479,0.4421295837914264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854049068472016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924601641713224,0.0,0.0,0.18698239345325526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884966584045367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311614192704167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719882493997271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956002676465564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975828858928004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145095612312319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325990858579971,0.1488248647002436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713223123189922,0.0,0.4088917690193112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711123072755188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190498103856592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420691238840769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elfy_zzz,2020/03/30,Does anyone often feel afraid of being wrongfully accused of something? I often feel like in my day to day life i feel watched or like someone is gonna judge me or pin the blame on me for something i never did. Usually causes me stress. Typing this out feels difficult in itself bc i feel as if im the only one ngl. But I appreciate anyone who responds!,3.0613145539906133,4.88700726760564,4.813732394366198,81.62698356807516,74.91549295774648,6.986854460093897,25.91784037558686,7.793537801064563,1.6255051643192489,280,10,52,4,6,95,52,71,0.136,0.7609999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.3595,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,14,9,5,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,6,9,2,9,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,5,6,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890665419816594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123434576631999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26661585608178623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088935004250745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225824829967098,0.14767042929985855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327737878473053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600218669554738,0.20197170340560908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942400170048734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006897626991613,0.15720882468523206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514087421936314,0.31826393953915866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678041786915324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765687243098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259999826289296,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brookie_969,2020/03/30,"I don’t know what to do. I don’t know for sure if I have social anxiety but I have a good feeling I do. I can’t go anywhere without feeling that I have zero control over myself. Also I can’t get a word out to people without freaking out and looking scared. I’ve been told so many times that I’m socially awkward but I genuinely can’t control it because it completely  takes over me and doesn’t let me be myself. I know who I really am and without this anxiety I could go so much farther in life. I’ve been trying to explain to my mom and family that I’ve been struggling with it but they just overlook it and try to make excuses. I really think I might need meds and feel like it could really help if I had them. I’ve already been to therapy before and it didn’t work at all, because they brought attention to other things in my life that weren’t even really about me. I don’t know what to do and I just wanna feel like myself again.",3.1968831168831144,4.022974373737373,5.0034920634920645,84.38000000000002,72.93939393939394,8.283405483405483,27.779220779220786,8.634040054169528,1.9524129870129867,738,27,156,13,14,253,99,198,0.069,0.8109999999999999,0.12,0.8637,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,3,8,8,0,3,2,0,26,2,0,3,2,43,46,16,0,6,10,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,11,0,2,11,0,0,3,12,4,0,1,9,5,28,4,22,32,2,13,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,3,4,117,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319015231638878,0.09558606571939883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828763578353812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457256590955975,0.0,0.10170906393307473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532226657930942,0.0,0.2681204176242765,0.1908658998298323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894675933060571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267985060442814,0.0,0.24174669852604594,0.17078088107953976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244816397513184,0.0,0.13586041883854436,0.10025396160562623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801167361876979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627566620514988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222492498539975,0.16885155817332564,0.1167901577326099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037296173844294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978550697933345,0.1211820827749098,0.0,0.0,0.1327680613305097,0.0,0.0,0.12679974515325398,0.0,0.13998911528101055,0.0,0.0,0.08786643531663073,0.08862809626702832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286529010897846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628940345515904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966783811917522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436863838553485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495605226360175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265321548880472,0.0,0.08986977373688665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669006620373042,0.0,0.07940873256506152,0.07658836937280906,0.0,0.0,0.06969742251437418,0.0,0.0,0.1142136092409424,0.0,0.16230259724518342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456606151733313,0.0,0.08701741366361916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elderberry520,2020/03/30,"Do you always clearly know what triggers your anxiety? Sorry this might sound like a dumb question. I'm always more depressed than anxious. I rarely experience panic attacks and when I did, I clearly knew what triggered them. 

My panic attacks in high school was due to joining debate team which I hated. My panic attacks in college senior year was due to a fear of the unknown future and too many coursework deadlines. Another time, I went for multiple blood tests and hyperventilated on the spot because I am scared of blood.

However, I suddenly experience a lot of minor panic attacks this week and I cannot clearly identify why. I don't use Instagram (a trigger) as much, and I'm not really feeling anything abt covid19. I don't fear the whole situation. Also I'm not in the U.S. and the outbreak control in our country is pretty good.  

Just wondering if anyone has had the same experience...",5.995223577235772,7.7406948231707355,6.864390243902438,70.19016260162603,67.23170731707317,8.881300813008131,36.83739837398374,9.2995712137729,3.8539081300813014,717,38,111,14,12,238,108,164,0.147,0.653,0.2,0.8355,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,1,2,4,16,6,7,10,0,12,2,2,5,3,26,22,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,14,0,0,6,2,16,2,13,15,5,16,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,5,10,74,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583128819271242,0.1786133296063148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254424171446137,0.08210670276502792,0.12125168007993553,0.0,0.07504721707516608,0.0,0.08832295710027765,0.0,0.0,0.4884107812468615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542701045791019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037905662430284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244266118441688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31496626553755663,0.0,0.24155084499261134,0.05426897318835563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002281458360407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059655691736015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339941154233345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898543531256655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243572695965453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124762389945076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881517292468217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385953995596552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889946380121282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037117359335198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109192592781405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023349959747652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875796660443162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745546041363303,0.10862309017037232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064275066354445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014648421708952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258464048182312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926981472826792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609317647781492,0.0,0.0,0.09949543579871806,0.09684809601264452,0.11982945022926013,0.0,0.0,0.1163941637857013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911661932966208
anxiety,Gnardozer,2020/03/30,Spiraled into a severe panic attack tonight and I’m still not entirely calm. Was sitting playing cards with my fiancée tonight and having a few drinks. Stood up to stretch my legs and all of a sudden I felt the walls collapse in on me and this feeling of general emotional darkness washed over me. Throat started to clamp up and my lips and tongue started tingle a little bit as well as my finger tips. Don’t remember much but I walked in and out of the apartment a few times before coming inside and collapsing. She said I was breathing pretty fast but I thought I remembered trying to control my breathing. I lost absolute control tonight and it scared the hell out of me. I haven’t had an attack like this in a long time and now I’m physically exhausted but also afraid to sleep. I left the apartment briefly today to go get some odds and ends and I’m absolutely terrified of catching this thing and dying. It’s absolutely doing my head in and right now I have no idea how to manage my fear. Just venting this off here to help get it off my mind.,3.4751833872707643,5.561448179611652,4.339352750809063,84.33539374325781,74.48543689320388,6.907874865156419,28.434735706580373,7.793537801064563,1.8771518878101408,839,35,157,12,18,270,125,206,0.21,0.718,0.073,-0.9862,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,8,13,3,4,11,0,8,12,8,3,1,37,23,21,1,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,19,1,2,6,2,0,4,4,9,1,0,8,4,21,4,28,15,6,40,1,1,0,0,3,20,1,1,16,108,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322276295485212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32213904319801856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047552275935275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457044960979854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219600211578968,0.0,0.0,0.31759163074193264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469393590920687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386960778407227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926025571600413,0.1253992834650717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931867411064185,0.0715879164403607,0.0,0.13594054926958887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794109608984873,0.0,0.08046409213169245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530357891249054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489916926516216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598284051498903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382883432863226,0.0,0.0,0.06916962344300913,0.14190196878281708,0.0,0.12529527018933412,0.0,0.0,0.15455305294322716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295706646465994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407877448107712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611551473842465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403939762801335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207687305603816,0.12090992198115402,0.13467653367410898,0.0,0.14174789146005462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994692053024234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168385928366614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042438559328526,0.0,0.11306725722349012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940605310626834,0.0,0.0,0.1123999841062895,0.1651147515805255,0.0,0.13420281227605035,0.0,0.0,0.09612462002983573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729887132102485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MasterSplinterIsARat,2020/03/30,"Panic response upon waking up Hi all  


I have this experience happen to me a handful of times every year, and it's been going on for the last 8 or so years. I wake up in the middle of the night or mid nap to extreme anxiety. It isn't general anxiety for no reason though, it has to do with... numbers. It feels like there has been an infinitely complex equation that has taken place my entire life and for some reason, in that moment of waking, I can see it for what it truly is. The numbers are wrong and don't belong together, they don't 'sit' right for some reason, and the result is an uncomfortable feeling and extreme compulsion to make them 'right'. Despite this, no matter what I do can't make the numbers 'fit' together. This results in me pacing around my house for 10-15 minutes (could be longer or shorter, I lose track of time until the episode ends) before eventually my brain realizes something and I go back to normal. The only feelings I feel like I could compare it to are OCD or a dream-like sequence.  The compulsion to make the numbers sit right combined with knowing nothing I do could ever do that is a feeling I find difficult to describe. It's like being programmed to do something and getting an error code, but instead of terminating the program my brain increases the perceived urgency of how badly it needs to be done.   


I'm not too sure where to even post this, I've had persisting anxiety in the past which isn't as bad now but these episodes don't seem to adhere to anything to do with my mental state. I suppose I'm just wondering if anybody else has weird/strange scenarios surrounding panic attack-esque episodes? I'm lost on what causes it and it takes a lot out of me.. a bit hard to breathe and calm down when I get so engrossed in the grandiose nature of the whole scenario. Fixing the numbers is so imperative, and the resulting urgency is so great, that I can't stop myself from obsessing over how wrongly everything fits together (which just makes everything compound and get so much worse). Funnily enough, I only just made the comparison now that I kind of feel like Mason from Black Ops 1, but this equation/number sequence seems to put me into a frenzy/fear like state instead.  


So.. yeah. Bit of a weird one (I can admit that ahaha). Is it normal? Does anybody else have a weird scenario surrounding an episode like this?    


Thanks for any replies in advance",6.005853034181597,6.718160585152841,6.4142885107664505,77.20456331877729,66.51091703056768,9.024664960096374,33.91537419063394,9.035553425615538,3.0054103900015057,1900,83,339,31,29,615,233,458,0.091,0.797,0.11199999999999999,0.9490000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,2,4,24,23,0,3,30,1,39,8,7,14,3,73,70,31,0,7,12,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,30,17,0,1,18,1,0,5,10,12,0,2,7,10,28,11,56,57,10,54,0,2,2,0,4,27,0,11,23,237,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563873274787749,0.0,0.19029695292134044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823474431510945,0.07381491917989166,0.0,0.09433160379040817,0.0,0.06375909978893755,0.13846673244484126,0.0,0.0,0.0705574162421022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105074461693146,0.0,0.0,0.18512862267547647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517999555647843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986106874837366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256241469550752,0.08485426984681646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853529810527,0.0,0.07344105455827585,0.08567683027151075,0.0,0.05476679406586511,0.07500440283736341,0.06986229365622189,0.0,0.1490433488381005,0.08111006584029813,0.0,0.09330620649655344,0.2515560822231122,0.17771067660868844,0.0,0.0,0.07578587788903438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996426066946382,0.0,0.0942488284930549,0.0,0.0,0.09141778347166356,0.0,0.0,0.07332443097881612,0.0,0.07427856279512142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567665339817136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634671102724006,0.04556976157737537,0.06758952951150111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856768911471935,0.24305833089397344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276443397204226,0.09051518381692493,0.07049422359207581,0.0,0.07845935612205067,0.22139459388721552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356220321705307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095453453808858,0.06148291250790178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781326283239748,0.16248477307598158,0.07956240173456999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056187625969602216,0.12612629685409887,0.0,0.19457365694244627,0.0,0.0,0.0791549560271868,0.0,0.0,0.08663203683134756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941286712418576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335585295077763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255761649106287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124354764593566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607519660830348,0.1509715195875407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276692074908748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932346092187586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814957201341474,0.0,0.06234428661450924,0.0,0.0,0.07634008448977199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814668666704458,0.0,0.09670072383291667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257538658415224,0.0,0.0,0.08992142322263044,0.0,0.0,0.08450089168526982,0.0,0.1813164175430365,0.0,0.10679340915929132
anxiety,MaltigeKey1,2020/03/30,"It’s really insane how anything good that happens is instantly ripped to shreds in my mind. Anytime something good happens or I get rewarded by myself, I instantly think of how it goes wrong. 

Bought a new phone? What’s the point of enjoying it if you could just drop and break it tomorrow

Got a ski trip planned? What if you just get into an accident the first day of the trip and are unable to enjoy the rest of it

Got a promotion at work? That means more pressure will be on you and there’s more to lose if you mess up

This type of mentality has absolutely destroyed any type of enjoyment I encounter in life and I can’t get rid of these intrusive thoughts",4.031908396946567,5.549797725190842,4.831977099236641,83.75224045801528,71.74809160305344,8.90412213740458,29.130534351145037,9.3871,2.5210451908396942,526,21,106,12,10,170,87,131,0.157,0.7140000000000001,0.129,-0.4762,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,6,5,11,1,1,8,0,7,1,0,2,0,18,18,10,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,5,0,1,4,0,10,6,17,11,3,15,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,4,4,70,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755141238712607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645203583997994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149716493686428,0.0,0.0,0.13044824762389856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720518547041542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170351994721238,0.0,0.0,0.33931112026680155,0.3235496545630472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577356648943856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428701929704363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262898328875355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033273108324436,0.0,0.0,0.20384188413632945,0.0,0.2042363403654815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953548709067964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121174753122516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295801668928612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571832000129068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960727434155095,0.0,0.16058080918078846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472559070985645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211519009426941,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ineedhelp28248,2020/03/30,"Anxiety has been destroying my life as of late. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m in a really bad spot right now. Every second I’m awake I’m dealing with racing thoughts, being on the verge of a panic attack, and constant dissociation. My mind is constantly spinning, I can’t pay attention to anything for more than a few minutes. I’m terrified to get out of my bed, and I’ve been hiding under the covers for a month now. All I want to do is go to sleep because being awake is unbearable. I can’t function like this, I don’t know what to do anymore. Could I be sick with something like COVID-19? I don’t know what’s causing this, but it’s absolutely tearing me apart right now. I’ve been drinking to try to numb myself, but I feel like it’s only making it worse. Is it possible that I could be going through withdrawals? I am shivering a lot but I thought that was just the anxiety. I don’t think I’ve been drinking enough to where I develop a dependence, but I’m completely lost as to what could be causing this. I don’t want to go to the hospital, especially because of this pandemic, but I’m completely lost as to what I should do. 

Could someone with experience in dealing with something like this give me some advice? I can’t cope with being alive right now and could really use some support.",3.2779123664675005,4.864266912547532,4.86310700706138,82.5028010139417,73.79087452471484,8.203440159333695,29.25384754662321,8.841846274778883,2.385064602571067,1030,44,205,21,21,347,123,263,0.135,0.7859999999999999,0.079,-0.9075,0,0,4,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,6,12,2,1,10,0,35,6,1,5,1,41,60,11,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,16,9,2,0,8,2,1,3,8,7,0,1,9,1,22,5,34,39,7,22,0,2,0,0,3,11,0,4,12,139,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995293474314584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649739482538813,0.0,0.2028809397018329,0.0,0.0,0.08417286423633719,0.0,0.0,0.11636537014600876,0.0,0.0,0.0854047420292598,0.12470549106299735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015229920161424,0.0,0.0,0.21449036349388914,0.2210701858612906,0.0,0.4083362174029649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090525432744445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040315853070256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568903386433114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618057293521864,0.0,0.0,0.10005557474718932,0.0,0.0,0.05171899880166626,0.07307331382603012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344034127437114,0.09812228657428766,0.17439489056800928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864153561510353,0.0,0.11538333957250298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224779976786183,0.19988757040811397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331503855469254,0.08696010766098637,0.0,0.0,0.068276862766089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327994886308804,0.0,0.08164390484691264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777932984749325,0.0,0.12001086963960075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153123723840856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105437540073564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620556828998846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236011484720424,0.0,0.08666680340997053,0.15748989722396572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607321861605092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554089562281433,0.0,0.16240770600282614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944564607178348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834247428249224,0.0,0.0,0.12066215482685097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423842215671153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Delicatessy,2020/03/30,"Please help me sort this out *serious comments only please :\ 

Hi Reddit, I’m not really sure how to even articulate my brain and feelings right now, but I’ll do my best hoping someone could give me helpful advice or care to read through all of this situation. 

I’m your average person, parents divorced through high school, went to college and got super burnt out and graduated. I got a job right out of college and was unfortunately in an extremely toxic work environment where I was berated multiple times for doing the right thing. I won’t get into details, but it was an incredibly poor work environment that had a lot of clearly shady things going on. I spoke to the people doing these things directly, as it was effecting my work and nothing changed. Then I went to the higher ups about the things that were not right only to be yelled at for bringing them up since I was new and everyone else that worked there had been there for 12+ years. I am unable to do or stand for something that is clearly not right. (This wasn’t a matter of opinion, either. It was just flat out wrong). I ended up leaving the position but being yelled at and repeatedly disrespected and undermined has taken a toll on my mental health. I have 0 contact with these people or situation anymore. 

I have thought about this situation non stop every day since it’s happened, and sometimes multiple hours a day. I know that that is absolutely ridiculous. Sometimes I wake up thinking about the situation, like it is literally the first thought that pops into my head even though it has been multiple months since it’s happened. Every time this happens I reassure myself that although I wasn’t perfect I did the best that I could and did what I thought and knew was right and what I was taught in my training. I try to redirect my thoughts and do a math problem in my head until my brain decides to let it go. I try to address each illogical thought to the root and kill it with logic at its source, but all of these thoughts, memories and flashbacks still will haunt me. I keep finding myself saying “why didn’t you stick up for yourself more when this person said this, you wouldn’t feel so bad if you had stuck up for yourself” even though I know this is in the past and I’m sure these people are not even thinking about it. I understand it’s much better in the long run for me to be out of the situation, but I think my brain is still trying to find some resolution to this problem, as nothing was resolved in the work place and no one was held accountable for the shady things they were doing in the end. 

I have tried yoga, working out consistently, redirecting my thoughts, mindful meditation, reading, speaking to friends who all agree that I did the best I could, literally anything to stop these thoughts from coming back to allow me to move past this experience and not let it take over my life. 

Additionally, I have very low self esteem and am doing my best everyday to fix this. I’m not sure if that has something to do with the situation. I know moving on from this situation won’t happen over night but I think that by this point, it’s excessive and something is wrong with me. I do not have OCD, I probably have anxiety even though it’s high functioning and I think other than this I am pretty “normal”? I don’t have the funds to seek professional help right now, although I would really like to do so as soon as I am able to. 

I’m just trying to get my brain to focus on the present so I can enjoy my life and be truly in the moment. It’s like my brain thinks it’s good for me to beat myself up over my mistakes so they don’t happen again. I have a hard time with these brain games because they are not something tangible. If you told me to go close a door because you wanted the stop the cold air from coming in, I would do it and it would fix the problem. If you tell me to not think this situation and distract myself, I have a hard time even believing that’s going to work because it’s all in my head, even though when I do I will try my best. Even if I did sucessfully do this it could come back at any moment. It makes me feel like I’m literally going to be like this forever, carrying the weight of old, irrelevant problems on my brain, dragging me down each day. 

Has anyone else ever experienced this before? Intrusive ruminating thoughts that you can’t shake off no matter what? I typed wayyyy to much here, sorry. 

Thanks for reading.",6.393437500000001,6.435112283564818,6.6913296296296325,77.86663333333334,65.63194444444444,9.736074074074077,32.3262962962963,9.439034500452443,2.746901185185186,3519,130,683,61,50,1138,335,864,0.10400000000000001,0.764,0.131,0.9872,2,0,4,0,1,0,73.0,0,8,4,19,38,38,2,2,35,0,85,15,11,5,11,143,150,57,1,21,26,1,6,5,1,8,3,6,2,3,70,44,1,5,30,5,3,15,20,14,0,2,45,14,92,24,108,86,17,110,0,1,0,0,34,54,0,13,45,495,162,19,0.0394392479543539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038539576648292065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026820041038400032,0.0,0.030170916735111988,0.0,0.039113136328658336,0.0275768391778744,0.040410170243931134,0.032455140624723385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060652694474815375,0.032930124663397904,0.07212539847332787,0.0,0.03355989517128589,0.044434526828059116,0.2069452875992922,0.034880809819136493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081907084163018,0.0,0.0,0.0402109417775525,0.0,0.04172149487804962,0.10192025976900976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259561211629506,0.0,0.0,0.07630515660894323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658928618642,0.0,0.06986293499715013,0.0,0.0,0.2083940105075565,0.03567505771427066,0.06645853480471901,0.03768589155222562,0.0,0.03857915229770325,0.0,0.0,0.05982500634759276,0.02817540661892478,0.0,0.0,0.07209351625611878,0.033547004162424274,0.0,0.0,0.03047066513624927,0.0,0.04121075852244038,0.0378337203810292,0.11207116745142544,0.033079770001666814,0.06308633886592682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743799835795929,0.0,0.07065963901865747,0.0,0.1214281398734322,0.0419220763130993,0.0,0.0,0.07930588968040933,0.08333946165748886,0.0,0.03917207214824581,0.0388397148035234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03913736801890401,0.03505541570581202,0.043633684450769684,0.0,0.06502433775081973,0.0,0.0,0.04176046900580762,0.0,0.08065860624825624,0.05571421437457903,0.09634012198567098,0.0,0.0,0.03490249335884753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03352983824993825,0.0,0.0,0.02632600426031061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039745485727871885,0.0,0.03982239756810757,0.0,0.0314800314447918,0.08383535804574871,0.05798477036896185,0.0,0.0,0.0380906714358245,0.0,0.037011062517234426,0.03864208925004743,0.07568604418920401,0.0,0.04138485633249266,0.0,0.026725055109629817,0.05999065053972745,0.0,0.0,0.0437926175329884,0.0,0.07529844963271254,0.082026626001358,0.06887366014206492,0.04120561989627045,0.08658490173999679,0.03728283720837766,0.0,0.0,0.04012389383515686,0.0425221798273998,0.15095213562214646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834976232489056,0.0,0.05053158427844005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357663158243995,0.03751575630149632,0.03136367294880472,0.0,0.039914624490764015,0.0,0.0,0.04114373699676336,0.0,0.0,0.09787366038535336,0.35465093712325146,0.0,0.0,0.03341674680652698,0.12144903961033282,0.07801284937162989,0.04414900914611125,0.0,0.0,0.06299246872420097,0.09891893178738537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151307335795303,0.0,0.02965340618670583,0.0,0.034471641067325635,0.03631036068629608,0.0,0.0,0.1310084193834335,0.1768975432148041,0.15499544348461405,0.2817932172210968,0.0919893705768572,0.0,0.0,0.03768589155222562,0.0,0.16065996300466967,0.0,0.0,0.04105764802026559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03254150997452503,0.023262290279157584,0.0,0.0,0.04802637901314307,0.0,0.07312115595720653,0.0355877868962022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098569560962012,0.0,0.0,0.08404953053840686,0.0862412527224383,0.0,0.02539758261606716
anxiety,emilynr88,2020/03/30,Is it normal or am I crazy Please no hate! I have ocd and depression. PTSD from my childhood. Anxiety that leads to seizure. And I'm epileptic. I had a seizure last night and one this morning. I refuse to go to the hospital because of the rona going around. My question is after y'all have had a bad anxiety attack do y'all hear weird sounds. Or see like black shadows. It like I'm hearing whispers. If I close my eyes they get louder but if my eyes are open I see shit!!,0.12107850911974438,2.4803370000000022,1.674639175257731,96.3460745440127,91.37113402061856,4.634099920697858,21.894528152260108,6.297961479604792,0.3455589214908801,367,14,80,4,13,118,67,97,0.23800000000000002,0.711,0.052000000000000005,-0.9390000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,1,8,3,0,4,0,9,3,3,1,0,15,19,8,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,2,9,13,2,7,17,0,10,0,1,5,0,7,3,1,5,6,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047943597936431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734154979313566,0.0,0.22663321990360225,0.0,0.0,0.16633429392989849,0.121438220596922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158161748352496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040804201504404,0.0,0.2264343508987952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668131059206034,0.0,0.0,0.44905441095783216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623849493643255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946505375416136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869476357689649,0.19518616151875612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499168974719614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186757360186976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328690004886833,0.0,0.2231638301225945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174934796269427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044889867565176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HeyBlenderhead,2020/03/30,"DAE sometimes feel like this isn't real/reality? I think it's my brain trying to override the anxiety. I will sometimes wake up and momentarily forget what's going on. Like I should be heading to work or nonchalantly going shopping then suddenly realize what's happening. Or I'll find myself with no anxiety and then be hit with doom when I remember the entire world is in turmoil and I'm literally in quarantine like in a dystopian movie. 

I felt like I had beat my anxiety issues almost 2 years ago when I got sober and began working out and eating right. I got a job and had structure to my life. Now suddenly I can't go to work or even leave my house. The gym is closed. I'm stress eating and quickly gaining weight back. I feel awful physically and mentally. I feel like I'm on the verge of a panic attack all the time. Like I am having a continuous, low-grade panic attack.

Meditation and occasional walks when it's nice out are my only hope to getting through this. It's only been 2 weeks and now we're looking at atleast 4 more weeks. I don't know how I'm gonna make it  through without losing my shit or succumbing to drinking.",3.043502202643176,5.059986334801767,4.95103744493392,79.7817103524229,75.51982378854626,7.888017621145375,27.64955947136564,8.697196308434329,2.2786671365638766,906,37,172,19,20,310,133,227,0.15,0.7240000000000001,0.126,-0.5562,1,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,9,17,3,4,9,1,15,9,4,2,1,36,38,20,0,2,5,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,15,4,0,9,3,1,4,5,9,0,0,7,6,20,8,21,25,2,35,1,2,1,0,0,13,1,6,24,101,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965305595523632,0.0,0.1090445470420006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499175642282556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477719615278182,0.0,0.0837350187274103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156499023689407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667753564316228,0.0,0.22285749470631314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192539640500241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518468207420456,0.15559197963531188,0.10455813182194933,0.0,0.09952982280676063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689415229656757,0.0,0.18566590757304846,0.0,0.1741896485266812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629719712970533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175966876523384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815922436180657,0.0,0.12565243848473925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366010446048933,0.10806340171301852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059846905801941734,0.0,0.0,0.11530612727250587,0.0,0.0,0.07691712337652956,0.3192092416083828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144599629668243,0.12182781189822085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268954755737426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974249439603326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564204739492394,0.0,0.255534172563134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24789709786137146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335899551126316,0.09299738473188048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178113557458458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540370002274173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474106742226833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977675681510173,0.0,0.0,0.0634986766430814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739338684918994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747011002141419,0.13260712589595075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497275623362434,0.0,0.2378347898620145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012605373600947
anxiety,FrostandDragon,2020/03/30,"Any tips for getting into therapy? I am beginning to feel like anxiety is ruining my future. It recently had a heavy hand in getting me fired from a job due to poor performance at a new job, because I couldn't get out of my own head.

Whenever my anxiety is low, I don't think I need therapy. When it is moderate to high, like it has been for the last two months, anything new becomes paralyzing. At this point, I feel like my really close friends' words, affirmations, and encouragement are only quick fixes and bandaids.

I currently have no income, but a substantial amount in savings and I still have health insurance. I am applying to more jobs now, but that won't bring much in. 

How do I go about getting therapy on a budget, and how do I do it during the COVID 19 pandemic?",5.178344370860927,6.031753357615898,6.553304635761588,74.97340066225165,68.40397350993378,11.338013245033116,33.64304635761589,11.20814326018867,4.0839584105960265,611,28,117,20,10,208,100,151,0.081,0.8220000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.5105,5,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,7,0,17,4,2,2,0,18,28,9,0,2,2,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,2,2,4,2,0,1,2,4,15,6,17,24,4,27,0,2,0,0,2,12,0,0,16,79,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570681106382783,0.0,0.21532869569107152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581555775298942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579270845393512,0.15543429918897558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232293856184028,0.20108681519637414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087339943667046,0.0,0.29411963047014983,0.0,0.07998476984892829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443800967169,0.14959813936737065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869764926150605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189828808790143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472042779976065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627274595621853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233589901881008,0.0,0.1034587802146916,0.10435560176641766,0.0,0.2718516865192893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703775301054373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304310204137246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016050315449227,0.0,0.13896200670523054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239371882390754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828392365961864,0.0,0.0,0.09017936422923624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748078418945747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reddituser1011123425,2020/03/30,"Can I double my medication? Hi i take a drug called fluxotine and it somewhat helps me with my depression, ocd and anxiety however not enough to where I am still depressed and suicidal throughout the day. Each pill is 20mg each. They said it was a small dose so can I just start taking 2 a day?",2.9906779661016927,4.812569423728816,4.412000000000003,84.44783050847458,75.10169491525423,8.787796610169492,27.0542372881356,9.3871,2.3838922033898307,232,9,48,6,5,77,47,59,0.223,0.7390000000000001,0.038,-0.9053,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,9,9,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,2,7,5,6,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345726883634454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582251086201968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261813868699673,0.0,0.4356210675730152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932677332566249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612990696766345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950430503330308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547562652473903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240552708959323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899417062751954,0.0,0.20195526479413656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27661648346962564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802779360627592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoStopImDone,2020/03/30,"Anxiety has turned me into an alcoholic So I've always been an anxious person, but in the past year it's escalated to the point where I'm either having an attack, or feeling like I'm on the verge of one, which feels almost as bad.

I see a therapist weekly and a psychiatrist monthly, and while the meds and therapy are helpful, I still have found that I can't go go sleep with them (I've started to twitch in my sleep which makes me up, which make me even more anxious). The only thing that I've found that helps is alcohol, which is always mixed with the benzos I'm taking. I haven't spent a night sober in the last year and a half. 

Problem is, this is the only way I've found to really deal with my anxiety and depression. I won't mince words, I have upward of 8 drinks a night, as it's the only way I can get to the point where I just don't care how I feel. The only time during the day that I feel okay is when I'm drunk. I know this is going to kill me, I know that I need to stop. But it's the only thing that I've found that makes living bearable. 

I come to you all for help. Has anyone been in a similar situation? Has anyone been able to fight off their vices and find a healthy way to cope with extreme anxiety? I appreciate any advice or honestly someone to talk to (quarantine is getting lonely). 

Thank you.",4.789239130434783,4.448217380434785,5.973007246376812,82.96320652173915,69.03623188405797,9.218840579710145,27.03260869565217,8.841846274778883,1.7339826086956531,1031,27,225,16,16,347,143,276,0.151,0.738,0.11199999999999999,-0.9069,0,3,3,0,1,1,29.0,0,2,2,0,8,12,3,0,23,1,22,7,2,4,1,39,53,16,1,2,6,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,18,12,4,1,11,2,1,4,4,7,0,2,8,5,25,5,28,44,3,35,0,2,1,0,11,13,0,3,16,140,43,0,0.09009837935264926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804309354395258,0.0,0.19257553372227854,0.09022051223774527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993813850417784,0.0,0.0,0.06126998756487759,0.0,0.2067750407840032,0.20357104636883586,0.0,0.12599776347007335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249991353799913,0.0,0.0,0.0752283833476424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186130249223637,0.0,0.0,0.07761177595658705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058106001029505916,0.09288747290602006,0.07760160211398827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882621109543366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950912982437152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222579101638334,0.06436630021204008,0.0,0.0,0.08234828645855434,0.0,0.0,0.3951528900236358,0.0,0.0,0.09414536907657636,0.0,0.15361495591223268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811731334632628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968050756822916,0.0,0.09903142603207082,0.07344220444291172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401751710677461,0.0,0.07955851964721933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042410352982474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007898823510583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191566681060574,0.0,0.0,0.06680680665757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910245118171824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105299361374021,0.3426193874307818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600909793622903,0.0,0.0786704295942357,0.0,0.0,0.17034418171620574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086211980988568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771932891416419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717967432675629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012743533664914,0.18032689464938653,0.0,0.0763400644452076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637720966396187,0.0,0.07195268213584692,0.07532627947718251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774276839153252,0.07241766445770739,0.0,0.08295048260889235,0.10303534894137524,0.10461116276040773,0.1197147195267094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253708955250342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980011643347544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454769938732396,0.07227148526623099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604080462340835
anxiety,itssocool12345,2020/03/30,"Quit reading/watching the news I have GAD and PTSD from a lifetime of trauma being a refuge and having an abusive dad. I don’t do anxiety well at all. And it effects my sleep the worst. Of course news is all the more anxiety inducing. Specially now with the coronavirus.

Anyone else just quit the news? Just stop following it and live your life without checking what’s going on around the world. I want to do it for my own sanity, even if it makes me ill informed",3.252774725274726,5.311361681318684,4.147348901098901,85.58827609890113,75.04395604395604,7.626923076923077,26.759615384615394,8.472884824447931,1.9594274725274718,367,14,71,7,8,118,67,91,0.201,0.764,0.035,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,6,4,0,0,9,0,7,3,1,3,2,21,11,5,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,10,10,5,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,53,12,0,0.0,0.2722877589302436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35160867178905136,0.0,0.0,0.1606887831848425,0.23546792447480686,0.0,0.2045799890063347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919771103067611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517876095021056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060655292447745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232189005064626,0.0,0.0,0.2029268038100616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534002342843687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268636073246581,0.0,0.0,0.488863321427848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299763779822459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921317943695844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554813497442106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662715919548866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215290360282382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sierraa3,2020/03/30,"Kinda scared..? Does anyone else have the tendency to hop on google as soon as they feel a weird symptom? I do! And I cause a panic attack every. time. Will I ever learn!? Prob not. 
So today I was watching tv — when suddenly I felt like someone sucked the air out of my right ear. While that happened my heart started beating really fast — and I experienced vertigo at the same time. So I googled it and it didn’t sound good(not enough blood flow in the brain, stroke, seizure.) But if I listened to google I probably would be dead with all it has diagnosed me with in the past lol. Aside from this, I’ve also experienced a migraine everyday as soon as I wake up, my head is pounding. 
Has anyone else experienced this, maybe!? I’m “healthy” as far as I know. So I’m just 🤔 GAD makes me overthink everything and I’m so tired of it!",0.883969221835077,3.39219362804878,2.421567944250872,91.61077235772358,88.32926829268294,5.806736353077817,22.443670150987224,7.2636822038024595,0.9548377468060396,641,24,134,11,21,208,112,164,0.146,0.8059999999999999,0.048,-0.9536,0,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,1,1,10,6,2,2,8,1,10,12,6,2,2,22,21,19,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,10,17,1,19,15,3,23,0,0,1,0,2,9,1,2,14,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063740092929044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284475414994035,0.3347593240927033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858434039364436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236164774914165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781375154693098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580501682036528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429557603496628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729294354248137,0.0,0.0,0.16879256936540624,0.0,0.0,0.14776673960178355,0.1376362315298605,0.0,0.14681571270484348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259875574173282,0.0,0.15684937881758512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701701057004506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445701437540498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765252321585705,0.0,0.0,0.193580116336552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897773309031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980850841323857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904278971166596,0.0,0.1641151524156099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916655143640359,0.0,0.0,0.15594377573836704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761276442544378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465137177270696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950691134855708,0.0,0.0,0.1635499403501806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384127746406858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562569280877395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979159819556147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190510825196577,0.1877560868633391,0.15484436287900508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604489605588696,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clevergirlbarkbark,2020/03/30,"Health anxiety I hate my anxiety. I have constant tension on my body, I'll meditate but hours later it's back. I have chest tightness and arm tingling, even the sensation my throat its closing. I got checked out a couple years ago, was told im fine. I still have this anxiety they missed something and im going to die leaving my family motherless... tonight I got a new sensation. Cold stomach, wtf! It's most likely caused by my gerd... but here my anxiety goes again...",1.2902051282051303,3.967535200000005,2.8433333333333337,87.00807692307693,91.44444444444444,6.76923076923077,26.92307692307693,7.882392219407189,2.3045384615384608,368,18,69,9,13,120,64,90,0.261,0.715,0.023,-0.965,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,1,3,0,4,7,5,1,0,9,10,4,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,2,13,2,4,6,1,14,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,11,38,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361761698900084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302878983052617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325494118219086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249425414628066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802408339126508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727283666468952,0.0,0.0,0.1917501871278156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798552568368879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446124468730715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633692891351226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848885993455854,0.0,0.2772033937740217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109522449890713,0.0,0.18420694617802852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066295096998926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37438168463096094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349683849314385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846643163991092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737163041877873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334127425833354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839546268220346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559301464423634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159779155661867
anxiety,emilycgordon,2020/03/30,"Does anyone else worry about catching “the thing” in their home? So here’s the thing: I live alone, and I am thankful for that in this time because I don’t have to worry about living with other people who could have come in contact with “the thing”. Because I know I am extremely careful, I haven’t come near anyone in 16, almost 17 days, and I have isolated that entire time except for 3 times I went down the street to my office to get some things. Each time I went out, I came back and disinfected everything that touched the outside air and showered. I notice I need to shower any time I leave my apartment now because I feel completely contaminated. Even after all the washing, Lysol, and Clorox, I still worry “the thing” will sneak into my home. I live on the 4th floor, and I found myself worrying about having my windows open- for fear the wind would carry the molecules in. I worry that it will travel through the water pipes (I live in an apartment building, but I don’t think anyone in my building has it... that we know of... yet) and that I will ingest it while showering or brushing my teeth. I’ve basically convinced myself that if I were to get it, that I would die. Although I am young (32) and haven’t been sick with a cold or flu in over 5 years, I have mild liver disease and have been a smoker on and off for 10 years (currently in the process of quitting again to give myself a fighting chance if I were to get this). I find it ironic that my 74 year old father is the one reassuring me that I’d be okay, when it should be the other way around. He seems so nonchalant about it all, and being that he’s my only remaining parent, I’ve had to beg him to stay in the house. Anyways, does anyone else worry about “the thing” sneaking into their house? Even though it doesn’t make logical sense?",7.117628801986343,5.935336430167602,7.097951582867785,79.59805710738672,64.58659217877096,9.63153320918684,31.34140285536934,8.344100000000001,2.1616233395406583,1414,41,283,15,18,453,186,358,0.11,0.845,0.045,-0.9623,5,1,1,0,2,0,44.0,1,0,2,1,19,7,1,1,20,1,31,7,2,1,2,48,50,22,1,7,6,2,2,0,0,6,4,0,6,0,30,24,2,0,8,1,0,7,5,2,0,1,9,4,43,5,46,31,4,55,0,0,0,0,13,26,0,7,20,206,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155137749842445,0.08434829412440904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538265923452239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277817076814668,0.1668918168338631,0.0,0.07249973882700089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262308668627392,0.0,0.14893699678099945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314678517082547,0.08303450702319518,0.0,0.0,0.1403083862499017,0.08538931821135518,0.0,0.0,0.06502399573962446,0.0,0.0,0.052522694754758785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452287952669013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253910110664836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606697727969425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758199860629288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319390161716446,0.0,0.0,0.09164374461282536,0.04117900659321692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443558043245478,0.0,0.0,0.08929583113813483,0.0,0.0,0.12764865233297165,0.07812560914566533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338388677100568,0.0,0.0,0.1879439132434499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951566565335806,0.0,0.0,0.08623423883323221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28765551017351865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436248665197215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038745484883652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927210956918324,0.08545860882354707,0.0,0.05518651586107925,0.06193953527778132,0.0,0.0,0.0904305705701468,0.0,0.0,0.05646092126265481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662250716154284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741408096223578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868052487763178,0.06503887195211118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497991258449244,0.0,0.0,0.32463461053670034,0.052184091639652166,0.08001534950227784,0.0,0.23744445229231675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464405928017672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099320904894187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962436115102042,0.0,0.1157066712902107,0.0,0.0,0.1573359632141176
anxiety,123abctyvklp,2020/03/30,"How are you all coping with the virus and the anxiety of going out to get groceries? I’m only asking (and I apologize if this has been asked already) because I need to pop out and get a few things, but I’m so scared I’ll get the virus. I was going to go out over the weekend but my local shop was closed due to one of the employees testing positive for it. They’ve since cleaned and reopened (and all who’d been in contact with the employee are quarantined) but now I’m even more scared to go. 

I have dust masks (they’re not the medical grade ones, I’ve checked) but no gloves, and a tiny amount of hand sanitizer. I don’t have many cleaning wipes due to the hoarders either, although I do have some 99% rubbing alcohol.

There are so many stories I’ve read that say the virus can stay in the air for hours, that it can live on surfaces for days etc. I’m not sure which to believe, especially with the masks, at first they were saying no one should wear one unless you’re sick, but now there’s a doctor recommending you do ... it’s so confusing. 

What have you guys been doing? Should I leave the groceries in my car for a few days, wipe them with the alcohol? Any tips to lesson the anxiety of going to the shops would be amazing!",5.0462533333333335,5.0731452520000015,5.541999999999998,85.01433333333334,68.47999999999999,8.906666666666666,29.46666666666667,8.648137234880735,1.9478666666666669,963,32,207,14,15,310,137,250,0.122,0.818,0.06,-0.9311,2,1,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,2,2,9,5,0,3,19,0,25,7,2,1,3,35,40,18,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,3,5,2,2,1,10,14,2,0,1,4,3,6,5,3,0,5,6,4,14,2,31,29,9,29,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,3,9,137,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806061696361198,0.0,0.0,0.14487558693486516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927788588672628,0.0,0.2008643952124196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24546636169198116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002974448867041,0.0,0.0,0.14791254830319958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693351389619004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343751342842738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641679626639856,0.08671210021142811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167043350777492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577202276111897,0.0,0.37305971622470857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999218478695218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292886771178786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390112110991414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592651999252135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662035274026475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225520925962306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734571032702698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558467963532002,0.099847693101736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131991558644135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880522967902454,0.2628771506027381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859980254677304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399316898418307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373398216002356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721951393861327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326066262037863,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rustyhindquarters,2020/03/30,"What just happened? Just got out of the shower and stepped out on my porch.  Standing there for a few minutes, nothing felt real. It came out of nowhere and I've never felt this before. I feel almost normal again but that was the strangest feeling. Any ideas on what happened?",2.030054945054946,4.866437500000004,1.8302197802197813,95.17192307692308,87.46153846153847,2.9714285714285715,24.736263736263727,3.1291,0.09648021978021948,218,9,40,0,7,64,41,52,0.0,0.958,0.042,0.2755,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,9,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,8,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271715988965314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483255303442845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625483729613425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27722797386164577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511790809605905,0.0,0.4654621159445352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386029801329024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286868592090824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736272144287673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869450233628097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374893541941253,0.23257838932686625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758912809946576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rainydase,2020/03/30,"Ugh just need to vent My work is sending everyone to work from home since we are a call center, which is great. However, since I was hired in February, they had to rush the last bit of our training to send us home. That means our practice and training was cut by three weeks. Our mentor can only be contacted over Skype instead of being right by us. It’s stressful because we have to put people on hold while we wait for a reply and ugh it’s just so scary. Not to mention all the phone functions are different since it’s now on our computers instead of a phone in front of us. I am so terrified for tomorrow morning and I just want to get this over with :(",4.1968588137009215,4.964893330827071,4.901152882205516,86.24457811194657,70.57894736842105,8.317126148705098,29.063492063492063,8.515128840125781,1.957273015873016,515,19,108,8,9,166,87,133,0.16,0.8029999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9567,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,10,0,1,2,8,5,1,1,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,17,17,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,4,0,1,3,0,15,1,23,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,0,5,76,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770295739033784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498023086273898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366004327205633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745464192297918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315089279842026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373776233826571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767052092569592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32154043533443605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064659306262094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458789971753916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188428608510693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121897364123454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111542001459504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112197079275173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687510203448944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977466858835932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359598369932412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5783780380397685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453512649028988,0.0,0.1285639966451168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333661405179627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,click_for_sour_belts,2020/03/30,"My friend is coming to me with Corona anxiety and it's wearing me out I don't know what makes him think I, a well known anxious hypochondriac, am equipped to handle his anxiety related to Corona.  

I've suggested therapy, medication, exercise, ASMR, self help books, etc.  He doesn't do any of that.  He just messages me the same thing every day.

Hey are you anxious?  I'm anxious.  
I think I have Corona.  I've been coughing for three weeks.    
I think I have a fever.  It says I don't but I feel it coming.  
Hey, what do I need to buy incase I have a fever?  
I feel nauseous.  I think I'm sick.  
Are you anxious?  Because I'm really anxious.  

I KNOW DUDE.  I AM TOO!!! Why do you think I'm popping benzos and sewing masks while watching Law and Order SVU for 12 hours straight?  This is how I cope.  This is what silences those worrying voices in my head.  

I don't wanna be a bad friend.  I wanna be there when my friends need me.  But yesterday he asked me ""Do you ever get anxiety?"" And I almost cussed him out.  

Sorry. I'm just not equipped to hold someone's hand right now 😭",-0.21866359447004413,2.0828491612903264,1.9307834101382504,93.68760368663601,94.25345622119816,5.0119815668202765,20.364055299539174,6.6834051587181325,0.4616672811059912,816,29,175,12,31,272,119,217,0.1,0.7759999999999999,0.124,0.8753,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,21,9,3,2,1,35,42,9,0,4,5,0,3,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,11,9,0,1,10,2,1,2,5,1,1,1,1,6,33,4,14,39,2,16,0,0,1,0,21,5,0,1,8,104,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133909974823497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561191006190086,0.0,0.2551764152106397,0.6280560948763356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394612439089806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283765154613513,0.0677794034037934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915578852422633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170730562410385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400443313468505,0.0,0.10057625383504913,0.09368100424054936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244036981972456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577115957999095,0.0,0.05809133853524046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411135399268822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745272262299251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949815544089432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221244978236495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421910591299277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201059353538403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488954730621294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712301222857246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495426755268828,0.0,0.0884214612058389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599372786028225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420955212107177,0.0,0.0,0.124466286390028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271536007593019,0.0,0.0738686179457308,0.3562251161515033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918861029968236,0.0,0.09997170528698128,0.0,0.1003302171777087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291719538484896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnleashedGeek,2020/03/30,"I'm so scared I read somewhere that with the way the numbers of COVID-19 cases are climbing in the U.S., it's likely that someone you know will eventually get it. People I know have been pretty good about social distancing, but I can't stop worrying that someone in my family, my friends, and/or my boyfriend will get it and die. I'm so scared and I don't know what to do.",6.533800000000002,5.827019680000002,6.511833333333333,81.77175000000003,65.53333333333333,9.633333333333333,33.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.534666666666667,296,11,61,4,4,94,50,75,0.142,0.7,0.158,-0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,15,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,3,6,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314228264688581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021005065282014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227736102915034,0.0,0.2330005168088536,0.0,0.0,0.18702891629886834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36763953987511466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089390198914498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545894562136068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268555186841416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304495860297294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464930007913365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273047346923901,0.3778682827083437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642512339821948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699480894181913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226451701274843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SwedishKiwiGuy,2020/03/30,"Lockdown day 5 I'm on the fifth day of lock down,and I'm not coping well. All this stress about money, I'm self employed and not sure if my business will survive this. Correction without any outside assistance it wont leaving me with no income and nothing really.

I wont have enough money to currently make it through the lock down, I've asked the bank to extend my over draft so hopefully that will help.

It's been almost 6 months of lower than expected income from my business which havent helped.

I work 6 days a week, sometimes upto 12 hours a day in my retail business and this being on lock down is not working for my anxiety. 

And on top of it all I have some deep personal things going on, and it's really messing with me.",4.4281081081081135,5.242714783783787,5.410378378378379,82.6332702702703,70.08108108108108,8.352432432432431,28.98918918918919,8.548686976883017,2.0978032432432427,580,21,114,9,10,191,92,148,0.087,0.8440000000000001,0.068,-0.183,6,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,4,21,17,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,2,1,0,1,0,10,3,21,11,4,19,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,4,8,73,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184486414446502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528725495638482,0.0,0.1409405500852035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722364185434405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475269648636444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903657321252228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047059466437272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469799158946431,0.0,0.0,0.18298858616138608,0.1814360106330621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508003436451668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297940942827025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470559541654574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678005602967367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086835597387025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360534599398452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921990298072805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221477989357532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110424857292473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364088335739258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239865865398684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477835455905561,0.0,0.16565089439561378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775975776638225,0.0,0.26825298346726834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AceLibertarian,2020/03/30,"Tips to calm down? New to the sub, and I was just diagnosed with anxiety. Any Tips for calming down?",0.03683333333333394,2.398530350000001,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,95.5,6.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.3406666666666671,77,3,17,2,3,25,17,20,0.07400000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919241452841084,0.0,0.4408908523635943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5849627916118753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566230798979381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idekinsertusername,2020/03/30,"Constant Fight/Flight Mode? Hi all, I have had mild general anxiety for a very long time but it was mostly managed with medication. Lately though with corona virus on the rise, being trapped in my house consistently, and dealing with relationship issues I literally feel nauseated 90% of the time (I know it’s not an allergy, it’s like that butterfly in the stomach feeling). 

To top it all off I have been struggling to sleep which has never been an issue. I am waking up in the middle of the night with this terrible feeling in my gut and having trouble falling and staying asleep. 

I also feel this excessive need to run...which probably sounds weird. Like mentally my mind feels like my body needs to run away even though I’m not in any kind of danger in my home. I feel like my body is in some kind of heightened/frantic state due to everything that is going on and I’m not sure how to wind down. I haven’t been actively worrying or overthinking much about things in the middle of the night, yet my body still seems to be responding to some sort of subconscious stress. 

Is there anything I can do to get rid of these anxious feelings so I can sleep better? I’ve tried meditation and breathing techniques and obviously I’m on medication already so I’m not sure what else to do. Any advice or tips would be greatly appreciated, thank you so much.",5.361666666666668,6.634346329457365,5.962015503875968,77.84713178294577,68.26356589147287,9.29922480620155,31.0,9.586721724236666,2.873316279069768,1075,43,200,23,18,349,153,258,0.146,0.741,0.113,-0.8559,0,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,12,17,1,2,10,0,22,12,10,1,6,42,40,16,0,3,7,0,7,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,12,10,0,0,9,0,0,4,6,6,0,0,5,8,18,11,38,31,7,35,0,0,0,0,5,18,0,7,15,132,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953990567263048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240898700269024,0.08146026339468312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854144685923672,0.0,0.07792535536331399,0.11507684440413693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382504213418993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570418099808406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009005342396978,0.0,0.3394424019333763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007833588984613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501687206865913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509394530093793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727992998588965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154841218777783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605369860125735,0.14554271536140867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321951319622319,0.0,0.057891416600347335,0.0,0.0,0.1123049500403797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217747025693197,0.0,0.0,0.117536888030576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263821271783145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215047444398152,0.05598155635533948,0.0,0.11490654843456335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906158788318476,0.0,0.0,0.09014605760681754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523366860128028,0.10265452411088116,0.0,0.10285317178654282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976289505326956,0.15106109895296707,0.0785634680256631,0.0,0.0,0.19118412770486987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982616149732884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936335719049817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273277212006784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038742774829636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085730165964174,0.08134838184802645,0.0,0.11668437995500085,0.106489924588318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201042614129984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378229321606407,0.0,0.0,0.06767363236370838,0.0,0.20016088870075507,0.0,0.11879493843001004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915868030412417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404811663785454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344740406039958,0.0,0.07236096042233561,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DillioTheChillio,2020/03/30,"Passing out Has anybody else experienced passing out due to an anxiety or panic attack?
(I've seen my doctor, and am seeing a cardiologist Tuesday to make sure there's not a heart condition that caused it.)",8.645263157894737,8.32763563157895,9.52,60.65000000000002,61.105263157894754,11.810526315789476,40.05263157894737,11.20814326018867,4.831800000000001,166,8,26,4,2,57,34,38,0.2,0.743,0.057,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,2,2,1,2,1,8,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24911842173670545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704695198015972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334528310582158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333126444649892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720355814084501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858922685621151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737134106800346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820756054019213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594978286668689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30691765276076005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JoannaOwl,2020/03/30,Foods for anxiety What are some good foods for anxiety? I understand food alone can’t cure you but what foods can help calm the mind and body?,1.24642857142857,3.911835071428573,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,91.14285714285714,7.085714285714286,17.714285714285715,8.07648339933343,0.8386142857142853,114,3,25,3,4,34,23,28,0.127,0.606,0.267,0.7657,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512858729152049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734828216420487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985482676185904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8645691417101607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992499098970874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981073624118407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804841024071901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608253652267806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aPBsandwich,2020/03/30,How do you guys cope with your anxiety? It feels like lately I’m just spiraling out of control and my usual ways just aren’t working for me anymore so I was wondering if anyone had any advice.,3.6684615384615378,5.141124564102566,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,72.58974358974359,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.350907692307692,154,6,29,3,3,52,37,39,0.045,0.89,0.065,0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,7,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28766166938585763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018636552524946,0.0,0.2251974990313924,0.0,0.291942752612388,0.2058351513999889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301686899440085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884578999590306,0.21030289402476948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914793821641737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320699303730805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381766863784914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32421453194020544,0.0,0.0,0.23366265648780474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192391571416829,0.2143098666353238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ben7ten,2020/03/30,"Chronic Hyper ventilation? Caffeine causes it. 

I love taking caffeine before working out. 

But it causes me to be hyper ventilate and not enjoy the workout since I feel really out of shape. 

Hyperventilating actually causes a high HR?",5.295384615384613,8.90061751282051,7.723794871794873,53.579538461538476,79.0,8.248205128205129,30.87692307692308,8.841846274778883,4.142236923076922,189,9,21,5,5,67,32,39,0.064,0.825,0.111,0.4464,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,9,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.24746427455155626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578380965889585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7815109279867717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822117705934186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679285265879061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288721154023377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245428819203858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097697385070356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066582072654556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846143136206146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PineapplePunches,2020/03/30,"How do I text/date a woman with serious anxiety? There is a girl in my life who I am very attracted to, but she has serious anxiety. Now before I begin let me just say that I understand how hard it can be to be with someone who has this mental illness. I have experience with other people in my life who have had serious mental illnesses. She is one of the most beautiful, intelligent, humble, and kind-hearted people I have ever met. I want to see if we can make things work, but I will take things very slowly/carefully. She is so amazing when she isn't sick, I just wish she never was.

Her problems are so severe that they caused her to drop out of school multiple times, become hospitalized as an inpatient, lose very unhealthy amounts of weight, and even have electroconvulsive therapy. Most of this happened when she was in high school and these days she's gotten much better, including gaining weight. It's still a struggle getting her out of the house, but she's much better than she used to be. We have known each other for years since she is my parents' friends' daughter, so we never saw each other often. However, there was clearly a connection growing for the past 5 years. 

Recently I managed to get her number and text her. I asked her to hang out a few times, and she has expressed interest, but it's very hard to even get her to reply. I can tell that she wants to, but she's in a bad spot right now. She said that she's going through a really bad phase  and that her mental illness is severe, mainly because of the virus. The last time I texted her I asked her what she meant by that, and she didn't reply. I told her it's fine not to reply and wished she would feel better. That was two weeks ago.

I know she likes me and she knows I like her, we made that very obvious the last time we spoke in person. I know that I can make her happy and be a positive person in her life, as she can in mine. I can see how talking to me would stress her out, simply because she's so anxious and has never been in a serious relationship before. What I need advice about is how to proceed from here. Should I keep waiting for her to text me? Should I text her again sometime soon? If I do, what should I say? Maybe just send her a meme or something simple like that? Or should I wait until I see her in person again (could take months)?",4.293363222698074,5.174987899357604,5.060020744111351,84.77780413543898,70.43468950749465,8.150133832976445,26.156919164882225,8.376592526197632,1.5577516595289076,1827,54,375,27,32,592,211,467,0.125,0.7190000000000001,0.156,0.9713,2,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,5,0,1,6,27,22,0,2,17,0,46,9,0,9,6,79,83,33,0,15,13,2,5,3,1,7,7,4,0,5,28,25,2,3,7,0,0,4,6,10,0,2,15,13,82,12,47,55,9,49,0,1,4,0,71,15,0,7,32,280,110,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482802853523482,0.0678789582819658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715905646769498,0.08650775122429326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317424100959975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278735534885944,0.09335859990246394,0.08457087327470805,0.13031906481140645,0.0,0.0,0.20317261834225006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866343435444721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061138763371616126,0.0,0.0,0.04938442446861183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115389374368312,0.06926630930591443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490486819153065,0.0,0.0,0.0387185301571172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916151651354192,0.0,0.12002154990508312,0.0,0.04351923526593272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771486104451448,0.08151532052820372,0.13719199702241178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907415312118091,0.0,0.08090550230906661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835706194478474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680632190303333,0.0,0.079740892098428,0.12625055654104375,0.12483739833610652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830294225902272,0.16226118132088815,0.11223176833756844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566763727228449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245694683920093,0.1022285748484752,0.0,0.07692969973920785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315082259984115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112129130887488,0.0,0.11258260803884572,0.05677925926608846,0.17717766721375594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051889080271921635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502727635790733,0.0,0.07309933097079384,0.10617467799559864,0.20058653939566146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327176174552756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049055790944778126,0.0,0.07560839737681734,0.08221270009511167,0.0,0.06539447847210472,0.07284018993430456,0.12179074180291692,0.0,0.15499561334701034,0.18306065374497987,0.0,0.0,0.17301550244858652,0.0,0.06334348297767013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488159707650375,0.05895103807491869,0.0757344556761497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115275071928286,0.0,0.08771619838182887,0.0800526287619405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514947061070364,0.061547940268491336,0.06692976845547494,0.0,0.08756998102155711,0.0,0.10174581660241476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786055749724591,0.0,0.0,0.07317052271176608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480247305813921,0.0797170888950648,0.0,0.06613605897086365,0.0,0.3159112331688392,0.09033162645707786,0.0,0.061423702236060175,0.18649500444882205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761145294232256,0.0,0.0,0.05574738146450728,0.0,0.0,0.10879311115940377,0.0,0.0,0.0986233478413302
anxiety,reesemadison22,2020/03/30,"random anxiety does anyone else (i’m sure one of you do) just get random anxiety. i don’t have social anxiety at all. but i’ll be laying in bed and my heart feels like it’s beating out of my chest and then i start over thinking. 

i especially have medical anxiety. my head will hurt and i think i’ll have corona. this whole covid thing makes it worse. anyone have any tips on this?

i just want to hear from people so i know i’m not alone ahah. i also have ADD and anxiety is always a buddy to that. let’s talk, thank you!",0.1421328671328652,2.3510597727272757,2.513636363636365,92.11199300699305,87.63636363636363,5.930069930069928,16.643356643356643,7.321109707123232,0.15686013986014036,405,9,90,7,13,138,75,110,0.184,0.7140000000000001,0.102,-0.8584,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,11,4,3,1,2,20,23,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,12,3,10,20,2,7,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273489898784654,0.0,0.1256534121741764,0.13074121801850033,0.0,0.0,0.106850903741042,0.0,0.6010038752787012,0.0,0.0,0.21973196717025129,0.1609939076793818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375018099725641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312584091536765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944750451601351,0.11225067315120883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209172360459767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125635883620434,0.0,0.17709214919814958,0.18619478016044985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820637405205655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635220758847288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067173349547526,0.0,0.07676370879487121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488266379149877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582876710564269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064724802957815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893121685290827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601699233113036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112144204728131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808916772571315,0.0,0.0,0.12629173273338873,0.0,0.14466028776536838,0.0,0.0,0.1043873720309594,0.2013596829646808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267684325522284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542529789900793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012457137454586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eco-robot,2020/03/30,"Tapering anti-anxiety meds Went from 80mg to 60mg of my Viibryd. Having weird dreams and feeling lethargic in the mornings, but otherwise doing OK—I was initially worried my body would freak out b/c I’ve been on the highest dose of SSRI’s for 10 years.

Waiting another 3 weeks to taper again.
This COVID-19 shutdown came at such a perfect time. I can just R&R at home if the withdrawal symptoms get bad.",3.708679927667269,5.915655708860762,4.793707052441231,80.79518987341773,74.18987341772151,7.552260397830018,34.070524412296564,8.418075326091056,3.0774144665461134,327,18,57,6,7,107,70,79,0.172,0.7170000000000001,0.111,-0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,6,3,1,0,1,10,11,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,1,3,1,11,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,31,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923021413301152,0.0,0.0,0.28288361759608305,0.20637787196599774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252516591150857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996602763393454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085518305623305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364068318812463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409468051739377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706072853460756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996602763393454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804005191352801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573085325001883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639800349956848,0.0,0.0,0.2500850188715041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739705839114193,0.0,0.19164110263920545,0.0,0.0,0.17372687410868967
anxiety,73malibu,2020/03/30,"I feel like I'm gonna crack In August of 2019 I kinda hit a lowpoint. I had a panic attack when I was leaving for school, I ended up coming home (it wasn't that far away, and I was living with my sister). I really won't get into specifics because it was very traumatic for me, but it was not good. I think deep down I knew I wasn't ready, I hadn't done well in High School, I had major untreated anxiety, and I had issues with being away from home. So I came home, and decided to work on myself. Fast forward to this year, I had just started at a local college, I had been prescribed anxiety meds that made me feel so much better. My grades had been on a major upswing and I had a better time concentrating in class. I literally had all As by the midterm, which is something I had never achieved, even in elementary school. To top it off, I got a really good job at a local YMCA, planning their youth sports programs. I was really living. I'm still living at home and I really haven't addressed my separation anxiety, but when the time comes I'll get there. 

Then all of this coronavirus stuff happened, and I started to feel my anxiety creep back in. I was getting distracted worrying about what's going to happen, if I'm going to be able to keep my job, what's going to happen with my mom and dad, how long this is going to last, etc. The worst part is that I really cannot handle having 5 online classes. I took 2 alongside my 3 in person classes, which went fine, but having 5 online is too much. I can't balance all of that. I've already seen my grades slip. I got a 58% on my last in person math quiz, which was the week before in person classes were suspended. Before that, I was getting As on these quizzes. I've been missing random assignments, forgetting they were even due. I've so far missed three, and my As have slipped down to Bs. I know I sound really dramatic, but this is how it would always begin in high school. By the time school would end, I would have Cs and Ds. The worst part is that our college hasn't said anything about going ""pass/fail"" for all of their classes, and I'm not expecting them to. If I get below a C in any of my major focused classes I will have to retake them.

I just want everything to go back to normal. I miss my job, I miss going to school. I didn't even talk to anyone at school really, I just like to be around people. I'm just really angry that all of this has derailed all of the progress I've made. I felt so stupid in high school because of how poorly I did. Now all I feel like I can do is try to distract myself from everything that's going on, but I can't because I have to worry about my classes. Just now I saw that I had missed a math assignment that was due the Friday we left for spring break/our last in person class, and I almost started crying.

I just have no idea what to do! I feel like giving up but I know I can't, it's not like high school, this is actually my money, I can't screw this up.",3.182924193070772,4.094859076547234,4.746409535090319,85.88774874148655,73.05537459283389,7.60136215575955,24.21513177376369,7.924219607001951,1.1616690553745932,2299,63,489,31,44,775,244,614,0.146,0.7859999999999999,0.068,-0.9934,3,1,1,0,0,0,76.0,2,0,5,7,30,24,3,3,18,0,64,1,0,5,8,73,121,32,0,8,17,3,6,5,0,6,0,2,5,4,31,20,0,1,12,1,2,14,17,13,1,1,42,10,78,11,77,69,17,87,0,5,2,1,17,44,1,5,36,334,109,33,0.05440545145385533,0.0,0.053091872538239535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054479200779856,0.0,0.06003776855658233,0.0,0.04526969393945386,0.0,0.0,0.036997572631047006,0.0,0.1664800857917208,0.0,0.0,0.03804155664628976,0.0,0.04477105090163129,0.04843238641946435,0.0,0.061894055254746436,0.10223142511768599,0.08366886783982913,0.0,0.0994951746993801,0.0,0.09259006407277624,0.0,0.0,0.0962344011976371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622253426855672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373095807920176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059761833738871985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567566600658234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963741631891766,0.0,0.06067645980264744,0.10780286272571517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779222336592824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754515477989446,0.11660179616807237,0.052237765309810585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212301441219985,0.052190666512990334,0.247358974682774,0.09126542286066604,0.08702601912044687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433168313164482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992938611023406,0.21829241503033694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141713243709144,0.0,0.05678515633777996,0.16196704700722542,0.04835806503168191,0.0,0.0,0.05979962658712872,0.13304311300130384,0.0,0.057607517562587786,0.059111682192816324,0.0,0.0,0.13289877727425822,0.0,0.1441230311634938,0.0481471124969476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295950726884212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060432191734155864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371900719629496,0.0,0.0,0.07998853358011968,0.0,0.0419608381509063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053305791053678345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383307497173285,0.0,0.11783160430396936,0.0,0.03771788975291359,0.1900189667736696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27882820266034736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051752043055638484,0.0,0.0,0.4955509929575765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188397453904722,0.0,0.0,0.115525375687082,0.0,0.04344826380943552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062281225524445774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043729041036735736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0348608164957844,0.0,0.0,0.0951727687793819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604464584014038,0.03693773026954067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044890195249240886,0.03208974486412546,0.0,0.04364077147004016,0.0,0.04891703468906829,0.05043439856261776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039607816624206184,0.11050275370969907,0.0,0.1159442152324767,0.0,0.0,0.035035326983489844
anxiety,tickee79,2020/03/30,"Question..! When I experience anxiety, it is nearly 100% a physical feeling. Generally I don't have certain thoughts that come into mind and plague me. I feel a major feeling in my chest and heart area and stomach...the best way I can explain it is the same feeling you get before a huge university exam. I do have obsessive tendencies, but when I'm experiencing anxiety, I don't tend to be ruminating at the same time. I'm wondering if there is a term for what I'm experiencing so I can do some research to learn some self help techniques. Thank you for your time!! 🤟",3.252545454545455,5.456472800000004,5.434545454545457,75.69181818181819,75.54545454545455,8.763636363636364,31.0,9.3871,3.1720181818181814,448,22,84,12,10,156,72,110,0.061,0.787,0.152,0.8562,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,1,6,0,12,2,2,0,1,23,26,8,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,6,12,3,8,24,7,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,5,5,56,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413584374522776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985093289194452,0.0,0.2341411122281047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219027452238632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824526019872934,0.0,0.0,0.4512462750509362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656623047744427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643874766525733,0.14954652532738574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527839523073945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499352560135635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327533149799479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541052988253905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712512343477005,0.2601955061394486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709503802816753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195424088674256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,akikoshines,2020/03/30,"Has anyone ever experienced anxiety in their throat? Sounds super weird but the only way I can describe it is, my throat feels like it’s closing up. I was just wondering if I was alone in this.",2.283947368421053,4.758882394736844,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,80.3157894736842,6.957894736842108,22.657894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.4520842105263156,153,5,29,3,4,51,32,38,0.13,0.727,0.14300000000000002,0.3612,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,1,7,7,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108665824014359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034781227402492,0.0,0.0,0.2773852534308821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588422466188188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058589069610028,0.28340602253572017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938099503006004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017119129591345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148858430951477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302094851463339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danieljaybaker24,2020/03/30,"My anxiety battle. Need some support. Hi all. My first post. 
I'm having a hell of a time.
Recently started back on Prozac and it has made things so much worse for me.. think I'm having side effects.

I'm a long time anxiety sufferer, specifically health anxiety. I'm convinced I have all sorts of diseases and cancers. 25 years old. 

I can't shake this feeling, like I'm unstable. Like something is off. Like I'm weak and there's a serious issue with my health. 

I almost called 9-1-1 the other day, which is something I would never normally do during a panic attack.. I'm usually pretty good at knowing the difference between my anxiety and an actual issue.

I thought I was going to pass out. I wound up calming down a bit, and my girlfriend came over to comfort me. I felt better. It's been really up and down since. Yesterday was OK today has been awful.

I'm afraid to do anything but lay in bed. I don't feel right when I stand up. It definitely is worse when I move my head around, or dart my eyes. And is a bit worse when I first get up.

I read something online about dizziness caused by anxiety that explained it as ""you feel a spinning sensation on the inside, as opposed to your surroundings."" When I read this, I felt so much better for a night. I felt like OK-this is definitely just anxiety and it's all going to be ok!

Fast forward to now, and I'm convinced I'm a dead man again. Having diarrhea, no appetite, etc. Just feel so off.

I know this whole coronavirus situation has anxiety heightened. I've been stuck at home. And I wonder if that has amplified my anxiety.

I also recently started Prozac but I feel SO much worse since I've been on it.

I don't have any family where I live. I'm horrified and just want to feel ok.

My symptoms are constantly changing. Yesterday it was anxiety about a lump in throat, before that my heart, before that a potential fever, and today it's diarrhea. When one thing gets better, it jumps to something else.

Don't know if anyone can relate.

Would love support and to chat.",1.9717297619047647,4.362041932500007,3.8182857142857145,84.65033333333336,80.925,7.30952380952381,25.023809523809533,8.344100000000001,1.9111309523809523,1583,62,307,35,42,532,196,400,0.152,0.7020000000000001,0.146,-0.3282,0,0,4,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,0,6,21,27,3,3,16,4,32,15,4,3,4,57,73,30,1,7,8,0,9,4,1,2,10,0,2,1,20,17,0,1,17,3,0,8,6,9,0,3,14,10,36,18,38,56,11,61,1,1,1,1,9,23,1,7,34,192,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.06889963921684314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070003560056204,0.0,0.0,0.056462255499210225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801336408585098,0.0,0.4861090581999794,0.0,0.0,0.049368187688024166,0.0,0.058101345968905996,0.06285282080243759,0.0,0.08032261573836719,0.0,0.05429036999678132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015816554753984,0.0,0.0,0.18733137123739105,0.1541632793747724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209491280540427,0.08075254189032546,0.0,0.07253009359281705,0.07469001710018505,0.0,0.0,0.07629819579427044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553395053407455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376649527232948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058980856196580514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874248900048905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655947670361,0.0,0.214198017601294,0.050439745946862784,0.20337368101385586,0.0,0.0,0.12011201045769335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377569446515862,0.0,0.08025213322630569,0.059219560428420186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246040975680952,0.15009819786433426,0.0,0.0836664684876673,0.0,0.0,0.07082189759143839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738514945868986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640687642503696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797483296466315,0.0,0.062344915051736914,0.0624826083876236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372316249120406,0.0668075221839066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504122688244658,0.15570691449576807,0.05235221450088391,0.054454410281940605,0.0,0.0,0.06625737884964022,0.06917725060689009,0.0,0.0,0.07408736518663969,0.0,0.04784331982773269,0.0,0.0,0.0828389662181602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761942927282848,0.07182998417083496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141246868833225,0.0,0.045230940368843335,0.0,0.13942651202930692,0.0,0.0,0.060295710236392276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680925925924035,0.07936222274560853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741864407809688,0.0,0.0,0.099948213347812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024190916445644,0.0,0.07338493058451193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381275635130637,0.04524040242947066,0.0,0.05605194975896423,0.0823399027468154,0.0,0.1338492945709938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776069225856158,0.0,0.0416442618803157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882721065520301,0.0,0.0,0.07656738180987921,0.0,0.0,0.28780736803609663,0.10031057758158003,0.0,0.0,0.045466872302685264
anxiety,sam_storer,2020/03/30,"Hi, I'm an English 26 year old male that has frequent panic attacks, and a phobia of posting online. I recently started therapy after struggling along for at least a year on my own, but I had to stop seeing my therapist after 2 sessions due to COVID-19, so I never got to discuss the online posting ""phobia"" (I'm assuming that I'm using the word phobia correctly, read on and decide for yourself :p). I have ways of handling the panic attacks effectively now, but she is currently setting up her office to conduct remote sessions, but being in lockdown and not being able to interact with the world is starting to get to me...

...Anyway, to keep the description brief, I have to work myself up to replying, but the main issue is that as soon as I post the anxiety really kicks in and I feel like I have to edit multiple times, and then if nobody interacts with it after a couple hours then I feel like I've been weird/offensive/stupid/something and remove it.

I was wondering if anyone has a similar issue, and has any methods to help rationalise the anxiety after posting about what people think? 
I know the standard advice like ""you shouldn't worry about what absolutely everyone thinks"", but I struggle applying that rationale, so any alternatives would be much appreciated, even if they only loosely apply to this situation.

I'll try not to delete this post :p",12.824567413263068,8.36264586166008,12.490329380764162,55.58206411945545,56.78656126482213,15.355116381203336,47.478700043917435,12.838901577100673,6.1155335090030745,1085,49,171,26,9,367,155,253,0.111,0.784,0.105,0.3525,1,1,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,2,8,9,2,4,14,0,17,0,0,3,2,39,33,21,0,5,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,2,10,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,3,20,3,36,24,4,38,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,5,24,127,30,5,0.1101372781023939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076248734807044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979425175564418,0.0,0.16850943257868908,0.0,0.0,0.07701054566846144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505941075503706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218648033757894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274463345722268,0.0,0.0,0.10524088905620023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137743412701016,0.15736418696563784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057542182059984626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808684253031505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382269591785125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846303346565424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299094075514302,0.0,0.0978950732796572,0.0,0.0,0.06052856770641859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142253249607974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096357196289777,0.0,0.08494465862038937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557054628411545,0.0,0.0,0.08376436297269821,0.0,0.2584447309018518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763553210596087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274053383322473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016708281400958,0.0,0.07055676057857886,0.0,0.1087472750658812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877651511261422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379891515814928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478905750379064,0.0,0.0,0.1559114646286676,0.0,0.0,0.09207969611445796,0.0,0.23027879287892045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595157606905127,0.12787786870684745,0.0,0.1411430413192776,0.0,0.0,0.0642219325620345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477598223071685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512324617639706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742184488936165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943917996030892,0.08018125018719409,0.11184975210368404,0.0,0.07823836237105733,0.0,0.0,0.1418495922108735
anxiety,MayraVarsh18,2020/03/30,"Feeling overwhelmed with worry So I am always worried about the future, and how I don't measure up in a lot of ways.  
And before this all hit, I've been without a job for awhile. I use to do taking care of an older lady for many years, and have been doing house/pet sitting for just as long. But I've never considered those ""real jobs"", at least when associated to myself. And after taking care of some health issues, I've been trying to find a job for awhile. Hasn't been going well, since technically I didn't/don't work for a company, so I'm not ""experienced"", despite all I did do for the older lady (lots of organizing her job documents, filing, organizing her home, cleaning her home, computer fixing, computer typing, etc etc.)  


But now with this happening, so many without jobs, once things finally do get better, what will be able to reopen?? I fear there will be an over abundance of people looking for jobs, and my chances will be even more slim. I'll be over looked just like back when I was first out of high school looking, but 10x worse.   


Looking ahead at the future, with my low self worth, is making my anxiety skyrocket lately. I've always been able to ""ignore"" it by playing games, watching movies and shows, reading, etc. But now it just seems impossible to NOT worry about what is going to happen. Especially the longer we all have to be isolated and things shut down.  


Just want to cry and yell at myself for letting anxiety control my whole life so far. I've gotten myself in a hole and see no way out without looking like a complete failure at life, as an adult.",7.313997524752472,6.699587947194723,7.567902227722772,74.53422957920793,63.91749174917491,9.951237623762378,32.46885313531353,9.188382445141503,2.7460694719471945,1240,41,227,18,16,405,169,303,0.11699999999999999,0.816,0.067,-0.9625,6,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,0,5,19,11,0,2,13,0,27,3,0,4,4,45,50,22,0,1,13,0,1,2,0,3,3,1,3,2,9,15,0,2,3,4,1,2,9,4,1,1,8,10,18,7,48,32,12,38,0,2,7,0,7,16,0,4,19,162,27,12,0.16220767208493625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349697773603532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408842516305366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062363843675628285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901339089235628,0.0,0.0,0.0717297521462362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538153226523794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850358290254741,0.0,0.09096484852078522,0.0,0.0,0.08908875554990449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27135664805457305,0.05356831879755517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126436375638036,0.04100853640068068,0.0,0.0,0.08884528806033724,0.07412743682293997,0.06898688150580952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237340689480327,0.0,0.09218635812313936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343970872564551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620958512678978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569065568845816,0.1627075207063673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846513333902106,0.4828982564696969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914886596903466,0.0,0.0,0.08293416730643306,0.1145720758443606,0.07924647515470347,0.0,0.0,0.07177434270870281,0.3405339787630308,0.0,0.0,0.13790316220536655,0.0,0.0,0.054137440339955566,0.16445311999327336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255227824884607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637293844236522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622718798653436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112578389233166,0.0923139213057093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820814120021331,0.0646292567767966,0.07383388628600909,0.08460898908168826,0.0,0.0,0.06708993127824588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195998241400538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776356971263104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055064180877217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004767409037822,0.0,0.0,0.04783714382578176,0.128752899955365,0.0,0.0,0.07292208878132159,0.0,0.0,0.09054953655645286,0.0,0.2345436112434025,0.0,0.059044558580942076,0.2470946471250424,0.08265173782183317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052228211317633735
anxiety,redditnme,2020/03/30,"Can never relax?? I'm pretty sure this issue is anxiety related, possibly with a sprinkle of ADHD symptoms (undiagnosed). So as the title explains I find it almost impossible to relax. Yes I do try many of the common relaxation techniques - yoga, deep breathing, mindfulness. But I get this overwhelming agitation feeling which leaves me feeling frustrated, ironically even more so sometimes when I'm trying to force myself to relax. I find that my coping mechanism at the moment is distraction by keeping busy and surrounding myself with others but this is only helpful for distraction and not relaxation as such. I find that I VERY rarely can sit to watch a film because of the length of time it takes and my brain wandering too much and the agitation and distraction kicking in. It's frustrating me so much I'm becoming annoyed at myself and watching others as they can just 'chill out'. Can anyone relate? Or have tips for what I'm experiencing? Any advice is very appreciated. I feel like nobody I know experiences this like I do.",6.051920289855072,8.438253250000002,7.150521739130436,65.64520289855074,68.13043478260869,10.124057971014494,32.91884057971014,10.355215969177356,4.210334492753624,834,38,122,24,15,280,115,184,0.153,0.7070000000000001,0.14,0.5135,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,8,15,3,4,7,1,11,3,2,0,2,27,23,16,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,9,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,6,17,8,20,23,3,12,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,2,7,90,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864613633655994,0.1533882104546887,0.0,0.0,0.15718169775059698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067442472641641,0.0,0.12008079299909327,0.0,0.0,0.10975631751467001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568679577633936,0.17335983804637356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522922576871294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367649025098423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535457222534343,0.0,0.0,0.2381046047246686,0.11213862673038964,0.0,0.0,0.4304002432938817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200978125582987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521295729848178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383476909421946,0.0,0.13952118703665076,0.0,0.0,0.08626601250813609,0.0,0.0,0.16620742015424286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337416953201918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591418460990108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849386086232128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078043232515055,0.0,0.12106410676340518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938193579909495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695887057976015,0.0,0.15969382144526945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524627406767064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479413480223657,0.16315080863257156,0.11802109167865953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152983867988748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131431838833729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25903159373220586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sidewinder1998,2020/03/30,Self -Isolation Does anyone feel isolated even though you are surrounded by people? Is there any way to deal with this,2.9507142857142874,5.722835380952383,2.7527380952380973,84.67767857142861,99.95238095238096,7.814285714285713,19.535714285714285,8.07648339933343,2.1285142857142865,97,3,16,3,4,29,21,21,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26397952928736224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714284073982481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002023233391329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397038471540384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563929372876724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962783103456071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911902794215786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049622560225789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813903952847496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081236722083621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melanieteresa,2020/03/30,"I’m really struggling As I’m sure many are, I’m really struggling with this whole pandemic situation we’re in. Probably the biggest trigger for my anxiety is losing the people I love. For as long as I can remember I’ve gotten extremely anxious when people are even 5 minutes late coming home, because I imagine they’ve died in an accident. I went to therapy and it helped, but with everything that’s going on I can feel myself spiralling again. 

My Mom (57) is a nurse, and recently found out that during this time she’ll be working in the ICU and ER. She’s obviously going to be at high risk, and she lives with my Dad (57) and my sister (25). To make it worse, my sister is a nurse too and my Dad is still working as well. Odds are at least one of them will get it and will likely spread it throughout the house. I’m so scared for them. No one has an underlying conditions, but you just never know with this virus. We’re very close, and I can’t even imagine losing them. I just called my Mom to chat, and broke down afterwards imagining what it’d be like to call knowing she’ll never answer. I’m trying to apply every coping technique I learned in therapy, I really am, but this is just pushing me to my limits. 

I live with my husband and our 2 kids. To make it worse, even my husband is still working. My kids and I obviously practice social distancing, but what good is it if he can come home sick? It’s also just really hard being home with the kids all the time. I’m a SAHM, but before my daughter was in school and I just had my 3 year old during the day. We were always out and about at different programs or going to the park. Now the days are sooo long and I’m going stir crazy. I’m losing my temper a lot and feel really badly about it. We’re in an apartment so we don’t even have a freaking backyard, and every time I suggest a walk there’s fighting about it and I just can’t. 

Sorry this was so long.. I needed to get it all out. I feel like I’m living my worst nightmare and I’m powerless to stop it.",3.11200915012407,4.255829762019232,4.790663771712161,84.61723945409432,73.49519230769229,7.7715880893300255,25.198200992555837,8.259297600419973,1.4888843982630275,1575,49,327,25,31,534,197,416,0.18899999999999997,0.772,0.04,-0.9962,2,0,0,0,2,0,47.0,3,1,3,7,27,20,2,4,18,0,33,2,0,3,7,71,63,34,1,2,13,9,4,3,0,4,1,0,4,3,21,32,0,2,12,1,0,9,6,13,2,2,7,4,44,7,43,47,6,49,0,4,0,1,32,19,0,3,24,215,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587793036111819,0.06854537976264066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301920617561926,0.0930640784341949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878247465170417,0.0502170726950399,0.0,0.07009790161828786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823499533247466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192329476863585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625443124185227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549571316710045,0.08606783408789345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764047193594704,0.0,0.13881461222270713,0.0,0.07403634203288145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495889477196845,0.058851104008170535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032360005663397,0.0,0.0,0.08607856734286562,0.0,0.18727004074740505,0.06909504488310897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379481370596609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055216466203631034,0.08703724124242977,0.24789658133492115,0.0,0.0,0.09505354637787998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054596480287784,0.0,0.09292635796096256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073769047926365,0.0,0.21822475576833464,0.21870672121122384,0.0,0.2764808795124882,0.0,0.07003512051885886,0.07434966994976812,0.0,0.10997636597034527,0.0835187090291614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296103712165555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061082496805105385,0.12707051167871322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644221243468482,0.0,0.111643393059286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422153992985733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881778572081296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638683766209296,0.0,0.08133867456011183,0.0,0.093318602825067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247509139274754,0.08337128010692987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259670796204518,0.0,0.08397434555315818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922158094914698,0.0,0.0,0.13157490071959976,0.06887198259736182,0.0,0.17223945869656562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764061245823807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841362691630245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410642112513086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055929486783850735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797075953492575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406802272860481,0.0763655483776553,0.0,0.09197247697937422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991724236348994,0.0,0.16790113662005496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530489513890576
anxiety,i_like_sunflowers,2020/03/30,Thunderstorms make my anxiety sky high and i’m stuck in the middle of one.,-0.08999999999999986,1.8011440000000007,2.0933333333333337,88.96000000000002,109.0,7.333333333333335,18.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.6543333333333332,60,2,12,2,3,20,15,15,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738599106657321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6544585668818806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134722897716473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41973972279231603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,freakydeekydutch,2020/03/30,"That lump in the throat feeling Anyone else experience that lump in the throat feeling that just won't go away? It seems like a constant annoyance in my life and I'm so beyond fucking sick of it. 

It doesn't matter if I've drank my body weight in water, if I do yoga or meditate, remind myself while I try to eat my favorite foods that there is literally nothing stuck in my fucking throat. It's like it never ends. I'm at my wit's end with this shit. I don't know what to do, I've brought it to my therapists attention and nothing has changed. I'm sick of sitting down to eat and then suddenly losing my appetite over the stupid thought that I'm probably going to choke on this food because there's just gottttta be something in my throat. I've never even choked on food, so I know this whole thought process is irrational, but I can't get over this hump. The feeling went away for maybe a week and came right back full force. 

I don't know what to do, I'm at a loss. My health anxiety is starting to affect my everyday life. I'm ready to tell my doctor's that I need to be put on something, anything, to at least see if it helps this feeling go away. I'm over it. I'd like to be able to at least get through a full fucking meal before I go into straight panic mode.",4.607061320754717,4.578723052830188,5.296544811320756,86.58859080188681,69.41509433962264,8.285377358490567,30.524764150943398,7.865858978985527,1.8059858490566039,999,37,219,11,16,324,131,265,0.105,0.792,0.102,-0.3963,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,6,1,8,0,15,27,6,1,2,30,49,13,0,4,7,0,5,3,0,1,8,0,0,0,21,7,9,0,11,1,0,8,7,9,0,0,7,6,20,3,39,38,5,47,0,2,1,4,2,26,4,5,15,129,41,1,0.10193677400788728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798135310281372,0.0,0.0,0.07127656253436508,0.10444627130171004,0.08388527943244926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873188642014477,0.0783830870305191,0.0,0.062139711292278764,0.0,0.08674068668254352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322877592203905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658851319857062,0.0,0.0,0.10783559056646427,0.0,0.0,0.11015743900011088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043366076280308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861353670719648,0.0851550944424433,0.0,0.18057145066697505,0.0,0.0,0.06732827784359713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997137251130748,0.0,0.0,0.2061691831829756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697870552711012,0.0,0.0,0.28271671494899675,0.1065155142678592,0.0,0.23173207121024486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835402399193177,0.0,0.0,0.06832607088251093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168065355353362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400191622065342,0.1494034762647368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404117569785713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240919072459022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558482629067498,0.1572398486353288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956221678211321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196008407933348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109905083393201,0.0,0.0,0.10247461300383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705344802966522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123041108566467,0.09279941057929664,0.0,0.0,0.1046366336482922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569518176229162,0.0,0.0,0.07215137330847908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909723352808152,0.0,0.0,0.1183564513993274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185282422822514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920837824577307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817675313777053,0.12413152881479955,0.0,0.09449641076614884,0.0,0.11380876780773745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MonicaYouGotAidsYo,2020/03/30,"Does anyone else feel anxious because they fear they are not doing enough or are just lazy? I feel this mostly in my love life. As I grew up I was bullied and I was really fat which screwed me up emotionally and left me as a 27yo with zero relationship experience. I'm fairly confident with my image right now, I dress well, I cut my hair often and take care of my skin. Even just before the quarentine I managed to ask a girl out, got rejected and I was ok with it. The problem is that when I feel like I'm falling for someone I feel extremely anxious because I always feel like I'm not doing enough to ""get"" them (I'm sorry, I can't find the right word in English). I've never really liked the idea of dating someone from work, but I think I would allow it if things escalated to it, which means that I'm OK with the possibility but I wouldn't go to work looking for it. In case it happens I would let it happen. Sometimes I think if I'm not being to strict with this rule and there's when I wonder if I should be more proactive in dating. This is an example where I think I'm right in setting this rule but the anxiety triggers anyway.
Another situation is when I reply to someone on Instagram. The conversation usually stakes after a bit and I'm always left with the dilemma of should I push it or let it go and talk again some other time. I'm always questioning if I am doing enough.
This also happens with friendships, I keep questioning if I'm doing enough to maintain the friendship. At work most of the times I have to idea if I'm doing as expected or not because I always feel like I could do more.
Does anyone relate to any of this? What strategies helped you cope with it?",4.321449275362319,5.0754953859649135,5.666440376303079,80.92133867276891,70.28654970760235,8.403966437833715,28.027459954233407,8.587818076936951,1.9721562166285271,1330,45,265,21,23,448,165,342,0.087,0.8079999999999999,0.105,0.9212,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,3,3,15,14,2,1,14,2,27,6,3,2,1,67,62,26,0,14,18,0,8,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,22,16,1,1,16,0,0,5,7,5,1,1,4,9,37,9,39,48,10,34,0,1,1,2,13,16,1,16,16,187,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652541717260807,0.27687633530490385,0.0,0.0,0.05657069572284856,0.08722987605194857,0.06363859577461854,0.1879575332036599,0.0,0.11633397397832825,0.08523594135090527,0.0,0.0,0.07776955468619771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213190632639104,0.0,0.0707868647742668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081975544926214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848157148145365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641885255262643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559676672741284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949290333840824,0.09357530830393304,0.0,0.34382178496487104,0.0,0.05494489243140978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137383096297457,0.0,0.09360963274517088,0.2523741276802349,0.1782885811872508,0.0,0.0,0.07603232906832329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346229891190055,0.0,0.09455532009248878,0.0,0.0665330465964448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068863303629693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575916591274378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781826288533293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394132068970773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076802066681452,0.17013074159603747,0.058758147765494415,0.16256582811190606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985697237610025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508042197047085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906161243391276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641597174761311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378197588721313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959968555573886,0.0,0.0,0.18637920709953545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658473171298484,0.0,0.0,0.08931278463027535,0.0,0.2131263040271637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350680253945756,0.0,0.0,0.21145477886475486,0.0,0.08227506359807882,0.09312216037604208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254702653632645,0.06686336694059837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526641379452323,0.1599105429672025,0.0,0.0,0.09701518885054976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161983428387772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479600655576843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902138423568259,0.1816855742001371,0.0,0.0,0.11818874328414353,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MAS2004,2020/03/30,"[Discussion] Always having chest pains?! My therapist went on medical leave two months ago and I don't get to see her until after summer. The issue is that without my therapist I don't have anywhere to go. Lots of people told me to get a new one in the meantime but I don't know if I can bring myself to do it. I spilled so much on my therapist and I really don't want to do it again, the only reason that I'll disclose out of many is that I like when people know things once and that's that because I always have old feelings there. 

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Ever since she left I've had non-stop headaches and chest pains 24/7. Don't get me wrong, this isn't visible. I still talk and act like normal but I don't know how long to keep it up. I had headaches and chest pains since before therapy which is how my doctor sent em to therapy where I was told it was 'anxiety related' that's why I'm on this sub-reddit but to be honest I don't really know what exactly that means, I just know she was referring to overthinking, headaches, chest pains, my mind always being blank. I've never been on medication but I was offered twice and said yes but my parents said I should face the problem and not hide behind medicine. I have no idea what to do. A couple of days ago I had one of those breathing dreams where you're going by your day to day life but you're slowly feeling like you're suffocating because your breathing isn't working for shit. That was about four days ago and I still haven't recovered and honestly I feel like it made my state even worse than it already was. I have no idea who to go to. If you have been through or are going through this situation I'd help a lot if you shared your experience if you're comfortable. If you have any solution or tips to deal with it please let me know. 

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Thanks everyone.",3.054747747747747,4.6680802945945965,4.04972972972973,87.99504504504505,74.43243243243242,7.527927927927928,24.76576576576577,8.238735603445708,1.3768900900900904,1439,46,303,24,30,465,184,370,0.085,0.768,0.147,0.9774,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,6,0,1,14,16,1,0,7,1,40,16,8,4,3,56,70,28,0,9,16,1,3,4,0,1,8,2,0,0,24,12,0,1,14,1,0,8,15,7,0,5,18,6,41,9,36,48,3,39,0,0,1,0,22,10,1,9,24,196,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172993425484295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371090478049613,0.0,0.18935915490778268,0.16438366384457992,0.18435091950234628,0.051585865932179314,0.0,0.05803096511001014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248435105233432,0.0,0.06454935137963616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393514884736544,0.0,0.19568787251926406,0.07820600125036868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764361345431188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010332325610642,0.068617670708863,0.0,0.072485323432739,0.0,0.07420342777839277,0.0,0.0,0.1150678610976056,0.10838557229256188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889761807550428,0.0,0.17244681201597262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084584554796607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126831489371902,0.0,0.079175774340406,0.0,0.06742584667218357,0.0,0.0,0.25013658739298017,0.0,0.0,0.08032239593944464,0.08241965879851616,0.07756968086368009,0.053580566657760516,0.14824104436013494,0.0,0.0,0.06713171469538126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289830793482005,0.0,0.07177842978213007,0.0,0.07690784419273475,0.0,0.08263131965626366,0.0,0.15283738914596307,0.0,0.0,0.07659469495610025,0.0,0.06054892605595711,0.0,0.0557641687810764,0.0,0.05850616722455153,0.07326388006423254,0.0,0.0,0.07432448117951017,0.0,0.0,0.07959993973662563,0.08078601965673626,0.10280633858401517,0.057693231182900824,0.32287194404784525,0.0,0.08423104549472799,0.0,0.0,0.10518041404725843,0.0,0.0,0.08326902122400423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258561442198239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719282413460968,0.0779943930153238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431616805823885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044879915547272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786688220794492,0.12550061639109467,0.08526728048704174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211601817346616,0.06342046911899958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097157969684833,0.0,0.06983961715906774,0.17349987842373787,0.2642300560998276,0.0503965131792631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144970646865478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410199151571835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474286172410899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032088695564973,0.06844981336985947,0.0,0.0,0.07312415643901747,0.0,0.05522533974372311,0.0,0.07730551995511317,0.0,0.08293853268891742,0.18435091950234628,0.0
anxiety,pyrokid_suicidal,2020/03/30,"I’m an anxious mess I’m a complete wreck and don’t know what to do. 

Don’t know how things got so bad. HELP PLEASE!",-2.529444444444444,-0.8023736666666643,-0.2834259259259237,109.11708333333335,100.48148148148148,2.7,14.157407407407408,3.1291,-1.8134370370370367,89,2,25,0,4,29,21,27,0.34600000000000003,0.455,0.19899999999999998,-0.634,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42650198272803397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31522218142025443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958335255611628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019456129973069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530507228063957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149617571698921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144150968683865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081447558786274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShylyFrustrating,2020/03/30,"Anyone get awake in the middle of the night? I take 60mg fluoxetine for anxiety and ocd symptoms. I take before work after breakfast. But I have been noticing that I am not able to sleep properly nowadays since every time I got woken in the middle of night that it gets hard to sleep after. Usually i go to bed by 1030 and wake up at 6:15. So I wake up at 3 or 4 ish. Does anyone know why? I spoke to my psychiatrist about this but I did not get an answer. 

Anyone?????? Recovery tips?",-0.19610389610389944,2.1091217777777764,2.4244227994228,90.27568181818182,93.84848484848484,5.252813852813854,17.172438672438673,6.868970318607317,0.21380750360750367,372,10,78,6,14,128,69,99,0.04,0.96,0.0,-0.3632,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,4,6,4,0,0,9,14,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,10,0,17,9,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,6,47,14,1,0.18745956149281726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340605144262186,0.0,0.0,0.3932282521430472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951427978128213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404712553005674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794276562228948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938196513157731,0.0,0.10653758880365788,0.0,0.14992853608265072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792694628722016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302287250538923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518361992041017,0.0,0.0,0.21342395323318025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506848642051588,0.0,0.3751898850924389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484226137517746,0.28189252122463976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930917781632184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646022289697533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915309677768375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647279339937282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Adobeeditingsoftware,2020/03/30,"Going to the barbers (explaining my past anxiety) This is before the corona virus because there's no barbers open.

- Get in a shower. Usually I wear hair wax but on haircut day, I don't just incase I get yelled at for wearing too much product. 

- Put on jacket. Check wallet to make sure I have enough money. 

- I have a debit card but I had anxiety about using it wrong and been made fun of by staff members. 

- Walk down to the barbers. Check to make sure I still had my wallet and enough in my wallet several times before getting hair cut. 

- During the cut, having anxiety attacks that I didn't bring enough money for a cut. 

- Pay for cut when the barber is finished. Pull out my wallet look inside. I used to bring out like 40 to 50 euro for a 12 euro haircut. 

- In a couple of weeks do it again. 

Note: I'm a lot better than I was after nearly a year and a half in therapy. That helped a lot. Also pushing myself to go out more and just practicing cbt.",1.6472058418297062,3.7902567958115183,3.5902121796638227,87.22739046569305,80.51832460732984,5.696445301736016,21.04739597685313,6.8360192770164,0.5940722513089011,732,21,143,8,19,247,115,191,0.132,0.779,0.08900000000000001,-0.6652,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,10,11,5,0,14,0,12,4,4,5,2,22,27,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,8,8,3,6,0,1,6,4,15,5,29,21,7,32,0,0,1,0,2,13,0,2,12,98,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139665733866839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327063234045823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212765856094924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687382358844588,0.0,0.24253395955948945,0.0,0.0,0.12604003789193816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576865108716558,0.0,0.0919082716275801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44175811689919503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336947992277809,0.0,0.16198539271782425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552260390170908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962402930751979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967395481663325,0.0,0.0,0.2423167412365655,0.0,0.13484803808202814,0.19025536343439275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476251400633638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360435651311125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432636436065187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099768262900166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381004606936004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26863122472139184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629745752583748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309973172413039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461687439988365,0.15695652896843024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431430800760947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581419722401146,0.0,0.09177287717490216
anxiety,BionicWerewolf,2020/03/30,"so tired of people telling me to tell them how I am feeling and then dismissing me.  

“TALK TO US YOU WILL FEEL BETTER” They say 

But how the fuck do I tell them that I want to die every moment of everyday

How the FUCK do I tell them that there perfect daughter is not so perfect

Instead she is tainted; by those who promised to love and protect her 

Instead they destroyed her

How the fuck do I tell them that I wish that god had taken my life instead of my Father 

At Least than my sister wouldn’t cry wishing for her father that I killed by being born

How The Fuck do I tell them that I am a failure and that they they are better off without me 

How do I tell them that I hear them through the paper thin walls when they scream and cry about the unfairness of it all but don't hear mine.

How the fuck do I tell them that sometimes I feel so suffocated like someone is squeezing the air out of my lungs and the only thing that I can do is close my eyes and wish I was dead.

They say I shouldn't feel this way, I'm only 18,  I haven't truly lived. How do I tell them that 18 years is enough for me to know that this life is not something I want or desire.

YES I do want to die not because I am ungrateful  but because the world is too precious for me.

So Please tell me How to say this

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sorry for the swearing.",5.4101075268817205,4.505131444444448,5.5786953405017945,88.19470967741938,67.8888888888889,8.156845878136199,29.711111111111112,6.42735559955562,1.2685042293906807,1039,31,235,5,15,329,126,279,0.158,0.6759999999999999,0.166,-0.1603,0,0,1,0,0,2,18.0,1,1,15,4,20,16,7,0,12,1,29,11,2,9,3,42,50,25,4,9,8,4,6,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,19,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,13,54,8,25,43,3,15,0,0,1,6,43,8,5,1,7,175,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223286958436064,0.1819388738631478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127428670195256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242440679224088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447185794680175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539655771636826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735578518601176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307717691640365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141641909501866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460584484951215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687570883741213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282727392961721,0.0,0.04114396711907048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575903808864057,0.036575364994092995,0.0,0.06610736101784613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756878415038495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138767470135632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051902117266017365,0.0,0.0,0.08217953015953937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860748388327424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343305811599982,0.057634904082209164,0.0740436170617718,0.08380548469134899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017382814063245,0.6543550225991651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049737125690592056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604655748396528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005364197122268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247233966840058,0.059424527093756986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258273925504704,0.07216740068680895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819388738631478,0.04821074724653402
anxiety,ksunk8,2020/03/31,"Day 1 again... extremely anxious Hi! This is my first post here so bare with me I guess haha. Also I could’ve picked a million different flares like health, sleep, etc so don’t take mine tooo much to heart. Two weeks ago I posted in r/leaves about how I am 19 years old, have been smoking weed for a year and daily for about the past 10 months. I did quit. Throw everything out, and went to a partial program at my local psych hospital to help with my anxiety. This was two weeks ago. Of course, the last day of the partial program was my birthday and my gf came to surprise me. We smoked that night and I thought I’d be able to control it afterwards, felt good about it. Of course I got back into smoking everyday and then right back to morning afternoon and night. All was well and I was back to smoking everyday until last night I woke up in the middle of the night drenched in sweat and puking and shaking. The only time this has ever happened to me is with weed withdrawals but I was smoking last night so idk how I would’ve withdrew. I decided today though that I’m gonna try and quit again. The only issue is that there is so much anxiety for me revolving around going to bed tonight because I’m so scared of that happening again. I literally felt like I was dying.  I don’t really know where I’m going with this but thanks for listening to my ted talk and here goes night 1 again :/",1.939,4.1718869000000005,3.0178571428571423,91.23714285714287,80.0,6.285714285714287,23.214285714285715,7.447530270364453,0.9538928571428572,1092,37,228,16,28,349,154,280,0.07,0.8640000000000001,0.065,-0.3291,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,4,26,9,0,2,10,1,18,4,3,4,2,34,38,24,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,10,20,0,1,5,0,0,6,2,2,1,4,15,3,27,7,35,21,4,58,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,1,40,144,37,3,0.09351466229289293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579021154159407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478364164970955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307692138635306,0.10564495050061498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324787570040748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572100896285806,0.0,0.05700567016203292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069558610727786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488464547461276,0.07466384848354919,0.0,0.0,0.12061844180785385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705345539890256,0.09770291851479514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429356794117332,0.0,0.0845893658593759,0.0,0.0,0.08404494860861861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957748171708882,0.0,0.0,0.07954352397434733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629307525457854,0.07843566195817737,0.07479221816260412,0.0,0.1030169434518706,0.0,0.16538941405738056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940171307459177,0.0,0.11081532507262212,0.06268090693044584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760501156176547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139321277647597,0.2286807930132612,0.0,0.09901852491687292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137308077652184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746425112602678,0.0,0.13748807344045216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265430542295477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812790721699607,0.0,0.0,0.1422442292116336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927032656316372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912239327271712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892870859159972,0.0,0.0,0.059907887244608486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986101064269663,0.0,0.0,0.09362449071992347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358219746361958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070311388000938,0.07516354327857742,0.0,0.08609573694818032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187768090289324,0.07424019617141467,0.05452915160797914,0.0,0.08864096547120426,0.0,0.0,0.06349031723322439,0.0,0.1827004736965468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002364274776828,0.0,0.08408091206076719,0.08668902882882243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643013302613457,0.0,0.0,0.12044075303597035
anxiety,bridget_98,2020/03/31,"Desperately need help with academic/general burnout I have generalized anxiety disorder, and I'm in my last semester of college - completely online now in light of the situation with COVID-19. I was having some pretty serious struggles wirh burnout before I was confined to my appartment, but everything has gotten so much worse now that I'm home all the time. 

I have absolutely no motivation to do any work for my classes and I have no idea how I'm going to finish this semester, even thought I would rather die than graduate late. Be that as it may, even my impending graduation isn't enough to motivate me. Everything I turn in is either late or garbage. I've spoken to my professors, who have been understanding of how the quarantine has negatively impacted my mental health, but I'm at a loss for what else to do :/ 

Should I just accept that I'm going to be spending an extra semester here?

Edit: not even 2 minutes after posting and my long-distance boyfriend texted me that he's getting a cold/getting sick, so now I'm convinced that he's going to die of coronavirus",7.952333785617371,7.8545750248756265,8.561239258254183,66.22848032564453,62.43283582089552,12.682225237449119,40.163274536408856,12.079253325248375,5.227165174129354,864,44,147,27,11,290,125,201,0.198,0.7340000000000001,0.068,-0.9801,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,6,13,5,0,1,6,0,19,2,0,4,1,28,34,11,2,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,6,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,5,1,17,2,23,24,6,17,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,9,103,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306345636669136,0.0,0.11594012686334774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896321771858468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890385895684453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145829480378602,0.0,0.1736966083600665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660581100331025,0.0,0.0,0.1565981338918409,0.0,0.30030444833595943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724179947259113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158363785004453,0.0,0.25839875174068416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610972211679347,0.0,0.0,0.10158496885464503,0.0,0.15202328958183695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108857416731416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353858281855815,0.341924133443339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412252413141387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527330673440255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141129206882502,0.11237704913290048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514900655449894,0.15418720559079874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035559029941058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843951315813234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031874433796187,0.08837367611661291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484969437287478,0.0,0.1577754153767712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033476496247817,0.0,0.15444878047163185,0.10766122133424287,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adriancan8,2020/03/31,"What happened to me? Was this a panic attack? Hi, I'm an 18 year old guy with adhd. As far as I know, I don't have any other mental health problems.

I was hanging with my gf today and she brought up a sensitive topic that has to do with something that happened 6 months ago.

Needless to say, I started to get emotional. I started crying and hugging her for comfort. 

This sounds pretty normal so far (atleast for crying it does) but what happened next is what shocks me.

When I started to talk about how I felt on the situation, my thoughts went everywhere. I found it hard to talk, to breath, and to move. 

Then out of no where, my breathing went out of control. I was breathing fast, I couldnt calm down for what felt like forever.

 There was this static feeling that started in the back of my head and went down to the rest of my body. 
I asked my girlfriend to check my heartrate, it was 43 bpm (it's normally around 60-70). 

My vision was blurry, I wasnt even crying as much anymore, so I'm sure it wasnt my tears.

Then when it was all over, I felt really cold, and couldnt eat my dinner, despite being hungry before it all happened. 

Has anyone reading this experienced this before? What happened to me? Was it a panic attack?",3.015938775510204,4.655328257142863,4.069948979591839,87.70165816326531,74.59183673469387,6.206122448979593,26.127551020408163,6.742157984588678,1.055689795918367,953,34,191,8,20,309,135,245,0.145,0.7759999999999999,0.078,-0.958,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,2,2,7,0,19,9,5,2,3,29,43,16,0,5,1,0,5,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,22,11,2,1,7,1,1,6,6,6,0,0,19,9,28,5,34,21,4,34,0,0,0,1,10,12,0,0,17,132,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159864648166251,0.0,0.0855504391073243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563022238416585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571215165989844,0.06748215207072047,0.0,0.0,0.08591450912209066,0.0902239773358703,0.21958849306876288,0.0,0.07421036047039675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424608598676335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720103781475997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824435764373212,0.0,0.0,0.3180356568914223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844566966751674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875399365182967,0.0,0.10856094688567786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374405446265416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879843975760593,0.0,0.2779946826504314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105818415666137,0.0,0.0,0.050422578447502434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955602376897199,0.4267181055125861,0.0,0.08645415224644304,0.0,0.09904727354417166,0.10258579348537837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303946329859897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714999221205104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725954793850436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703349377520083,0.10257503305682657,0.07094607664397481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026396564711862,0.0,0.1891189433482455,0.0,0.0,0.10127118450525233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264677711501746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818553489719416,0.0,0.09234719492097064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653628306502528,0.0,0.061826883651481576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674875767218797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848147025029847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429824088036716,0.0,0.0,0.2732415690426493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095968934506468,0.0,0.0,0.15514243145124212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766182915483522,0.0,0.0,0.0914803527716855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268397672448809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214938272190465
anxiety,Jreddit556,2020/03/31,"My anxiety is skyrocketing right now about hanging with 3 other friends So... recently I’ve had these anxiety/panic attacks where I’ll shut down around a group of people (just 4 of us total) 

And the last 2 times I’ve gone I’ve completely looked like a weirdo. I say that, because they way I acted was a complete 180 for me. I mean I didn’t even know who that person was. 

Figured out that the last 2 years of my toxic job I think that overtime it’s really beaten me down to the point where I don’t think there’s any good in me. I had quit, before this corona lockdown and depression kicked in, stopped taking care of myself. And now I have anxiety whenever I’m about to speak to someone. 

Today I had a family thing going on and it was the first time I was able to speak to a group of people and be ok. I feel really good about it. 

I was invited to my friends house tonight, I think there might be 2-3 other people there. And I feel my heart beating out my chest. I’m terrified. The fact that I made myself look like a moron in front of these people is weighing on me ever worse. I’d like to make up for it and go and be able to be myself, however I’m not sure if I should go. 

Anxiety is saying no. 

My mind KNOWS I should go. 

However I think the “weak” side of my mind is telling itself... don’t go. Don’t bite more than you can chew. Save it for another day. 

Someone help me sort my thoughts!!!",1.7750170648464163,3.327787225255978,3.5999126279863525,90.12759590443686,77.7713310580205,7.008819112627988,22.300204778157,7.839951260653429,0.8898741023890784,1079,31,241,17,25,363,151,293,0.139,0.754,0.107,-0.8105,3,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,1,4,15,16,3,0,12,1,25,5,2,2,4,40,50,10,0,3,3,0,2,3,2,3,1,4,0,1,18,12,2,1,11,0,0,9,6,5,0,1,12,8,37,11,34,31,2,41,0,1,2,0,15,17,0,3,17,151,55,2,0.206199213640493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011126807393044,0.10810892717134744,0.2366127510643655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178050845599918,0.0,0.11729068670052875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284856338166901,0.0,0.08773017175917767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511692038184056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619595239784636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664907171813934,0.0,0.08879954028094454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809631794922295,0.09325949693279748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719313368009797,0.0,0.10426051800977876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769647289284313,0.0,0.0,0.15930900095937986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929694124365881,0.17295011734621726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217353048724472,0.06910549320517162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896310385238112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231045123878546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332169524150945,0.1680798801594363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110778039023054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173155406859023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755534081752132,0.06881978813408189,0.0,0.0,0.11230569651267634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109372390140516,0.2082024249885924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859051436720856,0.09002259993822066,0.0,0.0,0.09746245318307732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965912263478304,0.0,0.0,0.13209649629072567,0.0,0.10179842370575028,0.0,0.0,0.08804650089780945,0.0,0.16397789091734424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747119245758499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086195887796523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717015929435388,0.0,0.07751807342444346,0.0,0.0901136006600144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684947975894802,0.2642482602830011,0.0,0.08184957147744022,0.12023641968392218,0.0,0.09772637214498882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401613268498853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183566900222729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506730739565866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639276653885041
anxiety,erkie96,2020/03/31,"Best way to recommend drug to doctor? Okay, so I’ve been trying all sorts of medication to help the anxiety I have (It’s more of a social anxiety). I’ve tried Wellbutrin, celexa, xanax, and another long term SSRI, in which none of them really helped with the problem. While on celexa and Wellbutrin, I’d have problems with libido, and xanax made me not really want to do anything and it didn’t really help to begin with. I work on night shift, so one night where I didn’t sleep at all and went to work another shift, I got an Adderall from a co-worker. I took half, and it literally made me feel 100x better. I got two 30mg doses form him and I take half in order to calm my anxiety. It gives me no ill effects to my libido and makes me have energy and willpower, and I can actually focus on work now instead of being lost in my head all night. This the only thing I have found that does what I need and works for me. Is there any way I could go about trying to see if I can get a low dose of this from my doctor? I FINALLY found something that works for me after so many years, and I want to try it legally. I’m tired of being pissed off, angry, and not wanting to even be around people all of the time.",4.518733333333337,4.414601940000004,5.683600000000002,83.99913333333333,69.6,8.906666666666666,25.46666666666667,8.648137234880735,1.4683066666666664,935,22,204,14,15,313,140,250,0.124,0.787,0.08800000000000001,-0.7985,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,9,10,9,1,0,8,1,15,13,3,4,4,39,37,18,0,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,12,17,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,5,0,4,12,2,26,4,36,21,9,29,0,2,1,0,7,11,1,2,12,135,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.09562454835390204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663686933412254,0.2055030710947285,0.22488728857160836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063779477196813,0.08723227973786789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283493652617548,0.0866645939451865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823740440731589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059476489883246,0.08575210712820262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363781737491667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472177106442183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954691810736831,0.0,0.0,0.10734375323080317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488295122978224,0.0,0.0,0.0511959680987826,0.0940013729973312,0.05569023351523342,0.0,0.15674383621404508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056647662154568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970428084167852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671846870251285,0.0,0.0,0.10696815661343267,0.0,0.0,0.18544187482240546,0.06540938932465272,0.0993469407100406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871507384675704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265868042092483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27587221063683204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640086802021783,0.0745261563090305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793424304043633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752726222077007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832558313319536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808570541441874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806122209063042,0.09988892819118124,0.0,0.0754378392978702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736766267637694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510050384803273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713902207011585,0.11262561253422865,0.0,0.0,0.10887100054841706,0.26611634552531865,0.0,0.09572243553152994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339192682724472,0.1555605234930737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083813309800667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280293078658261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310263999097937
anxiety,fruitypatchouli,2020/03/31,"anxiety so bad i can’t function this is my first post on this forum, so i would just like to say hi.
i’ve  been diagnosed with OCD, GAD, ADHD, and depression and have been on every med under the moon over the past like 8 years.
for a good year or two i basically felt nothing on my anxiety meds except for caffeine induced anxiety + panic
lately my anxiety has been so bad it’s becoming extremely hard to function and i’ve been feeling out of it, like my actions aren’t mine and i struggle to remember what’s going on in that moment. 
i have frequent panic attacks which are generally pretty small, but i ended up having 3 completely demobilizing panic attacks where i passed out multiple times (and shit my pants when passed out on the floor of the dentist hallway which is extremely embarrassing and humiliating)
i just feel hopeless and that i’m not living my life anymore 

sorry if the writing is scrambled i just can’t think straight",4.273500000000002,6.330966016666667,5.741111111111113,75.27500000000002,72.16666666666666,8.577777777777778,31.44444444444445,9.21078282632365,3.1191777777777774,753,35,130,17,15,254,112,180,0.231,0.6990000000000001,0.069,-0.9817,1,0,0,0,0,2,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,16,3,5,6,0,16,4,1,1,0,28,22,14,0,2,8,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,11,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,12,0,2,5,5,16,4,21,16,0,31,0,2,0,0,3,16,1,2,13,89,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867565394175475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37855194432677536,0.0,0.1226873045980458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814764882842021,0.0,0.0,0.20658574659325984,0.0,0.13662822779893935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297078207444965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655143840768028,0.12556327770034867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957054318127654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423120296738006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251032170653667,0.08837861185519494,0.11878121957514025,0.0,0.0,0.10522785704125702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030737367740651,0.1037622701520394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108200654407526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955052602256388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738019283314867,0.1813157061875689,0.0,0.1092383981138046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748283504552454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870330058981166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354418943501288,0.0,0.0,0.11809541106884308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848020209833775,0.12585777686681354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013957285832188,0.0,0.0,0.0983793389527831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698677164252833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848347233771055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293287910468025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926851912971795,0.0,0.0,0.07213642900503063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208469173034769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788019680345238,0.0,0.0,0.15933066212276042
anxiety,Stultusi,2020/03/31,"Super worried about my friend She has immunity issues (not sure what, but she gets sick easily). She’s told me that she thinks she would have a high chance of dying if she comes into contact with the virus. Plus her mom works at a clinic. She is one of the people that have to check the temperature of those coming into the clinic. Plus they only give her gloves as protection, not even a mask. Needless to say I’m super paranoid and can’t stop worrying about her. 

I don’t know what Id do if I lost my friend to this. I wouldn’t be able to handle it. Would probably end up offing myself honestly.",2.8761157024793387,4.544463099173559,4.2447024793388435,86.18159917355374,75.03305785123969,7.1540495867768605,20.36446280991736,7.908726449838941,0.7450621487603302,469,10,96,7,10,155,82,121,0.128,0.7070000000000001,0.165,0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,3,7,0,0,7,0,11,4,0,0,1,20,20,7,1,5,5,1,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,0,7,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,2,1,18,6,18,14,0,9,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,2,2,69,25,1,0.18960736624718466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266599140767416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678251102205035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679358480470917,0.0,0.0,0.1252338771766053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929803616423336,0.0,0.09906202310870924,0.18188866291471595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033059260692945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790082882177995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420324982844267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697883829230435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206585574649715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848285844629986,0.14420494606613388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131449873961938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442880993810572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507833879221938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852024823849364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787026987769629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149274428130295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181177963894357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803642084078346,0.3851109683691932,0.0,0.26938326576179616,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alan27x,2020/03/31,"COVID anxiety sufferers CHEERS to everyone that suffers from anxiety daily and is still making it through the chaos of the world right now. Cheers for getting out of bed, cheers for making it through the day, and cheers for every small task you accomplish that is hard and you still do it. Much love to everyone out there who is suffering and making it through each day. We’re going to be okay ♥️",4.6109649122807,6.465892552631582,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,70.84210526315789,8.750877192982456,28.456140350877188,9.2995712137729,2.448392982456141,318,12,61,7,6,98,47,76,0.18100000000000002,0.599,0.22,0.7125,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,4,9,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,3,0,10,11,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,6,14,10,2,11,0,3,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35657974350494603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006081807258761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963626718939112,0.4453966600162687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176396422249378,0.0,0.13245307888713315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877552527350676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103452887559734,0.0,0.466707057448821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713255411402141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903153083733252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722432191508209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,appalachianma,2020/03/31,"Is anyone else with social anxiety more anxious to video chat than talk in person? My church has stared video chatting for small groups, and I have yet to join in. For some reason, the thought of video chatting is way scarier to me than talking in person. I guess just because I have never done it with a group before. I also have a small child and worry she would be disruptive during meetings. 

Just wondering if anyone else has video chat anxiety!",5.643571428571431,7.145183833333338,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,67.80952380952381,7.504761904761906,28.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.826514285714286,358,12,62,4,6,110,57,84,0.131,0.843,0.026000000000000002,-0.7897,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,14,13,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,13,9,2,8,1,0,1,0,14,5,0,4,2,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886870441373726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848173136320548,0.2103030363585008,0.0,0.2603288896410869,0.381477176624734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134788313868056,0.0,0.15840485180443975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050198768529103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110185227127778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507157134949147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357480827877986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250880812454909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139913884661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897623674265948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992499177678425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778688996222644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776178777125087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187799494740533,0.0,0.18905022370012647,0.0,0.13223972007080353,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeginningClue10,2020/03/31,"I have a small problem... NOTE:  I don't want to be seen as transphobic because I really am not but I am sure that I never even wanted this and that it happened out of the blue just yesterday and I want to get it out. I know what it is. All I ask for is similar experiences and how you overcame them. OK...

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Hey guys, I'm not sure if this is the right thread but I am sure that since last night I've been REALLY anxious about a topic and this is NOT the first time. I overthink about things to the point where I get ""sucked"" into them and put myself into these positions and start thinking ""what if this happens to me?"" and I make it my own, and I panic.

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So, last night I very randomly got into a thought about transexuality/transgender (not about myself but about some really random stuff from YT that I once in my life watched and they rewinded in my brain since in corona-times I have nothing to do but think about things - oh, the things that I am thinking though) and I became so sucked in to these thoughts to the point that I ended up becoming OVERTHINKING it and thinking 'what if that happened to me?' aka... 'what if I became transgender/transexual?' and then... my anxious self came out and hasn't left since then. 

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Now ever since then I started fearing that I might end up hating my body and want to change my gender so bad when in reality I never hated or even disliked my body and I never wanted to change my gender, even if I do things that you would consider ""feminine"" like sitting with my legs crossed or not working out or not liking sports like football or basketball (I was never good at either of them, though in football's defense, when I was getting the hang of specific matches and the people around me were understanding that I wasn't good and were not yelling, I would get into it and look forward to playing it again) and then there were those 2 times when me and my brother played 'Cinderella' a LONG time ago (we're talking about being children) where I did Cinderella and my brother the prince (the 2nd time I convinced him and he said yes but after that we just thought it wasnt' fun, the rest of my childhood didn't have anything outstanding), I am good in my body and I never harmed myself or got suicidal and yet since last night I've been living with the fear that I will want to be transgender/transexual and that I will have dysphoria.

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There was a time when I watched 1 or 2 youtube transexual/transgender channels so maybe that's affected me? Idk because I do get very easily influenced by my surroundings but I can tell you that this is not the first time I've experienced this. I have also had similar fears with cannibalism (yes, you read right), cancer (multiple times for this one), depression, suicide and even murder or just harm. All of these were the same, they started as random thoughts then I would overthink them and make them my own and think to myself 'what if I become like that?' All these things were obviously just nonsense and it was just mind games and I am sure this is the same thing happening again this time because I find myself behaving in a manner similar to those other occasions (and also to repeat that I never wanted to change my gender/sex, I am male and I have always felt comfortable in my body and identity and about the ''feminine'' things I do) but can you tell me if you've experienced something like this in your lives with gender identity or with something else?

TL;DR: I overthink about other people's experiences to the point where I find myself thinking ""What if I was like that?"" then I panic, then it turns out to be BS and that it's just me being anxious and this time it's happening with my gender.",5.517199323422061,6.3777728912133895,5.780216030149263,80.79269206801389,67.6471408647141,8.947315944093296,29.89967061337132,9.079978658526878,2.3883253449657262,2941,105,562,51,47,937,256,717,0.16699999999999998,0.772,0.061,-0.998,0,0,2,0,1,1,94.0,1,6,7,3,43,35,6,5,23,3,55,8,6,5,15,147,103,81,3,19,38,2,1,6,0,6,2,2,0,4,64,54,0,1,15,6,0,5,19,16,0,3,27,10,97,19,68,65,10,90,0,1,5,0,29,35,2,21,57,433,161,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042353814757209465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641880605253197,0.039756531915656534,0.20707710851051095,0.23223022573516236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193235856080826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039318616035902025,0.04253405642662655,0.044667562932648425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989404768341117,0.08737817166778591,0.10553783355523494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122898699183056,0.0,0.05333793879711682,0.0,0.05464723984549346,0.0,0.0,0.15163373869077484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041152579349448035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039913802332620346,0.0,0.0846372520167609,0.0,0.0,0.12623214574961006,0.04321946752735747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347541541868824,0.0,0.16129631365199698,0.0,0.0,0.04587599789209255,0.0,0.0873395471345783,0.08128276448214643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481458712720647,0.0,0.0,0.12022601814832587,0.07642757009318367,0.0,0.0,0.0473094077306588,0.2112571225000308,0.0,0.0,0.09434510945172046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02625846958602396,0.11684047997472377,0.0,0.0,0.05191277596950327,0.0,0.03374820999954728,0.14005646657975662,0.0,0.08438068811769141,0.04228352454053935,0.040122908283124425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378663184606033,0.0,0.04800112339007148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068670344076353,0.048243869213640315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110386741982865,0.0,0.0,0.13451401486956047,0.0,0.04584590381476723,0.0,0.0,0.05088381341350008,0.03237675635253274,0.0,0.0,0.11211834945393533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624884585075744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355017602180921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045718713169011035,0.0,0.04803178804893685,0.0,0.0,0.04779262260894194,0.0,0.09182668392520983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160719308173901,0.04544942924053584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984463989737105,0.0,0.0,0.197619277904083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735662835601784,0.0,0.0,0.10145613733802714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054696317002285916,0.10452645781132744,0.0,0.18012717985286705,0.0,0.0,0.03840350716625614,0.08352311486958228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219893354574446,0.18369178711136894,0.09388661106344894,0.15172695598589642,0.2507465076662197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197058542296897,0.0,0.0497403451894547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788465008185575,0.1972719049732301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03478418537213377,0.0,0.0,0.10182396858018873,0.0,0.23223022573516236,0.0
anxiety,Balletgirl54,2020/03/31,"What I realized Hello Friends!

I have been dealing with crippling anxiety pretty heavy for the last two years. I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder last year, and I haven't done therapy yet or talked to a psychologist. So, maybe  I am not the best person to post any type of advice. But, I had a sort of breakthrough. I'm not saying I'm cured, but it helps me when I get really negative with myself. 

This is what I realized: Shit really isn't that deep. No one cares. No one thinks of you in any way cause people have their own shit going on. No one is sitting there judging you. It's just you doing it to yourself. Again I reiterate, IT DOESN'T MATTER.... Trust me when I tell you that no one is sitting there thinking negatively about you.

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Hopefully this put things into perspective, if not, please enjoy your day and stay healthy!",3.594999999999999,5.959012203703704,4.6466913580246905,80.98411111111112,75.1111111111111,8.270617283950617,26.849382716049384,9.029198982220553,2.4205130864197524,675,26,124,16,15,220,106,162,0.188,0.674,0.138,-0.8807,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,1,1,9,8,2,0,4,0,14,3,2,1,0,23,22,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,12,2,0,5,4,1,20,6,14,18,2,20,0,0,0,0,15,4,2,4,9,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543224466777148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016631035008254,0.1684066210951849,0.1884970555364539,0.0,0.2120477354699604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544562893755472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130560267533054,0.1423739967020801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893815270605556,0.1428841088017765,0.0,0.14066977646566256,0.0,0.0,0.15884048714633767,0.0,0.0,0.14182956287333626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707721606758044,0.0,0.07240953347891715,0.0,0.07876604306786998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289649401886098,0.0,0.0,0.1376549023290823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225944868602044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923608734917609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756589477251005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608348134583553,0.12101474902862552,0.0,0.15213435923284685,0.0,0.0,0.13273453711963284,0.14099970678187174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932503583243586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757345774453634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021534219864683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845290614932871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772253649068015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139643618052388,0.12113707863826632,0.0,0.1584940740444487,0.0,0.09207555375812093,0.1776106051221783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538599146968028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000929713972386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684066210951849,0.17849970975130475
anxiety,clarkscent,2020/03/31,"Anxiety is there to help you. I read some Jung which helped me greatly with anxiety. 

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBAFPbypyn4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBAFPbypyn4)

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1ZyWaaCilM](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y1ZyWaaCilM)",44.40500000000001,57.002233388888904,14.353888888888893,0.1675000000000182,20.66666666666667,10.68888888888889,32.27777777777778,8.841846274778883,5.418511111111113,243,5,13,4,4,43,17,18,0.217,0.6559999999999999,0.127,0.2457,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6069670462017194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373762781191763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318152580328923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968192629991456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loveistheplan,2020/03/31,"Online therapy during coronovirus? I've had anxiety for years. But it's been over ten years since I've been in therapy. I have some coping mechanisms in place that usually work pretty well for me but I just can't seem to do anything right now. 

I can't think straight, I can't concentrate, I'm having a really hard time. I've tried researching places like Talkspace etc but don't see too many good things. I'd love to talk to someone in person but I have a number of people in my household with risk factors and don't want to risk leaving the house if I don't have to. I have health insurance with mental health benefits but going through the insurance website doesn't seem like I can filter for online visits. Is there anywhere I can turn to for decent online counseling? Thanks in advance for any guidance.",3.6192495479204334,5.804012968354435,4.270922242314652,84.54329113924051,74.37974683544303,7.552260397830018,26.475587703435806,8.418075326091056,1.9474777576853528,651,24,121,12,14,207,98,158,0.075,0.7440000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,2,4,0,19,3,0,0,0,15,29,7,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,2,1,1,3,2,11,7,21,26,2,18,0,0,1,1,4,10,0,4,7,73,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390051384862044,0.0,0.11688176567566826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573082133282082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703980802978378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868324688179712,0.12815062796683918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686729248260895,0.0,0.0,0.32481123084753805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629587880589415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161779550674455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928818586397113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789638474522842,0.0,0.0,0.15490220792494508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397352988298235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592338491214244,0.13340786222418646,0.3192601439008716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543947830323646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787937245505424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047940705064734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217515918419,0.2781833997640165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638712460983653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945607202376322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280453853373992,0.0,0.14066589711527042,0.3494508853374594,0.0,0.10150500570036662,0.09789984827423424,0.0,0.0,0.08909142661137408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037324581717676,0.16618856534550727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682734804510375,0.0,0.09011783053723572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737401344757236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112308783258815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677985432937944
anxiety,ThatJacketPotato,2020/03/31,"How do I help my Gf with her anxiety during lockdown? Honestly not sure if this is the right place, but with lockdown in full swing my gf and I are isolating in different places. She has had mild issues with anxiety before, but the lockdown has really brought it back in what seems to be a bad way. I don't really have any experience with dealing with this kind of thing, but I want to help her, and I don't know how. If anyone has any tips, resources etc I could really use the help. Thanks in advance",4.157949080622348,5.08583297029703,5.225261669024047,83.29891089108911,70.78217821782178,9.335785007072136,27.299858557284303,9.606745405546679,2.2762690240452623,394,13,82,9,7,130,64,101,0.08900000000000001,0.76,0.151,0.7663,1,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,3,1,21,18,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,11,4,12,14,2,12,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,3,1,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24147536766856784,0.0,0.27164511795778884,0.0,0.0,0.12414461577593924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652227151167964,0.14824388130280347,0.0,0.0,0.15107896393226955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417564044010157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304260832462715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549826602086256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801123962624587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736745102681117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35701695686149026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853123803759457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488732064951013,0.09757489336241168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709965320417252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341222433488476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516237101417864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163163262883126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733544112534832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346092991334066,0.0,0.0,0.11795398147600955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334313950673792,0.0,0.0,0.104721504525849,0.14092811899991808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thrwawayaccount69,2020/03/31,Cant sleep because of anxiety Pretty much every night I lay in my bed trying to distract myself with my phone. When I realise I should really stop and get sleep I lay awake with huge waves of anxiety so I go back to my phone until my body is too tired to really think and I am finally able to get sleep. Ugh anyone got a solution or something I just needed this off my chest.,2.943846153846156,4.236532102564105,4.759487179487183,84.09384615384619,74.12820512820512,8.276923076923078,23.256410256410252,8.841846274778883,1.5600102564102565,296,8,61,6,6,101,55,78,0.16899999999999998,0.735,0.096,-0.6115,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,4,6,5,0,0,10,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,13,0,11,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,39,14,0,0.1919688436828058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29371127995103,0.0,0.0,0.13422907900095565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761219126252936,0.0,0.11702242531865052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323410905363285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174203035110102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029248489156552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200591595204869,0.0,0.10910031778867726,0.0,0.15353502098075214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111918832511347,0.1423424651624145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014975547020226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953013280704913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459603138127663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5763224438576318,0.0,0.0,0.14778699461616554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604945491146329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300588366976938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063994605567025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033424369477625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XlunalinaX,2020/03/31,"Any suggestions for stress balls or other objects that you use when feeling anxious? My therapist recommended that I put together a box of items that I can use when I'm feeling anxious. Essentially, it will be a toolbox for anxiety. So I'm supposed to include things that will tap into my 5 senses, such as a scent that calms me, or pictures that make me happy. Anything that will ground me and help take the focus off of my anxiety. I'm also supposed to include the phone numbers of my closest friends/family so that I can call them if I need some support. 

So for touch, I'm struggling to figure out what I can use. I was thinking of getting a stress ball, but sometimes those seem so hard and almost make me more tense because of how hard I have to squeeze. Does anyone currently use anything tactile that seems to help in the midst of anxiety? I have kinetic sand at home, but I want something that I can easily bring with me other places (when we can eventually leave the house again.) Any input is appreciated, thanks!",6.99194805194805,6.8980681020408205,7.192764378478668,75.23015769944342,64.40816326530611,9.984415584415583,36.695732838589976,9.573946990214177,3.465577551020408,812,37,148,14,11,263,116,196,0.11199999999999999,0.747,0.141,0.83,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,1,0,11,7,0,3,8,0,13,0,0,7,0,28,35,17,0,3,5,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,8,22,4,21,30,3,15,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,7,5,101,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529642848596642,0.0,0.0,0.10006386698703328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018104696698827,0.0,0.28716500790866184,0.2827153650596878,0.0,0.08749157685127268,0.0,0.2059374108737663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762761436962265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277684658825336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094993170937434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795842310425825,0.0,0.12653575238087975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537359526791223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133199818946495,0.22417809371148414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773973011620802,0.0,0.12551239545253573,0.0,0.0,0.14437954212076642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324912278669796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670462383358203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277994621320712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307308874887799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578700711901392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278215018727029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632873363443713,0.12375361734097795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866646826001729,0.13080971267961988,0.0,0.0,0.14199242434270734,0.0,0.0,0.0940797909996788,0.0,0.0,0.11519995790639308,0.0,0.14528187380607127,0.08312869447232221,0.08017620924133523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432277565673353,0.0,0.0,0.07380303611185669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,therandomjew,2020/03/31,"New to this and am needing some support from people who understand what I’m going through. Hello, I am new here and this is difficult for me to share. I have debated posting this... but here I go. I have had sever anxiety since I have been about 7 years old. I’m 24 now. It started when I was afraid that my 2 younger siblings would be kidnapped if I wasn’t there to protect them. It got so bad that I would hardly ever let them go outside alone. When I got to high school it pretty much went away because I felt they were safe. 

Fast forward to about a year ago. My son was born, and at the same time, I realized that I had been raised in a cult and escaped the cult which made me lose all of my belief system about dying and seeing my love ones when I die. And my anxiety picked up again. This time all I could think about is how I don’t want to die because I want to be with my boy. And now recently with this pandemic it’s gotten to the point where I have had chest pain, and tightness. And it feels like someone is squeezing my stomach 24/7. Even in my dreams I have been having panic attacks. I finally got some medicine from my dr and it kind of helps. I still struggle with this squeezing in my stomach. 

I am hoping that this medicine will help me to feel better, however, I was told that it may take 2 weeks to take effect. If you got this far thank you for reading. Even just typing this out has made me feel a bit better just being able to tell SOMEONE about it. Even if it’s just one person who gets it. This is the most difficult time in my life so thank you. :)",2.5295999999999985,3.940453360000003,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,75.4,6.353846153846152,23.884615384615394,6.844919456158928,0.6198307692307696,1222,37,271,11,26,390,170,325,0.13,0.7090000000000001,0.161,0.8597,1,1,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,3,3,4,26,20,1,3,7,0,35,7,3,5,3,51,68,20,3,10,7,1,8,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,29,14,0,3,9,2,0,5,2,9,0,2,21,9,43,11,34,38,8,42,1,1,1,1,18,13,0,8,25,192,72,3,0.0974416949870214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637618331054772,0.0,0.0,0.10092020912892598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490852599108473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085399518756267,0.09154968002475944,0.0,0.08135974517184417,0.11879910568594795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235852140133842,0.10638109374808874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779926454425219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30338728601071197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307796163324545,0.08814159175807984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478083463423448,0.06961236636849936,0.0935593080858714,0.1067426139458592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090926387307191,0.0,0.16613508241759933,0.0,0.3117320997974501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728861920893914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062622833404738,0.10295250067407924,0.0,0.0967815895145026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014705305969665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964073500104853,0.06882595086260933,0.047605090200528784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901233207019187,0.0,0.0,0.08794493410355919,0.1844033756766776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163085760058352,0.07225178215364239,0.0,0.1882195924321988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224866743148106,0.0,0.13205802866818625,0.0,0.1036848336165065,0.11432683408122872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755380225040049,0.08508232956128141,0.0,0.0,0.09211389770195794,0.0,0.09332220842523373,0.09913323472349242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746806409354436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621191834600996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861619749068154,0.07764841508587729,0.0,0.0,0.11008137965956444,0.0,0.08060477702795621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512406390450238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896973324146545,0.0,0.07781706348720402,0.0,0.0,0.1018672164606523,0.0,0.0,0.11057568073494373,0.0,0.0,0.14652805572334748,0.0,0.08516833633521688,0.17942244207890387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624367036244864,0.0,0.0,0.17045710785685755,0.0,0.0,0.09310971533219982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144024094743274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494727266121675,0.0,0.07816185012615348,0.0,0.0,0.09032942747953657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843956875994226,0.0,0.0,0.12549851364035908
anxiety,DPHD1,2020/03/31,"Becoming comfortable For a good while I my anxiety generally started to fade of course I would feel anxiety usually around once a day or so but it would be very minimal something I could deal with but recently I’ve tried stepping up my dating game as I’ve been single for a while now and would like to meet someone but man every time I go to FaceTime or meet a girl I feel all the symptoms so bad, shivering, feel sick, need to go to the toilet and scared to even speak.",8.987526315789474,6.10146077894737,9.074605263157897,72.30348684210529,62.26315789473684,13.289473684210527,39.53947368421053,11.698219412168324,4.361052631578948,374,15,76,9,4,124,64,95,0.171,0.7559999999999999,0.073,-0.8976,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,6,2,0,0,1,19,13,12,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,3,13,7,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,11,48,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964456061697706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724839109985693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177815962294576,0.0,0.2139882698623523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546983930616277,0.0,0.0,0.12495658541753114,0.1997539193328033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797400496114064,0.0,0.16324777937897314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29390655289872625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023199003845828,0.16251333289267242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465939040319278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436676125472839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063438073258334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131066660711635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939835483939276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416882274833314,0.14916282823833776,0.0,0.0,0.13714148796708767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138666290509974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298067672773215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154759968094662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133948508830125,0.15986898467110672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129160914713946,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,diegoooo_642,2020/03/31,"Anxiety attacks in the morning? Does anyone else get anxiety attacks right when they wake up? For two weeks I've been getting anxiety attacks when I first wake up. My heart races, I start sweating, and my stomach begins to hurt and I feel nauseous.",4.593478260869566,6.935312913043482,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,72.04347826086956,7.208695652173913,35.413043478260875,8.07648339933343,3.0654086956521738,198,11,33,3,4,62,34,46,0.33399999999999996,0.6659999999999999,0.0,-0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,3,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,6,0,5,5,0,10,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387017845531523,0.0,0.0,0.133660821621522,0.19586206097916325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6524031355307969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728203121341292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968643104733954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665429082662502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625973198149485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974239281835246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265209529444721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463660747509815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632463039027948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530130374739696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673177819957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333392965799014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Previous-Statement,2020/03/31,Me: omgzzz why do I have so much anxiety? ? ? ? Also me: *slurps down approximately 6-8 tea bags worth of CAFFEINATED tea* This was literally my day today. Couldn't figure out why I was feeling even worse than usual. Am I a literal dumbass?,0.5365000000000002,2.850629177777776,3.6481944444444467,78.92562500000003,101.66666666666669,7.583333333333335,21.180555555555557,8.07648339933343,2.1923888888888885,183,7,34,6,8,65,39,45,0.205,0.723,0.07200000000000001,-0.8041,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26251606545077005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511243744660596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117059163320608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681813644677989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598233135536306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24131499409359264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111599940833917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615411888519274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924222191458735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345334737187157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilovemycats420,2020/03/31,Something kind of funny that has helped my physical anxiety my anxiety was crazy today for absolutely no reason. A lot of my anxiety is physical and being in quarantine it’s hard to do more physical activities that usually help my anxiety. I don’t have a weighted blanket but my 290 lbs boyfriend came home from a 12 hour shift and fell asleep on top of me which almost instantly helped ease some anxiety lmaoo,11.833722943722947,8.551253064935068,11.736883116883115,56.63008658008661,57.31168831168832,17.019913419913422,47.74458874458875,15.021129683784007,7.168674458874457,334,17,56,13,3,113,59,77,0.152,0.7390000000000001,0.109,0.1559,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,1,0,8,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,8,5,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038898179179305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6890513428677872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060376446059261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137434463732184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622417592503279,0.0,0.18069990894008334,0.0,0.1774063272716154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875930736845688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531526554204578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521884356562773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868425770456178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075619379899856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984040316358112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936781863556268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExpatRosie,2020/03/31,"Anxiety induced rage I am so livid at the moment. I live in the U.K. and we are under lockdown. Another mum I know (she’s not a friend, but part of a wider friend group) is lying about being a key worker so she can continue to send her kid to school. And I cannot let it go. To the point of not being able to sleep because my mind is endlessly churning over moving my kid to a different school, or packing up and moving out of town entirely so I don’t have to deal with people who think something so reprehensible and illegal is acceptable. I don’t know how to stop. And I need to, because I’m only just hanging on as it is without this. I just need this to end.",1.846270983213433,3.4722589928057563,4.038291366906473,86.74122601918467,77.77697841726619,7.223261390887291,24.53297362110312,8.07648339933343,1.382884412470024,516,18,111,9,12,178,88,139,0.171,0.807,0.021,-0.9640000000000001,1,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,7,0,14,1,1,2,0,25,21,13,0,2,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,5,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,14,3,23,18,1,18,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,1,4,80,19,3,0.17832503115458082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698934361147304,0.13641816073618002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217410567677468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384527689453112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863117030084003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794304792951705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27554695343132674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013462247071039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960055470402013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234942624606384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574642695755165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005744671403995,0.0,0.0,0.3790625737251964,0.0,0.2644515021057129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356242218267182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310863109298385,0.0,0.1236281233871966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857479418496754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609489036949611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845381535941646,0.0,0.0,0.13728332115556766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908771091155326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426347951468667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718989664894394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fuzzy_noggin,2020/03/31,"Brain fog - damaging my work - anyone else? Hello all!

So the last...forever, I have struggled with brain fog. I call it Cotton Wool brain. I just feel like there's this barrier between myself and the present. I'm unable to focus or concentrate, so I often float through my work day, procrastinating as I feel like I really can't settle. It's pretty constant, but the last 8/9 months it has been getting worse. And my manager has called now me out on it. He told me I had become seen as unreliable and a procrastinator, that he doesn't understand why I am being this way as I am super capable and good at my job. That my highs are high but my lows are low. Having perfectionism, that shook me hard, and deeply hurt my feelings. He is aware of my anxiety/perfectionism but isn't very capable of talking about it. 

I feel awful about it, especially that people are shaping their perceptions of me based on this. But I just feel useless, and lazy. I feel powerless to break through it, and it's gotten worse again working from home, so I'm scared it's going to have a real impact on my job security.

It's gotten to the point, and having realised I've always struggled with it, in school, college and work, that I'm beginning to wonder if there is something bigger, like ADHD behind it. But that's a whole other spiral of thoughts which have been consuming me.

Does anyone else struggle with chronic brain fog? An inability to be present? How do you deal with it?",4.215402782271108,5.925276565836297,5.3066661274668405,79.76605548366226,71.59786476868328,8.240763506955679,27.363474603688125,8.841846274778883,2.1660092526690398,1149,41,215,22,22,379,152,281,0.18899999999999997,0.718,0.09300000000000001,-0.9815,3,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,5,13,16,0,5,8,1,23,5,4,1,1,38,42,23,0,1,9,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,24,14,0,2,10,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,8,8,29,6,30,32,2,26,0,5,1,0,11,13,0,4,12,143,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166213019237622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074372414467304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570301402921436,0.19885462087094102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717129121685846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333077971505688,0.19817411620803865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486403916327368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258174157798797,0.1000423316394647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491895962179989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212626654393547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943931907250213,0.13864850772145235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050698559993164805,0.0,0.055149160173270685,0.08139120773893901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692734801112899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505279922666436,0.09733742934985172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038816164609473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925912816577272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581984985347784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142224185024298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745512676848353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727420975281252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917326555828898,0.0,0.0,0.09872294088706886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045094601764913,0.062165285205685886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715236900404853,0.09820804357423957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470490281614077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043368215621846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799579187134822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703765198525528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272435171102364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102039884561753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006684442914408,0.0,0.07702456683370401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756206455159557,0.10833991052118133,0.0,0.0,0.1052340077135015,0.2825804498484117,0.0,0.1977808439572719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Quicksilver7424,2020/03/31,I can’t even exercise Every time I exercise even a little I feel tight chest and so dry and feel so naseous. I can’t even go for a run or lift more than a few weights. My anxiety already makes me sick and makes it difficult to eat and makes me not hunger but if exercise is one of the keys to beating anxiety and I can’t exercise what am I supposed to do?,2.052770562770561,3.1986083246753267,4.126688311688317,88.333841991342,76.14285714285714,8.769696969696971,28.417748917748927,9.2995712137729,2.290733333333334,279,12,65,7,6,96,49,77,0.158,0.823,0.019,-0.8372,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,6,9,1,3,0,15,12,10,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,2,4,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,9,0,6,12,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609445619313769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617895376664178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419623153266676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685479068463141,0.0,0.1992316209023668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391272095730677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438827932861752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369996468344528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735258623509588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023453011240793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788440762099372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879501741943455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arctic_Mandalorian,2020/03/31,Anxious about the Virus? Have some Tunes :D [A Playlist I made of Carona Parody Songs](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL1t_EAP7S74zDmQGJl-ntlsYBEjlBdD1U). Hope this brightens your day! Give the creators of these songs some love! We'll get through this!,8.75719298245614,13.259297,3.027368421052632,84.63824561403509,79.0,5.691228070175438,30.017543859649123,7.1686216300943375,2.115775438596492,218,9,31,3,6,52,34,38,0.045,0.61,0.345,0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,4,5,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781698835047846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729714292755259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113891423585608,0.4060351299774298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203984500074051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820139157520189,0.4005043402340058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kanjithefirst,2020/03/31,"Feeling Weird in a Good Way I'm not really sure if this belongs here, but I have no idea where to post this and I want to see if anyone else has the same experience.

Whenever I watch a movie, specifically those made for children (like Ghibli or Disney), I get this feeling of hope and anticipation, I guess? Like I'm just waiting till I become the main character in my story.

It's a bit disappointing because real life isn't Disney or Ghibli, but the feeling is rekindled every time I watch either.

Does anyone else experience the same thing or am I the weird one here lol?",5.662321428571433,6.184387017857143,6.980357142857143,73.51464285714286,67.21428571428572,9.971428571428572,29.392857142857146,9.957137785484203,2.7832357142857145,454,15,85,10,7,155,74,112,0.10400000000000001,0.713,0.183,0.8018,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,8,1,5,1,0,1,1,25,17,10,0,4,10,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,6,9,5,7,16,5,7,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,7,4,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453092302205977,0.3594678741708545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693167712661264,0.19373266790150487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150832328853265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350730980428431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930743280018104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779514712852446,0.0,0.0,0.3431800900628905,0.0,0.0,0.2660860833326573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164737286187782,0.0,0.0,0.14713022153557742,0.0,0.0,0.19323997953983707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422719846264426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802277836031745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390117439146985,0.17139833184816106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659824130414168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886610090191747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799958556001005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996612731010773,0.11237567838373676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978346391438115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532705826392807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653828165032085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228620446279826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346462269915747,0.13923668043204404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idontevenknowww1234,2020/03/31,"How do you deal with your own anxiety in relationships? There are times I feel warranted to feel worried, but other times I can’t tell if it’s my anxiety acting up or if it’s my intuition telling me to guard myself. This really takes a toll on my relationships and I’m not sure what I need to do in order to figure out if something is worth bringing up or not. Currently I see a therapist for this, but she’s out of town so I’m struggling on my own.

Randomly last night I was with my boyfriend and for no reason, something popped into my head that gave me instant anxiety, something that never really got resolved, something that caused a huge fight from months back, and just didn’t feel like it added up from months ago. Now I’m here obsessing and analyzing it until I find an answer so I can feel better because of that feeling it gave me alone. 

Im getting so tired of feeling like this constantly with myself. I don’t know if I’m getting anxious because of what my intuition is telling me, or if my anxiety is causing me to feel like something is happening that I need to know about and take action on. If anyone can relate to this I would appreciate insight. I hope this makes sense. 

TLDR: don’t know if anxiety causes triggers to make me feel like something bad is happening, or if intuition is right and I don’t like the answer and anxiety is a result of that",4.924322344322341,5.681638666666673,6.015109890109893,78.95072344322344,68.92673992673993,9.436630036630037,31.650183150183143,9.586721724236666,2.913613919413919,1088,45,210,23,18,363,130,273,0.155,0.722,0.12300000000000001,-0.7440000000000001,1,1,6,0,1,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,10,13,1,2,6,0,19,2,1,9,2,64,50,26,0,12,17,0,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,19,13,0,1,18,0,1,3,9,4,0,0,5,9,31,9,33,44,2,31,0,0,1,0,12,14,0,14,18,144,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560832676654905,0.0,0.0,0.08833926039235544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914998306959957,0.0963583780298444,0.0,0.059639817842105834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558611787918668,0.07121724951054623,0.10398933198962147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754359529886769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628624893392124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217292981478968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879347666396376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450192347241804,0.24373730543102204,0.0,0.0,0.07795752351055397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912559251479814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821771222620669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085108759441151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753664740479812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471657075527396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213257340470128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062669161424068,0.0695263086306813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083526429207884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386932987266647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616233020189514,0.0,0.0,0.12648941282570014,0.06578428866859243,0.0,0.0,0.08004300320399486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928353544075302,0.08769683450565566,0.0,0.18314849993220855,0.0,0.07284093955166927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796858249235392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939827124170751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916821158055571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038894933032142,0.0,0.1282615264183026,0.0,0.2236531584399175,0.0,0.0,0.09903335613990434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947168472113138,0.09803334932633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662058920951522,0.0,0.06059068455588765,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amethicc,2020/03/31,"Sick of being constantly paranoid about basic bodily functions. To be blunt, I'm terrified of my own heartbeat. I constantly think I'm having a heart attack, or some kind of brain failure, or liver/kidney failure. Any twinge of pain in my back, every headache, every fast heartbeat makes me panic. I'm sick of it. It seems I'm stuck like this too now, since I doubt a doctor would see me over anxiety right now.

My OCD is playing into it too, I've checked my heart rate about 20 times today and it's the same for most other days. This has been going on since last summer and I'm actually fed up. Is there anything I can do to try and stop it until this virus shit has gone? Telling myself it's just my anxiety/OCD playing tricks on me is only working so much.",4.629019607843142,5.246765267973856,5.493339869281048,82.92902941176472,69.52287581699346,7.950065359477126,27.71830065359477,7.908726449838941,1.657146928104575,598,19,118,7,10,196,101,153,0.252,0.7120000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,3,2,3,0,12,9,4,1,0,16,25,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,4,1,1,2,2,1,2,0,6,0,0,4,1,12,4,17,18,5,22,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,6,14,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.15962239008504076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112343695630449,0.0,0.12513190779105202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460557727343578,0.0,0.0,0.18608643017257195,0.0,0.1257765456537971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182600120914871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535258097224001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549021877151153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674225727749118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756324351071016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296157034066513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876665196444581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033476127367164,0.0,0.13333277245857494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991287349157797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918538427353497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024402511194243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440365365044215,0.17405182842609465,0.19191615413690308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968934364833635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034547241568553,0.14890953831440426,0.0,0.0,0.16790400617928947,0.2706164119138825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675327092733458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296888123465312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481014481765036,0.0,0.0,0.0953799774948857,0.0,0.15504685186650255,0.0,0.0,0.11105445161486754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908215049397915,0.0,0.0,0.11619664722764235,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,krodddd123,2020/03/31,Pregnancy worries I have had extreme worries about getting someone pregnant recently. The other night I masturbated then quickly showered but did not wash my hands again after and likely touched down there again after while drying off etc.. I am so worried that when I touched the fridge there may have been some semen on my hands then my sister touched it and went to the bathroom and got pregnant if she touched herself. I am waiting to see a psychologist about my ocd. Does anyone have any recommendations to calm the worry? Or is it a realistic worry?,6.860757142857143,8.528617390000004,6.501428571428572,73.89500000000002,65.1,8.114285714285714,37.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,3.335971428571429,449,23,71,6,7,140,69,100,0.14800000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.9137,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,10,3,2,0,0,10,15,11,0,1,4,1,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,11,2,10,9,2,15,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,12,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668739392017358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199800362577622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150159964055059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913687159230461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964893093511878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723656245883786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383042925522828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102601875848366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694248741141005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673537725100107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538803622861768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906607146612342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8712921844882855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breadplane,2020/03/31,"Has anyone ever gotten a panic attack from over-exercising? So with the whole quarantine thing happening, I’ve been really trying to change my lifestyle—I’ve quit drinking, stopped eating fast food and I’ve been exercising every day. A lot of exercising. I usually walk between 3-5 miles a day, in addition to either 30 minutes of cardio or 30 minutes of exercising a specific muscle group. I’ve been doing this for about 6 days now, after very little physical activity outside work for several years beforehand (Im honestly surprised how much I can do when I push myself considering this!)

Yesterday, my best friend came over (I know, social distancing, but we stayed six feet apart) and we did a very intense 30 minute cardio dance routine, and I finished with squats, 2 45-second planks and a wall sit. 

As I was stretching to cool down, I felt my vertigo suddenly flare up intensely. My vertigo always accompanies panic attacks, either hitting before or after the attack. Usually it creeps up on me slowly but this time it was almost immediate, going from totally fine to unbelievably dizzy in seconds. Within minutes I was having a full on panic attack and crying uncontrollably. 

I almost never get panic attacks without a trigger, so it was very unexpected for me. Thankfully I have pretty effective coping mechanisms, plus my best friend was there to help talk me through it (she also gets panic attacks) and was able to get it under control within an hour or so, but my vertigo lasted the rest of the day.

Has anyone ever experienced this? Was it from overexertion or do you think there was another reason? I have really been enjoying my workout routine and don’t want to quit—are there any changes I can make?",7.706044966785897,8.601384860841428,8.471725430080056,63.29100153295865,62.851132686084135,11.424357009027426,36.32788281383071,11.20814326018867,4.667371521035599,1378,62,204,38,19,464,182,309,0.146,0.7170000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.718,0,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,1,0,6,14,22,6,6,13,1,24,12,1,6,4,42,38,22,0,1,10,0,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,11,14,3,2,5,6,0,5,3,12,0,2,16,3,27,10,38,21,10,46,0,0,0,0,10,17,0,7,22,152,38,1,0.0785462262436079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730539920819928,0.0,0.0,0.06281338874904331,0.0653567524416757,0.0,0.0,0.05341412731051981,0.08236256678805133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984269536051287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361460299209607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683705333038896,0.0,0.16485883705120766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983595786925955,0.0,0.0,0.16618298501561773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809627165338806,0.0,0.0,0.0862793412819605,0.2026232718398251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694539885809717,0.0,0.08037239853408945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209911698732225,0.06617858328119919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541669488699958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497840855428707,0.0,0.1213692391069458,0.0,0.1231114840090511,0.0,0.04463963047273648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945816846432673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264787976770036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735221091755053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484340294319181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316695178221002,0.06402565781370659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872395353012111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677719271268423,0.0,0.0,0.05243021593905079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774051393367576,0.0,0.060579691900322336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607853638350442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990974996780628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708716011234576,0.0,0.0,0.10063744764545204,0.0807586024339366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887348783608526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006798609584445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371982626773859,0.0,0.06566816220684933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313248137644234,0.0,0.07231481210680554,0.0,0.0,0.05218262255212523,0.050329250219294776,0.0,0.0,0.04580093617466698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053327731709707366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301514256015058,0.1944265880317448,0.04632859930102907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769405655353697,0.0,0.07571575917021807,0.0,0.057182588186386135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058119446169888
anxiety,maabelleee,2020/03/31,"Advice for coping with Covid 19   

Disclosure: I found this post on Nextdoor last night. I am not the author of this post and I’m not sure if there is a name associated with it however it is quite brilliant and obviously has struck a chord with many of you. 

I will try to find the name of the person who wrote it but no guarantees.

​

Advice from a psychologist:

""After having thirty-one sessions this week with patients where the singular focus was COVID-19 and how to cope, I decided to consolidate my advice and make a list that I hope is helpful to all.  I can't control a lot of what is going on right now, but I can contribute this.  

Edit: I am surprised and heartened that this has been shared so widely!  People have asked me to credential myself, so to that end, I am a doctoral level Psychologist in NYS with a Psy.D. in the specialities of School and Clinical Psychology.""

MENTAL HEALTH WELLNESS TIPS FOR QUARANTINE

1. Stick to a routine.  Go to sleep and wake up at a reasonable time, write a schedule that is varied and includes time for work as well as self-care.

2. Dress for the social life you want, not the social life you have.  Get showered and dressed in comfortable clothes, wash your face, brush your teeth.  Take the time to do a bath or a facial.  Put on some bright colors.  It is amazing how our dress can impact our mood.

3. Get out at least once a day, for at least thirty minutes.  If you are concerned of contact, try first thing in the morning, or later in the evening, and try less traveled streets and avenues.  If you are high risk or living with those who are high risk, open the windows and blast the fan.  It is amazing how much fresh air can do for spirits.

4. Find some time to move each day, again daily for at least thirty minutes.  If you don’t feel comfortable going outside, there are many YouTube videos that offer free movement classes, and if all else fails, turn on the music and have a dance party!

5. Reach out to others, you guessed it, at least once daily for thirty minutes.  Try to do FaceTime, Skype, phone calls, texting—connect with other people to seek and provide support.  Don’t forget to do this for your children as well.  Set up virtual playdates with friends daily via FaceTime, Facebook Messenger Kids, Zoom, etc—your kids miss their friends, too!

6. Stay hydrated and eat well.   This one may seem obvious, but stress and eating often don’t mix well, and we find ourselves over-indulging, forgetting to eat, and avoiding food.  Drink plenty of water, eat some good and nutritious foods, and challenge yourself to learn how to cook something new!

7. Develop a self-care toolkit.  This can look different for everyone.  A lot of successful self-care strategies involve a sensory component (seven senses: touch, taste, sight, hearing, smell, vestibular (movement) and proprioceptive (comforting pressure).  An idea for each: a soft blanket or stuffed animal, a hot chocolate, photos of vacations, comforting music, lavender or eucalyptus oil, a small swing or rocking chair, a weighted blanket.  A journal, an inspirational book, or a mandala coloring book is wonderful, bubbles to blow or blowing watercolor on paper through a straw are visually appealing as well as work on controlled breath.  Mint gum, Listerine strips, ginger ale, frozen Starburst, ice packs, and cold are also good for anxiety regulation. For children, it is great to help them create a self-regulation comfort box (often a shoe-box or bin they can decorate) that they can use on the ready for first-aid when overwhelmed.  

8. Spend extra time playing with children.  Children will rarely communicate how they are feeling, but will often make a bid for attention and communication through play.  Don’t be surprised to see therapeutic themes of illness, doctor visits, and isolation play through.  Understand that play is cathartic and helpful for children—it is how they process their world and problem solve, and there’s a lot they are seeing and experiencing in the now.

9. Give everyone the benefit of the doubt, and a wide berth.  A lot of cooped up time can bring out the worst in everyone.  Each person will have moments when they will not be at their best.  It is important to move with grace through blowups, to not show up to every argument you are invited to, and to not hold grudges and continue disagreements.  Everyone is doing the best they can to make it through this.

10. Everyone find their own retreat space.  Space is at a premium, particularly with city living.  It is important that people think through their own separate space for work and for relaxation.  For children, help them identify a place where they can go to retreat when stressed.  You can make this place cozy by using blankets, pillows, cushions, scarves, beanbags, tents, and “forts”.  It is good to know that even when we are on top of each other, we have our own special place to go to be alone.

11. Expect behavioral issues in children, and respond gently.   We are all struggling with disruption in routine, none more than children, who rely on routines constructed by others to make them feel safe and to know what comes next.  Expect increased anxiety, worries and fears, nightmares, difficulty separating or sleeping, testing limits, and meltdowns.  Do not introduce major behavioral plans or consequences at this time—hold stable and focus on emotional connection.

12. Focus on safety and attachment.  We are going to be living for a bit with the unprecedented demand of meeting all work deadlines, homeschooling children, running a sterile household, and making a whole lot of entertainment in confinement.  We can get wrapped up in meeting expectations in all domains, but we must remember that these are scary and unpredictable times for children.  Focus on strengthening the connection through time spent following their lead, through physical touch, through play, through therapeutic books, and via verbal reassurances that you will be there for them in this time.

13. Lower expectations and practice radical self-acceptance.  This idea is connected with #12.  We are doing too many things in this moment, under fear and stress.  This does not make a formula for excellence.  Instead, give yourself what psychologists call “radical self acceptance”: accepting everything about yourself, your current situation, and your life without question, blame, or pushback.  You cannot fail at this—there is no roadmap, no precedent for this, and we are all truly doing the best we can in an impossible situation.  

14. Limit social media and COVID conversation, especially around children.  One can find tons of information on COVID-19 to consume, and it changes minute to minute.  The information is often sensationalized, negatively skewed, and alarmist.  Find a few trusted sources that you can check in with consistently, limit it to a few times a day, and set a time limit for yourself on how much you consume (again 30 minutes tops, 2-3 times daily).  Keep news and alarming conversations out of earshot from children—they see and hear everything, and can become very frightened by what they hear.

15. Notice the good in the world, the helpers.  There is a lot of scary, negative, and overwhelming information to take in regarding this pandemic.  There are also a ton of stories of people sacrificing, donating, and supporting one another in miraculous ways.  It is important to counter-balance the heavy information with the hopeful information.  

16. Help others.  Find ways, big and small, to give back to others.  Support restaurants, offer to grocery shop, check in with elderly neighbors, write psychological wellness tips for others—helping others gives us a sense of agency when things seem out of control.  

17. Find something you can control, and control the heck out of it.  In moments of big uncertainty and overwhelm, control your little corner of the world.  Organize your bookshelf, purge your closet, put together that furniture, group your toys.  It helps to anchor and ground us when the bigger things are chaotic.

18. Find a long-term project to dive into.  Now is the time to learn how to play the keyboard, put together a huge jigsaw puzzle, start a 15 hour game of Risk, paint a picture, read the Harry Potter series, binge watch an 8-season show, crochet a blanket, solve a Rubix cube, or develop a new town in Animal Crossing.  Find something that will keep you busy, distracted, and engaged to take breaks from what is going on in the outside world.

19. Engage in repetitive movements and left-right movements.  Research has shown that repetitive movement (knitting, coloring, painting, clay sculpting, jump roping etc) especially left-right movement (running, drumming, skating, hopping) can be effective at self-soothing and maintaining self-regulation in moments of distress.

20. Find an expressive art and go for it.  Our emotional brain is very receptive to the creative arts, and it is a direct portal for release of feeling.  Find something that is creative (sculpting, drawing, dancing, music, singing, playing) and give it your all.  See how relieved you can feel.  It is a very effective way of helping kids to emote and communicate as well!

21. Find lightness and humor in each day.  There is a lot to be worried about, and with good reason.  Counterbalance this heaviness with something funny each day: cat videos on YouTube, a stand-up show on Netflix, a funny movie—we all need a little comedic relief in our day, every day.

22. Reach out for help—your team is there for you.  If you have a therapist or psychiatrist, they are available to you, even at a distance.  Keep up your medications and your therapy sessions the best you can.  If you are having difficulty coping, seek out help for the first time.  There are mental health people on the ready to help you through this crisis.  Your children’s teachers and related service providers will do anything within their power to help, especially for those parents tasked with the difficult task of being a whole treatment team to their child with special challenges.  Seek support groups of fellow home-schoolers, parents, and neighbors to feel connected.  There is help and support out there, any time of the day—although we are physically distant, we can always connect virtually.

23. “Chunk” your quarantine, take it moment by moment.  We have no road map for this.  We don’t know what this will look like in 1 day, 1 week, or 1 month from now.  Often, when I work with patients who have anxiety around overwhelming issues, I suggest that they engage in a strategy called “chunking”—focusing on whatever bite-sized piece of a challenge that feels manageable.  Whether that be 5 minutes, a day, or a week at a time—find what feels doable for you, and set a time stamp for how far ahead in the future you will let yourself worry.  Take each chunk one at a time, and move through stress in pieces.

24. Remind yourself daily that this is temporary.  It seems in the midst of this quarantine that it will never end.  It is terrifying to think of the road stretching ahead of us.  Please take time to remind yourself that although this is very scary and difficult, and will go on for an undetermined amount of time, it is a season of life and it will pass.  We will return to feeling free, safe, busy, and connected in the days ahead.

25. Find the lesson.  This whole crisis can seem sad, senseless, and at times, avoidable.  When psychologists work with trauma, a key feature to helping someone work through said trauma is to help them find their agency, the potential positive outcomes they can effect, the meaning and construction that can come out of destruction.  What can each of us learn here, in big and small ways, from this crisis?  What needs to change in ourselves, our homes, our communities, our nation, and our world?

Be well💖",6.9390775159252325,8.794388255092148,6.324734972605974,74.53257235169215,65.09117361784675,9.20051904474795,35.610414973654535,9.55057626055449,3.6485473195795217,9370,447,1496,187,148,2880,796,2062,0.08900000000000001,0.728,0.183,0.9997,9,7,6,0,0,0,370.0,28,38,26,45,66,109,1,21,122,0,141,32,9,31,13,333,230,141,0,18,38,2,14,1,5,16,12,4,8,18,102,145,11,19,60,38,8,36,24,32,8,7,6,38,106,78,285,197,58,261,1,8,12,0,182,133,1,51,82,1007,208,38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627782656278778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02694834213240396,0.0,0.04161554973683381,0.021650298097600367,0.02819210399157163,0.031616525462444006,0.01769414384424822,0.02728370147577534,0.0597145104878357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021411821327079444,0.046325720909975526,0.024324708574600857,0.0,0.0,0.02000737991120249,0.0,0.0,0.02873647985560255,0.0,0.0,0.10922338803071828,0.0,0.02840654151915692,0.0,0.0,0.02904635337204496,0.07970641811328186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055050335733066766,0.04482696936503485,0.0,0.0,0.1750984072489019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458458691142765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027184826622454736,0.0,0.053264096287692624,0.022769828979598176,0.0,0.0,0.02548919216883064,0.0,0.10649772652856501,0.021735943178927485,0.08780526441701113,0.04609108611918372,0.0,0.05803721332825214,0.051556878579916934,0.0,0.04384508110293428,0.124313677422993,0.04676927549656434,0.0,0.0,0.05855831489557994,0.11840611275893688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805014451833253,0.06639648869406871,0.06292573548145745,0.028529025198287462,0.040205183219427135,0.0,0.04078232513790396,0.12480131734819523,0.13308727002730822,0.10911955874826977,0.0,0.028686576984497586,0.028663399102967918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553149972791974,0.08797756084103762,0.0,0.2616047115088522,0.054982034530018264,0.052199335212789716,0.05168644434778831,0.02562395410279796,0.0,0.0,0.058745668894569614,0.0,0.05431517005067734,0.0,0.06938194842399381,0.0,0.0,0.04289888982245275,0.02120935520470857,0.0,0.0,0.056540498914648886,0.026606688990330567,0.07351333444282401,0.012711807367827769,0.052156724368144315,0.06892705286659671,0.023026427779515742,0.04369963289127997,0.0,0.0,0.15484586550540316,0.0,0.0,0.1215774703295574,0.07913902965318252,0.0,0.028342849918623375,0.0,0.026211896412511808,0.052443047392923284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020768506797140686,0.08296379276815732,0.038254634518087936,0.03858624079276112,0.020067832921674127,0.05025956660875285,0.027672020294167925,0.02441752654557,0.0,0.0,0.029623359138828013,0.0,0.05541981031354056,0.07052591286914164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778312366005753,0.0,0.0,0.09019318286701644,0.04543842598483445,0.08155447986736421,0.028561583927743994,0.0,0.0,0.049838953424718765,0.0,0.0,0.02489713566685564,0.0,0.07847031513913699,0.029147781000898487,0.027674927911557488,0.02602652888699839,0.0,0.0,0.05350473367539597,0.0,0.0,0.029475007304802167,0.06666150084002756,0.02475049115226997,0.0,0.0,0.0526662212199854,0.08293665159175267,0.09474865731035784,0.2171520020176905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849398857156445,0.05207655721382738,0.07957077282549453,0.02204622744442989,0.10015536392796033,0.0,0.0,0.018416727276072627,0.027733311825635463,0.0,0.0,0.11922094074264665,0.027201217922075117,0.0,0.0,0.14763303116831564,0.024523059176590697,0.0,0.11738049925910045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02975555174187907,0.03021063060665263,0.06914476570887025,0.03334447412297137,0.0,0.0,0.3337877947461286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066209658531301,0.028301730872832387,0.0,0.027087204264040574,0.12519295976342446,0.04494496634016757,0.0,0.08587520915033374,0.015346967954178269,0.08261223273775653,0.06261379055042632,0.031684726259748934,0.21055179786214095,0.0,0.0,0.08714948623554444,0.0,0.025081857581345127,0.02821702443301032,0.13259747826862606,0.07927215815575589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031616525462444006,0.0
anxiety,livingoverandover,2020/03/31,"Finally taking control!!! Hey everyone! I’ve struggled with social anxiety for years and one of my biggest triggers/obsessions was of how red my face can get when i’m anxious. BUT after lots and lots of therapy and simply placing myself in anxiety provoking situations, I realized today at my new job that I haven’t even been concerned about it once :0 which is HUUUUGE for me haha. Just wanted to put it out there that if I can overcome anxiety, being the giant ball of nervousness that I am, you guys can and will too. Never give up",5.526890756302521,6.725721156862747,7.098739495798322,70.12147058823533,67.82352941176471,10.534453781512603,34.179271708683466,10.608840637214634,4.104774229691876,426,20,71,12,7,147,80,102,0.141,0.82,0.038,-0.7794,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,1,1,10,1,1,3,1,17,15,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,10,1,14,11,2,15,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,7,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429493763957437,0.21141936329984098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989782153424447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360679539074433,0.0,0.0,0.1788240372117536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050070188726373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777497509019728,0.17952550258497707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530190536474828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571146566305036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182061400671273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433692959359598,0.1807447658978972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930216906172632,0.12681356477364192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552556678810684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881313309651912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103576091911716,0.0,0.1907696607442705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564346042756897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070893888865854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401538439896045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739055575681398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103823338435792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051454992195774
anxiety,modeens2,2020/03/31,No health insurance no help There are no free therapy resources in my community. I also have limited transportation. Does anybody know of any online free or close to free therapy resources? It hard to get help. And I really want and need it.,3.62977272727273,6.628169704545456,5.005636363636363,74.84845454545456,79.22727272727272,9.883636363636363,29.25454545454545,9.888512548439397,3.949541818181818,193,9,32,7,5,64,33,44,0.171,0.536,0.292,0.8399,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429989129800734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073613425624955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454500876376821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653931287957095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25125514116597314,0.0,0.0,0.2981373057747215,0.0,0.0,0.3759998925116299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541445667117188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797249273760374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968277955492096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.641507038923811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543447176089554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spunkmckunkle_,2020/03/31,"I'm really freaking out about needing to make a phone call. For the past few days, I've had somewhat mild symptoms of COVID, but I don't know if I even have it or if it's all in my head. I've had to stay home from work because I work at a grocery store and I don't want to run the risk of spreading it.

I need to call to see where I can get tested, or if I can even get tested. It is almost impossible for me to make phone calls. I once failed a class because I had to make a call as part of the class. It takes me several minutes of psyching myself up to even call my parents. 

If I don't make this call and get tested, I might lose my job because I really don't want to spread the virus I might have. If I get tested and it's negative, the insurance I have through my job might not cover it because they specified ""positive"" tests will be fully covered. 

I don't really know why I'm posting this. This situation has just got me so freaked out I'm almost seriously considering just ending my life to get out of it. I'm most likely not going to, but I can't get the thoughts out of my head.",2.8491101694915244,3.2959642923728865,4.712500000000002,87.54764830508476,73.4491525423729,7.933898305084746,26.190677966101696,8.07648339933343,1.3293355932203397,847,27,197,12,16,291,110,236,0.11900000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.9745,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,8,7,0,1,10,0,21,4,2,4,1,39,46,14,0,9,13,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,11,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,9,6,0,0,5,1,28,1,30,36,5,15,0,2,1,0,10,8,0,14,4,127,39,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865954639268192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718576405615945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5708307041466772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008786666197191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252223524492625,0.0,0.0,0.1846165591179327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920693706512102,0.0,0.052951472737166376,0.0,0.07451770666158691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912415412530825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345854443351276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491654212093994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240916630518647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580973881633817,0.04551885608785683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423500164378653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24877062112742934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29652050123036905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817087458879762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922453578327996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345585069381263,0.1008955828811934,0.0889426757467663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923247823322074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906401807887187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424556947284096,0.0,0.0,0.10525719954671542,0.0,0.0,0.1047285948704859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930835114963513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968407940062308,0.0700533225880794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739677107686884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990985081463928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407272675316317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565982636174911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mccosby101,2020/03/31,"What do I do next? Hey guys, so I (23m)  have anxiety, when my dad passed last year I realized I wanted to change things about myself, I started exercising, started seeing a therapist and finding about about my anxiety and such. Currently I can tell when I have an anxiety attack, and I now how to suppress it to a point where it’s slightly manageable but still a bit prevalent. I want to continue on this path on recovery but I won’t be able to see my therapist for some time (thanks corona)
So does anyone have any recommendations for what I should do next? Thanks in advance",3.3043750000000003,5.444369258928571,4.792285714285715,80.65271428571431,75.16071428571428,8.765714285714285,28.164285714285718,9.3871,2.7310328571428566,455,19,87,12,10,152,73,112,0.068,0.88,0.052000000000000005,0.2879,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,12,3,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,13,18,10,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,15,2,13,15,2,20,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,13,63,21,1,0.16483685381824473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209471309297674,0.0,0.37829922597794335,0.0,0.0,0.11525776083746815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752571783910876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995915199868298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437553475287546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424984159230164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065789811848074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632144008933021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436403634367833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35061172813807595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582410683792772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627072619874671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23334474708636824,0.0,0.13163892438769467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440746757155767,0.3035192569321789,0.0,0.3827765841647605,0.10951028122980397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611769504428268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445009431523733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614952947040897
anxiety,BeanTown1211,2020/03/31,"US telemedicine help Has anyone been able to get a prescription through telemedicine since the DEA lifted prescription laws in mid March. They are allowing narcotics to be prescribed over telemedicine but every app I have gone on says that they don’t do it. Which I think just hasn’t been updated yet. Wondering if anyone has had any luck as new patients without prior prescription history, any luck getting a prescription and who you used? Thanks people",7.39168776371308,9.713888949367089,5.3779113924050685,79.95690928270044,64.56962025316456,9.317299578059073,34.685654008438824,9.725611199111238,3.593428691983122,373,17,60,8,6,106,62,79,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,0,12,18,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,6,3,8,13,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,5,37,10,0,0.2552976130580857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34722226281536106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570200540307628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150992498972009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667649316049072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112060859011427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656802555161986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769912199271809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302290879966836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211184823694388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504374178783466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358440198181695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070915945428696,0.22049516851681664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24609778867142745,0.2768593710944382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItsBoJackHorseman,2020/03/31,"I can feel everything Some days I can feel everything, I am in a constant fight or flight. How do I manage without meds?",1.0175000000000018,3.5302024166666683,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,87.33333333333334,6.533333333333335,24.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.648016666666667,94,4,19,2,3,31,18,24,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820582633162434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280083019247834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6354897553106696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575275568821857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39271055934910376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34080629575450605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,revenge50,2020/03/31,"Just had the worst night of my life. A friend gave a marijuana brownie, he said it was pretty mild but still I just ate half of it. I have smoked in the past but just a little but, just for the ""buzz"". 

The effects started kicking around 45 minutes later, just felt some relaxing sensation... But15 minutes later... Oh.. My... God.

I had never in my life have a panick attack but oh God, oh now I understand the people that has gone through this, it's the worst feeling I've ever felt in my life, I was scared as hell of 2 things:

1. My body just suddenly collapsing because of a heart attack or my brain just exploding
2. Losing control of my own body and start trying to kill myself.

All that I could think of while this was happening was: ""Oh, so this is what people that kill themselves go through on a daily basis"" 

I tried to breathe but didn't work, tried to calm myself but nothing worked, I had to stand up and start walkikg around my room, that calmed me a really bit but the effect lasted for around 2 hours, and when you are high time passes extremely slow, so it felt like an eternity. I also felt like I was losing myself, sense of myself, going comoletely mad. 

Suddenly I threw up. A lot... After that I went back to my bed and somehow fell asleep, while having so extremely weird dreams of course. 

Just woke up, it's been 14 hours and I am still really high, this sucks so much. I just want this to be over. I am never in my life touching anything that has to do with marijuana.",2.03318994739918,4.232000681355935,3.2572413793103467,89.82796610169494,79.47457627118644,6.238457042665107,21.01987142022209,7.372421405659032,0.6551496201052007,1151,32,237,16,29,372,157,295,0.18100000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.105,-0.9868,0,0,1,0,0,1,51.0,0,1,0,7,24,19,7,1,16,0,22,11,6,3,4,45,44,22,2,2,17,0,6,2,1,0,4,1,2,0,18,9,1,1,9,2,0,7,3,13,0,1,21,7,31,6,34,21,8,50,1,2,0,0,5,16,2,4,28,167,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907242050546341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813678805383715,0.2640662137477523,0.0,0.2249752012776664,0.0,0.07603080903919493,0.0,0.060274897327970964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794878406330886,0.21966155623644693,0.0,0.11038015753768902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089969154460456,0.0789457573021297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894404947388523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049995510479985114,0.0,0.3797521980584364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763926266534913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238889358608208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743717882016375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717049062194247,0.0,0.208939330711544,0.0,0.0,0.19474913455590345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187869382475976,0.0,0.0,0.0805984812889342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793608317362577,0.09661324999233803,0.09910138079409236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212375955214181,0.0,0.08406224162571004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268644932064293,0.0,0.15252107766934198,0.0,0.0,0.09278997581068706,0.0,0.09487577134880378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438990459606668,0.13709862448025387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059411660124858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668710823118812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405528733779217,0.0,0.09899377639955302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995832750744006,0.0,0.1579276370801913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568991668328625,0.06335680523406527,0.0,0.0,0.05765635252089973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013943003393559,0.0,0.0,0.10293512013793496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058320599450477566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166057161097757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396821278754954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FUCKINGFUCKFUCKFUCK2,2020/03/31,"Does anyone else hear music? As of recent I've noticed something about myself.  If I'm in a stressfully situation, feeling extremely anxious or in an argument my mind will start to play a song I've heard recently or are relating to in the moment..  It will play and continue to play for quite some time. Kind of drowning out the sounds of my own thoughts.  I makes it rather hard to think, like my brain has shut down all thoughts and is a broken cd player.
Just curious if anyone else can relate? If so do you have any advice?",3.2236785329018325,5.247475553398059,4.339352750809063,84.33539374325781,75.01941747572816,7.684573894282633,26.00755124056095,8.515128840125781,1.8904528586839275,414,15,80,8,9,135,76,103,0.115,0.759,0.125,-0.2342,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,6,0,8,1,1,1,1,18,17,9,1,4,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,6,5,15,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,6,7,50,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726452268991712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014537971643385,0.0,0.0,0.1995929951785719,0.0,0.2470711964728897,0.3620498001036971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722825732517568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460989652355314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29517937343727163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933242736751094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826652070307928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912609781735052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839803169876768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631471160930411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179322497584128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839186264438686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011461963652868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791611234921998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488914294850563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985906334299371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360134102636903,0.0,0.0,0.12505180873371394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023811567510788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320650889394335,0.0,0.2805211805444718,0.10302088876381878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poppylemew,2020/03/31,"What actions have coworkers taken to help you with your anxiety? I'm looking for ways to support a coworker who I suspect has some form of anxiety. He has never disclosed anything to me, so while a conversation would be ideal, its not something I feel comfortable with. 

Would anyone in this community be able to share some things their coworkers/bosses have done that have helped you with your anxiety? Or things you wish your coworkers/bosses would do?

It seems to me that it affects his communication the most. His attitude is fine but when he speaks he is all over the place. When its his turn to talk he says anything that is semi related, even though it isn't really relevant. Its hard to get a yes or no answer. We're now working remotely so video calls and phone calls are more common. This seems to amplify everything so I'm turning to this sub for help. My hope is that I can modify my interactions that will in turn, help him. 

I know I'm not a professional, I'm not trying to diagnose him and I may be totally off base. But if there's something I can do to make things easier I'd like to do it. 

Thanks in advance.",3.4563827751196183,5.4840540545454575,4.855789473684212,80.87236842105266,74.36363636363636,8.995215311004785,27.033492822966515,9.549672527348893,2.6049545454545457,892,34,173,24,19,297,127,220,0.054000000000000006,0.7859999999999999,0.16,0.9783,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,1,3,9,8,0,0,6,1,25,1,0,2,3,34,44,14,0,7,8,0,2,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,20,5,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,5,22,8,23,34,7,15,0,0,1,0,30,6,0,10,7,125,42,2,0.1265709120694097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904792038798323,0.0,0.0,0.08850132463922067,0.0,0.20831415218497853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25848610539840355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846681145368252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952598752906025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359889370314337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375377442846182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399805617268048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612807753452166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338267615343076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393512574392204,0.0,0.0,0.12571347468872945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695600631580335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061836154293395576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628768843952736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448706664557053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976192902371503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223966386713534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108456730509657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065426946201816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304508093539705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948809436126268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363117108319814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173290470045487,0.0,0.11652949049517496,0.0,0.0,0.2522642695822859,0.0,0.12435527847257367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593334096225581,0.4130184197375101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046609860968103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555030241483696,0.0,0.0,0.0921451314388175,0.0,0.0,0.2697370333116976,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mathieusaintdenis99,2020/03/31,"I'm starting to feel suffocated and exhausted Hi everyone,

First time-poster here. Mini introduction here - I'm a 26 year old male and I suffer from anxiety. All my life, I've been known as the anxious person amongst my friends, family, and colleagues. Over the years I've noticed signs and symptoms that can be associated with anxiety disorder, which lead me to see a therapist. This therapist diagnosed me with with GAD a few years ago, but I honestly never took it seriously until recently.

My anxiety actually stunts my day-to-day, and causes me to go onto full panic and worry for hours. I've been losing my sleep, having chest pain, and grind my teeth so much that I've potentially removed some decent enamel (this is not pleasant). It has gotten so bad that I caused so much stressed to my wonderful girlfriend, who has been so supportive and loving, that now feeling overwhelmed wants some time and distance from one another. My mother and father say the same thing, and so do my friends. This self-isolation stuff has also exasberated my anxiety more than ever. 

I'm tired of being overwhelming and a burden to those around me, and more importantly, I'm so exhausted and feel suffocated from this shit. Sorry I'm rambling, but I'm at the point where I need to do some thing to help with this. Do I need medication? Do I need to see a mental-health professional frequently? 

If anyone can chat or offer any helpful advice, I would love that. I know theres +million posts about dealing with anxiety, but I find it more helpful to actually have interactions with people.",5.498075965130763,7.301704212328769,6.478144458281445,72.25770236612705,68.52054794520548,9.966625155666252,31.423412204234122,10.230975488527342,3.543720547945206,1258,53,215,34,22,418,169,292,0.18,0.6729999999999999,0.147,-0.7893,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,3,15,20,1,4,9,0,18,14,4,3,3,50,42,28,0,6,6,2,3,0,3,1,8,1,0,2,19,21,0,0,7,1,0,4,2,13,0,3,5,6,23,7,28,34,12,27,0,4,2,2,19,7,1,6,15,146,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.18747435580123253,0.0,0.0,0.0938651901512463,0.08514819180896972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681625838043127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532163741464486,0.10072349760564124,0.36741436760232427,0.10851637651259836,0.0,0.06716485956303916,0.0,0.0,0.0855105500127696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802030712854515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735273982671944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389684678311062,0.0990299176918368,0.0,0.09749521134256776,0.0,0.0,0.11008894201142616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688850182673456,0.0,0.09178599466337596,0.0,0.0,0.09055341333649554,0.0,0.1457069870762364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779379796784105,0.08170551413802707,0.0,0.0,0.14842585341039238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459105863720695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210344811451144,0.0,0.0,0.193153715280764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459619260281793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279007847906258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784746721690986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074625273414033,0.0,0.0,0.1733892800230415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676670476288164,0.09680224589767708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122499440585215,0.21367378261804884,0.0740846077293188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093608338274784,0.1007950202588327,0.0,0.06509029412960897,0.0,0.10221076878007083,0.11270147422769924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066593404466158,0.08387273249839575,0.0,0.0,0.09080433435683363,0.0,0.1839909335762028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484409432842582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638789476198153,0.0,0.0,0.15308900875196246,0.0,0.1002077612833666,0.0,0.0986005014025236,0.0,0.0,0.09612575827539767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752726155523283,0.06798920547280819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003226734188032,0.0,0.1099615823994246,0.0,0.10900365021658286,0.0,0.0998393659475529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305773886844774,0.1276311912718966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120225040338218,0.11040268696710737,0.0,0.0,0.10672218088660522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056656546083346276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416905475380957,0.0,0.09754992419539844,0.0,0.06823570168840253,0.0,0.0,0.18557149265505327
anxiety,HelpMyHead12,2020/03/31,"Feeling Guilty  This is my first post so please bear with me. I have been in a committed, trusting, communicative relationship for nearly 5.5 years. No detrimental issues.. Just normal stuff. Anyway, about a year ago, I was enticed by the idea of ""sending pictures for money."" After a few photos and texts back and forth with a random internet stranger, I began to feel what I was doing was ""wrong."" However, I don't think there's anything wrong with using your body as you wish as long as it is safe, consensual, etc. - just my opinion. I didn't actually do anything ""bad,"" objectively; I wasn't motivated by anything other than money. Morally, though, I felt as though I'd just betrayed my boyfriend. The next day I told him what I'd done and he was upset, but over the course of some time, we'd thoroughly discussed and all was fine. But, I still feel bad. I feel bad that I hurt his feelings and I have these really annoying and ugly intrusive feelings that he must now think I'm ""gross"" or untrustworthy or like I'd cheated on him. You see, cheating is like, the worst possible situation in this circumstance, so naturally because I feel guilty, my brain goes there. I have addressed this with my s/o and he knows I'd never betray him in such a way, and what I did truly just stems from pure curiosity and the interest in being paid for doing literally 0 work (i.e. it takes like, 5 seconds to take a revealing picture). I go to therapy and this has been a hot topic for some time, so I know the ""problem"" is me and not my boyfriend. I know my boyfriend trusts me and understands what motivated me to do what I did, so that just leaves my guilt. Advice? Please don't be judgmental, mean, or rude. Thank you.",3.8143484643179817,5.6953683323170745,4.869119241192411,81.79060523938575,72.99390243902441,8.151942186088528,27.696928635953032,8.841846274778883,2.1935484191508583,1335,51,258,27,27,437,182,328,0.175,0.7,0.125,-0.9718,1,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,1,4,0,4,19,24,4,2,13,0,30,2,2,3,5,60,56,27,0,4,11,0,9,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,17,16,0,1,19,0,3,2,7,15,0,2,16,10,41,9,31,36,6,26,1,1,1,0,16,7,0,7,18,177,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.10514379690829688,0.0,0.0,0.1052873866171346,0.09550964075495344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659954184125806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284942710733999,0.26988828640435514,0.06568048894497215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968065526117593,0.0,0.12027930429230516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948675641565327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026077324950144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016440674622975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813545610634405,0.0,0.10345231245558408,0.0,0.0,0.09164803312006067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612340942080109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534349152125717,0.12163124393482995,0.0,0.11245802153776137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764187320405084,0.0,0.0,0.11408663581472388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791662315569474,0.0,0.0,0.09535113334821252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173661363341469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309975959998606,0.0,0.1145882688512764,0.0,0.10556744376546924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365438029561141,0.0,0.12146655187405354,0.10319014176752288,0.0,0.0,0.10309762876336244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902434994101339,0.0,0.0,0.11567804884337775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585899429453063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111014695292345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604547565556392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334250450529127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202199988789914,0.0,0.0,0.0991973269108311,0.12321605457679972,0.0,0.0,0.13807757890061792,0.21171827250445416,0.0,0.1256542140171855,0.0,0.0,0.102955179556868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216657879119457,0.0,0.09305728009284753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552314426924379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390169105916354,0.0,0.0,0.07843980684834757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356049782434694,0.0,0.13876878433001594
anxiety,ball_hog_,2020/03/31,"Pounding heart beat I just meditated to try and get my heart beat to stop pounding in my chest. I can't pinpoint my worry. Maybe all the things I have to get done this week for school. And with the online transition and not being sure about having 1 of my part-time jobs still.

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Anyways, does anyone experience that as a symptom of anxiety? Not like an irregular heart rate but a pounding feeling.

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I'm on 10mg Lexapro too so I don't know if that should help or if that's just unavoidable when worried in life?

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Also my sleep has started to suck lately. Not being on my routine, I find myself sleeping later and sleeping in a little later. But I still get up in the mornings so that's good.",3.619042553191491,5.617544326241133,4.391081560283691,84.50875,73.822695035461,6.402127659574468,28.062056737588648,7.1686216300943375,1.5471886524822691,574,23,107,6,12,184,91,141,0.094,0.8240000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.2487,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,11,4,1,0,7,0,9,9,7,0,2,22,17,14,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,13,3,17,13,1,17,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,3,10,75,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579793415840793,0.0,0.3487385312488073,0.39109889266368936,0.0,0.0,0.08207479610443458,0.0,0.0,0.0750180537303592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388818842686793,0.10979256560897553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494795655416699,0.0,0.0,0.05424788426808532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805901323983626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816018383203904,0.0,0.0,0.08998783172235343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381409319789136,0.07191268313728306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064664865312997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896251357535035,0.0,0.1210251976376749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578047470448131,0.052415350438777125,0.10753045992554844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778491413016553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618212294779642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858087924295774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220955427923032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593878558558496,0.0,0.17136019008123046,0.08969732042060416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111738664519436,0.11151299902635592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127717996282255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284130509701885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605972067373592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179117324830965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39109889266368936,0.0
anxiety,thatguy24422442,2020/03/31,"Lymphoma fears have me through the roof?!?! lymphoma worries have me through the roof

Hi, ive had health anxiety for nearly 2 years, and for around a year ive been doing very good, but within the past week, ive been going crazy. First i was 100 percent sure i had a brain aneurysm, but now that has shifted to lymphpma. The only symptom i have is an aitch mostly on my back and shoulders, but i feel it a little bit everywhere. Im trying to tell myself that its unlikely that i have it since i dont even have any enlarged nodes, but of couse anxiety says otherwise. I cant stop googling and reading stories about 'the innocent itch that turned out to be lymphoma' all over google. Looking to start chat with anyone else with these fears. Thank You.",5.682412480974126,6.096091335616442,5.5270776255707785,84.32971841704722,67.15068493150686,8.40669710806697,31.97564687975647,8.167268648758528,2.18783500761035,589,23,117,7,9,183,100,146,0.102,0.805,0.094,0.3965,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,2,9,0,19,5,3,0,2,16,25,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,3,15,3,18,19,4,17,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,9,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133483383439212,0.0,0.2550199884736463,0.0,0.0,0.11654676042867387,0.1707836927910164,0.0,0.1483808296674631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281668832079457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197174769440488,0.0,0.0,0.1860703698722267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953481023424076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392400255901727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009078424804268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375123416428634,0.08427858171687458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177820133769042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472827121102896,0.13980355052848592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717339370261964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004335607970373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705747654789235,0.0,0.0,0.1399694955027761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676789989085374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911523277539644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667254334636994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325508864068943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787968925219415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117977193632603,0.0,0.0,0.13935221715734178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709423599377914,0.17324468092602724,0.0,0.0,0.14568595288035135,0.1534568512616127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131650011205049,0.18130033275021698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752872628097187,0.0,0.0,0.1337009046378584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927196333025366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146733320327095
anxiety,Katiesand04,2020/03/31,Dermatophagia Anyone here suffering with dermatophagia? I’ve been picking my skin on my fingers since i was 4 years old and i can’t stop. They bleed every single day. What should i do?? Should i go to the doctor or...,1.134285714285717,3.771838619047621,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,91.38095238095238,5.6571428571428575,18.904761904761905,7.1686216300943375,0.6523047619047619,170,5,33,3,6,54,35,42,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.7041,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,1,0,7,7,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,3,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882474906676287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658604173313581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219446654579152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473296153947416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23428524629453196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325760799683067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410088302308515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446507373249284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26546876568721484
anxiety,throwawayd88876,2020/03/31,"DAE feel nauseous when you think about food? I don't know what's going on. I've been a food lover my entire life, have a natural tendency towards being chubby (so I have to work really hard to stay skinny, I workout a ton and eat healthy), and grew up in a very food-oriented family. For about 3 or 4 months, I've been having an issue where thinking about foods other than very bland foods (cereal, yogurt, fruit, pretzels) makes me want to gag or throw up. I never actually do, but it feels very real. My dad just asked me if I wanted to order anything from an Italian restaurant tonight so I looked at the menu and it made me feel so ill thinking about pasta, pizza, etc. Thinking about things I used to love (like pizza, pasta, tacos, etc) makes me feel so sick. I am not pregnant and I don't have any medical conditions so I wanted to see if anyone else has experienced this from anxiety. I'm 21F and have been feeling particularly self-conscious as I've gained weight over the past few months so that could factor in here. Being in quarantine has made it worse, I only ever feel like eating fruit, yogurt, granola, cereal, etc. The thought of any hot dinner-like meals makes me want to vom. This symptom is really distressing to me and exacerbates my anxiety as it makes me wonder if something deeper is wrong with me, that it'll make me stop eating, etc.

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TIA guys! Hope everyone is staying safe and healthy :)",5.41647607461476,6.268474208029198,6.0225790754257895,78.99612327656125,67.86861313868613,8.862611516626115,28.360908353609084,8.998388855275968,2.2336957015409573,1119,36,208,19,18,364,162,274,0.11,0.7490000000000001,0.141,0.841,0,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,2,16,8,0,1,9,0,21,23,1,8,2,48,53,22,0,9,8,1,9,2,1,1,5,0,0,1,12,8,16,2,13,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,6,14,24,6,30,43,6,24,0,0,2,2,6,10,0,7,10,127,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.07792809475876754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652411820411204,0.09703397756810422,0.10860985713999896,0.0,0.12217949076556672,0.0,0.0,0.05583728524489128,0.08182207497207884,0.06571481717091487,0.0,0.07465473171560946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375864743192318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513836963130475,0.06670957646345366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562429187798278,0.0,0.07223447041450351,0.0,0.0763059849875027,0.0,0.0,0.07528128255256418,0.0,0.24226604961224926,0.057049258115627326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828119405797134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538409717190482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790701553850657,0.0,0.0,0.07153543583688438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931518735946934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334908588493868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388685823676923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056404768874388785,0.07802737416197486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705906382318623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207330403159717,0.15112366272226402,0.2665230412665609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044668195847131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274808533322616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158999513957548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073420968602005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623174257790202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089379513748842,0.10231580447027154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363502213175916,0.0,0.08330739298694856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061477174955579486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702320870631132,0.0,0.06676332718561058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830011287353363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305288568723463,0.2046744167326047,0.0,0.0633968726379403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897008434452262,0.0,0.197669090684426,0.18840493348620266,0.0,0.0,0.0972432919864034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660060129389438,0.05813623704562169,0.0,0.0813802514190293,0.0,0.08731017715770564,0.09703397756810422,0.0
anxiety,cortisolbath,2020/03/31,"Is it wrong I find life less anxious under the current social lockdowns? Anyone else? After the initial depression when the social
lockdown and cancellations happened I have evened out and in some ways am finding the ‘ ‘new’ life easier. 

Although the overall situation is uncertain, the total ban on social gatherings has created this artificial structure that I don’t have to implement  that actually I find relieving to my anxieties. Life has become incredibly simple and in a way more certain. I’ve been able to think more clearly and focus. 

This especially applies to social situations. They have become extremely constructed or have disappeared altogether. No more surprises. Especially living in a small community the reality is you have to interact with the same people in multiple contexts (social, work) and this creates enormous stress for me. Now that’s been lifted. I feel a little guilty that I don’t miss the social interaction as much as I though I would (given the amount of stress each interaction with people used to bring) while for others it is devastating 

I do feel bad for people suffering socially under the social constraints of this epidemic but at the same time I feel the world has been brought down to my level for a change. The feelings of isolation and depression many are experiencing for the first time are the ones I’ve felt all the time. For years. 

I’m a bit concerned when these constraints are lifted I will have regressed from the progress I had made before in adapting to the real world. Or will I be more confident having had the time to process and work on issues without constant exposure stress?

Anyone else feel this way or similarly?",7.323673930589187,9.220024240677967,7.528571428571428,66.10683615819211,64.22033898305085,10.635996771589994,35.403551251008885,10.712014347399686,4.420372074253431,1361,63,203,37,21,441,162,295,0.134,0.7979999999999999,0.067,-0.9477,1,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,4,5,13,0,4,25,0,30,3,0,2,4,39,45,18,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,10,0,0,3,4,10,0,2,9,7,18,3,37,32,14,38,0,4,0,0,14,18,0,5,14,156,31,2,0.07883941021593259,0.0,0.07693589164910165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060311933022233186,0.08906609279807963,0.0,0.11025269746114552,0.16156058515336116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582761440593897,0.0,0.1741438689712355,0.06708653129681738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607221672757484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340164227572097,0.0,0.0,0.08519739422982266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580853698892656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172042156650576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207268689543704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993178733220052,0.0,0.0756981974778178,0.0,0.2161733779230578,0.06706076205454088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971743008279853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228786114360699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670598209816119,0.0,0.0790178008925836,0.0696166436256217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459975620350562,0.0,0.07993078762421695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057956037887514626,0.0,0.0,0.07614359366600834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342362474228947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397196070864806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973650896920822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772376006490144,0.0,0.6429348018728098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27093083409536606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505171106705105,0.07745932024760427,0.0,0.18388757642661024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809193722219926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773716247077488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599837805724463,0.0,0.11479205922008552,0.0,0.0,0.0560052550042137,0.08619851865316344,0.0,0.05076999532746186
anxiety,sheisdoingherbest,2020/03/31,every time I hear footsteps coming upstairs I feel dread please dont knock on my door please leave me alone i cant handle talking to anyone im not ready to talk to anyone please dont knock on my door,-0.7234551495016603,1.3979181162790724,0.8010631229235905,100.26046511627912,100.3953488372093,2.4571428571428573,13.119601328903654,3.1291,-1.6046584717607972,161,3,35,0,7,51,28,43,0.188,0.6559999999999999,0.156,-0.1053,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729539537219756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663971011036981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409459626047476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465175006041826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050027435505573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632000826074777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470173767687334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576731586618024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170672592535088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273189978582671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30622537017993506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107918086606768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dunkirkcousins,2020/03/31,"Never realized how bad my anxiety and depression was until I started meds. Before I started taking 20mg Prozac a month ago,my head was filled with anxiety about my appearance,my future,and hopelesness, I realized that and tried to fight it on my own,and it took a substantial amount of energy every day. There was a war in my head daily and life was just hard to live. My mind is so much clearer a month later. I may have had an undiagnosed anxiety disorder.",5.302958801498129,6.318543584269669,6.635449438202247,73.90950374531836,68.21348314606742,10.877153558052433,30.563670411985026,10.864195022040775,3.611987265917604,365,14,66,11,6,124,62,89,0.213,0.713,0.07400000000000001,-0.8922,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,5,0,8,4,2,1,1,11,12,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,6,1,9,0,8,5,2,12,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012054110220798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.440441984948753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024051239691334,0.0,0.0,0.16330502399254065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376891492239413,0.0,0.16529559631905313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995053548959245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169616390935065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191761157703264,0.0,0.3939190948837644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555482025091148,0.0,0.0,0.16946393617017494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131736406038374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377884099782547,0.0,0.3063684951421546,0.0,0.14107917006259307,0.0,0.14801622073821738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27167600810813464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429574896061872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132239660563695,0.13029728380263486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Reddit_kill_me,2020/03/31,"I'm legit going to fucking burst open out of pressure and no one around me notices I spent all day and yesterday and I will spend all tomorrow working on school assignments everytime I think it's over I got 2 more.
I'm really stressed over my grades and I don't have any friends I can't talk about it with my mom because she works(from home) all day and my dad just talks all the time about how I should do more exercise and that's more important than school and I can clear 40 minutes of my day to exercise but in reality the only time I'm not working I legit want to cry 
And now that whole exercise stuff just makes me feel fat.
The ironic thing is now(besides corona) we have a holiday in my country and that holiday is known as the holiday of freedom but here I am stuck inside my house doing a bunch of school work all day with no one to talk to who will understand.
I just want to rest and die cuz I feel like a time bomb and I'm just going to explode some day and just jump off a building and I know it will be harder in the future but rn I'm just feeling so stressed which makes me want to cry which makes me depressed which make me suicidal which gives me thoughts which make me not study which makes me anxious and it's just an endless loop.
I just want to go to therapy but I don't know where to put it in my schedule and now with Corona I can't.
I legit feel I have to many problems and idk where to start it's just a pandora's box.
I would stab my head with a fucking burning needle in the place of my brain which produces the hormones that make me feel stress and then just stab my brain as a whole cuz I just don't know what to fucking do with my mess or existence",2.1591173708920195,3.7607259492957774,3.3179577464788714,92.35092723004696,76.83098591549296,6.7615023474178395,24.509389671361504,7.554174236665415,0.9745755868544594,1332,45,299,18,30,430,158,355,0.20199999999999999,0.733,0.065,-0.9940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,4,21,12,3,4,15,0,21,10,4,11,6,81,59,29,2,7,18,2,5,1,1,5,4,0,1,0,21,26,1,0,12,6,2,5,9,10,0,2,4,5,42,2,40,49,13,36,0,1,0,3,10,15,3,2,17,201,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058545611612274014,0.0,0.0,0.0972596200023229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766402626746946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248097321892165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221461498691256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891363599555304,0.2776115602287085,0.0,0.07415103933300198,0.0,0.0893500555140561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765387938278724,0.06150424641661435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651457856012773,0.23877240555547,0.0,0.08258743139519255,0.14678445196599965,0.0,0.06885575394901024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835537954189181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635744212004652,0.0,0.0,0.09933877771242083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419419760713357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206027393005563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022702325340711,0.08728392350658197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083008106600773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098016479014694,0.0,0.0,0.11667653263653215,0.06547695661311455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994796895485864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237855687398225,0.0,0.0865463856981519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055152833343593735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613895444537436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093646416379815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29585478764367484,0.0,0.09855490998430567,0.0941708345750516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075928179054816,0.0,0.0,0.09845387213551228,0.0,0.057195796443255315,0.055164371008931005,0.0,0.06834754746264626,0.15060306827661113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962496035208595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311751349606175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922376133130988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880283232645138,0.0,0.0,0.061157390525617215,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DamnedAndDelirious,2020/03/31,"I keep having panic attacks at work I’ve always struggled heavily with anxiety and depression but full fledged panic attacks have generally been few and far between for me. However lately I wake up and immediately have panic attacks thinking about my work. Even if I’m feeling okay during my workday, I slip back into a panic attack when I get emails about specific things that I’m avoiding. I have work I need to get done but my anxiety around those topics is so high that I feel physically unable to move forward with that work, which just exacerbates the issue because now I’m behind. I don’t know what to do anymore, but I’m exhausted from this cycle.",7.558594470046085,7.660567532258064,8.257281105990785,67.41306451612904,63.193548387096776,10.634101382488481,37.06912442396313,10.290406445055957,4.045780184331797,530,24,86,11,7,178,84,124,0.307,0.6629999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.9899,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,9,13,4,6,2,1,9,2,1,0,0,20,21,9,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,12,0,0,2,2,12,1,15,19,2,13,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,5,61,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997954848155454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834998144226332,0.0,0.11894324128115223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676753171710514,0.0,0.5457732724774939,0.0,0.092222572138559,0.0,0.07311123131818115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329979527140423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227350926866526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921590225169979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128542705543545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253221207608044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671785781731065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518092599951114,0.0,0.10660369277143357,0.0,0.0,0.06591311104325841,0.0,0.13529184573737807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747186950360986,0.0,0.08893024451127003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628712818417599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538204868447791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967945043143321,0.0768494721416828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492562832683962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MycologyNerd,2020/03/31,"Muscle Fatigue/Shakiness Hey there everyone. I have a question about a form my anxiety has been taking over the course of the last few months. I am not having tons of panic attacks, but my muscles feel like they're constantly engaged. It makes my muscles feel tired and shaky. My muscles aren't actually weak (I can still complete all my life activities), but it's a constant feeling of them being overused. Does anyone else get this with their anxiety? Thanks all, and keep on keeping on.",4.032333333333334,6.785154011111113,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,75.55555555555556,7.1111111111111125,31.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,2.6421111111111117,391,19,66,7,9,123,70,90,0.138,0.706,0.156,0.5871,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,1,2,5,0,8,3,0,1,2,16,17,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,10,3,8,15,5,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,6,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.18119382584600927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840845710428392,0.0,0.0,0.1298295739129243,0.19024787977614413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112342272473872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467864936017168,0.4013014337448714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248706668303808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510918645448007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774221915425208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816513898981456,0.13264758200038015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700849298003647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300762393449047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135141842916638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131149053495377,0.09071233223968712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239407422257522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820549385231618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785178251742515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080005712559007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828177590323455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960588686232595,0.0,0.0,0.17094630121020926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340823015238247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bunnylover582,2020/03/31,"Super nervous about everything Hi everyone. I just wanted to type this out. My whole life I have had social anxiety and anxiety about the future. Now with this virus the social anxiety has obviously been pretty low because I am not going anywhere. However my anxiety is at an all time high. I just got news that my school (senior) has basically been closed for the rest of the year. I’m taking classes that I need for college this semester and now I’m 3 weeks behind and going to have to learn them online, even though my school has no good program for online learning. I haven’t gotten to attend any college events or will even get to visit it before the school year which sucks. I’ve completely lost my routine and am just super depressed now. I’m home alone all day. I have pet rabbits but they’re not really into cuddling or hanging out with me, they just do their own thing so I feel super lonely. My job has also closed. I love my job it was always so fun but now it looks like I won’t be able to work my last few months there and I’m really upset. Also prom and graduation might be cancelled which is honestly just icing on top of the fucking cake. I’m bored at home, yet feel so useless in everything. My mom’s a nurse so she has been working in overdrive and I’m selfish to be so self centered and bored but this virus has taken everything away from us. Last night I couldn’t sleep because I am so stressed about the future. I had a pit in stomach and I felt sick. Eventually I just cried myself to sleep which helped. I’m so used to being stressed about schoolwork and all the events I need to attend and stuff I need to get ready for college and the hours I get at work. Now I have none of that and I feel weird for stressing over having nothing to do. Sorry this is more a rant. I hope everyone stays safe",2.4577627772420456,4.552360530054647,3.664519447123112,87.9629218900675,77.5792349726776,6.382385085181612,23.05978784956605,7.39963492309942,0.9509243972999032,1438,45,288,19,34,467,185,366,0.16699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.9076,3,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,3,8,29,26,2,5,13,0,34,8,3,1,4,53,65,28,0,6,13,1,4,1,0,3,2,0,3,1,16,20,0,1,6,0,0,6,7,16,0,0,11,5,37,10,40,46,9,46,0,5,1,3,13,18,2,4,22,195,53,19,0.09096768492365093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421508716255272,0.0,0.1454936495354486,0.07569240112577964,0.0,0.0,0.061861145162916936,0.0,0.2783601199083601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854671344588435,0.0,0.0,0.1109061127958645,0.0,0.07740679978344432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537788690981593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999237303752229,0.058666631206946415,0.0,0.07835033372848606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016659591080404,0.0,0.0,0.1738470425580862,0.2452676687375782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798798431151246,0.0,0.08734324316468355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409815887816909,0.14258058245961674,0.0,0.10339806338646508,0.07629937818138001,0.07275516768961066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060973721687821676,0.09611235359431096,0.18249601006017727,0.09035143674930966,0.08958484560508294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805427814853452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830160901589412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425316609562715,0.04444221589844554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638994453897824,0.0,0.09930197397020807,0.0,0.08210188725913874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650233819994787,0.0,0.10654025314350477,0.07260953822372034,0.0,0.0,0.20235415717061048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536700998086978,0.0,0.08728594709627269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254683904041404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655245664557835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761924610269469,0.0,0.0,0.09489913469026856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820667613955638,0.18546019789794246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183087563796887,0.0,0.09695944849299763,0.0,0.0,0.3126095271969515,0.0,0.10413623540964384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683963779945126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060434887757549474,0.0,0.08937528856932342,0.0,0.053043988621724714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094229244075283,0.07856687250836722,0.0,0.0,0.05365509745941557,0.0,0.0729687897595848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156217157394208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867667413294895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171604131962531
anxiety,Arayee20,2020/03/31,Anyone else have a psychosomatic sore throat? It’s driving me insane. I don’t know if it’s real or in my head and it’s driving me up a wall. I try to swallow and sometimes it “hurts” and other times not. I seriously hate this.,-0.7314285714285731,1.4438380000000033,2.5717857142857166,88.83750000000002,96.08333333333334,4.40952380952381,19.357142857142858,6.1826913282559595,0.11026428571428593,176,6,38,2,7,63,36,48,0.177,0.726,0.096,-0.5837,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,8,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358777938211454,0.3456473652978702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28180646057433684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330559833103016,0.3462108372464843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611322369613325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539467406463173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383969739485562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33364046330308544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670718647909724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290334858205537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kitchen_Particular,2020/03/31,"Are support groups worth it? I'm new here, but I was wondering if anyone has ever attended an in-person or online support group in addition to this sub?

If so, how did you find the group? And was it useful?

If not, why not?

Trying to decide if one is right for me, but idk where to start",0.8399999999999999,2.7999216666666698,3.0599999999999987,90.935,82.33333333333334,6.0,18.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.2293333333333334,220,5,48,3,6,75,47,60,0.025,0.797,0.179,0.8767,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,17,12,10,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,5,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,6,3,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877130907539406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24283694382726315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453670754734883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592798115111096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819150723851987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440843842568346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22926290507566724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001698180023807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6092892092303617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226634569138006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318627713558985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224289913321426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911328238600914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thecankersorekid,2020/03/31,How are you guys dealing with anxiety about going to the grocery store right now? I need to get groceries pretty soon becuase im low on food and can't wait for a delivery date to have them done. My anxiety is on an all-time high with everything going on right now and my county has almost 300 cases which makes me more nervous about going anywhere. Are there any tips you guys have with going places right now and keeping yourself safe when doing so?,6.691704545454545,6.638852943181825,6.426272727272727,80.33690909090909,65.02272727272728,8.85818181818182,31.236363636363638,8.238735603445708,2.226242727272727,361,12,67,4,5,113,65,88,0.09,0.843,0.067,0.1449,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,2,0,13,18,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,12,17,1,19,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,6,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818922302467844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352550887763444,0.0,0.2779173855605536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726904990675972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588692410034124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632517121598219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964706417183255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490253781545743,0.0,0.4129344312375076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35971619660207804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919189720121984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620885056384468,0.0,0.0,0.1614553108914919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125011547572324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346882073401406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978140857493744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479928487222047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653740743996489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mewx222,2020/03/31,Work Review Anxiety I work as a Veterinary Assistant and I feel like anytime I get criticized or talked to during work I get overly upset. My last interview I cried and my manager just brought up something small. I’m trying to get over this but does anyone else have this issue? Or have any tips to overcome it? My anxiety just gets so bad and I can’t hold back my tears.,1.4574624624624626,4.040689581081082,3.243693693693693,86.45160660660662,85.62162162162161,7.072672672672672,23.087087087087088,8.167268648758528,1.7393501501501496,295,11,57,7,9,98,52,74,0.231,0.746,0.023,-0.9319,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,10,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,10,1,7,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,34,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532643145356586,0.0,0.32696681235638136,0.0,0.0,0.14942719971052115,0.21896557979062373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432561817202498,0.17843438411599702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23474442826293598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870143036894468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852274087270015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805544843294096,0.15267058289802626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466072564904745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230520421541737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419774205878616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440525511450906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452021367866396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176763319392674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145091370712306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466738402413419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chiddicks,2020/03/31,"How To Positively do Self Isolation Here's my Positive take on how to handle self isolation

https://chiddicksfamilytree.com/2020/03/31/self-isolation-and-how-to-make-it-work-and-in-other-news-the-cat-over-the-road-is-called-walter/",39.32833333333333,51.14327405555554,16.764444444444447,-9.099999999999966,2.8888888888888857,14.711111111111116,36.77777777777778,12.161744961471696,7.427577777777778,215,5,12,5,2,44,14,18,0.213,0.512,0.276,0.3818,0,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982593462315028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9295520487471374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331778366293306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622994196394715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darkagent909,2020/03/31,"My tip as an anxiety-Induced scalp picker/scratcher For a long time, whenever I get hit with a bout of anxiety, I start rubbing my scalp with my fingertips and (this is gross) scratching flakey skin. I keep going because I keep feeling inconsistencies in my scalp and it's an impulsive response to anxiety. 

Then I bought a hair brush. Brushing my hair massages my scalp and relaxes me, as well as satisfies the urge to itch and scratch. It's also good for your hair and makes you look better.",5.065760368663593,6.756084516129032,5.578525345622122,78.73064516129034,69.43010752688173,9.185253456221199,33.715821812596005,9.606745405546679,3.372285407066053,392,19,71,9,7,126,62,93,0.037000000000000005,0.8009999999999999,0.161,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,1,9,9,1,0,11,11,10,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,11,14,4,11,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267992791448372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43391498350245744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728833286894051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25082608775372345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339950218869707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481722096927369,0.0,0.16117958629739965,0.2378749041760773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041633391920449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25098201295908923,0.2381572585562669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930892628470045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073748859904494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165372693870642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549954752744581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skladalsd,2020/03/31,"Is the cure to anxiety cbt or meditation? Meditation is not attaching emotions to our thoughts

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Isn't cbt the opposite of exploring the powerful emotions and becomming numb to it?

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I was talking to a phd neuro prof and he said meditation is bs in term anxiety but is effective in gaining control over your thoughts.

Is the cure to anxiety to go through the negative emotions over and over again? WOuldn't that make your anxiety worse though?",6.2775661375661365,9.008984481481484,6.550017636684308,68.71222222222224,68.38271604938272,11.048324514991183,43.670194003527335,10.914260884657429,6.027397178130513,377,26,57,13,7,121,50,81,0.19399999999999998,0.705,0.10099999999999999,-0.7851,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,3,0,13,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,1,4,0,13,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,42,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175069413681599,0.3560736828748313,0.0,0.0,0.4483470876800083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181892325893532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433371953087786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944430708222846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327022672345498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780269061749758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937329305869334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177665671099447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439543507662249,0.2326397256785055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493155622509416,0.0,0.0,0.3560736828748313,0.0
anxiety,Delightfuldabs,2020/03/31,"Dont worry, be happy. We should never worry about past mistakes, or choices we made, or even feel scared were there is otherwise no fear. We cant control the future. But what we can control is what is happening in our lives now! Never worry about to future, because you haven't made it yet. If we work and live in the present,  we are working on the future.",2.9286384976525817,4.721377661971836,3.9827464788732416,87.58473004694841,75.19718309859155,5.860093896713615,24.509389671361504,6.42735559955562,0.8056460093896716,278,9,54,2,6,90,50,71,0.17300000000000001,0.738,0.08900000000000001,-0.7828,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,7,1,0,4,6,4,0,2,3,0,11,0,0,4,2,20,15,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,8,1,6,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,9,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604282526987327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39021606454035335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038767942364309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489723165123875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957504543618108,0.08795809561083909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382996714644784,0.18518090246899446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072151681166925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292054234440205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683333644063673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606203583984866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741617190390673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532861391696041,0.529986595580872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,epooqeo,2020/03/31,"I freak out so much calling out sick This is some of the worst anxiety I’ve felt as I’ve been fired from some jobs before. I was really hungover Monday and then on Monday night I kept waking up every hour. 

It’s Tuesday and I called out sick again..however I truly feel like crap! I’m going to stop drinking so much on the weekend. Waiting for my coworkers response is so scary. 

It’s also bad because I know I’m in the wrong to be hungover but I feel so sick",0.9489690721649496,3.031705391752581,3.034237113402064,90.58537628865984,82.71134020618555,5.5294845360824745,22.07113402061856,6.742157984588678,0.5872523711340203,361,12,76,4,10,122,65,97,0.27399999999999997,0.6890000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9625,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,0,5,6,2,0,0,15,14,10,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,4,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,4,8,1,13,9,5,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,2,9,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119863422347388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333565317360553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918764443692154,0.13812311554360254,0.0,0.19280575399894215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462733896097453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219654354037698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090625651971932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291347136806757,0.16187120042128636,0.2175555623303464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877254730224388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231389716677197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484902625307404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452429111534186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069718641844994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331296869189488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263313781274684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515510489290392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894338379256424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773333873804715,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doddyy,2020/03/31,"Thinking you've done something you haven't. I keep feeling like I have done something wrong when I haven't. I keep trying to ignore it but it keeps popping up in my head and especially no the UK are in lockdown, it's proving extremely hard to keep the thoughts away.",4.212735849056603,5.7074789056603805,4.4944811320754745,86.43908018867926,71.26415094339623,6.809433962264151,32.117924528301884,7.1686216300943375,1.9264377358490568,214,10,42,2,4,67,37,53,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.8325,0,1,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,1,11,13,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,6,1,6,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855439637151409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041921059576224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998545141214474,0.1410835556837423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690806118457222,0.0,0.2026769180312944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7021361232708132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648135445622634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040677029855637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654062219181578,0.0,0.15678128877437406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407957243991606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591920118961772,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anthonyybayn,2020/03/31,"Anyone else prepare themselves to do something and just avoid it at the last second? I'm so mad at myself, I was just meant to have a phone call with my therapist cus my face-to-face got cancelled for obvious reasons, I fully thought I would go through with it but as soon as he actually phoned me I just dipped out at the last second and didn't pick up :/",5.760753424657532,5.130828328767123,6.075445205479454,84.00988013698631,67.08219178082193,8.943835616438355,31.948630136986303,8.07648339933343,2.060646575342466,280,10,60,3,4,90,54,73,0.08199999999999999,0.8809999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.2742,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,16,10,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,5,0,8,0,13,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2818841963718125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019765570756368,0.2959696361161674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294956792076776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130418445253946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416492407474545,0.0,0.23102650453265205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709164095900031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969946143493924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223773609659967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353869450396193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293213577382035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519676786829769,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mplp_ja2019,2020/03/31,"Have you ever felt this way? I've been struggling with my subconscious for a while now. My mind knows that I shouldn't do a certain thing and constantly motivating myself that I can prevent myself from doing it, but my mind and body acts on it just to prove to myself that I can't do it. I am losing the hope of fixing this. My mind just wants to negatively think of myself

E.g. 1: I know my intentions are good, but my mind proves to myself that my intentions are bad. This confuses me a lot because I dont onow what's the truth anymore.
E.g. 2: I try to stop cussing in my mind, but once I thought of this problem, my subconscoous immediately cusses in my mind.

Does this even make any sense?
What is this?",3.3830069930069904,4.784769958041963,4.415664335664335,86.55888111888115,73.1958041958042,7.717482517482518,24.88811188811189,8.296473431620573,1.3599986013986016,556,17,118,9,11,181,86,143,0.146,0.763,0.092,-0.8456,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,2,5,0,13,1,1,4,5,36,21,6,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,2,8,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,1,25,4,14,17,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,5,86,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892807644807238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020303390519006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962051475552448,0.080032324894107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583206122942952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187635835789775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489155713259873,0.0,0.1538692862357621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671489607659341,0.11875807427228445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605766513749095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011866649893512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303992243219211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430558541239033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687838477117166,0.0,0.1116168908013008,0.0,0.0,0.0876361741101772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7953844872747574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981809675911525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256254795532103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976316602137942,0.0,0.13725137267260726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722232616435985,0.08412444724965676,0.0,0.10422850013524004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913635576945787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743743034255986,0.10421079650999857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shiba_ou,2020/03/31,"Escitalopram dizziness So I'm 18 years old and I've been having anxiety for two years now.

Recently, I went to a psychiatrist and he prescribed me Escitalopram.

The thing is I just had half a pill before I stopped, this was like a week ago, and since I had that half a pill I always feel dizzy and it doesn't go away, it's 24/7.

¿Is this normal?

Please I'm tired of feeling like this. This is the fourth day I'm like this.",0.6325000000000003,2.8864463409090924,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,85.5909090909091,5.792727272727273,19.027272727272727,7.1686216300943375,0.1981781818181818,330,9,76,5,10,110,57,88,0.1,0.765,0.135,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,8,3,0,0,0,9,15,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,2,6,3,4,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002642808205668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187983380426284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282803669184135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225909882582888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224111898752413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569958791739035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846368867757305,0.16139715778924632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283954346528116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311190233353222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135344700959803,0.0,0.0,0.23706483735692416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479921095248765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230685577372335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868832018679228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887907762922151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009108348232722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596615880667101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069082746321486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812192447406692,0.0,0.0,0.20942992776243588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909699018290327
anxiety,ogame71,2020/03/31,"My past me depresses me. I developed social awareness and stopped living inside my head very late. Not until i was 22 was i finally mature. And even though it came late, it came very strong and made me exeptionally mature.

However I've have such a cringy past that when the past me is brought up (before 22 and 21 years old me, im 24 now btw)
Icringe so hard. 

And to get by I say to myself that i don't know who that person was, that's not me. Therefor I've never been able to come to terms with the 17-21 confused teenager I was. 

I'll keep it short but some of the things i got involved into was growing dreadlocks as a trying-out a natural black hairstyle. 
Then getting forced to do urine test at highschool for weed which i never did, after that got depressed and actually got introduced to weed by mutual friend and started smoking and drinking.

Getting into internet relationship with a suicidal and somewhat-racist 17 years old. 
Getting into a relationship with a somewhat crazy weed addicted younger girl in secret behind out classmates. She was so filled with anxiety I devolped it myself and we stopped talking and smoking together as it got awkwarder sharing class.

Isolating myself because of 2 weeks influenza and stopping drugs at that time at 21 something hit me and i developed social conscience/aware and rapidly matured and life got better...

However those memories of how i carried myself as a confused teenager haunts me to this day and i can't take it!  Sorry for the long post and thank you for giving me a platform to share my past.",5.90848122866894,7.1639362559727005,6.1924419795221874,76.75910665529013,66.9863481228669,8.726894197952218,34.78651877133106,8.982922981607832,3.195879317406144,1245,59,213,21,20,399,166,293,0.124,0.777,0.098,-0.7815,2,0,3,0,1,0,27.0,1,1,0,2,8,11,0,3,12,0,13,6,2,3,2,47,34,28,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,17,29,1,4,2,1,0,6,6,5,0,0,17,3,31,6,35,16,3,45,0,2,1,0,18,11,0,4,27,141,48,3,0.09803505058045142,0.0,0.09566806764046,0.10687267564964778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499654536031193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976125690540141,0.0,0.08342060742130493,0.0,0.0,0.08670403550452721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425196205713024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444851545844093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322449738700961,0.0,0.16887489082555202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960370272352893,0.11368953460467925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475122631780579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739260599546953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757416368919992,0.0,0.20487707072316044,0.09404415356737032,0.0,0.0,0.3920379281074677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782014927373641,0.0,0.10061224500832036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589467752602973,0.0,0.0,0.08713805739438908,0.0,0.0,0.05387749996095144,0.0,0.2211756143219756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924505546585856,0.0,0.0,0.08656674574792611,0.08675793478056808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276313524758033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122134935361264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574258862726325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37434219470493857,0.0,0.08560042477867236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389047906510438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050591145984052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796140706038414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998687764434713,0.0,0.07547217149605813,0.0,0.10974221287700853,0.06938971338447969,0.0,0.0,0.2458850760127131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072344336024368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737101574239184,0.07879686015485192,0.0,0.09025750315004416,0.0,0.0,0.06513013146490307,0.0,0.09631893944415457,0.0,0.057165026370454175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177836757988398,0.0,0.0,0.07863780419254537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626271673684236
anxiety,JTVisCXG,2020/03/31,"I have generalised anxiety disorders but I've never experienced anything like this before (or since), have you? About two years ago in April I suffered from what can only be described as the most traumatic mental torment that I've ever felt.

I've always had generalised anxiety disorders. Relationships and University deadlines only seemed to exacerbate it. But I've been pretty high functioning until this point.

I'd been in a relationship with a guy who deep down, I knew didn't feel the same way about me. He was overseas and barely talking to me and the uncertainty plagued me. It was also final exams at University at the time.

The anxiety that took over me - if it even was anxiety was something I've never felt before. It was the strongest pain I've ever felt. Thoughts swirled and tumbled in my head as if stirred by a tornado, each a knife cutting into my skull, not letting me forget my worries. I couldn't do anything. Think anything. My mind completely consumed me and time seemed to stretch out torturously with no end. The mental anguish was so bad that I mentally felt like my heart was being ripped out but also that I physically felt my heart ache urgently with sadness. It was an emotional pain manifested in the physical. It plagued me for days, I couldn't get free of it. I was obsessive and yet wanted nothing more than to round it all up and throw it at the ground in anger.

I've never felt anything like it. It was so painful that words can't describe it. The mental pain was worse than any physical pain I've ever felt (and I've almost fainted from the pain of cramps every month for 15 years).

Has anyone else experienced this with anxiety? I literally felt like I was dying but also being tortured at the same time. Is this even anxiety?",4.5160714285714265,6.6932499789156665,5.454767641996561,77.07349397590363,71.80120481927709,8.598278829604133,30.531841652323585,9.23628265651192,2.9717311531841664,1411,62,246,32,28,462,167,332,0.28800000000000003,0.6809999999999999,0.031,-0.9986,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,0,13,20,4,2,17,0,29,12,4,0,7,55,46,23,1,5,8,0,10,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,23,16,0,0,14,0,1,2,9,15,0,1,27,12,24,6,37,13,6,42,0,2,1,0,7,20,0,7,23,168,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838194046238561,0.0,0.06595043354846097,0.0,0.0,0.15800742662995015,0.05480175735281795,0.0,0.0,0.044787844174109664,0.0,0.3023016218478193,0.0,0.0,0.046051651231433115,0.0674825368590264,0.21679247677029545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499131376967704,0.0,0.0,0.11208598475139953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690541684173902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247499670102741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835348121075263,0.0,0.15096518015315147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550185442508178,0.07408493520025931,0.058333435092778226,0.0,0.0,0.08700134403287074,0.1787255571519933,0.05549086402611572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03330137909650952,0.0,0.50589630104245,0.07214767651612096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0344097353981907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521289856120686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759254642472529,0.0,0.0,0.15609157260980056,0.0,0.069585926750179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734749366668524,0.0,0.12870573508910202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654902158957204,0.0,0.06650099208894593,0.0,0.05256974591972949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238854985914058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319555492937957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018075305812683,0.4204854776660672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226008009707097,0.0,0.0,0.06700447259474925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414204661853208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991504468021698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448102836995063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050703135142251006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293670196603766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042201169048728435,0.0,0.05228640065650627,0.1152125081344532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317416703946239,0.0,0.0,0.06433677886420584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03884661588191102,0.05227751960342341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688520032537014,0.06711814406876745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482484952046525
anxiety,peachimplosion,2020/03/31,"The anxiety symptom of not believing your symptoms are anxiety related I’ve suffered anxiety for years and was diagnosed a couple of years ago but I *still* genuinely sometimes don’t believe them when my GP and/or therapist tell me straight up that certain things I experience are anxiety.

Also you know when you have a panic attack out of the blue (or you think so anyway) and your therapist reminds you that anxiety can build up without being noticed eventually resulting in a panic attack?  I can never get my head around that and always argue about it lol.

Is this commonly experienced by you guys too?

Anyway, anxiety is a liar, loudly vexatious and generally ridiculous, that’s all.",7.6988524590163925,9.103939991803278,8.444385245901639,61.68247950819674,63.016393442622956,12.329508196721315,39.84016393442623,11.93303328291395,5.73340655737705,557,30,80,19,8,187,86,122,0.282,0.6579999999999999,0.06,-0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,7,1,0,10,9,5,2,6,1,10,4,1,1,3,17,13,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,3,14,1,12,11,1,14,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,1,8,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169562550173397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007659686744075,0.10484606228634982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5783598228331494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121709594503387,0.0,0.28669723197480096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839284521313337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942188084358464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278921887004146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325684302672615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583229142796836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476453228319928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931724592177388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924892602808479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718264621451604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345726527177546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956788956146533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246219390056306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006275717191825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619344038268514,0.0,0.0,0.1101337224603028,0.0,0.0,0.29260249849826103,0.08371196991845099,0.08073876846966191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146410134290647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228588070626238
anxiety,idk_you_dood,2020/03/31,"So people really aren't taking this lockdown thing well It's only just week 2 of UK lockdown and I feel like friends, neighbours etc are not handling this staying indoors thing at all. Personally I feel right at home (pun intended), depending on the situation going outside can get pretty stressful pretty soon and this period of staying indoors has not made me feel that way for a long time (although the lack of routine is not going so well).

Feel like most people are experiencing the opposite of what I would call my social anxiety. It's interesting but also weird. Why do these people want to compulsively go outside ""to feel good"" or ""it's sunny outside"".",5.2505785123966975,7.508685504132234,6.195115702479343,72.19812809917359,69.99173553719008,8.476363636363638,31.934710743801645,9.120678840339163,3.2096902479338847,530,24,84,11,10,175,84,121,0.057,0.77,0.174,0.9178,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,3,1,21,20,8,0,3,6,0,5,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,11,2,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,2,2,0,1,6,5,7,10,18,4,15,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,7,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154099110552826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040178311059018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736335629607367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095112693372873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648539769476172,0.20619957675831452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149862608227196,0.0,0.07539945279359905,0.0,0.24605530214182236,0.1210458941349324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476128928127152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410115754279598,0.0,0.0,0.12771562546980714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655583052604633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975925669905927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30015282109596825,0.12601166473983388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936436743790504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245289191445807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324556456116885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221787435233292,0.0,0.14711257166232336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076445291536856,0.0,0.0,0.1653141464434106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850810225812578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175503653952694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415215410977964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512165369726253,0.1145517780329119,0.1157620495857243,0.0,0.2595158611781208,0.0,0.13022325986296665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025183526077532,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ExcitingCourt,2020/03/31,"Stress Awareness Month 2020 April is stress awareness month, which I didn't know! Anxiety and stress I know are closely linked, so I thought I'd share an interesting article I found which talks about various plant based ingredients that can help. It was from [GreenBox](https://www.greenbox.co.uk/stress-awareness-month-2020/).

Hope you guys enjoy the read like I did.",7.755141242937852,11.486501491525429,4.645000000000003,79.27450564971755,67.98305084745763,8.001129943502825,30.17231638418079,8.841846274778883,2.7699807909604512,304,12,47,6,6,82,45,59,0.128,0.594,0.278,0.8348,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,6,5,2,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,23,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299486667879823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625165436297508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819617123340738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113859037638616,0.0,0.0,0.1687173974751385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867101812799044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298899579448299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067614006504868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991411479492807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7783335495585416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365335813137447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348563335173047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helvetica_unicorn,2020/03/31,"Had to have upwards of 7 people in my home due to a gas leak and now I’m freaking out. Longtime lurker, first time poster. Yesterday, I woke up to an intense gas smell. Had to call the fire department to get them to turn it off. They were wearing masks. The office manager had to come up twice, she was not masked. Then the gas company had to come out twice.  The first guy was masked and gloved. The second set of guys only had gloves. 

Now I have to have the stove serviced. We also had to have the windows open all day. I’m pretty sensitive to tree pollen too. I was able to keep it together when I didn’t have to be around people or pollen. Now I’m starting to loose it. 

I also had a dream a few months ago where a grim reaper figure told me I would die childless in April. I do not have kids :(",0.6308099062918338,2.7747220542168662,2.010281124497993,97.0756492637216,84.48192771084337,5.13467202141901,18.25836680053548,6.42735559955562,-0.2391890227576972,615,15,141,6,18,197,101,166,0.105,0.8420000000000001,0.053,-0.8623,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,2,9,2,0,0,12,0,21,1,1,0,1,16,32,7,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,9,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,5,14,2,13,0,24,16,2,29,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,1,15,94,16,2,0.1919532738617264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701549954806166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070099275128298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087911019427088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600575427544292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33070149745488514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379398174267538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992171927548975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32655071337481817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028766301354117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801278399476702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925447845966115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061688952848175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532152718553751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459891145176386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661524618490919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952854879650018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586551521740847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119294976361104,0.0,0.0,0.1834195791517139,0.0,0.0,0.20879004119139044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635809834289095,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,therealm0nicageller,2020/03/31,Breakup anxiety I recently broke up with my bf of 2 years. I’m having major anxiety right now and need someone to talk to if anyone wants to message me..,4.704193548387097,5.240725387096777,6.442096774193548,76.48314516129034,69.3225806451613,10.070967741935485,34.854838709677416,10.125756701596842,3.6733741935483883,121,6,23,3,2,42,27,31,0.19899999999999998,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697855819180386,0.0,0.0,0.2603978774721677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761374515739978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677101540086152,0.0,0.0,0.3180362841239593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155419620181133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29932921977234306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196571903967196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398199649891012
anxiety,spixxis,2020/03/31,"Need help Hi there, thanks for giving this a go..

This morning I was studying and my right upper arm started twitching/spasming, not in a specific tempo or anything, a pattern comparable to having hiccups. I'm absolutely going crazy I'm scrawling on the floor crying and panicking like a maniac and I don't know what to do

If it's relevant, I was diagnosed with gad and sad (though I don't necessarily agree with the latter one but whatever) and I have panic attacks on a weekly basis. I'm absolutely terrified of any type of physical discomfort, illnesses etc

I can't keep myself together and maybe the biggest problem is that I don't feel justified to act like this given the current fucking situation but also in any situation really I can't get my head around the fact that this is how I behave as I have the least problems of anyone in the world but I can't I can't I can't

I don't know what to do I don't know what to do I'm going crazy",2.4244270833333346,4.5466775885416695,5.040833333333335,77.92083333333336,77.80208333333334,8.225,27.333333333333336,8.998388855275968,2.5665395833333338,755,32,142,19,18,268,106,192,0.226,0.7040000000000001,0.069,-0.9853,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,3,2,12,0,20,6,2,1,1,25,39,15,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,4,0,0,4,11,8,0,1,3,1,18,3,18,36,2,18,0,1,0,1,3,11,1,2,5,97,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321737777277443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479115141736752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556711308477115,0.0,0.13601076187762942,0.1471335973537106,0.0,0.1880290375446029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155152435191185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775498657709625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843300829352375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835701683004643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279802787773786,0.08635160033665541,0.15855094245899096,0.2817960651442473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696242207928052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107832151208212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690781510441062,0.0,0.0,0.2724995038641176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149421186821986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604524831963466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255248930131404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199751523841578,0.0,0.0,0.19391961959912105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162998923718016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588213676323964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114759908648822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715616635011869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698552261610992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216695185823875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238605002256928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257706614055387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SamSuKo,2020/03/31,"Overcame an Anxiety attack just now. Hey guys I had had a attack. I first convinced my self that it was not the virus since I didn't have fever or cough. I had been feeling tired last tow days. And since today morning I was not able to get out of bed. Also I had trouble breathing since morning, but I again convinced my self it was not the virus. After I had my lunch I was again having trouble to breath so I went to my bedroom and just lie down on the bed. I kept convincing my self that IT'S NOT THE VIRUS. And when it got worse I did not fight it. I just lay there and meditated( I just kept humming fuck you anxiety :p). It just kept on going and going and left like hours have passed. Surely enough it started receding. And now I feel normal again. I am happy about how I acted and wanted to tell my experience. So if anyone of your are in similar situation just make sure you don't have the symptoms, try and limit news/social media as much as possible, If you do get an attack make sure you don't fight it and do things that will relax you instead ( you could try listening to music).And if you overcome it just make sure you share your experience as it may help someone else during these troubling times. It will be back again and I am ready for it.",2.834957983193277,4.474962098039217,3.907282913165268,88.67705882352944,75.07843137254902,6.5826330532212864,23.515406162464984,7.2636822038024595,0.8233641456582634,985,29,206,11,21,319,131,255,0.114,0.711,0.175,0.9555,0,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,10,0,2,22,20,6,0,8,0,28,8,2,4,4,47,46,24,0,6,17,0,2,1,0,3,4,1,3,4,17,12,1,4,2,1,0,5,8,9,0,1,17,3,34,11,18,24,2,27,0,0,0,1,21,6,1,5,17,150,51,0,0.10979076952057032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877996387192876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679792763453704,0.0,0.0,0.07676825881132457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747085507192738,0.0,0.08442232478156182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765899570595075,0.0,0.0,0.07080596357702322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171609989059787,0.0,0.0,0.11344321383739467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147928795761191,0.0,0.0,0.11102702382623424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338797246755652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149979727687676,0.1147222912551922,0.0,0.1247932488956332,0.0,0.08780970796326938,0.0,0.0,0.1087101231055595,0.0,0.1168743157057108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359043851954232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081217923113965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949413073807119,0.0,0.0,0.11928799232755573,0.0,0.0,0.05363822424177212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985857358283376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070884828546902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757164334257822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237725962681918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436071512612044,0.0,0.0,0.27246017728176897,0.12340942499403912,0.0,0.0,0.09302536273026564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771047175664919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139060038110047,0.1141146476667102,0.0,0.0,0.09596197178503167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294010876894977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401988062142497,0.12618833868924778,0.10406881200777694,0.0,0.0,0.14908145129815867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475744044398409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177714329221996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188617382931056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,turquoisestar,2020/03/31,"Lots of anxiety Hey all, I just saw my friend share that she's losing health coverage from her husband's company. She has type 1 diabetes and he's a caterer so work has closed down. I .worried about her. I am angry at the US government for not dealing with Covid-19 better and the systematic injustice which has led to these precarious situations. Money should NEVER be worth more than life. I feel powerless. My sore throat is freaking me out. Life is scary right now and I wish I could do something about it!",2.111903251387787,4.965634845360828,3.2560824742268046,85.0079302141158,87.1443298969072,7.108326724821571,24.98731165741475,8.139509932561175,2.0784455194290246,408,17,76,10,13,131,79,97,0.247,0.654,0.1,-0.9344,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,3,0,10,6,1,1,2,16,13,4,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,14,3,11,9,3,8,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,1,2,53,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815207098356748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175239374618269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637209947855386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535649901859397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243603670794335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900213639501401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143473025668124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34744535308070346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751565923287177,0.0,0.2090989996047431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969280465596527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004106598979846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764595656880819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934532651320035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958491302149561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28283185645501696,0.0,0.0,0.17905547536310493,0.2497754834878989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lullkitten,2020/03/31,"can someone please help me and reply to this fast i have bad health anxiety and my specific fears are of esophagus ruptures and heart attack/failure. so i ate some spaghetti and tomato sauce, which i knew the tomato sauce would maybe trigger my acid reflux or whatever but i ate it anyway to try and face my anxiety. i fast forward i eat it all, and i feel something is stuck in my throat.. so i take 2 tums. 2 hours later i go lay down and all of a sudden i get sudden severe sharp chest pain and it radiates into my jaw and throat so i assumed i was dying, i started pacing and walked around and it seemed to get better. then i lay down again and it came back and i paced again. i hesitated calling 911 since i have social anxiety and live with my mum. it’s been 30 minutes and it hasn’t come back yet and i’ve been drinking some water. but the chest pain was sharp and went into my neck area so does that mean it’s heart failure?? did i have a heart attack or was it just heartburn/acid reflux?? i had an ECG and echo a year ago and they said my heart was fine, but idk what’s happened since then. i’m 18 female and at a healthy weight and eat healthy too?",1.2973063623789756,3.357081004149382,2.6723080912863075,93.78876642461964,81.28215767634855,5.344467496542187,20.41511065006916,6.42735559955562,0.1051699861687414,906,25,198,8,24,293,134,241,0.158,0.774,0.068,-0.9677,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,13,7,1,1,7,0,16,21,11,1,2,44,34,32,1,1,6,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,13,27,7,0,5,1,0,6,1,5,0,0,15,6,29,2,13,18,4,30,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,6,17,122,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149440524425453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627689579244608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192632669318624,0.0,0.2605130229026273,0.0,0.1760817706489088,0.09559995163657656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012630157291968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691391956167264,0.13095370837674972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862875815888532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188294850584722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019682291971607,0.0,0.0,0.11216316452772968,0.0,0.2343173911384223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288406055514638,0.057892965503455525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196395872145299,0.0,0.06507110615417525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012490427351812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170462483829612,0.0,0.5427165044601098,0.0767447162280749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275617370870072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110267284894607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502731211955575,0.12472045867717847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436650964982325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568298030164987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891256940849267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423348421844757,0.0,0.12934866682920612,0.0,0.18942568635813206,0.0,0.0,0.11671495412525384,0.09701267186839928,0.08814514393534681,0.0,0.0,0.08104134481180097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608725980499587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773573513703469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942611993934118,0.0,0.10613957652109007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133516181795461,0.0,0.0,0.07373211290878373
anxiety,someblond,2020/03/31,"Today I realised that the only person who has ever got me, is me. I used to need reassurance from people around me that I am going to be okay, but the only person I ever needed to hear it from was myself. When I’m anxious and slowly feel myself starting to spiral down into my anxious thoughts, I was always reaching out to other people, just needing to hear someone tell me I’m going to be okay. Now I have realised the only person I need to hear those words from are myself. I am slowly learning that a lot of the time it really is mind over matter; and oh boy, is my mind strong. I don’t need to depend on other people to reassure me I am okay. I can’t. I need to break the cycle. 
I feel I have come so far. I can sit there and tell myself I am going to be okay, and I can sort of believe it. It is so fucking hard to do, and it is so exhausting. I know each time I can do this I am making myself stronger. 

I don’t know why I am posting this. I guess I just had a sudden outburst of feeling somewhat empowered.",3.3144246031746043,3.541518736111115,5.450291005291007,83.46666666666668,72.28703703703705,7.097354497354496,25.15079365079365,6.5431188927421005,0.9459071428571432,781,21,163,5,14,275,100,216,0.057,0.8170000000000001,0.126,0.8881,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,11,9,1,0,7,4,29,2,0,3,2,39,56,10,0,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,14,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,5,7,36,7,25,48,3,23,0,0,0,1,12,7,1,5,9,130,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904023609345658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454786139571813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967181727331908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224070883037406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358910084914172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965534574845168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480438428203004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004416823850413,0.0,0.0,0.1852384567111072,0.0,0.08689430948823393,0.0,0.11968606342677646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973256754408094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673565681839607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941824554219828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236713349850706,0.0,0.0,0.07252219744897974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940342717941916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833587858508818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24789104494452024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596483340665974,0.2845970735133787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405304896475807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960155244629504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205559210742603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690035577983625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899231752115088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625296509539293,0.12670497258560226,0.0,0.10298391565610568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383545323392292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803631734382083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyMindIsForeverOff,2020/03/31,"Advice About Digital Learning (TL;DR Included) Hey guys. So I just found this community today & by looking at the top posts it seems that this will be relevant but I'm sorry if not.

Anyway, so I was an anxiety sufferer since around June 2013 (I was 9 turning 10 later that year). In January this year during the start of the Australian school year I realised that I was barely stressing about things and, when I looked back, I realised that my anxiety had been gone since around late November of last year and I was so happy. But now that's being threatened...

So I'm in Year 11 and although most find it hard I was able to keep up with everything even when I was away from school. I was able to complete all of my homework & assignments while also maintaing a healthy balance of relaxation time. My only struggle was finding time to study but I knew that I was just starting my final two years of school and I had time to adjust my study schedule while keeping my healthy balance in mind.

But then coronavirus came. The PM refuses to close the schools but our NSW premier allows students to stay at home and work digitally without repercussions, so that's what 99% of us do (at least 99% of those not in public schools) and all schoolwork is digital. Now with this digital learning I have found a new appreciation for face-to-face school (which I still hate but I appreciate it), because now I am bombarded with work, especially since I do hard subjects. Before at school we'd discuss a lot of things and you wouldn't have to put so much mental energy and effort to get work done. But now there's loads of things to get done all on your own.

On top of that I've been having insomnia since the start of last week (aka the start of digital learning, PERFECT!), so I have been unable to get myself up before 8:30 every morning, and even at that time it's a challenge. But it's not just my timing that is bad, from the morning you're piled with digital work and need to work till you've finished it all.

Now I usually relax for an hour (maintaning balance) then work till 5:30, but today I felt so overwhelmed with past catch up work and today's workload that I didn't. I only listened to music while I did my work, but that's all the relaxation time I allowed myself. I toiled till 4 and with only breaks to eat, and even then checking my work, I had a breakdown earlier.

I'm not expecting much comments due to the lengthy nature of my post, but I was wondering, especially since I can't see my old counsellor during these times, do any of you have any advice about what I could do to help my mental health and prevent myself from getting my anxiety all over again? It's been hard for me and any thoughtful advice would be appreciated.

TL;DR: I used to have anxiety but recently lost it. Digital learning due to coronavirus is threatening that and could potentially make it come back due to the large piles of work I have and me falling a bit behind. Any advice to help me calm down during the day and prevent it from doing so?",5.95040275419732,6.3594339813242815,6.2770812110922485,79.1999493020185,66.57215619694398,9.39673646481796,32.150584795321635,9.2995712137729,2.7511040935672515,2401,93,457,42,36,773,254,589,0.076,0.815,0.109,0.9698,1,1,0,0,0,0,68.0,3,3,0,16,34,14,1,3,20,0,47,3,0,4,7,89,80,53,0,7,21,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,2,1,35,29,1,5,14,3,1,6,8,7,0,1,29,8,58,7,75,42,13,91,0,3,3,0,15,22,0,5,59,318,93,25,0.1114987161857517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179105100381388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445827415251845,0.0,0.1208088124035904,0.0,0.1516459009204131,0.0,0.17059242539338668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992574965058918,0.0,0.0,0.052378357084904105,0.08573563034183036,0.04654838535530812,0.03398429124658316,0.0,0.09487719520558703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060863860080265675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376241385979298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802313561149086,0.05845214128445625,0.0,0.0,0.08902265214121305,0.0,0.0,0.035953723940581474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410189818543873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570455111715176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046577570687817,0.0,0.04697123864334635,0.0,0.05010392831451545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352812643597446,0.06107069678365016,0.10190780662421924,0.0,0.0,0.12225258725874465,0.0,0.0,0.11650695453450878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520062941354062,0.0,0.05934622834496778,0.14982142368397802,0.055040949291459536,0.0,0.059258960695213615,0.0,0.0,0.07473523916724284,0.0,0.055921151691971455,0.0,0.054901887868471895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910518200244696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908863352267988,0.06288770419988107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363083992678804,0.0,0.06085700994634461,0.04739611063465158,0.0,0.0,0.03721312942785485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123644811373136,0.0,0.056290959318259816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196438560323932,0.04133744262831602,0.0,0.05384307744233826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849957326703166,0.0,0.0,0.12719969697576214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321907047100586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678494901406037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604350295936735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504576546404142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949492869431949,0.04442502050629775,0.05075212180829584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058222556198715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240684211780194,0.1578387303940356,0.05942139803888211,0.04452150938735228,0.0,0.06386070133796992,0.058281333562042535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111218896225034,0.0,0.0,0.04425876306201555,0.22755529319892415,0.0,0.1585316186121107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060639292773875475,0.05445902215818045,0.0,0.06705961354831576,0.04814954577971795,0.06140004172931701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04471877231266359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374039178104945,0.06045780074332501,0.4058619666326394,0.0,0.0,0.03960274446195392,0.0,0.0,0.2154045527838548
anxiety,Yoghurt-Pot,2020/03/31,"Would like help with work anxiety. I'm an apprentice electrician working for a big company, I've had 4 weeks off on paternity leave and a further 2 weeks off sick (cold/flu symptoms) and I need to call my main office to see what is happening with returning to work but I just can't do it. The thought of calling them is making me feel so uncomfortable, my stomach is churning. I've always had a hard time calling banks, insurance companies, phone companies etc but this is so much more difficult for me cause I'm convinced no one in the office likes me and I've also lost my 'safepass' card for working on building sites and don't know how to tell them. I just want to run away and pretend the job never existed. 

I've dealt with anxiety for a long time and I'm well aware that it's all in my head but that doesn't make it any easier. Can anyone offer any advice?

tl;dr Anxiety calling work after a long break, need advice on how to handle the situation.",4.583536045106726,5.4893141518324615,5.7703664921465965,79.86052758759566,69.78534031413615,9.437132501006847,30.399113975030204,9.661875296680813,2.790035521546516,757,30,149,17,13,253,115,191,0.134,0.7709999999999999,0.095,-0.6843,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,6,8,6,0,0,10,0,12,4,2,5,2,28,26,14,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,2,1,1,4,3,12,4,23,21,5,22,0,1,1,0,10,11,0,0,11,89,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296170811966271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395562406755738,0.09775996145057564,0.0,0.0,0.15979260999702982,0.0,0.2696354672353374,0.0,0.0,0.08215078980288866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038444607013577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798761554839156,0.0,0.0,0.1206931984374374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103089186327682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940578722259486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389481756395044,0.0,0.10524674555934994,0.0,0.1205772415341642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875015976563365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658934777916426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456868471140198,0.0,0.0,0.12440350720537435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479803119973875,0.0,0.0,0.20794750094636533,0.0,0.0,0.12825273082778846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568491608765604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636766983380792,0.17423267778659593,0.09061448318057552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961334403194792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362323587761834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206215549707265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211568399563208,0.0,0.0,0.10269025109137876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327285765055066,0.13701714321963698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929784471420172,0.0,0.1884846026257882,0.0,0.10563639842309654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276656510537232,0.0,0.0,0.08346055992561538,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Federal-Tension,2020/03/31,Anxiety and regretting my surgery I had surgery a couple of weeks ago and so far I am regretting it. Not only because I have some complications and unwanted changes but I also can't help but think the surgeon took an aggressive approach. The surgery was on my face and cannot be reversed. I feel I am stuck in a dark place that I cannot get out of and my face is now a daily reminder of that mistake. I am still healing but hate the results already. I don't feel good about myself anymore and don't enjoy wearing make up or doing things I usually enjoy. I don't know what to do as I have contacted my local anxiety helpline but with COVID I can't see them in person and they have a 3 months waiting list. I worry about my life and future everyday and it is worst at night. Please help I'm starting to think I'm better off dead yet I wish this was a nightmare I could wake up from.,3.573379571248424,4.524340032786892,4.795081967213118,85.75675914249688,72.16939890710383,7.816561580496009,29.923917612442203,8.139509932561175,1.9825413198823032,698,29,146,10,13,231,110,183,0.26899999999999996,0.6779999999999999,0.053,-0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,7,10,2,0,9,0,22,7,4,2,0,32,38,17,1,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,5,3,24,4,18,31,2,24,0,2,1,0,6,11,0,2,11,102,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030757219279648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956619667269132,0.1446211319851455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766908093185165,0.0,0.17934896444772835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024101483344992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994209893049688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130930433995375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438946871077135,0.20010079291996488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288063710636188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448368961005034,0.0,0.0,0.15168362987094364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854631904077212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424322623013595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938730508607514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773568666466287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207149833871466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434820549710184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971013727458406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754024939905324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790627885743674,0.18894381661764106,0.19851274944293645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441095036843967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800253573341208,0.0,0.14442250218392155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014492600603205,0.2317554675407925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200924686168731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917446157529112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506239974475474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796203532203425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365617851803068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,s8ms8n,2020/03/31,Instructions for Panic Attacks tuned to 417 Hz. [https://open.spotify.com/track/1ceuESBPubfopzJuthaieU?si=vyDPnhEXQLCa4uZNEviW4w](https://open.spotify.com/track/1ceuESBPubfopzJuthaieU?si=vyDPnhEXQLCa4uZNEviW4w),84.96333333333334,107.63428366666668,34.67611111111111,-145.53249999999994,-65.44444444444447,10.68888888888889,37.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,6.684066666666666,199,3,5,2,2,37,9,9,0.484,0.516,0.0,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6961186843160526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7179267214319911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Azubu__,2020/03/31,"Crippling anxiety and panic attacks Hello guys, currently ive been home for the last 6 days for quaratin reasons. Suddenly i started to spiral down and have bad memories and bad projections about my future. I had a panic attack for the last 2 consecutive nights, i vomited in the first night. I live with my girlfriend and she is helping me to deal with it alot  i need help from you guys because its really affecting my daily life, even sexual life. How can i help myself overcome it. I am going out half an hour a day where no one is around and walking with her in the park. Going on short runs by myself. Im really worried and just writing about this and realizing i have no power over it made me anxious. Need help",2.712785714285712,5.137862421428572,4.324285714285715,81.87071428571429,78.35714285714286,7.428571428571428,25.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,2.0645714285714285,569,22,104,12,14,190,95,140,0.19899999999999998,0.733,0.068,-0.9577,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,7,6,2,2,8,0,9,3,0,4,0,22,15,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,5,12,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,6,0,3,3,0,19,0,19,12,1,25,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,1,12,75,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541004671737436,0.15566506547416814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266356281187245,0.0,0.3135152279579149,0.0,0.0,0.23010013316155545,0.08399636079265363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772811244113754,0.14205688686639456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910099226354391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720529763929195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566200603109595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728703064930037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694346936629515,0.0,0.13821601278596055,0.0,0.13569677672950234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883836117399604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246367696604472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465228688963093,0.0,0.0,0.12167233396711763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038155788536024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434115986472146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586157963480829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337102125080744,0.0,0.0,0.3233370469691885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765454031860572,0.1416725121812661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752946478297354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399338590624052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChaseMutley,2020/03/31,"What if things never go back to normal? What if Trump just keeps extending the stay-home order every month while doing nothing except block the private sector and state governments from developing a treatment or vaccine? I understand it will likely take about a year, but this is an emergency. At some point, we can't keep staying inside avoiding people and getting fat, if we're being lied to about what can be done. Yet this would be a perfect opportunity for Trump to declare martial law. Yesterday, people were saying they wouldn't put troops on the street forcing people to stay home. Now we're seeing that in Rhode Island with a half dozen other states talking about doing the same. People are taking this so well too, they'd let it happen.

I spent almost an entire decade in my house with no friends. I was just starting to get outside and live life, now this happens. People keep talking about a return to normalcy, but nobody knows when, and nobody can say this won't happen either. I can only look forward to whenever this is over. But there's a point when life is no longer worth living. If it for sure goes on forever, and there are troops outside my house to shoot me if I go outside while maintaining social distancing, I won't have anything to live for.",7.1567647058823525,7.534602911764708,6.756806722689077,76.89848739495802,64.0,8.816806722689076,30.865546218487395,8.418075326091056,2.3507193277310923,1015,33,174,12,14,317,147,238,0.075,0.828,0.09699999999999999,0.7411,0,1,0,1,0,1,25.0,1,0,2,2,17,7,0,1,12,0,25,3,1,0,3,38,43,19,0,8,13,0,0,1,1,5,3,2,1,0,15,8,1,5,2,0,2,4,7,1,1,2,4,4,12,6,26,29,3,32,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,8,16,126,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991203558814172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032579901278813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440116088332171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232590962993097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248026879419192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480281157020188,0.0,0.11469353143479777,0.0,0.12476196437903744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911898277833669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010148527319867,0.0,0.0,0.25330409754743605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926878490497897,0.0,0.0,0.06032300943768956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224035570934617,0.15505805345117055,0.0536247776336318,0.0,0.290768871487741,0.0,0.092173482049338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761197574452809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465618199479867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754467612366883,0.10532079485582736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347989469455602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804800714298219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075234921487339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034237902909892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457627756624144,0.0,0.0,0.08746709595642903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188980647243522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769099045806252,0.35097904727327744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345056034827158,0.0,0.1650566015557227,0.1764470787332909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729218233563696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426741008144732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869034017839803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797266068792494,0.0,0.0,0.07068393168637259
anxiety,kschlemm,2020/03/31,"Don't know if my symptoms are because of anxiety or coronavirus or something else I've started overthinking everything that happens to my body ever since the coronavirus, I mean I have before, but now I'm actually really scared. 

I don't know if my chest pain or shortness of breathe is from anxiety or coronavirus. Although I have no cough or fever, I'm still constantly worried. 

I've always had hot flashes and nausea, but I haven't had them in a while and I just had a hot flash and nausea attack and now I'm overthinking what it could be caused by. I'm even stressing if I might be pregnant even thought I have the Mirena IUD and have never gotten pregnant on birth control. 

I'm so nervous and worried if I might actually have the coronavirus and if I pass it on to my grandparents or my mother. I'm worried if my boyfriend might have it too, but he left to his new base at another state a couple days ago. 

I don't know how to ease my anxiety, I don't know if I want to go off track at my next virtual therapy appointment and talk about how I'm worried. I'm probably overthinking, I've always had these symptoms anyway, right? I'm just too worried.",5.028441558441557,5.695532450216447,6.098251082251085,78.7702337662338,68.65367965367965,9.796363636363637,33.581818181818186,9.888512548439397,3.2974124675324674,920,42,178,21,15,307,113,231,0.19,0.7959999999999999,0.013999999999999999,-0.9892,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,15,5,1,3,6,0,23,8,3,4,2,43,43,29,0,9,18,1,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,6,2,23,0,16,31,0,25,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,16,13,116,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.2063309519397546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371259016630812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759316181176565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085449556475778,0.24262184307737336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026943795329036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444468530894024,0.0,0.08995819485618514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742881774732372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860146312367816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142435544544126,0.1185716780828761,0.08440718626410285,0.11697490856083585,0.0,0.06817933639467151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831378758720168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965142701146252,0.09562794451491262,0.0,0.0,0.09501248295991138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008195119740115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348604017865482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323992974720807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486286953638175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515784738321852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364501375133109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153620569354239,0.10210306157805356,0.11243224654438323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249135984894802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398183811658218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772563027552325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028255758933744,0.0,0.0,0.10584211753857743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745098643580725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138684816058865,0.0,0.0,0.0748277140458901,0.0,0.08442649696969677,0.0,0.12109956248528407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976287187631105,0.0,0.08497208925927117,0.0,0.0,0.12089769716641124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392824899596249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062355190058045025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368085846959111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lastomniverse,2020/03/31,"Woke up feeling off I just woke up it’s like 4 am and I feel off, I feel like I have to throw up and am oddly cold, I also can’t go back to sleep, could this be caused by my fear of the Coronavirus? Idk it hasn’t happened to me like this so it’s just kind of wierd and I’m now nervous",-2.9302941176470583,-1.301764029411764,0.07670588235294318,106.62417647058822,101.05882352941177,3.308235294117647,12.682352941176472,4.935628992294339,-1.672010588235294,218,4,62,1,10,75,44,68,0.102,0.7609999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,7,1,1,1,0,10,15,5,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,7,4,11,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276502225917389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889339533253327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292434154551892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272855580696618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203325080378993,0.4318125972343227,0.2033680604990122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178432681179306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517324383642541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964396425783449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172256469222555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28487524294425426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stressedthyroidgeek,2020/03/31,"Anyone else dealing with unsupportive family during the quarantine? Just like the title says. Is anyone else in the same boat ? I've noticed the pandemic has sort of brought out the worst in my family members . Especially one of them. Its like dealing with a different person. 


Coincidentally , they seem to now not care about family history , reassurance or their own mistakes and they have turned emotionally abusive . Its like all their worst qualities came to a head and they are just making it impossible to feel remotely okay. 


Anyone else experiencing something similar ? Im really feeling overwhelmed , since not only there's a pandemic outside but they also seem to want to make it even more difficult for me. I appreciate all the replies, just really feeling lonely and anxious with the situation.",7.297479946524064,9.951570419117653,7.9729946524064195,59.92120320855618,65.39705882352942,11.710160427807493,35.893048128342244,11.389717465364855,5.328376470588236,651,32,91,23,11,216,92,136,0.14400000000000002,0.735,0.121,-0.8119,1,3,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,7,0,8,12,0,1,10,1,4,1,1,2,2,28,16,6,0,2,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,2,5,10,6,15,14,7,6,0,2,0,0,12,3,0,4,4,65,14,0,0.0,0.1504165125170819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015228960867024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341881586880986,0.0,0.26630186897387786,0.3902297791309423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519844888561473,0.1294352950736708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617623991398211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263707175703746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181545236800151,0.14280310751862502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385012589001656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590351170293085,0.0,0.1925711512110776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028864300759907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371291718562959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860659546692332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948193595635905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453487845810756,0.0,0.0,0.0860254756805051,0.09655217225732576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084896460033247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265648682894526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095675662560263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311433623081553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501541414606093,0.14269856246045365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977333008347546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808654220099145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487915659943571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,burrit02,2020/03/31,"I can't talk! Ugh I hate how I can't talk to people?? I'm too anxious to ever text first. I love meeting new people but I can't talk to people first and I hate it. Why can't I just text someone, without having to worry, or freak out? Like wtf brain and body. Just do it! Just send the text. Or post the comment? Ugh idk what to do. Anyone got any ideas?",-2.5215934065934067,-0.9841591666666679,0.1982417582417586,103.56461538461541,108.6153846153846,2.2285714285714286,11.981684981684985,3.1291,-1.8789699633699641,267,5,66,0,14,90,45,78,0.138,0.623,0.24,0.8407,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,2,0,2,0,7,3,2,1,1,13,12,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,1,0,7,2,7,11,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,5,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259559591786708,0.0,0.0,0.20366344708969292,0.0,0.12605495374530498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024882800161087,0.0,0.2012504833368555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307226948770634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30668968482659104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441852250798454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35597548960128955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351253920840565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807499323899566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627084297907466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411414683894758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749473418541943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265701716933848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527494302680997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347032086356448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267335071155592,0.0,0.0,0.17378208880740134,0.0,0.0,0.18308161830916425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,schatzi811,2020/03/31,Lyrica (Pregabalin) success stories I’m currently on 30mg of Paxil and have been prescribed 150mg of Lyrica for anxiety disorder. Started on a low dose and have been on 150mg for a few days now. I started feeling better a few days after starting but a bit of anxiety is still there. Does anybody have a success story to share?,1.7779687499999994,4.4795533593750045,3.939375000000002,81.06812500000002,85.71875,6.325,29.875,7.645422480735847,2.563381250000001,261,14,44,5,8,89,41,64,0.10400000000000001,0.69,0.20600000000000002,0.8225,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,4,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,4,10,9,3,13,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,9,30,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417025452301199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410630346297879,0.2975721661760681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515658553692077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123849724173459,0.0,0.2385248949911145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781787800298326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787721915093725,0.0,0.21767206306584846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SoftLead,2020/03/31,"Im considering dropping out of college Hi, I am 23, and I have about two years of college under my belt. 

I am the first in my family to have gone. My parents had no idea how to help me with financial aid and all of that. Since I was 18 and alone in figuring college out, I didn't apply for any scholarships or anything. I didn't know how finances worked. I didn't know how loans or school payments worked. 

I have always, always wanted to be a teacher. Specifically for preschool/kindergarten. Children of all ages need so much love, and if I could help at least one child feel like someone cares about them, I would have done my job. Eventually my plan was teach for a few years, go back to school to get a degree in business and then eventually open up my own early childhood learning center offering top tier education in lower income areas. So that's what I was going to school for. That's what my passion is. 

Unfortunately, my family ran into financial problems. My dad lost his job and couldn't find another one due to health issues that made him unable to be on his feet. My mom has a small cleaning business that barely keeps them afloat. I have a job but that doesn't help with much. So I took a few semesters off. I should have graduated last spring. 

I have been away from school so long that I am starting to consider if it's even worth going back. I know living without a degree can be difficult but how do I pay for it? There is absolutely no money to spare. I apply for scholarships but they barely cover books. And I keep thinking about teachers pay. Is it worth taking out a loan when I am going to spend my whole life trying to pay it back on a low salary? 

Then it also breaks my heart that my mom gets so upset that she can't just give me the money for school. She grew up in Mexico and was very very poor. She always was able to get me what I needed growing up, because she would always find a way, since she never had that stability. But now, with this, I know she feels awful she can't do more. But she's already behind on house payments so I wouldn't take the money from her. Not to mention all of my dads medical bills and insulin he needs. 

I'm just stuck at whether or not I should just fully drop out. I don't want to. My life dream has been to be a teacher. I want to be proud of myself, I want my family to be proud of me, I want to be able to but myself in a position where I can help my family should they ever need money. I want to help change lives. But I feel so hopeless.",2.559179447503756,4.23930405870842,3.892792062986395,88.31940290356349,75.92759295499022,6.710435534519639,22.451235607336287,7.485028197883463,0.779962053429208,1958,54,414,25,43,643,232,511,0.10800000000000001,0.81,0.08199999999999999,-0.8435,7,1,0,0,0,1,51.0,0,0,4,8,27,12,0,1,15,1,52,9,2,5,5,81,92,37,0,21,19,5,3,1,0,6,5,0,1,2,19,18,0,2,13,2,17,9,15,6,0,4,19,3,71,6,67,58,11,62,0,3,0,2,34,29,0,5,21,292,90,23,0.14605131775313512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756325592097142,0.08058563046833445,0.058398593020147216,0.24305279259546805,0.0,0.0,0.049659952192610934,0.07657377055657358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009389506602996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861001037222779,0.1684566722135068,0.0,0.04451576385149519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445452612969769,0.0,0.07725146423459038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830504646099512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747306029979516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482327589665812,0.06605588925172669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27536836828648903,0.0,0.11077190191060704,0.05216954529263645,0.0,0.0,0.13348825848365128,0.06211558813523324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144586782202614,0.07005286616454047,0.1660086592660902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762286055203192,0.0,0.08653575737357141,0.2447377991506949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426180573091824,0.0,0.08243708015789639,0.0788802428526718,0.07621981520532765,0.21740009517293468,0.12981712187168076,0.0,0.0,0.160531969330376,0.059525658589257485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316036497964752,0.035676648258582494,0.0,0.12896598936020048,0.06462541012229146,0.0,0.0,0.07971613307521742,0.0,0.06590850824817987,0.06909864411557187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356566862917982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105353817040905,0.0,0.0,0.10736452342855733,0.21659040300884425,0.05632189001467805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896815274733692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108635217834981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698756932142218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695293271847295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081515929806692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618744037888956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051687937213838034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098124146395962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046791893561235635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113419397431995,0.049579628847046274,0.0,0.07133545767916069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050763287770792,0.2584345538098815,0.057964368951587186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153054023906295,0.0,0.0703941292302971,0.0,0.10632709878708152,0.0,0.0,0.1037506657148072,0.0,0.0,0.0940522601524716
anxiety,Klank85,2020/03/31,"An anxious child holding parents hostage at night Our 8 year old struggles with anxiety. At night he wants us to stay in our room while he sleeps and if he wakes up and we aren’t there he panics, runs through the house and screams for us. He wants us to tell him every night that we will stay in our room and can’t sleep until we reassure him that we will obey his conditions. He has also developed a system of door and lights that need to be on and open. It feels like we are being held hostage and I’m worried it will only get worse if we keep going like this. Does anyone have a similar experience? I work with someone who was very similar as a child and it’s hard to watch her struggle now as an adult...I fear this is our future. Any advice? Is it better to put our foot down and help him address this through exposure? Or will this cause more harm/trauma? We can’t close or lock the door to our room, so we also have zero privacy and the fear of him walking in at any moment. I want to be loving and supportive, but this is having a big impact on everyone in the house and I want to do something about it. Thanks for taking the time to read this and I appreciate any feedback you can give.",2.367264808362368,4.06947041869919,3.5127177700348438,90.74256097560978,76.52032520325204,6.636933797909408,23.096399535423927,7.447530270364453,0.8053765389082459,937,28,203,12,21,303,139,246,0.075,0.8290000000000001,0.096,0.7998,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,17,1,0,2,6,13,0,5,11,0,21,5,4,2,0,41,37,25,0,7,5,1,2,2,0,4,0,1,6,2,15,25,0,3,1,1,0,4,3,6,0,1,2,5,28,7,32,28,1,35,0,0,1,1,39,17,0,4,13,133,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489281046505626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168181767810298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898757531608207,0.0,0.08211590593051689,0.12126527092258313,0.0,0.07505562895793534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949347785165279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026922493870207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939352153740016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043979074645164,0.10256934360926484,0.0,0.1050005231452085,0.0,0.2415779199125096,0.054275056082009256,0.07668474444401407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056081470773072295,0.10297168796977696,0.061004612652385826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615684405087767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194870293918577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24771521402463356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541000174859084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488320873728356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687983829161813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959231583576581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021980029380523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263678195074606,0.0,0.0,0.08163800025833864,0.0,0.12594204897737074,0.11918996341284464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790779265646014,0.0,0.0,0.10737048568210247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483791653422069,0.0,0.09095005171239072,0.0826366828654195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288233804223669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443315373468128,0.0,0.0,0.12180979129477107,0.0,0.0,0.08070740224187972,0.0,0.09382114769687487,0.0988255739325635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259165546091773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38735559836295896,0.0,0.0,0.08856792769559033,0.25325104398550075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814584497741106,0.10901044032426832,0.10939009531393716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912436646435764
anxiety,rubiroberto,2020/03/31,"I’m petrified that some cigarette ashes will burn the house down. Tonight I smoked a cigarette outside of my window. I dropped the cigarette (what was left of it) on some bricks next to the house outside when I was finished. I noticed some of the cigarette ash flew a little bit and it flew next to the house.. uncomfortably close. I watched it as it still glowed it’s orange glow. I saw the glow get less and less and I was nervous but I thought to myself that nothing could happen, all it was is a tiny ash from the cigarette. I closed the window and got into bed. I now feel petrified. 

I have extremely bad anxiety. I am very nervous that that little ash that flew so close to the exterior of the house will cause the house to catch on fire, in a few minutes, hours, or even days. I live in Michigan and it’s cold outside right now. I’m just scared because I didn’t put it out correctly it could still cause a fire. I looked it up on google and it said that it could start a fire in even 18 hours. I’m so scared. I smoked about 30 minutes ago now. I have a feeling that if nothings on fire by now, it never will be. But I’m still scared out of my mind. I checked a few minutes ago, and everything outside was dark. I’m still scared.

For those of you who feel like hating just wanted to let you know, I’m 19 yrs old. I have obsessive compulsive and I don’t smoke. I got this cigarette from a con-worker and I took it home. Plz help me understand what I could better do next time or what your thoughts are.",1.2509758064516134,3.4125899161290327,2.5003830645161287,94.3905745967742,82.09677419354837,6.068548387096777,22.26814516129032,7.292943589461545,0.6633629032258059,1174,39,263,17,32,376,144,310,0.175,0.7809999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9912,1,0,9,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,1,16,11,1,7,20,0,23,0,0,2,3,43,50,18,0,6,7,0,7,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,27,15,0,0,7,0,1,6,3,9,0,0,16,15,30,2,30,25,9,50,0,0,6,0,6,20,0,6,24,168,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404734143534754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647141334635512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725503950465097,0.0529679759350469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684807020282335,0.09486251905782214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852208161680175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775017234919627,0.0,0.0,0.056037537185699295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147814344934342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780920705380724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180417288253132,0.06207498154633807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539698591382217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389894163336792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683746615733526,0.0,0.0,0.0857869200907724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824123741448476,0.0,0.08715880509581787,0.0,0.17114035742606473,0.5013030117924132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775304719392928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440737712143774,0.08885198290360867,0.0,0.04245057667004987,0.17417531296550146,0.07672638667573009,0.0,0.07296659565496995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773518791068115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701573233396567,0.0,0.2772288436542332,0.0,0.0,0.1667486066804262,0.09892603325078007,0.09117753748447482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734950199574806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742044796218922,0.08265328382335056,0.0,0.3479723864161712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150193049833135,0.0,0.2775652104333162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796357144976398,0.05066686843467085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965391506765499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904566446072923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169421398170063,0.05125059096163532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325771729522199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oopsiforgotagain12,2020/03/31,"Medication Hi all I have a few questions about medication as I have been considering going to my doctor and asking for it 
1. Did you have any side effects going on it
2. How has it helped you like what weren't you able to do now you can do
 I had more questions I can't remember but hopefully someone is able to answer this",2.1497512437810933,4.015885194029853,4.439626865671645,83.1217288557214,77.65671641791045,7.451741293532338,24.59950248756219,8.344100000000001,1.5916189054726368,256,9,53,5,6,89,49,67,0.046,0.9259999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.2817,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,2,1,10,17,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,9,2,7,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,2,42,14,1,0.4424750483001533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504491029800185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068272202098486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644598060418802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514687667904667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482908489509365,0.0,0.0,0.2197387807175304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808547916073157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457470604263779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49567331926813796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506189871841968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187453836269458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xtrachickfilasauce,2020/03/31,"A Day in the Life Took my dog on a walk on a Main Street and kept thinking that we were gonna get hit by a crazy driver 

My husband had a swollen eye due to allergies and I was terrified that he might lose his eye

My coworker is quiet for longer than usual and I feel like she’s upset with me

I hear a noise outside my window and I’m convinced that someone is trying to break in 

My hip is pretty sore and I have to stop myself from believing the WebMd page that I have cancer",1.4402804746494056,3.021124203883496,3.3082847896440164,91.7276267529666,78.80582524271844,6.131175836030206,21.153182308522112,6.937597516519254,0.3823946062567423,375,10,84,4,9,126,73,103,0.192,0.73,0.078,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,8,0,9,7,3,0,0,12,18,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,5,15,2,12,10,2,12,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,1,5,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139316010172032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796995991638596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088863896490292,0.199060306041209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455777784260492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140472696265472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968115086012636,0.1361293160797473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117266272674489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955927609297011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28347681701340804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360905713332596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329553228362937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854111244979434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095790349013172,0.18917811217909172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068823386872808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stoutythrowaway,2020/03/31,"Spouse is volunteering for Covid-19 unit I’ve never been so terrified in my life. My husband is a physician in his second year of residency. His program director has asked for volunteers to work the Covid-19 unit at his hospital and he plans on accepting. I’m up late freaking out, but I can’t wake him up because he needs to sleep. His next day off is 12 days away. I can’t burden him with my anxiety issues, but I don’t know what to do. We had to move 1,000 miles away for his program, so we don’t know anyone here. When I called my mother she brushed off my concerns and emphasized what a noble thing he’s doing...she made me feel like I was being dramatic and selfish for being more afraid than proud. I married him because he’s the kind of person who would do this; he’s been selfless and kind since the day we met. I’m just beside myself over the thought of something happening to him. I feel so alone and scared right now.",3.6983814589665656,4.983603260638301,4.522674772036479,86.55500000000002,72.24468085106382,7.711854103343465,27.790273556231003,8.192908349453996,1.721320972644377,735,27,152,11,14,237,114,188,0.11699999999999999,0.812,0.07,-0.8435,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,0,3,7,10,0,2,6,0,17,4,2,1,1,23,29,11,0,2,3,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,7,3,27,5,26,19,1,24,0,0,0,0,26,14,0,0,10,98,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412655143617314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286149840666589,0.0,0.0,0.11755674388718458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717395890161645,0.0,0.3159174996839628,0.0,0.0,0.2049745909698724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167418123168732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252796919505574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700178642396352,0.12010836479315205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486721733153882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547857313681198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501521393535087,0.18479394659413848,0.0,0.18965205647331207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875149265407794,0.08213726724284141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908371651682224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869001684539948,0.0,0.12466238199585147,0.12966818234234365,0.0,0.1788025935480961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680005880423375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357762959718534,0.0,0.0,0.16832221808402087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907454190101176,0.0,0.1682461814118176,0.0,0.0,0.1294306569430132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169462247058183,0.0,0.0,0.1334722826738551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239683034307425,0.0,0.0,0.11943100841023918,0.0,0.0,0.108266835647578
anxiety,joesmammma,2020/03/31,"I hate online school There is like hundreds of emails from teachers telling me what to do and i have like 7 assignments and I am anxious af right now. I can't keep up with all the work and just need a break. All the information is swelling up in my brain and I am very nervous about what my (asian) parents would say if they found out that I am so behind at school and in life. I just want some drinks and something to eat while I watch netflix or youtube, but I can't!",3.208469387755102,4.105260867346942,3.3557142857142885,95.93928571428572,72.9795918367347,6.416326530612245,26.244897959183675,6.1826913282559595,0.5459020408163262,367,12,87,2,7,112,70,98,0.065,0.883,0.052000000000000005,-0.2934,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,1,1,3,0,10,4,1,0,2,22,15,11,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,8,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,13,2,13,13,3,10,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,3,4,60,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551039658695037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520815451472565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121038273458868,0.0,0.23106266657752034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759186330256375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229431948817855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071261660084327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949811924677962,0.22064126273285106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743718352309153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25073817200201604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928427287509587,0.0,0.179575244994855,0.0,0.4570688186620535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738415736417004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973701677142256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863190461052348,0.13319012358150345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643942640650009,0.0,0.0,0.1604107939650838,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jazmin0208,2020/03/31,"Jobs for people with anxiety I have bad anxiety, but I don’t want that to stop me from working. I want to work at target as a cashier but working with money makes me get anxiety. I know how to count money and do basic math but I don’t want to freeze and the customers think I don’t know how to count money or do simple math. Mostly if someone were to give me change after a transaction and I already did the transaction. I want to know some jobs and places to work where you don’t have to work with money. I’m still in high school and will be graduating in 2020. I want to try to be a cashier and not let my anxiety not let me get the job I want but if there are others jobs that are good for people like me that would be great. It would make me feel better knowing if I’m able to use a calculator in target as a cashier or that I cannot accept the change after the transaction if anyone works or has worked in target.",4.134076923076922,4.148965548717953,5.210064102564104,86.65201923076923,70.43589743589743,8.346153846153845,25.48076923076923,8.07648339933343,1.2156923076923072,722,18,162,9,12,239,88,195,0.075,0.789,0.136,0.8995,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,8,5,6,0,0,10,0,22,0,0,5,0,45,42,21,0,12,13,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,7,0,4,3,7,1,0,0,2,2,19,5,27,32,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,9,5,110,25,15,0.1008382990045964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127757045472307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30856409092781795,0.0,0.0,0.07050848327124809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419576765027469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918328093211655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334709933114016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050986873828599136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053676985651878,0.09673328489057427,0.0,0.08457838096436393,0.0,0.11117458064303544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654119930514824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002658086290909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216723679343272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062279854719637,0.0,0.04926449935441996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462069521558495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981715960771365,0.0,0.10535456012190927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205374209250144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543996351394581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052959584321168,0.08430533320797824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461311033008932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846258582433153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709191388682835,0.0,0.0,0.3568622482988981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138803785758367,0.0,0.0,0.14326526884145252,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tabbycat0120,2020/03/31,"Antidepressants help Ok I need help & here’s a story time

Main issue I’ve been prescribed venlafaxine 37.5mg and I’m terrified to take it. 
I’ve been on Prozac lexapro sertraline, seroquel and klonopin. I’m the past year. 
I’ve been off meds for about a month now. 
I had bad side effects from the drugs including brain fog dizziness and really increased anxiety. 

Currently I deal with anxiety, brain fog, derealization, dizziness, head pressure, strange head feeling shakiness and vision issues which is apparently just from anxiety. 

I need help and I don’t know what med to take since I’m terrified to try them. Any success story’s or meds that worked for you??
Also are those typical anxiety symptoms.",4.467295673076921,7.377949359375003,4.84375,77.87240384615386,74.9375,8.938461538461539,31.72115384615385,9.466822959209583,3.5747144230769234,570,28,96,16,13,180,87,128,0.184,0.672,0.14400000000000002,-0.6788,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,5,5,0,2,4,1,7,7,4,1,0,14,16,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,7,2,11,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,6,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889103932630564,0.0,0.1475346366370546,0.0,0.09259681659252454,0.0,0.4166631720435513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369202267289033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040101719018413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140380056113351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157908080595433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884907611293667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27948898812727496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27380543195029833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842416046600213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483268038432271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537455981311672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868554204845413,0.0,0.0,0.2019291293850164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998482590609925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723073605407773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263703097950528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415274910926658,0.20475815156902055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939886131765557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244704427561813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991296852946586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768574574611297
anxiety,doone1776,2020/03/31,"Can stop thinking about my mom murdering me via carbon monoxide poisoning Note: if this would be better in a different subreddit, please let me know. I just can’t stop thinking about this.

My mom is currently visiting her husband who lives separate from us. Every time she goes to visit, I can’t help but think that she’s trying to kill me in my sleep with carbon monoxide poisoning.  She’s decided to stay a second night and now I’m absolutely losing it. I don’t know if I’m only feeling some sort of placebo symptoms or I’m dying. I feel like this every time she leaves to visit. When he comes to visit, I’m afraid he’ll kill me too. 

I know it sounds stupid. I don’t believe it but I can’t stop thinking about it. I just needed someone to hear me out. I’m sorry it just sounds so dumb but I can’t sleep.",1.7262350299401206,3.7572125029940153,3.6015830838323346,87.83135666167665,79.65868263473055,6.5702095808383225,23.0123502994012,7.645422480735847,1.0947008982035928,636,21,131,10,16,214,93,167,0.25,0.6920000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9903,2,0,0,0,0,2,16.0,1,0,0,2,10,11,7,1,2,0,11,5,2,0,0,30,29,9,4,4,9,3,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,10,4,0,3,10,0,0,5,6,9,0,1,0,5,23,2,15,25,1,18,0,1,0,0,18,3,1,5,10,77,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497138804522216,0.0,0.11752440644965408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144671248236132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791179928476496,0.13883467860434914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391968239662952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343794940217682,0.09493179649602426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976904277514574,0.0,0.0890688190343033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940311817803522,0.0,0.21908742195413014,0.0,0.0,0.1407041395659952,0.0,0.13588209209497856,0.0,0.06492002744409647,0.0,0.11733831479818395,0.0,0.0,0.14866232917384964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112624345186729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853122135765308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470189703057465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106367417739943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586586775448118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26595836655550714,0.0,0.11259151820955862,0.0,0.0,0.14875188168339154,0.0,0.14163582822948376,0.0,0.33328895760236343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381165421305429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405847984529647,0.0,0.0,0.15497054444520422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090218981393356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598421481004168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439642447252942,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gelidflesh,2020/03/31,":( For the past week or so, I’ve been having so much anxiety and trouble sleeping, I’m becoming an insomniac again and I can’t calm down. I’m tired but my brain and nasal passages feel weird and I fuckin stop breathing for a bit and then I freak out and it prevents me from sleeping. And I really want to fall asleep because everything sucks and I have been pulling all nighters every day unintentionally because of my anxiety and stress and I keep hearing bad thoughts and I feel scared to be alone in my room and when I stay up all night I start getting really sensitive to noise and certain movements and I get angry, and I keep stressing out about whether or not I’m gonna get sleep. My schedule is all fucked up, I’m pretty much nocturnal, and I miss out on spending some social time with a person I love and by the time I get out of bed she’s already going to bed and I need to be around her in this time. This virus crap is stressing me out I think. I don’t even know. Everything is stressing me out and I can’t calm down. I try to breathe but then it just feels like I’m not breathing enough. I don’t know what to do. I cleaned my room and got rid of some toxic shit, but I don’t feel any more relaxed. I mean, a little, but not enough to fall into slumber. This is becoming a routine and all I feel is shitty feelings and anxiety and I have been crying every day on and off. I’ve pretty much been having a mental breakdown every single day. I dont expect anyone to help me because I don’t really think anyone can but is anyone else feeling this way?",2.0840843863782403,3.958282670807456,3.47202184621975,89.94636645962734,77.88198757763975,6.180509745127437,24.45748554294281,7.0983637204850245,0.9144468622831444,1228,43,260,14,29,402,154,322,0.221,0.672,0.10800000000000001,-0.9907,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,8,21,5,5,8,0,25,15,11,0,5,72,60,37,0,3,12,0,7,1,0,1,1,1,5,1,7,33,0,4,13,1,1,5,10,15,0,0,6,9,38,6,35,51,14,43,0,1,0,3,7,20,5,4,17,169,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864256915318704,0.09444764789375301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820225829158626,0.0,0.19642201361997103,0.0,0.0,0.1795337651868035,0.08769424188340323,0.0,0.07619078938433067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146177063969014,0.1565195618201275,0.18904876524900965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343909946827303,0.0,0.0,0.09554366553530616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401356456368767,0.16559006854519687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030760816983587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714971569264379,0.0,0.0,0.17686899620996924,0.0,0.05652956500241017,0.0,0.2163328238114834,0.0,0.15384058570577586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029283620069945,0.061143541546309174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791240244903875,0.1788632022211367,0.0,0.04864120100120922,0.0,0.06845193458295044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646304006957873,0.0,0.057367323047896775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521477432869966,0.0,0.0,0.09407301789966052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041813602414886186,0.08578089932010449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724582588793716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322959540761384,0.0,0.0,0.08625180785316784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874940816611616,0.0634618541843623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031782714985103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170270523084514,0.0,0.07473147694546796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414598503517426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448813310050095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568775831984378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785407221012162,0.0,0.0,0.2569471510384228,0.08724541319464132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605790891745304,0.0912246103775992,0.0,0.0715547652042999,0.3921595782168932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096816954007729,0.0,0.06794670858273877,0.14971982421826913,0.09836994229272204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810811804579491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048157179710845,0.06793516756407708,0.06865292159766985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tynksc,2020/03/31,Crying/shutting down after being yelled at? Does anybody else cry or shut down after being yelled at or someone raising their voice? It's like anytime anyone yells at me or if I hear a change in tone of voice I want to cry and start to shut down. I think it's the anxiety but if there is another subreddit to post this please tell me.,3.7251470588235303,4.937785926470589,4.464000000000002,87.28100000000002,72.08823529411767,7.2047058823529415,25.364705882352943,7.554174236665415,1.1817141176470596,265,8,54,3,5,85,48,68,0.081,0.8190000000000001,0.1,0.3066,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,13,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,5,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625139219712904,0.191517151252074,0.0,0.0,0.17505061998121907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26483722437651674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5499956873202444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908307101795094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913539523629535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821627723099875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230841956817673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27480924541127266,0.0,0.0,0.23976620514785915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212083837843426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719909856842747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881703344184794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041424375397484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766298303022168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxDvaGirlxx,2020/03/31,"how to get help I think my anxiety has been pretty bad for the last year. I am having trouble getting through basic things especially with school (I am a college student). I find myself typically crying once a week if not more. I feel overwhelmed most of the time when my friends seem to be handling things fine. Lately, I have just been feeling an overwhelming feeling and tightness in my chest. Nothing has been triggering it. I think I really do need to get help from a professional but even that stresses me out as it is just another thing on my list to do. Right now I just feel so so sad and there is no reason.",3.684750000000001,5.595984641666671,4.528333333333336,83.97000000000001,73.41666666666666,7.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.0215666666666685,487,20,94,8,10,157,86,120,0.16899999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.092,-0.9142,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,6,0,14,1,1,3,0,24,25,9,0,2,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,5,15,2,13,21,2,11,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,3,7,72,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608614213300825,0.1357592296864921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817476038374214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949355197519955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721308713525072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589238757772225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219858876430907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371079991784975,0.0,0.2781523452330945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790032825628535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465658520260213,0.20018676114698825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315870703048765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702811874653168,0.0,0.0,0.18899302772657967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054436220508385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136877778144452,0.18246221987783912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155301332715648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796027187926148,0.0,0.1615562694711852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328404619113946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536969510225354,0.22742312132783424,0.0,0.0,0.10348049910533352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423506598887524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428079173489927
anxiety,tropicalhorizon,2020/03/31,"Should I see a therapist? There is a neverending thought about not being able to find a job when I graduate and it won’t go away. 
It’s almost driving me in circles. The thought of not being employed just scares me. I want to say it’s due to me always wanting stability. This is also a issue. 

Would a therapist even be able to help? When is seasonal depression suppose to end? (Lol, no really!)

I am at a community college in a small town and feel so stuck and underwhelmed. This feeling won’t leave me alone. I’m starting to hate the town I grew up in. 

On another note, my sister was just diagnosed with a extremely rare autoimmune disease. It’s been quite a year.

Idk if this is even the right subreddit to post. It’s midnight and I can’t sleep because of the constant thoughts. I feel like I’m going crazy. My anxiety (I’m assuming that’s what it is, was never diagnosed but runs in family) is ruining my life.",1.1572876304023865,3.647573901639349,3.5163859910581268,84.66745529061104,85.93989071038251,7.698857426726277,26.35096870342772,8.575989854853784,2.4320295081967207,716,33,142,20,22,246,112,183,0.12,0.8440000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.8787,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,1,13,1,18,4,1,0,1,25,35,10,0,5,6,1,3,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,8,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,7,5,14,1,19,21,0,27,0,2,1,0,3,12,0,3,10,94,25,4,0.2799974541176116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018850237516906,0.14499645982594989,0.0,0.11195693144878006,0.11649015597712074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680087203503844,0.1070986430066196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153341254803114,0.0,0.0,0.08534192459384297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128888849160868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058069847360516,0.2841915220292692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399731835040442,0.0,0.0,0.18493567772580047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197834030340802,0.0,0.2123626886760492,0.10001511858387922,0.0,0.0,0.12795630024096002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912900571890096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382197589445844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938381957010052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612229823820574,0.13892713444789972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823843773487486,0.0,0.0,0.0988852411758705,0.06839630643208072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797564895550878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408008129979118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890587901097874,0.0,0.0,0.08968676942615736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955814796817142,0.0,0.1113326068946158,0.14016314876126562,0.0,0.11156085976957296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009983246518393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909181958171644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32509862503243786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334300538253878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651497529224551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945107894286632,0.0,0.0,0.09015459018730436
anxiety,SomeLosersThrowawayy,2020/03/31,"Did I have an anxiety attack? My dad is very sick right now and im worried about him, but ive known for awhile, so i dont know why it would hit me like this?
I was just playing a game on my computer and i was thinking about the situation and i just abruptly felt the need to shit or vomit or something to ground myself but when i was walking out of my room i just kinda felt my body bump into 2 things and then i was on the ground, now im lucid and i dont even know what happened",-0.8956434219985638,1.1015304205607492,1.6256074766355155,98.0676851186197,90.58878504672896,4.413803019410496,17.576563623292593,5.8734145424116955,-0.5251705248023009,373,10,91,3,13,127,70,107,0.12300000000000001,0.823,0.053,-0.7275,0,0,1,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,2,0,5,0,11,4,2,0,0,23,19,12,0,2,7,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,2,17,2,10,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,3,6,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453539826144643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161591253068543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110537054304498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453709662775112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549709562281147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364870894656316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680215773625523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104779238065641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884453157169694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282727826353276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088695680987942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226398835052486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950383113780716,0.0,0.2135745766419833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627581378327464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623146774487531,0.12174809955813393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567747548612222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145075846428814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296020019673502,0.0,0.1349747297802609,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmallCalligrapher9,2020/03/31,Is anyone ever overthinking all the possible mental disorders you may have even when you don’t? I get really confused sometimes whether I’m overthinking or not,5.609166666666668,8.958422535714286,6.171428571428574,67.44023809523813,73.64285714285714,10.876190476190477,34.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,5.281247619047619,133,7,18,5,3,43,25,28,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.3804,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641882952473951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330271827381749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24955388297333994,0.3417698678080357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740115916966325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807648893514525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42594780333371335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420482822661937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37368462625366267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princealifaboloushe,2020/03/31,"I'm an Anxious F*ck and I hate it I honestly think that my anxiety has too much control over my life, and I don't even know what to do about it anymore. I feel so awkward when I go out and try to socialize to the point that it makes me uncomfortable, and even worse everyone around picks up on it.  I don't want to be known as that person whose nervous all the time, its an especially unattractive quality to have especially for a male.",5.674943820224719,5.2636043595505635,6.599191011235956,79.45339325842697,67.20224719101124,10.715505617977527,33.530337078651684,10.355215969177356,3.161834157303371,344,14,74,8,5,115,63,89,0.23199999999999998,0.736,0.032,-0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,2,5,0,6,1,0,3,1,15,14,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,9,1,13,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014183920648967,0.2807933662036635,0.2464971065996899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212642548124958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787725539776075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283329173041803,0.0,0.0,0.2375023866456571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567551766646698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412580074269555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453939512452696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365978510770736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755598493100906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591059903684965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827145489266727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702629269223495,0.0,0.0,0.23496227509013956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533677822780335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926228613411786,0.0,0.0,0.1449328525753367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687507051948665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146602594036752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532960414705163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tacotoucans,2020/03/31,"My boyfriend is suffering with anxiety, how can I help him? He’s 27 and is feeling really anxious about his health and our relationship. 

He has a lot of health problems that are really not normal for someone his age and hasn’t been able to find a solution. It’s nothing terminal (thankfully) but something that causes him pain and discomfort constantly.

He’s scared to take our relationship to the next level because he’s had some experience with infidelity that’s caused him a lot of pain.

He said there’s nothing I can really do because it’s an internal thing he has to overcome on his own, but does anyone have any suggestions of things I can do to help in any way?",7.427541528239202,7.115853968992251,7.9707862679955745,70.73930232558142,63.57364341085271,12.332668881506093,37.03322259136213,11.765960540728905,4.509745514950167,538,24,99,16,7,179,79,129,0.17600000000000002,0.763,0.061,-0.9469,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,5,0,14,4,0,3,0,19,18,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,2,12,1,14,15,4,7,0,1,0,0,20,3,0,3,3,65,19,0,0.14051674338538234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111240805301605,0.0,0.1074949240785776,0.15874392352464864,0.0,0.09825257415207772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131540507694062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28869880515034985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184868011196642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296714906217167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745233807997848,0.0,0.0,0.07104948751138257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842975777879395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987254547190157,0.0,0.0,0.18837082225078786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389246205999131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944115071805147,0.0,0.13767657398813374,0.2696592100716013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990394442581744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445554621909928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700558718485852,0.0,0.0,0.3017247909454001,0.0,0.0,0.13366360096995564,0.0,0.14068177347284758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905938067636695,0.1081766540850224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565110350132473,0.0,0.0,0.12936893828939458,0.0,0.0,0.1867061610214525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153565038328404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProphetBoo,2020/03/31,"I have a panic attack when I put in earbuds. I just bought a new phone and decided to try out airpods for the first time recently. Overall, I think they're really cool and comfortable but for some reason when I'm alone in my room (especially at night time) I have a borderline panic attack because I'm not able to hear things in my surroundings properly. I always feel like somebody is going to break in my house and I won't know until it's too late (or something of that nature). This made me realize that I dont just feel this way with earbuds, but for most of my life I've always wore headphones with one speaker off my ear. There's just something causing me to have a huge spike in my anxiety when I lose my sense of hearing. Anyone else suffer from this?",4.752156862745097,5.400486862745101,5.647588235294119,81.82314705882352,69.26143790849672,8.73437908496732,29.02549019607843,8.841846274778883,2.1847286274509807,602,21,119,10,10,198,99,153,0.16399999999999998,0.77,0.066,-0.9466,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,2,2,5,1,6,2,1,3,0,24,18,10,0,0,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,7,6,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,6,0,2,3,7,18,3,22,14,2,26,0,2,0,0,3,11,0,3,12,77,25,0,0.14744493167079878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527084821461609,0.0,0.0,0.2453719894346269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279496915363592,0.0,0.0,0.10309692448964217,0.151074756732627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33547979123397353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898810618121414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146656040159392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280436180562522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317132069055844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491051753545102,0.10533468864650902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254165835569032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379635253829869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323623079284371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013165481263404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103187842818338,0.0,0.16632430517383462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414471570375328,0.07203414588317743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495316358674514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951595941621192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240323379518144,0.0,0.1383670801794499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991250160495747,0.0,0.0,0.34598971706086906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822288089254412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944569987715662,0.15159794667627352,0.1455840821358186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270206238155817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795586095681244,0.09447675864924647,0.0,0.0,0.1719526507559479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010543006496604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703492376362737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jane-is-lonely,2020/03/31,Jane Hi! I'm Jane. I suffer with Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I'm new to Reddit. I don't really have any friends... I'm utilizing this online forum to engage with others and not feel so alone during quarantine. God Bless!,1.307142857142857,3.9073582857142886,4.169047619047621,75.85928571428572,97.09523809523807,8.114285714285714,20.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,2.487485714285715,176,6,29,6,7,62,33,42,0.23399999999999999,0.612,0.154,-0.5859,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,4,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365101631199393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866103442568792,0.0,0.3224192244752787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830348842678657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131051383043973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256224631398803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40705308532401147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700009807060533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Metra3800,2020/03/31,"Was this a panic attack? So for the past year or so i’ve started having mild anxiety, but nothing too serious or to the point where i’ve gone to the doctor. It’s always been completely manageable. Anyways, 3 nights ago I was alone in my apartment (my roomate/best friend was out of state) and I started getting really anxious because I felt as if my heart was beating extremely hard and fast, and my chest began to feel extremely uncomfortable. 

I started freaking out a little bit, thinking that I was actually having a heart attack (i’m only 24 so not likely at all, but I tend to worry/overthink about everything) and I tried doing everything to calm myself down. I practiced deep breathing, drinking water, standing outside to cool off and laying down but nothing was working. I realized that sleep was not possible so I decided to go on a walk to hopefully calm myself down, and that didn’t work either. While I was walking I felt extremely spaced out and nervous, and it got so bad that in the back of my mind I debated whether or not I should call an ambulance. 

This lasted for about 3ish hours, I finally went to sleep at 7AM but only because I smoked a joint and it relaxed me a bit. Has anyone experienced anything like this, or should I be worried? I’ve been scared that it’ll happen again",5.433408929836997,6.572297698795182,6.2821922986061915,76.11040396881643,67.99598393574297,9.071674935034256,33.522560831561535,9.325443323948027,3.2125022915190176,1033,47,180,20,17,341,144,249,0.17,0.733,0.09699999999999999,-0.9608,0,1,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,12,16,2,3,11,1,19,9,6,0,1,37,36,26,0,4,14,0,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,12,12,2,0,6,2,0,5,4,8,0,0,17,6,25,8,28,15,4,40,0,0,0,0,2,18,0,6,17,129,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.1133932931085935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300324895313244,0.0,0.0,0.12034694086835818,0.0,0.0,0.09668673242058948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889178447853607,0.13127159964237262,0.0,0.08124892148026945,0.0,0.0956217337034384,0.0,0.0,0.2643858810640347,0.0,0.08934972531052215,0.09702116677891612,0.1416674526400951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194349986532925,0.0,0.2537180473428683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865199400613445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183225916121487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893442303141885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138306129428243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088640260312326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875361823182964,0.0,0.22313819234184734,0.12729013504386716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977492536900401,0.0,0.06070909109153004,0.0,0.06603847109329845,0.0,0.09293481678472844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275423881759817,0.0,0.10409132506848807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753923385498287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541165373099847,0.1144324379611793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471755272128016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353775472416852,0.11646175101570863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732769054124192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090447274601653,0.0,0.2229918164955854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674888785525772,0.0,0.1363342868549073,0.0,0.0,0.1109249283852452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984545013902612,0.1309967180618134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443994391145904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633529671098936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325654884759725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467383831175008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445551633282903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889137592959113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771747662219816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918825971433546,0.11800554907613844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482823475349983
anxiety,ThePineappleLlama,2020/03/31,Friends + Anxiety! Hello I’m a 29 year old female from Maryland. I have one daughter who’s 5 years old and she’s my world! I have a boyfriend who I’m very happy with!!! With everything going on with the corona virus my anxiety is sooo bad worse then normal...I also don’t have many friends I’ve had friends who lost touch and turn on me...I have a bubbly personality and I’m down to earth and I never judge anyone! We have two dogs. My favorite kind of music is pop and country. I’d love to be friends!!!,0.020602322206094925,2.25945166981132,2.173018867924529,94.00601596516694,88.90566037735849,4.770972423802613,20.41799709724237,6.297961479604792,0.12530420899854855,391,13,87,4,13,131,70,106,0.109,0.672,0.21899999999999997,0.9378,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,1,10,17,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,1,8,7,10,14,0,11,0,1,0,1,13,4,0,0,6,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396428484124383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671663000587569,0.0,0.0,0.12209774988198957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457996726455945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693640693987354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396412005808982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992400708740068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858853019154251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183894397609696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061739866246324,0.0,0.1576005747812333,0.0,0.0,0.17703638169309005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467703146389745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108966396537822,0.0,0.0,0.3664667879298444,0.0,0.11832643593816987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247068156074262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993546109936568,0.1705775086000151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440790628695279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795180298460467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489797832608285
anxiety,anonnotreal123,2020/03/31,"Wondering if I have anxiety I found this site and more specifically group by using google to see if i could fine a watsapp anxiety group, it lead me to an article i could relate to, then more, then more that I could relate to. I have never been diagnosed with anxiety but reading these posts makes me wonder if i should see someone professional.",9.40271794871795,7.800381169230768,9.38,66.40333333333334,60.384615384615394,13.589743589743593,38.5897435897436,12.45797560212912,4.859051282051281,276,11,49,8,3,91,42,65,0.069,0.907,0.024,-0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,3,1,17,14,7,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,9,1,6,8,3,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,5,3,39,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598926989754241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799845909777414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339131978839373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197169547299732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376167584176454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455288454247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191793265452176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044392086646665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193692808742471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978953622520782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307235466453222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346281470797982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Raqueeeel,2020/03/31,"What are the main signs of having anxiety? I just want to know If I really suffer anxiety. I’m a lazy, overthinking being who is always analyzing everything at a point that is hurting my own relations. I cant make new friends, I seem to trouble a lot to have boyfriends, I tend to judge a lot the people around me and myself. I’m never proud of my work neither satisfied. I feel anxious about all of my friends having good lifes and I worry too much about ending up all single and never being able to fulfill my life at all. But I dont have digestive symptoms, I think, just sweaty hands, but I dont really recognize physical symptoms at all, not that I know of.
I’m asking this because I always stress too much about a conflict or a opinion different than mine and everything seems to affect me on a personal level for a long time. I tend to be over sensitive in discussions and even I always ended up crying over not being able to do a math problem or doing wrong something in a test. I also have a ugly cry too, Idk if it has something to do, but I hyperventilate a lot and i do some weird noises trying to reach up the air. Like, my crying lasts so long that my mother ends up upset and starts to think that I over exaggerate it. Haha, sorry for the long text, I would appreciate any answer!",4.295293865293864,5.2764049922779925,5.922052767052769,78.2325943800944,70.5057915057915,8.844358644358644,27.516302016302014,9.150863307647796,2.278312569712569,1019,34,194,20,18,349,140,259,0.228,0.7040000000000001,0.068,-0.9899,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,12,14,0,2,16,1,21,6,1,2,6,45,37,16,0,5,11,1,2,1,2,1,5,0,0,1,9,8,1,1,8,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,0,2,29,6,35,32,14,29,0,2,0,0,7,17,0,11,13,150,38,3,0.20301366300997573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117497648113067,0.25338544606464536,0.0,0.0,0.0690281262409617,0.0,0.1553048965298001,0.1146738268297602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036260073744233,0.09489518504213856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061877622333093324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345014640438705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605303429492892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793050108082475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697147716688433,0.0,0.0,0.06704430487531639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824555899168077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132490394795116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568478524443422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513911430738268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866516254031412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157099992432327,0.08274161561289291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339455401123696,0.04959111056523029,0.0,0.0,0.2694910549446253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25889243468068585,0.0,0.0,0.06775659824304373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923840136378294,0.0,0.15657665230862766,0.09803593039662037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037205606353628,0.08863184996914471,0.0,0.0,0.09595676567967867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971283289532385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005575098613056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848160141443363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628983613527184,0.0,0.11362858738313633,0.07184705779202494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627573253317927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100892841060828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008295792436192,0.0,0.0,0.059189449746873984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891647550847148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598713591729604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738981822761596,0.103085114652171,0.0,0.07210754072786987,0.11098178544133742,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gospelofrage,2020/03/31,"Is this what panic attacks are like for any of you? Recently I’ve started having panic attacks. It happens usually at night after taking my medication where I start to irrationally fear my heartbeat being too fast (associated with a physical trauma in the past, it’s just my trigger I guess). And then I begin to shiver, or shake. And while my mind starts to feel very cloudy and distant my shivering gets worse and then it’s muscle spasms, and it feels very scary. I lose complete control of my muscles, or at least it feels that way, and I just have to shake and spasm in the fetal position. I’m either freezing or super super sweaty during this. Constantly worried that my heart is going to beat out of my chest or that Ill die from a seizure. Then after maybe 20 minutes, I’m fine. I can breathe and have muscle control again and I’m just a little shaken up. 

I’ve never had panic attacks this intense in my life. It’s a very physical reaction to a (I’m guessing) trauma-induced emotional response? It’s insane. Is anyone else dealing with this?",3.60403190319032,5.809814034653473,4.851023102310233,80.2711771177118,74.49504950495049,6.865126512651265,28.05390539053905,7.793537801064563,1.9866525852585253,833,34,145,12,18,275,117,202,0.245,0.688,0.067,-0.9889,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,6,6,15,3,6,7,0,10,6,3,3,1,30,27,17,1,0,8,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,15,12,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,11,0,0,1,4,16,4,22,25,2,31,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,6,19,96,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950616243147296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174963833513532,0.11979316342944453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990228380412945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258308101234827,0.1263435058872542,0.2622600737427746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205341603977822,0.0,0.0,0.1213392401467773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976674228601819,0.13151356133282915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315618019380675,0.17734710641663368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108322609048506,0.0,0.06644544973305823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25758995574793003,0.0,0.103387487583828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385447564505996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258047352472356,0.057118729805773774,0.11717947576353704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079790238367014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745676287198525,0.0,0.0,0.11777949315629355,0.0,0.0,0.1180507518585636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017200255421982,0.0,0.0,0.1097167429402332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115234432659071,0.0,0.0,0.11160853107504548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154393898835606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24825897028245525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790547805467958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876527915099542,0.28940118780157503,0.0,0.092801630481401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187327878666801,0.11914630326224022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrincessLush,2020/03/31,"How to combat anxiety paralysis/laziness? I think this is due to a fear of failure or the unknown. But it’s getting in the way of my life.

At work, now more than ever, I find myself putting off things that should not be put off at all.

Can’t bring myself to do certain things, for fear that my boss or somebody will tell me that I’m stupid or it’s wrong. Or that I will have to talk to them about something difficult, like budgets and performance.


I end up freezing basically, and just doing a bunch of other little tasks that don’t matter as much. Tried breaking out lists, try just forcing myself to “do it“, tried to break things out to simple steps… None of it seems to be working.

Any tips?",3.2876782210595152,4.827246453237412,3.939620667102684,89.32419882276,73.67625899280577,6.493394375408764,25.586003924133426,6.980632752743323,0.9785913669064747,543,18,112,5,11,172,94,139,0.16899999999999998,0.792,0.039,-0.9575,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,6,7,1,2,4,0,12,1,0,2,3,22,17,9,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,4,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,0,1,11,2,25,12,5,19,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,5,5,84,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322205025038685,0.0,0.1386173202610428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604892042210667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390555659699893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078002125537544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561329772239047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466939573727892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798674904143162,0.08852504987184716,0.18160976217779007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332026725449709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36431161256333183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495745591060051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949642769281176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564150318089106,0.15837657674459316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36114320660529975,0.11610548953712528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690682278644212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382793515349365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638311663874109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811349209729912,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoblePeanut,2020/03/31,"Living Like I'm Waiting To Die I have a feeling that title will catch the attention of MANY fellow Anxieteers like myself. It's a realization I came to over this Past Christmas. Sure, I have had Anxiety in regards to Death for YEARS, but I never before had a good way to describe how said mental illness was affecting my day-to-day life.

I am living like I'm waiting to die. I'm living as if I have a terminal illness.

Every day, I feel like there's a great storm on the horizon, and it's getting closer.

Every day, I feel like there's some man-eating beast out in the world, hunting me, and today might be the day it finds me.

I have so much trouble doing creative things that I normally like to do (writing, composing music, doing sound engineering). I've also stopped working out.

Why?

Because I feel like ""What's the point?"" At any minute, it could all be snatched away. One bad decision. One wrong turn. One bad timing. I could die. And just like that, it would be all over. So what's the point in investing in doing anything meaningful if I don't have some sort of guarantee that I'll be able to finish it?

About the only thing I have any interest in doing anymore is playing video games. I also work a 9-to-5 job (currently working from home due to the Pandemic), which is good. But, like, in that case, I do the work because I HAVE to, otherwise my wife and I will starve and lose our apartment.

Just for some context, I've always had Anxiety to some degree, but it didn't get BAD-bad until my Mom told me she had breast cancer. She ended up dying 8 months later. But it wasn't her actual DEATH that caused my Anxiety to go wild, but just the news itself that she had cancer. At that moment, I already figured she would die. She was good as dead. And this would be the first death in my immediate family.

Since then (that was 2016), I have been up and down, going through seasons of being okay where I will do creative things and be adventurous and LIVE, and then seasons like now where I feel pretty much paralyzed by my Anxiety. Paralyzed by the trauma of knowing that my life could end this time tomorrow, for all I know. And I just don't understand how I'm supposed to cope with that. How am I supposed to function with that understanding? How do ""normal"" people do it?

I guess the question I have for this subreddit is, for those of y'all who deal with this type of Anxiety, what are some ways you've learned to cope with it (if any)? (And before anyone suggests it, I WAS planning on going to a therapist... but then the stupid outbreak happened and messed everything up. But I plan on going as soon as it's possible)",3.7069219653179175,5.200357088631988,4.7943347784200405,83.7994790462428,72.52601156069366,7.810423892100192,27.040510597302504,8.395991825355821,1.847213834296724,2055,73,403,34,40,674,234,519,0.187,0.691,0.122,-0.9929,2,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,1,1,0,8,19,27,1,0,21,1,55,7,1,6,5,82,82,39,9,11,14,2,5,10,1,7,6,2,1,0,39,20,0,3,16,3,1,6,5,8,0,4,15,7,48,19,61,50,10,64,0,1,0,1,19,28,0,12,38,283,87,7,0.06589597911350525,0.0,0.06430497000551587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271785155907681,0.10539398137901727,0.05483073343926157,0.0,0.0,0.13443457639977568,0.0,0.2520512182830257,0.0,0.06535110450280332,0.04607600075399245,0.0,0.054226776109115714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191144154012471,0.0,0.22008156033156198,0.0803391544864549,0.0,0.11214524951479693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536744521671049,0.0,0.06769332243242271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783773195253686,0.0,0.0,0.21248727544936966,0.06793586098329085,0.0,0.0,0.3419481134321355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742803758233626,0.0,0.0,0.11672855706347605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104040894680567,0.0,0.05922305702995687,0.0,0.06212086451625661,0.0,0.16659493496211938,0.14122830193598207,0.0,0.0,0.06022773110342618,0.056051086170971036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885585866113476,0.0,0.14980081401455853,0.16581126260056528,0.0,0.07265054960588177,0.07259185017190117,0.0,0.058271596705259686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609903988057236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539159135377375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724294135840979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308855764698516,0.3219344686038563,0.0,0.23274942731011106,0.0,0.0,0.0737207450893445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680818003819869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640764804671777,0.06990522038419891,0.0,0.07717657431630047,0.052597541844087936,0.0,0.09688225347392036,0.0,0.05082304145058899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912813698021974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395846254596466,0.05011686150236375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290516834929644,0.04568397483975591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458599945003535,0.0742878153976775,0.0,0.06703990079055536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738185776104106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626821661643232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450983487295056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055091989165513514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062106180467598915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651031068292607,0.1313350813997614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684895068502304,0.0,0.06246168318500505,0.06296643195310052,0.0,0.0,0.07167590276874701,0.0,0.13720007640735932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461032202988968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059460871686046676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189223044782105,0.0,0.0,0.14043183874268966,0.07204690863651411,0.0,0.0424348500645568
anxiety,dashtrbl,2020/03/31,"has anyone felt this? not sure if this is sleep anxiety or a sleep panic attack or what.
does anyone suddenly wake up with the feeling of fear and internal shaking? I don’t know if this was a nightmare cause I wasn’t dreaming of moving scenes but rather racing thoughts that may have spiralled out of control..? I suddenly felt fear in my body and then i started to (internally?)shake a little? And then I snapped out of it and woke up. I’m not sure what this is but it started last week and im worried it’s getting more intense each time? It completely ruins my sleep pattern, i wake up multiple times at night with fear and anxiety and sometimes I’m unable to go back to sleep after it.",2.7446662895927574,5.020106713235297,3.760588235294119,86.73418552036202,77.45588235294117,6.537556561085973,27.373303167420808,7.61054688173877,1.6812280542986429,547,23,105,8,13,176,81,136,0.223,0.755,0.022000000000000002,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,5,4,0,8,7,7,2,2,31,20,15,0,3,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,5,1,0,3,4,7,0,0,6,3,8,2,17,13,2,24,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,5,13,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706571784467852,0.0,0.0,0.1801221241033962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653039576582658,0.0,0.09904046735496963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306952316108096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231470640480378,0.0,0.0,0.13504600987080512,0.0,0.14446192824855292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271513380267464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348127716261131,0.06512595073183293,0.0,0.2473394381177479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729351135109181,0.0,0.07320090820377373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912781277016809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078598190404282,0.10499048156704108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909302417536986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689569958297287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087156096693932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112090652422402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155784103252216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738805964617606,0.0,0.18233284764587876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278793651168726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225407011619587,0.1502104784051172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331686118660953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080426034174064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kitkatKAPOW,2020/03/31,"My Insane Fear of Intruders I don’t know why I’m like this, maybe it’s being an only child but I cannot handle my privacy or space being invaded. The majority of my ticks are centered around closing doors and clicking knocks. Whenever I’m in my room, my door is locked and closed. If I open the door to leave, I cross myself and put on bracelets that I feel are lucky. When I leave, I click my door handle 4 times to know it’s locked, if I pass a doorway I tap the rim 4 times. Before bed, I close and lock all my doors (4 clicks for each). I open and inspect my closet because I’m scared there’s someone hiding in there(makes no damn sense); I also tap that door 4 times with each hand. I’m scared that someone will break in my room and kill me in my sleep, so I barricade my door with a chair (pushing it in with my knees 8 times to be sure it’s secure). I don’t get where this fear comes from, I have no notable childhood trauma. I’ve never been robbed or had my house broken into (knock on wood). I was wondering if anyone had any similar ticks or had this kind of worry as well?",1.94328947368421,3.4219871008771925,3.322456140350877,92.61552631578951,77.1140350877193,6.203508771929825,21.21052631578948,6.8360192770164,0.279952631578948,841,21,190,8,19,275,130,228,0.209,0.727,0.064,-0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,2,4,6,0,16,3,3,0,3,34,26,17,1,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,11,1,10,19,0,1,4,0,0,5,6,7,1,0,5,5,31,6,21,17,4,32,0,0,3,0,1,19,1,8,8,109,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254746002486487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669884885043683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970963806505638,0.0,0.0,0.13967618712639135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564610010557277,0.0,0.1335121813270407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515731732501446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353117101622909,0.07933444621528718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197490243027668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810440259522816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358899247523552,0.16338945434319074,0.17245864700805494,0.0,0.0,0.3322734640110628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766544696875302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762930828086974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101261810198098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933116256632713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577300069442393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141728668842204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701547234271893,0.0,0.2658853811206282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787842844873972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659636438651937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410738845639984,0.0,0.14157979436059648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701536989576095,0.0,0.1593417591636007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,derekjlight,2020/03/31,"Anxiety over an upcoming party...advice please! So I've dealt with social anxiety/OCD for most of my life. I am a 35 year old single adult male. A friend of a good friend is putting on a surprise birthday party for her at her house. It's not really a party, but more of a get-together with about 8 people including myself. My anxiety has been building over this for the past couple of weeks, it is occurring this Friday night. I've known OF the birthday girl for a couple of years, but really just started getting to know her about 6-7 months ago. We are JUST friends. I do like her, a lot, but we are friends. I'm anxiety about what her friends might think of me, questions they might ask, etc. I'm not really good at this stuff. The one thing I'm most concerned about is her getting taken advantage of by another guy that is there...OR her being consentingly romantic/sexual with another guy. I realise that is possibly a different personal issue of mine, but it is very anxiety provoking nonetheless. Advice please? I REALLY want to go. I just don't want it to backfire on me.",3.3604002106371773,5.306033004739337,4.975979462875198,80.2658543970511,74.40284360189574,9.238651922064243,27.83596629805161,9.725611199111238,2.8807375460768823,848,34,161,24,18,286,117,211,0.047,0.748,0.205,0.9864,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,1,1,8,10,0,0,13,0,16,1,0,1,0,26,29,5,0,2,9,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,6,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,21,10,30,24,6,17,0,0,0,0,24,6,0,6,10,109,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085406727765435,0.0945870411434571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377780219953144,0.3265143948852466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975424025221252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361328497944728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148342097478099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900364816622212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41219789889309777,0.0,0.16724598559417986,0.0,0.060642587936182414,0.17899723067525278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130832824123366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312258857553444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113717047412551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864196548375113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753684962274111,0.05213039582041298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071629263785234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263930808245141,0.0,0.0,0.08517045992012161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013488144868904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119683521837686,0.0,0.07230568492504952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186145458173088,0.07397541808350919,0.09317019458778712,0.0,0.2342588480658628,0.0,0.12029321489275005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726742652160423,0.11953338474190595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734303668682749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877173122335272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552594645574166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215104628350268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088968352438699,0.06837189174426007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804233172022655,0.12587407768927208,0.0,0.08559185935723565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374283120436719
anxiety,collins6542,2020/03/31,"Health anxiety Hello all! I just want to share my experience and see if anyone else has the same type of anxiety I do... 

So I have severe health anxiety. I wouldn’t say it’s hypochondriac because I believe test results (I’m just scared in getting the actual test, LMAO) but I obsess on certain diseases.. I notice that my obsession gets worse when actual stressors in life act up. Instead of being anxious about the stressor itself, I morph my anxiety into health anxiety. Since this COVID issue I feel a constant alarm going off in my head and it’s driving me bonkers!",3.8604672897196295,6.327230607476636,5.125056074766351,77.37636915887852,74.70093457943925,8.018317757009347,30.326168224299067,8.841846274778883,2.9759091588785047,453,21,75,10,10,150,78,107,0.306,0.648,0.046,-0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,4,0,5,5,1,1,2,14,12,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,3,14,2,11,10,2,12,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,2,50,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.28434783904018457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572681181569371,0.16458996234420198,0.0,0.10187090706121046,0.14927819213414675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881220598726465,0.0,0.0,0.16414446643478514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744078882971935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217065807228328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425142748547058,0.0,0.0,0.07366601640192885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223562513030192,0.0,0.08279985541523192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952154441237095,0.4645898587969234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206410814175986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290623805600643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587077545392884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158597543198262,0.14586264018361758,0.0,0.11609728870218697,0.0,0.0,0.16458996234420198,0.0,0.1205175412664936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593264063998576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148472118452148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ella4813,2020/03/31,"WTF is anxiety New here and I’m pretty sure I have anxiety, but I’m not sure what I’m looking at exactly. 

Panic attack? Generalized anxiety? Mood swing?

This tends to last a half day after any kind of intimate social interaction that matters a great deal to me (friendship, signifiant other, high profile cocktail party..).

I feel low energy and I feel like I’m suffocating. Sometimes I have a headache or malaise. I really want to skin pick (dermatilomania) and often do so for hours. I’m anxious and ruminating about the social interaction. 

The things I need to do in my day completely overwhelm me and I avoid even simple tasks until the last possible second (e.g. an appointment time). I just don’t feel it’s possible to do them. I waste lots of time procrastinating and can’t get up to do simple things, e.g. wash dishes. 

On other days when I’m feeling better, I can hop up and get things done no problem. I sail through my day feeling light and productive. Tasks feel easy and I jam through my to do list with ease.

I don’t think it’s depression because I don’t feel sad. I’m wondering if it’s some form of anxiety. What do you think is going on? Has anyone else experienced this? Not looking for a diagnosis, just general opinions and commiseration. Wondering if I’m alone in this. Cheers",2.765895936422254,5.4603705708502055,4.555105713000452,78.69861748388065,80.13360323886639,8.193672214724847,26.96191333033439,8.94667605116694,2.6828699655120705,1029,44,187,28,27,347,140,247,0.187,0.667,0.145,-0.9086,0,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,1,8,16,1,3,8,0,17,3,1,1,3,45,44,17,0,5,8,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,11,2,1,11,1,0,1,7,8,0,2,1,12,21,7,25,43,3,23,0,4,2,0,7,9,0,9,14,114,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287048882105165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411018663626197,0.0,0.33347782981016016,0.1231164623965246,0.0,0.07620140086229985,0.1116629633225764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398056576163445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643324090394415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638401828017397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426353296957695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811325252138308,0.11235366982809714,0.09386437707125234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152445161722592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103886686380347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198031031385159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857251952885285,0.0778553858322378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387518017392925,0.0,0.061935886857721126,0.0,0.0,0.12015091507056415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514343040637175,0.0,0.0,0.1073234194111442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348597558671125,0.0,0.1776666095281774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324215880725775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830316277530234,0.0,0.0,0.09265096078819564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080734315022661,0.0,0.10525363347385426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278646344423096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24571731520394366,0.0,0.11087191315030244,0.0,0.10427921165447046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981542527357368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221829202097251,0.0,0.0,0.10778407867982492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542485790404744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720455380795656,0.1396600605428394,0.0,0.0,0.12709431376787048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427927055394676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636848049363274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pacoman432,2020/03/31,Haven’t slept well in weeks help. This whole thing has me so freaked out. My wife is a nurse and I’m so worried for her health. Anyone else having trouble sleeping? I’m exhausted all day because I don’t sleep but as soon as I hit the pillow I can’t turn my brain off.,-0.2336945812807869,1.9174330689655184,1.2724630541871915,100.69741379310345,89.0,4.0039408866995085,18.630541871921178,5.288315135182226,-0.6332492610837437,210,6,50,1,7,67,48,58,0.139,0.7979999999999999,0.063,-0.4707,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,6,4,0,1,4,11,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,7,1,6,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929153929146674,0.262727775991008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563083865520093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28624427575866235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653666554029921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420208015411535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27255747273967523,0.0,0.0,0.1718697701836692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132009589204789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035093122814018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789062142378022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568088644431826,0.0,0.23054814839793145,0.0,0.0,0.2862785246591598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604021832330841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DizzyAlgae,2020/03/31,"I want to be better at helping my boyfriend's anxiety. We fight constantly due to me not being more receptive. How did you guys learn to be better at understanding anxiety and becoming more accommodating? Hi guys, I'm not sure if this is the place to post this but I really really need help and want to change my ways to being more receptive.

My boyfriend (21M) and I (22F) have been dating for about a year and a half now, but honestly it's been really rough. We fight constantly and almost broke up on too many occasions. He has been diagnosed with anxiety disorder but doesn't see a counselor or have medications due to us being broke college students. I would like to note that I lived an extremely easy life and didn't have to encounter much hardships at all. Anything I wanted I was given. I am aware I'm a spoiled person which is why I have a difficult time truly understanding what it means to have anxiety or can't handle the feeling of anxiety. This plays part because my boyfriend has told me that almost 98% of our fights has to do with his anxiety and also me not being receptive to it.

I am a very poor communicator and a slow person. It takes me time to think of solutions or answer back quickly and verbally. I'm the type that likes to nod in response which isn't helpful when we're away from each other due to corona (we still live with our parents). Our paces are very different and I find myself having difficulties to match my pace with him and get very frustrated myself. I am also easily influenced so when I feel that he gets anxious, I get very anxious and panic not knowing what to do. Which you can guess makes the situation worse because he likes to have solutions and when I panic I do not think efficiently. In result, he gets very angry and frustrated with me and I end up very frustrated with him.

I guess my question is, any advice for me to be more understanding and aware of how he's feeling. Steps that I can take to elevate the situation before he becomes too stressed or ways to not feel defensive when he's upset.   


Any words would be appreciative. I'm seeking help because at the rate that we're going, I'm afraid we won't last.",6.23744680851064,6.4286545697399555,7.048989125295512,74.66120000000002,65.95035460992908,10.834193853427898,32.522836879432624,10.621296500359557,3.4168608794326243,1725,66,327,43,25,575,197,423,0.20199999999999999,0.685,0.113,-0.9912,2,0,0,0,3,0,35.0,8,2,0,2,16,23,7,5,14,0,42,3,0,5,2,75,75,33,0,7,14,1,5,3,0,3,3,0,0,4,19,27,0,1,15,1,1,2,11,15,0,1,8,6,46,8,45,56,8,36,0,2,1,0,35,11,0,10,23,220,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384077983032125,0.0,0.0,0.15133391415876127,0.0,0.0,0.12085784758585895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277293720321354,0.0,0.3468399313641796,0.17073281060081308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062183166024438415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099535919958028,0.05810445583902207,0.0,0.13819030025798726,0.16691016336465933,0.06429984566479152,0.0,0.0,0.13366136435088774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993724854833002,0.0,0.0,0.16331681469063775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669640282683217,0.0,0.07894884612509752,0.08660349289997993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692774091037175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528307783407178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906460739881623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579173831859366,0.0,0.04294506126327422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648568825767504,0.14964152109256282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259723461521628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152828706698235,0.06159517379764967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337345911446237,0.1107510308370575,0.0,0.1334497209588366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043990758221895,0.07661056860076773,0.0,0.08231192083909915,0.0,0.076123309714584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055548620855387566,0.05603013823118104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731737892590144,0.08390546318028037,0.08182901747670039,0.0,0.0,0.13196005812596204,0.07894884612509752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236992752629748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464956238592274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522571004994314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060215143502512225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698753855272024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034592772619698,0.0,0.08655890872783742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712186710747724,0.0,0.11363023820598553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683739363937324,0.0,0.0,0.08812456506053197,0.0,0.0,0.072205142423135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359960081151758,0.09089482023902302,0.0,0.0,0.3740918840863698,0.13370974496122964,0.1199592063073262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681852310115429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700670720788047,0.10735774181721852,0.0,0.0,0.04866107698301663
anxiety,XiiCubed,2020/03/31,How to get over irrational fear of psychosis? I am constantly afraid that a delusion or hallucination could pop up any minute and I'll experience a psychotic break from reality.,5.919247311827957,9.028112322580649,7.091612903225808,62.624086021505384,70.93548387096773,11.8752688172043,36.13978494623656,11.20814326018867,5.518862365591398,146,8,23,6,3,49,29,31,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115693526032761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495115889524272,0.0,0.3658091636676841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481753584257625,0.0,0.515565387682927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937340988298264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,afaithross,2020/03/31,Looking for groups Does anyone know of any non-religious Facebook groups for mental health? It seems like every group I find allows religious beliefs to be posted and it’s a huge trigger for me.,5.241666666666667,7.539602055555558,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,70.1111111111111,7.022222222222222,28.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.097233333333333,158,6,25,2,3,49,31,36,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346375288491259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125844508969546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30194489493917226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29070921918401266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153582889034447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667590357615985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896237457039259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856803551773913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897448433640097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477169382680557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304508252826274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31410944503401034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smitty_ooom,2020/03/31,"I'm not excited to have my first child Am I a terrible person because I am not excited to meet/have my first child? My wife is 36 weeks pregnant and I find myself wishing that she wasnt pregnant. Not only do I have major anxiety about being able to care for my son on a day to day basis (I've never changed a diaper let alone cared for a baby for any period of time) I am also incredibly scared of being a role model for the rest of my son's life... I'm 32 years old and I still ask my parents for help from time to time... I just keep going back to the thoughts that I'm going to fuck this kids life up because I'm not going to be a good dad

I haven't really talked to my wife about this much mostly because she always just says ""you'll be fine, you'll figure it out"" which is basically just a standard way of saying get over it... 

Not sure what to think anymore or how to get over this.",2.881177884615384,3.3266051145833373,4.8585416666666665,86.5348557692308,73.375,7.782692307692307,23.62339743589744,7.882392219407189,0.9929570512820516,690,17,156,9,13,239,108,192,0.105,0.8140000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.4985,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,9,10,1,1,9,0,17,3,0,1,2,23,34,5,0,1,9,6,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,9,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,8,3,0,2,2,2,20,7,28,25,4,23,0,0,0,1,20,5,1,2,14,102,29,0,0.14316531266447893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827608752117566,0.0,0.114489248813581,0.11912500887092473,0.0,0.0,0.09735732195960428,0.0,0.10952107232763357,0.0,0.14198152049607196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384024144467335,0.0,0.0,0.11008528837162396,0.0,0.261816737363629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919331554587079,0.0,0.15144991775600106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465956579555595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085050211701008,0.24355268363274385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323540246231968,0.14959593387363745,0.0,0.2440924392994453,0.12008027183071228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596069128372807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725190794495922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639623194612553,0.2022437884724388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524297762039353,0.0,0.11041791498841427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022791264359736,0.0,0.0,0.10888367155740146,0.0,0.0,0.1589681372414226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250064288750878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171536525021012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770160573137366,0.14333345336786976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433200362802637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349316128943908,0.0,0.0,0.11507085531404898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173455159343838,0.0,0.1136572665349892,0.2504425353588134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363796139627864,0.11483857822090787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463304414052465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219376749677063
anxiety,money-,2020/03/31,"I was supposed to go to therapy 2 weeks ago to get help. I had to cancel it because of this fucking virus and I don't know what to do I have been suffering from horrible anxiety ever since I left for college back in August. I had to adjust to life without my girlfriend, dogs, and family while simultaneously juggling school work and making friends. I had a shitty time making friends my first semester, but I stayed in close contact with my girlfriend and my family (girlfriend is still in high school, family is about an hour and a half away).

I started to develop anxiety about losing my girlfriend even though she reassured me constantly and such. She applied to go to the same school as me, and that worry of not being able to go to college with her again loomed ominously over my head.

Then, as second semester starts, I started a club for something I really enjoyed. I even recruited a few members. I was so excited and happy. It was something I enjoyed doing and something I looked forward to doing every week. It was very nice to actually make some friends, but I continued to shut myself in and had multiple days per week where I literally would break down and not be able to do any work. I was still an anxious mess.

Then, when I came home from spring break, my girlfriend got into and committed to the school I go to. I was so happy. One of the anxieties has lifted from my mind, or so I thought.

And then this fucking pandemic happened.

I've now been stuck at home for a month, I have no fucking idea what to do with this time. Now I stress about her. She told me that her health has been impacted by her inability to go outside and I've been stressing about that. I worry about her mental health too because I just want her to be okay. It's getting to the point where my heartrate is so fucking high all the time because I just keep worrying about her physical and mental health.

It's as if my anxieties shifted from worrying about her getting in and being able to see her to now it's just worrying about her health. She told me that she's not sleeping well, and that she's gaining weight, and as someone who struggles with weight I guess that's what triggered it so badly. She's said she only gained 5 pounds which is literally nothing and I don't even notice anything. But it just makes me so worried and I feel it in my throat and in my face and I just want to fucking scream.

And then all everyone talks about is the virus. I can't go anywhere. I can't escape to anywhere online because that's all people talk about. I literally just want the world to go back to normal and I can't do it. I can't make the world go back to normal. I just want to go back to normal.

And I can't even get fucking help because I had to cancel my fucking appointment I made to address my anxiety since I made it back where I go to school. I had that appointment for 2 months. And I had to cancel it because I couldn't go back and they closed their offices.

I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I'm fucking suffering. I'm suffering.",3.929808999081725,5.26520541157025,4.905564738292012,83.83814508723601,71.74380165289256,8.022405876951332,29.31221303948577,8.515128840125781,2.137539210284665,2394,96,476,40,45,782,225,605,0.151,0.7490000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9792,0,0,3,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,2,6,48,30,8,3,15,1,47,19,4,8,5,84,102,49,0,10,16,0,3,0,8,1,5,2,3,0,29,35,2,1,6,1,0,13,14,18,1,4,26,7,86,12,79,70,6,78,0,4,2,8,38,25,8,4,39,345,115,10,0.15143270802993267,0.0,0.04925882620215443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447453195805906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034326478103059964,0.0,0.1930760119222491,0.057025285489062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153873860189886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742533801801408,0.2328848101835945,0.04214666195218456,0.18462394653493489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057732891950838174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054548319975079834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032553856321313884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335983394384893,0.04565985136640813,0.042529529251453514,0.04823348067624497,0.0,0.0,0.1427572799647394,0.0,0.02552297574123541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293619469694199,0.0,0.0,0.11699653457885198,0.3733255957853992,0.10548978638814427,0.0,0.3155632250523014,0.0,0.04037152341756155,0.0,0.0556067335231444,0.0,0.04463714786555704,0.10746862238508477,0.0,0.0,0.051804548925345084,0.2146211830975272,0.0,0.0,0.06766810141865116,0.10666464684415176,0.10126623548155307,0.0,0.04971023787112648,0.0,0.0,0.056983031637740475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044866782936548624,0.0,0.0,0.055482304017201285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054844026786881855,0.0,0.03565380002625576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238844514768366,0.05647148843297588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552619321841534,0.16847084750704855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173903489408427,0.0,0.05096795549924109,0.0,0.08058142853145674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837190166104666,0.048434589172480384,0.0574690472604364,0.0,0.0,0.03420490735678998,0.03839046609197739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03499479086394264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047717618821722416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03233722347335898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048015727692558026,0.0,0.0,0.2554299752212101,0.040224087413684766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351113396319103,0.0,0.0505140236402081,0.0,0.042769480698683415,0.11658029697417785,0.0,0.0,0.10718485016345712,0.05380237266565847,0.08062290416420513,0.0,0.1156437702737164,0.05277011533294365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114391636362013,0.0,0.0,0.057725499707865426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495939555911849,0.040073551659378585,0.08830162984183293,0.0,0.0,0.09646696135248993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041649281146949296,0.11909191290964008,0.0,0.12147018410147388,0.12293616144759345,0.045385396952011006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865857555068906,0.0,0.07349654333375934,0.3075745314459406,0.0,0.035857816989271415,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tvboyman,2020/03/31,I'm having a random panic attack. Anyone else having one or a lot of anxiety? Please talk to me Advice or just relating would be nice.,1.5611111111111102,3.9955799259259273,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,83.07407407407408,6.562962962962962,16.407407407407412,7.793537801064563,0.8438740740740736,106,2,18,2,3,38,24,27,0.252,0.59,0.158,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30924439412265914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420936522220045,0.0,0.0,0.2212785833431752,0.32425417454687583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36002282954607395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26436458202643026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690458852015551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444380540797686,0.0,0.0,0.37130164076924943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473818060212385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543613118026335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248065357579673,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Seanie987,2020/03/31,"Lexapro Withdrawal? Since the start of this whole Coronavirus thing I haven’t take my meds cause I don’t want to collect my prescription, is what I’m doing wrong? I’ve been in a very bad mood with little sleep and in general just not been ok. I have been to n 15mg a day for almost a year and haven’t taken any in two weeks.

Sorry if this a stupid question or most I’m just very worried.",1.122078313253013,3.02493293975904,2.5309487951807235,95.39594126506027,81.04819277108435,6.077710843373494,20.01355421686747,7.1686216300943375,0.2451216867469879,306,8,71,4,8,99,60,83,0.207,0.762,0.03,-0.9317,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,5,1,9,1,1,1,0,14,15,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,5,1,8,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,4,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318591490806425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156861662498874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609865038511506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289630430787465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374160243343895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338810596762024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24757363927912565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496808482446255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437176994363194,0.0,0.22304474873074187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24950014923762584,0.15775829000629588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675808678854285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807408283785348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177250713976644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36780492935601206,0.13146263095170768,0.0,0.17878392796533246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24884178600883666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634930242661375,0.0,0.0,0.2436884297162471,0.0,0.14352984983224346
anxiety,JoeyNonsense,2020/03/31,"How are you handling saying no to your parents during this? Fortunately, I’m still working during this (not from home) but unfortunately that means I don’t feel comfortable going to my parents to them being in their age range. 

They keep wanting me to come over for family gatherings and to do a few tasks for them. 

I’ve told my parents no the past week and it turned into an argument that I can’t just hide and need to continue my life. I’m not hiding, I’m just trying to do what professional medical staff are advising. 

Come to today, I was asked to come over to do a task. I feel defeated because I don’t want to keep saying no because I feel like I’m disappointing them or being a failure. 

Thanks for reading this and hope everyone is safe during this time.",4.304828416616498,5.602174642384112,5.705358217941001,78.60777844671887,70.78807947019868,8.934617700180615,28.296809151113788,9.339509955726095,2.463709933774835,605,22,116,13,11,204,89,151,0.168,0.696,0.136,-0.6671,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,5,2,4,7,0,0,5,0,12,2,0,1,0,26,34,7,0,4,6,3,3,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,8,8,0,3,4,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,2,6,17,5,19,30,1,15,0,2,0,0,16,4,0,2,8,77,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378377550837116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975775163985305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38102299183973504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088652424866474,0.0,0.0,0.13899457875485746,0.0,0.2236523234639751,0.10533212680751096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379431453195353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789569134048988,0.14644252438439004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26210528510594483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414218280601976,0.07203239394479427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060684934728794,0.0,0.14853164414721898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932588959251288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911484975822072,0.0,0.14074944777894616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748124539305382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234502551879684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774684911058282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135744181724301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597423435263278,0.0,0.13975715583203396,0.14088652424866474,0.0,0.10010299540646984,0.1603738452417863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392945150055564,0.0,0.1182685539723758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733905566641397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,worldendingfire,2020/03/31,"Does anyone else avoid serious relationships partly to avoid the trauma and/or heartbreak that’ll come from the other person’s death? I experienced significant death growing up which I’m sure has contributed to my anxiety, and now I’m starting to think I’d prefer to avoid a lifelong relationship than go through the absolute pain of losing the (hypothetical) person I love most. 

I was reading about women who lost their partners while pregnant and even the grief I felt reading that was heart wrenching. When I imagine that pain it feels almost more overwhelming than the feeling I’ve had of being in love in the past. So there might be a part of me that isn’t drawn to long-term relationships for that reason and I wondered if others have felt the same way.",7.172706349206347,8.294497778571433,6.8280952380952415,73.81468253968256,64.07142857142857,9.365079365079367,32.698412698412696,9.444778638647367,3.040531746031745,619,24,104,11,9,194,98,140,0.244,0.657,0.099,-0.9678,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,6,15,0,4,10,0,10,5,1,1,1,22,24,7,3,2,1,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,10,4,0,3,9,2,0,3,1,12,0,0,6,5,9,3,17,14,5,12,0,5,0,2,11,3,0,5,5,70,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881486822206907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604923915899983,0.0,0.0,0.09693118836592167,0.14203969492472382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941484463648425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131338024911867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580503052091876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156179464833616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018790483002094,0.0,0.26620722785558804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878489171694981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427360607480518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268049055169312,0.0,0.1550881003515082,0.15132769435498572,0.0,0.2502324738246572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706128947692834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29501770259335924,0.0,0.0,0.3002389607356081,0.1323351120469657,0.0,0.2420874155163256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773289336746548,0.0,0.0,0.1425315953691823,0.0,0.4465004016158661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981208704285113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065426206876524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882655359667767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003562227370982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033501646444344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yuebingg,2020/03/31,"Ambiant souds + headphones Working from home now, I'm re-discovering the joys of noise-cancelling headphones with Ambiant-sound applications. (like rain sounds or fire craking). 

Those things really helped to reassure and confort me when I was restless at night.",7.385465116279067,10.709405162790702,5.616453488372091,73.9423546511628,67.13953488372093,8.020930232558143,38.656976744186046,8.841846274778883,4.060539534883722,214,12,30,4,4,62,40,43,0.10400000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.135,0.3321,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,3,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33697452658941424,0.0,0.5042869689777191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561227768969154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471785336016367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220666855638357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339966321204916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659990804622399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,indianstargirl,2020/03/31,"BAD AT COMMUNICATING TW- csa, assault, thanatophobia, etc

hey everyone on this! hope you are all staying safe with this corona shit. it's been a lot for all of our anxieties i'm sure.. but i hope everyone is ok

so i honestly have never used reddit until now.. because  i don't know what else to do.. or where to properly reach out.  jesus like the first week corona broke out my therapist sent out emails that she had been TW assaulted during the whole panic.. and she was STILL resuming all her video appointments and offering financial compensations.. i had a session with her last week finally and her facial injuries were present on the webcam and it was so fucked up to see and so much worser than i was prepared for :( GOD OK RAMBLING..

(not getting into diagnoses please dont tell me what i have or whatever, please, because i know i have the good ol terrible ones, and listing them or telling me them does not help me with this it makes me feel a lot worse,  i feel like shit about them constantly, so ii know right now the biggest issue i'm dealing with is anxiety)

being #quarantined made me realize a lot of unpleasant childhood trauma stuff that i now know was not just in my head growing up and the fact that the childhood stuff was NOT delusions??? is fucked up. but the worst part is, i have been suspicious of literally everyone else because of not knowing what happened to me! thank god at least i know it is not anyone in my household (they have never been intentionally abusive, at least) my dad's younger brother is insanely narcissistic.. i don't want to think about anything beyond the abuse that i'm remembering but it affected MY brother too! i am so hurt and angry i have been making this about me,  i broke when i realized it wasn't just me.. it was everyone in my household who was intensely manipulated.. because of that man! and of course me being the daughter did mean i got the brunt of it but i am just so angry that i cannot contain myself during all this corona panic!!! also my grandmother (dad and uncle's mom) died in december and that man has been making it a competition with my dad about \~who cares more\~ or whatever the fuck, it is so disgusting that he literally saw my grandma for insurance/inheritance whatever  the entire fucking time. lol rambling, again

TL;DR  the thought of being anything like that terrible man makes me so anxious!!!!!! i am just so angry at myself because i know i have behaved very similarly to him (even if we did not have the same intentions, i was behaving like a disgusting person) and i can't undo the damage of how much i have projected what happened to me onto the people around me... people who were my friends and actually cared about me!!! i suspected and accused my own friends of really awful things, and they have gone through their own abusive issues and i can't believe the things i said and i have been so ashamed of myself because i didn't know what healthy friendship and intimacy is like and that is on me for not trusting literally anyone... and i don't know how many people i could've blamed for MY own issues because that man has been mentally abusing me (i do not want to ever think of the others) since i was like 4 or 5 (he's nuts... lol) 

i just want to shut everyone out.. including my own family :/ like before i saw my therapist i had the worst panic/anxiety attack since like 2015.. and i was texting someone during it, who also has terrible anxiety, and he was being really patient with my shit until it got super bad, and the escalation got so so so so so bad and i didnt realize how bad it was until it was too late and now literally he and everyone hates me and i am completely off the online scene. i am so goddamn anxious of ever letting someone in literally ever because social media influenced the terrible tendencies in me so bad and i never want to re-live it!!!

i care about everyone in or not in my life and these friends and pretty much everyone hates my guts now and i am so scared and anxious that i'm a bad person and even apologizing will not do anything because reaching out just comes off as manipulative (i have apologized in the past but i still did not realize the gravity of it till now) also apologizing will not be respecting people's spaces.  i have seriously been so selfish, and i am anxious about corona hitting and people important to me being affected, and me never being able to say goodbyes or apologize for the harm i've caused and

i don't want anyone to ever think i never cared!!!! i wish i knew how to make healthy connections and how to HEALTHILY communicate (i can't even do that on a fuckin reddit post lmfao) so yeah

god i hope i don't give anyone else anxiety reading this hahahaha i probably did I AM SORRY Y'ALL 

double TL;DR please help give tips on how to healthily communicate to people.. i have to literally re-learn the entire thing and i am a whole ass 24 year old, and i don't think i ever learned how because no one blieved me as a kid so i had to find a way to communicate and now it is a terrible way and yup

TRIPLE TL;DR:

tips on how to communicate effectively and saying ""NO"".... when you are terrified of what the response can be?",4.4034273684210525,5.9873936080000005,5.83737894736842,76.64713684210528,70.92,9.223157894736842,30.457894736842107,9.649222223991623,3.0319599999999998,4088,173,750,99,76,1381,357,1000,0.24600000000000002,0.63,0.124,-0.9994,0,1,0,0,1,0,127.0,2,3,6,3,70,68,15,4,40,7,100,14,7,24,16,172,165,96,1,11,32,7,2,8,3,2,2,3,0,7,53,58,0,2,27,2,0,4,34,40,0,3,46,8,120,28,96,107,26,86,1,4,3,6,61,38,9,14,48,575,173,4,0.042780605885090126,0.2027520897495544,0.04174770016725805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263490521029817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363523203213184,0.19331963053927,0.0,0.11965277733394697,0.04383378630738232,0.10561438049871773,0.038083809252880865,0.0,0.048669115203080704,0.0,0.0,0.2143201138016919,0.26078660272323045,0.0,0.036403144667702135,0.04819909299796391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447071551108234,0.04394746670423605,0.0,0.036851703916281765,0.0448546513354291,0.04623063687310691,0.0,0.03415683270966116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044104926177427256,0.0,0.043421414448687135,0.04439951472211192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037437596503458015,0.0,0.05013855148399842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721312018863542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771168410432572,0.08476856014079599,0.1934875362948664,0.0,0.3270296179663395,0.0,0.0,0.0403297478520414,0.0,0.04326231949776723,0.030562473392277623,0.0,0.04686406264762079,0.03910069874294947,0.03638916151137502,0.0,0.0,0.09915656995481807,0.1581999231330664,0.022351100870567086,0.08207811075205007,0.0,0.035882342504315094,0.1026466758270875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756614969981292,0.0,0.0,0.0844739828306674,0.043905243843199125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734987669661324,0.0,0.0,0.12747238351623433,0.0,0.0,0.04579752340952545,0.0,0.0,0.13395551338105724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159991966452127,0.03487190364775453,0.048258386830413384,0.0,0.0,0.04374606799223192,0.030217207109462182,0.16720354482866878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911162382367956,0.0,0.04048004368024851,0.14278193312573295,0.04337281968587613,0.0,0.04660062137323154,0.0,0.0,0.043112788626281436,0.0,0.0,0.05010412856450525,0.0,0.0,0.09434600317542922,0.0,0.1649752029963874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044891049403897015,0.0,0.05797849143703924,0.0,0.0,0.15058147022906104,0.0,0.046327227233942836,0.04083892904377463,0.17795211324055638,0.0747087498679357,0.0,0.14088077546097594,0.0,0.0,0.04097199478619415,0.043523256090575314,0.04612472881522321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279218292460951,0.0,0.05481270318001871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048462086887098535,0.03653440367660768,0.04069415285689347,0.06804170977522678,0.04283084962801312,0.0,0.034090604066701134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174103150165775,0.07077711854145917,0.0,0.0,0.043609440211113314,0.07249573707624693,0.0,0.0,0.04788938578856748,0.0,0.04559843373277034,0.06832929424358887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794711713628916,0.0,0.0,0.04032021475902308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478427035020299,0.039386634143322136,0.0,0.09934316149500033,0.08526460084266209,0.109648339384043,0.0,0.03396302243271263,0.024945715324115283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03694870778810719,0.0,0.035298480202693584,0.1261655487915232,0.06791450735657814,0.06863204310930403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552603737437933,0.04919558548057368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359709224631688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027549307572738303
anxiety,zephyrhillsf35,2020/03/31,Due to Covid-19 my work is encouraging anyone who feels sick to stay home but I hate the social stigma that comes with calling out My job is mission essential so I’m still working as usual. We were told to call in and let them know if we’re experiencing any cold/flu like symptoms or feel sick at all so we can stay home and seek guidance from the hospital. I’m not feeling well and I should probably stay home but my anxiety is telling me differently. I hate the social stigma that comes with calling out sick. People have been talking about the the few individuals who actually have decided to stay home and self quarantine and everyone talks bad about them like they’re just faking it to get out of work. The mentality around my workplace is that the job is the most important thing in the world and the people and their families don’t matter.,6.455766871165642,7.021683319018407,6.693380368098161,76.10645092024541,65.50306748466258,10.200981595092024,32.25092024539877,10.125756701596842,3.1119550920245405,683,26,129,15,10,220,100,163,0.19,0.7440000000000001,0.067,-0.9775,3,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,3,3,8,8,2,0,10,0,13,4,0,0,1,32,25,14,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,4,1,7,17,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,3,4,13,4,19,20,3,17,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,3,5,82,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.1035734916296992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721761655036927,0.0,0.08119380117851907,0.0,0.0,0.07421280622655296,0.0,0.0,0.09448360228412997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861918310861869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251303751167841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828536485517185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088960069290366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141756091771872,0.0,0.0,0.10005563863030006,0.0,0.16099675437561942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545171469703712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957478660109208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258525182868059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064733998482052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058329607034674824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085313200217724,0.0,0.10370544294287996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696019263401807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471627709419966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443263209053164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072306588446408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638470970068144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525077046761467,0.08476040065737618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103160129724298,0.0,0.1706163014887439,0.0927676011866241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051208718329363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141756091771872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689388362998687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542907116844963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318049637810292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,defiant-to-the-end,2020/03/31,"*self harm trigger warning* I don't know what the best thing to do is. My anxiety has been high for a few months and I don't know if this is better here or in r/selfharm. I've been thinking of going to the doctor to talk about it but life kind of got in the way and i've always talked myself out of it.

Now that i want to, i'm unable to due to everything that's going on currently and as a result my doctor is limiting outpatient visits. When i get really anxious i want to scratch or (only a few times) cut myself.

And i did it today and I don't know what the best thing to do going forward is or how to help it. I've never admitted it to anyone before.",0.8020279720279717,2.3973055664335696,3.5531468531468526,89.18048951048954,80.74825174825175,6.358041958041959,20.090909090909093,7.321109707123232,0.5065076923076921,508,13,113,7,13,180,81,143,0.076,0.805,0.12,0.8001,1,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,1,0,7,0,13,3,0,3,1,23,26,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,5,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,4,1,11,4,20,22,4,19,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,9,82,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407101626232775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936601679161272,0.19104222131683676,0.0,0.1182432032631196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389718417806033,0.0,0.3549336970508302,0.1495609652296736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34617535596213506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198202655749665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835117152414446,0.0,0.28832137898224725,0.0,0.13524992370472244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334852860834625,0.1786703117250615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609840668233526,0.2788095450724732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944492863097865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497920239685804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042536510009994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861312059554406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833396011238576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641497001642995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718428131574549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246937012964713,0.1083566229730343,0.0,0.0,0.09860736552335507,0.0,0.16029319776328835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948680123217336,0.13422887586580354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosiegold96,2020/03/31,"Anxiety about Dying Does anyone else experience intense anxiety about dying? I’m always worried my days are numbered. Every time I hear on the news or from someone something about death, I constantly am worried it will happen to me or a loved one. I can’t shake this anxiety and it’s starting to control my life. I’m on medication for this, but I really don’t think it’s helping.",2.6078378378378377,5.235092148648652,4.760743243243244,77.40570945945947,80.21621621621622,7.483783783783783,29.52027027027027,8.472884824447931,2.8332216216216213,305,15,52,7,8,105,53,74,0.157,0.752,0.091,-0.1655,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,7,12,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,9,11,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,4,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149882805109388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178546787563428,0.0,0.0,0.12730926029365885,0.1865546971831104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967555894433944,0.20420968626110175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742163997134746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779248256574021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933279023605215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209813293783986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340385552557198,0.0,0.0,0.17810175089673136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610060281118085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520883518748234,0.0,0.12203929641852015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286031255090473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432745580198346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341879495563845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337697498138325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664024608585948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426935951284573,0.14016823407894372,0.0,0.0,0.1288717867201497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116664646575238,0.0,0.0,0.10616788464661192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698067344088619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Roblew,2020/03/31,"Rabies Anxiety I just feel like I really need to get this off my chest, its fucking crazy especially with everything else thats going on.

The other day, I was at the park with my dog. It was just a normal day, when all of a sudden I noticed her playing with something. It was a gopher! I never seen them come that far out from their holes, and the poor little guy seemed lost. Was getting utterly bullied by my puppy, so I tried to pick it up (Fucking regret SO HARD), and when I tried it bit me. It left a little puncture hole, and blood started coming out. I was in shock, because that was the last thing I expected... I learned my lesson. I immediately freaked out being the health anxious soul I am. I went home, to my step mom freaking out, so then I went to the ER. All they did was prescribe me antibiotics and wash the wound. I asked about rabbies, they told me that Gophers never transmit it and I have nothing to worry about. Although earlier I called two urgent cares, one saying the same, but another saying it can have rabies and I need to get vaccines.

Now I am at home, like most of us are, and feel like I will get the inevitable fever that leads to a brain coma and death. Now with the corona virus going around, im sure if I get a fever, my parents will wipe it off as corona and take no seriousness from it. I know several medical professionals said its nothing to worry about, but I know that there is a chance that it could happen, and thats eating me alive.

What do you guys do to have an ease of mind? Im struggling.

TLDR : Hamster bit me, little blood came out, fearing that I will get rabies soon.",3.6287951496388047,4.883028777089784,4.673610681114552,85.52587525799794,72.37461300309597,7.117079463364295,25.842234262125906,7.492282038375204,1.2486698658410729,1257,40,254,14,24,411,176,323,0.11199999999999999,0.797,0.091,-0.6899,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,4,3,15,16,2,2,18,0,23,14,4,2,5,51,54,21,1,7,5,2,3,3,0,3,7,3,2,2,25,23,1,0,7,1,1,9,3,10,1,2,15,7,42,6,36,34,6,40,2,2,1,2,17,18,2,3,16,179,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987815909357994,0.07286615642425175,0.10760563498320266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479288866430892,0.0890460964424517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806364910354001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797713797505274,0.0,0.0,0.10633074495985362,0.09726112267875532,0.10894087499094006,0.09711394583246973,0.0,0.0,0.1640992583758928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604954887375498,0.0,0.0,0.12285702212850234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746475274596436,0.0795693352971727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560475459836005,0.0,0.0,0.10718297692462343,0.09632274482249817,0.13609355022495642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761145842824219,0.2985858470813608,0.0,0.10826578840623044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862538302219986,0.08422945363129618,0.0,0.08532548670658659,0.0,0.0,0.10124652814094792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910874707228105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577316195129025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469405813403923,0.07764164093676854,0.0,0.0,0.10348964107457503,0.0,0.0,0.1396033364217232,0.2863972261351763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039768652338886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595457428522884,0.0,0.0,0.09617556787757638,0.11155590468332516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412536601803975,0.14692568095967196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933249905720308,0.18279030708421387,0.10844300505124332,0.0,0.0,0.06454401313562892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576409551628156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061019728978155725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060476985300303,0.15149359359485798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671222155422445,0.0,0.10760563498320266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733282716888981,0.0,0.0,0.06741859488881477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995762093927159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977220367535184,0.0,0.07161631025940257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328001275862992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101566561403546,0.0,0.12933729191583682,0.0,0.09304562305481127,0.0,0.11457428497879545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765958136001644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346244083980227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ashl_litning,2020/03/31,"Quarantine is bringing ALL my stress illnesses back Guys, since quarantine began, I’ve had a UTI, followed by a yeast infection from the antibiotics that also make me feel gross, following by peeing blood because the UTI wasn’t all the way killed, followed by another yeast infection from follow-up antibiotics, followed by waking up at 5 am with terrible side pain from constipation from all the medicines fucking with my system. Oh, and allergies are also flaring up because the world is drowning in pollen.

I feel like every time I get stressed about something external, my body is like “Well, she must be worried about SOMETHING, have an illness or five!”

Anyone else?",15.013974358974359,10.425949179487183,12.559380341880345,57.115480769230786,52.931623931623925,16.144444444444446,53.181623931623925,13.427899808715575,6.977736752136751,542,28,82,13,4,166,82,117,0.21,0.737,0.054000000000000006,-0.9661,3,2,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,2,8,0,10,10,4,1,4,11,21,4,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,7,1,1,3,2,7,3,16,16,3,16,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,5,52,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29998145725861425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966717868649929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114549493225094,0.1921761860651848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422116299420248,0.0,0.2286682438829449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833557807602304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668133548489288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802640366467302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896707599729795,0.13399206566505142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339511610019112,0.09799174749684827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571272970856306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075060562997752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326354080175064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519697547777844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995758190559032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551506023983417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887839013385313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42969601225845816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936706211137702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887546915020922,0.0,0.0,0.1686379131265554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904750962398976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImportAstroPy,2020/03/31,"I've cancelled/missed every other appointment with my therapist for the past 2 months at least... and I feel awful, guilty, and super anxious about it...

Somehow, something always comes up. It started with me canceling one appointment and my therapist never getting back to me about when we could reschedule. She assumed it would be at the same time next week, but I didn't think that it would be and I forgot to follow back up with her after I didn't hear from her... Then Final Exams came around and was overwhelmed and had to a cancel an appointment. A couple weeks after that, I got sick and had to cancel.


Then, this whole corona virus thing started to happen and we started having our appointments over phone... My sleep schedule has been fucked up, so I later missed an appointment because I overslept... I went to an appointment the week after that, but today when I was supposed to have my appointment, I canceled again because my fiancé has been sick and I was up all night with him.


I feel so shitty. I've never been this flakey... and I apologize relentlessly to her, but I keep doing it and I just feel terrible.


I also don't feel as motivated to call her. Firstly, because I don't feel like I have much to talk about anymore. It has been 1.5 years since I've been seeing her for GAD and ADHD, but I'm feeling a lot better and managing my symptoms well... so I just feel like there's not much to talk about. Secondly, since now there's phone call appointments only, I just don't have as much discipline to force myself-- especially if something else has come up.


I usually cancel last minute, so she still gets money from my insurance I think? I hope. I hope she doesn't drop me as a client. She doesn't seem mad about it, but she's gotta be getting fed up. I just needed to vent my guilt and anxiety...",4.40670236013986,5.81714598579546,5.009886363636365,83.25766608391609,70.67613636363636,7.915384615384617,26.890734265734267,8.384062270229773,1.8029773601398604,1425,47,272,22,26,457,169,352,0.14800000000000002,0.784,0.068,-0.9843,0,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,3,0,0,4,26,13,2,2,10,1,32,6,1,1,3,62,67,32,0,7,11,0,7,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,14,24,1,3,12,0,1,5,10,6,1,3,17,9,51,7,42,43,8,49,0,2,1,1,22,10,1,7,35,205,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178264248527793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840348210558708,0.08157810098437414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750012208430678,0.11075860714189717,0.09723048859953158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727742042006302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507752042462379,0.0,0.17929494774008398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867094408631463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002219768256137,0.11213297125842524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890756040396387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827789045008281,0.10848068136146022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190081077163996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260390775588639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34700790242085194,0.14008125193689902,0.0,0.10739930113422592,0.0,0.08339376260586663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063747477323213,0.15366738247572925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841247375751023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866974760753158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049951537687387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475399172422692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714348981107935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991663269038071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957959193422378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335109024013641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825552041611787,0.0,0.2162146052517489,0.07269627960337717,0.15123077689201225,0.0,0.1042678884060948,0.09200498936981953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643522892984656,0.07456472186695562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359138304656373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812611295647412,0.08925299202987565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220132524154712,0.0,0.09811196649941306,0.0,0.0,0.1509537532612075,0.0,0.0,0.20818211796755592,0.0,0.07829579889323676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190230696651872,0.0,0.15760354511854274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766669200774564,0.06513419184935264,0.12564163620343416,0.0,0.0,0.05716859018921075,0.0,0.09293155825035322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797848917136288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359281200429878,0.0,0.08815077921794952,0.09088513972571033,0.0,0.10945945650585992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929125758230684,0.0,0.0,0.06313529414407575
anxiety,wiccanecleticwitch55,2020/03/31,"After not having anxiety for a while it gets ten times worse So I used to have severe anxiety for a while and then it slowly got better, I don’t know why, but it did. Four days ago I got an anxiety attack again at night, I’m pretty sure it was caused by all the stress of online school. Then the next morning I woke up and almost immediately got another attack. I keep getting attacks once or more a day. I’ve been carrying a blanket on me 24/7 because it calms my anxiety a lot, my parents don’t understand the blanket and how it helps, well I haven’t really told them at all about the attacks. I’m getting more than enough sleep so lack of sleep isn’t a factor. I go nonverbal during attacks now too, which is also new. What could have triggered this anxiety, my uncle died a few days before that but I wasn’t close with him. Could that still have been a trigger though? I’m just so frustrated since I was doing so well and now I had this set back and I don’t I just don’t understand why.",1.3719279907084785,3.5404199024390266,3.2405574912891986,89.21642276422766,81.6829268292683,6.441347270615562,21.469221835075494,7.62386473244151,0.8867026713124271,780,24,164,13,21,261,119,205,0.191,0.68,0.129,-0.9667,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,18,12,6,1,13,0,21,2,2,5,3,30,38,19,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,7,2,2,12,0,18,5,14,24,8,25,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,18,118,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663510324962907,0.0,0.09786626779748607,0.0,0.0,0.0781576723434049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248239486172224,0.3738303890708267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559314472242729,0.0,0.07515124771574183,0.0,0.059577608043077775,0.0,0.0831642523772415,0.0,0.0,0.08643759034751723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039951893425828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606494888304304,0.0,0.0,0.1890906175219719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143223838166952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009851255200911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531856061345886,0.0,0.05554436214161345,0.0,0.23449990741439006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550889576900233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687027846981088,0.0,0.0,0.05371193213180867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308976878961766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439189831611487,0.10394098883270818,0.09171653630690436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408329105852396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108521801936067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943039500670683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261076511868342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891180791091647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041135793624947,0.0,0.08084639668696232,0.0,0.19560873381366828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805032673831523,0.0,0.11195372020748416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211293548216518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602294728192244,0.0,0.05698935583403535,0.0,0.0,0.09338881960490217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348863335513728,0.0,0.08441061033469936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574881966731842,0.0,0.17637907841354236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959907627714956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigBootyBoy20,2020/03/31,My parents are cutting me off I have not left my room in three weeks if I get the chinese virus I will say I can’t work they have been supportive of me up until now but they just said if I don’t go back to work I will be kicked out I will have no where to live and will be homeless and the homeless people are gonna get chinese virus from being outside I can’t take this anymore please someone help I told my parents I will pay back for all the food they have been bringing me but they still said i have to work it’s not fair thanks a lot,2.0025396825396844,2.9609704117647087,2.953221288515408,97.43965452847807,75.97478991596638,5.625023342670404,23.3062558356676,5.033348758259628,-0.05155536881419298,425,12,104,1,9,135,71,119,0.099,0.83,0.071,-0.2737,2,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,4,3,6,3,1,0,4,0,20,1,0,0,1,12,31,7,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,5,3,21,2,11,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,3,6,76,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925173436494987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779654535285128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855911018020066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886493472603527,0.0,0.10272227197108444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211504165004605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196381353946537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960227005802388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366401734636428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013946915025287,0.0,0.0,0.12530670728540946,0.0,0.0,0.1984051301370745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438621912878284,0.14373669052995505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531457301601114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434420671181966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051087281124333,0.0,0.0,0.13589870278187646,0.0,0.0,0.166406883706396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271080910165335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498375736631305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947563172110012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LeatherProcedure9,2020/03/31,"I help others here, but I need help. I love helping people, when people reply that I was useful it makes me feel so good. But I have my own problems that give me the insight that helps people.  


I always check for downvotes and am very scared.  


Could you check any of my posts and tell me if I am doing okay. It would mean so much",0.9511134453781516,3.0299510441176487,2.080924369747901,97.44558823529414,82.67647058823529,3.8857142857142857,15.596638655462186,3.1291,-1.180771428571429,253,4,56,0,7,80,48,68,0.09,0.583,0.32799999999999996,0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,7,1,0,2,0,14,14,8,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,3,2,11,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,40,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895899854866042,0.0,0.0,0.13808515756332596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212382758800753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267129986747077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478997934944592,0.0,0.1703138800682179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444170775895953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832661197681912,0.0,0.1355415691233649,0.0,0.0,0.2211876952768773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926964767144565,0.1505635759081068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223207399111881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944716793596281,0.0,0.0,0.19429732976601852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329464794245436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748004119131813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537533359597565,0.0,0.16754260464207316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424527602204162,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,electriclindsey,2020/03/31,It feels so good to try new things But it’s hard so I don’t,-5.222083333333334,-4.443847374999997,-1.709999999999999,116.82166666666667,116.5,2.1333333333333333,5.333333333333333,3.1291,-3.2532666666666668,46,0,16,0,3,16,14,16,0.087,0.6809999999999999,0.23199999999999998,0.5173,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666114171887504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422621023646832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723442832756462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092556698199926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503050896730658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579922764512228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marshmallowkirby,2020/03/31,"My Anxiety sometimes causes or is caused by the most bizzare things Not sure if this is triggering, it's about discomfort causing anxiety but here's a warning just in case.

Sometimes something as simple as the upper and lower sides of the inner knee touching will trigger anxiety and discomfort, or my toes not touching the floor or each other in a very specific way. This sometimes also escalates to feeling anxious about how clothes is touching my skin and I'll have to sit differently and wiggle my toes until it's fixed or I no longer feel anxious. It kind of makes me wanna scream or hide...",5.959932432432432,7.599105387387388,6.192421171171169,75.37890202702704,67.1981981981982,8.793243243243245,35.49662162162162,9.188382445141503,3.5203054054054057,482,24,78,9,8,154,74,111,0.239,0.747,0.013999999999999999,-0.973,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,0,5,4,4,7,1,27,8,16,0,2,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,6,2,13,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,7,1,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329327750945051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814927661778315,0.37558150779951816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122870066336025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367327675536468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810012664053034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310127742169235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109587341550384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797072778553,0.4932123535636929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666828052330767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043474911499288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715582199880158,0.0,0.13194435041744831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CuriousLDSKid,2020/03/31,"Atenolol 50 mg, works wonders for my social anxiety and general anxiety disorder! I got prescribed with Atenolol 50 mg for anxiety. It was an alternative for xanax or apralzolam. I'm only on day 2 and it works wonder for me. I don't feel anything anxiety at all. Social anxiety is down to 1/10. I hope this corona virus thing will just go away already. I am on Maryland and we have the highest case in all of the US, I think. I'm not sure. We are on complete lockdown. Anyone caught travelling in car, etc, walking by tomorrow, will be considered criminal offense. 

Despite all this, I actually want to go outside and make friends with people. Now, this is just day 2, I am aware that all medicines can have side effects. I HOPE NOT! :)

My biggest side effect concern is just the possibility of lowered testosterone levels and depression side effect. But I already have depression, and I feel optimistic when I took this medicine!",3.8166047471620246,6.496429181286551,4.8253388372893005,78.38318885448918,75.90058479532162,8.23405572755418,34.03543171654627,9.007467420416297,3.563092604059168,734,41,125,18,17,239,105,171,0.168,0.759,0.07200000000000001,-0.9272,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,0,5,5,7,1,0,4,0,15,1,0,4,5,35,31,9,0,3,7,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,8,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,4,2,17,4,19,24,5,25,0,2,0,0,6,13,0,5,5,83,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.12946756720075248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29281106367397625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074640115420326,0.0,0.0,0.09276651125795957,0.0,0.10917676782035496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246485880858666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910281435312422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112338664452426,0.0,0.22853833902703635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205223601926207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796301696356587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341646901361627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250113445442588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079975119725347,0.0,0.10610896206924432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635440884648872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855879221105989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009021251995222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919772310298294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495663979218234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704823551237235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504066314907253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814058734745486,0.08501009451287142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740214539418714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958664249113136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825267787755684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28775165625055665,0.19317185155886496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RashBreloom,2020/04/01,"Stagnation in schoolwork, cannot fall asleep. Help with getting through this? Hey guys! I'm sorry to drop in and post but I don't have many avenues to bounce thoughts off of.

I've been taking my medication, (antidepressants and ADHD), but I've been feeling paralyzed recently. I want to do my college homework, study, engage in Zoom meetings, but it feels like there's a wall that comes up and I'm super uncomfortable and anxious. I want to read and write, but I'm scared. I don't know what about. I also feel this way before I sleep. My night ritual is usually staying up as late as I can and then watching youtube videos until I can't keep my eyes open. I can't let my brain get quiet, otherwise I get anxious. Last summer I tried to sleep without doing this, and I cried for a long time, which is unusual for me.

Just now, my computer froze for a few minutes during a class Zoom meeting and I took that as a sign to shut it down and watch more videos. Got one on in the background right now, actually.

I know this isn't the same as therapy, and I won't put that responsibility on anyone, but my grades are in the tank and if this gets any worse my mental health will suffer. I view myself based on my school grades. I don't want to live like this anymore.

Anyone able to impart any wisdom?",2.896286416286415,4.705947945945951,3.990552825552829,87.420816953317,75.33204633204633,6.87125307125307,24.12793962793963,7.686295010490155,1.090465637065638,1014,32,210,14,22,329,153,259,0.114,0.787,0.099,-0.5968,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,8,0,19,7,5,0,0,35,40,24,0,4,8,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,13,14,0,1,6,3,0,4,9,2,0,1,5,9,28,5,33,32,3,36,1,1,4,0,6,16,0,1,14,128,41,8,0.12436212481840644,0.0,0.12135949437058832,0.0,0.14945910680823773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945234628648147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914101887097854,0.0,0.0,0.28098760554665136,0.12333381072006405,0.17391377847291514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582300851716288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882926032138027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071269587559731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660595451751906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864368091582626,0.08884432681899705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25989630944081715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099463751913588,0.0,0.0,0.12313805575563372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219112324683333,0.0,0.0,0.08335731082469461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053877063307556,0.0,0.0,0.13669234289931811,0.10137173011869223,0.14028589362803895,0.0,0.0,0.1271686984185633,0.0,0.12151410482541787,0.0,0.10981403463439994,0.11005656701644648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260836751585385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528175719544582,0.12532777153303026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670542962069914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842709942940397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910453870957467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501828449185715,0.0,0.0,0.12439577897556366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279259509964904,0.0,0.0,0.10620457509181347,0.0,0.0,0.12450818209130987,0.1258611096931992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489038753153025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921321705708473,0.0,0.13255347814919505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935048408060455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422189279964956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872963572167157,0.07251655507532846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817089654925194,0.08443371940742764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696731073882018,0.0,0.22005600998833685,0.09871286610041848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988065045217056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673562974351546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hyusa,2020/04/01,"Please help me. I can’t fall asleep and I feel like I have to get Anaesthesia to get rest I’m a 22 year old guy and for the past months I have been having sleep troubles. I really never slept longer than 6 hours per night but ever since a few days, I struggle to fall asleep entirely. I was laying in my bed the entire night yesterday without getting any sleep and in the morning I was wide awake. I was up over 50 hours and I just can’t fall asleep. I googled this and found out about how bad this is for my heart and how this puts me at higher risk for strokes, heart attacks, earlier death etc. 

I feel like I don’t get enough air when I lay in bed, I also experience chest/shoulder pain from time to time and even pain in my lower arm. I was so scared of having a heart attack today that I went to my GP and he did an ECG. He said everything looked fine, normal heart Rhythm but my heart was RACING. I had a pulse of 120 bpm just laying there during my ECG. I am losing my mind guys. I feel like I need anaesthesia to fall asleep. I can never imagine myself falling asleep like a baby or sleeping 8 hours straight. Please help me. What do I even do. I am so overwhelmed... currently I’m writing my bachelors thesis and for the past months I was scared of having diseases like colon cancer or HIV,... please help me, what do I do? I just want to sleep normal again",2.2249495848161343,3.8942388540925283,3.1698443060498214,93.19018757413998,76.82918149466192,6.106820877817321,20.605130486358245,6.816661863887847,0.19046251482799548,1062,25,235,10,24,338,147,281,0.185,0.688,0.126,-0.9803,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,15,18,2,5,10,0,25,22,17,2,3,34,41,19,1,4,8,0,4,5,0,0,5,1,2,2,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,7,6,12,0,0,13,6,40,6,26,28,4,41,0,2,1,1,9,11,0,2,28,140,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548253151910792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568386525285232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630953263489075,0.0,0.0,0.0683696427567311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280834647278207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460796575127835,0.09132220227970983,0.108167097731038,0.07406868258720921,0.0,0.0,0.0735919764654447,0.08009817416158324,0.0,0.0,0.12420889242640475,0.17549364037506995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897814784891709,0.0,0.0,0.17112384885957668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621558850706775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851641252546808,0.16465517216766076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419174649079095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002170628346985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876185959989674,0.09160714778512402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267940444435279,0.0,0.13071790804626693,0.0,0.0,0.06071588011919188,0.12630783542437435,0.0,0.0,0.15368500108734512,0.16045768817486475,0.0,0.0,0.08592338692650442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742605023818309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563349107890397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696518246104665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231594387045275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245692812224096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789034758598523,0.0,0.16396015303038214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773521473361832,0.0,0.3277721736923547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560283938115892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549433031370913,0.0,0.07761637020219694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048297250385364116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590720293127459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893316512767361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052730551982243926
anxiety,MusicGuy75,2020/04/01,"An invitation to those having bad days due to the recent crisis (or any other reason). If any of you are having difficulty handling your anxiety I will be here via direct messaging for this evening. I have been in a good place for a while now (after having one of my dreaded anxiety attacks a few weeks ago) so I will make an open offer. If you need a kind word or a listening ear here I am. I want to be there for those who feel like no one is there, those who need comfort, those who are in that dark terrible place. I am grateful to have relief from my darkness so I will give back as I can.
Hang in there and try to keep going as best as you can. Remember, you don't have to reach a goal to succeed, but you will always succeed when you Try to reach a goal. I know how hard it is for me to try to do anything when my anxiety has me all locked up inside so again, here I am. If you message me I will get back to you as soon as I can. I have an essential job so my days and nights can get busy but I will check my messages often.

Take care and have a good evening.",3.150763582966224,3.484079788546257,4.6071541850220274,88.98567988252572,72.70044052863436,7.815447870778267,25.2654919236417,7.793537801064563,1.07044751835536,820,23,191,10,15,275,117,227,0.105,0.7659999999999999,0.129,0.8898,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,9,0,5,21,14,1,1,12,0,31,1,1,3,1,24,45,23,0,6,7,0,2,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,1,4,31,10,28,36,3,25,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,6,17,151,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278872464471021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004475686842794,0.0,0.0,0.1962180092119096,0.0,0.3311000089104521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872247087463254,0.0,0.0,0.16412871764926096,0.0,0.2218704838323475,0.12045998541353099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140317007860027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470935658306891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608529719713185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905788371787567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729475869046793,0.10306699731715416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075094374032288,0.1383975752240024,0.08199234794565816,0.242014790567305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923818498284675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316638120478667,0.12823440262529673,0.0,0.15023570452189478,0.07928738864543393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048336322899451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963017942266832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394975134069985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538825305210084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195523082987906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30146429279554804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833427965790447,0.1424498842282386,0.0,0.1634305481453065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847359107274973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29385094951663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509458061139034,0.0,0.11572523127013655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Niners666,2020/04/01,"Brain fuzzies from new medication; normal? Hey guys,

Sorry if this is a touchy subject, I don't mean to make anyone uncomfortable.

I just recently got on new anxiety meds from all this crazyness in the last few weeks. I couldn't take the panic attacks late at night anymore and reached out to my doctor for help. What I'm wondering, though, is that I seem to be getting brain fuzzies throughout the day and they kinda give me a little anxiety, thinking that I'm going crazy. (Ironic?) I have other side effects too, but nothing my doctor didn't warn me about so, I'm dealing with those just fine.

Is this normal? I've never been on anti anxiety meds before so I really don't know what to expect from all of this. If needed, I'm on Citalopram, 8 days in, and just started 20mg.",3.7542156862745095,5.359598620915038,4.807336601307188,83.30551470588236,72.59477124183006,7.191503267973857,27.12908496732026,7.793537801064563,1.6543163398692813,611,22,116,8,12,200,101,153,0.083,0.841,0.076,0.29100000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,1,1,5,0,10,5,2,2,3,27,27,9,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,11,1,18,22,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,5,11,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31032284633029805,0.0,0.13409933702024107,0.09454715724643137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382932484074796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506005693644147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018946979650721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744080867785517,0.1394032126475808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27680149819824673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064551599140538,0.12971286110819605,0.07684717036260276,0.0,0.10814571536617608,0.0,0.0,0.1338864950526146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063337986655788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431195246268353,0.11022023662567304,0.15253112847952968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135523368013579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025867135878413,0.0,0.0,0.14729140016397455,0.3003921205307977,0.13621731528892936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026199640734827,0.10428800271591218,0.2611876349305845,0.0,0.1268923796923773,0.2649687054480242,0.12974475202107974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864849677396914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662373548086276,0.0,0.13351087992596233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230968519306283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136482042367466,0.09570757897385614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166666453478876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664185668352184,0.13285041908807432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846325035797097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466375134868948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Naturesoul1,2020/04/01,"Anxiety/Stress Relief, EFT and Mindfulness Meditation Master Mind-Leah M...  

Here is a reminder for you because I care...YOU'RE human and need to make sure you are taking care of you.  You can only take care of others as good as you take care of yourself, so please be sure to take a few moments a day for self-care.  You don't have to do this alone!  MindHealthCoach.com",2.7467806841046283,5.132803436619722,3.489657947686116,88.10901408450707,78.01408450704227,6.310663983903421,21.410462776659962,7.447530270364453,0.7472237424547279,288,8,57,4,7,91,49,71,0.028999999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.298,0.9649,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,0,1,2,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,2,7,16,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,10,15,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161647492662044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514237896640708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6365188533596758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065600025577437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090900349551798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041818302715639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151841976035882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572825231247914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870270380972828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132439560446144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282113237354962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787843390251239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29419925046388706,0.0,0.4693984092336663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rorymakesamovie,2020/04/01,"I cant take this anymore I cant eat today, I feel sick. The anticipation that the death of my family members is right around the corner occurs to me every single day. And it sucks that we all get to spend so much time together in lockdown despite not being able to truly enjoy it. Im so sick of being afraid, and the news is worse every time I check. Maybe I shouldnt check it. But I feel like I need to stay informed. This all so fucked up",1.1586021505376358,3.0850371182795726,3.158279569892475,90.82408602150541,81.04301075268816,5.423655913978496,17.860215053763444,6.42735559955562,-0.18393333333333306,344,7,75,3,9,116,61,93,0.209,0.6940000000000001,0.096,-0.9289,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,4,0,7,4,0,0,2,14,14,6,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,10,2,9,11,4,10,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,5,48,17,0,0.22439046487430156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225350456387362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975508727931515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447132864839271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960746470737844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781172890759841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115353600435308,0.0,0.2269171224390689,0.1603045929415359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744536899651225,0.11723475652192455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423802076613428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962584673740024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254303820946283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495281038040938,0.16638268646303814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162823095398326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917037945463898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871370384756154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26168776913704633,0.0,0.21269592341245167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286730539206397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oceanechos,2020/04/01,"Really upset at accusations of ""complaining"" and several situations in general in this pandemic I have a friend who is an ER nurse and she is going through a lot right now, a lot more than me, a lot more than most people. She posted something about people complaining when everyone was trying to let go and were joking around in their posts about homeschooling and adjustments about working from home, etc. She said that we were all whining and complaining. I am sure she is under stress more than I can ever imagine. I told her that and said if she needs to talk I am here to listen.

She didn't respond.

It had me thinking about my feelings and they are valid. I am not complaining or whining and not doing my part. I am in complete isolation except for the person who delivers my groceries. 

I enjoy going out in nature and even though we still can go for walks I am so afraid to. 

My husband works in an office and they are rotating employees one week off one week on inside so there is not a large group. 

I am so afraid he will bring in something.

We have small children. I am so scared of something coming in, we have all been extremely ill this year. 

We just got better, and then the Rona hit.

We had already spent a long time inside and shut in. 

We don't have a yard, so it feels extra confined and the apartment is small.

I had some rum from the holidays I never drank so I drank a glass the other night. I drink like that, maybe one glass in six months.

My sister who drinks beer every day and socializes around beer, calls me up and is like ""are you drinking during the day while homeschooling the kids?""

I am like ""Fuck no"".

Why does she ask me stupid put down questions like that?

It upsets me.

My husband is not afraid at all about germs. He is really not worried at all about this pandemic. 

I am asking him to do basic things like wash his hands, take a shower after work, put his clothes in the washer, don't touch doorknobs with dirty hands, etc. 

He is just a total asshole. He knows how to trigger all of my anxiety. He is emotionally and mentally abusive. I can't leave so please don't suggest it. He used this to make me have even more anxiety. He won't wash his hands, he was using the kids tablet right after work, he refused to put his own clothes in washer and came out as I did and said ""you know, you are supposed to put the detergent in first"".

He tries to push me to fury so I will say things to him in front of our children , but I don't. 

He tries to make that happen and I tell him it's abuse to bring the kids in or expose them to any kind of argument between us.

He told me I was crazy that my anxiety is crazy and he hopes I get this virus and die so he never has to deal with me.

I hate him. I told him to leave. He told the kids the last time I told him that that I was making him move out, the kids cried so I had to let him stay.

I hate everything he has done, but its my fault at this point for remaining in this. I made this bed.

I just feel so angry right now. 

I don't know how to blow off steam. I was socially isolated before this happened. My sister is my only living relative, she has never really liked me. She only cares about appearances and keeping them up.

All of my real friends live thousands of miles away.
We drifted with age and as we took different life paths.

My husband, is not a friend. Sometimes I pretend that he is and try to talk to him. He is so cruel that he uses what I say to try to bring me down to an even lower feeling level. He rains on every parade, argues anything just to be right all of the time, even when I agree with him. He yells when he talks about normal things when I am not fighting with him or anything he stars acting all pissed off and says it's because of the topic, he feels emotive he says. It triggers me because it always leads to him attacking me verbally. If I look in a certain direction he will accuse me of not listening and say something obnoxiously accusational.

I can't do this . I feel like everything is just getting to me so much.

How do you relax? How do you tune out negative messages?",3.0968353248693035,4.571177410194178,4.146961165048545,87.90991336818523,74.04854368932037,7.303778939507095,24.32740851381628,7.934916379859209,1.188914062733383,3182,96,667,46,65,1033,337,824,0.14300000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.069,-0.9969,4,1,9,0,3,0,89.0,11,5,5,7,48,42,9,7,31,0,74,16,4,14,15,125,132,59,1,5,21,5,10,7,3,4,4,11,4,8,37,48,7,3,13,11,1,22,22,23,1,6,30,22,116,19,103,94,24,103,0,2,1,1,129,49,2,13,36,476,153,5,0.0,0.13043655927794712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074255361412467,0.0,0.045801116152755714,0.0,0.0,0.037431888179119466,0.0,0.12632580015891082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059323906051092,0.09800187113788984,0.10291764092899107,0.06262063131416702,0.05171576134951633,0.0,0.0,0.06710876757328782,0.0,0.04683849072251401,0.0,0.0,0.0486820497730655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056206199373780685,0.06295580773747712,0.0561211473927044,0.0,0.0,0.04741563421917832,0.05771271107520811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046337958981068,0.0709978055983505,0.05674806927906514,0.0,0.0,0.05712710474270775,0.05750938837491462,0.0,0.0,0.04816947910701275,0.056329244219323164,0.0,0.1617668420871189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383444933821915,0.0,0.0,0.12277748494946394,0.1454244847602674,0.049790556592820036,0.09275408787766587,0.05259701416912844,0.09894020903277052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699176147508207,0.03932352931342612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682049914667962,0.0,0.0,0.12758084842119824,0.05088740066009172,0.057516560193925335,0.0,0.12513136432979566,0.0,0.0440238100060768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735066455241198,0.0,0.0,0.10868934256161818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521373896100299,0.05467122970834238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892574172029618,0.0,0.057319979086134475,0.09075242413406767,0.044868303285097874,0.0,0.11656754767040638,0.0,0.11257268120677222,0.03887928880255629,0.1882424316739112,0.0,0.09720993032608732,0.0487123128078099,0.04622319639349757,0.0,0.0,0.14038962366671956,0.0,0.05208407591354287,0.1102271297345214,0.0,0.055299215548165775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055471525015952865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393569030075232,0.05850318691406664,0.04046376061534136,0.04081451646717354,0.12736025283849053,0.0,0.0,0.05165517649849822,0.053931549237540566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189795791276087,0.08372706512941534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059607416414275374,0.0,0.07632132224797059,0.048062401195308704,0.0,0.06042191276462256,0.05203448389158621,0.0,0.10543410000393152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133816985053,0.06166201025034401,0.0,0.0,0.06265225763765869,0.10578801554681502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880295060528228,0.15707868524385532,0.2188664620283833,0.05510876522486202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218418631239224,0.0,0.0,0.061871895544503536,0.0,0.11222109405040002,0.0,0.16950260678745885,0.054440040752218505,0.0,0.0,0.058669706555555874,0.0439583042030952,0.0,0.0630528518611942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051878430343294965,0.0,0.04138632684870042,0.13272713244654533,0.048110985808538204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970659958042517,0.035270048603350146,0.05408056703271187,0.0,0.09629000459499064,0.0,0.0,0.2629850708456422,0.06115604108055544,0.1868567166322223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621129725076863,0.14262133582741773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830614343310889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496687554554332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029109560038704,0.05589997432527752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035446607674590194
anxiety,Brittttle,2020/04/01,"Anxiety causing shortness of breath, any tips? Hey guys! First time poster on this sub. 

I've had anxiety for a long time, but for the past few years or so I've had a good handle on it. Well now due to COVID she's come back with a vengeance. I've been dealing with shortness of breath for almost three weeks now as well as a lump in my throat and I'm wondering if anyone has any tips or links to share of how to help subside this. I know anxiety is unique to each individual but I'm really struggling and would appreciate any input. 

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Thanks and I hope everyone is doing okay!",2.414399075500772,4.512000516949159,3.4936363636363663,89.12139445300464,77.72881355932203,7.002773497688753,23.43913713405239,8.00094639256281,1.1634305084745766,463,15,98,8,11,149,79,118,0.067,0.705,0.228,0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,5,1,8,4,3,2,0,20,15,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,4,7,17,11,2,17,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,6,11,56,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941675797154304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833144944627619,0.20558122882739355,0.34515973352639423,0.0,0.3882837302757358,0.0,0.0,0.118299775014105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009467952597614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380208096769287,0.0,0.1457399779368326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442479681825335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166582627827786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391072955149065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190637743049558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752214136770585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340275857301255,0.0,0.0,0.16804127884575626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298097915605118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497255390710522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150853245008145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083857909292582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687142164513006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576504153225154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730908558335608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571193982282126,0.0,0.3042396110064727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347653551246465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018588604493673,0.0,0.20558122882739355,0.10895114882468104
anxiety,EinfachPik,2020/04/01,"Im very anxious because of a girl in my class Hello I'm 16 years and a male

For one short insight my past was really really terrible. I got bullied, I had problems in my family and my parents fought and was very close to a divorce. I changed my school because I got bullied for around 6 years in the old school (from the 3rd grade to the 9th grade) and I became so depressed and even suicidal. Now since September I go to another school and every think should look much better... But I have the problem that I can't socialise very good with my class. But that's not the thing why I write this. I changed my school and now I have new classmates and there is a girl which was very kind to me, she asked me everyday how I was going and how I feel (she does not know anything about my past) and a few days ago I asked her how she is feeling. After that we talked said, we would met on Sunday (here in Germany you're allowed to go outside with max 1 more person right now). First I felt so happy about that but a few days later I got so anxious and I couldn't sleep very well. Since the few days I think the whole night about her and I really have anxiety and ask myself the whole time ""what if she doesn't like me like I"" I know this sounds like overreacting but because of my fucked up childhood and time in the school I'm basically overreacting to everything. On the day I feel somehow down again and if I was alone I cried. I mean that I feel very depressed again, ate nothing in the past 2 days. I was just lying in bed and talking a bit over discord to her. So in the end. I kinda love her and I am so scared to talk to her on Sunday.

My main problem here is my anxiety and overreacting to everything. And this is not only like. Okay I'm scared. No this is like my stomach hurts I get a very hot feeling, I begin to sweat and breathing becomes hard. And this happens every time I think about her. Like I'm so scared that she wouldn't like me anymore, or I'm scared if I fail it, or if she would take anyone better than me. 

I didn't know where to post it because I have anxiety and a bit depression right now

I'm really sorry for my bad knowledge in English.

I would appreciate every help from you",2.4669647937411088,3.9381758399122835,3.7077145566619234,90.43107396870556,75.68859649122807,6.771834992887626,24.16642958748222,7.432916251226849,0.902008605974396,1717,54,378,21,37,560,194,456,0.255,0.69,0.055,-0.9984,2,1,0,0,1,0,39.0,2,1,0,4,28,31,2,4,21,1,26,7,4,4,0,73,65,41,1,13,14,1,8,7,0,5,0,2,1,4,16,28,1,0,15,0,0,3,9,16,1,2,16,11,70,15,43,43,10,57,0,5,1,2,34,21,1,8,39,245,86,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496430594350736,0.0,0.0,0.06421919836978564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501837585132843,0.1423025570824188,0.14009756852854213,0.061492986374346276,0.04335582249307027,0.0,0.0510254023978973,0.05519821305006671,0.173900859381011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177216396600104,0.15119238059550014,0.06848041676290183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967799385408676,0.13538831560437492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118760380120442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811034257967509,0.1999427130320276,0.0,0.16021623846828348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426160009778926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054918640041451215,0.0,0.0,0.04095417566670279,0.0,0.15672741278783256,0.0,0.11145343806190912,0.0,0.05845344932306254,0.0,0.15675970809676618,0.0,0.05953518940523433,0.0,0.0,0.05274201108614741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732326435375301,0.03239541558369104,0.0,0.10571779335422037,0.052007433740069546,0.14877485189473552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054831429850649656,0.06600621356008089,0.05554492208039681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415611092272138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637837716123883,0.0,0.06697678904619124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456938792872816,0.10223012242519404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120499481888343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206916587936265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559625591104272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754237764780703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045581319077263545,0.0,0.0,0.0598854850173863,0.0,0.05818814282619415,0.0,0.059496135070160175,0.0,0.06506454468836874,0.0,0.042016662532531085,0.04715812387467228,0.0,0.0,0.06884998458382093,0.0,0.17757435117320675,0.0,0.05414097976034938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059384314270597524,0.0,0.0,0.17799322344657773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888973962087954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590504665160208,0.0589816135348086,0.0,0.2483140640878616,0.3137653599705453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025835005731671,0.0,0.0620504731181387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941029722215153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782416459139569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046620564693913055,0.14951348273750073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119382746694943,0.11919223385161877,0.0,0.0,0.10846805528330933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35812833541516553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055750564904221735,0.0,0.05595049387788041,0.13845428454404826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214119657240336,0.0,0.0,0.07985926715914288
anxiety,PurpleWelder2,2020/04/01,"Panic attacks are coming back? for context I am 14. When I was about 10 I began having panic attacks. they were usually triggered by learning about diseases or a parent not coming back home when they were supposed to. my panic attacks “disappeared“ after about a year I think. a few minutes ago I had a panic attack and I have had more than usual in the last couple of months. my question is: can panic attacks come back?

sorry if my English is bad or if this is not the correct subreddit.",3.0831796690307307,5.448739776595744,4.551418439716315,81.0338888888889,76.76595744680851,5.454373522458629,27.465721040189123,6.42735559955562,1.5049281323877062,385,16,63,3,9,128,62,94,0.35,0.65,0.0,-0.9884,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,8,11,5,5,6,0,13,0,0,1,1,15,18,7,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,11,0,0,6,0,11,0,10,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,13,55,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181906554186646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5891965736150806,0.0,0.2389441605332519,0.08648652311418903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676797914498712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461135346745215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390104708171667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443303749804612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826780492031229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6076549500894975,0.11501539296349655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603538450274707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595140738193915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637107085066983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228161560823256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670331917724255
anxiety,grimgirlfourtwenty,2020/04/01,"Can anybody give me some advice? So I've recently gotten out of a relationship ended by me and I am chatting with a man who I think I may end up dating. For the sake of social distancing and emotional recovery, I am only intending to chat with him for a while and then start hanging out together. We have a lot in common although I am 19F and he is 27M. 

 I have GAD and with relationships, it seems to be amplified, but I would like someone to love and care for. My issue is I get so obsessed with new relationships and start thinking way too far ahead and build up unrealistic expectations, and I'm trying not to but it's so hard. If he doesn't message me I get insane anxiety to the point I just don't do anything at all. Then when he messages back I feel all better. This has been a vicious cycle and I am in much distress, on top of all the other insecurities I have about the situation. 

Please help if you have experienced this before and were able to overcome it. Thank you so much in advance, best wishes and health to you.",4.43879917184265,5.263046685990343,6.023771566597656,78.2101086956522,70.06280193236715,9.006073153899242,29.278467908902694,9.23628265651192,2.4134033126293994,812,30,162,16,14,278,128,207,0.099,0.733,0.168,0.9504,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,0,5,9,10,1,3,9,0,20,2,0,1,3,39,35,25,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,19,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,3,22,6,29,29,8,29,0,0,0,1,21,12,0,6,15,124,29,0,0.14470710715307533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140611033286427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070054089133273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190816193423766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127083316406043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313509000521206,0.0,0.15186118123811146,0.12798167677856562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753853996569413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277601850306853,0.2563350911853501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316826133867171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120698184377912,0.13881624303570653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962914463663988,0.0,0.0,0.15381688809432176,0.0,0.0,0.09699412362980124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510366237810708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069658311667584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302480772642273,0.13060381394832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275274794131885,0.0,0.0,0.13975902581549973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005627574189952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884494892536388,0.1367949897302182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288081071817754,0.4660838338780198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173591553330374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626568514301735,0.0,0.1475106723468489,0.1226098622984888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048488704926795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322686225355884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544494249359614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824662693295312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486176609670018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640603171253227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279577707181096,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jackisnotcool_,2020/04/01,"Medication I'm a 16yo boy who takes fluoxetine, and no matter what I do I cannot rid of my bad breath. I looked into it and google tells me that it can be the cause of the bad breath. It's pretty ironic that the meds I take for my anxiety may be the reason for my number 1 worry in the first place. Should I ask my parents/doctor to change antidepressants or should I just not take then without telling my parents? I've just met a girl aswell so I'm stressing pretty hard about kissing her.",2.8614705882352967,4.245117058823531,4.074656862745098,88.55845588235296,74.49019607843138,6.668627450980392,22.553921568627448,7.1686216300943375,0.5942509803921565,388,10,84,4,8,127,68,102,0.184,0.698,0.11800000000000001,-0.7165,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,7,0,8,4,2,2,0,14,16,5,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,2,13,1,9,10,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,3,0,2,2,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764692135489928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821143910227584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004701726198931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848389682974016,0.19034341497500445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416726888128776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304943778071622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118306679836153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109694149756053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998630671861228,0.18126181465344607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979237072612147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798987021302915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661095556140491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849993027197046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611065032848816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40585774424310656,0.0,0.314535703944753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734473137130121,0.0,0.0,0.1827289285327264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anony1525,2020/04/01,"Recently Diagnosed with Anxiety and ADD (story of diagnoses and current problems) I am now in my late 20s and was recently diagnosed with Anxiety and ADD. Ever since I was a kid, I would get frustrated and angry at situations and they would replay in my head in a loop. This developed as I got older and entered University. Most of these replays would occur in situations of interacting with others, whether positive or negative. Did I say the right thing? Could I have asked more? Does this person like me? 

In my last 1.5 years of University, I checked myself into the hospital 2 or 3 times because I thought I was having early signs of a heart attack. My heart would beat faster and faster, and scenarios of death or pain would replay in my head hundreds of times. I would imagine myself dying, all the things I would miss in my life, and how I haven't achieved my goals and desires just yet. Once at the hospital, they do an EKG and once they even did a Cat Scan (ultra sounded heart) and everything checked out. Doctors said I am healthy and nothing to worry about.

Fast forward, after finishing University I start to study to complete the LSAT and I start a full-time job. I go to my family doctor because I think something is wrong with me due to my blood pressure (Occasionally 133/90 or a tad over, but after a few mins at the BP machine it goes down to under 130/90), the doctor orders blood tests and EKG (again nothing is wrong). I go back and tell him that I don't want to keep seeing him because I feel I might be wasting resources for those who really need it. He recommends me to see a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist diagnoses me with Anxiety and ADD. I start taking Dexedrine and the loop of thoughts that I often have changed, this time faster and more intense than I previously felt.  I end up quitting the job because of the stress of working as a manager was too much to handle on top of studying for the LSAT. 

I never felt the same after taking the medications. I am currently having falling asleep, worried I won't wake up and often gasping for air right before I fall asleep (occuring for a few weeks now). It seems as though I am experiencing hypnic jerks due to my anxiety. I am worried I won't ever get better... please help.",6.707313084112152,6.9108149929906535,7.1601644859813085,74.2203495327103,64.95794392523365,10.305943925233649,34.409719626168226,10.078955797065145,3.427300448598132,1779,74,324,37,25,583,220,428,0.107,0.8440000000000001,0.05,-0.9573,4,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,3,7,15,12,3,2,25,0,32,20,10,1,4,70,57,32,2,12,7,0,3,1,0,10,10,3,0,2,14,31,0,1,8,0,2,6,6,10,0,0,12,10,53,2,56,33,8,65,0,1,3,0,15,23,0,9,38,231,67,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22682356339960666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929744168302117,0.08432858560451265,0.0,0.056998020690546124,0.0,0.18074514205151535,0.0,0.06307543682629886,0.0,0.0,0.06555808070817608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841506956585458,0.0,0.07771929465158779,0.0,0.0,0.05918327011117212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009437463677873,0.07693068309171633,0.0,0.0,0.2276121168096525,0.06486782322620124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565329123380156,0.0,0.0,0.04895926811474003,0.13410172097655124,0.0,0.0,0.06661932107717962,0.0,0.06987903067393357,0.0,0.037480137023184576,0.0,0.14234442534378902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745514646214098,0.0,0.08425458788298228,0.0,0.05928502400604761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214852780737864,0.0,0.0,0.2635176239679917,0.04968483571396903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471164657353369,0.06588625046312588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604222677910085,0.08361691984707792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523571124280121,0.03621403015194389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467375641836377,0.0,0.07863556113610068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054490854360954806,0.05496320259917549,0.057170242238642886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225104919198955,0.0,0.0,0.15788271672437454,0.0,0.0,0.07887487819203301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647236258801511,0.0,0.08136766327692918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092820050266542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884171344340304,0.0,0.0,0.04748676561145255,0.0,0.14638019998626395,0.0,0.0,0.12660573651676393,0.07051043230345068,0.05894766242940056,0.0,0.0,0.1181370325452878,0.06748117386866595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131747284555501,0.1666405889062869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057065518131523836,0.0,0.0,0.1573994706442262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491063894117018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114664714575434,0.0,0.06478905274714053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849152672685664,0.047496699578147616,0.07282803815372701,0.1176949131971768,0.12966972266072554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372120691823394,0.0,0.05945909534625355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396432890129736,0.2258344736192123,0.0,0.3685969596237924,0.16208944217946444,0.0,0.047734464296274176
anxiety,bengayyy,2020/04/01,"Existential anxiety Does anyone else constantly have thoughts about life and what else there is outside of it? It just started this year (I turned 16 last july) and I actually had bad disassociation episodes where I had to get an as needed medication for it. I dont feel the need to take the medicine when this thoughts pop up because I feel like they arent as bad as disassociating but it makes me sad when they pop up because I just wonder why do I always have to worry and when will these thoughts stop again and when can I be happy? It all got worse when we went into quarantine because I have way more time to think about it. Can anyone give advice please? I go to therapy but she doesnt give me much advice for the life thoughts. She is trying to put me on antidepressants, do you think that might help?",6.480314465408803,6.339689861635223,6.588050314465409,79.29578616352201,65.47798742138365,9.582389937106921,30.874213836477992,9.150863307647796,2.2941496855345918,644,21,132,10,9,206,95,159,0.127,0.795,0.078,-0.8156,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,2,0,12,5,0,0,4,0,17,3,0,1,1,25,38,14,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,9,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,8,2,19,2,18,27,3,21,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,2,13,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.12343106864262192,0.0,0.0,0.24719926475693635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052456135550064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676064298818594,0.0,0.0,0.17688244038853332,0.12959878184657095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112193052724405,0.23131216042688216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136685299798908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106878349063464,0.0,0.14823942313154514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113238963962837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790918556409356,0.09036087583404458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608316756947546,0.2426717850732905,0.0718843137465331,0.0,0.10116157168889893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346455846522105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478019793695499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031021185742024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868012608950934,0.061794159128384825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442968842815712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742028345008505,0.0,0.1341805470864779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298099414217607,0.18757398021533334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388424958874537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127152313337563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952670088456273,0.0,0.0,0.10574708449072902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510094355456968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464656724929345,0.0,0.0,0.16209290153515804,0.0,0.4016596973158145,0.07375439337195015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587498052773536,0.1375793080054658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003978684547286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725281880853106,0.11413299678082454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716753625105646,0.0,0.12845160969333633,0.12889897321563748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145216288427473
anxiety,mustafa_MIG,2020/04/01,Do you get a body reaction when you are anxious? How is it? I become extremely aware of my legs and feel most of the anxiety feeling in them. My belly sucks in and there is internal burning. Also chest tightening but the others are the prominent ones. What about you?,2.3064705882352925,5.044781901960782,3.9210784313725497,82.08985294117647,82.92156862745098,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.675023529411765,211,9,38,6,6,70,41,51,0.099,0.823,0.079,0.2519,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,5,1,1,0,4,0,5,3,3,1,0,7,9,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,5,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087355548729376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953382032439372,0.4361428742011265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263777895242791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288305076245053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904115131552721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017027106467227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616072235050029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotoriousHitman,2020/04/01,"How to know if I need to get help? I have struggled my whole life with myself and my feelings. For some background, Im 19(m) and currently am a freshman in college.  Since I can remember, I have had thoughts I believe are passive suicidal ideations. I never feel as if I would actually do something to myself, but otfen I wish something would happen or dont care about life, even I remember telling my brothers when I was about 6 (rememorable because they were pretty suprised and I thought that was weird). Ive also struggled  with anxiety I believe since I was a child. Sometimes it does get very difficult to go through life with this anxiety, the suicidal ideations and what not I can get through but anxiety has a way of gripping me. When I feel this anxiety I often fight myself and its hard to discern if its self created( idek if thats a thing) or if it just happens cuz of my body. I have always gone back and forth with the idea of getting help. Sometimes my anxiety gets scary, Ive had times where ive gone into a short paralysis ( I lose sight, hearing, control of my body) althought its only happened from anxiety a couple times in my life, i worry it may happen in the future at crucial times. I hope you guys can decipher what I an saying hear / thinking, I am having a hard time getting my thoughts out and cleary understanding my thoughts. I understand many in this sub have had similar experiences, any advice about the question at hand or in general would be greatly appreciated. Thanks for anyone out there who may decide to spend some time reading this post and maybe replying.",5.8801655629139065,6.907890096026492,6.1625761589404,77.77472516556291,66.91390728476821,9.218807947019867,35.96092715231788,9.3871,3.424388874172185,1267,63,228,24,20,406,165,302,0.16,0.74,0.099,-0.9390000000000001,1,0,2,0,1,0,33.0,0,1,1,2,13,10,1,2,12,0,30,7,3,3,1,60,61,24,2,11,12,1,7,0,0,5,4,3,0,3,16,15,0,1,17,1,1,3,3,6,0,0,13,11,41,4,33,42,3,28,0,1,1,0,15,12,0,15,11,163,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0768286449111573,0.0,0.0,0.07693356601042872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295996071879892,0.06550925922618432,0.0,0.0,0.05353876656352937,0.0,0.3613671580388913,0.0,0.0,0.05504950395826413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060538133522742864,0.0,0.047992778567294336,0.0,0.0,0.17740239515683154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490147466930495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026998251217007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830183999353845,0.0,0.08711270537790786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889672476730044,0.0,0.09227039939663567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200009885251159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701256780809161,0.0,0.0,0.1194240174696059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467975172685124,0.0,0.044743794866631735,0.0,0.0,0.08679956273662727,0.0,0.07795459275572468,0.27848098280991623,0.0,0.14105235385235765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774677593580639,0.0,0.10554146203910862,0.0,0.0,0.0781961676923584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887603382367501,0.08504138087334037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326767975242577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243592494137096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807818348363065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981936607505083,0.07909437478045987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837693410182473,0.06072105164775603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987734005779768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754011077524955,0.08009621546009572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819506931720006,0.0,0.07875081534351366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783703749037962,0.0,0.0,0.06260886633904676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213204921898096,0.0,0.0,0.13025172851369068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121964637848175,0.15573099703626092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461035576435334,0.0,0.17223461129064108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881306190109465,0.07248355518314789,0.0,0.0,0.052304388149027464,0.05044669106252706,0.0,0.2500097471370651,0.2295390520930276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392039295221655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496009098779487,0.0,0.06249182049682021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878986863444286,0.09053505110319288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995363904666163,0.0,0.16778155517462412,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alemanimani,2020/04/01,"Finally quit caffeine Would recommend removing any stimulating or psychoactive substances from your diet. (alcohol caffeine weed) 

The point behind this is that most people consume these substances without realising to 'avoid' the day and speed through it in their mind, or take their mind off of things at the end (I know some people love that beer after a bad one). 
The results for a lot of people who do this regularly is that your coping mechanisms for minor problems tend to weaken, and when you're left without your coke beer coffee whatever, you don't have a healthy strategy left to address the problem, just a longing for a substance or ritual to replace the thought. 

About a month in, this strategy definitely has 'slowed' things down in my brain in just a matter of weeks. The real kicker is withdrawals from caffeine but once you make it through the early days it's super worth it. If you also suffer from terrible sleep issues like myself, at first you might have strange bouts of incredibly long sleeps followed by short pointless ones, and lots of half days. 

Pros:
I feel a lot more present in conversations. 
I have more sustainable energy. 
I dream very deeply. 
I have more control over my actions and thoughts. 
I can plan and follow through with things with more certainty. 

Cons:
If I need to reset my sleep clock I have to do it the old fashioned way, no caffeine bender to run a 36 hour day and reset. 
Sometimes I miss that 'wired' feeling you get, but the overall benefits far outweigh the absence. 

Throughout this I'd advise exercise (it's difficult right now yes I know).
If possible in your area, go for light jogs (remember to distance from others as much as possible), or even set a certain amount of squats/pushups/situps that you can do throughout the day in between tasks to keep your mind active. 
#BONUS# Any time you think about that coffee/redbull/coke do x amount of (insert exercises here), to distract or 'recondition' your mental association with consuming caffeine. This can work with anything really, but right now I'm trying to kick caffeine so that's the point of this ramble. 

Nobody's perfect and everyone is going to slip up, but remember to do your best, have a plan for yourself, and don't worry about what other people think. (for those with my particular anxieties, sometimes you get people saying things like ""oh you're doing that? Why?..."" and very little can cause heavy feelings of judgement and insecurity, and the only way around it is to just say fuck it, what does it matter)

WHY IS THIS IN ANXIETY AND NOT DECAF?

Well it could be in either, but I'm posting it here because of the larger community, and because it has greatly lessened the stress I go through in dealing with my own mind and body.",6.488665022895386,7.846674574850304,6.2669443466009165,76.37688006340261,65.72654690618762,8.928049782787367,33.298168369144065,9.168548406835145,3.049040577668193,2186,93,370,38,34,684,264,501,0.09699999999999999,0.789,0.114,0.9101,2,1,3,0,0,0,68.0,0,15,2,10,16,23,1,4,27,1,30,14,5,5,2,79,56,32,0,8,20,0,3,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,38,21,5,3,11,6,2,9,6,12,1,4,2,6,34,11,72,50,15,64,1,2,0,2,24,27,1,14,26,259,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232585829231351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061604016941751175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477144663895348,0.0,0.11786151215187216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339237194406974,0.06857654203354266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432012527582434,0.0939183541472106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084237129185831,0.0,0.0,0.08556734538628752,0.0,0.08599535781904045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913508015175197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640011818377001,0.06150533573186553,0.0,0.0,0.2484026041224323,0.07941861340101745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741292325058032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822920922841408,0.0,0.0,0.05088019328649878,0.0,0.0,0.0736092344182509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685202963052195,0.0,0.0,0.08438691992907818,0.0,0.06552503315464467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121663963812447,0.08049411224432332,0.0,0.13134049635036704,0.0,0.0,0.08493019487807882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586291723385596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040342317127817,0.0,0.06847130865253366,0.0,0.0,0.08467168168682904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739521044703115,0.0,0.0,0.07526978750972221,0.07720824912610813,0.0,0.13634523210748495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647451251023795,0.06952614179121852,0.0,0.05142075559517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763209666821293,0.08172084068782323,0.3111292928947041,0.0,0.06148775891111274,0.0,0.0566288122554088,0.05711969315670989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083416540437882,0.08203863591983727,0.10440038780450386,0.058587785462931176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670281854021652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564395272675376,0.1736883939080537,0.07377722391152329,0.0,0.0,0.14742216091063884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193508141579778,0.0,0.08768149280211299,0.04934991689824608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452888267446162,0.13157313401940118,0.0,0.12252096788563722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312687300652809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523770801355201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824212223274956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579199386664884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471171689905626,0.09872048125161187,0.0,0.12231269303854565,0.044919112059452815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230099112842418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712214239215475,0.0,0.12229191774122272,0.06179198301673396,0.0,0.06926276678703985,0.0,0.13902230464358487,0.0,0.0,0.14851594551967898,0.0,0.05608162848021736,0.07823170913946471,0.0,0.05472270338951424,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MrBlackGuy232,2020/04/01,"Always having bad thoughts or fights in my head I'm always having fights in my head with either myself, love ones or friends. I wish I could control it with positive thoughts but it always seems as if those thoughts take over. Don't want to ruin what I have with my love ones.",4.285,5.5667978181818185,3.932500000000001,91.35875,70.81818181818181,6.227272727272728,24.65909090909091,5.985473137389443,0.5152727272727273,220,6,45,1,4,66,36,55,0.11,0.606,0.28300000000000003,0.925,0,0,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,0,5,4,2,1,0,16,15,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,7,3,8,11,1,3,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,4,0,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763134399443502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932032775312155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401225647364466,0.1523481212971099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474211350848231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916570058740228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34443116054534056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585987500994241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737083814818504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434671274692626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544510351861629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254605773427456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194247659841388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gcdphc,2020/04/01,"Can I ask my psychiatrist for more PRN medication There are no words to describe the amount of anxiety I’ve had the last couple days when the reality of the pandemic has set in and I’m an essential worker. I have lorazepam 1mg to use as a PRN and am out, my refill isn’t up until next week. Help.",3.9392857142857167,4.160085111111116,6.285833333333333,78.04875,70.90476190476191,10.109523809523813,28.448412698412696,10.125756701596842,2.601098412698413,234,8,51,6,4,84,52,63,0.065,0.889,0.045,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,5,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,10,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,33,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748235301420968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335848132666749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975007802387261,0.0,0.2316850660237596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407961807986793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29283484810193866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619042931921662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38206403642659786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102746939767367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881668595131727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JustScribbles,2020/04/01,"Books on Coping I've a self help book fanatic. Sometimes they help or I walk away with one or two small things. Normally I walk away with nothing. 

I think I've been looking too broadly. I need to tackle my worrying and second guessing and catastrophizing before I can start being successful in my career.

Therapy wasnt useful for me, she didn't think I needed help and sent me home after two sessions. That's fine, I cope most of the time anyways I just want to self-therapy myself into being better.

Any books that someone can recommend? Theres so many anxiety self help books and I'm not sure where to start.",2.8432913165266096,5.327934890756307,4.0438865546218485,83.73260854341737,78.24369747899159,6.991876750700281,24.202380952380953,8.07648339933343,1.6537389355742291,488,17,89,9,12,159,83,119,0.07200000000000001,0.736,0.191,0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,21,19,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,7,0,0,2,4,0,3,3,0,0,4,4,1,15,4,13,13,1,15,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,4,4,58,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641744835905976,0.0,0.1084637716283931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664199959887647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064707339485665,0.0,0.0,0.12539573204394347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619019643631418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38013720222039415,0.0,0.14222012524478375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906219183853008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374592656074756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026091523584312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389174475690843,0.13604481899684348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607597606716704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437324459911587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013245822155905,0.0,0.14022722532122106,0.0,0.20070977909008456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362900248681456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242829264554168,0.0,0.09419446817712836,0.18169791882056405,0.0,0.0,0.08267493303307832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770031988864365,0.0,0.0,0.12245517526160092,0.0,0.0,0.08362741386162828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398773746034946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hchinnis,2020/04/01,"Resources/Education for healthcare workers about COVID-19   

Hi everyone, I am a registered nurse in an ambulatory surgery center that is currently shut down. I have been looking to bring myself up to speed on the Coronavirus, management plans, safety for medical personnel etc., and I’ve come across some free courses aimed at medical professionals-

COVID-19: Tackling the Novel Coronavirus   
 https://www.futurelearn.com/courses/covid19-novel-coronavirus  
   
 

Managing COVID-19 in General Practice   
 https://www.futurelearn.com/courses/management-of-covid-19-in-general-practice

I am wondering if anyone has done these or similar courses? Has your workplace provided you with recommendations on relevant courses to do? Are you aware of any central resource that lists courses for medical personnel? What is everyone doing training wise? Thank you for your time!",14.652367149758456,18.952295608695657,11.454202898550726,35.700338164251235,49.43478260869566,13.458937198067634,49.29951690821257,12.45797560212912,8.017705314009662,725,42,71,24,9,215,87,115,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.9355,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,5,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,0,0,8,17,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,4,18,15,2,15,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,4,3,52,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267545502990912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698359535469855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193396696829817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22975311722248115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503895648061879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42906053966926333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853303655279574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6785148658002979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669993875636106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091440641932778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434730429921489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seraperrotto,2020/04/01,anxiety because of conspiracy theories I dont know how else to write this or say this and I don’t know who to talk to about this. On social media I keep seeing posts about how coronavirus is actually just 5G or it’s the great awakening or it’s x y and z and it’s giving me such bad anxiety. I know the simple answer is to just delete social media and I have tried but my friends keeping texting me about it or sending me posts and I have no self control so I read them and now I can’t stop freaking out. I don’t know if anyone here cares or if this is even the place to talk about this but does anyone have any advice? im a teenager and I am freaking out I am so scared,0.3875510204081678,2.2995506122448996,2.8415238095238102,92.14514285714287,83.6938775510204,5.824761904761906,20.6843537414966,7.0316486544052195,0.4050565986394559,528,16,121,7,15,182,81,147,0.171,0.745,0.084,-0.8971,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,14,7,0,1,4,0,12,0,0,3,0,32,21,20,0,2,11,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,4,5,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,2,16,3,13,21,0,9,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,7,2,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.1501891318660938,0.0,0.0,0.1503942377719995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046607145115766,0.0,0.2354738904720543,0.0,0.0,0.21522798478904587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850429167099134,0.09381909256890772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569164600306336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726176051412084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468335011223598,0.0,0.1803755773428454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856792415130472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165283681159402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890666312690633,0.0,0.0,0.1476397520063576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968086563085294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662438688178137,0.0,0.0,0.2735957674350749,0.0,0.0,0.3383287713790345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607980246585549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29479699734869397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539467031322291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239147642725348,0.15408580824683532,0.0,0.12264240207378233,0.0,0.1605565370161912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137736421519197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867151675578084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740610555462264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449142923505936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qeeqweew,2020/04/01,Therapy during coronavirus My therapist never told me about what she’s doing during the lockdown period of the coronavirus. I really need someone to talk to at the moment and i was wondering if it’s appropriate to email her a couple of the things i’m struggling with? i’ve only had a couple of sessions with her,3.5090000000000003,6.131837233333332,5.813333333333336,71.19500000000002,76.66666666666666,9.333333333333334,26.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.3586666666666662,254,10,40,8,6,89,43,60,0.052000000000000005,0.948,0.0,-0.4215,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,10,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776985929845434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356690018450606,0.20133955172942253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985419632703727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672367253820643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118868381609536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729084422967209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982387168316685,0.0,0.0,0.2985359441926121,0.3031017274036176,0.17343148344164236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944656639181764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28309997759372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LizzieIzzat,2020/04/01,"Quarantine and dealing with partners who aren't very active/attentive over social media? Hey guys! Hope you are staying safe and well.

I just want a second opinion on this as it is getting me down a lot. I have been in isolation now with my family for just over 2 weeks, and in that time I haven't seen my boyfriend (obviously) and don't know when I will see him. Although I am dealing with this fine, it is making it difficult because he barely texts me, and barely calls, and when we do he is always on video games and doesn't pay much attention to me. I end up feeling really anxious, and lonely and unsupported.

I am in no ways a very needy person, If we don't see each-other for a few days I don't mind not texting much or calling, even day to day life we don't text much. But this is a very anxious time for me (and so so many others), and I don't have many friends to turn to, and I don't know when it will be when I see him next. He says he doesn't like texting cause it makes him miss me more. 

It almost makes me feel like I am currently single! I see all these other posts of couples making dinner and having it over skype, watching movies together online etc, and i'm like damn, that would never happen in a million years unless I initiated it!

I have explained to him how I felt a million times (he doesn't change lol). I don't know whether I am expecting too much, or overreacting, I'm not sure. What do you think or what would you do? I'm starting to feel quite upset and frustrated about it.

Thankyou<3",4.30423076923077,4.691238910256414,5.244,85.251,70.15384615384615,8.163076923076924,27.458974358974363,8.07648339933343,1.5500828205128203,1188,37,253,15,20,390,160,312,0.14300000000000002,0.8109999999999999,0.046,-0.98,1,4,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,3,0,1,14,15,2,1,7,1,34,2,0,6,4,62,62,31,0,6,11,0,4,3,2,4,1,1,0,3,20,21,1,1,10,2,1,0,16,6,1,3,3,11,36,9,27,54,10,32,0,2,6,0,29,11,1,8,21,176,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253007959759837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519774990325013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313460106828224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062416775793795974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091058960785376,0.0,0.0,0.10518405268290523,0.10831640088123352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132940071961,0.0,0.1981017208687795,0.2111218337040116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068828545105843,0.0,0.1141933465287955,0.06762847678805321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652538908115313,0.0,0.15531632769173506,0.07314835307909476,0.09831168883806267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910725130206771,0.0,0.05349521935616027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013834681671578,0.09054427346038127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169764728133694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881471422444316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723219912975227,0.15006962676359453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704940731339895,0.0,0.0,0.273387906104113,0.20761738015745995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338600742008314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30107749737390765,0.0,0.0789704697207149,0.0,0.10889429114149184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940411895488731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806254560969646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890573312986786,0.0,0.0,0.0655944778089315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142565797703369,0.0,0.0,0.3263703838290479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437501864460394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247307715717362,0.10913548415165816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650257253600347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560819980809368,0.0,0.0,0.17911554168911298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137231357566943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534505954293425,0.06039303161734275,0.08127343457363964,0.0821321111263124,0.0,0.0920620601725705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547165947733565,0.0,0.0,0.06593662926261812
anxiety,frvd48,2020/04/01,Birthday for people you'd like to forget! It's my ex best friend's birthday today. So many mixed emotions.,1.3585714285714303,4.0518315238095255,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,90.90476190476193,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.1874571428571428,86,3,15,0,3,27,19,21,0.08,0.628,0.293,0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431040260106346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749515876845434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262136227822013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628010627071885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280746494091893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927209138456575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400224390421066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wes2000lbs,2020/04/01,"Sertraline Long Term I've been struggling with anxiety as long as I can remember but it wasn't until I was 17 that I began taking medication for it. I am a 21-year-old male and I am fairly healthy, but I certainly should cut back on the drinking and smoking. I have been taking Sertraline 50MG on and off for the last four years. In the past, my doctor has prescribed me Sertraline for a few months at a time and then I ween myself off of it once I begin to feel better. But the anxiety symptoms always seem to come back and rear their ugly head after a few months of being off of Sertraline and I find myself in the same vicious cycle. As of now, I've been on Sertraline for about 7 months and this is the longest continuous period of time I've taken the drug. It certainly seems to help but I often find myself dealing with other symptoms as a result of the drug. I am always tired it seems, and when it's late at night and time to actually fall asleep I can never fall asleep and stay asleep. I often wake up two or more times a night. I find that when I drink, I don't feel as drunk as fast but deal with ""brownouts"" and ""blackouts"" more than I ever have even if I don't feel too intoxicated the night before. I believe my memory is affected too during the periods of time when I take the drug. Occasionally,  I will forget certain details of events. It's not enough to terrify me but certainly enough to make me feel uneasy. Some days I feel completely absent of emotions and feelings which is another downside. I find myself comparing my life between when I'm on Sertraline and when I'm off. When I've been off of it for a couple of months my anxiety induces a multitude of physical effects. Some occur on a daily basis and non-stop such as shortness of breath, lightheadedness, exhaustion, muscle aches, rapid heartbeat, and many others. I feel like I'm picking between two evils and don't know where to start. I have an appointment with my doctor later this week to discuss my recent thoughts on the matter but I'm curious if the Reddit community has similar experiences or advice to grant me. I hope to one day be completely OFF all medication but it seems less and less likely as my horrible physical symptoms always return when I'm not taking it. I'm terrified of what kind of longterm effect Sertraline will leave on my mind and body. But without it, I'm even worse for wear. Can anyone offer up some advice?",5.129229651162792,6.127145714587741,6.190755153276958,77.00496993921777,68.5983086680761,9.379730443974633,29.580404334038054,9.595489714322824,2.7320063953488374,1925,70,356,41,32,642,219,473,0.11900000000000001,0.792,0.08900000000000001,-0.929,0,0,5,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,3,20,14,3,1,23,0,28,25,8,7,7,82,59,48,0,4,16,0,7,2,0,3,14,0,0,1,19,23,3,0,21,3,0,3,8,5,0,4,9,7,44,9,69,45,14,73,0,0,0,0,7,21,0,14,50,254,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.07102996871253042,0.0,0.0,0.1422539416901927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816947561133351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632389883905706,0.16704640540595367,0.0,0.0,0.05089461812475588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119379818558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061936686725860175,0.08200643517850048,0.0,0.06437450949967867,0.0,0.0808503539786631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269987006924621,0.15263233510840102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053783513443291,0.0,0.09388365798590642,0.15008115483727158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900190505401795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260781487515015,0.2532307054511031,0.0,0.0,0.08187598891656822,0.0,0.15041761104128412,0.0,0.09615073645548564,0.06584033896107963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120000994688863,0.0,0.0,0.2576243519562253,0.051999308228566375,0.0,0.0,0.266105332482768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470083583057598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487878365886935,0.0,0.0,0.07229427710264599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579684001398182,0.04000203234916452,0.059331417422342374,0.08210731831809519,0.07707131006031072,0.0,0.0,0.05141186860512319,0.07112045999074586,0.0,0.0,0.12882905539990847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858613146115026,0.07379496386433752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665122560035945,0.0,0.0,0.07349448948692973,0.0,0.23239272182048226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561381032259454,0.0,0.0,0.2049180344117273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637809560422756,0.07751616839463675,0.04932260239813697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948377612684868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186874198259899,0.0,0.08245389570068441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650515342323702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151927170928428,0.07758164661533243,0.0,0.0608534964933788,0.0,0.07609315791799505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269618266207778,0.21890816046554532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057785037525744765,0.2122144898862312,0.08365836882103712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220535872710002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838563388162665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016442261083715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417654351752473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937453534974931
anxiety,javierglopez7246,2020/04/01,"Cant calm down Felt like throwing up after eating, trying to take my mind off of things but I can't stop being shaky and taking deep breaths. Any tips on how to reduce this? Made some tea n playing Apex hope this helps me",1.0884782608695645,3.352185673913045,1.8501739130434809,98.18395652173916,83.56521739130434,3.68,15.72173913043478,3.1291,-1.1921947826086954,175,3,38,0,5,54,43,46,0.027999999999999997,0.665,0.307,0.9279999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,2,0,10,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,4,8,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163120223155933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254853526707282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054161625168408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320893772117394,0.0,0.0,0.3159350178677007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554026452607892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009843301888803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32118009584994994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26593737806728857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783279974559442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113247783374044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159621447069549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Justmadethisfor5,2020/04/01,"Anyone have experience with Escitalopram? Hey guys,

Not sure if this is the right place to post, but does anyone have experience with/have taken perscribed Escitalopram for anxiety/depression before? Did you have any side effects? Do you feel it helps?

A psychiatrist prescribed it to me, and I also have the go ahead from my counselor, but am a little scared to try it out.

Thank you guys so much!",5.307083333333331,7.6212666527777815,5.970555555555558,73.63000000000002,69.97222222222223,8.688888888888886,27.277777777777786,9.2995712137729,2.4962611111111115,317,11,55,7,6,103,54,72,0.065,0.831,0.10400000000000001,0.6137,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,2,3,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,12,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,2,8,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227302838811787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649446007849512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012563746826543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330839674590255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855427959876334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851738924515507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214484294074164,0.0,0.0,0.10892391988432708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242938139174905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426603626097285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439293702225864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215909603850596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836007886443065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250703132877809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631488692245475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396935278968848,0.0,0.0,0.2156751689515925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030328421182944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833178765007897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625751008920485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mistabruce,2020/04/01,"Rollercoaster I’ve been working from home for the last couple weeks. Yes I’m very lucky unlike some of my friends who’ve been laid off. I don’t know what happened but I’ve hit a wall. Monday I didn’t want to do any work. Then Tuesday came and I worked 9.5 hours felt like I was on a roll. Then today came this gut wrenching anxious feeling that I haven’t been able to shake off. I tried working but I can’t and decided to just not work the rest of the day. But now I’m feeling anxious that I’m missing work. I tried taking my dog on a walk and being outside but it didn’t help. I want to do nothing, watch a movie, and distract my thoughts, but I know that wasting a day will make me even more anxious. 
I’m so shaky. I just want to sleep. How do you all cope with days like this",0.8657142857142865,2.6608205714285766,2.060952380952383,98.98821428571428,81.38095238095238,4.6761904761904765,21.809523809523807,5.148860815047168,-0.2445190476190477,608,19,145,2,16,193,97,168,0.129,0.727,0.14300000000000002,-0.1638,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,6,6,8,0,3,8,1,14,2,2,2,1,31,34,13,0,3,8,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,7,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,10,4,16,4,14,21,4,21,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,3,14,81,23,6,0.1269981075521913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636306808616251,0.0,0.0,0.4304151388795432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29050400471563875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052099046388866,0.0,0.2457098192395825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388105229054406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284281180891258,0.0,0.12193809921287475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981184228623962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230400709071173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512415448701928,0.0,0.12738945666760845,0.0,0.12506755411825166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395896772464864,0.10352040786665573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408972085561068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477222294755453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185810935422915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270898240666416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548677176975284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008223115701681,0.0,0.0,0.1203793564605282,0.0,0.0,0.17244675730643305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478673904833434,0.2247203227253687,0.0,0.10187022147060996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5547368090289367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dodge_Viper2015,2020/04/01,"I am going to fucking EXPLODE Okay so I’ve always been anxious about going to class, but this online shit is 10x worse. I can’t get my internet to work. I email the professor. The professor misunderstands. I explain the situation. Professor says use your phone. I try to use my phone to no avail. Email professor again. Professor stops answering. Fuck my life. Currently praying that my school adopts a pass fail system.",2.2542611336032365,5.055978171052633,3.458421052631582,80.6801012145749,96.23684210526315,7.601619433198381,25.582995951417004,8.139509932561175,2.7989242914979755,335,15,56,10,13,108,54,76,0.302,0.622,0.075,-0.9713,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,3,0,4,1,4,4,1,2,0,6,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,1,10,1,6,11,0,7,1,1,0,2,7,0,3,0,3,30,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200999893508996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728976033039837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446642482664154,0.126206776658293,0.0,0.27457181197330965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062319797962233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210071393750916,0.0,0.24447480605155245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479611039555479,0.0,0.27152710371004113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195761137745066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640055234429372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172660074893092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758608515055785,0.0,0.2461734889903126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheSimFan,2020/04/01,"Advice for finding work with severe anxiety? I’ve struggled with social and general anxiety for most of my life and now I’m 18 I’m expected to find work. 

I’ve had quite a few interviews but I’m too anxious to actually take the job - for example recently I had a trial at a shop and I had to pretend I was sick and walked straight out because I was panicking. In severe situations I’ve passed out because of anxiety so I’m always scared I’ll pass out too. 

I don’t have many qualifications as anxiety has also limited me in school and college too. I’d love to go to university one day or study an online access to higher education course but that requires money and a job - which is beyond scary to me.

Any advice? Jobs I can do from home? 

I have maths, English and animal care (city and guilds)",1.7920698529411787,4.170711743750001,4.453088235294121,79.89955882352943,81.5625,8.014705882352942,25.661764705882355,8.841846274778883,2.3892720588235297,629,26,121,17,17,222,100,160,0.218,0.7090000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9642,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,2,6,0,12,3,0,0,0,23,20,14,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,13,0,2,2,2,2,4,1,2,0,1,5,0,10,2,23,15,2,15,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,3,73,12,10,0.0,0.0,0.1355873348277125,0.0,0.0,0.2715449995560462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111185527990104,0.11561086200709708,0.0,0.0,0.09448531438640267,0.0,0.4251609531784812,0.15696489489051554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939548899868734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166061379942002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896060860008512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25398091445601223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896393204721819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139370139684518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136354433121057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981388330733064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540056620301546,0.0,0.0,0.1408653650766395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415068494533332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778190385258733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718844819260212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391051657025983,0.1406167066719011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31392978978103114,0.0,0.0,0.15617661268463973,0.0,0.1416338564247594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525233035763854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446708124596306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023028398764009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_unconscious_,2020/04/01,"Living with anxiety and an essential worker. I’m having an awful time coping with our current state of the world. My husband is a salesman for a soda company so he visits many public places daily, places where people have been diagnosed with Covid-19. I can’t stop freaking out about it. I can’t focus enough on anything else to distract myself with hobbies. I have a 5 year old daughter so I need to fix this. 

Any advice is welcome.",2.354457831325305,5.145649566265063,3.712060240963858,83.23218674698798,83.4578313253012,5.247710843373494,25.16746987951808,6.742157984588678,1.3873383132530126,346,14,57,4,10,113,66,83,0.147,0.816,0.037000000000000005,-0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,6,1,8,2,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,11,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503591510094033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742272045613858,0.0,0.19599502007795888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083369770375088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26004121762154153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140251968054777,0.0,0.0,0.2647267622233824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262324349666253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597501943683416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899716913977907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688425353138424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776192875986174,0.0,0.5353563744714164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419764594243745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493943545986771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498669094050733
anxiety,ethan1363,2020/04/01,"High resting heart rate Does anyone else have a high resting heart rate without having a heart condition? I exercise frequently and think my fitness isn't too bad but I have a resting heart rate of 80-85bpm 

I have an anxiety disorder obviously and was wondering if this could be the reason and if anyone else has this experience? I'm basically constantly on edge and have a very fast pulse but my doctors have never mentioned high blood pressure issues to me",5.365428571428573,7.633940870588241,6.082184873949583,73.08411764705886,69.70588235294117,9.563025210084033,33.31932773109244,9.957137785484203,3.8316386554621857,374,18,61,10,7,122,57,85,0.107,0.851,0.042,-0.7419,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,11,7,5,1,2,15,14,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,11,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355740465757858,0.0,0.0,0.1893072006391261,0.2774043884031079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302799564003195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462864907144757,0.0,0.1080816430180826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514533618540294,0.13855656341958406,0.118462884868048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261679292023527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241748405974574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6416547043149461,0.0,0.4290763733124578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129073481550994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440541222692386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918253648200782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673939981179582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169413068177393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049150301470988,0.14680260092079034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dariusbbc,2020/04/01,"Book recommendations for dealing with anxiety? I just started getting into reading self help books, let me know your favorites!!",8.2975,12.10968575,7.190000000000001,61.32500000000002,66.5,8.0,45.0,8.841846274778883,5.3095,105,7,12,2,2,32,20,20,0.071,0.6729999999999999,0.256,0.6579999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30459279107432746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41048747258389295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802317793068628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26687955267725944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881938708469745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071475556579631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398269684080338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153697349370814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281821067491613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xXThrowaway_FriendXx,2020/04/01,"I dread becoming old because I can't imagine life where I can't move freely. It's not even death that scares me, I love to walk around a lot and while this might sound kinda vain: take pride in being physically strong: more so because I love the feeling of knowing I can take care of myself.

Read something today that got the fear ball rolling: A man used to go for walks all the time, but now in his 60s, he's sad about not being as agile anymore.

Help.",5.899677419354839,5.116298752688174,5.747870967741939,86.98180645161293,66.84946236559139,8.300215053763441,29.352688172043013,6.742157984588678,1.3030920430107522,356,10,78,2,5,111,73,93,0.136,0.682,0.182,0.54,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,3,5,0,6,3,0,1,1,13,16,5,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,2,0,4,4,5,0,0,1,2,9,5,10,12,3,13,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,3,5,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029818507919899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822034691420892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495350368259604,0.2260466202262631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086790308890714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518540673698062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303154254592943,0.10348944670011387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632108864172833,0.0,0.16369668894736422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371888302928041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124836108963394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456747030137304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740067216175088,0.3694529894560324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712702672068776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753632839546488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477118742265056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472963009699266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049146222928532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756823123228084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077791164322445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934719665525467,0.0,0.1940072498075588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677283001309013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Khazar35,2020/04/01,"I am going to kill myself Because of the corona virus, our church service is done by an application called Zoom. During our service, I wanted to take shower and got naked but I didn't realize my camera was open and everyone saw me naked. I can't live with this shame and I am going to kill myself today.",3.2011475409836048,4.9078491147541,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,74.24590163934425,6.847213114754098,22.036065573770493,7.554174236665415,0.979921967213115,240,6,45,3,5,81,45,61,0.21899999999999997,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.9463,1,0,0,0,0,2,5.0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,13,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,1,11,0,6,8,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,31,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704278984456486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854799688708177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28610493264823983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671483597004281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31778076432523383,0.0,0.22360373144127466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186223410718693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246872126141048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102075470691936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650068566602377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649021008920553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YuriGagarin12,2020/04/01,"Anyone else get freaked out about time a lot? I recently began to get freaked out about time. I think that the present is NOW but it just passed me. Everything is in the past. I think what’s the point of doing anything if it ends? Like imagine enjoying such a nice dinner but in a few minutes it will be gone. And one day EVERYTHING will be gone. I just get freaked out about how no matter what I do it will always be in the past and not “Now”. Like I snap my fingers. But did I even snap them? My fingers aren’t making a sound NOW. Ahh it really makes me almost cry, does anyone else experience this? And how do you deal with it?",0.2768846153846169,2.5845110538461564,1.8295192307692325,96.41735576923081,88.46153846153845,5.096153846153847,18.89423076923077,6.6274283507984215,0.006423076923076643,487,14,110,6,16,157,76,130,0.092,0.784,0.124,0.7506,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,12,7,0,0,8,0,13,3,2,4,0,24,23,9,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,7,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,4,3,13,4,12,13,2,22,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,14,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681101763053462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396917744847792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347748389547682,0.3440311324281715,0.13815307773809746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844111562276687,0.10827039034901607,0.17307959198502715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469151972197353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28048874515046496,0.0,0.14869415605490374,0.0,0.0,0.11088487593808463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30176411687406274,0.16422139987261028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631351928942008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640379194887267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272778552562607,0.0,0.0,0.2241258822546959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137615966237119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32052588173787994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870332428084286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075498943568058,0.0,0.1657638169470733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514478639053655,0.0,0.0,0.19578739176224907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,want2anonymouse4ever,2020/04/01,"Anxiety & stuttering from reading aloud (even to myself) I have stuttering in-general. Not always (most don’t notice it) but certain things cause it. 

My question here is why do I stutter and get super anxious reading aloud? It could be to myself, or to my GF (of 3 years and we have a great relationship) or even my mother (again, a great relationship). I’m not actually worried about it prior to it but THE SECOND I start reading, stuttering and anxiety kicks in. Needless to say this is EXPONENTIALLY worse when in front of a group. 

Oddly enough, if I’m just summarizing a topic I’m fine (I don’t love giving a speech) but line by line I get anxious to the Nth degree. 

Any ideas?",2.374058441558444,4.892365431818185,4.356839826839828,80.61954545454547,80.28787878787878,7.104761904761905,25.33766233766233,8.192908349453996,1.924866233766234,535,21,99,11,14,182,80,132,0.139,0.645,0.21600000000000005,0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,1,19,17,10,0,2,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,2,11,6,13,15,2,8,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,5,5,67,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.14509250387184588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371560710081678,0.1610972396335373,0.0,0.10110908117532907,0.0,0.2274831470195629,0.3359374184703154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527377066855318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871074004846202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362858950936906,0.0,0.19640655000017376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536075887342796,0.1426296365353506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278455817358737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678442499745714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419160543617306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927581521992233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166558234252095,0.0,0.4461676888881493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319258353668431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823815443074155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523811660690388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877793170506904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416267443388954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509941207001717,0.1515199939207912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957465441126056
anxiety,loooveyourselfff,2020/04/01,"Attachment anxiety So I have a 3 yr relationship currently that is going very smoothly. My last three years have been pretty tumultuous but this relationship is my first ever and has been my rock. 1 yr in my parents disowned me and I lived with his family for a while, who I didn't know very well, while he wasn't there. I have horrible social anxiety bordering on selective mutism and it was an uncomfortable experience for me. Now one of his brothers just started a relationship with a girl who gets along with the family way better than I ever did in the 8 weeks I lived with them. Now I have a lot of anxiety about my bf realizing I'm not as good as the new girl and will suddenly break up with me. I know this feelings are irrational but they follow me about my day and fill me with a sense of dread. This is actually compounding to the dread I'm experiencing from worrying about my older relatives getting sick. The only thing that makes me feel better is consolidating with the idea of being alone or trying to distract myself. Taking ADHD medication usually helps clear my head of ruminating but I just feel worse in the afternoon. Pls give advice/offer support. I'm diagnosed with ADHD-C and GAD",5.559978260869564,6.861889204347833,6.946684782608696,70.86176630434788,67.82608695652175,10.967391304347824,30.46195652173913,10.9516,3.6792826086956527,967,37,173,30,16,330,136,230,0.16899999999999998,0.723,0.107,-0.9396,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,12,8,0,3,14,0,18,4,1,1,3,34,35,15,0,0,7,2,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,9,15,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,3,1,3,6,5,28,5,30,27,1,28,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,2,18,125,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.11760378944405117,0.0,0.2896676097528592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481563861597975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27657748757084494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131687905257021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772123616368773,0.0,0.0,0.12231866334498673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802271633938686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788532544758235,0.22721880035168726,0.0,0.18280573634090744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250871955302714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259266570418872,0.1156075282731388,0.06849059796001955,0.10108100412071057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368161675346352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077765717212415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604506991511378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246213323744194,0.09823458532262233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283125270297068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245626611484884,0.0,0.0,0.08044369549680111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140467023867785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639268701599816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166306493444762,0.0916559455235746,0.0,0.0,0.1338159773506786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260555251400128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881591867375801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228483342510686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530007392979022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675728900538764,0.0,0.0,0.0906111521573604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006381289154893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818207542036011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272859166385842,0.1988725135430729,0.0,0.09565800500818414,0.09666865856806978,0.0,0.10835610749379854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238730674740494,0.12281354988100356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760674130870368
anxiety,melissajayne1980,2020/04/01,Feeling regret I had a really bad bout of anxiety yesterday and now I’m feeling a lot of regret about the outcome. How do I get over the regret?,1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,4.830000000000002,78.245,81.0,8.0,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.6046666666666667,114,5,21,3,3,42,22,30,0.39799999999999996,0.516,0.086,-0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,5,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971043626414595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334205778687584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249375576764117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27120442081197565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413139038701317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325439651755853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cummb,2020/04/01,"anyone else still going to work while their friends are all not or at least working from home? I'm having trouble dealing with missing out on the extra time they're all getting together... So my friends are all wfh or not working, and I don't envy the ones who are not working because I know how much it sucks to not have work, but I do envy how much they're all getting to play games and video and voice chat and just hang out together... it's obviously no ones fault and they're not purposely excluding me, but it really sucks to just know theyre all doing shit together every day for like 3 weeks straight at this point and I just can't participate at all. Any tips for dealing with this? just feels real lonely and doesn't help my already existing irrational/anxious fears that I'm trying to deal with like feeling like people don't actually like me when they say they do etc...",6.267657142857143,6.162294880000001,6.406428571428571,80.30107142857145,65.91428571428571,9.514285714285714,32.35714285714286,9.120678840339163,2.596942857142857,704,26,139,11,10,225,101,175,0.153,0.703,0.14300000000000002,-0.6084,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,5,9,15,3,1,2,0,12,1,1,2,7,39,24,16,0,0,13,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,7,12,0,0,4,4,0,2,10,8,0,2,0,4,11,7,17,24,11,16,0,2,0,0,13,8,3,2,10,89,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.13236019831425694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967659968615973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223645383885128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483914846400167,0.1389740901957557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268183951656283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747335677264838,0.4195012002164156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330564153397843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126888294815755,0.0,0.0,0.11427834075526905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262708826973936,0.1371622667911699,0.09689767395495208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958253525822448,0.0,0.14172738291775108,0.0,0.07708449848006826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091328411445368,0.0,0.13605296800891264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490829020673552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26505764705245205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941466859933632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838195779365728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403223373022254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821891988264758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438232882730474,0.08689125669176094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786239916700112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392273824731542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831828939702584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908986157710443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208726439689163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879821882720916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937194915661274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OrpheusDescending,2020/04/01,"Dealing With Really Bad Anxiety Hi everyone. First off I just wanted to say thank you to whoever started this subreddit, reading people's posts and their supportive comments have been therapeutic for me. I want to take this space to explain something that has been going on with me for a while now. It took me 3 days to muster the courage to write this. I hope we're all staying safe during this epidemic! 

So around January of this year, I started taking 5mg indica edibles along with melatonin to help me sleep. I've been taking edibles about once a month or so before that for about 6 months and melatonin every night (didn't mix the until January). I was sleeping like a baby and, in addition to working out and dieting, I was feeling on cloud 9. That is, until the end of January where I suddenly had a massive panic attack, and convinced myself that the edibles were screwing me up. I went for a walk, called my friend (which helped for a bit), and tried to focus on something else besides my anxiety. I couldn't sleep that night, and my anxiety continued into the week as I tried multiple supplements. My sleep took a toll. For my anxiety, I didn't feel the sharp pin feeling most people feel, rather a rush of fear feeling starting in my chest and going outward.

I was able to get my sleep in control (for the most part) by enforcing better sleep habits, but my anxiety hasn't gone away. In fact, I now experience derealization, where the world around me seems unreal, something will seem more in focus than the background, or I won't be able to focus on something will have terrible brain fog. I also encountered dizziness, and mood swings.

It feels terrible. One thing that seems to help is meditation, I do about 30 minutes a day, 3 different 10 minute sessions. I'm asking for help, what is wrong with me? Will it go away? What can I do in the meantime? Help me, I miss the person I used to be before the world crashed around me. I'm worried I won't ever go back to normal. Is it all going to be okay?",5.00791714394807,6.174936015463921,5.8288774341351655,78.86763077510501,69.0,9.253302787323406,30.86521573119511,9.53975657930432,2.8765145857197405,1586,64,295,34,27,520,204,388,0.091,0.81,0.1,-0.4854,1,0,4,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,1,4,17,20,2,2,21,1,30,10,8,2,4,50,66,19,0,6,5,0,7,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,19,20,1,2,10,1,0,11,6,9,0,2,14,8,40,10,58,43,7,60,0,1,0,1,17,25,1,8,23,200,59,3,0.14914737381003187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963655047521025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28524333182590045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915917565565605,0.06971633054843462,0.08483833466144572,0.14012886732584326,0.05734256207097814,0.06226591362070533,0.0,0.0,0.12691342988918966,0.0,0.0,0.0659543659011006,0.08141515168470513,0.0,0.0,0.08324889758500853,0.07614807216806127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364073099328094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618771745308853,0.0768821966794679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791363061557413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062296746322641885,0.0,0.06605015195488538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745616922973544,0.06283154755421871,0.07125835362288663,0.0,0.07294737536171103,0.0,0.08391613048721927,0.2262401807265425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343233998542094,0.0,0.0,0.05761544551478665,0.0,0.03896167349245076,0.0,0.2119097240970484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992585193288774,0.0,0.0,0.07406849763425805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03643293655936634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904801082622055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996470680052686,0.07306637967397132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941854273199116,0.05053306022902535,0.0,0.0,0.08749615378458711,0.0,0.0807560357653944,0.0,0.10340000959416236,0.06511486696426495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142097798396224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459386760378221,0.0,0.04777381339974067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930398899549193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366725129956625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477652587790436,0.0,0.0,0.22964187008074025,0.0,0.0,0.15835091826009098,0.07948562789597734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462533616164017,0.0,0.0,0.16821039522817827,0.0,0.0,0.06865743161132247,0.0,0.0,0.04954344393345693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570822014652825,0.10126127652626833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440772189006187,0.0,0.0,0.08797098534836463,0.0,0.059818513419752285,0.0,0.0,0.06913055488274827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429053223517601,0.07573319894494908,0.0,0.0,0.08153461985714004,0.0,0.048023009372463975
anxiety,AyonMridha,2020/04/01,"Available most of the time! If you're looking for someone to talk to, I'm here to lend an ear :)",0.19285714285714306,1.8208418571428595,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,82.80952380952381,4.2,24.785714285714285,3.1291,-0.06939999999999946,73,3,18,0,2,24,19,21,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.5093,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410261778734383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458895364390346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178413925650954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756801578580872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,McBettington,2020/04/01,"Unexplainable Bad Gut Feelings About Things I Enjoy I’ve mad a post in the past about being in a relationship where it gave me the WORST gut wrenching feelings possible for reason I could not explain. I ended the relationship as that made my gut feeling go away but still remain friends with the person due to work reasons. However, now when I’m doing some of my favorite hobbies, such as music & podcasting, I’m getting that SAME awful feeling in my stomach. Now I’m at the point where I’ve had to quit hobbies I enjoy and end a relationship to due to a horrible gut feeling I cannot explain. I can literally ask my gut the most simple question and it will start to get very tight and then I become consumed with a terrible gut feeling. Has anyone out there ever had this similar experience and can give me some advice? I do plan on going to therapy and taking steps in that direction. TL DR: Bad gut feeling about things I enjoy that will not go away unless I stop them completely",5.984825479930191,6.6293273036649225,6.9274476439790575,73.74555191972078,66.5392670157068,9.50802792321117,33.717713787085515,9.516144504307137,3.2349577661431064,789,34,139,15,12,264,110,191,0.134,0.735,0.131,-0.5598,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,12,9,1,0,11,1,12,9,8,3,1,33,35,11,0,1,4,0,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,12,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,4,8,17,4,25,27,5,30,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,4,13,97,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211579761936834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433910291540874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669410292440283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591045242907612,0.0,0.2329784181459213,0.0,0.20704676112210502,0.0,0.136933125881718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999727532136904,0.0,0.0,0.09899297071018663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963011925250825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121527055862311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128239130163772,0.0,0.0,0.438838386203781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095791506867707,0.0,0.1295554475221964,0.11893895553329467,0.21139281256759512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731883375862537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835895151725488,0.0,0.1082600537107087,0.0,0.0,0.11720712825022114,0.13977592257846386,0.11874460124226993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388930302188918,0.13187469051613632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25495713004710224,0.0,0.3993446529030907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775814042275791,0.0,0.09901561835664736,0.10365809750993338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322226638910804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178913815556704,0.0,0.16474197526021397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230168138016484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026350217360787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunlikeflower,2020/04/01,"DAE has problems concentrating? I have sometimes those episodes when my mind goes ""blurry"" and I can't concentrate at all. Is this caused by anxiety or am I just going crazy?",3.0290624999999984,6.041388781250002,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,83.0625,6.95,26.75,8.07648339933343,2.1538500000000003,139,6,25,3,4,43,30,32,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464118300951399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651786225985314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573523274655185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45722673067770103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332948018843437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478580176901357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Im_iszen,2020/04/01,"You know how when your at work, and your mind starts racing but you just kinda carry on because your at work, and by the end of your shift your like “that was a dumb thing to worry about”, or “work wasn’t that bad”. Treat working from home like that. 


P.s I know it’s not that easy, I spent half the day laying in bed, but I’ve finally got some stuff done, and this mindset is helping me a lot.",0.8383433734939771,2.670725048192775,1.820105421686748,100.49232680722893,81.65060240963855,4.6319277108433745,16.399096385542173,5.148860815047168,-1.001866265060241,301,5,73,1,8,94,62,83,0.16699999999999998,0.701,0.132,-0.6496,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,0,4,4,5,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,9,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,10,3,9,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,4,7,48,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688818329682213,0.1291434599364182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662748690550836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679889996914392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763864057225685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23207431416305996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694379840177931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420004215359919,0.0,0.2125055650191492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23285744370120925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700108889148847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801096180136926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139108683112858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995045510259591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252069442390964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074554249763674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6169252522847066,0.21514673434702747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misterkoala,2020/04/01,"Panic attacks during exercise, should I take medicine for it? Lately I've been trying to exercise more and I realised that it's triggering a panic attack when I do. I have to stop before I'm really tired/done because I can't breath and feel like I'm going to die or something, just like my normal panic attacks basically. My doctor subscribed me ativan for panic attacks to take as needed just recently but I didnt talk to her about the exercise thing because I didn't know about it and I'm wondering if it would be okay to take it for this. I really want to exercise but this is making it really hard, I can only do it for a very short amount of time. any advice?",2.6512222222222235,4.609520585185186,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,76.48148148148148,7.7592592592592595,23.842592592592588,8.59863814320734,1.817925925925926,529,17,99,11,12,183,81,135,0.17600000000000002,0.765,0.059000000000000004,-0.9044,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,4,4,3,1,12,6,1,2,0,20,25,9,1,6,6,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,2,13,3,15,19,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,65,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590064633565204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065631128921683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397268882866754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446025277091467,0.0,0.10092517561375801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309455299532047,0.0,0.0,0.12139851378328967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997087933785741,0.08473232250847543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740666023266728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624789559629468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651828884166162,0.0,0.13379300635028282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589003696738495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917058708376724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794502509578328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620893401897105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902053911373048,0.0,0.5566354762579786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279465858570305,0.0,0.1171093545548861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130887915647086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916012859210896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26753139826551303,0.09533120406061847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879671653126481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691602531286501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805258523484082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978625705519436,0.06995703412121945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286234093244433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425447086517825,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeah-not-bad,2020/04/01,"You’re doing so much better than you think you are, I promise. Idk who needs to hear this, but you’re doing so much better than you think you are.",3.6406451612903226,3.9130170967741975,4.158225806451615,92.85733870967744,71.58064516129029,6.2,18.725806451612907,3.1291,-0.6075935483870971,114,1,26,0,2,36,18,31,0.036000000000000004,0.723,0.24100000000000002,0.7787,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5978822445470815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809602369548302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969503981917622,0.2506290802179685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43316450154740016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beardedespresso1,2020/04/01,"I cried on Monday, not sure who to talk to. I was shopping at a local grocery store; most times I rarely suffer from anxiety and am able to push through it easily. As I was shopping in a store that I have been to a couple dozen times it just hit me hard. 
I am not sure if it was the face masks, the gloves, the spacing between people, the waiting but all of it was so heavy on me. I fumbled my words when the cashier tried talking to me, cards falling out of my wallet, unable to put the groceries into bags (I eventually just shoved it all in). 
By the time I got back to my car I was shaking and had trouble catching my breath. The grocery bags that I packed fell off my backseat as I tried to leave the parking lot and I almost caused a collision. I pulled over and cried. I’m 28, male, married and just that moment I couldn’t do it. 
I got home safe, told my wife about my episode but was stuttering and shaking still. She comforted me but nothing got rid of it until I had a drink of alcohol. 

Every time I think about going back out, my jaw clenches and my gut jumps. I don’t think I can go outside with crowds now. I am not sure who else to talk about this with. My wife is lovely but she is burdened too much with her own anxiety and stress from all of this. 

I don’t think I can handle groups of people anymore and that worries me.",2.4641910075484112,3.819144104693146,3.548613390219888,92.0465630127995,75.46209386281589,6.191598293403349,24.86527732195601,6.574015621080383,0.6776729241877257,1035,34,229,8,22,334,144,277,0.14,0.7909999999999999,0.069,-0.9417,0,0,2,0,1,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,3,14,0,21,7,4,1,6,43,34,19,0,2,11,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,15,15,2,2,3,3,4,12,6,7,0,1,13,1,41,6,39,19,7,36,0,1,0,1,15,12,0,4,12,165,56,0,0.12608789574440024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474961477308145,0.12625881422921198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192913790253438,0.0,0.12504531175016873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390761777224072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952700143887974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951385841107314,0.2770032656875271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351813566626432,0.0,0.0,0.10533025764904604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623449029100893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433173136964807,0.0,0.3025320257258388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294998840029725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264764400102595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335088759383974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719542001606804,0.11379924870944287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268911123136077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098473657610545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748269419250318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675316093360914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006939564158528,0.0,0.14443325856867933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565090486504329,0.0,0.0,0.3040340234242364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423760971607737,0.0,0.0,0.2940914639222305,0.0,0.0,0.1204823877618394,0.0,0.17121080916719733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804837858054702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greekpi,2020/04/01,"m18, i've got white hair in the very back of my head. Says it all on how much stress i always had. I can't ignore this. I feel like i'm permanently marked by this thing,  along others. Nobody believing me when i say life feels like hell.  Thanks world.

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Originally posted on r/depression, but got removed because who knows why, maybe that one time i offered real help to somebody in a bad place.",3.1124773960216987,5.171370772151904,3.7481374321880665,88.2913924050633,75.45569620253164,6.53960216998192,22.678119349005428,7.447530270364453,0.8201992766726942,317,9,64,4,7,100,68,79,0.11699999999999999,0.753,0.13,-0.2252,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,2,0,2,3,2,2,1,10,9,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,6,7,3,8,6,2,12,1,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,6,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280895298489178,0.19898136616745848,0.22315111464778029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121314923329714,0.15333751117336958,0.11194946073779874,0.0,0.0,0.2069071958769152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817482712923367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857148061850945,0.2623947993762508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937584442701248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847472686409844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309466250417155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092754702393374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971525398859513,0.1794412220715511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844980196687333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500162032818908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444390898515753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918719490385928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758829891478069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090304057180556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920868111119389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103669317465064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907741450589134,0.0,0.0,0.12200685649599895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708599863226728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515279459255522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571278507479612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315111464778029,0.0
anxiety,sausage257,2020/04/01,"I am not sure how to deal with terrible anxiety. I suffer really badly with general anxiety when out in public areas. I feel like everybody is watching me and judging me and my actions constantly whether it be from out of a window if somebody is just walking by. I can only go out with people who I really trust, as long as there is not a large group of people because I get anxious at how unpredictable the situation could become with a large group based on some past experiences when some of my friends decided to do something stupid and got chased by some other people. I feel like this has ruined my social life for the past two years because I have barely gone out at all and have lost a few friends in the process. 

It just seems to be getting worse too. When something I perceive as bad happens, I overthink extremely and it makes me sick to the stomach and I shake. I feel like everybody knows what has happened and are judging me and could start ridiculing me. Something seems to have triggered it and I have started worrying about things that happened months and even years ago, just buzzing around my head and making me feel sick. I'm  not sure how to deal with it at all.",7.594544787077829,7.061099669603525,7.226266519823793,76.94647760646113,63.3171806167401,10.386049926578565,36.537812041116005,9.725611199111238,3.416280763582966,943,40,175,16,12,297,123,227,0.192,0.738,0.069,-0.9797,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,14,17,2,1,8,0,17,5,2,6,4,54,38,22,0,3,8,0,4,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,11,21,0,0,9,0,0,5,3,9,0,1,3,5,23,8,33,31,6,30,0,3,1,0,9,12,0,6,16,127,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883761662501103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059368912528786,0.1259627455548351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925823179565904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619492072466606,0.13593817199547475,0.12314248423857682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049139413396966,0.0,0.1780466232245207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299022640713572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364439601764992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906794731451327,0.0,0.0,0.22551007480442145,0.2389658855874465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228853936826724,0.0,0.11650781760656374,0.0,0.06336775931593379,0.0,0.08917636954018905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957960306903427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443069787205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127723240469558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875542405888797,0.163419132715871,0.0,0.0,0.09867358612321196,0.0,0.0,0.12171492153817202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885362039622366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899787078225092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480042617240066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128778588505728,0.2318992302906566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285892362979416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030099911000809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533015703245626,0.0,0.11365974176089495,0.0,0.2575133847823026,0.0,0.0,0.15783989964781914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101739978806939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740753413802752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891885117051577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323319737728135,0.1136275591306378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360409898639076
anxiety,vettaleda,2020/04/01,"Please help me I have been in a relationship for 6 years now, and two days ago, she broke up with me. Life has been a constant panic attack since then, and I can’t seem to stop. 

Please please help.

It’s so hard to eat, to sleep, to think. I’m in medical school, and I’m behind now. 

I need help.",-0.44716517857143145,1.4506930781250027,1.4350892857142874,101.05812500000002,86.96875,4.9071428571428575,13.830357142857142,6.1826913282559595,-1.0970955357142858,223,3,58,2,7,73,45,64,0.184,0.605,0.21100000000000002,0.228,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,5,4,1,0,0,8,10,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,6,0,10,8,0,11,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,8,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159180444459062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428997378336525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405439271674832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580959453759238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374779563533314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086194908544912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610915698161923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683757291334108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809006949619299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315094920119813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106899791718989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591350999610553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279397434118148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181737251471175,0.0,0.16347632468488554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854446840633734,0.0,0.17970247636697645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501308940508249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506299367004814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754165239037722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563898990767607
anxiety,routineflight1992,2020/04/01,"Quarantine anxiety was kicking my ass until I found an outlet I was laid of near the beginning of March. Being stuck home alone all day was really getting to me. I haven't been sleeping, been forgetting to take my meds, and I was honestly a mess. 

I finally decided to use some stuff I had left over from other crafts to try and make wire trees. I've been feeling a lot better because not only can I channel my creativity, I also have a fun gift to give to friends and family members!
(http://imgur.com/gallery/0WZyy7N)",5.6010456553755485,7.159478000000004,6.1153166421207645,75.89989690721652,67.96907216494846,10.078939617083948,31.382916053019148,10.290406445055957,3.4821204712812968,414,17,72,11,7,134,71,97,0.113,0.6970000000000001,0.19,0.8356,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,12,2,2,2,1,13,21,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,1,12,4,12,10,3,8,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,5,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845034580301686,0.0,0.18411600566697744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612642743565682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034695367958808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362100606500802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848023729212886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704171896080784,0.0,0.11641193771500093,0.0,0.0,0.2522072974976893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524368991061113,0.1778762454967176,0.0,0.12028642905013193,0.22085898369655674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094091412047396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25014714173940983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573454380935104,0.0,0.0,0.15368127921775518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25573523659903885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751013907178836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749216090719516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230397718250284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635599253993318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310539612755044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631204030241205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988460498471836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AllyWaller,2020/04/01,"Journalist Looking for Sources for Article About Mental Health + Technology Hello, 

I'm a reporter with [The Daily Dot](https://www.dailydot.com/author/allysonwaller/), and I'm currently working on a story about how increased dependency on technology during a time such as this — when many are staying home and taking proper precautions in social distancing — can affect mental health. As someone who has dealt with mental health issues, I know I've experienced some fluctuation in moods/emotions due to having to work from home and life being sort of upended due to federal/local government precautions being put in place to tame the spread of the coronavirus. For my story, I'm not only wanting to talk with experts, but just everyday people who've had to deal with addressing their use of technology in lieu of all this and how it has affected their own mental health. Please feel free to respond to this thread with your own experiences or feel free to privately DM me to share with me as well. 

Thank you.",13.220457142857144,10.667804074285717,11.758857142857144,55.285142857142866,53.97142857142857,15.028571428571427,44.42857142857143,13.25671669890799,5.996485714285713,823,34,121,22,7,261,112,175,0.011000000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.125,0.9648,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,2,2,8,5,0,0,6,0,8,5,0,6,1,27,19,12,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,3,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,8,7,35,16,5,16,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,4,6,79,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313620395413656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526351920948508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632230950119794,0.0,0.0,0.13059269091649886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490730805167473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590730470576337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478712467428827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097118546552829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912143970599978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844388153883958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309262494746031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205652535491901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821570813919638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952843025272511,0.0,0.13492232876343624,0.14175537958077214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981993968439084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164051795293547,0.10941869847328337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764454222218622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709613952053574,0.1037966976976364,0.0,0.11889345274669218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753017436150479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153426889617757,0.0,0.0,0.0761692794511038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611109097088562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802884632903136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,socialexperiment46,2020/04/01,"Anxiety Perceived as Being Self-Centered Recently, someone basically told me that I think the world revolves about me because I was anxious about someone doing something because they didn’t like me. 

What he didn’t know is that with anxiety, a lot of the time we think things happen because of something we did. It was really hurtful, but it made me realize that some people perceive someone being anxious as them being self-centered. 

Have any of you ever been in a similar situation? What are your thoughts on this?",7.439032258064515,8.65483241935484,7.457150537634412,69.20572580645164,63.516129032258064,9.640860215053763,41.30645161290322,9.725611199111238,4.548212903225807,417,24,62,8,6,134,62,93,0.10400000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.019,-0.6865,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,2,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,1,15,20,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,0,12,1,10,8,2,6,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265375696114548,0.0,0.2534572647600263,0.3742948887932703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029524488313299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984799149129258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649164974011472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773413169035974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104181870381006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809325882256617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083730311027146,0.0,0.15675049042231173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484704760728955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061253561471922,0.0,0.16356821375820269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34563679760746363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862075845611228,0.0,0.0,0.4210868358983541,0.25506468412628425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100564359014536,0.212295113960402,0.0,0.13151469066100072,0.09659705759898632,0.0,0.0,0.15829421221652898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lonelygoldfishh,2020/04/01,"I haven't learned how to drive a car yet I am going to turn 19 this year but i haven't learned how to drive a car yet because of my anxiety . 2 years ago when I was 16 and taking my driving lessons, under stress i pressed accelerator instead of brake and hit the car. ever since then, in the back of my mind I always think I'll make the same mistake again and it makes me so anxious . I always get nervous whenever I think about driving a car and imagine worst possible scenarios like I will hit someone with my car or impulsively hit something. It scares me and i think i won't be able to drive a car. I get all shaky whenever i am sitting on passenger seat and someone ia driving badly, i often end up closing my eyes. How do deal with my anxiety and fears, i really need to learn driving",4.725000000000001,4.9122495246913624,5.878617283950617,81.76977777777778,69.18518518518519,8.949135802469135,33.48395061728395,8.841846274778883,2.6659239506172843,621,28,129,10,10,208,95,162,0.217,0.763,0.02,-0.9857,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,5,7,0,9,1,1,5,2,34,23,15,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,8,0,0,14,3,8,0,0,1,2,23,1,15,16,3,31,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,12,82,26,3,0.17145801985083828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198718941282904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285333615462986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623298317693069,0.19369875884641788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184063379334396,0.14316028476917628,0.10451921748526707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676568976982704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186091415134118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509359511197165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293794049916305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915947740653212,0.0,0.0974435439328494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837657278200094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889911928755666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731237228621343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713394918271567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329315534094435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984039794996413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165938896409044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183184581890212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905516476346209,0.1319967603621286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964045824429558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891509271398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295901278470361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649709018788807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208266866238873
anxiety,silver-scales,2020/04/01,"I don't want to die for my job Possible trigger warning because I'm in the middle of an attack.

What I'm about to say is super selfish but I can't deal anymore.

I work at a very big very well known department store in the US. I also have untreated anxiety and depression (every SSRI I've tried makes me terribly sick, they won't let me try the older anti depressant that has worked for my mom for years, I have Xanax for panic attacks only).

I'm fed up. The customers are disgusting. They cough and sneeze on everything and get in everyone's face and there is no enforcement of social distancing.

The store is supposed to clean overnight but doesn't. Carts should be sanitized as well as commonly used surfaces like freezer door handles, etc. But they're not.

The maintenance crew who is supposed to be doing these things are prioritizing scrubbing floors and painting walls. Management acts like CV19 is nothing but a bad cold and still holds group meetings of ~20 or more people.

We are located 40 miles south of a city that has a lot of cases and those cases are bleeding into the surrounding counties very quickly. It's in our area but the store refuses to acknowledge that. The company acts like they're making changes to protect us but nothing is happening. It's all PR. We are all at risk.

Many years ago I decided I would never work in any kind of health field because of the risk of getting sick from others. Illness and death are huge anxiety triggers for me. 

It never crossed my mind that retail would be on the front lines in a situation like this. I guess I never thought something like this would happen.

I don't want to be essential. I don't want to be there. I don't want to die so people can get groceries. I'm sorry. It's selfish. But I want to live. I want to be isolated like everyone else.

But I can't afford it and I'm essential so I have to go in. I'm having anxiety attacks nearly every other day and I'm having crying fits every day. I'm so stressed and on edge and anxious. The thought of me dying and there being no one to take care of my cats is tearing me apart.

I don't know what to do. All I do know is that I have to drag myself in again tonight and try to keep my composure. It's getting so hard.

Thanks for letting me vent, I'm sorry.",2.5989304029304034,4.703165973626376,3.987967032967034,85.76619963369964,77.17582417582419,7.146520146520146,26.65750915750916,8.11559375814309,1.812663003663004,1798,72,353,32,42,592,224,455,0.20800000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.111,-0.9915,2,0,1,0,0,2,43.0,5,0,2,4,14,26,4,4,18,0,48,9,1,5,6,61,83,30,4,10,10,1,1,6,0,5,7,1,2,0,21,17,1,4,7,0,4,6,15,14,2,1,3,3,38,12,52,66,6,48,0,2,0,0,15,28,0,3,20,226,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695707428980351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276309629878776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337136051518832,0.0,0.1801186141182115,0.08866383149417703,0.07783438127062113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26785837841502,0.0,0.0,0.06553030820139083,0.0956854276424636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001899278201216,0.0,0.083024964099824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621026047664303,0.10123051928998246,0.08091287432631762,0.13519516642944635,0.0,0.2443599388699367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655627573592542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752966696509422,0.0,0.0,0.19837678931747715,0.1499883837977984,0.07053576272278105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401721735297886,0.0,0.04460388910549476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864582440711035,0.0,0.13880511154973654,0.0,0.0703056543153375,0.0,0.0,0.08342411725799266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788260186335409,0.06975959607839217,0.0,0.08172831821600887,0.08626477907302016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050905912353947,0.0,0.2300579648724298,0.0,0.06930222451327045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672372658532523,0.0,0.0,0.10477647385324362,0.07956978534106332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924579735517877,0.09191873582240193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159356367548632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061375724992024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318234036264617,0.05969011443554965,0.0,0.09208328587077326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882092789977237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847817020715107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241309972771671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821855918841473,0.0,0.0800038785020976,0.0,0.060420307224603925,0.0,0.17571134064648067,0.0,0.0,0.06267689436432006,0.0,0.0899023974449616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590097021040355,0.0,0.0,0.07225691220420434,0.0,0.0,0.052140841778930656,0.0,0.0,0.1246140059178434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598551022647982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888115821910535,0.06778440434866956,0.0,0.19427091756559609,0.2777490338184684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113189098970105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141041235467838,0.0,0.0,0.16725693257049726,0.0,0.0,0.10108139179023894
anxiety,Heiserwulf,2020/04/01,"Starting Citalopram..again Was on Citalopram 20mg for like 7 years for panic attacks and general anxiety...felt pretty good, like a normal life. Then people got in my head and told me I need to get off those bad drugs, I should be able to deal with it without, so I decided to stop..I lasted 5 weeks and my sleeping became difficult and my anxiety returned full force.. so I am back on, i am 10 days into taking the 20mg again and I am just nervous alot and just really doubting if these will work again..I know sounds silly, but that's anxiety I guess... Anybody have experience going off and then back on meds? Do you still get the initial ""feel worse before you feel better""? 
Thanks",3.4657598371777465,5.2459139477611965,4.483297150610586,84.61672320217096,73.70149253731344,7.260786974219811,25.614654002713703,8.00094639256281,1.5457552238805974,535,18,103,8,11,174,94,134,0.145,0.762,0.09300000000000001,-0.7146,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,8,12,1,3,4,0,9,4,2,0,0,25,22,13,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,3,13,6,14,16,2,21,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,14,64,17,1,0.16408682344994227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510519416276396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866724500172651,0.0,0.2523452775157097,0.1370056436695075,0.0,0.0,0.13962580119029475,0.0,0.0,0.14512146096720432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582242656099836,0.1691663099486511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028862108328398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050839912688628,0.0,0.0,0.16593445638737878,0.0,0.15754908276205484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145718563741966,0.0,0.09325432314893248,0.13762824246320293,0.1312352223295094,0.0,0.1807601353421608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840041990935214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017782692693137,0.1337526614882921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589937602657248,0.16032906718408718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226347012644464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166830045154173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607702480495566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252053283736564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375714292234125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693528972645616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105118220785279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420532499145435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614149818811452,0.0,0.13103994916671466,0.13718393172573776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337287037721704,0.0,0.0,0.15106910127271453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679199159275706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162055220692992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817384235379464,0.0,0.11945716173619328,0.0,0.16721849142499995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566653450393376
anxiety,anfal857,2020/04/01,"I've spent nearly 3 years ( June 2018 - March 2020 ) researching OCD & Anxiety Disorders for a documentary, and I've finally finished making it. Please share your thoughts: I've spent nearly 3 years ( June 2018 - March 2020 ) researching OCD & Anxiety Disorders for a documentary, and I've finally finished making it. Please share your thoughts: [https://youtu.be/QAAg4-acmgA](https://youtu.be/QAAg4-acmgA)",12.768050847457626,15.678531864406786,8.762500000000003,58.511207627118644,52.38983050847458,13.357627118644073,40.17372881355932,12.602617957971056,6.16848813559322,336,15,42,11,4,93,28,59,0.059000000000000004,0.784,0.157,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,4,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,10,12,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104582196355915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28980114040176586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341678463574236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149857775272214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528695473141195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158376009275207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007458268693069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439517655430965
anxiety,zirkel37,2020/04/01,"How do I get myself to speak up during meetings? I’ve been a lawyer for six years and just got a new job two weeks ago. Because of the quarantine, we have to attend a lot of skype meetings during the day. However, I’ve been feeling like a disappointment because I’m absolutely bad at attending meetings. I’m an asiaN girl who’s wired to say yes to everything the boss says, without really finding faults in what were discussed during the meeting. I also feel like if I don’t have anything value added, then I shouldn’t say something. 

But i think I need to speak up more and be visible during meetings. What are the tips on how I can do this? Can I study a self help book about this? What should I google though? How do I speak up during meetings?",3.993062843197073,5.2975316375838934,4.739707138499084,85.20716900549117,71.5503355704698,7.565832824893228,27.63941427699817,8.00094639256281,1.6670483221476506,590,21,118,8,11,190,92,149,0.05,0.825,0.126,0.8371,2,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,11,1,15,0,0,4,0,19,23,10,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,4,8,12,2,16,16,2,14,0,1,0,0,18,6,0,2,8,75,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054359344039466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385553657129503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832193879830958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606389952785368,0.23456033370153215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240767009693553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290921355307054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455800244593333,0.27488927279155273,0.0,0.0,0.17584248671782568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051669878841156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387318139259815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289560705499102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091903054321308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798568859341774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356450464060154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265597400446905,0.0,0.18581305875640536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232510203240106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589926970128338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070645467402998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811249501760915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327680375051413,0.18902382369200613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793869081742665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432498033096126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545868939787585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389391767117837
anxiety,hopelesscase789,2020/04/01,"Anyone else on anxiety meds but don’t actually know if they help? But I’m too darn anxious to come off them because maybe they do work? Or have I left it too long and going to get withdrawals now? Have I left them enough time to work? If these don’t help then what the fucks next? I don’t know what to tell my psychiatrist, I feel like I’m convincing myself they do work sometimes just cause I’m so scared to go through starting another medication. I hate this shit.",1.6642105263157916,3.985217789473687,2.771842105263161,92.11039473684211,81.63157894736842,6.326315789473685,22.13157894736842,7.554174236665415,0.7857157894736844,370,12,81,6,10,118,63,95,0.221,0.655,0.12300000000000001,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,3,5,6,3,1,1,0,7,3,1,1,0,12,20,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,1,12,2,8,20,1,13,0,0,0,1,8,4,3,3,7,46,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.16243058979043945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745366938525324,0.12733332443697246,0.18804042786044725,0.0,0.11638528059361135,0.1705470656857942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146600057025727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098936966504535,0.0,0.14338140730920745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904710339925375,0.0,0.0,0.17198671011095748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416181063353526,0.1189114743728006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538797749118852,0.08696293406167444,0.0,0.1891940433949781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433430821530634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231350292092436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295245866115087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616954890852132,0.0,0.0,0.08131876214966068,0.0,0.0,0.14730246845132572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722078021228282,0.0,0.18488774413895145,0.1676802446877255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702080997523448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664487237455236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085790243680535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646226985163157,0.0,0.11781373187957908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454840996194326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705797532814314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635314054866472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a_suicidal_nobody,2020/04/01,"What do you do when it feels like everything is falling apart around you? (also posted in r/depression and r/overcoming) 

This is gonna be a little bit of a rant but also I'm genuinely looking for advice/grounding methods as my anxiety and depression have gotten to a really bad point. I've been falling short in everything lately and even though it upsets me and worsens my mental health, I have no motivation to change anything.

I am a college student living at home for about a month because of the coronavirus upheaval. Hopefully I'm going back to my apartment on campus in mid-April, though that like everything else is uncertain right now. Since my classes have started up online, I've been falling so ridiculously far behind and every time I think about trying to get back on track I have anxiety attacks. I hate studying in my parents' house and I literally have dreams just of going to the library to study so that I can actually focus.

Even just writing this out (which I thought was a good idea because it would be cathartic) is freaking me out and driving my anxiety up the walls. It's like this quarantine situation has entirely sapped me of the ability to focus and problem-solve. So I'm just gonna throw up a list of the things I'm stressing about, in case anyone has any coping mechanisms they'd like to share, and I might come back to it and elaborate later. Feel free to ask any questions too.

​

* quarantine and coronavirus are stressing me out real bad
* I have about two weeks of my courses that I've just let slip completely out of my control and studying at home is insanely difficult for me
* I'm slipping into weight/body obsession and disordered eating
* I feel like a terrible grandchild for not contacting my grandparents at all since I've been home, even though it was my grandma's birthday a week ago and I told my mom I'd make her a card but I didn't even call
* I haven't really kept in contact with anyone consistently and it makes me feel like I'll go back to school and all my friendships will have lapsed
* I have no way to get therapy until I go back to school, which might not even happen because my dad really doesn't want me to
* it feels like my entire life is falling apart and I'm constantly on the verge of a complete breakdown

​

I know this is a lot to read and kind of just a bitchy post but if anyone has any advice or encouraging words I would appreciate it more than you know. Thanks <3",4.659092827004219,6.302582989451476,5.402805907172997,79.7784282700422,70.37130801687762,8.726582278481013,30.466244725738395,9.225670689056813,2.7673105485232075,1963,82,359,41,36,637,232,474,0.166,0.7170000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.972,2,2,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,1,2,31,28,3,5,19,0,40,3,0,4,2,67,77,34,0,5,12,3,5,7,0,7,2,0,3,0,20,26,1,2,12,2,1,11,7,14,0,1,10,6,44,15,58,56,5,62,0,1,1,0,17,31,0,8,24,238,64,8,0.0,0.0,0.06668262945295092,0.0,0.0,0.0667736946382422,0.06057260790383781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092908962754416,0.0,0.1480763960881771,0.1660628503891882,0.13940525970172638,0.0,0.15682244769407558,0.0,0.0,0.14333894649303872,0.0,0.056231796973113084,0.06083038180288609,0.06388163123083879,0.07773804453629056,0.0,0.2627172410849125,0.11410950923200795,0.1249645105671644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460135459814321,0.07590196494832505,0.0,0.0,0.0697750875141063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228668815596169,0.058862368636214024,0.14329058042759135,0.07384311987564493,0.07664067071743685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770930516908765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831492574694922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992117163660758,0.057083006867369876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256647457018526,0.0,0.05757304951288252,0.0,0.1842384422227792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275473911059397,0.19526690861704293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140178602635798,0.0,0.15533965993338292,0.05731403022281184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060426173752904724,0.0,0.0,0.06746416297118744,0.0,0.07263421567595331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562910377723329,0.06786955673759522,0.0,0.07884649093294185,0.0,0.07713903632642867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115774775028612,0.07510747220795916,0.0,0.0770819976697408,0.0,0.0,0.06987457585118492,0.04826524135965792,0.2336865379665296,0.06848708222086007,0.060338819127726,0.0,0.05738206122228101,0.0,0.0,0.058093818751645564,0.0,0.0,0.09122490293888308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886305346478541,0.14497989524935828,0.0,0.08003015796664797,0.05454232219725084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587511656505674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459626709754819,0.0,0.1308872266175167,0.0,0.0,0.06538494118013635,0.0,0.0,0.07654800021081855,0.0,0.06835095744226348,0.07777730585468545,0.1313265818532813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835555235117916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383122067826085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305064352141735,0.07680855447228918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836607093239582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654921719119522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291135366632569,0.07814412976892374,0.0,0.045397053894912665,0.043784684880749006,0.20140890184154125,0.05424834496054546,0.03984521026864587,0.0,0.0,0.06529459930613286,0.0,0.046393258753922695,0.0,0.06675088989973284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040304258706885816,0.05423913066342035,0.10962436447806986,0.08321053435718574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708284616748483,0.0,0.1660628503891882,0.0
anxiety,NormalEstimate1,2020/04/01,"A (Simulated) Conversation on COVID-19 Anxiety w/ the Founder of CBT I've noticed that 90% of posts about coronavirus anxiety contain cognitive distortions. Here's a quick guide to other distortions that  cause anxiety + a simulated COVID-19 therapy session w/ Albert Ellis, a  founder of CBT.

happtivity.wordpress.com/cvd19-therapy-anxiety",10.144353741496598,14.895394081632652,9.268469387755099,43.15807823129256,67.36734693877551,13.062585034013605,46.9421768707483,11.20814326018867,8.189650340136053,286,19,31,12,6,90,35,49,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8195730851472606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751406315734975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049322640781794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25651218073994025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306293007454845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meowhacker122,2020/04/01,im so tired i havent slept in 24 hours. i feel so nauseous but i cant seem to fall asleep,-4.424999999999997,-3.306864913043478,-1.0344565217391288,112.7204891304348,111.17391304347824,2.3000000000000003,10.097826086956523,3.1291,-2.4775130434782606,69,1,22,0,4,24,18,23,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.2724,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372508379612141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46208544449312605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068362118712103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271586583860108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392973361478774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gummywerm11,2020/04/01,"Major anxiety attack Hey all. I’ve been fine with the quarantine and staying home, if anything enjoying it! But yesterday, I took a nap and woke up with a scratchy throat. I even coughed once or twice to help the scratchy throat. Then I began to spiral into COVID19 thoughts. The scratchy throat and small cough ended an hour after my nap (I do snore in my sleep so it’s probably from that.) but since then, I’ve been on edge and extra high anxiety, specifically chest tightness and manual breathing/checking my breathing. I feel restless and at the same time a loss of energy. My mind is racing and I try to distract myself but it only lasts for so long. I just need support, helpful tips, anything. I’ve never experienced such anxiousness.",2.9853260869565226,5.8646725144927565,3.5925905797101443,84.66758152173914,81.10144927536231,6.63840579710145,27.46557971014493,7.865858978985527,2.088766666666668,589,26,104,11,16,185,95,138,0.09699999999999999,0.778,0.124,0.5996,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,2,8,0,4,8,6,0,2,24,11,16,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,10,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,4,0,1,6,3,12,3,14,5,4,20,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,11,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29310510248379057,0.21642256307543986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152959322533517,0.0,0.0,0.21794154324591347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967650421380276,0.0,0.0,0.12653192713510772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686488686303814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25681421534105825,0.2024070205135212,0.19216298566468834,0.0,0.1886604687533315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615727685210412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953576490069575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343376309753846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204869096679232,0.1477526360950347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401861769709476,0.0,0.1456996312781314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654771589422047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847087395219553,0.0,0.19171099931738408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419095304792875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739437053275334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208728351429807,0.11170755154321728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284426062455492,0.13006525272598998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wacko19,2020/04/01,"Pretty shaken up Recently had a “friend” who posted some awful video in a group chat for a laugh. It was of a woman being tortured, stabbed and beheaded; it shook me up for days and had a couple of panic attacks over it. I can’t believe someone would post that in a chat to seem cool, it’s not ‘dark humour’ it’s inhumane. But I’ve deleted all social media’s now anyway and I felt much better.",3.1714814814814822,4.292906827160497,4.971296296296295,83.46583333333334,73.32098765432099,6.881481481481483,24.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.1177555555555552,307,9,60,3,6,105,60,81,0.205,0.625,0.17,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,2,2,6,2,6,0,0,0,1,10,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,3,5,10,2,3,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27438137754954434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27173153812713674,0.0,0.21330746110902374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668652743028475,0.0,0.15554359078030394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315742593827939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633799651494104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772978353215768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829772095539703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619747995614721,0.24537061978101746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381398942617841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956466258760607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458564991239527,0.2043542411080354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133004326748702,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aklsk,2020/04/01,"I need help I’m sorry if this isn’t the place for this, but I don’t know where to else to get help right now. 

I’m in lockdown here and I can’t go see a therapist, but I’ve been feeling a lot worse lately and I was wondering if there was a mental health professional here who can talk to me for like half an hour or so and help me out, so that I can feel better. 

If you guys can suggest a good online therapy thing I can try out, that would be really helpful too. 

I’m sorry again and I’d really appreciate any help ♥️",0.2059169278996862,1.820919043103448,2.967554858934172,92.5692946708464,82.70689655172414,6.631974921630094,18.304075235109718,7.686295010490155,0.2713896551724142,403,9,99,7,11,142,75,116,0.054000000000000006,0.677,0.26899999999999996,0.981,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,0,0,19,23,12,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,9,3,8,18,1,11,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,6,5,62,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092979926458163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421475265318807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426447635060665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253400692547146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839717801972257,0.0,0.09134328779270713,0.13480786450665186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914226368313122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084234815323832,0.0,0.0,0.5386503407811585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828099803736725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883298373669223,0.0,0.1813039400190112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852174371553516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664199876540475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619722281770412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917498522449956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792261928088165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592812363481253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372576202368943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807640787167393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598352493244064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918405359466648,0.0,0.0,0.18380217229404372,0.18661322700531516,0.10677804137442694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912120672385722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429857901649806,0.0,0.0,0.16379172858401628,0.1141738865787996,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rihah_Adriana,2020/04/01,"Anxiety, brain tumour, MS, please help :(( I’m 19 with no medical history of any serious illnesses.

However, since my first panic attack, i began to experience diff type of weird symptoms each day. The symptoms i experienced were wave like sensation in my feet and legs (come and goes). Muscle ache in my back, chest and below my underarm. (Lasted for 4 days and its gone now). And recently, stiff neck, headache, ringing in ears and tingling + slight burning sensation on my scalp. Also i often have body ache, stiff neck and also numbness of the arms bcuz i am always on my desk doing my work on most days. Does my bad posture might contribute to these symptoms??

Or could this be due to my anxiety attack again or some undiagnosed medical conditions? But i dont think im feeling stress anymore as my exams ended. Or could it be due to hormonal imbalance?  cuz the symptoms got worse when i have my period...",4.131428571428572,6.476843095238094,5.424428571428571,76.12057142857145,73.40476190476191,9.24190476190476,29.65238095238095,9.725611199111238,3.3198423809523803,712,31,122,20,15,237,116,168,0.21600000000000005,0.7440000000000001,0.04,-0.9815,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,2,2,3,0,11,21,10,1,0,25,18,16,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,11,2,0,0,4,10,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,8,0,1,4,4,17,1,17,9,3,24,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,7,16,76,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047176394570777,0.10650340913699097,0.0,0.0,0.0870420643945594,0.0,0.19583406852662832,0.0,0.12693821482666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912291785652533,0.0,0.09842147017265268,0.10687179886743907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421753469311291,0.0,0.14288651561169022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025772109772526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438970979681445,0.0,0.0,0.2476416179111408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120106707474038,0.0,0.15001103987824546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336697953049865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520521701575016,0.0,0.0,0.06471891731331893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887382656758532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237055868264583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579341031515209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825827200176688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433429714065737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253266420920238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578861792381128,0.0,0.135784145503674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017640961476975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050180948751814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638118229607748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588009463514952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661965129037166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321498274610346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820150409469475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318303553349876,0.0,0.13043945127982054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NodoBird,2020/04/01,"It's my ex's birthday today We broke up all the way back in August, but I'm still kinda hung up on her. She made me really happy, but kinda screwed me over in the end.
She did some not great stuff, but I don't harbor any bad feelings toward her. In fact, I wish her the best and I wish I could still be there for her.

We haven't talked pretty much since she broke up with me, and I'm like 80% sure she has a new boyfriend. Part of me wants to tell her happy birthday, part of me wants to peek on Facebook (I deleted Facebook lmao) to see if she's celebrating, part of me thinks those are bad ideas and they'll make me feel worse.

I just can't stop thinking about it. It was something that was supposedly so great, and yet she didn't let me give a proper goodbye. I'm scared that after today she'll just leave me in the dust forever. :(

Haven't posted here before. Kinda just needed to vent at least.",2.2063859649122795,3.4640738842105314,3.3236842105263165,93.79412280701756,75.94736842105263,5.908771929824562,20.035087719298247,6.079149491110277,-0.16497543859649166,698,14,161,4,15,225,112,190,0.152,0.652,0.196,0.9198,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,1,1,11,13,1,1,6,0,15,1,0,2,3,36,31,9,0,7,8,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,3,31,7,23,21,8,25,0,2,1,1,19,12,1,5,12,107,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654124888984603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978551807745093,0.2125137773196176,0.0,0.0,0.10828899316660599,0.0,0.13355164979105866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101606854508124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271469788407495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869308580974745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220795079036468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806094740119496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270941538766467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366119089333754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475009739224075,0.0,0.13013209988091146,0.0,0.06217286888489752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120416607232384,0.08494712158362154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935508345631572,0.09436177013038598,0.0,0.12290862166800348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134309416803119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188002173781592,0.1294692978972867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152609471360431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740958576589398,0.0,0.1014098431474188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527089041414854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797106154034416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326020031966846,0.10639516277489514,0.0,0.0,0.14568239632977134,0.0,0.0,0.11994116168732474,0.0,0.0,0.10228686789302324,0.11123095840821398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630862990364539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125543660066545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012263776286286,0.1010131637003179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926857263877857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968893944302498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bidoofslay3r,2020/04/01,"My playlist for coping with stupid COVID Hey y'all,

In lieu of spending time in the outdoors (I'm quarantined atm), I made a [playlist entirely of music with nature sounds](https://spoti.fi/2UjLBSM). As someone who uses the outdoors to bring myself down, I've really been missing nature, but this has helped a bit. I hope others find value in this, too.

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anxiety,buddhajackson,2020/04/01,"Can't read work messages because of what my dad did I'm 23 F and I work for my dad. He has a dating website that I do all the marketing for, and my numbers are great. I also write really great articles for the site, some of which are keeping people active despite all the social distancing (don't worry -- we're just encouraging virtual connections).

Despite all this, the second my dad's sales started to slow down, he informed me that he was cutting my hours. It was so bad that I would've been evicted from my apartment. When I called him to try and talk to him about it, he wouldn't let me get a single word in, saying he ""wasn't going to burn for me blah blah,"" then he hung up on me. This was after just two minutes of being on the phone.

Thankfully, my mom called and yelled at him and now's he giving me the same hours until my lease is up in June.

Thing is, my dad has a TON of money set aside (like probably \~ $100k), so I know he's not hurting too bad yet. I think he's just having a manic episode due to the stress of the coronavirus and where the economy seems to be going (he has bipolar disorder and comes from poverty).

I keep trying to reason that this is fine, everything's going to be fine, but I'm terrified to open his messages in case he's changed his mind again. It wouldn't be the first time he did something like that. And suddenly I'm starting to feel like maybe he doesn't value my work at all if he was so ready to screw me like that.

I don't know what to do, but my anxiety hasn't been this bad in a while. I've spent the last 5 1/2 hours just trying to START work but being too afraid too. I'm panicky and tired and just ready for all of this to be over. I keep feeling like, what's even the point of trying if he doesn't care at all about what I'm contributing? Especially if he does just change his mind anyway? I feel paralyzed about work in a way I never have before. I just don't know what to do. :(",3.801595022624437,4.01729974019608,4.904019607843138,87.85289592760185,71.20588235294117,8.139668174962294,25.74132730015083,8.012643519586192,1.2282146304675718,1506,41,340,19,26,497,186,408,0.107,0.792,0.10099999999999999,-0.7524,2,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,6,24,20,2,2,18,0,38,3,0,1,7,54,66,24,0,5,14,5,3,7,0,2,2,2,0,0,21,12,0,3,10,1,3,4,12,8,0,3,10,5,36,12,48,47,10,48,0,1,0,1,39,19,1,5,28,215,57,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540313213280432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213106884379665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361829217836868,0.05747789201923044,0.0,0.08023326338551298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925598681209236,0.0,0.09613424196206387,0.0,0.1994911885333892,0.08122189699570838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806372525640837,0.0,0.0825132160477198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062277204114012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474115762795342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302653410649735,0.1347206127261273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020244422758592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049262276088346935,0.09045090387475893,0.16076037395514214,0.0,0.0,0.2079086080543032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27856795008545593,0.0,0.10093866317490843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514260298243919,0.0,0.0,0.15545682698359195,0.07685837736449404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641721415390167,0.0,0.23032498589215994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947262915104045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041066108325166,0.11043050759799393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272173343766862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536833974998929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913388084889992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016598304733975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431483226990037,0.0,0.06040415040044926,0.0969451209600514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498264877154913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583745224751012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611608377496514,0.0,0.07258852220216924,0.0,0.0,0.200215390021256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800809318467708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578618077936759,0.0,0.08680893422632649,0.0,0.0,0.0626416320102469,0.060416786612046226,0.0,0.0,0.054980858555209726,0.10837169850123976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25606502565974343,0.0,0.09210696119476933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484247042635571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432187260219646,0.09575537755591186,0.0,0.06698042496555595,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shurae,2020/04/01,"Cultural disassociation from my home country? Hi, not sure if that really fits in here but I have a problem which increasingly makes me anxious.

I'm from Germany but I don't take part in any of Germanys culture. I mainly consume English speaking media. Movies, books, music, social media etc. I don't watch TV and I'm not in the city often. I sometimes meet friends and colleagues but that it. Most of the time I don't know what people around me are talking about when they talk about music or movies or whatever. Also, they don't know what I'm talking about when I'm telling them something about movies or books. They might have read the German version of a book but that just makes me realize how much a translation deviates...

I could write much more to regarding my problem... But I think I'll just stop there. I plan to consume at least some German media, read some German books, watch some German TV etc...",3.5512931034482773,5.876529000000005,4.045502873563219,85.42790948275864,75.0919540229885,6.41896551724138,26.392241379310345,7.413659706084162,1.4384724137931038,722,27,134,9,16,227,98,174,0.064,0.9109999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.6347,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,1,14,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,3,1,35,19,15,0,4,13,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,4,8,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,3,18,2,16,17,14,11,0,0,2,0,16,6,0,10,4,90,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891093191826056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962097518269294,0.0,0.0,0.18210919822925845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435014529918486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287044342357927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595594100472451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245420923077078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169592833321433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718171533612934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520341863363066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100686372727847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369999010996781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456301120013212,0.0,0.11175521966752014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30849170381800745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224856203642455,0.0,0.10326832718484696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643222712544838,0.0,0.1240990099346284,0.1594301181839051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476973868207956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192832640357548,0.0,0.12120172743289405,0.38869740212862014,0.1408951949229915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328993034332072,0.0,0.0,0.09399654249819496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EmiJooNHits,2020/04/01,"Never good enough That. That feeling. Seeing 13 year olds doing better at everything you try so hard to constantly keep improving. At this point you can't even listen to music cus the people that made it are already 1000 times better at doing something than everything you'll ever be able to. I just want to curl up and scream but that'll make me weak and I don't want to give up, but the fucking world surrounds me with so many fucking gifted people, I want to be in there somewhere, but it's fucking impossible cus I can't do anything properly. 
Like, I don't even deserve to enjoy things like anime, memes or whatever cus they were made for quality people and not me and I'm so fucking terribly sorry if there's someone out there that feels the exact same way, I don't want this to happen to anyone. Fuck",3.271473214285713,5.313458343750003,4.35464285714286,84.19750000000002,74.9375,6.821428571428572,24.55357142857143,7.7094869923839395,1.374107142857142,645,21,120,9,14,210,95,160,0.126,0.737,0.13699999999999998,-0.5034,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,2,10,14,5,0,3,0,14,6,0,3,3,27,34,12,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,10,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,6,13,6,19,27,2,17,0,0,1,5,6,10,5,2,8,80,23,0,0.12412386483916145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697377138544084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086790292319149,0.0,0.10214336472393158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955494326270653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413380208029715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825313277938774,0.0,0.16396528417243295,0.11227714197239327,0.0,0.0,0.22310905232886186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255215111350489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737525646924663,0.0,0.11907092144283833,0.0,0.104109208810209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976232375191176,0.0,0.111190602484188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103269942161378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128130124365248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348980042006215,0.08285364361774665,0.12584211693596653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573197655750623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024711626721958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581555776821303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733717265169742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989106499058566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516974788105553,0.09555661529655726,0.0,0.13894650451695173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246238041436241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723776237653947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427195652131607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928458856823348,0.09852374641898297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993169939565599
anxiety,throwaway9876595732,2020/04/01,"Moving out? For context I’m 22.. I moved out when I was 18, have had to move basically every year because of school etc so I needed to be in different places. 

I’m having a lot of anxiety about moving out in a couple of months because last February I had to move back home with my mum after having a nervous breakdown. I had to be on medication, and there were no hospital beds (thank god I escaped that), so I had to go for daily appointments with a crisis team at a mental hospital and suicide prevention counselling etc. Have people come out to check my house for stockpiling etc. Mum had to take a bit of time off to look after me too. All very degrading stuff of course lol. I’ve made a lot of recovery progress in the past year and now I’m getting ready to move out again.

The only thing is obviously I haven’t made like a full recovery seeing as it’s only been a year. I really want to move out tho. My mum and I get on really well but I’m 22 and I want my own space back. I’m planning to move in with a girl I’m pretty good friends with, the house we have chose is nice and I’ll be closer to my boyfriend etc. 
I just can’t shake this awful anxiety about moving out. What if I get sick again and can’t work?? I have savings to pay my bills for a while in case that happens but i can’t shake it. What if I argue with my roommate? What if I just don’t like it in this new city? I’m waking up having panic attacks about it.. I just don’t really know what to do. 

If anyone has any advice on how to make moving to a new city easier, and how I can manage my anxiety and prevent another breakdown I’d appreciate it.",0.8886949065340417,2.8315138950437344,3.30942634196536,89.30389598696621,82.06122448979592,6.600891785285544,20.87540730577945,7.724431198458867,0.8111698507974618,1258,37,277,22,34,435,164,343,0.126,0.7559999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.5145,1,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,1,0,0,4,20,15,2,4,15,2,29,3,1,5,2,48,53,23,1,7,9,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,1,15,23,0,2,1,1,3,14,7,7,1,0,10,2,29,8,56,40,10,55,0,0,2,0,8,23,0,6,20,187,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852862482274928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768969173751175,0.07353570335424743,0.16094401755115215,0.0,0.0,0.04903538207136995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978113712807232,0.0,0.1078487649743724,0.0,0.0854991985213209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656200945929294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060409375253279565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759569994881188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732692134174097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312846649975468,0.0,0.0,0.059086170554808685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418099939907333,0.0,0.10991752589362144,0.0,0.03985556487977976,0.058820343782046265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201427991997771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034446614409648,0.0,0.0,0.16183743089271455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854071436520855,0.05716397586497165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852235181702783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889016275588314,0.0,0.0,0.11924125305093695,0.0,0.13271430566709122,0.04681122694991709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064694798299744,0.07067289567551527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597579039270765,0.7453535168311938,0.0,0.05199929267316191,0.0,0.1354608202312938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066715605422156,0.0,0.08228052414186902,0.0,0.0,0.06694545780439339,0.0486181770151173,0.0,0.0732692134174097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134575691243722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477807549566645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097364746972917,0.05588322587077037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028019772850739,0.07670904697845699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272780149689092,0.0,0.0,0.06456477473423833,0.0,0.0,0.046590168348134016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089241250280876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786324402473182,0.08272705108341785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305382053841023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105428358884288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548109983546305
anxiety,dinewinesixtynine,2020/04/01,"Found my old High School phone, need reassurance. Yesterday I stumbled across my old BlackBerry from about 2012. Naturally it wouldnt turn on, but I removed the old SD card and plugged it into my laptop. After a few minutes of going through the old happy pictures, I found them.. old nudes pictures that were sent to me that I obviously never deleted, the problem being this was in highschool, when I was a minor and so were they. I instantly began to panic and deleted the entire picture folder on the sd card, freaked out took out the sd card and destroyed it with a hammer. Now as I'm sure some of you can relate, I've convinced myself that somehow I sent those pictures into the internet, even though all I did was open the folder, scroll through and then instantly delete the folder. I spent all night in a fit convincing myself that I sent them out somehow and that it's only a matter of time before I'm arrested for something I had no idea about. What is wrong with me, I think I know its impossible that I sent them, but cant shake the feeling. Looking for some advice or reassurance if you think there's no chance I did anything wrong, if that's the case. 

Background: I have no social media outside of reddit and nothing but some email accounts are linked to my laptop for them to even be sent to.",8.417081686429512,6.896263695652177,8.117084980237156,74.41881587615283,62.24110671936759,10.33056653491436,36.49835309617918,8.841846274778883,3.098591831357049,1037,39,191,12,12,332,139,253,0.126,0.7559999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.6475,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,5,0,11,13,1,2,16,0,16,1,1,0,5,43,36,18,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,15,0,0,8,0,2,9,6,7,0,0,18,2,31,6,31,15,6,36,0,0,1,1,17,13,0,8,14,142,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506002339467434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053161710323361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089010736559253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905842056350145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471024804530867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806456911135163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273366259961167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623648907817035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352173003831765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447320520288887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033415091324571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747049354946417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489512995529063,0.09870563049928327,0.0,0.0,0.1201000308464005,0.0,0.12279972018545356,0.0,0.6714644465815811,0.0,0.0,0.09733412782950916,0.0,0.1501562930924635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245903597139217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295220214315926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045891787303926,0.0,0.09852482211686447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061910357955526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400810963600326,0.12573914579516265,0.0,0.07462583814418312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218986204474554,0.0,0.1392048758292585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27985084479468786,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CD1GAMING,2020/04/01,"Can anyone help me understand my brother more? ***since coronavirus is around i can't go to the therapist for awhile***

**also my English isn't the best :(**

hello r/Anxiety! as the title suggests:

i want to understand my brother more, like i don't know what to do when he gets offended by criticism

and after we chat about his anxiety he says stuff like: **i hate you! everyone hates me! i hope god kills us all!**

and while i understand his rage i don't how to help him without offending him (if that makes sense), help/advice needed",-0.2802557544757036,1.1622496274509828,1.8728985507246383,89.53369565217396,116.45098039215685,6.08763853367434,20.12105711849957,7.079830092131019,1.4551231031543057,410,16,79,11,23,136,70,102,0.207,0.626,0.16699999999999998,-0.7813,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,1,0,1,5,10,6,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,16,19,8,1,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,1,19,4,11,19,4,5,0,0,0,0,17,1,0,2,5,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133658261227904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203268001898433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526064385576641,0.0,0.0,0.11544374326706153,0.0,0.0,0.14697652978838016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326524260335738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577628371795435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625941856531832,0.0,0.09383174771735724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260097426550237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319948565815571,0.0,0.0,0.16398437149204367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826618283930136,0.0,0.0907362020353068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132181410775376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102074265100429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242166247816867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129640364001194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365747738437901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900324917443465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169712039293016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156336315371289,0.19859838571883065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973819316082302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591532442686137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hawkogaa,2020/04/01,"Does anyone else feel like they know nobody similar to them and so feel very alone all of the time because there is nobody they can share their thoughts with about the same topics or even about common topics in similar ways? I feel as if none of my friends really understand the things I say, do, the ways I act, etc, and in these dire times, it’s incredibly hard to communicate with people I admire when I feel like we’re poles apart in personality. 

I don’t want a clone of myself, but I know like two people who consistently share my interests, my humour, my emotions and it’s heartbreaking to me that those closest to me can’t indulge in any of that because we’re so dissimilar.

Anyone else?",7.541301587301589,6.794207066666673,7.664761904761902,74.46000000000005,63.51851851851853,10.973544973544977,31.87830687830688,10.290406445055957,2.9677195767195768,554,17,107,11,7,180,85,135,0.078,0.768,0.153,0.8576,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,7,10,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,19,14,10,0,2,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,6,18,9,17,13,4,13,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,2,7,69,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732455970069368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986445153000823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259291331337317,0.33106893339404103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696756698495524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137981437789804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699206581409763,0.1817301306303496,0.0,0.0,0.18017900913332985,0.1067070219699284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32675274437485285,0.2308330244827841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481870956705575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472353854676054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775752491173168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678609545307205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400687266146746,0.1410655353871068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349769382799552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847678799422693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733144010306747,0.0,0.0,0.12825838877786344,0.1884106316345144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781793148260884,0.16818676654522008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330162844235394,0.09529063580448392,0.25647320716094896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fluff-to-the-duff,2020/04/01,"Hitting my breaking point I haven’t gotten more than 4 hours of sleep every night. I’m exhausted and it’s making my migraines worse. I’m usually the most positive person I know so I can maintain my sanity and keep my friends happy and healthy too. But with everything going on, I really feel like it’s the end of the world. This virus has everything closed and everyone around me is spreading fear. And I tell myself I’ll be okay, and my family will be okay, because we’re physically healthy people. But no matter where I go there seems to be an issue. I got called a selfish b**** on Facebook for not caring about every death from the virus. But I tell myself not to react to the deaths for the sake of my mental being. But the guilt is making my anxiety ever so much worse. 

Then we get hit with a massive earthquake, luckily no damage, but it still keeps me on my feet and ready to bolt. I can’t sleep when I hear every single movement in the house or outside. It spikes my anxiety right back up. And when I finally calm down, Idaho gets hit with an even bigger earthquake that’s felt all the way here. And now everyone is making jokes about Yellowstone. And I understand they’re jokes. Because that same fault line has been hit with even larger quakes in the past and nothing happened. And it’s not predicted to erupt in our lifetime. And I know that. And I shouldn’t be stressing that but I am. 

And on top of that, I go to an online college. Which was great when I got extra time off work because of the virus. (We were given a two week break and now they just let me study at my work so I can still get paid through this) but the proctored testing facility in India has been shut down and sent all their employees home. Now I can’t move forward with my homework and I’m falling behind, which is making me feel worse because I’m suppose to graduate by January. 

Everything feels stuck in time. It feels like it’s been forever since everything closed and shut down when it’s barely been 3 weeks. I’m scared, I can’t sleep, I can’t think, and I can’t relax. I don’t know what else to do at this point. And all the therapy offices are closed because of coronavirus. Can someone please shed some light on things for me? I can’t stand being around all this fear and negativity, not a single person around me has had a positive thing to say lately.",2.526899766899767,4.685614230769236,3.610745920745924,88.11986013986017,77.63247863247864,6.733177933177934,23.45687645687645,7.7669595915474945,1.1660282051282058,1852,60,372,29,44,597,227,468,0.11,0.779,0.11199999999999999,0.4458,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,3,0,2,3,26,21,0,5,21,2,38,6,4,5,5,76,80,38,2,1,13,0,5,2,1,2,2,2,2,2,22,35,0,2,11,3,1,8,16,9,0,1,15,8,48,12,50,52,12,67,0,1,0,0,14,33,0,4,26,251,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342563718382213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544191759851056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203074245468389,0.0,0.2458803661227929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823737426875164,0.0,0.08224909362598405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738996806807063,0.0,0.07145024249064462,0.0,0.0,0.106564393443893,0.07297121212145928,0.2039054798183252,0.15416850666193724,0.29000627728322825,0.0,0.07604909963894042,0.18155379494913987,0.16315799732582953,0.11526224229066875,0.07745646499111751,0.0883707426798122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232593614697271,0.0,0.1264412391107765,0.0,0.13754095085081613,0.0,0.12903935999829735,0.08893966510005072,0.0,0.0,0.07133678029865075,0.0858753960622007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092167394469007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091922913597688,0.0,0.07944433027591613,0.0930830872066006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419918899299363,0.0,0.14340754237667194,0.0,0.0,0.1330034216363561,0.0,0.09099999538665278,0.0,0.0,0.08249119473194796,0.0,0.07882319948608255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539311376318984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129703091577087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574012331292853,0.059302202287889474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570393061215311,0.0,0.07740565452477581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700925370006814,0.055926864211335366,0.14087698200968873,0.0,0.0885521374904128,0.1525196592090772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167967750393351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688922855566768,0.0,0.06415253059954558,0.0807653834814732,0.0,0.0,0.07343952063727101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673158681605884,0.0,0.2421866973182835,0.0,0.06835197126121956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884735419753288,0.0,0.09240794525863234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101938966127622,0.0,0.09225390705276942,0.0,0.1071879769568139,0.051690488604426994,0.0,0.0,0.09407939753098453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880349311853897,0.0839809809668941,0.0,0.0,0.0888473126058035,0.0,0.0,0.06403259891232534,0.12941824243464298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745837301930907,0.0,0.24663082132612976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,5redhotburritos,2020/04/01,"I can’t stop overthinking and it’s ruining my life I really need advice. I’m kind of desperate. Everytime something good happens to me, or everytime i progress in my career i always overthink and get anxious. Infact i overthink and get anxious about pretty much everything snd everyone, because i’m always overanalyzing every little detail and situation.

I was told recently (6> months ago) by a psychiatrist that i have a mood disorder but i wasn’t specifically diagnosed, and i stopped seeing that doctor too. So i never found out what was wrong with me. I’m 16, but when i was 12 i was diagnosed with ocd, generalized anxiety & depression. 

The overthinking is making me think that my best friends hate me (which happens on occasion a lot, even though it isn’t true) that the girl i’m talking to romantically is planning something against me, that my new client at work doesn’t really want to work with me and that he’s just using me for his benefit (i work independently as an artist manager. I should add that i had the same thoughts with a different client). I’ll overanalyze little things my friends, family, & people involved with my job do like how long they take to reply to a text, the way they speak to me (as in word changes or little accents), their body language around me, how they respond to me when i’m in a headspace where i can’t snap out of the overthinking. All of those thoughts usually come to me at the same time and overwhelm me so much to where i’ll wanna take my life. I don’t know why i want to end my life when i get like that, it always just happens.

I’ll also frequently day dream about my beliefs in the overthinking being real. I cant control it. When i’m overthinking, i usually am in such a vulnerable state of mind that i think it’s all true. I have my best friend to snap me out of that headspace if she notices i’m acting up and shes genuinely the only person i trust with my life. I’m lucky to have her but she has her own things going on in her life, she can’t always be there for me. 

My overthinking is restricting me. I cant live my life happily anymore. I should be very happy right now, my new client is a relatively unknown but he’s very very talented. He’s from nyc in brooklyn, where i’ve been wanting to build my career. He’s a year older than me, he’s a nice kid and he’s smart, he’s dedicated to his music and is clearly appreciative of what i’ve been doing for him but my brain wont let me enjoy this and i hate it. I want to be happy for my accomplishments but all i am is scared that its all a lie. 

To give you a brief outlook of my past for a better understanding, i was abused as a kid mentally & physically by my dad, but my mom was also very toxic too. I never had any friends and i was always bullied by other boys my age and i was really lonely. But when i did have friends i’d always be overly nice and buy things for them, not to make them “stay as my friend” but i just have a big heart like that; but they always stopped being my friend out of nowhere, they all used me. But, i went into 10th grade and thats when i made a lot of friends and i stood up to my bullies face to face. 

I also have a lot of other trauma but i dont know if its related. I just really want some advice. If i’m this self aware about my mental health then theres a chance i can help myself.",3.0984880834160866,4.471832016081876,4.7107514068189325,84.27522840119167,73.8684210526316,8.144720291294274,25.917356283791236,8.733022093515281,1.7742591636323508,2625,89,552,51,53,885,282,684,0.092,0.711,0.196,0.9979,2,2,2,0,1,1,71.0,0,1,8,10,32,38,2,2,27,0,52,15,5,9,10,104,97,52,0,12,22,2,0,3,8,3,10,1,0,6,32,30,0,5,9,2,1,5,14,9,0,0,21,2,105,28,75,66,16,65,1,4,1,0,49,28,0,10,32,371,137,10,0.0,0.06942649701976789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451836703226027,0.05194168288585427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057723300427952,0.3412950709798833,0.19046572719890106,0.0,0.03984718529065486,0.0,0.044825662563738065,0.13239325690872938,0.058111335040659184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521627268623968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03571948445833376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298545267981124,0.05182326492197422,0.0,0.06508677651815838,0.0,0.06541234405133146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198663658375698,0.050475133751320116,0.0,0.0,0.06572022490568813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037789473795306616,0.0,0.05046851715145999,0.11894710252464892,0.0,0.06122018861463061,0.06715591715706085,0.059975332313264185,0.0,0.0,0.0686738962736032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051898528264640004,0.0,0.0,0.03870200430653711,0.0,0.049369528307534855,0.055990842869144346,0.05266216899290909,0.0,0.0552389496456748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424732178310275,0.3621680482517424,0.0,0.09184173479419544,0.056210475744582634,0.03330137018644446,0.049147416394382144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544834193345244,0.12475273741316778,0.0,0.11570253553461375,0.0,0.062284645285415816,0.0,0.06943636081157811,0.039275561090193166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814733665041595,0.0,0.0,0.061018557668585924,0.06440549018423146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991822353773649,0.2483278776861509,0.08588091314679812,0.1761852970970375,0.05174120641816858,0.051855480682695326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944828111165492,0.0,0.05544480721058558,0.07822636574054594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810166375197086,0.0,0.05916510166194616,0.06862674780335942,0.04677064603071509,0.0,0.0861493793249592,0.043448078078069455,0.09038545903669604,0.1131844683142438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671176016918191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456478206615841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593636621058527,0.04062298239792138,0.05116363344480125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059613041976442814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669490213849957,0.15015200005774956,0.0,0.05785632984732611,0.0,0.0,0.050040533167497465,0.0,0.0,0.058664664965504563,0.0,0.046693303621431405,0.0,0.06112824769032511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658641870869115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021989149450073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245537646619932,0.0,0.14696625549685344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811356918723105,0.047097122239615104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678543118557995,0.07509170550963941,0.057570122160662075,0.0930371145814428,0.03416770959539714,0.0,0.0,0.055990842869144346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100034321049684,0.0,0.10121599651294094,0.12907009420194332,0.19339084168231346,0.1728067436047981,0.04651065592877165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543189372067325,0.052873637907822686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797542344645108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640653601537926,0.0,0.03773380432148347
anxiety,throwawayyifo,2020/04/01,"I didn't cheat on my boyfriend but I can't believe it myself Some background:

3 years ago, I met a guy when I was living overseas. I had been suffering from depression and anxiety at the time and when my boyfriend and I (Relationship: 5 years LDR: 1 year at the time) stopped talking (he was often busy and didn't know how to deal with my depression), I began to talk to this guy (I'll call him Leo) whenever I felt depressed.

Early on, I thought that I had feelings for him but I realised that I didn't and only was looking for a place of empathy and acceptance which I thought I had found in him as he also suffered from depression and despite the fact that Leo was an attractive man who I happened to get along with incredibly well, I expressed multiple times that I wasn't going to give up on my relationship with my boyfriend and that things between him and I would never work out. All my closest friends have been men who have expressed interest in me before, but have stopped, so I thought that it was possible for that to happen with Leo as well. I often expressed how much I loved my boyfriend despite the fact that things were rough, and I thought that was enough and from the beginning, I made sure we would always only spend time in public places and that we would never spend time where no one else could see us. I always sat slightly apart from him with at least a backpack or two in-between us.

Eventually Leo couldn't take it, he didn't understand why I didn't want him instead of my boyfriend and eventually on one occasion, resorted to physically hurting and restraining me. After that, I stopped talking to him and he continuously tried to stalk me. All of this, happened in the span of about 2 months.

After everything, my boyfriend and I talked about the situation regularly. I was always consumed by guilt about the thought of choosing anyone other than my boyfriend. My boyfriend was completely fine with it as he didn't feel that it was emotional cheating as I didn't have any feelings for him and while unsuccessfully, tried to draw some lines of boundary.

I personally didn't let myself off that easily and I continued suffer that guilt up until recently. I hated the idea of emotionally cheating and was afraid of being someone who ran away from their responsibilities and used excuses to justify my actions, so I let myself live in a continuous loop of guilt. I even confessed everything to my mother, my closest friends and my significant other's mother. All of whom told me that I was being too hard on myself and harbouring all the blame.

My relationship has definitely become a million times stronger, we communicate better, we enjoy each other so much and I can't see a world where I live with anyone other than my boyfriend. I still felt pangs of guilt on occasion, but I was working through it with my loved ones and It was starting to feel like everything was going to be okay. I heard from a mutual friend that Leo had moved on as well, and that I could try to stop worrying about the stalking as well. I thought that after 3 years, I would finally begin to forgive myself, but I was completely wrong about it.

My current problem:

All of this started about late last year.

It started out incredibly small, I would doubt the things that I said to Leo. My brain would ask me, What if you told him you loved him and you don't remember it? What if you messaged him that you wanted to fuck him?

I knew that I wasn't that type of person, but being paranoid, I told these things to my boyfriend, I'm not the type of person who can keep secrets from my boyfriend at all. I doubt that I had actually said these things but I wanted to be held fully liable incase they ever were true so I thought it would be more honest if I mentioned it. (Edit: Also I was incredibly resolved in the fact that I wasn't hiding some secret love feeling for him. I definitely do not. I understand that I cared a lot for him but I definitely did not ever love him romantically)

Eventually it became, What if you held hands with him? Or kissed Him?

Once again, things that I knew I never did nor would have done. I told my boyfriend anyway.

The only time I remember any real physical contact was when he asked for a hug once when he was down. I contemplated it for a long time and wasn't really comfortable with it, but I thought it was okay just once and I gave him a one armed hug with a pat on the back. ( I thought that to be the most harmless form of hug, I don't know..)

Then over some time, I began to worry that I would sleepwalk out of my house to sleep with Leo. It sounds ridiculous, I know. But I placed items to prove that I wasn't moving about, and I lived with a housemate in an apartment with very very thin walls. I wasn't doing anything of the sort. But I worried about it anyway.

And now we reach the most recent fear, the one that has been eating me up from the inside. What if during that entire time, I was sleeping with him but didn't know it.

I would say that it's hard to forget something like that, I went through my uber receipts, as many location history checks as I could and checked my memory over and over again. Nothing seemed to line up. I had only been to his apartment once on the last day that we ever spoke because he was threatening to do something stupid and I had to stop him and had to pry his address out of him on that night. But before then I had only ever had coffee with him around the vicinity and didn't know which building he actually lived in. I absolutely never even allowed him to come into my house at all either + I lived with many other people during that time so it would have been impossible.

Nothing points to me having actually done anything wrong, and I don't have any memory of it at all. But the more I think about it, even though I have more and more proof that having slept with him was impossible, the more and more these weird false memories start to play in my mind.

I don't think I would have forgotten something like that. I have has instances where I have been drunk or drugged before in my lifetime, and even then I remember those times. I can't possibly have blacked out, made my way to his house (which I had no idea where it was), had sex with him and made it home, It makes absolutely no sense.

Every time I prove something wrong, my brain just comes up with more what ifs and I feel sick.

Cheating has always been one of the most unforgivable things to me and I could never imagine being with anyone other than my boyfriend. Of course I told my boyfriend about it, then my close friends and my mom. All of them told me that it was likely just in my head, and I agree because I don't remember ever doing such a thing. but my brain keeps telling me "" wow you're amazing, you mangled to trick all these people with your little act of 'not remember' "" But I don't understand because I really don't remember at all.

But that's exactly it, what if I did it and I didn't remember it? What if one day he shows up and he tells me that we did that in the past? I would believe him rather than trust my own memory.

I have been crying non stop for about a month and can't find the motivation to do anything. Every time I think I've finally fought it off, it comes back. I can't look at the messages of my boyfriend telling me that he loves me without feeling like a cheater and I feel sick. I don't feel like I deserve to be by his side at all because he is the most loving and amazing boyfriend in the world. I can't live with the thought of having ever cheated on him.

I can't live inside my head anymore because it's a constant war between me trying to prove myself wrong and my brain telling me that I was sleeping with Leo and I'm just in denial. I honestly don't remember doing anything like that at all but I worry that It's just because I don't want to remember. None of it makes any sense to me. I can't sleep and whenever I do, I wake up with my heart racing and my palms sweaty and my first conscious thought it always an inappropriate image or my brain suggesting that I'm a cheater.

I could swear that I didn't cheat but I don't even trust my words, my thoughts or any part of myself anymore. It just becomes a mess of ""what if you did it and didn't remember, that still makes you guilty and disgusting""

I started to see therapy lately but because of the covid-19 outbreak, all my sessions have been cancelled and I'm going crazy. I don't want to be a burden to my family and friends and most importantly my boyfriend anymore.

It would have been easier if I had actually cheated and confessed than for me to constantly feel guilty and fearful about something that I didn't do. If I ever found out that I did it, and even if my boyfriend forgave me, I would leave him and want him to be happy with someone else. I love him so much and I can't bear hurting him in any way. I always worry that the more I talk to him about this, the more guilty and suspicious I look but I don't know what else to say because I really don't have any such knowledge.

I'm lost and confused and I don't know if this is normal, please tell me if anyone has ever experienced anything like this and how they made it through because I don't know how to keep going like this. 

TL;DR I didn't cheat on my boyfriend 3 years ago, but I keep worrying that I did it without knowing it and persecuting myself despite not having any such memory. I feel incredibly guilty for something that I didn't do and I can't actually confess to.",5.288050847457626,5.734389393842893,5.724996221526502,82.4545660153298,68.01273885350318,8.806822843571197,30.56270466731441,8.744185296000047,2.2203549210119107,7494,275,1520,114,118,2409,515,1884,0.14,0.731,0.129,-0.9306,2,0,7,0,0,0,165.0,9,10,4,7,76,98,16,10,58,2,178,36,17,14,37,356,307,143,1,44,56,3,18,9,5,15,3,7,2,7,141,117,2,13,74,3,4,13,66,44,4,10,125,33,285,54,223,148,45,189,3,10,7,14,149,81,1,36,102,1132,426,7,0.0,0.0,0.12403643111990795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506846937293404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040658422857984405,0.12691414348053595,0.0,0.0,0.13829753293254088,0.0,0.019447040297239683,0.0,0.07563257805650082,0.07109998114687792,0.0,0.10459682632829248,0.02263013178811437,0.04753051651978999,0.0,0.023883921424633844,0.03909444992817263,0.0,0.13946797270494707,0.05615112412584131,0.0648943457201232,0.057281655801224435,0.0,0.02248286056763012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189154358782435,0.025957743140394413,0.0,0.025918463532398184,0.0,0.0,0.06569397331326109,0.05330699270603535,0.054942266837854664,0.0,0.10148323406300752,0.0,0.02792383926112989,0.032788959612760134,0.0262079952473434,0.08758048230884008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052029138032052086,0.0,0.0,0.0294803573979241,0.026012089387226583,0.0637080976635821,0.05719053883143671,0.0,0.02626674907693154,0.0,0.1007422169739914,0.1839584235551927,0.04283667665088863,0.0,0.06854042510284844,0.0,0.02396471169186104,0.05721151694334529,0.1413901618549247,0.054482428166163256,0.04881640574301798,0.05569505438912373,0.0232343870773213,0.02162313951299666,0.0,0.05574575741871792,0.09820123431959356,0.023501359105116568,0.013281453936284195,0.024386195862193517,0.057789493868449476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034168954044236,0.06743927466594593,0.02706118965018284,0.04554455071579186,0.02509803249238134,0.05217868032913402,0.0,0.0,0.03012407691411997,0.0,0.0,0.025499394546130438,0.0,0.0,0.08799746580374987,0.05442753814068192,0.05739456193886325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038161986958064,0.0,0.0,0.12573674121110406,0.041443111428850335,0.05735212287208093,0.02691723061376031,0.0,0.05198950962612192,0.0,0.11177500676234843,0.025478579132770702,0.17957808428351518,0.02249683696331772,0.06404186046086546,0.0,0.027750088482931198,0.02161207501022449,0.18354798358713573,0.09621608145234094,0.05090626216734315,0.05154592698414222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025668022521119885,0.02977283666700458,0.040581692988651316,0.054037124578049066,0.056062209306972435,0.0,0.09803143800004074,0.0,0.0,0.023855941486149324,0.02490724008862024,0.0487843827951438,0.0,0.0,0.10829039129298552,0.1205817707688872,0.09666930315262867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02752852926871389,0.024267276947254453,0.035247522535250014,0.06659006366762403,0.07967878712113699,0.02790468861210766,0.02403111724951225,0.057316848118159965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024324519952205685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0289347301373095,0.04885614337014308,0.0,0.050200457222087984,0.08187811031759358,0.2879710392675935,0.0,0.048362496306091414,0.04043169235192863,0.0,0.0,0.06077187743824624,0.02314237705924798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028574335038613837,0.10175766979301733,0.0,0.043078361022613684,0.11742223751928205,0.0,0.0,0.08996578081821897,0.0,0.04060258057311562,0.12751885993510206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023959046944673577,0.0,0.019113472425323186,0.10216242010650607,0.11109562875298823,0.0,0.02907119604918136,0.0,0.13510897442833572,0.048866363803032935,0.024976061067329025,0.2421777722301237,0.20752513232565709,0.0,0.0,0.14574546569225733,0.0,0.06903692060216855,0.0,0.024832680490149372,0.07939265577211746,0.061156807120087885,0.021955632670388463,0.0,0.041950071412390336,0.08996399422064534,0.04035610622873724,0.0,0.0,0.09142633874035072,0.02356557606394628,0.022938551451259163,0.0,0.0,0.049009986798442304,0.0,0.037013666941054534,0.15489791424329066,0.0,0.27087586063340885,0.11117574793648136,0.0,0.09822196990368623
anxiety,SicSemperTyranator,2020/04/01,"My mind is breaking, and I cant lose my family. My wife works for navy federal credit union, and she has to go to work. They will not allow the branches to do drive up only, and they are handling dirty ass money. I have had nitrile gloves for the longest for projects I do, and i have masks. She was told by the company that they cannot wear them. I have an autoimmune condition and asthma, and we have a 7 month old infant. I can feel my mind fracturing everyday, and I am so worried for my family. Navy federal does not give a fuck about their employees. The CDC has obviously lied about the effectiveness of PPE, and every day she goes to work I know it's a gamble.  There have been instances before in natural disasters where they were made to go to work. We recently experienced a natural disaster while she was pregnant that made us flee town to go to a working hospital in city in another state. 

I dont understand what anyone needs to do inside the bank that cant be done in the drive up.

 She said she had just under 100 people come into work on monday to do their banking... into the fuckin building. Our towns first 3 cases were reported last week but it is a small town of lots of elderly, and our hospital is considered ""rural"". People are stupid. I am on telework, but she is made to go to work. She has built up alot of leave over years but feels guilty about using it because she is trying to be a ""good team leader"". If anything happens to my family I dont know what I will do. That will be my last straw with the world. This is my first time posting in this sub. I have spoken with my mother and close friends about this, but my thoughts are becoming dark.",4.6245782145782135,5.322454549549551,5.550419055419057,82.22834766584765,69.57057057057057,9.297788697788699,28.049276549276552,9.457814108942452,2.287451651651652,1307,43,266,27,22,430,176,333,0.07200000000000001,0.877,0.051,-0.7061,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,5,0,7,12,8,7,3,0,18,0,45,5,2,6,1,44,66,17,0,2,8,2,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,12,18,0,0,7,1,5,8,7,4,0,2,14,4,44,3,43,46,2,46,0,1,0,3,29,21,3,3,14,187,56,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754859837166847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171600150460071,0.0,0.0844024544967483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252281914386537,0.11327525091673485,0.0872754660921837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835087366609254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614609565269214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975553387038335,0.10495985178059562,0.2404113979655883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864156394303663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900681443839673,0.0,0.10372013552297696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448388377429022,0.0,0.0,0.0792416510341296,0.0948199129032658,0.0,0.09838992533805208,0.23316076107858835,0.08602685825991173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906981041888229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127343486538255,0.1672087217827497,0.0,0.10860178132583843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474426988522013,0.0,0.08719730041834825,0.0,0.29114913383514435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712331137664053,0.0,0.0818665971069996,0.0,0.0,0.07605082685312634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762496745421044,0.0,0.0,0.07800548780479719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422116483518891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822914955103333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127080225896774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756303171695556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142534497422553,0.05980661703236634,0.0,0.0,0.0980054834358994,0.0,0.06963506630965577,0.0,0.0,0.10677403339100487,0.12337335680526795,0.08858343758889621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227164996184724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226810206844651,0.10415998121465173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604865268853796
anxiety,Eddiesmokes323,2020/04/01,"Anybody have their anxiety come back since this Covid-19 stuff going on? So i gave this girl i know a ride and found out she was coming off the cold or something like that and automatically i started panicking thinking ohh shit i fucked up what about if she has the virus, dropped her off quick after learning she was sick and my anxiety all of a sudden has gone through the roof thinking i might have contracted the virus paying attention to every little thing but in reality im fine im just tripping but im still experiencing anxiety is this normal? If so how long will it take to feel like myself again?",2.4339560439560444,5.233599581196582,3.5034737484737484,84.82942307692309,83.1025641025641,6.419780219780222,24.59645909645909,7.7094869923839395,1.5457330891330896,489,19,92,9,14,157,85,117,0.121,0.818,0.061,-0.6358,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,9,5,2,0,6,0,9,3,1,1,1,23,22,11,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,7,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,5,3,12,3,12,15,1,22,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,4,10,64,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838781477182376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861858664272308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881727376996112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140930306410022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457560793680624,0.11949612490554272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834004710053925,0.0,0.1546363536428698,0.0,0.0,0.09506212567019624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420336692391785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192598934316844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343716214526513,0.16764624358406574,0.0,0.1480267086233406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774446658085489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638868956209943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169795731132245,0.1383656238997599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877089764151525,0.0,0.0,0.11839298515577505,0.0,0.13358025338522814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914815727318264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576454272646867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112527075868632,0.2143568599724594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gabymoruza,2020/04/01,"Constant anxiety + hot flashes + panic attacks Hiya guys. I made a post a few days ago about my new experience with anxiety in reaction to this worldwide situation. 

I have a constant 24/7 dread in the back of my my mind all day but it’s at night when shit hits the fan. I’ve been getting flare ups of hot flashes. Sometimes they’re calm and when I manage to relax for a long time but then I get a surge of panic, the hot flash swells burn up in me. 

I’ve been having them off and on for about 3 days. I have NO fever. I’ve Ben taking my temperature and it only fluctuates from 97.1-97.5. 

I am also a 27/F and am ending my period. I had major cravings before my period arrived (it arrived late on the 27th). I have a strange body odor that’s come up and I’ve been told this might all be HORMONAL IMBALANCE mixed with ANXIETY. 

I called my insurance groups number and I was referred to an advisor who heard out my symptoms. She told me that I shouldn’t worry. 

I’m still a little worried since I just finished cooling off from a big hot flash. My neck and shoulders burned with severe sense of doom and panic. But I’m okay now as I type this relaxed, sitting on the restroom floor. 

My question is. Can anybody relate? Has this happened to anyone before?

Than You.",1.5067954282407392,3.7941806835937513,3.27262152777778,88.48707754629629,82.0078125,5.980092592592592,23.54398148148148,7.242747475848597,1.0377255787037036,989,36,200,14,27,329,156,256,0.17300000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.071,-0.9769,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,0,9,12,2,4,15,2,17,6,4,1,2,25,29,16,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,10,13,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,9,7,28,5,32,16,4,40,1,1,0,0,11,16,1,2,21,125,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853731546868008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791670606071784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28100304852259844,0.0,0.0,0.08561419092912836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929528471266436,0.0,0.09415022750865502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837799823420275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600529677321507,0.0,0.0,0.12502682231209478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547281510555068,0.0,0.2646322908816555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689459856721146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844713959303592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977162753842745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794162977551102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123668531238678,0.10827492673910047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811974401562202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227189039034912,0.0,0.10835718738659778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585744236551035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989145730919402,0.12363136785404455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825510515874638,0.0,0.1149033851342441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312254707913784,0.0,0.43097740077018987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726544966298165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716289812992846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832444284301554,0.12568480315008146,0.10128516655004337,0.13762977352216582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109812400811312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977822224234072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272639680047912,0.09206103580589232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139682946637503,0.0,0.0,0.2339968764277619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24869129153313255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ComplexDirection9,2020/04/01,"In need of friendship Maybe some of you will suggest I go to r4r and maybe you'd be right but I am in some desperate need of genuine friendship with people who understand anxiety. I struggle with social anxiety which means i have edited and re-edited this post several times until I feel i've covered all the bases I feel should be covered, maybe?? 

I really just want to find a friend or maybe more than one friend whom i can relate to and who can be there for me when the going gets tough. I have a hard time dealing with my own personal struggles without having someone to talk to about it. This is going to probably sound stupid but i don't really like to talk about it with my therapist. I just feel like she doesn't get it, you know? Even though she doesn't judge me or say anything negatively, i just FEEL judged. It sucks because it has nothing to do with her work as a professional but more so with what this stupid anxiety does to me. It makes it hard to form and keep close friendships and to relate to other people. 

Right now i'm feeling moderately alone. I really only talk to two people on the daily but more so just one who actually responds in time. Right now neither of them are awake. I have no issue with spending time alone but when i'm in this headspace, it's really f**ng hard. I don't want to get too into this right now, for that i'll probably go and write somewhere in an anonymous blog so i don't feel like i need to censor myself.

More to the point of this post, i just want to meet new like-minded individuals and idk give each other some support. That'd be nice. I honestly might just delete this.",4.265790877567348,5.3425722208588935,4.959298479594558,84.75215924246466,70.65644171779141,8.123552947452655,26.13710322752734,8.456263369488248,1.5955531074953315,1288,39,263,20,23,415,158,326,0.163,0.733,0.10400000000000001,-0.9502,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,1,20,14,3,2,8,0,25,0,0,1,1,56,54,22,0,7,14,0,9,3,2,3,0,2,0,1,25,17,0,1,10,1,1,4,9,6,0,3,0,11,32,8,44,45,12,30,0,0,0,0,25,13,1,6,14,181,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.08210655955145485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428320487668092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930960393468515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692384122332163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128974923392255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674259260249198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362973851156702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557236129899831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552562319322697,0.1202164206204996,0.0,0.0,0.0769006157699521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300096337969203,0.0,0.13187591081549555,0.08071284479545414,0.1912702774869149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261133885319173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781822146371791,0.0,0.07478572814430579,0.0,0.0,0.04624004924665682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644223245315015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056162774227521306,0.0,0.338111755093773,0.09165095750392656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925713113528352,0.08495540385473717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716180228632748,0.0,0.0812610132123281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073268867431067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140281845660155,0.06399074710901627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499210405070584,0.07346606394449068,0.0,0.0,0.07953761413965678,0.0,0.16116190910525535,0.0,0.1814300082681928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560385169940788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28741359922891274,0.0,0.06690992166346911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505200103086502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576810423937077,0.07128986183226711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591863027105492,0.0,0.0,0.0954788153247248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028808331873056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769071317270084,0.0,0.0,0.08266516647044532,0.0,0.19624619824394374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219060888311269,0.08759063446448016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888033262226366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110603802749321,0.0,0.061253472497437025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ivegothealthanxiety,2020/04/01,Fucking heart palpitations keeping me awake I'm so tired I want to sleep so bad but every time.my heart flutters or beats really hard it puts a little breath out of my lungs and makes me awake again :/ they won't fucking go away,3.3489999999999998,5.4806096222222225,3.4819444444444483,90.13625000000003,75.0,6.277777777777778,24.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.9066666666666668,183,6,37,2,4,56,39,45,0.21100000000000002,0.762,0.027000000000000003,-0.8388,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,0,1,0,1,8,5,1,0,7,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,7,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148530799505104,0.0,0.19093886324268802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926733836888896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228233125528025,0.0,0.0,0.1299645326836007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048530227150528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419755483694794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032619461294488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22919817487728625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264616756137087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298873025459207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649873571085734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288458873117395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334557664063745,0.2628348666775017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488182348913905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lebensmude95,2020/04/01,"Need comforting knowing I’m not the only one I always have an overwhelming feeling of dread that I’m only going to really be one person. I don’t know if that makes a lot of sense, but it feels like I’m only going to accomplish so much in life. I’m 17 senior in high school and literally just about to start my real life (hopefully if corona shit gets to an end) and I’m scared that I’m only going to be able to do several things in my life. I have multiple passions that I love and can’t get enough of. But it feels like I’m only going to have time for one or two. Is anyone else in the same boat?",3.6510000000000034,3.5459039076923102,5.7244230769230775,82.96432692307694,71.46153846153845,8.961538461538463,23.94230769230769,8.841846274778883,1.4144615384615382,468,10,104,8,8,165,74,130,0.077,0.7559999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,3,5,0,9,6,1,1,0,21,32,9,0,4,7,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,4,0,4,0,3,6,6,16,30,4,13,0,1,0,2,2,5,1,5,6,62,13,3,0.13378970161888545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132374941644947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354887013743132,0.13708335984401196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176412818303412,0.0,0.1184979647470236,0.1382405260138813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294427920775715,0.1911587791379563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979919425914322,0.0,0.3041430824595852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413561653246874,0.0,0.13288336153298022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705464221353826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834988686548723,0.13072578046424976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374321995137088,0.12075042920974327,0.0,0.08930566472466507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835082473024914,0.09920336850724984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719780929649487,0.5087654843800666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682000694425188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228197073555172,0.0857091087381614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339468311226596,0.13540232072958802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114428110481873,0.13733320610211242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469703941766222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888393287396047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801385092225208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069309807766755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sparkovcc,2020/04/01,"Feeling the pressure at work Hi everyone, new poster here. I've been given a small promotion at work and it has a lot more responsibility attached to it. I've never done it before but my manager thinks I have what it takes to get the job done. I'm not sure I do. It involves leading a team of people much more experienced than me at their individual skills and my job is to bring them together to get the job done. I'm in bits.
I came off anxiety medication about 6 months ago and have been using CBT with a good bit of success since then but this project is playing havoc with my nerves. My stress levels are going through the ceiling. I'm so worried I'll let people down. 
Does anyone have any advice they could pass on that could help me manage this and keep me grounded?
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",3.7193263258480656,5.475648223602487,4.924472049689445,81.8149259436216,72.9751552795031,7.438318203535596,26.67032967032967,8.139509932561175,1.6709871954132829,648,23,127,10,13,214,108,161,0.11699999999999999,0.764,0.11900000000000001,0.3065,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,7,3,7,0,2,8,0,18,1,0,2,2,21,32,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,2,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,7,2,13,5,18,20,6,20,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,5,81,22,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580768475323782,0.1170549853451152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959801959023425,0.0,0.10101843034262603,0.0,0.0,0.09233292551292993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236542669321682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833034506536803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103083148316368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086349088490267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555846462934374,0.4054011645790454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261801106042571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676880575124967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798208969636974,0.0,0.07504746058599719,0.11075786894385413,0.0,0.14558637198242635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851080620427468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931198564222248,0.11737273682135682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503079585481031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226478994286128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302719608334634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540161545666647,0.0,0.09707246448420516,0.0,0.10184564684015396,0.1275353968500954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830946686773048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923371040639077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126364010276971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244562297327966,0.0,0.09928569866116199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461276184761783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404941397980925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226897658770212,0.13410390408204287,0.0,0.09380503439308743,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EqualScorpion1,2020/04/01,"COVID anxiety physically hurts So like I’m not sick at all but just the racing thoughts are making my heart beat faster, constant pit in my stomach, feel like I’m gonna throw up sometimes, sweaty, feet ache. Ughhhhh I feel like I’m in a fight andjust getting actually beaten up rn and I’ve never been beaten up in my life 😔😔😔 I’m pathetic",1.6190342052313866,3.7249517887323975,3.9882494969818936,84.53436619718312,80.40845070422536,6.874044265593561,25.635814889336014,7.957251820313856,1.6138434607645875,271,11,56,5,7,94,51,71,0.27,0.597,0.133,-0.9104,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,3,0,2,0,2,5,3,1,2,10,12,3,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,2,4,3,7,9,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,6,22,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.2618531635864753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527311928634515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899713869588158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713532764485992,0.3833926330184715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019230877749247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317974516392651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872547790935603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953071054596704,0.39328014178788817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911358346531564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695405325252095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653870460007224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130255039998372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mochanocha,2020/04/01,Anxiety and derealization? Does derealization have any relation to anxiety? I suffer from anxiety and recently I have been having short episodes of derealization as well as hallucinations that have caused me major stress. :(,9.864607843137255,13.581860558823536,10.694705882352944,38.57284313725492,61.058823529411754,15.121568627450984,40.74509803921568,13.023866798666859,7.840815686274508,185,10,22,9,3,63,25,34,0.34299999999999997,0.608,0.049,-0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,5,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841875886740616,0.0,0.7033753241638241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148421772763564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682050930140712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30261471096255704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351074919466423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755647717497554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juliangsl,2020/04/01,"Why it doesn't leave? The past 4 years of my life I've been feeling anxiety, but in 2018 and 2019 it became awful I literally couldn't sleep because of how anxious I felt. I remember crying at 3am because of how worthless my life felt. And I started to feel guilty because a was becoming a burden to my mom. I was failing a lot of college classes because I felt so bad. 
Also I don't really open and talk to people about how I feel because I think they would just don't give a fuck. A have some friend but I never really had serious conversations with them, it's just a typical go out and get drunk. 
I've always been a person that likes my alone time but I think there is a limit, I feel so lonely and sad.
Like I said I used to wake up at the middle of the morning feeling like shit because my life wasn't going nowhere. 
End of 2019 I got a job and finally starting feeling some sort of advance, and I actually love the job I got and I thought that this fucking anxiety would start to go away but I still feel like shit sometimes, and even when I am sorrounded by people I still feel alone. It actually decreased a little bit but I still feel this emptyness in my life. Forgot to mention I even had some panic attack in the last 2 years because how bad I felt. I wrote this because it felt like a good way to talk about it because I don't really have someone to talk about this, the only person I have spoken about this is my mom, I know I always have my mom's back but I still feel bad that I don't have anyone else besides her to talk about this bullshit... 
Hope this gets better. Just got to stay strong and I know a lot of people have anxiety just know u are not alone in this everyday fight. Love y'all. 😁",1.8535031512605045,3.650084184873952,3.6348870798319335,88.87275078781515,78.29971988795519,6.479306722689077,23.761292016806717,7.413659706084162,0.981165336134454,1342,45,286,18,32,450,157,357,0.22699999999999998,0.626,0.147,-0.9892,2,5,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,1,2,5,25,28,6,1,18,1,25,13,4,5,1,65,67,24,0,4,11,3,15,5,1,2,4,1,0,2,17,13,1,2,22,1,0,4,9,16,0,0,19,16,44,12,34,45,6,36,0,4,0,4,22,12,4,7,23,181,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.12594345818727698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050008470128952,0.0,0.051604419090236484,0.10738784550701186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809525018746245,0.07290025171463684,0.0,0.0451207027536101,0.06611835635108264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341190833307579,0.060627825876086325,0.0496193958443104,0.16163894168501602,0.35403063902752385,0.07126804086570149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057071321390494936,0.07044977575587857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088290211713255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390632723681905,0.0,0.0571542065275983,0.0,0.0,0.0852425847564895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262818134245935,0.09220013496213847,0.3097934060601448,0.07068918875650497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985552606118025,0.11931343118612076,0.06742826375234938,0.061902817808984274,0.11002123487487228,0.0541244941008516,0.1548310119275829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409260366075803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807164284124664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639159174409887,0.05260036027584822,0.0,0.0683276896495877,0.0,0.0,0.18231708788171988,0.15762988569225342,0.06467576373947102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972177451474716,0.11648124056954574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267293957125365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049769322614826327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907778396101488,0.0,0.07571175986378505,0.0,0.0,0.061600949655086286,0.1342104142471232,0.11268978024561292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401823388043375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309962930988385,0.0,0.061382570995113066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324777255274253,0.0,0.0,0.06457635427702721,0.0,0.0546758491763512,0.0,0.06382157441530957,0.0,0.13702347107776286,0.06878012931515294,0.2061341721353747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746628016983726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269611853582479,0.0,0.051229414776512584,0.037627817128695916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573298667641344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051220713256684834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058228063914253475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168016826348607,0.0,0.0,0.08311008875877637
anxiety,redhitt6488,2020/04/01,"Anxiety while working out! Hey guys, I’ve had really bad anxiety when I workout over the last few years (not social anxiety). The higher my heart rate goes, the more anxious I become to the point where working out has become a real struggle for me. 

Anyone have any suggestions?",3.9876470588235335,6.662545411764711,5.0468235294117685,77.04670588235294,75.27450980392156,8.00156862745098,27.84705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.7722047058823533,220,9,35,5,5,72,41,51,0.22699999999999998,0.773,0.0,-0.8849,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,23,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062145381215954,0.0,0.4745717765378366,0.2336091260352897,0.0,0.1445894587254575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265752866494913,0.0,0.4567574006755067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475048022701786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450422014384973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855804889786294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547944624610106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23536754308152005,0.13247229626703452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107921101688004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617744511029155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010850907201084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316329328774404
anxiety,butwaiii,2020/04/01,"How can I be there for someone when they are dealing with anxiety What can I do in general, when they are feeling incredibly anxious, and what are things I shouldn't do/say?",6.187058823529411,6.324045352941178,6.657647058823527,77.60941176470591,66.05882352941177,10.329411764705883,37.588235294117645,10.125756701596842,3.748282352941176,138,7,27,3,2,45,25,34,0.127,0.826,0.048,-0.3597,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34308960804525546,0.5066601141261851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623680868465752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267673662830599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566530759849996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799996753382153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979533413022348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squidthrowaway1,2020/04/01,"Student life right now sucks. I'm a student in the UK at the moment. 

My university closed a few weeks ago due to the virus, and I am not taking it well in the slightest. My course is all to be done remotely. All my exams have been replaced with piles and piles of coursework. Due to the specifics of my course certain things have to be done on the university computers, but there's a 1 second delay while writing to them remotely, which at least halves my productivity.

I suffer from anxiety and find uni work difficult anyway, so with all of this added stress on my work I've sort of just ceased to function. The sight of anything university related sends me into a downward spiral at the end of which I end up literally lying in bed and curling up into a ball.

On top of this my flatmate who works for the NHS came home from work with a note pretty much saying that anyone who lives with an NHS worker is almost certain to catch the virus. Lucky me.

I really cannot handle any of this at the moment and I just need a break, but from what I can tell it isn't a possibilty.",4.825687707641193,5.463808688372097,5.656960132890365,81.85773255813955,69.09302325581396,8.561461794019934,27.45016611295681,8.634040054169528,1.8303887043189369,848,26,171,13,14,278,123,215,0.111,0.8240000000000001,0.065,-0.8767,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,6,7,8,1,1,20,0,13,1,0,0,5,30,18,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,12,13,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,4,1,1,4,2,16,4,37,12,6,33,0,1,1,0,7,18,1,3,11,121,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508819066840526,0.0,0.17519344735410947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189762735169168,0.0,0.13384107938512493,0.0,0.0,0.12233350262444426,0.0,0.1439741155678501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001033815075022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580820467922785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099186780144977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990687517225305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754954192286879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357679838594107,0.0,0.0,0.15448960527575842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286130004304567,0.12972786869372865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779934400793944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208147638079588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941171170915302,0.0,0.13913226030897685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041183370610152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154535297415842,0.0,0.1529195048706676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623318186027788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403393788745924,0.0,0.15730671189815285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094810376975892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PenetratingBoy,2020/04/01,"Im finally a normal human being, have a healthy self-esteem and no social anxiety. The title. I suffered from hardcore social anxiety and low self-esteem since i was 13yo (im 17 now). Always felt inferior to the others, always anxious around ""cool"" people, and had my times where i got super depressed if something or someone hurted my status.

I spend looots and loots of time not enjoying my adolescence, instead i was worrying about the way i looked. Why did i have to have an asymmetrical face? Why couldn't also my body be symmetrical and beautiful? Why couldn't i just be normal?

I tried it all, tried positive self-talking, tried mindfulness, nothing worked, not even CBT (i think it helped a little though).

So what did i do? ***i just told me the truth. I told to myself, you are ugly, and being ugly is not ok, in fact it sucks.*** So simple but powerful, just being honest with myself, at that moment i realized that worrying about things i can't change is useless, that even ugly, even if other people would look less at me, even if the cool guys didn't like me at all, i can still enjoy life. I can still allow me to be in peace with myself.

Like why would ever matter if you have all the defects in the world? if you have only 1 leg, if you are super asymmetric, or less intelligent than your also better looking than you friend or fat or skinny or wathever. It doesn't fucking matter in the sense that it can't make you feel bad if you just accept it as bad as it is. Nor can other people.

* *Learning how to deal with other people insults makes it easier, but since you've accepted it it won't hurt anymore. i think the reason some insults hurt is because they show off a part of you were avoiding to accept. In the case the insults are just not true, then why would you give a shit about it?* 

And with this im not saying that you should't do some exercise and good dieting to get healthier and look better. All im telling you is, accept your situation, and defects, and work on them if you do have control over.

So yeah, if you are feeling insecure about the way you look, maybe it is because you have some ugly features, accept them, and take a break from the mirror. Instead of judging your face, focus on things actually have control over and can improve, such as your clothing, grooming and hairstyle.

^(I don't know if its going to help, maybe its too controversial and will get downvoted to hell, but also maybe it clicks to someone just the way it did with me, and that way they can start enjoying life with a healthy mind.)",4.219157457052192,5.669184117408907,5.095569537148485,82.31009902615169,71.18623481781377,7.607747018273335,26.50924608819345,8.098718942377014,1.6783985775248933,1990,65,375,28,37,648,223,494,0.156,0.657,0.188,0.9718,1,1,1,0,0,0,81.0,0,19,4,9,32,43,7,2,22,4,51,12,7,7,8,95,75,47,0,17,29,0,3,2,1,5,4,1,0,2,30,23,3,3,14,2,1,1,15,21,0,0,12,12,54,22,44,50,10,34,1,8,6,1,39,18,4,18,12,280,84,3,0.0,0.0,0.0666657117009011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389475285551858,0.11368732051339818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045217739809272,0.07717665107312513,0.06775025152403688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608149487984458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408055901814335,0.08328853758626664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083836073647095,0.0,0.07588270819984909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226834862321142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324245311043996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042989868553055,0.05883972083353803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804859946458049,0.06179494564094641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908436411096916,0.0,0.06559323744957216,0.074835885020788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052780099497492836,0.06315623629828808,0.07138367099817418,0.06553409704520957,0.038825062350539334,0.05729948933622352,0.05463784967258563,0.0,0.0,0.06764271857747661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915803824072006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193982767914867,0.0,0.29516825067028163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037544208513343696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650599240174296,0.06675064297110019,0.06846970666915893,0.0,0.0,0.28683751537925856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120175867625648,0.0,0.20589518892496106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795761244299212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386864423790876,0.06555020911121386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195673429260575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397862785989759,0.0,0.18944443614589349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023933087338119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432693285304842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380273676446102,0.0,0.0701244985957884,0.1130219619476423,0.07678906771703478,0.0,0.13927734255559635,0.11576637486871245,0.052592324173476784,0.0,0.0,0.048353800192588885,0.0,0.10911310114135853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051364475372478124,0.054909113266106764,0.05971043419104258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077107282231167,0.08754715292786475,0.06711926776291352,0.0,0.07967020263667117,0.0,0.0,0.13055606741002262,0.0,0.1391444655824433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169014795834552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082188926428425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994684556386544,0.1387546599653377,0.0,0.14558732356837334,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zxello5,2020/04/01,"Citalopram and physical anxiety. I'm 5 days in to a new Rx for Citalopram. I'm prescribed 50mg but tapering up and currently taking half a pill for another few days. My doctor warned me about some ""physical anxiety"" like jaw clinching and tension in my muscles...

All day long I've been clinching my jaw and I feel like there's lightning in my muscles. I'm not hyper but I feel like I can't sit still (when I'm sitting still). 

Does this go away?",1.939,4.1718869000000005,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.0,7.1111111111111125,28.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,2.2085555555555563,351,17,70,7,9,117,58,90,0.10300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.111,0.4118,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,2,5,2,0,1,11,10,7,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,8,3,9,9,3,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,12,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330342571453563,0.3400204967224773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879842645354416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42997230545641546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274683866106267,0.1944805834464467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473881667043474,0.3175314770192388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630207547109248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257204587398194,0.0,0.0,0.1966722329473867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146373134070043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35495657446251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670941256051243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Romainvicta476,2020/04/01,"Looking for Some Advice here (trigger warning) Hello all. To give some background on myself, I got diagnosed two years ago with GaD and SaD. I've been making progress but I'm starting to realize that my anxiety is much more crippling than I'd ever admit. My upbringing was very conservative, Fundamental Christian and in my middle school years and early high school, I actively scoffed at the idea of mental health issues. Boy I had no idea what was coming for me. 

Anyway, in the middle of this nasty COVID-19 mess, I lost my job. But, within a week and a half, found a good opportunity that fits my experience in IT and schooling in the same general area. The company sounds great, the pay is good, the hours I'd be working wouldn't be terrible. The people there are pretty chill too. Plus there's insurance benefits after 90 days which is a much needed thing for me coming up soon. Today was my first day of training. 

My anxiety levels spiked so high I nearly ran out of the building after a couple of hours. I was sweating profusely, changing rapidly between hot and cold. I felt like I was drifting outside my own body. I kept trying to breathe and talk myself through it. But, it only calmed down when I just wore myself out eventually. 

This is a job where I'd have to be around people a lot and have to be talking to people all day. Plus, there's my schooling and trying to keep my home in order. I don't know if I can, or should do this. I don't think I can have a full time job like this. The last full time job I had was ruined because of anxiety (which I didn't know what was going on at the time) and I wasn't fired because my dad was high up in the company. 

My bosses at this new job are aware of my anxiety diagnoses and all that. They're willing to see test it out with me to see if I can handle it. But I have the most threadbare confidence in this scenario. It sounded like fun, I was optimistic going into it. But anxiety appeared and now, I'm not sure I can do it. I probably won't be able to convince myself to sleep tonight. I've got a nasty headache. 

Any advice would be much appreciated right now. Thanks everybody.",3.678723556317898,5.221670391509433,4.811003430531733,83.45463693539169,72.67924528301887,7.686563750714692,27.23527730131504,8.296473431620573,1.826379874213836,1682,61,330,27,33,553,213,424,0.09,0.746,0.16399999999999998,0.9899,5,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,5,15,18,0,0,21,0,43,7,4,3,5,64,71,24,0,6,10,1,3,3,0,5,3,2,1,1,22,23,0,3,9,0,1,7,8,5,0,3,22,9,42,13,52,38,15,68,1,3,3,0,7,34,0,8,29,234,64,13,0.07977754163470659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591538074973182,0.07071797715774637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054251464000070825,0.0,0.3051480049490834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101892587591448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972632978242934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861486419678538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439406092499686,0.13744257626401096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827233242570985,0.0,0.1543497435691025,0.0,0.0,0.1619450509103368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216335375904641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803774382878259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659895075849299,0.0,0.0,0.06785873616010539,0.0,0.08747195666125011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652988734437062,0.09067883077034436,0.13382723380673167,0.12761077572479626,0.08795502129172694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479979619166182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528680584841265,0.08002337892276276,0.0,0.15712961709637033,0.0,0.0,0.1801182678996828,0.0,0.0832670266106126,0.3958345009791526,0.07090994456154763,0.0,0.0,0.0876873010389569,0.06502934419892807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692583137031302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669930424858687,0.0,0.08708661069549925,0.06782401302594128,0.0,0.0,0.053252128523929874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039699808973907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593701726929406,0.05915403626457536,0.0,0.07704964683612714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060674415326901536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592310732069707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811624403864273,0.08601368300696446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812958465895758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229565250159975,0.12714474369945294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983515602118192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056466954581798665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518938886228675,0.0,0.0,0.12824433209281885,0.0,0.07344844188648914,0.0,0.0,0.05300065378505865,0.05111822740357443,0.0,0.0,0.13955677824357812,0.0,0.0756197813266019,0.0,0.0,0.10832742806919668,0.0,0.07793106604692622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582482682868439,0.0,0.0,0.06399273179223165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807900045600151,0.0,0.0,0.05667167664780541,0.0,0.0,0.10274824240661112
anxiety,Shelbz234567,2020/04/01,"How should I cope better with panic attacks and general anxiety when the person I usually rely on to make me feel safe (my bf) isn’t available to help anymore?     Me and my bf sorted lived together at college, but In our current situation we’ve had to move back to our parents homes. When we were together at college I began to heavily rely on him to help me through the pretty severe panic attacks I’d get sometimes (he’s a saint) and basically he helped me through my general everyday anxiety as well. Now that we can’t really see each other and my parents don’t really understand my anxiety, I’ve kinda lost my “person”. When I feel the panic attacks coming it’s so much scarier feeling so alone and not understood now. I’m not codependent on my bf, it’s just he always made getting through my panic attacks and anxiety so much easier. It kinda feels like starting a bit from scratch when I’m so alone now. I’ve struggled with anxiety for a long time and probably got my first panic attack in middle school (I just didn’t know what it was) I used to be terrible at coping with them and pretty much always convinced myself and my parents I was dying. Having someone so understanding and helpful has helped so much, and I’m so worried I’m going to fall back into not being able to handle my anxiety. Sorry if this is too long I’m not used to posting on reddit!! Any advice would be so appreciated:)",8.20957762237762,6.597885174545457,9.265818181818183,66.30857342657346,62.709090909090904,12.0979020979021,38.972027972027966,11.051253699011982,4.437086713286712,1113,49,193,25,13,387,142,275,0.23,0.6559999999999999,0.114,-0.9889,4,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,1,3,22,18,5,6,6,0,16,0,0,5,0,48,42,27,1,3,8,3,5,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,8,19,0,1,8,0,0,4,8,13,1,1,10,6,29,5,29,27,6,34,1,1,1,0,22,11,0,4,19,133,37,3,0.07396207448120218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227488317814892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320480673589093,0.0,0.0,0.12308474189322613,0.0,0.0,0.05029674691482181,0.0,0.3394847072101163,0.0,0.07335050368307752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207126861706064,0.0,0.11374453973929445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541344441439376,0.08074742932412945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371177811591434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676095620587202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958978867751882,0.0528385207876921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291210277016733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728426248875989,0.0,0.042034351384342486,0.0,0.05915422752670588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478760973556589,0.0,0.0741899912035891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04064762185951746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613413362282776,0.0,0.06530986681492178,0.13090821693022495,0.0,0.0,0.08073834132504558,0.0,0.0,0.06998470320225925,0.04937025904112317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860998012835331,0.21748253971618206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43389279192250013,0.2463783926699433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916166117356342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083522234723802,0.1504920391862648,0.07974362582007655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947639976396288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485356802167928,0.05893819745945403,0.0,0.0,0.08355609169625633,0.0,0.0,0.08313647060631367,0.0,0.0,0.06266782569191902,0.0,0.07315038286725645,0.0827944870174807,0.052350736998503074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773212191358025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312788041723627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399425589516744,0.0,0.1277589702562204,0.08145877575786815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650078744666013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511207684019265,0.0,0.0525405356358598,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,4eggos,2020/04/01,"Everything is a shit show ( Sorry if anything is triggering my bad)

woke up to an anxiety attack only for my mom to make it even worse because she mentioned a place that triggers some sort of weird PTSD thingy for me  which is so bullshit because currently where I am school is just straight canceled for everyone in the state bc of the virus but she said I'm going back to that place (sorry if anything is confusing I just can't mention the place bc it fucks me up) and ik she's lying but that's the problem ik she's lying but she keeps mentioning THAT PLACE over and over again it's just making the attack even worse and even my siblings and dad are mentioning that place and I just wanna cry about it bc that place also ruined my mental health (but that's not the reason that place triggers me that's a different story) I think they're doing this because I haven't been doing my online work bc of you guessed it my mental health and I can't even tell my parents about it bc they don't believe it's possible for a child like me have anxiety or depression bc I'm a child so I should be worrying about anything so they'll just play it off as I'm faking or just overthinking bc I don't wanna go to that place",2.06786144578313,4.205625911646585,3.3365712851405647,89.62003765060244,79.0401606425703,6.398995983935742,23.226405622489963,7.492282038375204,1.0142381526104414,968,32,198,14,24,314,118,249,0.237,0.732,0.031,-0.9949,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,1,20,13,4,1,12,0,19,4,1,6,0,37,32,19,0,6,15,3,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,20,6,0,1,2,2,0,2,6,11,0,0,3,1,27,2,23,26,1,22,0,2,0,1,19,16,2,8,4,133,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677839534508333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968503759911185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925513313803976,0.0,0.0,0.19285749030464455,0.0,0.06517656583417598,0.07077253390425271,0.15500995702227094,0.0,0.0,0.09549748410013306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931068195761695,0.0,0.0,0.07300518464230271,0.0,0.0,0.08855800459194614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393738749617292,0.0,0.0,0.08099349956474383,0.07617840959054722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836088660776502,0.0,0.0,0.09634412962865196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337464110529638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801955867177908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534015197108747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141031726581505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315827365495815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083984740229993,0.0,0.0,0.09927195561837626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644651423682607,0.0,0.0,0.09411790999243637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7084640367355691,0.0,0.0,0.09555615519963234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110556250119702,0.09908196826374588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714921224847443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062784948222437,0.0,0.0,0.08578343215894246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700673448838656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976771442989826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408551929608148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054311916965823284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170757497752743,0.08607968755840463,0.17275896140952518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ajhvaekrhvakeryvbam,2020/04/01,"HEEEEEES BACK BABYYYYYY BANG and just like that CRAzy ParaNoId me is back!!!!!!!

on the real ive made a bunch of progress over the last 6 months, got a social life agin, had a job that i loved, was doing what i loved. then the fucking world shutdown ahahahahaha

so now im back to isolating (at least this time it is by government order not my unhealthy coping mechanism)

aaaaaaaand i feel like shit again, telling myself im a horrible person (cause i am lol) not trusting anyone, physically shaking, hating myself, you know, typical emo kid shit (good lord i hate myself for hating myself hows that for ironic) the WHOLE NINE YARDS!!

fuck man. i really thought i made real progress. i should start therapy again, i got some shit i desperately need to work thru. obviously right now online chat or video therapy is the only option, does anyone have any experience with that? is it beneficial? never done online therapy before so want some feedback.

anywayyyyyyyyy gonna go binge a bunch of movies and tv until im too tired to have this panic attack anymore

hope you all are doing as well as can be expected. at least some of us will be getting a grand back from uncle sam",3.5900952380952376,6.070329836363641,4.372077922077924,82.37621212121216,75.63636363636364,7.0995670995671,25.02164502164502,8.11559375814309,1.6882099567099562,924,32,167,16,21,296,149,220,0.19899999999999998,0.667,0.134,-0.9561,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,2,0,3,14,20,9,2,11,1,19,9,3,4,3,28,40,10,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,3,9,3,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,11,1,1,8,1,20,9,19,27,9,24,1,0,0,4,11,6,5,6,17,108,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858815559858024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000258678432857,0.1410471023322423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474263824749566,0.0,0.3102199910996077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582430237837975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361084751380116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826313308814948,0.10321464278739056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866028530186204,0.0,0.0,0.05099776989130127,0.0720542959074967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864866093732688,0.0526951079945342,0.0,0.05732097620780875,0.08459645564266899,0.16133366910534294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987346578878493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017658719372992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268378319887625,0.0,0.10008783668735297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055429935012183934,0.08221423809657721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124029376213525,0.09855005468005944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205990217079168,0.19087205464345766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050536879836127,0.0,0.0,0.07478629965807848,0.07778933296088937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670845968855276,0.0,0.11833730072396782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806692934779888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960117720436926,0.06461340160087944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613375951382855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105935552119879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281391394604243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138911987756337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815595315006973,0.0,0.3460260802825499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007145353942346,0.05881218874262144,0.11592355874569095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213219791769103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059489751822593875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906851165651733,0.0,0.0,0.11260641891607001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342717092908392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bellboi666,2020/04/01,"Weighted stuffed animal??? Ok so I know most of you have probably heard of weighted blankets for anxiety but I just got a weighted stuffed dragon from target. Best investment ever and I know this sounds silly because I’m 20 years old but I don’t care, I love it and it’s awesome. Helps a lot when I start getting anxious.",0.4979220779220768,2.832559888888891,2.1896681096681117,89.56467532467535,100.90476190476193,4.830591630591631,26.36219336219337,6.574015621080383,1.5479968253968257,255,13,47,4,11,83,48,63,0.051,0.573,0.376,0.9806,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,1,10,11,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,7,5,4,9,3,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505370492585444,0.22230669996711944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995596905563274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065096876350691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063150802624802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799982571244338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028100345796728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738387044681887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189826399296242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629155920670087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729630579596788,0.17760268030660856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064887259137208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216337360437204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928271831202982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7188793214357931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672061571378904
anxiety,glorioushellbitch,2020/04/01,Losing my mind I think I'm having a mental breakdown. I'm in school so I'm at home with my dad and brother. My brother and I do work study so we aren't working but still getting paid until the middle of May. My dad is an essential worker and I know he is being careful but I am so worried. There is no way to sanitize everything when he is home. I assume he has it. I cant just walk behind him wiping everything down over and over and over. There are so many surfaces in this house. I dont even feel safe going upstairs anymore. I dont feel safe being in the same room as anyone. I have washed my hands and used sanitizer so much that my eczema is raging right now. I cried for 3 hours today while trying to do my school work. I can't sleep. I am scared to eat anything out of fear it had been contaminated. I have mild and controlled asthma but I am terrified. My dad is a smoker and won't stop and I'm convinced he is going to die and tell him so on a daily basis which has caused multiple fights. I am losing my shit. I also just started wellbutrin and it is making this all 100% worse to the point I'm ready to just go back to my anxiety pills and weed (legal state) until this all over. I was managing much better with just those. Wellbutrin is making me insane.,1.5013962264150926,3.418555215094344,3.3719245283018857,89.767320754717,79.86792452830188,5.749433962264153,20.411320754716986,6.742157984588678,0.3087162264150942,992,26,210,10,25,333,145,265,0.20600000000000002,0.732,0.062,-0.9925,0,0,1,0,1,0,23.0,1,0,0,8,18,12,3,2,7,0,33,7,3,5,2,41,52,27,1,0,7,5,3,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,9,16,1,4,5,0,1,4,7,7,0,0,4,3,31,5,27,44,5,33,0,2,0,0,14,16,1,2,11,147,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983857955880671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411641657425457,0.0,0.12201114949714352,0.08602434280180707,0.0,0.10124191988696432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460127296860414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880865358541494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543568962142046,0.12638409321615018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798685196861118,0.0,0.0,0.1351409596567791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768409258161742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28837682076749205,0.0,0.0,0.12588880381363002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125912147742022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211400501930296,0.0,0.0,0.13844119411448927,0.1244137473713738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427727984687326,0.0,0.2097596856156432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468151042845868,0.0,0.1211582269828594,0.14195829669498164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761321079447649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752747002080425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642448723353183,0.12473152373305453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398372659844192,0.0,0.12422364860209414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088011215968935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630163805033505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506561188009916,0.0,0.0,0.12317292662951045,0.2490226902257729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628692128984095,0.0,0.0,0.12311728537458255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708016001918217,0.0,0.09825066768004516,0.10285728110196113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753227550805343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078831653932246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661657171535572,0.0,0.0,0.08352823204824246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625706734669013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765424576401524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686984993746939,0.12494134840554605,0.1253764866014566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxious_Cookie14,2020/04/01,"Have you ever watched a tv show or read a book where the main character does something bad or wrong and gets in trouble, and after you’re done watching/reading, you feel like YOU’RE the one in trouble? **SPOILERS FOR SEASON 2 OF THE MARVELLOUS MRS. MAISEL**

I was watching The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel yesterday and the main character, Midge, finds out that her father was in the audience while she was doing her stand up routine and making a lot of sexual jokes. I got up after the episode and felt really ashamed and guilty, and it took me a few minutes to realize that I wasn’t actually in trouble. 

It was such a small moment, but it made me realize how terrified I am to be In Trouble. Despite the fact that I’m a grown adult, I go around in fear that I will be In Trouble like when I was a little kid. This feeling makes me afraid to speak my mind, take up space, and sometimes just exist. 

I know a lot of people get secondhand embarrassment. But does anyone get secondhand...in trouble?",3.723985602094242,5.6710682408376965,4.510651178010471,83.9854532068063,73.39790575916231,7.706937172774869,28.691426701570677,8.472884824447931,2.178436910994764,778,32,148,14,16,250,115,191,0.19399999999999998,0.755,0.052000000000000005,-0.9825,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,0,7,15,0,4,16,0,13,0,0,4,2,31,28,15,0,0,5,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,8,10,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,12,0,1,11,6,17,3,21,14,5,28,0,0,2,0,11,16,0,4,10,100,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.16589262211790184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886590696069965,0.0,0.0,0.15133343757588286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194045623561574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29753117057315265,0.17396602870505454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537720861963174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912939705573125,0.17191125718622813,0.1214459438278212,0.16322385040351411,0.0,0.1553742461290668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664493648118214,0.0,0.09661325489359388,0.0,0.13596218982458502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342594621300132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610396721200876,0.1703817282556189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28905086678840114,0.0,0.16085534203463367,0.2269487342526007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164858429752505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519441708640682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785456667323367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34008615579163903,0.0,0.10890447880330244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087205308114713,0.16813145327016393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781664345654342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888730045211183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586511412998136,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PossessedGravy,2020/04/01,"Drink more water! It helps with my anxiety attacks! Sounds dumb, but since I started drinking more water my amount of anxiety dropped a lot! Try it!",1.6799999999999995,4.199424407407413,2.2493333333333356,88.55400000000002,101.22222222222223,5.122962962962963,27.62222222222222,6.742157984588678,1.9212133333333328,117,6,20,2,5,36,22,27,0.28300000000000003,0.654,0.063,-0.6943,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769138204093736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546145499840673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6107132713846164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893230369558816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650042654964598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578493150740474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062958465828467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163028570440187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImHopelesslyInLove,2020/04/01,"Just heard about the Idaho earthquake and I'm already super anxious. I don't know why but I've always lived my life scared of the apocalypse. I spent my entire high school years worrying about 2012 and when it never came to pass, I took a deep sigh of relief.

But now with everything that's been going on this year, my anxiety is coming back. I used to laugh at the memes poking fun of the apocalypitic events that happened this year but suddenly looking at the today's earthquake news, I genuinely fear that this is happening.

Can someone tell me what to do?",3.5077777777777754,5.850126074074073,4.027555555555558,85.42300000000003,75.2962962962963,7.282962962962964,24.68888888888889,8.238735603445708,1.6524266666666674,448,15,83,8,10,141,78,108,0.124,0.732,0.14400000000000002,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,6,0,6,1,0,1,1,13,18,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,2,1,0,5,2,9,4,12,13,0,20,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,10,51,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892000238828504,0.0,0.15752991480744702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482974949522398,0.21387840286447207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557586407003256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653234380669314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308294309196267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701491580246738,0.0,0.0,0.2130383220402584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759526632969578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348311827651195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000276203220932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404565684038704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337227466774807,0.0,0.0,0.167173568343105,0.0,0.15898163192596035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601572672441812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895429592165908,0.1916025660388946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041073963464586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654745589702254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945380288890966,0.0,0.21034216522692725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351222248008931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083240481281478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226427067475774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365748799782594
anxiety,periwinkle_skies,2020/04/01,"Usually Manageable I won’t go into the probable causes for it but anxiety has been part of my daily existence for at least 20 years. Yoga, meditation, diet, etc usually work just fine. (After lots of therapy and a brief trial of busiprone.)

Occasionally I supplement my efforts with cannabis. Usually when work or family stresses lead to palpitations, etc. 

I’ve been self isolating in China for almost eight weeks. At first it was fine. Now that the US is having so many problems and concerns for my family there increase, so does the anxiety. 

I have access to a therapist but that doesn’t alleviate the physical manifestations. Cannabis does. 

Not sure where I’m going with this. I’m in an awful state with trembling, chest tightness, etc. I could get Xanax here but there is no privacy here and chances are my employer would find out. 

Any suggestions greatly appreciated.",4.684717741935483,7.699190967741938,5.926189516129033,69.82928427419357,74.80645161290323,10.068548387096776,31.622983870967737,10.125756701596842,4.265266129032256,700,34,110,24,16,233,108,155,0.14400000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.085,-0.8785,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,5,10,7,0,2,7,1,13,3,1,2,1,24,18,10,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,8,1,1,1,1,0,5,4,3,0,2,3,1,9,4,19,12,7,22,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,9,80,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546294775500198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199474619008276,0.0,0.2069770007730254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896938234287218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800972844227424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367681257944158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526174385754031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550590770913195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236430757215557,0.1150687327040711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067799160233608,0.0,0.1537649937247851,0.0,0.0,0.1491462029460658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150098523406887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715225049898014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464945908642867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458542563402455,0.12944427810091394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112609436016585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549622897935227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749939328023432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547039774478754,0.15707000685454398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272466556732135,0.0,0.4469740009323521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851311071031566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969702755271852,0.0,0.0,0.09609872480813593,0.0,0.0,0.08711560743928448
anxiety,givmeallurmoney,2020/04/01,"How much more can I take? Why can’t I do this 
I should be able to do this 
People are dealing with so much worse 
People actually have covid 19 
I am just worried about getting it 
We are all in isolation 
But Im killing myself over it 
I can’t eat 
I can’t sleep
I feel like I want to crawl out of my body 
I don’t want to be here anymore 
I am in physical pain because of anxiety 
It hurts me 

I have had panic attacks almost everyday for three weeks. I eat maybe 600 calories a day (I’ve lost 13 pounds in three weeks). I sleep 3 hours a night. I’m slowing killing myself. I don’t know if physically I can carry on like this. I don’t know what to do at this point. I’m trying so hard. Everything that I’ve worked for has disappeared. They keep moving back the day when it’s over. I don’t want to live like this anymore.",-0.9455992509363328,1.1527398988764048,1.4890168539325863,97.5969709737828,93.83146067415731,4.764419475655432,18.090823970037448,6.42735559955562,-0.17319176029962513,634,19,152,8,24,214,103,178,0.214,0.721,0.065,-0.9799,0,1,0,0,0,2,13.0,1,0,1,2,8,10,3,1,3,0,23,6,3,1,1,17,35,6,2,5,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,3,2,1,3,0,0,2,7,7,0,2,2,2,23,3,19,30,4,21,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,2,13,94,34,1,0.1296597685722112,0.0,0.12652923048000295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983552891030367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918936806334852,0.0,0.25717529960899416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750670504283425,0.0,0.09970035861215533,0.0,0.0790393914631581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440227731812505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672396484881028,0.13367352805661714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534862569216383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652983948256272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555987483025033,0.09262896457523444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774187756938475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161496848666926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768875407218774,0.0,0.13880346394367069,0.0,0.14005479978598406,0.0,0.0,0.1152475598134844,0.2868986464644351,0.0,0.14251523582279388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900356406694875,0.0,0.11449195112634235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153895391036153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026066498818573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780781437517545,0.1906296974895136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167690941141505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796713545423314,0.1521278016617025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977951568117712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257039104164795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595068146128364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748800960900678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803047176979205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294300726179693,0.0,0.2080104907839043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699777384952265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439385576096038,0.1316757888200221,0.13213438131901015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheKeenJew,2020/04/01,"Does anyone else’s heart randomly go OUCHHHH Hey guys, so as the title suggests - does anyone else’s heart randomly kinda hurt? Like not an excruciatingly painful pain. But a slight pinch for two seconds and goes away n comes back for a few times and then it goes away?

I’m like, a mild hypochondriac so it’s making me think. I got an EKG that’s normal but who knows right lol",1.0972000000000008,3.695231320000001,2.439000000000004,90.9345,89.13333333333333,5.666666666666668,18.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.3492666666666664,299,8,62,5,10,96,55,75,0.057,0.79,0.153,0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,1,0,4,2,1,0,13,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,2,5,6,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,5,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356903870661147,0.34537274575837884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166926682357245,0.12959477466911326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517995409054482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29497624066338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815825631337707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578362721413887,0.0,0.1347946689066528,0.0,0.0,0.16687841687100138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994350059379789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042265728499887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262368827186328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467761583798515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249995139027838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513076269622404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35867112375169513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392992683716593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799189173208518,0.0,0.0,0.09827545053922893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463644524804386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WonderfulCharacter5,2020/04/01,"I can't pay my employees for the whole Quarantine I'm from Mexico. Coronavirus has been growing, and yesterday the government ordered all business to close. I have a small business with my wife. We have 2 employees whom we don't care about. The government said we have to close door 4 weeks, which is understandable, and I have to pay the full salary of my employees. I get where the government is coming from. I wouldn't want to have my employees without money in this dire time. But I simply don't have enough money for it. Even me and my wife and kids have say apart less money than any one of their weekly checks is. We have bought beans, rice, tuna, etc. I have bought with my money my employees a few weeks ago their own stack of provisions for 2 weeks for their families. But I don't know what will happen. I'm still opening the shop expecting to make money for them. But it's not happening fast enough. I still have debts with suppliers. Technically the money is ""there"" , it's just on stock. Not paper money.

  


Everyday I'm getting these awful chest pains, while putting on a brave face.

And on top of that, my parents aren't working, for obvious reasons. My sister and I have supported them. But it feels like it's not enough.

  


I'm scared, I'm nervous, I feel like puking all the time.

  


My therapist has prescribed me clonazepam, but I don't feel is working.

  


I love my employees, I wouldn't want anyone else to work for me. And I will try to do my best to provide for them. But I just can't... And I'm extremely panicked about the future.",2.604899047186933,4.8381043651315805,3.636433756805808,87.6621052631579,77.71710526315789,7.482577132486387,23.969600725952805,8.433251757073789,1.5828817150635213,1213,41,245,25,29,390,144,304,0.064,0.847,0.08900000000000001,0.8127,10,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,0,6,5,9,10,0,2,12,1,31,4,2,2,3,46,56,15,0,5,12,4,3,2,0,4,1,2,1,1,11,19,0,0,6,1,14,3,13,3,0,1,4,5,41,7,33,48,12,30,0,0,0,1,19,12,0,0,16,166,52,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109960500027608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515088316854137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755363974390552,0.12829815138370573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140601821911865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766562140956567,0.0,0.0,0.1078621284194732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460154356598346,0.0,0.0,0.3881434760734045,0.1396484626507703,0.0827037047424076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118042097912871,0.0,0.1899382673862237,0.17890806011811644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308399371651607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145543457533626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881520401111378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223480077439028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301194298146468,0.0,0.08358236700140262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484931257393312,0.0,0.13323819756250252,0.0,0.1390370750684939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587623520014346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874246322007155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910868358606932,0.09957644908806343,0.12536263216992724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999463599450254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209314787408958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538493073634984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602841463819227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501315440498246,0.0,0.0,0.13035382700358805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771077784386638,0.0,0.4017615176961128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979871506194266,0.0,0.12070334362367985,0.0,0.27347528441084223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,princejolyne,2020/04/01,"I have cold feet, my arms and hands hurt a lot I don't know if this has anything to do with anxiety (I'm pretty sure the coldness does), but I have constant nightmares that occur on my own bed, fake sleeping, and there's always someone I love who comes and stares at me or starts punching me and when I wake up I feel like I'm going to die and, well, my feet are cold and my hands are twisted. But I mean it's just a dream, why do I feel this way? Also sometimes I feel like I might die for no reason ughhhhhhh I knoow this is a lot but whatever",1.9697928436911447,2.970480762711865,3.7233333333333327,91.72044256120527,76.11864406779661,6.261393596986817,23.280602636534837,6.42735559955562,0.35692354048964203,422,12,100,3,9,142,76,118,0.165,0.67,0.165,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,10,8,7,1,1,24,21,13,2,1,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,9,17,5,7,20,3,9,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,5,5,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340877283095438,0.1492155072435882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718565493612542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475719071361589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447544744748415,0.0,0.19379017949832447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722289161299338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569313995458138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720213226998557,0.2562243397536917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191640274813092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197464889940646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855414116682257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522149356303188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30491700736868943,0.16185078780458748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534108529457272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902389821241016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244134583944147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437935448547446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945780388636448,0.0,0.1519442825266564,0.0,0.17736026930241405,0.0,0.12692949029512846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901479590274485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423424536341139,0.0,0.0,0.16123767378997178,0.0,0.16181589362848506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,annabell33,2020/04/01,"Is this caused by anxiety? I was doing really well with managing my anxiety for the past few weeks and was having relatively normal stools up until 2 days ago when I had a really bad anxiety attack. I was spiraling and I was shaking and lowkey freaking out, and of course I started over-thinking and getting scared about my stomach acting out because of this. Lo and behold, I had diarrhea twice that night. Ever since then I've been really on edge and still trying to recover and calm myself down. I had diarrhea once yesterday morning and then I had it twice just now :( I'm feeling really down because I've been having a good run lately and now I keep overthinking about things, getting scared of having stomach issues again at any moment, etc. I haven't really had an appetite either anymore ever since my anxiety attack because I'm scared of eating, and now I just don't really feel that hungry. If I stopped over-thinking and helped manage my anxiety again do you think these things would clear up? I really need someone to help me rationalize right now",5.818901651112705,7.262167261306534,6.615882986360376,72.9471984924623,67.34170854271358,9.906819813352476,30.294687724335965,10.125756701596842,3.3287139985642487,851,32,140,21,14,281,114,199,0.18100000000000002,0.75,0.07,-0.9637,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,15,11,2,4,4,0,20,3,2,1,3,31,30,17,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,15,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,8,1,2,11,2,20,3,20,18,3,35,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,23,105,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943076644381263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234834857879319,0.0,0.4069374833857161,0.0,0.10550956342923053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24206629603412225,0.0,0.0,0.08883059255873356,0.19456172578787284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092910816314157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861227468915365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886277840792832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865215342925706,0.0,0.19247036254606656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107587218248899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116800002315934,0.0,0.0,0.08923426804456779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262096374708744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104275206907566,0.0,0.0945636672004842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001172513488174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888629209170253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983911838294944,0.10423889131535972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330109526712127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015605918288926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770898127759424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085585117902494,0.0,0.0,0.3195426426652397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601259913817516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014327915704468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753028694905177,0.0,0.08496260461667615,0.08894618950245718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413606008840739,0.2045098359881492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722313274954585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533905124122645,0.0,0.09565672625116428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557588154035302,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uncreatibe,2020/04/01,"Venting/ seeking another perspective I guess? First off let me say this post will probably be a mess anyway AND I’m on mobile. 

I had a mix up and have five weeks without an appointment with my therapist so my anxiety has been off the charts. I usually go to bed around midnight or 1am and at almost exactly 430-440am I jolt awake every night and can’t fall back asleep. I just recently read about nocturnal panic attacks and I think that may be what I’m experiencing. Lately I’ve been getting super anxious at night around 10-whenever I go to bed. It’s causing me to overeat and I literally feel like I cannot stop eating until I am in bed asleep, and even then I sometimes take a snack with me to bed. What helps even less is then i wake up (either at 4am or my normal 9-10am on a good day) and immediately start berating myself for overeating and I can’t stop thinking about it all day, often leading to calorie counting and eating well all day and then not being able to maintain it at night. I just feel so out of control anymore. I guess what I’m asking for is advice for how to a) calm myself at night b) get a good nights sleep and c) regain a sense of control over my anxiety.",3.224428914610176,4.727254369294607,4.780078619785979,83.38376283031229,73.77178423236516,7.729285870277352,27.20703210307927,8.371475516178862,1.8631858921161828,937,35,188,16,19,315,143,241,0.064,0.8370000000000001,0.1,0.8084,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,15,9,1,1,9,0,17,8,4,5,3,44,33,21,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,8,17,4,4,4,1,0,4,5,3,1,2,3,4,24,6,35,24,4,43,0,0,0,0,3,17,0,7,22,128,32,2,0.10669616970394936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426226217963634,0.0,0.0,0.10684080172872344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188023694500457,0.16324455556652465,0.12053630190819399,0.10581393023026783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996442387621187,0.09974651574900326,0.12138229619741675,0.0,0.08204276854082712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960635709855736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23933765376487584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206430608115474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835363667021565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094362762783255,0.0,0.08989612474364292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078975785270257,0.07622376495540417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075570744441576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114886898966177,0.0,0.12127578411390028,0.17898336996437667,0.0,0.0,0.23507571992287016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151619349382579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035792678408845,0.0,0.0,0.10910406240895272,0.0,0.05212635908564565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006356373520022,0.10453959256804396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518496617357452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218543703095777,0.0,0.11503651693097873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672504320276203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053495956608276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484907661925661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677322440168507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552524005120094,0.0,0.075520098078627,0.0,0.0,0.17840555082144796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022224111521446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388247663284667,0.0,0.1367331946875656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751075700758505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558523152276344,0.0,0.09593267025870723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028513001329123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luliyuan,2020/04/01,"Help me with my social anxiety? I recently started college and I’m freaked out. I’m scared of the other people don’t liking me, and ending up not having any friends. I’m scared of coming off as rude or stuck up because of my shyness and insecurities. Please help me, I don’t know how to approach the situation, how to actually start a friendship with someone.",2.881,5.347857099999999,4.829999999999998,78.24500000000002,78.0,6.857142857142858,30.0,7.957251820313856,2.3907142857142865,287,14,51,5,7,98,48,70,0.267,0.574,0.159,-0.7937,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,12,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.2267156912278789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798896990796565,0.0,0.17772799263560354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162316645585574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012742002151088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577099638184165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949372226515314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114451067966521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767974671740104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350226206985638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106490575991056,0.0,0.0,0.25502308918727473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939291416847574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651957181060739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611430392331149,0.0,0.2368260848361069,0.1968482224944966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288816680857352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,conversesnail,2020/04/01,"I bought something that I wanted for a long time, but now I can’t stop thinking about what other people will think about me So, I rollerblade for almost 5 years. And it’s one of the things that make me happy and less anxious. I have a good pair of skates (I bought them a year ago), but I was looking for another model. There was a sale in online store and I bought it. I was sooo happy. But then I started to think about what my skate friends will think about me. I already have a good skate, and now I have 2. Will they think I am consumerist? Will they think I want to show up? Will they think I have more money? Will they think I’m greedy?
I know it’s stupid think this stuff. But this is making me lose my focus. Something that was supposed to make me happy is now making me anxious and nervous.",1.1211229946524028,3.244795151515156,1.854688057040999,99.05262032085564,82.33333333333333,4.124777183600711,18.19073083778966,4.514644488427479,-0.8089643493761143,620,14,140,1,17,191,83,165,0.11800000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.163,0.8989,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,1,10,9,1,1,6,0,18,0,0,4,0,27,40,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,10,1,6,0,1,3,0,1,7,1,29,6,14,27,2,13,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,1,11,99,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017481420414188,0.0,0.11493852426342875,0.0,0.12666581776497746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203599104521172,0.0,0.25934407899101897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868100716278818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254895207202552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665656908228818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308169662035598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157928124361652,0.09638875257183896,0.1284127385886676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064739889250179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777988412807985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957603130135435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767310149522291,0.0,0.0,0.08124394879988235,0.0,0.0,0.09596366931000178,0.0,0.0,0.13139899353561166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625667851868832,0.6619344026266787,0.0,0.0,0.0669308496758237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540389234330727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783288752128612
anxiety,carliechronic,2020/04/01,"I’m just at a loss. Medicine hasn’t worked in a long time. Talking in therapy makes me feel worse. I have no appetite, i’ve lost a little over 10 pounds since my last doctors appointment. It’s just been getting worse. It’s now just me sitting on my couch & then all of the sudden just going full panic mode. Feeling like i need to just run, go. My anxiety never used to be this bad, & it just keeps getting worse. ugh, ugh, & ugh.",0.0086666666666666,2.3363324222222244,1.495000000000001,97.7025,91.44444444444444,4.333333333333334,19.72222222222221,5.985473137389443,-0.11577777777777733,338,11,75,3,12,108,65,90,0.324,0.637,0.039,-0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,2,2,14,16,1,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,2,2,7,1,8,13,2,18,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,8,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526934739744646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401285619348384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535415082574895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592531679248415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393424997312495,0.1158106225244164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939040716386833,0.0,0.1842604345716164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408982878761456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214038072842485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919821461419285,0.1624756940754155,0.0,0.14346126528756,0.0,0.0,0.17696100176635451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820894204661376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202016869447822,0.12502836871135678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901998526541138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340981479732251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029698421352812,0.0,0.0,0.18538564223222329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945269966838691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001003110876015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801720172827618,0.0,0.4956084210032677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BubbleDaPanda,2020/04/01,"April Fool's Day makes me really fuckin anxious This is a quick vent about April Fool's on April Fool's because why not. 

I can't stand April Fool's because it not only causes me to get anxious about the changes in the day, but it also gives me social anxiety and it's just uuuuuugh. Everyone tries to be ""hurhur funny"" and it never works. NEVER. 

In other words, fuck April Fool's day with a pineapple.",2.181759259259259,4.433445740740744,3.509367283950617,87.93590277777781,79.24691358024691,6.025308641975308,21.23611111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.6308629629629627,319,9,64,4,8,104,51,81,0.126,0.826,0.048,-0.6403,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,2,12,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,6,0,15,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,11,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548444551095132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830337008686288,0.4675513432874948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522891774094513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257745045683876,0.21890794045945408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003644818701838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977335886019841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130645543474287,0.1081140824326696,0.19850922966059226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381295514457562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191993593404654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573820616310631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256673897807078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094238897357984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049409350601402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672507199775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064987078967795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flyboyzombie,2020/04/01,Short term benzodiazepine cholazpam four weeks tops will there be withdrawals?? I've been on cholazpam for max of four weeks I was given .5mg at first I tried to go cold turkey after only given maybe a weeks worth of it I went back got more for another 7 days at .25mgs that ran out and then was given two weeks more until I got my bloodwork back which came back good and healthy so my question is should I expect withdrawals so far I am just having anxiety that I have to fight off but it's not been bad I did a self tapering with the last two weeks that was given so one week I did .25mgs and the cut the .25s in half and tapered those down till there was nothing its been almost 30 hours since I last took a benzo I am just curious if am going to have withdrawals and if so are they going to be bad?,2.074151696606787,3.9343818443113774,2.954395209580838,93.71071457085829,77.8622754491018,5.650938123752495,20.115369261477046,6.42735559955562,0.009068183632734872,636,15,139,5,15,201,102,167,0.036000000000000004,0.852,0.113,0.9125,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,11,5,2,0,6,0,21,0,0,0,0,18,34,15,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,4,0,7,19,1,14,1,19,11,3,36,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,4,19,98,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084092561412566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701239154850545,0.09995745261263987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30141720023076285,0.21819763744462187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944458283327436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426734419775546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111142565149806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277775332027894,0.10959459970702687,0.20900756125706813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286775269723082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130168798671979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312693537832786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537544420511698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854117536913139,0.09937571107257223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637336458218606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631084455497328,0.0,0.0,0.1080864491223671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517229427234488,0.08871214609188294,0.0,0.2552791011279242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6288637335259021,0.0,0.0,0.12112665560917354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strykergurl,2020/04/01,"Just had a panic attack/ break down because I couldn't access a school assignment Long story short, my parents have been pressuring me a lot more to get my work done since schools closed. My teachers thought it would be a good idea to give us twice as much work since we have ""even more time to finish it.""

Along with 2 AP classes, 3 honors classes I need to graduate, and a language class, I also have a college English 102 class. All of the highschool classes are very work heavy normally but have doubled down since the closures and caused my friends and I to have some major stress.

So I have a short 2 paragraph assignment due tonight for my college class on poetry. I went to submit it but the page I'm supposed to submit it on was showing that there were no assignments due. No matter what I did or how much i refreshed, it would just show ""no assignments due"" so I began to panic and after a few more tries I emailed my professor.

She hasn't emailed back yet and I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't email me back until tomorrow morning.

So now im panicking because if i tell my parents that I can't submit it they're going to yell at me and blame me for the submission page not showing up.

I'm sorry if this was difficult to read but I just needed to let it out somewhere and maybe get someone's opinion on my situation.",5.091875276426361,5.650845984962405,5.550698805838128,83.13594206103497,68.47368421052633,8.364086687306504,32.564352056612115,8.313332769828598,2.396789739053516,1056,45,208,14,17,339,149,266,0.133,0.831,0.036000000000000004,-0.9751,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,4,14,10,1,4,12,0,24,0,0,2,1,39,35,21,0,10,11,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,0,2,4,0,2,9,6,0,1,11,1,30,4,27,17,13,29,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,7,15,147,41,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197902065022983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507429107535386,0.0,0.19611256100414984,0.0,0.15547203335896184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309998661383347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049892663857576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422684979711079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852291356735962,0.0,0.13324960193013713,0.12233039043829093,0.07247349471918367,0.10695911317095487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439564254033731,0.13774526917099833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303995310953496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285265093830373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084143500332152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811264154180382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874861770735745,0.18911138127472005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494414553213952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992383698424381,0.28319541124543685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755616319405833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581174438557873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31646168994177204,0.14333968207018855,0.0,0.0,0.10804868363064096,0.0,0.0,0.14275005132763913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607562383314074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145954636089783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012379489876208,0.07435890196303667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657883234069252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339284846305384,0.0,0.0,0.10521871971732574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821385086449834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278511848713872,0.0,0.0,0.1811754484864941,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tag11037,2020/04/01,"Talking yourself down from an anxiety attack I often talk to myself a lot, which I never really see a problem with as it seems normal. However, when I do it while having an anxiety attack it makes me feel crazy. ""Talking to yourself because you're crazy."" I degrade myself a lot but then try to reel myself in and make myself feel better. So I start with ""I'm okay"" ""you're okay"" and I repeat that. But then I quickly realize nobody who's ""okay"" would be telling themself's that. 

So then I try to not talk to myself. But then there's so many thoughts rushing around my head that I can't actually figure out what I'm thinking about, and it overwelms me. Talking to myself helps me better figure out what I'm thinking and focus on that. Anyways, this goes on until my girlfriend calms me down or I fall asleep. 

Also suffer from Depression and ADHD. I've gotten some what used to those, but have not found a way to really live with Anxiety yet. I used to take medication however did not like the way it made me felt, and after few years of abusing pills I've kind of sworn off of them. But I also don't like the way I feel now.",3.964278634361236,4.959689841409691,5.225944383259911,82.86464344713656,71.29074889867842,7.613325991189427,26.52230176211453,7.865858978985527,1.5425244493392074,882,28,173,11,16,294,121,227,0.138,0.773,0.08800000000000001,-0.8606,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,14,15,2,0,8,3,8,4,2,5,1,46,29,25,0,3,9,0,4,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,16,12,0,0,12,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,6,5,27,9,30,21,4,29,0,2,1,0,10,9,0,6,17,126,43,0,0.0,0.13641195335082054,0.1123516967890106,0.0,0.13836564116853342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841411735090815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642257547067311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249140845142783,0.0,0.2619573127323764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018306924311933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036488401542342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916255756631094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464177606654802,0.0,0.1105442563698648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623570305579954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815809311544805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771701905936179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989169840805153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249483142410044,0.0,0.1016631882524726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957612998541341,0.0,0.10894017096386303,0.15370228676761855,0.11672522957453348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598283323952628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879647937728766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280438581720086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016525812349896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751232243201126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917448672887644,0.10481135690787656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149063977908029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865645294340608,0.4626915311656141,0.10062997043323413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475431811876937,0.0,0.09140151872105183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633340746565808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887323122105405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741579814288408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178608571306666,0.0,0.0,0.07414088533640961
anxiety,calosso,2020/04/01,"Having a panic/anxiety attack Littlr background about myself i’m a senior program developer and sept 2019 i got fired from work due to making work related mistakes which lead to me developing anxiety and depression. Same month i got admitted to neuro-psychiatric ward/ mental ward from having severe panic breakdowns and depression and was released november 2019. fast forward to march 2020 i got hired again as a senior program developer with a very well known company and today is my first day. I’m having a panic attack if i can properly do my work, do i still have the right skills for my given position? Will i make mistakes again and end getting fired again? I dont think i can meet the minimum expectations at work with my given position and i’m afraid that things will just repeat itself again. One good thing good thats going on for me rn is were working at home due to covid lockdown and no one can see me having a panic attack.",6.8125731895223405,7.57403684180791,7.418787878787877,70.53323574730355,64.76271186440678,10.278171545968156,31.910118130457114,10.230975488527342,3.4347785310734453,759,28,124,17,11,251,103,177,0.237,0.713,0.05,-0.9883,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,8,8,14,3,4,8,0,17,0,0,3,0,22,32,10,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,11,1,3,7,3,16,3,16,23,1,24,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,1,18,84,22,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233834089956682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844322428146989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264337931525831,0.0,0.1940330608873132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201305535722088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976546630559686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581139165013842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058849668153310886,0.0,0.06401581771885298,0.1889539098025474,0.2702651133134685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298694513034307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037593774725644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135144670731436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990804685009639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265534350446372,0.0,0.0,0.5286343376304621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961938091997396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975937015760832,0.0,0.0,0.12725095925519012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995432293628941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966581120911224,0.07217506224503051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676939912477183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293966584796803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127674502267504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100157307829447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dubberducker,2020/04/01,"I just came out of a 48 hour anxiety attack. it came out of no where, I was going to try go back to sleep because it was a Sunday and I could sleep in. I put my head on the pillow and then it just hit me. “Oh fuck, I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe”. It started off like a normal panic attack, I was terrified. I tried to remind myself that it was probably a panic attack and I wasn’t going to die. I just had to wait it out and it would eventually pass.

After about half an hour I couldn’t take it. At 10:30am I went to the ER, telling them I couldn’t breathe. They told me my oxygen levels were fine but my heart rate was very high. 

I thought anxiety attacks would only last for about 15 minutes? The nurse told me some people experience anxiety attacks for days. 

She told me to wait for the doctor and they could teach some techniques for my anxiety but I decided to just go home. I know techniques as I’ve had panic attacks quite a few times before.

The rest of the day I broke down multiple times wishing it would just go away. I could barely move, I didn’t eat a thing, I couldn’t talk to my housemates. I just laid there with my eyes closed concentrating on breathing... 
at about 11pm I finally fell asleep with the aid of some sleeping medication. 

The next day I woke up with the same thing, just as bad. Again I wanted to cry, I didn’t feel strong enough to do it for another day. I paced around the house. My hands and feet had pins and needles, my chest had stabbing pains, if I sat down my legs would twitch and move on their own. 

It was the worst two days of my life. This morning I woke up feeling 90% better, I couldn’t be more grateful for peace of mind. I want to cry just writing this, I’m so glad it’s over. 
I’m terrified it will happen again, I feel like I couldn’t handle it.",1.0213200112580942,3.0773669946524085,2.4778328173374606,94.82761609907122,82.2620320855615,5.541120180129467,20.26991274978891,6.7183091564049375,0.1362684491978614,1392,39,316,15,38,451,184,374,0.188,0.723,0.08900000000000001,-0.9893,0,0,0,0,1,0,44.0,0,0,4,3,18,20,7,3,18,0,31,22,15,0,0,59,62,15,1,17,11,0,4,2,0,5,5,0,2,0,19,18,1,2,6,0,0,13,11,14,1,2,24,5,52,6,50,23,10,53,0,1,1,1,11,21,1,4,21,209,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723180921668367,0.2253780062581299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556696939235386,0.0,0.5027469335881015,0.0691996122550569,0.05663476964808674,0.061497351138083876,0.0448983112092353,0.0,0.06267345412754641,0.0,0.0,0.06514027600425185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684792941631158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641827711691094,0.0,0.16180917824907362,0.2375011258734815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764404002627406,0.0,0.0,0.07538717806018005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536561804643249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610345131389586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204696914186122,0.0,0.0,0.11172382308911616,0.05261786561738206,0.0,0.08068348785213675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809120280656966,0.0,0.0,0.20929407366853692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513128748381103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755894390741154,0.0,0.0,0.08727940462275115,0.0,0.07781865677092502,0.0738801716836577,0.0,0.14506714467620546,0.08498591171836814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404778762309419,0.06003719386217848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202343811021614,0.07196647289979988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419785708826952,0.0,0.0,0.07436874264640546,0.0,0.0,0.15656340521713666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833102095391706,0.0,0.07216450455654408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056016582672466286,0.07837220491706674,0.25924850594659543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051061859755470916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941061416353963,0.0,0.0,0.07404181593395341,0.0,0.07833925152892555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111919463920898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052132118827213324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055378045219823584,0.059199657650161865,0.0643761490942553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978638356364732,0.0,0.0,0.05847241901488742,0.08589555431632212,0.0,0.0,0.21113638615965927,0.0,0.10001138531685763,0.0,0.07194848076328393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060771609154920476,0.08688513925751869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068277260555304,0.0,0.0,0.0846975528636149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092844994401817,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DankMoses,2020/04/01,"Harvard Psychiatrist gave webinar lecture on Anxiety Hello all, Harvard-trained psychiatrist Dr. K is doing live lectures on various mental health issues and then uploading them to YouTube. I thought I would share our 1.5 hour lecture on how anxiety works. He goes into how mindfulness and meditation can help deal with anxiety.  


Not meant to be a replacement for medical treatment or therapy in anyway.

Lecture starts at \~25 minutes, he does yoga beforehand to help people anchor their day during coronavirus.

[https://youtu.be/iK-T74wxkks?t=1499](https://youtu.be/iK-T74wxkks?t=1499)",12.915921568627455,16.144643199999994,9.370294117647056,53.114656862745115,52.29411764705882,13.196078431372552,45.93137254901961,12.45797560212912,7.293901960784312,492,27,51,16,6,140,70,85,0.059000000000000004,0.85,0.091,0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,1,13,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,11,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,4,32,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095988268427677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320272816723656,0.22892195809427315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194315888058354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602686759051714,0.0,0.0,0.2976684739713502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867276216756004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176064503810195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607264070096986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369021452266966,0.22377237298912,0.0,0.22420539688316254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394027281730688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716686844618175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539314839198045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762814785545533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616537440660282,0.0,0.0,0.15773668005111793,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rbowbirdie,2020/04/01,"Breathing exercises making anxiety worse? Whenever I’m having anxiety, lately I feel like I can’t breathe. I’ve tried doing breathing exercises but slow, deep breaths during anxiety attacks just make things worse! Anyone else experience this? Any ideas of what to do instead?",5.5437681159420285,9.227949173913048,6.126086956521743,64.79681159420292,79.0,9.153623188405795,35.92753623188405,9.2995712137729,4.955344927536234,226,13,29,7,6,73,38,46,0.304,0.662,0.034,-0.9166,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,4,2,0,6,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980249778385446,0.0,0.5055561265783316,0.0,0.0,0.15402957004855067,0.2257097380926604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506079025128339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402125632937705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154826447992803,0.0,0.0,0.11138356534668667,0.15737284971143614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867685070986015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484929724273543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076209457665744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940861417189082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634868325707706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495601971519635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489818973662549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lewisaufc3882,2020/04/01,Manually breathing Is back 2 days ago at 4am I couldn't get to sleep and then I started focusing on my breathing. Now its stuck in my head when I'm not doing anything and it's really hard to fall asleep. I have had this before and it went away and now it's back. It is worse at night because I cant do anything to distract my self from breathing. Is this ocd or anxiety?,0.20594444444444093,2.332083149999999,2.479166666666668,93.1202777777778,86.25,5.555555555555557,22.63888888888889,6.937597516519254,0.6643472222222222,292,11,66,4,9,99,56,80,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,9,6,6,0,0,7,14,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,1,7,0,9,10,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,10,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660782489809488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869325121576213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021701443594465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958153857046085,0.3757910522523549,0.0,0.14895781971492686,0.0,0.2079298937845685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759011391358188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276664989359709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889596437977268,0.0,0.2507808809441032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22931258452341904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654141495608584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25491774691110963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445335711112604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295721260945499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652147919394494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490207602349129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_machine1,2020/04/01,"Does anyone else have massive anxiety checking their bank balance? Rent is due tomorrow and I already went weeks without checking my balance. This has happened since I got my new job last November. This sort of avoidant behavior has resulted in so many headaches and so much anxiety. 

I just checked now and I feel so much better but also so annoyed with myself that I let me anxiety get the best of me for *another* month.

Does anyone else deal with this?",4.23,6.860714142857147,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,74.23809523809524,8.009523809523811,34.3095238095238,8.841846274778883,3.3979809523809528,364,20,62,8,8,114,60,84,0.107,0.8059999999999999,0.087,0.2382,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,7,4,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,10,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,11,2,7,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469046419106674,0.13384102339727091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549586876423318,0.38409927279105854,0.0,0.0,0.2340497631564197,0.3429686308027305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563831458905022,0.14801996023211889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725450550478703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929229321714705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796224870722008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462432596771023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744084310623514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385637286725754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799953538101587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608306079435478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642409263583127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711411482581884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696809451664158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358844094289118,0.0,0.24606376539381494,0.0,0.0,0.16164130650579686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844532655760228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342493989073201,0.0,0.0,0.15514821262799766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613330357820829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mancl0udd,2020/04/01,"Hypochondria... WHAT CAN I DO? 😭 Hello there community... As mentioned in the post title, i’m here to share with you a story of hypochondria that is going on inside me since 2012, 8 years ago.

My first worry was the possibility of having a brain tumour, at the age of 15. As every curious teenager, I googled my headaches and my little confusions about spelling words correctly and so on. 

WHY. DID. I. DO. THAT?!?!

We all know how Dr Google works, first result: BRAIN TUMOR, second result: MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS, and lot more examples.
IT ALL STARTED THERE.

I started worrying about EVERY SINGLE aspect of brain tumours, and obviously, the more symptoms I googled, the more symptoms would I get next day. Aphasia (problems speaking), Loss of balance, hard headaches, seizures, pain in one side of my body, dizziness... And all these preocupations lasted for at least six years. SIX ENTIRE YEARS. EVERY SINGLE DAY.

Imagine waking up every day, during all your teen ages, and checking if every single symptom remains there, and which new ones would you find... 
It has been a true storm, in which I kept trying to find some help to get out. I went to at least four psychiatrists, psychologists, tested quetiapine, clonazepam, alphrazolam, sertraline... ANY OF THESE WOULD WORK DEFINITELY. I got better a few months and later on, I fell in the same hole.

Later, I found my second disease preocupation, which my father has and it has always been scary to me... cardiac unsufficiency. I started measuring my heartbeats, suddenly I started getting really tired, upset, I kept measuring my blood pressure 5-6 times a day... It lasted TWO MORE YEARS. 

Unfortunately that’s not the end, because some months ago (I’m 22 right now), I started worrying about brain tumours again, but now in a stronger way. My brain would totally f**k me up. In some occasions I can’t even speak, I mess my words, I lose control of my body movements, I wake up with headaches, and I feel that all this worries are finally affecting me in my social and laboural life.

WHAT CAN I DO? I WOULD GIVE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE TO REACH THE END OF THIS HORRIBLE DISEASE!!! 
I feel this is ruining some of the best years I can live 😭

Thank you everyone, and stay strong to overcome your respective situations :)
Please note that I’m not a native english speaker so my sentences can be a little bit messy.",4.503289689034371,7.0757482978723445,4.959148936170212,78.82615384615386,73.11347517730495,7.6481542098563375,29.75868339698127,8.5409612609427,2.588311438443354,1842,80,311,35,39,585,229,423,0.109,0.794,0.09699999999999999,0.5735,0,0,0,0,0,0,101.0,1,5,0,10,14,16,0,3,17,0,25,18,10,5,9,58,47,19,0,7,4,1,3,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,19,16,0,3,7,0,1,4,3,9,0,10,9,6,48,7,43,32,24,65,0,3,0,0,15,22,0,7,36,212,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895767386771562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052477098320831,0.0,0.0,0.04946509277097513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434108957947546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633521391677772,0.06433183644872066,0.07941227470038997,0.16159351859612964,0.0,0.4060045450217644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158310300154671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876428473847123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885053217997586,0.0,0.0,0.048043499672096285,0.0,0.30642920948850794,0.06950534188664145,0.06537322663455328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355816457727511,0.0,0.0,0.07968214540996428,0.13296446730595524,0.12374370872190125,0.0,0.0797546855344181,0.0,0.0,0.11400955672790285,0.06977798750715053,0.041339315529003814,0.0,0.05817611539289435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515995993848812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487554957467506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039975515506113946,0.11858417474711655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275557665086084,0.0,0.14580740567106273,0.06422997149957091,0.0,0.0,0.08137646413551504,0.0,0.0618401946982229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611933580715612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025189087459324,0.07735887438579142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857981413335856,0.0,0.07739954722514943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798457055118326,0.0,0.08200242330823433,0.0696639655600914,0.0,0.0,0.06960150976125926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046598539886993744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062118807072173036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060170547885749125,0.08176181330687401,0.0,0.07414836785016735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574256011671375,0.07753021871964587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268113764865836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696840460921051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241476311513598,0.08360291274279262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049385084604140386,0.0,0.07105554629359244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773692404053326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742988867477015,0.06563573776094975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590988459216036,0.2954804099289255,0.0,0.2583589028,0.0,0.0,0.2342080272106125
anxiety,W2w4w6,2020/04/01,"COVID struggles/body and eating problems Title says it all. I've gone from 145 pounds to 128 in the past year. My body is pretty okay for someone who doesn't regularly work out... When I am not anxious, I am perfectly fine with my body. I even like it sometimes. 

But, whenever I get anxious I hate it with a fiery passion. Especially my tummy, which isn't flat like most of the women I see my age. I watch my cousins post crop top pics and it makes me feel terrible. My family has a history of eating disorders so when I fall into anxiety spirals I either starve myself (limit to around 1000 calories a day) or binge eat. Neither helps my self hatred. COVID had made everything worse. I'm at home, with my emotionally abusive, food obsessed family, who comments every time they think I have gained or lost a pound. I obsess about food constantly. When I go to the bathroom, I check to make sure my stomach can't be seen through whatever shirt I'm wearing. It's gotten to the point where I can't even enjoy yoga, something I normally take pleasure in, because I can feel or see my little stomach pooch. My sexual trauma complicates matters of body hatred. I just want to be able to relax. Anxiety has skyrocketed in other ways too, nightmares and panic attacks have returned, which is stuff I haven't had problems with in months. I thought I was making progress and now I feel back to square one... I'm just frustrated",4.440308123249302,6.12603511764706,5.252605042016807,80.4736274509804,70.98529411764707,8.122128851540618,29.864145658263308,8.704169506293173,2.4543880952380954,1120,46,204,20,21,364,171,272,0.212,0.664,0.124,-0.9823,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,7,14,21,3,3,8,1,19,13,7,4,3,38,42,12,0,4,8,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,11,11,5,1,5,2,1,3,7,11,0,1,9,9,35,10,27,31,4,30,0,1,5,1,9,12,0,4,15,126,46,1,0.1016479272055149,0.1204361721464742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552077217921462,0.22966644962012264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048820582493704,0.0,0.1156391915674979,0.0,0.0781609816689438,0.0,0.061963632962531635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451631728961815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098452982214528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555450392434965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164973309409408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31203361789226397,0.0,0.11434023666923825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427499450961847,0.0,0.08564276270979827,0.0,0.09135460267613424,0.0,0.19164923867101227,0.0,0.1541887385207672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458261541141195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310684660140215,0.0,0.0577688595082958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100356283880077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813246295951,0.0,0.101961158852526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932008559497732,0.10187792692855567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096072006184826,0.0,0.0,0.0961817264659176,0.2035523421563148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113440571764922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959338676294943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887926614348974,0.0,0.0,0.11926194130627107,0.0,0.0,0.097034448220369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960901467228375,0.0,0.09735061618057364,0.103412485057479,0.0,0.19452667696650452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083451156288422,0.0,0.0,0.1620004751625909,0.0,0.10604095666454412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612595886124125,0.07825354043121388,0.1005323991370228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636255759679948,0.0,0.0,0.09580196843739186,0.0,0.07642659101792243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513188738988399,0.0,0.08069710001752982,0.05927172378451288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995458107279479,0.08068339329417748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400090162658496,0.0,0.103587921847788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545793246214897
anxiety,tinychaipumpkin,2020/04/01,"Ugh this virus is ruining everything I'm just over here shoving candy down my throat feeling bad for myself, clearly I need better coping strategies.",13.851923076923079,10.877441884615386,11.796153846153851,56.79884615384618,53.23076923076921,13.476923076923079,49.07692307692307,11.20814326018867,5.94143076923077,123,6,16,2,1,38,25,26,0.249,0.539,0.213,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747958481176234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029213782331778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110625633205167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287524618848665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42164397286632777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,opop242000,2020/04/01,"Severe GAD (Am I dying?: Probably not) I’ve been suffering with severe anxiety for almost 7 to 8 months now with basically every symptom under the sun, some days better than other, but all days bad.
I want to know if anyone else who suffers and is not yet being treated (I have my first real psych appointment in a few days due to a few months of insurance being up in the air) or has had a long period lacking treatment: Did you ever experience the symptom of constant pain or pressure on or in your chest consistently to varying degrees or am I just dying? I’ve had multiple heart screenings and all show up normal (thank God) but that has basically given me no personal assurance and for some reason (I assume it’s my anxiety) I can’t admit to myself that I don’t have some rare undetectable heart disorder.  

Please help me out here and tell me if I’m crazy or if anyone can relate.",8.467528901734106,6.6562902832369994,9.350108381502894,66.5434284682081,62.352601156069355,12.34942196531792,36.653901734104046,11.20814326018867,4.135728901734105,701,26,124,16,8,242,114,173,0.175,0.7440000000000001,0.081,-0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,5,9,0,1,6,0,16,6,3,1,4,36,22,14,2,6,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,1,15,4,20,15,8,22,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,13,13,93,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031672636122922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143932024354176,0.0,0.0,0.19595980182830985,0.14357644293045804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700000608478693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393074738697815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151427265491151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711105371997024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908589436895496,0.0,0.16059742699081733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705794189756827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675269262749575,0.11806285363354307,0.0,0.0,0.13707087658232536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919176532886558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321018119629092,0.09392402518982647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701001226354634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400778852496548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236957137720034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372944901848396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491047708963271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235329714162785,0.0,0.15381712237625325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108036636356975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949495041214284,0.0,0.14407366531697954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166067460704865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291290750744202,0.0,0.0,0.12247697984309805,0.12900991006449122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265040390912018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bland-blob,2020/04/01,"Getting through college? Stress reliever tips? Hi everyone. So I’m pretty sure I’ve hit the max amount of anxiety I’ve ever felt this week today. I tend to put a lot of pressure on myself to succeed. I’m in engineering which doesn’t make school easier, but now I’ve considered changing my major to a different engineering. Some people have said I should try and get through this first major class but I just keep getting so worked up and scared I’m going to fail. Given I’ve averaged a 10% on the first exams, but some other people have also gotten those scores as well. I’m nervous that I’m letting my anxiety get in my head and telling me to change my degree. Part of me feels better with the idea out of this class but the other part is scared to death that the other classes are also going to be uninteresting and I’m going to waste more time. I’m also involved in research, and I love research (it in biochemistry and materials engineering) but my degree (chemical) is somewhat relevant to it, but in the grand scheme of things not really. I also feel that research makes me very anxious, given my PI wants me to spend a lot of time working on different projects when I’m still scared I don’t have enough time to study. 

This semester I keep forgetting things and frequently get overwhelmed. I tried doing fun things or less stressful things such as painting or playing games but now I’m not even interested in that. Last semester I started going to therapy because of not sleeping consistently and was diagnosed with anxiety. My therapist ended up moving and I really didn’t want to have to go through getting to know another therapist. Do you guy have any tips or advice for how to manage or destress?",4.591489061397319,6.480928691131499,5.661788990825691,76.8712579393084,70.9571865443425,8.82281816043284,30.31392613502705,9.367010060515213,2.9627545048223944,1370,58,240,31,26,453,168,327,0.134,0.764,0.102,-0.9251,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,7,16,19,0,8,10,0,17,4,2,3,2,48,55,30,1,3,15,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,19,12,0,2,5,2,1,7,6,9,1,2,7,4,23,10,43,44,13,35,0,2,0,1,8,12,0,9,16,163,42,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648117649295196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830936745697552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601830353186528,0.09279996726566296,0.2031067750640958,0.0999798103475854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394877904272274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827105880571518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724253226888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982563787223423,0.0,0.18492732908153414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838473249124188,0.09144415833790784,0.0,0.05845341584589241,0.08005331741807846,0.0,0.08456554332095148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949651903467264,0.0,0.08497387939363467,0.0,0.0,0.15055611089121698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774255862002729,0.0,0.2514829496075281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876289147136396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082653304193754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990572861339764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157325734029436,0.0,0.0,0.048637285948799416,0.07213931256616059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049724684689933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047907173113936,0.0798747059665943,0.0,0.11814887545688815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406149504013192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167375314585947,0.0,0.1227095146906892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003631710875176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896694463913743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339073333193753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418376702952339,0.0,0.2658118191653485,0.0895667255698472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885639144131977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264075605275309,0.0,0.07067621493587169,0.0,0.20275290374589372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341020337222634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735290146933138,0.0,0.10120746373324144,0.20551064406430436,0.2351818722277216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548151864432579,0.0,0.08388765269747822,0.0,0.0,0.12017138246184055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302176910598662,0.10439918682143914,0.0,0.07098936238078157,0.0,0.07957212911599193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288581091824924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmollIndividual,2020/04/01,"Taking anxiety meds during a pandemic Is it wrong to take half of a Klonopin for extremely stressful days during the pandemic? (I am asking because if somebody knows any information on it fueling the virus or something). It is getting difficult to concentrate on school work and anything not virus related. I am extremely freaked out right now because I find it difficult to catch my breath and I am coughing. I can breathe but I have that problem where I don't feel like I am normally breathing, but instead having to take deeper breaths just to sustain myself. I have not left my house for ongoing three weeks since I had to move out of my dorm and I order food sporadically. I know I can't get a medical diagnosis but I don't know who or what else to turn to.",5.5487671232876705,6.7391707260274005,6.430027397260279,74.96668493150689,67.76712328767124,10.223561643835618,36.51780821917808,10.355215969177356,4.0657090410958885,610,32,110,16,10,202,92,146,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.9209999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,0,14,7,4,0,0,22,25,9,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,6,0,0,2,5,6,0,2,1,1,18,1,16,24,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,4,77,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827200362512907,0.0,0.13304881854429507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312187308458904,0.0,0.16259232693254025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120408236882201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216442890781587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452883831556155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793950461006908,0.12424894462323136,0.0,0.0,0.15896032007900024,0.0,0.2103055361278786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173271899106516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006810750484357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867467167248359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889652913264219,0.0,0.0,0.08496884281735904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931866306780005,0.17520675398656574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485012302002604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040530673762214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641857022106685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852728183984582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601697945608102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438689560458098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389261068333014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922551296949592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923000444693637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891757208403817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950865190481962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661630204978647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901549244466104,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DoesThisCheckout,2020/04/01,"First time experiencing severe anxiety Hey everyone, 

I don't know exactly what I'm writing this for,  but I just needed to express what's going on in my head in the hopes that maybe it will give me some relief. 

With all of this news about COVID-19 I have found myself experiencing severe anxiety every day. This is a first for me as a 28 year old guy and it's been eating me alive all day everyday for the past week. I've been having this tightness in my stomach that's been causing me to have headaches and nausea all day long. 

I know what I should be doing is staying home and reducing the potential for me to get sick, but I cannot afford to not work. I am part of a 2 man construction crew and I just bought a house that I am doing most of the renovations by myself. Everyday as I leave the house I start to think when am I going to get sick, who else am I going to infect when I do get it, and inevitably, what if the worst happens to me? I've never felt so helpless in my life. 

I don't feel like our government is doing anything to protect us and nothing is being done about it. It's made me feel worthless that I am putting a paycheck above my own life because it's necessary to keep my head above water. I won't pretend that it couldn't be worse if I were to live in another country because I know that even with my situation I am still blessed more than most. 

This has also given me the perspective of what others feel on a daily basis and my heart truly goes out to those who are effected by anxiety and I hope you all are able to find peace in these troubling times. 

Thank you to anyone who reads this.",5.839639639639639,5.095169375375374,6.649624624624625,80.33858108108109,66.95795795795796,9.682282282282284,31.112612612612608,8.998388855275968,2.336218018018017,1274,42,267,19,18,424,170,333,0.12300000000000001,0.762,0.115,-0.1504,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,0,4,10,10,0,0,13,0,35,11,4,3,6,49,62,18,0,7,7,0,5,1,0,3,5,0,1,2,30,11,2,3,11,2,1,4,7,4,0,2,10,7,42,6,40,45,11,33,1,2,0,0,13,9,0,7,20,195,72,3,0.10793159750209684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863128595278147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317569071029628,0.2477021300019917,0.0,0.0,0.07546828250810532,0.0,0.0888185083761185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158820010481784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087548176150414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882085429171424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045149729490562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044096939750064,0.09016300023290603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128780222299562,0.0,0.0909370259471462,0.1031332667202508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637203760361244,0.07710635482125087,0.10363125953673052,0.0,0.09864752477116244,0.18361312339680289,0.0,0.11834142573999396,0.0,0.0,0.16916941494731685,0.10353782315773917,0.1840200424352464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686925050866238,0.0954435552215296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153791460756914,0.0,0.0,0.1278994627103654,0.0,0.0,0.10826419249915732,0.214400859231436,0.0,0.2490771446874979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593456301721133,0.0,0.0,0.17794914999607905,0.0,0.0,0.11428397766230824,0.0,0.0,0.15247055846456015,0.052729926703952,0.0,0.09530557799288372,0.0955160673800544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212748723333506,0.0,0.0,0.10843179668356688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002991195149868,0.08324350176554443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356327873454384,0.0,0.11325605552951715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687940223737585,0.10303292253057086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850106639687007,0.0,0.0,0.10796080532521717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438639673391175,0.0,0.0,0.12131963774902092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639454023286778,0.11504072218123132,0.08619431318610274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993689139124831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915820959244759,0.0,0.0,0.1258715649327755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982842252793386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657621718258134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857548844064864,0.0,0.10999151870897696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950441011492453
anxiety,coulntfindaname,2020/04/01,"Remember you are the one in control Hi everyone.
This is my first time posting here, I'm not much of a lurker but I've come here before a couple of times to read other people experiences.
I won't give much detail about me as it's non trivial to this post, what I'll give you is a fragment of my latest experience with that part of my brain that seems to want to screw me over and over.

Ever since the lock down I've been really busy trying to focus my attention to everything that makes me forget the current situation. My mind tend to go to dark places really easy, so I've been keeping myself busy.
Out of this distraction-seeking behaviour, I found the corage to talk (or chat?) to my college crush. I'm currently single and been single since 2014. I had at least a couple of years with the intention of reaching out to her, just to say hi, see how she was doing. Couldn't find the corage until now (thanks covid lockdown I guess?). 
Anyways I found out she was also single, and we've been talking a lot lately, and I've been getting myself reaaally hyped on her. Haven't felt like this in a loong time. As the fucking anxious beast I am by nature, I've been constantly day dreaming about ""us"".. you might know the feeling, that ""what would my life be if we were a couple"" kind of feeling. 
It's been really good at keeping me distracted of the moment, and it has been feeling really nice for a change.
Up until today, I was walking towards the bathroom to take the morning pee, obviously starting the day dream machine, probably thinking ""what would it be like to share a bathroom with her?"" When all a sudden this thought pops out of nowhere, screaming to my brain, ""what if she gets tired of your small dick just like the last one?"".
That fucker hit me right in the feels. 
My last relationship was something that put me troughout so many insecurity issues. So much distress, and so many bad choices were taken. Part of growing up, I guess, but I've remained single for a reason ever since.
This was the first time in a looong time I was actually kind of starting to feel good relationshipwise, and there he goes, trying to fuck with me. But you know what? He's right. It might not be about my small dick (no need for him to remind me that btw, fucking douche), but what if it doesn't work out? What if it's not what I would like it to be? There's a big chance it's going to have its ups and downs, just like any relationship. Will the ups worth the downs?
There's no way to tell.
The only way to know it's to try it and figure it out.

Take past experiences and learn from them. Pain is really good at scarring us, but a scarred leg doesn't mean you have to stop walking.
You are the one in control, keep telling that to yourself and keep going forward.
Use this lockdown as an opportunity, do more excercise, eat healthy, watch that movie you always wanted to see, talk to that person you always wanted to talk to, fall down and get up, live.
Whatever, life is too short, be happy.",4.41700153215454,5.439423086587438,5.078217731583088,84.24143442792662,70.25636672325976,7.715781191767775,26.75974160420721,7.933642134475585,1.4833883887531574,2334,73,469,29,41,752,270,589,0.11900000000000001,0.79,0.091,-0.965,2,3,1,0,1,0,87.0,3,9,1,6,23,26,5,3,34,0,45,16,6,7,4,91,96,34,0,12,16,0,6,5,0,7,4,2,0,1,39,24,1,7,21,4,1,10,10,11,0,5,22,11,50,15,86,60,13,78,0,0,3,7,38,35,7,11,36,319,89,4,0.0,0.0,0.06181513010255296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050656602984272964,0.10541545765049344,0.0,0.0,0.043076457023051865,0.0,0.0,0.0715612959832855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289004210678205,0.0,0.0,0.0539015350488913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414269041464813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701012047217199,0.054565709319535284,0.0,0.06845294043948963,0.14209256804691367,0.0,0.2102685745432975,0.0,0.08170397140944545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481727486000573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459751968488048,0.0,0.060528419233234834,0.056929984961717264,0.1858893347953944,0.0,0.0,0.16014450482173342,0.0,0.0608206888270293,0.0,0.057895758813362626,0.10776166084054722,0.0,0.13890802953578088,0.0,0.1756830099293826,0.09928471767647076,0.12153170292932475,0.10800047967113567,0.159391175662524,0.0,0.0,0.1395622970472173,0.0,0.0,0.06743143703235054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611523871917423,0.0,0.2252141383250788,0.0,0.13192717417036193,0.10443750203682356,0.10326850352347043,0.07145539630949349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948423895561734,0.15473470448346865,0.0,0.055934386289407716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385325974316665,0.0,0.0,0.04228297001799075,0.12844283546425092,0.0,0.06900077037789347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439708602698158,0.06395992440658117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969656861526875,0.046969171207761416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877169198440627,0.04817637445184265,0.06740305299910783,0.0,0.0,0.13719192038284672,0.060469527709929936,0.04391512581498813,0.05531000599294625,0.06618155848563136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133311191384165,0.0,0.06829612412743505,0.0,0.0,0.06367875509981549,0.0,0.0,0.06336167846993324,0.0,0.20290066068135296,0.0651287335794787,0.0,0.1360166524231467,0.07175701161897025,0.10819177619081867,0.0,0.05037411791912895,0.0,0.0,0.1009547887531529,0.05766648701045004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571977656276532,0.07120191310157564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876571896156875,0.0,0.0,0.08967117798930904,0.0,0.0,0.05295886892696693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525441630457222,0.2036557560857377,0.11073183391663496,0.05831913863797927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04058862127373727,0.0,0.05028848635835991,0.18468354329501666,0.07280522639351085,0.06004321395646934,0.0,0.0,0.1290203467956478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523913560980476,0.05470934135036133,0.0,0.0,0.1120867465526817,0.10055988931793168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611557702998563,0.0,0.0,0.1349944239407232,0.0,0.0,0.040791804698733294
anxiety,D-wagon,2020/04/01,"Heart rate monitor Hey all, I’m pretty new to panic attacks and anxiety attacks but my main psychologist said I have the worst case of anxiety disorder he’s ever seen. My heart won’t stay clam and when it does it’s only for a an hour at most but it’s always going up and racing and then going down a dm up again like a roller coaster. I keep having this crap at night in my sleep where it feels like I’m running a race and I wake up gasping for air. I’m worried it might not be just anxiety and my doc thinks I’m over reacting but these attacks are every hour and seem different - we talked about getting a heart rate monitor or heart rhythm monitor and wearing it for a week then meeting again to see the results. There are times where I swear I’m in AFib because for a few scary seconds my heart is just spazzing and a few beats are off before it accelerates then slows them races again then finally slows up a lot then normalizes. This is really freaking me out and makes my anxiety worse and I was wondering what type of monitor you guys use and which ones are the best, preferably one that records and saved my attacks and has ekg and monitors rhythm. Do you have any recommendations that also detect arrhythmias and tachycardia? 
Thanks for the help!",4.9510128083491445,5.9986576733870995,5.515540796963951,81.5021347248577,69.04032258064517,9.222390891840607,29.910815939278933,9.478462496947786,2.5924593927893733,1005,38,197,21,17,324,146,248,0.185,0.723,0.092,-0.9717,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,1,2,12,13,5,1,14,0,15,9,9,4,2,42,34,27,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,14,18,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,8,0,3,3,4,17,5,22,28,8,40,0,0,2,0,11,15,1,6,23,130,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762163799021568,0.08076459938361727,0.0,0.0,0.06600650173843088,0.0,0.2970132171050586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416949302606552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916900267351643,0.0,0.08259388103819201,0.0,0.10186214455171944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141068827680476,0.11124316887730183,0.0,0.08494091431353329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779948381376915,0.08178017674992613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049078217042126636,0.06934217674426052,0.0,0.10632830901331844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050711667445975515,0.0,0.11032683654166088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610811553052354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751035157425068,0.06505961142469137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117597165704148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627448982699748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484063682412903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251990828668339,0.0,0.0,0.06479063337323639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296902421353672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374452361004804,0.0,0.09108751022741704,0.09510161179872736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154546587216376,0.07382115809350646,0.0,0.11388309217225087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874846441849038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062181357231053225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232960643079577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734703478250222,0.08836295596612184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713358822341027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034567657720446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801595666816938,0.0,0.08936302082206031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062194365224413774,0.0,0.0,0.05659850165968192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383169100974475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785847700414802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526121459650513,0.0,0.09857268580263397,0.09891598881011382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,periclao_meteoro,2020/04/01,"I just remembered my grandmother's death I don't remember my grandma's death,until now.My brain was searching for a reason to freakout,when suddenly I think about a blackboard support that I used to play with when I was a kid.The thing is that while my parents and aunt tried to wake my dead grandma,that was already dead,I entered the room and asked if I could play with the board,and I played with it,without knowing what was happening on the living room.The last thing I remember is the ambulance carrying her,and her body passing in front of me.That just came like a bomb to me now,all that memories that I didn't have at the start of the day have come to me at the same time.To get things worse,I felt an impulse to look for the blackboard support on my house,and I ended up finding it.",7.01958588957055,5.545009447852763,6.907170245398773,81.83167561349696,64.95092024539878,10.358588957055217,35.71242331288344,9.188382445141503,2.901147852760736,632,25,134,9,8,201,91,163,0.077,0.82,0.102,0.1779,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,13,0,11,3,3,2,0,21,24,5,2,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,8,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,7,2,18,6,20,16,1,19,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,8,79,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380538652245273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472414254698276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494721564901286,0.0,0.1758223109676212,0.0,0.18013826957549967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356724757576737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575109330868608,0.0,0.0,0.10157459894308636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949842812767502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122489074829867,0.0,0.14395232888992998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228735360265252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927690617220873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655799060119082,0.12838368377814946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694664178181343,0.0,0.13907556160280946,0.0,0.13226050005258508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488533253570132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193643659876947,0.0,0.0,0.5352510692552707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114794517805435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35745871962227155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139084020943415,0.10091976819271403,0.0,0.0,0.09183963285001727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693229680428812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360296032185513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518245718086289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,l008com,2020/04/01,"Hydroxyzine Years ago I was prescribed adivan while i was going through some tough times. I had pretty severe side effects. Like many, I've been suffering some pretty severe anxiety these past few weeks. My doctor prescribed me Hydroxyzine. Has anyone used this? I took it for the first time last night. She called 25 mg a ""very low dose"". I was feeling particularly paniced so I took two. For a half hour or so, I felt mostly the same. Maybe slightly more relaxed. Then sleepyness hit me hard, so I went to bed. I slept for about 7 hours. Woke up for my morning anxiety poop, then went back to sleep for another hour or two. When I got up for good, I was totally zonked out. I was exhausted all day. Saying I was in a fog, would be an understatement. Even now, close to 24 hours after taking it, I still feel pretty wiped out. 

If I take it tonight before bed, I will certainly only take one pill, not two. 

Anyone else have any experience with this medication?",2.3968032786885227,4.999102819672134,3.4539098360655736,86.59693032786886,80.91256830601094,6.720109289617486,22.264754098360655,7.908726449838941,1.2452078688524586,748,24,145,14,20,240,125,183,0.10400000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.12,0.7168,0,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,1,6,0,13,8,3,2,3,21,29,10,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,2,5,1,2,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,5,1,5,0,6,16,5,21,4,18,9,8,36,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,6,24,93,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958583102344426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353793018133341,0.1133927107112402,0.16545140741558298,0.0,0.0,0.15122599336673995,0.11080073567968272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315187894777362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201795122033547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042156210577833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974042621274734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068440011720107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033589225832996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142450011994354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057802635000284,0.0,0.0,0.10935621198561138,0.0,0.1038299776174538,0.0,0.0,0.09198260533446324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145763666493706,0.09070149494977288,0.08648828643245103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687091069981146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259788016573138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814736084232544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052831038954040746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963552853949866,0.10863972003239676,0.0,0.0,0.10893822415319776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148071464292276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327748805195293,0.08224424907864396,0.0,0.12687730239339948,0.0,0.0,0.10323049327040472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33004738127302524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599612462326672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24433158859320464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082166580701651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635959505725026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439202211519191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611292990231168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402918419518764,0.0,0.0,0.3169069848829294,0.0,0.0,0.0933969969335369,0.0,0.08922563858405436,0.0,0.0,0.0867422313735862,0.0,0.0,0.20049106016879625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681853158064042,0.0,0.0,0.06963768826904122
anxiety,ellabirde,2020/04/01,"Panicking (Made this post to r/emetophobia but wanted to post it here too if that’s ok) Hey guys. I have emetophobia and I’m freaking out for literally no reason - I was just chillin having a snack and then I started worrying I’d eaten too much today and it’d mess my stomach up (I have ibs) and then I started getting anxious and started shaking and feeling like I’m choking/my throat is closing up like I do when I have a panic attack and now I’m panicking and it’s so irrational bc there’s literally no reason I’d get sick, I genuinely haven’t left my house in WEEKS bc of corona I haven’t eaten anything different but I’m just completely freaking out about “what if”


I took some phenergan (anti nausea medication) and a peppermint capsule and I have my reliefband (it’s a thing for nausea) on to try to reassure me and give me some peace of mind but I still feel like I can’t breathe and it feels like my throat is closing and I can’t stop shaking and idk what to do


I always take a shower before bed (one of my rituals, I have ocd as well) but idk if I can tonight bc I’m so anxious but the idea of getting into bed “dirty” (again, HAVE NOT LEFT MY HOUSE) is making me even more anxious and wow I hate my brain",1.2514715719063574,3.399781482213438,3.596304347826088,86.61044314381273,82.00395256916995,6.5800547278808175,25.145788993615078,7.748469712250963,1.4923798723016106,957,39,198,17,26,330,127,253,0.24600000000000002,0.653,0.10099999999999999,-0.9896,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,15,16,2,3,6,1,19,10,5,4,0,44,42,29,0,4,11,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,10,20,3,1,6,1,0,3,7,8,1,1,5,3,28,8,20,36,4,29,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,5,17,129,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803382050279187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39930162435753935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695398368900106,0.0,0.0,0.1340347189258443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002542422066356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315235928807524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352968734225984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230944905003699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781752407600047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871660938669345,0.25250710930655423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846647618537364,0.11302153797855545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665811282030708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632065323162485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718917696869115,0.0,0.1330019183515305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560186976063548,0.0,0.0,0.2302392394129329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148202004799472,0.07864427448224871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868900540573925,0.0,0.0,0.11896235881147482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660961518497062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983636820888948,0.0,0.0,0.1382337645642057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256737062954074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422725744254217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017606610665816,0.0,0.0940894210848631,0.09850092891747468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858429833944692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827288935760991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167746724460934,0.0,0.13089987444753168,0.07999053017384676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949197165321093,0.0,0.09450630619723803,0.0,0.10593232206629796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964966161169002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Raspberryian,2020/04/01,"This is entirely a vent. Possible trigger warning. Not looking for internet points just trying to remove the elephant from my chest. Advice welcome. Thanks in advance. (Long) Alright where to start how about 2 weeks ago. My dads trucker friend is staying with us. Before the Shelter-At-Home order. Because he’s a trucker he’s not working atm. He brought his kid with him as well. So we are typically a family of 4 in a very small house. 

He sleeps in the shed but has taken up daytime residence in our kitchen where he sits at the kitchen table all fucking day reading news stories about the Coronavirus OUT LOUD. As somebody with anxiety I’m staying as far away from any media outlets as I safely can while still staying up to date on the most important relevant info. This is officially the biggest trigger of my anxiety at the moment. Lately he’s been better about all of this but it’s still getting to me. 

Today he went shopping we were VERY adamant that dad tell him not to go crazy as we have enough food for all of us for a fucking month. And this MF comes back with an entire (pick up) truckload of food. And he’s talking about leaving cooking stuff here when he goes back on the road. Like no motherfucker. We barely have room for the possessions between the 4 of us that fucking live here. And his kid is driving us nuts and dad is a stubborn prick and won’t say anything we ask him too and justifies it by something he’s improved. Like I don’t fucking care what he’s doing differently. Whatever I just fucking told you is bugging me the most. And I’ve explained to them that I’m having bad anxiety. My dad is constantly asking “is there anything I can do” and “are you ok” first off you can listen and make sure that stuff changes. Second obviously fucking not and asking me constantly isn’t making it any better. 

Thank you for listening to my rant. If you made it this far you might be a therapist at heart. And Any advice is welcome but not required.",3.783439960629924,5.758290220472442,4.60094406167979,83.28243971456693,73.30446194225722,7.177198162729659,30.80388779527559,7.972316293177498,2.2630478346456693,1558,72,288,23,32,502,206,381,0.084,0.784,0.133,0.9595,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,10,6,1,6,20,24,8,0,20,2,27,15,4,7,5,54,56,24,0,1,11,4,0,2,1,2,0,4,3,2,16,22,5,3,2,3,2,7,9,9,1,2,7,5,34,15,50,46,6,55,0,0,1,6,52,24,7,4,21,193,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559395529879672,0.0707289408726997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277962452004702,0.0,0.1831171880212796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313205946024648,0.0,0.22377838471230807,0.0,0.0749652468679416,0.12270703114142292,0.06662124193411285,0.04863918848776542,0.0,0.0678953365146174,0.0,0.0,0.1411353824846826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135113085491817,0.0,0.08440714490257828,0.06873194229159242,0.0,0.17244909341964304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051457891026603336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336347342182418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244430610710056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521882592723991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786925659451619,0.1929645515202311,0.0,0.061645486456106686,0.4425869158730629,0.041686934712146136,0.0,0.04534644455153712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455142739695578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206684321846018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900064937634499,0.08448599382346995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796263925964814,0.0,0.07045595225466687,0.07061155941350201,0.0670034287080316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549914198031757,0.1065207688651164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464448530184845,0.0,0.0,0.06368754483665992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542725522719533,0.08995113475039511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981150217605151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345213887960742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984753321194799,0.0,0.0,0.0614261708181365,0.0,0.0,0.056475708898864836,0.2551362826826916,0.12744065021917836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826807145181937,0.0,0.0,0.075201045799605,0.0,0.0,0.06413210718413674,0.06973989812935111,0.14691965783448213,0.0,0.09264223519284752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563150498953203,0.07624267822448315,0.0,0.05417211127028517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839097493164494,0.0,0.0,0.13167006387460653,0.0,0.0,0.06400265286320474,0.0,0.07174071137700035,0.0739660458519563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058088004695536724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tototo310,2020/04/01,"Random spiraling... Have you ever had everything going wonderfully and some random thought pops in your head and tells you the sky is falling?  I have a pretty good relationship with my husband of 15yrs. I have never found a reasons to believe that I'm not good enough or that he has seen other women. But for whatever reason I spiral into this horrible anxious mood that ruins me because all I can think about is how I'm not good enough. I don't know how to combat that and/or feel more comfortable in my own skin. 

Does anyone have any suggestions on how they get out of a spiral? Or maybe suggestions on how to feel comfortable in your own skin? 💜",4.300560000000001,6.1512773360000015,5.144200000000001,80.44510000000002,71.64,8.200000000000001,26.1,8.841846274778883,2.0678800000000006,517,17,94,10,10,168,84,125,0.095,0.7340000000000001,0.171,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,1,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,10,3,3,6,3,29,22,9,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,5,13,5,15,18,7,12,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,6,2,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201396776616147,0.0,0.0,0.19958352256961506,0.0,0.1235297352831218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769461676555847,0.0,0.0,0.19904330953581034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460255879564685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650886549202992,0.0,0.0,0.15980549501081828,0.0,0.0,0.15877698667095996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865637536778894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370634270256004,0.0,0.0,0.09230126154519834,0.0,0.1004039771117242,0.4445399132048851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813114002144456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709161103766252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748583504806434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362565490480505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973394093554165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632863795906213,0.0,0.18967433614589094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544148213780079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320113615534015,0.0,0.14025393355704144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158792026288046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shtneyfears,2020/04/01,"Got furloughed today Trying to think of it as a blessing in disguise but I can't stop this feeling of overwhelming anxiety. I have a plan in place that I'm acting on but still can't shake the feeling. What a day. 

I know there are people who have it worse, but it's just nice to share with others who get it.",1.5223589743589765,3.359200030769234,2.976538461538464,93.01762820512822,79.46153846153845,5.564102564102565,21.602564102564106,6.42735559955562,0.26217948717948714,242,7,53,2,6,79,47,65,0.111,0.65,0.239,0.7835,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,12,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,3,9,11,0,10,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556256686957081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550065199479415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33791498363789263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458083553186193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672521968714174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836414182680416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165919801223506,0.0,0.34911813361465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685453547518106,0.2793663658153305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411136318519186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31673740045361376,0.0,0.0,0.2268675428739502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405298394561158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,when-pigs-swim,2020/04/01,CBD for anxiety ? Anyone have experience as to whether the oil works in the long term?,2.5874999999999986,5.490152750000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,84.0,8.200000000000001,26.75,8.841846274778883,2.656350000000001,68,3,13,2,2,22,15,16,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183271957110191,0.0,0.0,0.3823596711076584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349094538723375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839316716265819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981023142280107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Maydayparade77,2020/04/01,"I watched a video of a dying cat and my anxiety has skyrocketed I stupidly watched a video of a “rescued cat” that had featured on a major subreddit. I get major anxiety from seeing any sort of child or animal abuse and seeing that part of the video knowing half of what that cat must have gone through has pretty much torn me up inside. I keep getting these small panic attacks that I keep having to talk myself out of. I don’t know how to deal with it and I just keep picturing the poor cat. I’m not sure how to deal with it.

Edit: I only went on the video to report it but I stupidly watched part of it just to know whether it was actually the same cat. I feel really dumb for having done this to myself.",3.847931034482759,4.664330517241382,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551726,71.41379310344827,8.006896551724138,26.91379310344828,8.238735603445708,1.6336068965517243,555,18,115,8,10,185,83,145,0.175,0.797,0.027999999999999997,-0.9540000000000001,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,1,9,0,10,0,0,2,2,25,24,8,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,3,4,4,1,2,2,5,0,1,5,6,14,1,22,18,6,7,0,0,5,0,4,5,1,2,0,83,26,2,0.0,0.1933001248657059,0.1592059675469711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109441815858486,0.0,0.24961092789375294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560096830527686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363906235568916,0.0,0.0,0.16931873304708753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695395832979348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249100437118281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047303806351427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350322656178565,0.0,0.0,0.2689806449064574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993033276528513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240791096740573,0.0,0.1914154836986289,0.0,0.3533402322043496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597709739539282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451485241915026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600108548713059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537622138870876,0.0,0.0,0.1311297559365678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512370319021597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nataliemmiller,2020/04/01,"Advice please This is really vulnerable, but I have become a prisoner to my own mind. I suffer from an anxiety/panic disorder, and the panic attacks are the real reason I have taken to reddit for help (I already know my diagnosis just looking for coping strategies and any advice from people who suffer the same reasoning behind my anxiety). 

I have severe panic attacks which have been happening constantly for the past month and a half only gaining in frequency as the days have gone on. It is now to the point where I cannot do anything other than have panic attacks, I cannot even sleep. My anxiety and panic disorder stem from my fear of dying. I am a 20 year old female, so it is not really reasonable. This also has nothing to do with the coronavirus, I have had this fear since I was 13 years old. However, with the coronavirus and be confined to my house, I am left alone with my thoughts. I do not take medication because I have tried before and has not worked and a lot of that is due to the fact of death being something that will never go away. I should also include that I am atheist, so lack of religion plays a factor if you were wanting to know why I fear because I believe nothing will happen afterwards. Does anyone have any advice or have a similar situation. I would really appreciate it and being able to talk. Thank you.",7.972708769829389,7.0684826731517525,8.741011673151753,67.60502843460044,62.73540856031129,11.798742891349894,35.72253816222688,11.051253699011982,4.06613522897336,1065,41,182,25,13,362,143,257,0.27,0.669,0.061,-0.9969,1,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,8,14,3,7,16,0,36,2,1,3,2,35,48,16,2,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,1,6,1,0,2,6,12,0,1,7,1,27,2,27,34,4,20,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,3,12,146,39,1,0.08758252838533384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567538992881705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070908589865216,0.09664949795074916,0.14007943261411102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911824526979475,0.0,0.13400078898171672,0.0,0.0,0.0612397402422411,0.0,0.0720729583460792,0.0,0.0,0.298913309587919,0.08228666845855555,0.0,0.0,0.10677899278412238,0.09672802159181318,0.07452628089789665,0.0986755176394722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946455989213117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648348528674504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089683696601583,0.0,0.2007543306480136,0.0,0.07664406079824923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057847433988015264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956640814773736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497751692215439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489788121081774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058704722616225086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105847870132233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626613423917148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951586733536847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354726562025192,0.0,0.0,0.0744595336523571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823018319891741,0.0,0.0,0.08843338669686272,0.0,0.06990753857111287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754904518237807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807559619916146,0.0,0.18380626114668927,0.0,0.0,0.0666104594569265,0.0,0.41103690540104987,0.0,0.0,0.08360743351345573,0.06071869751363596,0.0,0.0,0.09613931562743516,0.08279379849909238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968809155815013,0.1683228310873683,0.27014827808888203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894332769985846,0.0,0.07244917253322378,0.09844643146920544,0.08764577943989736,0.0,0.0,0.06742530924622547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585116156562737,0.07039551874892012,0.0,0.08063422505342581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953074447460031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059462787705488324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165844442673453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902960927691204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376112376740171,0.0,0.0,0.06221611529944124,0.0,0.0,0.1128005535483342
anxiety,Drx09,2020/04/01,"So my phone/email anxiety has put me in an awkward situation So I've been in a bit of a down period for a while and because of this my anxiety/depression leads to be ignoring my phone for chunks of time. Usually, I don't miss anything major as I don't have a ton going on. But this time my phone negligence has put me in a bit of an awkward situation.

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You see I have this volunteer job for a charity that I've been doing for the past several months that I really like. At the end of the week before last, it seemed like they would be closing in the near future because of the corona shutdowns and they were making preparations as if that would be the case. I wrongly assumed last week that they would be closed so I just didn't show up ( I know I should have checked to make sure). Now they left me a message last Wednesday (one of the days I come in) saying that they were open and that I could come in if I felt comfortable enough with the Corona situation and to call them and let them know either way. I, unfortunately, did not see/hear this message until this evening, and now I'm feeling a lot of anxiety with how to respond almost a week after they called me and left a voicemail. 

I'd like to come in and work for them again as the job provides me some structure to my days but it is going to be so awkward to call; them back a week after they originally called.  I 'm really not looking forward to making this call. Any advice?",6.614038680318544,5.501521552901025,7.21093515358362,78.15474175199091,65.55290102389078,10.543708759954496,33.185210466439145,9.725611199111238,2.8597446643913536,1137,40,235,20,15,377,137,293,0.040999999999999995,0.914,0.045,0.2955,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,11,2,11,11,0,3,22,0,26,0,0,6,1,46,43,22,0,7,8,0,2,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,14,16,0,1,6,1,1,9,5,6,0,1,7,5,35,5,42,25,8,54,0,1,2,0,23,18,0,7,31,171,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622906617241917,0.0,0.0,0.08836162164127467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561017572890212,0.10722369484396413,0.06000758945933266,0.0,0.13500978484411116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261565154448747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785265511778986,0.0,0.10758301463152004,0.0,0.0750874470644323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926748303219167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505247666043027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22803802190498554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045406080675408,0.0,0.0,0.11381758650465028,0.0,0.07600270974613496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781562249612263,0.09117757991004266,0.0,0.05828301218115565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044617809186897985,0.0,0.0847261631524872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029993014588552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945515305427978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513314832252855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969909966215063,0.21578703513847025,0.0,0.0,0.1917503936082785,0.09023342885973576,0.0,0.12933175934296895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410106002150267,0.0,0.0,0.07502019722711632,0.0,0.0,0.1767066709736403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043392664467903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059795066420687965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842369787207754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774151755919127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113060176148455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017358428176837,0.0,0.0,0.1406349067707903,0.08033220736406475,0.0,0.09968834874801301,0.0,0.0,0.29756313300083864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316704556655527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290924566996422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718610195240117,0.0,0.0,0.0700423963725378,0.2831296554698992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424123071715784,0.0,0.0,0.18805376604670707,0.09647878018562793,0.10722369484396413,0.0
anxiety,mariap118,2020/04/01,"Anxiety causing shortness of breath for weeks? I've always been a pretty anxious person but never have been to the drs or talked about it with anyone because it never has been super serious. Anyways, I came home from studying abroad in Italy 4 weeks ago because my school set us home due to the corona virus outbreak. Ever since I have been home I have been super anxious and find myself feeling like I'm struggling to breath. Initially I thought it was my anxiety of me thinking I could have corona, but its been past the 14 day period and now I feel like it's just me having panic attacks but I didn't know if anxiety could cause this issue to go on for a few weeks. I notice when I read/see things about corona or focus on my breathing I start to concentrate on it and feel like I'm struggling for air (which sounds pretty dramatic but in the moment it definitely worries me). Not sure if anyone has had any experience with this, but if it is due to anxiety any tips would be appreciated!",5.85750859106529,6.343086623711344,6.468608247422682,77.48047250859109,66.78350515463917,8.940893470790376,30.59965635738832,8.841846274778883,2.4528604810996573,791,28,145,12,12,259,112,194,0.19699999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9395,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,7,11,1,3,6,0,21,4,3,2,4,34,32,14,0,6,12,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,3,1,12,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,11,4,18,6,21,17,1,26,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,19,100,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968983090575583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095616861676484,0.0,0.0,0.1486715354930943,0.0,0.3344928899863447,0.24698242360130626,0.0,0.15286669467621702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435794537633656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332709089163102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502357027450015,0.0,0.22458664559769168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745531439646076,0.0,0.0,0.0704970633890908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887877504720224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692790890792096,0.0,0.0,0.16581398107941386,0.23427710042540625,0.0,0.0,0.099908998512973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212441109113636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32894592355454205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409311186632635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060074902719168585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021266162152195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686159873428407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244522009202664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825383662237255,0.0,0.0,0.10435047536948723,0.0,0.09544684135353927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224187836958856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093413743904665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062937046173442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042384482177868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737144975740991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285528404965335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302507131354964,0.0,0.0,0.08786067860998553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262189809617177,0.07004258318047105,0.0,0.08678135344928611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148862785330412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630499804374794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101143198006656,0.0,0.07765196148611184,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fabiancruzrivas,2020/04/01,"Can coffee give anxiety? I just had a cup of coffee with no sugar and I’m currently having an anxiety attack. I feel like I’m about to die, scared of what happens after we die... emptiness? heaven? reincarnation?",0.9736428571428596,3.4228036500000023,3.748571428571431,78.36500000000002,100.0,6.285714285714287,20.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,1.7536785714285716,166,6,27,4,7,58,32,40,0.37799999999999995,0.508,0.113,-0.9111,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,8,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,2,6,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482017514376448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332653732946995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6080579351494565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812096949838655,0.2092788015846649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810179731536828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590488540412299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311733311518088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932874170867483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyguy12345,2020/04/01,"Ritalin + Xanax: is this bad??? Hi guys,

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I deal with pretty severe anxiety, and as a result, I'm exhausted all the time and can't focus. I am prescribed Ritalin to help with focus, and it works very well. I do 40mg/day, usually all at once. 

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I am also prescribed Xanax for my anxiety. I usually use it for social situations or public speaking situations. I don't use it very often.

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When I take Ritalin, I feel great for about 2 hours. Then, I start to crash, and it doesn't feel good - I feel upset, anxious, and just generally sad. And this feeling lasts for a solid 2-3 hours. 

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I'm considering taking Xanax (probably 0.5mg, which is what I'm prescribed) to counteract the Ritalin crash. So I would take 40mg Ritalin, and then 2 hours later take 0.5mg Xanax.

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What do you guys think? Is this a bad idea? Any side effects I should be aware of? Any advice?",2.4595111111111088,4.910530954285719,4.182238095238098,82.39437301587306,79.45714285714286,7.546031746031746,25.722222222222207,8.515128840125781,2.109698412698413,707,28,133,16,18,237,95,175,0.188,0.7240000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9495,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,0,2,7,8,0,1,5,0,13,10,0,4,2,27,28,14,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,10,1,0,2,10,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,5,14,3,13,25,2,14,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,12,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751794908112471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061524481884718575,0.0,0.4167924254972283,0.4674191162612942,0.10463617943727577,0.0,0.1177093447680502,0.08691407238139386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284741670692357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961637982762709,0.07931607846482533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560155407816673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452899801089769,0.0,0.08482054410806808,0.0,0.15235447656174111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156756528417767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272949188438229,0.0,0.0,0.08684967192709266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271187564890895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193271835292064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782700322689017,0.08294838982747027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691407238139386,0.0,0.0,0.17295517483220232,0.0,0.07842502145173164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445462625570687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313806400397421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492965131328889,0.0,0.0,0.0448611183714295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289339128722075,0.16946493759081116,0.12695801889262992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917334375295668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056009223209569615,0.0,0.0,0.05465205258537628,0.0,0.4674191162612942,0.0
anxiety,hyperactivechic,2020/04/02,"Building a Support Network Hey guys! So I’ve realized over the last couple weeks just how tough it’s been to keep my anxiety under control under quarantine and wanted to say my inbox is open to anybody!! If we can’t meet in person, the least we can do is build our own online support network in this confusion. So yeah DM me if you need to talk!!",5.689,5.4399131857142855,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,67.14285714285714,9.285714285714286,33.214285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.7657142857142847,273,11,52,4,4,92,57,70,0.076,0.8029999999999999,0.121,0.6554,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,2,0,14,11,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,9,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,2,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275712630962625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972681981744797,0.0,0.2932649757659628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262434184039827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355823461548325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604537374862204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652598424528456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314252750659599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107727867020346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015351827257773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130314783229212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632919509181886,0.0,0.2126014621177113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ariies-,2020/04/02,"Trouble sleeping So for the past 2 weeks or so i've had a lot of trouble sleeping due to anxiety, i've also recently started getting frequent headaches and on-and-off fevers.I also have DPDR which heightens my anxiety. Mostly I have a fear of death which is what's keeping me up. Any tips on how i can clear my mind and sleep? Should I seek out a doctor? I'm not sure what to do, especially in a time like this",1.6348837209302332,3.5305173139534887,3.5583139534883728,88.69816860465116,79.34883720930233,6.16046511627907,27.02906976744186,7.1686216300943375,1.3482139534883726,323,14,68,4,8,109,62,86,0.213,0.7240000000000001,0.063,-0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,7,4,3,1,2,13,11,8,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,9,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,8,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265357764481453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388368298701789,0.0,0.3123659973362938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089679596700884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297384624598495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666596411260386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146813345318294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974300267957244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357081750979314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614492827471834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948952655623677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158486390781552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129268681573765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450656974989773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241980989678734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904822008249487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376605093559235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fdecksam,2020/04/02,"Anxious and depressed because I'm 22, I've finished my degree and I've never experienced love and affection It makes me really anxious and depressed that this period in which the majority of people experience things like love, sex and affection is finished in my life. 

I've never managed to get a girlfriend. No girl has ever shown any interest in me actually. Soon I'll have a job and the opportunities will dissappear completely. The only thing that waits for me in this life is working and getting to my lonely house. That's a living hell. 

What is the purpose of life if you don get these things? It's not overreaction. I've read some books about psychology and many authors agree that these things are important for a human being.

I feel that I've failed in life.",4.286233421750662,6.687975172413792,5.605517241379314,74.74005305039792,73.13793103448276,8.59946949602122,29.084880636604773,9.265573868473778,2.904267904509284,620,26,107,15,13,207,88,145,0.184,0.6890000000000001,0.126,-0.8888,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,3,10,1,0,8,0,8,7,0,3,3,19,17,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,2,17,8,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,8,5,12,15,2,12,1,4,0,3,6,5,1,2,8,69,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.14722383666187538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259432055247204,0.0,0.0,0.3408721629697008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919667527770595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818054252750727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598820061530989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646728957742746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757628117743266,0.0,0.0,0.07628258124202529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364643904165699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407956161452434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149711615816045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262455796164357,0.07370569898018191,0.0,0.13321778886806718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27232561949002954,0.0,0.10070448870980456,0.1529548429114771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327149255349757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147406900461494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459176093693122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509072194170543,0.0,0.09664887440074936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40091571087613775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098325307892596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbtho9,2020/04/02,coronavirus panic attack I just had a panic attack and a nap thinking about all the possible ways I could suffer because of this coronavirus. Has anyone been feeling the same way? I’m just gonna work while feeling the anxiety but man this sucks.,3.545869565217388,6.419934021739131,4.415391304347828,79.79265217391305,78.34782608695653,7.1582608695652175,26.591304347826085,8.238735603445708,2.3267182608695656,199,8,32,4,5,64,35,46,0.321,0.629,0.051,-0.9064,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,3,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,10,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775811389174825,0.0,0.0,0.16247457650666006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286960525457646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164716868313335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552404893443408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349808235366829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452590660041613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619559238829283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888971157234113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688800566867541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916403532606195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flabrielle,2020/04/02,"Constantly worrying about how fast my heart is beating I’ve just got in to bed and it’s beating fast now, I don’t understand why. :( I’m living it constant fear that I’ll have a heart attack or something.",-0.2628571428571433,1.9474079523809564,1.9214285714285744,91.97357142857143,100.42857142857143,5.257142857142857,22.66666666666667,6.868970318607317,1.1027238095238103,162,7,33,3,7,54,35,42,0.37,0.63,0.0,-0.9485,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697235262366634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512419029832365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667915950197772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962212651033367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619043827399399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093543664645295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825230752611271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468185241708645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393639099571188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407758892737596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bmoney831,2020/04/02,"Should I tell my boss about the anxiety I'm having during the Coronavirus Quarantine. I work for a small company that has won't be closing anytime soon. We've all been instructed to work from home unless otherwise needed. Technically, we're essential employees (I'm a hospital vendor), so when the hospital requests a rep, I have to show. 

Over the last two weeks, my job description has changed persay. My normal day-to-day work is only for urgent cases because most of the operations I do support are elective. So we've been doing administrative work. I've been getting the administrative work done, I haven't missed any meetings, and I've accomplished the goals in front of me but there's not much direction. There's an expectation moreso that the senior members on my team (myself included) would start finding ways to contribute to the team. So, there's this weird situation where I've done everything asked, but I haven't done things on my own time during work hours to go further.

For example, two people have led clinical journal discussions are particular subjects relevant to our work. Another member has started a ""homework assignment"" to have us paired with senior and junior members to sharpen particular skills, and discuss them on our conference call on Monday. Others in my team are still seeing procedures or supporting things remotely.

None of my hospitals are doing procedures. The one that is requires ridiculously complicated permissions to get access that only our call center is currently able to help them remotely. And so there's an unspoken ""well what are you doing with your time?"" vibe I'm getting from my boss.

And while I want to lead discussions and come up with activities. I'm just barely able to take care of myself right now. A lot of people I know have gotten sick. Some are just at home dealing with it, but 2 are hospitalized. Some of my closest friends have gotten layed off, furloughed, or hours cut. I personally have a risk factor (I'm asthmatic), and I live alone far away from my family and lifelong friends. So I've been having some pretty bad anxiety and living an unhealthy lifestyle (not eating, not sleeping, can't focus). And I'm starting to find a routine and a schedule but I've been like this for about a week and a half now. It also doesn't help that I had 2 major business wins in the works (my first two with my clients) that got halted by this pandemic. After getting my head bashed in trying to get other initiatives down, the fact that I was stopped in my tracks here makes me feel like Sisyphus.

This anxiety has led to a change in my work ethic. I don't have a history of leading discussions or taking charge but I have a history of participating and using my time effectively. And yesterday on my team call, the leadership of my peers were commended and an open question was asked if anyone has more ideas on what we can do. I know the answer was sort of directed towards me since those on my level and above me were part of the commendations, and that feeling was confirmed when he said ""How about you, Bmoney831? What have you been working on?"" 

They have a really good impression of me. They even gave me an award for best in my role for 2019. And I feel like I'm letting them down. I also don't want them to feel like this is the real me or like I'm slacking because we're all home now. I have plans for advancement in the company though, and handling adversity kinda comes with the territory and I'm not clinically diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, even though I probably should be. So I've no idea if I should tell my manager about the problem I'm having or the toll the crisis has had on my psyche. Is it better to provide them a reason for the decline of my work ethic or to just start trying to do more, making it also kinda seem like I needed them to push me because it might look like ""I'm not one to take initiative on my own."" I feel like it's a lose-lose situation.",6.069030066572082,7.061700258021393,6.706784895776494,74.16745225362872,66.47326203208556,10.22376950780312,32.37760558768962,10.290406445055957,3.4406078467750763,3155,128,560,77,49,1036,332,748,0.073,0.7959999999999999,0.131,0.993,3,2,0,0,0,0,84.0,5,4,8,29,36,28,2,1,43,0,71,7,2,12,3,108,125,49,0,13,22,0,5,8,2,6,4,1,4,1,27,32,1,3,16,5,0,10,14,8,1,7,22,8,73,20,85,94,16,76,0,1,2,0,45,36,0,19,37,392,100,32,0.1173753716318022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060782743225292986,0.0,0.1407975634310977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039909638841311434,0.061539155651563725,0.17958367605561734,0.0,0.0,0.041035794479140415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973012796525257,0.0,0.055139012704520235,0.0,0.049001766270003216,0.10732640566190237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158910552130744,0.05190448889996376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978006668402316,0.0,0.059836007018535774,0.0,0.12416757976757498,0.10110848953511964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756974044802904,0.060504427108557524,0.0,0.059566765737058235,0.0,0.0,0.06726117240767551,0.0,0.0,0.18017363555690927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005215398649265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752532596931097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274470780750522,0.0,0.05532552711695032,0.0,0.1483712865808765,0.16770597789293534,0.0,0.0,0.10727896323731942,0.049919715574387284,0.0,0.0,0.09068392096053213,0.0,0.15330946796951742,0.0,0.033353564307426954,0.04922444644398382,0.046937903569105176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023049704488233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867423743815018,0.0,0.1766056019242931,0.0,0.1155910975892099,0.0,0.0,0.13250250759296622,0.0,0.0,0.05823847251380385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450643461768246,0.047838296881041985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060012134959124726,0.0,0.22937471088107694,0.0,0.10364460356737618,0.0,0.04928287521398799,0.06565650869934303,0.0,0.04989417178917392,0.0,0.0,0.0783489719989258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062258360312585075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431422017663642,0.08703235080704771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750147152403896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953658951620297,0.08926925926279924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355304466538801,0.0,0.08137330375193233,0.05124382356487652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970647507867353,0.06327525141468103,0.056156189380722144,0.0,0.0,0.06574363942167458,0.0,0.0,0.06679943482804487,0.03759683431774758,0.060340715439016285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011896302271215,0.05582542855574582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046766487274976135,0.05342706501146658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854706016872479,0.13193483554943494,0.058730069360726576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615778433742384,0.0,0.0468680617025529,0.04906553320270859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319618076668546,0.0,0.0,0.13237750788282238,0.0,0.10259124833511868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797898139347226,0.0,0.11532070668093325,0.0,0.10266378465935813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969017261624751,0.0,0.1719880241635776,0.0,0.07059406001236491,0.050687317514774,0.0,0.0,0.0692310352794533,0.046583553313742,0.0941514431497568,0.0,0.05276727765621986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699786766503466,0.0,0.0,0.04169004817165015,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,9dogsdaily,2020/04/02,"Hey everyone...here's a tip about anxiety that I think might be useful to those who are feeling anxious about their video conferences and online classes on Zoom with a webcam pointed at their face, especially if you're someone like me with pretty bad social anxiety. I get it. 

Video conferences and online classes on Zoom may make many of us super anxious and nervous.     We may freak out before the call even begins. Our hearts start racing , our hands get sweaty, and those few minutes leading up to the class or call make our lives a living hell...  

*Will everyone be watching us?*

*Are they judging my every move?*

*Am I embarassing myself?*

Did I answer that question really awkwardly?

*Do I look good enough?*

*Why does everyone else look like they have it all together?*

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Some of us may even completely blow off our online classes because our anxiety is so rampant & terrifying. I want to let you guys know you are NOT alone...even if you think you are, you aren't. 

Just go on that web call, attend that class meeting, and participate in the video conference and click through all of your classmates, colleagues, etc. .You will see people who seem to have it all together. Completely relaxed & care-free....Everyone may seem completely fine & relaxed during these calls but that realistically isn't the case. The possibility that your other classmates & colleagues may be experiencing anxiety as well is sometimes a comforting fact. 

People all around us may be suffering from anxiety disorders & more often that not we don't even notice these things because people don't generally focus on you. They are focused on whatever else is going on. The teacher. Their note taking. Thinking about what movie or show they are going to watch later on it the day...

No one is really watching the way your camera makes you look, the way your hair is a ""mess"", the clothes you have on, etc.

More importantly nobody is  judging you for it!!!!

Most people are not even paying any attention to you so my advice is to try & realize people are NOT focusing on you or  your behaviors  and looks on webcam.

The idea of people not focusing on me or  caring at all what I am doing has really stuck with me and has helped me throughout these last few weeks of online Zoom classes.

I hope everyone stays safe & hopefully uses their self-isolation to improve themselves  (:",4.7679738797028515,7.358017640186922,5.287196261682244,76.70256769710042,72.3644859813084,8.50189312245387,28.73136832015337,9.197007762596977,2.883791325185717,1882,76,310,44,39,602,216,428,0.068,0.8029999999999999,0.129,0.985,0,2,0,0,0,0,89.0,11,17,8,2,13,20,1,2,16,0,43,4,4,6,6,67,73,18,0,5,13,0,3,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,23,15,0,1,12,6,1,6,10,7,1,1,2,13,51,13,41,57,14,34,1,1,9,0,48,19,1,21,8,219,74,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058195766398399726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162164174111253,0.07236498520157372,0.040498961815539095,0.0,0.2277943577799989,0.13455880050425945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301594750006206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049725347527039165,0.07260748916627066,0.0,0.05067631742730856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432463691217265,0.0,0.12143914271304293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873246311477741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03840759253387873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682543799466097,0.0,0.05211636361206953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994999408365568,0.0,0.0,0.06153550509994352,0.13283755954234724,0.1966752460885697,0.0,0.050177060868762086,0.227626718508434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030112440223545124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062229320730721766,0.0,0.10153823235556686,0.049951315892700826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589681137239833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057212459565126,0.039917987613761134,0.0,0.0,0.11830170221558985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672295484407644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03272948225396979,0.04854469784628298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089830007839547,0.0,0.05819043924676748,0.0,0.10517506457404778,0.0,0.2000424297886924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925886016738647,0.060378706240424865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317769416613955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329678913290304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780295792618328,0.0,0.0,0.04035553058451411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477246913627154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056298057050516825,0.06713851777693505,0.0,0.06058812669205749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671443841273003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445601626268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745706143638749,0.10843198428425614,0.06212811647807628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070810242188648,0.05046015966118033,0.0,0.05890071911708605,0.0,0.0421528354966616,0.06347695296994857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477741712388196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395652263658156,0.11447995982335347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040433456071749765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28654592963995823,0.1028715766998148,0.0,0.0,0.03512666533241781,0.0945428523864524,0.04777086202359886,0.0,0.053546462081664255,0.0,0.05373848684814747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236498520157372,0.0
anxiety,nolaks1,2020/04/02,"Need advice after starting medication My girlfriend started taking Mirtazapine yesterday. She took her first half dose (7 or 15mg) almost 24h ago now and she's almost only been sleeping since.

She reported side effects 30 minutes after taking her first doses. She was having a bit of trouble speaking, she was visibly disoriented and just plain slow but her mood is good. 

As anyone been through this ? I'm wondering if it's normal and if she should take her next dose ? 

To be honest, right now I don't think I'll let her take another dose.",4.326853685368537,6.712167405940592,5.25993399339934,77.33949394939495,72.96039603960395,7.657205720572058,28.05390539053905,8.515128840125781,2.3860090209020903,432,17,72,8,9,141,76,101,0.036000000000000004,0.879,0.086,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,10,6,1,1,0,16,21,8,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,5,1,13,2,6,13,1,15,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,6,12,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683449755243408,0.1527112472997271,0.0,0.34501672563048985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064518605700114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204585706481466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807950169518567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29307377432691906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449595858568448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616269138872198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354877264542706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773960771850326,0.0,0.0,0.18321624208692605,0.0,0.1687927614870911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102277548302105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712176831746532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250752425584953,0.0,0.1723992504362456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387403067733102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181169460444043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103867585060844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914036811762777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682471046686466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alvetla,2020/04/02,"Fucking anxiety is turning me into an irritable mess. My sleep hasn’t been the best with all this external shit going on and I find myself becoming v irritated over the dumbest shit. Like I was just eating an orange and made an annoyingly loud munching sound and wanted to punch myself in the face. And then my mom slightly raised her voice and I wanted to lash out because I found her voice fucking piercing. 

Maybe I should lay off the black coffee.",4.700487394957982,6.803844258823527,5.388067226890758,78.06058823529416,71.11764705882355,7.680672268907562,28.61344537815126,8.418075326091056,2.2722268907563032,362,14,62,6,7,117,64,85,0.218,0.713,0.069,-0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,7,0,5,7,4,1,1,16,13,6,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,8,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,5,12,2,9,8,2,8,0,0,1,2,3,6,4,0,2,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532999531392065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174377935217105,0.2386858089123829,0.0,0.0,0.2268029422467725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211430917385347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975283152552828,0.0,0.0,0.2369626861449908,0.0,0.3995959828675003,0.0,0.0,0.12282507523549407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558454061090634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449646903206697,0.0,0.0,0.2171199953439637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531152746845838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436848929237771,0.0,0.0,0.21627449232497067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350747746747951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549444802496426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babygirl808,2020/04/02,Anxiousness increasing during COVID I had to move back to Utah with my parents after I moved to Arizona all by myself and was so happy and stress free for the first time. The virus made me lose my job and go back home. Now I have bronchitis and everyday I convince myself that I’m dying of corona virus and that i’m gonna get my boyfriend and parents sick. It gets so bad that I stop breathing but it’s from my anxiety and not my sickness. How can I calm myself down??,2.772187500000001,4.456763510416671,3.84,88.905,75.35416666666666,6.883333333333333,24.5,7.645422480735847,1.1376500000000005,371,12,77,5,8,120,66,96,0.146,0.758,0.096,-0.4495,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,2,0,4,3,1,2,1,14,11,11,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,3,0,1,3,0,15,5,10,7,2,13,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,53,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235575033792131,0.22499248022636004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062812727189376,0.16628907553128927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669513820833668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940416612556564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081042512498248,0.0,0.11318639707382674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120079863656994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997722702199489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976341363148624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228074815521356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844864128664696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233480537581326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422840155688952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650547067571353,0.22813545318945885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613095568488167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thelibran707,2020/04/02,"Anxiety about future and what not. Hey. I recently joined reddit based upon my friend's recommendation about how helpful the reddit community is.

So here's my story.
I'm currently in 4th year of my undergrad. During the 7th sem, I didn't sit for placements as I had plans to pursue higher studies in the field I had just started to explore. 
With my average profile, I decided to pursue a year later as that would help me highlight my major project as well as an extra internship to my CV. 

Now, I chose to do a project by reading a few research papers but didn't realise I wasn't actually building something big or complex. It took me time to build it because I was doing it all alone while most of my friends either got their project made from outside or simply bought it.

While I completely wasted all the while building the shitty project. Although, my panel said the project is good but I believe it isn't as compared to what others are showing.

All my friends are now placed , while neither do I have a job in hand nor am I sure if I want to pursue masters in this field. All the time I constantly think about project as to how I can make this better , while I tried a few things but it just doesn't bring any satisfaction to me!

I feel I have wasted the opportunity of doing something great which could have been a + point on my profile.
Now neither have I given the GRE, nor do I have good programming knowledge/aptitude to apply off campus.
Just basics of a shit load of things! 
People who were way behind me have a job, are presenting a good project while here I am confused about everything.
I wanted to learn something new, some new course but I'm afraid


I feel i don't have the time to do anything. Just a complete waste.",4.72258849557522,5.936129787610625,5.338808997050148,81.94414269911508,69.70796460176993,7.7738938053097355,30.9391592920354,8.07648339933343,2.186965486725664,1374,57,260,18,24,443,177,339,0.1,0.764,0.136,0.9109999999999999,3,1,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,17,14,1,2,21,0,34,2,2,4,5,38,50,26,0,5,13,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,16,2,0,0,7,2,1,3,11,3,1,0,14,4,39,11,40,34,13,38,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,6,23,193,55,18,0.0,0.0,0.12234480290450955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984738653457542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852571309898804,0.0,0.09590909262544772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317031847845748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642549261991075,0.0,0.0,0.1412510990877734,0.0,0.11088117902300694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628999180791999,0.13548238905927024,0.0,0.10009918987066127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126761001383112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267835097727705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905858516566568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154677817355946,0.1002712905745272,0.13822286475949652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806816502308675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882435541462625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862983938717933,0.0836866576918313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24216975353967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691702829789186,0.0,0.13098685896809972,0.0,0.11851688560051007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540573887399667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378953886973895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925730257465375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869236284420146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895520367724711,0.0,0.0,0.08873881345162872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181614486066711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665829214229554,0.08033319450533814,0.0,0.0,0.21931593446442105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392926955829048,0.08511923037395168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789508536658627,0.099514308376369,0.0,0.0,0.1127243150709478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906053778330819,0.0,0.0,0.1614706722352966
anxiety,Fruity_Rebbles,2020/04/02,"Neighbor's smoking sending anxiety through the roof. I usually have my anxiety well managed these days, but I've been getting all worked up about a situation I'm in now and I need to rant/have some support. 

3 months ago I moved into a new apartment. Its perfect for me and I really like it. About a week after moving in I started getting sick. After 2 weeks of feeling crappy I finally went to doctor. Parts of my throat were swollen and my body was making so much extra mucus it was getting stuck in my throat, blocking my ear tubes so my ears were filling up with liquid. Doc thought it could be allergies so I went on prednisone and antihistamines but still didn't feel better so doc wrote me a script for 2 weeks of antibiotics. Still didn't feel better. 

Then I went on a trip for 2 weeks and after a few days all my awful symptoms went away. So I figured it had something to do with my new apartment. I could smell cigarette smoke in the hallway, but thought it was fine cause my apartment has its own furnace, etc. But it turns out even in separate units the air is shared enough that I'm breathing a lot if secondhand smoke. My doctor said smoke can cause my symptoms too but she didn't think if it at first because I don't some and don't like with a smoker (or so I thought).

So now I have a swollen throat, extra mucus and fluid filled blocked ears. I constantly feel like I'm choking. It gets worse at night when I'm laying down. I can't sleep because I keep coughing or swallowing. 

I was reading that having fluid in your ears can lead to permanent hearing loss and having to have tubes surgically put in your ears to drain the fluid. I have 9 more months left on my lease. If my symptoms are this bad right away, how much damage will this secondhand smoke cause in a year. I'm too young to lose my hearing. 

I love my place and I am so tired of moving, I dont want to move out. It feels so unfair that 1 person can make my apartment unlivable for me. And I'm the one who has to move. 

Technically my lease has no option to move out early, if I did I'd be on the hook for all 9 months of rent all at once. I think I'll ask if they'll make an exception, but even if they let me go with no fees I'll still have to pay for movers and go through the stress of moving. And I'm not sure I can afford movers right now. 

I bought a little hepa filter and I think it helps, but it's not enough. I'm afraid I'll need to buy a really powerful one that's $600 to $1000 and costs hundreds to replace the filters every few years. 

With this lockdown, I'm home constantly breathing in the secondhand smoke 24/7. I'm otherwise healthy, but I worry if I did get coronavirus the past 3 months of breathing in smoke would have weakened my lungs and make me more at risk to coronavirus complications. 

I feel like I'm trapped. I can't afford to move. But staying might kill me or seriously damage my health and will be so uncomfortable. 

I think I'm gonna try talking to the apartment complex management to see if they would make 1 building smoke free that I could move into. But I feel like that's unlikely. 

I'm just so overwhelmed. I know I'll figure something out and I'm probably stuck in my all-or-nothing thinking trap, but right now I'm freaking out.",2.6717943201376926,4.390898683734942,3.730972461273666,89.43222891566265,75.71686746987952,6.7308089500860575,25.56196213425129,7.514486670522907,1.1824389845094667,2562,91,541,33,56,827,275,664,0.175,0.741,0.084,-0.9963,4,2,11,0,0,1,60.0,0,2,3,9,28,27,1,4,24,1,50,27,14,10,6,107,115,53,1,16,26,0,7,5,1,7,11,8,3,1,24,29,1,3,19,1,7,23,12,12,1,3,25,17,66,16,75,76,20,104,0,5,1,1,19,43,0,16,42,331,90,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959597645403456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560263670829611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052305356959366806,0.0,0.1051330494323407,0.0,0.0467156089930671,0.06821275752804823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896581258214876,0.0,0.062147432588148074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242706444449893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092335996029975,0.0,0.13401369490726586,0.0,0.0,0.07216577316838542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145336463498232,0.0,0.0,0.06557255663196865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562186041542248,0.06239863369279771,0.07390841373118863,0.0,0.047139981368492026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980287192124127,0.11991129328702782,0.0,0.061290091377011136,0.0,0.04759073174971995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615687771612748,0.0,0.06359493493052712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947184668259276,0.1261186120028817,0.0,0.037501861603693,0.0,0.05612204670352177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973060715504615,0.0618999825407493,0.0,0.03074845670390877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078944315656469,0.05721229345371226,0.0,0.1366708299780423,0.05607623370985973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259333125561263,0.0,0.047566379699313134,0.0504967308565846,0.0,0.18673408223404947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935372208598595,0.0,0.0,0.17863386247048668,0.5351904770574554,0.08225884012883956,0.08297189223030882,0.0,0.10807301407256538,0.0,0.0525049431985563,0.0,0.05368518465562981,0.0,0.0,0.059584536278821626,0.07582584260346446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058800347212465,0.053410258339164615,0.0,0.048853064025815005,0.0584554612855963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032317055142063,0.0,0.0,0.05624483751406964,0.0,0.0,0.055964776707301635,0.0,0.0716855389125102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334205017056348,0.05322091611781513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044584616021370385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288973499578719,0.05599004209917498,0.0,0.0,0.08614552639890306,0.0,0.0,0.0396014402903938,0.059634867577405076,0.1340443546072565,0.0,0.06409011893658395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349098383291757,0.05273186973785974,0.17445928342775294,0.0,0.044970198035013516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792513378192657,0.0,0.13325328390705252,0.0,0.06430587599049871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03798613017353178,0.060857137561645826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162061948423065,0.0,0.033000544883215716,0.0,0.17951769248813798,0.0,0.05030544199231395,0.20746349221172172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040732001322158685,0.0568195711582707,0.0570174589352296,0.07949003219833581,0.0,0.0,0.07205946233055566
anxiety,twloha18,2020/04/02,"Anxiety in relationships Background: my boyfriend has cheated on me/lied to me more times than I can count in the past. We have moved forward in our relationship, although my anxiety keeps me from truly feeling happy. I am constantly in a state of panic and worry about whether or not it will happen again. I can feel myself breaking down more and more. When I try to talk to him about it, he says he isn’t my therapist and shouldn’t have to constantly reassure me that he loves me and isn’t doing anything behind my back.... although I disagree and feel like he SHOULD have to do that considering he is the one who put me in this place.. 

Looking for any advice, or even just empathy. Hoping I’m not the only person who feels crazy all the time for needing my person to be there..",5.257894736842103,6.081534263157895,5.786684210526317,80.64778947368424,68.21052631578948,8.71157894736842,30.33157894736842,8.841846274778883,2.36347947368421,616,23,118,10,10,199,96,152,0.109,0.773,0.11900000000000001,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,0,8,7,1,1,5,0,16,1,0,0,1,22,27,11,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,6,19,5,21,23,4,21,0,0,1,1,18,9,0,3,10,91,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368031863735282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694752799862048,0.0,0.2406189429503519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941803689607012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092926575410005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399013414832393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387392883549104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180773925596008,0.1123521803689878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907143653938306,0.1674145460975425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620245609767422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978688725094754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683312548777305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206538144225674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419403708622243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671508311459123,0.0,0.11661211482935882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106568762348632,0.11960928339123272,0.0,0.18451993164137068,0.0,0.0,0.15012995391799086,0.0,0.2746404334678221,0.16431142596863793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809762256701776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33769362079891224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506570314450086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640593714801154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260009023896565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340829104732065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677454387621536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971313123898673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nturneruk,2020/04/02,"Anxiety Flushing I have always had anxiet flushing. But recently, in the evening (especially since the whole Coronavirus thing started) I have started to flush, at pretty much the same time. This then obviously starts to trigger my anxiety thinking that it is Coronavirus, when I know it isn’t, and the matter isn’t helped by the fact that I have hay fever. My sleeping is also getting f**ked up at the minute - I had my first panic attack for months last week, and I have to say it scared me, just like al the their ones I have had in the past. My question to the r/anxiety community is: have you experienced patterns with your anxiety symptoms? I have a theory as to why it gets worse in the evening, and it is this: I have stopped doing school work, so I end up looking at social media, of which is full of news about the whole virus situation. Even if I try and avoid this and put the TV on, it is still there on the news. Obviously I need to keep up on the situation, but at the same time I just get myself all stressed about it. F**k anxiety, and I hope you are all alright. Thanks for reading, it feels slightly better to get this shite off my chest.",4.9641740412979365,5.780859517699113,5.584230088495578,81.861802359882,68.86725663716814,9.035516224188793,30.110914454277285,9.21078282632365,2.4030847197640117,905,34,183,17,15,293,125,226,0.08900000000000001,0.83,0.081,0.4697,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,1,3,12,10,1,4,16,1,21,4,2,1,5,32,36,14,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,16,7,0,3,4,2,0,1,2,5,0,2,3,4,25,5,30,33,8,32,0,0,1,0,8,15,0,3,17,138,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412062545820528,0.09793164387777584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450181651777395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338950200429019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409163710586043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424281022403303,0.0,0.0,0.2332092541994963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951011346811276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011128185871644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24596305780846145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888845788247369,0.0,0.0,0.11689766206353315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461269761697292,0.0,0.0,0.06468207784646353,0.09593710956871236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057499817627313626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883413305918178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394300264882624,0.0,0.08651934553998332,0.08726932938437502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797531580410588,0.0,0.0,0.1380896891884426,0.0,0.0,0.11235316689095523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973809719497545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831595301120512,0.13184530281935342,0.0,0.11772682051979105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620958462984095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359576454279388,0.11783319761346978,0.11911359367092104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735849589769877,0.2645881563365658,0.11777996848945048,0.11997520083860372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499153178672908,0.0,0.09399135554537016,0.09839826544454144,0.13481919116019414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122330139041609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835771610059483,0.0,0.0,0.07819130873957633,0.07541418483897172,0.0,0.0,0.13725776765695202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990715932933119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440780615551324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620140467518197,0.26280446306638205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568334032931181,0.0,0.11994122999308893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yellow_meadow,2020/04/02,"Trapped in my head This whole COVID19 situation has had horrible effects on my anxiety. I constantly feel trapped even if I'm ouside and I get random panick attacks at least once a day. I hope I find someone who relates to this out there.. I can never be alone, even when I'm with people sometimes something in me just snaps and it feels like the world around me is spinning. I can't even imagine spending more than a night alone at home, it makes me so scared. All of this is making me feel like a piece of shit too for not being independant and constantly needing to have people around me. Now I can't cope and I've been smoking a lot. If there's a kind heart on here with a few words od advice or just a similar story, I would love to hear it",2.5557918552036227,4.2823185359477165,3.6535947712418313,89.83040723981901,76.05882352941177,6.5377576671694335,25.4947209653092,7.321109707123232,1.0867369532428357,588,21,125,7,13,190,102,153,0.14,0.741,0.11900000000000001,-0.6441,0,4,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,14,8,2,1,8,0,12,4,3,4,2,32,24,9,1,5,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,4,15,5,18,19,7,17,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,6,9,88,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063603346376274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981134715058545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009768203511522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562369405255171,0.0,0.16372870023208053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31105073739478883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281588340772612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28517153259278794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830939326217894,0.20563160121219606,0.0,0.0,0.13153940762300992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519176543530895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770246958104802,0.0,0.16220723305895146,0.17054477138934568,0.0,0.0,0.14436254514401894,0.14294409354208018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498695474023372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062315985591145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235483272652516,0.12989256479578135,0.0,0.1921341715768059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671415460896748,0.11099924641906113,0.0,0.0,0.1350582824041963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532690950114092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955070125310206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408807947645585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477308402874948,0.0,0.16177104615208193,0.0,0.0,0.12194214703033295,0.11079591866467448,0.14233962395274835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068048363285484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223596639617627,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flowrider_,2020/04/02,Im having a really hard time Its night where I live and nights are the hardest for me. Suddenly I felt so alone and then I read something about someone who's about to lose his wife to cancer and... I just started bawling my eyes out. The fear of losing my loved ones is too much to handle. Just never knowing when they'll be gone and I just cant imagine what I would do without them. I love them all so much and im so scared of losing them,0.5065957446808511,2.56936561702128,2.1355744680851068,96.49400000000004,84.31914893617022,4.611063829787233,18.974468085106388,5.6839178017228535,-0.3632136170212763,344,9,78,2,10,112,67,94,0.264,0.6970000000000001,0.038,-0.9683,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,3,11,7,0,2,3,0,8,4,1,0,2,16,14,10,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,3,15,2,10,9,3,11,0,3,1,2,9,2,0,0,8,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010309229367201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481564458221764,0.0,0.0,0.15769614188900408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712676655789428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548147350907549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026200052074457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502691578936588,0.0,0.0,0.5512275968313267,0.0,0.0,0.2964659976767893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414705733703151,0.0,0.12667200152193586,0.0,0.0,0.30825620004058946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129326441430418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428443069325374,0.0,0.105216340009486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443287690284855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391600063292134,0.12643996450867653,0.0,0.0,0.1162499067362742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957696560485913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832148464250215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667137308338643,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stickycatpaws,2020/04/02,"Disappointed in myself I am a 37(f) who suffers from GAD, depression, and mild agoriphobia. I have had my ups and downs like all of us do. In Dec 2018 I was able to come off of Clonazepam after taking it twice daily for a year. I was so proud of myself. The year I had off had its obstacles but I had learned new techniques and also finally accepted myself and my issues. Now through this pandemic it has consumed me yet again. I have tried using the breathing techniques, throwing myself in my art, playing video games, cooking, baking, to get my mind off what was happening in the world. I rarely leave my house anyway, so that was not my issue. My husband is an RN in a large city and the virus has hit our household not with physical sickness, but with stress. My family lives in a different state on the other side of the US and my father could possibly be one of the statistics of a man over 60 with underlying health issues that most people dismiss when they die from Covid-19. I am use to panic attacks I have had plenty in my life, this was a different kind. I have had a feeling that my brain was tight for a week and my chest. No matter the activity that I used to distract my self it would not work. I would go to sleep feeling this way, I wake up through out the night and waking up in the morning with the same sense of dread and tightness. I had a virtual appointment with my doctor today and he prescribed clonazepam again as needed. I started to cry when he mentioned it, because I felt as if I was going backwards. I know a lot of people have said 2020 was supposed to be their year, but I feel like those of us who finally came over an obstacle in the past year with our mental health and really felt this year is going to be great, some of us are taking 3 steps back yet again. I have to be positive though and I will say at least it was a pandemic that caused me to go backwards and not something that would typically trigger an attack like in the past.  

**Tl**;**dr** Back on clonazepam after being off of it for over a year. Disappointed thinking I had made better progress and didn't want to go back on it.",4.561665024630543,5.563671600000003,5.257799671592776,83.16214285714288,69.9047619047619,8.174055829228243,28.768472906403947,8.433251757073789,1.9818743842364528,1672,60,330,25,29,541,210,420,0.11599999999999999,0.785,0.099,-0.8769,2,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,6,0,2,4,16,19,2,4,28,0,42,13,6,6,1,61,69,26,1,7,8,2,7,3,0,4,5,2,1,2,23,23,2,2,9,5,0,9,6,10,0,2,23,9,51,9,66,35,6,70,0,4,0,0,20,31,0,4,31,257,74,3,0.0820721433668399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563306339861318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673782279818554,0.0,0.18932523671407828,0.0,0.050030416830331895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258614128598298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161965488484697,0.0,0.09386866774319763,0.0,0.08431069905011668,0.0,0.07069788434631565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552792820733498,0.0,0.0901523956775178,0.0,0.0,0.07068861682036946,0.0,0.08517792729441638,0.17149584330615414,0.0,0.08400431643044637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773703125325494,0.0,0.12449442503478834,0.05863235562006008,0.1576042565258891,0.17981204280739685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287930750637655,0.0,0.23321745214330605,0.0,0.0,0.09048482780205966,0.0,0.0,0.07257612533188068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744777010650103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470023422843488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25698598398814165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546550771487267,0.0451047036224394,0.0,0.0,0.08690254954348724,0.0,0.0,0.05796998202163376,0.12028891087484275,0.0,0.07247120622428974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977480136286658,0.0,0.0776586464751117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827094169396423,0.0,0.08286946866237635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060855454374159235,0.0,0.07926578748758993,0.0,0.07701914683031386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055614208389135805,0.0,0.0,0.09629397680983774,0.0,0.0,0.15669429500048382,0.11379698072798268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252401007997108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052577516618136366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806940267358539,0.06526706253993905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561914480098855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213141488724407,0.0,0.0,0.06318314564593441,0.0,0.0,0.058091085498052926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940133629338878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341607561519374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052588515541568376,0.080635464154888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779479546792606,0.0,0.0,0.05572159798910333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948907327753117,0.21265194216395225,0.0,0.0,0.04840827657367393,0.06514504726077283,0.06583332289350616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597494978455693,0.0,0.0,0.17490508764891893,0.0,0.0,0.3171106169239589
anxiety,plaxhi9,2020/04/02,"Struggling Today I hope everyone is well and trying to stay healthy. I’ve been quite good as far as my Anxiety and PTSD. But today things have kind of caught up with me. I’m in doom and gloom mode. I keel thinking of the future ( even though I’m trained to take one day at a time) I feel paranoid and like at times I’m coming apart at the seems. I’m typically a high strung person but I just have no faith at this point that this will ever end. I even have a friend who works for media in China that states massive actual progress has been made there and in a few other places. I’m trying quite hard to believe this will ever end....but my mind really runs with this in some very bad directions. Just looking for some good positive thinking from some other survivors of trauma,ptsd,drug and alcohol abuse OCD and people that really struggling with fear/panic. Wishing everyone peace and health. I welcome everyone to speak up ❤️",3.638688524590165,5.454064781420769,4.192043715846996,86.73724590163934,73.31693989071039,7.284371584699452,24.22185792349727,8.021203637495839,1.2962061202185793,737,22,145,11,15,233,112,183,0.138,0.665,0.19699999999999998,0.9234,0,0,2,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,9,14,0,2,6,0,9,2,0,1,2,29,25,13,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,2,2,1,0,1,11,12,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,5,1,1,4,4,9,9,25,19,4,29,2,2,1,0,5,15,0,5,10,85,20,1,0.0,0.1384403530244228,0.11402232857381756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487008767183758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938490081259036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755937986990476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164252873225488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065026517898594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535434333291836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550127842884072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069771883308183,0.0,0.0,0.15434796133885778,0.21138313583706772,0.0,0.3349467012889445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148133826936667,0.05907954676397537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027294081944927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600544368353376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466875900038332,0.0,0.0,0.12419909762779426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345149435515933,0.0,0.11605188580563655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216744474703209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708379578629395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811904978261618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056007451188256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179785515964244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917612915636868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100451939080063,0.10202317242210376,0.1220765109554356,0.0,0.11045480437803544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731674237686092,0.0,0.0,0.2485547314541651,0.0,0.0,0.1497057808447347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106369866385378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453954523720215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24430023584719465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878517147498374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762558012414983,0.1497370984596917,0.11479807246089185,0.0,0.13626468226031646,0.0,0.22150781075812456,0.0,0.0,0.15865803243353707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640806299994728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505627199636763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436417310591509,0.0,0.0,0.08506340547630832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ejment,2020/04/02,"Coronavirus - Should I Worry?? Hi everyone,

I’m a 20 year old college student that has faced a battle with anxiety for years now. I am also a musician, and I am finding ways to help cope with all this distress in America. Sometimes, I get into intense panic attacks tho when the topic of coronavirus or death is brought up. I’m relatively healthy, but I also do deal with health anxiety.. Sometimes I feel like I am “feeling a symptom” of being sick, but in reality I think it might also just be my anxiety causing me to be to be uneasy.

I’m no health expert and there is SOOO much misinformation out there. I have avoided it all for so long but right now it’s kinda hard to escape a lot of it, whether through social media or people. I have an intense fear of the unknown, but I have been able to cope with it thus far. 

I was just wondering if any of you are also going through this.. Should I personally be worried about anything, or should I just live my normal life (being respectful to others in this situation)? Also, if any of you have any recommendations to cope I would be incredibly grateful. Thanks!",3.6625752855659433,5.6146134299065436,5.368161993769473,77.75095534787124,73.57943925233644,7.933125649013499,30.11318795430945,8.680891452615391,2.599364278296989,870,39,158,17,18,296,125,214,0.18100000000000002,0.708,0.111,-0.9364,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,0,17,9,2,4,8,0,26,6,1,2,2,39,37,20,1,7,13,0,3,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,3,3,20,3,28,22,4,18,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,9,8,125,30,2,0.1211172705844272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484287187639509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470916918567713,0.0,0.2779631414536169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966919383071828,0.0,0.0,0.13778838034667928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442080017787127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486658773103974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573274241002357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362906020130676,0.12248106234856275,0.08652620230588974,0.0,0.0,0.1106989910898034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327877494936973,0.0,0.0688337360217259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849728458724217,0.0,0.0,0.2574839898646761,0.0,0.0,0.08118235343025001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855487100770101,0.059171780537904985,0.0,0.10694876889731084,0.10718497312898274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296957225629676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848628408651713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903512981131945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186692095412764,0.0,0.0,0.1270922013604677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210502085705115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839674653366654,0.10575492896341428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343348730557753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614088675160568,0.0,0.12346380470328122,0.0,0.0,0.23957615513717645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588721911185774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150851013564453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760705648946106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613725184501808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134651343195305,0.0,0.2460009349014147,0.0,0.0860382339989193,0.0,0.0,0.15599110254134374
anxiety,SalutBonhomme,2020/04/02,"Feeling numb on medication but relieved from alot of anxiety, would you consider switching pills? For those who felt that way and decided to switch medication for this very reason (even with reduced anxiety), was the risk worth it? Do you still feel like a zombie/lost of interest on different pills? And mostly have you found the one that relieves anxiety while making you feel alive?",8.807835820895525,9.725830940298508,7.849962686567171,68.61583955223881,60.49253731343283,12.073134328358213,37.6455223880597,11.698219412168324,4.843510447761194,311,14,49,9,4,96,53,67,0.1,0.64,0.259,0.9372,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,4,5,0,2,0,15,10,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,4,4,9,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934036769593678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246203360530675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419998436787581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326118453356637,0.15358995494077082,0.20642553418068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357270589326684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503397658033332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346885950106848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350848109484884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331625919514471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456837896110655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210470463083663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169247215867078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739048519480347,0.0,0.17065022831818866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272377766402914,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quietcassie,2020/04/02,"Should I quit Scribing in the ER? I’ve been a medical scribe for 1 month and had 12 shifts in March. I have been getting major anxiety the day before my shifts in the ER and when I’m in the parking lot of the hospital I have panic attacks and I have to make myself get off the car to go in. 

I haven’t had any bad shifts, the physicians have told me I’m doing good and so on.....But my mental health is suffering. I’m in nursing school and scribing isn’t what I thought it would be like and I don’t know if I should just push through for a few months and quit or quit right now?

And now with Covid-19, the charge nurse hides all of the masks so it makes it nearly impossible for scribes to get one.


( a medical scribe follows the physicians when they see a patient and completes their chart/takes notes on their behalf)",2.962426035502961,4.2597267810650905,3.5143195266272187,93.02106508875742,74.0887573964497,6.620118343195268,25.42603550295858,7.010146845296331,0.810966863905326,642,21,144,6,13,201,98,169,0.10300000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.034,-0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,3,8,6,1,1,14,0,17,5,0,2,1,22,31,15,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,4,2,1,6,1,15,2,19,21,4,22,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,3,9,91,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117750721545944,0.0,0.12574016535653232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869909834634456,0.0,0.0,0.13723942685401158,0.0,0.0,0.1398640553495172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233548074839308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600299944260216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576246341753995,0.0,0.0934134501166297,0.13786308803553834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471424067017852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903317042343618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030132445295618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973879027078126,0.0,0.0,0.21943225377808148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311645523634256,0.16564309236856065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26239205086469275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137920926136614,0.0,0.0,0.19284904531352115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244730275875576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036836390456836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634799425142272,0.13097907275889564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304888929988602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705953773259138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676147110835615,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thefatalaccidents,2020/04/02,"Panic Attacks - Passing out / Feeling feint I am a 35 yo male and I have had really bad panic attacks since I was in my teens.  Typically I just feel extremely panicked with feelings of depersonalization and feeling feint until I leave the environment that is causing it, or I pass out.  Which as you can imagine can be extremely embarrassing/dangerous as these feelings come along a lot when I'm giving presentations/speeches, in meetings, or driving in my car.   This has led to GAD due to my fear of having these panic attacks and avoidance of these situations, but as you can imagine that is damaging to my social life and career.  

I'm hoping to take this time due to the virus to work on myself a little bit, and I would like to try to do some meditation.  I don't mean to be offensive to anyone who may enjoy the spiritual aspects of this, but the more aspects of spirituality that are involved the more it feels like woo woo to me.  Does anyone have any recommendations on a good meditation regimen or anywhere to start to learn to deal with anxiety and maybe some biofeedback type things?  If anyone can give me a good initial start I'm usually good at researching it from there, but as I'm sure some of you know it can be frustrating and overwhelming to find good sources right off the bat.  Thanks! Stay safe/relaxed/healthy everyone!",8.283567269384001,7.708861653386452,8.535219123505977,68.25840943916643,61.94820717131474,11.547778118296044,38.43119828378792,10.891193690592663,4.2214931657983445,1069,48,189,24,13,353,144,251,0.129,0.6970000000000001,0.174,0.9584,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,1,3,23,5,6,11,0,22,1,0,2,1,44,42,20,0,3,8,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,16,13,0,1,12,0,0,6,1,13,0,0,2,6,18,10,39,35,7,26,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,10,10,129,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441491095665988,0.0,0.08371225379967186,0.0,0.0,0.2295441713474061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734710373942336,0.0,0.0,0.0913679546988736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946722465590633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241287835480412,0.0,0.09426268270223044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281564269898756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576133272851006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456330995787724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313711889889338,0.3319810371627461,0.07817550956439742,0.0,0.0,0.10001536882569276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099469519291541,0.0,0.3671326431777413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868686802999256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060138862785668684,0.0,0.0,0.11586863637256073,0.0,0.0,0.07729235566359688,0.10692215703701456,0.10967577843299192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303192057715108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993530920209912,0.11919936175029693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851711546712519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070102490506916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345106292254032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052011655699947,0.1230018527420248,0.0,0.11154824305493953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549076499462879,0.11663587389162144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313475922171313,0.0,0.08227636854790665,0.0,0.0,0.1007467607303899,0.0,0.0,0.07269921659726544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380844841582299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429454727638986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051967406412845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966501415297325,0.0,0.0,0.07773463535482758,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Calm_Panic,2020/04/02,"Anxious about Part Time Job Hey, All, 

First and foremost, I've been reading posts on this community and that's why I've felt comfortable enough to share. So, thank you for giving me the courage to open up. 

TL;DR: Does anyone have any tips to alleviate anxiety created when you ""go against the grain"" so to speak?

I've struggled with anxiety a lot throughout my life, and now is no different. I'm a teacher that recently picked up a part-time job at a grocery store while we're all in limbo due to COVID-19. Initially I did this to maintain a routine (this is a huge help for alleviating my anxiety and simply stocking shelves takes me out of my own head for a few hours), and I can make some decent money which would help given the state of the economy and my own financial situation.  But, now I find myself stressing out about working on the ""front lines"" that people/the news keep describing. I've even had someone say I should ""get a medal for starting \[at a grocery store\] right now."" In my mind, it's not a hospital (the real battle zone), and I'm just trying to do a little extra during a very strange time. However, the mindset of everyone else has me freaking out if I've made some fatal mistake. 

The store takes every precaution: gloves, hand sanitizer for staff and customers, hourly sanitation of common areas and hand washings, limiting the amount of people in the store at one time, etc. I don't touch my face, wash my hands, and immediately shower when I get home. I also have quarantined completely aside from taking my dog out and take out (even then I use gloves and keep a safe distance). But, I can't help be shake the feeling I'm taking a massive and unnecessary risk that's going to get me sick or worse yet, someone else killed. The flip side is that I know sitting home each day will lead to obsessive thinking and put a massive strain on my relationship with my girlfriend (I've relied on her too much in the past to help ""talk me down""). 

 I know I'm at an elevated risk, and I've accepted that. But, I'm trying to avoid the perspective that I'm at a walking atom bomb. 

Thanks in advance for any help.",7.070068236847899,6.4842083874092005,7.302792207792207,76.14145663658375,64.39951573849879,10.511512216596964,34.753356812678845,9.910423181423305,3.2235820823244548,1676,66,324,31,22,545,231,413,0.12,0.758,0.122,0.4438,6,2,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,2,0,6,15,20,2,8,31,0,17,9,5,5,2,59,48,27,2,4,7,0,6,0,1,3,4,2,3,0,12,24,0,5,7,1,5,8,4,13,0,2,6,8,30,7,50,38,15,59,0,0,0,0,16,28,0,5,20,193,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532548959358487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810788817504315,0.0,0.21617038663585367,0.10641040532397997,0.0,0.06586139492781022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987587575240942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060746193838416826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841082901955277,0.0,0.0,0.08242825226131069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737103770919653,0.0,0.0,0.09732574926295584,0.10504923126675793,0.12442615466279056,0.0,0.07936101340085848,0.09000470905016432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762641993646671,0.0,0.09043930886438242,0.0,0.08608998869037045,0.08011985984089931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476346522972112,0.09035776665813557,0.1070632260924403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966683989653902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31567532006674465,0.0,0.18896496651985306,0.0,0.18552073927390125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694250163348625,0.1674447577742306,0.10420974301047876,0.0,0.10353116881652603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653075525350446,0.0,0.09440535625439113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800788627224752,0.0,0.08912696229620931,0.06287404268037566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951072976960212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924212445878553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638270904685492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040020049179056,0.08991713837695453,0.0653010300277113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902101159611988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946892038159916,0.0,0.0,0.09421771636958742,0.10721137519101204,0.0,0.0,0.09300346034777424,0.10112720092812827,0.0,0.0804396468719303,0.0,0.07490543920367904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587600921524852,0.0,0.0,0.15961753589172256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666974280307772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789687734557453,0.09847016658336187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35410416023754393,0.07570814381529171,0.0,0.17343909428533066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603545754997044,0.0,0.0,0.16477273443970342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790067786337125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135184121678961,0.0,0.07771845156565425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499383385671196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857306279998276,0.0,0.09598992598809344,0.0669114552805412,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YxngCerberus,2020/04/02,"Buspar is Turning Me Into a Hot Mess I've been taking Buspar for roughly a month now and have never felt worse. Is my anxiety mostly gone? Yes! Thankfully! However the side effects are.. almost worse than my anxiety. I have been having constant migraines and half way through the day, my face becomes extremely hot to the point where it nearly feels like my face is on fire. Not to mention the nausea. Has anyone else had this experience with it? It sounded promising because of it supposedly being non drowsy and it being something I can take daily and not just when I need it as my anxiety is CONSTANT. Are there any other daily medications that have worked better for those who have taken Buspar before?",4.0403846153846175,6.795205038461537,4.920769230769236,77.59423076923079,75.53846153846155,6.76923076923077,26.92307692307693,7.882392219407189,2.092846153846154,565,22,89,9,13,183,90,130,0.071,0.79,0.14,0.8964,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,6,1,18,4,2,1,1,16,27,6,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,7,9,4,12,19,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,8,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191817168560505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675198887805333,0.0,0.3940166829038461,0.0,0.0,0.12004645393261218,0.17591202564249106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465785278909584,0.1896130836297188,0.14609166712969154,0.0,0.0,0.1518418228454828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710619439562777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072290783087874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342115779199271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679413075295904,0.0,0.0,0.08680931876928873,0.1226521150917514,0.16484494956697304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387683549385322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172955022032392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703768297225385,0.0,0.0,0.12730258088601348,0.1324143980461393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229823768213195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217184214534033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581721738866669,0.0,0.0,0.15806488964483115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867444617371921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362759136962286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498904758180697,0.0,0.3499242687087023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,srsly_sophie,2020/04/02,Does anyone else suffer with horrible social anxiety? I have horrible horrible social anxiety to the point where I don’t want to even see friends sometimes. Grocery stores and stuff are fine but when it’s one on one and focused on me I get terrible anxiety. I don’t take any medication but I should. Just waiting for this pandemic to end so I can get to it. Just wondering if anyone out there has overcame social anxiety and how?,3.5114634146341466,6.0510295975609765,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,76.1951219512195,9.465853658536586,30.981707317073173,9.827888789773867,3.730751219512195,345,17,60,11,8,116,56,82,0.23,0.679,0.091,-0.8836,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,15,14,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,7,2,9,13,0,7,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,2,2,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144332728903716,0.0,0.5149219187485203,0.0,0.0,0.23532461852518105,0.17241838043608046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472592331239837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057278720113742,0.0,0.14904235780259828,0.0,0.0,0.11114453851406562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000941846789793,0.0,0.17583425652725834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695201034619236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280559914126761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907496481027372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340939771903378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146077731134469,0.0,0.0,0.16642900859691864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263546145200147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265224134979465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992533906923761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248786070237488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DavidSmithies,2020/04/02,"How can I tell the difference? Hey guys, I'm really struggling with my anxiety right now and I could really do with some friendly and sympathetic people to just listen to me and say I'm not alone.

I'm scared to death of getting ill and dying. I'm scared of suffering. I'm scared of my 6 year old not having me around and I'm scared of my 7 month pregnant girlfriend giving birth without me around. I'm scared of not being here, basically.

I've been anxious about health for about 20 years. I'm 35 and it's affected me since mid teens and it's definitely got worse in the recent climate.

Over the last 2 weeks, I've got inconsistent days. Some days, I'll wake up and I'm fine. Other days, I'll wake up with a headache, shivering but clammy, tight chest, sore throat, just generally feeling coldy.

Yesterday was one of those totally fine days. But today, I've felt awful and to top it off, I've had to clear my throat a lot and feel like I need to cough. I've noticed that I'm deliberately not coughing out of fear!


I think my main issue right now is not knowing the difference between symptoms that anxiety is giving me, and real symptoms of something that could be the virus. I'm so scared of it that whenever I cough once, that's a few hours ruined because I can feel myself panicking.


I'd really like to ask this community

1. How do you know when it's just anxiety and when it's not?

2. Has your anxiety changed during this time? For example, were you noticing certain symptoms previously and now you're experiencing different symptoms?

3. How will you know when to seek medical help? For example, you could keep putting it off assuming it's anxiety. What will it take for you to realise its not?

4. If anyone has any general advice for how to stop overreacting to 1 cough - or even how to stop panicking even if I do genuinely get it!


Thanks everyone.",2.665690930323084,4.9129461880109035,4.318502140910862,82.77728610354225,77.58310626702995,8.11799143635656,26.28952899961075,8.922882184376627,2.2421351342934988,1469,58,290,36,35,492,186,367,0.13699999999999998,0.731,0.132,-0.7181,1,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,6,0,1,22,17,0,8,8,1,21,17,5,6,3,67,52,27,2,6,16,0,5,2,2,2,12,2,0,1,21,19,0,4,9,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,7,8,24,7,42,38,6,38,0,2,0,0,17,13,0,7,26,166,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689732450462028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150161730596359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351354577083757,0.0,0.3009974390682107,0.0889000385053184,0.0,0.05502357149443962,0.0,0.0,0.14010587955567466,0.07356679233125643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047970170352786584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324614875076511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884884882909044,0.0,0.0,0.20300040977552053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167031061258734,0.24665049801874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395120577647153,0.0,0.0,0.07519398197815565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855085309613289,0.119367759759906,0.05621788234980785,0.0755570662094464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079757041019854,0.0,0.08222708568133902,0.15097788436583665,0.0,0.0,0.125875037908508,0.0,0.0,0.07791787026939448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836463652824976,0.0,0.0,0.05274587202946795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749618477051437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213444414555797,0.0,0.06994544080685047,0.0,0.0,0.12974189224635416,0.06414482726645579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689028544090304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690148353269976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792743367951862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628115408614143,0.0,0.0,0.058349434167712176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918368914774532,0.08257445991217993,0.08380486170820982,0.05332402205461535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455541745401332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791076195946281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956920475653186,0.1512371426437546,0.0,0.07769927368354604,0.0,0.0,0.1344057976754515,0.0,0.06257937284601435,0.4727090574950048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509518506816163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058127139614105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158077762887704,0.0,0.08226640594247643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271662310270225,0.059166908319100237,0.0,0.06878064576452497,0.07244940996770538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042292687035492,0.0,0.0,0.04588618438117846,0.0,0.07459121525635799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312231466712218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585668713398941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019430139827796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135068010131708
anxiety,DeerInTheHeadLice,2020/04/02,"Is daily morning dry-heaving a sign of anxiety? How can I cope? [TW] **Trigger warning: discussion involving nausea/vomiting, but not specific to eating disorders.**

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I remember first experiencing daily morning extreme nausea/dry heaving about 5 years ago when my job situation was extremely stressful. Every morning, I'd have an extreme urge to vomit either before I left for work or during the commute. It usually goes away within 5-15 minutes after the onset. I've started to experience this again, likely because of work stress and, I'm sure, the stress of COVID-19.

My anxiety tends to come out in physiological symptoms like extreme sweating, blisters on my fingers, and very rarely panic attacks. Which is why I'm guessing this dry heaving is related to stress and anxiety.

I am able to hold it together 95% of the time, and usually there's nothing in my stomach that early in the morning, so I rarely if ever vomit. However, it is extremely unpleasant and uncomfortable.

Has anyone else had this symptom before? If so, did you find a way to either cope with it or ""cure"" it with any strategies or coping mechanisms? Any help would be appreciated!",3.891176470588235,7.090278941176473,5.5816156862745085,69.57907058823531,80.66666666666666,7.969882352941178,33.65019607843137,8.726425361277474,3.972048078431373,920,52,131,24,25,311,133,204,0.145,0.76,0.096,-0.8779,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,3,8,9,1,5,8,0,13,8,3,2,2,28,19,15,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,9,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,3,2,10,3,23,14,2,22,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,6,14,86,20,3,0.11916696069075725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563432052938601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207523935783785,0.0,0.2734871962623432,0.0,0.0,0.08332430968482267,0.12210063372756925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556962128675182,0.1119612823054342,0.0,0.0,0.07264307316934546,0.0,0.20280461297290356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265178487127267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657566109291044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193755085099525,0.09954870448671638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779333838204354,0.10040330401083347,0.0,0.0,0.11656815390252935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089164431798319,0.10136335588708804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127584220281166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987510181929121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825482072189375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947525146832892,0.0,0.0,0.1164379152756316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143439127334844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981675241457095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499293625197725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339486567163394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843469881258986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460214033925198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231345016798776,0.2477202007440275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069487213094093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26249114283894825,0.09832522274360488,0.0,0.09458918663087608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752964678837393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350993330904638,0.0,0.0,0.08465278980758069,0.0,0.0,0.07673961564257005
anxiety,roxthecellist,2020/04/02,"A playlist of Lullabies and Ballads :) Hi everyone, have any of you trouble sleeping because of anxiety? I've started putting together a playlist of lullabies and ballads that I like listening to when I need to relax before going to sleep:

[https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2ygx83xSpqm4R8jw8OCU8v?si=j6QRYSB7SC2bTDq1Qif4l](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2ygx83xSpqm4R8jw8OCU8v?si=j6QRYSB7SC2bTDq1Qif4lQ)

Hopefully you will enjoy it as much as I do!",20.031226415094334,25.45490301886793,9.837877358490566,48.129646226415126,37.679245283018865,11.337735849056607,45.32547169811321,11.20814326018867,6.2619094339622645,392,17,35,8,4,91,38,53,0.073,0.677,0.25,0.8941,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,8,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,9,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308924943245735,0.0,0.22846306706429245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820515862248024,0.0,0.25412540986085663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853686695921279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972717713698948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966224667557741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459031553030652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953887907712852,0.2214419287534304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002213151163787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5977225578518508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138289325683784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sauce-on-a-stick,2020/04/02,"Anxiety for the future 
So hello dear reader, I’m 16-year-old boy who is  scared or has anxiety about the future (i think..)

Since last year around april I was talking to a friend about how things are going to change (because the next year everyone had to choose a profile on school) and how that can lead to less contact with different people. And yes of course I had to think about everything. The whole month I kept with the same thought (still even to this day but just a little les) about losing most of me friends and how all things is going to change after high-school. (What leaded to 2 horrible mental breakdowns) Yes I know nothing is going to stay the same ever, but thinking about losing friends and losing family (because sexuality and culture blabla)is just the worst. I see myself in the future alone, with no goal in life. Even though I know thats the future and now is now, the thought still keeps me wandering and in this period of time even more.

So has anyone tips what may help even tips that may is related that can help. I just find it difficult to change my mindset i guess.",5.493142857142856,6.47409621904762,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,67.76190476190476,8.285714285714286,27.380952380952376,8.418075326091056,1.7285238095238102,866,26,168,12,14,266,118,210,0.14,0.75,0.11,-0.7169,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,6,24,10,0,1,13,2,15,1,0,5,2,41,30,16,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,12,11,0,2,9,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,6,1,13,4,28,22,8,31,0,3,1,0,11,6,0,5,19,118,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094693237514064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389732435382118,0.0,0.0,0.07490276472324214,0.0,0.0,0.095362018928216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060215053585594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399652107983223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908535523577436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192054435455384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830144426287999,0.09689872132278456,0.0,0.10236044276556393,0.09627508104686447,0.0,0.1009858586492533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790831449849148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24828846920487746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182641097488974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800786060581915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360433303187975,0.11318113813603678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521568218719527,0.0,0.0,0.11774379798494115,0.0873193937517828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566401399598383,0.0,0.10736520530558433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595290954697807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795460448107942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550441091455252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392633168958118,0.0,0.0,0.1027872325064236,0.0,0.11240737696526712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426547363159007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724862804077806,0.2168280206418276,0.085363016306914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861310160990073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417867030705485,0.17109684085805724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610126296361938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233527998689982,0.20591992806623444,0.1052476242982307,0.17008710271506092,0.062464176341189385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959880015867813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695074692497964
anxiety,omgnopleasedont,2020/04/02,"Am I the only one who suffers from horrible separation anxiety and relationship worries? The way I get so scared and wake up and think about who I might lose my boyfriend scares the fuck out of me. I cry thinking about our past problems and those two weeks we were broken up for. If he’s just not gonna feel the love anymore. If he just doesn’t feel the chemistry and isnt in love anymore. What if other girls are better than me? Most of his friends are girls and he’s better at talking to them throughout the day then me. With covid going on I’m very depressed and sad I don’t have his presence to comfort me and reassure me during my insecure times, and the weeks of not seeing each other and the different levels of energy scares me. I don’t know how to help myself and also keep my relationship alive so the person I am so in love with doesn’t give up on fueling the love of our relationship.",5.320419580419582,5.478061571428572,5.969320679320678,81.73477022977025,67.90109890109889,9.035764235764237,29.732267732267733,8.841846274778883,2.148048351648352,714,24,146,11,11,233,106,182,0.20199999999999999,0.626,0.172,-0.6802,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,1,3,9,19,1,4,10,0,12,6,1,1,0,33,29,20,0,4,7,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,16,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,10,0,2,1,3,23,9,24,26,2,18,0,4,1,5,26,10,1,5,6,103,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931197144129653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950024017096345,0.0,0.2463194554041851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966589450949733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641313815437864,0.08009007708012432,0.0,0.10696172830228767,0.0,0.0,0.12974855515491393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558494294830044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959462516518381,0.11480850166920095,0.06488236784915664,0.11913109347537965,0.07057810118111095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323965377547485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038274753865952,0.0,0.0,0.06824970230041855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893302891016274,0.0,0.0,0.4483329854624087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174234732487788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415204760027813,0.0944494980287568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855015250157405,0.0,0.10843494059984203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882979520649585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999897675288868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37299732442031,0.0,0.09896063402265604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981647722470506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914750533234354,0.0,0.0,0.072414199519405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213122537616706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246694291658984,0.0,0.09857353501559224,0.19922998392982785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261175106683146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hotdawgqueen,2020/04/02,"Suffered my first anxiety attack today. I didn't really experience anxiety up until recently, when my mum decided to foster a dog without consulting the family first. 

For context: I have another dog at home, a CKC who is lovely and gentle. Being born in a SEA household, we usually don't get to move out of our own apartment until we are married, as the cost of renting an apartment is high and is not really worth it. So yes, we live in a 4 bedroom apartment. 

The dog (poodle) that we fostered was previously in a bad household, and thus is kinda aggressive and fierce. He usually doesn't have much triggers and gets angry easily. He had bitten my parents twice and they were pretty deep wounds, and was always barking whenever we leave the house. I am usually affected by the barking noises a lot so I will result to staying at home or climbing through the window to avoid his barking.

At this point I was really anxious for the dog to be adopted, but his aggressive nature supersedes his chances of getting adopted. He was getting better with some training but I am still anxious about him whenever he snaps for no reason. 

Today I petted my other dog and the fostered dog started barking at me for no reason. I backed out of my mum's room and head back, thinking he will cool down. Later, I came out of the room and he locked eyes with me, instantly barking and growling at me. At this point, i started to cry and was shaking and I just stood there while my parents attempted to calm the dog down. He pounced at me and wanted to bite my hands but they were out of reach. 

I went back into my room while my parents were holding and calming him down and I instantly find myself being out of breath and numbness in my hands. I have not suffered from any anxiety attack before and I didn't know what to do so I stepped outside to calm down. Eventually it took me 20 to 30 mins to get my breath stabilized and stop crying. 

How do I cope with this feeking of anxiousness whenever I see the dog? How do I tell my mum what I am feeling was really severe and not something I have ever felt before? How do I prevent future anxiety attacks? 

I feel like this incident deteriorated my anxiety and I am feeling way more anxious about the thought of seeing him. I never had this feeling before so I am not even sure if what I was suffering was anxiety. (so apologies if i mistook what I have to people actually suffering from anxiety) 

Would love some advice.",4.876470588235293,6.256910900212315,6.097148120394657,76.0226723491945,69.50955414012739,8.938204071437493,32.96122143124766,9.325443323948027,3.2093009366804046,1938,90,339,40,34,650,220,471,0.161,0.741,0.098,-0.9804,4,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,6,0,2,5,19,22,5,2,19,2,42,10,6,9,3,80,66,41,0,4,12,6,7,1,0,3,2,0,9,0,14,36,0,4,12,0,3,7,12,13,0,3,21,11,62,9,61,39,6,67,0,4,3,2,33,32,0,7,27,260,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.07308214842269625,0.0,0.0,0.07318195311609534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062314744863261565,0.0,0.0,0.05092798511399648,0.07852902942600931,0.40103622411054746,0.33841897578761065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555956486193996,0.0,0.17275809814652576,0.06253028831158057,0.0,0.0,0.19117843696772616,0.0,0.0,0.06623440138252296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565457408804646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645269979946938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946434948486564,0.06774258121425035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325710244495745,0.07059992781792528,0.0,0.15146718223896782,0.053501658957752295,0.07190645074520363,0.0,0.06844839494187274,0.1274033344063102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563550383483605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685907329572769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912573393575742,0.1502421925625764,0.0,0.0,0.08641337332139397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04115776084856157,0.0,0.0,0.07929803466132787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036587627075902136,0.0,0.06612952385529469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366907123008017,0.13518287387511646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959655729958494,0.055053001558814166,0.0,0.05776003096286635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947051020128,0.0,0.0,0.051919517721435535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159111655625434,0.0,0.0,0.07619037812159686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919066244704431,0.15399944208290606,0.07394515531580399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193557765453147,0.0,0.0,0.08460474394690266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057654226484296786,0.0,0.0,0.10601550669197804,0.07982311572972266,0.05980750560535639,0.06261166016795085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058323949938075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545743985321359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047986692566669285,0.0,0.059454548067716675,0.0,0.0,0.14197453170000435,0.0,0.08320590013727565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744331832593536,0.0,0.04417225057031742,0.059444449476289886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942407613722618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721915951841521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319993400917048,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,douchey_duck,2020/04/02,"I tried to get help for my anxiety and might have ending up ruining my family's life in the process I've been going through... A lot lately.

As of late, I've recently had memories resurface of things I did as a child that I'm not particularly proud of. These memories and fear of their impact tore me apart, and I couldn't function normally with them in my head. So, I called a crisis text line for help. And I may have exaggerated slightly and called myself a horrible, evil person who's ""probably ruined my little brother's life."" So they called CPS on me.

The individual I spoke to told me to talk to a social worker if I wanted more information on what an investigation might look like, so I did. I explained what made me feel this way to the social worker, and she said that what I'm feeling guilty about isn't that bad and ""probably wouldn't be looked into because it happened a long time ago"". But because I was so hysterical on the crisis text line, I don't know what they said. I have no idea what the report will look like and if they'll investigate. I don't even know if they know where I live. And I'm so terrified of what's going to happen next. Are they going to show up unannounced? Will they call my parents first? Will they tell my parents what I said on the chat line? If I tell them what it is I was feeling guilty about, will they believe me? Would they believe my parents? Are they going to talk to my little brother and if they do, what will they say? What will he say? Will this investigation end up traumatising him? What if he's confused on why there's an investigation happening, and he's scared that I did something awful to him that he can't remember? What if I *did* do something awful that *I* can't remember? What if what I feel guilty about really is terrible and the social worker just said otherwise to make me feel better? Am I going to be taken out of the house? 

I'm so utterly terrified of all of this and I don't know what to do. I called for help because I wanted help for my intrusive thoughts and extreme guilty, but my absolute stupidity has just made everything worse and possibly ruined my family's life.",3.0177090174286434,4.941013607476638,4.581164435463503,82.82102172265725,75.30841121495327,7.8980550644102046,24.885324576913362,8.685302888712808,1.7711066430916902,1696,57,340,35,37,568,174,428,0.14800000000000002,0.81,0.040999999999999995,-0.9903,3,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,15,6,14,14,2,3,16,2,42,4,1,3,1,61,81,33,0,14,13,5,5,2,0,13,3,7,0,2,29,18,0,0,15,2,0,5,10,10,0,1,18,15,61,4,44,47,3,32,0,3,3,0,57,16,0,13,12,233,90,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510871139647174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618880569256415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061327416478209024,0.13432273324331054,0.0,0.0,0.16550527886858887,0.0,0.06496027490758541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750016874650422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301092344701185,0.0,0.0,0.04851282224330049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601183812250577,0.0,0.13848364667845414,0.08265131248179594,0.1856918306865864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247626199095342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03837442732334645,0.0,0.20871573465775867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948539336749438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538056397004225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692709437816855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475107148972827,0.0,0.08291575065667893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614640974174302,0.0,0.16570888108731016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556390476940938,0.07176760908098011,0.14723175458396884,0.06485741487023065,0.06500065724698356,0.1850377023251522,0.0,0.0,0.06244429305445472,0.0,0.13899973010270558,0.04902823308390659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583701089883406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811457007990193,0.0,0.07196509351997246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446715390453709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413342923973009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280348044217888,0.0,0.0,0.15838236013329207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705374707846375,0.0,0.07252269994344979,0.0,0.1664083431018474,0.0,0.27946986957558106,0.11682027036816038,0.07353594508679201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461810320004127,0.0,0.1130903072671946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807214434088192,0.12839651899484025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879670502195217,0.0,0.0,0.05831084310221042,0.042829100243323454,0.0,0.0,0.07018431877194964,0.0,0.04986751271707433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664505092339267,0.05830093877362029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627691364153915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485150094412647,0.05217654672142938,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strong-woman-1999,2020/04/02,"How is everyone handling anxiety during these stressful times in the world? I’ve been having such a hard time handling all the stress that’s going on in the world. I hate to see what’s going on, I want everything to go back to normal so desperately. Any tips on how to handle these things?",4.782894736842106,5.951765491228072,5.493815789473686,81.0554605263158,69.52631578947367,8.50701754385965,26.530701754385966,8.841846274778883,1.9340912280701743,231,7,44,4,4,75,41,57,0.268,0.711,0.021,-0.9363,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,9,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,9,8,1,13,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475425865076115,0.0,0.1853385314507988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629333376227847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315026705361936,0.21773976124237426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130687663709797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702943008889208,0.2391948807296216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737654830553184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930605779552517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5550468528062206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095571950558968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825432021420272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289916201000902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snuggle__slut,2020/04/02,I dont know what to do Im not sure what to do anymore. I've had anxiety since middle school and went to a psychologist for 2 years during high school. I got over most of it and learned coping mechanisms to deal with it. These past 2 weeks my anxiety has gotten a lot worse and I keep crying for no reason. My dad pointed out that I look sad and I started crying. I don't know why I keep crying and all the anxiety is making me physically feel like shit. Any tips?,1.460668934240367,3.2614449081632664,3.587278911564628,88.73787981859414,79.51020408163265,6.804535147392291,21.092970521541947,7.793537801064563,0.7843977324263038,363,10,80,6,9,124,67,98,0.278,0.6970000000000001,0.025,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,7,1,1,2,2,20,18,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,2,10,2,10,14,3,10,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,2,5,46,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247874826134447,0.0,0.3458470973051101,0.0,0.14945037726815286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496598896617035,0.0,0.15536141479527826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766151078680771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619664907112353,0.10765756838059114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205257111671605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921906493740515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277801715837026,0.0,0.0,0.2678918437275442,0.0,0.0,0.1656376471034268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362266966184901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654705753492534,0.0,0.0,0.12811672615785094,0.0,0.0,0.10059104531036152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385680568743472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424568472238978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549410409844034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050256895042482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468773229812174,0.1246576541982962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666371738217724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202961330467626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087959602128492,0.0,0.0,0.13969711163357898,0.13598009970576252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357254890531027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970435679659166
anxiety,mandrean23,2020/04/02,"Coming Clean with my Anxiety and Tendencies I need to come clean on my anxiety. I suffer from severe anxiety and have suffered from mild anxiety since my early teen years. When I went to college, my anxiety became really bad. Part of the reason why this happened was because of an abusive relationship that I was in, and the other part was all of the changes going on around me. It became worse my sophomore year, to the point that I was going to drop out entirely. If it weren't for my anxiety, I wouldn't be in the position I'm in now. I've tried many things, like therapy (which is costly), medication, realizing my triggers, but the severe anxiety manifests itself silently and I still see it in my life. I'm rehabilitated from the severe anxiety I had a year ago, but it's occasionally gotten really bad. With the whole virus situation going on, I've been having ""symptoms"" that are really just in my head. I have had a bad habit of self-diagnosing myself with an illness that I never had in the first place. 

Now time to confess something that I've been embarrassed to admit. I've had a really bad habit since I was 15... I obsessively touch my teeth. I know it's gross. I've been called out for it publicly, which was embarrassing but still didn't stop me. This virus situation scared the crap out of me so I don't do it often, but I'm starting to get back into the habit of doing it again. I've tried looking if anyone else does this but I guess I'm the only one. It's a really gross habit that I believe has gotten me sick in the past. I'm actively addressing it by giving a ""punishment"" every time I do it, or stopping myself while I do it. Sometimes it's something that happens without me realizing it. 

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I have an anxiety disorder. I suffer from panic attacks. I pretend everything is fine but sometimes it's not. I might seem stuck up but in reality, I'm in my mind and the anxiety is actively getting to me. I am going to keep pushing to never let it get a hold of my life.",3.8910606060606057,5.328658308080811,5.917090909090909,76.15063636363641,71.97979797979798,9.21939393939394,28.856565656565657,9.642632912329526,2.8158783838383834,1574,62,297,39,30,549,178,396,0.247,0.6990000000000001,0.055,-0.9975,0,0,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,1,12,19,3,5,23,0,34,9,3,2,3,49,65,18,0,4,13,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,3,0,31,15,0,4,7,1,1,8,8,17,0,2,19,3,43,2,46,42,4,51,1,3,2,0,6,20,1,7,23,212,74,1,0.0,0.08567563059931531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409853048423479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834795064232554,0.08786467222006374,0.0,0.0,0.5531701975525107,0.0,0.0,0.05056089514888909,0.07409023084456504,0.0,0.06437130936396236,0.0,0.08226316465364722,0.0,0.05560199459514562,0.2415036138995597,0.0440795587710385,0.0,0.0,0.08146870776062473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383668507658431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649448562170481,0.12457747688171038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733932176778201,0.0,0.0,0.08287362603457192,0.0,0.06327904570588598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060405800285644726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092436824134236,0.0,0.06498764493202829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150692430975036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133371102042976,0.06936642582346345,0.16438195864800706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965771475701118,0.0,0.12788714484590746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421101222738068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427252907665898,0.0,0.0,0.039739733548856015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394196461510415,0.10214950789414394,0.03532705670094966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060722262550488036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331108018759154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284480672259112,0.0,0.07670957679414497,0.0730125760617957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361701435990632,0.11153999600142013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489991873445167,0.05499508069594873,0.0,0.08484030873620252,0.0,0.15660955848449598,0.0690281614980745,0.0,0.0,0.07554865202941267,0.0,0.06835640628670417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316184713855222,0.0743468141715131,0.0,0.07763397371756417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239501315162229,0.0,0.05762177848887245,0.06582838876266416,0.07543519251458919,0.2450694531553899,0.0,0.1196313048222051,0.1625591382199709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133567770518916,0.14303305291455404,0.0,0.05118145279438119,0.0,0.1154938601117626,0.12090894357839425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515786895479028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269288804783323,0.0,0.04803960971264608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432918817397403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818760701940636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670321764519724,0.06524860772599178,0.08073163143041485,0.0,0.0697043448899224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369015777077441,0.0,0.0,0.08786467222006374,0.13969597857862973
anxiety,Jessiea511,2020/04/02,Lexapro side effects I recently went back on lexapro 20mg about a month now and my dreams are getting very strange and vivid it’s really starting to freak me out. And sometimes I still think I’m dreaming when I wake up in the middle of the night. And they mostly been nightmares or something really bad happens to me. Also my appetite has gone up a lot and I’m eating a lot more than I usually do which isn’t normal for me.,4.118620689655174,5.002252988505749,4.848908045977012,86.12439655172415,70.83908045977013,7.639080459770115,30.59195402298851,7.793537801064563,1.9327333333333336,338,14,69,4,6,109,66,87,0.109,0.858,0.033,-0.7468,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,1,0,13,13,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,10,0,11,10,4,18,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,4,9,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890769488116945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180388682830712,0.1974133122818584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193198593722745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352750596485765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090786506640049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020170890244212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887201260783855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187818956906016,0.2316560568876969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029325740252876,0.0,0.2334509952257143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820191802187099,0.233840217011344,0.0,0.1673498787101138,0.0,0.18881726119728454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149797291567876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603997006449669,0.19508360008926992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191775728598319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SweeterFruit,2020/04/02,"Averaging out worse and best case scenarios Hi, I have been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder almost 4 years ago. It was always something I kind of managed but my depression was my primary focus

Today, I my therapist told me that what I had been feeling to my surprise are panic attacks. 

Now my question is about outlook in life. I know anxiety is always thinking the worse case scenario. And that I feel the need to prepare for worst case scenarios because they keep us safe. I also know that it’s more healthy to be optimistic about best case scenarios. I know that life is usually about averages. Is it best to look at a situation, evaluate the possible best and worse case scenarios of that situation, and average out to calm my anxiety? 

Basically, is this a good outlook on life? 

Tl;dr: life is about averages...is it best to have the outlook of averaging out the best and worse case scenarios in life",5.120178571428571,7.3879392321428625,6.4388095238095255,70.27285714285716,70.36904761904762,10.990476190476189,35.80952380952381,10.914260884657429,4.858959523809523,733,40,121,26,14,247,87,168,0.18100000000000002,0.5770000000000001,0.242,0.9575,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,6,6,15,1,1,7,0,15,6,0,0,0,22,25,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,11,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,3,17,11,22,18,8,12,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,2,5,88,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540844643445156,0.0,0.09648059016951732,0.0,0.0,0.0770510465318998,0.16034180845350773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211224196399576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096120151081709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873405530063525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6066801765262642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298609910713095,0.09779320451394548,0.0,0.0,0.11042542779890073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743489271618422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081379438043669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564029183478232,0.0,0.1003336804777307,0.15885429253147867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34027421172426003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090971929064146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144229148996764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304594519464807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862012889284783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793403160136768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660283541922665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741749240871113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186975634595228,0.0,0.0617371786141943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091328517901626,0.09206653766914158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589716619386635,0.0,0.1061158939647917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927554560246549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204623004306214
anxiety,4pucks,2020/04/02,"i’m finally getting medication for my anxiety after a lot of suffering in silence, i finally reached out to my doctor about my anxiety as it was getting worse due to the coronavirus and social distancing and now i’m getting meds.

it’s venlafaxine (sold under effexor) and it’s my first time ever taking medication for something like this so it’s gonna be a bit different but i’m just glad i got it over with. i have horrible social anxiety lol.",3.4430172413793123,5.741360011494251,6.147801724137932,70.35549568965517,75.32183908045977,10.786781609195405,33.86350574712644,10.686352973137794,4.74594367816092,359,20,61,14,8,129,59,87,0.152,0.728,0.11900000000000001,-0.2382,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,0,1,9,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,7,2,13,8,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,9,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122996365475308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613334595293327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876979991040694,0.0,0.18388133270322907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250542930181405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935997514471831,0.0,0.15281181482220205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815821095166858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368403637348878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776884403473859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273362142444388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955276187555684,0.3619607789065489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662649770018693,0.0,0.13830481003171124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507587124951104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475646792588134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308063473922284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,forloveofhappy,2020/04/02,"How is everyone doing? For those of you who are suffering even more during this time, please feel free to take a second and say how you're doing. Maybe your home isn't supportive, or you're alone during the lockdown....you're welcome to share how you really are without fear of judgement. My heart goes out to anyone who feels added pressure right now. Please know that you are loved and cared deeply for, even if you don't feel it at this moment.",5.179108527131785,6.406445127906983,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201557,68.65116279069767,7.593798449612403,23.635658914728683,7.793537801064563,0.9664170542635656,355,8,70,4,6,106,62,86,0.092,0.6809999999999999,0.22699999999999998,0.9261,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,0,6,9,0,2,2,0,8,2,1,3,0,13,16,7,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,4,6,7,10,16,1,6,0,1,0,1,11,3,0,2,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155980937356604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555511309909888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122399938767772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749845039613801,0.0,0.0,0.1989123616286536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342455985201144,0.31576626708055394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466787389539679,0.0,0.0,0.2088083398758279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440306573288353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878787242921106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091315968151255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570094159141778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335702502530086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777336649077674,0.0,0.16554264735782875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362252930879411,0.0,0.0,0.15651557683748202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138377382434135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066543074592244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatsername1720,2020/04/02,"Imagining Symptoms I’m sure there’s already quite a few posts on Covid-19, but it’s something I can’t keep my mind off of. Has anyone else been imagining, and actually feeling, the symptoms but you know you’re not sick? I get so worked up about catching it that it makes me feel like I actually have a fever or shortness of breath. Is there any way to control this or talk yourself down?",0.971168831168832,3.5682074155844177,2.004935064935065,93.15597402597406,91.72727272727272,4.877922077922078,25.181818181818183,6.574015621080383,0.9833220779220784,309,14,63,4,11,97,62,77,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.8612,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,2,1,16,12,6,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,8,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.4048305383876182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889682550607546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105499138756133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503522970609484,0.21252973504277808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326429254774618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327559360272649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097589570684195,0.1481832832501349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083701397051344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843674047101935,0.0,0.0,0.11399444900539844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133657183826672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845669732161384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943845454818708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865423294764287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062026581100055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968462922684865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954940533658596,0.4311845649084828,0.0,0.16671903230881016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646430010955209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100666977593027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dorkasourus9000,2020/04/02,". I feel selfish for not telling anybody about this, is that normal?",2.3724999999999987,5.237324583333336,1.5,94.995,94.83333333333334,2.4000000000000004,31.0,3.1291,0.9182,53,3,9,0,2,15,12,12,0.237,0.763,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35937204812512585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6963753590064882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212190357635032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxschush,2020/04/02,"What helps you calm down when you are dealing with severe anxiety? For context, my symptoms are:

\- pit in stomach

\- crying

\- pulling hair (try not to do this, but it's hard)

\- word vomit

\- circular thoughts and blaming myself

\- anxiety about making the ""right"" decision about moving teams at work, living situations, etc.

These are especially prevalent in the morning. I am now taking 100mg quetiapine in the morning and night, as well as 200mg sertraline. Any advice is welcome!",6.88552845528455,8.852130073170734,6.864390243902438,70.19016260162603,65.34146341463415,9.369105691056909,36.83739837398374,9.725611199111238,4.069944715447154,374,19,56,8,6,119,69,82,0.122,0.774,0.10400000000000001,-0.1882,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,6,4,2,1,0,9,9,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,5,3,12,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357650023582729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555889149034666,0.0,0.3500561531384559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513213219904513,0.0,0.2358783099518276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551676737018021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049559981404006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533569281662941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020307859558436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272289966824446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431736098055537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470925597153367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539026909757196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25847400553780203,0.0,0.0,0.2571759416656921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378063261614937,0.1720258848663022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816382210925077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553372549314765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057148025214103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656598722599306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meerkatsandfrogs,2020/04/02,"Panic attacks and oral exams I just took my second ever oral exam. As it happens with every time I had to speak to an audience, I had a massive attack before and during the event. Saying it was terrible would be putting it lightly. I couldn't think straight, I couldn't say what I wanted to say, and I couldn't hear myself speak, but I knew that I was talking in circles. My heart was pounding, I was sweating and my mouth was dry. I am so embarrased and feeling dumb, even though I know for a fact that I know the material, and I'm crying, which had never happened before. I usually feel embarrassed but accept that people will forget about it and most likely weren't even paying attention to begin with. My professor gave me the passing grade, even though I feel like I don't deserve it because of what happened.

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The problem is that all my exams are oral and I just can't cope with this. Roughly 2 years ago I was diagnosed with panic disorder for panic attacks that would last for my every waking hour, for days straight. My current non-rational thoughts are telling me that I should drop out because i just don't know how I will handle this moving forward. Experience has told me that I will never get over this, as I've done many group powerpoint presentations, which, despite being less stressful due to having the powerpoint as a guide of what you're going to be speaking on and the emotional support from the members of your group, still trigger the exact same effect every time, no matter how many times I do it",8.646938775510204,7.2296585918367375,8.333333333333336,72.72000000000001,61.721088435374135,10.576870748299319,37.326530612244895,9.23628265651192,3.4154857142857136,1222,48,215,16,14,392,163,294,0.16899999999999998,0.769,0.062,-0.9854,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,1,14,15,4,5,12,0,33,5,4,4,6,52,55,19,0,8,5,0,4,2,0,6,1,7,0,0,21,14,0,0,12,0,1,6,10,11,0,1,16,12,35,4,26,27,4,31,0,0,0,0,14,7,1,1,21,159,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667324577353136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105941136724577,0.1188095307740856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337057230924049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920767612264392,0.0,0.1664017336043402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740323853438792,0.06305795592165987,0.0,0.0,0.09924140765543056,0.0,0.0,0.11206069941345753,0.0,0.0,0.10005962773488927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998575494189454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374198975572474,0.08844472576256364,0.24714354770478325,0.0,0.0,0.09564448563618247,0.0,0.0,0.14831668451765095,0.06985177519874597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108434953598487,0.0,0.05556881645725638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593911401579817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020157517085423,0.11586599493641975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962904657928467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120673907033478,0.07970115321133536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553762449047012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982606846996281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392127899202427,0.0,0.0,0.15082301285187102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441600708336245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778613132667217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355920560314504,0.0,0.09829270384196108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332681400333773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808468967367897,0.0,0.11200300966740044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110955969407194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858929908125703,0.08546124480593496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626514341236633,0.19213044591599868,0.07762386825142398,0.17104333899549182,0.0,0.0,0.09342993556310357,0.10863363762585022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768734641657628,0.0,0.0576712979927776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891568610727126,0.0,0.1188095307740856,0.0629650622432367
anxiety,lifeincoolcolours,2020/04/02,"I used to cry every day before the COVID-19 epidemic. It’s been over three weeks since I last cried. And I’m not really sure how I feel about that. I’m not entirely certain that it’s a good thing. Crying used to be such a release for me. Now I feel like I’m just unable to release all this pent up anger and frustration and sadness... or rather, I’ve noticed it coming out but instead of it coming out as tears, it’s coming out as lashing out at people. And that’s not... ideal at a time like this.

Do other people experience this? What’s your take on it?",1.3834169278996882,3.2908817931034484,3.2727272727272734,90.38136363636364,80.20689655172414,5.942319749216303,20.890282131661447,6.980632752743323,0.4423379310344831,432,12,93,5,11,145,73,116,0.139,0.7609999999999999,0.1,-0.1443,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,7,9,2,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,3,27,14,9,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,2,6,6,17,12,1,17,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,1,7,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451331230403796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407643565591141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620530662334394,0.10999642704701236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370329018711087,0.0,0.0,0.16683940246651172,0.0,0.0,0.1724794820886005,0.12184736378544694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305677372637074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902832650752114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666529970550659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941825202535256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648823182713866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926444497334148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410881442728053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074981277174388,0.0,0.12823912073312446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331180239186052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945430826137576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29461638012565056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681211950258698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,introvertwantsfriend,2020/04/02,"Terrified and looking for advice So I have extremely bad anxiety and my friends try to support me and even know how to guide/support me during my panic attacks which are almost daily. I often don't tell them when I have attacks, but they sometimes occur when I'm around them. School is like a hot zone for panic attacks, and next year I'm going to a different school then them and I have no idea how I will cope with it. I realize that I'm very co - dependent on them and I always feel like a burden, but they say it's OK, i still don't believe them. Does anyone have any advice to help me cope with my anxiety??",2.850238095238094,4.297097039682541,4.401777777777777,85.94600000000004,74.63492063492063,7.262222222222222,25.29841269841269,7.908726449838941,1.4103707936507934,481,16,98,7,10,161,75,126,0.218,0.654,0.128,-0.8884,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,7,0,9,12,3,2,3,1,9,0,0,3,0,20,17,14,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,4,21,5,10,16,0,9,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,3,8,65,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272777585137704,0.0,0.0,0.13976186244417366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116135637944146,0.0,0.0,0.0949141981308336,0.0,0.21354541290113813,0.0,0.0,0.09759245236811354,0.0,0.0,0.12424926268564347,0.0,0.4763521663018505,0.0,0.0,0.1165373450510296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725059768438893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582372805987867,0.0,0.0,0.12214097942225703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218642867787534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070572132949932,0.0997107395330429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078334945043312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932236178914505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935526150673562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756054957697305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670548636584941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637630774694964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172058860546656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843711230113454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32751689877531026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099378498755284,0.0,0.2825099761637205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804093422914984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146291030425327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167708117286507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219926608417416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476067752521787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516206559029273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988021998229645
anxiety,BeyondBeta,2020/04/02,Symptoms of a panic attack more then 2 hours I have been having a panic/ anxiety attack for more then 2 hours now I need some encouragement. This quarantine has really made me anxious,7.710882352941176,8.226350088235293,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,62.82352941176471,11.505882352941176,31.70588235294117,11.20814326018867,3.939164705882353,149,5,23,4,2,50,27,34,0.35200000000000004,0.575,0.073,-0.8646,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386311613281172,0.25675364160422204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171113777608014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476359737250927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505107573833307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851994622262914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333114660120767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559681402641966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362235231796073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reclaimthecontrol,2020/04/02,"Riding the waves? Yesterday I had my first major panic attack in over a year. It seemingly came out of the blue, but honestly I believe it could have been a build up of the situation of the world and a breakdown of routine now that work for me is on hold.


It seems for some the anxiety comes, peaks then goes. For me, I struggle with post attack 'tremours', each tremor as scary and painful as the original attack. Its like my amygdala is on continual high alert. I can bring myself to neutral by using the 'calm' app for 20 mins of meditation but another wave hits just after. I am literally riding these waves. On day 2 and I see little sign of this lifting.


I have been here before and i got through it and I know it will lift if I continue to be proactive; meditation, walks, phone calls. Feeling alone and was wondering if anyone has similar experiences of riding these kind waves that can last long after an attack?

Thanks for reading guys and love to everyone :)",4.621374223602487,6.266286711956525,5.440062111801243,79.46891304347827,70.46739130434783,8.735403726708075,28.903726708074533,9.23628265651192,2.5256922360248444,761,29,142,16,14,248,123,184,0.147,0.685,0.168,0.7757,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,3,13,4,2,11,0,15,2,0,2,0,28,29,14,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,12,0,1,5,1,0,7,0,7,0,1,6,3,15,6,29,19,3,32,0,0,2,1,4,10,0,6,15,99,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963018821061282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136781971325088,0.10313495721251524,0.0,0.0,0.09426747465570286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6134971120467582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471969456330873,0.15189306521259827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766365920977874,0.15419521259591334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613326969425768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764073959739323,0.0,0.0,0.08694608266906569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882382218870458,0.0,0.13187730609750611,0.0,0.0,0.06816773831200737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467562849600815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782580650026524,0.0,0.0,0.1334904416662365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244200611505325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039159656303382,0.0740921281972888,0.10989419106039147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586498147255447,0.1351224725475049,0.0,0.11930917415531014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216779850838642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434552401091814,0.1581791942176028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291178212878927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348539034091725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743202879064642,0.2454654313788012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154042859682934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094043928031533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412176695294044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643896456344692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620374095618713,0.09814868735541707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681799825329982
anxiety,Lizilla27,2020/04/02,"love you all. I wanted to stop by and encourage all of you. Last night due to mix of medications I am on. I had an awful panic attack. I couldn't come out of it but eventually I did. I had to admit that going back to school and coping with the world around us  as it is right now, it is a bit much to handle. So I am glad I have a community here that understands my pain. I feel a little less alone. Keep pushing. We are warriors.",-0.4560079051383426,1.6245334782608722,2.5500790513834017,91.6763438735178,89.21739130434781,5.519367588932806,15.972332015810276,6.980632752743323,-0.13942608695652134,328,7,76,5,11,116,67,92,0.147,0.732,0.121,-0.1344,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,0,0,6,6,1,1,5,1,10,3,0,0,2,17,18,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,1,14,3,14,14,5,15,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,6,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326815642737679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999636998971002,0.0,0.2555848945307603,0.0,0.1727508294159716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452721760696877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935259932180868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359560698663558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768031032084773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968946775201404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831291113205611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516984818117586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276577916151373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632283017185895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515205567482422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082960296424935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390556805776492,0.2635918694788273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185969729400246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273694366363111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878270774192702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338805492743608,0.27024012804473313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325111761195766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProblematicCut,2020/04/02,"empathy and anxiety I've always been told that I have a lot of emphasis maybe a bit too much. so it's very easy for me to get in someone head space or to empathize with them. So when in irl, tv or other media I seen someone have a panic attack I can get extremely anxious even start hyperventilating myself sometimes. Most of the time when that happens it is when people are feel there attack coming up and haven't caught on to the fact that they are experiencing an anxiety or panic attack. I was wondering if more people experience this and if it really has something to do with empathy or is it just something people with anxiety experience a lot.",5.957857142857144,6.680021253968254,7.4096428571428605,69.99160714285715,66.6190476190476,10.426984126984127,31.62301587301588,10.411451182825502,3.425939682539683,522,20,92,13,8,180,80,126,0.177,0.797,0.026000000000000002,-0.9504,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,9,5,3,2,7,0,12,1,1,0,1,20,22,14,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,3,8,0,14,17,6,12,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,10,5,73,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453431903978938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31590146078758463,0.15550327224732308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469784055577757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502761705407072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857172561080866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091532986979026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692926806255124,0.0,0.0,0.06959905963140556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438309938419686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217218379066796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126675221525864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340471338921373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828610584772014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118725605747772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323000980915907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28628376575147163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818095380626882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332577257237821,0.21193659974488105,0.13613757741750088,0.0,0.09742809581639364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026376526024095,0.0,0.0,0.1315287422536934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357417064297963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927358802150334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway361616,2020/04/02,"Lots of anxiety and regret after adopting a cat I grew up with 2 cats who lived to be 17, and I loved them so, so much. When they passed about 5 years ago I was absolutely devastated. But, I decided I would adopt a kitty down the road when the time felt right, which I thought was 2 days ago.

This was NOT a decision I made lightly. I've been searching on and off for a cat who ""felt right"" for my personality for over a year. When I found a cat that clicked with me at my local shelter in February, I told myself to sit on it and think about it. I couldn't stop thinking of her, so I thought she was meant to be my cat. I prepared my apartment with all sorts of toys, food, cat beds and trees, a big litter box, etc. and went to officially adopt her earlier this week. I thought now would be an amazing time to bond and get the cat used to her new home, as I'm currently working from home due to COVID-19.

The cat I connected with at the shelter is a different cat than the one currently in my apartment. The shelter listed her as shy, independent, not talkative, and more of a window watcher than a player, and that was more or less the kitty I met and loved at the shelter. In reality, she's always meowing, extremely playful, super active, and she follows me everywhere. She's 2 years old, and I mistakingly thought she would be more mellow than she actually is. I was initially so excited to adopt a cat, but now I can't help but feel anxious and regretful. My apartment suddenly feels so much smaller with two living beings in it. I spend extra time in bed in the morning because that's when I have quiet alone time (I shut her in the basement at night so far so she doesn't keep me awake). 

This poor kitty has been in a cage for almost 3 months, of course she wants to run around and play. I could barely sleep last night because I had so much anxiety and felt like the biggest piece of garbage. I already sobbed today because I feel so terrible and guilty, and I feel the most anxious I've felt in a long time. My chest feels tight and my head is spinning, like I made a terrible decision. I feel bad because it's not fair that I can't and don't want to give her the time to keep her entertained like she deserves. She would do amazing with a family with kids who can play and play with her. When I get to go back to work, she'll be alone 9 hours a day. I was hoping for a cat to come home and snuggle with, not a cat that requires so much attention. I hate myself for also feeling resentful, as I don't feel like I can leave my apartment due to worrying about her alone in my place.

She's so cute and sweet when she's not tearing through the house. She's been amazing with the litter box. She's such a good cat and she deserves an amazing, loving home. I feel terrible that I don't think I can give her that.

Rationality tells me I should give her more time, but I feel like I should return her to the shelter sooner rather than wait it out so she doesn't get even more used to my apartment. It doesn't feel fair to her. Then I have to tell everyone I excitedly told about my adoption that I already returned her.",4.762653323687804,4.877773617554858,5.567742946708467,84.28173820432444,69.09404388714734,8.926034884655575,30.30881761916245,8.768130331264683,2.120941515955309,2440,89,527,38,39,799,255,638,0.12,0.7340000000000001,0.145,0.9305,3,3,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,2,4,30,34,2,0,38,0,44,7,3,5,1,105,96,51,0,15,11,0,16,5,0,7,0,1,7,2,21,36,1,6,28,6,2,7,14,10,0,2,27,20,94,24,77,54,16,87,0,3,1,3,50,36,1,6,48,350,115,3,0.0,0.0,0.06350638197150439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537478968988253,0.0,0.06516584872262515,0.20220240332650147,0.14362957192458894,0.052042559372777665,0.05414980368193626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956842180809257,0.1470384027195543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793289037847889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004068255769696,0.054337105025093715,0.15868288350486345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605861821925325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051959194310247606,0.0,0.0,0.08393937872991428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679922751223714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257876297601261,0.042983162648545056,0.0,0.0,0.062184466902843426,0.0,0.0,0.06134940036564935,0.0,0.3619572711299379,0.09298294763389836,0.2499389317800569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869213180117914,0.07135426527431983,0.0,0.0,0.10200113134493786,0.18728518572409367,0.03698511838834083,0.054584030736585805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425068924522521,0.06678842606628252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362016543333108,0.0,0.26111268688844824,0.06463677317127263,0.06408835933650461,0.07509085066648605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156879801929349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304695646120065,0.0,0.06890781658011486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589682207393619,0.0,0.1149294839351992,0.05759165708186066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532667613877488,0.176205312985559,0.12315605917842773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051944345558769665,0.0,0.19135819190482914,0.0,0.0,0.06285238320355531,0.0,0.12214189965242375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828802830153125,0.0,0.04409828815216914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682327872815032,0.0679922751223714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115188552625692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512463100617595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440781493584362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376143881681447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509735797839394,0.0,0.2066574845442828,0.2656310368487558,0.0,0.06168598648891016,0.12436893380568688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357139101572537,0.0,0.0,0.1124123599979926,0.0,0.0,0.07676894776093904,0.0,0.05220135154418118,0.0,0.0,0.06032761751459784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475458337930924,0.06608949496871447,0.0,0.18491713245780692,0.0,0.0,0.1257235854494032
anxiety,thesoggynapkin,2020/04/02,Panic attack Pins and needles? Does anyone else get really bad pins and needles and numbness in their face and hands ? Cuz that’s happening to me right now and idk what’s going on,3.7816190476190457,5.8545304000000025,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,73.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,23.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.2345238095238096,144,4,26,2,3,46,28,35,0.33399999999999996,0.6659999999999999,0.0,-0.9194,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234537775230662,0.3436837472406233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815956890099477,0.0,0.0,0.2800668389442668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935336994108571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802055218425872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524632821545533,0.0,0.1906304207818666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966162519911357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935503357342881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148825918572793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864521141461023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kono-Mai,2020/04/02,"an fmt cured 18 years of bipolar, a serious condition with no known cure havent seen this posted in this subreddit and it looks extremely promising. has anyone tried fmt here? i reckon fmt will be a first line treatment and even possible cure in many mental illnesses in the future. it really looks like it help out a lot of people. a lot of hope

https://youtu.be/GMjy5yEhZ5Q",5.2931372549019615,7.874946352941179,5.31529411764706,77.14049019607846,70.76470588235293,9.239215686274509,26.03921568627451,9.725611199111238,2.7512568627450977,304,10,51,8,6,95,52,68,0.092,0.753,0.156,0.688,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,1,3,8,5,2,8,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,3,4,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033889005105208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034922088883125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193808164948632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287376588286946,0.0,0.0,0.2561659792352927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260033505233505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43316422296309703,0.0,0.0,0.43853711983327104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614834802774337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259915820463396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880452254762808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907583547596365,0.24700952965923134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522578535045654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510611723255542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608762989183454
anxiety,JonzoJall,2020/04/02,"Post laid off depression and anxiety Ingot laid off from the best job I had in my life two days ago. I worked there a little over six months, and it was the best work environment, people were nice, it wasn’t stressful, and I could handle the work. Yesterday was the first day of being jobless and I hated it. Being stuck in quarantine doesn’t help the situation either. It’s heightened my anxiety and I feel super down. And idk what to do about the feelings I have right now and idk how I’m going to deal with this in the next few days.",3.7674999999999983,5.0369620462962965,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,72.05555555555556,7.992592592592592,23.685185185185183,8.472884824447931,1.323218518518518,423,11,87,7,8,138,72,108,0.16,0.693,0.147,0.34,2,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,7,4,7,1,1,8,0,11,1,0,1,0,13,17,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,6,2,8,4,13,8,4,20,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,9,63,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569621341843241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709165845739991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716487039642225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137622354686102,0.0,0.0,0.3425870780688143,0.1825517007323134,0.1525103870550312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906412472319475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061590388794627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063313018204258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482025898121692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868648737375477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571494704630125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125069987126201,0.0,0.17747095529565893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413358214498654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831626932332104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275824847882387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695843974554299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121706585735087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990344324075167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283342657315576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297195052255754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38672785461035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,autokatastrofhhh,2020/04/02,"Anxiety over simple things Am I the only one that gets so much anxiety over doind simple things if im not a master of doing them? For example im terrified of anyone teaching me how to play a game and make decisions on it cause im scared of them making fun of me. Or im too afraid to put a movie on the computer because im scared I'll do it wrong, when i can do it just fine by myself. Im literally so scared to do anything wrong in front of someone and it's robbing me of so many nice experiences",3.294429882044561,3.4449816146788983,5.638820445609436,82.36944954128441,72.30275229357798,9.164351245085193,27.49803407601573,9.23628265651192,2.0556070773263437,392,13,88,8,7,140,67,109,0.193,0.7170000000000001,0.09,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,7,10,0,4,5,0,6,0,0,4,0,11,9,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,8,4,16,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830625484056059,0.0,0.0,0.0836614694408374,0.0,0.0984610577760444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293701284815682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291263853966672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703983006135413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251174386811333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7754496998776509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973347682938446,0.1213054610035663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795589412852342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107736230890722,0.0909985721077882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028044562542024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593690239829474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137833867521387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897916079567673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616351309386697,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oww_Owl,2020/04/02,"Let's play a game Why did I just have a breakdown:

1. Quarantine is finally getting to me
2. Just regular anxiety 
3. My period 
4. All of the above

You ever just sit and suddenly feel can't breathe and start spiraling and crying, without warning? I can usually feel it coming but I just broke down out of nowhere",0.6265412186379962,3.1391633387096785,3.2740860215053798,83.85890681003588,93.03225806451613,7.9168458781362,27.856630824372765,8.515128840125781,3.014241577060932,245,13,47,8,9,85,52,62,0.11800000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.053,-0.597,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,2,15,11,4,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,6,9,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377789919594612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677467712907134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414248260745329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811574913639557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143232234359921,0.0,0.0,0.3404917583179209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239235793499787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178379075277753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000234839682334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34232797839643897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804697042698484,0.0,0.0,0.29962259240379674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thejokerguns,2020/04/02,"I think I have internalized anxiety and insomnia so much that I can't do anything to stay better I have suffering from anxiety and insomnia since childhood and I tried everything : sport, healthy diet, meditation, psycologist, with no result. Any suggestion?",7.370000000000001,10.780614809523811,8.171666666666667,55.17750000000001,67.57142857142857,13.723809523809528,41.45238095238096,12.161744961471696,7.40012380952381,210,13,27,10,4,70,33,42,0.196,0.677,0.126,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360048391537761,0.0,0.530982211473667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855912946547812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069361414895825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31190475894354514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551205343925874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870820548405668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699074594523679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223746263546175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356231090591365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlsFartInMyFace,2020/04/02,"I have an internship coming up for school and I'm absolutely terrified. Like title says, I have an internship coming up for my program and it is scaring me shitless. My first job I had I was mistreated, belittled, and so on. I saw a therapist afterwards who said I probably had PTSD.

Now I'm scared something like that will happen here. I have to complete 40 hours of it and I'm petrified I will make mistakes, get yelled at, and worst of all, not know anything or how to do anything. I hate feeling like this so much that I've thought of suicide thinking it will never get better.

I have to do it for my own good and future but I'm just so fucking scared.",2.481818181818184,4.494315363636368,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,77.18181818181819,7.430303030303031,28.424242424242426,8.344100000000001,2.1384424242424247,516,23,103,10,12,172,80,132,0.192,0.7440000000000001,0.064,-0.9447,1,0,1,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,12,2,3,3,0,13,1,0,2,2,21,31,12,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,3,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,6,5,14,5,13,22,4,12,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,1,9,73,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26794297692370955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398440186282271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804775790592138,0.17069392564162938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231716140443443,0.11630518586876465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847858904830496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505070550757899,0.17011378024002816,0.0,0.0,0.13654989440172502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396453386688085,0.0,0.0,0.16073244707802473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603263551937333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155503710798205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089471263483887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386092796255201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867104280300748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967758951152102,0.0,0.12556229596967247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755271927486205,0.0,0.19030585155492025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548611904227886,0.12946602195220006,0.4889771056450422,0.16476347202606625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533229170839344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807805244012248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902470219223416,0.0,0.1043164138629957,0.0,0.12924594112529358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GenericUsername99202,2020/04/02,"People wished me a happy birthday this year! # Last year, I made a post [here]( [https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/b8ltlf/can\_someone\_wish\_me\_a\_happy\_birthday/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/b8ltlf/can_someone_wish_me_a_happy_birthday/) ) because nobody wished me a happy birthday last year.

This year, I'm happy to say that I've grown out of my comfort zone and I've made some friends in school, and they've wished me a happy birthday! It's been the best birthday i've had in a long time, and i feel I've came a long way in terms of my anxiety and in terms of my social skills since i made that post, and I really appreciate those of you who sent a message this year wishing me a happy birthday, it's much appreciated! Thank you all so much!",11.633275261324046,12.822891723577234,8.051475029036006,68.63414634146343,54.52845528455285,8.654587688734031,28.953542392566785,7.957251820313856,1.64066643437863,634,14,101,5,7,175,62,123,0.013000000000000001,0.6829999999999999,0.305,0.9902,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,0,2,2,9,0,0,9,0,2,0,0,3,1,17,14,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,13,9,10,7,7,23,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,12,55,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807085954683284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431292381647948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071764008741948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206659640233632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053344884839367064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151043628284739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615431898596749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719961117031625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673156285350692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29948508912383004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511193829871828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314167076524418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208314014429807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758716067046319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389927341783962,0.0,0.10677346364972323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727218701371822,0.0,0.0,0.10754580859175453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971318915387437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151895352116951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374242564701101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852874968392543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396985314085793
anxiety,MrGitmo,2020/04/02,Feeling drained and numb Have you ever felt drained of all your feelings due too much anxiety and stress?,4.638947368421054,7.698807894736844,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,75.3157894736842,5.905263157894738,35.8157894736842,7.1686216300943375,2.5634,86,5,15,1,2,24,17,19,0.451,0.4920000000000001,0.057,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354557716795141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39665364232451605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434434623748834,0.0,0.42103437872416855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223522516825394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023069646362893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Newguyintown1986,2020/04/02,"Does anybody else here feel weirdly comfortable due to the current ongoing covid situation? Please don’t judge me. I know that the way I’m feeling is wrong but hear me out.

Since the covid situation has gone out of hand, many of my friends and family are super anxious and stressed 24X7. They are not sleeping well.

But me, on the other hand- I feel like covid is just another thing that adds to my anxiety. I’m anxious with most normal things no matter what and don’t sleep well no matter what. 

Therefore, people around me feel that I’m dealing surprising well with covid situation. 

I feel like saying: “Guys, this has been my life all along. I don’t feel any different so yes, I’m still at my baseline despite of covid because my baseline is shitty! I always feel the way you feel right now, 24X7, covid or no covid. Now you know how I feel all the time!”

I am tempted to say that but I never will. I know that will be very mean and then won’t do it. Wondering if anybody shares the same feeling as me?",2.219321608040204,4.538175090452266,3.1146206030150765,90.45434296482412,79.50251256281408,6.19105527638191,24.020351758793968,7.365786028017652,1.0211525628140703,789,28,162,11,20,250,111,199,0.149,0.659,0.192,0.8975,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,11,13,0,1,7,1,17,5,4,2,3,43,38,13,0,2,7,0,12,2,1,3,1,3,0,1,12,11,0,0,15,0,0,1,9,3,3,0,2,15,22,10,15,32,4,17,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,4,10,102,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877473219489347,0.0,0.0,0.07171327293105931,0.11057915815112182,0.0806730751570254,0.2382691198305097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387764382917807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428461933340042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871986369072316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101784244730974,0.0,0.0,0.09228471151704068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809443617760143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941394463549114,0.0,0.5332140745254199,0.1506746855393377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147456307684735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441740341341804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885587472590273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738665527621467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448625182681834,0.10304034139661593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691520092701427,0.0,0.11487182142011396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133368825950442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033238796707046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310948070048431,0.0,0.0,0.115758336858976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005831620177399,0.0,0.16772469774209506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723377802849387,0.35560878821122965,0.21106307226043705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421680070794797,0.0,0.1207987786500659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401197339267206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614918786802876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701173063272535,0.0,0.1674111402596275,0.0,0.0,0.2844511472105171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436185849278165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529890065316675,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zarva_Life,2020/04/02,Motorcycle and Mental Health. Why 1st world countries have anxiety and Depression Why do 1st world countries have more anxiety and depression?,7.71348484848485,11.9692155,6.579090909090907,60.95530303030304,75.81818181818181,12.024242424242425,39.15151515151515,10.504223727775694,6.794769696969698,119,7,14,5,3,36,13,22,0.381,0.619,0.0,-0.8768,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675017824715007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263529946367735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32479366757974404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079304083815193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514368010179949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Avulpesvulpes,2020/04/02,"Ruminating thoughts after grocery delivery 
I have significant health anxiety and OCD so I’ve been closely following the Covid pandemic since it first was reported in China back in January. 

I never did panic buying but instead picked up one extra of stuff I needed for my family every time I went shopping. Couple cans here, extra toothpaste there etc. I didn’t overload my cart but I basically have got enough dry goods to last a while.

I scheduled a grocery delivery last week for today (earliest day available) just to get a few extra items of fresh produce and perishables and I knew this would be the last thing I ordered for a while as we are starting to see a things explode here in Connecticut.

The delivery was a mess. I don’t know what was going on with the kid who delivered it if he was just trying to make easy money or is just careless but he found less than half of the stuff I ordered even though it was in stock (I had tweaked the order days before it was finalized and double checked on certain items before he picked it up and started shopping). He also added things that I didn’t order as replacements and ignored some of my refund requests, stuff was missing that he reported buying... 

Anyways he got to my apartment and dumped the groceries outside the front door of my building instead of my unit door, the bags split and a lot of my groceries were all over the pavement. Nine out of twelve grocery bags were split and broken.

He literally just walked away and left and didn’t say anything else. This super triggered me and I brought everything in and disinfected the outside of stuff with Lysol wipes and spray before bringing it in then again moving the dry goods into another room for a nine day “quarantine” just in case and wiping down the refrigerated and frozen stuff again then letting them dry on the counter before putting them away. I plan to give these a wide berth for a few days as I’ve read it generally only lives 24 hours on cardboard and three days on plastic. 

That being said cleaning everything was hard work and while I tried to do a good job I can’t be sure I got everything evenly or every surface of every package. I know I got frustrated and sprayed the Lysol at times instead of meticulously wiping but it was hard and I didn’t have a good area to transition between outside and inside my apartment. 

Anyways my anxiety is so triggered right now. I’m afraid I’ve exposed myself and my family and that I missed a spot and it’s somehow living in my fridge or in a bag of groceries. It’s really stressing me out.

I know it’s irrational and for all we know it could spread through my neighbors bathroom pipes or something. I’m also irrationally afraid of getting it and dying and not being there for my infant daughter.

I wish I had never placed this order. I really wish I had left well enough alone. I did it mainly to get some extra veggies and meat and shelf stable milk and butter for baking to distract myself. He got none of those things and it feels like such an unnecessary risk. I’ve never had a delivery go like this before 

Any advice and reassurance would  be appreciated. 😒",5.871543624161074,6.995663302013424,6.119322147651008,77.72861409395975,66.98657718120805,8.711677852348991,32.014093959731554,8.912814788092511,2.73106187919463,2512,102,444,41,40,803,284,596,0.09300000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.09,0.3943,1,2,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,2,5,28,24,2,6,31,0,41,3,0,6,7,88,76,54,1,7,15,1,3,2,1,2,1,2,6,2,36,40,2,1,8,3,7,10,11,13,1,6,33,7,49,11,65,34,20,81,0,2,1,0,22,35,0,9,33,326,85,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710294113929516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112078689435855,0.0,0.10982978580956997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669754552773466,0.07200585137349283,0.1050638032830865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056509063679734926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903432007299334,0.05280252848163496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921630005008776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054826926756770485,0.07598138295924205,0.0,0.22143040470154945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126799379782224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057364470704027185,0.0,0.0,0.14190768958794409,0.0765845308921205,0.09071097970590926,0.0,0.17357078892831426,0.0,0.1851468817331273,0.0,0.12947079434431735,0.0,0.03472131099791919,0.04905743177148274,0.0,0.0752239691585648,0.0,0.058410155001290265,0.0,0.0752924506992738,0.0,0.0,0.1076307789525073,0.06587394394539264,0.07805280293070753,0.2303865327406643,0.2746059539163049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230285854269482,0.0,0.0,0.07299235912596899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762552479785329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814378181904171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509556214912659,0.1679241740663924,0.0,0.0,0.14921900406534352,0.07021911212008843,0.0,0.06709679863848209,0.0,0.12127267332676565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838026668088489,0.0,0.0,0.045837356503259465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729847028117902,0.0,0.0509174886342361,0.15888621960211022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653216137612615,0.05222617166779071,0.0,0.08056874310090215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174490554841477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903171177313376,0.0,0.0,0.06868798108163833,0.0,0.08798274969275682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864329083162016,0.06532032279101366,0.054608661610428336,0.0,0.0,0.05472061968235188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056804035773935474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286505759240905,0.0,0.0,0.097209106924474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866056359091445,0.0,0.3930501594596925,0.0,0.0,0.06472009510369336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248358740138312,0.0,0.06746733504575178,0.05451583169859313,0.08008335659199846,0.0,0.06509056016058334,0.0,0.0,0.09324402755577453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055082449135528386,0.0,0.061742035815550676,0.06365722007030787,0.0,0.0,0.15793283790841342,0.0,0.0,0.049992139714347836,0.0,0.0,0.09756154047346982,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,n0_0b,2020/04/02,"Suffering from severe COVID anxiety in NJ Hello All,

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*tl;dr - 30something male in NJ with weeks of chest tightness and obsessing on ""COVID"" symptoms.  Am I alone here?*

I am a male in my late 30s with some underlying health issues (diabetes, high blood pressure).  We live in NJ which is getting hit pretty hard right now and I work in NYC (haven't been in the office since March 4th).  We have been doing our best to social distance as a family (married with 2 children) but my health anxiety seems to be rearing its ugly head again.  I have never been treated for an anxiety disorder before in the past and that I regret.  

I have resorted to writing down where I and my family has been for the month of March on a calendar.  This is to plot the days away from any interactions with others.  I have also taken into consideration what days we received food, grocery or Amazon deliveries.  


Now to my anxiety. I have felt tightness in my chest for weeks now.  My kids have had cold symptoms that have been lingering.  My wife has had some cold symptoms as well that come and go.  And I ended up having some cold (allergy?) symptoms that started last week. All along my chest tightness remained.  I have found myself obsessing about the tightness in my chest and when I do my focus on breathing drives me crazy.  I wake up with a weight on my chest in the morning, last night was particularly bad waking up at 3 am with chest tightness I felt as if I couldn't breathe well.  Mind you I have not had a fever through any of this.

I have spoken with doctors who chalk it up to something else, but of course, my own ""research"" would lead me to believe hospitalization and death are imminent.   


I have a limited supply of Xanax that takes the edge off but isn't effective all of the time.  In the evenings I find myself self-medicating with alcohol.

Is anyone else having these feelings?   I never put myself out here like this but this is a trying time for me and my family and I am running out of options and my fear is paralyzing.",3.90279119318182,6.0181092838541685,4.742973484848489,81.78346590909094,73.34895833333334,7.675378787878787,27.26136363636364,8.484438967287268,2.0548968750000007,1591,60,294,29,33,514,198,384,0.139,0.823,0.039,-0.9894,0,1,3,0,0,0,51.0,4,1,0,5,13,12,0,4,17,0,41,25,12,2,5,63,53,22,1,4,7,1,10,1,0,1,11,0,0,4,16,27,3,6,8,0,0,7,6,7,2,0,13,13,46,5,61,36,8,61,0,2,0,0,16,30,0,7,25,221,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139936241821253,0.0,0.09826851672766387,0.0,0.07587662211931724,0.0,0.10280395836865013,0.11529128753122428,0.12904521263661778,0.0,0.2903360483266793,0.0,0.0,0.06634328169855233,0.09721720791447952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914419956693061,0.0,0.07922200665640779,0.0,0.0,0.08073708392616881,0.10689884767000447,0.0995721766576007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173192560891396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238130863624408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874230571277553,0.09711513441743776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852247128045846,0.0,0.08403675901555657,0.0,0.0,0.0626682705286547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683372219714083,0.10676795475185648,0.04797488722493437,0.0,0.1822020487476364,0.0,0.08671988161457438,0.0,0.11473096673959547,0.10403255889165773,0.0,0.0,0.04957161594971481,0.0,0.05392328674477656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499509871120305,0.0,0.09737569073564956,0.20170898486869526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002474095324266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903153170734144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468201097318818,0.10703035309818867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635425989571962,0.0,0.08378201541218529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053918470571066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580316738737804,0.0,0.0757334290761196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635677144533712,0.0,0.0,0.08903976741880094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057503333187213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096528495320971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538201444809323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102819805146784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637646399619177,0.09898199413286846,0.10718897624023732,0.0,0.07848687540453206,0.0,0.0,0.09671963964755312,0.0,0.07304433799425017,0.0,0.0,0.06715754399679366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944724204148184,0.07133900543411943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065221590640907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441824311667033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283244102310991,0.11553998524917185,0.17061954863780435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907478997762301,0.0,0.0,0.06740102500717905,0.0,0.11529128753122428,0.0
anxiety,poeticfungus,2020/04/02,"Anxious for college!! I start college in september and I am very anxious to go. It is a completely new place with lots of new people and although my friends are going, they have chosen different courses. I am excited to finally get to study what I enjoy. But I am so anxious to have to attempt to make new friends and to just talk to new people. I've been feeling really lonely recently and that's been affecting my mood so I guess making new friends could help, but I don't know how. Thinking about college causes me to have a massive panic attack and I'm considering just doing an apprenticeship or something instead, even though I wouldn't enjoy that. Give me advice please",4.2229386892177585,6.380739891472873,5.265806906272021,78.19693446088796,72.56589147286822,7.79168428470754,31.882311486962646,8.575989854853784,2.8678155038759687,542,26,92,10,11,178,83,129,0.113,0.732,0.154,0.5566,2,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,1,1,3,0,14,0,0,5,0,23,26,13,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,13,6,14,22,1,12,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,3,8,66,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203427537163244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173802732983702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401032307513147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651107469094816,0.0,0.0,0.12912257681478462,0.0,0.0,0.09832688749091532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866767614389735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134076468760132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226937459353193,0.0,0.0,0.13490704640235734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28544089496842545,0.0,0.06434186094709922,0.1181386639385478,0.13998029118366606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566586258518246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254622027602065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768114359364473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469946526616383,0.0,0.0,0.16440989354634586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947050655645961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449239099816188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707562443519116,0.0,0.12866767614389735,0.13518396427572532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889435394181342,0.0,0.12159778792140488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480846141805063,0.0,0.0,0.08716765178229488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898494938952428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789108582009348,0.12099625958947842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161333519980766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phoebal,2020/04/02,Am i being watched? Does anyone ever feel like they are being watched? Like there’s someone following you and looking at what you do every second?? i feel detached and have had a weird sensation about this lately. does anyone relate? what should i do?,1.923260869565219,4.618151652173914,2.5568478260869583,86.97266304347826,97.69565217391305,4.039130434782609,20.967391304347828,5.985473137389443,0.626617391304348,200,7,32,2,8,62,34,46,0.069,0.802,0.129,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,1,6,13,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,5,6,2,2,9,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083110195824913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110180821421842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641078459902895,0.2460012905308325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952623779778357,0.2085867950550813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293601965483498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852881955103235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24518522526484834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738922890499826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mohapitypang,2020/04/02,"My social anxiety is coming back because of online classes I used to have severe social anxiety in high school, that I’ve worked very hard on improving. I’ve managed to become more confident participating in classes to the point where I barely experience any anxiety at all. There are only a few situations that still make me anxious, which include making phone/video calls with people I don’t know very well. Now that my university switched to online classes I’m really struggling. Last week I skipped one of my classes, this week I pretended that I don’t have a microphone. This would be my last semester and now I’m terrified of failing due to lack of participation. I’m just so tired.",6.213767361111112,7.751315828125001,7.1035416666666675,69.46506944444445,66.5,10.37638888888889,34.53472222222222,10.504223727775694,4.054752430555556,558,26,92,15,9,186,85,128,0.20600000000000002,0.727,0.066,-0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,3,1,11,16,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,11,1,14,14,4,17,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,9,58,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742754724508613,0.0,0.362548391892635,0.1784653389913204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214720401043746,0.0,0.096299313897027,0.17446956317972506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130883138462054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608037245841986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452861165286755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151342457174687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690790930877752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868182255426723,0.2575393337307245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108973705446329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704708155765594,0.12014613318251065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951908720670596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933622770745691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120201064697942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598778391916742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784653389913204,0.0,0.0,0.17756908093826598,0.0,0.3220686283658959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615801743675126,0.0,0.0,0.16514843267748755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156755310430028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643857361617093,0.0,0.2606897278948591,0.0,0.0,0.2534339798809158,0.0,0.1420373468160872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500675014827864,0.0,0.0,0.11221999871805137,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Silvetooo,2020/04/02,"is this anxiety calculating whether i should text this joke. what if they like it. what if they dont. arguing with myself that it doesnt matter. 

then when somebody sends ahahbahahaba. i start thinking is he pretending to like the joke just to make fun of me. me arguing with myself again that i dont care.

if it is. am i on the right track on stopping it?",0.30558258642765423,2.7205811971830958,2.217413572343151,90.66110115236877,96.1830985915493,5.962099871959026,20.539052496798977,7.348242739294969,0.948847887323944,279,10,59,6,11,92,45,71,0.08900000000000001,0.6609999999999999,0.25,0.9128,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,8,2,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,12,6,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,7,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,7,45,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23214661254932395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093984184515452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7113073841490661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29651114903690595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025623803428489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591537882675726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479105244893174,0.0,0.0,0.2537067416396479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944453697681217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BlaQueen215,2020/04/02,"I am a stay-at-home mom, suffering with Covid anxiety. My kids are ages two and four, and my husband works everyday to support us. I am so grateful for him, but I am so terrified that he will bring us the coronavirus and we will all be sick. I've been having panic attacks everyday this week, and it is very crippling my mind is racing, heart is beating fast, shortness of breath... I think it's fair to say I'm terrified and I have no idea how to shake this bad feeling I'm getting. Is anybody else going through what I'm going through?",2.7741794087665643,4.4125161834862405,4.072782874617737,87.4339653414883,75.23853211009174,7.413251783893987,29.542303771661572,8.167268648758528,2.0434640163098883,420,19,87,7,9,138,77,109,0.33399999999999996,0.6,0.067,-0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,2,3,6,1,2,2,0,14,3,2,1,1,14,24,9,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,5,0,2,1,2,12,1,8,20,1,10,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,5,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745761690544138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415870780409576,0.0,0.0,0.17185752091727047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194262095692098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407266279584923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753647104559856,0.0,0.23395323523830105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24390679969161236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323544047859021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782728862984906,0.241062898952644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414944422210353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636824377355837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938492771449306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335708196321071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188607064202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010637419159443,0.0,0.4951707282697202,0.0,0.0,0.16982939749823095,0.0,0.0,0.16510255488898185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498450072707826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Out-Out,2020/04/02,"Really low appetite/can't eat Hi there, hope everyone is doing as good as possible. 
I am pretty sure I have had anxiety and depression for a good while now and the physical anxiety symptoms were firstly stomach and eating issues like nausea, acid reflux, vomiting and all that.
Even though I still have those symptoms, right now I am having big issues with simply eating. Every meal is a struggle for me , I am anxious before every meal, and I cannot eat until Im full, my body just seems to reject any food at some point and start to feel nauseous as if I'd throw up if I ate any more. Sometimes my head seems quite off and light while Im eating.
This is really a central worry for me now as I am underweight , so I feel I need to eat so much but I just cant. Its making my anxiety worse, and making me feel really weak. I never want to eat now, i feel afraid of meal time and my appetite is close to nothing.

Id just appreciate any inputs for anyone who has gone trough this. If something worked out for you, tell me please. I still try to nibble a bit at every meal, eat various times a day and drink water, but its not enough.",3.935921052631581,4.8944238640350894,5.235043859649124,82.91072368421052,71.32456140350877,8.156140350877193,24.77631578947368,8.472884824447931,1.5368105263157896,883,24,176,14,16,295,131,228,0.128,0.8079999999999999,0.063,-0.9125,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,14,11,0,2,6,0,17,23,3,2,3,37,31,25,0,6,9,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,13,16,0,6,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,4,6,23,5,23,27,8,28,0,3,0,0,4,11,0,7,16,117,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783364239792647,0.0,0.18880265108052496,0.09293857008066447,0.0,0.057523170309071336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000336597826358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981452419237969,0.09138036304866463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053055567037794765,0.0,0.07085665732027042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059058034741001,0.0,0.6734394350176508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500405520483445,0.0,0.054336739249264805,0.0,0.20794110547287145,0.07860987780452944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638716311548446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997647632301991,0.0994778788525042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800372343741962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844299271718489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170993647998118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772548283103598,0.1717312595494927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040191620285654615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982804931742794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060475890651426,0.06100011954706424,0.06344957073415064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893764005790346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030473030027557,0.07776913737320477,0.09274395752845756,0.0,0.08369536347713974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750134122306609,0.0,0.0,0.1581075106008549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025577748068278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978601968243388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333334419072471,0.08136440858495246,0.0,0.058229179232036826,0.0,0.1313974557866773,0.0,0.0,0.08600358630341691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753590454514553,0.17101433363559654,0.0,0.0,0.07190519795103624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082715023272945,0.0,0.09594138393065643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055854058993470734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048523352400033005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059891533946124426,0.08354638034882228,0.08383735064555574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peanusbudder,2020/04/02,"anxious of bugs, always feel bugs on my skin, and i recently found carpet beetles on bed. can’t sleep at all now. a few days ago i woke up to find some carpet beetles on a wool blanket i was sleeping with. ive been doing all i can, vacuuming, washing and drying EVERYTHING, and spraying bug spray,  but i keep finding at least one straggler around my bed a day. i CANNOT sleep normally anymore. i can take naps during the day when my room is fully illuminated by the sun but even then i wake up checking myself for bugs. i can’t sleep normally. can anyone relate or offer advice? at this point i’m just scared to go to bed in general",4.020516185476815,5.066287149606303,5.5227821522309695,80.60041119860018,71.20472440944881,7.8491688538932625,28.284339457567807,8.167268648758528,1.917369903762029,496,18,96,7,9,168,87,127,0.047,0.953,0.0,-0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,0,11,7,6,0,2,20,18,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,5,0,1,4,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,4,2,14,0,17,14,5,21,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,2,8,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330025831953986,0.13906369100966948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053582308058406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722851809575646,0.1555817272615637,0.109693383717849,0.0,0.0,0.13965549299885438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035217622138135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361704260076858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099265156315047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932269219205794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867689691063781,0.0,0.0,0.17200963096013608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891579016410255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944118619263546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307416052755292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630521163474567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830128070913665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489900076058638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706315984941802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279688370538906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795341889614927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Am3liaJ3nnie,2020/04/02,"New job is giving me so much anxiety I can’t think about anything else Hi everyone! I’ve had anxiety since I was a kid, and in college I tried medication for months and months and decided to stop. Since graduating I’ve moved to a new city and had been working at the same job for most of the past two years so I’ve gotten comfortable with it. It is definitely time to move up the ladder but I’ve definitely been holding myself back because of the anxiety surrounding a new job. With the virus going around I have been out of work because I work in a school. Recently my boss has had me helping her around the office and is training me for an office job that has way more responsibilities than what I had previously. I know that I can pick it up and soon I will feel better but right now it’s all I can think about and I feel like I’m constantly on the verge of an anxiety attack. Any advice to get through this would be greatly appreciated!",3.9230300751879694,5.198072205263159,5.415488721804511,80.40842105263158,71.6842105263158,9.007518796992482,27.781954887218053,9.424239791934726,2.318142857142858,749,27,154,17,14,253,110,190,0.071,0.8,0.129,0.92,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,9,5,1,0,13,0,20,1,0,2,1,28,30,11,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,12,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,2,17,4,26,18,5,30,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,15,104,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181096182003647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781026273129163,0.0,0.3501272730555129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415880517762976,0.2037180519696876,0.0,0.13017050466806834,0.0,0.08798275300341757,0.0,0.13950006506387105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011961529969806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364854606022532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558413587863722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093342519030154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570947897115474,0.08174244731544587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059780295328328764,0.10976313267885003,0.06502814049771648,0.0,0.0,0.12614965220545366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669404262949386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541810929822263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288283696851196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590036340762393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526720730293692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826596397821692,0.24322301469903945,0.08411266430134612,0.0,0.0,0.33152579607793403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922787442404704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297701941182033,0.0,0.0,0.09771498299253904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580024855295573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930061089153025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566115205236507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466328246782371,0.0,0.0,0.06671985589827427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768440718077475,0.0,0.11177277582837312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082213288653976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24989974194869935,0.0,0.0,0.08128145720422933,0.0,0.0,0.07368342849537125
anxiety,arealrandomusername,2020/04/02,"How can I get myself to calm down & relax after having a big anxiety attack? What would you do to help yourself feel better? Anyone else in the same boat? I’m 100% sure I developed panic disorder. Tonight, I had another big anxiety attack that stopped me in my tracks due to something I can’t control. I try to tell myself that it’s just my brain and anxiety tricking me, but it’s so hard to convince myself that I’m just being overly anxious. I don’t want to talk about what it is that gives me the attacks. But whenever this happens, I feel incredibly depressed and suicidal. I always end up feeling somewhat better eventually, but I always have this fear of getting another attack almost every single night. I ALWAYS get another one at some point in time, I just never know when. And that terrifies me. It’s exhausting because I can’t enjoy anything much and I’m always feeling anxious and scared because I don’t know for sure when the next time I will have one is. I can’t enjoy anything because I am always worried. 

I had one a few hours ago and now all I want to do is just die. I’m not tired enough to fall asleep, and I have no motivation to do anything. I am breathing but I still feel like I can’t catch my full breath. I try doing the deep breathing techniques which works for a minute, but I just go back to feeling awful. The attack is over but I still have to deal with some physical symptoms. And my mind is just thinking of a million thoughts all at once. I can’t shut any of this off.

I really just want to get myself to sleep. I’m not going to feel any better when I wake up, but I just don’t want to be awake right now. I don’t have access to any sleeping medication and I don’t drive so I can’t go anywhere to get any to get myself to go to bed. What can I do to get my body and mind to relax and calm down? What do you do after you have an anxiety/panic attack? How do you cope? Is anyone else in the same boat as me? I feel so alone in this. Does anyone else have attacks everyday that they can’t stop?",2.565970588235292,4.049471521428576,4.25859943977591,86.53247899159666,75.45238095238095,6.8459383753501415,24.97198879551821,7.510576382923642,1.18703081232493,1589,53,329,20,34,535,173,420,0.19899999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.129,-0.9908,0,1,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,1,6,22,26,8,3,11,1,44,13,9,4,5,65,78,27,2,5,17,0,9,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,19,12,0,3,13,2,0,7,16,13,0,4,3,9,54,13,46,71,12,51,0,1,0,0,10,21,0,4,24,233,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592439514014464,0.0,0.0631742980143705,0.06534094743061993,0.0,0.0,0.2624745861734317,0.06835666460746116,0.0,0.17161012979223508,0.19846225364242828,0.14478822747092715,0.14254472327216156,0.0,0.13233942139943514,0.1939257256511558,0.1557500663513046,0.0,0.0,0.5024081493866072,0.0,0.04851137604603746,0.0,0.1153750005043137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739069186405806,0.0,0.07007741001381904,0.0,0.07042794096234424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075942907744756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650417599015987,0.054338272048633784,0.0,0.06547619113306842,0.0,0.07230520534622685,0.0,0.05520941477773236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810773593765576,0.0,0.05587793156879264,0.065187572369943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531550164637629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709924149771148,0.25519665410982145,0.045070635610697116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23072897829102484,0.060520504571708086,0.14341922568104892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578919803369358,0.0,0.056515153191333774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042287078040689235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212973806586379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934388495214866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030821990194738056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635553065614135,0.0,0.0,0.12740336238703626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046377510919648236,0.0,0.04865795489529808,0.0,0.06709563113220647,0.059204544404288025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718748957765569,0.12825176617464099,0.0,0.0,0.07402108774930828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963928730750132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041628666886859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053877471702881215,0.0,0.0,0.06316287270677866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262686799268724,0.0,0.0,0.04856882354512156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076555921573573,0.10549008667708297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900888341168017,0.0,0.11892085328461385,0.06557339660622452,0.0,0.050708369997946985,0.055142372724609375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042474153077669,0.0,0.05008544264907242,0.07357514759950484,0.07251126957967655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566627801504853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884558335892206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592938176951634,0.06406971646366695,0.0,0.044816457787483714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CircleOfTwelve,2020/04/02,"Feeling lost I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember. Looking back, I had extreme symptoms from childhood, before I even knew what it was. When my family went on a cruise when I was in primary school, I remember having stress dreams of the ship sinking or me falling into the water before we even left for holiday. When I was actually there, I was fine and didn’t even think about it, but I just remember having irrational thoughts all the time through childhood when I couldn’t even name it as anxiety. I have a strong family history of mental illness and many of my family members currently take some form of medication for it. We also as a family generally have trouble sleeping which I’m sure contributes to the problem.

Now I’m in university and have tried some different SSRIs which might help a bit but I haven’t noticed a big difference and definitely haven’t experienced relief. My heart races and I start to sweat even when I’m not actively nervous or thinking anxious thoughts. And conversely, I find myself thinking and worrying about things when I can rationally understand that they don’t matter. 

I just feel like it’s something that I can not only never overcome but I can never improve. Something about me makes me avoidant and resistant to CBT because I can’t open up and admit this to others. I just feel stuck. I don’t blame myself for being this way because I can rationally understand that I’m not doing anything wrong and there’s nothing broken about me, but I just wish that there was a way to calm myself when I can rationally understand that I’m in no danger.

I guess the point of this is just to ask for support or advice. I’m sure that I’m not alone in this and I think that hearing other people’s struggles and successes could really help me. I appreciate everyone here for being open, which is something I have such a problem doing, and for selflessly helping others and sharing their experiences.",6.9764605067064105,7.498450784153013,7.5664878291107796,70.44581222056634,64.38251366120218,10.916840536512673,36.03527074018878,10.735267742514802,4.116900546448089,1561,71,265,39,22,517,175,366,0.133,0.679,0.187,0.9703,2,2,3,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,2,3,29,20,1,4,12,0,34,7,3,1,5,72,67,33,0,5,16,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,24,19,1,1,18,3,0,3,14,10,0,0,14,6,42,10,35,48,5,34,0,1,1,0,13,12,0,7,18,204,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.08455464939408278,0.0,0.0,0.08467012151744502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973981716034367,0.0,0.06929130938856587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325689282768942,0.0978860722611824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130282529148843,0.0,0.08100293848275397,0.0,0.0,0.06662593959462541,0.0,0.1056380096225309,0.0,0.14745986590340085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459572056648254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918031418753066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810546532806029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861465363612862,0.0,0.0,0.08279460478613243,0.0,0.0847570678551113,0.3267310703218643,0.0,0.1314334769024268,0.0619003971942569,0.0,0.0,0.07919348515075078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545107383809363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976570925377298,0.10267671920241908,0.17423230611919366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414185870555024,0.0,0.0,0.04233118547187641,0.0,0.0,0.07667957489321314,0.07276137890727777,0.0,0.09458507396350033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057837323957424885,0.08784612199184763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728740268798282,0.08731946220011026,0.09191842247799847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365450448470398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313981517177113,0.09864780622615897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589869574156837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006989001273653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190910828514132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581831947823691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550807447069017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944613535040625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769105423232376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670924355471946,0.0,0.0,0.200114515446544,0.0,0.0,0.06132895783816589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925346586594334,0.09058191078591332,0.0,0.0,0.0983256124534746,0.16332691902952487,0.09005906485016296,0.06514751130110838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756419635966757,0.22207874580196504,0.0,0.1375755523133526,0.05052436911888699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882740018455136,0.0,0.0,0.2706067125870025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375521845586849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032232965209671,0.0,0.0,0.09963939247865262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799389765612989,0.0,0.0,0.09473452983751368,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rafflesia101,2020/04/02,"I would like some advice. (TW: Abuse, bullying, suicidal thoughts) Hi everyone. First time posting.

Lately I've been struggling a lot with my anxiety issues, considerably more than usual. I suffer from OCD and social phobia and have been generally battling intense anxiety for the past ten years or so. I've suffered a lot of trauma, which I think contributed to my issues; I was bullied relentlessly in school and also psychologically abused by a family member. 

I am aware of how the world is in turmoil at the moment, as a result of the COVID-19 outbreak. I feel like being on my own a lot has caused me to overthink things more than I usually do, which is saying something. I worry so much about being alone. I have a couple of friends (one of whom I'm rarely in contact with. We were once very close and then drifted apart as we went our separate ways in life, as these things happen) and a small circle of people I talk to in a chatroom online who I've gotten to know fairly well.  I keep worrying that no one likes or cares about me, and that the people I do have in my life all secretly resent me and just ""put up"" with me. 

I know this isn't true. There's a lot of evidence to the contrary,  I know that. But as many people with anxiety know, often *feeling* something emotionally is different to factually acknowledging it. I can't get my head around these feelings and it makes me feel like I'm a really worthless excuse of a human being and that makes me feel suicidal. 

I just want some advice on how to tackle this? Have you guys had similar feelings before?

Thank you for reading, have a good day.",4.905251544571931,6.201950229773465,5.964749926448955,77.31478596646075,69.35598705501619,8.854427772874374,28.60856134157105,9.218907990703514,2.4832058252427185,1267,45,231,25,22,421,175,309,0.2,0.715,0.084,-0.9903,1,1,2,0,2,0,41.0,3,2,0,1,13,18,2,2,18,0,23,3,1,6,3,57,47,22,2,2,5,0,6,4,1,1,2,1,0,2,16,17,0,1,15,1,0,3,3,8,1,4,8,7,32,10,42,35,11,30,0,3,0,0,17,15,0,9,14,170,48,2,0.0,0.22143644461484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262868736918014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678186778890513,0.0,0.07472872751882281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445778856145745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831867462255463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951565814165276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952744185766554,0.09599477656517204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339621482116697,0.0,0.060264935437515585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763117460480386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051141655916399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929165166147786,0.0,0.0,0.08809256651904528,0.0,0.2834946133638428,0.1335156733522443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948511462986557,0.0,0.0,0.07219614304385022,0.0,0.04882167494421012,0.0,0.0,0.07837806612422303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252622546735413,0.08263398374930407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590254885752146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506667909101624,0.0,0.08305909291581583,0.0,0.0,0.20542189757912507,0.0,0.1054111512810964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200733796183772,0.18261196981788347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31777776923548673,0.0,0.0,0.1247518530266222,0.09473957083277916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686935575118476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951693370038148,0.12664284766493392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920477476214082,0.19435105855806747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949543124748517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393903377353084,0.0,0.0,0.09347128166065398,0.0,0.059863896480201635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431200495517523,0.0,0.09457233461729027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525642279614127,0.0,0.1438785828441735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769004207000648,0.0,0.20442950074150265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510835018337028,0.0,0.08603251626965673,0.0,0.0,0.12416273216829868,0.05987641967368965,0.0,0.07418568109619662,0.05448911048531533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058351205451353,0.07710273138044403,0.055116868273534375,0.07417308036324252,0.0,0.0,0.08401917088170549,0.08662537249208173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897978854574568,0.0,0.06638135293279669,0.0,0.0,0.06017615629060381
anxiety,99muppets,2020/04/02,"Can fluoxetine make you feel weird? Started on it a few days ago, everything was fine, but today i’ve been feeling fucking weird, not quite anxious but just weird and really uncomfortable. i can’t explain it, is this a side effect? I couldn’t find anything on the internet really.",5.359230769230769,7.251840307692312,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,69.0,9.815384615384616,32.230769230769226,10.125756701596842,3.635907692307693,224,10,38,6,4,74,42,52,0.18100000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.105,-0.6205,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,1,5,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,12,12,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,3,1,2,9,1,7,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637759959544669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361670363617191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448730336068708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190668328666904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674348481498681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300918550095076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27197167673915323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750967357217852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862888904135212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31650009819500485,0.0,0.0,0.3812592426666873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062009664254164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820595827958928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bearwithmoi,2020/04/02,"Has anyone else had to deal with a plunge in libido and inability to reach orgasm because of anxiety medication? I am on sertraline for panic attacks and OCD tendencies and it’s amazing for that, I feel like I’ve gotten my life back apart from one thing! Sex! I have NO sex drive, I don’t even want to play with myself. I can’t even achieve orgasm like usual with my husband, it’s just a lost cause. It’s causing distress to our marriage. He is really patient and understanding but I feel so bad. 

I don’t want to go off the medication but at the same time I don’t want to cease to have any form of sexual desire in my life!",1.4952593917710215,3.643010356589148,3.6474418604651184,86.58633273703043,81.09302325581395,6.759928443649375,22.326177698270726,7.882392219407189,1.131890399522958,492,16,103,9,13,168,83,129,0.155,0.72,0.125,-0.7893,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,5,9,1,2,4,0,10,8,2,2,0,20,19,7,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,3,2,13,4,20,16,2,11,0,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,5,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062909526236272,0.0,0.13570040343270684,0.0,0.0,0.1240329630912868,0.1817537217390576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180307400041075,0.0,0.1363994866608518,0.14811055431776024,0.10813333644565727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644501790689696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287798420059656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818389538527846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343245943362797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938417467849724,0.12672515318764174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081299663416693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505870615050977,0.17332444400003702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936386280313092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573970435851187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020187493731545,0.0,0.0,0.20812516968188988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136385154100736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784789649910643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343565964862583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466589693856172,0.0,0.0,0.1953664804105976,0.0,0.3138819615623491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,onlyoneintheworld202,2020/04/02,"Feeling really anxious I’m going to properly lose my job. Feel alone. So yesterday I was told I’m being placed on Furlough leave because of this whole COVID-19 bs. The UK government is going to pay 80% of my wages for the now. I’d been working from home for 2 weeks prior which was weird and challenging. 

Ever since I’ve been told about this leave I keep worrying there’s something more behind it. My company is a key supply company and employs around 40 people. Apparently I’m not the only one on this leave but this morning I was removed from the work group WhatsApp which had all the ladies in the office in it. It mostly was a supportive group but they did talk about work as well.

I feel really worried that there’s more behind this Furlough leave. Is the company wanting me gone? 

As far as I know my performance was good - working from home has been strange but I’ve tried everything in my power to work as hard as possible. 

Nobody has asked how I am or anything. Work knew I was dealing with a dark time with anxiety and depression but was getting the right help, but now I feel completely shut out and don’t feel like their support was genuine. I feel sick with worry and I feel like I could spiral off feeling depressed again ....",4.162520200917232,5.898345024896269,4.780078619785979,83.38376283031229,71.78008298755186,8.061236077746234,28.86678314042367,8.6894789155246,2.2661734439834027,985,39,186,18,19,315,139,241,0.158,0.737,0.105,-0.8194,5,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,10,12,11,0,0,11,0,22,1,0,1,2,34,46,18,0,2,7,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,11,10,0,1,10,0,2,4,2,4,1,1,17,9,19,7,30,27,5,24,0,3,0,0,10,12,0,2,10,120,30,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857086597175578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280733611175434,0.10751877165203776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831954039595136,0.08472444064325849,0.08897421507150463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801677793381445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978742460892732,0.0,0.0,0.07598815880668466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811952305459214,0.1639452974547072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608972477082066,0.0,0.0,0.08553565120847598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849799578650076,0.13598369037305888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497241362187685,0.0,0.10817839217429864,0.07982687281782205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525660875228841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379267619760025,0.0,0.19093321770201427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444484345302054,0.08459442768141179,0.0,0.0,0.05230477256881618,0.0,0.0,0.4030992534677517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299376222526473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064746106504008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449191077139317,0.07238360530698873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598120282331192,0.0,0.09943587209564513,0.0,0.0,0.10729362828536884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219409430982996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127750286695502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872836116456912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326907833951211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160031315736888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649671667251508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055496333448360385,0.0,0.0,0.18188438866498566,0.0,0.06461644298536308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613569524431407,0.0,0.07634230368118866,0.0,0.08557225254323983,0.0,0.0,0.1062576228873306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157239017119326,0.2899594059801923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ironandsteel,2020/04/02,"Every day is worse Everything in my life is falling apart. Ive never made a post like this on reddit but I just needed to vent.
Ive been self quarantining for 18 days now, I lost my job, they have ghosted me when I asked for night stocking shifts so i dont have to work with the public (parents are not healthy and i live with 3 others) I work at a store.  My long time friend told me she has a boyfriend and doesnt want to talk to me anymore. My school I was supposed to start next month will be cancelled. I owe people money i cant afford to pay. I cant sleep at night I have stayed up 24 hrs to the point of exhaustion 4 times this week when im not drinking heavily. Im not eating right, I sleep only during the day and i am up all night, i cant fix my sleep schedule, my car is acting up, I cant drive it in the rain my windshield wipers dont work, and I live in the pacific northwest.  I feel so hopeless and depressed. I dont want to kill my parents by going into work at a store. But im so broke and I have nothing to look forward to. I need help",0.4171428571428564,2.100834761904764,2.4504545454545443,96.19568181818182,82.33333333333333,5.065800865800867,20.45670995670996,5.852544927426893,-0.16957316017316024,814,23,195,5,22,273,130,231,0.152,0.784,0.064,-0.9503,5,0,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,1,5,7,8,1,0,9,0,24,7,3,1,2,23,37,13,2,4,6,2,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,9,2,0,1,1,5,6,12,6,0,0,5,2,35,2,27,30,1,40,0,4,1,0,11,15,0,0,20,117,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274360961157873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685224858323303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044077151223846,0.0,0.08923074336971988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642561636712193,0.10148880380417427,0.0,0.10600891940452573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728767872202729,0.0,0.09310922436252224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238339915212942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004129602539918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588784094458124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944106366000885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33571814311833825,0.0,0.10280726217326312,0.0,0.11461832678040502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317592027673007,0.05061384901509475,0.0,0.18296183728495946,0.09168296098783234,0.08699811746566266,0.0,0.11309191082897325,0.0,0.0,0.09802906133627576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269273100848408,0.0,0.0,0.1536365450665758,0.07990289941998463,0.0,0.110180041011036,0.29166544916989323,0.0,0.0994072338239286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879265840006634,0.0,0.0,0.23007163434151925,0.0,0.0,0.07182336874260054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793572264730202,0.0,0.09922040158086956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847404729076237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104848983779064,0.0,0.0,0.10807765494529256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110252060675713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332879005565078,0.11042408186453834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326995650384092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082027761141778,0.0,0.0,0.0989944784015989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221222307666438,0.0,0.08310187134109565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016888629905297,0.0,0.10557750539144756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itdoesntgetbetter0,2020/04/02,"Is this part of an eating disorder, because I feel like its been following me for years... I feel like my entire life, I’ve felt uncomfortable eating in front people. I felt the most uncomfortable around the ages of 12 and 13 when I got severe social anxiety. I feel very self conscious and grossed out eating in front of people or eating with people. Just thinking about it is disgusting. People shoving food into a hole in their body, and then chewing it until it goes into your stomach to digest....I’m basically watching it all unravel as I watch people eat food, which is why I feel uncomfortable eating in front of others. It’s not like I’m ashamed about what I’m eating, it’s more about I’m conscious about eating anything in front of people. 

I just find it so weird that if you have dinner with your family, everyone is just shovelling food into their mouths to digest, and the food becomes a part of you through chemical reactions. The only way I can enjoy eating is if I eat alone. I try not to think about the action of eating, so I have to distract myself with entertainment. 

Anyone else feeling this way?",5.870107816711588,6.874128867924532,6.4572237196765485,75.73858490566037,66.9245283018868,8.88733153638814,28.82210242587601,9.04235418022936,2.4248102425876006,888,29,154,15,14,290,113,212,0.121,0.7979999999999999,0.081,-0.7751,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,2,0,12,10,1,2,8,0,9,22,3,0,1,34,23,13,0,2,8,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,14,12,18,0,12,1,0,6,2,5,0,0,4,9,21,5,33,19,5,23,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,4,8,106,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144574456745874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052771924921183266,0.0,0.0,0.04823462606175039,0.07068139456575423,0.05676725899286768,0.06140963341595815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205149113810155,0.0761864751992502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662473430022759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906067229204798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7764568838882591,0.05762657445361439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591636101224099,0.0,0.0,0.06503117938929763,0.0,0.1743997799327923,0.09856315973238787,0.1324692940117074,0.0,0.06304935412758654,0.0,0.33365882040823225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055172130953359634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872484259976665,0.10110505548693788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246479803795875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940406946813056,0.0,0.2869454042040448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196447555215618,0.0779313301139053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031963948398967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840324088291263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683503421500659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691832754949259,0.0,0.10951123540976587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224656793447219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044422890254271576
anxiety,sonooneseesthis,2020/04/02,"It's never been this bad I was so proud of myself when COVID started I wasn't anxious about it I understood and just did what they recommended self isolated my work had us working from home. Then we had the earthquake it was a decent earthquake I wasn't super close to the epicenter but I felt it enough more than i ever cared to feel one. Earthquakes and natural disasters can be a trigger for me. 

That day on my Anxiety skyrocketed I feel like i'm on constant high alert. I'm trying all the things meditation, exercise it's not helping. I'm writing this now because i woke up heart racing because the train horn we rarely hear, my subconscious heard and thought we should panic laid in bed for an hour trying to go back to sleep before I just gave up and watching happy movies.

I feel like I can't escape from my anxiety it's eating me alive right now. I wasn't anxious about COVID before the earthquake I was just taking it serious and doing what they recommended. Now I'm worried horribly about it my health anxiety has peaked. I'm obsessively combing reddit imgur the news for any information (I've removed imgur and reddit from my phone as of yesterday to help curb the impulse) and holy hell my house makes so many noises every creak, pop, truck driving past, wind picking up, heater kicking on starts my heart racing thinking it's the next earthquake. Like full blown shot of adrenaline when I hear these noises.

 I can't handle this i feel like a string pulled so tight, and i'm trying to keep it together as i work from home, raise my kids, deal with the other home/life duties but i feel like i'm about to break and everyone around me I swear has adhd so we should keep productive and doing things and all I want to do is just keep everything a float and veg. But at the same time just vegging doesn't take away my anxiety it's still there lurking and making everything miserable.",4.522619047619049,6.126811520325202,5.027149632210608,82.49289634146344,70.65311653116531,8.198257839721256,27.812717770034844,8.738905477910976,2.0990262485481996,1517,54,287,27,28,484,196,369,0.134,0.741,0.126,-0.2553,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,5,0,2,5,23,15,1,3,15,0,23,6,3,4,4,59,56,25,0,3,9,0,7,5,0,2,2,3,3,2,21,20,1,6,10,1,0,4,8,6,0,1,16,11,41,9,36,37,6,38,1,1,1,0,19,14,1,0,24,180,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091640504831795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061769801509981424,0.0,0.2779490956682328,0.2052316905412667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086095067962765,0.0,0.0,0.08534093439825878,0.06984524918121443,0.07584206382252344,0.11074234975124303,0.0,0.1545850030921339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926106670967649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815859603911056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858000454677467,0.0936452085630532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294520671414323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385514505662064,0.0,0.0,0.08216397695710201,0.0765310257664054,0.08679517072978096,0.1632703390239202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964038733406275,0.2595654901231762,0.0872142728575726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051622693332608084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966938037358117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655161709256346,0.2047516028775339,0.21527594451759305,0.12176737679403155,0.09597043489160327,0.27333980695215715,0.0,0.08945256536643426,0.10480950514579593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221059918188745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188296445862934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126394999784244,0.09209077301506316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005628908743328,0.0,0.09660231181553132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155103741644494,0.0,0.0,0.10657338009972356,0.0,0.0,0.0867107227979741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757119552268288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947590074165138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908989615642514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285846434074585,0.0,0.07253964086308741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659076894216007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069130020889555,0.05820235118920964,0.0,0.07211154387490584,0.05296566430887506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500967263977436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926135142655702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357587078833397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838330980675384,0.09224568907564726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_max_-,2020/04/02,i'd really appreciate if someone would let me call them or something so i can just talk i hate how stuck i am in my mind. it'd be greatly appreciated if someone let me vented it out. i'd prefer a phone call if thats okay but i can stick with the regular reddit chat too. just struggling right now.,0.6390476190476164,2.8444979841269853,3.2787301587301587,87.5857142857143,85.03174603174601,6.139682539682537,21.698412698412696,7.447530270364453,0.8582126984126979,235,8,51,4,7,82,47,63,0.12300000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.094,-0.4228,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,1,2,1,8,0,0,1,0,13,10,7,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,1,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759584685587978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256948303027439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009745192993045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766371107252563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353230907634932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493035241441836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903106050103345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949401654344801,0.17942015747847645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364380557268395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732394705949898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555838348416174,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,katiebuggc,2020/04/02,"Ramped Up Anxiety I can't sleep. Had to start an antibiotic for a UTI, but I can't stop thinking about worst case scenarios while I'm laying down, trying to doze off. Especially in times like now.

I have the bad habit of taking these super deep breaths when I'm anxious - the deepest breaths I can manage, where I feel my chest really expand. But doing this too much makes my chest muscles hurt, can make my chest hurt because I accidentally gulp air and then need to burp, and if I don't get the quality of breath I want, I keep trying to get it, which can lead me to hyperventilate. 

While I'm awake, I can't stop thinking about what I'd do if my partner got sick or passed away. I'd be absolutely heartbroken - it makes me wonder if I'm really able to be in a long-term relationship sometimes, because I'm so terrified of losing someone I love so much. And that's the worst thing I can't keep out of my head - that something awful is going to happen, an apocalyptic-level situation, or our country collapsing, and he's going to die because he can't get the medicine he needs to survive. 

I just hate not being able to be a normal person who can push these thoughts aside when I'm supposed to be trying to think of happy, dream-like situations. It's like my mind is trying to make myself worry and so sad with everything there is to worry about.",6.773746031746029,5.83600912592593,7.4899470899470915,75.71333333333334,65.14814814814815,10.380952380952381,32.24867724867725,9.606745405546679,2.741201058201058,1064,35,213,18,14,356,149,270,0.259,0.639,0.102,-0.9955,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,4,14,13,1,0,10,1,22,12,8,5,0,36,54,20,1,7,9,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,12,7,1,4,6,0,0,5,7,8,0,0,3,1,23,5,31,46,4,25,0,4,0,1,9,10,0,6,12,128,35,2,0.223370001928402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543872004232317,0.12617226121791672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493173485128124,0.0,0.09325231071950099,0.20424641989522865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591139821321116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037527737618926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056471292246303414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505241012612036,0.0,0.1269463196596253,0.0,0.08932469789007635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876267750726304,0.11889076030054617,0.0,0.11026581623498097,0.11462103211282848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912220691261915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854152094560248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912730008760813,0.0,0.0,0.09883771133129776,0.0,0.12494694816208618,0.0,0.0,0.10080007384375696,0.0,0.2982024215673984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277001315893245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420265269920178,0.16562602611889266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942758797391954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751903495063216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430965429511227,0.0,0.0,0.11990789409074043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510772410037326,0.11176565853620933,0.0,0.09463033888544052,0.08598057017770735,0.11045932173167483,0.0,0.0790512185220067,0.0,0.0,0.18674732345874168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397322135521282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419855197082659,0.21468971692552408,0.0,0.08866541542990816,0.06512442220921176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033071378347479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587470722728185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111761938250165,0.0,0.2268430795962093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sfp0002,2020/04/02,"Is this a symptom of anxiety? For as long as I can remember, and especially recently, any time I do something ‘bad’ I think about it for either hours or days on end.
It’s normal for empathetic people to feel bad and overthink saying mean things or doing something that may effect someone in a negative way, but I literally over think EVERY SINGLE THING that I do.
Someone could be a complete asshole to me, and I’ll rant to them to someone. Immediately after- I’ll think about how they would feel if they heard me talking about them that way, or how their parents would feel if they heard saying something poor about their child and it often deeply affects me.
Today my parents knew I was feeling sick. They asked me a few times to come out and watch a show with them. Then they came in and caused a lighthearted ruckus which resulted in me asking them politely to get out. I felt terrible about asking them to get out for hours, and even texted them an apology. I thought about how sad my parents will be when I’m gone, or how much I’m going to miss them when they die, and how I just made them sad and I’m going to regret it especially when they’re dead.
These are just two random examples, but this mindset and thought process is constant for me. why the hell do I think like this? Someone can be a complete dickhead to me and then I’ll think about how bad I feel for them and their parents and family and them when they were a little innocent child! It makes me feel crazy. Is anyone else like this?! Is this an anxiety thing?",5.424939674768318,5.968170717607979,5.681444308445531,82.54596083231337,67.7375415282392,8.728868683336247,29.79559363525092,8.6894789155246,2.1225375415282395,1210,42,241,18,19,385,142,301,0.21,0.737,0.053,-0.9958,4,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,20,1,21,11,1,0,11,0,21,2,0,12,0,68,55,36,2,7,11,4,7,2,0,4,2,4,0,2,18,20,0,0,18,1,1,5,1,9,0,1,11,12,41,2,36,36,4,33,1,4,1,0,35,9,1,9,19,171,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060866640055954414,0.0,0.13694254430445751,0.0,0.0,0.06258415271316661,0.09170870705662153,0.0,0.0,0.2510259825469036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419943825011215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237016285826672,0.0,0.091946548299448,0.0,0.07710084853943938,0.187689105869231,0.09672337918302903,0.0,0.07146265994422625,0.0,0.0,0.05772348241476125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289231964934216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477015228281407,0.0,0.0792750859634358,0.0,0.0,0.05911737424832492,0.0,0.07541203443375237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843775850321051,0.0,0.2715392659161527,0.0,0.08593907741318986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935255990781986,0.0,0.1017357937692916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628928586926662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745548926570011,0.08970777553742518,0.0,0.07920933071230844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469203279585114,0.059745450170252186,0.0,0.0,0.09749745787884333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579665821020901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769614237447168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975399567319224,0.0,0.0,0.06205167139355095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837563752844678,0.0,0.1013920015605166,0.0,0.0,0.14235633640338782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033500354159308,0.20671654552614915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930302269058246,0.0,0.0719409304853017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783899352464227,0.28675675440461185,0.0,0.14211434317799468,0.10438246346936587,0.0,0.0848405125271873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743362476354327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209020449164886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076456752239075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271639247886437,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,appy54,2020/04/02,"Wish I was normal Awful week anxiety wise. Tried to get an extension on a college assignment, was denied it and told  ‘everyone gets anxious.’ I understand where they are coming from, but I tried to take my own life two weeks ago cause of my anxiety (never mind the disability form that says I am entitled to an extension). I’ve been in a really bad headspace and needed the extra time. I guess I should just drop out all together. 

Anyway I wish I didn’t need to ask for help. Just reminds me how useless I am in the world. People shouldn’t have to accomodate me. I hate myself for not being able to function like everybody else.",4.458023679417121,5.873300303278692,5.752404371584699,77.96463570127506,70.55737704918033,9.684517304189436,28.30965391621129,9.994966539143718,2.8742757741347904,495,18,93,13,9,166,89,122,0.179,0.695,0.126,-0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,7,1,11,1,0,2,2,22,24,4,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,1,16,2,14,16,4,13,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,65,18,2,0.16973612742487298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046083567025476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596953457836337,0.1917535105222702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868036644930494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172257651698994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436575883349853,0.0,0.1462126443126815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179275439932296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219014363640655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736024195837646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869834805787087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757928525306212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377054832888316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988964649383307,0.08292449815682874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713851023682632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517143755337642,0.13091096537040128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630536648418234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767365898485127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873730957031533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498098123756605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762044390181054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897450088322232,0.0,0.0,0.16219014363640655,0.0,0.2304793774989273,0.0,0.16580753287016115,0.17670129471533305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723041661897132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903763396105671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cooldoubts,2020/04/02,"Does anyone else get really anxious or upset about someone else's opinion of you especially when you know their opinion is not correct? I tend to get really sad and worried when someone doubts my intentions especially when I know my intentions have never been wrong. I get really anxious about the thought of them hating me and it is a constant battle inside my head, because I keep wondering if I can do anything to make them understand the truth or just hope that they don't hate me and just realize that I always meant good.

I just feel really sad right now because I know I haven't done anything wrong but despite that, someone's opinion of me is extremely distorted and I just can't deal with it, it's killing me.",6.990652173913045,7.1964086086956565,7.298369565217392,73.46103260869567,64.36231884057972,10.668115942028983,36.81521739130434,10.411451182825502,3.9526782608695648,580,27,102,13,8,189,77,138,0.19,0.732,0.078,-0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,4,0,10,13,4,2,3,0,11,1,1,3,3,35,28,11,1,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,9,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,4,1,23,3,8,24,0,7,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,9,6,69,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123740611222993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30205410556021833,0.0,0.09347631312604772,0.1369770372461432,0.22002426514643053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298740858942845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446700142383054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782432741217213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698946138715365,0.13680712483778262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335488663730646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759562484113064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095361478680442,0.0,0.0,0.11212941841769804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639743646917776,0.13720033626659414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278029647659556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882620028147955,0.14790367830972315,0.0,0.2204108787524218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923639876642822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310683346886852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425705291530671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416705684704913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33981497313662123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061316984148772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917177156549032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449766923293021,0.0,0.1357645548406574,0.0,0.0,0.2923291640447762,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwa222222,2020/04/02,"Is it common to be calm and unfazed about actual problems but be super anxious about irrelevant issues? This is a throwaway for obvious reasons. My husband is diagnosed with anxious neurosis. He has panic attacks and meltdowns pretty often and I am trying to be supportive and be there for him. But I've noticed something very concerning. The reasons that he gets panic attacks or meltdowns is never something serious or an actual problem that affects us but usually something minor or random, like one of his customers not buying what he wanted to sell him, a colleague not praising his work, etc... But when actual bad things happen to us, like our son diagnosed with a a serious health problem, he is totally calm and nonchalant, accusing me of being hysterical because I am simply worried by an actual serious problem. 

Is this how anxiety works or is this a clear indication that my husband just doesn't care enough for me and our son, that is why his anxiety is triggered only by other things?",8.701843575418994,8.989180664804472,9.255804469273743,60.58493575418996,60.787709497206706,12.076201117318435,43.03966480446927,11.602472056035307,5.7106732960893885,805,45,112,22,10,271,103,179,0.247,0.616,0.138,-0.9776,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,4,0,0,4,7,20,2,2,8,0,18,3,0,5,4,35,23,16,0,5,11,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,12,0,1,0,0,15,8,15,18,3,4,1,0,0,0,18,0,0,6,6,94,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.4118689074935063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143707072366634,0.23840338721731474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400766416719837,0.0,0.0,0.08810045301071931,0.06432084445504352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757937368295677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419060761614786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902499721295074,0.1176768967391874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055127129518247706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330639167874134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121573013186672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013004055302483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309840581295604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137952072738606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012930237471525,0.0,0.0,0.07149956114535634,0.08024876223490716,0.0,0.2475977733844539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734648773924724,0.0,0.4038536649097029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697358155934449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24369135062704306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973694784983792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019869300680424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163762495120121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538426322302788,0.0,0.11620964830336575,0.08706076274272666,0.0622353645061836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521069778060284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363206627780265,0.10715540408905612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiddydayal,2020/04/02,"I uncontrollably start sobbing even at the thought of slight public speaking. This started happening about a week ago. I was so sure that this was maybe just a one time thing or something that I can overcome if I just push myself a little. So I did. I did my best during group video calls and group calls. It was sort of painful, in a way that it's not like your leg hurts but a deep pin in the stomach and you're literally doing your best to not press the decline button mid-conversation.

Talking in general just isn't fun anymore. It's so tedious and draggy. It's like an essay and you can just never reach the word limit. I just don't feel like talking - which is a feeling I understand. Everyone is down every once in a while but this isn't something like a small mood phase/feeling. It's hard to see past it and even harder to makes sense of it. 

Even small insinuations these days makes me spiral into uncontrollable crying and mental discomfort. This isn't right. I can't expect everyone around me to tiptoe and not make conversation or say things that might ""trigger"" (not the best word to describe) me. I just need help to be able to make sense of it all.",3.894517224648229,5.547019502183408,4.521011644832608,85.30884400776323,72.31877729257641,7.184958757884523,25.82265890344493,7.793537801064563,1.3521118874332858,922,30,183,12,18,294,128,229,0.147,0.7609999999999999,0.091,-0.7972,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,4,15,16,0,3,14,0,17,3,2,5,3,44,30,16,0,3,15,0,4,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,20,9,0,1,4,1,0,1,10,6,0,1,6,7,18,9,20,22,4,24,0,2,1,0,14,13,1,5,13,124,38,0,0.12094164455296945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720747069494016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994161340721557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766370476978816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807623833554761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469898823501534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284871755931613,0.0779973554840456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396424467982629,0.0,0.10189855170623456,0.2311298484213549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834551881274136,0.08640073503392458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694829686227604,0.0,0.1083399581595242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106463500340172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947053186854265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363439141205929,0.1212153003521186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32291794746547203,0.0,0.12150213761534501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188073193101405,0.12829997262109205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967669699001311,0.09327765209513712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879890434063065,0.08195318834345452,0.0,0.12869043682431353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545248455813742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328350363431693,0.0,0.09617764999069094,0.0,0.0,0.09637483234121093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621357330205973,0.0,0.0,0.17120623699564014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398606870560192,0.0,0.0,0.1944166254072077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069650931331642,0.0,0.0,0.0960141564622678,0.0705220455257785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590451721581866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959978480759658,0.09701209217285067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FRP7,2020/04/02,"Painful memories So last year in December i traveled alone to Paris to a huge Magic The Gathering tournament that i really wanted to go. Despite the huge suffering i got on the trip (the airport, the plane, traveling to my hotel, trying to communicate with parisians etc) i'm very happy and proud of going to the tournament specially all by myself. 

Now here's the problem: since i returned, i cannot remember the anxiety inducing moments of the trip without feeling sick and anxious and those memories make it take longer for me to fall asleep and when i sleep sometimes i have nightmares of these events.

I'm not asking for medical diagnose (i'm going to search for a therapist when the quarantine is over) i just wanted to vent here and ask how many of you these things happen.",6.1866896551724135,7.5839806689655225,6.66637931034483,73.09405172413796,66.44827586206897,10.765517241379314,35.1896551724138,10.793553405168565,4.2669862068965525,627,30,105,18,10,204,96,145,0.07400000000000001,0.799,0.127,0.8299,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,12,0,3,6,2,3,1,18,18,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,3,0,8,3,3,0,0,1,1,12,3,22,17,2,21,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,8,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188428413478417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391787593411092,0.2055332613933492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34016684384643536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846588450651539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290413370181304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919911298921186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101912914494913,0.0,0.14550897561084505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088334326471468,0.1936717744314804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830022316355884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144213725845165,0.1844521854505184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832790318233063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359025183125755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408595121780954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655136748346273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609538191332072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049741162105912,0.0,0.18206506001384493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993705135867455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679147768488814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123901305042,0.12086864600840125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235210192821001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011433113233552,0.214618384248037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537756526630782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715931835289095
anxiety,no_name22,2020/04/02,"Experience with Celexa and sex life? Also, thoughts of Wellbutrin for anxiety? Hey guys! 

I've been suffering with anxiety for more than 15 years and have always been on Celexa, I still feel pretty anxious on a normal basis and I've noticed that I typically have less sex drive and sexual desire than most average guys and I think it might be a side effect of taking Celexa. I think it may be time to try something new. 

Does anyone have any experience with this or anything like this? 

Also, I'm reading up on Wellbutrin for anxiety because it's a non SSRI and shouldn't have the same side effects as Celexa. Anyone on Wellbutrin or have experience with it? 

Thanks in advance!",4.983858267716536,6.916728212598425,5.529929133858269,78.03583858267717,70.02362204724409,8.229606299212598,29.23543307086614,8.841846274778883,2.4963927559055112,541,21,94,10,10,174,77,127,0.079,0.821,0.1,0.6852,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,2,0,25,19,11,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,2,19,11,4,14,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,5,5,61,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527782495935393,0.13150672022592225,0.0,0.0,0.10747652589691957,0.0,0.3627136859155804,0.17854670538129164,0.0,0.22101851863779376,0.0,0.13005818137440625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634321893524224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383068960858326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637971942401616,0.0,0.0,0.07991267717543117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31298026999380885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163238332638266,0.07721316757629433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676615591797579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264156490819705,0.0,0.0,0.15485127334620805,0.0,0.17993612766254025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078934065332612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580885139486248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167133555227615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621553573415722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883073084766205,0.0,0.0,0.1455072874437331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253866296908485,0.0,0.12547066727235304,0.09215774460308884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730268613774653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177627774121167
anxiety,YMN-1,2020/04/02,"Feeling you cant read anymore Anyone who has this feeling they cant read anymore due lacof concetration due anxiety/stress?
Is it possible, how does it manifestes himself?",8.207,9.86201036666667,8.353333333333339,61.89000000000002,62.0,11.333333333333336,45.0,11.20814326018867,6.033000000000001,141,9,19,4,2,46,23,30,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.358,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,12,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544652381859471,0.19546372572496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446309148121217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826917800306849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31514395641943604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592394722608837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202168077850676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousPerson03,2020/04/02,"My parents don't take me seriously (Covid-19) (TW; suicidal thoughts)

These online classes are making me so stressed out for no reason at all. I'm usually a good student, a perfectionist, an extreme over-achiever. But these days I feel like I can't handle anything at the moment. Every time I miss a video call or lesson, I want to die, I feel hopeless. I feel like I'm juggling too many things at once. I've lost the energy to do the things I love, like painting and exercising. Now I can't even go on a walk without feeling fatigued. Most days I feel empty, I keep crying all the time. My body is always on high alert, I feel irritable and angry with everyone, I wish I could just disappear. I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone anymore, I feel like everyone hates me, even my teachers. I feel like a total burden because I can't get on top of these video lessons and every time they come on I feel so much panic. Some days I just keep thinking of how I might kill myself, even though I still want to live. I feel like there's so much to live for, but I don't have the energy to do it. I'm just on autopilot at the moment. Please someone, tell me I'm not just seeking attention or being over dramatic. I've tried to tell my parents but they're just not supportive.",2.877392026578072,4.46709857751938,4.294451827242529,86.15569767441862,74.85271317829458,7.239867109634551,26.239202657807308,7.957251820313856,1.5156830564784056,995,36,205,15,21,330,133,258,0.14800000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.145,-0.4049,2,0,0,0,0,3,36.0,0,0,1,4,17,21,2,2,12,0,13,4,1,3,3,51,46,13,3,4,14,2,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,17,3,0,4,10,10,0,0,2,11,33,11,24,41,8,28,0,4,0,1,7,13,0,5,18,125,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140720194329718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510809948618556,0.0600057318989633,0.0,0.07062065577960899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231367399747566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532411959330736,0.0,0.0,0.08762946771346969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392435059150114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851845119727679,0.0,0.09426671485786646,0.16603595286795228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906522476861048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867262564875693,0.0,0.17004534643013658,0.0,0.14461022875636442,0.16400498188136153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773120897397138,0.3678490964423414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483620677663686,0.0,0.0487721771470432,0.14395963200829656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472721284233058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067111282346517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255743146497916,0.09494457120443138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934833572178687,0.0,0.15155720446937446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368015815584488,0.0,0.07745382569773449,0.0,0.057283981801750726,0.08700567919151396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103901910038743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261717690900015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913930507764425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068858166490943,0.19058080223687845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942020651242163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823488954419514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271305956691425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853412687250524,0.0,0.09830388654583476,0.0,0.0,0.093870636115667,0.09738491010713096,0.0,0.0,0.06452423100607436,0.0,0.1500169064816422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402693454928718,0.054988517632834986,0.08431545551058646,0.06812966866244671,0.15012297473937902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826458575602096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451607341617983,0.0,0.10123500701755063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868612091538344,0.08272520135058282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slickbick,2020/04/02,I think my mom has covid and I'm having horrible anxiety about it She has been having symptoms for the past 3 days. She hasn't been tested but works in a Detroit hospital where the virus Is the worst in Michigan so it is likely she caught it. Having horrible anxiety over this. I'm really attached to my mom and knowing there is a possibility she might die is becoming too much for me to deal with,3.0065357142857145,4.982716725000003,4.797142857142859,81.02500000000002,75.5,8.571428571428571,26.42857142857143,9.23628265651192,2.3821071428571425,318,12,62,8,7,108,53,80,0.242,0.758,0.0,-0.9698,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,0,0,7,18,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,9,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,48,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564567034873622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25730707985739204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025222701888094,0.2401911922866353,0.0,0.0,0.2417954932097827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280392045790451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382180594008112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715397712072085,0.0,0.5457245446904582,0.0,0.0,0.17126642421622046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224048855511704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26264889698131977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925235875352413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421544610256824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928358151510682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961153856996147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AdessBear,2020/04/02,"I think I need help with anxiety I'm just getting out of highschool this year. I've talked to my parents about taking me to see someone and talk to them about everything going on. I don't think they really understood my anxiety until recently. Honestly, even I didn't realize how bad it was until I went to Disney world with some friends, long story short I had an anxiety attack so bad I passed out at the mall for like 20 minutes. They agree that I need to talk to someone about it. It seems like every single time they go to call someone. It slips through the cracks. The one time it didn't I told her not to. It's like some day I need serious help and others I'm almost normal. I recently went to the mall with my brother and they were having a small concert, all the people and the noice. I literally started crying, I'm a 6ft 18yr old man and I cried over some people. It makes me so angry sometimes. I just feel helpless",2.06190476190476,4.154116063492065,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857144,78.84126984126985,6.73968253968254,23.72751322751323,7.793537801064563,1.2641449735449737,732,25,148,12,18,243,110,189,0.115,0.745,0.14,0.6964,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,0,9,10,1,0,9,0,7,0,0,2,1,30,28,10,0,4,3,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,6,3,0,5,4,5,0,1,9,3,25,5,25,19,5,24,0,1,1,0,17,8,0,5,14,94,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452117434732887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28538821455913704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146904387571782,0.0,0.0,0.20765846715688246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697791635802025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731910017690913,0.08019714481064663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213372487391214,0.0,0.10477243563535484,0.0,0.11176010588672466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287641504943106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607451657292447,0.0,0.06496910528442686,0.0,0.1413449058169701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670186398101247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822572091215448,0.0,0.0,0.11004814504859034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300633154204345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766176497914593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183915341084985,0.0,0.0,0.13048714387445715,0.0,0.0842645455411448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807885519176208,0.0,0.0,0.17242088205054967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966346499997523,0.0,0.2455663970401629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909292869488186,0.11320594408618168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31609068399273754,0.0,0.12298790913066207,0.0,0.0880174160753038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934976854423538,0.2998497480706579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936026030568656,0.0,0.0,0.14502201163809308,0.0,0.0,0.1188242460842262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23055222714796214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007900257670311
anxiety,CreatureBuddy,2020/04/02,"Successful relationships while living with anxiety Hi there, 
My boyfriend (31M), who I moved in with just a month ago, just broke up with me (29F). While there were a number of factors at play, I believe that one of the main issues has been that my boyfriend, who doesn’t and has never suffered from any mental illness issues, could not really deal with my anxiety. I have agoraphobia and have been doing ERP for it, which has often left me tired and drained, and have general anxiety that leaves me frazzled often. While I’ve told him that I don’t need him to fix these things and they’re my responsibility, his self esteem has taken a massive blow from not being able to “fix me”. My stress and feelings of anxiety and hopelessness have also, by his own admission, brought his mood down. 
This is oversimplified, but what I’m hoping to hear is if anyone dealing with anxiety has found a partner who loves them and stays with them, in spite of their struggles. I’m feeling very hopeless right now, and that regardless of the positive qualities I possess and how hard I work to be better (I’ve been in therapy for 20 years, under the care of a psychiatrist and on anxiety meds, etc), that I won’t be able to be loved. 

TL;DR Hoping to hear if anyone has found a partner who loves and accepts them, anxiety and all. Feeling hopeless that this exists at the moment. 

Thank you so much for your time and input",7.0685393258427,7.003335554307121,7.085333333333335,75.968,64.2434456928839,10.266067415730339,33.15580524344569,9.888512548439397,3.0917967041198486,1111,41,206,21,15,356,151,267,0.13699999999999998,0.691,0.172,0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,3,34.0,0,2,4,3,10,20,1,2,10,0,25,5,0,1,2,44,45,23,0,7,7,0,4,0,2,1,2,2,0,3,18,20,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,8,0,1,9,6,27,11,33,30,5,24,0,5,0,3,28,11,0,6,10,152,45,2,0.20272350685646015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985107859588734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105895759556275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892946817382717,0.0,0.5427902475329356,0.0,0.0,0.1417489895503487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419998569086785,0.0,0.08964623383174804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334506302682273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092911223149885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089990340096958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304514884193725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375464433970187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227586163485502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908002215943146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848412572293075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135018410892405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115906719375517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732746139868077,0.11012984168025984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895042853105362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744488196881499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259005768715034,0.0,0.10214880691681756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090598453887758,0.10773150264725652,0.07451255160257708,0.07515845581691848,0.07817643299773848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868534738576601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493493476215778,0.0,0.0,0.10882458960464862,0.0,0.08656238359649705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574241500265434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803814254405852,0.0,0.0,0.1161095460864209,0.10596531267934184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933202841756554,0.11591599880958607,0.0,0.0673402450165117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910485355362954,0.11650042464946077,0.0,0.09685549916318864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363406203986612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379256370840839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527364593215343
anxiety,codyfern02,2020/04/02,Anxiety questions I have never ever self harmed before and never will or contemplated suicide but whenever someone brings up the topic of self harm or suicide I get very flustered and set into a small panic attack and I feel like I lose control over my body and I get very scared about literally nothing I don’t want to die it’s the fear of dying what do I do?,4.740833333333335,5.827256972222222,6.0871111111111125,77.069,69.55555555555556,7.982222222222222,29.677777777777766,8.238735603445708,2.2275411111111114,290,11,52,4,5,98,53,72,0.462,0.48700000000000004,0.051,-0.992,0,0,0,0,0,3,1.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,1,3,3,0,5,1,1,1,3,15,10,7,4,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,1,8,1,7,9,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298687827902298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193130741845999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444564238709544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885692248303949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040444970703665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523758827380961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356100585209256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910313845564838,0.08583763875425386,0.1212792370329666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738907618086852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293797955155112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899221812209495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26186449626575303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628928699673962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918115031987071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017422107449006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699631014049953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542011726141983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384025088380695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713879165564343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801456997579031,0.10013104175755423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Prismcool,2020/04/02,"I need help Lately this week, my mother was getting tired of our dog, he's a yorkie and his name is Tiger, pooping around the house in the carpet hallways upset and my mom got so pissed that she wanted the dog to stay downstairs, but every time before I go too sleep, my dog comes upstairs and every morning, he poops in the hallway. Its because he has a virus going on. My mom was already angry so she told our aunt, yes I live with a aunt and a random guy who knows my aunt, that our dog was making a mess upstairs and that he can never go upstairs again. When u heard this news, I was REALLY upset, my mom even bought a baby gate so that way the dog can't come upstairs. Today this morning, I saw my dog being leased on a closet door knob and he was leased for the entire day. I tried to take him out and let him have freedom but the random guy scolded at me not to take off the leash. I was really sad about that and so I was upset for the ENTIRE DAY. I felt like I wanted to cry. I know that my dog has a virus but the way my aunt treats the dog is so cruel. He was on a leash the whole day. And I couldn't stop thinking about that. I am so far very upset. It's like I had this sad and very worried feeling that was on me the whole day. I talked to my dad and it revealed that I had Anxiety. I asked my dad to help me find someone that I could talk to online too get rid of this sadness problem. I also talked to my Mom about the dog and that I would take much better care of him upstairs but my mom still didn't trust me with taking care of the dog. I also told her about my sadness problem that I've been having lately. She just says control yourself but I don't know how to control myself with anxiety. Lately everyday my mood gets more worse and worse and the days are more badder and badder. I really need help to get this negative feeling away. Please help me. How do I get rid of this negative feelings that I had for the last few days.",2.747299270072993,3.6705252262773698,3.907257907542583,91.45066788321172,74.1094890510949,6.258588807785888,22.215815085158148,6.079149491110277,0.2155426763990272,1512,35,337,8,30,493,177,411,0.19699999999999998,0.696,0.106,-0.9936,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,0,3,22,21,2,4,26,1,31,5,4,5,1,59,67,31,0,9,7,12,4,2,0,1,1,2,4,2,24,22,0,3,10,0,1,5,8,13,0,0,21,7,57,7,36,41,6,39,0,4,1,0,45,12,1,2,21,221,81,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256559602324866,0.11966685900713385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144740039467039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660555426510684,0.06994648610420698,0.0,0.07029573841666739,0.0,0.0,0.04560950325099383,0.0,0.06366620553855852,0.0,0.0,0.06617210202720142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256770446047702,0.0,0.0,0.1289013999970017,0.0,0.0,0.16783371075741738,0.059737584532603374,0.0,0.0821861228476867,0.28951579017287704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941782385739738,0.0,0.12607794854761353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349353539489825,0.0,0.07183881632213375,0.0,0.06838401312836401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545149121431687,0.0,0.12756558288680622,0.0,0.05984029146118685,0.0,0.0,0.14816688501319958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060074868295946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863320938452198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335714492321866,0.06098818674663941,0.2532002443429267,0.0,0.0,0.07650839458296169,0.0,0.07310642630609282,0.0,0.06606732314663105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994284963321241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381406849101629,0.0,0.0,0.05500121930617748,0.11095598317846392,0.057705702507905965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212975819172247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318503743758412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379458939487896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949977013370447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487391214452993,0.0,0.06339463993423426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974803497793934,0.05975125131808527,0.06255276832349155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502094760015767,0.18041215172681546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047941556807177016,0.0,0.0,0.04362807261924781,0.08599444345409027,0.0709204960022164,0.14298719976459864,0.0,0.050797785939968136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346847044658275,0.08826140526670254,0.11877707335130565,0.06001599316507586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670674439056683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598321807757516,0.1524956956974186,0.053149894731653984,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eccentricworm,2020/04/02,"Stressing over unemployment I keep trying to think about how there are other people who have it worse. I also keep beating myself up over how this is all my fault. I was too open with my boss about other employees that I didn’t like. To him I was making drama but he made it seem like he was there for me to vent to. We kept getting all these new employees, is it my fault I didn’t like any of them? I guess so. I shouldn’t have been so pessimistic. So there goes 2/2 of jobs that I’ve had that ended badly because I was too expressive about how I felt about my coworkers. How am I going to find another job now that the economy is spiraling and my only work experience ended poorly at my own fault? Do I submit empty resumes? I’m trying to hold onto the thought that everything happens for a reason. Better opportunities are coming. It’s so difficult though when I haven’t worked in two weeks and none of the 10 places I’ve applied to have contacted me. I’m experiencing another sleepless night because my head is racing. I have so much anxiety about being employed. I need the money and I genuinely enjoy working; having a valid reason to leave the house. I feel like I’m not doing anything productive. I mean atleast I’m caught up with my schoolwork . But I’ve worked nearly every day for the past two years. I feel lost. I have no motivation to do any hobbies because I’m so stressed that I’m sitting at home all day unemployed. I don’t know what to do.",2.831822971549002,4.842478452054795,4.388630136986304,83.60152265542678,76.12328767123287,7.232033719704952,24.929399367755533,8.139509932561175,1.5851476290832456,1156,40,225,20,26,386,157,292,0.152,0.7609999999999999,0.087,-0.9506,10,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,9,24,15,0,2,8,0,29,1,1,10,3,40,56,18,0,2,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,4,12,1,2,3,8,8,0,2,14,4,35,7,32,40,6,26,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,2,15,154,51,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894355657951024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126846518564052,0.2332502596990775,0.0850839165613076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152557415286704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928650595476712,0.2033982407473212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983661165584809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580721896551096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434569508358634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197017948914621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370866122093788,0.0,0.09995844648495708,0.10879567909462058,0.0,0.0,0.11247356503499996,0.07945645029259704,0.10678979756244518,0.0,0.10165416542693784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581084885543253,0.0,0.06320957327271629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252269529047798,0.0,0.09835254329929924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414504252437155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156393593912467,0.0,0.0,0.12833433646139464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073976632432327,0.1977170326723379,0.0,0.0,0.061124264980281985,0.0,0.0,0.11776719586104477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173482489113926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214110824558611,0.0,0.0,0.10524019235087584,0.07424101725321942,0.0,0.0,0.12115249666546594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176038214572698,0.08246911341661077,0.0,0.1074181317943916,0.0,0.10437356553362362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458873738895338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617322406862154,0.07710677873197239,0.0,0.11620248585390612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287078429588601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125160685859537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548070265913252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126605654677964,0.10927426813551558,0.08829721237133423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102379339950958,0.0,0.21729391028385747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892149410127862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238814443231982,0.0,0.11334390867221268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162280878424736
anxiety,Nini423,2020/04/02,I have to go into work tomorrow (grocery store) and I’ve been unable to sleep any night before a shift. I have been waking up early to walk to work and avoid the subways so I don’t get sick and because of that I have been only getting a few hours of sleep every night. The thought of going to work tomorrow makes me sick. I’m terrified and also wired all the time. I’m out of sick time and the only other sick time available Is only usable if I test positive for COVID. I just spend the entire time at work imagining myself getting sick and passing it on to my sister.,3.1048717948717943,4.437552649572648,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,73.78632478632478,6.90940170940171,24.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,1.0791982905982906,448,13,89,5,9,150,70,117,0.193,0.778,0.028999999999999998,-0.9658,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,7,0,8,8,3,1,1,15,17,9,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,16,13,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,10,55,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449103125178266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436608036077706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251909639814336,0.0,0.14310618177516038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169631808642102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635965161737403,0.0,0.19115765146704555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562040073128864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225940760128136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31564531493619874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837184039371099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365967734666753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351369795812806,0.39226128448749603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897392360446534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShulginsExperience,2020/04/02,"(19)(M) I had the first anxiety attack of my life little over a week ago and since I’ve had sharp shooting pains on the left and right chest I’m just really really scared it’s something serious. I’ve spent the past week looking up on google probably 500 different things it could be, but I kind of just need  assurance that other people get sharp chest pains for multiple days after an event like that.  It probably doesn’t help I’ve almost had an attack every night since then and I’ve been super anxious 24/7 and can’t sleep.  Im worried it’s my heart and I think I’m double worried because I don’t want to have to go to the hospital during this whole covid19 shabang.  My grandparents and dad told me it was probably just tightened muscles, but I can’t help but to think it’s a heart issue cancer or some other serious medical issue.  I talked to the doctor over Facechat and she also said It was probably muscle related.  I’m normally anxious but never in my life have I been on this level where I can’t be alone without thinking I’m dying.",3.557058823529413,5.311979138755983,4.843940332113707,82.23111173656069,73.40191387559808,8.171235575569941,26.648184632704755,8.841846274778883,2.144164987334648,836,30,158,17,17,277,118,209,0.16899999999999998,0.738,0.092,-0.9175,2,1,1,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,2,1,9,0,17,12,5,0,2,27,32,14,1,4,9,1,2,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,14,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,7,7,0,1,10,4,14,4,17,19,3,24,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,3,12,94,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230059350407516,0.0,0.10426621846007206,0.1078421717901694,0.0,0.08326878220952774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965539483845277,0.23526338596821236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691460205698786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347367724702037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313539700865827,0.0,0.0,0.06715205718649157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806538518340154,0.10878853802214257,0.0,0.10657642302972097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877298637746431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885687327854808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440105235312362,0.0,0.059176677803499424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467774225858665,0.13958568138028735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247294537503273,0.2173590445986701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843023896530206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313219505484146,0.0,0.14709323495485832,0.05087025046622167,0.1043606764691943,0.0,0.0,0.0874388356484836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489505521251376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720742129264671,0.08030767439282699,0.0,0.0,0.0977143261533722,0.10202046240819453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159283527884668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939916292362544,0.07218721413924158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490577536348301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341037439632691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892224229181156,0.09904678757676373,0.0,0.1042473615252934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722666705982016,0.0,0.10420026956948043,0.0,0.0,0.08016056727614748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369178843518629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917607088156165,0.20015742465461767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949596817978497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061415665069154926,0.0,0.1670457035611936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625192401894885,0.0,0.10037285339536738,0.0,0.0,0.21148812930081087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cooldaddy33,2020/04/02,"Anxiety is tough. You feel horrible. It stangles you. It’s chokes you. 
Been feeling this way. Mostly because of my past. Been an over-achiever. A lot of people from my past pushing me. I never feel good enough. I look around me and I’m a failure. 

I could go outside right now and run for miles, release all sorts of anger and fustration with myself and the world... the anxiety is still there. Hate my hate. 

Through it all, I remind myself that life sucks like that. And I’m not done yet. I need to fight. And eventually the environment that I’m in will kill over, and I’ll be free to be who I am. 

Until then, this anxiety is going to keep trying to strangle the life out of me.",0.15577410679984638,2.542289087591243,1.9505724164425688,93.92069535151748,92.43065693430657,4.928006146753746,19.619285439877068,6.5966054737557815,0.2554175182481755,523,17,112,7,19,171,86,137,0.26,0.693,0.048,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,3,0,0,6,10,6,0,7,0,11,2,0,0,3,23,25,9,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,7,0,0,3,4,17,4,17,18,5,20,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,3,9,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136387703036586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604477209482964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986982888962432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390330354526687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444339384120467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623135143772826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733973059363299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048638662992263,0.15117290497058236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558902927647878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020150765655128,0.19940376951412345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546111909101696,0.08805391394837574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135234521894433,0.0,0.0,0.15322969449852608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336422676981494,0.13900865408704144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34411017277885153,0.1249525348063784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539200495200816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393622579338047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236800779176325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430624737711208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PrincessDaisy96,2020/04/02,"It feels like anxiety always wins Here's the shitty thing about anxiety/depression: I had a fucking awesome day. I cleaned for hours, finished school work, exercised, ate well, and felt good about myself until it was time to go to sleep for work tomorrow...then all of a sudden, I'm back to feeling anxious and terrible. It's like, no matter what I do, I'll always go back to feeling like shit. I had to turn to alcohol to calm down, and I do feel calmer, but I talked myself out of buying some today because I thought I didn't need it. Now here I am, again, drunk, just to cope with these emotions. My anxiety will get worse in the morning because I work at a grocery store and people still get so fucking close to me. We had a coworker go into quarantine and we didn't find out until 11 days later. Life is just too much right now. I'm not really looking for advice, just wanted to rant.",5.0246169560776295,5.29558091011236,5.901807967313587,81.57112870275795,68.5505617977528,8.944637385086823,30.226762002042904,8.841846274778883,2.312847191011236,694,25,138,11,11,229,113,178,0.133,0.75,0.11699999999999999,-0.7753,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,4,16,11,3,0,6,0,11,9,2,0,1,29,31,9,0,2,5,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,7,12,3,0,7,2,2,3,4,4,1,0,9,6,16,7,26,21,3,27,0,0,1,2,3,8,3,1,19,91,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313886539415778,0.0,0.14560646968668234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267366222177627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084569666487208,0.15392018300173602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953086742932064,0.0,0.16610965582165954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573592063296042,0.0,0.1173492302728717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325939144965098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755620467761339,0.19466958360731926,0.13081836243902786,0.0,0.12452717169429905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25191607341248035,0.14236673333964828,0.0,0.2322967096506916,0.11427741113281782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341757230071427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623519422452008,0.19969001709844297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441305691563736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015712688694632,0.10102532840415714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445642521015866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728323430738724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163540833194474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378891072372403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985545507205,0.0,0.0,0.13634526677374015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880692710838018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095100739001264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051636696982407,0.0,0.0,0.10816479658175814,0.07944664609768262,0.0,0.12914610269706076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819747127947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036193449919073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250229954218987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29756803415119576,0.0,0.1388472013561712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,antisocialsea,2020/04/02,"My whole family has been exposed to Covid-19 I’m sorry i know there’s a lot of posts about this. My brother works in the surgery department of our hospital and there has been a receptionist in a lower part of the hospital that apparently hid having covid for multiple days. She went out of her way to avoid getting checked until someone called her out for looking sick today and she was mandatory tested and came up positive. She’s the main receptionist and has been handling patient paperwork for multiple areas in the hospital. My brother was near her multiple times a day, he saw my elderly/compromised parents as well as my grandparents briefly over the weekend. I’ve also been given mail from my parents house this week. He’s also told me our hospital only has 12 ventilators so i’m not handling this well at all hahaha i just don’t know what to do.. i’m sure everyone is sick of hearing about this all the time but i really appreciate anyone that reads this. <3",4.050460358056263,6.518866782608701,5.305089514066498,76.30563938618928,74.1086956521739,9.329411764705883,30.932225063938628,9.773937934552695,3.5445854219948845,784,37,136,23,17,260,111,184,0.061,0.858,0.081,0.6694,5,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,10,0,14,2,0,0,3,17,27,11,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,2,1,3,2,1,2,0,11,3,18,3,26,16,6,23,0,0,2,0,18,10,0,1,8,96,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645210277245622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156429514608914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887937136398132,0.1891595118131478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332281690024327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803507064112932,0.0,0.0,0.15591283970841588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864082666751155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864040000876048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908352436006489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178555044669087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888404546721875,0.0,0.0,0.1406067400335045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578482696521526,0.0,0.0,0.3672870201727818,0.17909880270911427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583957350556703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543249369113372,0.0,0.10595161958666516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013249321294993,0.0,0.0,0.18513803154882527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558759852354064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287783940576705,0.0,0.15676823679414553,0.15803507064112932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127708779892874,0.13266406692424146,0.0,0.2974068764197318,0.1533160895377002,0.0,0.18464950249345355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040424260061633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lossman3,2020/04/02,"I feel like my anxiety makes me a burden to my friends, family and partners. I always hear from people that a relationship is not meant to be 1 person fixing another. And I know that's 100% true. But that just makes me think as long as I have anxiety, I'm not a good person to date. That it's just unfair for my partner. 

I do everything I can to not let my anxiety affect the people around me. Most of my friends and family dont even know I struggle with it. It's not crippling or even diagnosed. I just constantly love with a feeling in the pit of my stomach that keeps me from enjoying myself.  I dont even know what makes me anxious, it just fills me up and stays for the rest of the day. 

In these moments, I really want to reach out to my friends or partner just to talk, but then I'm just the burden that I wanted to avoid being. I dont want people to feel my happiness is reliant on them. That's too much to put on someone. So I sit alone or drive around and let my anxiety eat away at me untill I eventually go to sleep and hope it doesnt happen again tomorrow.",4.1063392857142835,4.2419362410714285,5.663392857142856,82.95660714285714,70.51785714285714,9.257142857142858,28.05357142857143,9.23628265651192,2.1034142857142863,834,27,181,16,14,285,112,224,0.102,0.754,0.14400000000000002,0.8089,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,14,14,0,2,9,0,13,5,2,4,1,46,35,16,0,4,15,0,3,1,6,0,1,1,0,5,14,11,1,2,8,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,1,4,32,10,33,30,3,25,0,0,0,1,13,10,0,5,10,132,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110775577665414,0.0,0.0,0.08899709921324757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215412721792202,0.3272883782260996,0.12083138280476312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042946944029696,0.0,0.0,0.10048996902960013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558291862527935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897865466515596,0.0,0.0,0.10855947813551826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760597197960411,0.0,0.0,0.10944409045918066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193300052578892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961263866376228,0.0,0.2016597771281046,0.0,0.16224257848024812,0.07641036580964347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790499399147345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607863376560847,0.08971076658849261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458204820544873,0.11385810820187367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054872832716587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623280092642128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506862399249508,0.0,0.0,0.1763429185342331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874231284334344,0.0,0.05225396788507265,0.0,0.0,0.09465390584378958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653320144851166,0.0,0.2141846231051835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786259729132816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224523175003521,0.1867820982065058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752169770365448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851962940373317,0.0,0.0,0.11483218666555715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703461236769404,0.0,0.09062463169351068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400232426044865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181506504986193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596828175714183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853396332830543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925868228002615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoingUnderBackwards,2020/04/02,"Anxiety is great. I sure do love it when you can't tell if it's anxiety or real sickness so you panic more because what if it is real and I'm here at work being all ""essential worker"" and oh god I'm basically a terrorist and THEN you forget to clock out for lunch so now you go do that but NOW YOU HAVE ANXIETY BECAUSE YOU'RE GONNA BE LATE AND YOU FEEL WORSE BUT WHAT IF THAT'S REAL SICKNESS AND NOW YOU CAN'T EAT AND EVERYTHING IS AWFUL and that's been my day, super fun, how was yours? 🙃",-1.0717647058823516,0.9683281428571426,1.7654901960784315,93.4058823529412,100.90476190476193,5.137254901960786,16.652661064425768,6.794906146795322,0.15932492997198855,385,11,85,7,17,133,68,105,0.185,0.667,0.14800000000000002,-0.5629,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,8,0,3,8,6,0,1,1,1,12,5,0,1,2,22,18,18,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,10,5,4,13,2,11,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,4,8,59,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249798890096647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576446425825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942390036382615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894823872378175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642522351113673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363109801261874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524040468694663,0.0,0.0,0.20415838970031305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888781737569587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712954880825884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172654103552184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6323161887016703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452721092251033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185293410639745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481112316683974,0.0,0.18871126950975206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tahaneee,2020/04/02,"Nothing feels real and I feel weird existing, if I have no purpose Been feeling this all day and I don’t know what to do? It’s so weird 
Idk what to even think for my life and that’s so scary because I feel so purposeless when that happens 
Like why am I here? What’s the point of me being alive?",0.1415848214285731,2.1856744531250034,1.803839285714286,98.414375,85.71875,4.9071428571428575,20.080357142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.13318928571428534,231,7,55,2,7,75,47,64,0.182,0.7170000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.6525,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,12,13,8,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,7,1,4,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799885766881332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041914253115247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501733509724234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5971720348605752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26109863414340284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226791462630907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855182138687992,0.14424977997653182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28331122580503304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791174099306843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33607205395883377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891915491043865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26642744081185604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihavetoomanypillows,2020/04/02,"My at-risk best friend is showing symptoms She's in her twenties but asthmatic + other health problems. Ive been holding off panic better than I thought with this whole situation, but worrying about my family and myself (hypochondriac) has made it difficult to sleep at night. After hearing this, I'm outright scared, I have online class in the morning but I'm lying in bed verging on a panic attack. 
I also saw her about 15 days ago and people say there can be 20 days before symptoms so of course,...",6.318245614035089,7.0877930526315795,6.732368421052634,74.99574561403509,65.84210526315789,8.85964912280702,32.675438596491226,8.841846274778883,2.872649122807017,400,16,67,6,6,130,76,95,0.276,0.649,0.075,-0.9773,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,3,2,0,7,4,1,1,0,10,13,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,10,3,13,8,2,12,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,5,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002645367363752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436752151680246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537573027093786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361533467562774,0.0,0.18945213894058324,0.15966162131245626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23285019435913165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018495984968107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394748523141637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918919516960817,0.20346725343503969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081918373778568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941253023192035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236195005740496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251548168947827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727401316008661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356246025493666,0.18073920151975806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292011536818905,0.1806575556884669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752737276078802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331841672529688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155215072011634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333411542248776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ohhithere19,2020/04/02,"first post here but hopeful my anxiety is getting worse again, hopeful though because i have a telehealth meeting tommrow with the doc to get some new meds",6.9332142857142856,8.755143035714287,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,65.07142857142857,7.028571428571429,42.57142857142857,7.1686216300943375,3.5268714285714284,127,8,20,1,2,37,27,28,0.16699999999999998,0.593,0.24,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226441312440643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741474706377186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475577279656112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304111857445143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5781350330880906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232788537761548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28108739700516633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27873502763504115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28594445906627064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965937288505978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MisterRevival,2020/04/02,"tips to calm self down from panic attack? I was trying to go sleep after a really crappy day today, i’ve been overwhelmingly stressed lately and it’s caused my anxiety to flare up and I had a mini panic attack I don’t know how I can calm myself to go to bed I can barely even focus to write right now i wouldn’t be surprised if this is filled with errors. I can’t focus, I feel a sense of impending doom, and I feel short of breath I don’t know how i’m ever going to sleep tonight",2.234326923076921,3.3507853173076967,4.34346153846154,87.07653846153849,75.63461538461539,6.7384615384615385,18.76923076923077,7.1686216300943375,0.2128307692307696,379,6,82,4,8,131,68,104,0.261,0.677,0.062,-0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,4,3,0,11,3,3,3,1,15,19,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,7,0,0,3,2,12,3,14,14,0,15,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130368942840035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202716892937056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974945399047488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912355029313787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200011520212292,0.16708200549077046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867912332310056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314927177953561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302507229059036,0.0,0.2083624663318632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43343797947581786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183308308775396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774249733570425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269423881139675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696895247198917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158624570186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508477725424826,0.0,0.0,0.12540689275538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Loolboi11,2020/04/02,"Breakup How is that when i try to do thing in order to help myself mentally somehow i push people away when all along im trying to better myself for them? Trying to kill my own demons inside so later on i wont be a burden on the person that has to tolerate me for a bit..

Why do i feel like im not good enough anymore? just.. gets replaced like a used tyre WTFFF MAN

I feel like no one can ever truly love me because im a monster or whatever..

i might not be at the right place but please point me to it because i need help

im fatally broken into peaces and i have noone to talk to i feel empty and alone

no friends, nothing. im even afraid to post this..

I feel like i can not be loved.. ever

Im not native english. give me some slack",0.29050000000000153,2.113939049999999,2.6175000000000037,94.10750000000002,83.5,5.0,18.75,5.985473137389443,-0.24125,568,14,130,4,16,194,100,160,0.135,0.6709999999999999,0.193,0.797,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,10,13,1,1,6,0,12,2,0,2,3,24,22,8,2,1,7,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,0,4,19,9,18,17,5,18,1,0,0,2,10,9,0,4,10,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833150117376128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373264840884083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982728271637822,0.0,0.0,0.12752337285209134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092508019576354,0.11419341756926588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080772142186572,0.0,0.06908568530801246,0.18922891724886046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155062576642975,0.22417349946203916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081179598594701,0.0,0.054647894872824516,0.1003394864913488,0.0,0.08773144966423943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021904562262633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6778997202107037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157216749350168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440428847496103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880671798638532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540971356027692,0.1109614551005114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755774676590736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003641557322795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708779966428537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251476063067072,0.09133053294568012,0.10928216150327767,0.11481668325237585,0.09887847937642873,0.0,0.10017552498965766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932572327968448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840715364555282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948995443529463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304458067109494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033868669753643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943830061269629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anounompus-lolll183,2020/04/02,"Anxiety Tremors So basically for a few years now I’ve shakes slightly in my hands. Noticibly when I show someone something on my phone, or there is attention to my hands, you can see them shaking. I’m not sure if they are tremors or not, I’m not a doctor, but J was just wondering if anyone has had the same? And if so have you found a solution?",2.3979342723004717,4.0588592394366225,3.9827464788732416,87.58473004694841,76.32394366197184,8.11361502347418,28.734741784037556,8.841846274778883,2.2135333333333325,270,12,59,6,6,90,54,71,0.068,0.887,0.044000000000000004,0.2799,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,6,3,0,2,4,0,7,3,2,0,1,16,12,10,0,3,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,3,8,1,4,9,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,6,3,41,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543671133736649,0.0,0.0,0.2324967795719073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403352294560953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645770045388485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785616740897526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649652046787981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817322886852398,0.2559803029761136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133841200177789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605898965452183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412374815909607
anxiety,RedditGBK,2020/04/02,Is this normal? I think this whole covid thing has me acting up and I just feel out of it lately. Weak and sometimes getting headaches. I get anxiety attacks and have anxiety towards needles and doctors office stuff in general but can all the covid stuff make me sick. I feel like I’m letting my mind beat me and that’s making me feel like shit? Is rhat happening to anyone else?,3.077606177606178,5.39654791891892,3.681505791505792,87.49689189189192,76.56756756756756,6.390733590733591,26.787644787644787,7.447530270364453,1.522948262548263,302,12,57,4,7,95,55,74,0.19899999999999998,0.723,0.078,-0.8398,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,0,6,4,1,2,1,18,16,6,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,9,2,6,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,38,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814924685317162,0.0,0.0,0.12864495637694776,0.18851198118406887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093068407340221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831405246788255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369390751049875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790814887157749,0.262874503638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224669651893406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626952620342961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075404585484388,0.0,0.0,0.1881347389978892,0.0,0.17976927247181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561971354311266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857700429309876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026394735894608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888555605445364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819635589764549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212322652930453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222990668282772,0.11788866210348307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054100737936349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hoggers85,2020/04/02,"I need help My girlfriend of around 7 months suffers from anxiety, and due to the recent covid-19 events we haven't been able to see eachother and it is making it harder for me to help her with her anxiety, she is on antidepressants and used to go to a therapist but now she can't due to covid-19. And due to all of this her panic attacks have been getting more frequent and worse, I've been trying my best to help but I dont seem to be helping all that much and I need some pointers on trying to help her, I really care about her and I want the best for her. Thank you all so much and I hope you all are handling yourselves in this crazy time.",2.0091542288557207,3.8403672537313436,2.9426119402985087,93.85456467661692,77.95522388059702,5.959203980099503,23.106965174129357,6.816661863887847,0.5052009950248757,508,16,113,5,12,161,78,134,0.129,0.634,0.237,0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,2,4,8,1,1,3,0,11,0,0,2,4,25,23,11,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,20,5,21,19,10,14,0,1,1,0,17,4,0,3,9,82,25,0,0.15571617258827955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382448916322535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862040734929204,0.0,0.1771496262357297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268290324139924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587630158926341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249819455992472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135527322936457,0.0,0.08849708936252476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218663406493947,0.0,0.0,0.1546612946153656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394175435857307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429116334102196,0.0,0.2289386075696772,0.23092313780350154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269937760868585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975576750053257,0.0,0.15375093469189158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408562891203087,0.14175815523393245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336253059170653,0.0,0.18079847819794628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079935247251447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114421194188445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448877686073207,0.0,0.0,0.09184543305948292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868808307225596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bishrekxual,2020/04/02,"Hello everyone My name is Haley. I am clinically diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I know this is an anxiety subreddit so I will only be talking about anxiety only. I'm 16 years old. My anxiety was caused by sexual abuse I went through from ages 8-11. I've been through therapy and the medication Lexapro was prescribed to me. (Feel free to ask me about what my lexapro experience was) I used to be a heavy sleeper but due to the terrible thing I went through for 3 years, I'm a really light sleeper. 

My anxiety is a type of constant fear that I'm in danger all the time. Especially at night. My hearing is amplified due to it as well. I didn't start showing anxiety until the summer of 2016 other than stress causing me to scarf down my food. I can barely eat half of an eggo waffle before feeling full now. (thanks lexapro...) So I eat small things throughout the day.

Just a year ago I felt ready enough to quit therapy and medicine as I now know how to cope with it. I focus on my breathing during my anxiety attacks and panic attacks so I dont end up freaking out. My fight response has been triggered by many different random people running in the hallways and people scaring the shit out of me. There has been high stress situations (such as confrontations) that make my adrenaline levels and blood pressure go up to the point I lose my appetite and I want to physically hit something or someone. I have managed to keep myself from getting physical so far.

For those who are still struggling, you're not alone. There's so much more to say but I don't want to make this post long.",3.368766233766234,5.601560032467535,4.561038961038964,81.95441558441561,75.29870129870129,7.906493506493508,29.831168831168828,8.738905477910976,2.6079012987012984,1262,58,235,27,28,414,187,308,0.198,0.732,0.07,-0.9918,1,1,1,0,2,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,16,20,6,7,14,0,22,9,3,7,1,34,45,20,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,12,11,3,1,5,1,1,4,4,17,1,1,10,6,33,4,44,31,5,40,0,2,0,0,8,15,1,2,20,156,45,2,0.0,0.11031643732941286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253363846414523,0.0,0.0,0.09643065640011418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985856013285267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870423717743189,0.2118450528943237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922710404195851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129284289805826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061546910042936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060046240219558324,0.0,0.0801928262038367,0.09450153143575347,0.0,0.09727688116941538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912057931248442,0.0,0.0,0.19054318116884586,0.0,0.0,0.08246506717982273,0.09620430434435027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896762149235707,0.0,0.09107640227541224,0.0,0.10477113425607283,0.09415528024388148,0.0,0.0893972135901489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258521854746097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864450613509335,0.0,0.05291479009967138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493822957889246,0.0,0.0,0.09837253909523594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275768005779674,0.0,0.0,0.1023382213790201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239666597740529,0.0,0.10416279185278472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429914145412713,0.09439577072842267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937953943189318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844427569609107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737450715475548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770001669198512,0.0,0.0,0.14162396776263975,0.0,0.10924087206870377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909718577787804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801610396610665,0.0,0.08917066158332214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903063614174416,0.0,0.0,0.059646656591144036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740423343747203,0.0932162375162814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557288255042036,0.0,0.10465604313807114,0.0,0.0,0.07888916405941966,0.07167823117365163,0.0,0.0,0.06590153454516598,0.0,0.07435528102814487,0.0,0.2133072512581124,0.09733553501067503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483578974844217,0.0,0.08572031316580518,0.21295168154828506,0.0,0.12371215845447014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054291375138759784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041445712632363,0.0,0.0,0.10983370971777924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371427400004178,0.17262203594862727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987334972896676
anxiety,SmytheOrdo,2020/04/02,"I know there are a lot of COVID-19 topics right now, but I've had multiple panic attacks now due to friends speculating on the duration of things. So today my friend mentioned he thinks classes will be online for me next semester. I nonchalantly said they speculate things could change by summer with proper social distancing measures, but I fucking started crying and shaking driving back from dropping him off(we went to get weed). And yesterday, I had to call my girlfriend to calm down because one of my friends said this would last the whole summer in a status and nonchalantly repeated things to me when I told him I was kinda about to panic because of his status. He told me later he was depressed too over this but fuck, people acting like wannabe virologists helps no one. 


I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. If I have to find another job and never really see my girlfriend on a regular basis ever again, and be forced to adapt to a lack of a social environment for a whole year, I might just slip into suicidality again. I really am not feeling ok the last few days.",9.997648327939594,7.853100145631071,9.604627831715213,66.96976806903993,59.67961165048544,12.456526429341965,39.39374325782093,10.980518767755715,4.276730960086302,874,34,152,17,9,284,134,206,0.18,0.711,0.109,-0.9498,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,13,14,3,3,9,1,15,2,0,1,2,27,30,12,1,4,6,0,1,2,5,3,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,7,0,2,9,4,22,7,27,15,6,35,0,1,1,2,21,8,2,4,23,111,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781817082213742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867384887440956,0.0,0.09373019659609104,0.0,0.1486128596487112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446904213821365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894938802186826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732372239444814,0.0,0.13389659905547055,0.07861258148744467,0.0,0.10498850655105968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102615539866553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061634080781584076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141037526033283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825287277042767,0.22538104649074656,0.06368542290872607,0.0,0.06927608178948934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081704055033743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096257983027076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398127406514826,0.19872237562706224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910407149423935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363128491535696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931197461657035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960729565804723,0.0,0.09401340572099792,0.0,0.12963735950908387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519923417463933,0.0,0.0,0.2860364587644339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450706488578437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617889261941306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409818121875106,0.2319012696163319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713501584437682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851443861674016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627833708882325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333400814924626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294607210865696,0.07810578218663748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155427812992538,0.2329529498845781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299844767899345,0.0,0.2721841811824711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659114091455221,0.0,0.0,0.07849677354920792
anxiety,Quackstarr,2020/04/02,"My anxiety was caused by Postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS) All my life... each time i stood up... fight or flight kicked in without me knowing as it was my normality for 30+ years. Four years ago on a facebook anxiety support group a lady asked if my heart rate increases when i stand up. So i checked my heart rate while sat down, it was in the 60s and ten seconds after i stood up it was in the 90s. 30bpm give or take 5 and your anxiety could be caused by a physical condition. The core thing which helps keep my anxiety at bay? Compression stocking 😑. Just wanted to vent. Thank you.",2.5275574712643656,5.0126654913793125,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,79.43103448275863,8.004597701149425,26.90804597701149,8.841846274778883,2.329370114942529,471,20,94,12,12,152,84,116,0.081,0.852,0.067,0.1027,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,6,0,6,3,2,2,1,16,17,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,7,0,13,2,16,8,3,18,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,7,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571017113103723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423149892821361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568402674019647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641234476021158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150194104603214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001301156241636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42003148548866975,0.11879202823489605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752817158066132,0.0,0.0,0.09739973912629744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251812044554548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364557067875444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111595589160172,0.0,0.0,0.1332532153357397,0.0,0.0,0.16316750531069055,0.0,0.0,0.11774224525155552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334292904580844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453352158784228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708412312302317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282577268889457
anxiety,gameywinehouse,2020/04/02,"Mellow and Chilled out Spotify Playlist I made and mellow and chill Spotify playlist to help keep calm during quarantine.  Great for gaming, reading, yoga, drawing, tutorials, etc.  Mostly R&B and electronic vibes.  🌊❤️{playlist}

[Quarantine & Chill Playlist](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7L8G2Y4jIUb3DFSEJWyb3J?si=iET9DEgaQ_iOjD012bLq6A)",14.173289036544846,19.99465616279069,7.387109634551492,53.04186046511632,68.76744186046511,10.829235880398672,43.35215946843853,9.606745405546679,7.203015946843856,297,16,24,9,7,75,35,43,0.0,0.789,0.21100000000000002,0.8442,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6755263116092199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34766529546209674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34368732374187194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894841798966335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770830899149033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949698089809457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118178953277321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lensgana,2020/04/02,Grinding teeth to the point that I chipped front one How do I avoid doing this? It’s a bad habit and I don’t want to keep doing it,-1.6660000000000004,0.2457187333333373,0.3150000000000013,106.1625,95.0,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.6993333333333331,102,2,27,0,4,33,24,30,0.204,0.75,0.046,-0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676400916367989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978213104444549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795220136034617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294528820288577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33034735425458234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IHFO200BS,2020/04/02,"Overcoming crippling anxiety with a demanding job? I'm curious if anyone can relate to this and has advice.  I'm 37 and a founder/CEO of a startup managing 15 people (and growing) making medical devices with millions of dollars, patents, grants, etc. on the line.  I have a vision of what needs to happen and I'm generally pretty good at inventing cool things that help people, but I also have crippling anxiety that can sneak up on me and throw me into a panic attack and I get ""analysis-paralysis"".  I have figured out how to mask this by popping xanax throughout the day and often alcohol at night.  I know this path is risky and not sustainable, but xanax works really well at preventing panic attacks and helps me get shit done when I'm overwhelmed.  I'm trying to ""crack the code"" and find a more permanent solution to level out.  I've tried zoloft/lexapro but didn't appreciate the sexual side effects, and never really felt the anxiety reduction.  I've also tried buspirone with little impact.  Does anybody feel like they've overcome something similar?  How?  I'm open to anything.",5.723785594639868,7.58623930150754,6.542793969849246,71.78340368509214,68.04522613065326,9.929782244556117,33.869681742043554,10.203070172399654,4.000623852596315,867,41,137,23,15,286,127,199,0.168,0.7070000000000001,0.124,-0.9234,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,3,3,11,1,9,5,1,4,1,37,23,20,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,18,1,1,6,0,1,2,3,6,1,1,3,3,8,4,22,20,2,20,0,1,0,0,2,13,1,2,6,84,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377393877820197,0.0,0.15063780160939308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544298656354575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234900817288131,0.0,0.0,0.0985588653447746,0.0,0.11599378064851855,0.0,0.0,0.3207128411812534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090417755789187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335048512307213,0.14424568689300934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572018486754015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127097618440888,0.10069812892903564,0.13533870143517635,0.0,0.12883012289927365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472861183898123,0.0,0.0,0.11822618887541753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464585378758287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889580468025556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987587771186208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774650653661336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886338966434646,0.1412737280329475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408841572531187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199712002123713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451618949635944,0.1087130223277129,0.0,0.0,0.13227652028481346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307601473398443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544060469507785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340169386708046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805984934833558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468806462012426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851388246491576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364409809085908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870971462309229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673528267555176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261676464930866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReshmaShriyan,2020/04/02,"Coronavirus? Could be? Maybe Coronavirus ??

So, I have been reading few post of people having symptoms similar to mine. I thought of adding my experience here.

I am 30 Female. 
It all started when I visited NYC on Feb 21st, stayed in YMCA, returned on Feb 22nd.
On feb 21st itself I started getting body ache, next day I had fever plus body ache. Then the remaining next week I had cough and fever (no body ache). I first thought I got fever coz of not good ventilation in YMCA and in my review for YMCA in hotels.com I mentioned the same.
Beginning March 1st I started feeling fine. However, I experienced loss of appetite coz of which I did not eat well the remaining week. On March 7th I attended my friends baby shower in west port (by this time, coronavirus was not spreading much around here) and 5 of us guest also had plans to drive to New Hampshire to visit last day of snow castle and we had pre-booked a hotel for the night stay. I had forgotten my snow boots 😏and stayed in the car. 
Next day we went to Bass and Co. to get snow boots and winter cap so that I don’t ruin rest of my trip. After which we went to Cannon Mountain next day on Sunday, we took full packed tram 🚋 and we had some fun, ate there in cafeteria. Most of them looked local people and not tourist. 
Next week on Friday I started feeling weak and so I worked from home on March 11th. On March 14th I went to work as usual after resting for weekends. On March 16th by evening I started coughing again around 2 PM. By then my company management were making a call of whether all should work from home (I work in IT). I stayed there until 4 PM and since then in isolation. Also, I had drank soda and had ice cream twice, this could be the reason for my cough and fever??? But I am used to eating icecream without any issue. 
On night of March 24th, I was waking up gasping for air multiple times accompanied by a slight pain and pressure in chest area. On Saturday I called the nurse helpline, she suggested me to go to urgent care. Since it was almost 5 pm, I chose to not go. However, I quit taking cough suppressant and acetaminophen considering that it might be increasing my blood pressure. I had no fever. And also, I read that cough suppressant may cause pneumonia. 
On Sunday I was feeling better. On Monday I was again feeling worst. 
To take care of myself:
I didn’t skip meals. I am a vegetarian Indian. I ate veggies with rice two times a day.
I drank milk 🥛 with turmeric to soothe my throat (it did work)
Half cup whole milk  + half cup water -> heat in microwave or stove then added one teaspoon turmeric. 
At night I drank honey citron and ginger tea from balance grow that I got from Costco, just to get some vitamin c (a daily recommended portion). 
Also, most of the time I am drinking hot water.
I have been feeling better each passing day. I am not taking too much stress. I am in bed most of the time by resting my back on my pillow. Not walking much, just to kitchen and walking a bit inside the house, so that body gets some rest. 

I am scared to visit urgent care. If my symptoms become normal each passing day I might not go. 
At one point I had thought I would die. I was worried coz my family is back in India. I was worried about the aftermath. 
I would recommend all to take extra care. Don’t skip meal. Fuel your body. Let the immunity do it’s job. Avoid sugars from soda, or other harmful processed sugar. Take acetaminophen as recommended by WHO if your body temperature🤒 rise. I would not use cough suppressant if not required. 
If you feel you have life threatening emergency symptoms call 911 immediately. If you think you are ok but need to go to urgent care or emergency room, do so. 
I count my breaths per minute for self monitoring. I also take one full breath and see how long I can hold my breath, it is usually 30 to 45 secs. It should not be less, if it is 3 secs or less you need urgent medical attention. 
I don’t have thermometer, so I just monitor my fever by placing hands around neck and if I feel feverish. 
In some hospitals they are doing clinical trial using blood plasma of a person who is already recovered and injecting those on the current victim (lay mans term).. not sure of the name of exact procedure. 
There is still some hope.. as and when the research progress, we might get some good news.
This is a terrible disease so do not ignore any signs. Stay safe and be at home. Thanks to all the essential workers out there who are helping us. (Doctors, Caretaker,Food service, groceries, janitors, truckers, food delivery and everyone who is helping the community). Thank you so much.
I will keep updating here until I fully recover from what I am currently experiencing. 
I hope it does not become worst. Prayers!",3.3366156526400417,5.5241738054945095,4.285521307960334,84.1035030822836,75.23076923076924,7.340123291342803,26.26239614044493,8.25429008570747,1.8174462610560167,3713,138,705,66,82,1199,415,910,0.069,0.848,0.083,0.8597,6,2,1,0,0,0,130.0,8,8,2,14,38,35,1,5,26,1,72,61,16,10,6,137,133,63,1,19,32,0,9,0,3,10,23,0,9,3,28,38,22,9,13,5,0,22,21,15,1,8,37,17,98,20,107,78,37,142,0,2,3,0,40,46,0,27,68,463,126,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734444305644958,0.0,0.052175044310019035,0.18905040270586615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643045215635813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262686123199596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271134473957065,0.0,0.0,0.10443486866626214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363125857855318,0.05161789905588405,0.3151068759502181,0.0,0.0,0.1448355774497528,0.0,0.24102735049177906,0.04856994564167925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549902792646136,0.0,0.0,0.21344341016498486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906954093811401,0.0,0.0,0.04839344387677162,0.04137535479269863,0.0,0.0,0.04631674529965022,0.0,0.09675920762697206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031228226690671625,0.0,0.0,0.04517840264474567,0.0,0.04624925680166559,0.044571708173738116,0.0,0.16734456667736486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04021664339490612,0.11434317901419536,0.0,0.03652868279554832,0.0,0.12351016289756855,0.0,0.10748205483679364,0.07931303238294342,0.07562883353092356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338204685283994,0.0,0.14227814466507438,0.0939201157276568,0.0,0.05455517841211648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049348403834875716,0.046918454041701314,0.04202494940159071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038539797435697416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834736342641354,0.0333955109773933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184162383650579,0.0397035879542056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031560002205370724,0.0,0.04749946865691088,0.0,0.0,0.04762998065681034,0.0,0.15047094597194374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390259959413043,0.07011556408032216,0.0,0.04566365873954658,0.25141595453523685,0.13310822293241367,0.046324706548430836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611517074812853,0.0,0.050309628211912615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655564860737291,0.04128337981872447,0.049397904898182216,0.0,0.0446952151524492,0.0,0.04528150787369049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502884743767301,0.094586293791389,0.0,0.0,0.048612076552966406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733588063721129,0.0,0.03767631926442951,0.0,0.04932371876550492,0.0,0.0,0.07822159177839504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732638305070888,0.2519728227626025,0.03775815031023765,0.0,0.05415948365670767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044561172371690334,0.1474271676561494,0.21329364427554376,0.0,0.0,0.0870587919082704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03029534056777632,0.0,0.11260595504757392,0.1378477678177862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253021092055887,0.0,0.0,0.046186033957359235,0.0,0.11374488434675856,0.12250513147045702,0.10414525637484408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377633978985327,0.0,0.04251071473470107,0.13148808040427631,0.0,0.0527868247089588,0.0,0.04557657227983301,0.0,0.1721032973971597,0.09603098532466303,0.0,0.10075981690664657,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jdod_6,2020/04/02,"New to all this anxiety, what is happening? Hi, so brief anxiety story. Over the span of like March 2019-November 2019 I had like four or five what I would call random anxiety attacks. I wasn’t too concerned about it til the start of 2020. In early January I started having uncontrollable anxiety that lead to me almost constantly crying and unable to really leave my apartment for pretty much anything. That coupled with no appetite and extreme nausea, I lost about 15-20 lbs in three weeks. I am now on lexapro and birth control since like the end of February. Seems to have help mostly but this weird thing has been happening.
Around the same time at night I get anxious out of no where no matter what I’m doing or who I’m with. At the same time I feel disconnected from reality. Like I’m not real or inside my own body. Not anywhere else either just that my body feels empty I guess. That probably doesn’t make sense but idk how else to explain it.
Any advices or tips to deal with this or maybe if it has a name🤷🏼‍♀️",2.8423736321000566,5.081178886138616,3.9196821261073502,85.89642261594581,76.97029702970295,7.02490880667014,24.492965085982284,8.032893268588372,1.4837881188118809,813,28,158,14,19,263,138,202,0.14800000000000002,0.785,0.067,-0.8878,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,9,8,1,1,6,0,12,2,2,4,1,38,27,14,0,2,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,7,4,0,3,4,2,13,4,26,22,7,27,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,11,18,104,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128651290931764,0.0,0.0,0.1318330024616473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952960054339268,0.0,0.4028614452088369,0.14873215409341786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834046717344108,0.11720045130363922,0.0,0.14977604336988384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924770249051649,0.0,0.0,0.134434003273282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227178456873849,0.14766175930644976,0.0,0.14567324231281675,0.14461632809639927,0.0,0.1357300478632438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199609461043058,0.0,0.11660684363100801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331369804924911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878406232342603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503231659545662,0.0,0.2328433465152622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824526173865721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394031464471513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572790287779036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437164805033799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788042650474141,0.0,0.1322646791072647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678123387844004,0.0,0.0,0.12715277330099214,0.0,0.12354886549615085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393999592184774,0.1419458593941258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498516872191953,0.08434126832237328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985334689952545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890599440761957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637151939729152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746542511569383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353763982300486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560532919501464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352360652231816,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,guguglog,2020/04/02,Taking my life is the ideal solution My anxiety makes my whole body feel cold and gives me a painful migraine. I also lose all of my appetite and feel nauseous. I can’t sleep at night so paired with all of the other symptoms it’s a terrible combination. No one else around me has this much anxiety and fear over simple daily tasks. It’s best that I take my life to stop the suffering,3.704329004329004,5.26037425974026,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,72.63636363636364,8.25021645021645,27.119047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.0408632034632035,306,11,61,6,6,100,58,77,0.254,0.635,0.11,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,5,0,3,7,2,1,2,12,9,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,10,2,7,9,5,5,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671726590148053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318965386292157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855868198273564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878149802333055,0.0,0.0,0.2315685661657116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741539901068926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23459217088145554,0.2108223009056876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999880769642056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294503910271815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332300364916741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915858427739905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325300555314136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563952856550532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126795684669835,0.0,0.2218319438615456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862541264393908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429431332929954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668519752263346,0.3134942912826197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327547300914913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bubblebutnot,2020/04/02,"What to expect when calling for an appointment with my general practitioner? My life is in shambles. I’m 25 years old and have dealt with severe social anxiety and depression since I was a kid. I have never been treated for any of my issues by a professional. Now, I’m nowhere in life. No school or job. Everyday I think of committing suicide and I physically hurt myself when I’m having a breakdown. Idk what to do anymore. So I want to for the first time look for help. I’m poor so I don’t have the resources I need to get the best help I can. However, I plan on getting an appointment with my general practitioner soon. Hopefully I’m able to explain my situation and get a referral to a specialist. Last time I went to a doctor I was probably less than 18 and my mom used to make the appointments for me. As I mentioned before, I have severe social anxiety. I can’t go outside or speak to anyone. But I have to now. 

I’m a smoker so I intend on getting a bit high to calm myself before calling. What questions can I expect from the receptionist and what am I suppose to say? I know asking for this sounds silly, but when you have been socially disconnected from the outside world for so many years, you start to forget how to even communicate with people. Thank you for taking the time to read.",2.5300000000000007,4.829217187500003,4.536412500000001,80.77733750000003,78.296875,7.846000000000001,26.255625,8.726425361277474,2.2503701875,1024,41,194,24,25,350,134,256,0.08199999999999999,0.843,0.075,-0.3756,2,0,1,0,0,3,25.0,0,3,0,3,12,8,0,0,17,0,18,3,0,4,2,32,43,19,1,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,10,0,0,4,1,1,2,4,2,0,1,5,4,31,6,38,38,3,25,0,2,1,0,18,6,0,4,17,136,36,5,0.1185272414083099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806025886299458,0.0,0.1813460305080617,0.0,0.11754717425719155,0.08287700308832131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080697071529716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017159049892812,0.0,0.12438702730834188,0.0,0.12940104933149207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420591312358495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208733934530913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131765401066008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828612509315172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081921099223906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24770236641744175,0.0,0.06736176275369267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889262293794096,0.1252305381450014,0.0,0.11772429477743895,0.0,0.0,0.126885863366311,0.0,0.0,0.12371164568619188,0.11761999804436934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513947212285401,0.09661552136794886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743859174731165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953303093442616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911785401916009,0.12016801920186515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881767261243635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788644765103923,0.09141551554674314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437440142993568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217186522103215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779241326921362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277763661082018,0.0,0.11855931656314975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425761970301128,0.0,0.11995589617262338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678040907068965,0.0,0.09804695891967058,0.13322958543968136,0.0,0.3624707883848846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389419152516528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296495643509554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911773464185295,0.0,0.0,0.10912395925166987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594747037419955,0.0,0.0,0.2073425629080353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236948068218912,0.0,0.0,0.06991043791755437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987594025912097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152655314797389
anxiety,FancySeaRoach,2020/04/02,"Self-reflection following my psychiatrist appointment She asked me what I had anxiety about. I was at a loss. I can't describe what I have anxiety about it I have anxiety for no reason, so I offered, ""Food?"" 

She latched onto that and the appointment focused more on my eating disorder than my general anxiety. But I have an eating disorder because of my anxiety, not the other way around. I should have advocated for myself more, but I was focused on answering her line of questions. I wanted to respect her as the professional

She asked me why I came, and I was at a loss again because I wouldn't be there if the goal wasn't to be prescribed medication. I told her I wanted professional input on if I needed medication. The question made me self-conscious to be forthright about my expectations

Her answer was basically ""Well, it's complicated."" She didn't want to prescribe me medication because it can cause weight gain and would be ""counter-productive"" considering my eating disorder-- but again, I have an eating disorder because of my anxiety, not the other way around. I made an appointment because I was at the point where I was desperate to escape the low quality of life I was leading. If anxiety medication is a route to go, I want to start immediately and rule it out if it turns out not to be *the* route. Instead, she wants me to take cognitive behavioral therapy. It will be another month before I check in with her and advocate for myself. Another month of anxiety-- If I had been prescribed the first appointment, the medication would be in effect by the second appointment. I feel like my life is on pause until I can get the help I need. A month.

Starving yourself compromises brain functioning-- I just want to suppress my anxiety, not thought in it's entirety. I still experience non-food related anxiety. I know I have pure, unadulterated anxiety because I cry and feel overwhelmed for no reason. I don't have the thought capacity to pin these feelings on anything. I just feel them. All I've done is suppress thought when it was the feeling I wanted to suppress.

I don't mind gaining weight. I'm not an OCD-ridden, delusional anorexic stuck in my ways. I'm just trying to treat/numb my anxiety with an eating disorder, and i'd rather treat my anxiety in a way that means I'll be healthy.",4.922043189368772,7.019592034883722,6.2428239202657805,72.1868604651163,70.51162790697674,10.309634551495018,34.37873754152824,10.483121756834826,4.251566777408638,1845,95,316,58,35,621,185,430,0.15,0.773,0.077,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,1,8,18,8,0,1,25,0,42,16,1,7,2,73,76,19,0,20,17,0,7,1,0,5,7,0,0,0,15,14,8,3,17,0,1,4,13,4,1,2,22,7,66,4,49,41,3,39,0,4,0,0,18,21,0,7,11,237,81,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927258166282738,0.5655998805380731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680162642248998,0.10125804109149723,0.10633714023240357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080154878361856,0.0,0.04839472719424811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348906796335124,0.0,0.06504755157032117,0.0,0.05842422904515673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062472311027832815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259068796846637,0.0,0.0,0.05820081657204185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909763452450223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563269912803967,0.0,0.0,0.143783467678165,0.04063007676128065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483761378376982,0.13754209505937878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029713790909989907,0.0,0.032322231922781185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03812076762449046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031255908978822106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034215219499738,0.02778527106572299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762920009242884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195136104384093,0.0,0.2864677798735191,0.0,0.0,0.05742550912907433,0.0,0.13618643855066706,0.0,0.0,0.08434120568469047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537633603000872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742153379762702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694981566765485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866186813443272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040254996374808616,0.0,0.045418844779471126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276141196095612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650392227426851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354524083284649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434458097778669,0.0,0.038613028243809966,0.06186148367233842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23481614896566255,0.18057253493099498,0.0,0.13851196486795025,0.05113564986991048,0.0,0.05131902914173354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080188332830981,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ecstatic-Swim,2020/04/02,"Anxiety or stroke? This morning at 5am I woke up abruptly to my alarm from a deep sleep and looked at my phone and everything looked confusing, I couldn’t read my phone and wasn’t sure how to shut off my alarm. It lasted for maybe 15 seconds, could think what I was trying to do just couldn’t do it and have been fine since. I have looked into this and most are saying it’s sleep drunkenness but I have high anxiety about it possibly being a stroke, I’m 18 and healthy but am also a hypochondriac when it comes to these things, could anyone help calm my nerves?",2.1786602870813354,4.34791061403509,2.7360287081339716,93.90538277511965,78.82456140350877,6.601594896331737,20.012759170653904,7.686295010490155,0.5150807017543864,446,11,97,7,11,138,71,114,0.08800000000000001,0.792,0.12,0.7657,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,3,0,15,4,2,1,1,21,22,12,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,6,10,3,12,13,1,12,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,3,3,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540450618351957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947207800522481,0.0,0.0,0.13469043094106656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593252549561516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30759660542812545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312220988105334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911492367828786,0.20352274480481053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701805957892584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852786537831811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352137000673336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171598599237496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926807780796701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318603405275366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934440987541468,0.0,0.38553552827719945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815502229880426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797391571852176,0.12342866093605535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078220889456016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,XP_8,2020/04/02,Constant anxiety for no reason I have constant anxiety chest pains 24/7 and have done for as long as I can remember... I have them for absolutely no reason even when I’m content I still get have anxiety . Nothing is helping and the anxiety is getting more intense since the lockdown. I need tips to cope.,5.691842105263156,7.08647357894737,6.528903508771932,73.63440789473684,67.59649122807018,9.910526315789477,38.81140350877193,10.125756701596842,4.377950877192983,242,14,41,6,4,80,37,57,0.267,0.706,0.027000000000000003,-0.8832,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,2,0,6,12,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5858756669300227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138076634577181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959334523300792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645971798174674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000633660389277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283338283904268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943901434670464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419676267172943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837142205768664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373047302572173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393712364924747,0.0,0.0,0.21689061948334185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838043790257905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290285570942752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ugwifethrowaway,2020/04/02,"weird problem I need help with I was going to post this on relationship advice but I think here is a better fit. 

I have anxiety and I feel like as I get older it gets worse. One of the big issues I have is rumination. I fixate on something for weeks or months and seek reassurance until I move onto something else. Knowing that I do this doesn't stop me from doing it. 

Anyway, onto my issue. Simply put...

I am worried that my wife is ugly. 

This might seem like a weird thing to have anxiety over because I can surely just look at her right? Wrong. So the issue is that my wife is Japanese. In case you're not aware there is a strong notion/meme that white guys tend to marry ugly Asian girls. 

I was aware of this when I met her and actually asked a few people what they thought. I got some reassurance that she was pretty and people have commented that she is cute. We got married and have been together for 5 years. 

I also run a youtube channel and this is where the Anxiety started. I posted a video with my wife in and a couple of Asian commentators said something to the effect of ""typical ugly Asian with a white guy"".  I know I should ignore comments like that but I then wrote a message to her sister saying ""do you think she is pretty"", to which her sister replied ""only with make up on"". Her sister btw is regarded as very pretty. 

So i started mentally searching through my history and trying to remember people's reaction to my wife. I feel like I'm thinking about this 24/7 now...the thoughts that run though my mind are like ""have I been conned, is everyone laughing at my behind my back...do they think I'm yet another foreigner with an ugly Asian wife?!, does she know that she's ugly but just thought she lucked out? Am I even good looking? what does good looking even mean"" I think of little else from morning to night. 

It's endless...I found myself checking her Facebook page profile photos and seeing if anyone left comments about ""cute"" or ""beautiful"" (very few).  Of course I discount every time someone has said ""your wife is so pretty"" to me as them either not knowing she was ugly or just being nice, or maybe being ugly themselves. 

The worst part of all this is that I can't talk to her about it because it will break her heard, yet she is the person I usually share my worries with. I keep looking at her face and old pictures of her like our wedding pictures and they are kind of changing in front of my eyes. Like she's starting to look uglier to me day by day. I keep thinking about divorce to solve the problem but I think this is an issue of anxiety rather than looks. 

Any advice would be appreciated. But telling me ""beauty is in the eye of the beholder"" isn't really what I am looking for.",3.886914223074815,5.402873625468168,4.802995341189369,83.8253562619896,72.10861423220975,7.232228007673335,26.694802228921162,7.765008861874849,1.5434271124508998,2132,73,410,27,41,693,252,534,0.126,0.7070000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9799,0,0,3,0,1,0,70.0,2,2,4,3,22,28,0,0,20,0,48,3,3,2,2,74,96,32,0,7,17,9,2,7,0,4,0,4,0,4,28,19,0,4,21,2,2,6,5,7,0,1,17,18,75,21,64,72,8,49,0,0,12,0,61,21,0,9,26,285,103,0,0.0,0.0,0.06446360685293286,0.0,0.0,0.12910328325653478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282699128620635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492207305144197,0.06926813987707747,0.2021384118932769,0.0,0.0,0.046189667730286335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061755818487847475,0.0,0.0,0.050794940396686805,0.0,0.08053734679088773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842341122988005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988117721533937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309251904508478,0.0,0.08520458797908821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561654859303636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103668689393158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726208649438634,0.0,0.05565716978424665,0.06312176670027915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680236622560776,0.09438446962681656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724297804587193,0.0,0.0,0.06902572230220723,0.0,0.037542591109425504,0.11081353995037917,0.10566609943010924,0.0,0.0,0.13081668238705954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044277647506605934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27579181658016955,0.0,0.1174317327054394,0.0,0.06878980497838807,0.1452161859798166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177279796542615,0.0,0.0,0.2259100643433113,0.06620801217661995,0.0,0.0,0.38830775957294617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044094588999361035,0.0,0.06636468319885258,0.07195711675783267,0.0,0.0,0.06657147208597329,0.07007767274330565,0.06670029512918342,0.0,0.052727297105917836,0.07020977471721243,0.0,0.04898157104776809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619914657002283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931732642503713,0.0,0.044762976917884036,0.05024049706133355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153496242980037,0.0,0.13739002412861834,0.05767976991146692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653164381730808,0.268821138251136,0.0,0.12641820446844793,0.0,0.06640707908935008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231879282196278,0.0,0.0,0.07092215120077555,0.07483144948934746,0.05641363298527938,0.12567359928666608,0.05253240311416728,0.0,0.0,0.05264010446396649,0.060137214644119676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055971187330960834,0.15256527632428374,0.0,0.0,0.14026972573750476,0.0,0.0,0.05522789809259018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225939302136645,0.0,0.0,0.05309535291710719,0.05773807638893416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388635928983374,0.2962935197428805,0.06490218103029274,0.15732930797635766,0.03851926642369023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484941307015168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275415011378471,0.1090104288943361,0.0,0.0,0.05298817691497156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417130967038052,0.06731929670946961,0.0469260921385843,0.07222464442351867,0.0,0.04253953452105022
anxiety,Lexielo,2020/04/02,"Almost done tapering off Zoloft. I just want to talk. Please? The evenings have been really hard. I feel lonely, but I don’t want to be near anyone. My husband has been wonderful trying to figure out what I need. The problem is, I don’t know what I need. I think everyone is mad at me. I just feel like I’m feeling all of the feelings. It’s not bad when I wake up, my one year old gives me a big smile and I feel ready to take on the day. But the nights are hard. Is this what life is like like without Zoloft? Is this normal?",-0.17471840659340998,1.9219220089285716,1.5717857142857168,99.13859890109892,87.83928571428572,4.874725274725276,16.6510989010989,6.297961479604792,-0.5332576923076924,403,9,97,4,13,131,73,112,0.10400000000000001,0.644,0.251,0.9552,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,6,0,14,4,1,0,1,25,29,4,0,6,6,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,7,14,3,12,25,1,12,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,8,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402961112279852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152082289921615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511075114368252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208276823366613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785162714264674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478931414511248,0.0,0.0,0.1660676382662238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393774037709632,0.12415848588618675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671906466098088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31137061879804123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551265080319044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227558592613158,0.25472094520468525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25773213418109603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309391893894828,0.17028124412381138,0.0,0.0,0.1823675934958252,0.0,0.11776732888063506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077364962359689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629741012808888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133690239677503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306714775515094,0.13968905375737295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136019345621236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799473455094946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501643709129086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753123784162774,0.18847220610109836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191765376909306
anxiety,laighton-,2020/04/02,"I keep freaking out over my breathing! I’m hyper aware of my breathing and work myself into a panic state and have been doing for a couple of days. I used to suffer from quite severe panic attacks and I feel like they may be coming back? 

Covid-19 isn’t helping with shortness of breath being a symptom also! 

Does anyone have any advice because I’m getting quite scared, thankyou.",5.722083333333334,7.052225930555558,5.759333333333338,79.419,67.47222222222221,5.7600000000000025,29.677777777777766,3.1291,1.334207777777778,305,11,48,0,5,96,56,72,0.27899999999999997,0.6629999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,2,7,1,3,3,0,8,4,3,1,0,11,15,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,7,1,10,11,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491460712321448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951185736449813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356428434524566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394703637538184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269199044834657,0.0,0.1533760505779572,0.0,0.12159183649341765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182118675965338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207039089007467,0.0,0.12863823732537588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455291281148003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085535115239884,0.1424976294312231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421207892286366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369699128319318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729340003380964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744838246878773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680577226957744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243105456029944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969897266427408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253383481171917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732020845791396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227346762067386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452126852598537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluewaves23,2020/04/02,Corona amongst all other things. I can't calm my breathing. I had a sore throat a few days ago that went away. No fever. But now I'm coughing with a tad of shortness of breath. However prior to the coughing I was crying alot and had alot of mucus build up. I have 1-2 asthma attacks throughout the year. I'm hoping I'm just being paranoid. That paired with the fact I might not have a job in a few weeks and I was getting so close to paying off my debt. Also my bf cheated on me and we are in quarantine together. I'm having a hard time relaxing.,1.2447509881422931,3.1501216173913065,3.1603162055335967,91.02537549407114,80.65217391304348,5.5731225296442695,22.62845849802372,6.574015621080383,0.5374347826086954,426,14,91,4,11,143,80,115,0.192,0.755,0.053,-0.9163,3,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,11,0,11,8,3,0,2,16,18,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,5,1,11,3,13,11,5,16,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,4,7,63,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254878971084186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993851639816995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271081350329476,0.2701449329371761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158394113943986,0.1854337723313092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022313208689064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757138829977605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28558325929569306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853302494898563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30502505842008043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910228862088596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676616963896984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306401044205159,0.0,0.0,0.266544209899078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516060100877
anxiety,mtchick101,2020/04/02,"Help me stay away from the news!! I have anxiety and OCD. This C19 stuff is freaking me out. My counselor told me to stay away from the news, but I am super duper curious constantly about what is going on all the time.

l go on long scrolling sprees across multiple news websites and Facebook, reading all the (mostly) horror headlines. Then, my anxiety rises. I'm suddenly thinking I have Covid. I put my phone down only to restart looking at things 30 minutes later.

There are days I can leave it alone for hours at a time but I'm still thinking about it. What's going on? How many cases are there now? Yada yada yada...

So what are some tips to keep myself distracted? I've tried mindfulness. It does help at times but sometimes it doesn't.",2.208120629370629,4.819313496503497,2.9963243006993,89.49910183566435,81.86713286713287,5.812762237762238,23.622814685314694,7.1686216300943375,1.0683010489510485,582,21,111,8,16,183,94,143,0.121,0.789,0.09,-0.3968,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,18,20,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,1,12,1,19,19,4,30,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,2,12,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028424502128392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515538874408068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089464098323592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767409071798712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060340047850388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388058152164868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28032231923824946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040767517063733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191555151766746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613951200210015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740916328793023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550200716270098,0.1380671018283354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666908963576508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601217330285414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250449355405985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528237994998046,0.0,0.0,0.16445938678795471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261053402902806,0.0,0.0,0.35048880134927257,0.1313019465582322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821571746247945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922994973177406,0.21070085030701674,0.0,0.0,0.28761494026271306,0.0,0.0,0.15710547685484216,0.0,0.11162692040137097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thatonelosersam,2020/04/02,"Has anyone else been experiencing more frequent episodes of derealization? I started experiencing derealization about a year and a half ago, but it never happened super commonly maybe like a 5 minute episode every two weeks. Lately with not being about to leave the house, these episodes are occurring all the time and it's really stressing me out. Anyone else feeling the same?",7.784062499999997,10.368218031250002,7.470750000000002,64.29925000000003,64.0,9.495,34.675,9.888512548439397,3.9195350000000015,310,14,45,7,5,98,52,64,0.142,0.784,0.07400000000000001,-0.6776,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,0,2,10,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,2,2,6,5,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062771158151184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007341249458459,0.4406856459812015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592912158113964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118781834246409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873509238299484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901668694937141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24813734545886745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425843186947069,0.2277055398333308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506194018704797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604533989783145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585882723778894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776571421115338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221258814989094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463375777910317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539663577065285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007134789072388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249910856742226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848432255990528
anxiety,sparkledrainbow,2020/04/02,"Anxiety ruining online academics. Any tips? My university started online schooling this week. With the hysteria of COVID-19 and also dealing with transitioning to online school, anxiety complications of dissociation, panic attacks, obsession over my health and a fear of death have all arisen. I'm not sure what to do. I can feel the stress of everything in my life consume me. Any tips/help is appreciated! Thanks.",5.88641304347826,9.486319869565222,6.414329710144926,64.43714673913044,74.94202898550725,9.8268115942029,34.711956521739125,9.827888789773867,4.807969565217392,337,18,47,11,8,109,54,69,0.33299999999999996,0.596,0.071,-0.9631,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,4,3,0,4,2,0,0,2,8,8,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,2,10,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,29,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343404028648154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949634812683479,0.0,0.3318159961241053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246725456691655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358754639510398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194912345551964,0.0,0.0,0.24404351760177356,0.10965799862076868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305268950484572,0.0,0.0,0.145366054633826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318450300400085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25445488277689937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389760842072508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153504516486848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484284068155812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440115582162624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966841920198225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396322194442249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slotchy,2020/04/02,"What to do at home to stay busy? Any suggestions? Been off work for awhile now. Just been taking it easy in my house. I feel like when im not doing anything e.g Working, playing a video game, working out, walking etc I'm just overthinking and it causes really bad anxiety. I noticed when I'm not working, I can barely get any sleep, noticed this on my last break from work and I confirmed it during this break.

What are some good mind stealers at home? I'll list what my days have consisted of.

Walking dog through trail.
Working out.
Reading
Playing Warzone
Playing Runescape Mobile
Online English class for my grade 12
Playing UNO on my phone lol
Watching a movie, alot of the time I can't even focus on a movie.

These are the samethings I do after work on a regular day. Working erases a huge chunk of the day so I only have 2-5 hours to kill before bed. It's all been getting boring and I wanna break the cycle, these things do help my anxiety but only for so long. I remember I could sit on video games for hours playing with my buddy's on PS4 or even gaming osrs alone. It's not appealing to me anymore and I hate it, video games are a good mind stealer and time waster. I wish I could be satisfied playing a game for 4 or 5 hours again.

I obtained some Diazepam for the time being but I want to use it as less as possible. ( I Know self medicating is wrong ), I don't abuse benzo pills, I grab some every so often usually when I'm off work for long periods of time.

Need some suggestions thanks",2.019822812846069,4.261807554817279,3.2984152823920283,89.28505370985607,79.7641196013289,6.006688815060907,24.651273532668878,7.1686216300943375,1.098952070874862,1178,44,236,15,30,382,164,301,0.08900000000000001,0.772,0.139,0.8838,0,1,1,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,0,10,13,15,2,0,13,1,20,3,1,2,1,37,34,17,1,6,9,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,15,8,0,0,3,15,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,3,26,10,36,27,8,42,0,0,1,0,10,14,0,8,22,142,41,12,0.0,0.10679542966622847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335284598155587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259000401226156,0.0,0.13790630664268494,0.0,0.08938986209225433,0.0,0.0,0.07417355949804141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525909652469062,0.0,0.0,0.07669838531955589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259364172706833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393118728479173,0.0,0.0,0.17438917116967678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052453339079882,0.1190668507352173,0.0,0.07594276269651035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557504689425142,0.06439257877189182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941838054121727,0.0,0.0,0.15120219732038648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898981315716438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060415700086597975,0.0,0.18082583620606826,0.0,0.26629493892916906,0.1040038768318695,0.0,0.0,0.09736144378765654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972120371163894,0.0,0.049535928588839935,0.0734721883841782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403548795415912,0.0,0.0,0.1595335665136738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908016944663686,0.0,0.0,0.18202164085664693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683408159276857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052389619781508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710370688534368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161385372221797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015955529601764,0.0,0.05774289374287856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210556937830352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403063321735967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020025797777036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607209136267772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777042544790886,0.0,0.0,0.08298434845506944,0.0,0.0,0.0598817974769708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023415460021752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784784124724914,0.09927114832995508,0.0,0.05316405471888203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365098965084447,0.0,0.0,0.5905752524049918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854865156739592,0.0,0.0
anxiety,holleykitty,2020/04/02,"Help me calm my mind. So..I’ve been having anxiety off and on for the last couple of months because of everything happening in the world. It just now started getting bad (I think?) it started on the 23rd after my boyfriend and I ate week old mushrooms (he had GI issues for one day) I think they gave me diarrhea and I freaked out, couldn’t stop crying, telling myself I’m going to die. (Because diarrhea is a symptom of covid) ever since I’ve been really stressed and anxious. I can’t calm my mind or my stomach, I wake up every morning with diarrhea or very loose stool. So far it’s only been in the morning..not after I eat or anything.. I’ve tried switching my diet to easy digestible foods but that hasn’t worked yet. Sometimes I feel nauseous and I haven’t had too much of an appetite but I’m starving. I can hardly sleep anymore..I go to bed around 4am every day. 
I just can’t relax! And having diarrhea every morning really makes me anxious all day. Is this a common symptom of anxiety and stress? Do you feel this way too sometimes? Will it ever end? 
I don’t feel like myself anymore and I can’t stop crying. 

I took a little bit of Pepto Bismol tonight. I hope that was a good idea. 

Please tell me what I can do.",1.3738716449242787,3.7226008421052654,3.026360773729195,89.65894137052031,83.08906882591094,5.278692457639827,24.12790523316839,6.605766666666668,0.8786999250262406,956,37,189,10,27,315,141,247,0.149,0.752,0.099,-0.8509,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,1,10,10,0,2,9,0,22,10,3,1,3,34,40,14,1,2,7,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,9,11,5,2,6,1,0,3,7,4,0,1,9,4,29,6,22,29,3,35,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,4,21,116,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144379473990025,0.2384133169579789,0.10464669019700262,0.0,0.0,0.08683330883305013,0.0939344572617512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810412248312488,0.12864704696571028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519963458186865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167549851729036,0.2318157675985125,0.2041534592622057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951226780948194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079724820743911,0.0,0.0,0.09345868934503418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908963106929415,0.2667134250326189,0.0,0.09483385091475333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006103046007006,0.07538293587223402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759423262368286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512942561859285,0.0,0.11993798341057775,0.08850449664953447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331027798372422,0.0,0.09452447499588083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072729392369285,0.0,0.0,0.1048043722197904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911833028596575,0.0,0.11013462757989044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860122295300099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051551349982584094,0.1057579569154076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043488378954536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308861893328868,0.0,0.08422441683821953,0.0,0.07756875145421545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107246476754828,0.0,0.07150253917393244,0.08025210467650128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582839217989865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519659995343136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728657068672396,0.0,0.10559540233486228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087223691544456,0.0,0.14937406237691597,0.0,0.0,0.17643754811497672,0.24174376875124656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193496978382256,0.0,0.0,0.1844568593550288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522488232861382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723571112426062,0.07164060873027357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706438891098771,0.0,0.08375622756613818,0.0846411355207319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768192326038788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fettucinealfuego,2020/04/02,"For anyone that’s been putting off getting help I’m not sure how relevant this is here or if it breaks rules so sorry in advance. Just figured I’d put it out there for anyone in a situation similar to me. I’ve always known I have anxiety and depression but have always put off going to a doctor for help. Partly because I’m afraid of what they’ll say, partly because it’s expensive, partly because it’s pretty hard to get a psychiatrist appointment. Right now, telemedicine is becoming more popular and available due to Covid-19. For me, talking to a doctor over the phone was much less nerve-wracking. For a co-pay and a 30 minute video call appointment (that I was able to schedule less than 24 hours before), I actually took my first step towards treatment. They prescribed me medication and helped me feel validated. I now have a treatment plan and am (hopefully) on the road to recovery. If you’re stuck at home during the quarantine, use this time to get help.",6.783427719821162,7.257473284153007,7.018400397416791,74.37532041728765,64.79234972677595,10.370392449080976,35.215598609041244,10.230975488527342,3.64796612021858,773,34,138,17,11,250,119,183,0.06,0.8320000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.9134,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,7,5,0,1,10,0,10,3,0,2,1,19,21,11,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,9,6,0,0,3,1,1,7,1,2,0,1,5,3,11,3,24,15,7,26,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,4,7,88,20,2,0.12577809321208128,0.0,0.12274127526691855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931489885084045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962198970374618,0.0,0.0,0.17589393452044005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001947457609306,0.13891202206983322,0.10702789332918007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843349600340714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833248737912017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574784161534365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359718313687394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698678183242764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714158721187744,0.0,0.07148258892972131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267246618275828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33722561836656845,0.0,0.12616568281058907,0.12492602667461665,0.12386608574641746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267081963846429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246137072377006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086162538889337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796153883742808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793251714617849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741380436329193,0.0,0.10002378808525172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137984666590184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079827774676384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854436432979602,0.0,0.0,0.10109566693437884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334221763259645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397440895348586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863188858805263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blepmorty1231,2020/04/02,"what medications are good for ""mind""-based anxiety What i mean by that......i don't mean anxiety that is in the body (jitters, shaking etc) but more of things that originate in the mind.....ex: what if this what if that......oh no i am gonna die because of this.......oh know i am going to hell because of that.....i guess the official name for that is OCD, fear, terror, worries etc   


Anyway....I am about to start zoloft so i was hoping i could get some recommendations on what meds are good and maybe even advice on the current med i am taking  


Thanks",-0.32207684319833874,1.8620705046728998,1.505903426791278,94.85372533748705,100.96261682242992,4.620768431983384,18.09397715472482,6.42735559955562,0.0598456905503637,412,13,89,6,18,134,68,107,0.25,0.64,0.11,-0.9547,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,3,4,0,11,3,1,1,0,13,22,5,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,4,13,19,4,9,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,3,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549999635502304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346803210385198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400834458317107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675755904697285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705235815427446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515181879712712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35494403292561777,0.1051038655991884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906549314151385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313885825094043,0.0,0.09043724734828992,0.2669413917867803,0.0,0.0,0.17529963779310848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580519976090829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745368754751964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598674756399193,0.34667844570078604,0.3535151180939457,0.1603067357949191,0.0,0.0,0.3213518785221752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263303452714744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964595760942598,0.0,0.0,0.1465055261477252,0.0,0.0,0.10571890253238704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160424149117675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pear_head,2020/04/03,"It's never enough I'm trying my best, I'm really trying, but it's never enough. I'm so sorry I can't be better, but this is it.",1.20967741935484,0.8782552903225813,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,76.74193548387099,7.490322580645162,15.5,7.1686216300943375,-0.19081935483871024,98,0,24,1,2,39,19,31,0.18100000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.09,-0.3861,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024334668237007,0.2548771310909452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955464277043934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445336766468944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461935512895086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226006749847673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913188050404933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juke96,2020/04/03,What's your least favourite anxiety symptom? All are bad but the worst for me is shortness of breath and stomach issues physical issues are evil,4.460641025641023,7.696904807692309,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,77.84615384615384,6.5435897435897425,31.743589743589745,7.793537801064563,2.665989743589744,119,6,19,2,3,35,24,26,0.42200000000000004,0.578,0.0,-0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950982339646691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220857263874931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8052470310065087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009426844619781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inducpie,2020/04/03,"First week at new job Any advice is appreciated! So I recently started a new job and just got done with my first week and I totally feel like I  butchered it, someone had messed up the scheduling so I was late 2 times this week, anxiety nearly crippled me because I was trying to be friendly and approachable but every time I began to speak I nearly started crying so I just looked anxious and upset most of the time and I also missed a training meeting because I didn’t know who to talk to about the scheduling, I just feel like first impressions matter a lot and there’s no point in going back in on Monday because of how horrible this first week went, I know how selfish that is to say because of everything that’s going on right now with corona and how someone would love to be in the situation I am, but that still doesn’t undermine my concerns. I’d just like some of your thoughts on what I should do next week to kind of make up for it? Thanks!",4.121345864661651,5.445644878947373,4.980751879699248,83.52526315789474,71.26315789473685,7.954887218045112,28.83458646616541,8.418075326091056,2.0315112781954894,757,29,149,12,14,246,109,190,0.152,0.718,0.129,-0.6961,2,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,0,4,16,12,0,1,7,0,14,1,0,4,1,31,31,16,0,2,6,0,2,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,4,0,4,9,5,18,8,27,18,4,43,0,1,1,1,8,13,0,3,29,108,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811046550528833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847413443153468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523505377324534,0.0,0.08463486464111956,0.12498516181366705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507087524160585,0.0,0.2697663400185601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152648012261075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321720394033136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321409002628453,0.0,0.0994308904655919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187995730758693,0.15807419750199725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764215958473181,0.0,0.0,0.08547571298455495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257519374793824,0.0,0.08848428102961484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957475629732984,0.0,0.0,0.11520850052208265,0.12160333237989784,0.0,0.12480020306350688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215085385742647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290486896079084,0.0,0.0,0.09405724548036754,0.09985169020972208,0.0,0.0738491914804807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370241079274915,0.11766073301833245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458508464529848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923793124748117,0.0,0.0,0.09448100728413253,0.0,0.08798076100820798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435748274488576,0.0,0.0,0.18748000715706312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566149206357815,0.0,0.08835261968818857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892358389724342,0.0,0.10185711255430603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783120146862704,0.1935350853492685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511336353884145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437204328236313,0.0,0.0,0.10255901720146053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785913655714811,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kittensmeow10,2020/04/03,"When is my worry over an unanswered text valid? I’ve been texting this guy recently, and I really like him. So far it’s just friendly, but I’m hoping it can become something more. 
He’s pretty slow at replying to messages (we talk on Instagram), usually a few hours to a day before he’s reads it and responds. This is fine, although a bit annoying. 
The last message I sent him was over a day ago, getting close to two days. I know realistically he probably just doesn’t check his Instagram very often, but with all the crazy stuff going on in the world the catastrophic thinking part of my brain is worried something might have happened to him. 
At what point is my fear reasonable and not just due to my anxiety riddled mind? Should I wait longer before texting him to make sure he’s alive?",5.5217647058823545,6.361246830065363,6.110333333333332,78.50550000000001,67.62745098039215,9.257254901960783,32.29346405228757,9.3871,2.8828985620915035,627,26,118,12,10,204,106,153,0.135,0.74,0.125,-0.3871,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,6,7,1,1,9,0,11,1,1,2,2,24,21,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,3,1,1,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,14,5,15,16,5,24,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,3,12,74,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686526625845924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811469904585395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052140135050586,0.2627641017983225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856355725224914,0.0,0.0,0.17236018141440665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987234590065773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737416337507967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928816992513297,0.0,0.08066702750640399,0.0,0.0877484256210055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528791378699707,0.1365343947680224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533528978722747,0.15205176777761364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485357108993531,0.12585567158610894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543148001953577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306243252687544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379278234914613,0.15589882618871356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719891047948546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595682110375716,0.0,0.0,0.15707913970582096,0.16646807643209546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544406343574864,0.0,0.09891185809432447,0.15874773477927115,0.15245023937120164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377275587766328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674974574989571,0.0,0.0,0.1455190906195266,0.0,0.0,0.12409994858074976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893254990374556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082524321257093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700485219912302,0.12739522272008327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135990574749768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justice5150,2020/04/03,"severe anxiety attack, tested positive for covid-19 I take care of my disabled & very immune compromised mom who has copd stage 4, emphysema & asthma. I quit my job so i woulnd't get sick, but no one in my family, none of my brothers or my dad want to help her so i had to go out and get food and supplies for her. 

after being as safe as i can be i started getting really light headed and its hard to breathe for 3 days. i got tested today and they said preliminary results show i have covid-19 and to isolate myself. problem is i cant when my mom and i live together. im having a severe anxiety attack because ive never been this sick, ive got knives stabbing my chest and i cant even cry because ic ant breathe good enough. every morning it gets worse. they said i cant go into the hospital unless i absolutely need to. 

my brothers think im lying because they dont ever want to help or face the truth. my lungs hurt so bad i have knives in them. my mom will die if she gets this and chances are shes got it. i dont know what to do and cant calm down i cant even lay in bed because my dog pissed all over it when he knows he shouldnt because the door to the room was accidentally left open. 

i was just started to turn my severe major and bi polar depression and severe anxiety and social anxiety around and now this. im only 23",1.8156785714285704,3.585916353571431,3.9072857142857167,86.99771428571432,78.32142857142857,6.622857142857143,24.057142857142853,7.554174236665415,1.1208542857142856,1049,36,221,15,25,359,158,280,0.258,0.643,0.099,-0.9951,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,1,11,12,3,0,5,0,26,13,7,1,4,37,49,25,1,6,6,6,1,0,0,2,4,2,3,0,9,17,1,1,3,1,0,2,11,7,0,1,9,4,40,5,26,36,4,24,0,2,0,1,22,11,1,3,10,136,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936926636474508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674056784550268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779365975276882,0.0,0.19883245204996736,0.0,0.0,0.07296515386435641,0.2663539262264951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909767526908141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599138311745334,0.05635789467876714,0.0,0.07526697486242298,0.0,0.09069472852741868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483567642844466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029494656214856,0.0,0.11543762130055947,0.0790472584555639,0.07362798147885369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238143042582692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566966168211583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282825655226677,0.0,0.09932898900854063,0.07329673156846424,0.20967599435818407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828229449016963,0.0,0.089685083186415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714838620724599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355043582912027,0.0,0.2831814247500941,0.0,0.08671889671038402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605208720816052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949470887536872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716501895905363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070425679223192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479693846974939,0.0673988503845586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059216227634722014,0.06646235159746255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361831236905043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929476706824656,0.0,0.0,0.05598285550956707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625159842889728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948933117966741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908084617442606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237070540798272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570474199935783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599456681091527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283340625819764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505282070900076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210407815154335,0.1030871645221956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890556230312884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aquapuppi,2020/04/03,"GAD Diagnosis, First Time Taking Meds Hi all,

First-time poster here. I'm a 23-year-old woman, I've suffered from anxiety basically all of my life with panic attacks starting as early as elementary school. I don't get them often, but I've had about 10 throughout my life at different ages. Since going to independent study at the end of middle school, I've been considered an overachiever: got my first job at 14, graduated high school at 16, moved into the dorms at university at 16 as well, and graduated from college just after my 21st birthday. I work in the music industry and love my job and my community, though since I've moved to a new city after college over 2 years ago, I never feel like I'm satisfied with my work and it's hard to feel proud of myself as my brain is always circling back to what I could have done better, what went wrong, and why I'm not achieving more. I can trace that back to having a narcissist parent and growing up in a household that didn't exactly support my goals.

With all the chaos of the virus and working from home in my tiny studio apartment where I live alone and my boyfriend living in another state, my anxiety has been so, so much worse. I get that heavy, pressured feeling in my chest constantly, my hands trembling, sweating out of nowhere. It all built up into an anxiety attack last week where it felt like someone was squeezing my heart with all their might. I've been seeing a therapist for the past 6 months, but I finally decided to meet with a psychiatrist (online, of course) to discuss my anxiety.

In one session, my psychiatrist said it's easily GAD. He said that normally, he'd prescribe me an SSRI for 6-12 months and then take me off to see if my anxiety was under control, but considering these high-stress times, he prescribed me Buspirone and Hydroxyzine as Buspirone starts working in 2 weeks rather than 4-6 weeks with SSRIs. I've been taking the Buspirone for 3 days now and I just tried the Hydroxyzine last night (slept through the entire night for the first time in MONTHS, yay!) and I'd just like to know if Buspirone has worked for anyone else. I hear a lot of horror stories online about how it doesn't work or it gave people some crazy side effects. I should mention I don't have depression or other mental health-related disorders aside from the anxiety, and I've never taken daily meds in my life other than my hormonal birth control.

On top of the meds, I started meditation last week and do my best to exercise each day at home. I'm truly doing what I can to keep my anxiety under control. If anyone has recommendations on how best to take the Buspirone and Hydroxyzine or other remedies for anxiety, I'd love to know. Thank you!",8.543236994219654,7.233716826589596,8.421621579961464,71.65955375722544,61.85163776493257,11.618065510597305,36.9449710982659,10.621296500359557,3.809713618497111,2159,84,395,43,25,700,262,519,0.125,0.7709999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.418,4,1,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,2,20,19,21,2,3,23,1,27,12,6,7,8,69,62,35,0,7,14,1,7,3,0,2,4,3,4,1,17,25,0,4,8,1,0,5,7,8,1,4,17,12,44,13,76,41,12,81,0,2,2,2,18,34,0,10,44,247,61,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055987072129975085,0.0,0.0,0.06541417797495318,0.0,0.0,0.05255375065408092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622822641121971,0.386534661765979,0.0,0.0,0.08832516010185891,0.0647143556503437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370606309723566,0.0,0.0971314898626124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325639645764624,0.05585943138526132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050687272957057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825296486067572,0.2125161970750284,0.050427708990542566,0.0,0.0,0.08146528481878773,0.0,0.054399171398837966,0.0,0.0,0.06598821842777558,0.07238624104824593,0.0,0.0,0.06463408108575157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052761644800781486,0.0,0.05594055648480482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580599918763327,0.04512114830310522,0.06064300979127193,0.06918812799174846,0.0,0.2148937007952076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599644761561388,0.0,0.0358949905175912,0.0,0.05051440943460043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056578492270334325,0.0,0.0,0.06713557848804644,0.07118532925429759,0.07484429316131239,0.0,0.13346292601231705,0.1267082252038733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253520852748258,0.056139051772425126,0.0,0.0,0.0694216017689521,0.15445022880571266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383423512144746,0.09256960136436736,0.0,0.11154196379012032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369593506552662,0.11400780123426947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104678467756448,0.0,0.0636499050452638,0.06700223197924891,0.0,0.0,0.15123989370781316,0.13425707300654774,0.04642948828610858,0.0,0.09742497611617736,0.060999823642874526,0.0,0.11854179521043325,0.06188288472195811,0.0,0.0,0.06627525434990031,0.0,0.04279850123619208,0.0,0.0,0.07410404651806163,0.07013113304849056,0.0,0.06029287454168385,0.043786833989287816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015826615584566,0.0,0.0,0.1917623105287324,0.10065986362378183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449235640013896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351482620491678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411382449808482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234897603128672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167263446765895,0.0,0.0,0.18995228801331587,0.0,0.0,0.058148767527108326,0.0,0.07333302945055245,0.0,0.0,0.062053872783129675,0.0,0.11048640987455446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04288114403665784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265091478247246,0.0,0.05678796165983833,0.05854947484277882,0.05699161087685209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758851413846609,0.0,0.0643649105090844,0.0,0.06905498129210698,0.0,0.0813452744273946
anxiety,yungnate2k,2020/04/03,"Sad and anxious My girlfriend broke up with me. I’m so scared about everything. I’m scared of not ever being with her again, we’re friends for now but keep relying on her to calm me down when I feel like I’m struggling with anxiety really bad. I have so many conflicting thoughts on whether I should be friends with her if I want her in the end. Idk what to do.",3.968,4.570144466666669,4.419999999999998,90.09000000000003,71.0,8.666666666666668,29.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.9912666666666667,285,11,65,5,5,90,55,75,0.28800000000000003,0.562,0.15,-0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,16,12,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,11,4,14,8,0,10,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873656185682365,0.2766935618597461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450068624882925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692930555702825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215471049413921,0.0,0.0,0.2201212275328069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384055610658692,0.17497322126187728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784541962422244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769904128376366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965713012477082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483137368576289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690410783150754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904218079869245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25604696313221303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444170511221387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446208067638475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,valentine142,2020/04/03,Today was a bad day Today was a bad day. I think if I go into specifics I'll just end up deleting later. Just need some supportive words from strangers.,-0.09774193548386734,2.187767612903229,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,98.67741935483872,3.7703225806451615,19.103225806451608,5.6839178017228535,-0.17771483870967675,120,4,25,1,5,38,23,31,0.217,0.7140000000000001,0.068,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945474176551607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381985780906866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262301877428467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830943406146998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959220871203436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360686371830753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897615981906747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614330264653079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JackMooney,2020/04/03,"Someone please take a read I’ve suffered from depression, anxiety and obsessive compulsive disorder for a long time now. I’m a 23 year old man, what is it is for the last two months I’ve been suffering more with my OCD more than anything. Basically I believe I have a problem with my external occipital protuberance (the ball on back of head) so I’ve constantly been touching it, 3 times every 5 minutes for the last two months straight. I had booked a CT to put my mind at ease as I feel unwell and believe it’s down to that but it’s been postponed due to the virus. I also can’t see my councillor either, all I have is my anti depressants and they aren’t helping my OCD as you can see. Touching it this much I believe is just making it worse as it’s repeated trauma to the same spot over and over, please someone anyone who can give me advice on what to do as I can’t stop from doing this ‘ritual’ I know I need serious help but it’s obviously unavailable at the moment. Any words are kindly appreciated",5.566707717569784,5.593056044334976,6.818337438423648,76.30891830870283,67.37438423645321,10.510509031198687,32.680213464696216,10.317481424215053,3.2478509031198683,799,32,159,19,12,272,122,203,0.161,0.73,0.109,-0.775,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,1,11,0,18,1,1,1,2,21,27,12,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,8,0,2,4,5,19,1,25,23,6,25,1,4,2,0,7,8,0,0,16,106,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820798815315698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049213018003716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922110211791234,0.0,0.10036831931615284,0.0,0.0,0.09173871064759404,0.0,0.10796715082515007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088538342868376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434554126905859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417815486996701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260062631608789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036758302467587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054240580633347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663391105293371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585984580647455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464996134947432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588237769899653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662553390222554,0.07210457620489913,0.2138924678392405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610865619783795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757761075394274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324754945347461,0.0,0.20944659228444004,0.0,0.09644774799124377,0.097283795147749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767326036861027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880383497159076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255415296342881,0.0,0.13189312919727328,0.0,0.0,0.1312363916582786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910024034282051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233217130464367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968981618087804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864673874808684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530085844061385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563284044066166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370491249020466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448906953169312
anxiety,sn3256,2020/04/03,"Slight pain and nausea I don't usually post but I don't know what to do. 
I've had very light pain in my left arm for 2 days now, I blamed it on anxiety and did some breathing exercises thinking it would pass. 
Today on top of the pain in the arm, my left shoulder now hurts a bit and I feel nauseous. 
I've had anxiety for a while, and trouble sleeping because of that. But I think with the current situation it's getting worse. 
And to top it all, I just got laid off from work, which was the only thing keeping me sane during this lockdown. 
Hope I'll make it through the weekend without having an anxiety attack, but this is unlikely.",3.919457364341085,4.833926837209301,5.0015503875969,84.73317829457369,71.32558139534885,7.903875968992247,30.6124031007752,8.167268648758528,2.071998449612403,498,21,103,7,9,164,86,129,0.257,0.687,0.057,-0.9836,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,1,0,8,0,10,9,5,1,1,21,19,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,2,9,1,15,13,3,19,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,2,8,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36318727917518334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003461429585374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646901374494457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277031061355033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205951519894116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001701871736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268019271625372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656866415980836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718004668845728,0.0,0.0,0.16941215036137205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406617412648046,0.0,0.0,0.08697121769884507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438827480332746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056345082561952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203578561917811,0.5051741887216671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515617706934865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788199537981966,0.15836639175961734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513566602930503,0.20280311658447306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000449064279212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429233484812434,0.13057455928682074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254938099984658,0.0,0.11520941647288538,0.0,0.1612724138138756,0.11241775419464936,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kbernal2021,2020/04/03,"Child with anxiety Hello everyone. New to this thread but looking for some insight to anyone who may have been diagnosed as a child, or have a child diagnosed with anxiety. How old were you (or your child) when you received a diagnosis? What led you to the diagnosis?

Heres my predicament. My son will be 8 next month. He is an amazing little boy with the most tender heart. Recently we were referred to a pediatric psychologist for possible ADHD after his teacher noted the constant need to move and fidget in class. When we visited with the doctor we mentioned our concerns with his emotional state as well. My son is incredibly sensitive. Things like getting the wrong answer the first attempt, getting a sticker in his hand at the park, or falling and tearing his pants accidentally make him burst into tears that are beyond his control. My husband is in law enforcement and our son worries about him all the time when he is working. If my husband is out of town for work, our son is constantly wondering when he will come home, is he okay etc.

At the visit with the psychologist, she noted that our son had heightened fears compared to the average child his age. She said he told her he constantly worries about his grades in school, has a constant fear that something will happen to his dad while on duty, or the constant fear that there will be someone bad wherever we go. These fears do not stop him from wanting to go places, interfere with friendships or personal relationships such as us or his 2 year old sister. Our son also struggles with frequent headaches, and stomach aches and will tell you that he does not know how to control his feelings. If he is crying because he got a sticker in his hand, he will tell you ""idk why I am crying, i just can't stop.""

His doctor feels that because these feelings of worry and nervousness do not affect his life in other ways that he does not have anxiety disorder, and gave no diagnosis. She said she feels he does have a heightened sense of anxiety, but not enough to have an official diagnosis. She said we need to work on him with his coping skills and practice things like deep breaths when he is upset.

I 100% disagree with this, but I am no medical professional which I why I am here. I am not gunning for a diagnosis, having an official diagnosis changes nothing for us in terms of our son being defined as normal or not. I simply want to help him in any way possible, because feeling out of control over your feelings is the worst! I am also not wanting to medicate him unless absolutely necessary, and that's not what I am looking for either. I just simply do not understand how feeling out of control over your feelings, feeling overly worried about something bad happening to your dad, and bursting into tears when you get a sticker in your hand constitutes as anything less than anxiety. 

Before I run to another doctor for a second opinion I'm asking here, as a child what was the age of diagnosis and what led you there? What was the turning point where you felt these feelings and worries were Atypical? Our plan is to follow her guidelines and work on coping skills with our son, daily and when he is feeling upset. Next year our son will begin third grade and once he is in the swing of things we will see if the coping skills have helped or if there is no change, or it has progressed. If it has progressed or stayed the same we will seek the medical opinion of another doctor as well as the one we saw. Currently the school he attends has a third grade coach that is apparently really mean. My son has been stressed and fearful of going to third grade for this reason. It's highly likely that we will be moving this summer anyway and that will not be an issue, but in the instance he goes to this school I feel this instance alone will create a heightened sense of worry for him resulting in this getting worse.

If you've stuck with my post this far, kudos. I appreciate any insight you can give as we are new to this and looking for the best possible way to help our son. Thanks in advance",7.815210150926576,7.4629025365535275,7.609396293701843,73.78331751894544,62.79895561357702,10.449672037190345,36.69859262561295,9.864919413459043,3.57920312042285,3237,138,573,57,41,1033,308,766,0.151,0.76,0.08900000000000001,-0.9947,2,1,2,1,0,0,66.0,22,14,0,18,29,24,0,10,41,1,66,18,6,13,1,133,118,61,0,12,35,16,16,3,0,13,12,3,1,8,37,46,0,8,22,1,0,16,15,14,2,6,17,24,85,10,96,83,11,92,0,0,5,0,124,35,0,22,38,419,122,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060587344962129475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221328100816567,0.0,0.08063146823810803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685659474114909,0.10572610107874428,0.1928313129027532,0.0,0.0,0.03525035815825279,0.0,0.04148609359175087,0.0,0.04712990647095044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841864929547131,0.09219497971077756,0.0,0.04289825664612047,0.0,0.05290595822084323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666179890035668,0.04342684861096882,0.0,0.2723959349665334,0.2261725364984097,0.0,0.0,0.11075393486531547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023374764988358,0.0,0.0,0.05777834808875908,0.20640180486436466,0.13235183149801924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056708509469418675,0.0,0.05209072057006869,0.05622448523085758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817235094132428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836465538385625,0.30588754381457584,0.0,0.04840495760147003,0.0,0.0,0.042881778590877724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535609164772046,0.04836131455415276,0.08595362433804732,0.0,0.040320357702579766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891611520401185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974035341673852,0.10137351120124972,0.05326473155958145,0.05056894677442066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261869585387615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02770599366537298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035608613419069984,0.07388860883801468,0.050527666832327484,0.0,0.0,0.1270041697312312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03365146647394588,0.0,0.0,0.054915184767298855,0.0,0.1523591811049922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040239650965956136,0.1071633474154302,0.0,0.07476208457137681,0.0,0.09737952938989708,0.10723086151898754,0.0,0.04939461978442501,0.048373204558399135,0.0,0.10580117602590652,0.0536888339012267,0.034161557034764874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401920706027598,0.05267147732586221,0.0,0.04765714287537308,0.17050126248220832,0.048282288897999535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03229624020051027,0.05183357256143207,0.0497773436291369,0.0541253348211864,0.0,0.0,0.14386462179463674,0.0,0.0,0.15306375034240424,0.04017310855488066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042715275881175935,0.07762169762506567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053734185076186505,0.0,0.08429604644307849,0.05774860333215585,0.05270323599691378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812740909776927,0.04641406546962848,0.0,0.0,0.1004776582673296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02939657295992904,0.0,0.0,0.04817235094132428,0.0,0.0,0.054835515291450435,0.0,0.05248233086158198,0.1212826962834122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920573441710357,0.12004789667919205,0.0,0.0,0.09065575359401123,0.0,0.09098085723741724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054671393835521886,0.14680679183046402,0.3071847202751099,0.051375760783282466,0.0,0.05511935263635001,0.0,0.06492940527342837
anxiety,SpeedOfMinds,2020/04/03,"Hey i think i just need to hear i’m not alone in this Lately I have been experiencing chest pain at night and sometimes rapid heart beats. Mostly I’ve been managing to control myself to not freak out. I’m telling myself it’s just an anxiety. 
And that’s exactly what I am worried about. Does anyone else experience just the chest pain without any other symptoms, without losing control? I start to worry only after some time for example an hour because it doesn’t go away.",3.9256318681318696,6.1513403956043975,4.92537087912088,80.01025412087913,73.61538461538461,7.187362637362638,27.85851648351648,8.07648339933343,2.0330538461538463,380,15,67,6,8,124,66,91,0.146,0.785,0.069,-0.7947,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,0,5,6,3,2,1,17,12,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,2,7,0,13,10,2,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955594163159365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132956551226413,0.0,0.1252389974503594,0.0,0.0,0.11447102260129464,0.1677419765723766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381252512902305,0.0,0.0,0.09979712885770596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672331699591568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326520624004396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676011291701304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014145008150182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304112816945716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451497680959889,0.19399914507182875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612230409157668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846739210791053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315150922848733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139014636772368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536323342418256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451012005953956,0.34840156889296314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191505099642048,0.0,0.11587597929862666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015913366355762,0.0,0.0,0.1430912360285123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489984282432682,0.0,0.0,0.09546160503077952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156244609912948,0.0,0.0,0.3325143430649273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,steinbukken,2020/04/03,"I just need some support I was fine about 2 weeks ago. I could eat and sleep and live perfectly fine. 
Then i started panicking about corona... i was convinced for a few days i had corona and thats when the panic attacks started... then i had an attack about if i was having a heart attack... then cancer... then corona... 
now it has effected my daily life and i go through all these symptoms all day long. Ive had anxiety for a long time and periods of life crippling anxiety. 
But my husband is deployed and i have a little one. I fear something would happen to me and no one would be here to help her. I try and use positive self talk, i started going out for drives and walks everyday, (past 3 days) and today has been a better day. But im still scared. 
Some of the symptoms include:
Erratic heart rate
Fear 
Shortness of breath/feeling like cant breathe
Dizzyness/unbalanced
Dry mouth/gross mouth taste
Random body pains that change ALL DAY LONG
nausea
Cant sleep well
Cant focus
Hot face flashes that last hours
I want to cry like all day long bc its the only thing that feels so good
Body shakes and body aches 
Brain zaps when i fall asleep 
I just need to be told i can overcome this... or that someone experienced this as well thank you",3.1616139734582376,5.099860520491808,3.6430679156908674,89.63838797814209,74.94262295081967,6.450897736143638,24.73380171740828,7.2636822038024595,1.0143031225604997,973,32,196,11,21,304,148,244,0.15,0.7140000000000001,0.136,-0.3418,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,3,13,21,3,5,9,0,22,20,12,2,5,35,36,23,0,7,6,1,2,2,0,2,6,0,0,1,11,12,2,0,2,0,0,6,4,9,2,2,8,4,23,12,16,23,7,39,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,32,119,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087570927915448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395914438012046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113842894049467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806913267892525,0.0,0.3040297651022075,0.0,0.1018501794096521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651618740496802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284497254053389,0.0,0.1002190816534472,0.35304021664424506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335778242729163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533300003785712,0.09226389644035354,0.06517941970660389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037036839840192,0.0765249013758101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068019242377646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623153576832,0.0611539458104697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984963754749375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855114562746292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436997701892664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888616698455194,0.08914715347918692,0.09144300605093954,0.08056355773501814,0.3229659531394679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530151262530307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123648514268658,0.06938951836412427,0.09708213698303207,0.10704645009280572,0.0,0.0,0.08709562417762258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913437171286044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517963443370188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826049083452265,0.0,0.07730444478728367,0.07023836454953646,0.0,0.0,0.1937331292345878,0.0,0.0728616380388284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035341718713318,0.0,0.1896594481560983,0.0,0.07333249433805415,0.0,0.08399837031209377,0.0,0.0,0.0606135192125753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320077429998865,0.0,0.08648159486634256,0.0871804469664761,0.0,0.06194363817802721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879909788800726,0.0,0.0,0.053813689433097715,0.0,0.07318446851021837,0.0,0.16406525660404805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296236750297969,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MajestrixRed,2020/04/03,"Progress and Regression Hello, all. 

I'll try and cut out some of the gory details here since most of the backstory to this doesn't apply to my current situation... but here goes.

Long story short, some years ago my anxiety progressed to agoraphobia. After INTENSE counselling and a LOT of medication I was finally able to get to the point where I was able to go out of my home again. I moved closer to family, which helped, and wound up in a new (and very healthy) relationship all of which has contributed to an overall positive upswing and allowed me some normalcy in my life.  


Then COVID happened. 

I wound up sick, though likely with a flu and not the virus, and was out of work for a couple weeks. After the sick leave was over I tried to go back and literally couldn't. I spent half a day fighting off panic attacks and hyperventilation episodes. To clarify I work in an industry that isn't really essential but was put on the essential list anyhow. People I interact with are not being careful about the virus, not observing social distancing guidelines, and generally overall don't give two shits about the safety of anyone working where I work. To give you an idea, as I was leaving work that day I heard a woman with four kids all running around causing a ruckus and touching everything in sight that ""she just had to get them out of the house"" so she thought bringing them to my workplace would ""let them get some energy out"". 

I cried all the way home and felt like I couldn't breathe. When I got back I told my boyfriend what had happened and that I was petrified to go out again and go back to that place. My boss has given me another week off (unpaid) but I'm not sure i'm going to be able to go back even after this week is up. I genuinely do not believe what I do is ""essential"" and none of the clients in there seems to give two craps that they're putting people at risk because of their behaviour. 

My boyfriend has been amazing, and has told me that I'm not abnormal for feeling like I do, but that he also understands my history and understand why I might feel like my fear of going out right now is a regression. I'm not currently seeing a therapist and my state does not have a shelter in place order at this time. Boyfriend took me out for a walk around the neighbourhood and I felt my panic rise, but not quite to the point of an attack mostly because there were no other people around on our walk. We then tried a trip to the grocery store and I made it through, but I had a death grip on his hoodie and was fighting off an attack the whole time. I was pretty proud of myself after, but it still makes me think things are progressing in the wrong direction psychologically for me, and I'm scared to death. I can not regress back to where I was. I just can't.

My main concern is work. I have bills so I need to have a job, but I really do not feel safe going back to that one. If I leave my job I am petrified that finding another one will be a nightmare right now, and I KNOW that dealing with unemployment will be a nightmare. I just do not trust people to do the right thing buy those around them and I am really not OK with being around those who have no regard for my personal health and safety or that of anyone else inside a 6 foot radius.",6.36103100775194,6.058100882170546,6.581996124031007,79.78446705426356,65.75968992248062,10.08139534883721,31.715116279069772,9.656535879935292,2.6840465116279058,2579,89,520,47,36,830,286,645,0.159,0.774,0.067,-0.9963,7,0,0,0,4,0,57.0,2,1,5,11,34,25,8,5,39,1,54,12,4,5,5,109,99,44,2,5,26,0,7,4,0,4,8,1,2,3,27,45,0,1,13,0,4,18,22,14,0,6,26,10,68,11,89,61,14,97,0,0,2,0,30,44,2,12,36,377,95,10,0.18251013177064307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392807326115381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865109547929628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275851910087061,0.046539917084114514,0.0,0.0,0.08507688513731013,0.062334399349517323,0.0,0.2707878527847034,0.0,0.20763162290720685,0.0,0.2806780513070373,0.0,0.07417098821972401,0.0,0.0,0.0685421398496348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202708100094138,0.06249606001934858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731466313534337,0.06682626991149848,0.0784692908703869,0.0627199772875133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323861540885462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508212653019258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040182073580154035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054676112704740605,0.0,0.05735143641586583,0.06845821302631934,0.09228260643911312,0.08692351640279737,0.11682556527365368,0.06664364277665896,0.055603651329515606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535401102226672,0.1750803488978045,0.2765992368877163,0.0,0.048656674998272746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759540451720886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466657850455668,0.0,0.0,0.0407775647257992,0.0,0.12204836208834086,0.0,0.0,0.07019739592798982,0.0,0.06867724118648821,0.0,0.0,0.12074209600469447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033434265122950634,0.0,0.0,0.19325187716243974,0.0,0.062209658391743125,0.04297076784514655,0.11888697525371927,0.0,0.0,0.05383857445270273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172119580244187,0.0,0.05756516653058445,0.040608976723767856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061286585573076126,0.0,0.0645381359905624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465979549811837,0.0,0.045109650043483086,0.0,0.058756474185567724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244905912474891,0.0,0.0,0.1427575437521189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870606026808452,0.05312026910605715,0.12712282826595042,0.0,0.11502071134080805,0.0,0.0,0.061892805862502474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223153947107617,0.0,0.06470733025141877,0.0,0.0,0.1169206638512909,0.0,0.0,0.06531585967052722,0.0,0.15586265531371135,0.0,0.0,0.06090816035077608,0.0,0.04847898178492832,0.05538345645427549,0.0,0.0,0.062448009173832524,0.05032475566944597,0.06838301166165396,0.0,0.06201536509910436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858427566332794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057337879758380825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063610998429798,0.08083441453179648,0.038981707667501,0.059771759270034634,0.04829755268211399,0.07094875036204175,0.0,0.0,0.11626416813781322,0.06759182393861095,0.12391239919257425,0.0,0.1188572526537009,0.1266663224924926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019665757268077,0.0,0.04828934915072233,0.14639861886496916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489566876265616,0.06792201476978768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657390992284131,0.0,0.0,0.04321665371278932,0.06651539272357387,0.0,0.03917684701019166
anxiety,Niigaanii,2020/04/03,"What's happening to me?? Pressure and tinglyness keeps building up behind my left eye and is throwing me into panic attacks Has been happening for a few days. Starts with an odd, tickly feeling behind my eye, then pressure builds fast, super numb and tingly.  My vision doesnt actually get worse, but it feels like it does in my panic. Sometimes an air bubble will pop from behind it?.. I also feel weird pressure in my sinuses around it. Like my nose and under the eye. Would allergies cause such a scary reaction?",4.686131578947368,6.898155126315789,5.0644078947368465,79.90398026315792,71.42105263157895,7.276315789473685,27.66447368421053,8.07648339933343,2.0398684210526308,407,15,68,6,8,129,70,95,0.22399999999999998,0.657,0.12,-0.8941,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,1,5,5,0,6,6,4,1,0,14,14,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,1,7,9,3,13,11,1,13,0,0,3,0,0,8,0,0,6,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.20095453986806047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467933218121905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331822673283105,0.0,0.234271100257906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115432206932204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328055441502677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020765093591584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31236784805395784,0.1471139189265278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758808684057902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642002135224761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830369177570848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373972376522835,0.0,0.0,0.20121055340017185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832207114212787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036665548950178,0.0,0.14575582290592262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985667657963855,0.14628426353848034,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,summebrooke,2020/04/03,"Is it okay to feel lazy during lockdown? I’m a freelancer, and all of my work disappeared when corona hit. I’ve been staying home like I’m supposed to, but I feel guilty and lazy for not doing more right now. I’m used to working from home, so my lifestyle isn’t hugely different, but I’m used to having work to do and feel gross not working as much. I’m still spending time looking for jobs every day, as well as cooking, cleaning and exercising daily. I’m not doing nothing, but I feel bad for not doing more, especially since financially I’m in a tough spot. But I don’t know what else to do? No one is hiring work right now. I more or less have a grip on my anxiety for the time being, but the guilt for not making money or being more productive is eating me up. Any advice or similar experiences welcome",5.0356097560975615,5.197442560975613,6.275512195121952,79.28046341463417,68.51219512195122,8.755121951219513,29.81463414634146,8.548686976883017,2.156531219512195,636,22,126,9,10,215,94,164,0.14,0.772,0.08900000000000001,-0.8287,2,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,6,8,0,1,5,1,15,3,0,3,1,26,32,17,0,0,13,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,4,2,0,5,2,2,1,8,4,1,1,1,6,8,4,19,28,7,15,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,8,81,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713589118145434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239320155798982,0.0,0.11518613092442695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257201988304706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710560931390733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731427619069868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540713593420313,0.12578245268964566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686226206300816,0.0,0.0,0.14728698257766612,0.0,0.0,0.30453216803491856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302069266458105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494181312501052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274968846321201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735612112932741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644141920722313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050707441435336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068674859934252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444765943254203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020305655226528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25717301542452997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455359309738001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604882729918559,0.12024591121015787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559790734814365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600893853918693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353810922269471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480861124752487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Over-Ship,2020/04/03,"Self destruction Um, so I never really write on these types of things because I feel like I’m just asking for attention... but sometimes I feel like I’m self destructing. I’m someone with severe anxiety and depression and I kinda fuel on anger and sadness. I’m not that in touch with my feelings, but I know I hate my fucking mind. I’m terrified of my own way of thinking and I go almost everyday thinking I won’t live to see tomorrow. I’m a 17 year-old female and my own parents have admitted to my mental health being a chore for them to constantly deal with... so I stopped going to them for help. I’ve tried getting into therapy, but I almost forget just how sad I am every time I talk to someone, or I can’t even get my own mind to depict a clear picture of what exactly I’m feeling. Every time my mind realizes just how neglected and scared I truly am, it attacks me with constant thoughts and fears. Don’t get my parents wrong, they’ve tried helping. They just don’t know how to help anymore and I’m running out of options. Writing this also has me short of breath because I’m scared of just what might be going on with me. I’m just... in pain all the time, but I keep ignoring it until it comes right back. I’ve got no one to talk to either, my own friends don’t even help and I’ve always put them before myself. I think I’ve just came to the realization that by doing all of it, I’m hurting myself more and more. Am I insane or something? I feel like it...",2.4906930693069285,4.0548620033003315,4.3249188118811865,85.64211089108912,75.83168316831683,7.0922244224422455,26.3114191419142,7.839951260653429,1.5415960132013198,1149,43,235,17,25,390,150,303,0.253,0.643,0.10400000000000001,-0.9956,2,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,4,0,16,21,6,3,5,0,14,4,1,3,5,71,51,23,0,0,15,2,6,3,1,2,2,0,1,2,12,19,0,4,14,0,0,7,8,17,1,1,3,7,36,4,35,44,9,28,0,5,1,1,20,9,1,7,14,147,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884265627315712,0.0,0.0,0.07524033501125535,0.07828687556734085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197533618323104,0.0,0.09330777586746346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795746944485128,0.10703611578569708,0.0,0.07234612911451915,0.0,0.1147075918186217,0.0,0.08006003789789479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076090257308886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104653702505941,0.0,0.20334652810302845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096998270162674,0.08103591293224995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428549235460848,0.0,0.1585425934124125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587261872785804,0.2378628941372105,0.2016446216700101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269041196735974,0.08698075370336418,0.14746775305471624,0.0,0.16041328855697934,0.0,0.07524896389972859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928901929839272,0.0,0.10000874559515399,0.0,0.0,0.25225476225651977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072073424605528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362773171994478,0.0,0.0,0.10341412804472057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378966253242637,0.0,0.08307943516012313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481630015239816,0.0998101055093058,0.2849993400350869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256472551846373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872716078127552,0.0,0.06375493469154088,0.0,0.10011386452440894,0.0,0.2089421675154014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458215878189266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060273736430410375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034871079479265,0.0,0.0,0.18839248508440534,0.0,0.07497415617403305,0.0,0.19630389942577872,0.10629010960907964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943709013989724,0.0724318018891298,0.09305320599689072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865989436992529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512451132937071,0.0,0.0,0.10759524724106444,0.0,0.06250638726520849,0.18085903608039508,0.0,0.07469357078654984,0.16458646079639608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775608764747112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468088378651208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286799058937256,0.0,0.06058813403258141
anxiety,pip46,2020/04/03,"Keyworker anxiety I know there's the mega thread for covid-19  but I noticed it's been fairly inactive very recently and was hoping for some advice from some fellow keyworkers.

But of context I'm a keyworker in the UK working in a very high risk environment with confirmed cases and an inability to social distance whilst in this environment.

I suffer with anxiety, alot of my anxiety is triggered by heath worries so this is pretty triggering.

Its so frustrating when people tell me it will be fine, especially people who are not keyworkers and do not have to expose themselves.

Can any other keyworkers who suffer from anxiety share with me how they are over coming their fears.

I'm ok at work and can function and do my job as I'm in work mode but as soon as I finish I'm overcome with crippling anxiety so I'm just hoping someone maybe can relate and help!

Thanks in advance, hope it's ok I did this post.

Stay safe everyone!",4.926737012987012,6.901845602272728,5.940129870129873,74.86590909090911,70.25,9.346753246753249,31.32142857142857,9.784248007369934,3.388136038961038,750,33,127,19,14,248,109,176,0.177,0.637,0.18600000000000005,0.4341,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,4,8,14,1,2,6,2,15,0,0,4,0,29,26,17,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,0,11,9,23,21,3,17,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,6,5,86,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698902567505455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533190579503213,0.0,0.5362130109762575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075860969033116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395459977539592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774924766862713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396433054395524,0.14811516687027373,0.0,0.4177116977359645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391138766604303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704305935463372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408365931729209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596037258210242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437590398537505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426030823053228,0.14262048524632806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841766103226194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290290026293614,0.11877991364648245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494205932549353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252953804676553,0.12906527172622534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313377640905046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061732195909369,0.14236661161257586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ICraveTheBeans,2020/04/03,"eLearning is triggering anxiety attacks. (I'm terribly sorry if this sounds like I'm rambling, but I'm feeling really upset.)

First off, the last anxiety attack I had before all this Covid stuff was a year ago, when I was in a very bad place mentally. Since then, I've been on anti depressants and anti anxiety, which has really helped me out. What really triggers my anxiety is feeling like I'm not good enough, be it school or relationships.

Today, I had a lesson for this class called tech theater involving sound design. All I had to do for it was download some sound editing software, put in my background noise and sound cues, then turn it in. I first ran into problems when I tried to download the thing, as my crappy Mac wouldn't let me do so.
""No worries,"" I thought, and just downloaded a knock off. I wasn't feeling too bad yet.

Then, I had to go over to YouTube to find my sound cues. I couldn't get the converter to work, and tried with three others before It did so. I was getting pretty frustrated. 

Then came the last straw. I had gotten all of my damn sound cues over after two hours, and was ready to finish the blasted thing. But love and fucking behold, the software wouldn't let me put them over each other.
I just rested my forehead against my desk, and broke down. I couldn't stop crying for fifteen minutes. It was one of the worst panic attacks I'd ever had. I just felt so stupid and so overwhelmed.

I don't know how to prevent these kind of panic attacks, and I don't know who I can talk to about it besides on reddit.",4.241623803827753,5.480707187500002,4.898433014354069,84.5549401913876,70.875,7.632535885167465,27.96291866028708,8.00094639256281,1.7498407894736845,1211,43,236,16,22,389,164,304,0.259,0.649,0.091,-0.9964,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,4,14,24,8,4,11,0,30,3,1,3,4,46,50,25,0,6,8,0,4,2,0,2,0,6,0,0,18,14,0,2,9,0,0,5,9,19,0,5,20,10,29,5,33,23,8,38,0,3,0,2,8,14,2,3,21,166,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866821203532338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060826012557113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551822122037772,0.0,0.0,0.16703732115832035,0.0,0.0,0.17023181798022424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102139109881251,0.11440464282950072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987534899213122,0.0,0.0,0.08615341150436062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335499337062913,0.0,0.0,0.09048046634612032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517305036152614,0.07145956008789033,0.09604194407861924,0.0,0.09142318736566324,0.17016642862596934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247367488820013,0.1045203256418611,0.0,0.056847849139724516,0.08389819689558432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670462254025266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850679251367696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416309424046882,0.10994483317847263,0.1630712843238326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456948848189188,0.0,0.09773662299213286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027859029717854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080404389569854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778112228471014,0.0,0.0,0.23472109040047698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450729285867802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017637772278916,0.0,0.09571266665092937,0.0,0.20111023252912047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224024866367384,0.0,0.0,0.10739194160506936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012330201924226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274365903479353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197243094189464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836273450045225,0.0,0.0,0.11450738643759155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039819638059953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290745569097684,0.0,0.0,0.07941054413842151,0.0,0.0,0.0948142335827186,0.0,0.0,0.13582401176231365,0.10880103514404924,0.09771218813250132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253304091850566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282110340550492,0.10158263116136004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441433501161907
anxiety,RegenerateHamlet,2020/04/03,"Forced into Telemedicine I have anxiety and PTSD among other things and due to circumstances, I haven’t seen my psychiatrist in over 8 months. Now his office is closed (completely) and the only providers I can find are only offering telemedicine. I understand why. However, the thought of talking to a (new) doctor over video is terrifying and I’ve been having panic attacks every time I remember my appointment. I’m already in crisis and this, which is supposed to m help, is pushing me further over the edge. 

The thought of someone being in my home (even virtually) is one of my main triggers and I see no way around this besides enduring the panic attacks until I’m forced to have the appointment(s). 

Can anyone give me any idea of what the appointments are like? They seem terrifying in every way. 

Thanks.",6.7746575342465745,8.269542904109592,6.753315068493155,72.6488767123288,65.16438356164383,9.94958904109589,35.14794520547945,10.125756701596842,3.8450926027397263,648,30,106,15,10,206,93,146,0.21,0.74,0.05,-0.9769,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,2,8,0,15,1,0,1,0,17,25,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,2,14,2,19,20,1,21,0,0,2,0,6,12,0,1,7,73,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874704905655746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398839520261202,0.0,0.11698062685973773,0.0,0.0,0.10692270182442462,0.0,0.0,0.1361280154732776,0.0,0.34792895970271315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032993523555886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565164142337143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099983950196932,0.0,0.2576773231616182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976281858132544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669134403391215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024966390639688,0.0,0.15338761646796786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262400168166622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470722855770434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220564109571903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476876112579453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036201096252148,0.2325996245813024,0.0,0.35882889363332104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787510875976183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322447105616773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185457203271298,0.13920934671994814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295655688344186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290840933016715,0.0,0.1407848754440681,0.0,0.0,0.10159086088055244,0.0,0.0,0.24279708012085724,0.08916678211164672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919136448405005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427558400712489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379832656799462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jayv987,2020/04/03,I never thought I would post this... I thought I had gotten through a lot of my anxiety through the last 6 years but it’s all come back now ever since I’ve been locked in this house and hearing all this terrible news of death everywhere. It sucks when so much years of progress has just gotten completely destroyed and now I’m learning how to cope with it again. Especially feeling paranoid every time I feel pain or a symptom and thinking that if might be something serious and I can’t afford to go to the doctor or ER with another deadly decease roaming around there. It’s been stressing me the hell out and I just want peace again. Does anyone here feel the same or am I really going crazy? I have a feeling a lot are going to need some therapy after all this is over.,6.002352941176473,6.093462960784315,6.156339869281047,81.20352941176473,66.45098039215686,9.15294117647059,33.33986928104575,8.841846274778883,2.6602104575163397,615,25,120,9,9,196,104,153,0.239,0.679,0.08199999999999999,-0.9839,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,14,7,3,1,8,0,12,3,0,1,5,40,30,13,2,4,7,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,8,0,0,4,2,7,1,0,7,5,11,0,16,20,8,22,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,8,13,88,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027025484398756,0.12422074191650485,0.0,0.0,0.11354031607535045,0.0,0.0,0.14455319253834528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486068575649947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398765395605327,0.17025300719465591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620346137771225,0.14210038863504382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468825815300299,0.13681268906420935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284181137706488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276853972131316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830147779894199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736545204885904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132361890815614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761004195076721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226019376369672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936845105386007,0.12040318391345026,0.12523795676234994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278444515619984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551576292386726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402519327460727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432293991256802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250085466236872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600646965931436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687756550106125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569640862738654,0.0,0.0,0.10404695476524854,0.0,0.2578241734328964,0.09468545455391418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577630612036248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535054473020888,0.0,0.0,0.2091356111683544
anxiety,freedom_costs_tax,2020/04/03,"Any advice starting on Zoloft and trazadone? Hi All,

28F, no prexisting conditions, diagnosed with insomnia and GAD, healthy weight, less active recently due to quarantine and work, happily married, no kids

I am trying medication for the first real time. I've done quick stints in the past (celexa was a literal nightmare) and gave up. With coronavirus, working in a hard hit industry as a business critical employee, and constantly worrying about my parents through this and finances if anything happens, I have hit a low. I'm happy, but worried all the time. Never is a moment I don't think about the virus, the impact on life and how many people are dying, how many people are getting laid off, salary cuts to those who aren't, my parents who are at risk with preexisting conditions but in another state - it's causing me to sleep 1-4 hours a night and the only way I stop thinking about this is if I have a glass of wine or beer (max 2 though because I can't do more with work and I don't want to have it become habit). Immediately upon waking my brain starts going again.

Anyway, I start on:
100mg trazadone for sleep
25mg Zoloft
25 mg vistaril as rescue med for panic attacks

Does anyone have experience with any of those three? Any advice as I weather this storm?",5.018666666666668,6.675524200000004,5.589166666666667,78.73916666666669,69.5,8.833333333333334,30.833333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.851083333333333,1008,42,181,21,18,325,153,240,0.128,0.8190000000000001,0.053,-0.9309,4,1,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,9,6,2,2,13,0,17,13,4,3,3,30,30,20,1,3,5,2,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,9,14,3,1,2,2,1,1,7,5,0,2,3,2,13,1,31,25,4,31,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,3,17,112,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230629483833122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407457252651269,0.12374027168764705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251300012170794,0.0,0.09710942595866652,0.0,0.0,0.13424961118845247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193576433979425,0.1303290841177116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173445915992996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122534574837908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752327629774285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977427538316765,0.12247228172379425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326842297106864,0.12076178371700133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543315670455097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037640429646984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165360904932943,0.0,0.06706590406473259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043528992827483,0.12562028337455594,0.10571078805188362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116212788987126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083351593484269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392804617334466,0.0,0.0,0.13107879601982092,0.11887929452726505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101401069481163,0.0,0.0,0.1107412559608833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974938214197853,0.0,0.13845538898117846,0.26206486048107724,0.0,0.1126507092352585,0.16362191856185587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343174134693138,0.0,0.0,0.116517339837799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361837650187519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505771629368445,0.0,0.0,0.09865885133976733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512278050293739,0.11594094381718685,0.0,0.1376212642907596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011877564751241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960338522680841,0.09366819356209276,0.0,0.14370032010543546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577307607299863,0.2396829818263166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lennyyeee,2020/04/03,Something happening I keep seeing posts on social media of people saying they feel like “something bad” is going to happen soon. I’ve already been having really bad anxiety over everything going on right now and this is just making it worse. These posts have no warnings and they send me into a panic. Can someone please just tell me that nothing bad is about to happen.,6.010882352941178,7.791243029411763,6.19929411764706,74.83982352941179,67.23529411764707,7.792941176470588,26.835294117647056,8.238735603445708,2.089802352941177,298,9,45,4,5,95,53,68,0.28,0.662,0.057999999999999996,-0.9551,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,16,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,1,8,15,0,12,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853568801936753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849507093042015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42073882688290015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095882030682314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492967473209745,0.1199963827343323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092018631527946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456006800647609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929768847134636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820606872285558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211995361103497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116983951662125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970742736512344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164478717342762,0.0,0.0,0.18437843947970864,0.0,0.0,0.32173385345150074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760461080932678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434437661598599,0.0,0.1335749064431006,0.0,0.0,0.13384876023372128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122223752103047,0.14231875315115902,0.25861996664158043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681144769058846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117375613371982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedSugarDrop,2020/04/03,"Does anyone else get anxious about telling people their music taste/playing songs in front of others? Hi, I know that this probably seems really trivial considering what's be going on in the world this past few months, but I've been thinking about it for a while. Also, on mobile, so sorry for any formatting.

Music is very important to me. It has helped me through a lot of things and I love a little bit of almost every genre out there. However, I hate sharing what I like with other people, either by telling them or making them listen to anything because I'm terrified of any possible reaction. It's happened before where I tell someone ""oh I like *insert random band*"" and they get a face of ""ew why do you like that that's so weird."" I just get worked up and anxious about the possibility of being judged and thought of differently as a person.

I just wanted to get this off of my chest. Has anyone else experienced this problem before? Or am I alone in this?",4.602710424710427,6.210571097297303,5.509517374517376,79.09817567567569,70.45945945945945,7.8803088803088785,27.268339768339768,8.418075326091056,1.99080694980695,763,26,137,12,14,250,122,185,0.127,0.763,0.111,-0.2951,2,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,4,1,10,8,1,0,7,0,8,3,2,1,0,22,24,12,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,16,6,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,17,5,28,20,4,16,0,0,0,1,15,11,0,6,6,94,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251789365302962,0.12947212028199212,0.0,0.09997003590528344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700214661691334,0.0,0.0,0.2824502594893195,0.0,0.17481906991191956,0.2561739701732884,0.10287215045346663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620461864637358,0.0,0.2127477200103806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364779748710872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306082995760743,0.0,0.0,0.10939663827787167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088587591680247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532587842401732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612491746711143,0.0,0.07104576826745426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054547021871557,0.0,0.0,0.12342098060119967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379121928514346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870194086853659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832199522081056,0.1252923400209313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627858942322628,0.11282593629886055,0.0,0.08344479854270723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997813741901198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193356936748014,0.17333166639193712,0.10915345600163794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818588111183901,0.0,0.0,0.13478136272444266,0.11961718935801023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008427386975803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138039354663409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059201266417481,0.0,0.0,0.13993787806269714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277913863255104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830507437038615,0.08010102705349623,0.0,0.09924356334017116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031459129630826,0.07373383012448767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280161162214107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100839021739812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Grave_diggress,2020/04/03,Can an anxiety attack or panic attack last only seconds? I've been having what other people suggest are anxiety attacks. They last seconds and I get this rising feeling like of temperature change and weird feelings in my arms and neck. Then a sensation that I'm going to pass out or die. It last seconds and then I'm on the edge awhile after.,2.3200000000000003,5.112238196969699,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,83.6969696969697,5.724242424242425,24.91666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.609248484848485,275,11,45,4,8,92,51,66,0.28,0.6679999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,9,10,8,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,3,1,2,3,1,6,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946195925626235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6572029773224235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037056071247836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984948801915414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473078605167685,0.13756669860636656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060596593463918,0.0,0.109437714413665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708924501005575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407631772030237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645246923349434,0.0,0.22593062047937254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133498601451081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justnnn1,2020/04/03,"Am I having an anxiety attack? So, for two days I've been getting a cold sensation. Yesterday I smoked marijuana and when I went to bed, I started getting this really cold sensation in my chest, it felt like I had Icy Hot rubbed in. 

Today I just started getting the same cold sensation but in my lower neck. Also yesterday and today I had coffee in the afternoon. 

Could it be the caffeine causing all this? I would like to hear your suggestions as to what it is. 

Thanks in advance.",2.931182795698927,5.297884268817207,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,77.27956989247312,8.434408602150539,28.612903225806452,9.150863307647796,2.913270967741936,379,17,68,10,9,129,61,93,0.067,0.833,0.1,0.6136,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,5,0,9,2,2,1,1,10,18,7,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,7,11,3,10,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,11,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815373118608013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736596341447261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582530863113541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331985873294861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124651391509666,0.0,0.0,0.14640065128950108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179621945555463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558051605126551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558532407581613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180818016735426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454264137147492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213532618565945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899742648876515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303519389377322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175272652488545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104376427016249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125916724686204,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Froggatt34,2020/04/03,"Don't know if this is the right sub and if it's even anxiety but every time I wake up, I do so with great anxiety Like a deep dread feeling. No idea what it's over but it's been going on for about a year. Thought it may be dreading opening my phone in the morning to see what rubbish I'm waking up to (messages, news) but it's not that because it just never happens. No bad news ever. Lasts for about 20 min each morning. I feel anxious through the day like I'm always in a rush to do something, not a physical rush more like a mental rush? 

My brain works like this.. ""I must get that done but half way through I'll be *insert place name in the house* so then I can do that then carry on with the first task""

I always feel rushed and scatty like my brain is all over the place. Very forgetful too, short term memory, long term is fantastic, but if I'm on the phone and the person asks me to get so e sugar say, I'll say okay then hang up and poof it's gone.

Sorry, I did write about the waking up then everything seemed to have spilled out!",0.7703743315508014,2.698018380090499,2.2634738790621154,96.72664644179352,82.39366515837105,5.285150143973674,19.547716988893466,6.351523495107088,-0.1317800904977373,806,21,188,7,22,261,122,221,0.10300000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9293,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,10,10,0,2,14,1,16,6,5,0,4,37,32,19,0,4,11,0,3,5,0,2,0,2,0,1,14,9,1,0,7,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,5,7,11,7,27,23,5,42,0,0,1,0,9,19,0,5,20,115,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339086887384244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457474356402892,0.1584374191368796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311105473868356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709907785063994,0.08549231377213949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131205686202358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904467015687466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435197693382381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263078529716016,0.1268600226482834,0.11816282538382356,0.0,0.12604355140441567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273691330717656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929269300452497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654489983959948,0.0,0.07970471108962048,0.0,0.0,0.15462108413579606,0.0,0.0,0.12401857254720185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182439907324575,0.0,0.15832002224715672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707522181488419,0.11431874557028687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425841705688875,0.0,0.0,0.1241127942510318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133440960315302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816592318707473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245690189868215,0.2930532539089009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197688328304728,0.0,0.2230575934865064,0.0,0.0,0.1117574518444605,0.12767417424581168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079677854972047,0.0,0.15699327931106738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133920761831508,0.08177823935315823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157171692738769,0.0,0.1113202962111299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210034497342596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031346022453934
anxiety,boopyakasha,2020/04/03,"Everything pisses me off It feels like everything nowdays is designed to piss me off. Redditors making shitty statments like ""2020 is cancelled"" or ""Contagion is really life"", commercials and news media profiting off other people's misery. Even my own friends whenever they mention the virus or make jokes of it. I want to isolate myself from this stuff, but I know that will probably be worse for my mental health. I don't want to end up like those doomsday sayers on here.",8.181882352941178,8.814335188235292,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235295,61.82352941176471,11.03529411764706,35.82352941176471,10.793553405168565,4.187870588235295,381,16,59,9,5,120,69,85,0.22399999999999998,0.629,0.147,-0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,2,0,1,0,6,4,2,2,0,11,12,4,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,6,11,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,2,4,41,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600305487268594,0.0,0.0,0.15362152614787244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180684135566272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760298042526335,0.16616020600953474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969614652822852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247229114764692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782373770668334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642830831751225,0.3408907931508749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105072697238704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439300045651806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124654690281132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507681346238141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490011939713079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26625647984233664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743716885663123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370260330728045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crowfoot_,2020/04/03,"Getting a New Job in the Midst of all this Chaos is Terrifying I'm being legitimately bullied at my current workplace and I'm applying for new jobs. However the only ones hiring in my area right now are grocery stores. I have very bad anxiety when it comes to doing things I've never done before and one of those things is work in a grocery store.

Has anyone here done it before? I know this sounds silly and it's just being at the register and stocking but my anxiety has skyrocketed just thinking about it.",3.5284848484848474,5.800948919191924,5.029292929292929,78.59727272727275,74.95959595959596,7.632323232323233,27.161616161616163,8.515128840125781,2.212785858585858,409,16,73,8,9,137,68,99,0.141,0.8490000000000001,0.011000000000000001,-0.8977,4,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,2,12,17,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,5,1,10,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,6,54,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959558935377892,0.0,0.0,0.13525489052073775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151091056714198,0.0,0.0,0.3291994356569751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662791419502482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959042044681368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106228266909864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839105992186233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063073209967072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491897038554219,0.3736432273244263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621543665463897,0.14711673115765864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651932158909631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570204555599399,0.12394592478015005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960488947243934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082365112140993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Calyfornication,2020/04/03,"We’re in this together Hey friends. 

Just want to quickly throw this out here! If you need anyone to chat with or help getting through something let me know. This is a really rough time for everyone, and people like us are getting hit extra hard. I’m here as a resource and friend if anyone needs an ear or just someone to help take their mind off of things!",3.2603286384976538,5.135451676056341,3.484154929577468,91.15937793427231,74.49295774647888,6.423474178403758,25.91784037558686,7.1686216300943375,1.0766319248826297,283,10,58,3,6,87,58,71,0.018000000000000002,0.774,0.20800000000000002,0.9285,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,15,12,7,0,5,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,11,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,4,3,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200184676261981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866503967116208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536001896938618,0.0,0.2391173931682113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499439090823698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306771310586112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125763681563871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400292004043075,0.0,0.11179895567404843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310616993620461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33936176809413315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586478360106556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659983386062697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389415946294275,0.17617109460987135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205810909940322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203016323514798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343759785169382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27526459759604144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497490485756275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rachelym_14,2020/04/03,"Does anybody else have hallucinations from being so anxious? I have really bad anxiety around my fears. I have a bad fear of sleeping alone, sleeping at night, sometimes sleeping in general, and night time. I’ve been hallucinating for almost two years. I’ve learned to deal with the creepy whispers telling me to, “come here” or heading a baby crying out of no where. It’s scary and no medication has helped. I’m just started lexapro so let’s hope it helps. 

But, yeah, does anyone else hallucinate anything from being so anxious? Because, until my boyfriend told me that it can happen I thought I was just crazy. I’ve never really heard of anyone hallucinating from an anxiety disorder and basically no therapist believes me that I do hallucinate since I’m aware that I can. My mom didn’t even believe me until I yelled at her that I know I can, but I just can’t make it stop. I don’t know if talking about this is a trigger for anyone if it is I’m sorry. I’m just wondering if anyone else does. Thank you!",3.3097435897435896,5.590528102564104,4.670897435897434,80.86993589743591,75.66666666666666,7.410256410256411,28.26923076923077,8.344100000000001,2.1708461538461536,800,34,150,15,18,265,112,195,0.18,0.774,0.046,-0.9481,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,2,5,1,18,5,4,2,1,29,34,14,0,4,10,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,6,3,20,2,19,25,0,16,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,7,9,96,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050421231429686,0.10864468719104943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049631255835153,0.2370141156444472,0.0,0.29339386926302463,0.2149647414080172,0.08632370105892181,0.0933831742308218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517411310248587,0.06394602125396723,0.0,0.0,0.236372589165616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036199778929616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522764300847366,0.0,0.10814721758309052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022440331870896,0.0,0.2753958964964487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628912831677421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928541179937284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360831613687739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927626581393854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765758772268907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062441842712625,0.0,0.0,0.10418929577546727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530051193760035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726728153967284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002151517753047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567563943004964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285752552625112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090528981951275,0.0,0.0,0.19688294890190705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440315744504494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677430280707332,0.0,0.31492705046666725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374870911483952,0.11742687889244027,0.07424870755169115,0.0,0.0,0.08770103525785097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431458699377903,0.09168715899013713,0.0965777581267887,0.0,0.12179689926666833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327882382194733,0.061167990443291125,0.0,0.0,0.10023637469668174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024719851630688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375949503403204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755211307568743
anxiety,ScorpionSlayNina,2020/04/03,"From nonresponder to hyperresponder anxiety Hello. I started drinking coffee at least 7 years ago. Probably 8 or 9. Now Im 32.

I was always nonresponder. What do I mean with this? I could drink like 0,5l of coffee at 10:00 P.M. and easily laid to bed, sleeping.

Even on regular day, I could drink 1l of coffee a day. Minimum, with no side effects.

Now about 4 months even small amount of coffee, like 0,1l of coffee gives me intense anxiety, I can barely overcome.

I get anxiety. My heart is elevated and it beat out of my chest.

I always work out. I still do. 3 times per day and Im on keto at least 70% a year, even If Im not my diet is close to perfect, with lots of veggies.

Yesterday I ran, and when I stopped, my heart rate was racing even 3 hours after that.

What could this be?

My job didn't change much, I had few stressful events, but nothing that I couldn't handled it.",1.063305084745764,3.412039101694916,3.1948333333333347,87.92004661016949,84.53672316384181,6.251864406779661,21.84435028248588,7.554174236665415,0.9970363841807908,679,23,141,12,20,230,109,177,0.06,0.885,0.055,0.2047,1,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,4,9,4,0,1,2,0,14,8,4,1,1,23,19,8,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,10,4,1,2,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,19,3,22,9,6,29,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,3,20,87,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082077526821409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314415585418896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801498106541546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913394923674332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923890563579306,0.0,0.0,0.23617529162947515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587465911462122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225045225822235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637765738571887,0.11710073527809693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893072438318465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021443082200133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955698721277285,0.0,0.12113570977706906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927454141634412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377960912329973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297009342007332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743516608034017,0.0,0.0897355477699961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712952540203272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161218281648995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215822857616768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640182456677711,0.0,0.09748531640950132,0.10205604531766672,0.13983085393401334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118004007954161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886846555792005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721824703863674
anxiety,nrapkin,2020/04/03,"Has anyone ever had this type of anxious feeling It's a feeling of being very aware that I am experiencing reality through my body. It is a feeling of being very aware that I am myself - the ""why am I me"" question that triggers panic in me. I know it is not rooted in not being generally happy being myself - because, generally, I am. It's almost a sense of being trapped, finding myself somewhere, as if I am an alien that's just been plonked on earth suddenly, or as if I have just been born. It feels like an identity crisis, almost. Like I don't feel like myself.

I'm sure some people probably have these fleeting thoughts but for me they are unbearable and make me panic and basically are ruining my life rn. Does anyone else experience this?",5.035208333333333,6.194747659722225,6.660722222222222,72.9565,68.93055555555556,8.815555555555557,31.761111111111113,9.120678840339163,2.9235827777777788,589,25,103,11,10,203,85,144,0.122,0.804,0.07400000000000001,-0.8704,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,2,6,0,21,2,1,3,2,29,30,8,0,2,8,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,6,19,5,11,21,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,7,6,81,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151110403635979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775193971452782,0.0,0.22003469801810105,0.16121571346757946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591436597785094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477175267082365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769125004380148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143924751780814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423250594512645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539108973088947,0.0,0.0,0.3977848077728279,0.22481064805666304,0.0,0.0,0.14380795217464135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674937347842041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647117742865411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113547365013096,0.23060840488004836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502716355702328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692144226790444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908129442268504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696415411687236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625931251449853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829319429444734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491215918719373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596476439563276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197689394948915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kiwifrugten,2020/04/03,"What does ur anxiety feel like? Like in general, while NOT having a panic attack?",2.4160000000000004,5.3415896000000025,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,86.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.5083333333333333,64,2,10,2,2,22,14,15,0.08,0.42200000000000004,0.498,0.8367,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192309596316351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747354270152295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651792987879918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109978333769028,0.2981169638277316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077403396460022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896079595960366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RizoB,2020/04/03,"Is this part of it? I’ve had anxiety for 2-3 months now and what triggers it is the worry for catching a health disease or sometimes, even cancer. At this point, it’s even affecting my blood pressure and body. I have pain in my right leg and I get chest and back pain but that’s because a pinched nerve or a muscle strain I’m dealing with as well. I’ve gone to the hospital for it and they said it was a muscular problem or possibly a pinched nerve that’s radiating pain. The hospital prioritized my heart's health so they ran an EKG and some physical test and it came back fine. I also have an annoying headache that’s there the whole day and sometimes it can get worse at night. Are these all symptoms of anxiety and am I putting too much stress on it and that what’s making me be in pain?",2.537931638913236,4.3116162944785295,3.5740271691498684,90.17578220858898,76.23926380368098,7.3565293602103425,26.980280455740576,8.192908349453996,1.6183728308501315,628,25,137,11,14,202,99,163,0.22899999999999998,0.743,0.027999999999999997,-0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,10,11,1,3,11,0,10,14,6,3,1,22,18,17,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,17,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,6,1,10,2,13,11,5,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,6,90,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644179098390094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036456559866574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046947704990947,0.0,0.08113787312880708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784655197511498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223347188864886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583991557841755,0.1372225362488194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758255116429436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908082453529322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282962854793485,0.0,0.15772676228369914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884676017913831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624091588497488,0.0,0.09784544088182064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490740953048167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665205526107036,0.0,0.0,0.1441367250642985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582461293772892,0.150052745246883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736084120035931,0.0,0.1338044863086047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366856193510895,0.12661068387363067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632829825019053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246813433538364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834416237151484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196748736739634,0.0,0.0,0.14860386653385482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517175739383736,0.1356425254414135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mat2TehNerd,2020/04/03,"I have a question for everyone taking anxiety meds. My whole life I’ve suffered with severe anxiety, but only got it diagnosed (along with mild depression) about 3 months ago. I’ve been taking Zoloft pills and have been wondering if anyone else has had the same problem. While my anxiety is gone (which is great, I’m not complaining) I can’t think ( I can have a thought, but I have difficulty branching off of said thoughts). My anxiety helped me for years to remember stuff and reminded me to do different things, but now I can’t even think, I struggle in math, and can’t strategize in games anymore (especially connect 4 and chess). Is anyone else the same? Thanks!",6.4134677419354835,7.3745422822580675,6.442096774193548,76.48314516129034,65.69354838709678,10.716129032258065,34.854838709677416,10.686352973137794,3.879987096774194,529,24,96,14,8,168,83,124,0.162,0.763,0.075,-0.7263,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,4,0,16,4,0,0,0,22,28,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,8,1,11,2,12,20,3,9,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,3,5,62,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277684529868465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410566036118157,0.0,0.14294483672124933,0.2015674089874053,0.2953700843040917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241446946405791,0.1462956765401717,0.0,0.15059213248911776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081536957629596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520090499576793,0.0,0.0,0.13772875612331098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527925468257437,0.15891117724990114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661176538527223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018079860677343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010333673440685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115048507413057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962242549595384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379193181922198,0.0,0.0,0.16146604718918514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327873879085553,0.0,0.1371069712725214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283339970223873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068293316989392,0.1650019920878708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167456616094355,0.0,0.0,0.13270167178563108,0.0,0.0,0.0957579927138317,0.18471390436453108,0.0,0.2288568167218216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609234342354443,0.0,0.0,0.15631006005220066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928192837736746
anxiety,caseycatlady,2020/04/03,"I'm terrified I will catch coronavirus, and die alone in a hospital bed. My anxiety, like many other during this time is completely through the roof. I need to hear something that will please, please stop me worrying so much right now...

I've been taking all precautions- I've been isolating myself and washing my hands 20+ times a day. I don't leave the house except for a short 10 minute walk to my local shop once a week. I've been taking immune boosting vitamins. All of us in my household are also following these rules extremely strictly.

However I keep having nightmares. In my nightmares I'm laying in a hospital bed drowning as my lungs fill with fluid. I'm gasping for breath and I die there alone without telling my family I love them. I'm literally waking up in a cold sweat and unable to get back to sleep.

I have this horrible, sinking feeling that I'm going to catch it- and when I do, I'm going to die.
It almost feels like a finality for me- something that I have just accepted as what is going to happen whether I like it or not and I'm terrified. 

Im crying hysterically most of the time, everytime I see the deaths rise in the uk. I fear for my family. I fear for my friends. I fear for myself and I'm completely desperate to protect myself and everyone I love but I can't do that with 100% certainty that they or myself wont die. 

I feel pathetic how scared I am of this virus. Its affecting my mental health to a point where it's all I think about. I feel like I'm constantly freefalling through panic attacks and fear that creeps up on me to a point where I set myself off all over again.

My work is suffering. My friendships are suffering. My family don't know how to calm me down. I just want to feel normal again.",2.682566642651299,4.803697057636891,4.247708033141212,83.92254187680119,76.98270893371756,8.026260806916426,25.54115634005764,8.841846274778883,2.0655389769452452,1377,51,272,32,32,459,180,347,0.175,0.7070000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.976,1,2,2,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,2,1,15,18,1,6,14,0,20,12,6,3,4,42,51,20,6,3,9,0,6,4,1,3,4,1,2,0,17,11,0,3,8,1,1,9,6,9,0,0,3,9,47,9,42,45,6,42,0,2,1,2,8,19,0,4,17,174,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020187005152862,0.1865909344284234,0.0,0.07203675344847324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891077167887112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247873406973884,0.0,0.0692657769957353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889383407994773,0.09734422173538708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894838917952714,0.05809399463689484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739542864543181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086075073259138,0.0,0.0,0.2547575492989871,0.4054591054705977,0.227735172323984,0.128706000518474,0.0,0.0986779766480964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959540097977132,0.0,0.0470629579502971,0.0,0.15358321458708662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965723639967492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575057511441816,0.10152643902549842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393995147224193,0.0,0.0,0.09730160115969327,0.0,0.0,0.08006703173854217,0.0,0.0,0.049505481627188236,0.0,0.0,0.0953814618934913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760336872215235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260100503424182,0.0,0.0,0.09132674049850577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077921351563613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621899007624685,0.06679300242503616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882590414100884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593200707340734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568919241044986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776105734628294,0.17030898364563715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692762490439882,0.0,0.0,0.09018555670665436,0.0,0.07178190796875394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901448169297501,0.0,0.0,0.13869560399313394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531071487336691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545754152407427,0.0,0.078733682766158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771947448622688,0.0,0.0,0.15757870157772674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835486294177432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053131377751246885,0.0,0.07225655187189449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683367645233199,0.0,0.06557913987391767,0.09148037129560747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bowfam21,2020/04/03,"Dating anxiety I know this is more personal stuff, but I need help. I am a male and I have every type of anxiety. My Biggest worry is not being able to find a woman who wants a committed, loving relationship. I want someone who will be there for me when I’m sad, and vice versa. Not only do I worry about that but I lack any social confidence and I don’t know how to approach without seeing awkward, and to top it all off I worry about meeting someone who’s abusive. I know this is personal and weird, but I was wondering if anyone had any advice for me",2.309734513274336,4.163643203539827,4.689566371681419,81.56726991150444,77.14159292035399,7.351858407079646,25.45929203539823,8.238735603445708,1.818873274336284,434,16,83,8,10,152,74,113,0.228,0.61,0.162,-0.8619,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,12,1,0,1,2,24,22,11,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,14,1,10,17,3,6,0,1,1,1,12,3,0,2,2,64,22,1,0.16323100381438094,0.1934020477887716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595074477627687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200536004681268,0.0,0.24974254227019346,0.0,0.0,0.11413491317689428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752916080908284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919018030737502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109410301094891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691224725105317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732235390635998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103372103582424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241445338715748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850540328347889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752490105987802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007397645075494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639345222373672,0.27661019965459266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868604466919596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255575043840176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734886276510845,0.17701706066825304,0.0,0.4973070233849508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mcoyle777,2020/04/03,"Hey, I'm new here, lately I have been dealing with debilitating anxiety (6months) or so, I have not tried any medication, and I am asking if anyone would know what medication would be to ask my doctor for, I don't want to sound like a yap, but this anxiety is getting to the point where I am starting To have suicidal thoughts , because I honestly cannot cope with it anymore. I hope someone will be able to help me work this out. Thanks :)",8.105232558139534,6.274077081395353,8.436860465116277,72.86831395348841,63.069767441860456,11.855813953488376,38.94186046511628,10.686352973137794,3.933404651162792,343,15,69,7,4,114,65,86,0.11,0.675,0.215,0.905,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,0,0,14,24,5,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,9,4,9,17,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,46,13,2,0.18927950396070486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871655336403764,0.0,0.2895966048983087,0.0,0.1877144070090867,0.13234863013699955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539015706967995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538302878560665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513885734835829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937355927631016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889072859604042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268700616641544,0.0,0.0,0.187997255777145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402306529013296,0.0,0.21351552490255749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924724047581568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38135837405328293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280732440049302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893031178527816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037590947069866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339730071196473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704105602638145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426313674365276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026678341903985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850835855636542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164195549886992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779773319140526,0.0,0.0,0.2689174578388229,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HighladyRobin,2020/04/03,"I started a job at a grocery store the week everything fell apart. Each day I work I have to suppress my anxiety just to get myself dressed and I feel ready to explode. Was my first job I got since graduating a year and some change ago. I was excited, felt like I was regaining a bit of control over my life that I lost due to my anxiety and depression. It’s been day after day of hard hours dealing with ungrateful, even especially hostile people, who’ve been driven mad by the same fear of the disease that I have right now.

I know I should simply just be happy that I have a job, that I can even make money. I feel a lot of guilt for even thinking about disliking my job. I just can’t help but think it’s only a matter of time before I get sick now.",5.019935897435901,4.692444198717952,6.071282051282054,82.40705128205131,68.55128205128204,9.497435897435896,30.153846153846153,9.150863307647796,2.2642230769230776,589,20,127,10,9,197,97,156,0.163,0.764,0.073,-0.8792,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,9,9,2,2,10,0,12,2,0,2,0,23,25,4,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,0,2,2,1,6,0,1,9,4,22,3,16,14,5,20,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,15,83,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243145885012685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131665193299248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752650323954456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078684890282892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461083646989193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490878547089074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26722009081446435,0.14239148283994862,0.11895906789224685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736728529620089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241297127430902,0.0,0.0,0.15541884558895344,0.1396711514627919,0.0,0.1326129743054176,0.0,0.0,0.1174813590224067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431976978091668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046394470625613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702700017061385,0.12372476510499635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257621190281427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360163923153392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482350866455018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590491569691174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755538214232973,0.06747647810494184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507698780747027,0.11742124412457698,0.0,0.0,0.09219347108184388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504340596141254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957522113549968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117950269166257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142509435308284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775918237667218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699825154477294,0.0,0.0,0.08053652286401368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107882864303565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055005870040712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894214539018322
anxiety,lei_medown,2020/04/03,"I get so disgusted with myself after I’ve lashed out because the anxious thoughts have taken over..anyone else experience this? I really really hate myself after pestering someone seeking reassurance. In the moment it feels like that’s all I can do, that I need to know that everything is ok and that I am wanted. However afterwards, I feel terrible and realise how full on it all must seem. I want send many messages saying how sorry I am but I realise that is just as full on. 

Sometimes I’m good at reassuring myself, but I guess these times are tricky for everyone and it’s throwing up a whole load of anxiety for me.",4.81270774976657,6.469116806722687,6.225490196078433,73.97915032679741,70.00840336134453,9.658636788048554,30.869281045751638,9.994966539143718,3.3752513538748827,496,21,86,13,9,168,85,119,0.11599999999999999,0.767,0.11599999999999999,0.2542,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,3,1,9,0,0,2,3,22,22,9,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,14,5,14,19,5,15,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,6,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739285814110973,0.23243106639913824,0.0,0.1438603133875664,0.2108080522876276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541904410738228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187190483732034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659628625396736,0.1849085728943408,0.2012561665960309,0.0,0.0,0.2080597201167037,0.14698286485540069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749224372193923,0.0,0.0,0.17256749580809694,0.0,0.0,0.2266491480211221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312865131744687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307099103846513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051565410567323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085911441937684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255585301660246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636085123235989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361511884292626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873007313123786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432540535091434,0.0,0.2034851218167191,0.23031248253447045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333698756101628,0.11997041787632905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24270514456617984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297047503543689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,leftingfootforward,2020/04/03,"Nervous around people I like Not romantically, but people I like, respect or admire, i always feel like my emotion towards them go too far and enter into weirdo territory. 

For example, I was going through a really emotionally tumultuous time in my life. I met a new coworker who was just the bees knees. As far as I know she wasn’t trying to be a good person to me, she just was. I admired her work ethic and her life ethic. We shared a love of the same kind of music and I just generally love her and want the best of life for her. 
At the end of our time working together, I bought her something I thought she would like and would be somewhat meaningful accompanied by a card I had written expressing how she had positively impacted my life. 

I lost the nerve to give it to her and gave her something not very special instead. Ended up donating the gift after coming across it stored in the closet for months. 

I have walls, I admit it. Hard, high and thick walls. But how do I reduce them without taking a chance?  How do I get over this feeling of being the weird clingy person?",5.68878021978022,6.139000090476191,6.555714285714287,76.8331318681319,67.14285714285714,9.31868131868132,30.43956043956044,9.265573868473778,2.569494505494506,849,30,160,15,13,282,125,210,0.077,0.6559999999999999,0.267,0.9945,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,2,4,9,17,0,1,14,0,14,7,1,3,0,35,33,15,0,3,9,0,4,4,0,2,4,0,1,2,5,11,0,0,6,0,3,4,4,3,0,0,12,4,35,14,27,16,3,26,0,1,0,2,26,15,0,2,11,118,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297926366384063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087237352370955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249200979764115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696185355767708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054668985748593,0.24052033592041866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730819853427914,0.09700076678648868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093908582395624,0.1302518872923895,0.15433302275955008,0.11388524391790365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163159272850682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345829669268653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139325794549612,0.07462075829607359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38361977084022025,0.2653396511732916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482191571763858,0.0,0.2450922584034649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837775049381376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113650449344175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882645558389435,0.2371145139280787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869837033452512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905909410677545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102089143799957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107793606102321,0.15834801610579427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218523926509692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203215139400734,0.08008615544779943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308864103435033,0.0,0.19769791081513213,0.0,0.0,0.19290745342887705,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pmichelu,2020/04/03,"Coping with Calamity The COVID-19 pandemic is a social experiment. It is a political battlefield, a media bumper crop, an economic disruptor, a catalyst for societal restructuring, and, of course, it’s a viral outbreak. But more than anything, this pandemic is a **calamity**.

Calamities bring out the best (and the worst) in people, and this one is a doozy! I don’t need to paint a picture — we are all clamoring for beacons of resolution in a landscape of Fear, Uncertainty, and Doubt (affectionately known in the sales industry as “FUD”). FUD is an extremely powerful disinformation strategy because it activates the most primitive “lizard” part of our brain, fueling irrational thinking and reactive behaviors, which makes us easily manipulated.

>*Headlines, in a way, are what mislead you because bad news is a headline, and gradual improvement is not.* — Bill Gates

I’m not suggesting COVID-19 was created by some Illuminati conspiracy to control the global population. But it may be worth considering that the FUD conditions created by a viral outbreak can and will be seized opportunistically by stakeholders with various agendas. For example, stock market volatility that results from fluctuations in popular sentiment can be extremely lucrative for speculators. Election candidates will try to link any positive outcomes to their own actions. And, of course, most media outlets are financially incentivized to first be popular, and second be informative. None of this is new, but in calamitous times, these kinds of manipulations are amplified. Our best protection against becoming puppets to such agendas is to deactivate our lizard brains and think for ourselves. But how can we do that?

The Greek stoic philosopher Epictetus observed:

>*It’s not what happens to you, it’s what you think about it that matters.*

This incredibly powerful concept can be applied to calming the lizard brain. The problem is that we are not simply told what is happening — the way that information is shared influences greatly what we think about it and how we feel about it. We are inundated with eye-catching headlines with big numbers, evocative personal stories of tragedy and separation (which are truly tragic), and case studies that, however isolated, demonstrate that nobody is truly immune — they send the message “you can run but you can’t hide.” Moreover, statistics are being weaponized to induce fear. For example, when daily case rates are reported as “skyrocketing,” the concomitant increase in daily testing is often mentioned as an afterthought, if at all.

I am not accusing anyone of lying. Indeed, compelling journalism relies on being truthful — that’s where it derives its credibility. Its impact on our perception, however, is based on a careful selection of what is shared, and exactly when and how it is shared. Therefore, if we want to step out of our lizard brains and think for ourselves, there are a few strategies we can use to re-engage our prefrontal cortex — the most evolved and reasonable part of the human brain.

Here are a few ideas for how to extract yourself from the chaos of disinformation surrounding COVID-19, and settle into a place of rational awareness and calm understanding.

# Anchor yourself

Look around? Do your surroundings feel normal or different? Where things appear different than usual, are they due to a virus or due to human behavior?

# Don’t be part of the echo chamber

There is tremendous redundancy even in the news — the same article (or some version of it) can appear through numerous channels. And the more we see it, the more we believe it — it’s human nature (“repetition bias”). Retweeting or re-posting article links or posts that you agree with may feel cathartic, but it rarely changes minds and usually serves only to increase polarization within an existing belief system. Our “confirmation” bias will lead us to pay attention only to evidence that supports our existing views, and ignore evidence to the contrary.

# Don’t taunt the lizard brains

Frightened people are reactive, and one way to react when you feel powerless in a situation is to scream so everyone can hear you. Today that “screaming” often takes the form of a social media post, for example, on Facebook or Twitter. Reacting to these can incite greater fear and polarize views. Instead of agreeing or disagreeing with unsupported assertions, perhaps just lend a sympathetic ear.

# Control the information flow

>*Get your facts first, then you can distort them as you please.* — Mark Twain

I’m not suggesting you stop reading the news, but if you want to know what is going on, proactively seek out a credible information provider, and if possible go straight to the source. By taking control of which information you are seeking and where it comes from, you can reduce fear-based messaging and improve your awareness.

# Filter the headlines

When you see a news article, ask yourself, why was the headline written this way? Why did it grab my attention? Now that I have read the article, does the title seem correct, relevant, and appropriate?

# Correlation does not imply causation

Sometimes coincident events are presented in a way that leads us to believe that one thing caused the other. For example, when China imposed urban lock-downs, daily case rates of COVID-19 declined. This might suggest that the urban lock-down caused that decline. But we don’t know for sure. There are data gaps and data quality issues suggesting there could have been other factors involved, such as acquired immunity. We are inclined to believe observed relationships are meaningful, even when they could be coincidental, and this natural tendency can manipulate our perception.

# Lies, damned lies, and statistics

How we count things matters, and sometimes the most important thing about a number is what it does not include. Statistics convey the impression that something is scientifically proven or factual, but the real-world meaning of a number depends entirely on context. When you see a number, ask yourself this question: “So what?”

I see some version of the following headline almost every day:

>*“Tokyo again hits new record with 68 new COVID cases.”*

Why is this newsworthy? It is well established that daily case rates increase during the initial phase of an outbreak — indeed, that’s the definition of an outbreak. Furthermore, we have seen that testing rates increase in response to observed infection rates, which means more existing cases will be counted. In other words, that number is uninformative because it tells us nothing about the true virus prevalence or transmission rate in Tokyo. When you see statistics, try asking yourself: “Do I have enough context to interpret this in a meaningful way?”, and most importantly, “How is this information useful to me?”

>*Prohibit the taking of omens, and do away with superstitious doubts. Then, until death itself comes, no calamity need be feared.* — Sun Tzu

I certainly don’t mean to under emphasize the role of the COVID-19 virus itself and the direct toll it is having on people’s lives around the world. For most people, however, I believe the greatest challenge will be addressing the havoc wreaked on our society by the ensuing calamity. Disease has always been one of the great equalizers, reminding us that every single person is part of Team Humanity. Taking practical steps to set aside our fear responses will help us retain our autonomy, manage the impacts of this calamity, and make it easier to bring compassion to our interactions with all people.",8.857600507829034,10.81260430535572,8.241329195467156,62.19011341515025,60.702637889688255,11.706403347909909,41.17647999247661,11.488424163506775,5.6604508600178685,6090,331,831,182,85,1918,561,1251,0.086,0.7909999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.9913,8,2,1,0,0,0,202.0,33,20,5,14,42,38,2,7,83,0,104,10,7,29,11,214,161,82,1,12,31,0,5,0,0,9,3,4,2,7,83,67,0,7,39,4,4,21,16,16,1,7,8,18,67,22,138,128,41,103,1,1,9,0,97,42,1,35,30,621,150,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728819029142739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03929429710421002,0.0,0.0,0.03211405875735171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03302024155862845,0.0,0.038861472713937965,0.08407905668536968,0.13244468802158854,0.0,0.04436866745039026,0.0,0.039430214025890406,0.0863622572819163,0.052155391675662265,0.0,0.21282189738163634,0.09911771747113153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163067872921834,0.0,0.0,0.048148194295597004,0.0970244735674477,0.04995691602559022,0.08135889143744543,0.0,0.0,0.1588977852844184,0.07540932301489894,0.0,0.0,0.030455686468687463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986784245846084,0.0,0.0,0.1239785827755715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048795197156996484,0.0,0.062382245132827335,0.0,0.07957680931921388,0.045124723481912925,0.0,0.04619430529294865,0.0,0.3188419595502714,0.09551184833534446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033771919011833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02467268261688749,0.0,0.053677174488839415,0.0,0.0,0.10412964051119256,0.0,0.0,0.08352036495042063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322507798902788,0.0,0.03165336942567497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053310346045180264,0.0,0.04928977004417227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917671177937343,0.05190634372253943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04169981219423847,0.0,0.039656413746219615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304500775755274,0.0,0.0,0.15432291423357272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009738747986705,0.047682955202410005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003225558420348,0.0,0.1368282090447562,0.0,0.0,0.04626966539335624,0.04531287007957192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800129408531494,0.07183222701136815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045567206165981,0.0,0.1636964862273051,0.08246865713103671,0.0493392122923042,0.05183796359589128,0.0,0.05323816236550345,0.13568311861610188,0.0,0.0,0.04518715823343245,0.0,0.0,0.05290188437196151,0.0,0.09447391015741907,0.05375145045926023,0.0,0.04855431763675496,0.0,0.05070109138221035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881577688782429,0.042991115801204974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308195192924555,0.0,0.09627819977724712,0.0,0.03635547749988487,0.0934118342683344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039481525315171136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053589434777952236,0.044508226577068793,0.0,0.14202681155812244,0.0,0.04127601091711359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549457539646905,0.15129672430663926,0.0,0.0,0.0275367965277098,0.0,0.04476299663982175,0.045124723481912925,0.0,0.06412423063905577,0.0,0.0,0.04916203219352465,0.3408292117357488,0.08157305053019147,0.104021515165595,0.0,0.05570808454661513,0.2249061146644912,0.0,0.0,0.04246020521145997,0.0,0.1278374195392649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xietydad,2020/04/03,"My wife just took a pregnancy test and we have 2 minutes to see what the results are. My anxiety is about to break me into little pieces and I don't know what to do. Please help me. Edit: **My wife is pregnant**. I hugged her and will keep a smile on my face anytime I'm near her but on the inside I'm really panicking. I don't know what to do. I want to cry. I'm so scared. I want to down a couple xanax to keep calm dear god help me I don't know if I'm ready. I know NOTHING about any of this

I've had such a bad anxiety stricken life for the last 16 years. I'm addicted to xanax and it's affecting my work and personal life. I've been married to my wife for almost 3 years (together 10 years) and I just.. I don't know if I'm ready to be a father. My hands have cold sweats, my stomach is sinking, every inch of my body is jittery of fear and panic.

I don't know what to do if she is pregnant. I want to be happy so she can be happy but I'm so god damn scared and my heart is pounding it hurts.

If she is pregnant, what do I do? Where do we go from here? I have NO idea. Are there books I should start reading? I don't.. even I like what is the plan what can I or should I do am I I",-2.036500552597208,-0.1980659330854984,0.9316507585652579,101.33225560132624,96.80669144981415,4.246398070933386,15.448708931980308,5.946609106918303,-0.8079609966844163,900,22,235,9,37,312,122,269,0.183,0.669,0.14800000000000002,-0.9541,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,0,2,12,13,1,4,9,0,37,12,6,2,0,37,59,18,0,9,9,4,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,10,11,0,2,7,2,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,3,40,6,25,50,1,16,0,1,1,1,14,8,1,6,6,148,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411716608684864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967328959559166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806290990769512,0.0,0.19813084688965413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812521119300182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384280583163547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328679605286326,0.1422471964025172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553204181508686,0.0,0.10910743862632301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572097001099624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359655496719446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275705523374336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345545593410528,0.17359922276221654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863001851575982,0.14618719596911847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020709853931576,0.0,0.0,0.4270114567654352,0.10555794917422362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829361794794352,0.06326605892044243,0.12979076466040584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425658262716285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193770646590066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307243936390525,0.0,0.14214964082975995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295327928133018,0.0,0.08295957391403819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592996753943341,0.0,0.10319293972995178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165917318088146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387676384950512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291433823871189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427590349781467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501769135911872
anxiety,jeansplaining,2020/04/03,"I took too much to find a psychiatrist, but when I finally get my shit togheter and actually made the damn appointment. Corona attacked. I can take this out of my mind. I'm hating myself over it?",2.407894736842106,4.913615315789475,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,80.05263157894737,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.2165578947368423,154,6,30,4,4,52,34,38,0.368,0.632,0.0,-0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.29641877545723616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455624974138989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327461873900713,0.2776244246862092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869822585749888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998928617425994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28741810758632697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067035924616324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329315242518366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31179773639220465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22838419486501235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374803773810348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tootstoots1,2020/04/03,"Anxiety from being active Does anyone relate to this? Usually when I’m just walking around the house doing normal chores, or even just walking outside I get a tight chest and feel lightheaded. I’ve been to several drs and there isn’t anything medically wrong with me, just wondering if others experience the same?

Like standing up and cooking dinner causes this which just seems silly to me",5.8674761904761885,8.458464414285713,6.154285714285718,71.71904761904764,69.14285714285714,8.666666666666666,30.23809523809524,9.2995712137729,3.223809523809525,319,13,47,7,6,102,57,70,0.067,0.84,0.09300000000000001,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,4,5,1,1,0,18,9,6,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,5,2,1,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,7,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417795327838394,0.0,0.0,0.17748264782471904,0.0,0.2088790617534256,0.225961000022192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607515823585839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212685417514455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676511969751437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24829278136136398,0.0,0.0,0.12834321420008135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261480937409587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29288377635339685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400768508301008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25570530623189397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486978392752175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23107574945475076,0.0,0.28675372748637096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795560097516109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752659616856896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775213973249654,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nihil6,2020/04/03,"Am I ok? I've had bouts with anxiety and depression and I always fight the low waves off while patiently waiting for the tide to roll back into a normal baseline. Since COVID-19 my exercise has gone down and I'm in the house every day. I work from home and am thankful for my job. But the workload is almost more now as my hours seem to always be flexing from 8am to 6pm and later and later. In starting to feel like all I do I wake up, walk from one room to the next, sit in chair, finish work, try to game, go to bed, repeat. I took a day off work today saying I'm feeling under the weather. I don't want to give off the impression that I'm suffering at all but I am right now. To add, my online ""friends"" are not really friends but people I out up with. A select few really have it out for me and take their chance to put me down every time they can. Yesterday it just came to a head and I started to blow out but caught myself and just logged before I could become overly damaging to them. 

I don't know why I'm even reaching out here... I feel like I have nowhere to go. I'm tired, bored, and pissed off and none of it will go away. I'm going to leave this group of people, I've decided. Give em the Irish goodbye as I don't owe them shit. But I still feel a little beat down. So... Am I in the right just taking a day off of work to mellow out and get my head in order? Again, I said I was under the weather so I feel like they may think I'm physically sick but really I'm mentally sick today. I will be better _tomorrow_. Thanks for checking this if you had the time.",2.0211813186813146,3.1191666309523822,3.848809523809525,90.48593406593406,76.14285714285714,6.954945054945058,21.554029304029307,7.468242284971852,0.5634765567765571,1212,29,278,15,26,410,173,336,0.121,0.787,0.092,-0.8999,2,0,0,0,1,0,40.0,0,1,5,6,12,18,3,0,17,1,23,9,5,0,2,50,60,24,0,4,11,0,5,3,2,3,4,2,3,0,6,22,0,1,9,2,2,10,5,8,0,1,8,7,35,10,56,46,5,66,0,4,0,0,15,31,2,4,26,176,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147919042356963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864901929314602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752621223307757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521397256461347,0.0779256014267923,0.0,0.0,0.11192407429535044,0.08623442165882493,0.0,0.0,0.08962860123348368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159080403010501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809131942117129,0.0,0.0,0.19607126351778045,0.0,0.0872855580485707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693531401678113,0.0,0.17076970246561832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562073370009736,0.21719584185686627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659287206787156,0.0,0.05294691638883283,0.19443260949463456,0.2303795589462253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080118816749988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165410485002628,0.0,0.09980127549210126,0.11693484982121473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056611557137536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055694812027578665,0.0,0.0,0.10730635106388266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853147769811684,0.10157112357734004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212871517622167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777817153909557,0.0,0.09929346325901696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867183760308651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405153108643398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187651637389662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476648795451895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309071512701155,0.09639927452815683,0.0805910800386173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225778360359677,0.0,0.0,0.10402591830994512,0.08383099784118307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434605186356872,0.0,0.08093170556058313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239286771746008,0.0,0.0,0.1866038578502568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493574400608476,0.0,0.0,0.11818645633377672,0.11647751007628054,0.1921203848972654,0.0,0.11259448697372484,0.06880444114780712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977402904402448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144522667452412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951121975310497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bojackismeiambojack,2020/04/03,My legs feel like jelly & gut feels like it's about to vomit constantly There are moments where I manage to take my mind off the fact that I'm financially ruined because of the pandemic. But those moments don't last. I'm having a panic attack rn. My chest feels like it will explode. I've run out of my meds and am stuck with family (I had come to visit right before the lockdown was announced).,2.8887857142857136,4.835720450000005,4.207142857142859,85.25500000000002,75.75,6.571428571428572,22.67857142857143,7.447530270364453,0.9691071428571428,316,9,61,4,7,104,62,80,0.135,0.7759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,4,0,7,4,3,0,1,10,15,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,3,6,3,9,11,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23647386794691594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482909709279993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330432216098037,0.0,0.18571474120006304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880031167105658,0.0,0.23585079917616614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574674944636984,0.0,0.3310613908186893,0.4677536972389476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779029427323665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198778911036601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242663530808006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203703623202869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560694415128972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638437381261852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409689683346565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cirrus__minor,2020/04/03,"Not sure if I have anxiety I feel the pretty normal most of the time, but I stay up very late very often, usually because I feel like there isn’t enough hours in the day and occasionally due to some daunting event, usually school related, is coming the next day or something is due and I don’t feel prepared at all. I often have a lot of trouble in class discussions because I’m afraid to get an answer wrong or embarass myself in some way. 

Recently, during an online class discussion using a facetime-like application, I was almost completely unable to speak because I felt like I was going to throw up if I did and ended up making only the minimum amount of contributions required in the rubric, and even during those I had some embarassing mumbling, stuttering, “neverminds”, “sorry I got that wrong”s, just generally second-guessing myself.

I also have trouble being completely honest and make a lot of white lies about myself, even with fanily members, mostly because I don’t want them to know anything potentially embarrassing. 

Schoolwork is also terrible, I turn in a lot of assignments late because of what I think is a fear of trying hard, and failing even then. I don’t know how to open up to my parents and teachers about this struggle, so I could really use some tips about that and also how I can personally “treat” this myself. Sorry for terrible formatting

TL;DR I think I may have anxiety because I struggle a lot with deadlines and honesty. I need help with opening up to family members about it and tips on how to help myself/calm myself down.",10.99635416666667,8.466163149305558,10.650555555555561,61.45000000000003,58.131944444444436,13.35,42.40277777777778,11.698219412168324,5.079223611111111,1249,53,199,27,12,412,156,288,0.17600000000000002,0.72,0.10400000000000001,-0.9655,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,18,18,0,5,14,0,20,0,0,7,2,61,40,23,0,6,7,1,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,16,0,1,9,0,0,3,5,13,0,0,6,7,30,5,37,31,13,35,0,1,1,0,8,15,0,18,17,151,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570015961726086,0.0,0.0,0.22928334410550266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622250836372375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864646793979546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495537366032225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232561712409638,0.20040793014424915,0.0,0.0,0.0763053545153713,0.0,0.0,0.12327027269787552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464719258137879,0.09874998657596802,0.0,0.18937045739230596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900954644572512,0.1075435051669154,0.14497011422991227,0.06827566205823071,0.09176277196868048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993169859262293,0.0,0.05431497943490487,0.0,0.07643654643848077,0.0,0.1052818003738036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561249354878939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811792914013762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411779848395392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504621447304464,0.0,0.21561561909064647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338194405221913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250028560272518,0.0,0.0,0.12758824705040595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086439549136296,0.0,0.0,0.10164042673671488,0.0,0.09363890511124452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268575460686917,0.0,0.0,0.10611985110871017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344856931744453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722966745436236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122497925450415,0.0,0.09436444651504916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967225584273247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357492385009808,0.0,0.21396694425279308,0.0,0.10186555295979084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998223019474137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900741678092694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247557435784487,0.0,0.0,0.055727990578814696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488616998950977,0.10395337863743204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650846418121739,0.21051504706834648,0.15771152252992773,0.056370021248723985,0.07585950085932154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898291570353808,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clarinetfangirl,2020/04/03,"How do you let something go? I have a hella good memory, which is super cool in classes, but not super cool when it comes to my own self worth. I remember every mistake I have ever made. I can remember bad days where I wasn't the best version of myself from when I was in elementary school. Now, if I do something without thinking, even if it's really small, I'll think about it all day. I can't stop reliving the moment over and over again. I can't focus on anything else for hours or sometimes days or weeks. Does anyone have any strategies for letting something go? I need to be able to think about something other than the worst aspects of myself. I'm not trying to ignore my flaws, I just want to be able to acknowledge them purposefully instead of continuously when I'm trying to focus on schoolwork. 

TL;DR I can't let go of negative experiences, they keep replaying in my head. Any advice on letting go?",4.52076058772688,5.888059943820231,5.726404494382024,78.39461106309423,70.34831460674158,8.173552290406223,28.86084701815039,8.617729084823388,2.261263958513396,722,27,132,12,13,241,108,178,0.122,0.753,0.125,-0.7468,0,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,3,13,10,0,0,4,2,18,1,1,2,2,27,32,10,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,3,6,0,1,5,8,4,0,0,3,2,20,6,26,23,5,29,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,4,14,97,25,2,0.2360719547393517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534339098858234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053702447502588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253349985005053,0.0,0.09713355205817477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855511073761082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387147600837806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016775428842682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837032159200926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329407922661812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860391304656284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796164982885541,0.10677029921810828,0.09945040178391172,0.0,0.0,0.11546183519582727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683302643174108,0.0990029776386691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113896616158301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624166117212299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491580011172637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827991361705333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168849577772258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875221815911761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561686958695367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674235052424282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194587107381904,0.0,0.0,0.1231372670866998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634794483811032,0.11674059979073564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868336238224637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268980646438459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027736109792842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962067765935565,0.0,0.0946813412255552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137824700606924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RyanRainbird3,2020/04/03,I'm so afraid I have been trying to enter a few film festivals and do some open mics for stand up comedy but I always freak out and bail last minute because I know I will mess up and make a freaking idiot of myself. I wish I had confidence to speak in front of people but I feel like a failure,3.715,3.8800922063492114,5.162023809523814,86.10589285714286,71.38095238095238,8.204761904761906,23.686507936507937,8.07648339933343,1.0620507936507937,231,5,51,3,4,78,48,63,0.258,0.5489999999999999,0.193,-0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,10,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,8,2,9,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471621487939361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543346746829627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095999258774206,0.2980634989129839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929431432459396,0.3400916372701849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383360732380876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784989422994083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28924921984467555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832663686459917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797847396447191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwinthisaway_yeet,2020/04/03,"Health anxiety taking over my life (not COVID-19 related) This is a throwaway for obvious reasons lmao. 

I am a female, and this last month has been stressful as hell. This combined with attempting to find some control over my life through food and lots of exercise may have put me in a somewhat confusing situation. 

(Could be TMI I’m sorry)

I missed my period and I’m having a lot of anxiety over it. I do not think I’m pregnant (however there may be a slight possibility, but I really don’t think that’s it). On the other hand my periods have always been irregular, and I imagine the addition of increased stress, decrease in food consumption, and exercising a lot more does not help the situation. 

The more I think about it the more anxious I get to the point of panic attacks. With everything going on in the world right now this has become an added stressor in my life and it sucks. I have no clue what to do so I’m just stressing out even more.",3.2313299232736554,5.496284000000002,4.727915601023021,80.44368286445015,75.84782608695652,8.459846547314577,28.75831202046036,9.168548406835145,2.7353462915601026,752,33,142,19,17,251,111,184,0.221,0.732,0.047,-0.9838,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,3,5,14,0,18,9,1,2,1,32,30,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,11,10,2,1,6,2,0,3,5,9,0,0,2,1,14,0,23,23,10,21,1,1,0,0,1,13,2,8,5,105,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652820833237077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587966826251252,0.14463337383246092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456484954709734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139508375341495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435924771257902,0.1022186508519262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203675230226666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456021987270583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506185968414592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701379653217706,0.0,0.3096200259514824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688850208873318,0.0,0.07276034498689961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608606051285674,0.0,0.0,0.08581338721130917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435859126082282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27128646582932225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265303628800673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218943909521866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021137801769366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102631564660625,0.14433051281371054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870187808907946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201698055897085,0.131632446584473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933383329907513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878140417583248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331505637670516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399613745187261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625990846916696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246102414162529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Shia2103,2020/04/03,"What is your everyday weirdest or wildest fear? Due to the lowered self-esteem, I am terrified that my best friend or my boyfriend are going to dump me because of the smallest argument or just when they have a bad mood and write passive-aggressive messages. I know it's irrational, but my brain does this thing when it's like ""ok, done, they can't put up with you anymore, your destiny is to be alone forever, trash"")))

So doing my design project on fears in uni rn, especially irrational ones, would greatly appreciate if you could share any of your stories.",9.032788461538466,7.8226343942307714,8.17969230769231,73.46530769230772,60.82692307692307,11.781538461538462,41.95384615384616,10.793553405168565,4.4741061538461535,443,22,81,9,5,138,85,104,0.203,0.6729999999999999,0.124,-0.6554,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,2,1,4,11,1,2,3,1,11,1,1,0,0,12,13,9,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,14,6,9,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,4,5,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337578631034918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534842193317626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383445224508344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884506615490535,0.13758505518095246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368589657718085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519566310178964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180203647890332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975122083336865,0.23097018331481864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079520843871314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743758051772083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827091219773487,0.0,0.0,0.24883582458257056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403920514712732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026596411337633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529406392118096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689154795816666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354550593080041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994551981605758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033130550171215,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jameskuczynski32,2020/04/03,"MY ANXIETY STORY: YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Here is how I start it. I experienced many scary things as a kid. I do not want to mention it but it was very bad. About after a month after I started taking drugs at only 13. LSD, Mushrooms and weed. I did them to ease the pain but they only made it worse and once I realized this I stopped. After weeks of anxiety I became very depressed and suicidal. It was so bad I was having 5-6 panic attacks a week. I was always anxious. If anyone out there is suffering from anxiety you are not alone. You will not have it forever it will eventually fade. I went through years of pain. I was eventually prescribed xanax a benzodiazepine and that helped a lot but I would not recommend those until you try everything else. CBD and SSRis are helpful and non-addictive. I wish I had CBD growing up. One more thing. Pray to Jesus. I am not trying to sound hippie or whatever but he took me out of my dark place. He showed me a perspective that I never saw before. Pray the rosary everyday for a month and I promise it will help but you got to have faith in him before it will work. I ended up seeing a angel in a deep meditation of prayer. I promise you on my life go to Jesus!",0.5684400826446314,3.0287314380165316,2.8651601239669446,87.99046745867771,89.9917355371901,6.000206611570247,20.3724173553719,7.413659706084162,0.9363095041322308,936,31,189,18,32,318,143,242,0.23,0.642,0.128,-0.9857,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,6,2,1,5,11,1,1,11,0,22,5,0,2,1,31,34,18,1,4,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,15,9,0,1,1,1,0,4,7,8,0,1,12,4,34,3,27,17,2,30,6,2,2,0,16,10,0,3,16,137,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316700433705905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530315247671225,0.0,0.0,0.10164276363241097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803447715859826,0.13800040439940245,0.0,0.08541363137067524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896897197766814,0.0,0.0,0.20398868128777686,0.0,0.0,0.2078898525323787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521194113596034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141661043440241,0.0,0.10204484598334987,0.0,0.1081930916344412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978505684139488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942351385692856,0.0,0.0976985298725434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563380824734676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628170433171213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385183108644214,0.0,0.11558603505286555,0.0,0.12384601894585995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500594567922944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421348330065328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009111132923834,0.08277540405451388,0.1858087969341465,0.2599631111712625,0.14332259811518586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276259982341996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973417367765767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729239060788639,0.0,0.0,0.10212706782397273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133617767102894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184537388709604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623087369439984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571872369907104,0.1658704824435563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158137191004014,0.07205019668591175,0.0,0.1959707801514184,0.0,0.0,0.11323892887146852,0.0,0.0,0.14047224634242106,0.0,0.0,0.08893031060723433,0.0,0.12448640303826028,0.08677542256843886,0.0,0.0,0.07866382892117361
anxiety,smurphette89,2020/04/03,"F***ing Covid-19 Anyone else getting tired of hearing ""it'll all be fine""?

I'm at the point where I can't even voice my anxieties to my partner because his only response to everything is some variation of ""it'll be fine"".

Maybe it will be fine. Maybe it won't. No one knows.
But that's the last thing I want to hear when trying to talk about the uncertainty about whether I will have a job much longer, and whether my daughter can go back to school after the holidays, and how the heck I'm going to get through trying to homeschool her with very little support from her school so far.

It's at the point where I can't say anything at all or share my opinions on political decisions because ""it'll be fine"" and blind optimism just immediately invalidates everything I say and makes me want to stab him. He's probably trying to be reassuring but I just find it aggravating in an already stressful situation.

How is everyone else dealing with this?",5.743827838827838,6.704689664835165,6.14478021978022,78.02105311355312,67.1868131868132,9.583150183150185,34.3974358974359,9.725611199111238,3.268943589743589,757,35,144,16,12,244,111,182,0.094,0.818,0.08800000000000001,-0.7117,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,8,0,17,2,0,3,2,25,30,13,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,6,2,5,0,1,10,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,6,15,7,23,19,4,17,0,0,1,0,15,11,1,3,4,95,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785564422280906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249806466326727,0.0,0.0,0.09368534175074683,0.13728334074436002,0.1102581380477892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302610051364662,0.0,0.16335187561558062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813252559249828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223854345411538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849574804095625,0.0,0.0,0.12802829238256366,0.2408339372593973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245975082391786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400031370919399,0.0,0.1522933872931445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020213896532953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132959316853745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363458474468873,0.10921555800149786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428804648744325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943594623555116,0.0,0.26921163676558924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849430156435876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079162064599597,0.10190153703643558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253318034222481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445835954661876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310030492000034,0.0,0.2711996985695289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060461621573448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534792246510751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204445135532038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769196939154653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890135991510552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399590687756004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729008107613545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055155608604823,0.15805550452326605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DISTORTIONparis,2020/04/03,"periods of terrible anxiety and sadness and also periods of boldness and less sadness. Like sometimes I will be so anxious about everything, do my friends like me? Am I annoying? Am I smart?  Am I ugly? And I am really sad and overwhelmed and other times, I am so confident and I feel independent, I am still not happy but I am less sad. Do any of yall experience this?",0.6827272727272735,3.1983211111111136,4.007171717171718,77.99136363636364,94.83333333333334,8.173737373737374,28.767676767676768,8.575989854853784,3.4274555555555555,288,16,52,10,11,104,43,72,0.28300000000000003,0.5579999999999999,0.159,-0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,13,1,1,0,0,11,0,0,1,0,11,12,11,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,12,6,4,10,2,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25244745431644705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467175601604066,0.0,0.2414926832836278,0.35662610467928313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28371088725237004,0.3087935010054812,0.0,0.0,0.15961620078458888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438919158404688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33604493031247445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084484938983125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223130747253332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122134552748195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210073052178394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840742869135659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Commander_PonyShep,2020/04/03,"My anxiety is constantly tied with my mother's anxiety Ever since I was a child, my mother was incredibly overbearing with everything I said and did.  Like, I do one thing wrong, and she screams at my face because she's busy with her work and I'm keeping her away from it.  And when she orders me around, it's usually in a serious, overly anxious tone, like she needs us to do this immediately, or there will be, say, bacteria spreading across the house if it isn't cleaned up on time, as one example.

And now comes the coronavirus.  Mom is so scared of the coronavirus right now, that she's willing to accept getting infected by it alongside me and my stepfather, especially since the two of them are over sixty and I'm thirty years old, and that makes me even more scared of it right now than ever.  Like, I have to constantly be careful with what I touch and with what, or else I could infect Mom and my stepfather.  And, I can't go grocery shopping, either, because it's a coronavirus death trap there.

Plus, I keep hearing stories about how the loss of taste and smell is a symptom of the coronavirus.  And because I used to obsessively check my temperature with the thermometer, I had that taken away from me by my mother, and now I have to constantly taste and smell everything around me as an alternative.

I mean, how do I deal with my anxiety if it's constantly tied up with my mother's anxiety, whether coronavirus or no coronavirus?",8.689141258741259,7.196560912727275,8.66509090909091,70.61548251748253,61.69090909090909,12.970629370629373,38.972027972027966,11.95083700844419,4.59766853146853,1141,49,215,31,13,373,137,275,0.138,0.8190000000000001,0.042,-0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,1,2,16,12,0,3,12,0,20,6,1,4,2,46,35,28,1,4,7,6,1,3,0,2,3,4,1,1,14,27,2,2,2,1,2,2,3,7,0,3,6,9,37,5,39,24,2,32,0,1,0,0,20,14,0,5,18,162,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240583873351534,0.1196389045752728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855013154570496,0.0,0.0,0.1989964781737237,0.0,0.0,0.1936702861929562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797395601255204,0.0,0.0,0.09122503443602722,0.0,0.457768948793201,0.0,0.0845539801156324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918011873954613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884673754699031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994714849100887,0.19158850512356104,0.0,0.0,0.1903554412960172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055329326188896834,0.0,0.06018644065397515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935903959907145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219647318256747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882607940077676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521482910402828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069028230460038,0.0,0.0,0.11535812018817072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480618461533164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852485222483288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112613780473188,0.0,0.14352361806412964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808791387811916,0.10073687512926338,0.08421737203023627,0.21205237842549296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520614761519152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007253245383004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035645864766815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175219861321837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034506828526133,0.0,0.12738684130713024,0.09146516394449733,0.11663588497103895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709778091515761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578700741993307,0.0,0.06819729523826401
anxiety,livmacc145,2020/04/03,"Coffee and Anxiety Aftershock??? I dont know if these are triggers but as a fair warning im talking about my experience of having anxiety the other day and i mention the symptoms i experienced. Along with factors such as making friends and caffeine //

So I work at Starbucks and I have access to all the caffeine I could want. Over the months ive worked there I assumed my body got used to the caffeine because it basically only woke me up and didnt give me anxiety anymore. 

The other day I had my usual iced latte and lost my shit. I had the usual symptoms and I felt foggy in my head and couldn't focus which was a new symptom for me. I dont know if anyone else tries to mask their anxiety when in public, but thats what i do bc i dont want people to worry. I felt like i was being annoying by acting like I was but i couldnt just cry in front of everyone. 

Im also trying to befriend a new guy who transferred to my store and he makes me nervous because hes really attractive to me so i act foolish/annoying around him bc i cant function. On the day i was having anxiety, i was also working with him so i couldnt function bc of anxiety and because of the cute guy. 

Anyway, later on i woke up at 4 am with horrible anxiety and i was just wondering if anyone else 

1. Tries to mask anxiety (and fails sometimes)
2. Gets an aftershock of it later in the day",1.4556863243518023,3.556766555160141,4.071259532282664,83.74839412811392,80.95729537366549,6.8612608032536855,26.04994916115913,7.957251820313856,1.8134696492119984,1066,45,210,20,28,375,138,281,0.158,0.7440000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9389,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,5,13,10,2,1,14,0,26,6,3,4,1,42,42,26,0,9,8,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,9,17,0,0,6,0,1,3,8,5,0,0,15,3,40,5,34,22,1,27,0,2,0,0,13,12,1,5,14,151,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750491511810614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261519630922341,0.0,0.08526196619536269,0.12022843220762673,0.1761786904704143,0.0,0.07653406433164546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722475525324067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549645581836208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864232552495285,0.0,0.09443713940368156,0.2217815051071612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022786218120956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363856975245118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215074302833805,0.0,0.08409794477776039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165094837827595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642241110420863,0.0,0.04491726603692297,0.08247299222099397,0.0,0.0,0.06876034238955588,0.0,0.0,0.1702532774411639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823294787765476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573086331395475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449686060458844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400398428781443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384952226734138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477509072351964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862270911545848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606622966925536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538622696191634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960274961060501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507640955130565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824989567189456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850293475577696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680761305518313,0.0,0.06910172071392454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510976644201828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425293935407086,0.18937389755335307,0.0,0.10141802952043054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323388911314684,0.1877677774928773,0.08730960299989714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Letsbegin8,2020/04/03,"Dont think i can work About a year ago i had to quit my 12 hour a week summer job because the anxiety i got before going there gave me really bad vomiting and ibs type symptoms before work and at work so i just quit. The thing is, i didn't really mind the job itself, it was easy and i was left alone to do my own thing, which was ten times better than jobs i had before which caused more anxiety but i didnt get ill. Im going to uni later this year and i want to get a job for money and also just so i can prove to myself i can work again. But the thought of even going to work makes me feel sick, last night i applied for a job and got so anxious that i had a panic attack and was ill. Im fine with other things, like doing exams etc, its just work that makes me ill. Im always so anxious even when i get to work that i mess up constantly which makes me more anxious. Im always so anxious that i can't speak with coworkers which i think is what makes jobs easier. 


Ive been on four types of antidepressant/anti anxiety and none of them have helped, ive also had prescription anti nausea and ibs control drugs but none have stopped me being ill. I can't get counselling right now because of coronavirus, and it didnt help much in the past.


I feel like im never going to be able to work, just the thought of having responsibility and being monitored makes me sick. I can't even cope with volunteering or a few hours a week. It feels like my degree could go to waste (biology) because the most common job for graduates is a lab assistant, which is my idea of hell as even a small mistake could ruin an experiment.


I feel like my only option is going on benefits but id feel so guilty and i dont feel like i deserve them for being weak. This really makes me feel suicidal because i feel like itll never get better and i wont have a future.",4.182422480620153,4.273228098191215,5.6698094315245475,83.1332412790698,70.343669250646,8.72390180878553,25.168927648578812,8.59863814320734,1.4578183462532297,1442,35,312,22,24,491,170,387,0.193,0.685,0.122,-0.9885,7,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,13,21,18,2,1,18,0,41,10,0,8,3,57,74,28,1,4,9,0,8,6,0,2,10,1,0,0,22,16,0,2,14,0,1,6,13,8,0,2,17,9,42,10,31,49,9,36,1,1,0,0,6,8,1,3,28,202,64,20,0.05763185699743941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108716392095948,0.0,0.0,0.05968922299067789,0.0,0.09217635043807172,0.09590864362735013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322646385731351,0.26043037660483465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655645573396007,0.0,0.0,0.04812019330858691,0.14052738042432794,0.0,0.1471213965539438,0.0,0.0,0.10194138822210648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920379256201658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622795633219404,0.06463902815889662,0.09202869653114104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508821436264998,0.0,0.066834657213395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427475484553226,0.1522611920312811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056375014829820526,0.0,0.0,0.23312318833163745,0.2058610507718012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055133306992338,0.0,0.19652107474986305,0.0,0.09218692162236644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725883783595304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351154017787918,0.0,0.0,0.06505935157636535,0.3112614761677416,0.0,0.4003350772997796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046977655474400505,0.0,0.0,0.06261718125625565,0.0,0.0,0.16893608538844715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308182723869675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819174657175464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236604609957397,0.0,0.08889848201542183,0.0,0.0,0.054083593703035344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043831624237490784,0.0,0.0676185667092198,0.0,0.0,0.0550161286846028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225971479245526,0.0,0.0,0.11076133002179693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049217290980696514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048182813033589685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303989752629748,0.0,0.0,0.05990156626426441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486413483500155,0.07385633378313426,0.0,0.09150651383014173,0.03360559927832392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033992762447016524,0.0,0.092457598766642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356534262899196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422605274339412
anxiety,banter888,2020/04/03,"Not sure whether this is the right subreddit for this post but need help on anxiety Hi all.

I am a 24 year old guy in need of some massive help, and I appreciate everyone here who reads and comments on my post.

Let me preface this by saying that living in isolation with me family has been really difficult for me. I have one younger sibling who's 19 who I've had a really rocky relationship with. I've always felt that he is an incredibly selfish person who only cares about himself. I can bring up numerous examples, but I don't think its appropriate and it makes me feel worse just thinking about it.

I get angry and haven't found anyway of consistently being able to get rid of this anger/emotion and a lot of times in the past I have reacted in a verbal way to try and get it across that he's wrong.

I say this because my eating habits have gotten worse (When i'm stressed I tend to eat little because my stomach feels bad).

Basically the cycle that happens is If I feel like my sibling is being rude/selfish to my parents I feel stressed and I feel bad for them.

I know a lot of you might be thinking, hey just talk to him about your feelings but it doesn't matter what I say to him he's too stubborn and won't listen.

It's gotten so bad over the last year or two that I prefer it when he's not here and I feel better when i'm out the house and away from the situation (obviously this isn't possible at the moment).

If you guys think i'm being petty btw please let me know and If this post is better for a different subreddit, I just need some clarity/advice on this.",5.711448228414168,5.2323950897832825,6.71545407636739,78.87711644306849,67.1424148606811,10.026074991400067,30.947540419676642,9.586721724236666,2.5777259717922245,1246,42,258,23,18,419,168,323,0.161,0.7559999999999999,0.084,-0.9783,2,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,2,14,14,1,2,14,0,25,3,1,2,3,58,57,23,0,7,13,1,8,1,0,2,0,4,0,3,25,14,2,1,16,1,0,1,7,9,0,2,6,12,34,5,35,43,5,30,0,0,0,0,30,15,0,9,11,172,59,1,0.09231934792963756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902133983328612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681709302622634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062404847700546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673706634699327,0.0,0.23124839801852454,0.11255403524139852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163297921983063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412572797627228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964540694148869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889314809649924,0.0,0.10384684057632024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821509320550891,0.0,0.0,0.08703046501650358,0.0,0.32675605339482106,0.06595296060721101,0.08864105161949566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122339991463222,0.0,0.0,0.14469914685800112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282133775509302,0.08163769448484988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375942581780235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065241324778829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147259852520404,0.07525259026188441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888055761704849,0.0,0.04510257016803498,0.09252823978841786,0.08151967559073058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697321647730844,0.0,0.0,0.06162388161451825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793623904776608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536088014684847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687362586627812,0.0,0.06255797940062602,0.070213024169633,0.0,0.0,0.1025097106176231,0.0,0.08812926375079709,0.0,0.08060969368891034,0.0,0.10133892104686804,0.0,0.10407619355374748,0.2652492476753045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923443308562996,0.0,0.11828427651146713,0.0,0.0,0.09911643012494996,0.0,0.07884021870756328,0.0,0.2202481527028523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037708151019618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150300227776456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700989286907845,0.0,0.0,0.07420279487109613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366180418456951,0.0,0.0,0.05383215419030147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267877724306951,0.0,0.09018258840134301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327880127461006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816260520569075,0.0,0.10093671442702608,0.0,0.11890126651593905
anxiety,Salamancia,2020/04/03,"Anxiety every morning Every morning I wake up and I just have this impending feeling in my chest built with so much anxiety, than I start to feel nauseous causing me to dry heave so I just end up making myself throw up because I can’t stand feeling nauseous, it’s a cycle every morning and sometime around like 3/4 in the afternoon I start to feel fine unless I think about it than I feel anxious all over again. I’m not currently taking any anxiety medication but I’m seriously considering it at this point because it’s making a huge impact on my day everyday",5.973512450851897,6.789484018348624,7.154416775884666,71.50339449541285,66.61467889908258,9.89829619921363,35.75491480996068,9.957137785484203,3.8115703800786367,454,22,77,10,7,154,70,109,0.078,0.836,0.086,0.1832,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,3,1,19,15,6,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,12,2,17,15,2,21,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,9,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883238521973345,0.0,0.4010376413778836,0.19741176686277695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555982705954896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130454889619754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795109379637254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269587235683765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547719332769858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416898280140305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417808427841643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537143154647704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332868823786259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760368966845422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845745760598798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519021976466167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728269721016728,0.0,0.2473703898217652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138626380215518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196934502198062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clayta248,2020/04/03,"i want to get better, but i am afraid of who i will be without anxiety it’s stupid. i’ve tried explaining it to my therapist- recovery is something i want, living this way is not ideal, it’s miserable. but i can’t help but ask myself, “without all the walls, the defense mechanisms, the anxiety i feel in certain situations, who will i be?” i have never known a life without these feelings, i don’t know what kind’ve person i am, especially when it comes to anxiety in social situations- how will i be more talkative? what would i even talk abt? will people even enjoy me more without anxiety or am i better off staying quiet? even tho it makes me miserable? then there’s other things aswell, the other anxiety moments i have. it’s just hard to imagine myself without all the anxiety-induced reactions i have on a daily basis. 

i know of course i will be happier, it’s just sometimes u get so used to not changing, change becomes the scariest thing u’ll ever have to do.",4.1218894830659565,5.94270678609626,5.7415187165775405,76.1032584670232,72.04812834224599,8.836934046345812,31.71800356506239,9.3871,3.2081967201426025,767,36,135,18,15,261,105,187,0.027999999999999997,0.732,0.24,0.9886,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,11,10,2,3,8,0,22,1,0,3,5,34,35,9,0,4,13,0,3,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,17,1,0,1,7,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,0,4,22,5,17,25,4,13,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,109,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431547964766683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054746498948532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460458231943755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995662593751308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387043968165864,0.0971873698943574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235563768918628,0.10205522546559312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409380301841962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789114081610533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106760652109484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562314747469495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174882104081981,0.1240095812048958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969050471026401,0.0,0.0,0.09962513010302487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531049625518711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701636219280869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821754046200023,0.09851304195125914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536364596771142,0.0,0.11500924913300355,0.0,0.08685696614202143,0.11158522847533132,0.0,0.0,0.12025473383422405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068317604887034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099666442321228,0.14990970873994144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765996833560676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744319391795477,0.0,0.0,0.13309233012597735,0.08955396421630077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543788662254992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014650700848189,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,backwardspan,2020/04/03,"Already anxious about an event this summer. Input (nice/kind) welcomed! 
I [25F] am an extreme sufferer of generalized anxiety. My partner [26M] has this large convention he attends for a week and a half every summer. He’s been going there since he was a kid and it is super important to him. He wants me to attend with him this summer. I have zero interest in the subject of the convention and I already have these preconceived ideas of the kind of people who attend these particular conventions (arrogant, snooty, “better than you”). I don’t necessarily have to go but he wants me to and I feel that if I don’t, I will be letting him down. He really wants to introduce me to people and wants to show me around. I’m flattered by that. I just literally do not give a crap about any of this stuff and my anxiety towards it has caused some serious anger towards the subject matter. I’m all for supporting him and his hobby, but I don’t want to be included, for lack of interest, for fear that I will be thrown to the side, or that I will be paraded around. I don’t have social anxiety and can get along and chit chat with just about anyone. I don’t think that is the issue. On the other hand, I have a serious attachment issue (that I am working on via therapy) and having him gone for many days while I am at home may as well kill me. I can’t decide which is worse: totally being out of my comfort zone with people who I perceive as arrogant and snooty, or being miserable at home while he is away. Please be kind. This has been on my mind quite a bit lately and I just want someone to share their thoughts.",4.064249693335153,5.235137275862068,5.4661523783562815,80.57620008177732,71.22570532915361,9.058797873790377,27.97614828949162,9.43228470229965,2.4298533733133434,1257,45,248,28,23,423,161,319,0.127,0.736,0.13699999999999998,-0.3434,0,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,1,1,4,10,20,3,2,15,0,39,2,2,1,2,49,56,21,1,8,9,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,20,19,0,0,6,2,0,6,7,8,1,2,5,2,36,12,46,39,5,29,3,2,0,0,25,14,1,5,9,187,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473882308441736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622505181965213,0.0,0.2572456568900369,0.12662980828920886,0.0,0.07837594254035819,0.0,0.0,0.19956775010018335,0.0,0.0,0.10531225595396547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913450662392133,0.1223732619320092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514731883213156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228878469767805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944406694250544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126132426261417,0.056676077942699486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058562404871092336,0.10752695316331323,0.1274066737518077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487084238549895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653597978758122,0.0,0.2339857010404,0.0,0.0,0.12401099064614565,0.35017349554217075,0.0,0.0,0.12644241571608794,0.0,0.0,0.11461963149443832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364167883963013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317895874453407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312730240019555,0.0,0.0,0.12304117306310555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192215250838114,0.0,0.0,0.07180773184944747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927220161466943,0.0,0.0,0.11426165130004695,0.09497350333374688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831624632067035,0.0,0.12719841717298194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818469734461674,0.0,0.0,0.0718227536267249,0.0,0.0889869488696932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966815590104011,0.0,0.08991184637777866,0.0,0.10078238216387632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160286364597524,0.0,0.11422929823976907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,noreaster76,2020/04/03,"One Step Up Two Steps Back Hi Everyone,

Quite simply my wife suffers from Anxiety. We have been slowly drifting and it really pains me. From those of you that deal with this from your perspective what has helped you cope as far as a partners behavior and actions? I feel I can do no right, one step up and two steps back.. Any quick tips or insight would be great for me to help modify my approach.",3.9703846153846167,5.51803808974359,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,71.94871794871794,8.276923076923078,25.82051282051281,8.841846274778883,1.7668051282051285,313,10,64,6,6,98,63,78,0.11800000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.079,-0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,8,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,2,0,4,1,1,10,1,11,5,0,14,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,3,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932154982691268,0.0,0.17922706408444544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603007643079386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153711680163364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238689582955137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846132420225874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582995789245198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140720338246168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175145924034635,0.0,0.24929531370550445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919049178243866,0.0,0.0,0.15008870252889442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007775305224584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577239877708581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642904521076568,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tarsicle1,2020/04/03,"Slut shaming myself I (25F) suffer from constant anxiety. My brain is constantly looking for negative memories and then repeats them to me in a loop. 

For the past few months I’ve been feeling so ashamed of my sexual past as a teenager. In the last 3 years of school I had 3 different boyfriends, dated multiple other guys for short amounts of time and got with a good few more at parties or other occasions. 

I remember being slut shamed by certain people at the time and I know that has affected me to this day. But I am more worried about the extent to which I am slut shaming myself for my past. I just can’t understand why I behaved that way. There was a lot going on in my life at the time so I guess I was acting out but why did I think it was okay to be with so many people at a time in my life when everything was so public and open for judgement ? Why didn’t anyone else behave like me ? 

Did anyone else get with a lot of people in high school ? How do you feel about it now ? 

Do you remember anyone in school who was like me ? What did you think of them at the time and what do you think of them now ? 

I just wish I had waited a little longer before I explored my sexuality. It ruined if for me. I now have a terrible relationship with sex and constantly shame myself.",3.5165616744564123,4.662721586872589,4.852184515342412,84.55415972363342,72.51351351351352,8.078114204429994,25.986791302580773,8.532816995589336,1.6758988416988418,997,32,206,17,19,332,133,259,0.131,0.797,0.073,-0.9356,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,3,0,14,16,0,5,14,1,23,7,1,2,1,36,37,18,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,12,0,1,10,0,0,3,3,11,0,0,13,3,36,5,38,22,8,43,0,2,1,4,11,17,0,5,24,153,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837847060944853,0.0,0.0,0.21491860833871626,0.2099563210885651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718241081079438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143746504233462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321552365358012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607556903370776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704459186105512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117748798747204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208074189135493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360954652438444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352897053149791,0.0,0.0582280398131597,0.08593513427537339,0.08194332973161482,0.0,0.1128667068927834,0.10144743297095954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082502663654066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630707423804504,0.08351521983402542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473524129959614,0.10010953907511848,0.10268771161089373,0.0,0.0,0.08603713814862299,0.0,0.0,0.17420865695830462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387418500225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177930889679247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29341720239840896,0.21309002811166325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999927606799872,0.23212508734103995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31107247254065673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694877989584245,0.0,0.0,0.2987142486189817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666018825024358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132471156574475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773514971840263,0.0,0.11781920992254917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404892324159892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597822996567533
anxiety,notinxyz,2020/04/03,"Fear of hurting someone's feelings Hello, it's going to be a bit longer one about particular events in life that trigger social anxiety, so consider yourself warned.

Just when I start to feel relaxed enough in my life (I have social anxiety), some kind of a tricky social situation happens (telling my teammates that I can't be part of a team anymore, telling my brother honestly that something he said hurted my feelings...) which I overthink a lot for at least a couple of days.
When I am forced to deal with situations like those I am afraid that I am going to really hurt someones feelings and that they will think I did it on purpose although I tried to minimize the consequences.

I understand that it's a main symptom (recalling and questioning a social event) of social anxiety, but I had to check if someone has some way of dealing with this terrifying feeling that someone thinks that I deliberately hurted his/hers feelings.

P.S. Sorry for the bad grammar, English is not my first language.",10.725934065934062,8.841075741758242,10.009972527472527,63.8162774725275,58.065934065934066,12.616483516483516,46.37637362637364,11.20814326018867,5.394459340659339,803,43,128,16,8,258,115,182,0.155,0.8029999999999999,0.043,-0.9516,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,5,11,0,2,9,0,12,3,0,1,0,22,26,8,0,1,4,1,6,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,14,4,0,0,10,2,1,2,2,7,0,2,3,7,18,4,21,20,8,14,0,4,0,0,16,4,0,5,8,93,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107671404900836,0.0,0.09553354235811208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043158270290891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516748450665482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658738752786484,0.0,0.0621249243884819,0.19862413963037534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953471043958104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839810735783464,0.29224425931778114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193830625621562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949319464314183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518436060828859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124933186748885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003129416934599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360815510722138,0.04706200519010892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189637864361463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527574682033373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431607587081952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791172183872168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061711507951227165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163195361297552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165580640178905,0.0,0.4909818637293061,0.3264806145624843,0.07415959226890607,0.0,0.10783362397452036,0.06818291762703604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100123824318848,0.0,0.0,0.1683934499339063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344883530947424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654017926014688,0.0,0.0,0.10028299759215564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646232383348253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blushbunnie,2020/04/03,"Anxiety and apologising I just want to know if anyone else does this and why. When I do something embarrassing, or someone opposes me, or if someone speaks to me in a different tone, all I can respond with is “I’m sorry”. My mind blanks with panic other than that. If someone messages me in a different tone, I curl up all anxious crying and just repeat “I’m sorry” over and over to myself until i feel better as if it’s actually doing something. It’s always “I’m sorry”. When I think of something bad that happened a few days ago i’ll stop whatever i’m doing and just repeat “I’m sorry” quietly to myself. I don’t even know what i’m apologising for. I don’t know why it feels like some kind of shield to say “I’m sorry” to everything. And I know it’s probably annoying which makes me feel even more anxious. Maybe it’s just something i’ll grow out of as I cope better with my anxiety but I want to know if anyone does anything similar, why they do, and how i can get better. Because honestly, it’s kind of embarrassing in itself that i act like this.",1.8449577214063204,3.9908971495327137,4.319799732977305,82.24213395638631,79.84112149532709,7.253760569648421,24.676457498887405,8.269060116576782,1.7846887405429466,826,31,161,17,21,289,99,214,0.13,0.764,0.106,0.25,2,0,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,9,13,1,3,3,0,9,0,0,2,2,42,30,21,0,7,12,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,15,11,0,2,9,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,6,22,8,26,30,5,17,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,8,10,104,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0916282877965262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832325358962487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812842807074362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365932565598655,0.2121499708104012,0.0,0.13130758189414102,0.09620685141679393,0.07726784799336113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839867022346471,0.057237715591680075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491283407600407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313960007964497,0.06055471365993801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620124968380886,0.0,0.0,0.16433685463322498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843749150931217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403394667745342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438705924698364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242888515313773,0.06707883539792166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049056429334608284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303132141753046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555505364155365,0.2580120615967974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174502107170134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267585523597137,0.0,0.0943304693692158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480750669370898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016592719035248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123503592977874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466932717819302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386715999048026,0.2891408187090814,0.0,0.5255406173098822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785006919077604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060164329754934985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076378500718384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541777655606121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SerpentsGold,2020/04/03,"I've been experiencing more panic attacks while asleep I've struggled with anxiety my entire life and it's gone through ups and downs. Recently I've been experiencing a steady increase in panic attacks whilst sleeping or in some stage of sleep. Some nights I experience multiple episodes and will shoot up to my feet and feel disoriented and have that surge of adrenaline. 

I've considered a sleep study and going back to talk therapy or even looking to up a dosage of medicine but I'm not sure what's available right now given the coronavirus. I'm also in NYC so even less may be available. 

I could use any help possible...I can't keep doing this every night.",5.016480000000001,7.0450146879999975,5.427400000000002,78.41470000000002,70.12,8.840000000000002,30.9,9.3871,2.9215600000000004,536,23,97,12,10,171,88,125,0.145,0.812,0.043,-0.8183,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,3,4,0,9,6,5,1,1,19,18,12,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,4,4,4,1,15,10,5,19,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,5,7,57,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813029465290368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895715081171847,0.0,0.1225701750466638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645536413965221,0.0,0.12320161571653923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279250474445713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116515929134949,0.0,0.13499480834268676,0.0,0.0,0.15672886216209422,0.0,0.0,0.08101357525384234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105843705583512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739411583790466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241358580909547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317026042719207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454698721972055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007169090172892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759743940949461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820090705543635,0.0,0.0,0.13682958731613384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810162063828714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749989315597094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100830424960382,0.0,0.0,0.12878119779926242,0.0,0.0,0.18322899187234215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838124971910198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HotToddy94,2020/04/03,"$60k in School Debt & Corona Will Likely Eliminate My Field Like the depression and recession, I have a feeling after this a lot of unnecessary roles will be cut. I'm $60k in school debt and will probably be included in that. So that's cool. I guess it is time to come to grips with the fact that I will never pay that off, never own a house, ... Mega oof (not hiding behind humor at all)",3.0757916666666683,4.250085662500002,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,73.625,8.333333333333334,22.083333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.283583333333334,303,7,65,6,6,102,58,80,0.184,0.7,0.11599999999999999,-0.7799,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,5,1,8,0,0,0,4,12,12,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,4,11,6,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,43,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278693894152301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215691787161823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154013402649164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005635536220447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28335289618809234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29679322537348185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25132591012809585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186762104128054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967623350006895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27732281539308506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206335180400998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499849686573078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fairy-lights-hoe,2020/04/03,"Lockdown anxiety Hi everyone. I know this may seem stupid to some people but I’m hoping to feel a little better by just writing this. Like most people on this subreddit, I suffer from severe anxiety, mostly around people disliking me or worrying people don’t like me. I know it must seem small and insignificant but it’s something that really affects me. I’ll be sat here feeling the anxiety build after being left on read or after sending a risky message that could come across angry or even saying no to someone in fear they’d hate me. I get this is common and I’m not special but it’s been so much worse since lockdown as I have nothing but time to think about all the things I do wrong and all the reasons someone may dislike me. And it’s hard. 

I’d really like to speak to someone, doesn’t have to be about anxiety but it would be nice to just have a chat with someone without the worry of fucking up or having someone hate me.

I’d also appreciate any advice from people who feel the same or anyone who has any ideas.

(I’m a 19 year old female for reference, may not matter but I’m adding it for general knowledge)",3.2416564849624048,5.130216638392857,4.7061090225563875,82.32046992481206,74.58035714285714,7.215789473684211,26.07518796992481,8.032893268588372,1.7351285714285716,893,32,166,14,19,298,128,224,0.256,0.634,0.11,-0.9891,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,9,14,4,1,9,0,21,1,0,2,3,52,40,18,0,4,16,0,4,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,15,7,0,0,12,2,0,2,6,7,0,0,2,6,13,7,27,27,7,17,0,1,0,1,10,9,1,14,9,115,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481139904837156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577428434908782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458784069904423,0.0,0.3282086902445676,0.0,0.0,0.07499737534592385,0.0,0.0,0.09548247189179246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948610959182887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239337798345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563688567645505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084298043127962,0.0,0.0,0.10248973552616908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069521091562645,0.16269879325845654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915840884991103,0.05603794374805357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608221295973424,0.2117903867667024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653152012927844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108136838044195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789252165469387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653626737632425,0.0,0.0,0.15720270715931353,0.10750081964459897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884706364747762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291706435050964,0.0,0.11254936013462004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37179639641945705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728715124468254,0.0,0.13742460361428785,0.11027921700704164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852959665607917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952875385577264,0.0,0.12117115219836655,0.0,0.08872502993126574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543973090831179,0.08257254530067727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125753273318318,0.0687266760377091,0.0,0.0,0.06254307562669341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339300563324974,0.0,0.0,0.21785166610769496,0.10930519337841556,0.07619309509185328,0.11726992276034152,0.0,0.06907071633737234
anxiety,ctp722,2020/04/03,"Do any of you feel heat sensations (like a fever) when feeling super anxious ? I’ve been dealing with anxiety for a long time and I’ve been on medications and used lots of coping mechanisms and overall am pretty self aware. 

I’ve always felt a heat rush when I’m anxious similar to a fever, but in this current situation in the world it’s making everything worse and making me feel like I have the virus and I don’t have or currently can’t find a thermometer to see what’s actually going on, not that it really matters to an irrational mind!

I’m in a super stressful situation right now buying and selling a house next week during this covid19 pandemic and I just can’t quit thinking that it’s going to ruin my life by getting me sick and then we can’t buy or sell. 

Anyways thanks for reading, is anyone else having this kind of issue?",5.125695509309967,5.970521843373496,6.360514786418403,76.33941401971525,68.51807228915662,9.409857612267249,31.35596933187295,9.573946990214177,2.947055421686747,670,27,124,14,11,226,106,166,0.15,0.736,0.113,-0.8182,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,3,5,8,0,1,10,0,12,5,0,3,0,27,27,14,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,6,1,4,3,5,2,0,0,3,5,8,6,16,24,1,20,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,3,12,74,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.14408181151374236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285382296078033,0.0,0.0,0.10040477066340192,0.0,0.1129492669737626,0.3335973294058323,0.0,0.10323795587455127,0.15128141936851336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522171912432073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233398128354412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269526973616394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396371555384284,0.1054787811797473,0.14176391781710565,0.0,0.13494634396065905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771392697048107,0.0,0.16782196343143793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036438632246212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410472076202453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537512435128702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428718041411562,0.14426536991208885,0.0,0.0,0.13066262039862456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552388398831646,0.0,0.0,0.19711054255701568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487384453928584,0.0,0.0,0.14908100585558162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570238648383149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020970150170734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704036400661292,0.14768658416399952,0.0,0.0945862111745264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260894143440356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765524735133348,0.0,0.1540276344648647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319219940457714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912871454687012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593317893112558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946059980827212,0.0,0.0,0.0860939366481207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751928201730342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184332197876765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046452864264773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Miss_Star_Dust,2020/04/03,I need advice but it's also kind of a vent OK so recently my boyfriend broke up with me and I was sad until I realised that he was the source of my most intense anxiety (it felt like a 12 hour panic attack each day) and now I'm just scared for that to happen again like every single second of the day I was so scared he would hate me for everything I said or did. I really don't know what I going to do if that happens again can anyone give me advice? I get so scared people will hate me and it's really really intense.,0.7767126623376619,2.660260973214289,3.2362662337662336,89.99509740259741,82.125,6.215584415584416,17.324675324675322,7.348242739294969,0.19195357142857186,407,8,89,6,11,141,71,112,0.295,0.603,0.10300000000000001,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,3,4,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,14,21,11,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,1,6,2,14,4,10,13,3,10,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,3,10,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078964778038096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125986296705372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051921430829568,0.0,0.0,0.1101570436192884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922679158127255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320313991827307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273594682365106,0.0,0.1415886094660956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512650453637045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230920329300657,0.15112866124399074,0.08953476068654233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786277764990561,0.0,0.0,0.3110802580169708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514715555962524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405577090995158,0.08658097427012056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393414671508598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681541183532596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184841616482597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921980047691987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027763568700401,0.0,0.15555373902274489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498585380528394,0.0,0.4731811372056435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119133311107006,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HI-iM-PhiL-,2020/04/03,"Anxiety is making it hard to sleep Hello everyone. I'm currently writting this post at 6:00 am. I have to fallen asleep yet. I tried to go to sleep 3 hours ago, but once i was in bed trying to sleep, i felt like i couldn't breathe correctly. It's like there isn't enougjt oxygen or my lungs aren't working properly. This is not the first time i've had this issues. It's actually very far from it. I've been having this issue almost every single night for the past few months, a long time before the corona virus. Since i started self isolating, i've been falling asleep around 6-7am and waking up at 2-3pm. Not because i wanted to. I'd love to wake up earlier, but it feels impossible to fall asleep with this much anxiety. I can't deal with this anymore. I've tried everything. Meditation, deep breathing, reading before going to bed. Everytime i try a new method, it works for 2-3 days and then, the anxiety comes back. Like it's become immune to the method. How can i stop this?",2.8215795759928324,4.68783159390863,4.203523439832787,85.56532696327264,75.7005076142132,7.477933711555687,23.77097641086891,8.313332769828598,1.4283397432069274,772,24,156,14,17,255,123,197,0.07,0.8320000000000001,0.098,0.882,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,7,0,14,13,11,2,1,20,24,7,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,14,6,0,1,2,1,0,6,6,0,0,1,5,3,11,4,21,18,3,32,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,20,83,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.12212304588936343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093310859761613,0.0,0.12531420759481104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28720575558194883,0.0,0.12410978394721064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140519756532496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622844795458166,0.0,0.0762869670044198,0.1382123430681901,0.21297761979509355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780096413547888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070789330399594,0.12901855436188206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543969584482543,0.1195809975222503,0.11247186820485927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327685367264548,0.0,0.12015841041381603,0.0,0.0,0.1064479054732318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224508372054845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121049518850268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123242190867334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612368304877018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834179436486987,0.0,0.0,0.11074900446711657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129478584443194,0.0,0.08353497079564345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988920009981014,0.0,0.0919956566797686,0.0,0.0,0.12086540344351175,0.0,0.11743969939084233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327488047106315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946465040478685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985390283552427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517843373577514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055307727157955,0.0,0.0,0.10352087972422593,0.0,0.3757048372459825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857796923159264,0.0,0.0,0.104626462315731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459456077850822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398597874284447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032573746660944,0.0738135084950519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221347170196495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iwannabehave,2020/04/03,COVID-19 anxiety I just feel so absolutely terrified about money and the future. I literally fall asleep trying to stop my heart from pounding thinking about my bank account and how he’s it is going to be to get employed after this is all over. I was seeking employment when this whole thing began and it really screwed up everything and I’m just really scared and want so badly for the world to go back to the way it was... the worst is having family that is also scared and anxious and faking a smile and cracking jokes to ease the tension when in reality I want to throw up.,5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,6.769642857142857,75.02535714285716,66.5,9.971428571428572,31.17857142857143,9.957137785484203,3.044039285714286,462,17,84,10,7,153,75,112,0.253,0.6709999999999999,0.076,-0.9761,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,1,3,6,0,8,3,2,1,1,17,17,14,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,2,1,3,4,0,7,0,0,3,1,6,1,16,13,3,17,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,7,63,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044207736006104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726119265371183,0.2549059381224427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735011656238667,0.18839773113826427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278826738063266,0.0,0.21271077710606104,0.0,0.11408900488966188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788618299317308,0.0,0.2564697691209578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673813018239405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28909808044127105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518046253059506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864289669774925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990340440030564,0.14457927907419538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531929240284167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26617346605700776,0.17910039618387805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519160015370432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dontreproduce,2020/04/03,"No diagnosis So I think I’ve been suffering from anxiety for at least 8 years - all the usual stuff, intrusive, obsessive thoughts, I keep concentrating on ridiculous scenarios that always end up (in my head) with people who I love dead or severely ill, worry about worrying, health anxiety, panic attacks, difficulty breathing, muscle pain, etc....

After I experienced an anxiety attack that lassoes for a couple of hours this new year, I decided to finally go to a GP and get a handle on it. Did all the blood tests to rule out physical problems - all clear. Went to a psychologist for an assessment, and then for therapy a couple of times.

Today I asked my GP what was my diagnosis, to which he did not provide an answer and as I understand I was not diagnosed with anything yet, apparently, because the therapist and GP haven’t communicated enough...

Could it be that I am just imagining anxiety? But I am anxious almost constantly, always thinking something bad is bound to happen.. what is going on, why couldn’t they diagnose me in 3 months?",7.859497098646037,8.364390404255321,8.838220502901354,62.13772727272729,62.51063829787234,13.00657640232108,38.89941972920696,12.40481918309499,5.517440425531914,828,41,131,29,11,283,131,188,0.268,0.7,0.033,-0.9916,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,3,2,11,0,13,9,3,0,4,29,25,9,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,7,0,0,3,5,9,0,0,7,1,15,1,26,15,6,25,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,2,14,95,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120541913450654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003295000907929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683576081421381,0.13599370500018645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906144116700696,0.0,0.11253786637570852,0.2738963767760091,0.0,0.0,0.10051121468506034,0.0733817589446294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008664614874518,0.0,0.0961126238096093,0.26639355910984674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24436376215921105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661982804201148,0.12438341150840275,0.1342541091154779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186901905476536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289292007732984,0.0,0.13682801734711988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645051693853634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354331037189495,0.12795696510171126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854880456200008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069981498672328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864650735417196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608515701602664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626253144555218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809146033092506,0.14123850732731086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345545707451249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518619095564896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599370500018645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267343062275683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780485009509072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766357346453906,0.13976898838933574,0.0,0.15426766416176055,0.0,0.09556726837817547,0.07019380786820273,0.0,0.11410496433667686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531850750068607,0.0,0.0,0.13258016854548738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115922924610666,0.10862308374028687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445008954437289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503991587632682
anxiety,D-Gags,2020/04/03,"Unusual amount of anxiety over one situation. Could it be something deeper? I suppose I'm wondering if anyone else has experienced an intense anxiety over a situation that doesn't really call for it. It's hard to believe that im struggling so much with something so minuscule, it has to be more than that right? 

Things that have happened over there past 4 months: got a new job (dream job) that I moved to my home town for, mutually broke up with a man after 6 years of dating, living with my parents at age 31 (despite having the means to move but then, ya know, Covid)

I haven't felt anxious about these changes, but then I had a bad dating experience that messed with my head and I started having intense anxiety episodes. It's hard to believe that the anxiety is solely because of a disappointing experience with someone but when the episodes occur, that is the ONLY thing on my mind. 

Do you have insight or similar experiences where you focus your anxiety on one thing even though it could be because of other things?",6.021177884615383,7.246505781250002,6.517916666666667,74.6379807692308,66.70833333333334,9.657692307692308,34.0400641025641,9.851270322608157,3.455404967948718,818,37,144,18,13,266,117,192,0.147,0.8290000000000001,0.025,-0.9658,3,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,0,8,5,0,1,10,0,17,1,1,0,0,19,25,12,0,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,20,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,5,0,2,3,4,13,0,26,17,3,24,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,3,12,105,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104293829442086,0.12122092487034633,0.0,0.07502818152127758,0.1099437672610415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959284110943408,0.13082083009457815,0.0,0.0,0.2417856320054637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956752633714187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135114822572149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713441243460576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963720550087953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087208013333826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314886375069204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302692327687964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581935829221493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948869663944971,0.0,0.19224336002848647,0.0,0.11012299683139616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076328388182004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590477120052654,0.0,0.2129617200178131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897047379265561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474979379413304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688353441682067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834461680255388,0.0,0.08564757905359831,0.22809047914397565,0.07887945113380827,0.0,0.0,0.10363311735332337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542147292502045,0.08160814568417722,0.0,0.0,0.11914637628931457,0.0,0.10243207553399876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687405263044502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163547831973193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412242998150005,0.0,0.0,0.09091679177149016,0.1652129261568844,0.0,0.0,0.07594903767964449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121755398734698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851472108725854,0.0,0.1054238503706473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636464067394045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909908805824233
anxiety,Andy1263,2020/04/03,"Feelings of going crazy. Please tell me I’m not alone in this, I had a panic attack once that lasted three days with it’s ups and downs. And I found myself questioning if anything around me was real or if I was losing my mind and developing schizophrenia instead of thinking it was just a panic attack. I didn’t hear voices or saw shadow people but it was probably the worst experience of my life. Looking at my hands or the ceiling would freak me out because I would stare at them to long so I would trick myself into believing they were moving or changing. Please tel me this is normal and tips on how to help it when it happens again",4.559523809523808,5.791884793650794,5.228730158730159,82.51071428571429,70.1111111111111,7.187301587301588,25.904761904761905,7.3871296695380915,1.3122285714285713,508,15,95,5,9,164,88,126,0.18,0.7490000000000001,0.071,-0.9152,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,7,8,3,2,4,0,11,2,1,1,0,28,20,14,0,6,9,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,8,0,1,9,7,17,0,15,8,1,16,0,1,3,0,6,9,0,7,5,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522821395830186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333667005808947,0.13342302991877542,0.0,0.3410152997428825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136412396804898,0.0,0.0,0.16886097145439075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158550853549048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665879059786377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466092608589079,0.0,0.0,0.07578272580846912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164333286468725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517901532339557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253645546128098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892318855415805,0.0,0.10045993907176562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217042189305292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058631320584778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263714853004205,0.12585961561231168,0.1676749359988695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133386623006226,0.0,0.0,0.15929639643301394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684843511532206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961497984943687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35169864222664665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039064044747048,0.0,0.0,0.3290416634270584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159363239756278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789745222125016,0.0,0.0,0.17059376414367822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309998150937874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603565106262676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194066954267327,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mybodyisa-cage,2020/04/03,"DAE weird connections? I don’t really know how to explain this without just giving an example:
So imagine i’m playing a video game, Game X or whatever, and that’s just something i do today. Maybe like an hour later, for completely unrelated reasons, i have a panic attack or get really anxious and feel horrible. Once I start to feel normal again, whenever I think about or consider playing Game X, I feel scared of it, or slightly worried. If I do actually play the game, I get very anxious and feel horrible and scared and shitty, to the point where I start feeling so bad I have to stop. 
This anxiety association stuff has ruined a multitude of games, music, film, tv etc. for me. And it can get pretty bad, one of my worst panic attacks happened just for no reason while I was watching an anime and now I literally can’t watch any anime anymore. And I fucking miss it, but when I try to go back, I just feel bad. I don’t know how to deal with this. I want to just be a damn normal person who reacts normally to things again. But for now I live my life wondering if certain things will make me feel anxious. The worst part? Even asking in my head if something will make me anxious, is enough of a confirmation for it to make me anxious. Recently I bought a game called Slay the Spire, i was super excited to play it, and then when playing i just felt off. I don’t even know why. There’s nothing even wrong with that game, but within 20 minutes I felt so wrong and weird i HAD to stop and then i just sorta felt off for the rest of the day.
I hate this so much. If anyone else has experienced anything even remotely like this let me know bc I feel damn crazy",3.95009315206445,5.1292012235649596,5.18935422960725,82.42195682275934,71.50755287009063,8.296122860020139,27.991062437059412,8.72156446121922,2.0486101711983893,1299,47,260,23,24,432,164,331,0.23,0.665,0.105,-0.9904,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,27,31,6,4,15,0,19,3,1,8,1,67,55,33,0,8,19,0,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,16,13,0,2,21,15,1,1,6,21,0,1,7,14,35,10,30,44,7,26,0,2,2,1,14,6,3,10,21,175,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0763287830496828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319043310604821,0.0,0.059836005696241125,0.4418163180114983,0.07757052491003036,0.054691341354281636,0.08014284743585408,0.06436615752657034,0.0,0.07312259895988182,0.1779668973702871,0.0,0.06014426084481311,0.1959244869060185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798685888788263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200933073760737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050443675340185734,0.08063858196096238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534050145813818,0.0,0.0,0.08081935982886294,0.08723294385903092,0.20664710504605088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316392058574854,0.0,0.22530256693023715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231061569213508,0.12259590270381655,0.07503314294705185,0.044452683177530206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916728306525702,0.0,0.0,0.07722337138324004,0.08027349575245052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702826588359482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194468780258024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998246896662645,0.05524717856516493,0.07642602495008048,0.0,0.06906729192381053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663192683628274,0.0,0.07857977164701085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574987011590312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299089841499223,0.07505159042716038,0.0,0.0,0.08329885128040522,0.05300205372650014,0.0,0.0,0.18354225224971105,0.0,0.08470169285172452,0.0,0.0,0.068296312584124,0.0,0.0,0.07394061238372364,0.0,0.0,0.07957509415952814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021598585388837,0.16084078339530375,0.07723012855383254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566182863243899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043096816925268,0.0,0.0,0.11072518781729113,0.0,0.0,0.13078629811752512,0.0,0.0,0.08954007315714503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392817158730694,0.05011847523978407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414083646003287,0.0,0.0,0.05310439932328216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453744820865616,0.046134578735932505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705789299719754,0.0,0.0,0.07539866746870845,0.08482330446542903,0.0,0.07943344537551539,0.0,0.0,0.17103663552739687,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dollfacedslut,2020/04/03,"i am very scared. i am interviewing for what i would consider my adult “dream job” (not my *REAL* dream job, but the type of job i have been looking for,
forever) tomorrow morning and my anxiety almost always gets the best of me during interviews. if i muck this up, i’ll just be absolutely devastated. i tried going to bed early to get a good night’s sleep, but i can’t and i think it’s because of my anxiety. i don’t even know what posting here is necessarily going to do. i just needed to get it off my chest.",1.6282857142857132,3.6127964476190506,4.463095238095238,81.76607142857145,79.76190476190476,8.009523809523811,23.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8679333333333337,397,14,83,10,10,142,69,105,0.115,0.7659999999999999,0.12,0.1316,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,10,2,2,0,0,14,19,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,16,2,11,16,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,3,56,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893358097132839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732929328633394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892906044261149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526111001758815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984272730535352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248852284382895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963587089468793,0.0,0.21491647771532565,0.1585909162468731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628966936556369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391314995770357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877916157697924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020005560972562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774383049090956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108589741105213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521386911294946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930156762540773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921605389223006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115451078599668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283725709893361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601039193007227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343166539301195,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheColorOfSnails,2020/04/03,"Does anyone else panic for no apparent reason when falling asleep? TLDR: I start to dissociate and panic when it is time for me to go to bed at night for no apparent reason. Looking for any kind of relief or advice.

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Lately since I've been home from work, I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping. I will start to feel panic and tightness in my chest when I try to go to sleep, usually difficulty taking deep breaths. 

  
Originally it started with a fear of being unable to breathe - I was hyper aware of how strong my breaths are, and when they started to get shallow (because I was falling asleep) I would get a jolt of panic and wake back up. I think this originally started when I attempted taking Lexapro and had a bad reaction about two months ago. I had been feeling dizzy and tingly for the first two days taking it, then on the third night I woke up in the middle of the night dazed and a little scared. I went to use the bathroom and when I turned the light on, it looked like I was seeing through a screen - everything was fractal-y and blurry. After a moment I remembered that I'm near sighted and didn't have my glasses, and the vision calmed down. While I was sitting down, I started to panic more and more, noticing that I couldn't feel my arms. Eventually I fully freaked out and woke up my SO, forced him to check my pulse and had him call an ambulance. When the EMTs arrived I immediately started to feel better. I didn't fully recover until hours later, in the hospital. The hospital checked my heart since that was what I was scared about (A+ heart health for me) and let me go home. I didn't sleep until the next day because when I tried to sleep, I had this exact feeling where my shallow breathing scared me. I eventually fell asleep during the day just due to exhaustion.

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Fast forward to now. I had a couple days where breathing was the issue. I sometimes get a slight whistle in my breath due to allergies, and taking my inhaler makes it calm down. Doing that helped on those nights. I sort of forced myself to get over that feeling by reminding myself that the shallow breathing was normal. Now, though, it seems like I'm just afraid to sleep in general. When it gets to bed time, I can feel my body getting tense and my chest getting tight. I can usually calm myself down enough to doze off, but after about an hour and a half, I end up waking back up feeling panicky. I've been playing a lot of Animal Crossing lately, and when I'm half asleep in panic, I'm actually imagining something like placing objects in the game and that stressing me out (I thought that was kinda weird). I will get up and do something until about 5am and then be able to fall back asleep. If I sleep during the day or nap on the cough before bed, I don't have this issue. But as soon as I go to my bed at night, it starts.

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Another issue I have is a slight numbness in my left arm (yea I know that sounds bad, but I've proven time and time again it's not a heart attack). This is actually a very common issue for me, and it always freaks me out. My arm (mostly my forearm and hand) starts to feel disconnected from my body. I am right handed, so I think it has something to do with lack of use or lack of focus in my left hand. I pinch my fingertips to prove to myself that I can still feel it, and the color in my fingertips is always perfectly normal and pink, just like my right hand.

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I'm just at a loss of what to do to fix this. I think I am dissociating, but I don't have a lot of experience with this and don't know how to fix it, especially when half asleep. I really want to be able to sleep normally again. I actually am supposed to start trying to take Buspar, but it made me dizzy when I took my morning dose, which made me afraid to take it at night. I only took it twice and haven't taken it at all in a couple days. This started before I tried taking it. I've told my prescriber about this but haven't heard back.

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Any advice at all for this would be appreciated.",4.589267571811213,5.4185166309226975,5.283269603768357,83.63692897386164,69.72319201995012,7.8858778978479735,27.445368061328157,7.984000788550335,1.589401699455066,3166,101,636,39,54,1025,302,802,0.096,0.8390000000000001,0.065,-0.945,2,0,3,0,0,0,107.0,0,0,1,7,38,37,1,13,38,1,58,42,37,11,5,103,128,64,0,10,15,0,16,4,0,4,5,2,6,0,41,35,0,2,22,3,2,13,12,24,0,8,33,27,89,13,110,85,11,137,0,1,7,0,8,48,0,11,81,433,130,1,0.08152109298968806,0.0,0.11932924079834438,0.0,0.0,0.07966146857984875,0.036131765117034254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783207988602072,0.22082017548793528,0.2476426272768745,0.0554371387103818,0.042740986977363116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028500721839106388,0.0417639967425008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637100602143358,0.0,0.12536937702461232,0.06806670750806051,0.04969450163508482,0.0,0.06936844582201414,0.0,0.0,0.03604939100401304,0.0,0.0905515566966529,0.0,0.0,0.04162107527353903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020153883712008,0.0,0.1577230827197774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035669828918113634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034050206317353934,0.0,0.03610174582326483,0.04211654051005908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03663295093435556,0.039871635807614464,0.0,0.045866946913169636,0.20609757025181785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034670900025979515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036562571232114,0.0,0.0926606316007298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332655487493504,0.0,0.1449043315523095,0.0273209351200491,0.0,0.08177230309229723,0.0,0.08028185542116698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017368247269996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244583677249286,0.04480186074636911,0.0,0.09195934370124403,0.0,0.08857290606079496,0.041680420402494284,0.0,0.07965417649060177,0.04085277576761465,0.0,0.0,0.06845718649942342,0.0,0.0,0.10395947705694006,0.0,0.07713722928440991,0.027207981296139085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03253467933388764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334930361558462,0.22950607014159946,0.11981004384445347,0.0,0.046406152343463083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031000232349899026,0.0,0.2869423137680596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042586095647023765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026112249818040775,0.08381726091226392,0.0,0.0,0.046173753384993466,0.06961856798950901,0.0,0.0,0.12242525332850067,0.0,0.032480878270645906,0.03710687066984158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743509053680052,0.0,0.28552988291835035,0.0,0.0,0.09413838021557597,0.04031322272787588,0.0,0.3173557706267527,0.0,0.03255142508332681,0.0,0.046691068294332616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452800776065506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835313706549273,0.04004702997858595,0.03235932091968074,0.09507120979510196,0.0,0.0,0.03894844893066893,0.0905729338615563,0.11069494190982797,0.044335769900817314,0.0796342623728225,0.0,0.0,0.07040805012284486,0.0897839667148744,0.03363171964800686,0.024041626392003402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03778543496316123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029674163304012218,0.0,0.0,0.05791024550545203,0.0,0.2476426272768745,0.0
anxiety,Evilsj,2020/04/03,"You know what sucks about my GAD right now? Anxiety attacks make me feel like I'm having trouble breathing. Now I don't think I actually am. Especially right now, I think seasonal allergies are wrecking havoc on my sinuses so my nose always feels somewhat plugged up. So if I get an anxiety attack with this Covid crap going on, it makes me think I'm having trouble breathing, which makes my brain think ""oh shit I got the bad thing"" which causes more anxiety etc etc etc. Thankfully this last one only lasted a couple minutes and I was able to get my deep breaths in and calm down, but it feels like this is happening almost once a day since this pandemic started. I really need to call my doc about some sort of SSRI. Ugh. Sorry, just venting.",3.9612004662004665,5.975872433566433,4.900856643356646,81.15077214452215,72.91608391608392,8.123310023310024,28.00058275058275,8.841846274778883,2.3576764568764568,590,23,108,12,12,192,100,143,0.187,0.7559999999999999,0.057,-0.9237,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,8,13,5,0,4,0,7,8,7,4,0,23,29,6,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,9,0,1,2,4,16,4,11,27,6,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,5,10,65,26,0,0.12552073481039056,0.0,0.1224901305912642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256908844800285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444330661866184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288069055693768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28559591321689715,0.0,0.0,0.10480457056208044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012265224776452,0.12817070430088665,0.0,0.0,0.12894437092798225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388863056251648,0.0,0.08095048988139687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199663976640928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904011649886731,0.17934407605754346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115880652230413,0.0,0.07133632621921379,0.0,0.10039039816521472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099757125423576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898291320098457,0.20463230379954991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226461814622823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25135819551124555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930720343944489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336754860194451,0.0850560984096704,0.0954641750042379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041179686164332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438804338886092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884523050143842,0.10383204893063844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405101860863138,0.08884422215047097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556262837083466,0.0,0.0,0.08339039875399562,0.3217144742454638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,drams52,2020/04/03,"Severe Health Anxiety Colon Cancer Hey Reddit!

The past couple years have been really rough i won’t go into detail but long story short i have been left with increasingly crippling anxiety that flairs up into these health anxiety episodes. It started out with heart related panic attacks convincing myself i was having a heart attack then a little over a month ago it was constipation that turned into stomach pains that turned into appendicitis fears for about a week eventually the burning in my gut and back got so bad my body started feeling like i got hit by a bolt of lighting i went into the er unable to move my hands or hardly talk.... once i got over the initial shock i was calmed down enough to regain control and get back in my running car and drive home without being admitted after a few days i was back to normal.. I am having the same issues again started with the constipation now the burning tightness in the stomach and back are back i am terrified of colon cancer this time as my stool is a thinner and more ribbon like than normal this electrical current sensation in my body is kind of what freaks me out idk how to describe it i feel it in my stomach back sometimes my genitals and on that er visit my entire body does anyone have this it feels like energy gets caught in a part of my body and my brain exasperates the feeling and it morphs into some dangerous horrible thing that is going to kill me does anyone suffer from this? at times the pain feel so real but in the back of my mind i know i just know its anxiety which perpetuates me to get more anxious because then i run through the scenario of not knowing when i am actually in severe pain or have a serious problem?",6.505984615384616,7.109998206153848,6.868115384615389,74.76463461538464,65.4,9.453846153846156,31.94230769230769,9.3871,2.911569230769232,1367,51,238,24,20,444,180,325,0.256,0.685,0.059000000000000004,-0.9976,1,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,15,21,4,2,21,0,21,21,14,2,0,45,46,19,1,3,7,0,9,3,0,1,7,0,1,0,20,19,0,2,9,0,0,11,3,15,2,0,11,10,31,6,46,32,8,62,0,1,0,0,4,25,0,3,29,175,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.07606220263014989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909274595221351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850810706015615,0.08805465242128467,0.0,0.10900066061570343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773453429806008,0.0,0.4195394372669018,0.06508007171009851,0.047514002783606665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463133163937072,0.0,0.08701139852571604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742094116029647,0.0,0.08624366934724795,0.0,0.05026749938666352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641882258535154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053709594374983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877087875560566,0.19705440651256725,0.11136656796558887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216773306885033,0.0,0.0885948618649491,0.0,0.18701706261162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982260804276898,0.0,0.0,0.16570187696405791,0.0,0.18472827874844075,0.0,0.0,0.0781842922035917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135339480893318,0.0,0.0,0.08623360348794037,0.08116679069931063,0.1285081246117686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468649783487378,0.0,0.0,0.1142386573657171,0.07812046957605788,0.0,0.06897807991537235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870132639616534,0.0,0.06221424075385836,0.08284224808179226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273734704177214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300792770172735,0.0,0.0,0.2488140686561687,0.09145061288822433,0.0,0.08440586980944094,0.07440646751032555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458198163155781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871745530251325,0.04993298935368242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610930484256934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770887125893271,0.0,0.1655077154814248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264851890018915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051782599763901115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089966853910712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956160743493748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252205928693592,0.0,0.0,0.07225496595993247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513533550397704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050193447938992684
anxiety,justanothersoapeater,2020/04/03,"Anxious at nighttime/ before going to sleep, advice? Recently (past 3 months ish?) i’ve been really anxious right before i go to sleep/ when i put down my phone to go to sleep because i’m occupied in my thoughts. This has caused me to stay up later so I don’t get scared (i stay on my phone for longer periods of time) and idk what to do. I’ve been thinking about getting kidnapped, spiders being in my bed and other fun stuff like that, advice would be appreciated!!",3.930232919254657,5.403482489130436,4.927018633540374,83.14717391304347,71.93478260869566,7.431055900621117,27.27329192546584,7.957251820313856,1.6832465838509312,367,13,71,5,7,120,66,92,0.092,0.8029999999999999,0.105,0.4918,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,8,3,3,1,0,6,16,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,15,10,0,20,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,8,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093450479612145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576299546485417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648797759926482,0.0,0.26937471254746753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260046101382938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539289193524803,0.0,0.2698679929988301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732918274691891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634015061944412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510992370622527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591183473238227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014002794116249,0.0,0.15628557754791533,0.0,0.0,0.13517299917788328,0.0,0.0,0.15846910908422518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751925701545525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33741768991396026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811964101198244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142149178491618,0.0,0.12565919082771168,0.09229621446257157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243985324833296,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,natashajadew,2020/04/03,"Terrified of my boyfriend dying I just had a panic attack because I'm worried about my boyfriend dying. He complained about his leg hurting earlier when I talked to him and he said it didnt feel like a muscle or joint issue. He's 24 and he smokes cigarettes so I'm really worried it could be a blood clot. Now it's almost 2am and I texted him but I definitely dont want to call him and tell him to go to the hospital or something. He has anxiety too and gets stressed out really easily and I'm constantly worried that my anxiety will trigger his anxiety.

I cant tell if this is just anxiety or if I should genuinely be concerned because lately I've been having worse and worse anxiety related to a lot of things, but specifically about my loved ones dying. So idk what to do. My mom told me I'm overreacting and that young people dont get blood clots but young people CAN get them. I just dont if this is something I should actually worry about or if this sounds irrational.",3.809306260575294,5.256832705583762,5.405096446700507,79.70263620981389,72.1979695431472,9.31424703891709,28.86937394247039,9.725611199111238,2.78668013536379,781,31,153,20,15,265,106,197,0.237,0.7040000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9808,0,0,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,12,7,1,2,5,0,19,4,3,1,0,31,32,22,3,8,14,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,3,21,2,13,21,1,8,0,1,0,1,21,1,0,10,7,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.10256900474812634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524920550576733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020317963389943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957407685578285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281441717067098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732572097482862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358303317186172,0.0,0.08391916973490843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272525685080803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695529074384585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314511980544495,0.0750882675195973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474178185631186,0.0,0.05973457573580429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251892624562183,0.0,0.0,0.10970411649801604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185649673662176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134983817888738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935798153518427,0.09486292570495997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309972956699533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122303910957523,0.0,0.0,0.12332009885594952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457355421159602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346681227996908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998056757323473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183258860465827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039940186168364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448080663377341,0.1837358261629704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982823974845799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004339829007954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619946714247835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269639373434308,0.2142254708020567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sophie74656,2020/04/03,"Night time anxiety Everything just seems worse at night. My husband and I have a 6 month old baby and I've had a huge increase in anxiety since she was born. I'm just so worried that something will happen to her. Now I'm worried that one of us will get sick. I am a stay at home mom, but my husband manages a medical office so he still has to go to work. It's only him and one other person since the doctor are all doing phone sessions from home and he stays in his own office. I have been having a hard time sleeping lately because I'm so worried he may get sick. It's almost 3 am right now and everything seems awful. We will need groceries soon and I'm  terrified. 

My parents are insisting on taking a trip and makinf a huge haul for themselves, my brother, and us and that worries me too. I know they are very cautious right now and will take so many precautions, but we just lost my grandfather last week and i just.....i know I will feel better in the morning, but right now all i can think about is my husband getting sick and dying, me getting sick and dying, and my baby getting sick and dying. 

I just need to sleep.

My grandfather died a few days ago probably from corona (no test results in the last 9 days)",2.3562274567537718,4.250118441295548,3.741672800883325,88.23365016562386,77.13765182186235,6.272285609127714,24.99245491350755,7.1686216300943375,1.1074226720647773,953,34,192,11,22,313,132,247,0.215,0.747,0.038,-0.9932,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,1,3,16,2,0,0,11,1,21,9,2,1,2,37,43,22,4,2,7,6,2,0,0,6,7,0,2,1,6,17,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,4,2,27,1,16,33,5,37,0,1,0,0,20,12,0,4,20,121,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235404909671798,0.0,0.09303022817302667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214305777036568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056633593933711326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216629625026628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983116477442315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856799484894608,0.0,0.0,0.0950914792801924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699277381183242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697520136161467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426932897351557,0.0,0.05279964997185944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215495835797144,0.0,0.08322399712977213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638115912139275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021155381581771,0.1514587950653582,0.10480008770044608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014160090705918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419036991163586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359129989335227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880838363219683,0.07415531930228833,0.0,0.0,0.13777471026738067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743687685633839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748742598931097,0.0,0.1259087049199076,0.07065790029033607,0.0,0.0,0.10315922148734127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112044405529173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016653979714636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801927255755226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691531559043042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370278033527568,0.0,0.18594277220194397,0.0,0.0,0.07152226266875683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804722735512853,0.07419348738699187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970493060224876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952931883134367,0.0,0.0,0.10834647925156304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350484790108788,0.0,0.0,0.07665577040389976,0.0,0.0,0.07452221892737318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763543086608106,0.3773952717442288,0.0946774103111749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shoshana20,2020/04/03,"My dog ran away tonight My mom took her out for a walk around 11 pm and she bolted and my mom dropped the leash. It's 3 am now and my parents decided to give up looking until daylight. I can't stop imagining her tangling her leash around her neck or getting hit by a car or getting stuck on something and getting maimed by an animal... the list goes on and on. 

I can't even go door to door in the area tomorrow because I live somewhere highly impacted by COVID-19.",3.5016090225563907,4.6719802736842135,4.359699248120304,87.97789473684212,72.57894736842105,7.533834586466164,31.46616541353384,7.957251820313856,2.083090225563911,366,17,77,5,7,118,66,95,0.023,0.956,0.021,-0.0289,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,13,13,8,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,1,12,0,16,9,0,22,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,2,5,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941220088294781,0.0,0.0,0.2079788836127331,0.0,0.0,0.1349415168249217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620891775133946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469608587273277,0.21235264095909293,0.1258063343705007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23388335327379986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546857918857927,0.0,0.18589011419478302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185179788442372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457986656872519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041691937420095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850703216984924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459436894711271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Complex-Jello,2020/04/03,"Covid is ruining my relationship My boyfriend is working in essential necessities during covid and I’m home alone all day. When he comes home hes so emotionally detached and today when I told him I was scared of if/when I will get sick he told me he hadn’t considered my health before. I’m not doing well with isolation and he does not show any empathy as to how I’m managing and the moment I tried to express how I felt it seemed like I was trying to comfort him, which I naturally do but I don’t understand why I don’t deserve the same. Also side note, we are able to live rent free during covid and he’s not taking it up due to his own money anxiety. Am I an asshole for wanting a bit of separation? I feel like I’m not being supported and with  now experiencing Life changing situations I’m really learning what I need in a partner. My anxiety is through the roof and I’m creating stress headaches from my anxiety.",2.9692741935483866,4.857336612903229,5.12116935483871,79.05175403225806,75.34408602150538,8.951075268817203,28.829301075268816,9.516144504307137,2.8315494623655915,734,32,145,20,16,255,116,186,0.133,0.79,0.077,-0.6173,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,6,0,15,3,0,2,1,27,33,15,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,3,1,4,11,0,0,5,1,3,1,7,3,1,0,6,3,23,7,16,25,4,12,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,1,9,86,27,3,0.15363525523189678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911979045155253,0.0,0.12286205810205897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447724193507728,0.0,0.35259164920264563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073228643111112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772990753098918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252572872748722,0.1323431685870877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908202969702476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444724718314774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281898339586432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768260126815793,0.10975705703544256,0.14751393824796502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026807979735115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330709200308274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082173753012429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851712430457383,0.1501168505796181,0.0,0.13566274509812265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391859504920104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842267855709956,0.0,0.0,0.16494676772985015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381569237410356,0.0,0.0,0.1398637662264717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269246394550938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598866578879427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434346697701167,0.0,0.0,0.11551459179096032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562825786096228,0.2936101405365967,0.0,0.20861650683888214,0.0,0.0,0.1599397189346894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061805408797874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813654530588393,0.0,0.13863192141149305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184829559587944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,obsidian-81,2020/04/03,Anyone else? Anyone else have so much anxiety that every time you cough you see death? I have allergies and I cough at times and i know it's just allergies but I'm so scared. Whenever I go out I feel like I'm going to catch cronovirus.  I take zoloft but it's not helping. I feel like this is the end of everything.,-0.5031818181818188,1.7211717121212151,1.4658181818181824,96.30872727272728,97.03030303030305,5.670303030303031,17.206060606060603,7.1686216300943375,0.29548969696969696,247,7,56,5,10,81,44,66,0.175,0.7290000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.642,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,10,12,6,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,9,2,4,12,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310191435742818,0.0,0.0,0.2981570166612669,0.4369092384007259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35621230892309186,0.0,0.18883712650671394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963514909417294,0.0,0.19161569702945608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560659773571744,0.304628646036302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423396294661053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290740693824616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717237563683547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832324669809565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673085332119344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345627958997032,0.0,0.169897482217896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030428769310556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248644125953248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Weirrdo12,2020/04/03,"You guys ever feel like you /your messed up brain looks for issues to have Right now life is pretty good , I’m learning the guitar , the girl i like thinks I’m cute , no school because of this corona thing, I’m hopping on my preferred meds soon  and I’m just Vibin and when i come to this conclusion that I’m actually content with life at the moment 

My brain is going crazy to look for stuff to make me feel shitty about whether it’s the future , or whether it’s some cringy shit i did in the past etc",1.1862150349650342,3.4018985480769253,2.279965034965034,95.55594405594408,82.75,4.551048951048951,18.10839160839161,5.565023196281405,-0.5037192307692306,395,9,86,2,11,125,73,104,0.126,0.748,0.126,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,6,6,1,0,5,0,4,5,3,1,1,17,17,6,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,4,9,4,13,16,2,14,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,2,9,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.18406333315850645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497939083592328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211187023678988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247715271082228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035821306715866,0.0,0.1706151989804314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074120718085733,0.13474827833899955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719559131670554,0.1582032911134892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867608389322105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968675175645866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664520362571065,0.18429782750775106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31678215267532833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590355119273858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951136414808216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005661083856062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189166238732036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107819325934553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089083623253025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361300762105801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592174875673084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253089916223183,0.12085838705763395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tHego0nplat0on,2020/04/03,Ugh Just got rejected after worrying for a while,4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,77.8888888888889,12.488888888888884,31.222222222222207,11.20814326018867,5.632022222222222,40,2,6,2,1,14,9,9,0.63,0.37,0.0,-0.8176,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6187109796595613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7856186884543326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CallicoKat,2020/04/03,"I’ve found that I’m never gonna feel good enough for anyone that I love or anything that I do. I honestly don’t know why, but it feels like for my whole life I have never felt good enough for what I do at all. I’m not saying that I’m not, because I know deep down I am good enough for what I do, I think I just hold myself to such high standards all the time and I never meet them no matter what I do and it upsets me. This might be because of my family and the pressures I feel from them... I just needed to vent because it’s crippling to feel this all the time with everything that I do and with all the people that I love, even to my boyfriend, my friends, and my family, I’ve never felt good enough for them. I don’t know, I just wanted to say that. Thank you Reddit and all the people on it for existing, you guys are cool",1.7452380952380937,2.804100000000002,3.2565079365079366,94.615,76.77777777777777,6.253968253968254,19.52380952380953,6.5431188927421005,-0.12078571428571427,640,12,154,5,14,211,83,180,0.094,0.755,0.15,0.8821,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,3,0,5,13,0,2,5,1,12,3,0,0,9,41,32,8,0,2,7,0,6,1,1,2,1,2,0,1,16,8,0,1,11,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,9,30,11,18,26,10,11,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,2,7,111,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957136202210645,0.0,0.09364741649580506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081136331793418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703418405980554,0.0,0.0751635962808228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227578856392447,0.0,0.2145603662931172,0.0,0.23016209157035306,0.08129849348337556,0.2185310224469047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477544362769805,0.0879213281468523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38179899261588013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267954614367505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023557942050288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876239363780854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038005902673916,0.05559676128456579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541725630374452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072344620630394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438099933976992,0.35107722581404155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778869871938864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099610027494453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477142926665277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291822139572789,0.0,0.0,0.13271498341676533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712198266548583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268648471342144,0.12705324643220747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,badviolinplayer,2020/04/03,"I cant stop my mind My breathing is horrible, im scared. 
I cant comparing myself 
I cant stop thinking 
Im tired",-2.888461538461538,-1.5896313846153802,1.4149230769230776,94.18007692307695,112.84615384615385,5.1569230769230785,20.584615384615386,6.742157984588678,0.8371323076923081,88,4,21,2,5,33,15,26,0.35700000000000004,0.499,0.145,-0.7596,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6450531617412564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30148904528364545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989389578571563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992663446753574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913233136332378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431833042438791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatevermajorloser69,2020/04/03,"Can someone get social anxiety after awhile? I’m just curious if it’s something you’re born with or something you develop over time. When I was a child/ teenager I was really outgoing and didn’t give a crap about what people thought about me. I spoke my mind and did things with no regrets. Now I’ve isolated myself so much, I obsess over the things I say to people to a point where it’s all I think about. I feel dumb and judged. I don’t hang out with my friends anymore and I chose a job where I don’t have to be around anybody. It’s just too exhausting having to think of the things I say to people. Sorry if I’m ignorant on social anxiety, I just don’t know how I got this way. Can I have developed social anxiety the more I got older?",1.8517788018433168,3.680557703225809,3.6491474654377885,88.61943548387094,78.41935483870971,7.267281105990782,23.3294930875576,8.192908349453996,1.302142857142858,584,19,125,11,14,196,89,155,0.184,0.762,0.055,-0.9279999999999999,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,14,7,2,1,7,0,13,2,1,1,1,25,25,10,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,8,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,8,4,20,1,18,16,3,16,0,1,0,0,10,8,2,3,6,87,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477173650579569,0.0,0.15025857321206396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487724740294374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660870438904625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705731367905485,0.0,0.07915844084371848,0.14534351824893998,0.0,0.0,0.24235497730263705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035166263276994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326669018475567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298329927286247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113782948835726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151167343062928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322722364056042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706206748575527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097585570115576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633403043326035,0.12837509767424407,0.2332817196821559,0.0,0.16960458162390954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019722787236427,0.194164744658582,0.0,0.12028310899236508,0.08834750208606261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026267842796365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kflyn92,2020/04/03,"I'm anxious after email to boss about training 2 new hires **sorry for rant/long post** I struggled with anxiety and depression for as long as I can remember. I do a fairly good job at not letting my anxiety and depression affect my work, but once in awhile I slip, never detrimental or risking my job. 

 I'm 28 now and I work as a type of personal banker in a financial institution about 20 min away from where I live. I am a banker currently but I was offered the Head Teller position, and I start May 3rd. Because of COVID-19, upper management is sending employees home to work. The branches closed their lobbies but continue to keep the drive thrus open. The other bankers and myself are expected to be on the phones assisting the call center. 

I heard of some other employees who travel for work were being sent home to work, so I thought I would be too. The bankers at the branch in the town I live in were working from home; one girl lived in town and the other traveled to work. Another banker was at that branch working because she lived in that town and also traveled, so I was going to ask my manager if I could work there, so I don't have to travel. My manager was on PTO so I was waiting for him to get back to ask. The day before he was coming back, I got an email saying a newly hired banker(I will refer to her as S) was coming the to the branch the next day to start training with me. I was not given prior warning or was asked. I was never informed that i was training. I was nervous as I only fully trained one person before (the other times my coworker primarily trained but they would sometimes sit with me). I also didn't know how to train for the phones as  typically new bankers have 2-3weeks of call center training before coming to shadow. Because of this, the training plan is somewhat of a ""figure-out-as-you-go"" type of plan but it is going well, I think. It is a little slow, as S is taking a little to catch on to the system and getting comfortable talking on the phone, so I haven't had time to really explain much else. The plan was to get her comfortable talking on the phones, then I can start teaching her other stuff. 
Along with S, another banker (I will call her B) was just hired and is currently in her new hire training. 

Also, my manager is currently working from home because he came in 2nd degree contact with someone who tested positive for COVID-19. Anyways, I was talking to S and she told me how another banker was supposed to train her but the banker was offered to work at home although she lived in the same town she works. I'm a little salty because I thought I would be asked to work from home since I travel to work and other people who travel are working from home. So not only am I not working from home, I am training someone when I am not confident in my training skills. 

Today, the new banker B shows up in the afternoon. I call my manager and asks what to do, since I am training S. He said that she is only there for the afternoon and so she will shadow the other, somewhat new banker that is also at the branch. I'm glad we figured something out. When talking to B, she said she would be back next Wednesday. I began to panic a bit because S is nowhere near ready to be on her own. I have hardly been able to teach her anything because she is still getting used to talking on the phone. I am worried that I will be stuck training B too, and i will have to rush the training, then S and B won't be ready when lobby opens and they take appointments, especially since we aren't taking appointments in person now. I begin talking to S about my worries and S agrees that she doesn't think she will be ready by then. Even if she was ready, she would still have lots of questions. I would be stressed if she was asking questions and I was training plus trying to learn some things for my new role and making sure the branch runs well and is clean plus answering teller questions and other banker's questions. I would be so stressed. I already am a bit stressed now, and I know it would get worse if I have to train 2 people back-to-back.

 S said I should ask my boss if I know B's training schedule and who will be training her. I also expressed concern over having enough training time for S as well as concern over stress. I agree and she helped me write a polite email addressing those concerns. I felt good about being honest. 

Now, I can't stop overthinking about into wanting that to make him look negatively towards me or my  work ethic or anything. My manager, as well as the others, are stressed with everything going on and I don't want to make it worse. I can't stop worrying about it. I understand that the worst that can probably happen is he says no and I end up training B. I really hope not. I'm usually flexible but I want to make sure S feels ready or at least mostly ready to start helping people in person when we reopen. If train B, that won't happen. I can't stop dwelling and focusing on it. I hate it. Ugh.",4.827196857742866,5.53622665318504,5.437023255813955,83.18208228980323,69.12133468149646,8.189288325425839,30.17999533328148,8.238735603445708,2.081408667651864,3916,148,770,52,65,1265,333,989,0.095,0.828,0.077,-0.9212,7,0,1,0,0,0,104.0,3,0,3,21,46,28,1,10,46,0,102,1,1,10,4,137,170,81,0,21,25,0,3,0,0,19,0,6,10,5,36,48,0,5,21,7,0,19,21,15,4,2,39,10,115,13,126,97,14,129,0,2,1,0,93,51,0,23,56,538,151,37,0.037235718194967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041090540952934816,0.14888695193810328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713469150850282,0.05697044500101438,0.042065762834510086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061283646771302776,0.0,0.2436725904187328,0.0,0.034984182969060494,0.14315984434106938,0.0,0.15888983741547572,0.0,0.09505456093104957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130352060488685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520873259197393,0.04258774190652986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622582244745163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029729691080715614,0.0,0.0,0.04802791560329047,0.0,0.06414213903858543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031105664568895217,0.0,0.032979794174041774,0.038474450630288884,0.0,0.024593840689353615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0334650625406669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01882749792752372,0.0,0.035752128807546066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727062954638704,0.0,0.08464766699064911,0.062463107570508776,0.029780805388107293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585484525392303,0.0,0.03335588966227192,0.03676256278298131,0.03821458937299546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991663402166648,0.0,0.29880369091551434,0.036983469900672236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390140948586438,0.03309681720959225,0.0,0.0,0.061391330765387615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03807604465144618,0.0,0.0,0.11195991541655333,0.16439910678068684,0.06590487772565562,0.03126862522850705,0.0,0.0,0.031656476047477386,0.0,0.0,0.09942052414092338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027372537269947882,0.0,0.057436962762342725,0.2157749319788735,0.07920121746072037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039654824635262334,0.05046377263374169,0.08495832477898843,0.0,0.043688092418121334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744367574669579,0.13005117151696324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566152512758336,0.0,0.0401464020541491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685010469121084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047708309101505086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042180810045444384,0.0,0.10625908469124552,0.05922267528186359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240531262251413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630994063842456,0.028665875039083393,0.036827077409671234,0.04168233798611613,0.1054225319583496,0.0,0.059472985299677365,0.0933921831482495,0.21326694692987586,0.03892685739856812,0.04262598876571055,0.0,0.0,0.07018844746426478,0.0,0.0839898781209271,0.1795719589270668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02473775661734469,0.047718289413863496,0.0,0.059122001953440334,0.06513734016359662,0.0,0.03529510699057945,0.03558032443693813,0.0,0.025280608437646804,0.0,0.0,0.03876369582909303,0.0,0.032159705137454316,0.04100988296911391,0.0,0.06588777400675122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391752994903214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460836787460388,0.11344403787528785,0.07589275595414657,0.21160948688606304,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bubbamcm,2020/04/03,"COVID-19 Anxiety How are you dealing with the current pandemic that is happening? My anxiety is through the roof. I am scared for everyone and I can't seem to find time to relax as I am always on edge, battling anxiety or a panic attack. I recently deleted all of my social media apps to decrease the misleading information of COVID-19. I personally believe the media is only sharing bad news about this virus, rather than the good to try and scare us. I don't want to get political, but that is my personal belief. 

I guess what I am trying to ask is, how are you dealing with it? What are you doing to remain calm and relaxed during this scary time?",5.825380000000003,6.577635008000004,6.929350000000002,73.21242500000002,66.92,10.090000000000002,34.825,10.125756701596842,3.70478,516,24,91,12,8,174,81,125,0.17800000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.7051,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,3,0,0,4,11,2,3,6,0,14,0,0,2,1,18,20,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,15,5,17,20,1,5,1,0,0,0,12,1,0,3,4,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883143148490848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829162505788162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598095216247215,0.18981441100341875,0.0,0.0,0.13931164215644354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879812774514629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440272357442692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943102226107586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524966309896111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717152611716562,0.0,0.0,0.13994472016718273,0.0,0.0,0.1838025837218997,0.0,0.14754369817912527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689590650126026,0.0,0.19576092531709452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913715873775804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474289971648998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33408918411578986,0.0,0.0,0.15189273221979288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008117310785445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458156334044785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22655854382326454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069836610835368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984116486722988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GBandit1,2020/04/03,"I feel broken. Two days ago I had the biggest anxiety attack I’ve ever had. I was out with a chick and we decided to have sex, felt fine the whole night leading up to this point, after I got the condom on my attack happened. I had rush off and yak, after my yak felt somewhat better but my gut was still churning and heart racing. After my yak we decided to continue and I was all for it, unfortunately my anxiety had other plans, it had made me go limp and I wasn’t able to get it back up. It’s been 48hr and I’m still feeling a little bit of anxiety and I haven’t been able to get hard. It makes me feel less of a man. This I the first time it’s been so bad. The last time I had sex I was heavily intoxicated. 
I feel broken and just wanted to tell someone. 
If you can relate or have had anything similar to what I had it be nice to know that I’m not the only one where it’s screwing with the body.",0.5368097165991905,2.3330310102564127,3.177759784075576,90.55943319838059,82.48717948717949,6.156545209176787,20.006747638326587,7.273561745256523,0.4139743589743592,697,19,160,10,19,244,105,195,0.15,0.805,0.045,-0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,4,7,7,3,0,10,0,21,8,3,3,2,34,38,12,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,13,13,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,4,0,3,20,8,23,3,21,17,5,27,0,0,0,4,6,9,1,3,15,114,36,1,0.2849948762870006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263153811107844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270304504414136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726325002349774,0.0,0.0,0.3242228149726576,0.0,0.10957173409042524,0.11897940872785512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260274041064439,0.1555702959397952,0.15828253002951218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918990590836273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288970909330912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28820394517722225,0.0,0.2736397744002889,0.0,0.0,0.12120824809001135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889806013022336,0.0,0.08098457795170189,0.0,0.1139682186720664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260100139452809,0.0,0.12764971522728613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886015029846235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831286537371382,0.11615443096666968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428198684399958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483452141529315,0.09511814647152776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372419265648328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655995194872116,0.10837572288861866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470613828802713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073761691732285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275972763456883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454904176624662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618280423103438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919929137861242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404868099835221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909330081032622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IndigoYeit,2020/04/03,"Does anyone else get bad thoughts when anxious? When I'm anxious I get bad thoughts, such as my mind telling me to yell at someone, crumple papers, etc. I do not want to do these things and I do not do them. The thoughts go away after calming down a little bit. Has anyone else experienced this?",2.162126436781609,4.556470155172416,2.624827586206898,93.46126436781613,80.20689655172413,4.55632183908046,26.90804597701149,5.46131890053228,0.6612666666666671,231,10,47,1,6,71,42,58,0.20199999999999999,0.755,0.043,-0.8352,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,6,1,7,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975145563548495,0.0,0.2460366832165431,0.3605338592614953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529739430963208,0.0,0.29379794391338937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207623222289866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539625285187054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29394342615090124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962148270899068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383829767978235,0.0,0.0999883204383972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633380492597767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764491702966298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490697591397897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377556830444747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168838704488044,0.0,0.0,0.4190199129953461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377144217630956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kvlt_kief,2020/04/03,"do u ever want to run away? There is always a small voice telling me to just quit and run away from my life. I had a bad mushroom trip a couple weeks ago and I told my friend about this feeling. she asked me “if you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you be?” that question really shook me because the answer is nowhere. i feel uncomfortable in my body and anywhere that i’m taking up space. i feel really alone and trapped in my head and i want so badly to get out. I wish i was a ray of sun or a drop of rain or a rock. anything but me. I’m not sure if this is my anxiety or if it’s my true desire to run away from my life. anyone else feel that way?",1.267374429223743,2.5079350753424663,2.8947260273972617,95.97898401826487,78.38356164383562,5.962557077625571,20.38584474885845,6.42735559955562,-0.08902100456620987,515,12,127,4,12,170,90,146,0.11,0.774,0.11599999999999999,0.1946,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,1,8,0,10,4,2,0,3,30,23,13,0,9,9,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,1,0,5,1,3,0,0,3,5,21,3,17,16,0,24,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,7,4,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362440608993474,0.0,0.0,0.1591848422973469,0.0,0.0,0.12788910246960802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175785989377476,0.0,0.0,0.10746926061721554,0.157481830659384,0.12648041146663508,0.0,0.1436869429426137,0.0,0.4332131741372957,0.0,0.2566629283930057,0.093692913772724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072390132544588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227153982757324,0.17006398539806752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839501109647702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902869905791276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108574388396889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874674365635125,0.0,0.08030089524245933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577385564524954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712297722318466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217700811236228,0.1634768110612054,0.0,0.0,0.19692583204305614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312573076095898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144858607200927,0.0,0.11556181682431955,0.0,0.13433888321544324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146865087572028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131020168329545,0.12199836984014845,0.12328731671677046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674518937316086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918269547287178,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Suicidal-Expense,2020/04/03,Blind on purpose This isn’t a joke. I’m not trying to be funny. I have so much fucking anxiety and OCD and frankly care less about my life. I wonder sometimes if making myself blind would ease my pain :/,1.9606097560975613,4.114981097560978,3.085548780487805,91.19710365853659,79.48780487804878,5.0756097560975615,22.445121951219512,5.985473137389443,0.34026341463414633,159,5,32,1,4,51,36,41,0.256,0.537,0.207,-0.3729,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,0,7,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,3,7,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266883276261411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35569445825492324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225230995926777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464159806141048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328722832504108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25645832417356745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37122044272841176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450396455232413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685865910301104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783327636201989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478260137653087,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AngelIslington,2020/04/03,"my two isolation ends today, and i'm a mess about going out Ok, i have to go out to  get supplies, we have no bread, milk and i need to go to the post office. (using self serve) 

I'm going to wear a scarf wrapped tight around my face,  and i'm back to work in a few days (keyworker)  so i have to go out, but for someone who's wanted to get out, and it would only be for an hour, i'm really nervous. 

I work with the public, so am scared of going back to work, and outwardly i seem ok but my mental health is in the gutter at the moment

Any advice, anyone feeling the same x",1.1354399999999991,2.200017464000002,3.539400000000004,91.95070000000004,78.36,6.28,18.9,6.742157984588678,-0.030199999999999783,433,8,103,4,10,151,76,125,0.10300000000000001,0.846,0.051,-0.7512,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,3,6,5,0,2,9,2,7,5,2,1,0,22,24,9,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,12,2,1,2,0,0,6,1,3,0,1,0,2,9,2,22,22,2,23,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,7,64,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137208091086236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230029514797853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546914393194307,0.0,0.0,0.14700886849702696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396364909694663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065010998830826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626428439932085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834993237637137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255679581981026,0.0,0.563114359043102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553521027192215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262881289607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642143729941328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224485984691098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559577653301998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581576715078432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579237780879806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653331130499824,0.0,0.0,0.15033649373612767,0.17227616473859675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992187871320722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653261932234494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131696866751832,0.0,0.0,0.1426272169437997,0.0,0.0,0.0974033581987088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606698370259667,0.0,0.0,0.1173101248303832,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,monica9807,2020/04/03,"Social anxiety? I’m not sure if this post is allowed, I’m not asking for a medical diagnosis or anything  but more tips or help? This is a minor issue but it effects me a lot

I can very easily make conversation over text (if I feel like texting) and I’ll be very engaged and having a good time, and I also feel like I’m actually getting connections with these people(they’re my coworkers and pretty much the only people I see) now. But the second I see them in person I don’t have anything to say and I feel really awkward? But it happens with people outside of work too, I’m friendships and relationships have suffered a lot because I’ll go out for fun with these people but then I’m quiet because I have nothing to say? 

TLDR: I can talk to people very easily over text but not in person? How can I improve on this?",3.4304971857410846,5.0147393292682985,5.447073170731709,78.47916510318953,73.39024390243901,7.729080675422139,27.859287054409,8.384062270229773,2.136548405253284,646,25,119,11,13,224,92,164,0.053,0.7090000000000001,0.23800000000000002,0.9890000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,4,8,0,1,7,0,11,1,0,4,1,33,26,19,0,2,13,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,7,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,8,13,6,15,25,4,11,0,1,2,0,11,6,0,6,5,82,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.13604853817788334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148980473929493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665178691606217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945267275956266,0.0,0.1303338308143101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997169154097713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114766311296788,0.19919563527865208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283837404034868,0.0,0.07923252962714053,0.1169343514625234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328386979049565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344666721755543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455126206820676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362218622880049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370506137256868,0.0,0.0,0.09306032764508143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044554169572795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248577177919088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337720681187099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603108507593073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866101170451287,0.2434629013792056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352064843239678,0.14183476800258274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931256226502629,0.0,0.0,0.14967910525560896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173617020713102,0.0,0.0,0.22219077124220488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211562715329926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139660999303598,0.0,0.0,0.11205617403461507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129377402947878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450949354506321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149548875413608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ithrow10,2020/04/03,"Social Anxiety During Quarantine Now that everyone is quarantined. All my old groups of friends are getting back in touch to catch up. But not a single one of those groups has thought to include me. 

I have learned to be comfortable with the fact that people move in and out of our lives for a lot of reasons. And I was getting good at cheering on my old friends from afar. But this feels different. They all are posting about these video chats to social media and saying stuff like ""so glad I'm back with the best people I know"" and ""no one I'd rather be talking to during quarantine."" It makes me wonder what is wrong with me that I don't fall into the same category. Or that maybe I was fooling myself when we all were close and I was just someone who was tolerated. 

I know I'm not the center of everyone's world and that they probably aren't actively thinking anything negative of me. But why didn't I even cross their minds? How could years of friendship suddenly mean nothing? Or maybe I did cross their minds and they thought twice about opening up the door again for some reason. 

I've been dealing with anxiety forever, and the social parts of it are what I have been completely unable to overcome. And right now I'm sitting here feeling like trash and obsessing over what it might be that causes me to never really form a lasting friendship with people. I know there has to be something, even if it's not as bad as I imagine.

Does anybody else struggle with this? What do you do about it? I really would love some advice on how to stop this because it's only going to get worse the longer I wear these quarantine goggles.",4.474766035751841,6.053554766561514,4.7858556782334425,84.27586027865406,70.73501577287067,7.933175604626709,28.9812039957939,8.472884824447931,2.1028024185068355,1299,50,248,21,24,409,173,317,0.081,0.787,0.132,0.9652,1,4,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,5,1,18,15,0,2,10,0,29,2,1,6,5,65,48,22,0,4,11,0,3,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,24,21,0,1,14,2,0,6,9,5,0,3,11,4,30,10,42,30,11,36,0,0,0,1,21,15,0,8,15,186,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187484731098913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950655419347032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579135483956858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032827877199118,0.0870469193948494,0.06355167506352766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940711553893484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709657224289687,0.0,0.0,0.10930731091973732,0.0,0.0,0.08323755556827515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748028878245172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892221971185664,0.0,0.0,0.09123252280993364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709002310222526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771627666493078,0.0,0.0,0.1992364619205864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054269215713706,0.07447838032634951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610912536247199,0.0,0.16340370460049072,0.0,0.05924939537489308,0.087442489282035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188420465320586,0.08498012805591597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186552184295723,0.0,0.09205732914533084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863219186986064,0.0940924233959758,0.0,0.06958970226380126,0.0,0.20947234794303526,0.11356210466122547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059598223304468,0.21053166768443216,0.0,0.0,0.11080446443553822,0.0,0.0,0.08040635818622126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003358710596574,0.0,0.21879202038649034,0.0,0.14128909269126413,0.07928912166829011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289586432054405,0.0,0.2168277580105252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984557765492966,0.0,0.11240239135939634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335743119268695,0.2143789415306417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903151185107629,0.0,0.08290618814861526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188184835867874,0.08833324791324057,0.08025907030116039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716019521067768,0.0,0.10898789519926767,0.11934476880050715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379463070052615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680112746421937,0.0,0.16553050987130224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407213756582064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130579561014559,0.0,0.0,0.10624273682851136,0.0740583562390185,0.11398431452925915,0.0,0.06713552862015514
anxiety,TotalTradition7,2020/04/03,Is what happened to me normal? Ct scan 22 years male ..nonsmoker..no drink 177 lbs I felt the rays in my body. Is this normal I felt like scratching my brain. I do not think it is not psychological because I was very calm.,-0.7195,1.2826689111111165,1.2881944444444464,95.84562500000004,104.33333333333334,4.02777777777778,16.73611111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.3947222222222222,171,5,38,2,8,56,36,45,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.624,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,7,2,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370804781934473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983029930085032,0.0,0.2997951205153069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26308071585491444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157079792353465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748144726971404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120193688316986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262518720468929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720785826395106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158520509220944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293999440201807
anxiety,disenandoando,2020/04/03,"My social anxiety has made me lose everything. So I slowly stopped talking to all of my friends because even though I wanted to get messages I didn't answer back... I left so many schools and universities that people just stopped reaching out to me because they didn't know me that well.  I was so scared of going out because my mind wouldnt stop repeatedly reminding me of all my weaknesses. I told my mom about my anxiety and she told me to stop exaggerating and to just be happy. Even when I accomplish something I do something to mess it up because being in the spotlight gives me anxiety. I have tried so long to act like other people but I can't, I just beocme annoying af. My anxiety is directing my life.",4.821956521739132,6.213708442028987,5.8673623188405815,77.57582608695652,69.65217391304347,9.288115942028986,33.36521739130435,9.642632912329526,3.3047513043478274,567,27,105,13,10,188,83,138,0.131,0.747,0.122,0.1779,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,14,9,1,1,1,0,11,2,0,1,2,21,19,10,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,6,0,27,4,15,10,2,15,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,9,77,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100373967777036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303744317894684,0.0,0.32673971970210275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701098197229398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204302259437659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352778074532712,0.0,0.07000927537325496,0.12854465404260426,0.07615507702180868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264509648087284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364269154913065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455909886772699,0.0,0.09464790060174526,0.06546545000781911,0.0,0.0,0.11858545469102245,0.0,0.14991130875533246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679368866630705,0.0,0.13585459144438086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530142600266742,0.15693874562700322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579694084951312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341570047686858,0.13561477815907422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659574650453754,0.0,0.206318921629828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481187588501711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770382574598718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165395485993533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560847753316384,0.0,0.09097695193134417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903645282720682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048175892391133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MUNWTA,2020/04/03,"Feeling anxious 24/7 And my mind is always racing. I am either obsessing over something negative or compulsively fantasizing. Usually switching between the two repeatedly.

The rare moment of quiet feels strange... and empty. Nothingness. And it's scary. It's like, ""what's gonna happen? Shouldn't I be worried or thinking about something?""

If I don't feel anxious, worried, then something's wrong. Doom is around the corner, I've screwed up.",4.025203349282297,7.381920013157897,4.494019138755983,75.14858851674643,85.71052631578948,6.447846889952152,33.22488038277512,7.686295010490155,3.3242789473684207,355,20,50,7,11,112,58,76,0.29,0.617,0.092,-0.9492,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,14,12,7,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,4,4,1,6,9,1,8,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,3,5,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927178520917355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596406862126294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181097679214002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085841127303063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989431442157894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993866373888784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054084064604942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698358565023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303510611311639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872358002752907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405169286457172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131902993642384,0.0,0.0,0.2224210416082519,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sjdudidk43637,2020/04/03,"I feel so trapped and alone I've been stuck at home with my parents for a month now as my college switched to online and my restaurant job laid me off. My parents are convinced this virus is going to kill us all and that we're witnessing the end of civilization. Their anxiety is seriously affecting my mental health but I have no way to escape it. I can't leave the house so I've been locking myself in my bedroom all day every day. I can't eat or sleep, I miss being around people, I miss the sun. I have no one to talk to and no where to go.",2.447323671497585,3.715812147826089,3.963768115942031,89.40294685990341,75.34782608695653,6.850241545893723,24.951690821256037,7.3871296695380915,0.9804009661835752,427,14,95,5,9,142,79,115,0.2,0.7559999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9338,3,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,10,3,1,1,2,12,16,9,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,3,1,17,1,14,12,2,13,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,64,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021508100917248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931452443391235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737543252943574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175388318380554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997210216578535,0.0,0.0,0.17287427833634375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445016580144028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869043147823824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185408839484952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747049030458867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578454673889845,0.0,0.0,0.22521507226888696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368909286527755,0.0,0.2159411628180309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066707029316972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669864034809265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579327488161746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226110857680784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334554311400577,0.0,0.0,0.13531537407189648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532404212177332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688076889916994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347812168705325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492724644591924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,informant720,2020/04/03,"Do actors emulate anxiety or actually experience it for their roles? Whenever I see actors (Martin Freeman and Cate Blanchett come to mind) doing anxious roles/scenes, I can't help but notice how, even though they do a really good job at seeming anxious, they also seem maintain impeccable bodily/facial coordination. I mean, they have to, or else the scene wouldn't work, right? 

I'm not an expert on acting but I know that actors usually get themselves to start crying or getting emotional not by pretending, but by actually thinking of something emotionally distressing to elicit a real, physiological response. But with real anxiety, generally you get tunnel vision and lose fine coordination skills & overall ""control"" of your actions. You can see how this could make a meticulously crafted dramatic scene fall apart pretty quickly.

 Still, somehow on top of creating the impression they're under a great deal of stress, good actors are able to time and deliver their lines+facial expressions so naturally and coordinate themselves reactively to whatever's going on in the scene - things that require tremendous control over your actions to pull off. This leads me to the question of: Are they really getting themselves to feel anxious and somehow overcoming the side effects, or are they actually calm, cool and collected before and after the cameras are rolling?",12.049820574162672,11.62942928508772,11.332232854864433,50.733660287081356,54.394736842105246,14.255821371610846,47.48165869218501,13.172668634160411,6.8809070175438585,1119,61,144,34,11,364,149,228,0.10800000000000001,0.733,0.158,0.9418,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,7,9,10,10,0,2,11,1,12,0,0,8,0,43,29,20,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,8,5,0,8,4,3,0,0,0,4,16,7,27,27,0,26,0,1,2,0,16,12,0,9,6,99,22,4,0.1115794756934984,0.0,0.3266564182319468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923006639953643,0.0,0.12089631529649295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071598699814214,0.3781591430957907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494591559846066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611583838796997,0.0,0.0,0.2502917395713073,0.08908713203668782,0.0,0.12256481468076913,0.0,0.11503354000166045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932103343763163,0.2510237839366771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369719136445775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914613765098788,0.0,0.0,0.05641793549875656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331826831073051,0.0,0.06341318738664155,0.18717514071867733,0.0,0.1230167658622347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478937056294807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072541263025563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061321161785764224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482889237648885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448016645423848,0.0,0.0,0.12154275967439247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266346271739602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703397262083338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351644032589005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499454893935025,0.0,0.0,0.25400374239039397,0.14296133857004056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528826258235022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782879176860178,0.20315552807865853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589933166882223,0.0,0.0,0.0789765271922678,0.0,0.08910751342191238,0.0,0.12781391241920578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412844566993687,0.07149562264263215,0.10962626834892074,0.0,0.06506288957525333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288902864679968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123118721000856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zQCv1,2020/04/03,"Starting having scary chest pains now I'm shaking really bad And I can't go to the doctor because of all of this virus stuff even if I wanted to, I've tried asking my dad to go get my heart checked before but I wish I did it before all of this now",2.144090909090909,2.894138272727276,3.932500000000001,91.35875,75.36363636363636,6.227272727272728,21.022727272727273,5.985473137389443,0.04363636363636392,195,4,45,1,4,66,40,55,0.14300000000000002,0.792,0.065,-0.2952,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,4,2,0,2,7,11,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,6,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24319211422146156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720275663146227,0.15857653674946628,0.0,0.44271327958671897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662602955462545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181742405472197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591036240286064,0.0,0.2956826523819672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30826250123600063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768031246264687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664983073130762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412565271120224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977935687239094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766153190612826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343499685594378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29914364800215937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tampin,2020/04/03,"I (25F) feel like I've been through this all in my head before and it's weird? I've been through ups and downs with my mental health over the last 6 years. I'm diagnosed with Bipolar 1 and generalized anxiety disorder, and in roughly 2015 I had a bout of agoraphobia after a trauma (no details to be mindful of triggers). Timely is foggy on exactly how long this went on for. I was never formally diagnosed but my therapist kept saying ""I'm concerned about this agoraphobia you seem to be developing."" 

At the time I was afraid to leave the house during the day for fear of being in crowded places, had difficultly opening the door for delivery people, and had panic attacks in stores and on public transport. At my worst, I was just convinced on some level that outside was dangerous during the day because people were dangerous. Being around people and seen by them made me physically shake. It wasn't really until the beginning of 2016 when I got my medication straightened out that I started leaving the house regularly again.

I've luckily come a long way since then and I'm in grad school and working and can even take the train normally now. I'm not posting all this to brag about how far I've come by any stretch. **My point in explaining all this is that it's very strange to have my worst fears from my lowest point come true.** I'm sure a lot of us have seen the jokes floating around about how people were going to go to their therapists like, ""Told you so!"" But I've literally been talking to my therapist about how nervous I was about the virus since January, and of course, she said there was nothing to worry about. It's just very odd for me to grapple with one of my worst fears coming true and now actually having to worry, for very real reasons, about crowded spaces and being near people and contact with delivery people. 

As of right now, I feel fine it's just strange. I don't know how confronting a fear that was previously imagined and irrational is going to affect my anxiety long term. It's kind of like I'm going through that period in my life again but everyone else is there with me? If that makes sense? It's just a really amorphous ""weird"" feeling. How do you all feel right now?",4.896532827324479,6.349060769411764,5.582656546489563,79.45614800759014,69.54117647058823,8.77798861480076,29.70967741935484,9.19923166143015,2.5777051233396584,1757,68,326,35,31,570,206,425,0.182,0.7390000000000001,0.08,-0.9940000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,3,2,1,30,29,4,8,17,0,31,7,1,11,9,72,64,30,0,2,9,0,5,3,0,0,6,2,1,0,18,28,0,1,9,1,1,11,5,19,0,1,24,9,32,10,67,35,10,67,0,0,2,0,16,30,0,4,27,219,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.07685300866714632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355574467691423,0.0,0.12049391803842592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021636214035468,0.0,0.08959458646917767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480079979473524,0.0,0.06701425902384132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713600326849455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158024439086406,0.0,0.0,0.15986827190935438,0.0,0.0,0.09025945312255322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578925962450348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201658902647356,0.0,0.0,0.07525327731613632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544827247776078,0.15928251865382367,0.05626221380090001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903193574025342,0.0,0.06298714927519035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082481363274995,0.08371232587362204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817441843776992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201066828724678,0.04328140071799685,0.06419540962840041,0.0,0.16677923888789425,0.0,0.0,0.05562661585132722,0.11542637763648622,0.0,0.0,0.20908570052944747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695423969713099,0.0,0.07451938993862256,0.05256922465218794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933684975792342,0.07936598913678727,0.0,0.07951957096287009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074030739393575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716266588462796,0.07556704429346517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053366071508933854,0.0,0.0,0.0924014096605803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275906276614356,0.0,0.08228166598473949,0.0,0.1488968721191746,0.0,0.07542501881057427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963983589121816,0.10090426863483846,0.08097271845840892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451178537539854,0.07491354181627058,0.0626287207454859,0.0,0.07970373479450085,0.0,0.0716951176623822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029303369790066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574282386668447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742251621507687,0.0,0.059213565268682614,0.06329986510424343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27432005191215875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184473723493802,0.0,0.0,0.07525327731613632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473193853649872,0.0,0.0,0.19494207303057365,0.0,0.06251163778590106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300618879214425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733419690771738,0.15995798758987675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071530084720822
anxiety,PastaBod,2020/04/03,"Better Help? Who has used BetterHelp? Thoughts? What's it like? I was dragging my feet calling to start therapy and obviously waited too long and won't be able to see anyone in person for a bit. Is it worth trying?
Note: I'm fine and could handle waiting for sure, just have been putting off going when I know it can (and has before) help me manage things a bit better",1.7789383561643852,4.2345206438356175,3.0016267123287683,89.79504280821921,82.28767123287672,5.293835616438357,20.08390410958904,6.6274283507984215,0.31398767123287685,289,8,57,3,8,93,59,73,0.0,0.737,0.263,0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,1,2,13,19,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,5,6,13,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,35,10,1,0.21027225382819667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702724895009625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892620072450624,0.0,0.0,0.3719374418351623,0.4591256822882382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471148100595566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788528467279776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195025675765552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818821187843173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556013160946818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272840195865902,0.0,0.0,0.18608432775601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836016214638604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138169268354853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675597622605955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883178352494858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817911076316772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404646476611748,0.0,0.13969554209607118,0.0,0.0,0.16693268190091326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276105771610004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160771456844865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lor1v,2020/04/03,"Quarantine is making me question myself more than usual Before this whole COVID thing happend I was already in a bad place. So now, not seeing my friends at school and only talking to them through texts (sometimes voice calls) makes me question myself so much more. I always feel like I have to be fun and entertaining for them. So, sometimes (maybe too often??) I send them memes and stuff and Im anxious are they like faking the responses just to be nice? Am I actually really annoying? These thoughts have been really getting to me these past weeks and I dont know how Im gonna survive this honestly.",3.1515789473684244,5.842012842105267,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,78.47368421052632,6.60701754385965,26.16666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.7661192982456146,480,19,86,8,12,152,83,114,0.111,0.737,0.152,0.7303,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,8,10,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,3,0,16,18,9,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,3,16,7,9,12,4,8,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,3,6,61,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1546575594275805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489107681691202,0.0,0.13187141545378275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904185217904395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232755179332792,0.0,0.0,0.1348582433820265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182992230969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574211213270256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013429149264152,0.1132210283676202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224443745721952,0.0,0.08280136863377817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34237991393525485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870986825336096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485459119448053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157865194113487,0.0,0.15921851780858168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650400328960198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053425241409475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129094705197388,0.0,0.0,0.16558208803444227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355076786527146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305786583421392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039430744954264,0.12629125923690931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134895318888305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814263064621022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738346642377285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528975264155284,0.0,0.0,0.12581862328184132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454777732955612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712633562193426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694176856353136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kmariah420,2020/04/03,Breathing/hyperventilating Hi guys! So I’m new and didn’t really know where else to post this. So I have had pretty severe anxiety since I was small. Later in life 22-26 I struggled with opioid addiction which resulted in a breathing anxiety. I convince myself I cannot get deep enough breathes in. Done this for the last 6 years (even after sobriety) and it’s really fucking with me. I feel like my chest hurts from trying to hard. I know I’m breathing fine because I’ve had my oxygen checked while doing this and I can start cleaning for forget all about it. Does this happen to anyone else? Does it get worse when you have a stuffy nose or a sore throat? I have strep right now and I feel like I’m making it worse from breathing such deep breathes constantly.,3.5200980898296312,5.610704510067119,4.085369127516781,86.18677336086733,74.36912751677852,7.000722767165723,24.213216313887447,7.882392219407189,1.2743893649974187,608,19,118,9,13,192,96,149,0.16399999999999998,0.753,0.083,-0.8717,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,1,1,4,0,11,12,8,2,1,15,24,9,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,9,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,4,15,4,14,19,2,19,0,1,0,1,3,8,1,1,12,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953728087183026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379412754079404,0.0,0.0,0.10874161271451896,0.15934629251923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480216468462707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680594173378932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721892269047371,0.15914863229186926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598302154670805,0.0,0.0,0.16069138749798725,0.0,0.10271799387735704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726887404637904,0.22220379463121415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437736353147057,0.16250319023197746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398700306523813,0.1375238149467851,0.0,0.13931333919659916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664849463538467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093695442782614,0.1267677065447038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984677183516753,0.15195621465190473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380929232427458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019999263126868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489429961745676,0.1582174409430417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925728006804672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281129160151753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569076842691067,0.0,0.1286458732504721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100762496697078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258089781242538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055863301512796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169717060421709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014831920756223
anxiety,melmellymin1234,2020/04/03,"Got gas today, wore gloves and a face mask but I just realized that I forgot to clean my credit card after taking it out of the machine. My anxiety is now up the wall I went to get gas and Starbucks this morning after being inside for a week. I’m not immune compromised or elderly ( just a really paranoid person) 

I’ve gone out 3 times in the past three weeks. 

Well this morning I got gas and wore gloves and wore a mask. But I forgot that I after putting the credit card in the machine, i didn’t clean it. 

I’m worried I may have it now.",2.412668650793652,3.8185892946428592,4.224047619047621,86.94317460317465,75.69642857142857,6.763492063492064,23.158730158730158,7.3871296695380915,0.9191039682539688,419,12,87,5,9,142,65,112,0.09,0.763,0.147,0.8141,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,9,0,5,2,1,0,0,16,18,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,7,6,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,10,0,10,3,12,6,0,19,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,10,57,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075293862268231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173323762732734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43393673778916986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25896861492979395,0.0,0.23687229231326984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727125485047364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737896922795429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039697116097224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581862575043172,0.0,0.2571428708494233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352108529772459,0.0,0.24391439100431814,0.2514804032841157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754992411817715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PovlockXx,2020/04/03,"What do you guys consider the physical and mental CHARACTERISTICS of a virgin? 22 Yr old Male
So since high school. On some occasions, people look at me and I can't really guess what impression or perspective they have on me. I know when a girl is too good for me to talk to or to even attempt to flirt. I guess alot of of guys have that instinct. Some guys are brave tho even tho rejection is a most likely response. But anyways I always have a instinct that alot of girls would reject me. I admit I'm not a cute person rather I admit to consider myself ugly since my weight gain. Even before I was shy to talk to girls when I knew alot of them wanted me up until my freshmen year. Now days no girl seems interested in me due to my weight gain and we'll unfair weight Gain since my body just looks odd now. But let's not go into that, I have got called virgin since my weight gain. 

I would first like to mention my weight gain . I went from being skinny like soccer player Cristiano Ronaldo, to be just odly fat like Rob Kardashian.  Big belly, wide hips, fat face, and no type of fat equalling to those spots. My arms and legs are the same, chest, and a even worse case is i grow no facial hair. Barely none, so I have the puffy face with no facial hair . Just right out of shape body. So that type of change has definitely had a impact on me. 

So let's get going here, about my personality. I have always liked a different style of music from the modern world. I like rap but it's not my favorite. I like to go out to smoke and fuck around in the streets. Lately due to Covid 19 I've bin home just home. I've bin getting called a virgin again. I get it, it just looks like I'm not the type to take a girl out and possibly screw around a night. These days I'm not a shy type of guy anymore , I just know when a girl will reject me. So I take no chance just because I would feel embarrassed and broken in the inside. But yes especially when my hair starts to grow back weird for not getting a cut in months I know it won't look to attractive. But why call someone a virgin when they don't know them like that? I use to watch alot of anime, alot of video games, alot of mobile games. I considered myself the typical gamer these days. But still I like to do all kinds of things 

So on about the sex life, I'm not gonna go until full detail because that's not the point of the post. I had sex with 1 girl in high school, 1 girl from 1 job, and well let's just say 3 more. At the moment I'm not sexually active. The last time I had sex was almost 3 years ago. Since my weight gain that was going on for two years , still is. Girls don't get the best first impression on me. I can definitely sence it. When girls don't really know me but they get to know me, like in a job or in a class. They always seem to be way more interested , like they go from not looking interested. To always wanting to talk to me, and be with me. To missing me because I consecutively leave jobs . And they just happen to message me on social media about how it's bin without me. But let's just say that's natural ..

So why call me a virgin as a insult? I'm not a virgin , I'm just not sexually active anymore. I know I'm not as attractive as I was before. I wanna go out with a girl in the near future again. But geez what are they really trying to say? If I say ive had sex they won't believe me? Now what kind of thing is going on here?
Like is a virgin now considered a first impression and a personality? It does brake me in the inside when someone calls me that. Especially when they won't even believe you have had sex before . Just will weight loss do the trick? Because even when I was skinny I was getting a couple of girls but still getting called a virgin, or just not the type of person a very hot girl wouldn't for at all. Just what do you guys consider a virgin now a days? I know sometimes a very ugly guy might have never had sex. But if they don't admit being a virgin can you really use it as a insult? You can think but you can't call",1.7065395311879217,3.4548436460071565,3.3012862932062,91.31867397695672,78.57091775923719,6.238671434247121,18.93398490266189,7.141601115264642,0.1292247310290029,3125,65,699,37,75,1033,284,839,0.106,0.784,0.11,0.3172,4,0,1,0,0,0,83.0,1,6,12,12,61,42,6,1,56,1,64,44,18,3,3,116,124,56,1,10,48,0,12,13,0,12,4,4,2,24,27,24,12,1,16,5,0,11,32,13,1,4,15,22,88,29,97,88,18,98,0,5,6,18,67,39,2,21,59,453,115,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039219874918263634,0.0,0.04430424432778788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725910455568494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775685210802657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787735594718633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03402111182196184,0.0,0.10788358287730684,0.0,0.11294584251287144,0.09969628021067163,0.04643163065652082,0.0,0.0,0.09829081739553526,0.0,0.0,0.3162484181531391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680457001675042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895544210430658,0.0,0.11413557306073036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622584418789053,0.0,0.0,0.03871845795501256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533753436416272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02237123179576847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129024578166653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04090311374388095,0.18492643548318846,0.0,0.20116030143872607,0.03710999367847659,0.035386183706761144,0.0,0.09748010088353266,0.262852694278888,0.039125060953963536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349299874579596,0.08876121851977439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171682992661896,0.0,0.0,0.09214719533496443,0.1945239452195674,0.03606498443542228,0.04990946257186955,0.046848292498335116,0.0,0.18097105075619926,0.03125103565015322,0.28100169457038543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577021376253286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458781678454802,0.046936177540595314,0.0,0.0,0.035315353397427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03412390782215564,0.0,0.0,0.041520249263494416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046426917623855285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03067340524862354,0.15452955642417035,0.0,0.0,0.04182513521251364,0.0498787654690879,0.04237377945231401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337604663163192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03778436397575715,0.0,0.1407392741612537,0.0,0.08955512462489211,0.0,0.08055664159032525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829965826045553,0.0,0.0,0.04510146042894776,0.07497605108396968,0.0,0.0437587133597854,0.0,0.03131632131916586,0.0,0.10600059111787706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653236803511654,0.10668560242688588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878785269548676,0.02834994106716946,0.0,0.0,0.025799189054384303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03003895437799375,0.0,0.04322022186507903,0.0,0.0,0.07642568554601163,0.0,0.07301231111231173,0.05219283236630288,0.03511904132758867,0.0,0.3771432011291612,0.03978091135023962,0.04101488062338563,0.07984714202562415,0.0,0.0,0.042649896451442834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508869000027571,0.09428957779337764,0.0,0.0,0.08547557588369104
anxiety,67fastback67,2020/04/03,Chest pains I see a lot of posts of people who deal with chest pains. A lot of people’s seem to only last from seconds to minutes. Does anyone else seem to experience constant and unrelenting chest tightness that can sometimes last days at a time?,4.387340425531914,6.57666895744681,4.558457446808512,83.30875,72.19148936170212,6.402127659574468,26.643617021276608,7.1686216300943375,1.3400255319148928,199,7,36,2,4,62,34,47,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,9,4,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,5,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388207824743265,0.20342329361967365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145465680950926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803910652407605,0.2046815961767325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737399350476644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585110759901847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942060173981179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236661987202979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33757591666477604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509953514859413,0.4225119799747216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752793224243899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014232690576446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820725392286378,0.3614789022285728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963568907039654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576776729587834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,monnymoon,2020/04/03,"New dr replaced my alprazolam prescription with hydroxyzine. Am I overreacting by being upset, or has anyone else had experience with this? I've had an as-needed prescription for alprazolam for around 5 years (small dose, .5mg). I've never abused it, just taken it as needed and have always made it last me a while (last time I got it refilled was over a year ago).

My old primary care doctor no longer works at my doctor's office, so I saw someone new today to get it refilled. Essentially, she refused to refill it for me (saying it was a controlled substance) and suggested I drink chamomille tea and do yoga instead (this makes me want to immediately burst into tears). The entire experience left me feeling anxious and upset, like she was discounting my experiences suggesting these alternatives.

I stressed that this is RX has worked for me for over 5 years, I do not abuse it, and use it in in emergency situations. I know all the breathing exercises, I used to see a therapist. Still, she refused and prescribed  hydroxyzine instead.

My question is- am I overreacting? Has anyone else had experience with  hydroxyzine? I realize part of why I'm so anxious is the fact that I have \~anxiety\~ but it just seemed particularly cruel to do to someone in these uncertain times. :(",5.183181818181815,7.651412978354981,6.2824653679653695,70.59226948051949,70.73160173160173,9.468484848484847,31.89632034632035,9.888512548439397,3.690662164502165,1022,47,166,28,20,340,135,231,0.121,0.8340000000000001,0.045,-0.9472,0,0,1,0,2,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,8,7,1,4,8,0,20,9,1,5,3,34,36,12,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,17,11,2,3,5,3,1,0,3,5,0,0,10,4,24,2,25,25,2,25,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,4,16,115,41,4,0.0,0.25854009141560996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671384858842676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078301990347316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346403314641032,0.24651225550273104,0.0,0.15257568998801538,0.22357927127659305,0.0,0.09712542581294024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112384952315424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236907869723786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233445235547152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688009142206116,0.0,0.0,0.18228428572556635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268974223628561,0.0,0.0,0.05516610976301245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057002181032549726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726019703709617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996054112868896,0.17786815747375775,0.0,0.0,0.11854149109590745,0.0,0.0,0.0533025575943701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323656053584362,0.07282756806782682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617980246783621,0.08414750075657568,0.2107460698791976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448598168297508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814867682883295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222111542380702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867636426686951,0.0,0.0,0.08694152452589109,0.09932391235050636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263713194125568,0.0,0.0,0.1848864247375887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713035708743125,0.0,0.12497792163829476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667780680415672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272384916632155,0.0,0.10341755202071426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846113598189213,0.0,0.0,0.06435219002349682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844912076056553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588575884669126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107776203073588
anxiety,tuckeralmengor,2020/04/03,"Why am I anxious when someone says they like me? so, I've never really had friends. This year, I got into therapy and really started opening up. Recently, someone told me they considered me a close friend. Instead of feeling happy, I felt anxious/upset... which felt really strange. does anyone have an idea why I reacted this way?",3.98,6.719822333333332,5.420000000000004,74.015,75.66666666666666,8.666666666666666,33.33333333333333,9.2995712137729,3.900833333333333,260,14,40,7,6,87,46,60,0.107,0.7170000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.6605,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,9,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,9,4,3,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40087385049207264,0.0,0.12405793823971335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526362658200066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897101476446558,0.0,0.3407068497664737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741523688928564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419009822031755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886955187120855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028840811076806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667967221489271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683917081031036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34098419262998275,0.0,0.1751833156973103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410934943108042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30065901931374306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558055966150464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289809284610796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695348033376356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082972325344525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201924223715499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425427386000138
anxiety,waynaldot,2020/04/04,"Does everyone with Anxiety know they have it 
After years and year of my partner telling me I must go see a doctor, who said I could possibly have Anxiety, 

Does everyone who has it know they got it? 

When I'm relaxing I start to panic about just about anything possible, I always panic I will be late for work, even though I get up early, when I'm trying go to sleep I panic the most to a point where I must get up and do something..

For some reason I can't ever relax, I tried to relax in the bath but my mind would ever let me, 

To me I just feel stressed at times,",5.822633053221287,4.3492048907563055,6.919789915966388,80.77643557422971,67.31932773109243,10.286274509803922,29.917366946778717,9.2995712137729,2.249284593837535,438,12,96,7,6,149,75,119,0.14,0.841,0.019,-0.861,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,11,7,0,4,4,0,12,2,1,1,4,19,25,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,1,1,5,3,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,3,18,3,16,16,2,19,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,11,69,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258471438223236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701612136210246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113446003212222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803014329120396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849054272472694,0.2368128771847691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936776795085223,0.2447824884546071,0.0,0.25857971660951623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841434353970001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413827008076516,0.0,0.15379405674681884,0.0,0.10821587969649532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872033127682455,0.0,0.15263008981559711,0.0,0.0,0.13835867142010685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661961882476173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762542810722746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790709046090856,0.30507242759728304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391162175177976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870617137170648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078206774472901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540285435096552,0.0,0.0,0.10416450610375412,0.0,0.0,0.09576967351142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499157911571215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826265495008055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293661169086385,0.0,0.07889751441161917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837266148910193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850375237579713,0.0,0.0,0.09611688836597086,0.0,0.0,0.1742641462078287
anxiety,Vintage_Nightmare,2020/04/04,"Has anyone felt the pressure to get a job they don't want while being let go from a job in your field? I really appreciate and respect every essential employee out there working so hard right now. But right before Covid 19 hit, I had finally quit my job at a gas station where I was unhappy. I had been there for years. 
I had gotten a job in a field I had a passion for and I felt like I was making progress towards a more positive direction in my life. I had to be let go when all this hit. Now I feel I'm at square one again. I also feel a sense of worthlessness and anxiety because I'm not working or contributing to anything right now. 
My friends family told me I should apply to work for Kroger or Costco or somewhere that really needs help right now so I'm at least working. Am I wrong for not wanting to do this? It's easier said than done when they still have their jobs in their field they want to be in.",3.2130158730158733,4.344757365079364,4.596693121693125,86.15154761904766,73.23280423280423,8.362962962962964,26.198412698412696,8.841846274778883,1.7980730158730154,718,24,154,14,14,239,110,189,0.075,0.778,0.147,0.9492,6,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,5,6,14,7,0,1,9,0,20,2,0,1,1,21,40,13,0,5,6,0,5,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,14,7,23,4,23,18,3,28,0,1,1,1,10,15,0,3,12,107,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139080093680034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874249645552077,0.0,0.0,0.07990821786547163,0.0,0.094043861632108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966488578411564,0.0,0.0972450612483938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169495583586516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962870154179296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773434096982376,0.0,0.11556822762733908,0.0,0.2194561473913207,0.12518969677253752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829353257304356,0.0,0.05970731905081107,0.0,0.12989751591736312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237369468957523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660041904151821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670333191856363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372096559863054,0.08072033839214293,0.05583212352337831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628372745662806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473821620742511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774400398969742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155234491432572,0.0,0.0,0.14642319301222634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39038279309505797,0.1087077894820206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126528029970812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920078306240093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221840665135046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327929053388409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249487797909945,0.0,0.07359348008851244
anxiety,Al-Pal1031,2020/04/04,"I’m an anxious mess and I’m not sure other subs help I’m sorry if this isn’t the right place to talk about it, but I’m not sure where else to go. I’ve been really anxious about something and I posted about it on another reddit sub because I feel like I need good advice, but the answer I got didn’t really ease me any, and i didn’t find it partially helpful, so I posted again on a similarity sub but still nothing. My anxiety is so bad right now and the redditors keep telling me to see a therapist, but being a college student, my therapist is at my school so I can’t really speak to anyone about this, and even if I wanted to, I’m unsure if I could tell a therapist this. I’m just so tired of other reddditors being hostile/unhelpful, but I don’t know where else to go. I’m tired of people just telling me to see a therapist when I physically cannot at the moment. I know I’m probably just being a bit sensitive, but this whole year has been so strenuous. My mental health is deteriorating and I just don’t know where to go anymore. I’m sorry if this wasn’t the right place to say this, but I’m so lost",2.5748841607565005,3.7509365617021295,4.916985815602839,83.06361111111113,74.87234042553192,8.456264775413713,24.970449172576828,8.998388855275968,1.801718676122932,872,28,188,19,18,307,106,235,0.14800000000000002,0.773,0.079,-0.9332,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,22,7,0,0,12,0,18,3,0,0,2,35,42,24,0,7,17,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,11,6,0,1,6,0,0,3,10,3,0,0,7,5,20,4,19,31,2,23,0,1,2,0,8,12,0,4,7,118,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660409928123928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722766912685661,0.1036625265124426,0.07562704339706151,0.2233655904467201,0.09804179582916636,0.06912467498316976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082543331011589,0.06026367144958498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792867917760136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893105407558182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516840928340246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529559167322799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049986199082614494,0.07062505650083521,0.0,0.0,0.09035554886211213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855194263046,0.08291843510904785,0.07906676036831843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508274284340924,0.0,0.0,0.13252652133310852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787062945953394,0.0,0.0,0.16299134879198013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829762814471866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791653197061654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996268559012978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330286934759507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485810124204036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853654529606291,0.0,0.20657371676555386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893596378530044,0.0,0.10658697471402777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899952701487083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532757369568821,0.0,0.07861683077167175,0.0,0.10005082261976618,0.15755602025107845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610666813492163,0.0,0.22132963740836945,0.0,0.0,0.07894911194973846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863473161305941,0.0,0.0,0.07945930754347466,0.2592219836594456,0.0,0.0,0.4591327608536286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272482933343189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830973754965563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037280426019308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366210544906854
anxiety,Periburrito,2020/04/04,"My boyfriend brokeup with me amid this quarantine I dont wanna go into details of our relationship but i thought It was full of love, mature and with comunication. He came outside my house to tell me he was too afraid to be himself with me and needed a relationship were he could be himself and that i was not gonna like how he Is but that he still loves me and Will come back after a month of dealing with personal issues.

I love him too much and we were planning to move on together and evebtually get married, im beyond devastated and my anxiety has worsened so much and i feel like im gonna die. I don't wanna lose him and i feel so useless and disposable after being broken up with yet again.

Yesterday i went manic and posted some shit that got my friends worried and i cut my left hand's Palm with a blade. Today i feel so weak and nauseus, i wanna shave my head off or die. I really hate myself a lot.",2.938092691622103,4.464883272727274,4.731893048128342,83.34176114081998,74.56149732620321,7.553511586452763,26.370409982174692,8.238735603445708,1.6839186452762922,720,26,147,12,15,245,112,187,0.251,0.629,0.12,-0.9849,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,2,11,13,3,1,4,0,14,8,4,1,0,39,31,20,2,5,4,0,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,5,23,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,7,0,0,9,4,29,6,22,15,5,22,0,2,0,3,20,7,1,3,11,106,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052163229159075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575836232638038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730702488341067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847695423243385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981303645716843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179581307878786,0.0,0.0,0.2854858101337247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611937098741774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863029259528973,0.09825729549854144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626164828153964,0.0,0.0718580166849955,0.0,0.07816611107748732,0.0,0.11000183819364953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579046738783992,0.1411538412766938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870058093284026,0.0,0.0,0.29712964862914565,0.1435541150198825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943562317676712,0.0,0.0,0.13438840421849918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387003034065755,0.0,0.11693003297171956,0.3724007024299402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978165439843876,0.14618130733904394,0.20221275929098115,0.101982809660371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009302417838967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172354695248573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881104730023877,0.0,0.0,0.2953290428173116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411809541219025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983815952205493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021442204837038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918994311624798,0.0,0.0,0.1303701024068248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749926070732168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967668699982014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honey_xxivxv,2020/04/04,"medication question! what are your opinions on anxiety meds for someone who HATES the feeling of being “high” i’ve had anxiety for yeaaaaars and have tried benzos, lexapro, and trazodone (for sleep) and all of these medications make me feel like shit. i just hate the feeling of being intoxicated or like my state of consciousness has been altered. truthfully it makes my anxiety worse when i can tell a conscious difference. with everything happening in terms of COVID, my sleep is so fucked because i’m so stressed at night. i’m thinking about asking my doctor to prescribe me something for sleep/anxiety, but every time i get prescribed something new it’s terrible. anyway, i’m just wondering if anyone feels this way and has some insight? i will do additional research, but i just want to come to my doctor with some well researched and though out ideas. i’ve been quarantined at home for three weeks, and the stress of this being drawn out for months is really affecting my anxiety levels. 

anywho! please help lol",6.342637362637363,8.479501505494511,5.9481318681318704,75.57186813186816,66.91208791208791,9.375824175824176,33.879120879120876,9.784248007369934,3.6190945054945054,822,38,134,19,14,254,120,182,0.146,0.742,0.11199999999999999,-0.7695,0,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,10,11,4,2,4,1,15,9,3,3,2,39,34,14,0,2,7,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,7,12,0,0,11,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,3,4,14,4,24,27,4,18,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,7,9,87,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344822111026196,0.0,0.0,0.07942513756819558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619180912223017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924373093129499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784818099137184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867792417159527,0.0,0.23252943519153985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570491809084082,0.0,0.10208784128049213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297391337964053,0.08114909516328546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501261180969597,0.059346362065320776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044772786042264,0.0,0.0,0.22429425732537908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613733584193608,0.1200146282956932,0.11394056015560775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822987866180907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098918759605944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164511759373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617346831155588,0.228861011183958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906668749100067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970643877426743,0.0,0.10659701472730612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246882880171696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272473866188865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276900022817126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659904359419065,0.0,0.0,0.3410176820680203,0.0,0.09624488488584436,0.17489507438392782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602351297218693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928312727625788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278422309743582,0.11160211601667172,0.0,0.06623554974658416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712051153409634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669986358355302,0.09016287310435993,0.09111546905976002,0.0,0.10213152541922532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318408105066905,0.0,0.0,0.11575845129186545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Septembersrain,2020/04/04,"COVID-19 complications in mental health care. (My anxiety is spiking) I moved up my appointment with my psychiatrist to this Monday from the original appointment on the 28th. I learned that should the doctor become ill, I'd be forced to a new provider permanently. Plus higher fees ($100 will go to $250 per visit) and a new medication assessment. While the clinic has doctors in telemedicine, mine does not participate in this. 

The glaring issues with our mental healthcare is becoming so evident during this pandemic. I'm pretty sure many people are just as anxious, if not more so than myself. It's quite a challenge to find a shred of peace.

It's a tough time for us folks.",5.433225806451612,7.608600387096777,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419358,69.3225806451613,9.153548387096777,30.94838709677419,9.642632912329526,3.2065058064516134,544,23,92,13,10,174,94,124,0.087,0.787,0.127,0.7264,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,10,0,7,6,0,1,1,13,10,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,17,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,58,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439225188854445,0.19846475114030065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880423911301357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911418017190628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596252461804641,0.1537359295095587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605653895320265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984115960286423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867361966169276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833609106526979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810867610699185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697586849670238,0.3540817387995672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671660948469934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33933944766415863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179215589111615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872643693216572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868538745023285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557328121827708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243854015253014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113175295972567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FelixVCr,2020/04/04,"Career ideas? Hi everyone, hope everyone is trying to make the most of lock down.

3 months ago I quit my job as an accountant in order to find a new career because I was very depressed. Working in finance was very bad for my anxiety as I was often solely responsible for big difficult decisions and had to spend most days negotiating with senior Directors. 

I was studying feline behaviour with the thought to open up my own small cattery but due to the recent events this doesn't seem like a viable option for a long while.
I would like to ask for ideas for a new career choice away from finance. 

Ideally I don't want to be in an office anymore and I have anxiety which is made worse by not having access to a toilet, I'm not interested in earning lots of money, minimum wage is fine. I enjoy baking, gardening, DIY, I volunteer for Cats Protection and I'm happy to re-train in a new field. All ideas welcome!

Thanks for reading.",4.8040769230769245,6.169725988888889,6.133333333333336,75.75115384615384,69.66666666666667,9.316239316239317,29.95726495726496,9.661875296680813,2.9591880341880348,738,29,132,17,13,249,117,180,0.12300000000000001,0.736,0.141,0.8151,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,1,13,0,0,11,0,14,1,0,2,1,28,24,7,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,1,7,2,6,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,12,10,32,15,5,24,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,7,14,84,14,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411778133707213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422724391129128,0.0,0.13886053695318676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089821638771418,0.0,0.1315518089742273,0.0,0.11690943815580394,0.08535386062125087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903002248825143,0.0,0.12059756303962815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675869862508221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797419636779284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905209191504304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906977252777544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741908780871322,0.0,0.0,0.1389465649692099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681174484863584,0.0,0.0,0.12391179597795375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903855789566226,0.0,0.13248870801438226,0.09346330748577963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176127715751856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40569166154624015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892670517187834,0.14005619839691386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382511866767337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746740838661935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891004545111376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115889592206968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506323971843963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310595351065794,0.08258642548585214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193499543678734,0.0,0.14269061739468228,0.09946498829409853,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietybichhh,2020/04/04,"Just me? Anyone else struggle badly with health anxiety, all of this coronavirus has triggered it more. But I have always been paranoid about my teeth and the Smallest thing I see wrong with them I am convinced they are rotting. Or I get a migraine and I’m like crap I’ve got a tumour, I don’t know how to deal with it, I always go to my boyfriend about it but I don’t want to pile things on to him because he knows I’m being irrational but ah I’m just struggling",1.240309278350516,3.395407515463919,2.547639175257732,94.07403608247424,82.09278350515464,5.1171134020618565,23.1020618556701,6.2581,0.420345154639175,367,13,79,3,10,118,68,97,0.184,0.7609999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,7,1,2,3,1,8,4,2,2,1,17,18,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,1,13,2,11,15,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735158753209871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170138992759282,0.0,0.0,0.15693860608286736,0.2299725414050424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740392361410088,0.1368208472160843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313950679591759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749672188818925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172643274381954,0.0,0.12755843908331493,0.0,0.17951082103045266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385767338396073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467004735931402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096534984068468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885525106764424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692816087870361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982253127784389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238469380621098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453976306312671,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poissonpool,2020/04/04,my boyfriend just broke with me he was my first boyfriend and he broke up with me. this morning I told him how much  I was struggling with being with my family in self isolation. and then he breaks up with me over the phone. I feel so trapped. I cant be by myself to just process this. I cant meet up with my friends for a distraction. I cant even go to the shops and get my favourite food. I dont know how I can get through this. I feel like I'm on the verge of a panic attack constantly. I haven't told anyone. the idea of telling any of my friends or family just makes me cry. my life revolved around him and now I have nothing.,0.85786324786325,2.6917319259259287,1.92074074074074,99.78794871794872,81.5925925925926,5.635327635327637,22.236467236467234,6.67199483983844,0.18427065527065525,490,16,121,5,13,154,76,135,0.19699999999999998,0.741,0.062,-0.9576,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,1,3,6,0,11,2,0,3,0,22,21,9,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,11,1,0,4,1,1,1,5,6,0,1,4,2,25,3,21,15,1,14,0,2,0,0,13,8,0,1,5,82,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314914673137385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662412445384344,0.0,0.0,0.16121076701978287,0.0,0.2060189236839354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569671669760416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892166725198596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122391247242377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960992407315085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414358864036281,0.0,0.1831316731732235,0.12937255684889445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403723402515904,0.21897783527131906,0.0,0.2798233161905984,0.0,0.18922677041861766,0.0,0.10291907178718694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443145094250345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952373176611932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279110265195843,0.0884726746058672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088068608328904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312386405614332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376318977343294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247309369188352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891902876796385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931725697746127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828287428021726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34608339202933125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,starswillscream,2020/04/04,"started doing housekeeping in an ICU, some days it just gets to me im 19, live by myself & got a job housekeeping at a hospital about 4/5 weeks ago. i wasn't really sure where id be put, but theyve had me in the ICU for about 2 weeks now and it would have taken some adjustment on a normal day but with everything going on now im just really getting anxious.

a lot of the patients are near the end of their lives, and we have a handful of people being tested for coronavirus aswell who are in rough states. 

i hadn't been wearing a mask while working unless required, but I started to my whole shift after we had our first corona death and now I just feel so sick after not taking more precautions.

my friends families are high risk so I havent been around them for weeks and the same for my parents and 2yo sister. my heads been killing me for days now & all I've been doing is sleeping.

at work, it feels like information and precautions we have to take changes every shift & we're not all on the same page. the nurses gossiping sure doesnt help either lmao

idk, i knew what I was getting into but it's just hard for me to cope as I normally would when I dont have anyone to give me comfort & everything just seems so inevitable 

sorry if this is just a jumbled mess",4.988778735632182,5.183919111111114,5.60099377394636,83.96057112068966,68.61685823754789,8.823850574712646,28.189894636015325,8.660442795831766,1.8739825670498085,1012,31,210,15,16,328,151,261,0.16899999999999998,0.79,0.040999999999999995,-0.9872,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,2,4,18,9,1,1,14,0,27,5,4,0,4,47,42,18,2,5,15,2,5,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,12,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,12,5,25,5,33,26,11,35,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,5,20,146,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568155073888818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678081296428692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194052468647608,0.0,0.07547356886413945,0.0,0.0,0.09608873489777572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418531676102085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088354816470276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265038890861466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956020557966776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094339584824722,0.0,0.1940175101984304,0.0,0.1017554316617055,0.0,0.10915456281383852,0.07711175591997119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181299250821022,0.0,0.0,0.08339352558367072,0.0,0.16918126482289075,0.10354507571176612,0.061344310852826524,0.0,0.08632880494520412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669228400310337,0.0,0.1107767163798676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234934223267253,0.11404364651684525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318562581460014,0.0,0.10711295885954394,0.0,0.11941868562055892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527336202975644,0.0,0.190624507799286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176601204501164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115149140375467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198536610304764,0.0,0.0,0.07483142123087085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085086666131198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829717689012086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982637553758468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801711019743206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082905008003833,0.15279978294167146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346275769187028,0.0,0.16231362698624896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597468448612621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051021498601013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716198489668198,0.0,0.0,0.15335376159132375,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yonnylol,2020/04/04,COPD symptoms caused by anxiety As the title says i kinda started to notice symptomes of early level COPD. Its importantbto know that i have allergic asthma. I take Airflusol Forspiro 50/500 medicine twice a day but i never felt like this. Of course i had some power spikes in my asthma that lead me to hospital but that sh*t went down in 5 minutes til i could barely breath. Its the 2nd day when i feel like someone is sitting on my chest. I get mad pretty quickly. For example my mom called me today and with her very first question she tilted me. This current Covid situation and the future of my business makes me stressed but i never had health issues of stress. Can it be anxiety or my body developed COPD? What does anxiety really mean? How do i notice it?,3.8964403183023855,6.201366813793102,4.7103448275862085,81.15798408488068,73.9655172413793,7.49602122015915,27.015915119363395,8.384062270229773,2.124681697612732,608,23,106,11,13,196,104,145,0.159,0.813,0.027999999999999997,-0.9495,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,1,2,4,0,8,9,3,4,2,21,17,10,0,1,4,1,2,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,4,3,21,2,15,11,1,21,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,15,72,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33553405554539084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239826949173244,0.0,0.0,0.14928932964567612,0.0,0.0,0.15019047295106974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673098005169208,0.0,0.0,0.18857732638361147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794299072678295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392449114369147,0.10444725663557347,0.14037754456676074,0.0,0.0,0.12435996401038253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638489001697038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540666094342506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259766123724494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034919465375527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285453383421418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097591454858329,0.0,0.0,0.15925762936375926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712308656275495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255211107386799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329055450518467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874073312589733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378051313629435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366120998210016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626627582785926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643379896285081,0.0,0.0,0.12387709525664685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034830419328794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349494572300463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039212245842406,0.10992625476508423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385830891701447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063256050173007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355313917035422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Charlie00134,2020/04/04,"Swap I swapped my Facebook app on my phone homescreen to Reddit (and deactivated the Facebook app) it's only been 28 hours but I feel so much freer. I was browsing without thinking and reading the same stuff over and over. I'm a chronic people pleaser and couldn't ignore notifications. 
I still have Facebook but only on the PC now",3.78142857142857,6.300728333333336,4.612936507936507,80.69178571428574,75.19047619047619,5.469841269841268,31.13492063492064,6.42735559955562,1.783615873015874,267,13,46,2,6,86,46,63,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.8512,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,7,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,6,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997710104357802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310586591151056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471228280711319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113432070135436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305719376087675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362598808982962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684649248285982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848329728890618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540346286453615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240548318844152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sleeptoosoon,2020/04/04,"Constant anxiety, but no worries Hi, for the last few months Ive been feeling the physical sensations of anxiety (nausea, chest tightness, discomfort in chest, etc.), but I don't have anxiety about anything, I'm not worried about anything, and I have a good life besides my anxiety. There's nothing on my mind when I have anxiety, I just feel the physical symptoms. I have OCD, Anxiety and was diagnosed with depression after a suicide attempt.  


I have been in therapy MANY times and personally it doesn't help my anxiety. My OCD is tolerable, but these physical symptoms of my anxiety just won't go away and it's gotten worse ever since last august, when I had a major panic attack. Since then I haven't had many panic attacks, but anxietys been at a constant ever since. I am on Lexapro (generic) 40mg a day, but to me it doesn't seem to work.  


When I was in therapy the therapist always tried to find the cause of the anxiety, but there isn't a cause, I'm not afraid of having another panic attack, and there's nothing I worry about.  


This is really taking a toll on my life, and I just want to ask here for help incase anyonee can relate or have som insight into what is going on.  


I appreciate any comment, thank you so much.",8.544820473644002,6.746404773109244,9.25910618792972,67.21610771581359,62.193277310924366,12.856226126814365,40.54392666157372,11.741389052700956,4.850541176470586,968,45,173,25,11,331,124,238,0.278,0.6509999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9952,0,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,1,0,2,16,11,3,5,13,0,26,7,2,2,2,33,38,18,1,1,12,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,8,3,22,2,25,29,4,27,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,3,15,125,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602124844006324,0.0,0.0,0.05395720009992863,0.08319996451671641,0.6069857197995693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058805648002028,0.0,0.07417669820508645,0.2707985703019256,0.07454707254155002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301797833855403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148713055697634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051170846431719416,0.0,0.06833957929085269,0.0805333245675247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849045086215633,0.0,0.14354386892319515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023825252802154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251973024518006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018698217428102,0.06655067256176099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636632391083982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935324057998193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208718917004376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088639255633455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011565198445625,0.0,0.06333228026708516,0.0,0.058327574015769136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226699411987712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792821599614817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928083847036445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050830324986722165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223254635397923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969045711139602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679035754881534,0.0,0.0,0.16493930218210834,0.05965743187975369,0.0,0.0,0.07305005217724816,0.18147543882913011,0.0921254543388416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626660403106221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386992609667308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04679963202062305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057763975718779274,0.2417355559903917,0.08085915267044254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Firefly-h,2020/04/04,"My mom just was hospitalised for an overdose, on the day my dad died (21 years ago). Trigger warning 


Also sorry for the bad English (not my first language) 


My dad died 21 years agao 4.april 1999. Today I got a massage from my sister that my mom had an overdose last night after 12 o'clock, so it's the 4.april 2020, my dad would have been 50 years old at the end of last month. My mom is doing better and is at home with my stepfather apparently.
Mom says it was an accident, but of course i dont belive her. And I'm not allowed to travel home due to the corona thing. I have 3 older sister that live in my home town so im not super worried, but my anxiety and ptsd is bad atm. My relationship with my mom is rocky, it always have been. (its too complicated to explain now, it's a a very long story) and i dont know what to do, any advice about suicidal parants? 
I just don't know what to do",2.685437788018433,3.7845469139784953,4.309708141321046,87.82741935483875,74.48387096774194,7.034715821812598,25.1136712749616,7.447530270364453,1.058038095238095,690,22,151,8,14,232,108,186,0.153,0.8240000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.9754,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,11,0,19,0,0,2,0,19,24,9,3,1,7,10,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,10,6,0,0,3,1,1,1,6,2,0,1,6,1,19,2,18,17,0,25,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,19,94,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567485590864444,0.09586112685433072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648090972503608,0.08998259002410809,0.0,0.0,0.07354009095796481,0.0,0.08272813445022531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058767020796995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956425802299889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974247540671911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446810371096465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534826257644368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578148271519757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919853080739014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649082773144806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32542494510761816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681163549398192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886374336838015,0.1762999017803364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549113691499128,0.09570203612270577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6332714894158364,0.08631770445447785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014836964668087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347656383583875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641190601269892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610375692740095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599865146099547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105582328007974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828951051191795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184456626239111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250572402935433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892282603151025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982318542835284,0.0,0.0768207887517015,0.0,0.0,0.20891920333274325
anxiety,Mr_hungry_face,2020/04/04,"Starving myself because of social enxiety I live with roommates and I hate cooking in front of people. They are good peoople but kind of strangers. I hate sharing a kitchen, it's so awkward. Also I just hate having conversatios when I'm cooking,  I mean I put on a happy face and I try but it makes me really uncomfortable.


I basically stay in my room all day and if they leave I try to cook and eat as quickly as possible, and I have all my meals in my room. Sometimes I wait so long that I'm literally starving. I feel so weird about it. I just really need to have my own space to feel comfortable enough cooking. I love cooking but it's been almost 10 fucking years without being able to really practice because I've never been able to have my own place. 


I'm just tired of sneaking around or having to go get fast food or delivery.",2.751037924151696,4.7793903712574854,4.296910179640719,84.08556487025949,76.42514970059881,7.088063872255487,27.899800399201588,8.021203637495839,1.9097268662674656,660,28,129,11,15,220,97,167,0.17600000000000002,0.71,0.114,-0.8502,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,11,12,4,1,2,0,9,13,1,1,3,27,25,18,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,7,9,1,3,5,0,3,2,6,0,0,2,2,23,6,20,22,5,20,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,4,7,85,28,0,0.2899896075412774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519135152028384,0.0,0.0,0.1159522921902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907611603940378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677497317093754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350965331122804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836588224980748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981839184925133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662745878565578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532829226021693,0.0,0.0,0.13404535967081455,0.07575380053032643,0.0,0.08240388838941809,0.12161476217094146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434966478126547,0.0,0.4294570510696887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098977572556985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352856159617687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803306815742269,0.1283158386166297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308634713780968,0.0,0.09678515742000454,0.0,0.0,0.1579418479894982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751180977344107,0.1118289313140338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052114038617628,0.0,0.1514887093694618,0.0,0.0,0.16345985538179994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575982562301631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27866215229883945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780394281796538,0.0,0.0,0.14340356843669402,0.0,0.0,0.15454516864698625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665019733705685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688390810275333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976981668325705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337189978691544
anxiety,pm_me_your_nostrills,2020/04/04,"Can I stop citalopram10mg cold turkey after just 2 days? Started taking citalopram yesterday morning, took the 2nd doe this morning. I've honestly got so close to calling 999 from the palpitations and burning sensation in my chest and throat (100% not heartburn before anyone suggests it).
I've eaten barely anything at all due to complete loss off appetite, and I've just thrown up from the nausea. Add to this a crippling headache and the most intense sense of impending doom ever. My heart if flipping out at me every 10 seconds no matter how much I try and calm myself.
I definitely do not wanna continue with this med at all.

Am I OK to just not take it anymore after just 2 doses? Am I likely to get any worse side effects if I do? Although I honestly can't see anything being much worse than this tbh.",5.29694805194805,6.712467525974027,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.54545454545455,7.677922077922077,32.83116883116883,8.00094639256281,2.5989168831168827,645,29,109,8,11,209,108,154,0.098,0.794,0.10800000000000001,0.1446,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,5,1,7,6,3,2,3,27,15,10,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,9,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,2,11,5,20,11,5,19,1,2,1,0,2,9,0,3,10,74,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306866322819466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406132744035487,0.13682354625053056,0.0,0.3220548523122361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650870825020062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981048725130932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516606796065776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619698795181078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712403115358799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770031684078993,0.16486828588193647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022343802410568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650264607780376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318809633661693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559904274210032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735563709025152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28769366420969084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593110151419642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385028459832406,0.0,0.0,0.16359669251390516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942530263677047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174069498171252,0.13285342902541392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988279353151435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dorianfinch,2020/04/04,"Seeking new coping mechanisms; any ideas? My situation is thusly:

i live in a state where weed is legal, so i smoke it to help with my anxiety. I have particularly been doing so lately in quarantine, because I have run out of my prescribed medication and I no longer have a doctor to renew my prescription (my healthcare situation is confusing since I got let go from a temp job and not sure where Cobra fits in with temp work, that's a whole other story for some other kind of advice subreddit).

So I got offered a job that drug tests, so I've stopped smoking weed, and my anxiety is through the roof. I've tried:

​

\- meditation

\- journaling

\- making art

\- screaming into a pillow

\- listening to music

\- breathing exercises

\- chamomile tea

\- cbd

none of it seems to quiet my mind, although cbd helps a little so i'm still using that.

i was wondering if any of y'all have any suggestions for how i can cope without any medicine?",5.742758620689656,7.029787816091961,6.6799425287356335,72.9968103448276,67.39080459770115,9.708045977011494,32.89080459770115,9.928628108626363,3.4384804597701155,736,32,127,17,12,245,113,174,0.085,0.8759999999999999,0.039,-0.7004,2,1,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,1,8,0,13,6,1,3,1,21,22,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,7,7,1,1,3,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,3,17,2,20,17,3,16,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,5,4,84,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382531193508687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532940761503157,0.17191430846371894,0.3848464002098933,0.0,0.21646440957931046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862452072265119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481129955473254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640724773742172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040663565586814,0.0,0.2263097806246103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966281045363376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971427751042722,0.0,0.0,0.2807951556487167,0.0,0.0,0.14733018212871338,0.0,0.0,0.159596180522483,0.0,0.0,0.1446734095976257,0.0,0.0,0.14180064175826745,0.12492988455334607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443934068729573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252673180777994,0.0,0.0,0.14285498603330682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366427605635141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287985449154168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703414193369895,0.31806004763269263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129865200156366,0.1182840435021393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333437086490197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605598094175873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219373720355907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795793961134674,0.0,0.13638216527633315,0.1534295806181179,0.10299949810226204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191430846371894,0.0
anxiety,SmyleKyleSmyle,2020/04/04,"I can’t take this anymore. I get up everyday with this panic like feeling for something so small. I am suffering from this, I’ve tried talking to a therapist and I have but nothing has helped. I just want to be me again without the damn anxiety issues. I don’t have that bad of a life either as of right now, I have literally nothing to worry about. I always double check myself on a lot of minor things that I used to not. I had a panic attack over my phone settings being off when they weren’t. This shit has become the new normal for me and it’s making me miserable. I don’t know what to do.",1.0397146401985151,3.1941631451612937,3.260645161290324,88.67442928039705,82.87096774193549,5.750868486352358,20.828784119106697,7.010146845296331,0.5888630272952855,466,14,96,6,13,159,85,124,0.185,0.695,0.12,-0.9236,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,3,3,6,0,14,2,1,2,0,15,21,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,2,1,17,1,19,17,3,12,0,2,0,0,4,6,2,1,6,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262711775985138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403222191693355,0.0,0.1819116779412544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086762784973867,0.0,0.0,0.15315504698978147,0.0,0.20258224968323968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274690729725396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583376501766368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294818584020326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145158690424474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080744814970297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956089914262928,0.08961384787053049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594426092279426,0.0,0.0,0.1224398771870613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771562857188427,0.0,0.0,0.17972088036011913,0.3520089818291056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304273964703384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566468460448435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828661026923546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412121390255394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791532417063693,0.14743279476918322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129745029105166,0.12186167426829525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453583881461568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584232383172966,0.0,0.0,0.10819081911203107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681842593788966,0.0,0.0,0.18628043770071886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,creepingdeff,2020/04/04,"At the risk of sounding completely ridiculous... I’m scared. I’ve really put off posting this for a while out of fear of being judged but I’m at the point now where talking about my concerns is probably the best thing I can do for myself. 

I’m scared not just for my own future but for everyone’s future. I know it only makes sense to have these feelings in a time of such change and uncertainty but this fear has been heightened to an overwhelming extent, as a result of the massive ‘doomer’/‘wake up people’ type mentality that feels so inescapable right now. To elaborate, it feels as though I can’t look at a single social media app for more than a minute or two without being slapped across the face with claims of an impending new world order, mass depopulation, people being stripped of their rights and the general claim that the people in power are using the situation at hand to their advantage. It’s overwhelming and exhausting. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not the kind of person that jumps on the conspiracy train at any given chance and it’s not that I necessarily *believe* any of the examples I listed but I’d be lying if I said that the fear of them being possible isn’t having an impact on me.

I feel like it’s worth mentioning that I do limit the amount of time I spend looking at social media and the news right now and I do try to avoid these topics and have (and will continue to)  unfollowed accounts and subreddits that promote or encourage them but as I said before, it somehow still feels inescapable. 

I can only apologise if this comes across as  completely ridiculous and irrational. I have general anxiety as well as health anxiety, so everything going on kind of has my brain on high alert right now. Nonetheless, I hope you’re all doing good and taking care of yourselves. If anyone wants to talk about this stuff feel free to message me!",7.284491525423725,7.325952901129947,7.312999999999999,74.15763559322035,63.77401129943503,10.695819209039547,32.67175141242938,10.355215969177356,3.2998354802259886,1493,53,268,32,20,480,190,354,0.132,0.731,0.13699999999999998,0.5831,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,5,15,24,2,9,22,0,24,5,3,3,1,48,49,31,0,5,15,0,7,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,21,14,0,2,7,0,4,4,7,13,1,1,4,12,25,12,54,39,7,44,0,2,2,0,14,26,0,7,13,190,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281396717719993,0.0,0.1494076440534128,0.0,0.0,0.06828083163961532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309500364611172,0.11002081949141404,0.10248017367063747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090123788223345,0.0,0.0,0.0995631344068732,0.0,0.103303295535292,0.08411889959621327,0.20477337605228496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093311057139967,0.08776368434917672,0.0,0.0,0.32965831156992603,0.29625593853673554,0.06976289716582355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051019350808508564,0.0,0.055498111781756065,0.08190620366576429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379993937138647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317512666456703,0.0,0.0969908714366082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337990390744776,0.053667207589227765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770803214257743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400685050282346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518373817418108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841065547486487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431330061337033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853810775894224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309964473586656,0.08526631283286366,0.0,0.0,0.09231308613914327,0.11008841333965204,0.09352400973116752,0.0,0.10528580824714834,0.0,0.0,0.09816763812755018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255863074705624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335784789394528,0.18577959738841646,0.0,0.1955341846696822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097653939432149,0.0,0.1990886571160662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798533624136017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178863982576684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342245506512232,0.15697860718758974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487591829936355,0.0,0.09594299144671034,0.0,0.11388380453028972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629957246846828,0.0,0.09539220958191236,0.0,0.0,0.08434032379339731,0.0,0.0,0.057597918160882174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878012390757216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413343304075276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676757440451907,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Idkwtd5,2020/04/04,"I'm afraid I had a coronavirus. More than a week ago i started having trouble breathing, when i say trouble breathing, i mean as if someone put a heavy stone on my body.

Then the next Day i developed a temperature and a dry cough. 
Breathing was getting worse everyday. 

Even through i had a temperature, it wasnt that high. It was 37.2 celsius.

Then the third Day came, temperature was same as yesterday, but i had such a trouble breathing i could barely speak let alone do any thing else... This all lasted between 5 to 7 days and I called epidemiologists and couldnt get tested, because they were lacking tests, too many People were getting tested, etc... Now a few days after all of that hell i feel fine, but im still angry i couldnt get tested and the other reason is because immediately i felt better i started smoking cigarettes again.

Now, even through i feel fine i feel as if by smoking cigarettes i somehow might have ruined my lungs or who knows what. I feel angry at myself but i couldnt resist the temptation as cigarettes are the only thing that somehow keep me sane during everything especially now during the pandemic.

Is there any chance if i had a coronavirus and the next Day i felt better and started smoking again that smoking in synergy with coronavirus i could be dealing with some life long consuqences to my lungs, brain or any other organ?",4.701136532738094,6.784449355468753,5.297098214285715,78.79760416666669,71.0703125,7.8449404761904775,30.549851190476193,8.563005593585519,2.56641168154762,1089,47,189,19,21,350,138,256,0.124,0.818,0.059000000000000004,-0.9535,0,1,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,14,10,1,1,16,0,24,10,8,1,2,40,42,21,0,9,8,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,13,9,0,1,9,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,13,8,27,4,18,21,8,32,1,1,0,0,6,4,1,9,26,137,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345294740509987,0.0,0.0,0.12087235956687067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380925223297713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228595385043466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643418551206155,0.0,0.1296342069373786,0.0,0.13028264416572524,0.11917001279262618,0.1334807280519493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863607053373736,0.0,0.0,0.3763290124430052,0.12031890106943804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749300073970912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301581908676377,0.15416660352706948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048879492609898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360405147826919,0.0,0.22411238393959584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389655555665754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330643968333832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260626531276444,0.0,0.0,0.10373377548484887,0.0,0.0,0.0641386398980495,0.09513107692819407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933993055016362,0.0824329948580401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032812573193319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832170356422342,0.0,0.12712719504901462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380676676361545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823659804411374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876027496724799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090933962778822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732190054860978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999334459179214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280940312774916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888472981615766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24781561000166805,0.0,0.09320167050235907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506874118389485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936146222288434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893352247768688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fkakeekz,2020/04/04,"Will this go away? This all started two Saturdays ago. I was at a friend's house and long story short ate an edible by mistake. I don't smoke at all so it ended up being way too much. A friend drove me home where I had a huge panic attack. I swore I was dying, I couldn't breathe, couldn't stop shaking, and I was begging my mom to take me to the hospital. I ended up taking 1mg of Xanax and eventually fell asleep, but this attack lasted for over an hour. The next day I woke up still reeling. For the next two days I had steady and severe anxiety. I couldn't breathe, there was pressure on my chest, and I felt like I was going crazy. 

I ended up going to the counseling center at my college, who set me up with an appointment with the psychiatrist. However, given the COVID-19 crisis, the best I could get was a phone appointment for the next week. Because of this, I went to go see my GP in the mean time. She talked me through it and prescribed some more Xanax to get me through. 

After I saw her it felt like a weight was lifted. I immediately felt better; it was like I just needed someone to tell me it would go away. I still had anxiety here and there but was mostly fully better by the time I had my appointment with the psychiatrist. She prescribed 25mg of Zoloft, which was to be increased to 50mg after a week. From the day I started taking it, my anxiety was getting worse and worse. I could feel myself spiraling, and by day 5 I had a panic attack so bad I was having suicidal thoughts. I took another 1mg of Xanax to calm down and slept through the night.

The next day I felt like I was back at square one. The same heavy feeling on my chest and general brain fog. I called the psychiatrist who told me to take 0.25 Xanax 2x per day for a week, and then she'd start me on Lexapro.

At this point, I really do not want to try another medication. I've been on Lexapro before for about a year for what I thought was anxiety (LOL- nothing compared to what I'm going through now, so I can't even judge its effectiveness). I'm so upset that I was starting to feel better after getting through that first horrible week and I feel that I started this whole process completely over. Given COVID-19, I have nothing to do all day but sit around and think about my anxiety and Google SSRI side effects and horror stories and what not. I know I shouldn't have done that but I'm just so terrified of going through this again. I also can't tell if this just a shock from the isolation. I'm so used to being busy every day that I feel like I have too much time on my hands to worry :/ 

It's now been 4 days since the last Zoloft and every day gets a bit better. Today was the first day I had a genuinely good morning, free from anxiety and I was hopeful about my future. I have had a bit of anxiety later in the afternoon as I've been getting up and interacting with my family and even while writing this, but overall I am tremendously better than I was 4 days ago. I met with my therapist yesterday and also felt like that lifted a weight from me.

I'm now thinking that this heightened anxiety has just been from my brain being sent into overdrive from these substances (weed and Zoloft). I feel like I just need some time to chill.. But then I also start to wonder if this is a true panic disorder that has manifested from a first panic attack. Is it possible that this anxiety could just ease up and go away a bit each day? I have never experienced anything like this before and would prefer not to be on medication. However, I also can't keep on living like this. Has anyone else experienced this before/what are your opinions?

Also, if I do end up restarting the Lexapro, will the side effects be the same as they were the first time I took it? I only remember the brain fog and nausea for a few days. I just don't think I can go through that increased anxiety again like I did with the Zoloft.. I was honestly considering bringing myself to the ER and it was terrifying.

Thanks so much in advance for any responses.",4.660987749929597,5.351339618159205,5.5165249225570285,82.53092509152353,69.48507462686567,8.754491692480991,28.478269032197502,8.895488261720299,2.0760068806908847,3159,107,642,54,53,1035,302,804,0.156,0.7290000000000001,0.115,-0.9889,2,1,1,0,0,0,82.0,0,1,1,14,39,39,4,7,48,1,74,23,10,4,5,109,145,53,2,18,19,1,14,10,2,5,10,0,1,0,43,36,3,2,24,0,1,20,13,14,1,7,54,19,89,26,97,73,21,132,0,0,3,0,21,38,0,9,81,451,132,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556129064795161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704186402159298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02898351171896608,0.0893829606473966,0.3260468981058035,0.0,0.0,0.029801357885306468,0.04366990494732901,0.035073173351619844,0.03794142532983559,0.0,0.19394862400295929,0.12013054494791073,0.03277265830020056,0.035586472545738684,0.025981159995166363,0.0,0.0725340884893936,0.0,0.044727755335878534,0.18847256026053416,0.13959217291263554,0.0,0.0,0.1427362630420049,0.043520461229023616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468695326768702,0.0,0.0,0.10208739171693508,0.0,0.0,0.3848152154424264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423351827345147,0.0,0.048846971190611814,0.0,0.0,0.043615734855234345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03560409417910393,0.0,0.15099702437532597,0.0,0.0,0.05630109063834252,0.0,0.0718194919828802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040178967039216966,0.0,0.12930172404136747,0.06089641896945861,0.20461259690304295,0.0,0.0,0.14501245346876349,0.0,0.0,0.06585723554984216,0.0,0.1336052209098954,0.0,0.21800073993043656,0.03574818920415823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275199911280054,0.042331934188292994,0.041972766840940534,0.049178521646396085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03788320273141694,0.0,0.0,0.023423201236226515,0.06948305614992621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082230262496938,0.0,0.037634825437121516,0.03771794472047688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642639564797886,0.0,0.08587166618918593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049916804278260465,0.0,0.0,0.0939932718095472,0.06320536173166595,0.03287168205364545,0.0,0.18131023044535666,0.039996604131357576,0.0,0.081791349445707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028880863636671705,0.032414934049823436,0.0,0.20002465512543574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029030185293789,0.04804839258953994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027303887473832524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482809017014432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033963149538353686,0.0,0.0,0.048149216627681964,0.0,0.035256252077758725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03611234864592422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100274379918124,0.0,0.06807383153741065,0.035632781900947263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046620086669631945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818173461988433,0.03425687371402863,0.07450467442733101,0.039239379349358734,0.0,0.049485873627612885,0.0,0.08192879788473571,0.0,0.0676720897875425,0.1242622539390094,0.0,0.04039940412045576,0.04072586905738666,0.09470624751078456,0.02893663183840457,0.0,0.08326838759741702,0.0,0.0,0.036810567668472856,0.0,0.0,0.025138770740530374,0.03383029770698763,0.13675089703211535,0.10380096860806133,0.0,0.0395097807187485,0.0,0.04758444710754516,0.0,0.0,0.04622028991780554,0.0,0.04328335116822569,0.08686819162851776,0.06055299094796706,0.0,0.0,0.02744630898708368
anxiety,Fafnir_UwU,2020/04/04,"i'm so fucking scared The end of the world is a constant fear I have. It's gotten even worse ever since 2020 started. The pandemic, the wildfires, and constant natural disasters make it feel like it really is.

And now, apparently, there's an asteroid coming near Earth on the 29th of April.
https://www.space.com/asteroid-1998-or2-earth-flyby-april-2020.html

And while NASA has said it's no threat, this hasn't calmed me down. It got worse when I heard a conspiracy that COVID-19 was a distraction and that this was going to hit us.

Now, I feel constant dread whenever I see the days catching up. I'm starting to lose joy in the things I enjoy doing, and then just spend the rest of the day on my phone. I cry knowing that this might be a possibility. There are so many things I want to do before I die, but knowing an asteroid could change that messes me up. In fact, anything doomsday related just messes me up and ruins my entire day.

I don't know, man. I guess I just need reassurance.",4.925615942028988,7.032201923913046,4.7776956521739145,82.65715942028986,70.52173913043478,7.950144927536233,26.39710144927536,8.648137234880735,1.8685410144927528,790,26,147,14,15,243,113,184,0.19699999999999998,0.737,0.066,-0.9682,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,1,12,15,2,4,15,0,14,1,0,1,2,24,36,12,1,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,14,7,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,10,0,0,6,5,17,5,15,26,1,29,0,2,1,1,6,10,1,2,17,98,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160423878338714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199924047829824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917396124173402,0.12147095020580324,0.0,0.4571576447878681,0.0,0.11258808913392117,0.0,0.1548970986548105,0.2728268128406778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635011868714834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489642075339087,0.0,0.0,0.09313832155741833,0.1275551054035966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867979150883665,0.1426016845636011,0.10074032647264684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036503704899466,0.0,0.0,0.08014142368858647,0.0,0.11278166202309145,0.0,0.1553426597641674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249258128844044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889224686278184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775843424373528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941278434690853,0.14296591637437436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495934163431083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455998699797396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897193424078912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033708663446403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413646833201312,0.0,0.14117946931995126,0.0,0.11236978562726456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664811838268008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996206652908924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736667928672007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962230546642534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317362545709531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874103316037116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReggieNo1,2020/04/04,"Panic attack I hadn’t had a panic attack in about 5 days, I’ve been eating healthy and haven’t drank alcohol in 31 day’s.

I was calmly working on my laptop and enjoying it. And then all of a sudden within seconds my panic went from 0 - 10. Not even anything to trigger it like their usually is. Apart from maybe I began focusing on my breathing and feel like something is wrong and then that was it.

Why am I still getting these panic attacks no matter how relaxed, calm, lifestyle I have they are still coming on with no reason.

I’m scared and want this to stop. Please give me your best advice. [this isn’t part of my anxiety] but I’m starting to now think that maybe I have something else wrong with me (mentally) which is causing this anxiety. Something like an overactive thyroid or bipolar or whatever I don’t know??

Any advice, tips, suggestions, opinions would be appreciated. Thank you.",3.4148026315789486,5.775441777777778,4.380464181286552,82.69245065789475,75.66666666666667,6.848099415204677,27.64656432748538,7.865858978985527,1.9468038011695905,708,29,126,11,16,229,112,171,0.162,0.672,0.166,0.2017,0,0,4,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,2,6,19,3,5,3,0,17,6,1,4,1,26,31,12,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,9,3,1,4,1,0,2,7,10,0,1,8,1,17,9,16,21,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,15,86,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156244472507554,0.0,0.11790814969534222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502750454322736,0.0,0.16880276873371922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079136781282794,0.0,0.0,0.3765455013603285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578348059441775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333827633542995,0.0,0.0950386658235388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230615769633667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289411247160548,0.09216572386679396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287126512852364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578565830822941,0.07881906090605914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057642349760861765,0.1058376317810511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063393401766168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617035319884703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168062299840494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111856841214804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177892474416992,0.0,0.11947555742931515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110811276111386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343658908424288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045857781725313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548099672392904,0.0,0.0,0.07809143530988549,0.0,0.17621776665543984,0.09223998568164253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015761216568154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069436944150306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215118082807492,0.0,0.06507490376716765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227608997559956,0.09955476351491452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032082729736231,0.0,0.0,0.07837455736051624,0.2412548873874639,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AshleyyyT93,2020/04/04,"This may help So guys my partner suffers with anxiety I’ve just made a YouTube channel for relaxing sounds and stuff like that to try help her out with it. It’s called soothnation sounds on YouTube 

If I can help people out with this it would be such a good feeling if you have any suggestions for sounds or noises what you feel helps you then message me so I could make a video.

Soothnation sounds on youtube!",3.654160714285717,5.791196237500002,3.1746428571428598,92.65750000000004,74.125,7.071428571428572,27.67857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.5733571428571431,329,13,68,5,7,97,56,80,0.054000000000000006,0.7090000000000001,0.237,0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,17,10,7,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,4,0,2,8,6,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,8,3,10,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,4,2,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513165849822042,0.0,0.1857630833505232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24795497560957866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387874123552828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556269951762655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036729651268569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404383219032751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6510511087760884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863370455426996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977013063819396,0.16208986179074267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834665755139286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779804547372648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648645634511335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724983487028988,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cornbadger,2020/04/04,"Another one, I'm sorry. Covid is finally in my town.  Many people here are not taking it seriously.  We have a large elderly population, including my mother.  I was afraid of everything on a daily basis before all of this.  Now, I constantly feel like my stomach is going to turn inside out.  Every little thing that goes wrong is like a catastrophe to me.  And I feel like It's my fault that I can't fix things.

I know it's a ridiculous way to think.  I know it's wrong.  But I can't shake it.  My mother is my only family.  I can't lose her.  We're fine for now but, soon I'll have to get groceries.  Less than half of the city is taking this seriously.  Migrants are still selling fruit on the corners.  People are still crowding past eachother, and some are even laughing and mocking the people that are wearing masks.

Please somebody talk me down from this perpetual panic attack.  I'm so lost.",1.6773428571428577,4.20279997714286,3.5333571428571453,85.31489285714288,83.5142857142857,6.242857142857144,21.892857142857146,7.554174236665415,1.1342857142857143,696,23,133,12,20,233,108,175,0.151,0.7390000000000001,0.11,-0.8825,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,8,18,3,3,7,0,16,3,2,0,1,15,29,6,0,0,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,5,1,0,5,0,1,2,4,13,0,2,2,3,18,5,15,27,3,19,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,1,11,88,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779648931646234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711982449102111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805152611298404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262066529732613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939382610590618,0.0,0.1267899789546789,0.0,0.13524608249699696,0.0,0.14186372653645046,0.0,0.1521793264138432,0.2150128180074973,0.0,0.16484880074678265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862212462432366,0.0,0.08552400984671456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540507930634174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055789357884686,0.15082535642839628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683540578975889,0.16427199352629215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256802134259945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197243092611767,0.11445051176285408,0.0,0.17656155114419567,0.0,0.0,0.14365481984074172,0.31298174764144865,0.0,0.0,0.1651871787674081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845547248230633,0.0,0.0,0.24035479588326986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262917626694357,0.1209540245227615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999508991321526,0.09642461744753024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368430717794966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944787176500622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290631263488725,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hbhatt25,2020/04/04,"Heart pounding Anyone with any experience with your heart feeling like its pounding harder than usual? 

I’ve had this since last night, no other symptoms at all apart from a bit of shaking but that disappeared in minutes - is it possible this is anxiety related? How long will this last for?",6.2650000000000015,8.382580884615386,6.0453846153846165,74.8746153846154,67.07692307692308,9.046153846153846,34.153846153846146,9.516144504307137,3.5761000000000003,234,11,37,5,4,73,45,52,0.14400000000000002,0.802,0.055,-0.598,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,2,1,1,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,8,3,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651763575101393,0.0,0.17607283109892438,0.0,0.0,0.16093419333053813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25127662336071405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251420010233896,0.0,0.0,0.11637651285852545,0.16442734088301958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454847036300642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37522449932196655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244522780238853,0.0,0.0,0.20368558476553966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159908701681868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259472381493032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039187777378888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392258083458245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25349025085827864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Trtguy20,2020/04/04,"Best natural cures ? What’s the best natural cures to reset the receptors and to calm anxiety? I know exercise.

I have tried acupuncture which was good . Yoga calmed my mind tremendously.  I have been meditating. Currently fasting 51 hours in.

Any good books or other methods?",3.5543085106383003,6.6857700425531945,4.275718085106384,74.87187500000002,93.25531914893615,9.158510638297873,29.27925531914893,8.841846274778883,4.140491489361703,220,11,33,8,8,70,38,47,0.027999999999999997,0.563,0.408,0.9717,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,3,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485832636010945,0.0,0.2304531711288529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322803936802863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053434712658504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29666766577880044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555750213351245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30417364782436884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452697472939904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,webster1102,2020/04/04,"Constant need to take deep breaths and getting anxious? Hello everyone,

Been reading a lot and finally decided to write a post about this.I’ve been having this constant need to take deep breaths and sigh a lot (maybe for a month until now)Been smoking weed for 5 years and decided to quit, so now I’m sober for 20 days already.Been reading that this may be a symptom of GERD, but also can be caused by anxiety.It all started with the COVID situation, that’s when the anxiety came in, along with it started the air hunger then decided to quit smoking.The first week I got severe panic attacks probably from the weed withdrawal(never stoped smoking for more than a day) combined with the anxiety and it was hell.Now on my day 20 I’m quite better, but this constant urges to take deep breaths and sighs just continue.Been to the doctor and my heart and lungs are great.She said it’s all due to stress and anxiety.A psychologist is working with me, and she is saying again its all from stress.Anyone experienced the same symptoms?Do you think it’s a sign of GERD or it’s just anxiety? Thanks ind advance!",4.896640995260665,6.589678483412322,5.1000444312796205,81.98618039099526,69.85308056872037,8.497748815165878,31.67091232227488,9.017664075816787,2.7136466824644554,884,39,166,17,16,278,120,211,0.125,0.831,0.044000000000000004,-0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,7,8,7,1,2,14,0,11,8,5,1,3,37,26,18,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,11,16,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,2,1,6,3,6,2,27,17,7,28,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,19,98,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025792680608133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590237519847844,0.12750507997966193,0.0,0.07891768105078441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839998523062807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998197293875599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908724511446346,0.0,0.11594322297008272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659002059277449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836534538832134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552188868170875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784713760883714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363785383591372,0.0,0.096002727420032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896719119905906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026827797722003,0.12443382255705805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133745312193361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190720616132464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338784535765987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008759361449896,0.0,0.0,0.16737561412590554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324225056810692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809326414636967,0.0,0.12168732622175353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36013677102922875,0.2257906531721127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736025514323093,0.08975460611674306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750507997966193,0.0,0.0,0.12686474580954796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977254973230035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585724569625894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730972549367752,0.2545808136041993,0.0,0.0,0.10391072903594918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231919616130005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053332164362682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216690679959117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726812203323088
anxiety,sjrutter2,2020/04/04,"Celexa and Jitters I just started my 3rd day of Citalopram (10mg) and it feelings like I’m jumping out of my skin and super anxious.

Has anyone else experienced this? Does it go away?",2.0408333333333357,4.59445363888889,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,82.05555555555556,4.711111111111111,28.44444444444445,5.985473137389443,1.2367444444444442,145,7,27,1,4,47,30,36,0.052000000000000005,0.774,0.174,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41512337821407297,0.0,0.25693544417091396,0.37650453605926987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34523924540033285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236980256987779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215653059004557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30696432650545474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857979985704716,0.26251234115829314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883506628263535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952160415634966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600889337167113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LiteralNobody001,2020/04/04,"Insomnia is fucking me up I've been dealing with anxiety for almost my whole life, but it's never been as bad as it is currently... I Lay awake up until 2-3 AM and I wake up several times when I finally get to sleep. My head won't shut up no matter how tired I am. Melatonin isn't working, tea isn't working, I can't concentrate enough to meditate... I can't go anywhere to buy medication (I'm 15), and lately I've been feeling weird in my stomach, as if I was extremely nervous, and nausea.

I just needed to vent",2.677222222222224,3.675885425925927,5.299074074074074,81.11583333333336,74.37037037037038,8.733333333333334,30.16666666666667,9.188382445141503,2.643311111111112,398,18,83,9,8,143,72,108,0.102,0.809,0.08900000000000001,-0.3253,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,0,0,13,10,4,1,1,13,19,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,4,1,12,0,15,14,2,14,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,2,7,54,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611815750856004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727456062232197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854363617545394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280231632677825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333242191847457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417736137039435,0.0,0.0,0.2473660718297064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087596088469662,0.11797748020683828,0.0,0.12833419634883095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174831819172098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547258369987656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949773455485544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748189170680605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743677968301734,0.17416017992881622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25510335058679096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225975136673523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316728268973878,0.2595377422671681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521110984384277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287877351282277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Starry_X,2020/04/04,"Something that I want to love, but anxiety ruins it This sounds really silly but it hurts me a lot

I watch a group of virtual youtubers called Hololive, where there are many Vtubers. My favorite of that group happens to be the least popular (in terms of views). My anxiety ruins it because now it tells me I can’t enjoy the rest of the group, you must ignore the rest so you can support her. That Vtuber did nothing wrong, my anxiety is creating these scenarios, even though she’s doing well for herself my anxiety still attacks me and ruins the enjoyment of watching hololive. Also it tells me bad things about the more popular Vtubers of that group but those thoughts are not true at all.

I just had to let this out",5.811841038118409,6.762038343065694,6.0225790754257895,78.99612327656125,67.02919708029195,9.300567721005676,33.47039740470397,9.444778638647367,3.1321263584752623,571,25,103,11,9,182,90,137,0.247,0.58,0.17300000000000001,-0.9257,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,11,17,1,0,8,0,11,1,0,0,3,14,16,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,14,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,3,4,17,9,14,10,7,7,0,4,3,1,13,4,0,1,3,85,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144383170246022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524710763769752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539799198990008,0.0,0.0,0.15074899428596936,0.11005962264509944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435841744934184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924942518571795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965689420815565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327902936340075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846212836531968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349438990638364,0.16295049032731487,0.0,0.0,0.18304606593413175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732394753987645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566287081382574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389937083855347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441848672731964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204882311615792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156116337489778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994723777647096,0.0,0.17738626457573212,0.14333395173671734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649115058677826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233321048170302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973995277388088,0.0,0.0
anxiety,droppycactus,2020/04/04,"Is physical harm during a panic attack normal? This morning I had a panic attack out of no where. I was really scared and overwhelmed, and I’m not sure the reason why. As I was panicking I kept getting an urge to be sick and kept gagging, the thing that got me worried tho is that I was physically harming myself. I kept banging my head, digging my nails into my skin, and at one point I was actually choking myself. I have no idea why I did that and I know it’s weird to say that for some reason it felt good, like at the moment I was harming myself it felt like I stopped panicking if that makes sense. It was a weird euphoria feeling and I know that’s not good to do. But is it really that bad? Should I seek help? Cause I’m feeling fine right now and I don’t know if I should risk going out with all this corona thing.",1.5969078947368445,3.5060256023391823,3.4833881578947405,89.12402960526317,79.52631578947368,6.146345029239766,21.79861111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.6576225146198831,642,19,136,8,16,216,94,171,0.297,0.583,0.121,-0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,19,2,5,7,0,17,3,2,4,2,38,33,12,0,5,5,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,16,11,0,4,10,0,0,1,5,13,0,1,14,6,23,6,12,16,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,5,95,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.1419940950944416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310710264096671,0.0,0.0,0.12149248340980627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947603679627933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714568429304553,0.0,0.2794195744209221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602153722877059,0.0,0.08269512849700203,0.2440891705821448,0.11637544735099654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933242656335113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753044853594206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642599841890875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990095258296976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217499376857934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712722525455043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256621968849886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985994844453719,0.0,0.0,0.34144283425597943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755139184286175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864313520635828,0.2992113928716981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426240413462444,0.0,0.11571321257822605,0.1456781501900699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165058389481967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371388695852335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333711464722264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26259533805435825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776968458921266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ForestCorvid,2020/04/04,"Anxiety on the rise Work is allowing me to come back to help with orders coming out of our store since we are currently closed. 
No customers are allowed inside, it's just my coworkers.
I'm nervous about getting or giving my family Covid, but money is needed. 

What should I do? I'm freaking out.",3.605789473684212,5.742156245614037,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,74.26315789473685,8.068771929824562,27.18947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.4242378947368426,234,9,41,5,5,78,49,57,0.14,0.8,0.06,-0.5647,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,13,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,8,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633249791600547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646815416449533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5930247444426824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32449704995632384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798391183199058,0.33020420686414625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307213260009004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552324628371983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847397689587835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059399597361426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InTheBinIGo,2020/04/04,"Saw my psychiatrist, everyone had to have their private consultations at the reception desk where everyone could listen... (Due to Covid-19 pandemic) Where I live (in Asia btw), self-quarantine has not been heavily promoted. It's very relaxed here, but I suspect it will change soon. If you go on the train in the morning, it will still be full of office workers commuting. 

Anyway, I had to pick up medication for my anxiety and depression. The psych I see is open until late and so a lot of office workers go to them. The reception room is so tiny, the general clinic is very small. 

I go up and they tell me all consultations will be at the front window/desk area. It was just bizarre, I wasn't even upset, just intrigued. I mean, the doctors' offices aren't THAT small? We could easily stay 1.5 metres apart. 

So I saw in that cramped space, waiting for my turn. People would go up and their doctor would be there waiting and to chat quickly. I felt like I was hearing wayyyy too much. 

When it was my turn, my doctor was as quiet and as fast as possible. Just told me she'll give me the same meds and that's all. Usually we do small talk but not much in-depth stuff. 

I'm not upset about it somehow but I just felt for those who need to talk for longer, damn that must suck. Just was soooo bizarre I wanted to share? 
How are people visiting their psychiatrists or psychologists during this time? Any weird conditions?",3.125560601759865,5.509177118081183,3.889022140221403,85.7448758160659,76.71217712177122,7.564064717570252,25.18322452455294,8.502166056373571,1.8059672438262844,1113,40,217,23,26,354,159,271,0.1,0.8390000000000001,0.061,-0.8985,0,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,1,5,3,22,9,2,2,10,0,29,6,0,2,3,44,51,21,0,8,13,0,2,1,0,7,6,3,1,0,14,10,0,2,4,2,0,6,5,6,0,0,14,8,29,3,27,25,7,37,0,1,3,0,22,20,2,4,11,151,43,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579942673624519,0.0,0.0965191423933042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334703529346052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147178325024107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866940307673766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874187669662602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333360960939293,0.0,0.0,0.2411202791670416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228456078781554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103305566699275,0.28681960351146946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220193137079276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232442647929258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163992982885915,0.0,0.11140977253321163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072645972571319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137435317384956,0.14014561060295955,0.12710226081915907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549785401023888,0.09355291132104747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493976433390146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422368890200045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054056902432758,0.0,0.13162205990120773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344796491473392,0.10075893801763773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443362270593982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282015201879425,0.11027749875548246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357031305453596,0.0,0.0,0.12056013958352077,0.0,0.0,0.2744718598319593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389576203506281,0.20820571429764034,0.07441790143669802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925405178216794,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LatteFilly,2020/04/04,"I don’t know. I really don’t    I’m not sure what I’m going through sometimes. I have social anxiety, I know that much, but sometimes I wonder if there’s something more. I guess it’s on and off in a way, but often I find myself giving up too easily or losing interest doing things I really used to love doing more because I feel like an idiot who can’t do it for whatever reason. I feel like a joke sometimes and this might sound stupid but I don’t want to make my interests look like jokes by doing what i’m doing. I also don’t wanna jump and say I’ve got depression, because sometimes I feel like it’s so minor and I don’t want to make depression look like a joke. So then I wonder about being diagnosed, and then my anxiety comes in with, “What if I don’t have any sort of depression after all? I don’t want to be a waste of time.”

So basically I feel like a joke.  I’m just wondering, has anyone else felt this?",2.8575920471281293,3.7346163350515487,5.020471281296022,83.74938144329897,73.79381443298968,8.429455081001473,23.65095729013256,8.841846274778883,1.5296462444771728,715,19,153,14,14,250,99,194,0.165,0.578,0.257,0.9531,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,20,2,0,6,0,19,2,0,4,2,40,47,17,0,6,8,0,5,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,11,7,0,0,12,4,0,3,9,6,0,0,2,9,21,14,18,42,4,13,0,4,2,1,5,5,0,10,10,101,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513461213618675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723952504670951,0.0,0.16288051690398206,0.0,0.0,0.07443807324957462,0.10907904249805993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979190399794915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170434307047366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750769656550653,0.1080528676843172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889321949922161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153139294867092,0.3042151376679613,0.10221660056345293,0.0,0.09730089821530467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021244396742372,0.06050266833051584,0.0,0.08514437574334274,0.0,0.11727574815507197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701332376008446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120606974999269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787962105616496,0.1190995340996114,0.0,0.0,0.09608271357235712,0.0,0.14212339716365294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293536397113994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825905202992957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639974283033493,0.10945679626269833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465986146127934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852076406877716,0.0,0.08195675044819686,0.42115966652136266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033562668734533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072612097037792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062076652993250686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194573425176752,0.0,0.0,0.18837547587492615,0.08450159178851673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463482442403616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HiretsunaShizuko,2020/04/04,"Advice: Starting Medication I'm going to be starting medication for anxiety/depression (more for anxiety), and I'm looking for advice:
- What do I need to research ahead of time before my doctor and I make a decision? (That appointment will be over the phone on Monday)
- When I start, what do I need to keep an eye on within myself? 
- Are there specific things that I should be looking for to tell if medicine is working or isn't working?
- Any general advice from experience or expertise is greatly appreciated.

Thanks in advance.",4.67093567251462,7.391321263157899,6.164561403508773,69.66637426900589,73.21052631578948,9.27485380116959,33.71345029239766,9.725611199111238,4.100309941520468,420,22,65,12,9,142,64,95,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.8079999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,0,11,4,1,1,0,12,24,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,16,19,1,14,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,3,7,50,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028522655540293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664648456907885,0.0,0.13122020836352727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459596496751235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773879420067115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556852822036745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677895453902946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748462119087956,0.0,0.0,0.18911275894536292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524640100787327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28808449838527217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144978057758788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345597458381944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543750848207714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642300830598815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992504083321498,0.1579220524468069,0.0,0.0,0.1139571080308886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002069609205164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24975219951556185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,caitkass,2020/04/04,"Maybe a dumb question, but is this anxiety? I generally have not suffered from anxiety in my life, but lately I’ve felt a bit stressed, my chest is a bit tight and I just keep replaying these meaningless moments over and over in my head.  I know there’s a lot going on around me with the virus and the economy.  I have not been effected by it financially yet, but I am mentally preparing myself for the idea that we will not return to normal for several months.

Anyways, I’m still working and for some reason this week, I’ve gotten so anxious and stressed about interactions that I’ve had with people in the office, but not covid-19 related.  For example, I sent an email to the executives in the company (it’s a small company so I work closely with them everyday), but the CEO responded to my email and it seemed like she was a little short with me.  It’s not even a big deal and I’m probably reading waaay more into than what it is, but I can’t stop thinking about it and I was awake for hours last night replaying that response in my mind.  There’s been a lot of those moments lately, where I keep regretting saying something or emailing something, feeling like a total idiot and overthinking every little thing, even though it’s not a big deal at all.  I feel like I’m being crazy and I can’t get out of my head that other people are thinking negatively about me.  Is this a manifestation of a greater anxiety that I’m having about the economy or the stay-at-home orders, or what’s going on here?",8.07344309927361,6.473911484745762,8.427857142857146,72.16953389830509,62.966101694915245,12.089588377723972,37.00363196125908,11.062562989136584,3.9471598062954,1188,47,229,27,14,395,153,295,0.127,0.8109999999999999,0.063,-0.9561,2,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,1,3,18,9,2,2,22,0,18,4,3,2,2,59,36,22,0,2,16,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,21,19,0,4,11,1,0,3,9,6,0,0,8,5,25,3,35,26,9,39,0,2,0,0,13,21,1,8,17,167,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563438737733752,0.1261859033286282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943407939203044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438885568695492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030956288986235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475497314010662,0.0,0.09410960455016658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295479617231215,0.1595928277828284,0.10724671004422097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835711243341893,0.0,0.12696004546377984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292668505423141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999912085757553,0.0,0.0,0.1260924037459011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856298783050585,0.0,0.0,0.06138579220709905,0.09104802549655044,0.2519983353326797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889494852725121,0.1637086488715521,0.223899629397178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992172051970532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221472662285567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256438185088358,0.0,0.1127822061797248,0.0,0.08915554094598553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048201398876191,0.10943941960200974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487337797931866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042834046601684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512628894764835,0.0,0.11172730348558924,0.0,0.0,0.11484319793894768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882599856062982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168482355185203,0.0,0.1261859033286282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197973329250055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905422196162127,0.08920142971392063,0.09338375756040812,0.2558972478816659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420657453339974,0.14314195320013168,0.10974181071156397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959665744113507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263360424352413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notommorow158,2020/04/04,Im about to shoot myself I can't do this anymore I'm done.... I've tried and tried.... I've already written my note.. You people won't care until I'm dead... Goodbye,-2.6352380952380945,-1.3010661111111084,0.5101587301587323,100.565,112.88888888888887,2.0571428571428574,16.253968253968253,3.1291,-1.2081698412698412,124,4,29,0,7,43,27,36,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.6159,0,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956516287395899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35556978626437225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655497184677928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669051742971657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872786795692737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485626110386881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868426490339686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImSoSoAnxious,2020/04/04,"Is it possible to talk to a counsellor online? Before the pandemic started, I was seeing a counsellor via my university. A few weeks ago I realised that I don’t trust her, so I’m planning on finding a new counsellor by myself. I was going to wait until the pandemic ends, but there’s something I’d really like to get off my chest now. What I’m asking is, would it be possible to talk to a counsellor over Skype or something similar? Thanks.",4.7141379310344815,5.745682425287362,6.747758620689659,72.51060344827587,69.57471264367817,10.857471264367817,32.89080459770115,10.864195022040775,4.013308045977013,349,16,63,11,6,123,59,87,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.8764,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,0,7,1,1,0,0,5,16,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,3,11,12,1,11,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,8,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150718280196586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251532644188512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343422674851346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133976492748373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776813365191127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876633058330445,0.0,0.12919229637712254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105801675507253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954894489135807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125426601825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456282548170854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811461536421246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500070686525057,0.0,0.0,0.16089963820378336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654255269872767,0.0,0.20928749945330008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234394734581133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614829830396572,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kdubbstep,2020/04/04,"Is it socially frowned upon to edit FB posts? I made a post on FB and I don’t like the wording. I don’t want to delete it and re-add it with my edit because I have someone tagged, people have already seen it and liked it. I also don’t want thy “edit” thing in the corner because I feel like it’s a huge sign that says “LOOK AT ME AND CLICK ME TO SEE THE FUCK UP ON THIS POST.” 

Long story short, my art got accepted into a virtual gallery. I posted a link to the gallery, linked my model that my art featured , but then also included a link and said “to go straight to my work, you can click here” (and then inserted a link that went straight to my art.) I think it makes me sound full of myself. In hindsight, I have a lot of family/old people on my Facebook, so I said that because o could see people being like “which art is yours?” So I tried to fix that before it happened.

This is why I suck at social media, I have so much fucking post anxiety. 

I also have the post set to public right now. I made it public because I wanted people who aren’t my friends who go on my profile to see that I’m a gallery-featured artist. Like I’m so excited about this fact about myself. 


Should I just make it private to friends only and sweep it under the rug? 
Should I edit the post?
Should I delete the post and repost it with my edit even though the people who already liked it will probably be like “wtf?”
I did post about this on Instagram... should I delete my post on FB, share the post I made on Instagram to FB, and pretend in my head like it was deliberate/like I didn’t want two of the same posts on FB so I kept the IG one?


Anxiety is so stupid. Like in my head I’m thinking “someone from the gallery is going to see my post, think I’m full of myself, and disqualify me.” Or that, since this is a juried/award giving exhibition, that I’m not going to win an award because someone is going to see my post and think I’m full of myself. 


Social anxiety sucks. What would you recommend I do?",3.6431884057971047,3.9994749130434784,4.954734299516911,86.8499275362319,71.6086956521739,7.77584541062802,26.44444444444445,7.662118739084242,1.2625980676328508,1530,46,337,17,27,511,166,414,0.077,0.773,0.15,0.9777,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,0,3,17,21,5,0,23,0,30,4,2,5,1,49,73,25,0,10,4,0,1,9,2,6,0,4,2,0,33,14,0,1,10,6,0,6,6,5,0,2,12,14,51,16,44,52,6,52,0,0,9,2,18,27,4,2,13,219,84,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145311670266755,0.13202151100873774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126292534939545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772773975778815,0.0,0.04682615679969945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439366768679948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03634654757687655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027824631289594268,0.039313174296262535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850315018076663,0.10174800108549213,0.0,0.05278942958063409,0.15637301704970566,0.0,0.04401221726971315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866251466013838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295254029824207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196225117274786,0.0,0.0,0.04869948545370387,0.04621102449539058,0.0,0.0,0.046784218345936206,0.0,0.15621108203147305,0.07346540250564354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040453105342455366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057744333284342725,0.0,0.037289497319850685,0.04185250869157613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190753061617441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7378443531939682,0.0,0.05933124194519189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046994998117901206,0.1046915479364335,0.04376176563780813,0.0,0.0,0.21925742762000008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552107353508046,0.0,0.0,0.1682873145092174,0.13987926521032087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036559236891647216,0.14104304393733452,0.05406632606274765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037361502376043326,0.0,0.05375594641497363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298315917344053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051013012656204865,0.049655676242447634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006222158526713,0.0,0.0,0.03909146592825671,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChoiceDot9,2020/04/04,"Lockdown after break up is killing me! (UK) I broke up with my girlfriend and moved home with my parents literally the day before social distancing and lockdown was announced. The worst timing ever. I need to hang out with friends and do things to take my mind off my ex more than anything but obviously that's not happening. I can't stop thinking about her when I'm just stuck at home. How long do you think lockdown will go on for? I've heard rumours of June?

Thanks",2.4258241758241748,5.048774274725275,2.871087912087912,90.68641208791209,80.97802197802199,5.398241758241759,25.583516483516483,6.742157984588678,1.0117947252747252,373,15,73,4,10,115,73,91,0.129,0.809,0.062,-0.6584,1,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,18,16,6,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,1,10,2,16,12,2,18,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458346745512794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086658381099988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465782739366734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289623547480812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329707769709918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747739983089162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983517027152851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44999134567986376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24815966342264495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850239817164747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264835734496405,0.0,0.0,0.23840015457579525,0.0,0.16631892291616274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24906357013340236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286501606107166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875285812438584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864904697494762,0.0,0.0,0.2065094204188188,0.0,0.0,0.1490179235100193,0.2874504956895863,0.0,0.0,0.13079374070833918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stalesceneries,2020/04/04,"My (F18) anxiety disorder is actually preventing me from sleeping now Ever since this Corona virus social distancing began I’ve been more on edge recently, my mom is also an NParent and living with her 24/7 has caused me so much grief. Over the past week and a half or so my anxiety is causing me chest pain and chest tightness during the night when I’m trying to rest and whenever I smoke. And when I smoke a tiny bit of weed it makes the chest pain worse. I can’t reach my psychiatrist or family doctor so medication is out of the question. I take supplements everyday for my health and anxiety and I practice mediation and mindfulness but lately my mind has been so loud that I’ll end up trying to clear my head for hours and when I’m about to fall asleep that familiar feeling of dread fills my chest to the brim and I’m coerced by my own mind out of sleep it’s abosultely miserable.  Ive already begun the process of trying to get into bed at the same hour every night and instead of sitting on my laptop or phone before bed I’ll read a book or do some writing before bed. I know this is gonna be a long journey until I’m finally able to go to sleep normally :,)",6.2480360065466485,5.831650425531919,7.2268085106383,75.4469230769231,66.02127659574468,10.805237315875614,32.54500818330605,10.389873798559362,3.2206104746317514,930,34,182,21,13,314,142,235,0.11599999999999999,0.857,0.027000000000000003,-0.9508,1,0,2,1,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,12,0,13,14,9,3,2,37,25,25,1,1,5,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,3,0,6,15,0,2,3,2,0,4,1,5,0,1,3,3,21,0,28,20,7,33,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,6,20,113,27,4,0.1139357457893142,0.0,0.11118485246145084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573092867030533,0.0911143747438634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614816010189259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193901855805014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438832530248807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340867919424811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058023560465187,0.11661806368628988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091325284832094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030614050109831,0.09599577983591903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074084811084636,0.0,0.05760933645719583,0.0,0.0,0.12481104037693708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952672465042825,0.0,0.06475230998235933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693094564329234,0.1211083698983722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440751798844488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261610620863803,0.0,0.1285244839421185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060735093159257,0.10082954967471376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605299503993268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114778277234342,0.0,0.0,0.3451278714512118,0.1334401684364681,0.0,0.0,0.08375588277007784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138419584083633,0.11163284002415558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424713331743889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087645614542596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763411070440822,0.0,0.11396657842023147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249780365615876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942488262964308,0.0,0.3420540864669529,0.11614314456540648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566550135504836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320646773565049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913923827739454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611025876239005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miguelperona122,2020/04/04,"I need advice / social phobia Hi everyone. I am a 22-year-old boy, and since my adolescence I have suffered the disorder of body dysmorphobia with the size of my penis. My size is normal in an erection state but below average in a flaccid state and I grew up mistakenly thinking that I had a micropenis.

This in recent years has intensified and I have suffered from anxiety, social phobia, depression, debt and addiction, and social isolation. In recent months I am better, because thanks to discovering online communities on Reddit and informing me, little by little the negative thoughts are gone.
Quitting marijuana, achol, and exercising daily has also helped me lower my anxiety.

My main problem now is sex,because of everything I have suffered I am a premature ejaculator and I have only been able to enjoy sex when I have been drunk and have been uninhibited, but it was not a real experience since I had to be drugged. these last weeks I have been practicing techniques such as Kegel exercises, I have masturbated correctly and I have watched many tutorials to sexually please girls.

Next week a girl will come to my house that I have been seeing for almost 2 years. She lives far away and when we have been seeing each other we have always gotten drunk to have sex, because she also had traumas that cause her without alcohol to not want to have sex. On the one hand, I see an opportunity, because I will be able to put into practice everything I have learned, but on the other hand, I panic because where I live we are confined due COVID-19 and if they extend the state of alarm for 2 or 3 weeks, I do not know if I will be able to endure it.

I also live with 2 other couples and I do not want my social phobia to play a trick on me, since they give me panic attacks for no apparent reason, although now it happens less and less.

My goal is with this confinement to be able to enjoy sex without drinking alcohol, but whenever we have been together I have drunk every day, and I am afraid that I am drunk for 2 weeks without being able to control it because it has happened to me before, and then I am fatal for a few weeks and it's like starting again ... I also do not want it to not come because I want to be brave and I know that it is a magnificent opportunity that if I take advantage of it I can go a long way, but if I am not capable I also know that I can be bad for a long time because of the frustration it can cause me.


I know that this fear I have is imaginary, that's why I would like to know your opinion. In recent years I have had a terrible time and have very very negative thoughts and now if I take this opportunity I see that I can overcome it more quickly. any advice?

Thanks a lot for readying ♥️",7.167114608555287,6.501710246704332,8.050515873015875,71.12184322033899,64.23540489642184,11.12620392789884,35.72511433952112,10.530516587383797,3.719143072370191,2155,89,400,47,28,731,224,531,0.20600000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.9944,3,1,4,0,0,0,48.0,4,1,2,8,14,31,3,5,22,0,67,18,3,4,1,81,97,41,1,13,21,0,2,2,0,4,6,0,0,3,29,31,7,3,11,8,1,6,13,17,0,1,16,7,68,14,53,70,7,56,0,4,5,4,21,17,0,9,31,304,97,2,0.31734163046801245,0.0,0.0,0.069189843718816,0.0,0.12404102740773265,0.0,0.13565667728712286,0.0635543606020334,0.0,0.0,0.2537779872328963,0.05281073165147378,0.0,0.0,0.04316063816528877,0.0,0.09710619148231607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220438351652217,0.0596305816144754,0.0,0.05299340121440607,0.3095176199596432,0.0,0.054006870842554885,0.0,0.0,0.05613257673097924,0.0,0.07049900238007703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303989081063626,0.0,0.10934468611996057,0.0,0.0,0.07118512453528403,0.0,0.07022649563571551,0.0,0.040931819726760084,0.0,0.054665176263370564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274020034117137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217479692763021,0.07360310840864218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347480210031856,0.0606467054577988,0.11408247806327725,0.06208420153648176,0.0,0.07141951210029142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088460168552099,0.036070512347143084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224966231441376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254148112564623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323392689143884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440266090460846,0.05173515677092679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062014836440703415,0.12722387294663826,0.16813108420286546,0.11233494272218156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053958501195961496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434692091122562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065981236476235,0.0,0.0,0.04706095959416642,0.0,0.0,0.06749928483300709,0.0,0.06218548397014634,0.0,0.0,0.06659933171361518,0.0,0.04300778033421479,0.04827052198649293,0.0,0.14893281131209962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966916287015534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060730616486910215,0.0,0.0638031977933652,0.0,0.06750637727122727,0.0,0.07224085007942142,0.0,0.0652560098590072,0.18800194542456236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023041544988834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750496562463864,0.0,0.0,0.25879186279061456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492320787873348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544056498349766,0.0,0.0,0.11686621485690632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040667940622095375,0.0,0.10077352287499984,0.07401778268787555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473603193609414,0.14974105255053408,0.05037820304569285,0.25455231420937097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727029243285674,0.0,0.0,0.18354360444520335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508607786165884,0.0,0.0,0.16348608445388066
anxiety,montana2396,2020/04/04,"CBD saved my life..or at least made it a lot more comfortable As someone who has suffered chronic anxiety for as long as I can remember, I no longer wake up with it having to go to the bathroom every morning, or self medicate(drink/smoke/pills) before going out into public. If you have not tried CBD I would recommend trying it as long as it is lab tested safe",15.292676056338033,7.050785098591554,14.0437323943662,57.60531690140847,57.169014084507026,17.016901408450707,49.58450704225352,12.161744961471696,5.809050704225353,286,10,53,5,2,95,58,71,0.094,0.7509999999999999,0.155,0.6901,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,1,0,12,9,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,13,7,3,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779597930087908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001361075363746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532881716069252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784606497062345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938886678461442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826269929076132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576309639223862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198165621109024,0.0,0.2446536049249125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928955401522483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697321338566351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907515166598712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510874947989178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836720148808743,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vinnch,2020/04/04,"How do you guys cope with feeling you're better off alone romantically? I know its counter-intuitive, but I've been having periods where I will be falling in and out of love and having anxiety ruin the entire process to the point where I think I'm better off alone and sparing someone else the torture of my mind. Some days I even think about how I wouldnt be able to cope if my child gets it from me.",7.200487804878051,5.701674048780492,7.226951219512195,79.76164634146345,64.60975609756098,10.151219512195123,33.91463414634146,8.841846274778883,2.564551219512195,320,11,67,4,4,103,59,82,0.196,0.647,0.156,-0.5789,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,16,15,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,3,11,10,1,10,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,2,2,44,11,0,0.23936249514464214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958147140366617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311165362169127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233933507371831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543690074031361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995665036882335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809667056157953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210288695833936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505702439041672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700650271107385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315473674614522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603399720379327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416878855189193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627492670746036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281106537539928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067476437094852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MelodicKissa,2020/04/04,"Falling just to bail I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this...

I have Generalised Anxiety and am currently taking Escitalopram for it.

So, I have a tendency to think too much about things when it comes to getting closer to people.

Previous relationships of mine have failed because I have bailed as soon as things got serious. I’m not entirely sure why, to be honest.  (Could have something to do with my anxiety, or relationship with my parents...)

I am talking to this girl recently that I met on Tinder. I am really starting to like her but I don’t know how long it will take for my instincts to kick in.

With the whole pandemic going on, we can’t meet in person yet.. but we have been calling each other and snap-chatting.

My only concern is that she is also talking to other people, but i have a tendency to fall fast. Soo, i’m soo gonna get jealous pretty quick and I’m worried it might ruin any chance of our future relationship possibilities.


Anyone have any advice as to how I can help manage it or stop bailing?",3.4910774606872472,5.403230425742573,5.166889924286547,79.1823325567851,73.95049504950495,8.119277810133955,27.22888759464182,8.841846274778883,2.2700462434478745,814,31,152,17,17,276,124,202,0.121,0.809,0.07,-0.7704,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,0,1,11,8,1,0,4,0,23,0,0,2,2,28,39,17,0,2,9,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,14,10,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,0,19,4,28,31,3,23,0,2,0,0,17,7,0,4,12,112,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640619083926253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116304477018106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985261149011484,0.0,0.21357265356196228,0.0,0.0,0.09760490163058112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509305432780026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425374760950322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024482893962865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145163099169723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586051743492331,0.0,0.07933248044973304,0.0,0.11164324996649072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356454899289286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671527120790739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819685221237452,0.0,0.0,0.12353317249228367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808342840980213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261505626930577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616484193341832,0.0,0.0,0.15499869651060058,0.0,0.0,0.19354891038115765,0.12188501335747501,0.14584232988635773,0.0,0.0,0.15736728005007686,0.13368908302241564,0.14201369074808629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942522891984905,0.0,0.13782874791063845,0.4496037705966403,0.0,0.11920949789689615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746356288183552,0.0,0.0,0.09880285249292246,0.0,0.0,0.11670388261001692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26312473027146804,0.0,0.20990932102090026,0.22439506292950376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547541006015408,0.08944393617932125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595868644876496,0.15584777368038955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176089724755578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imjustakiid,2020/04/04,Can panic attacks come gradually? Is it possible to have intense anxiety build up for days and then reach a point where it turns into a panic attack?,5.755714285714286,7.285180285714286,7.1485714285714295,68.74642857142858,67.57142857142857,9.885714285714286,31.857142857142854,10.125756701596842,3.6361571428571433,120,5,19,3,2,41,25,28,0.40700000000000003,0.527,0.067,-0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261347567566475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728795272819941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688895135039526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237934868935208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5908267226028637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380165283277053,0.2838477516905232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27386784417318377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kuzco-as-a-lIama,2020/04/04,"The Severity of my Anxiety I just deactivated my Twitter account because I posted a tweet. I don't even think there's anything wrong with it. It's most likely my anxiety, but I still can't help it. I'm more comfortable posting things here as I don't have my real name and photo. I've heard that you have to force yourself to do the things you're not comfortable with in order to prevent anxiety from taking over your life. Do you guys have any similar experiences or ways in which you were able to manage your anxiety?",6.221974110032361,6.280498786407769,7.143834951456312,74.42054207119743,65.99029126213593,10.750161812297735,33.671521035598715,10.504223727775694,3.5065288025889965,417,17,79,10,6,140,69,103,0.122,0.772,0.106,0.3114,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,12,13,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,14,3,12,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,2,56,21,1,0.19287756923157925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116336113114765,0.0,0.5902032501321418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872180524361812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175763759786972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739381540577904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867127301230505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909791177075004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928176897126065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623513121564992,0.09423023770420906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36944679007850456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953690005929166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178967528143203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403227593845234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501992815248627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562785731491965,0.12358815830869392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309723674416584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108813435266569,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mahboilo,2020/04/04,"My job gives me too much anxiety I can't go on like that anymore.  I work in an essential service so I work 10 days in a row. But that can vary. I neber really know when I am supposed to work. Just now I got in trouble because I thought I had the week-end off. Turns out it wasn't the case.  The job itself is also very stresful and the people are mean and cruel. I'm at a point where I can't sleep well because I'm too anxious. And when I wake up I often have panic attacks. What can I do? I just want to quit, but it's not a good time to find another job..! All seems hopeless",-0.6311495535714258,1.2210113984375006,1.9882142857142888,97.09250000000002,87.359375,4.9071428571428575,20.080357142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.08209553571428563,441,14,108,4,14,152,87,128,0.185,0.805,0.01,-0.9470000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,4,12,8,2,1,8,0,11,2,2,0,1,17,22,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,0,15,3,11,18,2,16,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,2,6,71,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286429544981642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686800241585226,0.12306058839616245,0.181730633336498,0.1595339516158108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300612524678248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612251211679899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037440299698716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247783657542598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702686378272134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431549303528494,0.09142276935037302,0.13492516638307347,0.12865770783102834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788983621845126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884066967972313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859006871950608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522815272112596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825361526579953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887393492813408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152290519268733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520685607342472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109876065942511,0.0,0.0,0.10305365508927786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644462572544478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098026392644105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277081186116747,0.09380114439981947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497393642120213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272972113917358,0.09488180801161976,0.0,0.1290354696689537,0.0,0.1446361357348988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513329197794908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gfdsofia,2020/04/04,"HOW DO I STOP CARING WHAT OTHERS WOULD THINK OF ME. i am so tired being a people pleaser I REALLY WANT TO  not care what they'll think of me and just do what i want as if my standards are the only thing that matters.

i really come to this point where i can't have a peace because i feel like I'm obliged to think how i would deal with other's thoughts.

like i think in advance and it ruins my peace of mind bigtime.",3.078333333333333,3.4595059444444445,4.288888888888891,91.03000000000004,72.8888888888889,6.888888888888888,23.88888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.4908888888888896,325,8,75,2,6,107,61,90,0.185,0.639,0.17600000000000002,-0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,0,23,22,7,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,14,4,9,17,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,53,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015283953541275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019215647108923,0.0,0.0,0.16978774296771493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320568857372465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966176326284776,0.1408112197084327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259022972963527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990189688873189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990656191501905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366471761707792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863270991083549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252539887437413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478786654411892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094721630788753,0.505185434748632,0.0,0.15647865119920276,0.0,0.2265421859215555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325142285768934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280034217337254,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Average_teen223,2020/04/04,"I didn’t sleep at all last night. The night before i feel asleep at 5am and slept till 1pm, i don’t feel tired either. Is something wrong with me? So like the question says i didn’t sleep at all last night and the night before i only fell asleep at 5am and woke up at 1pm. I’m a teen and i have pulled all nighters before and felt tired afterwards but right now i do not feel tired. Is something wrong with me? I have anxiety and i was pretty anxious last, it felt like nothing could keep my anxiety away and i was up all night cuz of it. However what’s worrying me right now is that i don’t feel tired or sleepy. I mean, i don’t feel like i could go play soccer match or anything but i don’t feel like sleeping right now either.",0.4532783018867903,2.3375509748427703,1.9409709119496883,98.84655070754721,83.27672955974842,5.232861635220126,18.113600628930826,6.322622252153567,-0.4031984276729563,571,13,139,5,16,184,73,159,0.171,0.705,0.125,-0.67,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,16,10,6,1,4,34,30,14,0,2,7,0,8,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,9,0,1,10,2,0,3,7,2,0,0,8,9,19,5,12,20,6,27,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,3,17,78,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417918840328275,0.10645884098213823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077547458631599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853697925900493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056139018793166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047812006459038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28588859056374144,0.1346431497231063,0.1809609496667908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355597945007204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376048745846815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304425537018574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415404106567654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026496507696134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421662923377369,0.0,0.09042112078048796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167004057699837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587097567373476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556487964484572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414287836492724,0.0,0.07493953449949545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829094688765236,0.0,0.0,0.14509356905782908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332375434400004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570031917285678,0.0,0.0,0.20606257896587246,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theworldminusme,2020/04/04,"Feeling like I can't take a deep enough breath I just wish I could get through one day without feeling like my head is going to explode. It feels like everything is going a million miles a minute. I can't slow my thoughts down. I wish this noise in my head would stop.

I wish I were dead. I hate living like this.",0.9659340659340678,3.175388846153848,1.6468131868131868,99.79461538461538,83.61538461538461,4.32967032967033,21.59340659340659,5.288315135182226,-0.24565934065934106,245,8,56,1,7,75,42,65,0.163,0.562,0.275,0.721,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,7,3,3,0,0,12,19,0,1,5,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,3,11,4,5,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150211956772132,0.0,0.0,0.1062199516823958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018245475037927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802463448463524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498366912294186,0.3529920409610891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605063485058331,0.0,0.18720927162531853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261033165727412,0.33806604228179954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218626962737578,0.0,0.14543596122815874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160716478189632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769926728253126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123836324267547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075595957011912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682017257625259,0.15876802713982716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700044229607498,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mlether,2020/04/04,"Covid anxiety if anybody wants to help. Sorry I know no one wants to talk about COVID-19 anymore but honestly I just gotta get everything about  it off my chest cuz my anxiety has been through the roof. Ignore this or whatever if you’re not interested but idk I do believe I have some interesting thoughts. 

Alright when this first was erupting in China I knew it would get to the US and I anticipated city lockdowns and event closures. I didn’t anticipate it on this scale like across the entire nation and entire leagues cancelled. I thought we’d see some cities going through quarantine, some games being postponed or played without fans or maybe moved to a different location. Not the entire nation or entire seasons cancelled. But even that was a possibility I considered.. I didn’t think it’d get worse than that. It scares me more than anything now when I’m not sure where we go from here. Like I don’t have any further predictions really, I feel in the dark and that scares me to no end. 

I fluctuate between optimism and pessimism about how this all ends. Idk anymore what will happen nor do I pretend to. No matter what though, this is going to effect the entire world and society for the rest of our lives... I worry about the disease itself but I also worry so much about what happens after we do eventually get through this. I could see a World War erupting in response. I could see that World War becoming nuclear. Even if that doesn’t happen, I could see authoritarianism coming to the US as people willingly give up rights in exchange for some sort of further protection. I mean look at us now.. the current climate of the US is not “free” because we can’t even go to a restaurant and have a meal with family or friends. I don’t disagree with those measures necessarily, but will they become the new normal? How much will we as Americans accept as limits on our rights? For how long? Will this be used to implement government tracking systems of civilians or other forms of governmental control that society willingly accepts similar to the Patriot Act after 9/11? Idk those answers. That scares the absolute shit out of me. 

Tl;dr: idk where this disease goes at this point, idk what happens after it’s over, that lack of “knowing” scares the shit out of me because usually I feel pretty confident about my research to have accurate predictions so I can adjust and prepare but I truly don’t know anymore.",4.8179615519868735,7.087201454342985,5.3647057789239225,77.64553715859806,71.20489977728285,8.289790177001525,31.63761575430782,8.99025400887824,2.9846979955456567,1939,89,331,40,38,622,229,449,0.17800000000000002,0.711,0.111,-0.9867,2,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,11,0,1,4,24,21,4,4,20,1,35,4,3,7,2,77,69,37,2,11,21,0,2,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,31,17,1,4,15,3,2,7,16,9,0,2,8,7,43,13,59,46,11,50,0,0,5,0,17,26,2,14,18,249,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424608812003714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054632440605249216,0.0,0.12291635304934315,0.0,0.2390204505244021,0.0,0.0,0.06611114203652939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794632162275728,0.17745351713363444,0.0,0.09051315933038973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920387793006112,0.0,0.0,0.0901056437872332,0.1924295240203978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393587386247213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231084289824353,0.0,0.0,0.15918702433997484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220241024962543,0.0,0.07573530259667896,0.0,0.08124238391517136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833526875531681,0.0,0.0,0.062068764207897135,0.0,0.16789268249447867,0.07706731241137167,0.18263123134180548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841697097186775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384871585901047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324546172386933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849795583457646,0.0,0.07093972550044772,0.07109640110812059,0.06746349581588029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071009120606719,0.08751138672731149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853863387549723,0.11811501401715616,0.0,0.0,0.07759072187295532,0.0,0.0,0.0787139603102522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443895420810154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569609639612391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594516303929481,0.09056876819409024,0.0,0.08173239718992248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146643461187096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372160385325616,0.0,0.0,0.3217285036297328,0.0,0.25607521516547205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493113919748328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899315596311785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571740038496481,0.0,0.0,0.06457245887421245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147720110313995,0.07893145417016288,0.1275584360445778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865457972239764,0.06938604166717896,0.08848070703070862,0.0,0.09477060010449244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744274640491243,0.0,0.0,0.1631738165356167,0.0818710542333084,0.05706964900444118,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mayonnaise123,2020/04/04,"My best friend, a prior heavy opioid user who I believe relapsed, has been missing for 5 days. Life is too much. When I was a senior in high school I got into weed and over the years it escalated until 21/22. I met a friend and eventually roommate trying to sell him mushrooms lol but I helped him get off heroin and live with me because he was basically living in a trap house before. Given his history or serious drug use I’m horrified that he is dead in a ditch with a needle in his arm because no one can reach him and we’ve searched all around his neighborhood and called his friends, coroners office, hospitals, and jails and nothing. I’ve lost 4 people to drugs and suicide since 2018, one on my couch. I found him dead in the morning from mixing fentanyl, oxy, Xanax, and rum. I’ve also witnessed a death involving severe trauma where he fell off a ramp and split his skull on the concrete and I was the only one with him while he died. It was also partially my fault, he was homeless and asked me to buy him cigarettes so I did and I gave him some free benzodiazepines when he was clearly drunk and he fell backwards over a guardrail on a ramp directly on his skull. I’ve lost others to suicide or overdose but I wasn’t there for those. 

Also, my brother is in serious danger with covid 19. He has mitochondrial disease and for someone with his diseases he is fairly healthy and normal and a 19 year old college freshman. Unfortunately mitochondrial disease affects muscle strength so while he can breathe just fine, he needs more time for altitude adjustments and he also gets dehydrated very easily which is why he has a feeding tube but that’s only a partial fix. His specialist said that if he gets sick there’s a 70% chance of him being admitted to the ICU on a ventilator and that’s horrifying because we don’t have enough and if they have to ration them to the people most likely to live, he will die.

The rest of my family is either 54 and older and all have preexisting conditions like autoimmune diseases and type 1 diabetes. 

I’m terrified that I’m going to lose everyone important to me in life or at least a lot of them. I just got a job at a grocery store to help but I’m scared for my own safety even though I’m in my lower 20s and am healthy but I did have an iga deficiency growing up.

I realized that all life is is proteins replicating themselves. So why suffer like I have since childhood with a sick brother, an active alcoholic father, and my own mental and addiction issues? What’s the point of staying here and not being done with it? I guess my brother and mom but if they die due to the virus or unrelated issues I won’t survive. 

I’ve overdosed, had my dad get violent with me and drive drunk with me, I handled my parents divorce alright and I’ve made it through watching my brother starve to death when I was 6-8  before we could figure out what was wrong and what to do. So my entire life I’ve been in crusts more and I can’t take it anymore, I can’t take all of the death.",5.114247117535708,5.861443771812084,5.9515436241610775,79.611972982275,68.49664429530202,8.797384271209776,31.0538633625882,8.914623046629139,2.4951086387885053,2392,94,461,40,39,787,294,596,0.214,0.6809999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.9983,3,0,5,0,1,3,44.0,2,0,4,6,21,24,2,1,31,2,43,19,4,3,5,83,71,60,10,6,17,8,0,3,3,2,12,1,1,0,18,46,4,0,5,3,4,5,7,13,0,3,25,2,60,12,60,41,17,50,0,5,1,0,59,28,0,11,19,301,78,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318530374646054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913516204026226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734317934934918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477272362793407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609490342790128,0.0799118206273834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563225822638543,0.0,0.1454735664474619,0.09630615736568032,0.08970549190607388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728415618472034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824844828903326,0.0,0.0,0.05512722459143568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26614276654343977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747523591677325,0.0,0.0,0.19825823112468668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832320346555812,0.0,0.056458422657638674,0.0,0.0,0.0816793530026464,0.0,0.0,0.08058249235770848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372389138097034,0.19812381594635395,0.0,0.17863810323799734,0.0,0.04857998614679489,0.0,0.13673157591969706,0.0,0.09416533812368848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145902527725929,0.09031381542797198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863189964207067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843683977236616,0.0848252427192944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24150687675041116,0.12528294023901232,0.0,0.2264399702120596,0.0,0.0,0.09562972801532828,0.1866220067117262,0.07267163868852672,0.0,0.08088279704774343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614326012506847,0.0,0.0,0.10011259113127624,0.0,0.0,0.06283728913750644,0.06338198756748616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375178929335934,0.08201991336912921,0.0,0.08969638636944613,0.0,0.1737694230178602,0.130022067157475,0.0,0.0,0.09491490101620262,0.0,0.0,0.11852148491690735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080578422997227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131060659304498,0.0,0.08557992044695675,0.08650984677465197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656753686929644,0.0,0.1414190992438617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242652744005948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110980438744426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700146144148044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853993533883976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398320313476743,0.0,0.049843800706067136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803498909516772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382686779708296,0.0,0.07052956347775187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426395867268192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934584460439874,0.0,0.11009202810217786
anxiety,crackhead0502,2020/04/04,"Lurker Hello! First post ever. 

So I’ve (23F) suffered from anxiety for at least more than 13+ years now. I’ve never been properly diagnosed (as in neurological tests and whatsoever) but several psychologists have confirmed I do have it.

Accepting it and dealing with it has been quite a journey however I do feel slightly better everyday, especially since the beginning of this year.

One of the aspects that my anxiety has impacted the most has been my personal relationships. I overthink every single detail from every single interaction I have on a daily basis and then create scenarios that only live inside my head.

In the past 4 months I’ve dated this guy that’s really amazing, I like him a lot and I really care about him. I also know he cares about me but sometimes my anxiety creates stuff out of nothing and it makes me believe the complete opposite. 

I realized that there’s a pattern tho: every time I express how much I care about him (to him) I freak out, I build up a wall and develop this narrative inside my head where he doesn’t love me at all and is just using me. 

Anyways... a few nights ago I spent the night at his apartment and I felt it again. So I decided to write it down. It’s pretty crappy but hey, I’m just venting:


I can always feel it lurking behind me 
Like a never ending whisper 
It disappears, sometimes. Maybe for weeks at a time. 
Rarely a month. Never more than one.
It always comes back. 
It always finds its way into the depth of my being. 
It always takes over me. 
And the whisper becomes two. Then three. Then so many I can barely breath. 
Drowning. I’m drowning inside of my own head. 
Drowning with thoughts that are merely there to spit on my face and throw me down, once again.
It feeds on vulnerability. 
It feeds on my deepest feelings being raw and open for everyone to see. 
A safe? Maybe? 
Could it be maybe something not so bad after all? 
Could it be that I’m secretly and darkly trying to protect my soul? 
Maybe the whispers are not whispers.
Maybe it’s pure instinct. 
Maybe they’re right.
Maybe I should not. Maybe I shouldn’t have. Maybe I mustn’t love.
Is it fragile? 
The thought has wandered my mind for the longest time and I still can’t seem to pull the answer out.
Which one is it?
To love?
To be scared?
Which one is more fragile?
Are they? 
Am I? 
Are we? 

If you read this far, thank you. And sorry for taking up so much of your time. 

Have a wonderful day everyone. <3",1.2722792553191482,3.9273898914893657,2.9153390957446814,87.24109375000003,89.44680851063829,5.660904255319148,22.024601063829785,7.1686216300943375,1.0767047872340432,1899,69,359,32,64,623,237,470,0.057999999999999996,0.78,0.163,0.9962,1,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,1,3,1,3,23,17,0,1,23,0,37,13,6,3,8,67,64,30,3,6,9,0,6,2,0,3,2,4,0,2,33,23,2,2,15,1,1,5,10,4,0,7,7,11,50,13,50,47,14,65,1,1,1,3,25,26,0,5,34,261,83,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059476850063163424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365691255495158,0.2233180931950291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398553126268574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159293779069822,0.056022634704352,0.0,0.07410262733520748,0.0,0.075594589762243,0.0,0.059341253234351465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522754699672088,0.0,0.0,0.057797549005925174,0.07034922766645102,0.0,0.0,0.10714192303882042,0.0,0.0,0.043271583476195065,0.06917337222543729,0.0,0.06810136473488193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594274350116501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060692473739849866,0.16959466095597187,0.12822684138118956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177776461690742,0.0,0.06442300094495114,0.0,0.061324832004933764,0.05707210582490839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664359176688917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658058214154085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03687438941235489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555975741415905,0.0,0.059247290523555575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057042902180695035,0.18167117806142194,0.0,0.04478732270151122,0.06802514958370792,0.6066655557688216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774816842674422,0.0,0.10711130432332278,0.0,0.0986470486219195,0.0,0.1552464830653327,0.0,0.0,0.12593072492844964,0.0,0.06438074026701393,0.0,0.0,0.07145540392017638,0.18186484444434864,0.05102978405361433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405104111656018,0.0,0.058585929180816725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425973903147814,0.06826109133263297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136520826015677,0.06711448934014935,0.0,0.08596725691141417,0.0,0.0,0.07203635059531986,0.0,0.057299901022162564,0.0,0.0,0.06717513350167699,0.0,0.053467089708061286,0.061081980799849674,0.0,0.07579975708371649,0.0,0.05550277928384738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051654034496008416,0.13271997623046616,0.07510885055047564,0.0,0.0,0.05358321750272245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680924762033302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089618302502804,0.0,0.0,0.06177328793937609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653398594015967,0.1564976433338158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045554005190418384,0.0,0.06554336700265465,0.0,0.0,0.057949688132200874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053257945359492916,0.05382063043812445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276311004599781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641567609095804
anxiety,cakelush,2020/04/04,"My worst fears are literally unfolding and I need to tell someone who might possibly understand *possible triggers warning* I've been dealing with anxiety and depression for 20 years, since I was a teenager. A lot of things trigger my anxiety, which I've learned to manage, but one event took it to a new level a few years ago. Maybe 10 years ago the History channel or Discovery or something aired a show speculating on how society would crumble. There were several options presented. I guess I wasnt the only person messed up by it cuz as far as I can tell it's never aired again. Ever since I've felt a compulsion to become a prepper, a crazy off the grid bunker person living in the woods. Luckily my husband is well balanced and is able to walk me out of the deep end most of the time. I'm mean, were talking to the point of not wanting to fly to CA because if we do, Yellowstone will erupt. But only if we fly. All other mode of travel are fine. 
And then COVID-19 arrives and this is my literal nightmare. I can no longer talk myself through a panic attack saying that I'm safe and that my fear is not based in reality because now it is. I went to the grocery store today, and despite waiting in line to get in, and not lingering, I felt more calm than I had in weeks. I was singing along with the music playing! The level of my calm increased while iwas getting home and putting all my groceries away. Now, I'm not hoarding anything, but my freezer is full and we have lots of snacks. For 15 minutes I felt at the pinnacle of serenity. I almost felt happy, something I haven't felt in longer than I can say.
And then every dark, obsessive thought came rushing back. I've been trying to explain my anxiety to my husband, cuz he doesn't get it. I mean, I dont understand how he isnt freaked out but whatever. Brains are different....
But these are all of my fears slowly coming true and I dont know how to handle it. My family is 90% nurses and first responders. Someone I love is likely going to get very sick, weve already had one possible case, and may die. My husband might die, I might. We may live and the economy collapses and we dont have the skills or resources to be valuable to a community. People I dont know are dying and I cry. Just knowing that countries that dont have the medical infrastructure in place to handle this will be decimated hurts my heart. That refugees are going to suffer so much more feels unbearable. I am fucking paralyzed by this. I cant even bring myself to try and cheer my mom up who is having her own bout with confronting mortality.

How did people do this in WWI and WWII, and the depression? I just dont understand where to find my survival brain. I started making masks because it at least felt productive but then had to stop because I wasn't leaving enough time for work, or school, or sleep. Now I have the capacity for nothing. I cant think. I haven't cooked, or cleaned, or anything because they aren't ""real"".

But they might find an effective treatment in a few weeks, and a vaccine in a few months and then my bigger fear is that masses of people will think the cheeto in charge is the saviour and vote him back in and then God help us were even worse off. 

Where do I find resilience? What can I do to find the will to do anything at this point?? I either feel everything on nothing and there is no in-between.",4.291199799196786,5.535484495481932,5.141445783132532,82.83964859437755,70.76204819277109,8.244176706827309,30.550200803212853,8.660442795831766,2.3664875502008043,2651,111,518,45,48,863,313,664,0.132,0.782,0.086,-0.9861,2,0,2,0,0,0,77.0,7,0,2,5,21,28,3,6,33,0,73,10,4,10,6,121,115,56,4,5,23,4,8,1,0,11,2,2,2,2,25,38,2,3,26,6,1,12,22,16,1,3,24,10,63,12,72,78,19,82,0,4,0,2,32,38,1,21,33,363,88,4,0.055879328636283705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906730654061092,0.0,0.05595507587694012,0.0,0.0616642286776699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824260037492596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795177872088538,0.0,0.0,0.06357080332557727,0.05250046868880445,0.08593550899238593,0.0,0.1703176004175081,0.06171432826289115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475962232324933,0.0,0.06391106553690372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813509372625832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138081861582882,0.0,0.05760913417092192,0.0962575677472976,0.0,0.17398176274869614,0.05838200511608125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39294094196520396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049492499308295086,0.057738283967381135,0.0,0.07381553910753112,0.0505460519034579,0.04708074443175104,0.0,0.050220737458381404,0.0,0.05267805790539543,0.2515191203756987,0.05650853508893791,0.0,0.3219175112384937,0.0,0.2042907761366779,0.04753092839205465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165953889673865,0.11677857151288575,0.0,0.06351502040726757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155738038408151,0.0,0.0,0.05948458440521786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621727348247369,0.03745473609920623,0.0,0.056051522744159886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059819977028905916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212945294342616,0.0,0.0,0.059168140687714386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02729981739777402,0.0,0.09868494188519453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501321388573264,0.05043327576889597,0.0,0.0372998857748174,0.0,0.05613829630739987,0.12173794094287853,0.0,0.056292544797524005,0.0,0.23711654858406436,0.0,0.06544519433901655,0.044602346997589526,0.0,0.04107773610562683,0.04143381413940216,0.04309758309564121,0.05396860380305928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723544580068313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573055850467532,0.08499749489375875,0.0,0.06556235228073329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621907183829586,0.09758334879804148,0.05838200511608125,0.0,0.1056480547129708,0.18898664104200066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056174159253597214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360290953000873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887496992719424,0.0,0.056552863834895585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312773594046805,0.0,0.09244791617796587,0.0,0.05591968401914039,0.0,0.09469274763649564,0.08603727440240946,0.0,0.0,0.03955167641808769,0.0,0.0,0.046717620850638165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982737537299254,0.09768199241844083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037123742974611136,0.07161043496346453,0.0,0.044361945155630814,0.06516737179494855,0.0,0.05296706974879746,0.0,0.06208399018205631,0.07587679225714071,0.0,0.0,0.1745170554022195,0.06721595210918448,0.0,0.0,0.04610629828164983,0.032959075813162764,0.0,0.08964605368576609,0.0,0.050242227281605184,0.051800697476872486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068081676680655,0.0,0.05694580978497483,0.03969507180695379,0.0,0.0,0.1079533666980364
anxiety,Goombah111111,2020/04/04,"Hey I just wanted to share my experience of Anxiety due to the virus scare. I convince myself of a lot of stuff when I'm in fear and I was so scared of the virus for a while that I gave myself a cough. I had a feeling in my throat as if i had to cough and as if there was phlegm there but it wouldn't come up. It caused a snowball effect as usual and almost gave me a panic attack. I was having hot flashes, cold sweats, and dizzyness. All made me think the worst. 

I just wanted to say to anyone giving themselves psychosomatic symptoms of the virus that it is 100% possible to give yourself all of these symptoms purely from fear/anxiety. Nothing I did could convince me I was okay, only the passing of time. If you're having this problem, stay strong, you will get through it.",3.411666666666669,4.7830288025477765,4.394028662420382,86.86242303609345,73.07643312101911,6.507218683651806,25.18524416135881,6.816661863887847,0.9157180467091296,610,19,124,5,12,198,93,157,0.158,0.741,0.102,-0.9045,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,6,12,1,4,11,1,13,6,2,3,3,26,25,14,0,8,6,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,10,4,18,5,22,12,4,11,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,5,5,92,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985795632533786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442507039619768,0.0,0.0,0.1116250865258477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161531447006404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399585142133993,0.0,0.13751706328718205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746079085230244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616007278963706,0.0,0.3592822628677361,0.08071956647975011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340612309104016,0.3062854509095071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572154051831856,0.0,0.151056698525822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318037678149574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141459566932004,0.0,0.18730496712272546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799718657410479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527554072767231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695337141783944,0.319658090834544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701566557592824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827513856160811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318574008815237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229186186793857,0.0,0.0,0.0930882740392025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582261792805035,0.0,0.18832144963761568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,icedcoldbb,2020/04/04,"I am terrified Last night, as I was laying in bed with my boyfriend, I suddenly became extremely lightheaded and felt as though I was going to pass out. I immediately jumped up and told him I felt so dizzy. My heart began to race and felt like it was going to come out of my chest. The inside of my mouth went numb and tingly and my legs soon followed. I told my boyfriend something wasn’t right and he ran to grab me a cold towel and something to eat because I thought I was going to throw up. I tried to eat a bite of a granola bar and all the saliva in my mouth was gone. My heart was racing so fast at this point and I began to uncontrollably shake. My boyfriend ran to the car and brought me to the ER where they told me I was having a panic attack. I was so confused because it was so unprovoked and came out of nowhere. I have dealt with anxiety my entrire life and have felt numerous anxiety attacks but nothing of this caliber and so out of left field. The doctor gave me something to calm down and I still felt so dizzy and shakey. I am terrified this is going to happen to me again and the people around me don’t understand that in the moment I truly thought I was going to die. On top of everything, as I was laying in bed tonight, I felt the beginning of the cycle starting again where I became overwhelmingly dizzy and my heart beginning to pound. Does anyone have advice? I feel so alone. Does this usually happen close together?",5.197395833333331,5.603985059027778,5.727777777777778,82.495,68.2013888888889,8.9,29.541666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.1544708333333333,1139,39,230,18,18,368,134,288,0.146,0.818,0.037000000000000005,-0.9794,2,1,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,15,10,2,5,13,0,20,13,7,0,1,40,54,29,1,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,7,27,3,0,10,1,0,18,2,8,1,0,32,9,41,2,42,22,1,55,0,1,0,0,7,21,0,1,17,156,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254662666430047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808793476161204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490125787761327,0.0,0.0,0.0662213667593388,0.0,0.0,0.08430934764143455,0.0,0.21548586832852945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546506917533901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083196273491184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815817319120195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982909586843486,0.0,0.0,0.09693667195061237,0.16575754371162513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381789797437945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511658381831651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047886726746434384,0.0,0.5456016819868938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26912097630473114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674982513206473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33668490710209964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719888071161758,0.0,0.0,0.1028994797097439,0.0,0.06689438553870923,0.0462690775436745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887614455368895,0.0,0.09087396235820387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111830959976678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565793913061663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952876798823188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087929755111406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873032681691548,0.0,0.0,0.06703413273819325,0.0,0.0756331671580467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304918923826548,0.1503736270823175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714899155086881,0.0,0.06429986570161426,0.0,0.0,0.09859337215148592,0.0,0.0,0.1043064281406352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779437801548319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carrotcakeoreo,2020/04/04,"Paranoia about people in your life Anyone else struggle with feeling paranoid about the close people in your life, in the form of constantly thinking they secretly do not like you/want you in their life? I understand this fear is irrational and I’m grateful to have loving, healthy relationships but I nonetheless seem to conspire against myself by engaging in such paranoia. It turns into a self fulfilling prophecy where I start by reasoning that I am a burden for someone and then get so anxious and paranoid about it that I eventually confide in them and become so. 

Any similar experiences/help with this? It’s something I’m continuously struggling with and would appreciate any kind of advice.",8.316557377049179,9.875067991803279,7.767336065573769,66.53657786885249,61.70491803278689,10.69016393442623,40.65983606557377,10.686352973137794,4.939472131147542,573,31,84,14,8,180,84,122,0.19899999999999998,0.695,0.106,-0.8864,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,3,0,7,8,0,3,4,0,5,4,0,1,0,19,15,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,12,4,21,14,1,13,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,5,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923833324941928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23554898303331506,0.0,0.0,0.1956543278894613,0.0,0.12109780917786958,0.1774526461673331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912736966966857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871558343056543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467722643530428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948858283736944,0.08756958639599052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048412944348204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608496817750763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803497423990684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669856391432021,0.08461142071535054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630987753358722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24013495863796264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806718589558518,0.0,0.18594022331457655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766480473482816,0.1806739481476188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467425183147441,0.13332939036907082,0.0,0.0,0.1225840995435045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621095925980704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110972548863953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883799516907761,0.0,0.1802959067636516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215138765887992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302853063251902,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sickmonkey98,2020/04/04,"Are my problems not valid? Before Coronavirus had taken over our lives, I had been talking to a very close friend of mine about what Reddit subs we follow. As I was bringing up what I followed, I mentioned this sub, r/depression, r/socialskills, and such. 

I'm relatively new to reddit. I use it very rarely but I enjoy the communities here. I've had severe and constant anxiety from a young age and I've always considered it a part of me. I hadn't realized how, i guess, ""abnormal"" it is to experience anxiety throughout the day.

I've made a lot of progress since I was younger. A lot of the times, my anxiety crushed me. Debilitated my daily actions and crippled me from the inside. I cried a lot. Randomly broke down in public a lot. Strangers would look at me strangely. My peers never understood. Small things can trigger the biggest emotions.

I had befriended this person at the start of undergrad university. So they don't know of my anxiety issues and such.

But to continue, after mentioning these subs, my friend expressed their thoughts on them. ""I always found those kinda stupid."" (Rough memory of what they said) ""not real problems""

I was pretty quiet. I didn't know what to say. And I asked her if they've ever experienced long term panicking or discomfort from anxiety and they replied no.

- A shocking discovery for me. To learn that there are people who don't feel anxious AT ALL. They had felt nervous before but very briefly and they just moved on with their days. 

They made it sound so simple. Presentations, job interviews, meeting new people, parties, etc. Compared to this friend, I've always fell below the ideal standards in socializing.

I pray everyday I become normal and healthy, but I can't. I've tried so hard. And in the end, one of my closest friends raised my anxiety, destroyed my validation received from this community and made me feel like I embarrassed about my personal issues.

I am still friends with that person but my respect for them is much less than where it used to be. I understand not everyone can understand or empathize with having anxiety but to be so inconsiderate to vulnerable people trying to make progress with their lives is a big nono from me.",4.177832919768402,6.85417237468983,4.924863523573205,78.15857733664186,74.63275434243175,8.30206782464847,29.936311000827132,9.057496981413335,2.9857358147229123,1749,79,299,42,39,563,218,403,0.166,0.71,0.124,-0.9187,2,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,2,0,11,3,15,18,2,3,17,0,26,0,0,8,3,67,52,26,0,6,13,0,5,1,5,1,0,4,0,3,19,17,0,0,12,0,0,7,10,9,0,1,20,11,54,9,47,29,10,44,1,1,1,0,35,18,0,10,20,211,73,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161737714970532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43251332048091023,0.09124532033002863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550756607958735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920236988398307,0.13745594638099085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728196425330917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887203124471687,0.10417789310623488,0.0,0.0695657183997092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085359693374932,0.07153684329147864,0.0,0.0900781340713352,0.0,0.07305965640362351,0.0,0.07717768279792986,0.0,0.07900700914874148,0.0,0.0,0.0816778759566674,0.057700972570188525,0.07755034559479608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885583993222106,0.31200738945878864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889755161997228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235263625435068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686024841427248,0.08015019016660188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877641837792473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03945936831569997,0.0,0.1426399822505352,0.07147750657757511,0.06782512744340606,0.0,0.0,0.2746656761067716,0.0,0.22927508451828074,0.05391354489580096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858440440706989,0.05937407913575354,0.0,0.06229358167890368,0.15601327905751072,0.0,0.0,0.07913589897844221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054730769023995526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874643237662191,0.0,0.16798395000803332,0.211571596556648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217051590078857,0.0,0.15456893230947172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193213993070144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682925945240981,0.06423028625623457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124532033002863,0.0,0.06681246840102968,0.0,0.0,0.08233322876474172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716830059866858,0.0,0.06450176139680297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491859337426492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053658946722918516,0.0,0.0,0.06412110043049776,0.04709671292586568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967290545073376,0.0,0.0,0.16816553913529342,0.0,0.13951595783633014,0.0,0.19992720600220826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737556540859736,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Irish_Latino3446,2020/04/04,"I’ve been having trouble sleeping the past couple of days and i’m not even tired. Is there something wrong with me? So for the past couple of days i’ve been having trouble sleeping. I lay awake for hours in bed extremely anxious wondering if i’ll ever sleep, this isn’t like me at all. What’s even more frightening is the fact i don’t feel tired. I’ve heard sometimes this can be the result of some sort of neurological disorder and i’m starting to worry about THAG now too. I would really like some helpfull info cuz I’m really worried about this.",2.452818181818184,4.81332519090909,3.757272727272728,85.9359090909091,78.9090909090909,6.545454545454546,23.63636363636364,7.686295010490155,1.2701818181818183,441,15,85,7,11,144,70,110,0.193,0.7240000000000001,0.084,-0.9163,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,11,6,3,2,3,17,18,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,5,3,12,13,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,10,52,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318627844216186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392488579021593,0.0,0.19773267864868813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569600808022168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250747660728446,0.13866935806726033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751349503093641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509704164309063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497900631738072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29268593642250396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964168470345585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602345620031156,0.0,0.0,0.11801845210409652,0.15161841965338155,0.0,0.1085071014024146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523934561826896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624818761392765,0.0,0.3113688251792057,0.0,0.10890049605491577,0.16761036870240387,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cats_arecute_ok,2020/04/04,"When people make assumptions about your feelings. Today at work, a distant coworker was asking if I needed relief from working with customers because she thought I might’ve been having anxiety. I was offended that she would even assume that I felt anxious in a situation where I actually felt completely okay in. A huge pet peeve of mine is when people who don’t know me well enough make rude assumptions about me having anxiety. Has anyone ever had a similar experience?",8.501428571428571,9.317367238095235,8.662000000000003,62.88300000000004,61.14285714285714,11.958095238095241,38.22857142857143,11.602472056035307,5.067174285714286,384,18,56,11,5,126,64,84,0.12300000000000001,0.759,0.11800000000000001,0.1423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,8,5,2,0,4,1,10,0,0,2,1,13,19,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,7,3,11,3,8,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,44,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.18944999983676888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970290057423598,0.21931988964288365,0.0,0.1357453138470336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149216858333367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834429596218993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035492650883789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005957267315489,0.0,0.1282258554802342,0.17560830212260675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990353110540545,0.0,0.0,0.09816165188685358,0.0,0.3728045049565299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066927827701934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591763100624977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594899568788835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395034780127516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26918071885244105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821845886423255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412333059198996,0.0,0.0,0.18401946020950624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745527473566578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826685326491762,0.0,0.0,0.13790956761505704,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bitchycatowner,2020/04/04,"I woke up feeling anxious and I'm trying my best to regain control over myself Few nights ago, I took my antidepressants (Lexapro) for the first time in several months due to the crippling anxiety I've been having since the covid-19 lockdown announcement was made. I would get anxious at the most irrational thing that can be resolved/isn't actually a big problem and memories of my past would circulate my brain. My chest felt tight. My back felt tight. My throat felt tight. Due to personal issues, I have been struggling more and more with this horrible anxiety that makes me just wanna cry and yell because I can't move forward with my life plans during this time. Right now, I'm feeling more calm after watching some uplifting motivational video, listening to calming music and having a cup of hot cocoa drink with oats in it. 

Nevertheless, I still have been making it a daily practice to do gratitude recitals and taking a walk outside besides doing mindfulness and deep breathing exercises to help me regain power over my being. It's gonna be a journey, but I hope one day my efforts will pay off. I don't want to feel like this forever.",7.965126382306478,8.237371890995263,7.709206161137445,71.1092436808847,62.3175355450237,10.63522906793049,37.488546603475505,10.317481424215053,4.017919115323855,923,42,153,19,12,294,141,211,0.08199999999999999,0.815,0.10300000000000001,0.7445,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,7,4,7,0,1,9,0,19,7,4,5,0,35,38,8,0,6,2,0,10,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,9,10,1,4,7,3,1,5,2,2,0,2,10,13,21,5,22,21,7,29,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,3,16,101,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.13539958129960475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299313652877893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212286107395118,0.313495077898211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668986731599346,0.0,0.08458045994343194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560913058730715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548904254845372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561945908242233,0.0,0.0,0.15240990530352408,0.08948200465646924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592177199383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104678792812219,0.09912273213172526,0.3996640848868749,0.0,0.0,0.11802032717356932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724909321312389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300092293940848,0.0,0.0,0.13780964608997578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481851975799515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980029360724744,0.06778603932345183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312882133228022,0.185232852443782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009752903921815,0.0,0.11074859598670324,0.14746885202278492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020708752938545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940203105022136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245217990686095,0.0,0.1211507868817744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276461548859886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184913885321774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567475389491055,0.0,0.11477509153452704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080559879961256,0.0,0.0,0.14505119330066213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432242125172413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921790598246235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181199905969254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415589556949982,0.09420186129338924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183810084084485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971274502863755,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Askewlemon,2020/04/04,"Anxiety for everything I have anxiety for almost everything. I have really bad social anxiety. I worry about the way I look, the way I sound, the way people see my interests, etc... I can’t even pick up a phone call without anxiety. I isolate myself that I sometimes even forget what my voice sounds like. I quadruple check everything. If I’m in a group conversation I say the stuff in my head before I say it out loud and 90% of the time I don’t say it at all. I have bad anxiety attacks especially when near other people, but I hide everything. At first I thought it was a phase that I would “Outgrow”. I’m almost 18 and I still can’t get away from this and it feels like it’s getting worse.",2.155401098901102,4.173229935714288,4.2028571428571455,84.11137362637362,78.21428571428571,8.021978021978024,25.05494505494506,8.841846274778883,2.005972527472528,541,20,110,13,13,185,82,140,0.179,0.76,0.06,-0.8833,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,8,0,8,1,1,1,1,15,16,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,10,21,3,14,13,2,15,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,3,6,74,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404885755478421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593101371259611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366100545714792,0.11282053265669792,0.0,0.200526092163691,0.0,0.0,0.10218052164863384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261664889939408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392262715260006,0.15862541132378266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316860776273423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060716820131390535,0.08578625562714455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021412721216811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547526688825156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323827405462827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733152168617685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008382261447327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649880045051416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692729096664026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864809123839005,0.0,0.0,0.09568941745692434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240797849340697,0.0,0.0,0.11876368509800693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958972499961996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746460112614245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533130669389196,0.07002049487713438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28594534287701595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575429172185785,0.0,0.0,0.12194860356498514,0.12237331880958804,0.08530246028187187,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,df96961,2020/04/04,"I hate myself First time ever posting on reddit. I just needed to get some of these negative thoughts out so maybe they’ll stop popping up in my head. 

I struggle with thoughts of being so weird, uniquely weird- that people could never like me bc of how weird, or stupid, or whatever negative thing I am. So the few people that might be kind I think it’s just a big joke, like I’m the fool that’s think I could ever actually be liked. 
I struggle with accepting people might be genuinely kind. But I don’t even have a lot of friends. I feel really lonely. When I look around I know I’m not, I have family, and a couple of friends (literally 2, but they live so far) but it’s hard to reach out. I wish I could be someone else. I struggle so much to like myself. How could anyone else like me. It’s exhausting.
I feel like Im not worthy of any friends and any friends I do have it’s just because they feel bad for me. I am overwhelmed with these feelings and thoughts. I am so drained and it’s worse that I can’t do anything bc of COVID. all I do is think- and it’s always been bad, I just don’t know if I’ll ever get better. And if I don’t what’s the point.",-0.11743902439024367,2.0787392886178857,1.8543414634146345,96.37297560975612,89.04065040650406,4.906016260162602,19.175609756097558,6.42735559955562,-0.04542341463414612,899,27,207,10,30,297,117,246,0.242,0.635,0.12300000000000001,-0.98,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,2,18,29,2,4,6,0,27,2,1,2,5,56,47,22,0,8,13,0,5,6,4,3,1,0,0,0,14,12,0,1,13,1,0,0,9,14,0,1,4,6,32,15,20,31,5,18,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,8,14,139,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.09426686536731872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037825640330529,0.0,0.0,0.13138151025343922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754439290413346,0.09897727577382902,0.07949289459808895,0.08599375067687129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131256118947904,0.05888596370583213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543412492061064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085063404705519,0.1068851556491476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139243959852442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380284753538723,0.2621384669491409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106511007396637,0.0,0.19537379214831144,0.06901047370321091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216721341006275,0.0,0.0,0.29852914828098004,0.0,0.10093816943859167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653389153042725,0.09537169154990993,0.09913862784547214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434369121970358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118636238694404,0.10617676640515256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28316088047044463,0.0,0.08529884597831543,0.0,0.08111898232142414,0.0,0.0,0.08212516866628211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704686041728007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495292969936152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101151235997089,0.07162706818397083,0.07450324299302806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200909125933525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131744899190478,0.0,0.09251531224155383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061883908459489524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184817198661931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076124015045452,0.0,0.3029593115207592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417620304856267,0.18569056268467474,0.0,0.23006687676003,0.05632775885925605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110842900227777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984428174180799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jburggss,2020/04/04,"I’m so scared of being sick I make myself feel sick I developed a big of being sick a long time ago. But lately for the last few months it’s really manifested in my head due to having a lot of anxiety around it. I wake up feeling sick I go the whole day feeling sick. I’ve ended up getting really bad heartburn due to all the worrying. I now take omeprazole and then that scares me because one of the side effects are vomiting. 

I need to break the cycle, can anyone help?
Is it common to be sick all the time is it just my head? I’ve had health checks and I’m a healthy person. Is it just my anxiety messing with my head? 

I know with anxiety a common side effect is nausea. But I’m so scared I’ll be sick so the anxiety just gets worse",0.06603238866396666,2.305836102564104,2.5890283400809717,91.12439271255062,88.61538461538461,5.8483130904183565,19.10796221322537,7.273561745256523,0.5313897435897443,576,17,125,10,19,198,86,156,0.281,0.6709999999999999,0.049,-0.99,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,3,12,0,12,14,4,3,2,21,25,8,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,1,3,13,0,15,20,5,24,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,15,76,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415356367455295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285780084246532,0.0,0.0,0.09793228125337318,0.0,0.0,0.12468191385290313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694314237550332,0.08537846757613789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032625784158374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405041337762185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124536213097966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146349752712869,0.0,0.07959857197885614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312218187681182,0.1488758208197327,0.0,0.0,0.0938783767437976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697258427447336,0.11416651253622093,0.15799228458257553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394751893121456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907287592653552,0.0,0.0,0.09349025234069487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179349719636758,0.0,0.0,0.10385173195209667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490738211970456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222938316548183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794503456982542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206694977469421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530669218707868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633386780396769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637050752375306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422363818624906,0.14273175415826245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whitechocolatefondue,2020/04/04,"I can’t even function as a normal person anymore Hi! 


[TW: mention if molestation. No specifics]
I work at a printing factory and I’m part of the quality controll team. My job mainly includes goin out into the workshop and checking on the items made by the workers at the machines determining their quality. It is absolutely not an only at work thing for me as I face this problem in the outside word too but I would highlight this side because this causes me the most discomfort. The thing is that I have such anxiety I hate ever stepping out of the office despite my job requiring me to. I hate the eyes on me as I walk by, the annoying smirks of male workers and their attention. And I’m not implying that I’m attractive in any way and they are interested because of that because I wouldn’t even call this an interest from their side. It’s like mocking me. Sometimes people here shouted after me, or made comments, tried   to make awkward jokes or just simply made me uncomfortable. When a coworker walks towards me and I’m walking towards them I already get super anxious and annoyed. I tense up. I don’t know where to look I don’t how to act, I don’t know what to with my hands, I walk shakily. Part of my frustration about men here is that I have a history of molestation but the other part is that they keep mocking and trying me and I’m not imagining. One worker I said hi to looked me in the eye and walked past me only to creep my facebook profile an hour later. Another one looks at me with a disgusting perverted look in his eyes and a lingering smirk, his friend is making comments about wanting the old lady back that I’m here to replace. Others just stare down and smirk at me, join in my side while walking though we’ve never met before and try to be funny making jokes about my job or with hinting sexual stuff in them. I can’t take it. I’m disgusted and annoyed with it. I try to just storm off the workshop but people manage to throw comments my way anyway. I’ve had a series of crying fits because of this in the women’s restroom eversince I’m here. I just cannot take this kind of attention and I’m not being judgmental about men as I get along with several of them but there is so many of the bad ones here. This goes as far as me not being able to exit the safety of the quality office without at least discomfort. I’m aware that this is not the biggest problem in the world especially right now but what is just a post to you is my everyday life and I’m here for 12 hours a day for 3 days every 3 days so it’s effecting me greatly. I’m asking you to be gentle on me but do you have an idea how could this change or end? Did any of you experience a huge anxiety facing people? As I’m writing this I’m in the office supposed to be out in the workshop, tearing up just thinking about it. Sometimes I get the full panic attack package from these and I even hyperventilate while I feel the world is going to end within a minute, my heart beats like it wants to fall out of it’s place, I shake uncontrollably and a weird being hugged from the back so hard I can barely breathe sensation is taking over me. I don’t want to lose my job or be a bad worker or person because of this. I’m thankful for all insights!",2.4422935779816517,4.4827159663608604,4.051519877675844,85.42929816513764,77.40978593272172,6.867645259938839,26.19051987767584,7.851483349538662,1.6187338226299688,2558,100,505,41,60,853,282,654,0.17,0.742,0.08800000000000001,-0.9956,4,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,8,13,36,38,13,6,43,0,36,10,8,11,3,92,82,47,0,10,26,0,3,2,1,2,1,2,0,6,34,29,0,3,10,3,1,12,17,25,0,3,7,13,69,13,94,65,9,81,0,1,8,1,33,46,0,8,22,360,103,13,0.07505309694468659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282295879194508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207735920549127,0.07869971614657803,0.11483082746665033,0.08478863653279613,0.07443250480037274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701645142199284,0.08538373279145156,0.0,0.11542239759853833,0.12533240195771914,0.2287583563991037,0.0,0.06386465757813667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663760341982077,0.0,0.0,0.07710020488924324,0.07939622488196607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417843011783467,0.05992379078425108,0.0,0.0824423027718109,0.1452091156245864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294953390718994,0.0,0.0,0.14871558806804994,0.06788982305736029,0.0632354711894267,0.0,0.0,0.07341633037208314,0.0,0.0,0.037949100908474524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798583652220818,0.0,0.11763643635377695,0.0,0.042654404592963206,0.0,0.0,0.08274630434222498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723283293182583,0.14819878988444846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893828124602615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782436439085367,0.0,0.0,0.08472581095619293,0.0,0.0,0.29791447133904153,0.06671064104593674,0.0,0.0781562509861643,0.08249443854549222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301222195580318,0.07333430417762589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521027953122087,0.0839652176424089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305116511108327,0.15029557502228186,0.07609206025254063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788557524040371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353609972445918,0.0,0.0,0.07875559995361435,0.0,0.15257376263740655,0.11416252449702018,0.0,0.08805863817147716,0.0,0.2438255703605712,0.07164667346863912,0.15609710206570612,0.13106693863839622,0.0784145120698044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188012028079169,0.0,0.0,0.14363135526783952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409493470760771,0.07139268218066018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478863653279613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845886396202934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591783970554435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692917652877285,0.0,0.0,0.06909880796508105,0.0,0.0,0.09972388532291496,0.04809099401092516,0.07373928668276758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382450484307613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280478340999768,0.11914730984117175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234850717866767,0.0,0.10927909690760453,0.0,0.0,0.053315566690955406,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qaisermajeed1993,2020/04/04,Paxil and Inderal I am 26 male. I am GAD patient. My doctor has prescribed me Inderal 20 mg and Paxil 12mg. Have any of use this combination of night anxiety?,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,4.492500000000003,77.1025,87.75,8.200000000000001,26.75,8.841846274778883,2.962912500000001,124,6,23,4,4,46,25,32,0.057,0.943,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524912149132514,0.0,0.3965312014168571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305463258627332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864300682184392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476821803003144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pettyme2018,2020/04/04,"Songs /Lyrics you relate to cope with anxiety? I don't know if this the right place to post this, so I apologize in advance if it is not. About a month or so ago I happened to find by chance the song ""Heart skips a beat"" by Lenka.  I immediately related to the lyrics to whenever I feel anxious, and overall it was good because I found some of her other songs that I've liked as well. 

Today, I couldn't help but feel anxious regarding a job position I am interested in. While my mind was racing at full speed and feeling anxious, I messaged a really good  friend (She sometimes have anxious thoughts about her career as well and I help her calm down) and while I was waiting for her to answer I played the song on a loop to help calm down (It's a catchy song) and to relate to the lyrics of the song. It helped me remind that even if my anxiety was a natural reaction, perhaps I shouldn't take myself so seriously and calm down.

Now that I've talked with my  friend and I have said out loud my feelings, along with defining a plan of action I feel so much better and relaxed. Now I ask you, fellow reddit users, do you have a song you can relate about feeling anxiety and coping with it? I'm not really looking for classical music or songs without lyrics, rather the opposite, verses and or lyrics in songs. 

Thanks in advance for your input.",5.0974761376248585,5.6874193735849055,5.673562708102112,82.15029966703666,68.47169811320754,8.801331853496118,29.55049944506105,8.841846274778883,2.1922586015538292,1054,37,210,17,17,341,136,265,0.086,0.706,0.207,0.9887,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,0,5,13,16,0,0,16,0,14,1,1,0,0,43,31,25,0,6,11,0,6,1,3,1,0,11,0,0,11,16,0,1,11,11,0,3,6,1,2,0,7,18,32,15,38,22,3,25,0,0,1,0,22,13,0,7,9,145,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361124383289276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682494518363381,0.5281858138307244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927142645746993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125183490744294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337502829561927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720124921324699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546025310785693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683050825870223,0.0,0.0,0.1281580525126241,0.18060967546217865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607469996632887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336076387102816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850894524783386,0.3133814316900333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599004000619917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423678033613288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571039656929542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981537190271618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802023796890253,0.0,0.09329626113115566,0.0,0.08592371147182856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221196452950054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194324316701064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975867767096265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981890449986844,0.11118412643823038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560196785898147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788275614892517,0.09394750314347773,0.0,0.10761173788203413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279340434146688,0.0,0.0,0.1107930390053915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018678485815265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267269031039813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rbmkNo4,2020/04/04,"Intrusive Thoughts are Back How does one deal with intrusive thoughts? I haven’t had any for the past several years, and now they are back.",3.1925641025641016,6.113868000000004,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,80.53846153846153,8.082051282051282,27.89743589743589,8.841846274778883,2.408297435897436,112,5,23,3,3,32,22,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252481525163827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806183058899292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221951530125614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348899951288397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177213679993526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983364021332922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35305947283168804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962131062392458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012531056753332
anxiety,zuzu3458,2020/04/04,"My friend was assaulted in front of me, but now I feel like I’m re-living my own trauma. My friend was physically strangled by a stranger while we watched the sunset, we called the police, I took a video, we are doing everything we can to find the person who did it. However since it happened I feel like I’m re-living abusive events from my past that I have tried so hard to cope with and move past from. It makes it hard for me to help her, even though I know how it feels and all the shit that comes with going through something like this. Any tips? Anything helps",5.009937888198756,5.150698043478262,4.874534161490686,89.37565217391304,68.56521739130434,7.962732919254659,26.86335403726708,7.447530270364453,1.111683229813664,445,12,98,4,7,137,78,115,0.151,0.644,0.205,0.8201,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,6,0,7,1,1,2,1,18,18,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,4,6,16,5,12,14,2,11,0,0,1,0,12,1,1,0,8,61,25,0,0.0,0.20728099732561414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896847258927275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396467560452833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863821503070446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069946653276187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554939966040716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572291182582947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26537206328753804,0.24996122006196103,0.0,0.0,0.15989639054430052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703238585540237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942516936423074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470312119883495,0.0,0.31343238124517586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345236422047999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614509453668232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564075978546654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677702177053345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593865090283465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334009240639048,0.0,0.15275506359223207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957833748002128,0.14471615791707634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468106479766712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188239144806233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437012533658526,0.11877604498285815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HolesInBlackburn,2020/04/04,"All I can think about is my dad getting sick I just constantly hear in the news that people are losing their loved ones in the hospital without ever getting to say goodbye. My dad is going to be 62 soon. He's healthy for the most part, but all I can think about is him getting stuck on a ventilator and succumbing to this horrible disease. My whole life is turned upside down and I am trying to stay calm but this is really getting to me and it seems like there is no hope. If I lose my dad I will lose my mind. I already lost my dog this year and I am not sure I could handle losing anyone else close to me. I just feel like this suffering isn't going to end anytime soon.",3.3334285714285734,4.261256914285717,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,72.71428571428571,7.6,25.42857142857143,7.908726449838941,1.2528714285714284,528,16,114,7,10,174,87,140,0.21899999999999997,0.6729999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,5,8,12,0,0,4,0,15,3,0,0,4,25,31,7,0,3,7,3,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,2,3,20,6,15,26,5,14,0,6,0,1,9,5,0,4,8,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312786865555642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702596598166394,0.142178578846944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499529655894788,0.0,0.11079056457768384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591826264845954,0.0,0.12290238759218032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551862502631905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016248905218413,0.09913195731005672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899907149391491,0.0,0.1577238524042553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563954217950104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378224717913425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801205703335622,0.13558469610180413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6209589711027055,0.15147565992013068,0.0,0.12523857337415376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011056766982674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402906080713867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026626456250528,0.0,0.0962004452681426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889481034384117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034950905585686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263241679148621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790236144122407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307820135144475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782681328540725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421062849492713,0.15093375271166312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549233751053114,0.0,0.13376209768731476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935850011774163
anxiety,cocododo2,2020/04/04,"Is there a way to hide coronavirus related posts from my feed? I feel like I need this for my mental health. I’d love to scroll through reddit like the good old days and pretend nothing is wrong for a bit. 

Side note: I suffer from extreme anxiety and have been cooped up in my New York apartment without outdoor access for weeks.",4.251562499999999,5.9583297812500025,4.152000000000001,88.09300000000002,71.5,6.995000000000001,28.425,7.554174236665415,1.5929724999999997,262,10,51,3,5,80,51,64,0.115,0.6809999999999999,0.204,0.8102,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,4,11,6,1,10,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,6,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949580973182765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27822811779202017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435594006705684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885885561007865,0.1820635320371866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375449330466706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270891610798219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490118154862537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001035825894697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568269417375348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889666353997997,0.0,0.2461338809788872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453362319451974,0.0,0.2674202086469365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440740312355914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228655788422495,0.20442377190855268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24566447206813236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786363882928398,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gcperon,2020/04/04,"I’m sure this is asked a lot, but how do you deal with the thought that everyone hates you? Quarantine terrified me at first. I was having a good semester with good friends, and suddenly everything switched to online and everyone was stuck at home. I was worried I’d have no one to talk to, but I actually found a great group of people. It includes a couple of my best friends, but also some others from school who I was friendly with but didn’t know as well.

Things have been great the past few weeks, with us all playing video games and doing calls, but things have died down a bit. Lately I keep getting the feeling that they all hate me though.

Mostly it’s because at times I’m also afraid I’m third-wheeling. The people I’m not as good of friends with are all close with my good friends, so I sometimes feel tacked on, even if it’s not true. My sense of humor is also different, so when we play stuff like Jackbox I feel unfunny and boring to them. I just get these bouts where I think they all hate me and are just putting up with me. How do you deal with this?",5.1725534188034175,5.2573457638888925,5.148333333333337,87.74538461538464,68.21296296296296,8.498005698005699,29.115384615384606,8.139509932561175,1.6648978632478633,839,27,182,10,13,261,126,216,0.14,0.599,0.261,0.9872,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,3,3,2,14,24,3,1,9,0,17,0,0,2,6,44,36,22,1,1,10,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,13,15,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,5,1,2,9,3,24,19,25,27,10,16,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,4,8,127,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.10258710844738354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522059444978361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982779456154726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408339474511922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032249529218388,0.0,0.11476957818349433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734466424701757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631912243255765,0.0,0.0,0.21675909459444345,0.0,0.0,0.10910344314920507,0.10983354247283092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694342557574196,0.0,0.0,0.2009034195261561,0.09447982284412276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594635001768397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941950917824579,0.0,0.11526444307856418,0.4060976514662938,0.0,0.10984723947622776,0.0,0.0,0.3526963877855312,0.0,0.2318019839070391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113683485406208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544922689357544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344017877948582,0.0,0.0,0.05777410443932169,0.0,0.11858589439497165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135890156045747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937375345407846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123561016340761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035397461186364,0.14576126482265928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567994185859284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639239538998474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397158963334767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034329421156499,0.0,0.0,0.09907933197598623,0.0,0.0,0.08449571771846277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968112923306525,0.06736003443543179,0.10328505351889786,0.08345772944489477,0.06129939596671804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264527677005455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432515828670265,0.0,0.09452025145576584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675982440049106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sexy-chicken-nugget,2020/04/04,"A horrible dream and waking up with a panic attack Hi guys, does this sound like a panic attack?
I was having a really bad dream, I woke up my heart was racing, I couldn’t breathe, my legs were shaking and I felt like I was still dreaming, I felt like I was in space and my body was still in my room, then out of nowhere I just started crying, I’m still feeling lost 1 hour after, it feels like time has gone so quick, any advice??",4.9446666666666665,4.245575244444449,5.59,87.045,68.77777777777779,8.088888888888889,25.777777777777786,6.742157984588678,0.8847111111111112,332,7,74,2,5,108,59,90,0.242,0.58,0.17800000000000002,-0.8618,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,2,3,4,0,9,5,5,0,0,11,18,5,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,5,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,7,0,0,11,5,12,4,8,6,0,18,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,13,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156631536953944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243546466995667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37619153733537536,0.0,0.0,0.1380502685610216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836531716935356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181615956618736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468834006957518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719965436652376,0.11811745294975752,0.3175006898155245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371054886456368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592624763565206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628245600120552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231030516712564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048588587521425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879768825555979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059197141182753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702704054020704,0.0,0.3961172625485159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964098788169005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dsali776,2020/04/04,"I was doing just fine until this whole COVID-19 There’s a lot of posts about this right now and I understand every one of you 100% percent. I work at a fast food chain and we’re still considered “essential” so I still have to face hundreds of customers a day. I’m a cashier so I still have to take orders no matter what. We have a stay at home order in my county yet no one follows it. I was handling this pandemic really well and then came today. A customer literally started coughing right on me over and over again, a dry cough. I felt the wind of her cough on my face I’m afraid I’ve been infected. I’m only 18, if I’m infected I’m probably okay but what about my family? I can’t stop visualizing the worst possible scenario I’m so scared to go back to work",0.5277954319761662,2.851726062893082,2.8133068520357507,89.79765640516386,87.11320754716982,6.366236345580933,21.5759682224429,7.669130373188453,1.0445773584905658,600,21,129,12,19,204,100,159,0.14,0.8220000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,2,15,6,0,2,9,1,8,8,2,0,0,14,21,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,6,6,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,3,1,2,5,1,15,3,18,16,4,30,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,14,83,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336283611646227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836645082259907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185292682976564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612868830389952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350156729724422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652732883726598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097214774190062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985686051880916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739720897555834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745047560565494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350516609789796,0.13190713727931186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552487466477628,0.16610531232215908,0.0,0.18699510545210676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110859049516802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962295863247355,0.0,0.0,0.17364132968409474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276005116218318,0.1848614429467628,0.41552255950600425,0.1450016293917967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304035173973885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439859902625292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805546952750029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594126343457015,0.0,0.0,0.19363692634165036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25252932871026096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mario_CarCal,2020/04/04,"Is it normal that I get incredibly anxious over the most trivial things As the title says, I get extremely anxious over really small things. It's starting to burn me out. Say, my friends maybe make some comments or something along the lines of ""You look like you have lost weight"". Then, I proceed to try to find an explication to that. Like, did he say it out of pity? Does he feel sorry for me? Or my GF. She says literally 1 word in a chat I and some friends are in. Then I immediately start thinking it is about breaking up with me, or revealing that she does indeed see me as a burden. Is it normal I'm in an anxious state literally throughout all the day because of these things? Now, take into account I can't ask them directly about these things. I get extremely anxious, just in case they confirm what I thought.",2.8610833333333296,5.091788775000001,3.91,86.02833333333336,76.875,6.766666666666668,27.541666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.6905291666666673,644,27,128,10,15,208,99,160,0.121,0.8109999999999999,0.068,-0.6813,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,1,4,7,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,1,1,23,22,8,0,2,4,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,15,6,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,8,20,4,24,19,4,20,0,2,2,0,18,11,0,6,9,86,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5611350535537568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160879867113558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569666043587651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008337772261387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173348630999425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278721902302635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349479937402075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187645192090724,0.0,0.19463082174849333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133244024428515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042767354604839,0.0,0.13555299369423718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288857936208596,0.0,0.1247516857509999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433326265428155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955045498625161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949996009417703,0.0,0.0,0.09895235618486456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559690732640852,0.0,0.1390050921583238,0.1757851104143364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933650503038374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299886047207393,0.07956709649805466,0.0,0.09858203410830714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843074903059446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121316128882073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrequentPanda,2020/04/04,"Unisom, coping methods? - first time posting Any threat to success has been directly part of self-worth and when I was a young teen I didn't handle it well at all -- SH over poor grades in a class, etc. I've dealt well through college and things went smoothly but after some really toxic relationships, health diagnoses, tons of drama with relatives, and covid now with parents still working at hospitals + exposed has been really weighing on me.

I have a lot of close friends, they're kind and supportive, but have their own stuff to deal with and I am not one to share any issues.  I've literally never even acknowledge this til now.

I was doing well with school stuff and on track to apply to med school, prepared 7 months for my exam, and it was pushed back months and now I'm worried I can't apply now, that my parents will get very ill or worse, and that I have no one else. Sometimes it feels a bit more difficult to breathe and I can't really sleep at nights unless I take something or am REALLY tired -- into 4-5 am sometimes.

I use Unisom over the counter to be able to fall asleep but it helps relax too. I'm starting to realize in undergrad, a lot of partying/hookups/dumb shit I did wasn't just dumb shit but lots of binge drinking / recklessness was to relax. Now in full study/work mode, none of those things have been available for a while.

I'm generally fine and honestly don't want history w therapy as it would follow me through licensing. If anyone has tips for other things to do for now I'd appreciate it a lot. I have some hobbies which have been helping, I used to read a lot but it's too quiet and will stress about other things. Thanks!",4.9202258784160655,5.848166861963192,5.319152258784161,83.31969882877861,69.03067484662577,8.749358616843281,28.621862799776913,8.97023862654752,2.140115337423313,1311,45,261,23,22,418,189,326,0.146,0.721,0.134,-0.3077,2,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,3,18,19,4,1,9,0,32,11,5,2,2,46,46,25,0,3,11,2,2,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,20,18,2,0,3,5,1,4,9,6,3,3,12,3,18,13,44,30,16,38,0,0,0,0,9,13,3,10,20,181,38,10,0.095095600733997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293365389324339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664930551160595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312264706332226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038197664568703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803938872293508,0.0,0.09652003299833724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315748544600803,0.0,0.0,0.07944017201228899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605673220520803,0.0628097474168344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808319303420753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088826940472771,0.0,0.0,0.07347062523224912,0.0,0.04968352645733602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108217670947102,0.0,0.0,0.12748115328553164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925510055357628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990274344591521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042343954659042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562977464686404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180880248184914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733435897438857,0.0,0.0,0.08924077933619375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887848030169458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111848216189915,0.10297926859627736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107529865118734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512133495409604,0.0,0.24368270756888866,0.0,0.0,0.10209708665322413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248364970925294,0.0,0.0,0.09920545114544607,0.0,0.1952285351858908,0.0,0.0,0.09516427763955873,0.0,0.0,0.07320923939573128,0.18810396142827515,0.0,0.06730915565389392,0.0,0.07594346958616524,0.0,0.10893168934629692,0.0,0.2177234228345704,0.0,0.10791336077908636,0.0,0.0,0.0715000569584317,0.0,0.0,0.08755125265897074,0.10875010710310823,0.0,0.252709166399887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545100952655711,0.1092984039157389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426413281255306,0.0,0.07846382982252556,0.05608984915496848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650709674718153,0.0881545746024704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384614598349766,0.09657419859568228,0.0969105413924002,0.06755318633535512,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hi28382,2020/04/04,"Anxiety due to online classes Because we likely wont be returning to school until September my school has had to set up alternative classes online. Part of this is having an hour and a half video chat with my entire class Mon-Thurs to ask questions and explain the work we need to do. I have severe phone anxiety, I can barely manage a 5 minute phone call with realatives, I'm absolutely terrified. I can't stop thinking about what I'm going to wear, where I should sit in my house, what I'll say ect. I just found out today and I can't stop obsessing over it but the more I think about it the more anxious I get. Everybody else is super excited about it but for me this feels like a personal hell.",3.6054220779220802,5.183890464285714,4.9664935064935065,82.12396103896107,72.92857142857143,8.519480519480519,26.298701298701296,9.095868883498916,2.1258571428571424,555,19,109,12,11,185,97,140,0.11599999999999999,0.768,0.115,-0.03,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,2,5,6,1,1,7,0,13,1,1,0,0,21,24,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,2,6,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,2,14,4,18,19,3,15,1,0,0,0,11,5,1,1,9,70,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889586473382345,0.21336090893610865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656097728654865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115128849440017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284976611238772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777041513761692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549457326169386,0.1349234339859217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707802334379494,0.0,0.0,0.09867288043462552,0.0,0.10733493197007582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599155523119812,0.2179220102321801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453739127510585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400391779266318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451972277312666,0.0,0.0,0.16490748231659993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211569264374522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019106960542525,0.0,0.3822779401476456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336090893610865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31579507484395153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24203097522020206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901960171584602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749417609106765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SensitiveBlock,2020/04/04,"Help. Obsessive scalp picking when anxious. To preface this, I know how gross and disgusting I am so please don’t judge me. I feel so ashamed for not being able to stop and I’m embarrassed of myself for it. Also, I’m sorry if this is repulsive to some people so if you get grossed out easily please don’t read this (I’m trying to keep this post as non descriptive as possible, but still). 

In the past year I started to pick at my scalp (it’s a little dry, which makes picking easier) every time I’m anxious. It’s a completely unintentional thing and half the time I don’t even realize I’m doing it. Back in October I had a cellulitis infection from it and took antibiotics. After that I tried to get myself to stop for the health of my scalp, but I just haven’t been able to. Then a couple months ago I was able to get it better under control because I found better ways to cope with my anxiety. But now with coronavirus, my life has been uprooted and I feel like I don’t have any healthy coping mechanisms to rely on because my life is so unstructured now. My anxiety has gotten a lot worse, and of course I’ve started picking more. 

Today I felt my scalp and it’s really bad. There’s patches of blood, and my skin is red and irritated and warm. I’m worried I have an infection again, but I’m scared and reluctant to go to the doctor to get medicine because it’s not that serious relative to everything currently going on and I don’t want to further strain the healthcare system right now (and also it’s really embarrassing). On the other hand, I know that cellulitis infections can get pretty bad if not treated so I’m conflicted. To make it worse, I also read a medical journal article about a woman who almost died from scalp picking because she picked so much that her cranium was exposed. Although she used a large needle to pick and I only use my fingers, I’m even more terrified now. I’ve spent the past hour trying to examine my whole scalp to make sure my cranium isn’t exposed but I can’t even tell and now I’m still just freaked out and upset with myself. I honestly hate myself for being this gross and I really wish I could get my scalp back to being fairly healthy again. I think I might go to an urgent care tomorrow, but I’m not sure if I should because I don’t want to be selfish. I’m almost certain it’s infected because this is exactly what I experienced in October but I don’t want to take medical resources away from those who really need it right now. Ugh. 

Anyways, my purpose of writing this was to see if anyone else experiences this or anything similar when anxious. And if so, how do you resist the urges? I’m desperate for help but everything I do to try to stop (besides keeping my nails super short) doesn’t work and it makes me so sad. I just want to love myself but this makes me feel disgusting.",4.183535937837256,5.425863019469031,5.615186704079432,79.3490438161019,71.01769911504425,9.335203971508742,29.709691344701056,9.685265186389033,2.8442480034534863,2246,90,432,54,41,758,245,565,0.18600000000000005,0.685,0.129,-0.9883,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,0,5,36,32,3,7,18,0,37,22,11,17,4,98,92,54,1,14,23,0,8,1,0,2,10,0,0,1,33,24,0,7,10,2,1,4,15,20,0,1,11,11,57,12,59,74,6,55,0,1,2,1,13,16,0,12,33,287,90,4,0.21229510064141935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272893252173968,0.0,0.14172191821908614,0.0,0.0,0.1697723152828358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812264944845437,0.0,0.10827011394229502,0.23983303632686426,0.0,0.04948055682514422,0.07250713949381299,0.05823359303767218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648607845999509,0.1088278854658258,0.11817169430887155,0.2588262457982503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517184302598264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214966794356573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419579131307133,0.0,0.0793690023960544,0.056500121084204276,0.07830016364746067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344293246398367,0.0,0.0,0.07243101040671619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059115105157860885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021891177087822,0.0,0.05962259283433567,0.0,0.1271980983929306,0.06922178155442746,0.0,0.0,0.10734278163835764,0.05055455410559894,0.067945529644427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759020672648091,0.0,0.0,0.2218308558559845,0.0,0.12065219803703278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986582009765399,0.0,0.07521992153845637,0.0,0.0,0.09486462064752067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968930351343718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579842654717058,0.0,0.0,0.07778122354400065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996687193003073,0.03457222091122013,0.07092515425559169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601619009402311,0.0638682056276657,0.0,0.2361810469610341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257665287925636,0.0,0.07507051768799335,0.0,0.0,0.056483974639526084,0.0,0.052020441986265084,0.052471375714719916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381999680713866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510646350238734,0.04905956411291041,0.0,0.0,0.1553575129880301,0.0,0.07977694268272838,0.06777334087614588,0.0719934796062281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156836714043444,0.0,0.18133557013016896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208659039913662,0.0,0.0,0.07084814364060199,0.0,0.05639056975729139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921566143739428,0.10017570994058866,0.0,0.11302609440333235,0.1774882100815716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333904132968143,0.0,0.05320649841036193,0.0,0.061851758415311375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047013143878180765,0.045343376130188386,0.0,0.0,0.08252732027732469,0.0,0.06707697746449917,0.0,0.07862255605413257,0.1921792505588348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222365364890793,0.0,0.0,0.16695620097960434,0.05616998978853521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900663279034155,0.08137629621831255,0.0,0.0,0.05151778722979961,0.07186532658359232,0.14423122962097162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557036148159712
anxiety,treedy99,2020/04/04,How do I stop feeling like everybody hates me? every time i hangout with people new or people i’m even close to i worry that they dislike me or maybe even hate me. i know it sounds irrational but it makes me feel uncomfortable being around people :-(,1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,3.2633333333333354,85.915,85.25,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8407249999999995,198,6,36,3,6,64,36,48,0.327,0.618,0.055,-0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,9,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,1,3,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980349303595675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113263504196733,0.0,0.198568980409749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23833187712919085,0.16836849567597512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653667008688948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952253097302807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514042463594705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573169748503512,0.0,0.23677034835037705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276193964359669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901686002979684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970374608865425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374258067654846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393425704609674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aravenous-,2020/04/04,"Psychedelic panic attacks So as far back as I can remember I’ve had extremely weird psychedelic panic attacks. It started when I was about five on Christmas Eve I remember hearing what I thought were reindeer on the roof and freaking the fuck out. And I don’t mean in a normal panic attack setting.While I was breathing heavier and my chest hurt a little bit it was way more psychedelic than that. first everything would change the colors so everything would be more orange and red than usual imagine the back of your eyelids and the weird muted colors you get when you press your hands against your closed eyelids. Then my hand which I always keep under my pillow when I’m falling asleep starts feeling like there’s needles pressing into it from above like thousands of really really long needles slowly inching downward. They’re not physically there you can’t touch them but you know they’re coming. Next after that my hands disappear I can’t see them anymore I don’t have arms but I can feel the phantom pain through them as if I hit my funny bone in the tips of my fingers. Or as if they’re being crushed by a hydraulic press. Next my head starts changing shape sometimes it gets very small sometimes it’s huge but it feels like a weird fever dream you see in the movie. 
Imagine the scene in Dumbo with pink elephants how everything is distorted. During this sometimes I can’t talk and I can’t move I feel like I’m restrained to my bed or like I’m being crushed by a press or by needles. If it goes full bore like this I pass out afterwards and don’t remember coming out of it just waking up and next day. 

When I was very young this only occurred once a year, on Christmas Eve. 
As I grew older it increased until it hit its peak this year at 5-6 times a week. The beginning of this year was very traumatic for me and caused everything to flare.

I have been suffering through this for almost 18 years and I have never found anything that has helped or cured it. 

At this point I don’t mind it anymore and I have almost become desensitized to it in the same way you play a video game and and beat a boss over and over and over again, it’s always scary jt always has the intense music and urgency but you know it’ll be over soon.

I’m just scared I’m the only person who will ever experience this and I feel very scared and alone. 

Does anyone else ever feel like this ?",3.1336553369111506,5.351896555555559,3.7576426157821534,87.50725402504473,75.96581196581197,6.3193003379049895,24.98628503279666,7.3071595529392575,1.1675145497912944,1900,66,366,23,43,599,230,468,0.145,0.769,0.086,-0.9806,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,10,3,2,18,25,4,5,22,0,33,14,11,3,3,71,64,43,0,6,14,0,15,7,0,4,2,1,2,1,31,26,0,2,16,4,0,8,10,17,0,3,10,22,44,8,48,44,6,76,0,2,6,1,19,30,1,9,43,233,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365605471793774,0.07429146832213175,0.0,0.0,0.17905729718510574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227534336250466,0.050155838052929086,0.07349667383461632,0.05902833050078862,0.0,0.0,0.24481239613775466,0.0,0.1103131037582208,0.0,0.0,0.07922102489247379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831144747394927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368728321958612,0.15176333494438293,0.12357945279888642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626042712625512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627721000433682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059921872974413565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976921725543286,0.0,0.0,0.25786804486381304,0.07016647928292546,0.0,0.0,0.21761546423295344,0.20497797043948865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610141755941872,0.0,0.07864911174744695,0.0,0.06631396196097114,0.07495275717270243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361648760489217,0.0,0.08084581656473766,0.0,0.04807963830079365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678929711568662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375762434838761,0.0,0.0,0.07884273544894978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453082942248668,0.0718930986022125,0.0,0.06347949426902819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813586181082477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242765243769726,0.0,0.0,0.07623848067086568,0.0,0.0,0.05532320936365488,0.0,0.22885953529084585,0.0,0.07028094691893548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639095314468734,0.0,0.10910900026477784,0.07632662078876302,0.2524818897768452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263256136637754,0.0,0.0,0.0678087845062903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190516510176533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377101500944626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363007398425065,0.0,0.11432030946837933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283076428155467,0.0,0.1523142727265394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057654494027186975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694623696594611,0.04182680204468015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900133406659728,0.23674166480828115,0.0,0.11387312884226992,0.057538115138348375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191099409950542,0.0,0.0,0.1847691147503784
anxiety,iamallaboutcoldwater,2020/04/04,"anxiety about gaining weight the other day, i looked at myself in the mirror. and had an anxiety attack. i thought i looked fat. 

also last night, i ordered a new skirt and had to get an extra large. i’ve never gotten that size before. i’m pretty much always a medium.

being quarantined gives me more time to analyze my body, and also more time to eat. i’ve been eating a bit much. and it sucks that i can’t just grocery shop whenever i want, you know? 

i’m pretty normal sized, but i often find myself wanting to be rail thin. i’m trying to be okay with having fat on my body.",1.3687005649717534,3.5138221694915264,3.5450000000000017,87.16094632768366,81.54237288135593,5.628248587570622,18.30790960451977,6.816661863887847,0.2495570621468928,448,10,88,5,12,153,79,118,0.06,0.852,0.08800000000000001,0.4767,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,2,0,7,1,8,7,4,0,1,15,21,7,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,4,13,1,10,13,6,12,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,1,7,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556103333115608,0.13298009873756678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445183114782143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181429700083127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359920378408456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447818404075274,0.3550401217416564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306839648984373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270642770194611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606935064520446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349750504031336,0.15331051266569715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783094777116948,0.13027174667839214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684111539933909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23496697608744235,0.0,0.12326030761068353,0.15435173455833484,0.0,0.14997692301137164,0.15658620018688307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32518159314283995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268764188923706,0.1863805280170696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085048868444898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852777958702546,0.0,0.0,0.1946133955061426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iceylemonwater,2020/04/04,"my birthday is on sunday and i was so excited to spend it completely alone but... my mother, god bless her, is the most inventive and loving person in the entire world. somehow she planned a drive by birthday party for me, in which all of my friends and their family's and even HER friends and THEIR family's are gonna drive by my house to wish me happy birthday but that is SO much attention that i am absolutely not ready for and thinking about it is stressing me out so much. she's the sweetest person in the whole world, and this is the most thoughtful idea so i feel extremely selfish for resenting it, but it's just not my style. anyway i have no idea how i'm gonna deal with it and i guess i just needed to rant so wish me luck ahah",2.9996491228070132,4.45436457894737,4.100000000000001,88.22833333333338,74.26315789473685,7.435087719298244,25.166666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.3422087719298244,584,19,124,9,12,190,85,152,0.129,0.696,0.175,0.6079,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,12,10,1,1,6,0,9,1,0,1,1,33,20,17,0,3,7,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,6,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,2,1,21,7,16,16,6,10,1,0,0,1,13,7,0,5,1,92,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733558023317428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795242505840294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652358413970098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309129807268142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228279584758181,0.0,0.08657558642339637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645732141727922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862164085662902,0.0,0.0,0.1822702630648056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975685652703416,0.0,0.3865802663636851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453560840227049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25173748260809903,0.12695982124579885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990109594613474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613557856978386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971290250647606,0.0,0.13593208214251268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116457000917372,0.39379642255592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,torito_supremo,2020/04/04,"Remember: stories of young and fit people dying because of Covid-19 appear in the news because they're exceptionally RARE cases (Coping with anxiety from reading the news) DISCLAIMER: I don't write this to say that young or healthy people should ignore the pandemic and take no precautions. It is our obligation to do so.

But, recently, I've been coming across several news of victims of Covid-19 who were outside of the reported age of risk (+60 years old) and also worked out and ate healthy. Some of them working as medics or nurses. And I know it's really sad, and scary, and drives our anxiety up because it makes us believe that this pandemic will be pretty much the Black Death Part 2 and it's open season on all mankind.

However, there's something we must recognize: young victims are featured in the news because their cases are very rare, and newspapers and TV stations crave for stories like this. Because *bad news or tragic stories get views*. For instance, there was this tragic story of a [16 year old French who died from Covid19](https://www.france24.com/en/20200327-16-year-old-girl-becomes-france-s-youngest-coronavirus-victim) all over the newspapers last week, and all the newspapers where I read her story detailed just how heartbroken her mother was (I live in Mexico, and reading this same story in so many different newspapers say something of how this business works). It's gonna sound grim, but when elder people with co-existing diseases die because of this virus, reporters won't even write about their lives. Unless they're celebrities, politicians or medical personnel, or unless they could get a soul-crushing heartbreaking story out of their demise, they'd be just another statistic for them.

I know that this situation is harder than and average day overall and we are scared, but this situation is note dire. It's not the end of the world or everything we know and love, and we must keep our minds healthy the same as our bodies. So, if you suffer from anxiety for reading the news and tend to refresh reddit all the time, I recommend you to take a break and stop browsing it. Or at least, stop browsing news and politics subreddits. Stay away from /r/news, /r/worldnews or /r/coronavirus (this last one is doomer trash). Stay informed, yes, but also stay vigilant of what you read; some of it is awful on purpose. 

Before I go, i'd like to recommend you a couple of things. If you have trouble staying away from reading news of the pandemic all the time, you can find help at /r/nosurf. It has helped me a lot. I also recommend you to read this article by author Mark Manson: [""Why should you quit the news""](https://markmanson.net/why-you-should-quit-the-news), which I'm sure will help you cope with news anxiety

Good luck, stay safe and I'm sending some big hugs from afar ;)",7.3618676326129675,8.35367830255403,6.447229248526528,77.16992049361494,63.61689587426326,9.820260314341846,34.373833497053035,9.827888789773867,3.3790829567779967,2252,94,385,44,32,683,260,509,0.125,0.755,0.12,0.4545,2,0,2,0,0,0,112.0,9,9,7,4,16,21,2,2,21,2,28,6,1,3,8,96,46,47,4,7,20,1,0,2,0,8,2,3,0,0,28,31,1,5,6,8,0,5,4,13,0,1,5,5,36,8,58,29,14,51,0,6,2,2,40,20,0,16,22,236,64,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320955107727225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133488480062537,0.2081695906917236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783194951740365,0.0,0.05680180878154487,0.24882098894258864,0.0,0.05788811210808741,0.07664597452894682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556546212765469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860140894839951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054316037232584026,0.07527337149693109,0.0,0.04387341336694669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181170823892967,0.07107637052690903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060253963736682466,0.0,0.0,0.04493285728897714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114054727358651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062177750109171724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071085234242552,0.0,0.03866274475769629,0.05705993491912514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679626259914932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060467764396056035,0.0,0.0,0.11216173752217846,0.11090627945528313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647157571320449,0.0,0.12014262752559222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578362663432626,0.061399299121510535,0.0,0.0454102337984286,0.06897125705317106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370651715019411,0.0,0.0,0.06869042358653799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000952581270466,0.0,0.0,0.13140667139127088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141566167646017,0.0,0.04609856432462114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366934225752989,0.0,0.1414893132883654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921048032741994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471553987565855,0.4763355181458175,0.0,0.04358145341008708,0.0,0.06717094524881723,0.0,0.0770641861938164,0.0,0.0,0.10819961185905157,0.06810941877641813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685399535881425,0.0,0.0,0.15293606477795804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474489840477524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625520910309892,0.0,0.11375145211656924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411701883170909,0.0,0.10229946744240126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519579116480861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933712202506664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183113800103826,0.0,0.0,0.056131479790303855,0.0,0.0,0.05456917859686191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138606175649568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485789054404226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314263440558573
anxiety,rs1031021,2020/04/04,Help Do you ever have a panic attack and afterwards you don’t feel like yourself anymore?? Like you feel weird and messed up?? If so how long does it take to return back to feeling normal??,2.035,4.5199751351351365,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,81.43243243243244,4.781081081081081,20.06081081081081,5.985473137389443,0.12214054054054024,148,4,28,1,4,47,30,37,0.24,0.5670000000000001,0.193,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,4,6,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,7,5,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,2,3,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821628432286883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236773621219571,0.0,0.218774794466628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489813597362965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573604845293532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315786324412643,0.20325787157332065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907046874565357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779997237558069,0.0,0.0,0.2517871918823096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787647014412695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33381754092448424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139201860661196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MsGoopy,2020/04/04,"Too anxious to draw interests. Help? Last year I started to post my drawings online to help boost my confidence about sharing it. It helps! A lot! I feel a less anxious showing select people I know in real life what I've done and I'd recommend it to creative types suffering from anxiety. However, I'm coming across a new issue. I can't even draw what I want anymore. I'm in the middle of a piece when I'm flooded with embarrassment about what I'm doing. Keep in mind these aren't controversial or inappropriate at all, I usually draw characters and maybe try a landscape every once in a while. It's not about the quality either, instead it being about the contents itself. For example, lets say I am drawing a video game character. I would get half way through before wondering why I'm like this or if people are sick of seeing me draw those sorts of things. 

TL;DR: How do I work to move past the embarrassment and anxiety of drawing things I enjoy?",3.7231521739130433,5.84881870652174,5.1841304347826105,78.37771739130439,73.89130434782608,8.295652173913044,28.89130434782609,9.017664075816787,2.674267391304348,758,32,136,17,16,254,120,184,0.10400000000000001,0.718,0.17800000000000002,0.9207,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,11,0,10,2,0,1,1,22,24,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,14,5,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,3,13,4,23,20,5,19,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,6,9,90,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363359718828688,0.3490108930099173,0.1531912531657169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144132329865058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306094220106546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807491416545152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020249928106993,0.0,0.13014638029465253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810391898369039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070342005962759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106109548842905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122499033788076,0.0,0.13729870744943928,0.0,0.0,0.08489185238277032,0.12591245078534655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795451515245873,0.109105675488002,0.07546551057992959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132360178921046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551843784226463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596915921702698,0.0,0.0,0.16417557838764787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918664773251872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450391988078353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745766951216166,0.21417802831452012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147938131775216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581897974315933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283955759862478,0.0,0.0,0.12309140189619786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933360511878452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205244026170339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487397745963067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012523858880993,0.0,0.09110952825221988,0.12260991185803577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393838025724668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751450791118716,0.11245491364956672,0.0,0.0,0.10972999627693453,0.0,0.0,0.0994726548043255
anxiety,Hills1849,2020/04/04,"Anyone feeling too much pressure to make the most of this time? Anyone else besides me like trying to get over anxiety and depression, and feel like they could be doing more with their free time? All I’ve been doing is eating, reading news stuff, and watching movies. I had a panic attack last weekend. This shits crazy. I want to make the most out of this (start that podcast! Start that side hustle) but I’m just like “dude, this is the end of the world”",2.5665025252525275,5.026710625,2.705151515151517,93.08328282828285,79.11363636363636,4.8202020202020215,20.005050505050505,5.82211442006289,-0.07504191919191916,357,9,70,2,9,108,63,88,0.146,0.7340000000000001,0.12,-0.3549,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,2,9,2,2,5,0,8,2,1,2,1,17,17,4,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,5,5,9,13,5,11,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,2,10,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408505581940662,0.0,0.0,0.2816738279019884,0.20637766470189892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291432975532819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081675716537644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348197076502742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610201778514906,0.16825980774110574,0.0,0.17839753318160978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368709207383592,0.1438938412023492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052331634971572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418344489034378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29520958618804377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26889761895972697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480662098771955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363219089747241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201473601152042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675380581297145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851309432660435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23057667385975186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489818729358725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675034352264626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880220039783725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZigglyNipple,2020/04/04,"Been panicking for the past 4 days. Hi, I’m new to this sub but I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. 

I don’t have it in me to get into everything, also who cares right? But long story short I’ve had anxiety for a long time, coming in waves but it seems to hit me the hardest around my period. So this week leading up to my period has been getting bad. 

My panic mainly focuses on two important relationships in my life (my mom and my ex) , and school (I’m getting my real estate license). Once one of those things starts to slightly fall apart in my mind I just start spiraling. I can’t focus, my brain runs nonstop I feel so trapped and crazy. 

I have wonderful friends, my moms supportive, my family understands, my ex is amazing and helpful I just can’t bring myself to say anything anymore. I know it’s because I’m currently panicked and I just don’t want to continue being the one “ with the issues” all the time. 

I’ve been sitting in my closet for about 4 hours listening to music, crying and trying to subliminally let someone know I’m not ok haha which is dumb I know. 

Idk what I expect posting here.... typing it helps my breathing I guess. And I don’t have therapy until Monday and I think I just need a boost that I can’t give myself.",1.3305952380952384,3.7078094404761934,3.512857142857144,85.90714285714287,83.56349206349206,6.615873015873016,23.285714285714285,7.83500028581142,1.4371809523809531,977,36,193,19,28,333,146,252,0.153,0.7040000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.4583,1,1,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,1,1,7,2,20,3,2,1,1,37,48,15,0,3,8,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,13,12,0,0,9,0,0,5,8,3,0,3,4,3,34,7,26,41,2,36,0,0,0,0,13,12,1,3,17,125,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928488221499564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497648800032343,0.0,0.2462522670947304,0.0,0.0,0.10216710685842567,0.1105222392388758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366233208626954,0.07568234339449706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385954909429504,0.0,0.0,0.12658196841506228,0.0,0.0,0.10694657169273084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637592888024738,0.08006823099056441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115804558229142,0.0,0.11704013143616092,0.0,0.06277534363502803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592008048953007,0.0,0.19459400985332329,0.11909859820714773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676821389196905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643389715811172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226541670441995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958317972658948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729243435917884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269545638224686,0.08769273501783457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974249379172184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535885130629387,0.29081232117781103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205766585940144,0.0,0.11990746685992006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221859074679387,0.1682581870622313,0.0,0.0,0.14566646215359005,0.0,0.0,0.11851781569602572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890398304920552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413129714174985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329355424111985,0.0,0.10602574119578788,0.0,0.09873122297280316,0.0,0.1256491768966593,0.0,0.11302396989317742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519419346600027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575186294099734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088703096107832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197945088394928,0.0,0.0824815479141975,0.07955204741390158,0.0,0.0,0.14478889434245348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429154463779548,0.0,0.12127916354054695,0.12924735594726314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322848864539977,0.0,0.09958782008401038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463832461689015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,altjxx,2020/04/04,"Anxiety crossing states i live in MD (i live with 8 other people in my home & the traffic that goes in & out is still heavy because i live with essential workers) & my son lives with his father (who is also out of work & quarantined) in WV, i quarantined myself a few weeks ago but before the state order to remain home, i went to go see my son in fear of the state order happening. today my sons dad asked to come get my son. i am absolutely terrified of my son getting sick & it is so much more of a risk having him in my home than his fathers but his father thinks that “the government is just trying to scare us”. how can i explain to him my anxiety & fear is why i don’t want to get him & it’s definitely not because i don’t want to see my child. i’m HEARTBROKEN not having him with me but i’m not selfish enough to bring him home knowing the risk is higher.",6.352330917874394,4.673610489130438,7.325724637681159,78.95454106280195,66.3913043478261,10.569082125603863,31.857487922705307,9.444778638647367,2.5501589371980686,686,21,148,11,9,233,96,184,0.196,0.7559999999999999,0.048,-0.9873,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,2,5,6,0,5,7,0,12,1,0,1,0,20,30,6,0,2,7,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,6,0,0,1,2,29,0,25,29,4,22,0,0,2,0,22,8,0,0,4,94,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218190626833546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414023025019569,0.0,0.7031594517305175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184593931331455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667142478685545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303042799591308,0.0,0.07888946324735774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798615385633257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579431210551194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864926580936585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531159602519214,0.0,0.05268928404348732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198323168451085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371983141499437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095104416541912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274588530689724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815258789667758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427350725433295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281897947075164,0.0,0.14775588653945834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403840239837935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059404886026548885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787833067046492,0.0,0.0,0.06294406951159093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151883035619793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936563327510856,0.0,0.07436644679856827,0.0,0.0,0.08594318778483435,0.08365644147794785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749405403645506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,livvoo,2020/04/04,"Having a panic attack help I'm having what I think is a panic attack, my dad isn't answering his phone and I'm freaking out. He's been happy but has a history with depression, I can't stop shaking and crying, I feel so cold. Please what do I do? My mom just went to his apartment but now I'm obsessing over the fact that maybe she's going to get into a car accident. I'm so scared, idk what to do, how do I stop the shaking.",1.0954032258064499,2.51804105376344,3.788911290322584,88.60336693548389,79.32258064516128,6.800537634408602,21.302419354838708,7.645422480735847,0.7622483870967738,330,9,74,5,8,117,58,93,0.309,0.5429999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,2,6,6,0,11,0,0,1,1,15,20,7,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,0,5,2,10,0,0,2,2,10,1,7,18,0,12,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671753407839435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255406834139363,0.0,0.0,0.1768467585074714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381886320584842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107274224346722,0.0,0.11669134945367984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857306764375825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762551506155948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627730291625487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047502444962876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818110306469121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253860037358339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556688453796146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433230240891212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156444313911447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190339017525575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bootyboobies69,2020/04/04,Anxiety attacks I hadn’t had any anxiety attacks reoccur this much in one week in forever. I feel like crap and I don’t know how to make it stop. I’ve gotten barely any sleep and it’s just taking a toll on me being by myself through it all. I feel really lonely and scared. Ya that’s it trying to distract myself right now and decided to let some feelings out here. Hi,0.2812987012987023,2.6543088831168866,2.8909220779220814,88.05066883116888,90.03896103896103,6.196883116883117,20.687012987012988,7.554174236665415,1.099063376623377,292,10,59,6,10,101,56,77,0.271,0.698,0.031,-0.9490000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,3,2,1,0,5,2,2,2,1,16,12,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,3,8,1,9,7,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,4,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29877119064555896,0.0,0.3360994378387118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998209143814119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332207499469715,0.15693487885432975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072687723169333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463116098610245,0.0,0.10732143515882717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663384792237213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148538752830288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488565309005324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072854678391455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760007220005706,0.0,0.0,0.2199316171608888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198322668287012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365698362895466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516722439786047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491439690169596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620892839133345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kellynn9701,2020/04/04,"Making my husbands cancer about me Today I am not proud. Today I can not get my act together. The last few days have been a whirlwind for my little family. Yesterday we found out that my husband has a large cancerous tumor in his right testicle and tonight we are thankfully home and he is recovering from the removal of said testicle. The last 48 hours there have been many tears on my part. Tears of being scared and sadness and panic. Tonight my anxiety got the best of me... I cried over my cat trying to crawl across his lap. The relief and excitement of him coming out of surgery barely lasted two hours before my joy was taken over by the anxiety I fear of caring for him, our house, our pets, my job, and myself properly and I felt it creep up and burst through because one of our pets approached him. I broke down and now he is laying here not the couch next for me with ice on his fresh wound. Reeling from the fact that yesterday he was told he has cancer..... and this sweet saint of a man is asking me if I AM OK?! Are you kidding. I should be the one asking him this!!! I feel terrible and like I am letting him down. He should be worried  only about healing and getting healthy not about me being overwhelmed. I am so ashamed.",3.7272059779077327,5.308403604938273,4.402833008447042,86.27590643274857,72.6213991769547,7.420316222655405,26.36972059779077,8.032893268588372,1.5558691358024688,968,33,192,14,19,309,141,243,0.159,0.72,0.121,-0.8561,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,5,1,0,2,7,18,0,5,12,1,25,5,0,1,1,30,40,14,0,3,5,2,2,1,0,2,5,1,4,2,5,18,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,8,0,3,10,4,40,10,31,23,3,31,1,3,0,0,27,13,0,1,15,140,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386269629950996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135093731650033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520861510775922,0.0,0.11894251891437373,0.0,0.146690528435141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251506682397244,0.0,0.0,0.12040812765217415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535418105825338,0.09014656220766856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317721817851444,0.1572914063769593,0.07067698823981391,0.0,0.13421075901887453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326159927942384,0.0,0.0,0.1460586035806511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179486728878807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402107772773661,0.0,0.2753103660824071,0.16128739915061435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871012147350906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418181668423217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429345614806735,0.0,0.06828946707377143,0.1400963218034827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330426223592696,0.14171502140676692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865765851093402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943714553581706,0.1063090192935444,0.0,0.16400175986961746,0.0,0.15136816205915865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937139057620245,0.1329628275268175,0.0,0.1399442050543107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869068096531902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649902680960489,0.1335658185425697,0.0,0.09490147188548416,0.0,0.13654478843038634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195341589649868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cv521607,2020/04/04,"Haven’t started a paper I need to write and it’s already two days late! I’m so angry at myself, corona, and just this situation Why can’t I start this paper? Why is it so hard? Its in a subject I’m so interested in, too. 

It’s embarrassing - I can’t talk to my friends or family about it without being judged. I attend a very prestigious, elite college and have always struggled in school because of anxiety and ADD (never been formally diagnosed for the latter because testing is so expensive but my brother and mom have it and I’m medicated for it). I have always felt bad for not being able to handle things like other students do :/ 

With corona and being stuck in my room all the time, I can’t focus to save my life! Opening that stupid constitutional law people is so overwhelming, and I’m already so behind. Professor doesn’t give extensions (he gives us extension coupons and I have used all mine for past assignments), so no help there. 

I want to cry. Why why why why can’t my mind work? 

The things I would do to be neurotypical.",2.624211822660097,4.977385743842369,4.4118497536945815,81.51008990147784,78.26108374384236,7.409753694581281,25.42093596059113,8.395991825355821,1.942474088669952,818,31,154,17,20,276,119,203,0.154,0.765,0.081,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,2,11,9,1,3,6,0,21,3,0,1,3,29,34,18,0,3,5,2,2,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,13,12,0,0,1,0,2,1,10,5,0,1,3,2,17,4,20,26,2,15,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,8,104,30,9,0.11708709146074447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584170339638059,0.0,0.1948516794933474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957130448600703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776283063864404,0.14275040838275585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861467198337634,0.07551148761878168,0.0,0.0,0.11884093316874282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103792893449056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242196951021302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904611964154828,0.0,0.0,0.22464121444104596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488703570027637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784810093161754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207933912244765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270207537539652,0.057202838590284334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795292645992853,0.0,0.0,0.11822458459754685,0.13713098639955754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681859471299319,0.0903047831247526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177287747983516,0.08117344657917952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849838753975095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161079655870034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574969195973474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240485032786524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411016893594952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557492171482698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827442462020726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143770749373422,0.0,0.14084135447394866,0.10112565352072768,0.0,0.09660911280731747,0.06906100016548176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6339173298675096,0.0,0.0,0.1128677779055552,0.0,0.08524079708395091,0.0,0.0,0.08317531038094307,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fattiecat,2020/04/04,"I thought today was going to be better. Three days ago I had a really bad anxiety attack at my grandmothers house (recently diagnosed with ALS), I just freaked out in front of her. I felt really bad and I went back to where I’ve been quarantined for the last two weeks (With my aunt). That night I relapsed and it lead me to start spiraling. It’s been bad since, I relapsed and I can’t stop myself any more, I’m falling into these bad habits where it’s becoming a daily thing that I can’t go without. Today I woke up and I finally felt like I could do something, I started to draw again which felt really great, I was feeling better. 

Since I had the anxiety attack my aunt keeps trying to get me to go back over to my grandmas house but I just don’t think I can yet. I need some time to process everything that has been going on and it’s hard for me to be around her when I’m already doing bad. 

My aunt was inviting me to come with her again today and I said I didn’t want to. She started to get annoyed with me which is reasonable I guess but then she overstepped. “This is why you’re depressed” I said that I wasn’t going to go again and she said something along the lines of “You’re staying in my house and doing nothing.”  

I know that probably doesn’t strike anyone as anything to dwell on but I’ve been in situations like this before. My stepdad (who I used to live with) said things like this to me all the time along with insults and other demeaning comments. It just hit me really hard to hear her say those things. 

I could handle my stepdad saying those things better because I know he doesn’t like me, and I don’t like him. But for my aunt to say this stuff, it really hurts. She is someone I’ve looked up to basically my whole life. I feel like a burden, I feel gross and I feel unwanted by someone I thought actually cared about me. I know I’m probably overthinking but it still hurts really fucking bad. I relapsed again and I just can’t stop crying. I don’t really know what to do besides post here.",2.5526317614424414,4.277471080097094,3.865420249653262,88.31564077669904,76.0631067961165,7.232843273231622,24.150069348127605,8.052868069273773,1.2688867406380029,1583,51,334,26,35,519,179,412,0.17600000000000002,0.731,0.09300000000000001,-0.9875,0,1,2,0,1,0,35.0,0,0,0,4,18,29,5,1,7,0,32,3,0,3,1,62,77,20,0,5,10,4,9,6,0,0,2,8,0,0,29,24,0,3,15,0,0,11,11,18,0,2,22,18,65,11,49,50,4,54,0,3,1,1,25,14,1,2,33,222,94,1,0.0,0.0,0.0654126555474296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059418999654458175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397045322896499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045583426594392525,0.0,0.10255717105812084,0.0,0.0,0.046869683106383335,0.0,0.05516085967801417,0.05967186423712225,0.0,0.15251503943079994,0.0,0.10308551140493698,0.3358088643165792,0.04086151847161607,0.07403055110264099,0.05703850400025631,0.0,0.0,0.17785060414341852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834264385293433,0.0,0.0,0.05774133197646575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703771099614028,0.0,0.07363048350626537,0.04322949518828535,0.0,0.057733762877373085,0.06803512565565845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024320405769655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557169339401054,0.04788701022276799,0.19308101892527887,0.0734292613782399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061969144635954564,0.07004193555547826,0.0,0.2285718128867419,0.0,0.0,0.07390199196568101,0.07384228140434379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009334600874247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755488882244838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320345670903272,0.14351629487183745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958029543183443,0.0,0.0,0.14735409352877454,0.05463926904847127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734602750181654,0.19648797132000068,0.0,0.059189663396903326,0.0,0.0562892170888813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049702689494697964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290411893924057,0.0,0.06431812006884878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419723652567436,0.0,0.14454166270816926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005927417392255,0.06891910457531827,0.06618509551878085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550475923663081,0.15991739328945434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089758854364548,0.0753457318346569,0.0,0.0,0.11359041717332095,0.10320758596362192,0.0,0.0,0.1423348103113838,0.07144620248095221,0.0535310995605486,0.11208195293139377,0.0,0.0,0.07673453878214707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812985922465646,0.042950803437917504,0.0,0.10643036521005893,0.07817271262096268,0.0,0.1906128515452047,0.0,0.0,0.04550969689541573,0.0,0.0654796159706986,0.0,0.0,0.05789332312397955,0.0,0.0,0.03953666214899602,0.0,0.0537682815752591,0.0,0.0,0.062138473992269676,0.06048511519118435,0.07483779649593526,0.0,0.06461556003919951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,22121991,2020/04/04,"Do I have anxiety? I've always been introverted, I was a quiet kid, but bullied at school. Anyway I'm 28 now and doing well, although sometimes in public I get 'nervous'. I'll explain, these feelings came into light more prominently recently due to this pandemic. 

I went to the supermarket, a long line at the self checkout facing the people scanning their items. I joined the line, head down, headphones in, shuffling forward until my turn. 

I instantly felt this feeling of being judged as I scanned my items, thoughts flooded my head ""They're going to think I'm unhealthy buying chocolate"" ""Dammit! Again! I'm going red! Dammit"" this worsened, then my heart was racing, I felt dizzy, sweating underneath my beanie, finally finished and walked out, caught my breath outside, held my head up to the sky and just thought maybe I need to deal with this. Is this anxiety? Should I see a GP for a referral? Unsure what to do? 

Thanks guys!",3.9615294117647046,6.6967640941176505,4.135882352941177,83.22147058823529,75.70588235294117,6.588235294117648,29.411764705882355,7.724431198458867,2.1623529411764704,736,33,125,11,17,228,118,170,0.145,0.8059999999999999,0.049,-0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,9,0,10,7,7,0,0,20,32,8,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,7,7,0,1,8,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,11,10,18,2,20,19,3,26,0,0,4,0,7,11,0,0,10,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341549347311213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531889732957654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833859272835324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653032131632299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214516249514174,0.0,0.3079025560041185,0.17564432839929328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377088710628301,0.0,0.18224951838885495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876153361910458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936644391694087,0.0,0.0,0.19000334289151968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189560860908268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108280214019707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888987240339975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115937476581303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831613220998994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227235906297355,0.12776999939261408,0.0,0.1672692991180771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585800851976959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476192739419639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273921979417723,0.0,0.2545836587177231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440357511570012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416466634415515,0.14863652891602566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scud214,2020/04/04,"Everyone has talent but me I feel as if everyone else has something they are good at except for me. It makes me really pissed off that everyone else can sing, draw, and play instruments but I can’t. It’s too the point that sometimes I can’t even listen to my favorite songs because I get pissed of that they have talent but I don’t. I feel like I’m not good at anything. I can’t enjoy some things I used to because I feel like everyone has talent but me, I can’t watch movies, listen to music, watch shows, I even get jealous of my friends. I hate it.",2.6521062801932374,3.9714578434782624,3.963768115942031,89.40294685990341,74.91304347826087,7.1980676328502415,24.082125603864736,7.793537801064563,1.064314009661835,432,13,94,6,9,142,62,115,0.152,0.5720000000000001,0.276,0.9384,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,3,14,4,0,1,0,11,2,2,2,0,14,22,7,0,1,7,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,8,20,10,11,22,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,2,2,61,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360396179673389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154817727250235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761978405341389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837712786347865,0.0,0.0,0.6318597535969891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25076369572777074,0.23620119825289634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277214507333965,0.0,0.17273984144337154,0.0,0.0,0.27731565396737795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632136878263902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152847453538602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034860713100716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627548773282854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590460075355107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726705718310768,0.16350011155051866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982750331915477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277851372546665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blahblahgirl98,2020/04/04,"Should I just allow life to suck? I (22f) have found throughout my life that a lot of my anxiety stems from expectations. Given my young age I figure I should have more fun adventures to recall by now but my younger years were filled with an abusive and controlling relationship that I've now left. I should be able to drive by now. I should have more money. I shouldn't live with my mom, I should be on my own. The thing is those things take time and I'm rebuilding my life right now. Im taking a 2 year program in the fall. After that I will be making close to a 6 figure income so that's exciting. Anyways, I think I should just let go of expectations. Just accept and allow that the next few years are just going to suck and be hard. Just grind it out and maybe one day I'll look back and think, ""Yeah, that was all worth it."" Because as it stands I just want to end my life sometimes. I hate the govt structures in place. I hate the lack of nature. I hate so many things that are just out of my control right now. So I'm just going to roll over and take it I guess? I feel out of options. I have tried to adopt different perspectives and nothing sticks. I just want to live a good life. Do you think this perspective is unhealthy or helpful? I'd love to hear your thoughts,  thank you.",1.4207505985072544,3.60799388593156,2.3419687367976323,95.62115195042955,81.62357414448671,5.569300098577665,19.246444162793967,6.775458762138228,-0.0016713420644980381,1004,25,225,11,27,315,140,263,0.131,0.726,0.14300000000000002,-0.4285,3,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,3,0,2,19,12,5,0,10,1,24,6,0,5,1,55,52,14,0,12,11,1,2,0,0,8,5,1,0,0,16,14,0,2,9,0,2,6,1,5,0,1,5,4,31,7,29,34,7,35,0,0,1,1,8,12,2,4,16,147,47,1,0.10993515887437333,0.13025518653592053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410009563313342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845333512820134,0.0,0.06701545246856434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24660325730781554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089908276519294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485884251789966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736992027878966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558651950881456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053822737028735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874360527351104,0.09220839542553963,0.0,0.0,0.121105971699525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984803088856114,0.3256146283266088,0.0,0.0,0.12390491389539728,0.0,0.07368721965979952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187488365523012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194448717829402,0.11241614828394153,0.3882522694093406,0.0,0.0,0.1941495187830996,0.0,0.09231784557720164,0.0,0.0,0.09346294075650784,0.099220773039291,0.0,0.07338257220914313,0.11145699609313267,0.11044464337897053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287547293929427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691728865008134,0.0,0.0,0.10548574990759214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449490879754955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485884251789966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180292185463866,0.0,0.1877680500064237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872868316148887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479726736225923,0.0,0.0,0.10121352403711552,0.0,0.0,0.21910810391923308,0.2113260324586198,0.0,0.08727623626984314,0.06410407521477593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463875654234545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296852100517125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238391384799205
anxiety,Kylechs,2020/04/04,"I worry that people can tell that I am nervous? I have Social Anxiety. One of the biggest things I struggle with is that whenever I am feeling anxious or uncomfortable around people, I worry that they can tell and judge me for it. I don't want them to think there is something wrong with me, or that I am weird, or that I am weak.

How would the average person react to someone who is visibly anxious and how can I not let my nervousness show through my body language?",6.661195652173912,6.174507076086957,7.105565217391305,76.8916086956522,65.19565217391305,9.968695652173913,35.791304347826085,9.3871,3.2310452173913036,369,16,70,6,5,121,58,92,0.28300000000000003,0.682,0.035,-0.9657,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,14,2,1,3,0,16,17,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,16,0,8,15,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,0,59,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094375563546647,0.4458146132296297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756502290535382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917004519202896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976728271470553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017657113027876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337042630566712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735837097571888,0.17228593047862895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113555634929528,0.16718249923863113,0.15190103699906785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627418482413107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449201766921782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310858600367835,0.12643007820108182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163802044944862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40076146221766185,0.0,0.14016535537903746,0.21573057741203425,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Artif1cer,2020/04/04,"Anxiety from Not Enough Free Time? So I've heard of getting anxiety from having too much free time and doing nothing, this isnt really an issue for me.

I work my ass off at work, and even intentionally go for overtime because I love getting them fat paychecks, but for some reason when I get home that makes me very anxious that I do not have enough down time to recover from the the day emotionally. 

Is this normal? Is there a healthy way to cope with this? I try to assure myself that even with a 10 hour shift and 8 hours of sleep, 18 hours out of my day, this means I have 6 hours to myself, and that is plenty of time. But for some reason I seem to get extreme anxiety at the fact that those 6 hours could pass very quickly, and as such I will have trouble sleeping due to still being wound up from having to communicate with others, smile all day, and maintain a cheery tone while at work. I do it because doing a good job is very important to me, but it's incredibly taxing on my emotional energy. 

What do?",8.29334428024083,5.914447354679805,8.319967159277509,75.58643130815547,63.13793103448275,11.386754241926653,34.37821565407772,9.725611199111238,2.9478652435686916,795,24,163,12,9,260,115,203,0.07200000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9596,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,9,6,0,0,8,0,18,6,4,4,3,28,28,13,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,14,10,1,0,4,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,18,7,32,24,6,28,0,0,0,2,3,8,1,3,17,117,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379711881853394,0.12000973229510754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295137189809928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481606007833806,0.0,0.0,0.20552880439556764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389890419942688,0.0,0.2195281012022601,0.0,0.14032790746476073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220032905707688,0.0,0.0603729920156072,0.08910073552389637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065574131409264,0.0,0.5230760607401332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087658475565444,0.10541694445814033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587677799023668,0.0,0.0709093909323043,0.0,0.0,0.1157156793686536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809131818024137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408290547926388,0.10193060903707013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805369756455233,0.2184443916001246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670785825538752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126135591332688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483546432622623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477744125296293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721232386250809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629527781156544,0.0,0.08432047820577046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320102498686845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Slothlife35,2020/04/04,"Covid random thoughts Sorry for the rant but I figured I have expressed myself to family members and friends to exhaustion. I feel that we are never going back to our norm. I know people say it will get better, in time. But Idk. We don't have a timetable to when this ends, bodies are growing, and every grocery visit is more panic inducing than the last. I hear a random person cough and I immediately think, this is it! I worry every single minute about my family members who can fall prey to this deadly illness and my husband. This new reality sucks. Im going to serve myself another drink. Im scared and feel lonely in my thoughts. People are losing their jobs, elderly people cant get food...",3.659937343358397,5.9332590977443616,4.968590225563911,79.18090538847119,74.56390977443608,6.8393483709273175,24.6171679197995,7.793537801064563,1.5862536340852131,552,18,94,8,12,183,89,133,0.22699999999999998,0.706,0.067,-0.9719,1,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,1,2,3,8,1,2,4,0,11,6,1,1,1,20,23,8,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,8,7,2,0,8,1,0,5,3,6,0,0,2,4,16,2,11,20,2,14,0,2,0,0,12,2,1,2,7,62,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250991823009053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916996219353615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706711048599535,0.0,0.17214771013797886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182128197618458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726617414823755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611544680312499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922024780034105,0.0,0.15672496897080113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874022873461556,0.0,0.11973707165825888,0.0,0.1619411825842422,0.0,0.17615727583172613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174673589542754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348097324393001,0.0,0.1537936181583464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517288955335127,0.1263292879483533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733828445813643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195300384756062,0.1496805348629132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183549813631847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32233060720835904,0.13532245428384687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232462218512467,0.15516189739410172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348728845043362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930484996620967,0.0,0.2460734282726668,0.09037001495789382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738959211299125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OWWinstonMain,2020/04/04,"Anyone ever start to catch how fast their thoughts spiral out of control? I noticed this just now while I was in the shower. Just kind of needed to get it off my chest more than anything. 

I live on the outskirts of a city, most of my friends live more into the center of the city. My closest friend in the city and his girlfriend are going over to one of her friend’s houses tonight to just hang out. I know the friend and have hung out with her multiple times, but probably not good enough friends to receive an invite from her, and my friend did not invite me to come as well. We have another close friend who also lives into the city, so he and my other friend hang out without me sometimes. There is also a girl who I kind of talked with for a while, and nothing ended up happening. She is friends with the other girls. 

This was my thought process as I was taking a shower:

-I bet they invited friend 2 over to the girl’s house

-I wish they would have invited me

-I know *girl I liked* will be there

(I know girl I liked and second friend have been snapchatting recently)

-I wonder if second friend and girl I like are talking 

-that would explain why they wouldn’t want me there

-I shouldn’t be upset but I really am

-these people don’t really feel like my friends sometimes

-maybe I should move back closer to home with other people I am good friends with 

All of that in the span of like 30 seconds. It’s crazy how anxiety can take something completely hypothetical and probably not even true and all of a sudden you end up in just a bad place.",4.6668722943722925,5.6058333279220784,4.688441558441557,87.57170995670998,69.61688311688312,7.554978354978354,26.35497835497836,7.62386473244151,1.2451238095238095,1227,36,251,13,21,380,157,308,0.064,0.722,0.214,0.9948,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,4,1,17,27,0,1,17,0,25,1,1,3,4,59,43,21,0,9,11,0,1,5,15,6,0,0,3,6,12,23,0,1,8,0,1,7,7,2,1,4,7,1,40,25,45,28,6,42,0,0,0,0,39,22,0,4,18,183,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327733190618625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426610791507106,0.05418087283016185,0.0,0.0,0.049522433463727235,0.0,0.05828287759074718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445999461995522,0.05913585299158512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100940056328366,0.07425858507564312,0.0,0.0794361743771576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545972102389966,0.07318107895323289,0.0,0.04677919418643835,0.06406519835627422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0358112095105852,0.05059733969506769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7660682458570366,0.0,0.037003099480572725,0.0,0.04025143634132215,0.11880917159043425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263024618974386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104317325583563,0.0,0.0,0.16344490579598128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750651855377087,0.11677057762194573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300740125252093,0.0,0.18761911579348894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711531554469604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527568540304973,0.0,0.05251578355848213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795842451914895,0.08063464514022976,0.0,0.0,0.04799280131215892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820216890956482,0.0,0.0739969710263936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272249351365758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074451948987504,0.0,0.06993106784357289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054524486513322284,0.14009532120062582,0.0,0.05013024558055771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650305681386713,0.11385278185694613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245415651034132,0.041298582611106326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177437505193754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368011220351809,0.0,0.06390847759312787,0.0,0.08144516702261657,0.06827269912407243,0.07680660864306682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062398756430148,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morticianshagger,2020/04/04,"If you are feeling alone and anxious, send me a message I don’t know if this is allowed here. But I imagine we’re all feeling especially anxious during these weird times. Maybe some people don’t have someone to talk to. If you don’t, feel free to message me, I’d love to chat with you. Big love and hugs to all of you! M",1.5528431372549036,3.205652911764709,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,78.70588235294117,5.121568627450982,26.03921568627451,5.46131890053228,0.5189039215686275,250,10,56,1,6,82,46,68,0.10300000000000001,0.654,0.243,0.9098,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,2,16,12,6,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,8,5,7,12,3,3,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,4,1,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26536425100256616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789061103781785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886540808586377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081053929830098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624929292020659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574051031168152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762908233426264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709241349540032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059380702790421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940259288309973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sause-filled-puss,2020/04/04,"I think I have anxiety and I don’t know what to do I think I have anxiety. I am ALWAYS worrying about something. Latest/current worry: cancer because my leg ached a bit. I know that may sound stupid but that usually what my worries consist of

I can never concentrate and I’m very irritable. I have trouble sleeping, fast heartbeat, shortness of breath and I always get palpitations. I also start to shake a bit when I’m particularly worried about something. 

I’ve been to a heart clinic so I can confirm that I don’t have any heart issues that may be causing the fast heartbeat and palpitations.

I’ve always known that I’m not exactly mentally well but I’ve never said anything because my parents just pass it off and say that I overthink things. Which is true. I always overthink things. I try to avoid dropping anything just in case someone comes along, trips over it and seriously injures themselves.

What should I do? I can’t go to a doctor because of the virus and my parents will likely just pass it off. I tried telling one of my closest friends but they just said damn and changed the subject.",3.1247272727272737,5.794950390476192,3.97844155844156,83.54064935064937,78.42857142857143,6.103896103896104,30.02164502164502,7.348242739294969,2.053333333333333,882,43,156,12,22,282,112,210,0.198,0.764,0.038,-0.9805,3,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,10,10,2,2,7,0,19,9,5,1,4,32,32,14,0,1,8,2,0,1,1,4,4,4,0,0,15,10,0,1,5,0,0,6,6,6,1,1,3,4,25,4,16,24,2,20,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,2,8,105,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858295134546128,0.3686789798760217,0.0,0.0,0.07532758755640477,0.0,0.16947791905069556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823090012102476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257360012094525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418649087850065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379158864640353,0.11718026657418795,0.09541878627912796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133780733343646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558084205264267,0.0,0.05787289841242861,0.0,0.06295330172432405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625266256815855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561539127431138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121752895858962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054116762637908884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116303868383906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086573442388972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506080717169843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459945700170429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073580114956408,0.0880889711077963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085027503141603,0.0,0.09385529713824167,0.17055274359554776,0.0,0.0,0.07840377294331481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681810542325843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718170143889533,0.14195424294783773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150411495303277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199781177756702,0.09139708020259936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959578295275323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499703771542069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietyfather69,2020/04/04,"Corona is making my anxiety and depression SO bad. My depression gets extremely bad in the winter, and the only thing that gets me through it is looking forward to fun summer activities. Clearly that has been ruined, so I can’t help but feel defeated. I feel like we have transitioned from winter depression to corona depression. In addition, I’m switching antidepressants right now and it makes me feel like complete shit physically. This is all toooo much. Anyways, how is everyone else doing?",5.906744186046512,8.863405430232561,6.439709302325583,68.04002906976747,70.27906976744185,10.346511627906978,34.00581395348837,10.411451182825502,4.658330232558141,401,20,58,13,8,130,61,86,0.292,0.597,0.111,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,5,12,1,0,2,0,9,1,1,3,2,14,18,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,1,4,7,3,6,17,2,8,0,6,1,0,2,4,1,0,7,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382422772757788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017697781218259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947047863760672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225793300281085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095960391757576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267567688073318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741164674623351,0.25819781403183506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882651649011026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112577251193885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657107304036376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517504719787503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412499966420847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328422794291443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743772220576791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432493053131374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185495710787934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005536588014384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sagasujin,2020/04/04,"Problems with grocery shopping All the grocery stores near me have instituted policies limiting the number of people inside. Which has led to huge lines piling up outside. Twice now I've gone to the store and run into a giant line to get in. Twice I've had a panic attack in said line and been unable to go grocery shopping that day.

I'm okay as long as I'm actively focused on the errand I'm doing and moving forwards. The problem is that gorram line makes me stop and then I can't focus and everything falls apart. 

I don't know what to do. I need to eat. There isn't anyone else who can go grocery shopping for me. I live on my own and relatively far away from friends and family. Online delivery services are booked solid near me, with delivery times of ""next month maybe if you're lucky."" Also pretty expensive. I haven't been able to find a place or time that doesn't have long lines either.

Worse yet lingering on the problem isn't helping solve it but just sending me further down the self hatred spiral of ""Why can't I just be a functional adult"" and ""I'm being such a burden on everyone else by asking for any kind of help"".",4.409977876106193,5.5458741902654864,5.3214048672566365,82.06892146017701,70.3716814159292,7.7738938053097355,27.39933628318584,8.07648339933343,1.7616115044247795,901,30,171,12,16,295,143,226,0.11699999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.06,-0.9279,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,1,1,12,1,20,1,0,2,1,29,33,15,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,11,1,2,2,4,6,9,7,6,0,2,5,1,12,4,31,26,3,38,0,0,0,0,9,19,0,3,12,106,19,2,0.14636388548257342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170471463405986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953246115964406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234103185925916,0.14996709716066206,0.0,0.0,0.1368304752539999,0.1665100495129855,0.13751368841536332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943925977541218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497667946327408,0.2445364906342265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985696486511498,0.13154242267392016,0.0,0.13797884518074335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133773939725716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308037485252025,0.0,0.0764690892180485,0.0,0.16636393815362208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620925444135096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241546364857986,0.08043776371493498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924199239180076,0.259054865698406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976990300938147,0.0,0.14704219561055734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682625699927088,0.15556164710087866,0.0,0.1085269665152693,0.0,0.0,0.15565965267279502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172648375296531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147028926176796,0.0,0.15291910836424513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890469030243048,0.0,0.4201514145969663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922557208645164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268945333564854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223667620043876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069191730415315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320706412019437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491573035233012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,postcardmap45,2020/04/04,"I’m supposed to be graduating from Med school right now My networks are full of very successful people. I was once one of them. I’m feeling very agitated today because people are posting about their graduations and their intern matching and how they can’t wait to join the workforce to help with the Covid pandemic. That’s supposed to be me too. I try not to compare myself to the very rich people I went to high school/college with who had tutors for all their exams, had guaranteed housing, didn’t take on student loans, didn’t fuck up their credit, had access to the best doctors, etc. I wish I’d had all those guarantees years ago. But I do compare myself to the classmates who come from my same background (no money) and are now graduating from prestigious Med schools. I’m so happy for them, I just wish I was doing it with them. Wtf went wrong for me? A couple panic attacks? That’s what prevented me from going to Med school? Really?


It’s been an uphill battle over the past 4 years to come to terms with the fact that this may never happen for me. I’m in deep denial. I was starting to find a different but related path in life. I was starting to like myself again. But now I’m spiraling again. I still have big dreams of one day getting a medical degree but I know those are pipe dreams. I don’t know how to handle any of this. I have no real support system and I don’t have insurance to get treatment or get medication. I was being treated for GAD a few years back but it’s been a while. I’m trying not to hate myself for my failure. I’m trying to be forgiving because I have this thing that’s not getting treated. I’m so lost....I can still be a valuable member of society if I don’t work in healthcare. I will love myself hopefully one day soon.


Thanks for listening.",2.7608146067415724,4.7948062471910164,4.161671348314608,85.04031601123596,76.41573033707866,6.809550561797752,25.16994382022472,7.756953410329674,1.4405494382022468,1408,50,273,21,32,465,179,356,0.061,0.769,0.17,0.9904,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,8,3,16,20,4,1,14,0,35,6,0,2,4,40,69,16,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,16,10,0,2,5,2,4,5,12,6,0,3,15,2,38,14,45,47,8,40,0,0,0,2,14,11,1,4,23,191,54,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347893186602495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404106068803089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071357028831484,0.0,0.0724134404230197,0.0,0.1148143165072092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882904879431832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224388649919844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420094465914401,0.0,0.12146795147719265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839103529658176,0.0,0.09639034397140604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502810233813567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047616840663822484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607267310220104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706168116165112,0.19680661068017768,0.0,0.053520846040908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327712172557321,0.10024920919004468,0.0,0.09297661862290947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312236543150294,0.09949924226576537,0.0,0.09353531734459228,0.0,0.10866332278305584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351034522124863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651737368410139,0.046008308413421545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280126119099953,0.0,0.08499506322938638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138158573497965,0.18973934694757413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263224021047854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029147120227352,0.19144275809082145,0.0,0.0,0.11049205495005696,0.0,0.0,0.08989905302044336,0.1958636873920592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901919716770554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718981138262823,0.06032981550633339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042346775727463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381233553773186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333126665572207,0.0,0.15041380834129034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068667237231874,0.0,0.0,0.07080658759957467,0.0,0.0,0.08670210492914664,0.0,0.0,0.06256454361397186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926525936970503,0.0,0.0,0.1918124291120145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310845932430865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745991506698227,0.0,0.0,0.2165892520222208,0.0,0.0,0.06855927045393856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296369963606436,0.0,0.18193351687822756
anxiety,itsallpilingup,2020/04/04,"intense fear of death coronavirus has made my anxiety go off the charts. i’ve been experiencing what a lot of people on this subreddit describe; shortness of breath and chest pain that makes me think i have it which makes the pain worse which makes me even more scared. vicious cycle. 

all of this stuff has made me feel like my death is imminent, like i’m definitely going to get coronavirus and i’m definitely going to die from it. i’m 20 years old, and i am pretty healthy though i have smoked in the past. i recently went to the hospital because of how severe a panic attack was, and they ran a bunch of tests on me and told me my heart was very healthy and there was nothing wrong with my lungs. that was comforting, but now that’s i’ve been out of the hospital for a week or two the comfort has faded back into anxiety again. 

i keep telling myself that it’s not very likely that i’m going to die, but i fear being in that 1%. 

is anyone else experiencing this, and how do you deal with it?",7.056750000000001,5.798247175,7.314,78.24700000000003,64.75,10.8,32.0,9.888512548439397,2.6985,785,24,164,14,10,256,113,200,0.18100000000000002,0.721,0.098,-0.9572,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,8,14,2,4,10,0,16,6,4,7,1,27,36,13,4,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,17,11,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,9,0,1,11,3,18,5,22,24,4,23,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,12,107,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937311959022582,0.0,0.0,0.0885371511916379,0.12973935589533836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405097506669826,0.0,0.09736461721119673,0.0,0.07718768720133849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054187639517595,0.0,0.0,0.2628276006876574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057765582866568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363273568414747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849702429626221,0.06402396346529353,0.0904588890559682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615484708905316,0.0,0.2878491427641574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004785707294566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254758460213156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855835592552558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076496236359009,0.0,0.2396258793097281,0.2535638045135615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149736766882525,0.0,0.13286864598658985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694697896420404,0.14856381042311198,0.0,0.0,0.1208751694968775,0.08778385539617341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288202477436477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250240970325917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267708612763085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304698761481158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495206733860502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067333994718284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113436075840064,0.124405619198215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209928903247225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369144135259927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895306891663792,0.0,0.0,0.10156865077022303,0.0,0.0,0.11738000135789188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903878819143205,0.0,0.1384414432341646,0.0,0.08154051294555123
anxiety,alittlerosy,2020/04/04,"Has anyone experienced this? Not sure if this is exactly the place for this post but figured I’d give it a try. I sometimes get this feeling that’s hard to describe, the best thing I can think of is that is feels like I’m claustrophobic in my own skin. I feel very antsy and like I wish I could just take off my skin and exist outside of my body. It first started a few years ago and would happen mostly when I was trying to go to sleep but sometime it just happens randomly (it’s been especially bad all week). 

When I google most places say it may be anxiety, but when it happens I’m usually not feeling particularly stressed. Has anyone experienced this, does is sound like anxiety? I’ve had some issues with anxiety but never anything too intense like panic attacks or anything. If you have experienced this how do you handle it?",3.2461111111111123,5.523467685185183,4.428172839506175,82.55077777777781,75.85185185185185,7.282962962962964,27.46666666666667,8.238735603445708,1.9824266666666668,663,27,126,12,15,217,104,162,0.132,0.706,0.162,0.8220000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,7,10,1,2,4,0,16,4,4,1,4,34,32,14,0,5,11,0,7,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,16,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,12,12,6,9,25,7,16,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,8,14,85,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484230399327805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29732666025614346,0.0,0.0,0.18117512669932764,0.0,0.21322473459708466,0.0,0.0,0.1473870195031511,0.0,0.0,0.10817264933144584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595952189731889,0.0,0.0,0.1439059144707949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343877729723007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337407189307185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262026720681594,0.09255380631302353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110199045842544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768691245323162,0.12428054280128414,0.07362884423188135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436940189020017,0.0,0.11605544211540032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522130534505636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531752634070805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992046643998057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200436660810676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707138899160293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407745999568852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030269891267132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964812662392527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25626555273275603,0.0,0.0916993871189542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840431519080965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210364322964333,0.0,0.09740890876379908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607029553813328,0.0830133333421537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759180893619483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268604876891086,0.10689608324206146,0.0,0.0,0.1039208565235207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898135473470211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920318450693002,0.0,0.0,0.08342889151731424
anxiety,cladius_galen,2020/04/05,Ideas to relive my anxiety? I’m in KY. We aren’t locked down but there is literally nothings open. I am still getting paid but I can’t go into my office. It’s disrupted my routine badly. I’m a big gamer but I can only play so many games. Any ideas on relieving anxiety?,-0.8280701754385973,1.2932844385964906,2.6133333333333333,87.60666666666668,99.35087719298248,6.042105263157895,20.36842105263158,7.3871296695380915,1.1774421052631578,211,8,44,5,9,76,45,57,0.138,0.7509999999999999,0.111,-0.1431,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,5,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934394308024708,0.0,0.4352152147472604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750838270611765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486162094253548,0.0,0.1616625627837996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422310597847847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883931351360223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729426343287145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163411546846592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271664550662969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chorizoye,2020/04/05,Actually bad for relationships? I always knew I had some form of anxiety but I didn’t realize how bad it actually was until yesterday. I feel like I always tried to stuff it away in a box. I would acknowledge it by telling people I have it if they ever asked but I would subconsciously try to ignore it when it was happening. It got pretty bad yesterday and I feel like anxiety really ruins relationships and controls your life I feel like I’m never anxious/get a break from my thoughts and worries.,2.607698863636365,5.369614447916668,4.89905303030303,75.4830681818182,81.60416666666666,8.907575757575756,26.43560606060606,9.339509955726095,3.0828458333333333,401,17,71,13,11,139,62,96,0.24100000000000002,0.63,0.128,-0.907,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,3,8,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,2,21,16,9,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,3,13,3,9,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,9,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.2869269134831421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446531443587449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249290469940687,0.16608281619138485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743728634955424,0.0,0.13812352940119738,0.0,0.3682490802134294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648875522503773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298165255599936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300253224520072,0.3150782961836445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680821171044874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757970601324128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000308829115725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383961194584156,0.21546934104568435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338546939678575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192028621806623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956504771248744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418027627929647,0.0,0.0,0.3156738341999464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682946838502041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284958200254431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167118806561194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962431970502814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929881231103367,0.0,0.2088675988898216,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vdr89,2020/04/05,"I run a YouTube channel & it’s helped me with my Generalized Anxiety Disorder Hi everyone. I wanted to let you guys know that I faced my fear, and now I’m going after my dreams. I created a YouTube channel in the summer that includes all types of self help and motivational topics, but I also have content for anxiety sufferers like myself. I believe some of my content can help. Check out my channel if you’d like :)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYoaTUgZB2zrdT-OjtIXepg",7.74711382113821,9.927712573170735,7.15219512195122,68.1267479674797,63.512195121951216,9.856910569105693,35.61788617886179,10.125756701596842,4.028115447154471,389,18,59,9,6,121,60,82,0.131,0.6579999999999999,0.21100000000000002,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,1,1,12,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,4,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,2,8,6,2,7,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,5,40,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848042222561773,0.0,0.25536895210382565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36060290671530937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26554081325063256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27012003331277923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252109565513346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652156702515138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394750015975007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333691824022689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739321411655661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952852027471207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410079889193236,0.0,0.2302914977781267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458750472254752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390154890745711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sudd_b,2020/04/05,"My life feels over So recently my anxiety has been through the roof and the only thing that has made me feel better is being next to my Significant other...
Well as Covid-19 has taken over our nation and the entire world... my significant other lost his job and I got my hours severely cut (I went from 45+ hours a week to less that 20) well on top of this... my significant other broke the news to me he doesn’t love me anymore, that he fell out of love a long time ago... and well I’ve now had to move out during or state wide stay in orders (Michigan) and with no saving or anything  I’ve had to move to my aunts place...
On top of all this I just found out my job might being laid off... and my now ex is being mobilized to go help with the Covid-19 pandemic as he is a army reservists... 
I’ve never been so lost... so alone... so terrified... and so scared for someone who I love that doesn’t love me.... 

This world keeps throwing fast balls at me and they just keep hitting me and no matter how hard I try to stand up ... I keep getting hit again... I just want it to be all over... my anxiety is so overwhelming right now that I can’t even do anything... I feel paralyzed... 

What do I do.....",2.75933515482696,3.752698303278688,4.011420765027324,90.4466029143898,74.1639344262295,7.38943533697632,23.39162112932605,7.793537801064563,0.8447265938069211,902,24,207,12,18,296,131,244,0.09,0.76,0.15,0.9313,2,1,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,0,1,5,18,15,1,2,8,0,22,5,0,2,3,36,44,20,0,1,5,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,14,0,3,4,1,0,6,6,6,3,0,11,4,29,9,31,26,3,44,0,4,0,4,14,20,0,3,14,140,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218579678165106,0.0,0.0,0.11939184606170072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637264681651132,0.0,0.11432346322364592,0.0,0.0,0.1897257251094031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195283101465936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613914157924655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748620170871378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126394899100996,0.0,0.0,0.0602272929070474,0.0,0.065514377997739,0.0,0.09219726948831776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326523773071558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726751004328368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270485634108603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878857966197494,0.30738955535738466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142330858570904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201620965384298,0.0,0.0,0.2516761666720909,0.0,0.4161667172522355,0.10907755558612643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229031096775125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450416758157502,0.0,0.0,0.08890846075816518,0.0,0.12259802740165207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767308856431433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043956616609156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138217869702703,0.0,0.0,0.09844563111935582,0.0,0.0,0.1154120390285098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302298047934517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767353332365508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228695732004216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658468545973382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721874292911252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826527988679405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799315618365476,0.0,0.09246797701576216,0.0,0.3109426634962174,0.10686261149836718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WeenieHutJr,2020/04/05,"Here Comes a Thought - a song that never fails to calm me ! [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHg50mdODFM](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHg50mdODFM)

I've been in the heat of the most intense type of anxiety attack, and this song has brought me down to earth. 

maybe it can help some of you too! 

take a moment to think of just - flexibility love and trust! <3",8.048273809523813,12.003345375,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,68.46428571428572,5.8761904761904775,20.047619047619047,7.1686216300943375,0.2505333333333333,295,6,49,3,6,76,45,56,0.1,0.637,0.263,0.9,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,2,3,3,9,6,2,6,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28718697476487964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270821077490076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233817446040549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516288421983156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388214178410565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377148952949541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895386822958212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28226096306591403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405470271028853,0.0,0.2980329341424228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stormbolt14,2020/04/05,"anxiety surrounding meals? i keep getting bad anxiety whenever i eat. i’ve never had an eating disorder or any problems surrounding weight or food, but i have noticed that this problem started when i was in a toxic relationship. it stopped being a problem when we broke up, but it’s flared up again and won’t go away. does anyone have any ideas as to why this is happening?",5.505070422535212,6.877210774647892,6.401521126760564,74.45861971830986,68.01408450704224,10.187042253521126,35.32676056338028,10.355215969177356,4.0247329577464805,299,15,52,8,5,99,55,71,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.9658,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,0,1,13,12,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,6,8,0,13,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,6,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963390121242276,0.0,0.26957358007164955,0.0,0.0,0.1231979016333349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655386656832916,0.0,0.1471133886261237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193188427814654,0.0,0.15418725529617788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36057785421742256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213052685860587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205331586290348,0.0,0.10013426538521766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580645718888475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988999007306463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660800093816907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358905277992042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005963436247752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057773183077447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891648205455382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470996742137168,0.0,0.0,0.14730483008357834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145550140573622,0.0,0.0,0.1589863378143812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dakon_19,2020/04/05,"TW Anxiety is taking over my life This is hard to express I graduated from high school in 2018 and I didn’t enter to the university until this year, so last year I experienced  the worst crippling anxiety, i really had the worst time where life was nothing but meaningless. My parents argued for everything all the time, I relapsed with self harming and my sister had a suicide attempt…. but well here I am now and I’m so proud of being alive. 
I’m studying music at the university and I just can say that music has saved my life. I made a lot of friends and I was really starting to enjoy life. But now with this coronavirus thing I think all my progress is now worthless, my anxiety is so hard to deal with, at the point that I’m suffocating and have these negative thoughts of doing self harm again and i don’t want to. Sometimes I just wish that I’d never had to experience  anxiety because is something I’m gonna have to deal with the rest of my life. And I’m tired of always fighting and things are always the same. I feel so desperate, I wish with all my heart that my life is surrounded with happiness and peacefulness because I have the will to keep living, but anxiety is really trying so hard to take over my head, my feelings and my actions and I don’t know what to do, under quarantine there’s not much I can do. I even try to do some activities, watch Netflix, focus on online classes and I can’t seem to function while I focus on something that can relieve my anxiety. And I’m tired, I’m sad and wondering if it’s worth all this battle and effort that I’m putting to keep living",5.6423230490018135,5.753594730407528,6.6049166804157755,77.6124929879558,67.21316614420063,9.975977561458508,32.4634548754331,9.811843763644266,3.0000369905956115,1265,50,248,26,19,423,153,319,0.193,0.66,0.147,-0.9159999999999999,1,1,2,0,2,1,22.0,0,0,0,3,16,16,3,0,11,0,31,10,2,1,5,52,56,28,1,4,8,2,5,0,1,2,8,1,0,2,15,22,0,2,7,1,1,3,7,9,1,0,8,8,33,7,35,45,11,28,0,2,1,0,11,12,0,5,13,177,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467564037819964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266167656416901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331701573352942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916447609418733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138940269474941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353311816821272,0.0909182028891332,0.0,0.0,0.09399173285754016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180920134394131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989418529034128,0.2497818256916575,0.0,0.09538855055074227,0.0,0.0,0.11014046408960493,0.0,0.09820166634529444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165227860524746,0.0,0.0,0.05108023012654001,0.07576271198456627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938994984048574,0.0,0.0,0.1641445611735715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901865269935418,0.0,0.08794695928986979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832538823304997,0.0,0.07168503856551281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918338936492927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032046027135616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878632203070881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343555910184298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862915168343618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391372310369834,0.0,0.09406546571296467,0.0,0.08461378440603619,0.19392414841170916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431074526829349,0.09192514149088096,0.0,0.06578706381444513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166692125417093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976638881188186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234972708759779,0.05955550663545538,0.0,0.0737880762887649,0.10839414242712987,0.2136535811025506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620732738329926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482146447764928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356886260434837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137646978682688,0.0,0.10079506305335628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970727357420888
anxiety,avery_goodvibes,2020/04/05,"Sensory Overload First post. When I sit in my living room wanting to have a quiet chill time, most of my family just makes all the noises and talks and eats loud and it drives me insane. All I want to do is scream. Everything annoys me. Does anyone experience this and do you have any coping skills or strategies?",4.038,6.0369734666666695,4.626666666666669,83.265,72.66666666666666,7.466666666666668,22.0,8.238735603445708,1.2113999999999998,248,6,46,4,5,79,50,60,0.16699999999999998,0.812,0.02,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,2,12,8,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,7,0,4,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827080441479875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414771403854904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26801469682354084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31338570783210834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752513689079441,0.29958608456935515,0.2887195267072321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605089803036152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043773866334786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044343659456756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29331735438366685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461643266122284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858567200011258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612862412875507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beatrice420,2020/04/05,"Some give me advice Hi, so a bit of a long story, but I hope that’s okay. I just got a major anxiety attack and I can’t sit still. I keep swaying back and forth even while writing this. It’s currently 1 AM where I am at and I don’t know if it’s quarantine,the fact that it’s night and I can’t sleep or because of my mom talking about a lit of hard stuff recently. So, my mom has found out that me being home=her telling me conspiracy theories and right now I’m scared and uncomfortable. Like I feel like I an sweating and... I don’t know. I don’t want this. This has happened twice before now. The feeling is that everything is scary. Everything! Please tell me what to do! I sound desperate beacuse I am. Am not using a throwaway even though I should. This is going to get better though, right?",-0.14831790963527425,2.130857437125752,1.9968018508437704,94.26675421883509,91.39520958083831,5.43157321720196,19.566956995100707,6.980632752743323,0.38443952095808376,620,20,139,10,22,207,101,167,0.163,0.7020000000000001,0.135,-0.7772,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,1,7,1,17,2,2,1,1,26,32,15,0,4,5,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,5,20,5,8,28,3,16,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,4,11,91,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141536298975196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070778438399186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463599694118156,0.0,0.11127811397277834,0.0,0.08821788139991739,0.0,0.12314314713043792,0.0,0.0,0.1279900510315619,0.1579930195143287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911678669290877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601238539093727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634609794697845,0.10338555067069438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586742557814754,0.0,0.0,0.07560843790161602,0.138825326229242,0.08224576502467089,0.0,0.11574306578189805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279723900503612,0.0,0.1296376266887602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516252500058022,0.14373621310005824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286307419003201,0.0,0.0,0.1590648907938106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414024180432653,0.0,0.0,0.1280696156221936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33898060906454713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580670302311326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588553426615843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289015986945755,0.0,0.0,0.24717433003874045,0.0,0.0,0.14488653839138266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482108838512833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557084437574194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656658561590916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163177018654426,0.25297733178936377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843666019240723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498865691312945,0.0,0.0,0.08535758588686611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chloroplasty,2020/04/05,"Anxiety when stomach is full? When I first started experiencing severe anxiety, my appetite became non-existent. I always had an upset stomach and the thought of eating anything was extremely unappetizing so for a while I had to force myself to eat. The feeling of an upset stomach became synonymous with anxiety for me. Over time my appetite returned and I'm now able to eat the things I usually do but now I get anxiety after I've finished eating. The feeling of a full stomach is almost identical to the feeling of my stomach when I am anxious so whenever I feel full, I become really anxious. It really really sucks to have to deal with anxiety after every meal. Does anyone relate to this? If anyone has any advice or suggestions please leave them below :/",6.25755395683453,7.958879539568348,7.828122302158272,63.696284172661905,66.55395683453237,10.452086330935252,36.20215827338129,10.577609850970193,4.661526043165468,612,31,87,17,10,212,82,139,0.18899999999999997,0.758,0.053,-0.9405,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,1,2,9,0,9,10,5,0,0,13,18,11,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,5,14,0,19,14,3,19,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,14,71,17,0,0.12649067412507253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360522280697295,0.0,0.0,0.12666213859623876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525037382869573,0.0,0.0,0.08601799595508809,0.0,0.48382509742740204,0.2857969152447723,0.0,0.17689044080582994,0.0,0.10409104710101573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969901170359306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040633083608744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069284133246178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177261522454522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657384844841444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558299418285725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759290279299588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660861565203045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339353600869223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388487757527878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430994944700326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289845762238615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953075018965312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403478333587915,0.0,0.0,0.10041946610989966,0.07375772929338556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931160708093193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,markhyuck-nation,2020/04/05,"I think my brother has severe anger issues from anxiety My brother had an angry meltdown a couple of days ago towards my parents that I am too embarrassed to detail. Usually after these meltdowns, he seems to fall into a depression where he just eats and sleeps. I am very worried about him these days. His meltdowns involve very violent anger, albeit not physical violence. 

I'm very scared that if I don't intervene now this will only get worse in the future. I feel like he needs to go to the doctor and receive medication. I really think if his anxiety gets treated, he'll be happier and function better. I just don't know how to talk to him about this. We used to have a great relationship when we were younger, but as he got angrier and angrier and more silent, our relationship has become awkward. I am actually afraid to talk to him and afraid that he will just brush me off",5.943506493506494,6.901309238095244,6.6616017316017375,74.50461038961042,66.73809523809524,10.15670995670996,33.12987012987013,10.230975488527342,3.5196714285714297,704,30,125,17,11,232,107,168,0.195,0.746,0.059000000000000004,-0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,1,10,13,3,5,6,0,13,4,1,2,0,24,26,12,0,3,7,3,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,5,0,0,3,3,9,0,0,3,2,20,4,19,19,1,16,0,1,0,0,23,5,0,3,9,84,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.1465178173347612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330926265678606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971782340449676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658210429292789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278919862771765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613026910544412,0.0,0.19365950599203344,0.0,0.12931786444875135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367762581728936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363367548235748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591676427990714,0.10726212164616926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568869423448127,0.0,0.08532967320605606,0.0,0.12008299729565232,0.16553308329840655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671018492768693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251461425352075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335223958679589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512531813958253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132906192977007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419044528541104,0.0,0.0,0.16671592827599171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618538985355966,0.0,0.0,0.32239458205714033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031924098687469,0.0,0.0,0.13668446213923846,0.0,0.16961874666805524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502513368504935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413583601606821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241102260204196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967526346994268,0.16536119831204146,0.3716508636748189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524774085841902,0.15300844771042948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,siiouxsiie,2020/04/05,"i hate going to work now. i work in a phone store. i’m pretty anxious here anyway because of people.

we closed for two weeks, but then we reopened last wednesday. apparently we’re essential for business lines. okay, fine.

but the amount of people who came in today?? i live in a large city. we have a stay at home order. why do people still feel the need to get new phones and new watches?? 

we don’t even have anything in stock and mostly everything is backordered. they’d have to wait for it anyway!

people who come in with defective sim cards/connectivity issues, fine.

but people who want new devices just because? i can’t stand them. i want to cry just being around them. you shouldn’t be out.

im sorry if i sound whiny.",1.3212754303599397,3.9266923169014127,2.5275117370892017,90.99256651017215,87.09859154929579,4.845696400625979,18.45226917057903,6.42735559955562,0.05254334898278579,567,15,112,6,18,181,95,142,0.10400000000000001,0.813,0.084,-0.7005,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,1,3,2,9,5,1,0,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,25,22,7,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,12,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,1,3,14,3,18,17,2,25,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,2,10,68,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645927257405312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198937305034861,0.12969852992225347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776273942137925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663509826521927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550246198679146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003799429290128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962294988305361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309403536152433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736672532233997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611909055124948,0.0,0.082801245590023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384264080655826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614293975422832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737449816218996,0.15206666123425866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876003812202955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865045239185915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803023909271853,0.0,0.4221364573917173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050293010914395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822315422531882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309248096517584,0.0,0.15529039604803285,0.1163513995563376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810085621738152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423218469851326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718681668258496,0.0,0.11686692155360096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146615448951318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121339033389116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnakinsLightsaber,2020/04/05,"Life is going well and I'm afraid something bad will happen With the exception of covid19, everything in life is going pretty well for me. My hard work has paid off. I am terrified something truly bad will happen to me and mess it up. I shared some of my concerns with relevant people and they told me I had nothing to worry about but I still worry. Sometimes I feel terrified. I just want to live my life peacefully as I always have. Usually, when I know something bad could potentially happen my mind thinks of the worst case scenario and I do everything I can to prepare for that. This hasn't happened often but right now there are several bad things I keep thinking could happen and I am trying to prepare for them. How normal is this? Do any of you deal with it? What should I do?",2.4990931372549032,5.008809346405228,3.5642116013071887,86.54082720588234,79.71895424836602,6.43937908496732,23.94158496732026,7.645422480735847,1.352934967320261,622,22,117,10,16,200,92,153,0.182,0.7020000000000001,0.115,-0.9471,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,1,10,10,0,1,2,0,19,3,0,1,0,26,35,10,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,7,2,0,3,2,23,3,21,27,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,90,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969283505016806,0.0,0.0,0.07921665413708721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890544824173284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601430311625172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009525556166893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093859727752709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890044227002944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324069996466907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150550973384951,0.0,0.10435144706859742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354095795838454,0.0,0.0,0.06401942073497435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468393119334606,0.0,0.0,0.1028621023935901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176208899362128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141346881189588,0.11177453414325844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075894754322392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185114003376052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099481144774729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159964456863385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269037243986272,0.11521080258738027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302842976678752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739025180822792,0.1492831581586312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131042762634516,0.0,0.07908852379455182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829640208281545,0.0,0.0687083513721008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209475570574272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480552878250061,0.23660088485024594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,__dildo_baggins__,2020/04/05,"My anxiety won't let me get anything done. Struggling with school assignments. I'm feeling very anxious ever since this quarantine started. I haven't left my house in LITERALLY 26 days now. Not even once. Firstly, I am way too paranoid even if the probability of me getting infected by going for a 30-minute walk is very low.

On top of that, I can't even seem to attend my online classes because it just seems so scary to be seen or heard at this point. 

I have a few short assignments due that is so easy but I can't even put my words together to write a paragraph or two. 

How do I get out of this feeling? I want to get all of it done but I can't find the courage to do anything. I have an assignment due in an hour and I'm panicking when I start to write.",2.027142857142856,3.84435157324841,3.589940855323025,89.2983598726115,77.85350318471338,7.033484986351231,27.13785259326661,7.957251820313856,1.5901559599636037,595,25,130,10,14,197,99,157,0.132,0.812,0.055,-0.8931,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,12,3,0,1,7,0,16,1,0,1,2,22,32,10,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,4,4,16,1,18,25,2,25,0,1,1,0,3,10,0,5,10,87,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126448702917606,0.16634914465326656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24234630575332736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976145501421966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496324494955152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013731352140254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890255720318331,0.13319490037895845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489067576654203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458266546631814,0.12524968882220505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077255218422274,0.0,0.08368484280307133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501033146004033,0.1699052567033216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998616871613144,0.1505717959868164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681508464264604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919763851785855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587590285450632,0.0,0.0,0.14802563729300425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902356922002075,0.0,0.2680994148453556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180566554520633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844680848229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393633672510346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438406065938299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429912357228744,0.08685111208886384,0.11687918269655323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dans-le-nuit,2020/04/05,"Derealization? So the other day I was sitting on my phone and I started getting extremely anxious, my hands started to seem small and I felt like I was sinking behind my body. This feeling freaked me out but I snapped out of it after only a short time. I think me looking around my room in confusion and panic ended up grounding me. The feeling still left me very freaked out and I had a panic attack. (The typical hyperventilating, feeling hot, and then crying uncontrollably)

I experience panic attacks frequently and so I thought this out of body feeling was a seperate thing but after looking up what I felt I found it may be something called derealization, which is another symptom of an anxiety attack, but I won't self diagnose. I've never had a symptom like that before.

Due to the current pandemic and my parents consistently ignoring my mental health I do not have a therapist and have never formally been diagnosed by someone. I've only been told by the school therapist I seem to have anxiety, some depression problems, and what I feel are definitely panic attacks. I'm NOT coming here for a diagnosis, I just want to know if anyone else has had a similar experience, and what are ways I can help myself when I feel like this.

I'm not very good at grounding myself and anxiety attacks themselves scare me, so trying to calm myself down while experiencing them is hard. They're also usually the only ways my anxiety gets fully released, so even wanting to stop them when I'm alone is hard once they come on. Especially cause afterwards I feel emotionally numb and calm. I really just want to stop the sinking into myself feeling. Is using typical grounding techniques the best way to stop this feeling when it happens?",5.122767846711064,7.498552567823348,6.3352611286365255,70.55347937843206,70.6403785488959,8.98651711648557,34.138217081434746,9.53975657930432,3.8093136815048494,1392,71,219,34,27,466,165,317,0.257,0.634,0.109,-0.9957,2,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,1,14,25,5,7,16,0,23,9,3,2,2,61,57,26,0,5,9,1,15,3,0,2,6,0,1,1,14,20,0,4,17,0,0,2,6,18,0,0,13,18,39,7,30,41,2,49,0,1,2,0,9,20,0,6,26,160,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498485102926435,0.0,0.057898474462463226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591800195485457,0.2215440515148487,0.08179170382339633,0.0,0.05062395628444457,0.07418263850619501,0.0,0.06445159528164106,0.0,0.4118288292743769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061607302240237076,0.0,0.0759796227923311,0.0,0.0,0.16084077005410646,0.0,0.0,0.07392877650797354,0.0,0.0,0.07437502690098033,0.0,0.12473285382141178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952830339738394,0.04669218841618991,0.0,0.06235825152490885,0.14696951200549796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604811402959221,0.08144056555248785,0.06412515488788025,0.0,0.0,0.047819699394423966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164272466561892,0.0,0.0,0.3294697938210838,0.05172277155379343,0.13903123744537124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938316553920345,0.0,0.0,0.0756523118705597,0.0,0.0,0.060725916398985225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402332485369276,0.0,0.12971285264719984,0.0,0.0,0.07695810766921511,0.0,0.0,0.04852837878898009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978929819198354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866311158223788,0.0,0.0,0.1061133531449906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121595994524872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729624493588134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116791121857161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710393092111557,0.0,0.16519101686072785,0.0,0.3397844969297119,0.08039193836798109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692772861448013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046381470642725284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248530648453208,0.07327294445520302,0.0,0.13182098399101438,0.07552927765463285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061344518803999076,0.05573726952864623,0.0,0.0,0.10249057581782334,0.0,0.05781895383974516,0.18158961751230465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050321641636974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812460109121374,0.048099526221861366,0.04639117338787333,0.0,0.05747773185816241,0.042217183092295,0.0,0.0,0.06918156624747886,0.0,0.0491550348425137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253059258662685,0.07973867524613439,0.11947561993993185,0.12811067561865194,0.17240390711049056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sid__heart,2020/04/05,"Death anxiety in the time of Covid-19 I first got anxiety when I was 17 years old (I'm 24 now). The first instances of my anxiety were all death related. What if I die now, what if my mother dies, what if my friend dies.
And at the time of my anxiety, it seemed like everything surrounding me was all about death. 
I know how scary death anxiety is when it strikes without a warning.

Any kid who got his first symptoms of anxiety at a time like this when the world is going through a pandemic and death seems to be everywhere. 
Please don't be scared. Tell your loved ones/most trusted ones what's going on in your head. 

Power to you. Love.",2.4049737532808417,4.552567181102365,3.217814960629924,90.84252296587928,77.97637795275591,7.697900262467193,25.543963254593177,8.59863814320734,1.7558719160104994,500,19,107,11,12,158,76,127,0.248,0.5870000000000001,0.165,-0.9034,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,4,7,7,0,1,7,0,8,4,1,1,2,12,18,9,8,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,5,0,13,6,14,11,2,22,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,5,15,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864407088364525,0.0,0.5834432747723155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957674326315607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424032044942715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32436491968683073,0.0,0.0,0.09820663172455367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448167533762873,0.0,0.2033266034775864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304538705256899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985758446770153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420127802054247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944758984981645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338295461045369,0.0,0.08613457019182365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953111164565174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726156656441406,0.0,0.0,0.2314364902677052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321183286865004,0.0,0.0,0.11110173486867844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223605769291453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253170129908253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185614037360832
anxiety,Noclue55,2020/04/05,"Caffiene is triggering my anxiety, but without the energy from caffiene, I dont get stuff done\trigger my depression and anxiety. Any alternatives to caffiene? As mentioned in the title I'm looking for an energy alternative to caffiene. It's how I start my day and keep my energy up throughout the day, but I've found the anxiety that happens during this energy to be problematic.

I'm working on sleep regulating so that I have a better sleep schedule, but I still find a lack of energy in the morning and day. And the lack of energy is demotivating and makes it harder to get things done\not nap. And not getting things done only increases my anxiety and depression.

Does anyone have any alternatives to caffiene in the morning? For me it's just so easy to do when I'm sleepy in the morning to make a coffee or tea to get the energy I need. Things like working out in the morning are difficult to do because the low motivation\energy.

Should I instead look into ways to manage the caffiene anxiety, like dancing or other excercise then use the rest of the energy time to do the things I need to?",6.659193427931293,7.506933582524272,7.488058252427184,69.60066840926063,65.11650485436894,11.387005227781927,36.234503360716964,11.20814326018867,4.4323895444361465,882,42,153,26,13,295,103,206,0.22899999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.068,-0.9845,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,19,0,12,3,2,5,0,30,30,18,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,1,2,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,2,13,3,29,26,4,22,0,3,2,0,1,10,0,2,11,109,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141882225931384,0.0,0.4539659203813929,0.0,0.0,0.08298683986638195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234886317461325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104966641035237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296247141175683,0.0,0.20444527111111208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386145295545078,0.3643658135997735,0.13909714545186547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847532326603794,0.0,0.0,0.13013123687278094,0.0,0.0,0.24803064602253674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049521569885546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549208162920093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596633282536804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932988384650746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584454176042724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600584687816034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026477758580044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375400755970554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400537638166046,0.0,0.09478145557373252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586515760477672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153943684523109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920578457370663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250515081396126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420609320040517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440745442376025,0.0,0.17280720482665085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Capucccccccino,2020/04/05,"My anxiety is telling me that all my friends hate me I always feel like I’m a burden to my friends or that they prefer being with other people. Every time I see them doing something without me I’m convinced that it’s because they hate me and that I’m annoying and ‘not as good’ as their other friends. This also happens when they don’t reply to a message I sent them. 

I’ve had quite a few toxic friendships in the past, notably my best friends of 6 years telling me she didn’t want to hang out with me anymore because I wasn’t cool enough and that she never considered me her best friend. This probably contributes to these feelings and I do realise, when I’m out of this mental state that it’s ridiculous and that they wouldn’t be my friends if they hated me. However I keep falling back into the same patterns.

Lately this has been much worse as normally the one thing that helps me with these feelings is actually seeing my friends and having a good time with them, but I cannot do that right now. 

Has anyone had similar experiences/ could give me some tips on how to deal with these thoughts? I’m tired of feeling horrible for days on end with no ‘valid reason’ to do so...",6.408376432078555,6.031815565957452,6.373191489361704,81.56692307692309,65.68085106382978,9.103109656301148,33.82160392798691,8.384062270229773,2.507121112929624,938,37,186,11,13,297,133,235,0.126,0.7440000000000001,0.13,-0.4583,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,9,3,7,20,5,0,7,1,20,1,0,2,2,37,40,17,0,6,5,0,4,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,21,15,0,1,7,0,0,3,9,6,0,1,7,7,35,14,26,29,8,23,0,0,2,0,26,7,0,3,13,137,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.10398972832537227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521807482215799,0.08866862193918497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152009933628049,0.0,0.10568146758215743,0.0745110494619052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194006370455861,0.0,0.1299191469682661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236617541373731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508156712111753,0.0,0.0,0.06872406299134617,0.10986136416200326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438283647284484,0.11010765449468138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978358872203884,0.0,0.0,0.10423867313114273,0.0,0.0,0.21552501494808696,0.07612834461015316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5763100171567429,0.0,0.0,0.10222455853100586,0.0,0.17875931051302074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423295757615373,0.0,0.0,0.3156255251162097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142666629875467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471773747221524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020725730542715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206110495940903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739003965809753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833577418229612,0.0,0.08218764852331861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440872519326816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220957740303499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172606201890827,0.07387709117976206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489250903306855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334244494564576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956410347870203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100388039673524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983319517679288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820370976812933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628082326863124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079545812804386,0.0,0.0,0.08459880332896137,0.12427502109308185,0.12247803572956867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285338397223478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027225462387175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859639597647454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862282230071258
anxiety,watonsoto,2020/04/05,"Does anyone else feels too much their brain/head? I continuously feel from tiny itches arround my head to ""sudden vein blood bursts"" below my headskin. Or sometimes pulsations on my ears or that feeling when you put your finger front of your nose, but there's isnt any finger. When this happens I start to think that I might a have a tumor, brain cancer, or something else, that's the worse part, because of corona I could not get propper medical attention and I or my family may even get the virus.",6.1695087719298245,6.902113547368423,5.987105263157897,80.33890350877195,66.15789473684211,8.438596491228072,28.464912280701753,8.344100000000001,1.9163333333333328,397,12,73,5,6,124,71,95,0.14400000000000002,0.843,0.013000000000000001,-0.9371,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,5,11,9,0,0,15,13,8,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,7,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,6,5,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488761109519997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284116441712465,0.1881700933450906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195072000730807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100260194099069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466287752164162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607124691276122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30683033238702545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129842615440925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312792385047768,0.0,0.2785753428120686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189803535049935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624001957408991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769536938643307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500703702019256,0.0,0.1948225570534244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350031389011511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887396018906303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461795958930535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138196512287676,0.18163354744317994,0.0,0.12998770067352994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767485765628855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715401083621064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JHenryyy1982,2020/04/05,"I am the black sheep of my family, raised by a narcissist, and feeling pretty anxious lately. Grateful to have found such communities! Wanted to say thanks and share a couple resources  

Until recently I've been the person that just browses the /r and reads people's stories and responses and such since I am wary of sharing much information online. I wanted to pop in though and say hello and thank you all for being here. I've gained so much hope from reading some of these posts and I know there are a lot of other people out there struggling with anxiety and similar family issues to mine so I know none of us are truly alone.

One other thing I wanted to contribute is that I spend a lot of time on YouTube (especially these days...) and I recently found a couple of channels that talk about this sort of thing and have some helpful and encouraging things to say.

One is a fellow that has been making videos about being the black sheep of the family and having to go no-contact and whatnot. He seems like he's just trying to talk about his experiences a bit and how hes tried to cope with them and move on with his life, giving advice to other people like us. He's got a video on there about why he's single too, and he just posted a new video about how the current tough times have been affecting him. Overall it's been very helpful for me and I think it would be helpful with anyone struggling with anxiety and/or family issues. Here's the channel for anyone interested, it's called [The Black Sheep Diaries](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgznGJOZpwiWfbjJPpoRKEg)

The other is a nice lady with a channel called [Daylight out of Darkness](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9froCZivpmO7ayjhqTWSpQ) who has more videos and talks about the same kind of stuff, but a bit more about different family scenarios regarding narcissists specifically, less of a personal touch and less about anxiety specifically but I liked her videos as well.

Anyway, be safe out there fam and remember that none of us are alone!",9.201612203585887,8.936446706043961,8.155205320994796,70.7161104684789,59.96153846153846,11.17964141122036,33.443609022556394,10.5429385540328,3.429656043956044,1627,52,273,32,19,502,180,364,0.043,0.828,0.129,0.9769,2,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,3,1,1,1,27,17,0,2,23,0,24,1,0,4,1,61,41,30,0,5,5,0,2,3,1,1,1,3,0,2,20,30,0,1,9,10,1,2,2,3,1,2,7,8,23,14,51,29,17,20,0,0,3,0,36,7,0,7,12,199,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847054988938466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633808180124365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429328753220725,0.09071882476588193,0.0,0.11229857319124603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533878721326893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639954031441623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777060975551234,0.0,0.0517883875852482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389888870085982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855112999019549,0.3785096545069534,0.0,0.04060329280099982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609481517738015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703335378470354,0.04563768936495776,0.0,0.06422514375928833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147496454049365,0.0,0.0,0.07975837591136906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762962920962585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362256462078654,0.08826416865040168,0.0,0.0905845749061289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671994114681104,0.11769505022252537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365404124277727,0.0,0.0,0.05360245779421157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853487144664171,0.11806296829842786,0.0,0.0,0.07755653261327372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882993289806668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670146640851259,0.1402338700698193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381495215768426,0.08169638295929707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064820870009408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857781193901788,0.0,0.09096693503573752,0.0,0.0,0.19157901125667348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310426478563113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642695308785411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789895235800034,0.09192700535402007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363201778675704,0.0,0.1478632729019258,0.0,0.0,0.1600479860426189,0.051454518398897565,0.07889667413566225,0.0,0.09364991939350044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904008068757833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28978160344363235,0.0,0.0,0.06625786798945131,0.14209326115985335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220147760258419,0.0,0.07246040174691391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704450206673198,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fimbres16,2020/04/05,I’m on the path of failing two of my college courses right now and I’m just watching it happen and don’t know what I can do. Basically this semester as been hell for me. So starts in January and it was a good first month everything going well. I end up catching a serious pneumonia (not needing to be hospitalized but due to size of it). I miss a week plus of school and return in last week of February and rushed to take midterms. Only one professor gave me an extension of a week. Basically I returned middle of one week and the next week was midterms and they said that was enough even thought I missed a week and half before that. So I spend the two weeks after midterms trying to get my grades back up after doing really bad we go to online school. Basically it’s too late to even fix my grades and online is just washing everyone’s grades so it’s incredibly hard to raise my grade. I know I failed one class already and about to do another one in a few days when grades post for an assignment. I’m just so torn and even so I’m still getting over my pneumonia like still having some symptoms. I’ve spent majority of this semester fighting pneumonia and then with classes going online I’ve been screwed so hard it feels like.,4.234780045351478,5.568840044897957,5.178741496598639,82.1764569160998,71.0,8.873015873015873,29.121315192743765,9.2995712137729,2.455022675736961,981,38,196,21,18,321,135,245,0.14400000000000002,0.816,0.04,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,2,0,14.0,1,0,1,3,20,13,3,0,11,0,13,3,0,0,0,26,35,23,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,15,0,0,4,0,2,5,2,9,1,8,9,5,17,4,31,25,4,41,1,4,1,1,5,9,2,1,28,128,28,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119153812783806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322188171789906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302660853412906,0.09015515610912447,0.0,0.0,0.0918793238440457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696353604926461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563437544332352,0.11156770831058617,0.0,0.21395069189942287,0.0,0.0,0.10317535905896133,0.09704155030074343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459573203996546,0.07713782465544775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184403120764656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282563931790088,0.0,0.1840951475318077,0.09056485084822856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954825091166391,0.0,0.19344994443407384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868118489761967,0.08801456460856467,0.12180123426855205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550289530904003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618513225307976,0.0,0.0,0.08006257499290094,0.0,0.0,0.11483332682786393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29266837463408696,0.08212034603240685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341082375878456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917196511751778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221061360202587,0.10270956762191236,0.0,0.0,0.2185542410655788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642571955032154,0.0,0.17245898427593387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222804162700922,0.08118424971835153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572060368142821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330837742657965,0.0,0.2109530376507956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062808640209438,0.0,0.0970830750944216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadlysipstea,2020/04/05,"I’m Having Continous Breakdowns Over School TW// mentions of s*icidal thoughts, the virus, and I think that’s it? If not i’ll edit and add them!


And it’s not just because of the virus. Even before quarantine, I stopped doing my online work because I just had no motivation and was severely depressed. Even now, I still am, but its ten times worse. I have a shit sleep schedule so i wake up at like 4pm, and I usually take care of my siblings a lot during the day so I have no time for work. Even if I did... Just thinking of opening up the laptop makes me feel so... empty? Upset? I don’t know how to describe it, but there’s like the weight on my chest, yet I feel empty at the same time. 

Now I am at least, what, a month or more behind on my work? And the more I stress and breakdown over it, the more unmotivated I get. It’s beginning to get so bad my SI (suicidal ideations) are getting more aggressive. The same thought keeps popping up- I have all these problems with no end in sight, what is the one way I can get out of them? What is the one way I won’t have any more problems to deal with? 

And because of the quarantine, my medication (i was supposed to switch over just before everything shut down) are on hold and my therapist can only call over phone (which is a problem of itself as I have phone anxiety).

I guess this was kind of a rant but,, have any advice or support? I have no one else right now so anything will help <3",1.9035709771204663,3.82819754948806,3.221061812665912,91.29750347617242,78.6245733788396,6.388522310706612,24.16243205663001,7.3871296695380915,0.944446694476046,1114,39,243,15,27,362,156,293,0.20199999999999999,0.735,0.063,-0.9919,0,2,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,4,19,14,2,2,17,0,26,6,4,3,1,48,45,23,1,5,13,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,14,1,3,8,0,0,0,8,9,0,4,7,4,31,5,33,36,10,36,0,1,1,0,8,19,1,6,17,176,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074474767600366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541365492705433,0.0,0.08669712673483057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326091960155176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462580194037916,0.20725471708869675,0.0,0.192870936631936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157225836114704,0.0,0.1155474706328118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308846342685373,0.11683823608609885,0.09761094822363336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467265854260473,0.0,0.1003767267447048,0.0,0.0,0.22456015463138748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185368108764364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146060890971254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23684095420942475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484575311995195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596269865674246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073289601611682,0.0,0.1180157375219578,0.06228319477689347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073461027083044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634909875874796,0.0,0.0,0.07564864361982293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416803487145953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045891113442282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038598828571266,0.08619255885411828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253244643134139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967831861878728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114695993112524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803062260075068,0.11633159887020095,0.0,0.0,0.1134118284767795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905054707530025,0.09474894030056144,0.129819112531072,0.0,0.0,0.12396460711226508,0.12860552159482894,0.0,0.0,0.0852100430642981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315848450760219,0.0,0.14523455398002902,0.0,0.1799426947106716,0.19825087324603333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481696504531545,0.0,0.0,0.17991213072838302,0.0,0.13800538791954664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751673195469975,0.0,0.11549293464523686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,masha56,2020/04/05,"I'm scared Quarantine makes me really anxious and I would like to go for a short walk (I haven't left my house for almost a month now), but my dad has cancer and i think i would put him at risk..",0.3752325581395368,1.9579990232558158,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,82.02325581395348,6.16046511627907,15.401162790697676,7.1686216300943375,-0.4641116279069766,150,2,38,2,4,50,34,43,0.223,0.737,0.04,-0.8379,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980485570871341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362542238458139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691585605868826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434424645776338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233922548855849,0.0,0.0,0.14541435350822254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986804049582353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375774665120191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29921551974907434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906790625791537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29799465389312874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190718951576282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228770559279503,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Haukareid,2020/04/05,"I am so fucking disappointed in myself  

I have been in the same situation for years and i will turn 25 couple year from now. I have never had a job and i dropped out of school because my mental health shit the bed. I fucked up my finances and my social life is a joke I am on disability benefits because of severe depression and anxiety so i don't do anything worth a shit obviously.

I have tried to do something to improve my life but i have never accomplished anything. I have wanted to become a better person so that i wouldn't have to be ashamed of myself every singe day. I can't stop eating junk food, i can't stop watching and mindless entertainment and playing video games all day along. I can't study or work or actually learn something useful because i don't have any motivation and my AD/HD has made it unbelievably hard to focus on anything.

People say that i have got time to make something of myself and i am worthy etc but i don't believe it because how long i have tried and i am still here in this situation. I fucking hate myself and i don't deserve to live.  I should have been aborted.",4.691417797888388,5.6039909321267,5.960524886877828,78.57025942684768,69.54298642533935,8.246274509803923,30.570437405731525,8.447377352677275,2.2949291704374053,880,35,168,13,15,296,118,221,0.16699999999999998,0.711,0.122,-0.848,1,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,7,14,6,1,6,0,32,10,2,5,4,32,42,18,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,5,12,2,2,2,6,2,0,10,9,0,0,5,3,33,5,21,33,3,20,0,2,1,3,4,7,5,2,12,123,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.11206887096615913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809625080116626,0.0,0.08785353746747934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28351464470764914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800255823741321,0.1268335646923837,0.0,0.1293871976715764,0.0,0.10156809483933484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270700862913701,0.0,0.14812670966019267,0.0,0.09891293310365226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751166422545553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807878153871036,0.0,0.0,0.09675903169865166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388669625178054,0.0,0.0,0.31850772679857703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184934756711872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287554896765633,0.11338234015190525,0.0,0.12207128919623553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139626037158446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223208804033334,0.0,0.0,0.1014072688877192,0.1016312343085514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866593306292333,0.07665768401927989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573335839322145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714589942100145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961673073012412,0.10027528720682873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132667862620568,0.0,0.11622586708208253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297383606961094,0.23576657877611146,0.0,0.25817362185231746,0.0,0.11706658590402252,0.0,0.26523210693608096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917126791309954,0.19202550050266334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696508168393386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559398653486335,0.12491472273581128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918630125448816,0.0,0.0,0.06773657255965926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360607901543493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479084971486715
anxiety,p4trickb4tem4n,2020/04/05,"Physical reaction to anxiety, coughing/ mucus build up/ fatigue? Iv had the above symptoms for around four weeks now. I initially thought it was a viral infection then later maybe an allergic reaction to something as its been going on for so long. 

Just dawned on me that it may be caused by anxiety? I stopped taking my medication last year and have had ups and downs. It was exactly four weeks ago that lockdowns began/ flights got cancelled which has affected me being able to see my partner and we are now stuck on opposite ends of the globe. 

Any insight is greatly appreciated if anyone has experienced this or ot sounds plausible etc.",6.9320217391304375,8.574715365217394,7.049293478260871,70.12611413043481,64.91304347826087,10.967391304347824,37.85326086956522,10.9516,4.73745652173913,517,27,83,15,8,166,93,115,0.127,0.8440000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.7825,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,13,7,0,2,1,15,20,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,9,3,7,1,15,8,1,21,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,3,13,60,15,0,0.2142013676238547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987658822757986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566427526209932,0.0,0.32772691987464675,0.0,0.0,0.14977457667246644,0.0,0.0,0.19068463051235504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200438090319802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971883338046744,0.0,0.2388911464749903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173557349309062,0.0,0.17131640135612267,0.23615776400255656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460270368914088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895614698231668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151940643988018,0.0,0.0,0.21578534275423014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069075725165694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490267772883024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908193463587266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226372372000173,0.16105277076402408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005195936839584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436388333610741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793865788206167
anxiety,Fionnbharrthedog,2020/04/05,"Anxiety from watching people being deceptive in tv/film Over the past year or so I have noticed I cant watch someone being deceptive without feeling really anxious and having to turn it off. It sounds really silly but wether it's someone cheating/gas lighting as in Dr Foster or a more conman type thing in Sneeky Pete I get very tense, feel nauseous and dont want to look at the screen (almost a sense of impending doom). I realise this prob isnt what this group is aimed at but this is my first experience of anxiety and once I experience it it's hard for me to get it to leave me. I dont know how to deal with it and it can pop up in films or tv I'm watching with my gf and really spoil the night as I feel almost panicked. I've never been unfaithful and I'm an honest guy so I have no idea where this is coming from. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks",2.575973782771534,4.267336634831466,4.4840674157303395,84.04988389513109,75.91011235955057,7.443295880149813,24.22621722846442,8.238735603445708,1.4630954307116113,683,22,139,12,15,233,110,178,0.10800000000000001,0.805,0.087,0.0745,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,1,1,26,29,16,0,2,6,0,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,14,9,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,1,0,1,1,11,12,3,24,24,1,16,1,1,5,0,4,10,0,5,5,91,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301570149485548,0.0,0.0,0.2931053266651737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952592417482037,0.0,0.22392123613564074,0.16533867012491266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607124688493254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508848288151877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34305223535671137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863251238737938,0.0,0.0,0.22200335327540066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244888696397386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292813392860913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491373981279482,0.0,0.0,0.13110468147908938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521615963635936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043248081090013,0.0,0.0,0.15496804295810612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290072884817232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287743760287948,0.0,0.0,0.13734357066962768,0.0,0.0,0.1666253095604205,0.0,0.1558625239966425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397117136751769,0.10146362500637596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28127488422532204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480110007343956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347433510355384,0.0,0.0,0.09723127563563567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919142206936013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075760248172787,0.0863235419789728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108029627079474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396587625546944,0.0,0.0,0.09424735324048664
anxiety,jidan74,2020/04/05,"Exposure before quarantine was going great Before quarantine I was doing better than I have in the past few years. I wasnt doing great necessarily but I had forced myself into college and it was going better than I could have imagined. There was definitely panic but I staved off every panic attack. Things were on the up and up; driving was getting easier, school was eventually a piece of cake, even smaller stores (stores are my nemesis) were becoming okay. Now that quarantine has happened at the worst time for me, things just feel weird. I really see the positive side to this situation though. 6 months ago I had doubts of ever living a normal life. While I haven't conquered my anxiety I see clearly now the correlation between exposure and results. Anyone dealing with anxiety I believe in you!",4.532291666666667,7.5356848680555535,5.6081666666666665,71.95350000000002,75.31944444444444,8.284444444444441,28.35,9.029198982220553,3.1092866666666663,647,27,97,16,15,213,97,144,0.161,0.644,0.19399999999999998,0.3902,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,7,11,1,3,7,1,19,1,0,1,2,16,26,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,6,0,0,11,3,16,5,16,14,3,21,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,1,9,79,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358612898317944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23449653515684601,0.0,0.0,0.1071673309525825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436249428898612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692705400335486,0.2608365932989705,0.1726785876941486,0.0,0.27110309964607177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223706353283193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801078171729388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123091767582637,0.13863810468478838,0.12913343237239738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749602499328206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800752937799477,0.0,0.17420949246635092,0.0,0.0,0.33795318022803505,0.0,0.0,0.13553284545223632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825649038549202,0.0,0.0,0.13533691345491508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233566459452888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016839096924595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35964986053660336,0.0,0.0,0.14630998534595765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818628924432284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511363521609628,0.2442667277629903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227769518009606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364658251194573,0.0,0.15058331994575466,0.0,0.08937078735839438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869844488179733
anxiety,Downtown_Fennel,2020/04/05,"Anyone else have a hard time keeping a job because of anaxiety? anxiety? Had like 3 jobs last year. Each time I start a job, it seems fine, but then not long after I get really bad anxiety, and quit",1.5857500000000009,3.730898074999999,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.75,8.0,22.5,8.841846274778883,1.73725,153,5,32,4,4,52,34,40,0.24600000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.076,-0.7905,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,15,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210779153122295,0.0,0.0,0.14673591312901926,0.21502185918391412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752206582041132,0.12792602440177955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753074235948926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964088820196516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798939548315488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6247478976845172,0.1865292973038317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106032098257673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252484470280154,0.0,0.0,0.1857155999806929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320725953374146,0.0,0.0,0.1344388693919275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910446543016521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853687200232113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447369729847208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514012437757464
anxiety,Saveturkeez,2020/04/05,"Advice I had pretty bad anxiety few years ago, panic attacks came often. I’m not quite certain what my coping mechanism is but I’ve managed to deal with it. 
My sister has been dealing with horrible anxiety the past few months and it’s bringing mine back. Every bit of advice I give her doesn’t seem to be of any help. I’m a 100% sure if I help her find a healthy coping mechanism, my anxiety won’t be so recurrent. Any advice is appreciated :)",2.6549719101123586,4.662674764044944,4.924030898876406,79.57458567415732,76.64044943820224,8.045505617977529,26.85533707865169,8.841846274778883,2.3397067415730337,350,14,66,8,8,122,63,89,0.17,0.603,0.22699999999999998,0.8774,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,2,12,15,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,2,6,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798987984514145,0.14511064529031048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264395180404234,0.0,0.3756913787998129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623298874924768,0.0,0.12587560516873925,0.13668310719512694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871858385978368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872297993172881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375361227058957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792475931378956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496193213847968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703646771123633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194500330865899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066420356607478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206730410719006,0.0,0.0,0.15627068175381953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665422933625403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411566703534234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490268169895261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542858149414043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541777605438317
anxiety,eternalembarrassment,2020/04/05,"I keep thinking about the death of everyone that I love, in fear of being alone Using my throwaway because I don’t want to have to relive this on my personal account. Thank you to anyone who helps out in any way :)

Like everyone else, I (17F) am currently locked up in my home. I do struggle with anxiety issues, and I have for many years now. I unfortunately haven’t had the ability to go to a doctor or therapist for my issues. Anyways, I was taking walks every few days but eventually completely stopped when I realized that I couldn’t completely dodge walking past someone or being close to people, so, in the interest of my family and the hardworking medical professionals, I’m staying home. 

Around two weeks ago, I was surprised with an extreme sudden fear that concerned the death of my parents. I couldn’t deal with the fact that one day, they would be gone, and I wouldn’t feel their direct love anymore. The thought of being in the world without them scared me so much. I didn’t want to have to only have memories left, it was too heartbreaking. I ended up sobbing in the washroom in the middle of the night and texting my best friend to calm down. I woke up the next morning, confused as to how that happened. I thought that it was probably cabin fever. 

Things have gotten worse. I use a lot of things as a method of escapism, and one of those things is essentially another imaginary world that I live in. Of course, I am a much better version of myself in that world, and something I always find myself daydreaming of is a SO. This SO has no name really, just a representation of my future spouse. I often just fantasize and stuff when I’m bored, but it’s taken a turn for the worse. Well, now I’m afraid of losing my future spouse and my future family. I’ve cried for three days because I picture my future home filled with laughter and love one day being full of silence and just me. It’s like when at the end of a show, the lights get turned off, but that’s my life.  I don’t even know how to translate into words the pure, engulfing feeling of dread that I feel when I think of one day losing everybody that I love and never being able to see them again and love them. I can’t even imagine anything right now without thinking about someone dying and how I won’t be able to cope. Everything relating to death is triggering me. My mind is completely clouded I end up sobbing, and I think my chest also gets a little tight. l started praying to calm myself down. I don’t know what else to do. 

I reached out to a helpline when I was doing really bad a few nights ago and it helped a little, but not much. I speak to a counsellor in school about my issues, but because of the current circumstances I have no contact. I’ve tried to research advice and it’s made me more scared because it enforces the time limit of life and I just can’t cope with that, not right now. I myself am not afraid of death, but I’m afraid of feeling love, and then one day not being able to ever feel it again. 

When I reached out to the helpline, I was asked if I was suicidal. It scared me because I gained perspective on how severe my thoughts were, although it might have been standard procedure. I said no. 

My question is, how do I not lose my marbles until I can get help? I don’t know if my regular anxiety has just manifested into thoughts of my literal worst nightmare or if it’s something different. I just want it to be over, I want to be able to think straight again.",5.932456140350876,5.95396461403509,6.346543859649124,80.01797368421052,66.60233918128654,9.471578947368421,32.30467836257311,9.188382445141503,2.666736959064328,2732,104,536,45,40,885,287,684,0.145,0.7040000000000001,0.151,-0.44799999999999995,4,1,3,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,5,7,40,37,0,11,33,0,56,12,1,9,4,109,108,51,6,11,25,3,6,2,1,4,5,2,3,1,33,30,0,4,21,1,1,5,23,20,1,7,21,10,83,17,91,71,11,90,1,6,1,6,28,39,2,11,46,390,116,5,0.230427932263666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056292877133846515,0.10213022936294316,0.0,0.0,0.059663461099205416,0.0,0.0460682835449837,0.0479336247100389,0.0,0.0,0.03917472391244553,0.06040594458999628,0.08813836873635925,0.0,0.057130647743275836,0.04028014198876066,0.0,0.04740563863018538,0.05128242831831693,0.053854752795538384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480994246147501,0.17558341094148555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060454974659259815,0.05094869513997983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119947717768575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327856588237825,0.22291043022427787,0.05939027002682192,0.0,0.0,0.0597869534527333,0.06018703628254645,0.0,0.0589631881848457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624648476991808,0.0,0.15306806501384204,0.0,0.0,0.07609773802128207,0.05210881424514351,0.04853636780184123,0.11009188202501527,0.05177344185993466,0.0,0.10861347348869306,0.12964774328756776,0.1456391076714934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265173888375488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044507012216427035,0.0,0.09029181303419287,0.0,0.03273937602980606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094166487520679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583823933799008,0.0,0.17335350300424066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803801706702373,0.0,0.051203733429973794,0.0,0.0,0.09497787402080478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259015565687588,0.0,0.08137903156068928,0.05628772416979316,0.11547466185902848,0.050868021456059474,0.0,0.0,0.1933424362655036,0.0,0.04897539695743307,0.3119553080626318,0.054509120255549263,0.0,0.0584044390553178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803297487691469,0.0,0.06111190547689086,0.058166630991677314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704328269362014,0.0,0.04443005669829121,0.0,0.06126568002757617,0.10812050240661486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517991302952464,0.04381270649170533,0.0,0.0,0.06396573736788308,0.0,0.05499238370242016,0.039937428662293134,0.05030019560823825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211007106621199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453300501124858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380901692626397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983920975581696,0.05479743276207087,0.0,0.17302391900529554,0.058301342352751966,0.045905307102295116,0.0,0.0,0.0650794936886709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762041962005033,0.08869733997338948,0.0,0.0,0.04077451911557033,0.06140137909527605,0.0,0.04816201731305562,0.0,0.06022332651748784,0.0659462132605285,0.06301268948241387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331328198806906,0.0,0.0,0.05303677026483111,0.0,0.06688614739736097,0.11481455943047394,0.18456114340306293,0.0,0.18293403916754716,0.03359109508882205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03911136008007583,0.12531971062820885,0.056273651833375536,0.0,0.0,0.09950787464647913,0.0,0.0,0.1359123646309719,0.04572574177337666,0.04620884701582574,0.0,0.05179559609680103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106215193111778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741287449283565,0.04092234794493777,0.0,0.0,0.037097008375320185
anxiety,midnightastrologist,2020/04/05,"Severe anxiety attack and weird symptoms after Hello, so I have severe anxiety but don’t have many anxiety attacks often, maybe one every 3-4 months. The other night I had a severe anxiety attack and it was something I never experienced; this time I couldn’t walk without feeling my legs giving out, no motivation to do anything, no abilities to fall asleep (it was at 5 am and I didn’t sleep yet), sobbing, making myself vomit (which I have never done before) and digestive issues (lots of burping). I was anxious for about 4 hours before the actual attack happened but the anxiety attack symptoms lasted for about 4 hours until I finally got to sleep. Ever since, I have had no energy or appetite, headaches, and extreme exhaustion where I just don’t feel normal, and waking up in and out during my sleep. Has something like this ever happened to anyone? My usual anxiety attacks are usually short and not severe compared to this one. This anxiety attack literally gave me symptoms that I have never experienced before, and I don’t feel like my normal self. Happy, high energy, hungry, etc. Like, I can’t even go out for a walk without being exhausted. Does anyone have any insight on what’s going on and if this is normal? I normally can bounce back to my normal self any other anxiety attack, and this time I just can’t. It just feels like I have the flu, which in turn is causing me anxiety wondering if I actually have it and am slowly developing covid. Thanks in advance.",6.7827807486631,7.493163872727276,7.882459893048129,67.36133689839575,64.81818181818181,10.2524064171123,32.903743315508024,10.194018383442646,3.664542245989304,1175,46,182,26,17,400,141,275,0.257,0.624,0.11900000000000001,-0.9895,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,13,18,8,0,6,0,30,15,6,3,5,48,45,19,0,8,11,0,4,4,0,0,9,0,0,2,16,15,1,0,7,0,0,6,16,12,0,2,9,6,25,6,26,34,2,38,0,1,0,0,5,13,1,6,23,142,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.11746485451096855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185649287910825,0.0,0.4143761160941299,0.06799255463304303,0.0,0.084166289550415,0.0,0.049527589902536036,0.0,0.0,0.5477581292960525,0.0,0.04627898262970586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536404427669658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182715169765692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052668791441210915,0.06159072655192251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712281166787931,0.039751996493818186,0.10888257417536676,0.05070893229814182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172651535899047,0.08599315593760115,0.0,0.06593034201454129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577354758429676,0.06840968443938089,0.0,0.048135892491309666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644378853637647,0.06406865056604859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358935133570097,0.0,0.0,0.11854131146515468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281809068606174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905926640381249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176145032440703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116761309227765,0.0,0.0,0.040174330404343865,0.0610187140096361,0.06046448715167626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803954188782306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925644866842202,0.0,0.0,0.0564800734468034,0.2948453638644273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156658970592287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557333561397027,0.2719702185321721,0.0,0.04978611934830877,0.0,0.1806870837718364,0.0,0.0,0.09266757302686446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766753263999555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554107798847156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018937113851788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654646094224988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325717885702834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603346929778598,0.0652686753284521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YoungAnimater35,2020/04/05,"I Want to Go Back to Before My Anxiety My anxiety has become so bad that I wake up and can hear my heartbeat in my ears. I've never dealt with anxiety this prolonged before, going on 2 months. I'm usually so confident in my life that anxiety has come and I've been able to wave it off, but now that I've started seeing this girl, she's raised thoughts in my head, we've been dating for about 3.5 months, and I knew that she was what I wanted, now I have no confidence in any of my thoughts. Part of me wants to end the relationship, just the simplest means I can think of, the anxiety came when she came around, so naturally just remove her, right? I don't want to though, I'm attracted to her in so many ways. They say when we're going through the uncomfortable aspects of life, that's a sign of your growth, well this sucks. I know logically that there's things I can learn from her, she's more emotionally mature than I am. I'm also slightly intimidated, which is new for me as well, I've never been intimidated before so I know that's causing some anxiety. All I know for sure is that I want it to quit and I don't want to hurt her, and the fear of hurting her because I can't get my shit together, is fueling the already rampant anxiety, ugh. EDIT TO ADD: The physical symptoms of this are getting to me, I don't want to take any pills, Xanax, but my mom is saying I should just to get through this...but that makes me anxious too",4.67749249249249,4.727511824324329,5.852387387387388,82.39321321321323,69.27027027027026,9.415615615615618,29.62012012012012,9.2995712137729,2.249612462462462,1124,39,245,21,18,377,150,296,0.161,0.726,0.113,-0.7765,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,1,21,11,2,1,8,0,21,9,4,2,4,42,54,17,0,8,5,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,18,11,0,0,10,0,0,8,7,7,2,0,9,5,41,4,38,44,4,33,0,2,1,0,17,10,2,1,14,159,59,2,0.0912976333115832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007492086188016,0.07301068437434667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417104276224646,0.0,0.4888970771352484,0.10314033880394533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127424986960237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020224455002412,0.0762297103104809,0.05565418987274556,0.10083106310188536,0.2330626846791829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884034108284,0.0,0.09378781850153084,0.0,0.07864482705300607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269754915003704,0.08086260454082328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273521972847234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309773570334808,0.0,0.15565964689727413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369771114553244,0.0,0.10289906805203364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954720094452301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052437488599496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289724367995136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060941879173222926,0.09256147044777166,0.0,0.09944988749465104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692668470768164,0.1457457997581533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408287262609109,0.08817582316388954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988664399870267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710627107468553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801949099118128,0.0,0.07796768000629868,0.0,0.1452070848561039,0.0,0.0,0.07275239340489978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371570861209604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646209347642784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604693893305805,0.09489319825018476,0.06864445811965415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065409080539231,0.05849983698920265,0.08969946118522742,0.1449602456095902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055144466022893,0.0,0.3769479669710019,0.07246781176769941,0.0,0.0,0.16417507350418567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AndyRobboIsMyDad,2020/04/05,Can a sudden onset stutter be caused by anxiety? By sudden onset stutter I mean a stutter that has been gained without being in a stressful situation and won't go away.,3.9208333333333294,6.4147552500000025,5.901250000000001,71.75208333333336,74.625,6.766666666666668,32.541666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.911279166666666,136,7,20,2,3,47,25,32,0.226,0.618,0.156,-0.1022,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786390267667688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34221107785119176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741700121441071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700332907643654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967590483085636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094157663054289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172303343110813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511098556552202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kgood00,2020/04/05,"Working up the nerve to go to therapy I've suffered with pretty severe anxiety all of my life. My mom took me to therapy when I was little (probably 8 years old, I'm 19 now), and we stopped going after one session because she quickly realized we wouldn't have the money needed for me to go. I've felt desperate for help for a very long time but never felt okay asking my parents to take me since when I was younger I saw that we couldn't afford it.
Now that I'm an adult and don't need their permission or financial help to go, I don't know how to take the plunge. This quarantine has me realizing just how badly I need to get professional help. My university offers free therapy for students, and I've been meaning to go for awhile now. Every time I go to make an appointment I chicken out and walk away. Once campus opens up again I really need to take advantage of the free therapy. I just don't know how to get over my anxieties of making an appointment. Does anyone have advice for this? Or encouraging stories of why I should suck it up and take the plunge?",4.766735647530037,5.425796341121494,6.086381842456608,78.65177570093459,69.23364485981308,9.852603471295062,29.771695594125504,9.957137785484203,2.8161919893190923,843,31,167,20,14,285,118,214,0.091,0.7859999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.9034,2,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,1,2,12,8,1,0,9,1,12,1,0,5,2,38,41,13,0,7,5,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,11,0,1,7,0,3,8,6,3,0,1,7,3,24,7,30,31,1,31,0,1,1,0,14,8,1,2,15,104,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302643542391672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613096082013209,0.0,0.0,0.07372015179831831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985642144026154,0.0,0.09905635892227964,0.0,0.08803089336180978,0.06427005997885799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226381062585153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883058066401905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024615356332824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016720786607263,0.0,0.35951488523148384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120055234767881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588478332985988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446938197894291,0.0,0.10567005453310442,0.0,0.09330355418754567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407526814654227,0.0,0.0,0.11484580493915267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348009117043167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127044666393137,0.08131526758569638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106326171503646,0.1122810998771795,0.07144310871860376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706919677610575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726173239754763,0.11367298229691185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754211459094513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910757799774407,0.0,0.08721402108638918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814544964172151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170854485999355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822804059600635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122955903666411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713826882677872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869920239805157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513552424308147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675538309553417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789442523452817
anxiety,EmeraldForce64,2020/04/05,"Solipsism is taking over my life Since i was 7 i’ve had severe anxiety and panic attacks about Solipsism. If you don’t know what solipsism is, don’t google it. Don’t, i warn you, you’ll get depressed. 
Just the fact that i can’t prove that solipsism is false kills me. During daytime, I don’t have these thoughts (i also deal with overthinking and catastrophical thinking), but during the evening all the thoughts come at once. Is there anything i can do to stop these thoughts?",3.9773901098901088,6.215954142857143,3.498997252747256,90.23662774725277,73.50549450549453,5.868681318681317,28.957417582417587,6.6274283507984215,1.3220648351648356,381,16,73,3,8,113,61,91,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,2,1,3,0,15,1,0,0,3,16,23,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,11,0,5,17,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751157869178827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980859469653184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266471213149707,0.0,0.0,0.2525261202959006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120992394130928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22884422383782746,0.19118485893480056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661094978546027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159716334195728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558003003582285,0.0,0.12199045316256894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567859626313317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639380187855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26043726982863835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507660971101269,0.0,0.18361820506104445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557921129997607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689593083096188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422312159672665,0.0,0.5286648577440756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StillSwim,2020/04/05,"Any tips for exercising with anxiety? I really want to be able to get more exercise, especially since I'm stuck at home and not moving as much as usual... my problem is that my anxiety saps my strength, energy, and stamina, which makes it hard for me to even just go on a walk or commit to some yoga.  Does anybody have any tips or types of exercise that they've found doable or helpful?",6.848026315789473,6.084008276315791,7.656842105263159,74.00789473684213,64.92105263157895,11.810526315789476,33.473684210526315,11.20814326018867,3.6343000000000014,303,11,60,8,4,102,60,76,0.115,0.716,0.17,0.6897,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,14,10,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,12,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,36,9,1,0.24894776876547925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385860390865384,0.0,0.3808887234111679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785587007608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442765338727386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272958378939261,0.0,0.0,0.13006493423972493,0.0,0.14148275399300436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230083024887784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686444180975327,0.0,0.24971491003214266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661745687620628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645920803725695,0.18300525434002546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23820939357800824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948231534310586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059321668780635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741807962193217,0.0,0.14683584403215955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Just_ChillingOut,2020/04/05,"Spoonie Support Discord Server! https://discord.gg/Cwpg3cE

I found a lack of conversation in reddits and facebook groups, so I made a discord server!

This server is for any and all spoonies! Neurodivergent to Physical to Mental Health! We are very inclusive and would love to have you!",6.3628985507246405,10.25053195652174,5.356521739130431,70.31420289855075,77.26086956521739,7.41449275362319,33.7536231884058,8.344100000000001,3.6188231884057966,234,12,32,5,6,70,37,46,0.172,0.698,0.13,-0.3063,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,9,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,6,5,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405308054626113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878181092236268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759707439603671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192316117076868,0.33468321638790915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564503753719111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40137903492114974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918427900216609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512611278286518,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pallypete,2020/04/05,"Quetiapine only giving me 4-5 hours sleep  

I was prescribed this drug on Friday and have tried it 2 nights running at the suggested dose of 50 mg by my psychiatrist. After chatting to him about using it as a 'when needed' drug, he said the instant release would be more suitable over the Extended release (XR formula)

I find it works well to knock me out/fall asleep quite easy.. But, then after 4-5 hours I suddenly wake up unable to get back to sleep with my mind in overdrive as per usual.

Very disappointed - I was hoping for a good 7+ hours sleep. Pretty much all the reports of this drug I have read, people say it knocks them out, and almost all report 8+ hours sleep.

Any suggestions on what is going on here? Any help/tips/advice greatly appreciated?

I think it's important to mention I'm currently withdrawing from Diazepam (Again) for literally the hundredth time! I've been stabilised on 50 mg per day for the past 6 days (After a couple of months of wildly varying doses going up to 240 mg down to 30 mg) and going from past experiences, I can usually manage quite large cuts/drops at the higher doseage end: so as of tomorrow, I will drop to 40 mg.

I am also on Pregabalin 300 mg x 2 per day (600 mg per day) but having been on it for 4 years everyday - I feel like it has lost a lot, if not all effiency...

I find the extreme constipation from the Quetiapine a bit of a step too far as well. I was given Olanzapine before but due to the even greater/worse side effect profile.. I decided against using this medication as prescribed. Even used at 5 mg on an as needed basis this probably has better efficiency as per sleep.. but the same/similar side effects as Quetiapine.. Just more severe!

Thanks in advance...",4.882396511325176,5.94521773952096,6.183657901588128,76.59363837542305,69.20958083832336,9.04222858630565,29.79120020827909,9.318704503766252,2.630519812548815,1351,51,252,27,23,456,199,334,0.033,0.87,0.09699999999999999,0.9565,1,0,3,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,1,8,13,10,0,0,18,0,16,13,7,5,3,32,34,20,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,12,5,0,0,7,2,0,6,1,2,2,0,8,3,19,8,54,23,8,56,0,2,0,0,10,20,0,4,30,148,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669989774149682,0.0,0.0,0.0888440974792992,0.0,0.0,0.0709524130909073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067049083971088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822314703534485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549744269686433,0.0,0.0,0.07846901568374529,0.09686344076177404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817122798163226,0.0,0.2288781161425468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308674417126979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858297686363126,0.0,0.0,0.11720250306477008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678892842256312,0.0,0.0,0.04486143322274537,0.06338432035667234,0.0,0.0,0.1621839426071495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046354538120016456,0.08511198029366476,0.1512713880561949,0.07441733734207606,0.0,0.0978183334469652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946971160181501,0.0,0.0,0.08812278039712088,0.3495003935829286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043345980682593564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968525389303687,0.07542982565916187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937992235678711,0.0,0.0,0.0895857738263237,0.0,0.0708185129294488,0.0,0.06522222217736738,0.131575188296984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326130213707413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067478469142327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939386602054807,0.0615099308718268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026402973352177,0.09565929269086776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887374243386652,0.08874783779574978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439667785449821,0.07055674903423276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023267125715322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439395157764013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168498027853273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685064638658631,0.0,0.0,0.05173557752788408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060237655137271376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298867013621565,0.19543352317696744,0.07320644990194132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595467531131917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459200338350635,0.0,0.09041716048604168,0.06302686170635997,0.0,0.0,0.057135236221953274
anxiety,PhreshsKoneZ,2020/04/05,Population control theory is bullshit How do I respond to someone who thinks this coronavirus is a form of population control and that they are just trying to kill all the elderly? I refuse to believe this is all just some elaborate plan so the government doesnt have to pay them social security.,6.427777777777778,8.357989,7.3750000000000036,66.23250000000003,66.4074074074074,11.325925925925928,37.574074074074076,11.20814326018867,5.070162962962962,242,13,38,8,4,81,42,54,0.18,0.758,0.062,-0.8403,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,3,4,2,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,2,11,8,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,32,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535727922715313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7039618174631409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472003585871741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31990459956358697,0.26590251591367303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108609474036326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130662639348405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,d50kabd50kab,2020/04/05,"Feel like a failure at life Hey,

So I'm 33, and did Modern Languages and linguistics at university, and have been working as a translator for the past 8 years. An interesting job, but not something I can see myself doing forever. For around 6 years, I've been thinking about doing medicine, but get scared and never take the leap. Now I'm 33 and just feel it's impossible. I'd graduate at 40 (if that), never be able to buy a house, be poor, lack stability, and as I currently live in Spain where my boyfriend is, if I went back to the UK (I'm from UK), would have to leave him. I feel like an absolute failure and like this is something I'll regret when I'm old. It's almost like a dirt fantasy that I'm frightened people will laugh at (my boyfriend's a doctor, and I'd feel really embarrassed sharing it with him).

Any insights/similar experience would be much appreciated :-).",5.164734629532318,5.701377549132952,6.367913820283762,77.41979506043091,68.30635838150289,9.99033105622701,31.912243825538624,10.018931242160765,3.053848554913296,688,28,137,16,11,232,106,173,0.171,0.6890000000000001,0.14,-0.7144,2,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,2,10,0,16,2,0,0,2,28,30,16,0,6,6,0,4,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,1,2,1,3,3,0,0,4,5,9,7,16,20,2,19,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,3,15,80,15,4,0.16514381869175287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536767944460454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230345973323633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701301115842785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698540285438467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903169617377609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154234329486214,0.0,0.0,0.3340067069884093,0.23595755414136696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628082920668607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055379413675652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387975794231074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486345910955234,0.0,0.0,0.11664596302492633,0.32272371230520125,0.0,0.14582501747983234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139970842975514,0.0,0.2547381875371317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329065753655984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764846135386307,0.11448993033490013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579535900309288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533777208254768,0.0,0.13159824225504338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542715596518135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416759925437773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581749080253842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308997443237535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022666686098395,0.0,0.0,0.23462686118197645,0.0,0.0,0.21269440956941904
anxiety,onebruisedknee,2020/04/05,"anxiety attacks so bad ive been throwing up hi all
so this has only recently started, i was diagnosed with general anxiety a while ago now but only recently ive been getting panic attacks so bad that i've been throwing up. this is really overwhelming and only makes me more freaked out. has anyone else experienced this? any tips?
much love <3",2.849269230769232,5.795814292307693,4.824903846153845,74.94197115384618,83.0,8.788461538461537,31.20192307692308,9.188382445141503,3.89196153846154,279,15,45,9,8,95,46,65,0.298,0.63,0.07200000000000001,-0.9463,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,2,1,0,9,2,0,1,1,7,13,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,4,1,4,1,4,9,3,11,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666502793572355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785747169997033,0.0,0.28766377553998473,0.0,0.0,0.1314653072197555,0.1926448282072664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277911687368012,0.0,0.0,0.3139713676201045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083249775242567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706341964521095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823071083249103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969197222430638,0.0,0.12550228166566452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821354944729594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289844053182472,0.0,0.22059651475274236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044800001582588,0.0,0.3712866543601768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307884276480367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uglygamergirl,2020/04/05,"Heart palpitations making me worried I have alot of anxiety and im stressed all day everyday and Ive become so overly aware of the heart lately its ruining my life. All I can think of is the heart beating and I feel it all the time beating in my whole body but it's not even high (usually 90bpm)but it still feels like it's gonna explode. I'm terrified of going to a doctor because if I where to find out I have a heart condition I whouldn't want to live anymore, I wud live in panick the rest of my life. Do someone else get heart palpitations all day or know what this is or something that can help me? This is making me don't wanna live anymore",2.2551990049751254,4.147523649253731,3.91126865671642,86.90978855721393,77.43283582089552,6.854726368159205,26.092039800995025,7.793537801064563,1.4963950248756217,515,20,106,8,12,172,82,134,0.129,0.82,0.052000000000000005,-0.7338,0,0,1,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,7,0,10,9,6,2,4,23,21,8,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,14,1,13,20,7,14,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,4,8,70,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987482183746473,0.0,0.2330248159116528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716170630440566,0.1297516794239293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304980698328033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153472499622106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024969622329346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814267946180236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759697331538455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880672667038512,0.08393048419132135,0.0,0.0,0.10737810829616797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061380461397792574,0.0,0.06676877800064734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6960946252728506,0.07874694658508156,0.12412813528765375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690271572461287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456605016637239,0.0,0.13252689731558515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659646319232408,0.057396673593184136,0.0,0.3112211694724763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684276108416834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954368281190157,0.09044480561479816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382275244392932,0.0,0.13457735047568162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527890574460497,0.0,0.0,0.06850577630869653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293918601253252,0.0,0.06929501720899285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116652024203884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193105500273877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kevineleventhousand,2020/04/05,"Most confusing question Why is there no mass panic knowing that everybody in this world is going to die and be forgotten and the uncertainty of what happens after death. 
I mean should the entire world instead of focusing on irrelevant matters focus on a cure for everlasting youth. 
 
There is a species of jellyfish that lives forever, hydras live forever and lobsters too can live eternally.

I think the entire worlds 70% or more economy should be focused on finding an everlasting youth medicine.",9.567176470588237,10.543703129411774,9.08705882352941,60.191764705882385,58.88235294117647,12.917647058823533,44.058823529411775,12.340626583579946,6.243517647058822,406,23,57,13,5,130,63,85,0.207,0.754,0.039,-0.9441,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,13,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,4,41,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646399209662968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330567324851367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491699918885306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22548729092082506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013613128424962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6754839509502404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277759449272776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991764559426696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856477602491668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338764089141927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300892995964063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cjhill29,2020/04/05,"Work Anxiety Hi everyone, I work at a job that I actually like. I could see myself there for years. I am 22M who works 24 hours a week and is a full time students. I freak out every week because of the end of the month, I only have $200 to my name to play around with. For some reason, when I’m at work, my anxiety is so much worse and I left last week early because of a panic attack. (I’ve been talking to my therapist and doctors). My girlfriend’s grandpa just died to the virus and it’s really hard. Not only that, I’m looking for my next school to go to next semester. AND, I have extremely bad anxiety about going full time one day...like my life will end when I start doing that. It’s hard to explain....",1.1029428571428568,2.8795731800000013,3.3779047619047624,89.92800000000004,80.53333333333333,6.685714285714287,22.047619047619047,7.7094869923839395,0.8877619047619052,547,17,122,9,14,188,91,150,0.192,0.775,0.033,-0.9668,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,7,6,1,1,7,0,9,2,0,1,0,15,17,8,1,1,2,1,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,4,16,2,19,14,4,26,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,1,18,73,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.1252230766992664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944963262076776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423316129912105,0.0,0.14598400202990364,0.0,0.0,0.10714292420605076,0.15644694497717074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245411519843337,0.0,0.0,0.08275662173213731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317724845158566,0.0,0.0,0.1313422863835822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273091652620404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811622838072273,0.12261649973969213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585590212816024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299013570458115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637063059782355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273390883920529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045989850371918,0.0,0.0,0.1394214662088305,0.0,0.09063712799378196,0.06269130465446186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775757213757728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242483615139138,0.0,0.09433091918495463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27294231331049185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695383279846157,0.1951882596725787,0.0,0.1505573953410304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822059096298288,0.13193566666961234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986800475979818,0.10225546103535743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082647549588402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313979895481194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899091784213475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496503620958587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087948161409416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736777342295571,0.0,0.13077036589687902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263470901082863
anxiety,Forsaken-Dot,2020/04/05,"Going to start taking meds again Hiii. I’ve been reading this subreddit for a while and felt like I wanted to make a post. I’ve been diagnosed anxiety/bipolar/depression for many years and have been off meds for almost a year and it’s proving to be really difficult. I reached out to my doctor and told her I needed some help again. 

But now I feel really badly, I thought I could do it without my medications, and I don’t want to be “medicated”. I’m kind of having a difficult time coming to grips with taking medication again for my mental illness. I keep putting myself down about it. How do you guys feel about medication? 

Thank you for your advice or support, I really appreciate you all.",3.4854228855721385,5.683305626865669,5.232164179104476,77.4396393034826,74.82089552238807,8.645771144278607,26.092039800995025,9.2995712137729,2.509230845771144,550,20,100,14,12,187,85,134,0.08900000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.125,0.4004,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,11,7,0,2,2,26,29,9,0,4,3,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,6,4,18,4,19,20,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,10,71,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266146075343485,0.0,0.0,0.1359423489294753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335252798716662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694377327767536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839197311897668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692844354803612,0.13779183883108725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389543948283677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728697306118245,0.0,0.13034927857583525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771545827715146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442208237184422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099594137013876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066823404138301,0.0,0.1413714009928551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632465856289893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061973391263828,0.13763763008845867,0.0,0.0,0.3015937817624968,0.5470489064350887,0.13681245757140278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066307535004014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001894511840598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647461000440736,0.0,0.0,0.13579505982575102,0.0,0.2609107715066289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609043884058444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405693465157644,0.0,0.0,0.20414672516739613,0.0,0.0,0.12498802291180858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777694307483428,0.07916176912036559,0.0,0.0,0.12972289417546934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601475510261078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086617756781233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484781632145033
anxiety,sneakme8086,2020/04/05,"Weighted clothes helps anxiety (?) As some background I have a mild breathing condition wherein it’s easy to hear a noise when I breathe so can be uncomfortable in public. The weird thing is, just like with weighted blankets and sleeping, I find when I’m wearing my coat (heavy) it’s so much easier to focus, and it gets even easier if I say wear a backpack or something heavy. 

Generally mild discomfort makes it much easier to focus. 

Is there any way I can replicate this without wearing a heavy coat 24/7?

Maybe a weighted vest or something? 

Any info would be appreciated

Thanks",5.076247379454927,7.425284150943397,5.367484276729564,77.55791404612161,70.69811320754717,8.107337526205452,33.47589098532495,8.841846274778883,3.1451878406708587,464,23,78,9,9,147,71,106,0.079,0.713,0.20800000000000002,0.9424,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,8,9,6,1,0,14,13,10,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,2,7,10,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472546056725115,0.0,0.13907320479930405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007433829702517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166157966610953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498074437453354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489695446940467,0.0,0.12185381852052456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881619098905663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135003434551547,0.0,0.18263820501029532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672814987878199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457122896074706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192698007923805,0.0,0.0,0.2799104068778624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673730457843547,0.0,0.0,0.12077697803687724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443009563580808,0.0,0.6641345209597973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524455719358015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291424417812477,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Agitated_Nutella,2020/04/05,"Just really need help and family not listening Tried quitting SSRIs from half tablet to none last month. Skin started crawling and burning, it’s really uncomfortable and doesn’t go away even when after I took a pill again. Therapist is out of office not picking up calls. Meditation not working, distracting myself not really. Dad called me a hypochondriac scam artist after I told him. I just need to make it go away.",6.046400000000002,8.33074210666667,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,67.93333333333334,10.333333333333336,28.5,10.504223727775694,3.5158000000000005,338,12,54,10,6,108,58,75,0.087,0.848,0.064,-0.4072,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,14,11,4,0,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,1,2,2,6,0,10,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,7,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794235032761357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123685413448189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336714482688292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035347469679348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951310869649216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534362206631564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459284726983142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478406656109418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117169212788446,0.0,0.0,0.2994442394038417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476820671753968,0.0,0.0,0.38806795468146255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292096815313873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444624607268424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929444994828632,0.22434204532406665,0.13709133963264575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700114493537675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shekaas,2020/04/05,"Struggeling to be taken seriouse ... As long as i can remember i´ve had anxiety. i´ve been going to a psychologist for maybe 6 years. On and off. Quit last winter. Never actually worked for me. They have been putting me on different medication. But i feel like my anxiety get worse when i use these long therm medication. Nothing works when i really need it. Like when i get anxiety attacks. Or when i´m at work. I´m a pharmacist andi want benzo for my anxiety attacks. For times when my harth is pounding and i feel like i´m going to pas out. At work i sweat alot because people scares me. My insomnia and nightmare disorder on top of this. Can´t get enough sleep bacouse of muscle pain.  
But every time i go to the hospital to try to talk to my doctor. They won´t take me serious. is it bacause im 21 and looks like a kid? They want me to use the medication i feel like is making me worse. Is this common? I live in norway. they are very strict when it comes to benzo. They recommended to take time off from work. My boss is familie and we are very close and my heart can´t let her work more then she can handel. i´m young and i should contribute in these covid-19 times. It takes a lot from me. I´m exhausted. Why can´t i choose what madications i want to put in my body to funtion?",1.1942653627912598,3.805213183266936,2.8432959072799733,88.22480864421104,88.4820717131474,6.707762887842572,21.151877339128337,7.898369717300924,1.2820719787516603,1003,34,203,23,33,329,135,251,0.12,0.802,0.077,-0.9057,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,5,8,6,12,2,1,7,0,16,11,4,4,1,31,38,19,0,5,3,0,3,5,0,1,7,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,5,0,0,6,1,7,0,0,4,4,36,5,33,31,4,38,0,0,1,0,10,13,0,3,24,122,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.08912782739452131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794779622885307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780893231892494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055675745540946016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145036700438556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867528732565605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542353970009937,0.10467552407053372,0.09348318967207007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437139785490843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695198677162156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610061850162504,0.0,0.1385421183479129,0.19574492791291007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315315951453125,0.0,0.1557199361173381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082300378759463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865530655441901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444858032378597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933941745672148,0.0,0.2231034377872365,0.0,0.08064870717492703,0.1616536515671684,0.07669671232400674,0.0,0.0,0.07764804556842707,0.0,0.0,0.060965482839541216,0.0,0.09175626866076164,0.0,0.0,0.27602514880873164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772225792170886,0.07044163562605116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763647119753283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718474528164338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331879828050865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362977102267555,0.0,0.09714388173013226,0.0,0.0,0.05851025479826692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346247812326624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144026036193924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139895379419992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206013135316749,0.07341000110408533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302801358953427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620091078053012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776476486107305,0.0,0.1507185707567198,0.16161169900293204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241382132527493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39894904528147823,0.0,0.1861522477676626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058815453793723736
anxiety,omgsirrah,2020/04/05,"Social Isolation & Agoraphobia Relapse I have been in ""remission"" for my generalized anxiety disorder for a year and a half. During the worst phases of my anxiety and depression I was effectively agoraphobic, and when I got treatment with meds and therapy it felt like the world finally opened back up to me after several years. I don't think I had ever felt as happy in my life.

Now I've been home for four weeks for social distancing. This pandemic and stay-at-home orders have retriggered all of those agoraphobic feelings. There is a legitimate threat outside. I can legitimately hurt people by being near them. Going to the store presents actual danger. And I don't know how long this will go on for. 

I've been exercising, eating well, resting, attending virtual therapy, and basically doing all of the self care that I know works. And now suddenly I feel like I'm at an all-time low and that my life is falling apart. I see self-defeating depressive behaviors bubbling up (ignoring calls and text messages from friends, declining virtual meet ups to spend time alone) but feel overwhelmed when I realize what I'm doing. I have been incredibly on edge and angry with my partner as well. 

Has anyone else been experienced a ""relapse"" like this? I'm having a really tough time.",5.843037672866,7.8807223476394865,6.981080114449218,68.06720433953268,68.01287553648068,11.358035288507393,33.11611826418694,11.20814326018867,4.537508536003816,1029,47,168,36,18,346,145,233,0.126,0.784,0.09,-0.7572,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,10,18,2,1,10,0,21,4,0,2,3,31,37,17,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,1,3,0,1,2,8,14,1,1,10,1,2,4,2,10,2,2,10,7,19,8,27,25,4,34,0,5,1,0,9,13,0,0,19,113,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.1229526624650475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049252203230075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365152161562266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927712172965705,0.0,0.0,0.08809843108485968,0.12909647024444884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688215516352074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865468644490313,0.0,0.12846000443333142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703811901511094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440085387055462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892404342666516,0.10525241331111193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396942895510324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112013399611588,0.09001064633603052,0.24194936132416475,0.13802104674912938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734320076716656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432113950208009,0.0,0.10076947980019277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341237121594166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638296758403925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487994344471044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848679565798788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798758022507633,0.18466395389369952,0.0,0.0,0.11150135394527867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995171985996555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734886802765675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071543780722128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100401471655917,0.0,0.26287992289494405,0.14233815986469758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568714808760614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342935972333437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881718639449412,0.0,0.0,0.08073232302693735,0.0,0.0,0.14693705779752692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106535685674732,0.0,0.2265687521412657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172564981327362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227292529006118
anxiety,Mrs-Manz,2020/04/05,"Trigger warning! I’ve started cutting myself again. When I was a teen maybe 13/14 I used to cut myself to deal with being bullied. 
When I went onto medication to manage my anxiety, the cutting stopped and I thought that was that. 
But at 25 years old, with the stress of this virus (I have contamination OCD on good days) I feel totally helpless and stressed beyond imagination. So I broke a wine glass and started cutting myself. It felt good. 
My husband walked in and took it away and we chatted about it for a bit but I still have the desire to do it again. 
My brain feels like it’s on fire.",2.3651436781609187,4.809912008620688,3.3368965517241382,88.356091954023,79.77586206896551,5.59080459770115,26.04597701149425,6.816661863887847,1.106266666666667,467,19,92,5,12,149,77,116,0.195,0.7170000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.7155,0,0,1,0,0,3,14.0,1,0,0,0,8,11,4,2,6,0,6,3,1,2,1,20,15,10,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,5,2,0,3,0,8,0,0,6,4,15,3,16,8,2,21,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,12,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862960273661033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253974377991147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211191115633704,0.0,0.0,0.2168893922448053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529953059445845,0.20030214688702624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964754558222166,0.1387992128140984,0.18654671563682115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259187062250813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491918448512274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195188166508288,0.0,0.0,0.19572447562264264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038723188298656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27503574957468074,0.0,0.15515845415098872,0.16243326494151986,0.4451119396869422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542427773414176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586084741151607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780224197375515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010669773440335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511494588771538
anxiety,anon7825378,2020/04/05,"Weighted clothes helps anxiety? As some background I have a mild breathing condition wherein it’s easy to hear a noise when I breathe so can be uncomfortable in public. The weird thing is, just like with weighted blankets and sleeping, I find when I’m wearing my coat (heavy) it’s so much easier to focus, and it gets even easier if I say wear a backpack or something heavy. 

Generally mild discomfort makes it much easier to focus. 

Is there any way I can replicate this without wearing a heavy coat 24/7?

Maybe a weighted vest or something? 

Any info would be appreciated

Thanks",4.487358490566038,7.14615886792453,4.908150943396231,78.75335849056606,73.52830188679245,7.636226415094339,32.298113207547175,8.548686976883017,2.9482633962264164,464,23,78,9,10,147,71,106,0.079,0.71,0.21,0.9424,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,8,9,6,1,0,14,13,10,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,2,7,10,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472546056725115,0.0,0.13907320479930405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007433829702517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166157966610953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498074437453354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489695446940467,0.0,0.12185381852052456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881619098905663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135003434551547,0.0,0.18263820501029532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672814987878199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457122896074706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192698007923805,0.0,0.0,0.2799104068778624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673730457843547,0.0,0.0,0.12077697803687724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443009563580808,0.0,0.6641345209597973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524455719358015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291424417812477,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adventure_crime,2020/04/05,Lessened Anxiety Does anyone feel like their anxiety is actually lessened by all the crazy things that are happening right now? Like I feel better than I have in a while and I’m not sure if it’s because now my anxiety is “justified” now or what.,2.602499999999999,5.1265792500000025,4.379000000000001,80.76600000000002,79.41666666666666,8.840000000000002,28.35,9.3871,3.0601200000000004,196,9,37,6,5,66,38,48,0.175,0.629,0.196,0.4833,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,8,4,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,3,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2612147313614046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143179098051159,0.0,0.0,0.18716640654881928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317378466377955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367390907003781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234246477633207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706916817071398,0.19122893584363446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670642375012196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26154751561230666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285952137147627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522829766553845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783310788795004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theindianwallflower,2020/04/05,"I need to go back. Trigger Warning: Domestic Abuse At the beginning of this quarantine, my mental health was feeling like it was better than it usually is, I’ve battled with depression and anxiety for years, like I’m sure many of you have (I’ve been diagnosed with MDD and social anxiety/generalized anxiety). I was quarantined for around two weeks in my college town, and despite how alone I was, I was motivated to do things like work out everyday, draw, actually focus on schoolwork, etc. After two weeks though, my parents forced me to come home. Here’s some background: my parents and I don’t get along well at all. I grew up in a typical Asian household, but to add to the strictness, my dad was abusive, and so was my mom. Not only abusive towards me, but my mom endured domestic abuse from my dad for years, and I witnessed a lot of those times. Growing up, I became extremely shy and withdrawn from others, right as my parents started to fight a lot. It happened a lot when I was 8-10 years old, that was a big turning point for me in a bad way. Ever since then, when I’m at home I tend to be extremely paranoid, if I hear a noise that’s too loud, or hear my dads muffled talking, it triggers me and makes my anxiety a lot worse, my heart won’t stop pounding and I get in fight or flight mode. This is relevant because, now that I’m back home, I’ve been hearing my parents fight. Yesterday, I got woken up by my dad yelling at my mom in the room next to mine, and when I went to see what was happening, I yelled because he was so angry he was trying to break his phone. Oh yeah, my mom has thought that my dad has had an affair since I was the same age, 8 years old, and that’s the trigger that causes my (narcissistic) dad to beat her. I’m glad I walked in when I did, because I’m sure it would have escalated physically. I’ve been on constant edge everyday, wondering if they’re fighting, scared that my mom is getting hurt. The sad thing is, it’s not even like my mom and I have a good relationship either. Another thing that has been triggering my anxiety is how my mom will constantly analyze the way I look, calling me fat, or telling me that I need to lose weight, etc, despite knowing that it’s something I battle with, and that my weight fluctuates a lot. Anyways, I just wanted to get this off my chest,  sorry this is so long. I just maybe wanted to get some advice from people who have been in similar situations, and what you did to help yourself. It would also just be nice to hear some supportive things, since I’m keeping this stuff away from friends that I talk to. Thanks for reading :) 
TLDR; my parents are abusive to me and each other, and that has been triggering my anxiety. Even though we are in quarantine, I’m thinking about driving back to my college town to stay for the rest of the quarantine. I’d rather be alone.",6.584521276595744,5.863326281914892,6.973205673758867,78.55300000000003,65.43617021276596,10.427801418439717,35.64397163120567,9.80755857964246,3.2564273758865236,2229,95,449,41,30,728,258,564,0.161,0.7440000000000001,0.095,-0.9935,5,6,1,0,8,0,79.0,1,2,0,5,29,26,6,1,20,1,47,7,3,10,4,76,89,37,0,9,14,18,3,4,1,4,3,7,4,0,37,26,3,2,6,1,0,7,4,12,1,2,26,12,65,14,65,56,15,71,0,4,2,0,44,28,0,14,36,304,102,5,0.0,0.3204794953658621,0.052790703755762725,0.0,0.0,0.0528627974218136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205600488574777,0.0,0.043261216420308016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056725244374022564,0.20691963925209755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815764902270196,0.0,0.0,0.05082575373500054,0.12479137214075013,0.04516859448256074,0.09893077869686676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784425112411125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523891311287513,0.0,0.0,0.055572347370146116,0.0,0.04659963007651555,0.0,0.11691891269845348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659352150219527,0.05490714500758546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206645334305332,0.07146089370618748,0.04893368098387179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02735298331697045,0.03864678706685932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041795077644602184,0.0,0.14131680786558334,0.0,0.030744475871524155,0.045373855460755175,0.04326617780453964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567529846538386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057502401955922613,0.24388424190753866,0.06410500551857133,0.036259965686623305,0.0,0.1627905976432147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791177672958405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808374923018071,0.0,0.0,0.02973020371048888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571591688404357,0.0,0.0,0.04787399334410483,0.045427713629946284,0.06052051675526576,0.0,0.2299559571149588,0.0,0.0,0.036110054940115065,0.05484569607225828,0.054347538116947265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054516882207557606,0.0,0.0,0.4435028847516556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022422985340377,0.0,0.0,0.05753259376860191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353104869834485,0.0,0.0,0.04114307787583035,0.0,0.0,0.3003406459733285,0.0,0.0,0.0375039313748907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113899118931462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411147063873914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807975160780528,0.0,0.04619839832273852,0.0,0.0,0.05416036536770418,0.0,0.04310817058017642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342483735381563,0.060807104913520225,0.0,0.055144906903041364,0.0,0.041646383642095344,0.0,0.06055697363162661,0.03829001560629555,0.05766002431916858,0.0,0.0452273732357366,0.0,0.0,0.06192792924828125,0.0,0.06138844304638037,0.10197124652062574,0.0,0.0,0.08696196764320997,0.04728301494251787,0.049805094093002135,0.0,0.0,0.1437581237099626,0.03466306514217333,0.10629972411223176,0.0429468413520374,0.0315442973475167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03672819742165096,0.05884181812334587,0.10568948714347344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059580016898858335,0.0,0.06381542536477383,0.08587909332048749,0.08678642994512935,0.1317507334262601,0.048639548078117205,0.050148304558321456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866570589373413,0.039383137453195854,0.0,0.0551292926836007,0.0768576736376309,0.0,0.0,0.13934634280902844
anxiety,EmMaeva8,2020/04/05,"I'm all alone in quarantine... [potential trigger warning for victims of robberies/break-ins] Okay so this mainly a vent and me wanting to see if anyone else experiences this. Basically the walls in my house are super thin, so I can hear EVERYTHING from my neighbours, from doors creaking to them walking up the stairs to even switches being flicked on and off. During the day it's not a problem at all and I can stay quite calm, but at night my mind races and all I can think, despite knowing it's the neighbours, is that someone is in my house. This is completely unreasonable as I check the doors and windows every night, but I still lie there awake for hours trying to figure out if there's someone lurking. It feels so dumb and every morning I still feel the need to go around the house and check all of the rooms to make sure someone hasn't gotten in and hidden. It's really frustrating and I just want to be able to go to sleep nice and early without freaking out that someone has broken in to get me.

Sorry for the massive rant and thank you for reading this, I hope you guys are taking care of yourselves and doing okay. If anyone needs a chat then feel free to message me 💕",4.88331896551724,5.95688396982759,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,69.2155172413793,7.3517241379310345,29.58620689655172,7.413659706084162,1.7196586206896556,939,35,180,9,16,296,135,232,0.10099999999999999,0.752,0.14800000000000002,0.8976,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,2,10,15,3,0,12,2,13,1,1,2,5,43,34,22,0,9,8,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,10,15,0,0,6,2,3,3,3,5,0,0,1,6,18,11,35,31,5,29,0,0,1,0,9,17,1,4,8,121,28,1,0.12062844289718465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493468720656035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869242404942114,0.12359809495803085,0.0,0.10738488889353262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298873699796367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264766273255304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779536632659093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076958533688578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967394885965028,0.0,0.2032693316059185,0.0,0.10841306630909013,0.11799776393686373,0.0,0.0,0.1829800956239488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302338265840424,0.0,0.13711184796405498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194411236449887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595702215331626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198112619634123,0.11879471750430624,0.4175670816557579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629423750997336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052042232908095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180034002253692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888892386162492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264032441283645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542512862554448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830319746968813,0.1206610866669885,0.0,0.07727766938774959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612525117190553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071555931599863,0.0,0.4088323528507661,0.0,0.0,0.13503366582731807,0.0,0.12857387000335976,0.19266806063960734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369087985161412,0.0,0.090697576663735,0.0,0.0,0.1110584632773026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729383544547297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189879446823613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229956199189214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628151431686283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rua-Yuki,2020/04/05,"Social Distancing has been a boon for my panic attacks. I work in ""essential"" retail. I had a major panic attack while buying groceries on March 19th, when a lot of stuff in the US started to fall downhill. My doctor told me to stay home for a few days and try to go back to work the following Monday.

I did. And then my husband was informed at his job he was working with someone who tested positive. I told my own HR and they advised me to isolate for 2 weeks.

I was elated. I felt a huge weight lift off me then. And these last 10 days have really healed a lot of hurt. I was able to exercise more. Deep clean the physical clutter in my life. Get on proper sleep wake cycles. 

In a time when I thought I was going to be a walking panic attack I was allowed to slow down. Life waited for a moment and my stressors let go.

Now if we could somehow permanently remove this ""work to survive"" culture I think a lot more people would be better off.",2.328919504643963,4.2357592789473735,3.984613003095976,86.40140866873065,77.26315789473685,6.154798761609907,24.3343653250774,7.048011613610866,1.0367058823529414,733,25,144,8,17,245,121,190,0.138,0.7809999999999999,0.081,-0.8839,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,1,6,5,8,3,3,13,0,16,8,2,1,0,20,28,11,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,4,7,1,1,4,1,2,7,0,7,0,0,13,2,24,1,26,10,8,37,0,1,0,0,13,12,0,5,17,104,28,8,0.11796742751964452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40261493740313975,0.0,0.09070967006787264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433260311981266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418739177749463,0.0,0.0,0.1521584630967743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074466077426547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326723018188647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163311195299896,0.0,0.201130822859544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118330948278321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628657102014848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706446914056902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615919833132217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062968717658185,0.1666477655368558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008750649662174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152280760763901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178376075777373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557295479770439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805262218497703,0.12025293636782587,0.09995341851862306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349795237342164,0.12573758167026405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350444810502358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558876423863686,0.0,0.0936529603610743,0.06878775565562692,0.0,0.0,0.2254458647561293,0.0,0.08009213970052327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190029035988538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462635467072328,0.14365254610891948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34352676887832795,0.0,0.0,0.0838006758591102,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,souishere,2020/04/05,"I have this weird tic that I do with my hair and I’m wondering if anyone else does this Whenever I’m anxious I find myself doing one of these two things :

1- I keep running my hands through my hair and looking for those thick wiry hairs and I pull them out, it so bad that my brother once told me he saw a bald spot in my head 

2- when I have my hair in a bun, I keep pulling out hair strands and and twisting them around the bun until everything becomes so tangled and painful, and then I pull out my hair elastic and put my hair back in a bun and start over 

Anyone else does this ? And do these tics have a specific name or something ?",3.5594152046783627,4.169124022556397,3.925213032581453,93.24157059314956,71.93233082706764,7.114118629908105,27.559732664995824,6.937597516519254,1.0081752715121142,497,17,115,4,9,155,79,133,0.092,0.9079999999999999,0.0,-0.8937,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,6,11,10,0,0,22,15,17,0,1,2,1,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,15,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,2,2,11,20,0,13,13,0,19,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,3,5,73,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140500129093725,0.0,0.24931423369870898,0.3653366712194976,0.0,0.1587064827372961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708587074840456,0.1488558703755479,0.0,0.19689561455488436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120270466511941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978591610141552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022604869237975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294416162150865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829661202693467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169258828871289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970981340071635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986176569000088,0.120806750045505,0.0,0.18970187431302524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922005990611445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724820876220956,0.0,0.0,0.12618709227202202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184409260103514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035362742250265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415308997893686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333642793289368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,This-Stretch,2020/04/05,"Dizzy/ light and heavy headed / Uncoordinated feelings ? I’ve been having frequent  breakdowns lately over my frustration at STILL having these symptoms after so long and trying different things . Anyone else suffer from something like this ?? For the last couple years I’ve had a recurring issue where for days at a time , I feel light headed and heavy headed at the same time, very low energy , have sort of a pressure headache and some nausea . It’s almost like a hangover , from what I remember (I haven’t drank in 2.5 year . It makes it hard to concentrate and I feel very foggy and lagged , as well as my balance is a bit off  and my coordination is bad. It’s never enough to completely debilitate me but enough to make it harder to go about my day and it certainly frustrates me enough to antagonize an already prevalent anxiety disorder. Especially since I’m a hypochondriac and immediately assume I’m having a stroke or something is rly rly wrong .. . I’ve had times where it goes away or is less noticeable for big chunks of time and then times where it seems constant. I have a GP that is essentially useless , I got her to prescribe me Celexa which I took for 2.5 years until I just recently weened off (3 weeks off now) on the advice of my good friend who is a good doctor( because I wasn’t sure if it was the meds causing the dizziness.)  I’ve taken iron supplements , done yoga meditation , breathing etc in hopes of it helping but so far nothing noticeable .  I’m wondering if anyone has experience with these symptoms and find anything to be helpful / any insight on possible causes ? It’s hard to tell if it’s from my SSRIs, byproduct of anxiety , some vitamin deficiency or what. But after so many years it’s enough to cause me to not feel hopeful about life and the future . 
It’s not really a good idea to go see a doc right now as my area is on lockdown.. ugghhh",5.7515321057601545,6.939603552407935,6.3921423512747895,75.43125413125594,67.30028328611897,9.39608120868744,30.855642115203022,9.621722640351123,2.9230152030217185,1486,57,265,31,24,486,195,353,0.11,0.7759999999999999,0.114,0.6335,1,1,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,0,13,19,2,1,18,0,21,11,4,5,3,51,41,29,0,5,12,0,7,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,23,13,1,0,11,1,0,3,5,8,1,0,10,10,21,11,45,30,10,52,0,3,1,0,6,21,0,15,30,173,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227781326799911,0.0,0.0,0.08431264918167235,0.0,0.09291515377430512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057257876715554,0.0,0.12882326528441018,0.0,0.0,0.11774711720915312,0.08627132757063034,0.06928820272928407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910727541800631,0.0,0.07030224209966918,0.05132663254732014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192296991232347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594852018500157,0.0,0.0,0.08828053983950504,0.0909886814137012,0.0,0.0,0.09316405410587808,0.0,0.10860215174218472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796952624459448,0.09649879150186157,0.08618074673326134,0.0,0.08616431277943107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703370542135544,0.0,0.0,0.3479982899996233,0.09390359982700136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823623029841662,0.0,0.0,0.17029319396159784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695591628427075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650515629455715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957039115654498,0.21186515596554573,0.06734124321527117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508506602918008,0.0,0.2592358994796973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287297802507006,0.0,0.0,0.16725624502555556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950498734707482,0.0,0.08788137301022855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863302662266753,0.0949795910643388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947190038591192,0.08227028168255268,0.0,0.0,0.07451303519427997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240632362879767,0.08536407757574707,0.0,0.0,0.0935255677033614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493908456334087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079074489611482,0.1917211321895027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492117331910936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393972400552955,0.0,0.08313587465334828,0.0,0.0953805026851878,0.07190507078443817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709531432888599,0.07665116474403855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964988074926125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296402590748182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724104193305623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935610286551979,0.17502898987349716,0.0,0.0,0.07359321231424586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593775128842029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454841526943332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354764696468408,0.05716526397601925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894518383410195,0.0,0.0,0.06753896904323779,0.0,0.07570457579605508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130969661412996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920578572028704,0.0,0.21688432947910555
anxiety,goldenmasonn,2020/04/05,"Weird thoughts Just to clarify I’m not suicidal or want to die but the thought of suicide ( and this is not the thought of me committing suicide because I never would but if it’s mentioned in a film or song or anything) makes me anxious, my anxiety is pretty much completely controlled nowadays but for some reason when I see something about suicide it makes me anxious even tho I am happy and have never thought about suicide, when I see something about it in a film or hear about someone else going through a hard time, does this make any sense?",7.118301282051284,7.311993201923077,6.3738461538461575,80.2378205128205,64.09615384615384,8.856410256410255,40.4102564102564,8.344100000000001,3.4625564102564086,439,24,79,5,6,134,66,104,0.293,0.608,0.099,-0.9787,0,0,2,0,0,5,6.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,5,3,28,18,13,6,3,11,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,5,8,1,12,13,2,8,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,6,5,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801962769600823,0.0,0.09021593931061957,0.26645411015241377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704613958614608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718888836839299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236471037570158,0.0,0.13226824730457254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239246633648156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032011227700714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851517736657928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789149054413272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702219710481433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553841642939298,0.10564189615754856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291540405657706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361570803589781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669193863868613,0.0,0.18190939342887585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997695671360308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125142867260913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879494916437038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099921498187277,0.18157617289215172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6449800525749084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744922083763914,0.06876578814330347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955802458624584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377391393960719,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bigolthrowawayway,2020/04/05,"Anyone else experience extreme anxiety that their heart is failing? I’m 24 and have been told many times that my heart is strong and healthy. I find myself almost panicking every day that my heart is either not beating right or feeling like it’s failing. 

Anyone else experience this and if so how do you deal with it?",4.666,6.820953600000002,5.020000000000003,80.44500000000002,71.33333333333334,7.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.1305666666666667,256,10,45,4,5,81,45,60,0.152,0.669,0.179,0.2342,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,1,0,12,9,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,2,1,7,1,3,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,28,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163288740908125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112094804770802,0.0,0.0,0.2396944931377569,0.35124022777784264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105391721364758,0.17670643608165187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28636632400220297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444123519010469,0.0,0.0,0.3353252450738293,0.0,0.0,0.08666526573837406,0.12244858384444353,0.0,0.0,0.15665699326587024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6093314144984006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837376486813345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377325060405208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637512921098214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994503635940548,0.0,0.0,0.1637805662895311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,techguy2702,2020/04/05,"How do you deal with worrying about very unlikely events? I find my self getting extreme anxiety about events that are very unlikely to happen. My mind loves making up unrealistic scenarios, I make rash decisions because of this. 

Does anyone have any advice on dealing with this?",6.844375000000002,9.5403846875,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,66.70833333333334,10.633333333333336,34.91666666666667,10.686352973137794,4.677441666666667,227,11,33,7,4,72,40,48,0.135,0.795,0.07,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,0,8,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,8,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886870065556886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592718051888532,0.0,0.17917110438882966,0.0,0.0,0.16376607891740824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277311505433332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829234043342037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496000243611387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406500571874154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236580648167715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071123957920775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113849615738044,0.0,0.3126758990372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236486780111171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244333603155472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864979199541797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378530780545555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Challenger-gaming,2020/04/05,"I can't breathe To be honest I don't know if I have anxiety. But recently life has been so stressful, whether it be from school or just life in general. Everything that coild go wrong have been going wrong, I fear what is going to happen because of what I did and I'm too scared to tell anyone.

It's hard to breathe, my hand are trembling and I'm sweating. I just wanted to vent. Downvote if u want",1.5193072289156646,3.520823987951811,2.9574548192771104,92.33810993975906,80.20481927710844,6.077710843373494,24.832831325301214,7.1686216300943375,0.9883746987951808,313,12,68,4,8,102,58,83,0.24600000000000002,0.667,0.087,-0.9237,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,0,0,12,6,4,0,0,13,21,8,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,3,2,7,1,8,16,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475564706226026,0.0,0.0,0.15059005407664894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131286107958699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355853838840165,0.0,0.0,0.2423484589259641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671951609410848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044888348339084,0.0,0.19292709349723766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836041681009153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042410517532184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264955196345176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156205682925305,0.2179635389590212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24670289191386024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824080087482764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25405881569600963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709413877109523,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whereismymind404,2020/04/05,"Anxiety/panic when walking is killing me During the last months, I have a new problem that is killing me. When I finally started to feel better from depression this shit happens.

When I go out and walk either alone or in public I get almost panic, it's like if my heartbeat goes slightly up I start to get the itchy feeling all over my body, extreme light sensitivity, lightheaded / everything starts spinning, and a feeling of doom. I currently eat 10/20mg propranolol for slowing my heartbeat but shits go south anyway. It has nothing to do with social anxiety, it's just that I cannot fucking walk without feeling like dying! It's pathetic, I'm a guy in his 20's and cannot fucking walk!",5.002671755725191,6.761675412213744,5.732740458015268,77.2942251908397,69.68702290076337,8.293435114503817,35.23740458015267,8.841846274778883,3.317228396946565,553,29,94,10,10,180,89,131,0.228,0.693,0.079,-0.9652,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,13,6,1,5,0,7,6,3,0,1,18,22,9,3,2,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,4,0,0,6,3,10,0,0,0,5,13,3,13,22,2,24,1,2,0,2,4,6,4,3,14,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146669982626831,0.15666145856636798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571475361561198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337786435052921,0.0,0.16801760147379813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028144356422153,0.0,0.15698571887358187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547784376678356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594422394121608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059297548183886,0.10806135801416716,0.0,0.1656997516779026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967792907454225,0.15805594541935186,0.0,0.1719309710462141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977282179522092,0.13376018377276633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33469722447553146,0.0,0.0,0.1232984391134947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779761021840282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073561153037594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608945094201164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513963948105327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774729633938785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473697745600075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310535834529968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541922105244683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211913381809779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581083960347208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hipponuggets_,2020/04/05,"I had alcohol and benzodiazepine together. What can I expect? How screwed am I?  I have ADHD, Depression, OCD, and mild anxiety.

 I was prescribed methylphenidates for the past couple of weeks, but due to side effects I was prescribed Bromazepam(benzodiazepine), Indenol(Propranolol HCl) and Zoloft(sertraline).

 I should've known better but I had a shot of alcohol without knowing that I'm not supposed to drink alcohol while taking these medications. Now that I've done it, how screwed am I? What may happen?",6.225952380952383,9.728403023809523,5.469047619047622,72.47595238095239,72.33333333333334,8.971428571428572,33.142857142857146,9.444778638647367,3.9329142857142863,410,20,61,11,9,124,58,84,0.133,0.82,0.046,-0.7359,0,0,5,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,0,2,0,10,7,0,3,0,14,14,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,9,1,6,8,0,6,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,5,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25500073767547826,0.0,0.0,0.6802719721924427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623181443843377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876571525543407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477461702902844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827514772861612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171351786749265,0.0,0.20785693498449725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876312582803973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660931547864152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375037750699324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255109791170964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953396143576826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019907241951074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453524011448693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Palodin,2020/04/05,"Question about a symptom Hey there friends. I've been suffering on and off (Mostly on!) with health anxiety over the last couple of years now and while I've mostly been able to convince myself that my symptoms aren't lethal this one has me a tad stumped. I normally Google to see if others have had it as an anxiety symptom but in this case not much seems to have come up.

Basically while I've had heart palpitations/bounding pulse for a while now, I've recently started to notice that it's noticeable in my head too, I'll be sitting there at my desk and I'll start hearing/feeling my pulse at the top and back of the skull. It's far more noticeable when I incline my head forwards (like I'm looking down at something) or I rest it on something, like in bed.

Blood pressure is perfect, actual BPM is fine (60-75 at rest) and I have no known CVD

Does anyone else get that? Obviously I'll ask my GP if it persists, just looking for info ATM

Thanks!",3.9230300751879694,5.198072205263159,4.732330827067671,85.3063157894737,71.6842105263158,7.744360902255639,29.887218045112785,8.192908349453996,2.014563909774436,749,31,152,11,14,242,121,190,0.055,0.835,0.11,0.9069,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,9,9,0,1,7,0,12,9,5,0,2,22,23,14,1,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,11,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,4,3,12,7,25,18,6,31,0,1,3,0,4,17,0,7,15,96,23,1,0.13396780913349934,0.0,0.13073325662549815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497001460221684,0.0,0.0,0.09367340705285536,0.13726585204050626,0.0,0.0,0.12524181721491948,0.0,0.0,0.10301297588431198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154014052480095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823283269776327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723613256585975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111912914157237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773814958017323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350319701502253,0.0,0.06999265095484082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749792437696821,0.14240151649172814,0.0,0.1587524988530488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920164488910014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089980913441435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499843803446576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848175424680368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312600088916885,0.0,0.4575697158934482,0.0,0.0,0.09078005458301068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500746062029618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227704952241295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675499900867973,0.1219592619561075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062699290918872,0.0,0.0,0.18964620966644066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177315471430247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333955950732635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627087677481822
anxiety,loofezna,2020/04/05,"Does anyone else not get anxious until you’re alone? Whenever I have a very busy few days, whether it’s working very intensely or I’ve been seeing friends a lot or if I’m coming back from a holiday with friends, when I get home I sort of breakdown? 

As soon as I am on my own, I just feel like I’m paralysed and can’t move. I feel so physically exhausted I feel unwell.

But I’m not a very anxious person in general when I’m out and about. But the day after I need to recuperate I feel like I’ve been hit by a bus.",2.4334821428571445,3.137785383928573,4.620000000000001,86.875,74.625,8.1,27.392857142857146,8.472884824447931,1.6969607142857135,401,15,93,7,8,140,74,112,0.047,0.78,0.17300000000000001,0.8992,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,22,19,14,0,2,9,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,5,10,4,13,16,3,13,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,5,10,54,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708431893695106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863187821925863,0.0,0.11955359912665815,0.1751898128288441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147351432160526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728463259469968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205366623220964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496262603967207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283233734309422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458116806158289,0.24429712531029546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26419834857249025,0.0,0.17866059530311654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150746564857206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706495257700574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536157733882055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817253007821661,0.0,0.12677993580367525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929365004268774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362493877162915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42323066251826896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447590078925876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thrwaystupidquestion,2020/04/05,"Physical symptoms without troubling mental symptoms. Throwaway cause well obvious reasons.

I have a tendency to downplay how i fell about things and my reaction to bodily experiences.

I'm currently trying to decipher whether what I've been experiencing periodically over the past few years is anxiety, or potentially something to look into further. I'm not looking for a diagnosis I just want to know if what I'm experiencing is inline with anyone else and their experience.

My backstory with mental health, I've had bouts of mild depression over the past decade. I periodically have alcoholic tendencies, but this comes and goes. I've also had IBS fares that have also sort of coincided with all this over the decade. Generally speaking these have a tendency to coincide but have all occurred without the other 

 In 2016 I had my first ever panic attack triggered by a change of university and feeling way out of my depth. This was severe, I blanked out and had a hard time being able to eat or keep food down for the next fortnight, most mornings I'd wake up and vomit/gag. This went until my doctor but me on ondansetron which helped me brake the feeling sick making me anxious cycle. I was mentally anxious and my body manifested that.

Forward to now, time has passed, I have graduated I'm working etc... I'm currently half seeing this guy who is also my my closest male friend (i'm homo fyi and by half-seeing I mean we sleep together on occasion). He's made it clear that he doesn't want to date me, but continues act super close. I accept that he doesn't see me romantically but I would wish otherwise and I fully know I am unable to change his mind. THIS DOES NOT PLAGUE MY MIND, it does not keep me up at night, when I remember I would rather actually date him it's upsetting yes but I understand. I fully know and accept his feelings are outside of my control.

I want to reiterate that this boy does not fill my mind nor do I think over the situation a lot. The only reason I bring this up is that he coincides with a re-occurrence of stomach-appetite occurrences. We went on Holiday to Melbourne together and the whole time I struggled with appetite, threw up most mornings and would struggle to get halfway through a meal. However mentally speaking the situation at hand never was the forefront of my mind, the whole time I just wanted to enjoy myself and the holiday and not give two shits.

I'm just confused as mentally I don't feel that anxious but my bodily reactions all scream anxiety. I'm starting to think maybe I have suppressed how I truly feel about things that I've instead manifested my emotions into my body? Is this even a thing. I want to reiterate again, apart from physical symptoms I don't think about this situation a lot, I don't have issues sleeping.

Should I be worried about something more or am I doomed to just physically feel doomed out of proportion when I'm a lil upset? Has anyone else here experienced anxiety mostly as a physical gut driven experience rather than a mental heady situation.",6.5315638429949425,7.623201178445232,7.387960080221567,69.34075207716553,65.48409893992932,10.641887116798776,35.08528316302168,10.642457618448805,4.056913055104573,2441,112,412,64,37,816,269,566,0.122,0.769,0.109,-0.8884,3,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,2,0,1,5,24,19,2,6,26,1,38,19,8,9,7,112,84,37,0,13,25,0,8,0,1,4,7,3,0,3,30,28,4,5,19,2,0,11,14,13,1,3,13,18,58,6,66,65,13,62,2,3,4,1,19,26,2,11,26,287,88,3,0.061833870174687014,0.0,0.060340937647488276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608160233602632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834557091620568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190822431067085,0.2095640189580001,0.0,0.08647135947046701,0.12671221436535487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034495395103818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736698063174654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352041759285118,0.13082407153244874,0.05326440401045224,0.0,0.0,0.06935194324161259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325742177540039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328958624921495,0.1623337094428995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327148603131688,0.10330852836405904,0.06955478133512867,0.0,0.0,0.06896111029018305,0.040840688081262205,0.05593227562888036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145617006084264,0.0,0.0,0.18759037596144135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259585838274155,0.07476976125790773,0.0,0.04777269471141631,0.0,0.03230564506739845,0.0593166826348602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122525298016045,0.0,0.0,0.05539100226665937,0.0,0.0,0.06572651251356675,0.0,0.0,0.041445939776049295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453849551855477,0.0,0.1099215698119604,0.0,0.0,0.1019468338578023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103849755377179,0.0,0.0,0.10513789044479266,0.0,0.05850870303972256,0.04127458848947442,0.0,0.062120433627506313,0.06735521184042886,0.0,0.0,0.37388398592764704,0.0,0.2497383280858733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769009261589967,0.0,0.06576102242074236,0.05802689841770309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702744460875325,0.0,0.07254872379840334,0.0,0.0,0.1180548514599746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715103391222646,0.0,0.0,0.07004572111531561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985471777421328,0.0,0.0,0.06985467298600004,0.06347157915772543,0.0,0.2780154432558001,0.12375705171245972,0.0,0.0,0.09520546838009256,0.0,0.0,0.043766331566826654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292843733583181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280720063260345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323902735653296,0.11886194179707532,0.0,0.0,0.14422330781468734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198113896677413,0.0,0.060402706347925675,0.06437123954040386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823560934468226,0.04908084801491856,0.0,0.0,0.055596075236320236,0.1146412342779425,0.0,0.1380706156704593,0.07110589910634459,0.11921128860319084,0.0,0.045015793925011614,0.06279529664987969,0.0,0.1317750218150776,0.0,0.0,0.03981898508943086
anxiety,ForeverRayne7,2020/04/05,"You know that feeling when you're looking at anxiety stuff online and you see people who have it way worse than you and your mind is like ""great I've been faking anxiety my depression probably isn't real too I should stop taking my meds I'm wasting them they could be used for someone who's mental illness is actually serious"" and one tiny part of you knows this is just your mental illness talking but most of your brain is calling you a piece of shit for pretending to have a mental illness and then you write a post about it and you just keep typing because you don't want to post it because your anxiety doesn't want to know what the comments will be but you also really need to vent and it's almost 7 in the morning and you ate incapable of sleeping normally because of insomnia and because your brain is a fucking mess and you hate yourself 

Or maybe it's just me idk",4.27534065934066,5.688683514285718,5.1011428571428565,82.46639560439561,71.0,8.127472527472527,30.032967032967036,8.617729084823388,2.3480549450549453,705,29,134,12,13,229,105,175,0.235,0.727,0.038,-0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,16,2,0,7,9,3,0,6,0,16,10,4,1,0,33,32,15,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,11,9,1,2,4,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,3,22,2,15,25,3,8,0,1,2,1,24,2,2,3,4,93,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.12396966315660085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720907827945147,0.0,0.0,0.10159134176696688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915485813249956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097619956627809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836303286789663,0.1297188513231809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014286063315658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941667291708436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423366022588378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744354242049787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005860141153226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254226119649518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291621007649975,0.0,0.0,0.2094484299708223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062063799466660186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667897860831614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276256142543469,0.0,0.1411093279428497,0.0,0.38406986701032025,0.0,0.12827102799995646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419623195341977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446916345738245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608347316117193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756855424758133,0.0,0.08807137258680592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24333241697860444,0.0,0.1369672358358403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459577384896574,0.08138307407001721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123194058647852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040152498406332,0.0,0.0,0.12712861791837174,0.0,0.1076379305880948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620851450346654,0.0,0.0,0.14542682674612348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955159188686133,0.10210742677385816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971907051674523,0.0,0.0,0.149859278695496,0.10083595703128832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946142706615438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nimblee,2020/04/05,"Indigestion with chest pains that lead to anxiety attacks I've been dealing with anxiety and panic attacks since my senior year of high school. I'm now 28 and my anxiety comes in waves for a period of time then seems to subside. 

As of recent, I've been having some indigestion that comes up consistently right before bed. It causes pain in my chest and this leads me down the path of anxiety attacks because my mind starts to think the worst. Has anyone else experienced anything similar to this?",8.350652173913044,8.283584065217397,8.25991304347826,68.61552173913046,61.60869565217391,11.707826086956524,35.791304347826085,11.20814326018867,4.1434365217391305,402,16,68,10,5,130,64,92,0.27399999999999997,0.726,0.0,-0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,3,1,3,0,4,4,2,3,0,14,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,5,0,16,8,2,18,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,8,40,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461014324875711,0.0,0.0,0.1053441465452594,0.15436776015690154,0.12397936790598466,0.0,0.0,0.5141884561397656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091840215351264,0.0,0.1281995551471314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547681040403388,0.0,0.25955845801820043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532262301393518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585610794144425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917930994958635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212245530169768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32062320311309506,0.1767656583241474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875740434636886,0.0,0.0,0.12866180495286514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247476422271192,0.0,0.1371541269637661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462652875784645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663708480028823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965360854122009,0.0,0.0,0.08785036668043507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701933741372804
anxiety,poisonrainn,2020/04/05,too many thoughts I have way too many thoughts going on in my head at once it just feels like a bunch of loud noise. I can’t even explain it because it is so LOUD and my heart is beating faster and I’m breathing faster and I’m like trying to focus on that so it can slow down. It’s not working though.,-0.3918181818181807,1.7268694393939406,0.8578030303030317,103.60670454545456,89.45454545454545,3.3000000000000003,18.85606060606061,3.1291,-0.9936303030303032,237,7,58,0,8,74,46,66,0.047,0.875,0.078,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,9,12,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,7,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540328941266116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668943945366949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277638538422822,0.18051641376977592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360527611150692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593251227586981,0.0,0.0,0.29942995470450123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468957918969652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123607480509623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690985938941146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24825925306882266,0.4012033274692261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155481699719888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056759074427968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395585443503748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StudentNoob,2020/04/05,"New job anxiety I'm a doctor who has been re-assigned to another busier area in light of Covid (moved from Paediatrics to Acute Medicine - not quite frontline like A&E but busy). I was literally told last week that I'd be moving, and I've only been working on the ward 5 days. Everyone has been super nice, and rather understanding. 

But these last 5 days have been extremely anxious for me: getting used to a new system, a new ward, new shift patterns. It's all change in such a short period of time. I have this constant pervasive feeling of anxiety being surrounded by new people, dealing with sick people I have to escalate, feeling that I don't really belong on the ward. I'm stepping into a ward where everyone has been for the last few months, well-established, and I'm stepping into a machine.

I leave work now, and I feel anxious that I've made some dreadful mistake like I've miswritten a drug chart, forgotten to prescribe something, or even worse, that one of the management plans for my patients is just utterly dreadful. Suddenly, my ability to relax outside of work has been greatly diminished.

I'm not sure when this feeling of discomfort will end. There's plenty of senior staff around I can escalate to and ask questions, and they're understanding. The problem really is me. I'm trying very hard to keep a lid on my anxieties, to not tell anyone that I'm feeling like this, to put a brave face on, to show that I'm on it and willing to learn and adapt quickly. Everyone just seems so...relaxed when they're working. And I'm not. 

But it's difficult. I suppose I'm not being kind to myself given I am very much outside my comfort zone. But I feel I'm treading water, I feel I'll be caught out, I feel everyone else thinks I'm a fraud and I just can't escape that feeling.

I just want to be confident in my own skin, and not go to work feeling bad about myself I suppose. Hope this feeling regarding new job anxieties is something others can relate to.",4.687632759910245,6.1194132120418825,5.639091249065071,78.93252617801048,70.02094240837697,8.912640239341812,32.22924457741212,9.330973305703688,3.048677337322364,1565,71,285,33,28,515,194,382,0.174,0.7070000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9707,2,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,8,15,19,0,3,15,0,29,6,2,2,2,59,66,18,0,5,16,0,13,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,17,16,1,1,17,2,0,7,8,7,0,1,11,14,24,12,42,48,5,47,0,0,0,0,6,16,0,5,26,168,41,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223659762433434,0.0,0.0,0.07958678006567302,0.23225028647692064,0.17148866344665584,0.0,0.05307038608919423,0.0,0.0,0.06756625314786395,0.07095537360307284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337254311777615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029113949987865,0.0,0.0,0.08201991805530923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789722686521908,0.07824859607357891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768590197355099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801881091491487,0.0,0.06340392379814029,0.0,0.0672240373472131,0.0,0.0,0.05013061198283096,0.0,0.0,0.2900992099771567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422145286556606,0.0542223021950274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03965412518286731,0.0,0.043135183751485534,0.0,0.0,0.08367897938369184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799064786677789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538489017585137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063620728111413,0.06746257009459215,0.0,0.07903718923723031,0.0,0.18560358712808156,0.0,0.08036614345498264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112413377765592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718175238347347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058190397017967,0.16133737411731386,0.05579454068186049,0.0,0.0,0.4398226989954103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051431165978622836,0.05772465374566295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105237700458402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262514810692319,0.0,0.07629951674271587,0.0850243152667755,0.08072799077449551,0.0,0.0,0.09724576011260534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909565182690246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686160586985385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715339639292599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633912207164366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048633051691807386,0.0,0.0,0.044257351079349375,0.0,0.0,0.07252480249428918,0.0,0.051530478231737405,0.0,0.0,0.15802719218799804,0.0,0.06555241696860603,0.0,0.1252493432720177,0.04476723088062625,0.0,0.06088164616079686,0.0,0.06824236824547916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762770908589565,0.0,0.0773476243320538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotAshsThrowaway,2020/04/05,"I’m finally going to go see a therapist hi, I’m 14 and anxiety (and a couple other things) has been hard for me for about 4/5 years. I’ve always been to scared to speak up about what I was struggling with but my mum has finally let me see someone. Well not ‘see someone’ but video call close enough. What can I expect? I’m incredibly scared but I know I need it",-0.5608492822966511,1.6568019342105271,1.8545454545454563,94.07227272727276,95.44736842105264,5.395215311004785,17.435406698564595,6.980632752743323,0.2078315789473688,281,8,63,5,11,95,50,76,0.141,0.823,0.036000000000000004,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,17,5,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,3,5,7,1,9,13,1,7,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164943334726805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394233563169502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861011041130397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165992661121268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883164872322892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39929939438079504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071576206930749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326325306284722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016170529499388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863664551148992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513859081395346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649349064308832,0.0,0.4356971031383781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088454380000745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053083082932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161025090321,0.12108106423534633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386769925035094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736521769483345
anxiety,JustASpeckOnThisEart,2020/04/05,"Anxiety over having no friends It’s been a rough night... 

Lately I’ve been feeling like an afterthought in everyone’s lives. I feel like people hate me and just don’t care for me. When I’m around them, everything seems fine but the minute I’m not in their view they forget about me. I have just one best friend... and even that isn’t going great. 

I don’t know what to do. I feel like maybe I come off as too negative but I am at a loss. I have so much social anxiety and feel like a loner. I want friends. But when I get them they don’t seem to want to reciprocate it. 

I’ve always wanted to be someone who people think of and they are like, “aww she’s a sweetheart and so kind.” But that’s not the case :( it’s been years of this and my anxiety is at an all time high because of it.",-0.2964285714285708,1.8163650714285708,1.6633809523809546,98.09828571428572,88.76190476190477,5.2647619047619045,16.733333333333334,6.742157984588678,-0.3100438095238092,604,14,146,8,20,199,96,168,0.122,0.606,0.273,0.9837,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,6,2,10,16,1,0,8,0,15,0,0,0,1,30,33,15,0,3,8,0,5,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,9,0,0,2,8,2,0,1,3,6,20,14,17,29,3,17,0,1,1,0,13,8,0,2,12,95,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994145067337903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032336958912825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762232874052893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054427358607033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866065115391513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471375538600738,0.0,0.0,0.11381695575427868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726959166589295,0.0,0.0,0.12625439125885432,0.11874852650654975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267232446851899,0.3775703494994493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30624632611105235,0.0,0.06903165901430129,0.0,0.07509164008838858,0.0,0.0,0.1456720768606318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304494846163392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396009562998582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759144279976696,0.07261433781182983,0.0,0.1490466408589396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32275642035026564,0.0,0.11667183747513445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274078208461798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712960983120733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399359483060632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953365371626397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832024542211396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056954752069104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468831015936233,0.11195200251697816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466257232335146,0.0,0.0,0.07704515871922088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337983402418688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508638645829385
anxiety,Lilneso,2020/04/05,"Sleepless Nights It seems like with this whole Covid-19 going on, it’s basically given more fuel to the flames my anxiety runs on. This past week I’ve had trouble sleeping. Most nights I don’t go to sleep till like 5:00 am, and when I try to sleep early either my throat feels like it’s stopping me from breathing, my left arm starts to feel weird (which causes my health anxiety to kick in, even though I know it’s most likely a pinched nerve or my muscles being sore on my left side. I want relief so bad, I want to be able to just go to sleep and be awake and not have to deal with my body being 24/7 on alert. I really just want to rant and just have some relief to this anxiety. I feel like it’s really just tearing me apart these past few days and it’s not slowing down.",6.507096273291925,5.043237745341621,6.404091614906832,84.99321816770187,65.95652173913044,9.540683229813665,28.82065217391305,8.07648339933343,1.5766080745341613,611,14,136,6,8,193,94,161,0.11699999999999999,0.7509999999999999,0.132,0.3626,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,9,10,8,1,0,28,22,10,0,3,8,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,3,16,7,21,16,7,26,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,5,17,82,27,0,0.1251497431933425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872176329789888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044948080581755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901315169776976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856326034292967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071123097977158,0.12902388992555336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266022506386388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189838411462782,0.17881400308684992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133764494012206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330283247486947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877902591052393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27195112432554625,0.0,0.0,0.3057092148328093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348891122216893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389391817333193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034826026395807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139316259075838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009604993646327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858163237444096,0.0,0.0,0.10463078914417943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295898726750615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496846058338124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221449683160414,0.0,0.10038757507356086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972521892037734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,6sevennine,2020/04/05,"Need some advice Why are people non stop laughing at me? Even when they see me they just smile but it’s not the good smile more like a teasing/bullying smile. I’m a 20 year old male. I’ve noticed it always happens doing day to day things even in work place. It happens way to much for it to think it’s all in my head and it’s actually making me angry to the point where I want to confront them, usually when I stare back they’re facial expression changes and they go all weird! I’ve been told I’m good looking but I suffer with low confidence. I’m honestly going to blow the fuck up if this keeps happening, I never had this issue until I started taking care of myself to",0.8766428571428548,3.2032253071428585,2.741071428571427,90.99517857142858,85.21428571428572,5.5,20.17857142857143,6.9077264865688965,0.4451428571428573,533,16,111,7,16,177,95,140,0.17800000000000002,0.648,0.174,-0.1457,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,1,7,11,2,0,5,0,4,3,2,1,3,18,24,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,3,14,6,15,21,5,23,0,2,3,1,7,8,1,2,13,66,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.15479634717571625,0.0,0.0,0.1550077449288285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198975520298126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219738021540384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173004346375086,0.0,0.16780554947774035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046016291310689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209542296742396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466474208541185,0.0,0.0,0.18030191765436995,0.266096361022166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208180322592629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279630594158095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556460253985572,0.0,0.14099430789521575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749677787822255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332061069500812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058842599807936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660855251645652,0.11761936148593526,0.1223423503383388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059704782805147,0.16645157555428222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099714754404668,0.0,0.16573067931711202,0.0,0.14995308778191654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264045914241208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227648293112026,0.0,0.0,0.13261865577006132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926720587532827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538423834095854,0.10164130205096196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157418874765355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174704414309005,0.0,0.09356187772788686,0.1259101413600945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313552647788316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548180615812248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215011036284058
anxiety,dyl_a_n,2020/04/05,"Root of my anxiety I think the root of my anxiety is me being open and other people projecting and giving me advice or bullying or .. basically not recognizing that whatever actions or thoughts were coming out was a reflection of themself.   


<<= if anyone has thoughts on this or can relate or empathize I'm open  


Specifically, a lot of this is related to later in life when I realized that monogamous relationships weren't for me. I'd get tons of advice or shamed. and if I tried to explain how what they were saying didn't make sense to me they would explain how it was and I'd feel trapped in these conversations. and other people would justify why it made sense for people to have these convos and don't get me wrong I get how people can be defensive or hit emotional points but it's frustrating and was confusing. and made it so that emotionally and logically there were confusion points which was painful. This happened again and again until I learned that I it didn't make sense to be open anymore because i would get crushed. So it become harder and harder to open up. More stuck energy. I hold that energy in my forehead and it's like this slow dull pain.   


Now thoughts will pop up that feel bad. or shame or anger but they are so quick that they go away again. I can;t seem to really feel the emotion. And instead, I'm drawn to sugar and overeating or just feel tightness in my body.",4.309341926729985,6.2990215895522415,4.9676255088195385,81.14433514246947,71.91044776119405,8.604070556309363,28.22659430122117,9.218907990703514,2.497732835820896,1118,43,209,25,22,359,138,268,0.175,0.772,0.052000000000000005,-0.9898,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,0,15,13,3,4,4,0,25,6,2,9,0,69,52,36,0,5,16,0,5,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,24,20,1,3,15,0,0,3,5,12,0,0,16,7,22,1,26,28,3,28,0,1,0,0,10,16,0,16,10,148,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813696313997975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859825970357873,0.0,0.11576608926366574,0.08162124353951215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967290487751208,0.0,0.09746576493415476,0.07115832089148096,0.12892055675302866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966216616798476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005536843261708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939210241257509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360914234999288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439491586480943,0.11197930572490693,0.06634109147395997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322510869618204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245077383140867,0.0570290199576445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924078230961372,0.0,0.2209079690307036,0.1558381068470713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24842068025553785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237071599297226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069763079087848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747810639251414,0.0,0.0,0.12532573755036885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282942006282957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062677971817742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074796707706917,0.0,0.2780148546905686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925289456894599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053318475896146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487677125433978,0.1276273587086517,0.0,0.0
anxiety,--usernamelol--,2020/04/05,"Hallp (Xposted)
I work at a Orthopaedic office and I'm 85% sure one of the providers I work with is positive. Said provider was less than 3 feet away from me last Monday, started having symptoms Monday night. (Was around me for about 3-5 mo utes) He had been exposed 14 days prior.  My sons father  and I are split. He is remarried and they have a 4ish month old baby. We split custody so I have him Sunday,  Monday, Tuesday , which means when I would have been exposed (last Monday)  I would have had him the next two nights. 

I really dont want to get the baby sick if I am infected. Yes I am worried about my son but I'm more worried about my exs infant. 

Would you take your son for the next 3 days or would you hold off until your 14 day incubation period is up? 

Either way its going to kill me inside and idk how to reason",1.6787500000000009,3.6757948511904783,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,79.65476190476191,5.628571428571429,20.02380952380953,6.6274283507984215,0.17923095238095232,637,16,135,6,16,208,110,168,0.12300000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.035,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,1,4,1,2,7,2,1,0,6,1,22,4,1,2,1,21,31,11,1,6,4,5,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,1,23,1,18,20,3,29,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,2,22,86,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336597264723046,0.0,0.0,0.14106494980198128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29049079878457035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596729971442793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844388697774236,0.0,0.08533012551308569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661117598510033,0.0,0.0,0.24477431194857965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355050685257785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198432699250784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31935905935642783,0.2817993853180036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755055762773273,0.0,0.10174125775201062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618589970349044,0.15437273133696622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428210425001823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627248456720018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150866159975675,0.15605679464961292,0.11288937776519685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666857943932735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855864511729516,0.1191770814797746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861280550194065,0.3049564336424901,0.0,0.4266311102878265,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BrokenBaron,2020/04/05,"Does anyone else get very anxious when people that aren't close friends are very nice or sociable with you? When teachers or classmates that I at best sort of know or don't know at all engage with me socially, especially repeatedly, it makes me extremely uncomfortable and anxious.

Especially when its not the kind of ""i want to be your friend"" but just random social interaction. And I generally try to end the conversation as soon as possible, particularly because I'm always worried I will overstay my welcome in conversations that aren't with close friends. 

I'm also like ""why is this person being so nice to me"". And there is a silver lining of joy because I can't engage conversations with people that aren't close friends, so when they do it for me I get to have that.",6.8947969348659015,7.666378786206899,7.457471264367817,70.29187739463602,64.58620689655173,10.306513409961687,34.042145593869726,10.25414643259724,3.554570881226054,624,26,109,14,9,206,87,145,0.102,0.7040000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,1,10,13,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,1,24,21,16,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,14,13,17,18,2,13,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,5,8,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656931400086371,0.13169420543312368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576025081835521,0.0,0.11066680907259377,0.16216741034498933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296114517568524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609571882769442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850407610085766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221516643254194,0.0,0.14018118680519098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891193307830219,0.0,0.16538019878648064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648149594436808,0.17396327704627776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732324808546412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056471653015836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945045744146413,0.13819618970668612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842684583085278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226748397247101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745566437573502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611804092598149,0.09335237516924214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142815019239697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073194980547448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quinnb2021,2020/04/05,"High-Functioning Anxiety I’ve always been a fairly anxious person but never really thought it was anything more than the anxiety everyone experiences. Recently came to the realization that I am in fact more anxious than the average person. I’m a people pleaser, I stutter sometimes when talking to people(even people I’m very comfortable with...this is getting progressively worse), I’m terrified of the future, I replay all every situation(I’m still thinking about the time I accepted a Mt. Dew that my boyfriend offered me but that’s his dads favorite soda and it was his from the fridge and he was not even mad but I also feels like he hates me for accepting the soda offered to me), I crack my knuckles, I count stairs, I avoid eye contact, I don’t like meeting new people, I’m always excited to go out with friends until the day rolls around, I ramble for dayyyyyyyssss(telling stories take me forever cause I feel the need to justify and explain every detail), I am terrified to love or let anyone close enough to me so that they can’t hurt me, I freak out if someone doesn’t answer me right away(I get scared that they’re either mad at me or something awful has happened to them...everything is always fine and they’re prolly just busy), and finally I procrastinate. But also I’m a really happy person and I feel really happy most of the time. Sometimes I just get really down and can’t function or rlly don’t want to cause it’s exhausting. Anyone else?",5.9957087975412975,7.383672116788322,6.657568190549368,73.01660968113717,66.88321167883211,9.710026892047637,32.304264310411064,9.93914555978268,3.4471489051094903,1176,49,194,27,19,386,156,274,0.152,0.6579999999999999,0.19,0.9332,0,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,1,10,20,3,2,14,1,15,5,1,2,3,43,37,20,0,3,12,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,8,13,2,1,9,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,6,4,29,11,25,30,6,22,0,1,1,1,17,9,0,5,13,122,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691572959233821,0.26400991254120515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181683986535175,0.2389642141038072,0.0,0.14790392378251668,0.1083667113051932,0.08703395291874685,0.09415150983692068,0.0,0.0,0.09936783771346412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209647179725061,0.0,0.21729550824271213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682083976007727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835143103341818,0.0,0.0,0.1092814707071006,0.0,0.13971095294875255,0.0,0.17821980980222948,0.1010610968839504,0.09505298170183958,0.10345652676561423,0.0,0.0,0.16043088045823245,0.07555712179752566,0.0,0.11585821749256253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171224600552236,0.0,0.16577043642151024,0.0,0.06010756092109516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352588827963207,0.22517340043827136,0.0,0.10441908492706538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174443620568066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322149911966499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081498524359314,0.0,0.10334093742548596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545525377434794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842193835751271,0.08157096021894071,0.10214658265457016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996828138983596,0.2770445657650269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27101799236384755,0.0,0.10442822176682423,0.0,0.0,0.09032104021695143,0.0,0.0,0.10588723237475256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961266265601774,0.08142153902285562,0.2092046599883002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446248347174537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952062780366488,0.08500830831814435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776867195432804,0.0,0.08396402312153721,0.1233425336279772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726556694905345,0.062381768741933435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778155179368616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MP1205,2020/04/05,"Racing mind and heart Does anyone have any tips to stop your mind from racing at night? My anxiety is the worst right before bed and I can’t stop thinking about everything bad. My heart starts pounding and it keeps me up for hours, only causing more feelings of anxiety",3.710588235294118,6.316671823529415,3.6585882352941184,86.99964705882354,75.86274509803921,6.432941176470589,23.925490196078428,7.554174236665415,1.2482831372549021,217,7,39,3,5,66,43,51,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,11,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614655941755954,0.0,0.3063132157089505,0.0,0.0,0.13998829339237054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671631735273587,0.0,0.0,0.17036007720654536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566612827293212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752011231165757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993173338474538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122988215785757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744888028610495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971620226713277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795178726480068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404300829286089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187879236086742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226525299702331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097434542692366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417064355551668,0.0,0.0,0.3347614123043413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828355718680665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ftp74261700007,2020/04/05,how to ease physical effects of anxiety? i’ve been having severe anxiety for a week straight now (probably due to stress bc the pandemic) but my throat feels like it’s closing and my chest hurts...does anyone have any ways to ease this?? I just want to feel relaxed without things like xanax or benzos,5.526578947368424,6.880163017543862,5.493815789473686,81.0554605263158,67.94736842105263,9.208771929824564,31.793859649122812,9.516144504307137,2.9561964912280696,240,10,44,5,4,75,49,57,0.096,0.615,0.289,0.9305,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,3,3,2,2,0,11,6,4,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,7,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216748376390486,0.0,0.4323534884630165,0.0,0.0,0.19758999575677505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857669238093596,0.2018787736465986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27611350483747765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30467441455023075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192406045983056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237001518150229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877369111311596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667594889697948,0.22430281217722373,0.2266726340818293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724018467329521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,politeseaturtles,2020/04/05,"Hey I made a server A server for community with others struggling with the big sad and hanging out. We are 13-18 years old server. We have self-assigning roles, and vc call almost every night American time zone. We just want to help people, to recover, and to make friends. 

Anyway here's the link:

[https://discord.gg/k5UYdYx](https://discord.gg/k5UYdYx)",6.790919540229883,10.334944413793107,5.4731034482758645,73.0405747126437,70.3793103448276,7.314942528735633,23.459770114942533,8.344100000000001,1.7740252873563218,288,8,43,5,6,85,47,58,0.098,0.7829999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,15,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,7,4,0,7,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30346149786187954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30944864514291226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553332830274916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23413621706018745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312849443155975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28675389733761153,0.202288693740613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843925502910779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180007283051357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009719593464726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161479702877019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168143882815111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671129872211447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874715309835734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951547132171174
anxiety,_motifs,2020/04/05,"Classic knee-jerk reaction to loss? Push EVERYONE away! It’s been a really really long time since I have had to post on this subreddit for help but my anxiety has been through the roof since my godmother died. I’ve been sleeping at 4am and getting up at 7:30am. I don’t eat meals. I just basically stay up all night and worry.

It’s been pretty crazy. I’ve been feeling some type of way and my initial reaction was to literally just fight, block, delete people from my life. It’s such a bad knee jerk reaction I have to mourning and loss and the worst thing about it is that these people didn’t really do anything to me, you know?

And most of them don’t know me that well. They’re either new friends or friends I have met at stable points in my life. They don’t know that my defense mechanism to grieving the death of a loved one is to try and not get attached as possible.

So I guess my question is how do I train myself to not have this reaction and also what is the best way to apologize to the people I left behind? Because I do want to come back... I just... need time.",3.0670427807486647,4.41669955454546,4.260695187165776,87.56516042780753,73.9090909090909,8.085561497326204,25.668449197860962,8.671277953709913,1.6415828877005345,842,28,182,16,17,276,126,220,0.20600000000000002,0.649,0.14400000000000002,-0.9644,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,1,2,3,11,14,3,0,8,0,23,7,2,1,1,31,35,14,4,2,8,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,12,9,2,2,5,0,0,2,6,9,1,1,9,1,23,5,28,26,6,22,0,4,0,1,11,10,0,5,6,122,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278647328631017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789218748811816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606064701245145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250800578964406,0.1084480120605795,0.11775920550851778,0.08597426326220244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800862675452606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149006356440865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463731467633729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443150825127202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476598383494634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131206141333025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179281951974582,0.0,0.14737102369369542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536710280966715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453348725897306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325291638134946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532360742741175,0.0,0.19923585735993635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481246063342727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272905359605041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045764394298013,0.0,0.13621348997060992,0.0,0.13235277307953822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556967333255836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29332990406807463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332464828600907,0.1589969483497772,0.13507354401423244,0.143484359935874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799264669106708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710539033122718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333329457449724,0.0,0.14113789836210427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503256572672119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369808064326923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447850266415542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575421590334167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318671276173215,0.22389569379045074,0.0,0.0,0.12680834114029998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432289485496302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MephistosGhost,2020/04/05,"Anxiety over bank transfer So I’ve had anxiety pretty much my whole life. It’ll get triggered over things I know are fine, and I’m having it now over a bank transfer for a large sum to a new account I set up so my savings would be fdic insured.

Anyway, I read out all the info to the agent on Friday, they confirmed it all back to me, and now as I’m about to go to sleep the next night I’m having an almost panic attack about whether or not it’ll go through, or if I maybe got a number wrong or something.

Just looking for any affirmation, if anyone experiences the same doubts over things they know are or should be fine, etc.",5.717483516483519,4.904238946153849,6.175934065934068,83.86192307692309,67.23076923076923,8.65934065934066,30.10989010989011,7.447530270364453,1.655758241758242,493,15,106,4,7,160,82,130,0.115,0.8220000000000001,0.063,-0.7712,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,9,7,1,2,9,0,11,2,1,1,2,24,21,12,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,3,2,1,4,0,0,2,1,9,3,18,13,6,16,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,8,6,74,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196457746365747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036577805168545,0.0,0.2933071600505003,0.0,0.0,0.13404439204557853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809178538615626,0.0,0.14740909036677916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213801428825524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752399366815384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015779974359364,0.0,0.21790041142811606,0.0,0.15332377081216167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107117924998496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540670752668033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098367608491618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925931501528138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092502120848693,0.0,0.0,0.18514960551822504,0.20388013614368264,0.17990188585731842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249241745426915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503261127729787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175659010148455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184315893420856,0.0,0.0,0.1475836532069632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547201848019496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403146487163116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618152718745138,0.20959900835378084,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ne865424,2020/04/05,"Who do you vent to about your anxiety, if anyone, and what is the best advice that’s helped you through it? I used to talk to a therapist to manage my anxiety and just vocalizing my worries and low moods to someone who I didn’t feel any judgement from helped a lot. She moved out of state and with the coronavirus, it’s been difficult finding someone to talk to that takes my insurance. 

I have been trying to vent to friends and family but I just never feel comfortable as it seems like whenever I do, they always try to invalidate my feelings. (I understand trying to get my mind off it but it feels more like they’re telling me I’m wrong for experiencing certain moods/emotions). I also feel anxiety quite often and sometimes even if I want to vent to them, I don’t want to burden anyone with my problems.

Basically, I am just curious how other people manage their anxiety with or without the help of others. If without, what tips can you give for getting through anxiety without feeling so alone? If with, what makes you vent to the person you do and in what ways have they helped you through your anxiousness?

I don’t know if this makes perfect sense but I would just like to learn from others experiences.",6.467179802955662,6.896239732758622,6.690960591133004,76.60724137931038,65.4655172413793,10.076847290640398,33.8128078817734,9.957137785484203,3.2770790640394085,966,40,179,20,14,311,123,232,0.158,0.731,0.11,-0.8446,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,8,4,3,10,14,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,4,3,53,33,20,0,9,16,0,6,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,17,12,0,0,11,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,7,32,8,37,29,3,8,0,1,0,0,25,4,0,9,4,135,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494474883132113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122840505337606,0.0,0.08588341353068885,0.08936090073721398,0.0,0.0,0.07303200281898661,0.0,0.4107828308120958,0.12132531622052548,0.0,0.15018558649434569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127039947902266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080445701642965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093311276564195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505251484611668,0.10124206005554183,0.0,0.3258115844019553,0.07672271540051913,0.0,0.0,0.09815670816664827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297279258226327,0.0,0.11221847976571883,0.10302267507957956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879373152541313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902125716513446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574027135237845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130303857789092,0.0,0.0,0.1433734433589334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843791951283067,0.0,0.0,0.1141434514652988,0.0,0.0,0.08282932722868493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445388534623598,0.09377281217518377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276211712823607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422736420836367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977679998068204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819901724595743,0.0,0.10621599398503263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074736504389962,0.17263940421791335,0.09386760385636632,0.0,0.0,0.12469339455187188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874162784195506,0.0,0.0,0.11180155398210667,0.0,0.09275444286391353,0.0,0.0,0.12668822145433006,0.08524482545319438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105736524542274,0.0,0.0,0.10906441756209,0.0,0.07629003428725573,0.11741912331379835,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tristynmalhi,2020/04/05,"I keep feeling like there's something seriously wrong with me So I had really bad pain in my stomach at the start of March so I went to the hospital and they told me everything was okay and I was fine after a blood and urine test. That didn't seem to be good enough for me. For the last month I've been feeling really uneasy about my health and googling every potential symptom that I do have and driving myself down this rabbit hole of shit that could be wrong with me. I've started to have trouble with everything in my daily life. Sleeping, eating, working out, getting groceries for my family, focus and concentration are at an all time low and I just feel like I'm going to die all the time. So yesterday I went to talk to a doctor again because I was starting to go a little bit crazy but I also didn't want to go to a clinic because of the current situation with covid but I did anyways. They got me another blood test and the results came in pretty much fine other than me being anemic, which I already know. Now today I've felt like my throat was clogged all day, had really bad back, neck and chest pain. I keep telling myself that this isn't the time to be worrying about my health like this because there are people dying and getting sick everywhere. That I'm putting myself at risk by going to a clinic. That I'm probably just having panic attacks. I just can't seem to get away from feeling like I'm having physical health complications and I'm afraid that I'm going to drive myself into psychosis or just off a ledge and I've been doing so good with my mental health for the last few years that for it to be like this again is terrifying.",4.861579236473496,5.6632543353474345,5.607032408678937,81.66054037352377,69.09063444108762,8.314254325734687,28.03639110134579,8.438071523408619,1.9071861027190329,1319,43,256,19,22,430,164,331,0.161,0.738,0.10099999999999999,-0.9731,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,18,25,2,3,15,1,28,22,9,1,3,43,61,20,2,2,7,0,5,6,0,0,12,0,0,0,15,20,1,2,8,0,0,11,4,14,0,0,17,5,32,11,44,38,7,44,0,1,0,0,5,13,1,3,26,171,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651951527588973,0.0699455207875234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171440583159383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950376829906844,0.08217600216955978,0.06725498600078632,0.14605880859328246,0.15995308062163602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548884265110298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003636141517797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698334776293001,0.0,0.0,0.05640752136909804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815491819428208,0.0,0.0,0.08952386734475715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894982643727352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903744569728377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736928155727702,0.0,0.1572153366781999,0.0,0.08245397248510826,0.0,0.17689920178017185,0.18745448268674134,0.08397986647433159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709014965490285,0.0,0.2485411361622889,0.1467225479517729,0.06995354244370007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718837133254957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548535892499168,0.0,0.0,0.04806833357263467,0.14259087333866166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177893233355033,0.25638512299831623,0.08766264705310903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814388575374542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981352081572892,0.0,0.06429664754700429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613729965885525,0.10262102677974527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060637037713180235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898308447948719,0.09430178275763723,0.0,0.0,0.08792622138402323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809645586257616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924922826685164,0.0,0.0,0.08978129846359909,0.0,0.09831403212141727,0.08752790575101856,0.0,0.0,0.06733462980934403,0.0,0.0,0.1857239789462448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090935426342893,0.0,0.07030084471523021,0.0764480377164373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300417938406458,0.0,0.08290634631078228,0.08357630706165921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158896964488842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216138006219075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367537224675178,0.08882468886780301,0.0,0.0,0.19125792496972224,0.0,0.056324424762585465
anxiety,_mark_davis_,2020/04/05,"Just finished my book with children with Anxiety. Hey everyone, I'm a local author and a soon-to be elementary teacher, and have deal with a severe anxiety disorder all my life. I just finished my first children's book and I wanted to share!

Bark! Bark! Goes Anxious Mark, by Mark Davis.

A young pup struggles with understanding the feelings that overwhelm him. Mom comes to the rescue and teaches Mark about what anxiety is and how to cope with the scary feelings.

Now available on Amazon in paperback and Kindle eBook form.

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0863S7M57",5.35519886363636,8.79952753125,4.776136363636365,76.3643181818182,75.77083333333334,7.240909090909091,30.60227272727273,8.296473431620573,2.9192000000000005,457,21,68,9,11,138,65,96,0.201,0.7290000000000001,0.07,-0.8879,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,20,9,7,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,12,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,1,12,8,2,9,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,43,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410508976664314,0.2663336371719249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030802213438423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305085568942866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701932121269112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527196894840806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384074679264125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005312696269076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665192231578491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761109104272512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663336371719249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464600857333827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454270505209717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905315006739602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CuriousNihilist,2020/04/05,"Sensation of Eyeglasses on my face irritates me and causes stress and anxiety. Mental Disorder - When I wear my eyeglasses, it irritates my skin on my left nose and left head and temple between left ear and left eye. This makes me stressed and my head nerves contract too much. The stress levels are too high and dangerous.

Heard that CBT is solution for this obsession related problem. Any tips?

Considering wearing contact lenses or getting laser is not possible, can someone suggest a solution to this problem or what it is called?",6.210564516129033,8.903685688172047,6.199663978494628,71.31949596774196,68.46236559139786,10.671505376344086,37.43145161290322,10.686352973137794,5.043216129032258,431,24,65,14,8,136,65,93,0.272,0.687,0.040999999999999995,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,4,2,0,5,9,9,2,0,14,8,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,8,0,6,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,2,1,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773643377598652,0.0,0.10994755008838678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675704994117222,0.0,0.0,0.14764290784801454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471878256921785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508923206753876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950021176151769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185103116642065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6246209792884846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959360863128523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483878037974493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565279637469016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202586442612388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27504662251362805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177586367555653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939019520599289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeyondthisRealm,2020/04/05,"Zoom Is Making My Anxiety And OCD Worse I am suppose to use zoom for my class and for my future counseling sessions. I have quite a large amount of fear and anxiety regarding the internet in general, and because of my OCD and intrusive thoughts it makes it extremely difficult for me to keep any social media account for any long duration of time, and it’s even harder for me to share my name, photo, etc., and I hate being on camera. With everything going wrong with Zoom here lately, I have had four anxiety attacks and barely any sleep in the past few days, and can’t stop obsessing over “what if my identity has already been stolen, or what if my computer has been hacked?” A part of me knows that it’s not true, and that I’m safe... But at the same time what if I’m not...? I don’t know what to do to get my mind to calm down, this is a nightmare. I want this semester to be over already; I really don’t like online classes and I feel like I’m not doing my best. Fortunately, my professor is being super understanding and helpful, and she has agreed to do class on another video platform. Even though I don’t like any video platform that involves me being on camera, anything is better than Zoom right now. But I still can’t shake my anxiety off, I feel like the damage has already been done, and it’s only a matter of time before I realize what it is that is going to ruin my life.",6.915010277492293,5.6998295143884885,7.6470914696813965,75.6044604316547,65.00719424460432,11.252209660842755,33.5262076053443,10.451354775682146,3.2781718396711206,1087,38,216,23,14,365,142,278,0.16899999999999998,0.732,0.099,-0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,6,20,2,3,8,0,30,2,1,3,1,45,48,21,0,4,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,17,16,0,3,7,2,1,3,8,9,0,1,6,2,29,11,32,38,6,27,0,2,0,0,6,13,0,4,15,151,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825195165655915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142975705054882,0.12115874556740287,0.3535656718866366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508348471726516,0.0,0.0,0.13144883442282154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043500753612668,0.0,0.09832007251267852,0.0,0.1212570872410142,0.1021899422872078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451680537728696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182423961745232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886293982731972,0.15263243612454475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038441714972433,0.0,0.0,0.1300199678109806,0.1168457952991355,0.16509038587326094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036736327018705,0.0,0.13133348902510875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407651994299868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744721076812552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270148332008228,0.0,0.0,0.1270007463793583,0.0,0.13033951148513884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816126744338343,0.2257973150670847,0.0,0.0,0.10225346832582743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425403652973602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166672600299135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878769894995885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512370517797114,0.11030053863688664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289606497892985,0.0,0.0,0.07402092594567522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867458571178092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562819566653225,0.117783322373194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227418710793854,0.09660058527769012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352213084071824,0.09172962552591517,0.20212521983495466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202861603097752,0.0,0.09979356624647832,0.0,0.0,0.0681512875825266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774997215564408,0.0,0.1263300462945021,0.0,0.0
anxiety,H2vavilia,2020/04/05,"First post on here. Really cool that a subreddit like this exists. I've had anxiety for awhile with social anxiety being the main aspect of it. I've been becoming more aware of it recently and I know its had an impact on my life.  I never talk about it with anyone, barely even my parents.

Moved out away from my parents in 2019. Felt like it was the best move. Me and my dad aren't in the best relationship. Alot of drama there too. 

It's just been getting progressively worse. Just everything weighing down on me and making me feel stuck. My usual routine is to just deal with it. Dealt with meds and therapy and all that, just ended up making me feel worse.  I always feel tense even when there is no reason to be.  I love my life, but life is tough.",1.7817533557046978,4.1862836308724845,3.1680494966442967,88.93583263422819,81.81879194630872,6.409563758389263,18.708473154362405,7.645422480735847,0.5877546979865764,587,14,119,10,16,191,95,149,0.08800000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.086,0.4111,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,12,7,0,0,6,1,11,5,0,3,2,26,21,7,0,0,5,3,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,10,1,0,6,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,7,5,14,6,21,12,6,18,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,8,87,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634988820033006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393936742044772,0.0,0.0,0.09777249363960984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313750309303138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443141722103915,0.0,0.0,0.29348623582332695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441587470091939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384801107180113,0.0,0.0,0.18471299353290635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567032450788335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210697915309404,0.0,0.134258874419615,0.0,0.0,0.11893945603926205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305548325407052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684699478131539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962985153286662,0.13662789855395302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262021717049672,0.0,0.18667542480087515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531977665618762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972346452917227,0.0,0.0,0.10784563364134356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105296724971513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339186331949442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957877606268881,0.1437686851529019,0.1380654060740951,0.1501252535020626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425392309538419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239017967598014,0.0,0.0,0.1599079653730258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400315760641514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849977422562777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway3pp,2020/04/05,"Anyone else good in emergency situations? I don’t have full blown anxiety but I have some very mild anxiety which doesn’t interfere with my daily activities but it’s still there nonetheless, but when it comes to crises situations I get ultra focused and just know what to do, anyone else have this too ?",3.2603571428571456,6.330131464285718,4.387142857142859,77.85785714285714,82.57142857142857,8.914285714285715,24.07142857142857,9.23628265651192,2.800457142857144,246,9,43,8,7,80,42,56,0.09300000000000001,0.805,0.102,0.3632,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448851095187758,0.0,0.0,0.3152320920025097,0.461930478036528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941758474517371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766121374444844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777050968609655,0.0,0.0,0.1890681711802885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388268943161147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506753856555608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800174375338174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859917338608628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alliezzz,2020/04/05,"Tips for managing anxiety? Quarantine has given me more time to reflect on unwanted and intrusive thoughts and as a result my mental health and anxiety has been spiking.

Does anybody have any coping mechanisms (breathing/mental exercises) that can help with this?",9.396201550387596,11.670962883720932,8.934883720930234,56.533178294573666,59.69767441860466,13.175193798449614,44.56589147286822,12.45797560212912,7.065486821705427,216,13,26,8,3,69,38,43,0.125,0.816,0.06,-0.2406,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,5,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546007841829074,0.0,0.5728208282215935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276347454245924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39796335466485533,0.0,0.0,0.2509484316106014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773011316260986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972270457470129,0.2183121742042372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anna--May,2020/04/05,"Everything is awful right now, featuring pharaoh ants My anxiety is through the roof and into outer space. There are pharaoh ants in my kitchen by the fridge and the sink, definitely in the walls. Bug infestations are a huge nightmare and anxiety trigger for me, and of course this has to hit during pandemic conditions. I'm freaking out. 

My partner has contacted building management and they will be helping, but who knows how long it will take, not to mention that this kind of ant is particularly annoying to get rid of because you can't just kill them and call it a day, you have to be all strategic. 

I want to move out and be literally anywhere else but I can't leave. Plus I have a final project and term paper due at the end of the week. I can't focus on anything, I can't sleep, and my self-harm tendencies are creeping back in because my skin keeps tricking me into thinking there's ants on me so I can't stop scratching. My mental health is in shambles and I'm an absolute mess. I feel so trapped and scared.",5.395202937765752,6.199420472361813,5.797085427135677,80.76502899110942,67.89447236180905,9.138152299961344,34.40316969462698,9.265573868473778,3.0233908774642444,810,38,158,15,13,260,124,199,0.113,0.804,0.08199999999999999,-0.8536,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,1,8,7,3,1,10,1,21,4,2,2,1,29,31,17,1,1,4,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,6,16,1,2,3,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,0,3,20,1,24,25,2,27,0,0,0,0,10,16,0,0,10,104,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995397611664648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611088777431805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054144506608175,0.0,0.2386892960795605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999115562535709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262608214564289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635476664387147,0.0,0.1734014833487038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595293209792706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989914021642652,0.0,0.0,0.21446558235701504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022860928761138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081032014485367,0.0,0.0,0.13122608251364004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401676820595113,0.21659970649791271,0.20387299534927614,0.10759464581344604,0.0,0.0,0.20730097500885133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732576543266992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729850118403588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808137308854147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719361740968752,0.0,0.0,0.196008254286164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423948767794367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591971092243016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367944369835566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720093335117326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544684365767564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547512685112934,0.0,0.15704156087005314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MAYA-KOV,2020/04/05,"worried about my cat I suffer from anxiety and panic-induced agoraphobia, and my cat is a huge support to me. I cannot express how much I care about her and how much she makes me feel happiness and enriches my life. lately, (past month or two) I've noticed her pawing around her mouth and twisting her head when she eats, not really chewing food fully, and chattering her teeth. I've done some research and based on the symptoms she is displaying it sounds like she potentially has a FORL (feline odontoclastic resorptive lesion). I feel awful because this is extremely painful for cats and my vet office does not open for another day and night. I am panicking and feel emotional because I'm worried she is in extreme pain and I can't do anything about it for almost 48 hours. I hate this feeling of not being able to help my best friend and I feel like a terrible pet owner for not addressing the issue sooner.",6.2809774040987945,7.0948682485549135,6.70895428271151,74.9747083552286,65.93641618497111,9.99033105622701,33.646347871781394,10.018931242160765,3.4488774566473985,729,31,128,16,11,237,111,173,0.147,0.6970000000000001,0.156,0.152,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,1,0,5,1,11,10,3,3,0,29,21,16,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,0,4,1,2,0,4,14,3,0,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,6,25,7,14,19,4,12,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,3,9,84,29,1,0.14033301423668645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052324269613367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715140128808224,0.107354371782714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154821135690588,0.1249261349974104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109140590947516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472708405824489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307886071942436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905031847220546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122806366446019,0.14360939614600068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359570773954133,0.0,0.15785575270894212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547829426667934,0.10025393341055087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969123785130635,0.0,0.10842093868817088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938710313674913,0.0,0.13854979832505332,0.14402215868242774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940622613498673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819975109008087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647120720137768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830175253483686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912135809565392,0.13711924452339122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367337670670242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201247310867177,0.0,0.20632182477506425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169302744203498,0.0,0.0,0.15977006682942324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986484427220132,0.16465055576971738,0.0,0.0,0.13396374110046053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990092235222008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924824153433464,0.0,0.14585973434339136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708496372474954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28502997576794065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,immalilpig,2020/04/05,"Doing all of the “how to stay positive during quarantine” items, but still feeling so negative I’m a grown adult with well laid out life plans, thought this was going to be a good year after having a tough one marriage-wise last year, but now coronavirus is derailing everything. My husband is out of work, I’ve had a salary reduction, working from home is stressing me out because there’s no physical separation between life and work, can’t go out and do activities I normally like doing, baby plans derailed because of financial uncertainty...

I fully understand I’m not the worst case scenario. We have savings, at least I am able to work, I’m healthy, etc. I am able to count my blessings when I feel positive occasionally. But this life right now is really throwing my stress off and my previously well managed anxiety is coming back. I’ve been meditating, having a regular routine, going for walks/working out often, cooking more which I love, but the uncertainty of life in general right now is just having a big impact on my mental health. I can’t sleep well and literally feel like I’m frowning all the time. I’m having obsessive negative thoughts that don’t go away.

What has everyone been doing to manage stress and anxiety? I’d love to hear about any tips you have, or anything out of the usual “keep a routine” that’s worked well for you.",7.711643139469231,7.661714418972334,8.108450028232639,69.11621541501978,62.91304347826087,11.655448898927162,37.834274421230944,11.20814326018867,4.4472543195934495,1080,50,186,28,14,357,149,253,0.152,0.662,0.18600000000000005,0.9024,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,0,7,16,17,0,4,12,0,27,9,1,1,2,35,47,13,0,1,7,1,3,2,0,0,5,1,1,1,6,14,1,1,6,1,0,7,7,6,4,1,6,4,16,11,29,40,7,34,1,0,0,2,8,14,0,2,14,127,22,7,0.2009416915213348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832362040935888,0.0,0.15371984401222516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267894539016885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439566689014578,0.07725587869475756,0.0,0.1224921900780552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086546737326152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205155129179856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600419870782312,0.09029671777215503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240323528320204,0.07177639228644501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283995879893457,0.08427017861705739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679581081503227,0.1132379451709252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078045018998924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930310406859318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189714896009635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838621185466664,0.09816996052043307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135772188543392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012509815316341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844009686505344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808164529335385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436419649732249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716031066324706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054340460390256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708855350947376,0.08023614720795129,0.0,0.34526704308987194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952525766318834,0.05858535812818407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459369373153794,0.0,0.0,0.11065444219120203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613414256093871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388638338945817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293998612075966
anxiety,oe_r,2020/04/05,Who want to talk I want to talk to random people,0.34090909090908994,1.8216558181818208,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,81.72727272727272,4.4,11.0,3.1291,-1.7112545454545454,38,0,9,0,1,13,7,11,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284095163333865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7614971733930501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5588105622624416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,doubleblackvoddy,2020/04/05,"Constant prolonged anxiety has become my resting state Lately I’ve noticed that I’m constantly anxious but it’s been so long that it feels normal. The other day I thought I felt stressed for the first time in a while, but looking back it was actually panic - because I feel like I’m constantly stressed and worried for no reason. 

Does anyone else feel like this? 
Like when you sit down and take a breath and try to relax and you’re like oh wow I’ve been really anxious this whole time.",3.183567251461992,5.534526210526323,3.8045614035087763,86.58637426900587,76.36842105263158,6.32748538011696,27.39766081871345,7.3871296695380915,1.5799941520467842,390,16,73,5,9,123,66,95,0.18899999999999997,0.613,0.198,0.614,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,9,0,3,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,13,13,9,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,5,5,6,5,8,2,16,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,16,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.13669463409944835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071582773604063,0.31649355599151396,0.0,0.09794487211941244,0.14352511291580866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771032107261763,0.0,0.08538944443518917,0.15470368861295486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541193861866958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903378708235112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258204727685948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701609251232242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248093584848834,0.2001416174205462,0.134495580468637,0.0,0.0,0.11914915308039682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801259718700947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737375626551399,0.0,0.0,0.12396345450002585,0.11762913260920806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724540603113985,0.0,0.15947822944602916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434980364309085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973670855132082,0.14402215754035294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209147290390557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532023115949304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120523779156788,0.16335967801422974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510287134857202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639061162106932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422546687767442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hulk_smashed_,2020/04/05,"Had my very first therapy session this week I’ve been struggling with anxiety my whole life, but it never got bad enough to seek help until I got to college. After two years of convincing, my boyfriend finally talked me in to seeing a therapist for the first time. I can’t believe how much better I feel after only one session! She had so many good tips and pieces of advice to try, and even though I know this is going to be a rocky journey, I’m excited to get started. I wanted to take the opportunity to tell everyone on this sub that might be nervous about starting therapy, it might be scary at first, but it’s worth it to take that first step. I was so worried about what she would ask and what I would say, but she was so patient and calmed all my fears I had about therapy sessions. I hope that this helps anyone hesitating on getting the assistance they need; I promise that it’s worth it!",8.508539325842698,6.355801735955057,8.334691011235957,74.93664325842697,62.53932584269663,11.596629213483148,37.41853932584269,10.125756701596842,3.5267730337078653,711,27,141,12,8,230,110,178,0.10099999999999999,0.682,0.218,0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,6,9,12,0,3,5,0,15,1,0,1,2,20,32,13,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,16,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,4,0,6,8,3,19,8,23,17,5,21,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,3,14,103,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752227555435499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200295121634317,0.0,0.0,0.08409259194402474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243221914027013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041685771612173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549828929545255,0.0,0.1063652613658193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426664402396875,0.0,0.07943437777692727,0.0,0.0,0.11491905507759315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533237762403122,0.06080996465170405,0.0,0.0,0.13174522430236973,0.0,0.4091918604273759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566775611150507,0.0,0.06834978361656899,0.10087318500897073,0.19237497514766894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612231621044093,0.0,0.0,0.11945100225290707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609489779497395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494723896135291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121930569722642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551658597243248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840914656958394,0.08917551195538086,0.09275634204620743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814951684462374,0.09146750401223347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564013243641704,0.0,0.0,0.09583621277441323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702493997491984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257278493149296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084971741139766,0.09666503498258873,0.1051175454597164,0.0,0.4126030168652273,0.13963777737833208,0.0,0.0,0.11816046518297388,0.0,0.07012791198813148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165253351160867,0.0,0.11748213901888906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923181920449056,0.0709358411785695,0.0,0.09646991108894196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342723881541572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221356826010312,0.0,0.17086664233136342,0.0,0.0,0.07744718448411438
anxiety,youngrussianboy,2020/04/05,"The fact that I get nervous and try to think of something else when it comes to picking a major is pretty good evidence I’ll end up with no future This may sound narcissistic but I’m really not sure I have any genuine interests and just want to do what I’m good at.  My whole life I wondered what was wrong with me and why I didn’t feel like a normal kid and it’s starting to become clear that I only care about me and my success, even though I’m too lazy to ever work for any kind of accomplishment that I know could be meaningful to me.  I’ve always been an insecure little fuck and as much as I hate to admit it I only wanna pick a career choice that I don’t have to worry about people seeing me fail in.  My Dad’s pretty much the same way so it wasn’t shocking when I realized all this, but god I hate that this is the way I am and I’m scared that I’ll end up as nothing but a failure given how good I had it growing up",3.2672505712109685,3.4275979108910914,5.015544554455449,86.77930312262,72.36633663366338,7.799543031226197,24.44935262757045,7.61054688173877,0.9740703731911652,726,18,165,8,13,249,118,202,0.19899999999999998,0.597,0.205,-0.364,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,11,18,3,3,8,0,15,2,0,3,5,36,34,18,0,4,5,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,16,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,6,3,20,9,24,25,6,17,0,1,1,1,3,6,1,2,8,109,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513591893157532,0.0,0.0,0.18819431511114335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528201136131338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410786552668899,0.0,0.0,0.1191945322760454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047813984689084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559137802484575,0.0,0.2451116160601397,0.0,0.0,0.09139286929264524,0.12516466778471785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996463378501896,0.09885240936124322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792194010071953,0.07229323833096613,0.0,0.0,0.34817758018627626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732258159858788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409230646715793,0.07604519005675865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977356671562052,0.06760117648164105,0.13868428881477535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343749904856007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557439212088135,0.1327708935014804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104750580961352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592916405994917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28154650133041104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864413071876266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853370525266498,0.0,0.11026392744198192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652490612173296,0.0,0.0,0.09793984401895373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041321373875747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866267457684471,0.13594899654595655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394495848631616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161491588947681,0.21966522789598447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485848123168335,0.15448649770564002,0.0,0.0,0.15005765846565594,0.10073587795845212,0.14052266522777865,0.0,0.0,0.15128717986662074,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SkitzoScooBs,2020/04/05,Does anyone have any tips on how to cope with this stress and anxiety from this covid stuff it’s driving me crazy feels like I’m having a heart attack on a daily basis I can’t stop my brain from telling me I’m sick and there’s something wrong please help. Been having a really hard time this past month can’t sleep my moods are so bad can’t even have a normal conversation without getting pissed off I’m on edge all day all night because I can’t escape the media talking about it all my friends family and everybody we co e in contact with talks about it I feel like I can’t take much more so I decided to reach out to the reddit community for help anything works thanks so much for reading this.,1.7193749999999994,4.0241071875,2.8220555555555578,91.9285,81.29166666666666,5.7844444444444445,20.71111111111111,7.0316486544052195,0.4322727777777775,561,16,118,7,15,179,95,144,0.162,0.6759999999999999,0.162,-0.2738,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,1,8,10,2,1,6,0,11,5,4,1,3,17,19,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,3,11,4,18,18,6,13,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,0,8,69,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022909174010638,0.0,0.12400103131520668,0.0,0.0,0.11333949606146528,0.0,0.1333890827474329,0.0,0.0,0.1844046787306648,0.0,0.0,0.13534124453194235,0.09881065125546963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094987690537376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453685356717306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184905410467458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070611826685729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280726113290138,0.0,0.16391861850868736,0.2315991594916319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523298297257382,0.0,0.08468712772186805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520387609695914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920814966018089,0.2172956205049888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838132580642886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938143044379158,0.0,0.2383146455062469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211370481386946,0.15881714703099348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547365214797449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792991188084267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213729613676972,0.0,0.10384120276374813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221049328978626,0.0,0.0,0.1247874426234828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551736667384182,0.18567747795741596,0.0,0.18555819838459786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187408760042788,0.2605691202617047,0.14167680355902007,0.14923385364979486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451798334231724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625228350594106,0.0,0.11800594854785695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772237213304886,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clair-de-reddit,2020/04/05,"Clair hi all! i'm Clair. i'm a Reddit newbie. i have Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD). nonetheless, i'm happy to be here! God Bless.",-0.6044871794871796,0.6646180384615406,3.3461538461538503,78.79051282051283,118.6153846153846,7.887179487179487,19.71794871794872,7.793537801064563,2.4322256410256413,103,4,19,4,6,38,20,26,0.149,0.541,0.31,0.6988,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393391664339971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6581994102806916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6113547522864532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,randomuser521,2020/04/05,"Just need to talk It’s crazy just when you feel like you’ve got everything together something like coronavirus happens and fucks it all up, makes me overthink everything so much like im destined to not be happy.

Got into my first relationship where the feelings felt mutual I had an extremely bad one in the past that I think has properly fucked me up in the long term.

Long story short my girlfriend broke up with me the other day completely out of nowhere for no reason went for a nap and woke up to the relationship ending. It wasn’t even a long term relationship, a few months but it was the first one I was proper happy in and everything was fine until lockdown happened and I couldn’t see her. I’m now paranoid that I done something wrong that she’s not telling me or there’s something else going on I can’t seem to calm myself down I’m constantly convincing myself that she’s going to move on straight away or there’s something wrong with me.

Anyway it’s 5am and I just had to type this somewhere in the hope I could maybe get some sleep tonight.

Thanks for reading",2.7910060362173046,5.188013305164322,3.4342588866532537,88.50619718309862,77.92018779342723,6.686250838363515,24.696847753185786,7.793537801064563,1.3551580147551974,866,31,171,14,21,272,125,213,0.125,0.76,0.115,-0.4764,0,1,4,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,11,16,2,0,11,0,12,3,1,2,1,30,35,11,0,4,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,6,2,0,4,6,6,0,4,12,4,21,10,27,20,6,37,0,1,1,2,10,17,2,5,19,112,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008525388047064,0.0,0.08962714948719996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254737978041332,0.11599994405793475,0.0,0.08570486914104787,0.0,0.0,0.06922753100127775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984943739056456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967153086739454,0.0,0.09507427898631587,0.0,0.0,0.07089921964658688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28941963756615685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855196858593996,0.0766860559050323,0.10306637605636593,0.0,0.0,0.1826122668922244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847425294805374,0.05608242987730217,0.0,0.12201131190418606,0.0,0.17170444333061752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984660417317648,0.22853782096952485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066160909514133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594915537928432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732750367184015,0.0,0.0,0.28498625696608404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165246847249722,0.0,0.10784074596232106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568037664613493,0.11408891166803015,0.07890965696246549,0.07959367702201381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547716012911624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247130052451414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737232193007464,0.0,0.0,0.11036676296560263,0.0,0.3457395103278243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553869105227346,0.09772128449533847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074207953440597,0.0,0.0,0.33055238446549456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627845700034226,0.09382275222433052,0.09882726404561996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878123520938012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950828979001458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347260366830264,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pirules,2020/04/05,"Is it ok to take Alprazolam ocationaly? It greatly help with my anxiety, but i dont wat to beacome addicted, so dar i use it only when the anxiety get to strong and it really helps i usually try to limit it to once a week or less and the other times i fight trhough it. What do you guys think?",3.6406451612903226,3.9130170967741975,6.061451612903228,79.21217741935486,71.58064516129029,10.716129032258065,30.01612903225807,10.686352973137794,3.1469225806451617,228,9,50,7,4,82,46,62,0.1,0.72,0.18,0.754,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,2,4,1,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,8,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,6,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753823798710379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864921883519253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960572464009627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197839151540136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785036122164056,0.0,0.25012379079839314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33863855404065285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690215944727393,0.0,0.19212142285331868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618285480031135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993141557165086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618624016333929,0.0,0.0,0.14729902579488932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715057285889252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817408684636508,0.278214421749856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262864698332453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MusicBoi123,2020/04/05,Possible accidental overdose on abilify (Aripiprazole) 5mg My friend cannot remember if she took her 5mg dose of Abilify 5mg. She is currently anxious about possible overdose. What are some signs to look for and is it possible to help her if she did overdose?,3.655714285714288,6.379447224489797,5.570775510204083,72.57779591836736,76.75510204081633,11.266938775510207,36.330612244897964,10.793553405168565,5.356213061224491,210,13,36,9,5,72,34,49,0.066,0.8170000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,6,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741291122401709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874733046590295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264536345399558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037676223436797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8206652648362249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748788380902214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26959669722646473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joy3111,2020/04/05,"I've developed a new symptom 🙃 I finally thought I was getting used to my anxiety attacks, knowing how to handle them pretty well with breathing exercises and laying down, and I got! A new! Symptom. Now I gag when I get anxiety attacks. So much for just curling up in bed 🙃",1.8227777777777767,4.322238314814818,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,82.51851851851852,7.303703703703704,34.925925925925924,8.344100000000001,3.4829481481481483,215,14,38,5,6,76,41,54,0.22399999999999998,0.679,0.09699999999999999,-0.7081,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,2,0,1,4,1,2,0,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,7,1,7,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32209475599359344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789942419821354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306145906950813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997623285918805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837223659749054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569639721465773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475657093309392,0.0,0.0,0.4066434450589953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417472839510204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43762219239393607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712952472731307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818218618248432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892829436887418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brunobaruc,2020/04/05,"¿What's with the past? I know this is a question that maybe its hard to get answered, but, I think almost everyday... ¿what's with the past? ¿why is it so important for some people? Like me for example. ¿How can I know that I'm going to understand this some day? ¿why does it hurt so much? ¿how can I get over it? 

I'm always thinking that maybe there are things I should have done, and things I shouldn't have done. Some times I think a lot about why is it so important for me to know and understand the past of my SO.

I think this is heavily related to my insecurity/anxiety and I get it, but I ask myself again, ¿is it normal to think a lot about the past? 

Maybe we can't decide if it is normal/good/bad to think about it, but surely its bad to have it so deep inside my toughts.

Just wanted to write a little bit and get some answers or maybe some hints.

Have a nice one.",-0.05238450074515555,2.1374482349726804,1.9043641331346244,96.22483233979138,88.50819672131149,5.513065076999504,16.514903129657224,6.980632752743323,-0.1691180327868853,669,15,157,10,22,221,85,183,0.059000000000000004,0.8420000000000001,0.1,0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,9,0,17,0,0,0,1,42,37,14,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,0,15,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,17,3,18,33,9,12,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,11,9,106,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339745721494233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591850055129584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899169454296681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653181113975494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243137631583738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273043180151884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659253651262442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036132227451184,0.2113365178425157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579109959891604,0.0,0.0586836091466468,0.0866074806564396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249842606510003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053927491847357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024284248857088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050446392165922616,0.1034911281862413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755716449962472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149440957478013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590613353486003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234082625600255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996994517594651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39428381876273294,0.07158573980782071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567201646393575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973189590224117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719937166443094,0.3969793679609501,0.0,0.0,0.06021027075182036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498937003098176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090394084587372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279521462670057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,meowie91,2020/04/05,"Corona killed my anxiety Basically,  having to work from home and not go out to socialise has given my mind and body a much needed break.  

Working from home means that I don't have a lot of the job related anxiety that makes me dread Sundays and Mondays. I am also able to save on the 2 hours of commute and so I have a lot more free time.  

Not having to wake up early means I get 8 plus hours of sleep every night. I didn't realise how much lack of sleep was affecting my mood.  

Not having to go out means I no longer need to worry about my IBS related stomach problems. I also no longer feel pressured to socialise (im an introvert by nature and love staying at home and playing games / watching tv). 

With all the time I have, I finally feel like I am no longer running behind the ball, and have the time to reset, rest and do the things I love, without judgement. 

It just feels like the wonderful break ive always dreamt of but never thought possible.  

Appreciate that this is a hard time for most and dont deny what people are going through.  I got lucky because I have a very stable job and its just my husband and I at home.",4.457944199706317,5.115932709251105,5.3349074889867865,83.76805873715126,69.92511013215861,7.991659324522763,28.78972099853157,8.021203637495839,1.8000510425844354,883,31,178,11,15,289,133,227,0.10400000000000001,0.778,0.11800000000000001,0.7963,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,7,13,1,2,13,0,19,7,5,3,2,45,38,17,1,4,7,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,15,0,0,8,4,1,4,11,4,0,0,5,5,21,9,29,33,9,25,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,5,14,123,29,4,0.1042032320618968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666625740646161,0.08670543662237501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159430374621125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352132308549986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574629988364968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212541191136615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779571726069478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806485526188793,0.14888561961161867,0.0,0.11414954731006402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444188792254312,0.0,0.1776632944356035,0.0,0.08334084382630724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334562832679708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180973518812,0.0,0.2052383868766262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255737199124716,0.0,0.20681125799790992,0.0,0.1152854372832226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181687135376596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717972311236568,0.1880949706033337,0.0,0.0695564665526739,0.0,0.0,0.3405236038189788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521555938017144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320273068608806,0.1545307524390746,0.08036795649162354,0.0,0.0,0.09778767436956136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224140070120455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747348732646765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970842012935087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855697277976307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106678069678487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922799716097103,0.0,0.0,0.08272572664317479,0.24304697038194584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597857949635725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044819720666084,0.11300396015884655,0.1517223879911299,0.10582344030410976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SargonHelp,2020/04/05,"Anyone else delete there posts after posting them out of fear of people’s reactions to what you said? Unfortunately, this includes reddit communities like this one. It’s not that I don’t trust you guys, I just don’t trust myself to take the reactions well",6.98,7.829345333333332,6.875,74.27000000000002,64.41666666666666,9.733333333333334,28.5,9.725611199111238,2.513325,208,6,37,4,3,66,38,48,0.213,0.698,0.08900000000000001,-0.7509,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,6,4,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521714038407515,0.3007182776243175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517575412238185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33026123818216885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906042281010121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338586239437373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988784628589832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034711026255984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621703594818941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27917906682053417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206702218855333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638854678923418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,notsoaveragegal,2020/04/05,"Dreams/And waking up strangely I’m a 18F who’s a senior in highschool and recently I’ve noticed I’ve been having dreams about what’s actually going in the world and in my personal life like school for example, if I were to think too much about how a person acted towards me and it made me feel sad I would end up dreaming about it and it leading to a different outcome. Could this be my trying to heal itself or??

Also as for waking up strangely I sometimes sorta wake up in the middle of the night, I’m not fully awake but aware and then fall back asleep? My body sometimes wakes itself up? I wonder why this could be happening?


(I also was diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome and put in the high functioning range, so I’m a deep thinker at times)",3.0775477542591614,5.058235288590605,4.3229530201342286,84.48341765616935,75.30872483221476,7.000722767165723,25.55549819308209,7.882392219407189,1.5582148683531227,594,21,113,9,13,195,96,149,0.045,0.9279999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.3839,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,9,0,9,9,6,3,0,22,18,15,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,9,7,0,0,4,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,2,10,1,23,9,1,28,0,1,0,0,3,16,0,4,8,78,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.17443466725667695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28589336207027755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744807278055193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985514684784693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28543540000436146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814279577276285,0.0,0.1867561892018509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831985466265616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038160516760173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015880076810839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806844449076585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888596787096888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625673860949638,0.08732844740391273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913801051579375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140215792302473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774520105340726,0.0,0.0,0.20350858738071229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121560199044514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969358697017426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649451803403474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090501203678414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535775579666087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453607934733173,0.0,0.0,0.10423083270715253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135983118966967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129449040187466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938472526203914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697920062903995,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LegendOfElise,2020/04/05,"I’m not sure specifically what I’m asking for but any words of support or advice would be appreciated please. Triggers, in this post I talk about death, alcohol
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Lost my job, lost my uni course (well not lost but it’s been stopped due to covid and that’s taken a huge part of my life away from me), my partner lost his dad, and over the past 11 days I’ve drank every day. I’ve accepted this and I’ve woken up this morning and read through stop drinking subreddits and am committing to staying sober for however long my brain and I can do it because I sure as hell want to. 

Through this trauma, covid and anxiety history, my anxiety is through the roof. I worry about every ache that goes through my body. Has the alcohol hurt me, do I have covid, do I have *insert illness here*. The latest one is sepsis now, because that’s what my partner’s dad died of. When I get rational, I think the aches are probably the alcohol (and probably stress too) and my body needs a break, so the first thing I did when I woke up was to wash my face, drink water, electrolytes and tried to set myself up for the day. I don’t care whether that helps me physically or psychologically, I just need to fight this mindset and so I decided that starting a routine will be good for me. 

I feel like I’m going out of my mind. I haven’t socialised in 25 days and have no support system and I really just need someone who is in a rational state of mind to help direct me please. I’m not sure where but if anyone has any words that can help ground me please. I’m not coping well. Worst part is my course is healthcare and I’m bloody good at it when I’m on the job, but in my brain at home it’s not the same. I don’t want to ruin my life. I’m so grateful for every day and the path in life I have chosen. I want to finish my course, I want to live a healthy life to the best of my abilities and get in control of what I can get in control. But when the anxiety takes hold of me I cannot cope. I just hope I haven’t had this epiphany too late.",2.1488937902952188,3.6666812019002393,3.5358221920597224,91.13668883610451,76.64845605700712,6.901689854088904,23.905055989141502,7.6583078777640585,0.9225904445198504,1570,50,356,22,35,515,188,421,0.18899999999999997,0.647,0.16399999999999998,-0.9198,3,0,5,0,1,0,45.0,0,0,0,8,19,25,2,1,18,0,32,18,5,3,4,62,68,33,2,10,17,2,1,1,2,2,9,0,1,2,21,17,7,5,4,3,0,1,11,11,2,2,12,1,49,14,48,52,5,46,1,6,0,0,12,19,1,4,21,223,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395653205521267,0.0,0.24264626660928426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029340432501328,0.0,0.17369181745443596,0.0,0.0,0.052919299276482736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075336977320766,0.0,0.0711066509655015,0.0,0.0,0.09227128418952246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942461815646604,0.0,0.0,0.16813345836758695,0.0,0.1689744709082729,0.0,0.0,0.07716384203389125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976979486772126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24404630475606706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785469843546518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828101501900234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912985242864164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03826758866628705,0.05406793597649722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437590405665844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186236999240452,0.0,0.04301238160307486,0.12695858560323614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521861183334062,0.0,0.07591619967201875,0.07517027589427949,0.0,0.0,0.08102019531619528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020735898898374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537369786750029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138285077144016,0.03697488109357387,0.0,0.06682945784518028,0.06697705562406192,0.0,0.0,0.3304676515946664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283646985217667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835391190373522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128474588420925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391458400002168,0.07224796804061823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923155433709054,0.0,0.0,0.07248337405470155,0.0,0.16319810589315215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570346080847484,0.0,0.048484454909739516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412594328504026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356880272501549,0.08066798665303462,0.0,0.12654872014403004,0.0866945977914205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717682974569857,0.2139909387078911,0.0,0.056904182036222266,0.060831112438778485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028040892121748,0.048494597587475104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051383775403903306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855912973910906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609617621582618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768597398472831,0.0,0.05376301748387037,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-__l_-l-_,2020/04/05,"Does anyone else feel pangs of anxiety in their pelvis? You know that anxious, physical, tingling/burning sensation you feel in your chest? For me, sudden anxiety can cause it, but I also get it at least mildy after exhaling if I'm in just a general anxious state.

Well, I've recently started getting that sensation within my pelvis and even in my butt and tailbone area too.

Is this normal? How many people have this? Have I somehow learned to feel anxiety in my pelvis?",4.309224137931037,6.822711919540232,4.927112068965517,79.1072198275862,73.48275862068967,8.48793103448276,31.5646551724138,9.188382445141503,3.2605413793103453,375,18,63,9,8,120,64,87,0.111,0.8590000000000001,0.03,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,5,2,0,15,12,6,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,1,11,12,1,13,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,2,4,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633975893558084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689212145448802,0.461655245949934,0.0,0.14286788205265874,0.20935377687410564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989672382080524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788050470960057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068623340414826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495387706344525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30993660642315296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135014005741622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229096219011048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715216228967345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019384432112491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165232707479147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174500430819695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462136676138407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371154491137884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lookingoutattherain,2020/04/05,"Someone read my body language and told me something I didn’t know about myself Hey everyone, first time poster here. So I know this post might get buried but I’ll type it anyways. 

Here’s some background info before I get to my story: So I’m in a music program, and basically it’s a performance program and kids play on stage. Now typically I play piano towards the back, but sometimes I sing and for that I’m right in the front of the stage. Here’s the odd thing. I have a lot of social and generalized anxiety, but I act nothing like I suffer from that on stage. I don’t mean to brag, and this is actually a subject I’ve brought up in therapy, but this is an important part to my story. 

Anyways, so on Instagram, there are all of these stories where people do photo challenges and tag other people to do them. I got nominated to do one where you post a pic of you performing and so I decided what the heck might as well post it. So I go on my way, scrolling through cat pictures and such and forget about until recent. I check my dms and this one girl tells me “wow your feet really said you’re shy. wow. I’m impressed” this came as quite a shock to me. For one thing, most people don’t read body language. For another thing, while I can feel the anxiety when I perform, I never really knew that it showed through my body. I just...I feel like it hit me like a pound of bricks (I think that’s the right expression) and I don’t know why. Also I just thought this was an interesting tidbit and wanted to share it",1.7940151515151506,3.901291237012989,3.3938701298701304,89.01628138528139,79.81168831168831,6.574199134199134,23.253679653679647,7.675431598112923,1.0654503030303029,1183,40,250,19,30,391,161,308,0.078,0.8009999999999999,0.121,0.9437,1,0,1,0,1,0,34.0,0,3,1,6,22,14,0,0,16,0,15,4,4,0,2,40,37,28,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,22,14,0,0,11,6,1,5,5,2,1,4,9,3,35,12,32,25,5,34,0,1,0,0,13,13,1,5,12,168,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.1087636003769538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913019376154195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686985342959645,0.17052490952103935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570169849602638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483964537542663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714027649115081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747435683865688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649963512186136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270957706373448,0.0796231799416818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480321562191496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646084423006947,0.0,0.06334221083620857,0.0,0.08914041559935608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837575803376211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633532457341634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475470506953064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140672037141295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364714097052754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596064922818672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694368313931092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265735399022919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069445764096635,0.0,0.2318057336474531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32022805925011544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118545673561562,0.22296949840221206,0.0,0.14280132606987855,0.0,0.1100479596749541,0.0,0.0,0.19036321836043565,0.10601883603823277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361391666562101,0.0944351107342868,0.08580318702608132,0.11023143742508393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741622247769646,0.0,0.12745803474934686,0.0,0.22213642752050225,0.07141559965568954,0.0,0.08848249327904686,0.06499006656077377,0.0,0.0,0.10649963512186136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573880369516681,0.08846746417568828,0.0,0.0,0.10021105977596446,0.0,0.10057043002386556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shakegood513,2020/04/05,I’m tired of being yelled at My whole life my family has yelled me. Today my aunt yelled at me because of something that happened with my brother that wasn’t my fault. My husband yelled at me because I needed help with an assignment and he just wanted to get back on his computer. My parents think belittling me in front of their friends is funny. My brother told me that the only memories he has of me when I lived with my parents is my parents constantly yelling at me. My aunt yells at me every time I see her. I’m getting very overwhelmed. I’m at my breaking point. I’m getting tired of being a verbal punching bag for everyone. No wonder why I grew up with such bad social anxiety.,3.534134041141339,5.214223116788325,4.684790975447914,83.65786994027873,73.30656934306569,7.317584605175848,29.972793629727946,8.00094639256281,2.150976642335766,545,24,103,8,11,179,81,137,0.111,0.818,0.071,-0.6915,3,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,7,3,0,0,0,10,21,2,0,2,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,7,27,1,20,17,1,18,0,1,1,0,17,10,0,1,5,67,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080613132258368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142848422742655,0.13185416271842473,0.1925295682629442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706522586811427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305194790090594,0.1508965340310173,0.0,0.0,0.1488701655112912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220063416121631,0.0,0.2475154641309611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964554926387188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058484876622505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154150132993948,0.0,0.0,0.1394436717684722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709351130169718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010305273216025,0.0,0.0,0.52604467584769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492826806496128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258394644174004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097657257618034,0.0,0.1215722806583878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118688624106076,0.0,0.0,0.0920827172717029,0.3630048979072668,0.14968692381014978,0.1508965340310173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029812656778214,0.09314358323946838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249559915623716,0.17630877642397413,0.0,0.0,0.17125433322682235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,josiesul,2020/04/05,"Terrible anxiety with acid reflux Hi there, 
 I am writing to basically see if anyone out there is feeling or has felt what I am feeling at this moment. The past few days I have been feeling terrible terrible anxiety. I know it has a lot to do with being in quarantine and not being able to work but I think it started more when I actually thought I had the virus. 5 days ago I woke up with a huge headache and just not feeling well at all. I went on with my day and then I decided to take my temp to see if I had a fever and it turns out my temp was high! That's when I started to freak out thinking I had the virus. After that moment I have been feeling anxiety for the past 4 days. Now what I am hoping people have been through and maybe give me some piece of mind is this random acid reflux I've been getting!!! It all started 3 days ago I started to feel a lump in my throat and just generally trying to cough it out but nothing would come out. Then I started getting burning sensation in my chest and just my espohagus feeling as if it was burning the pain is also radiating to my back as well....... I've never experienced this before. When I have my anxiety episodes I usually just experience tightness in the chest, palpitating heart. But now I'm just feeling this lump in my throat and it won't go away. I'm just wondering if anyone can give me some advice or even reassure me that this is normal because I've never experienced this before 

Thank yoi",3.9614285714285695,5.045237047619049,5.482925170068032,80.68826530612246,71.38095238095238,8.593197278911568,29.98639455782313,8.976282227363876,2.4179088435374143,1148,47,231,22,21,389,136,294,0.081,0.8320000000000001,0.086,-0.4384,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,18,10,0,0,10,0,28,10,5,0,4,65,63,25,0,7,17,0,10,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,18,18,0,1,15,0,0,3,5,5,2,0,13,16,31,5,34,46,8,48,0,0,2,0,5,17,0,12,28,170,49,1,0.0991832470013728,0.0,0.09678854171795433,0.0,0.0,0.09692072106597832,0.1758399281840692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931680679307768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30349964991825995,0.0,0.0,0.13870246485743667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318592547062923,0.07626579472758817,0.0,0.06046118678642121,0.0,0.16879527601369326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854375850068055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198249454529199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550959922492601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702024734029606,0.0,0.0,0.40120023845616604,0.0,0.09523147113147501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036383058413238,0.1902912163982192,0.056368124949704265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753262524534205,0.0,0.10479254599508207,0.0,0.0985113436222648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450851868595928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432204977408993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964290274736197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001468055059212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299246908136993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717852346404696,0.09516900048478136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553796774832316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893632641622744,0.06876117513530311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580724131236319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35101206360471193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745734582376436,0.0,0.0,0.09131460814937437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710523966898907,0.0,0.07874041924289138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733891415460948,0.1078828915511482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923633406842154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835530096669286,0.0919438636447033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756000049893416,0.07220658508376998,0.0,0.0,0.07045693296339801,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shrimp_farmer,2020/04/05,"I’m worried I have autism Sorry if this reads well. Even while writing this my mind is off worrying about other things. 

I’m a 17 year old male. I don’t have anxiety attacks anymore, and I’m incredibly thankful for that, but my internal anxiety is still terrible and it makes me miserable. It takes up all my mental bandwidth and makes me feel stupid, which happens to also be one of my worries.  

My mom is very understanding and supportive of me, and on my very worst days we go walking together and she helps talk down my anxiety. It makes me feel not normal, and weak, and not like a man to be so reliant on that but it means the world to me that she’s willing to put up with it. 

For the past couple weeks my main anxiety has been that I have autism. As far as I know I don’t have any of the obvious symptoms. Im kinda quiet and bad at conversation and eye contact is kind of awkward to me and I feel awkward in public a lot but I think those are more related to social anxiety. Nobody has ever told me I have autism but I’m still worried that maybe my parents wouldn’t tell me even if I did have it because they’re be worried that I’d obsess over it too much. My parents have also adopted my two siblings (all younger than me) and they all have behavioral issues (not autism as far as I know) and I worry that maybe there’s a pattern and that they adopted them since I’m mentally disabled or something. Like I said I don’t have any symptoms that would make it blaringly obvious that I have autism, I’m in regular classes and have good grades (albeit not any honors classes), but I worry that if I had autism part of that would mean not realizing my own oddities. 
Despite not having any super obvious symptoms my brain is raking my memories for evidence that I do which is making the situation worse. 
I also know that I was born sorta blue from lack of oxygen and I gave the doctors a scare. She says that it was brief and the doctors didn’t seem concerned about lasting effects but I worry that maybe there’s something wrong with me from that. 

I don’t know what to do. Looking stuff up only makes my anxiety worse, but doing nothing doesn’t help either. I’ve already talked to my mom about this worry and she said that she hadn’t seen anything to make her worry that I had it and the doctors haven’t brought any concerns to her either, but that didn’t really make me worry less. 

Anyway, I’m not even sure why I wrote this. None of you know me so im sure you can’t say whether or not I have it 
I guess it just feels slightly better to write it down",4.286052197802198,5.037396709615387,5.2492857142857146,83.89,70.36538461538461,8.173626373626375,29.28021978021977,8.329178653251315,1.9743642857142856,2019,75,411,29,35,663,227,520,0.21100000000000002,0.741,0.048,-0.9981,2,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,1,2,3,4,20,24,2,5,12,0,48,9,2,9,9,93,91,43,0,8,25,4,4,2,0,4,7,5,0,2,44,22,0,0,16,1,0,5,20,12,1,2,16,13,67,12,45,68,15,31,0,1,4,0,37,15,0,10,13,292,111,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039373409878144,0.13129794026942299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860846611640792,0.0,0.2512007260372733,0.0,0.054275492795569716,0.0,0.0,0.04503649966483779,0.0,0.0,0.06226102677063304,0.0,0.0,0.04569561307759167,0.03336169475410089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840248877344682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061094573129585016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060555516325162165,0.0,0.035295047193296576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804935119471373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844202879406444,0.04950462989422074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106885309572945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031103196585869793,0.04590326900195571,0.0,0.0,0.060289087246460975,0.0,0.048395809852410335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336608018044104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823131207898148,0.057121837054778773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699081400935276,0.15038545044798796,0.04461064306380382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347469507758552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595775557805173,0.0,0.0,0.04652780792313328,0.0,0.0,0.2922510417083985,0.0,0.16494496465706004,0.11922972187763327,0.0,0.0,0.11030594970206656,0.0,0.055259701859461566,0.12819359780251102,0.0,0.0,0.04023139387197931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362184252046282,0.05251301393473835,0.0,0.05742785372274292,0.0,0.03708512464650191,0.04162312750645898,0.0,0.0,0.12153798547059053,0.059265115525238415,0.05224409040247945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501677893220582,0.0,0.0,0.05474283301690869,0.0,0.035060172820297004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411776461762752,0.08704384076345159,0.05479229824029929,0.0,0.0,0.04982233654973009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527158603428978,0.06151659068270428,0.0,0.05578832721957065,0.0,0.08426461149792419,0.0,0.061263540916446285,0.0,0.0,0.08741173946489293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626504925832596,0.0,0.06210471175865856,0.10316102768806057,0.1706501121389983,0.04114866218670893,0.08797662339093629,0.047834704194514695,0.05038621048626098,0.0,0.0,0.03635886655908285,0.03506750721304066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052294971138347614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346132601869994,0.05697380186037875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031270084496842,0.0,0.0,0.04389951877614097,0.0,0.049207065101498686,0.0,0.049383528210695866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6113686012731169,0.111545061632757,0.07775443439899328,0.05983650162295956,0.0,0.035243052378114516
anxiety,distortedreality2002,2020/04/05,"Was prescribed ritalin to treat anxiety, didn't work. Would adderall be any different? Does anyone have any advice for taking stimulants to treat anxiety? I've tried a ton of medications to treat my anxiety and nothing has worked very well. My doctor said that adhd meds can help with anxiety with some people, and he recommended that I try it. He gave me a prescription for ritalin, and I hate the way it makes me feel. I feel more anxious, irritable, and over all just bad. I was wondering if adderall is any different than ritalin, or if it would be the same.",5.138785714285714,6.920294152380954,6.273511904761907,73.46169642857143,69.3809523809524,10.964285714285717,32.17261904761905,10.9516,4.093976190476192,446,20,79,15,8,149,70,105,0.17,0.703,0.127,-0.6172,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,0,4,0,11,5,0,2,1,20,19,7,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,3,8,4,10,10,5,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,0,52,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857593947275271,0.15104100028620346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153324072388187,0.0,0.4729730671211224,0.17461661804005307,0.0,0.1080767807121852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905691762261273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229790562227979,0.0,0.15820578689427175,0.1352625487798874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630735271312896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260282831203004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360294488295553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317461588391327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168899776466165,0.15570990543176674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831112347662204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715723695680043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702853147512612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162150838657858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209881578267978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753389229545542,0.0,0.12268802249808773,0.0,0.0,0.13897421917660713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762122575506,0.2250531097654372,0.0,0.0,0.2195998031142422,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lariontois,2020/04/05,"Awake again in the middle of the night I don't know if i even can but i will remove this in a few hours, is there anyone still awake?
Do you have that type of anxiety?",-0.38364864864864856,1.5005921891891916,1.4120945945945955,101.41381756756759,86.56756756756758,4.781081081081081,11.952702702702705,5.985473137389443,-1.3713729729729731,129,1,33,1,4,42,30,37,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.3421,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688861082083946,0.0,0.0,0.3371694990353469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184923753932898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47487556853457796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650076904890468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525174668210002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850901654417904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UltraXLR8,2020/04/05,"How do I calm myself down? This is gonna be a bit long. Would appreciate it if you guys could take your time to read this. 


Got my first panic/anxiety attack or what i think was a panic/anxiety attack in January this year.
It felt like I was about to die. I'm not sure if I got any symptoms afterwards. Maybe I did but it wasn't noticeable.


The real kicker was my second panic/anxiety attack(mars 1st) or what I thought was an panic/anxiety attack. Now this attack truly felt like I was about to die.

It felt like energy was being built up inside of me and it just kept on increasing. If the attack would have gone on about 1 second longer, I would have started to cry.

The couple of days after the attack, I felt like shit. It felt like energy was being radiated from my heart(this one really scared me) . I also had a bit of numbness in my left forearm/wrist. 

The worst was that tingling in my left forearm/wrist

One week later(Mars 7th) the ""energy"" that was being radiated from my heart stopped as well as the numbness and tingling.

I now have only the common symptoms, chest tightness, heart palpation, chest discomfort, shortness of breath and taking deep breaths very often.

About a week ago(April 1st) I went to a health center because I couldn't take couldn't take it any longer. I was so worried that the attack was something much worse. 

They checked my blood pressure 3 times, pulse 2 times, they used the stethoscope, they took my blood and they did an EKG.

My blood pressure was normal the two first times they checked it but it was a bit high the third time. 

Pulse was normal

Blood was normal

The EKG was normal as well. 

The doc prescribed Atarax(Hydroxyzine) to me. It works a bit I guess but I'm still terrified that there's something wrong with my heart.

I know exactly what caused my two attacks.

I have a check up on Monday. 

What do you guys think? 

Were that anxiety attacks or something else?",3.166208641494748,5.53778049046322,3.707602958349554,87.15712261580383,76.52043596730246,6.701097703386532,23.56473335928377,7.760100539840176,1.2211269599065782,1508,48,288,23,35,473,166,367,0.235,0.687,0.078,-0.997,0,0,3,0,0,0,54.0,0,3,5,3,15,27,10,4,24,0,38,19,12,3,2,46,63,19,2,13,11,0,6,5,0,4,7,0,0,2,23,5,0,3,9,1,3,4,4,18,2,9,33,6,40,9,30,19,7,40,0,0,0,0,10,15,1,8,26,191,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752190289581865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287178264178269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291308116510402,0.0,0.2050569663170107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098895080808238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03268007075642757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23411231259764706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507208984137911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04280310790933713,0.0593182862197085,0.058887909720883126,0.034573922222179636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127713368079503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478415579628076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573693455446896,0.0,0.0,0.0912010326098607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575339872811368,0.0,0.05905730064305537,0.1061643723533718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056984770240475414,0.0,0.25411175091714183,0.0,0.05664175647036091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029462574953710137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649453126321713,0.0,0.0,0.13095533902688428,0.0,0.0,0.04744303574134221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053858306216558606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03940941274286963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010510653909,0.0,0.06103517661789878,0.0,0.0,0.07265485200266356,0.040772711399731335,0.0,0.2515984614907649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053624363797644535,0.06101975305723245,0.034343846646431066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053672818380431864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502974700440034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381445935131385,0.0,0.0,0.037945332153281185,0.0,0.042812900419334526,0.044820240281340525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050526655030575074,0.11144233489735499,0.16123176016154694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687020623754633,0.0,0.042560237551049485,0.15630169137311434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059562522810836564,0.0,0.0,0.10473807939920657,0.0,0.0,0.04630170308845963,0.0,0.04423374585091857,0.0,0.0,0.08600518590867202,0.0,0.09640339803393502,0.049696873800086507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039028613810597114,0.054443411264780986,0.05463302349531396,0.11424871112727683,0.05861396194853208,0.0,0.03452298973054091
anxiety,suckthezucc,2020/04/05,After getting assulted and coming back from treatment I tick a lot I used to tick only a little a few years ago never thought anything of it now whenever I leave the house I tick all the time I hate it I feel like my friends think I’m faking it because before I left I didn’t do it once but now I’m doing it al the time is it just from anxiety?,0.7934398496240647,2.4403625921052665,3.239022556390978,91.17815789473684,80.97368421052632,5.9218045112781965,22.69924812030075,6.868970318607317,0.6154458646616545,271,9,61,3,7,94,52,76,0.11,0.833,0.057,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,2,11,13,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,9,2,5,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057828175013906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775905328097249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103581659656788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850542001583533,0.0,0.14151363111754064,0.0,0.1975385672511304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997263584878852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737964793371004,0.1658446615167767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935489677433994,0.0,0.12128634717578682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291954402660667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678645284686613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24580837255417426,0.2522265671831709,0.0,0.0,0.1134144762295417,0.2326705953329944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973616477122377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904478049548603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472271871959945,0.0,0.17655697515736535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874934611491605,0.0,0.18429745155583954,0.270731603500855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004990191058704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949397356618413
anxiety,cloudyfrownygirl,2020/04/05,I can’t handle having strangers in my home I’m freaking out. My soon-to-be ex invited a friend over. We talked about this at length and he was a real ass about it. I wish he understood how it affects me. And now she’s staying the night. I hate him so much right now. I’m so angry and anxious I feel nauseated. I’m moving out in less than 48 hours! Why couldn’t this be postponed?? I don’t know what do right now. I’m having panic attacks and I have no way to control them.,-1.0149237170596417,1.0710750873786417,1.48511095700416,97.51895631067964,94.24271844660194,4.107905686546463,18.036754507628288,5.773587663045528,-0.4264391123439664,366,11,86,3,14,124,70,103,0.255,0.69,0.055,-0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,1,8,5,2,1,3,0,9,1,1,3,0,16,18,7,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,13,1,10,14,2,16,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,0,5,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487695938927818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505156044508778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697925018343325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134254314781676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013026265121445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174073925619484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208841223655849,0.0,0.21685811094949645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101921209357593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340436518206163,0.16187641734321764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664799271371245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25836376845376513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250642126451372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761086751673023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347098183501636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769928808556296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478891685645248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870125921943044,0.0,0.253225516460604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmazingSieve,2020/04/05,"Anyone else feeling totally trapped by all this? I've tried every trick I know of to get some relief from my anxiety which includes a lot of DBT skills, drinking, many CBT things and there are some things out there that I just can't get relief from. 

1. Any person you come in contact with indirectly could give you or pass you corona which you then pass onto a vulnerable loved one
2. This is going to last much much longer and we're really just at the starting point for this

I've tried every trick I know of including contacting and receiving help from my trust physician and I just can seem to get relief from these thoughts. 

I had pretty severe generalized anxiety before all this started and this is just making things so much worse. Hell I was the person who used hand sanitizer excessively before this kicked off.",5.701325513196482,7.174172974193549,5.664164222873904,79.55079178885632,67.64516129032258,8.733137829912026,26.994134897360702,9.095868883498916,2.121,661,20,120,12,11,207,101,155,0.128,0.7170000000000001,0.155,0.7824,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,7,8,3,0,4,0,8,4,1,2,3,29,24,8,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,14,8,1,0,5,1,0,5,1,3,0,1,3,2,12,5,18,20,9,15,1,0,0,1,13,6,1,6,4,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086559146888212,0.0,0.2269353247661555,0.0,0.0,0.10371177995350593,0.15197574519652898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524260623791625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776822711971705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842486223303238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530131928416767,0.0,0.0,0.1239058970117514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499391932933883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499720875693774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324799313671295,0.14228615751321996,0.08429610212311976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994186332293746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303028216146873,0.12090407855997833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609999224437152,0.13386844678182191,0.0,0.0990076035650596,0.15037753176995286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32710621980846644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050836562150513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25902206700242164,0.0,0.0,0.14021438003308134,0.0,0.0,0.15089910854063196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950203269414643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502884689725028,0.0,0.16756420895458427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996936681126946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29562016753651515,0.0,0.0,0.11775290428124945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140488935907871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810454841316493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115510524401013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kicksjoysharkness,2020/04/05,"For some reason getting a new dog has triggered my anxiety big time for the first time in a while I’m not sure when or how but my anxiety really calmed down the last two years. I’m happily married with a 1 year old and two cats. 

Today we adopted a dog, he’s small, low key, pretty damn sweet and friendly but for some reason it’s triggered my anxiety badly. Not in the sense of “oh shit we have a new dog” but I have such an awful feeling in my stomach and feel depressed and worried and just extremely anxious like I have the biggest cloud over my life. I love dogs, I grew up with dogs and so far he’s been great but I’m just struggling badly and I have no idea why. 

Please give me tips and help me settle.",1.40377756471716,3.281179449664432,2.9741371045062297,92.69558724832217,80.00671140939598,5.867881112176415,22.72339405560882,6.868970318607317,0.5730763183125598,554,18,122,6,14,182,92,149,0.23800000000000002,0.536,0.226,0.3992,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,1,6,14,2,1,10,1,6,4,2,5,1,32,14,17,0,0,9,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,7,0,3,1,3,14,7,12,13,2,24,0,2,0,1,8,11,2,3,13,71,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496110187921723,0.17209688521338992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438923038811995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120720504810135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405182416091664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295773498876512,0.0,0.0,0.11769480274759365,0.0,0.07958953428960776,0.1461350527644228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679515300933983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021079454717272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196936711087907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417458035687527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075997757471398,0.07442391955069988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374896397222285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942550837742953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985153199021326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672197322513566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498098742768265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975906633081538,0.3132545891717485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637122909170095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592551865942501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357534931773572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765727752425411,0.0,0.14439719066187734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29762125213929225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745999768114975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470511130530926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961994241279423
anxiety,MsTiana02,2020/04/05,"Suffered my very first anxiety attack today and it was so scary I've witnessed my mother suffer from anxiety attacks so I was aware of what I was going through when it was happening and knew what to do but my body wasn't listening to what my mind was telling it to do. 

It was so scary, my husband didn't know what to do he was ready to call 911 but through struggled breathing managed to tell him I would be ok. He immediately googled what to do and was able to help me calm down. It scared the hell out of my 3 children. It was such a scary feeling trying to breathe and my throat seeming to close and my chest tightening. This happened 6 hours ago and my chest is still a little tight so I'm just focusing on breathing when it seems to try to come back.  

In my 36 years this was my very first attack ever in my life and scared the crap out of me. I am hoping it doesn't happen again. Not sure if it's a hereditary type of thing or not.",2.813894557823126,4.044303076530614,3.774367346938778,91.27539455782316,74.35714285714286,6.859319727891156,25.821768707482995,7.3011,1.0010731972789113,737,25,165,8,15,237,109,196,0.23,0.691,0.078,-0.9882,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,12,14,5,3,5,1,21,9,8,0,2,29,34,17,0,3,7,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,17,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,10,0,2,13,3,19,4,25,19,0,22,1,2,0,0,11,8,2,5,12,114,36,2,0.13390674008009296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870024561063455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487657928481176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570147447372903,0.0,0.10296601755181016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874020111531505,0.0,0.0,0.13673375329285073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534879966592343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112631270799333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770727123185122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278020094116744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610228626955294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35523986405707764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975486524274819,0.0,0.0,0.1329996071330953,0.1318711655201882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359164238422859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458229061134683,0.0,0.13420973212310286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520763496024082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812801407970605,0.0,0.0,0.2438073339669591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693809560234996,0.0,0.0,0.13998839900204926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620551780431286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408078601696825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896168802703852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692793229178062,0.0,0.0,0.18182777329022465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097416882876572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512350618083401,0.0,0.0,0.08623155030665207
anxiety,CoaxialPancakeGun,2020/04/05,"I'm fine but I just need to vent \[Trigger warning: I don't know what this means but I'll put this here anyway.\]

So, I haven't spoken about this to ANYONE. You're going to be the first. And I just want to note that I'm currently fine, I'm calm and doing okay for the most part.

Well here it is, I suffer from severe anxiety and I've been dealing with it every since I was a young child.

Throughout my childhood, my mother would lose her temper at me. She had very little patience for me. If I made the smallest of mistakes, she would roll her eyes at me and she would tell me it's common sense. There were times when she was very loving but also times like that and there were a lot.

There was a time in a shopping mall where I was scared to go down an escalator. I was young, I was only a little kid. My mother left me at the top of the escalator, she did her little eye roll and said ""Okay I'm leaving you here then. Bye!"" and left out the shopping mall entrance. There wasn't anyone around to see this because it was a quiet side entrance located down a flight of stairs. So, try to imagine a little kid stuck at the top of an escalator. I was that kid and I was so scared to get on it and go down. I was crying but no one came. I think I stood there for what felt like 10 minutes, feeling the hope drain from my whole body with each passing minute. I finally built up the courage to get on the escalator and my mother was standing outside. She wiped the tears from my face and called me her big baby. I hated her for that.

Then there were the times my mother would explode at me. She would NOT hit me but she would scream at me all night. She would hit things, throw things, slam things, and belittle me about my lack of common sense. She was a woman full of love but also full of rage. I know why she was like this, it had to do with her own mother; my grandmother. But that's a whole other subject.

The defining moment that broke me was one summer night in grade 3 or 4. I can't remember if she was with her boyfriend yet. I only remember that we were alone in the apartment. I was sitting at the kitchen table, the sun was shining on it through the window. It was maybe 7 pm, the sun was lower than 45 degrees. My mother was washing dishes. And she was lecturing me about something. I can't remember. Then she exploded at me. Screaming at the top of her lungs, throwing her face in my face and slamming something on the table. I cried but she kept at it. She screamed and screamed. I can't remember what she was saying. Immediately after that, whenever she touched me I did a little gasp and jumped. This made her upset so I tried so hard to make it stop. This is where my anxiety began.

I never jumped again but there was one time when I was a teenager and my mother placed her hand on my shoulder and I jumped. She gave me a worried look and smiled. I only smiled back. It was the last time.

The anxiety caused me to hate my appearance. I became more conscious of my appearance.

I'm a 30 year old adult now, I still hate my appearance and I wear black everywhere I go. I also wear jackets a lot because of my anxiety. Summer jackets and long sleeves are my wardrobe. I don't care what people think of my clothes but I do care if they see me underneath. I also wear sunglasses because I hate looking at people. Not because I'm anxious of them but because I'm anxious of making them anxious. I have an anxiety of shooting people daggers with my eyes because my mother used to repeatedly tell me to not stare at people when I was young; I would stare a lot. Nowadays, I just look at walls or the floor and I intentionally ignore people.

I'm trying, I take my sunglasses off if I'm speaking to someone and I make eye contact. I still hate my mother and haven't spoken to her in 10 years. I think she deserves it considering what she did to my grandmother. She left her to die alone with no one around to love her. I loved my grandmother so much and she loved me back. I hope my mother suffers the same fate that my grandmother suffered. My annexation from my mother was my final act of justice for myself. I sincerely apologise, in advance, if I triggered you in some way. Thank you for reading and allowing me to vent.",1.8940410061297823,4.0142652502923974,3.2223236806876625,90.30769816106532,79.53801169590643,5.9450433312196145,23.283660959627987,7.045059514047949,0.7825193405199746,3299,111,688,39,83,1072,314,855,0.16699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.115,-0.9940000000000001,2,2,2,1,1,0,98.0,1,3,3,6,42,42,7,3,43,2,61,22,14,11,2,115,125,60,1,19,24,11,5,3,0,8,1,8,2,6,37,38,2,3,14,5,2,17,14,21,1,5,48,26,148,21,91,66,17,120,0,5,13,5,76,56,0,17,48,492,185,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103094193376889,0.0,0.17034766385012276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369444081765614,0.18048436247231936,0.0,0.07447236535996107,0.0,0.0,0.09481405848403812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189752266131002,0.0,0.19477754474298206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059152787886352386,0.0,0.0,0.054377919653115454,0.06090797621947875,0.1085912684992796,0.0547061567640526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169932439454103,0.0,0.05490216357105139,0.0,0.0,0.05526886973900578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486848776740602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026926640030803625,0.0,0.05113184483894585,0.11667351727256706,0.0,0.045297518229004734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564565695235109,0.0,0.1210610813650653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770480056886296,0.262884717469559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578575920591693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853361471237585,0.043408823549574815,0.0,0.05638791460732505,0.17358070415875082,0.0,0.0,0.07805111438329597,0.2668706831452794,0.0,0.047127794824998834,0.13415893376176075,0.05957720041953188,0.0,0.13582301882950618,0.24031744232370905,0.10077976190486164,0.10664165289733876,0.0,0.0535004382694699,0.058008824838600676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03914755219386622,0.03948689863147088,0.041072489470396906,0.0,0.0,0.09994986562329786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588073602785633,0.0,0.1443441763250588,0.1215053767500166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057668501635378164,0.0,0.18459684052911068,0.0,0.0556387184188392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053534616067254966,0.0,0.0,0.05326805030889429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130396777598165,0.0,0.05065640576172164,0.04234943127107412,0.10663236585884026,0.0,0.0848725112100461,0.0,0.0,0.06016145415743977,0.0,0.04405196058620356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512163560995917,0.08199450626065405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850568499800819,0.044522426842629484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004010911945828,0.0,0.09309205567630938,0.04902879604765202,0.0,0.0,0.10613805458946823,0.10236834497703792,0.0,0.0,0.1863157513442211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084671759010111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045994045893219364,0.0,0.08787965888897216,0.03141037610591791,0.04227025997887893,0.0,0.0,0.04788141707189426,0.0,0.04805312623015935,0.1189115725559632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408165551732967,0.0,0.3026388584621397,0.0,0.0,0.06858719520549991
anxiety,Talex1995,2020/04/05,"Anxiety in the evening? Hey everyone, so I’m just curious as to what can cause anxiety at night. For like all of the day I’m
Fine and then I suppose, around like 5-6pm, I start to feel out of it and I think that leads to more anxiety. It’s not crippling it’s just annoying and it eventually goes away a couple hours later and this always happens. Any advice or anyone experiencing this with feedback would be greatly appreciated, thanks!",1.71693048128342,4.443055623529414,3.8048128342246015,81.54711229946524,86.88235294117645,7.3262032085561515,25.37433155080214,8.296473431620573,2.2155882352941183,348,15,66,9,11,118,64,85,0.086,0.731,0.182,0.8634,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,17,10,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,13,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,8,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137096553040714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197468198153127,0.0,0.0,0.1487224879988797,0.0,0.5019112903997897,0.0,0.0,0.15291908494123346,0.0,0.0,0.19468804291180472,0.0,0.0,0.2054744516186812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466361562642773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419857443809925,0.0,0.14104244809292787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444830491857713,0.0,0.0,0.20897580082291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058053908050676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111588211671103,0.0,0.0,0.19339437235035614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153739813625397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369009264840866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523373894783387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547959327901985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134820724811286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401331761580144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535714852079618,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pizzaslut91,2020/04/05,"Out of Hand So I suffer from general anxiety disorder and the last few years panic disorder as well, i also have PTSD. My symptoms have only gotten worse and worse and with everything going on  I have panic attacks at least 5-6 days a week. It's so time-consuming, I feel so bad during, dizzy, queasy, feeling loss of control even a bit of disassociation and I feel so tired after. I'm considering calling my doctor and getting a daily medicine for it so I can at least function. Any words of help or at least does anyone else also struggle in the same manner? =(",3.7352020202020166,5.5650885000000025,5.482121212121212,77.52762626262627,73.0909090909091,7.7979797979797985,27.676767676767675,8.515128840125781,2.202101010101009,445,17,80,8,9,152,77,110,0.32,0.607,0.073,-0.985,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,1,3,5,0,4,4,1,1,0,15,11,14,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,4,8,1,15,10,6,12,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,54,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486633285240612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572693936564688,0.0,0.11893638341910087,0.0,0.0,0.10871030359278136,0.15930041318797514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687292872617272,0.0,0.0,0.12981342156059433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697361974233028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875526782750074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743761368090893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026719266299333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563709471330787,0.15913315524462218,0.13605542879514268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987770229304654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268841908906153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972906511121969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583538927495654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122820097993212,0.0,0.08835886200777399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421024309861283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673120731080867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182441865588184,0.0,0.3648280234144757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817395620266493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253408716657652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159592759190394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906575291154327,0.17869328836142914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471102483115565,0.0,0.13978885620669995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168804428588863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011948428558888
anxiety,jul1992,2020/04/05,"Anyone have a positive experience with Ativan use? I have been experiencing frequent panic attacks as of late (I’m sure you all know why) so my psychiatrist prescribed Ativan (.5mg). It’s been working really well, but I am afraid of developing a dependence on it. I know it can be highly addictive, so I’ve been taking only the prescribed dose and only when I feel I REALLY need it. I just worry because it makes me feel so much better, but when I take it I feel guilty and nervous that I’m going to develop a dependency. Has anyone had a successful experience with using Ativan or something similar and coming off easily when their lives calm down again? Any advice?",4.221320346320344,6.488882531746032,6.389971139971141,69.65149350649352,72.8888888888889,9.343722943722943,27.327561327561327,9.800150414767053,3.144644444444445,533,20,87,15,11,187,85,126,0.10800000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.163,0.8128,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,3,9,9,1,3,5,0,10,2,0,5,2,23,25,13,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,4,4,12,5,9,20,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,6,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833355504690145,0.0,0.1643386429152635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436475256086302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351837109028125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132331693180987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251790614272012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873710216835825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448678530199723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290147990614626,0.0,0.0,0.2551029671467894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557771605523184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776860985665149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484914040360503,0.0,0.18970870129129908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850158740326774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225810426001713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362795989107828,0.12469961585489467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25580929928921625,0.0,0.1973171023175488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547439559238446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294693149788964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850292726527546,0.0,0.25289330887106565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904983705114653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120950295890076,0.0,0.15175176043711552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243338753262388,0.17078985439572728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fauvia,2020/04/05,"guilt from anxiety over food i feel ashamed even writing this out. 

there’s too many things to choose from right now. 

food that i or my parents spent our money on. food that if not eaten might go to waste. waste of money. waste of time. 

i feel so FUXKING stupid for being so frozen over this but my stupid fucking brain can’t handle decisions this trivial",1.652898550724636,4.3706809565217455,1.5942028985507264,97.288115942029,87.2608695652174,4.22608695652174,19.26086956521739,5.82211442006289,-0.2297999999999991,282,8,57,2,9,83,51,69,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.9348,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,6,5,3,2,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,11,9,5,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,0,4,0,3,1,2,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,11,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,3,2,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118806308672126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23521546445864916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391680737094372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130766521941524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7643527179517542,0.0,0.0,0.19479254920847308,0.0,0.0,0.1197479981663263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136208904694553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352375739614186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339619727041677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994015382654324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998244437758967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286325766988003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,confessions_of_,2020/04/06,"If you developed anxiety / other mental illnesses as a result of taking Accutane (isotretinoin), there's new subreddit group for you. Introducing: r/AccutaneDamage. Discuss delayed post-exposure toxicity and stories. The damage to your mental and physical health can occur after you stop the drug. So many young men and women have had their mental health damaged, sometimes permanently, by taking accutane (or isotretinoin), even at a normal dose.

Although there's been a long-standing ""controversy"" about whether accutane actually causes mental health issues, there is irrefutable scientific proof that it does indeed change (sometimes permanently) key functions of the brain in multiple ways.

Keep in mind: the ""proof"" that accutane does NOT cause depression (which is, unfortunately, the current conviction of most dermatologists) is industry-funded, poorly conducted research.

If you developed mental health issues (depression, anxiety, suicidality, psychosis, brain fog/cognitive issues, memory issues, OCD, bipolar, schizophrenia, anhedonia, etc), after taking accutane, there is very good reason to believe that accutane directly damaged your brain.

So: Introducing: [r/AccutaneDamage](https://www.reddit.com/r/AccutaneDamage/).

[r/AccutaneDamage](https://www.reddit.com/r/AccutaneDamage/) \--> please join, and share your story, gather support. The more public awareness the better.

Source:

This drug completely f\*\*ed up my body and life after I stopped taking it, and I am in horrific pain/disabled now with severe bodywide damage as a result of taking it years ago.

Thank you! I hope you can show support and find a new community here.

Research re: mental (sometimes permanent) and neurological damage caused by accutane use: (note: isotretinoin, or accutane, is a retinoid)

* [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/27671426](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/27671426) (apoptosis of hippocampal neurons)
* [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18466335](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18466335) (hint: using accutane will create a high concentration of RA, negative effect on dentritic morphology)
* [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15051884](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15051884) (suppresses hippocampal neurogenesis)
* [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15863802](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15863802) (21% decrease in brain metabolism of orbitofrontal cortex)
* [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/31666680](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/31666680) (retinoid dysregulation is involved in the aetiology of schizophrenia)
* [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25678793](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25678793) (altered retinoid signalling pathways associated with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, or major depression)",16.226417081734304,22.31727204833837,10.108586592634932,38.5228406956806,52.081570996978854,12.641822487139713,46.10606679186739,11.262548206617515,8.105898113823793,2332,123,174,75,37,623,204,331,0.129,0.7859999999999999,0.084,-0.9371,1,0,2,0,0,0,262.0,0,9,1,2,10,15,0,0,15,0,13,18,6,9,2,38,25,19,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,2,9,10,0,5,3,1,1,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,14,7,29,22,4,23,0,8,0,0,18,9,0,7,13,109,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.07176989906656313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519373922595911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125243693868474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286070910983452,0.0,0.06504510888847409,0.0,0.08169258483033669,0.0,0.3284048620151738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266547788470421,0.07780149576240067,0.0,0.07711116507285826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003415928149595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428963228316727,0.0,0.1287205049180256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057909968804574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820227878121245,0.048576176898755666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721934839453668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061686562121720925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127021457076904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770496709116216,0.0,0.07304737795599979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30705000550930744,0.0,0.06537071081601728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051947434125255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508554396463505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456369760768124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447000159227474,0.0,0.07426009314143231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206160258464035,0.0,0.0,0.07205907534774353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825770652748955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807309863357316,0.0,0.0,0.07043635741801002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561712848581742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308559702571484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821544461220654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297483387196782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044695232092335,0.16691735657383538,0.0,0.0,0.2764857014974232,0.0,0.0,0.06771090971988121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703957429837776,0.0,0.06068282447178421,0.0,0.05837707608573527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736095679349114
anxiety,VegetableInfluence7,2020/04/06,"Has anyone experienced extreme perfectionism?  I am constantly a perfectionist about everything and its exhausting. Even when writing this post I can't seem to find the words because I have to get it just ""perfect"". Small decisions like just coming up with a username or naming a document are impossible for me, because I have to get it just perfect, and I can't just think of something off the top of my head. Most of my life I've been able to manage in school but I would always procrastinate on the tasks that didn't have a ""right"" answer. Writing was always a challenge but I loved math and science. Any task that involves decisions where there is no write answer I can't seem to start. I can understand and interpret that one answer is better than the other but I can't seem to do it on my own. I agonize over the smallest little details, and even when someone tells me it doesn't matter, it still upsets me. Everyone else can just do things in their own way, but I don't have any gut reactions because I second guess myself with everything. Surveys are the worst because I always say something and then second guess myself and change my answers. I just don't know what to do anymore. Recently I have spiraled into extreme anxiety and depression and I don't see any way forward. My doctor prescribed Lexapro for anxiety, but I worry about the side effects and whether it will really work. I just want some sort of relief, but I worry that I will just be sloppy if I don't care how things look. I just want to feel like I have my own creativity, and I am not trying to be perfect all the time. I was able to do well as an engineering major in college because I didn't have many classes that had projects or labs. In every class I would just look at the homework solutions and usually the test had similar problems. I am supposed to start a job at Texas Instruments away from my family in the fall, and I am terrified of what is gonna happen. I feel like such a fraud. Every time I think of someone learning to do something without instructions I don't understand it. I don't know how to learn to do anything on my own because I can't get it perfect. If anyone has any ways to help please let me know.",5.671666666666668,6.196053388888887,6.328703703703706,78.1866666666667,67.19444444444444,9.362962962962962,32.89814814814815,9.348350401419415,2.9348759259259256,1752,73,329,32,27,574,201,432,0.11900000000000001,0.752,0.129,-0.1031,1,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,9,23,18,0,1,19,0,52,6,2,3,5,86,81,30,0,7,23,0,2,3,0,5,3,1,1,0,20,17,0,0,23,0,0,3,17,5,1,3,7,7,50,13,46,66,9,39,0,1,3,1,10,22,0,12,15,246,70,17,0.17239776356632125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517312467611144,0.0,0.0,0.2344727819926235,0.0,0.13188381725480627,0.0,0.08548612839841101,0.12054452473323135,0.0,0.07093433508682166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809866869289529,0.0,0.0,0.3152762295955191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623590605937837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788550483225323,0.0,0.09118698736274257,0.07425270408558443,0.0,0.09315036849382326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424297057137746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822820806442984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720081049309065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138670969135235,0.0,0.14525255125919878,0.08236672551573569,0.1549399936214433,0.0,0.08126063424114288,0.0,0.08716948923234041,0.12316099673848185,0.0,0.0,0.07878421632539667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510607401217162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991557286402588,0.0,0.07622538648467019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846492108751931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057777293464807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553908946413187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211795339754826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814419677620143,0.060884819407235086,0.1263372586966587,0.0863939248054986,0.0,0.0,0.14477070190945582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779785623834086,0.0,0.0,0.08739213667864823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058410593140864386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946204871595254,0.0,0.0,0.0825547011765512,0.0,0.0,0.08248068845321746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522121091880781,0.0,0.08511099665028854,0.0,0.0,0.07361337406013084,0.0,0.06854881056374901,0.0,0.08723787030322394,0.06868934857433273,0.23541667371540065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460720656178556,0.19908033147904708,0.0,0.0,0.1220240243786616,0.0,0.06883853833966694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534162204799137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453341370100488,0.11046552577670543,0.0,0.0,0.10052652232161166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852338248756106,0.0,0.0,0.17947215180622078,0.0,0.0,0.09493589019786157,0.0,0.10168466762345092,0.20526198039535806,0.0,0.0,0.07750314679259894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309264602469715,0.0,0.06275381256186811,0.17507829728818622,0.0,0.1224664249040356,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mistermuffman,2020/04/06,"One month of uni left - I need motivation I’m in my last semester of college. My classes have all been made P/F cus of the virus, so literally all I need to do now is pass and I’m done with college forever (thank god - it’s been a shitshow). In theory, if I just spend 3 hours a day studying on top of lectures, I could pass easily. Unfortunately, however, my dumb brain doesn’t want to cooperate cus of my anxiety and general laziness. Does anyone have advice for silencing the anxious part of your brain for a bit so you can just get things done? I really need something to get me through the next month and a bit",1.968924731182799,4.096624387096775,4.2367741935483885,83.09182795698926,79.32258064516128,8.326881720430109,26.46236559139785,9.075114841892004,2.3362010752688183,480,20,100,13,12,166,82,124,0.091,0.826,0.083,-0.2263,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,5,2,1,0,7,0,11,2,2,2,2,17,21,6,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,5,0,12,1,16,15,5,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,7,61,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611563539821761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261621263176472,0.18631085238253475,0.0,0.11531478139514074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600963635246497,0.0,0.0,0.3682069573964725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167392466192215,0.0,0.0,0.1063587260904798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432120517209018,0.33753756789046035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232611683633287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624114059312266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344305091974609,0.0,0.0,0.17918432658639552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604977976651616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632725905208784,0.0,0.0,0.3668547167785993,0.0,0.0,0.1753925917484572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175297748454988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859055845282004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565095145664168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696224323409572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518347073031625,0.0,0.0,0.10956445838248532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097273146533907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsathrowawaybois526,2020/04/06,"I just need a little guidance Hello. I've struggled with mental illness for a long time. It is something that has always run in my family, it's effected me for years, but I never have gotten help, even though it's been clear for a very long time that I do need it. Even when I did decide that it was time to get help, I didn't have the time to. Getting help was not encouraged when I lived at home, and quite frankly my bad mental health was ignored. It was ever brought up once, and I was threatened with a mental hospital for my anxiety and depression, so I never ever wanted to bring it up again. That was about four years ago. 

It's not fair to myself to continue to ignore that I need help. I want help. But I just don't know where to start. How do you talk to your doctor about this? Do you just call and say ""I need to make an appointment for anxiety?"" Thinking about calling is a lot, but I know I need to do it. I just am not sure how to go about it, and I don't want to walk in blind.",2.7502857142857167,3.533275361904764,4.0861904761904775,90.70214285714287,73.95238095238095,7.314285714285713,23.04761904761905,7.554174236665415,0.7279904761904761,766,19,176,9,15,253,102,210,0.235,0.737,0.027999999999999997,-0.9926,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,2,20,7,0,1,7,0,21,4,0,4,6,42,40,14,0,8,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,16,7,0,2,5,0,0,5,8,5,0,1,11,2,24,2,28,29,1,30,0,1,1,0,14,7,0,1,18,127,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975174194809588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153731304137767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683150293511351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185393582698148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246654622906736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475163845685136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126001183395484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453214212180365,0.19902107844449016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370784166009094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495159545839613,0.0,0.06252134134542278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693571605810943,0.0,0.0,0.3686876467402119,0.0,0.11034921704968433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209174761814069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025913786907256,0.0971410368397123,0.19471115994581384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352675224828932,0.0,0.0,0.07343267390041804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325932713080212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40785590879790623,0.16969332209028098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715729045612082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700940690135705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748453981834027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469123943991283,0.0,0.0,0.07786579761016724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500656428909385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368332733620024,0.0,0.0,0.08842204508235782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049010485294076,0.10808447936984844,0.0,0.2565913681803592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076994999157932,0.19466062825434896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416859454753109
anxiety,breezy_04,2020/04/06,I took my girlfriend to Urgent Care because she had stomach pain and i can’t be in there with her My anxiety has been through the roof lately and I’m usually a bit more calm when we’re at home. She wasn’t feeling good so i took her to urgent care but then they told me i wasn’t allowed. She’s in so much pain she can’t focus on the phone and I’m freaking out in the car. I don’t know what to do.,-1.24858141858142,0.6529732527472554,1.25174825174825,100.8227972027972,91.1978021978022,4.188211788211788,18.162837162837164,5.565023196281405,-0.6225692307692308,310,9,79,2,11,105,59,91,0.131,0.733,0.135,-0.5652,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,10,3,1,1,0,9,19,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,7,1,15,4,11,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631733344625581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002523668361365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328675256162818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349455808273219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785050446301576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890528225629798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139565286682241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722368382300405,0.0,0.24061083292124705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567994836255366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539308592819489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038165641687181,0.4739666069681892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349189777215341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,howaboutneehaw,2020/04/06,"I'm in absolute panic mode I can't stop looking at the news. I can't look away. I know it's going to be bad. For my third world country especially. I just can't seem to relax. I'm away from my dad who is the most at risk. My mother keeps going out everyday to get groceries and won't listen to me. My brother is a doctor and has to work.

I'm so scared of what's going to happen. I don't want my family to die. I don't wanna die. At least not like this. Not when I'm 19, useless, haven't done anything with my life and live with abusive family members and no friends.

My anxiety is through the roof. I can't stay positive. I am TRYING my hardest to stay hopeful. Idk tho, this shit might go on for years. What the hell are we going to do?

I feel so alone and so freaked out...",-0.4436099071207451,1.506448211764706,2.2677089783281765,94.740479876161,87.47058823529413,5.2260061919504635,19.535603715170282,6.5966054737557815,0.07888235294117685,596,18,141,7,19,207,101,170,0.294,0.662,0.044000000000000004,-0.9921,0,1,0,0,0,1,24.0,1,0,0,1,6,12,2,3,5,0,18,3,1,0,0,24,38,10,2,3,3,3,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,6,10,0,2,3,1,0,5,11,8,0,1,1,4,19,4,26,34,2,21,1,1,2,0,7,10,2,4,5,91,25,2,0.0,0.17336634911926105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154433235856818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119350939355976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040963973406947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749466188534912,0.0,0.12217184614807172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037160023178047,0.0,0.0,0.14976564923626362,0.0,0.14973709016874326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758766592105775,0.0,0.07398424741292131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130471703677764,0.0,0.07644663512988663,0.0,0.4157877192226069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939109549663635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453296767235146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005674585336482,0.0,0.0,0.08041414428051424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335078437157368,0.07148500457517162,0.0,0.1292040422720719,0.0,0.245745421305915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522336022806915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167605865119745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649275455275085,0.0,0.0,0.1332050589923254,0.0,0.0,0.15019630912384987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119172381038041,0.0,0.12233083070076906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993422916098574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863038624386359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652336352015322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422586727562443
anxiety,warrior_empress,2020/04/06,Can anyone relate?! You cannot conquer what you’re not willing to confront!,2.592142857142857,5.591792500000004,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,88.28571428571428,2.8000000000000003,28.42857142857143,3.1291,0.9725428571428568,61,3,9,0,2,19,11,14,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.2737,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pro_zach_007,2020/04/06,"Terrified of making a phone call for lost job and that job gave me my insurance First off I have been diagnosed with GAD. I'm so anxious it's hard to piece my thoughts together so bear with me. I recently lost my job and have to make a phone call with my union to start the process of trying to get it back. 


I'm too anxious to use my coping mechanisms, I cant even meditate I'm so anxious. And I cant make an appointment with my therapist because my job provided my health insurance. I also cant pay my bills this month which is scaring me and making me even more anxious. 

I dont know what to do and I've waited the absolute longest to make this call, please help. I've never considered this before but it's so bad I'm debating taking a shot in some coffee before the call to push me through it, but I'd rather not because that's unhealthy. 

Please help, thank you

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The situation in summary for context:


I was fired once before for times on the job where I was anxious and didnt let the company know I thought maybe there have been a minor incident but thought it was fine (I'm a driver). And before that once for bringing work back that I thought was outside of my work area. (Which I havent done since). For the first thing they just wanted me to tell them if I thought something had happened. 

This time something happened at a stop that I thought was totally fine, I told the owner and he didnt seem concerned or care at all, and turns out a week later the owner called and said it wasnt.

 That seems shady but the point is now I'm needing to make a call to a union guy and I'm terrified of being yelled at and told they won't try to help me. Last time they said ""itd be the last time for something like"" this they'd consider giving my job back. However this time I 100% didnt think anything was wrong.",2.0032620320855616,3.8968973475935833,3.2449197860962578,91.390320855615,78.19786096256685,6.752941176470588,24.63636363636364,7.724431198458867,1.16064385026738,1424,51,310,22,34,461,169,374,0.115,0.7879999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.7693,7,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,5,6,17,10,0,1,21,0,31,2,0,7,3,52,76,23,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,23,17,0,2,11,0,2,2,12,5,0,2,27,5,39,5,35,43,5,33,0,2,0,0,28,11,0,5,21,190,62,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050638517636929656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576787363629764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210854590491789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460719466991131,0.052871159380224166,0.07720091106091008,0.0,0.2155291648023278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38795256916512333,0.0,0.06456091901507308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427041726812995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480031045653127,0.07421282024113396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364706371485256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772318792780183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033083090396582936,0.06074415692800561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269865760830702,0.1119907318760353,0.0,0.05672400384892835,0.0,0.0,0.06730824134302217,0.0,0.0,0.12733004736371206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770234173240049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696001439403069,0.1032316347512706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475095478576097,0.0,0.030935892264484757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824671458384574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536072452780785,0.0,0.063615381054492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505429535060957,0.0,0.0,0.04695240234199316,0.048837769428272726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487155929667333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901690888236234,0.05985968314241085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252275813308948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046729558183172,0.0,0.06339628988350847,0.0,0.0,0.11529179800884196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238054770269023,0.07117649269724356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462449260847369,0.0,0.0,0.04481958185733105,0.0,0.0,0.05293996162795697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761020435511689,0.0,0.055346150298490666,0.05829831762320736,0.0,0.07352163123985866,0.04206827087461164,0.04057413038270477,0.0,0.30162319461290105,0.18461760784272985,0.0,0.0,0.12101361892858185,0.0,0.0859828560916672,0.06887606709619293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546898091002112,0.0,0.0,0.03734890983469092,0.0,0.05079302579850231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219822582635942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923258056940096,0.0,0.0
anxiety,needleworkreverie,2020/04/06,"I want to self-harm I'm a sahm and my husband is an essential worker. I'm stuck with my kids all day every day during this hell. We don't have a yard, so we can't even have any hanging out outside time. We're inside all day every day except for mandatory walks. It's getting to me and I just want to let some of it out.",-0.06380952380952465,1.5754750000000044,2.5158730158730163,95.345,83.72222222222223,5.2253968253968255,18.61904761904762,6.1826913282559595,-0.2618952380952377,248,6,60,2,7,86,51,72,0.111,0.831,0.057999999999999996,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,14,12,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,9,10,3,9,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,5,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783926528678009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6767217741127635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326576944352962,0.0,0.44204683775637377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705602703938005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682490814358611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27366626252506143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296609566470434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30945677292127954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flyingdeskset,2020/04/06,"Telling myself and others a narrative Maybe I've just been telling everyone these things about myself, informing this narrative of the person I am, the interests I have, the university courses I want to take, the career I want. I feel like an empty husk. Is any of that true at all? Or is this all my own crafting, things I don't even believe anymore?

And then I spiral. I don't have any talents, any defining qualities. I am utterly worthless, deeply worthless. Uninteresting, unintelligent. Nothing I thought I knew about myself is real, it's all a narrative, it really is. Isn't it? What am I to do?

I feel like I have nothing to my name. No accomplishments, no genuine wishes, no real future. Everyone else around me is so bright and full of promise. I have nothing. And I'm selfish for even wanting that, because I know that in actuality, I am not entitled to any of it. They are harder working, more intelligent, more cogent and philosophical, more beautiful, more worthy. I hate this, I hate this, and I shouldn't hate this, I don't deserve to feel that way, anyway. I wish I could leave. I don't think I'm meant to be here at all, living here. I can't contribute anything of worth, after all.",2.6333224163027644,5.18262620960699,4.414219432314411,80.40959697962157,79.48034934497817,7.310116448326057,27.445596797671037,8.344100000000001,2.2763928675400296,938,41,172,20,24,316,118,229,0.149,0.6859999999999999,0.165,0.3857,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,2,10,13,3,0,7,0,25,0,0,0,6,35,44,9,0,7,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,7,0,0,9,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,4,4,32,7,19,37,11,9,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,1,5,131,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.11912242154943928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320463364773773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210603444591708,0.0,0.0,0.10045296471459453,0.10866791612123608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441255805608887,0.0,0.0,0.13753075382358687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746272509701154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197357337508914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612517753836325,0.0,0.0,0.23328566516516336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516632915487016,0.17441324070271694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615556792014695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708631647603222,0.0,0.0,0.12925419020707338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192741820019006,0.0,0.10778978433955963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263542414007875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513875173537389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658655637969197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778840933841281,0.07820097763846864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178122503870947,0.0,0.2133886020603088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219537338394766,0.07821733684713192,0.0,0.09690970901663393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599962097956127,0.09689324851716916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807482686955051,0.0,0.0,0.0888681977672439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayacc6754,2020/04/06,"Please help me I am really scared for my girlfriend I’m beginning to get really scared and unsure of what to do. My girlfriend suffers from bad anxiety and depression and over the past few months she’s only been getting worse. I have sat awake all night with her at times trying to help her through things only for it not to help. She has anorexia too and she keeps dropping weight and refuses to tell anyone she’s struggling because she’s terrified of hospitalization. She keeps going on a downward spiral. I myself have bad anxiety and depression and my girlfriend always tells me to be open with her about my problems. I started doing so and she now is saying she feels like she is pushing her emotions to the back to help me. I feel bad because I don’t want to make her feel worse than she already does. She is currently in therapy but says it isn’t helpful really and she also is scared of meds and refuses them because of negative experiences she had in the past and she fears it might mess with her head. I think it could help her though. I’ve tried suggesting everything I can think of. Going for walks, doing art, talking, etc etc etc. Nothing seems to help. I love her very much and don’t want to see her like this. She also cannot function without weed. She literally cannot eat or sleep without it. If she runs out she feels way worse until she gets more. I don’t know what to do. It seems she doesn’t want to help herself even. She said to me today that if she was on her own she would drink again even though she’s had a bad drinking problem before and the only reason she stopped is because her parents threatened to kick her out if she didn’t promise to stop. I don’t know how to help her. I’m trying my best to help her. I understand what she’s going through because I have anxiety and depression as well but it seems that she doesn’t want to help herself sometimes. It seems she has lost any care she has ever had about herself. I’m writing to this subreddit because I want to have a talk with her but I don’t know what to say or how to word it. I want her to know I love her and support her through anything but that if she won’t begin to help herself that I don’t know if I can continue to be with her because I feel as though I’m not helping and it hurts me to watch her getting worse each day and not being able to do anything about it. Please help me",3.4445074826892994,4.825042950413226,4.237241456332367,87.98249609113249,73.00826446280992,7.215903506812597,27.130667857940587,7.730073105063049,1.445462541880724,1884,68,392,24,37,604,190,484,0.16399999999999998,0.677,0.159,-0.1522,2,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,20,27,0,5,7,0,44,8,2,4,2,84,92,39,0,15,16,1,6,2,3,3,0,4,0,0,22,26,4,6,18,3,0,6,19,18,1,0,9,12,88,9,62,76,10,37,0,6,2,2,88,10,0,12,21,281,110,0,0.05533203028344759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106027133587957,0.0884980092535222,0.046040681752357066,0.0,0.0,0.03762767800891169,0.0,0.1269865551492315,0.0,0.0,0.038689442107971546,0.0,0.0910670926575057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254691584557317,0.18479973626491905,0.23610924461216665,0.0,0.047083482374615626,0.0,0.05806755206749172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056414692560481726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417812377305097,0.0,0.0,0.035684582028168516,0.0,0.14297218981294554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842143257701704,0.0,0.0,0.10840864910768812,0.0,0.05661848063647065,0.0,0.062241086581208735,0.0,0.0,0.18512952038308472,0.07309256830682201,0.050050989209895605,0.0,0.0,0.04972886098885381,0.05412534300138947,0.0,0.06226391728898473,0.13988768526399742,0.039529213490357366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563480831108422,0.0,0.0943394038116646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678662636194048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192305096979606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059234082822701074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836330173829813,0.0,0.0,0.1520451839308922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406487013537183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604014473440461,0.0,0.09987863527501407,0.0,0.036934559874457935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146141193158813,0.0,0.0,0.05869854008249849,0.0,0.0,0.0441654986738866,0.0,0.04067540884333671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192536212648825,0.0,0.05309257537007711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262475071620176,0.0,0.0,0.06143967152546196,0.0,0.10564136771056133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147590670876225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058905604546856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634134637156142,0.05689054266801435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052633431706997684,0.13200675403942333,0.16619104519337635,0.0,0.04409246427379705,0.2014888089773149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537199041397922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547247927866805,0.0,0.039164295827021134,0.0,0.0,0.09252010984253832,0.0,0.057845051924046174,0.0,0.0,0.06279013225143164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894758000355947,0.09672526665138056,0.0,0.06327699886337775,0.0,0.036760142267928286,0.07090906159234757,0.16309031645227431,0.0,0.032264551826678776,0.0,0.05244829490422552,0.0,0.0,0.11270044941780613,0.0,0.0,0.05760259491392436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045654719822839696,0.19581759038789187,0.043919990144988666,0.0,0.06737950634949165,0.049750140334515684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667620533027644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22555226402571385,0.03930628675985588,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoMoreF34R,2020/04/06,"I'm dying from a needle phobia. Due to a severe needle phobia combined with unchecked health issues, I've backed myself into a corner where I only get any space with drugs.. and lately, thoughts of a future suicide. I know that my needle phobia is a lost cause.. The thoughts of suicide aren't specific and have no planned date, I just don't see myself getting past the ages of 30-35 with my health going unchecked.

I've been to several psychiatrist, therapist, and even naturopaths. I've spent thousands at this point on my needle phobia. Which I know sounds ridiculous, it even sounds ridiculous to the professionals it seems.

I'm only 27 but can see my body deteriorating from thyroid issues, which I got diagnosed many years ago somehow. I've got people that love me and I can't kill myself because of them, but literally at the same time suicide feels like it will be the only solution for me.

Then I have dangerous thoughts like taking heavy doses of drugs and just sitting in front of the hospital. That way I would definitely wake up with an IV in me and be forced to get care.

I don't think there is help out there for me.",5.897972350230415,6.731010202764978,6.061451612903228,79.21217741935487,66.78801843317972,8.411981566820277,29.785714285714285,8.418075326091056,2.138028571428572,902,31,166,12,14,287,123,217,0.15,0.7120000000000001,0.138,0.4866,0,0,2,0,0,4,24.0,0,0,1,2,9,9,4,0,12,0,14,11,2,1,0,28,37,9,5,1,4,0,1,2,0,2,8,2,0,0,9,12,0,0,8,0,1,2,5,5,0,1,8,5,21,4,26,25,1,27,0,1,2,1,3,12,0,2,13,103,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026899374232344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877882919160785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890779445713947,0.0,0.0706182668720469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286780989059939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811208302746402,0.11900511374673015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758061961309473,0.1202292121947328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686877188001849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302955851953734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857490361649127,0.08275996081655461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815732851702752,0.0,0.06583759767793868,0.0,0.1853042620899443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462764381679124,0.0,0.0,0.07764871460706473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418249530240125,0.0,0.0,0.12816574625766353,0.0,0.1273311796859909,0.0,0.13067863166350585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131923997184249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645891415663602,0.0,0.10455497607848284,0.0,0.0,0.11744903011068412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264316889291637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058752097946496,0.08031259844920774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951132625084607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846275345951381,0.10546128080694377,0.0,0.2617446049465253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801481214826272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710130672757636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450541203246144,0.0,0.07422904025592196,0.0,0.27590486898746314,0.06755037121067417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195266848275116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229323239339062,0.0,0.0,0.07460062495528018
anxiety,littlegoldnw,2020/04/06,"No effect on Wellbutrin? Hello everyone!

So I started taking antidepressant about 1,5 years ago. I took SSRI (citalopram 20 mg) for one year. It was wonderfull for my anxiety, but I had no interest or motivation in anything and had pretty bad sexual problems. So I switch for Wellbutrin in last december. My doctor talked to me about the possible side effects and that it will take some weeks before seeing an effect on my anxiety.

When I started taking Wellbutrin (150 mg) I continued taking my citalopram (at that point 10 mg) for about 3 weeks. 

I had absolutely no side effects when I started the Wellbutrin. I had dizziness for about 1-2 weeks when I stopped the citalopram. Then I felt the effect of the citalopram slowly going away. I didn't felt really anxious though.

After a couple months I felt a bit more anxious than when I was on citalopram, but not enough to change my medication. 

About two months ago I started to feel more and more anxious, so I started to take 300 mg of Wellbutrin instead of 150. Here again no side effects at all. It's been 4 weeks now and it's literally like I was taking sugar pills (even with the 150 mg I had the same feeling).

Is there anyone here who had the same experience with Wellbutrin? I don't really understand why it has absolutely no effect on me.

Thank you!",4.301045296167247,6.483555585365857,5.19157955865273,78.70597560975612,72.41463414634146,7.775145180023228,29.60046457607433,8.563005593585519,2.505295238095238,1038,44,180,19,21,338,123,246,0.11,0.7909999999999999,0.1,0.3181,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,8,20,5,0,0,11,0,15,4,0,8,1,30,36,16,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,6,1,1,14,0,0,2,8,2,0,2,15,7,27,3,30,20,9,41,0,0,1,0,4,13,0,2,27,130,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760324873482827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191600348163875,0.33651462120989795,0.0,0.0694271777244857,0.0,0.08170874122635857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328797171297244,0.0,0.08290455634703447,0.0,0.0,0.08449006035257904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084009956308184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503762309908203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986455541757582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162942688865954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259503459734312,0.0,0.06558133761679744,0.0,0.0,0.09487762805685454,0.0,0.09712649248002382,0.0,0.0,0.10040989641760084,0.0,0.28600727224299155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056429852676396886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093611886288947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850898776292145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002610372586064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585076319873161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728273457393241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386290242486807,0.11193665417959348,0.0,0.1010155185053572,0.0,0.095008901130137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721781708811122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791227576997476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513964506452129,0.0,0.0,0.08301244162685112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44793073379763815,0.07980703660492514,0.0,0.0914146051455476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097553749107018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031691077392584,0.0,0.0,0.09699372033325353,0.10336632881187484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185837661750519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959546051405726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278814058917042
anxiety,Schady_Freude,2020/04/06,CDC: Managing Stress and Coping [Managing Stress and Anxiety](https://www.cdc.gov/coronavirus/2019-ncov/daily-life-coping/managing-stress-anxiety.html?CDC_AA_refVal=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.cdc.gov%2Fcoronavirus%2F2019-ncov%2Fprepare%2Fmanaging-stress-anxiety.html),37.952333333333335,49.7313309,21.230000000000008,-45.27166666666666,15.0,18.666666666666668,46.66666666666666,12.45797560212912,11.696166666666667,238,8,9,8,3,58,13,20,0.444,0.556,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235397967193573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9883259911983108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Anxiety-and-alcohol,2020/04/06,"Separating myself from my anxiety Does anyone else find it hard to distinguish their personality from their anxious habits? Sometimes I feel like I’m just a walking time bomb. I want to keep my mental illness separate but at the same time it kind of defines who I am as a person. It is a part of who I am because I’ve had to struggle with this for years but I don’t want it to consume me. However, everyone I meet can tell I have it because of how I bite my nails, play with my hair and constantly fidget. I’m worried that’s the first thing they notice about me but there’s so much more to me than that. I don’t want to be known as the anxious girl. 
Thanks for listening to my rant.",2.869475032010243,4.184405563380285,4.402291933418695,86.49283610755445,74.35211267605635,7.698847631241997,26.993597951344427,8.296473431620573,1.6653014084507052,538,20,116,9,11,180,90,142,0.138,0.7709999999999999,0.091,-0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,5,5,0,1,6,0,9,2,1,1,0,17,18,8,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,11,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,4,21,4,21,16,4,7,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,6,81,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998566793171035,0.3839145914344432,0.0,0.11880957716507574,0.17409954813466222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071590593397656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361938740915998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869508622398278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194344402174114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623625104939943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859148947686292,0.12138839136917187,0.0,0.0,0.1553006152642255,0.14453089978819966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221182130944033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102960460730036,0.0,0.1769419016060899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301262580037025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123588106274734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490818844600775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934510770958708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840030261406576,0.0,0.0,0.29672909163045685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680517768461765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763363299497575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851452238519028,0.15643629685128935,0.0,0.0,0.11288498157177408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981593711923057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006634865726835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255846765022326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942066391898224
anxiety,pswallabyway,2020/04/06,"Thoughts? Anxiety, panic, or something else? Hi all, 

Was hoping someone could help me with what I think is anxiety or maybe give me ideas of what it could be. I’m mid-20s and before November of 2019, never had any issues with panic or anxiety. When my grandfather was undergoing surgery for cancer, I had racing heart, dizziness, and feeling like I was going to pass out. First time ever.

Two weeks ago I woke up frightened as hell with a racing heart and blurry vision. I calmed down a bit, but the pressure that seemed to be on my chest lasted 48 hours and, when I tried to sleep that first day, I woke up every few minutes with the same racing heart rate and it felt like my vision was going black. 

Two days ago, I woke up with pressure on my chest again and a racing heart. I still have the blurry vision and fatigue and stomach issues as well. It feels like I can’t get a good breath. The things that linger are the pressure in my chest, tightness in the back of the throat, tired eyes, and blurry vision.

Not sure if it’s anxiety, panic, or something else. But these things last for /days/ and I don’t know what to do. Especially with the Coronavirus outbreak and the fact that I can’t go to the doctor right now. Please let me know your thoughts. Thanks all.",4.036854942233632,5.624618243902444,4.137522464698332,88.45927471116815,71.84552845528455,6.642362002567395,23.922978177150192,7.0608816371341465,0.8026048780487813,992,27,197,9,19,306,131,246,0.162,0.701,0.13699999999999998,-0.5998,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,8,17,1,6,14,0,18,16,12,0,6,47,38,22,0,4,8,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,14,18,0,1,10,0,0,4,5,8,1,4,12,6,21,9,27,21,5,34,1,1,2,0,4,10,1,7,23,130,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677511074883238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434533010308204,0.0,0.289538348439335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275748836542786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051525834466215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033013129782611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109388130931334,0.0,0.0,0.18306759797794575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684831005225576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808692991998752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558985281881545,0.0797220323797073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568615191759797,0.1351941137664591,0.0908507238090114,0.0,0.0,0.1609686617339665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943541766263864,0.09076881066138197,0.1613253966548729,0.07936336553116105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44850400599066015,0.06342226997712015,0.0,0.0,0.09397971873315923,0.09318234325458603,0.0,0.0,0.10681526866800613,0.0,0.19751888406016066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400213957714846,0.15425702129850385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967560906649563,0.0,0.1386807039362159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505922495443606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297732770598947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330510616070138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038651297443238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080557263230309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613914418697045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468904780168333,0.0,0.0801718237924577,0.1456872965488822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556422431016131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917890301700476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871140406227012,0.0,0.0,0.12572359571621186,0.06062913282051001,0.0,0.1502365551271494,0.05517409916774429,0.10875259130557388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424125363991316,0.0,0.18486137701530087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589902921999972,0.0,0.08507538524542764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taarquinn,2020/04/06,"Experience in medications? Not asking for recs just wanna know stories Hey y’all!

So I started getting bad anxiety wise Spring 2019 and I was put on 20 mg Prozac. I then, a few weeks later got into a really supportive relationship and I honestly thought and the docs did too that the drugs were working for me. 
However, after getting out of the relationship a month ago I’m realizing that was definitely a mix of me leaning on my partner and placebo and honestly there were warning signs that I just didn’t notice. 

My anxiety is really a lot worse than I think I allowed myself to realize. Also, it’s not depression at all it’s really bad anxiety that sometimes leads to depressive thoughts and irrational feelings of abandonment and that I’m being ignored. I’m taking with my pcp on Wednesday to get a better treatment for this but I’m curious to others experiences. Prozac is an antidepressant at its core...so I’m not sure if things would really be helped by going on a higher dose or if I should try something else? I’m also taking with a therapist so I’m working on all sides of this I’d just like some personal experiences from others on how to sort out this aspect of treatment before I talk to my pcp. 

Thanks everyone! I know times are tough rn but hang in there I literally do nothing but plan for the future...part of my whole thing as a coping mechanism and it’s out there trust me :)",4.142633344515263,6.03267720664207,5.890843676618588,74.76820781616908,72.13653136531366,9.502918483730294,30.03035893995304,9.910423181423305,3.2820538745387453,1117,48,200,31,22,383,155,271,0.09,0.787,0.12300000000000001,0.9299,2,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,5,12,16,0,0,14,0,14,5,0,3,3,49,38,21,0,5,12,0,1,1,1,2,5,0,0,2,16,14,0,2,8,0,0,4,4,7,0,0,9,1,21,9,38,25,6,29,0,3,0,0,9,15,0,6,11,139,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374846912905772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871929172394325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686047280507006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941614823961723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544621414820776,0.0,0.0,0.09959200770547184,0.0,0.0,0.10351194074207933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161192717548787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572868091450785,0.0,0.09777149739326124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118362731081505,0.0,0.34346131416323633,0.0,0.0,0.05917869590811626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344494936743103,0.0,0.06651625409088502,0.0,0.09360719266818636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844912045393213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864371423630422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717959559869155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950281108768808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790499913769036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934198250088894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230257212688233,0.133250264641356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674239035589382,0.0,0.0,0.10219439090264833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765704006060815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999140435417083,0.0,0.0,0.2513132786276213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010273741143343,0.11575507396686965,0.0,0.08284117178823923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281505571863994,0.11030835867676096,0.0,0.17599830049330495,0.09407192954225367,0.0,0.10775426153154756,0.0,0.13589189883743807,0.15551170760366434,0.07499419597200628,0.0,0.18583260444644092,0.06824668295709127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946214865420671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388203998003034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306704398356981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704123230904934,0.0,0.11927326571826714,0.08314151410286398,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thesefew,2020/04/06,"lexapro withdrawal hi all! I  was wondering if I could get some advice? 

I was put on lexapro about a year and a half ago for my worsening anxiety and depression. I've since had some life changes that made me feel as through I could try to manage without meds. My family doctor originally had me on 10 mg of it and about 6 months in I was complaining about brain fog and feeling very apathetic all the time so he lowered be to 5mg! It worked well for me until recently and I was getting very moody and angry? I started birth control 8 months ago as well so I'm not sure if that has something to do with it? I also gained 30 Ibs since starting lexapro so that made me feel quite shitty as well but I thought that was the price of not feeling nauseous and depressed most of the time. anyway I have gotten really tired lately not knowing whether or not I'm actually feeling some way because of medication or thats how I really feel.  

I couldn't visit my family doctor so I used an online one provided for by my work. She was very nice and explained that my dose was so low that it wasn't really doing anything for me at this point so she suggested weaning off of it and also suggested switching to an IUD ( I know that isn't relevant to the sub but its important to mention because she said I might just be sensitive to medications/ hormones.) Which was confusing to me because she also said that it was probably the cause of me feeling unmotivated and foggy all the time. So it must be doing something no? I don't want to blame my bad habits on meds or mental illness but I also know they can have that effect. Anyway so she has me weaning off of it like this: Every other day for a month and the every third and then stop. I have been doing that for a week now and I thought it was going fine. 

Yesterday I started getting dizzy and nauseous and flu like symptoms and I thought it was because of my period maybe? even though my period has never done that to me before. I also thought I had covid which stressed me out but I haven't left the house in almost 3 weeks so it probably isn't that. Then I decided to look up what it was like coming off of lexapro and the symptoms seem similar? so could that be it? I feel so dumb I'm on such a low dose I feel like it shouldn't be that hard weaning off of it. can someone please give me some clarity I'm so frustrated and upset at this point....",2.9636983471074387,4.653799171487607,4.415363636363637,84.95804545454547,74.84710743801655,7.649917355371901,27.18264462809917,8.395991825355821,1.8760125619834704,1885,73,383,34,40,627,213,484,0.156,0.754,0.09,-0.99,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,6,31,22,2,3,16,0,46,13,1,8,6,86,86,53,0,9,16,0,10,4,0,3,12,2,0,0,38,21,0,2,21,0,1,4,14,12,3,3,27,13,52,10,52,47,8,52,0,4,1,0,17,19,1,15,32,279,90,5,0.0,0.0,0.07014991793546868,0.0,0.0,0.07024571822599965,0.1274443886946484,0.0,0.07198298498784768,0.0,0.0,0.28743420391908264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499224173986088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591556748045012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002142367473577,0.1752830331386931,0.0,0.06116930036388212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024803719804285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384625189944646,0.07604537018962926,0.061923027978840285,0.0,0.0,0.08062574624686687,0.17218426418115454,0.0,0.0,0.046360226694222934,0.0,0.12382982143316075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715579355061625,0.0,0.07356386608046771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047479721546021966,0.0,0.12113333657524675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553457990951473,0.0,0.32712740286013603,0.05135504451224082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267168386923697,0.06895916075001346,0.04085420928151549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439532454847854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294626222482859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185192393045848,0.0,0.08109002082243195,0.0,0.07810385011127485,0.0,0.05077488317860205,0.1404785760803377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036574920236469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603967312291482,0.0,0.0,0.07221868752758254,0.0,0.15969726016946065,0.1448342386667317,0.07244371718648106,0.07625919851594318,0.0,0.0,0.17213505784950953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055442560453475474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048711502670036835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890873667034981,0.13591014250653818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550095419973009,0.0,0.0,0.07226482314400848,0.0,0.07645912091110334,0.0,0.0,0.13815515397834402,0.0,0.0709782989291294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675922131889687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544189625903207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892892392875487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090838520679225,0.11068200220699344,0.0,0.0,0.15264286672269842,0.0,0.0,0.060099530697720574,0.08234464379192401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677512712114439,0.1494332021682086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062717857992194,0.2282763579263057,0.12575111029953429,0.08262185403969691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048805563323547366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620860265062014,0.0,0.17793929818014848,0.0423999542899372,0.05705939606977695,0.11532448907538086,0.0,0.19390120210657766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929509582159611,0.0779568022641211,0.10466705930516748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629193123606522
anxiety,Akivastern1,2020/04/06,"Overcoming Covid-19 Anxiety and Worry [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W5Zo4w6aS9k&t=16s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W5Zo4w6aS9k&t=16s)

Dr. Benjie Stern explains what health anxiety is and how you can overcome it.  Dr. Stern  explains that our desperate attempt to avoid discomfort and uncertainty fuels anxiety, and avoidance locks it in place.  Yet we can take back control.  We can learn to face our fears rather than running from them.  Part 2  Two Most Important Mindsets in Overcoming Anxiety:   MINDSET # 1  STOP THE  AVOIDANce (COMPULSIVE) BEHAVIORS MINDSET # 2  FACE YOUR FEAR AND LIVE WITH UNCERTAINTY YOUR NOISY BODY  Everybody has a lot of fear, panic, and anxiety, but the most important thing is our mindset and how we think about this. Whatever we are facing in our lives — if we try to take it as a learning opportunity and a way to grow, and we try to transform those fears and anxiety into support and opportunity.",9.689999999999998,13.092794666666665,7.199722222222222,64.81750000000002,60.66666666666666,10.633333333333336,37.694444444444436,10.686352973137794,4.9695944444444455,768,37,102,21,12,221,88,144,0.23800000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.091,-0.9116,0,3,0,0,0,0,45.0,10,3,1,4,6,12,0,9,5,0,7,7,4,3,0,37,13,16,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,19,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,9,0,1,0,0,14,3,15,13,4,11,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,4,3,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641923070018104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5595933631623087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374603359477032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354214159407788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673938684291356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5487584861004656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959122124548594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530847924778315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364879483832673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304239426815651,0.0,0.13202336568903852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737648213446046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192740358632678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834906080684173,0.0,0.0,0.18333162189406632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099570705678527,0.0781189792268044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554619619769895,0.0,0.11909441384927323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677140610046073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238118206812016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EatMoreSpaghetters,2020/04/06,"Does anyone else feel extremely awkward in conference calls? I started a new job last week and today was my first conference call with my team (working from home). So granted the reason for some of my awkwardness could be that it was my first time talking to them and they are all much older than me, and have also worked with each other for so long. I have never met them in person. 

They were all so talkative but nothing about work stuff, just personal lives. It was things that I could jump in and talk about but I am too hesitant and just freaking weird, so I just laugh at their jokes and say things here and there. 

I really am not much of a talkative person when it comes to work environments since I don’t know these people at all. How the hell do I break down my barriers and stop being so hesitant over every little word I could say? I don’t want to come off cold or maybe sounding like I’m just too dumb to know how to respond...

Does anyone else here experience this particular level of anxiety in work situations? 

I also truly wish that I didn’t have to get personal with anyone, probably due to my anxiety issues. Like why can’t it just be work related and then we go about our day? I’m a systems engineer and although we do interact with customers I suppose I was hoping to be with those who are more introverted...? Idk.",4.085839694656489,5.617124263358782,5.102206106870232,81.81483587786259,71.63358778625954,8.751450381679389,26.4587786259542,9.255337874911486,2.175549007633588,1055,35,206,23,20,346,150,262,0.122,0.7759999999999999,0.102,-0.5803,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,5,9,23,11,2,2,5,0,25,0,0,3,4,49,39,25,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,4,15,20,0,2,4,2,0,4,6,6,0,2,7,5,29,5,32,25,8,33,1,0,0,0,23,11,2,3,18,153,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741679275518186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058580717038708,0.0,0.0,0.2064577929434644,0.2016908587001389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100064808693266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956444864965636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357469488733732,0.0,0.0,0.06347433689261117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226029559714495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443865258889928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292515765093746,0.0,0.0,0.09627604026260912,0.0,0.0,0.049765347143847456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743616855592516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142166702034219,0.0,0.0559357455372258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872574055986932,0.09775569888659434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272746511098288,0.09766909314347154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818080727536894,0.0802274316654182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616847349701173,0.09864514974053512,0.0869088250661184,0.08710076960612484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988785782326474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470364832232624,0.0,0.07590945971045905,0.0950570139148334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443899364931384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682337331362503,0.3437547422349899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611604592878444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305194065674362,0.10119466912804274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565389626138671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141606633548026,0.11063095567188937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966391551185595,0.0,0.0,0.0822855738768489,0.0,0.0,0.11267015598361725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821647159750102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307750026436026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739092111879311,0.0,0.09329297279048716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805211006800705,0.0,0.07894855130692409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888109509933398,0.0,0.11318095829383001,0.0,0.0,0.4299162875786584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anotherinma,2020/04/06,"19 yo girl panicking almost everyday Hi. I'm new about writing post and stuff like this but here we go.

In my country, Spain, it is been a month since we can not go out and my mental health is all over the place. My anxiety has intensified to the point I lose the feelings on my foot and fingers. My brain collapses when I panic that much and my body is like ""oh, oxygene, that is definitely NOT for me"". I try to keep this with humour because otherwise I do not know where I will be.

I need dhelp. I do not see the light or the end of this quarantine and I am getting more upset everyday.",1.8200826446280969,3.6682205950413262,3.620661157024794,88.69644628099175,78.58677685950414,7.375206611570247,24.223140495867767,8.296473431620573,1.4160181818181818,456,16,100,9,11,153,85,121,0.141,0.763,0.096,-0.7131,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,6,0,12,5,4,0,1,22,21,8,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,4,17,3,10,18,3,16,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,2,8,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110184864692824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121003625311475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846077570594105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340766650614722,0.0,0.235247529044822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664673636735232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065528494080571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100992047034714,0.0,0.2395286444411863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399914134446985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730901968998412,0.0,0.0,0.11581325086646688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059068300018212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575613062728484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236912525204046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682049324195068,0.0,0.15491287545847549,0.15625572142150268,0.0,0.2035270779799843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724956817273824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201709525643676,0.0,0.19921063687756155,0.0,0.20182379683208426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792677986377386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432037257904126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123867012528016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307375702125116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chance-Weekend,2020/04/06,"Social Anxiety destroyed my whole life Hey guys, idk if this is the correct reddit but I'm going to assume it is. I don't want to be boring but I need to put this out of my chest and receive some advice if it's possible...I've been suffering from social anxiety since I was very young (approx 11 yr old). Right now my life is upside down, I'm from Spain so I move out to the United States due to my parents work and I had to learn english (Which I'm pretty bad at speaking and everything as you can see). This whole situation was (and still is) a big obstacle for me since thanks to my SA I couldn't even talk in spanish with my classmates and they wanted me to learn a whole new language doing stuff that I can't handle like being super open to people and speaking in front of a whole bunch of native folks. So I obviously end up shutting my mouth and avoiding any social interaction with anyone in high school. I know that if you want to learn a new language you need to practice, make friends and TALK which I couldn't do it at all. So 5 years passed, I'm 21 now and voilá my english is practically shit and I can´t even go to college now. Everyone around me is moving to other states to pursue their careers, or working while I´m here in my parents house doing some stupid classes and wasting my money, I can't even do a Speech idk how people have the courage to move to another place by themselves, sharing bedrooms and all. Of course they never understood about this problem and when I told them about it they came to the conclusion that therapy was something stupid and I was overreacting. Right now my anxiety is worst and I´m having attacks where I develop psychological cought, lack of breath and an extreme tiredness. Everyday is worst than the other and I´m so tired of this situation. My parents fight every single day and also blame me for not having a job or being normal. I´m just bursting into tears, I never though my life could be this fucked up. I don´t even know how to search for universities or anything since I can´t properly speak english or speak in any language at all because the horrible fear I feel to confront this awful situations or raise my voice. I´m so jealous of you guys who find a job and go to college or whatever you´re doing. I always dreamed of being independent since I was a child and now I´m terrified of being stuck here til´my 30´s. If anyone have any advice I would be so grateful.   


PD: Sorry for my shitty grammar, I thought about using the google translate to fix some of my mistakes but I decided it's better leaving it at it is. 5 fcking years and I can't even write anything right...unbelievable.",5.196987517337032,6.244421741747573,5.729153952843276,80.19514563106799,68.47572815533981,8.215811373092926,29.85991678224688,8.418075326091056,2.187791678224688,2107,78,392,30,35,680,251,515,0.22699999999999998,0.708,0.065,-0.9983,5,1,1,0,1,0,42.0,0,4,5,5,30,25,9,2,16,1,41,9,4,5,7,86,66,47,0,17,15,3,1,1,1,1,4,6,1,3,23,29,0,1,12,1,1,11,9,18,0,0,12,8,54,7,61,43,15,57,0,1,1,1,33,24,2,14,21,274,77,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368912758266908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879528466870373,0.061175952155404875,0.0,0.0,0.14999185124844386,0.07709392307579258,0.16873172000306788,0.0,0.0,0.10281617774677726,0.0,0.12100420522252968,0.06544990912313149,0.0,0.08364155870001083,0.0,0.0,0.06138755657921676,0.04481815181729617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502397753389481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408924946736354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870110266378405,0.0,0.0,0.04741542044453103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511841237720299,0.0,0.0,0.24280197922052305,0.0,0.06194521137102137,0.07025314430321271,0.06607657195348013,0.0,0.0,0.08273236364237832,0.037174785494580684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719751068975323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056802690520542334,0.06796963588642553,0.0,0.0,0.12535224575940065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559610330052752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767972289924313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483418175741282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459179045436502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081121776299327,0.0,0.0,0.07784887485464259,0.0,0.0,0.1557916735274745,0.035918993624810505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490763121170572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344258261080596,0.0,0.10903083227553896,0.11340894995021475,0.14201545070408214,0.0,0.0,0.07203566534969988,0.0,0.0,0.07714866662674537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24491147367684424,0.0,0.0,0.10194139249154882,0.0,0.07681453831772386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479801027664927,0.0,0.07035034684030514,0.0,0.07390962506121265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883614150536341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440789533324943,0.058587283727387765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546897845150874,0.2432716719998377,0.2479244463587393,0.0,0.22483837263564385,0.0,0.056600604057670374,0.0,0.08230153467610983,0.0,0.0,0.05871453232258151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841647676690575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818793057638045,0.0,0.067688912320436,0.08407848249999962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223470647082232,0.05836802503152355,0.0,0.0845023897971379,0.0,0.07025314430321271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349915132940186,0.0,0.060663110302606876,0.13009502775383056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283374529859059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704936057324352,0.0,0.0,0.05222771311600883,0.0,0.0,0.09469114106039822
anxiety,IntelligentEnergy9,2020/04/06,"is it naive to have hope? despite having a lot anxiety about covid-19, i have been doing my best to stay as optimistic as i possibly can, but it's really hard when everyone on the internet is predicting lots of deaths, months and months of social distancing, etc. i try to avoid this news as much as possible, but at some point, seeing it is inevitable. specifically, i am worried about older family members and i am really hoping to be able to return to college in the fall for my senior year, but even some are saying this is out of reach at the moment. any advice is much appreciated. <3",7.493569321533926,6.9801392566371705,8.254115044247786,69.42890117994101,63.51327433628318,12.135103244837758,32.992625368731574,11.538034831475384,3.9057032448377584,468,16,84,13,6,158,78,113,0.076,0.7829999999999999,0.142,0.7911,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,0,15,0,0,0,0,14,18,10,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,3,21,16,8,16,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,6,8,67,12,2,0.17433196314246965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035517674050185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855171303462228,0.0,0.13336347463642273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295063989061103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442622147713284,0.11514461749169885,0.0,0.0,0.16658166161478302,0.0,0.0,0.16434465970332446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561671966884061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34630195007094544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964216017874605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783002195127497,0.0,0.2563081036049645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480005423987978,0.3930661891686885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223363039228214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863577426353765,0.0,0.0,0.1389200037891924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777094822819507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858146771040972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835995952313218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770425708460466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226406856582218
anxiety,jonhammshamstrings,2020/04/06,"Overthinking breathing Anybody else overthinking their breathing amid all of this? I feel like I keep needing to take huge breaths of air and I keep over-monitoring my lungs— which are FINE. I’m not even coughing. 

I know 100% I’m not sick, and if anything it’s seasonal allergies, but my anxiety is notorious for inflicting physical ailments on me. 

Just wondered if anybody else is experiencing this and if so, do you have any tips? It could also be related to the fact that I live in a tiny apartment and the furthest outside I’ve gone is my fire escape, so my muscles... haven’t been very active.",3.1186873156342187,5.825405876106196,4.268340707964601,81.23283554572272,78.73451327433628,7.6604719764011815,31.5405604719764,8.59863814320734,2.9638914454277288,476,25,86,11,12,155,82,113,0.079,0.804,0.11699999999999999,0.3436,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,10,5,3,0,2,20,20,11,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,12,2,7,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,2,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038830085941101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890624452131124,0.0,0.20125865576103066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164958404152648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005128757512756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43954610061956906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376460082248327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302325176394694,0.18794737035769424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46768256357853494,0.0,0.0,0.14458416938821206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852962750134275,0.0,0.23230812564940334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950735647679262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780654065863584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707197734185024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28530353982156426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GoldEyeshadow,2020/04/06,"I’m afraid everyday I’m going to die I have high blood pressure. I’m obese but have been losing weight and have cut out fast food to where I haven’t eaten it at all in a few months. A few months ago I decided to start monitoring it at home and it would be higher pretty often. I finally went to the doctor a few months ago and took my home cuff with me. Upon taking it to the doctor it was actually much lower there compared to mine (we also used mine at the appointment), so we came to the conclusion mine was incorrect. Some of the worry went away for a bit, i was given a low dosage of medication to start to help and told to change my diet/lose weight.

It’s been maybe 2 months now and I just can’t shake the constant anxiety that’s it actually really high and I’m going to die. I’m in constant hear of a heart attack or a stroke and besides the changes I’m already doing I have no clue what to do. I’m 26 and I’ve actually lost a good amount of weight compared to where I started (about 40lbs), I haven’t eaten fast food, I take my medicine consistently, but I just fear it’s not enough.

I still message with my doctor and she suggested I take it today with my cuff all though it may be wrong. It was high.... then about 10 minutes later it was much lower but still a bit high. Even if it’s still a “bit high” it’s like what I’m doing isn’t working. But, at the same time the cuff is likely just wrong seeing as it was when I went to the doctor. I realize this, but without really knowing now I’m just always scared. Scared that something will happen and because I live alone I’ll be extra fucked.

This anxiety is constant and makes me not even want to eat. I’m terrified all the time.",1.6699172535211275,3.4449704028169035,3.528111795774649,89.52695642605637,78.77464788732394,6.578345070422535,20.952904929577464,7.531066641456977,0.6229735915492962,1323,35,290,19,32,445,162,355,0.213,0.747,0.04,-0.9962,2,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,0,4,21,17,3,6,21,0,27,18,2,2,3,47,63,24,2,3,14,0,4,2,0,3,7,1,2,0,21,18,9,0,4,0,0,8,8,14,0,0,18,6,29,3,36,39,16,52,0,3,1,1,8,17,1,5,29,187,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.2085499804242872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629392188267374,0.0,0.0,0.07377964920195346,0.07861137595762224,0.056967895201947776,0.059274570246677434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899163083731343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104193350535968,0.06692914466862561,0.0,0.0,0.04342517925135177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333158000622241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814757097998557,0.0,0.0,0.15071778586154946,0.0,0.0,0.2309444203216336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786471891939668,0.0,0.0,0.29165477563383385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289284128758178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360646594370507,0.0,0.09410222459164576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016099672525581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803622960951398,0.0,0.0,0.17227919501639102,0.0,0.0,0.06585710258757403,0.0,0.0,0.08097081979718082,0.0597498927834869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299430329740434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080288842316701,0.08441573165261113,0.04774840136700604,0.3763269740401438,0.14291226605527912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039149780553018286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960522348374061,0.0,0.0629032360758483,0.0,0.0,0.07969555045759755,0.07776318024248971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047550993610049885,0.0,0.07156675452326706,0.0,0.0,0.07176339504416658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274415455188873,0.0,0.10473421708935723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247324738309349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127199925103448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264055769445266,0.0,0.056766359043162885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548414264595038,0.0,0.0,0.15126492804648184,0.0,0.1706689580481596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160683206705934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998961245549815,0.0,0.08307728604084483,0.0,0.0675239814505964,0.06806963831919438,0.07914650029374819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061525563125158375,0.0,0.0,0.042017201147649466,0.0,0.0,0.2602410170932096,0.0,0.19811116711637836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686695546832855,0.0,0.051861104074372964,0.07234424034296746,0.0,0.05060444734973645,0.15577211097355406,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThorKnight3000,2020/04/06,"What new anxiety symptoms have you developed during the self-isolation and quarantine? So far, the world's pain and isolation is only fully documented through online memes. I was wondering if we could all share the new ticks or triggers that make us anxious, recognize them and talk about them.",9.234705882352943,10.128654823529411,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,59.58823529411765,13.07450980392157,40.52941176470589,12.45797560212912,5.746223529411764,240,12,36,8,3,75,44,51,0.177,0.7829999999999999,0.04,-0.7579,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,2,1,11,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057520034140218,0.3038457915568483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474094157517287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795314396973982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195222954684313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455454905509649,0.2861900935478536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805816737140072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795501669865118,0.0,0.21617811542790047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32352315301030793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29167329314322743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cds1999,2020/04/06,"Is this what anxiety feels like? All my life I’ve never considered my mental health and what causes my ups and downs. I’ve always known that something is wrong with me, considering I’d never felt “normal.” I’ve always felt panic at times, unease, struggling to be around groups of people or people in general without feeling uncomfortable and anxious. It’s hard for me to sit still and do menial things without feeling a heavy sensation on my chest. Sometimes I go through periods where I feel hot or cold or where I try to catch my breath. My mind sort of ‘weighs heavy’ and I can’t sit still for too long and find much comfort or I’m constantly worrying about something in my immediate surrounding, This whole quarantine has definitely made me feel worse in all those categories. I’m looking for advice if this sounds like anxiety and what steps I should take to seek help? Especially because a time like right now isn’t exactly easy.",7.613371428571429,7.842252308571433,7.350428571428572,73.53307142857145,63.05714285714285,10.885714285714288,34.64285714285714,10.577609850970193,3.6689428571428566,754,30,133,17,10,239,113,175,0.146,0.7440000000000001,0.11,-0.5881,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,2,0,8,5,2,2,5,37,21,12,0,3,7,0,9,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,10,9,1,0,9,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,3,12,15,4,22,16,4,27,0,0,1,0,2,12,0,6,13,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284426510342598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873892914728726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110405285230007,0.1484909481081465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701038177561245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012523049884215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502614255281425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204105567099345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33230266484893045,0.09390149645723493,0.25240799860934804,0.0,0.12013471806945455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470096510571536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774534317675744,0.0,0.0,0.13971566599327576,0.0,0.0,0.08810215021423302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284068504264603,0.19264634038503808,0.0,0.0,0.1163211733130103,0.11037735900536644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243726785277144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246164066927912,0.0,0.13271796835927807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662427916333008,0.0,0.202750847300352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878429958048127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421772546297666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224931728679789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224991948043717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237944951332626,0.12999853734086872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993794903265067,0.0,0.0,0.13741070106642506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882729479813862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732357828929098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328864055371108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923982979757847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467492134054581,0.0,0.25340892045159824,0.0,0.0,0.13348474393605325,0.1339496365548633,0.0,0.14371012983969106,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Damion_Crow,2020/04/06,"Anxiety truly sucks So, I don't have any prescription meds for anxiety, so I have to settle for the best non prescription ones I can find. No one wants to prescribe me any since I'm only fifteen, and everyone knows that kids aren't allowed proper help.


I've taken way more than I should, and it isn't a sustainable way of preventing anxiety. These things don't last too long, and you can only have so many in a day. I mean, you can overdose on this stuff, just because they aren't prescription, doesn't mean they can't do damage if taken wrong, but it's the only thing I have. Once I take a lot, it helps, I can't feel that terrifying, tight, cold feeling in my chest, just because I'm behind in school work. But the regular safe amount does almost nothing for me. It makes me tired, at best, but I can still feel it, it's still so scary.


All these therapies I've been doing have been no real help. Sure, they may have helped me with my social anxiety, but what about my anxiety anxiety?


No therapy can help with that. It's just there, regardless of my thoughts, regardless of my feelings, regardless of a anything any therapy can do, it's always there.


It's not nice, it's not nice at all, and it hurts so, so badly. It's scary, and makes everything so much harder. Maybe when I'm eighteen, they'll actually give me something that helps. The woman who had the ability to prescribe me something told me to do another therapy thing first, then she'd prescribe me something, but after I did it, she said she wouldn't even consider it, and she can go die for doing that to me. I'm going through hell. Every day is filled with suffering. It's so bad. I can't handle it. It's too much.


Oh, also, I've probably missed out so much I want to say, because the stuff I took makes me a little a sleepy, so my brain isn't working at 100%. So if some of the stuff seems disorganised, or muddled, it's because of that.",3.6488441558441562,4.772636124675324,4.8213311688311675,84.98628246753245,72.16883116883116,8.512987012987013,26.99675324675325,8.942964678507748,1.9581558441558444,1488,51,311,29,28,491,176,385,0.201,0.7120000000000001,0.087,-0.993,1,0,3,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,4,5,24,15,2,0,13,0,38,3,2,4,3,55,67,28,1,9,13,0,5,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,35,10,0,3,10,0,0,4,16,9,0,3,10,8,39,6,32,52,11,25,1,4,0,0,24,9,2,8,10,211,74,3,0.0,0.0,0.07470706180519797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665921025533763,0.0,0.0,0.06122135412008395,0.06370025507390621,0.0,0.0,0.15618096403733922,0.08027504912552824,0.351388191750596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629986004803804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784118185938115,0.1866699317045669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068041294923638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854611844338141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874384526391997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945245551674822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669941775143681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050564143144047925,0.0,0.06450125622756614,0.07315199934265698,0.0688030891150442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483491371295785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997028113914923,0.06511801433799018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343894954980489,0.08701643644413991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078809682254959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195417707257939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04207286525969384,0.0624028976599985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076728658217377,0.0,0.06774915136889527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508469362386689,0.0,0.0,0.1533040430005133,0.07761519575824989,0.07691022472152435,0.16678262453465795,0.08503583066608593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883116104747864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345700508510303,0.0,0.0,0.08152904032095777,0.1037518887461032,0.17467157528034674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253970763758113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713684573022844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728217501900725,0.06087995502918585,0.0,0.07747818783760026,0.0,0.06969319326888246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332744735741805,0.0,0.0,0.07803862565097333,0.0,0.17680834325153527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227453938085095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629129738006709,0.0,0.0,0.07215259197352407,0.0,0.0575601600633842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501912495205031,0.0,0.1525800889492845,0.0,0.0,0.06077646447125554,0.0,0.08798921136132679,0.0,0.07315199934265698,0.08505590569340915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030875869562037,0.12153228269414128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146653764688008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370135085857011,0.0,0.0
anxiety,quemui,2020/04/06,"Teacher won't let me in class zoom call unless my camera is on and I don't know how I'm going to handle it I tried to join a call with them an hour or two ago. There weren't many people, so I was doing fine with the idea of just talking. But then he told me I had to have my camera on. I was too scared to say why I didn't feel comfortable doing so around my classmates, so I just said alright. Then he kicked me out, and immediately after I cried. 

It's so hard being on camera, or just having to look at myself in general. I hate it when people take pictures of me, I constantly try to avoid any mirror but my own bathroom mirror. I can't even look at my own reflection. I get so anxious in general and it used to get so bad to the point where I'd shake and eventually throw up. I don't want it to happen again. 

I just want to be able to do my work, man. I wish this didn't have to happen.",1.6123639455782308,2.544341086734697,3.834571428571429,90.84376190476192,76.90816326530611,6.655238095238096,20.20952380952381,7.0316486544052195,0.19112421768707444,687,14,164,7,15,238,111,196,0.134,0.8220000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.932,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,18,8,1,3,4,1,20,0,0,2,0,29,38,19,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,8,6,27,3,29,26,2,24,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,2,8,116,33,2,0.1559952915286763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828041372287256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608214754598036,0.0,0.0,0.17623027713300632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886888238289696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024955249876455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185772679399178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857549179989814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135350276967504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303341882805707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887590653096613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300220271102492,0.0,0.08865571908865075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27589224223289344,0.0,0.13974114061180604,0.15401305457961018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362393929718465,0.0,0.0,0.1760996963237308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573093259484464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951575459243025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199351293195616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815474118091033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216294987014037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474659726287961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838724480608742,0.12405371701614135,0.15617850041884065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728904537599748,0.1253831063341291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490601860870048,0.0,0.2118211262962064,0.0,0.15238473282112308,0.0,0.0,0.13472984600768495,0.0,0.0,0.18402012928450265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076148708917274,0.0,0.17938688665558716,0.0,0.0,0.11356643012783155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prezzzzzzz,2020/04/06,Delaying going to bed by doing other distracting things I don’t know if it could be anxiety but I just feel really uneasy once “bedtime” comes (which in this case is supposed to be like 2am for me). I don’t know why I feel uneasy but I always try to do something that would relax me like watching some funny / chill episodes or playing games on my phone. I’m not sure if it’s because the time before I go to sleep is when I feel most alone especially with my thoughts. It’s just really tiring. I’ve been dealing with this since maybe 2 years ago but I’ve come to realize how much I delay the time I have to go to sleep recently. Because of that I end up falling asleep around 4am. Idk if anyone else just feels this impending uneasiness / worry before they sleep and I’m not sure if it’s due to anxiety since I’ve never asked for professional help.,2.9746305418719214,4.527000321839083,4.447947454844009,85.3096551724138,74.51724137931033,7.730049261083742,24.497536945812808,8.418075326091056,1.5094364532019706,672,21,138,12,14,224,107,174,0.184,0.7090000000000001,0.107,-0.8822,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,12,5,4,1,3,37,27,11,0,6,13,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,6,0,2,8,3,0,6,5,1,0,0,2,5,15,6,18,21,3,21,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,7,13,79,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174018497146677,0.0,0.0,0.13716997870499995,0.0,0.0,0.11020236103629363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026355484566557,0.0,0.0,0.09260653198857514,0.13570248929619438,0.0,0.11790146717549214,0.12381539987839255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614708385740336,0.0,0.22539678936130095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281741267422077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057441671287716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365418955718587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063830377162437,0.0,0.11730430893291395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678666363615302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258095371984693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877308674621069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557332876613227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294089511985463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330557992634449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736011544665624,0.0,0.10214744198351093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410464169408509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696914844276013,0.0,0.1307705057748113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911479660770875,0.0,0.3976129705282088,0.0,0.0,0.10196032891144163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965005182931646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798858565443281,0.0,0.0,0.10514416107753366,0.1544560008126218,0.1522226061181307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991943025878255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950831291245068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450128883252405,0.0,0.0940830031102649,0.0,0.0,0.08528831139046414
anxiety,nightlife284,2020/04/06,"Last night I had a dream about a salad. Why am I anxious now? Because apparently dreaming about a salad means a loved one is about to fall deathly ill. 

I’ve never believed in astrology or anything superstitious, but the fact that I have never dreamed about anything salad-related and the fact that my dad smokes and is very susceptible to getting COVID-19, I can’t help but be nervous.",7.849166666666665,7.871483361111113,7.818888888888887,71.065,62.611111111111114,9.977777777777778,40.22222222222222,9.516144504307137,3.953488888888889,310,16,53,5,4,100,51,72,0.08800000000000001,0.802,0.109,0.3506,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,7,4,0,0,4,10,10,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994999908277253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363275597331386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616092166237307,0.0,0.0,0.29868933373245793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850956547042625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776983278593401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610086453224905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927304543981864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28878361985104284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089399231429484,0.0,0.0,0.248788732392269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796460877269394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874435549972468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23922145943336545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flameflamelaflame,2020/04/06,"Does anyone else get EXTREMELY tired after a panic attack? Yesterday i had my first panic attack in months, it was pretty bad but it was over the stupidest thing. after i calmed down and started to chill out, i got extremely tired and fell asleep almost immediately. does anyone else ever experience this?",5.4266666666666685,8.245620925925927,6.322000000000003,68.97300000000003,71.22222222222223,8.764444444444445,23.76296296296297,9.3871,2.5820562962962956,246,7,36,6,5,81,41,54,0.349,0.5720000000000001,0.079,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,2,2,0,3,3,1,0,1,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,4,0,4,1,7,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,7,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758622489992367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340431128360306,0.3429588856474802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807908675387751,0.0,0.0,0.1397380757197831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929146090212054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796145418425113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513861234095307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370956867265113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423557868589317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743835855075467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385256945488194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335846451435681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927203007802562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026463677927495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845781701642324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118612282740344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38470993152292493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SirBearsAlot,2020/04/06,"Social Anxiety in the Age of Quarantine So a few months ago I realized that my social anxiety, which I have suffered from for years but was coping with well, was creeping back into my life. As a result I decided to push myself to join a group of people. We chat constantly online and share our lives deeply. While this was very stressful at first I’ve grown to love these people and was starting to feel very comfortable. 

Lately however I find myself thinking very negative thoughts in relationship to this group (eg: they don’t really like you, you are only barely tolerated, they will kick you out the first chance they get etc.). I felt like I’ve made so much progress only to have it start sliding back and I’m not sure how to deal with it. I’d bring up these feelings but I don’t want to seem needy. Can anyone give me any ideas how to better deal with these feelings/worries? I assume that these thoughts are being triggered by being stuck inside/worrying about the world",4.919747899159661,6.5411302834224605,5.079178762414057,82.43792780748663,69.6951871657754,8.123605805958746,26.72612681436211,8.634040054169528,1.9193838044308635,781,25,144,13,14,245,122,187,0.11,0.7090000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9518,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,3,3,4,9,10,0,1,6,0,14,2,0,5,1,31,31,11,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,12,1,0,4,4,2,1,2,9,3,20,8,25,19,3,24,0,1,0,1,19,7,0,2,15,96,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622774405018382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916438967255293,0.0,0.20060904252129794,0.0,0.0,0.09168039791112877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164251341374376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596276509624735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169142676502985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703527504757907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623066112327127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259388555750284,0.0,0.12589335273846336,0.0,0.11983901081883992,0.2230569406812209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850347705164367,0.12577984433306966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801568696958695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790624023087282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926121610642298,0.12811476560431245,0.0,0.1157791461942872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833865424163235,0.1240665396911647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046567298919794,0.0,0.09638644200523652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944151963733564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180071720343047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399722179625464,0.0,0.0,0.14077111532319814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936443881852693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26731553886645154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856112691059276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019464223697426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235766829766897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401479354688997,0.0,0.20818528280077145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245569839077597,0.07733649296647692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789037043424115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663123521620862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443536495255723
anxiety,Chappy997,2020/04/06,"Heart palpitations or panic attack attack. So today I woke up at 3 am for no reason except my mouth was really dry. I went back to sleep and woke up a hour later. Same thing happend around 8. An again at  I say 12. Through out that I had a wet dream inside a dream. During the wet dream it felt like I was never going to wake up I felt my heart and my face really heavy while sleeping. I woke up but I woke up inside a dream in my mom's house (I live with my dad). When Iact acually woke up , I woke up with heart palpitations. Everytime I breathed in my heart went fast, everytime I breathed out my heart beat slower. Any idea what I had ?",-0.3475104427735971,1.9017208195488744,1.7533208020050142,95.65257101086048,92.68421052631578,4.7600668337510434,14.907685881370092,6.42735559955562,-0.5205552213868003,491,10,111,6,18,163,77,133,0.064,0.865,0.071,-0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,1,6,0,5,12,12,1,1,16,16,7,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,3,0,0,14,5,20,1,21,2,1,26,0,0,0,0,3,14,0,1,10,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358562817285517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941937956719476,0.0,0.2796644817877602,0.0,0.09451315829075524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360331295952449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698547695589318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7282674791378467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104537630121072,0.14182607215731172,0.0,0.13875476768499695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004949509877554,0.0,0.10853517530379403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395520744470724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479873316228844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421291155841592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748351050006276,0.1263759019324652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774602139796797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460052199254819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816584957078828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650795127795467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278847278666591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alexandraunderwood,2020/04/06,"Does anyone else have a person that just really triggers anxiety symptoms. Like even when just seeing them in social media can already be a trigger? I thought I was fine, thought everything was okay. The day seemed to be going fine, but then I saw them in social media. It wasn’t even anything, just seeing that she deactivated and made another separate account, and I see that she adds my colleagues except me, and I start overthinking, because we had a huge fight before and everything just went downfall with my mental health after that, eventually before I knew it I was hyperventilating—and it just, sucks. Knowing that they cause me so much anxiety, and I don’t know just how to not give a fuck and calm down. It’s so hard to calm down when my thoughts are going wild and all i want to do is breathe but I can’t even do such a basic thing. It’s just so tiring.",5.466899350649353,6.306324315476195,6.029458874458874,79.03675324675326,67.75,8.728138528138528,29.558441558441558,8.841846274778883,2.2680642857142854,687,24,130,11,11,223,99,168,0.078,0.8009999999999999,0.121,0.6333,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,1,0,3,0,17,9,3,0,6,1,15,5,1,5,1,35,35,16,0,1,11,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,7,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,12,5,21,6,11,21,2,14,0,0,4,1,11,5,2,1,7,94,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541805579129994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650486193755946,0.21376537741056148,0.0,0.0,0.09769297841368356,0.14315599637325566,0.11497471961935544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085169840660908,0.0,0.2377767874981403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352726319391268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010554073254283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226679191457003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671515162042045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27684415859001765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511362417459204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916559080405296,0.0,0.1340287334836652,0.15880813710387426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251584807244115,0.0,0.0,0.14851203467866333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356899518181205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825839173815892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220306695939976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408013026514536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270765411944537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199500004570052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895059245238595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340077234883661,0.1271925930793142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848466167592021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889201028380737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521887019201854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928213897487223,0.0,0.0,0.3327577236044084,0.0,0.16058348643708895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240837201958652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951853300581154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuperSaiyanNoob,2020/04/06,Video chat anxiety? I have a real problem with video chat. I am just not comfortable with it at all. My therapist office is obviously closed at this time and they are doing the sessions over video chat. I've cancelled my last two because of my uncomfortable-ness which is even worse with a scenario like doing therapy. Anyone else in the same boat?,3.429626373626373,6.251003215384612,4.188351648351649,81.57307692307694,78.38461538461539,7.406593406593408,26.20879120879121,8.418075326091056,2.1935714285714285,279,11,49,6,7,89,50,65,0.185,0.779,0.037000000000000005,-0.8427,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,2,12,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,8,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233379352458746,0.0,0.0,0.20413547180773625,0.2991332369662701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796760718546115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438834697234372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282761787198316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379750027565355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263009715296662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793529492888335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322985290815968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338657606254751,0.33897187502893833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023609416293922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851888772029585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975179747080501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oranje-,2020/04/06,"How do you comfort a friend who is anxious because she missed on her dream university My friend have been trying to get into this university since last 4 years now and because of COVID she missed her application submission deadline, now I know she has been working her ass off to get into the
 University, got her scores to the mark but now missing a deadline is making her feel too bad about herself, she is sad and anxious and doesn’t want to talk about it. I know for a fact that it was not her fault she was too worked up with her family and country wide lockdown. How do I help her to get back to sanity and maybe look for other options, at this point I don’t want to say something stupid and trigger her feelings.",7.68553319919517,6.425701718309862,7.3622736418511066,78.40978873239438,63.507042253521135,10.086116700201208,35.074446680080484,8.841846274778883,2.7635319919517105,572,21,114,7,7,181,86,142,0.163,0.73,0.107,-0.8993,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,10,10,1,0,5,0,13,1,1,4,1,23,28,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,4,21,3,19,23,0,14,0,4,1,1,22,8,1,1,6,81,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301275699324743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638269178805582,0.15895090336492768,0.2320954315656065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794637863852551,0.0,0.19251346904924813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29415860395575355,0.0,0.2983812252057783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225618875155378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760092200998904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092446218945364,0.15517686572322664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986275867120658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270733773995231,0.0,0.1912521383122493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996107560643768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138977453054825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747593723481912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655603916011226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530121035824645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292486566388695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245701825914521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771830891460451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259196530149735
anxiety,thorface,2020/04/06,"Does anyone else experience heightened anxiety symptoms for a few days or a week when an ex reaches out after months (or years) of no contact? Even when I don't respond to them, their mere presence through a social media notification (like, story view, etc) or a direct message/text seems to affect me strongly.  I end up losing sleep too.",9.262688172043012,8.183683548387098,9.028064516129033,67.1454301075269,60.29032258064516,10.20215053763441,40.021505376344095,8.841846274778883,3.759176344086022,268,12,43,3,3,87,54,62,0.111,0.833,0.055999999999999994,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,8,2,2,10,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,4,9,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200483150733659,0.0,0.0,0.18324572813598156,0.2685221109890413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901373761687302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293395868878304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189262042213439,0.0,0.2321166017376813,0.0,0.2922777887516905,0.17309503796066492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563551539776744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803436744946278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931897602127171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091821055573601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385790638261257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622596798742052,0.2671477855556904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723915069385758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021707967419445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876475542958505
anxiety,yours_petpeeve,2020/04/06,"A ray of hope, a decade apart :) 25(F) battling clinical depression and anxiety, was diagnosed about 5 years ago. I'm fortunate enough to be in a safe place to reach out and receive help and I'm doing well. I used to journal long before I knew anything about the condition and without expecting any repurcussions as a teen but eventually left it off at that. I had an anxiety attack, yesterday, something I haven't had in years. I had triggers from the past and it felt like I gripped onto my choking chest waiting for a release from what I didn't have the means to control. After coming to terms with it and finally being able to breathe and see some light, I decided to journal. I pulled out my dear long lost friend, my diary. 

I flipped through the pages and reached a blank page to begin writing. My eyes were filled with happy tears at the sight. It read April 5th, 2010. When I last stopped journaling on the previous page. It was April 5th, 2020, yesterday when I started again. My heart was full and it just reminded me how far I've come. It surely was cosmic. Somethings just amaze you, make you smile ear to ear and propel a thought train you wouldn't have in the slightest bit imagined of. 

The law of attraction is real. I'm hopeful and looking forward to another decade of learnings and experiences that await me. And hey, I'm not leaving my dear friend this time around. For everybody out there, battling a mental health disorder, there are silver linings. I'm proud of you for how far you've come and I assure you it's a roller coaster full of enlightening learnings about the deepest layers of your beautiful soul.",5.02671169269734,6.639000546925567,5.153772337132407,82.04141409877586,69.42071197411003,8.480709159983116,32.205009145912484,8.964715089967882,2.768900830167441,1295,58,240,24,23,406,182,309,0.084,0.695,0.221,0.9937,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,6,0,3,14,20,3,0,19,0,18,9,6,6,2,56,40,20,0,4,5,0,2,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,12,23,0,4,9,2,0,7,5,5,1,0,13,9,27,15,43,24,9,47,1,2,4,0,12,20,0,3,23,149,39,3,0.12764578987842054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315029102097048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680351427797177,0.13384774032897026,0.1952973597502016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050416089437804,0.11363181547078825,0.0,0.1452155135312431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861716562987532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935614257750487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298666363488013,0.0,0.0,0.14316560729046815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099411317810755,0.12955778980382845,0.0,0.0,0.1462931339132842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318922228148492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486207580782682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255997581620695,0.13982972353489234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723764124199092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358813168893968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356815056545276,0.0,0.1512608755964445,0.08555828229773328,0.0,0.0,0.2535621417692537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404835540754112,0.0,0.13515846088416975,0.1386875241894445,0.0,0.0,0.06236128529670298,0.0,0.0,0.2259250145272912,0.1071903150842027,0.0,0.13934045825780975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520455592964826,0.0,0.0,0.13904368582317042,0.0,0.0,0.12863693358725992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185234986113615,0.0,0.0,0.13336268240147198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768033264197734,0.14528885410144446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171716817697414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965359305149368,0.0,0.0,0.09034834706522102,0.0,0.0,0.10671759593847678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030464633453868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133649899037626,0.07443128657835761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024497884083567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476889474379592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304598639216326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439940730018138
anxiety,throwawayprime0,2020/04/06,"For those of you who are prescribed a benzo, how many medications did you have to go through before getting that prescription? I always feel like my problems/anxiety isn’t real because my psych won’t prescribe them. I feel like I don’t matter, or I’m faking it. Fuck. I tried an SSRI and a couple other as-needed medications.",4.3080952380952375,6.117050920634919,5.806539682539682,75.87457142857146,71.53968253968253,7.5796825396825405,28.473015873015875,8.238735603445708,2.235212063492064,260,10,44,4,5,88,51,63,0.10800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,7,12,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,9,2,4,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,30,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508914780266968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885547258548092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502504863177329,0.0,0.20973432425981792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727228291050359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492530090079524,0.35216736153704536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786461361473376,0.12877439793575174,0.0,0.14007892726998045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24083305720288906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498896485756369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966005985968138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276005266581294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28054552391181464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734214357351065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HassaanRauf74,2020/04/06,"Aight i'm pulling off a whole nighter MY life's been shit, i've been a depressed fuck for way too long feeling sorry for myself every second because of my OCD and the fact that I want to change but never felt like trying. I am so distracted from self improvement that I don't even care about it anymore and that itself is a problem i'm worried about, i don't want myself to be a failure and i'm taking this night to critically think about myself, my problems which have piled up for the last 2 years and how i'm going to get rid of my mind fucking intrusive thoughts which have been running in the background for months eating my motivation for life day by day.  I want to get better, only if I could rewind my life 2 years and have done this then, I never knew I would destroy myself from the inside",10.588793456032716,6.124479791411043,9.773098159509207,73.38107873210637,60.90184049079754,12.093660531697342,39.436605316973406,8.344100000000001,3.264321881390593,638,20,129,5,6,204,99,163,0.18600000000000005,0.6990000000000001,0.115,-0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,4,1,8,0,14,7,1,2,3,25,33,10,0,8,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,5,1,0,6,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,7,2,18,3,21,23,1,18,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,1,12,86,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688081918391813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902837137435654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098724369693016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100338716934444,0.0,0.15667593858423207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825015834953392,0.0,0.0,0.19103153846664336,0.0,0.12756301566669315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156330668522214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154886013644536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782225950627917,0.0,0.12478523777608425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488657064113736,0.0,0.1422044676262237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738422224388201,0.15475798003269736,0.0,0.08417174600290142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072571726272245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138337991652164,0.07235684665443623,0.0,0.0,0.13106867148243945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495442944672687,0.0,0.11821636515399135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845612230962425,0.0,0.0,0.13898694125982075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264087620857866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283433846258671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450629536819802,0.0,0.15202812634513446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579193688407415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135687395913364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489999852400792,0.0,0.1175791916901326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055388543419536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620693127433969,0.1175592203968378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535445692581466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040828382802476,0.0,0.10520986942230556,0.0,0.0,0.1907501208081793
anxiety,basedzeuslmao,2020/04/06,"Shortness of breath and anxiety Hey guys, recently I’ve been getting shortness of breath. Due to this, i’ve been focusing on my breath a lot. There are also times when I’m focusing on other stuff and I catch myself breathing normally, but I’ve also started to have a dry couch and a lump-like feeling in my throat. Tbh I’m not sure if it’s just my anxiety or could be something more serious. Do any of you guys experience this? Help me ease my mind. Thanks!",1.7028260869565202,4.1191227608695655,3.3893043478260867,87.1491739130435,82.26086956521739,7.1582608695652175,25.50434782608696,8.238735603445708,1.8658486956521745,362,15,73,8,10,120,64,92,0.08199999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.142,0.8223,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,7,5,5,0,1,14,13,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,8,2,8,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,5,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575244336010271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201262018583264,0.0,0.3420099245744154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847586417756045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866178418316126,0.0,0.0,0.11302687114349727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678869868007315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426729512438756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498319368617788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900429070739532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257083420470071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901850291519648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071552181856247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720894713004606,0.0,0.0,0.1582204255332615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558960387690665,0.0,0.0,0.2106806926189632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580255861330304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034604636335598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,knowledgesimm,2020/04/06,"Is there any jobs people with anxiety should avoid? I’m not sure this is the right please to post this so sorry if it’s not. I am 16 suffering from GAD and will be going to college soon so l’m considering what to study, l thought maybe med school to become a psychiatrist but thought it may be too stressful for me. So in your opinion is there any jobs people with anxiety/GAD should avoid? And if so is there any jobs they would feel more comfortable in?",2.9422252747252737,4.923679197802201,3.498997252747256,90.23662774725277,75.7032967032967,7.187362637362638,23.46291208791209,8.07648339933343,1.1036032967032965,361,11,77,6,8,113,61,91,0.139,0.7759999999999999,0.085,-0.5065,3,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,3,2,0,12,0,0,0,1,20,17,9,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,4,2,10,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,1,50,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729119147887471,0.0,0.13983441604375285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187801157206936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242449056570894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388419015239148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441748141557665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836378674220476,0.0,0.2030393053007435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534481677093713,0.0,0.0,0.20064934186981093,0.0,0.0,0.17506300122305346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610229350308868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849939879611333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046192685180222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938617547988075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227810953571346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902308598203769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984929741861742,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CollegeStudentTrades,2020/04/06,"I’m thankful my boss is tolerant. I’m a fixer or sorts, I find problems with things and fix them to be better than they were when I first got to them.  

My dilemma is, I find a lot of “problems” that aren’t actually problems. When I find something I think is a problem I usually draft an email to my boss and give him all the details of my findings. Sometimes they’re actual problems that he acts on, and other times he replies with “this is how we’ve been doing it for years & it’s not a problem.” I always feel like shit when this happens because this is my first job and I want to make a good impression.

Last week, specifically, I thought I found a problem in how we were collecting data for our group’s weekly reports, I was almost certain we were doing it wrong because there were data points we weren’t catching since they were listed under a different category but were still delegated to the group.

As usual, I sent by boss an email of what was going on and why our score was so low, and how to fix it, but he sent back his formal way of saying ‘you’re making a mountain out of a molehill.’ With a “we’ve been doing it this way for years, we can leave this alone.”

I’m just nervous now because this is like the third time I’ve found something that my boss thinks is a non-issue and I’m not sure how to fix my way of approaching things so I stop finding these non-issues and potentially souring my relationship with my boss.",7.203991163475699,5.547547054982818,7.479315169366718,78.4612113402062,64.70446735395188,10.101227295041728,34.53141875306824,8.634040054169528,2.640611978399606,1127,40,232,13,14,369,146,291,0.127,0.813,0.06,-0.9479,4,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,6,0,4,3,14,19,1,1,16,0,25,1,1,11,3,60,45,21,0,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,19,17,0,1,11,0,0,6,4,11,0,3,18,3,34,8,28,26,2,34,0,1,0,0,24,7,1,4,20,154,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.1679256194957286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615681744885062,0.08911168397050152,0.0,0.0,0.07159232699590229,0.09322450520396218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615959182071557,0.0,0.15734789572731045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760955522254101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989368128364944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350450308267754,0.06146712581960442,0.0,0.0,0.3931958546710104,0.14637147591953487,0.0,0.1886772451504037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253758614161218,0.04889862030143513,0.07216642557379442,0.06881419638440173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608505201772618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960719975200348,0.08538160803863278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701342349349007,0.0,0.09110413338068887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406977730134013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731482890130013,0.0,0.0,0.11486498406798905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133578608444704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5763018637994183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237495974690503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842260902862074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831901413846265,0.07117333068396522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324758769121773,0.08509594364915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871180340228429,0.07193344782741733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109185673082875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792142430824997,0.0,0.0,0.11432255238169572,0.1102621536274716,0.0,0.0683062966236588,0.10034144833806977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952221765398608,0.0,0.05074873072038405,0.2048840835826151,0.13803249412797994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776378848538374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407143619304244,0.0,0.1108141172398933
anxiety,lifeainthatimportant,2020/04/06,"I haven't smoked cigarettes in 18 days I just wanted to tell someone. 

I'm going nuts with the quarantine and lack of tobacco, and I haven't felt good for an extended period in close to 4 years- but I can develop good habits by replacing them with shitty ones.

I haven't smoked cigarettes in 18 days.",2.41,4.759872000000001,4.043333333333333,83.885,79.0,9.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.490333333333333,240,8,48,8,6,80,41,60,0.22399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.0,-0.9003,0,1,5,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,8,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,6,2,10,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444342278760873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33076976556960724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578476793108876,0.5778930692229307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334391097894233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29188997345653245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011043072026237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031924092262394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218438484926355
anxiety,ineedgreenbeans,2020/04/06,"Does anyone else have a little survival kit in their bag? Is it enough? Idk if this is normal or not for those with GAD like me, but I have a small survival kit in my bag just in case. I have $7, some bandaids, multiple writing utensils, something to write on, a Nature’s Valley bar, some Robin Eggs, a pair of socks and hand lotion.  I don’t know if this is normal or encouraged for people with GAD, because I’m not sure if it’s technically a harmful behavior. Thanks for reading if you did :)",2.859300000000001,4.352042930000003,4.035,88.39750000000002,74.7,6.6000000000000005,25.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0591000000000004,383,13,80,4,8,125,70,100,0.036000000000000004,0.7929999999999999,0.171,0.9420000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,1,5,0,0,5,0,8,4,1,0,1,21,11,8,0,6,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,4,11,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,8,1,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893490476559861,0.27746570961053874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507663580350185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236978143003712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621792441180366,0.0,0.0,0.2798078898199051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882411949828495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229877602277404,0.2714118691228179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530651301386606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773801952198024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708724114704435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847439984529784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552249746647485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493154553228048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meghaniac,2020/04/06,"Zoloft to Prozac increase Panic Attacks I am a 35 yo female about 5 weeks on Prozac 20mg from getting off Zoloft 150mg. My panic attacks are worse than they have ever been and I am worried my 2 young children will begin to notice. I need help, Is this something anyone else has experienced? Will it stop? They are debilitating! Thanks for your advice/experience.",2.906764705882356,5.79417467647059,3.8632352941176498,82.50455882352944,81.64705882352942,5.1647058823529415,23.20588235294117,6.6274283507984215,0.9028176470588232,290,10,50,3,8,93,55,68,0.265,0.633,0.102,-0.9127,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,2,5,2,2,1,0,10,4,0,0,1,4,14,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,1,8,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868405852245312,0.21787660575225026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838213861359542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763489982363875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234664040961932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080044381076336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109653996933344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252928537072065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767116617322546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209404624166106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989785640483736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370201091978728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777780277619644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957719577080537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170568388658441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594802300325366,0.21670011375895035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluegreen788,2020/04/06,"First Panic Attack? I've been feeling really anxious about coronavirus lately, as I'm sure many other people are. It's been a constant stream of checking the news, looking up symptoms, and thinking I or my loved ones have it. I think all of that finally cumulated in my first intense panic attack today. I woke up feeling short of breath, with maybe a sudden chest pain (although I could've just imagined it). My mind went into overdrive and I thought I had corona. My heart was pounding so intently, and I kept feeling out of breath. I tried to calm myself down and when I googled symptoms, heart attack came up, which gave me even more anxiety. Then I became convinced that I was having a heart attack (didn't help when my left shoulder and arm starting hurting). I've calmed down a lot, but there's still a part of me that thinks I'm having or had a heart attack, even though I'm only 20, in good health from what I know, and don't have any family history of heart problems.

I've never had a panic attack before, nor have I had prominent mental health issues. It's all so new to me and I don't know how to cope with any of it. It's been a while since I went to the doctor's for a check up, but I don't want to/can't now because hospitals are already overloaded. Anyone have advice/can relate (and assure me that I'm not having a heart attack lol)?",4.590176301763017,5.319455867158677,5.434434194341943,82.91597273472735,69.66420664206642,7.645838458384586,27.23267732677327,7.594959193182576,1.5214032800327997,1064,33,206,11,18,348,146,271,0.16699999999999998,0.752,0.081,-0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,2,13,20,7,3,12,1,22,18,11,2,5,42,45,23,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,13,13,0,1,10,0,2,3,7,13,0,3,17,4,26,7,27,28,5,31,0,1,1,1,3,12,0,3,16,138,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046332144905871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916916138018092,0.0,0.05577964079936423,0.08237299676414464,0.0,0.05098374030953883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806579705470611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444819995223245,0.0,0.062045144811265086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339513394918963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879502130083392,0.0,0.05821655384748541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463141205106598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963191071794863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873760683377976,0.0,0.11060377761093652,0.0,0.0,0.07987462566649113,0.0,0.12404262412730142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611574949683646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550100965667283,0.0,0.5184265052159743,0.04887326956270579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805682717466926,0.0,0.0,0.07610413241184495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014416078903852,0.0,0.08225109744179822,0.0,0.07922216964463971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612300881098965,0.0,0.0,0.06198957592381545,0.06580847546368823,0.0,0.0,0.07392418712306101,0.07325274114748738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734809928634647,0.0,0.07362318658131654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623640734126075,0.07042159140044464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940897180706205,0.055455009335727466,0.07758651363560824,0.2566495068362741,0.0,0.07895964891694081,0.0,0.050549958143574415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976963922595397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671110335858551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031589591111696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051609487732556185,0.0,0.0582298726510352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872135872823228,0.15157284149046835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016262518318146,0.07163844439178456,0.05788622560774265,0.0,0.0,0.06911472746525316,0.0,0.0,0.049504379255461584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300705236549504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518554473953515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,latenightobserver,2020/04/06,"Is this more common than I think or should I be concerned? Okay guys I don’t really know if I should be worried ab this just started happening a couple of weeks ago. I have been diagnosed for 3 years with anxiety, ocd, ptsd & bpd. My anxiety has always been jus a continuous feeling that was mild but recently I’ve had waves of adrenaline and it feels like electricity running down my spine and out into my arms and I begin shaking and my fingers will go numb for ab 30 min. This happens a couple of times a day and I get light headed and extremely overwhelmed. Could this just be a form of an anxiety attack or should I consult my doctor? I have a therapist I meet with weekly (over Skype due to covid-19) and I was thinking about mentioning it to her. I’m just not sure what to do because I’m currently on 8 different daily medications and I hate taking them and I don’t want them to just keep adding more and more. I’m 20f. I’m new to reddit this just seemed like a safe place to ask for advice or if any of you experienced the same thing?",2.810115303983228,4.596299235849057,4.36559748427673,84.74093291404613,75.50943396226415,7.9186582809224335,25.457023060796647,8.680891452615391,1.8133482180293496,826,29,169,17,18,276,131,212,0.114,0.807,0.078,-0.8148,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,0,6,10,2,2,9,1,20,8,4,0,1,41,41,16,0,7,12,0,3,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,10,14,0,2,6,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,5,22,5,23,28,5,24,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,6,17,111,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873978106054125,0.12585540465259026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813751466098725,0.15383368319522192,0.0,0.09655027235145444,0.0,0.3258395716506213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273076439417045,0.16152108008207525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654879704927312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788169944531233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133583071815944,0.3141930966799084,0.0,0.0915644093890538,0.0,0.0,0.1441052242511166,0.0,0.14833735033064502,0.0,0.1453210465676904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357722639866008,0.10142949366763697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417792451276961,0.0,0.08068967325358045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405810713379231,0.2511022989583947,0.0,0.0,0.14017440926047908,0.14571093756747638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619704529697154,0.0,0.0,0.07802768969574914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872708103274067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302843696496764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712375368527832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833735033064502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659653094659473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095508499499506,0.0,0.14018667474926974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925192578932532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049313772846302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381308885201187,0.0,0.1067501887627816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484802195895262,0.0943242298078053,0.1819482245836629,0.0,0.0,0.08278882543391768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837426183932954,0.0,0.2277732332917496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441860939453099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142952149621818
anxiety,kfaddler,2020/04/06,"Why Reaching Out to Individuals who Suffer from Mental Illness is so Crucial  

The effects of quarantine  for an individual suffering from mental illness or chronic illness could be devastating.

 The isolation, change in routine, lack of structure, loss of social  connection, maybe the loss of a job, the economic pressure are things we  are all facing right now. The fear and terror is being shoved down our  throats at every turn. However, these can be huge triggers for  individuals with mental illness. The stress can also be triggers for  those with chronic illness. Now, more than ever your friends and family may need you to reach in. Send a text, make a call- form a connection. 

If you want to help your loved ones who are struggling with mental illness- Reach In

 “Some days when symptoms are high, it can be complete paralysis.  Getting out of bed alone may feel totally impossible and when it’s  finally achieved it might be a huge accomplishment. Leaving us  completely drained and any social interaction feeling like pure torture,  especially if we have to initiate it. When self criticism and self  doubt are that high, feeling like a burden and reaching out seems  absolutely ridiculous and completely rude and totally out of the  question. It may feel like standing in front of a class naked giving a  presentation. Imagine your head rapidly swirling with every negative and  toxic thing anyone has ever said to you, while having bricks around  your feet. “

[https://thesoulintheraw.wordpress.com/2020/…/28/reaching-in/](https://thesoulintheraw.wordpress.com/2020/01/28/reaching-in/?fbclid=IwAR0bzxPNrXDnnn7SRuJqAmYLks5j7fj_vLLR8EgVETxvMtoFZNYe_6Mo65A)",11.752581176470585,14.432363844000006,8.69489411764706,58.917329411764705,54.56,10.362352941176473,39.50588235294118,10.46071229359064,4.730903529411764,1371,62,171,28,17,393,153,250,0.251,0.638,0.111,-0.993,2,3,0,0,0,0,55.0,4,7,0,5,10,19,3,6,16,0,24,14,4,4,6,50,37,18,0,6,3,0,4,3,1,4,9,1,1,2,12,20,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,14,0,1,1,5,11,5,33,25,7,30,0,4,0,1,26,16,0,11,14,127,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999910344460527,0.0,0.0849342259704668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222484965955715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426286413417743,0.0,0.0,0.09454733321785493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084498938520258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235361984811043,0.0,0.3340701271257979,0.0,0.0,0.08479817295646623,0.0,0.0,0.06849515326293051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214181487046175,0.1789690656324075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001231280053895,0.11951314307374905,0.21480713287751205,0.2276243169317087,0.0,0.11634529827795145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205577334282857,0.0,0.05548911790213152,0.1018840635877181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899969832561086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118875459690807,0.22442844439732595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053947127518911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124585749640964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566309126751982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095856558239272,0.0,0.07089443663100464,0.0,0.10669986804153972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281293570329109,0.11266954159886952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875163287684495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196905793964968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897688406008515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907007598791225,0.1010278043520025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668746323532908,0.22159550127227295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165306651814172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216605137440386,0.11103130460970877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039042315939963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111929777523066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552343393320115,0.0,0.0,0.12775473593043596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264402861067966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583589207095028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sgper18,2020/04/06,"A list of various online addiction meetings/resources I put together a list of referrals, I am not a professional, please share and stay safe! 

“In The Rooms” (global)
https://www.intherooms.com/home/

“SMART recovery”
https://www.smartrecovery.org

Find a virtual NA meeting
https://www.na.org/meetingsearch/

Find a virtual AA meeting
http://aa-intergroup.org/.phpdirectory

“Recovery Dharma” (Buddhist approach)
https://recoverydharma.online

Women for Sobriety
https://wfsonline.org

“Life Ring”
https://www.lifering.org/online-meetings


***Sources from The NY Times article: “Online Help to Stay Sober During a Pandemic.” 
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anxiety,Mysterious-Till,2020/04/06,"I m stressed by deleting someone conversation on LinkedIn profile. Hi everyone I m very stressed after deleting someone conversation message on LinkedIn profile.i feel headache ,,so how deal with this problem????",8.180625,12.472475812500004,5.598750000000003,69.17125000000001,72.125,6.95,58.0,8.07648339933343,6.7179125,174,16,20,3,4,49,24,32,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29825482263178743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764378300666204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627839276432228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768203105761736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902446297326055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6627826245791406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387021782935032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayforadummy69,2020/04/06,"Sexting and Nudes Hey, just something that's been eating at me and I wanted some advice on.

A couple weeks ago I met someone on Omegle, and we eventually moved to another platform. They told me they were 18, and we ended up sexting and trading nudes. I'm over 18.

Now, we're not in contact anymore, but I'm kind of unreasonably afraid about what may happen if they were actually < 18 and got scared and decided to report me to the authorities. I know for a fact this wasn't one of those underage girl scams. 

Any calming advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.",3.381,5.6168323727272735,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,75.27272727272728,7.309090909090909,27.363636363636363,8.238735603445708,1.9967454545454548,451,18,84,8,10,150,82,110,0.078,0.818,0.10400000000000001,0.4691,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,3,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,7,3,2,0,1,20,16,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,7,0,12,4,13,6,1,12,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,3,4,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.20645946155660527,0.0,0.0,0.4134828261649057,0.18754191482100144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387322501774094,0.2218470786885296,0.0,0.0,0.2098182122878043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234095528664598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648647580231475,0.0,0.0,0.18738609968667694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692099392056786,0.2332540292318804,0.0,0.0,0.18708853264031716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031510164833004,0.11627202165051034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486287987571316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336368322084705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181607889257545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926054347839074,0.1628750770648367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478302385947646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021619112187232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247880537904242,0.0,0.16970676958379724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502915550163166,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ionicbondzzz,2020/04/06,"Panic attacks and Fluoxetine I am 18 and have suffered with anxiety (social and GAD) and mild depression basically all my life. Today I started being treated with fluoxetine (prozac) and took my first 20mg pill in the morning. I read that it could increase anxiety but it starts working after 2-3 weeks and i should give it some time.

I've always thought that there's something wrong with me, that I'm not completely normal. Not because of anxiety or depression or anything, more like I either am crazy or I'm gonna go crazy. I am constantly scared that i have schizophrenia, and as I'm writing this I'm having another panic attack. I feel like I am losing my mind!! I really feel like schizophrenia has kicked in, which I've thought that I had all my life.

Ok sorry had to put my phone down so I could calm down. Basically the first time the panic attack kicked in, I was just sitting in my room reading, and thoughts about my ex started crashing in. We've broken up recently and it has been really difficult for me because the reason we broke up is because of my commitment issues and this constant uncertainty of mine, from ""i love you"" to complete coldness. Ever since the break up I've felt miserable and the only thought in my head constantly is ""you'll never find someone better"", ""nobody will ever love you like she did"" and stuff like that. And those thoughts are exactly what started the panic attack. I was just reading when suddenly i was thinking ""nobody will love you"", ""youre a piece of shit youre useless"", ""you have no value whatsoever"" and from there my heart starts beating fast, my cheeks get hot and I cant stop these thought and I feel like im going insane.

Could the medication have triggered schizophrenia or is this a panic attack? I have these sudden attacks of derealization as I'm writing this, I feel like nothing is real and idk. I really want this medication to work and i don't want to give it a shot for at least a week, but if I'm gonna be like this the whole time, I'd rather not. What do you guys suggest?",5.105907267468979,6.1358773778337525,5.867870137139661,79.1817734863327,68.67254408060452,8.601884504151506,30.82461050471126,8.841846274778883,2.5028295363373463,1617,64,302,27,27,529,192,397,0.235,0.624,0.141,-0.9923,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,8,0,7,10,37,7,7,13,1,36,13,4,2,7,71,72,29,0,9,14,1,6,8,0,6,6,0,1,1,24,22,0,1,14,3,0,5,7,22,0,2,15,7,46,15,32,46,9,46,0,7,0,3,22,13,1,6,34,199,70,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197218195495515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549533364904749,0.14334645141762978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139971140264818,0.0,0.0,0.4263473624449961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422611626295028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524128146369888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097739850315868,0.20249299800044315,0.0,0.14960900228485358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759436192285002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299828843690045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632772504809,0.17848732015806387,0.05997192398147839,0.0,0.05708781194963952,0.10625782536640856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03263305987841045,0.11983570377088534,0.07099554095504983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061845765419761625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410254508752422,0.0,0.0,0.07401605354626918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746811325082548,0.06519258737368169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823546855000082,0.2441205613036096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698773796612172,0.0,0.0,0.16911925741607478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258448676867401,0.0,0.0,0.06306735090227923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817342742095939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119807824634066,0.05993258315401799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750406353578067,0.0,0.3664199929882733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279010536927923,0.0,0.0,0.18743236082105946,0.07109378127321495,0.12004148489123435,0.0642198491100061,0.061672258711695814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253390777698567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411485791136752,0.05166801314977448,0.0,0.0,0.06367066579468729,0.05292262208108954,0.04808518362530665,0.0,0.06991947300620681,0.2210494970304634,0.0,0.0,0.052219817346456525,0.0,0.0,0.07150238721877125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040022198966937976,0.0,0.2975202029958148,0.10926374856376117,0.0,0.05920529892783365,0.0,0.0693959702659365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368170242975297,0.0,0.10020417273105624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973497447927501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094404990609817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829080718201258,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bballkj7,2020/04/06,"Caffeine causing night terrors? If i drink even 40mg of caffeine at 10 am, it guarantees a night terror/panic attack when I go to sleep. Which is scary AF.  

- Finally, by default I always feel jittery and overstimulated. How can I help to remedy this? My left chest and below it feel tense all the time, despite exercise and proper diet/ posture. I don’t know what the ____ to do.  
  

Anyone have this happen? Caffeine never used to do this to me, doc thinks i might have an ulcer. And obviously I’ve quit it.  
- I’m sorry this post is scatter brained and tense, like me. This feeling in my left chest/rib area is so intense.",1.0815000000000021,3.6756318166666695,2.969999999999999,87.1275,89.16666666666666,5.0,22.5,6.6274283507984215,0.8394999999999997,478,18,90,6,16,159,84,120,0.134,0.797,0.069,-0.8442,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,4,0,11,7,3,3,3,18,20,9,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,5,2,0,5,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,10,1,10,19,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,7,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857567961647376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332561626531456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168093269940805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274742756834367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957755064887034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669331723867646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587458800579598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890850080808561,0.0,0.0,0.2087682473873274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083095391919835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852698241050695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277400268928575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473636556443318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41412584717430256,0.0,0.0,0.0931065005858006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021725250756195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698505441534915,0.0,0.0,0.3576879957090486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825204871330276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270254396167225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071505193695573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213335817995762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211431504701005,0.0,0.0,0.11112722572086138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645977009323848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kell21993,2020/04/06,"Workplace is not taking COVID seriously I work as a food service supervisor of a hospital. I don’t work on the patient side of things I work in the public cafeteria. We feed the visitors and staff. Since covid is rampant in our town and our hospital we don’t allow visitors and 95% of staff brings their own food. Therefore I serve A fraction of our regular people during an 8 hour shift. 

I have to be in close quarters with these nurses and doctors who are dealing with covid patients(not 6 feet). My hospital denies us wearing masks and my boss refuses to cut the establishments hours when we have lost half our staff. I am responsible for making a schedule yet I only have 2 full time employees including myself. 

TL;DR My anxiety is through the roof. I can’t sleep I can barely eat. My therapist wants to take me out of work but I can’t help but feel guilty especially as a supervisor. What do I do?",3.1502332657200784,5.605110419540231,4.6776267748478695,79.75652129817446,76.98850574712644,8.232048681541583,28.051386071670045,9.007467420416297,2.66812278566599,719,31,132,18,17,240,110,174,0.063,0.887,0.049,-0.3051,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,8,0,1,5,2,3,1,0,11,0,16,9,3,4,0,22,23,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,12,5,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,1,1,26,0,19,21,2,16,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,0,6,90,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272070649759948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788623663008948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757614771954278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775253626353337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772263676292318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41957380216729934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162878565055921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341708833983812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893867289074469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580708386699502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319482863710484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027732810921485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351416042912846,0.0,0.17361703400691325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260888394854753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143728241746475,0.1152602032636816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116442897989276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086892021627472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232992347259466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052162129967795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vulcanicsand,2020/04/06,"How do I come to terms with my boyfriend being high risk? My boyfriend has pretty much been smoking every day for 20 years, and he's still doing so now. He's a barber so he has to go back to work at one point this year, but if he gets infected, there's a very high chance he won't make it...

I am very codependent. I've had some very close, unexpected deaths in my family before so this is just the perfect situation for my anxiety. 

We've been in a long distance relationship for over 3 years and we're supposed to finally close the distance either this year or next year. I can't cope with the thought for last summer potentially being the last time I got to be with him...

I'm not scared for myself at all. I'd much rather die myself than suffer through his death. Of course I've talked to him, and pleaded with him but he can't just go cold turkey. So I kind of have to come to terms with the fact that he might actually die this year. 

How do I? I can be completely fine, and then I start thinking about it and I just break down in tears. I don't often feel true, chest grabbing fear, but I do so several times a day now because I'm so scared of losing him. My teeth are violently chattering as I'm writing this.

How do I come to terms with it? How do I accept that it might happen? I feel like I won't be able to survive if he does die.",2.683501598519264,3.694713893992933,4.050873296314993,90.02239104829212,74.37102473498233,7.369274777048628,23.370183409052665,7.793537801064563,0.8340141006225812,1044,28,241,14,21,345,146,283,0.175,0.741,0.084,-0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,21,13,1,4,9,0,28,3,2,5,4,47,45,23,5,3,12,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,16,0,0,5,0,0,5,6,7,0,1,5,4,27,6,35,31,8,43,0,2,0,0,16,12,0,7,26,149,38,1,0.10703175145284144,0.0,0.10444754990220954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187899690263714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823008101915,0.0,0.06524556225285191,0.0,0.09107613722537904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27659512991300383,0.11222075503401664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805325034241595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332461796213184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366420697062652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017886684060666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100900009687798,0.12044047698261437,0.1082369389577121,0.07646350462386509,0.0,0.11724805204590832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591967256147907,0.0,0.1216572217966599,0.0,0.08560306917340949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946478243319603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261698437217091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114570986484689,0.0,0.17449032554327207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052290307377265435,0.0,0.0,0.0947197319429672,0.0,0.1197411522140031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144452520994249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270875484080711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736130509800134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382948191884315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725274847879449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117960084234573,0.0,0.0,0.10888976983676514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149120455455563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431491008860307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209154137648949,0.0,0.0,0.12030817308758633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575762456772261,0.0,0.08547569496878886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602806752710693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858162457827573,0.0,0.08497125509090295,0.1248221499973934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493721266120296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792038979967601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135496325708941
anxiety,DisHooman,2020/04/06,"Germaphobia anxiety support Hey so with everything going on right now I've started to develop an irrational anxiety of germs and viruses and I'm obsessively washing my hands and I actively avoid picking up or using certain items that I think might be ""dirty"". 

It's gotten so bad that it's affecting my work and physically my hands are starting to become really dry/cracked from the constant hot water on them. 

Is anyone going through something similar or have any specific tips to help overcome this ? 

Thanks. Stay safe.",4.6935483870967785,7.824830666666671,5.54667741935484,71.86001612903227,75.66666666666666,9.311397849462367,35.106451612903236,9.642632912329526,4.516734193548388,424,24,63,13,10,138,74,93,0.134,0.715,0.151,0.4037,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,2,2,0,5,4,2,3,1,15,15,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,4,10,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,4,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570657387158729,0.0,0.3533788272695465,0.0,0.0,0.16149776246502195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192848114917386,0.0,0.25508532519821303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495936852849455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757858842268725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625281695774545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481256633597978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24501989087440795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796361798650795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972448806699632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780997329029624,0.0,0.0,0.32695980091576043,0.24618049605983414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620990459151564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264373220262253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799457115070505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948165907086854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814700356269624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amish1998,2020/04/06,"Anyone else feel their anxiety in their ears? I don't know how exactly to word it, maybe it is  because I am tensing my jaw. The very inside of my ears feels strange and fuzzy. Looking to see ways to avoid this. I feel like I have tried everything to relax it.",1.8213207547169823,3.81794132075472,3.0156981132075447,92.32128301886793,79.18867924528301,6.504150943396226,23.807547169811322,7.554174236665415,0.9909049056603768,202,7,44,3,5,65,41,53,0.14,0.762,0.098,-0.0772,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,3,3,1,1,9,10,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,8,2,6,10,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583641917290986,0.0,0.0,0.20641913756603164,0.30247964376357245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995853275570198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466117967696364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653175656762776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478042655831421,0.21089955586777293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224082865034056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422570161154571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479037807740491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965801951800518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352457919439209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042961166861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435808680143171,0.0,0.2343255935905375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bearrrrito,2020/04/06,"man i’m so tired of this i’m sick of life being crazy. yesterday i had chest pains and couldn’t sleep and i think i had a panic attack. i’ve had stomach problems for the last few days. yesterday someone in an animal crossing group on fb i was in robbed someone and was “doxxed” by having their socials leaked. i’m just thinking, these kids would never survive bullying in the flesh when people actually knew where you lived. i was muted for bringing it up, which, ok fair. i wake up this morning and my fiancé tells me after the downpour of rain last night that our house is leaking. 

i guess kids can complain about their problems and that’s fine but man there is actual real shit happening to people. i don’t know if we need to move, because we don’t have the money as my job as a teacher is “non essential” and the rain keeps coming down",2.7857142857142847,4.796885666666668,3.808952380952381,87.70271428571432,76.26190476190476,6.3847619047619055,24.29523809523809,7.3011,1.067699523809524,664,22,131,8,15,214,115,168,0.146,0.813,0.04,-0.9392,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,1,2,1,6,9,2,1,8,1,17,10,6,0,1,25,30,12,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,7,9,0,1,4,0,1,4,4,7,0,0,7,0,17,2,19,20,1,21,0,0,0,0,14,8,1,2,9,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.31367180019179913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283796374806446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797114908650056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384428395006661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364870118489647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704709543228514,0.0,0.14212087057206838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544500233896946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948610329485646,0.14285200904671955,0.0,0.0,0.08832546125055175,0.2620104281070042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351865746879007,0.0,0.0,0.14191541464779187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081596502078705,0.0,0.11916908095002846,0.1239542985686895,0.0,0.0,0.15082133619268706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101344717367356,0.18856591961170865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284085703910492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075675385578344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829303054007547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497294599339682,0.0,0.0,0.16083234165111074,0.1638300021506906,0.27234875530667185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404731075771679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596099823966094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471971496571252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141682300732626,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squirrely2005,2020/04/06,"Finally went to the dentist I finally went to the dentist and there’s work to be done but I’ll be alright. I went the week before last and had to go back on Friday to get a tooth pulled. 
I wasn’t even worried until the day of but I thought I did well. When I was leaving I started to feel sleepy and by the time I got to my car I started feeling spaced out and kind of drunkish but figured it was just the super strange numbness in my mouth. 

Yesterday around 5 everything turned. That feeling came back hard. I can only describe it as being a bit buzzed. I knew where I was but it didn’t feel right. I’ve had this feeling before about 6 years ago and that’s when my anxiety jumped to another level. And it’s been on and off since but I’ve been doing pretty good until yesterday evening. 

I wanted to post on here and tell y’all I faced my fears and went the dentist and y’all can face your fears too but now I don’t feel so confident. 

I guess the dentist affected me more than I thought. I’m at work right now just taking it easy and I’m feeling a little better but it’s hard to take my mind off of it.",1.4923103309120265,3.167407597457629,3.092857142857145,92.90460451977405,78.95762711864407,6.020661824051652,23.94995964487489,6.868970318607317,0.6887552865213884,867,30,195,9,21,286,123,236,0.09300000000000001,0.747,0.161,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,4,18,9,0,2,11,1,18,9,4,1,0,38,45,24,0,1,9,0,9,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,10,14,0,0,11,0,0,9,3,3,1,0,20,9,26,6,28,22,2,45,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,1,20,128,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683821940966207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455186485611504,0.08357136514175056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725032590891912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680037938948963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591720484346055,0.0,0.0,0.09661744518497124,0.11926615998277455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494603927948494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045334597278118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179454626584856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430927056661874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818146798845598,0.0,0.0,0.2458597555055413,0.3866593609318077,0.0,0.0,0.2393429362926645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707548395835295,0.0,0.06208588581629376,0.09162868870991772,0.08737241077406413,0.0,0.1203445882618008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572234231584715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376082073730565,0.0,0.08904844503053534,0.0,0.11567362816369366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949119287318994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103053035213623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308498885471652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462555937191356,0.11114042745358038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865875674802328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903677701900373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464693864164542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642757930017959,0.0,0.09548407587231844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345507527891976,0.06370105808461941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882610770453406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443494481857867,0.0,0.08762895166099897,0.0,0.09822348056130344,0.4050811500185537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906187408914202,0.11094259034676028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034955779301899
anxiety,eitaperu,2020/04/06,"Orientation People, I need some advice.

My anxiety doesnt let me work properly, specialy with stressfull situations.

I dont know What to do...

Im anxious just to think that i might never be able to work without burning out...

Anyone feels the same? Or have been through something like this",3.337421383647797,6.255086547169813,4.107830188679248,81.3446383647799,79.75471698113208,6.552201257861638,29.58805031446541,7.793537801064563,2.3479710691823907,229,11,39,4,6,73,45,53,0.07400000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.05,-0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,13,12,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,7,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,29,8,2,0.2443079012834792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23873485362082286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689487578172967,0.27599838897096496,0.0,0.17082576501905036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863270407939319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352941552001802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638944568325024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426523334181326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498213814290874,0.0,0.11935650009835097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25917207560426914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181151213187523,0.1884253145741928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937233751642694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27461231714243306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808015821216373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654263842176158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550409868948596,0.0,0.35571812365486777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blueberrywaffl3s,2020/04/06,"Anxiety worsening ibs symptoms!!! Help!!! So to start off, I am a hypochondriac, and I hate any kind of stomach related ailment. I also smoke weed to help with this anxiety. 

So the problem started this morning at around 4-5am, and I had generally had a bad day previously (had an argument, didn’t eat the whole day, didn’t smoke anything) and my sleep schedule has been fucked for the past few weeks. I’ll finally get to sleep at 2am and then wake right after my second rem period in a cold sweat. I never feel refreshed when I wake up. I also have  anemia. So anyways, I had been rlly anxious all day and at this point I started feeling the need to go but when I sat down my stomach would just have this terrible feeling in it. I don’t know how to explain it but I’ve had it for years. It’s like I can feel the anxiety in my stomach, because when I think of other more positive things, and try to calm myself, it goes away...momentarily. and I basically sat on the toilet for an hour having an extremely intense panic attack and I put my head in my lap and closed my eyes and breathed heavily through my nose to keep myself from getting any worse at that moment. I decided I wasn’t gonna smoke any weed tonight because I didn’t wanna upset my symptoms more. (Sometimes when I smoke it has an adverse effect of just intensifying my anxiety rather than suppressing it) So finally went to bed after that without smoking and it took me an hour of tossing and turning to fall asleep. 

I woke up at 11am this morning with that anxious feeling slightly still in my stomach but as I write this, I hope that someone can at least tell me this happens to them too so I know it’s not just me. Or is it? This COVID-19 scare has also really been getting to me. It’s just all the uncertainty I guess. I don’t know what’s going on I just want it to stop. I can’t tell if I’m having an unusually long panic attack or I’m dying and sick. I take my temperature everyday and if it’s even a point over 98.6 I’m sending myself to the doctor. I also hate meat or anything that has the chance of making me sick so, basically everything. I just don’t know what to do. Should I smoke and relax and try to calm down? should I go to my doctor? should I just take my vitamins and Zoloft and get some rest? Should I do all of the above? Please drop any tips if you have any. Thanks",2.508096036585364,4.2481270687500015,4.217520325203253,85.67707317073172,76.22916666666666,7.182926829268293,26.290650406504067,8.015777009494485,1.5877342479674796,1843,70,381,30,41,620,217,480,0.172,0.741,0.087,-0.9929,0,0,5,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,1,1,28,20,5,4,20,0,36,24,14,3,4,77,80,44,1,14,19,0,5,1,0,6,8,0,1,0,30,22,1,3,13,1,0,8,11,13,0,1,17,8,58,7,55,57,10,62,0,0,1,1,9,24,1,9,30,267,88,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612198922432434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27766438131658233,0.0,0.2498844477386005,0.18450935242681246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440153248392034,0.0726963833273818,0.0,0.1858043470134239,0.07672402103102917,0.0,0.06818425578282243,0.09956064380182499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799546369636042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475213496518133,0.0,0.0,0.16716878162959697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356048647640278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393689919677499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733924289283977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645349188667653,0.0,0.0,0.17891318801058034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549508885835632,0.17065983981660765,0.0,0.13923097878607954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899597635060824,0.0,0.07221332761616375,0.0,0.0,0.16124839288717768,0.08380864464774969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947246879721473,0.0,0.0,0.0811086691654075,0.1608409974614443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258482788906698,0.0,0.08503827781206713,0.17951692652770507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039895867912827336,0.0,0.0,0.07226819087275088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450993661800098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055124662354015,0.06298267338176411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191625233863994,0.0,0.0,0.07795550126649706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964021769605576,0.1543937373156026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813938704629315,0.0,0.08209274095285263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231468909958393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973879626054139,0.0,0.0,0.0817577843151275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344170327942018,0.0,0.06919184287870662,0.0,0.08076568385746799,0.0,0.17340208930140075,0.0,0.06521527998733015,0.06827298525486046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975591472636295,0.12279913622760327,0.0,0.14275215874907946,0.07518328417847796,0.0,0.0,0.05425252207971189,0.05232563304096394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072934942072358,0.11088610731098723,0.08882467173508282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048166290492405305,0.0,0.06550423148700575,0.0,0.0,0.0757013775666552,0.0,0.0911725686971343,0.0,0.07871913474760972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322042863025134,0.05801025400739693,0.0,0.0,0.05258757101773449
anxiety,on-anon-anon,2020/04/06,"Anxiety stomach drop feeling Whenever i see or hear something that personally makes me feel ""sad"" i instantly get this stomach drop feeling and major anxiety that I'm not doing anything about it. Like just now, i saw a post about animals being in ""quarantine"" their whole lives in zoos and my stomach instantly dropped and i felt sick because the picture it showed, of a panda not in the wild running around the way they should be and me not doing anything to get all sad zoo animals back into their natural habitat made me feel like a huge piece of shit and that gave me anxiety that maybe I'm not a good person because i don't help the zoo animals???

The same thing happens when i hear about the environmental effects of the meat industry and climate change, plastic etc etc. When i heard about the earth ""being on fire"" from bill nigh i think, i literally stayed up all night sweating and feeling like i was gonna puke from the stress. I still feel light headed and dizzy when i think about it. I know these are all things that are supposed to make you feel bad but seeing things like this literally send my mind and anxiety into overdrive and if I'm not doing something about it, immediately, i just feel worthless. 

I feel like this whole thing has been a big ramble which it probably is, i just needed to talk about it. Thanks.",7.315877390326205,7.129510925196854,7.095163104611924,76.50818897637798,63.76377952755905,10.249268841394828,35.07199100112486,9.784248007369934,3.2525802024746917,1061,43,198,19,14,336,136,254,0.129,0.782,0.08900000000000001,-0.7329,1,1,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,1,17,13,1,1,14,0,14,7,6,4,3,48,46,16,0,3,11,0,11,5,0,2,1,3,0,2,20,13,0,0,14,1,1,2,6,6,0,0,7,18,26,7,23,34,10,26,0,3,3,0,13,11,1,2,12,133,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055440158490157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433829453186666,0.08888886483557061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677951918316855,0.08337170047234535,0.12173690360892325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562948090195064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227212835389379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543905522026353,0.21400145781383886,0.09587294790144614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433641083630588,0.0,0.0,0.08375056895361488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882982127032748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024762848599678,0.0,0.2250794406951357,0.0,0.06692825032512043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487568668291595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439116121107871,0.0,0.08817056508311956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448175489324023,0.13330309339908994,0.0,0.10031409480861536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082139184335344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403850549904667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370372113349054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437268223222832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562998497368587,0.0,0.10765663586878672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913718488224626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249596851592674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374088401646946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064282458162806,0.0797414113698311,0.0,0.1143793758529584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025672706768333,0.0,0.0919297010298148,0.0,0.0,0.26534718132619395,0.12796141733400387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925734824355289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296091675247928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,couch_commando_989,2020/04/06,"anxiety and schoolwork. so, because of the corona shit, all my college classes were moved to online and i feel like i am just flailing helplessly in a desperate attempt to stay afloat. i have lost my ability to self motivate. i keep catching myself daydreaming because its easier than trying to deal with all the things i HAVE TO DO. i have been super tempted to just get drunk or smoke until i cant remember what is going on. the VA is paying for my schooling and i get a subsistence allowance to live on, and if i fail my classes i will have to repay all of the money i was given over the whole semester which would ruin me financially.

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does anyone have any suggestions for what i should try to get myself back on track or even just to stay afloat til the end of the semester?",5.552549019607843,6.399677228758173,6.341705882352944,76.84667647058825,67.56209150326796,9.518692810457518,31.63986928104575,9.642632912329526,3.0314606535947712,628,25,113,13,10,207,96,153,0.13699999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.7845,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,6,7,1,0,9,0,16,2,1,2,3,21,24,10,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,3,1,2,3,1,5,0,0,5,1,19,2,24,16,4,14,0,4,0,0,3,5,1,3,5,90,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306368831493806,0.2165146318737848,0.12117210808980065,0.0,0.13631125987320486,0.0,0.0,0.12459129845670767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370134900300365,0.0,0.21724019903168634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837012108944628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593114889246404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578192795981345,0.0,0.0,0.11768970417650733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009583698056828,0.12729560746809754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27928338060673497,0.0,0.10126680713673056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837927372876798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705233267852383,0.0,0.15734087642745956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945102938485798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938276515539246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201849199516152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033302731468115,0.0,0.0,0.1858861192438933,0.0,0.18290464058355824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798436237214649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837838973829065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419522323503319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989375139982019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657771831538306,0.0,0.2165146318737848,0.0
anxiety,blackpearl027,2020/04/06,"Starting to stress out about turning 19 and being off my moms insurance So when I turn 19 I’m off my moms insurance which means I’ll be on the hook for most of my meds because only one of them will the government cover. So out of roughly $400 of meds a month I’ll be on the hook for around $350. I’m so scared that I won’t be able to afford it and will relapse and I haven’t had a psychiatrist for over a year because none of them want my case. I just needed to rant. If anyone has any suggestions about ways to get it covered in BC Canada, send me a message?",4.1662020905923365,3.501176723577238,5.557166085946573,86.51707317073168,70.38211382113822,8.654587688734031,28.14053426248548,7.957251820313856,1.482048548199768,439,13,103,5,7,149,76,123,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.8467,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,19,8,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,11,0,23,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,4,67,15,1,0.1914707878790516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020670157084074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338808268025964,0.0,0.0,0.17044959537672172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23343763024693756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003558400146813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085678195851764,0.4253617626686112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484965452807028,0.1528301561471888,0.0,0.0,0.1419731630947729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974556116978378,0.1456221621861633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169566101594207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552400915552948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932914060318906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165304699831558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293443152811942,0.15198059918681142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233009097777394
anxiety,PKFStar,2020/04/06,"My job is killing me inside Hi everyone! I have been struggling with this for a while and I  have a job related question for y'all. I'm thinking about asking for a position transfer. I'm not doing well at my current position and not meeting company goals yadda yadda. I currently work in college admissions and it's definitely not a right fit for me. I've been here around 6 months and I'm trying my hardest but things are just not adding up to my company's standard. My bosses have been getting on me lately about not meeting run rates...But I'm thinking this job isnt the right fit and that I might do better as marketing/making things pretty lol. my bosses often ""praise me"" on how well I do in graphic design and ""making things pretty"". What would you do if this were you? And if you were to ask for a change, how would you go about doing it?",3.148957983193277,4.866952164705887,4.485714285714288,84.53000000000003,74.41176470588233,7.210084033613445,26.26050420168067,7.957251820313856,1.6239915966386564,668,24,130,10,14,221,92,170,0.07400000000000001,0.812,0.114,0.8958,5,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,0,4,11,6,1,1,6,1,19,0,0,5,0,31,30,14,1,4,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,2,2,0,5,0,20,4,19,22,0,18,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,5,5,97,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650600437490856,0.2867062797840091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561765754352684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622144506940641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652390128707024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801143460456455,0.0,0.08714722672288537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565018588155677,0.0,0.16964910235427813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297533237960228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235631135792876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626705737217954,0.0,0.0,0.12239532700290158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120058577575675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177701901540154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261904760366713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603053120269549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056188496893288,0.19650944836259254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410847663179998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757439575015416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163407771316383,0.0,0.0,0.2178581003586353,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bananamb13,2020/04/06,"I’m terrified of my boss I have panic attacks at least once a week and it isn’t even the work itself that’s causing me to constantly be on edge, it’s my manager. I am completely and utterly terrified of him and his ability to make or break me. He has made it very clear that the fact that I was even allowed to apply for this job was a huge favor he did me and from his perspective every day I am not fired is a gift. I already have terrible imposter syndrome and never believe I deserve anything, so hearing this constantly has absolutely destroyed my confidence. I don’t want to quit, because there is so much I can learn from being in this job, but I am not sure how to handle the constant bullying I’m receiving. I feel like an idiot all of the time and I worry taking this job might be the biggest hit my mental health has taken for a long time. I’m afraid to talk to HR. Whenever I’ve tried to approach my manager about my GAD and OCD, or even just on a human level of how he speaks to me, he mocks me. He says things like “oh I don’t want to give you a complex” or “don’t go all crazy and freak out on me.” I’m embarrassed, humiliated, and even as I write this I am sobbing and shaking in my home office because I don’t see a way out. 

Any advice would be appreciated, whether it’s a course of action or just a means to block out the bullying.",4.468653086676369,4.362230968197885,6.121434213261278,80.82516108917065,69.70671378091872,9.485678653086678,30.78133444190397,9.325443323948027,2.497716857202245,1056,40,226,20,17,365,152,283,0.20800000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9913,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,12,15,4,4,16,0,26,1,0,7,6,46,43,21,0,3,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,3,1,1,14,13,0,1,4,0,0,5,8,11,0,0,5,6,32,4,31,31,4,28,0,1,1,0,17,12,1,5,11,153,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154610892834836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372602765336057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458503992572035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235701584522501,0.0,0.0,0.14150417885778238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516460446074662,0.0,0.0,0.14013760159615654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777610940560133,0.0,0.0,0.13041372498118192,0.4032431007737256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021706242065768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286164937970245,0.0,0.10479845671774896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289203091601589,0.08885959161557387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931997957743627,0.07069000498417152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221383567741693,0.14018923552354998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476678419524495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702942696911056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153498278305215,0.0,0.0,0.11007547639611764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176946677004341,0.08302694683631616,0.0,0.0,0.13549008717676767,0.0,0.0,0.12534930473617753,0.13195122896724382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143617844805048,0.0,0.09593221711341923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324643596579127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593722806924392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322971545244596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989147453127888,0.0,0.0,0.0991175392257587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722996929444585,0.0,0.09352090634928226,0.0999747393941688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263486523594303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505802902845835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444822639506687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026294074829138,0.14672921262193728,0.09872982646102324,0.09977293467315024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055266365549887,0.1263174739549451,0.0,0.08835846405741007,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ritafrommars,2020/04/06,Xanax and Escitalopram So...basically I mixed what I should have took. Yesterday I took the escitalopram (3 pm) in the morning and the xanax at night (2 am) but today I wasn't really paying attention as I was looking at my phone and I picked the wrong box so I took the xanax in the morning (3 pm) but then I noticed I had screwed up and took the escitalopram as well. Is that ok?,0.8314141414141432,3.1912826753246786,3.6843290043290047,83.88617604617605,85.88311688311687,7.058585858585857,22.841269841269842,8.167268648758528,1.4495148629148629,294,11,64,7,9,104,44,77,0.111,0.8170000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,7,1,7,4,0,1,0,9,12,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,1,0,7,1,10,2,7,4,0,13,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,4,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486207724162108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423606245938812,0.0,0.0,0.22351531119961768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576969538444596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609147707674945,0.0,0.8724893780675544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651817121093313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464864479030196,0.0,0.0
anxiety,palejune,2020/04/06,"Swallowing issues? I know people can hard swallow if they're nervous but I'll do it over and over again, LOUDLY, in situations that are usually not very anxiety provoking. Like when it's really quiet I'll get uncomfortable and start swallowing loudly. DAE experience this??? Idk how to make it better",3.6221428571428578,6.823137351851853,5.5556084656084685,68.97166666666666,82.8888888888889,9.752380952380953,26.232804232804238,9.606745405546679,3.801124867724868,243,10,37,9,7,83,45,54,0.128,0.665,0.207,0.7817,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,9,7,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24161572678854376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793336473470717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089508351082886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501267527477478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829294215021422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296535259242665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735766794066749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430282610786872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082477236731653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189627738895265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233434682153892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550159110244652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235522443132715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478516862179733,0.2605999894640698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,assassinsweed1,2020/04/06,"Is anyone else’s anxiety worse during the day? Having a routine helps me drastically with my anxiety, I have tried to maintain this whilst at home with waking up, showering, doing some yoga and then have breakfast. But it’s not working anymore. I’m in my final year of university so I still have to work on my thesis and other assignments, I’m used to working at the library and it’s all due soon and I am just not working at the best of my abilities. I have been able to get some work done thanks to my lovely boyfriend. But when I have this feeling of anxiety, everything feels impossible to do. It’s very strong during the day, but by the evening it goes away - I’m not sure why, maybe because I’m used to being home in the evening but not so much during the day? But it’s been 3 weeks of this. Plus my mum has been ill for the past week, most likely a chest infection which doctors have given her antibiotics for, but I can’t stop going insane about whether she has the virus. I live in a different city and have no car, so visiting is out of the question. I know I’m luckier than most as I am isolated with someone who cares for me and I have things to do, that’s why I’m so confused why this anxiety is killing me so much.",3.625,4.625247690476193,4.854126984126985,85.19642857142857,72.09523809523809,8.2984126984127,28.285714285714285,8.680891452615391,1.9768714285714288,966,36,204,17,18,320,134,252,0.142,0.775,0.083,-0.9479,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,12,9,1,1,13,0,25,7,2,2,2,37,42,22,1,0,12,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,14,11,1,1,4,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,5,2,21,7,34,36,8,28,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,6,16,145,35,7,0.11515390869209904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523696998373889,0.0,0.11420173464425107,0.08051829041925432,0.11798878771439945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819088785110112,0.0,0.0,0.07019675391876541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208469227407684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740708451730032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227942339836768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031132532314535,0.0,0.11786490503527207,0.0,0.11784242917516433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961963144854227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211614129750597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349290796556253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645055244508745,0.0,0.0,0.12614547829360565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016316448931368,0.0,0.06544462003258708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718523765609622,0.0,0.2310175189879793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274007384968177,0.0,0.06328557668229648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625838313835761,0.0,0.10168301109253056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393089850338504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156875790185273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693027453344895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992743578297333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899873194520434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756953314625748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919620602318782,0.09627382391729952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108531196151772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060182477081267,0.0,0.0,0.07650314012598046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781819451008462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891200860274028,0.0,0.09501403456390717,0.0,0.0,0.18473903915221168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117254746496813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419167085021407,0.0,0.11735167083089612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415534172851222
anxiety,citrusgrass,2020/04/06,"Teaching online with social anxiety ? Hey all. I've been thinking of different jobs/careers I can do since my current company has no problem laying off people lately and I may be next (nothing to do with Corona, oddly enough). Jobs have also been a major problem in my life. My career plan failed, I can't afford to go back to any college and most menial jobs cause me terrible anxiety. My mom keeps pushing me to teach online and thinks I could make a good teacher.

I can't imagine presenting myself well in front of people, online or in person. Maybe a tutor but that is still a big step. I'm not a team player and the older I get, the less patience I have with people. I don't wanna lose my temper out on students since I've dealt with horrible, bitter teachers all my life and I don't wanna repeat that cycle. Do any of you guys teach online? Is it stressful for you?",2.3348826929615782,4.607253953757232,4.0666848010880665,84.03189391363482,78.82658959537572,5.689085345120707,22.89323359401564,6.794906146795322,0.9339047262835763,686,22,123,7,17,230,108,173,0.17,0.7929999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9681,6,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,4,5,10,2,1,7,0,18,2,0,2,2,28,25,8,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,10,0,1,3,1,0,4,6,8,1,0,2,1,20,2,20,20,6,19,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,3,8,86,23,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251329860285096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836134012604368,0.0,0.23439384879234454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780068387044802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737771960161626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231704905398398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006049673858858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829566652048951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004022869551418,0.0,0.08706660294156768,0.12849617192494375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169123663214273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040530190744063,0.13617043659032166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281530519462396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164181694303906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139065320771046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022616169749434,0.0,0.15390912962229594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942498367825113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629290256494148,0.0,0.0,0.1469987086664268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318626986722171,0.1337675817315083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29318177802269185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25345582695337626,0.0,0.0,0.15616723256693446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234503279124552,0.0,0.17548909969088794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632764871861733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774442724187438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,a_gay_to_remember,2020/04/06,"Got an email saying that we can be redeployed to work at the hospital I’m a research tech in a major east coast city (not in New York) and I’ve been working from home doing data analysis for the past few weeks. Since we work under a hospital/healthcare system, research personnel have been told that we could be redeployed to help with COVID-19 efforts.


I thought this would mean contact tracing or other work that could be done remotely, but research staff got an urgent email today saying that we’ve been cleared for redeployment and that many of us will be called to work at the hospital in the coming weeks. They said that we will be given work that we are qualified to do, but it still makes me uneasy knowing that there’s a good chance I’ll be at the hospital where a huge chunk of critical COVID-19 patients in my city are. 


I have asthma and have been hospitalized in the past for respiratory infections, but am in otherwise good health and don’t want to look like I’m being selfish when all help is needed, but also don’t want to risk my life. I’m a scientist by training and don’t even know how I could handle work in a clinical setting.


I’m also anxious about even the little things like how I’d get to the hospital if I were redeployed - I live a good distance away since my work is at the satellite research campus, but can easily reach the hospital via public transport, which I don’t want to take.


For now, I’m going to keep on working on my data analysis and hope I don’t get redeployed to the hospital. But I can’t shake the foreboding feelings I have about this whole situation",9.839707544851317,6.978157463258787,9.483067092651758,69.95730646350457,60.629392971246006,13.081248463996069,40.051363971491774,11.362043627235082,4.363473040058983,1278,50,242,27,13,416,157,313,0.055999999999999994,0.8029999999999999,0.142,0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,6,0,1,10,13,9,0,2,22,0,38,5,0,3,2,42,66,19,0,10,9,0,1,2,0,3,5,3,1,0,14,13,0,1,5,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,12,5,21,6,36,41,4,34,0,0,1,0,18,19,0,3,11,160,35,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541918245694505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891143647791572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057669145704407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844139283274132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304530686273542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091724553173376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865689763667834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735062138414735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874581384957951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073640202542243,0.0,0.054789800453188514,0.2425825533870143,0.15420950795772215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247516145370697,0.0,0.0,0.12923793482195176,0.0,0.09670316490675264,0.09575299629454306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569015898569464,0.0,0.0,0.10596452745119296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809446973309202,0.09419828809258317,0.09662422513635588,0.08512834033515694,0.0,0.0809568318949507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435181112828955,0.0977406398493364,0.0,0.10501449025873508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148389134273468,0.0,0.09310959877353572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406103566284887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170426472537334,0.15333197836891274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949622143628478,0.10836448011896804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699002495330906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248537891920984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404791989712298,0.0,0.0,0.07653566375975501,0.0,0.0,0.09138169722746932,0.09212014673363167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159646515019273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058842226725365,0.0,0.15466229441050255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076339523561558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6316630103464212,0.0,0.0,0.06848411759398979,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymous-406,2020/04/06,"Is this an anxiety symptom? It’s been about two years since I’ve suffered from anxiety. Recently I’ve started to feel bad again but I do have a new symptom that I’m not sure is anxiety/stress related. The best way to describe it is that I have a fog over my eyes. When I drive it feels like weird, like I’m slightly impaired but only when it comes to my eyesight. It feels like I’m not in reality sometimes and I try to keep blinking to clear my eyes up. Just an overall brain fog",0.1287738004569654,2.454927574257425,2.1607920792079227,93.40863670982485,90.0891089108911,5.483929931454684,24.600913937547602,7.010146845296331,1.0693619192688502,379,17,83,6,13,126,63,101,0.107,0.716,0.17600000000000002,0.9083,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,0,7,5,3,0,2,13,16,5,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,5,7,5,10,15,1,13,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,10,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942330023475944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605706835569272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018173124357341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146813820481773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656578988255877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917129000033147,0.27477237614734845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093382183611994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818586215385568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857340417660464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626029908255478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988276650217914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590806868678797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019934904391053,0.0,0.13611789451810555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029027189647252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124974824366666,0.3997671156265751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056575776528173,0.0,0.18785876990218103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264659965281746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238412317912748
anxiety,thedudelebowski001,2020/04/06,"What is going on with me. 
My whole body feels like burning. Comes and goes.
I feel like my body is shaking 
I feel nauseas.  
all this comes and goes in waves. 
I am having palpitations when I yawn or when I get up suddenly. 
What’s going on",-0.3395918367346944,1.9318852448979589,1.829795918367349,94.41163265306123,94.51020408163264,5.248979591836736,17.20408163265306,6.868970318607317,0.06744081632653033,183,5,41,3,7,61,33,49,0.036000000000000004,0.857,0.107,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,10,12,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,2,5,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551796852381105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43054473377693603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790807856480715,0.3570665823250899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056585925851946,0.0,0.28405530596449263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441834367359242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790117413807464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SlingsAndArrowsOf,2020/04/06,"Feeling helpless and sleepless Hello, I've been feeling really helpless over the past few days, and I wonder if I could get some words of advice or support? I had to call 911 a couple days ago - I hadn't slept at all the night before, and started feeling all of these strange sensations in my head. I began experiencing these tremors, which didn't go away when I ate or drank water, and the fear was intense. My arms went numb, I felt like I was going to pass out. I told my roomate I thought I was having a heart attack. So the people came and told me it was just a panic attack. The next day I began shaking uncontrollably, feeling freezing cold, but with no fever. my mind blurry, terrified that it would be the end. So my roomate walked with me to the hospital, but when I got there I'd talked myself out of getting a check up. Now it is the morning after and I've still not managed to get much sleep at all. The fear will hit me out of nowhere, and I'm just so afraid that there's something wrong with my brain. I've been thinking about death a lot in the past few days, and it just overwhelms me. I can't bear the idea that I might have like a brain tumor, and that the sudden intense fear and the sleeplessness are symptoms of it. I think the hardest thing is that while my roomate is like an angel on earth, and will always be there for me in my hard times, I just feel so alone. I feel like I'm dying alone. I wish I could see my parents and my brother. I'm sorry for the rambling. I've never made a post like this before. And thank you for reading - it has made me feel a bit better just writing this out.",3.68072770261395,4.508032764350453,4.389376067253384,89.2254091685275,71.809667673716,6.6024431892814945,26.173781689215808,6.280692351149826,0.8111354525154346,1259,39,269,7,23,403,171,331,0.18899999999999997,0.7120000000000001,0.099,-0.9846,1,2,1,0,1,0,36.0,0,1,0,1,17,22,2,8,24,0,25,13,7,2,4,61,63,25,2,5,11,2,10,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,17,21,3,0,13,1,1,7,6,14,0,0,23,13,38,8,30,31,9,43,1,3,1,0,9,13,0,7,27,180,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056135591864996,0.08215117544444879,0.0,0.0,0.19196758847825707,0.0,0.0,0.07711338039296642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086335742874804,0.08707161554658269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771992717694222,0.0,0.0,0.08196388511448659,0.10117756494346516,0.0,0.0,0.20691285510339305,0.09463197399595433,0.1059960009231006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798757680795746,0.10254359866401884,0.0,0.2390719375445647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618246297930466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208292192123502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31285686631361864,0.32801636782241433,0.0662073444722754,0.08898294458543286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525725869877926,0.0,0.10533916318187624,0.0,0.07412100604762284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830189804191265,0.0,0.09511172626494364,0.0,0.0,0.10982082871268498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046192780229732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226382665175881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878933500900273,0.0,0.17538346205108882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831398401614157,0.09357576375606587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812710314862082,0.0,0.07147700353941408,0.0,0.09856136934311163,0.08696961142408424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873464703630296,0.10290509569440298,0.0,0.17693836545069622,0.06424947303656289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875744242647736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270050755532472,0.0,0.05937025243861713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385031760166158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274235735421686,0.0,0.0,0.07134607239268279,0.0,0.10374255449725857,0.06559614512609023,0.0,0.07401071672876826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516697774531612,0.0,0.09632525475844496,0.0,0.07448899875920219,0.0,0.08532308301295106,0.0,0.0,0.061569436552950135,0.118765344729046,0.0,0.07357393809921113,0.054039787499277965,0.0,0.0,0.17711068645711214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859110504800674,0.0,0.0,0.1065721688366558,0.0,0.10050254868784098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583396525384012,0.10132603237888826,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bearsBscary,2020/04/06,"I suffer severe generalized and social anxieties from my schizoaffective disorder and ptsd. A lot of challenges are coming up but I'm freaking out because I had to stand up for myself. It's hard when I feel I'm being emotionally manipulated still. Probably extreme in this case. My mother and father needed me to stop by to clean my cats litter box (my cat has been living with them for 2 years because my new apartment doesn't allow pets). I've been pretty much isolating myself since March 12. Now a bug just went around my parents house and now my father is sick with some kind of virus and they expect me to take public Transportation back and forth just to empty a litter box. I finally had to say I couldn't do it. I'm really shooken up and seemed to be triggered by every thing and my thoughts are giving me flashbacks and I'm trying to not be a mess. I'm tired of life being this way and constantly fighting off depression too. 

I have other things going on I'm taking care of too. Most recently my bathroom ceiling is flooding from the vent and theres a new water mark on the ceiling of the shower. I have to make a follow up call on that. 

Sometimes life is tolerable, today it's just not. I hate being this way",4.229536271809,5.639377747933889,5.402920110192838,80.27235996326907,71.10743801652895,7.8571166207529854,26.25436179981634,8.344100000000001,1.78799375573921,973,31,181,15,18,323,146,242,0.154,0.7559999999999999,0.09,-0.9251,2,0,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,12,9,2,0,9,0,20,5,0,4,0,37,40,13,0,3,6,4,2,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,10,16,1,1,3,0,0,5,4,6,0,0,6,3,24,3,33,28,4,34,0,2,0,0,12,12,0,4,14,125,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688613519324036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243812574445362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743677691975433,0.0,0.17034517401354965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426706995104762,0.0,0.14245480827836834,0.0,0.0,0.12035721641301238,0.0,0.15098869728489153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034143922765203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013229988668054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716724940861232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772091644161138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064710443444568,0.0,0.0,0.1530574581540752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340330553099758,0.0794066289774796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516251652480245,0.137945499832475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612192032446398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549785616637026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737806120077528,0.0,0.0,0.12337614812519425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878574508210345,0.0,0.0,0.0932648111149592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271096598124048,0.103601305183959,0.0,0.269886705295415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514356687244665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214642460475044,0.1506428028570098,0.0,0.16332629964281434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950881068900862,0.0,0.1379575702880656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111169794390648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719669447071733,0.0,0.15784489003925367,0.0,0.11557860381077505,0.0,0.0,0.1424279008933509,0.0,0.0,0.13818758040987608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158132163043004,0.11681296051894888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010551389203885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564876564554844,0.0,0.0,0.11092281785016647,0.0,0.1605886645352377,0.13243911215325022,0.0,0.0,0.09486134542868946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180795433687864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952270939835894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997570318846891
anxiety,TheLazyProphet,2020/04/06,"A mental wellness practice I created for people struggling with mental discomfort If any of you are struggling to stabilize your headspace, check out my wellness practice that I've been developing. It deals with aligning your breath with a rhythmic piece of music, and has really helped ease the anxiety that I've been experiencing in this weird time. Much love and be well[Combined Arts Lesson in Mindfulness](https://docs.google.com/document/d/1UVWkF29NpnrKLHzQEoOClA6HqxqsfSBUQR_5AWIGdDI/edit?usp=sharing)",15.443513513513516,17.08441510810811,11.557432432432432,45.152094594594594,46.567567567567565,13.345945945945944,46.87837837837838,12.602617957971056,6.654145945945944,434,21,48,11,4,125,58,74,0.14800000000000002,0.669,0.183,0.5863,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,1,2,7,0,3,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,8,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,5,3,10,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,1,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489087513997532,0.0,0.16751329847627486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257509452971192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467725943452524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197631154210356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413453838523421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096992065524834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180790168452102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027933645553425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578350253036378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276845763867087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5906474970967388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wanttobebetter99,2020/04/06,"Has anyone had Globus sensation? Its allegedly caused by anxiety, I have had it for about 2 weeks now. Its really affecting my day to day life, its making me feel really sick and because of coronavirus I cant really go to the doctors, if anyone had has this and found ways to ease it please let me know! :)",4.831500000000002,5.648117150000001,6.190000000000001,77.40000000000002,69.16666666666666,11.333333333333336,26.666666666666664,11.20814326018867,3.1646666666666667,239,7,47,8,4,81,45,60,0.081,0.795,0.124,0.4213,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,3,0,9,13,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,7,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595464128360134,0.0,0.0,0.3399327426527509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817859992231036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24970891979743426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135314746953422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24880148487085274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290796125317555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665233929029223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814730208320858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335897691068566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485645750013712,0.1716937678656196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162257008019894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26682756253308143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671675728560447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294466259816725,0.1949831768876832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gecko_roman,2020/04/06,"New cat anxiety or allergies? Hello my fellow anxiety sufferers, I was curious if anyone has any experience with what I'm going through

Two days ago I adopted a cat from my local rescue. He's a tubby, short haired sweetheart who I've completely fallen for. My problem is at times when he's around, my arms and face feel itchy and I constantly feel a tightness in my chest and throat. I dont have any rashes, coughing, sneezing or watery eyes, so I'm not sure if my anxiety over having a new cat is creating this or if its truly an allergic reaction. I've lived with cats before and have had zero issues, but it's been two years without one around 24/7.

I'm a recovering hypochondriac, but with everything going on, it's been hard not to go back into the same thinking patterns. I've already tried calling my doctor to get a referral for an allergy test.

It breaks my heart to think I may have to return him, but if it persists for more than a week it might happen. 

Anyone have any experience with this? I'm so hoping its anxiety

Cat picture because who doesnt love them
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anxiety,anongal774,2020/04/06,"I get so much anxiety about the thought of my boyfriend watching porn/jerking off For some reason (and i understand it’s probably stemming from me being insecure) i get extreme amounts of anxiety about the thought of my boyfriend watching porn or jerking off behind my back. I used to not care but recently it’s just become a huge issue to me? It’s to the point where I don’t like going a day without being in his presence because i feel like he’s going to watch porn and jerk off. In the mornings he uses the bathroom (tmi sorry) and i get crazy anxiety because i feel like he’s in there watching porn. i feel crazy and i know it’s definitely a me problem, i just need some advice to try and change my mindset i guess? i’ve told him i’m not comfortable with him watching porn and he told me that he would stop and he has (to my knowledge) but like i feel so toxic and unhealthy for that but at the same time i feel like it should be okay for me to feel a certain way about that when i’m in a relationship..idk. And to top it all off, sometimes it’s what gets me off when we’re having sex. the thought of him with someone else or him thinking of another girl, so i guess i have a jealousy kink. or maybe just a lot of mental issues lmao",3.183508089289372,4.2957584669260696,4.3319557648986295,88.09645095228346,73.28015564202335,7.122588572598812,29.090518124104037,7.475848149327749,1.5869501945525295,974,40,208,11,19,319,122,257,0.13,0.737,0.133,0.4322,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,14,13,2,1,14,1,9,5,0,3,2,52,37,20,0,4,12,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,1,14,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,11,32,9,35,27,7,24,0,0,5,5,14,14,0,8,12,135,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984606587988274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178720240785085,0.2579807664406537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643659910789689,0.0,0.1370485781342052,0.1241483692554916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114609815252989,0.0,0.11891521582618444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249535835445492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390440003276078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410282187836802,0.2409178699521641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491901516860794,0.0,0.12777075322284542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476652863422316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346543425468185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177777330522241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745900268466737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556723611565032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293127763874615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328316560231952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263452092514262,0.08335082957607047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626408871987154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119733979703115,0.10756149701370764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557653314928812,0.1109916319045538,0.12068661766971857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524490122710773,0.0,0.11117668299468972,0.12583415255056254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398006277240116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202799554521208,0.0,0.2677237184505544,0.06554736286317125,0.0,0.0,0.21482576022906816,0.0,0.07631922997633897,0.0,0.0,0.11702310978828565,0.0,0.19417285295251294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922608150409934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835953924312676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985306769151385,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DragoniteSenpai,2020/04/06,"My mom has the cold and I've been anxious and depressed about it all day. I have not eaten anything today. Just a glass of water. I can't eat. I've been secretly crying all day in my room.  

We were so careful. We don't let her touch the groceries. She has not been outside for 6 weeks. We have separated all our eating utensils from hers and my dad's. I am so upset. She can't have it. I love her so much it hurts.

This quarantine has been eating me alive. I can't cope well.",-1.1294117647058854,0.9464142941176484,1.2914117647058845,97.9153529411765,97.23529411764706,3.896470588235295,16.603921568627452,5.6839178017228535,-0.6223537254901954,366,10,85,3,15,123,65,102,0.195,0.759,0.045,-0.9392,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,17,6,0,0,3,13,20,6,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,6,2,18,3,5,13,4,6,0,2,0,1,13,2,0,0,4,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405526521140144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049209656090822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211234572902177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757831507800186,0.2672288760886766,0.0,0.17844446828367544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359928610508553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179126781363076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185634417603424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869887072569891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24264757938215156,0.0,0.0,0.15230168285384513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638311706943928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661878931502033,0.0,0.18628036719544705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lildreamer666,2020/04/06,"i can’t wait to move out i’m a 23 yo m from the uk, my anxiety has been bad for the fast 4 years, i have no job because i panic a lot whenever i leave the house, i just feel like i can’t breathe and being in situations with people makes it a lot worse but i want to work on it, i literally get complained at for everything any anything i do by my parents, even if i did something nice for them they’d say “why have you done that, no one asked you to do that” i’m literally sick of it, it puts me down everyday. it’s gonna be hard to move out to get my own place but hopefully i can do it after the lockdown, i can’t take the constant belittling and being shouted at when there’s no reason for it, i’m still treated like a child.",1.1985470085470098,2.2955004691358063,3.692222222222224,90.78653846153848,78.25925925925925,7.206837606837608,24.18993352326686,7.882392219407189,1.0191865147198476,564,19,138,9,13,198,102,162,0.163,0.75,0.087,-0.8402,2,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,1,5,8,0,1,9,0,17,2,1,2,0,17,30,6,0,3,4,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,3,4,20,5,21,22,3,18,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,4,9,92,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245796559006632,0.0,0.12650837898271874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608626035919147,0.0,0.1545995818701382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807789559198666,0.10080863992800712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870732535787348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923197082173214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922600020112036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862481114548753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361655742970282,0.11814109096628707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279906683295687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813995329070406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425073829796868,0.0,0.19081595593751716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641052218993261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751040343210566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158385600820402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811850579015363,0.0,0.0,0.11038644113150713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515264498231406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205968415962828,0.0,0.0,0.1940272628225153,0.18362494928969503,0.0,0.0,0.11464744431378215,0.0,0.17277752027961002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624355262089188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002895284275882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150967398613594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588395719821885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731069182454338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206551157168034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433842766303844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975401132315232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922162529392127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039207337847947,0.0,0.1685271991840543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649351609191028
anxiety,omgtherearenonames,2020/04/06,"Can’t get out of my own head. I wasn’t an angel when I was in my late teens/early 20’s. My father was incredibly emotionally distant when I was growing up and my mom wasn’t much better. It was one of those stay together because it’s the ‘right’ thing to do type marriages. Well I’m not going to say because of that I made bad choices, but I’m sure it didn’t help..... 
anyway I am having a lot of trouble lately worrying and obsessing over my past. A lot of it has to do with sex and choices made around that. All of this is from @ 20 years ago give or take. I have 2 wonderful kids (from different fathers) that I love dearly. One father is involved - the other is not. This is part of my constant guilt. I am now engaged to a man that I can honestly say is the only man I’ve ever loved. 
I’m constantly obsessing over my past ruining what I have now somehow. I am catastrophizing and I can not stop myself. I think I slept maybe 3 hours last night :(",1.5065151515151527,3.2767704595959657,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,79.25252525252526,6.824242424242425,23.626262626262626,7.793537801064563,1.1486444444444452,733,25,159,12,18,252,115,198,0.114,0.7090000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.938,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,0,3,7,0,24,5,2,2,3,23,38,8,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,14,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,6,1,2,10,2,22,8,20,28,6,27,1,1,0,3,15,7,0,5,17,112,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093296730333758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144761185281365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390958740675247,0.16632742745684753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065726126228568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948549818318788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425356025584907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346031624308826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340466811112688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127668886762893,0.1308717632477006,0.0775337510870369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001191364985707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144313162856912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435162889567914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120498452924173,0.30778779472957424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23196814952303374,0.2462586660538674,0.2581781985105324,0.0,0.0,0.13705774364673667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597798875033805,0.0,0.0,0.10028843401168876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280260826194113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848908883326732,0.1037577343100454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773551337697086,0.2604671381509849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650662483703668,0.0,0.21698205407218926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454114225891105,0.0,0.11405782012462308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285794117747164,0.0,0.10257499169709984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906350349494113,0.08741594671764287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226629014406986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479476266604053,0.0,0.13854670947836212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785354402683883
anxiety,xoxanxious,2020/04/06,"My anxiety is really bad right now - please can I have some advice? My anxiety has quite bad for around three years now and I have never told anyone in my life nor spoken to a doctor about it. But this situation with the coronavirus is making it even worse and I feel so mentally exhausted from dealing with this.

I have been on lockdown for three weeks and have not left the house once as I live with my family and they are doing all food shopping. I graduated from university in December and have been working on PhD applications in the meantime but everything is kind of at a standstill now and I have no job or anything to give me a sense of purpose or structure to my day. I would say 6 out of the 7 days in a week I stay in my PJs all day. I go to bed at around 2am and wake up at 11am and by then I think enough of the day is over and it is only 7 hours until I can get ready for bed again so I stay in my PJs until 6/7pm when I can get a shower and get into fresh PJs. I am not eating properly, only eating dinner and then binge eating on chocolate and crisps in the evening at around 10pm.

This weekend I tried to be better. I got up early, did my hair and makeup and got dressed. I sat outside in the garden, I did some gardening, I did some baking. I felt a lot better. But the anxiety was still there. For example, on Saturday my tooth hurt for maybe a couple of seconds. Then that whole day I worried that my tooth was going to get infected or had some bad cavity or something and I know with the coronavirus situation I can't access a dentist as easily and I have a heart condition which means dental infections can be very serious and I would need antibiotics. So it went from tooth hurting for a few seconds --> I will get an infection which will infect my heart and I will die from this. The tooth hasn't hurt since, by the way. It was probably just one of those things. 

Then on Sunday I was doing some gardening whilst wearing thin gloves and when I removed them I saw I had gotten a tiny, tiny cut on my thumb. Not a big deal for most people. But I worry that I will have caught tetanus or something from the soil even though I have had a tetanus jab.

This kind of situations give me this wave of panic if not a full blown panic attack and then I feel anxious all day, until the next day when I know I was overreacting and I forget about it, until the next thing. 

Today it is lunch time. I woke up late again (11am) and I have already written off today. What's the point in spending an hour getting dressed and doing my hair and makeup when in 6 hours it will be 7pm and I can get ready for bed again. Right now I feel so anxious and unsettled as I know one of my family members has to go to the pharmacy and I am convinced they will catch the coronavirus from being in there.

I just don't even know where to get started with helping myself. I feel like I neglect myself. When I was growing up I never had any rules and my parents just let me do whatever I wanted which meant as a child I could spend weekends in my PJs and eating junk food instead of proper meals and I feel like those habits have carried through to now when I am an adult, but now they significantly affect my mental health and I don't know how to parent myself/train myself to be better about taking care of myself.",3.0003857071297366,4.399737823008851,4.331799966605448,86.79048338620808,74.16224188790561,7.358869037680192,24.00189235821228,7.966352962830772,1.173735871319642,2596,76,545,38,53,858,284,678,0.122,0.812,0.066,-0.9893,4,1,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,4,5,39,22,2,2,35,0,66,29,10,3,5,96,109,68,1,6,18,2,9,2,0,8,9,1,8,2,25,41,10,1,14,6,3,8,12,13,0,6,27,11,83,9,89,67,14,105,0,4,1,0,15,41,0,14,55,406,108,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994297592748157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676927424875747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041714860778319617,0.0,0.14078005205407598,0.13859865482722494,0.0,0.042891955510585854,0.0,0.05047947804265877,0.16382293050390526,0.0,0.06978571063850639,0.0,0.0,0.15365474986927544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275681197023906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254255299662229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897682716971606,0.06787407723616874,0.0,0.2769249167114474,0.12648241510483824,0.0,0.0,0.06366361241535942,0.0,0.0,0.06278643320305029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510739075284938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338298349126588,0.0,0.16206401628751926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513049495967146,0.0,0.11565610354668356,0.0,0.15508252499681213,0.08764588859488992,0.058898218242584635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835068133774926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563905181011764,0.11769022844975162,0.10458671127623714,0.0,0.09812206622048568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520398587143073,0.0,0.1453818182177829,0.04111644400770344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812293978274172,0.07078076679095296,0.19700457076000394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087275764421553,0.0,0.0,0.12775711104673101,0.16856059197139425,0.0,0.06919677510420738,0.0,0.06664857766848112,0.06272664768487676,0.04332787359798284,0.05993748883895578,0.0,0.054166365992791767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052151021413917656,0.0,0.0,0.04094645496611885,0.0,0.061626575360118174,0.0668197370171439,0.0,0.0,0.12363720110129806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548453083679382,0.09462191150009636,0.0,0.13047644284877746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532753695064272,0.08313424663257961,0.09330715160661232,0.0,0.14394392097298625,0.1362267075498695,0.0,0.0,0.04252702023414536,0.0,0.0,0.06733541377541306,0.0579882917159402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613736380757124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524507628301708,0.0,0.0,0.039297441791103255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477196113747067,0.0,0.048781851179232484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074297625662288,0.20685391260888406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444858364966707,0.0,0.0,0.04341838865311272,0.1307654387702037,0.04898803210536503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612176800588479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150618364144989,0.03930566259689888,0.0602684885621291,0.0,0.035769182653418566,0.0,0.11629063688021593,0.05861518694759334,0.0,0.04164738835779688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061381360901123,0.03618127201932892,0.048690654625285566,0.09841017000145123,0.0,0.0,0.05686491747602916,0.0,0.06848647622660714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044657917769056,0.12459214642510967,0.06251303422070753,0.08715160576806051,0.0,0.0,0.039502423632321
anxiety,FuckLaMorna,2020/04/06,"It officially happened. Thanks to shelter in place/ business shut down my husband was laid off and now I'm freaking out. My whole life I've prepared for end of the world scenarios. I didnt flinch when the first case showed up here. I didnt blink when my friends and neighbors began getting tested. I knew I was ""essential"" I'm a fucking nurse. My husband is wonderful, took his paid furlough to be with the kids and let me work and all was well with the world. The girls were safe, bills paid, life goes on. Then a ding and a text message fucked all that up, right. "" call HR to check the status of your furlough""... unpaid layoff starting April 6th. .. yes I know theres unemployment. Yes I know theres the stimulus check. Yes I know its temporary and there are jobs available. But this fucking sucks. I am already pulling over time. I'm already a constant exposure risk. Pray for me guys, because I'm gonna lose it.",1.992303370786516,4.5593508707865205,2.5315617977528118,92.76442134831457,82.42696629213485,5.3577528089887645,25.753932584269663,6.742157984588678,1.00493393258427,717,30,145,8,20,221,117,178,0.095,0.759,0.145,0.8078,4,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,3,8,11,4,1,11,3,11,5,0,0,2,18,33,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,5,9,0,1,5,1,5,2,2,7,1,1,11,0,16,4,17,19,3,26,1,1,0,3,11,13,4,1,11,80,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689389721938235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190154290749846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069300016275418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064475620189668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805757095862446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218950146969955,0.0,0.0,0.12915039042521595,0.4636209093977868,0.08733622205313664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551851165265602,0.14782245717934714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588434605070784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756066718631926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093638162370495,0.2361455684192123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701361040988188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746506639589372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275703065171594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831944677770803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390203128637034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747459623745992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857252090769588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030039369256185,0.0,0.0,0.18663248983344924,0.0,0.0,0.18128208506211926,0.12169728745334893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erinhopef,2020/04/06,"Photography project Hi! I’m currently doing a photography project around the subject of anxiety / depression. I wanted to get some real first hand experiences from other people than myself. If you could explain what it feels like for you during a panic attack and in general just how anxiety has affected you or your life. It will be anonymous and the only people to see it would be my university tutors. While this is for anxiety, if there’s people who have depression as well it’d be really helpful to have some experiences for that too. Thanks!",5.098484848484851,7.760899252525256,6.4595959595959584,68.34272727272729,71.62626262626263,10.056565656565658,30.191919191919194,10.25414643259724,3.943694949494949,442,19,68,14,9,149,73,99,0.184,0.696,0.12,-0.7423,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,6,7,1,1,4,0,12,2,1,2,0,18,19,8,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,7,3,12,12,2,5,0,2,1,0,8,2,0,5,4,57,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271608946146431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569286280597162,0.0,0.2117468075392712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860759748239452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206225437737191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641366585718876,0.0,0.0,0.09411161474963817,0.13296946419336314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583198861724292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972438934749984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475728449764395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146729936394186,0.09093245449138282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155828816896174,0.0,0.2183804209475005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871119468303949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185374949902191,0.11923798966281543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831945368409594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136111895121953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978277318817643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673509012629072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221957707718282,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,separoth12,2020/04/06,"Well I'm angry Been dealing with a lot of intense anxiety over the last few weeks as many have been on here. managed to finally somewhat get it under control by doing things like cutting out all news sources and such. things were starting to look better until today when my housemate told me that the girl he's been talking to is on her way here from interstate (Australia) for a 'holiday'. Completely ignoring the rules/laws that are in place right now to stop the spread of a certain virus. 

Right now I'm feeling a mixture of anxiety and anger over what I feel is selfish stupidity. The fact they're doing it despite all the warnings just to get their rocks off just really pisses me off. he also suggested having two mutual friends over for drinks on the weekend, thankfully said friends are smart enough to stick with the isolation. It's a shitty situation that we're all in right now but people breaking the rules are just going to potentially make things worse for everyone.

Apologies if this post is too ranty or broke any rules, I usually tend to be more of a lurker on Reddit.

Cheers.",8.008296557811121,7.680016864077673,7.580626654898503,74.06856575463375,62.39805825242718,10.791879964695498,36.68843777581641,10.230975488527342,3.7221708737864065,878,37,155,17,11,277,137,206,0.13699999999999998,0.758,0.10400000000000001,-0.8047,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,13,16,4,0,15,0,15,2,1,2,5,25,29,9,0,1,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,11,5,1,3,2,4,0,1,0,7,1,1,6,4,7,9,34,22,8,34,0,1,1,0,13,17,1,4,14,109,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815065088506735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047083963913483,0.0,0.22604718111497424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066737089641256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490654684129684,0.0,0.16570721694352206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523173541522796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473266191730125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526588235315556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117551727010194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940739303998693,0.0,0.0,0.16184609398497493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22829296243198505,0.0,0.15438005873991836,0.0,0.08396619734519628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043090326263042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218015015695495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240675685457387,0.0,0.0,0.1256064820002469,0.0,0.0,0.09862012323507753,0.14978900792396538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024269373205176,0.0,0.15436080887802792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149770515584895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464845138531988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785171534693729,0.14053817180636785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607020371707434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045738109240849,0.0,0.0,0.12352041916037525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875085734376435,0.0,0.1360226265324772,0.0,0.0,0.29446321598994896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004383224020545,0.14117551727010194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432420919917166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627189052649691,0.0,0.0,0.11727213902926582,0.11851115195636155,0.0,0.13283940535447752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505635382537038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Atomicmork,2020/04/06,"Corona and I These days with all happening I'm talking with my psychologist by phone, and it's stange. I'm not very open to talk about my problems, and with this situation I feel it more hard. I don't lie her but I think I don't tell everything I have to. When I go to the psychologist's office I fell safer. What can I do?",1.4266190476190452,2.9146049000000005,3.6257142857142886,89.84761904761906,78.57142857142857,7.523809523809526,21.666666666666664,8.344100000000001,0.905238095238095,253,7,61,5,6,87,46,70,0.054000000000000006,0.883,0.063,0.3619,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,11,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,12,0,8,11,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038871328492573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841304090061404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985222439697758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967227921837772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27956565289987284,0.0,0.2832034920295757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30250771537501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35535981091817426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082101577227428,0.2763243419253527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257271403211044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608524297234899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raythecapt,2020/04/06,"Gripping It hurts to know that someone whom you care a lot for don’t even care about you. Sometimes I just feel like I am a burden to everyone, including myself. It has been more than a day and I’m still getting palpitations, can’t seem to get my mind off it.",5.363333333333333,4.7682286666666664,6.070740740740742,83.59833333333333,67.8888888888889,9.422222222222222,30.962962962962962,8.841846274778883,2.165896296296297,204,7,45,3,3,67,43,54,0.107,0.733,0.159,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,13,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,7,12,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378668082224678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701112898706892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421909362452334,0.0,0.0,0.2520457033355191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333711828738768,0.18843895913115907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275620243782326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28237366561622795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496233884254764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288658052399141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424974748760546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663347950691531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012836385882064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349338452996328,0.0,0.26087751515486085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064887190514506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anothernumber2,2020/04/06,"I'm scared I'm going to accidentally kill someone Since this whole coronavirus thing, my brain keeps telling me that I have it. I don't show any signs, but I've heard a lot about how there are asymptomatic cases out there. Since I've been feeling the effects of isolation for a bit, I figured taking a walk in my neighbourhood would help clear my mind. It's usually pretty quiet, and I thought that I'd be safe doing it especially since it was almost dark, but for some reason, there were more people out tonight. Even though I tried my best to distance myself as much as possible, the fact that I'll never know if I've actually spread it to other people scares me.  I just feel like an idiot and a horrible person. I can't even talk about this with my family or friends. They think I'm crazy, and say that I don't have to worry. Thanks. That really helps. I don't mean to be bitter, but having them constantly dismiss me is exhausting, y'know?",5.9351871657754005,6.00961481818182,6.4367914438502725,79.19283422459895,66.59358288770053,9.794652406417114,28.764705882352942,9.573946990214177,2.353924064171124,749,22,148,14,11,244,123,187,0.152,0.657,0.192,0.8872,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,10,11,3,2,7,0,16,2,1,3,3,33,30,12,1,2,6,0,2,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,14,6,0,2,9,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,5,6,20,5,16,22,7,9,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,5,5,96,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.13907237574193854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427064354439489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691389805056673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955886514660952,0.0,0.1555875600984034,0.0,0.0,0.15909192070653153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400619617959954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882573171659368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434881021914552,0.0,0.1441179640688323,0.10181149539220223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101053846382774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099356508250426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910472569447191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667232607769244,0.1576697977597412,0.0,0.1566431120311837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696247760913603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211596701568791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523871014357546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389775811748515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476363768379844,0.0,0.10991500526877086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760148908411987,0.12443707427256892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606622781279173,0.0,0.14498721127848546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129763821171444,0.14652735815543955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333225770608688,0.2853612529049038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536653031530105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075101557646815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715222918249101,0.1145467533004293,0.12456286339201755,0.1312070547801418,0.0,0.0,0.09467947183013994,0.0913167371687745,0.1400185460814862,0.11313960285645892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675714299585098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695821247627462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911095592862562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472912472022353,0.0,0.1012373250055137,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KenaiUrsa,2020/04/06,"Second Time Isolation, feeling my work colleagues hate me. Hi all. First time posting here but I needed some advice and support. 

I work in a Hospital as a booking clerk. Today I have developed a new cough so have had to self isolate again, the first time being two weeks ago. 

I never felt like anyone in the office liked me anyway. I'm a shy and introverted person and the rest are all outgoing friends from school so I never felt like I fit in . 

Recently on the Whatsap group for work, no one has been replying to my comments, showing support of my illnesses or any appreciation for my work attitude in this time. I just feel like everyone there hates me. 

What do I do? Do I build up the emotional wall? Do I talk to someone there? I feel like I'm making a mountain out of a mole hill and digging a mine there. 

I apologise if I come off as rambling. I've never been good at compiling thoughts in a comprehensive manner, but I feel like I'm sinking and don't know what to do.",2.87309884778654,4.822815103092786,4.492546998180718,83.17886294724076,75.8041237113402,7.657489387507581,27.906610066707096,8.4952907291091,2.1402120072771385,766,32,150,15,17,257,115,194,0.185,0.669,0.146,-0.7383,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,6,9,12,2,0,13,0,14,2,0,1,5,28,32,13,0,2,5,0,6,6,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,8,2,0,1,5,2,0,5,6,6,22,10,21,25,4,29,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,3,21,104,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593696474616558,0.105170222273557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806815856005906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829582291666816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220079021273994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345786454551434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336886028071687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23995868680331836,0.2542766222133833,0.2278325540681708,0.0,0.0,0.201836043733024,0.0,0.0,0.09166360237768996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951246126790217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427160430151175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520331400503886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34777905616009985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919539583137318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797258338493036,0.2745153301465985,0.11458654234098001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803958434821519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359484719695072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136275883810964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714605172395436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200734625258844,0.0,0.0,0.1237709492569285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005261742181476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692702658355087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953610768690392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418961301006956,0.2767277002266627,0.0,0.11246007776291916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589736963047025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951685850893136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454952549764563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,420catnip_,2020/04/06,"I threw away this antidepressant I was prescribed Wellbutrin for depression at 150 mg and I took one in the morning and I couldn’t stand or sit still. Like I felt uncomfortably more agitated made me want to smoke more. My OCD went out of the roof and around night I had a severe massive panic attack and I seriously thought I had COVID19 or a heart attack and I couldn’t sleep properly so I tried breathing in and out for hours, ventilating. I never had such a severe panic attack before and I think this could probably be due to Wellbutrin. So I threw all the pills in the toilet and flushed it down. After taking this one pill I said never again. I’m very sensitive I guess towards stimulants. 

Should I alert my doctor about this who prescribed me this? What do you think my doctor will say after throwing the pills all away and never wanting it to be on it just from such a dosage ?",3.2779069767441835,5.581628127906972,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,75.86046511627906,6.625581395348838,24.12209302325581,7.645422480735847,1.2151906976744185,706,23,135,10,16,224,100,172,0.18899999999999997,0.777,0.035,-0.9795,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,9,8,3,2,9,0,12,8,3,2,5,33,27,13,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,10,12,0,0,4,0,0,5,5,7,0,2,12,3,22,1,22,8,4,29,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,3,11,102,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649437555645907,0.0,0.4466211465471541,0.2458971550190949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113533989784546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044821664523334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271071787196114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678843422068675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564744998370755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415856738914934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507136954316236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887210274800198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639322619236439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382420518168145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027850989550435,0.0,0.0,0.12280454363946748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773501203835715,0.0,0.0,0.3070752757990113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109070459210904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447914268198612,0.10406622456574847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956722303294024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095589004527894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045060699189158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839147450626284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167701381215963,0.0,0.10388932115580267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539181210449414,0.0888462894426718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797434631604673,0.15437086900223526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130981356633122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwup2020,2020/04/06,"I am in a very messed up situation. Need help I'm an Southeast asian dude. An artist with a day job that's not related to arts.

Straight with an issue with having a disease called the early 30s and well some very late issues with dealing with maturity and having diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder.

I'm just under so much stress right now and I just wanted to spill it all out and I can't even talk about this with my family nor friends.

As with the covid 19 mandatory lockdown in my country I am a bit helpless in a lot of things but I need to put it out. Social media accounts are locked out, my phone got stolen, and I am currently stuck in the middle of our village and I can't go out. I am not in risk of any trouble, no problem with food supplies and the basics I have a small farm and some poultry, it's just I can't do my duties and other responsibilities.

Work wise, worst comes to worst, since the company I applied for is still 2 years old and I just got in a month before the lockdown, I might lose my job. 

Another thing is I have an apartment in the city that my ex and I used to live in, we are in good terms but we kept the apartment as we still use it as a place to stay when we have business to do in the city. We live very far apart as in almost a day's drive. the problem is I have no means to pay the landlord and my ex is also have no financial means as she just got out of the hospital from an accident. Flat broke and I couldn't get hold of my landlord eversince I lost my phone and my accounts hi jacked and the rents been overdue.

Other than that my ex is well pregnant. We had two miscarriages in the past years and when we got separated that's when she told me that she was pregnant.

My work's not even enough to pay up for the rent eversince she lost her job too and I can't carry it all but we'll be needing that apartment in the coming months, since that's the only place we can live in if I'm going to raise my family. Downpayment for rents here are high even if it's cheapest.

I have friends but I can't ask for help from them as with the situation that I can't ask for financial help even from them as they also are constricted financially due to the lockdown.

It's been bugging me for the past weeks I got cooped up. I can't contact my landlord and my ex. Supposedly everything was okay before the lockdown, I already had money to pay up for the rent but I got into an accident and the hospital bill wasn't that helpful.

I'm just starting out in life again after the blunder that I have caused myself for the past decade of not being able to work properly or hold down a job. NOw that I'm becoming serious in getting my life straight.

I just got diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder last year and that's one of the reasons, major reason, as my therapist told me that caused me to be always paralyzed or can't decide properly on things. I'm always afraid to the point that I am not aware that I am afraid and I'm just doing things avoiding things so much.

I could do work here in the farm helping out with the family while things are still hot with COVID but I live in an environment that doesn't acknowledge mental illnesses. 

I don't know what to do.",4.155328321147742,4.81519359028832,5.148860187612083,84.8239634777211,70.60849772382397,8.540226238101807,27.87560353152159,8.710501217029153,1.855831259484067,2532,85,540,42,44,832,256,659,0.136,0.809,0.055,-0.9945,9,5,0,0,0,0,39.0,10,0,3,7,31,24,0,5,46,1,55,6,0,6,2,109,93,48,0,10,23,4,1,0,2,2,5,0,7,0,33,52,1,6,7,2,11,6,21,17,2,2,20,1,73,7,91,66,13,84,0,5,0,0,41,47,0,9,30,380,106,12,0.06194517628344195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062029146085691836,0.0,0.06835804239316605,0.09907507018738552,0.10308669798486587,0.0,0.0,0.04212484406334705,0.06495491843260641,0.09477578061085916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582075568177433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841358041973143,0.1054215650787854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762808884152148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632529508713018,0.0,0.0,0.12726951925444252,0.0,0.1067205687348564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945818273745889,0.0,0.0,0.07989902821249283,0.0638627567446657,0.0,0.12574609998395309,0.0,0.0,0.1419890773984327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400592609018002,0.0,0.1636568188653677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567233019553306,0.0,0.17518919766156127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490435304643142,0.0,0.09571737906986727,0.0,0.06472759583046536,0.0,0.07040974241805541,0.05195667489756865,0.34680251391390515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760272957257825,0.06544847976963497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930934035572,0.24588411665525314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03404344887906626,0.05049358638354885,0.06987685698968432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750741989099654,0.0,0.0,0.2187949021860744,0.0,0.0,0.0693008072987295,0.13524095480809614,0.052663573695715664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349529136467338,0.0,0.0,0.06242616803275665,0.0657140429216959,0.0,0.0,0.09888809743597808,0.0,0.0910736641433275,0.13779468992908067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500104220922825,0.0,0.04197565460342309,0.047112097920106726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740104001602786,0.0,0.0,0.12943904971500314,0.0,0.058558214038279266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185463356489233,0.0,0.062272011537353386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737991634783905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529008420833665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248337989090447,0.13925794708746747,0.0,0.06314530628097355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438451146034928,0.06602531585018373,0.148408493393409,0.0,0.07095799014177885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978918625505696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192312408912102,0.2469217357100032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838254108207855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051143624276908,0.0,0.0,0.1070014867731162,0.0,0.15333377357253622,0.03653686991615002,0.0,0.049688683939143656,0.0,0.11139230559083442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038730439133824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967198772246475
anxiety,jeshuah9344,2020/04/06,"Losing it (Covid 19) Hello, this is my first time on this sub.

As a background I'd like to add that for the past year since march of 2019 I've began a therapeutic and psyquiatric attention to deal with life long depression and anxiety that got worse every year since I was little, I am currently 26 years old. After almost a year in therapy and spiritual retreats, meds, art therapy, and much more I decided with the guidance of my psyquiatrist to stop taking the meds. I stopped taking antidepressants, antipsychotics and anxiolytics on March 5th, 2020. I gotten to a point on which I am able to handle myself a lot better, and I have hope and a sense of responsibility in the world like a never had. 

Before the quarantine happened, I was just spreading my wings into the world. I was looking for jobs, I am currently working as a university teacher and as a freelance video editor in really small gigs. I have a few hobbies.

In my country, the quarantine began the first week of march. I live with my parents and my sister. I am veryyy different compared to them, a lot of the things I do or say is always followed with a confusing expression. My parents are very traditional, and expect things to happen their way. The house is kind of small in the sense that there's no privacy. I can be in the living room watching whatever thing, and there's always asking something about why did I chose to watch that thing. I really Hate my room. There's no windows, and I feel trapped inside. 


Every week, there's been a moment that I lose control. I get incredibly angry and desperate to leave the house, I feel trapped with them. And although I know I've come a long way since I started treating my depression and anxiety, they believe I am going to handle things like they would because that's the way things should be. 

I understand that the whole quarantine situation is triggering anxiety and anger every now and then, but as I lash out on them over something small. They find my response completely senseless.

I am losing it, everything I get more angry it gets worse. And in our country the quarantine is not taken seriously enough, and the government is responding really stupidly. They are reporting covid19 deaths as atypical pneumonia. 

And having to share this experience with my family is really getting to my nerves. I feel against the wall and since I don't have a job, personal space I enjoy, and I am not talking out my interests with no one, I feel lonely, although I am not alone.  

Please help me.",6.732516429151588,7.4677008693790174,7.114327696965223,72.73839400428268,64.93147751605996,10.724034556597504,33.87646754781068,10.630303351738835,3.76464858598538,1994,83,347,50,29,650,227,467,0.145,0.802,0.053,-0.9878,8,9,2,0,0,0,54.0,1,0,8,8,7,21,3,1,33,0,34,1,0,2,1,62,61,32,1,4,6,3,4,3,0,2,1,1,3,1,20,34,0,3,9,2,0,3,8,11,0,3,11,8,58,10,50,46,8,60,0,6,3,0,22,26,0,6,31,246,78,5,0.07487695634349809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749784558240786,0.07754994506335072,0.0,0.0,0.12460725189140236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184199996660193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999984653505051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564429760421418,0.0,0.06371477489989354,0.08436068885743749,0.0,0.06622258307450854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449986783110595,0.07850706413244797,0.0,0.08398087345606244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719485415402665,0.12898282556075194,0.0,0.0,0.07823048263117834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077367911774926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926119540813066,0.0,0.06729458026751965,0.07324403106538935,0.0705873305621891,0.0,0.1514401557123229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843618158751866,0.1273806016297372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648047702829282,0.0,0.04255429983014603,0.0,0.059885942128032575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242689041921912,0.0,0.0,0.07392549256505186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018844549854674,0.0,0.0,0.07436971261529242,0.0,0.1727959088956004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860765093404282,0.0,0.0,0.07797282765527246,0.04115041700480759,0.0,0.0,0.0792838853887595,0.0,0.0,0.0528878086400873,0.10974329606483303,0.07504638113842109,0.13223544852148358,0.13252750024718224,0.06287778508519783,0.2513044840940995,0.0,0.12731542131588844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634283739224962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055043178365489255,0.0,0.05774972475004352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857077002270536,0.0,0.05073856344921561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628399785818376,0.0,0.07147852733408024,0.0,0.06537967014030001,0.0,0.08219241293717539,0.07078292611574148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187238227076048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954516102531689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24775596817783416,0.08416483615158166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528787830066567,0.0,0.0,0.05299829508950722,0.0,0.0,0.12520097654265488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259630523623472,0.06018326122020759,0.0,0.0,0.17125665034048349,0.0,0.29846953603650905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366135538842605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794955223127556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178133073262693,0.0,0.17830152813009773,0.12012355574074425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756480673446702,0.08359744774724684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545113159983126,0.0,0.1526120308627345,0.05319044146159183,0.0,0.0,0.19287321979106947
anxiety,Sir_Caro,2020/04/06,Dealing with stress I feel like I've posted here before about this but as I lay here in bed I can't help but think that I'm probably just stressed. So the reason for this post is simple. Every so often I get in the predicament that I'm in right now. Which is self sickness I guess. So pretty much ill make myself sick to the point of throwing up so I don't have to go to work. I dont know why this happens. I dont know why it isn't a thing at all times because I can go for months without feeling this way. I've always told myself that I need to see a doctor for it but just thinking about going to a doctor makes my stomach get all up in knots. I feel like a burden on my fiance and I already feel like she deserves better. I dont know. Some advice as to what to do and maybe possibly how to take care of this would be great. Sorry if this post seems jumbled. I dont think I'm thinking the straightest.,1.3243487394957971,2.8424148622449015,2.9340216086434587,94.56223889555824,78.94897959183673,5.019927971188476,20.71308523409364,5.0885558068054335,-0.24478235294117656,707,18,161,2,17,233,109,196,0.11599999999999999,0.7509999999999999,0.133,0.7581,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,13,9,0,2,8,0,14,6,1,4,2,33,43,13,0,3,7,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,1,1,14,3,0,0,13,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,1,5,19,6,27,40,4,21,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,5,6,103,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891901266879913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170782144375073,0.0,0.08422996072273788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061707763168881664,0.0,0.08613773124461963,0.0,0.0,0.08952810509271758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320888305072587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436181578031857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722267739776465,0.0,0.0,0.4745547245598215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528911340012303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473605145567603,0.2169523108455968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577509923303112,0.0,0.17259093426122454,0.0,0.0,0.11160443342541496,0.1115142604383235,0.0,0.089515751365469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785111988124252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689709252524082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483649366600384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351412016125471,0.0,0.10169731973529582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079937301126414,0.0,0.07441436483681428,0.07505941792950659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569335646315992,0.1141195709164792,0.2908458629877968,0.10298545826858027,0.1091411066457037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407943566510658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644831851216885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066575890267991,0.09215433948999688,0.1056030759851364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133166675621136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191309216185801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611099854636816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725150935088706,0.2594517390048798,0.0,0.0,0.059026969837577686,0.0,0.0,0.09672787062269927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035022297787847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826853872820607,0.0,0.0,0.09758035983643856,0.0,0.07369532568592706,0.0,0.0,0.07190959959601027,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,purplegerbit,2020/04/06,"My grandfather is on a clinic and im losing myself, I am using the translator so there may be some errors.  the point is that due to a beat-up fight at my house my grandfather fell silent and fractured his hip, I am very scared, he is in a clinic because he cannot go to the hospital because of the coronavirus and I seriously hope they do not have him  What to do surgery, I love him very much, he is 84 years old and I am afraid that something serious will happen to him, but I hope he will walk again.  When my grandmother heard the screams and beatings of my family, she had a panic attack since she did not know what was happening because she cannot walk and is only in her bed. I was so scared because she has heart problems, I don't know  because I write it here but it is 1:41 am and I feel very bad I really hope that everything goes well at 8 they will do an X-ray and I can't sleep at all.  The fights have always happened but now they've leveled up and I don't know what to do. The worst feeling was seeing him on the floor and trying to help him but he couldn't get up and that broke my heart.",3.2330128205128186,3.8360980598290624,4.435117521367523,89.31370192307695,72.67521367521368,7.901282051282053,24.881410256410252,8.07648339933343,1.1399153846153842,862,24,197,12,16,284,121,234,0.188,0.732,0.08,-0.9799,0,0,1,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,8,20,3,4,13,0,33,7,4,1,1,32,50,18,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,9,11,0,0,5,0,0,4,8,15,1,0,6,5,33,5,17,38,4,22,0,2,1,1,24,12,0,5,6,134,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253851770709772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019367325944565,0.0,0.0,0.10289319308514196,0.37560403163346573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075256705551144,0.0,0.11617173374557327,0.0,0.12461914416993165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438339631534636,0.0,0.07003532716457643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32691974605092555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920599494453211,0.08259950732128334,0.0,0.0,0.3671901905286024,0.0,0.14219265809222206,0.0,0.0,0.1331112157505763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317450382643684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786457797610652,0.0,0.0,0.11122128107044674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058936512625372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293107771970591,0.0,0.0,0.09372314335858528,0.0,0.14458566689321178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649364242788394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791594623423893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894528355428278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467525498714649,0.0,0.09819958690027107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019384078551966,0.0,0.12332054182169835,0.0,0.0,0.09486966425396458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366613024530177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643248896944704,0.0,0.305036792600959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079995889418318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935707497990369
anxiety,johnnyspargo666,2020/04/06,Just looking for opinions Please don’t say this is all in my head because I know it’s not! Why do people constantly give me weird looks it’s not everyone but let’s say 20-30 percent. I’ve went over myself as much as I can and I don’t know what they could be laughing at. It’s starting to piss me off. I’ve been told I’m handsome but i have shit confidence and a bit of anxiety. It’s always a dirty look and it’s starting to get to me and make my confidence even worse. It’s usually like a frown or like a disgusted look. I really want to go off at these type of people but I know I can’t,0.5549999999999997,2.088921772727275,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,81.27272727272728,6.824242424242425,22.363636363636363,7.793537801064563,0.8362454545454545,462,15,112,8,12,160,80,132,0.16899999999999998,0.638,0.193,0.5238,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,3,0,4,0,11,3,3,1,1,19,28,10,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,6,14,4,15,22,4,12,0,0,4,0,5,6,2,2,6,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178809846934264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116325531628168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654935962267552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729142053390504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115673652085645,0.0,0.12645666189979005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461107679952483,0.0,0.0,0.1513426105031166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827490543371708,0.15193627566366474,0.09001322428965577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625475823095527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611309595212225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619582757148965,0.0,0.1547567533308265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320103673942894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572248777371113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164303955089022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960691739868893,0.0,0.0,0.1738579680585144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146478645674656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519064797742731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625788044668695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242098891018132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513426105031166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443749721769275,0.0,0.09341893191647384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468234685417122,0.14291684099965965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140673231821856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tortilla_in_your_car,2020/04/06,"Does the blood in your head feel like slow moving sludge after sitting up from laying down. I’ve had severe anxiety for a year and a half (24M). 
When I’m laying down trying to make my anxiety go away, I get up to use the bathroom and I feel like the blood in my head just feels like sludge moving and my vertigo gets severe and I feel like I’m about to fall over on the toilet. I’ve been going on jogs to move my blood some more but now it just feels like less severe sludge.",1.4143137254901958,3.0327161176470585,2.828039215686278,94.97284313725493,79.0,5.7098039215686285,16.235294117647058,6.42735559955562,-0.5322235294117643,372,5,86,3,9,121,59,102,0.095,0.804,0.10099999999999999,0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,2,6,5,2,0,15,15,6,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,2,5,8,5,18,13,3,23,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,10,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847607096965014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121879391703169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352180958032305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32796020943645465,0.4633720656214351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555023045909168,0.0,0.14744957987209206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26626723917412404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168814699322694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659136770338717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136262899965946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396515068253044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807366406102296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203935512722003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353760765740599
anxiety,kirbyandskye,2020/04/06,My sister got too high She ate too many edibles and now she has a fast heart rate and feels short of breath and dizzy. How can I convince her this is a panic attack because I know from first hand experience?,3.9614285714285695,5.045237047619049,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,71.38095238095238,7.504761904761906,23.523809523809533,7.793537801064563,0.8974666666666673,164,4,35,2,3,52,36,42,0.17800000000000002,0.71,0.11199999999999999,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,2,0,3,4,3,1,0,6,7,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,6,1,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697122159942456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810508654637196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178932719927417,0.0,0.0,0.16431989716507256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764282334783718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599165804030157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851034379874267,0.0,0.3433597237696433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178600774906087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294792028388689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812945767471969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnapCrackleDavid,2020/04/06,"I think I’m having an panic attack and I have no idea why I get that I’m having a panic attack, no big deal, I get them all the time. But the thing that I don’t understand is that I have absolutely no reason to be having a panic attack and it’s stressing me out. I was just laying here not even thinking about the stressful shit going on in my life and I started getting the symptoms. It’s confusing. I just had to write this down, cuz writing can help a little when I have panic attacks. Thanks.",0.9144842657342664,3.0626763750000023,3.1876573426573422,89.04825174825176,83.32692307692308,4.935664335664336,20.031468531468533,6.1124844417494595,0.15185769230769175,389,11,79,3,11,133,67,104,0.3670000000000001,0.585,0.047,-0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,13,5,7,8,0,12,3,1,2,1,18,23,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,2,0,13,1,7,20,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5672767539105024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851938672500027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233701090463165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538972347157416,0.0,0.07084737158476613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355723068385215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407264049027263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805131904376606,0.0,0.12494245873690026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850484252978955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817164153717436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279620973781183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882352646043411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855961076882814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956987526255492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147705370801052,0.0,0.0,0.0828188228949598,0.15975468677084084,0.0,0.0,0.07269047502708577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977586081402487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124866109388708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ma-doodles,2020/04/06,"Buspar causing shakes hey all, i’m taking prozac, wellbutrin and buspar. the buspar im taking in the morning and at night. i’m concerned tho because i think the buspar is giving me some weird symptoms. you know that feeling when you have your hands over your head for a while? like, for my people with long hair, if you’re trying to put it in french braids or something and you have to keep your hands above your head for a bit? and then you put them back down and you feel that blood rushing back into your arms? it feels like that but over my whole body and it only happens at night. the first couple of weeks i didn’t feel much, i just started noticing this maybe a few days ago? i don’t like this feeling and i’m wondering if anyone has dealt with something like this.",1.6953396584440237,4.132132780645165,1.97362428842505,97.15220113851994,82.48387096774194,3.905123339658444,18.795066413662237,4.514644488427479,-0.6498197343453511,611,15,127,1,17,184,94,155,0.009000000000000001,0.887,0.10400000000000001,0.9064,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,10,1,1,5,6,0,1,7,0,6,10,8,1,1,27,23,15,0,2,5,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,8,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,8,18,4,16,22,6,25,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,5,17,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393838950693598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776255195622018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150196458931495,0.0,0.08523049566015438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264278795141512,0.15530398346133098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362947832045636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470367166271487,0.0,0.09016971076577072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534756862218795,0.09988453120763267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189273620609818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412418408760388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236387687135854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869829704256097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510252012872235,0.0,0.0,0.12427482632005188,0.0,0.0,0.07683918084036814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732280119659084,0.0,0.0,0.12373270186576064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046389827203246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278079893966424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624155653922146,0.0,0.0,0.15918136758701562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633631817715827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693076418858468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811072622406658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527427360972445,0.0,0.0,0.09896243773515273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532229002225075,0.21024836416587328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958840500649633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492584144747436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215190871179667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609949722972347,0.0,0.0,0.1516244163071818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tocpeak,2020/04/06,"Meds geared more heavily toward stress than anxiety? I am under a lot of stress between work, kids, etc. (Aren't we all?) I think it is a huge contributor to the chronic headaches I am suffering and, if everything comes back negative with imaging, I may need to look into some medical assistance to help manage it.

I do worry too much about minor things sometimes, but I would say that is about the extent of my anxiety. Or perhaps I have anxiety over my stress?

Anyway, if any of you are in a similar boat and have tried some medications, I am curious to hear what has worked for you. It seems most meds I come across are antidepressants, but I am not depressed and would prefer not take antidepressants unless they are truly the only answer. Weight gain from meds is also something I want to avoid, so that cannot be a common side effect.

Thank you for sharing your experiences. Any help is appreciated.",5.594329388560162,7.0442007751479325,6.240961538461541,75.40195512820516,67.87573964497042,9.657001972386588,29.46794871794872,9.928628108626363,2.9448812623274168,717,26,128,17,12,234,113,169,0.12,0.693,0.187,0.9488,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,4,1,4,7,8,0,4,7,0,21,4,0,1,1,32,31,11,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,7,8,1,1,5,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,0,4,19,2,23,27,9,12,0,2,1,0,12,8,0,9,2,101,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024233223642848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741938299871027,0.0,0.29393621356430943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848349164043596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206544026414777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031273893321107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283997802347895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151075646295934,0.1252841165822758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443523575815301,0.0,0.17169494811965266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755262432260744,0.0,0.0,0.10888668915983933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42679482128458895,0.2580486893015097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415150798082718,0.09496765042238213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740851222012503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185216170238012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659670883420445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860011645624088,0.12667166505072053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401361362571212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629814489153524,0.0,0.0,0.1179163146525961,0.0,0.0,0.08508882704647144,0.08206672370692775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695603858727714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554327437822485,0.0,0.0,0.15596357382029336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648351187795373,0.13006865399502612,0.0,0.1819647928221621,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxiousBeliever,2020/04/06,"Failed test I understand that one failed test on math won't ruin my life and one day I will even forget about it. But now I'm just scared. I want to cry and it's so hard to think properly. I was studying, I was trying to learn and I thought that I learned everything I needed to get a good grade. But I forgot completely everything what I studied, I couldn't think properly. All tasks just mixed I couldn't understand which one I did correct and which one not. Maybe I could ask teacher to rewrite it but my anxiety won't let me. I feel shame, guilty. I disappointed my teacher and my parents. When my parents will see it they wil be angry and they would not understand me even if they tried. Maybe I'm overreacting but just when I thought I'm getting better such shit happens. I really don't know how to calm down or what to do. I just want to disappear.",1.4204990925589842,3.7781678678160944,2.833303085299459,91.0604264972777,82.9655172413793,6.651663641863277,23.52571082879613,7.85451343220497,1.2591885057471262,675,25,144,13,19,219,92,174,0.209,0.715,0.076,-0.9737,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,3,13,10,1,2,1,0,15,2,1,1,2,41,36,16,0,8,12,2,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,11,0,0,1,7,7,0,4,6,3,29,3,11,20,1,7,0,4,1,0,6,2,1,2,4,97,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441008110746308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759435392375074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070923181699993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310114410628602,0.0,0.0,0.10897157138168992,0.0,0.1499215447453032,0.08802105308239498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029312574783052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24532649475180626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901053996079347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261477957746593,0.0,0.0,0.11447651721072025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069257549522575,0.0,0.12226308377922585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750081768935347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956439730242926,0.0964028652619393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27423355672237776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012013453151806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699410523181787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030992255668665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743530830239038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664454861054234,0.0,0.10876028014882948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400991258977768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490719856312073,0.0,0.2167065052444082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532769946759028,0.0,0.0,0.4262547668850297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100389896112166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695449846183003,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,malachi26,2020/04/06,"My University Assigned Book is Giving Me Intense Anxiety I've had severe anxiety for around 10 years. For my university course, we've been asked to read the book ""Room"" by Emma Donoghue. The primary plot of this book is a woman who is kidnapped and is raising the child of her kidnapper. 

When I was young, my sister made me watch countless videos of kidnapping survivors telling their story. It filled me with an intense fear of kidnapping to this day and frequently sets off my anxiety when I think about kidnapping or kidnapping stories.

Another thing that sets off my anxiety very badly is enclosed rooms with no way out. I'm constantly marking every entrance and exit everywhere I go. I do this in my own life, in books, in movies, in TV shows, and in video games, all the time, everywhere. 100% of the time I struggle if I do not know a way out.

These two things that give me great anxiety are major plot points in this book. 

I've been putting off reading this book, or even thinking about it, for as long as possible. But now we have to read the first 100 pages this week. In an attempt to face my fear, I googled the plot summary in an attempt to brace myself. I immediately had a panic attack afterwards. My panic attacks are long and can last up to 6 and a half hours, typically with a minimum of one hour. They are long, intense, frightening, traumatic, and extremely painful. I've been dissociating on and off since I started thinking about reading it. 

I'm not sure what to do. I feel like my professor won't take my concerns seriously if I bring them to her. I'm afraid and anxious of having panic attacks every day because I have to read this book.",5.298015486091195,6.518451690851737,5.924182678520221,78.25330585030112,68.36908517350157,9.549125322626901,33.33653570404359,9.800150414767053,3.2930328075709774,1314,60,245,30,22,427,169,317,0.179,0.782,0.039,-0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,3,3,8,16,3,7,15,0,22,3,1,1,2,32,38,18,0,2,7,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,17,16,0,1,5,17,0,4,4,13,0,4,7,2,33,3,45,30,4,51,0,0,1,0,15,22,0,4,22,159,50,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463506938028447,0.3452052896881523,0.10195689252546024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803416980701781,0.0843716343127573,0.30801745694802096,0.0,0.0,0.07535504024420919,0.05501560612703769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752826574117536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640766027828513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059609321286231275,0.0,0.1520791559695246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203112843682742,0.045633148037079165,0.06447466936029984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676666500877098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315218518255288,0.05129119564436085,0.0,0.0,0.0995010228220383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777562825534177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049599079243818366,0.07356585407191914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637462947572348,0.04409162639722096,0.0,0.0,0.23960542074132085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539680013705905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115578437373161,0.0,0.09603243954837083,0.31766704154447417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531548929659305,0.10174339568499624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072624944332247,0.0,0.0,0.451372473990734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195689252546024,0.0,0.07465579205033136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387946536786328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434897048589204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505962465005064,0.0,0.0678568222689057,0.0,0.0788825407272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991627503240927,0.17348580570408964,0.0,0.0,0.10525108533165327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816120634616165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446576102589954,0.0,0.1432726124741406,0.07239316383523324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811808730461966
anxiety,emotionl_ess,2020/04/06,"wow we love sudden nervous shaking fucking sike i hate this shit.
I can't wait to get diagnosed/meds for this burden. esp on the day's I overthink something and need to sleep (that I end up waking up from just to start shaking again)",1.80936170212766,4.1957073829787275,2.637702127659576,92.89400000000002,81.55319148936171,4.611063829787233,24.293617021276606,5.6839178017228535,0.4658289361702129,185,7,37,1,5,58,39,47,0.3,0.56,0.14,-0.7966,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,3,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,8,8,0,10,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,5,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306820928304327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168094157583488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306809832793882,0.18687958544806788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531473233457291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228314765757991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652244811557526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36716624527953295,0.0,0.0,0.3579508545959832,0.0,0.0,0.2753691874305856,0.0,0.0,0.25317661612165737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dperry1973,2020/04/06,"I’m terrified I went through 9/11, 2008 crash, and the Boston Marathon bombing. All were scary but you could get away from the bad news. It feels like we’re waiting for the poop tho hit the fan and we’re doomed.",2.2373255813953503,4.28259127906977,1.7745930232558145,101.48654069767444,78.06976744186046,5.230232558139536,22.377906976744185,5.985473137389443,-0.08527441860465101,167,5,39,1,4,48,36,43,0.308,0.58,0.11199999999999999,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,8,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,4,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502454358931881,0.0,0.4001308788752584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382620275323986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242309360737478,0.3423567425977321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503740449702661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412397052916886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442441791004274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AFamiliarNote,2020/04/06,"This is the worst my anxiety and depression is ever been and I don't know what to do about it I live abroad I have a whole life away from where I grew up in the conservative south. I was forced to move back in with my family because of corona even though they knew I could've stayed they said I didn't have a choice and put me in a position where I had to move back within the week. To them I am the disappointment of the family I am more open minded, don't go to mass, have a few tattoos, and even have shared a hotel room with my boyfriend while on vacation (I know, sooo scandalous).

My mother is the most manipulative person I've ever met she constantly says things like ""why do you do this to me? don't you love me? Don't do this or that"" but she's such a hypocrite a strict Catholic who likes to put up this whole charade that we're a perfect family and I'm ruining it for her but she's a drunk and constantly screams at the rest of us, so she just pretends like everything is the way she wants or forces/ manipulates me into it. She makes me a bitter hard person and I hate myself for it.

The person who gives me the most love is my boyfriend, who now lives in another country, he also had to go home because of all this. I don't know how long I'll be away from him and it's so hard, It's literally illegal for me to go see him because of the boarders closing. I feel so dumb for depending on someone like that but he's my partner in crime and genuinely helps me become better and learn. I learned to love myself and do things for myself, my anxiety and depression didn't even feel like a thing anymore.

I have no motivation anymore to do schoolwork and no access to the medications I need to stay afloat, or the people I need to stay afloat. Most days I wake up extremely anxious and then spend most of the day trying to ward off these feelings by distracting myself and taking naps. I feel so cold and dull here I'm not sure how long I can keep up this whole thing up and the worst part is I literally have no other choice.",3.509279493269993,4.464998617577198,4.654021377672208,86.69045407759306,72.32541567695962,8.17865399841647,25.672288202692,8.548686976883017,1.4956251148060176,1602,49,351,27,30,527,193,421,0.204,0.726,0.071,-0.9958,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,3,3,23,24,3,1,26,0,33,7,1,7,5,62,60,33,0,3,8,1,6,5,1,0,2,3,2,4,25,22,1,2,11,4,1,8,11,12,0,0,9,12,56,12,50,50,14,51,0,5,1,3,34,25,1,8,19,255,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663813676282149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737767694220726,0.12749284796275073,0.09413800270301267,0.16527986826110178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658059614230038,0.1281496486019868,0.0,0.15238967616637572,0.0920302861218625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369769076180319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009799860603315,0.0,0.06653139158147238,0.0,0.0,0.10748056719355292,0.0,0.14354221702685288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511397050376095,0.1507516244587516,0.0,0.0,0.07489069341981132,0.0,0.2356653735608756,0.0,0.1685344975451778,0.05953022349126715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993672851826714,0.14207329964486276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929275589469604,0.08227009333573332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055853643341062915,0.0,0.08358573804347619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406660566682191,0.0,0.0,0.13738624648908998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058857706620129485,0.20355159627512756,0.0,0.1471619912790145,0.14748700937356352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562291106708,0.0,0.05562272582059893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839451574709759,0.0,0.0,0.08413849209882332,0.0,0.0,0.17713098761746554,0.0,0.12357473143435675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023714002362716,0.0,0.05776980665135085,0.2182788931694485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753723468370565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926492019362442,0.06626653114192414,0.0,0.0,0.06640239004856861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060435480663009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26645274249787343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785365557627617,0.0,0.06265300520583181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144022524651172,0.0,0.0818702771140278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056574891909117964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023447518072136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914957778486282,0.06614264737908876,0.0668414629359072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519142265253145,0.2791014137407227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cryingmetsfan,2020/04/06,"Anyone else’s sleep cycle messed up cause of this stay at home order? Been sleeping throughout the day, staying up till around 7amish.",5.96125,8.437912625000003,3.84,88.905,68.58333333333334,4.800000000000002,24.5,3.1291,0.3001499999999999,109,3,18,0,2,30,23,24,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649910191754904,0.27328949522522195,0.0,0.23744024606928804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739982557702339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201443437679653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228130548462233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26754517261941063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338317598261014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685830035536221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abcdefg_wagon1,2020/04/06,"I can’t breathe Im a 18 year old boy with severe anxiety. For the last two days I have this feeling that I can’t breathe. It feels like my body is very hungry for air and that I can’t get enough oxcygen. It’s terrible and this has been going on for 48 hours straight! I’ve barely slept and I’m completely exhausted. I dont want to go to the ER because they always say that it’s anxiety.

I wonder do anyone else have this problems too? Breathing problems for several hours?

Thanks for answers and sorry for my english",1.5253186066270177,3.742735074766358,3.2017672047578607,89.43284621920138,81.42990654205606,6.507731520815634,25.61512319456245,7.686295010490155,1.4802785046728968,411,17,85,7,11,136,71,107,0.19899999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8923,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,10,6,5,0,0,12,20,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,4,1,1,2,3,9,2,10,18,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857584659335442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548075414467923,0.0,0.0,0.11644966995003833,0.17064141967750182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152213593757016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499003201243186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746155654759832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074054722187143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951853655946232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912403025336498,0.0,0.0,0.17208186057604682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168416745153438,0.1189772613285702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701104570713916,0.0,0.18929871369891932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280196066453281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989336910835735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575352819356407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136375119581453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475726024159915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31871539479324945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244046352634856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762889198690485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642954366614806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332901245181574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268681934409376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741415655967165,0.09823047550218494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060712289144698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724724810168823
anxiety,W0NDERwaffle3,2020/04/06,My brother has been freaking out because of going to work and possibly getting coronavirus and infecting our high risk father. His anxiety and stress has just spiraled and he’s “feeling numb” and has delayed reactions. He just spends the whole day just feeling himself and saying he can’t feel that part. We’ve given him tea to deal with stress and we talk to him. I don’t know how to help him. Any tips?,4.574230769230769,6.271865141025642,4.759487179487183,84.09384615384619,70.66666666666667,7.764102564102564,30.948717948717945,8.344100000000001,2.3515487179487184,323,14,60,5,6,101,57,78,0.19399999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.067,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,3,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,19,13,8,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,1,1,4,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,2,4,9,0,7,11,2,5,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,0,2,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158491781799681,0.0,0.17829362546579378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207389293554526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030725486387472,0.2402791590606409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535330851519401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176652783987707,0.0,0.13245586755303834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621815224742652,0.24624533112029826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808609720514785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25238602954696826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627450885857813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534216268802012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339489577021429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732833365634466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602080755829316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967365650084848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,msavocadobuns,2020/04/06,"Is it normal to worry this much about your future? The best part of my day lately is when I’m asleep because only then my mind is not ticking with anxious thoughts. Please help. All I do is worry. I don’t know if this worry is normal or even worth it. It’s consuming me however. As a sophomore college student I have been filled with anxiety about what the future holds. Most people look forward to it, but I dread it in a way. I worry about stuff like what if I don’t find a job, what if I don’t get paid enough, what if I had picked a different major instead. Then I feel so consumed worrying about my professional life that I stop and think about my personal life too. So I worry even more with stuff will I ever get married, am I ever going to have kids, am I going to be alone... All I have been doing lately is sit ponder and worry. I don’t know how to stop it my mind just does it. I feel like this worry is holding me back from actually living my life. I have always had a sense of anxiety about the uncertain, like the future, but it’s getting a little out of hand lately. I don’t know how to stop it when im awake. Is this normal, do people worry as much as I do?",2.4035627530364394,3.562055267206482,4.33748987854251,87.11935222672065,75.2753036437247,6.819433198380567,22.311740890688267,7.273561745256523,0.7081546558704459,909,23,195,10,19,311,116,247,0.185,0.727,0.08800000000000001,-0.9776,3,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,20,6,0,2,10,0,29,5,2,3,4,43,44,20,0,7,9,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,20,6,0,5,9,0,2,4,6,2,0,0,6,4,29,4,24,36,10,26,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,7,21,147,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.07573287015876934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037705755718758,0.0,0.0,0.06457492812623196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187377099216478,0.08767339530151044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059674703504582025,0.0,0.04730827768729313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144336396653254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004985226061818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108240437870272,0.0,0.0,0.06791407966651113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018838817658279,0.0,0.10251688648665792,0.14039926898825106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848048185085907,0.05544218771034218,0.0,0.0,0.0709310483967538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163877387409547,0.0,0.08821126575806965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201808420685637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382847131106742,0.0,0.07701259944675909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279517129275493,0.0,0.262630956622064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444756094921265,0.11374402931056618,0.07778222526520101,0.06852807083376522,0.0,0.06517001845369265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567211342081528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140995963826751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281140422955162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902333465979339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404041110929611,0.0,0.10760532302803193,0.06776311067201905,0.0,0.08518876834817493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464783803968547,0.0,0.0,0.17768203457411086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972719105739545,0.0,0.061610990732209485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160052586042045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7093196443174975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bthnkfl4urfngrs,2020/04/06,"How the tables have turned... Obviously I can’t generalize for all people, but it’s interesting to me that many introverts/anxious people are thriving in this quarantine, while extroverts/active people are having a rough time. And when the extroverts go outside, because that feels good to them, they are scrutinized and shamed for being irresponsible. Welcome to our world! I’m still having an awesome time being quarantined because I have no social stigma against me, no shame or guilt from anyone, for staying home and just doing my thing.",12.47887096774193,10.745274709677425,11.114059139784947,56.79108870967744,54.59139784946237,13.601075268817205,43.68010752688172,12.161744961471696,5.562830107526882,440,19,62,10,4,139,71,93,0.18899999999999997,0.6609999999999999,0.15,-0.5255,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,0,4,6,0,3,4,0,11,0,0,1,2,11,15,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,8,3,9,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780936416699364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105280917840205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878504282340178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475308217077573,0.21363205069301405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554869895516588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25822796860928937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297351318711119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25963673193170617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27147856652752755,0.20340543889949247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921276834465948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703770427217896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770427627219872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,muskyranch,2020/04/06,"Worrying About Non-Issues? Do you guys ever worry about things that you know deep down are not problems, but you build them up in your head as a “Yeah but WHAT IF though?” For example, even though I know my background check is good and I’ve had my job for a while, I’ll still worry about them not wanting to hire me. Even though I’ve obviously already been hired. I know it makes no sense, and it’s really stupid but these kinds of things keep me up at night.",0.8309187620889773,3.1928814148936167,1.676769825918765,98.26136363636364,85.91489361702128,5.120309477756287,15.992263056092842,6.574015621080383,-0.5094978723404253,359,7,82,4,11,111,67,94,0.155,0.763,0.08199999999999999,-0.8136,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,2,0,10,4,1,0,2,1,5,1,1,1,2,17,11,11,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,12,2,13,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,56,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251152454231007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184765279048503,0.14960435231772418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387209407075186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637616959903598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973743359116367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262376173781666,0.16412364741729327,0.14700586622453346,0.0,0.1722278064929933,0.2726813790187362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039883517558967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520692582556772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582555006750195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595280599280553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208033971321145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975498833951126,0.0,0.4874832954812256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755106490684508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038834686204234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Towhomitmayconcern80,2020/04/06,"People who take Ativan for anxiety How much does your doctor prescribed you thanks for looking, answering

All the best",11.649,11.531101900000005,9.320000000000004,63.86500000000004,55.0,12.0,40.0,11.20814326018867,4.8725000000000005,98,4,13,2,1,29,19,20,0.066,0.659,0.275,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968958642811322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072875912928156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972373659257248,0.3396294133136278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325906722755461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28529856525375497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26906006021793244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918033196000208,0.0,0.0,0.3573108504777921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_P0LAR,2020/04/06,"I don't know who I'd be without anxiety Anxiety is so much a part of my life. It controls what I do, where I go, and how I see the world. Without it, I wouldn't have done so well at school. I never would have developed an eating disorder. I would probably have friends. But I also don't know what my personality would be like if I wasn't so anxious.

Anxiety is awful, but it's part of me. I'm not sure who I'd be without it.

Does anyone else feel like this?",0.7518555555555579,2.2922148300000025,3.6113333333333344,88.96122222222225,80.7,7.2444444444444445,24.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.309277777777778,353,13,83,7,9,126,58,100,0.069,0.775,0.156,0.6127,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,1,17,2,0,2,2,19,23,9,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,1,9,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,9,0,1,0,2,2,12,5,6,14,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165626452886055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491312420505953,0.17186071393049246,0.0,0.1063710481911002,0.15587254720173066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706238676453222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435123414519604,0.0,0.1331277541753634,0.15567919596253896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556643570998406,0.12708296153153587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692020820063603,0.10867987864505148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753328830460535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645753399739199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721053296144905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745211486968598,0.1486435728529229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183117766838528,0.0,0.11733006560666945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32947840111781074,0.0,0.0,0.13283181902781327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401911801552638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396109821908846,0.12122587937669105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433783185905452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678084476556487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399362911345477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32420092113070603,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honeyhut827,2020/04/06,How to get on a normal sleep schedule? Anyone know how I can stop being a night owl and stop my thoughts from racing?,2.625,4.27301816666667,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,75.66666666666666,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.3765166666666668,92,2,19,0,2,29,21,24,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,8,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582264196246711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294645326511511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029601944534596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465674256097603,0.3618401764427979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695713882921927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6175104991497784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931866648763051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Alex-King-pseudo,2020/04/06,This has been bad day I've been in therapy and on medication for over a year now.  I have near constant SI and I feel like crap for even writing this post but I will anyway on the off chance that someone else who feels like me might benefit from it or might be able to help.  I feel like there are two people inside of me.  One person is logical and believes in evidence.  The other is guided purely by emotion.  More often than not the emotional side of me wins recently.  I feel like I'm not worthy of other people's time anymore.  I worry that asking people to help will drive them away and make things worse.  I don't have any evidence of that but my emotional person doesn't care.  I feel overwhelmed and exhausted.  I can't trust myself anymore and am constantly afraid as a result.  Do others feel this way? How do you cope with it?,2.06536498936924,4.4052110361445775,3.5013678242381303,87.35153437278527,80.20481927710844,6.556484762579732,21.210489014883066,7.724431198458867,0.983261233167966,656,19,129,11,17,215,108,166,0.158,0.6809999999999999,0.161,0.5502,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,6,13,1,2,5,0,19,3,1,3,1,27,29,11,0,0,5,0,6,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,13,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,2,6,16,8,21,22,1,19,0,1,0,0,9,9,1,4,11,94,29,0,0.11678657493880112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941887574068321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164180170094395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917968253900764,0.0,0.10972483153396406,0.0,0.09751191189540484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157847744159168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907169656731445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524095966359981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753176793232398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756019763538533,0.3941075332887191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713643130665762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543048079980487,0.3337294098853623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655915885226634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282240855893547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795594563426632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765018768001215,0.0,0.2477842007613317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913760563884728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428953187842688,0.20394706513674332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184925600031508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531265351468592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895288595888592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355562649344835,0.0,0.07758781103354277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809919101957225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408351396216206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269974721880993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860243580560488,0.1190154972188652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752067252623228
anxiety,Artstu16,2020/04/06,"Curious if anyone else experienced their first panic attacks after smoking weed. It’s been 10 years now and I still struggle since When I was 16 I had a very intense panic attack after smoking weed. I was convinced I was dying and I wanted to go to the hospital. Since that traumatic event I’ve had literally countless panic attacks and I’ve been in and out of treatment to assess them. I’ve taken anti depressants and other anxiety medications, I’ve taken beta blockers for my heart beat. I’ve been to the cardiologist a number of times because I’m always anticipating a heart attack and I feel palpitations all the time. It’s been the worst aspect of my life since that first event. I wish I could undo it. I wonder how my life would be different now at 26",3.3969387755102036,5.820740496598648,5.442414965986399,74.74484693877552,76.00680272108843,7.465306122448977,26.14625850340137,8.418075326091056,2.1982870748299317,611,23,103,12,14,211,86,147,0.248,0.685,0.067,-0.9827,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,3,5,11,4,4,7,0,12,5,2,1,1,18,20,9,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,0,2,11,2,15,1,13,6,2,17,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,13,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216942649054317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393246014754117,0.0,0.0,0.08585620283974524,0.12581078458169445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587561636276196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485040618423278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803620184424773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575709771817113,0.0,0.12743452603122793,0.1282872934469615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257359223465816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208528645769036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088867672946179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978323239391858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910086687709159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345754745666278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369596074950501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321956761876313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047144302692684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805863060079267,0.0,0.0,0.1283646452540405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431973042378946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131293376530344,0.07242352540267925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120010450076967,0.0,0.13315831452269195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722505017036833,0.0,0.0,0.07907142623052145
anxiety,momdestroyer69420,2020/04/06,"I don't like shit, I don't go outside. I hate myself, I hate looking in the mirror, I hate school, I hate people, I hate this world, I hate capitalism, I hate doing things I like, I hate the people I love, I hate thinking about my future, I hate thinking about the past, I hate thinking about my parents, I hate thinking about my identity, I hate eating, I hate waking up, I hate being unable to express myself, I hate faking interactions and I hate going outside.",1.6494505494505525,4.079568065934069,3.6491098901098944,85.10839010989012,82.62637362637362,4.958681318681318,22.286813186813184,6.2581,0.6231134065934061,358,12,66,3,10,121,39,91,0.063,0.414,0.523,0.9940000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,22,18,0,3,0,4,4,2,0,0,5,29,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,19,0,0,0,1,26,3,7,28,0,7,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,4,43,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910979742999716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566034018442833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9695558517171272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644382339222274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048509513435969216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052136739032235084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414312954375326,0.0,0.05514489063820606,0.08009636926709134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058463025816457334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929672941011994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03837765582065902,0.14805838021640466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heinousanus666,2020/04/06,"My experience with meds/therapy This is a long one, sorry for rambling. I also talk about my symptoms/heavy stuff and it could be triggering, so be careful. 

If you’d asked me two years ago if I thought that being stable was ever a possibility, I would’ve been fully convinced it wasn’t. 

I always felt like I was treading water. The crushing dread, the self loathing was suffocating and all encompassing. I think the physical symptoms were the worst part. My chest was tight all the time. I always felt like I couldn’t breathe. I was scared to drive, to leave my house. I flunked out of school. 

I would disassociate- I didn’t even know what that was when I got diagnosed with a panic disorder. Doesn’t everyone feel like they’re in a nightmare and that nothing is real sometimes? I’d be convinced that “reality” was just a hallucination and that I was actually buried alive in a coffin. I shit you not. Doesn’t that sound insane? I knew it sounded insane. Objectively I knew it wasn’t real, it couldn’t be, but it FELT real. I’d be having a nice day with friends or family and my hands would start sweating and I’d KNOW that I was in a box underground, slowly running out of oxygen. 

I never thought I’d have a job I loved. I never thought I’d be in the nursing program. I never thought I would be strong and brave. I am so, so lucky I have such a good support system and access to medicine and therapy. I take Zoloft 100mg daily and hydroxyzine as needed for insomnia. It didn’t make the anxiety and panic go away, but it made it bearable. It also seemed to give me the emotional strength to use the tools my therapist gave me. I talk to him about once a month now. I used to talk to him every week. 

I still get anxious. But I can handle it. I still get shortness of breath. The disassociation and panic attacks hardly ever happen anymore. I don’t think I’ll ever be “better”, not fully. I don’t think that’s possible or realistic. Everyone has shit. No one is 100% healthy. But I can handle it. It’s not engulfing me. I don’t feel powerless anymore. I feel steady, which is what I wanted so desperately when I first started medication and therapy. 

I have a job that I love and I’m working hard to get the degree I want. I’m making As. I didn’t think I could do that. I barely graduated from high school. I never thought I’d make it this far. I did, and life keeps going. I’d been scared and angry since I was a child. I was so ready to be hurt and disappointed. I’m not anymore. I have friends. I didn’t used to have friends. I’m kinder, now. I used to be so cynical. 

I know it won’t always be easy. I’ll have ups and downs. But I’ll make it. I’ve worked so hard. 

If you’ve read this far, I appreciate it. If you want to share your experience, I’ll read it. You can ask me questions if you want.",1.0615986842105265,3.3959132157894736,3.182033991228072,88.1119983552632,84.3859649122807,6.158991228070176,22.415021929824558,7.472759873165716,0.9833179824561401,2183,77,460,37,64,739,238,570,0.142,0.688,0.171,0.9678,3,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,0,6,0,6,23,34,4,6,24,0,64,16,7,10,9,99,122,43,1,17,17,0,11,3,3,4,6,2,0,2,35,23,1,2,22,2,0,4,23,14,0,4,34,13,72,20,35,67,4,42,0,3,0,2,24,14,2,10,26,297,107,10,0.0,0.0,0.060669994853122564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511090129340157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994363624968116,0.1551939289576338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047560697453533515,0.07023561143988279,0.184970983121096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624311367981155,0.07072856605386675,0.058411765673268674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549852580651469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338754811444502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992770790434762,0.0,0.0,0.04009519608441305,0.0,0.0,0.06310232612964972,0.0,0.0,0.07125343108046593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993408439001904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04106340458551529,0.1687118732402822,0.05238180687055342,0.11881424102013945,0.0,0.12163046993593755,0.0586093505704074,0.0,0.09430668123326487,0.04441502396489888,0.17908192728758035,0.0,0.0,0.05288267935142569,0.0,0.0,0.14409964057206207,0.0,0.097445452277329,0.059640154271137225,0.07066650225073788,0.05214614281344638,0.04972388314541384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549776708065969,0.0,0.16707919797633822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656871476036287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173706613449488,0.06655541499075973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339038523867267,0.055260502527311885,0.0,0.0,0.10250278047680396,0.0,0.0,0.06583018505339121,0.0,0.0,0.043913264502283035,0.091120931484285,0.0,0.0,0.05501943946841592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222363380448423,0.058827768521270286,0.16599868473044194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263081107628547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049624353960416936,0.0,0.0,0.04609905973994915,0.19180064389814855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059654817265600374,0.0,0.0,0.0662101592156094,0.08425745042204108,0.0,0.0,0.2188330611547743,0.0,0.06732520897156175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017707736867654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964582556067256,0.0,0.12437578632540296,0.21229286178147336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244881713759368,0.12584088153790599,0.0,0.05659820604304075,0.06485798375272844,0.0,0.12763541737833953,0.0514285505599769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148877674197724,0.06959542148839805,0.08801000496252505,0.0,0.0992997916883408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117099946498863,0.0,0.0705509921007359,0.0,0.06461954534836953,0.046744906444004364,0.1499122502819928,0.0,0.0,0.2132941062661952,0.07218540269820152,0.0,0.15934684208785832,0.0,0.2467844202116315,0.0362524501770881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060732100396783714,0.0,0.0,0.21478336793192732,0.0,0.0,0.14668042867331602,0.0,0.0498698812811063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052255706382327,0.0,0.0,0.17665817396908726,0.0,0.0,0.040036129941260434
anxiety,Berlin9119,2020/04/06,"Working in medical office - Terrible Anxiety I work in a doctors office in a major city in the states, we still see on average 50 patients a day Monday-Friday. I work front desk reception/scheduling and it’s been the craziest couple weeks I’ve ever experienced. 

The phones go off like crazy lately, everyone is panicking over the phone cancelling all of their scheduled yearly cardiac tests and follow ups. The doctors are literally screaming and cussing at us, and wanting to write us up for cancelling patients appointments. They said we are losing $$. Everyone is losing $$ we are in a crisis.. I can’t force people to keep their appointments. 

A lady called last week and said she tested positive for the virus but still wanted to come in to see the doctor, we told her no and the dr called her over the phone. What if she didn’t tell us? She would’ve came in. I know we are essential, and this is what I get for working in the medical field but I can’t breathe. 

Everyday I’m at the front, I do wear a mask and gloves but now the masks are gone and we can’t order anymore cause it’s on backorder. I can’t breathe while I’m at work, and between the doctors literal yelling at us, the panicking phone calls, my family who tells me to suck it up at least I’m making money and think this entire virus is somehow an attack on trump, I just feel like I’m on the edge of a cliff about to fall off. Before this my anxiety levels were tolerable, I had it under control. 

It’s Sunday night now and I enjoyed my weekend laying in Bed, watching movies and hanging out with family because they are all working from home. But I have to wake up tomorrow and go back to work for a week and endure it again. And now the surgeon general is saying this is going to be the worst week. I’m really not cut out for the medical field",4.202394815129622,5.3823918701657485,5.421215469613261,80.99368465788358,70.9060773480663,8.773650658733532,28.840203994900133,9.162432508145574,2.4266124946876317,1435,54,278,29,26,478,184,362,0.109,0.85,0.040999999999999995,-0.9602,0,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,10,0,4,10,11,11,3,0,27,0,23,13,4,3,3,49,49,22,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,9,5,2,0,13,27,0,2,3,1,1,11,7,8,0,0,9,10,35,3,49,39,5,66,0,2,3,0,34,30,1,2,25,185,48,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609644833175968,0.0,0.08173479807492884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376040988154444,0.0,0.06337302759286853,0.0,0.05024019578107685,0.0,0.07013017908336378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25246869189470666,0.09426226171811443,0.0,0.08466421619236411,0.0,0.07099432257205249,0.0,0.0,0.0924368594930218,0.0,0.09119203979966796,0.0,0.05315167871906741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374261956068663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455023841825892,0.0,0.15750456370525914,0.0,0.0,0.15538945687623204,0.0,0.04167214455832381,0.05887820274308912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043059101653762186,0.0,0.14051720370404785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267024281668413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073255371291917,0.0,0.0,0.04529382891859006,0.06718026341182033,0.09296914707739078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052885711691979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440545908607864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501350298926573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490771768193536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734209028817325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571370673410333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527979756302276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679349976771462,0.06554072917646271,0.0,0.0,0.13135020010394674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163548604619013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407091255859578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528090206724562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875228185262959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965465207704717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972225076890194,0.0,0.2644374555027393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42000020424250417,0.0,0.0,0.05854615654038583,0.0,0.0,0.05307337844944378
anxiety,Edselmonster,2020/04/06,"Online Therapy? As the title suggests, has anyone used online therapy? With the way everything is going I know most places don’t want to see face to face, which I don’t either. I did a quick google search and I found quite a few websites but I wanted to know if anyone had success? Or hated it? Felt lukewarm? 

Also, do any online take insurance? I realize that’s a broad question but it didn’t seem like a lot told me if they did before I had to sign up to pay. 

Thanks in advance!",0.3621899529042381,2.7737825816326516,2.521428571428572,90.412032967033,90.53061224489795,5.056200941915228,18.762951334379906,6.67199483983844,0.3259409733124019,375,11,75,5,13,126,68,98,0.075,0.777,0.14800000000000002,0.8065,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,2,4,1,0,6,0,10,2,2,1,0,21,24,8,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,8,2,9,3,9,16,4,8,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,7,2,50,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585285583756395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480668322577244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772212181254409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686834912358343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816094867494014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033680805946965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173545833298848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266159024690355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571614585147806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788968154050514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684766915799913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685324148870304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711351412643075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206870898699071,0.21084745739094726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796772956847588,0.18046581321673666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904814383590842,0.0,0.0,0.1825082699852224,0.4533982851257872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942215775463864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121150063390936,0.0,0.0,0.23384842642697445,0.1573498156689946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ronshalva,2020/04/06,"I'm going to die alone I'm sure of it, I'm sure it will happen.
I'm sure no one would ever love me for a long time of it will happen at all.
I'm sure no one would find me visually appealing
I'm sure if I have a good personality it would only get me to being friends with someone but never to an actual ""love"" place in their heart
And im sure I should just give up before trying anymore so I would just save myself from being hurt

And I can't blame anyone for not loving me",0.3105660377358497,1.9319513773584944,3.12701886792453,91.52316981132078,82.39622641509433,5.749433962264153,16.260377358490565,6.742157984588678,-0.3222083018867923,370,6,87,4,10,131,64,106,0.138,0.6459999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.7253,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,13,0,0,3,0,11,4,1,0,9,24,25,5,1,6,5,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,0,10,12,12,16,1,9,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,1,4,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.11567988848858694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277375775886333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756180713313183,0.08288732004329838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087050781054477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302787677941253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722802229990072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834523703793536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158525227600577,0.0,0.061933300420035524,0.11371628450323153,0.06737014829187102,0.09942740229949006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965259165312247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047283635878932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269016587702324,0.0,0.12804569789977932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490593641583833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209663395154862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914268954196024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606542491515096,0.09015652988399037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350629878077136,0.12385115574322066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044024877154054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6703465716874739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912279132503941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080482234178581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368353321079872,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zachalv23,2020/04/06,"“Hangxiety” I drank a little last night and this morning I could easily feel like it was still having an effect on me. It seemed like as soon as I got up, that I had so much anxiety about everything and everyone in my life. I can feel like everyone just doesn’t like me. I tend to overthink what I did last night or even what I did today to make me people dislike me. Really, it’s me being hard on myself about social reasons. I looked this up and people labeled it as “hangxiety”.

Does anyone else feel like this after a night of drinking?",4.688174603174602,5.256475277777779,5.8326984126984165,80.72500000000002,69.37037037037037,9.134391534391536,26.539682539682538,9.23628265651192,2.066046031746031,422,12,83,8,7,141,67,108,0.055999999999999994,0.805,0.139,0.8369,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,3,0,13,18,8,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,3,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,16,5,14,10,1,15,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,14,62,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140938357022691,0.0,0.0,0.10428411526145896,0.15281442605773338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907839194803507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305158715365967,0.0,0.0,0.14610316720689895,0.0,0.0,0.12458967391496535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850741446196992,0.0,0.0,0.2850246783551836,0.1340399341171734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262332465743726,0.3196429437508403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928312362564365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360265642167646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431425797490239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534397209310756,0.3643181990747325,0.1494802693402253,0.0,0.0,0.1252423915380541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995539787916877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963712043941608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41988125084977596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067936808677081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955446983109097,0.1533436406842313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577400599784736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203230516817046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910563474419125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136993797417172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheShiveringDeep,2020/04/06,"Anxiety makes me stupid at work. I work at a call center talking to people all day. It's fairly repetitive. The problem is because it is so repetitive, if I ever get a call that throws me off, especially if I can't get as much help that I need right now because we are working remotely, I panic and mess up. This doesn't just last for that call, though. It usually lasts for hours, and sometimes till the end of the day. My anxiety will be on high alert and I'll make little mistakes here and there. It's difficult and I don't know how to fix it. Right now I still have 40 minutes left of my shift and I am just so exhausted and done.",2.832499999999996,4.0071766439393945,4.308000000000003,87.68700000000004,74.22727272727272,8.007272727272726,26.078787878787878,8.548686976883017,1.6215096969696967,495,17,109,9,10,165,86,132,0.20199999999999999,0.762,0.036000000000000004,-0.9604,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,12,7,1,1,5,0,11,1,0,3,2,21,17,15,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,13,0,13,14,2,26,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,2,14,74,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304726815586136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365295449448668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614494476282007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429587566963968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415321275305244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341903157693805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625913803602796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574024765160333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096832223399832,0.1591554987911558,0.0,0.0,0.1483463910018078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278575921075551,0.24557734434517794,0.0,0.0,0.16366675739779613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097712467502036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110177128082385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107349971648572,0.11169489183770843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673921647629184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104432228668619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413857469628885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572851176340568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898313124326915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202983266329462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210757346957632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479993788508799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659045790870742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289950145562671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,claire_bear_sugar,2020/04/06,"Anxiety really does suck.  It's been attacking me really hard recently then before. I use to get anxiety and wouldnt had lasted months now. There days it comes and goes and times I can't stop thinking about it. My cat recently died Dec 15, she had cancer and watching her die was the hardest thing  I could have deal with. Since then my anxiety been super bad cause now I'm scared of being alone and losing everyone I love and close to me. I'm scared of losing my fiance been with for many years now. I was cheated once by a ex who I dated for 4 yrs  would call me fatso,call me stupid, and make me do things he wanted to do. I never thought that feel be awaken again so I'm scared of losing her and I feel like I keep finding different things that not suppose to be red flag to be it and causing me to panic and freak out. I don't trust therapist cause I tried it once and was a huge mistake. She tried to break me down completely saying the diet I was doing wasn't something I should be doing ((eating fruit/vegetables, keep away from sugar foods,process food just eating more homemade cooking,healthy food)), my collection of funko pop was now hoarding problem because I only had 30 and it was to much and I wasn't playing with them (( I collecting them cause I like them or I find them cute)). She always find a way to make me cry and feel more worse about myself then I would before joining her. Even to this day I feel disgusted on having some funko pops and why should I even try to diet.  I just hate my anxiety and wanted to vent cause it getting so much worse for me to handle then it has been for awhile.  Also the covid 19 isn't helping me being trap inside my walls giving my brain more time to think stupid crazy might not even matter.",3.4400115412863315,4.822591790368278,4.217104186339313,88.11438988563637,73.0226628895184,7.1559752386947855,23.272374357360192,7.662118739084242,0.9440163466582728,1374,36,283,17,27,440,185,353,0.254,0.696,0.051,-0.997,1,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,4,16,25,7,4,6,0,38,10,1,8,1,62,62,24,2,10,5,1,5,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,15,22,7,3,10,1,0,1,9,18,0,0,16,9,50,7,33,33,6,31,0,3,2,1,19,7,1,3,23,186,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126459967707951,0.0,0.06274729207996195,0.06528797946628936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400976785319765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926364322148575,0.07371911098868701,0.0,0.0655138071778338,0.047830666666724746,0.0,0.13353344535641806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759129846507024,0.08012008219089596,0.0,0.0,0.40301852334956106,0.0,0.06758942168479327,0.08226756490071635,0.0,0.0,0.06264677949966456,0.0,0.08618855208585367,0.10120502868526317,0.0808924998571297,0.0,0.0,0.1628656048019066,0.08197773510186346,0.0,0.0,0.06866400269267861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057565007786426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547335260222905,0.0,0.0,0.07497530779837946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869416308345696,0.05605439321160568,0.0,0.0,0.21514285647505516,0.0,0.1897569311745365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198795829316616,0.07526941021932558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702879508237793,0.07746653533180839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259247996272018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948406017679485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395828550978366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076666678183258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26334200856337275,0.0,0.0,0.07081643929634347,0.0,0.104750090350545,0.07954974907176476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323745291654222,0.0,0.0,0.06262887648034271,0.0,0.1153595106011104,0.0,0.0605159456842953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712229187168187,0.0,0.05967508401662661,0.0,0.09206009860809944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507904394015033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053154983916124,0.0,0.15494662755928376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062397383640655,0.23566717809322715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490587954360125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060405092937654864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559906154418793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911022574293978,0.15638313697061032,0.1005525804790679,0.0,0.062291313587822875,0.09150548241138462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598148495499769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677673357267806,0.0,0.0,0.0925596981755412,0.06228073316049131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080117164558147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992217123861324,0.11147654401282507,0.0,0.0,0.05052796936847182
anxiety,DeltaRamenSebas,2020/04/06,"I've been trapping myself in my own mind for months now, and I want to get out and not worry so much. So, I'm not medically diagnosed to have anxiety, but it sure feels like I am. I'm a worrywart, and its been holding me back so much these past couple of months, and just when I feel like I've overcame it, it just floods back. I'd say I've always had a sense of anxiousness, but its been fluctuating the past couple of months, here's the beginning of it.

In the summer of 2019, I was helping move some things that were extremely heavy, and I injured myself, giving myself a Varicocele (Which is when a vein behind one of the testicles becomes thick after heavy pressure is applied around the groin, and is a mostly common thing within men, rarely ever having complications), and for the first couple of months, I didn't see it as just an injury, but, an opening for something else to happen (particularly. testicular cancer). Since my grandpa got diagnosed with Lung Cancer a couple of years prior, the ""C"" word (I don't like saying it that much, it gets my anxiety acting up even worse so I usually replace it with just the letter C) has been a big worry for me in my daily life (of course, my grandpa got it from smoking packs a day since he was 13, so obviously I wouldn't get it like he did), to the point of turning into a phobia of sorts. initially in the first couple of months after my injury, I couldn't find the motivation of finding work or continuing in my studies, worrying about how maybe one day I'd come home and notice something out of place, getting some disease or a ""C"" word out of nowhere. I couldn't do things like watch the movie ""Venom"" because I related the symbiote to every disease I could think of, and I couldn't watch the new ""Godzilla"" because of the constant talk of radiation and whatnot. 

But eventually, in the first week of January of this year, almost 6 months after getting injured, I thought to myself, ""I need to do something, help mom and dad pay off some bills, I can't be like this, I'm 19, going on 20 this year, I need to change."" And was finally beginning to get out of my funk, I even watched ""Venom"", which became one of my favorite movies, losing the connection I had of Venom with diseases. All was going well, until that weekend, where I accidentally fell asleep watching YouTube on my phone late at night. I woke up to my alarm sounding, my phone wrapped up in my blanket, close to my crotch. I got up an noticed I felt this weird, burning feeling on my left testicle, and immediately, the thoughts of radiation and ""C"" word  came flooding back, and I felt broken, like I was back on step one. I didn't eat well or stop worrying for days. Eventually, the feeling went away after about 3 days (to tell the truth I don't know if my phone was the culprit, the heat from being under my warm blanket, or my sleeping position, but, since it went away, I didn't try to dawdle on the thought) it just went away, and I was off to rebuild my confidence again.

Flash forward through a couple of more nonsensical worries and problems, and we get to this month. I finally wanted to bury the hatchet on this nonsensical worry of getting the ""C"" word from nothing and move on with myself, already having let down my parents twice from not finding a job or continuing college, my mom actually dismissing my reasoning for not doing so as, ""not valid anymore"". The COVID-19 pandemic comes in, putting everyone on edge. I decide to use what little money I had saved up and went to go buy ""Animal Crossing New Horizons"" for my Nintendo Switch, seeing how so many other people on social media were buzzing about it, and of course, Animal Crossing is infamous for being a ""relaxing"" game. I play it for a couple of days, and as I was cleaning my room and noticed I still had the games box on my dresser, I grabbed it and was putting it away, reading a little it of info on the back of the box. My eyes pass by the, ""May cause ""C"" and reproductive harm"" warning label, and its like the flame of worry inside me reignited. I've had a run in with the ""Prop 65"" warning label once before, when I noticed a flashlight my dad owns also has said label. I washed my hands so many times after touching that flashlight and playing that game, my knuckles bled. Of course, I used reddit as an outlet for asking about how concerned I should be about ""Prop 65"", and after some reading I did, saw that most of the time, the label is nothing to worry about, and is just there as a regulation. 

Now, in present day, the worry of ""C"" word returns, after hearing about how paper receipts from stores are toxic. To clarify, my family is on the more poor side, so I have a knack for keeping receipts of almost everything I buy, specifically my video games, just in case I ever wanted to return any if I didn't enjoy them. These receipts have built up over the years, folded up and edged in the little plastic clips within the game boxes, and after reading what I read today, I panicked immediately. I dry heaved and felt pricks all over my body as I pulled out every game box I had in my drawer, dumping every receipt I could find into my trashcan without touching it. I even had a couple of movie ticket stubs I had on top of my dresser I had kept as momentos from movies I loved, one of them completely blank after having been in my wallet for months, and another one from a movie I had gone to watch recently that was still in my wallet. I then took my trash out to outside trash can, washed my personal trash can, and, of course, proceeded to wash my hands as many times as I could. 

In the past couple of hours, my psych has fluctuated from thinking, ""Ok, this might be a bit of an overreaction, I didn't even really touch those old receipts, I can't go back down this hole of worry and fear again."" to, ""I just know I'm going to get ""c"" word now, its inevitable, I've touched so many receipts and movie ticket stubs in my life, I've HELD receipts in my mouth countless times in my life, its just a matter of time before I start feeling sick and feeling bumps all over my body."" back and forth. And I'm so terribly sick of it, I want it to end. I know i'm probably more than fine, and this new worry about the receipts is just another obstacle in my way. But I just can't shake this feeling of worry and dread, although, I'm sure it will go away sooner or later. 

Essentially, what I'm trying to say is I want to learn to rationalize and control this worried feeling in me, most of the time I'm perfectly normal, but it randomly comes out of the blue and takes me over. I know that getting ""c"" of any kind is super rare if there are no outside factors coming into contact with my body, but man, is it draining to deal with the fear. Now I'm too nervous to go the the bathroom because of how maybe there is still some residue from those old receipts on my hands and so I'm going to get into even more contact with whatever ""c"" inducing chemicals used in that paper. The skin on my hands is dry after having washed my hands a good 5, 8 times in the past hour or 2, and I still don't know if thats enough to make sure I'm safe. I'm terribly sorry for rambling, so I will just end it here. Please, if anyone can help me with not just my long term problem, but especially this new current problem, I would so deeply appreciate it, thank you so much to whom ever took the time to read through this.",9.195219857036552,6.311517488995872,9.093135725077238,72.32392439172888,61.86795048143054,11.735251538999258,38.41653324914876,9.671318002592287,3.5382856247322247,5775,212,1124,80,61,1896,521,1454,0.106,0.7879999999999999,0.106,-0.8815,3,0,3,0,0,1,213.0,1,1,2,10,80,46,2,7,78,1,91,35,17,14,12,218,189,102,0,25,41,7,24,8,0,7,16,6,5,3,67,74,1,7,31,19,7,34,23,17,2,10,56,40,137,29,224,114,24,228,0,1,10,1,44,89,1,26,114,775,204,14,0.0,0.0,0.03150328605867544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465297848289933,0.0,0.03562479352748929,0.02581648622152451,0.02686181612705631,0.0,0.0,0.04390672463974626,0.06770251097734331,0.049392397696953735,0.036470294155344314,0.03201579192441286,0.02257283429365196,0.0,0.0,0.028738472593479295,0.03017999318667945,0.0,0.15165342997409142,0.1737639780086511,0.0,0.059037754747770135,0.03565373716981796,0.054940448231033084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035244378236887065,0.10757650082783997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03692284104898765,0.0,0.03316325473237667,0.034150846088309886,0.1112348479626905,0.03384782650112102,0.03488616072869271,0.03620782493353397,0.07732539522414501,0.3214820243198281,0.0,0.12491813472711415,0.033282075429246605,0.0,0.06553257951785932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03303329052403337,0.02696807713170505,0.0,0.057185830645309015,0.0333566881331049,0.0,0.10661218814443596,0.08760472812056039,0.08159877300673955,0.030847530412384867,0.029013634665002494,0.0,0.03043328322678615,0.07265408911897032,0.13058493964837609,0.046125575209180016,0.09298944555603822,0.07072830194452608,0.11802331555109775,0.08237901680346499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553032473497197,0.030968534695540176,0.1467761479499415,0.027077220920911183,0.07745834090494404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028547510090496914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03638498112074176,0.0,0.0649152970258757,0.0,0.03238220873725392,0.0,0.06358396918643608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03203562660978207,0.028694372285321918,0.0,0.03361749380698918,0.0887087162549888,0.0,0.036416323748561116,0.0,0.035075278842134294,0.03301127698963406,0.06840673730407441,0.12617368338036708,0.09706732443942193,0.0,0.02856919873749215,0.0,0.03611611545435914,0.0,0.0,0.029136422764215436,0.0,0.021548971872699274,0.13091847840826806,0.06486467950130549,0.0,0.0,0.03252145252689978,0.0,0.034246873213209905,0.03259635289174238,0.07561828261506033,0.2061421263775192,0.06862286257353196,0.09492607942857964,0.047874468080619625,0.0,0.1247154409406948,0.0,0.030295153692009205,0.03163021953950646,0.061952297099939324,0.14701640091341694,0.06775058578935769,0.03438005212971326,0.13125367340048194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03584614946192028,0.0,0.12327006841972163,0.02238077908364956,0.02818803321795283,0.03372858012792075,0.035436741439120456,0.030517613018432182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03480624131205271,0.09267063354396628,0.0,0.06490611714127813,0.0,0.0,0.16145732272054902,0.0,0.02068114244630511,0.033192021454773915,0.0318752996572212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030708267359159293,0.0770175640232565,0.0,0.0,0.051450309718791255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011381954768464,0.0,0.032306042579686334,0.03290817612288219,0.0,0.07455846449346025,0.0,0.03613787139476325,0.02284988130518336,0.0,0.10312411434014407,0.02698980645001075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127826834137376,0.0,0.02427259410614072,0.025947634223291285,0.02821652752238905,0.029721598970345518,0.0,0.0,0.06434163080273901,0.04137093765207413,0.0,0.07688664095231502,0.15059454823051208,0.0,0.03060025178325696,0.0,0.07173459813012624,0.043835706951244016,0.035114338257897615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836457366238386,0.03555486444032408,0.0,0.09520594807390988,0.025624527150196082,0.02589525744174373,0.0,0.05805209962567905,0.11970565053783135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031119398145828814,0.0,0.023502210745594138,0.4262008102318172,0.03289885820918477,0.022932724003952062,0.0,0.0,0.08315607458185986
anxiety,kieranluke626,2020/04/06,"Made Redundant During CoronaVirus- Really Struggling Hi guys!

First time poster here!

A few weeks ago I got made redundant from my job, in an industry I’ve worked in since I left high school 3 years ago (UK) Because of the amount of hassle I’ve had in that industry I’m going to retrain in a completely new one at college, but due to my age it’ll cost money with a student loan. I’m driving myself mental worrying about it because I don’t know if I want that burden of a loan on me, or even if it’s the right choice as every life choice I’ve made so far seems to be completely wrong. I’m overthinking everything about this course even though it seems perfect- like what if I can’t find a job after? It’s keeping me up at night worrying (even as I write this it’s 3.30am), I’m having panic attacks more regularly than I ever have and I’m really not coping well.",5.621355932203387,5.249734327683619,6.646333333333335,78.93729661016951,67.30508474576271,10.469830508474576,30.129378531073453,10.125756701596842,2.749920225988701,684,22,140,15,10,230,113,177,0.159,0.7859999999999999,0.055,-0.9609,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,10,8,1,2,8,0,7,1,0,3,2,20,22,10,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,2,0,1,4,0,4,2,3,5,1,2,5,0,12,3,22,15,3,26,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,6,13,78,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313368197308523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844723231721207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908671952688958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27362522698487485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585553094176608,0.11803251047814785,0.10994050477124392,0.0,0.117272853112217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192622977804316,0.11099175093213337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415848547438894,0.0,0.10436197486853492,0.0,0.0,0.12920215086290246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786615231453256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589754353182471,0.11598239741478936,0.0,0.0,0.0717119683297959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177396493123293,0.0,0.09216647446822103,0.06374911316928884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704084463014259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149970206656536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260246755976568,0.0,0.12245274161463728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842102996779833,0.0,0.0,0.15309779381638064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718598743672206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114347587278285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205930516414746,0.0,0.2375800192191052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793978188247184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364128223060994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820232453222322,0.0,0.07608772796846686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696431896792848,0.0,0.10466840012746796,0.0,0.11732303502928698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499572667829316,0.2650307510813394,0.0,0.0,0.14266650452450294,0.0,0.08402902835533252
anxiety,megaladumb,2020/04/06,"Tonight got bad, but I found an effective way to bring myself back to Earth! So I just had an awful panic attack. I got light headed, felt like the room was spinning, and I experienced extreme derealization and disassociation. I haven’t had a panic attack that severe in probably 4 months. I have constant anxiety in the background of every waking moment, some moments worse than others, but it’s so constant that I have learned to ignore it and work around it. It has been so long since I’ve had such a bad panic attack that I’m realizing I’m actually grateful to be back to my normal level of anxiousness. 

DAE get into the mindset that the panic they’re feeling is somehow going to kill them? I always seem to convince myself that I’m having a heart attack or something and that I’m just going to drop dead in that moment.

Pro-tip: This particular time, I calmed down by sniffing some lavender essential oil and taking deep breaths until I was calm enough to walk down the hallway, washing my face, making some caffeine free tea, and putting on a show that relaxes me until I fall asleep. 
It’s been something like an hour since I literally thought I was about to die and I already feel worlds better. It’s so hard to remember this shit in the moment though.",7.4767418944691695,7.076779954545457,7.809669421487605,72.22716147488876,63.50413223140496,9.760203432930707,34.31786395422759,9.057496981413335,3.0018311506675146,1007,38,177,14,13,331,142,242,0.293,0.586,0.121,-0.9957,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,13,21,6,4,13,1,15,9,7,2,0,31,33,17,3,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,17,9,1,1,10,2,1,6,1,13,0,0,13,7,20,9,27,19,4,36,0,0,0,0,1,13,1,6,17,117,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.10031184397750653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343542776472637,0.0,0.08553261089243444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863691556213638,0.116127646186205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150820563860093,0.0,0.4677707918007569,0.0,0.1580840534580597,0.17165692745375796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091269319285376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221669895307407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668365384530873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062133927674162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660814379133566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039511883571644,0.0,0.09869809281481176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270800985858187,0.0,0.0,0.053705476811205466,0.0,0.1168400815818973,0.0,0.16442705888186845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208298368830754,0.0,0.1054960142127186,0.0,0.0,0.12181105486880645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012311094249152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372602264441407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043963999299416,0.0,0.0,0.09096920876698483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861560728439044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204896776426378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071602186234456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824251359796747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082901769152373,0.0,0.0,0.10333608188896663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644524798172327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357954335979417,0.0,0.116127646186205,0.10551627789862056,0.17006405727414334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827125766161854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728808570539655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009943094273883,0.08160673267330754,0.05993984563160424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815928714452312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483505349402397,0.0,0.10475558408641156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,batwingedbeach,2020/04/06,"Burning skin symptom? I’ve been having this odd sensation particularly on my chest and somewhat on my arms like I have a sunburn, even though I don’t. It’s very sensitive to touch and feeling my clothing rub against it makes me uneasy. My doctor said anxiety can do that to you. Anyone have the same? Is there some sort of remedy?",1.9251562500000008,4.663298703125005,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,85.40625,6.325,25.1875,7.645422480735847,1.6999437500000003,263,11,49,5,8,86,53,64,0.11599999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.062,-0.5369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,6,3,1,0,8,11,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,6,9,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865102584613634,0.0,0.0,0.2618762760763332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833417506756541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473699354933541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937086755420493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829737789716612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499980478252627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35625861582807944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892744141842192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679684724447732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090219801864299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RedditBlow5,2020/04/06,"Advice on Working Out During an Anxiety Attack? For me exercise is key to preventing anxiety but when I feel an anxiety attack, it makes it really difficult to exercise. Specifically, I can't breathe as well as I normally can and I become more conscious of the fact, which makes me anxious. However at the end of the exercise I feel better.  


What is your take on exercising during an anxiety attack? Do you avoid it or embrace it?",4.419535714285715,6.746672025000002,6.862142857142861,66.22000000000003,72.5,11.571428571428573,33.92857142857143,11.20814326018867,5.133107142857141,342,18,54,14,7,122,53,80,0.31,0.62,0.07,-0.9593,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,2,7,3,1,6,0,5,5,1,2,1,13,10,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,9,2,11,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245270936779844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540022157748419,0.1993704280598556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6023091791101827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949065946987584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608085717048406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630753464930516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846562468740088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23560148586738386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291142161776393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305662095084824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268983947460886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586753304325761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284784212801698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TFDP117,2020/04/06,"A problem with a girl I like I've just had one of my biggest anxiety attacks in days, also my first time of having the confidence to post here.

I'm finding it hard to talk about it on here. So any support will be welcomed.",0.7070212765957429,2.8195720425531974,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,83.8936170212766,5.4621276595744686,26.421276595744683,6.742157984588678,1.1534885106382975,174,8,37,2,5,59,39,47,0.161,0.631,0.207,0.539,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,3,3,8,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605372298906514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092347689992362,0.0,0.2353764032101176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500334598379933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842987057904002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812163896131676,0.2617147250629261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756232405921813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031821271391038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084937425841029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946749500506218,0.0,0.0,0.29441076527082544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491546519014071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473036783013565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794122413485135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glitchglitch207,2020/04/06,"social anxiety is crippling My social anxiety has been really bad, and I’ve been asking my parents to take me to a therapist for awhile now. It sucks because I feel like I’m so egotistical because corona is not my top priority. I just feel like my friends hate me, they have a kind of tease each other humor. I’m scared that they mean it when they say things like that.
 Anyways, I hope everyone stays safe and healthy!",4.4730894308943085,5.840499073170732,5.425365853658537,80.50723577235773,70.46341463414635,8.881300813008131,29.52032520325203,9.2995712137729,2.565920325203252,332,13,64,7,6,109,57,82,0.22699999999999998,0.563,0.21,-0.1933,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,5,13,3,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,16,4,0,1,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,12,8,4,14,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,1,1,5,39,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929417753037735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789947683245782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598660270180642,0.2334316681941143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829538703139024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936218215363672,0.2735665511034356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792607758768728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890329346413079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016883805986934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993822688565368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280621698855646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856249271325653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126002209005327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265795681152952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226136670513213,0.19169076506298133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390350741609813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407717156727995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439585268224244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230666442695216,0.12720143471564238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ace019,2020/04/06,"Recent events triggering feelings I didn’t know were there I have never been an anxious person. I have never been depressed (at least not that I’m aware of). I’ve always been able to overcome the darkest and worst times. I have always been able to have the mental resolve to conquer my worries and issues

This time it’s different. I’m being tested, mentally, in ways I never imagined possible. I am in a constant state of worry and fear. Anxious, distant to my girl, lost in a sea of my own fears for us, my loved ones and the world. I can’t focus on my work from home. I can’t focus on good thoughts. I can’t keep my head on straight. I feel like (after discussing with my girl) that I’m exhibiting signs of depression and anxiety and it does feels like it. I’m constantly mentally and then physically exhausted. I can hardly ever eat lately. I’ve lost 10 pounds over the last 3 weeks (have some to spare so no worries). I sleep terribly anymore. I don’t even want to do anything meaningful. Just play video games to clear my mind until that stops being effective, then just stress smoke cigarettes, take walks around my community (never getting close to anyone) to get some of the nervous energy out. 

Not sure where I’m going with this. I just feel very scared and emotional for the first time in my life and I have no idea how to handle it. I’m afraid of what’s going on and how it could affect myself and my loved ones and see no end in sight. If anyone ever wants to talk to vent or try to feel better or anything like that I am all ears. I am here. Feeling like you. And I’m here for you. And I hope you’re there for me. Because I need it. Really bad.",2.2753303071276783,4.321114470059881,3.626905543751207,88.24949294958469,77.95209580838323,6.5851265211512455,22.75024145257872,7.601502580125103,0.9958164187753528,1299,40,264,19,31,425,179,334,0.16699999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.8895,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,0,8,15,26,0,6,9,0,24,8,3,5,9,64,54,23,0,6,8,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,1,3,13,19,1,2,13,3,0,3,14,14,0,3,9,10,35,12,41,42,6,45,0,4,2,2,11,17,0,6,27,173,48,2,0.17346413548569534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443360566462669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634979442716958,0.1959650984956933,0.08601490559907929,0.1212901567736398,0.0,0.14274620340251212,0.07720992855731718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241765376438794,0.05287106347809191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670746571182414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745310619692512,0.0,0.06924849864007965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940440571434174,0.0,0.0,0.0906165508116598,0.0,0.0,0.07589981695885642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874855798538235,0.0,0.09756190239353513,0.07681886857857878,0.0,0.0,0.05728571275453849,0.15690824155598745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951953783217228,0.2631260367470012,0.1858842195761308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377425251496889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906278513231095,0.0,0.09858366567909163,0.07274674344761824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769489678332991,0.0,0.08901212370631131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699933564662737,0.08614451317939767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979099474181054,0.0,0.09052574502490447,0.0,0.07709144690763621,0.0,0.0,0.047665676191942605,0.07069821118529797,0.09783755019689204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126142441874419,0.16949162917277152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935659494052606,0.0,0.15655815476785626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622165740542435,0.0,0.08757466388702846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431072925328163,0.26757247002262874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754378749221885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757310961412487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777737464741634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556278349759011,0.0,0.08563745346144602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683393034214222,0.0,0.06911422875238438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867947046049062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251189223793254,0.09935129056236368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174394741577393,0.0,0.06521172100361064,0.06971195069936631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688555737218419,0.15172249854500175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888538075494296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432799845681012,0.0,0.0,0.07156303920479498,0.10231364141024148,0.06884387832882198,0.06957123314563428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314197829073441,0.26424187460285303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DinosaurRetard,2020/04/06,"A question regarding medication and existential anxiety I mean no disrespect to anyone who uses meds and finds that the meds they take work for them, but I find that medication, at least in my past, hasn't worked for me. I feel that part of the reason why I haven't found any success with medication is the fact that I know that my anxiety and depression are a result of prior emotional neglect and other negative experiences I've had during my childhood and adolescence. Luckily, I've found a great therapist, and I've found that therapy and learning to be vulnerable has helped me much more in 6 months than medication has in my younger years. 

However, I also believe that living in a place such as the US, where many people (including myself), are one accident or diagnosis away from financial ruin, is also a factor. There are many more other external factors which I believe lead to anxiety and depression in our times, and I think most of them are kinda obvious to most  people reading this. Factors such as: high rent prices, wages not keeping up with inflation, higher priced college education and the increasing reliance on it for meaningful work, the increasing lack of manufacturing jobs due to automation and offshoring/outsourcing, the increasing lack of community structure, climate change, and so on. The ways in which our economy and society are currently structured, I feel, contribute more to anxiety/depression than many people realize. 

With that said, it's obviously naive to believe that living in a utopian sort of society would alleviate every mentally ill individual's symptoms. Still, I feel that most of my anxiety/depression comes from this sort of existential dread. **Which leads to my question, if I feel that societal and environmental factors are the current cause of much of my anxiety/depression, what benefit will medication have on me?** I understand that there may be a reduction of symptoms with this, but while taking medication, I can't shake the feeling that my problems aren't actually being solved by taking them. I find that I am highly susceptible to the side effects from medication, which usually leads to my discontinuance of them. I also find that the 4-6 weeks that it takes for many psychiatric meds to reach full effectiveness, compounded with the fact that people can take dozens of meds to find the right regimen that works for them (I believe I took 4 or 5 different meds in the span of a year or two when I was younger), leads to a long period of experimentation that I feel hinders my quality of life rather than benefiting it. 

I've found organizational ways to deal with my ADHD, but I really tend to struggle with the mild existential anxiety and depression I experience, especially now during these trying times. If anyone has any book recommendations for existential ways at looking at mental health, or ways they help curb existential dread, I would greatly appreciate it.",12.01495047753803,10.101386593385218,11.72687654757694,52.59989741775739,55.634241245136174,16.038061549345596,46.32083480721613,14.424011203321125,6.9307774319066136,2375,118,364,86,22,793,243,514,0.152,0.794,0.054000000000000006,-0.9946,8,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,3,0,7,12,13,15,0,4,25,0,27,12,0,11,4,89,53,32,0,8,11,0,6,0,0,4,12,1,1,1,36,23,0,3,27,2,4,10,7,10,0,3,8,8,48,5,69,38,16,58,0,5,1,0,19,25,0,15,19,262,84,16,0.0,0.0,0.05365988800260791,0.0,0.06608431399532512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319205009300659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478679914031766,0.0,0.1682612108249537,0.0,0.0,0.07689710577130306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051662585626556304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478084226662583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564873306050318,0.05816950564712161,0.047366880018071766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668971918362507,0.2841640252066511,0.0,0.0,0.05745025546796278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185355949045725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632935764792582,0.0,0.0,0.10757669273365797,0.0,0.0,0.16682005545329906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512879879567488,0.0,0.0,0.2411639123038944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212478710384324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584491630024713,0.0,0.0,0.07371395186260292,0.11619466895142082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054566629423119566,0.04887543478060425,0.0,0.0,0.03021970324131933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03883931193213423,0.0,0.0,0.0971099761111808,0.04866222532223459,0.04617566829332834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299486078294128,0.0,0.059897530012939564,0.3053936963582616,0.387758993749956,0.11082897500450807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043890514284108166,0.0,0.08084430908536168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03726096700665299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059546126250911324,0.05249181032381951,0.1524856926738314,0.0,0.05745025546796278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261563093067197,0.0,0.0,0.12319721498188033,0.0,0.05500240094477212,0.0,0.03522641369436151,0.05653632927454085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046959042095122784,0.05230572404978854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391310493414703,0.0,0.0,0.057484895539930914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430617637490988,0.2067188608265194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288302194832156,0.06384474951062707,0.0,0.035233782863769464,0.0,0.0,0.06412733085051679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109315857408215,0.03733291697154774,0.0,0.053714817569113824,0.05724394812202423,0.06614321677573443,0.04749156274016465,0.06056098529728785,0.0,0.0,0.17458613738748746,0.04410767218170924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049617684526359625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012627940760205,0.0,0.0,0.07812311384627188,0.0,0.0,0.07082032078317613
anxiety,UnhappyChain,2020/04/06,"Anxious about anxiety symptoms. It feels like an endless cycle. I get anxious about something that seems really ridiculous, I think I feel something is off, I start having an anxiety attack over symptoms caused by anxiety. I just started recently having palpitations, so that has been absolutely terrifying. Is there anything I could do to at least stop getting anxious over anxiety symptoms? I'd appreciate any help I can get, I really just want to get some sleep.",6.4801607142857165,9.319106837500003,7.009642857142861,65.16250000000002,68.125,10.071428571428571,38.92857142857143,10.290406445055957,5.137732142857144,377,22,52,11,7,123,53,80,0.275,0.62,0.105,-0.9083,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,0,9,4,1,1,0,11,20,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,9,18,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469934824743746,0.0,0.4261240535392194,0.4719613838528484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459641914938642,0.0,0.0,0.15842462832539342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305501650090588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118516340848092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082476861001894,0.0994850320921763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29102356460006723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334084729357256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680338016564491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842284768421074,0.0,0.13749921578063118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677409223062513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935729443962178,0.0,0.0,0.21441326058951185,0.0,0.0,0.19713325326693507,0.0,0.0,0.11642485751837545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342231728510352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923008637474697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213722436236585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tatatatattara,2020/04/06,"I hope I’m allowed to just talk I don’t need help. I have a counseling session coming up in two weeks, but I just want to talk to someone. I have friends that would listen, but in the past they haven’t truly understood.

I’m 16. I’m a sophomore. I have had anxiety and depression symptoms for a couple years now, and have been getting help for a while. There’s one symptom I’ve been afraid of confronting and that’s the fact that I feel that nothing is real.

I realized a couple years ago that everything happens in my head. At first I thought I was crazy, but now I realize that nothing could exist. This could all be a figment of my imagination. 

I’ve confronted that a couple of weeks ago, but yesterday I thought about it and have had terrible anxiety due to it. I can’t enjoy anything. I feel like I’ll never live up to my potential due to my laziness and now I have this stacked up on top of me. It’s terrible. Does anyone else know what I mean about not feeling like anything is real? I feel so lost and alone.

I know a lot of this doesn’t make sense I’m just in the middle of a panic attack and can’t think straight",2.551063925909194,4.069368158798284,4.03125818838943,88.00248701152022,75.56652360515022,7.308696634289586,27.284617122204647,8.032893268588372,1.6478892703862655,883,35,188,14,19,293,116,233,0.17300000000000001,0.693,0.133,-0.8895,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,10,14,3,2,12,0,22,3,1,2,3,44,46,13,0,6,8,0,4,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,14,8,0,0,14,0,0,1,7,9,0,3,9,5,24,5,25,33,2,29,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,2,18,124,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124738974564765,0.0,0.0,0.11756671735981365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367645950932914,0.0,0.0,0.07937193017568428,0.11630895006858585,0.1868254109103534,0.0,0.0,0.1291390538417627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778263188775144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126407434987865,0.3768046796886134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776981392174744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933724437752307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948267420574706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020194520021358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295852301250819,0.16218946576176718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655531784511667,0.0,0.0,0.08770096855557942,0.0,0.059306605569113074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038043730422376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649855611600915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217266193640586,0.0,0.0,0.11274544393332772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476912630410185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091483525057108,0.0,0.10023532311063203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239144117850722,0.09650591074670144,0.0,0.0,0.0757717647942276,0.0,0.0,0.12365049431176868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416951296987966,0.08754932787829944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784031795344772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692031687970824,0.0,0.0,0.13318472786653818,0.0,0.0,0.1083623697414188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584085501082182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618040984023392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23596991743386544,0.0,0.18247720113503493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273546449473718,0.0,0.18023555859874948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088710574296756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695375303363943,0.0,0.18210886048328176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063739558358479,0.0,0.0,0.14619914494414046
anxiety,snek_parental,2020/04/06,"I'm so pissed but too anxous to say anything So thanks to the stupid virus my campus is closed and all my classes are fully online. This means tests are online and at least one of my classes has the test where it records you and this sucks! My anxiety was through the roof on that test and I ended up getting a 60. I'm still in panic mode and feel like I'm about to cry but I'm too anxious to tell my professor I can't do the recordings because they make me so freaked out and that effects my test. I hate being recorded especially when I can't see it and... If I go on I'm just going to go in circles about how much I hate being recorded because I'm in panic mode RN so I'm going to stop. 
Anyways I kinda send her a weak email reply to the email I have been sending her about the test and asked her if she watches the videos. If she says no that will calm my nerves some but to think of her watching the train wreak that is me dying from anxiety is really kinda freaking me out. I look pretty aweful and I'm talking to myself and streatching and figeting and talking to my ball python and giving him head kisses bc he's too cute I just usually he could calm me down but the fact someone is watching me is just too much. Idk what to do!!",2.9744314985938125,3.9122362824427523,4.155070309361189,89.83334069907595,73.58015267175573,6.431820008035357,25.621534752912808,6.339386263674448,0.7623938931297705,974,31,212,6,19,319,138,262,0.20199999999999999,0.701,0.096,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,19,16,5,2,11,0,19,4,2,3,2,39,44,26,1,4,10,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,16,0,1,4,2,0,6,3,10,0,1,2,8,33,6,28,38,5,23,0,0,5,1,22,12,2,6,6,143,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650606410747234,0.1672472520296027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182735823876086,0.0,0.13840088333931394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049214164098493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820085508730045,0.0,0.16261906257030795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364599669484036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112278433675112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485534740827562,0.10576245518011086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734672759328401,0.14201701541399606,0.3365466056231535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923250258034207,0.15193555588702742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232667816557514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431942966979875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988203252329411,0.0,0.0,0.1612629994337124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217658320258534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031824851534583,0.0,0.0,0.3473947890635565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061367457043098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484059076256304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354605986274281,0.0,0.0,0.11797166866665985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543695408521827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822789712026673,0.12377116955371947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798385074877784,0.12939672682200415,0.13629875680582454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486043088554984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304922983621878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thibault95,2020/04/06,Unfamiliar Does anyone get feelings that your area is unfamiliar ? I've lived in same town and mostly same house my whole life and sometimes home doesn't feel like home and my town doesn't feel the same.,4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,69.76923076923077,7.2512820512820495,23.256410256410252,7.793537801064563,0.8542410256410262,165,4,33,2,3,49,27,39,0.057,0.943,0.0,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,7,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,7,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074953388507285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387309092836577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138107345032731,0.19488983653697164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252780981354854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472853911426987,0.0,0.0,0.31477693457156875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268815316678234,0.1332773001623913,0.0,0.2408892050357385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26980819953115104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30457374260850056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fatstrawberrysadness,2020/04/06,"As COVID comes closer to my hometown, what are some I could do to decrease my anxiety & depression? I keep receiving more and more notifications of areas around me confirming cases of the virus. I’ve never felt so anxious and afraid in my life. I am constantly feeling like I’m about to have a panic attack or throw up. I’ve been trying to stay away from the news and deleted all of my social media months ago. Regardless of that, I continue to receive updates from friends or family or even on this platform and it’s just making me feel sick to my stomach every time I see the “C” word. I’ve really been trying to work on myself (by doing yoga, walking my dog...) and stay on top of my school work but I’ve been struggling to find motivation and hope. I have my ups and downs everyday but right now I’m feeling kind of down.............",5.431636363636365,5.640347830303033,6.506818181818186,77.8002272727273,67.66666666666667,9.50909090909091,30.43939393939393,9.3871,2.6019212121212125,652,23,126,12,10,219,108,165,0.09300000000000001,0.816,0.091,-0.1048,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,6,9,1,3,4,0,10,3,1,2,2,31,21,14,0,3,6,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,6,1,0,5,1,5,0,0,4,5,17,4,29,16,4,31,0,1,1,0,4,15,0,5,10,85,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434781580815034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764370487564614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457213790027062,0.18396282523709853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496210501555976,0.0,0.18525398397613468,0.15299352023922252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402722227086632,0.0,0.1759721668816147,0.0,0.13001447248563391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025383493828644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755427007097787,0.0,0.1371997051834471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153511039417267,0.0,0.24701035789024825,0.1163329132337638,0.15635191615451016,0.0,0.14883279032620508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258097635080601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173684135396935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447396550060287,0.0,0.16957277919893454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501869262060288,0.07955538816864098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869695017460172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997731731769674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559223024632984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910576290289843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043194600336299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906445196389147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648027519334347,0.12976237996431966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599485123917782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471315012331587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023570196063087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495330103380116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111531271635387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370988876405116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laazul,2020/04/06,"Fuck quarantine Tonight, My anxiety is kicking in, being in the house is taking a toll on my mind and I'm trying to change my mindset but I'm starting to  not feel real. I woke up one day out of the week wondering if I was dead and didn't even know it because I haven't been around my friends and family.",4.013307692307695,3.9982001384615415,5.452115384615387,84.91663461538462,70.69230769230771,8.961538461538463,30.09615384615385,8.841846274778883,2.162307692307692,239,9,53,4,4,81,50,65,0.14300000000000002,0.795,0.062,-0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,13,16,5,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,1,7,1,9,11,0,10,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,2,4,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039383308031866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373189561076424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625089651987842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28201370540859555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719265654308472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760782039928586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513145047224208,0.0,0.13479440086772276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596446044072989,0.24645539240148734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076056136157389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650924728727374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269176881827041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064625538335827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034343774811395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886916557896696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044025222832615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809950786366807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384001687019608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891022374338864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NatashaStark208,2020/04/06,"can someone help me please I had a panic attack and then calmed down, then I had another one and calmed down, then I had another one...It won’t stop. I just checked the clock and it’s been almost 4 hours since this started please I don’t know what to do",2.59,3.566999296296298,3.4416666666666664,94.43250000000003,74.55555555555556,6.881481481481483,22.75925925925927,7.1686216300943375,0.4536814814814809,198,5,47,2,4,63,36,54,0.153,0.624,0.223,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,6,2,3,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294163004010513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804746806952408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26064084953706823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535647455339933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256230001750795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591052090154833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31049595210374803,0.0,0.0,0.2688062176685368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029785980475414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895186323755481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412054668062756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621622191783431,0.0,0.0,0.19154265401522533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawaydiscussion8,2020/04/06,"Fear of mistake I made in the past coming back to haunt me Hi everyone,

For a while now, I have been anxious about an incident from my past potentially coming back to haunt me. This incident occurred about 17 years ago (in 2003) at school when I was 16.  I'd rather not say what I did but I will say that it was nothing of a violent or sexual nature at all - but it was a silly dumb thing and I just wasn't thinking. 

It's strange - for the best part of about 15 years the incident would pop into my head and I'd be like ""Agh, why did I do that, that was immature. I was a silly kid then but I've matured since then!"" but it would pop right out of my head again and didn't cause me any worry. But for whatever reason, for the last year and a bit the incident has kind of ""stuck"" in my  mind and I've been thinking about it a lot more and feeling huge guilt and regret for what I did. 

But it's really ramped up now in the last number of days. It's Sunday and I spent most of the day worrying about what might happen if the person involved contacts someone I know (my sibling) and tells them about the silly thing I did (either via social media or meets them in person). I just think about my sibling's reaction - we have a great relationship but I fear that they will never see me in the same light again if they knew what I did when I was 16 (just for context I'm 33 now). 

 I just could not switch off these thoughts today, try as I might, and it's been on my mind all day. As well as Anxiety, I do have the Pure O version of OCD too so I've always been quite prune to ruminating and worrying.

I feel so anxious each day - I'm like, ""Is this the day that my sibling will find out the thing I did when I was 16?"" Then at the end of the day, ""Oh it didn't happen today, maybe tomorrow."" And then I feel all anxious again the next day. It's just absolutely exhausting.

I would be very grateful if anyone had any sort of advice for me.

Thanks for reading",2.463644609196312,3.5496373740831335,3.923210032336936,90.43425743355158,75.01466992665037,7.2334095748876095,22.97349948734127,7.717688229018142,0.7953133685621894,1502,40,344,20,31,498,183,409,0.107,0.785,0.109,0.4238,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,4,2,28,18,2,3,24,0,39,3,2,3,5,72,59,37,0,10,21,0,3,2,0,8,1,2,0,3,25,19,0,0,11,1,1,2,6,8,1,0,26,7,42,10,47,22,13,57,0,1,1,0,17,17,1,10,40,241,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328860442287052,0.07555382409040824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092060150942874,0.0,0.0,0.1159225909011872,0.0,0.06520293598340472,0.28886675269706713,0.0,0.059596826153016064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107767953434424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944667116263441,0.0,0.09305225278004192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755766782505726,0.0,0.14684119437438006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805153599582324,0.0,0.0,0.3847771900867841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754910518335471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814436894951107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182141959668306,0.12928894714522482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779013274030835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396957426709038,0.0,0.0,0.15074234576233747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494709226688726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875695041444844,0.04684177336465509,0.1389523804211991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328098031114455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246196448516777,0.0,0.08064943178527678,0.0,0.0,0.08562790514963259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083727746550946,0.17212186571164007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573686770407977,0.0,0.09064615717513033,0.0,0.0,0.0817832672674918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229892591316374,0.16272889664428544,0.0,0.14884416315927246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065568175411293,0.08525596624801353,0.0,0.05460237890307044,0.08763361776255281,0.0,0.09150823816684638,0.0,0.07278843176174772,0.0,0.13556124776980633,0.0,0.08626024619411568,0.06791958696768415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050553649171379,0.0,0.0,0.08688420895198741,0.07221756043839135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744973122788805,0.07847100385278069,0.0,0.0,0.16987485645215372,0.16384140424922022,0.0,0.06766540279810455,0.0,0.0,0.16158164828048624,0.0,0.0,0.057867544954302415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032606964849013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766346140719715,0.0,0.0769094360359186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596744448511726,0.0,0.18164102228796994,0.0,0.0,0.16466158134878228
anxiety,arksetro,2020/04/06,Prozac Dr prescribed me 20 mg prozac for my constant anxiety. Did prozac/fluoxetine do anybody any good here?,5.382631578947367,8.627205421052633,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,73.73684210526315,8.010526315789475,35.8157894736842,8.841846274778883,3.7539263157894736,89,5,14,2,2,27,17,19,0.083,0.777,0.141,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980304228887233,0.0,0.4477600436861034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6325114625031968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909297052891689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,janelabelle,2020/04/07,"Severe anxiety attacks | help? 🥴😦 How do you guys stop a severe anxiety/panic attack in its tracks? Mine gets so bad and I feel like my hearts gonna stop..I’m sure the copious amounts of caffeine aren’t helping, but other than that.. any Adobe is appreciated",1.1452100840336108,3.7728919803921603,3.216134453781513,84.98117647058824,89.98039215686275,6.0515406162464975,22.97198879551821,7.447530270364453,1.3947400560224092,205,8,39,4,7,69,48,51,0.244,0.5539999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.0937,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,6,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477973221730719,0.0,0.1662630081203742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945068000167772,0.0,0.0,0.18146818780430865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098926448882212,0.15526634144415724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135501572428083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151988325453298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575466275606996,0.2913542180524765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618038970874516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910602518635308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634086716338717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483853356770745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kungfupoop,2020/04/07,"Feeling on the verge of an anxiety or panic attack due to uncertainty of when things will get normal Hey guys, I’ve been having shortness of breath for three weeks now, it’s been getting worse I have bad allergies that cause difficulty breathing and anxiety doesn’t help with the chest tightening. I’m convinced every day since the outbreak started that I have the virus. And I have problems with not being in control which makes this situation so difficult. I felt like I was doing okay finally feeling like this was the new normal. Until today I started reading the news again and now I feel like I want to run away from my own body, but I’m trapped with no where to go. The uncertainness from when things will go back to normal is affecting me. What can I do to help this? I feel like I’m trapped in my own body.  And I feel like I’m on the verge of an attack because at times I can almost feel a disassociation, and when I notice this I feel really on edge. Any help is appreciated.",4.557076583210602,5.8562120567010325,5.507069219440354,80.26072164948455,70.18556701030927,8.429455081001473,28.290132547864513,8.841846274778883,2.131347275405008,785,28,153,14,14,258,111,194,0.17600000000000002,0.6679999999999999,0.156,-0.6579999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,2,2,11,1,18,5,5,4,0,31,38,12,0,5,3,0,8,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,1,8,1,0,3,3,7,0,1,5,8,17,7,23,30,2,31,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,3,22,101,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188990923133738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598597233824184,0.0,0.17095920481040267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542372180677672,0.10498194460699267,0.08591996481296388,0.09329693187960464,0.06811471721752327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823243920588764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478615986122913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532416418676934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206205129776917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414445675308926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954881960183309,0.3193038616009595,0.10728642739421004,0.12240400164630985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675744838125453,0.0,0.12700706337750636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063862522395994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468776728891748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729487935452745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458627780010789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791768371732084,0.0,0.0,0.3284398469758428,0.0,0.1272149569881846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311009864738185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691859853383746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117686801619837,0.0,0.07158250726931294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243119402186167,0.12559869063676574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817808894048316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484681118435787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515558419595112,0.0,0.10591497792759227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590622822483452,0.0,0.08962983833591469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387101863571394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moschino_bra,2020/04/07,Run away For the past couple of days I’ve day dreamt about just running away from all my responsibilities and just driving as long as I can until I’ve disappeared. There’s something that sounds so free to just living day to day with no more worries about everything. I feel like everything’s building up around me and I’m tired of the same things over and over and over and I feel like I just need a spontaneous runaway. In my head I know it’s not realistic but I guess that’s why it’s a daydream. stay safe everyone,3.063904761904759,4.958553104761903,3.90666666666667,87.83333333333334,75.09523809523809,7.333333333333332,25.0,8.167268648758528,1.354428571428571,416,14,88,7,9,133,68,105,0.07200000000000001,0.826,0.102,0.6026,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,21,7,10,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,9,5,20,7,3,20,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,9,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913225184103166,0.0,0.0,0.3358974870038026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977919950339216,0.0,0.4611357130004522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081064285132944,0.32131178880971234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807705283847123,0.2554090732074997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969217598809689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834569718067095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982405570071005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746639656481856,0.0,0.15784632410063534,0.1581949393310007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254656952591812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706444515137456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761641077781794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053192374055666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187586728726299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545567984012172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130102027631135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815371214641648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RussianUnicornVlada,2020/04/07,"Anyone else feels numb after anxiety/panic attacks? I have noticed that whenever I have an anxiety or a panic attach, for days after the attack I feel numb. Have no emotions, no reactions, nothing. It’s like an out of body experience. Like all the days just fly past me and I am just a background character. Sometimes lasts a whole week. 
And I am a very bubbly and happy person, always smiling. So when I am numb EVERYONE who is close to me knows something is up but they don’t know of my anxiety. 
Just wondering if anyone else feels this numbness.",2.7658701298701303,5.346961742857146,4.427965367965367,80.31779220779221,79.19047619047619,7.246753246753247,26.688311688311693,8.296473431620573,2.267285714285714,433,18,75,9,11,145,72,105,0.213,0.728,0.059000000000000004,-0.8816,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,2,1,8,0,9,5,1,0,1,18,15,8,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,3,10,3,8,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,10,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315049821812959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180592809906876,0.0,0.0,0.2210155975699732,0.3238688040626708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595949486333889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555087312509227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038501666418547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640503892882039,0.177777840602617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101748586282965,0.0,0.15459702150457094,0.0,0.0,0.23973486305401545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824041033524698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371331998193273,0.1288266732263198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544242941933014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164715013464494,0.17993374955578467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543017759214664,0.0,0.0,0.15087055240742467,0.0,0.1379976241561328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166972749596865,0.15630921668354966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040256764849545,0.0,0.0,0.1267730875808716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645009755908178,0.0,0.0,0.17139160294903694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hummus_is_Yummus_,2020/04/07,"I am having an anxiety attack I’m stessing out about a lot right now. My computer stopped working, I currently have no doctor because they moved, I won’t be getting anymore prescription until i get a new doctor, I lost what was left of my anxiety medicine, two of my cousins have that virus. I’m also stuck at home and not being able to do much also adds to my stress. I can barely breath right now, and my heart is racing. Somebody help.",4.497586206896552,5.475344448275868,5.3914367816091975,82.23474137931036,70.0344827586207,8.098850574712644,30.59195402298851,8.344100000000001,2.267905747126437,345,14,66,5,6,113,65,87,0.203,0.767,0.031,-0.9001,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,1,1,3,0,11,4,2,0,0,7,17,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,12,0,8,11,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,47,14,4,0.18633663037858986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29802667198437605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850940244276711,0.0,0.18479586718934946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198481748502124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358908036471435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814468739031519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470639722402625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080980417452445,0.12489751553517545,0.0,0.186910833229908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245529411996005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034084437246156,0.15841673968691686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804634894290454,0.13697886349574612,0.0,0.0,0.17996507875668025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182609284345295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578576659849094,0.21344798053291766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820238121085213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565528617417028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunshine3452,2020/04/07,"Anxiety and a new found trouble sleeping- need help. I’ve always had quite bad anxiety- which generally show through over thinking, trouble focussing, a general fear of impending doom, panic attacks, etc. Though over the past few weeks I have been struggling with new, more intrusive manifestations of my anxiety. I have been having trouble sleeping for the past 4 weeks. I have been unable to fall asleep until hours after my regular bedtime. When I do fall asleep, it’s often from nightmares and I find myself crying so hard that I physically wake up myself and my partner. I’ve also been suffering from night sweats, which I have never experienced. I have tried various ways of managing this, and falling asleep to guided sleep meditations worked for two nights in a row, yet there was no success further than that. I’m looking to hear from those who have had similar experiences, ways in which they’ve coped and/or managed this issue. Any tips, advice or support is appreciated.",8.050630583289543,9.304060820809248,7.663867577509197,68.12846558066212,62.17919075144509,10.45275880189175,37.11455596426694,10.436869588844218,4.235813872832368,794,37,122,18,11,251,120,173,0.231,0.7040000000000001,0.065,-0.9797,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,7,12,1,3,5,0,16,8,8,0,1,14,23,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,10,0,1,8,4,13,2,21,15,4,25,1,2,1,0,4,6,0,2,14,84,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015863726301882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651765041258088,0.11083063415823168,0.0,0.0,0.09057857653065557,0.0,0.3056861866742029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153089843467446,0.0,0.0,0.11121399153405452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463107292175763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854994441530786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302922949999257,0.0,0.1498837370704351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217397108046796,0.0,0.0,0.14604371452016274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931841400459273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012278069260285,0.0,0.08927918973556273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117228548318627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390231375566134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185199400001067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987639412068404,0.102729793320356,0.2572851244197581,0.0,0.2499928582434553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562780651631781,0.0,0.0,0.2543033537096797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416714816994239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998797962111408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392464999137348,0.0,0.0,0.15115045892970808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534730552119435,0.13086544703150402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043206865092164,0.0,0.13011418512204326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145127199352035,0.21368531378400415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969690548373228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thedailybee,2020/04/07,"Anxiety over...nothing? Does anyone else have a sort of bad memory when it comes to just random things which leads to anxiety? I always find myself thinking of something, SIMPLE things. Like something I needed to do for work tomorrow, like picking out clothes. But then I forget that thought and then my brain starts to freak out because I forgot and what if it was really important? Then I spend the next few minutes trying so desperately to remember and I just feel so unsettled and anxious over it. I have a million lists because I'm always forgetting and it makes me anxious",5.076247379454927,7.425284150943397,5.478805031446542,76.75980083857444,70.69811320754717,8.484696016771489,31.58909853249476,9.150863307647796,3.1755651991614258,464,21,75,10,9,148,72,106,0.20600000000000002,0.731,0.062,-0.9363,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,3,0,27,13,13,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,3,1,10,2,11,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,9,54,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996422140792869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754848617568468,0.4068243054431111,0.0,0.1258994182262677,0.18448876215724128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033933042502612,0.2195210661758332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100216625408898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510239501612405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157568314738579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041377513313034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104177900837604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456802202722454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593264016385424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018885120288188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335093236593926,0.0,0.0,0.1914917150704372,0.0,0.0,0.17276869313785592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534855430080487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039684721429534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27723197956906703,0.0,0.0,0.1274446409980017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392425567952781,0.11537268457546128,0.0,0.14294443842453347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222462791092838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108299212268434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thedandu,2020/04/07,"Jaw problem My anxiety have been causing me  jaw problem for half a year because of how much I grind my teeth. I couldn't properly eat for a while because of it and even had to go to the hospital, but after seeing a chiropractor it got better. 

I've noticed this week that during my sleep I grind my teeth so much that it wakes me up at and then it hurts all day long. Because I do it so much, now eating hurts.

Does anyone have any advice on how to deal with bruxism ?",4.376529209621991,4.494267494845367,5.43458762886598,84.89387457044677,69.9278350515464,8.116151202749142,28.537800687285234,7.793537801064563,1.6010563573883159,365,12,78,4,6,121,65,97,0.135,0.8270000000000001,0.039,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,6,8,6,3,1,11,9,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,1,10,1,12,5,4,12,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,8,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911298811999606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768726270390292,0.0,0.13239102053344687,0.0,0.0,0.12100811897428017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164887296630546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305819340962806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778108951778188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160988404953953,0.17841806176665395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514466519789258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35416875859212155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430501087511473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835442762003936,0.0,0.13841251257803228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705302817000263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315334152780846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816587506410055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703084138069749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33119158198235416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379070328236524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318575918356138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881891625197312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144546621318234
anxiety,generalthug69,2020/04/07,"Wellbutrin or Effexor? Hey guys! As of now, I’m tapering off Viibryd 40mg (started 20) due to hallucinations and the awful brain zaps, it just makes me feel so scared to fall asleep now.

After getting in touch with my psychiatrist, I had a whole bunch of options to research. The ones I settled on were Wellbutrin and Effexor (prostiq as well!) I’d love some insight on these before I choose which one to try. Thanks! (Starting 15mg buspar again additionally to be taken with whatever I’m on)",4.083467741935486,6.248269107526884,5.184610215053766,78.59691532258066,72.9784946236559,7.660752688172043,30.97983870967742,8.472884824447931,2.5741838709677416,389,18,70,7,8,128,72,93,0.071,0.845,0.084,0.3037,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,1,3,3,2,1,0,13,13,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,2,5,3,17,9,3,13,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,7,45,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364966934383685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31026013603814684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052900656098788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520617652261245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27519292288797226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508413332699083,0.0,0.18551944001109055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766631053599596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782549256841571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39343846278142697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587923311545074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869521604388226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498911102962744,0.0,0.0,0.3102972584172733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eeeiue,2020/04/07,"Has anyone with an anxiety disorder experienced this? Hello!

Finally, after some years I'm trying to figure this out.

A little backstory: I had an eating which messed up my anxiety and food relationship. I used to get nauseous all the time: eating breakfast, eating before something unusual (for example a class trip), at restaurants, movies etc. This was around 4-3 years ago, and I'm still having this problem, albeit it's milder now.

Right now I can get nauseous if I ""eat too much"", or hear something that triggers nausea while eating or just after: like a phone notification, people I'm with talking about an even or a plan, anything. 

I can make it happen. One morning I ate a little more than usual and my stomach was feeling very full. While waiting for the bus I thought ""what if I became nauseous right now and be like that during the whole ride?"". Guess what happened? I got nauseous. On my whole way to school (1 hour) I wanted to throw up. 

Sometimes I expect it to happen. Eating out, cinema, events, meetings etc I know I most likely will get nauseous at some point ( recently it has been going so well that I didn't get nauseous once throughout the movie and while eating!).

Sometimes it's pretty random and I don't really know if I'm safe or not. Today I was enjoying this delicious drink, when mom said I have to finish picking clothes I want to order on the internet. The exact second I froze, trying not to throw up. Clothes do put some extra pressure on me, but I didn't expect this..

I am not sure if these are panic attacks or not, since it can last so long and I don't have the feeling of dying and stuff. Once I went to a concert and I really had pretty extreme on-and-off panic attacks throughout the whole show (around 3 hours), I'm talking to the point of disassociation.

During the attacks I do not completely freak out, like mentioned before. I don't cry, don't scream, don't think I'm going to die. I'm aware that there's not real danger and it's stupid. All I want to do is sit still and pinch something and try to not have a molecule in my mouth (not even air). I don't want to talk, I sweat, my heartbeat raises, I kind of feel like my head is dizzy and I freeze for a sec (you know the moment when you didn't bring something very crucial, or don't know where your phone is? That.) 

Has anyone experienced any of this? I'm going to a therapist in a few months, but want to get a grasp on this.",2.733942807204933,4.755657797494784,4.027905034713793,86.02524056901493,76.45302713987473,6.292974705054134,23.665630917123853,7.215322853602372,0.9886575812011458,1891,60,368,22,43,620,223,479,0.109,0.799,0.092,-0.93,0,0,5,0,0,0,79.0,0,3,0,1,19,22,5,3,25,0,36,15,4,4,4,77,79,32,2,12,21,1,5,5,0,1,0,4,0,0,25,20,11,2,11,4,0,10,18,12,1,2,14,11,41,10,45,63,16,66,0,0,0,0,15,25,0,16,33,242,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580724973898128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455045418663438,0.0,0.10023310865571683,0.0,0.0,0.09161512531968656,0.0,0.05391085171914305,0.11663926354558027,0.0,0.22358831217518976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149189296138497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868815910218418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196193281768637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598237152646533,0.0,0.07508250805782031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417688801263703,0.0,0.4692464198774567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612655103630293,0.0865402089112514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937461321135023,0.0468018359841065,0.0,0.07176527061245762,0.0,0.0,0.07921745523274433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711367636352392,0.0,0.11169605752740214,0.0,0.05239598711696506,0.0,0.07216893113396322,0.0,0.17379632175220916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723428417645069,0.0,0.07383686429817599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903238533445124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822073976167088,0.1440148817986024,0.053401080927833404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600294415922879,0.13132060979843665,0.0,0.057976120512133564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372981551508004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672694474378093,0.05229110934867797,0.0,0.04815890945405979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953643319159173,0.04439267417943776,0.0,0.0,0.15372859784502593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045417820682744366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238601632727899,0.0,0.0,0.13329865465404778,0.0,0.06268620350711289,0.0,0.06585772502641285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456707821468454,0.08393741930340443,0.0,0.06468526580909095,0.07033544610173073,0.0,0.11189389986229148,0.06231698079782123,0.0,0.0,0.06630171248457484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419226138683561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201737568836086,0.12958622497719116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046360476474472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499564666266441,0.0,0.0,0.061744350785187474,0.0,0.0,0.1579683612295474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606456275241139,0.0,0.04197748927184578,0.0,0.052009265906534284,0.03820061492144988,0.0,0.062097782349056774,0.0,0.0,0.13343518586004546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056581394428652926,0.07215228976231862,0.10810863765706366,0.19320358158177225,0.05200043192589082,0.0,0.0,0.058903218721775626,0.06073034533916601,0.0,0.21942566015633666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437525052018792
anxiety,SirBoysenberry,2020/04/07,"Sad boi hrs Before this quarantine thing started I actually had started to develop a new friendship and, with other friends, I began to spend time with them outside of school (which I've never really done).

That new almost friend I am talking about was in my form. We actually started talking over her sneaking her 3DS into the classroom in form and playing Pokémon moon (I'm a crazy Pokémon fan. it's actually ridiculous) I showed her my Gameboy in my pocket (the school librarian over the last few weeks before school got closed let me play Pokémon red at lunch because she is cool as duck, lmao 😎 )
And crazily enough, I actually started talking to her and not internally freaking out.
She told me about how she was planning her team and made a passing (joke?) comment about how she's been trying to get a certain Pokémon, and struggling. Well, I jumped on that and offered to give her one because I had a lot of spares. We met up the next day and I traded.
Long story short- We talked quite a bit and actually became friends.

By the end of school, my mental health had been the best it had been for a long time. I had a new friend, I met up with my other friends regularly (mostly to play dungeons and dragons, paint miniatures and play Minecraft. XD) and, dare I say it, I was happy.

Well... That's all changed. I've always had the problem of being completely incompetent when it comes to talking to people over the phone or messages.So I can't keep up with all these new friendships and stuff. I'm really struggling XD
I can literally feel the relationships fading and the only one I have been talking to is probably getting sick of all my weird late night depressive vents by now. 🤦‍♂️",3.2171354838709654,5.602010796923082,4.147325062034739,84.00125558312658,76.41538461538461,6.40893300248139,28.637717121588093,7.4822170145007005,1.8088878411910667,1339,59,248,18,31,431,178,325,0.079,0.754,0.16699999999999998,0.9819,1,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,1,4,9,24,1,2,18,1,22,3,0,3,5,41,40,19,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,14,25,1,1,1,7,2,3,3,8,2,2,20,4,37,16,38,18,11,42,0,2,1,0,35,15,0,4,24,164,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.3902966517179384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009907594550307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665586242268582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975231090076674,0.0,0.1361322939360474,0.0,0.08394524648053979,0.0,0.08732906651145687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461949560929341,0.06890485746999786,0.08386866898083001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158734830818988,0.0,0.06889582498535811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185820158776366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084796863731238,0.08265171872230853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040445673361362636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090028679755721,0.0,0.08358362062621076,0.0767343151299711,0.0,0.0,0.06397582577368624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851515286001751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502631468210238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109936027149817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652030515607829,0.09023293125972676,0.0,0.0,0.08179585363882713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415784066302112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800518554918099,0.0,0.07568908201648879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806117557596995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061693716384862325,0.3090218520443836,0.08507095800965696,0.07506580124529827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840746191466104,0.06083648973728279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545544120646925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624344405011525,0.07654024391280881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507989677864547,0.0,0.0,0.10248811042074504,0.0,0.0,0.08588001664085196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361177117790663,0.0,0.32381921134084674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647115983913585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672471791405906,0.09157015047669673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857607008420701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314222992824441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932863762717833,0.0,0.0,0.07643448884219223,0.0,0.05430839696180775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641636701394416,0.0,0.14384239197713306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Furonable,2020/04/07,"How bad is it to suddenly stop taking Anxiety medication(Zoloft)? I used to be on Zoloft for a few years but I just stopped taking it one after I ran out and didn't go to get a refill. Long story short, I listened to some people that I shouldn't have that said negative things about pills from doctors.  
I can't really tell if I felt different after I stopped.  
The only thing I can think of is becoming more anti social. But i'm not sure if there's a correlation with that and the pills.  
I can't really go see a doctor because I don't have insurance. I used to have Medicaid when I was younger.  
I don't really feel like seeing a therapist or anything like that. The last one that I had was in the process of getting a new job and she told me not to tell the other people that worked there at Salud. So the sessions felt very rushed and like she didn't care since she was getting a new job anyway. So I stopped going and didn't reschedule.",3.546328645447815,4.627940409326428,4.826843079200593,85.01037564766841,72.36787564766841,8.20858623242043,25.70281273131014,8.634040054169528,1.6358781643227245,741,23,156,13,14,246,109,193,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.9855,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,13,0,19,5,0,3,1,29,41,14,0,3,8,0,3,3,0,1,5,2,0,0,11,7,0,4,4,0,0,5,11,1,0,2,12,7,20,5,18,27,3,23,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,4,16,107,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105141048647447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794486383567208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937829613935632,0.07255463178389167,0.13145031259035975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135073647181535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243525294396738,0.0,0.2436478699563185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018103745553284,0.08502925304545038,0.22855933498593706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655205559194465,0.0,0.2029286274773901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622169602174145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970187157754941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744442319121026,0.0,0.0,0.1053306161598832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990414186337865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613046089666009,0.09052150114627754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502956716986095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287453873077209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321706120857797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969005305651854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845612698038697,0.0,0.0,0.12132781530103945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980304760433994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217671094834054,0.0,0.1789792788023412,0.0,0.2080607340187821,0.0,0.0,0.13819357335175286,0.15814569341982482,0.07626441318927236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373050449200145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559337484846388,0.0,0.09820551389119682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664934434105034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664618680440954
anxiety,Mightymousene,2020/04/07,"Has anyone ever had chest tightness with Cymbalta? I've been on Cymbalta since about October 2019.  I'm currently on a dose of 40mg.  The last two and a half, almost three weeks I've been having unusual chest tightness that never goes away.  It never really gets better or worse. It's right in the middle of my chest, right on my sternum. Feels like a big rock just sitting on my chest. Most unusual thing I've felt.  I've been to the doctors and they've listened to my lungs. Nothing there. Haven't been sick, don't have a temperature, I'm not coughing and have no symptoms of any colds or anything similar. I started looking into Cymbalta and noticed that chest tightness is a side effect. Just wondering if anyone else has ever experienced this? If so, what did you do to help it? It's really starting to worry me and my regular doctor thinks I'm making this up. I have a phone conference with my psychologist this coming Friday, and don't know if it's something I should bring up or not.",3.7395618556701034,5.611805572164951,5.074832474226807,80.27451675257736,73.17525773195877,8.148969072164949,27.5889175257732,8.841846274778883,2.309774226804124,787,30,145,16,16,262,112,194,0.064,0.893,0.043,-0.5738,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,9,0,18,12,6,2,4,37,34,13,0,4,10,0,5,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,12,10,0,3,6,1,0,2,8,0,0,3,7,9,11,2,19,26,1,26,0,0,1,0,4,14,0,9,10,96,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893731125298907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793650847829728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196444304209387,0.16262960511128705,0.13061480988001378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912468980064628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037684802132205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672508264643396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249177033459143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259199404433095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871465531262165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025469083120579,0.11339113952319554,0.15239816013005592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292577517472371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638811503696673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722954565814135,0.12937974100489802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754362775670763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328663532938867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594827121905928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24483262229106886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522981888547503,0.1807062259123172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336295410892533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27109570691603263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312966071262444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219206968040278,0.0,0.0,0.2246887170438012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497309307573882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544794729629442,0.10170274825273357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504848258262335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731733907922926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212740688416972,0.0,0.16119005335302994,0.16175143635321249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,concernthro,2020/04/07,"Frequent Urination Issues 23yo male here. I've read some varied reports that frequent urination may be anxiety-induced, but I have no other anxiety symptoms. Anyone else suffer from this/was able to alleviate this issue?

Already been checked and it's not a physical urinary issue.

Thanks",6.154897959183671,9.499368163265313,6.534040816326531,65.67167346938777,71.44897959183673,8.817959183673471,38.37142857142858,9.3871,4.903355918367348,236,14,29,6,5,76,43,49,0.183,0.7440000000000001,0.073,-0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,18,5,2,0.2372052701303659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617619140715598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814613823903544,0.0,0.0,0.16585944017239354,0.24304483087050255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981545656784634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7427420224564821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372694612452342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465470999412384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838674320292267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brzskns999,2020/04/07,"Essential oils.... what do you think? Hi everyone!!! Long story short, I suffer with many mental health disorders. I’ve been seeing a new therapist and she told me that she’s been doing REAL essential oils for years and has seen so many results from it. She suggested me to buy from Revive. I was wondering if people could just list their preference on oils they use and what their oil helps heal. I’d love to to hear any success stories, any tips on essential oils, all of that good stuff. Thank you ❤️",3.1387857961053847,5.397707597938143,3.941168384879728,86.00277205040095,76.11340206185571,8.02245131729668,23.14891179839633,8.841846274778883,1.7311681557846512,395,12,77,9,9,126,73,97,0.033,0.785,0.18100000000000002,0.9401,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,1,14,16,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,8,12,4,10,10,1,6,0,1,2,1,14,3,0,2,3,43,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26932262217182684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581039379359479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269496273220502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892178896593886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660909165823805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104874392877678,0.2231844575862495,0.0,0.132729539400633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752426668229356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872200315442968,0.0,0.0,0.4015251443254116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995589496003612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912502575349107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372830735727526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253916531169232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779738113821604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22668707400877885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823114576528153,0.0,0.2299180543593527,0.0,0.12688408782008564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892178896593886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102687045371318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474571126692815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751925951924026
anxiety,Jensgt,2020/04/07,"Bug related anxiety So I never really realized I had anxiety until my second son was born 6 weeks early and I had preE and a very rough hospital stay...after that I have experienced so much more anxiety in my life.  I obsess over things and can't get them out of my head.  


We just bought a gorgeous house...very clean inside.  The previous owners moved out sometime before Christmas due to military orders and there's been no food in there.  We had a thorough inspection.  I have been going there almost every day for the last couple weeks to bring stuff over from our townhome.  I have never seen any bugs except a few dead stinkbugs.  


Today I saw what I have been told by the bug reddit people was a baby cockroach on the wall.  I flushed it but it's been about 3.5 hours and it's all I can think about.  I just had furniture delivered Saturday.  Like 8 pieces from a very high end furniture store in Virginia.  (I live in MD).  I do know that a couple of the pieces that were not in his showroom came from his warehouse.  I also did have 3 big cardboard boxes come from home depot but they were in my garage and now my patio not inside inside.  I figure something could have hitches a ride there.  


My townhouse I have lived in for 12 years and seen 2, maybe 3 roaches which  I attributed to coming in on a box or something since I saw them several years apart and no sign of any issues.  Possible one came in with my stuff but it seems unlikely.  My ex lived in a high rise and had like an actual infestation, they just sort of lived with.  I remember opening the dish washer or a drawer, you would always see one or two scatter.    


So in reality this probably is NOT an issue.  That being said I can not stop obsessing and googling about it.  Why am I like this?  I wish I could just relax sometimes.  I have never made a post in this community because I have never been diagnosed with anxiety issues but man...sometimes I really wish I could just turn my brain off.  I have been working so hard on all this house stuff for so long and COVID is screwing So many things up the last thing I want to happen is a crazy bug issue.  


I'm gonna have a drink and a snack and play animal crossing.  If anyone can give any words of wisdom...it would help.  I know this is a dumb issue to be worried about, and it's better than being sick or something like that...but here I am...",2.89769230769231,4.737476418803425,4.1768461538461565,85.95565384615387,75.41025641025641,7.244102564102565,23.238461538461536,8.07648339933343,1.2538682051282053,1836,54,367,30,40,603,240,468,0.078,0.821,0.102,0.9414,0,0,4,0,0,0,52.0,3,1,4,2,22,12,2,2,25,0,46,10,2,2,6,73,74,31,1,9,19,2,2,4,0,3,3,1,3,0,23,26,4,1,7,3,2,10,11,4,0,4,26,9,51,8,49,39,7,61,0,0,5,1,17,27,2,8,26,256,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0709440962235703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279791571724188,0.0,0.0,0.058137658377702524,0.06049169805677916,0.0,0.0,0.1483141897595554,0.0,0.2224592703376461,0.0,0.0,0.05083308849701896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431686000256624,0.0,0.06186180766363479,0.0,0.0,0.0642966832038697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115653788743901,0.0,0.16629741947225338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524813669566642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413358940048293,0.16088093600433465,0.0,0.04688507813461792,0.0,0.0,0.07378832827843196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121770376727603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439006179179796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061252353094566864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879083644388013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037982419259297434,0.06973985828815954,0.041316726230128116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428781108838745,0.0,0.06512435417697653,0.0,0.07461052540504089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048728853978468704,0.15362174767034295,0.07292339371545778,0.0,0.07159423337358213,0.08388530994543662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793962618662919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799073428739062,0.11851937606017625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134971364153198,0.1420689562026504,0.0,0.2567794956696665,0.06433665302368663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878989986227299,0.0,0.07370574860302438,0.07303628668261451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726792304279041,0.05344240042581911,0.0,0.22428093770890872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852594655340297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050400588113621775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195761421488247,0.06962589864682094,0.0,0.07838221473861375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314615351499128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235421212519345,0.0,0.06915374701958689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057931983930566026,0.06618277429097691,0.0,0.08212959286341336,0.0,0.06013766851964662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790257592347466,0.21570460180917328,0.0,0.0,0.07748785340081693,0.0,0.060779926966311126,0.0,0.0,0.2496701497962276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489468934603175,0.046582819585574975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891050041362372,0.06946736165108983,0.0,0.0,0.07907603630794142,0.07101671897022094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799537770473185,0.04287997086165358,0.0,0.11663009581029295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559987201720835,0.0,0.1672013709078972,0.0,0.0,0.05292600579814441,0.07382973718344507,0.0,0.10328709045619862,0.0,0.0,0.09363201898560763
anxiety,cheapwhiskey70,2020/04/07,"I'm overwhelmed So... It started around 10 years ago, when I started feeling like everything I do is a burden. I rarely enjoy doing something. My past is not that bad, but my parents got divorced when I was young, and since then, my mom got suspicious, she got angry easily, and I don't blame her, because her past was worse than mine. My father left the country when I was 1, and since then we see each other a few times a year. Sometimes I felt like I was left out, my mom got married again, had a child, and during that period I was a rebelious teenager that didn't wanna go along with her parents. But I feel like they acted the same way, and they neglected my feelings, my needs, etc. I never had a room on my own, I always had to share. I never had the privacy I needed. I was always under tension that I might do something wrong. My mom was not the best mom during those years. She yelled at me a lot and got angry pretty often. I was grounded a lot, she hit me a few times, but now we're on good terms and she knows she didn't act the way she was supposed to. I realise I also have separation anxiety, but it gets worse day by day. I'm living with my boyfriend now, and I see patterns that I didn't see until now. Whenever I'm left alone I get anxious. I have trust issues, that may come from my past (seeing my mom get suspicious, looking for clues to find out if my dad was cheating, and he did cheat.). I got overemotional from things like that, and I couldn't stand seeing my mom cry or be angry. I've always been like this, although I know it's not the right way. I can't find my peace, I can't do anything because I get anxious. I think I get overwhelmed by other problems that I have, but I'm not sure why or what problems come up. It messes up with my day to day activities, and I have a hard time motivating myself. I also suffer from depression. I talked with a therapist once, but atm I can't afford one. Is there a way I can overcome these feelings, and just enjoy myself? In theory I feel like I know a lot, but I just can't control it. Sometimes I struggle breathing, I get a weird feeling in my stomach, just like when something bad happens. I'm aware that I need to see a therapist, but I'm looking for help, at least to change my perspective a bit.",4.083911491791575,4.432942591006423,5.287852248394007,84.87723162027126,70.62740899357601,7.8540756602426836,27.98636688079943,7.675431598112923,1.5210443112062817,1758,58,372,19,30,586,203,467,0.19899999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.122,-0.9921,3,1,3,0,2,0,67.0,1,0,2,3,17,31,2,4,22,0,40,2,2,2,3,75,87,34,0,8,18,10,8,7,0,2,0,1,1,1,21,24,0,2,14,0,1,5,15,17,0,1,26,17,78,14,33,56,13,60,0,5,8,0,28,18,0,9,39,254,99,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053229577901831415,0.0,0.0,0.06219237673866165,0.0,0.09604189878187508,0.14989606661233718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045937115720359495,0.1356759502341736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494149900610544,0.05345610266798037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002763661859782,0.07321029951095175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301743966015075,0.0,0.06555766300285737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352359641790106,0.10345333130717507,0.0,0.0,0.06734975913335141,0.0,0.0,0.06596071257574934,0.15490585806986276,0.0,0.05171988499500792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697020949263763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396792847562666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217465937071467,0.12869647870017825,0.0576561997454013,0.0,0.10976690658825132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823790471364754,0.0,0.03412707829418103,0.050366027519508326,0.2881587398521389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310089551032937,0.0,0.053791869217242216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040249399375119836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267527519539585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900363830917114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957293694848558,0.0,0.0,0.2053574413874716,0.0,0.05302413061631296,0.0,0.1008516226624458,0.0,0.0,0.15315385408689003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370221536958226,0.0,0.42197009592961465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357612200343028,0.09262656821419382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394993994195321,0.04069057496603418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333540214884601,0.0,0.1719699284269397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109114848711202,0.0,0.11491705378378525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051281289140015465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28710638984179754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934586349210477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868534313245673,0.11877946304127225,0.0,0.08500560334429152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277597280190164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056595219386839875,0.0,0.0,0.04826489628214205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944241252171427,0.03989370939169664,0.03847680288864205,0.0,0.0,0.10504469581581402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065555411182628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054184640766311326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223895762983968,0.0,0.06565386197842872,0.0,0.11600824415393793
anxiety,throwawayhute,2020/04/07,"It’s getting bad again I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder a little over a year ago.  I have a hyper religious family, the only advice I receive is to read the Bible. 
I’m getting really bad again. I dread night time because that means I have to sleep, I can’t control my dreams and they’re always negative. I feel physically ill all the time. I’m crying every night. I wake up with stomach pain so bad my boyfriend wakes up to me moaning in pain. I can’t breath properly. I can’t stop the anxiety and it’s getting too much.
I just need some uplifting. I need survivors of this community to tell me it won’t always be like this.",1.7811237980769228,4.024596835937501,4.014062500000001,83.82084134615386,80.640625,7.688461538461539,25.47115384615385,8.617729084823388,2.0827612980769232,497,20,99,12,13,171,80,128,0.299,0.662,0.039,-0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,7,0,9,9,5,1,1,13,18,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,1,16,1,11,15,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,10,60,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506657917123703,0.13667387996661773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565851270813582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358990654239634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862089624550485,0.09398849363537493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292928590469964,0.0,0.0,0.16936272779988296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649244604335147,0.0,0.0,0.1767070154569811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990578300554387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534996083869822,0.0,0.07795953086368508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24166267898505656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532599999787863,0.1545318185668649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795042995329196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133422068258084,0.2286494036426189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893805029133489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726307921585237,0.3281230533910536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422467145376828,0.0,0.09877354415787197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429429643916218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890384784709225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347626918798404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981063302234046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928876301238952
anxiety,kenmaii,2020/04/07,"symptoms of anxiety and losing other’s respect when i was younger, i’ve been dubbed cute, and quiet, and other similar traits, because anxiety makes me get startled at sudden noises, and i would get nervous about speaking my mind. i didn’t realize i was being babied. i’ve seen anxiety fetishized because some people like the idea of someone quiet and nervous that they can protect, or more perverse intentions.

the symptoms of anxiety seem to automatically make people revoke any respect they had for you, as if it somehow makes you weaker, or unable to do your job or lead a conversation, or defend yourself.

i appreciate when friends offer help, but can’t stand it when people step in front of me as if i can’t deal with things on my own because i have anxiety. my anxiety is nothing new, if anything it’s made me tougher than most because of it. i just also happen to hyperventilate sometimes and need to chill for a bit. so what.

i want to see people support those with anxiety without infantilizing them, you guys who struggle with it are strong and deserve that respect in return without pretending you don’t have it.",7.707051282051282,8.046974576923077,7.905576923076925,69.25608974358975,62.84615384615386,10.01025641025641,39.44871794871795,9.725611199111238,4.10039294871795,904,46,145,16,12,295,126,208,0.12,0.736,0.14400000000000002,0.8828,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,3,3,8,13,0,4,4,0,16,2,0,6,0,37,29,22,0,6,11,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,14,10,0,1,3,1,0,3,6,5,0,0,7,5,23,8,25,20,5,14,0,1,2,0,16,4,0,11,7,108,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910184488027453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739864237192448,0.0,0.6094813925711077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366070017368387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775242048475092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425736828058802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733908528498058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793379959182628,0.0,0.11892810887900054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126955294868415,0.10064693015625699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628832713284411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848417695972067,0.0,0.0,0.11294461281160866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055604647561578485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733075978000036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076952555963555,0.2279187775188164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492150602430334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439296859697172,0.0,0.10992400242590138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092093233257658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31562216139116683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069645150083976,0.10361362362226224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643575233939408,0.0,0.11256672986227842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898497924305335,0.0,0.0,0.12915681348882047,0.0,0.2365963771104697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561415573564215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713150376953418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942872648151626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085147404455496,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayy2462456,2020/04/07,"There’s nothing worse than realizing you’re not the person you envision in your head I was actually doing very well mentally these past few weeks. I’ve been on spring break from my college and having an excuse to not go anywhere or talk to anyone was really enjoyable. I started running and working out again. I got into my solo hobbies. With no people to interact with, I felt so free.

I guess I developed too much unwarranted confidence in myself. I thought I was this badass, cool guy that was absolutely thriving in isolation. 

Then today was back to school, albeit virtual, and all the anxiety just came back to me. I remembered how much I hated myself, the challenge of eating while feeling like I’m going to vomit out of stress, and the truth that it’s not so much that I don’t like people, it’s more that I’m scared of them.

For a while now, I had had this idea that when I was in a better place mentally and had my shit together, I would actually pursue a relationship with a girl, having never done so yet in life. I do have a Tinder, and I get a decent amount of matches and even girls messaging me. For the past few weeks, I thought I was finally confident to message some of these girls back (I doubt I’ll ever be confident enough to make the first move if I’m being honest).  

But today I got that message from a cute girl I’ve supposedly been waiting for. And now I’m reminded of how much the idea of talking to a girl on a dating app terrifies me and fills me with nausea and dread.

So yeah. I guess I’m not the beacon of physical and mental health I thought I was. I’m just a kid who’s terrified of the world",5.196100917431195,5.423488143730888,6.519833333333335,77.43975000000002,68.1743119266055,9.96507645259939,30.111467889908266,9.888512548439397,2.7704631192660543,1281,45,253,28,20,436,172,327,0.107,0.759,0.134,0.6905,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,4,21,17,2,4,20,2,23,6,2,3,4,50,46,24,0,2,9,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,8,13,19,1,1,9,0,1,6,7,6,1,1,21,3,35,12,38,22,11,43,0,0,0,0,20,12,1,6,26,184,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.20128729369533752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889702397256568,0.0,0.0,0.0721135045648877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791042539376364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121340636230094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795751618500085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055416168178918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553155691521028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065647162719248,0.0,0.06811885841547648,0.09329036662747027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214751456846865,0.07367875994510588,0.09902455785799087,0.11297796410479374,0.0,0.08772550117876701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388311915774019,0.0,0.11722655513159655,0.0,0.1649709365328622,0.0,0.22722687008774056,0.10211861100158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018232101620475,0.10584496483428532,0.10962633614659524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328508636776025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284640612209606,0.1007718655757998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688425680751819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118036386965823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096148372214768,0.30326064388488777,0.0,0.07954309340380315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989595989941359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969056372375786,0.14299989036541946,0.09005239819218022,0.10775280079498092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660701106829164,0.0,0.0,0.11072703324547338,0.11683041553487634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325485923481176,0.1043768445271962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058652955466607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299858752216509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813934347314795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578997698446518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562999316629544,0.0,0.0,0.1955174408274631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509613132091848,0.0,0.0,0.1654553204476663,0.0,0.09272961243805844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508258643284255,0.0,0.105102085577035,0.07326324535193103,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway1212324343,2020/04/07,"My insecurity is ruining my life. I'm spending so much time everyday dedicated to bettering myself, because I just hate everything about myself. The way I look, my posture, my voice, my clothes. I just can't stop thinking about how bad it all is. I have this constant feeling that somebody is watching me and just laughing their ass off at how poorly I'm doing at life. Things that I used to do for fun have become a chore and nothing really brings me true joy anymore. Everyday I realize how things are going in the wrong direction, so I try even harder the next day. Nothing changes, it's just getting worse and I don't know how to stop it. I'm tired.",3.993984375000004,5.6367754296875,5.166062500000002,80.82268750000003,72.046875,8.245000000000001,31.55,8.841846274778883,2.70516,517,24,98,10,10,171,82,128,0.172,0.677,0.151,-0.6073,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,13,10,1,1,4,0,10,4,1,5,2,20,22,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,8,3,0,2,4,0,2,2,2,5,0,0,0,4,18,5,10,22,2,15,0,1,2,1,1,4,1,0,8,66,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321895568404206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542556700305409,0.11261979500985918,0.2040380730206523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163393328900431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954373757425444,0.0,0.0,0.1996454109780369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914625468131415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202336785003574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603830561088234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341341738057722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652245828591884,0.0,0.10499573386395283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239899079771027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015318839570396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609839335995117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514059014274698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580998699912492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964800743090883,0.0,0.0,0.35453863529838514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183533841771252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089128117499209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547482547608895,0.11837814304544413,0.0,0.0,0.1077272113229577,0.21233900620427268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543079471906468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956172033085614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664322892404638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882725393304402,0.0,0.20199137353645585,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gedushka,2020/04/07,Our cat got ran over on Sunday I am finding it very difficult to deal with the loss of this lovely neighbourhood cat who has been with us for a year. He s the only reason i didnt go down to deep ends of depression when things were rough. I work for the NHS so the pressure is on with all this covid stuff happening at the moment. Patients are rude ungrateful. I know i am not the first person this has happened to but i ve been pulling 60+ hr shifts weekly and seeing that lovely cat was the only thing that cheered me up and made me forget about it all. This is my first post so sorry if i am letting it all out. I just feel so broken and lonely.,2.3104211229946543,3.725845830882356,3.54799465240642,91.64620320855616,75.98529411764707,6.416042780748662,21.18716577540107,6.980632752743323,0.35506764705882304,507,12,112,5,11,165,93,136,0.17,0.7490000000000001,0.081,-0.8474,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,4,6,9,1,1,8,0,14,2,0,2,3,20,25,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,8,3,13,3,18,16,3,20,0,3,1,2,8,8,0,1,8,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885513362471105,0.15752270263949433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198606372213933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247456982059576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715794889941454,0.3111319130330269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394047872704858,0.0,0.14627366725931795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234576633019132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051144209562014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870171949117505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33013034041897243,0.17305473534968932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27819184354213833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969230466776982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515785730076444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804115781015315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573947872374898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473013935366485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936504624568966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24300769123137803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999389106780776,0.0,0.0,0.1509032252527917,0.0,0.0,0.1467031526769855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314594068099814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777502437314935
anxiety,opoopiate,2020/04/07,"Thought it was handled?! I thought I had my GAD under control... but these last few months... is taking so much out of me. I don't take medication for it anymore and did implement certain things (getting a small housekeeping gig to stop the constant worry about not having gas to make it to work, just an example) to combat the excessive worry and racing thoughts... but my ways just aren't working. I can't relax, I can't stop fucking worrying. And I can't even pinpoint what the worry is about. It's really starting to take a toll on my relationship too. I'm coming off as mad but in reality I just want to be held...but I also wanna curl up in the fetal position and disappear. 

Really hoping shit improves in the next few weeks, my birthday is next week and I just don't wanna feel this way anymore. :'(",3.3676825705939635,5.135346556962028,5.057594936708863,80.44947906523856,73.9367088607595,7.899513145082762,28.6095423563778,8.617729084823388,2.318895228821812,628,26,118,12,13,213,100,158,0.207,0.693,0.1,-0.9684,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,3,0,8,0,14,3,1,2,1,28,29,11,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,4,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,6,1,14,3,21,22,3,23,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,1,10,85,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257313160914376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544079787198739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048857115659004,0.0,0.1386084351315967,0.14385962366527286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847175398839561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648544213462583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118578529664216,0.06701294476304212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273956608051703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455274514045948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561759756822535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921306182175035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023795573769866,0.0,0.09428921847475914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27282165416282544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433913800427602,0.0,0.0,0.13770814827798533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316617395890382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090786323989194,0.0,0.0,0.21446985041628872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893169854775237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521328203027316,0.0,0.0,0.3054832277992741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565376758062774,0.20362089350546247,0.2057722051585832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867562715722128,0.5210355944910539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whattheelf,2020/04/07,"Anyone else avoid taking showesr because they don't want to be alone with their thoughts? Like a bubble bath I'm totally fine with, but showers allow my mind to wander to dark places or places of fear and panic when I'm going through either a depressive or anxiety-fueling episode.  Like showers allow my mind to wander, sometimes even when I play my favorite music in the background. I'm afraid to let my mind wander back to the things in reality I try to run away from.",5.7179487179487145,6.672382791208791,5.885439560439561,79.88039377289377,67.24175824175825,8.264468864468865,31.650183150183143,8.344100000000001,2.418449084249084,378,15,68,5,6,120,62,91,0.158,0.665,0.177,0.2466,3,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,16,10,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,4,15,7,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480838998699748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151951738486428,0.1927242659552573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672026171353192,0.14463247680356894,0.0,0.1146601989350286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200486385217672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571281852787578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423414224100145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165775224893044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689800786012993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192338594323342,0.0,0.18378620213327929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697631779498301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068747847343848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930358521037267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602951979005086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142308497857034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496112393103607,0.0,0.0,0.14932542039755553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770330361378865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094256201907632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iAmDeanx,2020/04/07,"Feeling like you are going to physically float away during panic attacks and having vivid dreams of floating/flying away from the ground? Anyone else get this weird shit? The dreams are horrible. Also weighted blankets for panic attacks, thoughts?",7.47325,11.080711825000005,5.715,71.9,68.25,6.0,32.5,7.1686216300943375,2.7207500000000007,203,9,24,2,4,59,34,40,0.369,0.47200000000000003,0.158,-0.9262,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,1,6,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105024329956334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955903622045633,0.21915876856677324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866685839249628,0.4019192367496371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868024777336022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815078350733487,0.15280528097747925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175032219564933,0.0,0.1215603839441073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044973696992691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019149589764018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955820434306744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698072377540752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604641856172898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,direalsensei,2020/04/07,unexpected anxiety attacks and tightening in my chest? sometimes ill be okay and then out of nowhere anxiety  just sneaks up on me and I feel my chest get tight and I have to start taking deeper breaths or I feel like ill start gasping for air? why does this happen? its saddening and doesnt make me feel good,1.7094999999999985,4.459611950000003,2.4783333333333357,90.6525,87.83333333333334,6.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,7.645422480735847,1.4826666666666672,247,10,49,5,8,77,45,60,0.22399999999999998,0.672,0.10400000000000001,-0.8095,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,5,3,1,0,13,12,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,3,7,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086657894780055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30386797116768605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337434417583196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40516557160348654,0.1908182785905657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395501776961338,0.0,0.0,0.2240331383061608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361981052295376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049292587077055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829317897922398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26417147809751096,0.0,0.3781134433017165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008280483552422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24101871274574496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QueerAlien13,2020/04/07,Breathing anxiety help Does anyone get short of breath all the time? I’m always feeling like I can’t breathe deep enough or get a full breath in and then I make myself dizzy and start to panic and I feel like tingly and freak out. Sometimes my heart will feel like it’s skipping. My therapist has been trying to help me work through it but nothing seems to help. Any advice helps!,1.8278666666666687,4.481718453333336,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,84.46666666666667,4.4,20.333333333333336,5.82211442006289,-0.11246666666666673,304,9,62,2,9,90,58,75,0.086,0.6970000000000001,0.217,0.8605,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,0,4,5,5,1,1,13,13,7,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,3,7,11,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,6,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418165170351407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831641851027288,0.0,0.0,0.12121459167693205,0.0,0.13635905132766665,0.0,0.0,0.12463498083021135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598581918462046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841775885094781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703822751840924,0.3820207139602763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625419923265932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112244581873011,0.4779028747655792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612485610714543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898176637126767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103353661728582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209135345049328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227006953413511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762915960605153,0.0,0.12616468456710508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695939207470668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393770443086654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101853104648715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976649487780428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,royakin,2020/04/07,"Is it weird that I want to be a public figure and do good things for my community? I don't do well in large crowds. The feeling of everyone's eyes on me and thinking they're judging me can be overwhelming. Yet, a part of me wants to be a well known public figure. Someone people can look up to and come to for help. I know this is going to sound like it's out of some cheesy book or something, but I don't much care for myself. I think that I'm better suited to raise other people up instead. But this is crazy, right? How can someone with severe anxiety want to put themselves out there? Is this normal? Is there something wrong with me (besides anxiety and depression)?",3.092808080808084,4.74157671851852,4.1430303030303035,87.21818181818182,74.4074074074074,6.686868686868688,24.124579124579125,7.348242739294969,1.00662962962963,527,16,106,6,11,171,82,135,0.165,0.742,0.094,-0.9015,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,4,0,15,1,1,1,0,25,27,8,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,4,2,0,0,4,11,6,21,24,3,11,0,2,2,0,4,7,0,2,2,77,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27032104459258155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562600339480396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013810917302114,0.0,0.0,0.1521950831424508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217513244809913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882631807711562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933524929886465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041191429534137,0.14819168506282585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842558585457973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709928637051947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631743821372037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483675866423981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988090347249234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310991944696394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132836344953866,0.0,0.24497679249375984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761325835737748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088465428228134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959930014248786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29940256648262753,0.27203541361095074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173790411775544,0.2264201699722906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126331889292389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177149711963469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317299609736074,0.0,0.0
anxiety,haleywolf666,2020/04/07,"I'm so anxious and scared I feel physically sick I feel all dizzy and weak, nauseous and just had diarrhea. can't stop having hyperventilating and cold sweats 😭😭 anyone else going through the same??? i even get scared of eating sometimes while other I overeat........ I mostly feel like I'm in a near death experience and then there are days where I feel completely fine 😭 Im freaking out right now and just need to feel less alone and know someone else's anxiety has this physical symptoms..",3.02225806451613,5.7384319247311835,3.770333333333333,84.5955,79.21505376344086,6.730752688172044,25.429032258064517,7.908726449838941,1.6264116129032258,391,15,74,7,10,124,69,93,0.276,0.659,0.065,-0.9645,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,5,6,1,0,1,21,16,10,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,1,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,6,6,2,6,15,4,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917010441588088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159602046150152,0.2091029696165409,0.0,0.12942167845863262,0.1896501635316052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406701262958426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936999474667435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939685858741895,0.3092437362346367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225251073305185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105695912698944,0.0,0.0,0.4679441738145207,0.1322308329955885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670371401387594,0.0,0.1051929012228438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999327416176526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172254668843184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042733440095443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724448453623056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806883720267192,0.0,0.0,0.3706217655572344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682912143889974,0.0,0.1830622037916068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474645348441493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238301697110347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,annonnammouse,2020/04/07,"I have an appointment for a Covid 19 test tomorrow and having a hard time with my anxiety. My husband works in home healthcare and goes in to people's homes. Most of the people he works with are seniors and many are immunocompromised. He's been in contact with known cases through work. We've been careful at home but I developed a cough yesterday and this morning, I was having difficulty breathing. I have asthma and anxiety, so difficulty breathing isn't necessarily out of the norm but I also have more constant pain in my chest and I'm getting winded just waking between rooms. I called our local covid 19 hotline and they gave my number to the testing site who decided I should come in to be tested. Now I'm worried that if I don't already have it I'm going to pick it up at the testing site. 
I'm already light headed from the shortness of breath, I'm trying not to panic spiral.",5.135616570327553,6.312067104046243,6.1296098265895935,76.79399084778423,68.71098265895954,8.310019267822737,31.75770712909441,8.59863814320734,2.614426204238921,711,30,127,11,12,236,107,173,0.111,0.851,0.038,-0.9035,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,3,4,3,0,1,9,0,15,9,6,1,0,22,25,12,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,0,5,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,2,14,1,24,19,2,22,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,2,6,84,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708815405781711,0.13438475334272254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25710645223193457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159174724705895,0.0,0.17133209229436147,0.0,0.0,0.14475505572596362,0.0,0.18159590210580956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779607204610416,0.0,0.09550329714507466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053444732534382,0.0,0.17246165967311844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056856029718187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037027500503835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788107002485683,0.19716346688540096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23300114903062166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798782764752753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409086844156388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36701417461940494,0.17065687366177992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LAHockey2003,2020/04/07,"Please help. I can’t stop controlling my breath and it’s torture I’ve tried every possible thing to distract myself. My mind just keeps focusing on it, it’s torture and is fucking my life up (can’t focus on anything else no matter how hard I try or I’ll suffocate).",0.9182539682539675,3.4476673333333347,2.9333862433862454,87.77166666666668,88.62962962962963,6.048677248677249,24.38095238095239,7.447530270364453,1.527050793650794,212,9,41,4,7,71,41,54,0.268,0.628,0.10400000000000001,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,1,0,0,3,3,1,2,0,10,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263476542408825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30849869593593643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297739961542269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317465456593196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542848426499949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463961522507956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843642409298589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448241359352196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428018934469027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277728153453835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30192889360947905,0.0,0.3100843155438365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995913476371785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273498646101566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734899418761839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Foamy_lemon,2020/04/07,"Anxiety in College Does anyone else feel like college is the worst place for people with any kind of anxiety (general, social, test, etc.)? It is such a competitive and high-pressure place, and combined with any kind of mental illness it is so much harder. Even when you think you're succeeding at something like making friends, working out, getting a good grade, someone is doing it better than you. I find it so difficult to focus on my self and stop social comparison. Everything seems so important in college, one class feels like it determines your future. Not liking your friends now means you're gonna be lonely for the rest of your life. All of these things build up and it becomes unbearable. And when you do reach out for support, the mental health care is so inadequate at most universities it's concerning. Most mental health centers on campus have at least a 2 week wait, and once you get a meeting you only get a handful of free meetings. To me, college feels like a pressure cooker and I don't know how I can cope with it. My anxiety levels have spiked more than ever in college. The quarantine has allowed me time to step back and think about how college works, and how it's affected my mental health. If anyone has any advice for coping with these kinds of stress in college please, let me know. I think it's something people should be talking about more, you're not alone and so many other college students feel the same.",7.637335811648079,7.642540788104088,7.151955390334573,75.72783395291202,63.05204460966543,9.701214374225527,34.661957868649324,9.21078282632365,3.0847916232961583,1148,45,200,17,15,359,148,269,0.109,0.742,0.149,0.8908,1,4,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,8,0,4,17,21,0,2,11,0,17,6,1,6,2,46,36,21,0,2,3,0,5,5,2,2,5,0,0,1,14,16,0,2,12,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,0,5,18,17,33,31,11,26,0,1,0,0,16,16,0,4,14,133,32,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028002361672527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568561692600376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884800624909511,0.0,0.2120286193261705,0.0,0.0,0.12919901611651294,0.09466194082180374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104030669012318,0.0,0.0,0.10203476673092553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170926118311941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419524263220168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808489487964688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771779251697777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303651584010268,0.061021091259963474,0.08356980883221833,0.0,0.0,0.08303195345159772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868556414174923,0.1980050065038865,0.0,0.0,0.08444052732612996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275675071484326,0.0,0.1448060114913312,0.0,0.0,0.07749027562602115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946108677436515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761249630873538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886221819331363,0.10154753906403867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944725073583213,0.0652560436175315,0.2256793988028931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616693926880533,0.09366645312334552,0.0,0.10063710289040648,0.0,0.0,0.3724195958784109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791546370751661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838970267111168,0.06260418033322088,0.07026487858098106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809975920222558,0.0,0.19305060724074974,0.1014137628609001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410613613175316,0.096380341217701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883549013807711,0.07827965310618124,0.14224886620200272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724011068244874,0.10582960177484806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048402725228134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425759584703934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137816875292727,0.17759459349225634,0.0,0.0,0.053871910840868065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741077026489752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345184421855092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Its_Haleeyy,2020/04/07,"I did something super stupid and it's putting my anxiety through the roof **LONG, RAMBLE POST**


I went to wash my blankets, sheets, etc today. I put too much in the washer at once and messed something up and it won't drain. I called my apartment manager to tell her about it - She didn't sound mad or anything but she said she can't get anyone to fix it right now due to COVID-19 and to put an out of order sign in it. 

I had to get all of my soaking wet blankets and sheets out of there and ended up soaking the floor. There's the main part of the laundry area and then a small area off to the side with storage closets.

I moved my soaking wet basket of stuff in the area by the closets while I got a towel and was trying to dry the main area. I put another dry towel under the basket and dragged out the side door (There's a door right by the laundry room) so I wouldn't keep soaking the floor. 

I let them sit outside for a few and then asked my mom if I can bring it all over to dry since she has a heavy duty dryer. She said okay so I brought it all over and am currently sitting here waiting. 

I was sitting here and realized I forgot to dry the area by the storage closets. I don't think anyone goes by there frequently but I have older neighbors and am worried that one of them is gonna go back there and fall and hurt themselves. I've been gone for a few so it might be dry by now but I have no idea.

If the water starts draining it drains into a tub but I'm coming up with this stupid scenario that the water is just gonna somehow explode out of the washer and get all over the floor. Or the water is gonna stink from sitting in there to long. 

I'm also worried about my neighbors because some of them are older and their probably gonna have to go to the laundromat while this virus is going around. 

I'm scared everyone is gonna find out it was me and be really pissed and/or yell at me. 

I've been stressing so hard the last few hours and I can't stop.",2.3175098814229247,3.655888985507248,3.3829205094422505,93.15353754940716,75.81159420289855,5.984365393061045,23.898111550285464,6.273863323946077,0.4453294685990343,1536,47,344,10,33,494,188,414,0.107,0.871,0.022000000000000002,-0.9876,3,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,1,22,11,4,2,30,1,30,5,1,0,4,56,58,36,0,3,9,1,3,0,2,8,1,4,8,0,15,29,3,5,4,0,0,14,7,9,0,1,15,8,37,2,55,32,13,76,0,1,0,0,18,36,1,7,20,232,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142907069470993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988420130536588,0.08746157362520693,0.0,0.0,0.15988335861861575,0.0,0.09408324235512007,0.10177728370394948,0.10688242803275792,0.0,0.0,0.08791214648779144,0.0,0.06969405784833249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674296078566072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984845370786441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101261792715355,0.0,0.12750735035025007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924651072304616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449487556665024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919696419763087,0.0,0.1949278654547855,0.0,0.09143955617771736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241656351742136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259129464624774,0.0,0.12239184116376027,0.1290638222571818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016211024886756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319360905542362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690941794749304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235560088604046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128528124298844,0.0,0.13390105159354718,0.0,0.12151391362233027,0.08404516354757774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175693429706977,0.07747246779506665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380745103773105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949583088135488,0.0,0.12326628303442605,0.0,0.0,0.4597299509862277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324225375001236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527313264585985,0.2175066214047183,0.0,0.1144635376394691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457434819229962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603250529056835,0.0,0.0,0.08092284113689786,0.0,0.0,0.09558438359040372,0.1309637850320342,0.0,0.13087965364192106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992881554317867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325757562127601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837077360414356,0.0,0.0,0.07762206512938086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059843726569437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221383346619084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UnoReverseCard0,2020/04/07,"Do we really have to loose all our friends when we get out of high school? I have some weird attachment issues and stuff from anxiety and other things so when I get close to someone I tend to get REALLY REALLY emotionally close. My grandma said that when I get out of high school I’ll loose all my friends because they’ll be too busy with their lives and plans to have time with me and they’ll move on or forget about me and find new friends. She said if I’m lucky i’ll have 1 good friend that stays with me. I’m so scared. I don’t wanna loose them. Apart from my mom, brother, and grandma their the people I hold closest to me. Sorry if I flared this wrong, I hope this is the right flare. Also sorry if this doesn’t make sense, i’m really tired",2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,3.4735897435897454,93.31307692307695,74.38461538461539,6.9948717948717976,20.69230769230769,7.492282038375204,0.3347538461538462,588,12,135,7,12,185,86,156,0.155,0.706,0.138,0.0386,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,5,1,8,10,0,1,2,0,11,1,0,1,2,29,23,16,0,5,4,2,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,8,15,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,24,7,17,18,3,17,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,7,5,80,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547166373225993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008947986980454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039836977082289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483574830574497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054424587023355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075887586855599,0.0,0.2756264399799616,0.0,0.0,0.1106223176643368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786961457405845,0.0,0.1309956329362394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137657952072542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646048953614832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880369968101357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446691713872726,0.0,0.1401772383661212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737931235342145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143529391728697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379661326454289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263256875452847,0.2509134683096562,0.0,0.13204399497646305,0.2669576160685235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174920443382996,0.0,0.0,0.2952780937763922,0.0,0.14057622968110656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098146260731982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762125604263027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690559345774431,0.15158711606681266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420002397161788,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Chloed12345678,2020/04/07,I keep having panic attacks for no reason any idea's why? My heart just starts beating soooo fast and it feels like i am going to through up. Idk whats happening and why. I just need some advice,1.7035000000000018,3.877894350000002,2.765000000000004,93.05,80.5,5.0,20.0,5.985473137389443,-0.03825000000000012,154,4,32,1,4,49,35,40,0.289,0.655,0.055999999999999994,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,10,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520459116089997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540103656571676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934322626297943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041700310219895,0.18426502478292936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465873889750224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808637639577545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056479290284585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29117122898272924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292597629973032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260114198554736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125159973266292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026249216096803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651946833496482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825639648239503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654828605024444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,broke-and-bisexual,2020/04/07,"Current situation making anxiety worse, but not for any obvious reasons. For context: I'm a 20 year old female living in the US, and I have ADHD, anxiety, and depression.

For as long as I can remember, I've had a terrible, horrible fear of suffocating. I can't really go swimming, I can't have my head under a blanket, I can't wear anything that is even a little tight around my neck (turtlenecks, tighter necklaces, some high neck stuff), can't even wear a scarf around my mouth/nose in the winter. That's how bad all of this is.

All of those make me feel like I can't breathe, which leads to quickly spiraling in a panic attack. Which also just makes it worse, cause then I really can't breathe.

Which leads us to why everything going on is making my anxiety worse. I physically cannot wear a facemask. Even the ones that are meant for breathing through, not like I could find any of those if I could. So the few times I've had to go out to get meds or supplies, have caused more anxiety about not being able to wear one. 

I feel horrible about not being able to, but I've been practicing all the safety precautions I can with the exception of that one. I really don't want to have a panic attack in public, especially not right now.

I don't really have anyone who can go get things for me, especially since I'm on a controlled substance. Otherwise I would have someone else go.

Anyway, I guess I just needed to get that off my chest, but I also need some advice. Am I doing everything right? Is there something else I could do that would be better, but not cause a panic attack? Its been all I can think of lately, and I just need some advice so I can get back to trying my best (not well) at this whole ""zoom university"" thing.",4.633081505894283,5.443192107871723,5.67273418684244,80.95365445557105,69.61224489795919,9.113905437951578,27.449486626948925,9.318704503766252,2.1935629103815435,1355,43,270,27,23,449,165,343,0.203,0.742,0.055,-0.995,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,2,0,0,5,21,15,3,4,16,0,40,11,11,12,5,61,64,17,0,10,17,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,2,7,1,0,8,16,10,1,3,5,3,33,5,39,51,11,35,0,1,0,0,4,16,0,6,13,195,52,2,0.1558330721720155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364053489767127,0.15227827458229246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461965151502252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597183282071224,0.0,0.23842374735543306,0.0,0.0,0.054481053681037006,0.0,0.06411867027965347,0.138724472762968,0.0,0.2659239245826018,0.0,0.05991300674939525,0.06505705305592993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176859755399794,0.0689108443479306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401252369739797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739002059799861,0.18663004181529744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710939835865973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017853573664506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543894117093647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005271709370826,0.0,0.0,0.08767776518322805,0.07879388355009212,0.05566358894830399,0.0,0.0,0.07121430240554251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283269687402846,0.0,0.22140881522478464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858338488866887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996484494544899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232309828954709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789324651044511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761321676307293,0.0780928385666658,0.06880172886106023,0.0689536825457158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208039571476914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654770656585048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733223726927926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176029765012127,0.0,0.15839478404304658,0.0,0.0,0.2742548011241664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966131273451748,0.080111176077176,0.0,0.0,0.08826424646449117,0.13308059217746068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445336381761291,0.08758145113556141,0.0,0.0,0.06601842817695783,0.059983956136547126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919579245054471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352856878279547,0.049925770192078785,0.0,0.0,0.045433758779936224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290021342664437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874479986028317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595719173136708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005632334112709,0.0,0.0703075546756966,0.08699102998010835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382108206026406,0.11069934340173487,0.0,0.0,0.050175694645407165
anxiety,whatsername25,2020/04/07,"Does anyone else’s anxiety give them headaches? If something worries me, even if it doesn’t result in an anxiety attack, I get a headache. It can result from something playing on my mind for even a short time. Does this happen to anyone else, or is this something I should be very concerned about?",5.503392857142856,6.9701882678571465,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,68.10714285714286,7.028571428571429,31.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,2.0204428571428577,237,10,42,2,4,72,42,56,0.171,0.797,0.032,-0.782,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,8,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903334259824492,0.0,0.0,0.2653707299175835,0.3888653193557329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588063250446984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321224139329354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31704207897928244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506708180102669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914233642784204,0.1820361269152773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780510350388764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916046041671744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382620695028976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065121648452672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565727710645055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271159617955474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dixon9386,2020/04/07,"Pit in stomach feeling I started having panic attacks and anxiety last June. Then it went away in September and came back this January. I’ve always watched murder documentaries, 48 hours, dateline, etc. then one night I watched it and thought about what happens after I die, my parents die, my brother dies, my dog dies, etc. I thought that was causing my anxiety and it did for a while. I was constantly having panic attacks, crying, and was anxious. Then one day I realized as I was laying in bed on my phone that I would get a pit in my stomach feeling and then I would start thinking about those negative thoughts. My doctor put me on Lexapro and I can definitely tell a difference. I’m back to my normal self and am doing the things I enjoy again. But at night and sometimes during the day, I’ll get that pit in my stomach and just an overall weird sensation and start thinking about the negative thoughts again and start getting anxious/sad. When i don’t get that sensation I’m totally fine and don’t have the negative thoughts. Why am I getting that pit in my stomach and oversell weird sensation? Is it connected to my acid reflux or a separate stomach problem?",4.571875314228257,6.585848000000006,5.163039215686275,79.91423202614381,71.26244343891403,8.169029663147311,35.35470085470085,8.841846274778883,3.335129512317748,932,51,163,18,18,299,113,221,0.222,0.732,0.046,-0.9911,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,3,2,9,0,17,6,5,1,1,34,40,23,5,4,3,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,15,0,0,10,0,0,3,5,8,0,2,12,5,25,2,18,26,3,36,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,1,23,117,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812262795260982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493555269241816,0.2205618781283539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221099104336668,0.09171564451116676,0.15012495679514898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164937596761908,0.0,0.10028092613492336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054907467737073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072291634831491,0.12591150800861484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052497028999747,0.1019903890537546,0.0,0.09991650817613122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774050830454367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871753234784016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550077699040061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632357631430639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613440189761012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957197663790631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321639984681945,0.09564524757505126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229742811663814,0.0,0.0,0.22906817959047626,0.10839361502424627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093407568429709,0.0,0.09813339479605916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183721914604807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965470350723281,0.0,0.2763790560182623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532273249688795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485328795377834,0.12509978216251047,0.0,0.3874902923090803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049317984912486,0.0880853689434312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386905368891752,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ertesit,2020/04/07,"People with GAD/anxiety - how do you want to be supported? What do you wish someone close to you told you? My bf admitted to having GAD to me today, and it was kinda shocking because he's very confident, outgoing, and successful in his field. He says the medication he's taking is not really working for him nowadays, he's sweating a lot, constantly anxious over nothing etc. and with the whole covid situation it's been getting worse. I know it was difficult for him to tell me all this because he's so good at hiding it from everyone, and I wish I could support him somehow, but I'm at a loss as to how especially that we don't live together yet. He knows he's going to be ok, he's been battling this his whole life, and I told him I know how strong he is and that I don't look at him any different, I just wish I could somehow make it better for him.",7.540071428571426,5.358064171428573,8.449821428571429,73.4433035714286,64.42857142857143,12.178571428571427,37.875,10.9516,3.937642857142857,670,28,138,15,8,230,100,175,0.079,0.736,0.184,0.9515,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,4,0,5,8,11,1,0,4,1,15,3,1,4,1,32,33,12,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,10,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,6,2,24,7,19,23,5,10,0,1,1,0,28,6,0,4,3,93,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195989045820774,0.0,0.10344928980578924,0.15276950321491609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486784971396126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959845421074428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613376631669192,0.0,0.21593760964238756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128480588445913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081531570968362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292164487742822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706512125391093,0.0,0.07685336698479084,0.1134230936254175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295383396772026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551575710707852,0.0,0.0,0.1194090784501708,0.0,0.11355772534460085,0.0,0.0,0.11496627645464963,0.0,0.0,0.09026594942618688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362282992618504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975521407459933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937502858520514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663072044281728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075389826812582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200229038641191,0.0,0.0,0.11457851132285987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30691097560314423,0.0,0.0,0.10167486249323372,0.0,0.11819550655896502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818062950815218,0.2584328975485644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157752101562472,0.07976116303534103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019551658166239,0.4665176609288524,0.0,0.0,0.09844782289836684,0.0,0.13780920448700648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,W_Abstract,2020/04/07,"The quarantine got rid of my anxiety and basically every other feeling. What can i do to not feel so empty? One of the things my anxiety has done to me is that it made me always terrified of what could be tommorow and generally in the future, and that was one of the things that pushed me to do something better in my life. But now, i know that almost every day in the near future will be nearly the same, so i don't have to fear anything.
I have been noticing every feeling i previously had, be it urges, desires, emotions, wants, needs etc. have been going away thanks to the fact i don't have basically anything to be afraid of and nothing to fuel my anxiety with.
I am searching for things to fill this emptiness, but can't find much. That's why i'm asking for advice on how to deal with this.",6.9978750000000005,5.7247490375000005,7.623750000000005,76.02625000000003,64.875,10.25,33.125,9.188382445141503,2.7255000000000003,626,21,124,9,8,209,91,160,0.067,0.88,0.053,-0.2974,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,7,0,24,1,0,2,1,24,36,9,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,7,3,14,2,25,23,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,101,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473063704998084,0.0,0.0,0.15094944608847927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125432002065681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34595877475199793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810075176063245,0.0,0.1409263226964341,0.0,0.1416299869807978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332179389102816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035769891864274,0.0,0.0,0.09721812093803428,0.15541158253207413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426457848126665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956795172184266,0.0,0.0,0.16812063809141142,0.0,0.0,0.3810277538914871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963015109152885,0.2286637611672477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777829363790414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567191625171816,0.0,0.12056463011085665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284556656861475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647572467731298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263866181312534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108149960398584,0.11177558417454116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144643992443724,0.17162429948739227,0.0,0.0,0.20429756691587286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605094542779852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878583807625314,0.0,0.0,0.3004450454721678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891336772604475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360240090243054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hadpotential04,2020/04/07,"Feeling Every Heartbeat I'm not sure if this is the right place but seems like a good start. Short backstory is that I went to the ER late last year when I woke up and my heart was pounding out of my chest and scared me to death. Stayed between 110-120 until I go fluids. They pointed to dehydration but it happened again a week or two later but this time fluids didn't help and I started on 25mg of metoprolol twice a day. Cardiologist had me on a 24 monitor and ran an echo and saw nothing.I was bumped to 50mg twice a day in January when I would experience the same thing after waking up several times but these felt more like panic/anxiety attacks as they were very short.

The main point of this post is that I understand the above is probably trivial compared to those who have had heart attacks and other severe issues but since that first time I can basically feel every single heartbeat if my mind is completely focused on something else. Whether it be sitting watching TV, reading a book, and especially lying down to sleep. Just wondering if others experience the same issues and what they do to try and dull the sensation a bit. I've tried meditating which was very hit and miss in terms of helping out and only for a short period of time. Working out is on my list but it's hard to get into as I obsess about my heart rate in general monitoring it all day and fear getting it spiked and having trouble getting it back down to normal.

I appreciate you reading and any feedback or advice is welcome.",6.533521435692923,6.571657857627122,7.05764705882353,75.37023928215358,65.33898305084746,9.924227318045864,33.62412761714855,9.627879704456738,3.085767696909272,1208,48,225,22,17,397,181,295,0.154,0.7659999999999999,0.08,-0.9740000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,2,6,13,2,3,16,0,20,6,6,0,2,46,40,31,1,5,14,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,20,18,0,0,6,4,0,3,2,8,1,4,12,6,20,5,36,25,8,51,0,2,2,0,8,22,0,7,25,154,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915416761154157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690022848133126,0.0,0.0776233782287729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23087088828930336,0.0,0.0780232679892967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077768360650148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638813911560492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631700568676025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476418837331191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709837334068538,0.0,0.0,0.19851197474984095,0.0,0.11418064525133652,0.1026113798271079,0.0,0.0974259905065703,0.0,0.0,0.08630933608694713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903982918221438,0.0,0.057667075190314734,0.08510724155663171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972855243190678,0.0,0.09089614235471208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36072316100912544,0.13602483752767108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118141949399068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271064039177843,0.11446126140219122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991450911903768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245459412270344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994179108225661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717161858088499,0.0,0.11905181087509625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106013332191425,0.0,0.19184168644764416,0.0,0.09717909183065024,0.0,0.1094005620324052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299258045721771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665382753254264,0.0,0.0,0.10158800153386643,0.0,0.0,0.09237341313258156,0.0,0.22926179487816156,0.0,0.08393606581936422,0.0,0.10154211089827274,0.0,0.0,0.07811566367009742,0.0,0.0,0.14364032213355832,0.10815227333143766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563317268650393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674113828110448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366691661378726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377813517569698,0.0,0.09912030420355217,0.1056326318965288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744482503233205,0.0,0.0,0.0813921759807943,0.0,0.0,0.09406262320802936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003861919793853,0.07387051769021931,0.0,0.0,0.0720805464880122,0.0,0.0,0.06534260058492622
anxiety,glasssa251,2020/04/07,"How to manage without meds I'm on two weeks without lexapro. When I first ran out, i tried ordering a refill with express scripts, only to find out my doctor canceled the order. It took a few days to do all of this because I was in the middle of transitioning from my classroom to teaching remotely. By the time I got a hold of my doctor, a week had passed. He wouldn't write me a script without an appointment because he hasnt seen me in over a year. His nurse wouldn't give me a temp script until our scheduled virtual appointment because I had already gone a week without it.

My virtual appointment is for this thursday. Yesterday the numbness I used to experience from anxiety in my face and arm returned. Today my heart is racing and I feel on edge. I need ways to being myself down until I can get back on lexapro.

Note: dont suggest pot, please. I'm asthmatic and cant smoke. Never had am edible so today's not the day to try.",3.4580645161290318,5.142856419354839,4.852451612903226,82.35867741935483,73.51612903225806,7.755698924731183,29.604301075268808,8.447377352677275,2.3032262365591403,738,32,141,13,15,246,116,186,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.5806,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,14,0,15,6,3,2,2,22,27,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,4,11,1,0,2,9,2,21,0,31,15,2,37,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,0,19,98,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150797019521559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045371161797308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507565654358557,0.0,0.24990228921155344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625629545993846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27973477349207204,0.0,0.0,0.16015315028663735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336702282289986,0.0,0.0,0.06909450463966514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248959113645445,0.11623468727842888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139414902997628,0.1310874328979324,0.0,0.0,0.10929173934755447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193128003264778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178769324308908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132447633930527,0.10539314637951286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392872149408093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000100945011974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968189700465805,0.0,0.2590570391356106,0.0,0.1518235268683423,0.18555318648422084,0.0,0.133487500708339,0.0,0.0,0.11802199657033005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084666587026579,0.3288379178067587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269041052630561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799832195785844
anxiety,no_shame_game,2020/04/07,"How to stop wasting so much time in a day FIGHTING my own mind and wrestling anxiety away? It feels like all I ever do is wrestle with my own mind, so much lost time, so much time I could have been productive, grateful, joyful. 

It's just stuck in my body, my stomach feels tight, like its constantly buzzing, a lump in my throat, clammy. It's like my body is constantly sensing danger even when I'm sitting on the couch looking out the window. 

Perfectly fine relationships, perfectly fine scenarios. The anxiety just creates these illusions in my own head about the world around me. 

I'm not seeing the truth, I'm not seeing things as they really are. I cant break down these mental blocks, even though I can rationalize the fact that they are illusions. 

It just feels like the way I'm programmed. I cant think myself out of these horrible, anxious episodes. And when I do, it's so shortlived before i go back to thinking the exact way once again.",5.654263351749543,6.6341172209944785,5.612941988950279,81.68563766114181,67.39779005524862,9.127255985267038,31.105432780847146,9.2995712137729,2.638204051565378,751,29,143,14,12,235,106,181,0.14400000000000002,0.7,0.155,0.6282,0,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,0,2,3,18,13,2,0,10,0,12,6,5,1,7,30,27,11,0,1,5,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,11,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,7,18,10,16,23,7,28,0,1,3,0,4,11,0,0,16,94,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484252494033567,0.15125135624987582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918557436906947,0.0,0.0,0.12578887828995275,0.10294890266125864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139258333443156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974309553874243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893631239764873,0.0,0.10689586480431272,0.0,0.0,0.08634441507016663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768588756748473,0.1211061792345018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308805102615368,0.1912942017543829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608963663687612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740410447176835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616367810612573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242924542903644,0.0,0.1461507279585419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492406815074418,0.0,0.270370321811793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952614982189309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425826040889927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576982764319553,0.0,0.0,0.14374182907736915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337719655609055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193342211876746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894690091969898,0.17157554042618856,0.13154082405079098,0.0,0.23420735482707045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125425404149627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tuhin_99,2020/04/07,"how do i get rid of this feeling? so basically i have these neighbours that were blasting music. i used to get this tight feeling in my chest and my heart beat used to feel weird, if you get what i mean and whenever i would hear it especially even noises from their tv at night, and i would dread the sound of music coming from them. i wrote them a letter because i couldn't handle it anymore and i was reassuring myself that this is within my right and i can't let these people oppress me like this forever (they have a history of loud music). so after the letter i gave i got one back from next door. they said that there son has had trouble with his mental health and he tried to commit suicide three days ago and music is his only release. since then it has been quiet and that is how i like it. however, i haven't been able to get rid of this anxiety as i have two younger siblings that are screaming a lot of the time and we talk loudly in the house sometimes. the walls are paper thin and i am feeling anxious as they have never complained about any noises to us and im worried they might turn around and call us hypocrites. the anxiety has eased up and doesnt feel as bad as before but my heart jumps whenever i hear a loud noise and now im afraid to make any loud noises especially in my room (which is next door to the room of the kid that was blasting the music.) also whenever i hear loud noises my heart jumps if you get what i mean. is there any thing i can do, or any resources that i can look at in order to get rid of this feeling? i really want to avoid speaking to the doctors about this as i dont want to have to take any medication",5.078823529411763,4.940550999999999,5.72058823529412,84.32764705882357,68.41176470588235,8.447058823529412,27.882352941176467,7.908726449838941,1.5211352941176468,1300,37,276,14,20,423,165,340,0.057999999999999996,0.873,0.068,-0.1337,1,1,0,0,0,2,20.0,3,2,7,1,13,11,0,3,14,0,35,7,4,5,2,47,65,29,1,7,4,1,8,2,1,3,3,13,4,1,24,18,0,2,8,1,0,3,6,8,0,3,10,22,45,3,40,50,1,29,0,0,1,0,31,14,0,5,13,192,69,2,0.09140434267159098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810244347559127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309601981099187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107904370257419,0.0,0.1398481439181587,0.10326089000714236,0.09064854685066748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136924382370737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028429746109441,0.07631880816883445,0.05571923890816583,0.0,0.07777836336557853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333405348585967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787367477179603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894823933057355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355621785800243,0.0,0.0,0.10712520886708203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037170627969912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773006922877598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865299788247221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310440278008272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971585420001422,0.3090580117684874,0.32494375848175955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054683392610547,0.0,0.0,0.1974647502985411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934671332153869,0.0,0.08931108963530851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675662707218388,0.0,0.0,0.07770870348916069,0.0,0.0,0.061013108499639875,0.0,0.0,0.1991322505412407,0.0,0.09208025901706623,0.0921140788821298,0.09696556306606056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049666396731682,0.0,0.19441911078179208,0.08577678369730446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193794815725145,0.06951712143917252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336826232843068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855596245738024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805880921669528,0.08694646126454124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561061680435477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040123210519377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999815153575858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872469027823629,0.07346734830446144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072498376260192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329860726605714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062057548735378464,0.09942167740895548,0.08928876121969552,0.0,0.21989633982809947,0.1578880092071663,0.0,0.0,0.10782529902512553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928255468553787,0.0,0.12986204503037913,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CapableWelder5,2020/04/07,"Needing A Partner To Kill Anxiety Surely something More I am here for an intelligent friendship with good humor, mutual respect and ... the attraction of course. Somebody grown up but not tired of living is welcome. Would prefer a smiling positive person :-)

If you feel you needing the that one woman for yourself to build something real and strong with done hesitate to send a message . Thanks and ya all is welcome .",5.496607142857144,8.516965763888889,5.629761904761902,73.02000000000002,71.91666666666667,7.447619047619049,35.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,3.6106047619047614,333,18,46,6,7,105,57,72,0.066,0.502,0.4320000000000001,0.9890000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,1,10,1,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,2,16,9,5,1,5,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,9,10,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,0,36,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593475441191416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621045729005018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950438363451436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482531234247346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833641192280723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616287172788205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798265556383692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735567783877202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363827728310892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915260706398317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943547350339581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24139457250543495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580528447774515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29437775526417354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194369397813948,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,overthinker129,2020/04/07,"Anxious driving - what can I do? So I habe had anxiety my whole life, I'm 23F and I have only been driving for 2 years now. I find that I can be so confident, chill and fime at times but about 30% of the time i feel anxious and panicked about driving. The thought of constantly having to focus and be alert makes me worry about making sure I'm focusing and being alert. Even if I'm slightly tired that triggers anxiety, or if I'm driving at night, or driving somewhere more than 30 minutes away. When i first got my license, my boyfriend and I were driving along this long straight road, and I experienced a micro sleep. I started swerving into the opposite lane and thankfully  there was no oncoming traffic. My boyfriend said "" whatre you doing!?"" Twice and I didn't here him, the third time he yelled 'what the fuck are you doing?' And that's when I became present again and realised I was in the middle of 2 lanes. That really scared me, so much, and I feel I still get triggered by the thought of that happening again when im driving. That's why I have this constant need to stay focused. One thing I found lately that helps is sometimes talking out loud to myself to stay present and now feel overwhelmed. I don't want it to be like this though, does anyone have any advice or suggestions to reduce anxiety whilst driving? I am an anxious person in general, I'm currently seeing a psychologist and have been ongoingly for years. I mainly love going to do a big brain dump of all my thoughts as my mind I so hyper active. However we are currently working on understanding that my brain is so used to anxiety that I actually autopilot to looking for things to be anxious about when there isn't a reason to feel that way. Hopefully this provides a bit of insight into my anxious mind!",5.742387351778652,6.445424568115943,6.122430830039527,79.09882411067196,67.08695652173913,9.055335968379447,34.23254281949934,9.095868883498916,3.006333333333333,1416,64,263,24,22,456,185,345,0.136,0.75,0.114,-0.7068,3,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,0,2,23,9,2,2,13,0,30,7,3,6,2,50,61,31,0,5,6,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,19,19,0,0,12,0,0,9,4,4,0,4,13,10,37,5,37,43,6,51,0,1,2,2,11,13,1,6,27,185,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.08973642598143815,0.0,0.0,0.0898589746020672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253367566773188,0.0,0.2813863437435201,0.5194242032238863,0.0,0.0642982281280385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639630017233482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039284578204416,0.0,0.0,0.20530806769588156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874494198326892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047188453725444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060736500391252085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859841819234613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404671262157455,0.07821827993900181,0.0,0.10082572090348328,0.0,0.08501244161728408,0.048043554515329705,0.0,0.05226108362084437,0.0,0.07354613380453348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131696234541776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163660446697426,0.0,0.0,0.09133370271298913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993289623801702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373110711347304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495170172920531,0.044925374524341664,0.0,0.0,0.08137874198523377,0.0772204265455477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299446730335276,0.0,0.12276355652733928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857000062207265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759871878512384,0.06818469116706925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629508717966357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231220623544389,0.06993717643042345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029300028301546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890978499474244,0.09454675207224583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747183248633057,0.0,0.09206464911762216,0.0,0.07327754478061743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202306049298216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094747866970733,0.0,0.06508739052199833,0.1960271084221024,0.07343669987433994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666805483374737,0.0,0.0,0.07391127241567859,0.0,0.08466132901453069,0.0,0.0,0.12218382508417748,0.0,0.09034694222657803,0.219009926517771,0.1608619872065775,0.10569064237969324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573011619568897,0.0,0.07942102123598338,0.0,0.0,0.0542384149794072,0.07299090893693277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297657413399047,0.10266631632164824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694553676223204,0.09338644226452356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843413600923515
anxiety,deepfriedtenders,2020/04/07,"I love her so much but I am not enough and feel like shit. I only want the best for her. 22 year old m/f. I started dating my girlfriend around 7 months ago. I love her to death. There are so many amazing aspects of our relationship. What scares me is that I don’t think I am good enough to support her, even though she tells me I am. I also am slightly on the spectrum for Aspergers. I don’t feel like this is an excuse for anything however sometimes it can really cause problems for me. It is tough for me to read people sometimes and I don’t always feel like I say the right thing. 

She has had a long history with OCD and anxiety, having been institutionalized once before years ago. Her dad is sick and doesn’t have too long. I am worried about COVID in regards to his previous conditions. 

I try to spend as much time with her as I possibly can. On average we spend the night together 6 nights a week (7 now that we are quarantined). She has panic attacks about 3 full-days out of the week and many small panic attacks on the other days. These panic attacks seem to come at random times. I often wake up to her hyperventilating in the middle of the night, or sometimes we don’t sleep due to anxiety. When she has panic attacks she seems to push me away but she says she always likes when I’m there with her. I believe her and always stay with her through these. However, sometimes her panic attacks make me extremely anxious too. I always need to leave the room when I start getting scared because it always makes things worse when I’m nervous too. 

We spend average 2-3 hours out of every day together and I don’t know what else to do. I own a media company with a 6 full-time employees and my performance has really been slipping. I in NO way mean to blame this on her but I think I need to be honest about the situation. After staying away with her during an all night panic attack a few months ago, I feel asleep in my office and missed a client call resulting in that client to pulling out of a huge contract. This resulted in my having to fire two employees. I feel like I’m just doing everything wrong and I still feel terrible about firing those people due to my own mistakes. 

I also have seen my mental health slip. I had my first panic attack the day I missed that call and have since picked up a stimulant addiction and working really hard to kick it. I feel like I need to be awake and present for too many things in my life right now.  I feel like this is all so fucked up and I feel selfish. I feel selfish for getting into a relationship with someone who has anxiety knowing god-well that I’m fucking autistic and I have other people’s career’s on the line. I still feel like she is the most incredible girl I have ever dated and love her to death. I feel selfish for feeling that way and not being able to help I guess? 

We have talked about getting therapy and seeing a psychologist but it hasn’t happened since we started dating. She has had negative past experiences with these types of professionals and doesn’t trust that it will help. I feel like it’s all on me and I can’t take it, but I love her and want the best for her more than anything. I don’t know what to do. I need help.",3.387296918767504,4.955518593167703,4.469488491048594,85.50944160272806,73.47204968944101,7.535452441846303,25.515649738156128,8.188393138257906,1.4947880647911331,2530,83,515,40,51,826,265,644,0.222,0.643,0.135,-0.9969,4,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,7,0,0,5,31,50,10,10,26,0,51,14,4,7,4,95,106,39,2,8,9,1,17,9,1,1,4,2,1,1,32,41,0,0,22,1,3,3,14,30,0,2,6,21,93,20,78,96,14,80,0,2,2,6,53,30,3,7,52,351,125,5,0.04592216976472546,0.0,0.0,0.05006194341039292,0.0,0.0,0.12212169813377145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344788513925599,0.19105461996285372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539100252652678,0.051878980608198885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558006578784429,0.04088046715597686,0.0,0.3657016835293708,0.08629078031869758,0.0,0.0,0.027993728454407032,0.0,0.03907638414215873,0.051738559689957636,0.09638496799070434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378333947233257,0.0,0.0,0.047174718192219835,0.0,0.03955788302551115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846400180772275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03836208023430816,0.0,0.0,0.09489975427343793,0.0,0.03033116002730321,0.041539231646029864,0.038691408633722515,0.0,0.04127188510593524,0.0449206938034108,0.0,0.0,0.3250748037580421,0.26245445804482603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03906137414252418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490861193500708,0.07197731500322735,0.0,0.0,0.038517337236064486,0.0,0.0,0.050588447307042914,0.0,0.04060882306265209,0.0,0.04113724407580639,0.0,0.0,0.04881311904243334,0.0,0.0,0.09234198718650513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452240869015866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571287060260347,0.0,0.0,0.0486249471429778,0.0,0.0,0.03243618658473023,0.20191727275787189,0.0,0.0,0.08127935031074844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578620453550846,0.0,0.061306809818892985,0.1396736171156334,0.0,0.050022705419164364,0.0,0.0,0.0462787461132436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733092755662971,0.0,0.06751615729929583,0.1362028280113747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237938188440288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818759222764789,0.04890561206194425,0.0,0.034925879438296385,0.0,0.37715840214281465,0.0,0.0,0.04383790724224907,0.0955099511233496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177034647693034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043941314540347415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045934596956046916,0.0,0.08825675356693316,0.0,0.0,0.09860644887008076,0.0,0.0784345641292057,0.0,0.0730383051556812,0.09195220624355603,0.0,0.03659402373912385,0.08361163727545835,0.0,0.0,0.0471384473441789,0.0759745867519786,0.05161844287904011,0.04595533420652697,0.0,0.03890970541857836,0.0,0.18167280049661552,0.0,0.09751184435874996,0.0978938456601736,0.07334700818838942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052111934046677945,0.0,0.0,0.03452775657853119,0.036910500556012256,0.04013800047593589,0.0,0.052516003282743084,0.0,0.0915259471858701,0.05885014425858274,0.04511829863425169,0.0,0.05355517297223628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031178138859856538,0.0,0.04485928710789035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417217105925405,0.07290176171636299,0.07367198920536691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03343188651912235,0.0466361925112456,0.04679861423097613,0.0,0.05020868365474495,0.0,0.05914474342201149
anxiety,hemomark,2020/04/07,"I don't like this feeling... I don't know but every time I've done or said something wrong with someone and I immediately say sorry I'll always have the feeling of having a heavy heart and uneasy stomach feeling. 

It feels like they don't accept my sorry at first and I know it's my fault at the first place but even if it's just a small thing and even eventually they accept my sorry it still lingers in me and it will last for a while. It seems that to fully remove that feeling I need multiple validations from them that they forgive me but it'll come to a point that I'll be annoying to them and I'll become afraid if they'll be mad at me again because I'm annoying.

This affected my work, I can't concentrate sometimes. And also physically I can't eat, sudden urge to sleep or take a nap. 

This happened to people I love like my parents and girlfriend. It feels like they gonna hate me forever because of the wrong thing that I've done to them no matter if it's small or big.

I just need to vent because I don't have someone to talk to. I am currently in this feeling and it's so draining. I honestly don't know if it's anxiety, i just need to let this one out. (non native English speaker)",2.9904273684210523,4.223438308000002,4.551178947368424,85.86853684210527,73.92,7.343157894736843,26.757894736842108,7.85451343220497,1.4791199999999995,947,34,200,13,19,318,118,250,0.221,0.6990000000000001,0.08,-0.9881,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,8,3,9,17,4,1,8,0,19,5,3,1,0,44,41,22,0,7,13,1,7,4,1,4,0,3,0,0,23,12,1,0,14,1,0,2,8,8,0,3,3,10,30,9,21,31,0,22,0,0,0,1,15,11,0,8,13,132,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827968921343401,0.09185420351387033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444885722980322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018800930642032,0.12191825059541835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950921217898222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593675861730744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295761150978728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458245053954393,0.0,0.09300922750706722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907192506968447,0.15772678780981034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779715511283865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761844803284074,0.0,0.0,0.10898831546098647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081393526300333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200411553259013,0.08998344598253788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128823360459389,0.0,0.21572597951858846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963223981548766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455607122799608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480383785572019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225762060275358,0.0,0.0,0.07653126009889798,0.0,0.11533516008931992,0.0,0.10435523136982316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500717547260152,0.08778740010817973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049587322098093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047078111942464,0.0,0.1870679704514723,0.08498442968103308,0.1091795790713892,0.3707212548047941,0.0,0.0,0.08815844153074835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300033729250852,0.0887281508955386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667782754560305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436991367139877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036600498792285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413905849271351,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OllieForde1992,2020/04/07,How can I start enjoying weed again? Over the last year every time I smoke I get an overwhelming feeling of doom and anxiety but after that goes I feel more relaxed. I used to be able to smoke and go straight to the relaxed bit. Should I just give the habit up and try find something else that will relieve my anxiety as I feel it sometimes makes me more anxious.,6.41,6.074862222222228,6.016111111111113,83.99000000000002,65.66666666666667,9.422222222222222,34.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.6916833333333336,288,12,59,4,4,89,54,72,0.1,0.6729999999999999,0.22699999999999998,0.907,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,13,13,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,4,8,10,3,10,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,37,12,0,0.2424449850973961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709394999968039,0.2738938239387016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646871310257415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253167518787774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427035651102132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367762407365898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215903241177807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666749816564965,0.2325753215318363,0.1377870721777243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762502155548586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183391016867454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866459943182668,0.23978428956354156,0.0,0.171603808309427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413716205012152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460423037434094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093946245903389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561266215316494
anxiety,freakingtfoutx,2020/04/07,I’m nervous about testing I’m nervous about the results and nervous about what the testing entails. Any advice? I feel fine but my parents are making me get it as a precaution.,2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,82.52941176470588,4.576470588235295,34.97058823529412,5.985473137389443,2.33649411764706,142,9,23,1,4,46,25,34,0.145,0.8109999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.3071,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132811261418672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35719699240575675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655888595574181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27442834591303383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506172690183574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832426300154624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IllusionDan,2020/04/07,"Essential worker dealing with Anxiety Hi, I am M40, working in a facility that produce drugs, so an essential worker, with 3 kids in shared custody.

I am diagnosed with anxiety disorder, episodic depression and obsessive compulsive personality (less severe than real OCD). I have been struggling for the past 8 years, having ups and downs over time. I was coping well in the last months but Covid-19 threw all that down the drain.

My boyfriend is of course aware of it all, and very supportive. I used to tell my boyfriend every time I had a panic attack or needed a hug. I sometimes get huge ball of stress in my stomach, it hurts and cause difficult breathing. That and the obsessive toughts that I should leave him, and live alone for the rest of my life. I would be better off in a very small appartment, without anyone... this is depression talking... sorry

Anyway, these days, with Covid19 being around so much, things got worse. I fear that my boyfriend will die, since he has a comorbidity and will likely not survive if he gets it. And I need to continue going out to work. I take Ativan on the worst days, but the last few months, I was using 2-5 pills per month. Now it is this rate per week... I am afraid of getting addicted to this drug. I don't feel like telling him how much it is worst, since he is having trouble too with all this, even though he does not say so. I can feel it.

So I turn to you, reddit, to vent a bit, to see if anyone found a way to cope better. I stopped watching the news compulsively, and it did help. I feel however, that I should reach out to my doc and get a sick leave... but it would feel as if I let down my coworkers. I got my boss to accept that I work from home every other week, to care for the kids when they are with me.

At what point do you go see your physician about your anxiety? When is it bad enough to go consult?

I hope everyone of you the best and that you can cope better on these trying times.

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anxiety,20252926,2020/04/07,"Would it help anyone??? Hello, I’m new to Reddit actually this is my first post. I’ve been diagnosed as bipolar for almost 10 years now. I recently started meds for anxiety and depression, which don’t help at all. It seems like nothing helps tbh, but I also understand it’s a work in progress. Small steps turn into big results. For the longest I’ve wanted to start a YouTube channel for people like me. To show we’re all on this roller coaster ride together. But it’s easier said then done. I’m terrified and my anxiety refuses to let me be great. So my question is, if I did start a channel. Would it help anyone? Or would I just be embarrassing myself?",2.371538461538464,4.736936124031011,4.196279069767447,82.6514490161002,79.23255813953489,7.6901610017889075,26.977340488968395,8.617729084823388,2.3118903995229574,516,22,98,12,13,174,89,129,0.114,0.7020000000000001,0.184,0.9005,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,4,0,12,2,0,1,2,20,22,10,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,1,10,3,13,12,2,18,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,5,11,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.15076334778272552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470290086646676,0.0,0.0,0.12354837788967107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363741743619751,0.0,0.0,0.2160508628031529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330650055198506,0.15680762728289085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581004661521319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141207277242758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032960400880662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142148847034706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798004767726564,0.0,0.1509554183734379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716074250936751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921076297721692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824065807326764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710632453871943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479620452038115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306805194294975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525436704904264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469586754553473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406450592620437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32805383498005153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804453926093912,0.0,0.16083315825701308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911242556329978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247309140073544,0.0,0.0,0.3292432006782009,0.0,0.0,0.0994887340409586
anxiety,thatloserintheback,2020/04/07,"Everything is going downhill for me I tried to keep as positive as possible through all of this pandemic time but for the past week and especially today I just don’t have to energy anymore. 
My dad just lost his job because his company is going bankrupt due to the virus. So many thoughts are racing through my head now like, I don’t want to be a burden but I also want to help my family through this time.

Everything is really weird right now. I feel like I’m on an never ending roller coaster ride with a few breathers every now and then. I just wanted to share that, even though this year has been absolute shit I still manage to keep myself from ending it all. My small but important victory is that I haven’t giving up yet, because I get stronger everyday and I do have to say, I’m very proud of myself. 

This is such a tough and weird time for all of us, some may handle it better than others but to some degree we’re all suffering. 

Anyway. If you’re still reading this. Let me know how you’re doing with this whole situation and what your victory has been this year.

I hope all of y’all are doing good, staying inside and staying safe !!! Hugs to all of you :)",4.408245708154507,5.333559682403436,5.333151824034335,82.7639337446352,70.20171673819742,8.743454935622317,27.008851931330472,9.017664075816787,2.003626824034335,918,29,184,17,16,301,133,233,0.10099999999999999,0.684,0.215,0.9835,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,3,16,16,1,0,6,0,22,3,2,1,7,37,38,18,0,5,8,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,3,3,2,0,3,4,7,0,0,4,2,25,9,29,31,10,29,0,2,0,1,11,4,1,5,22,134,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574612971485504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311389186240252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612151764331735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694873154573092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342371542502457,0.0,0.0,0.08733819296683759,0.0,0.11141142344601833,0.0,0.2376837458404201,0.0,0.12465685252958528,0.0,0.0668606285552067,0.0944667879545813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908592375330544,0.12684927990948713,0.15030133697300585,0.11091018705067514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570849803267787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863252936997654,0.0,0.0,0.13133651923533846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122016287988206,0.2350683038530727,0.0,0.0,0.07267141884023885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521649494222746,0.0,0.1292040537086834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434718565275012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406280662131334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198570854649212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623070131638134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907206010228544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322680929179693,0.0,0.08471140313258445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292566936147345,0.0,0.1051564395149318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357345649357631,0.0,0.14863465560694306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28188409460230723,0.2112017855212688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991757219000238,0.10497768283565782,0.23131716824600854,0.0,0.1253407673923346,0.0,0.0,0.08977705783879701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905918636480487,0.0,0.0,0.10910550339389072,0.2339821255672396,0.0,0.1060687821315946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763265068505627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030654314954727
anxiety,Bdduubb,2020/04/07,I’m not one to put my business out there but... It’s pretty standard for me to have massive anxiety attacks when I first wake up. T-Shirt drenched in sweat from my body subconsciously freaking out in my sleep then waking up and feeling so nauseous from it all I throw up and continue the day like usual with hits of this feeling coming at me on and off all day. I’m naturally a very laced person but as of lately this has gotten worse. I was wondering if any of you have get this or have any tips or tricks for dealing with this. Any advice or comparison of stories are much appreciated.,5.68663003663004,5.847910581196582,6.46019536019536,78.51615384615386,67.11965811965811,9.07887667887668,32.0989010989011,8.841846274778883,2.501423443223444,466,18,92,7,7,154,82,117,0.092,0.8190000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,2,0,2,0,6,5,5,0,2,21,15,13,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,2,2,9,1,23,12,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,5,9,65,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886190838055104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415169418627536,0.0,0.15568012420813573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151535906484574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604724332286785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753008130254504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26248669345816034,0.2098038515368211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579563426847886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173100533227721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063225234720597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295615547624784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994218524324898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495989719582298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789968450294088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769198164779926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070368902215621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045778874801452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365112673155672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413107969506246,0.16791224341084116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206915789459532,0.0,0.0,0.20738812331953707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GreatScott84,2020/04/07,"Anxiety Returning Due to COVID-19 I’ve been free of anxiety for about two years. I used to have bad panic attacks, several times a week in the military. Back then, work pressures along with the fact that I couldn’t leave or have personal space to breathe just made everything a nightmare. Since then I’ve made remarkable progress.

Lately I just got my “dream job”. I’ve been working here for a few months as a contractor, my contract was bought out and I now work for the company directly. The transition however has been anything but.

My contracting company’s insurance plan was dropped the first week of March, my new plan didn’t kick in until April 1st. So I was unable to get my expensive anxiety medications for nearly a month.

During that time the Coronavirus pandemic became a frightening reality. The fear of contracting the virus while uninsured was a real thing. But I was somewhat comforted by the prospect of working from home and maybe taking a few weeks off. That went away when my company was deemed “essential” with working from home options available to only a few upper tier individuals.

More and more employees have been tested positive for COVID-19. We’re now required to wear masks to work. I live with my older mother and I fear for her safety just as much as mine.

I’m finding it harder to enjoy my weekends. Games or TV just doesn’t do it for me anymore. I  am starting to dread coming in to work. When I show up, I honestly just want to be left alone.

I simply just can’t call in “sick” when I feel a sudden wave of anxiety before I go to work each day due to the pandemic. I show up, go to the public bathroom stalls, try to breathe for a few minutes, before heading back to the work floor.

I love my job, and I understand there’s people in worse situations. But for now, the anxiety is hitting hard and I feel like I’m on the verge of collapse. It’s usually this state I begin to have my panic attacks and it’s just the worst time for that.",4.285901495162708,6.074734287598948,5.122224274406335,80.84013500439754,71.5593667546174,8.95834652594547,30.31143359718557,9.473421319101043,2.8911983465259463,1561,67,293,37,30,507,201,379,0.162,0.737,0.10099999999999999,-0.9701,4,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,14,19,16,2,6,26,0,23,7,4,3,1,40,44,23,0,2,12,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,10,14,0,1,4,6,3,4,4,10,0,2,16,3,32,7,57,25,10,59,0,0,0,1,7,17,0,4,37,193,42,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757625817829393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234319797101021,0.0,0.08385850006822555,0.0,0.0,0.06958376821084739,0.0,0.0,0.1923931427894507,0.07944472651405272,0.13003927736747767,0.07060213320988246,0.0,0.0,0.1439047202895302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634284831400031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283895653347491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054532710161015435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599499304214707,0.0,0.0,0.1903018033014585,0.08550981025447026,0.06040802552937164,0.0,0.0,0.07728419024087163,0.07192472184293172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417789930378918,0.0,0.0961121596018414,0.0,0.06762850347309253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574707501946489,0.0,0.08678057750467971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963650063777722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782090554465182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538474933754873,0.08953437698134023,0.09187216983795073,0.0,0.0,0.041310612671010896,0.0,0.0746659831324165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631661013194248,0.16002104807946613,0.0,0.0,0.08494955775618239,0.0,0.0,0.08518296956028941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349862714602395,0.0,0.062159626232515225,0.0,0.0,0.08166633701678952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430992812883429,0.0,0.19842044372725956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058621650488740386,0.0738325071299698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624515512538842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552611324232406,0.0,0.06994698905534495,0.09504637836072567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059850363143088336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635768541759456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561763672106968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791879460858898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740911614868679,0.0,0.08260056944066145,0.08802752994230995,0.0,0.07303068880234156,0.0931283414489316,0.0,0.04987431216382676,0.0,0.2034812182443001,0.0,0.0,0.07838581915678952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5540310017816625,0.0,0.08617150279752323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445237542819386
anxiety,palatal-myoclonus,2020/04/07,"Did anyone find a way to block COVID-19 news from appearing on the facebook homepage? I am trying to avoid anything that could trigger anxiety. Disclaimer: Don't worry guys, I am staying at home (haven't left in 4 weeks).

I suffer from anxiety and don't want to see any COVID related news. I managed to find a way to free my reddit homepage by removing all subreddits with any mention of it. However, there are still ""suggested news articles"" that appear on my FB homepage. Even if I don't click the article, the headline is enough information to spike my anxiety. For example: ""X total cases of COVID-19 on April 7 in your city"".

I can't completely stay away from facebook as I have to use it for work communication. Is the only solution to avoid the homepage?

Thank you!",5.00787460815047,6.731119317241383,5.989529780564264,75.59890282131664,69.6206896551724,9.686520376175553,34.56112852664577,10.018931242160765,3.8240344827586217,611,31,107,16,11,202,94,145,0.122,0.805,0.07200000000000001,-0.6449,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,2,7,0,13,0,0,2,2,20,19,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,3,3,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,1,2,12,3,25,17,3,18,0,1,2,0,6,8,0,3,3,69,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880102366729375,0.0,0.40295496515142015,0.0,0.0,0.12276971194331915,0.0,0.14448748966031166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496331538101527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409242966084668,0.0,0.0,0.1401864496954394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142121366815195,0.0,0.11596902239095624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32095412264818224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738519370589594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761211900571618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907683290348447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353660364317274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991463414381514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742901217454976,0.14021852160042933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165059720082806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920738541791025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164486150332995,0.0,0.0,0.10356171199654436,0.27873467513984657,0.14083979244533884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782442850250342,0.17831014866220574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,delicious922,2020/04/07,"Tips? As I scrolled through the coronavirus thread I saw others dealing with the same thing as me. This isn’t something new I’ve been dealing with bc of the virus, but it’s increased since. This is my first time on this thread so excuse me if this isn’t the right spot. I find myself, “Air Hungry” (saw that on the thread) and I’ve never related to something more. I catch myself holding my breath when I’m anxious and then I feel lightheaded or even more anxious or chest tightens. Does anyone have any tips for when this happens? TIA!",3.4227619047619022,5.406541752380953,3.3447619047619064,91.86190476190477,74.33333333333334,5.80952380952381,25.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.8342380952380952,424,15,85,3,9,128,69,105,0.048,0.848,0.10400000000000001,0.7884,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,0,1,13,10,12,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,3,11,0,10,7,4,13,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,3,7,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130671008133767,0.0,0.0,0.502720279831438,0.0,0.1555762276602107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587726713114558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471006579036207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695825821728084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250200149568708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033597328820401,0.18925723587200607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675481914206566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716046735331307,0.21489058020052929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001262922492534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840531804223444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425806582411136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478182147557668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129740750624776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Macsilver18,2020/04/07,"Am i the only one that is doing things i love to do before i get corona virus? i feel like no one will escape this so im doing everything i love at the same time, and its driving me nuts, i keep overthinking that im gonna get the corona but i know deep down is just my anxiety speaking, anyone can relate?",1.054545454545455,2.7125423333333347,3.5393939393939418,89.27909090909094,80.21212121212122,6.218181818181819,18.575757575757574,7.1686216300943375,0.24995757575757604,238,5,52,3,6,83,48,66,0.084,0.778,0.138,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,7,16,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,9,3,3,14,1,5,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859965181568408,0.0,0.0,0.17000464765084827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688876332032274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185127784188499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229356400520374,0.17369467340959016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25405451425530945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525251962381886,0.0,0.0,0.2161082913411668,0.0,0.0,0.13361985344241475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187827828067724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43887508510436346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295072033496421,0.18491403858086472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152714263529228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417731418716143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,INeededHelp,2020/04/07,"I’m going to be talking to my ex today, what do I do? My heart is racing and I feel like I’m gonna throw up. I want to be her friend but I don’t think I want to get back together yet but I feel like she will. What do I say to her? How do I calm down so I don’t have a panic attack on the phone?",-3.3161861861861865,-1.9186188648648628,0.6923423423423429,104.7434984984985,95.75675675675676,3.8294294294294287,10.924924924924925,5.033348758259628,-1.8488930930930936,220,2,67,1,9,82,45,74,0.12300000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.18,-0.2229,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,2,0,11,1,1,1,0,9,21,5,0,2,2,1,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,14,4,8,17,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056118602034798,0.0,0.2065642510933099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27166053632290016,0.3838267577645255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207547255029135,0.0,0.1403510519175669,0.0,0.15267184400764972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183345666239082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624836415994206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31518608215808336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136298698780956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159191786860058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213089259766695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463520781000704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168965607768406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Just7Me,2020/04/07,"Anxiety online immediate chat support? I'm having a bit of an attack rn and I don't want to give my # to a hotline/textline. Is there a safe, free online chat that is as a close to a phone helpline?!",-0.07214285714285751,2.096357976190476,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,88.28571428571428,5.2647619047619045,22.685714285714287,6.742157984588678,0.6566228571428572,153,6,34,2,5,53,32,42,0.141,0.634,0.22399999999999998,0.6736,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32248718840530444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795778369090286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602271189360704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404392422666811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783737897031369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24864311064380815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flowerbixtch,2020/04/07,"When I get really anxious for long periods of time, my bladder starts acting up and I constantly have the urge to pee. Anyone else have this problem? How do you fix it?",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,76.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,26.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.211169696969697,132,5,25,3,3,44,31,33,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.6983,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018386015414509,0.0,0.24871299712450526,0.3644556394172762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38438423284046624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29714085536867896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583803603775495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31478240397332624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34035588552015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278698746849833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517655687105971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074109356060945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KelvClark,2020/04/07,"CBD changed my life, the anxiety is manageable now.  

When I think back to the “Me” 3 years ago, I hardly recognise myself. I treated social situations with caution, actively avoided settings where I would be put in a place to “Perform”, and by perform, I mean just talking to strangers, meetings at work, talking to my hairdresser, presentations etc. I had anxiety bad and couldn’t get out the routine of worrying. Only recently I learned my mother suffered from agoraphobia for several years whilst I was a child, so this may be hereditary, who knows?

I can function relatively normally, and I do hold a Monday – Friday job, so it’s not all doom and gloom all the time.

I live in the UK and over the last 10 years I’d contacted varying sources of mental health advise centres and they all pointed to remedies like Cognitive Behavioural Therapy and Mindfulness. Although I’m sure they do help other people, they just didn’t work for me.

I started seeing posts here and videos on YT discussing CBD and its potential positive effects on people with Anxiety, depression etc and I automatically thought “I need to try this”. It was a good 2 or 3 years after it became legal in the UK before I had heard of it, so a bit annoyed I didn’t know sooner as the extra years on CBD would have made them a lot less anxious.

Fast forward to December 2019 and after trying about 15 – 20 different CBD oils through the last 2 and a bit years, some good, some bad, I’ve never felt better. I don’t have that normalized worry or underlying anxiety which I grew used to, and I find social situation a whole lot easier. I’m not 100% there, but I’m far better than I was. I can now stand in a checkout queue without feeling like I’m going to take a panic attack.

The new feeling of normal led me to do some research and source what I found worked best for me.

Following many hours of research (Googling) I found a Croatian farmer who knew what he was talking about and who could supply me with what I wanted. Following a number of trial and error samples to get it to what I wanted, I finally had my own product.

They do say Broad Spectrum products are better for people with anxiety, but I like the thought of the entourage effect from the full spectrum oils giving me complete hemp benefits, so I went Full Spectrum.

I’m funding this myself and won’t make a lot of money with this, which is fine, but If I can sell this to someone that can benefit from it the same way I did, then It’ll make me happy.

I named the brand Oilistics, everything from the AWS Instance setup to the Website has been done by yours truly (Thank you YouTube) so some things may be a bit jagged around the edges, however, the product is good. You can get it in MCT or HSO depending on your preference. I also included a balm and Broad Spectrum to diversify the store slightly.

I hope you enjoyed my CBD journey. Just wanted to put it out there :)

Thanks for reading.

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anxiety,amstackhouse87,2020/04/07,"Worried stress will cause me to go into labor early I am 30 weeks pregnant and I’ve literally been sitting in my bathroom crying everyday for days now. My eyes hurt, my face hurts, my head hurts, my chest hurts. Constantly. I have said numerous times I’m either going to have a heart attack or go into labor extremely early. I just had to cancel a lot of my appointments because my mom won’t watch our other 2 children anymore because she’s worried about this virus. My husband was only able to adjust his work schedule for certain days and when I called the office about moving appts around they got kind of mean with me and made sure they told me 100x that my children weren’t allowed in the building. They wouldn’t rearrange any of my appointments for me. Honestly, I’m worried about everything now. And my mom was going to take our kids while we were in the hospital, which she won’t now. So where do they go for those couple days? Do I tell my husband to stay home and miss the birth of our last child?? So stressed. My anxiety usually goes away when I’m pregnant for some reason, but definitely not this time. All I can think about is wine and Xanax. 10 more weeks. Or with the way this is going - maybe only 2 or 3, who knows.",3.5237654320987666,5.331826757201647,4.2991172839506175,85.88052777777781,73.60905349794237,7.164526748971195,25.730246913580245,7.908726449838941,1.475862716049383,974,33,190,14,20,312,144,243,0.107,0.856,0.036000000000000004,-0.877,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,4,0,4,1,14,12,1,2,7,0,18,7,5,4,3,34,36,15,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,4,8,12,1,0,6,1,0,7,5,8,0,0,10,3,34,4,28,22,5,39,0,5,2,0,24,8,0,5,21,121,42,3,0.10310177600540044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011274319421965,0.0,0.0788725764421606,0.0,0.10224925752370592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178243949068014,0.0,0.11729315446179507,0.09686751246000017,0.0,0.0,0.12569977139361038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052784407711301,0.0,0.0,0.10591392464883492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141639228488064,0.0,0.0,0.1140801541228547,0.11325245965550272,0.19947634837909647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926612282327596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35157069171137706,0.0,0.08245990879800147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581216704463854,0.0,0.0,0.12217610098209634,0.0,0.0,0.10341948773839672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414903344617302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736463398087456,0.056662039748186226,0.0840417082551359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765344300539098,0.0,0.09755739335296268,0.0,0.0,0.1035795918180035,0.1123080593912274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415031079306802,0.0,0.10958087127535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682709319213647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106005797310097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807339905027428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098927750939514,0.0,0.0,0.23620547213929385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971722037256902,0.0,0.07751970438172079,0.0,0.09011549662344964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606345499700905,0.0,0.0,0.12023894942253695,0.0,0.0,0.09851816530270427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135520401607502,0.0,0.0,0.08183739080043523,0.16540405141654632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505932086815728,0.3141145746383652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idontknowwhatkm,2020/04/07,"im afraid to be alone (trigger warning) so im trying to get over this but i couldn’t get any sleep bc intrusive thoughts, and i went downstairs to lay with my grandma because im tormented about being alone. i Can’t feel better i just feel guilty and anxious/nauseous. i hate myself so much and i don’t understand myself. i want to breakdown and maybe kill myself because im so afraid and i feel so helpless/hopeless.",1.0599675324675315,3.6340805595238095,2.4191341991341986,91.3198051948052,88.64285714285714,4.483116883116884,25.493506493506487,6.1124844417494595,0.9175142857142862,333,15,64,3,11,107,50,84,0.228,0.7090000000000001,0.063,-0.9432,0,2,0,0,0,2,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,2,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,16,15,10,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,3,12,1,7,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338738752328509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960994084869984,0.0,0.0,0.1820908673057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651127426268825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255323083049168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444968446410671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842288934261135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591348044220313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.696421029136545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832506537972895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192994903727928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848802246736805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129936565614247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279612669203675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943265036074357,0.0,0.0,0.16779714708283386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506988665129414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941821990098067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bagelsforeverx,2020/04/07,"I have this habit I’m afraid to talk to my therapist about I don’t really know where to post this but I follow anxiety and it’s helped me through this hard time.

28 F Work at home full time for many years- one kid and married. 

Let’s get to the point long story short I have this habit that really doesn’t even make sense and feels so stupid to me revolving around good and bad karma and just general choices I make through the day.

Example I am picking out a shirt, if the shirt has my work logo on it I will or won’t wear it because of karma and the fact that if I wear it I’ll have and karma and get fired.

Or if I don’t upvote something good on reddit I’ll get bad karma and get Covid.

Or if I listen to a certain song it will give me bad karma because i listened to the song right before I got my newest job offer so i can’t listen to it again.

We are in the middle of buying a house I feel like if I get too excited or watch shows about decorating it will make our inspection go bad and we will lose our house. 

I feel so dumb doing this I know it doesn’t make sense, these things should not co-relate.

It’s mostly around sickness, my job, and my families health. 

I am so embarrassed this is happening and saying it out loud makes me feel vulnerable and stupid because I think that it’s simple silly people would roll their eyes at me.

The only one who has insight to this is my husband he hasn’t rolled his eyes at me he reminds me it isn’t going to give me bad karma. 

How to I break this habit that gives me debilitating fears and is becoming worse with the pandemic?? 

Otherwise I feel like I am a strong person, I know when my anxiety is taking over. Sometimes I also feel like I might have a little OCD as I get hyper focused on a subject or hobby for a small time. The only hobby I have kept constant is my fitness and working out of the past two years. I run at least three times a week and honestly it makes me feel so good to get lost in songs on a trail somewhere. 

Even typing all this out embarrasses me to the point of tears. 

Any advice is warmly welcome. 

Thank you <3",3.7465871516296647,4.242676979452057,4.956052590143283,86.43102739726028,71.44292237442923,7.959187529522913,24.692489371752487,7.990435384864732,1.1489951818611237,1639,42,358,21,29,544,207,438,0.166,0.723,0.111,-0.9852,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,4,1,1,6,18,28,3,4,20,0,34,8,6,8,3,67,74,36,0,7,13,1,10,3,0,8,2,8,1,2,29,25,0,1,12,4,1,4,9,14,0,4,3,21,54,14,42,62,4,47,6,2,3,0,24,27,1,12,17,229,83,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744245890552004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337642232777571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389290974613499,0.0,0.12125249847571032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109910702107922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308533782391536,0.1449307100150122,0.08752571070473371,0.06743615339612312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085641401264472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110987603638899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468812840217824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747101132993658,0.08917860076567402,0.2804992684544597,0.1698492530791018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898350119054284,0.22807227717541376,0.09007952380022108,0.1994141310116077,0.06338369061120397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008076313628292,0.0,0.07099268682838224,0.0,0.0,0.08423934444685043,0.0,0.0,0.05311979387309455,0.0,0.07949449507684409,0.0,0.0,0.18288837144625456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728735383545045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066164815667936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103878328453208,0.0,0.11615305491154768,0.07942960291746932,0.0,0.07013400620119478,0.0,0.08866079474308135,0.0865110451268782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174010739683618,0.08034734768818418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407202597371953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107404084946895,0.1205468220768363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565336205618563,0.05494216738323671,0.0691982899020894,0.0,0.0,0.14983426594121318,0.0,0.07589986388726325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101539520649803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767930828672329,0.0,0.06302300556204007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101073933018208,0.07838055587246197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059586349662832376,0.06369837517124538,0.0,0.07296301256640064,0.0,0.09201568626262792,0.05265036628173913,0.05078038107579262,0.0,0.0,0.18484590828941094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741601054086941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356979636315181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308544870145454,0.0,0.08076280846572084,0.05629712692616619,0.0,0.0,0.10206916728710333
anxiety,nightime-narwhal,2020/04/07,"My anxiety is kicking my butt today Going through the end of a relationship is bad enough. Worse when you're ex possibly knocks up someone they said were just a friend for the past six months and then slept with them 2 weeks after leaving you, add to that your two small children and being in lock down.

I'm so anxious today I'm shaking and my heart is racing my heart is breaking and I can't catch a break.

Sorry just needed to get that out there. Grounding myself isn't working, talking isn't working, writing isn't working I just don't know what to do with myself.",3.660701754385965,5.279606824561405,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,72.85964912280701,6.119298245614036,27.578947368421048,6.42735559955562,1.161989473684211,454,17,88,3,9,144,78,114,0.115,0.845,0.04,-0.8017,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,3,6,3,0,1,5,0,12,4,4,0,0,14,20,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,3,1,12,1,13,16,1,20,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,0,9,59,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589872674243705,0.20068944901369346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483270148042085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734165448067391,0.18355583680899512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724888213928088,0.0,0.09281271862667677,0.0,0.1009603327264006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210228018606228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762961226523016,0.0,0.0,0.18810149575109344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417953663363622,0.0,0.0,0.13172228033037786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958323674096967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026920706420295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072535409269364,0.0,0.0,0.16898205510008954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051890477018212,0.0,0.0,0.19886018653567625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278514983455642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367753297466736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353435837185294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249692985516396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879852768705313,0.0,0.181036481336233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,otaku_evil3,2020/04/07,"Is this a phobia? 2 Years ago, I had afraid of something stupid, When I was sitting at the pc (Listening to music or video, etc) I felt that my friend see what I'm doing even if he not in the room, not only my friend, I was thinking even my family know what I'm doing even They're not seeing me, When these hallucinations come, I got Ashamed and afraid so I shut everything I'm doing Because I was thinking That the People I know are watching me Even if they are not around me, Is this a phobia and if it's, What is the name of it?",2.7635619469026547,3.490528044247789,4.329369469026549,89.18131084070801,73.86725663716814,7.065929203539826,22.97455752212389,7.1686216300943375,0.5992663716814159,411,10,94,4,8,138,64,113,0.11,0.831,0.057999999999999996,-0.6868,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,3,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,18,25,9,0,3,8,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,5,15,2,6,19,1,11,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,4,4,67,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087541968262014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164515642975845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438520246727447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757684867636968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275664250156877,0.5390846720840391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338435315856128,0.0,0.19235742172515533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959171899782364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152925265587107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631950852027369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242778712529993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518699455685409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414605492496429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251981999680067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708540647065214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614902520310662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139962576624434
anxiety,guluharsh,2020/04/07,"It’s not your fault... Anyone going through hard times right now, just keep this in mind that it’s not your fault. The environment shaped you in a way you are at this movement. If you start going through your past to find at what point you flipped the switch, you will end up finding the whole life you were like that. The reason behind it is that, it is not now that you have realized worst of you, but it is now that you have though beyond your best. And this is scary to see everything scattered around you. Not knowing where to start and knowing that there is too much to starve. It is time that you also accept as I am that we must see that there is no one to be blamed for whatever worst you have seen today.",5.853958333333331,5.3807131458333375,5.1147222222222215,90.4525,66.84722222222223,8.311111111111114,26.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.8916833333333329,559,12,126,4,8,167,83,144,0.14800000000000002,0.777,0.076,-0.9173,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,16,0,1,12,7,0,0,5,0,16,1,0,1,1,21,26,7,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,19,4,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,2,4,18,3,18,21,5,25,0,0,3,0,17,11,0,1,11,101,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101890196002568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204448583365844,0.0,0.0,0.1681116685607282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818068285847232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726020105180245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972128628894695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452009573895429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464939600147395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916760552631435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678536946421679,0.0,0.0,0.20756802933069007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338647593484934,0.09225989817539627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067914120350613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882245786339756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796594047872528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027347154782827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851912026052866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416362826922176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127219630691533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009692803491157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733025982045794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855387913520048,0.0,0.22023352751987205,0.0,0.17900253289136006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989599747470828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083817308514904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Guggi04,2020/04/07,"Trying to get through it everyday I need help. 
Good thing is, I’m getting that help. From professionals, family, friends and medication. 
I’m on a path. 
But none of those things can cure me, or ‘save’ me. I’m the one on the frontline, everyday, doing all the hard and dirty work. 
I was terrified yesterday. I’m terrified today. I’ll be terrified again tomorrow and the day after that. 
I’ve seen a picture of some people standing around and looking at a lone man in a hole, who’s digging. 
I’m that man. While everybody’s standing above me, cheering for me and guiding me. 
But I’m alone in that hole. The only one who’s digging and getting my hands dirty. 
I think my main motivation for posting is doubt. Am I digging the right way? Will I ever come out of that hole and join the others above me? 
I think I am on the right path. I just wanted to get my perspective of things out to someone. Thanks.",1.4113687150837957,3.821488726256987,3.128432960893857,88.57421368715086,83.52513966480447,6.485027932960894,24.592458100558662,7.734863291789972,1.443227709497206,698,28,143,13,20,231,97,179,0.14,0.742,0.11800000000000001,-0.6072,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,12,0,9,2,1,1,2,25,27,11,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,13,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,4,17,5,21,23,4,26,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,3,10,92,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295881535155706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725826428120782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521705708375555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392631126870975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979238797114914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653234722393334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648135860598296,0.0,0.3691747644612192,0.0,0.0,0.14816781753903854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824602923423045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368130248254633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834369078817422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795890716350654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098566267318895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23940874371284054,0.1343522606531225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246866845506857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691843570960064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017207060660663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967717258397673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626379777329984,0.0,0.0,0.35208040887172426,0.2263837030896147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674460069633203,0.0,0.0,0.11993551790669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419427890365317,0.140218609376646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860519488644925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youreawizardharryy,2020/04/07,"Where do I turn to? I’ve suffered extreme anxiety since I was in 2ed grade(now 25), some years better than others. My palms get sweaty, my leg starts shaking, if I’m in bed I’ll start rocking back and fourth. It feels like I have a lump in my throat if I breathe wrong I will throw up. I’ve learned what my triggers are but sometimes it just comes out of the blue and as much as I try to meditate and control my breathing it’s not enough. I could cry, I feel like this is so far out of my hands. now I’m starting to get panic attacks weekly. I woke up at 3am this morning at my boyfriends and I had a full blown panic attack. I looked crazy just rocking back in fourth in bed taking deep breaths. If anyone else suffers extreme panic attacks please reach out to me. I’m at a dead end here, I’m really struggling.. I know we’re all on lock down but I’m looking to get put on medication, what would my steps to that be?",1.6349029714978798,3.2770810773195898,2.789454214675562,95.38917222559128,78.43298969072166,5.389448150394179,24.29836264402668,5.900188976854957,0.33907798665858113,715,25,164,4,17,229,122,194,0.218,0.713,0.069,-0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,14,3,5,4,0,10,9,7,2,1,26,30,12,1,5,8,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,9,8,0,1,4,2,0,5,1,11,0,0,3,6,21,3,27,23,5,34,0,2,3,0,0,20,0,4,11,94,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737967617798372,0.0,0.0,0.08900702927692385,0.13042789939729024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344464165346445,0.0,0.19576268759530552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125813310491952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965263865882452,0.0,0.0,0.14277121304253354,0.10163402059647,0.0,0.139826646283078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633792812978958,0.0,0.11274483381787027,0.13152888461505413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872749380077864,0.1818779321041224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951781819546185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995753570074789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243789834333288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137900519631562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823546390024673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357584675597516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44805677320246295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397307507652059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796577942960966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815478919152027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529903613643364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589716905569096,0.0,0.2702983632245923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330754838945569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570935869757936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642437190710431,0.13845948154766924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210768870522154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042611177070503,0.13917616983645034,0.0,0.08197325896889188
anxiety,xbluux,2020/04/07,"I'm healthy and in decent shape but my stress and anxiety have suddenly spiked for no reason These past days have been hell for me. I suddenly started experiencing very high stress, muscle twitches and panic attacks about health (feeling like i might die or go insane any second). Nobody in my life knows this and i have to act like i'm fine because they won't understand or show simpathy and will look down on me. This week i did numerous lab tests and talks with my gp but all the tests showed that i'm perfectly healthy but i don't buy it. Is it really possible to feel the way i do and be perfectly healthy? I don't think so, in my mind i'm 100% certain i have something undiagnosed",3.6028931652289313,5.300060357664236,4.598659588586597,84.27538818845392,73.16058394160585,8.485467816854678,27.783012607830127,9.095868883498916,2.240976642335767,547,21,111,12,11,178,89,137,0.209,0.606,0.18600000000000005,-0.7140000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,2,11,2,3,2,0,14,3,0,1,4,25,26,13,1,0,5,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,2,1,2,4,5,0,1,2,4,15,6,11,20,1,16,1,0,1,0,2,7,1,3,8,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276562265114717,0.0,0.14360549915944398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355891685399636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443253935317325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106404985383865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482401176459216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898340262399074,0.13410740439392144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668576022758924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995378777382908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833678068315092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316615569668383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325923841788096,0.1834212918128973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576377552918671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914155018785484,0.18954396814328975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024930010346688,0.0,0.0,0.1792002467206073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162640840063232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025841719250566,0.19300771095863428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451624149176018,0.0,0.0,0.1328693792391974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300658893225098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508824490564154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028357458311352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542343012074576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488888933411946,0.0,0.14900361933049402,0.15057788421610735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,confusedteen12,2020/04/07,There's just no way to avoid the news There's no way to avoid news about the Coronavirus. I try so hard every day lately and I just can't get away from it. My anxiety is the highest it's ever been and I'm losing weight when I'm already underweight,0.33999999999999986,2.4711741111111145,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,85.66666666666667,5.822222222222222,18.259259259259263,7.1686216300943375,0.180725925925926,198,5,45,3,6,66,37,54,0.27699999999999997,0.723,0.0,-0.8993,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,6,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30973914895566473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472067221567406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26370962290707245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810164256795357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389259600542696,0.2364863718431701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664456254586147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25143560140726845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31662109472352723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31401093892055243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056439659743266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455840130424147,0.0,0.3417945989617787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Novel_Independence,2020/04/07,"Constant bad breath anxiety For the past 8 years I have struggled so badly with being conscious that I have bad breath.

On around 7/8 occasions over this period I have been told as one offs my girlfriends etc that ‘your breath smells’. But I feel as though these comments were a one off. 

Because of the anxiety my mouth constantly feels dirty, I talk on an in breath most of the time and worry for days about close spaces with people such as car journeys.

I am obsessive over dental health and clean my teeth lots throughout the day. 

This is something that worries me all of the time, and I can’t seem to find a way for it to stop.

Has anyone else experienced anything similar?",7.464053156146178,7.161434209302327,6.59869324473976,80.57651162790702,63.496124031007746,9.85204872646733,32.38205980066445,9.23628265651192,2.605094352159469,539,18,103,8,7,164,92,129,0.213,0.767,0.02,-0.9744,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,8,0,10,7,6,0,1,17,14,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,3,4,12,0,22,10,4,23,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,3,10,72,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435046097523128,0.0,0.0,0.1112841137902148,0.16307198786275873,0.130970106438338,0.1416807217314803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986605988304562,0.09701874580451307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439776706576324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052822098543908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295266891105226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774986791378784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094599701204762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546378964670412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917316305387414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353069621614711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569361555083372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519304149236335,0.11033728125842586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488774148714362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252445481997346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330597944895001,0.0,0.1663822218617651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792188353164285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563679076711004,0.0,0.18560784861411134,0.0,0.0,0.1520783805835295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632896507838232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232570405123418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248989942656116
anxiety,sco8881,2020/04/07,"Anxiety and heart palpitations Hi. I Was on here earlier talking about chest tightness and my breathing being short and unable to feel like I’m getting a full breath in. Well, I still feel like that but I finally built up the courage to try and sleep and then...:) I started having heart palpitations. Whenever I’m really comfortable and half asleep but still anxious, I notice my heart tends to do that. This time, it felt like it had stopped beating for a second as well. Idk what to do or how I can even fall asleep right now. I’m literally half asleep typing this but too scared To try to sleep. Advice needed please",2.3826755447941927,5.155000415254238,3.09714285714286,87.86983050847458,82.98305084745763,6.422276029055692,22.83535108958838,7.7094869923839395,1.273748668280872,491,17,94,9,14,154,77,118,0.11900000000000001,0.706,0.175,0.8146,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,3,0,7,11,11,1,0,17,17,13,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,3,4,8,7,12,13,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,11,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987412815066967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732977459631098,0.17326761170663374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130128997546232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509979520149708,0.21913912240595915,0.14726194307427184,0.16801240902793585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013095940757109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545242530518741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247906133525961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372399014279515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461595291410556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835728085078108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825454502156443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097953586014086,0.0,0.0,0.1535529320371692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069671342727464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085580594624574,0.0,0.2449674374022045,0.12822653099803366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327524949913722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943291489779716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208260131343112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758011386980549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stupidmars,2020/04/07,"shortness of breath? bad timing with covid..... hi!!!

first off, this is not my account, it is my boyfriend's. i didn't get permission to post on here, but i have been feeling panicky and felt like real live people on reddit would be best to talk to. 

so.....
i havent been able to breathe lately? like, i feel like im drowning and im not hyperventilating but there is a tightness and pressure in my chest that makes me feel like I am starving for a full deep breath that fills up my entire lungs. 

it's really hard to describe....I've been to the doctor (shitty urgent care in rural area, wondering if I should go somewhere else) and they gave me stuff for allergies and just said it was a mix of allergies and anxiety, but with covid and everything and me living in a state that is barely taking any precautions, I feel really anxious and scared and idk what to do. it's been a few days now and it's scaring the ever living fuck out of me. 

i came here because i saw comments on a few posts about something similar and i just want to know if this is just....my reality for the rest of my life? because a lot of people have said they've been experiencing this for years and I can't stop crying because this feeling feels so terrible and idk if I can handle that. 

Sorry if this is too much, I've never posted on reddit before and this entire thing + everything going on right now has been so so so scary 
O know",3.2759524574365533,4.712115568904596,4.520811114680375,85.56215467394797,73.52296819787986,7.2655958882107265,24.52441374879537,7.84624498591911,1.213997879858657,1098,33,225,15,22,362,152,283,0.16,0.723,0.11699999999999999,-0.9361,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,2,15,12,1,3,10,0,25,8,5,1,2,50,48,27,1,7,11,0,9,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,18,19,0,2,10,0,1,4,6,6,0,1,14,13,22,6,31,31,7,34,0,0,1,1,7,16,1,6,14,153,40,1,0.10807241595746543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349294881213067,0.0,0.08267510240025047,0.12209106844174553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023595313665334,0.1976398250273159,0.0,0.09196166607025152,0.0,0.11341533300915298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360605303522215,0.11018703071759092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871247423957527,0.069697767684664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061669715283456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028063598293698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775768749610796,0.0,0.0,0.19425703782592252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32786796432518195,0.1544139111078061,0.10376646733716707,0.0,0.0,0.0919263418046008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999112070969667,0.05646337681330164,0.0,0.12284008903686135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968116571120582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334735091075025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878754694475233,0.0,0.12191039250312195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763347434718034,0.21119489395292068,0.0,0.28628976980666365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918793033408698,0.0,0.0,0.07213917684767131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944566070029188,0.0,0.0833521096395071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498476112774116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105105015366719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301006942250348,0.13846791402944128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922932527300269,0.20560323181956755,0.0,0.2163986835176416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319942574458761,0.0,0.12097822164536867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035337890289133,0.0,0.0,0.1237170601723156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125700702189903,0.08686451423625285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179851101584447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630178948401452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374391099145915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719992504525592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767715435470893,0.0,0.0,0.0695950925832675
anxiety,IEatYourMom69,2020/04/07,"Anxiety problems Over the last few years I’ve noticed that I’ve been more and more anxious, and it’s now gotten to the point where it’s really eating away at me. Little things make me freak out to the point of having to fight back tears. My friends have also mentioned to me about how much I flinch, every time someone makes a sudden movement near me, I always end up in a bracing position as if I’m about to be hit. I think that reaction could be a result of my dad, as he always overreacts when I make a small mistake. I’ve tried talking about how I’m feeling to my parents but they really don’t give a fuck about how I feel. I’m worried about continuing to try and ask for help as I’m worried I’ll be punished or shamed for it. What do I do?",3.9685443037974717,4.171346234177218,5.284658227848105,85.31572151898736,70.83544303797468,8.092151898734178,28.458227848101266,7.908726449838941,1.6373929113924053,587,20,127,7,10,197,97,158,0.21,0.748,0.043,-0.9744,1,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,13,8,3,1,8,0,10,2,0,7,0,20,25,14,0,4,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,2,14,1,26,18,4,22,0,0,0,1,11,12,1,2,9,83,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894843575216128,0.268339319404215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233528135165161,0.18216217894253509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074332265978646,0.0,0.15149600455932408,0.1239882860788114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874187799368073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499499987218866,0.0,0.0,0.14281617075279032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358567809245086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630617307479396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245783251226759,0.1490694071061086,0.0,0.1546819374356603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080798517149932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143708033434753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161093782875335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228990410865998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853442553498217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357973626840704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904469497475414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30485933893944483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429072638724844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659674172043005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662328438157936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960349506328273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712473384337966,0.10331998030365823,0.0,0.0,0.09402388874932076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895101420658275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32750645235652304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383719194598133
anxiety,travelingtrashbag,2020/04/07,"Possible Anxiety Attacks? Help? So I'm not the most experienced in mental health, but I have had some physical health concerns about possible heart problems, but the doctor's said they didn't find anything wrong with my heart. I've been feeling a sort of pressure around my chest area near nighttime, and as of the past couple nights I have been experiencing this pressure and then shortness of breath and sometimes light shaking. And I can't seem to break my mind out of this state of fear. Am I having a panic/anxiety attack in these moments? I don't feel the pressure during the daytime or during physical exertion, just when I'm trying to sleep. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",7.238917322834643,8.216034338582677,7.046919291338582,72.8147883858268,63.88188976377953,9.4996062992126,35.56003937007874,9.516144504307137,3.4872527559055118,559,25,92,10,8,177,89,127,0.192,0.722,0.086,-0.9256,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,2,5,7,0,12,8,5,0,0,22,18,11,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,5,6,9,1,15,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,5,60,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619243695260298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173664320067932,0.0,0.22889508532240524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311230460228748,0.13318031606158998,0.0,0.340394948527577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553527087258832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312722692680947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834740469517645,0.15128973433334486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673641158732314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494022389613106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180465916506939,0.0,0.3545656845527749,0.10027718936716387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076682002629094,0.0,0.15105857023042976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039431395361285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552942831043286,0.0,0.0,0.14281505932223207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373146926187981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315193944131846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423087723014408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361949245379957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971320926909815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796333477316936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157208751370034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062752176917202,0.1635697638351886,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Our_halcyon_days,2020/04/07,"Jobs with anxiety Hi. When I started college 15 years ago, I picked my major based on the fact that it had fewer oral exams than any other major. I somehow managed to find a job after college, which took me to 4 different countries, and I settled in one of those countries 5 years ago. I live in Northern Europe now.

For a living, I've only ever done what I do now - just in different types of companies. I work in a software company now and it's anxiety inducing as I just can't keep up. I don't have revolutionary entrepreneurial ideas, I just prefer to tick boxes on my to-do-list. The money is good, so I'm trying to hold on until I get fired so that I have a bit of a financial buffer should I become unemployed. I seem somewhat confident at work, but when I come home, I break down with anxiety.

I'm thinking about finding a job that's slower and less demanding, where I can just tick boxes. Or maybe even go back to college and learn something new. I'm in a country where the language is not my native language, which adds some anxiety to this whole endeavor, but I'm turning 35 this year and I feel I need to make a change soon. Otherwise I'll always be stuck in a job that sends my anxiety into overdrive. I've done therapy and all that, but I feel this job in tech is just not suited for someone like me.

But... are there any jobs nowadays that are slow and not so demanding? Maybe I should try freelancing? Work with dogs?

Would appreciate your thoughts and hear about your experiences. How did you find out what you like? Were there jobs that made your anxiety worse and were there jobs that were ok? I know it's a very personal question, but would love to hear different opinions. Thanks for listening.",4.42379684418146,5.582936029585799,5.438002958579882,81.15875986193295,70.36094674556213,8.828599605522681,29.46794871794872,9.188382445141503,2.46674516765286,1350,52,264,27,24,445,181,338,0.073,0.8370000000000001,0.09,0.8832,14,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,5,0,3,26,6,0,0,13,1,23,1,0,5,3,62,49,23,0,6,14,0,3,2,0,4,0,3,1,1,20,16,0,2,14,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,11,6,33,6,38,33,8,40,0,0,0,1,13,17,0,7,20,175,53,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696492191794854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428287889498119,0.0,0.0,0.10507296488598958,0.0,0.35460210558376404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059404816231156614,0.0,0.0,0.08532278152006177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434314668875675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817262203297102,0.06654889068804444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421470932651047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811867869419624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051026619695417885,0.06988214673404598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755708372873847,0.0,0.0,0.07812554278924791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183075814204416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04036288178077012,0.0,0.043906158926063935,0.06479836303839412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741454355816957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749370306024105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721221070791714,0.0,0.0,0.6133143927248329,0.0686683599448416,0.0,0.0,0.04245767774580925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548640391727186,0.0,0.1364362859127714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972622875258606,0.0731011517959664,0.05156873767030308,0.0,0.1552273426793474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728407601391335,0.0,0.07461397573049564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235041909685662,0.0587563932939501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745664243499311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654399434554967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033063050548571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545845061868102,0.059475163815665276,0.0,0.0,0.0546819375785357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112661102804198,0.08834855393000629,0.0,0.0,0.04950229281372752,0.0,0.0613323463263688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858338554319556,0.1049030128079991,0.08403194866024873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374399148000569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625315987466335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687290717772755,0.0,0.07873009434808978,0.10976037605984676,0.0,0.0,0.1492502921184703
anxiety,str011ingthr0ugh,2020/04/07,"I [29m] have developed severe anxiety in the past week. I can’t sleep and my heart is constantly racing. I started having frightful thoughts of something out of my control happening to me or loved ones. I’ll try to articulate my situation as best I can. I have never felt this type of extreme anxiety before. When I have a scary thought, my chest starts pounding and I can barely breath. 

I used to have depressive thoughts of bad things happening to me or my family that’s out of my control, but it went away. Years later I’m starting to have these thoughts again.

I’m under a great deal of stress from classes and a big move to a new state that is happening this winter. I’ll be leaving my girlfriend and family. I will be on my own for the first time (late bloomer).

I also relapsed and started smoking weed again. This lead me to going off my diet. Now that the gym is closed until corona virus update, I’ve been lazy altogether.

I understand that this newfound anxiety is due to the various factors in my life. However, I have no idea how to control this feeling. I find myself being scared or fearful for no reason. I’ll have a random thought, for example: “a cop arresting me by mistake while my girlfriend is abandoned in our car in the parking lot, waiting for me to come out of the store. And I have the car keys. And she has no phone to call for a taxi or anything...”

I’ll just keep feeding into it until the story gets worse and worse. I won’t even know I’m doing this until I’m feeling physically sick. It’s like an automatic response.

Please help guys! I’m afraid I’ll end up having a psychotic slip or something severe later in life, because I can’t control my stress/fear/anxiety now. Any advice, tips, or even an explanation to what/why/how I’m feeling this would be very much appreciated. 

Thank you for your time.

TL;DR Advise on how to control/overcome my new fear induced anxiety. Random scary thought will make me anxious and fearful for a while.",3.414606060606061,5.396360192207798,4.683116883116885,82.26658008658009,74.35064935064935,7.3679653679653665,29.329004329004327,8.199878495009871,2.201614718614718,1554,68,291,26,33,513,199,385,0.192,0.7240000000000001,0.084,-0.9915,1,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,1,2,0,7,11,16,0,7,19,0,30,10,4,11,1,57,65,26,0,2,8,0,4,1,2,4,3,0,0,1,16,15,2,7,16,1,1,7,7,11,0,2,9,4,40,5,48,48,5,56,0,2,0,1,13,17,0,9,32,193,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305231221371965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978366720671385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050837766833871034,0.0,0.2859469953732894,0.08445486771535222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061519177740177386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023727482145617,0.0,0.06241951669839794,0.04557157071630665,0.0,0.06361325559659793,0.0,0.07845354347726842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633592098558002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439709760779179,0.0,0.08078646354999336,0.4192353168303332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707185650043627,0.06438865602883287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621309032730109,0.0,0.0,0.09875344803341173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094972188127705,0.3364925689596002,0.1133991450340902,0.0,0.07177906937911117,0.0,0.0683271394778056,0.06358882050711308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03905778760388821,0.0,0.04248649635947888,0.0,0.0,0.08242057512569871,0.0,0.07402182875173904,0.19832383402443424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858817743293443,0.050108478237758186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439228945040854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644803590586924,0.0,0.0,0.04108485039688633,0.0,0.08432988754529923,0.07915755919801515,0.0,0.0,0.10560708075173483,0.03652281255827945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355628227739131,0.0674716995637339,0.0,0.04990131313881863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945555300720226,0.05495547586434064,0.0,0.05765770980011471,0.14440281207828887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065771966345825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136463773301119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206145247297099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686331701158715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484545111905118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890973543070445,0.0,0.0,0.08403073294645344,0.07481164097148169,0.0,0.0,0.11510418550567575,0.0,0.0,0.21165540313120532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712692753190099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882680185241798,0.0,0.0,0.049665662094649066,0.0,0.0,0.3560953505363491,0.0871835760035773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050755538411715186,0.0,0.0,0.07782535208700513,0.0,0.06456660857033687,0.0,0.06168289206337781,0.0,0.0,0.05996607903358464,0.0,0.0,0.06930109226628806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236886800024213,0.053105691000373816,0.0,0.0,0.04814147679084325
anxiety,withOneStar,2020/04/07,"DAE experience separation anxiety as a child and now, because of it, has more severe mental problems? Hi! 

I (early 20's) had separation anxiety as a toddler/child (from around 1 to 5 years old) and it was really bad. I would throw tantrums and cry for hours until I was short on breath, even if one parent was present, while the other one went away for 10 minutes to get some bread.

My parents did not take me to a psychologist, even though they knew what I was suffering from. They tried their best to solve this on their own, my mom for example did not go to work for years because of me. Anyway, it all went away (*well, almost, I would still have moments where I wanted to cry, but i controlled my impulses*)  when I started school (at 6).

I was wondering if this separation anxiety can develop into something worse as a young adult? Because I have anxiety, Maladaptive daydreaming and OCD symptoms (not officialy diagnosed with them, as I could not go see someone because of Covid) and I do not know if the separation anxiety is the root of the problem or if these symtoms simply emerged.",6.778788617886177,7.019220858536588,7.189573170731709,73.94419715447155,64.8048780487805,10.93089430894309,36.107723577235774,10.686352973137794,3.9266504065040655,856,39,157,21,12,280,128,205,0.154,0.8270000000000001,0.02,-0.9699,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,5,3,10,7,1,0,8,0,17,4,1,2,1,33,29,19,0,10,11,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,8,8,1,1,3,0,0,5,5,5,1,2,11,1,22,2,29,15,5,28,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,8,14,117,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578627857532812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422813962666502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029348027459602,0.0,0.0,0.2172755124595364,0.0,0.09654583348084282,0.2819467698922391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134606522406513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968835783705632,0.09232077637112338,0.0,0.25402723352799395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736154599314652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274443721762326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310787467823095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041166060857856,0.0,0.1314298610329343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387180207162538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354696951866871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652737685999352,0.0,0.0,0.13542391613978166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133374801786005,0.0,0.15670713346849685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567858338374033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212837014484832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407524221570995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117023264531366,0.0921417703201804,0.0,0.0,0.1306284640826493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797253140193664,0.08901726667057193,0.0,0.0,0.08184318137531528,0.0,0.09234189755062967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018336262085087,0.08693902149188174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360543294258856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850486544785673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820129673456374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396484024196108,0.2143794783388092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539530036603982,0.08417968002031638,0.0,0.11783637663116878,0.1642798109117297,0.0,0.0,0.14892326142890192
anxiety,devilikk,2020/04/07,"How can I get over with being so oversensitive that everything could potentially become a problem and make me feel anxious? It not only causes problems for me but also the people around me. And sometimes I feel so fake because I have to constantly hiding my anxiety. I could become passive aggressive or unconsciously aggressive when dealing with people if my anxiety hits (especially when they’re not understanding - I mean, not all could be understanding and compassionate but not necessarily they’re bad) Or have you ever stepped up for yourself just to feel bad later on because you think you were too harsh? I don’t know. Everything is overwhelming.",7.105653883972469,9.628885504424783,7.47657817109145,63.82208456243856,65.63716814159292,10.685939036381516,35.564405113077676,10.746095033038511,4.720129596853491,534,26,77,16,9,174,76,113,0.225,0.711,0.064,-0.9605,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,10,9,2,1,2,0,11,0,0,3,2,34,22,14,0,6,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,3,14,1,10,15,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,5,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101304191574322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315235404823253,0.17095204968755615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347096564074467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25269696368627514,0.18449033506727916,0.33424898753160304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545052493028938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635265308499194,0.0,0.3624575867187205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600748895116345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688042265064732,0.0,0.0,0.2719989202029118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295405439711584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906008295046046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316322760846125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100935557597117,0.0,0.0,0.1648352361991381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150880492854874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981679180635915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28959157248555645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966243193908588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096961743151745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150654027846112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenlantern0201,2020/04/07,"Scared of the future Hello everyone,

I am a 17 year old teenager about to become 18. I am a person that likes to think about himself as one that can see the big-picture and adapt very easily to any situation. I have always had big dreams and said to myself that I will make anything to accomplish them. I am graduating high school in June and I do not have a university yet, I have been rejected by some of them and the only one that accepted me gave me some scholarship and rejected my application for a loan due to my family economical status (father got fired during the 08 crisis and it hit hard, still feeling it’s effects). 

I have always had some small goals I have been accomplishing but with the COVID19 situation and the quarantine, I increased them since I had more time. The problem is that I am not accomplishing them, I am getting burned out pretty quickly, and getting distracted just as fast. 

All of this has increased my levels of anxiety. I am scared of having my family members contract the virus since most of them are in the risk zone. I am scared I am wasting my time doing nonesense stuff, and I know the solution to this is finding something I love doing. But I’m not finding it. Almost all of the things that I enjoy doing, I am not being able to do it at a constant productive rate. I am scared I am not going to be good enough to accomplish my goals of climbing the economical ladder and reliving the financial burden of my parents, while giving my future family a safe life. I am scared the world will be completely different than what it is today and I am not gonna be able to adapt to it to the level I want. I do not want to lower my expectations about my future life, but I do not think this anxiety is healthy. 

I am looking for answers to some of the questions about how does one self-imposes discipline. How does one find their passion and how do you know you’ve found them. How do you know when something is not right for you and you are not just having a temporary burn out. How do you focus on your goals when the world is upside down. How can you get out of poverty this days?",4.422588141025641,5.6838417235576975,5.560788461538461,79.89254487179487,70.46634615384616,8.815897435897437,28.28974358974359,9.21078282632365,2.372424935897436,1671,60,321,34,30,555,190,416,0.11900000000000001,0.747,0.134,0.708,3,3,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,7,7,9,17,18,0,7,24,0,53,4,0,8,2,67,77,27,0,4,15,2,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,19,17,0,2,14,1,2,4,10,11,0,4,9,6,56,7,46,60,11,39,0,2,2,2,24,16,0,7,20,251,75,10,0.18670236398779988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934777242165898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535132325239226,0.0,0.0,0.06348200490428348,0.0,0.14282679742382431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682006874478704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030990462823782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787693824004258,0.1008794641204323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020378963546416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753211639735544,0.0,0.0,0.16338449689075216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645672534359452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920105487218902,0.0,0.0,0.2640095590242303,0.0,0.047201162505295914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559638674295069,0.0,0.0,0.10235475270767813,0.0,0.0,0.14631641899159098,0.08955096002042003,0.053053628005966594,0.07829854243965233,0.07466146803328992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836243230257359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863064911209893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391010483858586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318734011294533,0.04560667217188182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839148177891081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425308642297713,0.0,0.0623126388647362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795636214354927,0.0,0.25302870746658274,0.07099778047172824,0.0,0.0,0.10365544023665764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151065139412905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497171244352164,0.0,0.08932447381565259,0.0,0.0,0.10457468825480976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972139936059781,0.08879835128177598,0.0,0.467304092106314,0.09447637995957646,0.07438880583086202,0.0,0.097385641955934,0.0,0.0,0.15444212481970246,0.20986127964469056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373260125003154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455037452696618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686476930840108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201837730146657,0.11963133613233935,0.0,0.0,0.1088676498619252,0.0,0.08848600526300855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702450167163595,0.11012189157145626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011510056534584
anxiety,PeterMcScooter,2020/04/07,"Anxiety when people leave you on unread Hi these are testing times for everyone across the world. 

I've been as depressed and lonely kid for the last few years, my country has been on a lockdown for the last 3 weeks straight and the isolation hasn't helped. 

I depend on texts and sharing of posts for communication, but lately when people especially leave my messages and posts I share to them on read it makes me feel sad and anxious. I know this sounds really silly but it plays on my mind and I question my self worth and wether I'm doing something wrong to them for them to ignore.",3.2549477071600954,5.723001654867263,3.662381335478681,87.10198712791633,76.6991150442478,6.232984714400643,23.54706355591312,7.348242739294969,1.0162283185840717,469,15,89,6,11,146,75,113,0.19,0.7090000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.8738,0,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,3,0,2,9,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,10,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,13,4,16,8,1,18,0,3,0,0,12,8,0,2,8,56,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740077368122922,0.21767518183112256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659562413403674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411537244409606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974255251455144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915030722026835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058926799907948,0.31412217977647783,0.21735305615645734,0.40804364645529145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861635693651774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455332640089792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671620983260813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690711135828264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158473092481608,0.0,0.19273358164571647,0.0,0.12343666391336545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100876346266652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833558554563145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123540967657949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455742825066554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106669062483599,0.0,0.12408052960765766
anxiety,cereac,2020/04/07,EASY SLEEP Music [Insomnia & Anxiety Relief] “Sunset Beach” Relaxing Sou... My hope is that my latest upload can help you relieve stress and anxiety.,5.156266666666667,8.636813159999999,6.068000000000001,66.40066666666667,77.4,9.733333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,4.246333333333333,119,5,15,4,3,39,23,25,0.163,0.446,0.392,0.8668,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020072314663658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676687592327477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486913495203525,0.0,0.0,0.3685131908353967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37129461135801295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42500978585258825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AmazinFovousia,2020/04/07,"I cannot keep living like this So I've always been somebody who is fairly neurotic. I've been prone to getting anxious over fairly stupid and nonsensical shit and now I've gotten right back on that train recently. So for the past two or so weeks I've gone down the rabbit hole of Asteroid 1998 OR2 and Comet ATLAS. I've been able to be fairly grounded about it but it has come to a point where I go from not caring about it anymore right back to being obsessed. I think the stress is legitimately killing me at this point. The thing that has gotten me back in this point is the fact that some movie called ""Greenland"", which is about a comet impacting earth basically, has had all of its trailers scrubbed from the internet basically. In my head I'm thinking, ""well there could be some logical reasons for that which dont involve the apovalypse"" but the other side of my brain is thinking ""well that is very strange, could this mean something."" I dunno, I just hate feeling like this 24/7 and I was wondering if anybody had some reasons for any of that? What should I do to alleviate these feelings.",5.179968404423384,6.534836412322277,5.163298578199054,83.09856556082148,68.76303317535546,8.091121642969984,29.70647709320695,8.447377352677275,2.0940082780410747,877,33,168,13,15,273,124,211,0.158,0.81,0.032,-0.9795,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,15,11,4,2,10,0,24,3,3,2,2,31,41,11,1,4,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,22,5,0,1,10,0,0,3,3,6,2,1,9,2,11,5,23,26,4,24,0,0,0,0,3,14,1,7,9,116,33,0,0.13167042024210487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956033753887667,0.0,0.0,0.08954040093573287,0.0,0.0,0.14875009637851758,0.13058167598281106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037392769085484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698773501263945,0.13445022070271764,0.0,0.13424676881032294,0.0,0.0,0.1134224081427878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102562328874265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543167518936268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315304145574325,0.0940653745299537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687923600803169,0.0,0.07483133416961342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299972801777781,0.13513183808555912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703471940154972,0.1456738114021262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865503280093424,0.0,0.11626739338770473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342768815004325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256943149396908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734133203092533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707582433728155,0.1300086551512219,0.0,0.0,0.22489163890360836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515779422373891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136632233708204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082802151941854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874759764964854,0.2531072660177823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862286811618107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864188634168273,0.0,0.0,0.10561806888090176,0.0,0.2367750415588481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427909540684794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goshdarnitgwen,2020/04/07,"does anyone else have a parent that isn’t supportive of them getting treatment? my father and I had to hide the fact that i was going to therapy from my mother. we were successful for about 3 months and then she found out. she wasnt too happy. 

she thought that therapy was only meant for “insane people” who “hallucinate”. she wasnt at all supportive. 

she openly mocked me in front of her co-workers about how i needed therapy; it really hurt. 

im now too afraid to branch out for help again; im afraid that im a disappointment to her. im an only child, so im the only person who will really take care of her when she gets older. i dont know what to do anymore. my anxiety has gotten so out of hand for the past couple weeks. 

i only leave my room maybe once a day, im not turning in some of my school assignments, my rooms a mess, and i have so many awful thoughts. i need an intervention but i dont know/want to get it.",1.7814338235294152,3.506433270833334,3.8719975490196066,87.4183455882353,78.27083333333334,7.225980392156862,20.669117647058822,8.124751697461798,0.8996264705882351,716,18,155,13,17,245,112,192,0.098,0.835,0.066,-0.4144,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,1,11,11,1,2,9,1,14,1,1,1,2,21,31,10,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,9,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,11,1,26,5,24,19,2,20,0,2,0,0,19,9,0,1,9,99,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367465207350501,0.0,0.09551074419836572,0.0673401491096375,0.09867798380444803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819148589414416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656195147443454,0.0,0.06211009887363676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427897411233935,0.0,0.2257423594038569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045220691492591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559574155304777,0.0,0.0,0.15094942204520104,0.0,0.05473353257341546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252067675590434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455260520013982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309872027933563,0.0,0.6241690322414445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585570428992,0.0,0.0,0.10197529135230783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764026243371356,0.09675340572528694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768713918877687,0.0,0.0,0.14282095802210087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025638963496525,0.0,0.29298349433539284,0.0,0.0,0.10693761440719507,0.0,0.09193600458133122,0.06676720260630532,0.08409162692246296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339356218846585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746790585847027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185762646370168,0.0,0.0,0.07241093808254692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33040661533283794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291412674523586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104754447022989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680441061160388,0.0,0.07725172987469585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011270075461955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway-69-420-xxx,2020/04/07,"Roommate had her ex over unannounced and my anxiety is so high Hi everyone,

My roommate broke up with her boyfriend of maybe half a year a few weeks ago and just had him over unannounced. I'm in the US in a hot spot city, and I'm so anxious about this right now. This is the second time she has broken social distancing despite our state being on lockdown (she went to a friend's house to hang out earlier). I told her it makes me uncomfortable to break soical distancing and feel like I have no choice but to self-quarantine every time he comes over now? She doesn't seem to be mentally well enough to make responsible decisions atm. I can't control her actions, I can only express my needs and she clearly isn't respecting them so I'm not sure what the next step is. Tia.",5.079415584415584,5.759167201298702,5.357558441558441,84.08062337662338,68.54545454545455,9.017142857142858,30.33506493506493,9.120678840339163,2.343646233766234,615,23,126,11,10,195,107,154,0.107,0.795,0.098,0.3739,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,3,2,20,24,9,0,1,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,1,5,5,1,1,2,4,2,20,5,17,18,2,25,0,1,0,0,19,10,0,1,9,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661232437672215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336432813444844,0.21171433104042675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161432831638908,0.0,0.0,0.21019066645254092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363948323925365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789681292630822,0.17907352865565682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475760952136143,0.13388218446594874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478865436608762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800369396313225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624023278372387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155662707983182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501886135167877,0.0,0.18827353256702745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886018306239952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895844849004835,0.0,0.0,0.19930736592428494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425299632836064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004286399218384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060649270131287,0.1955043084460501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910358184647544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662701446926007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185547496625144,0.0,0.0,0.17907352865565682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254251657221059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032500377008948,0.0,0.16849962034021354,0.17372633202125048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068268922548868
anxiety,CupsOfSalmon,2020/04/07,"I need help. My mom was deployed and I'm a mess. My mom is a healthcare provider in the US Navy Reserves. She was mobilized yesterday to NYC. I can't stop worrying about her getting sick. We're planning on writing each other once she has an actual address for where she is staying. This has sucked for her too because this deployment was so sudden - she basically had 24 hours notice but wasn't told when she would be leaving. It was awful. 

I hate not knowing what could happen. I know I'm catastrophizing but this really is dangerous. She knew what she signed up for, and she is happy to help. But I am terrified that she might not come home. That she'll never meet her grandkids when my wife and I plan to have them. That I'll have to be a rock for my dad and younger brother. And I feel selfish for worrying about how it will affect me. This is about my mom. She is, without exaggeration, a hero in my eyes. She deserves to be healthy, and safe. She deserves to come home.",1.968659793814432,4.304662824742271,3.2167113402061887,89.27712886597942,80.54639175257732,6.35422680412371,25.1639175257732,7.554174236665415,1.3030771134020616,764,30,157,12,20,247,112,194,0.153,0.738,0.10800000000000001,-0.9133,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,3,9,8,3,0,6,1,26,2,1,2,1,30,40,13,0,3,6,7,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,12,9,0,2,4,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,8,2,32,3,19,24,1,15,0,0,1,0,30,5,1,1,7,113,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.1459934655692036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119817320007388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577439209974822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944788240244002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564507657591521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816274099669167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132295720634379,0.15925792220014773,0.0,0.14770453766881758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005549339331424,0.0,0.300133190393651,0.0,0.1473313609076176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443862888639216,0.0,0.0,0.15841070826317905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870787879059306,0.0,0.5256487427439634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093064219323134,0.11538504646689553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032694482160635,0.0,0.1593250604879202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584116564992354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945964301036727,0.0,0.12507696407733998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295454324249066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995709272660507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421444078168708,0.0,0.0,0.3038634577712349,0.0,0.1062755118955928,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SameChampionship3,2020/04/07,I don’t remember the last time I was free of worries. Recently A nostalgia hit me (about the time I wasn’t worried about anything) and I can’t remember where I was that summer day in that nostalgic memory. It hurting my brain but I cannot recall...,3.2832000000000012,4.8812295200000015,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,73.8,9.8,30.5,10.125756701596842,3.3864,196,9,38,6,4,68,36,50,0.126,0.8240000000000001,0.051,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,8,2,4,3,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740059868211624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28135070748398266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253958395702112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698051267765321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054394579481676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488508793110668,0.0,0.571005527067841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939233995414838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119008112132336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peaches_1922,2020/04/07,"Panic attacks that come out of “nowhere” I haven’t had a bad panic attack in probably 2 or 3 months, just due to a change in lifestyle and personal growth. I still have anxious thoughts constantly, but the attacks aren’t daily like they used to be. But just now, the strangest thing happened. I was sitting in bed watching YouTube and out of nowhere I had an overwhelming and very sudden panic attack, complete with all the symptoms (which I won’t list for fear of triggering). So I immediately FaceTimed my boyfriend because talking to other people helps to ground me. His first question was “what happened?” And I honestly didn’t have an answer. I genuinely don’t know where this one came from. I’ve been anxious about the current situation but haven’t had any attacks about it. I wasn’t even thinking about it when this attack happened. It’s been about 45 minutes and I’m still not quite out of it yet. Does this happen to anyone else? Thoughts?",4.189691011235953,6.578581269662923,4.128525280898876,85.27795646067419,73.38202247191009,6.472471910112362,31.3497191011236,7.413659706084162,2.088189887640449,758,36,136,9,16,232,111,178,0.198,0.726,0.076,-0.9726,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,14,14,6,5,8,0,17,1,0,2,1,27,29,11,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,12,11,0,0,6,0,0,3,8,12,0,2,12,1,13,2,22,15,1,23,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,2,12,95,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598448427096346,0.0,0.0,0.21923507807023102,0.0,0.06784641039027638,0.09941984201403364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6623213943493866,0.0,0.0,0.08101692647605545,0.05914926595732738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097774404382392,0.0,0.0,0.10264605183117118,0.08358371224453487,0.10173527602866196,0.1048561623652932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849125809862353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105704426443433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408813510394598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918697853294436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253461526490949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34321717158311804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503790980681648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332576219658087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740450064729235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744930877414556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657507934457359,0.0,0.0,0.3415353142307224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726915649181144,0.08472382532563935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461595125715452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086970533254976,0.10320453261567794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906703660886563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497834458083135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085247909771927,0.0,0.07798993326528267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446316003613131,0.062173619352765976,0.0,0.15406373069855914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380372768066455,0.0,0.08006083025723597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bumblzee,2020/04/07,Anybody else dissociate when really anxious. This used to happen mildly for a long time but its become so intense lately. When i hit peak anxiety or something makes my anxiety rise fast or ive been anxious for a long time i start to zone out and everything kinda becomes background noise or i kinda just do everything on auto pilot. And i get this feeling im not in my body/ the anxiety is happening to someone else. Like i know im me but it feels like this isnt my body or my body isnt real or like nothing's real. I don't know how to explain it. Anyone else experience this?,0.8244350282485868,3.3097248898305125,3.478000000000001,84.13846892655367,88.23728813559322,6.197514124293786,23.968361581920906,7.554174236665415,1.5936117514124295,459,19,87,9,15,160,72,118,0.091,0.7909999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.6204,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,7,3,3,3,0,24,19,13,0,0,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,12,3,9,17,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,12,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812158349925077,0.2768583750139901,0.0,0.08567902133419948,0.12555114877800436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706596139303475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40832485586797096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070857331229546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025234324645745,0.11986232328693686,0.0,0.0,0.12391432201764778,0.0875387222310615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401925608420783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167138334745862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26471672811659863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468359167777305,0.0,0.1382243336736644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959260625283716,0.0,0.0,0.21687847935152316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179277784935893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175752259524873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789423367764373,0.07849878406146396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382314463555767,0.09433309949586652,0.0,0.0,0.08673060025879427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429017878614911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583052707628816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jennejjello,2020/04/07,"Created a bad image / first impression of myself? As of recently, I was playing a game with a couple friends and some strangers. The game was called paranoia where basically you get a question whispered to you and you answer with a person's name out loud & if the coin landed on heads, you would share the question. Incredibly fun , yet dark, game. I think I might be taking this a little bit too personally - but I realized my name was being chosen frequently and most of the questions were bad. Turns out I'm most likely to be a pornstar, have sex, have multiple partners, do drugs, etc. It was actually quite funny to me at first, but I started to fear I was being seen as some crazy-like slut who is a try hard or someone who would just about do anything with anyone (basically someone who is almost desperate). This game is supposed to play out like this, so again, I might be taking this too personally, but it is just something that I've felt bad about for a long time and maybe I need to change my demeanor towards people I meet?",6.198701842546065,6.554929201005024,6.531771356783921,77.76975083752095,66.03517587939697,9.2463986599665,32.16122278056952,9.075114841892004,2.668135343383585,817,31,153,13,12,264,119,199,0.12,0.779,0.10099999999999999,-0.8305,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,3,10,13,0,1,13,0,23,4,1,0,0,36,33,12,0,4,7,0,2,2,2,4,1,2,0,4,10,10,0,0,7,6,1,0,0,5,0,2,8,5,17,8,23,16,6,18,0,0,1,2,24,9,0,12,11,110,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.12036646179321553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351172271180345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336437391449916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624535838931087,0.0,0.10150203280006592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089625738193481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466027317196855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259485487342803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048215044101868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647836865662138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304048739346711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137561747804669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879688020118727,0.0,0.0,0.11843008509066172,0.0,0.0,0.20983357651788687,0.0,0.0,0.09529567250567902,0.0,0.06444242241356782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049246528066334,0.0,0.12658706550065113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051980713715085,0.12362361582160375,0.0,0.10915602143517196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391615199096034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616980938735915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914584009167122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551156172905497,0.32309903960830777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41452228346319975,0.13119208299509574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178783607501313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090188281509878,0.09495663987875244,0.0,0.0,0.0873038882349374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547946177154154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790341899091598,0.0,0.0,0.07192318327560134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374283457443471,0.13416342175991358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524082043345485,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SaraGivesNoF,2020/04/07,"Created a bad image / first impression if myself? As of recently, I was playing a game with a couple friends and some strangers. The game was called paranoia where basically you get a question whispered to you and you answer with a person's name out loud & if the coin landed on heads, you would share the question. Incredibly fun , yet dark, game. I think I might be taking this a little bit too personally - but I realized my name was being chosen frequently and most of the questions were bad. Turns out I'm most likely to be a pornstar, have sex, have multiple partners, do drugs, etc. It was actually quite funny to me at first, but I started to fear I was being seen as some crazy-like slut who is a try hard or someone who would just about do anything with anyone (basically someone who is almost desperate). This game is supposed to play out like this, so again, I might be taking this too personally, but it is just something that I've felt bad about for a long time and maybe I need to change my demeanor towards people I meet?",6.198701842546065,6.554929201005024,6.531771356783921,77.76975083752095,66.03517587939697,9.2463986599665,32.16122278056952,9.075114841892004,2.668135343383585,817,31,153,13,12,264,119,199,0.12,0.779,0.10099999999999999,-0.8305,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,3,10,13,0,1,13,0,23,4,1,0,0,37,33,13,0,5,8,0,2,2,2,4,1,2,0,4,10,10,0,0,7,6,1,0,0,5,0,2,8,5,17,8,22,16,6,18,0,0,1,2,24,9,0,13,11,110,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.12036646179321553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351172271180345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336437391449916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624535838931087,0.0,0.10150203280006592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089625738193481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466027317196855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259485487342803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048215044101868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647836865662138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304048739346711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137561747804669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879688020118727,0.0,0.0,0.11843008509066172,0.0,0.0,0.20983357651788687,0.0,0.0,0.09529567250567902,0.0,0.06444242241356782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049246528066334,0.0,0.12658706550065113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051980713715085,0.12362361582160375,0.0,0.10915602143517196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391615199096034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616980938735915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914584009167122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551156172905497,0.32309903960830777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41452228346319975,0.13119208299509574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178783607501313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090188281509878,0.09495663987875244,0.0,0.0,0.0873038882349374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547946177154154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790341899091598,0.0,0.0,0.07192318327560134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374283457443471,0.13416342175991358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524082043345485,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dordemov,2020/04/07,"How can I stop picking? I pick at my lips, nails, hair, skin, etc. Whenever I'm anxious and it's gotten to the point of injury. But I'm not sure how to stop picking.

Normally I pick until my nails have blood underneath them or my lip starts bleeding before I am able to stop. 

I picked at my lips to the point that I had to have surgery to remove some of the damage I did to them and then afterwards ended up pulling out my stitches and picking at my scar.

I've tried pretty much anything I can think of from taping my fingers or covering them in band aids to gloves. All with no success.


Do you guys have any suggestions on how I can stop? I don't want to end up hurting myself even more but I can't stop it.",2.7918547895057984,3.7979723221476505,4.026955460646737,90.31723611958513,74.1006711409396,7.028920073215375,25.625991458206226,7.348242739294969,1.0364442953020123,552,18,123,6,11,181,89,149,0.147,0.8220000000000001,0.031,-0.8642,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,1,3,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,12,8,7,9,2,30,18,12,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,5,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,3,23,2,24,15,5,24,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,3,11,84,26,1,0.16378650382090293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113804390767482,0.0,0.0,0.1850321293428134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478233713004587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937025130556815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901324559508244,0.0,0.18266524676730614,0.1081794410663996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217438926014238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533683985332196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040192582502975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047599857699288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096623731746351,0.0,0.0,0.16662975669686758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592893040894385,0.0,0.0,0.6846642553421903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436684151754734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494777823927016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120028486591838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660552351555644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brittanyfilth,2020/04/07,"Today I feel like absolute garbage, very sick feeling. Today I had to go out and go grocery shopping. I have a lot of anxiety surrounding Covid19, as I'm sure we all are right now. 

Ever since coming home I just feel awful. And I'm pretty sure I was having mini anxiety attacks while I was out.

My stomach is constantly churning.
Chronic goosebumps coming and going.
My very well known chest pain which almost feels like inflammation on my sternum.
Fuzziness
Fatigue 
Shock pain in legs


I HATE ALL OF IT. IM TIRED OF FEELING LIKE AN ALIEN IN MY BODY. I WANT TO FEEL NORMAL. I DONT WANNA FEEL LIKE THIS ANYMORE.",1.5120233265720058,4.244235405172418,2.83841784989858,86.86601419878296,91.5,4.798377281947261,24.926977687626767,6.522977012572876,1.2468423935091284,481,21,84,6,17,155,79,116,0.22699999999999998,0.578,0.195,-0.7547,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,4,13,2,0,2,1,8,11,5,0,5,27,24,5,0,3,1,0,7,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,8,1,1,5,1,6,1,0,3,7,14,7,12,21,3,18,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,10,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244350879649542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901272763124468,0.0,0.12323911373814644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141371240764969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380322212277237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408941112692534,0.0,0.13428808945538728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563957458183793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240628872920536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43983062278558815,0.3551044448853384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118707827916112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268757830606924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464957028346328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422929361132613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428416100652039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564705205391887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217549212149706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644569291719936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642384579998794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612303011506853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279464732638098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342396718990403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428262203490583,0.2355804859574395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506598168263449,0.07329568289880009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173063164262917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grapler81,2020/04/07,"Lost in my own Home? Hi,

I'm hoping someone else may have experienced a similar feeling, and may know what this is called. I have generalized anxiety disorder. Over the last 3 years, I've gotten a pretty good handle on it. I've figured out triggers, ways to avoid them, and ways to reduce my reactions where possible. Unfortunately a major one for me is negative feedback from work. I haven't been able to fully control this yet, and after some less than positive feedback last friday I had my first anxiety attack in a little over a month. 

Since then, I've been having this experience where I don't feel right in my house. I own my home, but when I look around everything seems unfamiliar and like it shouldnt be where it is. I feel like I'm lost, but obviously I'm not, I'm in my living room. It didn't abate at all Saturday, was a little better sunday, and a little better today, but I'm still dealing with it. I have had this happen before, I suspect it's related to my anxiety, but I don't know what the hell it is called or how to make it stop. It's very frustrating for me. Has anyone experienced something similar? Any ideas on what this is or how to get past it?",4.392984042553191,5.253775327659575,6.055571808510639,77.80718750000003,70.19148936170214,9.449468085106382,27.87898936170213,9.673873057562805,2.4883244680851058,922,31,182,21,16,317,129,235,0.15,0.754,0.096,-0.9011,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,7,9,12,3,1,9,0,23,0,0,5,2,39,42,15,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,18,8,0,3,9,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,9,6,20,6,23,29,6,36,1,2,1,0,5,19,1,7,17,122,38,3,0.11856023409962875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062502479141022,0.0,0.2720947637177544,0.0,0.0,0.08290007234520973,0.0,0.0,0.10554374457797958,0.0,0.13487938219944853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088602684492637,0.0,0.0,0.20971378473178595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212650968913066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297538392406433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223039539430786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358802998551504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904186227328424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655429360072,0.11597465887470065,0.0,0.0,0.17984285009165235,0.08469945493022969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084727455862057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061942828923851424,0.0,0.0,0.09944269931056153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484242346311567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785116322507865,0.11775706396427035,0.0,0.13680259194923505,0.0,0.13384007309718712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031520808633887,0.1932848296296992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158450833446686,0.3564855043766926,0.10469085883415373,0.0,0.09956073648571236,0.0,0.25884500172439034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913987689680788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946336477277114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033948298888394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317915881821425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365884994481478,0.0,0.12061838125287296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124979211896963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793278431332033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980742508148666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045570161011363,0.09127346053886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468235610246133,0.09912166448314944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238123904214524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782460976437493,0.0,0.18821519060727301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863132624701028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634890361019596
anxiety,billyandteddy,2020/04/07,"Distracted by Anxiety I don't like feeling anxious or dealing with my thoughts fueled by my anxiety. So I distract myself to get my mind off, but I find my wasting hours off my life by a lot of meaningless distractions. Then I get more anxious because I haven't actually done anything productive. Does anyone have tip/suggestions how to distract myself less? Focus despite my anxiety? How to actually make myself do things?

My anxiety is getting in the way of me living my life...",4.67625,7.233791397727277,6.131818181818183,70.69272727272728,72.52272727272728,9.4,37.13636363636364,9.827888789773867,4.58045,385,23,59,11,8,130,57,88,0.28,0.6829999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,6,2,0,3,0,11,12,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,17,1,12,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.33416370218979474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239182491535525,0.3868500731067257,0.0,0.119718017073433,0.0,0.1408959545497408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437151783014917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765158961716367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983203623866725,0.17521313324597773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657181587711604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648807237050266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268359451598629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861300201896035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186946243934526,0.08364735562581019,0.0,0.15118662349471162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556148810905745,0.0,0.0,0.1142878270849772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728790758510421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374812093108255,0.0,0.0,0.13592616201851615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590307441934926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DoctaWag,2020/04/07,"Panic attack immediately once drink wears off? Hello all! I am NOT an alcoholic - I have a drink about once a month when we are eating out. 

I’ve had two instances now where I have a sudden panic attack during the dinner once the slight alcohol “buzz” wears off. I also think it may be linked to overeating during the dinners, but I wasn’t stuffed when one of them began. I’m interested to see if any of you have noted these triggers. I also had a dinner in between the two with one drink (and ate a lot) and did not have an attack. Thanks!",2.8866666666666667,4.5996765555555585,4.3862962962962975,84.98833333333333,75.1111111111111,6.2814814814814826,21.259259259259263,6.937597516519254,0.5359370370370371,420,10,83,4,9,140,70,108,0.122,0.809,0.069,-0.5767,0,0,5,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,1,0,7,7,3,2,11,0,12,12,2,1,1,15,18,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,10,0,2,3,0,0,3,5,0,4,6,1,9,2,12,10,2,12,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,3,6,64,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921047302825321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858046944614584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929362772420668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664254438652454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016363805331226,0.0,0.13984149678886387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161869342040281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908398409060313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43662843209643787,0.18521426775014654,0.0,0.0,0.3206917606161189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089035970560026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258219457110259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756883969242578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26700194339078115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sam_21000,2020/04/07,"Is that anxiety? Guys i don't know, but I'm sitting in my room but now I'm  feeling my heart beating fast and feeling uncomfortable and down, does anxiety make you feel like that I'm kind worry and sarced? Also I'm alright now.. I'm calmed but I'm like 25% i have anxiety but  i don't know what is the kind of anxiety i could have?",-0.5524999999999984,1.5702520833333369,2.2800000000000007,92.96500000000002,90.66666666666666,5.977777777777778,21.88888888888889,7.3871296695380915,0.8827388888888894,258,10,60,5,9,90,39,72,0.21,0.503,0.287,0.8355,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,1,0,14,19,8,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,6,3,18,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130168057513547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6172084525981337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610432973432304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765115061097853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30596103458384194,0.14409654231977406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997175137419391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390188251518949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200849179289553,0.22170120117527856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970836290323636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463820552135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048390151309853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FrizzyMopwithSodaPop,2020/04/07,"Anxiety & Trouble Breathing - How am I Supposed to Feel? So, I've dealt with severe anxiety since I was a month shy of my 16th birthday. I am now 33 years old. I have definitely been through hell, but then I started medication 10 years ago, and that really helped! One particularly fun aspect of my anxiety, though, is having trouble breathing. 

So you can imagine how fun that's been for me recently, right? -\_\_\_- 

Shortness of breath is a symptom of COVID-19. 

I have anxiety which causes shortness of breath. And not just in a ""I'm having a panic attack so I can't breathe!"" kind of way. No. ALL THE TIME. When my anxiety is high, as it has been due to all of this, my breathing is affected non-stop. It could go on for months. It has before. It feels tight around my lungs. I feel like I can't breathe or get a deep breath. I'll cough a little here and there. My rib and back muscles are also tight and will even get sore. 

The hardest part? I can't even go to the hospital! I mean, if this were happening and I could go to the hospital so that they could tell me, ""there is nothing wrong with you, its your anxiety"" I'd feel loads better! But, I can't! So I'm just stuck here, hoping and praying I don't have COVID-19 because this is a symptom and, unfortunately, its actually not irrational to worry! :'( To add insult to injury- I live alone. I'm here all by myself and its HARD. My mom (being the SAINT that she is) has done all of my grocery shopping for me just so I wouldn't have to leave my house. When she drops stuff off, I go into full-on disinfecting mode. I wipe everything down as much as possible. I've washed my hands so much they are raw and scabbed (though they've been healing because I've tried to dial that down). 

I just feel so alone, and I think that's really the gist of why my anxiety is so high. That and because of the breathing issue... 

Anyone else in the same (or similar) boat?",1.6046348503154777,3.8205491439790578,3.1498952879581164,89.92514230098,81.12041884816753,6.431037723184321,23.669217344610015,7.61054688173877,1.0985664384481142,1471,53,313,24,39,483,186,382,0.17,0.742,0.08800000000000001,-0.9806,0,2,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,3,2,1,30,13,3,1,15,0,40,20,12,4,4,52,60,37,0,6,11,1,9,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,19,17,0,2,8,1,1,4,9,7,0,1,8,9,42,6,37,46,8,36,3,0,0,0,11,15,1,4,16,212,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.08840020737547677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030023926622086,0.0,0.0,0.1876423946798817,0.0,0.07244268840521266,0.0,0.09815137936967494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485093639713536,0.0,0.0,0.06334079654086111,0.09281746740779644,0.0,0.08064196643443236,0.0,0.103056212905054,0.0,0.06965609719816361,0.0,0.16566366292598908,0.0,0.07708318122559013,0.0,0.0,0.0801171687474261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305818415665047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697993537797064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270233249363673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567412512207032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966420929128613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814140885596993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22901848484016374,0.06471563642932719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465632569517908,0.0,0.20593156365310966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010611360837662,0.0,0.0811484918533084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060718805738127074,0.19142106354622404,0.0,0.08997369988713906,0.0,0.10452566442687364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454968069723066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433280764573672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591894682658413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442564140585925,0.09079234458108848,0.07999030883216496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867620435893124,0.0,0.0912572466940466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609483487053416,0.14461195164413765,0.0,0.1331842826046484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692102628312373,0.0,0.0950562081434032,0.0,0.061384347470848935,0.0,0.0,0.1062847625284126,0.0,0.09809729585591112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021236505679503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606517984251286,0.0,0.08944410099332639,0.0,0.0,0.07736112045483297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233794532965074,0.0,0.07493480995883359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641182079266612,0.0,0.0,0.07573509895955427,0.0,0.0,0.10370086773628806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830992892398069,0.0,0.0,0.07917735564947967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058044730015619224,0.1780032654793217,0.0,0.052822224911706704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150287906034919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190403914553127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174101297803682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199587315801372,0.0,0.0,0.09904307028964583,0.0,0.11667059467821275
anxiety,RecycledExistance,2020/04/07,"Panic attacks and running away I’m seeking advice here because I feel like its my last resort. A little background, I’ve suffered from panic disorder and gad since I was in 8th grade (all my family members suffer from some form of anxiety). I ended up having to change schools because of it.  I have tried pretty much every anxiety med (aside from benzos cuz my psych refuses to prescribe them). SSRIs and SNRIs made me extremely manic which resulted in psychosis and put me in the hospital. I was on buspar for awhile but it made my anxiety worse. I was on it for two months. I’ve also tried vistiril, clonadine, and gabapentin which have zero effect on me. I have been in CBT for 4 years but it doesnt seem to help much. I ended up trying lsd which cured me of my anxiety/depression for awhile even though the experience was terrifying. 

Recently with the coronavirus going around I have seen a resurgance in my anxiety. Its mostly panic attacks which usually last about an hour. I get 3-5 a day everyday. The main problem I have with these panic attacks is that they make me run away. Recently I ran away and was missing for 18 hours in which my parents called the police but I eventually found my way home. If anyone of my family members coughs or talks about the virus, it sends me into panic and I feel like everything in my home is contaminated and I must leave. I have not been able to eat much because my anxiety really supresses my appetite. I’ve lost 15 pounds in 3 weeks and Im already slim. I havent been able to sleep either. If i sleep, its because I pass out from exhaustion.  My brother has a cold and everytime I’m near him I get sent into panic. I have alot of trouble leaving my room and its sending me into madness. I think the main reason why Im so anxious is because Im on immunosuppressents and I smoke but they have also been coming out of nowhere.  Yesterday I talked to my psychiatrist and she said there wasnt much she could do for me and that she wont prescribe benzos no matter what. My therapist has been supportive but his coping/mindfulness strategies do not really work.  The one thing that does help 100% of the time is weed but I cant buy it at this time. CBD does not help for whatever reason. 

I just dont know where to go from here. I feel like I’ve literally tried every single anxiety reliever with no success. The stress is maddening and Im fearing a psychotic break. Is there any advice you all could give me? There has to be something else out there to try right? Im starting to lose hope but I do not want to give up trying.",3.0203779595350864,5.1748835306930685,4.463798966853208,82.61285729659923,76.06930693069306,7.718037021093415,26.027765820060267,8.587818076936951,2.0223473956091262,2033,76,386,42,46,675,243,505,0.19899999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.057,-0.9973,1,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,3,5,16,27,4,8,17,0,41,5,2,8,3,70,70,30,0,8,16,2,3,3,0,2,2,1,3,0,22,26,1,1,10,0,1,11,12,20,0,3,19,6,62,7,62,46,14,62,0,5,1,0,24,31,0,8,21,265,84,5,0.11895455671494032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624101609353699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563465566368669,0.09512791602784017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040446588845860366,0.0,0.2729997308819691,0.06719239500973717,0.0,0.04158789594314653,0.0,0.0,0.05294738765342806,0.0,0.20299197165093974,0.1676425826673643,0.0,0.0,0.18128398419287475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073295116135494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629190740965328,0.05123440882681987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497553411650468,0.0,0.0,0.03835792410809608,0.0,0.05122769269637933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816611386740339,0.0,0.10409793420185603,0.0,0.06970692727129993,0.0,0.0,0.06086010427851191,0.04968563411000211,0.0,0.10535842966642124,0.0,0.0,0.039284181411537236,0.0,0.10022434450029936,0.0,0.05345434267064651,0.058180191028526465,0.11213976938641004,0.06692847381982425,0.09022049708938183,0.1274717386280965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521376578180234,0.0,0.0,0.06214884621528598,0.11411205005762537,0.06760461588993584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959909786737714,0.0,0.11932111934679768,0.059074357647403285,0.11714627679349016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212283348913843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032687156720058695,0.0969638403758669,0.0,0.12595569987904529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717278167625632,0.05961185815585386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653986078340866,0.06492647528877314,0.0,0.0,0.11255767776453124,0.03970154515224682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606584806254172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005509607489112,0.0,0.04747419613859796,0.0,0.17489057254439885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030334309908428,0.0,0.0,0.418702626341829,0.06604247895462817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060509774557091986,0.0,0.056911722806201735,0.0,0.05979109248377078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620533503709855,0.12230509615640275,0.11745327397135312,0.0,0.0,0.050793270738951776,0.056576511877650636,0.0,0.0,0.060194181038104415,0.0,0.05414588040628915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049200219278534914,0.0,0.1190404642731722,0.0,0.0,0.04578851467649342,0.0,0.0,0.042098323749289054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681310214057349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749411064242035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956111667689456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905770438385178,0.03951406089618635,0.038110638384226236,0.05843612400357792,0.0,0.06936335862768662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422870068818009,0.0,0.058100658568688575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550581922415973,0.0,0.035081239778381415,0.047210295120731945,0.047709085084237206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053668992618762096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330016701520466,0.0,0.06061242793230792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038301417223040916
anxiety,LasagnaBean,2020/04/07,Does this happen to anyone else? With my anxiety i tend to think about my breathing a lot. Im just wondering if its normal for your breathing to feel kinda hard when you are manually breathing?,4.467747747747747,6.4320355945945975,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,71.43243243243242,8.176576576576577,28.54954954954956,8.841846274778883,2.4730792792792804,155,6,27,3,3,51,31,37,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.2885,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,9,6,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435766554736869,0.0,0.0,0.2226340788533369,0.3262404719603397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786357324165703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659840112480412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609936161124367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815618335683032,0.0,0.2852256479352007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34392879379087743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706939908786084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31196635298418035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401914255974932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452933825964484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qldrail,2020/04/07,"mental health day - sensible or lazy? so with the quarrantine going on it’s effected my anxiety as i’m back to being isolated, in my pajamas and staying indoors for weeks at a time. because of that, my performance at work has been slowly declining since it’s been getting worse. i have a 4 day weekend coming up (usually work mon-fri) but i’m struggling today. if i took a mental health day id only be working 3 days this week. some people say do it, other say just push through my 3 more days. i have absolutely no clue what to do. what would you do??",3.0250450450450472,4.631000153153156,5.0596396396396415,80.75450450450452,74.4954954954955,8.536936936936938,28.54954954954956,9.150863307647796,2.559025225225226,431,18,84,10,9,149,82,111,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.9058,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,4,0,11,2,0,1,0,10,17,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,2,8,0,12,11,2,22,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,12,53,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195591740495029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017510304628233,0.0,0.09527114190983883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462746463067055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039611258738107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165353897189423,0.0,0.08882153852264263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33225167550851203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31500119718208697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188633526152542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834976986713736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857148795574446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928227205921927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665812125951733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338516993619126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911322422190718,0.0,0.14814185986110448,0.0,0.17364067555157098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721281178536251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507281068256436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413365257933878,0.0,0.15926986735063592,0.11102184418906304,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pyramithius,2020/04/07,Should I burden a doctor about seeing me for an anxiety disorder? I've been dealing with pains in my ribcage area when anything stressful comes up. It hurts to breathe sometimes and then it goes away. I have no one to run to and no one to talk to except one person and she continues to ignore me most of the time. I work as a lead at a warehouse and I do my job well without hiccups. I get home and I'm a complete mess. I haven't eaten or spoken a word outside of work all day today. I've been crying ever since I got home and overthinking everything. I tried working out by doing push-ups and things to tire myself while calming my nerves. Nothing has worked and I'm stuck in bed with the same thoughts as before. I can't go to anyone for help and I think I just need to talk to a doctor about medication.,1.6980314371257492,3.722003814371256,3.177630988023953,90.87087761976048,79.71856287425148,5.6121257485029945,23.0123502994012,6.6274283507984215,0.5920661676646706,635,21,133,6,16,208,108,167,0.19399999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.045,-0.9678,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,6,8,0,1,9,0,9,8,1,1,2,28,21,15,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,1,3,13,1,1,2,0,0,4,5,6,1,3,6,1,18,2,29,14,3,19,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,2,8,92,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579966074214114,0.0,0.0,0.0967030685535737,0.0,0.11380969619123744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299380648826489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768371358539988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913381133431115,0.14500565786051406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191683028830674,0.0891925133617939,0.14258195404131244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850458968546413,0.2831132636407986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510090549332228,0.0,0.0,0.12429575592937893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225641018601138,0.0,0.07859947776487404,0.0,0.11061170775946652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270004727517754,0.0,0.2774537668329442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805376505368392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372421095154038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932341026642864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254822031958996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270325639150266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811484107763256,0.0,0.14716170099299786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207588410566894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020775599362984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440377229584467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678293353679838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842299025251666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232173580467435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188084304379666,0.0886175073951445,0.0,0.10979531139275496,0.08064425324196622,0.15895631548605335,0.13109289721694792,0.0,0.0,0.09389710036529712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434894299825865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331694430097948,0.0,0.4027382414322469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,308winny,2020/04/07,"First Attempt to Explain My Anxiety First Attempt to Explain My Anxiety

I struggle to leave my home daily. I am constantly overthinking. I pray people like me. I constantly believe everyone in a room is making fun of me. I never think of a positive outcome, only negative. I cannot explain why, I just know this is my illogical thought process. 

I am terrified of how the general public will perceive me, most of whom I have never met. I always wear a hat that covers my face when I attempt to leave my home. I get nervous and my heart starts to beat rapidly just thinking of what I am leaving for. I feel sick and start to cry. These episodes happen frequently, and I do not know how or why it’s happening to me. In the rare event I make it to a store, I must be quick because I tend to start melting down and crying while shopping. I have many fears I know are irrational, and people are my biggest one. 

My anxiety comes and goes at various times. My emotions swing back and forth so quickly, I do not have time to prepare for a breakdown. This usually results in me running away and hiding somewhere private while thoughts race through my head. Most of these thoughts don’t make sense. I start to think about everything that lead up to the emotions and what I could have done differently. To some this might seem easy to figure out. I start to breathe heavy and my heart hurts from beating so forcefully. I feel like my entire world is ending and I am helpless. I get tunnel vision and sweat profusely. This is a daily occurrence and is very tiresome and emotionally draining. 

I am scared to tell people I feel different because I do not want them to think I am weak or a bad person.",4.138246153846153,5.948648624615388,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,71.98461538461537,7.953846153846158,31.884615384615394,8.617729084823388,2.662846153846154,1333,63,248,24,26,429,171,325,0.179,0.774,0.047,-0.9895,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,8,11,11,0,4,10,0,28,9,7,7,3,59,61,23,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,3,1,13,16,0,0,19,1,2,3,8,8,0,3,5,3,50,3,36,51,4,37,1,2,0,0,9,11,0,7,25,178,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359012730333693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029717285575543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309337808726999,0.06800579040686773,0.07384467171069996,0.10782581656781663,0.0,0.0,0.0996428977958123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618422543940231,0.0,0.1911469423367324,0.0,0.07061306715587368,0.0,0.19429691566311047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480437016128826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050600948621948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29845319252519603,0.07833261416931099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450931535319571,0.07948520898329979,0.0,0.0,0.09952088946785093,0.13415551866218414,0.06318238006558749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504560055313248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241370827305356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564164456949683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076614211709164,0.0,0.0,0.20960639319247348,0.0,0.0,0.17742738257652507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467808750238182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581484046891827,0.0,0.0,0.2809392453633538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641576372175908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710547669604804,0.08966545157309327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382209108947318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642254464586576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059930016700317626,0.06726348503231554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394188696586702,0.07722340675433552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854502660811901,0.0,0.0,0.08051350750295545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31299552981841783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245789968652593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730146921597113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266780886351176,0.0,0.21063719849931356,0.10314149947133863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740543930612736,0.07297321663984592,0.05216488569242322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960877568018494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grandpa-eustace,2020/04/07,"Health anxiety has me worrying I might have a brain tumor? 20F, I have no known medical issues except for depression and anxiety which aren’t physical. Anyway, I’ve had a headache for the past 2 days that started behind my right eye and is still there, but now the whole right side of my head hurts into the base of my skull. I feel sort of sick and I feel dizzy. I’m really, REALLY worried because usually brain tumors are fatal. I know they’re rare but holy shit I’m freaking out. I don’t know what to do.",2.0112621359223297,4.161017359223301,3.6638932038834966,87.1397233009709,79.29126213592235,7.6151456310679615,21.9504854368932,8.548686976883017,1.4457036893203885,400,12,82,9,10,133,73,103,0.34600000000000003,0.654,0.0,-0.9896,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,5,0,10,9,6,0,0,15,17,5,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,10,0,10,15,1,11,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,2,6,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709251843308495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794383571371337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953505727756068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419931762527286,0.0,0.15251522822135513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906980878988146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173097769944005,0.1882234197981888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956343199344847,0.0,0.0,0.1848212520423176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463258658219068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838535749198306,0.0,0.1878495653313134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903899975658224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268787340033639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024437319390664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176588460543305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533524577055785,0.0,0.14141305640788046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502410596574987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769893807899044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596583792649094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jodieyes,2020/04/07,"My depression and anxiety tag teamed me. Before my life crumbled to the ground at my feet I use to see anxiety as a mind over matter mental issue,but boy was I wrong! It's debilitating. It's being frozen in fear standing outside a store or anywhere and physically not being able to move, barely breath, hard to swallow, hard to swallow with tears in my eyes. Even if it could quite possibly be life or death. Maybe it's because I know how disgusting I am right now and don't want innocent people having to smell me or my matted hair. Or it's a result of almost a decade of not having a home. Or that I only have the clothes on my back and I can't hangout naked while I hand wash the outfit let alone having detergent. I have no safe space to calm my self down. Parks, stores, general public is my current home. There is nowhere to escape it and it's suffocating.",3.2890916597852997,4.950390283236999,4.6443146160198205,83.77458092485551,73.91329479768784,7.4862097440132125,25.073905862923198,8.192908349453996,1.519091164327003,681,22,135,11,14,226,113,173,0.193,0.753,0.054000000000000006,-0.9618,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,1,8,0,16,10,5,3,0,25,20,14,1,3,8,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,8,6,2,1,1,2,2,1,5,4,0,0,1,7,18,2,18,14,0,15,0,1,2,0,4,9,0,7,4,88,26,1,0.17370957416129254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739450462265345,0.1799107307645799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657746975387517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357194007792994,0.0,0.10589174409474847,0.0,0.14781405329657465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869296009109688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961580168598884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473353543952168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547156506778327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311219316821852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484897325934504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546623906121757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776298087636481,0.24539241886509336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451461539870505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750583938267051,0.0,0.17539715086970864,0.0,0.0,0.18462578650892886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211395880286494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204283466482826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583144452372991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847615144546637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834702720075588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842404035216732,0.0,0.18121697050065028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500292986247549,0.0,0.0,0.10245840750020553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992414995957532,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lewisandrews21,2020/04/07,"Can someone give me some advice please x It’s 4am I’m not tired at all and every time I try to fall asleep I have these flutters in my stomach and it makes me panic and my heart races, never in my life have I had this and I can’t get to sleep. Can someone recommend anything or comfort me?",-1.1686631944444414,0.8935812656250022,1.1958333333333364,99.15472222222223,95.71875,3.469444444444445,18.04861111111111,5.033348758259628,-0.6730534722222226,227,7,53,1,9,76,47,64,0.052000000000000005,0.794,0.154,0.6604,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,6,4,1,2,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,10,1,5,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518449188820726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120848999596354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171435931906844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346501575752601,0.2472323535704841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30540419164607896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203808941380886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720327773169985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987726439794863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023835949091513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829035688964696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579101342716858,0.0,0.43673743308571134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028094225295674,0.2962158356979032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749776847133622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aaronh21,2020/04/07,Physical symptoms from anxiety Over the last couple years I have had neck injuries and concussions that have produced a long battle with anxiety. The most recent battle is this new symptom I have that makes me feel like I am falling over to the left. In fact the feeling is so real that I actually start to tilt my head and when I look in the mirror I am at nearly a 20 degree tilt. Has anyone else ever had any nervous tick or physical symptom stemmed from anxiety and if so how did you deal with it and eventually get rid of it?,7.999714285714282,6.421679066666666,8.445714285714287,71.91428571428574,63.0952380952381,11.447619047619051,37.19047619047619,10.355215969177356,3.750104761904762,422,17,79,8,5,141,72,105,0.132,0.83,0.038,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,2,1,7,0,11,5,2,3,2,17,17,10,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,9,1,13,14,1,16,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,9,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.17054195346759396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884377040032662,0.0,0.4010760642872892,0.0,0.0,0.12219726058322054,0.1790637451833802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933702067005726,0.0,0.0,0.1801713684276584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459907562258634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580817256000034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672926769927472,0.12484960594807112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130563813925432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935565366455053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424538967510836,0.0,0.0,0.18987881330909184,0.0,0.0,0.08537961087540205,0.0,0.0,0.1546583728637445,0.1467555928002148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665461664994595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687856854518616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989167761487786,0.0,0.0,0.1725558362636406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369704503303708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449321459105837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125406360424896
anxiety,exoticgiant,2020/04/07,"I’m fine I promise, just need to vent. Can you get high off anxiety meds?

Idk... just asking for a friend...

I’ll take an anxiety pill and another and another to induce a feeling other than fear 

Don’t worry, 3 is my daily limit  

The palpitations in my heart slowly settle into soft thuds and not the loud THUD THUD THUDS I was feeling before where my heart feels like it’s going to burst out of my chest and explode 

My medication also makes me feel numb which can be a reassuring feeling when suffering from intrusive thoughts and palpitations 

Although it helps, it’s rather quiet lonely 

On my medication I don’t really know how to act like a person

I hide my numbness by being overly excited, which some people mistake for being extroverted or maybe even fake 

Fake happy is better than nothing 

Don’t get me wrong, I am happy, just not all the time

I understand people can’t be happy all the time, there are so many emotions but I feel like I’m sad majority of the time which makes me feel even more hopeless

Even though I have a support system, my mental health is something I don’t think they would understand 

I just can’t think positive or pray about it 

I just don’t want to talk about it anymore, 

It makes me feel worse and that I’m better off by myself.",4.477991967871488,5.768671357429723,5.633112449799197,79.31464859437753,70.36546184738954,8.424899598393575,26.68473895582329,8.841846274778883,2.0215076305220885,1004,32,189,18,18,334,141,249,0.136,0.695,0.16899999999999998,0.7821,0,2,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,1,3,18,25,0,1,11,0,21,9,3,5,2,46,49,15,0,5,11,0,9,3,1,1,6,2,0,1,11,8,0,1,15,0,0,2,9,11,0,0,2,11,26,14,23,42,5,16,1,4,0,0,8,9,0,3,7,124,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175192753319288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143905535301049,0.15640872590342614,0.0,0.10138299530244214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556965246078232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698874633604807,0.0,0.0,0.1808252321329608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149930680406044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256246658553306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503524874915093,0.4135175651502738,0.14606382330929954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898132418767895,0.0,0.10682012566272683,0.0,0.05809869373702978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264717507077561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866389312803433,0.0,0.2422820345481103,0.06852146870695372,0.10800980236834762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618199533904008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983073797976385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471453456159291,0.10364344190520697,0.10270205891987898,0.0,0.11355258579715295,0.20596849683103646,0.1030220731721193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580098258983464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809080251220173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174445074228792,0.08926180074095431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549006104340926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870033298300601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600745338606212,0.0,0.0,0.07686295250952405,0.08216722812230333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100752239833213,0.10043877705600232,0.08115784419652004,0.17883041607880748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284651281303646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060296894789484565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381779198610708,0.10417936233319199,0.07262004499073507,0.11177058835383354,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KryingGames,2020/04/07,Is this a normal sign of Social Anxiety? Usually whenever there is someone new/I don't know at my house eating over I just don't talk... Like to anyone... I just sit there and eat and eventually I start feeling sick after 30-45 minutes of them being there. After about 10 minutes after they leave I start feeling normal again. Is this normal or just me over analyzing things?,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,4.145000000000003,81.37500000000003,81.22222222222223,6.377777777777778,22.88888888888889,7.645422480735847,1.4132722222222225,296,10,52,5,8,99,49,72,0.126,0.83,0.044000000000000004,-0.6878,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,13,11,3,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,10,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,8,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326867208056924,0.0,0.0,0.14009072240265616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100200686052139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026079035120649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311792184320276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010817677484552,0.0,0.0,0.21214375705505545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788182901078188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350113491354012,0.0,0.0,0.5889070349872111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042335537502656,0.16975753349676873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28362024344973824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610352858525621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310491455438786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065933677519026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Stackien,2020/04/07,"Does anybody else experience this kind of ""shortness of breath""? Okay, so obviously I suffer from anxiety and this might be an anxiety thing but also could be something else. 

When I get stressed or anxious I get the ""breathing through a straw"" feeling. It goes away after a week or so. Recently it has been quite different. It all started yesterday and I've been breathing quite weird, I mean I'm breathing normally but it feels as if I'm not getting enough air? It gives me a headache and makes me feel a bit lightheaded. The lightheadedness is a new thing for me. It feels as if something is forcing me to breath.",3.657210031347965,6.129430551724143,4.188244514106581,83.81757053291534,75.3793103448276,7.666457680250784,32.09717868338558,8.575989854853784,2.786303448275864,488,25,91,10,11,154,74,116,0.12,0.852,0.027999999999999997,-0.8533,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,8,1,9,5,5,1,2,21,22,15,0,4,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,8,2,10,16,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,5,7,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281579503507584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24519326129182706,0.18104548030015236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056729705483615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495980039531478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795265884178034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674350901336715,0.0,0.0,0.14024251176861274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677493335416725,0.0,0.0,0.16558894750223474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676269058704873,0.0,0.0,0.3241242450349447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511839556734703,0.15373369938461004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688363649740062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069731970367345,0.0,0.0,0.17456751505819648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700079956376067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547777953872402,0.0,0.0,0.15701842886534698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409073829065362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823505320719314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467482705635068,0.0,0.0,0.11343115901608875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357454726764447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293606612840124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854898567769246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sumu43,2020/04/07,"How common are suicidal thoughts? I think about killing myself daily. I'm not currently depressed but I do have and probably will always be having ups and downs regarding my anxiety which in the past has led to serious depression.

I don't want to trivialise this in any way. I just feel like I need to know how often others think about suicide. Am I in a minority or a majority?

Is this even something I should ask. I really don't mean to upset anyone with this question and I'm sorry if it does.

Maybe I should actually be getting some professional help on this...",3.464954128440368,5.759380862385327,5.332559633027525,76.24489449541285,75.23853211009174,9.130642201834863,28.33119266055045,9.642632912329526,3.086103853211009,450,19,81,13,10,154,79,109,0.19899999999999998,0.688,0.113,-0.8773,1,0,1,0,0,2,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,3,0,14,0,0,3,0,25,26,8,3,5,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,1,11,1,13,20,2,11,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,5,4,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.18493371334125644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576868963515178,0.0,0.0,0.12887280414425625,0.0,0.1449740750839919,0.0,0.0,0.13250928994476555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716558832088755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32644811817292857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584084182405048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516908746767216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582158251142066,0.1353854624490197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901077340065707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270240709629067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096639323655478,0.0,0.10414934030828343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258465827190096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038753643865527,0.2064311547710259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051872461648038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809080444356696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432304875437465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229375691944152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140449290309645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589349688914702,0.0,0.21214011569570626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145847719779383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428597800927105,0.0,0.15044919431753367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177747919178993,0.15042363992357596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tankgirl7776,2020/04/07,"Do any of u get bad thoughts that come on out of the blue? I suffer from horrendous anxiety attacks, and all of a sudden I'll have bad OCD thoughts about God, then I'll start freaking out and get short of breath. I'm not wanting 2 get in2 a religious discussion because some ppl dnt believe in him. I'm just curious if any of u get bad thiughts of any kind. Am I weird or is that a thing 2 get OCD thoughts of any kind when having an attack?",3.690035460992906,3.890950414893617,4.830638297872341,88.33333333333334,71.44680851063829,8.394326241134753,30.56028368794326,8.344100000000001,1.9572326241134743,345,14,79,5,6,114,61,94,0.28,0.617,0.10300000000000001,-0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,5,0,5,1,1,0,1,15,18,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,1,3,2,13,15,2,10,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,3,4,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303984627933287,0.0,0.12104303052021335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600115405319005,0.0,0.0,0.3963381808707883,0.09645355807755472,0.0,0.0,0.17826736370727106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362983346087857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133347310414745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32953762268102554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111993707905261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511882184460904,0.0,0.0,0.3768430957528402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332623655260908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,samhurwitz18,2020/04/07,"How to deal with corona fear? Hey all. I've been developing an obsession about family members dying with all the corona hysteria. Even after telling myself the facts, this obsession feels more real than ever with all the panic and talking about disease. What are some ways you all have found to cope with fear of loss without feeling like you're ""ignoring an emergency"" or something?",6.842058823529412,8.828863794117648,6.546352941176476,72.35158823529414,65.47058823529412,9.55764705882353,32.71764705882353,9.888512548439397,3.6102435294117647,310,13,47,7,5,97,53,68,0.344,0.6559999999999999,0.0,-0.9772,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,1,6,20,6,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,2,1,12,4,6,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,35,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393296686643056,0.0,0.0,0.2409282152418025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332853696835727,0.20998701036630726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884415250838746,0.5224517657534709,0.2347573726662097,0.16584330287982654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545332736546284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341354711251933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723702807552414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423003023687336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871534325108804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658808446260028,0.202903577847684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426463835085286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237779691085331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thraser_pawnch,2020/04/07,"I saw someone ask why/worry about so many celebrities and politicians are getting the virus Remember that most celebrities, pro athletes, politicians, and business executives travel a lot. They also meet with a lot of people. So, they are at a high risk of getting infected. which is why we are hearing about a lot of celebrities getting infected. Try your best to stay home, and your chances of getting infected are smaller. Try to distract yourself. i know this is scary, but worrying/fearing will not help us. Use common sense and try to stay home if your work allows it.",5.950995145631065,8.046511708737864,5.355521844660196,79.59794296116505,67.83495145631068,7.480097087378643,36.175970873786405,8.07648339933343,3.0777000000000005,458,24,74,6,8,139,67,103,0.138,0.823,0.038,-0.8145,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,3,2,2,5,3,0,2,5,0,7,3,0,2,0,17,16,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,1,11,14,5,6,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,5,1,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285713588332689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030251213486154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687229834074909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809160798000305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359922908636265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120461567369547,0.0,0.10776379966487476,0.16986715147692266,0.3225399881026436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883574944428304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100543487842776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300017090727287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146083761518588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212623717642448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622376431898178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427285818803174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274661214413864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933920019671819,0.13885760086346335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450740349696608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170457956678682,0.16327437149789406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jokinglysaid,2020/04/07,"I'm still extremely anxious in online classes My classes are conducted through a tool on our university's website, more like an online chat. We don't use our cameras at all, just our microphones-- and even then we don't *need* to speak either, we can just type in if we have a question or something. Yet somehow, even with all that, I'm still extremely anxious during every session... 

I'm just laying in bed too, the most comfortable and safe place for me... but I'm still scared the teacher will ask me a question. I'm still scared I'll give stupid answers. I'm still nervously anticipating the next class during our 1 hour break. 

I can't escape.",3.619338181818178,5.773462672000001,4.417818181818184,83.62890909090913,74.28,7.105454545454546,28.963636363636365,8.00094639256281,2.0347600000000003,514,22,96,8,11,165,81,125,0.155,0.795,0.05,-0.9185,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,8,0,0,0,13,7,1,3,7,0,7,0,0,1,2,24,17,6,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,12,3,9,16,5,16,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,6,10,60,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588350477230325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847205851006215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979369926502,0.0,0.13380981373175807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235132979806418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640233473474172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758975617309047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177604776455206,0.0,0.0,0.1689032287316825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592951798359726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558218206751848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180061937303173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226475813762305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6341556077979026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716652867031587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EmpireStateofOz,2020/04/07,"I fall into a “I need to do something at this exact moment to help dig myself out of this hole” mentality, which results in me needing to be alone & me HATING questions. I cannot stand it at all if someone asks me “what’s wrong?” during my attacks. Is this the case for anyone else? Recently with the whole COVID situation, I realized that I will not be able to test out of a class I have taken over 7 times, because the testing centers are all closed. I need this class to go on with my college degree. As a result, I was launched into a major anxiety attack and I basically pushed my S.O. away because I did not want to explain my anxiety to him and I didn’t want him to ask any questions. I get irrationally upset and anxiety filled when anyone asks any questions at all. I just want to get everyone away from me and I want to fix my problem in that very moment. 
The questions part and the separating myself part worries me sometimes because I don’t want my S.O. to feel as if I am shutting him out. 

Does anyone have any experience with this or is this something that is specific to me?",5.513743824982357,5.6035876009174315,6.593119266055048,77.66101976005649,67.4862385321101,9.09301340860974,32.8242766407904,8.841846274778883,2.6750539167254765,859,35,166,13,13,289,115,218,0.174,0.8059999999999999,0.019,-0.9785,0,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,1,9,0,16,0,0,3,4,43,34,11,0,11,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,4,1,33,0,35,27,7,27,0,0,0,0,12,17,0,7,5,123,45,5,0.10226623390789602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591697644614227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108054217128241,0.0,0.20863363774787172,0.0,0.23470016707364705,0.0,0.0,0.2145207856703262,0.10478384190303867,0.0,0.0,0.28681537133120594,0.23268520940622034,0.19216498631006165,0.0,0.0,0.1870216409681636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949387045278873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543031591352959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771976902216883,0.0,0.10003600011368163,0.0,0.0,0.05170888062035068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685977266745653,0.0,0.058120257456142535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096673374024637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854690090877015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306031050424164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748734989588065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148873110101666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785497449328688,0.0,0.0,0.4582463468158555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097556849366143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495153169970962,0.0,0.0,0.08664984812368769,0.15745908627687846,0.1011439202757392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963226339496209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438035316044927,0.3015963719281672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417659802040588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385632465459407,0.0,0.0,0.11181207275593108,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tornado_the_Pitbull,2020/04/07,"Is this a sympom of anxiety? I have a problem. For 3 or 4 months now I sometimes have a feeling that no one likes me, and that it's all my fault. The feeling lasts differently, between 30 minutes to 3 hours, and it happens around 1 time a week. Can this be a symptom of anxiety?",1.7482758620689651,3.3431910689655204,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,77.9655172413793,6.708965517241379,30.565517241379307,7.554174236665415,1.9317613793103443,214,11,46,3,5,74,44,58,0.20600000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.105,-0.6767,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,4,1,6,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42505872157122493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247316165848887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902597933704041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28094539894556303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456727899212037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27359393261928605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645805856099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357274273326557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175100011748944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825609209281488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658334943437607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747682669966977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887583951131806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199741542007973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284816158305654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AgitatedAdvantage,2020/04/07,"I can’t go home I’m scared to go home. My living situation has been unbearable for the best part of a year. I moved in with my boyfriend Ash and his flat mates. Due to circumstances I won’t get into I fell into a deep depression and I’ve barely gotten out of bed over the course of that year. I lost my job because of a day where I couldn’t physically stop crying. The job centre deemed me too mentally unwell to look for work so I’ve spent 99% of my time in my room, unable to wash for a week at a time, eat for days, just trying to sleep every moment away because when I was awake everything hurt too much. My boyfriend has been really understanding. Our flat mate, Pav, has been pretty horrible. I can’t tell you the number of times he’s walked into the room, seen I haven’t been able to get up, and called me a useless lazy bitch. No exaggeration, he says it multiple times daily along with a lot of other cruel things, but because he’d do it in a jokey Indian voice and laugh, and say he was only joking on the occasions it visibly upset me, it just went on. My self esteem was too low to stop it. My boyfriend acknowledged it and felt bad for me, but never drew a line and told him to treat me with kindness and respect because the emotional abuse wasn’t warranted. It’s made me resent him. Over time I really started to see how Pav notched up the failures of others as personal victories, and consistently belittled people (particularly me) as a way to make himself feel superior. I tried explaining to him simple elements of empathy like the fact you shouldn’t consistently make jokes at somebody about something you know they’re sensitive about - he disregarded this because “they’re the funniest jokes”. I was at the receiving end of most. Pavs a virgin who’s never been in and never wanted a relationship.- people annoy him too much and he couldn’t deal with somebody not thinking and doing everything in the way he wanted. Between that and having been in foster care, he seems to never have learnt anything about boundaries - he’s very self entitled and arrogant, but also hates being alone - so every day, from the moment he got back from work until he went to bed, he’d invite himself into our bedroom to get high. As time went on, every time I heard the knock at the door I felt the energy and will just leave my body. I was calm and collected every time, always responding in the calmest way I could to the things he’d say. In ways I felt bad for him - he had no idea when it came to social skills, and never wanted to spend time around other people - I guess because he couldn’t be as freely cruel to them because they’d have drawn a line sooner instead of turning the hatred inwards on themselves. So 2 days ago, having gone away to detox from weed to my friends house (something he automatically criticised as being irresponsible and selfish due to lockdown - despite that I’ve been self isolated indoors for 3 weeks, and the fact he was waiting on a Chinese take away in that moment. I remained calm, went to my friends house, pondered a while, and I decided I’d had enough. The tiny breather had made me realise just how unhappy I’d been, and that I could never go back to living that way. So I sent him this message, with no warning whatsoever...
“ Yo, this may seem out the blue but it isn’t, it’s a build up so I’m not going to apologise for what’s to come. A few days away as well as the week before while I was gone has made it abundantly clear that your very existence feels like it’s choking me, whenever I’m in your presence. Being around someone who takes pride and joy in being cruel and critical at every opportunity is draining and I don’t want to be around you any more. You’re not kind to your friends unless it’s under very brief false pretences, designed to make your own life easier. Even on what ash told you was one of the worst days of his life, one where he was suicidal, you thought on it and said days later you wanted to cut him out for his “moods” - because you heard him sobbing and take a swipe at the wardrobe in his own room. I said I’d take time to think on what to say to you about it, and what I have to say is you don’t know how to be a friend to anyone because you lack empathy. Given how much worse you treat me in person, I dread to imagine what you’ve had to say about me, I have heard parts from others but liberatingly enough I no longer care. In the time I’ve known you I’ve gone from thinking you’re a quiet sweet guy to realising you’re a narcissist and a potential sociopath, whose moral values differ from mine to the extent it feels like you’re from another  planet. I genuinely feel lighter and fresher since the coronavirus struck, namely because it’s meant I don’t have to spend time every day around you any more. You don’t need to reply, I don’t expect you to, I just want you to respect my decision and leave me alone in the future. I don’t want to fix things, I don’t want a reunion. I just want to flush the toxicity out of my life because I feel like I can finally breathe and laugh again when  I’m away from the flat, because I’m not constantly put down with your callous emotional abuse, which has been uncomfortable and upsetting even for other people to witness. I sincerely hope you reflect on what I’ve said for your own sake so you don’t continue to drive away those you’ve considered close in the future. If you wish to paint me as an enemy for drawing a line and being honest, fair enough. That’s your call. I’m comfortable with that. If you don’t have any idea what I mean or where this is coming from, there’s really no point trying to explain it to you. The fact you automatically assumed ash left 2 chats because of josh and meg when he referred to the negativity and falseness goes to show how little awareness you seem to have of the effect you’re having. If you do, thank you for taking a moment to put yourself in someone else’s shoes and thinking outside yourself, and I wish you the best”
At first I felt a sense of relief - I’ve never been this assertive in standing up for myself and cutting off a toxic friendship before. Now it’s been a few days, the anxiety has overtaken. I don’t feel like I can ever go back now. I was honest, brutally so. It needed to happen, but I’m too anxious to go back and I have no idea what to do. I’ve got 2 days worth of antidepressants left with me and I’m too scared to go and get more. I don’t know where to go or what to do, and the guilt overwhelming me at how harsh the message will have seemed is making me sick. He never replied..how could anyone? I feel like because I left it too long, I let it build up too much and that my reaction will have hurt him a lot. I know he’s not an empathetic person but that doesn’t change the fact what I said will have been extremely hurtful. How can I ever go back? His bedroom door is opposite mine...he’s spent nearly every waking hour he’s been able to sat on the end of my bed, getting high and being mean, but always “just joking”...
I don’t know what anyone can say to help tbh I guess I just needed to get it off my chest because the sickness from the anxiety just won’t go away now and I’m not feeling as strong and positively as I was a few days back. I can’t go back there now, ever. I honestly didn’t feel bad at all for days and now it’s all I can think about. Thanks for reading....",5.80832692430943,5.488189158142671,6.436472793693523,80.42492709735306,66.90713324360699,9.498801512529642,29.93812087419085,9.04235418022936,2.2224640389668653,5803,182,1191,90,84,1905,496,1486,0.153,0.71,0.138,-0.9743,2,3,2,0,2,1,140.0,2,34,2,11,72,75,10,7,75,0,111,15,6,15,18,215,240,93,1,27,29,0,13,6,6,8,7,16,12,7,64,72,1,4,47,7,5,30,47,30,1,3,66,34,151,44,204,146,28,202,1,9,4,1,124,85,2,17,87,776,215,5,0.06505992254342695,0.07708536953669752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028835847921824326,0.0,0.0,0.06738245870896338,0.0,0.026014198276237962,0.054135067397861,0.0,0.0,0.06636446749400586,0.034110500732965024,0.0497706626688827,0.03674959695168867,0.0,0.06823711584136527,0.0,0.026769386394288868,0.11583424913645797,0.0,0.0,0.2139407860493288,0.1750947258429025,0.08148347665347208,0.2974494368857818,0.0,0.05536120219473786,0.0,0.06827637483108154,0.0,0.0,0.03613345361804817,0.0,0.0,0.06643345505225551,0.03720560961427626,0.06633292704956383,0.0,0.03441238570653622,0.05604336247192315,0.0,0.03515333165426132,0.0,0.07791758126527053,0.0,0.035732634967673337,0.25174960660444656,0.033536961685330456,0.028018007976707626,0.0,0.0,0.03398688587961902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0332862714946973,0.027174608489056656,0.07318365603518323,0.057623780565385786,0.10083643740135402,0.0,0.04297146524519042,0.08827563703708399,0.19185526764000685,0.0,0.05847166329400934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803313251456401,0.11619705416152852,0.1249354567999696,0.03563498252121696,0.0,0.027669968439781062,0.0,0.0,0.10053026953787177,0.0,0.10197337283899154,0.0,0.20336279308363103,0.0,0.052034363395010934,0.0,0.07167083960210878,0.03220977601222195,0.028766137320729333,0.0,0.0,0.03211660205713342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021804147338275143,0.06873938020474547,0.0652604069728978,0.03230959148587238,0.032035459190938594,0.07507041550270642,0.10447198902609338,0.11016710014580927,0.0,0.0,0.0645619342136161,0.0,0.0,0.0677498976383608,0.08938807991475534,0.0,0.0,0.06888906406226464,0.10603169430929636,0.0332640893726335,0.06893062101437407,0.0953549755532818,0.032603567121716644,0.057449103558882185,0.028787992067282994,0.027316974588140044,0.0,0.0355102954435605,0.055311619581574586,0.0,0.09234190769056096,0.08685600699263105,0.0,0.0,0.07086932861964591,0.0,0.0,0.03278254983334137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0345742007249326,0.09565305792010144,0.07236166229199882,0.20071289232996775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044086287279455724,0.024740501403333632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045355607136257,0.0,0.0902087169668062,0.08521172233008538,0.0,0.0,0.030751328014464206,0.0,0.0,0.033094665345511615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540319182732797,0.0,0.0,0.03253876434122161,0.0,0.06251857850377117,0.0,0.0,0.03492500440766247,0.0,0.0,0.12377376982230125,0.18108391602215407,0.06513633226122388,0.0,0.025922167465271963,0.11845622000746395,0.10180753238200556,0.0,0.0,0.026909120119305786,0.03656503942135469,0.032553454020704385,0.03316019892189125,0.055125061243617005,0.05008630691416089,0.0,0.0,0.0230248740189106,0.0,0.0,0.054393008436792976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0355824978048921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229241236348673,0.0,0.028432619967559962,0.059898435601724635,0.0,0.0,0.06483438244680349,0.1042194284032374,0.0,0.025825155617805955,0.2276217841986601,0.0,0.0,0.0621675440719735,0.0,0.06625712514226416,0.035383256650094765,0.0,0.03386483691455478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052187458692521,0.17268312582261933,0.12910384556211693,0.07828071826545822,0.0,0.029248341874565844,0.1206224000104576,0.0,0.0,0.0748157001198563,0.0,0.0,0.04736439847155256,0.0,0.03315080964821684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189645704461774
anxiety,Ribeyeslut,2020/04/07,"The Emergence of Anxiety Hey, everyone, I thought it might be helpful to make a post from someone who's had anxiety issues for their whole life in order to help those struggling to recognize the symptoms.

In my experience panic attacks usually manifest themselves as feelings of light headedness, trembling, inability to concentrate, feeling as though the world is distant, trouble breathing, muscle and chest tightness, racing thoughts, trouble falling asleep, impending sense of doom, racing heart, and nausea. 

As millions across the world are under lockdown orders I'm sure tensions are reaching their zenith. I'm writing this in the hopes that anyone out there experiencing similar symptoms will read this and understand that, during our current situation, anxiety and panic are completely normal and rational responses. I'm feeling the effects, your loved ones, neighbors, and those you've never met are all going through this. 

Some things I've found that help ease the tension and soothe my anxiety are focusing on controlled breathing, listening to music, taking a bath, talking to someone, turning out all the lights, laying in bed and crying, and even getting angry. Whenever I find myself in the throes of a panic attack I may try to laugh at it and say ""Oh yeah, laying on the couch sure is stressful. What a great reason to panic!"" I may also try to fight it and force myself to stand up and complete a task. Whatever you find works best for you, do it.

Don't forget to wash your hands, dont touch your face, get some sleep, eat, brush your teeth, and clean up your naughty bits!",9.506055155875302,9.654304737410076,8.404187050359713,67.81863069544366,59.17985611510792,10.866570743405275,41.19520383693046,10.355215969177356,4.598629448441248,1279,63,190,24,15,395,175,278,0.17800000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.146,-0.8597,1,1,0,0,1,0,43.0,1,7,2,4,4,22,3,9,15,1,16,15,9,4,5,43,36,18,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,4,4,2,5,0,15,15,1,2,11,2,0,3,3,15,0,2,5,12,18,7,36,26,7,26,1,1,0,1,23,16,0,6,3,126,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814106921817877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29900078067723673,0.0,0.0,0.0683232176468738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232534002417664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254378926055853,0.0,0.10667731370290387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490049116783465,0.0,0.10959346404051036,0.0,0.0,0.1073331675536329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451893526815173,0.0,0.0,0.0999848166475334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453853016101059,0.0,0.0,0.09336898090935083,0.0,0.09558208618711753,0.0,0.0,0.14821992118268731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861586566625878,0.0,0.0,0.10713728627130976,0.0,0.0,0.10210204315875772,0.0,0.0555325627881707,0.0,0.0,0.10772895285313057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579040276608912,0.1964849389142798,0.0,0.0,0.09705107948741838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198700940794153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069017597886872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818981826002469,0.0,0.06522420162978115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365807597892383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536230718122383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957380161349011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621287324128626,0.0,0.0,0.4585807163375663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935820656929963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773946556653616,0.0,0.0,0.10046526176076966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770531783083501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983353190628137,0.0977835902114346,0.0,0.1655838546532656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192993774850857,0.10215086744781524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841867356483236,0.2031224891628993,0.07346803278640363,0.07853802661183598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491619067270621,0.0,0.09600254901556544,0.15514645127807078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268145717867122,0.10628371006094607,0.0,0.10172270301405748,0.0,0.0,0.10761709008090817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090931006851176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113624452581482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmoothHairlessGooch,2020/04/07,"Common antidepressant experience? Hello,

I've found that everytime I increase the dose, that's when I get the most anxiety relief and then as my body adjusts to it the anxiety starts building back up. Recently I've increased my paroxetine to 60mg and the first couple days it's been amazing, then just plateaus and anxiety builds back up. Been on it 13 days now. Wondering if that's normal? I started paroxetine 9 weeks and 3 days ago with a taper upwards. Every dose increase has been felt with immediate relief and anxiety then slowly building back up over the next couple days and weeks. Why is this?

Also does each dose increase take the 4 weeks for max effect? Or is it shorter due to the previous doses.",4.801168831168829,6.951489157894741,5.62771018455229,76.24994531784006,70.95488721804512,8.746138072453864,30.887901572112106,9.339509955726095,3.115622556390977,570,25,96,13,11,186,81,133,0.057999999999999996,0.7929999999999999,0.149,0.9266,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,8,0,6,5,1,1,0,19,13,14,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,3,12,8,6,32,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,23,60,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812628481913788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558885269193495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422918388277486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334277841718373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055172652860386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198622602226748,0.0,0.3728662310232093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648822011901978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178146517159512,0.0,0.0,0.14138818153898894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878138736685766,0.0,0.0,0.12294593406316075,0.0,0.1584810154830477,0.0,0.0,0.0755163587106231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372028473480714,0.0,0.14161883827231686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271614211843947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461278436962066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867634272578207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478246116264107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042516941334248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674782629172626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ReservoirHemly,2020/04/07,"Millennials, what's causing your anxiety? Hey everyone, I hope everyone is staying safe and healthy during this whole coronavirus pandemic. I’m currently trying to find out how one could make the lives of anxiety suffers a lot easier ;) 

Which is why I have two very simple questions:

1. As a Millennial with anxiety, what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with?

2. Regarding anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else?

Thanks so much in advance - looking forward to reading your answers!

Mods, if this isn't allowed please let me know!",4.761122448979592,7.759412255102045,5.4503673469387754,73.44106122448981,74.40816326530611,9.226122448979591,36.330612244897964,9.642632912329526,4.502437551020408,443,26,68,13,10,143,80,98,0.109,0.708,0.183,0.8768,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,4,0,19,15,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,6,3,10,12,4,7,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,4,2,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065900042946792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623591530887247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006841275835027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218050457558345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067775124103493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382981890633372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163857454333319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131233428558172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443136590806073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279419611195668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909835339930498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692890377032958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618622727729566,0.0,0.1390227247524226,0.0,0.0,0.14074713947346246,0.0,0.0,0.11050783382206524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170041653081932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218291692647712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172734909506774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854571156381682,0.0,0.16559768228351235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764573439781817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241885039082326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239953924154504,0.0,0.16172110927772868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659846519152175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938572529024516,0.18483387976251206,0.19037764323722572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760401694740233,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jenjen2097,2020/04/07,"Advice needed please, struggling with anxiety in relationships I need some advice. I suffer with anxiety but being in a relationship makes it so much worse. I am 22 and have been in relationships almost constantly for the past 4 almost 5 years. My current boyfriend who I've been with for about 7 months is fantastic, he is so kind and does whatever he can to make me happy I can't fault him at all but he has never dealt with mental health issues so can't fully understand how I feel. I am constantly obsessing over, and over analysing every single thing possible. I also struggle with OCD so I have intrusive thoughts and am constantly ruminating over every tiny detail. My mind never stops and it's worse when I'm on my own, therefore I'd happily constantly be with him just to get some peace but that means I never have time for myself and I struggle to keep up with my own responsibilities. This has happened in every relationship - I lose a sense of self because all of my time and effort goes into the relationship rather than other things such as uni, work, friends and family. I know that's not right but it's either that or I'm an anxious mess in my head. I was single for around 5 months before this relationship and although most of that time was spent being heartbroken over my past relationship and I still never really experienced being happy just being me, I almost forgot what it felt like to be this type of anxious and it didn't control my life in the same way..which was amazing. 

I don't know what the best thing to do is. Do I try hard to work on myself while in this relationship because I don't want to lose him and am scared of what would happen next? Or do I take time for myself to focus on me and my issues and not focus on dating so that I have a chance of a relationship in the future that doesn't involve these awful feelings?   

Thanks for reading",4.911740226986126,6.195117366120223,5.859016393442622,78.12889029003784,69.32786885245902,8.690878520386716,26.64522908785204,9.057496981413335,2.096393778898697,1500,46,279,28,26,495,177,366,0.13,0.71,0.161,0.9664,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,15,18,0,5,10,1,35,3,1,5,6,69,58,31,0,5,12,0,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,24,23,0,4,8,1,1,0,12,10,0,0,10,5,38,8,50,41,13,46,0,3,0,0,19,21,0,8,26,211,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703937814862415,0.0,0.0,0.19527183751008867,0.0,0.0,0.0519824744435595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994534666320058,0.14686864181374498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786600485901661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924983932224347,0.0,0.05531233843330391,0.0,0.06821611168001078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809784326112044,0.07290582917109162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688412434780614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430222517703155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061278570367605964,0.0,0.06573443254184863,0.0,0.06241259216636181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022076897743527,0.0,0.033961122507270416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496298922889453,0.13839273641443772,0.05822947072729661,0.0,0.06671131652553071,0.06909461608929376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356914401905837,0.0,0.057777207215446026,0.0,0.06769009917474125,0.07144734625893827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591318693493825,0.03175693728946196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544233731092196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677934479895495,0.0,0.0,0.07080677683555579,0.0,0.0,0.06550722958327601,0.0,0.06563399320142592,0.0,0.10376874804157236,0.0,0.04778431556856588,0.09639705776167616,0.20053573600931868,0.0,0.06913089442959187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410447971694605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135322330140584,0.0,0.07328055008170417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502008894648763,0.0,0.04164226492536152,0.0,0.0,0.6280952104715629,0.0,0.055511778420955435,0.0,0.0,0.06507884062314312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678117822943314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191107914728348,0.054344999237524116,0.0,0.20386417448424768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887378909641733,0.0,0.0,0.059845567117091415,0.0,0.0,0.12955431464068606,0.0,0.0,0.051604722838211714,0.15161391809016114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413242950174506,0.0,0.0,0.06766989321574167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834015768188166,0.05159595757081717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946451859456692,0.0,0.13248619826933575,0.046175909813115,0.0,0.0,0.0418594777450217
anxiety,saa11,2020/04/07,Anxiety causing nausea? I’ve had anxiety cause chest pains but lately I can’t tell if I’m nauseous or anxious. Is it possible that anxiety can cause nausea?,2.2590000000000003,5.1455945666666665,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,86.66666666666666,8.333333333333334,30.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.8053333333333335,127,7,20,4,4,44,24,30,0.312,0.688,0.0,-0.7587,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,3,0,6,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071201793759103,0.2496311575103129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6809855958707219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492617419235013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23512573254439476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249108432051644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313593678002736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bitchcoco,2020/04/07,ocd and anxious thoughts I’ve been noticing my OCD more and more during this quarantine (it is/was very well managed with cbt therapy and meds!) but I have been having a lot of anxious thoughts lately. Basically true other day I lost my AirPods case and told myself that I could have a ginger ale if I found it. Welp it’s been a few days and I still haven’t found it and I haven’t let myself have a ginger ale out of the fear that something horrible is going to happen if I do. I’m obsessing over the thoughts that if I drink a ginger ale everything in my life will go to shit. So tonight I drank one. I just opened one and chugged it down but now I’m sick to my stomach with anxiety that I’ve fucked everything up. I just can’t stop obsessing over what I’ve done and my stomach is in complete knots.,2.84595117457393,4.18309446107785,3.975688622754493,89.43926761860895,74.44910179640719,7.29415016121603,26.618608935974212,7.882392219407189,1.399823030861354,633,23,138,9,13,206,91,167,0.244,0.725,0.031,-0.9902,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,3,7,0,17,8,3,0,1,28,31,14,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,12,2,1,5,1,0,2,3,6,1,2,12,0,18,2,14,16,4,17,0,1,0,1,1,8,2,4,7,93,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429868793469992,0.3375828641585059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665415484610504,0.0,0.0,0.11929219380923713,0.0,0.0,0.19271493271982906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289890185194524,0.0,0.14636549128237006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685611980024237,0.0,0.0,0.16812844580535974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276419873408664,0.0,0.1381276774943647,0.0,0.0,0.16982695630326106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212328614480862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854164680984898,0.0,0.0,0.1527824451898123,0.10553311419463808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630993022686886,0.12702353568761826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596147680687315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010494036333998,0.0,0.0,0.20248895721874707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336781756191578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502356723416708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931948551905787,0.1249139385285598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086402425902827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558459435184687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427682160236087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327937948181658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433805865793852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-humanbot,2020/04/07,"Clonazepam automedication  Hello, i suffer from anxiety and recently i lost my healthcare, so no more therapy for the moment. Also i have been using 0.25 clonazepam almost every day for 2 months, is this something that can cause me some dependence in the future? i know that is addictive but i'm having a rough time and i don't think this is a high dose.  Thanks for reading, all your recommendations will be welcome .",4.697781954887218,7.31444960526316,5.567969924812033,74.48078947368421,72.6842105263158,8.027067669172935,27.962406015037594,8.841846274778883,2.6176827067669173,334,13,54,7,7,109,61,76,0.096,0.8,0.105,0.5671,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,3,1,11,16,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,8,2,5,12,3,8,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,3,6,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808752407958092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579980728134717,0.0,0.0,0.20604166577509164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710063969939412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26467630757146005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616217213449036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170802405259753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722201209381518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415970516600265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812541192953089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565282752262634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577185403115948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543971236867351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983506468185612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720841437528575,0.2946438764223396,0.0,0.0,0.1650909584551404,0.0,0.0,0.15023709708116598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252585371321132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SergeantTT99,2020/04/07,"Anyone else experience sudden random intense distress? TW maybe? Details of anxiety attacks. Has anyone else experienced sudden random instense distress? Just out of no where? Sometimes I’ll just be sitting in bed and I experience intense almost childlike distress. I curl up in a ball, start hyperventilating, sometimes cry, and want to run to someone for help or to hold me. There’s no triggers that start this. I don’t know why it happens. Want to know if anyone else experiences this from time to time? Any advice?",3.9448534798534816,7.2415092637362655,4.743324175824178,74.56209249084252,82.73626373626374,5.670695970695971,30.66025641025641,7.1686216300943375,2.4698564102564102,417,21,61,6,12,134,63,91,0.228,0.695,0.077,-0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,10,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,13,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,6,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119754178689342,0.0,0.0,0.14468953820170452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826065033886427,0.0,0.1105372618732087,0.0,0.0,0.3031000006333168,0.4441525204366099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438240914046898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871951133618092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36211776019628494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240276055730326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777527497499652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685106104724693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588198841331992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516331254758585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224290174917044,0.0,0.2858158681811439,0.0,0.2045467263281745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685108416538799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045222025788698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130383062409749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jujybooger,2020/04/07,"Has anyone’s stage fright gotten worse with age? So, my overall anxiety has definitely gotten worse over as I’ve aged. I’m currently 25 years old. But I’ve noticed a growing trigger is public speaking.

The thing is, I used to actually enjoy speaking in public. I went to acting classes in middle school and used to audition for commercials. In high school, I did theater and acted in some student-created school commercials that would play on the TV during morning announcements. 

In college, I joined political clubs that had me presenting many times a semester to large rallies and on panel discussions. 

But, I recently left a job that required me to do speeches and presentations to the general public. A big reason why I left (although I didn’t say this to my employers) was because these presentations would cause me to undergo severe panic attacks. One of the attacks happened in front of many people and I was seriously embarrassed. 

Just now, my boyfriend and I were talking about one of the panel discussions I participated in in college. And I started having a panic attack! I seriously almost passed out from anxiety from just thinking about something that I wasn’t even anxious doing in the past! It really confused and startled me that I could have this type of reaction. 

Has anyone else noticed they’ve become more anxious over public speaking as they’ve aged?",7.153515006002401,8.833524783673472,7.5138535414165695,66.86093637454985,64.42857142857143,10.172869147659064,37.677070828331324,10.328600350310266,4.509055222088836,1112,57,163,27,17,363,140,245,0.184,0.7759999999999999,0.04,-0.9852,3,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,7,13,3,6,11,0,19,0,0,5,0,28,28,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,10,10,0,1,2,3,1,6,2,11,0,2,10,5,21,2,34,15,2,40,0,0,0,0,11,19,0,3,14,115,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.10714259145913464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994230327762762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798341219945492,0.24807074536939994,0.0,0.15354029787844822,0.1124963875763922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747177764995231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692908189348504,0.12125826456523572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127881404698022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766115397703825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171835805252478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725175532333275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970900053126152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600283199050312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895308024681594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858185868601614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262669710745675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25000119275685595,0.11520978035158355,0.0,0.14879779716171196,0.0,0.0,0.2576379677831369,0.0,0.0,0.10481029308525663,0.07611696968469936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033651003598834,0.11288597601558258,0.1084078087108205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731217628061907,0.0,0.3333505679071098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403537268469995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452437931040688,0.0,0.0,0.0777123850829774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824783445571928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294190464313939,0.07035122404186235,0.0,0.0,0.06402145686874856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965261739562425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177964916927193,0.09907153183207552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377785720597845,0.1559882657589552,0.0,0.0,0.07070339670023097
anxiety,Pinkpyjamaparty,2020/04/07,"Is this normal? So recently I started having panic attacks after a huge buildup of anxiety led up to it, and today my doctor prescribed escitalopram 5mg per day. Well, I took the tablet as directed at around 7pm, it's now 1am here and I am still awake because I've been continuously having heart palpitations/fast heartbeat. Please tell me if this is a normal side effect or something I should be worried about. :(",3.9471609403254964,6.213369683544308,5.540542495479205,75.4407594936709,73.68354430379749,7.552260397830018,29.00723327305606,8.418075326091056,2.420705605786619,331,14,57,6,7,112,67,79,0.163,0.753,0.084,-0.743,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,1,3,0,8,2,1,2,0,10,10,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,1,8,6,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,8,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202578859402304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018296909631084,0.0,0.2558233584237928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707934541691694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502326699459905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016511630380435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26647335571953545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44065189894770057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638378039793112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246840958346234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220330988524759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731167716611039,0.0,0.0,0.15916493363700054,0.0,0.17958236408431727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965472673833486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131515249163575,0.0,0.2498400844705575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218613963464535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283675342707859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pinkleis,2020/04/07,"Anxiety rendering me speechless Does anyone else get this? The last time I got it I was watching the news and the gov announced a complete lockdown and all of a sudden this wave of anxiety washed over me and I couldn’t even speak. All I could do was muster a few words, that was it. Anyone talking just made it worse. It was horrible. I never used to get anxiety the way I do now.",1.076089466089467,3.4967294805194804,2.6116017316017337,91.57708513708515,85.36363636363636,6.01962481962482,22.841269841269842,7.3871296695380915,1.0318525252525257,298,11,62,5,9,97,49,77,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.8658,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,2,3,13,13,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,8,0,4,5,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238139175518739,0.0,0.0,0.3191844713742619,0.2338610807470952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393075780467301,0.0,0.0,0.18223280453949264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973626547971388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906670498547965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075180401472638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849423222642474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825461177038572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860478357398704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596826469353364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603443607931654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834524146421228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308984774432914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712795684456072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116801475282351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325982756465041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blooky_the_ghost,2020/04/07,"Is anyone else struggling with the fear of missing out during quarentine? To be specific, a couple of my friends have been going on walks together about once a week. I still live at home and I'm not allowed to join them for any of this. I also understand that social distancing is saving lives and I don't want to break social distancing either. But now I feel like I'm going to miss out or be left out of things inadvertently just because I don't want to break social distancing. Is anyone else feeling like this? Sorry",4.328737623762375,6.131865574257429,5.339690594059409,79.26616955445543,71.47524752475249,8.218316831683168,26.48638613861386,8.841846274778883,2.138177227722772,417,14,75,8,8,137,67,101,0.153,0.754,0.09300000000000001,-0.4926,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,18,20,5,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,2,7,4,17,17,1,14,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246583042520465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600470164465912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799180733302212,0.3194378438112448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095023858405244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724798110932698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26043782529737514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540991963105884,0.15763664541468655,0.22272341552943808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043358778078556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718199090967096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636176025210852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936560398303294,0.0,0.0,0.15231156243018715,0.0,0.2752922751800492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600861022728036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767043891611289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744964720874282,0.0,0.0,0.12448709238380415,0.0,0.0,0.16296109128434852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356067979012844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227804134931048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388578429711905,0.0,0.12503866146457085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fyrecatz,2020/04/07,Question about my panic attacks So for my anxiety attacks I feel like crying hysterically and I breathe super hard and sometimes my anxiety attacks are me just feeling like I’m literally going insane like I’m laughing like crazy and my head is spinning. Are these normal/non-rare panic attacks? Does anyone else have these panic attacks?,4.600214285714287,7.892658783333339,5.452857142857141,71.23500000000003,77.83333333333334,6.095238095238094,33.57142857142857,7.447530270364453,3.0741428571428573,277,15,37,4,7,90,39,60,0.426,0.3670000000000001,0.207,-0.9564,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,14,5,3,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,9,4,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,3,7,6,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919253471659884,0.0,0.0,0.08771185972607022,0.12853000161041328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7135410812521841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779198434530707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977501019730676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479057116558776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685433915577027,0.1792313685512531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129149541346415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237126027974602,0.0,0.12873953033168786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513821068745126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290638132820615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44153695679672655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052358317971705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406519936493447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Silver-Knight-Archer,2020/04/08,"Getting some real anxiety from online classes So all my college classes are online now, and my teachers are adapting to the quarantine by holding class via zoom or other online video resources. My problem is that I get a big sense of social anxiety on other people’s behalf. 

For example, my teacher is lecturing on about biology for example, but another student becomes unmuted and completely unrails the lecture by inserting a comment or visual that isn’t relevant. Then the teacher is forced to address this and move on.

For some reason this kind of thing make me cringe to the bone, and I’d like to stop worrying about these dumb things.",9.309856321839078,8.9760838362069,9.344827586206897,62.499597701149426,59.77586206896552,12.216091954022989,45.195402298850574,11.538034831475384,5.7661540229885055,519,30,75,13,6,171,80,116,0.152,0.8220000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9279999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,6,0,6,1,1,2,1,16,9,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,17,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,4,57,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469253434915313,0.3602889934546771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26007340555981084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469003310092305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246061179345512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522018713288696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150455118227264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718729496861014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502820599669057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325484780579716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22532623668940355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680321693613618,0.0,0.2421166122373542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004612459770716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196875038524616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128900057505678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391452750561803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,malachai926,2020/04/08,"Help with anxiety-inducing fears about school caused by a health issue I'm 35 and planning to go back to grad school, but over the years I developed some eye floaters that I can mostly ignore. They are just out of my visible sight range when reading small books like novels, but I started studying for the GRE with a big textbook and realized how obvious these floaters were now, and they've left me with anxiety about how I'm going to cope with school if, on top of everything else like how I'm no longer used to student life, how grad school is likely the hardest form of school I've ever done etc, add to that this problem with distracting floaters in my eyes that distract and annoy me.

I really don't know how to deal here. I am not confident in exposure therapy as I have had these floaters for a few years and really only learned to deal with them by changing my lifestyle such that I don't have to deal with them. It's not a big issue, and some junk in my eyes shouldn't be THAT much of a problem. But just now I just glanced at my book for a few minutes and now I'm dizzy with worry about it.

What to do?",9.502388644150761,5.897975352422911,8.749750367107197,77.25470876162508,61.99559471365639,12.555849241311796,38.87860988742046,10.25414643259724,3.5841819872736167,883,31,189,14,9,279,124,227,0.16,0.795,0.045,-0.9797,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,2,19,10,1,3,9,0,14,5,3,7,2,45,23,18,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,17,0,1,3,4,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,6,18,3,37,18,8,23,0,0,5,0,7,12,0,4,12,127,29,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247727809557578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929536901950665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241829784922372,0.12788110876029082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738837418607268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370810656329352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009845435693614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481958086072784,0.0,0.10934809380448472,0.0,0.0,0.10864432935371966,0.0,0.0,0.13603009202872018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374043302680288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284959135841798,0.0,0.0,0.08102717902123703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523466596921121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643565410974225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134273560337684,0.0,0.08538518968166424,0.1771760334135738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886494536770467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193907036044006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134269912330016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209184767696848,0.0,0.15488503093739292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117142315429155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855635655055743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824340570697252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044064863953626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276536063206378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569293642364268
anxiety,Bring_me_the_lads,2020/04/08,"I'm so sick of nothing working Forward: I may be preaching to the choir, but I haven't seen any one on this subreddit talk about this specific issue 

I am so done with this. I feel like I have tried everything, yet still in the same position I was before. I'm talking about all these ""stress-relief"" activities that everyone from internet bloggers to school counselors always tout as a cure all. I have tried everything, yoga, exercise, meditation, journaling, puzzles, binging TV shows, music, Asmr, essential oils, coloring, volunteering, going outside... but none of it helps, at least not long term. I feel like I've given them all a fair chance, but after a while, I either get frustrated because they don't work, or do them obsessively until, a few days, weeks, months later, I'm burned out on them. Demotivated yet still obsessed with doing them, making those activities a new stressor, etc. It was manageable before, but now, stuck at home with nothing but my time and anxiety, have been burning through activities faster than ever, and its really starting to take its toll, because the natural ""high"" I get from doing even things I love fades quicker than before, leading me right back to my anxious, demotivated state I seem to exist in right now.
I dont want to just not be bored, because that feeling is fleeting, I want to BE happy with what I'm doing, but I'm not.

Is it just me? What else can I do though? Even if I give up, nothing in my life would change. I know we'll all get through this, but I dont want to be so miserable on the way there.",7.9309183673469414,7.109022091836735,8.068285714285718,72.12671428571431,62.775510204081634,11.241360544217686,36.606802721088435,10.504223727775694,3.761881904761905,1221,50,224,25,15,399,173,294,0.11900000000000001,0.782,0.099,-0.2107,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,5,3,19,9,1,3,9,0,27,4,0,2,5,41,52,18,0,5,15,0,3,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,16,7,0,0,5,5,0,3,8,5,0,1,7,7,29,4,35,38,11,40,1,1,2,1,11,14,0,5,25,158,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276372993905864,0.0,0.0,0.07581303378232107,0.0,0.08528505703655312,0.12594533823857024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572441721144904,0.0,0.2038790792002448,0.0,0.28459435942425004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793543104985516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189804330123199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140869751078803,0.2613171485101265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931306882672545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433427843181125,0.14726843758387906,0.10084378140234207,0.0,0.10652786717496428,0.20038950143091047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910918297119035,0.15928857459784154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473757535923773,0.1069457394659142,0.06335900226143684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867693322569042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472546474816502,0.11778910802174848,0.1118276758326554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636047096121792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126876424881659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874454051893234,0.10893103276367433,0.0,0.0,0.09865995000950972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061878317927836,0.0,0.07441652484732816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889855717959373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767207090477024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209160987161193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554453413996816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141959068016622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041368186186872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282789502798893,0.0,0.10149096815208067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890904354745347,0.0,0.17806274615993462,0.0,0.12770469834035636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838221940740077,0.17921344724137558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406510460043086,0.0,0.10953259519794044,0.0,0.06500729481707912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138081736838002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726869130396468,0.08849091606961854,0.08942584733162477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232355401905968,0.0,0.0,0.07919512985299787,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scalett72,2020/04/08,Freaking out!! I was obsessed with  learning all I could about the virus.  Now maybe since it's  here  doesn't have the same  scared  value. Is anyone else freaking out that we will go to war over how China handled  this?,2.884285714285717,5.180756714285717,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,77.09523809523809,4.2,22.404761904761905,3.1291,-0.22249523809523847,170,5,34,0,4,50,38,42,0.299,0.652,0.049,-0.9059,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880370090535119,0.4220797204976238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288994088277024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34412179595564724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23411416852837486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138476372465314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124223472938476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34075982168320096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dogtale123,2020/04/08,"Medication question SSRI So I have been given Sertraline HCL 25MG by my doctor last week for anxiety and OCD. I began taking it Saturday. He recommended me taking the capsule apart and taking a bit of the meds for a few doses to see how it worked. I did that for 2 days. I guess I should have done that longer.. I started taking the whole capsule and today is day 3. Today I feel fatigued and a bit light headed. Now I’m starting to give myself anxiety thinking I’m giving myself an overdose or something. I have lorazepam from before I was diagnosed with anxiety. Back when I was having a few panic attacks. Can I take a lorazepam to calm myself down? Or can I not take it since I’m taking the SSRI’s now. Are these symptoms normal?

Edit: adding info
I’m also freezing under a blanket and my fiancé is in a T-shirt and says it’s not cold",1.6863971071663355,4.045411804733732,4.061015779092703,82.6697748191979,81.84023668639054,5.649046679815911,22.998356344510192,6.937597516519254,1.073402103879027,661,23,119,8,18,229,104,169,0.1,0.857,0.042,-0.7882,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,1,12,0,15,7,1,1,0,19,36,12,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,6,18,1,13,28,5,18,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,4,14,85,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521986836542892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732636172831844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545879153696286,0.0,0.09155712677252607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131940891582164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998619855088856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358000624233573,0.0,0.0,0.1208530770181839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187271991335938,0.0,0.12184947979618535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060205137218958385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844470559444094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116852266760473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219969991891227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705756735062304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225941697544571,0.11995003510904123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666286864439022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970245058544925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338513548907238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468887755409157,0.0,0.0,0.09488300763988618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849555417320957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166554934028454,0.0,0.0,0.16855606695470368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375884329242046,0.6266783314698533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629495361185992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22572800355157302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955104030708841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329368895351224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668404345538751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cutietarte,2020/04/08,"Unusual texting anxiety ? Hi everyone, hope y'all are doing okay during these tough times 💕

I've seen a lot of posts about people experiencing texting anxiety because they were either afraid of opening messages or stressing about what they could answer. I don't have any issue with texting but I experienced something slightly different: when someone leaves me on read or takes too much time to answer, my anxiety is through the roof, I start being paranoid and within 10 minutes I can convince myself that the person I'm texting hates me and wants me dead. Sometimes I'll even delete my social media apps so I can relax a little. 

Does that happen to anyone else? How do you deal with it?

nb: sorry if I've maid any spelling errors, english isn't my first language",4.496820151679309,7.0388680211267625,5.123521126760561,77.7846966413868,73.01408450704227,6.622751895991333,29.937161430119176,7.61054688173877,2.273873672806067,617,27,97,8,13,198,108,142,0.17,0.762,0.069,-0.9181,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,1,7,8,1,2,4,1,12,0,0,1,0,17,20,9,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,3,16,4,11,16,3,10,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,5,5,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318720859377928,0.0,0.3912630141771336,0.0,0.0,0.11920748395928335,0.17468262733353015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392642930188137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611886587380204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576315057517275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812114873404425,0.0,0.0,0.14919308298893716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241882876863746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260412000336195,0.0,0.0,0.16290628101815327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501495021890487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075983843763113,0.0,0.0,0.16831921795110047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693306521514055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779426556121622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051961673461348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087134282079694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494074645595276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253265201834044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819323745094402,0.14886143556273904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632780624096514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053171930413175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378858260617125,0.1444518816393788,0.1312481313380078,0.16861460137077555,0.1908446528500576,0.12067057347447036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529065987028246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281839415873301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882302947655128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055681426803073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dottywine,2020/04/08,"What will call me down right now??? Immense pressure at work

Boss pissed af

Co-workers pissed, resentful

Not my fault, but I didn’t help. 

I tried to remain positive and everyone is blasting me for not appearing pissed off like them.

One of my co-workers that I’m helping (who is good at staying calm and not pissed) showed me a new problem. She thinks she can fix it but she’s not experienced enough so I’m also helping her.

That one was the last straw for me. I’m officially fucking stressed the FUCK OUT.

I wish I could take some ducking weed or Xanax or something.

What can I do to calm the fuck down right now??",2.617982261640797,4.594546422764228,3.257087952697709,91.6269179600887,76.64227642276424,6.423946784922395,26.62897265336289,7.348242739294969,1.2037056910569106,482,19,103,6,11,151,81,123,0.215,0.58,0.205,-0.537,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,4,16,8,2,4,0,9,8,4,1,0,18,19,8,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,12,0,2,2,1,16,4,11,15,2,14,0,0,0,3,10,8,7,4,5,64,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553269362276246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305751678927012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531558878366726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511762655154914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194492358587595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700431958865488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215136234031614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407956058676637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381484113065479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279912216805209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368435562843964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968738853156975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216899124288853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894691311915488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047359787161406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064259530766255,0.0,0.0,0.1941381927821675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742749079750545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859561927932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506545447317112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489305906803725,0.0,0.0,0.370149279933895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,permanentlyanxiouss,2020/04/08,"Does anyone else feel worse after eating? I was finally able to eat since I was starting to feel less anxious, but now my stomach is in a knot and I just feel so much worse. 

Does this happen to anyone else?",1.875,3.920788642857147,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,79.23809523809524,5.152380952380953,20.02380952380953,5.985473137389443,0.0072666666666667545,161,4,33,1,4,52,31,42,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.7854,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,5,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,21,5,0,0.18686915364301868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110895342674935,0.0,0.26132651430287396,0.3829390621643469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32706091128401954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824275922243165,0.31221039868535483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834599766152165,0.0,0.0,0.20470602372385852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524777542166424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373703293680134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458009494605615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132266948758784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808712644813298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IcyPerspective6,2020/04/08,"Xannax has me made like myself again I started to go to therapy, it didn't seem to help. I started taking beta blockers because i struggled talking in large crowds. Nothing. My psychiatrist told me he had never seen someone with such bad anxiety when i met with him for the first time. He said Xannax is not the long term answer but i have recently been taking it and my immediately thought was ""is this what normal people feel like?"". I feel alive and and happy with who i am. I know its different for everyone and am not recommending it to everyone but feeling good about who you are is the most important thing you can do in life.",3.4959463487332387,5.725631426229513,4.791192250372578,80.46625186289124,74.90163934426229,7.7150521609538,27.484351713859912,8.575989854853784,2.22579344262295,502,20,92,10,11,166,85,122,0.054000000000000006,0.802,0.14400000000000002,0.9261,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,14,1,0,1,1,23,30,7,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,10,5,16,4,12,20,2,13,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,2,12,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352442427488166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761267656618485,0.1077698432248811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470843656471286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378617832558783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681717546721836,0.1262991630573115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037790247713628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047411093945736,0.14828347721280608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881967665095328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849894043674572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715943112326804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487235306088895,0.17274180905636746,0.0,0.0,0.15645402245499304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728343847427687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635172648636867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321714632465418,0.1696352454731663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256426739467315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455928302903062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681682428376561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094342444643536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979401045902302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502664408381583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184819807932579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26584889679383605,0.1420975010439204,0.0,0.0,0.20217533544330604,0.0,0.11745174751426783,0.0,0.0,0.1403519032341195,0.10308795779918108,0.0,0.0,0.16893089162793914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yolotanker_,2020/04/08,"The thought that everything is different after period of extreme anxiety Hello. I'm a 26 yrs old man and i had been diagnozed with GAD since i was 17 years old. However, i felt like i knew my anxiety very well and i was familiar with all the symptoms of my anxiety and could live with it really well. But then i had surgery in february and i had to take corticosteroids for 8 days. After these 8 days i really felt horribly anxious and could not focus on anything. It were panic attacks like i never experienced before, really scary and felt like i was in an extreme state of anxiety for 2 weeks straight. I also had bad headaches and stuff like that... The doctor said this is somewhat normal reaction to the medication for some and that it could last some weeks or maybe a month. Now i feel fine fysicaly and i know that the corticosteroids are out of my body but i feel like something has changed... I don't really feel like myself sometimes and that thought brings around this anxious feeling. Does anyone else experience the feeling of everything being different?",4.043274266067179,6.6369562261306525,5.0384554350700865,77.59416027505952,74.678391959799,9.21459931235123,29.56916159746099,9.682069395223575,3.3353959798994968,855,38,149,25,19,279,112,199,0.105,0.777,0.11699999999999999,0.3356,3,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,1,1,9,0,18,4,1,0,2,40,34,15,0,4,4,0,8,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,12,15,0,0,12,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,16,10,19,9,20,14,4,23,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,21,102,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796427313824687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30474677524742244,0.22501852621849047,0.0,0.06963620698665862,0.1020425495946705,0.08195474745117448,0.08865693160042104,0.0,0.11329891894378025,0.0,0.0,0.0831541628961119,0.0,0.0,0.08474444048951232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062293405565868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535386722100107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385454638573253,0.0,0.0,0.12845566154255536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810239038652856,0.0,0.10193540971575783,0.08715258524828799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319533899665027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790115891237986,0.09741891800740317,0.0,0.0,0.2517805187974318,0.14229538306354578,0.2868683743510203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473250231930678,0.0811797988994911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919302230009044,0.0,0.08794050607131282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000523502967116,0.0,0.0,0.10032725931571948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949243100329137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681056897799629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757784451135383,0.0,0.0,0.20900759532983734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168483525176676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552016813442841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473366233966653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238254366493515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666986783805797,0.09849785342368912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400764569990506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351297981968054,0.07487989170033936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581279507397384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217284474221269,0.0,0.0,0.15977147430645836,0.0,0.1790881895004551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413321369449046
anxiety,aweyeeongi,2020/04/08,"What is therapy? Do i need it? [Venting]
I dont really understand what i've been feeling all these years. Im scared that if i keep feeling these things i might not lead a normal life. I don't know what therapy does or what is actually in store for therapy.

As a kid around 6th grade i remember overwhelming (for me) moments where i just kept crying and crying when i couldnt understand the lessons i was given. A lot of thoughts were rushing in my head during those moments. Like if i dont understand this simple concept how am i gunna live my life if im this stupid. I was in such a toxic mindset that all i could so was cry because i didnt know what to do.

Now as a senior in highschool ive been holding back all those feelings of ""im not good enough"" and lately ive been avoiding everything. If something i knew was going to depress me and worry me i would avoid tackling it and it has been making me so demotivated and inadvertently depressing me.

Ive been thinking about therapy because i dont know how to change myself. Ive asked my mom about it but she told me that im just lazy and unmotivated and that i should just work on it little by little but i dont know how to change or tbh what is wrong with me.

[My actual questions]
What is therapy going to help me with?
Do i actually need therapy for my issues?",2.256349938499384,4.1002683911439135,4.314857011070109,84.23890298277985,77.26568265682656,7.46869618696187,25.682810578105784,8.344100000000001,1.7253282902829032,1038,39,214,20,24,356,131,271,0.131,0.838,0.031,-0.9692,0,2,1,1,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,16,10,1,4,6,0,34,3,1,5,3,61,57,23,0,11,13,1,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,23,10,0,5,16,0,1,4,9,8,0,0,16,3,39,2,23,36,5,21,0,3,0,0,7,9,0,9,9,156,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.22477810608193166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835032414521583,0.07177877356912815,0.0,0.0,0.059038947494617286,0.0,0.09360853957913393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624457522839253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061302444090532975,0.0,0.2530171034018751,0.0,0.0,0.13226070468019904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671905438670263,0.0,0.3599415408629218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933408565443062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900475756090638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646656225923348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872714899559497,0.0643992759488487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879825330577704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051463899473306415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317415538333177,0.08013819118283584,0.0,0.06824543790438811,0.0,0.0,0.16878473943420927,0.0,0.08661098895548258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846372467526344,0.037510745089148784,0.15390711453117129,0.0677979937604789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527546309630429,0.0,0.0,0.051251130612603515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145126284874743,0.0,0.08992360521652501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386253743814498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522792839032598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601097793585215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049187123125641365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697657646303411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687000100359555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910886181489765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268265404342738,0.0,0.05100910526929976,0.04919741279765134,0.0,0.060954606111297625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336641486104274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979152254092664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589662837387604,0.07797364112499595,0.0,0.0545421860575342,0.0839466875369275,0.0,0.04944369115152186
anxiety,AgreeableFrosting4,2020/04/08,"Anxious about coming back to school (This might trigger.)

I’ve been anticipating going back to school very badly. I hardly even made it through this school year: When I went to gym, I constantly looked around to make sure that people are not looking at me thinking I’m weird; I haven’t gone to the lunch room and stay an entire period yet cause the chatter is overwhelming. I feel like I made zero progress. I feel like I just spiraled down. 

What’s worse is that when my birthday comes in July I gotta a job somewhere so I can make my mom proud and get something new for my pets. And then my tito has coronavirus so I have to pray about that too :(",3.09107822410148,4.9677524418604655,3.4363495419309413,91.3132135306554,74.96899224806202,6.241296687808315,23.35517970401691,6.980632752743323,0.6316139534883725,511,15,107,5,11,158,91,129,0.1,0.779,0.12,0.3961,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,13,7,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,6,1,19,26,8,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,6,1,0,3,1,0,5,2,3,0,1,5,5,16,4,14,19,0,21,1,1,2,0,1,5,0,1,12,66,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693620196135009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345671790600747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305517716204782,0.12517331087379854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540046749968222,0.0,0.25827812660514754,0.0,0.16200556574635666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901787697487108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160372038509615,0.21419954936438065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832474277888436,0.0,0.08520052217706545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429498144207996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876815632762425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464824340897316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517827878254045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28370763724740194,0.2001397291400826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903682016194526,0.0,0.17557940455375246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478947485819202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393263980776092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551679428058806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541239629260963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979014250444953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129373170824647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605989910877584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369611673142485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897331515808609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277686123267115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654076735936416
anxiety,Lukyluk19,2020/04/08,"I finally feel relieved Since the beginning of the semester my anxiety started getting bad and the quarantine made it a lot worse to the point where I spend like half of my time just worrying about college stuff. 

Tonight I laid in my bed and just started examining the texture of my flannel shirt... It made me really calm and after some time spent thinking I realised I have nothing to worry about. Not because I can't fuck up but because I realised it doesn't matter if I fuck up.


 When I think about it I'm actually really excited, knowing that almost anything can still happen in my future, either for the better or the worse... It's like an open canvas waiting to have a rollercoaster burst right though it, and I'm glad to be on the rollercoaster.


I just laid there thinking for a while and finally felt at peace, clear and happy... Hopefully this can inspire some of you.",5.214441117764469,6.648828562874254,5.877020958083833,77.71437375249505,68.76047904191617,9.159481037924152,33.07834331337325,9.516144504307137,3.247136127744509,698,32,124,15,12,227,102,167,0.073,0.716,0.212,0.9822,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,11,13,2,0,12,0,7,3,1,2,1,33,27,12,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,1,8,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,4,2,17,10,20,22,4,23,0,0,0,2,1,10,2,7,15,89,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.14168644018717802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538880724503978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107147662241347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194806384182852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122924881056606,0.17701538163935313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128410518195767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341343378582542,0.0,0.13940708165358942,0.3181014610456515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26845531438626263,0.07585682334422067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839279919550448,0.15455957552736774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144208408848311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979372181260175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186694691287044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343703965074425,0.0,0.2747683472237884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931563236228794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725336282501244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602741610911933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123993168020299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010431631764668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553527875162247,0.0,0.11595051252031885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621009418527727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790994980115986,0.14265039515311578,0.0,0.16932523650577766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948990317252597,0.2959260882944282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tara_taboo,2020/04/08,"Losing my pet of 16 years Taking my beloved 16 year cat to the vet today and I have a sinking feeling it’ll be his last. I can’t stop thinking about it and it hurts so bad. Of course this happens while everything else is at maximize shitty levels (I’m an unessential worker who isn’t making money right now after I just made a huge purchase and put a lot of money in the stock market late April). 

I could use someone to talk to if you’d be so kind :(",2.8570827067669136,3.867369084210527,4.235488721804515,88.86842105263159,73.94736842105263,6.270676691729324,24.09774436090225,6.1826913282559595,0.5851954887218045,353,10,75,2,7,117,73,95,0.183,0.7070000000000001,0.11,-0.8273,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,3,0,13,17,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,1,10,11,1,16,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,2,10,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936093378919985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810740846237418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894547011314012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382504311853314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467229658478148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055044954919274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427843559121519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23616782950024096,0.0,0.18486485810256248,0.25583002074615435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537210134047174,0.0,0.1928095185095479,0.0,0.2145950392191032,0.15138469108839622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279875010099228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367819490900412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215919903621376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960735278265872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705185371431766,0.18228593988487166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453184554115814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497126131128194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958745267054358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920918161911736
anxiety,Baluwave,2020/04/08,"When very anxious I feel cold and tired, why? There will be times when I will suddenly get nervous or stressed about something. Example, stressful conversation with a supervisor. I’ve noticed right after that happens my body get quite cold and also drowsy/tired. Why does this happen? And does it happen to anyone else?",4.185535714285717,7.485102196428574,3.7550000000000026,82.39,80.60714285714286,6.057142857142857,27.642857142857146,7.447530270364453,1.9983142857142864,257,11,41,4,7,77,44,56,0.22699999999999998,0.773,0.0,-0.9106,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,6,9,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264070126315667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150489454504555,0.0,0.12471894453471495,0.1827589358150548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812646572491244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31218180644792204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900344689735825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901881418235052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863796743797068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731902889902722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030729738308752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971615896823701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232516510785496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731628140244148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086395277804684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400772485886747,0.2050075989425788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471721523779612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32189847367147106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicolezbki,2020/04/08,"Constantly aware of my breathing I've been uneasy for a while during this quarantine. I've noticed that one night that I read too many news subs I started to breathe shallowly and couldn't get a full breath of air. That caused me to be constantly aware of my breathing, like if my automatic breathing had stopped. Even if I finally got a full breath, I was still aware. These has been happening on and off for a couple of days and I'm exhausted. How can I go back to automatic breathing?",4.6419248120300765,6.095523147368425,5.104962406015041,82.63473684210527,70.15789473684211,9.218045112781953,31.46616541353384,9.606745405546679,2.8978270676691738,389,17,77,9,7,124,61,95,0.08,0.8909999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.5423,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,8,8,7,2,0,10,14,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,9,1,11,7,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,11,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794906800458507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397934628836707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045025499069903,0.0,0.0,0.2582821408433486,0.0,0.15054087395277854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417609632748852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255707477809798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195578673705207,0.0,0.1326617406436336,0.0,0.18669261048822766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641840966904992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404046702715548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23665797843366446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905509187877253,0.0,0.0,0.2657577804124944,0.0,0.0,0.158175934554139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334898117541443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652205794897892,0.0,0.18641481878053415,0.19515512585951453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_xanny,2020/04/08,"I need help with my friend Hi, I've never posted before on reddit so I'm sorry in advance if something is wrong. 
A few months ago I met this boy at my University and we became really close in a short period of time. At the beginning I didn't notice anything but as the weeks kept passing I noticed he had anxiety attacks sometimes out of nowhere. I discovered that when he had this attacks, hugging him really help him so when it happened I usually did that. Also I talked with him about this and encouraged him to go to therapy. He did a couple of sessions but then Coronavirus happened. I had to return to my parents house and now I'm really worried about him being at his parents house all the time (because he told me he can't deal with them) without me being there to help him. He usually has a hard time when he wakes up and also during our study sessions on discord. 
How can I help him? Can I do something for him? I really want to do everything that's in my hand and I don't know what to say when he talks about this subject.

(My english isn't really good so sorry about any mistake.)",3.0800201106083454,4.723451755656113,4.78928355957768,82.59387003519359,74.42986425339366,7.807038712921066,27.662393162393165,8.515128840125781,2.103138562091504,862,34,167,16,18,292,119,221,0.115,0.764,0.121,0.5137,2,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,1,16,8,2,0,7,0,17,3,2,1,2,23,29,20,0,4,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,9,11,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,9,3,31,4,30,18,2,34,0,0,0,1,36,12,0,1,18,118,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804665320711677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690515526134815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521672268605985,0.0,0.08461424328172844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910203421617331,0.0,0.0,0.25166342864911256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742515280299141,0.0,0.09411862289314517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122384818019061,0.0,0.0,0.1140312177015368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994066640414632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545488675172358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286064895447098,0.09277211333016093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956192512625383,0.0,0.09908237026099108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965508319156775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255251831500239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078685181037381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828565146269451,0.0,0.0,0.08201387415955971,0.08530712969593117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518541737863274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563252263181276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593117055305024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542891821191476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087959324418217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030172921397696,0.1093933981818638,0.2476315209997509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778038351752485,0.0,0.0,0.1264890295591872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348793035508613,0.0,0.0,0.10568996706612724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243636518158988,0.0,0.06523902161316016,0.0,0.0887224639897904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662144169018653,0.0,0.0,0.11232703108275774,0.0,0.0,0.1209316641394114,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Teetee4,2020/04/08,Can somebody help My rib / stomach is trembling and I don’t know what’s causing it,1.105882352941176,3.5459963529411773,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,85.47058823529412,3.4000000000000004,32.029411764705884,3.1291,1.0973764705882352,66,4,13,0,2,21,17,17,0.145,0.698,0.157,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7642859872688588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498682977858579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088792208691533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Showerboy12,2020/04/08,"Help for starting a new job? So I’m starting a new job at this grocery store after being unemployed for a while, I’m making myself sick with worry being afraid of messing up or people being mean to me or getting sick and things like that. I was just wondering if anyone had ways to alleviate this kind of worry, thanks bunches.",5.7779687499999985,6.328758359375001,6.6906250000000025,75.591875,66.96875,8.275,30.0625,8.07648339933343,2.23191875,261,9,45,3,4,87,47,64,0.17300000000000001,0.713,0.113,-0.6486,4,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,10,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,7,33,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065300917563446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256773740040016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441673135731087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276169741739487,0.0,0.0,0.22436600282803032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052617320489284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438196646034931,0.0,0.0,0.2346965610246611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161807113798211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937121642695614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050040888219372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836447050219194,0.0,0.0,0.14314049902639395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102026593822234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365464714347306,0.0,0.4376154352291424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Albrekh,2020/04/08,"Anyone else feel like they're spiraling? I'm a pretty severe hypochondriac and have been isolating for weeks now with my partner. We haven't had any outside contact with anyone for weeks except for two contactless Kroger curbside pickups and one local bakery curbside pickup for bread. The last of these was about 8 days ago. I'm having panic attacks about COVID-19 every single day while working remotely and it's tearing me up. I'm nauseas all the time and can barely eat. I feel like vomiting and an constantly exhausted from the panic attacks. I'm paranoid that our food packaging has the virus on it. We wiped everything down with Clorox wipes before putting it in the fridge and freezer but I've read recent studies that show that the coronavirus can survive for a very long time in the fridge and freezer. I'm so paranoid that all our food packaging is infected and it's only a matter of time until we get the virus. All the projections show that the virus is going to peak in my area in a couple weeks and we have maybe 1.5 weeks of food left so we'll have to do curbside pickup again and go though the same process, effectively restarting the clock, right when things are supposed to be at their worst. I've lost like 7-8 pounds and can't even bring myself to go for walks because we live in an apartment complex and our door opens right out into the parking lot where people frequently walk around. Does anyone have any tips or advice? I'm a 29 year old male, weighed 180 before all this began. No underlying health conditions but I did have asthma as a kid. Ironically, before all this started, I went to an allergist to get screened for asthma because I was having breathing issues but I believe it was just anxiety. I took the two breathing tests and they determined that albuterol didn't have any effect, but they also said I had the lungs of a 42 year old. I don't know what this means and was planning to ask for more information on our follow up appointment which had to be delayed due to the pandemic. I just feel totally lost and like every day it's getting harder to keep myself calm. Does anyone have any tips or advice? I take Citalopram 40mg a day for depression and GAD.",5.8340566677977606,6.882077650831356,5.8577765524261975,79.84548396674586,67.02850356294536,8.67461825585341,30.71267390566679,8.841846274778883,2.4892327112317614,1765,66,318,28,28,556,224,421,0.10400000000000001,0.841,0.054000000000000006,-0.9649,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,10,0,3,7,14,14,2,2,27,0,32,15,3,2,6,57,61,30,0,0,9,0,3,4,1,1,6,1,1,3,19,28,6,2,9,3,0,10,5,9,0,3,16,5,28,5,47,42,11,64,0,3,1,0,20,23,0,3,35,201,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335142751001905,0.0740907180791954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684078220159716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735548080775786,0.0,0.06394027577084035,0.0,0.0,0.23377091487172,0.08564000398226458,0.0,0.07440601989537081,0.07813822276691709,0.19017399914198888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190206038385206,0.0,0.21336729383452213,0.09416869643296102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032283677599423,0.0,0.0,0.09248229034263156,0.0,0.21561482753510955,0.0,0.0719893632318602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628697102091726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552561949651,0.06982233579305921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055205359758498836,0.0,0.1408434844737227,0.0,0.0751184347428061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678525606103558,0.11942250777372175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30320436039815346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100499834583,0.0,0.1425053421289933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888441390057694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723826729571517,0.0,0.07429184095299744,0.0,0.0,0.04593467857480451,0.06813077807882369,0.0,0.0,0.0908124774855183,0.0,0.0,0.1633364745696671,0.0,0.07380475419386164,0.07396775742838071,0.0,0.0,0.18248003635964008,0.07105873258924579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396971373099472,0.0910456918321798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541125116405035,0.0,0.05663756950785586,0.0635681502961804,0.0,0.19613177864886966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057945483649321484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503330738486188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402335628026716,0.0,0.0,0.083604977456765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252749594647017,0.0,0.0,0.1427577556003827,0.07950596346572739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442427476567723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059160023813725565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284353192742577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055528405299863366,0.0,0.08211924323214584,0.0,0.14621263684934346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286307611330163,0.0,0.0,0.16329563927470156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896419953157118,0.0,0.0,0.26817890674444705,0.0,0.0,0.0774816840607521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084895272822026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764859753128796
anxiety,MissCandid,2020/04/08,Have online therapy in an hour and I'm extra nervous I feel like I don't actually have enough worries to warrant taking up her time. I've been seeing my therapist for two years now but I've never done online and I'm really nervous about it and yeah I just wanted to tell you guys,-0.19035781544256025,2.1090426949152565,2.7666666666666693,86.90314500941618,96.6271186440678,5.334086629001884,18.419962335216574,6.937597516519254,0.6331227871939733,225,7,44,4,9,79,45,59,0.10800000000000001,0.812,0.08,-0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,11,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,6,1,6,9,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.25421426496953586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665859732176253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691702046504489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171861812674854,0.18610406508481792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25793985461167673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256543904030675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726906535757262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009166962486648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688549302208164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075879107223428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586654097302408,0.0,0.2276919236531988,0.0,0.2979089558084586,0.3024651499127132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190194094171494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544744943493236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365197183086754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645543938122349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775599486833515
anxiety,NixNonFix,2020/04/08,"Quelling the Existentialism Fyodor Dostoyevsky survived the firing wall and years of solitary confinement in the gulag for many of his revolutionary works which were labeled as treasonous ideas. This dangerous introspection is what became the groundwork of modern psychology. A predecessor to Freud and Erikson, Fyodor explores the depths of mans consciousness in search of the best way to deal with the human condition, in Notes from Underground.

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anxiety,IamBobaFett,2020/04/08,"Emotional Support Animal Questions (US)(TX) Hi everyone, newbie to r/Anxiety I hope this post is allowed. I am leaving a toxic relationship of 4 years, and the thought of living solely alone terrifies me. I take medication for my depression, and anxiety, but I need a companion to help me move forward. 

Does anyone know how to start the process to getting an emotional support animal? I know there are websites you can visit to start it, but they seem too good to be true. I don't currently have health insurance, so seeing a therapist would most likely be out of my budget, and the down deposit for an animal is absolutely insane, and out of my budget. I really would appreciate any advice. Thanks all!",5.539453125000001,7.566101539062501,7.009812500000002,67.60393750000003,68.765625,11.0575,33.1125,11.00357731598739,4.523831875000001,559,26,88,19,10,191,89,128,0.081,0.708,0.21100000000000002,0.96,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,0,8,0,11,2,0,2,2,22,25,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,14,7,15,20,2,11,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,4,6,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076329193609034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979037245209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491754265259737,0.0,0.236051722582518,0.0,0.0,0.10787806761838786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328834837951141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501385114690978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470945964075367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742375407519748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060635531529306,0.0,0.0,0.129405028691747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639953206398011,0.0,0.0,0.10341245751306402,0.0,0.0,0.15323755636763847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957950013724782,0.0,0.0,0.16336312766397867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753747456472278,0.0,0.13623447156123664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554236126976629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397811884342536,0.0,0.11439868466690177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477602015595265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728319597325092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098837463396231,0.0,0.0,0.16564190648771668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294335568643365,0.14045319714447815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184042117569548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501564128985884,0.0,0.0,0.11600140745251085,0.0,0.0,0.1420428033865129,0.0,0.1791341334814389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224832490196285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558312020354864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191960405670368,0.0,0.0,0.09935301566388108
anxiety,anonymouse57999,2020/04/08,"My whole life is just crumbling.... Today was just awful. Outs just a terrible day. I love with my boyfriend and mom constantly tries to manipulate him and keep him under her wing. She is using his father retiring as a way to get her son to move back home. She is saying his father may go into a depressed mental state. Outs a huge change and his father is a positive guy and I just talked to him. He is in the best attitude. I’m so tired of this bull!! Of he moves home, I will have to quit my job and move back home. That it’s not good for me it hurts me.... but it obviously doesn’t matter how thing effect me it never does until after the fact and I’m hurting... I’m done.",0.02046307884856446,2.233090028368796,2.2900959532749283,93.41647058823533,88.43262411347519,5.303462661660409,16.095536086775134,6.794906146795322,-0.20595402586566536,518,11,116,7,17,175,90,141,0.092,0.8340000000000001,0.073,-0.3834,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,7,1,11,3,0,4,3,26,19,11,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,1,7,10,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,1,19,3,17,15,2,20,0,3,0,1,21,6,0,1,8,80,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196189893774008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498667629278821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107049439058826,0.0,0.0,0.15432324970938824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209847160045956,0.0,0.12299915364707527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497105695472972,0.1461407787265249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461057762184449,0.0,0.08116030704702648,0.11977943798720307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140103007889546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297401245122368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057549330587352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171355923473614,0.12693310719628226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086855630116792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288885722005563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391550916989498,0.0,0.0,0.16725341606594646,0.0,0.4553425886729146,0.0,0.0,0.11014128798506216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518924448379552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356557554157665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478257142567788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487438905741352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413523014115378,0.13536400103877744,0.0,0.0,0.0969563375378896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333908948894995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133532672981208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594385186595848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pending_questions,2020/04/08,"Having an anxiety attack over a video call is exactly as awkward as it sounds My friend called yesterday and we were going to talk, take our minds off the ongoing global situation, talk post-quarantine plans, nice things like that. Instead, she got to watch me tremble and wordlessly open and close my mouth before settling on either ""sorry"" or another shallow breath for 10 minutes before I could form a sentence and my voice was shaking. Great. If it were anyone else I would have hung up then combusted in shame. We've had open conversations about our issues before so she understood and was able to help me calm down. I feel bad for suddenly putting her in that position though and I hate being seen like that. This is going to be one of those *""Remember that time when you...""* moments that replays in mind at 3am. 

Thank god it didn't happen in one of my zoom classes.",3.9105691056910596,6.3031453414634155,4.431317073170735,82.7657154471545,74.24390243902441,7.787967479674799,26.78699186991869,8.648137234880735,2.168724065040651,692,26,125,14,15,219,123,164,0.11199999999999999,0.745,0.142,0.6705,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,1,0,1,5,14,2,4,4,0,14,2,2,0,1,21,24,14,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,7,0,2,9,5,17,7,21,11,2,24,0,0,2,0,14,14,0,2,8,84,28,1,0.1501118695110164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740538367731555,0.11483516930167252,0.0,0.0,0.10496170943691573,0.15380734971406285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077392242188166,0.0,0.0,0.12533714086472034,0.0,0.0,0.3832024340767873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065620045678236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985211309055473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539920504207114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590107158178523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159760580156189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062406954500206,0.0,0.1200581750282123,0.1654988660773483,0.0,0.0,0.13274343045652964,0.0,0.0,0.14820439338579353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006168219108282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566777914814168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667415399934808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031403922447085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034393754127655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376567623823086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150903890035137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004748559587513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873203077116505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803794807781314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286544421962152,0.2413084691527983,0.0,0.13820284128002736,0.0,0.0,0.09972765595374118,0.0,0.1474841496349829,0.0,0.08753143827955083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066351651806846,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bspencer626,2020/04/08,"I came down with a fever, slight headache, and a bit of dizziness/vertigo, and I’m terrified now. Hey guys, the title is pretty self-explanatory, but I’m freaking out a bit and incredibly anxious right now. I am an American living and working in a developing country, and I just came down with a fever and the above-mentioned symptoms. My fever isn’t major yet (38.1 C or 100 F), and I am able to stay home due to being laid off after COVID, but I’m terrified that I have the virus. 

I’ve been Googling things all evening, and I feel fairly confident I have it, but I keep thinking about how I couldn’t even get good medical care here if I needed to. I missed my chance to go back to the US, and now I’m stuck in SE Asia and am away from my entire family. I also don’t feel comfortable being around any friends or my boyfriend right now, understandably, so I’m left to deal with this on my own. The worst case scenario just keeps playing through my mind.

I’d appreciate any advice you all can offer right now. I’m not in a great space mentally.",6.379854202401372,5.351356556603778,6.843344768439112,80.32601200686108,65.98113207547169,10.350600343053172,32.95197255574614,9.573946990214177,2.700135849056604,818,29,175,14,11,268,130,212,0.134,0.725,0.141,0.095,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,0,1,17,9,0,0,12,0,13,5,0,1,2,38,33,19,0,3,9,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,1,1,4,17,0,2,4,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,2,20,6,24,26,7,28,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,3,9,109,24,1,0.1381705017244858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501861515987484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049490030944398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879213584820872,0.0,0.0,0.15609333827897287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300104038227505,0.0,0.0,0.12981573466493965,0.10624458707004876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016928040738773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31606048986231233,0.140874035089332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244772023157365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825206265439713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025485216609914,0.0,0.1397263144619185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675018688558892,0.0,0.07218838437389137,0.0,0.07852548027048706,0.115890861391446,0.0,0.15233346593596675,0.0,0.1368105198425769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859627896376006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562458096758685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012265440508565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200708442366034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391922442133919,0.139243367689449,0.0,0.13951281875926191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245167627663596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056907344582373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35399056056574696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414196716536284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727137066806698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361205583196252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179434180535656,0.08853407842471701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384036513964948,0.16620210108939285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058977085815893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luxuryballs,2020/04/08,"Remember the 25% rule for social anxiety. 25% of people will like you and nothing you can do will make them not like you.

25% of people won’t like you and nothing you can do will make them like you.

25% of people will like you but something you do could make them not like you.

25% of people won’t like you but something you do could make them like you.

You can’t really tell who is who in most cases and you have no control over who they are and how they react to you.

So it doesn’t make sense to try and figure it out or try to control it, just let it go. Someone’s reaction or perception of you is not your fault, just do your best and don’t let yourself get caught up using your imagination to guess what people are thinking about you.

Let me repeat the last part.

Don’t waste time and energy worrying about or assuming you know what anyone is thinking about you, using your imagination is most likely not accurate at all and especially if you have anxiety it can’t be trusted anyways.

You don’t need to respond to anything immediately, you don’t need to go out of your way to make sure someone doesn’t think the wrong thing in the majority of situations. It just doesn’t matter and it’s OK for people to be wrong!

So take a load off your mind and don’t let your imagination get the best of you.",5.049642857142857,5.0989352706766935,5.932095864661658,82.14333176691733,68.47368421052633,9.20639097744361,27.90319548872181,9.017664075816787,1.924211278195488,1026,30,218,17,16,339,107,266,0.07200000000000001,0.767,0.162,0.9771,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,30,6,4,10,17,0,0,6,1,39,0,0,12,2,59,60,19,0,5,13,0,0,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,2,11,0,0,3,17,3,0,0,1,0,37,14,30,45,7,15,0,0,0,0,42,8,0,8,12,159,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698848869891309,0.0,0.0,0.06260514977447816,0.0,0.07367990677455051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879235055433176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084286035887464,0.14297327151158026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355697703336632,0.0,0.10176992625502077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863320553107167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920624849496258,0.07298320354723448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662235611704331,0.0,0.39368173811153867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585929690599152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040510944889056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277855166834535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718230324273195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969579833996688,0.0,0.3724349388402928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057358593232678966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014260187035308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064140642192508,0.0,0.09126994280719683,0.1517259048656272,0.13785726612337365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843859420624281,0.0,0.06731938797146983,0.0,0.07825778139662483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594832617640822,0.17211177699207314,0.0,0.0,0.05220874195804062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157715612720114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465946961460794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106893796625956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092742327570746,0.0,0.0,0.1957855470165248,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarcomucho,2020/04/08,"Anxiety ruined my friendship Ruined a friendship because I couldn't control my anxiety. 
Everything was okay for almost a year but I started distancing myself when it got too emotionally invested.
He started making comments about the future , trips and all that I got scared and basically ghosted him.",8.087399999999999,10.878677540000002,8.165,58.7875,63.6,10.6,42.5,10.686352973137794,5.918399999999999,247,15,29,7,4,80,40,50,0.179,0.6940000000000001,0.127,-0.5706,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,7,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,2,3,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272823344691513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168531584536523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608544149928225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055803501762664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30647410070074393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448641048473049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435812737186976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186517369893976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727740035713216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856887147207352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545145584314098
anxiety,skienho,2020/04/08,"College/University Students - Do you find your anxiety to be worse at home or at school? I find for me, my anxiety gets worse when I am home. Now obviously the Covid Pandemic is not helping, but even before this situation, every time I would come home I found my anxiety to be worse. It could be because college provides a lot of distractions because I am really busy, and that this lockdown has given me a lot of time to do think? I’m curious as to other people’s thoughts.",6.917173913043477,6.494064195652179,8.003391304347826,70.45465217391308,64.65217391304348,11.707826086956524,37.96521739130435,11.20814326018867,4.389849565217391,374,18,69,10,5,128,63,92,0.18600000000000005,0.7829999999999999,0.032,-0.8848,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,15,18,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,11,0,10,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,49,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35142950196957035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866918771652729,0.0,0.13030139090283333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190696356766166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226094343033525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114017522389147,0.0,0.1290176783661187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27991402819654165,0.0,0.0,0.1678979034610666,0.0,0.0,0.08000351503227032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263905453619693,0.0,0.4608022294860034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26036938067983684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061602785556211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809827596896213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497459279791806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721232670583991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811879758153716,0.0,0.12156721905876848,0.1785813524336672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681542057041857,0.1087783566067771,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lylelanley-,2020/04/08,"How can I help my anxious fiancé My fiancé is an anxious person who struggles with being a hypochondriac as well. So naturally, I’ve been really nervous about him throughout the pandemic. 

It’s been so far so good until a couple days ago when he got anxious about something the happened a couple years ago. He fears the repercussions could lead to him losing his job, and then eventually our home. When I say, “it’s not likely to happen”, he says “you don’t know that.”

I’m worried it’s only going to get worse, and as someone who was overcome some significant depression in my own life, I’m worried I may slip back into it. 

We’re doing an ok job keeping busy, but all his downtime is spent laying in bed upset. 

Something he always does when he’s anxious is google articles basically validating his anxiety. 

What can I do to help him in this time?",4.702845528455281,6.127321073170734,6.0009756097561,76.38040650406505,69.97560975609754,8.393495934959349,30.13008130081301,8.841846274778883,2.5884813008130085,672,27,119,12,12,226,108,164,0.16,0.748,0.092,-0.7657,2,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,2,11,10,0,4,8,1,14,1,0,2,1,14,24,14,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,6,1,0,5,2,15,4,14,16,3,18,0,2,0,0,20,5,0,2,12,77,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212016380388962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381839313531883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544848601717204,0.5638170283753159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594020478910276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961846018095886,0.27611062011184995,0.0,0.08046614048412237,0.0,0.1074639676945988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918681331643684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140400610877615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651870233695702,0.0,0.07090950104917866,0.10465091240601447,0.0997897343654686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066688354883604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672610120688541,0.0,0.1251541914132892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762936816924064,0.11090105034589136,0.0,0.0,0.06857016915854469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812853547636812,0.0609561775465742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958538972294415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489298617397443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894409746871986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993067061520849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844376126743715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105716969699838,0.19210763565488986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304363904488906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275422079746942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218295279742703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534193922873085,0.12715099303445904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034760197983952
anxiety,HPPDBoi,2020/04/08,"Anxiety! :( Hi I’m a 24 year old male, my anxiety and panic disorder is destroying me! I get frequent chest pains that triggers panic, I get light headed when standing up and doing something as stupid as getting a glass of water, I must have the record for the most heart attacks survived apparently, I can be fine for an hour then I just feel real disoriented then the thoughts that something is wrong flood in and boom I’m dying it’s just an endless cycle, I’ve had about 6 EKG’s an echocardiogram, endless blood tests and nothing has come back but the pains in my chest are there and the constant fatigue and disorientation sometimes you m scared to get up off the couch for fear of dizziness then chest pains :( I’m a single father and it’s really destroying me :(",3.428979591836736,5.8607394829932,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,75.93877551020408,6.9210884353741475,27.506802721088434,7.957251820313856,1.911280272108843,612,25,112,10,14,196,95,147,0.321,0.657,0.022000000000000002,-0.993,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,6,14,4,4,12,0,10,11,6,1,1,18,20,14,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,4,8,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,0,0,2,3,10,1,14,16,2,17,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,10,68,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102484657080186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178108181373405,0.0,0.11610750477166375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007069347785455,0.0,0.1631743002078969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671122516084734,0.0,0.17305584089773318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699137982168325,0.07634870712245287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31555916077396623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496666116098054,0.0,0.0,0.17893237584742958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487017983595981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488585895380549,0.0,0.15844613155957035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820149113124296,0.3543252943763309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186783922817045,0.09673265488913907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511745108453449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324900001256477,0.14934006409935635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987488802315835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650917036528779,0.0,0.09723722813363828
anxiety,kaelpy,2020/04/08,"High alert anxious (DP/DR) state after panic attacks has some nice aspects to it? Hey everyone,
I just wanted to share this and ask if anyone else experiences it. I started to get panic attacks a few weeks ago (never had them before). The last few days it has been really bad and my brain is stuck in a constant very intense depersonalization/derealization mode, with moments of severe panic and very unpleasant intrusive thoughts and obsessing about catastrophic conclusions. Ive has occasional DP/DR episodes for years and thought I had overcome it, but due to some stressors and a bad drug experience it’s particularly strong now. After video calling with my therapist yesterday I managed to calm down and mostly let intrusive anxious or depressive thoughts pass by or oppose them rationally. I still have ups and downs, but I’m super mindful, only doing nice things and stuff that doesn’t stress me. This still freaks me out, but anytime it does I tell myself to just accept the situation as it is, cause I can’t change anything right now. 
Now I feel like I’m this super high alert but rather calm state, as though I’m high? Music sounds very intense and full, and I just played ping pong with my family and I could concentrate incredibly well, played way better than usual. The birds sound nicer and beautiful light is even slightly more beautiful.  I’m super in the moment, thinking neither back nor ahead. It’s scary because obviously I don’t wanna be in this state and I feel pretty neutral and numb, bad phases keep coming up, but I’m trying to concentrate on how those aspects, if few, are actually pretty nice. My dad said that it sounds similar to states that can be achieved through meditation. Does anyone know how this works/what this is exactly, and how it relates to anxiety, stress, panic in the brain? 
Also: try to concentrate on the positives, even if they seem minuscule right now! I wish y’all the best.",8.49293062200957,8.393319931818182,8.161967703349283,69.54272129186606,61.32954545454545,11.274162679425835,36.139952153110045,10.771109862388434,3.9422022727272736,1544,62,262,34,19,493,202,352,0.14300000000000002,0.613,0.244,0.9948,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,3,9,20,32,2,7,10,0,22,4,2,4,3,62,44,34,0,8,14,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,22,21,0,2,10,3,0,2,6,15,1,0,8,7,25,17,36,32,10,47,0,1,0,0,11,17,0,9,24,171,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.08384868303195632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616576374108637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871278018920703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573103978687507,0.19413759752034246,0.0,0.12015904780828925,0.0880385084556289,0.07070750147971598,0.0,0.0803266261780846,0.19550016876423806,0.0,0.06606966418533768,0.21522693726281925,0.0523780067000444,0.0,0.07311434465562522,0.0,0.09017113435645087,0.07599211910428458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191837494126368,0.0877372299876877,0.0,0.0,0.08826683125004743,0.0908953898840424,0.0740152590079014,0.0,0.09285249252074457,0.0,0.06860271171282684,0.0,0.0,0.055413378486763684,0.0,0.0740055566194974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038400439402694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964367407256794,0.0,0.07177783762576673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135029730475292,0.0,0.0,0.082103333444303,0.0,0.16809882290869227,0.0810007792251192,0.0,0.08689073889728856,0.061383576433546964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044891344069326544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723478466756381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637251942771045,0.0,0.0,0.04722116300872673,0.07003890475324201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786232952424641,0.0,0.04197775259472262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675797364525521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626929602711705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534849225973821,0.0,0.40324961350006333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748296404274477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055044624693729005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675594686022753,0.08173267294919702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822128632397647,0.0,0.09706879876017123,0.0,0.0,0.0965813164676385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060816908157062886,0.0,0.13723681333041102,0.0,0.19684955135770407,0.0,0.09836154741160692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510069483166627,0.0,0.0,0.09976349866237223,0.057083579544578385,0.055056139722419815,0.08441914238070711,0.2046403532188716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667247317599745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946323044887545,0.21268700308047409,0.050679750346918614,0.06820186474702276,0.06892243651089679,0.0,0.07725530745883356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880748010083884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533174639948376
anxiety,RamenTheory,2020/04/08,"Seeking audio recordings of people's experiences during quarantine Hello,

I am an NYU student directing a PSA to help people recognize the impact that the shelter-in-place can have on one's mental health and to make them aware of the resources that are available to help with such.

I am seeking people with diagnosed mental health problems to **submit audio content** describing their experiences during quarantine. I would like to know how the isolation has affected your mental well-being, how coping with your mental health condition is different during quarantine, etc.

Even if you are only able to record on an iPhone, that would be totally fine.

The final PSA will be a compilation of people's audio with animation over each statement. **We fully intend to treat this issue with care and integrity and to tell your story as honestly as possible.**

Please PM me for my email if you are interested!

Thank you all for your time,
Noah Shipman",5.50643181818182,8.51998286666667,6.024602272727275,70.23690340909093,71.84848484848484,8.97348484848485,29.10037878787879,9.516144504307137,3.471310606060605,763,31,109,20,16,246,105,165,0.04,0.7929999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9663,1,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,7,2,0,4,8,0,0,9,0,14,4,0,5,2,24,18,9,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,15,7,23,13,4,5,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,2,3,79,19,1,0.13124143351289488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380938824942654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320729240511595,0.0,0.13711936470576114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636889047306478,0.08668372906782852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567586104645241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437685753827866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185105200942917,0.0,0.0,0.17593673286601302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369819589925667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212685959868502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411793515353177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760467597629025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290419866656065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893259190333343,0.09981502415204882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639451406410801,0.0,0.0,0.14406368293434774,0.0,0.14795499689804786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558032732908872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471079759061065,0.12082947913599044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652793529701972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180018101906292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646029773375544,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gaywicca,2020/04/08,"I don't know what to do I'm 19, and I am home from college because of this virus. I have family with a breathing disorder, who is very vulnerable to pneumonia, so I can't really leave the house.

I am terrified of this virus, but I also really need to talk to a therapist. I'd do telehealth, but technology gives me anxiety. (Ironic, I know.) I feel boxed in, and don't know what to do.

My boyfriend is about three hours from me, and I can't visit him. I'm afraid he'll get bored of me and leave me.

The virus is really creating a horrible situation for me anxiety wise. I sit around all day and feel lonely and anxious. I can't sleep at night. Sometimes I think I need somebody to talk to, other times I want to crawl up into a ball and never speak again. 

Any insights?",1.1938443396226397,3.2620558490566083,3.6478891509433993,86.6088148584906,81.70440251572326,7.748584905660378,22.516116352201266,8.660442795831766,1.5904493710691825,596,20,129,15,16,207,91,159,0.154,0.768,0.079,-0.889,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,0,14,2,2,0,2,24,28,11,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,0,7,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,0,3,21,1,21,27,1,13,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,83,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305025854714621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097445709503832,0.0,0.2496790441106945,0.1843576867640871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527325460824594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947880550569003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052437282019226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702930690996666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384053861557395,0.0,0.16502703061057378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525977918815614,0.15654623992404865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369237576432105,0.0,0.16070878705502015,0.1882987746054977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26905404691700285,0.0,0.0,0.3455882389828096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420058953407373,0.12586180394823973,0.0,0.0,0.15314229249239195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313630120294547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343183717145087,0.16330735510726085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139858982799854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233107975662723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894755891883317,0.0,0.10456524332255766,0.0,0.0,0.09515711071866814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346484294078889,0.09625339613837902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KAKiR,2020/04/08,"With increased stress, do you ever find yourself wanting to laugh and/or cry? I feel like it’s wrong, but that’s all I want to do. I’m shifting back and forth. I feel like I shouldn’t laugh in this situation. I don’t want to cry, either. I don’t actually want any of this. I don’t know if I’m allowed to go to work tonight and that’s been a fear of mine recently. I like earning money and paying for things like food and shelter. I’m incredibly anxious right now and I just want to know if my response is at least a little normal. This isn’t a happy wanting to laugh. It’s clearly not a happy wanting to cry.",0.8520769230769254,2.8149982076923084,2.9238461538461564,91.91115384615387,82.30769230769229,5.230769230769232,23.07692307692308,6.297961479604792,0.4221538461538459,477,17,106,4,13,161,70,130,0.14400000000000002,0.557,0.299,0.9685,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,4,12,0,2,4,0,9,1,0,1,3,30,24,8,0,11,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,5,0,2,2,6,3,0,0,1,2,12,9,14,22,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,9,63,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.12933632016804106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012923580352053,0.0,0.0,0.14972830557145286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101912241569889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367547400054245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198866804278954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914019626883998,0.13402868142096286,0.1893679329857309,0.0,0.0,0.12113578643018168,0.0,0.16026343238872892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532343939029212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821747334330045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567697993005532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25900218599529684,0.13283620136398386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298574438783177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086361702839916,0.0,0.0,0.11318528474946013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489763657247741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181989554702988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805123531280311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472134475964429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648801232949036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449076493112507,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zbbornak,2020/04/08,"i feel like i’m terrible at my job and my coworkers hate me i love my job, i’ve only been working here a couple of months and i was really happy with how things are going, but the pandemic has brought a really awful, stressful energy to my workplace. we’re an essential service (i work at a vet clinic) so we’re staying open, but i don’t have as much to do as usual. i don’t know if i’ve just gotten lazy or if the stress is getting to me but i got a text from a coworker telling me to step it up and work harder. i hate to think that i’m bad at my job or that i’m a burden, i want to help and do my part. this text sent me into a spiral and i had a panic attack. i’m terrified that my coworkers hate me and i’m disappointed in myself for not working harder. i just feel so useless, like they would be better off if i just quit. another random thing that seems kind of stupid, i’ve worked here over. month and i don’t know where the vaacum is. i’ve just been avoiding having to use it (it’s not something we have to use super often). i know where two different vaacums are but i don’t know which i’m supposed to use and i’ve been disproportionately anxious about that these last couple weeks, so that’s just the cherry on top. i’m tired of doing things wrong and having to ask the same questions over and over. i want to be useful, i want this to be a good part of my life",1.4945454545454562,2.911783276094276,3.6640754208754234,89.95255757575758,78.1919191919192,6.637521885521887,20.970909090909085,7.404127859558343,0.5160834747474747,1071,27,244,14,25,368,143,297,0.239,0.642,0.11800000000000001,-0.9939,4,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,9,15,23,5,4,15,1,25,4,0,5,0,52,58,25,0,7,16,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,16,14,0,1,9,0,0,4,6,15,0,1,9,2,33,8,33,45,4,25,0,2,0,1,8,15,0,9,7,162,49,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261790317061162,0.0,0.11055735039101512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148870769525244,0.11133330656008383,0.0,0.0,0.08171152907516953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655188326298109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656712754738572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224602070689713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896496081852606,0.06991335686335774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051129385746891236,0.0,0.05561780619600256,0.08208285319051714,0.0782699923729543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041769983189868,0.0,0.28985839749484416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559551552154466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913418231018899,0.0,0.0,0.10190926967180627,0.21513181295364506,0.07977141813548749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912354104794469,0.09562185092469368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832519109835799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622664845526485,0.0,0.07194057566363855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442923213807033,0.0,0.11482116134175516,0.0,0.211952215288629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962897285194677,0.10408936174600036,0.0,0.0,0.12538710558152136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909081260521545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753397294476499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430895199649826,0.0,0.0,0.22420350413049064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553658785484057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950475143163975,0.06270666793257756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247913853550937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559794477330928,0.0,0.0,0.3380888922272339,0.10778228410471788,0.0,0.17316642386840125,0.0,0.07849980694583664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562271992236419,0.0,0.0,0.06951907742575307,0.10699784318067357,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThisRandomBro,2020/04/08,"How are you doing? Sup Homies! How are you all doing?

Just stopping by to say you're all amazing and are going to make it through it all! We're just going through a minor hiccup in the world so it's no need to sweat it. Just stay safe, rock out to whatever it is that's going to keep you grounded, breath a little bit and just keep kickin it.

*You're ok, you've always been ok, and you're going to be ok.*",-0.3309090909090884,1.6837495454545497,1.653363636363636,98.88254545454548,87.63636363636364,3.974545454545455,15.618181818181819,4.935628992294339,-1.049208181818182,312,6,74,1,10,103,49,88,0.046,0.8190000000000001,0.135,0.8387,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,3,8,3,2,3,3,19,16,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,4,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,11,14,4,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717371291241008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849454573283499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5933314573090853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639793035153371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615915363686036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742201721917617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352890991429408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755844478627256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27819230355994323,0.0,0.2182084952786283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heyaloy,2020/04/08,"I haven't taken my medication in over 4 months I  was diagnosed with generalised anxiety 4 years ago, and have been slowly adjusting my dosage since then, along with CBT sessions and various other medications such as eltroxin for hypothyroidism. I've never fully been comfortable with my diagnosis and don't really know if its the right one, and I've been considering the possibility that I might have inattentive ADHD due to the symptoms resonating a LOT with me, but that's a separate issue for now.

I lost my closest group of friends around a year ago when one of them sent me a very long (and cruel) email close to my exams outlining why I'm a terrible friend and how I've been a generally bad person for the past year of our relationship. This caused a huge blow to my sense of worth and I'm still kinda recovering from the trauma of this. (not getting into the details of this, it might be a big cause of my current issue, but it's essentially a separate issue).

I haven't told a single person, not my parents, not my psychiatrist or my counsellor, not my boyfriend, no one about how I stopped my medication. I wasn't instructed to stop by anyone, I didn't gradually go of them. I just...stopped one day, and I have no idea why. It has absolutely fucked with my health, I know it for a fact. My self esteem is non existent, I have no energy or motivation to do any study or work for my final college assignments (I'm in my final year of university, currently repeating 2 modules I failed last year), and the Covid isolation isnt helping. I have tried to go back to taking them a couple of times, but it never sticks. I look at them on my bedside locker, and I still make no moves to actually take them, despite having had MULTIPLE conversations with my doctors about how I'm finding my current dosage. 

I'm lying to everyone, and I don't know what to do. I feel that if I say something now, the shame of what Ive done to myself will be far too much to handle, not to mention the disappointment I'll have caused the people I love who have been so incredibly supportive during all my years in treatment. I'm so incredibly ashamed of how I've hurt myself by doing this, but I don't know where to go from here. Not necessarily looking for advice, I think I just needed to put it somewhere. Maybe this is the first step to getting back on track.

Has anyone out there ever experienced anything like this?",8.905100732600731,6.830698087606843,9.414676434676434,67.2573076923077,61.71367521367521,13.016849816849813,37.88400488400488,11.765960540728905,4.336513308913308,1907,73,361,48,21,647,235,468,0.126,0.7829999999999999,0.091,-0.9683,4,1,1,0,0,2,51.0,1,0,5,5,23,17,2,2,23,0,37,9,0,9,5,69,67,29,0,3,16,1,1,1,2,3,7,1,0,3,20,22,0,2,10,0,1,7,20,11,0,5,14,5,54,6,58,48,5,59,0,4,2,2,23,17,1,9,36,254,74,10,0.0,0.0,0.08085552774412512,0.0,0.09957684003069107,0.08096594815910049,0.14689373286811908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563449378844248,0.0,0.0633846319221535,0.0,0.0,0.11586971759673337,0.0,0.0681834483367145,0.07375942826338744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742233681944953,0.06918131952255238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553478825769116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167861511411794,0.0,0.05343528126642888,0.0,0.0,0.08409712071752595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848066519413891,0.0,0.08479048001604228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494801771764048,0.0,0.07917248208491166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189449551008249,0.0,0.0,0.18152944964278225,0.07572890528960782,0.07047729207550449,0.0,0.0,0.1280287179233559,0.07659905948565357,0.0865777060442356,0.0,0.14126696434903538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807207947466321,0.0,0.0,0.05553664666301695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886990878495215,0.09353436634119737,0.0,0.25944048858421154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821420166757688,0.06753871857815116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040479268329891925,0.0,0.0,0.07332497431678542,0.1391563854405837,0.0,0.09044713835181634,0.07044122903326794,0.07478079698698048,0.0,0.05530703971215077,0.0,0.08324001317296395,0.0,0.0,0.2504061832315298,0.0,0.17579429663831422,0.0,0.0,0.06613488822843155,0.08806284141853088,0.060908711511738524,0.0614366922694687,0.12780734794515686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458154600940947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200180980930384,0.0,0.07909545069812053,0.057441934811585424,0.14469336929877932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340771822803327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329318956609033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307969091646352,0.0,0.0,0.08895636226452397,0.0,0.0707585921680494,0.0,0.06589043624495658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643690373540304,0.0,0.0,0.06853935964077862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637866156055617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323378563205738,0.20781403947793428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402403466469074,0.0,0.08611913441523775,0.12459483766332315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053090794891959836,0.0,0.0,0.04831401417096375,0.0,0.0,0.07917248208491166,0.0,0.05625380179353698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836489756129713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952934928322398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032017261467105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201393792503056
anxiety,anndreiiii,2020/04/08,"i’m not sure if i had a panic attack this has actually happened to me three times but i had the worst one yet awhile ago. i had an argument with a family member and i suddenly couldn’t move my hands and face. it felt like i had pins and needles everywhere, it was hard to breathe and my chest tightened very hard, i had palpitations and i sweated a lot. i’m not sure if this is a panic attack or something else",3.4265503875969014,4.2185935930232565,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,72.37209302325581,8.524031007751939,27.124031007751928,8.841846274778883,1.8688589147286816,323,11,70,6,6,110,56,86,0.31,0.655,0.035,-0.9738,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,2,6,0,9,5,5,0,2,17,13,9,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,7,4,10,3,3,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.18907329298847225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174881277527898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44084008658751306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185432654110155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826514562773592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603160584270415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133361038524092,0.0,0.34712616703678817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465708498146236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647204032558288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592694008027235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129087655830185,0.0,0.0,0.4546507444352331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915919538982556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652165627303152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297792509256804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986509107502808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
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Pete",22.98142857142857,27.02736614285714,16.520714285714288,7.786785714285742,30.42857142857143,13.857142857142856,46.07142857142857,13.023866798666859,7.392142857142857,265,10,18,6,2,75,29,35,0.134,0.442,0.424,0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709690896188729,0.30388299943954544,0.0,0.0,0.3826316415585234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26245080917533475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321654563606105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27572172875408346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423057758382545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675913804136485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582770296135794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30388299943954544,0.0
anxiety,Adult_Not_today,2020/04/08,"Free Headspace Plus for healthcare professionals. If you have a NPI (National Provider Identifier), Headspace is offering free Headspace Plus through 2020.",8.937727272727274,13.296998681818184,4.255000000000003,74.3525,84.9090909090909,9.472727272727274,50.95454545454545,8.841846274778883,6.931418181818183,129,10,17,4,4,33,18,22,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spokenreason18,2020/04/08,"i can’t breathe my anxiety is at a all time high. i have cried myself to sleep i think every night this week. sometimes i literally cannot breathe, my chest feels tight and my heart aches.

i have to take deep breaths and count down to stop myself hyperventilating

i don’t really know what else to do. i am being ignored constantly by people who claim to love me and care. and this is not helping.. i’ve called so many times it’s embarrassing, but nothing ..

there’s so many times where i’ve just wanted to give up and end it all , and i’m trying to stay strong especially during lockdown but it’s hard . i’m not even around my mum or dogs as i don’t want to risk her getting sick . 

what else do i do because i can’t take it anymore.",1.7850187969924818,3.678225960526316,3.239022556390978,91.17815789473684,78.86842105263158,6.184962406015037,22.04135338345865,7.1686216300943375,0.5068274436090223,574,17,129,7,14,188,94,152,0.126,0.8009999999999999,0.073,-0.5859,0,1,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,1,0,14,8,6,0,2,23,27,12,0,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,3,18,3,14,26,2,16,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,8,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560257400199776,0.0,0.16282934467328514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616120289497464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008684609205123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676532420297918,0.0,0.16739954687645706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742777386332306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803516645005248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743142719581297,0.0,0.14542091213231634,0.0,0.0,0.1084439377337804,0.0,0.13833459402577014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830178595821799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578090935117992,0.15750309165776402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470792653851794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945623365826356,0.11005105750052276,0.17347253635053567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023285863870203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818514050884254,0.0,0.0,0.3329196119085669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540783384053924,0.0,0.15754181501435374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382656409287173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518236998719743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643055325527151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623851003987479,0.0,0.0,0.1750014521985966,0.0,0.1372676492741371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468963192386201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052043735527574,0.0,0.0,0.2872162079143238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147216743869648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368344435113155,0.0,0.13170087466023125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brokenarrow7,2020/04/08,"Anxiety following anger? I’ve noticed that after I get really angry that my anxiety and panic goes through the roof. It could be an hour later or a day later, but it’s almost automatic, but if I feel intense anger, it’s like throwing a match on gasoline for me...and the anxiety can last days. Does anyone else experience this? 

Thanks",2.6437723214285707,5.3093452968750015,4.753839285714285,77.26437500000002,80.40625,8.032142857142857,26.330357142857146,8.841846274778883,2.6489982142857147,265,11,46,7,7,91,50,64,0.235,0.637,0.128,-0.6902,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305624145652377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284225448571529,0.0,0.0,0.16099636243988266,0.2359186407436113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838361278777564,0.0,0.0,0.2969847890641477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014935880251828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234457949410932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522897370079276,0.0,0.0,0.11642146927209615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202962778421783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267501638326524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768472454169174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248866555491238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262141491163118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701491153307897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750423724558775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198353994333227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danieljay691,2020/04/08,"It's like I forgot how to breath. With everything that is going on in the world, it's no surprise that anxiety decided to flare up.

I cant wait to shake this feeling of not knowing how to breath.. is that shortness of breath? I dont know. 

I know it will subside, but as long as I think about how to breath right, this knot in my chest will stay. 

I hope you guys are doing well!",1.4169107142857131,2.9982670125000013,2.7321428571428577,95.83,78.875,6.071428571428572,21.42857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.2381071428571433,291,8,69,3,7,94,53,80,0.038,0.799,0.163,0.8277,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,8,5,5,3,0,15,17,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,1,8,4,15,14,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958961485700376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33641609673940315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579786833099073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513922152275122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313501318700946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842209418110188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851017193711444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732593778437351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023631080119206,0.0,0.0,0.2540269207431497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513595063687904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059531366538314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392766273527889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25808907428742783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brandnewpup,2020/04/08,"New puppy set off anxiety I recently got a new puppy. She’s amazing and so well behaved, the issue is I’m overwhelmed. I feel I can’t focus on anything. I feel uneasy and like I need to curl up into bed and not come out. I know dogs are supposed to be good for mental health but I just feel so lost and anxious. Anyone go through this before?",0.036249999999999005,2.305233458333337,2.4438888888888894,91.79,89.41666666666666,4.311111111111112,20.5,5.82211442006289,0.12343333333333327,267,9,55,2,9,91,56,72,0.141,0.733,0.125,-0.4829,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,14,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,3,8,4,9,11,0,11,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327213977003514,0.2558809128931538,0.0,0.15837430378386874,0.0,0.1863904803409131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273510638871189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510998678121094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435761316970424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872536264856274,0.18997773854908864,0.18115301270967665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407592692707241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364075078176689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447866310165212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065662491280254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24725187672531285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825906878239224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794713177475126,0.0,0.4375108786324501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364176006618203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365100682093512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RyanJKaz,2020/04/08,"Constant panic attacks fill the air...will calmness and relief be found despite the chaos and despair? I’m open to any input that people have sincerely for what I’m going through right now which I will explain within the next paragraph. Basically, I’ve been out week to week for almost a month because of severe insomnia/ constant panic attacks/ anxiety that stalks me like dark shadows. I should mention that I’ve also had a couple upper respiratory infections and I was also tested for coronavirus because I had a lot of the symptoms (here’s where I think the anxiety is flaring up). The tests came back negative (thank goodness!), but the fear of possibly catching it when I go back to work is very extreme. In addition to that, I’ve been trying to sleep and focus on healthier habits but I find that even basic shit feels so overwhelming accompanied by chest pains/ shaking/ nervousness and worries. Am i crazy go wanna seek out a formal FMLA to have time to dig deep and get better before I give myself a heart attack. I’ve been regularly keeping in touch w/ my therapist and psych dr. and doing everything safely as prescribed w/ meds no different than before. I think the combination of the coronavirus worries of catching it at work at a place that was giving me problems long before this pandemic came, in addition to concerns of perceived danger and real danger w/ the real virus and the countless hypothetical situations that play and play in my head. Are any of you battling through similar anxieties, worries, situations, symptoms, etc and also what helps you to get through and calm down when possible? Thanks in advance as always, on here!",8.45067903671536,8.872005315436247,8.471302803000395,65.54935846821952,61.28187919463088,11.038610343466246,39.005921831819975,10.718039707386858,4.5728303987366745,1336,64,202,30,17,435,177,298,0.193,0.698,0.109,-0.9814,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,4,13,28,7,6,17,0,17,11,5,0,0,38,36,23,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,13,20,0,2,7,2,0,10,2,16,0,0,10,2,17,12,41,23,2,43,0,2,0,0,7,20,1,2,14,137,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881189203446065,0.0,0.0,0.21278007981843766,0.07379857106990549,0.0,0.0,0.1206267485209003,0.0,0.2035466452367044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30269872212728954,0.0,0.13639683311918258,0.0,0.1081312327990739,0.0,0.2264102259995635,0.0,0.0,0.07844057114293909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287927639501308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168836535213898,0.0,0.0,0.09813564150872976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266391393209704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891465219545864,0.05858000893521492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971035054717661,0.0,0.0,0.09980278202345724,0.04484517122612404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106257595731356,0.0,0.0,0.09724583394462803,0.0,0.0,0.09267546976390684,0.17016225543720212,0.15121655309830892,0.07439036151001968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102323688283104,0.0,0.0,0.10510005126747407,0.059448154193153135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883322789451007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333026802829853,0.0,0.0,0.07848933346377265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754024828062502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851644684340137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079284164934795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943245929973298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437418587272964,0.20812112077508174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148763389609156,0.0,0.09266391393209704,0.0,0.0,0.1999730545398065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486594631004972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019010660151606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574219817808726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019633752360446,0.09104072063608692,0.0,0.19938629728332893,0.08875571808054229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436920085444056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331073994025155,0.0,0.10297786015883197,0.0,0.11366007674626287,0.0,0.0,0.051716823695772116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021581935374981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317991300921536,0.0,0.0,0.14228620936490988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913717835047184,0.2702120761178225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,npl82,2020/04/08,"Anxiety help needed. Might have something to do with my genetics? Hey Everyone, im hoping someone will be able to help me. I've been dealing with anxiety for a while. It used to be just social anxiety but ever since my very fussy, bossy, screaming (yet wonderful) daughter was born 2.5 years ago, i get anxiety all the time now. Heart palpitations as well. (no depression at all though) I did the 23andme thing a while ago and imported the data to other sites. Im hoping there is someone here that can see either what kind of supplements or even medication would be best for me based on my genetics.

These are the ones i am homozygous in which doesn't seem like the best news....

COMT

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MTHFR

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MAOA

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Thank you for any help!",15.050185185185185,20.259390561728395,8.070148148148151,56.43966666666671,50.79012345679011,10.245925925925926,39.19506172839506,10.355215969177356,5.1993402469135805,1069,46,113,24,15,267,119,162,0.107,0.708,0.185,0.9435,0,0,1,0,0,0,172.0,0,1,0,2,9,10,0,0,7,0,16,2,1,1,3,19,25,7,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,2,9,8,14,16,5,14,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,6,11,74,16,0,0.13517347817177505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964626499661565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192260045288353,0.0,0.4136293632613122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837124516008069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935792054759144,0.116424718677712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892808074810225,0.12227214983404418,0.0,0.1291640511252772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062256326518544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018122246847558,0.2718117992517292,0.0,0.0,0.26851552776069393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920211046216614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407623764606556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660389335586132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617305828690499,0.0,0.14339769905262725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022942128744848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159704712630626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771576113368883,0.12305685776679146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181689798787328,0.0,0.0,0.137792338198621,0.22906409880085696,0.104063147475268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444957757102668,0.0,0.0,0.08980325252824872,0.0,0.13280725599053386,0.0,0.07882074215827829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674648458898232,0.0,0.11153227600356563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153719055854224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658987096275994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602336057667356,0.0,0.0,0.08704728810605561
anxiety,travelspace101,2020/04/08,"Corona and the dreaded anxiety So this is for anyone suffering with anxiety that’s showing physical symptoms that show the same as Corona. I deal with severe anxiety, but not on a daily basis, usually event related, break ups, severe stress at work ect.
Quick background, I am someone who works in construction in FIFO, and it is essential work. The rules on our site/camp are extremely stringent, 2m apart, temp checks each day ect so it’s as safe as possibly can be, the rules genuinely cannot be faulted.

But this made it extremely hard for me to work. Literally my worse nightmare, mainly for the fear that I (F33) was a carrier and could be spreading it to people. I’d self isolated before my rostered work, but my partner was working up until we were put into lockdown in our state. Therefore I was worried he may have caught it and given it to me, even though he had showed no symptoms.

Long story short I got a little bit of strep throat while away working. Quarantined for a day with consistent checks of temp by nurse. Gave me all clear. A week later I started noticing I was a lot hotter then what I feel normally. Turns out is a low grade fever, and my anxiety ridden mind automatically assumed corona. I woke up that night with severe sweating and my anxiety got so bad that my legs shook uncontrollably, heart rate was over 100 and couldn’t breath properly. Pressure on my chest was heavy, All due to the fact that I thought I may have unknowingly spread it to my work mates. Quarantined for 3 days and ended up seeing 2 nurses and being sent to a doc all of which put symptoms to anxiety. Symptoms lasted throughout this time in quarantine.
Still, I was convinced it was corona and sent myself home. After a few days I was feeling better (no anxiety really and strep throat feeling better) so rang my doc to get letter to say I’m fine, but she refused until I got a test done (they’ve now allowed anyone showing symptoms to test in my state) low and behold, it came back negative.

The point of this is to say the body can do messed up things under stress and anxiety. If you do feel any symptoms please, please self isolate but also, stress and anxiety can cause some of the same symptoms. I look back and think how crazy I must have been to ignore the views of 3 medical professionals but my anxiety was on a different level. 
Please know that it is normal to feel this way in these times. Self isolation is the most important thing you can do, it will stop the spread, if it is not possible and you do suffer with anxiety, then see/ speak to your doctor and trust in what they say. 
I Just want people to know you guys are not the only ones dealing with this. Anxiety can be debilitating and send the mind spiralling. But if you are self isolating, good on you, if that’s not possible, please please talk to a medical professional and understand what they tell you. And always be completely honest in each symptom that you’re showing. They know what they are talking about. I wish I had trusted in them, it would have saved me a lot of sleepless nights!

Much love through these hard times, and remember you are not alone and there are many, many phone services that can provide counselling through these times.",6.335971229218707,6.985156833060558,6.362622534240675,78.08409919028342,65.77577741407529,9.704901369627011,31.95456111637523,9.682069395223575,2.9405522094926337,2559,97,470,50,38,812,296,611,0.16899999999999998,0.723,0.10800000000000001,-0.9865,3,6,0,0,0,0,68.0,3,9,5,10,16,27,0,8,27,0,57,21,8,5,6,98,89,48,0,12,17,0,7,0,2,5,12,5,1,6,40,34,0,4,13,5,2,10,10,16,0,1,27,16,53,11,69,49,15,77,0,4,4,1,45,32,0,12,31,320,93,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185535053497566,0.0,0.04003936325111376,0.04166058867450017,0.0,0.0,0.03404795838466385,0.0,0.4596226154703302,0.0,0.0,0.07001742252105429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704053618224288,0.07699840632009115,0.041804690475151146,0.0,0.0,0.04260418216920777,0.0,0.0,0.08856215838334762,0.054661290877370164,0.05561426339445602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057264456221426514,0.0,0.05143363010074406,0.0,0.0,0.0524953476979808,0.0,0.0,0.03997522566715707,0.0,0.0,0.12915887752429994,0.10323582352981274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231040584292066,0.0,0.0512467217900912,0.0,0.05123694946516046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044345388957602906,0.0,0.0,0.033069443234704336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634042218123095,0.12657943137675148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02615846465640208,0.0,0.0,0.041994664764994465,0.12013186541768335,0.0,0.0,0.04957519383437515,0.0,0.0,0.08970219118375147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933082364664712,0.0,0.0,0.05022228847794514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254819381373739,0.04081210426071071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018129151652127,0.0,0.044308606377656,0.042044511879308855,0.0,0.0,0.08513205000274766,0.04518832674919895,0.04737555425262269,0.0,0.10152219144566058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087648954277394,0.0,0.0,0.10110881882955916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0368057424975603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397085668547246,0.09811202337821398,0.0,0.05700275232591346,0.0,0.0,0.033927374044570316,0.038078971805469736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942169711895492,0.0,0.0,0.2747981562521396,0.047330445464850296,0.16933244879378667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066434212384123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03207484425844299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671728629174633,0.0,0.0,0.11944825473855593,0.0,0.0,0.07979543081643058,0.0,0.2089273827806078,0.16968777350613892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042422455766956337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035438389638798966,0.0,0.03998437121326608,0.04185909171590661,0.17205818199162098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163185996524196,0.0,0.08048552721378369,0.04376164073839128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652591179590278,0.032081554137090434,0.04919155792883414,0.03974840107766753,0.11678021882024307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544596089787861,0.0,0.05212255600819817,0.0,0.0,0.055142830842848066,0.0,0.029531404900638332,0.03974164965367396,0.04016153129028949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575757315712004,0.0,0.0,0.29160081512952063,0.0508464865684368,0.05102357164648448,0.0355668722247032,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goldioldilocks,2020/04/08,"How to get over work related anxiety during a time when I can’t work? Before this virus started I was unemployed because of my anxiety and panic attacks. I began looking into volunteering as a way to get me back in the grove of having a job but now that everything is on lockdown I’m unsure of how to work on my anxiety since it’s mostly centered around working.

I’m afraid that once this is all over I’ll come out the other side still feeling unprepared to work and I’ll be stuck in a cycle. I’m already on medication (just increased my dose recently), meditate, and have a counselor.

Any advice is appreciated (:",3.2570454545454552,5.4964202500000034,5.3812121212121236,75.91227272727276,75.66666666666666,8.363636363636363,30.07575757575757,9.095868883498916,3.0264166666666665,490,23,86,12,11,170,81,120,0.114,0.779,0.10800000000000001,0.5106,3,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,8,3,1,2,7,0,8,2,0,2,1,14,19,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,2,7,0,18,15,3,23,0,0,1,0,0,12,0,1,8,59,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610703295488568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189441167769604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209030363753099,0.0,0.3782843448694943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673397505792968,0.0,0.1875183411638408,0.0,0.12674437989081522,0.0,0.10047906343963754,0.0,0.14025850424342062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198676837677032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481389079195646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334318749447787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223413004102106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356870813626656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841599691822573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604925638993476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553896419798962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339292409941905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627501047473196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363493850861176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666778401689255,0.0,0.1316337461240996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611391407476014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083467520752126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5999923611341634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilove90day,2020/04/08,"I’m anxious that I’m getting sacked at work. Another team member has been. Hey,

There have been three new members of staff that have come on board six months ago. I came on board three months ago. They are higher than me.

One has been sacked I think because they restructured. I’m having trouble getting my manager to respond to my sms and emails. He used to call everyday for about two weeks, now he’s not picking up. 

Any ideas?",2.244880952380953,4.758528964285713,2.519047619047619,93.62595238095241,80.78571428571429,5.638095238095239,23.619047619047624,6.937597516519254,0.7737476190476196,339,12,69,4,9,103,61,84,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,0,9,18,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,5,4,0,7,0,11,14,0,14,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,8,38,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063356201333933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558606676378789,0.2403312624266508,0.0,0.2589254581224734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971533132761574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340340331715338,0.2621383719328034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743146192654695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394901755733534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587336029179438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36588301346904817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135825490581934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530867108227586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468590976932093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238905107480547,0.0,0.0,0.1979511561113949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838466497622244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668569125950454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heathertravel01,2020/04/08,"Anxiety and Coronavirus So this is for anyone suffering with anxiety that’s showing physical symptoms that show the same as Corona. I deal with severe anxiety, but not on a daily basis, usually event related, break ups, stress at work ect.
Quick background, I am someone who works in construction in FIFO, and it is essential work. The rules on our site/camp are extremely stringent, 2m apart, temp checks each day ect so it’s as safe as possibly can be, the rules genuinely cannot be faulted.

But this made it extremely hard for me to go to work. Literally my worse nightmare, mainly for the fear that I was a carrier and could be spreading it to people. I’d self isolated before my rostered work, but my partner was working up until we were put into lockdown in our state. Therefore I was worried he may have caught it and given it to me, even though he had showed no symptoms.

Long story short I got a little bit of strep throat while away working. Quarantined for a day with consistent checks of temp by nurse. Gave me all clear. A week later I started noticing I was a lot hotter then what I feel normally. Turns out is a low grade fever, and my anxiety ridden mind automatically assumed corona. I woke up that night with severe sweating and my anxiety got so bad that my legs shook uncontrollably, heart rate was over 100 and couldn’t breath properly. Pressure on my chest was heavy, All due to the fact that I thought I may have unknowingly spread it to my work mates. Quarantined for 3 days and ended up seeing 2 nurses and being sent to a doc all of which put symptoms to anxiety. 
Still, I was convinced it was corona and sent myself home. After a few days I was feeling better (no anxiety really and strep throat feeling better) so rang my doc to get letter to say I’m fine, but she refused until I got a test done (they’ve now allowed anyone showing symptoms to test in my state) low and behold, it came back negative.

The point of this is to say the body can do messed up things under stress and anxiety. If you do feel any symptoms please please self isolate but also, stress and anxiety can cause some of the same symptoms. I look back and think how crazy I must have been to ignore the views of 3 medical professionals but my anxiety was on a different level. Please know that it is normal to feel this way in these times. Self isolation is the most important thing you can do, if it is not possible and you do suffer with anxiety, then see your doctor and trust in what they say. Just want people to know you guys are not the only ones dealing with this. Anxiety can be deliberating. But if you are self isolating, good on you, if that’s not possible, please please talk to a medical professional and understand what they tell you. And always be completely honest in each symptom that you’re showing. They know what they are talking about.

Much love through these hard times",5.801938405797102,6.694406621376814,6.187463768115944,78.01188405797103,67.02536231884058,9.684057971014497,30.91304347826087,9.793970653908694,2.9153456521739134,2293,86,424,49,36,739,272,552,0.174,0.728,0.098,-0.9897,3,4,0,0,0,0,57.0,3,8,4,10,15,24,0,7,23,0,50,20,8,5,6,87,82,45,0,10,16,0,7,0,2,3,11,4,1,6,35,31,0,3,12,5,2,10,9,15,0,1,26,15,47,9,65,45,14,70,0,4,4,1,40,30,0,11,26,288,82,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244100644088217,0.04415947629277598,0.0,0.0,0.036090224813008484,0.0,0.4871917233351301,0.0,0.0,0.07421721123667901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049862124094533035,0.08161692877265596,0.04431222161520317,0.0,0.0,0.04515966846204945,0.0,0.0,0.0938742984196066,0.05793998729809643,0.05895012106276111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069929584256245,0.0,0.054518724803219946,0.0,0.0,0.05564412640114544,0.0,0.0,0.04237302175299548,0.0,0.0,0.13690609210058916,0.10942812011968447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544809135402021,0.0,0.05432060534845935,0.0,0.054310246859421284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470053164074905,0.0,0.0,0.035053016315923384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971983634402901,0.1341719254787219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027727503057508467,0.0,0.0301615767297838,0.04451359095287909,0.12733762127961076,0.0,0.0,0.052548815715099326,0.0,0.0,0.0950827127273294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628896082272275,0.0,0.0,0.05323472442357137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874996039112726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319126838025382,0.0,0.04696632753290105,0.04456642799942272,0.0,0.0,0.045119222548970134,0.047898815337981,0.05021723723640864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692726843750093,0.0,0.0,0.0535867666558851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03901342647742919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980371077370233,0.10399698391824284,0.0,0.060421894410241615,0.0,0.0,0.035962407576693264,0.04036302669256752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358575300221787,0.0,0.0,0.2912811136954128,0.05016942273095856,0.17948935663225216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670239598094183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033998759251622324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266130062288183,0.0,0.0,0.08458172453926058,0.0,0.22145927602936533,0.1199106629667771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044967041737192216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037564056987667516,0.0,0.0423827158677316,0.0,0.18237858490193984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861289632949871,0.0,0.08531321433497001,0.04638655377193023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051627253180481,0.034005871602563284,0.052142168540520034,0.04213259175906423,0.06189246801995156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577262081052773,0.0,0.055248973900643775,0.0,0.0,0.05845041101907859,0.0,0.03130275918065272,0.04212543537080204,0.04257050236980113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090916305402089,0.0538963631967156,0.05408407020121689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kamabokogonpachiro12,2020/04/08,Are you alright? Hey there anyone who’s reading this . Are you alright? How’s your mental health?. Hmu if you wanna talk about anything or everything. Just a self care oriented page. Don’t worry no payments required. Hit me up on insta @_fire_away__,1.6893333333333338,4.0224210444444415,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,105.22222222222223,5.555555555555557,25.0,6.937597516519254,2.022333333333334,197,9,31,4,9,63,40,45,0.10400000000000001,0.737,0.158,0.3899,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,0,21,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340514005812205,0.0,0.27545474194053304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412801293513399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30083425683080445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558029480124775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373296896496008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33482115737203544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491969912550396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690437564341858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399351466386327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,baddmenwearpants,2020/04/08,"Group Therapy Video Conference for Social & Mental Health Support Hi -

I am interested in either joining or starting some kind of group therapy option - whether formal or informal - for individuals looking to provide each other social support and comfort through shared dialogue. We are all struggling and impacted by COVID-19 in some way, shape, or form, but all of us have the power and tools to help each other get through this together.

I was thinking we could organize a regular hourly meeting every week and conduct a video conference through Google Hangouts or Zoom or another easily accessible platform.

Is anybody else interested in this idea? If so, please reply with a comment and feel free to send me a direct message.",8.882419354838708,10.456722241935488,8.440483870967743,62.15572580645164,60.45161290322582,11.361290322580645,44.532258064516135,11.20814326018867,5.86918064516129,594,36,80,16,8,189,91,124,0.013999999999999999,0.784,0.20199999999999999,0.9743,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,1,5,0,6,1,0,0,2,29,13,14,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,9,15,11,8,10,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,9,3,58,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170451216596568,0.0,0.0,0.18552743289607054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126489418204488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780302970041476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907187995312593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946155865607087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243907144937948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880692298105968,0.0,0.0,0.11859302546820885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424125643508365,0.0,0.0,0.1997334040883161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842462631407411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857736066380758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783046916250488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942169522073408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607174593221964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252325728937664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849665499825944,0.0,0.0,0.4015580848902367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046717146482887,0.0,0.0,0.11337015050536745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282603885502624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043948068462306,0.14192326305171568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iTalk2Pineapples,2020/04/08,"Not great advice, but it helps me This is purely anecdotal. This is not sound medical advice. 

When I feel anxiety attacks that might become overwhelming I open YouTube and type ""kitten"" and click a random video.

Then I really focus on breathing exercises. In one two three hold..and out...repeat as necessary. This is by far not foolproof and i recommend seeking help. But...when its 430am and things are just not feeling right..a few kitten videos(like 15min) and just focus on the breathing and the kittens.. things usually fade for me. That's not to say it wont follow me into my dreams but at least I avert a panic attack.

Kitten videos are my Epi-Pen of anxiety. They can help stabilize in an emergency situation, but nothing works better than being prepared by talking with your doctor about your anxiety and working with them to fight it.

I hope nobody has to feel bad ever, but we do. Sometimes we aren't prepared for it. Kitten video exercise will only save you so many times. Be proactive..but if you are scared or worried and haven't reached the point of seeking help, or can't because of any reasons, here is a bandaid to hopefully get you through. 

Keep breathing. I feel for all of us.",4.704588293650794,6.679766790178577,5.0669047619047625,80.90031746031748,70.83035714285714,7.8349206349206355,29.85515873015873,8.515128840125781,2.4227200396825395,947,39,166,16,18,300,143,224,0.201,0.669,0.13,-0.9387,0,0,0,0,1,0,40.0,3,5,2,3,7,12,3,3,7,0,18,8,3,1,3,43,27,19,0,3,14,0,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,12,14,0,2,5,6,0,1,9,7,0,3,0,7,22,5,25,22,3,16,0,1,1,0,17,9,0,7,6,117,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25198811314746256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768040704597935,0.0,0.2959053928922828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29336497356631736,0.0,0.0,0.10765556735828984,0.07859774571113168,0.14239887914253982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403277118988815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197071541156427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662933614819927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607741924816561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736335855615629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215159370789202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456903827187007,0.0,0.0,0.2561236372364297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460359489572867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072012967104732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988872290891726,0.0,0.13677994922299647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237168718852429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736987788286998,0.09806108519269803,0.0,0.15127776225571435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188550858587915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259923748565873,0.1325669348243269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011001868563604,0.0,0.10253450420418228,0.12908670125309393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492864907291994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752028190276848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363328848806208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131773246048812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518319457951357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595102673197306,0.0,0.15509325808544588,0.0,0.14200398741518366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773282876934652,0.1309400284390202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,portbelle,2020/04/08,"How well do you remember other people’s failures and flaws? One of the biggest reason why I am constantly anxious is because I think of the failures of my past and how everyone is looking down at me. I’m wondering, however, how well you remember other people’s flaws and failures? I remember them VERY well. A lot of them, and I associate them with them and it makes me think other people do the same with me.",5.704374999999999,6.236885687499999,6.875000000000004,74.27,67.125,10.4,34.75,10.355215969177356,3.796325,325,15,58,8,5,110,43,80,0.13699999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.076,-0.7236,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,4,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,5,0,20,11,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,14,3,8,11,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,2,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962370218333474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232033022253928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138715646657835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603886959368619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095245345576965,0.0,0.0,0.14270080421021406,0.0,0.0,0.11204175670590248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374009108777874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023264470102486,0.34909996910187296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257864618239147,0.0,0.0,0.5704269331838193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510411533745835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849454354549345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527542609191131,0.0,0.15145929939459588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202710457312984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nadeeyah,2020/04/08,"FAILING LOL. Hello, hello. Okay, so I have a question. I’ve been studying for my NVQ Level 3 for some time now, it’s taken longer then it should of because I’ve had a lot of bumps in the road. I failed my ICT exam twice and my Maths once despite that fact that I revised my butt off! Anyway, so I’ve been assigned a new tutor and she wants to video call. How do I tell her I’ve been at home for the past 2weeks but haven’t revised once?! Because I have ZERO motivation and I know I’m going to fail again!!! Regardless? 🤦🏻‍♀️",-1.1346052631578942,0.9355396403508821,1.3694517543859668,97.93470394736843,95.57894736842104,3.5517543859649123,16.774122807017545,5.148860815047168,-0.7890508771929823,405,11,94,2,16,137,78,114,0.10300000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.064,-0.7293,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,5,2,9,1,1,2,1,14,14,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,0,12,1,10,8,2,12,0,3,0,1,7,5,1,3,6,55,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261836413176309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731914687055297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205093736657407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683675930331014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470347180797436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745561822858815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583948409054267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5698494450002811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554002092881313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997095575098623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338445050607121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560065619691461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780388134942488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kinkycult,2020/04/08,"anxiety related to pregnancy tw // pregnancy, death
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i guess i've had enough,, i really convinced myself i'm pregnant. i can't afford to be pregnant. i cant go outside until April 30 to get a test and i'm losing my mind. im only 18 and born into a religious household, they'll disown me for sure and would hate me even if i just bring up the concern that i might be pregnant. abortion is illegal. i have no one to talk to about this besides my bf and reddit. ive had countless of people online tell me the scenario i was in had zero risk of pregnancy or insemination, alr had my period etc. yet i still kept obsessively posting because of my ""symptoms"" .. because they haven't gone away no matter how hard i try to stay calm. the only solution im seeing now is killing myself. my life is ruined and it's all my fault. i can't live with this reality.",1.7359231553893224,3.8595272369942215,4.339517171030264,82.07582454947297,80.09826589595377,7.076368582114927,25.783407004420265,8.124751697461798,1.866448078884733,664,27,129,13,17,234,113,173,0.19699999999999998,0.742,0.062,-0.972,1,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,2,1,7,10,2,2,5,0,19,2,0,1,2,19,29,9,2,2,3,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,2,7,2,25,3,17,17,3,16,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,4,7,88,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698030630234548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823263707186698,0.0,0.0,0.21830646296001585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850167058395841,0.1996990813545565,0.1182673518073718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355138882449546,0.0,0.10176384748224804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725462823265086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040246773020264,0.17678454540357982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868307611667652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810321024188576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647527778867218,0.0,0.0,0.15811314096106865,0.0,0.0,0.20032218673579816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995421973339055,0.18079941900555266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133559835136933,0.2723661915332363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413756436661184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714898535582154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471033434572585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426875291187824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908539909790205,0.1429974391620013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876180328887874,0.1861117601058294,0.0,0.1439215364896883,0.1565062140339784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156989425786865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719899032568102,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Prophete,2020/04/08,"My mental affects my physical and I need it to stop. O man. Today was eventful and it is only 7am.

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When I get super nervous or anxious, my stomach acts up and I start throwing up. Cant hold down food, water, gas. Anything. Then the sensation gets so unbearable, I want to cause myself some harm to divert the focus and pain. I havent felt like this in a while. I don't want this to be my bodies reaction to fear or conflict or anxiety. I don't feel okay right now. I feel manic and I need to calm down. I worked myself up.",0.016447876447877263,2.291778810810815,2.4913320463320474,91.32263513513516,89.7207207207207,4.973230373230374,20.54118404118404,6.5431188927421005,0.4246211068211068,412,14,86,5,14,141,75,111,0.212,0.705,0.08199999999999999,-0.9139,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,2,3,1,7,5,2,2,0,21,17,12,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,2,3,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,3,16,4,12,14,1,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,9,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183080146977233,0.2448253208561393,0.0,0.0,0.15413483904504022,0.2276197626221316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580430486403372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238034922143547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697974460550647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267257078918273,0.20375290118432648,0.0,0.19345640074149112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436354588940571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105343264027536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843498841094013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304865441171813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987959190500414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532377909880872,0.21439336323991887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720663808266758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261153300480192,0.0,0.0,0.16844978851009554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909834348309399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376811682241149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668287588307072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448253208561393,0.0
anxiety,fursdxnr,2020/04/08,"What was I experiencing? So how do I start...? 
In the last few weeks I’ve been feeling very healthy mentally and physically. I might have to say that I have been occasionally smoking potent weed on the weekends. But I wasn‘t experiencing any negative effects.
But yesterday something weird happened to me that happened one time before in January when I was trying to sleep (drunk) after a night out.

I was watching a movie and went to bed. I fell asleep but woke up a short time after. 
I was awake but I didn‘t really know what my situation was or who I really was. I didn‘t realize I was just lying in my bed and that everything was ok. I was convinced that I was in danger and that I had to solve a problem. I was feeling like a different person in a different situation. I had to solve the problem that was also appearing in the film I watched. This state lasted around 2 minutes. 

I tried to calm myself down and looked around my bedroom to convince myself that there was nothing to worry about and I tried to go back to sleep. I figured that would solve the problem.
Today I woke up and everything was fine and I feel mentally great like most of the time.

Does anyone know what I was experiencing?",3.419740259740258,5.6651947835497865,4.944155844155844,79.20766233766237,75.19047619047619,7.863203463203463,27.450216450216452,8.704169506293173,2.295845021645022,949,38,175,20,21,318,117,231,0.098,0.73,0.172,0.9306,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,10,13,1,0,12,1,27,4,3,2,0,33,41,17,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,3,1,13,11,1,0,8,3,0,4,4,5,0,1,25,10,31,8,28,14,2,34,0,0,3,0,3,14,0,4,17,135,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687263539554423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237682097675357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470130007660882,0.0,0.0,0.2156739343599613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314631822069093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307804796291826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531232497796149,0.0,0.0,0.10600717062291684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773894621328824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375042121571605,0.08653977910292063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884453669987818,0.0,0.0,0.13355317089591684,0.0,0.0,0.21424081594354336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314665756506444,0.19748446402492634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836213032380448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101723962095092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441537473974228,0.12850644482573606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367818814208408,0.0,0.1162335229779473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820850750081918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577152293341743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477331662468441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520599934268844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633242797719686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27232449714386064,0.24244751644672696,0.0,0.0,0.0932566227196932,0.0,0.0,0.08574087896837643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119066084087376,0.0,0.11482302465855307,0.0,0.0,0.24673073750369345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995011333676196,0.0,0.0,0.09716821302103833,0.0,0.0,0.11229454058768687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301976741230022,0.0,0.08605173422900879,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MAXYMVS,2020/04/08,"Anxiety, Ativan, and repeated panic in the middle of the night (Need advice) I've experienced a panic attack not long since all that Coronovirus business has started. Since then, at night hours, I start feeling progressively bad with having a tight feeling in the chest and shortness of breath. Then I go to sleep, but I always wake up a couple of hours later (around 5 am) with my heart racing, hurting, and a feeling of a mild panic attack occurring. I usually pull myself together and go back to sleep in a matter of an hour and then everything is fine...

I got Ativan and taking just 0.5 mg before sleep helps me to be calm and sleep without waking up. However, I don't want to be reliable on benzos for that matter and I'm running out soon. I never had those levels of anxiety in my life and I find it very uncomfortable and scary to be waking up in the middle of the night for no apparent reason.

Has any of you ever experienced something similar? The weirdest thing to me is I feel fine during the day but when coming night hours it comes out... It's been like that for about 2 weeks now.",4.787704402515722,6.013452424528308,5.896528301886794,77.96042138364781,69.56603773584905,8.483522012578616,26.86918238993711,8.841846274778883,2.102810314465409,862,27,156,15,15,287,125,212,0.174,0.745,0.081,-0.9713,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,8,11,2,3,14,0,12,11,10,1,3,36,27,16,0,2,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,17,0,1,6,0,0,6,5,7,0,0,3,7,15,4,34,21,1,48,0,1,0,0,2,17,0,0,26,108,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751360313254266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303324851499885,0.0,0.0,0.06786060110841799,0.0,0.15267810684594446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883422943217616,0.0,0.22705099258863834,0.0,0.0767323267703645,0.08332045618550002,0.0,0.0,0.0849139140465243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719204451911784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041570306089707,0.0,0.06435627481878213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026574036936423,0.0,0.0,0.0896847899660812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182722744532414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120622414699292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342587849566685,0.0,0.07981115448409727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182515941611506,0.06688711297949494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930920746426796,0.0,0.10682722610473867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048460649871813,0.04875233844307317,0.0,0.0,0.08831098267608227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399299784606735,0.07696417622663257,0.0,0.0,0.3745845051444555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512460842805771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260070849764397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509458771077895,0.0,0.3994481459283509,0.0,0.0,0.07682319370985675,0.0,0.0,0.1412637078578227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502963794353627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629602152282071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990455302897087,0.0823371755727405,0.0588587093972737,0.0,0.0800454941821467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619396944933832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dancingwithhandstied,2020/04/08,"My mom's stress is giving me anxiety Mom got sick over the night. She went to the doctors  and they told her it's nothing more than a stomach thing. But she is overstresses it's of course COVID-19. which makes zero sense as a) stomachache is not part of the symptoms even  b) she hasn't been outside of the country and  c) she didn't have any contact with people coming from somewhere. 
 So she's been panicking all night and day, checking up ALL the symptoms of COVID-19, insisting to have a COVID test which she can't do cause she's not showing symptoms. Now she told me she's thinking of leaving the house and go somewhere else. I... I can't. I told her more than once she's overreacting  but her stress and panic over this is giving me full anxiety .",2.6682070949185004,4.8596629395973165,3.1325263662512017,91.56001677852349,77.3221476510067,5.867881112176415,26.750239693192714,6.868970318607317,1.1173045062320233,594,24,121,6,14,184,84,149,0.12,0.848,0.033,-0.8975,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,9,0,13,6,1,2,2,16,24,9,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,1,3,6,3,0,1,8,0,21,0,15,16,6,11,0,0,0,0,22,4,0,0,4,83,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927692726631812,0.0,0.208719591225854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013939987139815,0.0,0.11751247701766596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879786607948219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963013738235036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396016993570512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010314690826557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26173015297515995,0.07752978957859608,0.0,0.10910635377469476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740865799920487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444751707110762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910604224602081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195434474238918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560390825129173,0.0,0.1308972506815506,0.0,0.0,0.14528127326120607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600577420588036,0.0,0.1477279649806267,0.0,0.0945754261681364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125339111140664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253732329142971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063040404414807,0.0874114802884307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39106123036402973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646133622109024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shoneybee,2020/04/08,"Obsessed about if my hair loss is normal, please help Hi this is kind of embarrassing but for a while I've been obsessed with the amount of hair I shed. I run my hand through my hair and count the hairs that come out often (normally 0-3 hairs) and check the consistency of my hair really often. I don't know if I'm just noticing them more because my hair is getting longer while we're all in quarantine. I'm a young guy and the hair on top has grown to about 3 inches I'd say. [Here's a picture of all the hair I lost in the shower today.](https://i.imgur.com/QUMMp0D_d.jpg) Could you guys let me know if this is normal and any tips for how to get over this obsession if it is? It's kind of becoming a burden on my life.",4.834287844891872,4.865972503355707,5.280089485458613,86.69419835943329,68.93288590604028,8.769873228933632,26.62266964951529,8.515128840125781,1.4505385533184194,569,15,127,8,9,182,90,149,0.11900000000000001,0.813,0.068,-0.7522,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,3,7,9,0,4,10,0,10,11,10,1,2,24,18,12,0,8,6,0,10,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,7,0,0,2,11,13,2,19,14,4,14,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,6,3,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362162703060835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081587703684903,0.20076983809740376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659369948996515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514240125820935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189952767500072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599961003784425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184822413663485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786070872022505,0.19981113918592971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588987474244126,0.12840177648975826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844235920978545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343389972573084,0.0,0.2069660949458362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954791295916485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645762689160535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445645916065465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231314537947098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Disposableanxietyacc,2020/04/08,"How do you cope with change and failure? How do I calm myself down and keep myself from losing it? Going to be transferred to a call centre soon due to them being totally overwhelmed. Have an exam tomorrow for work which while I've studied, think theres a pretty good chance I'll fail.",4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,69.71428571428571,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,1.0940142857142852,228,6,42,2,4,72,47,56,0.14800000000000002,0.66,0.192,0.2151,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,3,4,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,8,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,6,1,6,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,30,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804011651729416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940939578966733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172093701882128,0.3124657331760003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33112733763729624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41677277472003016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37900329731574794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387061878209717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712108282208388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TA_alphaomega2020,2020/04/08,"My behavior has become at odds with my values. I'm obsessively thinking about others, what they think about me and looking for evidence to support the pain...and finding it of course. I have lost sight of whom I was.  The need for approval, validation, acceptance and connection is intense.  As is the fears if abandonment and loneliness.  

I am friends with people I believe care about me but don't understand, respect and whom judge me.  Yet, conversely they want the best for me.  So long as it leads me away from them..

I've been feeling at odds for a while now.  Subtle insults or digs at my life, how I act, what I say or how I think.  More laughing at me than with me.  

I've confirmed a bit of incongruence between how they talk when I'm not around.  I feel what they show me is a mask vs what they say by themselves. 

Though I have to ask how much is my being negative or manifesting the negativity through unconscious actions or their simply venting/gossip vs their true selves?

The only other indicator is behavior.  I feel things are onsided a lot.  I try to hold conversations and end up dropped or ignored. I give and nothing is given back.  I see little reciprocity.

Tldr   A couple of things.  is there a way to test things for clarity? I've thought of a stress test. Yet, I think that's more negative affirming than positive.  How much is me overthinking things or being overly negative? Is there a positive way to turn it around or should I just cut my losses?  I'm thinking of withdrawing but that seems unhelpful.  I'm very alone as it is and I don't do well that way.  

In the end I feel like I'm creating a negative self fulfilling prophecy and don't know what to do to turn it around or fix things.  They are important to me and I hate the idea of losing them but I feel it's likely to happen like everything else.",2.4997668231611883,4.9169553014084535,3.9780868544600962,84.10540884194054,79.08450704225352,7.775430359937402,26.199139280125195,8.680891452615391,2.1576932707355243,1432,58,281,34,36,473,177,355,0.171,0.6890000000000001,0.14,-0.9486,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,10,6,22,23,3,3,17,0,26,1,0,6,1,62,59,33,0,4,16,0,5,3,1,1,1,2,0,1,23,15,0,3,17,1,0,3,9,11,1,0,5,10,44,12,47,51,7,28,0,4,3,0,22,12,0,11,12,207,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528788518474436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27149372456599297,0.0950372795095012,0.0,0.09551181356385226,0.0781693622779582,0.0,0.0,0.11227418654494048,0.0,0.11453468490882834,0.10668466618433484,0.0,0.11098510874137638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036479484568506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248355754378384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492290466556036,0.0,0.18007909204631575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136439793702206,0.0,0.0,0.11439444224519217,0.2570087850154747,0.14525017141575008,0.0,0.0,0.09291432538840347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854135690129438,0.0,0.0,0.09752040928752637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989656422349136,0.0,0.0,0.10036704432293964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476044075889685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055869032239380584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071804635312396,0.14899610240124012,0.1018888505256569,0.0,0.08996486211852134,0.08536781052924318,0.11373022313167035,0.11097261753794103,0.08642669863147054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946186845689652,0.0753787314696067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754438543646332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731611820275391,0.10817215849471597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047743000657798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168635766844727,0.0,0.0,0.08100892262217835,0.0925463772807212,0.10605232663173672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644984187575727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536123119377055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817095136846369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33768803463458885,0.3256943549398885,0.0998792805339624,0.08070575255527182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901966988946709,0.2211512215503027,0.0,0.10583042320435357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387917814027769,0.059961009547615136,0.24207613308675466,0.0,0.0,0.09140349343541533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tunym4n,2020/04/08,"The hand we're dealt with - a detailed account on anxiety I never wanted this, a dark cloud which envelops all that is beautiful, a secondary voice telling me to kill myself, a stalker with only eyes for me, a gun that'll self combust upon the first shot, a smile disguising a debilitating depression. Anxiety is the joker of life itself. A stain that can't be bleached. The more you control it, the more you lose control. Like a car with inverted steering wheels and where D means Reverse. Every step forward feels like 3 steps back as you withdraw into the abyss that you've developed a sickening sense of comfort and yearning for.

I'll never forget those panic attacks. The dread as though life itself slips away between my fingers and I, with futility, desperately attempt to contain the spilling. As my chest tightens and my breathing becomes haphazard, I thought this was it. There's no coming out of this one alive. I clench my fist, trying to literally get a grip on myself but it's like catching a bullet with your bare hands, the impossibility of calming my mind rendered me hopeless to the destruction of my anxiety.

I thought about my girlfriend (at the time), as the regret of mistreating her swamped me. I thought about my family, my youngest brother who I never truly listened to and given the attention he deserves. I thought about my parents who I haven't hugged enough, who I haven't told how much I love them in spite of their constant charity. I thought about the ambitions that won't be fulfilled, the law firm I'll open, the places I'd go for photography, the people I'd help in a practical manner as well as through art and entertainment.

Although I didn't die (obviously), when you think you're dying, that's enough to change absolutely everything. You approach life differently, you deal with the hand you're dealt - instead of questioning why you couldn't have better cards. You learn the strategy to play the cards to yield the best outcome possible, as opposed to trading your cards with someone else. You take responsibility. You learn to love. You learn to live. You learn to give life everything you got as the void within your soul starts to fill itself up again. You learn to become self-reliant, self-sufficient. You learn to take life as an opportunity to stand firm in the face of suffering and with solidarity confront the things that you consciously or subconsciously already know you should be addressing.",7.637154654654656,8.422283060810816,7.194504504504504,72.77091591591594,62.98648648648647,10.181381381381383,37.390390390390394,10.082433333333334,3.8819435435435423,1965,93,333,40,27,616,244,444,0.128,0.7170000000000001,0.155,0.9506,2,0,0,1,0,2,54.0,0,20,2,8,13,28,5,3,38,0,15,16,8,3,5,58,38,22,3,5,2,2,6,3,1,3,5,2,1,1,22,19,0,5,18,3,2,9,10,14,1,2,10,9,52,14,63,21,7,35,1,6,1,3,40,16,0,2,14,221,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016945131661106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114932610355805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483877013309996,0.08658195713772034,0.07086093459746191,0.0,0.0,0.20355427133854506,0.0,0.0,0.09671020631022692,0.08150295068347371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748698373456112,0.0793827317338937,0.0,0.09958601244387684,0.20671766850119355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950069915583744,0.07937232574320778,0.0,0.1912831371003858,0.09628158358998884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698305599493949,0.0,0.0,0.19043996187163031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764393534397344,0.0,0.16564460648228566,0.0,0.0868748311314773,0.0,0.046595960809290106,0.06583501897049404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838636316087802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814679528512955,0.08840275963706665,0.05237338743678847,0.0,0.07370417705396372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176905533488389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195503058470487,0.0,0.05064556911006753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254563820396566,0.13506574391624665,0.0,0.08137389647975074,0.0,0.0,0.1030970404291054,0.0,0.0,0.16634562814364154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038300083784132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304952843470146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774398163745157,0.0,0.21322513029994372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062446108903649274,0.07008746439319274,0.0,0.10812316378861336,0.10232639567712136,0.0,0.0,0.06388815787616489,0.0,0.09628158358998884,0.0,0.0,0.10389007732032916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323385732328368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884109616234849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808200214091017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522725678230197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857706369570358,0.0,0.08054688169387812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122319292179872,0.059048726282536615,0.09054108872465944,0.3658009280619809,0.05373588781628656,0.0,0.0,0.08805734088658328,0.0,0.06256669072705255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435496788169945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285774351433899,0.0,0.08315488245183594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Calminganxiety,2020/04/08,"Meditation What's your thoughts on meditation ?  If you do meditate what is your favourite mantra?

If you don't , why not?  Is it that you don't know enough to start or feel its not for you?",0.5902631578947393,3.0518722368421076,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,89.78947368421049,6.197894736842105,20.757894736842104,7.554174236665415,0.6180884210526312,147,5,35,3,5,46,26,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,3,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468012726031299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675775653206633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908324636166619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745678865554011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201227746905867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775173771403815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,movemountainscentury,2020/04/08,"My dad told this guy that I'm scared of him and I'm really embarrassed. What should I do now? I got my car stuck in the mud in the driveway. My dad texted my cousin's boyfriend and asked if he would get me out. I told my dad not to text him. Then he texted him ""she didn't want to ask you herself. I think she's scared of you."" What the hell do I do now? He has been my cousins boyfriend for 20 years.",-1.6660000000000004,0.2457187333333337,-0.07833333333332959,108.9825,95.0,3.888888888888889,14.166666666666668,5.46131890053228,-1.4509999999999996,306,6,86,2,12,96,55,90,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,3,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,19,4,0,4,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,20,0,8,11,0,8,1,0,0,0,21,3,1,1,4,50,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805444854655195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427856281318376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055565881285437,0.0,0.0,0.25448304656656073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646489595644646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146292315015862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646834032091229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911734253288086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159278879700674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825744954386852,0.0,0.0,0.16550779528882334
anxiety,trippypuppyy,2020/04/08,"Do you ever just wake up with a tight feeling in your chest? I did. For no apparent reason at all, at 9 am this morning the moment I opened my eyes, my chest “hurts”. Breathing is hard, I started fidgeting while still lying in my bed, palms and feet got sweaty, nausea, all of this and I don’t know why!

Well, come to think of it, it could be due to the fact that I’ve been feeling very behind on my internship project and I feel like I’m going to fail because I don’t think I’m doing enough or smart enough to pass (it doesn’t help that this WFH thing makes me never want to get out of bed nullifying whatever productivity I had previously). 

Or maybe, it could be that I haven’t had any alone time at all since everyone is stuck at home most of the time now.

The more I think about it, there are tons of reasons as to why I’m feeling like this and with every new reason I feel even worse. 

Honestly, I’m so tired of feeling like this.",4.969328671328672,4.421307517948718,5.6651748251748275,86.02027972027973,68.69230769230771,8.937062937062937,27.47086247086247,8.296473431620573,1.4621282051282052,726,19,166,9,11,237,118,195,0.126,0.7559999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.5279,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,9,8,0,0,5,0,18,8,7,4,6,37,40,9,0,3,3,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,14,9,0,1,13,0,0,3,6,2,1,0,6,9,17,6,27,30,8,24,0,2,1,0,3,10,0,3,14,106,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331508631108378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874261768421002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836985077325688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074428312271516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052916717646089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656766351413697,0.0,0.08491360802441839,0.11629116823924218,0.10831854448293657,0.12284594995883112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900271127129065,0.27553292086362297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671680378344957,0.0,0.07306441992747563,0.0,0.10282231503889977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516578381814133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617201251224202,0.0,0.12895759047524907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762766330440532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065399642881817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842585355442626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581574877952168,0.0,0.12915723018322728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991544957072516,0.12416542436362316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39654766707307054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634733840491814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099643757073037,0.0,0.1026693192325368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541049750387225,0.24713090814473265,0.0,0.0,0.14993040033255622,0.14776244467603314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607663879665387,0.07582885875476733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559215973344272,0.0,0.2320133773212121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101507431031134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brugthug,2020/04/08,"Albuterol Sulfate inhaler: will it help me breathe during panic attacks?  Last month I had bronchitis (or the virus lol.) 
They threw this inhaler at me which is supposed to help with breathing. Been extremely hard to breathe lately. Also severe chest pain. My chest feels like it's made out of rubber bands that are being pulled as tightly as possible before snapping. It's like I can barely handle any stimuli without feeling like the wind was knocked outta me. Would love to somehow help this loss of air because the chest pain  coupled with the inability to get a good breath is unbearable.",5.065000000000001,7.8672726698113244,4.462867924528304,81.94581132075474,72.30188679245283,6.1267924528301885,32.298113207547175,7.1686216300943375,2.3106218867924526,477,23,75,5,10,143,80,106,0.182,0.644,0.174,-0.0227,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,2,10,1,1,5,1,10,10,7,1,0,11,16,4,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,6,7,5,13,8,0,8,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,2,6,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619620830383384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431971969949145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797720101988107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144165549660122,0.0,0.15556116244807472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022801011299944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487239969803107,0.2612045707363977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551271641937152,0.0,0.0,0.15333562422379482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376534443570684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676089071404136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901772684036568,0.206222039929108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679409090521196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499668061389133,0.17298293068717432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592030935912248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38905375394521613,0.2144927200273429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609520187417135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652766900521902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622607408998792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986574806066406,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Smaiblue,2020/04/08,"Exploding Head Syndrome, they really named it that? During this time I wish well for all of you with anxiety. 

Last night was lovely, there was a bright moon, I'd released my album on spotify and have more work in progress. great, productive times. I fall asleep and in about an hour and a half, BOOM.

Nothing painful but I woke up completely confused, no one else was reacting out there though. Nothing had happened. It reminded me of a freak lightning storm that exploded by a peacock farm I was sleeping near.. without the birds. No panic attack, thankfully.

Anyone else ever experience this? It's not as bad as a lot of other things that happen because of anxiety but I'd rather not have it occur frequently. Is it also part of anxiety or have you heard of people not affected by it having this happen as well?",3.9540977443609013,6.386052078947369,4.791654135338348,80.04657894736842,74.26315789473685,8.290225563909775,28.620300751879697,9.04235418022936,2.744261654135338,644,27,112,15,14,208,105,152,0.141,0.693,0.166,-0.2238,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,2,9,12,1,2,7,0,10,5,3,2,2,21,18,11,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,14,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,2,7,3,9,6,21,11,4,14,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,3,7,86,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521268165640808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306393370079119,0.0,0.0,0.1007370541924896,0.14761668237369016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390035918781062,0.0,0.0,0.12029238490260673,0.08782370026525725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105459457079845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24070390205697914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031951193181246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409280494637746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883762116936145,0.0,0.0,0.3822017253529976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785732607017366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187987353251685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743623260009267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224831138573507,0.13002874875130258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135199882280622,0.0,0.27647799248944543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762552218225476,0.0,0.15330057742456946,0.16903503693316566,0.0,0.15601370914871127,0.0,0.09987995863035176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229489484011877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417398895317102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264024744137448,0.0,0.0,0.09571366869115264,0.0,0.1415479878711576,0.0,0.1680166851095975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590723623760635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567332479901503,0.1388782842540789,0.0,0.10488463463305712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,averagewatermelon,2020/04/08,"haven’t had a panic attack in years and just randomly got one the last time i had a panic attack was when i was in school two years ago. just had one this morning, i forgot how horrible it feels. my chest hurts so bad, my body’s shaking and i’m struggling to catch my breathe. it was triggered by a bad dream that led me to overthinking.",2.23404761904762,3.9225793571428578,3.2885714285714305,92.26476190476193,76.85714285714286,6.3809523809523805,23.095238095238088,7.1686216300943375,0.6778095238095232,265,8,58,3,6,85,49,70,0.387,0.589,0.024,-0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,4,4,0,7,3,3,3,0,10,11,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,9,0,3,8,1,7,0,5,3,0,11,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769195514450025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541121951165241,0.0,0.0,0.3332893181846495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221693304236966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091588264439988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962589788462808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213659255973936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626879453971597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27048714473395546,0.0,0.0,0.4683386421707813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199009445156416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086489765167571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163792838365474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496498348500602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25705165346841097
anxiety,LooseInternet,2020/04/08,"Able to finish one meal Finally after so many days, today was the first day where I finished my lunch! And I finished it quite quickly :D although it's not a healthy meal per se, I'm really happy to be able to finish it without needing 2 hours to eat it! I'm so happy!!",3.047631578947368,3.785504596491229,5.079780701754388,84.02388157894737,73.21052631578948,7.1035087719298255,28.285087719298247,7.1686216300943375,1.5400561403508766,210,8,43,2,4,73,41,57,0.037000000000000005,0.745,0.218,0.9218,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,6,3,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,26,7,0,0.4524107006758532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29176747493247385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314645456233196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24779690446502586,0.0,0.1924101554403836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815996034122415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276670448494848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293367209090115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772840103798592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532825996294595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405972342513289,0.0,0.0,0.14491293974550956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441622262298105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805388556901015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CherryySky,2020/04/08,"Anxiety about breathing and choking? Hi everyone this is my first post so I hope I do alright. So my anxiety has been giving me hell for about 3+ weeks now but it hasn't gotten this bad until maybe a week ago. Basically I'm afraid to eat because I've convinced myself I'll choke and I'm hyper aware of my lungs and how much air I'm getting. I also panic every time I swallow. If something gets stuck on the way down I've gotten severe panic attacks because I'm convinced I'm choking to death so now solid food just fills me with dread. I've started to lose weight because I feel like I can't eat anything solid. I stick to broths, ice cream, milk, etc. but it's not enough. I've taken my first 10mg prozac pill today but I'm desperate for relief sooner than 2 or more weeks.. I don't want to potentially starve myself but I just can't bring myself to swallow down substantial amounts of food. I've considered seeing a therapist in addition to the prozac I'm currently on but I'm afraid they'll just judge me or toss me into the loony bin. I feel so lost. I'm not sure if this is a rant or just looking for advice.. my family aren't supportive.. the only one who is is my boyfriend but even he really doesn't understand and I'm not trying to put a strain on our relationship. Basically.. It'd be really nice to know I'm not alone..",1.5924287236877177,3.639434291366911,3.663685051958432,87.13461897148949,80.18705035971225,6.7084465760724745,22.526512123634426,7.793537801064563,1.1096702371436185,1055,34,219,18,27,359,152,278,0.23800000000000002,0.66,0.102,-0.9922,1,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,4,15,20,2,6,8,1,16,13,2,1,1,34,46,22,1,4,19,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,7,8,0,4,0,0,3,10,11,0,3,6,6,25,9,26,37,5,26,1,2,3,0,7,8,1,6,14,119,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179843712124984,0.10702749181325888,0.0,0.0,0.12504878593101154,0.0,0.09655462189240192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847294106202688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993575875045555,0.0,0.0,0.1373575979821638,0.0,0.0,0.10081169515214093,0.22080340593735093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24709147860336195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475525842821393,0.1346554647009308,0.07974671244629014,0.0,0.10172748538723507,0.11537091491555845,0.0,0.0,0.11382161498247427,0.0,0.12209813686882252,0.08625568630208671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054003980524836,0.2919952102103689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261618796654767,0.11582347545021712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992068163276573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635478184803896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898678555161822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139002265587584,0.1350756195864697,0.1318004542531804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129816098285714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887567698825028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181560611068046,0.09182715273640847,0.0,0.2833214858469051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563421206418673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137565014279432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154696489062947,0.0,0.0,0.12962808076436272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621303918972106,0.0,0.0,0.13640026114545353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295047986354793,0.0,0.0,0.0854594087970334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701274252945073,0.1137947099780814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018683082658226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704036537867949,0.0,0.11444608361463528,0.0,0.0,0.08197358993290535,0.0,0.0,0.12569314991034788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121475974154616,0.09583668780207327,0.2905476875868577,0.14702709843414766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artcollectivez,2020/04/08,"I tried searching for stories similar to this but I couldn’t find anything. Please help me I have two twitter accounts: one personal for my friends and some family, and the other dedicated to a hobby or mine where I follow some of my family members but none of my friends. My friends do not know about this account.

So a couple of months ago i decided to delete my personal twitter account for school purposes. I like Twitter a lot because it’s fun and when I’m on there it makes me feel like I’m part of a big community. When people interact with my tweets it gives me a much needed boost of reassurance that they don’t hate me. But it also unfortunately gives me tons of anxiety; while I’m tweeting I’m constantly worrying about what my friends are thinking of me — do they hate me and are annoyed by my tweets? do they think i’m trying too hard to be funny and edgy? Do they think I seem different in real life and am trying too hard? Do they think I tweet too much? etc. I also hate how easy it is for me to shift my personality on twitter to how I want to be seen because it’s online.

Now that this quarantine has happened i’ve been really bored and have been feeling this intense urge to reactivate my account.

I feel like i’m suffering a constant battle between hating the anxiety that twitter brings but severely craving the validation and attention that it gives me (eg. interacting wth my friends to make sure that they don’t hate me, even getting a like or two). It’s so bad that I feel this severe feeling of being left out when I see tweets on instagram. My hobby account isn’t enough and I want my friends to see all the tweets that I post and retweet, all my stances on certain things, I am craving their validation and attention and interactions and I hate it. I also feel like if I came back to twitter they would all hate me and that they are better off now that I’m not there

I don’t know what to do. The logical thing would be to not get twitter back because of how clearly damaging it is to my mental health. But it’s already so hard being away from my friends, I feel like twitter has always given me that extra sense of assurance that they like me because even if we aren’t physically talking like through text, a simple like or retweet shows me that they actually like me. I really don’t want to reactive but I also really do

I fucking hate feeling like this and i know how stupid it all sounds. Being away from uni and all alone in this quarantine is making my brain feel like it’s rotting and i can’t stand any more of it

Any advice would be much appreciated, sorry this was so all over the place",4.401195584897874,5.517210935114502,5.493930266144009,80.89819166494742,70.37404580152672,8.718299979368684,30.574375902620176,9.068930737419137,2.521367711986796,2086,86,413,40,37,691,208,524,0.159,0.635,0.20600000000000002,0.9732,2,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,11,1,29,41,12,0,14,0,40,4,1,7,10,86,93,44,0,10,14,0,12,12,7,3,2,1,0,3,39,21,0,0,22,1,5,3,12,16,0,3,6,16,71,25,49,76,19,32,0,2,3,1,31,15,1,9,24,294,110,1,0.0,0.0,0.05563667514639793,0.0,0.0,0.05571265541551392,0.05053877653540585,0.0,0.0,0.05904849811128884,0.06291550224172889,0.18237379486739272,0.04743956344489802,0.0,0.0,0.07754188470923651,0.0,0.08722990929418778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046917019421057735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713158751236997,0.08767928869938911,0.04760365441749367,0.13901891064767666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042355695294713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364560512858622,0.0,0.06520793129638948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232220656570395,0.0,0.0,0.06308403975937732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956667670259155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058909893341434275,0.06358480727237327,0.07531338371992084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749397312860597,0.0,0.2594483583167806,0.2443815199856449,0.0,0.0,0.05210904709104913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30833788802524914,0.05270780004812435,0.05957410507970445,0.16407681739041086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050416599150491084,0.0,0.15321793061025454,0.4503099832798211,0.0,0.06060238318777913,0.0,0.0,0.03821475730006679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939989184570858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061945026654505124,0.0,0.04027012096582737,0.3342453333844265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484705979415452,0.0,0.0,0.11417029438648765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057455912681316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550740555244144,0.0,0.12573382267771374,0.04227457769718168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038633631081918224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173975768058518,0.0,0.03952578575711484,0.14934522489896607,0.05956667670259155,0.0625833910793666,0.0,0.0,0.05460290159425834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489352227257847,0.10957237938274657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057700418989737864,0.09086430420859737,0.05190269112613061,0.0,0.12881741318256495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382162824309777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053734281921956784,0.0,0.0,0.04582506388095543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575409550809194,0.14612706841840534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612469487706535,0.0,0.11138725654796634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008836169368612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057899688944864684,0.0,0.12150165985099096,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lizthebiz_712,2020/04/08,"I feel like I’m losing my mind I’m sorry if something similar has already been posted but I needed to get this out somewhere. 

Like most people, I don’t do well sitting around at home all day, but my anxiety and depression have gotten so much worse than ever in the past few weeks. I’m having panic attacks in the middle of the night and during the day which rarely happens to me anymore. I take medication for these problems and it works okay, but I can’t see my therapist because of quarantine and I don’t know what to do. 

I’ve never been so anxious and scared, what am I supposed to do if I can’t talk to my therapist? Sorry about the length of this post but thanks for reading/helping...",4.7504206349206335,5.2705744071428615,5.732380952380954,81.67039682539685,69.21428571428572,8.222222222222221,29.841269841269842,8.167268648758528,2.0470317460317458,547,20,107,7,9,181,88,140,0.22699999999999998,0.684,0.08900000000000001,-0.971,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,1,2,5,1,13,1,0,0,3,22,25,13,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,2,13,5,17,22,4,16,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,3,9,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414513765457778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379044081757395,0.1680408743930715,0.14751626752581598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324156597903917,0.0,0.16922028356559454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906743068551608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185799542026932,0.0,0.12811488967749504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454945963822673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752105513175029,0.10626431962707616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777137536102394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153577914449496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970144676513942,0.0,0.14920457311940033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817470250296338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533976604576193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664089572401294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498461541295844,0.0,0.0,0.15019126576336778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934557671745003,0.11029342734532932,0.11472224434675188,0.0,0.0,0.1395882384329964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452162413856595,0.0,0.0,0.14199508506506184,0.1031218906761552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849154971088921,0.0,0.0,0.14233003098318428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892090166761324,0.0,0.11853146832479125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451209682707272,0.0,0.33301840023631984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183863557586084,0.1195565663589392,0.0,0.13694552223964435,0.0,0.34541162066210124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193152346018753,0.0,0.13374070332283436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828900987301608,0.0,0.15158509214258614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rorhunt,2020/04/08,"Getting diagnosed So I think I have anxiety and/or depression, i haven’t been diagnosed because whenever o contact my gp I seem to just get brushed off. But I wanted to find out whether it’s actually worth it? Is all the hassle actually worth going though and if so how do the meds and therapy actually work?",3.2846327683615826,5.905625966101695,5.445000000000004,73.53891242937857,77.47457627118644,10.035028248587572,33.56214689265537,10.125756701596842,4.359811299435029,248,14,44,9,6,86,45,59,0.106,0.8270000000000001,0.067,-0.4979,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,13,11,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,4,10,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.6204425685033307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212671716509633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291912360653885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253595235367856,0.43021122601814615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937011928094743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214505130814009,0.0,0.12044533235288825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354076839967031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293412070243254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423616914181891,0.0,0.0,0.1357968962901011,0.20822123709672075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250024581557466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428837035544155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raiinknee,2020/04/08,"Racing heart after panic attacks Almost everytime I calm back down after a panic attack I start to notice that my heart is still beating really fast, I know that’s normal but I’ll start to worry abt it because my anxiety brain takes over and tells me it’s not going to slow down in turn making it speed up. Does anyone have any tips to help me ignore it afterwards ? Or things to tell myself that could possibly help ?",4.587967479674799,5.983910073170732,5.569268292682928,79.47552845528456,70.21951219512195,7.9056910569105705,22.203252032520318,8.344100000000001,1.344334959349593,334,7,59,5,6,110,61,82,0.214,0.6920000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,2,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,10,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,12,9,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,10,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206693900386102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100618816182028,0.0,0.12381293008680072,0.0,0.0,0.1131675676653064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682498984596561,0.0,0.12445077301623675,0.0,0.09866076214016463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067538810665332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922209623650602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163387862554902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198169046193534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835802437686876,0.2169659976566084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894717888494942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803449406472124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857623209559654,0.0,0.18426450442421624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797864476638183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245879065352694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368368263998914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911305289436046,0.0,0.12925165971287694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216892128026512,0.0,0.2829237787447851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752431828514086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604365491402274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436403975157413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lentilsoupgrows,2020/04/08,"i feel so hurt  Earlier tonight, I was going to discuss my drug usage and how my mom found morning glory seeds in my room crushed up (can be used as LSA) with my stepdad and mom when I started getting accused of various other things, like smoking marijuana, when I genuinely haven’t. I became frustrated and when I’m frustrated my therapist tells me to leave the room and breath because I have severe anxiety that can spiral to frightening panic attacks. Instead of letting me leave, my big ass step dad ran to the door, slammed it in my face, and began shouting at me which triggered me because I have PTSD from abuse of my bio dad. I started having a panic attack, with my ears covered, and I started begging him to stop talking and let me leave- instead of letting me leave, he called me over dramatic and even got his phone to record me while have a panic attack calling me unhealthy and saying how we was going to “show all the doctors” my behavior. I was panicked and explained how I needed to leave to go to my room, my safe place, and I followed everything my therapist told me to, but he still wouldn’t listen. This worsened the panic attack and intrusive thoughts of suicide flooded my head, and I started shouting back, demanding to be let out and said I would talk to them tomorrow. Thankfully, my therapist helped me out by messaging me saying how to calm myself down, and when my therapist began messaging me, it spooked my step dad and he backed off, saying “now don’t make anymore of a ruckus- you here me?” Because you know, panic attacks are just such a burden on my poor stepfather. And just so everyone knows this is for my mom finding drugs, I didn’t even consume them yet. It was just so hurtful to have a camera in my face being called unwell when I don’t like panic attacks either. To be frank, it honestly makes me not even care about doing drugs anymore. The worst part- my mom just watched while my step dad was shouting and I was hyperventilating. I don’t care what anyone says, there are certain things parents should never do and putting a camera in a mentally traumatized girls face mocking her while she’s having a panic attack is one of them. It doesn’t matter the circumstances. If you are a parent and your child says “give me space”, give. them. space. Not only can you not giving them space lead to mental scarring, there is a sense of trust that is forever removed. Tonight my mom showed me that she is more willing to take her dirt bag husband’s side more than her own daughter’s for the sake of maintaining his fragile ego because he was wrong about me doing drugs. I feel like I lost the only family I had left. And this was just over some stupid drugs and how he wants me to be his trophy daughter. I don't even know if I'm in the right that's just how my heart feels.

**Delete**",6.116970252988603,6.488089930275232,6.201734778982487,80.01450653322216,66.21100917431194,8.881289963858771,33.21239922157353,8.666027191798058,2.656608562691132,2232,91,416,31,33,709,254,545,0.231,0.716,0.053,-0.9986,4,0,5,0,1,1,55.0,1,5,5,2,37,36,11,7,19,0,49,14,8,11,3,73,89,43,1,7,13,14,4,3,0,4,6,11,4,2,17,27,0,2,10,2,1,11,12,24,0,1,19,16,86,12,52,57,9,60,0,3,1,1,64,25,1,3,27,300,103,2,0.0,0.0596032157191441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038483198061675376,0.0,0.0997781131653428,0.035174435477529443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006045102912839,0.0,0.07736290133114314,0.0,0.12266187861619987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541011313656325,0.0,0.1025786289662972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148931349189352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916892275978677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290394938341585,0.0,0.0,0.048068596704167535,0.04521090294716523,0.0,0.047423090220044366,0.0,0.07630717980922676,0.035937912092756215,0.0,0.0,0.04597787149467161,0.0,0.0,0.05515685140394171,0.0,0.0,0.02628229358117751,0.1447714599741134,0.08576849630194808,0.0,0.04023351519077432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162745741797856,0.0,0.0,0.0596116838651159,0.03371839053729968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770511595919063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293896040559877,0.0,0.0,0.2663287320714197,0.054656544961922134,0.2057611405634215,0.0,0.07372946658950995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491386529749916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715797501393239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013912446049849,0.0,0.0,0.2945831223676944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03730053050972797,0.03879832804544449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034087979428088666,0.07651846004010775,0.0,0.4131546662145204,0.11171552982345498,0.054475428034409634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052558032811673566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588038694305083,0.050570433464017885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296020714157744,0.0478515880992063,0.2000228313622672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056830347129887826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242459146823355,0.0,0.040173649206458564,0.04205724425992407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502552054268367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03782311003358628,0.08086652955569394,0.043968799567864765,0.04631409825063163,0.0,0.233631994308805,0.06684083211846747,0.0,0.0,0.03993656203556937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048068596704167535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043447380563297264,0.0,0.0,0.02967120064798005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03573523866375305,0.055000635856421135,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joshcheris26,2020/04/08,"I feel like everyone around me if fake... [19m] So ever since I graduated high school 2 years ago everything seems to be going downhill. My girlfriend dumped me and many of my “close” friends forgot about me. It started to get worse when my best friend slowly disappeared(wouldn’t text me, I drove 6hrs to his school to make sure he didn’t cheat on his gf, didn’t get any thanks, didn’t talk to me for three weeks after. ) on top of that, I play for the school soccer team, but I don’t feel like part of the group, they don’t invite me to do stuff with them of hang out. I was in Puerto Rico during the earth quakes and none of my friends asked if I was ok. The people back home talk behind my back, they talk about me to my ex, they don’t try to see me. I don’t seem to fit in anywhere. 
I know I’m a bit of an awkward guy. I was bullied as a kid so I’m pretty quiet and introverted. I grew up in a small town, and even though I’m black I’ve always been told I’ve acted white. I don’t like to smoke and I rarely drink like my teammates and friends. 
What I’m asking is, is it me? I kinda see it as if it was once or twice It could have just been bad luck. But it’s 95% of the people I associate myself with or try to associate with, so I’m thinking I’m the problem. If so, what can I do to fix that?",1.2620820575627685,2.42392894366197,2.978469075321496,95.70125229638704,78.22535211267606,5.925045927740357,19.037966932026944,6.280692351149826,-0.3212885486834045,996,19,248,7,23,331,150,284,0.07400000000000001,0.754,0.172,0.9764,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,4,3,14,20,2,1,10,1,22,1,0,1,2,35,47,22,0,6,9,1,2,4,6,0,0,1,1,2,11,12,1,1,6,4,0,5,9,6,0,2,12,7,39,14,38,33,4,28,0,0,4,0,24,14,0,10,13,150,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140702279504142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951883923876424,0.0,0.0,0.0777946381900564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183857237762264,0.21389358188752045,0.0,0.0,0.1759301715893936,0.09551764406604048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005375943216312,0.0,0.12489310809078705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133758277686063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206659672180637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555887323773322,0.1034796405910582,0.0,0.10931229724732708,0.10281364551156333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115686244150168,0.1634520663587868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535347863623237,0.0,0.11953658252054215,0.0,0.0650150826461299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327211529030437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086788490211038,0.11475063253655216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287020990050428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355655376754865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636162724316709,0.11598172880953457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218302544009476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388200593042227,0.0,0.15861849186062732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163840054984671,0.0,0.10946354218779523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34733098651546923,0.1823209661927922,0.20828748707298933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463129937190733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097157159444839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095846730338453,0.0,0.0,0.10781886553818007,0.0,0.0,0.2758466042982708,0.0,0.10532241050997898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330169017693068,0.11239556298337604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931229724732708,0.0,0.15533761582344605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176326405797053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658144816079755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366863263520489
anxiety,genogrondin,2020/04/08,"Been Dealing With Some Serious Anxiety Recently. Need Help So I’m 18 and recently have been having serious panic attacks pretty often for a while now. Whenever the sun goes down I get a weird feeling of emptiness and a heavy heavy feeling on impending doom and I start to over think my heart rate my breathing a ton of shit and I get to the point where I’m scared to fall asleep because I think I’m going to die if I fall asleep. I’ve gone to see my doctor and we’ve tried different SSRIs but they cause some serious sexual dysfunction to where the possible benefits of taking them aren’t even worth the problems with my girlfriend. About half the time I’m able to keep the panic from truly setting in and getting it’s grip on me but I still have these serious panic attacks on a regular basis. I’m sure  my anxiety has gotten far worse due to hitting a hard stage in my life when it comes to growing up. My father has also has 5 strokes within like 2 months this past fall, a good friend of mine died pretty recently, my grandfather has been diagnosed with lung cancer and is in such a bad spot that they can’t really do much for him other than chemo because of the location of the cancer, my family has also come on some very hard times financially as well. Can anybody offer any guidance or recommendations that could help my anxiety.",6.55275031685678,6.50060635361217,7.175756653992393,74.84475031685679,65.31178707224335,10.815614702154626,32.742458808618515,10.504223727775694,3.3942919645120413,1073,40,199,25,15,355,159,263,0.242,0.622,0.13699999999999998,-0.9832,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,13,21,3,4,16,0,17,12,6,1,1,30,40,17,2,4,4,1,6,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,7,12,0,1,4,0,1,8,2,15,1,1,5,7,22,6,35,33,5,38,1,1,1,0,11,15,1,6,14,127,29,1,0.10725848098071204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154913697770716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293944511691874,0.0,0.2461573331126164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440440129052519,0.0,0.0,0.08955635142915097,0.13076754893722886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018400567556262,0.0,0.1847873680998481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563716936106776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057878418701886,0.0,0.10886510042213517,0.2226347386554529,0.11206228382087256,0.0,0.10978360021474942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084321510893409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111375010826316,0.0,0.108466221481215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828676363395322,0.0,0.16811438814562588,0.0,0.060957466514002835,0.08996332500245906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216506249201906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710181639159476,0.14378619777925367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533626612516856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575983712680552,0.0524010759720322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561269621320629,0.0,0.07884732483981942,0.07953080457992033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37753415190036815,0.0,0.0,0.10239035664618712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139393353164332,0.12091782142284632,0.0,0.21824087055469232,0.0,0.10263188072427776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871252942661621,0.0,0.31771443062667865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738445085498594,0.0,0.08547112253928156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009928938091272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759181048945199,0.0,0.0856567614626248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108984897233864,0.0,0.08064502921483817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745380740959626,0.0,0.0,0.12508656561941722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282146795430093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849947982593129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643825562738642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930555546773264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mental-illnessluv,2020/04/08,"do i have a trigger or not? so there's only one topic that really makes me feel anxious and sometimes nauseous/like i may pass out. the thing is i don't know if i should call it a trigger because it's a very common topic and it only happens sometimes. a lot of the times i can talk about it or other people can and i don't feel anything, but sometimes anxiety just hits me because of the mention of it (i'm not going to say what it is because it feels kind of irrelevant) i guess it also depends on my mindset. is this a common thing? or is what i experience not considered a trigger?",1.8358643815201208,3.653224926229512,4.2108643815201185,84.62690760059614,78.42622950819671,6.075707898658719,27.484351713859912,6.980632752743323,1.45956393442623,459,20,91,5,11,160,70,122,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.4749,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,5,0,26,22,10,0,2,9,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,11,1,8,19,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,8,3,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086606013222314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475328137902767,0.19899790410839355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495537988441667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221358568710646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986752800931796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230723913956247,0.0,0.0,0.2671982420897879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010937151593323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404766377788984,0.0,0.15576772293978414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343177547383266,0.09680672459452662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497553345148776,0.0,0.0,0.11758063206434252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936292498752278,0.26793806377394475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221193366576286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284537448072025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008052466737198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226467363347049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158166109141554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340507523213905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271372963285663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534113393354042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pomegranateprints,2020/04/08,"Anxiety over...happiness? 
Does anyone else’s anxiety get worse when you are happy? 

Like, things right now are going really well in my marriage, my husbands job, my bipolar disorder is pretty stable, and I’m just overall pretty happy. 

But then my anxiety kicks into high gear and I start panicking at night about dying. In a car accident, or in my sleep, or of a disease—and then I get super sad because I don’t want to stop living. Like, I’m anxious, because I don’t want to miss out on my life and I’m afraid something will happen.  Terrified of dying and anxious to the point of sickness and losing sleep over the fact that life is good and I can’t take the thought of it ending.",4.770444444444443,5.571896859259257,5.905925925925927,79.4366666666667,69.2962962962963,8.666666666666668,29.814814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.42225925925926,536,20,100,9,9,179,85,135,0.217,0.579,0.204,0.1909,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,5,11,0,1,5,0,8,6,2,0,1,17,21,12,2,2,4,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,1,0,12,7,16,19,0,21,0,3,0,0,3,11,0,2,10,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983351462479777,0.293712421286578,0.0,0.09089482233745133,0.1331942076920579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848626300655286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698264824240193,0.0,0.14898437799984846,0.0,0.11375861918944573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085933005922242,0.0,0.11513609343658535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583299195849147,0.0,0.07387858187040604,0.10903279371037096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495325859819222,0.4151430679699618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734579065054708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899897953815925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363720311032308,0.12701699734872834,0.0,0.11478707731954665,0.0,0.0,0.145430026864905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199055628983906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228863410499395,0.0,0.0,0.2645012489001615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327748052981875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110141596503614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601757459879577,0.0,0.0,0.10007572665626804,0.0,0.0,0.092010417240806,0.0,0.0,0.10868079879919354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773930469897532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636223265298353,0.0,0.0,0.1032007098823422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334765006590773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688021125632507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247498444933026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aronoilie,2020/04/08,"USA Anxiety Hello! New to this thread. I’ve been dealing with anxiety my entire life and recently it’s a completely new level. My doctor has advised me daily medication (I’ve never had to take medication). I am an essential worker at this time and continue to go into work and manage teams. 

When figuring out where this stems from, it’s because I live in the USA and think the response to COVID-19 by the federal government is EXTREMELY frightening. The reason I say this is because I’ve lived in the UK previously for 5 years and have no trust in our president or the federal government. I would not have come back to the US if I had the choice. Any recommendations for staying calm, or moving countries? 🇬🇧 SOS",3.5412104072398165,6.01449327941177,5.4091176470588245,74.91506787330319,75.76470588235293,9.478733031674208,29.579185520361985,9.851270322608157,3.5103457013574664,570,26,100,18,13,195,92,136,0.076,0.882,0.042,-0.5451,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,10,0,10,4,0,1,1,18,14,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,1,10,2,16,10,0,21,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,9,66,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353794514239093,0.0,0.2779453656451423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968862374296606,0.0,0.22148172722066825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156487698163409,0.1904715493033788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872879037249427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859410961945747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324400113210147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283148588252263,0.0,0.0,0.3208257884949237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660153155293283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308038806539893,0.0,0.0,0.14011069789117436,0.35090500208693515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678114385845104,0.1793715679208915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446673301751478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936299594425357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365889359204664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164031402498336,0.0,0.0,0.10592990703981407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851977032071826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225376502741096,0.0,0.0,0.12904909775033466,0.0,0.0,0.11698584515515045
anxiety,OneWaterPlease,2020/04/08,"Paranoia or anxiety? I know this sounds cliché, but I think everyone hates me. I think everybody is judging me or taking pity on me. I even think my close friends are taking pity on me or are kidding me in some way. I keep overthinking things that I’ve done in the past and how stupid shit I’ve done have made them think badly of me",3.517352941176473,4.6783807352941205,3.943411764705882,91.01335294117649,72.52941176470588,7.792941176470588,25.364705882352943,8.238735603445708,1.2739200000000004,262,8,58,4,5,82,45,68,0.314,0.617,0.07,-0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,15,16,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,13,1,5,13,1,7,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,4,1,36,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621917705388405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702462507562985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339322533427384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400346641380603,0.0,0.0,0.20259051220929086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380314762504164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093220492559206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844969114524399,0.0,0.0,0.1165185285387481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061480264530934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239340043894796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763152599141256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188195104679754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085410583872446,0.5434055392743748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828854728658846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ready-Towel,2020/04/08,"Anxiety advice for a family member. I apologize if this isn't really the purpose of this sub but I want/need some advice.

A younger sibling of mine who's a high school freshman has become incredibly strange starting two days ago. They've always been pretty emotional and sensitive. I also think they may have ADHD.

 It all started when they had to sleep with one of my parents because they watched a kinda scary detective show. The next day they kept complaining about how sensitive one of their ears was. To the point where they'd burst into tears. 

After a quick trip to UC, it appeared they had some liquid in their ear. Later that night they slept for about 2 hours saying that they didn't feel tired. It was more of the same this morning. After another trip to the doctors, apparently there was nothing wrong with the ear. They did though have a higher blood pressure. 

After digging around, I came to find out that they barely did any of their work assigned to them from their newly online classes.  I thought this might have been the solution. When I talked to them. They disclosed that they were suddenly terrified of death and were constantly thinking about it. 

I talked to them about how death was unavoidable, that everyone would die, and how constantly fearing death would just end up making them miserable. They said they understand but kept acting strange and incredibly emotional. They would also say things that contradict. Like saying ""I feel confused"" about something we're talking about but then go ""I understand"".

My question is, how should I deal with this? I've been telling them to relax and to calm down. I've also been telling them not to get themselves worked up since they were physically fine according to the doctor. It's kinda annoying how whiny and silly they are, but I'm trying to keep an open mind just in case this is anything serious.

What advice would you give me moving forward? I'm hoping this blows over and everything gets back to normal but I want to be prepared.

Also if it helps, they've never displayed anything this serious ever before. Maybe just cried when really nervous or anxious or got more touchy and huggy, but never anything this serious or continuous.",5.470770044585507,7.761778501246884,5.186497392881432,79.5211622459004,69.47381546134663,8.252127257613543,29.35849769515605,8.927757054556999,2.6153617622610144,1773,69,296,34,33,545,220,401,0.17,0.735,0.095,-0.99,2,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,27,2,28,17,1,5,15,0,33,9,6,6,4,71,59,33,4,10,15,1,2,1,0,7,3,7,0,0,24,16,0,3,9,2,0,8,5,11,0,3,23,10,43,6,46,27,6,47,0,1,1,0,45,14,0,15,28,213,67,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041041217997926,0.2539412455604972,0.07678614351196304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770898178688265,0.07207735082927573,0.0,0.0,0.05890667221930317,0.09083186357644883,0.06626642741248971,0.09785943639283272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385026904410984,0.07711291602995307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660780994947038,0.0,0.052804632183719835,0.09566839822774764,0.07370987023243745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907373929273884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721757561252733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515139780619176,0.11172945491445478,0.08930460307275992,0.0,0.0,0.08990109229364679,0.0,0.0,0.17732480806616965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948786361435422,0.07672234740922519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783555449512702,0.0,0.0827720754707538,0.0778512485786638,0.0,0.08166054080812297,0.09747505987383437,0.08759847494614703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917193573931869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051397947954334,0.08309676193750558,0.04922989876744492,0.0,0.06928039893321378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806163186918551,0.09152205143463396,0.0,0.08603627454871587,0.08530629560732611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699458324978277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231966669441126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782158579048202,0.0,0.0870245377067971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189341047227104,0.08746462830435807,0.0,0.0,0.09206663684291383,0.0,0.0,0.13361813563565778,0.0,0.0921246398505083,0.0812899027659701,0.08487223722225133,0.08311719192087982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173960963841756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618469125187253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188681992302277,0.0,0.0,0.08812682497113379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703768639238793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098594023589667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239839589907416,0.2066584759520056,0.0,0.08766719253962306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165551590032603,0.0,0.08668564902341719,0.0,0.0,0.0666866873677781,0.0,0.0,0.12262453911908999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887307763432747,0.15142479896336206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057548532513724326,0.11100915787600606,0.08510674696359789,0.0687690582522038,0.0,0.09956050017576074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881139260706385,0.0,0.0846181729459164,0.1803553850318485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021850866359722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612528364882372,0.0,0.0,0.2461382336451789,0.09470875153824564,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wahoo000,2020/04/08,I miss you tik tok when you wanna browse tik tok but you know social media just gives you more anxiety smh,0.4343939393939422,2.8821730454545467,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,91.27272727272728,4.751515151515153,11.87878787878788,6.42735559955562,-0.8552303030303023,85,1,18,1,3,27,17,22,0.284,0.716,0.0,-0.7317,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534146012868511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685727547615034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257329393742293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604183973711175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helenann18,2020/04/08,"Dear Anxiety, I’m afraid to go to sleep. My mind battles with the beat of the drum telling me what if I don’t wake up. Where do I go when I sleep?, What if I stop breathing?, What if I’m stuck in a nightmare and I can’t get out?. Lexapro only helps me during the day but at night I’m awake with the constant thoughts in my head until Seroquel finally forces my eyes closed.",0.029319444444446674,2.1115887375,1.446666666666669,100.5227777777778,86.625,4.555555555555556,21.38888888888889,5.82211442006289,-0.14502777777777798,289,10,70,2,9,92,54,80,0.09300000000000001,0.858,0.049,-0.2937,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,5,0,3,6,6,0,0,12,11,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,10,1,11,9,0,16,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,7,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974294305689484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788912937436685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643935340161586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827125029177849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483542213570135,0.0,0.29334404343614073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264863109958237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298465249202002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605858265689377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421892931422132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962804126819186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165299833854425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157652742952542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255720807707177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488558900244067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mightbebrucewayne,2020/04/08,Got a new job Just pulled off getting a new job somehow. I am excited but my anxiety is also settling in and counting the days til training starts on the 13th. It is a stay at home position so that is nice and does help but it's pretty much getting yelled at all day long by customers which is the worrying part. What things can I do to help calm my anxiety about the job?,2.909134199134201,4.267672142857143,4.126688311688317,88.333841991342,74.32467532467533,7.730735930735931,28.417748917748927,8.344100000000001,1.8730709956709957,293,12,63,5,6,96,57,77,0.081,0.6940000000000001,0.225,0.9318,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,9,10,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,44,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804283042337174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28323724203634343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23877809548421206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200242225382624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343829835534532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480598086182827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481681466904917,0.0,0.1856935059127663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511181649977108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382806737269456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360867369693008,0.0,0.0,0.3575859765719317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004702152155772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833668743653256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103104249861294,0.19731653219263293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298752376496727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800143602348496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,avghdev,2020/04/08,"Do I have anxiety, or am I just insecure? So I get insecure a lot - like every day I have an episode where I’ll criticize myself for an hour (I’m a performer so this very often has to do with my body and voice). I’ll occasionally go through week long phases where I can’t really sleep because I’m so ashamed of myself. I’ve been going through one of these phases recently. It was triggered (ironically) by getting accepted into my dream school. I really thought I would be happy right now, but I’m so anxious (feel like I’m not good enough) that I’ve been miserable since the decision came. 

It got me thinking though, do I have anxiety? Is this something I should seek a therapists advice for, or is it something I need to work through on my own? I can be pretty outgoing, and don’t necessarily worry about things not related to my body/voice very often, so I think it might just be really bad insecurity?

P.S. I know reddit can’t diagnose me, just hoping to get some online feedback from those of you who have experienced anxiety!",3.5377111240535832,5.461446772277228,5.342137449039022,77.92589691322075,73.85148514851484,9.109376820034944,28.714036109493303,9.627879704456738,2.893066045428073,816,34,155,22,17,279,121,202,0.182,0.718,0.1,-0.9558,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,15,12,0,5,6,0,24,3,2,1,0,30,42,11,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,7,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,6,3,22,6,18,30,4,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,8,8,107,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379880824486024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240741576370469,0.15952630240365187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790385759977147,0.08607987162565199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685168619233553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150580748523072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910683091435826,0.0,0.0,0.14332445541744349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590694266517798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897491588628133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139965914100263,0.10087994393491573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132807516254685,0.0,0.16050498567252688,0.11843965158276047,0.11293796774487612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503199134074945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025268545637454,0.1390627047488935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077604932029644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797545123014546,0.0,0.0,0.12496577674461523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005108740928068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498007400027912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470489818250826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568706842747507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366061208225436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713868582926259,0.0,0.13942713679976576,0.0,0.0,0.12059196084316325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291133878816578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168097826817476,0.0,0.14131126818117762,0.0,0.0,0.217419618331444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395486767875853,0.09381317672644147,0.18096242060719125,0.13873740901393916,0.11210440185571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330249033270465,0.0,0.0,0.11326957363919915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280204383837142,0.1434048869558576,0.0,0.1003110270734641,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kicktheburger,2020/04/08,"Does anyone else get these ""electric jolts"" or shocks that go throughout the body and make your vision jump? Whenever I'm coming down off a real bad anxiety trip I get these inside body twitches that put me off balance just for a split second. The jolt itself is uncomfortable and the way it moves my eyes feels weird too. It happens when my heart is racing and I can't stop thinking about a certain thought that triggers me. And then I feel exhausted. 

I looked on Google but couldn't really find anything. It leads to medication side effects but I've had this problem as long as I can remember. And it's not the same as when I get adrenaline rushes. 

Thanks for reading.",4.003868921775897,6.107258449612403,4.351078224101482,84.75507399577168,73.03100775193798,7.171529245947852,27.231148696264967,8.00094639256281,1.7617689922480624,536,20,100,8,11,168,94,129,0.114,0.82,0.066,-0.6302,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,7,0,6,7,4,4,1,27,20,14,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,7,1,0,8,3,5,0,1,2,4,11,2,11,17,1,19,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,5,62,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812364373359387,0.0,0.0,0.12624785462585975,0.18499934910797472,0.14858091056132913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075540617619626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40111053434086535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555316529177801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800439726422366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083005691580112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258748837857666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650234767854038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829967106130556,0.0,0.1026132426917864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966368498300942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395786731001312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978498765671295,0.15162024628821744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052148316555684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188959159605786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190078360319165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276620382928107,0.0,0.18150707028150054,0.0,0.0,0.18060328926294186,0.2055104682217732,0.1156677903665863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045329707011283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509515870605268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623025966710442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569198742364838,0.0,0.14334004823884444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331570136161967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thebaneofmyexistence,2020/04/08,"Anxiety gets in the way of me doing my work every single day It's so stupid, but I do this every single day.  I'm a teacher and for some reason I can't get through my planning without getting anxious.  To deal with that, I waste time on the internet, I pull out my hair, I bite my nails and cuticles until they bleed and....I eat.  I binge eat.  I overeat.  I was starting to get a handle on it a little this past year, but with the virus, it has totally kicked back up.  I am home bound living with my family for the first time in years because of the virus. I waste HOURS every single day.  Binge eating, trying not to binge eat, biting my nails, dealing with bloody cuticles, pulling out my hair and wondering if it's time to buy a wig.  I can't do this.  I feel like crying.  I do this every single day.  I waste HOURS and hours doing this.  Doing nothing.  I'm already behind on my grading because I can't focus enough to deal with my job.  

If anyone can, please help me.  I'm about to cry.  I don't know how to get out of this cycle, but I can't do this for the rest of my life.  Is there medication I can take for this?  I hate the idea of medication, but nothing else has worked.",0.9569829931972792,2.8763034653061226,2.93655612244898,92.19109268707486,81.6938775510204,5.552721088435375,20.00425170068027,6.6274283507984215,0.15713945578231314,899,24,199,9,24,302,117,245,0.13699999999999998,0.8140000000000001,0.049,-0.9735,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,4,5,3,2,0,11,0,19,11,2,2,1,29,33,13,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,13,12,5,1,5,0,1,2,7,2,0,1,1,3,32,1,35,32,8,30,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,4,18,134,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081939681564128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750033750998376,0.110761788456502,0.0,0.06855462931687857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538976747790126,0.0,0.11953339841399165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539341291202801,0.2529210203074804,0.3032371098285226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012938663406966,0.08190316320502802,0.0,0.0,0.10130563847034578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33042512153719283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924271371227243,0.0,0.04957398135908305,0.07004263774227072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339615792124459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561196604286701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096798130539236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571681202738902,0.0,0.09834610432897804,0.0,0.2896607077360556,0.0,0.0,0.11067971763298204,0.0,0.0,0.09729352010461373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053882406444166885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925136143222006,0.0478993354421093,0.09826582341053416,0.08657462915538443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753798692927704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881516830259046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935940712677454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762284620324207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080553897256153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939603252446007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737168700154542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151069672034214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656542554186409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782274646369974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451089644739967,0.10632451227318407,0.1427543679124488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126274215152709
anxiety,SavingsBeginning4,2020/04/08,Anxiety and panic Recovery questions I’ve  been dealing with panic and anxiety for about 3 months now and I have started the recovery stage I really do feel this but I’ve been having coupe days where I feel 75% better and then I’ll have a  day like today were I feel really bad today was a bad day felt very dizzy and anxious all day and have had mini panic attacks all day just looking for some reassurance I know the future is bright I know I can get there just sucks when you put some good days together then get hit like I have been day any help on what I should do on days like today?,1.4410362364907847,3.7623003636363666,3.0581818181818186,89.71496503496503,82.55371900826447,6.367705022250477,19.225047679593136,7.61054688173877,0.625461029879212,468,12,97,8,13,154,70,121,0.231,0.581,0.188,-0.672,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,7,14,2,3,4,0,16,0,0,0,2,22,28,10,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,7,6,10,7,6,19,4,23,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,3,21,57,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994491425308548,0.0,0.17986634307323193,0.13280947567628235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337416102797015,0.0,0.0,0.19631558272334476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039723744671571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065324253542244,0.12119932371121267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783257898748508,0.0,0.1128761529874299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284062323633375,0.0,0.0,0.0986038527125537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879807170052966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921593715212462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230181222129234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872089418783414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383536777348826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137944201920642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818039291099774,0.13169424151268105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062404887555855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320965941433163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342997490713451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699941252343908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UniFearThrowaway,2020/04/08,Been avoiding my online uni classes because of anxiety attacks Don't know what the fuck I'm doing at this point. I would feel anxious on campus but I'd power through the day because I'm \*there\* and not like I can just run away but my classes have been online for the past week and I can't bring myself to do it. The internet is pretty bad too because everyone in the fucking country is now doing shit online so there's strain. I'd drop out of classes and not join again because I'm freaking the fuck out and honestly the whole coronavirus situation is scaring the fuck out of me. Mother has emphysema and she's starting self isolation today and it seems like the world is going to shit and I can barely fucking focus.,2.7806393606393627,5.150885930069928,4.154410589410592,83.4702972027972,77.81118881118881,6.323476523476522,28.39610389610389,7.447530270364453,1.8724789210789208,580,26,105,8,14,191,88,143,0.321,0.631,0.048,-0.9926,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,16,8,3,9,0,16,7,2,0,0,20,30,10,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,13,0,0,2,1,9,3,14,27,1,20,0,0,0,5,3,9,7,1,9,71,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792405687966806,0.15937764855996686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604962541449812,0.13254714624659766,0.0,0.11779398943788587,0.3439986339889281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098344756283942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348057912575822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133312570037757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6521203170361397,0.0,0.0,0.08017770992369253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753261623430932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784687944699436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346746310769918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336402996431593,0.0,0.0,0.1435267426083783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124339221001367,0.0,0.0,0.1284318425785088,0.14717481244821415,0.0,0.28962847019764804,0.0,0.15857724943593474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985552452038042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372516694779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316402391328985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575082175618726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021755270896256,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,angel-dele,2020/04/08,"I dont know what's going on For the past year, I have been incredibly anxious in every aspect of life. Although for some weird reason I'm not anxious throughout this pandemic. Prior to being so anxious I was working 80 to 90 hours for the government and a tech company (customer service), also school part time. However, ever since I graduated and just work one job, I have been incredibly anxious in everything, I cant even have normal small talk. I was just wondering if I should go seek help or something, or if I should do more things to help bring myself up. The only reason, why I stopped working so much is because people told me to live my life. However, I was totally fine doing it and actually enjoy it. To put it into a sentence I feel like a deflated balloon.",7.133439597315438,6.64302834228188,8.225427852348998,69.26351090604031,64.23489932885906,10.939932885906039,37.416946308724825,10.411451182825502,4.038361744966442,609,28,106,13,8,209,101,149,0.08800000000000001,0.812,0.1,0.4061,3,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,6,0,16,2,0,2,2,23,24,11,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,6,1,15,3,14,15,5,17,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,6,8,79,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.1275741127256285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454513593503134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907530292611445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969210116929948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321517576520075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634626421467374,0.11825322433279632,0.11014608705100533,0.0,0.11749214645225667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610127027678618,0.09339389739074408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859431496387404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525180082213768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874321169901382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972985207766974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184606549413121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467764071274725,0.06386832026266519,0.0,0.11543742915181605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610196167368287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808813612502984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858637209495568,0.09942643839517908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415683950428497,0.12479705747984045,0.09063207020331214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142026341858398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688254602250749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323062483001267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814162292806752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006427280445464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929655414624184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507622624510167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685153717711902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623000754604538,0.0,0.0,0.12491859785062374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796394503549533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417716538018081,0.2855200893051821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418615769771064
anxiety,yvi200,2020/04/08,"what some symptoms you feel when you get an anxiety/panic attack hi um so this is my first time posting on here but I've found a little bit of comfort reading what other people go through with panic attacks and I just wanted to know what are some things people feel during their panic attacks.

I've been having really bad panic attacks since late 2018 and they have been really bad but I feel like for me, I'm pretty sure lots of people feel this is constantly worrying that something bad might happen to me or around me with my panic attacks. Like I cant read the symptoms to something like a heart attack or a stroke cause then I feel like having one, or for some reason when I start thinking about my mouth/throat/tongue or something it feel like I'm gonna choke so I start to freak out, I feel like that's weird idk maybe it's just me like even with what's happening with the virus I start getting freaked out thinking I might have it because my throat feels irritated or something but it's just for a second and then it goes away and then I start to feel sick like throwing up at the thought of having to leave the house with the virus or I'm scared that crash will happen and I feel like that triggers my panic attacks in cars. I dont know it almost feels like I'm the only one, that if I look up something and read the symptoms for it, I feel like my brain makes me think that I'm having them and like the only way for me to calm down from my panic attacks is if I'm distracted or focusing on something or if I get really sleepy.",4.7585126582278505,5.157523775316456,5.097949367088611,86.65432911392408,69.15822784810125,7.5858227848101265,26.559493670886077,7.1686216300943375,1.1461903797468356,1227,34,254,10,20,389,137,316,0.278,0.59,0.131,-0.9964,0,0,6,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,3,1,11,37,8,8,13,0,17,8,3,4,1,64,57,28,0,4,17,0,13,12,0,4,5,0,0,0,21,15,0,0,20,3,0,3,2,22,1,4,4,14,33,15,34,49,5,30,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,18,25,159,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400550049376265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801126358772915,0.0,0.4908470585136975,0.0506712580272717,0.0,0.13509388474718775,0.03287668583873681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888020415882333,0.0,0.0,0.06020638645721672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540342337972449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828175637591779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320836225234171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562183654693245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32723805715418064,0.2697051834627129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045874865443690224,0.0,0.05913408455564905,0.0,0.0,0.08453234719094256,0.0,0.03065102148650335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143076709515786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391014469568633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062230739754609986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927966484361737,0.0,0.0608380877828892,0.057106616353320865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31618371249055066,0.054054425755785514,0.0,0.0,0.045289626415256766,0.0,0.0,0.0458513913974922,0.0,0.0,0.03600029073429161,0.0,0.0541823371952162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442749099115555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309196977432136,0.08203602944885324,0.0,0.37966825275222976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216979055396734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165232365105989,0.054868632139333066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618409618832183,0.0,0.10365141481216593,0.05545148183819254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399573339742465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461343233433114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491187435134656,0.0,0.0,0.1526944997822051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050830641595099056,0.16816921821543288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03583028506573649,0.10367309811043614,0.0,0.04281629527722667,0.03144841173470468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031810722391233025,0.042809022759202967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054770962446258016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poetfraud,2020/04/08,"Does this happen to anyone else? I have never been able to watch live video performances or interviews. I can’t stomach them because I’m so scared somethings gonna go wrong or someone’s gonna say the wrong thing or the performer will be off-key . I think I have perfect pitch (yet to be confirmed) so when I hear things that are out of tune or that don’t sound the way they should, it makes me cringe. That, mixed in with the fact that I’m afraid something bad is gonna happen isn’t a good mix. I wanted to know if anyone else felt like this..",2.6874237954768923,4.113273061946907,2.9863126843657817,96.01500491642088,75.01769911504425,5.730186823992135,21.40511307767945,5.82211442006289,-0.09243677482792556,428,10,97,2,9,131,78,113,0.121,0.7979999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.6532,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,4,8,0,2,5,0,12,1,1,1,3,16,26,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,5,9,3,8,17,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,5,4,53,18,1,0.17369030944395406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428966057281215,0.3559324955929549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502415333662932,0.10588000050186752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199756027274444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901919321734214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676993534401954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871220555175096,0.1456831908806731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071875340404654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576160217052047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545565167638416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485631175790305,0.0,0.15337172539299507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593963028119585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396067431110573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812550548838434,0.17389430027286742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716723554550393,0.26743057190142244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307842474968881,0.11129373698437743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244704467078763,0.13786728301817852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798061740307833,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Thoughtfulkiwi,2020/04/08,"Klonopin wafers My psychiatrist gave me klonopin wafers for my panic disorder/severe anxiety. I took one today and don't really feel any different. I was hopeful they would help, maybe too soon  to tell, I'll try them out until my next visit. Anyone have success with this medication?",4.818823529411767,7.700166176470593,5.278196078431375,75.38788235294119,73.50980392156862,8.785882352941178,27.84705882352941,9.3871,3.023381176470589,229,9,37,6,5,73,45,51,0.09,0.736,0.174,0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,1,8,2,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764114489098197,0.0,0.1984521622676887,0.0,0.0,0.1813893628558043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710340039644477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311682811584492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738807543902493,0.0,0.0,0.25765814431745115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606177570243488,0.0,0.0,0.26133384386995634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27589134785648106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578666965253195,0.0,0.0,0.3043682177863425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661882244233894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29306569719789505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267405981325425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458955797036584,0.0,0.28822018715655995,0.17612610917132396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428134196664436,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smartforagirl666,2020/04/08,"What do you do when you freeze? This whole anxiety thing is new to me. I’ve been diagnosed with depression for over a decade now and have learned to manage it. However, in the last 6 months i’ve had paralyzing anxiety. I’ve always been a worrier but this is different in that the anxiety feels purely physical and there are very rarely any spinning thoughts or playing out scenarios in my head. Instead, I just become frozen. I’m too scared to talk, move, go for a walk, text a friend (and when I do, it just feels worse). I’ve tried to meditate lately and it’s helped a bit but I’m wondering if you guys have any coping strategies?",2.5806533333333306,4.831182312000003,3.7653,86.62048333333334,77.88,8.326666666666666,25.61666666666667,9.075114841892004,2.182186666666667,499,19,102,13,12,162,83,125,0.10800000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.062,-0.5588,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,1,7,0,11,2,1,0,1,18,18,10,0,1,6,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,3,7,2,12,14,2,15,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,7,62,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327851985829274,0.0,0.0,0.2505399386539339,0.0,0.4227633144068548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034468568676476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011109786443127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586608828057827,0.1869705447964087,0.0,0.1924615526543725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628548950685792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232115758231284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046915005758318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823981027246527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890538911504831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234729202873405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015675803959616,0.20779831774805388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703566515259428,0.19578740979310488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779123766282636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442760077533127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806202785240788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223817715583643,0.0,0.0,0.14624315876860916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506734925604748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199357639033373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566528609099494,0.0,0.0,0.19976924661265874,0.0,0.0,0.1877270050349457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,breanna0714,2020/04/08,"Feeling less intelligent than colleagues I was just curious if anyone else gets in these ruts where you feel dumb compared to your fellow colleagues or just compared to anyone really. 
I know this is mostly just my anxiety speaking, I know we all have our own strengths and weaknesses. 

I am an architecture student who just scored 20 points lower than the class average on our math test. I know this seems like such a silly thing, but I feel like my entire class ‘gets it’ and I’m just missing something. I’ve struggled a lot in this class while everyone just seems to catch on and do well with the material. This has happened at other times in my life, and I just wanted to ask if anyone else also feels this way sometimes for whatever reason.",7.337499999999999,7.497861035714287,6.996428571428571,76.07107142857146,63.64285714285714,9.857142857142858,33.214285714285715,9.516144504307137,2.9954285714285724,595,22,106,10,8,187,93,140,0.08900000000000001,0.804,0.107,0.1415,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,3,2,0,1,11,9,1,1,5,0,6,2,0,1,1,31,22,10,0,3,11,0,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,5,15,5,14,21,5,12,0,1,0,0,9,8,1,7,4,75,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204222526202772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631235031309573,0.0,0.0,0.3463562676612165,0.3383591970291731,0.0,0.0,0.15436002500756538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758644135342798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577742425726922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339479638887309,0.11795802766979906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253130930214552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601044951255215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722282853043083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166254480313957,0.16133347679553406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403746764525323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560868314170315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105776752348827,0.16976548768976915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30062857828297873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271134199462075,0.16330273364356074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261381223995395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969491917272227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627975264555744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738897179104784,0.13106042228853454,0.0,0.0,0.14845801148021098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,likyll28,2020/04/08,what am i supposed to do? venting. i have a constant feeling that i am trapped in my body and life. i begin to hyperventilate and sob. i feel like no one will understand. i feel like my bf will invalidate me bc he’s dealing with depression which makes me spiral even more because i have no idea what to do. someone i’m close with came to me about them self harming and attempted suicide.i don’t know what to say. i am dealing with my terrible relationship with my mom. everyone thinks we are so close but no one knows about what goes down behind doors. me tiptoeing around her because i don’t know what will cause her to assault me. my boyfriend asks about my bruises and i say “ i was play fighting with my brother.” My dad left when i was 3. he died 3 years ago and it aches me that i never knew him. at night i lay in bed and my mind races. i cant help but feel alone through all of this. i need some one to talk to.,1.0692631578947385,3.242499768421056,2.4613157894736872,94.3367105263158,82.89473684210526,5.694736842105264,23.71052631578948,6.961326702584282,0.684978947368422,716,27,162,9,20,231,111,190,0.19399999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.04,-0.9814,0,2,0,0,3,1,17.0,1,0,1,1,7,9,2,0,1,0,16,2,1,2,2,36,32,10,1,1,2,3,4,2,1,3,1,2,2,1,10,16,0,0,11,1,0,1,7,6,0,3,4,6,36,3,24,25,3,16,0,2,0,0,21,8,1,1,9,108,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286962277407413,0.0,0.0,0.15036610463562214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924390976345035,0.13572677891607154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700477347773896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612659072309894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660510077988052,0.0,0.14914323258314455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689156041770394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993551963853431,0.12504615592327434,0.0,0.15067733472201286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958921945444651,0.0,0.0,0.1387288563814686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936361370890978,0.20743794440471225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731329972147408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389426393078227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393668198251989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774207062866846,0.0,0.10254725211510704,0.14185844512344045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691097420543507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659373695155362,0.17003691589694064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076515707725663,0.11197430439634444,0.0,0.0,0.13624468375289747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951398663570993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558725213588434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309111606968535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145783596258885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230133314488297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669282997632224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302759072079583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114092624479605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349327947563932
anxiety,thrownawaaa4,2020/04/08,"First good day in a long time Since we've been under shelter-in-place ( 3 weeks now) it's just been home and work and I realized yesterday it was really starting to effect my mental health.  I'm (33F) recently divorced and dont have any family where I live, so I have been feeling exceptionally isolated.  

Today was a good day.  I decided to take the day off from work since it was going to be near 80* out.  I raked leaves, transplanted my garden seedlings that I started indoors, took the carburetor off my lawnmower, cleaned it, reassembled it, and my mower STARTED!!  I was insanely proud of myself and am starting to feel like I dont need a man to do tasks like that.

Since I dont have anyone to tell, thank you for listening.  Stay well.",4.020871212121215,5.54012515277778,5.2487878787878826,80.7477272727273,71.7777777777778,9.125252525252526,28.368686868686872,9.573946990214177,2.6105361111111107,578,22,113,14,11,192,92,144,0.019,0.8290000000000001,0.152,0.9456,2,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,1,0,5,5,7,0,0,5,0,16,1,0,1,0,14,29,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,7,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,8,3,15,7,16,20,0,25,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,17,70,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120254006567063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377606008893287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594785031417527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715440047275726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264313271187749,0.0,0.13562476235671028,0.09581151077844678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407782660832352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622042878354125,0.22497795917766172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255756876387052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452789812979218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200801714696315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310432571337172,0.0,0.11842566587773165,0.11868721768152793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515599209321802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944429080216206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591725928267209,0.0,0.13242200678578214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328229967988722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797080711131537,0.14294833958600736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083750289399193,0.0,0.11722208855202175,0.1234747225237067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820331299679599,0.0,0.12712497742342324,0.0,0.14900627668626362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757865788073673,0.0,0.1205851492100253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527408020014603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mydoggodances,2020/04/08,"Anxiety Tics? Ever since I was little, I've had what my parents called tics - random repeated actions that are really hard not to do. 
Some examples are:
-Aggressively blinking 
-Clacking my teeth
-Over extending my arms
-Straining my neck
-Wincing
-Drawing question marks with my finger or my eyes
-Stopping thinking to imagine each word with punctuation 
-Doing some of these to the syllables of words I'm thinking of or writing

And I've had a lot more, I've grown out of some just to start doing new ones. Is this concerning? Does anyone know if it is from anxiety or something else?",3.61975326560232,6.752545358490572,4.28811320754717,78.84186502177069,81.26415094339623,7.412481857764878,29.851959361393323,8.384062270229773,2.9969079825834544,472,23,75,11,13,150,78,106,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.8331,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,10,5,5,0,1,26,15,5,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,3,7,0,13,12,6,10,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,10,5,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668348454557709,0.0,0.0,0.16764730131983935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448240078630054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098175123570699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029054810308325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168786317985841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477983240400172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176703191303316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030470693088465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038372440015857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156382174503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624690682588506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662275433301953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685885302791199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535978014205011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833376513365025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458065124169848,0.0,0.0,0.16970491549525668,0.0,0.0,0.20045193065372266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30725986644894016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jessauv,2020/04/08,"Quitting Lexapro (Help) After just over a year on lexapro, I'm quitting. The usual suspects are the reason: really significant weight gain and low libido. My psychiatrist is recommending, not just supporting, that I get off the medicine. 

​

I'm not here for advice on what to do. I know the rules, you're not doctors *and* I've made up my mind. 

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I'm looking for people who have left Lexapro with positive stories about getting off and/or people willing to offer support who have walked this road. Thanks.",3.367245657568237,6.554281258064518,3.313978494623658,84.04481389578164,85.88172043010752,5.442183622828785,28.659222497932173,7.010146845296331,1.9677897435897431,419,20,68,6,13,127,67,93,0.07,0.779,0.151,0.8422,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,2,0,13,17,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,4,3,13,15,0,13,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,0,3,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228022868199512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376944705677423,0.3787133386860204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950379937516404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162834786412575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445296382445696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564288007065186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693152615740082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308622123204897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745491295520546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573489990219052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607283476396366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314995621429263,0.0,0.0,0.09983193743677743,0.1602244081958429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536795856995992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434719970926285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163031547194296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897651353472692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787133386860204,0.10035267704259973
anxiety,superdrummerful,2020/04/08,"waking up in the night because i get a bit hot but then have an anxiety attack because i think fever does anybody else get this? I keep waking up in the middle of the night probably because my duvet is too thick or I left my heater on and I've just gotten too hot, a normal hot, but then I instantly start to panic thinking I've got a fever and it's oncomming covid19. this is probably the 3rd time this has happened and i'm quick shakey now leading me to think i'm having a mild anxiety attack. the threat of the symptoms coming on at anypoint has caused so much anxiety.   


Also i've been so careful to take daily vitamins C and D, no alcohol for 4 weeks and drink a shit ton of water but i got male thrush atm which i had to had a med for but now i'm panicking that it's weakened my immune system yesterday and now i have gotten covid19 possibly.   


Sorry if this is a rambling mess, god i hate this when can it be over please",2.8183592400690856,4.139517398963733,4.529554404145081,85.50486701208985,74.49222797927463,7.63371329879102,26.33816925734024,8.238735603445708,1.6682755785837655,730,26,151,12,15,247,112,193,0.23,0.7170000000000001,0.053,-0.9896,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,5,1,14,0,13,11,3,2,0,21,32,18,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,10,7,3,1,3,1,1,2,1,7,0,0,7,4,13,1,17,24,3,27,0,0,0,0,1,11,1,2,13,95,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639551671904555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954701328632893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143799043946143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116808769216341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505147156066808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955235727492724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396655388656957,0.14072153257466216,0.0,0.1180006185108957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987666982794758,0.0,0.0,0.13419334315342493,0.0,0.0,0.11443355530662845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313822411674507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191191532273991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113555812130197,0.0,0.0,0.13524452281422866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175873800216205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883481835484572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215967378832876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069988219109062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571026572348103,0.13421640925149889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072261465101198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036861143477076,0.0,0.1544302282521402,0.0,0.0,0.29538642453050684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061333713609475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533437139296334,0.0969588281476884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238007133580238,0.10299582081864153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633237508244465,0.0,0.0,0.07987717051373007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988126295275877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,imflaminnnhot,2020/04/08,DAE else have issues with stopping drinking and smoking weed even though you know it’s not helping you? I’ll never mix alcohol with my xanax script but i’ve found it hard to stop drinking and smoking. I don’t like the feeling of beating sober and the thoughts that come along with it.,4.914642857142855,6.235206892857143,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,69.35714285714286,6.314285714285715,31.857142857142854,5.985473137389443,1.4997285714285713,230,10,45,1,4,68,44,56,0.185,0.732,0.083,-0.6303,0,0,3,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,17,7,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,3,2,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656603874230528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413285551582825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487034799025312,0.0,0.0,0.2076597925829873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641871963564223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256913931488801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27255920787530863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268217781834107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662042124869972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945680971801943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661510628176826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144544451685745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172308226058396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156542256900501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423223346753825,0.1973476990911055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,connor_the_metalhead,2020/04/08,"Anxiety keeps me from playing guitar Now before I start this if you've read the title you probably think this is going to be about stage fright or fear of messing up or something. Well it's not that it's that whenever I try to practice my chest always gets tense and I have a meltdown. Why the hell is my guitar triggering my fight or flight instinct!!!??? I want music to be my future but I can't have it as a future if my chest gets pumped like a goddamn balloon every time I try to play. 

Sorry if this post seems angry, I'm crying right now.",4.526875,4.766922937500002,5.505357142857147,84.08964285714286,69.625,7.828571428571429,26.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,1.3408250000000002,427,12,87,4,7,141,76,112,0.225,0.688,0.087,-0.9495,0,0,1,0,1,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,2,2,5,0,7,2,2,1,0,14,16,9,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,13,4,9,14,0,11,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,7,7,54,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900046735056308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468637179407298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430819344109668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508306710188717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239389412181526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569561271770153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860587162036265,0.0,0.1297760077805793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296709692797246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155979459046292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869523529506515,0.0,0.2461988603143457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841080992815985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500881150929156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788036746878308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579422821045534,0.0,0.2556180275776062,0.16162660843548707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463168287658437,0.0,0.0,0.13315214723812724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100679845235906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468616562643165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053131884962809,0.0,0.2060494690187325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZenBuddhism,2020/04/08,"Terrible Cycle I Can't Get Out Of So I've been dealing with awful anxiety. Mainly DPDR (Reality does not seem real - its very odd)  
I also have extreme fear and PTSD of ingesting anything drug-related.   


My Psychiatrist prescribed me Prozac to help with Extreme DPDR, Anxiety, Depression, OCD and PTSD  
These really interfere with my mental health and I want to fix them  
I am deadly afraid to take the medication though and I'm not sure why.  


Maybe its because I feel the medication will make me not feel myself again?   
Or maybe im terrified of the side-effects?  


Im not sure why, but I need to get out of this cycle because I cant handle it anymore  


Any ideas?",2.702568140520896,5.199259220472445,4.758582677165354,78.34600242277409,78.84251968503936,8.002180496668688,26.30466384009691,8.841846274778883,2.489202786190188,519,21,93,13,13,178,83,127,0.142,0.833,0.025,-0.8807,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,3,1,6,5,0,1,2,26,16,9,1,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,9,1,1,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,2,13,2,13,14,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437829060300865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726296729885928,0.0,0.2188298581334956,0.0,0.1418439179210543,0.0,0.0,0.11769867453754893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437533032566846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474541059791377,0.12318856896714322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516350895175912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586540492817714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609446469097326,0.14463705524558707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494509517263745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203054804067165,0.0,0.0,0.0958676901792535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614595801565019,0.30898646262680274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547134129340512,0.0,0.2873788128333921,0.0,0.0,0.28816842974179435,0.1441371351032764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605238403869467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343807961218729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279554097435464,0.09162647853887597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020601107783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26960168559227315,0.0,0.10753817535580544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405228717727527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801189326951708,0.08436077243427108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581184531498821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Riggable,2020/04/08,"Does anyone else get internal tremors? Hey there. First time poster, apologize if I do something wrong here. 

29/M. I’ve struggled with anxiety in the past, had panic attacks, etc. I’ve always been able to keep it mostly under control with meditation, exercise and diet. However, since this pandemic has taken off and we’ve all had to make some pretty significant life changes, there is obviously added stress (jobs, income, Heath). To top that all off, my city experienced a decent sized earthquake two weeks ago and have been getting aftershocks since then. 

I haven’t been sleeping well, and I’ve been cooped up just like everyone else. I try to go on walks and get exercise, but it’s just not the same. 

What’s really been worrying me is in the past 3-4 days, I’ve started experiencing internal tremors anytime I sit down or lay down. It just feels like my torso is vibrating, despite the fact that there is no visible tremor. 

I’m hoping that this is all chalked up to the current time of heightened stress. Was wondering if anyone has dealt with something similar and how they coped?",6.04140724946695,7.471479810945276,6.153564321250888,76.5162313432836,66.81094527363184,9.921961620469084,32.76510305614784,10.125756701596842,3.429295380241649,866,37,154,21,14,275,133,201,0.10400000000000001,0.816,0.079,-0.7292,4,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,9,10,1,4,6,0,18,5,1,3,5,32,30,12,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,9,1,2,2,2,0,2,3,6,1,2,9,3,8,4,19,21,7,25,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,7,13,91,17,2,0.13887735642184307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310639708776758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555708577603895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062407975386695,0.0,0.0,0.1942125533390511,0.14229626342087076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157993041915978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691382861399993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557627642084044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956440585504706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153251048274465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202842187459985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488496298160526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270326551943254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022056420455032,0.0992140111767726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812900842688932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176730603367264,0.0,0.07892720208446807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379365507123856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781434712104199,0.12344057541681605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809318393211412,0.13569692276295894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270171381192632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294265496299593,0.0,0.0,0.2651483020101551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128819879188687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896839068178279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297615687023025,0.0,0.13897765198775808,0.0,0.0,0.2138291478145788,0.0,0.0,0.0982981076732112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318167085127226,0.14518476643895967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196100670338565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428860886133476,0.0,0.13566299755500072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139903836859877,0.0,0.12486742192324908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060656892809066,0.0,0.14103669671368507,0.0,0.0,0.15184058791463478,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScreechingEggs,2020/04/08,"I just want to be happy again Does anyone else have moments where you feel like the happiest person in the world, but within the next few days your anxiety starts coming back? I don’t know what triggers it but I just want it to go away :(",2.9193749999999987,4.640508854166671,3.59416666666667,90.6675,75.04166666666666,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.3616083333333333,187,4,39,2,4,59,39,48,0.111,0.7140000000000001,0.175,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,10,2,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,5,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140865203672312,0.0,0.0,0.19567948810276525,0.28674212357964435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26293078804644604,0.21518942273137087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106828838336705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048181529592106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490095032724746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23378098911273998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150191449103272,0.19992679758244244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904671696797826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979083624374293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537997042038384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672187470302485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976264807956496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443565499554452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980811544904067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301287014485427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FabricOfLife,2020/04/08,"This is a powerful experiment that exploits the potential of complex thought. (Inner-Dialog) Inner-dialog has the power to change the world, or nothing at all. The most important conversation you will ever have in life is the one you have with yourself everyday.  Try it; Think about your entire life and every major event that impacted you (Good and Bad)  up until now and ask yourself, why did I become who I am? Why did I fail? Why did I succeed? Why didn't I show her/him more love & attention? Why did I settle for a job that I don't like? Ask yourself about the one thing that you don't like about yourself. Get lost in this conversation with yourself and by the end you'll have the power to change the world, or nothing at all. At the very least, you will have a slightly deeper understanding of your life.",4.341666666666669,5.9440184904458615,5.1456210191082805,81.47388800424629,71.10191082802547,8.290658174097665,27.09607218683652,8.841846274778883,2.0679473460721884,641,22,122,12,12,208,85,157,0.079,0.835,0.086,0.4812,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,8,0,6,5,8,0,0,13,0,18,4,0,0,3,17,26,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,0,15,5,18,16,6,14,0,2,0,1,14,8,0,3,8,87,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837225395178888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25603706903272794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143375009748585,0.0,0.15123725026307402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897244702261217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128641297282727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386825096709675,0.11537616188359355,0.0,0.0,0.13395162965631802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154444738515578,0.0,0.0,0.11485708825808615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588982427961122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901700542655761,0.1338019689150855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494839913555384,0.0,0.12359188155716345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627913875128754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855854507618584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097551516783337,0.0877443340862648,0.0,0.10871346720455406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297190573694236,0.0,0.0,0.14255727600571186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298818229410555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6178261789971784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adropoffrenchcoffee,2020/04/08,"Why do I get a spike of anxiety that my crush is hooking up with a friend of mine but only once a day at night? Hi everyone. Quarantine has been really shitty for me, and has affected every aspect of my life. I was about to get into a relationship with him before Quarantine started, but it got really complicated because the guy is closeted and can't communicate openly since his parents check his phone. I recently texted him asking if we can remain friends and go from wherever once Quarantine ends, and we’ve stopped talking after that. Since then, I've gotten randomly spikes of anxiety that he's hooking up with a friend of mine, once a day at night. I know this isn't happening because my friend is in a relationship and they are social distancing, but I wanna understand why I’m getting anxiety over him once a day randomly and specifically that he's hooking up with my friend and nothing else. Could anyone explain the spike in anxiety, and why it comes at night?",8.784124396135265,7.709403125000005,9.185507246376812,65.62084541062804,61.22826086956522,13.395169082125607,39.46618357487922,12.45797560212912,5.135158937198066,781,35,135,24,9,262,104,184,0.09699999999999999,0.799,0.10300000000000001,0.7287,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,10,0,13,1,0,1,0,29,27,13,0,3,4,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,7,16,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,19,5,25,22,0,25,0,0,0,0,24,11,0,3,12,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187905160163584,0.0,0.0,0.07284527404982477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739449844469787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701466337635473,0.0,0.08864974499315137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974208642035182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317947630968575,0.0,0.0,0.2015629858353371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702925577264935,0.0,0.09227280568607872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877763791124362,0.09954872203542553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024471292764032,0.0,0.16328968916660194,0.0,0.05920805392833387,0.0,0.08332248692184546,0.0,0.0,0.10315485634599918,0.09212627749485616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725475730816915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358561270218282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29329840608849833,0.0,0.09996378836507903,0.0,0.0,0.4437943922603518,0.0,0.07923379744151217,0.0,0.0,0.11567987197420315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348111004281202,0.0,0.10286545804323552,0.22370126455947886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723580082799054,0.0,0.0,0.1061986756720846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373933835814983,0.0,0.0,0.08709937891829879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373616274106199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845534553782844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28201949533366705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aimeelovelyone,2020/04/08,"Corona/anxiety All stuck inside feeling lonely 

We want to be back to normality feeling social 

What to do with all this time 

Yet usually watching the clock wishing it away 

We are all in this together 

But all on our own 

Walking past people in the street we know we are all having the same thoughts

Usually we keep heads down like we have nothing in common 

Only going out for important things 

Whilst we have it all at home 

Wanting this all to be over and to be free 

Yet loving the break from the rush we are always In 

Soon it will pass and we will all be so happy 

But will we always miss this moment worked stopped 

Sending love to everyone who needs it 

Hoping every one heals 

We all deserve health 

Much more than the stupid idea of wealth",2.298560344827589,4.899854351724142,2.9995474137931017,89.69863146551725,81.34482758620689,5.556034482758621,21.47629310344828,6.9077264865688965,0.6361120689655175,591,18,113,7,16,185,94,145,0.068,0.741,0.191,0.9637,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,12,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,6,0,14,5,1,0,9,40,29,5,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,11,15,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,3,0,1,2,3,12,8,21,20,13,30,0,2,1,2,17,11,0,1,14,87,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788523344743644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818553795780827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574313247447362,0.12884590710491609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117938660306684,0.16011400397455414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694501736959349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523013845052966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837434900463134,0.0,0.0,0.1719683845378756,0.1781120524670388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807974671385267,0.1664282588868551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891586762184632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893804387967444,0.0,0.0,0.09208845931683628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186301047513245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024650108393043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231783748628241,0.12424613364612247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641765492848417,0.16078159598977051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354529251652368,0.12743951202060322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599582200020672,0.11616735937196343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080977867904235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009050058264844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113216735381723,0.0,0.0,0.13302661801938534,0.09770756269457162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690948111701796,0.0,0.19766646268949967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926896338784298,0.0,0.0,0.12198814668224013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ho1s,2020/04/08,Inferiority complex? I’ve grown up throughout my life not being self confident and being very conscious about the way I look. I have a birthmark mole and I’ve had various mole/spots on my chin and on my neck and they’ve definitely made me depressed and have increased anxiety about the way others view me. Never really got any girls which is what puts me at another anxious point cause I have HOCD which makes me think oh damn do I even want girls.,3.5512931034482773,5.876529000000005,4.384583333333335,82.99687500000002,75.0919540229885,7.5683908045976995,25.81752873563219,8.472884824447931,1.8447942528735628,361,13,69,7,8,116,61,87,0.161,0.7709999999999999,0.068,-0.8089,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,8,2,1,3,1,14,14,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,2,11,0,6,9,2,11,0,2,2,0,3,5,1,0,1,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591780793307834,0.2558389928898803,0.18664745370277186,0.2756330065874053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506392619476442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014346871238174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611494430614942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951366711216332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723334484557376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488550790091875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308640072454491,0.16286153001234152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817586641321327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306441893315185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452717838984471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563027007091511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545290159289522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563353983629753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131274199301868,0.1439083633427219,0.3873270355706273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amybaker217,2020/04/08,"Tips for dealing with anxiety - regarding Coronavirus? For the past month I have had so much anxiety over the coronavirus but today it has pushed me too far.

Today I received a message that my friend has coronavirus and was seriously ill with it, my therapist is off sick and I am worried for that she might have the coronavirus - I rang up her employers in a panic, crying and asking if she had the coronavirus ( I know this is completely wrong and I feel so guilty about it.) my dad has underlying health conditions and I am so scared of him falling sick or even dying.

I am so worried about all these different people, I feel like I can no longer even function as a human being. I spend my whole day worrying about the people I care about and corona. 

I can't sleep lately and have lost my appetite. My self care has gone down the drain because of lack of schedule and I am honestly scared as I have never felt this way before. Everything constantly feels like a dream/unreal. 

Today I spent the whole day crying over my therapist and my friend. I have a terrible headache for hours now and I feel burnt out.

I can't cope with this situation we are going through. I feel like giving up. I want to shut out the world. I am terrified. I haven't left my room in 5 weeks.

I really need advice/tips because I can honestly feel myself going crazy.

Tips regarding going outside - I can't just go outside, I have OCD and I am terrified.

Any tips would be so helpful for me!! thanks",2.9697927997928018,5.254337958041958,4.260691530691531,83.38211991711994,76.76223776223777,8.153120953120952,25.277907277907282,8.94667605116694,2.1569206423206424,1160,42,222,28,27,381,147,286,0.255,0.605,0.14,-0.991,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,1,15,17,0,3,13,0,32,5,1,0,2,36,54,21,1,5,4,1,7,3,2,2,4,1,1,2,9,17,0,0,8,0,2,8,6,7,0,0,7,8,45,10,30,43,5,39,0,1,0,0,16,16,0,3,17,160,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675589424333425,0.0,0.15019265063091278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177147464152836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968153381645105,0.0,0.08353159525983307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017250330704944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029246405790937,0.10608201250577406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566034575533524,0.12661723019027732,0.10120430188236876,0.0,0.0,0.10188027235984827,0.10256203560941887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967475055750913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822480579926201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29781250454678265,0.21038832063935808,0.09425425746994866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168481632426714,0.0,0.0,0.0941692756163856,0.22315882340083606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434531732488334,0.0,0.0,0.06579825358704676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667322619503144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053949181856478366,0.0,0.11073493989070264,0.0,0.10665708381359723,0.0,0.0,0.14387608845468872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715922013812527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413806382252287,0.0,0.0,0.0783547514672529,0.0,0.0721629246005314,0.07278846132040227,0.07571127170686212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517604261594053,0.0,0.0,0.09371006056947212,0.13611117056443414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288732167131895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656154590052335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240800719875943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034211514629133,0.09823637629840096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037758720954976,0.0,0.2279553822501239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27914819726907875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790054487649006,0.07791919067110001,0.07874242869941155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219196510729248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990754372106409,0.0,0.06973394216400122,0.107328544686209,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heytherecatlady,2020/04/09,"Guys, check out the book ""Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck"" by Mark Manson. I feel like it was written for us; 10/10. I would also love to discuss, if anyone else has read it, how it helped or didn't help your anxiety.",3.34,3.786164333333332,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,72.33333333333334,6.888888888888888,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.2390000000000003,165,3,37,1,3,54,42,45,0.08900000000000001,0.742,0.16899999999999998,0.6025,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,2,1,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315252585103736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214783907288663,0.0,0.0,0.20243580982729809,0.2966426096125105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418528600627277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638762054130955,0.2068297682459448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777294299289429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866656369188465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881119683556492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144253797351433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612988365135525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895936190580508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34825122527758906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566334271064546,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wtfis09,2020/04/09,"I fucked up I thought I was getting better at balancing things but it seems I was wrong. 

I keep beating myself up about how I shouldn’t be very open with people and I should not disclose too much information about myself. And then I have moments where I feel like an absolute loser for not being out there and being myself. But at this point I don’t even know what being myself is about. 

I’m just tired of always being anxious about either disclosing too much for the other person to use it against me. Or too little for them to engage any further. I’m so exhausted. I’m so scared that something bad will happen that I either talk too much or too little. And I’ve recently quit smoking after 8 years and now there’s a fucking Pandemic so I DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING.",3.097649769585253,5.235873129032259,4.182050691244239,84.79879032258064,75.7741935483871,6.493087557603687,23.974654377880178,7.447530270364453,1.201175115207373,625,20,116,8,14,203,96,155,0.213,0.737,0.05,-0.9833,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,20,11,3,1,3,0,15,5,0,2,0,28,31,14,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,1,18,3,18,20,5,17,0,1,0,3,4,11,3,3,7,96,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726357851323286,0.0,0.0,0.10400873254472658,0.0,0.0,0.1727857908670744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770377658542836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352685782332593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792519310517178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020391847254273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733424762207279,0.1092648712643986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241891848862906,0.07990813203806928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27049982581780074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594570385517646,0.0,0.0,0.1681105793074614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472183928866763,0.3065847572488653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372993984799204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060337105513307,0.1335468146159065,0.0,0.0,0.1445836953852052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267722251412886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101602517759988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312593358141502,0.0,0.0,0.13923657233588604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774553831367447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293244691978887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161072932923282,0.0,0.0,0.12142228236010165,0.0,0.17578927895041754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209650109252974,0.0,0.1261967199340213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672227752352716,0.0,0.09849240625005068
anxiety,QishengLi,2020/04/09,"Reposting an interview study (and receive $10) in case anyone missed it! Please read the original post here: [https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/fxb923/mod\_approved\_research\_study\_earn\_a\_10\_amazon\_gift/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/fxb923/mod_approved_research_study_earn_a_10_amazon_gift/)

Thank you :)",46.18954545454545,59.80127477272728,17.664090909090916,-21.783863636363613,5.818181818181827,9.472727272727274,28.22727272727273,8.841846274778883,4.132327272727272,303,5,16,4,4,58,22,22,0.07400000000000001,0.574,0.35100000000000003,0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311193215231141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519819072326749,0.0,0.0,0.4535329448204678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736812263686479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359840486850399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toastmalawn,2020/04/09,"Question Does anyone else have a fear of taking their medicine? I’m 21 years old, physically healthy, but suffer from extreme anxiety most days. 4 ambulance phone calls thinking I’m dying later, my doctor prescribed me Klonopin. He told me to take it twice a day(.5 mg). I’ve been taking halves of halves twice a day because I am too scared to take a full half, much less a whole pill. Yesterday at my appointment I told him about this and he recommended I go on Xanax twice a day. I’m in the midst of an acute panic attack but still, my anxiety prevents me from taking my medicine due to the fear of what it’s gonna make me feel like. Any advice is welcome, I know I’m probably overthinking it.",5.0084057971014495,5.70377955072464,5.439275362318841,83.37601449275364,68.71014492753623,8.742028985507247,29.826086956521745,8.841846274778883,2.2001826086956533,550,20,111,9,9,176,94,138,0.188,0.726,0.086,-0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,4,9,0,4,3,0,1,0,10,21,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,3,1,14,2,13,17,5,14,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,2,10,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509481796802844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401370946658476,0.0,0.21151942282371328,0.0,0.0,0.09666655404305377,0.14165190871142713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572776080867932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427499231544322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116715867662805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566353391711486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434800991669991,0.0,0.0,0.14150318086792096,0.12098217947898215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548886823762032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111359584225049,0.06990258711817272,0.09876474417700982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856979906387072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597775097621964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754122579729302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228193619843032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162854238644033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450685274488835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220480799097728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905524769538234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548699410796803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841084954411945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104054174402794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197282714705904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858404594501237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26420470082856523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434949459797226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902749066647077
anxiety,burneranonacct,2020/04/09,"How do you deal with anxiety that results in wanting to distance yourself from everyone? My anxiety makes me want to push everyone away. Ignore phone calls. Break up with my partner. And lay in bed all day. I’m afraid to express this to them because I feel like I’m too much. And with everyone on lock down it’s a super stressful time already. 

Our state has a stay at home order and Im already physically distancing. 

How do you cope with anxiety that makes you want to push people away?",2.5070526315789468,5.037401652631584,3.765526315789476,84.98618421052633,79.84210526315789,7.1684210526315795,28.447368421052627,8.238735603445708,2.287610526315789,387,18,73,8,10,126,65,95,0.113,0.7959999999999999,0.091,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,1,1,5,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,5,1,18,11,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,2,18,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644169770134687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789375279245183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31026192172728106,0.0,0.0,0.10065256049949102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686008576073974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064855037833169,0.17022629629139452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733233235108346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348709606104006,0.11795817614891176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562378962201485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835251445823325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066683993664467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043106527867565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137851016038355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446993861980488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599060158932253,0.0,0.0,0.1891386540422908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627987383724336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921672831368744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ricnais,2020/04/09,"I can't with this anxiety one more day! 10 years ago my older brother died of cancer, my parents separated.  We lost everything.  3 years ago my middle brother escaped from this miserable life aimlessly and I don't know anything about him.  A year ago I was diagnosed with stage 2 testicular cancer and I had two operations, I lost my job, my life is not normal again and now the damn Covid19.  damn fucking life!",2.5283333333333324,5.284658243589746,4.12846153846154,80.89987179487183,81.94871794871796,7.56923076923077,27.89743589743589,8.515128840125781,2.579451282051283,325,15,59,8,9,108,56,78,0.327,0.6729999999999999,0.0,-0.981,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,3,6,3,1,2,0,5,7,0,0,0,9,9,3,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,12,0,5,5,1,12,0,3,0,1,5,1,3,0,10,35,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823022302932983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874224468478225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492463454580435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169641700747318,0.0,0.0,0.1840796884993608,0.1882262230132455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299742420218336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766722676302742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799748525267009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967239486397028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843062790092032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959584088350641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776972920289813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289630334365735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138221554527813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716535678862946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503755937537921
anxiety,Kraft1980,2020/04/09,Let's heal and get stronger through this portal Let's send our messages to the universe here: [notacoincidence.ca/manifest](https://www.youtube.com/redirect?stzid=UgwUJfXLILswHHRWaah4AaABAg&q=http%3A%2F%2Fnotacoincidence.ca%2Fmanifest&event=comments&redir_token=IySfOhIxvLaGo5bPe53IJvq7L118MTU4NjU0NDYzMkAxNTg2NDU4MjMy) This website will work because I was motivated to create it from a message from the universe and have faith that it will. All of us deserve to be happy and experience what we want in our lives.,24.20131578947369,30.19325645614036,13.567500000000004,23.17125000000001,28.298245614035093,7.805263157894737,35.30263157894737,8.07648339933343,2.7323368421052634,466,12,44,3,4,114,44,57,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,1,7,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,8,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,34,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7163882681122073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434973307425715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558697448351435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514642257383853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461280623034814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507342399058849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461135502472646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26510604899505985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299937007983302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604489747526232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ldn16,2020/04/09,"Shortness of breath Does anyone here suffer with shortness of breath as a primary symtom of their anxiety? I'd be really interested if people who do could share their experiences of how their shortness of breath presents, how long it lasts, whether anything helps to make it go away, etc. I'm not looking for medical advice - I just want to know what other people's experiences are. I've been living with anxiety for a while but have never really discussed it with anyone or reached out to learn about others' experiences.

I'm asthmatic, and for me, periods of shortness of breath or ""air hunger"" to describe it more precisely can last for days and sometimes even for a week or more. And then it will just go. I also don't feel the shortness of breath on a constant basis. Sometimes, it won't be there but then I'll get anxious or stressed or start thinking about my breathing and it will return. It feels like I can't get a full breath and it's not the same sort of wheezy breathlessness that comes with asthma - and my inhaler doesn't really help it. Interestingly, my peak flow and blood oxygen levels are healthy even why I'm feeling at my most ""hungry"" (I have the accoutrements so I can keep an eye on my asthma). 

Would love to know whether this is common and whether other people get it the same way I do.

Be well, everyone!",6.674028871391081,6.9667275314960655,6.576992125984255,78.06892650918637,65.02362204724409,9.607979002624672,32.287664041994745,9.3871,2.782788766404199,1059,39,197,18,15,335,139,254,0.063,0.8240000000000001,0.113,0.9205,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,0,13,8,0,1,10,0,21,14,9,3,2,49,42,27,0,4,15,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,18,14,1,1,7,0,0,4,7,2,1,0,1,6,15,6,31,33,7,33,0,1,2,1,9,13,0,8,16,138,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484665639914315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217049579760712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954737650208523,0.14433366352657978,0.0,0.17866704644079642,0.0,0.10513648935321868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003574767616565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005486444592168,0.0,0.138064348011612,0.0,0.1020068326366568,0.0,0.0,0.0823953322543976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111804588947346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142487385074975,0.1687699871673949,0.0,0.0,0.12208119452512435,0.0,0.3749245780541044,0.0,0.0,0.1937995344296412,0.09127254669038858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024968577699145,0.0,0.14521914096509947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127112820005852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135599251515544,0.0,0.0,0.14042830528633027,0.20828467729163785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241761406338454,0.0,0.1128153812662471,0.11306454234334518,0.10728713634470388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153093699136562,0.0,0.08528151822329456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870585486422098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853722717382428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657203550892249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455410731656673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527179654592707,0.0,0.09042995556539364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634989447648816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818641463298777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753567997916194,0.1014108047489422,0.10248223824603027,0.0,0.11487256147009195,0.0,0.11528450982174927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075781116641472,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,biggerperspective,2020/04/09,"Become acutely aware of your anxiety during this pandemic? Me too. Social anxiety. 
General anxiety. 
OCD. 

I really think I've got a cocktail of all three. 

I've noticed that I can feel great, relaxed, mindful. And then when I even *think* about seeing other people (including my roommates!) that I shrink back into myself. This sucks especially since I have a son, and I'm constantly worried about how his behavior (loud, excited) is annoying to others. 

I wish I could just say 🖕🖕 to what others think, but then anxiety strolls along uninvited to the party.

I'm trying out a new app, GetCerebral. They're only $45 your first month because of this shitty world right now. Tele-appointment on Monday, hope to get a prescription for the first time in my life. 

Advice? Comments? Agree/disagree? Better app?",3.1268812260536407,6.1543324965517225,4.397183908045978,77.88481800766287,82.65517241379311,7.636015325670499,26.67624521072797,8.515128840125781,2.7444406130268195,632,27,101,16,18,207,107,145,0.11699999999999999,0.754,0.129,0.7029,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,3,9,7,2,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,18,16,7,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,5,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,14,5,15,14,1,18,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,1,12,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807833337846355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950099247339045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439001270031935,0.0,0.09861259322219812,0.17866062973090382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307111708619666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481430950688726,0.0,0.12915900642837913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684658710615487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179502838590534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27520045465115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451737915987709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293810697232536,0.1783503732756319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067264922719512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142618954302161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334009831371618,0.0,0.12912209573311045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623705244070524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417454138718697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303225515620975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121499287973095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363306139304952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814943907223826,0.0,0.12864482642400718,0.0,0.0,0.12890857261929242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338165980783814,0.0,0.0,0.16490264236274013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109642225556602,0.0,0.0,0.09432852961792908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983021178546208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602582374495352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428379267283993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PersonneJetaime,2020/04/09,"For people who have anxiety, how did you control it? Right now I am starting meditation, is there anything else I can possibly do that can ease my anxiety levels?",6.3229999999999995,7.51006996666667,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,66.0,11.333333333333336,38.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,4.950333333333335,129,7,21,4,2,44,27,30,0.12,0.8,0.08,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424383035879249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917530080001587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397642391326268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296169424697773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457906966492481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996861911248582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027718986129477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25094248164295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-J-J-J-,2020/04/09,"Don't have title. Okay, I don't know what my deal is. Last week I was pointing loaded guns at my head. This week I was feeling great, but now I'm starting to fall back to the *I need to shoot myself* place. Whenever I get a task, homework or job I just start to feel dread, I get agitated and start punching myself and other things.  I want to work, but I don't think I can do it, and I don't want to face all the consequences of screwing up. I'd love to just blow it all off and run away, but that fills me dread because I'm failing everyone and ruining my *own* life. 

The fuck is my problem. I've never really had this problem this bad before. I've always had a hard time focusing, but I could push through it. The past 3 months though, I just-- I don't know. I've started writing for shit's n' gigs, and all I want to focus on is that. Nothing else. It's basically escapism at this point.

I don't know what I want from you guys, but I really want to be done with this.",1.5802432126696822,2.8693166057692348,3.4211877828054327,92.3267533936652,77.65384615384616,6.624886877828053,22.812217194570128,7.285733465282438,0.6129046380090495,746,22,176,9,17,251,116,208,0.209,0.713,0.078,-0.9861,1,0,0,2,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,7,13,3,2,6,1,19,7,3,0,4,36,41,13,0,9,9,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,15,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,7,10,0,0,5,3,26,3,20,34,4,26,0,2,0,3,5,9,3,1,13,109,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096066066079524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237609382872242,0.10128918360833462,0.10998573013639924,0.08029896326999568,0.0,0.11208914668390536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517251371548883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580374950877888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480145966484613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004019263501813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586986355444307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320927409805847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177858912541685,0.13764282437118916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522840952555122,0.0,0.13042947641887914,0.0,0.0,0.11800064633948365,0.0,0.1351889064050912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071775588996365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171795381056957,0.10737429303980246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304198829491538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188878820692873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514245781221312,0.0,0.0,0.09767317974066723,0.10159523248152608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263946753371693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257473976434412,0.0,0.0,0.13762566149807606,0.0,0.24904734578656226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520880352224181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877413154741894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521487350496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729454388950279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751291898945232,0.08440471907753205,0.12942015247226255,0.0,0.07681050551054505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884771174039654,0.0,0.21132534613473247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589811632337396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pooth45,2020/04/09,"Starting full time work has me regressing back into anxious thought patterns I am currently in my first week of training for my first full time job after graduating. I know how lucky I am to be employed right now. I know how lucky I am in general! But I am starting to feel myself slipping back into my old anxiety and depression driven thought patterns. I’m not sure if it is because I’m not used to working in a while. I only had full time jobs over the summers and didn’t work during the semester. But I’ve been in panic mode quite a few times this week, thinking about life and it’s pointlessness and the marching of time, and how I’m past the “best days of my life”, and the full time grind and it’s exhaustion. I can acknowledge the thought pattern and know it isn’t helpful but can’t seem to pull myself out of it, and kind of just need to let it run it’s course. Hopefully going to get into contact with some mental health professionals around me soon enough. 
I know that big changes make my mental health issues very one way or the other. Mostly just writing to get things off my chest, and ride this panic wave. 
Also wondering if anyone had similar anxieties with starting full time work, and how they overcame?",5.213770920502093,6.1560936694560695,5.491691945606696,82.29519482217573,68.37238493723851,8.485460251046026,30.837081589958164,8.660442795831766,2.354307322175732,973,38,186,15,16,309,133,239,0.07400000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.051,-0.5224,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,9,13,10,0,2,9,0,15,6,1,6,1,55,40,23,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,12,18,0,0,12,0,0,5,5,4,0,3,8,1,20,6,28,30,10,50,0,1,0,0,4,18,0,10,26,128,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144986996981078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583082590689212,0.11506216187688965,0.0,0.07121629187999808,0.0,0.0,0.09066860748533093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566336143589803,0.0,0.06208716665588506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688589732710127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774440601187303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568519655159799,0.0,0.08772375309372699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523887285635757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149871221392218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326809825598485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642544595484166,0.0,0.057884030298559014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652480211181008,0.0,0.0,0.06826829513048265,0.0,0.0,0.10116060458052988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063055412217754,0.20214196458638567,0.0,0.0,0.10606170319984376,0.22389765492202635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414911600562213,0.14388014983052294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679860513144155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528285306747013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755209126172489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687504789712296,0.0,0.06901658717738267,0.07746195369511345,0.0,0.23899941535268895,0.0,0.0,0.09722790078597987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833062612772022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697983661953132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272094044828004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162710887720753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599296387174212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766499795983465,0.06526173746838433,0.0,0.2425739449685567,0.4157292353034101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796619742749767,0.0,0.08403739303165031,0.0,0.0808442476064471,0.16339677935770236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045260656352544,0.29659373360201496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GreatGatsby180,2020/04/09,"Why am I so anxious to write a post on an anxiety thread? I don't know how many people will read this, because I'm just one person in an whole ocean of people who have bigger problems then I do, but I'm new to this whole thing and that makes me nervous for a whole string of reasons. I have a tendency to get nervous about normal things and small things and it never really goes away. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder when I was 7. I'm almost 20 years old now and some things have gotten easier but not a whole lot. I have tried dozens of techniques, and I'll find one that works for a while, but then it kind of falls away. Especially now, I have that fear hanging over my head, because I have very little to keep my mind occupied. I'm just really hoping for at least one person to understand me, and how exhausting it is to deal with this all the time. This isn't dire or anything, but it would be nice to have somebody to talk to who really understands what I live with.",6.897611940298513,5.544524258706473,7.219149253731341,79.1051417910448,65.11940298507463,11.025074626865672,31.0452736318408,10.125756701596842,2.6812921393034834,780,22,164,15,10,255,116,201,0.115,0.813,0.07200000000000001,-0.6906,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,3,8,0,17,3,1,4,2,38,29,18,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,18,9,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,5,0,4,3,0,14,3,26,23,8,23,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,5,11,119,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104163029360777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966309961514478,0.12527561808673718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125410084784978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837207502691893,0.0,0.0,0.1351966285214128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432407297974302,0.0,0.11255234697243388,0.0,0.0,0.1270910502010288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478355510568495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135264978486026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793613341114912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380647778733236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101400934775872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985652928474634,0.0,0.11547623655732125,0.060942964765729586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114222635896942,0.09791905971552746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427582756308067,0.0,0.0,0.0740208115401374,0.11242638482508352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196861309899896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552621569451675,0.10709951969578517,0.0,0.0,0.10864994085741984,0.0,0.0,0.11636177753801512,0.0,0.22542846777382786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375614581140185,0.19365203192423672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620322326851116,0.0,0.0,0.10610800894795888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109213203068316,0.0,0.2131194411263943,0.11401473718812087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891302357300853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946850399465217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466161552506212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528792144087289,0.0,0.0,0.230883532216941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149694550066137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000621606274584,0.4952247567231385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073019551249258,0.0,0.0,0.0787740060930289,0.0,0.0,0.07141036891926708
anxiety,heather_hello,2020/04/09,"Are you medicated? Anxiety is something I’ve had for years and years. I was diagnosed with social and general anxiety as well as PTSD about 2 years ago. I don’t feel like I am depressed but I feel like the two get lumped together a lot. When I was diagnosed they tried to put me on Prozac which made me extremely suicidal and in a really really dark place mentally so I quit taking it and never went back. I’ve been able to manage it in my own since then until the last month or so. I work in a hospital and my anxiety is raging most days. I used to only have symptoms while at work or days I knew I was going to work but today I am off and I’m not okay. I fear it’s getting worse. What medications do you take for your anxiety that is PRN, only as needed? I do not want something long term or every day. Just in my bad days where I cannot manage.",0.9613283674736196,2.969532994413409,3.51626629422719,87.56485257603975,82.18435754189943,7.5531967721911855,20.55896958410925,8.515128840125781,1.2451412787088765,662,19,145,16,18,231,110,179,0.18,0.7659999999999999,0.055,-0.9714,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,4,8,8,1,1,5,1,16,7,0,2,1,26,30,20,1,2,8,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,4,1,1,8,2,23,4,19,22,4,31,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,5,21,96,29,5,0.11696852955617065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368554397431927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35792241981410494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994157919225278,0.09766383640065893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017400999948528,0.0,0.10074482311106443,0.2374411906626177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855103096238688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162211493761575,0.11828560610934935,0.1671246817726912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222245799015377,0.0,0.06647591088759318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534496316995576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428983046500535,0.0,0.0,0.10351346787224223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944246099445618,0.0,0.11067845084677558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356669756288307,0.11787676650086118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336316434687028,0.0,0.0,0.08673068256304411,0.09021334087483568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791967506255074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220721790373705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367299516484358,0.117585679128596,0.0,0.1244104291238818,0.0,0.0,0.14986607036811767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675757636829713,0.0,0.0,0.11923468568825102,0.0,0.18009617723531554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794458657388585,0.0,0.0,0.12157508865893095,0.17589155462625536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087248924807416,0.0,0.0,0.07941395355270893,0.0,0.11426125718429204,0.0,0.0,0.10102325410219988,0.0,0.0,0.06899106928233109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516875542667788,0.10843099875612204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25546344781606706,0.0,0.11920092451878254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259716942108769
anxiety,2mr41h,2020/04/09,"A podcast about anxiety Hey friends...  


I'm a fellow anxiety sufferer, so I hope this will be relevant for a lot of you.  


I host my own podcast, and I just had the co-director of the Anxiety and Stress Disorder Institute of Maryland as my guest.  


We discussed finding the right therapist for you, how treatment has evolved over time, and how he and his staff are handling telehealth in the COVID-19 era.  


I hope it's an enjoyable listen!  [https://anchor.fm/the-vanity-prodcast/episodes/Episode-14-A-candid-discussion-about-anxiety--stress--and-depression-ecjhi5](https://anchor.fm/the-vanity-prodcast/episodes/Episode-14-A-candid-discussion-about-anxiety--stress--and-depression-ecjhi5)",18.91064257028113,23.78604610843375,9.850783132530124,49.07609437751009,39.72289156626506,10.834538152610442,40.339357429718866,10.864195022040775,4.997571887550201,589,22,62,11,6,141,61,83,0.159,0.7340000000000001,0.107,-0.38299999999999995,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,9,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,4,9,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,3,2,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424222971762237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093947557649046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619495044170666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893925591128634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829426927292283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638923580250506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646307521902772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6624772024918918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382929179098465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240998796876912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PlayfulFun0,2020/04/09,What should I avoid to put my anxiety under control? I have a lot of bad habits that I know aren't doing me any favor such as spending most of my day online consuming mostly youtube and political commentary (mostly negative stuff). But I want to ask you guys what habits and triggers did you kick out of your life that made a difference.,4.562153846153848,6.2567886,5.273846153846153,80.40615384615388,70.69230769230771,8.892307692307693,28.384615384615394,9.3871,2.5647538461538457,269,10,50,6,5,87,51,65,0.165,0.775,0.06,-0.7964,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,15,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,8,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,1,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094517528793904,0.0,0.22605111391345464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27624579473169075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672406963382215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314201998787965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056835207925604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087269889352193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29258423963150715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623950652997721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871523942674536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512173346365628,0.0,0.2796023463757685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970517886093225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33826845628394536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428925597285733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pukis10,2020/04/09,"Looking for Some advice for the every day. I want to give a bit of background info since I think it might be important. I'm a 20 m and have had depression for most of my Teenage years. Thankfully I have ""beat it"". I've always been anxious as a person but towards the end of my depression I first realised my anxiety was above normal levels as it started to affect me with physical symptoms.  However since then I have found a wonderful gf and moved to another country to live with her. (Reckless I know but she is worth it) my problem comes in here. I have adjusted to my new country and found a job. But my home country has random military conscription and I'm on the list this year. The chances of me being picked are slim considering my heart valve disorder that I've had from childhood (which I've stupidly not checked out for the last 4 years) and my possible asthma. However getting to the point. I am anxious about this conscription and I have been for the last year. Almost every day I worry about it. The low likely hood somehow makes it even worse. The idea of being torn away from this life I'm building with my SO terrifies me. And my medical check up should be within the next three months If ""certain things"" don't delay it. This uncertainty is plaguing me and I'm not sure if anything can help but atleast I hope posting this might. (Getting my medical conditions confirmed right now is unrealistic with the strain on hospitals) I really just want to put this out there and not torture my close family about this for the billionth time. Thank you to anyone who actually read this. I hope you are all safe during this trying time.",3.737761904761907,5.9659306571428585,4.5682936507936525,82.34767857142859,74.17460317460319,7.928571428571428,28.71031746031746,8.738905477910976,2.4273650793650794,1307,55,241,27,28,421,178,315,0.145,0.732,0.12300000000000001,-0.8564,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,2,10,15,2,1,17,0,26,6,1,3,3,57,48,19,0,9,10,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,1,20,17,0,2,8,1,3,3,4,7,0,2,7,1,33,8,39,34,4,38,0,3,1,0,9,14,0,12,21,166,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.10212359028576166,0.0,0.0,0.10226305544705296,0.0,0.0,0.10479215204795343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707742739540432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973495716430973,0.08005718794287556,0.2364500878406579,0.0,0.07317391832394217,0.0,0.08611827461252286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832239544318654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425101610786065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901469613176475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349815633663641,0.0,0.18027028856729693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993830261124115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926890980213198,0.0,0.0,0.06912053175184664,0.0,0.17634477129021772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865498289652157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901548603016486,0.0,0.22948729012104266,0.0,0.0,0.1093509179474133,0.10039009718247507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401110144568635,0.07014488567321417,0.0,0.10497277685483372,0.2078827083457102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181374430712416,0.0,0.0,0.10384926830653878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751306436241184,0.17060791307497508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391759704279295,0.05112684722152041,0.0,0.09240812627633836,0.0,0.08787988953182156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985488340829515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084832148425106,0.0,0.22203484690963848,0.0,0.0,0.0835308656992313,0.11122670010745793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107190539753433,0.11129677416851057,0.0,0.10253506808416624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137659956964783,0.0,0.0,0.09892835314351432,0.11797748171324805,0.10022605297949444,0.0,0.0,0.10013619736831443,0.0,0.10520244938305703,0.0,0.0,0.10467861316714087,0.0,0.06704165761927942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893707786885631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313560810718767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407201623800838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986316629607728,0.10877172463233592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269585974187106,0.0,0.0,0.06952500479027733,0.06705568236039196,0.0,0.0,0.12204485521064412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071050679732865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345090878149835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348877901372345,0.0,0.1062774527039872,0.10664758940913524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695654311919469
anxiety,StupidUsername79,2020/04/09,"Felt a slight tickle in my throat 9 hours ago, and have been panicking ever since. I'm really scared right now. 
Sidenote, I also have ADHD, so my mind has a way of spiraling out of dimensions. 

I've tried really hard to keep distance, wash hands once an hour and and wear a mask when going out.

I work in a non essential store that has been open during all this, and we're not allowed to use masks on the clock. 
People are told to keep distance in the store, and we only allow 5 people in at a time. 
We vacuum, clean every surface with soap and disinfectant before opening and after closing. 

But we can't prevent people from coughing, or breathing. And there have been people coughing. 

This morning I woke up with a tickle in my throat. 
This has evolved into a headache and I keep believing my body is sore. 
I don't have a fever and I'm not coughing.
I constantly keep taking deep breaths to see if my lungs hurt, and I'm not sure if they do.
I feel a bit tired but that could also be me just making myself sick. 

TMI (I'm sorry) but its also that time of the month for me as a girl, so the body ache, headache and slight tiredness could also be because of that. 

Normally I always have a very dry mouth due to the ADHD medication, but I haven't had this today, and keep believing it's because my body is getting sick.

It's getting increasingly difficult for me to talk myself down, and none of my usual coping skills work. 

Im just really scared, and keep thinking about my partner who has asthma. 
He hasn't been feeling anything he says, but I keep hearing him clear his throat. 

Normally I'm really good at seeing things in a very logic and realistic light, but today is very different.",4.1782711442786065,5.335637358208956,5.211361940298509,82.56102300995026,70.94029850746269,7.971393034825872,26.495646766169155,8.344100000000001,1.7217587064676616,1325,42,258,20,24,436,177,335,0.11699999999999999,0.85,0.034,-0.9725,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,3,0,1,3,13,6,0,2,18,0,27,23,12,4,4,67,54,33,0,6,14,0,5,0,1,0,11,2,2,2,13,27,0,8,5,0,2,2,8,4,0,0,8,10,29,2,33,42,4,39,0,1,2,0,15,20,0,3,16,162,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966886207886049,0.0,0.07253776508527247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617591559726975,0.06808949770485886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733949585981053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976617732234813,0.0,0.06963169403804555,0.18438981176937846,0.0,0.0,0.08933766800125446,0.2726855798419412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842965604529916,0.0,0.1306699268021211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549541357685858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402033560805456,0.0689456915482028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275187822763587,0.0,0.07857007396441466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550607544702872,0.0,0.0465061359854374,0.06863550710896703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330401867875354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222887524781714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117303846871728,0.0,0.08760119948048431,0.0,0.08839093856641995,0.0,0.0,0.5091427067461395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054622467219941365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243557906565434,0.0,0.0,0.08262543697384345,0.0,0.06531629216015235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035295235083735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714676883746403,0.0,0.0622357519623557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269237491375991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969075128366865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988276540100823,0.0,0.06507486592357008,0.16385313103641833,0.0,0.1304165633828207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769100180987818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916024999856131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712423976765752,0.0,0.061526321707502274,0.06577222375942614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436452127371567,0.05243365435502774,0.0,0.0,0.09543199813449656,0.09405207558570006,0.15513141506955194,0.07819251093372807,0.0,0.055557510589189715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067524356172693,0.0901246903506116,0.20255609749528128,0.0,0.06495320995157791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191470983981162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BORN_SCUM,2020/04/09,"Meds ever help anyone? I am 34 years old and have had extremely debilitating anxiety and panic attacks since I was 16 years old. I can’t do a lot of things I love to too, seems the older I get the more triggers I develop and I’m over it. Never have I talked to a doctor about it and have treated it all these years with self hypnosis and meditation. 


I am thinking I have tried everything is it time to get on meds? 

Is there anyone that has a positive with taking meds for anxiety?  I actually don’t take any pills for anything so it freaks me out to even begin to think about taking any medications.  

What has helped you overcome your anxiety?  

I had a huge attack last night and it’s still lingering today.  I still feel edgy at work today.",2.8158887733887745,4.762158790540544,4.636486486486486,82.09853430353432,75.95945945945945,8.067359667359668,24.222453222453225,8.841846274778883,1.8302644490644504,583,19,116,13,13,198,93,148,0.121,0.792,0.087,-0.47200000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,9,6,2,1,6,0,16,4,0,1,3,18,28,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,15,2,16,25,3,21,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,16,80,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.12072663169765599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825898621370405,0.0,0.28392170554770696,0.0,0.0,0.17300685693970544,0.0,0.10180575509039062,0.0,0.0,0.28148416907436186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662611598850515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171166873590385,0.11190603764409182,0.0,0.0,0.1111858102639904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255331540980913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927050410093704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584524211199805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084309917460817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517688216372406,0.1116563577999816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122537747514989,0.12462844079742047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541555818210726,0.0,0.0,0.11609683685654397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596332332651945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451512588238574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262421881274567,0.1290602700086632,0.0,0.0,0.1023371717309295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759568807999128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27905170180097266,0.0994363087858934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218982140763834,0.15854136433914096,0.0,0.0,0.07213839742796159,0.0,0.23453206246562144,0.0,0.0,0.08399341640825206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006497720521707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900251478771706
anxiety,shysideaccount,2020/04/09,"I need some advice about flashbacks I wasn't sure how to word the title so I apologise if it wasn't good. I have had a problem that I've been trying to ignore for a while out of shame. I'm a 19 year old male who was sexually abused and assaulted multiple times in my life by different people, one being a bully at school. My problem is that when I have been masterbating, when I finish, I keep getting flashbacks, which gives me a lot of anxiety as you would expect. It's horrible and I don't feel comfortable telling people, so I'm making this post in hopes that someone might have some advice. Thank you for reading.",4.9700806451612936,5.572652459677421,5.966290322580644,79.89443548387098,68.75806451612904,9.103225806451613,29.20967741935484,9.188382445141503,2.3675677419354835,491,17,96,9,8,163,85,124,0.254,0.68,0.066,-0.9702,1,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,6,10,1,1,6,0,14,1,0,2,1,21,24,10,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,1,13,5,13,15,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,6,7,67,21,2,0.0,0.21927576746362712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616933576892161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157680399647085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933570670995956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357613351208777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669059003247713,0.17753445352254302,0.0,0.1552265764707111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838146593077735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449727934917954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071926977855972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733851840240606,0.0,0.0,0.1235345805994256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963283048596622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722585863255649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941981327530806,0.0,0.12540712376325142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25660622454937754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724435022802415,0.0,0.0,0.3541708908856923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851184619370029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729908069200926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568078376392696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442475777199692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175792116869342,0.17038609940354596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791486054484062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564928168015965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146726714232482,0.0,0.0,0.11917796888930922
anxiety,ninjaturtle311,2020/04/09,"I’m at a point where I’m questioning the most trivial things again and I’m unable to to do anything Hello, I’m a 21 years old student and I haven’t left my house for 26 days now. I’m literally unable to do anything at this point, I had a huge exam coming up on the 13th but it’s been postponed to god knows when because my country extended the lockdown. I had a good 3 weeks to study and I didn’t study a thing, I’m too fidgety and I can’t focus at all and whenever I seem to be having a plan my school announces something different and I lose all my progress again. 4 days ago they released a statement saying we should keep studying with no info on when will the exams be and whether they’ll offer any of the clinical rotations we missed. 
I couldn’t even get out of bed for the past 3 days. My mom is worried as hell. Today a friend asked me to pitch in for an art project like those pass the brush things that’s been going on and I couldn’t say no and I’ve been overthinking it all day. Today was supposed to be a good day but I didn’t do anything again, school has excluded medical students of all it’s new announcements and I don’t know where I’m at right now and I’m on the verge of a panic attack because I don’t know if drawing a no thought head empty meme on a tshirt is a good for my friend’s video or if it’s just lazy and unoriginal and will probably look awful anyways. 
I’ve already had a panic attack this week, I don’t know how much more I can keep it together. I’m going down a road I know all too well and I can’t see a therapist anytime soon nor I want to after how awful it was. How can I calm down and get my act together and maybe study? Also, do you guys have any tips on how to sleep well? I haven’t been sleeping at all lately and I’m trying my best not to resort to meds on my own. Thank you in advance.",0.7137701327148562,2.57377268341709,2.7693969849246223,93.38383004767428,82.21608040201005,5.690091483056308,21.511660868444785,6.788186056548923,0.3643376369024605,1440,45,330,16,39,485,191,398,0.16399999999999998,0.727,0.109,-0.9670000000000001,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,2,5,22,18,3,2,25,2,38,5,3,4,6,57,68,32,0,6,8,1,0,1,2,4,2,2,1,1,13,22,0,2,10,2,0,6,16,7,2,0,12,5,35,11,41,47,11,57,1,2,2,0,16,27,1,6,25,212,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331273546099048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371566060742232,0.07516040537783675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782712544300345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202690066545426,0.0,0.08786403009097142,0.2138448174458185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458573516071313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863229217255227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096043932236721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30306530888083993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819515070644164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207673043028725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522638235811755,0.0,0.09820739632178367,0.0,0.10682858508565367,0.236492474241998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930607123272077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645653938217433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844698731730468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707778390300276,0.0,0.0,0.2582606717684733,0.0,0.10602006918471996,0.0,0.10211584000604547,0.0,0.0,0.04591671146447758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892439589868411,0.10514606267212193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442136246172866,0.0,0.1043970293758562,0.09468079948695356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007502582952476,0.0,0.0,0.06909037261655142,0.0,0.0,0.09077206535336887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862228052298684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205441574017508,0.0,0.0,0.08972007493466741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776939081443953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133258198830934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052855987603549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026335440983605,0.0,0.14948255115046466,0.0,0.1902372820565842,0.07489450930885146,0.0855611368525206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881073385128934,0.0,0.0,0.07235485582858951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086529491578376,0.0,0.10912475060284277,0.18731995564032267,0.0,0.0,0.07461422199403313,0.0,0.0,0.1781750861800782,0.0,0.0,0.0638101846279257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543525629487302,0.0,0.15077946936575554,0.0,0.16900903180475302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544713582367312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060523769787764886
anxiety,Milvus-Milvus,2020/04/09,"I’m trying to decide if I could come off medication First of all I will talk to a doctor as soon as I can but that’s quite hard at the moment due to corona. 

Today I sat outside the pharmacy for in total about 2 hours for my medication. I collected my prescription, got home and realised I had the wrong one so I had to go back and wait for another hour for my correct one. 

I feel too dependent on it. That I’m locked into it like it has a hold of me that I can’t escape from easily. This made me feel anxious. But I’ve not really felt that anxious in a while. 

If anyone has felt the same as me how have you guys dealt with it? 

How have you guys gone after coming off medication?",2.34428840125392,3.405962200000001,4.606081504702196,85.51752351097181,75.27586206896551,8.031347962382446,22.14733542319749,8.575989854853784,1.1652068965517235,529,13,118,10,11,185,92,145,0.083,0.857,0.06,-0.4853,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,7,2,0,0,7,0,10,4,0,4,3,27,24,13,0,3,5,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,9,6,0,2,5,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,8,5,17,1,24,14,3,21,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,11,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566786193892215,0.0,0.33760138313867705,0.0,0.10447708546628692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489381911270788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742209786866893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929873789072427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293645322977725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511012498781566,0.0,0.2869309224954237,0.0,0.0,0.12709553833956244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849181362998516,0.0,0.11950384840947913,0.0,0.0,0.2958961685105893,0.0,0.0,0.1338498784641765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987921967693085,0.0,0.2942948012888763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299846870489153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138366287835308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515711050201921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250006527363293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589252653540785,0.0,0.0,0.09572149685742903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009715586124407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163153280881166,0.0,0.0,0.10144554383470113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336598029390864,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OtakuSeme,2020/04/09,"Intense anxiety from over worrying about what others think of me? I didn't use to worry much as a kid but after being bullied and my parents being away for work, all I've wanted was to please people and be on their good side. I get really bad anxiety if someone thinks of me negatively. Right now I've lost my appetite and can't eat, I feel nauseous and sick from the anxiety. I couldn't sleep at all last night. Even if the person is a stranger, their opinion of me affects me more than it should. How do I start caring less? I hate the physical symptoms I experience from anxiety.",3.73263409961686,5.270970060344826,5.102183908045976,81.43898467432952,72.5344827586207,8.259003831417624,28.406130268199234,8.841846274778883,2.2850222222222225,461,18,89,9,9,154,83,116,0.243,0.652,0.105,-0.961,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,4,5,1,0,5,0,10,4,1,3,2,19,20,9,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,15,2,17,12,5,11,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,5,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141578347260325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578659931891985,0.0,0.1402947227527137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131374344834116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719325839769919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097961299240247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436170621780175,0.0,0.0,0.08495901311243136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778666950752784,0.0,0.0,0.14093226820564686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589092536613456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369636465940262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342026845422985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351847079150813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768105367697602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657302995986527,0.0,0.0,0.11648809786207888,0.1467138547661755,0.0,0.18444213176158644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764178209259807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434933178363664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814738376593294,0.0,0.14236791619954894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892969407663018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464338884936764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532860030692552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512054766824062,0.0,0.0,0.09910611024607056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232495638670765,0.3412771942568787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justhelp17,2020/04/09,"How do I get out of this numb feeling? Does it have to do with hormones? I’ve been off testosterone since March 14th I originally went off because my lower voice had started to freak me out a little and make me uncomfortable I went on because I hated/hate having a uterus. I am in talks of hysterectomy right now which is so exciting! But I am feeling so weird and down reminiscing recently I’m back home and I’ll drive by old places that I used to be so excited to go to as a child and I feel emotional and numb. I couldn’t cry when I got sent home from college. My ex of two years had broken up with me and college was ending early. It was very emotional but I could barely cry. I had to literally force myself. Not crying felt gross I needed a release. I’ve started missing my ex after not doing so for forever, I feel numb, I don’t experience much emotion or joy or anything. I can’t feel anything, my sex drive is down, I’m numb, my emotions are in a weird state. Is it because of hormones? Is it not being on testosterone for a while? If I take a shot of it will it change? I just don’t know",0.7970742358078624,2.9993276943231457,3.0286882096069867,89.66336419213975,84.28384279475982,5.760069868995633,22.69711790393013,7.087006719466742,0.7988664104803491,858,31,184,12,25,292,126,229,0.146,0.759,0.095,-0.8899,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,7,0,26,5,0,4,0,33,48,19,0,4,9,2,6,0,0,1,4,1,2,1,9,10,0,0,7,0,0,6,7,9,0,1,11,7,27,3,30,32,1,35,0,1,0,1,5,14,0,3,14,125,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469666538543187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909630734421491,0.0,0.2163382179532944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514251627465975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445051039398676,0.0,0.3898310240195753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352248195060533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322727081187222,0.10477600940991336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571714312705375,0.0,0.0,0.2990725305332602,0.0,0.1135836495702666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061805288067456915,0.0,0.06723089830651706,0.0,0.0946128993138202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23732302698634425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501292494445196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856464890100375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896415088247415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696188967809386,0.08771570966978813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413277789425953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359516296213607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680399354670487,0.0,0.0,0.10102497217839296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785648199994999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674624186887586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894460462564345,0.09508262927601886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555895751652875,0.0,0.0,0.10217060635127068,0.0,0.0976073952645336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932496609106208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617937480807686
anxiety,LoxiraCosplay,2020/04/09,"Woke up and had a panic attack this morning Been getting chest tightness and an ache near my heart on and off most days and this morning I got out of bed and my shoulders were aching (because I’m constantly tense) and then that made me worry and the chest tightness came and felt like I was short of breath and I sat there panicking  but then after I’ve had a cry I’m fine again for a few hours...it’s like the anxiety builds in my chest and crying is the only release I get.

I keep thinking I’ve got something seriously wrong with me and I dread having a shower every day now for the last few months because my chest gets so tight and then I worry I’ll pass out..I have to have the temperature warm and not hot anymore as it makes it worse. I hate this so much",2.4885921625544256,4.005207389937109,3.5032704402515726,91.7302031930334,75.72955974842769,6.150169327527817,22.9225931301403,6.67199483983844,0.4504877600387034,601,17,132,5,13,193,99,159,0.26,0.685,0.055,-0.9883,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,2,10,0,9,7,7,2,0,27,25,20,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,16,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,12,6,14,4,14,13,4,20,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,13,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647321183254684,0.0,0.16395802685613453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808111310567804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156123372519694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908781574440855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865764779976853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632036118680896,0.21324196234951245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392934862442574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587379758069562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591265475034226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644510927254919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322426094008968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959109819585351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469485019419214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476198255949526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153893847961587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564345610594885,0.11035575560234748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196087876173082,0.0,0.1215329353483113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573715144779607,0.0,0.1939733265856906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272753016452218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593361742599834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357912296006648,0.16848035152566668,0.0,0.18075699058185515,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blankbutlerstare,2020/04/09,"I feel incredibly guilty anytime I buy myself something even remotely expensive even though I paid for it with my own money I just decided after weeks of wanting to treat myself to a Nintendo switch lite. I couldn't justify spending an extra on the proper switch so the lite was a nice compromise. But I literally spent the day with a pit in my stomach thinking that it was a bad idea to buy it, that I don't deserve it and that all my friends think I wasted my money that should have been spent on something better. 

It makes no sense. I work 2 jobs and got paid this week and put most of the money into savings, with enough left over to buy this. My anxiety is so high I've just been crying and on the verge of cancelling the order. Why can't my brain just let me enjoy the things I want? I know once it arrives I'll calm down and enjoy myself but til then I just feel spoiled, that the world is burning and I don't deserve fun and to spend this money.

I hate having to justify my own actions to *myself*. It's exhausting.",2.9841855203619905,4.621964500000004,4.215418552036201,86.63252262443442,74.67307692307692,7.00950226244344,25.21606334841629,7.724431198458867,1.2993950226244342,808,27,164,11,17,265,116,208,0.121,0.8059999999999999,0.073,-0.8979,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,1,0,13,0,14,3,2,1,1,32,28,14,0,4,6,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,16,11,0,0,7,1,14,2,5,3,0,0,9,2,26,9,23,16,6,20,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,1,6,118,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919877882658888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192886513845302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609286908294624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031273581106153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987433901964796,0.11734904302477316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801315466869667,0.0,0.2403655151756489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840087238093205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058172027844654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552990563521226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964766979916302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225056024378567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054105100587152,0.0,0.0,0.18056706339248105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000003688804958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769989753416267,0.18606626358399028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214596055065879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937812900605838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291989588913324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801631477068475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208860317655036,0.23318503529278295,0.1787746180051874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464925497606666,0.0,0.29191441447380284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419045269934324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324689299589765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rachelrichh,2020/04/09,"This anxiety is causing me so much physical pain  I’m 23, I’ve had anxiety for years but never this bad. I got tested for covid19 two weeks ago (came back negative) I had just started a new medicine (I have Crohn’s disease-an autoimmune) so I was having weird side effects and with that made me think I had the virus, which made me panic and then on top of that I couldn’t and still can’t see my boyfriend. So everything in my world was just going downhill(in my head) and now I have found out I do not have the virus, I’ve seen my boyfriend from a distance, and I’ve even been meditating and trying my hardest to relax.. but I’m still getting these aches and dull chest pain, weird arm pain.. and I know these are all symptoms of anxiety.. I KNOW. So why am I still feeling this way 😭 I just want to be happy and i try and then I feel pain and I think I’m dying all over again. Can anyone relate ?? Or reassure me that i am not dying ? Does any of this even make sense? Idk pls help:( 
 
Also my regular physician did give me a few Xanax .25mg to try and it works for the most part but I don’t want to be dependent on such an addictive drug. I also smoke weed and lately smoking makes me more paranoid which never has happened I’ve been smoking for years.",1.432500000000001,3.4037064807692303,2.8075384615384635,93.45746153846157,80.34615384615384,6.006153846153848,22.323076923076925,7.087006719466742,0.5741876923076927,975,31,217,12,25,316,146,260,0.163,0.775,0.062,-0.9836,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,18,12,0,1,7,0,24,12,3,7,4,47,49,25,2,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,12,16,0,0,8,1,0,2,8,9,0,1,14,4,30,3,18,32,7,28,0,1,2,0,3,8,0,3,17,141,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901281760981415,0.0,0.0,0.09677375930754108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460847826555131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424021911024772,0.0,0.2505472082572224,0.0,0.0,0.0763351025452269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394598130909177,0.09115346493460386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486286928213612,0.0,0.11214898482825347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660512090322565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553652934147147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660403385433475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421321148607766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098116113756506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104005663316764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970068178298053,0.0,0.0,0.05703749181488948,0.10472704671935182,0.062044558512214985,0.0,0.08731425156218077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653980894999167,0.116214865524377,0.0,0.0,0.11204123684283028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317521274702665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199953690154779,0.0,0.12314996741230474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066010236765544,0.14574536420615178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802534576864677,0.0,0.16839925415857038,0.10543830971038527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464663787987537,0.1280889835568709,0.0,0.1182218656460968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699538164492072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727199915997966,0.0,0.2615529935441381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347076860190232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990510571157605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236041396494652,0.0,0.10664448463199884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287841077392975,0.08665508647415439,0.08757062168335937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851010641781133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947799748873323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060545959551798
anxiety,cantfindausername2,2020/04/09,"I was doing well until today. My downfall starts with anxiety before it hits depression. 

I had been doing well until this week. I work at a public relations firm, the stress is already high, and, it doesn't help that my boss is extra hyper. If a story has come at 10 it needs to be flagged off by 10:30. If we do it later than that, we get a stinker from her. And working from home doesn't help as you have to lend a hand for household chores as well - the house is not going to clean itself, neither are the dishes, Susan! 

Adding to that I haven't been getting any exercise as the room is always messy because of work or other activities, so hardly get any motivation to do indoor exercise. And ofcourse going out is a taboo right now as people in my society get all hyper about humans roaming on the roads on the colony (That's another stinker that gets circulated in our WhatsApp groups - yay!) 

Tonight is not the first time that I've been feeling like this - can't fall asleep, restlessness and constant overthinking. It's been like this for a while and I somehow get a bad feeling that this is going to be a really shitty period for me mentally from now on and just like the goddamn virus, it's just the start.

I have started to procrastinate already and I know that's a bad sign. I know all the signs to reach the pit but somehow have failed to understand how I get back out of it. I think right now I just wanted to vent/share or maybe cry a little. 

I am open to suggestions/talks or anything else you might have in mind(I have started to learn how to play the keyboard, but at a stage where I am giving up that too. I just don't want to go down that road, it sucks and the situation already sucks, I don't want it to worsen. 

PS - quarantined since 14 March, going to hit a month, I am proud that I survived almost a month and didn't fall sooner.",4.758304132973947,5.329138409703504,5.419342991913748,83.74155716531895,69.21563342318059,8.339667565139264,27.587713387241692,8.344100000000001,1.7169918238993715,1454,45,296,20,24,471,194,371,0.128,0.782,0.09,-0.9345,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,2,0,8,19,17,2,2,26,1,37,5,2,4,2,53,69,26,0,6,13,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,26,16,1,1,8,3,0,8,10,8,3,1,7,4,27,9,48,57,4,54,0,2,0,0,12,23,2,9,25,206,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891146032380813,0.0,0.3270104890035465,0.0,0.0821908447970272,0.0,0.0,0.13434425927651014,0.1035768867188216,0.0755645648466481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128551743639588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759538482871543,0.16495027727411882,0.0602138852003065,0.0,0.08405243026527255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508812361828477,0.0,0.10674345354959243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850251402597903,0.0,0.0,0.08507696972873581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251597849981747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988980693544997,0.07056671029351529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402014409102022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612503961119464,0.09475643853390593,0.2806878251222406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848529399261343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241703582934827,0.10436391790795688,0.0990819488868358,0.0,0.0,0.11397604484510318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085711300437869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477318257913124,0.09900106729104592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923533800700143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954455013791792,0.10478738398537556,0.09973717967549507,0.0,0.15768661578096138,0.0,0.0,0.07324231089109247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847992449207406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327943579799009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168710997104373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170982033127801,0.1110301187210304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796610682020371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314936395980285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939366300510359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329267350326663,0.0,0.0,0.05759799096581435,0.0,0.0936295793691461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283092600456566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478469657190848,0.0,0.07923340236216041,0.0,0.26643867383578634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573372552042366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BraySC,2020/04/09,"I’m so anxious that I’m annoying my friends or they don’t enjoy talking to me I keep over thinking and feeling extremely anxious that my friends feel I’m annoying, a burden or just not a fun person to talk to, I’m so scared of simply asking them “hey, am I annoying or anything?” As that would just make the anxiety worse because I’d overthink about how needy I’m being to them, or what if they think I’m being weird. I just don’t want to keep feeling so much anxiety, I’m laying here while my heart is beating so fast with a nervous stomach. I don’t know of anything that can make it go away",1.450253333333329,3.420018072000005,3.387699999999999,89.32768333333334,80.28,6.086666666666666,27.21666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.4107466666666668,469,21,98,6,12,158,72,125,0.276,0.625,0.099,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,10,11,3,2,4,0,9,2,2,3,0,24,29,13,0,3,9,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,6,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,3,12,4,12,26,1,5,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,5,2,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26893421385848465,0.3971505877496657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892950786417049,0.0,0.16432554644770034,0.0,0.16514604623674875,0.0,0.0,0.107150579855604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26663079535208223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716060783338977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989677005629714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829377682374867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124731259277043,0.0,0.0,0.09660113693934784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346618540610105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921457418621946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347962251596733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598106365227692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825619705341307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252585643303389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367642792723866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912935961548862,0.12486525030585464,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,beis77,2020/04/09,I'm not being productive these days And maybe you either. But this is a reminder for me and you: it's ok. <3,-1.5524999999999984,0.3374487500000036,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,103.16666666666666,4.066666666666666,14.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.7097166666666661,86,2,20,1,4,29,22,24,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402127045912373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8415285103894107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,darkjasmine,2020/04/09,"How to cope with a death of a loved one? Hey guys. Today my grandma died and she was like a mom to me. I've been struggling with depression and anxiety almost my whole life and today I feel extremely anxious, I don't know what to do with myself. My anxiety has gotten worse and no pills help. Do you guys have any methods of what should I do to calm myself down? I feel so horrible even my body feels pchysically sick.",2.057558823529412,4.103818211764708,3.5466911764705884,88.55886029411766,78.64705882352942,7.0735294117647065,22.389705882352942,8.07648339933343,1.138794117647059,328,10,69,6,8,108,58,85,0.314,0.578,0.10800000000000001,-0.9672,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,9,5,1,1,0,14,15,6,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,3,13,3,10,11,1,3,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,1,3,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676036698151603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362266450505264,0.0,0.30063475883079793,0.2219823009028859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182605481155752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692400024294465,0.0,0.2039297594246929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297824400745903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980598255144923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891199242353085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170579263056229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798796884141962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387895299056014,0.09599704773035743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734351518335606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013140905467586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331494261205703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541820211955547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725066910687158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937854436559454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002441826009365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,8PrincessPeach8,2020/04/09,"Anxious for a response So I had an interview last Thursday, which I thought went well. The interviewer advised the next step would be a second interview and I should hear back from HR the following Tuesday. Having not heard anything I decided to email the lady who arranged my interview late on the Wednesday. It’s now Thursday evening (1 week after my interview) with no response. I’m trying to reason with myself, as due to Covid-19 they aren’t in a rush to hire staff.
It’s driving me insane, I just would like a response even if it is bad news!",4.0059047619047625,6.134523304761906,4.693333333333332,82.19333333333334,73.09523809523809,7.333333333333332,32.61904761904762,8.167268648758528,2.6540476190476183,437,22,78,7,9,140,78,105,0.106,0.8490000000000001,0.045,-0.7263,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,14,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,1,1,1,4,2,10,2,12,6,0,19,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,13,57,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820601835660939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054601592025858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198364300674747,0.2084670879764643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298142124142531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28140037506282056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035173668964105,0.2816427780255857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219779450636178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553078359132865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567061188096104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821300744487685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951203487353195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002731602985761,0.0,0.22448661651960866,0.23144999613097195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547220274491488,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sploot16,2020/04/09,"Can underlying anxiety cause brain fog? Hi all,

I was wondering if this resonates with anyone. 3 years ago I had a series of presentations that I was super stressed out for. It worked me up so bad that i developed brain fog. At first it was only for a few minutes a day and progressed to a 24/7 thing. It was accompanied by periods of tension headaches and sinus pressure. I have gotten every test in the book done and have tried every diet/lifestyle change possible. I'm starting to think I have some sort of underlying anxiety that's causing it. I've never been depressed or anxious in my life but when I get anxious now my brain fog is terrible. Can i have an anxiety or depression without even knowing it? Can a few stressful events really trigger all of this? My life is completely stress free and has been for 3 years besides my constant obsession with how I feel that day and what could be causing me to feel like crap all the time. The only thing that seems to help is cardio exercise. 

Thanks for help/advice!",4.658769230769232,6.377400928205128,5.455384615384617,79.1046153846154,70.48717948717949,8.687179487179487,31.461538461538463,9.21078282632365,2.9149076923076915,811,36,147,17,15,264,118,195,0.19399999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.092,-0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,5,15,1,6,9,0,21,9,4,5,4,31,32,12,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,11,0,1,9,2,15,5,23,21,6,22,0,2,0,0,2,7,1,7,16,105,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945805449696534,0.09929299034420076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257069495990038,0.2530861853044782,0.0,0.07832227097698531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352638750788687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37513150626368497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34520539908784803,0.11849516930951545,0.0,0.11744376469145135,0.12104653312002303,0.0,0.0894334679665689,0.0,0.0,0.14447856319617572,0.0,0.1929537014508547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462844805056024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398369722357914,0.0,0.18875199358905725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327453273700845,0.08002229036693635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527841583032257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585223015470055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016024477534515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155955448180156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582365465225872,0.05472401743686093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639152615741448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038225292432982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627811252392598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175855817311641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197265866170092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928355704448763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849324087787708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312675396192236,0.0,0.0,0.14883325615429305,0.07177356966353482,0.0,0.0,0.06531582864565144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760496460842887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797677874699764,0.12147359477744007,0.08154698229864307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426572494297796
anxiety,iwillnotgiveup1,2020/04/09,"Anybody else get anxious because of ... a sort of déjà vu feeling? Nostalgia? It's really weird and I'm even struggling to describe it.

Take now; I'm sitting here in my bedroom typing on my computer with the window open by my side.

The weather's nice outside. Not a cloud in the horizon, the air's neither too warm nor too cold. It's the evening; the sun's low in the sky which gives off rosy hues in the distance.

I can hear a few birds chirpping away quietly. They're the only ones breaking the peaceful atmosphere of the neighborhood.

Sounds like the perfect evening, right ?

Except I don't feel well. I'm queasy, uneasy.

Everytime I glance outside I feel a kind of churning in my belly. I don't know why but I'm anxious. I'm not panicking of course, but I'm not okay either.

The reasons for my feeling this way elude me. To be honest, I've been a slave to anxiety for almost 8 years now and I still don't know what triggered my first panic attack; the one that’s conditioned me to be anxious for so long.

Maybe it's because I'm lonely? I don't really have anyone and since it's nice outside I imagine that people (in normal times; without a pandemic running around) are out there having fun and I'm not ? Maybe I'm missing out ?

Or maybe it's because I'm reminded of the many times I've found myself in this very same situation wondering why I'm anxious when everything I see tells me I shouldn't.

Maybe I was anxious for a real reason in similar settings once and I've now forgotten why but a sort of ""muscle memory"" is triggered by the similarity of the moment ? A sort of déjà vu feeling triggering me ?

I don't know.

The one thing I do know is that these kinds of episodes I'm having have the ability to make me feel down for days which makes me even more prone to panic attacks.

It's a vicious circle and I don't know how to break it because I don't know how I got caught in it in the first place...",1.9918856548856567,4.052238802564105,3.649015939015939,87.67481288981287,78.92307692307692,6.472626472626473,26.181566181566186,7.534196372845213,1.4502501732501734,1503,61,305,22,37,500,191,390,0.135,0.7759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9423,0,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,3,18,21,3,3,30,1,21,0,0,9,1,55,57,15,0,2,11,0,7,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,19,11,0,0,17,0,0,2,15,10,1,5,5,13,29,11,44,49,5,44,0,3,2,0,3,24,0,6,14,185,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218131028745501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278337141185802,0.4635790385199126,0.0,0.057385294310751074,0.0,0.0,0.07305975343477575,0.0,0.18673308297576854,0.07710752313231238,0.0,0.0,0.20011658778708716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292839933767531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855900429097402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682600294468646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375927819325748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24898253017725144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961750254897,0.0,0.08998558493118063,0.0,0.0,0.042878219133919926,0.07872908004184719,0.0,0.0,0.06563892437886037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924989225075769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092667681935272,0.2706213525867968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04009528589133631,0.0,0.0,0.07262942067644466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095648049263096,0.0832061596301949,0.3298016257180211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041123386524399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874019356283225,0.1668383903294778,0.06241797899517337,0.0,0.19258306530789096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056897046153407335,0.0,0.08574574517958516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341369592217257,0.10515236416700588,0.16876338125484072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008738298145976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539921232714771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788920188008431,0.09225018625743274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554125608418772,0.0,0.0,0.08579744623399801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170647151997221,0.0,0.07173284999283701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452370124808563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571142417672436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771639473107659,0.0,0.06514339373418278,0.0,0.0,0.07379084033132446,0.0,0.22216639242818387,0.0,0.0,0.07911260934893043,0.08900147940471051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285042799154358
anxiety,Big-Jim-of-the-Railz,2020/04/09,"I guess my therapist was right So years ago when I was young I was diagnosed with severe anxiety. I thought I was misdiagnosed because I’ve never had a panic attack, or so I thought. Something happened the other night and I felt like my chest was being crushed and I could barely breathe. So my friend who also has anxiety said it was most likely a panic attack. And then I started thinking, I feel like this a lot, and since then I’ve had 3, and one even lasted a whole day. Basically I just need ways to cope with this. I don’t want this shit to consume my life so what do you do when you get an anxiety attack? 
Thanks.",2.02452380952381,4.107450579365082,3.5827777777777783,88.07750000000001,78.92063492063492,6.4222222222222225,23.99206349206349,7.492282038375204,1.1102825396825398,487,17,100,7,12,161,77,126,0.11199999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.196,0.8748,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,9,11,4,2,6,0,14,5,3,0,1,21,27,15,0,3,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,12,3,18,5,4,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,4,15,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374032350089452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163206710775457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203636277419968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764198428364881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850942887598106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145324780357437,0.0,0.0,0.09002561050314556,0.0,0.0,0.14168344312446754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921995258326169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058215930802986,0.099724905685304,0.1340306853735672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784881467655286,0.0,0.07293131670564404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537768700609894,0.0,0.1234411815316928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137865138630446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859830683160042,0.20459352460124375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867654661894615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350606561376176,0.10766233706324084,0.0,0.0,0.13099809946895258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459148669223684,0.0,0.0,0.3275634299140609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921122725096978,0.1327844282597382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769978492249406,0.1432896892076269,0.11547235363823727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746512183941452,0.0,0.0,0.09880428581089172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851801373500218,0.0,0.16207764475423775,0.0,0.08944523372891354,0.0,0.2216416953835897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233526974389704,0.1108020243301046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585003454036325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898929894882443
anxiety,WelcometoBludhaven,2020/04/09,"Is there any way to distract yourself during anxiety attacks? I’m shaking as I type this, but for 2 hr,s I’ve been feeling like I’m gonna have a heart attack. Any methods to controlling your emotions?",2.075487804878051,4.258392097560979,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,79.24390243902441,6.051219512195122,32.201219512195124,7.1686216300943375,2.2370926829268294,160,9,30,2,4,54,35,41,0.258,0.623,0.12,-0.5803,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,2,2,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747127582773803,0.0,0.2107645438234837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6268652378025562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090081089716973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30991188488301474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930623192293712,0.1968245371930626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32648090567330296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460036392317032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186871675531815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sonic1101,2020/04/09,CBD oil I have had good results with it but I need at least 60mg a day. Small doses have no effect. I take 6 Hemp oil capsules a day (10mg per capsule). What are peoples experiences with it?,-1.2411382113821148,0.8073561463414656,1.4652439024390242,96.7284349593496,97.29268292682929,3.7089430894308943,19.028455284552845,5.46131890053228,-0.3905154471544714,146,5,34,1,6,50,32,41,0.078,0.867,0.055,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,6,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5815148719595709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44101247816739897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378147016633934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33429551966394344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125588429161597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389789917515157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jim_windhorse,2020/04/09,"How to work with anxiety in the moment? Some steps... Anxiety is something that shows up in our regular lives. It's a normal part of being a human being--but it doesn't need to run our life. We can learn techniques for recognizing it, and then calmly working with the anxiety--right on the spot.

When we feel anxious, most of our energy goes into the speedy thoughts in our mind. We almost forget we have a body. We can learn how to come back to the natural, grounded wisdom of our body and breath. We are not powerless. We can self-regulate ourselves and work with our energies in healthy ways.

Notice how you're feeling over the course of day. Pay attention! Sometimes, anxiety comes on all at once. Usually, it's building up. One of the most important things is to notice when you're starting to get tight--and then release that energy.

Here are the steps for one technique...

1. Sit upright and comfortable in a chair
2. Take a slow inhalation through your nose for 5 seconds
3. Hold the breath in for 5 seconds
4. Gently release the breath from your mouth for 5 seconds - on the exhalation, visualize yourself gently landing back inside your body.

Repeat as necessary. This is kind of like a free & drug-free hit of valium. Throughout your day, don't forget to pause and just breath!",3.5856216313330904,6.048540318181821,4.311825368307584,82.88931908012937,75.5702479338843,7.679770032339205,27.463887890765363,8.587818076936951,2.2744827164929933,1015,41,184,21,23,324,139,242,0.047,0.797,0.156,0.9807,1,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,13,4,0,3,9,6,0,0,17,0,12,10,9,3,1,40,22,13,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,18,0,1,6,1,2,5,3,0,0,5,1,4,17,7,39,19,5,36,0,0,0,0,18,16,0,4,14,120,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373964116393586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471068271602805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065158805930749,0.15088319727664318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053966321332127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450604738091866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300978083382502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722684904887127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488556904476405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506247801566754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977885386179385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908072494345344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433638598890287,0.06524998358770749,0.0,0.11793468697134675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348561084512978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903200644823937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085906667916294,0.0,0.30411469300790644,0.0,0.14223554561346066,0.1810055220340376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463094402818985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405831103535755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393307434349656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281993210595712,0.13209286630045608,0.0,0.0945334615079502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041944244631336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873039641668665,0.0,0.0,0.10603060640104177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709592422378634,0.0,0.0,0.10601259668088447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916967451861162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vincanitv,2020/04/09,"How Dancing Helped Me Deal With My Anxiety Today I wanted to share with you all how dancing helped me deal with my anxiety. This is something that held me back for much of my life and it was dancing that really helped me unlock my full potential. It was helpful for me to get this out so I hope it helps you as well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jb8Lek975KU&fbclid=IwAR0\_8p19O9J2ypsesD57-TATLM8fZ\_L7kge3e8ewAL0R3rXmPztpKlq0sjI",10.260454545454543,14.204978378787885,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,60.66666666666666,7.430303030303031,24.63636363636364,8.344100000000001,1.5728363636363638,367,9,53,5,6,94,41,66,0.046,0.769,0.185,0.8835,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,11,7,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,13,3,10,4,3,7,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,42,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693404302881206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30632951201479164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395380975638326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128279816514917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460464011396006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.67100310261776,0.0,0.0,0.19885974713880053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141854100334925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718185867006192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826355003769666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413612289746134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978143668601424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809263358026904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800183042224036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ghostryder33,2020/04/09,"Does anyone experience shortness of breath without a clear cause-effect relation ? Hi, so about 3-4 months ago i developed this shortness of breath  mixed with some dizziness ( light headed feeling) that has been persistent on a daily basis, and which seems to be worse after eating. Like I have that feeling after eating way to mich food, except that I have it even if I don't eat. It started like out of the blue while working at my desk, I never had problems with breathing, never had asthma or anxiety ( At least I think I don't ) 
Now, I've been to a lot of doctors ( pneumologist, radiologist, endocrinologist) and did all sorts off blood tests, x ray, spirometry,  all the results were good. Oxigen levels im blood normal and so on.
They prescribed medication for lungs like suppliments and antibiotics with no effect, even that spray used in asthma has no effect on me.
Due to this coronavirus situation I can't see any other specialists untill summer I guess.
Also My digestion  seems to be slower if that matters at all.
I was wondering if someone else experienced this or something similar
And how does this anxiety work ? Could it be something like this ? I mean I did so much sport and extreme stuff like skydiving and bungee jumping and had no problems. ( Also I:m almost 21 if it matters ) 
This thing is making me miserable, and I find myself gasping for air always, trying to take a deep breath. And when I finally take a deep one, it comes back in a minute :( 
Any advice, please 😐",4.961672727272728,6.9765946036363635,5.7620909090909125,76.01513636363637,70.23636363636363,8.49090909090909,28.863636363636363,9.095868883498916,2.6598,1176,45,199,24,22,384,165,275,0.078,0.825,0.09699999999999999,0.4717,1,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,5,12,9,0,1,8,0,21,17,8,6,6,54,36,25,0,8,8,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,20,15,5,0,10,1,0,2,9,3,0,1,9,6,20,6,31,23,7,34,0,1,2,0,2,16,0,14,20,141,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082750627085096,0.1005352649523708,0.0,0.11356841273184565,0.0,0.0,0.18139534674447189,0.09437009375991467,0.0,0.0,0.15425173418450022,0.0,0.1735238294998827,0.0,0.0,0.07930217668988243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720888320330712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976966987447631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055238810373392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608472405430292,0.19849989002600066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481545747919409,0.09474340660385244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981864433218628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094131319128807,0.0,0.0,0.11469173323911552,0.0,0.0,0.12424023108514835,0.10365895684166508,0.0,0.13714147330735618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512684715649328,0.0,0.0,0.12493904927455685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639617508077435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250730936798587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770434032252057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642109960931117,0.0,0.0,0.0757051751987868,0.0,0.0,0.12354182802407385,0.0,0.1142533516593047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052651029857284,0.0,0.0833728346360126,0.0,0.17494477589540358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111222997533421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685271791595033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449525364695165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170450509866094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037681088227788,0.20649691828020436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748284483209352,0.0,0.0,0.09609588475891924,0.17462431310333926,0.0,0.0,0.08027548960105928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129832666862851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054743958921376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534766950479824,0.07267154325483921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700111852925517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795386346269128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900232887560341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932769798152167,0.12299337539671686,0.16513446604922805,0.0,0.11557924151925668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NoOneEver_,2020/04/09,"Gf has severe panic and anxiety - at a loss on what to do. My girlfriend is struggling. She has anxiety and panic attacks, often daily. They seem to just be getting worse and worse. Sometimes they're manageable, walks, hot showers and me helping her through them can be enough.

Other times, like when I'm writing this, we end up at the hospital. She gets extremely dizzy, her throat feels like it's closing up, she can't breathe, her entire body goes numb. It's terrifying for me. I can't even imagine how she feels. I love this girl to the ends of the earth and it's horrifying to watch her struggle like this. Everytime we go to the hospital they don't help. She's tried a couple therapists and is on her third one now.

I just feel so helpless. This time she said she felt like she was having a heart attack, and she really couldn't breathe. It was gut wrenching to hear her voice break over the phone as I was driving her to the hospital. She keeps saying she can't live like this and I'm scared what that might mean if this continues. I don't think she'd ever self harm or attempt suicide but it still scares me. I don't want her to have to suffer like this. Does anyone have any advice for me or her going forward? Also do these sound like symptoms of panic or could it be something else? I'm at a total loss on what to do and I'm just so scared for her. Any advice is appreciated, thank you for reading.",2.2214775691184165,4.346724869718312,3.3037715179968714,90.11081637976005,78.47183098591547,6.179238393322903,23.194574856546694,7.242747475848597,0.8334146061554515,1109,36,230,14,27,356,151,284,0.201,0.711,0.08800000000000001,-0.9793,1,0,1,0,0,1,33.0,2,1,3,3,13,25,2,8,10,0,28,9,6,1,2,38,49,20,1,4,8,0,5,7,2,1,2,5,1,2,19,12,0,1,8,1,0,5,7,16,0,2,5,11,39,9,27,37,2,25,0,4,1,1,40,11,0,7,17,153,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832170826233625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115005978137818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801387604596782,0.0,0.15525722561390118,0.0,0.0,0.07095415064028918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308864572034795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271659768545088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102006848407216,0.1122809031077436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880204609051169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476990449622272,0.0,0.17975465505625096,0.1048514973293838,0.0,0.06702372559230196,0.09179055666358933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539274492288112,0.07249424173291652,0.09743256048555707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603370275110698,0.0,0.11534192800691295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437045954885765,0.12024916219590205,0.13603401044261493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019624151646033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470312198427535,0.0,0.08960487920260572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158575759857868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053675752528487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764965397421733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876254286749862,0.0,0.0,0.35717951761200706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150313469065203,0.0,0.06500791515406128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652660360497213,0.08069752884615339,0.30478455654154624,0.0,0.0,0.09237964238804064,0.10586125893336716,0.1146386276410884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812093144583346,0.10036203624514654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103860428367578,0.0,0.0,0.2121688142496356,0.0,0.11099791711341292,0.0,0.0,0.10547207955708976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934251668699498,0.0,0.11782107867209522,0.0,0.06502151444758529,0.0,0.0,0.1183425630311633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889532156174204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059852981629227635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682476209241268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
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anxiety,whitetigress97,2020/04/09,"Job is causing serious flare-ups again... I’m new to posting, but I’ve followed this sub for a while. I just needed to put this out somewhere I think people would understand. I’ve had panic attacks, depersonalization and general anxiety-based issues since I was a little kid, but I’d had it mostly under control until recently. 

I started a new job back in December as a billing specialist at small (at the time) orthopedic practice. I loved the work, it was very methodical and I was able to focus very well. I used to have issues with “thousand yard stares” and getting too into my head to perform well, but that wasn’t an issue here. However, since COVID-19 hit, our management went the exact OPPOSITE way most management is right now, and not only refuses to let office staff work from home but has opened 10 new clinic areas to try and increase business! With all our increased work I’m now doing the job of a team of 6-7 people, and the work keeps piling up. I’m constantly numb, my heart is always racing and I never feel like I can do enough. I have no other person to help me with the work, and management has already disciplined me several times for small mistakes and not being able to handle the work. 

I sent a long email to them explaining why my work is suffering and asking for any sort of help, but they blatantly ignored it except a small note saying they’re in a hiring freeze and will not be hiring anyone to help me. I feel trapped; I need this job because I’m lucky just to have one at all and I support my partner who’s currently still in school, but my anxiety is through the roof now and I’m not sleeping or eating much at all. I feel like my only option is to quit and live off of savings, but that feels so unwise in our economic situation. It’s a choice between my mental health or the health of our bank account, and I don’t know which is worth it.",6.685459459459459,6.151070545945951,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216216,65.16216216216216,10.210810810810813,33.09459459459461,9.642632912329526,2.9785783783783795,1482,54,282,26,20,490,206,370,0.098,0.794,0.10800000000000001,0.5619,7,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,4,0,2,11,13,15,1,1,19,0,27,10,3,3,6,69,53,28,0,4,16,0,5,2,1,2,5,1,2,3,13,21,1,5,8,2,4,6,8,7,2,2,8,7,32,8,43,39,9,47,0,1,1,1,21,20,0,7,21,187,45,19,0.16894589259492818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932179967921279,0.0,0.07028825830612857,0.0,0.0,0.05744450018303255,0.0,0.06462157270493846,0.0,0.0,0.059065448145017775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897080177858366,0.0961001713238421,0.0,0.06495448149895522,0.0,0.051493924013393234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677698499147149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128524538359974,0.09474359215302301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643691275646784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728313456717811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084823910417254,0.1206949794268022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044133627948140935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669361334679497,0.17958158356230464,0.0,0.1001008480838738,0.16986130586970968,0.0,0.08473325263940394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26450342752230616,0.3353054592431695,0.07508343596661894,0.0,0.0,0.046424122126689664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637931080636994,0.0,0.08253842933522078,0.08466408402930957,0.07459115919677957,0.0747558992646574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762401320774794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512886161883584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062097335110409616,0.1252712386535072,0.06515074377655794,0.24475349375501024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057241054588194965,0.12849096431193224,0.0,0.0991108017670366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712580965361193,0.07375851843351604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090173207388797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491864261327488,0.0,0.08984737636784043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340684357657165,0.0,0.0,0.07213943458569727,0.0,0.06717627739154518,0.0,0.08549113144840112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543038504791708,0.0,0.13975378819320652,0.09495113091605767,0.08453395164903256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597903861692136,0.0,0.06746020403130792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585889840865912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412685311933882,0.0,0.0,0.09851370859898133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057351585586153865,0.0,0.0,0.08793931619411621,0.0,0.07295750362042577,0.0,0.13939805483603207,0.0,0.06705069287892425,0.0,0.0,0.15190264702887732,0.07830726751598363,0.07622369510716327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43048117680742026,0.0,0.0,0.06000715740248722,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whorribleperson,2020/04/09,"want to help my boyfriend alright, i'll keep this simple, my boyfriend, long distance, deals pretty badly with a pretty persistent fear of death (thanatophobia). it's a common thing but the anxiety he gets from it just keeps him up. there's never really much i can actually do to comfort him because of the distance and even just talking about it makes him anxious, so i'm unsure how to confront this issue and help him rationalize it without shoving my rationalizations down his throat and freaking him out more. it's just tough and hard to see him so worked up sometimes, i really want to comfort him but a time like this especially isn't the move. just some advice as to how i could maybe comfort him in the moment, steps i could take to help him gain an understanding, anything really, it hurts to see him going through his almost nightly anxious episodes, and even though he conceals it, i want to know that i can help. anyway, thanks in advance if anyone happens to even get to this!!",7.029384164222876,7.422971322580647,6.737878787878787,76.87227272727273,64.26881720430107,9.129227761485827,34.113391984359716,8.841846274778883,2.849081720430107,790,32,141,11,11,248,109,186,0.141,0.6559999999999999,0.203,0.9281,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,15,12,1,1,8,1,6,1,1,3,1,30,23,14,1,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,2,2,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,0,3,21,6,25,21,3,16,0,1,2,0,20,6,0,3,7,99,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.12395445259938725,0.0,0.0,0.12412373109494515,0.0,0.0,0.12719347025960218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097170936512687,0.2869957971841117,0.0,0.08881623692445839,0.0,0.10452769588817797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605746855872024,0.07743099729159289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028323229347833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309533689126916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25168908533388856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293426135095244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272675918936955,0.0,0.07218912433410853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232450417243264,0.0,0.11378612319560102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405587634332168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597891433280831,0.0,0.0,0.132577221957098,0.0,0.2258047114631478,0.0,0.0,0.0698075771759273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205618449902502,0.0,0.0,0.11240984144045316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478769508631816,0.0,0.1276099551272822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500352550940795,0.09337526084628286,0.0,0.0979666467755658,0.0,0.0,0.11920087273794686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584526267284697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441192661254861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243903970473126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256273002908528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550419946636787,0.10209489862126556,0.0,0.1169441347764783,0.0,0.0,0.08438729863133433,0.0,0.12479776908031108,0.0,0.07406713364598605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223363891009948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247613373867203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244398743687065,0.0,0.09247300940034203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,islandman101,2020/04/09,I felt anxious AF about 1.5 hours ago and I did this and I felt much better. Just 15 minutes of an extreme workout would do the trick when you feel really anxious. What worked for me was running on the spot (one leg up being a rep) 40*5 and 50 push-ups. Now if you’re used to working out frequently make it a hundred pushups and 60*5 with the running on the spot. And it’s also important drink enough water when doing this. And also I’m talking about the sudden anxiety that comes out of no where. But I think if you even have diagnosed anxiety doing something along these lines will definitely help.,3.880416666666669,5.254560208333338,4.753333333333334,84.73166666666668,71.91666666666666,7.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.167268648758528,1.8670833333333328,475,18,94,7,9,154,88,120,0.091,0.8240000000000001,0.085,0.3182,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,10,2,1,0,8,0,9,4,1,2,0,22,17,13,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,11,2,0,4,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,3,7,1,13,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,7,65,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738549383970794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020129275974268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889072994193189,0.4266459894534956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670038841524147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265944267067567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165743571155067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184980508432126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511080926330765,0.0,0.1247197576881066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547760388683732,0.0,0.3626108583879188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126568082196351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595850455289187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604480768886372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881102422097094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279554009966506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096867719861182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536977099065646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177357810742045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209939831716543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308760728862293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749394867830872,0.0,0.0,0.13413868670560616,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ringmaster-junkhouse,2020/04/09,"I feel cripplingly worried about my future When I was younger, I had a lot going for me. And when it was time for college I got a full time scholarship. But upon a turn of events I lost it. I can't hold a job because I can't hold a conversation with a stranger without shaking and losing my wits. I've been kicked out of my mother's, my foster mother's, and I have floated around now landing in a decent place. My first and only minimum wage job lasted a month before I was fired, I didn't ask for an explanation but I guessed it was because I was too jumpy and anxious. I still have lost my direction and that scares me. I was so sure on what I wanted to do career-wise. But I can't deal with people. I don't really know what I want by posting this. I guess I'm just wondering if anyone has overcome this? I don't really have the option of medication... 

I feel like I'm running out of time but everyone tells me to ""slow down, everything is fine"" but I can't keep depending on others forever just because I can't get myself together. I was so sure I wanted to be a veterinarian up until last year when I realized that's probably not possible with my temperament. I'm sorry if this is whiny I don't mean to come across that way, I just feel kind of lost.",2.809465648854964,4.023729526717561,4.922053435114506,83.10643893129772,74.34351145038167,8.293435114503817,26.07709923664122,8.841846274778883,1.8795184732824417,984,34,208,20,20,342,138,262,0.091,0.831,0.078,-0.2215,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,13,11,0,2,11,0,26,1,0,1,2,45,50,19,0,5,12,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,13,0,3,7,0,2,4,11,6,0,1,14,4,39,5,29,35,2,36,0,4,0,0,6,13,0,8,18,145,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396999561735184,0.0,0.0829190600577763,0.0,0.0,0.1055679186737138,0.11086320109536783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168693159185293,0.0,0.10090913412125947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102152535640261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225839145690452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331533265266347,0.10657869915601552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988404190546012,0.08471885477946099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087037295899913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195701651860128,0.0,0.06739594632082221,0.0,0.09484516857620914,0.0,0.26127475846902404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353593715603584,0.10540592058109076,0.0,0.1234905174826708,0.06517252796087057,0.19332910023990085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793580844691345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266895541140689,0.3883564326867591,0.10081875785839987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917643228931194,0.0,0.11946431893147275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465532293801396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901910534946259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221356435947684,0.0,0.12389858202596625,0.0,0.0,0.13368946361924156,0.11357393859338215,0.0,0.12785726312407286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519402366809436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872666466299242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274887369306854,0.0,0.0,0.09470404246909456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235344224273068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036506054053147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074477814790501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289890265891205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098377445251037,0.0941291500251151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143140117119232,0.12860296535252785,0.0,0.12043125044276888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636639082094877
anxiety,AVPL4eva,2020/04/09,"Recent struggles with anxiety - started Sertraline. Advice, comments, personal stories would help! Hi there, 

36(m) here, have had mild anxiety my entire adult life with occasional bouts of severe and paralyzing anxiety and I’m having one of these moments in my life now. 

My anxiety is generalized but also focussed on health and catastrophizing. With COVID-19, this has really pushed my anxieties into a realm where I’ve had to take a medical leave as I’m worried about my health and my families health if I contract it. I work in long term care so going to the office got too much. 

I had an anxiety attack last weekend and went to the doctors and they put me on Zoloft. I’m on day 6 and have heightened anxiety which supposedly is a early side effect but of course it’s hard, but I’m battling through - I have kids and no choice. 

I’m worried about so many things and my mind takes me to some really low places. For example potentially losing my job, worried about what people think of me, worried about losing my house and dying are just some of the thoughts that are just racing around my mind. 

I’m looking for comments from people who can relate, going through similar stuff, and success stories. Also tips on slowing the mind down. I’m not sure I understand the process of mindfulness and when I try and do my breathing, sometimes it makes it worse because I can feel everything in my abdomen. A physical pain. 

Thanks for your help. First time poster here.",4.4983794587945845,6.899164254612551,5.011535977859778,79.24406903444037,72.50553505535055,8.206703567035671,30.479858548585486,8.959647251330699,2.8613799507995075,1167,52,201,25,24,372,161,271,0.201,0.737,0.062,-0.9857,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,6,19,11,2,1,10,0,16,11,2,2,1,40,38,23,1,2,7,0,2,0,0,1,9,0,0,3,12,18,0,0,5,1,0,5,2,7,0,2,6,3,24,4,34,31,4,33,0,3,1,0,11,14,0,3,14,133,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620791646922679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410995828223086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724183468349174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853482575234097,0.0,0.1003633973853448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377831368553186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994653837386694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689483503452517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155880728831743,0.0,0.0,0.09029727845873824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928677265106487,0.0,0.08316630563830296,0.0,0.04460686562154023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504019462951833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027532923291076,0.0,0.07055788236771113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902811587495855,0.0,0.0,0.2813223574818155,0.0,0.0,0.11826449773918185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017944527566377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875450964028321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191136943376167,0.0,0.09341262506909093,0.0,0.0,0.12462530096747072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807224400791685,0.07408288499659216,0.19739203778721992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888777650446615,0.08944160007209148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887273320129814,0.0,0.0,0.35630966624101684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485211664456994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059780400276621924,0.0,0.09387268489042536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232178170351812,0.07703061705427655,0.09217150127251894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868583017713855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130324454855294,0.0,0.08710696423551473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996638978397364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725219355067676,0.0,0.0624428261080034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222707678583013,0.10099120765684327,0.0,0.0,0.08314664689581469,0.0,0.1326614657395246,0.0,0.0,0.08122145631172703,0.0,0.0,0.058609688311005236,0.056528045621565326,0.0,0.07003711291233734,0.05144200238054441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989583468551767,0.0,0.0,0.09184050783056097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178115917590807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422547404689931,0.3583682386650833,0.08990408549045634,0.06266921381498718,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clowniebats,2020/04/09,"I slept for 16 hours and now I'm dissociative!? So, I struggle with disassociating anyway, but I've been feeling a bit under the weather, (yep staying home, staying safe!) I went to bed early last night and ended up having weird lucid dreams and slept for 16 hours. Now I feel totally out of my body, my hands are shaky and it's just... weird? 

I do feel a bit better in terms of feeling gross yesterday, but my mental health has gone crazy since sleeping that long. I usually go to bed at like 5am... but went to bed at 10pm last night, so my body clock has gone crazy... what do I do?",2.8732959850606896,4.048001689075633,4.242296918767508,88.19763772175537,74.12605042016807,6.969561157796452,23.3062558356676,7.3871296695380915,0.7362597572362275,447,12,99,5,9,148,76,119,0.133,0.753,0.113,-0.355,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,3,1,8,7,6,0,1,17,20,9,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,6,0,1,4,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,7,5,11,3,14,13,4,28,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,16,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664849546109284,0.3373622908340617,0.3432439117454165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684695116538195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31249263423021684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780963799988177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642332470058447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498267622200582,0.0,0.3043156749834197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518869343580047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548410022669592,0.0,0.0,0.13673344254498074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570627099100093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899878778400297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780942210799848,0.0,0.154618141639663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32936686796603176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152380228123164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016714605179667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645825597909114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tidgits,2020/04/09,"Worries Hey there,
I have been struggling with anxiety for about a year now. It got quite severe, lost my job my mother was diagnosed with cancer and i am very close to her. She might come to pass within this week looking at the situation she is in. Although the unbearable anxiety and depressing toughts i have a great girlfriend and family supporting me. the healthcare is also really good in my country and i get good professional help. I will soon start a pretty intens exposure training and hope things will get better.

But there is a scary side coming to surface which troubles me very much. And that is the fear of losing control. Of course i told my psych this immediately and dove into some research myself which calmed me really much. The fear of losing control of your body and actions is common with people who are under severe stress and anxiety but the fear of doing something strange or harming someone scares me so much. And even though i can calm myself down most of the time, i am still very afraid of the thoughts and i actually feel like there is an urge of some sorts i need to keep under control.
I am not known to be aggressive and would never hurt a fly, maybe that is what makes it even more scary. So my question would be. Is this common and do you experience the same thing? And if so what is a good action to lose this feeling or thought?",5.501760683760684,6.755760800000001,5.610256410256412,80.56696581196584,67.92307692307692,8.393162393162394,29.05982905982906,8.680891452615391,2.1855341880341883,1088,38,200,17,18,343,152,260,0.191,0.693,0.11599999999999999,-0.9517,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,9,14,26,1,7,16,0,27,3,1,4,1,49,45,25,0,5,6,1,2,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,15,21,0,4,6,0,0,5,2,16,0,0,7,3,27,10,27,31,8,26,0,6,1,0,12,11,0,10,11,155,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.09185110650141723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527065021119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160130076322902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324472099884778,0.0,0.1045501583145342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215838322168372,0.0,0.0,0.31670303643503744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106856323746271,0.0955335251280858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243355684148645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207099221740113,0.088731401976447,0.3177458280860328,0.09518349273774487,0.06724195553896536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835144634369516,0.0,0.0,0.23683935998963385,0.07527928257634205,0.10377165821963606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308909965338748,0.0,0.0,0.09348602380035524,0.0,0.0,0.10076131579311744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340320073576623,0.08366142629888029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598406182239653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790401617308349,0.31590087086508506,0.10274708445156028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628282683523512,0.0,0.09455985915180437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099850320153533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757514188639814,0.06979149505517612,0.07259396268443283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525348877473319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575759178224574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544003104729484,0.10011208942925427,0.0,0.0,0.12059604282985195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423419529620533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266587024359376,0.0,0.0,0.10579892807064364,0.0,0.0,0.07975066459243524,0.07246098549863349,0.0,0.0,0.0666212050831177,0.0,0.07516726978480126,0.0,0.10781832494388566,0.09839847713070933,0.0,0.0,0.10681040446621724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250631436210611,0.0,0.09247600984518074,0.14944733137772742,0.05488425819409248,0.0,0.0,0.08993918272323871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298561008962435,0.0,0.0,0.0755003158950849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955871371119848,0.0,0.13372548317222574,0.0,0.0,0.06061254569152193
anxiety,Meezy73,2020/04/09,"I'm scared that I might have caught it So, I was staying with a family friend for the better part of March then I decided to move back home. I had to make a few runs to the pharmacy and supermarket and back due to me having an issue with my ear and to pick some essentials and groceries that I missed, I have been using Instacart for the majority of my groceries. But most of the time like 99.9% I'm home riding this thing out. The family friends wife informed me that I was risking myself every time I went to get something from the pharmacy or the store. Now I'm panicking because of course I'm putting myself at risk and before I found out that Coronavirus could linger in the air for a long time and could spread longer than 6 feet just by breathing and the CDC told us to wear face masks, I went without one. I feel like I have shortness of breath but it's probably from my anxiety. I do wash my hands everytime I get home. 

I used face masks whenever I need to go to the grocery store or pharmacy or to pick up food ever since then. 

Can someone please calm me down, thanks for listening",4.400787878787877,5.273659927272728,4.987272727272729,85.42924242424245,70.18181818181819,8.775757575757575,27.84848484848485,9.029198982220553,2.0039030303030305,864,29,181,16,15,277,128,220,0.051,0.857,0.092,0.8625,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,6,11,0,3,14,0,13,10,8,5,1,34,33,15,0,3,7,1,2,2,2,1,1,2,3,0,8,11,1,0,4,0,2,8,1,4,0,1,9,4,26,7,32,21,5,29,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,6,14,118,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042338792735704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188147147001967,0.0,0.08002272446556608,0.0,0.11170354554276256,0.0,0.0,0.11610018768872872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962141337011025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874382842340755,0.1106030565854678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475047618573224,0.0,0.06637550849545094,0.09378136613298384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873567814365486,0.14393392868525234,0.20284219085865945,0.0,0.13716931527849066,0.0,0.07460539845876522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950321824728661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370147728193467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282665890211642,0.0,0.0,0.1161723609852566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762566154755633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925977252978353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395222882515082,0.0,0.09733717138766176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895389557490649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215572815026525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409819317768094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153435899262062,0.0,0.0,0.1319654943768614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142704581515974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859027642460592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122707862292844,0.10106027043586396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991941535936178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085842365998065,0.0,0.0,0.08721186324565018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229638802354049,0.0,0.0,0.1254368549674569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790510206046302,0.2267552268261544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433825354017725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654236432248284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,3V1RDR3V0,2020/04/09,"My anxiety/depression along with my dermatillomania is flaring up When I get anxious - I tend to pick at my face, I do it without even realizing it and the it’ll be a couple minutes later and I’ll realize it’s hurting...I’ll go to look in the mirror and realized my face is all f*cked up. I normally have fake nails which stops me completely from being able for do it but because of the virus I took them off so I could do things to keep me distracted like play my guitar. I’d like to be able to get back into my music and whatnot but now I feel like I can’t because I’m messing with my skin so much. Does anyone have this issue? Some advice would be nice ;^; I just want to be able to stop...",2.073881278538813,3.514758876712328,4.1878767123287695,86.70775114155255,76.67123287671231,7.3324200913242015,24.495433789954337,8.07648339933343,1.3082392694063922,540,18,118,9,12,186,94,146,0.055,0.82,0.125,0.9011,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,4,0,16,3,3,1,1,26,26,9,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,4,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,3,19,5,20,17,3,14,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,9,82,27,0,0.5193288021322691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916069831932273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556457511432376,0.0,0.12104225781565832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311059752861856,0.0,0.21105201169610766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815021227972486,0.0,0.0,0.1382139301111277,0.19154248058922385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909904543219168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148937814699606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433725863392688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752941548087984,0.12366953333669806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088524307217416,0.0,0.09838217539623667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068144785579893,0.0,0.15386776701741772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537178204107813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536846583001528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725547476834895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961065404814982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28945475505799945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150063266696233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923311359179036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210452761430316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687147765466198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297209358783685,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DryTeaStain,2020/04/09,"Hi, I'm new to this sub. The other week I had my first major panic attack at work and an ambulance was called. I was going to make a post on the day it happened after hours of trying to calm down, I decided to look for this sub. The chest pains keep coming back and it's been almost a month now. I've been on Diazepam 2mg for a few days but it helped only a little bit however it's making me aggressive. 

I guess I just wanted to talk about it with people who are going through the same thing as me in an anonymous environment because I can't tell the people I love. 

I'm going through a lot of stress and hurt and I'm drained, constantly tormented.",3.680308191403082,4.101083875912412,5.247396593673964,84.55378751013791,71.55474452554746,8.132684509326845,25.441200324411998,8.167268648758528,1.3825643146796427,509,14,109,7,9,173,92,137,0.145,0.8,0.055,-0.8779,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,2,2,12,0,7,3,1,2,0,17,22,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,6,0,1,5,1,10,2,20,17,5,22,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,3,11,71,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754297364991053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034629583748272,0.0,0.12865580551054653,0.0,0.10199438314273272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826659211319121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084851476867466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412806369078748,0.0,0.180809337631982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581017349434364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231904717026142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852689025175786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431762262872795,0.0,0.1479571349408987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214850064960404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477272237005305,0.0,0.17911541853922527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871829798133754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769475603894435,0.0,0.0,0.14050344160743455,0.0,0.0,0.14224622289370334,0.151009374231035,0.0,0.2233696829670584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355016914240234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159499782976408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725148544711595,0.1780361995978113,0.19630947306290625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199192787494985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024263864429267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166010533420785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448239814969326,0.1462417057375328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115742751668044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359669526439616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868741099796904,0.0,0.13421093774874632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180816315230468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fedilio86,2020/04/09,"Does anxiety also leave you frozen/unable to move? I am once again sat here (like every other day) thinking I shoud get up and move my body, but I just can not do it. I.CAN.NOT.......I litteraly scream GET UP on the inside, but it's like I'm paralyzed. Like my anxiety imprisons me. Anybody can relate?

(just before anyone ask, yes, I've tried the medications and therapy and they havent helped much)",2.971168831168832,5.1052089740259765,4.484415584415586,82.50376623376627,76.14285714285714,8.036363636363637,23.98701298701299,8.841846274778883,1.902122077922078,309,10,59,7,7,103,58,77,0.10099999999999999,0.768,0.131,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,5,2,1,0,0,9,11,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,4,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900337765582005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32333920153490964,0.0,0.0,0.14776934421507934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975683577700013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982930057359708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23474395185947536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362926679112079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493942915724385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805764544378275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082613319777844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165243564087107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237717339285723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097407187734267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128963359365683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492282745150905,0.15535448853685305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506335231090951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416783524519497,0.0,0.0,0.13541401684167673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348162009968282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aldosebastian,2020/04/09,"How to accept things you can't change Things are OK for me during this time, but I just feel overwhelmingly bad for those who are bankrupt, unemployed, died in hospitals due to the virus etc. I've been trying to help by donating, ordering takeaways etc. but I know I can't save the world and it pisses me off, especially knowing that I'm coming from a well-off family. I know this saddens other people too, but for me it feels overwhelmingly large, up to the point I'm losing sleep over thinking about them, or that I feel paralyzed and can't do work. How do you guys (who I assume is similarly highly sensitive like me) accept these things?  The easy way might be to say that it's not my problem and that the world sucks so live with it, but isn't that just disgusting?",8.298129699248122,6.3947111250000015,8.17199248120301,75.14894736842109,62.75,11.843609022556393,32.8984962406015,10.608840637214634,3.0877338345864667,609,17,123,12,7,197,96,152,0.20199999999999999,0.659,0.139,-0.9243,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,2,7,13,3,2,6,1,12,2,2,2,0,28,23,11,1,1,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,19,5,0,0,10,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,1,4,14,5,16,20,2,13,0,3,0,0,8,8,2,3,3,84,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868309280947506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837708507062176,0.15339368432703476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481113277771988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971958000550752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678708975047342,0.0,0.2701164074545213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763197636950681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935823784674356,0.18814336476054985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29359195397841475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699722485043045,0.0,0.15724127296246976,0.0,0.0,0.19921756947904973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889067735541692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234530446035018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833606314935146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039132572312107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161039302339448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820109392287914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549103535522374,0.11410166268477726,0.0,0.0,0.10383550216381687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089953314966333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134565563572646,0.0,0.0,0.1601085560433322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963889508102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sonofasonofasatan,2020/04/09,"I don’t know what to do anymore. For the past three weeks I feel as if my sanity is declining further and further. I’ve had on average 5 hours of sleep this entire period with the last couple of days being around only 2-3 hours. I’m so tired and just want to get some sleep but I’m too afraid that I’ll die. My body is hurting but I don’t know if that’s from the anxiety or sleep deprivation. The coronavirus has made things so much worse. I rarely leave the house, yet seldom interact with my family because I’m afraid to speak to them but I just don’t know why. I rarely use social media and talk to my friends for the same reasons. I feel stupid for being so afraid, yet I know I can’t help it and the self awareness almost makes it worse. Over the course of the pandemic I feel as I’m slowly losing grip on reality and trapped in a dream-like state of delirium. I don’t know if I’m awake or asleep which only increases my anxiety. I’m trying to eat and drink water as much as I can but with each passing day it just gets harder and harder. I’d kill myself but I’m too afraid to die that it isn’t even an option. My next appointment is in a week, but it feels like so much longer that I dread the next seven days. I just don’t know what to do anymore. The lack of contact is driving me mad, but I know I’ll never seek it out. I don’t even know why I’m posting this. I will not gain anything from this and I hate myself for it, but I just don’t know what to do anymore.",1.4865610124230813,2.9287627460815067,3.2961476837338917,92.47431092534543,78.27899686520377,6.6068036688726375,20.59224428189945,7.3871296695380915,0.3912834320213632,1152,28,269,15,27,386,148,319,0.21600000000000005,0.7440000000000001,0.04,-0.9965,0,1,1,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,1,2,16,14,4,5,14,0,22,9,5,4,1,57,50,29,3,5,19,0,5,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,19,14,3,0,14,1,0,3,11,12,0,2,2,6,29,2,34,45,8,29,0,3,0,0,9,9,0,8,16,165,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385428012496982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340214598836915,0.0,0.2788566752102253,0.0,0.0,0.07712952269234982,0.08343710438230123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571352483372653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041098211866672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370739523069854,0.0,0.1813389248952901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194548130403323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181700126131423,0.0,0.09590635342847104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381190046476155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883576891927669,0.0,0.18956521096862786,0.06695875051994367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241342397040873,0.0,0.09793721652230876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253623339290763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282338534564334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460487963627706,0.10814863722979147,0.10033693625020984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369529110691243,0.0,0.4635903007260146,0.07640020055102938,0.0,0.09924360147042384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457903893302936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048567938065138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868696950774464,0.06256365259584608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670089125619007,0.0,0.07228821645177022,0.0,0.19935994090543915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256756104171628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947324472877033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897647759715156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636720078888028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977779401122832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813847505081358,0.09554310575361206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533439566491644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226820566000575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772566092938768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363463549890958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095023184358165,0.0,0.0,0.05528274755326547,0.0,0.15036465776984792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914849014027536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103210565763395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,grandamek,2020/04/09,"Advice Maybe it was already posted here, but if you have anxiety and it's really bad, try to hold something in your hand from freezer. Vegetables for example.",6.4465517241379295,7.908386241379311,7.1546551724137935,69.59336206896553,65.89655172413794,11.317241379310346,35.1896551724138,11.20814326018867,4.646641379310345,127,6,20,4,2,42,28,29,0.198,0.684,0.11800000000000001,-0.4478,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373484873330141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217711076595174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29238466000551955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31912398911107304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839748250068428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660453380527781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448493729658147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942389558977071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25949111342354514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greggdogg,2020/04/09,"Ive had enough Goodbye everyone, i hope that everyone is able to feel great one day. Sadly i've been trying to improve for years and im at my end. I love you all, good luck",-0.07105263157894726,1.8189568947368429,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,85.3157894736842,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.3433999999999999,134,4,32,2,4,46,32,38,0.057,0.5329999999999999,0.41,0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,5,4,5,2,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,17,6,0,0.27320337393269745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619357463538018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197709824681196,0.2822921171377513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221150633321425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813983470327176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291500280084653,0.0,0.301207684253436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713525949384733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951065257816598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465767115461337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512967673568695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854871573598407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593401548819276
anxiety,HarukaDreams,2020/04/09,"I need help and don't know where i should ask, so I'm posting here. Hey!

I just had some pretty bad breakdowns in the last couple of days. That made me realize that its probably time to ask for Help.

I'm not diagnosed with anything and i only went to a psychologist once. I think he was a pretty bad psychologist bc he literally didn't really do anything to help me. But i was also 17 at the time and he was a specialists for children and all. So i wouldn't have been able to get help from him for a long time anyways. However, this still messed with me a little and since then I'm scared of searching for a new psychologist. 

My problem is there are like 2 others that i could see, but i am scared of one of them. And my best friend told me the other one isn't really good at his job. So that also scared me off. 

I get really really bad anxiety when i think about making an appointment and i have some questions i would like to ask first before i get an appointment too. But I'm just too scared to ask, and my mum or friends can't do that for me since i have questions about stuff that nobody really knows about.

So now that i kinda explained the situation here comes my question: Is there any way i could ask for assistance in finding a psychologist? Like from an organisation or anything like that? And if so does somebody know where? I live in germany and i googled already but i can't seem to find something good. 

Any help is appreciated, thank you for reading!

Edit: Spelling because I'm a dumbass..",3.0502970297029712,4.753458161716171,4.480694389438945,84.52527920792083,74.64356435643565,7.8843036303630365,25.65135313531353,8.608573733854374,1.7312329768976895,1185,41,245,23,25,394,145,303,0.11199999999999999,0.733,0.155,0.9286,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,2,24,19,0,4,15,0,25,1,0,2,1,49,53,26,0,8,10,1,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,1,13,13,0,0,13,1,0,2,7,9,0,3,9,1,34,10,31,39,4,25,0,0,1,0,27,9,0,10,16,165,47,3,0.08094414121840778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932387263809219,0.12946200097609592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100895834427839,0.0,0.061922046478224614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983039400482885,0.0,0.37835922691668095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027549306349992,0.04934279719038509,0.0,0.06887750235916049,0.0,0.08494588235205884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972621037557747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925462055636422,0.08956315267599653,0.0,0.052202274744145835,0.0,0.0,0.08215659947589679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083476345317054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147962957293729,0.06885104517004395,0.0,0.0,0.125074485429436,0.0,0.1268699188211776,0.0,0.0,0.13578421057046408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271275758147152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032457027338517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334543494243974,0.06598027856361684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818087501125194,0.08112729428973768,0.0714751596612668,0.07163301781471246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659130356831427,0.05403084280484465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001905507396015,0.0,0.07817635598360789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862028686666162,0.10969968988086627,0.06156166687929687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752211225997177,0.1646985831263447,0.08727147467028737,0.07745261140096348,0.0,0.0,0.2720278893047573,0.0,0.08096604585258395,0.0,0.2592744477885249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241568247169277,0.0,0.06450200067777907,0.07368850611590269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391566013908476,0.09098460615606142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623147544828725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646420957368302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926616759789611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452249004556406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373147462316708,0.0,0.0,0.14159753903998262,0.0,0.0,0.07734559571915459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642496916595256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503602985411319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057500395520689515,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,naaadz,2020/04/09,"Antidepressants for sleep anxiety? Does anyone have sleep anxiety? panic attacks/adrenaline rushes as you enter sleep that have been cured by antidepressants? I was hoping they would help for this since it seems like they keep anxiety at bay for most people. Any success stories are welcome, along with what time of day you take it for best results.",6.864000000000001,9.564884066666668,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,66.66666666666666,8.8,30.33333333333333,9.3871,3.1007333333333333,284,11,43,6,5,85,48,60,0.11,0.631,0.259,0.9232,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,3,1,0,8,10,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,5,10,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666685198757747,0.0,0.4612257161571879,0.0,0.0,0.14052326738843132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090617236092293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960936598658135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587066513810248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347063099962881,0.0,0.0,0.19960908257619825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863184112096406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818404955480496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579561546026945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393276609671279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295602260611307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624489920573554,0.0,0.6033470056036339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110482748492482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171875322175844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276369840090142,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leilani29,2020/04/09,Do you feel personally attacked easily? Like if your significant other raises a relationship concern? Do you tend to feel like it's an attack on you?,4.177777777777777,7.2621638148148175,6.712592592592598,62.9666666666667,77.51851851851852,9.525925925925927,27.51851851851852,9.725611199111238,3.718318518518519,121,5,18,4,3,43,22,27,0.175,0.545,0.28,0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7351216682343564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32672741581783754,0.2308151312362169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156903209978857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28210920110965865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468771017453659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ToManyPutinQuotes,2020/04/09,"Help a bf out Hello, I’m someone who hasn’t had much interaction with any mental illnesses so I’m pretty clueless when it comes to it and need a bit of help.

My gf suffers from anxiety and depression pretty badly. An example being we were in bed trying to sleep and she noticed I had a knife in my room, now ofc she knows that I wouldn’t ever cause harm to her but I think it just planted the seed and she couldn’t go to sleep until she hid the knife somewhere that I didn’t know. 

I know it’s an illness and not her fault so I just tried to be reassuring and tell her I wouldn’t ever do anything like that, her logical side agrees but that didn’t really help much and I felt a bit useless. I really want to help her through moments like these but as I said I’m absolutely clueless when it comes to this sort of thing so I thought I’d come to you lot to hopefully point to in the right direction.

Thank you",0.7303348214285705,2.9206558281250032,2.725714285714286,91.805,84.46875,6.1571428571428575,21.12202380952381,7.447530270364453,0.7087898809523807,717,23,159,12,21,240,108,192,0.128,0.682,0.18899999999999997,0.9271,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,10,11,0,0,9,0,12,4,2,1,2,37,30,17,0,6,6,0,1,2,2,2,2,1,2,0,13,13,0,0,7,0,0,4,7,6,0,0,8,2,25,5,21,17,5,19,0,3,0,0,24,8,0,3,9,104,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079621445986752,0.0,0.10214022500598888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987320654239156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148121126463482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29153221071783225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715885270760156,0.0,0.3450395079762515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499809267155785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415477430817761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281973655210463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588085148802133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579748222380102,0.0,0.0,0.13261261824757098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201325384655897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045943314369532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351147375901548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345538450441813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630087956571254,0.09900124654402237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201011662765665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621682711064675,0.0,0.0,0.2716698057550169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106896132534105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402288387550864,0.12700534834744578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672270723432185,0.0,0.11312861547274948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166998406397365,0.12292461787317074,0.0,0.0,0.08870283625111193,0.08555237399929268,0.0,0.1059976726918912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181298709115828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875185179582725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bookishhh_,2020/04/09,"Overthinking everythinggg I’m a naturally anxious person. I had selective mutism when I was younger, like when I was 6-10, got treatment and recovered from that. I am 16 now, and I’ve been getting bad general anxiety for the past six months or so. Like, I can make the anxiety target anything if I want to, and  I am very good at it. I get in states, where I get anxious over everything. I initiate it myself, and I recognise the onset, but it’s such an effort to stop it from happening, I struggle to fight it. 

It’s like I struggle with, I don’t know, living? It’s as if I cannot live, for if I live, I will panic? I know, I know, I just need to snap out of it... but so often i can’t! It makes me feel pathetic, because there’s so much shit happening in the real world, yet here I am, in my own head, getting anxious over the fact I’m alive? Like, I’m doing regular things humans do, right now I was trying to write in a diary I recently started, and I started getting anxious over the fact I was writing. Wtf is wrong with me?!

I hate it so much!!! I know I’m being irrational, but I feel I can’t stop! I know this isn’t me, and I don’t need to be like this! Anxiety does not define me, but I feel it does in this moment. The feeling of dread I get too... god I hate it",1.004984624846248,2.5380939557195603,3.574635608856088,89.54591405289055,79.92250922509227,7.025891758917591,24.206795817958174,7.937092434478242,1.2352175891758916,966,35,221,17,24,339,129,271,0.258,0.652,0.09,-0.9942,0,0,0,0,1,0,51.0,0,0,0,1,16,16,4,4,10,0,22,2,2,2,2,42,53,21,0,6,10,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,17,9,0,2,9,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,7,4,41,6,25,43,3,27,0,0,0,0,5,13,1,5,18,150,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279524658184029,0.4488406512997149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173687482818935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293310168677681,0.060548237284551124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384178886369886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926784785545393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088893824126924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113625650129645,0.0,0.0,0.0833099770306288,0.07944011463202443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566739340552007,0.0,0.0,0.196127818814012,0.10193718137719708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729349934103574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262845084321355,0.0,0.26312016181957665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260181737201931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928110432620694,0.0,0.14603214857059435,0.1472980128869066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653771697980955,0.0,0.0,0.09481795231688664,0.0,0.08672767440888565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305478848840485,0.0,0.0,0.09807249015857074,0.0,0.0,0.08482390275272254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195676148210032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406069767830044,0.0,0.0,0.16608204822637662,0.0,0.20767430388176294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598781315047163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743586703185606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195439231841868,0.0585850768835088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859744162424596,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lamemoons,2020/04/09,"Physical symptoms i’m not sure if related to anxiety? So i have never been officially diagnosed with anxiety, i have had one panic attack before and find I can get anxious but for things others would normally get nervous for, I’d say quite mild

With corona ive been pretty ok, not overly worried/stressed as I’m in a good stable position at the moment, however the past few days ive been having weird symptoms, ill randomly feel weak and fatiqued, like I need to lie down, ive also noticed in the mornings my glands feel a little swollen and I just feel crappy, but i have no other cold/flu symptoms such as fever, head cold, achy joints, sneezing/coughing etc 

Is it possible for your subconscious to display physical anxiety symptoms even though in my mind i dont feel stressed about this virus?",6.0829139072847696,7.160996264900668,6.553304635761588,74.97340066225165,66.48344370860927,9.74860927152318,34.96754966887417,9.888512548439397,3.660117350993378,640,30,109,14,10,208,104,151,0.196,0.6859999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.8265,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,7,10,1,3,5,1,15,11,1,0,2,23,24,11,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,1,10,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,6,13,4,17,19,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,5,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385802569299442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980535498730178,0.1467175941340456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774734405005382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051090444690104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375623968010984,0.0,0.0,0.13181662812074438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152208187581942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484082106598653,0.0857787638525297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626673107398249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187000085303869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357047801852005,0.0,0.0,0.10892987844930724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328541397629592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344855346431846,0.1301651535001755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113298328360118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629791779738607,0.10016474708910192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724629236608515,0.0,0.14785932729515716,0.0,0.0,0.08800414889512011,0.0,0.0,0.15237597941844744,0.0,0.0,0.12397684393663212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641036877622804,0.0,0.13212579404742889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813410574972187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327886444993352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975342535444976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240215621993385,0.5399439989591956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628071596963469,0.0,0.12759788549107773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225684000431557,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DamienCavanaugh,2020/04/09,"Anxiety making it hard to speak Hey, new here :/

I've been having panic attacks a few times the last few months when I'm alone, but I'm also frequently experiencing some social anxiety. In a lot of social situations I get incredibly self-conscious about the way that I speak and my voice becomes all weird. Do you guys have the same experience with the really shaky voice in social situations to a point where it almost becomes hard for people to comprehend what you're saying?

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I've noticed I speak with less volume as well, so maybe it would help to just sort of force myself to speak louder. Any ideas or input?",8.400875706214691,7.659210161016951,8.480000000000004,69.29367231638419,61.79661016949152,11.256497175141243,32.378531073446325,10.504223727775694,3.263181920903955,501,15,88,10,6,164,84,118,0.156,0.795,0.049,-0.7842,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,1,2,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,16,9,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,10,6,1,14,7,7,11,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,6,6,54,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127247582106278,0.1461176096316544,0.0,0.11282261114945515,0.0,0.15286145713513682,0.17142914034313347,0.09594007639866514,0.0,0.2158535143507065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050026981447216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116262755681636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800451735096192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370912138853564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969260154203347,0.0,0.0,0.2527621473824751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456377669107996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926353971819304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500003484868365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994221928028286,0.0,0.0,0.0941728186168524,0.0,0.14173506126887767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112609694277555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625713407362713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062191897960162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655284294086528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780796325687363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336736677656225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038025052381382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219345915775593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717849481081718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171624341825833,0.0,0.4314436511411283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822656015735844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198371605446578,0.0,0.0,0.12684897174381335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022006018535833,0.0,0.17142914034313347,0.0
anxiety,throwaway-----1223,2020/04/09,"Hello I made a sever Hey guys if you wanna talk about anything just join , hopefully this’ll be a mature space 

https://discord.gg/764ub8",6.428939393939395,10.365619772727275,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,78.54545454545453,6.56969696969697,25.51515151515152,7.793537801064563,2.238860606060606,113,4,15,2,3,32,21,22,0.0,0.675,0.325,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521193121076974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236811410434982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249940944075317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404882509393265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833970644028094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439240209664951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,evensobro,2020/04/09,"It's not your fault — I wish it was! Yes, it's true that sometimes I feel that I'm a failure and that my life can only get worse. And yes, I feel like the even the little things that I had been holding onto, believing that I was good at them, are the things that I have failed at.

Yet when someone tells me that it is important for me to remember that none of it is my fault, and that I shouldn't blame myself, I wished I could. If there was something I did wrong, then I could fix it. I could change my behaviour.

But by believing that it wasn't my fault in first place, that I just have a shit luck, it proves that nothing that I will ever do will make me happy. That I will always be a sick, depressed, and anxious person who fucks everything up.

No clue where I'm going with this. Just had to say this out loud!",4.4175438596491245,4.062784467836259,4.880169590643273,90.53113157894735,69.81871345029239,8.243508771929825,25.287134502923976,7.554174236665415,0.8947632748538012,628,14,148,6,10,200,100,171,0.17600000000000002,0.659,0.16399999999999998,-0.6407,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,8,13,2,0,6,2,23,4,1,1,3,26,33,8,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,27,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,8,4,25,5,12,17,1,15,0,2,0,1,6,9,2,2,6,112,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674072321905333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207591010960024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34322030394723385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611321777835912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648404287912624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311912135631862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060455901774756,0.13778029188211247,0.0,0.0,0.13689353777356772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403304838239654,0.10881596265224218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295615570488714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081547578201786,0.07957983394703487,0.0,0.0865657921940782,0.12775705656110609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214527333392756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758666152684904,0.07441484879131295,0.15266258546084638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016734038701887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615316593614908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158446526949149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299814499763485,0.15913982205613905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254652688184258,0.0,0.0,0.1211293348981138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635217062497828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905849138716846,0.11726178735528915,0.15064633171817962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313258820634374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023865346622068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35031621450258205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522498787091885,0.0,0.16653574981636854,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tatilopespt,2020/04/09,"It's getting too much for me I was feeling quite calm for the first two weeks of this quarantine (state of emergency) in my country, but this past week my anxiety has been growing by the day. Yesterday I had to hide in my bathroom so my family couldn't see me cry.

I guess it's all the things summed together. Having to deal with my family 24/7, having my brother relentlessly picking on me, my dad telling I don't help enough around the house, the order I made online back in March hasn't arrived yet, and all this pandemic and uncertainty.
I'm home from work, I work in a shop and it closed, I try to talk with my friends and colleagues online but I was never good at it.

I feel like everything is getting too much for me and I don't know how to deal with it.",3.125,4.462680217948718,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,73.74358974358974,8.02051282051282,26.461538461538463,8.59863814320734,1.704946153846154,598,21,129,11,12,196,94,156,0.085,0.8140000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.3882,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,3,3,23,21,9,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,0,0,2,5,3,22,4,21,15,5,21,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,11,91,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618722927624362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468415545425556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683730380337538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811911660211511,0.10637988869113776,0.3401149228468085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043870108001913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824751744480066,0.0,0.3110026536253106,0.0,0.1668085827755873,0.11784118216189353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030742065084348,0.0,0.0,0.12744090083523468,0.0,0.1723604052198778,0.0,0.0,0.13835325450180566,0.0,0.0,0.18171236194824825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056332352464897,0.0,0.1654595196398435,0.0,0.0,0.1903315572855632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065287484563553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058683246677305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608082958530725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425162475942701,0.0,0.12722054723100304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746460094947978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544592319603514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144476339562824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325815397340997,0.14417463390592766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958625883990224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119910484500332,0.0,0.1611333703565658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646278326488451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401729006191405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AllottedRogue1,2020/04/09,"I'm confused about a Friend (problem) i would like to know what you think of it. I am not English so there may be typos.

Hello, i have a friend problem (don't know the right word for it) and would like to know what the problem is.

I mainly play on xbox have 3 good friends for a long time since 2011. Inviting them / them inviting me to a party almost every day and playing to late hours. He lives in the same country as i am but 2+ hours apart from each other.

We had way more friends back then, but losing them by the same reason: switching to a different console or pc. But with them i didn't care that much, still saddened that they are gone but not to an extent as with my best friend.

beginning January 2020 one of my best friends started playing on pc slowly a bit more but still played on the xbox, and in mid march fully going to pc playing one game and being more active on discord. It worries me that i'll lose him too by the same reason as stated above.

He also did the same in 2014 and in 2017. and as far as i know he only has one friend on pc that he don't play with.

He still replies to texts and does join our party if we ask him to when we need him for an game activity. And we still have a good time when we are together in a party (sometimes he stands still in game and i hear him typing and laughing in the background and not taking the activity we are doing serious). But after we are done with the activity he leaves without saying a word and is playing that game instantly.

And that worries me and my other best friend.

I do play with him sometimes on pc. but now he plays a game i don't like much.

My thought is that he is burned out from the fact that we from 2013 almost every day joined each others party and playing together till 2020.

I wrote this because i am scared he'll go away.

Thanks.",3.865239361702127,4.4221390026595815,4.586238297872342,88.96940000000002,71.20744680851064,7.0798297872340425,25.944255319148933,6.742157984588678,0.8812837446808501,1419,41,309,10,25,456,168,376,0.08,0.669,0.252,0.9972,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,9,1,5,5,14,37,0,2,23,0,29,0,0,2,1,70,49,35,0,7,13,0,0,3,8,4,0,2,0,0,17,31,0,0,8,17,0,3,8,8,0,3,7,2,39,29,48,36,17,48,0,2,0,0,48,19,0,6,26,215,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623785978828576,0.0,0.0,0.06638019651105706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759978880332087,0.0,0.07798725509641846,0.06382680601724719,0.0,0.0505999374211398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26133032028645736,0.0,0.09062150182637957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463056762209828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706453568504357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672403198943557,0.0,0.0,0.07263946922470159,0.08494437718186848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987296181648107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130443749503478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434891197480087,0.13924367787935554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355425738891723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348918800691012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247260968737766,0.0,0.09363484658203863,0.0878918035712233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165821810690935,0.0,0.07329618124549317,0.07345806125920512,0.0,0.1857258823299939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203852515838674,0.06154820163722105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874187599275084,0.06313011561980249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382777738483957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068882944497055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088702105287767,0.0,0.06601002928643049,0.08310389752543293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866376055458714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419092496420876,0.0,0.058752364604435774,0.0,0.3314451333630817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241049044293996,0.0,0.0,0.07642115055260462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318715621535118,0.0,0.06589781805439895,0.09680341099925394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588662504794149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001521765977794,0.0,0.0,0.16859407823953196,0.0,0.11793074493979533,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lillaoet91,2020/04/09,"Anxiety in the middle of the night Hello,

I am not sure if I suffer from anxiety as I haven't read much into it, but according to my dad I do. 

During the day I am happy, content, feeling at peace and generally have happy thoughts. I do yoga and go out for walks as well. Then it comes to sleep time and my heart starts beating fast and I'm not sure why. I sometimes take CBD oil and it helps. But I wake up every night either at 3am or 6am and struggle to get back to sleep because my heart is pounding so fast. 

Just before the pandemic my ex broke up with me, and it upset me but I have coping mechanisms to deal with it and have been feeling quite happy and like I've moved on in my life. When we used to go to sleep, I always slept deeply and didn't have this issue of a pounding heart. But at night time now I have started to imagine being in his arms because of the anxiety that I'm feeling, and I don't think this is healthy because it makes me miss him, our talks and cuddles.  I would never want to get back with him because of the way he broke up, and I've tried thinking of other things, focusing on my breath etc, but nothing works. 

Any advice on this? Thank you xox",3.7166129032258053,4.007853403225809,4.871935483870967,87.74040322580645,71.41935483870971,7.490322580645162,26.79032258064516,7.1686216300943375,1.1416806451612902,916,28,202,8,16,303,134,248,0.10800000000000001,0.73,0.161,0.9611,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,0,3,7,14,0,2,7,0,17,12,10,2,3,46,39,25,0,3,11,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,20,0,0,7,2,0,5,6,6,1,0,4,4,28,8,35,33,3,37,0,4,0,1,13,15,0,2,17,133,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020515816019162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689735651530571,0.0,0.0,0.07101862149589329,0.0,0.23967490348659684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060641911194992,0.0,0.25464770254372554,0.0,0.08886554234570224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996054282610234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735121480781894,0.10766674749260434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647138517457535,0.0,0.0,0.08799005045723736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841472709553184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091247868291274,0.0,0.11870436455246335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335154305491244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712639618502425,0.06999983027050648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900184087087217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376473989999026,0.05102111997794853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971042771282082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099668998453746,0.07677092017613954,0.0,0.08054584856166877,0.0,0.0,0.2940123733937193,0.0,0.10020712714605133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110782893808073,0.1044621440939916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135279111100027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032877804587885,0.0,0.14783767953120386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091769693317557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196855397233568,0.0,0.07852128291013509,0.0839399991111913,0.0,0.09614868814955624,0.0,0.0,0.06938123126393511,0.13383403048849385,0.0,0.08290883756699285,0.1217924737939367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090375120254674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901973438431048,0.0,0.0,0.0615978098653068,0.08289475517122215,0.0,0.0,0.09389860264424894,0.0,0.0942353355775726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602911048150149,0.0,0.0,0.0741868339881647,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Elmeregor44,2020/04/09,"Why am i so scared of going blind? Im extremely scared of going blind because of sunlight. Propably completely irrational because it is unlikely to stare at the sun accidentally. But my fear that i look at the sun one day accidentally and i go blind is there. Sometimes this anxiety is so strong that i didnt even go outside. But this wasnt enough because the sun could still shine into windows. So i closed all shutters and curtains where the sun shines in. But even then i feared that it wasnt enough, that the sun could still blind me somehow, because i didnt pay enough attention where i look at. Now its not that extreme anymore. But im still scared of going blind from sunlight when i dont pay attention and look the wrong way. It makes me even suicidal because i always think now is the last day i will see, and will go blind soon. What is my phobia called? Is this weird anxiety curable or atleast treatable? The thing is i feel like my vision is really getting worse. This anxiety actually destroyed my life. It is actually the main reason i ended up in a mental hospital. But i didnt tell them because its embarassing. So how so i get rid of this fear of going blind because of sunlight?",3.6392918454935614,5.683627553648073,4.450495708154509,83.9046706008584,73.89270386266095,7.578454935622318,28.817381974248924,8.395991825355821,2.143008755364808,952,40,183,17,20,306,111,233,0.276,0.6829999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9957,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,20,11,1,6,10,0,20,8,0,3,1,24,36,18,1,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,2,0,18,6,0,0,5,0,2,7,7,9,0,1,5,15,22,2,16,27,5,30,0,0,14,0,3,10,0,2,13,124,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.17909520607721766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635429659501608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059568899514394,0.0,0.09100439302980323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391565776304336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370044177855796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621192295930056,0.0,0.0,0.14653082609517065,0.0,0.0,0.11835928819227222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754573514785372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127491926590705,0.28444760924900864,0.0,0.18182609684439047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097771857564186,0.0463982087323922,0.0655556168182922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588492301203098,0.0,0.3650578127538146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823990973957975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479921941900912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064815030680318,0.044830842773911236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311738191201117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612526190300465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247567809307812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621810891998936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058785827317104924,0.09434780726509552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27561278141762396,0.0,0.073123354534043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075610743581314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984652420321826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003739986511438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020504276908792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096336324248041,0.0587981249845327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283732182808013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280197523791767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935144952768594,0.0,0.10032860561459067,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vee_2019,2020/04/09,"Anxious about my future I turned 20 yesterday and I feel like I‘m running out of time. I want to achieve a lot of things in my life and I haven’t reached anything. I‘m also scared that my major in university isn’t the right thing for me, because it will affect my future. I‘m scared that I won’t really live the next years. I‘m scared because I don’t feel passionate enough for anything. Still, I want my childhood dreams to come true.",2.297312661498712,4.7589974651162805,2.81806201550388,91.8779715762274,80.16279069767442,5.682687338501292,23.50904392764857,6.937597516519254,0.7708284237726102,346,12,70,4,9,107,56,86,0.12,0.7070000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,3,3,0,5,2,0,1,1,11,15,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,2,13,3,10,13,3,14,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,9,42,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922713871175453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210809387384426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30711835854176434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750411349242586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074280930483195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928117980228232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887051624237613,0.1333099235666105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180391254513718,0.09116528092752577,0.0,0.16477473675362173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864403430819626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845545412643428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954329051872352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593587828827654,0.0,0.0,0.5604694244065471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902218279353796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479427908288971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088102837911184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297155007926265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012772919599105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016684774481508
anxiety,idkwhat2makemynamety,2020/04/09,"Terrified I’ll never see my partner again My partner is currently away from home due to the lock down starting before he managed to get back.
He has lung issues that have in the past stopped him from breathing almost killing him. 
I’m absolutely terrified due to the careless people he’s having to stay with that he will contract corona virus. 
I can’t stop panicking I don’t know what to do.",4.487017543859646,6.31115963157895,5.0315789473684225,81.5493859649123,71.10526315789474,7.698245614035088,31.08771929824561,8.344100000000001,2.4526035087719302,316,14,57,5,6,101,55,76,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.9678,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,8,2,2,0,1,6,13,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,11,12,0,14,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,10,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662007020385264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24976575231615386,0.20441481371700534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621055104647156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889060658301092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666595384061115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774682496457221,0.0,0.0,0.29411295099162466,0.0,0.14609889968339465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503246035184888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537746869801715,0.1843002207798519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184033417523776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881631623992596,0.2833504334777321,0.0,0.44450885904829024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,allmyguts,2020/04/09,I hate calling out from work I call out due to having an anxiety attack. I get more anxiety for talking to a person of authority at my work about calling out. I get a personal call from my supervisor asking why I'm calling out right after and my anxiety spikes. It's been 3 hours since I talked to them on the phone and I'm still shaking and now I have a tension headache.,2.1148051948051965,4.036145155844157,4.331168831168832,83.60246753246757,77.96103896103895,7.5168831168831165,27.883116883116887,8.418075326091056,2.1136805194805195,295,13,60,6,7,102,50,77,0.217,0.765,0.018000000000000002,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,2,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,0,15,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,5,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33419871310851473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613586104883602,0.16566476818600362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.743475975446379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216179414702394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377046639328606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340722909637138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543010629368144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435943186236464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045909286739954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162930191348625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340890871192842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140019009597712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120274631350696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyHeartIsWarm,2020/04/09,"Anxiety, Autism, ADHD And Income Hey I am not really that functioning because of my autism and that always leads to having either a low to no income..

Now sometimes I make music but it is so hard and almost every change I need to make in the project requires a lot of concentration, ocd fighting and just aaaaaaagh. I made about 3 songs the past weeks and it  takes so long to finish them, though I am thankful but very anxious and tired, I hop that they will get streamed when they are done so I can do inspiring things for the world.

But right now they remain demo's and I am kinda sad about that :(!!!

I needed to vent thanks..",4.205040650406506,5.505873406504066,4.513983739837396,87.04138211382114,71.03252032520325,7.0926829268292675,24.235772357723576,7.3871296695380915,0.9620991869918694,491,13,98,5,9,154,84,123,0.165,0.765,0.069,-0.865,2,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,0,4,2,10,6,1,0,5,0,10,1,0,4,0,24,19,15,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,14,3,11,16,2,12,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,3,7,69,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323929439386163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936319406423584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089917921525776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792738159108884,0.2184528539536604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787644633677613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455962765604035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788446051133168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292241174430852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101027748926712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322137533920606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112620404954754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439610440188673,0.0,0.18297119739886533,0.2581517102827364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867625399229808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845933716537153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238776570096706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513676812616962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191247694581568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539003806110587,0.0,0.0,0.3560578969548406,0.0,0.0,0.12846631486821894,0.0,0.1899848645181003,0.0,0.0,0.22225016008820755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955035128082995,0.0,0.0,0.15510960421427605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemonsmakelemonadea,2020/04/09,"Had my first panic attack in over a year and can’t sleep 😭 Ugh! 3 in the morning and haven’t been able to sleep since a midnight panic attack. I haven’t had one in so long and I’ve been able to function regularly. Now I’m terrified that I’m going to fall into the pit of panic and be stuck there for a while. I wish I wasn’t so terrified of the panic! Ugh. I just wish I could get some rest to forget about it. 

I’m trying to think of all the reasons this happened now but really it’s not hard to see why! The world is fucking weird right now and I’ve been internalizing all of the stress. Maybe this is a wake to call to take better care of myself during this time. 

Anyway, if anyone is up and wants to talk. Lee’s chat.",1.0371428571428574,2.6084593248407657,3.138985441310286,92.53148089171977,79.95541401273886,5.759599636032758,17.583712465878072,6.5431188927421005,-0.2860860782529575,562,10,131,5,14,191,92,157,0.195,0.72,0.085,-0.9157,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,13,3,5,10,0,14,4,3,1,2,21,29,11,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,11,0,2,7,2,7,2,22,20,4,18,0,0,1,1,3,8,1,2,8,83,13,0,0.25965972646228186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078005906589187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954004245460581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482396351601823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257080620791295,0.0,0.13237019827095067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036585814379456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104332153407921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002561650664514,0.06783074500827739,0.0,0.07378530320462964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480811928559015,0.0,0.11630205627109776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489534345202285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304315479353567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797607534869092,0.0,0.0,0.6093094843800597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317233486951538,0.13348672253479948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108739938210736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345759186616203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739660448958756,0.0,0.2598472496113528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871966968195235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761589962398044,0.10435232619737847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318973405840319,0.0,0.0,0.0757048373141815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881459548778987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657701710949383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715125782267498,0.0,0.2985958708333673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360617528158493
anxiety,iambaobab,2020/04/09,"Anxiety after small amount of alcohol In the last year or so I've noticed alcohol makes me extremely anxiousand/or depressed the day after I have a few drinks. I stopped drinking more than one or two drinks at a time and now even if I just have one drink, I feel good for about 1-2 hour then I get extremely anxious as the alcohol wears off and that lasts for several hours, sometimes lasting until the next day.  This never used to happen but I guess in the last couple of years I've had super high levels of anxiety plus from some major life events. Still though, it seems weird to me. Anyone else experience this?",3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,4.528333333333336,83.97000000000001,73.16666666666666,8.133333333333335,26.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.019816666666668,490,17,94,10,10,157,87,120,0.092,0.846,0.062,0.11900000000000001,0,0,7,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,7,0,3,9,1,2,1,16,10,12,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,7,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,8,2,19,9,5,28,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,6,21,61,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825129929002883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254110634712373,0.1347844638919438,0.0,0.0834231650513223,0.12224549304824806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201240840095618,0.0,0.15388801771892127,0.0,0.10276009800665896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46750700629194,0.0,0.0,0.09966680835944956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880203303097917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670644952861743,0.0,0.0,0.06032588127716337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623336831304813,0.0,0.0,0.10007017464579272,0.0,0.0,0.1314315869253613,0.0,0.10550397061806084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605581118809225,0.0,0.0,0.23498936318998145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890088823317374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427100857164864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963924307582616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201794656571413,0.0,0.12688577260596798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583333531691738,0.0,0.0,0.16169283716932345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861383139358843,0.0,0.1347844638919438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799899849426948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527979405967456,0.09974711411476088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721983781950335,0.0,0.06956965222792365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654691153388297,0.0,0.0,0.10304409866350288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366131795007812
anxiety,ladybuglove90,2020/04/09,"Astraphobia in teens/young adults Hello! I’m 15 (turning 16 this year), and I have a fear of thunderstorms (Astraphobia) and a fear of tornadoes (Lilapsophobia). I know this is I guess what you would call “childish” but its all I’ve ever known. Ever since I could remember, I’ve had these fears and I never knew why. My mom thinks it’s because of a traumatic experience I had as a very small child that I don’t even remember. Every time there is a thunderstorm, I go into panic mode. I become more anxious, look at weather forecasts, become upset and anxious by movies involving thunderstorms, tornadoes, or bad weather. If I am home alone during a thunderstorm, I grab a blanket and many pillows and my pets and I hide in my lowest level bathroom in the bathtub. If a thunderstorm strikes at night, I try my hardest to suppress my anxiety but I can’t. Usually, I end up sleeping in my mother’s room. 

And from all of this, unfortunately, I am usually made fun of, called “irrational”, and much more. The only person I’ve found who can calm me down is my mom. 

Does anyone else have this? If so, what are some things that you do that help you? I’m always looking for tips!

Thanks so much!!",3.148439849624061,5.380288092105262,4.5846365914787,81.53078947368421,75.97368421052632,7.851629072681705,27.08521303258145,8.704169506293173,2.2469370927318293,927,37,174,20,21,308,139,228,0.225,0.7140000000000001,0.061,-0.9897,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,5,10,0,16,1,1,1,5,34,29,18,0,5,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,14,10,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,3,27,3,19,22,7,22,0,0,2,0,15,12,0,6,9,115,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755627428227927,0.0,0.0,0.09444471088238993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683051619093972,0.2564552129316261,0.0,0.07936487981960144,0.11629861871451913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947713902052974,0.06919119754629965,0.2507132714298113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318012614343371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062398661936907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932842056608747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948183188996086,0.0,0.10053116320056853,0.0,0.0,0.0749685519267504,0.20534236355282487,0.09563230930387352,0.0,0.0,0.111029032946818,0.0,0.3831718456120917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445165994768975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450713715704666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503783684560002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607957246144649,0.0,0.11385411646990895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062379021729745576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063013245720412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740055929696027,0.0,0.11507559451627322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658698430970484,0.0,0.0,0.16687751275686838,0.0,0.08754155114999021,0.0,0.0,0.10651614239505733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632517199805062,0.0,0.13317289749080993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910761934414672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257156601780639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389197028570632,0.0,0.11358632032773935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449955462576667,0.0,0.0,0.07540724586060824,0.07272900363479079,0.0,0.0,0.06618529858899319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706200224424485,0.12346013794849885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500180089570855,0.09365297493371426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242002036001203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063023282023507,0.0,0.0,0.07309307926957041
anxiety,yasahisqueazy,2020/04/09,"How do you help someone through SMS or text who is feeling anxious or having an anxiety attack? I have a female friend who is quite and feels very anxious from time to time. Since last night, she’s been feeling it a lot but has no idea why. 

I wish we could talk on phone but due to family reasons it isn’t possible for her. She seeks comfort in talking to me when she feels anxious and to have her mind diverted from that. Sometimes she has anxiety attacks and seeks my help for that too even though she personally is trying to make herself calm too. 

Last night she had trouble breathing which made her anxiety even worse and she was talking to me but I couldn’t comfort her or make her feel better or divert her mind. 

I feel really really bad about it because she seeks help from me and wants to be comforted and it makes me a horrible friend that I just worry about her and it’s obvious to her but I don’t or I can’t do anything to make her feel better in any way. 
 

Is there anyone who has experienced the same or anyone who is anxious could advise me what I should be doing when such situations come up? I really want to help her but I just don’t know where to begin with or what to do about it. Though one thing she has told me before is that she needs me to distract her from that and keep her engaged into something else but it’s just impossible to start a philosophical topic at that time because she feels interested in that generally but never when she’s anxious. She can’t even think straight let alone be about something philosophical. 

So I really need some great advices. Thank you so much in advance. Anything will be appreciate.",4.634632775919734,5.823741295384617,5.279023411371238,82.38245484949836,69.8923076923077,8.359866220735787,28.591973244147162,8.716276077567194,2.077239464882944,1311,47,258,22,23,423,152,325,0.136,0.68,0.184,0.9661,0,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,4,23,17,2,1,6,0,35,1,1,7,2,65,61,30,0,9,17,0,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,22,12,0,1,12,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,5,9,48,12,34,46,4,27,0,0,0,0,46,10,0,9,14,193,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780672663489993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824654706633691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414640696381566,0.0,0.1827342546200921,0.449756934872278,0.0,0.11134858106764182,0.0,0.13104597788035105,0.0,0.0,0.181165436872584,0.0,0.0,0.06648192405226444,0.09707494910423288,0.0,0.06775335425496579,0.0,0.0,0.14084024114581234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858821052770753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271450589189638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651484442922959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777082824381333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506152883701647,0.0,0.32207846718520977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303314767962245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778469789067261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134786182772663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988473597045295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077262866134178,0.0,0.0,0.04375874803680669,0.12980683196238196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141996712084051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769267297960763,0.0,0.0753412586950964,0.21259602673523126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079317268086088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853210607705519,0.11807897096121962,0.06141020768360277,0.0,0.0,0.1494416843249506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395464190470691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952377935962789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976302955752463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846889186944507,0.0,0.0,0.20403426847477998,0.08186576049059052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658650128918641,0.089499648528128,0.0,0.0,0.06746435508440737,0.1225954336663824,0.07874923614835594,0.0,0.056357607285756825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199398369115245,0.0,0.07330621022943848,0.0,0.0,0.052898018921486364,0.05101923782663638,0.15645849214844565,0.0,0.1392865289188489,0.0,0.0,0.07608324006139411,0.0,0.054058826924657126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569735817238008,0.09392748016770522,0.0632010739454638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184742146607334,0.0,0.09156258233380138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086107611241865,0.08114269419344601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ataraxattacks,2020/04/09,"Anxiety makes me angry Sometimes when I get anxious I go into a really bad fit of rage, kinda like a panic attack but I have extremely bad urges to harm myself, and I usually try to claw my skin off.

It's so hard to do simple things without getting overwhelmed and my anxiety just gets worse and I have a little voice in my telling me to give up.

I lock myself in my room so I don't hurt the staff or other residents of the home but it gets so hard, I want to talk to my friends but I don't have money for phone minutes and all calls with the home phone have to be done in the presence of staff.

Don't have a therapist and don't have a family, my close friends have their own mental health issues and I just feel so alone.

With this whole pandemic thing going on I just want to drop out of school and live my life as a failure. 

I want to die to escape from the demons inside of me but I'm so afraid.",1.84,3.2930430000000044,3.4712500000000013,91.54875,77.33333333333334,6.6750000000000025,21.375,7.413659706084162,0.5464000000000002,704,18,159,9,16,234,107,192,0.23800000000000002,0.653,0.109,-0.9797,0,1,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,1,0,9,12,2,3,11,0,14,3,1,1,1,28,27,19,1,3,9,0,4,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,6,12,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,9,0,0,1,5,25,3,29,25,3,17,1,2,0,0,9,12,0,2,3,109,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230930984454596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102276702459428,0.15522763281311855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631711115956295,0.0,0.0,0.22945353134855306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030504852767475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260386385260812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061219993120785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295324488994542,0.0,0.06947569087433236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231628454242854,0.0,0.2871520885263089,0.13181062680776856,0.15617994402959035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24617434434838265,0.0,0.0,0.1460542368094334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756552270257802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709403546309638,0.0,0.0,0.1434142836324366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970526483366672,0.0671287504256949,0.13771510343966206,0.1213304239010329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171836890340547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847111343554047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121422057327364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802464746066269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906038369841106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589626490831036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044028930575382,0.12009732509560313,0.0,0.0,0.1595368639183049,0.1825704868790452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093288430767072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133131141071618,0.0,0.2431336674109509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340687970775166,0.0,0.13245274327018525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002661619107995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blueisthecolourthe,2020/04/09,"Paralyzed/numbness in body when having an anxiety attack... I’m trying to find more information online about this, but I don’t see much. When I have anxiety attacks, my hands specifically and the rest of my body starts to go numb. Imagine your foot falling asleep, but all over your body and x10, to the point where you can’t even move anymore. It’s what I imagine taking a shot of heroin is like and it’s the scariest symptom I have. I haven’t heard many people experiencing this as severely as I do, but my doctor did tell me this was a symptom of carbon trying to escape your body in a panic. Is there anyone else that has this too?",4.335238095238097,5.51189188888889,5.4160317460317495,81.16785714285716,70.58730158730158,7.822222222222222,26.698412698412696,8.167268648758528,1.6704031746031744,502,16,97,7,9,166,82,126,0.192,0.767,0.040999999999999995,-0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,7,5,2,1,7,0,12,11,7,0,1,11,18,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,3,4,14,1,13,15,4,11,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,4,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192082708671872,0.0,0.14208920229493208,0.10018043676361488,0.14680103396248234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259894723102273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6365799821286456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466468997795805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968695249266255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463105460033333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094974191526326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142585472884796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999638672243493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525723904171586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227747333703856,0.10532279612852026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810104250180474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932807703906847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354401384158167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417074241096273,0.0,0.0,0.16185871698032128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140999837994566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297832865337585,0.10772413633599208,0.0,0.1252276969020432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454713622083547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blueskiesyellowdays,2020/04/09,"I panic and feel physically stuck This is my first time posting, not even sure if it’s to the correct thread, but I’m having serious problems with this, and it frustrates me that I don’t know what it is or what causing it.

An example would be, a partner asking me to move in with them or them with me. My instant reaction is to panic and not know what to say to them, I want to move in with them, but I physically cannot agree or feel like I can actually move my body. This is one example, others would be being late, last minute decisions, upsetting people.

I always try my best to not upset people with my decisions and some times lie, which makes me hate myself even more, it confuses me as to why I do this, I should not worry. But I always worry about if I have made someone angry or sad.

I really don’t know what causes me to react like this, I have always had it and I used to be worse, but every time I think I’m doing better something makes me panic and stuck. Any tips or knowing what it is will help greatly. 

Hope this makes sense. Thank you",4.164841269841272,4.603158499999998,5.504920634920636,83.07500000000002,70.48148148148148,8.393650793650794,25.61375661375661,8.418075326091056,1.5119256613756606,820,22,171,12,14,276,109,216,0.20600000000000002,0.649,0.145,-0.9401,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,4,3,3,19,2,6,3,0,23,1,1,8,2,53,44,18,0,8,15,0,2,2,1,4,0,1,0,1,21,11,0,0,9,0,0,3,7,11,0,2,4,3,32,8,19,32,3,12,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,10,8,126,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.10862474186304526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778622367209104,0.0,0.0,0.07569617691883371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040619687490898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168153850339481,0.0984466782642574,0.0,0.123642864971709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869677645267786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704144063034527,0.0,0.09378540847759614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256568072047178,0.07952152500932343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468218033447152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272219700079715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098978451790394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461028424426673,0.0,0.0,0.11055822395519434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446973026560628,0.09073437618920964,0.12556511595079153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876312840488356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532638391468524,0.22290546161371444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549220572928329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542809113705973,0.0,0.0,0.3918029799835054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433985814224566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066064080041199,0.0,0.0,0.10651083221656617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130950579182896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852000386419953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431454540643902,0.08569364207724033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491051968166633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248140495241012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132442334299204,0.0,0.0,0.19472128118302096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557374083285051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613808256685674,0.0,0.0,0.06565487494919299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044203173245322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608607538237235,0.11343673716785205,0.15814611977341714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FenderTelecaster04,2020/04/09,"Heightened Sense of Reality at a young age .. Hello, I’m 15 going on 16 and here’s a problem that’s haunted me the entirety of my life at this point.

Some background, I grew up in an old town in New York. My mother has raised me right and taught me right from wrong which translates how I treat people with respect to this day. I have one sister that has a mental disability that can’t care for herself and doesn’t have the development past 2 years old. My biological father left me at a young age but I know true to myself that didn’t have any effect on me. I have known my, now, stepdad since 2012-13 so about when I was 8-9.

Around the age of 6, maybe 7, I noticed that I wouldn’t enjoy childhood activities like other kids would. I’d have negative thoughts of reality and the dark truth of the world didn’t seem to effect my friends. I’d always put it away and just act like they would but whenever family or friends would bring me somewhere, there’d always be someone there or something there that would make me feel bad. I was observant so that could stem out to present-day where I can find a motive for a good majority of what everyone does. I’d cry myself to sleep over these bad thoughts and I unknowingly taught myself the first few years to occupy myself to distract my isolated mind. Again, due to not having a sibling that I could necessarily interact with at my age, I’d have some time to myself. I got attention from my parents and received normal care. This time to myself would be nightmarish. Total isolation in my mind and I’d be stuck on things that had happened days, weeks, months ago and think; “why did this person act like this?” or “Why can’t I be happy like everyone else?”. Again, I’d counter this by occupying myself.

A few years pass and I move to California when I was a few months away from turning 10 and I still have this issues. Around this time, to me it was like “alright, these thoughts will go away when I’m older”. Nothing new for the next few years. When I got into 7th grade is when it was different, except I realized the thoughts were something everyone would have if they were idiotic enough to overthink things like myself. But now it was something different, I realized so many were so distanced from reality. Here I am, 10th grade spending half of it in quarantine having these godawful thoughts more and more with time to myself. I still feel now that people don’t have the same sense of reality as I do but I don’t speak of it to anyone because it feels as if it’s a curse. I am a sympathetic person and that would explain why I’d feel gloomy if I’d think about something bad happening. I feel so much more awake then everyone else, I know other people are intelligent but I don’t know what my issue is that I am more aware of everything around me. Everything including personality, ways people respond to events, etc. Any help or recommendation to another subreddit would be great. Thanks for your time.",5.279644257958587,6.11651732062392,5.853852503876678,80.13810430539087,68.16811091854419,9.193268265985587,29.39564900118581,9.345792617884785,2.3978554592720966,2342,82,462,45,38,759,253,577,0.087,0.778,0.135,0.9842,3,2,4,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,2,4,29,27,1,1,21,1,57,2,1,5,3,85,91,39,0,16,15,4,5,6,2,10,1,1,0,4,38,21,0,0,25,0,1,10,11,7,0,3,23,6,61,20,65,51,16,84,0,0,0,0,21,28,0,11,51,312,99,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625228318059136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560539608617192,0.0,0.0,0.08630814507282196,0.06654194986270144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437177842133257,0.0,0.0,0.16947501427997633,0.0,0.0,0.17886453169608013,0.0,0.15895601945455912,0.03868381698818876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940068926377885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013331706183549,0.0,0.06970637057178287,0.1227767794422799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326016099203936,0.0,0.0,0.05553311084597443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602315397087214,0.0,0.0,0.0655697709670364,0.07077319297911933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425499193406276,0.11406512375054552,0.0,0.059823187571636585,0.0,0.16043305450321554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580000758661604,0.05397791334218261,0.0,0.0,0.09805602397399116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213005054712013,0.05322612266311736,0.1015073929073756,0.06996340907518739,0.0,0.0,0.11223258681099813,0.06755293554832664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04253500968340497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324687313964817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462567838406107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894803198406156,0.0,0.0448227361954321,0.18601620809082905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042359155819959984,0.06433713240901409,0.06375276468963602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639514149750828,0.0,0.12815033584530475,0.0,0.10130421191168212,0.06744652472832402,0.04664942501256123,0.0,0.0,0.1225775602467332,0.06748901679081475,0.0,0.06217602426735488,0.06089030654834825,0.07224811781241919,0.1331784011459422,0.0,0.043001237958185716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046334458892475,0.0,0.06057848220062258,0.1759770097946043,0.16622899204535085,0.0,0.0,0.05998895598071436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060721378099659176,0.0,0.06379349200272505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083867170200004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777039095943401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249366861676707,0.0,0.06350450033734159,0.0,0.0537683262137832,0.19541434173489286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135635365656907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842421854001545,0.0,0.0,0.08431824283726759,0.08132350836850127,0.0,0.2518954828264596,0.18501630761716487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902481169718798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037053947539388,0.05090271830381301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717847412981434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606337546675209,0.06938209509609818,0.0,0.16346121482722922
anxiety,PonyOfTheGalaxy,2020/04/09,Can full moon have an effect on my anxiety? My anxiety has been worse for the past few days. It turns out its full moon currently. Can this be related? Or is this simply a stupid superstition?,1.4918918918918926,4.197063594594596,3.2419459459459468,84.99967567567569,88.72972972972973,8.365405405405406,20.913513513513514,8.841846274778883,2.0784962162162164,151,5,30,5,5,50,31,37,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.857,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6304370610385767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657393492380841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393350106859393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481940793287048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41991602853899257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,r-a-d-i-o-h-e-a-d,2020/04/09,"Coping with anxiety of not knowing how to do something? This mostly has to do with school. I am a second year University student. The past couple semesters I haven't been doing so hot.


 I enjoy the major, I enjoy the work, but every time I don't completely understand the content, I get this ugly anxious feeling in my chest, I can't process what I'm reading, and I sometimes get headaches. It is not just with tests or exams, it is with my own interests. 


Whenever I get this anxious feeling, I avoid as much as I can to not feel anxious. With school this has caused me to completely flunk. 


How exactly do you all cope with this? I'm trying, but I feel every time I put myself in the situation that I get more and more avoidant because of the nervousness I feel. 


I am on medication and recently increased my dose. What I do usually is leave the room I'm in and drink water, which works up.until I am back doing what I was before.",4.333336120401338,5.4364600760869575,5.641956521739132,79.82210702341138,70.52173913043478,8.705016722408027,31.00167224080268,9.057496981413335,2.6609252508361205,730,31,140,14,13,245,101,184,0.13699999999999998,0.79,0.073,-0.9133,0,2,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,3,8,0,20,5,1,3,2,32,34,12,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,12,10,2,2,7,2,0,2,6,4,0,1,2,6,25,3,18,32,8,14,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,105,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027300288354027,0.455121987784595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325925968784663,0.0,0.08186077926171638,0.0,0.11426928220073172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795086992276048,0.0,0.0,0.28159703554462784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858722830212406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155121385589366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262870318720548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395004909929277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806399585738941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380122774957812,0.0,0.0,0.1421917080880053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528113279115606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987172047888976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819318633807772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499663098818873,0.0,0.0,0.13432444013376485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259329798137706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27181345272936325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509454507010979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338154000042142,0.13281436450607936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660894189723745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117280490716684,0.0,0.0,0.13979864788553442,0.0,0.0,0.1478993699234243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955266721331492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647713350591425
anxiety,throwawayyanggang,2020/04/09,"Im getting butchered everyday (possible trigger idk tho) I can’t sleep, I can’t study, I can’t sit still for any amount of time. I can’t even eat without walking around. I thought I had severe anxiety before this fucking pandemic. But Jesus Christ this is torture my mind is constantly on the ramifications of this the economic effects the millions of people out of work I am certain we are headed for a depression and the FUCKING GOVERNMENT IS ASLEEP AT THE WHEEL THEY HAVE NO IDEA HOW BAD IT IS OUT HERE THEY HAVE NONE. And Donald Trump that fucking moron won’t listen to the fucking doctors I’m an at risk person for COVID I have never been more scared in my fucking life. To make matters worse my dad is on the fucking frontlines and has already had a close call once I’m in college and he is my support system if he dies I’m fucked I won’t be able to get a job because for the last 12 fucking years the entire economy has been built on a fucking house of cards of debt we are headed to FUCKING ARMAGEDON and everyone is fucking walking around like it’s nothing I’m at the end of my wits and need suggestions",1.4740410052910065,4.0472787321428605,3.027698412698413,88.13211640211641,85.33928571428572,5.63994708994709,27.046296296296298,7.093109894594671,1.5707121693121695,892,42,171,13,27,292,130,224,0.157,0.794,0.049,-0.9771,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,2,2,7,20,13,2,15,0,26,18,4,4,2,27,48,10,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,13,1,0,3,0,1,2,10,17,0,1,5,1,18,3,28,40,3,25,2,1,0,11,11,13,11,1,9,111,24,5,0.08230180857659218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908220923283862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055968052081354816,0.0,0.06296065829113671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653211725972484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687185724126136,0.05017041861052148,0.0,0.0700327772840495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403934845054266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893901681814324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088642712899737,0.0,0.08541628352267884,0.0,0.0,0.08423938850437604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421529684288964,0.0,0.0,0.07289497392786362,0.0,0.0,0.05435956835799605,0.0,0.0,0.07864290506145621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8369536541892281,0.0859985961987803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893079934386554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949652370450477,0.0,0.09290872407240204,0.08890007632397881,0.0,0.08167184563487315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708695866598556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813220135128895,0.04020850644559471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493709630889255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831013650540343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102574821711325,0.06347622851982666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897080502129228,0.0,0.0,0.08764874009361337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705771130288684,0.07186276472033651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927829230961349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239846805176013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297761741311417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236124595846417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572633064284669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339511705215972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533844280858604,0.04799084643462321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933600652094684,0.0,0.0599166968535684,0.0,0.08387257417976242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052999666352537264
anxiety,hg22222896,2020/04/09,"Anyone else having to remind themselves that anxiety can manifest itself physically, especially during times of stress? It’s happened to me a million times before, but this is obviously a unique time. I’ve convinced myself before that things were wrong physically, to the point of having tests done all with negative results. After I control my anxiety, the physical symptoms fade. 

Aside from many aches and pains, I’m almost positive I have Costochondritis, which apparently isn’t dangerous and emotional stress can cause it. Of course 🤦🏻‍♀️. Basically my chest hurts in a certain spot. 

Even though I’ve been through similar things before, everything going on is definitely not helping. Although I don’t think I need one, I’m also constantly thinking about how I don’t want to have to go to the doctor and be exposed in that environment. Ugh. How are you guys?",5.5096753246753245,8.274219577922082,6.400000000000002,68.77000000000002,70.75324675324677,9.594805194805195,32.42857142857143,9.957137785484203,3.984459740259741,701,33,107,20,14,231,110,154,0.233,0.6659999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.9719,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,2,6,0,16,4,1,5,3,19,25,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,3,0,10,2,17,21,1,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,74,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954026702074946,0.0,0.0,0.11942541035833025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284860655677649,0.0,0.0,0.10442048446633204,0.15301425689220308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812264875413943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341109054298113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138114323928182,0.16749507712883974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285359911737814,0.0,0.15282445120341934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475259608891852,0.1679849607648293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863622964873736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342152141125109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697442629229894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786793261751796,0.13205895171061904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009800093534058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986923791777494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140512222728367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073211023287656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119517990937743,0.0,0.15890598243079693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117252156663815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421319641704678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521918796346176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984268397541704,0.1913793055961467,0.1467236617868336,0.0,0.2612402724827645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808332256928769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327747593142594,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PersonalMarket,2020/04/09,"Fear of forgetting how to read I know I might sound crazy. Today I read something, and started getting this fear that I might forget everything that I know (especially learning how to read). I really need some advice right now.",4.487926829268293,7.270023097560973,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,74.12195121951221,8.002439024390245,27.32317073170732,8.841846274778883,2.548312195121952,181,7,30,4,4,57,28,41,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.882,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,19,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935243725187481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798740016888367,0.0,0.0,0.4457046689680165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346878297157376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176774328462895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201825795018564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684565044199985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5942868470165831,0.0,0.12687079088992434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912680529256086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246242452325845,0.0,0.0,0.14017516297545946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772068106258014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SabrinaT8861,2020/04/09,"Why is this so hard Trigger warning for: panic attack

New to the sub so forgive me. I am an essential worker who changed workplaces 3 weeks ago. Yesterday I was orientating with a different person and as you can imagine with the world how it is right now things are not easy.

So I woke up an hour ago with a panic attack. Out of my sleep. Knew what it was about. Tried to snuggle down with my partner but apparently that just threw me into a full blown panic. I'm talking pacing, tapping, hyperventilating. I was flexing my hands so hard there was a corner in my mind thinking I may break my fingers. So the self preservation part of me finally realized I needed my anxiety meds. I went to go out the door and partner blocked it. Now, they did this for a very good reason. I have a habit of trying to run when I'm this deep. Once I managed to get out the word drug my partner let me go immediately and accompanied me to get them. Honestly I think because there was a 50/50 chance I wouldn't have been able to get into the container.

I was finally able to talk about it and theyve been helping me. But it's been 45 minutes and I'm still shaking and feel like I'm barely in control. I have to wkrm again in 6 hours and I'm honestly not sure how I'm going to make it though. Calling in sick is not an option for this (if it was corona it's a different story)

My partner has been amazing. I'm in counselling and treatment and I was warned sometimes things can get worse as you work on them.

This sucks.

I can barely type this I'm still shaking. I'm frustrated. I hate these. I'm terrified to lie down. I could easily trip back over into full pacing and I just want to cry. Again.

I want a hug but they make me feel trapped and can trigger me. 

I thought posting here may help.

Thanks for listening.",1.0713202870189171,3.460249690410958,2.8644911937377686,90.00430365296806,84.97260273972603,5.777560339204174,23.211024135681672,7.1686216300943375,0.9496914546640572,1407,53,293,21,42,466,184,365,0.175,0.711,0.114,-0.9694,3,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,4,3,23,19,5,5,18,0,31,6,3,8,1,60,66,26,0,6,9,0,6,1,4,3,2,1,1,6,20,21,0,3,10,0,0,9,4,10,0,0,18,7,42,9,43,43,3,50,0,0,0,1,20,22,1,4,18,196,62,4,0.2033588929709528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180265388645268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777844982525058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313500985974502,0.0,0.07818521804966516,0.0,0.0619828468230448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038260833053139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756337216816536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404214521228677,0.08118276428679068,0.0,0.11169009746531512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124667604206273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791587683538447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282436653717203,0.0726398168857384,0.0,0.2227697271455197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249325649708686,0.0,0.17336031792438006,0.08528389556335418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216962434466288,0.10038740264358227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363071793369406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026754604685867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397412302466706,0.0,0.049675441525577534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574364016579424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294294305497796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026672553983818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753940211933925,0.0,0.09820264302040824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082852920488884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35789676717029295,0.0,0.11010893195404477,0.0,0.0,0.08878257071203711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738080293804303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454340567496803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683369173154001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060738381476435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175287816570086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056357251085064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624026746159939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583167498574023,0.0,0.0,0.16345217507209536,0.0,0.09361277325935943,0.0,0.0,0.13510261233441312,0.13030416734358116,0.09989953991723292,0.08072212280508151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806733949895658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389619208360283,0.11994634392150492,0.0,0.08156111876098418,0.0,0.0,0.0942578655748198,0.09174988522694333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402384803778975,0.0,0.1036200426868362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Worlding102,2020/04/09,"I am anxious about having less than a year to live because of this crisis We're about to enter the fourth week of our quarantine here in our country and it has been extended until the end of April. 

I'm 29M with health anxiety and some form of general anxiety, I suppose. The strange thing is that I don't feel that frightened about getting COVID-19, but I'm more worried about my family, specifically my mother and two aunts (whom have been like my mothers to me when I grew up). My father passed away back in 2016. I'm scared because the three of them are in their 60s and they do have some form of hypertension although they have been managed by medicine for quite some time now. 

It sucks thinking that literally two days ago, I was supposed to fly back to my hometown for my mother's birthday and then, of course, this happened.

Reading the news and other experts' opinions makes me really worried about how we're all just waiting for a vaccine so that we can resume slowly. I'm sure a vaccine won't be available until next year. 

Everyday I wake up thinking about my family and how much time we have left in this world. I am scared of the reality of silent carriers, superspreaders, and all the people my family come into contact with when they buy their groceries or medicines outside. 

I'm scared that, even when this pandemic is over, infection is still possible. At the back of my head, I assume that me and my family only have less than a year to live because that's the amount of time before everybody gets infected. 

I never thought how I'd live to see the day the world would stop because of a pandemic. Yet here we are. Right now, I just want to cry and be with my family. I've been so busy with work in a different city and I can't believe how I took all our time together before for granted. 

Sometimes I still think that this is just a dream.",7.221859456333142,6.464970873626378,7.182677848467325,77.68863794100638,64.16483516483515,10.520300751879699,35.091960670908044,9.811843763644266,3.198721978021979,1474,58,287,26,19,472,184,364,0.113,0.848,0.039,-0.9792,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,6,0,6,2,29,6,1,3,18,0,28,5,2,5,5,51,48,26,0,2,5,5,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,18,20,0,2,6,2,1,6,4,4,0,3,7,2,39,2,50,37,13,52,0,0,1,0,19,15,1,6,32,207,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458109775774805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598694292178602,0.10779364840442564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896470779222212,0.22010852845687975,0.0,0.23266040212566766,0.0,0.16238507248041195,0.1075018831670969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219299000261109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481070296723552,0.1230716834615752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996900845384822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451082538625705,0.0,0.0,0.06302179343833872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449751600297933,0.0,0.048245522134441984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970251658242624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843766231335944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979250044031716,0.1014234306437369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367046284550373,0.0,0.0,0.04661575255693949,0.0,0.2527639341861283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369135076422784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014221208876271,0.0,0.07359119806978494,0.0,0.10147668332736627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256865736857014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614988684445583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756792944824337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148734591600063,0.09544246505677484,0.0,0.06112634540218475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814852925922931,0.0,0.0,0.28658611850969895,0.0,0.07603471159984436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436950067155248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239971023883744,0.07977258682323045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992905772064755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633905784524771,0.18341739807885266,0.0,0.07575015715995317,0.22255284964851804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060114022707777,0.0,0.0,0.18641639313232428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056279208766322385,0.0,0.07653747633972319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946445320803778,0.19380046714656693,0.0,0.0677812462303789,0.0,0.0,0.1843355710538395
anxiety,Hooplaa,2020/04/09,"How to Know When It Isn’t Just Anxiety?? I’ve been experiencing tingling/cold sensations all over my body for about a week and a half now. It first started on my right arm but after a couple of days it felt like it spread to my entire body. Like just now as I’m trying to go back to sleep my body was going nuts. Tingling in my chest and stomach accompanied with a very intense cold sensation. My left leg is tingling and just recent started to feel it in my feet (mainly left foot). The right said of my face, along the jaw line is tingling (very light right now but a couple of days are ago was worse). I got up and walked around and it’s lessened all the tingling feelings to a minor annoyance or even completely stopped some altogether. On top of all of this I feel like there is something stuck in my throat that won’t come out. I can’t tell if that’s a part of all this or separated from it. 

I’ve been told by my wife it’s anxiety. I’ve been chatting with a doctor, she recommended B-12 and vitamin D supplements and has order labs for me to fulfill on Friday. Though it’s to the point I wanted to go to immediate care or emergency room. I’m just so tired of not knowing and want this all to stop. I can’t tell if it’s something actually physically wrong or anxiety. I did the big mistake of Googling my symptoms and seeing all these neurological issues and they also anxiety. Which is even throwing me for a bigger loop because what if it’s anxiety caused by neurological issue or just plain old anxiety. 

Does anyone have a similar experience to mine? Should anxiety attacks or what have you, last a week and half? I just need some guidance.",4.135321681864236,5.399410398176293,5.393939969604865,80.80675595238095,71.15805471124621,8.644427558257346,28.90590172239109,9.075114841892004,2.3132643363728467,1307,50,262,26,24,436,172,329,0.14400000000000002,0.777,0.079,-0.9615,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,2,20,8,2,0,16,0,19,23,13,2,6,58,42,28,0,8,18,1,4,3,0,2,10,1,1,0,20,17,0,2,6,1,0,6,5,4,0,3,11,9,24,4,42,29,10,46,0,0,1,0,9,20,0,11,22,175,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.08926968706005359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810900499327511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315521440186472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898648849104715,0.0,0.0,0.06396379887798538,0.0,0.0,0.08143513823369349,0.0,0.10406984495582253,0.0,0.07034121506404671,0.0,0.055764361440958234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048355192544203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326828850702236,0.09397347839644954,0.0,0.07880051028095451,0.0959133238923173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202438138978842,0.0,0.11799195354251195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363198151865093,0.08005333253699459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208411929436863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948339302182721,0.0,0.0,0.13876262791429078,0.06535216130659086,0.08783357487654253,0.0,0.0,0.07781144943274967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596778663383873,0.0,0.07316360415964843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095928975866264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054823264890728,0.07456707587128021,0.0,0.0,0.19878301964751272,0.0,0.0,0.13407512326175922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783004756652246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599115438761892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906215338725552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864766221181246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032384812320143,0.0,0.0,0.2343660683153732,0.08701687221462724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289641212641866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091544428281734,0.0,0.0,0.14084902721180145,0.0,0.0,0.1294977133289473,0.0,0.0,0.1529600163688561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508104632573564,0.0,0.0,0.1599122438944051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987702787569951,0.0,0.0,0.10514092206394382,0.0,0.08741149673593335,0.0,0.0621078041558167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095846088601025,0.10791261806764027,0.0,0.14675685094300794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932242678270776,0.0,0.10001723019347034,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FartboySmeely,2020/04/09,"Getting Back on the Train Howdy all, here is my story:

I have struggled with mental issues for my whole life thanks to poor parenting and genetics, and as a teenager I began taking prescribed medication to help me along with traditional therapy. Things went well, got my shit together, stopped taking stimulant medication at age 16, stopped antidepressants at age 17.

Now I am 23 and recent traumatic life events have sent me into a familiar place, and I do not feel in control of my life due to adhd, depression, and anxiety. I have been seeing my therapist again for the last 6 months but do not feel improvements.

My psychiatrist from back then no longer takes insurance and I dont know if they have records from that long ago. He practices under a whole different business. I have an appointment with another psychiatrist in the near future. I’m going to tell them this backstory, and request to be put back on my previous medications, Vyvanse and Celexa.

Does this sound like a reasonable plan to go about getting back on my medications?",9.026844919786091,8.966267326203209,8.740433155080215,65.70476737967914,60.229946524064175,13.041497326203208,39.55561497326203,12.340626583579946,5.233832513368983,838,39,138,26,10,270,125,187,0.10800000000000001,0.846,0.046,-0.8245,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,2,9,6,1,1,8,0,12,8,1,3,1,26,29,12,0,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,13,0,3,4,0,1,5,4,3,1,0,5,4,19,3,27,23,3,36,0,1,1,0,8,11,1,1,21,95,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789799042224454,0.0,0.10171215797715777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031734418343387,0.0877775732090377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529190959844225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869328690392026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882740612511384,0.0,0.0,0.11988131977638546,0.0,0.0,0.10041179173466193,0.0,0.1344771635920551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603434571359192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989626980719775,0.0,0.13042142791957573,0.0,0.09176992825427813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690936935998231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976118810659607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305938726139039,0.0935303185434486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431377163967941,0.05605730965889704,0.0,0.0,0.10154335689836044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623633292813804,0.11563328730899727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158623813217599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740778562567628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988131977638546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534774003154533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797423202972213,0.11329421448168772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143478629399272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778135932446168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185946194385212,0.0,0.11995360313719668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258815871122178,0.0,0.10028985940296176,0.10563932714973527,0.13121786145748401,0.13322469621383778,0.07622970971940515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316714033798904,0.10636729530816054,0.0,0.256211441596891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EpicEpic95,2020/04/09,"Fear Of Not Being Able to be myself Hello, I'm writing this because I need help asap. I haven't been sleeping well for the past couple of months because I have this thought in my mind that I cannot be myself if I live with my parents. My dad notice my intense anxiety and desperation to leave his home so he decided to buy me a place to live. Now that I finally live alone, I still can't fall asleep because I fear that some family member is going to judge me when I go outside and I have the belief that I can't be my self around my family because they are always judging people all the time and I fear that they will judge me if I act like my real self. Well anyway, now that I'm alone I feel that if let my self be myself, as soon as I go outside without being self conscious, they will probably laugh at me or call me names. 

My question is, How can I be my self inside my home without feeling like as soon as I go outside there is a chance I will see a family member and they will laugh at me",4.7325786163522,4.157858358490569,5.994339622641512,83.55238993710694,69.18867924528303,8.576100628930817,28.51572327044025,7.793537801064563,1.6094327044025158,780,23,169,8,12,264,103,212,0.10800000000000001,0.795,0.09699999999999999,-0.0987,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,13,9,0,3,6,0,24,2,2,1,1,28,35,15,0,4,7,2,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,5,9,6,0,0,7,0,1,6,7,3,2,0,2,3,43,6,19,21,2,21,1,0,1,0,19,5,0,6,12,124,52,0,0.09721279426489897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136627402730595,0.0,0.0,0.08088883238297655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436752152952883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653999720500131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370400683493913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992651319864475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756410783721264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749307121474508,0.32817426094076196,0.09830741939595866,0.06944883964687856,0.0,0.10649186439335297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099308500186016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515968683800515,0.0,0.19502471778890385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293431270712404,0.0,0.09940666850417992,0.0,0.09498652173984364,0.0,0.2575220350705777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815720995501606,0.0,0.07759432491808599,0.0,0.0,0.0720820551685791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067741059264954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794330367260042,0.0,0.09280061198279836,0.06739511131096955,0.0,0.10156667931827423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481183424289188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890057776981404,0.0,0.0,0.11064944246260948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774660108462221,0.0,0.5070707287046432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728300018230827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763426307483391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717609987183764,0.0566855621004454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481195366279206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741932924941887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,girlyastrology_,2020/04/09,"I’m confused :\ I need advice , basically there’s a certain situation that has made me feel very anxious for a long time now, I literally have nightmares about it and basically I was in my room a few weeks ago and my mum shouted to me about my exact fear not knowing about it and I remember running out my bedroom feeling so dizzy, it felt like I was dreaming then she told me she was joking and I felt so breathless, I went into my room and I was doing my makeup at this point so I went to continue it and I physically couldn’t hold my make up brush , my hands were shaking that much (for literally like 10 mins) and then I felt like I couldn’t breathe properly for like 30 seconds , I don’t know if it was a panic attack or something else and I haven’t told anyone about what happened incase it wasn’t actually a panic attack and the last thing I want is people saying I’m lying about having panic attacks etc . I’ve never experienced something like this before and I just have no idea who to talk to.",2.311267824734248,4.39901631034483,4.2132953072336035,83.88510759657767,78.01477832512316,6.44117189525538,24.969924812030076,7.475848149327749,1.2998729064039414,793,29,156,11,19,269,115,203,0.18600000000000005,0.722,0.092,-0.9665,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,11,16,3,6,6,0,17,2,2,2,3,36,35,17,0,5,4,1,6,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,13,12,0,1,9,2,0,4,8,9,0,1,15,10,29,7,17,18,3,23,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,16,109,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.11455659427370385,0.0,0.0,0.11471303857665732,0.10405995871287617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261831425505807,0.0,0.08208245371512075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006473215273395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989101812261088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806504199481528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092189548541894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209741031500102,0.11871274255083288,0.0,0.3381410487293029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380839398374243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325200484684866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902994814746174,0.0956892595693346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867563448004795,0.0,0.0,0.10388726123363984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107811739284627,0.0783593439502945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629582598811596,0.08704387227678807,0.09053910667731208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131988186428841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138407606875654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097235400278836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298101698872478,0.0,0.0,0.09335396332230707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195230127570093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807465153685789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435436673316454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779893043649441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845158362743127,0.0,0.0,0.2243440902777932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685979488349672,0.06924020018503921,0.0,0.09416390705534136,0.0,0.0,0.21764509923490644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ty-123,2020/04/09,Best medication to help with anxiety? Have had really bad anxiety for as long as I can remember. Never really thought anything of it until the last couple years. Been trying to help myself without medication. Started seeing a therapist. But I cant seem to make a breakthrough with it. So I'm starting to think that maybe medication is my best bet in to feeling actually normal and being able to have conversations and not have a million things going through my head.its been taking over my life. And I want it to stop..  Will obviously talk to my doc about them but just seeing my options.  Thanks in advance.,4.650089285714287,7.124326687500003,5.95121428571429,72.34378571428573,72.30357142857143,8.765714285714285,30.84285714285714,9.3871,3.312014999999999,487,22,79,12,10,163,78,112,0.045,0.823,0.133,0.8424,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,4,0,11,4,0,1,2,23,25,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,4,3,10,3,21,19,2,13,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,3,8,63,15,0,0.14931277159981862,0.0,0.14570772645517846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284477231736668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287168875400292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466992748721227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31338908385610564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521174180089482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754970236676779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485788901434874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323798039706335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001624068504268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170983736400827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546402628420924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213710426693054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966743447555183,0.0,0.1500047480725638,0.0,0.0,0.4512507266596387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515921429817033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629481406465775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913071697177424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691422634373161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796589475069654,0.1359287394689595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113686964939389,0.0,0.0,0.12483216284078415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122646220393629,0.12001194994466928,0.0,0.13746713928558674,0.0,0.1733636361082551,0.0991967708090762,0.09567359505569166,0.0,0.11853766225182236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137357076853748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806854125008982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393218358354518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615252949877108
anxiety,bruio7,2020/04/09,"Worried / Scared I have been very scared and anxious these past weeks it’s been bad I never knew anxiety came with so many symptoms. I can’t sleep my vision is blurry I’m shaky and even scared to sleep alone or shower I think every little thing is going to kill me I’ve conceived myself I have every sickness is the world , nothing feels real anymore I feel confused at times .. is this even anxiety I don’t know what to do anymore I feel like I’m going crazy and I’m scared .",-0.27118253486961663,1.866413185567016,1.3548817465130405,95.51157064887812,102.71134020618557,3.107095209217708,17.046088538508187,5.0885558068054335,-0.579533171619163,377,11,75,2,17,121,63,97,0.32299999999999995,0.607,0.069,-0.9790000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,6,1,0,11,4,2,0,1,16,23,5,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,4,3,11,1,5,19,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431022172131325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131835347827024,0.1574101802124245,0.2763680246174716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163398586495114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936342708725215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406041560481776,0.0,0.2347934186179554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135762021336035,0.09954176781728537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583758812122176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415479696019238,0.0,0.07657549978967966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680726009309503,0.13965141938683145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126497850279904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746462265338333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336967863425648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301211392822596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859503436959432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579991428528838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27887353816001464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482360258567942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256874153231258,0.08928097376499605,0.0,0.0,0.08124802501935621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496690976350715,0.0,0.0,0.1117670486338726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415026159256554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bandsandstories,2020/04/09,It’s 3 in the morning and i just had a panic attack i’m so stressed out about so many things going on in my life and covid-19 along with being stuck in a house in the middle of nowhere isn’t helping,2.816515151515148,3.2958918636363634,3.807272727272729,93.88924242424244,73.54545454545455,5.866666666666667,26.03030303030303,3.1291,0.3013575757575753,158,5,37,0,3,51,36,44,0.289,0.711,0.0,-0.8997,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,10,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008471550548885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002477072935054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361716955471888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065627295497048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488740847864347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35722595952785274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134049125640756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036138850126703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234084610825966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RifleRooster,2020/04/09,"Is Anybody Else Angry At Social Distancing and Lockdowns? I have immense anxiety problems. One thing that has always kept me calm is the outside world. Knowing that even if I feel anxious inside, I can always look to the outside world and integrate with it's harmony to calm myself. It inspires me. Watching everybody else carry on and the world functioning well. And that includes not staying indoors for too long and always being on the move....that's what keeps me calm.

Well look at what's fucking happened now! Everyone's telling everyone to stay indoors all the time and forcing businesses to shut down. My anxiety has been through the fucking roof ever since we've entered this dystopian shitstorm. 

And btw I myself am a germophobe and I frequently used to practice social distancing in the past. I decided to get over it, because that was no way to live life and it only weakens your immune system in the long run. And now governments all over the world are telling everyone that it's okay to live life like that?

I know my opinion might not be well received here because everyone's saying that staying indoors is important to save lives. I just don't see it the same way. I don't think is the right way. Forcing people to stay indoors is going to cause havoc on their mental health as well as their physical health. It's the unhealthiest thing you can do. If it was only in place for 1 week, then I can understand. But from what I know, this is how its going to be for the next few months!? 

Instead of telling people to shut themselves inside for months, why aren't people just telling everyone to stay healthy, get Vitamin C,  eat healthy, get vitamins, get plenty of sunlight and be happy!? That's what's really going to keep people strong. Not this bullshit! I don't think people realize the effect this is having on people with anxiety disorders.

Why isn't every country following Sweden? They've not shut their entire country down, but they've advised people to do basic things like keep a distance, cover your mouth when you sneeze, etc. But they're still carrying on with life! 

When is this shit going to end!? I cannot relax for fuck's sake! Am I the only one who thinks this is lunacy!?",4.647880935506734,6.7114134457831325,5.064751948972361,80.49084868887317,71.16867469879517,7.8703047484053865,30.278171509567684,8.583994105835817,2.5677271438695963,1760,75,303,31,34,559,196,415,0.059000000000000004,0.847,0.09300000000000001,0.7833,0,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,3,2,17,20,4,0,17,1,35,14,2,4,3,52,64,22,0,3,11,0,1,2,0,1,8,1,0,0,31,14,1,4,12,1,0,8,11,5,4,2,4,6,28,15,45,55,5,57,0,0,4,3,17,23,4,4,19,202,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760531060476305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409286025849808,0.07585259004629355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185961957717497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689744578176689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695180815453627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870415229794467,0.11217888675615677,0.0,0.05946885635085775,0.0,0.07488230356510066,0.04434738347221797,0.06073477681992789,0.05657095654157007,0.32079054097351195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03394956814434125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621813855055006,0.1403179914374262,0.0,0.1526358812955938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937442046706321,0.07147507712328202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273994840297485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903961358167195,0.0,0.0,0.1107002733615728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227546887965226,0.06560545302511198,0.0,0.1778657589023728,0.11883905901913452,0.11276658503020633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766445129859769,0.07122821722095536,0.0,0.0,0.10718596165404017,0.07136248806250024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140744722554769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099580275853936,0.15319605651353274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409568514166697,0.3258399939036338,0.0,0.0701502474970258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424687761496717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301358834635843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057339839455250535,0.0,0.05339488703999725,0.0,0.0,0.05350435664476837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892142597828374,0.05554146511047329,0.0,0.0,0.13688786725919092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357828047884906,0.05362056538131728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23474411098185224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382067398200453,0.12906775964790365,0.0,0.0,0.03915168082234232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989833371073959,0.0,0.05799007947146415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988519956336442,0.05385814379520119,0.0,0.24147883729574776,0.0,0.12117240633314462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lexmears,2020/04/09,"Serious daddy and stepmommy issues. I have to live with them again due to covid My parents divorced when I was 4 (20 now) and My dad and I used to be really close. We played video games and talk all night and go out to our favorite pizza shop. He got into Christianity and have completely changed. A year or so later he found my stepmom and it got so bad. I didn’t like her. She was so controlling... and a practicing psychologist which is scary!! She took my phone away so many times, for months at a time, for various stupid reasons like drawing a penis on Snapchat and only sending it to my bff. She has convinced my dad to take away my car because I couldn’t go to my dads birthday dinner (she asked me 2 days before and I already told my mom I would watch my half brother). She was a terrible MANIPULATIVE person. I remember her son/my half brother made her a bracelet and he did something bad and she threw his bracelet away and when he cried about it she spanked him and put him in time out and then he literally COULD NOT stop crying and she spanked him again. She always told him to shut up when he was like 3-6ish. She was such a drama queen and everyone in my home town knew her as a terrible person and was soo stuck up. My dad just let her take over and I don’t understand why he’s so weak.. I was never allowed to have friends over (1time every few months) and when I asked to go to football games my dad would get mad and complain about him having to drive me. We had a huge fight a few years ago and I told him how they have ruined my childhood and they brag about money and are super stuck up and judgemental (my dad thinks gay people need to die, which I’m bi so pops, pro choice people are legit murders, poor people deserve to be poor, and that global warming is fake and made up by stupid hippies, pretty much thinks everyone is going to hell but him) Now that I am in college, she is super nice to me and dad doesn’t seem that interested in having a strong relationship with me. He tells me he loves me on occasion though.

I can leave more examples in a comment to further explain the situation, but so many questions. 

Why do I feel guilty when I get hostile at my dad (If my stepmom died I wouldn’t give a single fuck)? 
I want to knock on their door and tell them I’m an atheist and they are stupid and my stepmom should loose her liscense and that I turned out to be everything they didn’t want me to be. I want to remind them of all the terrible things they put me through and I truely never be able to forgive them (they made me hate my mom too, explanation below). Is this the only way I will get over my problem?

But if I do this, I think I might feel extremely guilty for hurting my dads feelings.. but he has hurt me so bad before and now? 

When my brothers (stepmom/ dads kids) get older, should I tell them about why I don’t come around as much and why there’s clearly something wrong between them and me? 
I’m afraid they will be emotionally abusive towards my brothers and I want them to know I will always accept them and how to deal with them until they can grow up.

Did my stepmom actually see what she did wrong? Or is she still manipulative? (We aren’t close at all so I can’t tell)... like do manipulative EXTREME controlling people change on their own (she has been in psych as long as I can remember so I don’t think her career has to do with her attitude towards me and my mom.

I can’t afford therapy right now with being laid off. I’m also a upper level biology major and my homework is CRAZY. I’m doing like 12 hours a day so I don’t really have time to find a therapist anyways.... And yet I still can’t shake this for years and years and it seems like it gets worse over time. Please help and comfort if you have any input. It eats away at me a lot.

Edit: AND I have to stay with them bc of this virus :( I’m so sad about it",2.36873020004462,4.104651094816687,3.625757975756674,89.78618957760095,76.61061946902655,6.574559381274633,23.516044470885703,7.39963492309942,0.8454540641035173,3020,94,652,38,68,984,334,791,0.152,0.7490000000000001,0.099,-0.9941,4,0,2,0,2,0,82.0,4,1,20,6,42,48,10,2,21,0,74,8,0,13,6,128,132,82,3,16,11,18,4,6,1,9,1,0,3,3,19,62,3,3,21,6,4,14,16,29,0,2,28,6,130,19,88,85,13,103,2,4,2,4,113,46,2,10,47,440,149,6,0.06063166789030897,0.07183861188631224,0.059167761637699726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374631527925628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690855321888851,0.04848712290626184,0.1009008095727656,0.0,0.0,0.041231613313894584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053975039082448086,0.11336484960781455,0.0,0.2278617914216127,0.0,0.15187473030584492,0.03696050198313722,0.0,0.103186167282602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828053031137332,0.052228813192725716,0.06357115021723381,0.0,0.13600714230869498,0.04840945316669293,0.0,0.13320208026743172,0.07820481971302763,0.06250858726730561,0.0,0.0,0.1258521975286093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204133296426882,0.0,0.0682024655772071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108479521997868,0.11587231396447033,0.05449183354729527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197157918936527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055416246016463805,0.0,0.0,0.06647949432040584,0.04684387620869755,0.056052999958910485,0.15838771996440185,0.058163420657825676,0.13783349647758975,0.0,0.09698536724030264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986121942870536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04064012892616725,0.0,0.060818506498005465,0.0,0.059709979552527874,0.0,0.12981490898111658,0.0,0.0,0.06328370867562334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033321579017412485,0.0,0.0,0.06420018177410881,0.0,0.061999988339021934,0.0,0.17772942184417728,0.0,0.05353887357079287,0.05365711811560395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154687583137866,0.054722447489366124,0.17211345051062674,0.0,0.12294198944839264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432061808859199,0.0,0.21303322990910648,0.09679123770038267,0.0,0.08914250453699654,0.04495761347958988,0.0935257602015348,0.0,0.0,0.0568987130132305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222623119634807,0.0,0.0,0.06732429191805499,0.0,0.0,0.16813745710476144,0.1058824674587308,0.0,0.0665553639954102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061684203722517476,0.0,0.058016317685416686,0.0,0.12190314561760444,0.06792134424620938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768439802623837,0.062339452781264876,0.0,0.06509572054591715,0.13736772056488916,0.05177911309251888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048315589300071585,0.11039358656229377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815253507600796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335444027448513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462529067095676,0.09684105659663812,0.05069078926266874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117493709868263,0.048733437963470315,0.2119790007402807,0.0,0.06933759633482096,0.07039803960604311,0.04028098600705575,0.15540129833865196,0.059570305858436264,0.0,0.17677406566898168,0.0,0.0,0.17380847094670548,0.06736401395451673,0.0,0.06594984384293147,0.0,0.06311970456442563,0.0,0.05236629386694503,0.0,0.0,0.14304851453620487,0.04812659579948954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884259847337345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178884948852755,0.08614199452347801,0.13258242143873927,0.0,0.15617922493616634
anxiety,boganville1205,2020/04/09,"Phone calls and anxiety Does anyone else have great difficulty with phone calls? I’ve been this way for as long as I can remember, I really struggle to make phone calls and answer the phone, it sends me into panic attacks. It effects my everyday life and I don’t know what to do about it, I’ve never met anyone else that has this kind of anxiety towards phone calls 😔",3.5578538812785365,5.367314671232883,4.672808219178084,83.2310388127854,73.5205479452055,8.154337899543378,24.495433789954337,8.841846274778883,1.795431050228311,293,9,57,6,6,96,50,73,0.188,0.759,0.053,-0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,11,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,10,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,3,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426800594393853,0.0,0.0,0.22181457161520649,0.32503959368725777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804474443502893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6478545374452024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388050426533891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650049346234409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487358141691178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651730990128965,0.08717064786219099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203445502458402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036927079929565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058767344523311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233365508146295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610050991587426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161282124704904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796798583695037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658188217961925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590119252905302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jcbssm,2020/04/09,"Texting causes me anxiety Hello, everyone. 

I have problems with people that always reply my messages instantly. I usually take too long for that. I feel anxiety because I think that I have to do it just like them. 

It is complicated (even more complicated due to quarantine), I am not a texting person, plus, I hate phone and video calls. But I am used to social media and for special people I do my best, however, I reply when I want to and the anxiety feeling is there. Sometimes I think that people dislike me. We live in an era where texting is too important and I am suffering because of that.",5.181084070796459,6.5085046637168205,6.731139380530973,71.96184181415931,68.73451327433628,9.897787610619467,34.47898230088495,10.125756701596842,3.8953725663716816,469,23,79,12,8,161,70,113,0.147,0.7340000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.4939,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,1,7,6,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,18,18,7,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,19,3,10,18,2,7,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,64,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633341313873522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311891317333339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290630353041065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717124642398365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918491889663413,0.0,0.0,0.1930072329651492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409471627661806,0.0,0.0,0.17952992059280928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999822297182453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549521629333302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178997092861732,0.0,0.1659038193323757,0.16627023013430334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907625120693258,0.16405188025213135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977831892342785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915226978372064,0.0,0.0,0.18582074187495734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126436814233248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240775227456943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227028283141154,0.20692619163758816,0.0,0.11081805297976033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnimeTampon420,2020/04/09,"eyes twitching i dont know what it is, but when i get really anxious my eyes uncontrollably twitch. im wondering if anyone else experiences this and if maybe its common.",1.4013541666666676,3.8246930937500014,3.452500000000004,79.80916666666668,102.4375,7.133333333333333,20.95833333333333,7.793537801064563,2.0095458333333336,137,5,24,4,6,46,28,32,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.7343,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540611909949904,0.0,0.21914176398195612,0.32112295150820835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673111769077595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261811694400525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065726072852587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374244813538702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33853380822784884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224052866201225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148598909007585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077682659992535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398769916232348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihopeurhavngagoodday,2020/04/09,"hopeless romantic/anxiety hello! (please be kind this is my first post on here hehe)

i've finally resorted to coming onto this platform because my ongoing struggles with anxiety made me feel alone as i haven't come across anyone struggling with the same issues as i, and i fear burdening/ my friends and family to talk to them about this. i am making this post in hopes of gaining some clarity, and reaching some people that can relate to me :)

to start, i've never sought out for mental health help simply because i didn't have them (ah the good times.) i was basically once full of life. fast forward, i go into college and i am suddenly being approached by guys who want to pursue a relationship with me. growing up, i was never really interested in romantic relationships and i always made the excuse that i would put more effort into it in college. i don't know, i have this weird inner-conflict with myself. for instance, if i find someone i like, then i become invested in it, but once they show me any hint that they like me back, im out that door. im not sure why this happens. i want to find a partner and i want to get married one day but it's impossible for me.

anyway, now that i was in college, i didn't put myself out there but there were some guys that would ask for my number and well you know where im going. no one caught my eye except for this one guy. he was literally my ideal type and we got to talking! i could actually envision myself going out with this dude (shocking realization for me). thing is, no matter how much i enjoyed talking to him and being with me, my anxiety was high ALL.THE.TIME. even when i wasn't with him, i would think about him and i would get seriously anxious. im talking i can't eat, sleep, and my hands were always so cold. it was like i was having a panic attack every single day for 6 months and i wish i was exaggerating. this had lead to me developing an eating disorder (bc i was so anxious i didn't have an appetite), and i developed pretty bad acne for the first time in my life. i fear that i won't be able to have a partner (even though i want to) because of my serious anxiety. i feel like it's from a place of low self-esteem. even when other people give me attention i don't like it because i don't really see the value in myself to deserve such attention if that makes sense... how do i overcome this?

then, over the summer i decided i needed to work on myself and get over him. so i did. except my anxiety still lingers. it's like my body is used to feeling anxious all the time that it became the new norm. this still affects my health and i don't know what to do. i feel this constant anxious feeling right in my chest for absolutely no reason! and it gets triggered really easily and i could easily feel even more anxious for the next 3 days after that one small trigger.

in all, my problems im seeking out help for are 1. my chronic anxiety that affects my health (skin, appetite, and sleep) and 2. my weird relationship with a romantic partner.

i think i do a good job at concealing my inner demons to my friends and family. if i were to bring it up once, they dismiss it and say that my feelings are inconsistent with how i act so ""it's probably not that serious."" but really, i just don't want to burden them. that's why i'm coming on here to see if there are people that can relate to me or they have heard of my experiences. i've literally never met or heard of anyone that deals with the same daily struggles as i do. i used to be able to handle it, but now i'm just sick and i'm tired of feeling this way.

thank you so much for those that stuck around and read till the very end. i tried to sum up almost 2 years of my life in this post. i hope you're having a good day :)",2.985935981338692,4.535031378129123,4.7161143869198066,83.41206181559,74.48089591567853,7.664796215900992,25.354348906023887,8.35264218426727,1.6297412082334397,2932,98,592,51,61,994,303,759,0.11900000000000001,0.732,0.149,0.9694,1,1,0,0,0,1,92.0,1,2,7,7,34,39,1,6,21,1,58,18,7,15,6,125,113,51,0,21,17,0,10,6,5,5,9,3,1,6,49,45,2,0,19,2,1,15,20,19,2,6,26,17,107,20,95,75,13,91,1,2,3,0,42,39,0,12,41,424,156,8,0.1021687055500606,0.0,0.049850959301950264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115360018472296,0.05290798324021929,0.0,0.0,0.08501254758200658,0.0,0.0,0.034739111644119636,0.0,0.2344763402932553,0.2885538902643391,0.0,0.07143873446132963,0.0,0.0,0.045475904481501725,0.04775697396392655,0.05811582605821075,0.0,0.03928071403508534,0.04265330077230939,0.12456218921535375,0.056418654146257526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056743199790085075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201393979390136,0.0,0.055204037301005184,0.0,0.08157339783848876,0.0,0.0,0.13178072574732824,0.0526657246046532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854709402095502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454409222301453,0.0,0.0,0.0452455739194621,0.0,0.0,0.13496293287960828,0.0,0.04304077046303193,0.0,0.0,0.049970299332746985,0.09631556281065808,0.11496819833474665,0.2066382694089193,0.03649467182961797,0.0,0.055960411481608865,0.09338034593059184,0.08690464874797413,0.0,0.0,0.07893528846754475,0.0,0.10675786358418757,0.04900476603847076,0.0870972447642642,0.12854139428098246,0.04085682355862896,0.0,0.0,0.15174462215334675,0.04517372445029346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629008345634812,0.0,0.0,0.06848152970632262,0.05397342343240958,0.0,0.1014765775892042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758993355799044,0.05331879216561188,0.05069333768427416,0.0,0.0,0.05319649234319413,0.08422387294174792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824716732639147,0.14974340637331032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667449952742034,0.06819840430766598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148101242922906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040775043011875185,0.0,0.07510575426122364,0.037878400295201294,0.11819820633167175,0.04933758623687493,0.054328788715591415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320950547747312,0.1384643180552068,0.0,0.0,0.05993648124281641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624637428301316,0.0,0.05337227589966024,0.056075279003754926,0.0,0.0,0.14677406681732655,0.05197115192853822,0.05507757241163029,0.04888082651316542,0.0,0.102707768263636,0.0,0.0,0.05109817692638728,0.0,0.1309037779091848,0.05252322273967137,0.0,0.16453643128514012,0.0,0.043625758149714415,0.0,0.04062432770248959,0.0,0.0,0.08141523049649882,0.0,0.05329212102772099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224249056733026,0.0,0.04328360633129261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036157767823887216,0.0,0.0815920602289756,0.0,0.0,0.16021337136775332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048146397931983824,0.0,0.0,0.16423867087871294,0.0,0.047031608636000095,0.0,0.0,0.033938174074861466,0.06546558112496098,0.05019011723204147,0.0,0.08936309073780897,0.05871394870302619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03468292226926125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824095798451549,0.0,0.042149941025619565,0.15065437408327373,0.040548381451920606,0.0,0.0,0.04593096812888739,0.0,0.09219136543335116,0.0,0.05874448460159975,0.0,0.0,0.037190017231927185,0.0,0.0,0.14515543411879095,0.0,0.0,0.03289664832082385
anxiety,nwar5197,2020/04/09,"Improving helplines Hi!

For my uni assignment we are trying to improve the helplines. 

It would be amazing if you could share your experience so that we could understand the pain points. 
Please let me know why you called the helpline, and how you felt like the experience was. 

Thank you so much for your time!",4.0111309523809515,6.963473089285718,3.010714285714286,90.10095238095242,77.03571428571429,7.3047619047619055,27.190476190476193,8.344100000000001,1.926426190476192,247,10,48,5,6,71,43,56,0.047,0.677,0.276,0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,6,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,11,11,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,4,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,2,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423627496553844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790122356693872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643512559001625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278949726133812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044235509060612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427083209443941,0.0,0.1159581120196994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744809005660352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255907510313275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605410271505192,0.22437419240886397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852167015957533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840175720816733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611463081977684,0.0,0.0,0.2470916192688371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417310329214567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860792569242888,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stpudi,2020/04/09,"Tight chest I’m not sure if this is the right subreddit, just kind of looking for someone to tell me I’m okay and need to calm down. My chest has been tight and I’ve had two panic attacks in the past week. My chest/throat pressure has been a constant for five days now from the time I wake up until I fall asleep. I have been quarantined since this has started but had to go to the grocery store once and that is when this all began. I’m not coughing or fever or any other symptoms other than a tight chest for days now. Breathing is fine but I just can not get over this anxiety.",2.409008264462809,3.9613373801652902,2.976933884297523,95.27085537190085,76.02479338842977,5.831735537190082,22.843801652892562,6.2581,0.2377894214876033,457,13,103,3,10,142,77,121,0.081,0.873,0.045,-0.4928,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,2,6,1,13,9,6,0,2,19,22,10,0,2,10,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,2,6,4,7,5,15,16,1,19,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,12,67,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669879532891848,0.0,0.17627662461784185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621448707773188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24901057433414436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29721371668512964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038900697078513,0.0,0.1309574202783659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23995507862428544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935013044614054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708592826451654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453980703992052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27035735695312313,0.0,0.0,0.21996939398205315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678406913229626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906122447123032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524071424413605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309797204457105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171754601170312,0.2395026975682808,0.0,0.0,0.20140404037886747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436429433329922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509446322473028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848352697290564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,howudoin13,2020/04/09,"Has anyone read a book that actually helped them? I can feel my internal anxiety building. Since I have the time I want to read about how to help myself. I want to learn about what it is I, and so many other, deal with.  Does anyone have any book recommendations?",2.6023529411764703,4.933177470588237,3.889960784313725,85.34082352941176,78.21568627450979,7.217254901960787,20.003921568627447,8.238735603445708,0.9267145098039212,205,5,42,4,5,67,39,51,0.034,0.851,0.115,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,28,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.249621383257382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395101765671578,0.0,0.19568432658974996,0.0,0.0,0.3577190081013397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637159085833591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385004653152613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293388616940518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34291123806327606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593384354679412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117332859749492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159826963530576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491575330042788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017518922727783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yandersnitch,2020/04/09,"Intrusive Thoughts that I can’t control and I’m scared Hey guys.

So these past two days I’ve been having a lot of anxiety because I’ve been getting these instructive thoughts that make me uncomfortable. They relate to things such as sexual thoughts and especially near my family. It scares me because this isn’t me. I’m not consciously doing this. They just pop up for no reason and it just scares me. I almost want to kill myself for it because I don’t know what’s going on and there’s something wrong with me.

I had an anxiety attack and looked toward my parents for comfort. I’m coming to the conclusion that maybe it’s this self isolation and staying at home that’s affecting to me.

I’ve already had bad anxiety prior. But I’ve noticed that this social distancing thing has caused me to just stay in my room and watch YouTube or play video games. I’ve been watching porn and masturbating around 2 to 3 times a day. I also don’t go outside enough. My only social interaction is the small amount of times I go to just chill with my parents in the living room, my friends on discord, and the ppl I watch on YouTube. Lately I’ve been eating a lot a lot of sugary stuff. I’ve also been sleeping at like 3Am every night for the past couple of days.

I just want help and I want to hear people’s take on this. These intrusive thoughts. They’re not me. And I don’t know why they’re happening other than like the reasons I’ve given above.

Please give me your take on this as I’ve been having anxiety attacks on this topic.

Your responses are greatly appreciated",3.4778933002481414,5.369857022580646,4.438064516129035,84.4801736972705,73.93548387096773,7.478908188585608,26.439205955334987,8.263242389622931,1.7488287841191066,1247,45,243,21,26,404,156,310,0.135,0.7859999999999999,0.08,-0.9526,2,1,1,0,0,1,23.0,0,2,2,2,11,14,3,3,11,0,19,3,1,6,0,45,44,18,1,3,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,24,15,1,1,10,3,0,4,8,8,0,1,13,5,30,6,35,31,5,33,0,0,4,1,17,17,0,5,12,150,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910620738735538,0.0,0.10035322907167794,0.14544745381417254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27827173772429425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095481370630755,0.0,0.20691203069284236,0.0,0.0,0.07593010094798634,0.16630634845669706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934191996468015,0.0,0.07833572543893888,0.0,0.0,0.10199559884995152,0.0,0.10062205445672796,0.0,0.17594401185516573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930530970907002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396409168549964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661986263578396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572900894721805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025909265139604,0.0,0.04751177055564031,0.08723678507547482,0.15504785016627426,0.0,0.0,0.10026034997553927,0.0,0.09004371111412914,0.08041688206072188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249463880712656,0.0,0.060954361907781474,0.0,0.09121903285555852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061031043596602,0.0,0.09995517437732944,0.0,0.10258292939348007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885621008102804,0.0,0.0803006280245292,0.0,0.07636568995056506,0.0,0.0,0.2319387517458092,0.0,0.0,0.06070235632191021,0.0,0.0913602493672367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533990508239596,0.0,0.0,0.1035344285348168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916305659297887,0.0,0.0,0.20195355493156256,0.0,0.17362275242746608,0.06304551487297819,0.0,0.0,0.0998234959158374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870004680775326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273136814872823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486900324474164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100447666867163,0.18540131238893745,0.0,0.07000913245781368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938573257535468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410317109019704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674932289040936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083139812558248,0.0,0.0,0.2887810025185872,0.10605429322601548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883399538857957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091418425218373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205812395686306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942730390532104,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StalinsThighs,2020/04/09,"Having a rough night. Share some good things with me? Hello!

Having a crappy, anxiety and panic attack-filled night, and I'd like something to take my mind off it. I could use some good vibes. Tell me about good things happening, in the world, in your life, whatever. A good conversation would be helpful too! And maybe a bit of reassurance that everything is going to be okay. Thanks for your time!",2.6031381381381387,5.470923608108108,3.084234234234234,87.59484984984988,83.18918918918921,6.5321321321321335,19.033033033033032,7.793537801064563,0.8636744744744749,313,8,59,6,9,97,56,74,0.096,0.601,0.303,0.9491,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,1,5,1,7,1,0,1,0,10,12,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,9,9,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,4,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713653708559034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393878014789507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570995572217492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431277878682924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111100378794846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018799126745909,0.6014328494482906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852264149015566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201569398409688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661952722308667,0.08757937869446862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009487169569674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100562700438064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364544068735591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032778332659047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800625342906006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478428491053154,0.0,0.15668471479121318,0.165042287861689,0.0,0.0,0.238190189857804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104530331646438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548266156659169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273440651793076,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,poke-xo,2020/04/09,"Anxiety vs anxiety disorder ? I have issues with anxiety (confirmed by my therapist of 2 years). However, she never said I had an anxiety disorder. One time I asked her how she would describe my level of anxiety (scale of 1-10), and she said on a regular day I sound like 2, and during one of my worst experiences a 5. 

Throughout this journey, I’ve always wondered what constitutes an anxiety disorder vs. regular anxiety ?

I look up articles on this all the time, but I still don’t understand. I understand that the opinions of strangers aren’t fact, but I’m hoping that maybe someone else’s therapist provided more insight.",7.139677018633543,7.809413278260872,8.465838509316772,63.62782608695653,64.04347826086956,13.875776397515528,42.51552795031056,13.023866798666859,6.51403105590062,497,30,80,21,7,172,75,115,0.16399999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.05,-0.6662,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,3,18,14,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,4,14,2,10,10,3,11,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,3,7,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035054705192388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6458215397566021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127466144500971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777832976295218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146611115943163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074751760284832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179719233693664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978502425433706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587718199611905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892005817331353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127532763842724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116094536414054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301571750921107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344610835956808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294402890655237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218570545801793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631293393687478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800564957114565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406480227033826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511019251328417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078775291061373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567221919404779,0.0,0.0,0.07766375080066758
anxiety,joia260,2020/04/09,"Can't figure out how to take care of myself While also being a good citizen. Being a good citizen right now requires this obsessive hypervigilence. But I can't do that without also descending into crippling anxiety. Like, cry in the bathroom at work anxiety. And if I try to be less obsessive, I'm literally being bad. I'm literally risking people's lives. And so my choices are to literally risk the lives of others and myself....or spend a lot of time crying. And that... That is hard to cope with, on top of everything else.",4.413599999999999,6.29239376,6.631,69.78550000000001,71.4,9.8,30.5,10.125756701596842,3.5826,416,18,70,12,8,147,69,100,0.21,0.67,0.12,-0.7814,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,0,4,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,13,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,4,4,15,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,4,52,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218173579425623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30785233112067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800310926454992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514842607302572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420425359841468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680863006848818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083582661255115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375331415136378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024588694982865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830172345815012,0.0,0.3553466942776329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106273166916722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139494645622826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183343095297965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512859271130729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732798185682786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366093285657129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396060343222635,0.0,0.14648429114358713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,planet_rayyn,2020/04/09,"Getting over social media social anxiety... I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t put personal life milestones and personality indicators to my social media accounts. So then I create new ones. If someone I meet in real life that i have to give the new profile too. After a while i block them or just create a new account. I want to engage more with people and I recognize that it will help my family stay up to date on my life and milestones but I’m just so anxious and paranoid about it. I have 3 Facebooks, 5+ Instagrams and 4 Twitters and I’ll just keep starting over but I don’t want to anymore. Any advice?",2.7711529933481147,4.785761089430896,4.696112342941613,81.30984478935702,76.3170731707317,6.749150036954916,26.62897265336289,7.686295010490155,1.7066325203252042,486,19,90,7,11,166,78,123,0.073,0.8420000000000001,0.084,-0.4101,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,19,13,14,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,13,1,14,11,1,17,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,8,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306621759803618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652016951395156,0.0,0.11982871914379327,0.1769579465344242,0.15534420346284192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766569425444134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183762614911251,0.15026279425003786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499209403541238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922830386496296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319171408622964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538499518813161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614291739791057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108594043459418,0.2735429801496197,0.0,0.0,0.1480748718360039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574658701396884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828994017239982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790224542275912,0.13272006293128336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087017990854488,0.16695676845705454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477996363024468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,powerlessrise,2020/04/09,"is this a serious issue? so there's these lockers at my work where your supposed to put your belongings... instead I put my bag under this prep table in the corner.

An employee told me I cannot put it there...I continued to put it there, and a few days later... a few hours into my shift, I found my bag moved and put on top of the lockers...

it was also upside down, so I assume that person threw my backpack or tossed it up there.

Is this a big deal? should i tell my the manager or hr etc?",0.7766019417475718,2.619697194174762,3.091077669902916,91.24651941747575,81.91262135922331,6.061747572815534,20.00873786407768,7.1686216300943375,0.4106551456310674,373,10,83,5,10,128,67,103,0.013999999999999999,0.961,0.025,0.2593,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,8,1,0,0,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,4,0,14,0,10,3,3,22,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,3,4,61,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330714148968412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750546064379342,0.1718567856309502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591067660385824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277412278443295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641624871812516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398785080984433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717201272127214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555296566147713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8378801889472851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570010010264525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592856621154965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135704705511555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theseafarer_,2020/04/09,"Anxiety reaching into every aspect of my life, it feels like partly my fault partly the pandemic My anxiety has made me frozen at work -- my role is considered ""essential"" since it involves making products for genetic diagnostic kits, but my project was postponed indefinitely. I still had some lingering actions to complete, but once the pandemic hit my area of the US, the monster inside I call my anxiety and depression hit me real hard. I took a week off of work last week to try to relax and play Animal Crossing. I come back to work this week and my boss tells me and two other people at my level that his director is looking for reasons to keep my team at the company. I feel like my job, which two weeks ago was a position with high job security, is now looking for excuses to keep me. Now that I feel useless, I have negative amounts of motivation to finish my lingering actions for the project I was on.

Also, turns out my boyfriend has had issues living with me for a while but only voiced his concerns because we have been quarantined in the same 700 sq ft for the past month. Turns out I take out my anxiety and self-hate issues out on him by being just a miserable person to be around. We almost broke up but I begged him to not leave me. I told him that isolation would be the worst thing for me. He made me promise to see a therapist and get treatment and that we would need to get a new place with separate bedrooms. I feel like my relationship is falling apart and I am always the one to blame.

Added onto that my family who lives in a city with high volume of COVID19 cases had a scare with my grandfather's health. I made a promise to my late grandmother that I would take care of him, but I can't when I'm so far away. I feel like such a failure in every aspect of life, I can't even list it all out in this post because I don't want to bore anyone. Even my phone started to recommend me to therapy and medication through instagram ads..",7.08440414507772,6.216045860103628,7.64995336787565,74.59161398963735,64.49222797927462,11.346943005181348,35.362176165803106,10.686352973137794,3.6483071502590687,1546,62,300,35,20,514,204,386,0.138,0.759,0.102,-0.9444,2,2,0,0,1,0,32.0,4,0,0,5,12,18,0,2,20,0,25,4,0,7,1,57,55,18,0,5,7,0,6,4,0,3,4,1,1,1,15,25,0,3,7,3,0,6,5,8,0,3,12,10,57,10,57,35,7,52,0,4,3,0,22,27,0,3,22,211,72,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372177471641195,0.0,0.08327888669,0.0,0.0,0.06650794073918652,0.06920089975822004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544875108725272,0.0,0.0,0.05815170634127565,0.0,0.0,0.07403550645045875,0.0,0.0,0.07813733632892232,0.0639496364169325,0.0,0.10139462720183873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492193848907997,0.0,0.08479343346319658,0.0,0.0,0.07164027487082031,0.08719812680046006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716308838103622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986091647551008,0.0,0.1401421379334944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840164536637895,0.0,0.2102565235117904,0.2376556589653417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690176246235387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450053561051788,0.0,0.0,0.08840172926460113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573920889507266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360770835964573,0.16505914382180212,0.14784379215086324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779151293164849,0.0938150405530018,0.08806094544178468,0.0,0.0,0.11748542363567298,0.16252312156465892,0.0,0.14687446964312414,0.0,0.13967724146558766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360814682510142,0.05551405144767409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378114739750954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638242810874449,0.0,0.0,0.06166664701587544,0.0,0.0803223866734975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856923634118358,0.056355536131802275,0.06325160528562823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801216736453952,0.07939150137460285,0.05765693736241896,0.07261747500133357,0.08689092656204986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965018320881277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466128698588357,0.0,0.08550865431436519,0.0,0.08928932188474706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326382539250647,0.0,0.06627265462131693,0.0,0.08676043313687988,0.0,0.0,0.06879589934828673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886542958257161,0.0,0.0664165954505174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506119047692826,0.0,0.0726908814864217,0.0,0.09510774142959844,0.09656231109701426,0.0552518951362092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946882108637307,0.09240065360657096,0.0564643572164935,0.1809217805949811,0.1624824896138023,0.0,0.1000386394215957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049053550496259264,0.0,0.2668434786335179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816378448362922,0.0,0.0,0.17723654210207598,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClpReddit,2020/04/09,"Is this Anxiety? Or something else? Ever since this I’ve been in lockdown (3 weeks now), I’ve had brain fog, been sleeping terribly, and felt kinda sick (I know I’m not actually sick). I’ve had four panic attacks now.  I’ve been exercising regularly, trying to eat better (it’s hard when there’s no fresh foods at my local supermarket), and getting fresh air. I wish there was some way for me to feel normal again. 

Anyway, is ANYONE else experiencing this? Is this just general anxiety? I’ve never experienced this before so any input is helpful. Thank you 🙏🏼",2.801860662701785,5.336339551401871,4.966253186066272,76.78237892948175,78.7196261682243,7.629226847918438,24.68054375531011,8.575989854853784,2.084951401869159,440,16,79,10,11,152,77,107,0.174,0.696,0.13,-0.6448,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,10,5,1,1,0,0,10,7,2,0,2,15,17,5,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,5,5,2,5,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,7,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.18582353351917869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294928837362416,0.0,0.2913432539049354,0.0,0.0,0.13314686671659745,0.19510892879197744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663150123372246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203433832907474,0.0,0.0,0.16841199624073544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125729333544827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484833288529554,0.318144804037112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224679463627507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628263407448406,0.0,0.18283412637260224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23025796049936176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948716995600564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705799108805849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276352552590661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046504614010752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686449812090802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865722562995889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341814254335515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751830887674426,0.0,0.1905586285505977,0.0,0.0,0.14659547261338962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531417301112498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928343323962874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511474127155791,0.15274432737750868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189748774404265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThatSUCCguy,2020/04/09,"Fear of sleep and waking up with terrible anxiety I had a traumatic experience last year around October, public humiliation type shit. That's when I first started waking up with servere anxiety that would leave me puking and having diaherria and unable to get back to sleep. I've had months were I don't have debilitating anxiety but sometimes it will flare up.  But with the coronavirus and me having to do video calls with doctors have given me the same thing where I wake up and puke and shit but now it's lasting the whole day. It's really exhausting and scares me cause I feel so out of control. Now I'm afraid of going to sleep because I don't want to wake up and and feel that anxiety. I just feel lost",4.2025703073904515,5.969375784172666,5.382786134728583,78.97743623283193,71.7338129496403,9.08332243296272,27.02485284499673,9.573946990214177,2.4886633093525177,570,20,109,14,11,189,80,139,0.278,0.722,0.0,-0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,2,3,4,0,12,11,9,2,0,27,22,14,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,15,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,8,0,1,5,3,11,0,19,15,2,20,0,1,0,0,2,8,2,0,11,75,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489111280776189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059722500535936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112805942129154,0.0,0.08942909677989384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980068402950653,0.0,0.0,0.15070491398269187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645404585932071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946116261348578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015725672372693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350418094924308,0.0,0.16508223242147016,0.2225331046661093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478592889963905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664652792814115,0.0,0.0833749843388847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391658784346269,0.0,0.15533783258092598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601442087680378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709734039465165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939820237363911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468758040693425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011780854031149,0.0,0.0,0.4404283663394119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450935205393161,0.0,0.10383749798992027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974632919665983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652952993248597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378922751678884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042139629024502,0.0,0.0,0.09447224924188992
anxiety,Paltsick,2020/04/09,I have an unusual fear of thunderstorms (I feel deep down they are threats on my life) I don't know what to do about this. A large amount of thunderstorms are coming to the area I live and I feel like they are going to threaten my life. This always happens when they start. Does anyone have any advice about what I should do to control this fear???,2.1337888198757757,4.461346188405798,2.4484886128364387,95.06478260869568,79.8695652173913,5.681987577639752,20.002070393374744,6.868970318607317,0.1815200828157355,273,7,58,3,7,83,44,69,0.172,0.7929999999999999,0.035,-0.8702,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,3,4,1,2,3,0,9,2,0,1,0,7,16,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,11,1,10,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378127731698629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249858953334515,0.0,0.0,0.1654960663963105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016597405826114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096367918019598,0.0,0.0,0.272953751318616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296973517400053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477049839382444,0.24610460037415746,0.17385950147773496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383095375812266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520624296850413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337466523929892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437907983866256,0.11889550207578956,0.0,0.21489513174760327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225450108875592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,airhead45,2020/04/09,"Feeling annoyed I 'm just really annoyed, 100% with myself, I keep overthinking about things that I shouldn't overthink of like being picked over someone else by friends, crying often, panicking, giving myself a hard time. I'm overly nice and can't talk about it openly. People have told me to be honest and of course that's the right thing to do but I can't do it so that advice isn't help and I feel mad that I can't take that advice and I just feel disappointed and frustrated with myself. Why can't I change for myself and have a healthy mind set? I keep thinking I'm making myself out to be the victim, which is another thing I think overly about and I just feel sad anybody around me has to deal with. I feel pathetic and wish I could feel normal and be chill so that people would gravitate towards me and things could flow normally but I make everything hard and make everything into a complicated problem and just this anxiety is so overwhelming it's claustrophobic.",6.732103481624755,6.956979260638303,6.829709864603482,76.5377272727273,64.90425531914894,10.027852998065764,30.38878143133462,9.800150414767053,2.763929787234043,783,25,143,15,11,251,101,188,0.228,0.691,0.081,-0.9825,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,13,5,1,5,0,20,0,0,4,0,49,39,17,0,8,6,0,8,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,15,19,0,2,8,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,1,8,22,4,21,30,0,12,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,105,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24958236919956986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390911543446846,0.09769345611125063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136839206811215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509423875148882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392301803106627,0.0,0.14027720021241588,0.0,0.13165754759214568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668057363141688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295448187928804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874268510490556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866404170956107,0.0,0.0,0.12250562135780213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287959760689852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559751455215432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270189365331316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238988070260735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25573087795468064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894495991688504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502462409969278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706819357578696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219578846223432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181065816261189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905879246807117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082034568649676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601775647998988,0.10264389595892133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33936430587394345,0.16365554499264404,0.0,0.0,0.07446541661338761,0.0,0.0,0.1220269514743016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523328667022573,0.0,0.14685366688238535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071748570447268,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AveMariaStella,2020/04/09,"Talk some sense into me (headaches and doom) I started to feel a sense of impending doom on Monday night. I felt very uneasy, stressed, and scared. Yesterday it got so bad that I took a Xanax- which calmed me down- then another to sleep. I had a slight headache throughout the evening. In the middle of the night I awoke sweating with my head pounding all over with a massive headache. I was able to drink some water and fall back asleep. I have been in a state of absolute panic and stress all day. My head has a dull ache and tension. I spent all day researching symptoms and convinced myself I have a brain bleed. I know this is most likely very illogical. I have been under so much stress and anxiety for the past 3 weeks that I can barely move some days and my body is absolutely exhausted. The Xanax seems to cause bad side effects like sweating and racing thoughts- which make things worse the next day. Is it possible that my stress and anxiety caused this to happen? I keep having a feeling like I am going to drop dead from what happened. I am really afraid.  I am making an appointment with a psychiatrist to try to get some medicine and help. However, my mind can’t stop focusing on the worse case scenario. I have been super cautious about Covid. I haven’t even left the house in a month. Can stress and anxiety cause these physical symptoms, even if one is asleep?",4.155537820957665,6.2216278015267195,4.052255378209576,87.22131852879944,72.51145038167941,7.511727966689799,26.79458709229701,8.296473431620573,1.7302839694656482,1092,39,212,18,22,333,154,262,0.23399999999999999,0.701,0.065,-0.9924,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,7,21,0,9,19,0,22,17,9,6,3,40,39,16,1,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,12,16,2,2,7,1,1,4,2,15,0,1,10,3,26,6,26,29,9,34,2,3,0,0,2,12,0,7,19,135,38,1,0.0921433366672204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966203226211068,0.21146820102906105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708525382283564,0.1538716745747704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235047480896776,0.0,0.10286243735167183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839697664224433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376993172892265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026539059923573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182579414532582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318087923287068,0.06582721812617147,0.08847205320532335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814109033265103,0.0,0.052367181672008135,0.0,0.07369544378677385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296409661356104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913129354768046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176173626986115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632103911277796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190123136040714,0.0,0.0,0.05063956807586974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001140048966994,0.0,0.0,0.13504973986767074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230127854602099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303850292127476,0.0,0.07354793222906562,0.09793378451291693,0.067735954598608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799548388895203,0.17294055900275304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243870961400489,0.0,0.0,0.1081103521880159,0.0,0.0,0.08796124108473045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038777673015503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902938093400317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225155453893567,0.0,0.0,0.08388383304013654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220988148298047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652195279522097,0.0,0.0,0.0770359553592911,0.5277494041623171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154441570144656,0.0,0.07406132368555335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121593853645212,0.0,0.0,0.07315151680318953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023746374303268,0.06255927714957098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205580556265924,0.0,0.0,0.07391182667405627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780386417875894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saddingtonbear,2020/04/09,"Panic attack caused me to leave my new job early on the first day Not too sure why I'm posting this but I (21f) spose I need a good vent cause im feeling like a total loser right now. I hadn't had a panic attack for a long time, I was 6 when I started hyperventilating and generally found out how to deal with that type of panic attack by the time i was in high school. This one was different though.

I just got a job at a midwestern retail chain. Im supposed to be working outdoors but am being trained on the registers for the next 4 days, apparently. Throughout the hiring process, the business didnt really seem prepared to train a new hire despite being a semi well known department store, and today was no different. I arrived to do computer training as was indicated on my schedule, I was told it wasnt ready yet and I'd be doing registers instead. I was not mentally prepared to do registers I guess. Cant really blame the company for that, it is retail, but I expected to be held up in a computer room for 4 hours by my lonesome. It seems like having expectations for any new experience always sets me up for disappointment. I wont go into details about why I was not enjoying the majority of my first day, but I will say that I was completely out of my comfort zone and lost, feeling that nobody was prepared to train me today. Plus im super introverted and need to prepare myself to be in friendly cashier mode.

Well all of this lack of preparedness made me question my decision to work at this place. And think about how much I need the money so there's no way out, and how if I quit this place for my dignitys sake I'd have to keep asking my bf for help with groceries which would make me feel even worse. Just overthinking every aspect of how I wound up back in retail, where I always said I'd never return. Every time I opened my mouth to talk to someone I felt my eyes welling up. Id reach down to get a bag and feel like tears were about to roll out. The woman that I was supposed to be job shadowing on registers would say something to me, and I just couldn't bring myself to listen or even try because I felt so sick, I thought I was about to throw up. It started as a knot in my stomach but the more I thought the more I convinced myself I was doomed and hopeless and just wanted to leave. I tried to convince myself to stay but at some point I thought maybe I really am ill, maybe I'm really about to vomit. I told the woman I was shadowing that I needed to use the bathroom again as I wasn't feeling well, and sat on the toilet and cried and tried not to barf, successfully. 

Then I tried to leave the bathroom and some old guy saw my company shirt and asked me to look for his wife in the bathroom and shout her name. Buddy, im bouta puke on your wife if I dont get outta here asap. I was sweating profusely and clammy as a ham. His wife was not in the bathroom btw. And i didnt barf on him. I did go tell my manager that I'm feeling really ill and need to go home despite it being my first day, and apologized. With coronavirus being a thing, she couldn't really say no so 1.5 hours into my first shift, i may as well have ran out the door to my car, and cried the whole way home and for about 2 hours after that. 

I don't know why I hated the job so much, aside from obvious things and not having worked for a few months so I felt a bit out of my element. It's not like me to react the way that I did though. I mean I fuckin hate working but I'm normally decent at hiding it. Im dreading day #2 on Friday but hoping I'll be more adaptable to the new environment. Ive never had a panic attack like that. Its normally just hyperventilating. I feel like such a fucking loser for having to leave early, especially when I coulda used the money. And at the same time, im disappointed how ill prepared the management was for their new hires. But thats retail i guess. Typing this out cleared my head quite a bit, but if you've read all the way through feel free to give advice or share similar experiences.

TL;DR left first day of new job 1.5 hours into the shift because self loathing led to feeling like i was genuinely gonna barf which is a panic attack symptom i had not yet experienced and it sucked and now im dreading going back",4.756348659003834,4.996791263218395,5.951954022988505,81.08567049808428,69.12643678160919,8.973180076628351,28.639846743295017,8.894499427234473,2.0735823754789267,3349,109,690,55,54,1125,352,870,0.171,0.72,0.109,-0.996,8,0,1,0,0,1,69.0,0,1,1,16,45,48,10,7,47,0,62,15,6,13,8,142,129,63,0,19,28,3,12,7,2,6,7,6,4,4,30,42,0,2,24,1,8,10,24,24,5,6,46,22,92,25,112,65,17,112,1,7,3,2,34,45,3,15,57,457,122,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206953540328109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164477725847512,0.0,0.0,0.029276571361414382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804948883312492,0.2448871097008547,0.0,0.0662080619306885,0.0,0.0524877241947924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400241653250928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845172594544047,0.0,0.0,0.04513879439286588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458034491034956,0.16658836274762798,0.04438431991250192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995953955903747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045616673436738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056870365253920765,0.0,0.07254567709272486,0.0,0.0,0.08422547181709772,0.0,0.0,0.19591368988116065,0.12302431623199744,0.12400889207824285,0.0,0.0,0.18309838898394729,0.0,0.04720386866080318,0.033261567385893184,0.03980052007243162,0.044985379068316934,0.04129902758228875,0.0978688892161192,0.036109648217404346,0.03443230566079808,0.0,0.09485240503134333,0.042627862841308616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500910449677672,0.044183372640362685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02885658694909873,0.04548639006450387,0.08636855085093037,0.04275996311790156,0.16958865655340094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255218883311551,0.0,0.21361040165129708,0.03826624940826254,0.0,0.0,0.02366003916828397,0.0,0.0,0.18234175692485752,0.04677570064580371,0.0,0.0,0.14722989547777265,0.0,0.0,0.03809932043163456,0.03615250989453925,0.0,0.04699591835249217,0.0,0.0,0.040736474686488326,0.028737284230265343,0.0,0.08650225831403384,0.04689582471650187,0.0,0.0,0.04338589741678988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034363384669451505,0.0,0.06329577442299876,0.1596111179611,0.06640811194618107,0.2494770814627278,0.045785876049609736,0.0,0.08436287490115238,0.0,0.0,0.04517542303404256,0.0,0.02917288537830982,0.0,0.0,0.2525589439697743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995953955903747,0.0,0.040697687319876635,0.0,0.04123154218030437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048227656450135485,0.09158137393441496,0.04306326075775696,0.0,0.1654797840556917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03676584003500606,0.040951940191502036,0.1027091056192344,0.0,0.04357052812092276,0.0,0.07838513837013357,0.04491221883428057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036477489767702695,0.033143232982346546,0.0,0.0,0.0609443028255833,0.045887288466658856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040575633288808574,0.04474710735261793,0.0,0.03460325365788685,0.03762900504915958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720315391812693,0.02758573358403381,0.08459597722789455,0.10253450919188876,0.10041496089916548,0.0,0.0816157854962189,0.08227531730973636,0.0,0.1169168698659332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436553731996576,0.0,0.0,0.0253929552312244,0.13668945773032753,0.0,0.0,0.19354284011344916,0.0,0.11654214635649485,0.04806558552826703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253683403970464,0.0,0.043873268979775004,0.06116525760662644,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,20-CharactersAllowed,2020/04/09,"DAE stutter from anxiety? Are there ways to fix it or help it? When I was in high school (4 years ago) I was really anxious and developed a minor stutter. H, W, and S were really hard especially. I've been a lot better since then and the stutter went away. But now it's starting to come back due to quarantine and problems with my roommate.

It worsens my anxiety when it happens because people have mocked me in the past and I'm worried it'll happen again. Any advice would be really appreciated",2.993115693012601,5.215856536082477,4.914364261168384,79.02545246277208,76.42268041237114,8.02245131729668,28.30355097365407,8.841846274778883,2.568281557846507,392,17,72,9,9,134,72,97,0.22399999999999998,0.69,0.086,-0.8706,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,15,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,5,1,5,1,8,7,1,18,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,11,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878531005546872,0.17040770718268025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307286769661668,0.0,0.29412363851273704,0.21717462837932333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061426736393213,0.14781943271028575,0.0,0.11718671999265795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001920737688098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559632523273635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399914938251267,0.0,0.17220781114000647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885332052873918,0.20311038200793985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634341792030864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351326688863434,0.13327387378966532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394614820729052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694584479717991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455548348371293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902155796721662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606730068662354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258986224612692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820688571721527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522738609971252,0.0,0.13656061538933476,0.0,0.0,0.12379520108800872
anxiety,valentinagd01,2020/04/09,"Help with symptoms after a panic attack I've been struggling with GAD for years now and I had managed to get it mostly under control until the start of this year. But in the last couple of months i've been having regular panic attacks and the symptoms usually last for days or weeks. The last one was on saturday and it started because I had felt a minor discomfort in my chest (mostly due to anxiety bc of the quarantine) and as soon as I felt the tingling sensation and numbness creeping up to my arms I called 911 because I thought I was having a full blown heart attack. The paramedics checked my vitals on the ambulance and told my my heart was better than ever and that it was unlikely that I had any issues going on. They told me I could go to the hospital if I felt comfortable but it would be risky due to the virus, so I eventually told them not to take me. The next morning I managed to talk to a GP and they started me on 10mg prozac for a week and then 20mg prozac for a month (I had taken prozac for two years like four years ago) and so far i'm in my second day, hopefully it will get better. However, ever since then, I still feel discomfort in my chest, as if someone was digging through my chest area and every time I get anxious I feel my heart's palpitations everywhere, which often leads me to be even more anxious, especially before sleep. I know that my symptoms are all due to anxiety and my excessive worrying about my health, but it would be really helpful to know if any of you guys has gone through something similar, it has been a rough couple of weeks and I'm starting to feel drained out :(

ps. When I took prozac four years ago it helped me a lot and I had no side effects at all, I was wondering if anyone had any experiences where they took prozac for a second time after a while and if it felt any different",8.041545716112534,6.1121284646739165,8.147461636828648,75.20508312020462,63.26630434782609,11.484910485933506,36.59271099744245,10.194018383442646,3.4819425831202047,1457,55,289,26,17,477,178,368,0.115,0.825,0.06,-0.9404,2,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,4,5,12,15,3,5,21,0,27,19,8,3,4,54,58,34,0,9,10,0,8,1,0,3,11,0,0,1,14,18,0,1,12,0,1,6,2,9,0,6,27,8,41,6,47,24,7,64,0,0,0,0,14,17,0,12,42,203,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491534506906985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070012542848879,0.0,0.11643191742606054,0.1719416944952675,0.0,0.05321058505148711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597227228582934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277917663884176,0.0,0.06475512457437273,0.0,0.0,0.13460776164913402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770616401505273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535213270479658,0.06075931014670041,0.16840544183978762,0.0,0.09815584736205862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950784816009322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026304478193077,0.1376728261333849,0.06411716541939619,0.0,0.0,0.07443997665251796,0.0,0.0,0.115434679367402,0.0,0.2922700645257004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927664500908368,0.0,0.08649827268497244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535053342401321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089027871558424,0.0,0.2705350517758958,0.1530238023547317,0.0,0.0,0.07558403859277554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942817427446493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364466118323062,0.18609390634809736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03717840338208275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469712857419888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148389304605545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093275040475696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051567034522853834,0.0,0.0,0.17857288525087828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875132979691937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295034632315236,0.0,0.07615452291016885,0.0,0.0644789142302918,0.0585851628056776,0.0,0.0,0.2154546543493252,0.0,0.06077321068292564,0.0,0.0,0.07955578802667627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372897572242801,0.05721740195772596,0.061165947517348426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041455397955722,0.08874853632318845,0.0,0.0,0.21814918578011447,0.16909883292816166,0.0,0.0,0.07433821702696866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381291926765293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831274416773031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252673174293151,0.0,0.07728280192849248,0.0,0.10811789474020456,0.0,0.0,0.2450281232699596
anxiety,svrtngr,2020/04/09,"I Feel Like An Asshole I'm working from home due to COVID-19, have my desk set up in my room because it's the easiest place.

On Wednesday, before all this, we had a D&D campaign. Sometimes my anxiety was a struggle, but usually the drive from work to my friend's house would help me to just chill out cause I could listen to music on the way.

Well, today they decided they wanted to restart the campaign virtually. No big deal, I figured I'd try it. My laptop is in my room, on my desk. 

Two hours into the session, I had to nope out. I gave a quick ""panic attack"" and just left. I'd been in my room for about 12 hours, going from work to immediately the D&D campaign, and it drove my anxiety off a wall. I'm not really able to move my laptop anywhere else because my apartment's small and my mom is pretty much occupying the living room.

Anyway, I feel like an asshole for agreeing to something, then within 30 minutes spacing out, then about an hour later just having to leave.",5.365923076923078,5.686772733333335,6.178269230769232,79.71048076923077,67.82051282051282,8.346153846153845,32.1474358974359,8.07648339933343,2.3151282051282043,773,31,148,9,12,255,116,195,0.08800000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.5789,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,2,3,8,7,1,2,14,0,10,0,0,1,1,22,19,6,0,3,5,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,5,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,3,1,1,6,3,22,4,30,11,2,41,0,0,0,0,9,24,0,0,13,98,26,8,0.13516339586700987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928989659024698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679925575955832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376787562010116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478870315849134,0.0,0.1150140946283208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388500400263646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791697325418646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934752613409107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129116734587462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668534831199605,0.1931215140286307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044269043595516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681647271290179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059717512755147,0.0,0.13557990660428676,0.0,0.3993261550088093,0.15596041144562292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311852016947113,0.146855425092265,0.0,0.0,0.13206801570756366,0.0,0.11935175485877585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830173564923816,0.0,0.14365729919983306,0.0993606480619066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858512246940373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412169806186757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750976571470044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658913244896148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405538562448294,0.13368005463155594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130212847975845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811909504087346,0.0,0.0,0.0917670734353766,0.0,0.13203499775250405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886338480677727,0.0,0.07972287284519497,0.10728641230101628,0.0,0.0,0.12152812535572224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952016859383756,0.0,0.0,0.09601619839664384,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ben-you,2020/04/09,"Should I feel bad about this? So a while back I was at a party. There was a girl there I started talking too and I started flirting. She definitely seemed into me. She was rubbing my chest (like one finger down the middle of my chest) and whispering in my ear and biting her lip. I mean full on flirting. I was back, and was being a tad annoying since I was heavily under the influence of alcohol. This was my house, so she asked me where her and her boyfriend would crash. I showed her then tried kissing her, she kissed back and when I kissed her a second time I she seemed uneasy because she heard something so I backed up and her boyfriend walked in. I felt horrible about it knowing I made a move on this dudes gf. Now I’m feeling anxious about it all of a sudden. Should I be?",1.2311111111111115,3.6523047261146537,2.392558386411892,93.44436482661007,84.54140127388536,5.2723283793347475,22.098018400566172,6.691623216298621,0.5149479122434535,610,21,128,7,18,194,88,157,0.107,0.758,0.134,0.3074,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,16,8,1,0,9,0,12,9,5,2,1,21,25,13,0,3,0,0,5,1,1,3,1,3,0,1,5,8,1,0,7,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,10,8,33,6,15,10,2,26,0,0,0,3,18,12,0,2,13,100,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955852938637065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067526552132558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710924978856957,0.0,0.0,0.5629029584724458,0.15280825325567335,0.11156305731945763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507379518358066,0.0,0.1757212293894817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211172489232344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057918671100496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941093244892577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317137407501607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993548648241608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451391021112732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240143798788386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332164165673032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139028712159158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089238798920994,0.0,0.0,0.2590751591435741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709895810866874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671638188150068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425384844327853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000722064083098,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pickledfurby,2020/04/09,"Anybody? Anybody have severe muscle knots in the neck, back, and shoulders that never go away no matter what you do? 


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anxiety,gudvibez4,2020/04/09,"My girlfriend of 4 years left me I can stand even being home where we have so many memories, cant sleep more tha  i few hours without waking up in a panic. I miss her so much and feel so alone.",-0.5207142857142877,1.5363721666666663,1.4526666666666692,99.609,89.23809523809523,4.312380952380953,15.542857142857144,5.6839178017228535,-0.8862342857142851,149,3,36,1,5,49,38,42,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.7591,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,5,3,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241102000154905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669311364449655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582312505772949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31390311310003577,0.0,0.3081816628511366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400089015154518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172708065416553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300460114440244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671662334138406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131647819328405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30166181791475705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152231504822105
anxiety,trueblue612,2020/04/09,"Texting anxiety Hey, 14F here. I need help with this ridiculous anxiety I’ve had for the past year or so. I have a boyfriend and a good amount of friends but I am scared of losing them due to the fact that I have a ton of anxiety with, specifically, reading and responding to texts. Every time someone texts me, no matter what about, it often takes me hours to just get the courage to read it. I seem to be in constant fear that the longer I stall opening it, the longer I can prolong something bad happening to me, such as my boyfriend breaking up with me. I’ve suffered from social anxiety since I was a little kid and am currently receiving treatment for it, but this one issue is persistent and I’m afraid it will ruin my relationships, due to people thinking that I am “ghosting” them. Anyone have the same problem, or any advice? Anything is appreciated. Thanks 🙏",5.6080449069003295,6.572675259036148,5.934008762322018,79.39724534501644,67.49397590361447,8.927929901423877,33.76560788608982,9.095868883498916,2.947657831325301,687,31,128,12,11,220,106,166,0.225,0.672,0.10300000000000001,-0.9729,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,6,13,1,3,10,0,13,0,0,0,1,21,21,10,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,9,0,1,2,0,17,4,20,17,3,14,0,3,0,0,10,4,0,4,8,88,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683234779748234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914105368782016,0.0,0.4911082184375433,0.0,0.0,0.1122207561481167,0.0,0.132072439423083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400533200857945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734364096749521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352226587713008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059975792398425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239968460442506,0.0,0.08385120667738129,0.0,0.0,0.13461429639736444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192383317156113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757538055189406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805372529153489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751347063596575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608566061334157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955112471457174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190038640762736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875451944140888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320916403906745,0.11126595443344164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357056235148314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210737757720746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230990882801828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068194784337025,0.0,0.0,0.14610721470030527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276184536092686,0.0,0.0,0.16360286705350938,0.1359855845135212,0.12355570348929892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067110531323295,0.0,0.0,0.14776081138030828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283772621274208,0.0,0.0,0.09358502489297914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335252372926253
anxiety,agfan1201,2020/04/09,"First Breakup Tonight I decided to breakup with my manipulative ex bf. I used to vent to him about everything and he would give me advice, but tonight was the final straw. He accused me of things I didn‘t do, and before, he’d planned to do things and never follow through. He said he was going through a lot and didn‘t mean to hurt me but I was afraid he‘d do it again so I left completely. We had broken up before but tried to make things work. The other night I was just so emotionally exhausted from this, I thought taking a break would work but eventually I gave up too. I put so much into making this work and to watch it crumble apart is worse. I don‘t how long the healing process is going to last or if I‘m ever going to find someone like him (w/o the manipulative traits) 

TL;DR: broke up with my manipulative ex and I don‘t know how to cope",2.9258928571428555,4.971881232142857,3.949428571428573,86.69557142857145,75.96428571428572,6.622857142857143,24.29523809523809,7.554174236665415,1.066092380952381,669,22,137,9,15,216,99,168,0.135,0.846,0.019,-0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,5,10,5,0,1,6,0,18,2,0,8,2,35,33,17,0,3,7,2,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,4,0,1,10,2,21,1,21,19,2,22,0,2,1,0,15,6,0,3,11,97,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208291091521153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648646919106568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317839454758673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506634375884936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140779092457802,0.0,0.0,0.13987303806548754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048850625611786,0.14224587766494784,0.13238147611391315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149297496929149,0.26534971358748793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660850372766345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553190793735052,0.12686178763280498,0.0,0.0,0.16909587058947054,0.0,0.0,0.07603449473883479,0.0,0.0,0.13773043841797386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231373686593922,0.0,0.0,0.2077726694930744,0.0,0.0,0.169530123503548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440827109932235,0.0,0.1200338781536766,0.0,0.0,0.14605116644257002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645429982159398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804276330238567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318674611823595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701675845017938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101872439761171,0.0,0.0,0.12355533505565935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566469140825904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441707020268304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399083557986873,0.0,0.15860347384035628,0.22111464589573374,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SagHarbor85,2020/04/09,"Only have anxiety when speaking in groups!! I thankfully do not have day to day anxiety. I attribute that to working out consistently, eating healthy and getting plenty of sleep. 

However, when I have to speak in front of 6 or more people my anxiety skyrockets. Sometimes to the point where my heart is beating so fast that I can’t breathe and can barely speak. Totally sucks.

I have a high level corporate job so speaking and presentations is expected of me. 

Anyone else have this problem. Any tips to get better?",4.501182795698924,7.257834602150535,5.315268817204302,75.35956989247313,73.94623655913979,8.864516129032257,32.913978494623656,9.444778638647367,3.7495075268817217,410,21,66,11,9,133,66,93,0.145,0.77,0.085,-0.6044,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,2,0,10,4,3,1,1,10,14,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,8,2,11,14,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,6,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406465313008535,0.0,0.4861919466682398,0.0,0.0,0.1481298169863512,0.21706443889419688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736331388515096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27325028829908743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216774518260568,0.1769727397997469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136482279287595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510422044108967,0.0,0.22383020627269007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102275436489884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112078741191932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468694921756148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026587589631767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271097857860934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200209564414346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095241776163204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504218915287666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542286684618318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,E123OMEGA4,2020/04/09,Caregiver threatening to kill my dogs and take my possessions I have an abusive guardian and lately things have gotten really bad. Today she threatened to kill my dogs and take my possessions. She also tried to hit me. With all this stress lately I've noticed increases stomach problems. Does anyone else get stomach problems in times of high stress,6.7529508196721295,9.341835114754096,5.804065573770496,75.17986885245901,66.70491803278688,8.814426229508197,33.511475409836066,9.3871,3.5807416393442626,286,13,42,6,5,86,43,61,0.42100000000000004,0.579,0.0,-0.9888,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,7,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,0,6,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,24,10,0,0.0,0.20900169651968253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106468207938666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334094058895735,0.18073965529905014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728419466411766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436627444890258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735712653662994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216019438914497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863732011255891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39031446982057794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979671817466599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008292460615323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375763674628373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300448710150852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041245209883986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652573043011537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171903826076617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285855657669926,0.0,0.16720380737775806,0.0,0.0,0.1197620391044301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mya7077,2020/04/09,"Depersonalization/Derealization triggered by weed Wondering if I can smoke weed again after getting a panic attack from weed, and then suffering from depersonalization and derealization for weeks after. 

I’m gonna just start of simple I smoked weed for 3 years since I was 13 and I’m now 16. 
I have a lot of anxiety,depression and have an ongoing diagnoses of ocd and ptsd.
Weed always reduced the symptoms of anxiety, depression and my ocd. My mom is also diagnosed With a panic disorder from drugs but hasn’t had a panic attack since I’ve been alive.

Moving on when I smoked weed I had a very high tolerance. I’ve done my fair share of drugs. 
So one night I was smoking with my friend and convinced I was laced with molly i literally physically and mentally felt like I was on it. But I also was having the symptoms of a panic attack. I didn’t have a good nor bad time when I did molly. I only did it once but I swore to myself I would never do it again. So I’ve come to a conclusion it was a panic attack, even the ER doctor told me it was a panic attack and I wasn’t laced because I had a blood test ran for all common drugs. So I had a panic attack from taking 1 hit off a bong of weed which is barely anything for my high tolerance. So when I had my panic attack I forced myself to go to sleep since it was night. When I woke up I felt detached from myself and reality.  Even for weeks after but I finally felt better after dealing with it mentally I don’t really know how but I somehow I did. Anyways I’m seeing a psychiatrist and they said I will probably have more panic attacks in my life. But I didn’t tell them I was smoking weed. Anyways I really just want to smoke weed again but I’m not jeopardizing my mental and physical health for a stupid drug. Even though I feel as if it’s all in my head and I could smoke again. I’m just scared of having another panic attack and going through emotional and physical torment again. I know everyone’s probably going to stay don’t but I really want to. Maybe I’m just not ready yet? Everyone keeps telling me though if I just smoke have a good time and don’t think about it won’t happen. Since it’s all in my head. I just need some insight",2.3238369618595485,4.333922413870249,4.448080973427185,82.59050090031106,77.65771812080538,7.582452119823213,22.759262290609485,8.482186458684032,1.5056506684127244,1737,53,347,36,41,598,184,447,0.21100000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9951,0,0,10,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,2,33,31,10,11,20,0,41,15,4,2,4,65,74,43,0,8,19,1,4,1,1,4,11,1,0,0,11,21,0,1,10,0,0,6,12,24,1,1,29,6,54,7,45,39,6,43,0,2,1,0,10,9,0,7,28,242,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096730947207878,0.04212286987235499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053083232467253855,0.038726896406248115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165888891805368,0.0,0.0,0.5183246246306604,0.0,0.0,0.042268570679528376,0.030859661523921608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044772438315064236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360772745075255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041880545788723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052190683078050366,0.08720402214791309,0.10276372626384474,0.0,0.0,0.058019002911781976,0.05181537424290104,0.0,0.05180549348066256,0.0,0.0,0.2348291008849562,0.0,0.0,0.05694470826640211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100309181779227,0.0,0.0,0.09674599091128512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02559680065041021,0.0,0.14581971286424278,0.05545565208640256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039111648562793366,0.0,0.02644872859073785,0.0,0.08631163308937878,0.08492130598777506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044766260294311695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039087859558727,0.053810493090613684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697317308910327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499655958206355,0.0,0.0,0.0556427859334326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03575692822632776,0.024732121709529736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303835325336509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085818548198299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304997079601607,0.0,0.0,0.05928971934546205,0.0,0.05380484880063387,0.0,0.03753673950468564,0.03904402197924155,0.0,0.0,0.09501359183574637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391245533119485,0.03430384465174137,0.038501510066675036,0.0,0.5939585794820642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916155233872132,0.0,0.059176250270887513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729227554348688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815461262399407,0.0,0.05068303005216953,0.0,0.0403404351166353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750537788522255,0.0,0.050660134863487895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03583162703014425,0.053957995400080234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523455594696013,0.03806262831080963,0.0,0.08849447196372921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03243754284842173,0.09947481105676206,0.0,0.05903802751641338,0.0,0.0,0.04837299545564256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041769751206124334,0.059718192438256,0.0,0.08121435679332364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054899107763716766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035961535306025645,0.0,0.0,0.0325999226200811
anxiety,SinatraDaVinci,2020/04/09,"half a Nytol (sleeping pill) in the mornings has cured my anxiety, any scientific/anecdotal information that can explain this? Diphenhydramine is what I take, half a pill in the morning and the other half when I'm going to bed. Has worked a charm this week, feel weirdly more energised, optimistic and confident. Feels like anxiety has left my body.

Information on sleeping pills :  [https://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/drugs-and-treatments/sleeping-pills-and-minor-tranquillisers/about-sleeping-pills-and-minor-tranquillisers/](https://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/drugs-and-treatments/sleeping-pills-and-minor-tranquillisers/about-sleeping-pills-and-minor-tranquillisers/)

***""Sleeping pills and minor tranquillisers are sedatives. This means they slow down your body and brain’s functions, such as your breathing, heartbeat and thought processes.***

***These drugs are sometimes called sleeping pills, minor tranquillisers, sedatives or anxiety-busters. Doctors may also call them hypnotics and anxiolytics.""***

***If taken correctly, they can:***

* ***reduce symptoms of*** ***anxiety***\*\*\*, such as feeling very agitated or shaky\*\*\*

HOWEVER!

* they become less effective if taken over a period of time
* they can be addictive if taken regularly

Any input would be appreciated!

edit: anyone know if this is an explanation for me having ADHD or ADD? Scientific responses would be greatly appreciated. Would also help if I was directed to a more appropriate subreddit to discuss this. Cheers xoxo ",7.1538288288288285,10.805813031531533,6.106972972972976,60.06550450450453,94.36036036036036,8.82018018018018,35.563963963963964,8.378751543991594,5.246294774774776,1231,68,135,38,45,372,129,222,0.043,0.782,0.175,0.9811,1,0,3,0,0,0,127.0,0,2,5,2,5,6,0,1,9,0,19,17,8,1,1,31,32,19,0,8,8,0,3,1,0,4,9,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,3,12,4,13,20,3,12,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,10,6,87,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056836783334874,0.14394179655893274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156208948638287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289714723997736,0.0,0.27487409091178416,0.0,0.0,0.08374685977436835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322779624547474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660777703749249,0.0,0.1337043527982988,0.24459972447496375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259097433528925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388966532636344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816798649503067,0.08556462225352032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680687752846932,0.0,0.0,0.132048252687108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028016045768709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582316003675281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013183991543195,0.0,0.0,0.05851419471636065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304660298072403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186968807441914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794310865156398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184568527738789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27183004532346233,0.0,0.12448821354452362,0.09005309251478387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950850131709947,0.06983959318852463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882384471637684,0.0,0.0,0.09607329170908578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719491412083957,0.0,0.0,0.2552462304580912,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thetoastytoasterr,2020/04/09,"I can't take feeling like this anymore/rant I've had anxiety for the past couple years. Ever since the coronavirus happened I've been on high alert all the time. I'm a major hypochondriac. I have multiple panic attacks a day. I can't seem to just chill out. I'm constantly worried, I'm worried I have it. I have no fever no cough. Yet it feels hard to breathe, I've spent most of today thinking about my breathing. My ribs hurt sometimes, idk if that's my mind playing tricks on myself. When I lay on my back I feel like I can't get enough air. I keep taking deep breaths but it doesn't feel like its enough. Now when I take deep breaths it hurts. I'm barely eating because I'm freaking myself out and losing my appetite. I try to distract myself with TV, YouTube, video games, and I just can't. I'm mentally tired. I'm not necessarily worried about contracting it, I'm just worried about contracting it and getting pneumonia from it. The thought of your lungs filling with fluid terrifies me. I've been working at a grocery store the past 2 years. I called them today to tell them I'm not coming in anymore. I have no underlying conditions but my dad's gf has diabetes and my dad has high blood pressure. My mom has asthma and said I can't see her until I quit my job. I'm in college and classes got moved online. I absolutely hate it. I'm failing one of my classes. Everything feels so shit right now. I try to tell myself I'm okay but I feel like I shouldn't feel that way.",1.701516450541206,3.9681670564784066,3.1721894759404137,89.61356446254423,81.09302325581395,6.0101168149180175,25.32429535955417,7.233258080335977,1.1949364698317435,1168,47,240,16,31,382,157,301,0.245,0.727,0.027999999999999997,-0.9956,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,4,14,18,4,3,8,1,17,14,8,0,2,36,52,14,0,2,9,3,8,4,1,1,5,1,0,0,12,11,1,1,10,4,2,3,12,12,0,1,7,10,39,6,25,44,5,36,0,4,1,0,13,15,1,3,21,132,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333844842834833,0.0,0.0950748946972499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090632301811873,0.0,0.07371626365938304,0.0,0.05843999662269012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978915340083056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825814451324973,0.0,0.10359881353247588,0.0,0.0,0.10607567138335287,0.0,0.06182666839850502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809648393177244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811370708501466,0.0,0.0,0.0867177289747897,0.0,0.0,0.08615961357670461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33931475874466616,0.27395131853783083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017372409084976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667407407723416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477539840746726,0.0,0.08587853557172143,0.09464940337768424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025787570352848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525648828829415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513379627392443,0.08521152404636947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873442595028445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072513177810418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661198832321022,0.0,0.0967989430345362,0.11227896960642793,0.0,0.10189208263855952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496236402460373,0.0,0.0,0.11247996790905383,0.0,0.0,0.18303293577740787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196698876800483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187040304899687,0.09119203711718303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639406187739772,0.08727425873180064,0.0,0.0,0.09840670949135358,0.0793026659601131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481550362921956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624150364158815,0.0,0.16758500862616973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061428084460377966,0.0,0.07610816259493658,0.055901166090156114,0.11018569874289624,0.18174254273460974,0.0,0.0,0.13017560934330888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609523532085463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979275156039784,0.3894327884606252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347117717676095
anxiety,spoonza1,2020/04/09,"idk if this belongs here but i struggle terribly with anxiety and i need to put it somewhere cos it’s just so on fire in my brain if this isn’t the right place to get this off my chest i’m sorry 

i’ve literally realised this like this week and yeah i’m confused

when i has just turned 14 i got into a relationship with a 20 year old man. i remember him wishing me happy 14th. everyone just let this happen and didn’t give me the protection i needed at such a young vulnerable age. he “helped” me when i was self harming and suicidal and i thought i owed him everything for that. including my life, i planned on having his children and being his wife and the thought of being that person now makes my skin crawl. we were together for four years. i moved to uni and started to realise that if one of the boys i’d made friends with told me they were dating a 14 year old, i’d smash their face in. i can’t believe that when he’d told people about me and my age, nobody did a thing about it. it makes me feel like because no one did anything, the feelings that are coming up now are invalid. i’m nearly 21 now, and honestly only this week have i realised that what he did to me was manipulative and wrong. i am feeling so much guilt for only realising this now, and so much anger towards him and the people around me who did nothing to intervene. for as long as i can remember i’ve been depressed. why am i feeling his guilt? and genuinely, where do i go from here? i can’t think of anything but rage and confusion. i’ve never wanted to hurt a person before but he has never suffered a consequence for what he did, and i am living every day in pain, only just now realising that it was him that had a hand to play in inflicting that. i’m so confused, and i feel so much guilt. i’ve had to move back to my hometown, where he lives just three streets away, living his perfect guilt free rich boy life. i know he can’t physically get to me, but i can’t mentally escape him. and if i feel like this after only realising now that he abused me then how will this feeling ever go away",2.8180066124810565,4.274862882903982,4.313561785369888,86.50512432841991,74.7377049180328,7.3654497864719675,25.907769665243144,8.027739517013583,1.4470601184736192,1629,57,345,25,34,543,201,427,0.16899999999999998,0.695,0.136,-0.9483,1,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,1,0,2,2,30,27,2,8,14,1,35,8,5,6,4,68,70,38,1,8,13,1,10,3,1,1,3,0,0,7,29,25,0,1,13,1,3,6,9,17,0,4,20,10,52,11,43,45,3,55,0,3,0,0,35,20,0,7,32,236,81,0,0.0,0.1051776457027729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790862074142216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609989183583108,0.0790239035574782,0.0,0.0,0.1668042166882951,0.06825846331083152,0.0,0.0541132196252769,0.0,0.07553652457157528,0.10001311715794024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909640616406007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646728500481342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724914919739196,0.0,0.07645726118932916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029732690977051,0.07479234845111703,0.08482330647063634,0.07978053322636533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141925927990026,0.12683426354713426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858329366135338,0.0,0.09275706785899053,0.08515603921316478,0.10089979662633568,0.0,0.07099728353672054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784988024975771,0.09449705645063156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595004965891589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502986030243077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878553663727079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077309034614267,0.12540140848509534,0.1301052572624057,0.0,0.2351559639542808,0.07855844107241329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399608995385571,0.1185090035312022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945903567247512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869640535730156,0.19576795499795416,0.13164329927982535,0.13692941737413747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517697548582784,0.0,0.18629785351207734,0.0,0.1203053687541007,0.2700535997166096,0.0944572796386626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308354399105008,0.15502065471606993,0.09274550185260197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923812364381772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530549731640496,0.2011176589469189,0.0758088870128407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260621598370043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993704747036656,0.06283169053912561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280142346396343,0.0,0.09709970568568076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897468177020405,0.056880075593191866,0.0,0.14094654195024506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964661294127267,0.0,0.0,0.0965560041839656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235870232294817,0.0,0.14241148829438746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010089797994924,0.0,0.10208083904255057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705579341209676,0.0,0.1714944382465122
anxiety,thelittlesttea,2020/04/10,"How do you deal with stress while acknowledging real risk? Someone in my apartment building tested positive for COVID-19 the other day. Obviously, there is a huge risk for me but how do I manage my anxiety while still taking this seriously?",7.437857142857144,9.385127071428577,7.570000000000004,65.72500000000002,64.0,10.361904761904762,35.42857142857143,10.504223727775694,4.290800000000001,195,9,29,5,3,63,36,42,0.20800000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.085,-0.5821,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979394365939158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25117251787957284,0.4015210139384471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432961038462304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299921843193947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110270199298709,0.0,0.4461305086260808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928289919038445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Do_unto_udders,2020/04/10,"I made the biggest improvements in managing my severe anxiety and panic attacks since being diagnosed 9 years ago. Now I've gone from having a new job and a regular routine to uncertainty once again. I was having 1 or fewer panic attacks PER MONTH! I've had 25 in 24 hours. I broke up with my psychologically abusive ex-fiance in February and moved into my own apartment.  About two weeks later I landed my dream job doing something I love and rock at.  I haven't worked since March 20th, and I was sent home early that day.  I still have a job, but we are closed indefinitely.  I applied for unemployment on March 22nd and my employer sent in their part of my paperwork March 24th.  Nothing yet.

I've been stuck alone, unable to get out and about, and I have only seen other people from afar and spoken to my parents on the phone.  It's just my dog and I.  I held it together amazingly until about three days ago.  The last 30 hours have been hell.  I've had panic attacks so severe that I'm throwing up and losing my memory again.  I finally had some fucking normalcy and now it's gone until who knows when.  And the worst part is that I'm stuck being alone.  I've done a lot to lift others up through this, especially those in need or also suffering from psychological issues... But it's finally taking its toll on me.  I finally had some control and lost it all.  I feel like crying constantly.  I'm having panic attacks wake me up from my sleep.  And no one can even give me a hug.",3.719901389511429,5.359880786941583,5.280430300313764,79.73943523083823,72.74570446735396,8.2223815927088,25.710593157029727,8.841846274778883,1.9688627222471244,1163,38,222,23,23,393,169,291,0.253,0.705,0.040999999999999995,-0.9966,7,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,4,14,19,6,4,9,0,22,6,2,2,1,36,43,24,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,14,20,0,2,2,2,0,6,2,15,0,3,19,2,30,4,32,22,8,54,1,4,1,3,9,19,2,6,30,149,44,7,0.0,0.1076831165050532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112702007918972,0.0,0.0,0.18825759531709704,0.0,0.07268019756802478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952629401556615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135763638508363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821371632043603,0.10193454860962496,0.0,0.0,0.0998322124517989,0.11722579948707493,0.0,0.0,0.09224572208686599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300626452412868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002826899840956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045953868061348976,0.06492781183263642,0.0,0.2986781536536021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402113524388911,0.04748333202453242,0.08718456883522302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116443301065362,0.0,0.1790055936727891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948596694069392,0.2705661395476622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994767272428376,0.07408289143441284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440151226081999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167636230928598,0.09921102549965427,0.07726664101480872,0.08202669196565908,0.08599698804849283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254303676171467,0.09659570180719183,0.0,0.06738960849874437,0.0,0.08777669053772726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720600383762579,0.0,0.0,0.09678888752502723,0.06158560097618573,0.06912165852017642,0.0,0.4265329025795669,0.10091633704873193,0.1968378314127716,0.0,0.06300777850123365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534693697892997,0.0,0.15036097948398405,0.0,0.09095000524800192,0.0,0.0,0.06996722795987655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258037499716191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833373527230563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878082312596441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290195926708334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661649035278461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852655428909567
anxiety,throwingaway_lol,2020/04/10,"How do you all cope? Hey all,

I've (24M) been a lurker and made a throwaway for this post. I just want to know how you have all been coping during everything happening right now?

 A little backstory, I was diagnosed with depression, and general anxiety disorder (correct me if my verbiage for that is off, I don't like to use titles). When I was in my late teens - early 20's, my panic attacks were so bad that I would have a full blown out of body experience and/or essentially blackout when I would leave the house and be put into social situations. The only way I knew how to cope was to excessively drink and isolate myself. I went to therapy for years and fought it and overcame those panic attacks and now I'm still an awkward dude but I can handle it now. 

I met an amazing girl during my ""rough patch"" who changed my life for the better but unfortunately we recently broke up, and a massive portion of my support system is gone. I don't have a ton of friends, I cant really speak to my family about my feelings due to a lot of reasons, and my anxiety and panic have been skyrocketing. I can hardly breathe most hours of the day due to the panicking and it's getting harder and harder to just have some sort of normality in my life again. I dont want to resort to alcohol to mask the feelings again, I just really dont know how to do this. 

So again, how are all of you coping with this? I'd love to know anything you all might be doing just to stay sane during all of this.",4.37003355704698,5.1212141577181205,5.822342281879197,79.85780872483222,70.1744966442953,9.04724832214765,28.658389261744965,9.255337874911486,2.3374544966442947,1161,41,233,23,20,394,158,298,0.133,0.784,0.08199999999999999,-0.7712,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,4,0,1,21,16,3,4,15,0,30,8,2,8,7,56,49,24,0,6,7,0,4,1,1,3,4,1,0,1,11,17,2,0,7,1,0,3,5,10,0,0,13,5,32,6,36,31,12,33,0,2,0,1,14,9,0,6,18,170,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222194381144295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497859620982278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411306584028148,0.0,0.0,0.260214543996765,0.0,0.0,0.09549041941954173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114699514104193,0.0,0.1270342939245568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209835397053164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375628934439582,0.0,0.09850284166348984,0.11607857995068355,0.0,0.0,0.13107277661113215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680710396444834,0.11203465525685607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278434134287626,0.1118714086695453,0.10781361961311334,0.0,0.11565327100544115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835850527729573,0.0,0.05975125597200255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113303815637556,0.0,0.1024490285854386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126269850064132,0.13196243747990438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855687148993067,0.0,0.12900927077364074,0.1210965564595548,0.0,0.0,0.1615594763955518,0.055873208798185435,0.11462428065997016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972294623929802,0.1032193331682048,0.10821540584076858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132372751349213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205391256340433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698011987268668,0.0,0.402549835213948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953054000920573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496892024247295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653094168348232,0.11758678643537195,0.11292213878760535,0.0,0.0,0.09766751617769738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855161907067905,0.0,0.11658122970941882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189841125351378,0.091332439828754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978061950266773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078692173914835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877507643434044,0.0,0.0,0.13491147562431838,0.09077801439791884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601796868622748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248394654168902,0.0,0.0,0.07364763544142827
anxiety,Lmns14,2020/04/10,"Does anyone else hate watching movies because make you anxious? I can't exactly explain it but I cannot enjoy movies anymore. 

Watching them makes me feel so anxious and very bad, like an empty pit in my stomach. The exception would be big movie series where I definitely know what will happen. 

The time I have to put into watching this makes me feel absolutely horrible, committing 2+ hours of time to sitting down and watching a movie, yet I waste all my time doing nothing anyway.

Is anyone else like this?",5.583924812030077,7.2714933473684225,5.8502255639097775,77.29157894736842,68.15789473684211,7.954887218045112,32.5187969924812,8.418075326091056,2.7330902255639096,408,18,68,6,7,130,72,95,0.23399999999999999,0.654,0.113,-0.9284,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,4,0,8,1,1,3,3,16,17,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,11,3,7,14,1,12,0,0,4,0,3,5,0,0,7,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990257072527687,0.17514424152271707,0.2469719912419223,0.36190442810342455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474574081443185,0.1076564840346573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545478168043733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950608515766229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859311635178346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561708051441207,0.0,0.0,0.17436041362916924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739198905723522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705723264078757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256010821124734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536546910801576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694568123096316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753633400249336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089385699433973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571723511510132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545479309725527,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dankallstar312,2020/04/10,"Dies anyone else have anxiety that just flips on and off? All of a sudden one day a switch will just flip and it lasts for days and sometimes weeks. Then its just gone one morning. It's traumatic. I feel like I'm in a foreign body while it's happening. Ended up in the ER during this pandemic because my heart rate and BP were at dangerous levels. It's so confusing. I've tried a lot of the  things that are supposed to help and they don't when it's in full swing. Yoga, meditation, exercise, even benzos didn't real alleviate it. Then all of a sudden one morning I feel normal and know it's gone. My next step is microdosing. The one Avenue I haven't tried yet. Can anyone relate?",2.2057357859531765,4.292278224637684,3.941304347826087,85.71255852842812,78.34782608695653,7.144704570791527,22.209587513935343,8.139509932561175,1.2230082497212935,537,16,109,10,13,180,91,138,0.087,0.873,0.04,-0.7312,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,1,8,0,9,3,2,0,2,18,16,11,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,2,1,4,4,2,6,1,12,11,4,25,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,14,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831048927302067,0.0,0.0,0.252837270592869,0.1852496053439336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102131923870043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008265665371915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332003727805241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764047718935425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103409094346232,0.0,0.1601339595733899,0.0,0.0,0.1194158177555628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283448199123056,0.12916260745881267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987966862303749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142472969257656,0.12118553882238542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936222188108733,0.1473750486220314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883290986843207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370856558021614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922814388726663,0.0,0.1771443114449984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490055437229673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578847069299971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881450969661006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011460402673453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245500860810782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450257891343184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ALovableBird,2020/04/10,"I can’t function properly anymore As the title states; I’m so far from okay. This crisis is hitting so hard right now and it just keeps on going. I thought what I needed was this break/easter holiday where I didn’t need to go to online-school but it hasn’t helped me in the slightest. I now know that “real” school could start as early as May 10th but probably not so I’m probably going to be “off track” until school starts up back again after summer vacation in August but that’s so far away and I can’t take it anymore! I’m so anxious and my psychologist has cancelled my appointments until we can safely start up again. I’m just so stressed and panicky and just needed to vent about it but if anybody has something that helps them right now, I would like to know how you cope with this pandemic.",5.225962732919257,5.588714236024848,5.640552795031059,83.29846894409941,68.13043478260869,8.427577639751552,28.522360248447214,8.238735603445708,1.8101498136645968,636,20,127,8,10,204,97,161,0.11,0.8029999999999999,0.087,-0.5629,0,0,1,0,0,1,10.0,1,1,1,0,18,4,0,1,2,1,13,0,0,1,0,29,32,22,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,3,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,3,1,13,3,21,24,0,31,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,16,88,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619183512317312,0.2917861419036645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821419549161815,0.11311810671585658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745494638446875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081711648879684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178119548069311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720876200126525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075766176967785,0.0,0.0,0.16169504181174338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187025931267628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272394378822705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172177933499001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744279034390688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512613778625179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466479313176462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325206194165326,0.0,0.0,0.3123745333898246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685134080217624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060801814531893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167884918603843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045023511561544,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unstealablejewel,2020/04/10,"Didn't Talk to Therapist, feel totally useless I was unable to make my therapist appointment over Zoom today...I didn't feel like I could be honest about everything. I wanted to procrastinate thinking about what was wrong because so much feels wrong and I feel like an idiot. 

What does it matter if Im ignoring my problems and not enforcing what I really want? And if I already know what I want in terms of some of this stuff how is SHE supposed to help me? I feel embarrassed to the point I don't want to discuss relationship or sexual stuff with her, especially being stuck at home where my parents are usually around the house (and they were not respecting privacy today. That might have set me off.)

I feel like I regret ever thinking I was ready for help. Maybe I actually wasn't ready because as a 28 year old right now my problems feel so juvenile and not real because some of the exchanges I have with these people I have friendships or relationships with are online. The rest is my family and parents and I haven't been able to actually enjoy my time with them lately because of all the other shit I've been ignoring and putting off.

I feel it all weighing on me and when I cancel things like this it's very hard to enjoy my day afterwards...it's like I want to punish myself because I've been trained to have a guilt complex about everything. Maybe it's also me feeling like I am under a pile of stuff I don't want to or know quite how to deal with or how it started. I don't know. I just feel...bad and like I keep digging myself in further. Like I've accepted this shittier version of myself and I can't stay the same from one week to the next or commit to one boundary I set from one moment to the other. 

I am just so done with people not respecting me or thinking I don't notice when they basically try to trample all over me or use me or belittle me too. Maybe that's playing victim but seems like people do it ESPECIALLY when you are down or thinking you won't say anything. That you'll put up with it. They act like there can't be or won't possibly be anything wrong with it and that I can't possibly have problems I'm working through right now myself.",5.322032789670402,5.684071731651375,6.215575942915393,79.26160210669387,67.92201834862385,9.395039075773024,31.05640502888209,9.348350401419415,2.636254774040096,1729,65,339,32,27,573,191,436,0.151,0.777,0.07200000000000001,-0.9821,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,4,2,22,33,4,2,12,0,41,2,1,5,6,90,70,36,0,13,19,2,10,10,0,4,0,1,1,0,26,21,1,3,19,1,1,3,17,16,0,3,12,11,57,17,50,49,11,41,0,2,0,0,19,17,1,16,28,244,83,2,0.06817628831169907,0.0,0.13306044568879327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523422946276398,0.05452055313145121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220655256858723,0.06069135080990189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569243530148035,0.20779816282690813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443321866182184,0.0,0.0,0.04396806587743573,0.0702867596385878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966152933346735,0.06976801324459267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166935594409879,0.0,0.0,0.12254490380421515,0.0,0.0642705370859922,0.0,0.3447197983865587,0.19482061596857736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061072563139540875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139425792170404,0.0,0.06838637593140824,0.0,0.0,0.07866628318801519,0.0,0.0,0.0736420904864469,0.0,0.0,0.06059821756266692,0.0,0.0,0.1124037152764164,0.0,0.0769058227656944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330749075175647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045508201845613945,0.0,0.2054767353752206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232426808920804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011741637337175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250625606261968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761915611226583,0.07153954609701905,0.0,0.13859405212865075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514034001007561,0.0,0.0,0.1417945623602373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444862897838027,0.15371704279177614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570650151632848,0.0,0.13707200034088465,0.0,0.07251387460469715,0.0,0.07759954178771558,0.043675476046108684,0.0,0.0,0.14639163876623565,0.0,0.11644435541856077,0.0,0.05421652086130852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206513235665414,0.0,0.0,0.06998198023237065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482555277684508,0.07266685219646944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341366172484729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479751807304144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831585083369035,0.04529329657341469,0.17473845084907672,0.0,0.0,0.039754141973739145,0.0,0.1292462993506734,0.0,0.0,0.046287224554544634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888242353726565,0.07508654970187358,0.05625257785566705,0.2412728473977713,0.0,0.054686906153328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049633149866591834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362020632741209,0.0,0.04390329442531981
anxiety,dip_dip_potato_chip1,2020/04/10,"I have a driving anxiety and I really need help. I made a post in this earlier today but I think it was longer than people wanted to read. I'll try and make this short. I have a terrible driving anxiety but I'm not scared of actually driving, I'm scared of having a panic attack while driving. Does anyone else have this issue? I've been dealing with this for 3 years now and I seriously need help. Please help me.",0.7235389610389618,3.2140912023809527,3.2619913419913438,85.27694805194807,89.35714285714286,6.387878787878789,20.731601731601728,7.686295010490155,1.22132380952381,327,11,64,7,11,113,54,84,0.193,0.605,0.20199999999999999,0.2245,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,14,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,6,0,0,3,0,7,0,7,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.1804110647483218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28285731978509177,0.0,0.0,0.12926870745230465,0.18942600497709408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032169099060616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059772539413616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617851191741592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443911154169734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717528969225318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296118270117613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749329364768183,0.12340531564054788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741645346011653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169106582841886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128168857587041,0.0,0.0,0.20293693306581687,0.0,0.0,0.17705888407326514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849247564154098,0.0,0.11843548390476988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701837061446263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846025994789425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523962406657706,0.0,0.0,0.12551780392590986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904390374005128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905326263157265
anxiety,Matt9337,2020/04/10,"Not able to eat Lately, while I've been eating, I end up almost forcing myself to swallow.  I'm not full at all, but I feel like i can't swallow the food I'm eating.  I am not sure if it's not having enough water with the food, if my anxiety is going crazy, if it's acid reflux or gas.  I want to be able to eat normal again and not have anxiety attacks because it feels like I can't breathe after this happens.",6.523988764044943,3.878336426966297,7.671769662921349,79.68945224719101,66.75280898876404,9.798876404494383,32.3623595505618,7.1686216300943375,2.019694382022471,318,9,70,2,4,110,58,89,0.109,0.767,0.125,0.3434,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,8,10,1,0,2,19,15,7,0,5,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,9,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,3,8,3,8,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,7,46,12,0,0.30840360912542025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441083286503446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23592791684314746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542681398537804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939999888120238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311477703614565,0.0,0.0,0.1365770293221144,0.159331684853909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559381312654397,0.22032359998115508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729228683283125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763643911496882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363601465155245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394635210457798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067042535066474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510850283283053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533337589695708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095221956207948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Louiejuicebox,2020/04/10,I’m about to jump I do my best to deal with my issues but I feel so overwhelmed sometimes. I’m ready to pack my bags and start over somewhere else. I want to move to the Northwest like Oregon. Just live in my car until I can get a job and place to live.,-0.27833333333333243,1.6086087857142848,1.3250000000000028,102.1866666666667,86.14285714285714,3.733333333333334,16.476190476190478,3.1291,-1.2492880952380951,196,4,49,0,6,63,40,56,0.0,0.779,0.221,0.8879,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,11,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925208751203356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873691347948981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23285185471366465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093953216564511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563036548456199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909325806862081,0.2766068576773814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617849007036173,0.0,0.49226579734203496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962569549910949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912244132679195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756814039299022,0.0,0.19729390478655315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440832233248026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FantasticCar3,2020/04/10,Are there any good books on grief but for the loss of your own life? Hi I've been very ill for almost a decade and missed out on a great deal while also never managing to progress because of it. The grief is really hard to deal with. Most books/resources I see are just about dealing with the loss of another. But what about the loss of ones own life? I have very little memories at all and basically might have well been in a coma to be honest. So im feeling that loss heavily and cant seem to move past it.,2.924150943396228,4.098840424528305,3.9378773584905673,90.42964622641512,74.0,7.564150943396226,22.683962264150942,8.07648339933343,0.8828528301886793,399,10,90,6,8,129,72,106,0.23399999999999999,0.636,0.131,-0.9057,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,5,7,11,0,0,7,0,10,4,0,0,2,16,14,8,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,7,1,1,2,3,3,4,19,10,4,10,0,7,1,0,5,6,0,4,3,60,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309101740796516,0.0,0.0,0.14621961243279338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433962168454166,0.1917270001596968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145949586952858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.565509821336491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245099769341177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533601712812395,0.0,0.2015852341358909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637915611569525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750199349054826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582950685223811,0.0,0.18325688525325529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939677028586294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433334737019373,0.0,0.0,0.14101992023313786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389926014923555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454448946142487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171340130185832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570232916430936,0.16645354967143255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017295188685931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439796328865874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karly_rose18,2020/04/10,"I stuck up for myself to a toxic friend I'm just, so proud of myself. I passed through my anxiety and I won. I did it. Here's to new beginnings!",-2.572708333333331,-1.1364311874999975,0.8712499999999999,98.31541666666668,110.875,4.633333333333333,14.708333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.3170166666666669,110,3,27,2,6,39,26,32,0.106,0.573,0.321,0.8585,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,3,6,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260342184990241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312603744465854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641162665610554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ginnyg39,2020/04/10,"Advice I have developed crippling anxiety in the last few years.  For the past 2 weeks I'm having multiple daily anxiety attacks.  I hate being like this.  I live with my mother who I card for and I'm so scared that I am going to contract the virus and give it to her.  I only go out for essentials, last time was 5 days ago.  From the time my feet hit the floor I dread the dag because I can't just be.  It's like my stupid brain wont shut off the inner dialog to myself telling me to overreact.  I have been reduced to bawling fits every day lately, sometimes multiple.  What's new is a shivering in the middle of the night in my sleep, especially after really bad days.  It's like a shiver when you are cold or just wake up from a nightmare.  Anybody else get these and know they are from anxiety?  I've traded shivering is a symptom of covid19.  It happened last night, woke me up.  No fever and I wasn't cold.  I'm looking for someone to tell me that although it's not ""normal"" it's normal for extreme anxiety sufferers.",2.5148921251348426,4.362643606796116,4.282071197411007,84.74607335490833,76.52427184466019,7.490399137001079,26.00755124056095,8.344100000000001,1.8123946062567435,797,30,159,15,18,269,127,206,0.172,0.7909999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9769,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,0,4,10,3,2,13,0,15,6,4,0,0,13,28,8,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,7,0,0,4,3,21,3,25,20,1,32,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,1,21,99,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088245626721434,0.11872776769229065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098481647748001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237356970349086,0.0,0.0,0.11183245837035154,0.08164723238130579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951886726122476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259136378532989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188783532790764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284836305469972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997696613632973,0.12848533076492724,0.1522398630025106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844074356610805,0.0,0.0,0.13223583639512548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360870549290614,0.3275315209035196,0.15108765875029842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630571323039914,0.0,0.11826952063211235,0.0,0.11247400880146233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935795024123772,0.0,0.25138308163173584,0.2624611890523847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018657232195567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785877399459308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580397664706943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409509139464867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403451623930376,0.0,0.11348505310298132,0.0,0.1324678970833431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921264556457624,0.0,0.0,0.2341350604666439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620040252968956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074368145072274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625154413022558
anxiety,Smaizax,2020/04/10,"Rabies anxiety is killing me  I have literally made 3 post on other pages about this, 2 on r/AskDocs and one on r/healthanxiety but I can't stop thinking about this fucking disease, I'll give you a review  
    
1 year and 9 months ago a dog bit me at a party on my finger, I went to the hospital they gave me a tetanus vaccine and they did not vaccinate me against rabies because the dog was vaccinated, everything was calm until 1 month ago I started to Feeling like I had that, I had a fever and then It was gone, my scar hurt, I couldn't sleep well, etc., first my mother called a doctor and she came to my house and told me I had no rabies, 3 days later I went to the hospital (Fortunately the public health system of my country, although it is bad, it is free) and I spoke with a doctor and he told me the same thing, then I published in r/askdocs and they said the same thing, I do not have rabies, then my mother took me to a psychologist and he told me the same thing, then I published in r/healthanxiety and they said I have no rabies, and to make sure, I recently spoke with the owner of the dog who bit me and told me that the dog never presented the symptoms and that it died in January literally 1 year and 6 months after the bite I don't know what doing this anxiety has me exhausted",4.73092105263158,4.701050616541355,5.887734962406018,82.46137687969927,69.15037593984961,9.20639097744361,29.406954887218053,9.017664075816787,2.1438353383458644,1008,34,216,17,16,338,128,266,0.122,0.813,0.065,-0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,4,1,3,10,2,0,20,0,19,9,2,2,2,33,41,22,2,1,3,2,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,16,18,0,1,3,0,1,5,8,5,1,2,22,6,39,6,23,18,7,36,0,1,0,1,24,8,1,0,22,150,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611530977300607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787747357760952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707241299870974,0.07087114043109477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538520602727413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187146655484964,0.13297069972990272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749782127255619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065973520437122,0.0,0.0,0.2379944875034851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966085792184345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448717361685586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878465167467041,0.08305631198411105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098890868959992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748068393347357,0.0,0.11152738010090513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357915881660353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341486644339128,0.12445895145915425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286246888208239,0.0,0.0638935668949054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679886247217227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000821477644827,0.07760458802645086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783933536411229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966703547738525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787809221353726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134513682499797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479292435534948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118015202691452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116344164351424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228956980488804,0.0,0.0,0.09719873518050884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957386508966092,0.1208388657623414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171433796906715,0.07449484345990362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44436642331310905,0.12916936288232606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453188444755683,0.215548745186214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497355174981186
anxiety,Rachael_B1989,2020/04/10,"Trauma and now this Hello. On October 27th of this past year I was in a very bad accident. I was walking and was hit by a car. I suffered so much trauma I don’t remember the accident. Oh jag the person who hit me randomly is someone I know. It’s an extremely long story and I know I’m very lucky to be alive and able to recover. I’m working on recovering from the trauma from that. And  now this. 
I’m really struggling right now.",0.1925757575757565,2.4690849444444467,3.3342424242424222,85.73045454545455,88.44444444444444,7.272727272727272,22.626262626262626,8.296473431620573,1.7581111111111118,335,13,70,9,11,120,58,90,0.262,0.68,0.057999999999999996,-0.9643,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,13,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,3,0,7,1,9,7,1,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,44,13,1,0.26915007677734964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472907170286935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29583568662845805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381893482889726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785627523610244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569342032499715,0.0,0.2350114654395613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242443116517156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048945693169601,0.22985269495682195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280499866284363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813740989945968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444154002035295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594446145585376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332382501271612
anxiety,annteagarden,2020/04/10,"My therapist keeps canceling our appointments... What do I do? How do I go about this? Should I ask to see another therapist in her practice? I don’t want things to be awkward. I’ve never had to do this before. My previous therapist never cancelled on me once in the almost five years that I saw him. 

Background: My therapist keeps cancelling our appointments. I understand she has a life and kids outside of work. I understand things happen. But she has cancelled on me so many times in the last 6 months since I started seeing her that I can’t even count and it’s really starting to get to me. She owns the practice and I think she’s just taken on too much with adding in yoga therapy, expending her office, etc. which I really do understand. But now I haven’t seen her since February. And even with the situation we’re going through now she’s been cancelling our video chat appointments. The crappy thing is my sister also sees her and so she’s kind of intermingled with the family. She’s very been helpful compared to my previous therapist (that I saw for five years before switching to her) but I’ve just needed someone to talk to for months and she keeps cancelling. And she also stinks at responding and getting back to me. I’m tired of having to chase down my own therapist. Idk what to do. Any advice would be nice. I’m 25 F with severe anxiety and depression, panic attack disorder, and adhd (if that matters any lol).",3.1544755339280925,5.639978208029202,4.388215733982161,81.67623546904572,77.13868613138686,8.146850500135173,26.20654230873209,8.94667605116694,2.4234492024871583,1135,44,206,28,27,372,144,274,0.14400000000000002,0.8170000000000001,0.039,-0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,0,1,14,7,1,2,7,1,20,2,0,1,2,36,46,19,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,13,14,0,3,4,3,0,2,5,5,0,2,7,7,42,2,32,35,4,24,0,1,6,0,26,9,0,2,13,149,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058239041924871,0.0860454372543023,0.0,0.0,0.0881734513443519,0.0,0.0,0.1408336472750631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975960085849745,0.0923323905197991,0.06736113752694549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231868734469533,0.1001742388175218,0.0,0.06770815964539635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985508951353854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584085834284217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091761532654736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982035859478774,0.1163177914416389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300955905861843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200925503165834,0.0,0.10008633665035747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786594062739442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902080015621808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347995620241153,0.0,0.09169478418673728,0.0,0.07177583544421312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621952075510544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927302621534493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056786846237124,0.0,0.0647298874870846,0.06529099170674342,0.13582548451904589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937747316460404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331250182843324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281940909913166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050312702182428,0.0,0.0,0.09947605764430499,0.0,0.14567850568073176,0.09897648602858557,0.0,0.0,0.07460794436908665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465027565711928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077454178831251,0.0,0.0,0.10069752544399556,0.613425508741807,0.17549767345992034,0.05642150514535413,0.0,0.0,0.0513450477561519,0.10120522271171774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750022379937239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265384568767272,0.051936583447014205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641044259456496,0.0,0.0,0.06255109885434748,0.0,0.0,0.11340789346727882
anxiety,Throwaway-22882288,2020/04/10,"I hate my brain, so much. Without taking medication I can't handle a single thing. I can't handle any type of confrontation, stress, nothing without feeling like I'll fall apart and die. I just got into a small argument with my mom that sent me into tears. I'm practically unemployable unmedicated because I wake up feeling unprepared and in crisis every day. I would give almost anything to just have a normal brain.",5.539393939393939,7.551225298701298,6.731883116883117,69.65591991341992,68.74025974025976,8.769696969696971,31.01515151515152,9.2995712137729,3.1372268398268415,336,14,53,7,6,113,58,77,0.266,0.679,0.055,-0.9573,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,3,0,4,4,3,0,0,14,12,3,1,2,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,2,9,1,9,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,34,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886035811242955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504879729111322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342360181356064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105932654389776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443386820308062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807486775024673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610626830547488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732161562050893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008273127697793,0.14187356281915878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050673439279256,0.0,0.0,0.15883149054739998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960676538820226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702160847864356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000596986431567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325875638452636,0.0,0.0,0.14598735118111564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457716975760744,0.19055357195090647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274855003007576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931583569785542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319351409448695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828695787718195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410734606488591,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sararubicubi,2020/04/10,"Anxiety Disorder and Media Representation  

My partners in Identity Representations in Media and I are doing an assignment which consist of writing songs for an EP about mental health. The theme I’ve received is Anxiety Disorder. In order to create a better project we want to know the stories of different people. That’s why we created this questionnaire.

Please feel free to answer it if you want to!! You can do it in

* English: [https://forms.gle/DJ37Rseo47uLQx5c8](https://t.umblr.com/redirect?z=https%3A%2F%2Fforms.gle%2FDJ37Rseo47uLQx5c8&t=ZWFhZWEyYWU1NGQxMWU3ZWNjNDZjMWExZDc2YTdkYTUwYzAyYTI2NywzYjg5ZDkzMzc0MmI1Yzc0OGY1NTUxYWFlMGFjNzkzMmYwZmZhNmNm)
* Spanish: [https://forms.gle/iRwLfevPV7QbRiYS9](https://t.umblr.com/redirect?z=https%3A%2F%2Fforms.gle%2FiRwLfevPV7QbRiYS9&t=MmY5MjdiYWFjYTIxMzUzYTRjZDk5MjhmZmM1ZmMzOWIzMTYyMGQ1ZCxhM2FhNGZmZDFkOGJmZmE4NmQ4NDgzNTU4MmU5ZDVkNTEzOGNiNzAw)

Thank you!!

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*P.S. I'm not entirely sure if this counts as self-promotion or not. If it does please let me know.*",23.204401294498386,31.32479358252428,12.7501359223301,15.880867313915902,45.2135922330097,8.571909385113269,30.167637540453075,8.841846274778883,3.859126084142397,901,24,71,15,15,224,76,103,0.095,0.7190000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.8608,1,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,2,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,18,13,7,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,5,13,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,4,0,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222497103097801,0.1952286742971193,0.0,0.0,0.24582049098953304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420974024609934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786340639496108,0.3682778922660157,0.0,0.14060126660469066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123834708621094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078210571231572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659738098681058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429346814811138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191511351845375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138665785828653,0.0,0.0,0.3527294719758452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761130791094347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142727617057766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792110512049392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953178215193972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497748485504916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952286742971193,0.0
anxiety,Lincoln_No16,2020/04/10,"Anyone else get anxious just by reading a book? I (22M) used to love to read. As a kid, I raced through Harry Potter books; in high school, I loved to read novels and biographies. Even at the beginning of college, I would read before bed every night. 

Now, since the onset of my anxiety, I get anxious when I read. Like any book. Simply the act of reading will get me nervous and restless. The pleasure I would derive from reading a great novel or engrossing history book has simply disappeared. 

I don't know what's causing it. I wonder if, as an aspiring writer someday down the road, I'm obsessively looking at how they craft their words / plots / devices that I'm not letting myself be absorbed into the book properly. 

Mainly, just wanted to know if anyone experienced something similar. Cheers.",4.848673469387755,6.943270278911568,5.6432823129251695,76.42165816326529,70.70068027210884,7.8931972789115665,31.29761904761905,8.59863814320734,2.822655782312926,629,28,102,11,12,205,104,147,0.086,0.758,0.156,0.9393,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,3,10,0,7,2,0,3,0,19,21,9,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,14,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,14,6,17,16,1,13,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,4,5,64,17,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578296229410965,0.0,0.08525122843928777,0.2517907632151281,0.0,0.1558427565875383,0.11418336025324274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482715804642004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447948821300093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930937476746594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360501153783176,0.0,0.09389293308717933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746682651275354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228628975269654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774238658617735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224889235855246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395486135265975,0.0,0.05444391245633659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358146008129192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115774481861112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457880922675256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7802904917333846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278314147380457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218424764215304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579188950781283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624830450822136,0.0,0.0,0.06573014801043715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208518319666484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832743369060068,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Joker777111,2020/04/10,"Fear of becoming someone else I go through these frequent thoughts where some action or other may lead me to losing my personality and becoming someone else and this someone is generally the person I happen to have in my mind.
It's really frustrating sometimes and I know it doesn't make any sense but at that moment it terrifies me.",6.98322580645161,8.085814580645161,7.584032258064513,68.29604838709679,64.48387096774194,10.716129032258065,36.467741935483865,10.686352973137794,4.300148387096774,272,13,44,7,4,90,49,62,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.8719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,6,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,32,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586446247917872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44130605283785296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33379882773394803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481997566558395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354560497056045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766741721405119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979969150594956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351458248381972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333617802049808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017315571022651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34889889992254525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799097746311913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078457936926162,0.0,0.19759801693013987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861142350481128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jimmer__Negamanee,2020/04/10,"My anxiety sucks so much that even good things happening make me feel awful. Found out I can get fiber internet at my house. Was super pumped, got an phone call planned to get it ready to install after we're done with shelter in place...

And then the anxiety creeps in. What if I can't get out of my current internet contract? What if when digging they hit something? What if, what if what if...

God I hate anxiety so much.",1.3897590361445749,3.941342734939763,2.4325421686747006,92.4056807228916,85.50602409638554,6.211566265060243,23.96265060240964,7.554174236665415,1.2639648192771085,329,13,68,6,10,104,61,83,0.156,0.723,0.121,-0.3094,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,12,15,10,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,8,2,10,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,5,4,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023447040401189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350847217372746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239977698978657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457303984060746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106760282932604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399986971794105,0.0,0.0,0.3430788410405137,0.0,0.0,0.18359233625654287,0.1750642210886571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935613734928744,0.0,0.0,0.21610595599928134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525666301904488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610901545586896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218147967413458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286907080452553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851018701952075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541903878212933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thefriendlypirate,2020/04/10,"Has anyone tried Pregabalin (Lyrica) for panic disorder? If so, was it better than a SSRI?",3.17625,6.225134125000004,5.967500000000001,66.5275,82.75,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,2.663225,70,2,9,2,2,25,16,16,0.295,0.5579999999999999,0.147,-0.4933,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325048708891503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205717374138507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450038857816091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579374300920875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228567996943352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MwahMwahKitteh,2020/04/10,"Trouble getting out of bed I have pretty severe anxiety at the best of times, but I'm currently on a new medication that's making it worse. I can't stop this medication though.

I having trouble getting out of bed bc of it. It's hard to describe, but it's like there's an invisible wall that I'm having a lot of trouble forcing myself through.

Eventually, I force myself, but it's taking a while to happen. I'd really like to get up sooner.

Was wondering if anyone had any advice?",3.132603092783505,4.854092814432988,5.68307989690722,75.91369201030929,74.4639175257732,8.148969072164949,27.5889175257732,8.841846274778883,2.3940525773195875,381,15,70,8,8,136,62,97,0.17800000000000002,0.687,0.135,-0.5136,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,0,10,15,6,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,3,14,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,7,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714026595910345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441507903531798,0.0,0.16216088136552026,0.0,0.0,0.14821838479820135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245548934539344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322457674593966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874494704820362,0.0,0.18988865072999694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071213046553145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021421657120684,0.0,0.0,0.1414954703287561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42708656805087625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047275164380192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565556145509845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135797104133924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394722799316609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772212326549386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937939589120476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082651145784898,0.0,0.12360477425966462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298786767665865,0.0,0.0,0.21602141592124866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Duhduhdeeznuts,2020/04/10,"So Tired of Being Weak. (23 M) I have many different diagnoses but one of my top one’s would have to be anxiety. I am so timid and social awkward for a 6’3 guy; I can barely speak my mind to anybody and this has always been an issue throughout my entire life. I am fairly sensitive, (not as much as when I was younger) but I don’t show much of my emotions around anyone else other than by myself. I cry fairly often too. Any advice or criticism is welcomed. Thanks for your time.",2.0219816723940447,4.003516123711344,3.8195189003436414,86.87493699885454,78.48453608247422,6.3729667812142035,22.117983963344788,7.3871296695380915,0.9006526918671249,372,11,74,5,9,125,75,97,0.18,0.733,0.087,-0.831,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,2,2,0,13,4,0,0,0,10,14,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,13,2,12,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382665301400005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355926342592326,0.0,0.0,0.141844817042054,0.0,0.15956680148832122,0.0,0.0,0.14584734237293673,0.21371977756043775,0.0,0.18568469502277646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291206090011008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170918186846405,0.0,0.2179267215483567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742458358308009,0.23462982585636166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065317461862474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177083397270674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732961320396593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147224906449089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106111876986571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066676569373948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826849181204979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126259364431102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920368600817738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162747458706365,0.2397375441524003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817265771047045,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ann_no_aku,2020/04/10,Anxiety and light sensitivity Does anyone else find themselves more sensitive to light during a panic attack or having anxiety?  Lights make me dizzy and can give me a headache (a headache that can turn into a migraine if I don't take care of it).,6.510144927536235,7.578514652173915,6.807391304347828,73.56731884057974,65.52173913043478,9.611594202898553,32.72463768115942,9.725611199111238,3.21003768115942,198,8,34,4,3,64,37,46,0.29,0.71,0.0,-0.9067,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242911160878435,0.0,0.0,0.1939054085708057,0.2841424472552352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154863557205712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827415805016923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24268061661958346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316614717746307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534612947259869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660262461886159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851102143797529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32536992631009826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085067039431621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016395733922492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uniquehi,2020/04/10,"Why do I feel so drained about life? I feel its unfair to feel unwanted, and in stress all the time.",1.09,2.9408134761904776,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,80.90476190476191,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.07869523809523793,77,2,19,1,2,24,18,21,0.424,0.5760000000000001,0.0,-0.8762,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6610023025166736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077912250483709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991633107207046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540960271908472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932069633755901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kikial,2020/04/10,"I'm tired. My anxiety has been so overwhelming to the point I had to move back in with my mother temporarily, my partner and I went to his place to pick up the rest of my things and it took me an hour a gain courage to go into our bedroom and collect some of my stuff but as soon as I entered our room and I had a full blown panic attack that lasted over an hour with him constantly comforting me the entire time, I feel like such a burden he had to fix his car and ended up losing an hour of work time now he doesn't mention this and says it doesn't matter but I cant help but feel terrible. Also to add just typing this out to post has me so anxious I'm shaking and sobbing uncontrollably but I'm in a state of panic so I'll be able press post and stress about it more later. I've been medicated since 12 and was diagnosed at age 6 it's a lot better considering I was mute until 17, I'm 21 now. I feel myself spiraling out of control and unable to see my phyc as the virus and hes relocated from the building I've been seeing him in since age 6. I dont dont know why I'm posting this i just need to say something sorry if i wasted you time.",3.319659999999999,3.4495542760000006,5.230150000000002,85.39482500000003,72.24,8.17,25.625,8.07648339933343,1.2819000000000005,899,25,205,12,16,312,141,250,0.203,0.741,0.055999999999999994,-0.9897,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,5,12,15,1,6,13,0,17,3,0,2,0,34,32,24,0,2,7,1,4,1,1,0,3,2,2,1,10,17,0,1,4,0,0,7,5,11,0,0,10,8,29,4,33,21,5,42,0,3,2,0,16,14,1,3,18,133,39,2,0.11920690556925832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532971931546713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119295647683376,0.13466987239660802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561506435267667,0.0,0.09166275217961163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542882072958076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882031589131426,0.13370068096484505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099249986714795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794192110409287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558193585023876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082377966769733,0.08516143715734413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774803155922639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990187602934858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521843687495629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551299777095787,0.097169538372689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823847268775766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336203538646207,0.0,0.10134544823569963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008841615850115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669807524589558,0.0,0.08839041001438917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27972723824577417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454584442336465,0.0,0.11268905683995098,0.0,0.34250179110933604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895962318470388,0.0,0.0,0.18998493993721305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972183682741255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917712998296904,0.0,0.13344237117167976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655110757149327,0.0,0.13646338687451834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919577115818051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085315158219256,0.13701080190764478,0.0,0.0,0.13244325827833256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110505995745584,0.10756569082819273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678404700181318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bountdog,2020/04/10,"Does your body ever get tense as your mind races? After weeks of meditation, I started to notice that when I come to after my mind finishes racing I feel my body releasing tension. Happens every time.",3.562567567567569,6.426953837837843,4.9202027027027055,76.26246621621625,78.18918918918921,6.943243243243244,25.466216216216218,8.07648339933343,2.1343027027027035,160,6,25,3,4,53,29,37,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529637730311676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144131411669774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782202207756685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251525222708221,0.20971664373397936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258559148141225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004472621090649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010948630243896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026544499040442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28338464878814196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617913507034222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514089208606748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996598580787964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IdLikeSomeSleep,2020/04/10,"Inevitably pondering death before sleep Before I fall asleep, I inevitably think about my death, or the death of someone close. It is a truely terrifying rabbithole that I cant help but go down every night and I hate it.

 This is an ongoing issue every night for as long as I can remember. I wake up multiple times a night with a high heart-rate, despite attempting to sleep.. I wash my sheets twice a week because I sweat at night. 

I have a part-time job managing a small sign/advertising business and I go to school. I don't use drugs. I don't drink. I don't smoke tobacco or vape. I've never used any medication, although I'm open to it if there's one that wont make me dopey.

Has anyone had similar struggles, and if so, how did you cope with it or resolve the issue? I'd really appreciate some help right now. The whole covid-19 issue seems to make this worse for me than it already is. Thank you.",2.6759185082872925,4.615869364640886,4.0119302486187856,86.44784012430941,76.34806629834254,7.618922651933701,24.572168508287287,8.472884824447931,1.577168232044199,709,24,147,14,16,233,118,181,0.156,0.784,0.06,-0.9414,1,0,4,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,2,5,4,1,1,10,0,13,9,5,5,1,25,24,14,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,5,1,0,3,6,2,0,2,2,0,19,2,16,21,2,20,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,7,9,86,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363986860105919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405409484365285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642590264595269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534707690209927,0.0,0.21035363873094146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108361924182222,0.14333992540321558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828126174930345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404925596454341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220321062145179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646983004401234,0.16569660882356008,0.13059307038993684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870274110244247,0.12265663720207905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938452640188603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501156398547878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451674669783272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533004515803647,0.0,0.0,0.4639711556941857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375640863749706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384971147315688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918307379654589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001779805359466,0.10555605597252124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250925614838512,0.0,0.11252328309830058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738398860733005,0.0,0.10472819193007896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921641031126782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379678713255413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919963845425168,0.0,0.0,0.07207374578588963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350614625693068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914665431630852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379980338146223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596174143490765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stenella1234,2020/04/10,"Obsessive and intrusive thoughts about covid-19 I'm a social worker so I'm stilk working and coming in contact with people. We have very little protection at work (no masks or gloves, sometimes it's impossible to keep 2 meters apart). I'm not scared of getting ill in itself, I mean it don't want to but it doesn't terrify me. What keeps going around in my head is what if I unknowingly infect other people around me? It's all I can think about all day, I can't sleep because I keep picturing some kind of chain contagion with me at the center. I also have chronic sinus infections, so respiratory symptoms are everyday life for me, but now each morning I wake up asking myself /what if/ today it's something more. I called my doctor at least every week to seek reassurance, she always tells me I don't have symptoms of the covid-19. I believe her., but I also don't, and I'm exhausted.",3.2246315028901726,5.492017832369946,4.7239848265895965,80.4522200144509,75.878612716763,7.330780346820807,26.41943641618497,8.278499904357787,1.9916939306358388,707,27,128,13,16,236,113,173,0.053,0.877,0.07,0.5733,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,3,9,5,0,2,3,0,11,13,3,0,2,28,26,13,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,10,10,0,4,3,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,0,22,2,20,25,6,20,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,5,5,88,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445313562294001,0.12721631193282446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27220813936273763,0.14293104417090932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932000202850639,0.0,0.0,0.1722541111477029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611727382899585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317007667062447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860107943027016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648888199156327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881599803305008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987845360066882,0.0,0.08689062633357576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690873588125198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076856380186391,0.0,0.1592108872431031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799037550823487,0.0,0.15323544476617645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654148686813958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198865778381829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306906154200836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299991522140127,0.155851591678946,0.0,0.11770180679976094,0.15121162512440672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31782146221349755,0.0,0.0,0.13363216209844345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796541835454174,0.0,0.12137718527781308,0.0,0.0,0.14492136933960872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614984959232792,0.09017818847945552,0.0,0.12263873495029667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261075417837964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sam1234567well,2020/04/10,"What are the thing your guys do to cure anxiety? 23M 
As long as I remember, I have had anxiety throughout my adult life(which I consider from age 15-23). It is safe to say I have tried everything I can possibly try. I guess there isn’t much you can do when your mind is designed to worry about useless things, excessively. 
Since therapy is expensive so recently I have started taking Bach Original Flower Remedies. You don’t need any prescription for this. I wouldn’t say this would work like a magic and completely cures your anxiety, BUT! it definitely helps you to be much more emotionally stable.",3.1054601648351614,6.016818241071429,4.311071428571431,79.4993131868132,80.875,9.160439560439563,28.258241758241766,9.466822959209583,3.3665637362637364,481,22,86,16,13,157,79,112,0.071,0.7859999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8723,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,17,0,0,1,0,10,21,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,15,2,9,17,3,6,0,1,0,0,11,0,0,1,7,58,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099369888464913,0.0,0.4083316810696127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654881507008034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013935715822184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990566388223382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960021751039615,0.1761716813436396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925799469672844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567223271547145,0.08692416013350009,0.0,0.0,0.1574562009706675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965144696541552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26158766259427874,0.13192760386334096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058137886258826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756774362117879,0.0,0.2015520044288184,0.0,0.0,0.2829829227517599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717969268389938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593477107999124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377590637991488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034703854164625,0.0,0.2364081877956529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415959910821164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953001770948838,0.18068937983591046,0.0,0.12639135009524938,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CalmWaterfall01,2020/04/10,"Can’t look at a computer anymore because of how nervous I get I used to be terrified about looking at my phone but then I was able to delete the things that scared me regarding messages. However, my computer is now the thing that terrifies me because one thing is still on there. I’m petrified to read the response that someone sent me, and I know my computer sends alerts about it, even sitting in the room with the computer in there gives me anxiety. I’ve had to sleep elsewhere since I can’t sleep even within the vicinity of the computer anymore because of how scared I am.",7.374136904761904,6.921047187500005,7.3882142857142865,75.34011904761907,63.73214285714286,11.752380952380953,40.095238095238095,11.20814326018867,4.558477380952381,463,24,87,12,6,149,68,112,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.9734,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,3,8,0,8,2,2,3,0,7,16,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,2,13,0,16,12,0,13,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,3,64,20,6,0.17914993575138016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704921049486835,0.0,0.3553371944832211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276244140733656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366536859210047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359844728917807,0.17185694269174864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845611951338262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008816519337711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139663290191433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791984162682681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35872067729222207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819467813789605,0.0,0.3585586313849004,0.0,0.15179315919862904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430693701084583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570577706136152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472802428548346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iheartegon,2020/04/10,"Odd therapy Does anyone find that some odd things help you work through what causes your anxiety?

I am watching This is Us, for the second time and from the beginning. I made it to the third season and a lot of crying, when I ate a bag of microwavable pasta. Not once did I count how much was pasta on the spoon. I was also told about how mushrooms can help with anxiety and tried it last year, never having tried them in my life (I'm 40). The first time was SUCH a difference, it was like being on high alert every second of every day and then seeing the world after a long fog.

I am just wondering if anyone has things like this that have helped them and if they understand why.",5.529044117647056,5.502595580882354,5.876764705882355,83.20794117647061,67.45588235294119,9.15294117647059,25.088235294117645,8.841846274778883,1.5338705882352939,533,11,109,8,8,171,93,136,0.08,0.8290000000000001,0.091,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,3,2,7,2,0,0,10,0,13,4,0,4,1,20,21,12,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,8,2,13,2,13,12,3,18,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,5,15,82,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787583281233206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446535107798607,0.0,0.0,0.22361834677787215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642663056963355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564794450129326,0.1031253851674728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706651077245804,0.0,0.0,0.13993379216054624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694534276835211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615011545205991,0.13601496461876125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32154250575443194,0.16894822968106735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034377665875924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294550863961295,0.15624284326319104,0.0,0.0,0.14151074046211154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359453661244179,0.0,0.15130581415605865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754844712773604,0.0,0.12332846081936935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029342260191052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742344460218213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828651061367772,0.0,0.21246732424657555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864835817191668,0.0,0.0,0.15279591528604688,0.0,0.21712976294326414,0.0,0.0,0.16646656481657102,0.19234581896942984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442892352506615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340996438470405,0.11641261890698608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297346625054954
anxiety,gypsy_snake,2020/04/10,"Anxiety while pregnant... 

I’m really not sure how to cope.  Everyday I feel like I’m dying.  It’s gotten to be where I want to go to the ER daily.  I only feel safe when I’m hooked up to machines and can monitor my heart rate, oxygen, and blood pressure constantly.  Add to the fact that I cannot take Xanax during pregnancy even though I’ve had a couple 1/2 tablets along the way.  The covid has made this worse, and I find myself checking my temp about 20-25 times a day...temp has been 97.8-98.3 consistently.  I’m also experiencing a cough and some chest tightness and have been for about 2 weeks now.    Sometimes I truly think that I’ll just stop breathing altogether.  
I feel like my body isn’t going to make it through this pregnancy and that I won’t be able to handle the demands of a growing fetus, let alone a C-section.   I already have two kids but I’m 37 now. 
Ive always been extremely fearful of my heart and each panic attack feels like I’m having a heart attack.  Shaking, chest pain, right arm pain, nausea, diarrhea, can’t breath, dizzy, can’t see clearly, out of body sensation, heart racing.  Everything.  How can I be okay?  I try to tell myself that’s it just anxiety but then I think “No...what if THIS time it’s real?” Been in hospital countless number of times over the last 10 years and each time they’ve sent me home.  The last time being two weeks ago.  I’ve had two ultrasound heart screens and a stress test and they found nothing wrong as of last year.  But I can’t help feeling they’ve missed something. It’s like I need it to be done every 3 months for peace of mind.  My last physical said my blood cholesterol was up so I’ve been obsessing over that thinking I’m dying.  If my blood pressure is up I think I will soon die and my heart won’t be able to take it.  
I check the air quality frequently but today I didn’t until I had already been outside a good 1/2 hour.  I checked it and it said “unhealthy for sensitive groups” I immediately went inside but now I feel like I’ve done irreparable damage to my lungs and babies lungs.  
I breathed in chemical laundry detergent and got some on my hands and now I think I’ve poisoned my body and brain, 
I ate two chocolate chip cookies and feel like I’ve damaged my heart by eating butter and sugar and will now trigger a heart attack.  
Needless to say, I almost called an ambulance tonight, but took 0.5 mg Xanax, I’m feeling better. 
Omg....the ranting and this is only a portion of what I experience daily.  Can’t live like this.  I feel like I’m not crazy but I know all this probably isn’t normal, I’d it? I’m not sure what it is. But I feel like it’s something besides “just anxiety”.",1.9113380356198209,4.1061203700934605,3.3008111444189763,89.37653500264506,79.87850467289721,6.280726503262214,23.365367660024692,7.427112045954479,0.9969605007935104,2078,71,429,30,53,678,257,535,0.158,0.723,0.11800000000000001,-0.9803,0,1,2,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,1,1,19,32,4,7,19,1,42,33,24,5,5,80,87,40,3,5,16,0,12,9,0,4,6,3,1,1,25,25,3,3,18,0,3,7,13,17,1,4,23,20,47,15,39,53,6,52,0,3,2,0,10,12,0,5,41,232,72,1,0.11082584130738002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912021073518349,0.0,0.055488035654866034,0.05739107413474113,0.12229907174181713,0.044313692626619085,0.046107989020391205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271721978847178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912059073760315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490082252349562,0.0,0.18465378869249646,0.0,0.06185914560266916,0.056582787523362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059881681425925225,0.0,0.0,0.06131334273271252,0.0,0.03573674962508151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725295891998711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341331356769654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670125167953171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036599711480060866,0.0,0.04668777559040451,0.0,0.04980156003778652,0.05420446930513167,0.0,0.062354941444369025,0.2801843765447773,0.2771090111091485,0.0,0.0,0.050646405587771885,0.0,0.0,0.060757407342622125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298487959749922,0.046477728796101916,0.04431877471339415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253166222194663,0.037142112659932,0.0,0.05558367750903599,0.0,0.05457056476103512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03045349201819773,0.18067570478702435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666346570863597,0.0,0.24364758614990345,0.0,0.04893062414897667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052433045350890786,0.036988554824718765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055951253412215136,0.0,0.04423006459567495,0.0,0.0,0.04108797853014303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429289696355125,0.05317019186195007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428804631793649,0.11792650895384744,0.06501512300637334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974450069445408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307203513611491,0.035498935899680735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732233146719672,0.10542075394561323,0.04406657861559295,0.0,0.0,0.04415692342596872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531914709914347,0.05480479543121167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632768289282285,0.06347531338808599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445204386224786,0.0,0.08332724021702201,0.0,0.048433335074669535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753181039607566,0.0544429131954851,0.0,0.16155859826035127,0.0,0.0525249695169526,0.0,0.06156579375201944,0.03762173572421329,0.0,0.2165214866654712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03268397630081485,0.04398419715575029,0.0888978049850844,0.0,0.0,0.051368332604266514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647050020436314,0.0,0.06058532986879299,0.0,0.07136820823401635
anxiety,KristinaAlves,2020/04/10,"Larger amygdalas = greater anxiety. Other than exercise and meditation, what has been proven to shrink the amygdala ? Amygdala = fear response HQ",6.772463768115943,10.761823347826088,5.869565217391307,66.63594202898551,76.3913043478261,8.284057971014493,42.44927536231884,8.841846274778883,5.451649275362319,119,8,14,3,3,36,21,23,0.193,0.7090000000000001,0.098,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622136352200461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8269920364626623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IndrasNetSHT,2020/04/10,"Anxiety attacks COVID-19 related. Recently due to all this COVID-19 situation, I found myself having anxiety attacks... and I was never prone to feeling anxiety impacting so strongly in my system. I was also feeling a lack of breathe all the time. Fortunately, we can find help online on websites. I discovered a website called camomila.online (I think it's new because there's not much content), but I'm already applying some techniques I read there, like self-Massage, breathing techniques and a couple of rituals like journaling and movement ritual and feel better already. So I decided to share this here, it might help someone else. I'm not completely ok, but feel more at ease. I became aware I'm a bit sensitive regarding the strangeness in the air and the uncertainty of the future. I hope you all are and feel safe.",7.258561643835616,8.873637184931509,7.480712328767122,67.4338082191781,64.13698630136986,11.045479452054796,41.31232876712329,11.00357731598739,5.331530958904112,663,39,99,19,10,215,95,146,0.10099999999999999,0.695,0.204,0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,2,6,10,2,0,9,1,6,2,2,0,4,29,17,11,0,2,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,9,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,5,13,8,10,13,8,13,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,8,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33455166793178565,0.12122103274625895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34788220638911044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34489555355513485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240371365976492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406302485552796,0.16548959806982338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478339837388966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893210444964226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772393106143646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662831545063027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383225110241912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385443014637802,0.0,0.0,0.16620315817765124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320605159003505,0.0,0.0,0.1505563233561078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811179253371298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080582398445187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143109565867096,0.0,0.1169103110317241,0.1464000021198793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162422365839073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496701259183464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813433989196707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703858713613712,0.0,0.0,0.12843595607280014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971283958791463,0.0,0.0,0.08838938472210964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kirk_Bananahammock,2020/04/10,"I'm currently having a panic attack and just need to talk, sorry if this is not the place. A sudden panic attack started happening to me, it's nearly impossible to type right now because my whole body is trembling. I felt it coming on and tried going for a walk, I then tried talking to a good friend for 20 minutes but I'm still having the attack. This is lasting much longer than normal attacks, it has been going on for an hour and a half and I'm feeling waves where I kinda start feeling better but then it hits me again.

I'm trembling, my mind is foggy, I'm feeling heart palpitations and really dry mount. I want to go to the ER but I know I should avoid it with everything going on right now.

I really hope this starts to subside soon. You guys ever have a sudden panic attack that lasted longer than 30 minutes?

Thanks for listening.",3.3178785286569727,5.167811844311379,4.677711719418308,82.77181137724556,74.26946107784431,6.687596236099231,23.305816937553463,7.447530270364453,1.1135888793840891,666,19,123,8,14,221,97,167,0.185,0.691,0.124,-0.9044,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,8,16,5,6,10,0,10,2,2,0,1,27,35,11,0,6,6,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,6,1,11,1,1,2,5,12,5,18,31,2,31,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,17,82,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6020562032064274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452066828316312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936091809858433,0.0,0.11756727122551427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117403038434373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574069385348463,0.0,0.0,0.0951245066436176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055160059955492,0.0,0.10162549704319523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177373238431296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406111613039367,0.08877575357660537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480081734148153,0.09359626412260058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542399395321072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512558654254406,0.10423364340832744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816832648632748,0.1725516958435974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687085651314362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780649147819996,0.0784809488638084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370327825056064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725504680373215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058299249656972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356109632416496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077800898716195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184821283947555,0.2247478171333003,0.0,0.08452603933400851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014454979933613,0.0,0.0974456482739105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437203592468592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242870943014112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816948619056387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MarsBarthes,2020/04/10,"Does anyone else have trouble sleeping these past couple of days? I have a normal sleep schedule before the quarantine began but now, the earliest I get to sleep is at 4 am. I know that's not pretty bad but this is alarming to me because I get the feeling that this is probably due to my anxiety over the recent events.

It's very difficult to deal with stuff because I don't have anyone else to talk to about this. I feel isolated at home and I don't want to add up to my girlfriend's anxiousness by telling her about this.

If anyone else experience the same feeling, do you think I'm correct in thinking that my lack of sleep can be attributed to this?",5.489637404580151,5.777090129770992,6.1092270992366435,80.4281154580153,67.54961832061068,9.298091603053436,32.405534351145036,9.188382445141503,2.725342748091604,521,21,102,9,8,170,82,131,0.171,0.775,0.054000000000000006,-0.9274,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,0,12,4,4,1,1,19,23,4,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,13,0,20,21,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,8,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983651711150958,0.14526149336660255,0.0,0.26972337582850964,0.3952435399029665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736091898682404,0.15676525454101425,0.0,0.10941413746591484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227396120830596,0.0,0.0829249997351246,0.1325627909278548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252330993967864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32224224521121503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577824368268525,0.0,0.0,0.19504534906936472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343579762402501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897861420164194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066551502407112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259834347990557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274643405520805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081450979929904,0.1386335566675492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695959100284346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.514700974979946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719606556749254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334964891017542,0.11238667031484434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478079830448136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609393228222937,0.07584122099861253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catmadu,2020/04/10,"Does anyone else feel themselves blinking when they are anxious? I’ve been experiencing general anxiety in daily life and while spending time with my partner, for about a year.  For me, this manifests often by this sense of being fully aware of my blinking.  I know for a fact I am not excessively blinking, because I’ve asked my partner and therapist if they can see it happening.  But it’s still really uncomfortable!  

Anyone else?",6.212251082251082,8.391204012987009,6.8851298701298695,68.55721861471862,67.31168831168831,9.808658008658007,34.91125541125541,10.125756701596842,4.145148917748919,347,17,53,9,6,114,58,77,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.7387,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,10,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,9,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,5,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812892215310622,0.26305320216916195,0.0,0.3256270057865105,0.4771628341805014,0.0,0.0,0.21768247372460955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194264853041427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037678142520795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38903108462043545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773549996353118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205907687809566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279677743853398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644682036393221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916909421801108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855505835307324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859535899442322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27035574889079456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357761812000955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994718444963812
anxiety,Mansnerr,2020/04/10,"I have real event ocd I have real event OCD
So im ruminating in different life events, stuff that i did in the past and im stuck in one memory that i never seem to be able to forgive my self for. Im feeling extremly ashamed for this and im ruminating if this makes me and horrible person because i read its a serious crime. So im 22 years old and a couple of years ago i watched alot of porn and i stumbled across some child porn videos and actually watched them because i got curious and i can even remember that i got aroused aswell, one girl seemed to be like 12. I even saved a link ( not the video itself) of one girl in a porn video who im pretty sure was underage. I was not addicted to this type of porn and i have never done it since then, and i would NEVER do it again. Will this mistake that i comitted in the past make me an horrible person or criminal? I dont know what to do. Sometimes i even want to kill myself because of this. Im not attracted to childs but sometimes i get POCD wich makes me thinks im a pedophile . My sucidial thoughts are killing me.

TL;DR; will this mistake make me a horrible person? I did it a couple of years ago.",1.0378423236514536,3.16111904149378,3.0542473029045643,90.33504730290457,82.65145228215769,6.677576763485477,23.747883817427386,7.839951260653429,1.2449822738589216,903,34,198,17,25,304,118,241,0.15,0.794,0.055999999999999994,-0.9747,1,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,1,0,6,11,2,1,12,0,18,7,1,4,4,41,33,15,2,5,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,8,18,9,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,6,0,3,9,3,28,5,21,19,2,22,0,0,2,5,11,6,0,6,17,126,46,2,0.0792530460928101,0.0,0.07733954059724152,0.08639751843013205,0.0,0.0,0.1405060870122105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493576389399465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538397616933207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828025650159848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110338222282854,0.09288397977488552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703766847306533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400727213921178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140644553464508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677180172792782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6848551173698022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536350637204395,0.0,0.04355540148639556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597877024637538,0.038719035094960205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160809470775735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337450482626586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316274007707804,0.0,0.16111174535232692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131200032934985,0.0,0.2076021087472469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062883986076758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927449309262849,0.1804146343070256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897782517651432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429799325329928,0.08267821152190531,0.0,0.0,0.06555893870635314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676657816186096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072577665111578,0.0,0.0,0.07469505802119908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050782151838528924,0.0,0.06291806594653719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674549996115935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056299090063354415,0.0,0.0,0.15310908981175814
anxiety,evieb88,2020/04/10,Does anyone else have constantly elevated heart rate/pulse? My resting heart rate is constantly higher than it used to be. The lowest is 80s but goes to 90s when sitting and above 100 when standing. Up to 120 when just walking normally. It’s causing chest pains due to my heart working so hard.,4.280181818181816,6.7393493818181875,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,73.36363636363637,7.309090909090909,29.181818181818183,8.238735603445708,2.2325636363636367,236,10,42,4,5,73,43,55,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.7782,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,4,2,0,6,5,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836474325200224,0.20275502912086124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032808625958186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276835252036672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731691831512007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530627123674646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726474647862978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7034786958914072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938838139975652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056199435019465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090780775865053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440615437726883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1M2A3K4S,2020/04/10,"Does anxiety make you misunderstand things? Hello everyone,

I have been struggling with underlying anxiety since I was a kid, but I did not know it. Could not grasp social cues, some concepts in music (went to musical school for 8 years), reading ""between the lines"" (I hate when people tell me to do it, only if they knew I am so anxious I have no time for it), and etc., but I could always grasp maths and physics. I have been helping people with maths for ages (for money and for free), and could never understand how they can not understand it (not hard math, just basic things taught in high school). Over time I learned to spot people who are able to learn maths and who simply won't no matter their efforts. 

The thing is, around 3 years and something ago, I went through some horrible shit, which in the end lessened my anxiety and I suddenly was able to pick some social cues, understand people, ""be on the same wave"" (my first experience of this ever in my life), ""read between the lines"", and etc., but somehow my anxiety creeped up on me again, and I stopped understanding these things. Long story short, I always wanted to learn how to sing properly, and registered in an online singing school. My teacher is amazing and has a lot of students are now top class vocalists. He explained me everything about voice. How those metal sounds are produced and everything. But the problem is, no matter how much I try, I have problems understanding basic principles. He was as frustrated as I was. He has seen how much I try and that he has never had such a hard-working student. He told me I overanalyze voice to the level none of his students did, but somehow my mind just works differently. It frustrates me. When I sing and try to concentrate on singing, and stop for a while, I feel a huge pressure in my head, like my mind is somehow working against me in singing (and almost everything). Even on piano I have to play a song 1000 times to learn how to play it, whilst someone else may come and play it 2 times and play it much better than I (it actually happened). It feels like anxiety just closed my real thinking and understanding underneath it, and all this ""thinking"" I do now, which seems completely rational, is just a cover up. 

Does someone relate? If yes, how do you deal with it?",6.53832167832168,7.021907226107228,6.413298368298367,78.4707167832168,65.31701631701632,9.676923076923078,33.51631701631702,9.565088089820216,3.0334037296037297,1796,73,334,33,26,566,211,429,0.146,0.77,0.085,-0.9739,1,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,2,3,7,25,17,4,2,15,1,36,3,2,10,4,98,60,40,0,8,15,0,3,2,0,2,1,4,0,1,25,26,0,2,20,12,2,3,11,8,0,1,15,8,44,10,49,39,12,50,0,0,1,0,22,23,1,12,26,242,69,21,0.14462711942221246,0.0,0.0705676029216437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410160753337364,0.0,0.07241158437861453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034134919625675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765983762403966,0.0816937392371216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437439950784786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395546706537569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229172861095007,0.07581939153404696,0.0,0.0,0.17320947966423206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455210478439903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555227874149036,0.0,0.0,0.12656416683133698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040870006531746,0.0,0.06404835010237342,0.0,0.16129746860822547,0.04776242418376115,0.06541175478812028,0.0,0.06909870523348283,0.1949722939892846,0.07073653728166092,0.0,0.0,0.07312781713858503,0.05166082150654671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061509876948867837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394664203333282,0.0,0.1295574913409782,0.07139466909220889,0.0742145747260767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847025476993642,0.07640324612471425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974164125425847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107720578998417,0.07065750515171257,0.0,0.0,0.06399522476931208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061478402509015685,0.0,0.0,0.04826986263115713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603216205915776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947636067745335,0.0,0.1115453504775064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499772073409654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053246870950894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838862096793644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446662575747113,0.08230866240422062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955554919301687,0.0,0.06583154885362763,0.0,0.0,0.07422882986967451,0.0598185238607341,0.0,0.0,0.14742913492832666,0.12254208895369866,0.05567051118648912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091474781068955,0.0,0.07559783356716769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320523853667158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216766341399194,0.09267121833862413,0.0,0.0,0.1686664727911548,0.0,0.0,0.06909870523348283,0.0,0.14728848077134465,0.0,0.0,0.4516857956035074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04265241109733795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340707886614971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793539816007432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313512312153382
anxiety,Garish2,2020/04/10,"With the things that are going on in the world at the moment, remember to support the people that support you Hi, I have suffered from anxiety for many years ranging from health, social and general. My partner who has supported me though many issues and anxiety attacks has never had an anxiety attack herself but today whilst she was grocery shopping it happened and she was in tears when she returned home.

Many of us have learned to cope with anxiety to a degree but now there are a lot more people who are experiencing anxiety attacks for the first time due to the pandemic, keep an eye on the people close to you, they might need your support :)",9.01925,8.248185091666667,8.533333333333335,69.50500000000004,60.58333333333334,11.333333333333336,40.0,10.504223727775694,4.332000000000002,521,24,86,10,6,166,79,120,0.15,0.755,0.095,-0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,1,1,4,8,3,0,11,0,11,2,1,0,1,16,19,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,6,6,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,4,0,1,3,3,12,4,17,15,2,19,0,1,1,0,14,7,0,2,11,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43839557383249617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911686576736379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749029682635883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513756833615557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013524562577308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182893123789365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496681791746788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962685424856775,0.0,0.1018738622973374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744041130169458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34860070057264925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158695130687985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498455586181508,0.08839709870247503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383759836741031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983490246048005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168341641860529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202487654294251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614420429678133,0.0,0.1126073115119871,0.0,0.06683213051594032,0.0,0.10864032171304908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786608728825311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380742125062023
anxiety,LifeExpert999,2020/04/10,SOOTHING MUSIC for STRESS RELIEF [CALM DOWN and RELAX a LITTLE...](https://youtu.be/NC67bM2nKww),9.721282051282053,13.555060615384624,5.161538461538463,65.77512820512823,96.69230769230768,4.810256410256411,27.41025641025641,6.42735559955562,2.8218410256410253,80,3,6,1,3,21,13,13,0.17600000000000002,0.3,0.524,0.7885,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Captain-SKA-,2020/04/10,"Not coping very well. Hi,

This pandemic is crippling me. I’m fortunate not to have money problems, but I can’t find work,y girlfriend isn’t home and is stuck 260 miles away, i have health issue that investigation are delayed for due to he obvious, I’m just worried all the time at the moment. 

My partners parents hate me and I’m not sure whether they are gonna get in her head whilst we’re not together.  And she doesn’t really seem like it’s a big deal, or even really do much to reassure me about the situation. I get it is what is it, but fuck, I m on my own in a little flat, and she’s in a house in the middle of the Lake District. 

At the beginning of this I felt like I was reassuring her a lot, and really trying to maintain positivity for the scary unknowns that are coming, but now I’m telling her I don’t seem to be getting what I need back.

This is killing me. I’m sure I’m overthinking everything, and I miss her like crazy.",2.251275380710659,3.673989416243657,4.306291243654826,86.11852315989849,76.15736040609137,7.970685279187817,25.51046954314721,8.660442795831766,1.6631423857868015,733,26,163,15,16,252,115,197,0.193,0.6940000000000001,0.113,-0.9437,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,6,13,3,0,11,0,17,3,1,0,4,29,37,11,1,2,10,1,1,3,2,1,1,0,1,1,10,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,8,5,1,0,3,1,22,8,18,32,4,21,0,1,0,1,16,12,1,4,11,102,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681055431787166,0.12015359125213855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460336580960178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109625556941454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320765208673373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043559017006504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003322652759213,0.0,0.14281797303768454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445900637936873,0.2449167680465671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427349625652795,0.160366902203804,0.16609610060626825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674060308314353,0.0,0.0,0.1803020046210094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309388760607696,0.0,0.0,0.17287752610890195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290208882915297,0.15661265414547262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284588639359587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486840705245628,0.1158641317540554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350722214343772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951884132461685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003107137426061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28450480504404674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564175880920235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945446771774716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657732789806076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111592920593696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608966176246996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289301100985711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049568359281858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375847509171333,0.15868868605809547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,llumos,2020/04/10,"living in this current world with anxiety I swear Ever since I could form memories i have had anxiety, that I’ve had to learn to manage on my own. When I was younger I had an intense fear of dying, and often thought that that meant I knew I was going to. I have since come a long way with myself, but living in the current world is making it so bad again. 

I’m worried about the virus, but I’m also just worried about this year in general. Apparently an asteroid is supposed to come close to earth, and not to mention everything else that is going wrong these days. everytime I start spiraling I begin thinking it’s an intuition type thing and I am going to die. I’ve never had a strong intuition and I know that Intuition does not equal scenarios... but I’m so worried all the time and I just wanna relax but I cant.",2.4532727272727257,4.458679903030305,4.218787878787881,84.40818181818184,77.24242424242425,7.551515151515153,25.54545454545455,8.447377352677275,1.8583818181818181,644,24,127,13,15,217,94,165,0.2,0.77,0.03,-0.981,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,8,0,14,0,0,1,3,32,30,13,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,9,0,16,2,17,20,4,25,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,12,91,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474416204924538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386619623383329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024410628972072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687410242570501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454433896224065,0.0,0.0,0.10059985124477308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32378342912020874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650682276344245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030860028771596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411007719018438,0.0,0.0,0.1401926471802773,0.0,0.0,0.17553073235506242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659560362086475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572734787173829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754818813877916,0.13804515170447418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041237144441995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030815489830207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580710429835877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040965342383822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036320067016932,0.09995130449427232,0.0,0.12383765830973928,0.09095830551359677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381662399100063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752424997631367,0.0,0.0,0.1705492311516336,0.0,0.10045165281216673
anxiety,AssassinKnight-47,2020/04/10,"How to deal with jobsearching anxiety? Hi, new user here but a lifelong sufferer of anxiety.

Currently, I am a fulltime animation student freelancing for a niche indie animation studio with a huge sub base on YouTube (I'm talking millions). I love the heck out of it, and it pays extremely well for a freelance job. I have plans to take on an internship once the whole deal with COVID-19 passes.

I've only worked in one other place (a fast food restaurant) that I also loved but had to quit as I was being paid under the table.

The catch is, I've never had to apply for that job and my current freelance job. They were all referrals from my mates and literally handed to me. They also have people who I've already known for a while.

I won't be able to keep my freelance job forever (contract expires in a month) and the looming fear of jobsearching bestows on me. Day in day out, I stress and worry over the process of applying, interviews and managing a job. Everyone I know say it's easy, be yourself, ""just do it lol"". But that sounds so hard to believe when I constantly catastrophize, feeling like every recruiter out there is judgmental of every single word and action I do, down to the specific words I'd write in my resume and the pimple on my nose. It sounds easier to get a boyfriend than it does to get a job.

I want to be able to have some level of independence and get over my irrational fear of something as simple as clicking the submit application button but I hesitate and wait until it's too late.

I know I'm a hard worker and super attentive to the task at hand (thank you autism!) but only when I'm put into that situation. I have never gone out to do this alone. The thought alone terrifies me.

Any advice will be greatly appreciated.",4.903207964601769,6.1616107994100355,6.069782448377584,76.70343473451331,69.32448377581122,9.307817109144544,30.9391592920354,9.621722640351123,2.9965230088495582,1387,57,253,31,24,464,191,339,0.12300000000000001,0.725,0.152,0.9314,10,2,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,2,5,11,11,0,3,24,1,21,6,3,2,3,43,40,27,0,1,6,0,5,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,14,19,1,2,6,0,2,5,3,4,1,2,7,10,26,7,52,26,4,41,0,1,1,2,14,21,1,1,16,173,40,13,0.19324454201852212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441816496610902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014306602661572,0.10662507872369313,0.1545375904348821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570645760515095,0.0,0.14783154571059812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886021199790763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044143492703753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246267428798593,0.19922663748173094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455480048619847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281686121936007,0.0923267206058067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745383495151416,0.04885512339669028,0.06902696971505873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683603363576585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144344599550874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652639489429193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310915255227582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752961694941651,0.08588231399821489,0.0,0.0,0.10620214651200582,0.0,0.10899413026833836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720476103569896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441074394236486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712297488935632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904210395281287,0.09331839143222444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289956521507176,0.06547375143990349,0.1469711821376534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698571683932229,0.0,0.10094970820260073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713206961463293,0.0,0.1027696786887753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683790804055368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860748092886836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438454475999083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068048498853146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264792300897026,0.07766132145066815,0.0,0.08895680553381366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670729036894891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056990318837982126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868750255055856,0.0,0.0,0.10787531500161494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034216406043578,0.0981246063665516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lcri,2020/04/10,"Symptoms of Anxiety? I’m having this issue with my throat ... it feels like my throat muscles are constantly clenched.  Things are fine first thing in the morning, but as the day progresses, the tightness in my throat starts.  I’ve noticed it since the middle of last year.  Also,  when I stop and focus, I find that my shoulders and upper back muscles are SO clenched up.  I started getting massages back in January and my massage therapist told me I’m one of the worst cases she’s seen as far as knots in my upper back and neck.  I’ve been going once a week since January and we’re making little to no progress getting rid of the tension knots.  I’m beginning to think it’s due to anxiety, though I don’t believe I have any reason to be anxious .. good job that’s not stressful, great husband, etc.  I guess there’s something going on subconsciously?  Does anyone else have anything similar going on and have you found a remedy?",4.856336375488915,6.3427908700565006,5.320000000000004,81.17131681877446,69.67796610169492,7.932029552368538,31.69448066058236,8.384062270229773,2.5102493698392,732,32,132,11,13,234,112,177,0.133,0.792,0.075,-0.8958,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,8,7,0,2,8,0,10,6,5,2,0,18,28,14,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,3,0,2,4,3,15,4,19,23,2,30,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,1,16,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118176564868992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454476351680598,0.0,0.21271422990906616,0.15706365549226287,0.0,0.0972125931828426,0.14245205605450698,0.11440935496242652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207150940355493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663853104941547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024139665010533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966246517391302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216655699842758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614122874526366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505453831488142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029744497689003,0.09932263533684013,0.0,0.0,0.12707035824014484,0.11825834161448838,0.0,0.1524385674989231,0.0,0.0,0.14527425268566094,0.0,0.23704084587887303,0.11661126944287835,0.0,0.15328041079464882,0.15315656488566712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511057876037556,0.13796523274217276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332752179614188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792274506421768,0.1393439890226841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280320800292016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828590006994506,0.0,0.14806177982844798,0.09420992353053803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294538455485595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300131224608903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703162900517237,0.0,0.0,0.196811458118196,0.0,0.0,0.11623480863661058,0.15925771469904612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445047861133834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142385591196762,0.18472991911657666,0.08908442952365205,0.13659568538182126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284855528833006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152100326883407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953037912569346
anxiety,andreanugenttt,2020/04/10,"Tension in throat? Does anyone experience a strong tightness in their throat when anxious. To me, it feels like I am choking. It usually last about 20 min and then subsides, but it happens multiple times a day and the only thing that releases the tension is crying. I have tried deep breathing and mindfulness, but it only helps for about 30 seconds and then the tightness returns full force. For others who may have experienced this, what helps?",5.556907775768536,8.22293901265823,5.092441229656419,78.65341772151898,70.26582278481013,7.552260397830018,32.804701627486445,8.418075326091056,2.9132372513562395,358,17,57,6,7,109,58,79,0.141,0.7390000000000001,0.12,-0.2287,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,2,5,0,5,3,3,0,0,11,7,9,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,2,7,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,10,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29027092246915737,0.0,0.17965957184915188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822383311565436,0.1657061042882229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485136438080208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513382313107732,0.0,0.0,0.12991741556449313,0.1835591619902959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272126474458891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34444513608434124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944173360672935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552870875591646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594378148614337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908313973693877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707006113590136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982473903110494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444651035205133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829849206973383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jtk7588,2020/04/10,"Can Zoloft work against the Corona virus?? I found an article on a study where mice infected with Ebola were given Zoloft with great results.  Presently some of the drugs being tested for Coronavirus were originally developed for Ebola. Now my last name is not Fauci but hey wouldn’t it be the ultimate irony if Zoloft was effective against the Corona virus. It’s got something to do with preventing the virus from attaching to cells. Stay safe!!

https://www.discovermagazine.com/health/antidepressant-zoloft-shows-promise-in-treating-ebola

https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2020/02/200227122123.htm",13.074444444444444,18.368549037037038,7.0039506172839525,60.87777777777782,58.62962962962963,9.0320987654321,28.753086419753085,9.444778638647367,3.4377012345679017,516,16,59,11,9,131,64,81,0.052000000000000005,0.816,0.132,0.8733,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,0,9,5,0,3,0,15,12,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,2,2,12,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,38,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988179572221344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770715666272629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750504101984126,0.3791539475862431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655524949955492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803266055747893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264753104741249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36655452701841706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503652659206106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NonproprietaryPirate,2020/04/10,"Something that helped me understand and get over the fear of losing my sanity/“going crazy” during a panic attack When I have panic attacks, I truly believe that I have lost my sanity and I am “going insane” and will never be the same again. 

I wanted to share this bit of information paraphrased from a book excerpt my psychologist gave to me to read. It completely changed how I view panic attacks and the feeling of losing my mind/going crazy:

When you’re having a panic attack, your body truly feels that there is significant danger present, and it gets ready to save your life from the threat, which of course doesn’t exist. When your brain can’t find a physical threat in your surroundings, it turns inwards: it rationalizes that if there’s no physical threat, it must mean that there’s something wrong internally, you must be losing your mind or there must be something wrong with your body. None of this is true, of course, it’s your brain trying to rationalize and figure out why you are panicking. 


This completely changed how I view my panic attacks (and truth be told, I have only had a couple of extremely minor panic attacks since starting therapy and medication) - I feel completely normal again 99.9% of the time, and have complete confidence that I am in a place where panic and anxiety will never rule my life again.",10.257507451564829,8.57764246311476,9.406810730253351,67.12865126676604,58.795081967213115,12.315350223546949,36.93591654247392,11.022393298168332,4.027283606557377,1067,36,178,21,11,338,123,244,0.301,0.613,0.086,-0.9959,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,9,0,4,13,28,10,8,11,0,22,7,4,2,7,36,36,17,0,6,2,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,16,12,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,24,0,0,4,5,27,4,20,23,3,19,0,4,2,0,14,7,0,2,11,126,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360717339675685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478322485694151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895051401280424,0.0,0.0,0.07650373674903467,0.1556750269863235,0.0,0.15645372178769304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826008967083554,0.0,0.2938891633456123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753664047829463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885384259497642,0.1062960571232898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640472687763248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322257713678769,0.0,0.1194756902965528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696978679619375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899207163189484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518795853458155,0.07649512637102872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633220423645982,0.0,0.07059317733147565,0.0,0.0,0.1415115218573226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809230021387932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865860911775032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329518545793497,0.0,0.5755252927769997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321344691291908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009395047683954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796675353859285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184144607919554,0.0,0.0,0.049599436607136935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013685494757683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086128855867032,0.0,0.0,0.06695965325774958,0.0,0.04757631645911547,0.07622146352371084,0.0,0.07295053299205688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04133204302503813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632317764720536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323199587319788,0.0,0.0
anxiety,effthrowaway420,2020/04/10,"Relationship anxiety? Or time to call it quits? Hi all, first time poster here. 

I (25M) and my GF (25F) had been dating for about 2.5 years until recently when we took a break that I asked for. About a couple months ago I started having panic attacks, and realized that to some extent my GF was a trigger of mine. We’re in a long distance relationship because of work, so seeing her can be a little anxiety inducing even if it’s just excitement, but this was the bad overwhelming anxiety. 

After the last time she came to visit, we took a break as this has been a lot on her too. I really miss and love her but even after taking a break for a couple weeks, we started texting and FaceTiming this past week, and I instantly started getting anxious again. 

So I’m not really sure what to do.. I want to make this work but it seems like something in my body is telling me I can’t. Really curious if anyone else has experienced something like this. For more context, she’s an amazing significant other and perfect as far as I’m concerned. We’ve also recently started making more serious life plans and reconnecting in terms of distance, so I guess that commitment could have a factor. 

Appreciate any and all perspectives!",5.3908620689655145,6.590488603448279,6.4425862068965545,74.69853448275866,68.13793103448276,9.937931034482759,31.74137931034483,10.125756701596842,3.3630206896551726,964,40,172,24,16,322,141,232,0.09300000000000001,0.745,0.162,0.9719,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,0,6,13,13,1,2,13,0,15,3,1,4,5,36,35,23,0,4,8,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,6,0,1,8,2,21,7,24,25,8,38,0,2,1,1,18,6,0,7,27,119,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003783068061261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055607391767682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770054562778752,0.0,0.25987937969773656,0.12792626482906982,0.0,0.0791783681670491,0.11602531082801687,0.0,0.0,0.10586187718951864,0.12882412620173264,0.0,0.0,0.09454867244094052,0.06902859458355631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578145449616798,0.0,0.0,0.1156282581234463,0.12951365629668998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904110154721352,0.2505905180787449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459549085034552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495847437531366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631985121068884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059161976281732975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474399133566348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923037638483436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998307110968075,0.1106443504803126,0.11349383144169214,0.0,0.10021171938124293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627056459992192,0.10220136198601422,0.0,0.15117396480758266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038517806804462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328599341593886,0.0,0.0,0.10809810959427116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044213441723232,0.0,0.0,0.21762873320554665,0.0,0.22361695291443645,0.2431496252263393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023571236618694,0.10308726508787654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435168529968312,0.0,0.0,0.3206006460719869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067251050881764,0.0,0.08514058835074298,0.0,0.09897466022650456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808927894190925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516222972788027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679047487101733,0.0,0.18166475692239584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487665402988866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292130667902791
anxiety,blessudmoikka,2020/04/10,"First time posting here: 3 days ago I started feeling chest tremors and my heart beating fast, a bit of stomach discomfort and a constant but very mild headache together with some difficulty breathing. Could that be anxiety? I'm trying to avoid going to the doctor right now for obvious reasons...

And let me start by saying I don't think I've ever had any panic attacks or too much stress. Right now the pandemic is not affecting me that much besides not being able to go out but this what I've been feeling is very weird and scary.

I started with this feeling 3 days ago, it took hours to stop, then I felt a bit better and continued my day as usual. Before sleeping I could still feel the tremors and the annoying breathing (it's actually not difficulty breathing but rather the need to take deep breaths sometimes). Next day I woke up with bigger headache and still some symptoms. In the afternoon evening I started feeling better, and finally ate as usual (all time before that I stopped eating normal from fear of upset stomach. I also had constant gas that I needed to burp all the time and few time I felt like vomiting but just threw some saliva. 

Yesterday I woke up better but then it came back during the day and that's when I got scared from having this feeling 3 days in a row. Today I woke up feeling good but the heart feeling is there (mild) and I'm just scared to eat or so anything. Should I go to a doctor anyways? Could this be anxiety? 

Thanks",4.466826269815591,6.239147615658367,4.8447444192817875,83.07779925590424,71.06405693950178,7.386670980265286,30.56632157877709,8.00094639256281,2.191525266903916,1164,50,213,16,22,368,149,281,0.19399999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.109,-0.9827,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,17,17,2,8,14,0,16,18,10,2,4,60,48,26,0,8,14,0,10,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,13,16,3,3,12,0,0,6,4,11,0,1,13,11,19,6,25,27,10,57,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,5,41,137,32,2,0.08164483032226003,0.0,0.07967357698616168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474643182702024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652913413112466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552128433966467,0.0,0.12491614344960235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718673876483247,0.0,0.0,0.0928827811219691,0.0,0.06277983488320428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894747435669538,0.0,0.0,0.21662465286983493,0.1782700177724944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933799354576922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764581134420219,0.0,0.1955602605360505,0.0,0.0,0.3159249674974036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713388684502964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670860881478137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392564041711915,0.07385242328123337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187313272650892,0.3302566349088224,0.0,0.15678368145702798,0.08943792085025777,0.0,0.06944705096383348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392019157339805,0.06847981006157394,0.06529882920590255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349903407281893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804037117687628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348737061100417,0.0,0.03988754005578146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003668892287975,0.12107721433213438,0.0,0.0,0.08683020328812896,0.0,0.07999459887696621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579261702176206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819317873310425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394448349857153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944847799087234,0.0,0.06492724605579937,0.16348143641678106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170379324229382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074882484162084,0.0,0.2311545245029245,0.0,0.13040333392056724,0.1365174679258172,0.09352387728506162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486023995202471,0.06138675157783738,0.0,0.0,0.07516759043184118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523147105967461,0.0,0.0,0.19043102852497185,0.0,0.07738975266606718,0.0,0.09071041059093067,0.055431480481398517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798404918104475,0.13473107110841478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonymous7804,2020/04/10,"So nervous right now... Someone in my home is sick with a stomach thing. I’m freaking out because I have a fear of vomiting. I’m not scared of corona; I’m scared of the stomach bug! The corona quarantine makes it worse because I have to be in the same home with a sick person 24/7. My mom keeps reassuring me (which is good), saying it’s going to be ok, and to stop worrying but it’s hard.",2.8225925925925917,3.857362308641978,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,74.06172839506172,7.375308641975309,27.08024691358025,7.793537801064563,1.4750395061728392,301,11,65,4,6,102,52,81,0.21,0.7070000000000001,0.084,-0.8117,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,4,6,1,6,5,2,1,0,10,12,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,3,11,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643205926392633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439621727101345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232133951100018,0.18184296925121016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942117276620109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43493953865458795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927033011402185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471680978959875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25391551593428835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893028709510488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851474564008117,0.0,0.17240940355229606,0.4341126207673526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369536613188595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812559183499937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403340758651567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017263729424,0.22093944128190074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,azrael-o,2020/04/10,"Anxiety of Schizophrenia getting worse Hello,
I‘m trying to describe this as quickly as possible and sorry for my English, I‘m Austrian.
I go to a psychologist for about 4 months or something. I have general anxiety disorder and misophonia if you wanna count that. Anyways, I have a really big fear of schizophrenia or getting it. I couldnt sleep the whole last 2 nights because of that. I don‘t trust my own instincts. Every time I hear or see or smell something I am like „is this real?“. I take pictures and aufios to make sure that what I just heard is real. I slept the whole day afterwards, so I did get sleep. But this time I didn‘t sleep at all and I am not tired. I texted my psychologist and she said she can tell me when she has time on tuesday. I don‘t have any medication. It‘s hell to go through that. My thoughts scare me all the time. I really don‘t know what to do. I don‘t talk about this to anyone of my family. Just to two friends and my psychologist. My stomach hurts since 2 days, I guess because I am nervous.
I really don‘t know how to get over these days. Was anyone in the same situation?",2.2800966183574864,4.785874851851856,3.53279388083736,86.46115942028987,80.57407407407408,6.904669887278584,24.669082125603857,8.04050195162591,1.6109205314009658,872,33,171,17,23,283,122,216,0.127,0.81,0.063,-0.9141,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,1,3,6,0,19,7,5,2,3,30,38,17,0,3,9,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,13,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,7,5,33,4,24,30,6,21,1,1,1,0,11,5,1,6,15,122,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899328341894309,0.0,0.17772528932776102,0.0,0.0,0.16244457417924962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162101231563906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474219385820413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313026650569698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787042957765067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950600332989804,0.13071312197413634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974549604995821,0.0,0.24275675963447066,0.0,0.13203364574881954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796414616167176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092159114332227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435246977946884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767780466170392,0.09468650314850896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675026782944589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775381929075183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170197202242478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271839078826502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090089812642036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095377573472208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644326954988588,0.2232466247609338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049545994195424,0.0,0.11629716057721788,0.0,0.09256506676268364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096089360725935,0.1305695335759357,0.34873387599467537,0.0,0.0,0.17885241847992686,0.0,0.13003243310295562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094801184441398,0.0,0.08733841666721152,0.09336559905432112,0.10152960276416403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221864865742707,0.27093703589431034,0.13350967745107895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886551437122556,0.0,0.1134721597075644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593786255542197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183777133002182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sporglorg,2020/04/10,"Apps to ease the gap between sessions What do you do to ease the 'gap between sessions'?

I've had too many experiences where I've done zero 'homework'/logging/tasks between sessions and as I sit down in the therapy session I feel this wave of anxiety as the timer starts and I'm struggling to remember all the important things I should report.

Are any of you guys using apps like Daylio and sharing reports with your therapists? How do the therapists on this sub feel about this sort of thing - is it helpful to you?",5.6010456553755485,7.159478000000004,5.385419734904271,81.13288659793818,67.96907216494846,8.841826215022092,33.444771723122244,9.23628265651192,3.0499555228276884,414,19,75,8,7,128,63,97,0.044000000000000004,0.804,0.151,0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,2,1,12,13,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,7,2,17,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,53,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659104878373248,0.0,0.1761554163005746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356454846009937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252476016287664,0.0,0.0,0.2328621961974911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280028514038105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434468602542112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249796911264467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23345697051338515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608502760797608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629858254069549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407275130182247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26333306066764545,0.5347209079744724,0.30596143773797513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887877816264646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,honestlyimjusttired,2020/04/10,"Finally talked to a doctor So I finally made it into a doctor's office for a number of things and I brought up medication options for my anxiety, I've been diagnosed and gone to counseling but it's still unmanageable. He started talking about how lifestyle can greatly impact my recovery and went on a whole thing about gettinf proper sleep and I'm internally screaming because I LITERALLY CANT GET PROPER SLEEP that's part of the reason I'm there so of COURSE it's going to contribute. But for the most part the appointment went well, I don't have a lot of answers but we decided to start Prozac. I'm a bit nervous but progress is progress!",3.1288275434243182,5.802161572580648,4.688064516129033,78.4405583126551,78.43548387096773,8.00893300248139,30.50620347394541,8.841846274778883,3.068217866004963,521,26,91,13,13,174,79,124,0.063,0.838,0.098,0.6239,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,9,0,6,7,2,3,0,18,18,11,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,2,1,0,6,1,7,2,16,12,6,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,5,63,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273198259436638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779940538718004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515296353331994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628376791525123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284230960823547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351496389239676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382042451813512,0.0,0.09117864527444967,0.0,0.0,0.17687964474918616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639570718427052,0.0,0.15180703918969854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162091866705008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347469941277991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495342560421564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211008042095887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271127837800077,0.0,0.12812322944826995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579024093057447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317115669569106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424991725527606,0.2974488484725358,0.0,0.17911943245264778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Skerivo,2020/04/10,"Does anyone else get nauseous when they get anxious but become scared of throwing up so it gets stuck on a loop? My anxiety is most commonly tied to my stomach. When I become really anxious (for no reason just because), I'll become nauseous (along with other symptoms). Except, while most people are scared of vomiting, I'm petrified. I have gone into panic attacks because I feel nauseous. I will do *anything* not to vomit even though I know it's completely irrational and stupid. I haven't been diagnosed with any phobia, but I'm pretty sure it is a phobia. Anyways, this anxiety will make me nauseous, and then nausea will make me more anxious until I'm in a feedback loop. It's sort of paralyzing, especially since I have GAD and GERD, so I am constantly in fear of throwing up. 

Anyone else?",5.289103111653446,6.915477214765103,6.244405125076266,74.41924954240393,68.79865771812081,8.639658328248933,32.33740085417938,9.095868883498916,3.12503489932886,631,28,103,12,11,209,93,149,0.325,0.634,0.040999999999999995,-0.9940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,2,4,3,0,12,5,1,3,1,21,24,13,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,1,13,1,18,18,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,7,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763068880792306,0.0,0.1971584019337564,0.436732690595733,0.0,0.18020683926937164,0.26406902571483704,0.10604257928727544,0.0,0.0,0.14659931204615329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710635539829612,0.4269544001384457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510952480656038,0.13925421764445806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079238156861955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276814606485824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529560168896886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851122424555402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500575769307464,0.06515658081546656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019754826501492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081927401757737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720329870926222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119198181684726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933679764319134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109914520252086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255240047051547,0.13249176416025218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25802700803656736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659611175888167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121451062353642,0.133937126416382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660641957258265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EnterNameHere20,2020/04/10,My dad doesn’t care about my anxiety I was hiking with my dad who is a complete narcissist and he asked me a  math question and I gave an answer that was wrong by 2 numbers and I started having an anxiety attack because before in the past people ridiculed me because I sometimes give an answer that is wrong before I realize it. He then got mad at me for having anxiety and told me I can control it and it is my decision to have anxiety or not. And he gets mad at me for the slightest reason like me not being enthusiastic about everything g in the world and not having his ideology.,5.606117216117216,5.74740030769231,7.166178266178267,73.45461538461541,67.2905982905983,10.104517704517702,33.808302808302805,9.957137785484203,3.386978998779,464,20,86,10,7,161,68,117,0.21899999999999997,0.736,0.045,-0.9579,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,4,0,8,0,12,0,0,2,0,19,20,9,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,17,2,11,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,4,66,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321255404346087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625710224001241,0.19783391776555287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201303990108186,0.0,0.29594853732380355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773004555398811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232859518132616,0.0,0.19504123416858093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628818144051085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085445324301787,0.16681867078451826,0.0,0.0,0.13908200261944895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495770931862442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600518206190745,0.12055887869935412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948053989415055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879596029236713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198942775415885,0.0,0.1230857986788649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616685519577135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802600167538032,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TTV_xST3V3NzZ,2020/04/10,"Tired of feeling anxious How do you guys get rid of heart palpitations, sweaty hands and fast heart rate due to anxiety ?",10.33681818181818,8.779117227272728,8.544545454545457,72.9868181818182,58.54545454545455,12.436363636363636,40.18181818181819,11.20814326018867,4.245218181818183,97,4,18,2,1,29,20,22,0.253,0.69,0.057,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826636743213706,0.35186161890299633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574837457894981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272521346422394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30839478177304297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.738164190423614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579779330631925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jupiterandhermoons,2020/04/10,"Senior year just ended early and I’m not handling it well I’m a very sentimental person and my senior year just ended prematurely due to the corona virus. I know that it was for the best and there are people in worse situations than I am, but I haven’t been able to leave my bed or eat because I just feel so overcome with sadness. I talked to my friend on the phone last night about it and could barely speak because I was panicking so much. I don’t like change, and I know I was gonna graduate high school, but I didn’t realize it would be this soon. I don’t know if this is the right place to do put this, but I need some help with how to deal with this sadness. I’m starting to think my friendships with people aren’t even worth it any more because I will never see them again after August, I just need to get out of this mindset, any advice is appreciated, thank you",4.700477147162228,4.751004883977902,5.430587644399804,85.43529382219994,69.22099447513813,8.128779507785032,25.84681064791561,7.686295010490155,1.1327745856353588,688,17,150,7,11,224,109,181,0.091,0.754,0.156,0.9223,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,13,7,0,0,5,0,18,1,0,1,1,33,33,13,0,5,10,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,11,10,1,0,6,0,1,1,7,2,1,0,5,3,20,5,19,23,4,23,0,2,1,0,9,6,0,3,17,101,31,4,0.152720175351624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923638783671975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770991247413126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27929040419079243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027040194546688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155769554942068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193463306450195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744779486712804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627086601828494,0.0,0.0,0.27052949122388165,0.0,0.0,0.10087023548147032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721990938561801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799122863788995,0.0,0.07978998832843784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236511433506006,0.1613572501784555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517930431868727,0.12448732620185025,0.0,0.16170861464484226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746113634827779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122669010920365,0.2264801498258276,0.1177872141313408,0.0,0.0,0.14331753901909705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175388065086975,0.13334936642526846,0.15956007841006714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352595782385484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042219530142554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456097079687756,0.12169820700748625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166387581973871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809612616030816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275069201021027,0.0,0.14060421886111735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785692179491526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601013881572884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731377859684302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556349059328993,0.10848803081390174,0.0,0.0,0.19669357159762688
anxiety,lollo67,2020/04/10,"Who can help me solving the problem with right medication? Glutamate? My real problems started 15 years ago, together with heavy weightlifting at that time, developed a severe posture of upper/lower crossed syndrome, from my body constantly being in fight/flight mode. This affected the anxiety/depressions was shooting it through the roof. I continued a few years but at last I had to go to psychiatric emergency. They’ve tried so many meds during the years. 

All meds that has lifted my mood has at the same time triggered muscle tensions as if my brain see it as a threat and the fight/flight mode is on. SSRI has this effect almost immediately, at the same time it makes me more creative but make the system go overdrive (is it making perhaps light bipolar or any adhd symptoms worse?! 

Lamictal was the only medicine that has really worked to lower the tensions and also raising my mood and stable the anxiety. After some research I think it’s worked better than others because of the glutamate antagonism. After that I’ve tried Valproate/Depakote, Cymbalta, Amitriptyline with not the same success. Also I’m really sensitive to norepinephrine in the last two ones. Lyrica helps relaxing the nerves a little for a few hours but makes me feel really slow and dumb.

Are there any other medications that work on minimizing glutamate and have uplifting effect same as Lamictal?

How about newer atypical antipsychotics? Is it worth trying (don’t like the idea of playing with dopamine receptors. Rexulti, Vraylar? I tried Abilify for a few days and it really made me creative but same there, it triggered and activated the tensions. I don’t know if it would continue because I dropped it after a few days. 

I know there’s Gabapentin, Topimax, maybe Trileptal?",7.6641450216450195,9.347556691558443,7.408571428571433,68.06976190476193,63.25324675324675,10.671861471861472,37.069264069264065,10.712014347399686,4.567234199134199,1423,69,211,37,21,451,177,308,0.13699999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.102,-0.8992,2,0,0,1,2,0,38.0,0,0,0,7,8,14,2,3,24,0,17,6,2,11,1,47,31,21,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,20,11,0,0,7,3,1,3,3,7,0,2,4,4,16,5,31,25,12,36,0,0,1,0,3,10,1,5,22,144,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040669799172622,0.0,0.09618665672211514,0.0,0.10865606148338824,0.0,0.0,0.17354917159233205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757964393712572,0.0,0.0830090666649129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229212451336886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596736794653787,0.0,0.12052900642166325,0.0,0.12113189895061735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725965033641285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995862058017497,0.0,0.0934586186818314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486539663053356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333629888499258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546255347378084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685948006411848,0.0,0.0,0.12249342175896075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192673866378972,0.17689858954460785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053012002774894935,0.10875449638779322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267381305122954,0.2897223258876615,0.11001106656673933,0.10901184708540997,0.0,0.2410580128433265,0.2186227473635457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352848773855787,0.08252596289406793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765686371218608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350696590267812,0.2780545042684216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266606930220443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646760207069197,0.0,0.0,0.12258425263759448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680320895473731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278236936957806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952816793023954,0.0,0.0,0.18981736273672525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946818773970003,0.0,0.10599749878483453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369874721033245,0.0,0.11057991276475987,0.07708166051511649,0.0,0.0,0.20962866130460586
anxiety,merida27,2020/04/10,"Does anyone feel like permanently tired after a traumatic experience? The thing is, I had a bad romantic experience many years ago, I haven't totally recovered from it yet, don't actually know how to yet, but even after I lost contact with the person it happened with long time ago I feel like it's digging on me since then.

After that experience I always feel as if I was tired, not like tired from exercise or tired of hearing something, just like not having any energy for anything, no motivation or hope to get anything that will solve this feeling

It was worse the too weeks after it, but after that I would say I've been *normal*, as normal as it can feel adding what I said before, so I can't tell if I am well or not",9.359603729603727,6.5182935034965075,9.630874125874128,68.4637470862471,61.51748251748252,12.88997668997669,37.120046620046615,11.20814326018867,3.9187445221445216,573,19,111,12,6,193,90,143,0.185,0.649,0.166,-0.629,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,5,0,13,5,0,2,1,26,25,13,0,6,11,0,5,4,0,2,5,3,0,1,12,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,2,1,0,6,8,11,6,17,17,1,15,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,6,18,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.1149586085194212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885027408617096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802142540049602,0.0,0.0,0.08010999169784444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237050623559003,0.0,0.19388345023606784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983604763921406,0.0,0.0,0.10024156636087778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309008599531076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780768506160336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457014363834009,0.0,0.0,0.29782335499085005,0.1683167887098883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154713779833049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417268949611423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327723969129888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170048312040368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474137691683356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302101286539071,0.0,0.0,0.1042518335153952,0.0,0.0,0.12859574922808992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943362098213425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308436027056381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286092281293037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205750660665337,0.09368157102911508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744775197127543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069040518026134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296490134972856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826299276819207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869180124156872,0.5415882813967439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944943571032732,0.0,0.10591892830114924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005118940803705,0.08368377940460167,0.0,0.0,0.07586118640181745
anxiety,ziahli,2020/04/10,"Turning 20 I feel anxious about turning 20. I feel like perhaps I have put too much expectations on a certain number. I don’t know why it’s almost like I don’t feel excited for it. It feels scary at times. Maybe I’d get over it eventually since I can’t really do anything about it either. 

I always feel like, well this is it. The age where I should figure out what I love to do and is passion about by now. And how to be financially secure and pay back some of my loans. And then unlearn everything I knew from my childhood trauma and reparent myself. And how to be independently strong. 

I seriously don’t know what I’m doing with my life nor where I want to go yet. I know I should take it one day at a time... But I just feel lost.",1.6429131652661084,3.474051241830068,3.711358543417365,87.9189705882353,79.06535947712419,6.7243697478991615,22.039682539682538,7.7094869923839395,0.8386623716153121,572,17,126,9,14,195,94,153,0.095,0.721,0.184,0.9284,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,13,13,0,0,3,0,14,3,0,3,1,32,33,11,0,4,3,0,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,11,0,2,2,5,3,1,1,2,6,19,10,17,27,3,18,0,1,0,2,1,7,0,2,12,86,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369822144859805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602564423358934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468204958310333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345273296977516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570343048297958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542889624651322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692224562172446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495952147991119,0.2335754609366825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854097870495672,0.0,0.09290753084498976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26952742630604565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546837175480708,0.23959925800380225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845404270527485,0.0,0.14754403270494526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423423821078187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201741260509518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107759889718362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433915631546506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472730925708884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522954993613764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291407382476326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906490643096234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556312395836603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642274640231067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698511473209278,0.0,0.14751222298977548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,family-girl,2020/04/10,"DAE get extremely restless when their anxiety is rising? Currently having really bad anxiety and i can’t focus on anything, i feel so restless and spaced out",3.769642857142859,7.0617552500000045,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,85.78571428571428,9.942857142857145,32.0,9.516144504307137,5.0079,129,7,17,5,4,44,24,28,0.375,0.625,0.0,-0.8744,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7091937015315333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814431877468867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38702564471220585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343731551607167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421737018802521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969472357544733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jnysf,2020/04/10,"Need help So I'm a 20 year old guy, relatively healthy but sometimes during the day I get heart pain, this causes me to get worried and I get numbness in my back sometimes too, I get really worried and start to fear the worst, i have no idea if I have anxiety or if I have a heart problem. Can anyone relate or help me in any way? Thanks",1.8672300469483567,3.3963408169014087,3.6503521126760567,89.96782863849769,77.45070422535211,6.423474178403758,24.509389671361504,7.1686216300943375,0.8939558685446012,262,9,58,3,6,88,48,71,0.341,0.5379999999999999,0.122,-0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,4,4,2,1,0,11,12,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,4,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,5,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759374823732098,0.0,0.13228582243994907,0.0,0.0,0.12091196575057545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296731488543756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763982441081408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152119867669312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945867457517881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613810698811655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712212167529485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098297971228324,0.23181363546914616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520931498097432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282204079821468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145387508665656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840025432119983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546420833977565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077906985981133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420510563406193,0.0,0.12239597517242302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920450706384678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725843679411234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512239337659841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135691148698293
anxiety,SharkbaitChildren,2020/04/10,"Wish I hadn’t done those things I wish I hadn’t stayed in the car. I wish I got out and went to class like a normal person. The times I did I cried in the hallways. I left schools because I believed I was an inconvenience to everyone around me. Everyone looked down on me like some lost kid not knowing what to do. In a way I was, I couldn’t control my feelings. If I wasn’t in the halls I was in the office waiting to be picked up for the fourth time that week. I missed 56 days jjst because I couldn’t make it to school. I got my first boyfriend a while ago but it ended it me being anxious and asking if I was toxic and blah blah blah and he blocked me. My own stupid mistakes. I hate myself why can’t I be normal why can’t I just be like everyone else",0.5820731707317073,2.394049097560977,2.222134146341464,97.38734756097564,82.41463414634147,5.0756097560975615,20.615853658536587,5.985473137389443,-0.15619999999999967,588,17,141,4,16,192,91,164,0.18899999999999997,0.733,0.078,-0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,2,8,2,0,10,0,18,0,0,3,0,27,33,8,0,10,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,13,2,29,3,16,14,2,24,0,2,1,0,4,12,0,3,11,93,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489408395337652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464257714518054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153830293203196,0.12117063728487085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802173584347973,0.0,0.0,0.1460294405863875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537197522734308,0.0,0.0,0.1423737693783579,0.08358964772730375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263907641528228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827501093799237,0.0,0.11479862669444126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715522626807155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553621574367997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024873225598404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073266765927879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796598119997368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123190263730088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408248790500663,0.0,0.0,0.1899670610743358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884225704722926,0.0,0.1414878756803876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651766879129683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539863965744029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317305234959366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623505054146916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815018821813102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610910280961476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511567387362129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288074837217533,0.10396771223450073,0.0,0.0,0.12015252846934915,0.2339111039606394,0.0,0.4471455818069933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yunikosensei666,2020/04/10,"Please help my ignorant brain, I'm so convinced the world is gonna change after this and there'll be war and shit and the normal life that I only had a chance to have will never come to me. My mind is racing right now and I don't have anyone to talk to. It might even be that there's no reason for my anxiety but I don't know why my body is in a fight or flight mode. It's hard to breathe and I can't relax no matter what I try. I have my Mirtazapine to help me sleep but I'm afraid I won't wake up if I take it.",0.2727731092436976,1.3782539663865556,2.5367142857142864,98.07078571428578,80.76470588235293,5.7684033613445385,16.10168067226891,6.2581,-0.76532,398,5,106,3,10,136,76,119,0.183,0.7240000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.8164,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,1,4,0,15,7,6,1,1,18,21,10,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,1,1,15,2,10,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,3,3,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666854872682674,0.0,0.0,0.15235396776436666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420270094886767,0.0,0.2432376415195701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304990519301968,0.18769320480888727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439144917695503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951869156550686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29209455760948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197468135450912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390236651291034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114718115053295,0.2200070949486858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805043606522582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134862368372157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571539579898856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391781241404969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402752356964428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607713031186127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236612673645368,0.0,0.0,0.21804766321099348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638263929064723,0.17513197397318606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793321469728385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661210998899756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway192739392,2020/04/10,"Does anyone ever like they are gonna get lynched when they enter a friend's room and find a lot of people in it? Whenever i enter my friend's room and find a lot of people in it, i just go back to my room. I get so scared like they will start talking about my weird quirks and insult me. And ask me why do you do that? I feel so ashamed when that happens. I have started avoiding a gathering of people like that. Also i have been bullied a like hell a lot, to the point that i hate myself.",3.070857142857143,3.450172847619047,4.195238095238096,91.70142857142858,72.90476190476191,6.761904761904763,23.57142857142857,6.1826913282559595,0.3727142857142853,379,9,88,2,7,124,60,105,0.243,0.67,0.087,-0.9633,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,0,9,13,3,3,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,17,9,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,6,8,14,3,15,1,0,0,0,10,6,1,3,10,60,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849033906606995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210900448723215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189800012172625,0.0,0.0,0.13316314912325464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154918561942776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664936476511251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756397178553545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165630064471278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675936995417692,0.0,0.18095665592844606,0.0,0.09842101633224656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314068374760828,0.0,0.0,0.17097736633326185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33842398308243005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416890846762725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360179343222147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370913292166098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338133285116214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451524798859656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919387133907835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562661581471317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crizmikk,2020/04/10,"What is wrong with me? I'm a 21 year old male from the UK. I've been going through some stuff, its pretty weird and I don't know whats wrong with me, do I have mental health issues?

Long story short, last august I tried weed for the first time but stupidly, I smoked a lot more then I should have for a newbie (2 joints). While high I felt extremely anxious and had this constant reoccurring thought that I couldn't understand human language (even though I can duhh) and a general question of how am I able to do anything (for example I can move my hands, I can talk but how am I actually doing this? I have no idea).

Anyway after getting high this constant reoccurring thought is literally always in my head even to this day. For example I could be listening to a lecture then suddenly bam, how am I able to understand what the lecturer is saying, maybe I can't? Obviously this is completely irrational but the feeling of discomfort and I guess stress is still there. I might be talking/listening to a friend and bam the same thing.

This is so weird I don't whats wrong with me. I never had issues with anxiety or depression ever before in my life and I used to be super happy but now I am literally sad all the time. I even split up with my girlfriend because I just wasn't happy with life. I'm not a stupid person, I came third in my first year of university and I know these thoughts are irrational but still they keep coming to me.

Guys any advice or help is much appreciated, what is wrong with me? Am I anxious or have I just slipped into a spiral of negative thoughts?",3.534568690095845,5.186329523961664,4.787368690095847,83.039021086262,73.24920127795527,8.202888178913739,26.89699680511182,8.841846274778883,2.0271938402555905,1243,45,249,25,25,411,162,313,0.18,0.715,0.105,-0.9718,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,16,16,2,2,14,0,38,5,2,4,4,58,58,23,0,3,11,0,3,0,2,2,3,2,0,4,16,17,0,1,12,0,0,4,9,12,0,3,10,5,39,4,30,41,6,35,0,2,0,0,12,8,0,8,23,184,55,2,0.1865260277198642,0.0,0.09101124817580583,0.0,0.0,0.09113553775836596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760229867573294,0.0,0.0,0.06342204754977121,0.0,0.07134595033075355,0.21072131880049585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767475138829434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685226761301632,0.0,0.0793599556492552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666804230537892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033782836872179,0.09778449562904623,0.201568371379833,0.0,0.07446292768664932,0.0,0.0,0.060146928483022624,0.0,0.08032729717792661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847980232101589,0.08436173544461817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715658204760576,0.0,0.0895471188991579,0.0,0.0,0.15865894389165108,0.0,0.0,0.07205477315927487,0.0,0.048726075452871,0.0,0.053003520023597234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273972433186908,0.0923450465114843,0.0,0.19856042494518736,0.0,0.0,0.09571475860044032,0.09913422255796564,0.0,0.0,0.06251223229035352,0.19707498927559086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528259063480017,0.0,0.1946847119561397,0.0,0.08289645189534871,0.0,0.0,0.10250982675779158,0.07602180394448839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174884960852734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825348324501466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928887926677762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369523282336643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398718227584862,0.09893731947351818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912382417157478,0.06855904616696007,0.0,0.07193018577120966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786384451842654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814336663803518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488201375426003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044759197665404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416649192469804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895992668257607,0.0,0.10683246727372032,0.0,0.10676383788904914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496127780043675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061959802310967364,0.0,0.09163043759519814,0.2961616617001861,0.10876482676603323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331946446588098,0.0,0.0,0.1941801730500555,0.0,0.0805492997412129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078738599305745,0.0,0.12011664635555275
anxiety,elina32,2020/04/10,"Hopeless, anxious, depressed in the times of Coronavirus This pandemic bring me to the point that I feel empty, hopeless and tired. I’ve always been a very optimistic and positive person and also a social butterfly, I love life and people. I was having the time of my life, I had numerous plans and I felt like on the highest point in my life when nothing could go wrong. But literally this corona killed step by step all my plans and hopes and I was like ok, this went wrong but it will be better..but not. Like all my hopes and dreams were crushed and I know I may sound selfish, I know everyone is bad right now but I cannot say that I’m coping okay. It really drained my energy and I feel like each time I make hopes again that it will be fine, then a bad news comes. I feel like I cannot cope with this, I just want the life and the people back, and I’m so scared that nothing will be the same as it was.",4.2445543672014265,4.625114983957221,4.811564171122999,88.32165998217472,70.28342245989305,8.372370766488414,25.2090017825312,8.344100000000001,1.2508541889483071,710,18,158,10,12,227,101,187,0.196,0.602,0.20199999999999999,-0.5702,0,0,0,0,0,2,19.0,0,0,0,2,7,22,1,1,10,2,18,6,0,1,2,37,36,20,1,5,5,0,4,5,0,4,5,2,0,1,12,15,0,0,6,1,0,6,3,10,0,0,8,6,21,12,9,20,4,20,0,3,0,1,4,6,0,4,13,98,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979045729318129,0.101868806371475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383073026800828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413856109448783,0.2044423305059652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827645085240004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545974567834948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774774319586588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105445921347701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698394061495593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570782596870364,0.17492329139369273,0.11754881326877925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957790439755203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647919558122696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544698401328156,0.0,0.13456500479190592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34589434280849657,0.29905746275342543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104948598741883,0.0,0.08172076053313837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494340545295855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975049193480585,0.10689825603340612,0.0,0.0,0.2314655715599937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842966705745301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455171703859577,0.0,0.0973586109439724,0.12257046564846165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247985841926635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416394746540185,0.14071146064558665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101483376359216,0.07221042869089624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349076025361544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26770871462759144,0.0,0.0
anxiety,K3NSHI23,2020/04/10,I’m new I’m new to finally having that hard scary gut retching feeling of anxiety. I feel so lonely and scared and idk who to tell in my life. I start overthinking about everything where to the point it starts affecting the way I work or do stuff. I close myself in my room and start feeling this dark gut feeling and I just go numb and I want to cry but I can’t for some reason I just freeze and overthink.,1.725088235294116,3.6887699058823533,2.99139705882353,92.54003676470587,79.35294117647058,6.602941176470589,22.389705882352942,7.645422480735847,0.8342058823529417,322,10,71,5,8,104,58,85,0.168,0.755,0.077,-0.7490000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,3,4,2,2,0,19,14,9,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,6,11,0,9,14,1,14,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,6,43,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521942369387676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287824631330894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235517455934816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103732562181471,0.0,0.0,0.22226915028571145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115313844635458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181760278336678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331563609260614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39192790330436383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180791077595094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861698081778074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314023187481528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308450984005736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23227416989554675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734523306762892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967681733476865,0.1610541104355758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771502407497614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lpzag,2020/04/10,"Anxiety: feelings, drugs, lexapro, cure? Hello everyone,

I've decided to write this post now, in the epicenter of a pandemic, to share in common our different experiences related to anxiety and see if we can match out or gather something together related to its symptoms, the path that each one has gone through and all other useful experiences related to this disorder. *Btw I always wonder if there are cases of people who could strongly overcame anxiety disorders, or is it something that has to be worked on forever. Still doubting.* 

I consider myself an anxious person since I was a kid. My oldest memories are full of episodes related to social anxiety, traumas, low self-esteem, depressive & intrusive thoughts and also physical symptoms as headaches, low pressure, sweting, hyperactivity, derealization, dizziness and a general discomfort. That said, I also recognize that in some passages of my life I've experience good situations and achieved big things.  I mean, I wasn't always depressed, but I know that it is an aspect always present in my life.

 In 2018 I started to take some sessions with a therapist and it seemed to work. But recently, about a year ago, this general state of anxiety,  which was relatively controlled during my life (with its falls), started to get darker. I've started to experience pannic attacks and a generalized fear about life (or death) that produced me like a constant cat alertness about every aspect of my life. Taking a bus, doing gym, having a talk, being alone, being with people. It felt and it feels like always preparing myself to death and that feeling mixes with the physical psymptoms I described (what a good companion).

Since  then I've been taking Lexapro (Escitalopram) 10 mg and I can say, almost a year ago (July 2019), that I do not experience the worst pannic attacks I used to, but the anxiety is still kicking me on. I could also realize that anxiety is like a constant drug bad trip. So that sometimes I've also linked the use of drugs with this and, for example, I remember when I have that sroom bad trip that was really similar to a panic attack. But being sincere, I really dont know what causes my anxiety and how to stop that. And that's why I share this to you.

Do you feel anxiety is sometimes uncontrollable for you? Did you hear someone who has overcome anxiety? When it arrives, it is like a storm. But then maybe you are good, and then bad again.

If you consider you can share your experiencies to see where we are and what can we do together to continue pushing. 

(:",7.597988721804513,8.454930390350881,8.1509022556391,65.6313157894737,63.07894736842106,11.689724310776944,38.65413533834587,11.421723077169249,4.97955037593985,2022,102,317,59,28,672,226,456,0.163,0.7390000000000001,0.098,-0.9803,1,1,5,0,0,0,76.0,4,8,0,6,18,30,3,6,22,0,36,10,0,7,1,71,62,38,2,5,12,0,5,4,1,0,10,3,0,2,36,25,0,2,15,1,0,5,3,18,0,1,10,10,39,12,45,46,6,44,0,4,2,0,28,13,0,12,28,229,75,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824204211628136,0.0,0.06113713889262384,0.0632339211356609,0.0,0.19530065167993144,0.20320852922837448,0.0661523915531632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46706430996633597,0.06897406713659397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837450248368916,0.0,0.0,0.15293356268935668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271966298477806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319561823104326,0.06847767493176765,0.09749390337308783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517209022779538,0.0,0.0,0.06378882880011781,0.1399472102058468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155527468249298,0.0,0.2124110801720835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144094555107755,0.058340073282632715,0.0,0.3583373744698263,0.0,0.06870314781798377,0.1234837091794514,0.04361725885237737,0.0586217761543788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03189839185441885,0.0,0.0,0.15362854319596722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881271974106054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710777735447522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562255897494426,0.11931233775192225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061337327574873486,0.06650611483661706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041372025693422215,0.0,0.0,0.07163415605636234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465483456259494,0.05331032668237234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847321580782916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822599409135174,0.0,0.06028383125157904,0.0,0.06916270686439535,0.0,0.05807669347160312,0.04855289082679887,0.0,0.0,0.09730486684935154,0.055581611427486216,0.06369303027330886,0.0,0.0,0.10100962250745897,0.0686276773923866,0.0,0.06223724819915993,0.051731175176213465,0.09400528392904292,0.12076867925548893,0.0,0.129643806037904,0.0,0.09751620806239887,0.05104419268342871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691774921072874,0.13771587870871996,0.04907319522375759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088883701467398,0.040561814900303264,0.0,0.0,0.048470355191574006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581941354519364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055092078493457805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621086703268833,0.0888966266584085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863403358626775
anxiety,trayward,2020/04/10,I'm unable to sleep and afraid I could die Long story short (ill do my best) I have extreme anxiety. To the point where I think I'm going to pass out. It happens in almost all instances that make me uncomfortable. Recently I had to call an ambulance because my son has ashtma and had a bad respiratory infection. He was turning blue and saying he was scared. It was easily the scariest moment of my life. I felt no control and was following all the instructions given by the doctor. The next day we had to go back because it got worst. They then prescribed him a steroid which helped him fight it but it still persisted for a few days then eventually went away. Now that this coronavirus stuff is happening and theyre saying kids with ashtma have a low survival chance im freaking out. I lost my job. I have bills coming next month i have no idea how im going to pay. I have been having panic attack after panic attack and cant sleep. I felt true suicidal thoughts the other night and it was scaring me. Im drained. I dont know what to do. I dont have anyone to talk to.,1.7772153690596575,4.170575097674418,3.42309403437816,87.17021233569264,81.74418604651162,6.343781597573306,22.37108190091001,7.586124646067393,1.081910010111224,846,28,168,14,23,280,132,215,0.26899999999999996,0.713,0.018000000000000002,-0.9953,1,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,1,0,1,5,5,15,3,5,11,0,24,6,2,3,3,27,44,11,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,13,12,0,1,6,0,2,7,5,13,0,0,16,5,22,2,18,27,5,30,0,2,1,0,14,8,0,1,15,110,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017619413432016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841703897502339,0.0,0.0,0.07693346947525534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503432998242052,0.10337403246707612,0.08460400753096506,0.0918679883603379,0.13414293315845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546659763198618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234991668493532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477855847647086,0.0,0.0,0.12340468893057008,0.08784764399763179,0.0,0.0,0.1419166859289346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419070369110905,0.0,0.0,0.11261734478613075,0.0,0.0,0.25790175914509844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112864392109373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759271904732588,0.0,0.08799868059827251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459310847459066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374881029187405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420714345472313,0.3565442742869903,0.0,0.10918486663402548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060467987541214824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777153571386003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737047419080497,0.0,0.0,0.12010751906259642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344390820507951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782253914658551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340300252962099,0.103252930114665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581860658600815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401112324080074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863843508934476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499584777465746,0.22031253671676407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202130143107069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786774181234927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595464500356515,0.1203517312377326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843557257823237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050088898037987,0.0,0.0873491851282987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196778320065671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199617482526034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OhMaiMai1993,2020/04/10,"Is this anxiety? Or something else? And how to cope? A little information about what’s going on that’s adding stress and pressure at the moment (might be related to what’s occurring right now):

-Dad has stage 4 lung cancer. Was diagnosed in February, had to be discharged because there were many corona patients at the hospitwl putting him in danger. Witnessed dad crying, being anxious and depressed, had a few health scare with his sugar level going down to a dangerous level
-In a difficult financial situation because dad was the only breadwinner. Constantly worrying about my mom and my brother who is extremely depressed and said he doesn’t take life seriously anymore 
-Being pressured to graduate from university even though I’m not ready yet (this isn’t a big deal)
-Staying up all night in the fear that I won’t be able to hear my dad if he calls for help 

What I experienced today: through out the whole day I felt like there was a tightness in my chest. Like someone was squeezing it hard with their hands. I tried doing breathing exercise but when I tried to breath in deeply, I could feel the pain in my chest again. I felt a bit dizzy. I wasn’t an emotional wreck today. As a matter of fact, I thought I was normal and bam suddenly this hits me out of no where. I had small dose of anxiety attack before but nothing as severe as this which is on and off through out the day. Now I’m feeling scared that I might have a medical problem? What if I’m having a heart attack? What if I have corona? What if I also have lung cancer? What if I die in my sleep tonight? Thoughts like this keep racing through my head (but only after the physical pain started) is this a long lasting anxiety attack? And if so, what are ways I can cope with it besides breathing?",4.894615384615385,6.434784177514796,5.427770414201183,80.22876804733728,69.6508875739645,8.484923076923078,30.679763313609467,8.954980946260402,2.6229404497041418,1404,58,256,26,25,451,193,338,0.24,0.716,0.045,-0.9966,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,0,15,21,5,6,20,0,33,22,11,1,2,43,50,26,1,9,11,6,8,3,0,3,10,2,0,0,21,14,1,2,7,1,0,3,6,18,0,0,15,12,27,3,42,25,4,49,0,2,0,0,18,25,0,9,21,179,48,1,0.09852004936514634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878644788299408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261027043093105,0.1112996131654752,0.09770541584324807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362423369069171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011381532591095,0.0,0.0838333056652319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755837743766587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005999856036824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064651734749748,0.0,0.0786602427686906,0.0,0.10821964808249218,0.12707456296037892,0.10156984489461524,0.1697103483107161,0.09999577627487644,0.1022482569311978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230085942796349,0.11082179509967124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650715634409643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086244573991724,0.0996293943105706,0.0,0.18918939479483998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198242889928248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882546129213533,0.0,0.10110999368357013,0.10472220546994547,0.1110392558536095,0.11674673285324155,0.06603591237594611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756914659857401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030698952842018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958762445060666,0.14439575903969112,0.09874297160951376,0.0,0.08718714344300138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998838667230602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924858490051132,0.0,0.2090284067642367,0.0,0.11538549109920575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924543923980152,0.096528730590736,0.09453264446628293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985787405129075,0.20966455740893636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094270381819149,0.0,0.09903986103219674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413558385343074,0.09371512781054923,0.0,0.19727151275216787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112996131654752,0.0,0.0,0.11074066331467954,0.09859119936655507,0.0,0.08347571811744423,0.07584554725541305,0.0,0.0,0.0697329980205618,0.10500926411356794,0.0,0.0,0.1128543836832743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740748161511655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679544828764397,0.15642782879924474,0.0,0.0,0.18677097430230413,0.0,0.0,0.13377729298609578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820062945522233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099941167623886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000518924073067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thenamesderpy,2020/04/10,"Academic Anxiety and How I Coped Today and maybe this whole week or even longer I was feeling anxiety haunting and following me about what I want to do for my career path. It’s been an endless cycle of school work and it’s been piling more because I felt overwhelmed with deadlines and sometimes I can’t focus at home. It’s dreadful sitting in front of my laptop for hours especially with the whole Coronavirus pandemic going on. It feels like the school system doesn’t really care about students’ well-beings. They keep sending constant emails about “how they’re here for us” but we still have to finish the semester in a stressful environment. 

I wanted to look for guidance so I talked to my career and major advisors to ask about my next semesters schedule. I felt a huge weight off my shoulders and I felt more relieved. However this was temporary. 

I started feeling lingering anxiety about my job because I’m a healthcare worker and soon they will start admitting Coronavirus patients. I was contemplating whether to stay or quit my job because I don’t want to put my family at risk. I tried to get my mind off of it by doing more schoolwork but I couldn’t focus. 

So I was like FUCK and went to my room. I lit up some candles, played some music my cousin sent me, and started drawing whatever I felt. 

It made me feel much better. I definitely recommend having a creative outlet especially drawing. You can just look up some inspiration and start tracing or draw freestyle. You can always DM me and ask me for drawings recommendations.",5.507447552447552,7.436870583916082,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,68.68531468531468,8.696503496503496,32.930069930069926,9.218907990703514,3.1853482517482514,1241,57,209,25,22,396,164,286,0.073,0.774,0.153,0.9662,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,2,4,14,12,1,4,8,0,17,3,1,3,0,44,47,22,0,4,7,1,9,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,15,1,1,10,1,0,7,4,5,0,0,13,12,40,7,34,32,10,34,0,1,3,1,14,11,1,6,15,144,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888947538586843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451840010552246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975142805659896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537572038497614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448631813861373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089247599797027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544999996958455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056309356454489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071393567584706,0.0,0.21607466920304716,0.0763224950132891,0.41031099486150857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876665322085017,0.055816548707946334,0.0,0.06071643426220994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716358348530547,0.0,0.10521033394486674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120332540968349,0.09495929647377403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438775318177304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942792713859945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108926369500383,0.0,0.0,0.10732948381295628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787225827533033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785355542013592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361956411561926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739804933340412,0.0,0.11363150260861345,0.0,0.0,0.06844083283813876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162441713694706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566192331612062,0.0,0.3024716668026753,0.11387122326501603,0.08531806559356532,0.0,0.12237840946048002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586941949808607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126649059839612,0.0,0.0,0.0725335241895144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850859250112678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890410375802173,0.0,0.08569608717083174,0.13009548086787556,0.09605692859327307,0.09903653097878166,0.0,0.2385535168428983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777669348500102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,briediesre,2020/04/10,"I’m trying my best not to freak out My mom just went to the doctor today for her birth control shot and when they took her temp they said it was 101 a few moments later they checked again and it was 100 it was a pretty warm day today but my anxiety can not help but immediately think my mother is sick. My mother doesn’t think that  anything can hurt her. Her favorite line was “we are a blessed family” If something comes up that could possibly harm her she pretends it doesn’t exist it leads me to always have to worry for her. I love my mother and I could never lose her. Ever since she told me abt her temp I’ve been short of breath agitated and anxious I even yelled at my baby brother to sleep in bed with my parents tonight because he loves to cuddle and lay up with someone to sleep, typically i don’t mind I always give him kisses and let him lay on me then we play games until he falls out  but i couldn’t do it tonight I cannot stand when people touch me when I’m like this. every time I looked at him I just felt so bad. all I can think about is what I’m going to do if I lose my mom. nothing past a slight fever of 101 has happened she says shes fine she doesn’t have a headache or a cough. But just hearing fever I immediately went Into fight or flight. And maybe I’m just making dumb connections but my mother said that  growing up she always saw celebrities die once the reach their peak in their career (biggie, pac , etc) she said she would never want to be famous and reach a moment in her career where everything is perfect because she fears she will die. Today she was told by her job she would be getting a raise of 17 an hour and will continue to increase to 20 an hour by time the end of the year. She’s always had horrible part time low class jobs this is the best job she’s ever had and the most she’s ever made is this her peak and end? I’m so scared",2.3827728426395933,3.8381476928934006,3.5276110406091377,91.70126427664977,75.87817258883248,6.041751269035532,21.19574873096447,6.4784943948869325,0.16210177664974654,1477,35,327,11,32,478,197,394,0.16,0.698,0.142,-0.9192,4,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,2,0,5,7,16,22,2,2,16,0,38,12,3,4,7,57,68,27,2,8,15,8,3,1,0,4,5,6,1,0,13,19,0,1,4,3,1,9,10,11,0,0,19,11,62,11,35,39,8,56,1,4,2,4,59,15,1,5,32,210,75,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28324782179147123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510304903876474,0.0961414087820236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003196588960159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105689030386278,0.103755180194993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861928857121925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330812128382674,0.0,0.0,0.09544949879524688,0.13589457033735255,0.0,0.0,0.05488396210868637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664556393841974,0.0,0.0,0.08710584021272841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507508082383966,0.0,0.0949115930411622,0.05620928593491056,0.2309397873678137,0.07170238293423893,0.0,0.07648448621496899,0.0,0.0802269022241158,0.09576378040604476,0.0,0.0,0.08171158203017237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446245463083324,0.08163790894754576,0.048365614969403316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525570881410666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591651025778296,0.0,0.057042297501884776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761730375681508,0.0,0.0911038037272696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253352791208129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870228976481107,0.0,0.04157669944933767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146452310807841,0.19041547648211016,0.0,0.0,0.1536163497606343,0.08052588174559708,0.05680646569015727,0.0,0.08549672839060604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592909272460228,0.1993416392344552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127232561683252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165798026059838,0.0,0.0,0.09063120334788097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449606559246733,0.09215752955479478,0.08123980292048037,0.0589992398080509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594008951361224,0.0,0.08657966381699046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428554104271167,0.0676767880786846,0.08520227792866013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703975262845944,0.0,0.1703275785247782,0.0,0.07210692751438652,0.06551593087873264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359040915169665,0.0,0.0,0.1488715579051498,0.0,0.24200117248814496,0.16263784540155155,0.09455181925962096,0.05777889538397059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019555879240191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577814238741099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642554644861733,0.0,0.12090850616987385,0.0,0.0,0.054803109929889966
anxiety,hopelovefight,2020/04/10,"Hi Guys, My girlfriend 27 has an intense phobia of doctors. It comes in the way of not showing to a doctor in need, constant worry about this fear and anxiety about future, especially having kids. What should be a systematic approach in solving this ? The fear comes from childhood traumatic incident with doctor not doing pain management while tresting and it magnified with an overall negligence from parents to consider this as a real issue. She is a single child and parents also had a non loving and abusive relationship with each other. Father has some mixture of Bipolar and PTSD with a overall male chauvinist nature.

We have been dating for 7 years and for last 3 years we have been in a long distance where she is in USA and I am in India. Her being alone, in an unfamiliar social surrounding also make things tricky to deal with. I am planning to move atleast to USA but a different state( bit unsure with COVID 19) so that things can be better.",7.936342857142857,8.245442091428572,7.889857142857148,69.6656428571429,62.37142857142857,10.2,36.35714285714286,9.888512548439397,3.7838,766,33,121,14,10,247,117,175,0.109,0.8290000000000001,0.062,-0.6756,3,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,2,13,0,18,6,0,1,0,26,23,13,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,10,18,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,3,0,8,2,28,16,4,24,0,0,0,1,18,9,0,1,9,95,18,4,0.0,0.16617368121771273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525702192863454,0.0,0.22431624145912551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072911018269934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240400002084681,0.15311701195166466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24162644366242644,0.0,0.15156075823894954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459190929753973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465317212251001,0.0,0.4306563998143112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31564117707497563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138869855157166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638488349941675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432272007405027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411710926310945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265813788125765,0.0,0.09361816972911954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906388187935,0.0,0.10399382636303353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923621621769814,0.0,0.31146273931639584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394510489431036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963555533637133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505763437043193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429675269867915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635214551374152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132416646822577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243099580406518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063320027984064
anxiety,notabrenana,2020/04/10,"Anyone else struggle with constantly ruminating? It seems like I’m always looking for a bad memory to think about. I obsess over embarrassing, humiliating, or traumatizing experiences from my past pretty much constantly, unless I have something very distracting in front of me. A lot of the time, my anxiety comes from work (I work at a grocery store) and bad customer experiences I’ve had. It’s like I can’t move on from all my bad experiences and they’re constantly just circulating in my head. It makes me feel helpless and sometimes I feel like I can’t do anything but sit there and think. 

Does anyone else experience this? If so, what do you do to break the cycle of repeatedly obsessing over things?",6.47527131782946,8.02454365891473,7.288372093023257,68.33782945736436,65.89922480620154,11.004651162790699,32.93798449612403,10.980518767755715,4.025719379844961,568,24,97,17,9,189,86,129,0.185,0.758,0.055999999999999994,-0.9159,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,4,12,0,5,5,0,7,1,1,1,1,19,16,9,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,9,0,0,1,3,13,3,18,15,3,17,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,4,9,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446433053658806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604234752042852,0.0,0.0,0.17556936669107487,0.2572734297735556,0.10331366202991484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144770016019227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814676369794493,0.0,0.4070118797936317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109866151960742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097551491006625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912323194618105,0.0,0.0,0.12695966119718285,0.0896900885638307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288464175712988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840063042925092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542702169971964,0.0,0.0,0.1067347209160754,0.0,0.0,0.0838029308884256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334355310218164,0.09229075661773076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198478642672178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772541813766705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429236459640445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665144558487493,0.1241682056960725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124793973734547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340718482632517,0.1608896168841603,0.0,0.0,0.0732068830945253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035885994864592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279796868949444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bork9349,2020/04/10,"Sleep I’m literally lying in bed with my heart beating so fast I feel like it’s going to explode. I feel like I’m choking having to take deep breaths so much. I feel like I’m dying, even all the time. I’m so tired of this. Does anyone else experience this? It’s the worse at night",-0.08597189695550256,2.0099543606557404,2.3167681498829045,93.97360655737705,87.36065573770495,4.797189695550352,18.550351288056206,6.1826913282559595,-0.2417419203747073,220,6,51,2,7,75,41,61,0.237,0.642,0.121,-0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,10,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,6,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493138991490627,0.2187995529683423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162342776155125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687250336360367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783873791258886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104282432211834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888556582863607,0.0,0.0,0.32392055183552143,0.4576644692939286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136113850049787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530489212379222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129782749660069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156978326979533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003951946940989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369674365638544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055740370493274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451836405637436,0.24543572003035524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176180772366267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mickeymolenkamp,2020/04/10,"Anxiety belongs to millions, I am just one owner. Right now I lay in my comfy bed, safe and sound with cable and snacks and whatever vice I could prefer.  I'm safe, my family is safe and seemingly healthy. 

Yet my chest feels tight. My heart races. Thoughts ricochet within my head like a boomerang, always promising to cycle back and make their presence painfully known. 

I Google each symptom to make sure it's not the disease of death. I YouTube every meditation technique in seek of peace.  I judge every second my child watches of TV as a failure in parenting. Any unhealthy bite of food must have spawned from the tip of 
Satan's member itself. The opportunities to worry are endless!

Because of anxiety, I struggle (I refuse to say I can't) to enjoy the moment, my health, my vibrancy, my family and my friends. It's truly a silent killer and I never understood what gnawing grip it can manifest. 

I empathize and understand the lifestyle. 

This is minute by minute battle in which I will win. I have to win. There literally is nothing else to do, even in the face of the worst REAL crisis one could face (as in not just manifestations of what could happen birthed of fear and pain and worry.)

Getting to the next second or hour in a tiny bit better shape is all I can ask for right now. 

You are not alone. 

-Peace and love and the most awesome hug-",3.7479517663043462,6.0250308671875,4.376650815217392,83.50870244565219,74.3125,6.952173913043477,27.146059782608692,7.893859768569023,1.7817899456521735,1066,41,195,16,23,339,158,256,0.16899999999999998,0.65,0.18100000000000002,0.5611,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,4,8,20,1,2,13,0,18,13,5,2,4,43,30,15,1,5,6,1,3,1,1,2,4,2,1,1,8,14,2,5,7,1,0,0,5,6,0,5,2,6,26,14,32,23,5,20,1,0,1,2,10,11,0,3,10,131,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541877825214976,0.0,0.0,0.10879544659062652,0.0,0.0,0.08891527834377179,0.0,0.2000485723007142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223469259547333,0.0,0.0,0.10053957791873834,0.0,0.07970469883235715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563878330701124,0.1427464119311313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31318250658912045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092258237997194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635991376245708,0.0,0.22032699771116207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24652113053087624,0.1471314157416908,0.06611171951226137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810483215719748,0.0,0.10101802857163313,0.0,0.06831208907425569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562282664192987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418842076781515,0.13898237809521394,0.0,0.1549407644154976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876356332204986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387841651520368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800803459052987,0.0,0.17455484077249428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084336183165996,0.0,0.13905535121950865,0.0,0.0,0.1254592727167495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720075151437084,0.0,0.2782569242140088,0.0,0.14518369944971174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882345501944616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332156726273306,0.0,0.10397857729349544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903095328610197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366895106155199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323142909432995,0.13590052797577473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380182287618772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611657777240704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655683171929516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crystalsicles,2020/04/10,"Anxiety Rollercoaster I'm in the process of purchasing a house and my anxiety about it wont go away. I've been trying to purchase for a while now but the market hasn't been kind to me. I've had multiple full ask offers rejected and I've ended up in multiple offer situations. Even though we have the Covid-19 situation the market where I live has still been crazy for my price range. I'm under contract right now but I'm unhappy with everything I will still have to do after I close. But given my past experiences and the market, I feel pressured to deal with it or renew a lease I definitely dont want.  I'm trying to think positively but my anxiety is crushing me to the point that I'm not excited at all about this major life event. I dont know what to do to improve my mood.",3.620283018867924,4.967875006289309,5.459261006289308,79.52209905660379,72.52201257861634,9.325157232704402,27.715408805031448,9.725611199111238,2.5929786163522013,622,23,125,16,12,214,94,159,0.177,0.7509999999999999,0.073,-0.9209,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,9,0,15,1,0,0,1,18,27,10,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,3,1,5,2,0,0,5,2,14,2,22,20,3,21,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,1,9,84,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38876966708633337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583653416441563,0.0,0.1591560813204912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174643089326659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970690933844346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500373699777107,0.0,0.0,0.1118865434759384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224503655918134,0.1657048776136608,0.0,0.0,0.08565330206123194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627344293754282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954638795762363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640315088983974,0.09309734478493098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965163209185517,0.0,0.0,0.14958255638522794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171066026287273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601369550328884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446659518059804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808234929456778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705647661715858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854413774853908,0.16643380857037438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23002181162224036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999160099210044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,belugabeach,2020/04/10,"COVID 19 related anxiety :/ I’ve been struggling with anxiety a lot lately. I recently started working in healthcare, and I also have type 1 diabetes. With everything going on I’m just terrified. Part of it is that I feel like too many good things have happened to me lately and it just seems like something really bad will happen to balance it all out. I know that sounds silly. But I just got this amazing job right out of school and I finally have some sense of stability in my life. It feels too good to be true.

Sometimes I just get so anxious that I just know for certain that I’m going to die, and that this is really how things will end for me. I’m so scared that I’ll have to die  alone in the hospital without ever seeing my loved ones again.

I work in a lab and even though I take a lot of precautions when I’m drawing patients blood, part of what I do is running swabs to test for Strep and Flu. A lot of the patients I’m running tests for are also being tested for Covid 19 because of their symptoms and it’s making me so nervous. 
 
Of course I’m being as careful as I can, but also there’s only so much you can do. Sometimes I tuck my hair behind my ear or touch my face out of habit. I wear a lab coat when I’m processing the swabs but I also have to wear that same lab coat all day and it touches a lot of other areas. 

Recently I’ve had a very slight sore throat and that made me very nervous. I’ve felt like I’m kinda short of breath and my chest is tight at certain times but I can’t tell if I should be worried or if it’s just that I’m super anxious. It only happens at certain times like when I was at the grocery store today. 

I’ve also felt kinda like I have butterflies in my stomach/nauseous and don’t have an appetite which can be a symptom of COVID 19 but also anxiety so that’s something else I’m unsure about. I try not to read too much about it but it’s all over the news and every social media platform.

Does anyone have any advice for me? How do I calm myself down :/?













Any useful tips for dealing with anxiety during this pandemic?",2.856013986013984,4.126884531468534,4.360652680652681,86.95328671328674,74.31468531468532,6.971561771561771,25.58741258741259,7.463857097105799,1.2194391608391602,1620,54,337,19,33,541,199,429,0.106,0.7879999999999999,0.107,0.5559,1,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,3,32,22,0,4,14,0,32,16,9,5,8,67,64,41,2,3,18,0,8,5,0,3,6,2,0,0,28,18,0,1,7,1,1,4,4,5,0,1,7,11,36,17,50,49,13,38,0,0,1,1,6,18,0,12,21,227,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986689467037167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464899301469501,0.0,0.3921630163742125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116019318099432,0.0,0.25009692773556,0.1846662431296852,0.0,0.057148435491666996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824223374260556,0.04982265075627694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333052230573887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270993643156484,0.08426139650668457,0.0,0.0,0.1696484016163694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715236241535674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827602578595834,0.0,0.0723896855653147,0.0,0.0,0.05398276244389202,0.07393065323023873,0.06886215756382666,0.0,0.07345483546556593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265161679073188,0.05838886745602806,0.1569497583284469,0.08953266011102133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270123852468072,0.0,0.0928995791325098,0.13710469788257665,0.06536799855542319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168241946444375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110571835718139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983478605294162,0.0,0.18439296558993246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057729244559491126,0.1996489594418348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779401636152736,0.07376570239861155,0.07733614602205183,0.05455628712629262,0.08286272473198203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016384066192898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055383253972388274,0.12432069536175933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701409803118004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175343221960768,0.0,0.10471834592070006,0.0,0.16139962598764535,0.0,0.0,0.06979809606631762,0.0,0.0,0.08182730402281603,0.08271645376656113,0.06512927591945146,0.07440511916660847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331478253202056,0.0,0.1258415179660012,0.16166871993845988,0.0,0.0578498451179767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544331575441265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990026038921371,0.061451776965389664,0.0,0.07143677138344919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085973074101452,0.0,0.0803006015877046,0.0,0.0953163735775135,0.0,0.07747172961598456,0.0,0.0,0.05549019760534227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058961406757155,0.0,0.1348737882238994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878607065203755,0.0,0.1190027408373672,0.0830021172733243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taykay99,2020/04/10,"Lonely Is it normal to just not make any new friends outside of work as an adult?(21F) once I graduated from high school I found that I lost all the “friends” I had. And now 4 years later I have not a friend to my name. I just want so badly to have that one best friend that I can go to with anything, hang out not doing a thing but still enjoy my time. Someone I can be myself around. I’m a super understanding person and basically treat others the way I want them to treat me, and it just never goes anywhere...This is something that’s really been affecting me and my every day life. I recently reached out to an old best friend of mine, she doesn’t really have anyone either so I thought oh perfect... when we’re hanging out things are great but as soon as we part ways she leaves me on read and never gets back to me, she’s never once hit me up first, she barely ever wants to hang out... I feel like it’s me. I feel like I’m losing my mind because I can’t understand why I can’t just have 1 normal friendship with someone.",5.157253521126761,4.643859338028172,5.8470539906103305,84.75677816901413,68.29577464788733,8.602347417840376,27.609154929577464,7.793537801064563,1.4116732394366194,801,21,175,8,12,262,125,213,0.07200000000000001,0.71,0.218,0.9883,0,2,1,0,1,0,24.0,1,0,1,8,13,19,0,0,7,0,16,1,0,2,6,44,32,13,0,5,10,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,10,13,0,0,6,1,0,4,9,4,0,2,5,2,33,15,23,25,5,31,0,3,0,0,13,8,0,0,19,121,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549584600071035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776261602574849,0.0,0.09135811145953733,0.09882929410083577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536576202554468,0.09269514602205814,0.06767536221745551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330124631919789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159723511932559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042186957905204,0.09353720417254867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226777418032917,0.15862214051531046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443160271102477,0.0,0.12172518274290126,0.4288600154212743,0.0,0.058002168500190784,0.0,0.06309391985581676,0.0,0.0,0.1223974111080348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729630007030045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755171934546635,0.0,0.0,0.07841508785261549,0.10847528536897064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420041407588492,0.12118893878665915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410517980210445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209623392732372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568710931411101,0.10722159077479976,0.0,0.0,0.2175475581853413,0.0,0.0,0.116494405656054,0.23646046407493776,0.07522846971144954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022135534756792,0.0,0.0,0.09693637739304496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104774744015616,0.0,0.14224156851195516,0.0,0.10961658989109116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123558438787038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881298814672352,0.0854668527373629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865888219928213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475104596656979,0.0,0.0,0.08813565655336678,0.06473531625873853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114669121134615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964433554025468,0.17624137272321067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017621058726232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082221107057595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149176182197631
anxiety,jepppej,2020/04/10,"Does this sound like anxiety?? I was diagnosed with anxiety a long time ago and used to have panic attacks, but I haven’t had one in years. All day today I’ve felt like I can’t take a deep breath. I need to yawn to feel like I’m getting enough oxygen. I’m extremely nervous that it’s covid-19 or something of the sorts. I’ve had this happen before, but I don’t think it’s lasted all day like this. Has anyone experienced anything similar?",2.407,4.304639422222223,3.8752777777777787,87.31625000000004,77.0,7.166666666666668,24.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.409333333333333,348,12,72,6,8,115,62,90,0.114,0.748,0.139,0.631,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,2,3,0,8,3,1,1,2,13,18,4,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,4,5,4,6,14,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,12,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657942915262242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30477602831188155,0.0,0.0,0.13928578292496582,0.0,0.1639252288014721,0.0,0.0,0.22661958932743265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950515045113426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25693598435835435,0.0,0.0,0.2021845490578152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432190229097794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058276050743895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072187502307013,0.14230904219417845,0.19126394082869955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407416036162732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761525487577538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237518292133868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892776610490486,0.0,0.0,0.17628637865868765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477048181450714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349835708381053,0.0,0.0,0.23371913790528345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335445496943162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977415904942395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276397852003374,0.0,0.0,0.11615554831110242,0.0,0.18881900127759574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204547381190408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827873986075458
anxiety,mumblesaway,2020/04/10,"Anxiety when loved ones leave the house. This type of anxiety has escalated in recent years for no apparent reason. This began way before the COVID-19 hit the fan. Any time someone I'm with leaves the house to go somewhere or someone I know is leaving their house to go somewhere, I am hit with incredible anxiety and even intrusive thoughts on what horrible things might happen to them on the way. I've tried so hard to avoid asking them to inform me when they get to their destination, and I've done a decent job of forcing myself to be busy while they're on their way to not think about it. But the anxiety is still intense and just won't subside as I try to convince myself of how irrational these intrusive thoughts are. What else have any of you done that helped your anxiety related to this?",9.26210084033614,7.517845555555558,8.590494864612513,72.40294117647059,60.764705882352935,12.402987861811392,38.85060690943044,11.20814326018867,4.189448926237162,642,26,120,14,7,203,99,153,0.138,0.8029999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.8239,2,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,6,0,8,3,0,1,7,0,11,1,0,2,0,18,25,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,5,1,14,2,23,15,0,17,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,2,8,80,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626260320446887,0.0,0.4573610145447658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117836180985005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174690970322832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24472720776545756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988700846599173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897613528582996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062471400831011985,0.0,0.13591097226992505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573706713186642,0.0,0.1071129673409314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014654748932598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413909876487313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865669512724117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657136083399291,0.0,0.0,0.37982824267584575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791833963928944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684692712332665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810250376282423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229398637457383,0.11806286043930388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026258248153561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954903016614389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943828041974264,0.0766168677751307,0.0,0.1898535199776772,0.06972335680705936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623629897662936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847319089034558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700040575002348
anxiety,Muchosscience,2020/04/10,Anybody feel anxiety is like a vicious circle? I feel like I'm up not just against anxiety because it affects everything. Like I don't sleep well then next day I'm more anxious because of bad sleep and then I get angry and I feel guilty and then ruminate so can't sleep and on and on. And the worst part is that it's all in my head so I can't understand that this is happening and only when it gets real bad I realize I'm in there again.,1.179137115839243,3.0717787340425535,3.2960992907801447,90.03388888888891,80.80851063829788,7.1565011820330975,25.33806146572104,8.167268648758528,1.5653536643026005,347,14,77,7,9,118,56,94,0.268,0.659,0.07400000000000001,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,2,0,6,4,4,1,1,17,16,13,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,3,7,4,7,16,4,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,10,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701078692452373,0.1994418960077055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948099285448321,0.2152363910708548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385480618646995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866431685512022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677943983936937,0.12612144194642882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447152720291807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561152623144796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118273974229454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587481046814726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775412487617885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342679353612727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911774817806821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009431302943296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300076569566795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378615937229176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873221048420053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Asakura99,2020/04/10,"I feel like tonight is the night Fuck it. It's been a pretty good run, but I'm tired of fighting and I'm tired of being alone. This is not a cry for help, it's more just saying thank you and goodbye.",0.3136666666666663,1.6913723111111132,1.90861111111111,101.41625000000002,81.44444444444444,4.5,17.916666666666668,3.1291,-1.036,154,3,40,0,4,50,34,45,0.318,0.46299999999999997,0.21899999999999997,-0.7789,0,1,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,3,3,7,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27708733138145925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293876497121746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352745916713456,0.19112826850719794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733336368347394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243970867411816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932420736102145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070491547423288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25106506501238274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27218100019643365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275591815965944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631184425151126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6149881497891693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Loading38-_-,2020/04/10,"Questions about anxiety. So over the past three weeks I’ve experienced a lot of things, positive emotions negative and so forth, recently I made a couple very good friends  over the past two weeks and a girl. To me it’s all new not having friends to hang out with for the whole of my life who truly cared and tried to comfort me at my worst. I was hanging out with them and I can usually just drink and that’s how I got close with them because alcohol helped me to be comfortable around them but then I made the stupid decision to smoke weed and had my first anxiety attack in front of one my good friends and this experience brought us closer, he gave me a lot of advice and told me like Man sometimes you just change instantly and the whole vibe in the room changes and it’s just weird and I was like I always notice that but never knew what it was always thought I was just crazy, after talking to another good friend of mine who is now my brother for life I realized I have anxiety that randomly gets triggered it’s like I’m good great having fun enjoying life when all of a sudden a switch just flips in my mind and I become instantly uncomfortable around everyone around me and feel like they’re judging me and talking about me and start thinking about every detail of my life and begin questioning all of it, the ways I found to deal with this when it happens is when I feel that oh so familiar feeling I get up and tell everyone I need to leave I just need time rn. Idk if this anxiety or what or why it feels like a light switch but I know the feeling of it like the back if my hand when it hits and I can’t control it I just have to wait it out I always come back to baseline but I wish I didn’t have to live like this everyday. I enjoy the 85% of the time I feel great, but the 15% almost makes the 85% feel like it never happened just needs some tips and advice if this anxiety or what it is just a very overwhelming feeling and even maybe some coping skills anyone else has used in this subreddit to help overcome these intense feelings of anxiety",4.060280448717947,5.231545492788463,4.653096153846157,86.40023717948719,71.23557692307692,8.335128205128205,27.568589743589744,8.745826893841286,1.8891076282051282,1639,57,341,29,30,523,199,416,0.081,0.69,0.22899999999999998,0.9973,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,3,3,27,29,2,1,21,0,18,7,1,7,5,95,55,40,0,7,21,1,10,8,4,0,5,0,1,2,30,32,2,2,18,1,0,5,6,5,0,4,15,12,46,24,47,38,10,48,0,1,0,0,25,17,0,14,33,233,76,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347341035908406,0.0,0.07367554587528767,0.06903312544209221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208999484458115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228925940789811,0.3164319726121865,0.0,0.0,0.0482042231600946,0.07063684317884962,0.0,0.1841127784160348,0.0,0.07842883190938015,0.0,0.10602070820613872,0.0,0.04202498554546123,0.0761384538896205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028859248227,0.0,0.1458580685554308,0.0593854250270274,0.0,0.0,0.0773217067264145,0.0,0.07628043829967791,0.0,0.0,0.07107377701672507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753463515301862,0.0,0.0,0.05759025168677818,0.07754785450031544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045534004653953804,0.0,0.058084648896054476,0.13174962617384567,0.0,0.06743622989895921,0.0,0.0,0.3137217363381367,0.19700206822466493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864005169582915,0.0,0.07558879446927601,0.2130504852409251,0.0,0.07203626882686147,0.0,0.0,0.23129331174753706,0.0551373552536503,0.1520124684693689,0.0,0.0,0.12192625251799785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924176209223061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03788744203738336,0.0,0.0,0.07299716092340522,0.0,0.0,0.1947765228334312,0.2694435404732835,0.0,0.060874995392632074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722009147579765,0.0,0.13046477332637496,0.04601776788457265,0.0,0.06925916890215826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960941849649017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533536847659851,0.10634105354929914,0.06658236697712258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848827605819611,0.0,0.0,0.046715307441906766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162143950915958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445642548239888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806961137368937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818310061223543,0.0,0.04879585626190018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082219754103212,0.06025631393017854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045800456267497854,0.04417375959481913,0.0,0.05473040071501276,0.08039855690207592,0.0,0.0,0.06587481308692282,0.0,0.0468055134939905,0.0,0.06734404441191899,0.0,0.08292593979977528,0.05954174388193589,0.07592731145819305,0.11376490239947493,0.0,0.05472110453880071,0.11059849660624643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062207333126662136,0.15393736863599536,0.07927722310627143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PoorBoy997,2020/04/10,Just get fire have no money I worked at dominoes delivery driver but they fire me I have 17 dollar in bank account rent is due and nobody is hiring  bc of coran virus idk what do please help,3.306153846153848,4.688828333333333,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,73.35897435897436,6.225641025641028,20.69230769230769,6.42735559955562,0.1932153846153848,151,3,31,1,3,48,35,39,0.17600000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.128,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,17,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332984101297561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42759913336729016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7002688406103417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644294368564156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Brodeci,2020/04/10,"What do I do with all my internal dialogue? TLDR Below

I’m a massive over thinker and quarantine has only made this worse for me. I feel like my inner dialogue has gotten much louder and much more stressful over the last few weeks because of all the change and uncertainty about my future and I feel like I need an outlet for it that isn’t just journaling. Journaling sometimes feels like an added task for my day and it adds to my “must be productive” wing of my anxiety when I miss a day and feel like I can’t keep up with anything. I don’t know what to do I feel so overwhelmed with my thoughts. I try to meditate but for some reason I can’t summon the courage to keep at it (though I will still continue to try). I like writing and something like poetry seems interesting but I do not know how to write poetry   Does anyone have any advice? 


TLDR: I need an outlet to manage or harness my seemingly endless inner dialogue without adding another productivity tool to my already stressful life. Pls help.",3.62837104072398,5.742257743589742,4.858914027149321,80.65696832579188,74.12820512820512,8.28054298642534,27.880844645550518,9.007467420416297,2.4756003016591253,800,32,148,18,17,264,112,195,0.07,0.789,0.141,0.9212,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,3,8,0,14,1,0,3,3,41,32,14,0,3,6,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,11,0,2,12,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,5,24,8,24,26,7,15,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,4,14,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123852080284841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986437689404865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861897863135416,0.13290139498916506,0.0969582732017359,0.0,0.0,0.08862185827906882,0.0,0.10429893195225802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726153579574609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407759977220146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634778791807169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109139109200475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32042608895357194,0.36218173899217015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849533585124292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253105268922104,0.0,0.0,0.1393095998100443,0.10331270102882456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895225369844975,0.3715222291633392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199275695590128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863418091115174,0.1879570934793791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639398656076616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031321557116193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307646699088337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975731800429778,0.12535235884658455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121735852170838,0.0,0.29036803072131645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452464310536007,0.10062001828374637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210075431637056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166582562242056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217601282729194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916224483947414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Genghis--Kahn,2020/04/10,"Has anyone else got so anxious they can’t laugh? Even if what they say is funny I’m too anxious to laugh, I don’t have a weird laugh, I just feel pressure to please people. This used to happen to me occasionally when I met new people or if I was in a large group of people. But now it’s like constantly all the time no matter who I’m taking to. It’s even worse around my close friends, family, and people I hold in a high regard. I’ve had pretty awful anxiety for about 5 years now but only the past two years has it been this bad. I really don’t wanna go on ssri’s again. Any advice?",1.915714285714284,3.13045993650794,4.027174603174603,88.63171428571432,76.61904761904762,6.627301587301588,18.155555555555555,7.1686216300943375,0.07298984126984065,456,7,102,5,10,157,88,126,0.156,0.706,0.138,-0.4877,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,11,8,0,1,5,1,10,0,0,1,1,15,19,8,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,2,10,5,13,14,1,17,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,11,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600321837419468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136784855196373,0.0,0.1252820635441618,0.3700224263561851,0.0,0.11451038589785058,0.16779965821982454,0.0,0.145788231286471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673943045276424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697501676430974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680714079148676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163344247694559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438588531250208,0.0,0.08280601605592525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652674227130298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307312234087982,0.0,0.13098022151530478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448194920655092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302987215762838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000876732005162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816814454660424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455293551334384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633507649908246,0.4541444138069955,0.0,0.0,0.17976807362189387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661092074956022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491396744983918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302348782388059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313314675852295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954944315346679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997752910402258,0.0,0.0,0.14144296125895878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689357216394682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092243149982065
anxiety,Evilpotatoarmy,2020/04/10,Any one else afraid of going to work If your reading this I take it that you are an essential worker and aware of the threat that is covid-19 I work in retail and I’m afraid that somebody is gonna Walk in my store with it not only that but it’s getting worst by the minute not only social distancing sucks but we can’t go out and enjoy ourselves like we use to,3.8866233766233766,4.270114025974031,4.514701298701301,90.12348051948051,71.07792207792208,7.19896103896104,24.49090909090909,6.742157984588678,0.6636462337662343,288,7,64,2,5,92,57,77,0.131,0.78,0.08900000000000001,-0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,2,2,0,3,0,7,2,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,12,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,5,0,1,0,0,7,2,9,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,1,41,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312910771524614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495290409159903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560606226319029,0.0,0.3395209755633104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593179024676656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024097051263772,0.4543560279398792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987850464129469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044913282520752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245883938357557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579845340168226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349204489525135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpoiledBaby98,2020/04/10,"Does your imagination ever get too loud? So I’m not really sure how to explain this.. I know people mention they have “racing thoughts” when they are feeling anxious about something but the past few months I feel like what I’m experiencing is more like my “imagination racing”. For example, it only happens when I’m trying to relax, sleep, resting etc, it is almost like I am hearing voices and sounds, like whispering and talking. I know it’s all words but I can’t actually understand it, almost like when you’re zoned out in school and you know the teacher is talking but cant figure out what they’re saying? It’s also not my voice, or even just one. It’s a lot of different people talking. It will slowly get so loud that I can finally “snap out of it” and make it stop but it will slowly get back to that level in a couple minutes. It seems that I can never actually get it off unless I manage to fall asleep.  It always freaks me out because it’s almost like I’m literally not in control of my thoughts and it’s just everyone screaming at me. Haha sorry if none of this made sense, I just wondered if any other people that experience this have figured out how to stop it. It’s driving me crazy.",2.9975070028011217,5.0091366218487385,4.695546218487396,81.58376750700282,75.63865546218487,6.886274509803924,25.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.5653955182072834,948,34,178,14,21,320,128,238,0.075,0.8059999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.929,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,1,16,11,0,0,4,1,13,2,2,5,4,55,36,21,0,2,14,0,2,6,0,2,0,9,0,0,27,10,0,3,15,1,0,2,7,2,0,1,3,12,19,9,22,31,7,24,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,9,17,124,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.2237414756165461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443819983213739,0.0,0.0,0.0916764478422951,0.09538849958086897,0.0,0.0,0.07795817983947191,0.0,0.0,0.12950898860658913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815000798929196,0.0,0.0698826271633562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285769389962343,0.0,0.1268454316013325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977293851530985,0.0,0.0,0.10032101231518799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278523435169324,0.07571771481145567,0.10369717783394428,0.0,0.10954209603306796,0.0,0.1121385492502641,0.0,0.0,0.11592944239137305,0.08189783949634924,0.0,0.12558098396026698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957575006045656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137453630915877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292060350636516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900713123678994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360397791231857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746163909796264,0.0,0.10847381615939088,0.07652215638453143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150343764245457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841635637572245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776820829421299,0.08718782191210961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943551633078727,0.2384279148672193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344042332209395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116521681188153,0.0,0.11602038452591422,0.0,0.10436267687162576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472139167716235,0.0,0.0,0.08825439582398092,0.0,0.12832852827552393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916860073099396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804552479797566,0.0,0.0,0.2764264952740781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202048795618891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783208503787904,0.0,0.0,0.11934282664097474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243206726839432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CosinesCosines,2020/04/10,Every felt anxiety from feeling too relaxed? Happens to me when I take anything that makes me feel super drowsy,5.0005000000000015,7.993790050000001,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,73.5,6.0,35.0,7.1686216300943375,2.8814999999999995,91,5,13,1,2,28,19,20,0.067,0.593,0.34,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32014978140755285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443881492823328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526025671874245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232102695241752,0.0,0.4018236551386161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700763494527081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793506270714071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146583709077347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Snooglekatz,2020/04/10,"I tend to obsess over things Things like the composure of an email.  Maybe I said it wrong.  Maybe I said too much.  Maybe not enough.  Maybe the tone was too casual.  Maybe it wasn't casual enough.  Maybe I'm betraying too much of my own opinions in places they shouldn't be.  People often want me to open up more and relax and be myself and then when I do I feel its just cringey.   I feel like I'm not what I need to be.  Not the person I should be.  Something's off. I feel like I""m going to feel this way until I retire and can live in my own little world and not care.",0.3376346153846157,2.406364725000003,1.7766666666666673,98.76576923076924,85.08333333333334,5.0256410256410255,13.397435897435901,6.297961479604792,-0.980198717948718,437,5,104,4,13,140,68,120,0.09300000000000001,0.778,0.129,0.3292,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,21,23,8,0,4,5,0,4,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,6,15,7,12,13,7,14,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,6,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623970694314113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255872166316955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504224285012125,0.17690981197373967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036806754793086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147222962771148,0.1240971849673142,0.10933269976162074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7463450505889208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203951698115686,0.0918087536911584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583913374648271,0.1081122486577705,0.12936243594820526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355566854141688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953203934749246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451705669108468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730304881669418,0.09828018966698898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353744775528687,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Technosity,2020/04/10,"Relationship Anxiety Why the F\*CK do I(M19) feel so anxious whenever I am in a relationship. I am currently in my second relationship(6 months together, but 2 months with the title), and for some reason I just feel so anxious that I'm not good enough and that I am going to fuck up somehow and they are going to lose interest or cheat on me or something. And I have no idea why I think this because nothing like that has ever even happened to me. And it's not the girl either because she is the most supportive and nice person I think I have ever met (but maybe that's why I'm so scared of messing it up). But because of this it's killing my confidence and leading to other anxieties such as... the flag ""not raising"" because I just get so many thoughts in my head (pun intended), that it screws me over. 

Anyone relate?",4.757436476566909,5.733629633540378,5.729361942405423,80.05486730660645,69.43478260869566,8.835911914172783,31.406549971767358,9.095868883498916,2.671019875776398,645,27,124,12,11,213,95,161,0.23,0.685,0.084,-0.9783,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,11,12,4,1,6,0,9,3,1,3,2,33,23,17,1,0,11,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,8,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,2,2,17,5,16,21,4,15,0,1,0,2,7,7,2,5,6,92,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950966837115894,0.2946273771512053,0.0,0.09117797260531407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179599404041316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473696555950698,0.0,0.08612727177782603,0.23590661815764266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186724687553547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205517212302698,0.06812806550030633,0.0,0.14821744826985295,0.10937244633250054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115311354308451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382693522247524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720453400248099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426710979673088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370633665840739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588306203240012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220406089185055,0.13100326466946458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816638383927294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512130232141686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385932697281925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407183092508085,0.0,0.4199989917910264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055208984062067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038747674368316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797517478613348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710875430285618,0.0,0.10352219473588342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529942903654907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heythere755,2020/04/10,"Does anxiety make you itch, feel pin pricks or biting sensations? Ok  for start I do not have any bed bugs. I had anxiety two nights ago and felt like pin pricks were all over my body and then it felt like itches/ bites all over my body! This happens when it’s too hot and I have to have my fan directly on me to sleep. Even when I stand up or whatever my scalp back and such itch and prick! I’m so scared this won’t go away",0.7057753357753356,2.5955180879120867,1.83904761904762,99.88650793650793,82.4065934065934,6.242246642246642,17.803418803418804,7.3871296695380915,-0.10607057387057406,330,7,83,5,9,104,64,91,0.138,0.764,0.098,-0.4361,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,3,1,0,1,7,10,10,1,2,14,15,11,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,4,10,3,8,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,9,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890383667760737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502123168636136,0.0,0.32628014996457383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036080928154776,0.16398051824828636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737581552276887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662155529963875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085342019329952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078285213875504,0.0,0.4095179508838728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211981645894136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885813669259669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083719876665749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234987775538452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001260872265412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135062215237684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134097737537464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094352666721728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831989316899654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elevensiesintheshire,2020/04/10,"Dating anxiety I have really bad anxiety when it comes to dating. I’ll start to chat with someone and get excited if we have things in common but if it progresses to exchanging numbers or if I actually get the courage to go on a date, my anxiety kicks in. It’s really bad. I worry about hurting their feelings because I don’t fall head over heels for them immediately. I can’t get past a first date. I felt like this when I was younger too. If someone liked me I’d say yes to a date because I didn’t want to hurt their feelings but then I’d feel nauseous and shake until I ended it. I don’t want to be alone but I can’t stop feeling this paralyzing fear. The only relationships I’ve been able to remain in have been unhealthy ones where the other person pushes me away. Does anyone else deal with this?",3.2007410881801133,4.727917329268294,4.871463414634147,82.6059943714822,73.87804878048779,7.9729831144465315,26.63977485928705,8.617729084823388,1.896975234521576,638,23,129,12,13,216,99,164,0.226,0.657,0.11699999999999999,-0.9676,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,3,2,6,10,0,2,6,1,12,2,2,0,0,22,25,14,0,6,8,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,5,1,1,5,5,6,0,2,5,6,18,4,19,19,0,27,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,5,17,81,27,0,0.1436074321293338,0.0,0.14014013813709822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487339899505111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32957787752434003,0.0,0.0,0.10041365558394123,0.1471427849576812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492390975309893,0.0,0.2398124146830927,0.17508351542009468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370508690836855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805295674415894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256718316097875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996558224085042,0.0,0.12719355992247972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615982863881857,0.29044893042052217,0.0,0.1378856554968463,0.0,0.0,0.12215240840732065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508686832819225,0.0,0.08161541311367251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738265610986884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074694525080191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031867489361347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731211260039208,0.10921992333308968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708954348709987,0.0,0.12539247053845634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399719660102407,0.0,0.0,0.15418063852573066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420239400951535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433562224389059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016460796045392,0.0,0.0,0.12006224357526847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540639677892628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940676842029864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584031819798066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boredoutofmy_mind,2020/04/10,I’m terrified of killing my dad I work in a hospital in Canada during covid and live with my 52 year old dad and I’m terrified I’m going to give him coronavirus and it’s going to kill him. I keep having panic attacks every time he coughs and I used to be in control of my panic attacks but since the pandemic they’ve been getting more extreme and manifesting in physical stomachaches and headaches and hard time breathing. None of my coping strategies are working and I’m getting exhausted from not sleeping and stressing.,4.884599999999999,6.88037886,5.569000000000003,77.39950000000002,70.4,8.200000000000001,34.5,8.841846274778883,3.2947000000000006,426,22,71,8,8,138,65,100,0.22399999999999998,0.75,0.025,-0.9512,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,0,8,4,3,2,0,4,4,2,2,0,15,15,10,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,1,1,9,0,12,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024495893446665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838424442830765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490277397122018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482340040962067,0.169677945800511,0.20104822137616765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844836668115808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721771124384848,0.39137964074115694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618692960664332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856042001427828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41505754798658384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631569822644938,0.0,0.1770062095528993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261368981764669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627851659533905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527662072146995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575392655989887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139039355155221
anxiety,Memeroyalty,2020/04/10,"Becoming increasingly dependent on reliable transportation. Still can’t drive. I’m getting real tired of myself and my lack of accountability. 

I’m 21 and I can’t drive. My dad died in a car accident around the time I was diagnosed with GAD (around 9 or 10 years old), and ever since I’ve sort of just put driving on the back burner. I have a permit, but I haven’t been behind the wheel since I was 17. 

As I get older, I realize how much I really, really need to learn. I live in the suburbs and have successfully bummed rides/Ubered everywhere for six years. But now I have a job that requires me to be on-call, and finding rides at 2am in the suburbs is difficult. I rarely go to any appointments because I dread having to coordinate/pay for rides. I can’t see my friends unless they want to come get me. I can’t make it to classes on-campus at college. 

Despite the fact that I know it’s an inconvenience for me and others, I have used every excuse in the book to not learn. No one I know is willing to teach me, Driving school is too expensive, the instructor will be mean to me, even if I knew how to drive I couldn’t get a car. Multiple times I’ve called driving schools and then hung up when it rang. It’s a huge insecurity for me, I feel like a failed adult. I’ve even considered moving to a large city with public transport so that I’d never have to learn.  When I was 17 I felt fine about it, and now I feel like I waited way too long.

Was anyone else in the same situation? I’m tired of feeling like a burden to all my friends and family who have to drive me everywhere, and I’m tired of spending 40 dollars each shift to get to and from work. With all that’s going on currently, I don’t think this would be a fast-moving process, but it’s something I have to do and can’t force myself to, even though it’s actively detrimental to me.",3.5013035870516163,4.418114598425198,4.965301837270341,84.59726159230097,72.30708661417323,8.584076990376202,26.44706911636045,8.94667605116694,1.8200208223972003,1446,47,313,28,27,486,193,381,0.10400000000000001,0.795,0.102,-0.4055,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,4,20,12,0,2,19,0,31,4,0,6,5,62,58,26,1,6,8,1,4,3,2,3,4,1,0,1,14,19,0,2,14,1,4,19,11,5,0,2,7,6,41,7,49,44,7,51,0,1,1,0,9,14,0,4,20,200,55,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495756776220809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707269307990401,0.11293972555839657,0.0,0.19624930117042164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847571122196854,0.0,0.06719284328834685,0.12173613230367487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255323210135347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495007566716177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187723088311463,0.11439735031050215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207981171915162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841001484896969,0.0997058711509583,0.09287029275737024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391141258727593,0.0,0.1672009733599472,0.2362367694936023,0.10583439816455983,0.0,0.10074471217711176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032091363617172,0.0,0.28794309263500106,0.0,0.125288132354493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938245437846958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115482836563032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155280027247398,0.0,0.09733171760811538,0.09754668187382848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357681688201219,0.0,0.0,0.12006860077832553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715296264062072,0.08102890946148272,0.08173130003835903,0.08501320885079364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566381156652862,0.0,0.07469209784059032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080773420741516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546150022829528,0.1412273995874862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310951468611315,0.08783597749037597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236043511806455,0.12389882072367532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485748216429366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802675275818199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706284717861695,0.10829664131756056,0.0,0.1285475191582516,0.38006626366096535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952000105138857,0.0,0.0,0.06501424428872275,0.0874923942059033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024595635311084,0.0,0.0,0.0783015006290019,0.0,0.0,0.14196406464959693
anxiety,keith_lannon,2020/04/10,Been feeling derealized for weeks. I can’t escape it. Basically the title is my problem. I feel so disconnected and I can’t think straight. I always feel so spaced out and tired and it makes me so frustrated and depressed. I can’t enjoy things the same way anymore because I just can’t even work through the derealization. I don’t know how to fight it off or make it go away. I’m so tired of seeing it hurt me and my boyfriend and my friends.,1.939,4.1718869000000005,3.3877777777777784,88.58500000000002,80.0,6.222222222222222,25.555555555555557,7.3871296695380915,1.1645555555555551,351,14,75,5,9,115,57,90,0.22699999999999998,0.6579999999999999,0.115,-0.919,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,3,0,7,2,0,3,0,19,17,12,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,4,12,2,7,16,1,8,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,1,1,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582886888121186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214838479836567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982635887866005,0.0,0.0,0.1361402015680561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235423472741708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750769075421086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33876783749000994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254459239191972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269238713387211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390799221732861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273660368752908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981496894860612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369712964213888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796549595544325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837086241043376,0.14310116844066426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133711192225077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772693578652184,0.179142258178891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258726582014718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PersonablePeon01,2020/04/10,"Extreme COVID-19 Health Anxiety First time poster here! I'm not sure if this kind of post is allowed, but I tried to put the right tags. 

Am I the only person around here who has traditionally had mild anxiety (college student, what do you expect) that has been thrown into **hyperdrive** the last week or so? I know its horrible, but I keep checking the news non-stop, and can barely distract myself from the feelings of overwhelming anxiety. I check my temperature at least 5 times a day, because the non-stop chest pain/tightness and lump in my throat I've had the past few days have me convinced I have this virus. 

I live in a fairly rural area, so my chances of getting it are very slim, I was just wondering if I have any compatriots here that are also anxious about how they might have/die from the virus. 

Much love to all of you, and stay safe <3",3.28109090909091,5.492108260606064,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,75.48484848484848,6.824242424242425,25.54545454545455,7.793537801064563,1.3678363636363633,673,24,134,10,15,210,118,165,0.102,0.805,0.094,0.4892,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,1,10,7,0,2,10,0,16,5,2,2,2,24,23,12,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,4,1,17,5,14,18,4,18,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,5,8,87,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686787813148826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163872609459774,0.0,0.3927857926094714,0.19334977397936653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235898994379754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433090639109363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075402895054747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865381303842008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455793420232882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894183438993549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192349624909215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212518912556644,0.0,0.17822545663184955,0.0940590726515346,0.1395093642526687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112779608208304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544687501568395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156215486141986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581428548454487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016660728985086,0.18211471555714584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338118747995886,0.0,0.14944079771880311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391353344295168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205212310174656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616040127198782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242217474657005,0.0,0.28617663211755145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130600681802998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995968399574006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619900836482247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121593652889924,0.0,0.0,0.13728548917571487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856039045862818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kidcudihumming1,2020/04/10,"Benzodiazepines When did your psychiatrist determine that you needed benzos, I feel like myself struggling everyday all whole modifying/incorporating so much to deal with my mental debilitation. 
Please help me with any advice!",9.140588235294116,13.576330411764708,8.895588235294117,46.42514705882357,68.41176470588235,11.635294117647062,32.029411764705884,10.686352973137794,5.562082352941177,190,8,21,7,4,61,33,34,0.073,0.726,0.20199999999999999,0.6114,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,3,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156440938891368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965958860657087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330117223156831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332483438886475,0.23076020718516704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165084818020352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780760015527392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255206444856916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745136680544904,0.2395096889971087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545707455950013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33768281703570424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606319405689797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chrszn,2020/04/10,"Hi there, my friend and I want to build an App that help people with mental and emotional issues.  

Hi [r/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Depression/)anxiety

Depression  and anxiety has always been something that haunted my life when I was  in my 20s. While many are still struggling to cope, I have been  fortunate enough to walk out of it alive.

During  the pandemic, my friend and I came up with an idea.We want to build a  platform to connect those who want to talk to those who are willing to  talk. Currently I am going through a tough break up which is causing  strong feelings of anxiety that has been dragging me down for days. With  the app, I would specify the issues I am facing, and an algorithm will  connect me to someone else who has experience with break ups. And we  will extend this to all other issues, for example addiction to video  games, lack of social support.

What  we are trying to build is a platform that helps those looking for help  with those who are willing to help. So my question for you are the  following:

1. If you are going through something right now, do you feel this can be something you are willing to try to receive help from?
2. If you been through a tough time, is this an app you are willing to help others with?Thanks for your time.",6.414251412429381,7.258186046610169,5.896000000000001,80.81397175141244,65.65254237288136,8.835706214689266,32.68248587570621,8.841846274778883,2.6342997740112994,1001,40,184,15,15,307,121,236,0.071,0.767,0.162,0.965,1,1,3,0,0,0,37.0,2,7,0,1,5,8,0,1,12,0,32,3,1,1,1,27,43,11,0,7,2,0,2,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,20,15,0,0,3,2,0,6,0,4,0,0,6,3,23,4,39,29,3,25,0,1,1,0,29,9,0,3,8,143,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785092634708342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758514544631064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691533005661736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413541351834582,0.0,0.1204773728337882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563496010202654,0.0,0.10101184001226304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797117651527752,0.131922579240537,0.0,0.12118008878028096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147209221951115,0.0,0.0,0.11859911359315226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121822778034732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330420100781434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471656024447275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323932034924908,0.0,0.3672249970029684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828373055362385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848444147100656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890203827480895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818919038471347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813061772051907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137881222638453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001552376756798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955070863915508,0.09936973163180544,0.27086026378236683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936587985088682,0.0,0.0,0.1226050004150612,0.0,0.0,0.13308630444064495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852810604396256,0.0,0.1079743284928787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677212686388104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924886903943594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075217754347244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331131435121637,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sartsyart,2020/04/10,Everyday is getting worse help During this lockdown my anxiety triggers more. I haven't talked to friends since. I tried to reach out to some friends but they didn't respond I am so down and devastated. I have no one to talk to about my feelings. Neither my siblings and mom. Help.,2.607777777777777,5.3022134814814805,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,80.85185185185185,5.822222222222222,31.222222222222207,7.1686216300943375,1.9831333333333327,224,12,43,3,6,69,40,54,0.256,0.638,0.106,-0.8481,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,8,2,8,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178655883041454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465913063048006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479800216330765,0.0,0.15147024533143186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886519927258945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33954858374681296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645601289999992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398232545995989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660503860924328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683536438674454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29545132011742103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,6inchesnjacked,2020/04/10,"Terrified of everyone's perception of me I don't know what to do.

If I want to smoke weed, I'm worried my roommate will judge me and think I have a problem. I've brought up to him that I want to quit, I've literally developed a persona revolving around needing to quit weed when I don't want to at all. I'm not sure why I started to act this way, but now whenever I smoke near my roommate I get really anxious and feel like he's heavily judging me, when he's likely not.

When I chat with my friends on discord, I feel insane anxiety when they don't respond to me or something. I just feel terrible and anxious. It's infuriating, I just want to feel normal and not like everyone's against me. I literally will say something and if it goes unheard, I'll feel like they're talking shit about me in a separate chat, even if they've been nice to me all day, which they always are. I just tell myself I'm being extremely unreasonable and it helps me a bit, but I'm not sure why I think this way. It's hard. I don't know what to do.",3.8359907834101374,4.156881884792629,5.57205069124424,82.72093317972353,71.16589861751152,9.333640552995393,31.62903225806452,9.424239791934726,2.6421299539170504,807,35,178,17,14,278,104,217,0.182,0.7,0.11800000000000001,-0.9355,0,0,4,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,11,11,1,0,4,0,12,1,1,0,4,42,33,16,0,10,13,0,6,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,10,2,0,2,8,3,0,0,2,7,31,8,22,28,3,17,0,0,0,0,13,6,1,4,11,106,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800601156925216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929849589948216,0.2932795752785021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555167337652793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171062394288958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371182251620292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857332741143523,0.0,0.0,0.2480635494520459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281600180094144,0.18546174935145934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028502758635556,0.0,0.06781640697368599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627747239094635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870038259070672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267203064470954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25365962305856343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962468495973924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271788117885645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420338559558645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27612170240974115,0.0,0.0,0.08315475393605723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322409415141112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324031866389427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985648874414155,0.0,0.0,0.09187482085836628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24467448911790035,0.0,0.0,0.10433026824618644,0.11345303622109353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634429889422353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30624332116621306,0.20606223814130364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342529888773075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318206581158517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,todd12344,2020/04/10,What should I do? I’ve been having a panic attack for over an hour now I can’t calm myself down at all 😭 I’m so lost and don’t know what to do.,-3.438333333333333,-1.943937055555553,0.3291111111111107,105.52700000000002,100.11111111111113,2.8800000000000003,7.2,3.1291,-2.5778266666666667,110,0,32,0,5,40,29,36,0.263,0.672,0.064,-0.7959,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,5,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020708509661739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43461618505556987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254065503129835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817583242334749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177997489248013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rainbowhope34,2020/04/10,"Scared of another ectopic pregnancy Hi everyone. This is my first post in this group.
I suffered from an eating disorder and anxiety in my teenage years. The eating disorder I have managed to recover from, but unfortunately the anxiety remains a constant presence in my life.
Last year I was diagnosed with an ectopic pregnancy. My anxiety was awful, like to the point where I had convinced myself I was dying (although it is a real emergency situation to be in). I was treated with a medication and monitored until I recovered.
Now a few months down the track my husband and i have been trying again. I have been bleeding for the past several days and have just gotten a positive pregnancy test. I'm terrified that this is all repeating again. I've been to the doctor and have a plan in place with bloods and an early scan.
However diagnosis is going to probably take at least a week if not longer, and my poor mind is wrecked with anxiety. How do I get through this next week? 
I'm trying radical acceptance and trying to be welcoming to my anxiety rather than hostile. I cant take any medications because I'm pregnant. I just don't know how I'm meant to get this under control? Maybe I'm not? Maybe I need to accept the next week or few weeks are going to be god damned awful. I chose to try again and I have to live with those consequences.
Any advice for me? Or just someone who can relate to this crippling anxiety I'm feeling? My heart is racing, there is a lump in my throat, I'm sweating and I keep going to the toilet to check for more blood.",3.2852428571428582,5.603904143333335,4.911904761904762,78.93,75.9,8.685714285714287,29.380952380952376,9.330973305703688,3.024395238095237,1233,56,224,33,28,415,158,300,0.161,0.753,0.086,-0.9634,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,12,10,2,1,19,2,29,14,5,3,1,38,49,18,1,3,10,1,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,10,15,2,2,5,0,2,3,4,4,0,1,10,2,27,6,38,36,5,37,0,1,1,0,5,12,1,3,22,158,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855984299595373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717737784267478,0.1057611676279496,0.4629486478682031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148370556345855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899451259518543,0.11312377597104027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650467641250231,0.0,0.0,0.10237141913096333,0.10467741294332994,0.0,0.2311900465498125,0.10323513143983744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641121435417373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637665687006194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050998166436025484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579200268354972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539103547459147,0.0,0.17196426576017268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952033542133292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964956464501897,0.0,0.0,0.0554303660202131,0.08221487737202872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712408477071941,0.04927541048917858,0.0,0.0890617865614404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026561243545769,0.0,0.0,0.2032129528166473,0.0,0.0,0.10184048693251717,0.0,0.08050599478611202,0.0,0.0,0.07478688117591027,0.0,0.0,0.2145328543148011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628288656834233,0.0,0.0,0.1053778941214016,0.0,0.09534589897640323,0.0,0.09659660571043292,0.0,0.1087448210934088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480148126019388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009790886518937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394380615793688,0.0,0.0,0.11337157709406424,0.0,0.0,0.08545888681506303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166928711898506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27391099585725404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236172630562172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990188127701066
anxiety,CosplayCarlos,2020/04/10,"My anxiety always seems to be worse at night, but I hate staying up so late to the point I can't keep my eyes open. I've taken melatonin before but one pill doesn't work well enough. Any advice? It's night where I am now so my anxiety is already high, so I hope you can understand my wording.",0.3951843317972319,2.5762108225806486,2.328801843317972,94.14177419354841,85.93548387096773,5.478341013824887,20.147465437788018,6.868970318607317,0.3167207373271892,229,7,51,3,7,76,48,62,0.193,0.7290000000000001,0.078,-0.6817,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,1,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,0,8,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,9,2,4,10,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,4,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041972626153235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059703828534125,0.0,0.17387483908039789,0.0,0.0,0.14210272762595666,0.0,0.3197138704520642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778130255599859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591573533096853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630874894648776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078200408888124,0.0,0.20754846314577333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573685934057246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357205634098213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921972325473793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159945622734071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753858144211955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023303361292046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227278861986352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175389577231704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878837870259876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212832565359374,0.0,0.21295223115197812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fireflies123_,2020/04/10,"Can't even sleep peacefully anymore Has an anxiety attack ever been the reason you woke up? I didnt even think that could happen but now i feel like shit. No matter where i go or what i do the anxiety wont leave me alone. This is getting too much for me, i cant deal with this",1.6044999999999978,2.9990504500000017,3.4466666666666685,91.725,77.83333333333334,6.8000000000000025,20.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,0.4547333333333334,217,5,50,3,5,73,48,60,0.23600000000000002,0.643,0.121,-0.8077,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,2,0,3,0,9,2,2,1,1,9,15,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,1,8,1,3,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474244427970771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655099179944731,0.0,0.2369208628546085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717789452464688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073919729291045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629151910112804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155774083693649,0.2160953134780968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079310989071225,0.170667511583418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481341800344956,0.0,0.13577023059774565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125514367907386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25295660943507003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671262890590264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561621385722315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456251084314832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522354295122525,0.0,0.0,0.23906875399076585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530750554097588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsnotbundy,2020/04/10,"Anxiety attack I think I having an anxiety attack right now due to stress and over thinking things, does anyone know how to stop it and feel better?",5.587500000000002,7.075185607142856,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,67.92857142857143,8.457142857142857,24.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,1.9018714285714284,119,3,20,2,2,38,23,28,0.4,0.521,0.079,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958812411531662,0.0,0.0,0.18092180321642548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887237575047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288405487453619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264310989987495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083017426358606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220049371806426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096838334678132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163239400012558,0.29639362531236124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189989990151908,0.3315890482956544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,apollyonnnor,2020/04/11,"I've been struggling lately.. I have no idea if I have anxiety or not. Honestly I just feel like I need to open up to someone.

So I am 17 years old male, although at the end of the month I'll finally become 18! And some information about me, I'm skinny. Not like dangerously skinny but enough to be called skinny, and look skinny.

Some years back my father suggested that I should gain weight, which I have nothing against, in fact I agree! And I did work out, I did my best and I ate as much as I could, but not much progress was gained. Yeah I could see a little, but not as much as my father kept promising me. He did it to motivate me, but in the long run, I felt as if I had some expectations to reach, but never could.

I worked out for a year, then took a break before starting again in around August.
Now this is where it gets worse, my father kept telling me that I needed to get bigger, hell sometimes he even poked fun at me for being skinny and even in front of other guests! And my friends? Well they did pretty much the same.

My confidence is crushed, I try my best to eat more, but I just can't gain weight and those expectations keep getting raised. Id say that I have a strong willpower, I've been through some rough family drama without much effect on me, but this is literally breaking me. Sometimes when I'm alone, I almost start crying because of it, I can barely walk around in a tshirt because I'm afraid to show my skinny arms.",4.413222561523263,4.9169898839590465,4.9627770792168135,86.9485018861146,69.95563139931741,7.806646308604275,26.001257409735945,7.669130373188453,1.1673249146757687,1128,31,242,12,19,361,163,293,0.092,0.698,0.21,0.9917,1,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,11,14,14,2,2,9,1,24,11,7,2,2,54,43,26,0,10,17,3,5,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,11,12,10,3,6,2,0,4,8,4,1,0,13,8,38,10,35,24,14,41,1,0,2,0,14,17,1,8,20,167,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765735367429156,0.1113496106494352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224609217483578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141626453441565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266979661613028,0.0,0.13107616678372402,0.11873813341226275,0.09148446684164567,0.0,0.2256536166729255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978138073167984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575178318769032,0.0,0.11809646211676594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001122374933174,0.0,0.0,0.09522338087747273,0.11108823927419087,0.0,0.14202081716116413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135238353118096,0.0,0.05436110354907968,0.0768063201456104,0.1032280116927182,0.11777372049824335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306320803663211,0.0,0.16851114636932907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136752841068815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556126440175597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127778602971287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050494901767062,0.10775488381824072,0.0,0.09514439720628903,0.0902826801749011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581474638660709,0.0,0.3951670420203277,0.15943700237993175,0.08291958634885405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316029541604284,0.0,0.1128153558755925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937796487102293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549755245874936,0.0,0.0,0.08567283859184946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109424357776533,0.0,0.21266347511322434,0.0,0.15219455071127866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239448460064924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396989138688153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944936154211112,0.07299333019995224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618403696392623,0.09666585465339372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363736152396197,0.0,0.15653947420444958,0.0,0.1095635219541627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077018679145528
anxiety,Illdi,2020/04/11,"Dizziness, headaches and nausea. Doctor says anxiety but fear something else? Hi,
So approximately 7 months ago, I was in work where I had an incredibly strong dizzy spell. It lasted around 10 seconds, I felt on the verge of fainting, the left side of my fave and body felt numb and tingly and then I was fine.

But since then, I’ve had on and off ‘dizziness’, sometimes headaches and very rarely nausea. I put dizziness in quotations because I can’t really put the feelings in words. My vision just feels off somehow and it’s very hard to describe. After seeing the doctor numerous times, I’ve been assured it’s nothing serious and that it’s to do with anxiety. When it happened, I had started the final year of my college degree, but at the time I felt happy to be finishing and was excited for the future. Around Christmas, after exams and seeing family who lived abroad for a while, I felt quite good, I’d say almost 80% of the usual symptoms and I was able to gain back some normalcy.  But still, any form of exercise (I’m an avid jogger) would make me feel dizzy and give me a headache.

A few weeks ago, I was prescribed Xanax for 8 days yet it just made me feel much worse and for that fine period, the symptoms were aggravated. I would also gain a rapid heartbeat and pains in the left and right side of my chest. I’m going to book another appointment but I’m wondering if anyone has had this experience. Should I be worried, because all my anxiety is stemming from this.

Thank you for any help.",4.763582138737854,6.158678889273361,5.251883341571921,81.92064590542103,69.79584775086505,8.272927994727302,28.98681825671445,8.704169506293173,2.2052292305157364,1185,44,224,20,21,379,168,289,0.109,0.728,0.163,0.9643,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,5,12,12,0,1,16,0,20,11,2,2,2,46,41,27,0,4,8,0,9,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,11,18,0,0,9,2,0,3,1,4,0,1,16,13,22,8,31,20,5,45,0,0,2,0,7,18,0,5,24,140,33,6,0.10133905045377443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179661907557703,0.0,0.10147642063394567,0.0,0.0,0.08104080203509292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782805874535836,0.10626283031536404,0.2325722886598761,0.0,0.0,0.0708586203275645,0.0,0.0,0.18042648006042766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792347451267945,0.0,0.12355068912312205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256483980054938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535530397221317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744962448536136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465577311119328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912903678299474,0.09553343782329217,0.114034605693578,0.20496027522880453,0.0,0.389205522083629,0.11101197635845694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721365130959232,0.057593317732214176,0.08499838752194291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896137876389191,0.1078773036000291,0.09077988418852098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792542938366086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260485166271536,0.0,0.0,0.2202103496641715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894842381681541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588945981509338,0.06764460308851755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808878632412661,0.0,0.07449586230411444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723755203970136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783189461712328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037474714791864,0.0,0.10778655422787332,0.0,0.0,0.0649203906553786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654299538035888,0.0,0.16117776074499038,0.0,0.0,0.16150820560113233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382870974421447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780157520173713,0.10022691213159343,0.0,0.07172830150041175,0.0,0.0809294965973723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066015090175247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329938232701747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818323053330396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161064700162428,0.16723065941658474,0.0,0.0,0.08128807359672496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989787738264532,0.07377603567261355,0.10291472485037773,0.10327315004968536,0.14397670776592278,0.0,0.0,0.06525902596095022
anxiety,UV1919,2020/04/11,"Help Dealing with Health Anxiety I've been a hypochondriac of sorts for several years now and am always a bit anxious about something such as getting a funny feeling in my face and thinking I might be having a stroke or somewhat silly things of that nature. Normally I go to work and forget about it or the ""symptoms"" go away after about an hour or worst case scenario, a day or two.  Lately though, I haven't been able to go to work because of the whole coronavirus stuff going on and I've had a terrible time handling it.  

About 2 weeks ago I got this feeling of weakness in my left arm and after a little bit of research, of course I found ALS as a possibility.  I know this is silly but now it's progressed to weakness that hasn't gotten better, soreness at all of my joints in my hand and arm, and clumsiness though that is most likely anxiety. I also have been having twitches all throughout my body and this feeling of pins and needles in my hands and feet.  I know it's pretty much a 1 in a million chance of me having ALS, especially since I'm in my early 20s but the fear is taking over to the point where I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't even get out of bed!  I don't know what to do and this is becoming an all consuming fear.  I don't know if I should go to the doctor or not, especially since everything I've read online points to misdiagnosis several times until a doctor finally gets it right about a year or 2 later.  This muscle weakness will very briefly go away for maybe an hour in the morning and I instantly jump on that as meaning I can't have ALS but once I try to get out of bed and make myself breakfast, it comes back and I'm instantly back to that state of fear and I end up just spending the whole day having several panic attacks in my room, worried that I have ALS and there's no way out of this one.  

Has anybody ever experienced anything like this? And do you have any advice for how to get over this? This is driving me insane and if I do have ALS, I feel like the harm this anxiety is doing on my body is going to take me out first, I've lost roughly 10 pounds in 2 weeks and I'm already skinny to begin with.  Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",5.299960508241759,5.0958790200892885,6.301428571428572,80.57434065934066,67.95089285714286,8.945879120879123,30.40041208791209,8.502166056373571,2.1382167582417577,1723,59,352,23,26,576,210,448,0.147,0.7859999999999999,0.067,-0.9878,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,6,19,19,1,4,23,0,40,22,10,2,4,64,74,38,0,5,13,0,8,3,0,4,10,0,3,0,25,26,3,0,11,1,1,10,10,12,0,4,8,9,35,7,64,60,11,67,0,1,0,0,3,29,0,12,29,246,60,6,0.07743976694790515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134648801462205,0.06864568095115006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545670848880603,0.06192855365002256,0.06443608967104489,0.0,0.0,0.10532339409467197,0.0,0.17772362925955287,0.08748489429782567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372632990235834,0.0,0.0,0.08809891447098138,0.14551442041760349,0.11909280142279385,0.0,0.04720656316151271,0.08552613846046822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684891807895119,0.16908833756663422,0.17203624706665388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670750224004339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998844864986434,0.07983699935453432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852576575014155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924021444671955,0.0,0.0,0.06858864817525884,0.0,0.0,0.051148235717254964,0.07004870271470784,0.0,0.0,0.06959786918777901,0.0,0.0,0.2614238020594566,0.1566234918940466,0.05532298498078052,0.0,0.08483147946552592,0.0,0.06587022620576484,0.0,0.08490870738209834,0.0,0.0,0.202295410108845,0.0,0.3080756290963689,0.0,0.06193565588558113,0.08537761644645872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231485101886467,0.0,0.0,0.05190624342495178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252514278107146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023548275880887,0.0,0.08735543015606344,0.0,0.08413853337459899,0.0,0.0,0.1134994754910813,0.0776149906385403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453465346704161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051691645767371966,0.0,0.07779865451129753,0.08435460845187175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215135502683255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056927139040495976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587452958959055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247082443893455,0.0524751902408216,0.0,0.0,0.09085888118347483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641122102099938,0.08730170169496901,0.0,0.07878408308477945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746072324863487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613313784981302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262454682893477,0.0,0.12811795091955622,0.0,0.07749569302146013,0.0,0.0,0.059616915961203124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865000585343415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048956901606058,0.11645013449383294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514475401610518,0.04962027577947667,0.1521683556862887,0.0,0.09031150172286552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257651847782088,0.0,0.075647399869869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638959178805019,0.0,0.06146808247879635,0.12423501990174972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729174685276486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275414528249585,0.07864384235133907,0.0,0.0550109885843342,0.0,0.0,0.0997373419039186
anxiety,Zyomaze,2020/04/11,"Eating(or swallowing rather) Been a couple days now and I don't usually post here but it's gotten pretty bad.
When I was young I choked on a piece of steak pretty badly and it's always stuck with me.
Over the last couple years iv been working through my anxiety after the help of therapy and realized most of it was due to gaming addiction.
However we had a steak dinner the other night and for some reason that one memory popped into my head.
Iv eaten steak as well as everything else with no issue for years but for some reason it came to my mind, causing me to overthink every piece I chewed and really pay attention to my swallowing.
Sadly now it's continued to almost everything IV tried to eat the last couple of days. I put something in my mouth and chew it excessively, taking the smallest swallows possible to the point I either have to spit it out because I cant force myself to swallow it, or I get frustrated and tired after 20-30 min of trying to eat the same meal and give up.
I'm already pretty underweight just due to high metabolism so the fear of losing more weight isn't adding to the stress.
Iv been eating things I can swallow easily like apple sauce and pudding but it's not meal replacements...
Iv started drinking weight gainer/protein drinks to try and help atleast keep some calories going in as well.
Every time I have to prepare for the next meal it's a giant ordeal with my anxiety now and I'm not sure if I'll be able to eat it which just makes the problem worse.
I'm frustrated and exhausted and just want to go back to enjoying food and eating normally..",5.97282788965984,6.383673810289395,6.653491284481301,76.51430022000342,66.52411575562701,9.891419867997973,30.19478761211711,9.811843763644266,2.8334077170418,1269,43,232,26,19,418,176,311,0.18600000000000005,0.708,0.106,-0.983,1,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,2,13,15,2,2,15,0,13,33,3,4,1,51,29,24,0,5,12,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,15,21,22,1,4,3,1,4,6,10,2,1,10,2,20,5,43,18,9,38,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,7,24,151,35,2,0.08857553451714124,0.0,0.0,0.09656040686362677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869560310946473,0.0,0.09774530490986033,0.0,0.07370194035638998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552008292742745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810911860222922,0.14791374303852894,0.05399482371326129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130681469597158,0.0,0.0909914732030162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940214326288742,0.0,0.11424778418482635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354060553724518,0.0,0.4531744235873471,0.07399349332472943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492574161243399,0.0,0.15921195808114094,0.0,0.0,0.0996721017962124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710588792886826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627706096483794,0.08496972379899988,0.10067903498017068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090405245691376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874062738940935,0.09358491535166248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244984538956283,0.0,0.0787300048788102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440176530116006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327353204200921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909336638041276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059124857090489376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943603981576018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420108582650992,0.08312213887307313,0.08678521746011575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002107454166585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373251026159717,0.09985560644945972,0.08483087752820931,0.2703394862501964,0.0,0.08475482414567417,0.0,0.08904287691652013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674375551786714,0.1821408034361261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818977388038103,0.0,0.0,0.06269421922700677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014629755238929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348139303401249,0.0,0.06659777859560864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012938431547284,0.0,0.05884564932152765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051649106482524916,0.10180454693995036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041092105905346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755343741337204,0.0,0.05224414517117626,0.0,0.0,0.21572227730789398,0.15928008604993296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448404405800344,0.0,0.09026603689258376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407948033213235
anxiety,galearis,2020/04/11,"Now you know what’s going on inside of my head Is anyone else out here with a crippling fear of illness anyway, and now you’re kind of thinking...yeah guys. This is how I feel most of the time anyway.",1.3142857142857132,3.2208063809523857,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,80.42857142857143,4.2,17.642857142857142,3.1291,-0.8401142857142858,156,3,34,0,4,50,35,42,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,7,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496965960172403,0.3658969720678672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29831597456110565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018431736071783,0.18056336267487494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029513886185417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353590769315053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664934547856377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37187061496289386,0.1962559437399417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823119497718467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Frenchlunatic6,2020/04/11,"Everything right now is making me shatter. So as you probably know all, we are going through a major crisis because of the coronavirus outbreak.

I would have hoped that my professors (I am a university student) would give us more delays to do homework or even decide to not make online exams a thing because well coronavirus.

I just realised how in a bad situation I am right now because I have a lot of assignments to do and it seems like I am studying, finishing them and then I have 10 more things to do. I forgot to do some major work because one peculiar homework was taking all my time.

It may sound stupid but yes that is giving me anxiety and stress. 

I would like to email my professors about it but I believe they will find me whiny. I just don't want to fail my first year, already in my first semester we had to do online exams and it was so hard because I couldn't concentrate enough. 

I am just scared and stressed about my future. I feel like I am failing everything because of that. My parents paid for my first year and I feel like I am failing them and everyone else who believes in me.

Thanks yall for reading this, I don't expect any comment but feel free to speak what you have in mind. :)",4.449579831932773,5.654633369747902,5.1901680672268915,82.78718487394957,70.34453781512605,8.289075630252103,30.38655462184873,8.671277953709913,2.3501697478991592,954,39,185,16,17,309,127,238,0.124,0.727,0.149,0.7679,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,3,3,7,12,17,1,3,6,1,29,0,0,3,2,42,45,16,0,7,8,1,4,4,0,5,0,2,2,0,12,9,0,2,7,1,2,1,4,9,1,4,5,6,39,9,22,34,9,19,0,3,0,0,16,6,0,6,16,142,51,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272083700973987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562528038215942,0.0,0.08507384586819952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285406786377884,0.4067483322945568,0.0,0.0,0.25058675676217546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929000471425136,0.0,0.0,0.11490763264097968,0.0,0.07345186129670815,0.0,0.0,0.10626404750865866,0.1998932304287714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869037867702946,0.15889409135405633,0.0,0.0,0.10164213344786886,0.2837805048991996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133617698510605,0.06320209166820571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962055995435054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045467585675224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061117030196800565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173225231620286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454509839077052,0.0,0.0,0.14846445989231655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122884180999604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535744568774855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348336733933975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199010757404699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123813402779824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994211629559,0.0,0.0,0.11133864799183699,0.0,0.0,0.10123962252711907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250024958916948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547768671502664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361460573251496,0.0,0.0,0.10238542154901538,0.0,0.0,0.14776336000545853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484630217467595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376957889741345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559338302926852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998938310672403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096077727588964,0.0,0.0,0.236997001751608,0.0,0.0,0.14322866274657406
anxiety,dingustard,2020/04/11,"Tapering off Effexor 75mg I'm coming off of my Effexor 75mg by taking a few beads out of the capsules every couple days until I get to 37.5 mg. My doctor said that by just taking a few beads out at a time I shouldn't really feel anything but I'm waking up really dizzy, feeling tired and lightheaded throughout the day, and not eating as well due to loss of appetite. My anxiety is also in full swing now that I'm stressing about these side effects. I can't tell if it's all in my head or if coming off the effexor is really causing this. I know it has some of the worse withdrawal symptoms, but I've only taken it for about a year and it's a relatively low dose. So far I've only taken out 10 beads. If my symptoms are due to the medication, am I going to feel like the entire time I'm weaning off? And how long after? I need to get off this medication but now I'm wondering if it's even worth it to try. I have had a really rough couple weeks. All I want to do is cry and I can't even get it to come out. Thanks to anyone who has any experience or advice.",2.401277089783285,3.3720588026315776,4.959886480908153,83.39047987616101,75.00877192982456,8.17172342621259,23.499484004127968,8.671277953709913,1.4521400412796708,829,23,180,16,17,296,121,228,0.127,0.81,0.063,-0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,12,0,13,10,2,3,2,37,38,19,0,7,11,0,4,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,13,12,1,0,6,0,1,4,4,3,1,0,4,5,14,3,34,33,6,34,0,2,0,0,3,17,0,8,14,116,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190571919294922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997637271973667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483529597140663,0.0,0.09543455385796022,0.0,0.0,0.08722914742230466,0.0,0.1026598526359408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281541519519086,0.0,0.322387105620268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760703175645809,0.13703366173749232,0.16090879045252962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768844350400085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765192582727927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479437461304164,0.0,0.10510851683470628,0.0,0.0,0.12203090214573635,0.0,0.0,0.18923431596255613,0.08912249448868878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553252499418786,0.0,0.07089915072829385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803102688111473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856016029875278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094728006473912,0.0,0.0,0.11040114927484557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513480177058853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925016544143771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897582701968383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196760140693115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866724159264999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429024184911288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593291440627392,0.18759520067905186,0.0,0.10903830715171513,0.11485441768116768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548720242332328,0.1433834942844418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469807765979886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358166521742343,0.0,0.1000681261174026,0.0,0.11216657798809852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528767711385978,0.0,0.0,0.12713243341185196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033587402448078
anxiety,laurennbb3,2020/04/11,"I have anxiety over the stupidest things!! I deal with anxiety on a daily basis, and catch myself having these mini panic attacks over things I KNOW are dumb. The attacks mostly have my heart beating fast and my thoughts going into overdrive. The following are some examples:


1.Going to the doctor (I have been diagnosed with White Coat Syndrome). My blood pressure is ALWAYS high when I go, but never high when I check at home.

2. Waking up in the morning (for whatever reason I wake up thinking I am late, and I go into panic mode). The thing is, I can very much recognize the fact that I am not late for anything.

3. Any family issues 

4. Constantly thinking about the past

5. Constantly thinking about what I have to do the next day 

It’s like my brain and my body are on two separate pages. My brain can definitely recognize that there is no threat, but my body reacts as though I’m about to get into a fight. The anxiety is way worse when I’m alone, and isn’t so bad when I’m distracted (i.e.: talking to someone).

Why is this happening and how do I get it to stop? I have been taking benedryl to ease the anxiety and it tends to work.",3.257299976398393,5.171343627802692,4.5972338919046525,83.00730705687987,74.60538116591928,8.102808590984187,26.535048383290054,8.841846274778883,2.1478932735426013,891,33,171,19,19,295,129,223,0.226,0.733,0.040999999999999995,-0.9908,0,1,0,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,11,11,5,4,13,0,23,10,8,3,2,28,40,17,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,11,12,0,1,6,0,1,5,4,10,0,1,3,1,22,1,26,37,4,33,0,0,1,0,3,13,1,2,15,119,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293917154890372,0.0,0.0,0.09073533054152554,0.0,0.0,0.07415528336467139,0.0,0.3336807541287201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973588616888246,0.0,0.0,0.2481120181464437,0.0,0.0,0.09104917931154301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225190917708375,0.0,0.2434636661682331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23568081250131065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032589923359008,0.112422038066851,0.0,0.110679788657376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116135990569824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279922995470656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394447426568595,0.0,0.24789430165214316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642936099133484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922049510487565,0.0,0.2304269924800581,0.1093824185059448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138160981837384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059929043168481175,0.0,0.24601815132706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327455714930278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801616423962467,0.0,0.08410329710896805,0.0,0.11597207099986395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558848824906385,0.0,0.0,0.10409711643318464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211784876327936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923946508886966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116766334450717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198931296766022,0.08764735626529441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733672477144966,0.2096175674562528,0.10713752278919082,0.08657065166452703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652247625268127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997469056144075,0.0,0.08655594729506963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983974043078812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938706937652501,0.0,0.11112758571236213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AllOverMyTransBody,2020/04/11,"Obsessive thoughts about remembering images in my mind I started noticed this happen recently, I'll look at a series of pictures, usually of a person, and the minute I stop looking I'll start trying to recall them in my mind, only to start forgetting some small details, which makes me anxious and I begin to start this never ending process of opening up photo albums I make on Imgur, looking at them as thoroughly as possible before I close them only to start feeling like I can't remember them properly and opening the album again and so on.",11.667178217821775,8.584398663366336,11.198094059405944,59.75080445544557,57.41584158415842,13.664356435643567,46.04207920792079,11.698219412168324,5.598582178217821,439,21,67,9,4,145,67,101,0.064,0.894,0.042,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,19,15,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,13,1,17,14,1,23,0,0,3,0,5,11,0,1,13,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906240120758287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273415023991279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254587148057576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566775909616094,0.10691030443474236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233539010789327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311164598313331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770060382160408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978566187787905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022085682673419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541964519785078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037801813065953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763180667400276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066899216243036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687083860193496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477617558089088,0.0,0.3390495524456979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296167593696895,0.0,0.0,0.12511446897386966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188057334627489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160282563450687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481881750905614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melvindoo1,2020/04/11,"My grandad passed away today from covid, extreme anxiety I’m still in a shock that he is gone from my life, not seeing me reach 18 or drive a car like he always wanted to. 

I now can’t seem to function properly, my life has turned into a bigger nightmare and my mum now can’t stop crying. I’m now terrified of her now having the virus as she went to visit him one last time yesterday before he passed.

She was in full PSE but nurses have caught it regardless, I just don’t know

Any help would be appreciated",5.397339743589747,5.163586105769231,6.1469230769230805,81.86474358974361,67.75,9.241025641025642,26.948717948717945,8.841846274778883,1.745441025641025,401,10,84,6,6,132,80,104,0.098,0.809,0.09300000000000001,0.5288,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,0,0,12,20,4,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,8,4,1,0,1,4,1,11,1,11,14,1,24,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,2,11,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106929229682236,0.0,0.0,0.17219305106833874,0.0,0.1937067209818729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379012966827249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546502239886445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27814182815603644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972287119430174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915886127816005,0.20640182514838645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577026801449881,0.12370674244127305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715832117000811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177742433717705,0.2305149733509494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022156746221397,0.21169682587364766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765013188091353,0.0,0.24001565870611655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754222771333565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935117855600638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347303444444384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798747571333964,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,[deleted],2020/04/11,Never going to recover Panic disorder and dissociation. I see no way out. I cant do this forever. How did you recover? I feel like this is it for me,-0.8574193548387079,1.2394045483870997,4.33767741935484,75.00651612903226,100.29032258064517,8.931612903225806,22.32903225806452,8.841846274778883,2.9484141935483885,115,5,23,5,5,46,27,31,0.243,0.682,0.07400000000000001,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,3,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727304676871234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855903989182908,0.2946712141840643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23441824591632016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201513760593542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181250597963145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839488839411216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286880470590863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274023356455844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihavebabylegs,2020/04/11,"Recovered eating disorder, boyfriend who is trying Background- I’m 31 and have been in recovery for over a decade. I was diagnosed with anorexia binge purge type (I starved for weeks and then would eat tons of food in a night and throw it all up) and spent months inpatient when I was a teenager. 
I still struggle with certain things- such as grocery shopping. I don’t trust myself with large amounts of food so my fridge/pantry are usually pretty empty. I buy enough for a few days. So this quarantine has been TOUGH. My boyfriend is living with me for the quarantine and I told him about how triggered I feel with being so out of control. I also mentioned how I’m overwhelmed with the stress of food. He is so sweet and really trying so he went and ordered two packages of double stuffed Oreos- my favorite treat. He said he’ll love me no matter what size I am. 
And now I have dozens of my favorite cookie while I’m stuck at home. I don’t know if anyone understands this anxiety but it SUCKS.",3.2835981577432345,5.5989410932642505,3.5098013816925766,88.9965040299367,75.89119170984456,6.568681635002879,26.784398388025327,7.594959193182576,1.5115897524467468,793,31,153,11,18,244,125,193,0.10300000000000001,0.797,0.099,-0.1951,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,13,10,1,3,6,0,16,7,0,4,2,28,30,22,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,7,15,5,1,3,1,3,2,3,5,0,2,9,3,20,5,24,18,6,19,0,1,0,1,10,6,1,1,10,105,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242052213212452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710817389194565,0.0,0.0,0.1070392824383216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716957449436368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872595329100352,0.0,0.0,0.1553761525174661,0.0,0.0,0.17544652715661602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31328451432113785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817579289502562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740342913619283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553261779721043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355485899164995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413048366397649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517520661255444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381634997594549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218949224934485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365814546661876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557405755258724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806897169664508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561711038533282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225238374430344,0.0,0.17535620587849407,0.1600357232672948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170162804903664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627748901096366,0.0,0.20786679050566775,0.0,0.1495399721805645,0.15936493498574875,0.0,0.0,0.1685994380401916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279405142753193,0.0,0.0,0.1419095933046536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874586194208784,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Camsinc06,2020/04/11,"Does anyone ever go in a “trance” of sorts Now I don’t know why but I’ve been feeling crappy tonight and have been posting on these types of subreddits (r/suicidewatch, r/depression and r/anxiety) Anyway something I’ve noticed and quite frankly terrifies me is that when my m having a mental breakdown or just feeling mentally weak I find myself almost caught in a trance, what I mean is I find myself losing focus on something and just staring off into the distance like I’m hypnotised or something and often doing a certain action continuously, the main one I find myself doing is just tapping on something constantly until I snap out and it can last from a few seconds to I think my longest is 15mins. And the weird thing is I think I could snap out but (this’ll get weird) I never “notice I can snap out or force myself” and I don’t know why (or maybe I just can’t for a while) anyway I’m sorry if this got confusing I just needed to ask and ventilate.",3.90214539007092,5.639394994680856,5.052255319148936,81.1636666666667,72.45744680851064,7.353758865248227,27.95886524822695,8.021203637495839,1.9531265248226952,761,29,138,11,15,251,109,188,0.13,0.8170000000000001,0.053,-0.9425,0,0,4,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,1,9,0,17,1,0,0,3,44,32,19,0,3,12,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,10,0,0,3,4,5,0,2,4,3,21,2,17,27,2,24,0,1,1,0,1,10,0,9,11,103,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968065621673606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671066800508383,0.0,0.0,0.09753574795143932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040578645721698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074083013067086,0.0,0.11137266681878506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014388344624212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220700115059674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617810964223627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106225645066425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824782991880103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287858717610643,0.0,0.07927627289450892,0.0,0.11156415003034456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533218359233792,0.11370424592089375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681485343189328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560553844552919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013802937829184,0.15194721131978034,0.0,0.0,0.2811493843189643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343123046213368,0.10758449691666598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176241502878389,0.0,0.0,0.09452309680409487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359436347659726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836645332811182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295496971198147,0.0,0.1561493904579098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267199978996243,0.1787611291897976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517388878738828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lucillesmom,2020/04/11,"Feeling down Been thinking a lot lately about COVID and realized that I have not had a hug or any physical touch in a month now because of physical distancing/isolation. I know that this is not good for mental health and get so scared when I hear that this is going to be going on for a long time. How am I going to last months and months of this without so much as a handshake or a hug. I love FaceTiming my friends and family, but no physical touch for months is overwhelming to think about.",9.611938775510202,6.4509574387755135,9.13642857142857,73.19607142857143,61.3469387755102,13.4734693877551,38.785714285714285,11.698219412168324,4.215277551020408,391,14,79,9,4,126,63,98,0.111,0.8270000000000001,0.063,-0.5465,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,6,0,8,4,0,1,0,17,18,12,0,0,6,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,4,6,5,15,15,2,16,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,3,10,58,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261011532229831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303855341026235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481022065514654,0.0,0.09376075998793196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326547851477855,0.0,0.0968813613564781,0.0,0.31615843029703,0.15553283977413607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710716180541274,0.20899705532434895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190941376263056,0.15115306928506905,0.2091770888634248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641028310361878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764894858451478,0.1673609927183662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868733749704677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920450700281001,0.0,0.13631497435866988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565130389084208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763662585389464,0.0,0.0,0.10812777744625374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875129725535605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tathinm,2020/04/11,"Calling/Messaging anxiety I always get really high anxiety that someone has heard me taking about them through my phone.

I don't talk about people often and it's not like I say horrible things but it is still one of the most common things that keeps me up at night.

I worry that I have said horrible things about them. 

I will constantly go through my phonecalls, whatsapp, snapchats and anything else i could possibly have sent to someone to reassure myself.

Once I complete the first round of checking I last around 2 minutes before I check them all again.

This post is just a rant really to get it off my chest, not sure if this is the correct sub.",4.521612903225805,6.470564709677419,4.5669677419354855,84.40545161290326,71.25806451612901,8.185806451612903,29.335483870967746,8.841846274778883,2.3973122580645163,520,21,97,10,10,161,85,124,0.111,0.8170000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.4306,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,8,3,0,0,4,0,9,1,1,0,3,15,17,4,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,11,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,3,4,19,3,14,12,2,15,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,3,8,71,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454837512209026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675095110754511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388125618836187,0.15564773347723188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877889239882186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833200237379855,0.1889436479089526,0.0,0.13959826231451816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605926143553882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872174353078918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269696542824632,0.0,0.09936755808183947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473169739105874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554088859536547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252074231253076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541967470064846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407872729379275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620256081504905,0.11847844214692906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121442872420075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971097115823224,0.16745168746557768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401837376823872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631615330003668,0.1390425237941309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962885641967549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963019965379336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478787609940684,0.0,0.13146050980770754,0.14053253675241995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484746438802553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775620037483346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DunnoMyOldPassword,2020/04/11,"Video conferencing is so awkward. I've *always* been socially-anxious...but somehow, video meetups weird me out even more than physical ones. There's just something oddly stilted about interacting digitally in real-time. I worry like crazy about saying the wrong things at the wrong time. One of my friends sells Mary Kay, and she invited me to a Zoom ""girls' night"" scheduled for this evening...but I've never been into ""girly""/beauty-type stuff, which (I fear) will make it all feel even weirder. I would feel really bad turning her down/bailing out, though.

Sigh.",4.383939393939393,7.519531030303033,3.8917171717171715,83.19090909090913,77.08080808080808,6.428282828282829,28.191919191919194,7.686295010490155,2.042931313131313,448,19,74,7,11,134,83,99,0.19899999999999998,0.736,0.065,-0.9171,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,12,9,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,1,2,2,3,8,2,11,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714679744314473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269352467101139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772494948686134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26535638145180457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604388065096034,0.2031401595604281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519803897034892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813896703261003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408779286096625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492969146940794,0.0,0.0,0.1885106313629628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722406042561105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286434282909365,0.1286877518264138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974644842167166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464589218904745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995753850618894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345458450610434,0.0,0.19736186238953107,0.0,0.11713372399164422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849785421735252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040016154729012,0.0,0.14269814653549182,0.4392576676951472,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iJerkofToASMR,2020/04/11,"Scary symptoms ... Its been 4 days now, I have this body ache / sensitive skin the area of my right shoulder / chest / back / armpit / shoulder blades. I feel very sore and my skin hurts from just touching it or laying in my bed. It’s been 4 days and I have no other symptoms except the usual .. fatigue ect .. Could it be soreness from stress/anxiety ?? only that? cause Ive never felt my skin sensitive like that and never had armpit pain .. I feel like my body is fighting something ... with my history of face numbness Im scared that it coule be fibromyalgia or MS ... Honestly its ruining my life right now .. I have a shortness of breathe and I get exhausted so quickly ... Could be anxiety and depression but damnit I feel like it could be more serious .. im scared ..

thanks guys for letting me vent !!! ❤️",1.3171586250394185,3.993206821192056,2.296404919583729,91.40554083885208,90.05960264900664,5.7900977609586874,23.74676758120466,7.2636822038024595,1.2855257647429834,614,25,120,11,21,193,93,151,0.2,0.7170000000000001,0.083,-0.9377,0,0,1,0,2,0,39.0,0,0,0,0,6,16,1,2,3,0,16,21,12,1,2,21,22,9,0,3,5,0,8,3,0,0,9,0,1,1,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,4,8,16,5,9,10,1,14,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,2,12,73,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100160370565832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554898482402016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30494288510949785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100986507122487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287868948668298,0.0,0.0,0.17705026707991325,0.0,0.11822689684955258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821725206951572,0.1961255368047219,0.13179676599618695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171575415627336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591479698734954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694595800105528,0.0,0.2965413995078597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403636570566345,0.0969549468234494,0.20118351861776787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117358096763854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439688324201304,0.14606056877810444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344486141859705,0.0,0.0,0.2748541738516138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567397664456243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723759583963814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853436042169408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637597528742694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117896834357208,0.11325872237639938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daisychaingirl93,2020/04/11,"Constant spiralling Hey everyone,

I've suffered anxiety for at least a decade now, it comes and goes in waves and severity, and now I think it's fast becoming the worst it's ever been. Funnily enough, nothing directly related to the current pandemic that's happening across the world, but pretty much everything else is giving me this overwhelming, crushing anxiety I can't shake. I just can't stop spiralling. A few weeks ago I would fixate on something eg. a uni assignment submitted a month ago (that I'm terrified I've made a mistake in and will therefore fail/ I'll have done something to get kicked out), I'll spiral and shake it off perhaps once a day, then it became twice a day, then three…now I'm at the point where it's constant. I cannot shake the feeling of my throat being half closed up because I am so petrified that my whole life is about to fall apart. It's got the point now where I am always on the brink  of tears and it's difficult to breathe. I feel like I'm slowly losing my mind, and I don't know what to do. 

If anyone has any words of kindness or support they would be greatly appreciated, anything to deal with catastrophising would be particularly helpful.",7.587202898550728,6.916288343478263,7.532826086956523,75.1938768115942,63.39130434782609,11.144927536231883,36.992753623188406,10.504223727775694,3.7794057971014494,949,41,179,20,12,305,144,230,0.149,0.701,0.15,0.0387,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,9,14,0,4,14,0,20,3,2,2,1,29,34,13,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,4,0,0,5,4,10,0,2,4,2,14,4,22,23,6,40,0,4,0,0,5,18,0,2,18,111,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405720259811128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290965741526535,0.0,0.0,0.09227770032099122,0.0,0.20761361318620344,0.0,0.0,0.09488155882433624,0.0,0.11166596412570272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827188133471361,0.1498651926726302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688979364518925,0.0,0.29327759804319964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502494656700734,0.13989626453440648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138863770176525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335630977766492,0.0,0.0,0.14020988796149042,0.0,0.0,0.12274449095652545,0.0,0.12966301587706694,0.12195450727910614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372236032883141,0.09694100485083808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089538042633341,0.13017163942255702,0.0,0.0,0.1085282133588745,0.1496049414716953,0.0,0.0,0.1199952218096754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095393889890648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413061459043989,0.0745747846290272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958458559089432,0.06629404401546604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180873116819818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839851213614958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701393161896586,0.0,0.10831097922627086,0.0,0.0997519216250937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302036431296473,0.0,0.0,0.14451144663948998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655251415202257,0.0,0.0,0.13805126717482272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329746877264258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893029330918295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344764574222364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539858240957824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869482981930435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088468714325831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149935565802264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28918290542652325,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maxmichelle,2020/04/11,"feeling really hopeless I (21F) was anxious in my family home so I decided to go back to my college town apartment (I live alone) and stay with my boyfriend (he lives alone, we’re following quarantine rules) in hopes that my anxiety would ease up. I’ve barely been here 24 hours and I’m an absolute ball of anxiety. Absolutely no appetite, and all I want to do is lay in bed because I’m honestly too nervous to do anything else. I don’t want to annoy my boyfriend with this stuff, and I don’t want to worry my parents if I tell them how I’m feeling. I just feel so stupid and annoying and I wish I wasn’t like this.",2.2555619183965625,3.9984712204724415,4.150522548317824,85.86911954187546,76.95275590551181,8.082748747315676,28.86828919112384,8.841846274778883,2.3518566929133864,483,22,102,11,11,164,80,127,0.20600000000000002,0.6459999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.8755,1,3,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,1,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,22,22,10,0,7,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,3,17,3,13,18,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,60,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725046092753509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751428429010596,0.20315961328514745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798687982602526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828014353959725,0.0,0.10962426363304376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022703402896373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169530139379071,0.0,0.2727862475569805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022029920089912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038672724594373,0.17861431569712236,0.1770988538785633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785710849058825,0.0,0.3175909025055195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968278378632584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520534722834695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916775888246124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058652645289572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718158990659667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182097217656855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679857692029924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826287009613869,0.0,0.12774789587309088,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pretty-Wolf,2020/04/11,"My weird ""panic attacks"" Hello, this is my first post here and i am in a mood to share right now as i think i will feel better if i talk about this.

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So i get these panic attacks but they are not like normal panic attacks i used to have.. More like i get a ""episode"" of chest pain, shortness of breath, super hard anxiety impeding sense of doom so in that sense it is similar but then after i will have these symptoms for like 6 hours after until i distract myself enough for them to go away.. ( my usual panic attacks was just 30 min and then im fine )

It is so strange.. However recently started SSRI treatment and i would say i feel better.

Just wanted to share that, thanks for reading sweethearts! :)",2.3065159301130542,4.6539840143884925,3.308042137718396,89.02944244604319,79.35971223021582,5.410277492291882,23.597636176772863,6.5431188927421005,0.7603089414182933,554,19,106,5,14,177,88,139,0.27399999999999997,0.5539999999999999,0.172,-0.9336,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,4,8,24,4,5,2,0,11,4,2,1,0,16,21,13,0,4,6,0,3,3,1,3,2,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,12,0,1,1,4,17,11,18,17,2,19,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,15,75,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645384952019487,0.14181386938607218,0.0,0.0,0.08928185146756427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310920711458981,0.1096516843953786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643875747509285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059130612051301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802287122321878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992723777373882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219509786053083,0.0,0.06632825521373771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454808932394327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493458016458452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606544507699274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105395643775634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434976613766755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418630681428625,0.5477301471816103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117746926319785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674030318536813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523578130144688,0.0,0.0,0.09966860932095643,0.0,0.09281145860687924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260703281738742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130504720481193,0.0,0.09380604840738307,0.0,0.10744970920140448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478223537939628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079886219150076,0.12853816675946375,0.0,0.06883782696208493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290652625652029,0.0,0.14181386938607218,0.0
anxiety,marielovee,2020/04/11,"Forgetting things Hello I’m 21 (F) years old and I’ve been dealing with pretty bad anxiety since last year and have had tons of symptoms that I’m used to at this point. Recently though (like the last couple of months) I have found myself forgetting a lot of stuff. Like i’ll try to think of a word but can’t for the life of me, and it either takes me a couple of minutes or I just give up. Yesterday I was talking to my friend about a music artist I recently downloaded a few songs from and it took me about 30 seconds to remember her name. I’ll also tell myself to do something and then forget until hours later that I had even told myself. Sometimes I’ll also want to look something up and as I’m at the search bar I’ve forgotten what it was. On top of that, I’ll be doing readings for class and won’t comprehend anything they’re saying and have to read it over and over again. Does this happen to anyone else, and is it a symptom of anxiety or something else? Thanks!",3.2995166666666687,4.529378585000004,4.4780000000000015,86.70566666666667,73.15,7.533333333333335,24.833333333333336,8.021203637495839,1.3104833333333334,767,23,159,11,15,252,119,200,0.054000000000000006,0.863,0.083,0.7644,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,9,0,14,4,0,1,0,27,28,19,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,13,11,1,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,3,13,4,31,18,4,24,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,3,16,105,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000972164904102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141414540580667,0.0,0.0,0.08747823525831297,0.12818765619314754,0.10295300373615986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445973063880104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27685865219836303,0.0,0.0,0.12898057844261615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109482619539869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902291356961472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263247720314205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137174170891931,0.09665792355944487,0.0,0.0,0.12001473667237035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063235441540678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232059151896714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395899930944733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836729113251428,0.1222426370407066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505898586578627,0.0,0.0,0.10636212002696106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985979824968644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127951956473366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826724532768712,0.0,0.0,0.1272795406954239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502831762708251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24705758488891086,0.0,0.1417226722949003,0.0,0.0,0.09949069010713947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349040890868944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889421333895897,0.12373474614846693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432184216135353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26006967331491393,0.09406544476976246,0.10055685615076114,0.10934967229482423,0.11518239106164442,0.0,0.0,0.08311601817541645,0.0801639831689835,0.12291771168604533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954579949720576,0.13899929379166326,0.08493993788085784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080529119138694,0.0,0.0,0.07379178188485072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113055544547816
anxiety,kenneth1901,2020/04/11,"relaxing music hey guys i stumbled on this video

during this relaxation song and i must say i am in love with it. just thought i would share it with fellow music enthusiasts 

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gomTBMudxdw](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gomTBMudxdw)",14.404705882352935,20.14792858823529,7.507352941176473,56.37808823529414,57.235294117647065,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.7070823529411765,228,6,25,4,4,57,27,34,0.0,0.604,0.396,0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246142396692386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781915681188566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421341471360582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206252279939537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763754851249349,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,curiousyag,2020/04/11,"My journey My journey so far. Trying to write more these days. First draft so still needs work.

[Truest Self](https://letterstomydaughtersan.wordpress.com/2020/04/11/finding-the-truest-self/)",13.558749999999995,19.20197070833333,5.9250000000000025,63.27000000000001,71.08333333333333,4.066666666666666,22.66666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.5073666666666671,163,4,19,1,4,39,20,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328483043964841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30711016334720825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771506172761306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7533107712755867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833613973199657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451302220750222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628497423677557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Artist0491,2020/04/11,"Not sure how to deal with anxiety anymore. Forgot to put age  28 

I'm second guessing everything and I can't seem to keep people around long. I have no close relationship with anyone. I'm worn out. It's not even from what has been going on in the world like it might be for some. I've have had anxiety for close to 13 years. Any tips from someone around my age of how to try to handle it better? I've gone up and down with it. Some months everything is fine some it's just downward spiral.",0.551764705882352,2.8542491764705886,2.185784313725492,94.53102941176472,86.64705882352942,5.3607843137254925,17.323529411764707,6.816661863887847,-0.08585882352941132,384,9,85,5,12,125,70,102,0.096,0.8340000000000001,0.071,-0.1436,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,24,18,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,21,11,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,6,6,53,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387440409278177,0.0,0.31215723349063745,0.0,0.20233804190787405,0.14265906968884726,0.0,0.0,0.3632511284253884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804435906049756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034088392637584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475663162472054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667291467040407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595214654180472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247566117512549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134685269366746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967634134961252,0.0,0.0,0.1805557627644746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164383527912748,0.0,0.0,0.16285086085184222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144529133778108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205101543032504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190465662085784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857367570796217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286977599926476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229120979358447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385196269875614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138545302395505
anxiety,correcticallytech,2020/04/11,"Freaking the F out. I have anxiety medicine, but I can’t take it for a few hours because of drug interactions. I’m having a freak out. I’m super worried about 5 personal situations that are spiraling out of control. I don’t want to scare relatives by talking about it because they live so far away to be helpful. I’m having this real sense of doom that society is going to unravel into Chaos. I’ve had nervous breakdowns over much less in the past. I don’t know how long I’m going to be able to keep it together. I’m paralyzed with fear to the point that I can’t move.",3.1273352165725044,4.415528889830508,5.123333333333335,81.68315442561206,73.66101694915254,8.63427495291902,30.060263653484,9.150863307647796,2.605821845574388,451,20,92,10,9,156,78,118,0.23399999999999999,0.684,0.083,-0.9598,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,0,3,5,0,12,1,0,2,0,12,23,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,1,0,6,1,21,20,3,15,1,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,57,13,0,0.20593945558057986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754311983806582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934868976302848,0.0,0.0,0.2510775613220041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097861082096285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882438702353065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317391421048869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340802769661195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803687605824835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028088804025886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304845046643087,0.0,0.0,0.1131789390050413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181848312263382,0.18224993765207856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888104984058784,0.15138919554918484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659251288678087,0.0,0.17981838915786058,0.0,0.0,0.19467935103831172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344041863352993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618132146466026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314845765975172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548408411151216,0.16552633354773927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146842660873472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914151368114156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,the_Russian_Five,2020/04/11,"A second Coronavirus test in a month [Trigger Warning - Concerns with breathing and chronic illness] For the second time this month I'm being tested for Coronavirus. I had a double lung transplant two years ago so I am immunocompromised. I'm a 29 year old male in the US.  In the middle of March, I was very sick, had to be intubated and was tested for Covid-19. It came back negative. I got off the vent and have been home in oxygen. Two nights ago I spiked a fever, had a dry cough, headache, nausea. I had to crank up my oxygen therapy because I was so short of breath. My doctors were concerned so yesterday I got another swab for Coronavirus. I'm waiting on the results. I'm feeling better but the stress of possibly being positive is just so much.

I'm actually getting back on the transplant list because chronic rejection has left my lungs damaged. And this scare and the talks of ""rationing"" vents to people who are going to have the most successful outcomes has me nearly panicking. All of my immediate family, parents, step parent, wife and sister, all work jobs that are deemed essential so are still interacting with the public, and I still have doctors appointments that have to be done in person like Photopheresis. 

Been having panic attacks about suffocating, about not dying but feeling so out of breath I wish I were dead. Last transplant my lungs were so bad I felt that way. It's not just imagining. I know what it's like and it terrifies me. 

I don't know if anyone has anything to say to any of this. Don't know if I'm specifically looking for anything. I really just need to vent. Thanks for listening",3.6231798245614018,6.230082151315795,4.587,80.22466666666669,76.17105263157895,7.605964912280703,28.22543859649123,8.548686976883017,2.4534380701754386,1290,55,226,27,30,418,165,304,0.157,0.755,0.08800000000000001,-0.9794,3,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,3,16,12,1,3,16,0,32,14,6,2,2,36,55,19,2,4,9,4,3,2,0,0,8,2,1,2,12,12,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,7,0,4,17,6,23,5,36,34,5,34,0,2,1,0,13,14,0,3,18,157,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.11590789378304665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057488166491214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077151009622582,0.12454661771778035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830506911189483,0.0,0.1954844673720648,0.0,0.0,0.13512444069668242,0.0,0.1826622754648889,0.09917270047839914,0.1448090588338202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504740385881932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584769317408513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232703649736729,0.0,0.0,0.24314380672711775,0.0,0.12154872060960667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119711052729468,0.0,0.1201130676196666,0.0,0.11404324359876898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062055371080576675,0.0,0.06750293499057704,0.0,0.18999146382167925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914165410514267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178664980994076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958279610989757,0.0968180016581268,0.0,0.0,0.1290500834380507,0.0,0.0,0.11605555896795106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974162554428327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961116979888065,0.0,0.08731376396065607,0.08807063413754918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114628946876952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463505690781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935762518716766,0.26377259036565165,0.0,0.0,0.0823440754712988,0.10371030990526574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339016908918548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609071820361005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445515846198836,0.11891513902399113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970876354209032,0.0,0.13605709752956635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546736254348208,0.0,0.1093526538819094,0.13583029894488066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925903248671288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23205308848479103,0.0,0.14287247383256296,0.0,0.0,0.09800234450389132,0.0,0.09427857670574064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658612746647114,0.0,0.0,0.08647008257149533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297523950513509
anxiety,sugardoodl,2020/04/11,"Anybody else relate to these symptoms and feelings? So it's been about three years now fighting with my health anxiety and depression, I've been relapsing a bit with my once a week alcohol consumption but I'm not giving up. 

I was wondering how common it is to get a sudden onset of fatigue, mostly in the eyes, it feels like a tightness in my eyelids and across my forehead, accompanied with head pressure and difficulty concentrating.. Usually this is enough to set me off into a panic fit, but I've managed to keep it under control as it passes. It still leaves a lot of discomfort because I can't fully convince myself that was just anxiety or depression related, I just haven't heard anybody else talk about these feelings and I want to avoid Google as best as I can. I feel incredibly drained after it passes, and I can't take any antidepressants until after I see a gastroenterologist.",6.515996714129244,7.706140512048197,7.213526834611173,70.22375136911282,65.56626506024097,10.132749178532311,34.970427163198245,10.230975488527342,3.8837421686746985,719,33,118,17,11,238,108,166,0.225,0.6990000000000001,0.076,-0.9745,0,1,1,0,3,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,1,4,8,0,10,7,3,2,0,29,23,15,0,1,6,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,11,10,1,4,5,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,5,8,14,3,25,18,5,21,0,3,2,0,4,8,0,4,11,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795815638211588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427163118313373,0.0,0.2570972851738357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243443104704454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763455585006412,0.0,0.18345402095963298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884689532501725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28946183958663824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807484447084287,0.0,0.0,0.17362821732261208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398603331040282,0.12004641115137785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779294170189726,0.16119740217685696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724555106012444,0.1786165813848975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935993307283008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792802424999626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209489964554845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285993465264454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895503111462374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715643707755204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339045639291779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419539781950307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465586679489564,0.12634369538209514,0.1350626134090942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850701635991816,0.0,0.0991131911934416,0.0,0.1347899818105101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223008908919747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082109900387956
anxiety,Amunet_Hidden_One,2020/04/11,"Hi, I've experienced my first panic attack 2 weeks ago.. while watching tiktok. It started with my Adam's apple (throat sinking in) I thought I was suffocating and then I had an extreme tingling throughout my body and thought there is seriously something wrong and i just DASHED outside my house.. Dashed outside my house with a t-shirt. I felt my fingers going numb and as I've looked towards my fingers I told myself ""is this it? Am I gonna die or pass out?"". I thought running outside in the cold might help me get adrenaline because I thought I had an heart attack.. soon after that i prepared some thee. I'm so sorry for my broken english. 

I just need someone who can help me or has been through the same..",2.9566053511705666,5.2296457753623224,3.684782608695652,87.55168896321074,76.7536231884058,5.405574136008919,30.180602006688968,6.297961479604792,1.4866314381270902,559,27,106,4,13,177,93,138,0.166,0.7809999999999999,0.053,-0.9371,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,2,1,5,0,10,7,5,0,0,20,23,10,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,1,10,7,24,0,10,11,2,15,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,4,8,70,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181448826732287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640054931205268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752360971366868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770405947717172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603617287161435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536079147088506,0.0,0.0,0.13608070153854074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358404976368272,0.0,0.09092152023586927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957957132961675,0.214465272896832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691957520165088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434468036906802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971573756968078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186247078744178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770453670268533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555232313893056,0.12316204474875082,0.0,0.17908687487401895,0.11323616129699733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080317025241721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286976254876494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283279991408705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491532351459765,0.0,0.0
anxiety,igottheblues1,2020/04/11,"Does anyone else experience anxiety when working out? like working up a sweat and getting very hot at the same time? I'm kinda overweight so I've been trying to take walks every now and then but I find when I'm done I get very anxious like im going to have a panic attack and have to lay down with the air conditioner on or a fan on me. 

Is this my body just being irritated by the effort of exercise? or is it something in my head that I should try to push through.

Also, one time I took a spin class and ended up getting a debilitating migraine later that night. Not sure if my body just can't handle vigorous exercise but that doesn't make any sense either. 

Sorry for the long post guys",3.217814313346228,4.659753205673759,4.89136041263701,82.82454545454549,73.68085106382979,7.3967762733720175,24.8749194068343,8.00094639256281,1.3787673758865249,546,17,110,8,11,185,99,141,0.157,0.7879999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9322,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,1,1,9,0,10,8,4,1,1,21,19,14,0,2,9,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,1,2,0,4,3,2,0,1,3,1,8,4,17,14,2,24,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,4,12,70,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503361334641452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632385028711594,0.0,0.11960787194084238,0.17663180879539714,0.0,0.10932405792899963,0.16019978809655527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787151417187205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34734080370844256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368235676617385,0.16000106915532555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306109630818216,0.0,0.13848032951590575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317322239507573,0.0,0.0,0.15294100434939328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429017244625478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450603923248041,0.0,0.08885771660488488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154811793049391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046094468511646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888560623557605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277012726387745,0.0,0.0,0.13836546607888953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436531889058673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672455811739046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594729345577154,0.0,0.0,0.18344388088221195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974076929183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036642194688242,0.0,0.1750218290887326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735870214604868,0.0,0.11755628245997775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823387229575109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371140148972966,0.21230374988594874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25801143478447824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765037084717865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ClearAlternative,2020/04/11,"Analysing conversations afterwards I’ve done this for as long as I can remember, especially conversations with people who I don’t feel as comfortable with. I overanalyse everything. My mind goes over and over what I said, how they could have interpreted it, do they think I’m stupid or boring? Why didn’t I say this/that? what would have been better to say, and re-doing the whole conversation in my head even though there’s no point whatsoever. It’s a vicious and pointless circle that leaves me feeling down and worried about what the person thinks of me, but I don’t know how to stop 😣",5.503392857142856,6.9701882678571465,5.673571428571428,79.32142857142857,68.10714285714286,9.528571428571428,28.285714285714285,9.827888789773867,2.562228571428572,474,16,91,11,8,150,79,112,0.11599999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.6818,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,2,1,6,5,2,0,3,0,11,1,1,2,0,21,18,12,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,8,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,5,12,2,14,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,3,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853417672524728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731929543533874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445608227823146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841462681261613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883420406489186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119230690618896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507247256221665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517054540542547,0.0,0.0,0.22189734604676994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854569843472356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159925987309974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452848515050684,0.18298264796698072,0.0,0.0,0.19810511774861173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373944417563632,0.0,0.1993427506066015,0.333306399822798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520435761349426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685594862869675,0.2058949430967534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189098342330568,0.2339700142146104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128217706343795,0.0,0.1488678025491502,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HiHowAreYou100,2020/04/11,Can I get help? Can I still get help with my anxiety? It's never been this bad. How bad does it need to be to call an ambulance or is that selfish due to corona virus? Im really really struggling,-0.18428571428571414,1.9563615238095269,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,88.5238095238095,7.1695238095238105,17.923809523809524,8.238735603445708,0.9604323809523811,152,4,34,4,5,54,32,42,0.318,0.581,0.10099999999999999,-0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062672570242006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502618563047684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753237713436473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359562254548808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28174252028669505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36145644217266376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29124814432206475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999282414486043,0.2079563317537478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34546551481052834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532795723443324,0.0,0.0,0.28187724705439426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,careacosta,2020/04/11,"How do I cope with anxiety during this pandemic? I have been trying to stay in the house as much as possible. But lately, my anxiety has decided to act on me, and my mind is racing like crazy. I try to calm myself down, by meditating and watching funny videos, but they don't help! And this is bad, because I have two older parents who are already sick! I don't want to get them even more ill by going out. I feel like a goner. I care about my parents, and I don't wanna get them sick. But at the same time, I don't wanna feel on-edge all the time. Please give me suggestions, because I feel hopeless rn!",2.3788800000000023,3.752298128000003,4.105800000000002,87.88990000000004,75.72,7.240000000000001,23.7,7.908726449838941,1.1090799999999992,466,14,101,7,10,157,79,125,0.223,0.664,0.113,-0.9472,2,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,1,1,20,21,10,0,3,3,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,4,19,4,17,20,4,12,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,0,6,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982567600941456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748753261720229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500066908342034,0.21903535563406573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317301780767284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866222883090485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725210221057087,0.1283475101602274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772748587830115,0.17234405439748912,0.10210362176976663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042078184461055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730088611093586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266173207034008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554337302217538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814030812618082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206909495087865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989772711910324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721022496854065,0.0,0.20253708380328425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149122394936674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095197211247321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439515959547668,0.0,0.1754994859146846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059667772797621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yaynikkicat,2020/04/11,"I am not ok today My anxiety is at 11 today (props to those who get that). I was having a bad anxiety attack yesterday because of all this shit going on and work stuff and I drank with my friend. Stupid, I know, because alcohol intensifies everything. But I woke up and have the biggest shame hangover I’ve ever had. Possibly ruined the best relationship I’ve ever had by blackout calling him and saying something stupid (no clue what I said coz his last text said “you can’t put me on the spot like that. we’ll talk about this tomorrow”) My friend is here trying to help me but I can’t shake the panic. Xanax isn’t working either. I don’t know why I’m posting this. Just needed to get it out somewhere. Thanks for reading.",1.7137499999999974,4.1861306527777815,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,82.75,6.1000000000000005,22.88888888888889,7.413659706084162,1.119938888888889,570,20,111,9,16,188,101,144,0.175,0.73,0.095,-0.8325,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,3,5,15,4,3,5,1,13,4,1,1,3,18,25,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,10,6,2,0,2,1,0,3,6,9,0,0,7,3,17,6,13,17,3,17,0,1,0,0,14,6,1,0,8,72,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389560819728238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464054451268365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446957403951635,0.0,0.0,0.128049512875724,0.1869741305239695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094225904021606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659809646321976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27744649064163784,0.0,0.0,0.13783042236291612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369717009928514,0.0,0.16024893947343685,0.0,0.08715823912758881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279423117438903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856571015482774,0.12500917984606538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492413598035902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371477982920933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993536461802104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728907875779017,0.1468768529706925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541695420586234,0.0,0.0,0.15340188322562934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465165645554716,0.0,0.0,0.2917616843953537,0.12195833098536354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574222279962182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806431436481345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556094592906507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326526564521305,0.0,0.14119363487834086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907354198393758,0.0,0.0,0.10412163235368396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838389082835464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329636882309767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nepon123,2020/04/11,WEIRD THINGS ARE HAPPENING THIS WEEK IVE JUST HAD MORE ENERGY THAN USUAL!!! i dont know why but it's like i can't turn off my brain and i can't can't stop stops stop stop stop\[stostpsostostotsosto DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOU CAN'T JUST STOP? BRAIN WON'T STOP???? BEEN AWAKE FOR 3 DAYS!!!!!!!! ate lots of waffles this morning. but I don't know what to do about it!!!1121 looked out the window and there was a giant man just sitting in my front yard staring at me and I think he's still out there but im afraid to look and someone keeps telling me to run to the grocery store and buy some soup. IS THIS HAPPENING TO ANYONE ELSE? i feel like something is a miss but I don't know what lol.,-1.074270516717327,0.5920796453900721,0.0987512664640331,103.32375,110.70212765957449,3.1490374873353595,13.546352583586627,5.288315135182226,-1.2791987841945291,534,12,125,4,28,164,88,141,0.099,0.7709999999999999,0.13,0.8587,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,1,17,3,2,0,1,30,31,9,0,0,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,7,1,7,6,1,2,2,8,3,0,0,4,5,14,3,14,26,3,20,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,2,14,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475874567596813,0.12420260786000414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27063971748035376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817586007671007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206709876638926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126244499207168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964901105146964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225833622041098,0.17319694316863388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438611704362065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309367070562771,0.0,0.0,0.10774451144343516,0.0,0.0,0.19985543921915108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766360774936285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035859054010148,0.0,0.0,0.10305557553031787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270798352282216,0.09331987065781827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968051958684894,0.7094082549342866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595025192745533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805321395124944,0.07767187622988518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185084457108054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350497653227564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723411385409067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938077998169812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blobblob1503,2020/04/11,"Bone feels bruised? Whenever I put my arm down the bone below my armpit hurts and it feels almost like an internal bruise. Now I have got myself in a huge panic about it being serious, I was just wondering if that is a weird place to have pain or if I am being paranoid as usual??? Sorry I don’t expect anyone to be a health expert but. I’m panicking a lot",2.4309909909909915,3.889397324324329,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,75.75675675675676,7.636036036036036,21.792792792792795,8.344100000000001,1.2026738738738731,278,7,57,5,6,96,58,74,0.225,0.73,0.045,-0.8766,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,0,9,6,4,0,0,12,14,6,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,2,8,1,7,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,6,3,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26166894968400795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827173311922005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642571526026298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899725668192815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27776533244284896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797428171431741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766517484045947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221604340083439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780572908526538,0.3065965257172046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27301826902654835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626934736644448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29252043984901954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28780125069466617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833846717056849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,manshapedobject,2020/04/11,"Anxiety linked to Asperger's I have Asperger's, and one of the effects is Autistic Inertia. It's basically that you cannot ""get started"" on a task. It is almost impossible to take the first step. It can apply to anything in life. Even just tidying the house. 

You know you should start but you can't.

So what happens then with me is:

Heart palpitations.

Dizziness.

Stress / Anxiety.

And finally, exhaustion.

So if I get Autistic Inertia, I can end up more exhausted at the end of the day (having done nothing) than if I spent the whole day chopping logs. 

Does the latter part of my description sound familiar to anyone?",2.9389030100334463,5.754437713043482,4.380000000000003,79.41615384615388,80.56521739130434,8.408026755852843,29.71571906354515,9.057496981413335,3.2211204013377928,487,24,86,14,13,161,80,115,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.9192,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,2,4,3,0,1,8,0,11,4,1,1,0,13,19,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,2,1,10,0,13,16,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,9,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424595041057074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29679292304342464,0.0,0.0,0.1356374216229031,0.0,0.15963147786270435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25020597011888673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975582764168676,0.1985119550833961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34362271574708897,0.0,0.0,0.12812393982401946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249889107234493,0.0,0.16500183789789766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269621884703404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153852334430786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298707850827985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383033353765908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660798189342266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701592732891416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861319170852854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314478988842399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006468192251745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746043269804223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222068673212497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585107203759828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165750882848559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,legendivi,2020/04/11,"Dreams involving suicide and self harm So, I've had anxiety issues since forever. And it was really really bad around a year ago, but now it's getting better. 
A few days back, I started having dreams involving scenarios that have happened, and some that haven't, and they always led to me committing suicide. It's really fucking me up, and I started taking meds for anxiety but it's not really helping. It's gotten so bad that I'm even scared to sleep at night now.

Anybody who's been through the same thing, please reach out, I could really use some insight or some tips, or just any help whatsoever!",5.416630434782611,6.682937217391306,6.2284239130434775,76.01133152173915,68.13043478260869,10.271739130434783,30.89673913043478,10.411451182825502,3.4133695652173914,480,19,86,13,8,158,77,115,0.22399999999999998,0.64,0.136,-0.9296,0,0,0,0,0,2,15.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,1,1,3,0,7,2,1,2,1,22,16,11,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,6,1,8,11,5,14,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,5,9,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705042979145385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286460220240471,0.0,0.0,0.10513856245407112,0.0,0.2365489902800229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763366410934338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888380589943523,0.2581820037923067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673797875130456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344169694224902,0.0,0.0,0.09970919957716876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211695172945827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293236095450018,0.080776161052245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671911066856934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726061338984456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137030841514738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717343412834092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508888716420548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971286669800964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952283743670653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478931564005316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128958772414095,0.0,0.0,0.12789311719422458,0.0,0.15471939222419126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886430312302305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382315394667543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624577657704065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271451012049584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353144385360924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956231320595717
anxiety,hypeachy,2020/04/11,"i hate feeling/hearing anything i don't like feeling anything.
i hate things touching my body. this includes clothes, water, my bed, sheets, my own body touching itself.  
i hate noises. this includes chewing, tapping, footsteps, too-loud tv's. and breathing. i fucking hate the sound of breathing. 

this isn't normal and there isn't any way for me to fix it. if i feel my toes touching each other i hyperfocus on it to the point where i will throw a tantrum and cry for an hour. hearing noises makes me nauseous and angry to the point where ive had multiple instances of feeling like hurting the person they're coming from.

if i talk to anyone about it they say ""you've been like that since you were a child its always been that way"" as if it's normal? at all?

it severely impacts my quality of life because i cannot feel comfortable in any position anywhere i go. i will start hyperventilating if i feel even slightly too warm where the backs of my knees touch my thighs.",3.4641176470588237,5.720594449197866,3.97058823529412,86.18764705882357,75.09625668449199,5.897326203208556,29.181818181818183,6.794906146795322,1.54612513368984,770,34,143,7,17,242,110,187,0.228,0.763,0.009000000000000001,-0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,0,8,12,6,0,8,0,11,11,7,1,1,19,26,9,0,6,4,0,10,3,0,2,1,3,1,2,14,6,2,0,5,1,0,3,4,7,0,0,4,13,25,5,16,20,3,16,0,1,0,1,7,8,1,4,6,91,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494359397705393,0.0,0.0,0.17153454783776698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818742358370564,0.0,0.207575292823086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698002052815226,0.0,0.07688279072744679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801861837623564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864292147523497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853907701705226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330238084211808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31885532285766577,0.09010157045626224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659774175828727,0.0,0.0,0.07167802989900929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980773917114728,0.0,0.0,0.2842972841104275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242047487442558,0.0,0.1350161922185369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908368705697138,0.18485049191147587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418740356701747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471455318626517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012485153812733,0.0,0.0,0.23845208191484754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029726371600224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424819425447239,0.0,0.10432940834176478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926978930883701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137207319543204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378984189361413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021952055546768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tallglassofgingerale,2020/04/11,"Frusturated and Scared My sister and her husband refuse to wear masks. They are still going into work. They still go out to grocery and supply stores without masks or any sort of protection. No one at their store wear masks and a lot of them don't care to social distance. I know because I used to work there. It's not just their lives that are at risk but myself, my mother, & sister. We watch their two kids and I'm afraid that we will be exposed to this virus. My mom is in her 50's with asthma and my sister has an autoimmune disease. I've begged my sister and her husband to wear masks repeatedly. I'm trying not to be upset but I feel that they are being selfish and careless. I wish wearing a mask was a law, not a preference. I'm so scared.",1.5139950980392172,3.779036588235297,2.7929697712418293,92.07023897058822,81.81045751633988,5.13218954248366,20.020016339869283,6.322622252153567,0.08371928104575144,590,16,123,5,16,190,94,153,0.145,0.8140000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,7,2,5,8,0,5,5,0,11,5,4,1,0,30,21,12,0,2,8,8,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,13,0,2,3,0,2,2,6,7,0,2,1,2,22,1,16,16,1,10,0,0,1,0,23,5,0,3,3,82,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291209460295275,0.0,0.14380263984513944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890637372623842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156014440840024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692245435939228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403595088757265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621497781406395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186726415364899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977896629681267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476638544510737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329334803288074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234243209970818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556072049498207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377505381118863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435700437868792,0.0,0.20656941208958485,0.0,0.0,0.18263683352975585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431729414555174,0.2038435633939823,0.0,0.3078963393551617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rafaolivvera,2020/04/11,"I feel like I don´t belong anywhere Have you ever felt like there´s no place for you when it comes to having a group of friends ?? I´m always in this mood when I go to parties or events with other people, like I´m always feeling that deep in their minds they don´t really like me. I also think that because of me being gay boys have never wanted to talk with me. As I grew up in my teenage I always saw that when it came to girls I never had problems but when boys reached out my friends (all of them girls obviously) they never talked to me. It was a terrible feeling... I know it sounds paranoic but I have this feeling since a very very long time. There has been moments in my life where I quit places because a deep sadness and emptiness invaded me trying to socialize and not being able to do it, and feeling alone and that nobody was interested in what I had to say. When I moved to another city for studying this feeling went worse, I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and (sigh) they gave me pills that.. of course they helped me but I was dissapointed I never thought that was they way of solvingthe problem. **Have you ever felt like that ? Tell me !**",2.510609849942284,4.941658491150445,3.2793420546363983,89.05267218160832,79.13274336283186,5.877337437475952,24.42785686802616,7.079830092131019,1.0136297037322044,913,33,179,11,23,288,121,226,0.11900000000000001,0.75,0.131,-0.7582,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,7,1,10,14,0,0,5,0,17,4,0,0,8,39,35,16,0,3,5,0,8,5,2,0,3,2,0,4,17,11,0,0,11,0,0,6,6,4,1,0,15,11,36,8,27,18,1,34,0,1,1,1,24,12,0,1,20,128,53,0,0.11268258269055548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670517237854927,0.0,0.0901122206665414,0.28128280683610624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815751292642485,0.08620186733248311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738051305248614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128878855615446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706606739016592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437044948118225,0.0,0.0,0.12914400212451507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385569448642893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34185419724675203,0.08050045958917748,0.21638590074324046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741165677309824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404010851417981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552875993057792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192740054260658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959104057421275,0.2752550904275075,0.0,0.0,0.09972053976705528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377728632396708,0.0,0.0,0.11976375254817108,0.0,0.0,0.3476310177273205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811991477730425,0.0,0.235458631292918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156440270393224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985179706467244,0.0,0.0,0.07218734787400405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960971250322926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321219683130744,0.0,0.0,0.11486570260077228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811399832525971,0.09848954395742368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220244906483801,0.0,0.08945738388967348,0.0657061201361888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650407696789735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594986358887453,0.06646310677593703,0.08944218919726775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044578830726326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483317850403622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Damagedyouthhh,2020/04/11,"My Dad’s anxiety is changing who he is & it’s difficult to be around him My Dad has had anxiety his entire life, but recently when he quit his job 3-4 years ago his anxiety has gotten so much worse and is starting to negatively impact his relationship with my family, and me especially. 

I understand anxiety is uncontrollable, and basically incurable. He says SSRIs make him feel sick, and a smoking weed is the only thing that helps him. But this has basically resulted in other issues l’ll get into in a second. I try to be very empathetic with him and forgive him for his outbursts, or when he’s having a panic attack and just being a major douchebag. I understand he can’t help it. But after awhile it’s starting to tear me down. 

I haven’t been able to bring friends around the house for years now. When I do he’s complaining the whole time, wants everyone to be extremely quiet, and if there is any mess, even if I clean it up, he complains. My dad complains a lot about everything, and we recently got new dogs that bark extremely crazy when I get home so I can’t even knock on the door without him yelling at me, and if I bring someone around they can’t come inside now because the dogs bark when someone walks in the door. 

Because my dad is a pot head this disrupts his REM sleep, he can only sleep on the couch for a few hours at a time and I can’t be downstairs at night because if I wake him up he throws a fit. 

When my dad is mad, he screams at the top of his lungs, and it’s not just the one issue. Every single issue piles on top of itself until he’s bringing up every little thing I’ve ever done wrong because I woke him up making a snack at 3 AM because he can’t stand to go sleep in his own bed. 

It’s extremely frustrating when at this point he brings up that he’s paying for my college out of pocket, and throws it in my face every time I do something wrong. It’s, “ I pay for your college, you live in my house, I can say and do whatever the fuck I want and if you don’t like it you can leave.” I mean I get it, I’ve been trying to help more around the house, but mostly I just avoid being home as much as I can. 

But this is unacceptable to him as well because he wants me home taking my dog out. My dog is pretty old so all she does is sleep, but he wants me to be home to take her out to the bathroom and if I’m not home for a couple days at a time when I am home he begins yelling at me saying I don’t help at all, he’s paying for my college for what reason, I’m not grateful for anything, and it’s on and on and on. 

I do get it, and I feel really guilty for not being home more. But in the end it’s just too hard to be around him, he’s a ball of anxiety pacing around the room talking about how the government is fucked, he’s a loser, he’s going to lose his home, my mom is going to leave him, all of his kids hate him, and then he sometimes breaks down in tears in front of me saying he’s going to have to move away to another state all by himself and we’re going to have to sell the house and I won’t be allowed to come with him. 

I know he’s just trapped in his negative thoughts, but no matter what I say, no matter how much I try to comfort him, he’s just a hopeless despair of a person, and then he uses all his frustration and takes it out on me when I do something wrong. I love him so much, I hate seeing him suffer, but every time I try to show I care he doesn’t see it and he still thinks I hate him because it’s been hard being around him when he’s yelled so much at me but doesn’t apologize. 

Recently he’s done something that was just the last nail in the coffin. My boyfriend’s friend was shot and killed, and we were over at his cousin’s house till about 11 when he decided to visit his friend’s memorial. 

So my boyfriend and I went and lit some candles at the memorial beneath the highway, and he talked to his friend and we cried together in the rain for a while. 

When I got home I started making some food that I planned to take into my room with my boyfriend and I. My parents were asleep on the couch, so I was trying to be quiet. But of course the dogs started barking and that woke my dad up. He starts complaining as usual, I get it’s frustrating to be woken up so I apologized and said it won’t happen again, but we were done with making the food and were trying to escape into the room. 

But he wouldn’t stop, he was getting louder and louder. Eventually he was screaming at the top of his lungs about how no one respects him, how now he needs to get up and smoke and won’t be able to sleep, and he gets up to come and yell in my face. My boyfriend hates anyone yelling at me, even my own dad, and with his friend dead I just think he kind of snapped and said, « My friend fucking died, we were visiting his memorial. » 

My boyfriend and I have been together for 4 years and this is the first time his patience with my dad reached its limit, because my dad has yelled at him before too. I understand anyone getting frustrated with my dad, but at this point my dad said, «  I wasn’t even talking to this guy. You need to leave, get out of my house. Get out of my house » 

My dads loves my boyfriend, and all it took was one outburst and my dad has labeled him as ‘this guy.’ We left and it hasn’t been the same with my dad. Every time I see him he complains about how unhelpful I am, how disrespectful I am, how he’s paying for my college, it’s just too much. I don’t care about college anymore, it’s not worth this guilt. The fact that my dad doesn’t have a job but is still trying to pay for it, I’m just tired of feeling like a burden. It doesn’t feel worth it at all, college doesn’t guarantee success anyway. 

Now with this corona virus my dad is even more on edge, like his sanity is just slipping away and he’s crying about the world ending. Today we’re supposed to do a family thing for Easter, and I asked where my sister was and if she was coming home. I wasn’t in the room, I was opening the door and the dogs started barking. My dad freaked out and said why are you yelling across the room, saying I was the one who was mad, just 0-100 so quickly. 

Every interaction with him is 0-100 and it doesn’t matter whose around. He’s embarrassed me in front of countless friends. I remember I brought my first college friend home and she’s gay, and I’m bisexual, my boyfriend and I were on a break and he freaked the hell out yelling at this girl that she must leave because I’m being tainted by her. 

When we were alone he said, «  this girls ruining my family. » it’s just crazy to me. I understand what anxiety does to people. He’s not the man who raised me, stress has just changed him. I’ve tried very hard to forgive him, and for a while there wasn’t any resentment between us. 

But when I tried telling my mom how disrespectful he was to my boyfriend, how disrespectful he is to anyone that I bring over, she said «  it’s our house, when you have your own house you won’t tolerate your daughters boyfriend speaking to you, he should’ve kept his mouth shut. » 

And that’s just the end of the line for me, that my parents think just because someone is in their house they can say and do whatever the hell they want to that person. I just think that’s wrong, but I can’t say for sure because I’m still just barely becoming an adult and I’m sure I still have to grow a lot. 

I really can’t stress enough how much my dad blows up over small things. It’s just become a huge issue for my family and it’s up to everyone else to change and deal with it, because my dad has anxiety so he ‘can’t help it.’ 

I’m starting to think he just doesn’t believe he can change so he hasn’t even tried. His mental condition means I just have to accept that’s how he is I guess. I do love my dad, I do want to us to get along, and sometimes I feel like it’s all my fault. Like I don’t deserve anything.. I’m just a terrible lazy burden on the family. I want to move away, drop out of college, and let my parents just deal with themselves instead of with me. 

I don’t know if I expect any response from anyone. I guess I just want to know if it’s possible for my dad to change, if other people with anxiety are like this. If there’s anything I can do to help him without hating myself. I can’t even be in the room with him without his anxiety and anger involving me. He’s just so hard to be around. 

I want to help him, and I’ve told him I care, and he says he thinks I don’t give a shit about anything. That hurt the most, when he said I don’t care about anything and I must be heartless. He’s made me start to despise everything in my life except my boyfriend because he’s the only person who says it’s not my fault. 

Thanks for any kind of response, I just needed to get this off my chest honestly.",3.6171165406418697,4.054531671755729,4.604772930053986,89.0449491694981,71.70447110141768,7.8294402336040125,26.116675829375342,7.803165133909994,1.1841782095766824,6802,201,1543,81,121,2220,481,1834,0.172,0.731,0.09699999999999999,-0.9994,6,3,4,0,5,1,165.0,10,11,4,11,111,91,23,7,71,0,142,29,15,20,14,276,272,148,4,27,66,29,9,6,8,7,4,30,24,9,79,119,3,4,28,2,8,27,49,57,1,7,51,43,242,34,229,195,33,213,2,7,4,7,247,110,6,20,77,1009,321,17,0.052727119942179414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023369705228185617,0.0,0.0,0.027304697296365085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028564906214096682,0.0,0.07171249930133508,0.027644491310827024,0.18151246095882065,0.0,0.02614556739143289,0.07373605646034923,0.0,0.10847481767658644,0.2112224199620812,0.02464636975397209,0.029992355434205618,0.07430829728449277,0.0,0.0,0.2089227589885732,0.058232961416712276,0.02243344776745436,0.029702704122916937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751762571877048,0.0,0.13944575383055022,0.09083949010384043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029170777665086012,0.0579182653816724,0.017002315178453156,0.05435934542031968,0.0,0.0,0.027361212980661173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614185798319224,0.08093722524882463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02202337145771806,0.0,0.07005086704564226,0.027240604873936692,0.0,0.12189017904174268,0.023847349336143516,0.133274617959966,0.05038302267583688,0.0473877355397104,0.0,0.12426609021995852,0.0,0.06665104028864006,0.037668265022069686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044849661287156097,0.0637578427285265,0.0,0.16294736828820647,0.07311805912958012,0.1790603355980913,0.0252903289978832,0.07491509340024112,0.0,0.042170694531834814,0.0,0.0580848671243751,0.05220813848874596,0.02331320901544076,0.0,0.09446628561274473,0.13014278703385934,0.027056618417573838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236965697003948,0.0,0.2908928022472244,0.0,0.025962796036775603,0.3042000856732,0.028222736213168176,0.0,0.0,0.11006682856761264,0.05232353061453741,0.0,0.029167373021636918,0.05490718155195736,0.04346616928036227,0.02148982007391459,0.0,0.11166081364732534,0.028644085047324363,0.026958526256275442,0.03724272414135146,0.07727942236213799,0.026423213046744262,0.023279506457281367,0.0,0.0,0.02949408007017571,0.0,0.044826711835188486,0.07138242652803391,0.024945837888857517,0.07039152398840225,0.0,0.0,0.05743529110191545,0.0,0.0,0.02656826767537704,0.0,0.0,0.06175336561420184,0.0,0.05604058404193985,0.13566175006187742,0.05864473700132275,0.0,0.025462090501818847,0.0,0.02474041511633699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027664121361527003,0.0,0.07145852212282078,0.060152026036573776,0.0,0.030931957279753283,0.08782084029275812,0.0,0.0,0.036554346004362505,0.06905893103052928,0.0,0.0,0.04984417125666469,0.029720952669728563,0.0,0.02682121836149306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028040891183994825,0.0,0.0,0.03377834319002933,0.027106130494992987,0.07809250484363382,0.02830459712205745,0.029864774178372782,0.0,0.17554447908895002,0.2096536104482631,0.0,0.0,0.06302503198602769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027061815455786842,0.0,0.0,0.1319129970940395,0.0,0.06701327643155564,0.060887869418250265,0.05214846985178132,0.0,0.14928210752028626,0.0,0.08421589219244388,0.02204111661790254,0.06039873774742398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969468654567101,0.0,0.07928846445095546,0.06357009261257758,0.023042913435675483,0.024272023965390712,0.0,0.0,0.07005911117027842,0.10135622829347607,0.0,0.020929721778819962,0.10760962680492936,0.03030103395042568,0.02498957224243741,0.02519151133791844,0.029290885169053444,0.17899126670843274,0.0,0.0,0.1097815827631338,0.0634242331713966,0.02276965118826252,0.02903573669245735,0.04350539598301319,0.13994919654511026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023704006550280002,0.024439284218405143,0.02378901228447009,0.02943397321071741,0.0,0.07624059307889698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026866719912479884,0.0,0.1152976568296307,0.0,0.05093180477434595
anxiety,AnxiousSoul13,2020/04/11,"Chest pain/discomfort/tightness from anxiety or antibiotic? How can I tell the difference if chest pain/discomfort/tightness is from my anxiety or from an antibiotic that I started last night? Being that the sensations are on my left side of my chest (where I mostly feel anything chest related), I’m not sure if it is my anxiety is causing it or the medicine.",7.5154545454545465,8.241736454545453,7.829848484848488,68.31477272727275,63.24242424242425,12.660606060606062,40.74242424242424,12.161744961471696,5.5321333333333325,290,16,49,10,4,95,40,66,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.6621,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,4,4,2,1,11,9,6,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,5,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,3,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544661665070494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529923566190305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379937512539135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24795535979240915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999925423476165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934525231220196,0.0,0.0,0.2578556035307564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227145555839784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050636050261387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798070119620706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367712863467287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743355360265195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Freemosquito,2020/04/11,"Any fellow heart-sufferers? Hello. Im 27 years old and living with anxiety and panic attacks almost daily for 8 years. Symptoms change every couple of months, but the most irritating one never does. The rapid heart rate + shortness of breath with the weird chest sensation. I started to get it every day i go out and standing up more than 10 minutes. Heart rate goes around 120-130 and shortness of breath occurs. Maybe because i tend to focus on breathing and heart rate almost every hour. Been to the docs, got everything checked out..everythings ok.

 Now im wondering what to do about it. 

I never treated anxiety..some times it vanishes by itself and i feel great...then there are some days or months that i struggle every day. I also smoke tobacco, i know they say its a trigger for the heart but it isnt always for me..i go days smoking a lot and im great...some days i smoke very few and i feel very bad. Apart the tinnitus, dizziness, nausea or tingling sensations, the heart ""problems"" tend to make me worry more. Im skinny, i used to be very very athletic and active...now its been 1 or 2 years without any significant activity. Also the isolation from the coronavirus made me totally lazy and inactive.",2.452880478732009,5.231515410480352,3.74310528869481,83.33284651463694,82.66812227074236,6.711369885169012,24.63868672165616,7.921354282810032,1.8309202975901668,955,37,169,19,27,311,137,229,0.14800000000000002,0.8390000000000001,0.013000000000000001,-0.9822,0,1,3,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,1,2,11,1,6,12,10,5,3,38,20,17,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,9,14,1,0,4,0,1,2,4,6,0,1,4,3,14,2,23,15,7,27,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,9,17,92,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612171983151267,0.0,0.0,0.12875080705140646,0.06698201442962975,0.0,0.0,0.10948481105918263,0.0,0.06158188038371335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166160235915885,0.0,0.09157977758202936,0.0,0.0,0.06721370171964751,0.04907173465987881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515777394392865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907114135546265,0.0,0.259577518984471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704456357319482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712971287384294,0.0,0.14469548049878433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081405909697685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205765479604342,0.0,0.09149941699219202,0.0,0.06438278637663496,0.17750191751172906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5723536145883636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927577050996891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478130003641936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044240407901837135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108251395106578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843777756311817,0.0,0.07617055254198116,0.05373402669773263,0.0,0.08087254558252911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850783076489158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241723202397808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447066076049298,0.0,0.05454852968037471,0.0,0.0,0.0944487929289462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702712881715983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401641597053148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697794490363986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415553278510661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366978041020261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693989301992677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952570284170821,0.0,0.26568199996713515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759862422503022,0.08729825008472268,0.0,0.08175112751365536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551707378628846
anxiety,louisebelcher21,2020/04/11,"I’m Going To Be Alone This Easter and I’m Struggling With My Anxiety After Massive Overload. This has happened to me with the past 30 days. 

1. Grandmothers Nursing Home Impacted by Covid, she was moved to a different nursing home out of town and has dementia. 

2. I work in a critical need sector and my work has quadrupled. Trying to find times to sleep and eat are hard and with everything going on it’s a very rough balance. 

3. My Dad has starting radiation due to his cancer returning. 

This has happened to me in the past 7 days 

1. My husband was admitted to and is currently in the hospital due to autoimmune issues. I can’t be there because of Covid so I’m trying to be the support to him and work with his team via phone. Then add you have to tell family and close friends while trying to stay calm. 

2. I now have to leave my dog at the vet due to horrible allergies and a ear infection. I can’t go in and looks like he will be there overnight at least. 

I’m working so hard to keep my anxiety and panic in check (have GAD and PTSD) with my therapist and my tools I have. But today when I realized I’m going to be alone this Easter, I can’t stop crying because I feel alone.",1.6881777316735802,3.8450354439834062,3.602598547717843,87.11905688105118,80.45228215767635,7.336168741355465,24.979426002766253,8.344100000000001,1.7556264177040113,926,36,191,20,24,312,128,241,0.152,0.8,0.048,-0.9661,2,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,5,6,6,0,2,9,0,22,5,2,0,0,29,40,19,0,1,1,2,4,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,5,21,1,2,4,1,1,5,3,2,0,0,2,6,23,4,35,32,1,35,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,0,19,117,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36669696984410094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056876658498894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388684701585705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963857575837393,0.15222527192792146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330496992125647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076312963717865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606806856695866,0.0,0.11125802090250277,0.0,0.05967406571238582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078674325960442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911813596680282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682921789100691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872801995726856,0.0,0.21144408665068995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367658086517317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318140745166073,0.0,0.1049009089066884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496531753729875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576582314429811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910642422082636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543575764897608,0.0,0.08750975914622447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384701306484567,0.0,0.0,0.2253254068365376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795815717387078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181044560267596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353461415672123,0.1257927897782568,0.0,0.09866935577712584,0.0,0.12337931759816945,0.0,0.0,0.13392681675267054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031540036442373,0.0,0.0,0.13702941534225324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881795857342103,0.0,0.11186842468337184,0.0,0.0,0.2403819182396769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737821973561074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34367760256466673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FoozleFizzle,2020/04/11,"I'm starting to really hate doctors I'm so sick of this. After I got my GAD diagnosis, doctor's never ever take me seriously no matter what symptoms I'm having. Currently, I'm deaf in one ear from what I *thibk* is just impacted earwax, but my doctor told me it was just anxiety and that I wasn't actually deaf? He even yelled at me about how I'm totally anxious about coronavirus when I told him I'm not. He then prescribed me acne cream because my face is ""gross."" It's not from acne, it's from fucking dermatillomania. I also have severe uti symptoms, but since the urine culture came up negative, I'm a ""hypochondriac"" and my pee definitely does not feel like actual knives.

This is a common theme with every doctor I go to and then my problems get worse and worse and I keep having to bring them up and they keep saying it's anxiety. You would think after 3 years of migraines that got *way* worse after a really bad concussion they might think that there's something more going on, but no. Just anxiety. Same with my neck clicking that can be heard across the fucking house, my horrible cramps and fainting on my period, and a shit ton of other issues.

It took 2 years for my weird knee deformity to get diagnosed because the doctors were *so sure* that I was just anxious about gym class and was trying to get out of it. Took 5 years for my asthma to be diagnosed because they kept saying it was just panic attacks as if people just get panic attacks every god damn day and only when its hot out or they exercise. Speaking of, I had to go to the ER recently for what I now know was a burst ovarian cyst, but the doctors left me alone in my room for half an hour before even doing an EKG because they wanted to make sure it wasn't just a panic attack and then they of course berated me later because the pain couldn't be *that bad* and I was just exaggerating.

Have had balance and vision issues for as long as I remember and my doctors convinced my parents that I was running into shit and tripping constantly for attention. So they started ""calling me out"" and now I walk super slow to avoid tripping but I still sometimes do and I still run into walls and doors and people constantly. And I feel like an idiot and want to die every time it happens.

They all think I'm a hypochondriac when I've been complaining about most of these issues for years. I don't think I have cancer. I don't think I'm going to die. I just want treatment that isn't ""get a dog and meditate"" for everything from migraines to broken fingers. 

Idk right now I just want to know why I've gone deaf, but apparently that's too much to ask and now I have to wait 2 more days until I can even just call a different doctor. Can I just get GAD taken off my chart already?",3.4881394382582687,5.16664764899452,4.876690626558087,82.24156743393719,73.42413162705668,7.7515206913744406,25.960154562074127,8.438071523408619,1.8036365630712967,2172,74,418,38,44,724,247,547,0.223,0.72,0.055999999999999994,-0.9986,4,2,1,0,0,1,51.0,0,1,9,1,36,28,10,4,18,0,36,36,9,2,6,89,92,46,2,8,23,1,4,2,0,2,25,9,2,0,26,31,0,5,11,2,0,14,13,22,1,2,24,15,57,6,62,62,8,70,0,0,2,2,25,18,5,4,39,282,83,9,0.0,0.0,0.11640871705219408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177364023737016,0.0658191101407708,0.04769762802277125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688347393328748,0.13476245447006754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557594893586956,0.2035624443319424,0.0,0.0,0.09960121310547472,0.18179345045227527,0.0,0.050753015740447084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180726054680552,0.0682173368903386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289088765451315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693144440579189,0.0,0.0,0.12107567909878605,0.12380300054455705,0.0623157332439952,0.0,0.4883888003912694,0.05219524142677448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818374776116355,0.05395180039963042,0.1507590106799661,0.0,0.05360456655352496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603160304550972,0.08521998345497185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102806263332752,0.18697051334249204,0.0,0.1355892131767833,0.0,0.09540619638791564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274337125466577,0.0,0.0,0.05888652504335616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587377477407707,0.06882166261940229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867598621275269,0.0,0.10602941731637254,0.0,0.0,0.0655580362718805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480384621870924,0.0,0.0,0.058278510139792,0.0,0.0,0.052783442432742425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039813119254014234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327331324062095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384551781556369,0.0,0.04600146031827765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040416608446497325,0.045362275650484216,0.06346587730228795,0.20993965764545064,0.0662280795462323,0.0,0.0,0.08269987374979783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707166303844679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764194965205885,0.0,0.0588916777100708,0.0,0.06756551064606371,0.05093601615444618,0.0,0.09486328718993604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738122723503377,0.12244829774094762,0.0493384877074263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591719511894729,0.05898986501458357,0.0,0.084433267138455,0.0,0.09526423549214244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242833623318826,0.12398679757119868,0.04484518748555097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910887076333279,0.0,0.0,0.034779145979243566,0.0,0.0,0.11398561511475674,0.132534309611856,0.04049465187350691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071931734841553,0.04734297122318766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381981973698223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823483050060396,0.04236969081320587,0.0,0.0,0.15363622606133095
anxiety,Toastyybreadd,2020/04/11,"Confusion Been in lockdown for about 3 weeks now, so no work or anything and I'm feeling confused. My anxiety hasn't been awful during this time which is confusing me because there is every reason for me to be overthinking. However, I always find it is at its worst when I'm at work and when 2 girls I work with message me, that's what I start to get anxious. 

Hope everyone else is doing okay, and keeping strong, we can all do this :)",4.335172413793103,5.272590965517246,5.3914367816091975,82.23474137931036,70.3793103448276,8.558620689655173,30.59195402298851,8.841846274778883,2.4527333333333337,342,14,67,6,6,113,67,87,0.17300000000000001,0.669,0.158,-0.1246,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,4,6,7,0,3,0,2,11,0,0,1,1,15,18,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,8,3,9,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,6,47,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056211011244122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890437927499782,0.2791718179844047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335619669094665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064020096693048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064345049791297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082066910726218,0.2361308386730613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494975653246401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22586041825302056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291084086304728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454428930282449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196489022735444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25407738508050204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749106513241853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409588262770914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822231393015569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397122550659765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,verygold,2020/04/11,"Smoked weed 2 weeks ago, have had 4 panic attacks since then So I’ve always had anxiety on some level, but it’s been with me my whole life and I would kind of just live with it. After that night when I smoked, I feel like my anxiety is hardly manageable. I keep worrying that I’ll get another panic attack and that my throat is going to close up. Is this my life now? Just being hyper aware of anything my body is doing and getting paranoid over it? 

I saw a therapist this week, and I’m probably going to book another appointment, but should I be seeking attention from a doctor instead? 

I’m so tired of feeling the way I’m feeling right now, is there anybody that’s dealt with something like this?",4.174500000000002,5.3112303071428615,5.294285714285714,82.04071428571429,70.92857142857143,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.2015857142857143,553,20,107,10,10,183,90,140,0.185,0.742,0.073,-0.9484,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,2,3,0,14,6,2,0,0,20,26,10,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,5,12,3,13,18,2,18,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,11,70,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046333007679112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246286611379882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30865536038850755,0.22517965864970024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111394478773208,0.0,0.0,0.3348696552726693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348021736576007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064166467701334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325099741483026,0.10514311680464153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537875799110004,0.0,0.1672879047908831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184148110434665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081747915984876,0.0,0.15326196202423092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079106161233016,0.14380627525153886,0.0,0.1299597879094381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811543243885835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453604667330212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868145510195605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568816089760906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174614839551795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330387108755828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088357834694162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691580512181478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682207274373722,0.2361126611894604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643176122662369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494651582011582,0.0,0.1045501575931026,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saltandpupper,2020/04/11,"A change of preferences since I’ve been cheated on. I used to watch every type of movie, or play games of any intensity. But ever since I got cheated on (it’s been 4 and a half years since he did — we got back together a year later as he proved himself he’s changed and I believe so), my preferences of some things have totally changed. It hurt me a lot and for the first month I barely ate. Since then, I can’t seem to watch any movie that isn’t wholesome. I can still handle movies that tackle violence, but the soonest I see that it contains sexual content or fairly any event that’s about affairs and cheating, I can’t seem to watch it. My heart beats too fast and I start getting nervous. I also can’t play games that feel like I can possibly be attacked from the back. This also applies to songs; I can’t listen to anything that’s about sex/cheating. Also, I’ve noticed that it takes me longer to lock my doors before I sleep or leave the house. I have to redo it more than 3 times or even have to take a video of myself locking it to convince myself I’ve already done it. I also can’t bring myself to open his phone nor his wallet even if he asks me to open it for him. All of these started since that time.

Is this all a coincidence? Or is it possible that the cheating incident caused it all?",4.942289325842697,4.932571438202249,5.546589419475657,85.01853581460675,68.70037453183521,8.322940074906366,29.421582397003746,7.865858978985527,1.718558239700374,1022,34,216,11,16,331,139,267,0.107,0.852,0.040999999999999995,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,2,14,11,5,1,11,0,18,3,2,2,6,32,34,21,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,24,8,1,1,6,6,0,1,7,7,0,2,7,7,29,4,26,26,7,21,0,1,4,0,15,4,0,10,17,144,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849200623000145,0.3434739621816659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905793863214704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836123943147757,0.0,0.10038199766513714,0.12215561899062954,0.0,0.16513092088009082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136900581679593,0.12097590053538736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103046557539682,0.3407684817316913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988285410864344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418415750486445,0.0971276739445438,0.09046885012834563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429249530393785,0.0767093841657101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133390920348262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609949041755531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175667663387303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724099125657734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389740393657915,0.11494815134782453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369560351810724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245845448069869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912871738859323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570644102169557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224820530891588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210044978470074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556471232640676,0.1955020235439611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441123847089088,0.0,0.10745347325774857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200246849876395,0.0,0.08575055452199917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146666898287115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133579513046807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522353381055293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927383259779177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382931538931312
anxiety,Ursa-Apallala,2020/04/11,I’m starting to get annoyed with how much I do it. Should one apologize for apologizing too much?,2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,79.52631578947368,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,2.899189473684211,78,4,15,2,2,26,17,19,0.20199999999999999,0.725,0.073,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835639301652169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7979658693540962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36778074136354816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841605069984375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,denyingareason,2020/04/11,"Isolation and Recovery I have a little tip I'd like to share. I've been dealing with anxiety for years and only really started making progress last year. I had a great psychologist, she gave me lots of exposure tasks and they worked.

Now that I can't go out, I feel like it's going to ruin all the progress I've made, so I came up with a plan.
I'm going to try post on social media more often. It scares me so much, I don't want to put myself out there for judgement, but it's another way to practice all the techniques I have learned in the comfort of my own home. 

Hope this might help somebody.",4.134435483870966,4.52945308870968,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,70.53225806451613,8.458064516129033,28.403225806451612,8.472884824447931,1.8453903225806456,469,16,100,7,8,156,88,124,0.071,0.7490000000000001,0.18,0.925,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,5,8,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,2,2,20,19,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,5,1,13,6,16,13,6,18,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,4,7,62,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202453747009258,0.14770022327334548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208239373306659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904965950673933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976234483520074,0.13793130268360204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291832979502985,0.0,0.0,0.21286352969876995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941268038055065,0.0,0.1936678389221612,0.1917649322084488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738016473520056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865131149170733,0.19350974590884054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414365659866176,0.0,0.1826902255534263,0.1288776453589748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204819812597072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419307806445004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684062398275186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491044693501335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940915695648431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368742961654272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329963280164536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968134849694915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665797685108824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310838105849435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387938584187655,0.15325226382323556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055935473468878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866520669097156
anxiety,jewlianicole,2020/04/11,"Anxiety causing constant tightness in and on my head Hey everyone, I had my first panic attack about three years ago and went through some really bad ROCD, but since then it’s been very manageable. Then, when the lockdown started (California) about four weeks ago I felt it start coming back full force but then time it’s almost 100% focused on health.

My newest health symptoms are my eyesight feeling like I’m looking through some sort of film and I have a constant tightness around my head. Pretty much exactly like a tension headache but there’s absolutely no pain.

I really want this to be related to my anxiety but obviously I’m having panic attacks because I’m convinced I have a brain tumor or it will never ever go away or something.

Just wondering if anyone else every gets this symptom and any advice you might have, thanks!

PS: I’m not on any medication rn or seeing a therapist because my last one retired and then I moved and didn’t find someone else",4.471443370165748,6.857359524861881,5.05502417127072,78.96938708563538,72.53591160220995,7.618922651933701,31.20200276243094,8.472884824447931,2.7261185082872927,778,36,131,14,16,249,121,181,0.16399999999999998,0.713,0.12300000000000001,-0.8033,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,8,11,2,3,5,0,11,9,3,1,4,35,28,19,0,2,10,0,4,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,4,1,0,4,4,7,0,4,5,6,14,4,13,20,4,31,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,10,22,83,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057637688807688,0.20061491450953786,0.0,0.11331107259714765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390220775283156,0.0,0.17313063349949265,0.0,0.0,0.07912248206934211,0.1159434172249088,0.0,0.1007343275061081,0.0,0.2574663977411227,0.106315366850088,0.0870112723957722,0.09448193759317312,0.13795974490624247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632139623358407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624410979091887,0.0,0.09747532309100726,0.0,0.2445665077602093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905744591391785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235760146814968,0.09534022725599473,0.10812701409958968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057215923859196265,0.08083987039351953,0.10864911989533696,0.0,0.10342407102020633,0.09625186622008476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912021826040013,0.0,0.06431011821166326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226485476642786,0.2405626482424488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922386135139206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105662548953086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502395311065684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399445948851135,0.0,0.120042418089485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026870757315908,0.08318391611563103,0.0,0.08727418005207885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667857364198664,0.0,0.1204077515044072,0.2655323165054812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512204317714295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449834168889873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901720217148803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360520361490177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587813646665268,0.08711431173208206,0.0,0.0,0.1601871790078575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522831711083805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418039006580053,0.0,0.13138479004398107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598315417052142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933669382071341,0.06674333246216314,0.0,0.09076826666784887,0.0,0.0,0.1048983045844412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227146787853071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728698369738
anxiety,Skeletor313,2020/04/11,"Social Media Withdrawal and Anxiety Hi everyone, it's my first post in this forum and I was wondering if I could have some input.

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I have obsessive compulsive disorder and I have stomach problems that flare up solely when I'm nervous. I've noticed that when I'm not on social media my nervousness flares up, big time. Like I'm having some sort of prolonged panic attack.

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Has this ever happened to anyone before? I'm doing an experiment to see what spending a day off it will do for my health.   


I really only use it to message people and chat, and my theory is that I'm kind of a lonely person so if I'm not constantly in touch with people it kind of upsets me in a way (which I understand is probably juvenile and is something I need to work on).

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Thanks for your input.",4.393076923076921,6.045717025641029,6.121025641025642,74.33230769230771,71.05128205128204,9.046153846153846,29.025641025641022,9.516144504307137,2.9738564102564107,640,25,108,15,12,220,97,156,0.163,0.7959999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9522,0,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,4,12,1,5,4,0,13,2,1,1,1,21,26,11,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,8,0,1,1,2,13,4,18,23,2,18,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,6,8,76,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771023687493019,0.4229080116572597,0.0,0.0,0.0887501587930832,0.0,0.0,0.08111947268739785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198232583995434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871910925612096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536958919665708,0.0,0.09262749498396372,0.0,0.0,0.07481923541613432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296174491809387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494102863666853,0.0,0.11085605680740088,0.0,0.11348365455992485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868118932503248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259052695613537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331713226974655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416208204267671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667843108275755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602268451024056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208236018736594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823364248831488,0.0,0.1361170740164001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085857663956393,0.1012986832308531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111109050238951,0.0,0.12508238463692026,0.11100943769989496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432134343399784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244789421870192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365227033047372,0.0,0.08931300998670569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680982301716398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764851825392793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077434747710075,0.0,0.10019858323511376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208627074679686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258119029347873,0.08445935135433316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229080116572597,0.0
anxiety,rebeccarush639,2020/04/11,"A podcast episode on Agorafabulous! A memoir of anxiety & agoraphobia Hi,

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I was able to interview Sara Benincasa, author of the book Agorafabulous, a memoir of her experience with agoraphobia in her early 20's. Sara is a fantastic writer and comedian and has an inspiring recovery journey, and I am posting it here in the hopes that it may help someone :)

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[http://comicsbookclub.libsyn.com/i-have-peed-in-bowls-w-sara-benincasa](http://comicsbookclub.libsyn.com/i-have-peed-in-bowls-w-sara-benincasa)",18.862272727272728,22.40683204545455,12.835909090909094,32.42386363636365,39.151515151515156,14.47878787878788,46.80303030303031,13.427899808715575,7.544557575757578,449,20,42,13,4,123,49,66,0.023,0.731,0.245,0.9441,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,8,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,31,7,2,0.18901373887650547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143889213107631,0.4593447626392728,0.0,0.0,0.1445949928871728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489170551412654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669192493030307,0.0,0.0,0.1877332910822605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810229136204514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015072757729673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593447626392728,0.0
anxiety,loseruser123,2020/04/11,"Alcohol and Ativan question Had a drink at about 9pm (a shot of whiskey or so) and I can feel a panic attack coming on (or a seizure, I have epilepsy and they feel exactly like panic attacks).Is it alright for me to take 1mg Ativan at 1:45am? I’d just rather be safe than sorry.",3.5231034482758616,4.2588235517241415,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,72.10344827586206,7.868965517241381,28.29310344827586,8.07648339933343,1.8021586206896552,218,8,45,3,4,74,46,58,0.179,0.7,0.121,-0.5574,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,2,4,1,4,3,0,0,1,13,8,6,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,3,8,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858347323217917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042757798235443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303941812002208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26201019798467245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704728850571996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066805503786866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6276162899851131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996178074328375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994009680530326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109757138573364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,almondflour,2020/04/11,"Hyper-critical internal voices that judge and control everything I do...! Anyone else? In my head I'm extremely judgemental towards myself and others. Sometimes it shows up as little characters judging me, for example when I went out for a walk yesterday I imagined a woman judging me for walking in the middle of the grass instead of the sidewalk, for wearing a facemask, and that she would never do that. 

My brain literally makes up a narrative for everything. I made cold brew coffee and three characters judged me for being a hipster. 

It prevents me from living in the moment and it makes anxiety about anything a battle against people in my head, and I sometimes my reasoning for things doesn't make sense to people. Also, I'm really controlling/judgemental over other people bc there are characters in my head that are like ""I would NEVER let them do that to theirself/me."" Over small stuff, like sleeping in or wearing ugly glasses. 

Sometimes it's kinda funny, because they have accents, or I'm like I don't care about your opinion. I just think it's weird my brain works like this hahaha! Anyone else?",6.0553135313531365,7.908394960396039,6.485762376237624,72.54851155115513,67.21782178217822,9.149042904290429,33.76369636963696,9.558583805096642,3.6276167656765668,890,41,136,19,15,288,116,202,0.06,0.843,0.096,0.8005,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,2,7,7,1,0,10,0,12,8,8,6,2,25,22,11,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,15,7,0,2,3,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,2,2,23,5,28,16,0,23,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,4,9,104,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820248313900368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939410588336765,0.0,0.0,0.17172812443187555,0.2516446028930998,0.10105328590609916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748572580770595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27416905895087723,0.0,0.0,0.12520197780024725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772975481732294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516596388005487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072802197346206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780822482811327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557051119019738,0.0,0.23997396292481984,0.1230770680127519,0.10843395140770544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619558079672306,0.2459082768468232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894206407546528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554005291511057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866831779319812,0.12625803911859396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228878932050203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643546732576183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405757149487581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158233799162952,0.07868477476681704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383609709426475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939928674527535,0.0,0.0,0.17446606970486012,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swagpanda18,2020/04/11,"Feeling like u don’t get enough air? Does anybody else feel like they can’t breathe for hours. Like u don’t get enough air into your lungs, like the feeling when u just ran. I’ve been feeling like this for 3 days now 24/7. And my throat has started to hurt and my lungs. I’m freaking out. Idk if it’s because I’m aware of my breathing all the time and it’s anxiety related, or that I have corona or some deadly disease.",0.97848938826467,3.008918584269665,2.188014981273408,96.98878901373286,82.25842696629212,4.854431960049938,23.372034956304606,5.82211442006289,0.20639975031210955,330,12,75,2,9,105,61,89,0.10300000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.188,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,6,5,5,0,1,15,16,7,1,1,4,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,4,6,5,6,14,4,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,11,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505895073160292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199977704404172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269517931268848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172264528321291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444269312216864,0.0,0.0,0.4067967918851209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981325596946102,0.4218884668063357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056917221475045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938573351253513,0.0,0.21073171104070398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808541825878496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933125454201334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147846626198077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strider_girl,2020/04/11,"New medications—any experience? Hi everyone,

So I was put on seroquel and Viibryd. Seroquel I use for sleep as I’ve been so anxious. I haven’t sleep well in weeks—like maybe 4 hours a night. I’ve taken seroquel 3 nights in a row and slept through the night which is great but I’m so drowsy throughout the day! Any tips?

I also started Viibryd. It’s to help with my anxiety/depression. I’m anxious about taking it. Any side effects? Low libido? Weight gain? On either of these? 

I appreciate any comments!",0.7128061224489777,3.1880160714285743,2.3314030612244885,89.25690051020409,97.46938775510205,4.898979591836736,24.492346938775512,6.6274283507984215,1.180120408163266,397,18,76,6,16,129,71,98,0.081,0.741,0.17800000000000002,0.8876,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,4,4,3,2,0,7,11,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,1,6,2,11,7,1,14,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,7,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008175101225306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44246638162470736,0.0,0.0,0.3675263692317442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490434651624188,0.0,0.14010162830251438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543171661762248,0.0,0.15911588184068262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933681944796784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902975501969464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019054601599314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634171090514919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710119104342626,0.0,0.457945353867274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352150514783131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255614688212858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513389332287202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230252854100555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048883068198506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808003009817435,0.1462538066654092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thewizofwest,2020/04/11,"Mental health within my family My mother has had some big issues with her mental heath, my family thinks it’s Schizophrenia as my Aunt has been diagnosed with having it. I haven’t been around my mother for 2 to 3 years but with covid-19 she has moved in with my family again after being separated from all her kids. She had a episode that caused for my younger siblings to be taken away from her. Now that she is living with me I get to experience these issues with her, this morning I woke up to her just crying and having all these random twitches, discombobulated not even been able to get a sentence out, and she has had around three bad anxiety attacks all causing her to speak differently and not able to produce coherent thoughts and sentences it seems.
I have had some episodes while on shrooms or one time when a dab fucked me up and I haven’t smoked really since than as I’m 17, and every time I get crazy bad anxiety, and after talking with my mom she’s the same way with weed. I am worried the issues of my family will follow me and consume me, it’s the last thing I wish for and has only caused me more anxiety and social anxiety. I feel the eyes of shame on me when I have these episodes, and I start these thinking cycles I can’t get out of even though I’m aware I’m within one. I am just posting this to better understand how to help my mother as I don’t want to lose her again or make her troubles worsen, but I also want to know for myself if I ever go over a edge. Thank you for reading this and if you put your input or experiences in even more thankful. I hope these times treat you all well.",5.198803680981598,5.452520628834356,5.752276073619632,82.85369018404909,68.1717791411043,8.605889570552149,27.342944785276075,8.395991825355821,1.6636422085889568,1279,36,262,17,20,414,163,326,0.151,0.748,0.10099999999999999,-0.9684,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,3,17,13,2,1,8,0,26,5,1,6,5,61,53,28,0,6,11,5,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,15,24,0,0,7,1,0,4,6,7,1,3,10,3,51,6,49,40,9,36,0,1,1,1,27,15,1,10,15,198,66,2,0.18757165420581515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500049205030912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286983604122508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669785397431975,0.0,0.10669491769115932,0.08811487180382288,0.0,0.15661449638862532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294594264812287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890316367892357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301932722937424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951906403332998,0.0,0.09798622802677266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858339628588074,0.08483464995451251,0.07901860428375465,0.0,0.0,0.1834810699918383,0.35365172427103364,0.0,0.04742093213203445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670348591195377,0.19599689517601931,0.0,0.053300646837816094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968994858739916,0.0,0.0,0.06286266298668979,0.0,0.0,0.0931504878087422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936641115177742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515422378644876,0.0764479665164674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281460356787193,0.0,0.0,0.10492235104265688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260276785007338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902811011556164,0.0,0.0,0.10984082720367117,0.0,0.0996794919097963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710340728242614,0.07132834766298726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982089756747585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428066005768386,0.0,0.0,0.09381120687966073,0.0,0.060081602365475675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537909464515954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758060533552094,0.0,0.0,0.09560284000371028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638209113644095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538149528132677,0.0,0.17269077814620126,0.0,0.0,0.062307136198642976,0.12018834220364295,0.0921440989519537,0.0744554707411631,0.164061809968045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763435354896452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063462146457458,0.07444282418336491,0.0,0.0,0.08432472179055488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784907269664007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524405989538594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039499776514709
anxiety,dhkorn,2020/04/11,"i cant decide what is more scary: i cant decide what is more scary:

if the chinese are not being honest about their infection rates. they are in the mist of the worlds largest national outbreak.

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if the chinese are being honest about their infection rates. the question becomes why aren't they in the midst of the worlds largest national outbreak? i really want that question answered. it would seem to indicate covid19 was engineered. and was designed around some common ethnic advantage most chinese share; or were vaccinated against.",7.631732522796351,9.89390436170213,6.217355623100302,74.40500000000003,63.8936170212766,9.201215805471127,37.8966565349544,9.606745405546679,4.10046990881459,446,23,66,9,7,132,58,94,0.125,0.8140000000000001,0.061,-0.8084,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,3,4,0,0,7,0,14,2,0,0,0,16,16,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,7,4,9,10,4,8,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,8,1,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889102464032097,0.3240034218268659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373709930785701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944889632332893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974078836821803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081991064454408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427440138743503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727440188605202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060605518121714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894172855954077,0.0,0.3240034218268659,0.0
anxiety,KoiFishTaco,2020/04/11,"Anxiety whenever I have to travel over 30 minutes from home. I don't want to relive the experience, so long story short, I did something stupid on a vacation over a decade ago that caused me to have my first severe panic attack and that feeling lasted 2-3 days straight. I didn't know what anxiety or panic attacks were, just felt like my body and mind was breaking down.

No sleep, no food, anxiety-paced alone 10+ miles up & down the beach, looked like a crazy person, scared to talk.

Now, all these years later, I still get that same feeling of dread before I have to even drive an hour away for work, family get-togethers, day-trips, or vacations. I don't want to consider it PTSD because others have been through MUCH worse than me and suffer from that. But idk what else to call it.

I've cancelled paid-vacations to Orlando. Twice. Turned down 3 free cruise trips. I've backed-out of countless holiday get-togethers with my family. Turned down 3 jobs already because I didn't want to move. I can't even gain weight because I'm anxious and skipping meals all the time.

I hate taking any kind of medicine. It gives me anxiety to take any kind of pill. I don't want to take anti-depressants because I never needed them before. But I don't think I have a choice at this point, I tried without them too long. 

When I force myself to travel, or work does, my anxiety medicine provides temporary, light relief. But mostly by helping me finally pass out. Something triggers my mind the next day and it's panic all over again.

It's taking a GIGANTIC toll on my life and I'm looking to finally seek help. My friend's and family have stopped expecting me to show up places. I barely am able to eat anything when I'm not home. I've hit a wall at work because I refuse to travel. I'm ruining relationships/friendships.

I feel like a big damn baby because I'm almost 30 and I used to be the life of the party whenever me and group of friends travelled or at family get-togethers. 

I keep reading that the anxiety never truly goes away, and it makes me depressed. I didn't used to be like this. I wanted to see the world so bad, now I'm stuck in my city 95% of my life.

It's a running joke that everyone doesn't think I'd ""ever come back to see them again"", while I'm fake laughing, trying to fight a panic attack and have a stomach full of knots the whole time.

Anyone have any advice on what to do next? I want my damn life back.",3.64357982724993,5.061353725773198,4.558038450821957,85.73068264140431,72.56701030927834,7.7999442741710805,26.303984396767905,8.358175599149588,1.6692117581499015,1907,64,385,31,37,618,239,485,0.19699999999999998,0.71,0.092,-0.9934,1,1,2,0,1,0,68.0,0,0,3,5,16,31,8,6,20,0,25,12,3,5,6,58,66,23,0,8,10,0,5,4,2,0,5,0,2,1,20,14,4,3,7,10,1,11,15,19,0,2,9,10,45,13,57,54,8,70,0,3,4,0,14,28,2,6,34,217,65,5,0.06443253464268978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296272713870403,0.05711555432406495,0.0,0.06451987618430796,0.06673267405409065,0.07110290419467985,0.0,0.0,0.06981262436572573,0.0,0.1314489991283644,0.0,0.2464535632102748,0.07279042415441038,0.0,0.04505272635321947,0.0,0.05302248600318464,0.0,0.0,0.21990392981632384,0.12107297457229485,0.09908928391444126,0.05379847507787595,0.2356648504621129,0.0,0.10965468260102572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157002071285526,0.0,0.0,0.06579282185943036,0.0,0.0,0.06618996183656269,0.0,0.055502923348159316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466096342181494,0.0,0.11099129534766164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638534526900652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593056853937934,0.05382511489170447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511416290757945,0.05828291641653738,0.0,0.0615680480467013,0.0,0.06302738251460382,0.2429650372495772,0.0,0.0977370764891796,0.04603061562296674,0.061865337627715934,0.1411653845273093,0.0,0.05480628105169634,0.0779120766477265,0.0,0.09956083286625862,0.0,0.13465335998403735,0.061809558385440486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361378845080715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637553958291104,0.0,0.12926217150875147,0.0,0.06345306767731974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393934852967564,0.05727059728656093,0.0,0.13419313936958865,0.03541043598326805,0.05252111542963366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820424188582435,0.12591392725352274,0.0,0.0,0.11404153117031893,0.10821420270268267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043009217200826566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011698467636718,0.0,0.0,0.0684815874001558,0.047365326664831835,0.04777590801587248,0.0993886857124124,0.0,0.13704946312733782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023907865522646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626000397127932,0.06731828493567549,0.0,0.06090957167304106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531818498282879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444997100162997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450820752388177,0.0,0.10268877600368348,0.0,0.0,0.07279042415441038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447906704863288,0.0,0.0,0.09920662611354764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145590539655009,0.053868484059206134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378098929371185,0.0517884306847603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257153305463139,0.0,0.0,0.07514225820574064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749092311946459,0.1401681908463168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129804477077578,0.0,0.0,0.2280238699300037,0.0,0.0,0.07846146896889998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193662391009642,0.0,0.0621106641151923,0.0,0.14072295782298616,0.0,0.06566225742633462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04149243980626332
anxiety,HappilyBoba,2020/04/11,"Disordered, obsessive thinking has ruined my life It’s hard for me to exist passively. I can remember a time when thoughts would flow through my mind and I wouldn’t have those sort of “what if” or “why” thoughts which inevitably spiral into anxious dialogues. Ill get an intrusive thought which makes me anxious, and then instead of being able to let it go I continue to think about it. This sometimes happens with the most trivial sort of things. 
“What if this friendship doesn’t feel right? What if I’m bad for thinking that? What if I’m undeserving? But maybe Im not because my friend seems to like me. But what if she really doesn’t... oh no, I’m bad for thinking that”, 
Stuff like that. Sometimes the thought process is too abstract, weird, or chaotic to even put into words. 

I’m so aware of this problem that I’ll overthink the problem itself, too. I think about how I used to be less obsessive, and I get anxious. I think about how this has affected me so much. I think, think, think. Sometimes I have to force myself to stop before I go completely insane, because thinking like this has put me into depressive states before. I. HATE. THIS.  

Does anyone else relate? Does what I wrote make any sense? How do I end this cycle?",2.9291025641025636,5.488089367521372,3.2398504273504294,89.20028846153845,78.40170940170941,6.122222222222222,26.84401709401709,7.333567415737692,1.4760119658119653,968,40,184,13,24,298,127,234,0.24,0.718,0.043,-0.9919,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,13,14,1,2,5,0,15,2,0,7,0,52,45,19,0,9,10,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,26,7,0,1,17,0,0,5,5,10,0,0,5,2,23,4,23,35,3,16,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,11,9,120,49,0,0.09107528419089654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193431635438005,0.0,0.0,0.3086674427601911,0.0,0.06368195631210803,0.09331739143271986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208811616447304,0.11103729582508977,0.0,0.1549967176696197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549070269436123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844300881969797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043801660753537,0.0,0.1594011898819263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608171341627977,0.0,0.08066566921661039,0.0,0.0,0.06015436625662489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605040019301978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036453864387608,0.0,0.09516615399202423,0.0,0.10352036567286864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053757302926479,0.0,0.08158556562613108,0.08991798776418544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837693552340178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313064862448267,0.0643291666401711,0.1334843503961185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158691881719072,0.0,0.09149736431996676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196007438772368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695081313681697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429349396978086,0.0,0.18311163154827392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834515916862343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317054292269104,0.07777779507212723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291151817893695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27022735456135016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614301566486026,0.0,0.0,0.10425941082774093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605063719295853,0.5835736465073064,0.0,0.2892144097584307,0.05310673061974601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865980372805009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218127812801942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469726881165327,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EasilyAnonymous,2020/04/11,"I feel like everyone thinks I'm crazy I have been tapering off of Lexapro for the past few months because I was doing so much better. I was running and lifting weights to combat my anxiety. Then I got injured and my procedure has been postponed due to Covid. So, now I'm not exercising, I have constant nagging pain from a bulging disc in my neck. I have terrible anxiety and depression. I work in retail in a small store where everyone is on top of each other all the time and I am just so miserable and anxious. I'm actually the store manager and I feel like everyone thinks I'm a nutjob because I can't even hold a conversation because of my anxiety. I'm going to just start the Lexapro again but the taper has been such a battle. I'm in a really low place right now. Its a struggle to even get out of bed. I feel terrible for my wife and kids who have to live with such a loser. Anyway, thanks for listening.",3.159365942028984,4.8272577989130445,4.841826086956528,82.1973768115942,74.27173913043478,8.819710144927537,29.65797101449275,9.3871,2.7476714492753618,721,32,145,18,15,244,103,184,0.223,0.7190000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9767,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,14,14,2,2,13,0,15,5,1,0,1,21,32,12,0,0,4,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,10,1,1,5,1,3,2,2,10,0,0,6,5,17,4,21,26,4,25,0,4,0,0,5,13,0,0,12,97,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.14934577587016945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512274533393395,0.17289257910107073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27987681259715624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353521793934718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653827709101248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181384456366846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021640526768174,0.0,0.0,0.4387112209058833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321461294437179,0.21866480227626373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995751832301475,0.0,0.08697663179482157,0.0,0.12240073409611092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495360404922653,0.0,0.13513785871443734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215573220693865,0.0,0.11250262080731828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284623569455484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609479131338468,0.0,0.0,0.15989509662013002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804187597358194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069603454027365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832308876312093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999150659444875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089943665117807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961247715751846,0.0,0.0,0.08923934000652431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863625042397808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141554858523754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RunexKitten,2020/04/11,How do I visit a doctor? I'm so depressed and have severe anxiety. Thinking about going to get diagnosed or some form of help makes me very anxious. How do I do it?,0.551764705882352,2.8542491764705886,3.3426470588235304,86.23691176470591,86.64705882352942,5.752941176470588,23.20588235294117,7.1686216300943375,1.1873764705882357,128,5,25,2,4,45,29,34,0.28800000000000003,0.643,0.069,-0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,0,7,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,9,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26178347656321715,0.3865906836046568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29473794967589195,0.3473276717521802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35025809108065675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878634137186467,0.0,0.1944811958848404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293706849629303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284223903366453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865906836046568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926912626693595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823523623275861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BraveWestern6,2020/04/11,"Anxiety attacks. So recently I’ve had 2 anxiety attacks the past 3 days yesterday I went to the dr because I was having shortness of breath and couldn’t stop worrying about it, they prescribed me Xanax :/ I just wanna know is feeling super anxious the next couple of days after having a anxiety attack normal? I also feel super nauseous, yesterday I wasn’t able to eat anything without wanting to gag, I finally ate breakfast this morning and I feel a little better, is this normal or not? Pls I could use some advice",6.755807560137455,7.464501505154643,7.745927835051546,68.32274054982818,64.87628865979381,9.765635738831616,37.81615120274914,9.725611199111238,4.141778006872852,414,21,62,8,6,140,68,97,0.233,0.635,0.132,-0.7676,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,4,6,3,0,5,0,9,6,1,1,0,19,17,5,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,3,1,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,3,10,3,9,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,10,44,13,0,0.15167768949138138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821768271936864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129659348661785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34809905190244195,0.1713526157874224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481781467469558,0.0,0.0,0.5176658060959759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246131169253086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414659039843205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110229293294475,0.1678284784664518,0.0,0.19563912347953089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520414272637645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230078391634452,0.0,0.0,0.16615549489091802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335809143019544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202089202913655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613109435199544,0.0,0.2972238629575541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447935173078289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976341983993566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680934009214398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100082411281394,0.0,0.0,0.0894634310954433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406067377522556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462118800387199,0.0,0.0,0.1540360562887546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MeltedButterOnYaToes,2020/04/11,"Someone help please I need hope I just want to know I'm not alone with what I've got going on. Here's my story, I lived a normal happy childhood until age 14 or 15. Parents got divorced, I stayed with dad,  dad moved in a new GF 6 months later. Hellacious fights 2-3 nights a week for 2 years.  I developed anxiety,  however I have been able to live a manageable life,  still found joy in things,  goals,  my job.  I've had a panic attack in the past but only 1. Fast forward, to last Friday I'm 22 now. I've used CBD flower on and off for 2 years and I get it from fields of hemp. For whatever reason a particular strain felt like it got me high and triggered an insane panic attack lasting 3 hours.  Since then I have extreme Depersonalization, severe anxiety and am constantly in fight or flight.  It's been a full week, I've started seeing a therapist and got some meds from a regular M.D. to help ease symptoms,  an SSRI and hydroxyzine. They made me feel less panic but also completely zombified, dizzy and tired (scary). I've missed a full week of work. I tried going and ended up bawling to a co worker, I've tried meditating,  I've barely been eating,  I hadn't got a good night sleep until last night.  I want my life back that I was living just a week ago.  I can barely leave the house to walk around the block.  I cry and cry and cry to my fiance I have terrible suicidal thoughts. I just want hope.  Why did this panic attack do this to me?  I feel crazy.  I want my life back so badly",2.6234105960264884,4.237427473509939,4.203319205298012,86.44267417218543,75.58940397350995,7.216105960264901,22.013774834437083,7.9765259561132025,0.9769945430463572,1155,30,241,18,25,386,174,302,0.27,0.635,0.096,-0.9967,4,1,0,0,3,0,40.0,0,0,1,3,11,19,5,5,18,0,13,7,1,4,0,41,41,19,1,8,8,3,3,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,8,13,1,1,7,0,0,5,2,13,0,0,16,4,27,6,28,25,4,49,0,1,1,0,10,13,0,5,33,124,35,5,0.07821327692721834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933135087688969,0.0,0.0,0.08100536700644227,0.0,0.06254712930101786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966588554033793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962639864287316,0.0,0.2669366812199292,0.0,0.12028236427913434,0.06530481926346754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200513278832328,0.08452076658264852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577408362760061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003170826253497,0.0,0.0,0.06927374842700487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790939657208536,0.0,0.0750970113298404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575682114947084,0.0,0.0,0.040863209060513085,0.0,0.08890081540682457,0.06560158588276106,0.3127715123875962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325948765899874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484942171838964,0.08263662128048879,0.0,0.15536686350052478,0.07702432290843926,0.09024762045843727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761460884365247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042983971545299184,0.19126277904808744,0.0,0.08281656716025627,0.0,0.0,0.1657330516052716,0.038211056401421285,0.0,0.20719126938118015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400729374645465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687731874500136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242909144511799,0.08312833554424788,0.0,0.057994153804698974,0.0,0.07553887023408462,0.0,0.22019358625053195,0.07663240513759838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948472152838938,0.0,0.3670657139286539,0.08684658811039163,0.0,0.07466342284378415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585469105983236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804162750840578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062325855403892766,0.0,0.0,0.08835874040358746,0.0,0.06469883090789755,0.0,0.07826976162042963,0.0,0.06626985572875513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055359759970612224,0.0833649465967835,0.06246122398628511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855526304298478,0.0,0.0,0.08129354205624836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090811642800293,0.0519614258207602,0.0,0.0,0.062092605372400175,0.0,0.08989465619000506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620336195849196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755115909523092,0.0,0.0,0.1845288686712127,0.0,0.2509518919955088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057531712980386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056940197118647326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073357203623227
anxiety,711thThrowaway,2020/04/11,"My friend (22F) has extreme fear of failing exams, causing insomnia/panic months before an exam My friend (22F) has been studying law for 4.5 years. She is very intelligent and perfectionistic. I feel like her extreme fear of failing exams is ruining her life, and it's so heart-breaking to watch. Two months before an exam, she already has trouble falling asleep and staying asleep. She also says she feels panicked regularly, and I know that in the past she might even have felt suicidal ahead of an exam. Generally, her self-esteem is quite low. Having said that, she normally achieves good or very good marks, and when she's not completely confident that she'll pass, she doesn't take an exam, as she says failing an exam makes her feel terrible for a long time. She's been seeing a therapist for a few months now, but so far it hasn't really been helpful. Does anyone have experience with this, and can offer any advice?  Thanks in advance.",6.834952978056427,7.740505609195403,6.854952978056423,74.08989028213165,64.7471264367816,9.54566353187043,32.484848484848484,9.573946990214177,3.0828459770114955,752,29,128,14,11,240,108,174,0.157,0.7490000000000001,0.094,-0.8270000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,7,6,15,0,2,9,0,17,3,2,2,0,21,27,13,1,1,3,0,4,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,9,0,1,5,9,19,6,12,20,1,18,0,5,2,0,22,4,0,2,11,79,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291581888333112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009992682177578,0.10877403934021652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092497324234657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951073800055233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314836506398362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972858831197454,0.0,0.0,0.14261293267493885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903080886155568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983901409248128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305230792412506,0.0,0.3061175204186171,0.20632529985881845,0.09717172758022964,0.1305992034488434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017529307415594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281719261406909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611827167418384,0.0911704122175394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475227503032715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607397214840456,0.06645182598606958,0.0,0.0,0.12037219630607528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079348343958307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442942584133405,0.0,0.0,0.32570628858811906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326936574588544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298451613118691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467254266378174,0.0,0.0,0.08713700938044128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938485327294988,0.21633492818163086,0.0,0.0,0.10838922782512664,0.0,0.1418970826989497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497774849222395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878229092256404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226907269778514,0.0,0.0,0.12522766839427746,0.0,0.15792809864973315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931354974631663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287042510199532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445920905858027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759153017891863
anxiety,Wartrack,2020/04/11,"Missed out on upgrading bed mattress- now wondering what was I thinking? My buddy had a bed mattress that he was getting rid of (knowing him, it would have been real nice) and I told him I didn't need it - even though I've had difficulty sleeping on my current mattress. 
I don't understand why I passed up on it. What was I thinking when I told him no? It could have saved me money and helped me sleep better for all I know. I really really want to replace the bedframe too! He's already donated it. 

I know it seems silly - but this feels like a major mistake to me and I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety/depression with work.",3.277874015748033,4.787018401574802,4.786622047244098,83.36497244094491,73.64566929133858,7.914645669291338,29.23543307086614,8.548686976883017,2.24103842519685,495,21,98,9,10,166,82,127,0.068,0.8440000000000001,0.087,0.3044,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,4,0,13,2,2,0,1,25,28,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,10,6,0,0,9,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,10,1,18,5,12,16,3,9,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,4,69,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462231733554004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639943210239419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480476562616602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116617180710554,0.15970723218230515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247219329141493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937570099155587,0.13246844617435075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687748647196613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428720929717928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305716013325666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058982847202128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764264322855526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749110703341572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110555019725071,0.2375774214238706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688049615081285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711200342253285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762712129627794,0.1821802063073008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543651784081283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303511428881545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936912071632438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731821821365891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010867006879483,0.1349924125612365,0.0,0.0,0.1317213845712287,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RocketReddy,2020/04/11,"Insomnia, nauseous, gastro-intestinal because of anxiety and stress? How to move past? Hi! I’m dealing with a large amount of stress and anxiety. Between my very stressful job and being locked at home for a month, I’m starting to spiral out of control and have symptoms that I assume are related.

Started out with a one day migraine. Turned into nausea and gastro issues the next. Which has not gone away for several days now.  I wake up in the middle of the night with stomach pains and insomnia (racing thoughts to try to solve all the problems.) 

I’ve been trying meditation through a phone app and I don’t find that to help me for a sustainable amount of time.  I do like meditation though, so if anyone has any suggestions on what meditation worked for them, I’m open!

Looking for tips, advice, anything you may do or recommend to be able to move past or cope with the symptoms? It’s impacting my ability to manage day to day.",4.5788392857142854,6.467538426136367,5.269675324675326,79.6727272727273,70.98863636363636,8.437662337662339,30.75324675324676,9.04235418022936,2.7817724025974035,737,32,132,15,14,238,115,176,0.09300000000000001,0.84,0.067,-0.6924,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,2,4,6,0,3,10,0,11,8,2,2,1,27,20,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,0,5,15,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,3,1,9,1,33,14,3,26,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,5,14,85,14,3,0.12870671474543022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577071205369614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752497956820217,0.0,0.19692056898896826,0.0,0.0,0.08999472753017994,0.0,0.10591465971267222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092419526929978,0.0,0.0,0.07845841869627823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435552474109198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320207334798143,0.1326909714096591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763560555858632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626939787275345,0.0,0.12910332899374233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343363711399438,0.12772155461295795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287959959733892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808122477173526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273247177611823,0.2735897379702445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688105127760866,0.12078253295661792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721500086746208,0.0,0.13695301898724724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457302453856957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231549437898719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540195275250578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219855029328155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422993206588801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675511150828164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645369375770135,0.10217875482832432,0.07504992040004271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476682156300802,0.1399959465795028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061965189225774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370002122424753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sneezedonya,2020/04/11,"I'm no longer myself around anyone I've lost all my friends by withdrawing and becoming a recluse. I moved far away recently and will probably never see them again. I'm lonely but I smoke weed to cope. It feels like I died haha. It feels like my past life was a dream. I don't have social media. Too anxious to contact anyone from old city. I feel like they should move on sooner rather than later, because they'll likely never hear from me. I also feel like they probably don't care and I'm just overthinking. Nobody knows the real me.",1.4373472322070455,4.013979981308413,2.7284112149532724,90.16114306254494,85.6355140186916,5.5352983465133,18.51114306254493,7.010146845296331,0.3830537742631197,426,11,83,6,13,137,76,107,0.136,0.679,0.185,0.7723,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,1,6,10,0,0,3,1,7,1,0,0,3,17,19,5,1,2,3,0,4,5,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,6,15,8,9,14,1,13,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,0,12,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144268192654387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616478602882672,0.0,0.20009985928099572,0.0,0.0,0.12737798557098254,0.0,0.0,0.13443517815496495,0.0,0.0,0.08722465732934105,0.1580286218759982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588698398945302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850197122032865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893968443210274,0.4088862297282504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054885164021518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126972597875328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863700857722128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106675373848813,0.34952600492216074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619663214815188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041581966577513,0.0,0.0,0.2207154109748528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014599525133662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659296736654042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085445052241747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628646122099135,0.0,0.0,0.14128139366493406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402200982786025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585942832253887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArianaJ01,2020/04/11,"I want to wake up from this nightmare I hate this situation so much. Not only is the disease scary but the fact that people actively tear down anyone trying to be hopeful is extremely hurtful and unfortunately says a lot about where we are as a society. At a time where we should be supportive of one another, we're still seeing people being awful to one another. I try and be strong for my friends and family and try and comfort people as much as I can, but I don't know if I will have the strength to see the end of this",7.56566037735849,5.7682706603773575,8.374226415094341,72.78303773584908,64.09433962264151,11.87622641509434,35.350943396226405,10.793553405168565,3.5874701886792453,414,15,83,9,5,141,71,106,0.134,0.648,0.217,0.8889,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,2,5,8,1,0,7,1,12,1,1,0,1,17,19,12,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,9,6,15,13,3,8,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,3,3,65,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743197064227912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248027079639296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808707114171128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682622620414258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789910794117075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621959213436034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727849987180164,0.0,0.0,0.19107471023754105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809213911378356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174380878800142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624179049685729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418956883820897,0.13574789321545538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37122256775270596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194053533322967,0.0,0.0,0.2844630804866989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062758574974374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254045990196385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254565874903996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407757826992298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635441740628271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527663455394012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mrskrzyp,2020/04/11,"Body temperature Hey guys :) I have diagnosed anxiety neurosis. I didnt have episods of this disease some years though. However lasy month I started feeling anxiety about my body temperature. I am afraid I have some infection going in my body or cancer or something.. I cannot go now to the doctor due to problems with coronavirus. Also in my country consultation with doctor by phone is rather not possible. I would like to ask you if you can look at my body temperature measurements and tell if it can be ok. I've read that body temperature can differ in day. I was checking temperature in armpit.
11:30 am. - 36.50 (celcius)
02:30 pm. - 37.00
05:00 pm. - 37.20
06.30 pm. - 37.40
07:00 pm. - 37.09
09:00 pm. - 37.00
10:00 pm. - 36.90
10:30 pm. - 36.70
11:30 pm. - 36.60

Is it normal or it should be power? I don't need diagnosis, just to be calm down or maybe I should have some health checks as soon as it will be possible?",3.0138596491228067,5.670087374269007,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,78.76608187134501,7.776608187134503,24.70467836257309,8.680891452615391,1.9701836257309937,715,26,138,17,18,228,107,171,0.076,0.871,0.053,-0.6085,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,1,1,1,23,12,6,0,0,22,30,11,0,9,9,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,2,0,0,2,2,16,3,17,20,3,15,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,9,8,80,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330269936278416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763990987438806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076293947140873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7174319301344497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330839710941379,0.0,0.0,0.13111180782528287,0.0,0.1349623392970952,0.0,0.2644360081956484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531570875898479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682838860404926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279054142895679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730897633988334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310929559649953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847604002299993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297755323534308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310774830303578,0.0,0.0,0.09578301517969727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656590954443012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912550322108665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360482257482808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921183096570896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994466685154739,0.0,0.0,0.09143205619425578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290628146276654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691562270955895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176354493102158,0.0,0.0,0.08318567154151485
anxiety,Notanotherasshole,2020/04/11,"Stuck in a fear/anxiety/depression cycle and its disrupting sleep Suffering from anxiety, fear and depression from an injury and covid outbreak. Have been shaking at night which disrupts sleep. I get a vibration in the back of my head. This all keeps me awake and then the lack of sleep spirals down more.

Any advice? Is there an app that could help destress? I want to break the cycle of thoughts. Some of this is lack of exercise due to a leg injury. It makes me feel extremely vulnerable and helpless. Add the pandemic and I'm just trying to stay above water  

Others have it way worse. Hoping we can get through this. Suggestions are appreciated",3.3223529411764723,6.312985058823532,3.8880252100840345,82.32682773109245,80.76470588235293,7.769747899159665,26.14705882352941,8.634040054169528,2.448300840336134,518,21,91,13,14,163,83,119,0.249,0.6779999999999999,0.073,-0.9699,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,9,0,8,7,5,1,1,20,18,7,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,8,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,6,1,15,14,5,12,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770186700029278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318889845023548,0.0,0.1385800264999872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392939445859424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463434076137713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31205019822382524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076904975220632,0.09159539342472173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928785155136127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859131979011766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142170322505885,0.0,0.0,0.17992382677738897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610153407047764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091970555826327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999795098907494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438455040313334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930828733082495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381366684592647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298964444327284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684755891372774,0.1437892395226978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846083549302701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sentineldota2,2020/04/11,"Increased anxiety since coronavirus and anxiety about speaking with other people around. Hi Guys,

Does anyone else feel more anxious since the coronavirus? I think its a subconcious thing but every day I feel anxious and this wasn't happening before, my anxiety has risen since the coronavirus, I went to the pharmacy the other day and the staff were wearing helmets with visors and masks, there was also a plastic board between you and the pharmacist and the moment I saw all of that I got super anxiety like this is really bad, (because im a guy whos always at home) and it got me scared.

I have chronic anxiety so this is really bad for me and has increased my stress levels, I am scared all the time on everything I do that i might get coronavirus, 

Second Question

How do you deal with feeling like people are listening to your conversations if they are in the other room, specficially when I am streaming on Twitch, my mom is in the other room downstairs and because of corona she is home more so how do I overcome my fear of speaking and having her potentially listening but she says she is not listening so.

Thanks",6.913294074346709,7.7069046650717725,7.166124401913876,72.31979389032024,64.55023923444976,10.641295546558704,34.25874125874126,10.560738912317856,3.8455495767390495,901,38,151,22,13,292,117,209,0.16899999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.098,-0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,1,10,10,0,4,13,0,20,3,1,2,2,28,35,20,0,1,4,1,3,2,0,1,2,6,4,2,12,14,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,7,10,25,4,17,27,6,17,0,0,1,0,22,9,0,3,7,114,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928427865590842,0.09660206427295837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440697116631935,0.2623132913563245,0.0,0.08117777215598743,0.11895517001377222,0.0,0.10335100811689507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387241153716767,0.1415433950729981,0.0,0.09879005734563144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974601397870527,0.1196909834594219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159733009935826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969842064316357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978167904124188,0.0,0.10434056235972942,0.0,0.0,0.1306414829430439,0.17610650383789628,0.08293977145678348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606559284066569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570686834633668,0.0,0.0,0.2299087081342177,0.1026642573812198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23290965844902195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254047601518889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343833021019407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231606467575395,0.0,0.13597148760974906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097418352439047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005529073869865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487495143579564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232505147492474,0.2324668448035273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881100930961412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298880376132335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688658579329843,0.0,0.0,0.07712973593983982,0.07439031596364708,0.0,0.0,0.06769713632964293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107623148900237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wdychamspaliny,2020/04/11,"Does your social anxiety get much worse with the lockdown? I'm suffering from GAD and social anxiety. 

I spent the last month barely leaving the house and on the rare occasions that I need to come into contact with another person outside my immediate family that I live with, my anxiety shoots through the roof. I spent years working on becoming more open with people and now this progress is totally gone and I'm just going backwards each day.

I also started to distance myself more and more from those few friends that I have (I don't really message anyone anymore and it makes me uncomfortable when someone reaches out and tries to have a conversation with me).

Is there anyone here who is in the same situation?",7.539026717557252,8.335498580152674,7.550448473282444,70.09529103053438,63.19847328244275,10.824809160305342,36.985687022900755,10.686352973137794,4.257632824427481,578,27,94,14,8,186,89,131,0.107,0.8370000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.6917,0,1,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,1,1,22,17,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,17,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,13,1,16,14,8,17,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,7,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142041372402755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854341646344701,0.4058507376170976,0.0,0.17537965859497512,0.2473039543290465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953079988538288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233364916927936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404840394851568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475554955219098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671081680063174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366276231047646,0.0,0.0923926005239564,0.0,0.1005033343315401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405182404803854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414976165579524,0.0,0.18725005163133146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561546488402206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804334995146396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115352757588606,0.0,0.12999915355247846,0.13112603753825594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259991581801248,0.15441153709081792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328945759487268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877771930133709,0.0,0.3605361196149911,0.14983757878780307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251696160351109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006405053995152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287430186490708,0.0,0.1802170171056024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388039381234458
anxiety,CallumWalk,2020/04/11,Satisfying breath sensation I noticed yesterday I couldn't get that satisfying feeling when I breathe in most of the time and it's not stopped since. I don't know if this is an anxiety symptom and breathing problems are quite a worry in this day and age. Any support whatsoever would be incredibly appreciated because this is hell,4.921999999999997,7.895792533333335,6.0100000000000025,69.78500000000001,73.66666666666666,9.333333333333334,38.33333333333333,9.725611199111238,4.653833333333333,272,17,44,8,6,90,49,60,0.212,0.608,0.18,-0.4963,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,7,4,3,0,0,12,11,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,8,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993539974385786,0.0,0.22426113550383645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787032625083314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905934276772046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822689427289598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316026991088014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110914524530862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337564741118405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805076958595937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118041515067093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24249907514844504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450889174744996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326663915072117,0.0,0.30469806776330915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709397901377078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29771095930646496,0.0,0.2082473807761539,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,myALTTACC,2020/04/11,.. This online school makes me super anxious. Ive seen a major increase in my anxiety. It makes me so nervous I don't know how to control my emotions anymore. I end up letting it out on myself by scratching or slapping. I've always scratched myself before but this time it leaves me bleeding. I don't know how to stop this. It seems like an endless loop. Its like I'm trapped. I've been doing this online school for a month and it's not getting better.,1.1840559440559453,3.6898193736263742,2.5484515484515486,91.5260939060939,86.03296703296705,3.7486513486513484,24.756243756243755,4.851557810540192,0.4152329670329671,357,15,68,1,11,115,63,91,0.159,0.73,0.111,-0.5617,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,5,0,14,14,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,11,4,8,11,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,6,44,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801303242286765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560809904849516,0.2445629841200649,0.2146919237517064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842101946181649,0.0,0.0,0.19146069236592714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428029145178788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351305583445845,0.1917387522627372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131028837997718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379456362196742,0.0,0.0,0.229223127296524,0.0,0.22136746075616404,0.0,0.21152429147874727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890067649829694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727938269602424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381825812045815,0.0,0.19707703659099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098860344043444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623236582145195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,redgarnetdragon2000,2020/04/11,"I have toxic thoughts because of my anxiety... I have toxic thoughts that consistently run through my mind. Mostly of people leaving me, and more specifically my boyfriend. I hold him dearly to my heart.  He is the first one that I completely opened up with and felt whole with. At the beginning this really scared me and I wanted to run, but he kept me close. In my own head this lead me to believe that I don't deserve him. Which I still think that I don't. This also has caused me to do and say some pretty messed up things, that has affected our relationship because of this anxiety. I am constantly worried about him leaving because I have heard when we first met that he was a cheater. I went for it anyways. I told him that I have heard this and he denied it. I later found old messages of him and this other girl he recently unblocked from snap chat during the time that we started dating. I of course took this and said to myself that I won him over I am the one he chose to be with. He needed to go through all those women to get to me. I have been with him almost 3 years now and I don't think that it is right for me to still feel this way. I get so much anxiety about this 24/7 and I don't know how to make it stop. Sometimes I mess up times that could have been Good with him because my anxiety and acting ways so that he thinks he doesn't deserve me either. All I want to know is how to cope with this. I don't want him to be affected by this anymore. I know that this is completely mental and I want to know how to control the anxiety. 

Anxiety for me is such a major thing and my boyfriend is not the main cause of it. I deal with anxiety on a daily basis. I can't eat, I eat too much,  I think I cant do things right, and I am in a constant fight, flight or freeze mode. I think that my world could crumble at any minute which affects my daily living. I don't sleep or I get too much sleep. I physically pick at myself because I am constantly nervous. I get irritable easy and I can snap at any moment. I find it hard to let myself feel any emotion, and when I do I get a panic attack for feeling such a strong emotion. The main emotion I struggle with the most is happiness. Whenever I feel happy I don't think it's right. 


My mind is in a consistent spiral, and I don't know if I can handle this much longer.",2.422369804108936,3.8565588178053822,3.8006625258799183,89.87206880076445,75.72877846790891,6.941423793597706,24.18585762064023,7.61054688173877,0.9865151457238416,1811,57,399,24,39,596,198,483,0.131,0.785,0.085,-0.9598,0,0,0,0,1,0,44.0,3,0,0,6,18,14,2,4,15,0,44,6,4,12,2,84,86,28,0,8,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,41,28,2,4,20,1,0,7,12,8,0,4,16,11,81,6,53,65,16,48,0,0,0,0,34,18,0,7,21,290,122,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997263832915944,0.0,0.0,0.055881343619343576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255813585978433,0.0,0.3741948975825089,0.0,0.06930011522179456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794962165573243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298464291808766,0.0,0.0,0.07872848147833625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356773554184538,0.0,0.0,0.14653132941849076,0.2265396055658042,0.07837402384887243,0.1115836586989214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204106234550205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300510478548842,0.0,0.2358097482072397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132949428877065,0.0,0.06709375700860915,0.0,0.0638671486391734,0.1188762381143353,0.0,0.07661752735753749,0.0,0.0,0.18254163319869945,0.0,0.039713229602271714,0.058610280018539435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487726804231538,0.06259688668760026,0.0,0.07171490087701769,0.0,0.0,0.08280566607973561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192015373918037,0.0,0.0,0.14798124545682112,0.0,0.07145490276802423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170347943279785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664405107376261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042050316148077,0.0,0.14111354899739534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054732320064088,0.05181358877521987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733251173769407,0.0,0.09470216772410307,0.0,0.0,0.08198667756680311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048444548019059765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710909614242843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476558186756688,0.0,0.06899601122439418,0.07502272995260316,0.0,0.17902607357968575,0.06646989933204471,0.055569722940840005,0.06995998351634711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985676058978333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691110450055272,0.0,0.049459948109110426,0.0,0.11160918684738363,0.0584210661168576,0.0,0.07305156919374985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927134580069436,0.2686496794667366,0.0,0.11095051861889134,0.08149274870966647,0.0,0.0,0.06677134262157683,0.07763693504042607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486321967356787,0.11093167323207846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477752756012548,0.0,0.07801619694840911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096441494204124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499908641585721
anxiety,xCuriosityx,2020/04/11,"Does anyone else get stressed about killing things like bugs? I don't know what it is, but I cant kill anything, like I get stressed out if I even hurt a bug trying to take it outside. I have the biggest issues at work because I'm torn between having to kill them to get rid of them or put them outside where they'll die anyways because its fucking cold here in canada. Anything dying really upsets me, we even had a mouse in the store and when it got caught in a trap I felt really stressed and bad. I know they're pests and can spread disease but it just sucks. I cant help but think about how this tiny bug was going about its life and I murdered it in cold blood? It sucks to be this upset over something so small but I cant help it",3.944516129032259,4.292362322580647,4.234354838709681,92.31153225806456,70.93548387096773,6.716129032258063,26.467741935483872,5.6839178017228535,0.6251161290322576,580,17,131,2,10,181,97,155,0.307,0.612,0.081,-0.992,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,4,1,12,16,7,5,5,0,12,3,1,1,0,18,27,13,6,1,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,4,0,1,3,4,14,0,0,5,3,16,2,16,20,0,14,0,1,0,1,7,10,3,2,3,80,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487417655681912,0.1390254191818278,0.22331455189229105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329139069208174,0.1654247548060698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816394231803684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873894512682813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133474900806247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923745737093458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302789739919861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543868828645646,0.21266959321622006,0.0,0.07711296903269632,0.0,0.10851976931227472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818937244403638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452537055514763,0.0,0.0,0.14161999200741315,0.0,0.0,0.4503463782457254,0.0,0.14913796466350546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583839861421177,0.13257777200379722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364010016901369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384669858665194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445701873523207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662804698761872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201830876708368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014315114827247,0.08694153317352471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212127610299443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878036859465764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,horsemeatcasserole,2020/04/11,"I feel like I’m constantly embarrassing myself. Everything I do I criticize instantly. Not only did I embarrass myself but I humiliated and invalidated everyone else in the process. 

I’m so sick of being embarrassed and ashamed constantly in the moment I’m doing something. 

I challenge my thoughts and ask, “Well what would a perfect response look like then?” 

I just ignore it and keep on with the criticism. Sometimes I feel broken and like it’s the only voice I know.",3.7656470588235287,6.866382799999999,5.494411764705883,70.80985294117649,79.82352941176471,9.047058823529412,32.029411764705884,9.3871,4.059964705882353,378,20,59,12,10,128,57,85,0.297,0.524,0.179,-0.9368,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,11,0,4,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,17,15,8,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,12,6,5,11,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,7,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296473798235094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49234749874465794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902998932013111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767520592336312,0.20473434391214795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303677413430632,0.1627422673349687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248147299147767,0.0,0.0,0.125194385546334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338786218633224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912968626134727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465083794452647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537361873035365,0.22530265773472155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084986791823754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482195124491867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618244751916913,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,distressed-kiwi,2020/04/11,"Internalized panic attacks (help) I live in a constant state of panic at this point. I’m always tense and stressed. At night when my brain is free to roam I have nights where something will pop into my head and I am wide awake. No physical changes no increased heart rate or breathing but my mind is racing I feel like if I go to sleep I will die. Every little ache in my body is amplified I lock onto it and come up with 1000 ways that it’s going to kill me. But I second guess that I’m panicking that I have anxiety despite having a diagnosis “I’m just awake” “everyone has this” “I’m just faking”. 

I’ve been struggling with this since I was little. It’s debilitating on those nights. I feel so stressed. When I finally fall asleep I don’t sleep well. 

I briefly took advantage of my colleges resources for an online counselor but it didn’t go well. I’ve never sought out medication because I have a crippling fear of medication. Some of my sleepless nights are aided by ideas of surgery requiring general anesthesia. 

I don’t know what to do anymore. It’s past midnight and I’m wide awake. I’ve been having issues with my ear but I can’t go to the doctor because of the pandemic and I’ve convinced myself there’s bugs in my ear waiting to hatch. I know it’s not possible I know that but I can’t help but be terrified. What if it’s a tumor what if I go deaf?? I just want the thoughts to stop. I want to go to bed. I don’t want to have anymore nightmares that I can’t remember but leave me feeling a looming sense of dread.",0.9619854469854444,3.380642294871798,2.789033264033268,90.08569646569649,85.98717948717949,5.8088704088704075,23.496534996535,7.2228458231874715,1.0468898821898822,1204,47,250,19,37,399,160,312,0.21,0.703,0.087,-0.9915,0,0,1,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,2,10,16,2,7,9,0,26,14,10,0,1,46,51,19,2,6,15,0,3,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,19,11,0,3,9,0,1,10,11,10,2,1,6,6,36,7,32,42,2,39,0,0,0,0,2,16,0,6,12,154,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202771677652873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541458831442359,0.0,0.1955327443185657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121507037661322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018875176238132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950183834651343,0.0,0.11004957239166847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428617027830477,0.08491924523276559,0.0,0.10653159481615664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231204742847692,0.0,0.0,0.10090235674696928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305917725802693,0.0941988611623988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109316104450729,0.1495373264333375,0.07042665323738333,0.0,0.10799122986600118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361568770138217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085986517539662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117307404279134,0.0,0.0,0.11681956863908223,0.13215422153429554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128652982532332,0.0,0.10289348824438978,0.0,0.0,0.10906583907895456,0.0,0.16253346575277336,0.0,0.0,0.10438358918756724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816194815357014,0.19760915046873206,0.08704928288275586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862100793333065,0.0,0.0,0.09953922662207723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760321408877152,0.0,0.0,0.3700482908520105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313283320076891,0.0,0.0,0.09410720976132612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319139500959676,0.11113584479291992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167363794646333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815476470225738,0.0,0.197305416607912,0.0,0.0,0.07589286566768765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241855981974608,0.2258495822316886,0.1030588026839186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826271038542637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952768924230093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443779319555786,0.07824941715283408,0.0,0.0,0.17727324034437386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jk47z,2020/04/11,"Between The Bars That's the title of the Elliott Smith song that I'm listening to as I type this; tears drying on my face. 

""The potential you'll be that you'll never see"" 

I thought I was dying tonight. It was a panic attack, I guess. But the chest pain, the muscle tingling, the dry mouth, the closing throat, the dizziness - it was all too real. 

""The promises you'll only make"" 

I can't bear the thought of leaving my parents behind. My siblings. I know how much I mean to them. I can't, I can't, I can't. I feel like there's so many blank pages left to write; the book cant just end here. But then I think of all the people for whom it has - and even earlier - and it's like, ""What makes me special?"" 

""Forget all about the pressure of days"" 

It's a terrible thing to be haunted by your own mind. How do you escape from a tormentor that's essentially you? I've tried some things but it always just feels like ""You can run but you can't hide"", you know? 

""I'll make you okay, drive them away - the images stuck in your head"" 

I think maybe I need someone to talk to. But my anxious self is terrified of telling even a loved one. It's stupid, but it's how it is. The first time I realised something was wrong with me - that was the hardest. Having a nameless disease makes you feel like a nameless person. It washed away my self worth. 

""They push and shove and won't bend to your will"" 

I don't think I'll ever be ""normal"" but I guess I could feel better. Writing helps. And yes, this is all incoherent but hey I'm just trying to find some peace right now and it helps. I want to be okay, I really do. But it's hard to go to sleep with a ""head full of pesticide"".  


If you got this far, thank you for listening to my random 1 am thoughts. Hang in there ❤ (and listen to Elliott Smith)",0.6728830519074442,2.7590152168021724,2.106504065040653,96.81202626641651,83.82384823848237,4.977027308734626,19.488638732541173,6.163053881298487,-0.18942643318740915,1361,37,313,11,39,438,187,369,0.098,0.775,0.128,0.9024,2,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,15,3,2,17,18,2,2,24,3,31,12,7,7,6,64,63,23,1,5,13,1,5,4,0,5,3,4,0,3,24,10,1,0,14,3,1,5,9,7,0,2,10,10,46,11,34,43,10,25,0,0,1,1,34,11,0,6,13,201,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724362168373496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845068594519008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192820421613487,0.19702010331868566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273132818477267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371421470004531,0.0,0.0,0.06761959327955344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881777416596924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928660026353217,0.0,0.0,0.13850490771515284,0.0948428520457624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206129582580785,0.22471464035380684,0.0,0.0,0.09583102500493916,0.08918537925960092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958868651774912,0.0,0.08385814468881021,0.0,0.2310082509013036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392502939627716,0.0,0.2152127535237078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055752568192473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524566536221245,0.0,0.0,0.11102103926506376,0.11391986093868114,0.0,0.0,0.2048977077203755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463124283313824,0.0,0.2799528283333901,0.10630147034396402,0.10533594475297987,0.1142124170573579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586863771628152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707683391933354,0.07774496634515787,0.08086680449101942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102730764525585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104909172055943,0.07974317012796918,0.11156782102449801,0.12301891528561408,0.11642354663147295,0.0,0.0,0.07268980675489223,0.09155099917457178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934228512557585,0.06716961202617698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895413500226731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355189640539615,0.0,0.21876288985135087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492574826621212,0.0,0.08883908748252282,0.08071867316317684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427447991815426,0.0916435449021062,0.09653181766041193,0.0,0.0,0.13931539773080026,0.2015509906039148,0.0,0.2497176283259753,0.061138893826608365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237257136315995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184326239531704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146370447064971,0.0,0.0
anxiety,therealpackman,2020/04/11,Need good vibes Indigestion or any type of chest pain throws me into a full on panic attack. Having a super bad one right now.,3.66,5.351617599999997,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,73.0,6.6000000000000005,16.5,7.1686216300943375,0.022600000000000176,100,1,19,1,2,33,24,25,0.35700000000000004,0.45899999999999996,0.184,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,11,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24991007465828816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180800757895604,0.0,0.0,0.3068440462620355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082384467256851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724938375709053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490249924723041,0.0,0.3910419558922719,0.4311777070062993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138398180099993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chromiiium,2020/04/11,Does anyone else get anxious at nights and not being in a safe place? My whole mindset changes at night and I have anxious thoughts at night and I feel vulnerable. Anyone else feel this?,2.121142857142857,5.0038074,1.9742857142857169,93.37571428571432,89.28571428571428,3.9428571428571435,24.142857142857146,5.6839178017228535,0.45568571428571397,149,6,28,1,5,44,25,35,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.7695,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,4,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260335159352756,0.0,0.2636881380168325,0.3863997059211461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946925803770996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500829038460696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31503186317871745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190681081189062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851372116063896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308464522481054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700287469846275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969391177124106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051816337764165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sparklykitty123,2020/04/11,ominous feeling? does anyone else get like random intrusive thoughts that make you feel like your about to die ? i have pretty bad health anxiety. tonight i was doing a couple things and my brain would be like “you should do this since you won’t be able to again” stuff like that. kinda randomly started so i’m anxious about it 😪,2.657619047619047,5.364434126984129,2.7168253968254,91.61428571428574,80.74603174603175,5.504761904761906,23.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.8088476190476189,262,9,50,3,7,79,52,63,0.184,0.615,0.201,-0.1125,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,9,2,1,1,0,10,16,2,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,4,4,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,30,13,0,0.21121325081854456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157755876009647,0.2386108539633249,0.0,0.1476852159250173,0.21641293549080648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635424205010414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357838403294374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337034446904836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192060080778664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848341391322884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644156876650796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135915317239241,0.15089078858717125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035020604724494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450980884323166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41275250222619625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098648501914995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487980861678865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471778369461005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949782603800174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417886398597089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032069868370553,0.0,0.0,0.16767972840086567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500398333772798,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Aliceozwalker,2020/04/11,"Severe anxiety/uncertainty with new job...what should I do? I could really use some advice about anyone who was unsure/incredibly anxious about their career after joining.

A bit of background information. I have always struggled to know what I wanted to do ever since I was in elementary school.  I was so unsure that after high school I actually took a super senior year...not because of my marks (graduated with honours) but to literally try to figure out what I wanted to do. I should also mention that during high school I suffered from severe depression, social anxiety, generalized anxiety, along with a few other chronic health conditions and didn't really get to explore who I was. I eventually decided on nursing literally due to a friend who said she believed that it would be a good choice for me, the job stability and decent earnings. 

I am 24 years old and recently graduated with my four-year university nursing degree, which actually took me five years as I had to repeat a nursing course. I really struggled in university with staying motivated though my marks were relatively good my final two years. Recently I have started my first job at a hospital and also work somewhere else (not nursing) to get full-time hours. My parents keep telling me how I seem back on track with my life but truth be told I am really not liking my job.

Because of the shift work and stress of the job my chronic health conditions have flared out of control (IBS and an Immune disorder). I have started losing my hair again as I do when I get stressed, began to gain weight rapidly (gaining up to seven pounds a month), and am constantly feeling very ill before work (vomiting before my shifts, feeling freezing cold, irritable, etc). It's gotten so bad that my manager has taken me aside saying that I look ""sick"" whenever I show up to work and that he was worried I was seriously ill. 

I know that part of this is definitely related to anxiety about the job. I feel completely incompetent and I know that some of it is just first nursing nerves. But I literally dread every shift and keep telling myself I just have to get through two years until I can then explore other options in the field perhaps. My parents want me to move to full-time hours at the hospital, but with the way things are going now, I can't imagine doing that without falling into another severe depression. It's bad enough doing 1-2 shifts a week at the hospital, I can't imagine doing 4. I'm so anxious during and after my shifts that I have started trending towards unhealthy coping mechanisms (oversleeping, overeating and watching TV) whenever I can just to avoid thinking about work.

Just wondering if anyone else had similar concerns with their job when they first started. If so what did you do?",8.906508875739648,8.381603368836295,9.098234714003947,64.56439349112429,60.67652859960553,11.981459566074953,39.81558185404339,11.285456440507946,4.753467061143984,2216,103,355,53,26,734,247,507,0.187,0.742,0.071,-0.9964,9,1,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,3,16,22,20,0,6,18,0,42,12,1,4,2,73,75,32,0,9,13,2,6,1,1,3,10,2,0,0,25,24,1,4,17,2,0,7,6,13,0,7,18,11,59,7,62,51,7,62,0,4,2,0,20,17,0,7,37,258,84,21,0.0,0.0,0.12254171707404216,0.0,0.0,0.0613545331331101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042116065326352,0.05224364635812656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583743303742723,0.14409518771110605,0.1418624222142241,0.0,0.08780397919188486,0.06433249518468097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827917268951604,0.10484870880528632,0.07654849958100017,0.0,0.1068538826474946,0.07073922148667508,0.0,0.0,0.06854692266564037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583076398675268,0.0678502240980947,0.0704207337388175,0.05013014984398356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815635563073994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195911103302016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490062756466917,0.0,0.0,0.06487554714325351,0.07002387761738063,0.0,0.05679425413856577,0.05290058597250815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524067603644963,0.0,0.0,0.06877986910532749,0.0,0.16021925698744727,0.0,0.0,0.0485089250136524,0.0,0.13121404380126842,0.0,0.03568318468786054,0.1053251758899574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334788621906052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267540036111322,0.0,0.0,0.123664698786925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436143467620444,0.11161558332854744,0.0,0.0,0.10351794783319222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434817282796743,0.030674458416396082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272509774368945,0.07024236763076898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050115823791656015,0.06673243066322042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063988154304944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588418347801049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943461953064434,0.06799198458576486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089132427029354,0.0,0.12398877834427866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597246237035623,0.04993058249379464,0.0,0.1906307772783558,0.0,0.05715874353224607,0.0,0.2127936333213362,0.0,0.051937888799115366,0.0,0.0,0.06400323446198823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776327744731488,0.06692237348541348,0.0,0.0,0.14384413181203126,0.13127678919014374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975685920575047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041712759229977005,0.04023124545964794,0.061687711047931824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059995476935118065,0.13951688741469084,0.042628114960412966,0.0,0.12266715832351775,0.0,0.0,0.05422763502997377,0.0,0.051805684586364295,0.11109984206958197,0.049837238412954704,0.05036378276658838,0.07645740609233638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060524233503737576,0.06808960500734157,0.2285476866156959,0.06376304193849741,0.0,0.04460194043559952,0.0,0.0,0.2425958393376566
anxiety,ShitBrainsForAll,2020/04/11,Self-fulfilling prophecy? Anyone else have those moments where you’re talking to people about how sometimes you feel annoying when you talk to them but you feel like that they get annoyed only because you keep talking about how you think you’re annoyingly when talking to them but you’re actually not but you’re only annoying if you keep talking about how you keep thinking you’re annoying? if that made sense lol,5.131597744360904,7.8560148289473695,4.791654135338348,80.04657894736842,71.76315789473685,7.50075187969925,31.90977443609023,8.418075326091056,2.7889984962406023,341,16,56,6,7,104,40,76,0.152,0.765,0.083,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,7,3,0,9,6,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,17,10,10,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,10,1,6,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,2,4,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.16204758639125458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611084978510447,0.17014492403277834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122674869553194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387192371191557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792672238742248,0.11863108692271727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675787970958666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427970240807345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112701647933461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712705967313326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25258751985316874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512295019974728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323356876454254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642345262317966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6673512551382803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280512073487365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThreeEyedPea,2020/04/11,"This year has just feels like a nightmare. Not even a week into January, we nearly got plunged into World War 3, and it might still end up happening. Then not even much later after that, coronavirus happened, and I'm pretty sure we all know how that's going at this point. Just today, one of the world's most dangerous volcanoes went off. Later this month an asteroid will come dangerously close to Earth. I really cannot shake the fears of ""this is it. This is the end times."" I don't know what to do. I feel so scared and powerless.",3.1984761904761894,5.1265488476190475,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,74.80952380952381,8.095238095238095,22.142857142857146,8.841846274778883,1.4458571428571427,419,11,85,9,9,135,76,105,0.153,0.742,0.106,-0.8109999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,0,7,8,3,3,6,0,8,0,0,1,2,22,19,6,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,6,0,1,2,2,5,2,11,15,3,26,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,13,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731605722536479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560873715641078,0.0,0.0,0.26554307893865997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262029189382844,0.20328308341649612,0.1436084310814047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424406216981005,0.0,0.16077372493216086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555219087705519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209502126636077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820801492362867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132500119202434,0.0,0.0,0.16045191422874866,0.0,0.14777252395905105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362160726468507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002848229215216,0.0,0.0,0.20450918492418246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877829300625515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012556718827836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053449956869115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894585790910389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721613607374913,0.0,0.1905430611698863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124578508964665,0.0,0.0,0.18634716843482887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294500215057748
anxiety,clivecuddler,2020/04/11,"I don’t want to celebrate my birthday. My birthday is on Monday, 4/13, I’ll be 25, and I don’t want to celebrate. I have never really celebrated my birthday and every time I decide I want to I plan this great stuff and then it falls apart and I end up disappointed and sad. Anyway, I didn’t want to celebrate before the pandemic, and now I certainly don’t want to. I tell my friends that, but they never take me seriously and now they’re trying to plan a bunch of virtual things even though I told them no. I always get crazy bad panic attacks and general anxiety around this time and it’s Incredibly hard for me. I’ve had at least one panic attack every day this week and I’ve been crying nonstop. I’m exhausted and the thought of being forced to celebrate is already giving my anxiety. How do I get them to take me seriously? Should I just suck it up and make my friends happy?",2.9199625468164783,4.696763955056183,4.948112359550558,80.72291760299626,75.17977528089888,8.566891385767791,25.911610486891387,9.21078282632365,2.2436010486891385,696,25,138,17,15,240,99,178,0.258,0.5539999999999999,0.188,-0.9687,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,8,16,3,2,3,0,13,1,0,2,3,29,28,16,0,6,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,5,1,26,5,16,20,2,18,0,2,0,0,8,6,1,0,11,94,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226653533258058,0.0,0.11481205277025958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111165916739333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228332074172673,0.0,0.31394882181344125,0.0,0.0,0.11520918166514615,0.0,0.0,0.1174124938479046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156671520800713,0.08898695586089997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122211070441123,0.0,0.0,0.09113579002473206,0.0,0.2325115221330067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132090559038744,0.0,0.14417976894109927,0.13236487893685892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212560934240885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468843731172935,0.1236047429413856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210403660313916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284040358256048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935001540567712,0.0,0.0,0.3237842244723134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839478338558057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795634406260295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074905391507282,0.0,0.12060232381796995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166908988465536,0.0,0.13556658521806994,0.10954227165915964,0.16091679297271802,0.0,0.0,0.13184768568092484,0.0,0.09368070043928556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069267052756869,0.0,0.11068081360687758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rockout80s,2020/04/11,Is anyone else sensitive to caffeine or too much caffeine? I don't drink much caffeine but when I have a cup of coffee I'm fine.  If I drink more or a drink with higher caffeine levels I have had severe anxiety attacks.  It's only happened like 3 times and tonight was one of them.,1.664210526315788,3.9852177894736895,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,81.63157894736842,5.203508771929825,25.28947368421053,6.42735559955562,0.9733999999999998,222,9,43,2,6,73,43,57,0.16399999999999998,0.74,0.096,-0.5927,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,6,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,2,4,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743169093282513,0.0,0.0,0.16217621920047612,0.2376475630559729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638625954645085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6816318826148241,0.0,0.0,0.1937541706739372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205101725101762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133130351899385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410017648864884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716697507093352,0.17639905772297265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620235608120464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524472683906882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jenthecactuswren,2020/04/11,"Going through some big life changes. Just need someone to talk to :) Hey all, 
I've never posted here before but figured I'd give it a go because I've been having some wild feelings lately. My boyfriend of 3 years is moving to another state this weekend, I'm three weeks away from graduating college, and I am going to follow him out of state pretty soon as well, leaving behind everyone and everything from the place I've lived for my entire life. I'm super close with my folks and have some lifelong friends I see every week. It'll be a tough move. 

I'm grateful though because moving means I'm getting married in a little while (woo hoo!) and my bf has a great job lined up. But ohemgee, the anxiety has been insane. I have felt nauseous every day, getting really hot at night, and my hypochondria has been especially bad. I feel like I'm on the edge of having a breakdown, thinking I have ovarian cancer and whatever else on top of the stressful changes. I just don't need to make this harder than it is, but I am. I have so much to be happy about and feel like such a wimp for handling stress so poorly. I think you all understand how that feels. 
Btw I'm also on 10mg Prozac every other day but I might need to up that dose lol. 

Anyway, just looking to spill this all to someone. My bf doesn't have such bad anxiety but he tries to be understanding. My friends don't really have anxiety either, or if they do they don't talk about it. So here I am Reddit! Thanks for listening:)",3.2902477477477485,4.962072844594598,4.328783783783784,85.99436936936938,73.93243243243242,6.9603603603603625,26.184684684684683,7.645422480735847,1.4123022522522517,1166,41,231,15,24,379,166,296,0.11800000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.165,0.9568,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,2,18,15,0,2,10,1,29,5,0,2,4,45,60,22,0,4,11,0,6,2,4,2,5,1,0,0,10,10,0,0,11,1,1,7,5,6,1,1,4,9,22,9,35,51,8,35,0,0,2,0,14,14,0,6,13,146,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944572250816448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417132010256888,0.2279947019769159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333738303307763,0.0,0.16589693588277427,0.12111891192189378,0.0,0.0845348117320027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101865155831177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813790617631896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298954218633778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511059569328688,0.09492788136137664,0.08928438784311585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092615993575108,0.141943392960376,0.09538625337367633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350655462390314,0.0,0.10380675193551384,0.09530025088600393,0.16937922468598096,0.0,0.0,0.10952760923411924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575401663751682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985840396782558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206486918748557,0.10519143064149256,0.0,0.0,0.14033984906428462,0.09706936249628123,0.09956923979833668,0.08772297134082181,0.0,0.08342431928314648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663131932457698,0.0,0.0,0.10821523223721903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538876447874322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167622919877043,0.07302960306409954,0.2209879574851542,0.07662056590469192,0.0,0.0,0.09322803858376633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037938081288178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514452383583452,0.10106902283210813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728519984033318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916466620988583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834846387736924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275974686216711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596986151065155,0.0,0.09146302421002286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731182719470674,0.09760541985766334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744836188230302,0.0,0.0,0.2068421565584406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593762543315446,0.0,0.08932259328987939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397457006165487
anxiety,Sketchbookdoodles,2020/04/11,"Can anxiety and depression cause me to lose love for my bf? I’ve had extreme anxiety and depression my whole life. My anxiety causes me to think and act irrational sometimes. Me and my boyfriend have been dating for a year and 9 months. He always made me so happy and we were constantly in the honeymoon phase. We communicate well, we have the same sense of humor, and we always lift each other up and support each other. He’s loyal , caring, we have such a good relationship. He really is a perfect boyfriend. But recently I got these intrusive thoughts like “ do I love him?” And it started making me feel so lost and upset. The thought of breaking up with him hurts. I get so overwhelmed with these thoughts that I feel like I’ve lost myself. I keep thinking “ what if I have to break up with him to get rid of these feelings?”. Normally I feel love for him everyday and I pictured myself marrying him. But now I don’t know what to feel or think, small things he did don’t make me jealous anymore, I feel so numb. This feeling hurts so bad it makes me physically feel like I have to vomit. I want to love him more than anything else in the world,but this terrible feeling wont go away. He keeps telling me that my depression and anxiety are causing this but I’m not sure anymore. I had this feeling before 2 months ago but after it went away I still felt love for him but we had other issues in between that stemmed from my low self esteem. But I still felt love for him. But this feeling came back again and I feel lost and barely any love. Could I just be falling out of love? ( I’ve posted this everywhere possible I’m just really desperate for answers on how to fix this if it is anxiety)",2.1250213857998297,4.547719149700602,3.3586603934987167,87.97953892215571,80.55688622754491,6.811154833190763,25.11171941830625,7.957251820313856,1.5937393669803246,1332,52,265,25,35,431,164,334,0.133,0.6890000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9662,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,6,0,0,5,15,36,1,2,7,0,21,11,0,8,2,78,71,30,0,5,13,0,14,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,23,27,0,2,22,0,0,5,4,16,1,0,18,14,47,20,35,50,5,35,0,11,0,8,31,12,0,3,18,178,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145309686437194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536915958147362,0.0,0.0,0.047143889096170864,0.0,0.2651700551936922,0.0,0.13750503652411136,0.0,0.0,0.05704918750951569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026765339321922,0.05330722457901227,0.05788410773986365,0.0,0.0,0.05899110943823545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792901924619207,0.07068222516510393,0.21364993394509751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491651021018565,0.0,0.055350972418238366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179130507568972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791277066853565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420638202662032,0.09905266311712917,0.13312718858376735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243968890910052,0.0,0.03939942285430288,0.05814715220057149,0.05544613743730745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379855282312027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842930412264302,0.0,0.0,0.07235807439027826,0.0,0.1232398285959937,0.0,0.0,0.038099620641737296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048966829316084697,0.10160718292491457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775577843956729,0.2270317451553749,0.0,0.5005535875338328,0.06559770340183704,0.13882643468924136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067030874802647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679245183644674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815436974837893,0.06639490764872312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882370469402923,0.0,0.06845081723936734,0.07442991392766764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232187941846442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685649420443953,0.0,0.049069124556700594,0.0,0.11072727126613313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867004258126989,0.06533870145380563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059376348881074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605694961640282,0.13326342917697906,0.0,0.1651107115720393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089012509240223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233217733748703,0.06426566726901631,0.0,0.07739972708941091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044643511784653686
anxiety,comet_19,2020/04/11,"I feel numb to life I’ve had some pretty rough adolescent years when it comes to mental health. I was bullied all throughout high school which I believe led to promoting my anxiety to a higher level than it should be. At 16 I developed serious panic disorder and was unable to sleep for nearly a week straight and ate little to none. While I have not had anything as serious as this since, I still have had obsessive anxious thoughts that would cause me to breakdown and leave me incapacitated up until the most recent times in my life. Because of my suffering I vowed that my academic success would offset this suffering and I had proceeded to attempt to get the best grades possible to my ability. I had actually successfully done so and had excellent prospects at choices in college and education. And then within my senior year my father was diagnosed with inoperable brain cancer and I felt as if everything I was planning for had to be changed. My determination for academic success was no longer rooted in trying to offset my suffering but rather to show my father that I was on the right path in life so that he could die in peace. I had then developed serious anxieties over maintaining my intellectual ability so that I could maintain this appearance that I wanted my father to see. 

However ever since the middle of last year I’ve just felt numb. Now at 19 I feel almost no anxiety and instead just feel a numb empty feeling to everything. I am attending university, but I feel a lack of motivation. Things that would once trigger obsessive, anxious thoughts now no longer effect me. Things that I would have immense interest in and would obsess over in a healthy way no longer exist. Has anyone else reached this feeling? It’s not that I’m even depressed, it’s just as if my body has given up.",7.452215568862279,8.059427904191622,7.845754491017967,68.55695508982039,63.371257485029936,11.470419161676647,37.05928143712575,11.20814326018867,4.496132215568863,1456,68,243,40,20,479,173,334,0.188,0.6779999999999999,0.134,-0.9256,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,10,14,20,0,4,9,0,31,13,3,6,2,54,49,26,1,13,10,3,9,0,0,6,9,0,0,0,20,12,1,0,12,1,0,4,7,14,0,0,21,10,35,6,45,18,6,46,0,4,1,0,4,23,0,6,18,183,55,12,0.0,0.0,0.10015003004335096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276702127826744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355301969475421,0.23188063927964397,0.0,0.07175981668903643,0.10515441564470003,0.08445402052152681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256101771593793,0.0,0.0,0.11562650379467344,0.10770165360140292,0.0,0.0,0.11399646553061545,0.0,0.11456668194105482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054271275573234,0.10856671444940348,0.0884048519937115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388006085859333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839326332642397,0.10416516225177308,0.10651156148757407,0.0,0.11762046923979952,0.0,0.0,0.1050239774313239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573244486055448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778476268009719,0.09283281471942,0.0,0.0,0.18447068524565086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113505112919617,0.0,0.1970777640742268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361884402544519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908866284666348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843201523078516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365543931760099,0.0,0.10866813202831778,0.0,0.0,0.21746737097237012,0.0,0.10286012111805004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342478888360547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929536833934723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041173291776493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569754162538505,0.0,0.10440947375765013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133267406980268,0.0,0.0,0.08764366926008048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038649178825042,0.08178115220233796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978972541984946,0.0,0.10270202063718922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195877669811588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363628383809609,0.0,0.0,0.16295018424352994,0.05984315612964969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967761013822317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060532596771961523,0.08146125325335983,0.08232191416288022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364519592288564,0.0,0.0,0.19826701614910566
anxiety,wownaomi,2020/04/11,"Online therapy I used to have a psychiatrist but they closed their office due to covid-19. I have anxiety and depression and because of covid-19, I lost my job and been stuck at home since March 17th and getting some nasty thoughts and just need to talk to someone. I was looking into online therapy to keep my mental health check and I heard between BetterHelp and TalkSpace and wanted to hear peoples output and advice are. 

Thanks :)",5.33642857142857,8.003256782051286,4.6403296703296695,81.64038461538463,70.92307692307692,7.534065934065935,31.655677655677657,8.418075326091056,2.705521611721612,351,16,58,6,7,105,56,78,0.191,0.723,0.086,-0.8625,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,19,17,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,9,1,10,11,1,5,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088048214631024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634639876754426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025684470291796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840415644479022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163855215854497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271309760302513,0.2408319653556304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433763966702704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204361470548605,0.18992787296461647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943669454889116,0.0,0.23325606634394475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533835535114426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844040429690304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148138238550105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675762562387246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810496756228324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174723069354345,0.0,0.19672708004951328,0.4887215288352409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696374005590546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184550204729526,0.0,0.0,0.12603351647812194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jeremiahsimon,2020/04/11,Does anyone else not post much on social media because of anxiety? I have a pretty good amount of followers and they seem to like what I post usually. But I always get so much anxiety when I go to post something that I usually just don’t post anything. I only post like once every 6 months. I really want to post more often but I just can’t do it.,2.428750000000001,4.028024375000001,4.659444444444446,83.03000000000002,76.08333333333334,8.133333333333335,23.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.6870944444444445,273,8,55,6,6,95,49,72,0.042,0.821,0.13699999999999998,0.6306,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,6,9,4,13,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051648491999326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321314647595629,0.0,0.0,0.09287050023036827,0.1360892994567443,0.10929915228585434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096554977805231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623126156094354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095367027865624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119061784434595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939271999531152,0.0,0.0754843970005521,0.1114027161613641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977782208256114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601527784559113,0.0,0.19527526687065372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414484595818138,0.0,0.10101523399461508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7632263426250464,0.13512520661363303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508758888395318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209139073931546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539277958818885,0.0,0.10225095947688302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29256388482189266,0.0,0.07834039720051478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,themanagement123,2020/04/11,"Just thought I’d ask. I’ve been dealing with anxiety and intrusive thoughts for a few years now and it started off horribly. Quickly went on venlafaxine and made it 10x worse. Came off after doctors o.k. And started feeling way better than the beginning. After a year or so of CBT with an awesome Captain, I was feeling close to myself again. I always felt so close to attaining that normal feeling again. There were weeks where I was content and would be happy if every day was like that. Soon it was time for me to transfer back to the states and for a while before and currently, my vision has been pretty good but I’ve had the worst fatigue and my face is always tight as fuck. I have to open my mouth as wide as possible and pull my eyebrows up like 50+ times a day.

I truly believe that I have GAD, but sometimes I feel like something else is contributing to it. I had a vitamin D deficiency near the start of my anxiety problems for a long time undiagnosed. I just can’t stop but thinking something is making me feel this way.

I don’t have anxiety triggers. I wake up feeling like shit, and depending on the day or week, it gets worse or better at different parts of the day with no real reason behind it. I exercise regularly. I eat subpar to good. I have a happy life with my wife and son. My job is awesome. Just bought a brand new home. Money is good. 

I have recently decided I don’t want to spend the remainder of my sons younger years feeling this way and want to try to go back on anti-depressants and was just looking for any advice before I hop back on that train. Anything people might think could help. I’m not one to jump to conclusions, so any advice could help.

I’m just tired of feeling like such shit all day every day, when I just want to enjoy my life with my son.

Also, if anyone ever needs to talk, I’m always here. Just message me.

Thanks in advance.",3.6315913700903564,5.141411663101606,4.710243407707914,84.26264705882355,72.7433155080214,7.618513737783514,27.602434077079106,8.216663640201805,1.8430681541582143,1478,55,290,23,29,484,194,374,0.11699999999999999,0.684,0.2,0.9801,3,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,5,25,20,3,0,16,0,29,14,5,5,2,73,64,30,0,11,16,4,10,5,0,2,7,0,1,0,12,22,1,2,16,1,3,6,5,6,0,1,17,11,32,14,47,42,4,62,0,1,1,1,11,16,3,7,41,190,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190030283962866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062155165787195425,0.1940156325375892,0.0,0.0,0.10570879885585814,0.0,0.17837396467155406,0.0,0.0,0.054345825600350714,0.0,0.0639595205545245,0.0,0.07266064265595157,0.0,0.0,0.17929288785737524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322733325875917,0.0875673615114413,0.0,0.13747959981945293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889456477700981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411120342447415,0.0,0.0,0.3007499667912785,0.08012914299398444,0.06694282531128103,0.0,0.0,0.08120413721793558,0.0,0.07955292567807744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953017430025151,0.06492770901120787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030502851747203,0.13097019273513733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143932332041595,0.1665762770476886,0.07462640158695763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185378914008121,0.04060713196811231,0.0,0.04417185074661865,0.1955714431028059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547545240314654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419236282187012,0.0,0.07796264508457693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712822209583065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979630255416413,0.18985799764718903,0.0,0.0,0.06878253177830408,0.06526786127717593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354351292662288,0.05188079848660914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245196747516266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057630722380099926,0.0,0.07506549149811366,0.0,0.0,0.07615217355661183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266721014615036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416658494359495,0.0,0.05388343798820382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762116055576734,0.0,0.07907237383905641,0.0,0.07437054681654405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846594738679381,0.0,0.0799123311604484,0.0767422226909903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956336954145828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967013847056082,0.07687017136355903,0.0,0.16503851243210066,0.0,0.0,0.06498002400753017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062470914635529284,0.0,0.07155702350857232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099603697671005,0.0,0.1234069804389129,0.13596296129725402,0.08933131418361945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276890916862725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752936249381378,0.185079028908785,0.12468962705325452,0.0,0.0,0.07205012807513297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584130364337834,0.05521228761291377,0.0,0.0,0.15015345884498935
anxiety,admin158282,2020/04/11,water drop anyone ever have this sensation on their skin where it feels like a water drop fell on ur skin?,1.134285714285717,3.771838619047621,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,91.38095238095238,4.704761904761905,11.761904761904766,6.42735559955562,-0.6569809523809522,85,1,16,1,3,27,17,21,0.177,0.7170000000000001,0.105,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598713142605131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949171901667468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33254722821635585,0.4698530236947922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213135358102602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ristrettosharts,2020/04/11,"I feel like it’s less okay to have anxiety/depression as an adult. And as an introvert. I feel like I’ve dug myself into a hole. I had severe anxiety as a teenager- I used to have huge dry heaving panic attacks before class every morning when I went to high school. Now, as an adult, after I’ve experienced multiple bad things in my life, can’t bring myself to want to be around anyone. My immediate and extremely close family moved out of state, which means I’m on my own for the first time. I was in an emotionally abusive relationship while they moved, which is why I stayed (because I was unaware that it was bad for me at the time). I left him, and am now alone in an apartment on my own. My dad is sick and immunodeficient. I’m shut in because my job closed my store. My coworkers invite me to things, and I always cancel or bail because I’m worried they hate me for various unproven, probably made up by my own head, reasons (multiple involving the COVID mess). Now my coworkers don’t invite me to things any more, which fuels my anxiety further. I know it’s my fault. But I’m still worried they hate me. I just feel like... when I was younger, people were more okay with accepting me into their friend group and kind of willing to help me move through my unreasonable grief and anxiety. But now, I just feel like I’m alone. And it’s my fault. People don’t have time for that, and I don’t blame them. My mom is my only best friend and really the only one that’s going to be truly there for me. My dad and brother are kind of there when they want to be, but never talk to me. But that’s it. Just me and my mom. I feel sad and scared, because I’m spending all this time in my apartment and in my own head and I just really want a hug and some kind of friend. Someone that won’t get mad at me if I don’t want to go bar hopping every night. I’m just tired, guys. I’m scared and I need help.",2.603141869651082,3.968825321428572,4.15181698485846,87.81852863726137,75.12244897959185,7.507044107965767,24.124753127057275,8.155646560271837,1.2101128044766294,1474,45,324,24,31,492,175,392,0.15,0.745,0.105,-0.9534,1,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,6,2,16,29,4,3,12,2,24,7,2,3,2,54,53,31,1,6,11,5,5,4,3,2,3,0,0,3,17,24,1,0,9,1,2,7,7,14,0,2,8,6,59,15,44,40,11,50,0,2,0,1,24,24,0,3,21,209,76,3,0.0,0.09843114446210544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208278476855,0.0,0.0,0.06912565473228913,0.0,0.0,0.05649433890688677,0.0,0.1906580969870016,0.0,0.0,0.05808847556440911,0.0,0.0,0.07395500455493231,0.0,0.09451062556868801,0.0,0.0,0.1387295135243398,0.20256875318534892,0.0,0.07069131955360057,0.0,0.08718284357640206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155299656137272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344900417237814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998975553905066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831639598581844,0.0,0.21002790282016548,0.2373972460504236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066416564200004,0.0,0.0,0.1925522873504393,0.0,0.04340363527489048,0.0,0.0944276931810242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225802470186627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404015006830505,0.17051931369830522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136780893318866,0.08777406015998669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243983406355804,0.0,0.0,0.2595317374158643,0.04565624351371025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026201368558934,0.0,0.05867883841605374,0.16234640339279655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860825567311594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049381439329927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945945602029608,0.0,0.2648890314728953,0.0,0.06159959429734153,0.0640731173083784,0.0,0.0,0.07796093623268187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629425840575531,0.12636565835166055,0.0,0.09747145865173844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151884891370178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895696779430438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644086799273618,0.08541567718641338,0.0,0.08919223387918579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634657832142774,0.08407706461350242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385191789873308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703897886118292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854766475729357,0.06634437791484406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677311749715717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557545233520884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937684834172869,0.0954833200851814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175074937026228,0.0,0.0,0.196000850095568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701202544759758,0.07496291638709772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873485405313507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mister-Calamity,2020/04/11,"Anxiety without a REASON?! Hello,

I'm a 26 yr old male living in New England. I have a job that still pays me my salary, even though im not currently working due to COVID-19

-Context:
I'm a 26 yr old, (starting tomorrow, happy cake day), male with a gf of a year and some change who I love immensely.
I have a stable job that provides me full pay and benefits, even though im not working. I'm extremely blessed and fortunate.

I have experienced anxiety in the past and typically can overcome with focusing on rational thought.

-Issue:
I had an intense panic/anxiety attack one week ago that has left me with residual anxiety.
This anxiety has grown to the point where I can no longer eat, focus, or function throughout the day.

Most importantly, I wake up with anxiety! 
Im up and instantly anxious, borderline panicked.
Ive had anxiety before, but there is a source. Now.. there is no source, just a state of being.
Why?

Today I experienced a sense of dread, unable to eat without nausea, lack of interest, and inability to arouse at all without a pinpoint cause.

-Question:
How can I pinpoint the cause?
I know. I KNOW. If I can just figure out a cause I can at least attempt to mentally fight it, but without that I spiral.
Is therapy and medication the next step??

-TL;DR
Stable person and had panic attack.
Now consistently experiencing anxiety.
Can't shake the feeling, even with exercise.
I cannot lose the love of my life. Please help me.",2.95141748314035,5.637276863468635,4.774777961572723,77.47398523985242,79.25830258302581,8.313576790940322,29.64003053823641,9.035553425615538,3.144060338465453,1134,55,198,31,29,384,150,271,0.154,0.698,0.14800000000000002,0.7446,4,0,0,0,1,0,57.0,0,0,0,4,14,13,3,3,20,0,20,9,2,5,1,41,30,15,0,2,12,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,7,14,2,0,7,1,2,3,10,7,0,1,4,4,22,6,27,25,6,34,1,1,0,3,11,12,0,5,18,132,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529481964022057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198353215327534,0.0959588315845556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326465361490824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227829307498394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617725397638602,0.08985601471432031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095594696063016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383111573367505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830762532547994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042948578155907316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042097157104634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056933971412773225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752516473052876,0.08865603913752163,0.16858110798118206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336239216427823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228833638843777,0.0,0.059996139655015636,0.0,0.0,0.0750042083500613,0.0,0.0,0.09502693412922092,0.0,0.0,0.15332462486311224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556883508044287,0.08560026338534728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203627274190778,0.09033541502033647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826198559912831,0.0,0.057558027395498215,0.0,0.0,0.19931925728263472,0.0,0.0,0.08108552459516788,0.0,0.07416695683177052,0.0,0.09323939887015424,0.08029643181721491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515304143488876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733320282975754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012147592096863,0.0,0.06783376546211818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971371113199224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690764426244772,0.06743344047641613,0.0,0.0,0.080513866842071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681343187720592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664578444138262,0.0,0.0,0.3275192761504753,0.0,0.12367570566856645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546990361665627
anxiety,sadmusicwhenimhappy,2020/04/11,"I fucking suck at dating I have been talking to this guy for a month, and we've made it clear that we like each other. We don't have a label and we met right before the quarantine, but basically we do all the dating shit like talk on the phone for fucking 5 hrs and all that. So everything's fine, but it's not. 

I can't let myself enjoy this. I have such a hard time being consistent because I freak myself out. I spend so much of my time alone that it's really hard for me to text back and do the small talk stuff. So we call, but I find myself feeling anxious about the call because I feel like I don't do shit the whole day and IDK maybe it's the need to people-please and fill the conversation? I'm not great with silence and consistency. I think it's because I've been single for so long that it's hard for me, and I told him all of this. He says he doesn't mind at all, but it still feels bad. He's really great at being consistent so I figure it must feel bad if communication isn't mutual. 

I really like him but I get in my head and start thinking about it as ""work"". The last couple of times I shut that mentality off and actually had GREAT phone calls and facetime calls, but this mentality keeps reappearing.",3.764823529411769,4.3165038352941165,5.114117647058826,85.11352941176473,71.43137254901961,8.509803921568627,24.01960784313725,8.671277953709913,1.285549019607843,958,23,213,16,17,321,126,255,0.184,0.726,0.09,-0.9791,0,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,5,0,0,1,10,17,5,0,12,0,18,5,3,1,6,46,35,24,0,3,9,0,7,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,20,19,0,1,8,0,1,1,7,8,0,0,6,8,29,9,22,25,8,23,0,0,0,2,24,10,5,1,16,137,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.09702916602428034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297931196730738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232740038491172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645539779037848,0.16603950094729925,0.181834494866755,0.0,0.08460745750345741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40611587193284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001720989237107,0.0,0.06412401133491043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936111520668162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109882768759088,0.07103268666324535,0.0,0.0,0.09087705849172756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384254156766006,0.05194797961341519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328865198391026,0.0,0.09845115883010873,0.0,0.0,0.2672087788847958,0.0,0.10204368569120342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837779675584964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104857788727655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016737323762022,0.0,0.1943055598994767,0.0,0.0,0.08799226602322696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408290428418403,0.0,0.0,0.09989062323088536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004037543926777,0.0,0.10039577873330853,0.0,0.07936393749380928,0.0,0.07309236172819218,0.0737259551760211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914408935156278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109187532915106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491252705498367,0.0,0.07907058745638675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041265725069338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037694171542415,0.0,0.0794047864783079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382336095330865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397537803802253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742123378960388,0.0,0.0,0.1739349912029171,0.0,0.0,0.09500945851323593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100984848154123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238609661622578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,burittoattack,2020/04/11,"End of the World Claims Are Striking My Anxiety Limit's. So, I have been conspiring over ATLAS's recent sparks on a new diagnostic comet called ATLAS. Which people say they're gonna be within closets range of Earth to May and June. I have looked at this from earlier this year and people are speculating things about it being counter-part with Earth. More and more posts are leading up to those claims that aren't on the norm of normal claims and YouTube channels. It's kind of freaking me out. People are not expecting that has a myth now and I'm kind of shocked in the moment. Is it true or is it false? I can't handle death like I say I do but it's scary.",2.571542288557211,4.542439014925375,3.2948507462686614,91.32919154228857,76.76119402985073,6.257711442786071,21.61442786069652,7.1686216300943375,0.5048278606965173,524,14,111,6,12,165,91,134,0.08800000000000001,0.88,0.032,-0.7248,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,1,1,16,19,8,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,12,7,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,4,7,4,18,14,2,18,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,2,8,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695280018821838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262845276556888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962771612091652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615371449146762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826550962775064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609324734947247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402847900047847,0.0,0.0,0.21712685221426495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997772876228865,0.0,0.4609011429528176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223731353486366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880921405918474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524600099743988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722519546096385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270701388827292
anxiety,Katanafatal,2020/04/11,"Xanax for anxiety I'm having anxiety from COVID-19 thoughts, was prescribed xanax but scared take it. Will it help?",3.2070000000000007,5.917039700000004,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,102.0,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,2.5225000000000004,94,5,16,2,4,26,17,20,0.261,0.598,0.141,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6850512268861966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001157124361853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482733596223191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366503985925729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554615026567835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sedated_Sloth,2020/04/11,"Panic attack after showers So I just took a long hot shower which should be relaxing in theory. However for no good reason I then had a full blown panic attack where I had to take a Xanax. I felt really hot, like I couldn’t breathe, and felt like I was dying. I’m still not fully convinced I can breathe even though my pulse ox says 100% sp02 and heart rate of 75 bpm. This is the second time this has happened randomly following a shower. Anyone else experience this ?  Help 😞",3.234893617021278,5.1379820106382965,4.558457446808512,83.30875,74.63829787234042,7.67872340425532,22.388297872340427,8.472884824447931,1.4056638297872337,375,10,72,7,8,124,73,94,0.17300000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.146,-0.4006,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,2,5,0,9,4,3,1,0,10,16,5,1,2,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,6,5,8,5,5,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276657068761143,0.18707702198570966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154271808063432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949147886922293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252398459669406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059380921337275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786004087342684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506150547893505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314127167809774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145682052347446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163607647257687,0.12238098790296767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840086305032132,0.0,0.0,0.16157948551156648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284417020110077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169668210498344,0.18772489207802087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519667940961786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581036636713107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372790782037023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938606675884172,0.0,0.10646513858997413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285552223125167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ggley3678,2020/04/11,"Never had anxiety till now... does this happen to anyone else? Hi
I have recently been told that I have anxiety. I feel like I’ve been dealing with it since the mid of January, but it was never this bad until March. Not sure if this is normal but every time I get anxious I feel weak, my body language shrinks up like if I’m about to enter into a box, I tremble, I feel cold, my stomach feels sick, I want to throw up, I can’t think, I get stiff, my mind starts to overthink the worst (always “what if”) I get headaches, loss of appetite...  I don’t know how to control it and it’s scares me. It gives me nightmares, which causes me to loose sleep. I wish I have days where I don’t overthink because thats usually what triggers my anxiety. At times I cry because I’ve never felt this way before and it’s been taking a big toll on me... is this the common symptoms of anxiety ?",2.6087380952380954,3.882072683333334,4.043174603174601,88.975,74.94444444444444,6.6984126984127,25.63492063492064,7.1686216300943375,1.0684920634920636,673,23,144,7,14,223,108,180,0.223,0.6940000000000001,0.083,-0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,2,5,0,13,7,3,4,4,30,31,10,0,6,6,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,16,4,0,2,7,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,7,6,24,3,18,24,1,25,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,3,16,91,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184130602415387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112983455744536,0.15184696783440324,0.0,0.09398378933604533,0.13772067577224378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222815926118224,0.16387225555891427,0.0,0.1143744610313607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493011032610398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138077846402382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075415637223094,0.0,0.0,0.14764494641145834,0.08668443009647868,0.1385725658159085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762458879525277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122837321610592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324765855835085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718503865911204,0.09602374888036573,0.12905631533198164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067370460965615,0.1289399551251822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885982679491942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386915787641701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133353929227382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571750553994222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109997792524585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169493255394354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271534309938546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456956497677425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118675131539264,0.0,0.13450877548613452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513729658414796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668144122789254,0.13970522677639555,0.10106087438706812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612559323178696,0.0,0.0,0.15675309214529673,0.0,0.0,0.12843614417663748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803550347112598,0.0,0.07927950607277673,0.1066897550476004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456682728443033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boxingfan333,2020/04/11,Back of head stiffness Does anybody else get back of head stiffness that radiates to your forehead every day And makes it difficult to walk?,12.735999999999995,10.063019400000002,10.208000000000002,66.40400000000002,55.0,13.2,49.0,11.20814326018867,5.6114,115,6,18,2,1,34,20,25,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891122143213778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511198739151776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27832233709158816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656848459366786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26796568067052395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616479720570368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6528095400508167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122967553130085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sandy154_4,2020/04/11,"Making me anxious, and that makes me feel guilty So my neighborhood, like many others, comes out every day at 7pm and bang pots and make assorted loud noises as a signal to healthcare workers that we're thinking of them, and are grateful.   The noise goes on for about 5 minutes.   

Every day, it sends my anxiety sky-rocketing for at least an hour afterwards.  And I'm a healthcare professional, so I appreciate the gesture.  I'm also on sick leave (since well before covid-19) and I'm feeling so guilty that I'm not in the hospital working with my team!",5.6725714285714295,6.698090542857145,6.1057142857142885,78.00428571428574,67.3809523809524,9.047619047619053,33.09523809523809,9.23628265651192,2.9939523809523805,437,19,79,8,7,141,76,105,0.128,0.755,0.11699999999999999,0.0892,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,16,12,11,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,2,13,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,45,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206113747352745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416072873144894,0.2571931432086281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937235069950714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611056645169614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936461802526788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836299358628442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302253920740125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242011104034878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410610780597995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122410365194273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558982539526642,0.2308134314909221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832427451003025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587655156965476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469538727864775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657405730884455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlexanderHamilfish,2020/04/11,"Heart feels like it’s beating fast but it isn’t I’ve had anxiety forever. In the last few years it’s focused on health issues. My anxiety loves to tell me I have heart problems, despite having had two 24 hour holter monitor readings. I get skipped beat palpitations on and off, and my heart has raced for no reason. On a very low dose (10mg 1/day in the morning) propranolol after an episode of tachycardia a couple months ago that sent me to the ER. 

Recently my heart rate has been steady, verified by my Apple Watch, most of the day. But in the evenings it FEELS like my heart is beating faster in my chest, but it’s staying around 60bpm. 

Has anyone experienced this with anxiety? Any ways to quell it? 
Thanks!",3.4388609112709863,5.4604100503597115,4.038291366906473,86.74122601918467,74.39568345323741,7.798800959232612,27.41067146282973,8.59863814320734,1.9874887290167864,563,22,113,11,12,178,94,139,0.14400000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.4481,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,8,0,10,9,6,1,0,12,16,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,4,4,10,4,18,12,2,23,0,1,1,1,3,10,0,1,12,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109781082838117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421881822490036,0.0,0.2842231615404624,0.0,0.0,0.08659527413151434,0.0,0.0,0.11024826922391452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370320903937105,0.0,0.15973950486926652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179842671085671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523946371987593,0.17694972539784284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470387901238496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164139904067548,0.0,0.7337843572555116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196233690550852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926196016089014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095017008880816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210087815996866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177490977234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098851863879222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850289912327128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238784721461252,0.0,0.0,0.1273332431126546,0.12228195520034828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320022470698361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824595192850232,0.11401979817783925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097852853280082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218506039511263,0.0,0.09830236310580144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975209249799309
anxiety,ultraviolet501,2020/04/11,"does anyone else get uncontrollable shaking with their anxiety? when I (22f) get an anxiety/panic attack I get really bad uncontrollable shaking and can't stop it. I get a bunch of other symptoms too, such as feeling nauseous, sweaty palms, heart beating real hard, the shaking I sometimes can't control though. it can last hours. it always hits me at night time, randomly. 
curious if I'm not the only one?",5.295180180180182,7.464982391891898,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288291,69.67567567567568,8.717117117117118,32.6036036036036,9.2995712137729,3.3929441441441446,323,15,51,7,6,106,58,74,0.289,0.6409999999999999,0.07,-0.941,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,1,5,4,0,3,3,2,1,0,9,10,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,0,2,6,0,4,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709901383809032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720480099370426,0.0,0.0,0.14368842528234968,0.21055617325428688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337827396650617,0.0,0.0,0.17158158434021892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048259159292225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983199079196616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716665477421854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390556243164492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294552365908277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840851338349928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351517989477556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237335477560728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750765116831368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928452081409978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925022586953026,0.1562898860909555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339008107926797,0.13164677295244406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324199241427826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180486672726222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359028169674898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189996265155946,0.0,0.11982707404977093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jaderaine385,2020/04/11,"Passed my standing forklift certification today! Hi all, I’ve been a lurker for a long time, and this is my first post on here. I’m 27 and I’ve been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder since I’ve been 16. I’ve started my certification for lift equipment at the start of the year due to making a joke to one of my coworkers about doing the training just to get away from customers. Welp turned out he had been wanting to become a trainer so our supervisor set it up so he’s training me while being trained to train by our current trainer. About as chaotic as it sounds. I had one day of learning how to operate the standing and sitting forklifts back in February and then... nothing. My anxiety really kicks up when I’m learning new things, and my first day of training went horrible (or at least so I thought). Honestly I’ve been avoiding training which isn’t hard because my team always has something that needs done. Today was the day we finally ran out of things to do. It wasn’t horrible, and I did a lot better than I thought I would and pulled a pallet out of the overhead. I didn’t even realize it was my test until my trainer started getting trained on how to fill out the paperwork. Anyhow I just wanted to share my triumph for the day. It seems kinda silly, but sometimes you have to take even the small victories and celebrate.",6.089583333333334,6.558137160919544,6.640840517241379,76.50539870689656,66.27969348659003,9.59013409961686,36.235871647509576,9.516144504307137,3.4511090038314176,1073,52,197,20,16,351,148,261,0.055,0.882,0.063,0.6302,1,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,3,1,0,5,14,7,0,1,15,0,21,1,0,3,1,37,39,21,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,14,0,1,6,2,0,5,3,1,0,4,17,2,22,6,40,20,3,46,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,5,23,139,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439125185816633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103379078356501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916346103529205,0.10571074929901536,0.0,0.08380424516035766,0.15183171565862613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158657003007267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35464322897682904,0.0,0.0,0.13953549851367136,0.0,0.0,0.1575596913209628,0.0,0.0,0.1406859330891015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160353130995613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059851059525786,0.0,0.2338744537207373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365133157923785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315171569107708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216621539179826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687739039351384,0.0,0.0,0.09176646348537926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193689640868754,0.0,0.13277541760178713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191216832157884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863149279786417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166424424858875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807080515702846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515321351179826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137217735124048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583593268214124,0.13596752515999938,0.0,0.2919191891136896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336502984434882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266622180490769,0.0,0.0,0.21828157034266524,0.080163506134605,0.0,0.26062281806300536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953468121785532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217410666508955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744185980156308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765918264504833,0.0,0.0,0.0885301967859946
anxiety,duckinmybelly,2020/04/11,"Does anyone else’s anxiety come out in the form of racing thoughts and jealous screaming rages? And how do I catch myself when this anxiety attack starts if my feelings feel rational at the time? This is gonna be a long one, I apologize. Also, I’m gonna seem like the worst person in the world, and trust me I feel like it. 

I’ve had anxiety for ages, as long as I can remember, but it was misdiagnosed a couple times. When I was 14, I was told I had “borderline tendencies” (which is the under 18 diagnosis for Borderline Personality Disorder). At 18, I was told it was not BPD but an anger disorder. At 21, I was told it was neither of those but it was paranoia being by the Adderall I was on for ADD. Two years ago, a psychiatrist finally listened to me ramble on and on about my symptoms, watched me have an anxiety attack in her office while explaining them, and prescribed me Prozac and Xanax. 

I’ve had issues like what I’m about to explain with all my relationships but it’s come out especially in the 2 year one I am.. was... in that just broke up today.

It starts with SO will do something innocuous but seems suspicious to me. [Examples include: He said he was hanging out in his car when he got home from work at 1am finishing a podcast he was listening to and accidentally fell asleep - came in the door at 6am when he woke up. He said he was going to the gas station for a sandwich, took longer than expected. He’s texting a friend who is also an old fuck buddy and suddenly locks his phone when I walk into the room.] It’s always something that isn’t an issue since he’s never cheated on me but previous boyfriends have and were doing similar stuff when we dated. So I am suspicious but I usually will blow it off... UNLESS I am already anxious from something that day, like a bill being due or a family drama or work.

If I’m already a little bit anxious from something unrelated, all hell breaks loose. My brain starts racing. I start thinking something along the lines of: what if he’s lying, what if there’s someone else he’s talking to and he’s cheating on me, it must be X because I saw her name pop up several times on his phone, what if the other day when he was here he was actually with her, he’s been cheating on me this whole time!

And then I make the mistake of saying all that aloud. And it isn’t just saying it, it’s screaming it. In a monstrous, doesn’t-even-sound-like-my-small-100lb-self voice. These random explosions of anger, usually jealously based, about scenarios completely made up in my head in the span of about 10 minutes.

When I take some Xanax and calm down, I realize it’s completely irrational and just because my exes did it, doesn’t mean he is. He’s literally given me no reason to think any of what I accuse him of when I jump to conclusions. But at the time I can’t see that. I can’t even see that I’m having an anxiety attack. Like clearly, I can tell I feel different, but it all makes sense and seems completely rational to me based on the fact that “he’s obviously cheating and anyone would be angry and upset right now”. 

When I am not already anxious, I never jump to these conclusions. And the non-anxious times I do wonder about something, I immediately go to him and talk to him about it like a reasonable person. 

I know these are irrational thoughts. I know how I act is completely unacceptable. Does anyone else experience this? And if so, have you found a way to “catch yourself” when that toxic thought train starts? Realize it’s an anxiety attack, not rational thinking. The few times my boyfriend has caught it and had me take a Xanax, I am extremely grateful because it saved us a whole fight and me looking crazy again. But I can’t count on him all the time to recognize my anxiety attacks, especially when he isn’t home. I just want to not feel like this and be able to have a normal relationship further down the road... ☹️

Tl;dr: Previous relationships left me with trust issues. Current boyfriend does stuff that they did but doesn’t necessarily mean cheating. When I’m not already anxious, I ask him about it rationally and not-crazily and it ends up being nothing. When I’m already anxious from something else, brain starts racing and I end up exploding with anger and cheating accusations. Big time. But I can’t tell I’m being irrational at the time it’s happening. I lost my relationship because of it. How do I catch myself when these racing thoughts start so that they don’t lead up to fights in future relationships? At the time, my feelings seem perfectly rational and I can’t tell I’m having an anxiety attack.",4.765777955129913,5.9512639195530745,5.81125831338122,78.70181253879579,69.58100558659218,9.257958676953091,30.966125742662054,9.566635760418476,2.8716870621619224,3628,150,693,80,63,1203,342,895,0.19899999999999998,0.741,0.06,-0.9992,2,0,7,0,2,0,110.0,2,1,3,7,40,42,22,1,44,0,71,11,4,9,12,134,144,77,0,12,30,0,6,7,1,6,5,9,4,3,55,43,1,0,33,1,1,18,20,29,0,3,42,20,84,13,95,88,13,132,1,2,5,1,69,52,2,15,67,455,139,3,0.043596011236001,0.0,0.0425434181661111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0386452335279172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054641241210706,0.06972742886924993,0.036275373751997485,0.0,0.0,0.029646782611406682,0.0,0.26680663414408473,0.24625541792720626,0.0,0.09145003414188713,0.08933853089907356,0.0,0.0,0.040756385476736885,0.2975805390328819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630289522367788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047595553001797394,0.0,0.05490765000102043,0.09733513321188936,0.0,0.04986222274407329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751082068503349,0.18283835332849252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048238157223248916,0.0,0.05623164127839418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554855280362614,0.0999296117154828,0.0,0.11445348966287942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456754930788074,0.0,0.07722625194681303,0.0,0.0,0.05758950851520856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264526440749212,0.04109843944766235,0.0,0.13226071916696175,0.062289998275788086,0.0,0.04775729935284498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780077609937094,0.03368217013635267,0.040303809890916927,0.0,0.0,0.04955323571178511,0.0,0.034867712756848995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038551808757957565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044742084977683116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746070774238549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650872739322706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791845528223048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736719376812239,0.0,0.0,0.17039047176258768,0.043694656341569084,0.0,0.07716219611478617,0.03660966950224031,0.0,0.04759019619544829,0.0,0.0,0.04125159993895696,0.05820135205721182,0.0,0.0,0.09497767368928653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724786294809063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271483470165016,0.041831548571868056,0.0,0.04574668015373405,0.0,0.05908357097430635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419906630419795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964792091205419,0.0,0.2340290035785888,0.04938578219590715,0.03723075539098642,0.08293958014311242,0.06933859590126411,0.0,0.0,0.06948075312098086,0.15875268511033144,0.04548014765590756,0.049251083585441266,0.0,0.03606307100316946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03693875884585987,0.2349363755051245,0.0,0.0,0.2160023679819593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981400522183304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531294828877296,0.06555754971786239,0.07008164488788507,0.1143145061767298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380369101074826,0.0,0.13844145279869727,0.279633032157023,0.0,0.04132392110393463,0.12497357100604925,0.04843677258848162,0.0,0.0,0.04258696822938054,0.0,0.05244063368162536,0.0,0.09602969435676066,0.0,0.02571405696069604,0.034604484491847165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734677928335557,0.0,0.0,0.047278014504111794,0.06347683081159315,0.0,0.0,0.030969355551386156,0.0,0.0,0.056148803769220684
anxiety,savvysalley,2020/04/11,"Social distancing social media Hey everyone, 

I wanted to ask this question. Do you think we should cut back social media to help our anxiety? 

I never thought they were related because it depends on what makes you anxious. For me my anxiety stems from my self doubt and overthinking every step I make. I feel like social media has nothing to do with that. 

Let me know your thoughts maybe I’ll be more educated and see giving social media a break a second thought. 

-SAVVYSALLEY",4.7423275862068985,7.363387873563219,5.198376436781611,77.16239224137931,72.5632183908046,7.5683908045976995,29.26580459770115,8.472884824447931,2.630311494252873,383,16,60,7,8,122,66,87,0.11199999999999999,0.804,0.085,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,3,1,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,3,1,18,19,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,2,14,1,7,12,1,5,0,0,1,0,17,1,0,3,3,40,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153149694269372,0.15898398614355325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156284394543236,0.0,0.0,0.10821210017549836,0.0,0.08578723954337837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857045574110893,0.13447282127080867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115693304797449,0.10053699839496766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500031203341484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432784427152856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734111085489483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390518434389726,0.0,0.06875319898977922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878757232406368,0.0,0.14138143859103486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853906688748664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135033502907115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764895811253396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214298536464064,0.0,0.14681129100824394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7172786973481596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017361568852783,0.0,0.3351698949210684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300575292808984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throau111,2020/04/11,"I can’t masturbate anymore I know it sounds strange but I masturbate often as a stress reliever. I’m in engineering school and it’s very stressful plus my job has been in an awkward place. 

However lately I can’t masturbate. Because everytime I release I ask myself this question. Would you save your dog versus the guy my very first gf cheated on me with. 

It is so random and idk the guy at all. Never even met him yet that’s the question. 

I love my puppy so much and every-time I answer the questions “yes I’d save my dog” my brain goes “liar. Masturbate again” and it’s an endless cycle and takes about 2 hours. Till I am just exhausted. 

I’ve been avoiding masturbating now and my efficiency has gone down.",1.161496240601501,3.7871813000000043,2.9608270676691752,86.95890977443611,89.57142857142857,6.090225563909775,23.796992481203013,7.475848149327749,1.4855714285714292,562,23,108,11,19,186,96,140,0.18600000000000005,0.66,0.154,-0.4732,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,9,11,2,4,7,1,9,3,1,0,2,24,16,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,6,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,4,1,20,4,10,11,2,15,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,5,8,71,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641807580820711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547665655748618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091752379405447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480814847496974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934397569591207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081643897049612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278403419902339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303304768382007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428247268866042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098175249025016,0.0,0.18674720443325535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941501333224733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169803357619832,0.0,0.12768208795975725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296413805748653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563604528871058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754507366501506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379273105919344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124472726158801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731915810514121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760171420232042,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not_a_waterbottle_,2020/04/11,"Anyone ever deal with shortness of breath? I don't know what it is but for the past few weeks I feel like no matter how much I breathe or how much air I try to gulp in I'm suffocating

And I honestly think it's getting worse because I can't stop thinking about feeling like I can't breathe and then I actually can't breathe, I feel like a lot of this is psychological

Does anyone have any breathing excersices that could help? Or any other tips? I've tried most of the ones I found on the internet, didn't work",1.9546226415094343,3.9843521981132106,3.3496603773584934,89.92694339622645,78.90566037735849,6.504150943396226,24.75094339622641,7.554174236665415,1.082414339622641,407,15,89,6,10,133,72,106,0.065,0.7190000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.934,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,9,6,5,2,1,21,18,8,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,7,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,10,4,9,15,5,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,8,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.17718124593444162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246940848077922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539089348947178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068033690093214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496487596743085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871855393388101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888875235517558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642359345121337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27541415359114857,0.38913021024776817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990766475991887,0.0,0.0,0.09486021707512808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169919021385844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997833739758424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661104588879252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543600675610533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669423277543427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303314085635138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332433407383768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179646737281974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326790375143105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654142934716566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564048870253582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218148019106274,0.0,0.1850302433995984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babycharlotte,2020/04/11,"Not sure if this is the right subreddit. Whenever something bad happens in my life or I feel deeply sad, I stop talking to my friends (I stop texting back/answering my phone). I don’t really know how to explain this, but I just don’t wanna talk to anyone but I also don’t want to ignore them I cry every time they text me or call me and I really don’t want to ignore them but there’s just something that doesn’t let me answer the call or reply to the text, I feel like it’s fiscally impossible for me to do it. And some of them are staring to get mad at me because of this. This probably doesn’t make any sense but I feel so so so so so lost",0.21354916067146235,2.241469395683456,2.6254388489208655,92.74444124700241,85.25899280575541,6.008824940047963,20.05803357314149,7.3011,0.4823003357314155,502,15,115,8,15,172,77,139,0.203,0.74,0.057,-0.9689,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,10,9,1,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,30,21,17,0,4,11,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,4,22,3,14,19,1,6,0,2,1,0,11,3,0,5,4,78,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264981829964182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130400392695954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472691608251052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716262921111091,0.148939219211664,0.10873833249192796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642903076078246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594122530241465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502922078938873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705817188917954,0.12743416873420355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781536270032313,0.0,0.09319579352025686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774017782177094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803256838893994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240486424075286,0.1259945365035984,0.08714708914085062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472201829942595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906953160890388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232299687314333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285486248500181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233490113744255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27465011624561153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982660733145411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812032799344573,0.0,0.0,0.2867489615354397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040143726263972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104254014624984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oneforgh0st,2020/04/11,"Elevated heart rate all the time? Just wanted to hear some experiences from people who have this, and if any serious conditions were underlying. This quarantine/hypochondria phase of mine has put me under severe severe stress-- my heart normally beats faster than most people's, but I think the stress is greatly exacerbating this problem.

Anyone else? Dying to know that I'm not alone. Especially bad when getting up after laying down or sitting. For the record my blood pressure tends to dip low.

Any input helps. Hope you all are well.",5.116382978723403,8.324113404255321,5.022808510638299,75.79400000000003,74.53191489361703,7.589787234042554,26.421276595744683,8.548686976883017,2.3914672340425542,436,16,68,9,10,135,81,94,0.168,0.69,0.14300000000000002,-0.21,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,10,0,3,3,0,5,3,3,0,2,16,13,5,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,1,1,6,3,12,12,4,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,5,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488281344697615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296543246938199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806731334820192,0.1730118597664519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098683761945316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524478859602485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105665118017244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517255054725327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821974680277862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861631883165009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031181070421166,0.40018787864344346,0.11317991965237435,0.0,0.0,0.16771107402823815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279826948217956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544200843637796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341255353820814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157139132337267,0.0,0.16974587176430678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815160818463168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868455698764232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819543960968206,0.0,0.0,0.09846068444018477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959502965045136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518208867318362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ockabbe,2020/04/11,(16F) Insomnia and burning sensations I'm so scared of going to sleep because I'm afraid I won't wake up. My mind is so hyperactive and I keep focusing on my breathing and it's just getting worse and worse. My body is getting burning sensations and whenever I am close to falling asleep I jerk myself awake. This is getting so bad I just wanna sleep.,1.1330434782608698,3.771449333333337,3.005347826086957,85.80541304347828,91.89855072463769,6.2382608695652175,27.18985507246377,7.554174236665415,2.1285350724637686,280,14,52,6,10,93,44,69,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.9547,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,0,0,5,7,6,0,0,11,12,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,6,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838769817806105,0.1521407922752086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772255506000655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911835377080437,0.0,0.14184126453240564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183691869617825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520032295648549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498717084459253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995176663830439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086838116672285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,inner-peace-YT,2020/04/11,"Music to help calm your mind and relax [Relaxation, meditation and sleep music](https://youtu.be/IK4VXrVTXiA)


https://youtu.be/IK4VXrVTXiA

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anxiety,waitbutwhytho,2020/04/11,"Just realized through wearing natural deodorant that I sweat profusely when talking to people. Even partner lol. 24F. I live in NYC and am social distancing. It's absolutely the perfect time to go all in on my natural deodorant use. I sweat a lot under my arms specifically and I always have, so allowing my body to \*adjust\* without having to be around a ton of people sounds ideal. Anyway needless to say, the natural deodorant that I have doesn't do shit for me lol.

I started noticing that after Facetimes with friends etc...I start to FEEL the sweat dripping. Almost immediately after. During a conversation it's like I completely zone out of my body or internal reaction, I don't even know I'm nervous until after. I'm definitely an introvert, but am very good at navigating social spaces and acting like I'm fine, being the one to fill sentence gaps in groups, etc. but deep down it's absolutely effort based. 

With my partner it doesn't happen unless the conversation is slightly more serious. (For context I'm INCREDIBLY comfortable with him) We're often discussing strategy for business we're involved in, and even when I find myself so effortlessly delivering my points and feeling so confident about what I'm saying, I get done speaking and feel a literal BULLET OF SWEAT dripping down my armpits. It's actually comical, because I'm finding myself walking over to paper towels (to wipe my pits and re-apply deo) still mid-sentence not even noticing. We just crack up now lol. 

I'm not just sweating all day either, just when I talk to people. Now that I think about it, I don't think I was a sweaty high school kid, I think my body was reacting to me talking to folks all damn day. I was definitely a social butterfly because I always felt like people expected that of me, meanwhile....yeah lol. Just felt like sharing.",4.602212389380533,7.0255175840708,5.9078554572271385,72.83275663716816,72.27433628318585,8.76778761061947,32.243952802359885,9.3871,3.4995517404129792,1467,71,237,36,30,491,181,339,0.019,0.784,0.196,0.9952,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,0,3,23,15,2,1,12,4,17,12,12,3,4,51,39,18,0,2,13,0,5,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,12,13,0,0,13,1,0,4,7,4,0,1,6,9,33,11,44,31,8,36,0,0,0,0,21,17,2,4,19,159,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0997769330454408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238417499148657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015301985934655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910202399345632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465590820483625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407153558638477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107202541101455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187987587087782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046327231234495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806168920874456,0.27012895450977153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155095306039323,0.0,0.1963435743580668,0.0,0.1869012082042773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899467836359818,0.0,0.053419093414001056,0.0,0.05810851707418984,0.08575873811545982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041542515940687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802806468436553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619149460050432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980809518238632,0.0,0.09028471680763417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692553235361956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328145318427845,0.0,0.0,0.06928424841383392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835368338369453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665511798278753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626195716971398,0.0,0.10347798151280592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495361442518752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126794658384069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473988985385275,0.0,0.08165344904594023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465433629142283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654450975923027,0.0,0.0,0.05962021758546975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830734934665653,0.0,0.0843633081985243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856108659355918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gambinoboi,2020/04/11,"I'm 19, turning 20 in October and I'm so anxious about growing old. I'm currently in Uni (Before the pandemic), and I dont know why but recently I've just been really anxious about getting older. Once I turn 20 my youth is over and I'll never get that back. I'm half way to 40 and I'm just thinking how this is going to feel when I'm 40 and half of my life is over. 

I think the main reason for this is because I miss being younger, and now I'm quite depressed. I started medication a few weeks ago and its helping but I feel I'll never be as stress free or happy as I was when I was 14/15.",1.0275225537820951,2.316688587786264,3.6469118667591935,90.1274253990285,79.15267175572521,6.595697432338652,24.122831367106176,7.348242739294969,0.9156656488549624,459,16,107,6,11,162,80,131,0.092,0.78,0.128,0.6964,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,3,0,10,2,0,2,2,21,29,16,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,1,2,3,3,0,2,3,2,10,3,12,24,2,21,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,14,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203907757966076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875297745435999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188564396050276,0.0,0.10455490016757042,0.0,0.14594795579114225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772695777654465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101612545332934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344784773729718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792206421460675,0.0,0.09747681099228904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258256248182891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149639316211457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942610132616942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114721537385123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278488503407136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645682822551749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997777262443046,0.18265953372729532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242896897922106,0.0,0.0,0.10987789727418816,0.1763475849169968,0.16935190647293533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140030065055185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964716346318915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980176623577136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731215199517849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614185817920904,0.13758023496332125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476701348803695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mylifeisajoke42069,2020/04/11,"This fear is crippling. I need to get past it. I can’t take the fear. Ruining my life.

I’ve had anxiety my whole life. It’s gotten better at times and worse at others. One of my largest issues is health anxiety; always has been. I go to the emergency room 3-4 times a year without needing to due to it. My fear right now is so bad. So so bad. I can’t think straight, I can’t be happy, I’m feeling so many physical symptoms from all my worrying. I’m always afraid I’ll be sick, or I actually am sick and it just totally breaks me down. I can’t handle it.

On top of this I have severe depression that has reached its absolute lowest point this past year. At the end of what I can take and I don’t know what to do. Fear of disease and death crippled me anxiety and depression wise. Too scared to do anything because I’m afraid I’m sick/will get sick, to depressed to do anything because what’s the point when you’re always sick/will get sick no matter what. Family is having a birthday party right now (just the family in the house, not breaking quarantine) and I can’t go out. I don’t know what to do. 

Does anyone here have advice for something like this? Or a word of encouragement or anything? I’m breaking down and crying multiple times a day now, I haven’t cried in years. I feel like I’m really breaking down. I kept everything inside for the past 12 years and it’s finally breaking me.",1.583153310104528,3.6437735261324073,3.4555836236933786,88.54414198606274,80.28919860627178,6.887456445993031,23.83885017421603,7.957251820313856,1.3291484320557494,1090,39,230,20,28,366,137,287,0.258,0.654,0.08900000000000001,-0.9949,1,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,12,19,0,7,11,0,27,8,0,0,2,28,49,16,1,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,8,0,1,0,18,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,11,13,0,1,4,2,23,6,28,43,3,42,0,4,0,0,1,17,0,3,20,136,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.08990486781004432,0.0,0.0,0.0900276464633889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299767735539764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143589485371625,0.0,0.0,0.06441892060050518,0.0,0.22744359280954804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384816746932753,0.11232228338580832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814808435342034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239933178131184,0.059415750941034275,0.0,0.2380523895365979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062293614461001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159917881579642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279983822600767,0.0,0.17370253378862202,0.4146841231695208,0.0931666439113962,0.06581716164656416,0.0,0.1009231009252194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444012073330899,0.0,0.10471836298703424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807331024907807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792909506425963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630479635800112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615901135232574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126366365272843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301472416387414,0.0900194054700403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340460923080576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662535762928796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062429170799699576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638434095153285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741838587371537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059020362965714473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157355769055766,0.0,0.0,0.09223746119117816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040798400815309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092560526246536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575757664979127,0.1385394755616928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903270969669275,0.0,0.0,0.16116393691074668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285902849920983,0.0,0.08880931885702183,0.0,0.0,0.09356173544039972,0.09388758661205224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373128910730093
anxiety,greg569teddy,2020/04/12,"Does anyone else obsessively google their mental health issues? I have very “unwell” people in my family which has led to a LOT of what I would think would be called severe trauma (though still
It’s hard for me to accept that...). My main issue is that I have a severe fear of “becoming crazy”
And I think my therapist and psych already think that. I have derealization/depersonalization/dissociation and my therapist said you need meds to process. All I can think is I have the family mental issue and that’s the next horror that I face. But I google and google and google and won’t stop. Maybe I am convincing myself. HELP",3.8151048951048963,6.293778606837609,4.694933954933955,80.34678321678324,74.8974358974359,7.673348873348875,19.18337218337218,8.575989854853784,1.0945111111111112,495,10,92,10,11,160,73,117,0.187,0.7390000000000001,0.073,-0.8902,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,2,4,0,13,2,1,1,1,20,19,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,18,2,7,14,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,63,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792462918110064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372905248919836,0.13734739298656665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804481170385167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687737352734822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173057751245863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197939452916564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527359004964891,0.15084058217939314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008013267454605,0.0,0.0,0.14248610821066302,0.0,0.0,0.08984914053676317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41973194854871015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396229818115912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346686213742918,0.0,0.14889643249234474,0.0,0.2701764835315352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939444185976166,0.0,0.0,0.1425609209792113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293158272421624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750976530972966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028707933362262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705041954576014,0.11206962105497688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31127870512257816,0.0,0.3435686220236067,0.1317008809843208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106031360884604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044684100580173,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ur-dumb-,2020/04/12,Anxiety about quarantine Being stuck in here gives me anxiety I could use some advice,8.363999999999999,10.0580054,8.353333333333339,61.89000000000002,61.66666666666666,14.0,35.0,13.023866798666859,5.9170000000000025,71,3,10,3,1,23,14,15,0.32899999999999996,0.6709999999999999,0.0,-0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41295836547408815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465733951096121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374105169316474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053949909967655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36498942102484255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Undercover_Emo,2020/04/12,"Quitting bad habits suggestions? Hi everyone, through a mix Of anxiety and OCD I have picked and bit my lips all my life. It gets to the point where it is so painful and they are covered with scars. I was just wondering if any of y’all have any helpful tips or advise to stop this bad habit, maybe a chapstick that you swear by or something else, thanks in advance for any help.",4.784399999999998,5.589318640000003,4.419999999999998,90.09000000000003,69.26666666666667,8.133333333333333,31.0,8.238735603445708,1.9498,298,12,64,4,5,90,61,75,0.18600000000000005,0.716,0.099,-0.7537,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,1,1,12,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,9,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,1,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518037045062857,0.0,0.1694172395157463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698217635455325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417783119571258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850024455477276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116157016878973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570435543141196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29688159682508874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642462050456907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248757816149806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356503694793492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093524507927038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355512848855281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049167923256958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515150982869236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389175202403828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24016526373917724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,johnsmit1214,2020/04/12,"Does anyone think that increasing lung capacity through cardio training helps with panic attacks? I tend to get ""choked up"" to the point i cant talk during a panic attack. Im wondering if having deeper lung capacity would help.",4.8325609756097565,7.7002560975609775,5.963597560975611,70.56295731707318,73.39024390243901,8.002439024390245,27.32317073170732,8.841846274778883,2.787580487804877,184,7,27,4,4,61,35,41,0.314,0.58,0.106,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,5,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123896090467174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246753306255667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201797210010046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047754710740938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091289557204275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490846038560418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5411123827287462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217988939641784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853453370396896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775740857115874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25007288418673346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380967232593932,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joy_97,2020/04/12,"Does anyone else suffer emotionally after even minor changes in your environment/routine? I've moved many times in my life and every time without exception, adapting to the new environment and routines makes me feel extremely uncomfortable at best, and for at least a month. It's very frustrating because something as small as the lighting that day or needing to wake up early can ruin the entire day for me even though I don't personally care about the changes. 

I've lived in my apartment for over a year but I tried shrooms for the first time yesterday and had a bad trip which resulted in a very strong shift in mood. I'm trying desperately to follow my old routines but it's almost like I forgot what I usually do and, even if I do remember, I feel like I'm ruining that activity by attaching this new mood to it. It's very hard to explain but for some reason this has been one of the most difficult times I've ever been through. I don't have a therapist at the moment so for now I just want to know that someone can relate to me, because this problem I have is very hard for people to understand and probably seems like a non-issue.",7.211621621621621,6.807918765765767,7.624099099099102,73.35209459459459,64.04504504504504,11.003603603603604,35.61711711711712,10.504223727775694,3.6774792792792814,914,38,170,20,12,301,130,222,0.145,0.778,0.077,-0.9275,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,9,15,1,0,13,0,13,2,1,3,1,32,27,15,0,4,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,8,0,0,3,3,7,0,2,4,5,16,6,34,23,4,34,0,3,0,0,3,12,0,6,22,113,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733272278306167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193070669762223,0.1200584949022319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783530186003528,0.14285622872758444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229667660705383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946658772463987,0.0,0.247908872934386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113492800531889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253965873363872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978837477355668,0.13180485247099585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321767431671604,0.10599048974233992,0.09872405404256426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849327658940245,0.08370904877428748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996680490061642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099295761365685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229909601091556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439570430952937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276338211513487,0.1717357285229574,0.0,0.10346668955058948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821447989958195,0.1187959309432321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352707924570644,0.1245372989745559,0.0,0.08688295301314901,0.0,0.2263345417648827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122954284355443,0.0,0.07940005877909476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123362015209781,0.10231171911860464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263332690563551,0.11211958583491888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047427182314632,0.0,0.0,0.13273517306229934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667070660455644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928105479147584,0.09020618333776942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604791477835898,0.0,0.0,0.11512274972574114,0.0,0.27330014478520426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910675648362466,0.0,0.0,0.12198214943870428,0.0,0.0,0.12905048308236278,0.3867229151279495,0.06911219482709087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295144636796672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545614197203354
anxiety,Gill1999,2020/04/12,"CBD I have begun an experiment. I will be taking 15mg of CBD for 15 days in the mornings to see if there are any benefits in regards to anxiety. On my 4th day today, and am amazed at how calm I feel. Anxiety levels have for sure decreased.",2.3412000000000006,3.70525932,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,75.8,8.200000000000001,26.5,8.841846274778883,2.0282,186,7,39,4,4,66,41,50,0.063,0.743,0.193,0.7906,0,0,0,1,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,5,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,9,7,0,9,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,4,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099691985766546,0.0,0.519715001562781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43813644482462427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322763503131784,0.0,0.0,0.17175454948003346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706843466070115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201483601096152,0.0,0.25540026141682304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219809250996884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,turtletattle,2020/04/12,"What should it feel like if my medication is working? For the last few months I've been taking 75 mg of venlafaxine (Effexor) during the day and 0.5 mg of clonazepam (Klonopin) for panic/anxiety attacks. 

I'm considering speaking to a doctor about increasing my dosage of venlafaxine. I'm no longer struggling with everyday tasks but the anxiety is still present. I don't know what normal levels of anxiety are, so I don't know if I've achieved that or if that is even an achievable aim through SNRIs. 

I'm especially nervous because the last time I increased my medication dosage (sertraline/zoloft) I had pretty bad adverse effects. 

Any advice/anecdotes on what proper medication dosage would be appreciated!",7.1014285714285705,8.965137714285717,7.101746031746036,69.08214285714286,64.71428571428571,10.361904761904762,38.60317460317461,10.504223727775694,4.624688888888889,576,31,90,15,9,184,87,126,0.155,0.726,0.11900000000000001,-0.4275,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,1,2,6,0,11,4,0,1,0,14,18,7,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,2,7,1,11,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,9,52,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082790890170185,0.0,0.4077721700945337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213567372259705,0.0,0.0,0.14835466124954486,0.10831155532482477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458834705329615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186212994060355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735539703880266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898399124577663,0.12693401398400475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529561859855726,0.2896644292141217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680505347621888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369791259329031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418217953577346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408783353430313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084681891029718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076356341716865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189479168960872,0.0,0.0,0.1857488166725975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335926017496578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360613609866852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935253095087884,0.0,0.0,0.12621816405357827,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whynotmove2258,2020/04/12,"Can't seem to find a good job I moved from a US state to another state close to 3 years ago, I've honestly have had a very, very rough time adjusting to my new life and have suffered a lot of hopelessness, sadness and depression and accepting the fact that most likely I will never find a job which I like or at least could bare. At this point I have already had 7 different jobs (temps and hired) At my previous job in a hospital, I dreaded the job about a week into it to say the least, worked there for almost 4 months and everybody seemed to love me and was frequently told that I was a great employee, but then I blew it when I suddenly stopped going and gave no notice (job abandonment) this was the first time in my life I have abandoned a job in the way I did this previous one (I have had over 19 jobs in almost 40 years)

I know there is no simple way of just stopping work life and supporting your household without a normal job, but this has really turned into a major problem for me for a couple of years now, I'm starting to accept the fact that my mental health is not the same as of 15 years ago, I don't know what to do...",11.109102564102564,5.551200914529918,10.542286324786328,71.57701923076925,61.22222222222222,14.60598290598291,40.78846153846154,11.45678717892309,4.220856410256411,890,27,193,17,8,292,131,234,0.12300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.086,-0.8316,11,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,1,1,0,3,6,17,0,1,19,0,20,5,0,0,3,41,32,14,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,11,11,0,4,9,0,0,2,7,8,0,2,9,2,21,9,29,21,6,39,0,6,0,1,6,12,0,7,23,128,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631938786084958,0.0,0.1652878782298381,0.0,0.09107618353719367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865420638991694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589513641284722,0.09132015765077983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108474471335915,0.0,0.0,0.08622843952229774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086562032290132,0.07020173041579925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046904873214409344,0.0692239785296476,0.0,0.0909918905484683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772772333271993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7371030363814239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071492657779444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488451005558878,0.08064199401076468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016580837772843,0.07448840890104581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317290750624885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658763050872813,0.08771852139679036,0.0,0.0,0.06365381473504866,0.07970998049625239,0.0,0.0,0.08086389828137333,0.0,0.09396330046261232,0.0,0.0,0.05592586166770342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801947602135803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897203785565463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287215275353421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563280889527193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026818048485618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841661880645396,0.0,0.0,0.13800100000454674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365640676240658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096250218992564,0.0,0.0,0.07886292279391438,0.0,0.0,0.0897711845963581,0.0,0.0,0.0992759095864625,0.0,0.0,0.13619519045539485,0.0,0.1310202197233359,0.06620224248281689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955796332993531,0.0,0.12016864927196624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125917699707098
anxiety,stinkmuffin98,2020/04/12,"Is it possible for anxiety to cause physical sensations not related to tense muscles So I know anxiety can cause muscle soreness and pain, but is that the only pain it can cause? So yesterday I did one bump of cocaine (I know it’s horrible for you, and after this experience I want nothing to do with it). Anyways I noticed it made my face feel strangely warm on the comedown, so I decided to look up if this is a common thing. When looking this up I learned about a common adulterant called levamisole that’s used to cut coke. If you don’t know what it is, it’s a cattle dewormer that’s was also researched for human consumption but was deemed too dangerous to my understanding. Anyways in rare cases it can cause necrosis and ever since I read that that’s all I’ve been able to think about.

I’m trying to reassure myself that I’m fine, as I only did I tiny bit and this is a very rare side effect, but my mind always goes to the worst case. It commonly effects the ears and since I read that my ears would feel warm and tingly off and on throughout the day. It’s all I’ve been able to think about. I’ve been constantly checking my ears to make sure they’re not going purple, and I think this hyper-fixation has been causing this sensational my ears. I’ve been scrolling through dozens of case reports, reading about this condition and looking at all of the pictures of people’s ears and skin rotting off. I’m driving myself crazy but I want to know everything I can just in case. Just to add more fuel to the flame I’m pretty sure I have oral thrush which can be a side effect of levamisole, but quite frankly I usually brush my teeth in the morning right before I leave the house, but since I’ve been stuck at home for a month I’ve been forgetting to brush my teeth in the morning so that could be the cause. 

Sorry for rambling but it’s all I’ve been able to think about all day, I feel like I’ve ruined my body even though nothing has happened yet. Anyways is it possible that my fixation on my ears is causing this strange warm and tingly sensation? And seriously fuck coke and all the crap they put in it. If I end up being ok I’ll be pretty thankful as this has killed any desire for me to touch coke again. I rarely use it anyways and it’s definitely not worth the stress and physical strain. Thanks to anyone who reads this, typing this out made me feel a little better.

Oh yeah I forgot to mention, when eating Easter dinner with my family I didn’t notice the ear sensation, which also leads me to believe this is all in my head as that was the only time today I wasn’t worrying about this",4.488563218390804,5.4640803659003865,5.165383141762455,83.85543103448279,70.0536398467433,8.252107279693488,28.29310344827586,8.515128840125781,1.9373885057471267,2069,72,413,32,36,668,226,522,0.126,0.762,0.11199999999999999,-0.8214,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,6,26,24,5,2,22,2,40,23,14,16,10,83,74,37,1,8,15,0,9,1,0,1,3,7,1,1,43,19,5,1,18,4,2,4,6,12,0,2,19,22,44,12,61,49,10,43,0,1,4,1,8,21,2,3,19,269,87,9,0.2148431800863732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145400089962464,0.05958891218672707,0.0,0.0,0.048700243248433014,0.0,0.10956962980962136,0.0,0.0,0.050074448956380815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093857410186256,0.08068489761284106,0.0,0.06333711124685197,0.07818436958617543,0.07954744671599409,0.0,0.0,0.0731263025919157,0.0,0.0,0.5149739635281877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738971774511688,0.0,0.05717826578343231,0.0,0.0,0.09237071841525156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327940296235584,0.0,0.0,0.06342909624074244,0.0,0.0,0.047300631404253536,0.06477931879743733,0.0,0.0,0.06436239903113644,0.07005261843285285,0.06751167654401956,0.0,0.14484155622259626,0.05116133692713407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620635268432333,0.0,0.0,0.04070011010203796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332837153996053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734970283425248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183507562293592,0.0,0.0,0.08263339480738581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923071570007634,0.0,0.1574295908545509,0.0,0.0,0.07582930226839069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03498717521400019,0.0717764359250359,0.0,0.0,0.180414161634983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552654112566628,0.047803163664096086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231012232702906,0.0,0.0571619255404815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374318837636563,0.1630669229995638,0.0,0.0,0.04852776633724319,0.16339791966016065,0.15240552745491384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049648403264246486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614689365109325,0.0,0.14571516777686566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199224535710662,0.0,0.07617072253054025,0.2865350929361212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115830063685676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772049869561193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016645021215729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203404563653523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499143644453926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186582342130887,0.0,0.0,0.047577420798357965,0.1835504464159374,0.07036077787215195,0.0,0.041758928677150566,0.0,0.06788207125606817,0.0,0.0,0.04862147220064072,0.0,0.0,0.07455310910720221,0.0,0.1237036848363992,0.0788731366830942,0.05908937458975714,0.08448004933986601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272789270461574,0.0,0.05087281032712889,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_Global_Architect,2020/04/12,"How does death anxiety manifest in every day life? So I'm interested what are the every day behavior affected by great fear of death. I'm talking for example do you get out to walk, do you panic so much that you start walking around the house, screaming, punching something. Cook, cry, call someone, isolate yourself, whatever?",5.565000000000001,8.107897913793106,6.023655172413792,72.53686206896553,69.86206896551724,9.467586206896552,37.46206896551725,9.888512548439397,4.499002758620692,261,15,40,7,5,84,48,58,0.32799999999999996,0.58,0.091,-0.9467,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,4,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103924427229331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106717471698842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24164963559099226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599527064143278,0.3052437994696505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709703204460908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987814829135842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663009289018876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236416620067094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609112680789877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273066311779572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715533296772545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396751810797034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27766183799104843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005157032849357,0.1821873904403328,0.0,0.0,0.16750453252270964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021308174833831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tarheelfan1989,2020/04/12,Self care tips Reading has always been a calming activity for me. Gets me out of my head. Self-care is so important. What do other people do for self care .How is everyone doing?,0.326666666666668,2.6464948571428586,2.8678571428571438,84.89130952380955,100.42857142857143,5.761904761904763,20.11904761904762,7.1686216300943375,1.1826190476190477,140,5,26,3,6,48,27,35,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.8877,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,0,2,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941611458550107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758201196723378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229704731555056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191276295151303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394785659990853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177155302735893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334074407912303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7302869690245309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,carrylizard,2020/04/12,"Today, when I woke up, I didn’t have any anxiety. And I almost cried The past few months have been rough for me. Especially the past few weeks. It got to the point where I had really bad anxiety pretty much 24/7

Last night I went to sleep extremely anxious, but today, when I woke up, I didn’t have any anxiety. I almost cried because I forgot how it felt to live without anxiety. I forgot that what I felt isn’t normal. I felt light and full of confidence

I don’t know why today I woke up feeling like this, but I really needed it. It feels like my batteries were recharged

This gave me the motivation to start taking care of myself again. I went for a morning jog (which I haven’t done in a long time), cleaned up my apartment, and made myself something to eat

Anyone else have this happen to them?",3.1811586538461536,4.836895606250003,4.4025,85.42019230769233,74.1875,7.6730769230769225,23.55769230769231,8.384062270229773,1.3767211538461543,627,18,127,11,13,206,91,160,0.09699999999999999,0.762,0.141,0.8973,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,13,2,1,3,0,21,34,8,0,2,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,3,1,2,7,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,19,7,24,3,16,15,4,27,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,17,83,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235007751414238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959698797604666,0.0,0.3590738305363329,0.1325662332034751,0.0,0.08205021879696478,0.12023362390267647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797801394914564,0.07153230636022162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964085331169208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25779552501359165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008448076880572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200730346850094,0.09802653049254424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866612241014513,0.16766230987277486,0.3380082560490452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385136334264504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376762698747814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448963814851208,0.09565168106977698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465749264248885,0.0,0.10361761612962964,0.10384646326511254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103449547535944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366350694219007,0.0,0.08626193642022385,0.08700968894074211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101201540125636,0.11497299807593896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403779590495151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092877362005188,0.0,0.0,0.11938185688816005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034817875464912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742955393389705,0.0,0.0,0.09033776685241142,0.0,0.0,0.08305725972135544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822869256338106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842470174103525,0.0,0.33368747425278344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412692758287446,0.0,0.0,0.21755962698543846,0.1058854382294808,0.0,0.0,0.11311620833601654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,flipootyfloop,2020/04/12,"Lessons starting in 3 hours and I haven’t gotten a wink of sleep And the most ridiculous thing? It’s over something a stupid as a movie. I know I should stay off my phone but that’s the only way I can stop the thoughts from spiraling. I’ve tried breathing exercises, listening to music, lying in bed... none of them have worked so far. 

I know it’s ridiculous but I’m really paranoid if I spend one night without sleep my heart would fail and I’d die and I don’t really want to die yet.

Does anyone have any tips for falling asleep or dealing with the aftermath of a night of no sleep?",0.9892142857142864,3.3847730166666707,2.207857142857144,94.50000000000004,85.5,5.428571428571429,21.07142857142857,6.868970318607317,0.42189285714285774,462,15,100,6,14,147,82,120,0.301,0.685,0.015,-0.9897,0,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,3,2,4,3,0,8,0,7,7,6,0,0,19,15,10,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,4,1,1,1,5,4,0,1,2,1,10,0,15,11,2,15,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,7,58,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178644997010402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119035718038232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786867593366037,0.0,0.0,0.3597605115535777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167473061043218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538670092808126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068667222745848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050582426822005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32530079732182193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744707047499575,0.13181873962238214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206826199676047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203397307201965,0.0,0.0,0.13343128625668985,0.0,0.0,0.12267778343117837,0.18473755792620825,0.0,0.14490445645215447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514704086503225,0.0,0.0,0.13759783638145515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767385773460065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222945601491308,0.13757446484174987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670756506457908,0.0,0.12618004800523294,0.0,0.0,0.12312255417298948,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CMDR_KingErvin,2020/04/12,"How to let family know you’re struggling Without getting too specific, I’ve had an extreme buildup of anxiety lately due to work. Like many others I’ve been stuck quarantining with other members of the family, yet work has not slowed down. In fact it’s gotten quite a bit worse and due to some workplace issues, I fear I may be removed from it. 

Having panic attacks and general anxiety is something I don’t usually share with family. I try to excuse myself and be alone. I don’t know why that is but I’ve always felt like it would be embarrassing or make me seem like a failure or weak to share that. And on top of it all the downward spiral that has been work lately and the thought that I might get fired is also driving a dark pattern of thinking in my mind. Being fired would be the ultimate embarrassment and I’m not sure overall how to let family in on that struggle.

Are there any tips on dealing with this?",4.030418310970799,5.624993292817685,5.163745067087612,81.06830110497239,71.87292817679558,8.044356748224152,28.398184688239933,8.634040054169528,2.2077621152328333,730,28,137,13,14,241,112,181,0.231,0.691,0.079,-0.983,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,6,14,1,6,8,0,23,1,0,3,3,34,35,12,0,2,6,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,7,3,9,6,22,17,3,18,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,6,10,93,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283962924581743,0.0,0.0991393509212056,0.10315358149633877,0.0,0.0,0.0843043500286908,0.0,0.18967454385931865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103460653828329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534393302188574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278083828702878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674742983402992,0.1395015412868375,0.0,0.0,0.11903134552398464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953918327154526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939323733678834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626214621322946,0.0,0.27968877471472114,0.0,0.0,0.25353694888995565,0.0,0.18169751539286896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275142736882367,0.12568686595860376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315133574842456,0.12517510091638928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545294496722602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185813511023006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128582999119992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543872743612168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25920225551401915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684094934435856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943544041265922,0.0,0.09841891486338993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416799050474895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653624867687486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186430471706936,0.0,0.0,0.11950336334554262,0.0,0.2707565117737386,0.0,0.1263367687190528,0.1761305046006918,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mwhite0822,2020/04/12,Memory problems with anxiety Does anyone else have memory problems with their anxiety and then panic that your developing Alzheimer’s or dementia? I know logically it doesn’t make sense at 23. Just wanna know that I’m not alone in that fear.,7.098333333333333,8.641210954545457,7.561818181818182,66.97106060606062,64.45454545454545,12.23030303030303,32.84848484848485,11.855464076750405,4.635675757575758,198,8,32,7,3,65,35,44,0.306,0.659,0.035,-0.9111,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,6,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731689668067329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035412408225635,0.0,0.0,0.1844225019330095,0.2702465156305512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081236783184536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033211214198745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967958900657967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899039293370663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760574350189098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309457772767364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047527445767448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DaddyRammer,2020/04/12,"Zoloft + Wellbutrin (end-of-the-alphabet situation) Hey all. M50. Depression since forever, Anxiety nearly that long. Been on Zoloft for around 15 yrs. Just switched to 1.5 tablets/day. I was on Adderall to combat my fatigue until last month.

Maybe those meds were not well-prescribed but  for now I’m trying to move on. Started a low dose of Wellbutrin today as a supplement to Zoloft. 

Does anyone have experience with this Zoloft/Wellbutrin combination?

Thanks!",4.048988636363639,7.398754012500002,3.7663636363636392,81.01318181818183,83.875,6.90909090909091,28.522727272727273,8.00094639256281,2.6205000000000007,371,17,59,8,11,112,66,80,0.128,0.821,0.05,-0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,6,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,15,4,1,14,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859707301300235,0.0,0.0,0.17238160834021796,0.0,0.0,0.21946664129361984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899339219721398,0.0,0.21233851480807028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574269286358666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835506637467195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411565835585695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095730230842093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817395030207606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247675538469095,0.0,0.2738425901841804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967802914631248,0.2620255672248895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039346482332176,0.2771134254470777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449732889229164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269744670208282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368446112666036,0.0,0.0,0.1673797266369643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216627777180681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,suisse1997,2020/04/12,"Does anyone struggle with intrusive thoughts as SOON as they wake up? I’ve been struggling with intense intrusive thoughts for two years now, they range from violent, to sexual and anything that disturbs me basically. I’ve never had the urge or has these thoughts growing up my entire life until now. They come as soon as I wake up now, and I feel like it’s a constant battle. They basically just start flooding in like no other",6.881875000000001,7.706848437500002,6.580000000000003,76.385,64.625,9.4,36.0,9.3871,3.3929500000000012,345,16,60,6,5,108,57,80,0.188,0.722,0.09,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,6,7,2,3,2,0,3,3,2,0,1,12,9,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,5,2,8,2,14,4,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,12,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225908089491675,0.0,0.19096246869032216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989585666461646,0.0,0.25077029770169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030739322535528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733458019947475,0.16578098571555264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390814695787692,0.2267418618336961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789760365290009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425056290692133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851910210191741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526800725032804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266851747352791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943657558630385
anxiety,ayyymon13,2020/04/12,"Help sleeping without marijuana? Hi! First of all, I am not against marijuana as a sleep aide and it's been incredible in helping my anxiety induced insomnia but as I'm working on my anxiety, I think it's important for me to not remain dependent on a substance for sleeping. If anyone else has experienced this let me know! I'd love advice :)",3.768666666666668,6.163436661538463,6.244230769230772,69.58993589743592,74.69230769230771,9.871794871794874,36.987179487179496,10.125756701596842,4.6935641025641015,273,17,46,9,6,97,50,65,0.048,0.7240000000000001,0.228,0.9278,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,5,3,2,1,11,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,11,6,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,1,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274389343218306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33309542308791223,0.0,0.0,0.15222803791525716,0.2230698336519545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186894098900494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518418984283455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918531236376234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964783549822865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262343575623966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964919607155087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.653602300544345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949990912884128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098648693919417,0.0,0.15849562274414095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anxietythrowaway1982,2020/04/12,"How do I ease back into sex? Throwaway account because I'm embarrassed beyond belief to have to ask about this. 

37F, severe anxiety. I can't go out to meet someone because I can't go out without my support person, and it would just be super awkward to do that.

But lately I've been wanting to have sex again. I'd like to find a way to find a man who is willing to be 100% understanding, let me be in control of the pace of any encounter, essentially someone who understands anxiety and has patience. I'm not sold on the idea of online dating sites serving this purpose because I'd like someone... I don't know.  Professional? Experienced? Is there such thing as a sex therapist in this sense? 

Has anyone gone through this? What did you do?",2.7818154761904736,5.127884979166673,4.3186507936507965,82.42000000000003,77.68055555555556,6.614285714285713,29.73015873015873,7.7094869923839395,2.146299206349206,583,28,107,9,14,194,94,144,0.09300000000000001,0.828,0.079,0.4592,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,8,6,0,2,5,0,20,3,0,2,0,20,32,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,1,7,0,2,3,5,2,0,0,4,1,7,4,22,22,0,16,1,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,6,74,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154639722347556,0.0,0.2509658399040225,0.0,0.0,0.11469397279067654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334641952115272,0.0,0.0,0.12612936611236192,0.0,0.2999744980437673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397420694769376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998418977073219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644468058697816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517052238734213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014689919827047,0.0,0.18503360237436106,0.0,0.0,0.16773234834312975,0.0,0.1602740801206892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143225147221843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853078293627208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169476520778137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613992158043705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904521084311633,0.10897460721436636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34152316982460545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674946686664362,0.13019981370106698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811959445445756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652259475740992,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,geek104,2020/04/12,"Computer and room got taken away I'm 21, planning on moving out(need to get more financially stable first) and taking a stress hiatus from college to try and change my life a bit. My parents got mad and thought I wasn't doing enough or getting up on time so they moved me out of my room, locking the door, and moved me into a room with no doors(dining room). I'm so distraught, I have a mac laptop I got from an old workplace but it can't run the games I want to play to be at peace for a while. I want to learn on my computer, I paid for it and I want to learn on it or at least have it for learning on(programming). I'm so upset that I don't have my computer. All I hear is people complaining in the next room over all day I'm so upset.",2.86283084004603,3.500299759493672,4.425742232451097,88.91540276179519,73.55696202531647,7.517606444188722,25.123130034522447,7.686295010490155,1.0681822784810122,574,17,131,7,11,193,90,158,0.125,0.787,0.08800000000000001,-0.7762,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,1,4,9,0,9,1,0,0,2,21,26,14,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,5,9,0,0,4,2,1,4,4,6,0,1,7,1,17,1,25,18,6,27,0,0,0,0,5,17,0,2,6,86,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979235523084429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856793548316392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799182560694271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968519341819716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573436223632366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466687981577284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771577519761125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080768475724285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916884382142364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012997518248394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422928203064992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087815694297246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846654825743735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884969002862867,0.0,0.0,0.11790954554369636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482191579523125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787626961174411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502164601725605,0.0991729034367603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154706962141418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009463619249737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,newbalance302,2020/04/12,Anyone else not experiencing anxiety as much as they have before? Have not felt the wave.,3.765000000000001,6.960115500000002,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,81.5,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,2.0501,72,2,12,2,2,24,13,16,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.1326,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418372190731838,0.0,0.0,0.3124462573728296,0.4578482099081656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802344270298274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732838623066779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290438063911983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284844279931274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snappyowl,2020/04/12,"I am extremely anxious after just one phone call. First of all, a big shout out to all those battling CoVID-19 on the frontlines. Medical personnel, people who are trying to keep our daily lives running amid social distancing and lockdown, you have my sincerest thanks!

So my country is approaching the end of a 21 day lockdown. I was quite relieved when the lockdown was announced as I would be getting a much needed break from work. Since I do not have any work that can be done from home...I took the chance to relax and refresh.

I have a stressful job and the thought of going back to it gives me the jitters sometimes. I honestly felt that I could have done a better job of relieving my anxiety during these three weeks but I just couldn't make it happen.

A few hours ago I received a courtesy call from my boss. He asked me how I was doing (which was sweet) and if I had any struggles (I don't)

After the call ended I found myself having a near panic attack! I honestly don't feel ready to go to work if the lockdown is lifted immediately (which I am sure it won't) and I am so scared of going back to work again. I am sweating, feeling thirsty and my head is pounding endlessly. I can't sleep and I am just so scared.

I should mention that I suffer from work related anxiety a lot and I am a chronic worrier. No matter how hard I try to motivate myself I just can't get out of this. My anxiety has led me to make mistakes at work often. Also years of depression, bipolar disorder and OCPD haven't helped. If nothing, I have only started to pick up pieces of my self worth in the past one year.

I need help. Not just with anxiety but with myself. And I don't know where to start.",3.337847222222224,4.973560026785716,4.469880952380954,85.18067460317464,73.73214285714286,7.35873015873016,27.62301587301588,8.045849151850463,1.7860682539682542,1323,51,261,20,27,433,183,336,0.177,0.718,0.105,-0.9840000000000001,2,4,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,0,10,17,19,2,5,19,0,40,6,3,8,3,54,63,23,0,10,12,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,12,14,0,1,7,1,1,8,11,10,0,4,11,6,42,9,35,45,6,36,0,2,0,0,16,9,0,5,18,193,54,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829874001743812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486690484769612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732796196862792,0.0,0.286472442984461,0.1057625743049092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752092205047653,0.1065048779301158,0.0,0.1439741267421418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827982033981053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867857259305192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474697830528006,0.0,0.0,0.06037636845772031,0.0,0.08063371836179868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072952330681679,0.0,0.0,0.19160903215351108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583690378395713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946729365811793,0.0,0.08988871055167715,0.0,0.0,0.07963208676748128,0.0,0.1026481605277102,0.0,0.0,0.09782389755352566,0.0898076647778084,0.1596171310096486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278677831074985,0.0,0.08386403861950724,0.0,0.09607987769039816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550139018129006,0.0,0.09390726993160346,0.0,0.09219564060872897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580438782805406,0.08321267352636291,0.0,0.0,0.051450433355150364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266709825259058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959133924123687,0.0,0.0,0.12498252573303048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431107203931856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882057549546576,0.1388342788275143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982974468869193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687701691941294,0.0712013011040805,0.0,0.10984146748482733,0.0,0.0,0.08936971906011877,0.06490347461289618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957509669937432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745746218069456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976648054354289,0.0,0.0,0.0774424225615087,0.0,0.09368639074524568,0.0954325569081089,0.0,0.0,0.09259136762349787,0.0,0.13252770921474327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723999662237343,0.0978706760713998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882345925769775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619159489562953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432285430380861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401390968570667,0.1271220131620406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509533862440321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089335226729381,0.0,0.0,0.06650409552911536,0.0,0.0,0.12057485030703745
anxiety,tn337,2020/04/12,"Does anyone else feel like if they don't become/accomplish something grand and great in life there's no purpose? This keeps me up literally every single night. I'm so terribly afraid that if I don't become famous, successful, achieve something great that I will be a failure. I'm 28 this year. I have trouble sleeping every night knowing that I'm getting older and older and my best years are slipping away. I'm not even sure what I would be great at. I'm terrified of becoming old, settling down, and being forgotten. It's just not for me. I know it sounds egotistical, but I want to leave the world with something good. Or have a lasting impression on it. And not in just a small way. I'm abosolutely petrified that I will not.

It makes my heart race, it influences everything I do, it makes me lose sleep. And the worst part is, I don't even know how to make this dream a reality. I don't know what to channel all this energy into . 

I know we'll all be forgotten anyway and nothhing matters anyway, but it just doesn't sit well with me. I need to achieve something while I'm here. I just don't know what.


Does anyone else have this eating away at them?",2.742842650103519,4.838200708695653,3.86751552795031,86.8418115942029,76.69565217391303,7.1635610766045525,25.30020703933747,8.11559375814309,1.5614554865424433,913,33,183,16,21,296,122,230,0.16699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.114,-0.8887,0,0,4,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,5,13,16,0,1,6,0,20,5,3,5,3,43,41,15,0,5,13,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,19,10,1,1,7,2,0,0,11,5,1,0,0,2,22,11,18,33,6,23,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,3,10,121,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065194814452065,0.22076028484745336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024281432378266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23795438771179603,0.0,0.0,0.11305396726240965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854712687038624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023271394122368,0.1799859647552377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230675360449788,0.0,0.18153109706630768,0.0,0.09681904647360223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054470551029492935,0.07696095751812365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056283472299648765,0.0,0.0,0.0903571972621538,0.0,0.3563117453595793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765828626008946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957536618869254,0.0,0.0,0.35522719249231083,0.08781275850170757,0.0,0.11406847555251108,0.0,0.0,0.07609152449210049,0.05263049535157355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052015891823048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572797754821102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987900177821618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219099930762224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304249174382153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166590060078325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561174765006327,0.0,0.0,0.33173733761803764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153243473988166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354080912344355,0.08550953073147835,0.0,0.0,0.09686047605625496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652693282800517,0.0,0.0,0.13874669517389007
anxiety,JalapenoCakes,2020/04/12,"Does anyone else have trouble *not* worrying about what others think about them? I have a generalized anxiety disorder, I was diagnosed in high school and not much has changed since. I'm able to go out with friends and have a fun time in the moment, but afterwards I'm always second-guessing myself, worrying that I'm not really a friend and that they hang out with me more out of pity than genuinely enjoying my company.

Unfortunately not being able to go outside has triggered a lot more of these feelings, and while I have been able to maintain it relatively well since my high school days it has gotten really bad to the point where I can't focus; I just lay in bed, hugging my pillow, deep breathing and trying to relieve myself of my symptoms. I have a good friend, he lets me vent to him but I keep getting wrapped up in my thoughts, convincing myself that I'm annoying him.

Then I found this sub, it's strangely a relief to find a community where I am not completely alone in these feelings. I've been hesitant to join something like this, but I'm afraid to reach out to any more friends and I can't get out of this alone - I've learned that much while we've been in lockdown.",7.422402597402595,6.665222549783549,7.395422077922081,76.32741883116886,63.76190476190475,10.990043290043287,35.70021645021646,10.317481424215053,3.4782320346320352,943,38,183,19,12,303,125,231,0.146,0.675,0.179,0.8574,0,3,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,6,18,1,1,9,0,17,4,1,1,0,33,33,12,0,0,9,0,2,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,14,13,0,1,7,0,0,3,7,5,1,0,7,2,24,13,31,24,6,28,0,1,0,1,9,18,0,1,8,122,38,3,0.36417381162251006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514494931772071,0.0,0.0,0.10100726154190752,0.0,0.0,0.08255022665180776,0.0,0.09286398970122137,0.0,0.0,0.08487959884977822,0.12437970202575264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135664038484073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841586832414087,0.0,0.12727643759649626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828732704959006,0.0,0.0,0.12320958433277852,0.0,0.0,0.13912491288626955,0.0,0.10623031889162264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140682994925176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275814757003906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094942208603392,0.0,0.0,0.13309926250200133,0.3751463779831367,0.0,0.12684385723532504,0.0,0.13797891302256976,0.10181723835983253,0.0,0.0,0.13372617027358394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565130843392536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789813884866292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241307986382127,0.0,0.05930564307633428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320251722090494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847310261223892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475398778724727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553271261918247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570889311591676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083222682831428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345293070322837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617200997927674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778262459789492,0.0,0.09637110927292418,0.07078422605510029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241670436495423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091453307217321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465574554134311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dark-keal,2020/04/12,"recently i gain more anxiety and worry 
My midterm is on 20th. Since I moved to online class, I feel I haven’t learned that much. I afraid that I will doing poorly on midterm and fail class. I cannot fail class since I fail once. I just can’t get this out of my head. I keep studying this class everyday. It seems not help me that much.



Maybe I just need a place to write down how I feel recently.",1.2355722891566288,3.1666160963855465,2.10444277108434,98.45377259036148,80.80722891566266,6.077710843373494,20.01355421686747,7.1686216300943375,0.12692891566265052,308,8,74,4,8,96,52,83,0.22,0.738,0.042,-0.9262,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,1,0,6,1,1,1,0,14,12,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,15,0,7,11,3,9,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,44,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215379849754212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757240420854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175733021454168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309543735692371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083852960756267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002451449023012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260813705175543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918025863597525,0.3308583084055718,0.16686315942172433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965860507471096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511728353727546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443966415970503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048665532707008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723082630894069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228537469873278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Haki_User,2020/04/12,"Things I am afraid of. I am afraid of not realising my dreams.   
I am afraid of being rejected socially and left alone 

I am afraid of being forced to not be myself 

I am afraid of everyday conversations with people escalating to physical violence 

I am afraid of having a car accident in which I harm someone 

I am afraid of being unable to support myself and have no government to support me in times of crisis. 

I am afraid of not having a lover who I love and loves me back 

I am afraid of ill health 

I am afraid of being unable to pay for a hospital bill

I am afraid of time, how fast it passes, and how little achievments I realise 

I am afraid of becoming more tired and weaker as I grow older, which would mess up my quality of life

I am afraid of not being somebody. 

Mostly, I am afraid of being afraid.",3.3097611084567617,4.964356832298137,4.99776397515528,81.28946010511228,73.84472049689441,8.183659818442429,24.18585762064023,8.841846274778883,1.7905524128045864,634,19,123,13,13,215,75,161,0.245,0.68,0.075,-0.9806,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,23,0,15,3,0,25,7,0,2,0,14,29,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,18,0,0,0,0,24,5,27,21,2,14,0,1,0,3,6,5,0,1,6,99,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616149790653906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791010696208292,0.0,0.0,0.2411682802887288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321130290667613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372554842908871,0.0,0.1542384848018322,0.0,0.21886027071799205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941679907686986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138760846913135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259681236761156,0.18502094850670253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955986873769223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507278136333907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25466214133896964,0.2509797912045505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551210630186347,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zZzombieownZz,2020/04/12,"Chest pains So alot of people i know have chest pains with their anxiety and ive always wondered how it feels for them, for me it feels like a quick sharp stabbing pain on my left side, and was wondering what it feels like for you lot.",2.8212499999999987,4.518011958333336,2.8566666666666656,95.955,75.25,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.15723333333333311,186,4,42,2,4,56,37,48,0.19399999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.092,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,3,5,2,1,0,12,9,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,2,6,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693016056343511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565239886743798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30863847565578306,0.29071503977188345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182064551923124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210684861350317,0.0,0.0,0.1988082924480701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298114615013854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.649512624718153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105903399409522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44130455120725065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hellocrisisvogel,2020/04/12,"How are people with OCD/GAD dealing with the COVID-19 pandemic? I had to move out off campus due to COVID-19 which means I’m at home with my Moms and younger brother (8), and I am missing having my own place (specifically my own bathroom).

To give some background: before the lockdown, I’d visit once a month, but I always felt weird about taking baths because the tub would never be clean (my younger brother and I share a bathroom when I’m not here) unless my parents hired someone to clean it or I cleaned it, no one would ever wash the tub at all. In fact, the whole bathroom was always a mess whenever I’d come home for a visit.

This has made me feel unwelcome because my parents know that I have OCD, so when they knew I was coming home and still never had the bathroom cleaned, it made me wonder if they cared. 

Growing up, my Mom would always make sure the house was clean whenever someone would come to visit and she also puts the effort in when my older brother comes to visit. I’ve rationalized that I shouldn’t be sensitive about this because when I’m not at school I live with them, and that’s probably why everyone is comfortable not doing anything special when I visit.

But now that I’m home all the time, this has become a real problem. Every morning when I go to use the bathroom, I’m having panic attacks because the toilet isn’t flushed, sometimes the floor is wet because my younger brother refuses to step on the bath mat when he gets out of the tub, the toothpaste is grimy and squeezed ONTO the counter like a tube of paint. A few days ago there was a line of dried pee down the toilet and some on the floor. I feel embarrassed because no one else in the house reacts like this to something so small. It’s come to the point where every morning I go to the bathroom, I’m in a bad mood and I stay in my room until I absolutely have to leave.

I’ve talked to my younger brother about keeping things clean and flushing the toilet, but he just makes jokes about it or says he “doesn’t know how” to keep things clean, and honestly I’m giving him a pass because he’s 8 and doesn’t fully grasp what OCD is. I’m disappointed because my parents haven’t corrected the behavior, although I’ve brought it up to them too. I’ve resorted to just cleaning the bathroom every morning.

I understand that it’s nobody’s responsibility to cater to my mental health, but I’m also aware that this is becoming a serious problem where I’m having meltdowns everyday. I was thinking about staying with my Dad for awhile, but I don’t have a bedroom there and he still has to go to work so I’ve decided it’s unwise to stay there.

If you have OCD amidst the COVID-19 crisis, please enlighten me: how are you dealing with it?",6.148701882719749,6.090260366171008,6.290283007554866,80.87522904424992,66.15613382899629,8.800671543350523,33.71171603309749,8.259297600419973,2.500669552704161,2159,88,419,25,31,689,234,538,0.133,0.7959999999999999,0.071,-0.9865,3,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,4,2,33,22,1,2,37,0,38,3,1,9,8,84,80,40,0,9,15,11,5,2,0,5,2,1,16,0,24,26,0,3,13,3,0,19,13,12,0,2,12,6,43,9,56,61,8,68,0,2,0,0,37,25,0,7,23,266,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366008239649458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486161324152827,0.17926867594273202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909801397843606,0.0,0.0,0.08170046646132717,0.0,0.0,0.059962918977052436,0.3502243589257456,0.15862909205669973,0.061109676796059366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322065945527327,0.0,0.0,0.3093133486495309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046315037978574086,0.14807719544119086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999261128702685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496120549462107,0.18152289637055632,0.06862276061274153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262412041842133,0.0,0.06895411481996204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375206197899796,0.1377838883391596,0.122443162342892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763364879728578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881470936028301,0.0,0.0,0.16573082398677835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766578160032993,0.0,0.0,0.07893581001071884,0.0,0.0,0.07604221499417088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017082368093354,0.0,0.06341437706423812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590707113746167,0.0958747697791227,0.0,0.0,0.07822810190187539,0.0,0.0,0.07237310410345893,0.0,0.0,0.16821882453697332,0.057322424200149914,0.07632848088633226,0.0,0.0,0.11077703782462693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648113335528729,0.09732804418910684,0.0,0.0,0.08425998230987633,0.2392277469731879,0.0,0.0,0.04978780553425829,0.0,0.07503188258456879,0.07883182193722901,0.06788883338924796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742922475334871,0.1374354146886156,0.0,0.0721943844344222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174172898659242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057110545407145524,0.0,0.0726810912137067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169803192173485,0.05528705855530596,0.07102733764077633,0.0,0.0,0.2296372118331076,0.11470385663228827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768523199748977,0.0,0.05399629703022185,0.05772255567846076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542201637070803,0.0460164543623097,0.0,0.0,0.04187617896251971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747624385511053,0.0,0.062025509377670936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480229285622717,0.08017940926317628,0.0,0.0,0.07788081541026809,0.0522825185778112,0.0,0.0,0.20406260189819947,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dayvid4,2020/04/12,"Anxiety/derealization/Deja vu... It’s been a 15 year journey. And I need some more help. Please. Hey guys. I’m gonna give you a little backstory so you understand my condition. I’m SO sorry this is long.

I lost my father age 12.
Developed anxiety disorder.
Got worse around age 18.
Developed derealization disorder early 20s.
Had strange panic/Deja vu episodes.
Mid 20s got increasingly better.
I’m 29 now. 

But today, I had one of my panic attack “things” out of nowhere. All those years ago I would have deja vu and weird “fake dream” like thoughts flashing in my head. I used to worry about epilepsy but after some research it would appear these were caused by my stress and crippling derealization (perhaps psychogenic seizures or just anxiety attacks)

My stress was intense back then, I lost weight, I panicked day in day out. I sometimes couldn’t leave the house. This went on for years.

Now My anxiety is much much lower. I have my moments but nothing to warrant one of my episodes again! It’s been over 5 years and I haven’t had ONE. I’m on lockdown as we all are and I’m thinking maybe the change of lifestyle etc is subconsciously affecting me..

Has anyone else had my symptoms? And has anyone else had anxiety attacks out of the blue when they’re feeling fine?!

I’ve had migraines with aura most my life. Hypnopompic hallucinations/terrors since I was a kid (still do). My minds just wired differently I guess. They’re all classic conditions alongside things like anxiety and derealization.  

I’m just worried these strange things I used to have are coming back.. and I’m not even anxious! I’m recently quite stressed at work for sure... but I don’t know if that’s a reliable trigger.

Like I said, I worried about epilepsy back then...  but the link was so obvious to me. My anxiety decreased and they just went away. But today I had a weird episode! 

Please advise someone...
I’m not panicking but it’s playing on my mind and I’d love to know if anyone’s had the same thing.

Thanks so much",2.1823412698412703,5.003680891534393,3.183366402116405,86.26568452380955,85.32275132275132,6.112962962962962,26.39351851851852,7.492282038375204,1.7335518518518525,1579,70,294,28,48,503,196,378,0.175,0.725,0.1,-0.9709,2,1,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,2,1,5,20,21,3,4,10,0,30,6,1,5,5,62,62,28,0,6,16,1,2,3,0,3,3,1,0,2,14,17,1,0,7,2,0,6,5,12,0,3,22,4,37,9,30,36,13,46,0,2,1,1,13,14,0,8,29,177,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688672388213916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463393808002199,0.08524320667633732,0.0,0.1582806629501113,0.15462609752288248,0.0,0.06717136824873203,0.0,0.2575244801226493,0.07089290050358729,0.17406180290028986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673423383536621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751355569468994,0.07982188514514607,0.06499820850159707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732507531389108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788349091591419,0.17295701788512682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260667305182385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415279788474428,0.04983762812278264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038152554212509585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238376505193098,0.0,0.0,0.12069726911518522,0.0,0.08312271017421928,0.07471278112839826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743908395977514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057621286027442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870654847233865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293670899946361,0.0,0.0,0.07989645074636974,0.0,0.0,0.05329643189630112,0.11059119776729943,0.07562620657298448,0.0,0.06677571895044693,0.0,0.0,0.16473712392615145,0.0,0.06810151014740856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580516429580142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523770351075409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640536349743967,0.055949276961314985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724015611619369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533917434426042,0.0,0.0,0.1770614789962938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565490048224452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025618328171731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450317633789971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177543372749158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241754680531176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393317721025336,0.0,0.07462739195454886,0.08446622412820019,0.0,0.0,0.06025883801874255,0.0,0.2593019673394913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111589010076308,0.07842712758579506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694692615581526,0.0,0.0,0.20051705310441006,0.04834882018840035,0.0,0.059903216916125934,0.0,0.0,0.14304593080590175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855180822697982,0.0,0.13033860350836604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188443800323318,0.0,0.13989595841560373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493248284217474,0.2298860858614457,0.07689557308739448,0.10720280585583516,0.0,0.0,0.19436340221938306
anxiety,stathaghost,2020/04/12,"Mood swings Hi guys,

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i am university student and i am 21 years old. I am constantly feeling anxious about my future and how i will accomplish my goals. I have extreme mood swings and i tend to be aggressive many times towards people that i love and even my girlfriend. I keep my mind busy thinking from the first second that i open my eyes till the moment i will fall asleep. Lately, after the corona situation i am always home and now that i have so much time to accomplish things i am procrastinating all day long and i keep on thinking a million things every day. Finally, lately i feel i have a light headache all day and when i convince myself that i am ready to go get things done, my body won't let me and i also feel body pain...

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Looking forward hearing your thoughts.",5.041800356506236,6.436878705882354,5.259382055852644,82.12903743315508,69.13071895424837,7.655139631610218,30.248960190136657,8.00094639256281,2.059684967320261,634,25,118,8,11,200,93,153,0.025,0.8640000000000001,0.111,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,7,6,1,0,5,0,15,6,4,1,2,21,29,13,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,7,9,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,2,7,28,2,9,22,3,25,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,20,84,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887425041840024,0.1028777468649159,0.2679261158400173,0.30047040355846105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967714142840051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746706320583334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361008784957853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392112317072479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265258625698118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166254770533282,0.0,0.10417138680135138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875471343128639,0.0,0.0,0.1354407369408139,0.0,0.10516746891573964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459639652051724,0.0,0.07026702570657628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242227976950633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935040206213412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402023220025495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979246335795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789408816317331,0.0,0.0,0.12642949314236726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094168310119872,0.10382581686432163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158923549725797,0.0,0.0,0.12535077689757956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248403803247846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088906278842243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297385772767392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315608617353902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571587692792479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897567881644252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464212388056968,0.15844605707978676,0.0,0.0981557408202536,0.14419006275314708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30047040355846105,0.07961961274926413
anxiety,AbbyMci,2020/04/12,"My stomach is in knots I'm struggling a bit right now. I don't really know how the messaging thing works but I just need to vent. I had a really bad fight with my boyfriend yesterday over my emotions and behaviour. I feel so guilty about it right now. I apologized and he said everything was ok but I don't believe him. I feel like somethings really, really wrong and that he's getting ready to break up with me. I feel so broken and my behaviour this past month has been awful and just not like myself. I don't know what to do to fix things.",1.776535626535626,3.938981117117123,3.2283374283374293,89.89002457002456,80.17117117117117,7.63996723996724,21.8026208026208,8.575989854853784,1.3641819819819827,428,13,92,10,11,140,71,111,0.235,0.644,0.12,-0.9573,0,0,1,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,1,3,2,9,1,1,1,0,19,18,10,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,4,16,3,10,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,59,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739448220761348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238150215739335,0.0,0.0,0.20579952815479646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120436704616285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694168722166269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28594261313600955,0.13466859239387527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848650840718078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719573290003246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841888394987736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046354363303324,0.0,0.0,0.13977467378530214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995013095334494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830466099920789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219658732412376,0.1793121981182242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451209864787363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970672075593452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504697755561513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723447891543974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061015173178437,0.0,0.0
anxiety,illslut,2020/04/12,"Chest pain for days- normal? Hi, basically to sum it up I’m a female, almost 25 and have had generalized anxiety, social anxiety for as long as I can remember. This past week has been extremely stressful. Relationship problems, I have 4 assignments due and 3 exams this week - haven’t started any of it, working through this pandemic. I can’t even remember the last time I felt this stressed. I’ve had panic attacks everyday for at least 4 days in a row. It’s uncommon for me to have panic attacks so often. I experience bad anxiety daily, but rarely have panic attacks. Especially not like these. 

I know that chest pain is a common symptom of anxiety but I usually don’t feel it. At least not that I have really noticed. For at least 2 maybe 3 days I have been feeling random chest pain. It’s not very painful but it’s starting to concern me. 

I’m a smoker (weed and tobacco) and I have also started to overmedicate myself on Ativan from 1 1/2 a day to 3/4 (1mg per), maybe that info helps?",2.8960022909507472,5.094622494845368,5.036013745704466,78.15328751431845,76.62886597938143,8.434822451317299,28.819014891179837,9.150863307647796,2.834621764032073,780,35,144,20,18,270,113,194,0.233,0.7240000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9849,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,4,15,3,5,6,0,17,8,3,0,0,23,26,11,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,14,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,14,0,0,5,3,13,1,22,21,3,23,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,18,89,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075227620985436,0.0,0.0,0.08046248793462524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842225295999008,0.0,0.3078835105328805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433952881929935,0.0,0.0,0.08401006234468586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955569171444404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645584398006517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984216434910014,0.0,0.0,0.10174883058001956,0.0,0.09660702954044872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674407077051182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529585978600022,0.08201537637022129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049155839748805406,0.0,0.0,0.08904189319152155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216436299552015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858220581332068,0.0,0.11455185344728624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282495879466212,0.3541531910608199,0.0,0.0,0.09604924841255727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627581473124198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445711319043422,0.0,0.0,0.1080238074580657,0.2279563706002432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025652252408488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136493266027469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051031565658497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457843101613597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866993244182851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081418387067683,0.0830186435579675,0.0,0.0,0.16141598989045372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324956356677723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goodmullet,2020/04/12,"coming off cipralex + anger + heart problems im a 21 year old who's been on cipralex since september of 2019, but my psychiatrist was insistent on taking me off of it. as of last week, i ran out and have stopped taking it. now that i am off, i am ANGRIER than i have ever been, so super irritable, my social anxiety is through the ROOF. i also have been experiencing heart palpitations since last week as well?? i know COVID19 plays a huge role in my mental health, but im really starting to get tired of being so pissed off 24/7",3.679528301886791,5.041835396226414,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,72.39622641509433,8.69622641509434,27.400943396226417,9.188382445141503,2.165683018867924,416,15,86,9,8,140,72,106,0.24100000000000002,0.64,0.11900000000000001,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,3,0,11,5,3,0,1,9,18,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,5,1,10,3,17,12,0,21,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,10,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872801100743945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270801131863325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943347712161786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691820054737066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063360348744104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439596737161384,0.0,0.4111377648196519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747658507786209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533740308018723,0.2828107936486302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482214465497647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820329833133942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599228570508096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113262015282946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28700086564047034,0.0,0.0,0.1768360643751607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278660070250927,0.0,0.0,0.14503298915884175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608634400082162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993841602772657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783025953720641,0.0,0.15597498913623664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171230595577238
anxiety,smolnessy,2020/04/12,"Has anyone tried virtual counseling? Was it effective? If so what one do you you recommend?

Also, if they take Kaiser insurance that helps.",3.353749999999998,6.462293541666671,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,92.75,10.733333333333334,26.83333333333333,9.516144504307137,4.545283333333334,111,5,17,5,4,36,22,24,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.8290000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569225831050733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39951361563909904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829757587920198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871735743945896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42959744027411145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38792119656663065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nine6868,2020/04/12,"*May be triggering to some* Does anyone feel like they want to rip the anxiety out of their chest? 
I feel like everyone is against me. 

I feel like I’m constantly being told what I’m doing wrong 

I can have sex with my boyfriend and the next day feel like he’s against me 

I want to read everyone’s mind because if I do.. I get reassurance I can fix whatever I think is wrong with me 

I’ll ask my boyfriend to have sex, or flirt or something and I will read the slightest signals as being put off and as being told no.  

My mom has told my boyfriend that you can love someone but not like how they are and shit like that now whenever I look at my boyfriend I want to be perfect because I’m afraid he’ll look at me one day and not like what he’s sees so much he leaves... 

I’m destructive. 

To everyone.. 

To myself.. 

I’m guilty 

I want everyone to be proud of me

I’ll be getting talked to and I’ll start to well up, I’ll start to cry...

It makes me want to beat myself up. 

I constantly want to eat my words and shrink up 

If I shrink up Hopefully no one will see me and I won’t make people look at me 

I do everything wrong 

I want to fix my mind 

My brain sucks 

My heart feels like it’s falling deeper and deeper, my chest... I want to clutch my chest 

I know I’m growing but this hurts 

I keep telling myself no ones against me 

I’m against myself 

I hate myself",-0.2499359605911345,1.897157720689659,1.5572906403940898,98.65534482758623,89.0344827586207,5.245320197044336,19.665024630541872,6.742157984588678,0.06761280788177347,1049,33,253,14,35,342,123,290,0.145,0.687,0.16899999999999998,-0.3506,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,3,3,4,24,4,1,3,0,23,10,6,4,1,47,66,19,0,11,8,1,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,12,1,1,7,2,0,3,6,9,1,3,3,10,50,15,34,51,2,20,0,1,5,3,17,9,2,7,16,146,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284761000613645,0.0,0.0,0.05744400970872793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768029304194425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016067138619927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171107025311254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775586467812632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024234705816032,0.105965109073292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189354747742871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406408503638575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140067947953967,0.07383474709910906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769773645252104,0.2934542862083053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584418240965269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111009870362704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735292408285877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159749122373011,0.0,0.0,0.08794759095411604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302227884636686,0.0,0.0,0.045149707754984295,0.0,0.0,0.08698925832425834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32109048419879044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696608886459567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414722184957881,0.0,0.10967690927643577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590430670985384,0.09621780996103016,0.0,0.0,0.06039266666038817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873717455935956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700909577943102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695526198637866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258749377050867,0.0,0.0,0.16435252911970785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093225478709453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432993378830664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960884514742995,0.06324618791055177,0.0,0.0,0.11629809411283068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603229939363181,0.07180624550097077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052640986799191145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550509609654754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38765261530489137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386634153087636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694676133870715,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheharmoniousFists,2020/04/12,"Dating someone with general anxiety disorder, how can I help? Hello, as the title says I recently started dating someone with anxiety and I am wondering if others with this experience or those with anxiety could help me better understand how to navigate through this. She has been really good to me and I want to give her a chance though I must admit I am worried about how it could turn out. Any advice will help, thanks!",5.48,7.402605717948718,6.574871794871798,71.07846153846157,68.74358974358975,10.841025641025643,32.230769230769226,10.864195022040775,4.2159076923076935,338,15,55,11,6,113,55,78,0.11199999999999999,0.637,0.251,0.9097,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,3,1,20,17,9,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,3,11,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,4,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784705528374255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419927688691458,0.0,0.41914992256921935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152739477781133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29164122354475525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931757886398566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865382127583554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520184650492493,0.0,0.1531870703668976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672527621071774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700180134599145,0.0,0.1803317920187939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524010217516095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094951110135479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927125666242825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814741387920168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179439714260632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865637693436505,0.0,0.19013133453052508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772390792647456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806180289528336,0.0,0.18547652087370275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cucucahoo,2020/04/12,I cant sneeze anymore??? Everytime I go to sneeze I overthink it and its been 2 weeks now and I cant sneeze. Ive got horrible headaches and nose feels all congested. What can I do???,-1.7023684210526326,-0.3670961052631547,0.5467105263157919,99.60322368421056,115.31578947368419,5.0578947368421066,20.539473684210527,6.6274283507984215,0.6549894736842106,140,6,33,3,8,46,27,38,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,5,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879381742258681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997578163126657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33692474579940085,0.0,0.4741484622936107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475540646233346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uncoolforever,2020/04/12,"Anyone else hate their birthday? Today is my birthday. I’m not looking for attention I just need to vent. Every single year I dread my birthday. It’s like I wake up the day of with the false sense of expectation about “my special day” and then am terribly let down that it wasn’t made special. Does that make sense? I don’t want it to be special but still end up being let down. I hate it so much and wish it would just pass like any other day. I’m a grown ass adult and feel like a child because I would rather lay in bed all day than to expect people to make it special, then they try to make it special while just wishing they wouldn’t. It’s selfish, I know. I’m a mess.",2.4382778489116497,3.6461093450704247,3.4882074263764413,93.046357234315,75.26760563380282,6.008706786171576,23.47247119078105,6.1124844417494595,0.32192112676056306,525,15,119,3,11,169,84,142,0.15,0.669,0.18100000000000002,0.2157,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,7,14,2,1,5,0,11,2,2,4,1,27,27,8,0,10,6,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,2,13,8,16,18,3,18,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,0,14,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681417434301442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109828217770336,0.16093856692784728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574947923033973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051931309938022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745454449767175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312132898127493,0.0,0.1391189466901996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233972149872644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942019488255699,0.11221208761277457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31015166347073114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632252450211578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32123300697901386,0.0,0.23021196510336045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319007081513083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862508507458452,0.3145398328946974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546580712837402,0.11646671032968073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889377235893263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254377002438226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488856504663125,0.0,0.0,0.10664140591577788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264498611087796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612495151981205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315852526161226,0.0,0.0,0.10114905542312867
anxiety,otaku_12901,2020/04/12,"Quarantine At first, I really thought that this quarantine would be fine. My normal lifestyle is basically just like a quarantine- but I sometimes go out to have some fun. I was actually expecting to have another roadtrip or fun-filled summer vacation but shit happened and all I can do is to stay at home to prevent having covid-19. First week of quarantine was bad. I was swarmed with a bunch of research papers with only around 5 people working over it out of the 14 members. It exhausted me, I even lost the will to finish it but I have to, so I did. The 2nd week was so-so, I finally had some rest from schoolworks but I still didn't get enough sleep. I was able to have a decent time to play games despite being sick. Third week and beyond...it's hell. I am living in hell, depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts devoured me. I barely got enough sleep, there are times that I don't even sleep at all. Games doesn't excite me anymore. Furthermore, I often get feverish...my body is getting weaker and weaker day by day and I can't do anything about it. My mom will just yell at me, telling me to fuck off, that hospitals are busy as of the moment and that I shouldn't get sick at all. It's either: get well or die. Damn, I don't even know what to do, just what the hell is going on. This is making me crazy, getting stuck in this house that I can't even call home...just end me.",2.2948292141071924,4.389555212996393,3.4321480144404326,89.43145445709526,78.09747292418774,6.716412107747849,24.011246875867812,7.748469712250963,1.1819909469591785,1082,37,224,17,26,349,148,277,0.25,0.6809999999999999,0.069,-0.9966,0,4,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,4,14,16,6,0,8,0,36,9,5,1,3,36,53,14,2,4,10,1,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,0,15,11,0,1,3,3,0,2,7,10,1,3,13,1,28,6,33,34,10,31,3,2,0,1,5,13,6,5,16,157,43,3,0.11146982012339426,0.0,0.10877846472556678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688582563204013,0.08527410728808191,0.0,0.11054810872822507,0.0,0.0,0.09173016411734083,0.0992317728840727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307264370553713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381784108495746,0.0,0.0,0.11382314941902255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377762462290802,0.0,0.09600879273395199,0.0,0.11568807447312722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872917463383067,0.2303562438972592,0.0,0.29449905957836114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210973934341612,0.0,0.1896323441051503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305205250332654,0.3494302816038817,0.0,0.12670173519827552,0.0,0.08915259811453931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857239380038328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362663655471496,0.0,0.0,0.12862120619786366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612608979521759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445852355418999,0.0,0.09842989339073276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216824764271776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744069705097045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055210609981885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092167564371474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477782122631218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727913791428262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141042111892024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442216849230635,0.0,0.0,0.3346509668831185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024650237795712,0.0,0.0,0.11881199672003465,0.08901994234197935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192989093108347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742953601905084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698917175648154,0.12999789706099776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682430978412629,0.0,0.1002247552781566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115135664898121,0.0,0.0,0.07918496199027764,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,virus06,2020/04/12,"Lucid Dreaming I woke up today after a lucid dream. I asked someone in my dream ON MY OWN COMMAND, if what I was in was a dream, just to do something. Obviously they became confused but, I still did it. I knew it was a lucid dream either way, but, was too scared to do anything random. It was like how I am in real life, anxious to do anything that might make me seem weird, draw attention to myself, or make myself seem more “weird” than I already probably seem to others, like I would be in the real world. It sucks because I’ve been wanting to lucid dream, but I was too scared to do anything in my dream. (I was in my school in the dream by the way.)",5.751204690831558,4.637213843283583,6.581684434968017,81.97067164179107,67.28358208955224,8.55266524520256,30.33688699360341,6.868970318607317,1.6484469083155648,501,15,105,3,7,167,70,134,0.132,0.723,0.145,-0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,3,6,0,17,1,0,3,1,23,27,6,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,0,6,0,0,11,0,18,2,19,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,10,1,8,5,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761367926546515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031713319930512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394043424623261,0.0,0.1492165055816842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729853600208847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273930420968943,0.15595759096044104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308568639050565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932405240666712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208969097149068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633488240541802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196006942852091,0.16153676555952567,0.0,0.4359167400417689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523948336021668,0.12287780036301905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746705978245612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129435625693344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414381768946424,0.2533865647274484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338441722542468,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawayimfedup,2020/04/12,"Sleeping problems I have high anxiety level on a daily basis. My anxiety managing was finally really better before the pandemic. Since the pandemic and lockdown, it's gotten worse. Since a few days, falling asleep is hard, anyone in the same case as me ?? My mental health obviously isn't good again :/",4.314968553459122,7.475432981132081,6.111603773584907,66.97860062893082,77.67924528301887,9.571069182389936,29.58805031446541,9.725611199111238,4.17853710691824,240,11,33,8,6,82,45,53,0.245,0.67,0.085,-0.7742,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,4,3,2,0,1,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,3,3,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37302721290669216,0.0,0.0,0.17047727700177853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207463934077558,0.0,0.0,0.21562969705223592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723696294538586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670813989418531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044958480322817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218405430298445,0.0,0.0,0.2591581061926762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575981315067075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457026396787696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332927721744999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619061406584195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033634893172449,0.0,0.24398558453234506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484627181065463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,choiaera,2020/04/12,"Anxious over my school work to the point that I get panic attacks over my lecture slides My university moved to online instruction 4 weeks ago and on top of it adjusted the grading scheme to remove the exams.

I am very stressed bec exams are where I make up for it because I’m better at theory than application. My career path is also aimed at theory / documentation than coding / developer so this is very very stressful for me. 

The past week is easter break and I’ve been trying to check my lecture notes and catch up but my mind goes kaput and the more I try to understand, the more I get the feeling that walls are collapsing in on me. I’m an international student and my visa expires this August.

The amount of tears I’ve cried the past week and the exhaustion is too much from excessive worrying

Am so scared, it’s just my brother providing me support, my counselling options are run out and my appointment for counselling is cancelled.

Please pray for me ;-;",4.6153479853479835,6.701590351648357,5.350791208791208,78.31087545787545,71.30769230769229,8.36981684981685,29.166300366300373,9.029198982220553,2.6024845421245417,772,31,137,16,15,250,110,182,0.157,0.768,0.075,-0.9395,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,1,4,11,0,11,1,0,1,0,16,19,11,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,19,2,24,18,4,27,1,0,0,0,1,14,0,1,7,89,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529241474539078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205376141527904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242224768257336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363240789626155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930384815688082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498397167245896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765085192217455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717153552340751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594800089171597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187804215982428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541072415788282,0.0,0.0,0.16221569473695704,0.1121965722915052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790719716965808,0.0,0.0,0.2913947194719623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675358740857311,0.14427948971653592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280375495061135,0.15446414717763304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34966170936410196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731964794619386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724404056336693,0.0,0.0,0.15888749217814238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777936019854487,0.0,0.0,0.3672785149529748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111245730577828,0.15499759328107066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,oopsididit_againlol,2020/04/12,"Tornadoes...how do you guys do it!! How do you guys do it...

...but seriously how. Those of you who live in tornado valley, how do you go about your day knowing there could be a severe tornado - I can’t focus on anything else. I live in South Carolina and we’ve had about three tornado watches in the last month, which is more than in the last seven years I’ve lived here. You’re not allowed to have basements here, there are no outdoor sirens, and no shelters as tornadoes aren’t usually a common occurrence. Do I go to the bathroom, interior hallway in between the garage and bathroom? I feel like I’m just SOL and anxious...and about ready to move back the west coast after this storm season.",3.1047777777777803,5.175728459259261,4.181203703703705,85.1229166666667,75.51851851851852,7.462962962962964,27.546296296296298,8.344100000000001,1.9854074074074075,542,22,106,10,12,176,86,135,0.07200000000000001,0.89,0.039,-0.508,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,0,0,12,2,0,0,7,0,14,0,0,4,0,14,19,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,1,2,9,1,17,16,1,22,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,11,73,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521346455597885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405149318565385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532910488569409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591680805791555,0.0,0.0,0.12856694541558972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653482577831485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079945664742658,0.14241865658183264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659513420145586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947839350630611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095598365014651,0.3250005067468916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739437612171534,0.0,0.528100144818182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912259397561754,0.21188193001823133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521346455597885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956045016571826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837754732444126
anxiety,aaazzznoway,2020/04/12,"My boyfriend(20) is using Zoloft and we think it might be tide to his problem of...  not being able to keep an erection. He is aware I’m posting this on here for him. His main issue is he can get off one time during the day but after that it’s harder for him to keep an erection. 

We’ve talked to the doc and they said to switch taking the Zoloft from night to morning and my partner did. It didn’t work at all. 

If you know anything at all about Zoloft being tied to this problem, please let me know. Also, if you know other drugs that have or don’t have this issue let me know. We don’t want to put him on anything that is just gonna have the same effect but he needs to be on something for the anxiety. 

I hope this doesn’t get taken down. Thanks!",2.4730168776371286,3.573538221518988,3.21208860759494,95.48475738396624,75.01265822784809,5.5198312236286915,20.761603375527425,4.7782277997778095,-0.3392928270042201,581,12,134,1,12,183,93,158,0.046,0.877,0.077,0.7133,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,2,2,1,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,20,4,0,2,2,30,39,9,0,7,7,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,11,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,1,15,2,23,27,4,13,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,5,4,93,26,1,0.15608523974370292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248213098309953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194047811798444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25688970596947225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066206702497804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810093243187436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309619117077634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502786157568202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258248761480668,0.0,0.2774714655355286,0.0,0.0,0.3431214631258969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192154654729459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558177342216393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573522752106424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464754239953496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576739796808783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133472172078285,0.0,0.0,0.14948651372910274,0.0,0.0,0.2987049893253051,0.0,0.15690877697491584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847280615651168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016204318957213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117356675239504,0.12545540330218966,0.0,0.14370231804268424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001311918201457,0.0,0.0,0.09101455849880127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480753238552648,0.0,0.0,0.09206311842995188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363191349964903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Gogo-plata,2020/04/12,"Help in truly believing the 'everything will be okay' sentiment and not attaching to anxious thoughts Hi all,

I love this sub and the variance in backgrounds and current mental states that the contributors all have, it's provided me with a lot of profound reading in the past so thank you to everyone that contributes here! Now I find myself in a bit of a rough patch and I'd really appreciate some help with what the title says.

I've been going through a rough patch for a while, with a rocky relationship that is likely now broken down whilst co-habiting in a house we are buying together (great timing with quarantine, unable to 'run'!!), a large increase in work demand and generally being under a lot of stress. Before the quarantine I had been seeing a counsellor who had tried to help with my situation, in the last session we spoke about how anxious thoughts can be countered with self-soothing affirmations, include the sentiment that 'everything will be okay'. I am having trouble with this concept and applying it to anxious thoughts that arise as I don't *truly* believe things will be okay or I wouldn't be worried about them. Maybe this is just a concept that hasn't been framed right for me to understand?

I feel stuck in a rut and very vulnerable to anxious thoughts currently, I feel like the slightest thing has the power to derail my day and cause a spiral of negativity with the associated anxiety, I also feel like some people have the intrinsic ability to not let these thoughts derail their day and I would love to be one of those people.

I do meditate daily and infrequently journal however I do these things because of the benefits I have heard from others' experience and not because I can truly say I've found benefits in them myself. Does working on mindfulness seem like something that could help with dealing with my situation to reduce my stress load?

If anyone could help in any way, sharing similar experiences or providing another point of view it would be massively appreciated!

Thank you!",7.8901490312965725,8.639077617486342,7.88889220069548,68.13433681073029,62.44262295081968,11.353999006458025,37.40139095876801,11.115808304768276,4.50556174863388,1632,76,265,43,22,527,195,366,0.067,0.741,0.191,0.9926,4,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,2,3,3,9,18,0,2,26,3,37,2,0,2,2,57,57,19,0,6,7,0,5,4,0,6,0,4,0,0,22,23,0,0,12,1,1,3,7,3,0,1,14,11,29,15,48,26,8,31,0,0,2,2,23,15,0,8,15,195,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822586806079811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801669476916577,0.0894595519640046,0.06526525685105106,0.3855238014701575,0.0,0.059653788709361215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040136919089802,0.0,0.07259624218508823,0.1922401517958008,0.0,0.0,0.09314119198258294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764135531160443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623315910211048,0.0,0.0,0.11004141701240157,0.08795536571247692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465917704093245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152153325041255,0.15335010300265156,0.16690764194613875,0.0,0.0,0.12941252132546147,0.12189720093767673,0.0,0.0,0.07797578537405273,0.0,0.0,0.09354279933295108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04848612054801911,0.0,0.0,0.09405939024412202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28592210755120223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844132440620464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695425954481764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723971996372777,0.0,0.16672116029246187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506244704256538,0.1539990933094233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570974817193179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597681527126175,0.0,0.0861431897653462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057811222688458036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144221633885124,0.11829247929068296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064965237562444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533745377167283,0.0,0.05465456777428414,0.0,0.0,0.09159570160255416,0.0,0.07285800283479209,0.0,0.13569081700549818,0.0,0.0,0.06798450440623452,0.07766699507122822,0.08900149062361215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917938449387412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567916740873622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954546371399415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709201263927874,0.0,0.0,0.17003722258315265,0.0,0.0,0.33865038643904943,0.04974749318172167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792285466629196,0.0,0.0,0.08881526429139626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039328719954896,0.0,0.06771857306483514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421974979144085,0.08664088043100474,0.0,0.12120975633499195,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erinsouza64,2020/04/12,"Can’t get out of my own head During the coronavirus epidemic, my anxiety has been through the roof. And I don’t even think it’s because of the fear of the virus. 

I have been working overtime lately because of the effect the virus has had on me and my boyfriend. I have been working around 50 hours a week, while still doing classes to earn my associates degree in nursing. 
I get home at midnight, wake up early to do homework and study, go to work, and get home at midnight again. I haven’t had time to spend with my boyfriend or my dog. I haven’t had time to just sit and watch tv. 
And when I do have time, these activities feel so difficult for me. I can’t just, sit and relax. My body won’t let me. 
I’m waiting for moments where I can just not feel completely overworked and stressed, but these moments are coming anymore. My mind is finding every possible thing to stress out about. I will watch tv, and something will trigger me. I’ll lay in bed, and my mind won’t stop racing. 

It’s getting to a point where I am so stressed out at work, and I’m just waiting until I can go home in my nice cozy bed, and I feel even more panicked there because I am in my own head. 

I don’t know how to escape this anxiety. I can’t not work as much because I need the money. I cant not focus on school because I need to get good grades. I don’t have time for my mental health, and don’t know what to do. 
I don’t have health insurance right now, and even if I did, the virus makes it so hard to be able to go to therapy or get medicine. 

I don’t know. I feel like I am constantly drowning and wasting my life right now. And I’m so hopelessly trying to prevent myself from having these thoughts. But I can’t get myself to stop feeling this way. 

Any advice is appreciated.",3.2516582597730164,4.122710866120221,4.246994535519125,89.68626733921819,72.85245901639344,7.160823875577973,27.46490121899957,7.321109707123232,1.2391806641445982,1371,49,304,14,26,445,164,366,0.107,0.831,0.062,-0.9438,0,0,1,0,0,1,40.0,0,0,0,7,22,10,0,4,10,0,46,7,4,4,0,58,75,30,1,3,12,0,6,1,0,4,3,0,6,0,10,22,0,5,12,3,2,4,18,6,0,0,8,8,45,4,42,61,4,46,0,1,2,0,0,19,0,3,21,202,55,10,0.08788777865972258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858829201313556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976670328895964,0.0,0.13446782023051798,0.0,0.08716106027983195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823875629827902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678778706304897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762350920951757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570753919959307,0.09214866378975588,0.09497546602577923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414714674609535,0.0,0.07404924408962782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988981852491064,0.22219350811316568,0.06278704663531434,0.0,0.0,0.08032783747362758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214241584078902,0.0,0.14984594996092307,0.07371609893235986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873018676009133,0.0,0.18039643305926512,0.1868411977949456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644758237814838,0.0,0.08655175833498563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449024740622164,0.0,0.0991412424503512,0.0,0.0,0.0898712082587503,0.06207773721776527,0.042937529269964685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058665774715150665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885702094628491,0.0,0.17748320491384728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460762981231706,0.13033534850836906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308235867399782,0.09908026505743664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150111365529478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889471241082056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766030582062904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018729356692635,0.14695623662749838,0.3020254605387129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050733439325286,0.0,0.05838873488996243,0.05631493981218664,0.0,0.06977307909567845,0.204992282045112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967003260464403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976122786072207,0.07049827473174347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199167480133497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,strayaway91,2020/04/12,"Coronavirus really taking a toll on my mental health. I’ve been diagnosed with generalized anxiety, OCD, and PTSD. This virus has got me f-up. Concerned about getting it, passing it to someone I love (I’ve been self-quarantining for a month, haven’t seen family) but still. This is so damn hard. I can’t sleep. It keeps me awake at night. I thought I’ve been doing fine with it. But I’ve been crying the past few days. Idk. I guess I don’t really have a place to talk about this so I’m posting here. For encouragement maybe? Idk. Fuck man. I can’t put what I’m feeling into words. I guess I’m just scared. People keep saying they can’t wait for life to be back to normal in a few months. But will it really be back to normal?",0.2269684210526321,2.559713626666671,2.2782807017543867,92.78984210526316,89.4,5.824561403508773,16.561403508771928,7.273561745256523,0.134066666666667,564,13,125,10,19,188,93,150,0.165,0.765,0.069,-0.9345,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,2,1,5,0,16,6,1,0,0,19,32,6,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,9,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,7,4,11,3,16,22,2,16,0,0,1,2,6,5,2,2,8,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345824818089978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280854944840094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629137306566142,0.0956489486440279,0.0,0.0,0.15053352373153564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981532228864746,0.0,0.07499098637717602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711202286731708,0.07748688097900476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861862791104386,0.0,0.3267647031749704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285839025934842,0.0,0.0,0.15764868467038926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636529801300961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475712781969232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338573399642777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899930451215027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494635785639001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676239285424944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918073333291422,0.2906284744910047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158055356871094,0.10282084313194667,0.0,0.15495443806644812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204186638748234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336875176411415,0.14909449005201594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850373298418119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794362831371387,0.1484861513790528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472172636490886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484190753094308,0.0,0.12566424765479225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844212777466727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115121409163178,0.11920754045900304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177431345404734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,priya109607,2020/04/12,I feel like crying and running at the same time. So I’ve talked to my mom about getting therapy a lot of times and she had refused me and mocked me for asking for it.  When I was 15 years old this started . Whenever I approach a big event In my life I feel like running from it. I get really anxious and I feel like dying. I don’t have many friends  and they also aren’t sympathetic to what I feel. Please guide me and help me. I need your help. I don’t want to run away anymore . I want to live my life.,-0.05249999999999844,1.98118652777778,2.0144444444444467,96.65000000000002,86.5,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.0020222222222221475,387,12,92,4,12,129,69,108,0.08900000000000001,0.693,0.218,0.9063,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,16,17,9,1,3,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,4,21,4,12,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,10,57,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332043889187104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817445584821269,0.1651907220233693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571861776645318,0.0,0.15649614199071582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296715335148125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728713116086978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368871917462175,0.3569886897005471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869004244748533,0.0,0.17404983579556788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329407127963866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530384324506526,0.2441301691110644,0.0,0.14708261719675167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161017780043814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688738328378808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950824570080987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235080795032893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478512183102068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284167133220505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670774163697164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789770497831438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388106851342182,0.0,0.0,0.1904850524277912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425430904312715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964922728181056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726434655464558
anxiety,lalauf,2020/04/12,"House buying anxiety. So my husband and I recently started looking at houses in person after MONTHS of looking online at pictures and being sure critical. We literally just looked at two and the first one I was so sure about, it checked all the boxes of a first home. I was ready to put an offer on a house but not my anxiety is creeping in and I’m starting to doubt everything and we’ve drawn up the paper work. Is it really too good to be true?! I’m just worried I’m going to lose it over this and be filled with regret thinking about all the what if’s.",2.407631578947367,4.2464046754385985,4.2788070175438575,84.6903157894737,76.80701754385964,7.016140350877192,25.43508771929825,7.908726449838941,1.5440624561403515,439,16,87,7,10,149,75,114,0.154,0.769,0.077,-0.8528,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,4,7,7,0,1,7,0,7,0,0,0,5,21,17,10,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,3,0,4,2,3,6,4,18,12,2,18,0,2,3,0,4,8,0,2,7,63,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407305802214369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414077759515127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676680277107058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942040907652693,0.13197000767340747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782566268597234,0.0,0.0,0.5446505143499799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39637996300631695,0.17602412180950866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558793459322573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066182058615393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373839276540614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817097334701866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079655276682928,0.0,0.15535506958570425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227332723686344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965837055092944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008176388438714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536991102881535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454598466723763,0.15978723154841928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dayanhewa,2020/04/12,"A story from my life that might help you. (This isn't medical advice but broscience that helped me. Take it with a pinch of salt and sorry for the long post.) I'll try to get straight to the point. This is my third time writing this since Reddit thought to stop working in the middle of the last paragraph. lol.    

Few months back I went to an outstation camp for a survival mission of 14 days. There were only two Platoons including mine and we had to basically starve ourselves for the whole campaign because of food shortages.    

In this isolation I learned two things about me and my environment.
1. We were not that socially interactive. We barely made good conversations.    

2. My anxiety was never there after the first 3 days. This is unbelievable even to me because being on my own for a field rank pass sounds to me like something to panic about.    

Thinking back about it, I feel like ""food"" had a major impact on how our behaviors were conducted. Instead of calling the reason food, I'd rather say it was the **energy** that made the difference. After a meal our engagement to activities were better and you could feel less tension on making jokes or small talk.
And I understand that this is common sense. When you eat food, you have energy to do more things.    

That's right and all but think about it.
Often times we eat more than we should and do so little. There's so much energy floating around your body that when it isn't used to do anything physical, it's magically transferred into your brain and this energy sort of over-activates the thinking process.    

And I don't want this to sound any illogical but I only have these anecdotes to support my theory. In which case, maybe I'm completely wrong. And if I am, you don't have to read this anymore. And I'm sorry for wasting your time. But if you stick with me,
What I personally believe is,
The more energy we have, the greater the risk of us overthinking.
And the less energy we have, the weaker the need to socialize.    

_A quick detour here_ This is why something like nofap(abstaining from PMO) make us more socially interactive. You're not losing your energy so therefore using it to make social connections seems easier now. But the moment you become alone, with that level of energy you start getting anxious to the core. Going back and forth and ultimately relapsing on the streak.    
   

Now don't get me wrong. I'm not asking you to starve yourself to cure anxiety. That isn't the purpose of this. But if you are over-consuming for the daily need of energy and you don't do much, restricting from some extra calories could really help you. 
People on elimination diets always say how they only focus on one thing at a time. And that's because the loss of energy forces your brain to stop working excessively. Is this a bad thing? I'm not skilled enough to answer that, but it sure seems like an anxiety killer to me.    


I'll end the post with this story.
I did this elimination diet (which I'm not going to name because I'm not here you to promote diets), and after the first two weeks, I was lying on my bed and wanted to pee. Our washroom is a bit far away from my room but I walked there and came straight back to my bed. That's it. That's the story... lol.    
well it's a normal story to you but for me, not so much because usually a washroom visit means I'm gonna do multiple things on my way back to the bed, checking the fridge, drinking some juice, annoying my sister and petting my dogs but on this diet, it's like my brain registered a single prioritized task and made me do just that and not anything else unnecessary to conserve energy. It was beautiful. No overthinking no overworking.
Thank you for reading through. I hope it helped someone out there struggling. Good luck to you all",3.8814840511803936,6.027053695530728,4.702139124166519,81.91953234817088,73.49720670391062,8.027176067759957,25.93386195710939,8.795588458614638,2.0492143449270133,2970,103,552,61,62,958,314,716,0.114,0.735,0.15,0.9803,0,2,3,0,0,0,88.0,12,21,1,11,34,26,1,4,42,2,43,19,5,12,4,110,86,44,0,13,24,1,2,5,0,3,2,4,5,1,51,37,12,4,13,4,1,7,18,10,1,7,17,7,69,16,83,63,22,70,0,2,0,0,55,27,0,13,38,391,120,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990792914763965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349496743141361,0.0,0.0,0.05101185690137672,0.0,0.0,0.04169047140626704,0.0,0.14069774236867694,0.06925881026821756,0.06079950024627676,0.0,0.0,0.10089992854702393,0.05457571612315837,0.05731323178006315,0.0,0.057599404536532214,0.2357042837010317,0.051188304250488176,0.1868591388067263,0.067708130005183,0.0,0.06907134733775623,0.0,0.05422055105397034,0.06693073806678247,0.06809761782578798,0.0,0.20531473724407592,0.06260071457348187,0.07011821818280171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427862039300722,0.0,0.0,0.09789638390690476,0.0,0.0,0.07907514496842477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405216590099047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005695707220748,0.0,0.12546355624080854,0.05121365156550884,0.0,0.054299295994483965,0.06334592544678656,0.0,0.040492315633779925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199674124144816,0.04379732239501097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429442787183033,0.2965278906852345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609023047450586,0.0,0.06968370846876748,0.10284184154720834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436961804474626,0.0,0.0,0.06089111315983638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499729189776366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043302541147874865,0.14975611316810647,0.061445143801673964,0.0,0.054254257079662686,0.0,0.06858620819519641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740288654853382,0.12276754457060499,0.0,0.061590544232439925,0.06678066961056121,0.0,0.06175977360131419,0.0,0.06503642893721581,0.0,0.0,0.04893420367770522,0.0,0.13520182953514098,0.09091587491354494,0.04728329451660712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060067280085475475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041542820321702235,0.13987889675796716,0.0,0.07192988073628162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250215601790622,0.05353040576423007,0.0,0.0,0.057954387778711,0.0,0.11742921731400638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264603112972952,0.0,0.039274465808187935,0.06303321565115272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235535212729766,0.0,0.09750665991864256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162213394302543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071330842832652,0.0,0.0,0.24997671986517794,0.05194473510436838,0.09439336252214824,0.0,0.13725504750612974,0.043393003281688096,0.0,0.0,0.10250983313351132,0.0,0.06409078664546672,0.0,0.0,0.06956980477519906,0.05778058019620939,0.0,0.04609480205325711,0.049275782309989816,0.0,0.05644271952365275,0.0,0.0,0.20364632382423467,0.11784804542260795,0.0,0.0486704535952367,0.14299307813228285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041623038434754484,0.0,0.17966240767355393,0.06382215069494811,0.14748816205028273,0.10589813503011017,0.06752036602435113,0.0,0.0723202359264815,0.04866218672514201,0.0491763163292601,0.0,0.05512183883849197,0.05683167034051954,0.05531951311648523,0.06844643432983233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926361536759046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340579037711999,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chocobo_whisperer,2020/04/12,Anxiety has gotten worse due to everything I have asthma and I’m currently living with my boyfriend and his family and my anxiety has been all over the place due to the pandemic. My anxiety usually peaks in the middle of the night and I always feel like I’m not breathing normally and spiral from there :( Do you guys have any tips on how to calm down when you’re having an anxiety attack?,4.2391228070175435,6.001693789473688,5.652631578947371,77.09675438596494,71.63157894736842,10.329824561403509,27.14035087719298,10.504223727775694,3.2136561403508765,312,11,57,10,6,105,54,76,0.19,0.753,0.057,-0.8442,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,0,7,2,1,1,1,11,11,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,2,10,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,7,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796282654542598,0.0,0.0,0.1468048316523066,0.0,0.6605860663303601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24559304072631746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940177404516063,0.0,0.2035111048429654,0.0,0.10915469235464506,0.1542236948669968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375372651606836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546736575995064,0.0,0.19062473402576569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025874156693583,0.2115151650560277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255471601754785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775974780215456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999870774147484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tankboat,2020/04/12,What will I expect if I go to the doctor? I been suffering from panic attacks since I was 13 and it's been a battle every single day. I want to go to the doctor but I'm afraid what she will ask of me. I have depression and stress. Will she send me to therapy? Or will she give me pills?,-1.04488095238095,0.9748940952380992,1.903472222222224,95.44187500000002,92.17460317460319,5.0547619047619055,14.224206349206348,6.6274283507984215,-0.5124269841269841,220,4,52,3,8,77,41,63,0.264,0.7190000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9441,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,3,0,8,3,0,0,0,7,14,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,0,12,0,6,7,1,4,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,38,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377066583998117,0.2892670465862606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398210229233234,0.0,0.21900102623553588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205090249037438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423211884087812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439174473128973,0.2890132168533443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983292174926042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103334728908079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912636275610705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907781094976934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997410792275326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,somucjmore,2020/04/12,"Q i cant enjoy my relationship, i mean  always think something will happen and destroy everything. He is very nice he knows everything(almost) but i really cannot enjoy it.  i overthink everything, he wll leave and stuff. On the other hand i am tryna think that just dont think live and whatver happens. So difficult. Any advice?",2.4703333333333326,5.436453366666669,3.7266666666666697,80.21833333333333,90.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.9928333333333341,262,10,43,6,9,85,47,60,0.19899999999999998,0.7,0.10099999999999999,-0.6309,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,10,13,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,12,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079761581070179,0.0,0.0,0.21311967540402585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709258469120853,0.0,0.0,0.1447324952825134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494365485529565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825578680018167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764118051074214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696644613996585,0.0,0.0,0.22535748080045306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793382416362048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318355399531585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634509866569444,0.0,0.0,0.22850102893375834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384783423057808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243640772579812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091208639012188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560800642066335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raymondsss,2020/04/12,"Havent been here in a while, but something weird is going on. So hi there everyone, it's been a while since i've been here, mostly because my anxiety has thankfully faded a little, still there, but under control. But now i'm in a interesting situation. As all of you know, the planet is in a pretty shitty situation right now. It effects a lot of people in a lot of different ways, and it sadly has effected me aswell. I moved out of a little town to live in the country's capital in september last year with my girlfriend. I was worried of health issues so i didnt want to go to work anymore, and thankfully my workplace said i can take a month off and they will still pay me, so atleast i'm not out of a job yet. But a nother point they said is that i will have 4 working days in a month from may to keep the virus under control. So here starts the fun part. 
There is absolutely no point in staying in the capital if there is no money to live off of, so i will probably leave work after the month off and come back to my hometown, because there is no point of struggling to make enough cash to just stay in the city where i have nothing to do. And then the objective is just to wait untill the option to work abroad opens up again. 
But my girlfriend is stressing that its the end of the world that she has to move back in with her parents in the age of 22 ( like thats the end of the world) in my opinion thats the smart move to do, because she is going to get her bachlors degree in a few months and then she can start lookimg for a proper job, but her mother (dont like her) has some shitty points on why she should stay in the capital. She's saying that the economy will fall apart and it will be really hard to get a job, so she should keep her part time job she has right now. 
But what is the point of staying in the capital, she would be waiting till the workplace is back open to get a shitty salary and we would still have to ask for help from our parents to pay off all the bills. And i dont see the point of staying there just for the fact that you have moved out of your parents homes. 

So basically everything is pretty shit right now, everyrhing is going down hill, but the weird thing is, that i havent felt a bit of anxiety (only whilst writing this post) at all. I have been so calm and havent even had a single worry in my mind or gut. And now i'm confused, because this has been going on for a little while now, but only yesterday i realised how bad things are, but still . Not a worry",6.283601600711428,4.854224080924858,6.632379576107898,83.06536794130723,66.37957610789981,9.757255076330221,30.94419742107604,8.502166056373571,2.0289854157403284,1954,57,431,23,26,635,215,519,0.136,0.789,0.075,-0.9826,10,0,1,0,0,2,45.0,2,3,2,8,38,16,1,3,44,0,55,3,2,6,4,68,84,40,0,6,17,4,2,2,2,10,1,3,1,0,18,20,0,6,4,0,5,11,11,8,0,0,11,6,40,8,77,61,13,108,0,1,1,0,33,51,1,10,41,317,58,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935697628922522,0.0,0.06065123781913006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717347078175044,0.0,0.0,0.14107770466367694,0.05106347917464118,0.14912277924045755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676752432923026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052681277051400334,0.0,0.0,0.13718538689543722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03944115826310443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638959716963997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335092497676435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083337692393108,0.06319145344259983,0.0,0.040393573226813806,0.0,0.0,0.05843806417756488,0.05496390219610955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872024021149527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585590994987116,0.0,0.17378445371008458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478459377846421,0.0,0.0,0.06500695313647127,0.0,0.0,0.040992198759404984,0.0,0.06134538379899585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383194228975801,0.24275525188095146,0.10871817268531496,0.0,0.0,0.03361024746108774,0.04985105767566507,0.0,0.06475635489383749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975637035065005,0.18388592082749186,0.10800537324848364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039868639858432,0.0,0.0,0.04082272338896071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175106197407021,0.0,0.19525950132644374,0.2600005377098349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868172047283711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302519701401152,0.0,0.0,0.20372258862575796,0.13245398359212526,0.0,0.04239851252109033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468783797489129,0.0,0.058571430335582875,0.12443716130442567,0.06593751060074872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039178693185024496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566830434517338,0.11634848396135407,0.04863444268225529,0.0,0.0,0.04873415247684108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277670629416718,0.05058964165202463,0.13748589571989395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047081589944719685,0.0,0.0,0.08657437482424453,0.3259257327752305,0.19536000229192968,0.0,0.07005505277913032,0.06393449826238287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598239772092577,0.0,0.0,0.11261016262044543,0.0,0.0,0.08125988909266803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566109570457215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03607193982306814,0.048543521705118636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518461389445214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809188372684434,0.18632348273462426,0.0,0.08688825194066642,0.0,0.0,0.0393830556142193
anxiety,naterose4321,2020/04/12,"I think i might have some form of anxiety, long read, help if you can. Growing up, being depressed, having anxiety, etc is seen as very bad and taboo. My parents believe half of it is fake to get medicine, and the other half can be fixed without medicine. The way i’ve grown up is essentially just not being able to express my mental state to my parents. Im a guy, so i must suppress my feelings according to them. 

Please keep in mind, im making this post before i research anxiety. 

I don’t know if I have anxiety. I’ve most definitely have had an episode where recently i was with friends, but i felt a sudden painless type pain around my whole body, pure anxiousness, breathing hard, hard to leave my friends and sit in my car alone for it to pass. I consider that an anxiety attack, but I’m not sure if thats the right thing to call it. So i think i can say that ive had multiple anxiety attacks. 

I’m constantly asked if i have ADHD in school. Restlessness runs in my family, so it’s honestly probably just a small undiagnosed ADHD. no problem. Ive started to realize not everyone feels the need to always stay in motion or just doesnt sit still without acknowledging it. It got me thinking, is there anything else that i’ve been thinking is completely normal in my 17 years of life that ‘normal’ people don’t experience?

Please let me know if this is anxiety. I will be researching and looking more into the topic but,
-I am rarely able to do leisure activities. I feel like its wasted time. I can tan, but watching tv, or playing video games, after 20 minutes i feel like a waste of time and space, and need to do something active. In some cases its more extreme then others, for example, i feel the need to have something other than school going on. Im 17, and from ages 13-16 i sold candy/food at school because i thought that school was not enough to do throughout the day. Now that i can get a job, ive done so, as well as moved to another side gig that makes a bit more money. 
-My mind is constantly going at 100 miles an hour. It doesnt matter what im doing. Im always quiet because if i start talking i know im going to stop myself before i end up getting my point across. This kind of correlates to the last thing, because not only would i think about school but also profits/who purchased/stock throughout the day. My head never rests. Always tons of thoughts, from the time i wake up till sleep. Ive tried meditation. Impossible. Smoking weed calms my mind, but i strictly limit myself because of my age, and i have friends who have gone down a dark path. My writing and typing is always super long because of the ‘state of mind’ im always in. Typing this on my phone right now, my fingers are always at a fast pace without stopping.
-huge over-thinker. Seriously put myself into my own states of sadness, i think of stuff that isnt likely to happen a lot, which usually results in me being sad. 
-need a lot of reassurance because i always feel like im not good enough, regardless of what it is


Im not sure what anxiety is, but i think i have it. If you’ve read this far, thank you for the time. If you can help me out in the comments, that’d help out a lot.",4.432928985400928,5.276003727129339,5.422062211136382,82.45009280316927,70.08832807570978,8.295150759298657,29.57068446922456,8.499448955792047,2.114770493727533,2489,94,496,38,43,820,299,634,0.127,0.767,0.106,-0.735,4,1,2,0,0,0,83.0,0,3,1,2,16,29,2,1,27,0,57,8,6,3,5,102,101,36,0,18,30,2,10,4,3,4,2,2,0,1,37,15,0,6,21,6,2,12,17,11,1,2,13,15,65,18,72,77,18,87,0,3,3,0,24,36,0,17,35,322,102,13,0.09507326006251496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425958306067535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923361241486892,0.0,0.03801502586148522,0.2768799898622857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984630138290002,0.2909231348834708,0.0537028611715354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039118596132348214,0.04231767907864365,0.04444033210586616,0.10815955854256934,0.0,0.0,0.03969110046973709,0.17386733068803914,0.0,0.08090034183672032,0.053557503552910606,0.0,0.0,0.05189768811489755,0.052802479598595665,0.0,0.0,0.04854021417577449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984125216553955,0.10274041873316322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061314387525756735,0.0,0.04094322978981574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864647688740418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03971075462397905,0.0,0.04210334458837835,0.09823609232895823,0.053015908225507884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045423287132392506,0.0,0.046499945734715775,0.044813304141738536,0.0,0.1442156907583324,0.10188053397779442,0.04564261956907547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748148172516681,0.0,0.11018004732732077,0.0,0.0745077815678458,0.0,0.08104848698649776,0.039871469910083016,0.0380193855897934,0.0,0.0,0.04706873742927194,0.042036484944509435,0.0,0.08516696672461062,0.0,0.04878629673016622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558840324238882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046814005055865235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621294598438418,0.0,0.04717277028367938,0.04225274094799657,0.0,0.04950208504383935,0.07837466602471083,0.03874869810496778,0.0,0.050334427455575266,0.0,0.04860942491218255,0.033576527616244176,0.09289598506136792,0.0,0.0,0.08413684337430652,0.03991879682005154,0.0,0.0,0.12124182877979515,0.0,0.0,0.06346213934769207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047905742336800665,0.05042885231181166,0.19199378064649905,0.0,0.0,0.050523914700036886,0.0,0.14099123533490165,0.03666317962039002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315160889681977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615374922135986,0.0505823259348767,0.0,0.10556760413765516,0.0,0.0,0.03295591384375793,0.0,0.0,0.10436188958447493,0.04493748057623893,0.0,0.045526951231719764,0.0,0.051252527251969465,0.04548613497779698,0.0,0.04778744288672938,0.0,0.0,0.095098988236911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693668729408906,0.0,0.0,0.08119204462192033,0.0,0.037803036181477116,0.0,0.24054803725593785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047570960416955466,0.0,0.0,0.07319204045535795,0.0,0.0,0.06729334281163213,0.050667722663436235,0.03796281414853053,0.07948550251104243,0.0,0.0,0.05441806834669854,0.0,0.0,0.08960542246310403,0.0,0.0,0.038208142563582716,0.0,0.04376534218511697,0.0,0.0,0.06316244945053616,0.2436764246322936,0.0,0.07547754870343429,0.11087596500271403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032274251404876594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235488205492536,0.039222698214424236,0.0,0.03773236427081481,0.0,0.0,0.04274113931786235,0.0,0.0,0.053072949798971474,0.0,0.13747084500460097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033768658081659735,0.0,0.0,0.03061203119049332
anxiety,Raveniy,2020/04/12,"I wonder if having friends is the only way I found out three months ago about my mental illness (GAD) and the general doctor told me to see a therapist if I things don’t go well, and so i was trying to heal by myself through reading books and changing my mindset and meditation and whatever, things didn’t go well. i need help and my mental illness is getting worse. I believe now i do need therapy but due to the quarantine I can’t see a psychiatrist. i don’t have friends and I don’t have family support and I can’t talk to people ,because I have a terrible social skills.. and it wasn’t like this before. I’m having a hard time just talking to people and i can’t help but to think having friends can heal me a little bit ..",4.132953020134227,4.825248503355707,5.584758389261747,81.56116442953022,70.67785234899328,8.376107382550336,29.66510067114094,8.548686976883017,2.17628,573,22,115,9,10,194,81,149,0.079,0.746,0.17600000000000002,0.9343,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,8,0,19,5,0,0,0,22,32,15,0,4,5,0,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,3,2,0,2,8,1,2,1,5,3,19,7,10,27,1,10,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,3,6,80,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554287055027316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633387222608349,0.0,0.12051326285746625,0.15956396121757746,0.0,0.0,0.15461887026654375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982148941117124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449601738426598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351235307373222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552855578349858,0.3282596019681732,0.0,0.07399372001941999,0.0,0.1609785965407025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686904424175635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985779465679595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919129148242015,0.14194642091800358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285451318871755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304449209106796,0.0,0.0,0.21002771334152265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771292640494208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963712200760125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166428851443974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257151115027279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436983340869705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071546392140934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276671679511043,0.0,0.0,0.1619616309639223,0.1644386583030659,0.18817999282912484,0.09074819817556676,0.0,0.0,0.08258323766984589,0.0,0.0,0.1353296764328753,0.0,0.0961547319771256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241609690055464,0.0,0.0,0.25467749779535154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358731499127615,0.0,0.0,0.1443289552499322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LorenzMatterhorn,2020/04/12,"Does anyone else always wake up with severe muscle pain/stiffness/ burning sensations ? Every morning I wake up with my hands cramped up, incredibly tense muscles all over my body and I burning sensations (stabbing) all over my body. Once I get up and get moving the pain goes away, but it still drives me nuts. I have tried magnesium and many other supplements, but nothing really seems to help. 
Does anyone else suffer from this and could this be anxiety related ? It might also be a spinal cord issue or the way I sleep . Not really sure",5.3132653061224495,7.523255581632654,5.442602040816325,77.86043367346939,69.71428571428571,8.573469387755104,27.556122448979593,9.188382445141503,2.566363265306123,429,15,71,9,8,135,68,98,0.177,0.7859999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9141,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,9,7,0,3,16,8,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,11,4,2,11,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,3,1,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249615159269304,0.13002130634605022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953890313568573,0.0,0.0,0.2185220380417503,0.3202148260125065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681194289934604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471405185614434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476134466873995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734893437362549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610712992539266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165626394963792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327938969879133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047381616743422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630954302005585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584236850085384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576776389158748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608024928048454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993622475062826,0.0,0.0,0.16641240000329388,0.0,0.0,0.3325445128441288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020903611866211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225374799103105,0.0,0.17652995860269993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563734126990413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478988761280713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727373153791448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609066519263638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403236172897734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,edvmattsson,2020/04/12,"Please don’t bury your feelings. I’ve lived with mental illness for a long time, long enough for it to become a part of my personality. 

But about a year ago I realised that I had started to loose my friends and social connections. I had a girlfriend at the time but she was manipulative and broke me even further, I think she potentially could be a reason for me becoming more isolated. Around this time was when I realised something had to change.

I started thinking of happiness as a choice, that I could just stop thinking negative thoughts and instead focus on all the positives. I told myself that from that point onwards I should never become angry or sad, I should leave my problems behind me and if I would encounter any more I would leave them be not to be acknowledged. 

It worked. I broke up with my girlfriend, (unfortunately not realising her true character until she had hooked up with one of my friends), found new friends and stopped being sad. It become one of my fundamental principles, at least for a while. 

Even though the concept of solely hiding your feelings and thoughts beneath the surface can sound promising, it was bound to break at sometime. And it did. 

Even though I look happy on the outside, even though I’ve left a toxic relationship, even though I’ve made real friends that listens to my problems and cares about me deeply I still feel as though life is meaningless. I still feel bad about myself in every way, as if the masquerade has made the problems worse. Not dealing with your problems and burying it inside of you doesn’t help. 

Please don’t think that your feelings, or burying them, like many men seem to do will help you in the future. They won’t disappear, they are still inside of you and burying them will make them worse. Please talk to someone, please explain how you feel, not “later”, NOW. Hiding them behind a mask isn’t courageous, feeling sad isn’t weak, it’s normal.

Please don’t bury your feelings as I did, because when spring comes and the snow melts away they are still there, fierce and powerful after months or years of isolation. 

(I’m sorry if nothing of this makes any sense, I just feel so broken and wanted to vent my feelings and thoughts. I’m not a native English speaker so sorry if the incorrect grammar annoys you.)",6.632417429193901,7.526800616470588,5.986065359477128,80.18144226579523,65.18823529411765,8.366884531590411,32.91721132897604,8.285830014693849,2.4780047930283224,1822,73,326,22,27,556,204,425,0.195,0.6609999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.9753,1,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,10,8,2,28,23,1,0,20,0,34,3,0,7,3,83,68,39,0,16,16,0,10,1,6,7,3,3,0,2,15,20,0,3,22,0,0,2,14,12,0,2,16,14,54,11,50,39,6,48,0,5,1,0,39,16,0,8,29,236,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762135036214519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884087113474502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057866564835572815,0.0,0.0,0.06107257794990777,0.0,0.054274896183670665,0.03962530311641825,0.2871633886396412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627502059990957,0.0,0.06876468966577043,0.05599443847155439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379941572792674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670153700557458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716560701949982,0.0,0.2146697628920644,0.0,0.05476793838339503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286753433108112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127257402169865,0.20088501988035595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839407565823256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714045215751721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765785237921602,0.0706260880999184,0.0,0.04591363124258254,0.0317572446053104,0.0,0.057398952393075374,0.11505144441243287,0.05458625554706598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301506168229352,0.08678018457351289,0.06590296852367789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655078635049182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188487611235367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050134419154670484,0.06278042548814214,0.0,0.0,0.06368926336612446,0.06237225386953465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809560281988711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039205244896761,0.0,0.0,0.056758223544700524,0.0,0.3567695689772969,0.061448966245990326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487968561716943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398778995930612,0.0,0.06683404120691519,0.0,0.06978903206970673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917640582418503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662625023317102,0.05507693888982422,0.0500425832261119,0.06428975510900249,0.14553135844520446,0.09201909626411743,0.0,0.20764632598911925,0.10869105028173832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052247051517014184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660551726714806,0.3193262130821746,0.15481566667067936,0.11371153895773675,0.0,0.0,0.062113273863782015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038340528704376035,0.051596456871342664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047323050919477146,0.0,0.13248748035482324,0.0923527133263228,0.0,0.0,0.08371976564883175
anxiety,foggysyk,2020/04/12,"difficult days anyone feels like their anxiety worsened these days? I've been alone for 3 weeks, I get panic attacks every night at that makes falling asleep difficult. the feeling of loneliness takes over me, and the thoughts keep coming and attack me. I'm scared I might push away my loved ones because of this, I get anxious over things in my mind that I think might happen, but in reality could maybe never happen at all. I don't know what to do and how to calm down my mind. I don't want all these negative thoughts anymore. I need someone to tell me that things won't happen as bad as I imagime them. I just need to be reassured that everything is and will be fine.
how are you all feeling lately?",5.281449275362321,6.04464047826087,5.353768115942028,83.98905797101452,68.1304347826087,8.45217391304348,29.826086956521745,8.515128840125781,2.083660869565217,558,20,110,8,9,175,89,138,0.187,0.68,0.132,-0.4885,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,4,12,2,2,2,0,13,2,1,3,4,30,34,9,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,3,3,18,5,17,24,3,17,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,7,74,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998797167962432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339922658893537,0.15269557198945807,0.1340452489845716,0.09450902230760744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075345577032076,0.1269899668778172,0.0,0.11285535178021268,0.08239403180924704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643084548808375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791655443166123,0.0,0.0,0.17433774048879114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138805485987213,0.0,0.12147567337392925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050272267604096,0.09656038226492357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123404322695654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585722421302005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013897037196294,0.0,0.0,0.07428197925308548,0.0,0.15246960610886606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603375157778478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198976846082255,0.0,0.09022226615094037,0.0,0.13578927134747718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867728936798408,0.2729519388230906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044311285572766,0.10424593887476176,0.0,0.0,0.12684119853286158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158985963679707,0.0,0.0,0.15858450700531634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353216135267838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145230622340366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016256579921768,0.0,0.11813830706260192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795924115904811,0.08660691029274244,0.0,0.2146084439490129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972256344312488,0.0,0.10841950245969983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConlonCreations,2020/04/12,"I constantly suffer from anxiety and panic attacks, and I don't know what to do I just needed to put this out there because I don't know what else to do. I don't have anyone to talk to about it and I always feel alone, which makes it even harder to deal with, especially at night. I can't sleep most nights, I usually only get a few hours if I'm lucky. I'm just so tired of it, can anyone tell me what I can do when I start to panic? Sometimes it's just random and I don't know why it happens, I don't want to live like this for the rest of my life.",1.6777235772357706,2.3508314065040707,3.7465040650406496,92.5438211382114,76.39837398373984,6.767479674796747,20.170731707317074,6.937597516519254,0.09144878048780523,425,8,105,4,9,146,72,123,0.184,0.7709999999999999,0.045,-0.9367,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,2,2,0,12,3,1,1,0,20,24,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,1,14,2,16,24,3,10,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,8,70,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493354658840407,0.0,0.0,0.1405416115136562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921105438327626,0.0,0.0,0.23620312886180306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215261937161413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296227618109913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252515857989374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413254908829473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109757142209114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155946163836784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540290877387298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882453391683351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493611993263417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633636113113534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27847557020300484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930185029971915,0.0825179350728522,0.0,0.1491452764774658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274469377374492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524013384992808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31700981801005684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845906005162816,0.0,0.396344770362174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979511468960792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902592379837988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705031887581115,0.0,0.11955108047559095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357585917295863,0.1476294912659193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941302361535153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602383107520484,0.0,0.09962392196196662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240953758207246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hatonafan123,2020/04/12,"My mum is experiencing lots of anxiety during lockdown, any tips? As stated in the title, my mum is really struggling with anxiety in relation to the COVID19 situation. She’s never really had anything like this before so it’s manifesting quite significantly. I’ve tried to listen as best I can and will try to summarise what she’s saying.  She’s worried that when anyone leaves the house (which is very rare) there is the chance we’ll bring it back into the house. She’s worried one of us will give it the rest of our family. She’s worried she isn’t cleaning enough - we’re a relatively clean family but she’s really second guessing everything. She’s basically washed her hands raw. She’s worried about making food incase it’s in there. She is nervous about going to the supermarket - she’s really the best of us to go because she knows what we buy, etc - Ive offered (though I need driving there) but she dismisses the idea. She has a habit of overthinking so said she thought what if our whole family died, what happens to the house/etc. She’s said she’s had a few thoughts of it being easier if she wasn’t here to deal with it which is massively concerning. She was a nurse many years ago so has a background in dealing with ICU patients so the potential of needing such care scares her. She’s reading a lot of things on the Internet constantly. I’m trying my best to make sure it’s correct information and not Facebook bullshit - for the most part, I think it’s reliable but she’s reading it a lot which I don’t think helps. It is also information from other countries, although important, might not be helpful to us specifically. She’s been a SAHM for a while now so her day to day is in the house with me as I work from home. Her workload has obviously increased with having the whole family at home but she’s not letting herself do a routine because she seems to be so anxious. Unsurprisingly, there is a lot of tension in the house at the moment. 

I just don’t know what to suggest anymore. I’ve had periods of anxiety - especially social - but I’m not sure what I can do to help ease her concerns. It seems some moments she’s with it, saying how irrational she is being, and others she’s just going “I’m terrified”. If anyone has advice for her, and possible me/my family, that would be greatly appreciated.

I hope you’re all staying safe. Thanks!",3.5476960784313722,5.639782982570808,5.029912309368196,79.43885539215691,74.29411764705883,8.250130718954248,28.032734204793034,8.982922981607832,2.468282309368192,1875,76,350,42,40,628,216,459,0.09,0.7659999999999999,0.145,0.9857,0,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,7,0,0,5,22,15,0,4,28,0,40,3,1,3,6,59,68,27,1,7,14,2,1,1,0,5,1,5,4,0,27,12,1,1,11,2,1,6,9,4,0,2,10,7,54,11,49,47,18,31,0,0,0,0,59,10,0,14,14,254,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680207580155531,0.061703859984381326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566600477276232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473362626187815,0.0,0.15975125869246434,0.07863795061400722,0.06903306711748514,0.09734396003725423,0.0,0.05728198020807504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352474796898847,0.0,0.08486556250304142,0.0,0.05923182626798601,0.0,0.21914992152682594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097064830756533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522221161172743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978362927028204,0.1435269039941775,0.0,0.0,0.07224277919968568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192433334606263,0.1552640690587261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255975781826742,0.0,0.3281041569360917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417104456846931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677495091218483,0.11868058382636815,0.0,0.0,0.0767437720482579,0.0766817654150637,0.0,0.06155469103394664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997161360614832,0.0,0.13964628421180367,0.06913708640029127,0.0,0.3212761018650337,0.0,0.07857968249233141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651017694760823,0.0,0.0,0.07370549974595869,0.0,0.07117955118647573,0.0,0.034007265749592015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367151081822545,0.0,0.0,0.09292861629741676,0.07057223610315817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384376755924585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322785005680983,0.05368647489994202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716861638502228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537937450313202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847328343378235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403735762005678,0.13925495545812927,0.0,0.1783723105063544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242751493834232,0.1107111698500787,0.06969039260851433,0.0,0.0,0.1267381842461389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824302856969402,0.0,0.07095724311203681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419354920038045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277006485558844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121064004194408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408628408764458,0.0,0.0,0.04624488781599289,0.08920481249977084,0.06839013600871699,0.1105229706187979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177909329490065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511918720205728,0.0,0.0,0.05743441853650901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543112281858626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067591942252525,0.2827638138244434,0.0,0.04944798114284403,0.0,0.0,0.04482568236473044
anxiety,rockclimber1234,2020/04/12,"How to get over anxiety of family Hi I am pretty sure I have anxiety, I worry a ton especially when I have free time. I make to do lists and rarely accomplish them just because I have convinved myself before that they will take too much time so I just don’t do the work. I worry about everything from my parents dying, becoming poor, failing classes, just random stuff. My father is an abusive alcoholic (previous posts), and my mother is healthy but a cancer survivor (10 years ago), but I worry that she will have a heart attack from general family trauma. I worry my father will die due to alcoholism and depression. I worry I won’t be successful in my career. I just worry all the time and I don’t know how to stop. I worry about the future and I hate the past. I don’t know how to sit in the present.

Background- my father has been an alcoholic for 17 years, I am the oldest member of my family, if my father dies he is the sole earner in our household and he pays my tuition. If my mother dies, I won’t be able to handle it because she is the only one who knows me super well and knows what I am capable of. I don’t know how to stop worrying about their deaths and all of the different ways life could go due to this. 

Sometimes in situations I get such bad anxiety that I sweat a ton and it starts to smell. I am not sure what my triggers are but I think it is where my self esteem feels lower (workplace situations). This doesn’t happen with friends or at a bar and I frequently travel alone as well. 

I am planning on starting therapy after the quarantine ends. I am a runner and use running to help with depression. I eat healthy, run every day, and have a ton of hobbies. I just worry a ton about family life, studying, my career, and once again a LOT about my family.",3.0980995738086,4.746841421348319,4.8425300271212715,82.20870786516855,74.3932584269663,8.056412243316544,25.197210383572262,8.74248658614541,1.8860915536613725,1390,46,271,28,29,472,176,356,0.23,0.66,0.11,-0.9939,3,2,3,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,3,6,22,15,2,0,21,0,34,10,2,7,4,51,51,26,5,3,12,7,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,12,15,5,2,7,3,4,5,8,7,2,1,1,2,52,9,34,42,8,38,0,3,0,0,20,8,0,5,22,199,64,8,0.06917007279357575,0.08195522548638122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061315096048130235,0.22176531556180584,0.0,0.07163933481165814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587447490808117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869094351862109,0.0,0.0,0.05775412154676497,0.08433086872311914,0.0763929109838838,0.058858637330744326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055226674705621086,0.0,0.0,0.04460897465450725,0.0,0.1191521646824125,0.0,0.2871504600544485,0.07226800396975602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077825279543165,0.0,0.0,0.06126415372979049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827876960936474,0.0,0.06216560131482503,0.0,0.326036943254758,0.0,0.034974467132575376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344062665653232,0.0,0.07227701629034197,0.0,0.03931094639354215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611668669336856,0.0,0.0,0.06829112655925422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819668693013029,0.04636324175097612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007031526834373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977137360323596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880592234388725,0.0,0.0,0.04617156070412959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050847962313859116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366387005819396,0.04687143146048109,0.05260695728236905,0.0,0.0,0.07680518011103776,0.0,0.06603066123834572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624580936210564,0.07037083112111213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215947135603741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550011986484286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841097066702803,0.0,0.09791786707940753,0.0,0.0,0.11565855617252545,0.0,0.0,0.07918318455371891,0.0,0.0,0.13038395002751646,0.0,0.05200728641899667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910200647107246,0.0,0.0,0.044321389680997116,0.0,0.0,0.1210008770907736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974073425226219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490398418166826,0.0,0.0,0.12438440486643372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050356636805314096,0.6322100986539959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908651809828856
anxiety,PocketHealer21,2020/04/12,"Horrible Anxiety from Roommate I live with a roommate. He's really loud, obnoxious and always doesn't take cues that I don't want to talk; but it also means 50	% off of rent and utilities. So I suck it up. I've already had to move my gaming console from the living room to my bedroom because he's always trying to breathe down my neck and talk with me when I'm clearly trying to focus on my game. So now I try to steer clear of him to the point where I have to wait till 2:00am to hope he's asleep so I can use the kitchen. So it means I go hungry from the anxiety of the forced conversation I'll have with him if he walks into the kitchen at the same time as me. I know he's just trying to be friendly and such, but Im not a social person. Am I somehow the asshole in this situation?",4.183928571428574,3.9275038214285733,5.641761904761907,84.53657142857145,70.30952380952381,8.624761904761906,28.704761904761906,8.238735603445708,1.732829047619048,614,20,137,8,10,209,102,168,0.102,0.8079999999999999,0.09,0.2288,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,1,0,10,0,8,5,3,1,2,24,19,15,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,5,8,2,1,3,2,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,17,2,28,17,1,17,0,0,0,0,15,10,1,3,4,88,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382706525356424,0.13321533761592,0.2772186635808767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548691126437474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154666754833658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287006200892589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467222773530223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545323028288167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993683819093395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154895429208684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941894132220473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629126463337236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770500006751909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454527285253698,0.0,0.0,0.15747356501571072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067165124497248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724482760264446,0.0,0.16980908071365852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524871862568998,0.26778414566024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971351378606586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45239220016500503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143873117212295,0.0,0.0,0.09825421172254874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WeDineAtNight720,2020/04/12,"Need help understanding please I first learned I have anxiety about 5 or so months ago. I had a panic attack in December and that’s where I learned a lot, I was rushed to the ER because I felt like I was dying. Besides that, ever since we started quarantine I feel these weird sensations and awful feelings throughout my body. I know some of the symptoms but I be feeling things that make me scared and feel uncomfortable. I just have a hard time figuring out if what I’m feeling is due to my anxiety or if there’s something serious going on? I be scared to fall asleep, like I feel it more actively at night. My nerves feel off, so does my chest and stomach. My chest be feeling like there’s someone kind of jumping on it and my breathing would feel odd. I would love to get some support",3.4401923076923064,5.290684685897438,4.142564102564105,86.73576923076925,73.93589743589743,7.364102564102564,29.30769230769231,8.139509932561175,1.9964000000000004,625,27,125,10,13,199,98,156,0.175,0.649,0.17600000000000002,0.4748,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,8,12,1,3,5,1,11,8,6,1,1,36,31,12,1,5,6,0,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,15,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,4,11,22,6,13,22,4,19,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,7,11,81,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811524168813126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038668627345712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158746232857684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122600781039656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800714786307648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828913341163854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166051658420364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052935212305085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6063622360685095,0.09519153501534706,0.1279378164581113,0.0,0.0,0.11333965342819492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961594939792214,0.0,0.07572722271555496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936295352874307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931251613082639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875602957117522,0.07322895232207442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952929564300665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328165783006268,0.1202604323178076,0.0,0.08894326851262906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635631833431483,0.0,0.0,0.09880080809768256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250430881518532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633640109326544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626496464202265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668065682885643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022312349279703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112899574680704,0.10257989053192636,0.0,0.0,0.09431276537993136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151206880812047,0.0,0.13849443644489387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852324802061218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769727610980619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387146099443961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893093963701966,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yakrome,2020/04/12,"Help stopping biting nails due to anxiety (especially now) I've always bitten my nails when I'm feeling nervous and or anxious. I know I know it's not very nice nor hygenic, but I always just kept doing it because it eases feeling that way somewhat and everytime I've tried to stop I couldn't do it.

However now with the pandemic where you're supposed to be limiting putting your hands anywhere near your face I feel like I need to stop doing it, but like I said, I've always found it impossible to do so, but nowadays I bite them bc of feeling anxious about coronavirus which only makes me MORE anxious bc I know I'm not supposed to.",2.80952380952381,5.087425746031748,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,77.25396825396825,6.73968253968254,29.54761904761905,7.793537801064563,2.1401238095238093,508,24,94,8,12,168,79,126,0.142,0.732,0.126,-0.0063,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,7,4,0,1,1,0,6,2,2,1,0,27,20,9,0,2,7,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,5,8,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,6,14,3,10,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,9,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39394477573582093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072822962866216,0.5348589158711138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620270789687432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191845165452751,0.11274324177932052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303626926267912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578023138752628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601933924764289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542011132330446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053429007626115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701800368649788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002560441765375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586479089882359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011843628168647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958218312124184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714619134739688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021410397171598,0.0,0.1252663949175141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,finnissupercool,2020/04/12,"Does anyone here experience internalised guilt and shame for things that they really love An example would be, i love having sex with my girlfriend and it makes me feel so good that she enjoys it too. But there's this part of me that feels ashamed of wanting sex or wanting things that make me feel good. Sometimes this gets in the way and i feel really shite and it will stop me from doing things that are perfectly okay. Has anyone experienced this type of thing before and how did you kinda overcome it?",6.5384375000000015,7.278109302083332,5.891666666666668,81.32000000000002,65.35416666666666,9.316666666666668,27.458333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.0744708333333333,407,11,77,7,6,124,67,96,0.08900000000000001,0.693,0.21899999999999997,0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,5,10,0,3,2,1,8,4,0,3,1,21,19,9,0,3,2,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,10,7,7,15,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,1,56,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523921545075016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357550937387054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793959574742755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654444196241778,0.0,0.0,0.36502520945447336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429354888424188,0.0,0.0,0.30275675785323425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32578117663185163,0.0,0.2409441086404308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544266258525184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312407042817575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784997095313638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508896780758804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796125765325041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290400703522688,0.14325692404282522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820808288374974,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shays_anatomy,2020/04/12,"So I finally had the guts to tell one of my friends that I have been making myself vomit TW: bulimia

She was nice about it at first and told me to reach out to her before I did it. I reached out after a few times and she talked me into doing this prior to throwing up. I started doing this and the first few times she told me not to and managed to talk me out of it about 5 times. I had a tough time, but I got to about a week without doing this. Then someone texted me a lot of really fucked up stuff about how fat I was and stuff (I'm actually dangerously underweight) and all I wanted to do was binge and purge. I texted her again and all of a sudden she got really mean. We had previously discussed what was ok and not ok to say (because of triggers and stuff). She knows I have an anxiety disorder. She sent me a video and said to watch it. So I did. It was about the consequences of doing this kind of thing. (Which I am well aware of by the way). Watching these sorts of videos makes my anxiety go insane, so I had a really bad panic attack and I couldn't get myself to calm down or to leave the bathroom. I ended up throwing up because I got really nauseous from the panic attack and then I went to work out. I rode my bike and ran for like two hours nonstop and I did so on an empty stomach. I started to feel really dizzy and I thought I was going to pass out. I sat down and leaned on a tree trunk and then had a MASSIVE panic attack (one of my worst). I went inside, threw up again and had about three more panic attacks over the course of the next hour. Today was a bullshit sorta day, but I doubt it will get any better.",2.2972807017543846,3.5775446929824604,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,75.7543859649123,6.821052631578947,22.023391812865487,7.3871296695380915,0.637486549707603,1263,32,279,15,27,423,166,342,0.214,0.721,0.065,-0.9963,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,4,14,23,6,5,20,2,27,5,3,4,2,48,54,30,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,18,26,1,0,4,3,0,11,4,14,1,6,30,5,47,9,54,22,7,53,0,0,2,1,19,17,1,5,25,214,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.08594444945253182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059891201022627,0.0,0.13474792500372176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007732444865208,0.0,0.0,0.07353548464344131,0.1073743507108083,0.0,0.07494181030983528,0.0,0.0,0.07789151365275276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567984151228065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093682916307982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800463612181427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453127018229402,0.0,0.0,0.09647731604907868,0.0,0.14982604740402852,0.0,0.0,0.0680433235860971,0.08142008567317235,0.09202677279384416,0.0,0.10010539221865752,0.0,0.21131492289988246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346410198469184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917122420764084,0.04840143828790428,0.0,0.0,0.09325431830790416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043026970794914465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748746909077443,0.0,0.0,0.11757595829322835,0.0,0.0,0.0959349792209481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366435272192962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935818037115943,0.0,0.0,0.4133286865221334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28210222233429644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377555049046413,0.07003747826840946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462214907301758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467400798583565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024601723214124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141576033291443,0.07697780856439013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585103622303623,0.0,0.0,0.06991842072806542,0.20541929362730568,0.0,0.08348087205006481,0.1683109510115732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603242748468479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194647172094117,0.0699065448062548,0.07064512699142267,0.0,0.07918627492700184,0.16328512861593916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489716075827833,0.0,0.06411663087099531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,depressedbleach,2020/04/12,My anxiety was horrible today i forgot to take my anxiety meds and i had 3 panic attacks.,1.6483333333333334,4.104466055555555,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,82.8888888888889,10.266666666666667,31.222222222222207,10.125756701596842,4.738688888888889,71,4,11,3,2,28,15,18,0.5670000000000001,0.433,0.0,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510378745713788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097303109135601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000529712669735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225663603247422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27079306310749235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413864985346704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Strict_Response,2020/04/12,"Really need help please 

I am wondering if anyone else feels like this.

I made some bad decisions in the past when I was at a low point in my life, i've posted about it before. I started online dating, but fell even further into sending nudes...

even though the few people I managed to contact have said they don't have my pics saved or anything. I still feel lots of guilt and shame over these actions and pics, I hate what I did and keep imagining how it could come back and destroy my life. what if they are online somewhere and my parents see (they're extremely religious) or somebody decides to send them the pics (this would be the worst I constantly dread my parents finding out somehow), what if police show up one day because something went wrong... i've read stalking stories as well lol.

I know these are all far fetched and its been over 3 months, i've been told if anything was gonna happen it would have by now but I can't help worrying and my anxiety is getting worse and I can't help but imagine the worst. I never showed my face but stuff like my curtains and bathroom are recognisable right ?

if anyone has any wisdom or advice I would really be grateful.",6.530414979757088,6.470015907894743,6.207017543859652,81.79925101214577,65.35964912280701,8.945209176788127,32.889338731444,8.384062270229773,2.4290974358974364,929,35,178,11,13,289,146,228,0.16,0.693,0.147,-0.7631,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,0,11,15,2,3,6,1,23,4,2,2,2,47,40,25,0,10,12,2,2,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,12,12,0,1,9,3,0,6,4,10,1,1,9,4,25,5,14,24,6,31,0,1,1,1,13,13,0,12,13,119,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244328835077194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086593972545658,0.0,0.0974129581568112,0.0,0.0,0.17807489938183474,0.1304724764461841,0.20957608172179176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791479723413704,0.10632162370462522,0.07762385307690522,0.0,0.1083549662335213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096901152344454,0.0,0.13760676840053568,0.0,0.1016687566056087,0.0,0.0,0.08212225361657069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637427181885777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682106414260677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877148969285124,0.09097004675453968,0.0,0.0,0.11638431049497605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652866949324457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260426849447043,0.0,0.0,0.1257195723169071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560552395822892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318355929655224,0.0,0.0,0.06998144546624926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988470424216066,0.12442149311148427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825792133272276,0.0,0.1204899688239396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163970199612238,0.0,0.0,0.09441925829416896,0.09821065027880324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628729110186845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827867947647498,0.0,0.12155820102754587,0.08827989723312628,0.0,0.0,0.13977850729994745,0.12037524390898878,0.0,0.12195427488760165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737211518895444,0.0,0.16315152595892074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087456623013372,0.12112727070589036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147162521937454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803074859818596,0.0,0.0,0.09013024818623896,0.0,0.1016920164193024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577115063619156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510860030557056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216765870626255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144918452116383,0.11804328267804265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809225586614254,0.0,0.12931757059282648,0.12976795003154235,0.2713710515766024,0.1392237368290672,0.0,0.0
anxiety,froggychair_,2020/04/12,"Favorite anxiety/mental health blogs? I’ve been lurking for awhile and was wondering if anyone had any recommendations for blogs written by those living specifically with anxiety, depression, or bpd. I have been recently diagnosed and reading about the experiences of others has been really helpful for me. Thank you :)",9.141470588235292,12.084918392156865,8.81779411764706,54.55257352941178,61.15686274509804,12.943137254901965,40.200980392156865,12.161744961471696,6.559545098039215,262,14,32,10,4,84,43,51,0.114,0.6940000000000001,0.192,0.6901,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,3,1,7,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142527641558474,0.0,0.21534180605694347,0.0,0.0,0.19682684507210774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35453128983822657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424499942852585,0.28571004217145823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753547200726933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29921449540887823,0.0,0.0,0.18867920238849706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485639743040172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28156974025908554,0.0,0.1803319852189692,0.0,0.2779409349149949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591614539728705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052677625580704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Muffins-Are-Fabulous,2020/04/12,"My Biggest Fear I'm 20, but years have flown by and I still am the same. A depressed and anxious, and a socially inept bore with a deep empty void underneath the loosely tied together bits of personality I stole from friends in an attempt to pass off as my own. At 10, this situation is sympathy awarding. At 15, it can be a great beginning to a coming of age story. At 20, it's deserving of a, ""alright, get it together, you're an ADULT."" And I've been feeling the same way at all of these ages :) It did get better with exercise and academics, at the end of high school, but in college, bad failures with girlfriends and seeing peers doing better at socializing, academics, and having sex (unlike me) destroyed whatever glimmer of hope getting in better shape and getting good grades at the end of high school gave me. I became obsessed with the idea of becoming a protagonist on a redemption story and becoming really good at my music instrument after an intense period of desperation to ""show them all"" in self righteous glory or whatever, and it's lately brought me to taking a big break from school and attempting this dream, so far to poor results and feeling as shitty and unaccomplished as ever. 
I'm so scared I'll be the same in 10 years, and then 20. At age 30 it'll just be sad, at age 40 it'll be, ""alright, kill yourself, you worthless piece of garbage."" Sorry for projecting, but the situation in my head is worse than I make it seem. Going back to school soon, but is it the right choice? I love music but this stupid obsession with getting amazing seems like it'll end in suicide when I realize it was all to fight an enemy I created by not just going out to try to make friends. On the contrary, my love of music is immense and if I did the impossible and slaved away and sold my soul to reinvent myself as an amazing musician, perhaps I could build a fantasy around myself, like I envisioned while strolling through college blasting edgy music and visualizing myself putting off an amazing performance. Can anyone relate? Once again, what is the right choice to make?",9.89480889817856,7.56125244923858,9.681310839056437,66.9322021498955,60.04060913705585,12.823887727679903,42.212003583159145,11.326091736570909,4.764471364586445,1651,75,292,35,17,542,207,394,0.179,0.628,0.193,0.785,0,0,0,0,1,1,51.0,0,1,1,7,11,33,4,4,28,2,23,5,1,4,4,55,49,34,2,3,10,0,2,2,3,3,1,0,0,3,16,26,0,0,6,4,2,6,1,13,0,0,7,3,24,20,64,34,9,63,1,3,1,3,14,34,0,5,23,198,40,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846855484469133,0.0,0.06713526093735456,0.0,0.0,0.08547286669476106,0.0,0.0,0.09020836693262473,0.07382888306842993,0.08016772689999194,0.0,0.2120799645404504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547498921623474,0.10482248257914384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270760824884885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665941160251133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826967664123147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551198674708648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685021126439889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804250737222663,0.0970951840133771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836044418739106,0.0,0.2508169091628649,0.0,0.10913400222375076,0.16106407093902148,0.0,0.10585583655739632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853812231051606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028882450474307,0.0,0.09536362264604054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838818323146462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622532815910647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830803812378917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938152365690102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733128697628174,0.0,0.19227038538251606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225183690898977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838357709439383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965206463225498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061509063352569525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399095975343167,0.0,0.0,0.09612682062264016,0.3886854056216768,0.07651077227041328,0.17481518251024,0.10016360110740233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158476453000263,0.0,0.1957484791002454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747987577662227,0.0,0.0,0.07667694976950848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502379440337499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219062160043058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518724202420599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621148918408238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978465265673696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236598092413515
anxiety,Dapperscavenger,2020/04/12,"Is anyone else currently feeling less anxious during the lockdown? All my friends, colleagues, people I’m reading on the internet are talking about how stressful the pandemic is - there’s support memes going around Facebook and people talking about grief and trauma from being socially isolated.

But... I’m actually feeling better than I normally do.  I don’t have to go out.  I don’t have to speak to people.  I’ve been given permission to stay at home and actively avoid people.  It’s like a huge weight off my shoulders.  I feel better than I have in ... well, maybe even years.

And I feel like I can’t talk about it, because I shouldn’t be happier during this horrible time when people are dying.  And I feel like when this is all over I’m going to be expected to go back to going outside, going to work, interactive with people again. 

And I don’t want to.  The stress everyone is feeling now at staying inside is like the stress I was feeling before about going out, except it feels like they are ‘allowed’ to be stressed but for me it was abnormal and something to be fixed, and that kinda makes me angry too.

Anyone else in the same boat?",4.508620222282462,6.294873377880187,5.375332068311199,79.25946869070209,70.9815668202765,7.870859311466522,29.354567633505017,8.4952907291091,2.38266896177826,901,36,157,15,17,294,118,217,0.10300000000000001,0.759,0.138,0.1411,2,2,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,3,15,17,0,5,7,0,25,2,1,3,2,35,47,13,2,4,3,0,9,5,1,1,0,1,1,0,7,12,1,1,8,1,0,7,5,7,1,0,4,10,16,10,31,37,4,28,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,1,13,110,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.08817777918347132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208044769668093,0.0,0.12636284317664728,0.1851678494529002,0.0,0.08043905914126744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948083200114732,0.0,0.055082276093789934,0.0,0.07688922837023977,0.0,0.0,0.15983116384804402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937788330694722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096743532679546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596815580886233,0.0,0.0,0.08634231743293433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655075839248997,0.19365840651973634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981147939516652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594734656194877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063788603475947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207252913862182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031562802314225,0.0,0.09077820287096164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853306632471941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758631513518524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903838928033759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921100701079148,0.0,0.06956311167156855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262228121269245,0.0,0.0,0.4140257340802755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253882199420256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788248596797924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052689316264389705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532963389951025,0.0,0.0,0.11003345525634303,0.08124398852227592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657827486817907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818851697396395
anxiety,cringeycracker,2020/04/12,"No idea how to deal with new anxiety For as long as I can remember, I have never been an anxious person or anything, in fact I used to roll my eyes at people who would use mental health/anxiety as an excuse because I just couldn’t comprehend why they didn’t move on from it. 

Then, right before Christmas, I hit the bong with my roommates (normal night) and I had a full blown panic attack that lasted for hours. It fucked me up for a couple of days, I cried, etc and then I kinda went back to normal... and then two months later I decided to hit the bong again. My logic was “fuck it, weed is supposed to relax you/it used to make me feel so good!” Another panic attack happened, of course. 

Ever since the second one I’ve been having chest pains, and even after two doctors trips, one to urgent care, one to my PCP, where they confirmed there wasn’t anything wrong, I still have been struggling. First it was simply while going to bed but now I constantly am getting twinges and stuff and I keep imagining the symptoms of a heart attack. I have hypertension too, despite only being 19 and being physically active most of the year from sports, which makes me go even crazier. 

I think that somehow THC or whatever changed/activated some hormone or chemical for anxiety. It’s to the point now where I start worrying if I DONT feel uncomfortable or have twinges. I just don’t know what to do, especially in light of COVID where I can’t see or really want to go see a doctor. Right now, I’m so tired but I can’t sleep because I’ve convinced myself that I’m going to die in my sleep. I can’t focus on anything and I’m doing the bare minimum to maintain my social/school life at the moment. 

I guess what I was wondering was if 1.) anyone else can relate to this kind of experience and 2.) how can I start dealing with this. I have a journal that I write in but it only does so much. I appreciate any response, and thank you for reading all of this :)",3.778150227211978,5.121629987080105,4.951433663013457,83.3318604651163,72.1266149870801,7.61183284326829,26.006326294217228,8.104835398774808,1.5635678339125016,1523,49,300,22,29,503,214,387,0.11599999999999999,0.7959999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.8434,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,2,1,22,16,5,3,15,0,32,13,5,7,4,58,65,32,1,7,12,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,18,13,0,1,10,3,0,7,10,10,0,7,11,6,39,6,45,48,6,50,0,0,3,2,9,16,2,13,27,210,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057142257027787476,0.0881112019955108,0.1928447025535863,0.09492827987525072,0.0,0.0587546764026154,0.0860971216005684,0.2074448713328553,0.0,0.0,0.28678362624991866,0.0,0.0646127247185324,0.0,0.1024459794050675,0.0,0.071502058962458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567264931073261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080494978516733,0.0,0.0,0.09297592979068042,0.0923013544162312,0.054191426792262715,0.17325937420297724,0.0,0.0,0.08720830984641857,0.0,0.0,0.1720134473425532,0.07353390090438955,0.0,0.09848076854969644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019502400368496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371398216188802,0.1110000549069315,0.0760085830767848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219599042944001,0.0,0.0,0.08497466215677099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147459363007229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536597641457076,0.04390141969633343,0.0,0.19102131713354306,0.0704791136280865,0.0,0.0,0.09256685902687913,0.0,0.07430611927804041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931835922218813,0.0,0.09957416935795264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275113982902749,0.0,0.0,0.094857941158142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468838588313165,0.0,0.08750274530886214,0.046179862482923134,0.0684944373217054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935180996433272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436257250935546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217934378276692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846809577175726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707074181898552,0.08930899044128658,0.06177061115187085,0.0,0.06480795436585983,0.08115524261989468,0.0,0.07885504888688591,0.16466016534840014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081964557434035,0.12781491152445248,0.08941224151446538,0.19717866430231065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058254777206602576,0.0733704393786628,0.0,0.0,0.07943408675012853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405123278600687,0.0,0.0538308045973106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951879027396072,0.14351974861999958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850413214712561,0.1339196601993417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950923813505447,0.0,0.1681783557107302,0.08565646714750254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895160035811488,0.0,0.06710526343899825,0.0,0.0,0.0878448259296445,0.0961925213963088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873377786636339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736214721436449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384206570160256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965783921671632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416725662913453,0.0,0.0,0.21772091726975254,0.0,0.0,0.04956218255905856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789525530354835,0.07582264557169474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911253167660083,0.0,0.08533501397141834,0.0,0.05969143087457199,0.09187196660900282,0.0,0.05411159482022753
anxiety,SniperNoSwiper,2020/04/12,"Caffeine I used to cringe when people told me "" caffeine can give you anxiety "". So like the past two months ish I cut out all caffeine. Surprisingly a lot of my pyschosis and anxiety went away. Any 'delusions' or 'worries' I used to have I would rarely care about tbh. 

I did some tests like bring caffeine back into my life. Literally every damn time it messes me up so badly. But the scary part is it doesnt happen immediately it happens over a small amount of time.

 Last night I drank one tea and just woke up having nightmares of being at a insane mental asylum. I saw people beating the living shit out of each other, walking like zombies. Other wack shit too. I could feel all their pain. I even knew people IRL there. I woke up feeling so stressed aha. 

Looks like it's best for me to cut it out. Its crazy how caffeine can be quite underlooked and harmless. I dont think it is tbh, as weird as it may sound",2.303283674736189,4.6447978044692775,3.1207355679702036,90.40060676598387,79.33519553072625,5.318559900682806,22.23494723774053,6.42735559955562,0.4180463066418376,713,22,143,6,18,225,121,179,0.214,0.682,0.105,-0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,11,18,5,1,6,0,14,6,2,3,2,25,32,12,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,10,8,2,0,4,0,0,3,2,10,0,2,8,5,18,8,21,19,8,22,0,0,2,0,4,11,3,4,12,93,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740376394296084,0.0,0.21914663347471813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457268803844993,0.11013780192712704,0.11959407835109075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503148329532317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460362075962923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436037956990115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786871978247805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460444606303184,0.0,0.12068049088451485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448464300215872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740272670729645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25332200994987475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675450623248933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011701320187978,0.27990682002888245,0.0,0.12647789848436938,0.0,0.12028015494855185,0.0,0.0,0.12177208995566388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434578620118704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432769798432812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441503655961326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705879851316936,0.0,0.1524106557753027,0.0,0.0,0.15510803756099556,0.1367326843906499,0.2979004433525819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234657122514958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29405447699679965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640736120291197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177831136859008,0.0,0.0,0.16704133532273424,0.0,0.0,0.13686584891788026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991842065401558,0.0,0.0,0.247415694726879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277898799436466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546067987652833,0.0,0.1017490443105358,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ResilientBiscuit42,2020/04/12,"Disassociating I know I’ll be ok in a few hours, but I’m really struggling right now.",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,84.55555555555556,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.4959111111111107,68,2,15,2,2,26,16,18,0.233,0.6759999999999999,0.09,-0.5483,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260615731847089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293572404651016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34221060653386143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561884277249975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5584429099123478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lillybee1234,2020/04/12,"My anxiety level is like an 11 out of 10 I couldn't sleep last night, and I can't sleep this night. I'm just emotionally done, I feel like I'm in a hole by myself. Feeling weird and got a little light headed from crying.",1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,3.59416666666667,90.6675,78.16666666666666,6.466666666666668,18.25,7.1686216300943375,0.02327499999999993,172,3,40,2,4,59,37,48,0.141,0.7170000000000001,0.141,-0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,3,3,0,0,7,9,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,5,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296121350147973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627124456342983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447496916312611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690293799331606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185887036374745,0.17086012437589818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128277101442687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454531518937411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495208120116253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368869805491546,0.2397070034912652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488818798967267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786771267979508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pm-nudz-for-puppies,2020/04/12,"This feeling of butterflies all the time? Whenever I think about something even slightly stressful. Can also seem to do it on cue. Right now it's sleep. I'm nervous about sleep, and this butterfly feeling is concerning.

Am I releasing a hormone or something?",3.700724637681159,6.927137913043481,4.07391304347826,79.50985507246378,82.91304347826087,7.41449275362319,35.92753623188405,8.344100000000001,3.900779710144928,208,13,32,5,6,65,38,46,0.12,0.8140000000000001,0.066,-0.5372,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,7,9,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299385349727653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899115947989363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907687500015005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455500077762982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26175753522843903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754775485555749,0.0,0.0,0.4427110115693303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32936592963201233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423833345368784,0.0,0.0,0.16766170993352836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CJ-to-Kent,2020/04/12,"Exhausted I have the biggest lump of anxiety in my throat, I feel like I can’t breathe properly, my head and heart are pounding so hard, my legs are shivering because I’m so anxious, I can’t relax at all. I feel horrible, why won’t this stop. I’m completely exhausted, but I can’t sleep with the shivering and the constant thumping of my heart. I’m trying to relax and tell myself that “this feeling will pass and it’ll be okay” but that’s not working.... My anxiety got triggered by a very stressful situation that occurred a couple of hours ago so that’s why I’m feeling like this.

Any tips on how I’m supposed to get some sleep with these feelings? 😞",5.267500000000002,5.435443931818181,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,68.01515151515152,9.630303030303034,35.43939393939394,9.516144504307137,3.2545575757575764,517,25,103,10,8,172,79,132,0.146,0.721,0.133,0.0964,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,5,1,10,11,8,2,1,19,22,10,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,6,12,5,11,17,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393865588677529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069307294189102,0.0,0.24058114818717602,0.17763999424465932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585396056802097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486644388559907,0.16992397606299828,0.0,0.0,0.17398654705018374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975342889470744,0.2246690657275556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215305230893867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576170598776473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085897053483168,0.0,0.161376829489273,0.0,0.0,0.3726677633874427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485282175433096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536421141412115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674788109660394,0.3147134044753645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146230853040167,0.1801214891751311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743743785918855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675777246765733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974206090835594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283774958119352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447488094834365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OldmanRevived,2020/04/12,"Dammit, man. I dunno. Things were going so well at the very start of this year. I had just gotten a new job, a good friend of mine moved back to town, and thus I had a lot more time to spend with my peers. And, although it's pointless to mention and off of the subject, I might have even gotten to take a chance with someone I like.

But now, I don't really have much to look forward to. My friend's gf, who is best friends with that ""someone"" mentioned above, broke up with him, and now neither one of them wants to talk to either one of us. Oh yeah, and this funny thing happened about some virus that caused a complete societal shutdown. So now, just when I've started to actually leave my house more and socialize, I'm being forced *back in*.

It didn't sound so bad at first. I like writing movie reviews for fun, and want to make something out of it, so that's just what I decided to do for the past week or two (or three, I'm sure someones keeping count). And now the more I do it the more I realize how bad my writing really is, and how even though I've been working at it over the past four years, I've only gotten marginally better. 

Maybe it's the isolation, but I'm starting to become more cynical whenever I read the headlines of the day. Yeah, I know, ""the news has been doing that for years"" and all that, but this time it really is something that affects everyone. And everyone is too much for all of us. How do we know this will have a conclusion? How do we know this won't be the world-ending tragedy that was supposed to happen in the past?

Hell, will I ever be the same after this? Am I just going to jump back magically into our old lives as if nothing happened? What about all of the social skills that are currently not being gratified, and will most likely evaporate? I'm going to be back in the spot of being that silent loser who sat in his house all day and did nothing. Now I actually want to make a change in my life, and I'm not able to. Everything is preventing it.

Fuck I don't even know if my problems have an answer. Just take it like a rant and move on.",3.3411790095411185,4.3923253169014105,4.33930789035287,88.42778055429352,72.82629107981221,7.46860517946388,25.47902468574891,7.831003766801068,1.2122056035135549,1619,50,350,21,31,526,204,426,0.114,0.81,0.077,-0.9781,2,1,2,0,0,0,58.0,5,0,1,7,32,21,3,0,24,2,38,2,0,9,6,76,70,34,0,6,15,0,0,4,4,5,1,1,0,2,30,23,0,2,8,1,1,7,7,8,1,6,12,2,31,13,53,47,18,52,1,2,1,1,23,16,2,9,35,255,61,4,0.08263124847783032,0.0,0.16127235762693734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25415331822751536,0.13798728193886714,0.0,0.09125972193628154,0.0,0.0,0.08671639733457645,0.07308062432145909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848850540116948,0.08741290437699778,0.0,0.08663729190371369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658063871114427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318675989741742,0.0,0.0,0.1637314809172264,0.07474469497645188,0.0,0.15791539800985216,0.07426363803821427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028609774304961,0.0,0.0,0.19152209279489205,0.07639125771555519,0.0,0.0,0.14088372824345824,0.0693071708101739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192116204051696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906907329192574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199876390344134,0.07344645032362515,0.0,0.0,0.18164789267831155,0.0,0.0,0.08749456112762106,0.0,0.0,0.0583648944962288,0.16147781656274995,0.0,0.07296490628057475,0.0,0.0693894375096586,0.0,0.0,0.07025013253444264,0.0,0.0,0.11031400000222354,0.0,0.08301419549065163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876586965270598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564788025176786,0.1214869506090234,0.0,0.0,0.07980577468778892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585738229831471,0.0,0.08670759520534911,0.0,0.11198614496419383,0.06284478797405245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366426297782327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906694519941858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265360966719107,0.0,0.15880708100682422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684643036493076,0.21003956606018725,0.1272271441515583,0.0,0.0,0.1754604689199305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787897378969763,0.0,0.12425683053914414,0.0664158675104183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979305961705313,0.0,0.08118478208770437,0.0,0.09636589098064137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071872297283596,0.0,0.1987904356031056,0.0,0.0,0.06817943383861927,0.14621415376215,0.0,0.06628180328884227,0.0,0.0742954159955714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015653302528005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596354445434696
anxiety,Mauneo31,2020/04/12,"Is this considered social anxiety? What changed on me? Maybe this will be long but I need to share this with someone that can understand or even have been through this.
I'm a 24 years old man in my last year of university, my friends and people I hang out with, are or working or just left, so I'm taking just 2 classes, first for my thesis and second a required business class not related with my career. The point is that I have to work in groups every time in this second class, always talking in front of all the class, and I have to add that my main group is composed by me and 3 pretty women. So I noticed that I'm having breathing problems, when I have to talk in class, in front of the class, even with other men. I know they feel so confident, they are a group for almost 3 years and I'm a stranger that can't talk without changing his tone of voice, nervously or seemed to scary to keep a conversation.

What I really wonder is what changed on me, when I entered the university 4 years ago, I wasn't the most popular, talking man there, but I really wanted to meet people and participate on every activity I was interested, I made friends, met people on other careers, met women. I enjoyed talking in front of other people, I felt great doing presentations, trying to dance and acting. 

But passing years my group was making smaller, and I lost interest in meeting with others, and little by little I just preferred to stay at home, watching movies/series, playing video games. I was still hanging out with my friends by the way, but while my friends's interest on go to parties, get drunk, meet people was increasing, mine was just the opposite. And I was starting to noticed that I was nervous talking to anyone, I couldn't even hold my look to anyone, and the most important I couldn't breathe well, I was retaining my breath, and exhaling by my nose very little, so I can't talk normal, my voice sound low with much doubt.

I tried to talk people I know and strangers, and hold my look to them, it was slow but I was increasing my confidence, but then I have to begin this new class, I was positive it would be challenging but I could connect with them, but simply I just feel so anxious with them, I don't feel like I belong there, I mean they are no rude with me, but anytime I would talk or have anything to say, proceed to analyse it in my head, thinking of that would be funny, or would offend someone, always doubting of myself.
So I wanted to ask is this consider social anxiety? If that so, what can I do? Is there an explanation of my change? Any advice?",5.889256308100933,6.090990063745021,6.355920318725102,79.29767861885792,66.68924302788844,9.163452855245684,31.872775564409032,8.936278230431713,2.560422895086322,2020,76,387,31,30,656,221,502,0.098,0.768,0.134,0.9803,0,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,6,6,22,24,2,4,14,0,47,6,5,2,1,87,79,41,0,14,23,0,4,1,4,5,0,4,1,5,26,27,1,5,12,5,0,12,9,9,1,3,18,12,66,15,62,50,7,59,0,2,3,0,41,23,0,14,23,279,92,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870171568160394,0.06232157901173595,0.0,0.07040079727902733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699960720031427,0.0,0.0,0.04781014723654898,0.0,0.10756702193722044,0.0794251972851027,0.0,0.09831847307952228,0.0,0.05785543167623336,0.0,0.0657261469486615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974955646328083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613321666364346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930834843777867,0.0,0.11847082297859456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664571160837114,0.05022625942189055,0.06750430023278146,0.0,0.0,0.05980181782922087,0.0,0.0,0.21727140304876502,0.0,0.03673171919958554,0.0,0.039956232797354684,0.0,0.0,0.07751205604600415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215372064117953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052214348830188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062490753982578084,0.0,0.0,0.07727612241842269,0.057308361684818586,0.0,0.0,0.07638712564259009,0.0,0.0,0.03434771341570473,0.21139372665049933,0.0,0.062218150375683436,0.11807781722054847,0.0,0.07674675248723989,0.0,0.0,0.06652475894857883,0.046929463606464036,0.0,0.07063131907137626,0.0765832944301108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051682628017763285,0.05213063344137246,0.0,0.06790148482913808,0.0,0.0,0.06888445748190576,0.0,0.1600865432693911,0.07377378997246818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924458661959017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646141718339292,0.0,0.0,0.07152596333525034,0.0,0.06727286341054824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007900028897296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055909751197411886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400348183483978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333519602116016,0.11913923492503672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049762590969928376,0.07493630284755337,0.05614605884058372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286098234606485,0.5085800412355963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045048922156885884,0.0,0.0,0.04099569930914783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546563177978387,0.0,0.0,0.07319049938159247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058009396068936174,0.08293600458802385,0.055805229197570215,0.0,0.0,0.06321308303607875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777198798008374,0.07624330991058707,0.10236647487151324,0.0,0.0,0.19977202492969665,0.0,0.0,0.22637216747506994
anxiety,dog_1163,2020/04/12,"My brother was super sick and my house doesn’t feel safe anymore I’ve been home from college quarantining with my family. My brother had not left the house in over a month and became extremely sick on Thursday night. He vomited 15+ times and had a very high fever. I don’t understand how he got it, but we think he had norovirus. This made me so anxious which in turn caused me to lash out at my parents and vis versa. 

I’d already felt like they were getting tired of me being around because my anxiety has been very high since all this started, and we all just snapped at each other today. There’s been lots of tears (from me) and I’m convinced I’m going to get what my brother had and I’ll be throwing up any second too. I’ve even made a bed on the bathroom floor just in case. 

I have a tele health appointment on Monday with my therapist back in the city I go to school in, so helpfully that will help but god quarantine is killing me.",3.653861607142858,4.795588567708336,4.324196428571431,88.48687500000004,72.17708333333334,7.569047619047621,27.776785714285715,7.957251820313856,1.558809821428571,743,27,158,10,14,237,127,192,0.107,0.78,0.113,0.2931,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,1,10,5,1,0,7,0,17,6,0,4,2,31,32,12,1,0,5,4,2,1,0,1,6,0,2,0,7,14,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,13,2,19,4,23,16,4,29,0,0,0,0,12,18,0,1,9,97,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961020938626205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835792462638801,0.0,0.11064668953684063,0.16339831645680614,0.14344075422583008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875733931053202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121670438534716,0.0,0.08816919775937558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858174624030254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955311848178464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363506206538593,0.0,0.07313266792650595,0.0,0.1388739265202949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511334257372291,0.0,0.1644007542747027,0.0,0.11567919218030713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374206237349922,0.0,0.0,0.19389387979051556,0.30563325672674085,0.14508241606943012,0.0,0.0,0.33378269494984225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001909319361832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714821184731045,0.0,0.0,0.07066219207641405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296496111249605,0.0,0.2737175099703895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544764438093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135731757166239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060195315640236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638007531502836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964498360645273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023746098839098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679343716362242,0.0,0.09267736549909088,0.0,0.0,0.08433883047263928,0.16623862464333927,0.13709869197218608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732321023779033,0.0,0.1505719190933409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386808715706669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toxicwaste789,2020/04/12,How do you deal with worries while laying in bed at night I'm not new to exeiancing anxiety but I am new to the whole laying in bed for hours with your mind just going. I dont know how to turn it off without a pill that will force me to sleep. But I dont wanna take medication all the time. How do you guys deal with this?,1.1375117370892056,2.4853779859154908,2.985563380281693,94.73402582159626,79.0,6.423474178403758,18.875586854460085,7.1686216300943375,-0.020973708920187573,251,5,62,3,6,84,49,71,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,3,1,15,11,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,14,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504648955862921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40555099471638256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610310273771834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178166481887644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947508963977244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369691958058494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080939444227394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814130056198206,0.0,0.0,0.19859764105569785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799227547987079,0.0,0.1845772770541152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682888663890905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788402701957346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468967914047187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393880378000607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195938347263418,0.0,0.1895990966645933,0.0,0.0,0.1997450352077424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,artificial-tree,2020/04/12,"Hi guys, new in this group, and have been dealing with anxiety as long as i can remember myself. As said above, i am a veteran in anxiety. 
I also have a mood disorder and ocd. 
I am forgetting what i am living for, because i can barely sleep due to anxiety attacks before sleeping every night. 
This issue was temporarily addressed by clonazepam - miraculous inability to fixate on the f@cking mess my life was and things from long ago linger in my head religiously. 
I can't take it anymore. But my doc recommended to not get hooked on it, especially with this supply chain disruptions. 
I don't have a support group or any friends. My husband is distancing from me emotionally since last week or two, and have little idea as to why. We don't have those intimate close convos anymore, and him beung my only friend just collapses and i have nothing esle in my life. Maybe quarantine or maybe i am shitty partner. I don't know anymore, i am so so done with being myself. 

Wanted to vent, i have no one to talk to. Thank you if you read that far into my complaining and rambling.",4.948823529411765,6.465394274509804,6.141450980392162,75.25452941176472,69.49019607843137,9.361568627450982,31.24705882352941,9.725611199111238,3.1803905882352943,848,36,150,20,15,284,129,204,0.146,0.8029999999999999,0.051,-0.9409,0,1,0,0,0,1,25.0,1,2,0,0,4,8,1,0,4,0,24,5,3,0,0,25,31,19,0,2,7,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,9,13,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,1,27,4,25,25,0,18,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,4,8,109,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352699057108337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241813073877236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709250023180083,0.0,0.2939213145480488,0.0,0.3810353045201771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569896450713582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807073914444895,0.0,0.10897877351491143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203531740614133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678017249915515,0.0,0.0,0.13106084020536232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406235341488832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790512866102653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789428410212656,0.0,0.066911679796267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268101755686082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143753564647695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457628543244666,0.0,0.13367258687022113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038433364721157,0.10439475282568604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809203133352883,0.0,0.12836053468049494,0.11308881666542285,0.2266771632894708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573285600716028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236915262770939,0.0,0.1201857210526374,0.0,0.12288733659382887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678405320103033,0.09740357478492474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810540555544947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450791913484007,0.0,0.12182460905657015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594144602033627,0.0,0.25632647790929897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453331668876153,0.0,0.0,0.096293263738549,0.10293841584170324,0.0,0.1179103377194782,0.0,0.0,0.08508451407052882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510651118553312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553944524652415,0.0,0.10273062877051993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556392975197576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnotherAlliteration,2020/04/12,"Has anyone ever had sexual dysfunction come only after coming off of their SSRIs? Could going back on fix it? I know that it’s generally the opposite for most people, but I was on Paroxetine for over two years and never lost sex drive or had erectile dysfunction. I came off of them, however, and now get ED and low sex drive. It has been two years since coming off and I still have the issues, but my OCD actually didn’t relapse like it has before. It’s like the effects persisted after stopping. I’d much rather deal with my OCD again if it meant getting my sex life back to normal. Should I consider going back on the same drug or trying a different one? I don’t want to go back on and make it worse than before, but it might be my only fix. I can’t get real advice from doctors because they believe I’m young and healthy and that it’s all psychological, but I believe it is pharmaceutical",6.204157303370786,5.9242617752809,7.195820224719102,75.17586516853932,66.07865168539325,10.041348314606743,30.15955056179775,9.642632912329526,2.618968988764045,708,22,136,13,10,239,109,178,0.083,0.84,0.078,-0.2256,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,3,9,4,0,0,5,0,16,6,0,2,3,37,32,14,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,3,0,0,9,4,2,0,3,8,0,15,2,19,20,4,33,0,2,0,3,4,9,0,5,17,98,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.12479178709736928,0.0,0.0,0.12496220909944207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941620649068406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933252696870163,0.0,0.07795405752771807,0.0,0.21763179580414174,0.2881524456480384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625989525770133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33047017949764834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210124577754558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183798234220634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360669050779705,0.0,0.1308899211814184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829943310766666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567418247504073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043502828109155,0.0,0.21803032434251074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334728048043724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027913984563518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032495828928397,0.1249507702495502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959540364989173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536045113187635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565976904166735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400602743453408,0.0,0.09862842899699126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529459991143224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665434898988894,0.1945159980653084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865543147715302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555468302390642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578310988395632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021246045362633,0.1069128526476821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682167629963608,0.0,0.2498390633142248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542654680730213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031997048627064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470020200027233
anxiety,Dovequeen,2020/04/12,"Face mask troubles Does anyone else have trouble breathing wearing things over their faces? I have to wear a face mask for work and I’ve been trying to find something that doesn’t make my lungs ache when I wear it for more than 10 minutes at a time. I have a 3D printed one with a filter that does best but I still can’t stand it for more than 20 minutes. 
Advice and stories are appreciated. Thanks!",2.2922499999999992,4.612875725000002,2.6175000000000037,94.10750000000002,79.25,4.5,22.5,5.148860815047168,-0.037625000000000235,318,10,66,1,8,97,56,80,0.071,0.789,0.14,0.8197,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,7,8,8,1,0,6,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,10,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715820239311146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943294257198824,0.2847637876876906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916618444573032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864225831412005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321680509233857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540155440188928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551499888754355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883270442376666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139578249838274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219487554917665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558731076588014,0.0,0.0,0.1846389337011355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205847088955594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886906988958834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233042328332507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,abseddit,2020/04/12,defining anxiety in a general concept maybe? is this a me thing or could we all agree that having anxiety is like a having the feeling of having to think the unthinkable?,6.7346875,7.523103093750002,7.612500000000002,68.9825,64.9375,11.4,37.875,11.20814326018867,4.8080125,137,7,22,4,2,46,25,32,0.099,0.701,0.2,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6624700442988443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457060896554688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893199861543924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211536313065784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43499515215183004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28765832392312496,0.27744155150362937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nada_rat,2020/04/12,"TW Intrusive thoughts when scared/anxious Twice now. First time I had a scissors and a pencil and my knee was in my line of sight so I kept imagining stabbing right above my knee. The second time I wanted to slash really deep into my wrist or cut my hand off. Idk why I’m getting these

Edit: I’ve been self harming so that could be it but it’s nowhere near as bad as the thoughts I get in these moments",1.650714285714287,3.6407957380952425,2.6930952380952395,94.45607142857143,79.71428571428572,5.628571428571429,23.595238095238088,6.6274283507984215,0.54512380952381,318,11,70,3,8,101,64,84,0.08199999999999999,0.845,0.073,0.3127,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,0,5,4,4,0,0,11,12,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,6,2,9,0,9,4,0,13,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,6,43,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586457481880243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473268438098529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634909548551242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236850021184444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984471598030495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26454264154459123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32315858951507204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918469587579846,0.3612597860074666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827108926953841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795200401520253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dogsi3ite,2020/04/12,"Random anxiety attack while making pizza dough? Back story- about 15yrs ago i was at a party and a guy picked me up around my waist and when i asked him to put me down he wouldnt, my partner saw what was happening and intervened,  he let me go and it lead to my first major anxiety attack, i couldnt breathe and was shaking. Ever since i have had ""minor"" social anxiety where i hate clothes shopping and being in crowds ( which i used to love). Fastforward to two days ago- i was making a pizza dough (worst recipe EVER) which ended upp all sticky and no matter how much flower we added it would not stop sticking to my hands. I ended up having an anxiety attack which made me shake and start crying. My partner thought i was joking (as i dont usualy have anxiety attacks,only that once previously and  just general feeling of uneasy/irritation when in crowds) 

I was trying to hold it together since it was happening infront of my 10yr old son but couldnt and panicked and left thw kitchen to vigorously get it off my hands. 
Is this something others expwrience? Why would dough stuck on my hand suddenly trigger me after all this time? Possibly from the feeling of being trapped? I felt like i was going crazy fo the rest of the day that feeling of not having control of my life or something.",5.330851518026564,6.472839205645162,5.896185958254273,78.77310246679319,68.23387096774194,8.577229601518027,29.507590132827325,8.841846274778883,2.3994755218216333,1025,37,184,17,17,332,149,248,0.129,0.7809999999999999,0.091,-0.7715,1,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,3,10,11,4,2,7,0,23,10,5,9,4,46,43,18,0,5,5,1,7,1,2,3,1,0,1,3,14,13,4,3,5,2,1,6,7,7,0,2,14,8,29,4,26,21,6,36,0,0,1,1,13,11,0,2,20,131,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994513142835849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303161168082265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015005147392032,0.10517357390156903,0.3839595740342055,0.0,0.08650659238996257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261798280704349,0.0,0.0,0.12357744822416065,0.1451081250317297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185074209902994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992856044828934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035278203482448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065218564979126,0.0,0.10801893673687696,0.0,0.0,0.09569358921682257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877731105684365,0.0,0.12787421743201574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139402204912023,0.19896914115499892,0.0,0.0,0.11107179001610028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222330438778748,0.1150402506249353,0.07946302921842899,0.05496247601579668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153685900009074,0.10645149573468043,0.15019104687912807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270143541959485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805124006019688,0.11981026407256225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268283663370326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309492791461405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861245553992658,0.0,0.0,0.1146809567522836,0.0,0.17321806816160346,0.0,0.0,0.07962903322170017,0.0,0.0,0.0940561644829042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931350386355537,0.06560044078508041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638103057291383,0.0,0.10989747000192356,0.0,0.0,0.09716504360954534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151496818888804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983545972823393,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadlandroyalty,2020/04/12,"Absolutely losing it over storms. I have always had a huge fear of storms. Weirdly enough I grew up between Texas and Florida and lived in FL during those really bad hurricanes of the 00s. But I had moved away This last year and a half to England where it rarely had lightning. Now that I’m back in Texas I’m absolutely losing it over tonight’s forecast. It’s supposed to hit around 4am but I’m terrified out of my mind that a tornado will come or bad lightning. 

Any help to ease my mind? It’s never been this bad for me since I’ve been away for a long time I guess I’m not used to it.",1.7928958944281526,3.5291228790322613,3.2708797653958928,91.68995601173023,78.2741935483871,6.767155425219943,22.56304985337244,7.686295010490155,0.7975419354838715,463,14,105,7,11,152,77,124,0.19899999999999998,0.737,0.065,-0.9547,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,1,1,15,15,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,1,5,0,7,0,19,8,1,22,0,2,0,0,1,11,0,2,8,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547795683547274,0.0,0.0,0.11889480148541197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564153427662372,0.0,0.0,0.3285292555852215,0.13443846075428514,0.4379434724733138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060614604365188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806528201015553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967396469169495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260209345208365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718920684071095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251506593901295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438381458643746,0.15472478260956618,0.0,0.3911945983311284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353070008114779,0.0,0.0,0.18582350858517466,0.0,0.0,0.13484467134816794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200472573711813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462654258565116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194855721738198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100258305291825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258896058448367
anxiety,Pissed_Misanthopist,2020/04/12,"Quick rant So are people gonna stop talking about their ass? Makes me hella uncomfortable. 

Also. 

Someone please remove the word “thick” from current vernacular. 

I’m so uncomfortable. 

That is all. Thanks.",3.2752941176470607,5.426180500000001,3.420441176470587,78.10948529411766,111.64705882352942,5.229411764705882,21.897058823529417,6.6274283507984215,1.5235411764705882,163,6,24,3,8,50,32,34,0.315,0.5670000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.8265,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33551104048045644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800504263924761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908605924402628,0.0,0.0,0.4605358719020176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554802354083825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507595095129296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33721543983798863,0.0,0.38626188357768815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spacers-Choice,2020/04/12,"Scared of everything. My crippling fears have messed up my life so bad and end up being the cause of more pain. Like I'm scared of being alone but I push everyone away. Scared of commitment but I crave affection so bad. 

It goes on and on. I'm almost 20 and have done nothing positive with my life at all aside from work a few small jobs here and there. The person I want to be with and who wants to be with me can't be for a variety of reasons. Death anxiety looms over me constantly. 

My heart hurts, I'm always on the edge of a breakdown, the few people I have around me make my stress worse, and everything just sucks. 

I try to bury it all inside deep down, but it always comes back. No matter how much I fake confidence or happiness. Everything that would make me happy is unobtainable or so hard to get to in this condition. 

I don't know what to do.",2.452068965517242,4.221789494252878,3.650091954022991,89.55410344827587,76.47126436781609,7.8583908045977,21.944827586206884,8.648137234880735,1.2193475862068963,668,18,146,14,15,217,107,174,0.281,0.596,0.122,-0.986,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,10,15,1,5,7,0,14,4,1,6,3,32,25,15,1,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,12,0,0,1,1,16,3,28,18,6,18,0,1,0,0,2,13,1,3,4,98,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223308010794468,0.136768195413216,0.0,0.0,0.21975913667850114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102100529076588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175561230992216,0.0,0.0,0.124069149635312,0.10154143182379488,0.22051927205614305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565591013959066,0.0,0.1137528920290656,0.0,0.14270354110649425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513716606932638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696071398722348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618332692072515,0.35604506089952376,0.0,0.0,0.1485975466571841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899280342196193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811480349751287,0.11829451239113815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648471370487668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136661760436686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104329233400994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257346565044333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654739577585197,0.06451495032964151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629423984790904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707493885013033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670944568244882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405148454194455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154966786964733,0.11530452400057188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577358181988927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39662749578555495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126749579551202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965604810311123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557778286949614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613693875087133,0.0,0.13457438327255716,0.0938074254725964,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hotpotayo,2020/04/12,"What if she spills the beans Real talk, I hate 9 out of 11 of the people I work with. I do mean hate, everything they do or say annoys me because they're just not my kind of people. So I started to get really fed up and I told one of the girls that I can tolerate how I felt. Instant panic attack. I realize that girl now has all the power to get me fired. I know this sounds like a really Petty, stupid post but you don't understand how much anxiety and panic I've suffered thinking about this scenario. It's been going on for like a month. How do I calm down? What do I do if I am confronted? Why am I such an idiot?",1.0039223057644122,2.6175536466165426,3.4603195488721816,89.99443922305767,80.203007518797,6.8393483709273175,20.10588972431077,7.793537801064563,0.6569303258145363,477,12,108,8,12,166,91,133,0.25,0.693,0.057,-0.9751,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,8,14,7,2,7,0,11,1,0,3,1,21,24,10,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,4,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,10,0,1,4,4,19,4,13,20,2,9,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,3,5,74,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679601612001838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343238388174034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900637920996964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607109523083059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169424562490124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685105383600184,0.0,0.10162693672103676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530934070102038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862124310283943,0.09827422473602253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472382421604224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478627167906254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273158905936836,0.0,0.1314525118966132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117235620257763,0.0,0.0,0.4196110453113553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479411050331997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125913501748052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353512667187684,0.22911201135227605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220401547476375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126568981345773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372790773445734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457997015403948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708691808583981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615684534019994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135629926892855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018233371605076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kaylee1702,2020/04/12,"End of days/religious trauma? With the coronavirus, the political unease, the swarms of locusts, krakatoa erupting, and chernobyl burning, it really feels like we’re living in revelation. I’m terrified, can someone please convince me that it’s not the end of the world?",6.641304347826086,9.491769869565221,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,67.69565217391305,9.817391304347826,37.58695652173913,10.125756701596842,4.822582608695653,218,12,30,6,4,70,38,46,0.18600000000000005,0.68,0.134,-0.5834,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6576312606617153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877141975453672,0.2652197216623633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813730725064004,0.0,0.3278188798671733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075189375300908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378310435542096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145573161288763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CloudyNebula,2020/04/12,Already getting anxious about FOMO when lockdown finally ends... I know it's crazy but I'm already feeling nervous about the end of quarantine when life goes back to normal and people are gonna be having huge parties and be extremely social. I'm feeling nervous that I won't have anyone to go wild with or friends that actually miss hanging out with me. I'm not high on anyone's list so it wouldn't be a priority to hang out with me. Social media is gonna be a wreck and I know I'm gonna fall into a worse state of anxiety...,3.4879128440366967,4.630015532110092,5.312740825688074,81.24048738532112,72.57798165137615,7.651834862385322,30.13876146788991,8.07648339933343,2.15007247706422,419,18,82,6,8,144,70,109,0.163,0.711,0.126,-0.5023,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,18,24,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,14,15,0,17,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.19048880846074234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308201028979721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932885043782354,0.2205224834299844,0.0,0.27297928858411497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500981428804287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34578172956858605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739980069227567,0.0,0.0,0.21383404157856367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081243426642876,0.0,0.1019848891211346,0.0,0.11093768710892353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624142969671166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455561972832976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787681127899062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125632863220132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532835692527626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979673261124968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892732105198074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kinsgtonzissou,2020/04/12,"Anyone else feel a lot his heart beating when laying down? Hello, I suffer a lot from anxiety since like a year, had a lot of panic attacks and everything.since 4 months or so I really feel my heart beating everytime I try to sleep, it's really disturbing and getting harder to get asleep because of that. It's beating normally, I just feel it, Anyone else have the same problem? Is there a way to avoid that? 
Thank you stay safe everybosy",3.388928571428572,5.8107407500000035,4.659761904761903,80.35607142857144,76.02380952380952,8.009523809523811,25.97619047619048,8.841846274778883,2.3171476190476192,349,13,62,8,8,115,59,84,0.306,0.612,0.08199999999999999,-0.9663,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,4,9,1,3,6,0,3,4,4,0,0,15,9,5,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,7,3,7,8,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,4,4,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121397961540933,0.0,0.0,0.2219204733703074,0.3251947785481897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805335960441164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967363860906454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265131456914031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407163787409585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581869626645018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760985193408088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752826688261959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047395095823494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266654135899928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548320608963245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618936057379884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518455812568386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332266926769968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26254119629282924,0.0,0.15880531812572385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914318621587127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610108830410434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774057779573913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596130200320088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219161667268263
anxiety,Poopyseawater,2020/04/12,"My anxiety causes me to come up with any excuse to block people out of my life. It's driving me crazy. I spent my entire life acting this way and now that its quarantine, I've gotten worse with it. I just block people's numbers, Snapchat, everything. If they do a tiny thing my anxiety deems as a red flag, I immediately get a surge of ""irritation"" I guess, and just cut them off. Even if it hurts me and makes me feel isolated. 

I don't know why I do this but I can't just stop. If I do try to stop, it makes me feel ""itchy"" and uncomfortable, and I end up treating that person different. When they ask me why, I don't even have a reason for it. I literally hate myself for it. I don't know why I do this.",1.8797427293064888,3.165317013422822,4.0618959731543605,88.05624440715886,76.85234899328859,7.651230425055928,21.812639821029077,8.344100000000001,0.9531472035794182,541,14,126,10,12,187,81,149,0.171,0.7879999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9353,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,0,7,4,2,0,4,0,9,2,0,4,0,29,22,11,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,9,0,4,5,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,2,3,27,1,14,20,0,13,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,4,5,83,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340808950325468,0.0,0.2551544213218658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559057477689522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131687192644768,0.0,0.14365603101961005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742372661750448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770711897444436,0.0,0.0,0.22029763639945052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988049798297828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686460177220103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712949738440715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371396545380625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464906379146838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852879906140082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330287426919725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355866123153669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263812670097816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312321329633818,0.1456155529856342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146547690917455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788513523313479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079337671291413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322465563429593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323728286439911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451447063310089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995103538033682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DonaldGloverPresents,2020/04/12,"""I don't wanna just be happy, I wanna stay happy"" - Came across this and it touched me so I wanted to share it with anyone else who's really going through something. Line for line, I just connected with it and was moved when I watched/listened to [THIS](https://youtu.be/2-dfwIB7d68).",6.203400000000002,8.526737139999998,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,67.6,7.4,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.7066,227,7,38,3,4,66,37,50,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.8709,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,9,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017039781545274,0.2955702081564984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32993127169867664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409785306479119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394337411599674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6141604560777787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065965087362866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848003954635557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207724999267928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30746918496829445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014627601179413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunflowertaurus,2020/04/12,"Loss of appetite? Struggled with anxiety the past 5 years, but now I think I am in a much better place and have made lots of progress. But recently I have lost my appetite. I love food and cooking, but now I dont have an interest in eating- i still get hungry but dont enjoy food the way I use to and dont get excited for meals and eat less because i dont enjoy it anymore (I just ran 5 miles and dont feel like eating- very odd for me).

Its weird cause I dont feel that anxious- I feel good mentally. Has this happened to anyone? I dont have any cold or fly symtoms and still have taste and smell.",1.572322443181818,3.1088080078125024,3.1450568181818177,93.23971590909092,78.296875,6.217045454545455,24.91761363636364,6.980632752743323,0.815521875,467,17,107,5,11,154,77,128,0.207,0.654,0.139,-0.6665,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,5,12,0,1,4,0,14,9,0,3,0,22,26,12,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,8,0,4,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,6,14,8,9,23,3,13,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,2,8,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516725083735067,0.0,0.07330919800065888,0.10825989990525614,0.09503697486949217,0.06700611656159601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841668831808298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475328131075803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844314999399313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7861790724382147,0.0,0.0,0.29417207690514746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536261109435838,0.06846051383556559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23175448466685306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013377063756987,0.0,0.0,0.08037712046204573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474158644779124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681738470237417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460906647166053,0.0814706948673585,0.0864897387066718,0.0906760573617771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657345543849638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044560576865057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147996730976153,0.0,0.0,0.10012128481996443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946199319271225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305890115292914,0.0,0.0,0.10018165371621136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140358438189096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276579870571373,0.0,0.07906925795153559,0.0,0.07606488537173567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171096586444006
anxiety,youeffedupnowwhat,2020/04/12,"Hey, it's me. You don't know me, but we're obviously alike Hey, it's me. You have no idea who I am, but you know more about me than you think. It's been pretty rough lately, with all the shit going on in the world and all, but blasting NF's The Search made me realize that it's not just me. We're all in this....this...well, I don't even know how to describe whatever this is. This feeling. But whatever this is, it really sucks.

Look, I don't know you, I don't know who's reading this, but you know what? It doesn't matter. You made it this far. Better yet...WE made it this far. And whatever you're going through you can make it through. You're obviously strong, weather you believe yourself or not. Sure, you may second guess everything you do, you may delete that tweet or Facebook post 16 times before finally making that post, but you know what? People look up to you. You're someone, so make sure to impress them.

Be you. Be yourself. Make a difference. Because right now the world needs do-ers, not second guessers. Trust me, it's hard, I get it. I'm running through sludge too, I'm constantly questioning what people will think, and it gets me down more than I'll ever admit. Your mind wants to run with all of these great things, but there's just something that keeps pulling you back.

But you know what? You need to hear this. Heck, I need to hear this. And I really mean this when I say it. Truthfully, honestly.

You got this.",0.9918704284221532,3.338004172413793,2.0786520376175552,95.811854754441,84.86206896551724,5.584117032392894,19.822361546499483,6.980632752743323,0.2412298850574719,1110,32,247,15,33,350,137,290,0.055999999999999994,0.7979999999999999,0.145,0.9855,0,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,20,1,2,12,11,2,0,5,0,17,1,1,8,10,65,55,17,0,4,15,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,35,6,0,1,16,1,0,5,9,2,0,2,5,8,37,9,20,45,6,25,0,0,2,0,30,10,3,6,8,151,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139069419091395,0.0,0.06452405015551795,0.0,0.09006898007142736,0.11925461897104052,0.0,0.09361408754229657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438424754847147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058878874101646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991170519011912,0.095745712133896,0.0,0.0,0.09512949262637077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352000532175567,0.0,0.0,0.1159514751597728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060257992885338,0.0,0.12031188650911713,0.0,0.0846564354431617,0.11669795970746005,0.11660367130608275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481915223726634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238597117058994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948967814025055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408269967731857,0.0,0.0,0.4653710031885409,0.0,0.1194013242917484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777157592323656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30046823818176666,0.28261784978530063,0.0,0.0,0.11529966644627973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068764581847443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354551874067828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467635601945904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027465382768696,0.107685622251851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857415315333387,0.0,0.1058767946075033,0.0,0.1356180713355333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039374226340903,0.0,0.0841746977865908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865160550666876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968479450866199,0.08148707760056098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995212585482032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703208079429978,0.1356464418801798,0.0,0.0,0.0617209078200514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243198165177469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,intherapy1998,2020/04/12,"I struggle with knowing some about the future, yet really nothing at all. My anxiety reminds me of the fears in my life that will continue to be constants. Hospitals, doctors, nurses, I don't want any part of it. Pain is glorified on shows like Greys that I used to watch, but honestly its really fucked up. I feel like I can only focus on my fear of suffering because I've been there before.",4.053201754385967,5.76959440789474,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,72.02631578947368,9.27719298245614,29.771929824561404,9.725611199111238,3.088787719298246,309,13,56,8,6,104,61,76,0.254,0.624,0.122,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,3,2,0,6,4,0,1,1,8,11,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,9,3,12,8,3,9,0,1,2,1,0,5,1,1,6,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504422743776396,0.0,0.1692384186582666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348582200301297,0.0,0.18824829351359584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390683161812251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264357026461861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978848456392978,0.1118592623416992,0.1580449577685923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045212428461172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215808388352452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625951343016795,0.2161611467274356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122737360872742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682534694050038,0.23540163917742624,0.0,0.0,0.2395678051886503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834479804064985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127499844356894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106951479427597,0.0,0.0,0.13048570104045212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,boogarabitch,2020/04/12,"(TW: thoughts of death and paranoia) I’m going to die tomorrow I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this, apologies if not. I’ve never felt something so strongly in my entire life. Today has felt so fully like my last day on earth. The weather was nice, I got to have my favorite drink, I got to spend quality time with my mom and I was texted by all of the friends I miss. I feel like it was whatever god controls the world giving me a good last day before I’m gone. I can’t shake the feeling that it’s my last time petting my dog, my last time listening to music, my last time hugging my mom, my last time playing a game, everything. I don’t have any chronic health issues and I’m relatively healthy, so the only thing I can imagine killing me are the tornados that are supposed to be coming through my state hard tomorrow. I’m sitting in my bed and sobbing, which makes me feel even worse because I’m spending my last hours on this earth isolated and wasting it. I can’t die, I’m only 15. My dad laughs and thinks I’m being melodramatic, my mom’s only advice is to find someone to pray to. I’m going to try to stay awake all night so I don’t somehow die in my sleep. If there is a hell this must be what it feels like to be there.",3.3394953350296848,4.0027226526717605,4.543918575063613,88.40996607294319,72.4732824427481,7.348939779474131,28.29601357082273,7.3871296695380915,1.3959789652247672,973,36,215,10,18,321,136,262,0.146,0.706,0.14800000000000002,-0.3414,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,8,16,2,1,10,0,21,6,1,2,5,31,48,13,5,4,5,4,7,3,1,1,3,1,2,0,13,8,1,1,10,3,2,5,7,5,0,0,9,8,29,11,22,34,2,37,2,2,0,1,9,8,2,4,23,117,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146271392692314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364973241376358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057056366996735663,0.0,0.0796448575312744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062624080938323,0.0,0.0,0.1049779225033604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072571136874233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914193037535351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091690238039771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061820482426023025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411969227631168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930349585590575,0.13373261356131985,0.1797371853023825,0.0,0.08554671881186314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231344946917949,0.0,0.0,0.08978756501609436,0.10638760484173908,0.07850541712073912,0.14971746620488388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384526909469217,0.0,0.0,0.09949011396879384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217500639658356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769181459597667,0.0,0.0,0.10355212863178256,0.0,0.0,0.5340630531388475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611091369151324,0.1371815123545339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247727676080885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288619335781605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218841481295435,0.0,0.0,0.08783522076637283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135560968408408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778980862056603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896408460671739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993203341015535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366542288983504,0.0,0.0793051356382569,0.07205618050731559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976283069626883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821484488294581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218223772116278,0.059973708648658426,0.0,0.07430622018170879,0.2728882300060785,0.0,0.08871979651312714,0.0,0.0,0.06354678105706592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538418266970326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-floating,2020/04/12,"how do I get rid of the panicky feeling in my chest even when nothing's wrong? I have this panicky feeling in my chest and racing heart constantly throughout the day and even when everything seems to be okay I just can't seem to distract myself or focus on anything because I am so stuck in my head and the feeling is just always there. 

I literally don't know what to do with myself anymore because nothing distracts me enough to feel okay, the feeling is so awful.",5.510915750915752,6.4139278021978035,5.755769230769232,80.8100641025641,67.68131868131869,7.3853479853479875,34.946886446886445,7.1686216300943375,2.4566908424908425,374,18,67,3,6,119,58,91,0.14300000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.14,-0.6552,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,4,3,9,4,4,1,0,16,19,9,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,11,2,10,17,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114935200675531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206907299933312,0.0,0.0,0.1593743012954503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361194511578865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928898362049905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490143611257153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011337477390256,0.0,0.25583504784984745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405853734947224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896280631827098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118483110755952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198761783982661,0.0,0.0,0.2295004484786957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064362295849662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716640932155496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35262065816005106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174826438762506,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sweet_potatoess,2020/04/12,"i hate death anxiety so much it’s getting so bad. every day, every situation i’m in, i can’t help but think of every possible way i could be killed. my anxiety about death is getting to the point where i can’t even enjoy life, because im too busy imagining death. like every time i use a knife to chop stuff, i can’t stop picturing the knife inside my stomach. i’m not suicidal, but i just can’t get the idea out of my head, and i wish i could. i’m not out of high school yet, so i feel like i haven’t really lived at all, so that might be a reason why i’m so scared, cause i don’t wanna die before doing at least some of the things i wanna do. also, i had a near death experience a couple years ago (severe car accident), and that made me realize how fragile life really is. every time i make plans for the future and get excited, it all gets ruined with my anxiety cause i’m like “what if i die before this happens.” i need to get this out of my head, it’s really fucking with me.",2.568262243285943,3.2744450995260688,4.883677725118485,85.10330489731437,74.30805687203791,8.470268562401264,23.071406003159556,8.841846274778883,1.3703589889415482,760,19,171,15,15,268,113,211,0.243,0.642,0.115,-0.9868,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,1,13,11,3,1,9,0,16,6,3,7,2,37,37,13,8,7,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,2,24,5,21,30,5,20,0,1,0,1,1,10,1,3,11,105,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120065116097427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227647158688088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361184344095468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590402416006067,0.06271726406888371,0.0,0.1750937826729606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138086432862016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428935186383165,0.1138394298067232,0.0,0.06635180890723763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355514894392494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795405535372584,0.0,0.4334219531404079,0.0,0.0,0.10064050667686096,0.0,0.0,0.05202135170750066,0.0735005055599416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511480125134712,0.32251654361646603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098017378053024,0.0,0.0,0.101576864624522,0.21117777856441725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896112230344671,0.10870282455488052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614375848021904,0.11113260995166616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138261431308111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534033097701562,0.15079209540629132,0.0,0.09084864900433323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735153426222924,0.06867601410963586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914389614016907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563173789359244,0.07628734365655154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725884068285842,0.11598649662617867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977307927500574,0.1057821109620231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300505004337264,0.10412432086555416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622988097952627,0.0,0.0,0.1156461711823061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860158127045297,0.0,0.0,0.11777781423729795,0.11253863519248268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835170251508285,0.06592405230994472,0.0,0.0,0.11998522922821693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885893060273818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166470300836576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283700370355637,0.0,0.11831177266736324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625406289708972
anxiety,lonelyspren,2020/04/12,"Apparently it takes a worldwide pandemic for me to get help I'm just posting here because I feel the need to say it somewhere, but don't feel comfortable telling anyone I know in rl.

I've struggled with anxiety and disordered obsessive thinking since I was a kid. I started to recognize something was wrong when I was a teen (when I was also struggling with depressive boughts and self harm), but wasn't really able to properly put my finger on what was going on until I was about 23. I went to just one counseling session as a teen (my mom thought I was just being a drama queen) and have not talked to any kind of professional since. I seem to go through periods where my anxiety isn't much of an issue, and periods where it is a big issue. It was awful in my teens, fairly bad in early uni, almost non existent from maybe age 22-23, then it started becoming worse when I was with my ex, then it started to go away again when we broke up, and now it's getting worse with the pandemic. All of my anxiety seems to centre on social interactions, and I'm starting to become anxious about leaving my house and interacting with people (funnily enough I'm not too anxious about catching the virus, it's just talking to people that worries me). Anyway, given that this pandemic is still in early days, and my anxiety is slowly ramping up ... apparently that was what I needed to kick my butt in gear and talk to a doctor.

It was terrifying. One of the most terrifying things I've ever done. And, I finally got validation. The doctor was instantly like ""yup, you definitely have anxiety,"" and prescribed me medication. 

I'm still scared, but slightly hopeful. I mean, what if it turns out it's not anxiety and it's something else closely related that the meds won't help? 

Fuck, I'd really love to not be scared of people for the first time in my life.",7.228252513305737,6.701062398876406,7.992087522176231,71.13564458900062,64.0561797752809,11.539680662329983,36.71437019515079,10.992663274268294,4.093726966292135,1458,64,267,36,19,491,185,356,0.19699999999999998,0.736,0.067,-0.9941,2,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,0,2,22,16,1,5,15,2,24,8,2,0,2,47,56,25,0,4,12,2,3,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,21,20,0,0,8,1,1,6,8,11,0,3,19,4,29,5,46,34,4,49,0,2,0,3,17,17,2,6,26,183,50,4,0.08649384333518018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661109009039895,0.0,0.0,0.0691690952657787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058818779468191765,0.0,0.39700532044411696,0.19542684695012827,0.0,0.06047850634198543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126381301661581,0.0,0.07221874633462574,0.05272584409029682,0.19105130897511768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578137349406299,0.0,0.07449702052392053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912943793728128,0.17706022742302593,0.0,0.08851323175287984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225450745897914,0.0,0.0,0.08937126142696873,0.0,0.0,0.07823863316265375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746777207894857,0.0,0.0,0.09474977758802823,0.0,0.07357161895550393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799621644201508,0.09037892648179664,0.0,0.14746933325635425,0.0,0.06917702787810362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594999995120606,0.0,0.0,0.08590790259048826,0.0,0.0998022823230978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055420127188765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007002780237565,0.04753475428759504,0.0,0.0,0.09158449136688526,0.0,0.0,0.061093159474475925,0.04225652288078617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806407055510636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689469119289503,0.09421715193106003,0.09607516130417562,0.08713344754636385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130054394611604,0.0,0.0,0.06358292696052431,0.1282681777470534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172209334443556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989182113427307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283719280848212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695020231168675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082034168390748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878337582880477,0.17319085230296627,0.0,0.0,0.15748149298155534,0.09023194220489812,0.0,0.0,0.14309720201915155,0.0,0.0,0.08816958085368161,0.0,0.1331743726125559,0.0,0.0,0.24488314997603605,0.0,0.13814819003225426,0.0,0.0,0.18084428976142294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503260589643803,0.20856142483279008,0.07559943144541313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746266619918825,0.055421762340861366,0.0,0.06866645015207848,0.050435255613806386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408046421632166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801806593164475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783869641794342,0.1762892314686247,0.0,0.09456743965601892,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JakPalethorpe,2020/04/12,Body tremors of a night when trying to sleep Hi all I was wondering if anyone could please help me so I have severe anxiety which is a big problem in my life as I constantly worry about my health and that I'm going to pass away.. Every night time before going to bed ill try to settle and fall to sleep and I feel like all of a sudden my body is having vibration like feelings in my chest and in my ribs.. It happens for abit but if I get up it goes.. But this is a constant thing going on and it also sends abit of a chill inside my ribs when it happens.. I was wondering if anyone is experiencing something similar? I do feel like I get alot of tightness in the ribs area sometimes also but my anxiety is off the scales and I just need some reassuring this has been going on for about 3 months now and every night I dread it because this happens most nights thanks for taking the time out all.,3.2250585480093683,4.555442907103828,4.5319008587041365,85.85274590163935,73.48087431693989,7.195784543325528,24.00039032006245,7.7094869923839395,1.0886849336455895,704,20,145,9,14,233,101,183,0.084,0.8190000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.5425,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,9,0,13,11,8,0,3,30,31,19,0,6,7,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,11,8,0,1,5,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,3,5,18,5,25,27,6,32,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,8,16,101,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014372136999648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232651748512556,0.0,0.0,0.15750998554313006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582157850466664,0.0,0.0,0.0686594911376522,0.0,0.09584163306684013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25021777460084343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434306033769541,0.0,0.08992757788283208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979482726047048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085054280780915,0.1609288091573344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769126144628975,0.0,0.2560457034428897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988006186873302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972267001709418,0.0,0.0,0.07549493167360867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795553928795403,0.16507908455325798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990187863416739,0.0,0.0,0.08351528520040646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227904354392232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236362381249836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777372157386944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724222909786428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254269106610664,0.0,0.0,0.08670970388349737,0.11139604050926384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468533231176155,0.0,0.0,0.10369651775307566,0.0,0.0,0.07482777163116293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135338259965898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293962376060732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442894456276539,0.0,0.1143833788212523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JazzlikeCaterpillar1,2020/04/12,"Need Encouragement for Something Silly I know this sounds silly. I’m applying to a graduate program, and I emailed a former professor who already wrote my a letter or recommendation 2 years ago. In it, she praised me as “the best student I’ve had in 18 years.” She’s given me a bunch of job references since then.

I emailed her to see if she could submit her letter for a few graduate programs, and she hasn’t relied for a few days. I know I should follow up, but it’s so hard to get past the anxious thought that she didn’t reply because she doesn’t want to recommend me. My therapist has given me homework of following up with her.

How do you all deal with those socially anxious thoughts that you know are irrational, but you can’t get through?",4.284063079777361,5.744579768707485,5.194607297464444,81.62192949907237,71.04081632653063,8.610760667903525,31.730983302411875,9.095868883498916,2.763073469387756,594,27,115,12,11,194,93,147,0.07400000000000001,0.83,0.096,0.0002,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,2,2,5,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,1,1,21,26,10,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,3,23,5,17,17,5,13,1,0,1,0,22,4,0,2,7,79,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192801437655206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140324344089722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382243414635605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823221151634875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035421601848008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485603276726384,0.0,0.0,0.12508391782837705,0.1999574712147595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266532545436888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374417811803525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924688530704795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197752005838186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438140117418921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515049647428106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545557735192379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044028263968166,0.0,0.0,0.19771109808972648,0.0,0.1493148271303106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251948827111547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079547193043964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439875894718902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497993015021394
anxiety,TruMu92,2020/04/12,"Constantly feel paranoid I constantly feel paranoid. I don’t experience hallucinations or delusions as far as I’m concerned, but I always feel like I’m in danger. I hate being home alone because I feel like someone is watching me or is going to break in, I hate having the lights off, I hate when everyone else is asleep and I’m awake because it makes me feel like I’m at a greater risk. I can’t go to the basement to do laundry most of the time, I can’t walk around outside by myself if it’s more than 80-100 feet away from my house and if I’m not in my car. I have a hard time talking to people sometimes and I usually feel like everyone is secretly making fun of me or that they have some sort of hatred for me. I feel like it’s ruining my life. Earlier a woman was jogging by as I was walking my dog in my front yard and we made eye contact and it made me panic and quickly walk Inside, I know it’s not logical but I can’t help but worry. I also can’t sit in parking lots by myself for too long or I’ll panic, I don’t know what to do lol.",1.8954768928220247,3.1246255486725723,4.187197640117994,87.40527040314653,76.6991150442478,6.969124877089479,25.829891838741396,7.594959193182576,1.2688906588003932,818,30,181,11,18,285,117,226,0.205,0.67,0.125,-0.9674,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,0,5,14,4,3,6,1,18,4,3,4,0,38,41,20,0,2,11,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,8,0,0,11,2,0,8,8,8,0,0,4,11,31,6,27,36,5,28,0,1,2,0,7,10,0,10,13,115,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151045754329499,0.0,0.08887634275110333,0.09247501602425247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989356304512004,0.0,0.0,0.10441701559308388,0.0,0.0,0.13549635637720672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401995648507957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284083224684762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123926286816196,0.0,0.1087134631996497,0.0,0.0,0.3933599942839697,0.3969820289161719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263236127580507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995570613744754,0.32917479548518713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449289236801895,0.0,0.11147962809789384,0.0,0.0,0.12823735538259196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215614786981165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849945933711946,0.2714800010461227,0.0,0.0,0.09835288494840727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448483493225633,0.0,0.21032132660913186,0.14836982799736026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607910112572552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077048509847817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416615083114874,0.0,0.10991748812696704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893278354389978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960993771707974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240187496285294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286517569232465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rhdjdjdbdbbdbd,2020/04/12,"University I’m so worried
I’ve suffered from anxiety and ocd for six years now and I’m in my third year of uni. I’ve had so much time and I’ve ignored or avoided my work. I have work due end of April early may and I’m working but I regret wasting so much time doing nothing",-1.9020268256333808,-0.21936814754097966,1.274366616989571,95.80308494783907,107.52459016393442,3.529657228017884,20.299552906110282,5.565023196281405,-0.02648852459016382,217,9,49,2,11,76,40,61,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.9204,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,4,0,5,5,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,27,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099855035103242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243118293535524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035661663434632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633823200883865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320116794391257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994999781908188,0.2787597839904821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535274861153551
anxiety,Bluets58,2020/04/12,"Mice are my(F23) biggest fear, and yesterday my roommate found one dead on the floor. Feeling so on edge. So along with GAD, i’ve always had an strong fear of mice/rats/other rodents. Just visualizing one in my head makes me uncomfortable. Somehow, in every place I’ve lived, including crappy appartments/duplexes, I’ve managed to evade coming in contact with them. Until yesterday.

I got home from the grocery store and my roommate informed me that she had found a dead one on the floor. I was calmer than i expected to be and i even pushed myself to look at it, feeling like that might disarm my fear about it.

I hadn’t thought about it that much the last day, but now my roommate has gone to her bf’s house and i’ll be alone for a couple of days. My fear is getting ramped up big time because i’m alone and have some other heavy shit on my mind that’s probably exacerbating it.

Any little noise is making me twitch. Or if my hair falls on my neck. I’m scared to go in the kitchen where it was found. I can’t stop thinking about how terrified i’m going to be if i see one scutter across the floor and it feels inevitable. I almost wish my roommate hadn’t even told me about it.

Anyone dealt with a similar fear scenario? Advice for coping?

TL;DR: Mice are my worst fear and my roommate found one on the floor. I’m starting to spin out internally because of it and need advice.",3.2633830529990466,5.106240343065696,3.999882576959696,87.60384481117109,74.4014598540146,6.66302761028245,25.416693113297363,7.423996415210882,1.1608024754046329,1090,37,220,13,23,347,151,274,0.19399999999999998,0.767,0.039,-0.9937,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,14,11,1,7,11,0,17,6,4,3,0,41,44,16,2,5,5,0,4,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,13,14,1,1,10,0,1,6,3,9,0,5,14,6,28,2,37,26,3,39,0,0,2,0,7,23,1,7,11,135,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751986357670246,0.0,0.0,0.0909550788118851,0.1881490166093616,0.0,0.0,0.07557946007121705,0.0,0.0,0.0617688418026425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351181245980134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074062916540353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824368343486764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005038267197144,0.0,0.11715818879758258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998729466175513,0.0,0.07652983671633096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.613267189560606,0.13778209166927466,0.06489036432411492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983701861516073,0.0,0.0,0.04745594572534213,0.0,0.1032437825584703,0.0,0.07264660929746652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932197872913052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111185337204164,0.0,0.0,0.10480787673759613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740401636783098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044375903419834536,0.0910374778457334,0.08020627732195841,0.0,0.0762759626759921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212620659396147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635834652202573,0.09171437776939033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677193563490205,0.06735074113409295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30775040554004035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490005675637793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793220655783393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909386292463952,0.0,0.07238130531923327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932376929582028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642913228044052,0.0,0.0,0.07593957866697698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820144690876493,0.0,0.07211042348960127,0.052964841389980935,0.0,0.0,0.08679382220735905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044522615692218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kittenaura,2020/04/12,"Quitting hormonal birth control after almost a decade in the hope of improving my anxiety Pretty much what the title says. I'm in a long-distance relationship and working from home, so I feel like there's no better time than the present to see if my suspicion that my HBC is affecting my anxiety is correct. Would love to hear from anyone who has experience with quitting the pill and noticing differences (positive or negative!) in their anxiety levels. I'm hoping for the best.",8.275517241379312,8.721561379310348,8.556919540229888,64.70503448275863,61.64367816091954,12.477241379310346,40.38850574712643,11.979248473330829,5.429682298850573,388,20,60,12,5,128,67,87,0.096,0.6509999999999999,0.253,0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,6,2,6,0,0,7,0,4,2,0,2,1,13,12,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,6,12,11,2,8,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,5,5,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711335714852022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059234506590985,0.0,0.0,0.1236741309037572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561792686527376,0.15643032226340353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837877788477454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479526229062967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301631636051407,0.0,0.0,0.0894326046412472,0.126358532389428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993493975775487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741863827220808,0.3513507800792845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864115048203156,0.0,0.0,0.15652756665429926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963532607963907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002244446471836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201371761461502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994403443158252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376253682491114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898960491077428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406569827990012,0.0,0.0,0.14094535618396165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313641626126142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876608450963156,0.0,0.0,0.12564592791265505,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vitogeek,2020/04/12,"Does anyone feel like if they’re doing leisure activity then they’re “wasting time”? I can’t convince myself to start a movie, tv show, hobby because I have the constant nag going in my head telling me I should be being more productive even though I might end up watching equal hours of videos online instead. The voice doesn’t let me continue with hobbies either once I get good at them because I could be getting better at something else I’m not good at now. I think it has made me a more well rounded and a person with diverse interests but I hate that I don’t LOVE anything. Everything seems like a mean to an end but there is no end! Does this kind of anxiety stay with anyone?",5.9870555555555525,6.1394975111111165,6.025324074074074,81.92020833333336,66.48148148148148,8.527777777777779,32.43055555555556,8.07648339933343,2.280722222222222,544,21,105,6,8,172,99,135,0.1,0.7340000000000001,0.166,0.7997,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,2,0,7,0,14,2,1,1,0,17,26,6,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,4,15,10,12,18,4,17,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,3,12,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707021899979238,0.0,0.0,0.21400918177064648,0.0,0.12593354235682366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657561891699107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534570660440556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537486200318227,0.0,0.12218480812475944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678413179763798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783986374513334,0.0,0.4066268107740147,0.0,0.0,0.1010771924108147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753665432691867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737834259690594,0.10932717266250744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599073892161516,0.0,0.0869724724130235,0.2567145010911132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108891201115274,0.15705653507898912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070718459960925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936085493784866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648713594957211,0.0,0.1495288894049888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381187208122763,0.14480401072298693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666983595751359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234437419813202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297569746439106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362296125999507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931596320528467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781267527702907,0.0,0.0,0.10831790855466243,0.16311336369464485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337580360737776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980576962647388,0.15035465007595133,0.0,0.08923507241787622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375955072736864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Blahtyblah91,2020/04/13,"Calling off work I've been deemed an essential worker since I work at a warehouse and primarily were focused on shipping medical supplies and PPE out. Which is great. However I work in the office part of the week and my anxiety has been taking a toll on me since all of this stuff started. I'm just mentally exhausted and although I had 2 days off they were just homework and cleaning filled. I kinda just feel like I could use just a day to relax and sleep. But I feel guilty for calling off. My fiancé thinks I should just do it, I rarely call off. But my anxiety has me feeling like a horrible employee if I do. I don't know how to not feel bad about it, but I feel like I really need just the extra day to get my brain in order",4.958333333333336,4.963388033333338,6.014000000000002,81.63033333333334,68.66666666666666,9.6,30.66666666666667,9.444778638647367,2.530466666666667,575,21,120,11,9,192,91,150,0.061,0.8290000000000001,0.11,0.7154,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,4,8,7,0,0,8,0,13,4,2,2,1,32,26,12,0,4,11,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,5,19,5,17,19,3,17,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,8,84,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676206655358693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829275750176962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581562219467441,0.4339982300785691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311600737085548,0.0,0.0,0.2741060800449727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581758365000265,0.3036380739600558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740193715357773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561972540353056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786090796694836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764583440054213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272271818644547,0.14277513835904376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505026198544784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534202840705355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076067136596364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343901476660957,0.0,0.14177737624130102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027833681216876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218404847602794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652201359700278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907796579925524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223617639852468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364318759029805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094233935179318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YaKhoumayra,2020/04/13,Diarrhea with anxiety? Does anyone else get waves of diarrhea with an anxiety attack?,5.620000000000001,9.37169671428572,7.368571428571433,54.701428571428615,81.85714285714286,14.228571428571426,35.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,7.661114285714286,70,4,8,4,2,24,11,14,0.384,0.616,0.0,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820165321914962,0.0,0.0,0.26598754767750143,0.3897691833021044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327648346806396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33289438680064504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177789996826941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987455583036568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sadudp,2020/04/13,why do i get super anxious when getting closer to someone im getting closer to someone i know and theres just. constant pain in my chest and i feel super panicky. i don't know why this is happening but i cant make it stop. i dont want to stop talking to the person either. what can i do,-1.1085714285714268,0.9719095714285756,1.936825396825398,93.64428571428572,96.14285714285714,3.4349206349206347,21.285714285714285,5.033348758259628,-0.03602857142857152,225,9,48,1,9,79,41,63,0.114,0.725,0.161,0.5901,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,1,0,12,16,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,5,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115552030488965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306806247882997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25018025198431143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793468970510094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33458110869296914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887670447613881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305796250488739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463037104038054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249003591419387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714259283306545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863900463235173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617376496269985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35693382617956354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157567211126587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590762139778136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385239247308904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,danielwhitehead,2020/04/13,"Lockdown without my prescription So I've been stuck at home for weeks now and I ran out of medication for my anxiety (Sertraline). I had a week of painful headaches - which was, I assume, the withdrawal - but I have since come out of the other side.

The reason I haven't collected my prescription is twofold. I am reluctant to go outside, and particularly visit a doctor's surgery, due to coronavirus, but also because my family do not know I am taking the medication. To go out and collect the medication would cause me not just anxiety over coronavirus but also about answering awkward questions about where I've been that was so important etc.

A lot of my anxiety stems from issues around my sexuality, which my family aren't comfortable with. To sit them down and discuss it all would be hard at the best of times... but considering I am stuck at home with them 24/7, I have decided this isn't the right time.

I decided to accept the consequences of foregoing  my antidepressants than create the situation for myself described above. I knew it would be difficult but I have so far been surprised at how calm I am feeling.

It surprises me how little I am worried about coronavirus... I am definitely concerned by it and I am taking sensible precautions, but it doesn't keep me up at night. Before I took medication, I would be frequently kept awake by concerns over lumps and bumps and colds and coughs that I thought all could indicate some serious illness (spoiler alert: none of these turned out to be serious illnesses). But coronavirus is far less abstract and a far more real threat - why am I not anxious about it the same?

I also do have concerns about when this is all over. Another reason I take sertraline is to help with social interactions and my work, where my insecurities play round and round in my head and send me into a downward spiral. I am worried about the difficulty of getting back in the hamster wheel, anyone else?",6.8293832437713755,7.904649542134835,7.317870053737181,70.16557645334639,64.81460674157303,11.359843673668784,35.70297997068881,11.20814326018867,4.402262970200292,1551,72,265,46,23,509,182,356,0.128,0.764,0.10800000000000001,-0.5053,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,2,21,14,1,2,17,0,38,11,1,5,3,63,56,28,0,5,12,0,4,0,0,4,10,0,2,0,14,22,0,2,12,1,0,7,9,7,0,0,13,5,41,7,50,34,11,45,0,0,2,0,9,27,0,4,10,207,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24634505013738356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767136884308033,0.2356550884317661,0.1160017977805822,0.0,0.07179786781848856,0.10521017448672017,0.0,0.09140903750629803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895636828878995,0.0,0.06259419111985118,0.0,0.08737509407689995,0.0,0.1077587631336242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548303100668467,0.0,0.08845172926601537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198347968612361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509970875061632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577790507085256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451793314112985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359951151671773,0.0,0.051919267835342765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053647275781116006,0.0,0.11671346110466538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198319266469908,0.0,0.10538168738681412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882579674649708,0.0,0.20599748461733067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717366764721424,0.0,0.09126876676959536,0.0,0.0,0.05643151941991297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291466339483823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729683917422497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137665513184142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636040437028202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926123145705212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502770186411755,0.0,0.0,0.1168749637483361,0.0,0.2111490597978194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769014291007775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493987878660722,0.11541923342373145,0.0,0.1046716973456318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316129840727992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151829484190128,0.11974977673805025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408383917494172,0.0,0.11168888159885323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473113183229346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265482541509354,0.0,0.0,0.09898209527429512,0.0,0.07475395418239393,0.20855776692307804,0.0,0.2917703050195468,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ZacHud,2020/04/13,"Does anyone else vomit when they get anxious? This has been my biggest struggle for the last 3 years and now it’s gotten to the point where I can’t go out in public without thinking I’m going to vomit. Do any of you guys struggle with this? And if yes, how do you counter it?",1.9106896551724155,3.5459445517241366,3.1753793103448267,92.95755172413791,77.6206896551724,4.64,23.66896551724138,3.1291,0.036416551724137484,216,7,46,0,5,70,48,58,0.121,0.833,0.046,-0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,5,2,0,1,0,8,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,8,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757563325981905,0.0,0.0,0.29197737713817223,0.0,0.180715760710948,0.26481478203456016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261732283047463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590361716951792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503058722250627,0.0,0.2937686389526165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559082737865085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106730068640008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443208318442873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403806305940223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560570931985974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24913866090674575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643471839093846
anxiety,joycemano,2020/04/13,"Convinced that something is wrong with my body. Let me preface this by saying i’ve always been extremely anxious about my health since I was a child. 

I’ve had a swollen lymph node under my jaw for a while now and my doctor said it’s nothing to worry about; I have a lot of drainage and sinus congestion from allergies and he said that’s probably what’s causing it. 

Basically i’m convinced I have cancer and i’m so scared. One of my biggest fears is getting sick with cancer and my brain keeps telling me it is. It’s like not even swollen that much just enough to where I notice it. 

Basically I just need someone to tell me that it’s probably nothing because obviously I can’t go to the doctor right now with everything going on. 

This is probably really stupid so i’m sorry, i’m just so scared :( I know i’m probably fine and healthy but i can’t shut off the thoughts that i’m dying",2.3116176470588243,4.434258194444446,3.748300653594775,87.04794117647063,78.16666666666667,6.901960784313728,26.699346405228766,7.928766900206844,1.6771307189542477,705,29,143,12,17,232,100,180,0.138,0.8009999999999999,0.061,-0.9044,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,3,6,0,12,14,3,1,1,21,27,11,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,1,14,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,6,3,17,4,17,20,3,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,89,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384449359561064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409896936949854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607757812310778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862586205905264,0.0,0.13931927602666505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820508402621136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295238142844465,0.0,0.0,0.2554783809852641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895287387958868,0.0,0.08242993427259497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216316070753377,0.0,0.0,0.14043590828935956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520341171140075,0.0,0.14185465610070802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326577087947231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092893142142583,0.0,0.0,0.06858740804004994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761755667295047,0.0,0.06097150223272611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061014126608186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174315132539236,0.09253841718065507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949999839914146,0.1420868532389148,0.0,0.0,0.08456843959201543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382266762486144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799507655832723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065794377803246,0.23742880660243545,0.0992468255079104,0.24989529942321614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323674047935807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574354747171916,0.09607796623489344,0.0,0.13970458798698288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816328410034447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099078114651608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674155159135392,0.0,0.0,0.13645038600068732,0.0,0.0
anxiety,UsernameCensored,2020/04/13,"Balance issues? Has anyone had balance issues?  Not dizziness, more loss of balance.",5.011282051282052,7.675209615384612,4.253846153846155,72.2828205128205,106.69230769230768,1.7333333333333334,35.1025641025641,3.1291,2.3310717948717947,67,4,6,0,3,20,10,13,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.3692,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176159565391314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9482194388176888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NewsGirl86,2020/04/13,"Anxiety about husband's health Argh. So my husband is a bigger guy. He probably has hypertension (his pressure was sky high for a bit but since he's been on CPAP it's come down). He always sounds like he's huffy puffy when he breathes and it's freaaaaking me out all the time especially right now with the virus going around.

Like, I honestly think if he gets it he's screwed. And I can't take the anxiety anymore. I ask him if he's okay all the time and he always says he is but honestly how could he be? Even if he ""feels"" fine he's probably retaining CO2 like a mf. GRRR I just wish my brain would be different and I wouldn't be so scared of health problems all the time.",0.8093571428571416,3.11922743571429,2.4039285714285725,93.41232142857143,85.35714285714286,6.357142857142858,21.607142857142854,7.645422480735847,0.8582142857142858,531,18,119,10,16,173,84,140,0.121,0.698,0.18,0.8408,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,2,2,8,1,12,5,2,1,3,26,20,13,0,8,6,2,1,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,3,10,7,8,12,4,15,0,0,0,1,20,8,1,3,8,60,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728556109122002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508578121500521,0.0,0.1626042041061888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459591090022965,0.15328041185538188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900179030263366,0.0,0.0,0.18303351894677608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123697115277514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130908671334276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130324123422255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829399467721076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290307260675507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566230196738117,0.0,0.09318221291979703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234611931982576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34856350030799216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323267967551212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403076356854841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535530952872453,0.15688752024843408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002089373884,0.0,0.13038752594100986,0.16415250396842165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562935749763322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327747055389952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050589097705982,0.0,0.0,0.2868190803568873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854584046231335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647243783484525,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erinzehren,2020/04/13,"For those who dissociate, can you describe what it feels like? Curious how others experience dissociation. 

For me it has happened randomly since I was really young. Now I feel like I can pull myself out of it really quickly most the time. I will feel sort of like I’m floating. My eyes totally stop focusing and my hearing sounds muffled. Sometimes if I’m still in the middle of doing something like walking or brushing my teeth I’ll feel like I’m in slow motion or the world around me is on fast forward.",2.6445548266166843,5.393830793814434,4.27177132146204,80.14227741330836,81.26804123711341,7.2386129334582945,27.37488284910965,8.296473431620573,2.374348453608247,405,18,72,9,11,135,68,97,0.025,0.826,0.149,0.8836,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,7,2,2,1,1,16,16,5,0,1,3,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,11,5,10,14,2,19,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,6,14,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161544658240245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995645459424512,0.0,0.0,0.4126218269609267,0.4372422845318249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804086413095464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299382673745561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983539439060039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613928008179679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876224101388154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705971361134433,0.20177476610149636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292560450437402,0.17056458848489775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896202921360773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Icecream786,2020/04/13,"How often are you cleaning? DAE clean alot to cope? With all this stuff going on, how often are you cleaning everything? I pretty much disinfect all the touch points of the home every 2-3 days (we're all home) so we don't use up all our cleaning products since you know how hard it is now to get lysol clorox etc.

My anxiety has been through the roof and I find myself second guessing pretty much everything I do now and wanting to clean alot.",3.588668831168832,5.231433386363637,4.062857142857143,88.32500000000002,73.0909090909091,6.846753246753247,25.07142857142857,7.447530270364453,1.1266019480519476,350,11,70,4,7,110,61,88,0.034,0.831,0.135,0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,4,4,20,13,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,10,0,8,12,9,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,3,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536767944982402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309799457589347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265054276476516,0.0,0.0,0.17111691406161428,0.0,0.36505869732940105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562582009740453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610913775363036,0.0,0.11542398511144206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223732846542189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193388423486206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074431581828028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161610315881076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985974637347419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199111353583773,0.0,0.0,0.4132427483321734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680028886409427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324960234614561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754095043108017,0.0,0.0,0.11979112504575665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spercuoco,2020/04/13,"How can I best support my boyfriend with health anxiety during this pandemic? Hi everyone!

I’m new to this subreddit so I apologize if this is the wrong place to ask this, but I figured you all would be the best people to ask. My boyfriend has health anxiety, typically focused around the fear of having a heart attack, but of course with the pandemic now the anxiety has shifted to shortness of breath. It’s something that consumes him daily and leaves him manually breathing all day. Things like meditation and stuff like that don’t work at all for him, considering he’s trying NOT to focus on breathing haha. And then all doctors/psychologists around here aren’t available or accepting new patients until the pandemic passes (understandably so)... 

That all being said, I care so much about him and want to do anything I can to help him out during this time.. do any of you have ideas on what I can do to help? I know that a lot of it isn’t anything I can control, but do any of you have partners that help you in any way that you wouldn’t mind sharing? I just am looking for some opinions. Thank you all so much!",6.301049604601007,6.7455200467289735,6.434672897196264,78.24896836808053,65.82242990654207,9.57526959022286,33.75125808770669,9.466822959209583,3.014752408339324,886,37,167,16,13,283,117,214,0.066,0.7140000000000001,0.221,0.9902,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,0,4,11,13,1,1,8,1,22,6,4,2,6,36,33,16,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,1,16,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,2,22,10,27,28,12,18,0,0,1,0,22,9,0,5,9,126,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562064910487939,0.0,0.2882167367813064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066916473406359,0.2235947008631102,0.234810201783564,0.14287116321330035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635875955545574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280423630454006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408543505327825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809919898486657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000192968654645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141318134342358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669821435465802,0.0,0.14881892932518384,0.25253110395355505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177027367809558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901827788678379,0.0,0.0,0.13297647100553134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227090570856885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545984123098062,0.0,0.0,0.10676794753533543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680513465616874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463897363457135,0.0,0.0,0.2425817135848128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706488467705527,0.0,0.1312096834601962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194601736724443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668153327101696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376487532451812,0.0,0.14251246518426258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562187254961495,0.0,0.0,0.08343314956160522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322967246625851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526402848137356,0.0,0.0,0.13073850154228106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407333639855583,0.09968359425279187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142743693475272,0.0,0.0,0.08921204053139865,0.13730757478479416,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SatosCampground,2020/04/13,"I keep quitting my jobs after one or two days. Any anxiety coping tips for me As the title says i keep quitting my jobs almost immediately after getting hired. A little background is i have been working since I was 14 (im currently 25) and i had never had a problem with going to work or working at all. But these past few years I get myself so worked up that I get sick the morning of my new job every time. I try telling myself that it wont be bad and the worst part is all in my head but when it comes down to it I call in and quit. I've been unemployed on and off for almost two years now and I just want to be able to hold a job again. Any tips would be so appreciated.
Working on getting a therapist as well.",1.6448380566801608,3.1765809736842137,3.7200000000000015,89.21730769230774,78.07894736842105,6.2558704453441285,22.87651821862348,7.010146845296331,0.6267301619433194,556,17,124,6,13,190,95,152,0.040999999999999995,0.867,0.092,0.8159,7,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,0,7,0,13,2,1,0,3,23,22,14,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,3,5,1,17,1,20,12,5,24,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,4,13,88,23,11,0.11346863983033326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724490455802804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432513218016428,0.0,0.0868031988928801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474157467007624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586416782124795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774318601382864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317788566420103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560222291936278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371307242637928,0.0,0.06448684290140941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164515601693055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256560233311425,0.0,0.4504004661330235,0.2017122813005502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372538639125453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751401015691229,0.10958871941598457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768892869405139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287547949802,0.10831865596227136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857416404309296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620635967715359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023481669080394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386243142022196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917659254446036,0.0,0.0,0.13174583643766774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616447637569728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703775816766066,0.0,0.22168474695203252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692674364301619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202193424329133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130326060073031,0.0,0.0,0.08060486616114804,0.0,0.0,0.14614016767049015
anxiety,TheWildBlair,2020/04/13,"Occasional anxiety about people in my life trying to force me into sex. It first started a few months ago I think, I was taking a walk and was thinking of school (I’m a 16 year old male) and I got really worried my principal was going to try to have sex with me against my will from then on I will get that feeling ever now and then. 

Does anybody get this?",2.4309909909909915,3.889397324324329,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,75.75675675675676,7.095495495495496,24.495495495495497,7.793537801064563,1.2033495495495496,278,9,59,4,6,94,55,74,0.061,0.917,0.022000000000000002,-0.4005,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,1,9,16,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,9,0,11,10,1,15,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,10,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064977752775514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042071651699732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178288215297932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251595505492497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585984348612742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117285538816032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26009757127861843,0.0,0.14146518777907208,0.0,0.19908155185923776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581733950169198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198683062776104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611963721544836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256760910718125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946251433986924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25191715126749403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761846346135049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715450056811564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31899174601818714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33799641709638323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527871539521831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029429672327106
anxiety,VertHigurashi,2020/04/13,"Anybody else get chest/shoulder soreness? I've been having chest soreness for a while now, it's located right below my left shoulder, and it's incredibly uncomfortable. It always causes me to get worked up because I'm a hypochondriac and I think it's related to my heart, even though I've been to the doctor over it and they say nothing is wrong. Does anybody have any advice to help with that?",4.6109649122807,6.465892552631582,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,70.84210526315789,7.698245614035088,29.771929824561404,8.344100000000001,2.2819456140350884,318,13,57,5,6,102,53,76,0.04,0.8809999999999999,0.079,0.4061,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,6,3,1,0,6,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,9,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434546380906055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806120344454296,0.0,0.0,0.17004222507971728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152427845823778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568697014795764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559362444813554,0.21881999030058225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888425994980195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515532726653515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612810721037109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29630984491664664,0.16760289968579248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716794982338045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399292257418152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354089484388836,0.0,0.1988493875625123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022161410839394,0.245672350478566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820390039231295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733898595753317,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MaxThePornstar,2020/04/13,"Anxious as Shit Been dealing with really bad anxiety/ panic disorder for almost a year and it comes and goes. Im not mentally anxious but my body feels tense I get constant chest pains, headaches, painful palpitations and my arms start aching then the paranoia comes. I can be in a good mood, laughing not worried than boom the pain comes. I got 2 separate medical evaluations from mutilple types of doctors and came clear. I have no pre existing medical conditions or any disease, no family history of heart problems, strokes or cancers overall im medically healthy they concluded anxiety. Ive been going to therapy and they suggested anti anxiety medication which I turned down, because ive herd bad stories about medications and it leading to addiction. I also don't to be to depending on it but at this point I just want this anxiety to leave my life. Has anyone tried these medication. If so whats your experience with it. did it cuase any further problems. did it help????",4.455480225988701,7.367283841807907,5.578333333333332,72.58298022598872,74.98870056497175,9.8090395480226,35.822033898305094,9.994966539143718,4.635969491525424,788,46,127,26,18,260,126,177,0.28600000000000003,0.619,0.094,-0.99,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,2,4,12,1,1,4,0,12,19,5,3,1,29,23,15,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,14,1,0,0,11,12,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,9,0,0,6,3,15,2,18,15,0,16,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,5,4,77,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433356270879167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958356387425423,0.0,0.0,0.07653597731099895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016659401255493,0.0,0.29285902016503434,0.21624086113404933,0.0,0.06691979375192701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982086536356194,0.05834143111880119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630768463101377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946205848985066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473264872341571,0.0,0.10342408270002816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866858518460896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968725821361837,0.09795904873887804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361873919756014,0.09022300922588387,0.0,0.0483917809937735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050002385024873405,0.0,0.054391871113382215,0.08027357202158346,0.07654475478935956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341195772728352,0.06414965044270576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675760031326032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133873410316606,0.0,0.0,0.06759991076114431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784817805246344,0.0964490415425615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055134907072263,0.11229025802960353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047301470550956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831552506269789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131165316046155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824073571538486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774113185373919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944804273374853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497802690582212,0.10410054153521796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056449822172791576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719399177102647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616314647049316
anxiety,YouDontKnowMeIHope,2020/04/13,"Depersonalisation Disorder Does anyone here have Depersonalisation Disorder? If so, please describe (as best you can) your experience with it and ‘symptoms’.
I suspect I may have been suffering with this for the past five years but I’m too scared to tell anyone because I sound like a deranged lunatic trying to explain what it feels like to anyone!",8.285500000000003,9.960007883333333,8.353333333333339,61.89000000000002,61.83333333333334,10.0,36.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,4.034666666666666,283,13,43,6,4,92,47,60,0.22,0.628,0.152,-0.5988,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,3,7,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643281336068791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493550166322393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229763819781546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073823157673101,0.0,0.1937086036057124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165269397142084,0.0,0.0,0.1119233642293598,0.1581355267560514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628501968398867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130768683538886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298050478850294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161422867844424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300718299843032,0.0,0.0,0.1934733788248377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028501168868372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425448853194006
anxiety,horse2123,2020/04/13,"How to prevent a psych unit from drugging you up if admitted? I was once admitted involuntarily to the psych ward for one night and they were planning to give me haldol and other stuff because I was agitated but luckily I calmed down and was discharged the next day. That just made me think how do I prevent them from drugging me up if that ever happens again? Any ideas? e.g. can you say you're allergic to certain meds or you have a condition so that ""Haldol"" will aggravate your condition.. Any ideas because these people are just evil. People come for help and generally healthy and they get out with neurological disorders. When I was admitted, I only needed someone compassionate to talk to me, not punish me and lock me down and wants to drug me up. It was disgusting.",5.36191287878788,7.214249395833335,6.068232323232326,74.8727272727273,68.93055555555556,9.403030303030304,31.84090909090909,9.800150414767053,3.2860916666666675,619,27,109,15,11,202,90,144,0.11900000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.7937,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,3,1,8,6,3,0,4,0,11,5,0,3,2,33,22,15,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,7,10,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,7,1,20,3,18,14,0,13,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,3,6,81,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217501535631354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497092868614507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775651933795208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313487039582216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328164212665626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.556367669245754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465637516142188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355135671054897,0.15340939019704067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141631684167766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719069349050726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610593795532364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131973090599882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763455233705353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857830902333945,0.0,0.0,0.17007623994082086,0.15007365054588973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030908578704335,0.10836561580674996,0.1216260127756038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217361399312066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271744330972048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549930322286624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830696073990826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853726475551433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246998089319476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432468523770997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joeyvitale1212,2020/04/13,Anyone else get this Anyone else just start to walk all awkwardly and kinda lose your balance when you think people are looking at you or is that just me,13.038000000000006,7.51633746666667,11.056666666666667,69.22500000000002,57.66666666666666,13.333333333333336,40.0,8.841846274778883,3.5760000000000005,124,3,23,1,1,38,26,30,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.5729,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394463812848087,0.578033970080615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712713694773069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737143035383068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368701655686015,0.3155673856028504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555380899442226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965262637186101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807409029260345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1234swkisgar56,2020/04/13,"Im having sleep anxiety everynight, I just need someone to talk to and help me work this out. I posted this in anxiety help and realized it was probably the wrong place to post.

My sleep was bad, I was going to sleep at like 8am so i tried staying up all night. I eventually did that but couldnt sleep until 12am after taking xanax. Very next day the sleep anxiety has continued to worsen. Feeling tired gives me anxiety and having to either pee too much or complete slight dry mouth means i cant sleep. Im feeling to anxious to think straight so ill keep it at that for now.",3.4269230769230745,4.839593743589745,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,73.1025641025641,7.935042735042735,26.67521367521368,8.515128840125781,1.7961213675213674,456,16,93,8,9,150,78,117,0.22399999999999998,0.701,0.075,-0.9573,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,9,11,8,0,1,17,18,8,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,2,9,1,16,13,3,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,8,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497679049219499,0.12913058459792834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543876983800044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198451979806288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371639548379881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559071558796975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965047258304944,0.06496139607853485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323064882329027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24693510429525506,0.0,0.0,0.10159833238776443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584298767368586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245101796184061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402633166317372,0.08475470507905626,0.0,0.0,0.12156322413319168,0.10726622851107363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194229816470576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894259260172916,0.0,0.12323866292762832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6863171675980264,0.0,0.09684910821937293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183247791726852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594211643272089,0.0918729408080691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324116089688751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137522618615585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760467245982064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431247869194144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321441554585217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249730930758694,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lexanewb,2020/04/13,"Lexapro confusion... Hi guys. I am getting conflicting information and it is causing me more anxiety. Hoping people with experience can set me straight.

I took lexapro for the first time back in January out of desperation during a particularly low point - rolling panic attacks lasting multiple days, spiraling anxiety, etc.

I had been prescribed it a while before, but ended up feeling that I didn't need it at the time so it sat in a drawer. In January, out of desperation, I took 5mg and continued for 10 consecutive days. My anxiety and panic attacks subsided almost immediately but it killed my sex drive and I did not want to continue on with it anyway as my husband and I were (still are) trying to conceive. Rough timeline was:

Having panic attacks that rolled into multiple days. Desperate. Triggered by work then spiraled. was at a 10/10.

Day 1 - Took 5mg lexapro. Fight or flight feeling went away. Anxiety still there but minimized. Like a 2/10.

Days 2-6 - tired but minimal anxiety. Numb.

Days 6-10 - felt anxiety (caused by being out of town away from my husband for a few days). Would wake up heart racing, take 5mg, feel better, at work all day distracted, but it would come back in the evenings.

Day 11 - got back to my husband and was ok. Stopped taking lexapro. Didn't notice any withdrawl symptoms.

I have been ok for a while (around 2 months), but recently started experiencing pretty severe anxiety again. 6ish/10.

I have taken 5mg the last 3 days. It has got me down to a 3/10. Still very anxious but no fight or flight feeling.

I know 5mg is the minimum dose and this is not supposed to be a situational drug.

I know you shouldn't be able to feel any benefit until it has built up in your system for a couple weeks.

I also know it is not good to come on and off of lexapro.

I am going to see the doctor who prescribed me, but I have to wait til later this week to speak to her. I am kind of all over the place.

**Do I keep taking it each day until I see the doctor? Do I stop today?** I'm just looking for some informed perspective. Anyone have any similar experiences/advice?",2.3136694444444434,4.963316472500004,3.983666666666668,82.3337777777778,81.775,7.155555555555559,26.63888888888889,8.238735603445708,2.1696972222222217,1639,71,304,36,45,546,212,400,0.209,0.723,0.068,-0.9956,0,0,1,0,2,0,73.0,0,2,0,4,14,21,6,5,18,2,34,10,2,3,2,62,68,27,1,6,14,3,7,1,0,3,7,1,0,1,16,18,0,5,11,0,0,8,7,13,0,1,19,12,30,8,54,43,7,79,0,1,3,1,14,28,0,6,42,198,46,4,0.06792141015183284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637201590751089,0.0,0.0,0.06801348103969157,0.0,0.0,0.05431672715909112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856666408293328,0.0,0.3637178499995404,0.07673186041081055,0.0,0.04749222922960841,0.0,0.0,0.060464455210313066,0.0,0.23181122850254016,0.12762880134749227,0.1566821156049562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057796117390970285,0.0,0.0,0.06007096770444643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954799607888466,0.0,0.1170165613462725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515374844713492,0.0,0.4818405960485268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904088273395826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876727215556921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060158209251913786,0.0,0.07575032653322046,0.04486145082321013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644017222526813,0.0,0.0,0.17171552891397834,0.0,0.06521520524523475,0.0,0.0,0.05777391677748055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03548613345151029,0.0,0.03860130263879778,0.05696925632587953,0.1086459128746418,0.0,0.0,0.06725287463920664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048719805876133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746128582262867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037167014323376,0.07514497693887201,0.07072969664493865,0.11198349216334813,0.1107300292471929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033182970157238964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703687808327119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421422157514176,0.0,0.0,0.05036286499852101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732897563793703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907342098346984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047088153696181065,0.0,0.07096341727343056,0.0,0.06420768673340486,0.0,0.0,0.06910049231213672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706419842495957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082491401527877,0.0,0.0,0.07673186041081055,0.0,0.0,0.07634651080618858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807512369504678,0.0,0.16272637765474787,0.1135706804127074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059635179121618,0.1532053425311674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921104093809055,0.07806566932646332,0.0643815549819045,0.0,0.226389557494418,0.04611417901463728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604227668077712,0.040061807490607365,0.0,0.10896491653499382,0.0,0.0,0.06296382768623866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889519106124994,0.0,0.0,0.09649884202280473,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DXD4226,2020/04/13,"I’m ALWAYS anxious and I can’t stop it My body is always shaking and twitching and my muscles are always tense and my chest is always aching. I’ve been to the hospital at least 20 times in the last year alone. I have an appointment on the 17th of April but idk how long I can wait. I’ve been struggling with insomnia but it’s getting better after taking Hydroxyzine , Mirtazapine, and Trazadone but my anxiety symptoms are still there and getting worse by the day, not to mention I can’t sleep without these pills. What should I expect or am I screwed?",3.8461111111111137,5.797423981481483,4.2770370370370365,85.77166666666669,73.07407407407408,7.022222222222222,28.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.824733333333333,442,18,84,6,9,139,75,108,0.225,0.741,0.034,-0.9493,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,5,0,12,8,3,1,0,18,17,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,10,1,10,14,1,13,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,9,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012815385391716,0.0,0.0,0.6431318360693858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782053114195126,0.2182950617632676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708963595436805,0.0,0.21463512918635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461745724459054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190954975061748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750835731176208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100259669866208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336969233701534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543138424746241,0.16154905252170462,0.0,0.2020061011017513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008401059483983,0.14528502037810584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267405078762467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626696322612324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691802468400385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443387733258747
anxiety,pkafan4lyfe,2020/04/13,"Can’t come down from panic attack All day I’ve been in this weird funk, I’ve been feeling things building up for the past month or so in terms of my anxiety because of this pandemic and other things . I haven’t had serious issues with it since I was a child, I’ve been off all my medication and everything felt good for a very long time. Today feeels like the crescendo to it all, I had a coffee this morning (bad idea, I already knew coffee makes anxiety worse before  it all started ramping up) I was watching tv but not really because between work and looking for a job and school and the pandemic my mind was going a million miles a minute. Before I knew it I had trouble breathing, my heart was beating out of my chest, i started to feel dizzy or lightheaded I really can’t put my finger on it it all felt quite surreal. But here I am it’s probably been 20 or 30 minutes since it happened and I’m still all shook up. Does anyone have any advice on how to calm down",3.91972443799855,4.959317553299496,5.112070340826687,83.47432741116755,71.43654822335027,8.065119651921682,28.792240754169693,8.418075326091056,2.026067730239304,766,29,153,12,14,254,114,197,0.122,0.836,0.042,-0.9029,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,10,1,2,9,0,16,5,4,2,6,31,30,13,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,9,0,0,7,1,0,4,4,7,0,1,15,7,16,3,23,15,7,26,0,0,2,0,1,12,0,3,11,101,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878469815271974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672756795781173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658153056341008,0.0,0.2172967082791722,0.0,0.0,0.09930683297936553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157337263427154,0.0,0.0,0.11858452554495423,0.1731536345545032,0.0,0.24170477864292975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234153146668135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159405342471076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428659746832288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764246325114842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362370961683718,0.0,0.27273158577976353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807157965865112,0.11912341270739354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559179674353035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829971690643314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603283737758578,0.0,0.1482366793918531,0.14093740200013882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938599700663854,0.0,0.0,0.12568721368659946,0.1192648106302958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948024569179158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307474251221725,0.0,0.0,0.14340425886469452,0.0,0.11336260130136047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663515044133842,0.0,0.0,0.13557845612851202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312643275760734,0.0,0.0,0.14277385042649934,0.0,0.15106053841645053,0.0,0.0,0.1819690635229854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373637682590715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23496826889828745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105134489117404,0.0,0.1134209495548559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870953467414905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281562836869916,0.0,0.13462261997914107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718508691631728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339552786310603,0.0,0.14473509949568558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,enterlamename,2020/04/13,"I feel like I'm going to die. I dont know why, but i have a feeling in my guts that im gonna die in my sleep tonight. 
I'm feeling pressure on my chest and I am really tired and I know it's probably not true but it's giving me anxiety. 
I'm so damn scared to go to sleep.",-2.5327272727272714,-0.9457901060606028,1.3941666666666668,99.76125,94.0,5.118181818181818,17.340909090909093,6.6274283507984215,-0.3106,207,6,58,3,8,77,43,66,0.368,0.523,0.109,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,1,0,3,5,4,0,1,11,15,5,2,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,2,6,14,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084518793544822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43642485796203584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641834879029284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189351014322841,0.15020685690682267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016966179188672,0.2389865465359411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271124519963767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23110228784744366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272041226029878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669142160348935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469531339236354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105028352482161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208154884127617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416582270541903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897232464555763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marlaminger,2020/04/13,"I work in a call center (emails). I always find myself uncontrollably hurrying to get things done even if I have lots of time and it's been affecting the quality of my work. Is this an anxiety thing? Now that I think about it, I've been doing this forever.

When I took my entrance exams in high school and college, I finish the whole thing hours before everyone does. I'm not that smart, I'm just average. It's not to show off that I'm a fast worker either. I just tend to get lost in the moment and rush the shit out of what I'm doing.

I've been called out by my boss (he was nice about it) because my emails were answered in 15 minute intervals (we can work on tickets until half an hour). I couldn't explain to him why I'm always in a haste because I don't know why either. I'm starting to loathe myself because I know I could've done so much better in my work but for some reason I always have to freaking hurry. Sometimes I'm aware when I'm doing it but I find it hard to stop.",2.4834134615384613,3.6617389759615406,4.116538461538465,88.70346153846155,75.10576923076924,6.930769230769231,22.615384615384606,7.413659706084162,0.7418211538461539,769,20,168,9,16,258,114,208,0.08800000000000001,0.878,0.034,-0.7958,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,7,9,7,1,1,9,0,16,1,1,3,0,29,34,10,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,1,8,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,9,1,22,3,25,24,6,26,0,1,0,0,8,12,1,3,12,109,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198007482185744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800606720633644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342894222313901,0.0,0.10901469685098857,0.0,0.0,0.11330550613887545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616353213505103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228777753195917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211251859994112,0.2622080851748341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461740481120716,0.0,0.0,0.1224174277707582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341858572403123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386747260065987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476405226989393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535838091784513,0.0,0.0,0.25233092734495105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081506972657795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985043457877594,0.10891706108209648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417776979760983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317214647229552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965715973107905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150611705927567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267069977621179,0.0,0.09067901568952287,0.0,0.0,0.10710817486752243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25533768298951964,0.08208961469729173,0.0,0.0,0.07470369987574882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233821748228853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312040475863271,0.14303354972219634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730710559892079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,surelyacat,2020/04/13,"You know what calms me down? Tea in bed. Laying in bed with soft lighting, and a thermos or teapot full of 'goodnight' tea.
The whole process of pouring in the tea in a cup. Leaving it to cool off for a bit. Blowing it, and taking a sip is a very comforting and calming ritual.
I recommend it to you all to feel better.
Take your time. Enjoy your tea.",0.2930359937402187,2.6430628732394372,2.1120187793427263,93.97143974960878,89.28169014084507,4.845696400625979,21.973395931142417,6.42735559955562,0.4631771517996874,268,10,57,3,9,88,50,71,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.9528,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,1,0,6,0,0,7,1,1,4,0,0,1,8,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,6,13,5,4,8,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092007315489096,0.3816824575013643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677280452593747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921359519774912,0.0,0.0,0.3701854295635427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257248861702827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385980733081588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884640219651405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903259401704076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1shot1kill1dab,2020/04/13,"I feel like I'm going to die I don't even know what to write, I've been staring at my laptop for 30 mins.

Online learning isn't working for me, I mean regular learning barely worked for me but I managed.. I just can't focus and I'm almost always depressed and now I'm in my bed almost every hour of the day.

I'm worrying about stuff that I'm not even supposed to think about, my dad pays for my tuition but he's out of work ever since the virus outbreak and I'm worried he wouldn't be able to cover the tuition fees. I'm too embarrassed to ask him anything so I'm out here hoping for the best.

I usually study at the university library and then when it closes at 4pm I go to a near by university and stay there till midnight ( I also have friends there so I check up on them) because I can't study at home for the following reasons:

1) My mom & sister keep making noises and can't focus

2) My brother sleeps in the room during the day because he has a night shift

3) The internet is absolute trash I have like 3-4 mbps which is shared among 5 people and I store my documents on the cloud and keep watching youtube tutorials and downloading material... so I use eduroam and connect to the uni wifi it's kinda fast

4) I just have all these mini distractions that contribute to the overall environment which don't help...

Now I'm barely studying and I have a TON of overdue assignments to submit (which I can't btw bc the professors are SO understanding) (how do i explain my mental health), I copied a couple of assignments to get some grades but I literally can't study or understand material because well... I'm mainly depressed and sleep at 5 am - wake up at 1 pm missing all my live lectures then eat then worry then ... listen to music while I'm panicking? yeah 

My home is NOT a studying environment, I can't even get a decent video signal and the times I did, I just couldn't keep up... I don't know how people do it and I'm by no means social or have study buddies or something it's not like I can text someone for some notes or tutoring... Book club are my only ""friends"" well not really but we chat on the whatsapp group so.. there's that :p

My professor marked an assignment of mine a zero because I copied some answers from the internet, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO COME UP WITH THE ANSWERS IF I ONLY STUDY FROM THE INTERNET??? I'm lazy.. I take shortcuts, why would I read like 100 slides and search the book when I can get the exact results from the internet. I mean I didn't copy paste ofcourse I paraphrased but whatever

I'm sitting here at my laptop looking at my assignments and my body feels hot, my heart is racing and my chest feels ""dark"" idk how to describe it but it's not physical pain just.. pressure and anxiety

I'm going to fail everything and I'm really scared of what's gonna happen, I'm literally shaking..

I have trauma and no I don't go to therapy because I can't afford it and honestly? I wouldn't know what to say, there's like a person at uni that helps people with social issues and stuff like that, not a therapist exactly but I've thought of going multiple times, I always end up at the door scared to enter and then leave. I'm always like this running away from my problems..

This still doesn't cover it but I had to write something.. maybe It'll help calm down a little, I really want to be well but It's just hard everything is hard",2.3829816021189814,4.26985214556041,4.1405774691579005,85.43608490228367,77.0349344978166,7.183229532059084,25.527215023743054,8.089982424148904,1.5978228410528077,2652,98,537,46,61,893,298,687,0.098,0.8,0.102,0.7042,1,0,2,0,0,0,77.0,1,0,1,5,36,30,0,6,33,1,44,9,6,8,5,104,100,56,1,8,25,4,6,7,2,5,2,2,5,1,26,30,1,3,19,6,6,11,25,13,3,1,5,11,64,17,70,87,8,66,0,4,3,0,27,29,0,12,31,330,90,22,0.07171947787546856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363339447033355,0.0,0.0,0.05735404054547854,0.1790290527599228,0.07770802431398884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486520426989002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901901939595953,0.0,0.06704803039570519,0.0,0.06738281032484601,0.0,0.0,0.21859764018379485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526516729014571,0.0,0.0,0.0796641719207117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177997971314893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935623814293521,0.0,0.09250626005061577,0.0,0.12354376240512135,0.0,0.07443349498946299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338693065388444,0.0,0.0,0.06352216992882935,0.0,0.0,0.14211011620272515,0.06487437375595906,0.060426753345799014,0.0,0.1289136844316833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879056882909664,0.05123640932446402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082058139745994,0.0,0.11241140123293686,0.0,0.20379916026322506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342129742806384,0.0,0.12849313007064464,0.0,0.0,0.07623445122764094,0.0,0.08498792659825277,0.14421616271464846,0.0,0.14388096791577526,0.0712336240544929,0.07062923891867194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485650159665823,0.0,0.1912427017400154,0.0,0.0,0.11824544824192272,0.0,0.0,0.07594057159501624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526959939437445,0.07188175821409896,0.06332961292578455,0.0,0.06022629840332579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047873308392747935,0.0,0.07205185527892609,0.2343706100753505,0.0,0.0,0.07227636509725019,0.0,0.0,0.08399698568327316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730387157545542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909178945548263,0.07631458105866419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846435686021034,0.1491637669032755,0.06262268173163861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862585439976741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173888618473619,0.0,0.13783600202764035,0.07373956811815423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057034207415633816,0.1436074178348368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059327093227222336,0.0,0.14354254564933353,0.14621795169444085,0.06076768086538197,0.11042631593040557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644342083507526,0.05727526767517554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420328686532856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392412176320293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820174733650729,0.08327184159169332,0.0,0.04595494551700861,0.0,0.05693725428970381,0.08364040860389764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493250115831958,0.0,0.06194260169793112,0.07898887242831458,0.0,0.04230200623854926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345327131924125,0.0,0.06471567353142944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663790220460014,0.2185038333865212,0.0,0.05094745935038661,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ShiftytrickJr,2020/04/13,"My gf has frequent attacks, and idk what to do. I’ve been dating her for a month, but I really care about her, and I want to help her as much as I can, but I don’t know how to do that over text/FaceTime. Does anyone have any advice on helping someone who’s having a panic/anxiety attack without actually being there in person?",7.56583333333333,4.943316073529413,8.694117647058825,73.10186274509806,64.73529411764707,10.831372549019608,34.431372549019606,8.841846274778883,2.8419254901960787,255,8,51,3,3,89,54,68,0.105,0.716,0.18,0.7383,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,8,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,11,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2284486403069021,0.0,0.0,0.22876062137198244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591965918348602,0.0,0.17908649393512302,0.0,0.0,0.16368874322041496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326469792845603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386813978506215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048632136215503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138257029877074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865569372082855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685704879011064,0.0,0.17209104579387322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746668837758129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044078147775885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997098598070524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983528732931761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807873468250326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256648458939407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Azvaar,2020/04/13,"When talking to adults... or anyone.. I get ridiculously scared and frightened of talking to adults or anyone one on one, including my teachers at school. 

I work at coffee shop for the past year and have been trying to get out of my social zone and get comfortable with just talking in generally, its just scary whenever I’m one on one with an adult figure. 

idk i just start to overthink and shake, do all of my habits; pick nails, bite lips, shake my leg, and zone out hard. i pick them until they bleed sometimes. Im not sure how to like...improve myself. Ive been trying for the past year to get out of my comfort zone.

But i just feel like im not improving. I feels stuck in the same position for the past few years, i want to be able to speak comfortably with adults  or with anyone in generally without feeling threatened. 

Idk why i feel threaten everytime i talk to someone. I feel scare that i wont be able to get used to talking to other people. I feel that.. wont improve or im not able to improve.",2.8999736611062303,4.689639412935325,3.815206321334504,88.76844600526779,75.26865671641791,6.719461515949664,25.256365232660237,7.510576382923642,1.171297102721686,786,27,162,10,17,252,101,201,0.161,0.753,0.085,-0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,1,6,10,1,4,5,0,9,3,2,4,2,42,25,13,0,1,13,0,7,1,0,2,1,1,0,4,4,12,0,0,7,1,1,2,6,5,0,4,3,8,21,5,36,18,3,21,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,4,10,100,25,2,0.31196232095355825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181313082959786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154750457861452,0.07428864814074702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716457282137794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315232130995177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369728396328912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160602146161014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818583231019404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29780333462256603,0.07209179787659889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082191370276128,0.10524084122614764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600209995690103,0.0881082207293181,0.0,0.10284623742632032,0.0,0.0736028454773942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800693185876988,0.0,0.0,0.4179058277662962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412012921219355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981176087729648,0.0,0.0,0.06133448652114627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383249067518667,0.0,0.0,0.10024018166594872,0.0,0.0757040950358336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089350660763255
anxiety,stone-polisher,2020/04/13,"I'm realizing just how much my anxiety affects me I'm 18 and I realized I have social anxiety a few years ago. I've spent a lot of time looking back into my life and personality as a younger child, noticing that anxiety has turned me into a very timid person. I've also been dealing with depression on and off for the past two years. Recently, I've come to realize just how much my anxiety has affected my life and personality. It's not just that social interactions make me anxious. It's also that my tendency to overthink and question myself combined with my depression telling me all hope is lost has made me way more insecure than I should be. Every time I receive a compliment, I accept it and over the course of days or weeks, I talk myself out of feeling deserving. I constantly talk myself out even a normal level of self-esteem. I deserve better for myself and I am better. I just need to accept it wholeheartedly. I'm awesome. I love myself. I have flaws and I'm working on them, but so does everyone else. I don't have to hate myself. I'm not unlovable. I'm not undeserving of happiness. You guys are too. Please take a step back and ask yourself if you actually deserve the life you've created. Not the external one. The life inside your mind. Everyone deserves a good relationship with themselves. Guilt and fear are useful for correcting behavior, but neither should dominate your thoughts.",3.587790630422212,6.152892406015037,5.257142857142857,75.5936263736264,76.06766917293233,8.753961827646037,30.15558126084441,9.367010060515213,3.3023139386928864,1124,53,193,31,26,380,147,266,0.107,0.733,0.16,0.9488,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,1,4,13,18,1,4,13,0,15,5,0,7,2,54,37,20,0,6,12,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,7,18,0,0,8,0,1,3,6,9,0,2,5,2,35,9,25,29,7,25,0,3,1,1,22,9,0,5,12,135,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.1028864764558427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345915492676196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862795181787124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226209325135345,0.11910821156760483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985647386960033,0.0,0.0,0.1621414839887099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649216875768385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082037937778058,0.0,0.11393459551369416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799495298983102,0.10869581870522924,0.18161694813576376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226430140545287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807495280659564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963687765776885,0.0,0.08883105318121373,0.2014896925726084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186403731921344,0.05330961464463011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843140514231525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439430997984338,0.0,0.11223438253875072,0.0,0.104092326173875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471781944768614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29787911241800946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853637205622633,0.0,0.11509154204003876,0.08963456246785224,0.09515654554748916,0.09976235922825244,0.07037671508612485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645631976601493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500938248129933,0.07817653250265033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330102808587442,0.0,0.12003509287117348,0.0,0.0,0.07144348874648446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064682592598292,0.0,0.27617760991159473,0.0,0.11573273521235795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810803032278593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041014344217115,0.11319456971068205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998862674215436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494940442501886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927178381875359,0.1694845834575597,0.092152262757315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370127441494582,0.12295655770670025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467979974231232,0.10299179739036957,0.0,0.0,0.09105944372227637,0.0,0.0869924867178616,0.0,0.08368705742062514,0.08457123457329807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675579138103704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578957277173875
anxiety,trasheaterr,2020/04/13,"i think i have repressed childhood memories i'm only 14 but i can't remember most of my childhood memories. i can only remember like playing around with friends in 4/5th grade but that wasn't too long ago. and one of the only other memories i have is the first time i saw my parents get into a big fight, or maybe it wasn't the first time and i just can't remember if there was a time before that?? i started having signs of anxiety about a couple years back and now i also have emetophobia which apparently, phobias and anxiety's can root from repressed childhood memories. the only reason i can think of having repressed childhood memories is my emotionally abusive parent. can anyone help me figure out what's going on??",4.7407707509881405,6.681029717391307,5.976640316205536,74.5578853754941,70.66666666666667,8.786297760210804,31.38603425559947,9.339509955726095,3.190571014492754,583,26,97,13,11,195,80,138,0.165,0.7440000000000001,0.091,-0.8912,3,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,1,3,7,0,16,0,0,2,0,26,23,9,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,7,1,0,1,4,4,0,3,4,1,14,3,12,19,1,22,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,3,16,73,20,1,0.0,0.16807626578980442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574686140086871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344226096507508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170390354887623,0.0,0.0,0.09918907386113864,0.0,0.0,0.1262819920461902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907857411313468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207090812491486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696106134805168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956900378330932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24132542908371896,0.0,0.0,0.10959766038822767,0.0,0.07411395019911342,0.0,0.08062008292061487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508314445073346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693037183398071,0.0,0.0,0.1255381724271807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251350544498168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612535534307727,0.4315517836530703,0.0,0.0,0.3150287926063173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458516828169841,0.0,0.0,0.4820858777688118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040646801431877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179130441010505,0.0,0.0,0.2481522740985912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135066864445596
anxiety,st41ker,2020/04/13,"My battle, it helps to talk. I have been suffering with ""free floating anxieties"" for a good few years now. Thinking about it and even typing this I'm feeling like I'm going to pass out to it may take me a wile. Drug free from SSRI's for roughly just under a year now but I'm feeling myself slipping again and it sucks. Knowing that taking SSRI's help me maintain the feeling of ""normal"" and knowing all these fight or flight panic attacks, dizziness and other fears that creep up on my are all in my head is so hard to deal with. I hate the idea of depending on a drug to make all that go away, but the alternative is worse. I want to be strong enough to say ""hey brain, I've had enough of your BS so stop"" but it really isn't that simple.

Working and my relationship have definitely helped over the past few years and is why I felt I could finally stop the meds. Trouble is due to world events not worth mentioning I am currently not working for at least 2 months and I'm already starting to create stupid paranoid scenarios in my head. I hope this is a safe place to vent about these things in the future if things start getting a little overwhelming. 

I just had to write something, just anything. I hope you are all doing well and are safe.",4.514198292220115,5.453348911290324,4.944573055028466,85.59568311195447,69.96774193548387,7.7707779886148,27.491461100569268,7.928766900206844,1.5500803605313096,982,32,199,12,17,312,147,248,0.19,0.645,0.165,-0.9061,1,0,3,0,1,0,23.0,0,2,0,3,12,21,6,3,12,0,19,5,3,2,4,46,43,15,0,6,10,0,6,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,16,11,0,4,8,0,3,3,3,11,1,0,4,7,19,12,33,36,9,34,0,2,0,0,13,14,1,6,18,133,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000481134005687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012332014318454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694650827132592,0.0,0.0,0.13402438448192752,0.11068513583182456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151345205153106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094060647305023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145557935222895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27324134131461936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434557238529511,0.0,0.07781152413177148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256752129253804,0.17870282984664962,0.08416254677229096,0.11311481068001045,0.12905365393353796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155017456494896,0.0,0.13390677905773976,0.09881233402012053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553344010706417,0.11631168459068747,0.2418113934087393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368940310186129,0.0,0.0,0.2340212085620723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299166353936662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294891425776213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755537183425163,0.11807524995472347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863821079329912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085888889859018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940337669194776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542749632233233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382231063623701,0.0,0.0,0.11246171838452793,0.0,0.0,0.12308499957802732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547125908123753,0.0,0.0,0.12648243702014408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936861933247708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069487989029527,0.0,0.0,0.16677118456452775,0.0,0.0,0.19698666845217144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715493649486946,0.09469015699183833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653370860694116,0.07548704724799292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948661363187535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592415439414453,0.0,0.10630401256257864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153224883661844,0.0,0.12005711279387662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275947882922991
anxiety,Casp959er73,2020/04/13,"Talking to my dad A quick explanation of the situation: 

I live alone with my dad, my mom and sister live on the other side of the divorce, it's not bc of a divorce it's because of my dad's job, I am 15 in grade 10. 

So basically, yesterday I found out that I got a 4-4 for my math exam. Converted to the traditional letter grade a 4 is about a C+ or a B- in between those. And ever since then I have been feeling some serious anxiety. Today for about 15 mins my dumbass totally forgot about it and I asked my dad for some money. The second I spent it I realized I just fucked up. As he was going to his room he told me ""no more bad grades from now on"" by bad he means anything below a 6 for most classes (B+ to A-) but for math and science nothing below 7 (A) But he doesn't know about the 44 in math. Now I am panicking and kind of losing my mind. At any moment now there is a chance that the grades will be posted and he will get a notification via email. But there is a chance that the teacher will not hit the ""send notification"" button and they will just be posted and he won't know. These grades are BAD NEWS for me at the moment because of other stuff that's happening such as getting accepted into higher-level physics where my next year's physics teacher called me and my dad into a meeting to discuss how I need to average a 6 this semester to get in. There is also another exam that I recently took for math that I'm pretty sure I fucked up, this will be graded by the end of the week and I have a science test tomorrow and I'm behind on everything and I'm panicking and I don't know what the fuck to do. Sorry if this seems confusing or messy I'm just all over the place right now.",3.096480446927373,3.8129427039106174,5.156811173184359,83.59628938547488,73.07821229050279,8.409564245810056,26.331173184357553,8.726425361277474,1.7437453407821226,1320,43,288,24,25,460,177,358,0.142,0.812,0.045,-0.9867,1,1,0,0,2,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,21,12,3,1,29,0,23,3,0,1,4,50,50,25,0,2,11,7,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,19,17,0,1,9,0,2,3,6,9,0,1,8,1,30,3,51,32,6,45,0,1,0,3,26,22,3,8,18,199,49,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967410630206738,0.0,0.10012599650618584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851433560739951,0.1312878390848882,0.09578110275739328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303263856628524,0.0,0.1170493097486966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136215927964887,0.1526470069005702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784779714952504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089402775931737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132546418395666,0.0,0.0,0.11252573484139496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330715912886585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728027602145748,0.0,0.3472486389157751,0.1962425569333632,0.0,0.07115660488574921,0.0,0.10013747939042597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071792927413378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424615071473892,0.0,0.0,0.13038122378788064,0.20642736283165825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221115741532358,0.0,0.0,0.14007181375384814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638440966769955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642085711229953,0.1466380017007637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283755315584083,0.0,0.0,0.13315641027520214,0.0,0.0,0.12013709824319413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081205811932448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982260996343685,0.12737799226297306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362434278339568,0.0,0.0,0.1069239621954432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398147796694785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357045942527436,0.14073510820801502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015619143383914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332920201101887,0.0,0.0,0.1180037631588966,0.0,0.0,0.10063463754486236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867922988622218,0.11963826896472668,0.13910681066583833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004315007817399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062759549854576
anxiety,this_is_guacward,2020/04/13,"Shout out to all the significant others out there who love us, and listen to us - even when we ramble the same thing over and over and over again. I had HORRIBLE anxiety last night - which later led into a panic attack in bed ^(yay!)

My fiance just kept reassuring me and listening. Holding me close. He kept patient with me even during his horrible migraine. It got to that point where I was annoyed with myself but couldn't turn it off. He was still there. Listening. Never upset. He just wanted to make sure I was okay and calming down.

Thank you to all of y'all out there doing this for us. This shit is hard. Mentally draining. It's such a relief to be able to get this shit out verbally and not be yelled at or told to ""hush up.""

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Y'all the real MVPs.

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Edit: I should have also put family/friends etc. Not just significant others!!!   
But dang - thank yall so much for these wonderful replies. SO happy to see all the love!",2.4582648930017363,4.9528867582417595,3.511723539618277,86.9464343551186,79.76923076923076,6.468941584731059,21.117408906882588,7.669130373188453,0.9476439560439552,738,21,142,12,19,237,121,182,0.107,0.6709999999999999,0.222,0.9823,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,4,4,0,0,16,17,4,2,6,2,11,5,2,2,5,39,28,13,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,13,15,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,8,8,18,11,27,16,6,25,0,0,1,2,20,16,3,2,7,109,31,1,0.1237619036431795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897234962950642,0.0,0.2681919417804156,0.3007685186837349,0.0,0.0,0.09467751753580547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079703224263454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380272375439018,0.1634871402600155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956181397500446,0.0,0.06466048656936363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898370020851112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317468477714116,0.11086635634901264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088246975042917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233999000505928,0.0,0.08261203170875396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472288976192855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909792394048822,0.0,0.09545280976896506,0.0,0.0,0.11614216270784615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520792793347234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169950023252966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441489642855308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086814127483244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862221369593302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540796311667586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883641611921144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664412952172955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278866658769729,0.0,0.0,0.08222190947932524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825980263092133,0.0,0.0,0.13461741203850672,0.0,0.0,0.44661099504441204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299797732910235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421450517167655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007685186837349,0.0
anxiety,emarie521,2020/04/13,"Should I continue...? Hello 33 yo female here struggled with anxiety and depression most of my life. I had been off of all antidepressants or Benzos for about two years. Recently had a set back. I was experiencing anxiety and loss of appetite. I was prescribed 10mg of propranolol which helped at first but then I started to get shortness of breath for no reason. They did tons of tests but nothing showed up out of the ordinary so she chalked it up to anxiety. I didn’t really agree fully...Anyways since were on this lockdown I had a video chat appointment with my doctor on 3/26 she prescribed Buspirone 10mg twice a day & Zoloft 25mg for three days and then up it to 50mg. For some reason my Zoloft didn’t come in for a few days I started the buspirone and it made me soooo sleepy I quit after one night didn’t like it. So I decided to take the Zoloft on its own bc I’ve been on so many SSRIs that I figured I could handle it: I started on 3/29. First day took 25mg in the AM obviously nothing. Day two slight nausea and dizzy feeling tired and just MEH. Day three same but I tend to overthink so I started to look at Zoloft side effects and had a full blown PANIC ATTACK bc I saw it can increase depression. I took a propranolol and calmed down. Anyways after day 4 I increased to 50mg still not feeling much different...still panic attacks early in the AM then foggy all day until about 7:00pm! Still not much appetite my Dr wants me to increase to 100mg now but I’m literally terrified. I’m on day 14 now.... woke up at 2 am reading forum after forum acting crazy doing laundry at 5 am. I hate being alone with my thoughts. I had to take another propranolol to calm down.

Sorry this is so long I’m wondering if I should stop this medicine all together. If I should stay at 50 for a few more days/weeks or if I should increase to 100mg like my doc said. HELP!

Sincerely 

So scared!",1.897558029689609,4.202338681578944,3.332631578947371,88.52367746288799,80.60526315789474,6.423751686909583,24.21727395411606,7.61054688173877,1.2546808367071516,1489,55,302,24,39,487,192,380,0.177,0.7240000000000001,0.099,-0.9853,2,2,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,5,16,15,3,4,12,0,27,9,1,4,4,49,52,27,0,9,12,0,2,2,0,4,8,1,0,0,12,13,0,1,9,4,0,8,6,10,0,8,21,6,34,5,56,25,18,69,0,3,2,0,8,25,0,8,36,200,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509557917375418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948457845878084,0.0,0.0,0.09627899857790684,0.21072116169587124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891206958595845,0.0,0.07060224228478025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909292886047853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330906450735092,0.0,0.0,0.5329341294197245,0.0,0.15816512171797334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397943778430304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285170547743406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620039546882605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797102557659727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065109621207153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230871095683142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485364741072683,0.08971510589033342,0.0,0.0,0.08125588858999454,0.07710385075005721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688024907462677,0.0,0.09308886638421386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499333679616393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616481182526682,0.0,0.17620336493514144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062218136630604576,0.0,0.0,0.2154568761974552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976595623363746,0.09184267537614084,0.0,0.058820851854184286,0.18880803918847094,0.09065902833042548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873397806587084,0.0,0.09192566374564796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595265627970055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278254139759596,0.2599565254438859,0.09786558807615472,0.14665167236153584,0.07676381567851075,0.0,0.09598792978885506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807115982503462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289309941434075,0.0,0.10553108653077488,0.0,0.0,0.20402597102102812,0.0,0.0,0.17938535293549404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054156533971295474,0.0,0.07365072339023042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957251796170964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059127670974348914
anxiety,thatweirdnonbinary,2020/04/13,Am I the only one get really intense of the news... ...Showing the results of people who has the virus? It freaks me out and makes my heart race.,-0.10189655172413836,2.218321482758622,1.8857758620689644,94.45556034482763,92.79310344827587,4.279310344827587,17.594827586206893,5.985473137389443,-0.2472827586206896,109,3,23,1,4,36,25,29,0.048,0.897,0.055,0.0498,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595669079489575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887317410372545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33162988353048417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366567453882095,0.3778524886399352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444310570675262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182743427975158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dreambount,2020/04/13,"Does anyone else freeze and stress more when they know a confrontation is coming? I’m still friends with my best friend’s ex, who is really manipulative towards him and has ruined multiple of his professional and personal relationships since they broke up two years ago. I feel uneasy being friends with her due to that, but she’s mentally rather unstable and I’m terrified she might do something to herself to keep me around. Confrontation in general is something that terrifies me, so if anyone has any tips on how to handle this, they’re more than welcome because this stress is making my anxiety attacks worse and more frequent again",9.636842105263156,9.565499000000004,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,59.0,12.512280701754387,39.175438596491226,11.855464076750405,4.88539649122807,522,23,84,14,6,162,84,114,0.281,0.632,0.087,-0.9807,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,7,12,3,2,1,0,9,0,0,3,0,20,16,10,0,2,3,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,0,2,13,5,13,14,4,13,0,2,0,0,16,5,0,2,7,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295946705773147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734321814723392,0.0,0.1320039913093839,0.0,0.0,0.2413087325874985,0.17680283991777784,0.0,0.153610404165845,0.0,0.19630605770282206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518783764342787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810856738998821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486407280109954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100391590841164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414743909239067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724891907577809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999463573961236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533746830036344,0.0,0.0,0.09483163527663567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518170521960262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389470789607975,0.18305343189642104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066824310741073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054305824552273,0.0,0.0,0.18525933676955667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273915868887305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26568231436266115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378025296186811,0.0,0.3953220054167934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856101954371264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584813840295582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111196687977683
anxiety,carl1328,2020/04/13,"Anxiety triggered by certain sounds? Hey everyone, 

Certain sounds spark an anxious feeling for me and can lead to a paralyzing feeling where all I can hear is my heart beating faster and faster. Sounds that echo such as a gong or a chord on a guitar that echoes. I have done some research and this may be misophonia but I'm quite curious if this is something anyone else has felt? And if so, what ways do you deal with your anxiety when you hear certain sounds?",4.5520779220779195,6.434130181818187,4.465129870129871,85.44090909090913,71.04545454545455,7.755844155844157,30.75324675324676,8.418075326091056,2.303306493506494,368,16,70,6,7,113,65,88,0.076,0.773,0.151,0.6936,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,3,4,3,0,0,5,0,10,1,1,2,4,20,16,11,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,7,3,6,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,3,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450551021880305,0.2547813360633025,0.0,0.1576937344013557,0.2310790809801293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325084521858858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079244021200898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883988841276496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215500729970643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280664727548102,0.0,0.21654130416056572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083706790570088,0.26725060160946823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398757437820945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362171632579168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901284907406284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,matt_h2,2020/04/13,"Breakups and Anxiety I went through a breakup way back in January. It was tough and it wasn't my choice but it was civil and we never were mean to each other about it. Naturally, this quarantine makes me think about all kinds of things and I began thinking about my ex. Assuming the worst and then becoming jealous about it. How do I get over the anxiety related to this?",3.0107738095238084,5.413711069444448,3.990873015873017,84.77000000000002,77.19444444444444,8.55873015873016,28.341269841269842,9.23628265651192,2.7024103174603176,295,13,58,8,7,95,52,72,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.9231,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,2,16,12,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,7,1,10,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549590717139102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286514345708941,0.0,0.0,0.3284106850903603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535829261177067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965461263119065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849006520687848,0.0,0.0,0.3239121425435701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22934231301823785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755272732574564,0.38107247810896505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360304749101117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756556382509871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,manahoresick,2020/04/13,"What a wonderful time to have anxiety about LITERALLY EVERYTHING Hi yes I’m a senior in college and it’s the last two weeks of the semester in the middle of a pandemic. Anxiety and chest pain has been ridiculous and now it’s in overdrive. If you see a college student this week, give them a metaphorical hug and a solid piece of advice to reassure them it’ll be okay and they’ll make it through. They’ll definitely need it",1.8903571428571408,4.546295892857142,3.840761904761905,82.48757142857143,84.11904761904762,8.121904761904762,27.447619047619053,8.841846274778883,2.7731704761904763,341,16,65,10,10,115,57,84,0.10400000000000001,0.691,0.205,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,4,0,2,5,1,0,9,2,7,3,1,1,0,9,13,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,3,10,8,1,10,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,2,6,44,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660079743778448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41649157275760734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465170545439624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26113601126392666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189374829213265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170742067707904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018459665409287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896588130166154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692225335081253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873232310484606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659171265922017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436713219109027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29520847082146745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Redtrekkie72,2020/04/13,Need ideas So I finally had my disability hearing this past Tuesday. Lawyer says it went well and he thinks I'll win. But... I have to wait 2 months for the decision. This waiting is gonna kill my nerves. I'm already an anxious disaster because of quarantine and not being able to see my Beau. How do you handle stress and anxiety? I'm on Buspar but so far it's doing nothing. We keep increasing the dose but nothing happens.,1.6099999999999994,4.196304761904763,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,84.71428571428572,6.6933333333333325,27.447619047619053,7.908726449838941,2.12102761904762,336,16,64,7,10,112,67,84,0.136,0.816,0.047,-0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,4,4,1,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,16,18,9,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,3,7,2,5,14,1,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,36,11,1,0.21601529661753194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383782513780765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525111065254447,0.2440357988681868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168091983655272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663419870022434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102161339741094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346493880151385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438549764089203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200432093700467,0.23898892037844424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242134885397142,0.0,0.0,0.16017260532201513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41454500613857787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062110432617294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717840340894072,0.0,0.0,0.1721362238094392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744479243587966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384138797571284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942236940533721,0.2002483441291007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,b-my-galentine,2020/04/13,"Self critic is out of control Hello 
I am 23 years old currently in lock down in Massachusetts. The anxiety I experience is racing thoughts. I am on medication but recently with being in lockdown things have gotten bad. I am so critical of everything I do. I put so much pressure on myself to “handle things” and be better at things. I feel like I should be able to function the same way I was before and I am failing if I am not. My boss recently gave me some feedback about my work and I just broke down and cried. Does anyone have any tips on managing this?",1.9933333333333323,4.49089672727273,3.968636363636364,82.93628787878787,81.72727272727272,7.303030303030304,24.62121212121212,8.344100000000001,1.924121212121212,440,17,84,10,12,149,76,110,0.213,0.728,0.059000000000000004,-0.9566,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,0,1,2,0,15,1,0,2,0,17,19,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,1,16,2,16,11,3,17,0,2,0,0,3,10,0,2,6,66,20,5,0.1977510240537948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447747752814102,0.0,0.15127899213279794,0.0,0.0,0.13827211395874114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651138450191257,0.0,0.0,0.1682715564186398,0.0,0.0,0.17489471070906734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217945885872081,0.0,0.0,0.21722021425037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730532537701106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772586935991105,0.1934384469710944,0.0,0.0,0.09998885951504917,0.1412733710965539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661116156263204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921335227131365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536975620399084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075064344416876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879439837340496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39051055878364377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629744598392524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39413098022650783,0.0,0.0,0.1569922240949762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696555834139062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143965100714492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734517596864292
anxiety,CrazyNinja1988,2020/04/13,"I have never really associated myself with having to deal with anxiety, but... I have never really associated myself with having to deal with anxiety, but this morning i found myself awake at 3AM googling the symptoms of anxiety and depression.   


Currently I work from about 8AM till 11Pm trying to hit a deadline that i have with my work. then try get some sleep and end up waking up and unable to fall asleep again every day between 3 and 5.   


I feel physically exhausted and like the more I work, the less I get done. This then ends up getting closer and closer to deadlines that I have currently.  


This morning I missed an important deadline.  I don't know what this could mean.. There are many factors involved in why I missed my deadline but the biggest I attribute to this crippling state I seem to find myself in.  


I don't know if this is even Anxiety, I wouldn't say it feels like what some describe as an anxiety attack. However this all feels pretty scary to me currently.   


I don't know what I want from this post, but here it is.",7.0760606060606035,6.906356303030307,7.401717171717171,74.0559090909091,64.25252525252526,10.634343434343435,33.65656565656565,10.230975488527342,3.3493474747474754,820,31,150,17,11,268,105,198,0.16,0.7759999999999999,0.064,-0.948,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,1,0,7,0,15,5,3,1,3,35,31,15,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,15,11,0,0,10,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,4,25,2,26,26,5,24,0,3,0,0,4,9,0,4,14,112,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031665532469871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965402402769834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502980055651677,0.0,0.0,0.08483711423814426,0.271238942986938,0.1133014812061215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346185417002261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330236930542101,0.0,0.0,0.08688573909189039,0.0,0.11083425865087908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954277495894354,0.09397740452664508,0.0,0.0,0.1202318325443228,0.0,0.0,0.14423480483300222,0.0,0.0,0.20618407625279525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688483774290893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285347145252911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336829675934336,0.0,0.14329355447690206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029147469821516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598593310378706,0.13383087786914058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685451145864756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461167854704403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975570493877948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164228384785387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672799452570186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862393894000236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758999518084192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870096111074555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28730396399300706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lemon_Birb,2020/04/13,"I want to learn more about anxiety. Hello there. I’m here to learn more about anxiety and how it effects people, what it can do and how I can help those in need, particularly my ex. 

To keep a long story short me and my ex were having some relationship trouble, mostly due to some incidents where she’d done things that were against the rules of our relationship and hurt me quite a lot. She has major anxiety and as a result was having frequent anxiety attacks over these events to the point where her mind started to make things up and couldn’t function. Due to my state of mind I ignored these and pressured her more about these issues instead of dropping the matter and helping her which as a result lead to her randomly calling me a few days ago saying she wasn’t ready for a relationship and cutting all form of contact possible. This had completely broken my heart but has woken me up to how I treated her and reacts to her condition and notice how wrong I was. (We had a 2 year relationship in which we helped each other through a lot for context). 

Over the last few days I’ve had time to think and notice where I went wrong and what I could of done differently and on of those things was to learn more about anxiety and what I could of and can do differently. Which is why I am here writing this. 

I really want to learn more so when I reach back out to her in a months time I can prove that I have changed. Rather than enabling her anxiety, becoming a burden to her only ever harming I want to be a supporter, a career and someone she can rely on. We had so much planned and so many memories - to lose her only because of my foolish ignorance and frame of mind is unbearable. 

If anyone can spare the time I’d love for you to please tell me more about anxiety:

- How does it effect you?

- Methods of dealing with it 

- How it effects your family/partner, how do they   help you?

- Has anyone broken up over anxiety, what happened next and how can I personally work around it?

I plan on writing a small letter a month or so from now to let her know what she meant to me, where I went wrong and how I’ve changed and learnt from my mistakes and that I want to join her on her journey.  

I really really thank and appreciate anyone who’s taken the time to read this, even more comment and I wish you all a fantastic day. 

Edit: If people want to know more I have written a post on relationship advice that I can cross reference.",6.9315,6.079598316666669,7.2625833333333345,77.19075000000002,64.79166666666666,10.513333333333334,33.15833333333333,9.791249743138472,2.9275108333333333,1912,67,380,34,25,625,212,480,0.133,0.768,0.099,-0.9485,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,4,5,1,10,33,18,2,1,22,0,39,2,1,17,4,93,63,45,0,14,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,31,32,0,3,13,1,0,5,2,14,0,0,18,1,62,4,65,39,21,54,0,2,0,1,52,23,0,9,23,294,93,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934904385620483,0.06290879162469132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43432220274540256,0.0,0.0,0.14886728884034112,0.0,0.0,0.06317650742994868,0.0,0.0807362703089861,0.0,0.05456996073823464,0.0,0.04326139393035884,0.07837850755246903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246619541275197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014932854341626,0.0,0.07440852868850382,0.0,0.0,0.11332424134028485,0.0,0.0,0.1373053394026499,0.07316482387157194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829277277155578,0.0,0.0,0.0621045173804724,0.14524967226139385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046873651162367545,0.06419455938961995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275670975457584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409734361267815,0.1902732411651364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597264125400653,0.0,0.0,0.0740720851583474,0.0,0.06307956061285863,0.0,0.0,0.0780042412254869,0.057848338260232335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256952084784471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280438845300296,0.0,0.0793949653699033,0.0,0.12066879947885832,0.06405133130364213,0.0,0.04737164709067513,0.07195034632559237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149721482889436,0.0,0.11329185585936224,0.0,0.052169597242933234,0.052621823908038316,0.0,0.0,0.07547520303519929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159492670355458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794862365013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840045962547406,0.06196646270037684,0.0,0.07790148037755269,0.06708763659348889,0.0800056825762722,0.0679676635244676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548313353721876,0.0709871390366711,0.0,0.13639162747799732,0.0,0.0,0.3809650111086561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643654964525185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013090026821124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023146903005228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053357061521754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202910244680283,0.06533773888199043,0.0,0.0,0.14144382598073665,0.04547338661542578,0.0,0.0,0.16552789234444953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929363125691716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157597182680605,0.06403752217447801,0.0,0.08160962184734794,0.0,0.0,0.05166550125305347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327768856353329,0.0,0.04570102278903164
anxiety,orangejuicechurch,2020/04/13,"Alternative treatments I have suffered with anxiety all my life. I can’t remember a time never been on edge. I have had a couple of extremely traumatic events in my life that has only added to it. I have tried every SSRI and some non SSRI anti depressants and none of them help. Prozac only helps with the depersonalisation and derealisation I get from anxiety, but none of the thoughts. So I’ve stuck with Prozac for years now. As I have said it doesn’t help with the thoughts and they can get very intense constantly there nagging and sometimes it’s literally too much and I just want to end it because of them. I know it’s dark saying that but it’s the truth and they have driven me to they lengths. I do have depression aswell but I think it comes from the anxiety if you get me? Like if my anxiety and worries aren’t really high I feel good about life. That is rare tho because my brain will find a problem to obsess about for days and it’s always to worst case scenario in every situation but to me it feels like it’s going to happen and I better find a way out of it or prepare. It’s constant, have I said the wrong thing, have I done the wrong thing, am I worthy of anything nice, should I trust people, are they out to hurt me. The reason I’m telling you this is so you understand my question about alternative medicine. I need something to help because I can’t live like this forever. I have seen cbd capsules ect and I was wondering if anyone has any success with they types of treatments ? Thanks",3.2230100334448166,5.224453257525088,4.246839464882946,85.09761705685622,74.95317725752508,7.275585284280938,25.881270903010034,8.139509932561175,1.5826160535117055,1200,43,240,20,26,389,155,299,0.185,0.6759999999999999,0.139,-0.9117,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,7,3,10,20,1,1,12,0,27,6,1,1,3,49,50,23,0,7,9,0,2,3,0,2,5,3,0,0,19,19,0,0,13,0,0,3,7,10,0,0,11,6,39,10,34,37,6,19,0,4,1,0,19,6,0,7,12,164,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684382585897141,0.0,0.0,0.07097487248472559,0.0,0.3193696780636384,0.0,0.0,0.0729776155591663,0.0,0.08588724618338604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086812552691945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230638482367008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116510934062363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990512518056301,0.0,0.22557280958818665,0.0,0.0,0.11548292112146295,0.0,0.06730972499871365,0.0,0.17978667969594955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680628523189488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244044212557266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587169335547068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554476012518434,0.07456162684912791,0.0,0.0,0.1907837544292874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358634539044206,0.0,0.05931562004465722,0.08754022614397962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922936477295449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798268354273209,0.11027215908463826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172976111082863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057358774776673185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211578976609748,0.1529690695843279,0.0,0.092160224140013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672362762422294,0.0773886983184378,0.08049623057199208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875549057649374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235670410873175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998675632313461,0.0,0.0,0.11691778127055087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686180579437699,0.10730927936857684,0.0,0.0,0.11823035368985793,0.0,0.19855868347512315,0.0829988546627089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731574628685218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034877805923357,0.10322415294581233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122358633194033,0.09608945847228267,0.0,0.0,0.13867698184132746,0.06687579291149018,0.0,0.1657155278496758,0.060858723494258464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086007295397118,0.0,0.0,0.10865238157498873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861158086072833,0.061559864278431964,0.08284369020412842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318432407128334,0.0,0.10599234349736016,0.0,0.0,0.22822343583047716,0.0,0.06721056783674427
anxiety,9tailedAhri,2020/04/13,"Neurological changes caused by anxiety Hi guys,

I think everyone heard somewhere that stress and anxiety is not good for your brain.

It shrinks the brain and makes it even more prone to anxiety and stress, it's a vicious cycle.

I had an alcoholic father who was abusive to my mother and died when i was 11. Suffered from hair loss caused by genetics when i was 14 which took a huge toll on my self esteem and had all the difficulties everyone has in puberty (trying to be popular and have many friends). So as you might think i was always quite anxioud but it was never anything worrying.

But life at the same time wasn't that bad. I had a loving family, good friends and everything i needed. So i never sought help. 

So 4 years ago i had a severe anxiety period triggered by sudden life change (starting high school). I felt like the anxiety i experienced throughout my life had built up to this. Like a building that was slowly eaten by rust until it eventually collapsed. Half a year long i suffered from severe anxiety attacks with periods of feeling well, severly anxious and depressed for roughly a week each. 

Eventually i got used to that school found friends and felt better. Anxiety was not that severe anymore, the periods in which i felt well were significantly longer and it still is like that.

But i feel like this period has changed my brain. 

The thing that has persisted since then is my cognitive decline, i make spelling and grammatical errors when i speak and write, i am confused all the time and am basically unable to learn anything, i forget everytime what i was going to do. Everytime i try to study and i don't get anything. immediately i panic that's why i avoid studying. 

Avoiding everything is probably the reason i feel better in general. I dropped out of university after two weeks and as i said i just don't really care anymore that i'm destroying my life.... i also smoked weed for s bit, not a lot but still, maybe i'm retarted now because of that.

So i wanted to seek help for the first time but then this freaking pandemic came. 

So this brain damage i'm suffering from, can it be reversed?",5.410738916256157,6.968110588972433,6.218969838389075,74.98127819548874,68.42355889724311,9.814225218217961,32.55561317085818,10.085429814115964,3.5064940108892912,1691,75,298,43,29,556,209,399,0.23600000000000002,0.65,0.113,-0.9936,0,2,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,0,6,16,33,3,6,18,0,32,13,5,7,4,60,60,34,1,2,9,2,8,4,3,1,6,3,0,2,26,19,2,2,11,0,0,3,8,17,2,3,25,12,38,16,35,32,7,41,0,6,0,1,18,9,0,3,32,201,64,3,0.0,0.08245238069765337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168704450351024,0.0743701946834199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565083472280656,0.057904180949104975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726513546512744,0.07861652026986626,0.13802850857525042,0.0,0.0,0.17179910932180625,0.0,0.0,0.07916829700545522,0.0,0.0,0.05810446848717074,0.042421217507832364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309281763489585,0.07597389711903482,0.0,0.0,0.3107403498990072,0.0,0.07959204467571926,0.07095130744980821,0.14297552286128604,0.22084993383646184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993748162511195,0.0,0.07222309166195283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596332135173434,0.0,0.0,0.1329918255998051,0.12508541817776458,0.0,0.06560294845679526,0.0,0.1055598857155924,0.04971487483684522,0.20045099171125366,0.0,0.0,0.05919293856670856,0.0,0.07630148231383051,0.16129442147179895,0.0,0.03635773086764348,0.0,0.03954941369984999,0.11673702867946413,0.05565721700228729,0.0,0.0,0.0689047151205924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328897911126023,0.0735253081048566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661297043393366,0.13599199247948418,0.0,0.0,0.06158466893831625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916264969804218,0.06280739500146514,0.0,0.0929032914738138,0.07055300382033954,0.06991217796450783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382364372159363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051599859247605864,0.10734368861940216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164848493662236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502943529798396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740171810254139,0.0,0.0,0.04458092516085952,0.07154977188783339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619571295506123,0.0,0.0,0.1408569244487969,0.0,0.0,0.07259720375216458,0.31446608107946505,0.0,0.057565294936015914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049255927279921514,0.0,0.11114880223890264,0.0,0.15942946592614993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046232285200424716,0.08918050248385646,0.0,0.0,0.12173489028221035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731668497005215,0.09449363718859366,0.0,0.06797899675098587,0.0,0.0,0.060103132344421314,0.0,0.0,0.04104579093704713,0.0,0.1116412729160249,0.0,0.12513894314893292,0.0,0.06279385405840614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067168882054509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896269330195313
anxiety,Great_Hall,2020/04/13,"Anxious being stuck in house with room mates - help? Due to corona virus my cities on lock down. Leaving me inside 24/7 with my room mate. They are nice and stuff but not really similar interests. I'm running out of things to talk to and I hope they don't think I'm rude by mainly just being in the kitchen or my room. The house doesn't really have a nice living room to chill in so I don't anyway.   


I'm anxiousssss",0.7789534883720961,3.1159224767441884,2.1709767441860457,94.81530232558138,85.86046511627906,5.300465116279073,16.73953488372093,6.742157984588678,-0.1810334883720928,327,7,71,4,10,105,59,86,0.061,0.7759999999999999,0.163,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,14,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,1,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978239923315472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670393006506124,0.0,0.0,0.2618415526998512,0.0,0.608381389335938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27914341637513673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327878779224079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377730041386807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017903705021792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189376710324315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514237091308776,0.16892183218427242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Next-Math,2020/04/13,"Work Anxiety/Being observed while doing work? Hi, I have a very specific strain of anxiety around work, where whenever people watch me do work or I need to talk about work I get extremely anxious and my brain freezes. I get very sensitive about other people being in my workspace, and I wish this were not true. Has anyone else also experienced this / what helps you to alleviate this kind of anxiety? I started working in a very collaborative work environment lately, so I would appreciate any tips!",7.208127340823972,8.69691028089888,7.696123595505616,66.3050093632959,64.1685393258427,11.326591760299625,35.05805243445693,11.20814326018867,4.485807490636704,401,18,64,12,6,132,62,89,0.126,0.782,0.092,0.3241,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,1,2,0,7,1,1,0,1,9,12,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,11,2,9,9,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,3,42,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126047271569427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575479610179274,0.0,0.2154366561958968,0.15907383706121875,0.0,0.09845677002613644,0.14427523084719315,0.0,0.1253496636811063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718916208228426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762766401692405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471335474045906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438115431598518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663067178677766,0.0,0.0,0.15883843233269673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440792309503524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523815136181985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966517626993926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317676026901717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485459602385068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619231430773577,0.0,0.0,0.7175732607911123,0.0,0.0,0.10002651434715663,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hip_hop_anonymous88,2020/04/13,"Suffering from anxiety and recently prescribed to an SSRI Suffering from anxiety and recently prescribed to an SSRI

I (28f) have been suffering from anxiety for quite some time (at least the last 3+ years), and have never been prescribed to medication. I’ve tried a variety of techniques to reduce my symptoms - exercise, meditation, etc. and I was briefly in therapy after my dad passed somewhat suddenly 2 years ago. While those things did help relieve some of my symptoms, they never fully allowed me to overcome anxiety or regain control of my life. It’s been a constant struggle for normalcy. 

I have been hesitant up until now, but I feel like it’s gotten to the point where I need medication to help control my anxiety. I recently had a virtual appointment with an general MD (Not a psychiatrist) that prescribed me to a low dose of an SSRI meant to treat depression and generalized anxiety. 

I tried to explain that despite sometimes feeling sad and dealing with the grief of losing a parent (coincidentally due to complications of the flu), I don’t really feel depressed, it’s the constant bouts of anxiety that has been causing complications in other areas of my life. He basically reassured me that being a healthy 28 year old that I’m least likely to die from COVID-19... I feel like he was totally missing the point, I am not anxious about dying from the virus, although the whole situation has been a trigger for another difficult time in my life. 

I know psych meds can really change the chemicals in your brain and I don’t want to mess with my serotonin levels if I don’t feel like that’s truly the issue. Obviously I’m not a doctor and I tend to trust advise of the experts, but I feel like I’m being misdiagnosed here. 

Has anyone else ever had experience with using SSRI’s to treat anxiety? I am open to trying anything that will help at this point, but I also want to be careful about what I am putting into my body especially when it comes to the balance of chemicals in my brain.",9.794563567362431,8.16838294086022,10.168311195445924,61.135702087286546,59.645161290322584,13.699177735610375,43.38772928526249,12.526319926815653,5.653863820366856,1602,80,263,46,17,543,186,372,0.14800000000000002,0.713,0.139,0.1603,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,4,8,24,0,1,25,0,28,14,3,6,5,51,49,18,3,4,8,2,6,5,0,1,11,0,0,0,16,15,0,2,9,1,0,3,8,13,0,0,13,6,33,11,53,32,8,43,0,10,0,0,13,17,0,5,28,189,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904769852210725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229123293830861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167790236073906,0.476705206730622,0.08799724211364945,0.0,0.054464796913043394,0.0798108768507118,0.06409953771380962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652188133137066,0.0,0.17390933680782714,0.0,0.0,0.0794173967317388,0.080017861757058,0.08240076865896649,0.06709816903282016,0.0,0.168349940857749,0.17472788804572462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030455792644013,0.13417874676066133,0.0,0.16168186689914332,0.0,0.0,0.07972707918282065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506984568289996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687160442147543,0.0,0.07045893696286264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619458058331897,0.0,0.0,0.23631111600762675,0.22258791728000205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663068372670008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130035362036762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042808113083109764,0.06349342463970756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505499514511998,0.1902736258018038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714266307545097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652188133137066,0.15693858238200106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577568848335588,0.12015220877734988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173590094520862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649127642367611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090299875906924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830426703455831,0.0,0.08284909808911653,0.0,0.0,0.09980086759282142,0.0,0.2307306694128149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755531743888237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703845190936005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143097532074504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619218986129727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907776138882753,0.0,0.051748838288489515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908404033237974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865328511120655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727478996202785,0.0,0.0,0.0918869568491452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696507246100105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048216769993442
anxiety,obviousthrowawayindi,2020/04/13,"Just live with the anxiety? Not looking for advice just need to vent.
If you are one of the many people who live everyday life with crippling anxiety, i feel for you and I'm right there with you. 
Everyday is another anxiety, or worse, a new one. 
A new one that piles on top of everything else. To the point you ask your self, is this what takes me under?
Meds, self medication, meditation, therapy, and self reflection? What more do i need to try!? 
At some point i just need to come to terms with the fact that i let my anxiety control my life. 
Maybe one day ill get it. Maybe one day it will click and ill just stop being this way, but probably not. 

So if you are anxious right this very second, i feel you. 
You are not alone.
Peace.",2.0113405088062635,4.1162774726027385,3.2675538160469664,90.21027397260276,79.06849315068494,7.733072407045009,22.072407045009786,8.634040054169528,1.3245475538160465,565,17,124,13,14,183,84,146,0.136,0.841,0.023,-0.9164,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,0,9,5,0,1,1,29,20,8,0,5,11,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,10,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,4,16,0,16,17,3,18,0,0,2,0,13,8,0,4,8,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101128219253592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167059209257811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815827078897215,0.3448096809257977,0.12730006111598255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534367945538606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706668997213523,0.0,0.0,0.12638390870341354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453428198990447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413244248657948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127248906519654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395212996677452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058872376258854914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522631433673915,0.1591831021426434,0.0,0.0,0.19900284630925896,0.0,0.09462559655131617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424318536886385,0.22641105195404074,0.0,0.1251657497075676,0.11351657534268066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506597295294216,0.0,0.21766047713013395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817856201545085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812041583860911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304429220190615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149166188155512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246185430396376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35265978865929176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420828896965258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472382207814906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886318021452792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650456766521496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929755281358539,0.0,0.0894427628796656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483391504429526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ale20ace,2020/04/13,"I work in registration in a hospital and I've had such horrible anxiety I don't know what to do. My heart feels like it's about to jump out of my chest, I can't focus and feel like bawling. Not only am I worried about getting COVID19 but also worried about finances. I can't eat or sleep, what helps any of you guys?",0.2618283582089553,2.5183700149253743,2.470279850746269,92.26870335820898,87.65671641791046,5.738059701492538,23.30037313432836,7.1686216300943375,0.932016417910448,249,10,55,4,8,84,48,67,0.057,0.774,0.16899999999999998,0.7249,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,9,10,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,10,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197488530040164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679367678772688,0.0,0.18891866097946772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526949613515527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973409970718355,0.35284709031096295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129022949258733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445226737349428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29264094622490305,0.1655276461296286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571912013604162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412978963009158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781917484898766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471317283743212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797850030021417,0.5015862928253836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Linearts,2020/04/13,"Does anyone else have nonstop adrenaline/nervousness? Hi, I'm not sure where to ask this but it's been going on for a long time now and I'm desperate to go back to feeling normal. About a month ago something worrying happened (some guy threatened to spread a mean rumor about me) and I got nervous about it. However, instead of going back to normal later, the feelings (butterflies in stomach, intense heartbeat) have just continued nonstop this whole time. I'm not worried about the original thing anymore, or anything else, but I'm still feeling nervous. It persists even after sleeping, exercising, meditating, or doing boring/exciting things. It feels like I'm having a jolt of adrenaline every few minutes.

Has anyone experienced this issue and if so, did you ever recover from it?",5.776918465227817,8.379185007194245,6.3303776978417305,70.30813249400481,69.43165467625899,8.662110311750599,36.0437649880096,9.2995712137729,4.0659059952038366,632,34,90,14,12,205,96,139,0.11900000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.6917,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,14,4,0,2,6,0,7,3,2,1,2,22,23,9,0,3,8,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,5,3,2,16,20,3,20,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,15,65,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437863191695226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034017513048473,0.211995621967504,0.1553256179835912,0.12474866460223835,0.0,0.14171960736858874,0.0,0.0,0.2331323326480045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266063241588158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532740997620856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012618194495987,0.13712514331467254,0.1277241957471989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066012351418773,0.108298540159719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584625093750921,0.0,0.12124329731256145,0.0,0.0,0.15010155576517611,0.13405377185975367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582243945519999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406100441403729,0.0,0.0,0.13415561769243856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651299356724175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100061219216235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970591985487668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170313795984638,0.0,0.0,0.11670420476526973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106289176507475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287522941228611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014241818725457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679096309817907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924890636472575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30790143815124793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeehawthespianhours,2020/04/13,I'm having a trauma induced anxiety attack and this is the second I've had in four weeks I haven't been this bad since I was a kid. since I stopped going to school. since I couldn't sleep alone and was terrified constantly. I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back aaa,0.02767554479418877,2.215074915254238,2.297142857142859,93.60542372881358,87.98305084745762,5.405326876513318,16.90314769975787,6.868970318607317,-0.04303099273607725,216,5,48,3,7,73,39,59,0.307,0.662,0.03,-0.9421,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,10,1,1,1,0,7,14,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,3,1,2,4,0,6,0,4,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338471003308272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727263351569235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568651567257695,0.0,0.34723232727746145,0.1885226027205841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439953908426728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849596391238875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285083634674935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5603196884992729,0.0,0.22594992745439826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876793077783996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111260535680784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jungle-asian,2020/04/13,"How do you stay sober when the only thing that takes your problems away is alcohol or drugs? This is more paychosis cause drinking alieves my voices, but i get anxious during rhe aftermath of my behaviors while drunk. 

Yesterday i got my parents into a fight cause of stuff i said drunk and now, sober, i hate myself.",4.5872881355932185,6.805739254237295,4.412000000000003,84.44783050847458,71.71186440677965,7.431864406779661,28.749152542372883,8.238735603445708,2.114061694915254,252,10,45,4,5,77,49,59,0.284,0.716,0.0,-0.9584,1,0,3,0,1,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,3,5,0,3,0,8,8,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,10,0,4,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,31,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24648155945442354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605549521213901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669171089015546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738568991068939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593714090532435,0.2674665088966796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049867881385115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446203751400725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277069792710642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541036346817862,0.0,0.0,0.2560958712590525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068913020241102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938926780836265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458291004366249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26402498644016265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341084687304803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322543932889346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ProctalgiaFugax,2020/04/13,"I have 3 assignments, (2500, 2500 and 5000 words) scheduled for 15th, 17th and 17th of April And due to my anxiety, I've barely even started. I also suffer from irritability, frustration and deep stress as an extension of my ADHD. I just need someone to tell me that it's going to be ok. I can not for the life of me stop procrastinating.

Even taking small, minimum steps do nothing as I get too overwhelmed too quickly :(",5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,6.875000000000004,74.27,66.5,9.9,32.25,9.888512548439397,3.107575,330,13,61,7,5,110,60,80,0.21600000000000005,0.7440000000000001,0.04,-0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,2,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,9,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,11,8,0,10,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35379800605921063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354225350698265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252065478473013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888819165697025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380594402368106,0.0,0.16730788100700836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793544318660664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828548904656875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824738950048623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24943458810540975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836983533513728,0.0,0.0,0.2461221330038256,0.3372212584062195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134366343101575,0.0,0.2573086973644739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maryp1992,2020/04/13,Ketamine for anxiety I’m currently involved in a clinical trial testing the effects of ketamine on social anxiety. Anyone else out there involved in something similar?,7.492222222222222,11.399836740740742,8.460740740740743,50.433333333333366,70.48148148148148,11.007407407407408,53.444444444444436,10.504223727775694,8.524244444444445,140,12,12,5,3,47,23,27,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.34,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,9,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6140014765046133,0.0,0.0,0.28060499654688903,0.4111890999768856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352426678889175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090845893429811,0.0,0.3089477289317392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justthrowawaytinz,2020/04/13,not alone I’ve always suffered with anxiety but since everything is going on it’s only been getting worse for me and it doesn’t help that I work at a grocery store either. But i’ve been trying to tell friends and family that it’s really really bad and no one seems to care but thankfully I found this and to read that it’s not only me who is getting bad anxiety from what’s going on.,3.2296296296296316,4.365497580246913,5.116975308641977,82.42138888888894,73.19753086419753,8.85679012345679,24.61111111111111,9.2995712137729,1.9521999999999995,308,9,63,7,6,106,51,81,0.24,0.589,0.17,-0.79,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,13,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,3,0,1,3,0,4,3,9,10,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783996846137745,0.0,0.0,0.16697863088111506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30703340773246096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351124024909511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460270714488288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035478205687075,0.0,0.1891796125172435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200310382105485,0.15504189406630872,0.0,0.20969000934696766,0.0,0.22809775886671416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450899186353096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359833513543553,0.3052465065780401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073045371234224,0.0,0.2571165578981854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268802817616908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600138327027136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539979842100673,0.18475563529254632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362459316935738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460946257102087,0.0,0.20450613894971995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,peachynbreezy,2020/04/13,"Someone ringing the doorbell = anxiety attack So I’m just using what just happened to me as an example here, I’m usually home alone from Friday to Monday and generally I stay indoors unless I really really need something (quarantine or not). I don’t have any friends or family that would just randomly come over without announcing it, so whenever the doorbell rings I have no idea who the fuck it could be. I also have very bad memories of debt collectors coming by and since I still have debt this is still a really real fear. Also I don’t like facing people when I’m not completely ready or at least have on normal clothes and some makeup on. 

Now I shaved half of my head yesterday, partially because I wanted to but also partially because I was having a mental breakdown and I’ve found out I have a long oval shaped head and it’s just really ugly, so basically I don’t want anybody to see me right now. 

So anyways, my mom sold our old dogs crate on Facebook marketplace (she’s out of town atm) and attempted to call me 6 times but since my phone died I didn’t hear it. She then proceeded to call the girl that lives across the street, had her ring the doorbell, and she’d have to tell me to call my mom back. (Didn’t open the door) NATURALLY because her ringing the doorbell made me have an anxiety attack I locked myself up in the bathroom and turned my phone on whilst crying. I called my mom back and asked her who the hell is ringing the doorbell. She told me she knew I wasn’t gonna open the door and essentially just caused me to have a panic attack so I would call her back (I always call her whenever someone rings the doorbell, she knows how stressful this is to me but yet she decided to let me go through this). 

She then proceeded to tell me I needed to get ready because people were coming to pick up the crate. I asked her to please tell them to come by another time when she would be here and that I really am in no state to face people since I’ve been crying over my hair for the past two days. She told me to stop overreacting and get my shit together or she would come home and beat the shit out of me. 
I told her I would do it but that she has no idea how horrible it is that she’s making me be this uncomfortable just for 20 bucks. And that my feelings should go first and that I don’t have to adapt my disorder to whatever suits her schedule. 

I know this post has been really ranty but it actually went pretty well, and as I opened the door I saw my neighbor and she said hi to me and smiled. She didn’t say anything about the door incident or about my hair. I was really awkward towards the guy that came to pick up the crate but I guess I did the thing. 

Also, do you guys think I overreacted being on the phone with my mom? I know she’s narcissistic and gaslights a lot but I’ve been told by people that I take “my role as victim a little too seriously sometimes” and idk I just wanted some other peoples input.",3.418265253927657,4.85801808739496,4.625993788819875,84.93476708074537,73.16806722689077,8.131896236755571,25.203690171720858,8.716276077567194,1.677409937888199,2322,73,479,44,46,765,257,595,0.17300000000000001,0.794,0.033,-0.9979,2,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,1,3,35,17,8,4,30,0,49,9,8,8,0,95,95,51,1,13,23,4,3,1,2,7,0,9,7,3,26,33,0,1,10,0,5,9,14,14,1,3,24,14,90,3,59,57,4,65,1,0,2,1,61,26,4,10,28,332,116,0,0.0,0.0,0.057635790122720486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061170205359125235,0.0,0.18892677783499173,0.04914414305004791,0.0,0.0,0.04016404449998026,0.061931439567980785,0.09036421984733302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486028231812978,0.0,0.11042960724623063,0.20157394764729386,0.0,0.13624461926301645,0.04931413007448225,0.14401408308629804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618521644466604,0.06755095685797471,0.0,0.06067273064725945,0.0,0.2543825245551189,0.06192516617775622,0.0,0.0,0.04715603574385365,0.0,0.12975321238638515,0.038089970372424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612968163952001,0.0,0.06768993155874806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567820199890937,0.06646093718952294,0.02986341710807538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023793088502338,0.0,0.06475820744373291,0.04563099469997384,0.054601675844403716,0.06171469822896206,0.0,0.06713235599064267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506322358549871,0.11696092134298755,0.05222814842355225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212288777247723,0.0,0.06656693309987965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184875878036556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334715035842684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973764503665901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039468481839819,0.0,0.028854608693744555,0.05919543259439228,0.05215264520953155,0.052267828166926815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021222426988495,0.0,0.055885696514203866,0.039424205395655235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952039578022988,0.0,0.0,0.27668983217336324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875871421600991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786801705444746,0.0,0.0,0.06197541640535403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929628841606253,0.0,0.0,0.05638116432218938,0.2047300531832891,0.0,0.0,0.06483211270132919,0.0,0.0,0.05656487142873391,0.060087076496280464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722525061364258,0.2648554783520925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043844844452442,0.05618129008029294,0.04696830829583875,0.0,0.0,0.0470646022001982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125216338081148,0.14656957629054376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008573095471968,0.045468653687043975,0.05841362340285443,0.0,0.0,0.06295201282986844,0.0943336482364068,0.049378303492161865,0.06765508423954797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440711794413769,0.0,0.15486783079486394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392380308326493,0.03784441209171044,0.0,0.0,0.06887881282665022,0.0,0.0,0.22574429668588095,0.0,0.0,0.0642422706749054,0.0576947896675297,0.0,0.0,0.0510104259360197,0.06504822071283496,0.04873216460937023,0.10450852710543954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053103644870207176,0.05475087375053545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056933460748753974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977901561955795,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,businessgains,2020/04/13,"Feeling anxious, pressure around my heart Hello guys, hope you're all safe and healthy.

I'm luckily but I don't feel so good mentally, I was doing my internship in the UK but had to return home to finish working from home due to the coronavirus situation.

I'm back with my family now which is nice but I'm very anxious about my graduation assignment, I feel often very tired and have a lack of motivation to work on it.

Furthermore, something that keeps me busy is that I'm already 26 years old and feel kinda frustrated about being relatively old for finishing my bachelor study. That's because I had to do another study before I could go to higher education.

I think a combination of those factors including not having the ability to get a relationship with a girl contribute all to my anxiety and depressive feelings.

I don't know what I should do, there are not many things I can feel happy about lately.",7.214883720930231,7.502557232558138,8.063348837209308,67.8874651162791,63.88372093023256,12.228837209302327,36.38604651162791,11.792908689023552,4.662293488372093,732,33,127,23,10,247,113,172,0.135,0.723,0.142,0.3002,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,9,8,1,1,7,0,17,2,1,1,2,31,33,8,0,4,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,8,7,0,2,9,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,6,16,5,20,27,3,14,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,10,85,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446478023665855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467749345903692,0.10707972033205622,0.3162615366472032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460652859822666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763135934465293,0.0,0.08532684599508238,0.0,0.11910755715063552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175784238388073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055939372826212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195502177095172,0.0,0.4246503349438212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731306333181334,0.0,0.07955044504179623,0.11740354300553794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859625821310473,0.0,0.14900491670218907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586985381437044,0.0,0.0,0.28081065240801395,0.13902575673412734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441531501539868,0.0,0.0,0.0769260450636983,0.0,0.15789675919126472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419116575415844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106086114543967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29375831572982475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027968301119193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573366310678928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775881712716366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092992500240452,0.08968968181782053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087951216351154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309864044137421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380546571267003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013866126493322
anxiety,BlastThatSub,2020/04/13,"My mom is confusing/other things I hate that I can't talk about mental illness with my family, my mom has struggled with anxiety and depression all her life. She had agoraphobia as a child and would constantly skip school when she was in elementary (she lived in the country so it was easy for her to miss the bus, also my grandma worked early in the mornings so she would never know). 

I was diagnosed by my doctor with my mental illnesses, but it feels like my mom is constantly trying to one up me?? I will mention a panic attack and she will say things like ""I used to pass out! at least you don't have it that bad!"" ""I used to skip school from my anxiety so yours isn't that bad"". I always feel like she is belittling my anxiety disorders because mine aren't like hers.

Like, she thinks that her experiences are the only kind out there and my anxiety isn't that bad until I pass out. I am lucky it doesn't get that bad, but I wish she wouldn't say these things to me. And if I point it out she will tell me that I am sensitive. 

I don't like looking like a pansy either. So I just deal with it all on my own like I always have and when I finally break down again my mom will ask me why I don't tell them things or that I need to express myself more around them. 

I can't turn to my dad because he is NOT good with talking about these things, he isn't that great of a listener either. Sitting around on his Ipad or phone and act like he is listening until you ask him a question. 

I feel alone and trapped, I think my older brother is the only one that really listens to me, even though he doesn't really understand it himself. He at least listens, even if his advice is to smoke more weed/take edibles lol I know he means well. 

I just wish my mom understood me better.",2.557957875457877,4.133193898351649,3.956835164835166,88.30483150183152,75.67582417582419,7.600586080586081,23.122344322344322,8.344100000000001,1.2218801465201468,1385,40,299,25,30,457,165,364,0.114,0.7290000000000001,0.158,0.9736,0,2,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,2,2,19,25,2,2,10,1,35,5,0,2,3,53,61,25,0,8,11,7,3,9,0,7,5,6,0,1,24,19,0,0,11,0,0,3,14,10,1,2,5,10,68,15,38,49,9,32,0,2,1,0,53,16,0,6,20,217,92,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405155161345071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848545133907286,0.0,0.06060141265409395,0.12611042337720638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188663624661604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492092004633502,0.14168854779925993,0.08621093753304096,0.0,0.0,0.25309326549201144,0.09238983459228066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702144427305777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637829876688548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812607687063275,0.06526939039643934,0.07691532572581257,0.0,0.0,0.08685069468557473,0.07756426381941718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001042380788464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412759391852722,0.07143884490785961,0.0,0.114950264912163,0.10827480522226923,0.0,0.0830135242977011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03959203599462981,0.0,0.0,0.06356085117370032,0.0,0.08354795745650227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481727607532983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891343527978749,0.08329365156287412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352580879407292,0.33320147871348205,0.0,0.0669153205186355,0.0,0.06363629706741343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254687272297598,0.0,0.0,0.1527372713322012,0.0,0.0,0.4437643749838085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619007115945066,0.05844637553271989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270127333693847,0.1152685405786362,0.0,0.08891175762001742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163679998426789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489118685476242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709349574472216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052694129730285,0.0,0.15338725189345348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922193710831063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181853684271905,0.13247050070076669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25172504665275963,0.0971138071628745,0.07445367905694956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144979342156585,0.0824271159360211,0.0,0.07888987907796152,0.0,0.1308995540911523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813551648092184,0.0,0.06837985954548338,0.0,0.17428702079624622,0.0,0.0,0.05516890096723342,0.0,0.0,0.10766418471675944,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,adam619560,2020/04/13,"Opposite of social anxiety? Hi, due to this COVID-19 issue, we are all forbidden to go out of our house unless we need to buy essentials. This means most of the time I'm at home. But recently, I started feeling this anxiety of being trapped. I stay with my sister who is 2 years older than me but we hardly talk because she is always with her boyfriend. I'm usually alright in school, being able to be with my friends till 7 or 8. Most of the time, I can spend time with my gf. But because of this situation, as all of them have their own family and lives to deal with, I'm kind of left alone in this pit of emptiness. I am like the pillar of support for almost every family member of mine and it's making me crumble because I'm only 18. Is there any ways to get out of this feeling?",3.1529296066252566,4.308150043478264,4.8139285714285736,84.44565476190478,73.40993788819874,7.8511387163561075,27.08126293995859,8.344100000000001,1.783297722567288,611,22,126,10,12,207,102,161,0.078,0.8220000000000001,0.1,0.6868,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,10,0,0,1,2,27,23,9,0,1,5,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,18,5,33,20,5,19,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,4,11,84,26,1,0.15632232762399345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565342304019881,0.16190278707113182,0.0,0.0,0.1300726993037339,0.0,0.0,0.1063045433053416,0.0,0.2391723055186572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858779199645959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116145568996545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170830314992055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947335563060401,0.0,0.15808253161418734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077424254799753,0.0,0.0816719642173986,0.0,0.08884158123816925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003410071677466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680404035038553,0.0,0.0,0.18037497784062465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631598962236916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278564869250453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984466635642645,0.0,0.0,0.07637119313131828,0.0,0.13803547924979234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043463675517831,0.0,0.0,0.17028084224320994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591102518017005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889017431191284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434943966257064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820654120624705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757128458981459,0.0,0.15935092687774466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064574807886723,0.16661880189965575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739272488431446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256459655596379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734584190452268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721669588257323,0.0,0.0,0.1240813874625043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066645376101803
anxiety,Callattar,2020/04/13,"Please help me. I can't stop the feeling that I might be pregnant A year or so ago, I started taking the contraceptive pill (not taking it anymore) I remember even though I wear a condom + pill I have always felt anxious thinking ""what if it doesn't work om you"" ""what if the condom broke"" ""what if youre extremely fertile"" (ik its dumb). Like a month or so ago, I took the post day pill even though I didn't had sex. It was just some foreplay and rubbing but a day later I realized I was ovulating. I didn't wanted to wait so I took the post day pill. I had my period two weeks later (very little fluid but lasted 5 days which is supposed to be normal due to the post day pill effects). Problem is, my period is supposed to come on the next days and I can't stop thinking ""what if it doesn't come"" ""what if that wasn't your period"" ""what if rubbing was enough"" it's practically impossible for me to be pregnant (I googled a lot)  but I still can't take that idea out of my head.

 Please help me. I want to relax.  If I stress more, my period won't come and I'll be DOUBLE stressed. I read those stories about women not having any symptoms and being pregnant and think ""what if you're one of them"". I can't go to the farmacy to get a pregnancy test I'm on quarantine and my mom would notice I went out. I cant have an abortion cause they're illegal where I live. I can't stop this feeling I fucked up and that I'm stupid for doing such things. I want to be able te enjoy my sex life without worrying too much even when I'm on BC. I've even considered getting a sterilization but I'm scared that not even that will work. I have so many questions that I'm afraid to ask since there might be an answer that will stress me more. Please give me an advice. Something that you did to calm down.",2.1381397561186546,3.651708627345848,3.654859465536624,90.28981838623194,76.66756032171583,6.743198131972673,23.024215169073766,7.4822170145007005,0.7960696877972842,1390,41,308,18,31,460,179,373,0.109,0.789,0.102,-0.8062,0,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,4,1,3,19,14,3,5,18,0,38,15,2,2,0,58,69,28,0,14,19,1,5,1,0,6,7,0,0,1,26,12,0,4,12,2,0,7,16,10,0,2,13,5,43,4,24,43,7,45,0,1,0,6,12,9,2,15,27,200,69,4,0.08315896132307914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126197455926278,0.14743080337659878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919491754629865,0.0,0.0,0.05655094534198608,0.0,0.0,0.0939459560378152,0.08247134415300507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774240320246692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542716046895871,0.0,0.2149022453465317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217839029049792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592543683831441,0.0,0.274628548315253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409533898432628,0.0,0.07984564393674916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687911973753622,0.08689425006350926,0.07977365322775815,0.0472611541189216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534508567840174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147939771837503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387634519019494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778565255702554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873763368515096,0.040627267981070636,0.0833471258887372,0.07343088639107696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069877512428326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431013446650862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643703292419874,0.0,0.09739477043906056,0.06637668954531266,0.0,0.06113140496518778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844049878494177,0.0,0.08147812577731768,0.0,0.09467702864021013,0.0,0.0,0.0563506643633533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27385070209601153,0.0,0.0,0.2389298930622666,0.0,0.0,0.07957189512314522,0.0,0.0,0.09315706850421077,0.0,0.08318146531903034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420289230836912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832566274824992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878995214744597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401983120576868,0.0,0.0,0.058860340841300374,0.0,0.06641085393342053,0.20857384583367475,0.2857749276923558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864340018122815,0.18757556896357588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524711877424112,0.15985471381242236,0.16340651455763378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478533168989067,0.0,0.0,0.0812342217429686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861485220250957,0.14714792988823835,0.0,0.06670510270215274,0.0,0.0,0.07708919028047666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016227118099319,0.0,0.1210814285233017,0.0844519618556297,0.0,0.059073740176754826,0.0,0.0,0.05355164461841818
anxiety,Foot-Clock,2020/04/13,"Can anyone help me with this weird feeling? I'm not even sure if this is the right place to post this, but I'm not sure where else to go (if this is the wrong place, please point me to the right place).  I've been having this problem for months now, where I get this feeling deep inside me, kind of at the pit of my stomach, like some kind of emotion that I can't fully articulate, and it also has this strange, faint feeling like I'm on the verge of hyperventilating.  It's this feeling like dread and despair and fear and a little bit of panic all sort of mixed together like some kind of witch's brew of nasty feelings.  But it's not a powerful or overwhelming feeling, it's sort of a background thing, almost like it's on a separate plane of existence from my other emotions (or another layer, since I'm an artist lol).  I can be laughing, happy, and completely distracted from it, but it's ever-present-ness always pulls me back when the other emotions begin to fade (I should mention I have ADHD so my emotions and their intensity can change pretty frequently).  It's like, I can manage my ""surface level"" emotions pretty well with traditional means (deep breaths, wholesome/cute stuff, exercise) but this ""deeper level"" stuff, I just don't know how to deal with it at all.  Going to bed doesn't help, because it often seems that my emotions ""reset"" to this feeling instead of ""resetting"" to neutral or something I can manage. 

Can anyone tell me what this is?  Or more to the point, can anyone tell me how to counteract it?  I'm kind of desperate, it's been a huge burden on my productivity, sometimes making me completely unable to get anything done, and I think it's also the reason I've been having so many nightmares.",9.692745266781412,7.002255451807232,9.2971256454389,70.64451807228917,60.74698795180722,11.774870912220313,38.77452667814113,9.784248007369934,3.6785225473321854,1358,50,251,19,14,440,163,332,0.134,0.7,0.166,0.8298,1,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,1,16,26,0,5,14,1,23,4,2,4,4,51,45,24,0,4,14,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,32,10,0,0,12,2,0,3,6,11,1,0,4,7,23,15,34,39,6,33,0,2,0,0,7,22,0,13,13,167,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368160799321784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805637835120688,0.0,0.0,0.12467431283086453,0.06486123708495944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173811843134221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635148513274231,0.0,0.06414679434231067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993928610217114,0.0,0.04751803066909068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510198870850624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246151765422605,0.0,0.1634596774183467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036376151504965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977064253064664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651178176595121,0.526104356345148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148571026377846,0.07051088198348818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877162228578944,0.2758995558573314,0.1113760087989482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145205969669528,0.0,0.08860237228160857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297998266697901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449743856782427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246946856763004,0.042839672859809406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849668334711634,0.07812709205126467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203270571733447,0.07902978736318393,0.0,0.08491117766360037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221951481671459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145836539431892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432570998197725,0.08556647387985379,0.14737723792709853,0.0,0.07465523475875893,0.1586077962697751,0.0,0.07458830413994659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014631485540874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313896467483982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096340079920008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644816346852801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060010266609510025,0.07709524759981308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784698319403588,0.0,0.0,0.1469352475546408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626471662878736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178698950944336,0.04994766889152101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008705180786827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852268669265185,0.0,0.0
anxiety,razzelberri13,2020/04/13,"..back with a vengeance I feel like he’s going to leave me, but he’s done nothing to logically give me this thought.

I get angry and say what’s running in circles in my mind when I’m having an anxiety attack. I don’t mean ANY of it.

I feel stupid because there isn’t any rational reason for it. I know it, and I try so hard to stop it but it still comes through. 

My body is tense, I can’t breath, and I can’t sleep...

I’m so embarrassed.",1.0549999999999995,2.313067833333335,3.1025000000000027,94.1925,79.0,6.466666666666668,23.458333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.5966083333333332,336,11,83,4,8,114,63,96,0.29600000000000004,0.6859999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,2,0,7,3,3,1,0,16,18,8,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,4,12,1,9,16,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29349432636297523,0.0,0.16508164305652684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454965658695769,0.0,0.16593208863381398,0.0,0.13154587899575007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396982307532577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588722478597572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083194825191785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822362752923055,0.15416311208816771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274333803342705,0.20700904709908954,0.12264057220782885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933088313058472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859461225314805,0.0,0.0,0.2284944437988187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105425935640545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23506267715737295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178901913624281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705994187876495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218719355047429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160786687832832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159496132352228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233318311929274,0.1804132539538656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131614862919434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650980445320808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pinksloth1995,2020/04/13,Does anyone else get anxious when thinking about time wasting? I feel like I'm rushing the day and wasting my own time as we don't have all day and it ends up getting me upset and anxious that I've wasted time it's like I've got to plan something at a certain time so can make the most out of my day but it's making me anxious about time,3.091486486486488,3.5741084189189216,4.214432432432435,91.20759459459462,72.91891891891892,5.920000000000001,28.313513513513517,3.1291,0.7009113513513516,269,10,60,0,5,88,51,74,0.177,0.755,0.068,-0.7227,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,13,11,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,8,10,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,12,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833426572378297,0.0,0.1203508905280616,0.1763581367639014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330111000225723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062410347053795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437848724004902,0.0,0.15244797251015452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702946632545262,0.1229631596175994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985206555115058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766075607317987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168179092604061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297839891176491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250702860290614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028808176313644,0.0,0.0,0.50182521810382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,greenbear22,2020/04/13,"Does anyone else get panicked as they’re trying to fall asleep? This has been happening more often lately but when I’m going to bed and I start drifting off my heart suddenly starts pounding and I get really nauseous. It’s bad enough that I have to turn the lights on and take deep breaths for a few minutes and then I’m not tired again for a few hours. 

I don’t know what triggers it or why it’s happening, but I imagine it’s related to anxiety.",3.3670807453416174,4.700456826086956,4.4139751552795055,86.8254347826087,73.13043478260869,7.86583850931677,27.27329192546584,8.418075326091056,1.7869422360248441,356,13,74,6,7,116,68,92,0.107,0.857,0.036000000000000004,-0.7258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,4,3,1,0,12,16,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,9,15,4,14,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853776861462652,0.0,0.0,0.15404699105726766,0.2257352662514002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839509809959363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279616310711675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404206944928392,0.0,0.0,0.2276407726071665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302074327163305,0.0,0.12520815760508774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896416351095765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610703030939778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696254456187355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107749201416833,0.0,0.2485210774089978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113725037958508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31187536445692216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656469027576603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532157714996455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957711266693555,0.23963575336737586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879694893190325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kierooonn,2020/04/13,"Obsessing over my own future Hello all I hope you are keeping strong and positive.

After my morning walks each day I sit outside with a cup of tea and write out plans for the future post Covid like really thinking about what I want but I end up frustrated, anxious and In a depressed slump.

So looking for some advice.

I know I want to move on from my jobs as I know I can do better and have been doing them for 2 and a half years and paid off all my debt and built up good emergency fund but I have bad money anxiety and like to be frugal.

I CONSTANTLY obsess and compare myself and I know this is worst thing to do but I cannot help it, I love reading about people who have been successful and I want the same. 

When I watch the Youtube channels I enjoy I envy the seemingly amazing life they are living.

I get so many ideas going through my head at once such as ;

Do i go back into education and work towards a degree ??

Do I start a business as Its what Ive always wanted not a 9 to 5 / live for the weekend lifestyle ( which i work my other job anyways lol )

I know that I need to take action and push outside my comfort zone and take the risk while I can, I am 25 M at home with parents.

My parents have never understood me and I only have my amazing GF and it took 6 years to finally understand and open up about my mental health. I Dont have any friends and I know I need to network/socialise more but I feel like no one gets me.

I was going to take the big step and seek help with my anxiety and depression but Covid is far more serious atm so I am continuing to self help by reading and browsing others experiences on Reddit and talking to my gf when I can.

I lift weights , walk everyday , eat a Keto diet but its just me compensating for not being where I want to be in life.",2.3343697405329564,3.963942638586962,4.078264375876579,86.96694600280506,76.41847826086956,6.922300140252456,25.186185133239828,7.717688229018142,1.3026518934081346,1393,49,291,20,31,469,204,368,0.171,0.693,0.136,-0.9446,5,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,6,14,23,1,3,14,1,29,9,1,0,3,64,61,37,0,8,9,2,2,3,3,0,3,0,1,1,13,29,4,1,11,4,5,10,6,9,0,2,6,4,55,14,44,52,9,48,0,2,2,1,17,18,0,3,21,208,68,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846323070424567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384186043810395,0.0,0.0,0.0685214555510264,0.0,0.15416494904230202,0.113832113891551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747957772614163,0.08413186505502031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891155929323048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888767182388008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498300269075855,0.0,0.17357192130361115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809203828836275,0.0,0.0,0.10310444092191226,0.0,0.0,0.08924501622159052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856434095602157,0.0,0.0,0.05094817599790665,0.07198422513621636,0.0,0.11037958849483938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784828978279107,0.0,0.10528772697537744,0.0,0.17179569952364102,0.08451418797465826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341064078497972,0.10710504449198767,0.0,0.0,0.2026154615830129,0.0,0.10107226602938996,0.10007916828705003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374776805838704,0.0,0.0,0.1999810081760766,0.08956168656376698,0.0,0.0,0.27688015481584577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423420291699828,0.14768132629558628,0.0,0.17794896928744924,0.0,0.08461450520335234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909414270244522,0.0,0.0,0.10215661464917676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101544159822762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709381003018123,0.0,0.1494271441803529,0.07771368502776753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107307991346527,0.06827877978155676,0.07663386287421425,0.0,0.0,0.2237680316337633,0.0,0.0,0.06985552084608865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650191786226654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201578065373045,0.0,0.06455056688952465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172972661971372,0.10511649634653296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131969597121826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22728092224575985,0.08098849001713282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694163944596028,0.0645640705083408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195002855655033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489655104637184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971594985809647,0.0,0.0,0.12270068454086705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671153015110353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297745462684933
anxiety,throwrafearconflict,2020/04/13,"How to get rid of fear of conflict I already posted this in relationship_advice but I thought here would be appropriate too.


I have a crippling fear of conflict and confrontation that make me lie about the dumbest things.


When I think the truth may trigger a fight, even the slightest one, I tend to automatically lie.


I've come to realize this recently and I really want to change because it's ruining my life and my relationship. I want to be honest and face confrontation with calm and confidence. 


What can I do? Will therapy help me? Is there any hope? Can I really recover? :(",3.814290569243841,6.600232757009351,4.966253186066272,76.78237892948175,76.57009345794394,9.124553950722175,29.353440951571788,9.573946990214177,3.292147663551402,463,21,83,14,11,152,74,107,0.24,0.568,0.192,-0.7578,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,2,5,0,10,2,1,3,1,22,19,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,1,0,13,4,11,13,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358132268193591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453171427980109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026399194425292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605664250324725,0.1840757926961907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411408270210058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809233542236656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164467780726912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323250884057118,0.0,0.0,0.2122432845613649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093620540247835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264033805612772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448024872180608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465681683936213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737917305154822,0.0,0.2109939882796308,0.2294240597886744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443741725833109,0.0,0.14196674166177795,0.13692450310975424,0.0,0.16964670862608167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520808639677446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179988742831135,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IMPERATOR_MAXIMILIAN,2020/04/13,What’s the best medication for anxiety/ panic attacks? I’ve been having them a lot this past week and I need help.,1.2433333333333323,3.8593895652173984,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,88.13043478260867,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,1.2220840579710144,92,3,18,2,3,31,22,23,0.221,0.534,0.24600000000000002,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601250969595225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868377901847437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568447288141861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279176380761603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890847667101859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425485048824045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252130919575196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39895666168793453,0.0,0.0,0.3246009507032363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727547827969008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fillercartoons,2020/04/13,"I have anxiety about my future and I feel regret in existence I feel like I didn’t gradually grow up. My tween/teen years are all a blur. I was so reluctant to try new things like talking to my peers, or even completing class work. I never did homework. I was so anxious that submitting my work would show the teacher I hadn’t understood the lesson or assignment. 
I think I had alienated myself from my grade and felt uncomfortable going to school. 
At some point in my teens I stopped using changing rooms (when buying clothes) to try stuff on because I couldn’t look at myself.
Now I’m 23 and I look back on my life and i don’t know how to make anything of my youth. 
It seems media and television are obsessed with celebrating youth with throw backs of some better time that, for me, never existed. 

Does anyone feel kind of similar? 
Is there any term for what this is called?",3.412982456140348,5.501460590643276,4.244304093567251,84.93768421052633,74.67251461988305,7.834853801169591,25.43508771929825,8.648137234880735,1.8349396491228067,695,24,136,14,15,223,113,171,0.105,0.826,0.069,-0.439,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,10,6,0,1,3,0,14,1,0,3,3,31,28,11,0,3,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,7,0,1,9,1,1,3,6,2,0,0,8,6,25,4,21,18,4,26,0,1,2,0,2,9,0,6,16,91,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154117947175334,0.0,0.12547705029832468,0.18529916130826216,0.0,0.11468860780633865,0.0,0.13497685033442527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522469324403536,0.0,0.09998682209405392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506490361390212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748569406320282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735144529182267,0.0,0.1719748635985764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353752309864298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833556189185682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488046815574041,0.1171779745553513,0.1574876820631036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932179796772906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708045836205015,0.0901426824404885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585420722856185,0.16026658305777736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754758092893243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948654261077237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25300910552428224,0.15841431460674407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505463359738014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599990609624904,0.0,0.14932026498131054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713046782010804,0.0,0.0,0.18776694955693796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183537371619658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896950976201808,0.10509923524077712,0.0,0.0,0.0956430573532314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272153053720253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166310054414344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388212127655929,0.0,0.0,0.11651714423650915,0.0,0.0,0.10562535369246502
anxiety,TurtleBork,2020/04/13,"How does one not be cringe? As an anxiety sufferer this is my greatest fear. And yet I seem to make people say ""really dude?"" instead of ""haha thats funny.""

Please help. I have tried meditation but it only makes me more aware of how cringy I am!",0.7243537414965964,3.1356920816326546,3.0072448979591826,88.04787414965988,87.36734693877554,6.531972789115647,18.37074829931973,7.793537801064563,0.7908748299319726,188,5,39,4,6,64,45,49,0.10400000000000001,0.728,0.168,0.5109,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,4,0,8,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,1,4,6,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430765764988033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780636748392059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575551719524535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129799847642816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42419890947774747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531446856006686,0.2416618971700416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202866600001111,0.0,0.0,0.34879221066143684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355769463858106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526861982271577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892661146182182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573023523760546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,stitch2020,2020/04/13,"Tired of obligations I (F, 21) have suffered from mild anxiety for several years. I am in my last year of uni (in the US, my home is in Asia) and had to come back home when campuses closed because of the pandemic. However, remote classes are still going on and I still need to submit large senior projects. I also held a lot of responsibilities on campus in the form of jobs etc and people continue to pile work on to me, with what seems like zero consideration.

I find myself completely unmotivated and plagued by anxiety. I enter negative thought spirals where my brain starts exaggerating all the times I have been wronged by my friends and people I used to trust. 

I spend time gardening and reading which helps manage my symptoms, but I also have so much work to do that I need to get to. I am so close to finishing my degree and don't want to throw it all away.",6.2112574850299405,6.510245604790419,7.033179640718561,74.38270359281438,66.0059880239521,10.51233532934132,32.867664670658684,10.355215969177356,3.302988502994012,684,27,131,16,10,228,110,167,0.095,0.857,0.047,-0.5899,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,5,0,11,3,1,1,2,24,22,13,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,4,11,0,1,4,2,1,4,2,2,0,1,4,0,21,3,28,18,6,28,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,2,14,94,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441474084542933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355281178816745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341917638856988,0.1173779989972618,0.0,0.0930536834676506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704072623256891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314939784352579,0.1600500364602145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702444797390268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951882520789768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793658081566885,0.0,0.07975303347045788,0.0,0.08675419613021518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231770377213598,0.0,0.3062396747329177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148101774722894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442966970187486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457680711300067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977709744169064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221490450107786,0.2263752551899537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165580650961344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269075187050282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389663195796568,0.0,0.17245042038620367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804606127028717,0.0,0.2438120843523107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586612194588773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211866064459007,0.17802223529924974,0.1754480788163228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361848441418774,0.1318401069360981,0.0,0.0,0.09003659635252448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226122475565208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668982023507667,0.0,0.19660247266208067
anxiety,heather753012,2020/04/13,"What could possibly cause anxiety attacks at the same time each night? So every night around 3-4 am i get attacks. I do sleep enough, i get 8 hours each night (well morning idk) so its not from tiredness. 

Nothing that i can think of has happened to me at that time so im really confused.",-0.017432950191572868,2.3164564137931047,1.5716091954022993,95.27319923371648,96.93103448275862,4.6467432950191565,21.961685823754788,6.42735559955562,0.5661318007662839,224,9,47,3,9,72,44,58,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.8540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,1,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,6,8,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420118826089467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780403827362514,0.0,0.4288895586075565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364035608671792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050108105675433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476981436511515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881850347897514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696585291864308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668900757548866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563350512529755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361122310893373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306805133540123,0.0,0.18086983572077545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125042546238013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075726040462907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863509143979634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078252215045662,0.0,0.0,0.21983051859205224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948320262612088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heyreddits11,2020/04/13,"""Anxiety Induced IBS"" & Medication Interactions I'm so anxious lately, its causing ""Anxiety Induced IBS"" & 

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Here are the meds prescribed by my doctors.  The ones in bold I have been on for years and have been mostly stable overcoming Anxiety and Depression.  Last July I started Strattera because I couldn't focus at work, and two weeks ago started the Amitriptyline because my anxiety causes severe stomach pains and ""Anxiety Induced IBS"".  Recently I've relied on cannabis to help calm me down and ease my stomach paint.. but I know this is not a long term solution.  **Does anyone take any combo of these medicines?** 

At night: 

* **Lexapro 20 mg**
* Amitriptyline 10 mg 
* **yaz (birth control)** 

Day: 

* Atomoxine/Straterra 20 mg 
* **Wellbutrin 300 mg**
* Omazorapole (acid reflux)",2.866643683821721,4.89127529007634,3.2626446688007884,79.1977148485595,112.89312977099236,5.659788229500122,31.706722482147256,6.828538100315305,3.144379266190594,617,36,87,13,31,191,97,131,0.128,0.8059999999999999,0.065,-0.6599,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,7,5,2,6,0,16,12,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,8,2,10,9,2,19,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,13,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776944383796772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318505199706862,0.16143542608839218,0.0903471083234174,0.0,0.5081750394380796,0.15009024898464074,0.0,0.09289649008566586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197641605418744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729608452688658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490100802674782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568157719461847,0.0,0.1144292765661057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598445676187396,0.1162637889368221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905104203460197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301456496680354,0.10829593841990474,0.14986813858000875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175739941536372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475738375399683,0.1338391427914843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467700812320726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002713476396178,0.0,0.14136889037509803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117995817731282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009024898464074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807330479740028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989170028012873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978168600006534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065696267871518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967212561398772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143542608839218,0.08555535558209752
anxiety,1directioner2098,2020/04/13,"Anxiety started in college ???? Hi! I’m currently a senior in college...so last summer - June 2019, I started becoming more aware of me experiencing weird things happening to me - about 3 months of these weird things I figured it may be anxiety (I googled symptoms, spoke to friends about what my thoughts were, how I felt etc.) and i like you think I’ve managed it quite well - after a while of exploring the disorder, journaling, and all different things I’ve learned that I may have high functioning anxiety(?????) I haven’t gone to to a doctor because this is not really the stuff that would go well with my parents ... (they think it’s manageable, and it usually is!)
but I’m wondering if anyone else has experienced developing anxiety in college?? I’ve never had it until I got to college and if I did I never noticed it once... I know that’s a broad question.. but I’ve just been wondering if I’m an odd ball out? am I making anxiety up in my head? Am I just dramatic? Why did it start in June 2019 & not before? And why has it gotten worse even if I feel like I’m managing it?",3.1371774618220134,5.02736708056872,4.920055292259082,80.66680226434968,74.87677725118482,9.049078462348604,30.205634544497105,9.586721724236666,3.0498844655081623,838,39,164,23,18,285,120,211,0.1,0.847,0.052000000000000005,-0.8201,3,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,1,8,7,0,0,7,0,17,3,1,2,3,37,39,14,0,5,10,1,2,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,19,7,0,0,12,1,0,3,5,2,2,0,11,5,21,5,20,24,3,28,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,9,18,109,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892686000545894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551395156755804,0.0,0.0,0.08320137791951343,0.12192049366392775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253589986954886,0.13141637518436325,0.1012527035123622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432042451580468,0.1363741654288007,0.12179248287842688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940183620754203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327065847961458,0.07859253154687827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016550011475995,0.08500730047473891,0.11425016314720905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919322663887482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762541201232654,0.0,0.09516809173971193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522347990515836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122119247610979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572068176937445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539442349037966,0.09699366780503553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626612965234945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942751580210848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497759972643004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354661904475947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547221157118755,0.0,0.12672169001574074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212558908383654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329731905416126,0.12656173365355244,0.0,0.0,0.07622877686061008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526676426836528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621639698740493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367736449520055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715729583333625,0.15248944699172567,0.0,0.09446568070296954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105193945486926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397466605847046,0.0,0.21474200779657696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580816500913122,0.0,0.0,0.12126214632039567,0.08452789808115943,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shivaaam3,2020/04/13,"A strange numbness in the left portion of my body. I had my first panic attack in 2017. It happened at night while I was trying to sleep and it was the scariest experience I've ever had. For the subsequent months sleeping was a nightmare for me as my mind thought sleep was harmful for my body and went into a flight or freigt response. I started medication (SSRs and Clonazepam for SOS), meditation and CFT and it has made things a lot better for me. However, I still have trouble falling asleep every now and then. 

But, since an year or so whenever I go to bed, the left portion of my body goes slightly numb. There is uneasiness in my left shoulder and shoulder blade and my left knee. It makes falling asleep even more difficult as my brain continuously thinks that there is something severely wrong with my body and its not good. But the strange part is that these sensations go away when I get up in the morning. So, I thought of posting it here to seek answers about what this thing is and if somebody else here gets it too. Hoping to find answers.",5.914052812858782,6.7703434975124415,5.64497512437811,82.12959816303099,66.76119402985074,8.373670110983545,34.367011098354375,8.384062270229773,2.6344478377344047,837,38,159,11,13,259,122,201,0.16,0.813,0.027000000000000003,-0.9729,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,13,11,1,1,11,0,12,16,13,2,1,30,25,22,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,14,12,0,0,6,0,0,5,1,8,0,1,10,0,18,3,24,15,5,30,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,5,12,113,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541573689271418,0.10357561369953767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097499737987399,0.0,0.48981426905613706,0.0,0.12306608654913473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920927123010016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281353818899465,0.09971984016031757,0.09288330408733256,0.0,0.0,0.1078374401370234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075882673035777,0.0937714500626099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519337363536528,0.0,0.1253056854942757,0.09246542510250068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748628427731927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949478497434743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791112911032904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372346746190828,0.0,0.10431326902951928,0.07358712515405061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105681567668764,0.0,0.0,0.11131259133755522,0.0,0.08799379468587881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345427519534964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293447666784415,0.0,0.1193809116417506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558098080545583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454163086149085,0.0,0.09119299210578426,0.0,0.33096365050556986,0.0,0.0,0.08486937088206799,0.0,0.0,0.0780295730716505,0.0,0.08803908549765814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647924323156405,0.0706383669886488,0.0,0.17503903523739486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484681108438923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219506921040672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053188540837262,0.0,0.07099197706187804
anxiety,Holupthar,2020/04/13,"I can't relax till I pee.. constantly? I have a host of issues, things are stable for the time being so that's decent at least. I always need to pee whenever I sit or lay down. The problem is I just peed. I have anxiety about even relaxing now and compulsively go to the washroom now.

Ever heard of something like this? How can I get over a little pressure and need to pee without freaking out and going to the washroom every 15-20 minutes or is that normal.. I drink a decent amount of water but I still get the urge if I'm hardly drinking any. Weird, I'm sorry. Take care.",1.4396153846153832,3.62864930769231,3.542414529914532,87.0310576923077,81.56410256410257,5.609401709401709,21.71581196581197,6.816661863887847,0.6746017094017094,447,14,88,5,12,152,81,117,0.087,0.8059999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.6503,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,8,0,8,6,3,1,1,16,19,10,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,4,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,2,10,4,15,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,8,61,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948283399776595,0.0,0.0,0.1385132726749704,0.0,0.1558190164810315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767116407379504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011190009021736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990689186460567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453249549439264,0.1842453928313178,0.1716140020032984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283476129616224,0.0,0.2315185745461875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824623950517667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259497000366187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951055307510616,0.2041465992316565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30206075747299715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995687567128968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489972342289544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680721662183242,0.0,0.2280094849008433,0.0,0.0,0.16266367721757427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314631066373152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531974012115042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877077995208805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963457632616098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,16letterd1,2020/04/13,"I'm trying to look for a new jobs and I just feel like I'm going to throw up The coronavirus has impacted my job pretty badly (since it relies a lot on tourism) and I don't have much in savings, so i really need to see if I can get something else. But it's just so scary to go putting yourself out there like that. And then the thought of having to meet up with people for interviews is even worse.

I've never really had to do this before, since my first and only job was one that I got from an apprenticeship during my school years.  And i just feel like I'm trying to get through a maze in the dark.",3.864531249999999,3.940068890625,5.031250000000004,87.48875000000002,71.03125,8.275,24.59375,8.07648339933343,1.0883250000000002,470,11,107,6,8,156,84,128,0.081,0.835,0.084,-0.1571,4,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,19,23,10,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,4,4,9,4,19,19,2,15,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,2,8,69,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344873662534135,0.0,0.0,0.1370593631047971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455396141980236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638572546651703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628844433887889,0.2301379826545239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700671593604602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830566029252725,0.0,0.18308046261653316,0.0,0.12882301004586294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795136611921221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360731288354961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525888133102273,0.0,0.0,0.13693660996520082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840555007674225,0.11943193613051598,0.12422770866183393,0.15556315478884605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914572329774408,0.12250157983587127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116661922412748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386688058061594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619206133808722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637212132310725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630122198937023,0.12835255096478998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664788132518621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400014908958737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278722007736746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871296174072216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414487679694353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372429591907614
anxiety,9_Emma_7,2020/04/13,"I'm so scared right now I have struggled with GA for years but this is a new level of anxiety. I know everyone is scared right now but the fear of losing my family during covid is driving me insane. My foster father is in his late 60s and my foster mother has just finished chemo. My birth mother also has so many underlying health conditions. The phone rang today and I was so convinced that it was ''the call''  My foster familys neighbours have been diagnosed and I know it isn't going to travel down the road to them but I can't stand how close it is to them!

Does anyone have any tips to help me cope with this? I know I'm going to lose them some day but it just feels like I'm going to lose them all at once and I really don't know how I'd cope. (Also I'm sorry if I shouldn't be posting this here)",0.746928104575165,2.85646123529412,2.7392156862745094,92.2453594771242,83.70588235294117,5.424836601307192,16.50326797385621,6.691623216298621,-0.21883006535947747,630,12,137,7,18,211,96,170,0.16699999999999998,0.769,0.064,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,3,12,9,0,4,5,0,18,2,0,2,1,24,30,16,0,2,7,3,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,1,0,5,4,7,0,0,3,2,20,2,15,25,2,25,0,3,0,0,12,9,0,2,10,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406688209500067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952689960265508,0.0,0.1071718325277496,0.0,0.0,0.09795726182149332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305204587021708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903492982651108,0.0,0.0,0.14219286701347178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259755350003748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338662027923649,0.0,0.0,0.2641370644334485,0.15764514853658762,0.07083593799448812,0.10008346733629493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23885662795222265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891379606687113,0.0,0.0,0.09390232324188018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079688737707961,0.0,0.15803258525745986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844304738765489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701893964462672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420337328918945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530404448198038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919596378971395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417170950970975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974805994788312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927970423641706,0.0,0.0,0.2805178680868245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682421107764052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645708461208798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279311037068553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902162004103496
anxiety,DustBowl855,2020/04/13,"Sometimes I miss nights of sleep due to anxiety, what can I do? Late last March I started having really bad anxiety episodes. Ever since then there would be nights I would totally miss sleep, others where I’d fall asleep around 6am and others where I’d just have. Intermittent sleep. It still happens and the longest I usually get sleep  in a stretch with no interruptions is 3-5 days. I know this is bad and what it does to the body. What can I do?",3.6613001605136435,5.259379078651686,4.350593900481542,86.51651685393259,72.82022471910112,8.231781701444623,26.19743178170145,8.841846274778883,1.80262632423756,354,12,74,7,7,113,60,89,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,11,6,6,0,2,11,17,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,6,14,1,18,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,12,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467781353056813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435853898339834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693466304376381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916069081377228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402094853733042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411490077765727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589918325890064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426918406215607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263128813824402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864267621540088,0.13147571048547824,0.18194606636624494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027260017941647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332873087481467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342363009987926,0.0,0.6456398408383102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952337201780384,0.0,0.11416435247882427,0.0,0.1288091782770457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764197643255114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291565152150596,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KarlCob,2020/04/13,"Conspiracy theories give me major anxiety! Any similar experiences? I’ve never been one to buy into conspiracies but for some reason, since I was a kid, the conspiracies freak me out. I can’t help but think “what if they are right?”, despite how crazy they can be. With Coronavirus I’ve read conspiracies about forced vaccinations, Bill Gates, 5G, and QAnon. It’s hard to escape when even Trump retweets these type of accounts. I get obsessed with these theories and constantly refresh Twitter to see what people are sharing. I don’t subscribe to these theories but I get incredibly anxious and obsessed over them.

Does anyone have similar stories or advice to offer?",5.9444067796610165,8.499933610169496,6.412000000000003,70.10884745762712,68.83050847457628,9.804745762711867,33.83389830508475,10.125756701596842,4.087705762711865,538,26,84,15,10,174,88,118,0.165,0.742,0.094,-0.7916,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,2,1,17,14,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,10,1,13,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,3,3,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122775969975174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678725865047965,0.0,0.1888464608347314,0.2788804066202736,0.0,0.1726095539446927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667668828772624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602797618939684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304804262753947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414754724687126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579472796138332,0.2368096487387588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211371777279148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546438546524286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039288070457505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672780485053436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171140949528428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469258055355125,0.0,0.0,0.2538121683479688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081623887941128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671466363828205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204204317411458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817728074153364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zeemuth,2020/04/13,"Is 90bpm resting heart rate bad? Hello, I have extremely severe health anxiety when it comes to my heart. Does anyone else get high resting heart rates? I don’t really have chest pain or other heart attack symptoms but it does worry me. Sometimes it goes up to 100 when I think about it a lot.",3.440526315789473,5.535845684210528,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,74.6140350877193,6.665263157894738,21.92631578947368,7.554174236665415,0.8905536842105266,232,6,44,3,5,73,44,57,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.9046,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,4,8,5,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998942797075557,0.0,0.0,0.1096728079973732,0.16071083468694433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784389345906187,0.0,0.0,0.13096276974469329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511194434564136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745200855136015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102761960892115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819473830504111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672366969549676,0.0,0.7434695875208016,0.0,0.16572009427932433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334782455847435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689891250586847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004817975081582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719527448228514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551281529271014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630266732243873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005028177401545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928826734758292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Savoonga3801,2020/04/13,"social anxiety anxiety

how can i stop comparing myself to my brother? he has begun to start hanging out with my friends and it honestly gives me anxiety, because it makes me think they like him more than me. it’s led to me having a ton of social anxiety where i am at the point where i can’t even answer my friends calls, because for some reason i feel like they will start to compare me to my brother. i have my own abilities but my brother is very smart and funny, but i just really need to start accepting myself for who i am and not compare. any tips? i’m struggling and my self esteem is low af right now",5.697384792626728,5.3370780241935485,6.639539170506914,79.01145161290326,67.14516129032258,9.988940092165901,33.036866359447004,9.606745405546679,2.9469898617511516,481,19,96,9,7,161,78,124,0.1,0.727,0.17300000000000001,0.8944,0,0,0,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,4,0,21,19,7,0,1,4,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,24,7,13,18,4,15,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,1,8,70,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570516376182227,0.0,0.5206451185786389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074389329430828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373816335027073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237987610755616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603096650236919,0.12155238809034663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290886687857906,0.0,0.0,0.16321961648523722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624955308943826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357382450580265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261611567414389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084303445040676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899993079261193,0.17493850017379606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530381613258087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749946095040892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34688498754053065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612907972590306,0.0,0.0,0.14224973512924866,0.0,0.17787361750299133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902273297061492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038832883471267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blueboxbandit,2020/04/13,"I need help finding the edge of my anxiety and reasonable fear with my roommate's risky behavior. TW: Coronavirus

So I tried to post this hours ago in /r/Covid19_support but the mods haven't responded to my request for post approval. And I really just need to get it out of my head before I'll be able to sleep, so I hope it's ok that I post here instead. 

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Some background: I'm in my 30's, diabetic, chronic depression and anxiety issues. My roommate has been living with me for 4 years. She's always been a little flakey but right now she owes me $1k. I'm not too stressed about it but it's kind of relevant. We share a small free-standing house, owned by me, with one bathroom.

Today I blew a gasket when she took a lyft to the grocery store. I have a car and have always been happy to drive her places as long as I was awake and available. I was awake and very available, I knew she was going to the grocery store and she told me which one and I told her the other one was much closer and nicer bc I assumed she was walking. But she didn't seem to mind and I thought she was just trying to get some steps in or something. 

My bedroom window was open and I just happened to hear the car pull up and looked out the window to see her get in. I was incensed.

1. How could someone CHOOSE to sit in an enclosed space with someone who has had who knows how many passengers over the duration of this pandemic. I was obviously available. Even in the driver sanitized after every ride, the driver was at the very least exposed to every passenger. I didn't ask if they were wearing a mask, but I know my roommate wasn't.


2. When she came home, I said I need you to change clothes because you were in a lyft, and she said but I just got home. I said, I'm immunocompromised and I need you to take everything that was in that car and treat it like your driver coughed on it. 


3. I have absolutely no understanding of why she did this, but she went to the grossest grocery store in town. When she told me she was going to the store I was like, oh we could probably use butter, then she told me which store and I was like, nvm I don't want their butter. It might make sense if she was trying to save money but then .. she took a lyft.. when there's a store in walking distance. I just don't get it on any level. There is almost no chance they are taking sufficient steps to prevent spread of the virus. It didn't seem like that big a deal before she left because that was before my trust in her common sense plummeted, and just thought I'd remind her to sanitize everything when she got home.

So the reason I'm posting this here is because I having been mulling this over for hours and I honestly don't know what the threat level is. How dangerous was that car ride? Personally I feel like I should consider her contaminated until she doesn't show symptoms for 2 weeks. Is it overkill? I have anxiety anyway but next to having a limb mangled, being intubated is my greatest fear and I'm tearing up just writing that. Also, is even possible to avoid cross contamination when we share a kitchen and bathroom? At this point the trust meter is leaning closer to suspicion than trust for me so I can't just trust her to clean where she's been. I think I would have to clean the bathroom and kitchen every time I used them.

I'm not completely without options, my parents are in Florida and their summer home is unoccupied in a town less than an hour away, but I have three cats and a dog, so it's an unappealing option to say the least.

I thank you for any advice you can give me. Dealing with a mental illness at times like this is so painful. Everything I've ever overthought, I could usually at least tell that I was overthinking it. It didn't help much but it was some comfort compared to this.",2.9673554841897207,4.7589465349143625,3.9600574357707536,87.79378180583004,75.08695652173913,7.009889657444005,25.56161478919631,7.811722812724723,1.3317083168642951,2976,104,615,43,64,960,317,759,0.079,0.789,0.132,0.993,2,1,1,0,0,0,78.0,3,6,5,1,37,29,2,4,37,1,69,11,3,8,2,108,124,58,0,13,25,1,1,6,0,3,6,5,11,1,36,35,2,3,16,1,8,19,16,8,0,4,49,10,102,21,79,67,11,94,0,1,2,0,67,44,0,14,32,417,138,0,0.06501260259857962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352956283174538,0.05762974956766361,0.0,0.06510073045148904,0.0,0.0,0.051990554809677764,0.10819138682605256,0.0,0.0,0.08842159828834205,0.0,0.14920338912178466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607780073734257,0.0,0.06108148022537541,0.0,0.0,0.11889323735679948,0.0,0.16596280922085427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435709781782435,0.0,0.0,0.06877471318582476,0.0,0.06816447690808476,0.0,0.0,0.15572181915403618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405027717067028,0.055995259354256866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858804217358076,0.058807621092156974,0.16432776497958398,0.0,0.17528740553636468,0.0,0.0,0.14631450500563056,0.03287232528398305,0.04644501628655752,0.0,0.0,0.059420340972499076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586560624615932,0.06236601242509491,0.07389632054557525,0.0,0.1039930346247146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749042977050671,0.06920712437062111,0.0,0.0,0.06672168640244648,0.0,0.07327392810063478,0.0,0.08715315422996152,0.0,0.2608517648399339,0.0645721835894098,0.1920729533042388,0.07501581463965004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785626630848766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770062119759161,0.10718767848521256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063638294766468,0.0,0.0,0.19057124229758565,0.06515970722730073,0.057407319180640425,0.057534107472447936,0.054594212340440984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339641706568455,0.06591257490349067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551741229204645,0.06896809750069592,0.06564419561484597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558348671177062,0.19282408422060174,0.0,0.0,0.06914164041548526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216266618053216,0.0,0.06917799289418786,0.0,0.07218880146292098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056766496936098275,0.06792433248840946,0.0,0.06145792338588986,0.07329194110685923,0.24905640858483186,0.0,0.07009458146726395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04164873796748182,0.13368756661002484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552040739636144,0.18552561842232745,0.05170063100118937,0.0,0.0,0.05180662706103453,0.11837006340631165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505955392266323,0.0,0.1101699344158138,0.05004987770877409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447171662201738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757298698086604,0.09776277247181862,0.0,0.05682388021761237,0.059854869754144335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165745065133243,0.0,0.10322548897018456,0.07581874278546527,0.0,0.061624345539360324,0.24848931134728086,0.1444627872217965,0.1324178688753626,0.0,0.0,0.06768041209769603,0.0,0.11230002971025926,0.07160219685102344,0.1072844116287445,0.03834611743109364,0.0,0.05214918830484405,0.0,0.0,0.06026733394227711,0.05866376178175368,0.0,0.0,0.06266982892489685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618308758333713,0.0,0.0,0.041865984551581414
anxiety,ilovetheatre,2020/04/13,"Strange axiety attack? Okay so I don't know if this has happened to anyone before but basically, something happened and I was trying to help my mom. I got really bad anxiety for some reason even tho I don't usually get anxiety over that one thing. And so first I got really nervous and started realizing that I would have an anxiety attack. Then I couldn't breathe (this is all normal stuff for me by the way) along with dizziness and nausea.  The strange part about this which scared me was, after getting dizzy and all that I was standing which I usually never am during anxiety attacks but then I LOST MY HEARING?  Has this ever happened to anyone else? Maybe it could have been bcs I was standing and trying to hold myself up instead of sitting? But I didn't bcs I thought the feeling would pass. And I couldn't hear for a solid like 2 minutes The LEAST. please let me know if anyone has ever expirienced something like this. It definitely scared me",3.293687423687424,5.826205450549453,4.302783882783881,82.22277167277169,76.91208791208791,6.901587301587303,27.144078144078144,7.984000788550335,1.999314041514041,760,31,134,13,18,246,103,182,0.248,0.6709999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9863,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,3,3,6,1,21,1,1,1,5,33,36,17,0,8,5,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,14,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,10,3,21,3,15,20,5,17,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,12,106,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366809319230322,0.0,0.0,0.2307999785541786,0.11273550200963607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755142503302337,0.0,0.0,0.0918678172538903,0.0,0.0,0.09362473869047537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784748037917707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919133081631574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267169145958692,0.1990511555068269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563287725683711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358877560626533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496896751933225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599703339701664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29188911906002024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480164949046155,0.0,0.07374867293285305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093574983612293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112509900501599,0.0,0.10750711467101837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010729535930995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105367514115195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886210757302394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485948349758254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780294425905072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455703566286717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914834785909055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077643208617145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097202477952228,0.11312591853069505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203121263791025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940807680852665,0.0,0.0,0.07787756507955752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595441040985902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309694484100022,0.0,0.0,0.08734902243823621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940200674607068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235804399719746,0.0,0.0,0.0873341858594075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631982347883594,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,secret_loser2,2020/04/13,"Does anxiety cause high blood pressure? I don't officially have a diagnosis of anxiety, however my mental health has not been great for many years and I'm currently going through a lot of stress (aren't we all) that's making things a lot worse than usual.  I can usually tell when my blood pressure is high just by the feeling, although I have no way to check it without seeing a doctor.  I've been sitting at my desk doing homework all night and I don't know why my blood pressure would be elevated, but I can feel the pounding of my heart in my ears along with sinus pressure and when I make a fist, I feel more resistance than I would normally, all of which have been signs of my blood pressure being high.  I've also had plenty of feelings of impending doom and generally being scared for mostly unknown reasons.  I don't really know what to do because I don't want to go to a doctor right now because of coronavirus but I also don't want to risk my health.  Plus, me worrying about this is making the anxiety worse.",5.925597014925373,6.127713164179107,6.734539800995027,76.61285447761195,66.61194029850746,9.88407960199005,32.670398009950254,9.725611199111238,3.0416696517412927,810,32,153,16,12,269,114,201,0.203,0.779,0.018000000000000002,-0.9829,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,8,9,0,25,11,6,5,3,37,40,12,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,6,8,0,0,7,0,1,2,9,9,0,0,4,6,21,1,26,31,7,18,1,1,1,0,2,6,0,3,8,109,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787551617867895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695841951435152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321273303284032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067024821944107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24046347211854624,0.10279555117965672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23757796404866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351761119907074,0.0,0.0,0.1295070110197694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497223689695299,0.0,0.13919813169868445,0.0,0.3723287875519138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911281351726744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997312961410596,0.0,0.0,0.2352290032208809,0.11909239166605368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837840255907675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023416565599796,0.11509203405603502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525192001196583,0.12077492092301458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003155788222161,0.0,0.0,0.11760425898596155,0.0,0.09360543310413376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345572503726138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267072419442716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803939050881904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587450690256788,0.0,0.13856933499147647,0.09323928174942343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599506550830694,0.0,0.0,0.1132333219100675,0.0,0.0,0.11929273013166115,0.23941639132076925,0.16688937923835134,0.0,0.0,0.07564444625327232
anxiety,moonshoezcan,2020/04/13,"Hair was making me uncomfortable so i cut it and now its making me even more anxious FML broke up with my abusive bf of 1 year plus feelings of low self esteem and anxiety led me to chop my hair off, now im really worried about it even though i know it’ll grow back BUT i have work tomorrow 😭 i hate this feeling of dread in my chest...",0.2745833333333323,2.3895095138888927,2.5061111111111143,93.12500000000004,85.80555555555556,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.4209111111111117,263,8,60,4,8,89,55,72,0.301,0.674,0.025,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,1,0,0,3,3,3,3,0,11,9,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,4,10,0,10,7,1,11,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,38,15,1,0.0,0.3030077039955053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563886522530705,0.2889111400001849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664673142166764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378250658854046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586176274036109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524883232177144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762409180990854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054691323308735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34141419331881945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383230733532902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26679050185464603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512612803966772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861803052674088,0.2597143464604369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468688326897538
anxiety,Turbo_Shades,2020/04/13,"Anyone have experience with meta-cognition induced panic atticks? I literally just learned that this was a thing. The best I could describe it to my doctor was ""hyper aware.""

Have you had experience with this in connection with your anxiety or panic attacks? I've come a long way with the prozac but this finally defines something I've been searching for.

Edit: Someone in a podcast I listen to mentioned it and the phrase itself made me jump with joy. A concise way to explain what happens before a panic attack.",4.6531182795698935,7.447507215053762,5.315268817204302,75.35956989247313,73.6236559139785,7.1440860215053785,32.913978494623656,8.167268648758528,3.022733333333335,413,21,63,7,9,133,66,93,0.168,0.752,0.079,-0.7757,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,1,7,2,3,8,0,7,2,0,2,0,15,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,5,1,7,2,11,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,47,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299538571012808,0.0,0.0,0.1187805014110119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38651451547457577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445510542391897,0.0,0.17827325943440245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463322111382103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563130940261214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738741899008711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323405575508886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860896832809973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021984029443505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503339681142519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073976693612188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979348891198937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393447761006425,0.13077802107552036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285735571837067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696776260991151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JH1234567989,2020/04/13,"Listen to this if you're having a panic attack , and how to stop it dead in its tracks I'm really sorry if this isn't allowed here but even if I can help one person that'd be great because there's not enough of these types of videos available , hope I can help a few people 


https://youtu.be/-VhRgjJeaMY",5.224,6.1381047333333365,5.010000000000002,85.86000000000001,68.33333333333334,7.333333333333332,21.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,0.5266666666666668,244,4,48,2,4,75,50,60,0.14300000000000002,0.615,0.243,0.8969,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,10,9,6,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,5,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320366445361581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166384998730302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909733372594515,0.0,0.1859975070254767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104706074829772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775079136440919,0.0,0.0,0.27969739617182104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082289796728608,0.0,0.0,0.3304028996165204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952295130274936,0.24588670384419725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040343249686286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152338445360033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354344658980777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,NotStompy,2020/04/13,"I just got through an anxiety/panic attack without Benzos for the first time in my life! So about 3 weeks ago I started getting these attacks that'd last 2-3 hours, and occur 3 times a day on average. I immediately started on Clonazepam because I just couldn't handle them, I even called 911 twice and ordered ambulances (I thought I was having heart attacks).

I quit the Clonazepam 4 days ago (after having used it for 2 1/2 weeks) since I don't want to become dependent on it. I've seen Benzo damage first hand (dad tried to kill himself, withdrew for about 2 years in total).

Today I woke up at 3AM and had a 3 hours panic attack and handled it like a boss. I deconstructed each symptom, tried to relax, did breathing exercises, put a Clonazepam pill on my table to assure myself (but I didn't take it).

**It was hard as fuck but DAMN DOES IT FEEL SATISFYING!**",3.1221428571428547,5.216875023809525,4.511333333333333,82.66700000000003,75.54761904761905,6.3847619047619055,26.67619047619048,7.3011,1.4932947619047623,676,26,125,8,15,224,110,168,0.147,0.805,0.048,-0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,6,12,7,1,7,0,10,8,3,3,2,19,22,8,1,2,5,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,9,0,3,9,4,17,3,21,11,2,28,0,1,1,1,4,8,2,1,19,77,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277867655951761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846767488276972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832270135886255,0.14190056959023334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119660894567178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572320208209573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243728243378592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486252170929902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496541031502698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185769820990086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118781459679662,0.06712762773266871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276045436297762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509649697872908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225425097149206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530618712251307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421485957275486,0.0,0.0,0.10473167205283017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075210396620896,0.06277083049420226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074838200751653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291619858581686,0.0,0.13665863229427588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628335697993503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818833833228316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354415264206784,0.09660403656112708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200200606412307,0.1498401981628974,0.0,0.12178788262691645,0.0,0.0,0.17446450999357718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096899056410046,0.0,0.0,0.07578323806965437,0.0,0.20612435454759515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385406615765734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273953366971888
anxiety,TheeRagdoll,2020/04/13,"Weird mouth fixations? As well as getting chest tightness and increased heart rate, my anxiety manifests in a lot of mouth related ways. When I sleep I tense my jaw and grind my teeth, but mostly I suck my teeth/cheeks like I’m forever trying to swallow all my spit. I’ve had linea alba for years consistently and I only recently realized that this isn’t normal. I also will occasionally not be able to relax my mouth during the day. I’m currently sucking my cheeks and my mouth is so so SO dry but I can’t relax my tongue and stop doing it and it’s driving me nuts but I physically cannot bring myself to stop no matter what I do. I took a buspirone earlier but it’s only my second time taking it and it doesn’t seem to be doing much. My psychiatrist also have another med, hydroxyzine, that I think I’ll try in a few. Does anyone have any experience with things like this? I’m drinking water but I can’t stop sucking long enough to rehydrate my mouth",2.0137500000000017,4.391597875000002,4.194625000000002,82.08787500000003,80.66666666666666,7.381666666666668,23.141666666666666,8.395991825355821,1.7131929166666668,760,26,146,17,20,261,114,192,0.12,0.7829999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.5122,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,4,0,15,15,12,0,1,26,27,20,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,8,3,4,3,3,0,4,7,4,1,1,2,1,25,5,12,22,7,17,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,12,95,36,0,0.16823872186228295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690808901805833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440810001794866,0.1764129688769907,0.12870216173501473,0.0,0.0,0.11763642607123148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850005755897237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472268392424237,0.0,0.0,0.16480989827469042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383557272888114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456975246099825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789778837587038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993636954446687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438588287164754,0.0,0.0,0.14888597468428896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303054505368573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687529328405816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367481836421762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483822696214862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25590625820684376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166115441368369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315821377892622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836022185517413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42196531412447663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649458127316446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177033119787776,0.10780057978750124,0.0,0.0,0.09810135165785952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691941029437406,0.2284460973294953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354006654636288,0.0,0.0,0.1512668156124385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834022095614462
anxiety,gigoliath,2020/04/13,"How to control myself when I get adrenaline rush Whenever I am in an argument (or even playing games that involves competing with others) and when things get personal, I can sense a sudden surge of adrenaline (or chills) inside my body and my heart rate increases, my breathing becomes a bit abnormal and I start slightly shivering.",14.83344827586207,10.347911655172414,13.216551724137931,51.95862068965519,53.13793103448275,17.80689655172414,54.86206896551725,15.247664890283005,8.131903448275862,268,15,39,9,2,86,46,58,0.046,0.9209999999999999,0.033,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,3,2,0,8,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,4,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35755985480060903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534545258157976,0.3596167009809933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631166226479024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383586428168186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33829525694665524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38364897355485417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28268871272933715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291541052983599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508716891663432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,logan_hallahan9,2020/04/13,"I don't even know where to begin. As the title suggests, I have a few problems in my life that I can't deal with alone. I'm not a religious person and I am NOT knocking religion, however because of what I think, death absolutely horrifies me and the heat death of the universe is an even worse ending because I know even if I live to be billions of years old, one day I'll be gone and forgotten completely. This is the first issue I have and by far the worst anxiety/depression I have. I'll be in bed or even just sitting down and I'll just remember either of the things I mentioned and I'll just break down and/or want to scream my lungs out. It's gotten so bad that I've gotten out of my chair and just fallen to the floor shaking knowing that no matter what I or anyone I know do, we'll all be gone and forgotten one day. I'm 16 and personally I see myself as extremely mature, but I hate myself for thinking the way I do; years back when I didn't think about this stuff a lot I was way happier and joyful but now all I do is sit watching YouTube trying to forget the things that are on my mind. I play soccer a lot and that gets my mind off it but it's always just a temporary solution. 

My second problem is that I have no one to talk to about this. I've brought this up with close friends (I have about 3 people I'm okay with knowing this) but when I bring it up with them they just say don't think about it and just slough it off. I play games often as well to get my mind off of impending doom but I usually find myself playing (rocket league, fortnite, minecraft, etc.) alone because my closest friend seems to have drifted very far away from playing with me. Each time I ask him he always replies ""no"" and then that's the conversation over. I'm at a point where I feel I should just play games, watch TV/YouTube/Twitch, and play sports and never do homework or schoolwork because I feel it doesn't make me happy and it's a waste of time. I cry a lot just thinking about one day not having my dear parents with me and losing everyone I've ever known and then just fading away into what I consider the void. I feel there is nothing to treat what problems I have and I just have to live with it. I see people like DannyDuncan, Tfue and others who have made it big so young and can just do what they want anytime and I feel like I'm missing out so much. I'm only around for so long and I just can't wrap my head around how people slave away their whole lives just to retire old and not have any fun. To wrap up my useless ranting, if anyone wants to comment thinking they can help me, be my guest... I'd love to give it a go and see if I feel any better. I don't want to see a therapist because I'm kind of immature thinking I have some mental illness and that I'm crazy if I need to see one. I guess I just need to talk to more people but I'm pretty awkward/shy when talking to someone I know just enough about to recognize them but not be close with them if that makes sense. Thanks for anyone who read this nonsense, as of writing I'm in tears and really worried about what's going to happen to me, so if something doesn't make sense in what I said, it's because my mind is struggling to keep typing. 

Ps. I don't really know what tag this fits under, but it's been a while since I've felt a hug with someone apart from my parents and gotten support from poeple so I'll mark it under that.",3.4978061224489814,4.212433991573036,4.478905067645037,88.83165329052973,72.14606741573033,7.329098830543455,25.76656730107773,7.369714342285796,1.0542796033019948,2670,80,586,27,49,869,291,712,0.133,0.746,0.121,-0.7312,3,2,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,7,3,47,36,1,2,24,1,46,6,2,5,4,142,115,62,2,16,39,2,6,2,3,2,2,3,2,2,45,46,0,1,24,11,0,9,18,13,1,8,12,16,77,23,86,95,15,78,1,4,7,2,36,38,0,16,28,395,122,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277392355570273,0.0,0.0,0.10262570198126418,0.0,0.0,0.08387292982237053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935943836422847,0.0,0.0,0.10979547733574403,0.05765140696226195,0.0,0.17381780482014464,0.047419010097153706,0.05149033946257995,0.2255540353537363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454047795674839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465789466332422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773958033979725,0.11931258860088385,0.0635771672727573,0.05311469764310097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054619687529665,0.06371969637566602,0.06877630197050738,0.16292495781118807,0.055782383177452086,0.0,0.05892657160605611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559063783630541,0.04405574731750687,0.059211106463651485,0.0,0.05636358293542435,0.052454907168807886,0.0,0.0,0.09528933810930693,0.0,0.06443813886284602,0.05915772033856949,0.07009487531586038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679344330699367,0.0,0.054532952072133864,0.06564690525742829,0.0,0.060884542862810996,0.06328932556742115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041334869138480376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436553932830505,0.0,0.05481349594465417,0.0,0.06421790106213382,0.23723846385236425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043558046626933314,0.06025589803396391,0.0,0.16336235081026929,0.054574382863938516,0.0,0.06899089927145158,0.0,0.15728419839846786,0.05565792397016482,0.0583519060413901,0.12349193116448234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214700287812639,0.0,0.2490690563676838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045333194764309116,0.09145232158752828,0.04756228832382208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917226472290884,0.0,0.12942072481970793,0.0,0.2089397130768415,0.046901416141690966,0.0,0.0,0.13695039212741508,0.0,0.0,0.17101175538415345,0.10769252096658648,0.0,0.0,0.05829634608463055,0.0,0.0,0.06273869094790015,0.0,0.17702430795285615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168485036840906,0.0,0.0790124074741468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985800615589398,0.0,0.05866054401265499,0.04904099767111705,0.0,0.0,0.24570770490114294,0.05614037867067197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101254094034862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450246723272588,0.047475164009105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446895260780974,0.07059529161217899,0.0,0.06998029953661246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869959821347495,0.0,0.05677575827170232,0.0,0.07160148925727784,0.08193917339167432,0.276601277502932,0.0,0.0,0.07191840247140288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041868634053238464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791876812755196,0.05088269213495078,0.1454939190658143,0.09789863329747314,0.0,0.0,0.055447083765594894,0.0,0.0,0.0688503006741553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262701204412774,0.06284512562609176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942454902903966
anxiety,bobbyiscool1,2020/04/13,Hurts below ribs and I’m anxious Is it possible for a lot of walking and eating spicy food to cause some aching below the ribs? It feels sort of like muscle cramp almost and I’m tired. I’m a huge hypochondriac so it’s making me panic to the max. Any advice would be much appreciated. Thanks in advance!,0.2283606557377027,2.5790532295081974,2.2644098360655747,89.69268032786889,98.67213114754101,4.4072131147540965,15.936065573770492,6.2581,-0.1472111475409834,241,6,47,3,10,80,47,61,0.22699999999999998,0.625,0.149,-0.6829999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,0,3,6,2,2,0,11,9,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,8,7,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482790118441064,0.0,0.0,0.2508828093815521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037795762611824,0.0,0.0,0.2830424853229148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573768667964885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563682269326085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266821625649096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029578143996263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26821166192604085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224027450060078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300285679575445,0.0,0.0,0.1672395218152801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417806920463492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29395844562927353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824497968362738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23066650366198999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287962535330969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797869053797813,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Katshia,2020/04/13,"Any advice for sleep anxiety? Hi all!  
 I have been struggling with having major anxiety over falling asleep. I dealt with this when I was in my teens, but just stayed up weird hours, and went to sleep when I could. The only thing that helped it was working as a teacher (my mind was always spent at the end of the day), but with us teaching from home I'm not having a lot of mental stimulation or the like. I have tried coding, learning a new language, yoga, meditation, and still am struggling to fall asleep.   


It gets worse each day, as I remember how hard it was to fall asleep the night prior, and then its just added anxiety on top of that. Once I fall asleep, I stay asleep thank goodness, but its getting there. I hate having a feeling of dread as the sun sets, and I know that I need to try to go to sleep eventually. I will end up watching random videos until I'm absolutely exhausted, normally not till 4am or so. This leads me to waking up around noon, and I hate it, it makes me feel so lazy. I have tried forcing myself up early, but still can't fall asleep until super late. I am on anxiety meds (for the last couple of years), and it keeps my general anxiety at bay, as does meditation, mindfulness, and yoga, but this sleep anxiety is the worst. I have prescribed sleeping pills, but have qualms about taking those as my mother (purposely) overdosed on them a few years ago. I know I won't do the same with taking one, but it still freaks me out.   


Any advice would be appreciated!",5.901454472199839,5.875234020547946,6.26293311845286,80.75362207896859,66.67123287671234,9.336341659951652,28.82030620467365,9.007467420416297,2.079440128928284,1162,34,234,18,17,375,160,292,0.175,0.7490000000000001,0.076,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,1,4,13,13,2,3,14,0,23,14,12,4,1,49,42,30,0,4,13,1,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,17,14,0,1,6,3,1,8,4,9,0,1,7,4,28,4,41,30,7,49,0,0,1,0,5,14,0,4,25,160,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947324849947305,0.08140303430477368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641111786319403,0.0,0.0,0.12489706189505195,0.0,0.4215048197913428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817494545477392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331993563332828,0.10160974611284307,0.0,0.11844736869534325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036231547674103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267080471681464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928654746149103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595627856329206,0.0,0.05218992587591671,0.07702385830537742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822629362811162,0.18132907803490692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155268118266796,0.0,0.09211442580014476,0.0,0.090435474294323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162400681820083,0.0,0.0,0.10093632003422394,0.07485488343132596,0.10358986871676096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044864204948058574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807180975669835,0.0,0.0,0.06129820194610645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200403235563447,0.0,0.09254449655568196,0.0,0.1854471604555758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809185212650826,0.0,0.08869138084339165,0.0,0.0861775893518996,0.08997531744838097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977974907951304,0.062227363064005836,0.06984195123766815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402712457041734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45948881780248707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957602014616344,0.22001012938153586,0.0,0.0,0.19200432800474715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380916346323778,0.0,0.0,0.08454605568229445,0.0,0.0,0.061008730900442135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704256748452794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046192021237576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512866859850435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685438493186563,0.0,0.0935840868054519,0.06523442303757998,0.0,0.0,0.1182728782346736
anxiety,allaphoristic,2020/04/13,"Constant fear of getting in trouble and accidental trespassing I have constant anxiety about getting in trouble. I don't know where it comes from because I didn't get in trouble often as a child.

It's really rearing it's head right now and I need some support. Today, my husband and I went to see a duplex for rent. Because of social distancing the landlord said he would open the garage side door and the unit and then lock up after we were done. He told us to go in through the side gate to the back unit. 

The listing had a Google maps link. I clicked on it to route us there. Unfortunately the link routed us to the neighboring duplex. I should have double checked the address, but I trusted the link. 

We get there, go in through the gate to the back unit. We try the garage, but it's locked. Then we try the unit, also locked. We're standing in the courtyard trying to figure out what's up and this lady comes out of the unit yelling at us. Telling us to leave, we're trespassing. We tried to explain, but she said she didn't care, we needed to leave. 

So we did leave, of course. When we got back to the driveway, I got the listing pulled back up and saw that the address was for the one next door. I'm so stupid for not double checking. 

Anyway, I feel awful that we upset this lady and I'm so afraid that the police are going to charge us for this mistake. I really need some support.",2.5510752688172005,4.519466931899647,3.3537978494623677,90.89469677419359,76.8136200716846,5.7543225806451614,24.780071684587806,6.55674776486733,0.7445720716845878,1090,38,225,9,25,345,134,279,0.129,0.8370000000000001,0.034,-0.9671,1,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,15,0,0,0,16,12,1,3,24,1,13,1,1,0,0,42,41,19,0,6,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,12,1,12,22,0,0,7,0,3,7,4,8,0,1,14,7,29,4,39,25,4,40,0,0,3,0,28,19,0,3,13,151,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083492020312293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776109110053062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27244069458569997,0.0,0.10799132023998807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031005961631594,0.0,0.0,0.15260232379482985,0.0,0.1914403370161149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064492869314364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967364576675024,0.04478714541335497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511111127831534,0.0,0.1510208918229082,0.0,0.1416860877189765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090905460605997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867955137910742,0.0,0.0,0.2813704637695271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703596166179144,0.0,0.0,0.09420254504828343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600220042980277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348926901384747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564419425726293,0.1685138441612263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058432646651103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029300152207248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103204784334405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742012055037995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396055042747326,0.0846390301327249,0.0,0.24055162095219404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6392826746911296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211167982884275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292249305042183,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,montalpe,2020/04/13,"What should I say or do? Since we have been working from home the past week, my department requires my manager and my research team to have a meeting twice a week. Due to Easter we only had 1 meeting last week around 4 pm and the next meeting was today at 9.30 am. I set up my alarm got my materials for the meeting ready and even requested my Mum to wake me up in case I did not. I woke up at 8 am and did the necessary, only to fall asleep at the foot of the bed and wake up at 9.50. My teammates did send me messages but I was so tired I did not hear the notifications and slept through it. After the meeting, they asked me where I was and all. My team member just told me to not miss Thursday's meeting and updated me on what happened while my Manager told me she will zoom with me at 2 pm since so I can update her on my work progress. But my team leader seems to be annoyed/or ignoring me. What should I say or do? I apologized but she seems to be clearly annoyed and she never ignores my messages. I'm so worried about our relationship, especially since we will be working from home for a while and I did take a lot of the work home and I'm doing it steadily but I hope this does not cause a misunderstanding or distrust in our relationship. I'm so worried. Please help provide words of advice or comfort if possible. I'm such an idiot. I should have just stayed up but I was trying to finish up some work last night and ended up sleeping at 4 am. I feel so horrible. And I can't tell them I worked so late either cause they will just tell me not to work on weekends but I also wanna finish up these particular reports so we can move on to doing the second part of the work.>! I already had a mini-breakdown and hyperventilated once. I'm still so worried about this. !<",2.438143839238496,4.1201422185792405,4.070800282037723,86.90554997355898,76.26775956284153,6.689793759915389,26.01410188612727,7.4822170145007005,1.2577545566719557,1396,52,295,18,31,467,172,366,0.107,0.8059999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9051,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,6,0,3,12,19,9,3,1,18,0,34,7,6,2,3,59,53,36,0,6,20,1,1,0,0,6,1,3,4,0,8,20,0,3,3,4,0,4,7,7,0,2,17,4,53,2,45,27,5,51,0,1,0,0,39,22,0,10,23,214,61,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896321622259786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122031451204604,0.07335208421410827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165429035436153,0.08575006617146826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845274551073815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026876604607369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124072016142746,0.0,0.0,0.06058319583786662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637868515485515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336049654977726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111171079956442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338022674333508,0.0,0.061481027967519475,0.0,0.27602158736305554,0.09110316798653538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495354903578965,0.10346928018986416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798092669402676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748867354206599,0.0,0.0,0.07074362250523948,0.0,0.09755009249322726,0.08607727038557407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976836451508094,0.0,0.1395212970367991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932874200567796,0.08756145551929759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068600428468563,0.0,0.1034056408123782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969556653090473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588607692318198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700515874842853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762647045576986,0.0,0.09179078576363224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776615892062036,0.07325133884096109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896544137304228,0.0,0.1603425877009039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542386940754854,0.08694414206945605,0.17529346396644546,0.0,0.0622749440082932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072768791778272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342124802069179,0.2794521786998513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vee_waters,2020/04/13,"(TW: death) I am convinced I will die in the dark and in my sleep My anxiety has been acting up. This fear first started up by me thinking about what death feels like, then it has quickly spiraled into this fear. I haven't been able to sleep more than four hours because I'm afraid I won't wake up, and I have to have the room lights on, or I can't relax.

I know it sounds silly, but I've convinced myself I am going to die. Even though I know that I am young and I only have a small case of asthma, so I really don't have anything to worry about and that I'm not going to die in my sleep. But there's still this worry in my mind that I am going to die, and it's blocking me from doing anything. I need help.",3.802853046594983,3.2314087548387143,4.982150537634407,90.01767025089606,71.12903225806451,7.405017921146952,24.318996415770606,5.82211442006289,0.4321039426523288,547,11,130,2,9,182,85,155,0.23800000000000002,0.691,0.071,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,3,3,0,18,5,4,0,0,17,29,11,6,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,10,6,0,1,4,1,0,4,5,3,0,2,2,3,21,5,21,25,1,22,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,1,8,92,31,0,0.13752386987822793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520538403745948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263408542333179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383327462735655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709122588587033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908332190360625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095051750494184,0.0695362007403782,0.09824708011957456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169777334643192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344739534718659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217935110061426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354333097560389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115904465033422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718721622351519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885990492855996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197220695607813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459310010530956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810131254393924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128695639170442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973401029312834,0.0,0.1098267401315776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811974284748454,0.1351165039085333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793243308576873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sarahjaynep,2020/04/13,"How does someone with anxiety develop/continue an everyday conversation? I was recently diagnosed with an anxiety disorder. To give context; I need help with things as simple as going up to pay for something at the cash register at a store because it feels near impossible to do so. But while I say that, with the help of my counsellor I'm working on it and improving. 

But the thing is that the next goal I need to start working on is everyday conversation. For example; when I'm in class and the teacher gives us free time to talk to our friends is where I struggle. I have a very limited amount of close friends that I even struggle to keep conversations up with but I manage. In most of my classes though my few friends aren't in them so I don't have much to say. There's people I wouldn't necessarily consider a 'friend' per se but we sit beside eachother in certain classes to avoid sitting alone. The problem begins when the teacher gives us free time to speak to our friends while preparing for a lesson. The poor person beside me would try to start a conversation out of politeness and I don't know what to say.

The conversation usually goes like:

x: The weather is terrible and I have to walk home in that

me: omg really that's bad

x: yeah ikr 

**radio silence**

This sounds like such a superficial problem and there's worse things people deal with but I've been hearing rumours about how I don't talk to people, that I don't like people or that I'm rude because of it. My worst fear is that I carry this into college then into the real world and end up alone. And it's not only irl. When someone sees my story on snapchat and tries to start a conversation with it, it goes on for about 3 lines then I have to leave them on read because constantly having to overthink what to say is tiring and it stresses me out.",3.0447452175385123,5.254067530726257,4.330294565769428,83.33887167767057,76.20670391061452,7.691349246656507,27.887590993736247,8.575989854853784,2.2128052141527004,1448,61,280,30,33,476,172,358,0.162,0.735,0.10300000000000001,-0.9706,0,3,1,0,0,0,29.0,5,0,2,5,15,22,1,5,20,1,21,2,0,2,1,46,39,29,0,6,7,0,1,3,5,2,2,7,1,1,22,22,0,3,3,2,6,2,7,11,0,0,2,9,31,13,59,35,5,47,0,0,1,0,34,23,0,2,23,190,53,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900718228789642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039262978259587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661594841735245,0.167808529894684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991601962263427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460075461011336,0.0,0.09313468877738622,0.0,0.0,0.10516515848188382,0.0,0.0802999843094321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127231643881347,0.0,0.0,0.060606757956183914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325575505013816,0.04639672283101115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35446858039322154,0.0,0.0,0.2640742844534105,0.05214944596960348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342043355481977,0.0,0.12300987854443428,0.0,0.09204297938086163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815606970492472,0.0,0.0,0.0504290155585789,0.0,0.0,0.09716082073596556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448822120214798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745431760418366,0.13607807651936812,0.0,0.0,0.0975880318391036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978777994703332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544599232792997,0.08012148217926332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560427047472632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178504867680536,0.1044432158811129,0.058783944702573386,0.0,0.0906021443105921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918856303626741,0.0,0.0,0.07312101276058973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549626828168936,0.07064149809053685,0.0,0.0,0.1948450617645992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511101861555576,0.1918554042981329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475067733133927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828842326772591,0.0,0.09015394736829792,0.0,0.10701224096632336,0.10546487103597194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245983281683028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207524859686442,0.0,0.10106091530455624,0.0757117889809321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360506175557627,0.0,0.09351150047767476,0.06518382546939726,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KB_9912,2020/04/13,"Anxiety? Has anyone ever had four weeks of shortness of breath and it turned out to be anxiety?? This is happening to me and I have no clue what is wrong. 

I have no other symptoms except shortness of breath (feel like I can’t get a deep breath) and upper back pain between my shoulders.

My blood oxygen levels are great at 98-99

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anxiety,pugzei,2020/04/13,"DAE constantly think their friends hate them? I constantly feel like my friends hate me or I am annoying to them, or like they don't care about me. They can reassure me all they want, but it doesn't help",2.1903658536585344,4.4018030975609745,2.509939024390245,95.32393292682929,79.0,8.002439024390245,24.88414634146341,8.841846274778883,1.673678048780488,161,6,37,4,4,49,29,41,0.23600000000000002,0.545,0.21899999999999997,-0.4217,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,6,0,1,9,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,10,3,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,6,2,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,23,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26390451928071584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594279344496019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087722597551665,0.18491526959104773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999581148549255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111016084355697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734949225844916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529121921164965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658541504246688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267047380911186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,misskingk,2020/04/13,"Relapse into ROCD - let me enjoy things! I’m in a new relationship with the most amazing partner, haven’t had any anxiety since we started seeing each other 3 months ago. 

For context I was in an abusive relationship end of last year where I had been cheated on by my ex partner

I had an intrusive thought that I had cheated on my current partner, embarrassingly enough with his brother

The only thought that it could stem from is we accidentally touched cheeks when trying to talk in a  club once a few months ago but by no means was it a kiss or anything. 

I hadn’t even thought anything of it til that intrusive thought came up yesterday. And it made me feel shit even though I did nothing wrong? 

It’s like my brain is trying to find an issue cos we haven’t had any problems since our relationship started. 

It reminds me of my last relationship where I’d spend so much time ruminating that I was barely living in the present moment. I’m scared for this to happen again because I don’t want to ruin the great thing we have over an intrusive thought.",5.833359728506789,6.553706053921566,6.089803921568628,79.35142533936656,66.89215686274511,8.629864253393665,34.319758672699855,8.617729084823388,2.7382636500754147,841,38,160,12,13,269,121,204,0.16,0.754,0.086,-0.9358,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,0,0,8,13,3,2,12,0,19,4,3,2,0,26,35,7,0,3,2,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,14,10,0,0,8,1,1,1,5,8,0,0,18,3,21,5,24,15,5,31,0,1,1,1,16,11,1,2,20,107,35,0,0.0,0.12885264372726762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280313559763898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790938302214046,0.0,0.08319453488369838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898629680791922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629385324915449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140254550091725,0.0,0.12438264716372345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682915577198433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632147464604347,0.11236928288117486,0.0,0.14365856802544685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498798308759012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993968232009024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198988190709616,0.0,0.0,0.0961685172134518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350822285687792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729383632458842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120569007075842,0.0,0.05313044817036721,0.0,0.09602949194917597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029032184642478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846217261072632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360868396324064,0.0,0.07994480319469037,0.0,0.0,0.10503279437390392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104349915827715,0.0,0.0,0.11581670781636105,0.0,0.0827103517079225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040604170486669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670332829340762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887913835012253,0.0,0.08666079773934633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116317647975194,0.17992058874915287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394962269261828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741026802479725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449921574665456,0.0,0.10684771317197396,0.43168237968142936,0.0634138246989315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767014444134874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414440227637681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890260032571245,0.0,0.07003234576744019
anxiety,badassllamalady,2020/04/13,"I posted a picture on instagram and was really excited but now I feel like I’m gonna throw up unless I take it down I was really proud of myself for taking a good pucture and posted it on instagram
But kept looking at it and finding things wrong with my hair and my face and now i really want to delete it..

But I have so few pics on my IG profile and idk i wish i didnt have so much anxiety

Should i delete and give in to my anxiety or should i leave it up?",2.4791371994342306,2.9900444950495064,4.874766619519097,85.81178217821783,74.34653465346534,8.939745403111743,24.32956152758133,9.23628265651192,1.6670611032531824,358,10,83,8,7,127,60,101,0.113,0.708,0.179,0.8398,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,7,2,2,0,0,20,17,14,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,15,4,14,10,2,13,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,1,3,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330618266566203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006971862345698,0.15551652735117472,0.0,0.0,0.1989631142564663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088264027565455,0.0,0.1825865736673832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305004221652437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635148176166316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828033015270007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002590927967889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41697033260464783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183699962962295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273489406319927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446223986176169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839816835224194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033074112646386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380079251243201,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PresidentPooch,2020/04/13,"Jaw pain? I was taking 75mg Effexor for a few months and I swear it caused TMJ or some other jaw pain. The pain only subsided when I missed a dose and it went away when I stopped taking Effexor. Possibly it was actually just increased anxiety from the med, and I was jaw clenching a lot in my sleep, but I've researched and cannot find anything about jaw pain from anxiety induced clenching. 

Does anyone else experience this? I've been on 10mg Lexapro for 3 months and now the jaw pain is starting to come back, along with increased anxiety. Maybe it's just Covid-19 related, but either way I am in so much pain. 

Has anyone else had to deal with this? Might CBD help? I'm desperate. My doc wants to increase my Lexapro dose as well. Thanks much.",2.0678316326530606,4.578213755102041,3.0040093537414947,89.88927933673472,81.51700680272108,6.668197278911565,25.5140306122449,7.865858978985527,1.5572724489795915,590,24,120,11,16,187,91,147,0.20600000000000002,0.687,0.106,-0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,6,0,10,14,6,2,0,23,19,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,7,1,0,6,0,9,2,16,12,9,18,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,8,70,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.1074044328535226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252590909978551,0.0,0.0,0.15391552872869854,0.2255426257880072,0.09057147733643202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340667704519163,0.08463072470612806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306377879036965,0.0,0.09480848868217166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346887524712675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963158162903186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388500958827386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766155224508353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059448438686908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377209949459781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357060011735496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057186385394087,0.0,0.1222538397873877,0.0,0.0,0.11675816889769748,0.0,0.0,0.1757005454094487,0.0,0.16181616268610466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370695275339064,0.7026810427759125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407813393008872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101412777876687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790230320045266,0.0,0.0,0.0920165867519546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655055411678797,0.0,0.0,0.1013301112450369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491729680589485,0.08736192791382151,0.0,0.0,0.09895876932710053,0.10202838428847953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sinlcmyn,2020/04/13,"Staying Home Since the corona virus has gotten bad in my state we have been issued a stay at home order, my school closed for the rest of the year and I was laid off. I still live with my parents cause I’m only in high school. 

But since the stay at home order, my mom has forced me to go out to the store to buy unnecessary items, like breadcrumbs. Not to make dinner, but just to have cause she was running low. 
Every time I go to the store for her I have an anxiety attack in the car and in the store. I feel like I am the problem, that me going out effects everything. Because it does, right? This is all my fault because I can’t tell her no. 
It’s all so overwhelming, everyone with masks and gloves, it’s like we’re all alien. 
How do I tell her no? I don’t want her to think I’m ungrateful, or that I don’t love her",1.4669904761904746,2.9650036228571466,2.8502857142857145,95.40704761904765,78.4857142857143,6.038095238095237,19.666666666666664,6.742157984588678,-0.04484761904761925,634,14,151,6,15,206,100,175,0.162,0.755,0.083,-0.9282,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,4,10,1,1,11,0,14,2,0,5,3,26,25,8,0,2,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,9,1,0,3,0,4,5,6,6,0,0,4,1,24,4,21,21,5,27,0,2,0,1,12,13,0,1,6,94,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071304985894987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977260597144348,0.0,0.0,0.10992351728002334,0.16050708515788012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704847452710641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520912936743467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109220808254565,0.1257986659205895,0.11831989418833047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656696248239627,0.0940518697698572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446177239587756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909705546601386,0.3961716160986187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374099792007557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929548431188731,0.0,0.11625070113231753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882063375695767,0.0,0.08787840962651304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418866510561058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100126910824806,0.0,0.0,0.14618342928642242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259727214680188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242967585142899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26647672669231914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217806989974478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209689997368739,0.10513707122421724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013845658147214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435697598705197,0.0,0.0,0.07676705804748267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765147546848203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477926033092663
anxiety,dxni13,2020/04/13,"Déjà Vu Panic Attack Has anyone else ever experienced this before? I was totally chill, just sitting watching a show, when something sparked some déjà vu. All of the sudden I went into panic. It was super weird, because I’ve experienced déjà vu lots before with no bad outcomes, just a “whoa, that was weird”. I started depersonalizing and had that sense of doom, and could do nothing but sit still for a moment as I was scared that any action could result in me dying, I guess.  Is there any way I can rationalize this, or ease my mind about what happened? Thanks in advance!",6.1533244325767695,7.156780514018693,6.4723631508678245,75.88448598130844,66.28971962616822,7.983444592790388,29.304405874499327,7.957251820313856,1.988902269692924,453,15,79,5,7,146,79,107,0.16899999999999998,0.747,0.084,-0.691,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,1,3,4,0,11,0,0,1,3,18,16,6,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,6,3,8,2,9,8,4,15,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,6,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524425992105051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297829662174149,0.1901795824307499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111583959845401,0.0,0.0,0.1549767625346267,0.11314625403711705,0.0,0.3158812156231097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963892800100784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926340816366368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505350359644474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789505063547286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447055917072307,0.0,0.1641344852608165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779915300657527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741338863899973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780979910855462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355471512188031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582818833603548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428917986504738,0.0,0.0,0.1313758536001184,0.0,0.14822854402660893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708849329647846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732873586930895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206251325906904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_am_a_worrier,2020/04/13,"Before the lockdown, I've never had anxiety I remember the first time my girlfriend showed me a video of Spazie (a YouTuber) talking about his battle against anxiety.

I stopped the video half way because it wasn't relevant to me. I didn't even knew what he was talking about.

3 weeks ago, I was sitting in my chair at the computer, reading into different health issues. I remember my heart beating, face tingling, tension transferred to my head. I was ALL in my head, thinking ""am I unhealthy?! Do I have these health issues?!?!"". I felt that I couldn't breath.

Next thing I remember, I awoke, blood on my hands, face in numbing pain. I couldn't remember who or where I was for about 6 seconds, but somehow I knew one thing - I needed help.

I saw this girl in front of me that I couldn't recognize (my girlfriend), in shock, hands in blood - I voiced ""I don't know where I am. I need help"".

I passed out 230lb onto my face. I felt so bad that I've put this stress onto her. I was emberassed that I couldn't control nor prevent this. That I scared her.

Days after that weren't better. Nose swallen, lip broken, and tons of fun breathing. 

All of a sudden I've developed catastrophic thinking. What-ifs rushing through my mind. Terrified for my health and passing out again. Thinking of that would spiral into chest irritations. Burning. Worrying.

What if I pass out again? What if something wrong with me? What if I am unhealthy? What if I am no longer there for her or my syblings? What if... I am going insane? 

I would become easily agitated, anything and everything would irritate me. I felt that I was the only person on this planet going though it.

I started to fight off the urge to read into health issues any further. I was afraid to play Doom Eternal (finally finished. Btw, amazing) because it would make my heart race. I couldn't watch anything violent or negative for about two weeks.

I started to feel guilty and shameful for ALL of my life. From the age of 17 to my now 30.

Questioning myself, thinking radical - ""what if someone there to get me? What if nobody likes me? What if I am a bad person? What if I won't get over this?"". These thoughts clogged my mind.

I started Meditation for the first time. I've always been sceptical. I was wrong. It relaxed me. Gave my mind a second to reconstruct my thoughts.

I started to write again and realized that my catastrophic thoughts made no sense.

I started going outside for daily and evening walks with my best friend and my girlfriend. I am tremendously greatful to them. 

Last 3 days I felt better. Closer to my positive and optimistic self again.

Ironically, I'm glad I had this incident because I had to literally reconstruct my morals and view on life. 

I  still have anxious feeling in my chest, but it's not as radical. 

I joined reddit today and realized there are so many people who feel like I do. It made me feel tremendously better. 

Thank you everyone.",2.1693486372485395,4.926283088768121,3.1640763573437165,87.05195976638548,84.05434782608695,6.194073112697383,26.35474799913476,7.543152864043107,1.7426008219770717,2283,100,424,40,67,727,252,552,0.20800000000000002,0.693,0.099,-0.9968,2,1,1,0,1,0,101.0,0,1,1,8,21,31,4,5,13,0,38,26,17,4,4,86,75,29,0,20,15,0,10,2,4,5,9,1,0,4,37,18,0,3,27,7,0,10,16,17,0,7,28,15,90,14,59,37,5,68,2,1,3,0,25,25,0,14,33,296,127,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079721829255664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057068921968114535,0.0,0.0,0.04664073029331251,0.0,0.1049359759091774,0.07748248895238091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288062224378732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453264077796688,0.12542789374094335,0.07574768343256408,0.058361507244329064,0.0,0.07197661875737668,0.1819758337644651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692486338202946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846439929730507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165761608638284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906006148993994,0.0,0.0,0.06553671939702731,0.061640540046756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387162672798177,0.04899774534782285,0.26341268896064696,0.07513244684419883,0.0,0.1166781789071866,0.0,0.0,0.052989258012053515,0.0,0.0716665522873725,0.0,0.1169367583131131,0.0,0.0,0.07561614237736773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077773939636096,0.2916142077270398,0.0,0.1625491262953256,0.09194329981223692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475742647976767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037692989795640834,0.05590662224210633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688842915743556,0.06701516436197913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979518028241294,0.0457815878300756,0.06953528749811767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775647232767666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171107829175946,0.05289763613938947,0.0,0.07294183016551557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647554735868955,0.05216262995156678,0.0729801806633008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047548793017904385,0.11977303846776485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894772335698406,0.0768318492422206,0.0,0.13720882174066834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31077759471104904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866640131405552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155000015762472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058112568614328834,0.05280073856651787,0.0,0.0,0.2427270901971383,0.0,0.05477274885725997,0.05734084214353422,0.07856486009494501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025341739679792,0.0,0.06314463640073023,0.0,0.0,0.0911307830717684,0.17578817466745006,0.06738524995084705,0.16334851270456344,0.07998592203464287,0.0,0.06501136680272268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699841008825615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444025577002667,0.11003086457721638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965226048529229,0.0,0.1948856816690999,0.14997572161152087,0.0,0.0
anxiety,howthickiswall1,2020/04/13,"Constantly worrying and negative Hii, apologies for bad grammar lol. 
Everyday i’m just constantly anxious and worrying about everything. I’m worried something bad is going to happen. I also always think really negatively about my future, like if i think of my future life (I’m only 20) I only think about it negatively like my marriage is going to suck and having kids is going to be stressful even tho this is really far away in my future. 
this is such a random trail of thoughts but i don’t know how to write it down properly. 
I’ve tried therapy but it’s hard because it’s not easy for me to pin down my thoughts and why they’re happening. 
i don’t know how to get out of this headspace at all. Does anyone else feel the same?",2.073541666666664,4.635285937500001,3.9811111111111153,82.55000000000003,81.9861111111111,7.488888888888887,24.972222222222207,8.472884824447931,2.1301472222222224,581,23,108,14,16,196,87,144,0.155,0.807,0.038,-0.9146,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,1,2,1,9,1,0,2,1,24,27,11,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,2,11,2,20,24,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,2,8,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136211253743314,0.11822173442836065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050967699888724,0.0,0.0993454652707414,0.14557749489195254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348860284609335,0.0,0.23726131446808854,0.0866104973446861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070754716944436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433494737440146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186894005091742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384233541039537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276921186543499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183979101800225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423080566203565,0.0,0.2422415898083766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512813087950743,0.0,0.1272755494002238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616663065480302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035512978001512,0.1388259790206194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611610566831665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820398530313456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093799335463145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275187449195758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248057740081026,0.0,0.0,0.2731169021309816,0.0,0.2255909033293253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964628244262598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820487599593394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43286665092576704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rosethewondercar,2020/04/13,"Constant panic kind of.. running in the background? I've had a really rough year and a half. Financial ruin basically, very tumultuous relationship, lost very important people, dealing with maybe depression or bipolar or something idk, also lots of drugs. I think doing copious amounts of cocaine for five months straight messed up my brain or something. 

I've had a few full on panic attacks - couldn't breathe, light headed, droning on ""No, no, no, no"", occasionally devolving into self harm of different sorts. 

I thought it went away but I so often find myself feeling this.. panicky feeling anytime I'm not super preoccupied with work or something. I find myself frozen trying not to feel it, because I'm terrified I'll just lose it. Nothing normal keeps it at bay; I try watching TV, cleaning, doing my nails, etc but it's this constant undercurrent. It's just like the feeling of slightly coming down from coke when you've gone too long between bumps, or when you've done something wrong and you're being found out. It's horrible. I don't know what it is or what to do about it. I can't afford a therapist or meds, and I feel like any anxiety meds would make it so I couldn't work enough to keep up. 

Any advice or even just understanding?
Thanks",4.815098260673143,6.895734304721032,5.347996385814324,78.56214366388073,70.75965665236052,7.995391913259544,31.576462615766893,8.6894789155246,2.761279828326181,995,45,172,18,19,319,147,233,0.198,0.718,0.084,-0.9802,3,0,6,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,5,12,15,1,2,6,0,13,6,3,1,0,45,33,18,0,4,15,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,14,8,1,2,12,1,0,4,10,10,0,2,8,8,13,5,24,21,6,23,0,4,1,0,3,12,0,11,9,107,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064723165882876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713352594535158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819010215972073,0.0,0.08335243087113853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239552451555078,0.10236945463423908,0.0,0.0,0.0664196732135863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163295696756485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385751054401224,0.0,0.2354893818549835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123307237881019,0.09384520710774602,0.0,0.0,0.11383772704225535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150167492883496,0.0,0.0,0.12635647453333604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258255000146428,0.12151676633643595,0.07196560974303927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754617274715833,0.0778394853921375,0.0,0.0,0.19917093944322065,0.0,0.0,0.1194666211562917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182215336126776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369342601892103,0.0,0.11346279829540695,0.05988036608125564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646257027493516,0.0,0.0,0.09642423829760743,0.0,0.1218959255719303,0.1189403269900054,0.0926320386412369,0.0,0.0,0.07273018813071518,0.0,0.10946277091635448,0.0,0.2420551411879735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696908906879908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067555255681888,0.10454796288719972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556770411822152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553763042069027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980116683819669,0.0,0.0,0.11697991786570862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366676471623273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33552419925992866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031371786222144,0.0,0.12650842208917434,0.0,0.0698157688532575,0.0,0.08650033505442531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795040952492172,0.0,0.0,0.11342892887169086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798032180730815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010049868661734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864517519560567,0.0,0.0,0.07740050620560192,0.11912826711396815,0.0,0.07016526106533998
anxiety,JerseyEnt,2020/04/13,"[HELP][MEDS] I need my prescription before my results come back I'm prescribed 1mg clonazepam [klonopin] and I'm on my last one. My original doctor is from NJ and I moved to CO. It's been near impossible getting a doctors appointment until a few days ago where I was able to finally secure a telecom appointment.

The appointment went well and now i  need to take a piss test at the office [which is closed today]. I've been cutting my clonazepam double for the past few days so I'm starting to feel anxious and tomorrow will be my last dose.

I believe the doctor told me she can call the testing place before my results come in so I can get my prescription before that, but I'm not sure. 

I've been prescribed it for over a year now. I'm pretty anxious that I wont be able to go to the pharmacy tomorrow after the test. Has anyone dealt with this before?",2.6393823529411757,4.8301527470588255,3.963161764705884,85.57297794117648,77.41176470588233,6.838235294117648,27.095588235294123,7.865858978985527,1.789205882352941,677,28,130,11,16,222,98,170,0.06,0.8809999999999999,0.057999999999999996,0.1672,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,12,0,13,5,1,3,1,17,30,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,2,1,1,6,1,17,3,17,20,3,31,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,18,82,23,6,0.2635670108041558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681812617722395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977557008417521,0.0,0.09214609109625403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013333811438717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485522271334369,0.14847488250946378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456569329472895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270396419897203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997891761390213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046580057728488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663369998258285,0.0,0.0,0.14436238864112194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770288481796988,0.0,0.07489560307207463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833170579394085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484229162571236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006501052826745,0.0,0.19543159886581407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892999138443746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258022675207376,0.0,0.0,0.13768571445583702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407120201930886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932770434095706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242043942477339,0.0,0.09908479540275698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491535408033687,0.12592478686974007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848919791922152,0.12216462979016972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486425678699372
anxiety,Terfy_human,2020/04/13,"After a long time without meds, I needed to comeback to them Basically, when I was 15 I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression. In 2018 I went off the anxiety meds because I was better.
But...
In 2019 my anxiety started to develop way harder than it was before. I developed agoraphobia and vomited just by the thought of getting out my house. Went back on meds on February 2020 because there was no other way.
Although I don't vomit anymore I'm still waiting to see if the meds will kick in to lessen the anxious feeling, because honestly I can't bear with it.
Last year I went didn't pass the uni I wanted and now I'm studying for the national exam, so mu stress is UP! 
Can I please have some encouraging words? I fell kinda bad even tho I know I can get through this",4.2721925133689815,5.476118738562093,5.799251336898397,78.25844919786098,70.76470588235293,9.223767082590614,32.86333927510398,9.573946990214177,3.2003385620915044,609,29,116,14,11,207,103,153,0.128,0.7859999999999999,0.086,-0.6681,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,1,7,0,13,3,0,0,0,19,28,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,10,2,17,3,22,17,1,26,0,1,1,0,2,9,0,3,10,80,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018657777046532,0.14859417267500474,0.13044479688810215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114029651064292,0.10982405980236996,0.24054279041369356,0.0,0.11192438449372877,0.0,0.0,0.11632971884220805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328866329537382,0.1335026171606613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687590962066839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650673349457484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374405002936454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177072960361995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228676711421694,0.10721646131199218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640203482601602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844113777163814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752960788298358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438307664904135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481429316105782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309930964097332,0.0,0.1050419444654438,0.0,0.15066991968095672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442203320694632,0.0766976001357528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758121734649631,0.208808593418686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36579555741502817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679253975652102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084702553074841
anxiety,Bftfan00,2020/04/13,"Doctor suddenly won't treat my son?! My 19 year old son has severe anxiety and depression. His doctor has tried lots of different medications and recently had him on 5 mg of Xanax ER a day and 60 mg of Remeron at night (plus Effexor 225mg at night) but the increase in Xanax was spiking his anxiety and making him suicidal. He immediately stopped the Xanax and Remeron without tapering him off the Xanax and instead put him right on to Klodipin. When he immediately had trouble sleeping for 4 nights he wanted my son to go into the psych ward at the county hospital where he has been 3 times over the last few years and all 3 times they discharged him with no changes, he got no sleep, had a seizure and got beat up all 3 times he was there. This was out of the blue and totally unnecessary. 

Now he says he won't continue to treat my son or fill his meds unless he goes to the hospital for inpatient treatment. I find this totally ridiculous and I wonder if it's ethical? We can't get him into another doctor for 3 months but this guy won't budge? If I knew the treatment he'd receive in the hospital was going to be helpful I'd advise him to do it but it's not what our experience has been. What do I do?",5.778447971781304,5.6268323621399166,6.864059376837157,76.76564814814816,66.94238683127571,10.728865373309821,34.22957084068195,10.451354775682146,3.449789182833628,956,41,193,23,14,323,132,243,0.13699999999999998,0.8190000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9668,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,1,5,5,1,0,12,0,22,10,2,1,4,36,31,19,1,3,9,4,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,8,16,0,1,3,0,0,6,8,3,1,0,12,2,22,2,30,14,7,39,0,1,1,0,32,15,0,5,18,123,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077041357912815,0.20539823859093728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201626080123805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865786573014693,0.0,0.1156273430701293,0.0,0.0,0.14026026820875476,0.0,0.4122246134745132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132000591579548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269996121464335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013887981778533,0.0,0.15259211772351422,0.0,0.2147402910553997,0.0,0.0,0.13292632453646874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998340020212407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942978930349163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141325896266438,0.0,0.0,0.08961137892625652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491189252739165,0.1352404292342337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715522942699794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779471029747679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408703731090231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495601303252575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255340314356376,0.0,0.0,0.11464679809406747,0.0,0.10675915544736604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166168337001132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686892943494678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223708431316808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684518915116146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484273180353854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114537271926497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918276880479275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940998743127494,0.14558589870710892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290222831502705
anxiety,anxiouspanda27,2020/04/13,"feeling rejected Things have been really weird lately. I'm normally not this high-maintenance or needy, but since quarantine started my boyfriend moved in with my family. Since he's moved in, we've gotten along very well, but lately everything has been feeling like a rejection. When we were sleeping apart and facetiming at night, I'd always fall asleep before him while he was doing laundry or whatever. But now sleeping together every night, he falls asleep before me. We'll cuddle for a while, but when he's tired he'll roll facing the other way and fall asleep. I know that it shouldn't, but it feels like a rejection to me. Logically, I know that he is just tired, but it feels like he's leaving me alone. I know that this is my own problem and not his, but does anyone else have similar feelings? I think it stems from the fact that nighttime is hard on my anxiety/depression. There have been times when once he is asleep I just cry because I feel so lonely. Even though he's right next to me. I know that this is an overreaction, but I don't know why

But, other time this happens is when we wake up in the morning. I want him to stay in bed with me, but he gets up to get dressed, make breakfast, work, etc. Again, I know logically this is just him doing what he needs to do, but I can't help but feel rejected when this happens.

Does anyone else have similar experiences? How do you deal with it?",4.783860287081339,5.84543813818182,5.158736842105263,83.85621052631579,69.43636363636364,8.84401913875598,27.56459330143541,9.134995656068208,2.068854545454545,1108,36,223,21,19,352,142,275,0.16699999999999998,0.773,0.059000000000000004,-0.9865,0,6,0,0,0,0,37.0,3,1,0,1,16,11,0,0,7,0,25,12,8,2,1,52,50,27,0,5,19,0,8,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,20,9,1,0,16,0,0,5,5,7,1,0,6,8,28,4,19,41,2,34,0,5,0,1,21,10,0,2,20,137,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204657056198764,0.0,0.0,0.08198421489714686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377878613132515,0.20190968578019766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006250594266446,0.0,0.16768224058319445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822973591224484,0.0,0.10157931285465258,0.08486308403647186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244719161086872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164617062410875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988613986017937,0.06507762916807913,0.0,0.08301512836269463,0.0,0.08855172144995034,0.09638049618543112,0.09288459202791788,0.0,0.34873538486178524,0.21116791130114468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029549152329936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425815074955978,0.0,0.08826283968540041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604206799605218,0.10410154433141444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248945382828521,0.0,0.2222905329888642,0.10432823128557107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440921907084078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576902814268329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094419634724211,0.0,0.0730581778358379,0.0,0.0,0.10478695712216184,0.1849260212995105,0.09653772863700294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493041753563692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427916935061263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312034966722073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414342665703517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300879947857774,0.0,0.19720077933685334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069739498269127,0.10501905268336648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545844432873182,0.0631335540925654,0.0968044711963344,0.0,0.1149063762672517,0.22648971827531905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129693606965538,0.0581150944482576,0.07820791902463482,0.0,0.0,0.08858961338337124,0.0,0.088907307571959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173045512675008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Straight-Print,2020/04/13,"I'm scared of losing my eyesight It's 5.37 am and I'm crying. I have this irrational fear of going blind (I'm 18f) and I have myopia, around 4 in each eye. I have a history of crying after every doctor's appointment because every time my power increases by .25 or .50 and I use my phone a lot it's totally on me. Right now because of the lockdown I'm on my phone more often and I'm not sure why I started freaking out right now about macular holes because I was checked for it last August. I didn't have it but I started looking at the symptoms and eventually about myopia, now I'm scared. I know times are hard and people are dying, this is very dumb and I shouldn't be thinking about this but I'm really scared. I know I won't go blind but I'm scared. My throat started closing but now I'm fine, I'm just scared.",0.8086781609195413,2.8668577988505746,3.0317241379310365,90.54402298850576,83.08045977011494,5.705747126436782,21.73563218390805,6.937597516519254,0.6028183908045972,643,21,138,8,18,219,92,174,0.248,0.7390000000000001,0.013000000000000001,-0.9883,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,1,6,4,0,13,6,2,1,2,27,33,12,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,9,0,0,2,5,18,2,16,28,5,24,0,1,4,0,2,9,1,3,12,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379687529228362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377415040814645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28083315500173184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266861007313446,0.0,0.0,0.13084065620016158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540660904755726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384564614651574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529884069005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451165213209538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405053756865007,0.10419949444284828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734601808164693,0.14301042176242704,0.0,0.10867752020948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862206291729285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189194398585152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833430324464603,0.0,0.0,0.6399066886163528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271438757039519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047939900716625,0.13286556891866216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190907532410283,0.0,0.0,0.14907880863311582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040511899571076,0.0,0.1054741326677874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534778070782385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EmptyBluSkies,2020/04/13,"Hope quarantine lasts forever... This anxiety is so hindering, afraid to leave the house, kinda hope I'm under quarantine forever so I dont have to face my fears lol",2.5004838709677406,5.418267354838712,4.561532258064517,76.16229838709678,85.12903225806451,10.841935483870973,27.10483870967742,10.125756701596842,4.250154838709679,132,6,23,6,4,45,25,31,0.158,0.611,0.231,0.5584,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385027201760739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653913880928042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508272263498158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6193146760713018,0.0,0.35974000228326736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541336536887806,0.0,0.33011875446670186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ITIMMAM_97,2020/04/14,"My Anxiety Has Skyrocketed First post in this sub, so please bear with me.

I was doing so well with my anxiety. Ever since the quarantine, though, I'm starting to lose it. I can't do this too much longer but everyone seems to think we'll be social distancing through the summer. And if we DO go back in the fall, it'll be different.

I can't just sit at home, wake up, work from home, and then go to bed. It's not feasible for the average person. We NEED to do other things. We NEED to have things to look forward to... and right now we don't. I feel terrible and I feel like things will never get back to normal. I love going to malls and movies and concerts and theme parks.... and those are all gone for what seems to be years. 

Moreover, I JUST graduated college. I got a degree in music therapy and I'm currently working towards my masters to work with children with disabilities in schools. And now I'm hearing that we might not go back to school until there's a vaccine? And if we do, then it'll be staggered attendance? What's the point of my degree if I'm not going to be allowed to use it? I'll just dive deeper into debt because unemployment hasn't come in yet.

I'm also seeing that people want to close the state borders??? I have family that lives in other states... you can't tell me that I'm not allowed to see my family until there's a vaccine. There's just no way.

I'm sorry if this is all over the place but I'm starting to get more and more anxious as the days pass. There's no light at the end of the tunnel, and even if there is one, it's taken away very quickly and the goalpost is moved. I can't keep up with these postponements. It's awful. 

Someone please give me some good news or please tell me that the people in the coronavirus subreddit are just... all doomers. I can't fathom living in fear like this, with everything and anything canceled or at least severely moderated.",2.9957553414327616,4.557358231168834,4.2717302052785895,86.55662756598242,74.48051948051949,7.461248428990365,25.14662756598241,8.155646560271837,1.4339836614997912,1489,49,309,24,31,490,188,385,0.09,0.826,0.084,0.3391,7,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,7,1,0,6,25,8,0,1,16,1,31,2,1,3,5,69,68,33,0,9,18,0,2,2,0,5,0,2,3,2,25,30,0,1,5,2,1,12,14,3,1,2,4,8,28,5,49,54,8,59,0,1,3,1,16,22,0,11,24,214,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768932973216849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711313882739904,0.10862520746754813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912549774848543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033864779885237,0.22180652499395,0.0,0.058613807085284186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282705635785101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620105513974103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045912978862903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516277235922008,0.0,0.0,0.0635079662721152,0.08697564220989011,0.0,0.09187804673672427,0.08641586688194314,0.0,0.1812884585107668,0.10819854468814848,0.09723541096914542,0.06869152405675011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178745650851595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004716577378418,0.0922384528060096,0.2732290397501082,0.08064834156945241,0.07690211577905659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837110625180484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289804065516167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546495757252909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939507265540433,0.0,0.1698092308634553,0.0,0.08074407008934836,0.10757030139217548,0.0,0.0,0.08678158597087449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200284352120062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219512697534178,0.07068331439890102,0.14259205054680815,0.07415890710113136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420925274383896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515557311418016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332038183687325,0.08395684836980054,0.10045912978862903,0.3166404450484186,0.09089540192413753,0.0,0.09208772894081378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211389951458675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462337672755084,0.1532425415508839,0.1750676543615948,0.0,0.10862520746754813,0.0,0.07953852554005902,0.0,0.0,0.09801559163467473,0.08146988961703487,0.0,0.0,0.10763510052787703,0.13611478354477008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808343486772492,0.0,0.10995901779636864,0.0,0.19163878868039605,0.061610782003043124,0.09446956151165847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830450800665204,0.0,0.07933606586378925,0.05671336687125464,0.0763215554580325,0.0,0.0,0.08645284486747276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100009811255196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619192007004814
anxiety,D7578,2020/04/14,"Ii posted this a couple days ago but didnt get much advice, please help!! I would say it started about 3 weeks after I quit smoking towards the end of November, It started with this thought of “am I going crazy” “I’m not feeling normal” “am I losing my mind” it was like it was on repeat nonstop in my head and I just labeled it off as nicotine withdrawal, but I started getting concerned mid December when the thought and a couple other thoughts were still persistent and sticking in my head even though I didn’t want them too, I started getting worried and went into a spree of research online and reddit about anxiety and this kind of similar thing and I found stories about all kinds of intrusive thoughts that get stuck in people’s heads, and one thing I read about was people who get the thought of them all the sudden being GAY or That their sexuality changes to something they don’t want. I remember in my head I was like “dang that would suck to have that thought on blast in my head” and what do you know, a few days later my thoughts started being like “what if you were gay” “oh you looked at that guy, that means you’re gay” all these thoughts are super distressing and the only time they aren’t on blast in my head is when I’m sleeping, I went and saw a physciatrist and he told me all the thoughts I’ve been having are intrusive thoughts related to anxiety, he prescribed me with fluvoxamine 100mg and after taking that for a month and a half I felt a bit better but the intrusive sexuality thoughts are still there. Recently I’ve moved up to 200mg after telling my physciatrist I’m feeling a bit better but still having the intrusive thoughts. I’m on my 2nd day at 200mg but I just wanna know when these thoughts will be gone, I feel so out of wack and not myself one bit because these thoughts cause fear and discomfort, I feel like my libido has dropped and like I can’t talk to women the same while I’m having these intrusive thoughts. Anyone know what’s going on? I’ve only ever been attracted to and had sex with women and I’ve only watched straight porn. I just wanna be back to my old self and it’s like my mind is telling me that I’ll never be the old me again, and it’s really sad to me. Any advice is appreciated!

It just makes me stuck in this mindset that I'll never be better and I'll always be stuck in this frame of mind and thoughts, and I can't get back to my old self!! Is this anxiety? Or what am I going through?!😩

Background: 20 year old male who has never experienced anxiety or anything like this before. Before this onset of intrusive thoughts started I was a daily weed smoker but I’ve quit smoking weed since these thoughts started because whenever I smoke the thoughts are even more distressing and my high isn’t enjoyable like it used to be.",5.341289324394019,5.870594407942242,5.663287261474987,82.65203249097475,67.91696750902528,8.641897885507994,31.532542547705003,8.591530228387361,2.3289198143372882,2218,87,440,32,35,708,227,554,0.09,0.789,0.121,0.9677,1,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,5,8,24,23,1,4,21,0,46,12,7,3,8,98,111,42,0,8,16,0,5,8,0,3,0,1,0,6,40,30,0,0,30,1,0,7,12,7,0,3,41,10,52,16,53,59,11,73,0,2,3,5,24,23,2,4,49,284,92,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922505315529146,0.040469485695339015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0379877564483865,0.0,0.0,0.031046261990846126,0.0,0.13970063418190354,0.0,0.0,0.03192231409228273,0.0,0.037569323527218035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021016263248035,0.0,0.05566046708606361,0.0,0.07769632390802854,0.0,0.0,0.12113166701131847,0.14952691772271465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046899198395614315,0.04829584185867245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103048865291717,0.0,0.08832909241048346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040435862500461855,0.0,0.0,0.06030802710440877,0.041296625413436594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051373403595947914,0.09233606655123393,0.032615201980389745,0.043834966250293095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050057216582276264,0.0,0.0,0.14311387563844366,0.0,0.07783860184259825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520460341969447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28112483781617514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030600890641316856,0.048235920987032666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508315901684301,0.07527067623434353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784337712602186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038337832663418066,0.05107510941377112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03047437639142749,0.0,0.0,0.049730552203397636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829247161474767,0.0,0.03644055959182769,0.04852294010770042,0.03356091755744073,0.0,0.10563345770651944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473119280514717,0.0,0.0,0.19162462731693766,0.0,0.06187261693339045,0.104165693724575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330142243051623,0.0,0.0,0.050114344344641834,0.0,0.0,0.04372387890009091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711722365129208,0.0456663199785583,0.0,0.029247099250795182,0.0,0.0450777830646461,0.0,0.05171704305232359,0.0,0.0,0.036305865675956964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525408527564176,0.0,0.0,0.03776543192677194,0.0,0.04568693611494898,0.0,0.0,0.03514665299057999,0.0,0.0,0.22619878166580154,0.0,0.1093779471475256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03432610025000795,0.036694928020647805,0.07980715602174537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066093195549204,0.0,0.044854789175387634,0.6886388291779781,0.02662119434505266,0.0,0.0,0.04362432036602167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03943036782252091,0.0,0.0,0.05385578325400826,0.0,0.03662085721279297,0.0,0.0,0.08464336656572019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046363817926562384,0.0,0.06486253424113997,0.0,0.0,0.029399656872397487
anxiety,ststustutter,2020/04/14,"How to help heal scratching marks/irritation? I had a pretty awful panic attack last night and for the first time thought about cutting myself to distract myself. Thankfully I didn’t, but I scratched myself very hard to ease the panic. I know this is not healthy, but I couldn’t remember my tools to calm down very well. I called a hotline and they helped me to calm down until my medicine kicked in. I have pretty long/sharp nails, so I now have red scratches and nail marks all over my arms and it’s stresses me out looking at them. It’s too hot to wear long sleeves and I’m going to see my mom tomorrow and I don’t want to worry her. Are there any ways to reduce the redness or help them heal faster?",4.145140845070422,5.179507316901411,4.240957746478873,89.9487605633803,70.90140845070422,6.806760563380282,26.171830985915488,6.742157984588678,0.9027611267605627,557,17,117,4,10,172,95,142,0.16699999999999998,0.654,0.179,0.4345,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,3,1,7,10,2,4,5,1,8,4,2,1,1,18,16,12,0,2,4,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,3,9,22,4,18,12,1,17,0,0,4,0,9,6,0,1,9,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336405514607804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964922815572605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022284996339232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179786020497634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947414061675624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933353761174772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352134039715488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161585050108584,0.13588555254234153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950545956438294,0.13998890357616256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524105318175594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643988486861038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911811352275991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33919465722603204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884249969623865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284105785845646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095822634716086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347812948241535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323439097530963,0.09720611597869087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27509559183797416,0.0983260075648197,0.1323214306137225,0.0,0.0,0.1498864120999286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692954344635515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cckellz,2020/04/14,I feel like I’m having a spell of anxiety if that’s a thing? It happens like once a month. Something small will trigger it and I’m a wreck for like 2 or 3 days. Every time it hits I’m like welp.... here’s to the next few days of feeling like shit!  I feel awful right now.,-2.057996357012751,-0.21320339344262074,0.5943169398907102,102.87358834244085,99.32786885245899,3.3668488160291434,14.974499089253184,5.033348758259628,-1.2025752276867032,207,5,53,1,9,70,42,61,0.17600000000000002,0.599,0.225,0.2714,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,5,1,2,1,1,1,0,7,10,3,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,5,4,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,11,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705920397422891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876291412921192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878845298297968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382618416945282,0.31861810019826897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971954471933563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447251756666107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799402061484956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371597630395255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748445075448255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904381582915122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289031422972928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716739300115257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814925036748447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003130215672856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lezedi,2020/04/14,"Anyone else ever feel the need to hide? To sit in the corner of the shower, or in your closet, away from everyone and everything. No device, just sit there alone, staring into space, curled into a ball. 
I often feel like this after an anxiety attack; the need to hide from something, as well as heavy mental exhaustion. I don’t know what I’m hiding from, though. All I know is that’s the only way I’ll feel “safe” from whatever is scaring me.",4.443448275862072,5.407759954022993,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,70.14942528735632,8.098850574712644,23.69540229885057,8.344100000000001,1.4110091954022992,344,8,65,5,6,114,64,87,0.212,0.7090000000000001,0.079,-0.8591,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,1,7,0,3,1,0,0,2,16,11,5,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,5,3,16,11,1,12,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,2,3,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278567276609577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830166999739424,0.0,0.0,0.15383119205935533,0.2254190416765728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502851392164013,0.20670003251975452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378425140371046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199005281916996,0.0,0.21022226600754695,0.19772448370593548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337203361867685,0.1571701658406063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24181575764985214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748233844065803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171124866993894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32625882945148704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732217251980586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026135295809646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693690348014116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615180116560065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462811741724985,0.0,0.0,0.19780909146792572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SnikkyDoodle,2020/04/14,"I'm currently a mess. I've never been able to tell if I'm actually depressed or have anxiety disorder because everyone just thinks it's a faze since I'm usually happy and the class clown.

I have a lot of stress about maybe having cancer if I have even one loose symptom that can be found in a variety of very common things. I had been having headaches and thought it was brain cancer. I currently have a small lump on the side of my neck and I'm convinced it is throat cancer. I have no way to confront a doctor about this because of the current epidemic and I can't go outside near people since I'm high risk. I don't need a diagnoses from this subreddit (rules), but need a way to vent it out or calm myself.

Another attribute is because of a recent run-in on discord. I had known a guy who me and my friends were familiar with. At the time of the incident, I had no idea, but he was extremely sketchy talking about how easy it was to d\*x  someone on discord. Later I found out he had previously been banned for ""talking"" with minors. This was a major red flag and made me delete my account and block everyone I knew he was associated with. My brother also made the joke that I was going to get sold. I freaked the hell out and now barely sleep and when I do, I have a knife or sculpting knife near me. 

I'm also high risk for corona virus due to asthma and It's driving me insane",4.591950354609928,5.016879329787237,5.709361702127662,82.03333333333335,69.53191489361703,8.819858156028369,30.56028368794326,8.841846274778883,2.3254241134751767,1089,42,223,18,18,363,151,282,0.19399999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.062,-0.9866,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,10,13,2,3,19,0,29,12,4,4,1,41,48,21,0,4,8,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,13,16,0,2,7,2,2,3,5,8,0,1,21,1,24,5,31,26,2,31,1,1,1,0,10,14,1,6,12,145,37,2,0.12879214425588373,0.0,0.12568255430357966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599006246022025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504979284621985,0.0985256378361502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355314871987679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437746271089963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092848512661498,0.13072131536638346,0.0,0.0,0.1476069553453426,0.13182421703632827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506599661336979,0.0,0.0,0.2461328262051717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28242787706456673,0.0995044911693685,0.0,0.06728857967397671,0.0,0.1463910871934956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752447148540005,0.0,0.13710163244057938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272151943171474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453906542312143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949447539568936,0.0,0.2437324819173751,0.0,0.0,0.1293890197458005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190995486092807,0.09933244143397976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727289011467848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928825638373653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716670485263076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130763852595256,0.0,0.1288851564021858,0.0,0.10912516588170502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753096610188166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386435151314474,0.0,0.20703649398632576,0.11257001082318893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556377782606171,0.0825248056403141,0.0,0.10224657631705547,0.07509973503459408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184635128076947,0.10626700721560364,0.0,0.2044584186589124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,herownworld,2020/04/14,Deleted all social media aside from Reddit today. Anxiety is through the roof. I guess I used social media as a tool to dissociate and not have to deal with reality. It’s embarrassing but I don’t know who I am without it. I’ve used it as an unhealthy coping mechanism for so long and now it feels like I don’t exist. My heart is racing and I don’t know what to do with myself.,1.2147151898734163,3.308278367088608,3.9447943037974684,84.36883702531647,81.78481012658227,6.481645569620253,21.26740506329114,7.645422480735847,0.9534417721518986,297,9,61,5,8,105,54,79,0.105,0.851,0.044000000000000004,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,8,1,1,2,1,15,14,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,11,14,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898902223003069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25590742691420304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550920979298616,0.1773308472275463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734460610869659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29414592526070504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728341791056411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126941545006285,0.0,0.0,0.21966989869530532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060649954927903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352867600888465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287706411669973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927850063159184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,g0ldench1ld,2020/04/14,"My manager was laid off today Today my company laid a small percentage of its employees across its US offices. My manager unfortunately was one of the people to be let go. 

I only received the news about this afternoon and the anxiety is already starting to set in. I’ve only been in my current role for six months and I still have so much to learn. I work in business development and I’m fairly confident her responsibilities will be passed on to me. I would frequently go to my manager with questions on a many things and I don’t feel ready to take her projects on without steady guidance. I realize I’m going to have to step up to the plate and this presents an opportunity for growth professionally but the anxiety is very real.",5.385642857142859,6.823191992857147,6.811428571428577,71.16357142857143,68.35714285714286,10.457142857142856,34.0,10.577609850970193,3.9335857142857145,589,28,106,17,10,201,90,140,0.038,0.905,0.055999999999999994,0.3506,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,15,21,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,3,1,15,1,25,13,1,27,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,9,77,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180727339781212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30234940716773523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991992930259196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369269618523115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207441819090569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003502875933631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577341671205791,0.0,0.1452695413577711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390883412432109,0.30058976638891394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370011500435994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137368875372107,0.0,0.0,0.22492879044467448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987270083269096,0.0,0.15781535362355614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858165994373926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128642487838588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746312557092885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377061508384733,0.0,0.0,0.16305282228448778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049351761654512,0.0,0.14386585420816322,0.0,0.0,0.14037981208925662,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Colonel_Degenerate,2020/04/14,"[OC] Made a Covid Support Video  [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-czHB50zTU&t=13s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-czHB50zTU&t=13s) 

Hey guys, I made a video to hopefully help everyone with this struggle! I know I've been going through a lot too.",18.267000000000003,24.555370366666665,7.583333333333332,58.50500000000002,45.33333333333333,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.7100000000000004,221,6,24,3,3,49,24,30,0.084,0.637,0.27899999999999997,0.7292,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533727839844267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24401089675133766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512903871144658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528501470092737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116486180477525,0.0,0.0,0.2536337090302184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034117554090644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710103071215653,0.0,0.483262492021377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669615168453885,0.0,0.0,0.2897836269690779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spellavis113,2020/04/14,"Has a dream ever made you irrationally afraid of someone Usually when I'm bored, I'll put on a cooking show or something. This past week I've been watching a lot of celebrity chef live streams and one of them happened to be Paula Deen. She was making fried pies or something, but right after her video ended I took a nap. Suddenly, I'm dreaming about being in her kitchen and she was SO MEAN to me. When I woke up, I found myself so terrified of her. 

Fast forward to just now and I came across another one of her videos and I got that shaky, clammy feeling you get when someone intimidates you or embarrasses you and my chest got heavy and had to turn it off. 

I think this entire thing is ridiculous and somewhat funny but the feeling I got was very real. It's just insane to me because I do not know this woman and will probably never meet her, but I can't go back to watching her show and it bums me out.",2.622445652173912,4.4747230923913035,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,76.22826086956522,6.339130434782609,25.630434782608692,7.1686216300943375,1.1093760869565212,715,26,147,8,16,232,118,184,0.14,0.816,0.045,-0.9626,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,1,0,11,5,1,3,5,0,12,3,1,2,2,34,32,20,0,0,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,11,2,0,6,8,0,5,3,5,0,2,13,4,27,0,19,16,2,26,0,0,2,0,15,8,0,6,15,102,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179635882691438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597979132205211,0.0,0.09987292103417426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738476780820626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145110090298488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819906568576774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568083535875752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796377465241928,0.0,0.0,0.0855975617214543,0.0,0.09311178941678708,0.0,0.3931039111000312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487965708578265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003999543778816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467021294337334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392875308299233,0.0,0.1550256095873154,0.109361819842464,0.0,0.0,0.17846546294755747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636044374519828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203906322278885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640002565000727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664294678413486,0.0,0.0,0.16470045836551506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864812663360335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991507137722514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776354670341089,0.2522579548832145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884537597722004,0.1049795103206751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202785366102325,0.0,0.17820655004486352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044223652137,0.1351818800926443,0.0,0.0,0.13141937795677605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,riekei,2020/04/14,"My bacon got stolen because I'm too afraid of getting it out of the fridge In our apartment building, there is a fridge placed near the land lady's office where apparently, tenants who don't have a fridge can put some of their food in it. 

On the day I put my pack of bacon in that fridge, I wasn't sure if it was allowed or not. I asked one of the staff and she said that it was okay but I still wasn't sure because it wasn't the land lady herself who said that it was okay. None the less, I put the bacon in because either that or I get spoiled bacon after a few days of no fridge. 

Because I'm afraid that when I do take out my bacon, the land lady or someone would scold me for putting bacon in their fridge, I postponed taking the bacon out for a week. During that one week I would peak every now and then just to see if anyone other than me was using that fridge thus confirming that we are allowed to use it. Since I don't want to spend so much time staring at the fridge because that's weird, I wasn't able to see anyone else use it thus making me more anxious about it. 

Can we use that fridge or not? If so, would it be weird that my pack of bacon has been sitting in there for so long hence they would get mad at me. If not, it would then be weird that I put my pack of bacon in there hence they really would get mad at me. If I sneak into that fridge in the middle of the night when I'm sure no one is awake to catch me, will they watch their security footage hence they will they get mad at me. This is what was going through my head for a week while I slip glances every now and then at that fridge whenever I can. 

Eventually I mustered the courage to just march toward that fridge on broad daylight and get my damn bacon. The land lady was in her office when I came. I prepared myself for a scolding when I touched the handle of the fridge but nothing. Glancing at her to make sure that it's really okay and seeing her busy with paper work, I opened the refrigerator door with relief washing over me. I can finally have my bacon, a reward at the end of a long dark tunnel. 

But then my bacon was gone. It was not in the freezer nor in the small compartments. Nowhere. It quickly dawned on me that someone stole it. In my haste to put the bacon inside unnoticed by anyone, I wasn't able to properly label it to properly ward off bacon thieves. Probably because it's been unclaimed for almost a week, the thief must have thought it's a free for all.

I returned to my unit bacon-less. And then I remember how anxiety makes us think about stupid shit long enough for us to lose a lot of things even things that give us small amounts of happiness. 

People think that overthinking is quirky or funny and to those who never really experience it, it's a sort of spectacle. What people don't really care about is the consequence of overthinking or even the fear aspect of anxiety. We overthink because we fear the consequence of even the simplest things. If you really think about it, there's nothing fun or silly in living with constant fear. It's tiring and frustrating and we want to change the way we think and react to things but how when it scares us to do that too. 

God, all this for a pack of bacon.",4.959406584992344,5.140838078101076,5.359598392036755,85.71351703675346,68.67840735068913,8.245160796324654,26.891615620214395,7.908726449838941,1.3856579173047474,2527,69,533,28,40,807,245,653,0.15,0.7909999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9957,3,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,11,1,8,3,30,34,7,6,40,3,45,5,2,14,8,89,82,44,0,15,24,0,1,0,0,9,2,2,2,0,56,25,1,1,6,0,2,10,17,18,0,3,21,10,70,17,85,50,12,88,0,1,7,0,32,43,2,17,33,377,126,3,0.12228329388708188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122452752135365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354638511952366,0.0690726577683141,0.0,0.12825498347107311,0.06264684267921145,0.0,0.0,0.057159186376567375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608996633637309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699297557828131,0.062337983936100426,0.0,0.06467975537319676,0.0,0.0,0.06607239937795456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886260831266799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107600049655193,0.0,0.054153351389700455,0.06317566548513041,0.0,0.12115044349680901,0.0,0.1030289491350856,0.0,0.0,0.05980826287299601,0.0,0.20640405360349304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697768564655704,0.0,0.0,0.07393272217910271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166392199750926,0.05865263903548061,0.03474820696782105,0.0,0.048900560456494026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508642009570449,0.0,0.0,0.06274896912964326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398919441804606,0.16232530058882794,0.0,0.06840186350222538,0.0,0.05198044178541294,0.0,0.0,0.1224375723224488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494614555156569,0.0,0.04715620738583125,0.0,0.0,0.05737729380776019,0.0,0.11733411848332892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242934869816102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477583907870041,0.0,0.0638800077198071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592103655946166,0.0,0.0,0.36878545568676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958445232668978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926156713528138,0.0,0.11631941507915025,0.0,0.06121345483703292,0.0,0.14616592973486053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276102195846911,0.050577002172043035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103610238086237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882779822899688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050111465047046,0.0,0.09194181865939094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247917371738754,0.15670839427968955,0.0,0.04853963808493409,0.035652186020878794,0.0702733288619897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941834924026053,0.21122700811377265,0.0,0.0,0.07212585498549816,0.04853139343437405,0.19617656468327074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451184716839837,0.0,0.0,0.26059963049484675,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lovelypie4,2020/04/14,Having a horrible birthday- need advice Can anyone advise me on what to do? My friends that I considered closest to me have forgotten my birthday and I have had anxiety attacks all day. How can I communicate with them that I feel forgotten about without sounding desperate or awkward?,8.757733333333334,9.706467840000002,8.846,61.326333333333366,60.6,12.266666666666667,46.66666666666667,11.855464076750405,6.418866666666666,232,15,32,7,3,76,40,50,0.248,0.662,0.091,-0.7781,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,8,9,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,1,6,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,30,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966029514998082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104827729634819,0.0,0.0,0.2837876479752464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617258049588133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26174695345806404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052156610115189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135674228464656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30094100098200394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39123579659172814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ragerdemon,2020/04/14,"Where do I even start when talking about all my issues with a therapist? I am 25 year old guy and still living with my parents. which I feel like a huge loser. I work at a casino as a valet driver (unemployed right now because of coronovirus) and suffer from social anxiety, depression (always down, no energy, feel worthless), and insomnia. I cant sleep at night because I think way to much. I gained weight and stopped working out. I drink to calm down my mind and it's starting to become a habit. I was pretty fit an year or two back. I had a bad childhood, bullied growing up, and can't even create relationships. I just want to know how to even begin my problems with my therapist? I just feel so overwhelmed and anxious about how to tell him my  worries and problems. Any tips from you guys who are getting therapy? I really appreciate the help guys.",3.726655052264807,5.766500585365852,4.5919860627177735,83.00475609756101,73.6341463414634,7.3686411149825775,28.17770034843205,8.192908349453996,2.0443602787456445,672,27,124,11,14,217,112,164,0.20199999999999999,0.643,0.154,-0.8944,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,15,10,0,1,8,0,7,4,1,2,1,28,17,14,0,3,3,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,12,2,1,5,2,1,1,3,8,0,1,2,4,21,2,21,15,2,25,0,5,0,0,12,10,0,1,14,86,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627833702910854,0.0,0.0,0.08685811966390272,0.0,0.0977101076167606,0.1442941235044917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821347750901732,0.10664594824688904,0.1557212753063633,0.14106342912028616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001029232118184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251229402803902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25308562926865896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937464432956342,0.09124754269323368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673160921076396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794067241664813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856121043470284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331285145397218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701949175660627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240051483803093,0.0,0.11278447563717794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896693813114835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389337093444773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986228106092073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402704337604954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182470521315602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994334971844207,0.0,0.2444332326079886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182460250115199,0.0,0.0,0.13713001821541332,0.0,0.10907738115513348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781833012036525,0.13020066165512115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808103647899945,0.0,0.1020022187612898,0.10678472865263378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266139124946744,0.11163823055117487,0.0,0.1460659129151208,0.29659966500245044,0.0,0.08184171975194003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476982851984582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753361558929235,0.10138302338898936,0.0,0.15553596541388365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859722263554272,0.12971204220102636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450282584443182
anxiety,Quick_Gear,2020/04/14,"POCD Fear of being a pedophile. I have POCD, fear of being a pedophile, it started after a teacher at my middle school had to teach at another school for getting catfished and sending a dick pic to a student. I have kept thinking about it over and over again whether or not I'm a pedo, and know that I'm not attracted to babies and toddlers. But because of an ABDL fetish, my anxiety skyrockets. Throwaway account for obvious reasons.",5.277235772357724,6.844376073170736,6.0009756097561,76.38040650406505,68.7560975609756,7.9056910569105705,38.05691056910569,8.344100000000001,3.5201886178861783,346,20,56,5,6,113,54,82,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.9141,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,0,5,1,1,1,1,14,12,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,14,8,0,9,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,3,43,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28265911276451544,0.2062140843639488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643224073052797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6066640682191148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083494560771584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814414809226453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27715448658637953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456219851957504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079727127577392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272435486011326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Farfieldlands,2020/04/14,please fucking help me Im in so much pain and my anxiety,1.3738461538461522,2.276581769230773,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,77.46153846153847,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.0155230769230768,45,2,11,1,1,16,13,13,0.284,0.431,0.285,0.0038,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31405351107961266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795273845939579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27516889108907755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434416961730123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017860027820259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368317305472276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506374903465181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,reddituser032220,2020/04/14,Anxiety affects me differently depending on the day or time Sometimes my anxiety makes it so I don't want to do anything but lay in bed but others it has me so restless I cannot sit still. My anxiety always wants me to be in control of planning events or activities that were going to do; which makes people not like me. Sometimes it's easy to say I don't care what others thing but sometimes the anxiety shows up and I want to be a people pleaser.,2.1550061050061093,4.404703010989014,4.173113553113556,83.15244200244202,79.32967032967035,7.121367521367523,27.69352869352869,8.167268648758528,2.1050283272283274,358,16,69,7,9,122,57,91,0.19899999999999998,0.725,0.076,-0.7975,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,5,0,15,16,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,10,13,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,5,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530820020987967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343734302585645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370763886148416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780494364842374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958651585477439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262349279807365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245375706694505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992476541397308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531660126372435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331370525644644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421363255974625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887474522489274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181479190162543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946171195318866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160180498877674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018295945687872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30900825689058464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Swanlikesomething,2020/04/14,"Fake friends, constant anxiety bcs of bullying I have a problem.

I am now constantly aware that anything that I will do will end up with a lot of hatred from by fake friends that I have recently made over the internet.

I know that I might probably overthink that and that it might not be that big of a deal, but I the thought that whatever I do, these guys will be there to bully me is always in my mind and I am afraid that I can't do anything about it. 

I am afraid that those bullies will come out and hate on my family, my friends and anyone who will do anything with me.

I used to be very open about myself when near them, but when I did something I end up will a lot of mean comments from them, and my youtube footage has gotten a lot of dislikes because of that.

I know that a lot of hate is always going to happen to you over the internet, but I am afraid that these guys will do it on purpose and will do their hardest to make me suffer.

That is not the only thing that I am anxious about, but that has made me generally unhappy and absorbed person over maybe a year now.

I have already limited contact with them hoping they will forget about me and started to be more picky when it comes to meeting new people, making sure that they won't be toxic.",7.395924479166666,5.4818740351562525,7.341718750000003,80.42307291666668,64.5078125,10.408333333333333,35.39583333333333,8.841846274778883,2.7659958333333337,987,36,208,12,12,317,119,256,0.17,0.775,0.055,-0.9835,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,6,1,10,14,2,3,11,0,38,0,0,5,1,43,56,15,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,0,3,26,15,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,5,0,35,5,34,34,5,28,0,1,0,0,18,12,0,7,13,169,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545544920523954,0.0,0.18919190120150567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869695628637638,0.12843294466746627,0.0,0.07949197134182308,0.0,0.2806619451701289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930199736909892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586103436175284,0.0,0.245708594037866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117205387316474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138429900642324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717314656323902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635008193818367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461043612598713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251342449152545,0.1005322514874602,0.0,0.0,0.22448299394049875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291595880598655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495782565142165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866074605676397,0.0,0.21514509191308973,0.1517727222258564,0.0,0.11421297779748403,0.12383750185332612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412059937707621,0.114790562682996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979875331748402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646340943430977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881563415478883,0.09926632604457694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257285464911112,0.10878225348329754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122513182837844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752112156441719,0.0,0.0,0.08046761369202564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071478131151103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552799979716998,0.0,0.0,0.09025407236032199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818829737356416,0.0,0.09380294680001036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321012739878514
anxiety,Santosmacarrones,2020/04/14,"I want all of you close your eyes and remember when you was a child. I remember when I was a child and I dress as a chicken for Halloween time it was so funny, I remember I was super happy for all the candy I get, I remember when my friends come to my house and asked for me to go to play, I remember when my brother and me go to the park and play catching frogs or making a camping, I remember my first day of school when I was crying so much and a little girl touch my hand and said it's ok :) I remember when we go to the haunted house and talked about ghost and witches, I remember when we laughed a lot on the library talking about stupid things haha, I remember the December parties when all the family was dancing and me opening the gifts, I remember when my grandma give us money or candy it was so good, I remember when we was to the swimming pool for the first time and I almost drown haha, I remember when we dance on the parties in the school no matter what the people said, I remember when I got my first best friend and she and me was inseparable, I remember many beautiful things and I want all of you do the same because we need to stay with the good moments of life it doesn't matter if was just a few ones an instant of happiness, stay with that, stay with the good ones and remember that same happiness when you are feeling the world is falling down for you. Hugs for everyone and stay strong. 🤗😊😊😊🤗",5.663972602739726,5.010009472602743,6.60078767123288,80.24344178082194,67.2876712328767,10.313698630136988,32.976027397260275,9.827888789773867,2.9125643835616435,1114,43,235,22,16,373,127,292,0.059000000000000004,0.682,0.26,0.9961,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,6,6,0,6,19,20,1,0,24,3,14,4,2,1,4,61,29,36,2,4,4,1,3,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,9,27,0,0,16,6,1,9,2,2,0,5,13,6,46,18,28,16,10,41,0,0,1,1,25,8,0,5,20,173,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518103080734479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837007610005163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0315403284140593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054298118050916895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456957650430963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683414904629066,0.03336813036842072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943995130536612,0.0,0.0,0.04877602909147755,0.0,0.0261613854136839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203049076862458,0.0,0.0,0.07994865656770236,0.0,0.027032104199831885,0.04963388727972007,0.0882153957353855,0.13019160359855134,0.0413813418377394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523512453633107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194024226734935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03654561338795291,0.0,0.05185724464240482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398764370630499,0.0,0.0,0.034536966357579815,0.052456413130552715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03803497947662336,0.0383646816946788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012095873715865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03587012033960242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8791729253469092,0.0,0.0984335032732122,0.0,0.0,0.1047276320084196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205925549978699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317358020815344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874774201304434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034022036640008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223705591760526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103538758312443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aguynamedethan,2020/04/14,"""You Just Have To Make Yourself Do It"" ""Okay.""

In November I made myself apply for jobs. I made myself go to the interviews. I made myself go to training. And then I couldn't make myself go back.

I was able to make myself go to college orientation back in December. I made myself meet with my advisor. I made myself sign up for classes. But when the time came to go to them; I couldn't make myself go.

I made myself sign up for two online classes, but dropped one almost immediately. I made myself watch the lectures, take notes, and do the tests, but I haven't been able to make myself do the classwork. Now I'm going to fail it.

My therapist, my psychiatrist, and my parents keep saying ""you just have to make yourself,"" but if I can't do that in one instance out of a hundred; I get set back several months and in that time I just become more and more incapable of making myself do anything.",3.8717601043024734,5.113669474576273,5.186666666666671,82.12724902216429,71.76836158192091,7.7060408518035635,26.60973489787049,8.139509932561175,1.6675375054324206,695,23,136,10,13,232,82,177,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.8746,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,1,8,2,0,0,6,1,13,0,0,14,0,36,39,12,0,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,3,10,2,33,1,23,27,2,26,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,2,9,103,37,8,0.1933915162899766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682683410888074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957236994077589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305920802165669,0.0,0.0,0.10679286787125243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059418727397116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505195426605174,0.0,0.3846809939589243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595561955865238,0.08594763274097918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6404710505368613,0.4518161859165299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718163161998562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104709644986856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736919624853916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689634796044162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923868335054764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270317618945027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227122803123936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276814836206232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445770526446486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xXCrystal_ClearXx,2020/04/14,"End Of It All? I am very very scared about corona. Will we die? I am so scared that my dreams have become about the virus. I cry internally and I just wanna go back to school. This has been so surreal that I sometimes think I will wake up from a bad dream. I never do. Words can’t express how I truly feel. I wanna go back to school, I wanna play with friends, I want this to be over.
I am scared... I am so scared that I don’t know what else to write. I.... I don’t wanna die
I cried writing this. I don’t like this",-1.9340812077043203,-0.0627648141592907,0.4731494013534636,103.50947423217077,99.79646017699116,3.3667881311816767,11.956793336803749,5.0885558068054335,-1.6262666319625194,388,6,100,2,17,129,64,113,0.23,0.63,0.14,-0.9309,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,4,2,0,15,1,1,1,2,18,21,5,2,5,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,1,20,3,15,17,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,71,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351436119703313,0.1276663555186308,0.0,0.16886768028970076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359102090452637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173752083733585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772957307151234,0.0,0.13542533452408798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773115863498428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813131009787528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379487813655112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403065891302028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469994353104778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179270533813732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123242522166044,0.30948893711869235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122348100264085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797309941788733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25231948096075657,0.09018525897830842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ripple_reader,2020/04/14,"procrastination and anxiety I'm not sure if this is the place for this, since I'm undiagnosed and all... and maybe posting this here is just part of the whole procrastination thing I've got going on...

...I do collaborative writing/roleplaying in forums and Discord. Once in a while, and yes, right now, I miss a deadline on how quickly I'm supposed to reply to my collaborators, because I'm not in the mood to write... and then I end up not wanting to visit the site or open Discord because I'm afraid (anxious?) that something bad's happened because I missed the deadline, which leads to me becoming even later in replying. 

How do I deal with this? I did eventually check the site/Discord in other times, and things didn't explode then, but this is the latest I've been in a while... the deadline was supposed to be a week and now I'm a week past it and a few days more. I guess I could just force myself to look at the site, but urgh...",4.296249480249478,5.353447032432435,5.39567567567568,81.72482328482332,70.56756756756756,7.854469854469856,29.90644490644491,8.139509932561175,1.967465696465696,731,29,148,10,13,242,104,185,0.059000000000000004,0.929,0.011000000000000001,-0.6048,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,15,1,11,0,0,3,2,29,25,19,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,5,1,11,1,20,18,5,34,0,2,1,0,3,15,0,3,15,102,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078185993598658,0.20790065204380925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365672308663622,0.3365475379766108,0.20324582998510152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469323683741959,0.0,0.0,0.11868363126458703,0.18972605906710674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299527813219455,0.0,0.0,0.12154957312181434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458805436725498,0.0,0.14718498943986644,0.0,0.20272894836634384,0.0,0.16273644343973073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453820721365813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184882100285418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195985127639014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928572638901146,0.17567672674083448,0.0,0.0,0.1922713804072522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624913533765504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715995991117024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223088367699206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416746948219512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344537470020707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445216910046279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073089259919583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854520996570803,0.0,0.2952343013220206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054620671671572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Opposite-Evening,2020/04/14,Today I left the house for the first time in probably 2 months This might not seem like a big thing but it was so much for me to do today. I haven't been in public in at least 2 months and I was so scared (not because of the virus but because in public too much is going on and because the last time I went somewhere by car was at least 3 weeks ago). It all looked so different because with the virus things have changed so much but I managed it anyway. I even talked to strangers.,3.3185431400282885,4.037938732673268,3.7064497878359255,94.1880198019802,72.56435643564356,6.563507779349363,24.32956152758133,6.1826913282559595,0.3880512022630835,376,10,87,2,7,117,62,101,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.7695,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,0,1,11,13,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,1,7,1,14,7,6,22,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,2,11,63,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995523145141235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412487486864489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895493406016136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674220477954902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111732383145423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438923014467798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614079476268614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951945641130611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378926653788718,0.0,0.0,0.18379908351625132,0.0,0.0,0.08264584108353315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205662542063138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945812884953885,0.0,0.0,0.2700529771467228,0.0,0.3730688745046801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238929140360616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693644280308365,0.0,0.0,0.1540021463582029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359690228300309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477241643058107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972838196945592,0.0,0.32069870397568784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569456159226567,0.0,0.0,0.15681834604647776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,computerscientist494,2020/04/14,"Why is my anxiety worse on certain days and some days I barely have it I have bad anxiety, but some days it’s more manageable than others while other days I get it really bad",2.755833333333332,4.436347361111113,4.823333333333338,81.855,75.3888888888889,9.244444444444444,23.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,2.1791777777777765,139,4,28,4,3,48,25,36,0.299,0.662,0.039,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,20,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043090743026804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412841789403073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6816910802753211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806245743047454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928867493515473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844925400857495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929866798086183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Belliana101,2020/04/14,"SIBLING BULLYING!! What do I do? Just try harder to avoid any communication?! For the millionth time this year my lil bro says to 
me about the cousin I was talking about“HE GOT A HIGH SCORE IN HIS GSC (Highschool senior exam thing)  AND HES going to Uni UNLIKE YOU.  You have no future!”  I don’t know why but over and over again all he says to me is “you have no future” 
I get a lost for words and say nothing, ignore it and be the bigger person like I’ve done all my school life (well mostly because of my anxiety). All I could say was that everyone has different pathways and just wanted silence from then on. And my lil bro goes “you don’t even have a pathway. You’re lost and have no pathway!”    And this is how he talks to me when no one else is around or listening.  For one my mother says nothing.  And my dad is always upstairs sleeping not caring about anything.   And it’s been going on for a while now. I honestly don’t know how he got like this.    First year out of high school I dropped out of a business Tafe course (in my country this is like a community college) my parent enrolled me in. Then ended up having a medication relapse and finding out I was depressed and suicidal.  now I’m studying makeup.  With me I’ve always been less of an academic person and like creating things, and dream of singing and acting. 
I want to take an apprentice in hairdressing as backup, and persue a course in music as well.... at community college. Get it for free because of my anxiety 
Updated 8 hours ago:
No matter how much I try to not speak to the lil bro or ignore it. It ends up happening. And IDK if it’s my period but having it repeated over and over can kind of hurt. 
 The lil bro Grew up to become a introverted nerd that thinks he knows more than everyone else in the fam. He’s in ten twelve grade this year. I try to ignore it but at times it can actually get hurtful, like now. And try more to avoid communicating with em. Who knows maybe next year will be different.  
Updated 8 hours ago:
I’m pretty sure the tone is in a direct I want to hurt your feelings to feel good about myself tone
Every single day is “you have no future” or constant use of the word “dumb”
Idk what to say and just ignore it. But sometimes it actually hurts?! What do I do. Try harder not to speak to him em until his a lot older?! 

I know I’m older and should just stand up for myself. But honestly I never know what to say, and honestly it’s gone on long enough. A part of my wants to smack the lil monster in the face but he would probably do it back and throw a tantrum",1.8306395348837228,3.9286156375968986,3.5049550387596935,88.31485116279073,79.63953488372094,6.453581395348837,22.335503875969,7.554174236665415,0.9166474108527134,1983,62,413,30,50,659,229,516,0.135,0.753,0.11199999999999999,-0.9447,4,2,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,6,0,3,20,31,2,2,25,0,38,4,2,4,5,83,69,43,1,8,17,8,2,5,0,3,2,10,0,2,27,29,0,6,10,2,1,6,13,16,2,4,11,12,43,16,69,52,12,75,0,7,0,0,39,29,1,6,43,279,70,10,0.0,0.0,0.14064194767062746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277551533431319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992076417180945,0.0,0.0,0.04900383453388446,0.0,0.11025267331292897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059299921975166925,0.0641494152562035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541032916061882,0.0,0.0878552245667578,0.079585523680933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347081738232851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787215566172258,0.0,0.05753470801146236,0.0,0.0,0.04647327301740602,0.0,0.06206588610013239,0.0,0.0,0.15057645708833214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374324666534664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120395151339783,0.0,0.1276490107435013,0.0744580990399518,0.0,0.04759549768279405,0.0,0.06071435607186405,0.1377144196940683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287224027357203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065862291868281,0.06129490401335502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294642626150946,0.0,0.08190765909635664,0.060441204145053,0.11526725506154804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372315276565764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522724437057843,0.0,0.0,0.14193080128774227,0.0,0.30857042974829124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504026399046393,0.2376164811421688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089869434741385,0.1760264046576456,0.0,0.0,0.06377156570820068,0.0,0.0,0.1573258137562329,0.061263539574580174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239478798420776,0.0,0.0,0.07259370365272527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297300046218356,0.0,0.0555777534422514,0.0,0.07663750875149011,0.0,0.0,0.13828861710769694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766056484597907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001502236031899,0.07803485512085144,0.0,0.0,0.12584147207352991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331176904382808,0.07769376121753642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011396426091551,0.0,0.14585881141844945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211287009035815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127000209751103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882285056641483,0.0,0.06791647817110677,0.0,0.05418077504276952,0.11583952886095053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574802509540832,0.046173669292076065,0.0,0.0,0.08403849733433161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24462286218567555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062237419144202624,0.0,0.0,0.1700133750111564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958267817709812,0.0,0.06502368948622124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118994512670174,0.0,0.0,0.18561924410130012
anxiety,Li11y0fth3va11y,2020/04/14,"Struggling with bad anxiety So I have always have a little bit of anxiety and it was bad for a little but I went through a few months of therapy and learned to deal with it by building this large support system and moving out of my parents house. Now because of COVID I have had to move back home and I am a university student so everything is changing and won't stop changing. I have been having small panic attack every day and I just don't know how to deal with my emotions. I am going to seek therapy as soon as I can but I know that online therapy doesn't work for me, I've tried it before. Does anyone had any coping mechanisms or things that have tried that help to deal with overwhelming anxiety about Covid and rapid change?",3.5578538812785365,5.367314671232883,4.5111643835616455,84.38994292237444,73.5205479452055,7.606392694063928,26.55022831050229,8.344100000000001,1.8192666666666668,586,21,113,10,12,190,88,146,0.134,0.802,0.064,-0.8083,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,3,4,0,17,0,0,1,0,21,22,15,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,5,0,12,1,21,16,2,15,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,80,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799343308700023,0.0,0.0,0.08008711441369366,0.0,0.27027941423408264,0.0,0.0,0.0823469834085761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397950006467976,0.0,0.09055726788315764,0.19666477450938846,0.07179102909644226,0.0,0.10021294003413933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285734964498769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37375268692072333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595141010343273,0.3642447125852373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306064620708387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247453167536158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922565504376817,0.0,0.1058433895052934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669309670131211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893823194156711,0.0,0.1181321393197665,0.0,0.0,0.13588987863102647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944577700107365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360714137221671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940022752558814,0.25034010582272354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817681580410165,0.13076879210654613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984603490650151,0.0,0.12311796892197145,0.0,0.0,0.13364312579905613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040381322381581,0.0,0.07824064293783882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991515226036296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917325545516177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573740156665058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xTarantulax,2020/04/14,"Anybody else have an irrational fear about a seemingly normal thing? For me, it’s driving. Every time I go to drive, my anxiety gets so bad I nearly vomit. Even if I’m not the one driving, I get very panicky. It seemed to lead to some avoidance behaviors. For example, I would only drive between 12am and 6am if I could. Those are the times when there is low volume traffic. 

I was getting better until I got into a car accident a few months ago that made things worse. I see horrible car accidents happen often within a mile or so of my house frequently. Sometimes multiple times a day (whenever I do leave my house during the day). My psychology class even studied cases of anxiety in car accident victims. Sometimes with the best avoidance, you can’t avoid what causes your anxiety. 

Anyway, I started doing what I did before to try and get over my fears. I started driving to run errands at night and slowly start to drive “safe” routes during the day. Over time I would become more familiar with the routes at night and would be willing to try them during the day.

Unfortunately due to the pandemic, nothing is open during my “safe” driving hours. It (my anxiety) has caused strain on  my finances because there is no public transportation in my area and holding down a job without driving isn’t  available, even before the pandemic. 

The good thing about the pandemic and my anxiety over driving? Everyone is at home and not on the road so I can practice new routes during daylight hours. So that’s an interesting silver lining.",5.143272727272726,7.0026298807017575,5.85806220095694,76.13666267942584,69.49122807017544,8.690590111642742,31.90191387559809,9.218907990703514,3.116684210526315,1216,54,203,25,22,396,163,285,0.185,0.753,0.062,-0.9826,1,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,3,14,15,1,6,20,0,20,1,0,4,0,36,35,16,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,11,0,6,2,0,1,16,6,9,0,1,4,1,28,6,33,25,4,57,0,1,1,0,4,19,0,7,22,142,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685290022538901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747701828164656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180877597204922,0.059727383623276536,0.1082106414772975,0.1667466475621832,0.0,0.10282342289763363,0.08665489078421687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130383813472333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822864477325712,0.0,0.0,0.2527546444212394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184928586676797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414357401232815,0.0,0.08255194052321704,0.09362359513718414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050831732074108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476094433665373,0.0,0.05568399831264796,0.08218054200934302,0.07836314341251037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664293352359581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828141053545232,0.0,0.1929801092257308,0.2261103375635557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722951871946496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374612572241933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271055616852908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820628881258232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462919554574076,0.0,0.18389421557977856,0.09599909064610464,0.09401395677325547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639343363113695,0.07451781219457504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807696276491713,0.17839368353719107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380842867803305,0.0,0.2080511477888328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527964515186286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285304986317474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133043275273271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084333498613078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944487255209312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998494641313562,0.20880544135975146,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crematedfingers,2020/04/14,"Social anxiety scenario Before this pandemic, I went hiking with some co-workers.  I'm new to the area and I am friendly with them, and I thought this would be a good chance to make some memories, develop friendships with new people.  Most of my life I've suffered from severe social anxiety, causing myself to self-isolate so I have very little experience with socializing and having friends.

I thought this would be my chance.  I can finally change something.  But during the hike, the usual happened.  I was constantly thinking of what to say, thinking if I should have something, thinking so much I didn't hear what people were saying and feeling shame at a missed opportunity to comment.  My head was swirling, a lot of negative thoughts, and I left the hike feeling like I was quiet, awkward, and did not vibe with the others and missed another opportunity to make friends.

Because I Just can't stop overthinking, I don't know what to say.  I am devastated, I want to create relationships badly but I get in my way.  Or maybe I'm just not interesting enough to ever make friends with most people.",5.7971641791044775,7.616809313432835,6.132517412935325,74.96235820895524,67.80597014925374,8.743084577114429,34.295522388059695,9.21078282632365,3.320703880597016,876,42,147,17,15,281,114,201,0.11599999999999999,0.737,0.14800000000000002,0.5199,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,5,15,0,2,8,0,19,2,1,4,1,45,40,13,0,5,8,0,2,1,4,3,1,5,0,0,7,13,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,10,7,22,9,21,25,7,14,0,3,0,0,14,5,0,7,8,103,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535801507471102,0.16831898480126056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185609442008746,0.06706278298845263,0.0,0.09361279166392886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130134520601236,0.1163789573236883,0.0,0.0,0.11888475618241374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136726327266908,0.0,0.0,0.09951287774766594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761363014345487,0.0,0.0,0.11125155639743392,0.07859316772004166,0.0,0.12051364719184185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399824716617848,0.0,0.057477148426472176,0.0,0.0,0.09227351878340403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728395747292368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290487353126888,0.0,0.1239924233245716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046015888790787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952923125036495,0.0,0.0777052955074397,0.05374669808884597,0.11026172898955892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352895015304767,0.0,0.0,0.22030319876619556,0.0,0.11052264632004527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808720676945785,0.0,0.0,0.21250209938152068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288070749794871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811257819061835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26245978718826485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147673453714758,0.1242831523445054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364325921561548,0.0,0.1693864594153127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197562850706688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147528417018416,0.0,0.26201362868178496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116355889543876,0.09077208311071587,0.06488840094446507,0.08732304154166119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198296961166203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009063009159521,0.0,0.0,0.15629987621802674,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lillylilxxx,2020/04/14,"EMERGENCY: I sent a very embarrassing picture to my friend, please help! Okay, I am freaking out so much right now. I accidentally sent an extremly embarrassing picture to a friend (a mude). I turned off the wifi before it was sent (there was an empty circle next to the message). It was only giving me the option to delete it for myself. And then I deleted the app and the pictures off my phone. If I download it again, or if I open my messenger or facebook on my laptop will they be sent??? I am so ashamed, I am literally having a panic attack right now.

UPDATE: it wasn't sent, when I downloaded the app again the message was gone and my friend never received it 😅 PHEW. I told her and we actually ended up laughing a lot about it haha",1.7463534482758618,4.210492510344828,3.8133405172413792,83.86414870689654,82.51724137931033,6.107758620689657,23.54525862068965,7.413659706084162,1.2390086206896551,574,21,110,9,16,195,85,145,0.168,0.677,0.155,-0.501,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,0,9,12,1,4,14,2,11,0,0,0,1,14,20,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,6,0,0,12,0,21,6,11,6,2,25,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,6,10,84,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.20646385547145868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406938137179928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800322788864347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739008767812346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903802519941721,0.0,0.0,0.20295924239884489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181232266875812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987103833371826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552984145139132,0.0,0.1631774508840342,0.0,0.22500933459221226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091012015120418,0.0,0.24823428022378136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224263809302556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613628444298793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216621367218213,0.0,0.0,0.2301296964879004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456914478481406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mojojojo219,2020/04/14,"Fear Everyone Will Leave Me To give some context, I'm adopted, so my birth mom didn't even want me. I haven't been able to keep a friend except for the last 3 years I've had two guy friends and one other guy friend who is now my boyfriend. 

I'm so scared all of the time he's going to leave me. 
Not only do I love him but that will also mean that my other two friends will most likely stop seeing me. People like to say it won't happen, but I know from experience that it does. 

He's given me almost no reason to think this but I can't help it. My anxiety won't leave me alone. And it does t help that I can't read him. I never know when he's happy or angry or sad. And I thought that we were going to get married soon and it just keeps not happening. My parents are pressuring me as well and I just can't take it because it underlies the gear I have that he's just going to leave eventually. 

I'm having panic attacks so badly I'm going to throw up. 
I live with him so the fear is constant. and I would love to talk to him about it but no one ever seems to get it. They just think I can think my way out of it. And the reassurance doesn't mean a thing because everyone else who's left me high and dry (relationship or friendship) have always assured me they were not even considering it. I mean I'm too scared to even get into little dumb arguments with him like who's going to take out the trash like a normal couple.

And speaking of marriage... I'm afraid to do that! Well. The crowd thing anyways. I am so afraid to stand up in front of a crowd of people I know I'll panic and run away. And I can't have a court wedding because he's his mother's only son and she would hate me. 

I hate this. I hate myself. What is wrong with me?",1.2128163992869894,2.7811716898395744,3.0909625668449223,93.087816399287,79.42780748663101,5.816755793226383,19.622103386809272,6.574015621080383,-0.020815329768270274,1348,31,313,12,33,452,170,374,0.235,0.6709999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9958,1,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,2,0,22,32,5,9,12,0,30,2,0,1,4,60,70,27,0,4,15,4,0,4,4,7,0,2,0,2,28,19,0,3,12,1,0,8,15,17,2,4,7,3,46,15,36,56,3,32,0,1,1,2,42,11,1,7,15,205,74,1,0.0779431057652459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804876156559269,0.0807255511619981,0.0,0.062331073520398635,0.06485490788870435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962626257075102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867153504005741,0.07323011359659402,0.0,0.06507923762827751,0.14254018149822487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422880753661999,0.0,0.0,0.08624256402767948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641707420897506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651114634259792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444205877702122,0.07050400149168366,0.0,0.14895595547421886,0.0,0.07624331354780453,0.0,0.17541532691836295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24087460067198174,0.0,0.1221661673378579,0.07477012930277632,0.22148431602983232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435185781045085,0.13784966203429436,0.08297188543326672,0.0,0.2308580409964571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448724164857673,0.0823511706144388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855882734706826,0.0,0.0,0.12850647762079626,0.06353403412642362,0.0,0.3301219796374547,0.08468541247238921,0.0,0.0,0.15231625767421628,0.0781194683653676,0.06882519037460658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069339211031368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547086759483593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128602344876498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060114528206211465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636769476163452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563253129992532,0.11855848837066102,0.0,0.1828988816704351,0.08654659500762263,0.0,0.0,0.10807187117072996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796419827660797,0.0,0.0,0.08013849413260664,0.0,0.08368172619883135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198348611171724,0.15606929231149835,0.0,0.06211056396697898,0.07095647615035319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516392648099137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720703079253597,0.06264771598173262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356387221134504,0.14982838490909384,0.0,0.061878119648205686,0.045449251773567685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227817751284045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597286321657839,0.06186760940350795,0.0,0.0,0.14016042534730475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073709207735376,0.08521855044056742,0.0,0.05019280464771537
anxiety,clrxnn,2020/04/14,"Subconsciously anxious? I've been trying to figure out why my mind goes completely blank when interacting with other people (excluding my close family) but I don't really 'sense' the anxiety inside of me. I'm not able to think properly anymore, remember a lot of things and I would move very awkwardly the whole time when trying to socialise. About 2months ago I had an internship and my boss called me on my phone, whereupon I forgot the whole 2-min conversation we had, just after she hung up. It's driving me insane how brain turns off at public. Also, if people asked personal questions about me, I wouldn't even know how to reply myself and just come up with some stupid answer, which isn't even true regarding my opinion for example. It's making me feel extremely dumb and embarrassed/self-conscious each time this happens. People constantly misunderstand me and I don't really know how to fix this. Any advice?",6.398992015968063,8.12759348502994,6.6542664670658676,72.14191866267467,66.24550898203593,10.357085828343314,30.084331337325352,10.504223727775694,3.5164774451097798,740,27,120,20,12,238,116,167,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,12,4,2,1,5,0,8,1,1,5,1,38,19,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,1,8,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,4,1,20,1,19,13,5,17,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,5,7,82,27,1,0.1513809399735584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792770252500187,0.13419006948330178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105928300442745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294423025564306,0.0,0.11580600473191854,0.17101737329867447,0.15012921518176636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152074395049766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689911936931931,0.1545768651167511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040127560274367,0.15872003541936694,0.16358901704723786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997136628977533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270847764842878,0.0,0.07654275173894734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133865665275386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639001131174053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869866173187727,0.0,0.0,0.10104795292461376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285159551819927,0.0,0.0,0.16089398203882624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148454494192325,0.13217999774985814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695812979260337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395701295513348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148509503943365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579233353486733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057076997851293,0.0969987938406053,0.0,0.0,0.17654288694370676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055554426723385,0.1646589925600261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490512937274965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365977525271508,0.3380228267108925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753667642586408,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Iccamemario,2020/04/14,"How do I know that I have social anxiety? \[17M\] As a smaller kid, I always wanted to be around other people and friends. In class I used to talk with others, even when the teacher told me not to. I didn't have this ""feeling"" which I do now. It could be described by something which is trying to pull me back. 

Now (before quarantine), in school, I am (was) mostly quiet, and happy when the class started, because I am not ""forced"" to socialize, due to being not allowed to speak during class. But what's very interesting is that deep down I want to socialize. Maybe because I feel that if I don't socialize now, as an adult I won't have anyone in my life and I will be alone. Maybe it's my childhood self, who tries to break free again, i don't know. Maybe I am just envious of others and their ability to easily socialze. Am I inhibited?

During quarantine I have very interesting feelings. Others not being able to socialize makes me ""calm"", or I don't know how to phrase it, because if they can't, then I don't have to either. This happens to me all the time. There are feelings of ""freedom"" and power that I have, but only when I can make a conversation with someone, with whom I want to make that conversation, and if he/she also wants to do the same, therefore I can feel free and break those chains which are holding me back. Those are the moments for which I live. Those moments are priceless.

Anyone having (had) same conditions during teenage? Is it social anxiety? What are your experiences? 

But most importantly (for me), will it go away?",3.7809392419175047,5.5206867525083645,4.738984113712377,83.27607929208475,72.77926421404682,7.525139353400222,26.505156075808248,8.212053250817874,1.7222473801560765,1205,42,232,19,24,392,147,299,0.027000000000000003,0.882,0.09,0.9489,2,3,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,2,1,16,8,1,0,8,0,41,1,0,8,1,51,61,23,0,8,13,0,5,0,1,3,1,2,0,3,27,11,0,1,8,0,2,2,11,1,0,0,4,7,35,9,32,48,6,27,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,6,16,183,62,4,0.10033788422716212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391978773673732,0.0,0.08024016976538245,0.08348915757731676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535164135938255,0.0,0.0,0.14031716324728588,0.0,0.0,0.08932198982896278,0.0,0.0,0.09427074515259153,0.1543072789654353,0.0,0.1834951287669213,0.0,0.08538014924294328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011163598744123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627222622291683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814970410463088,0.0,0.0,0.2536692454067333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752080045502202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702433189374565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872845965112806,0.10681154353518996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542923132664286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087161497341213,0.0,0.0,0.08860019004783985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200928950574212,0.0,0.30240867310337594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763114823529845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956165520528046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154729562186804,0.0,0.0,0.10467429612836487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6136910227312669,0.0850159636969331,0.07724500534356878,0.0,0.0,0.07101967089224126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064779061028983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058507827188748814,0.0,0.0,0.0958771482646175,0.0,0.1362456740770847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665971618878889,0.0,0.16557852544145574,0.2367275351284765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bluepancake03,2020/04/14,I think i’m a brain in a vat I’m fucking terrified...I feel i’m the only person who is real and i’m stuck in some sort of fucked experiment. It’s troubling me greatly and this lockdown is making me overthink. I read about it somewhere and it may be skitzophrenia? Does this thought count as a delusion? AHHH PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE IM TERRIFIED,0.5918181818181836,3.0691702857142857,2.400389610389613,89.18733766233767,96.14285714285714,4.831168831168832,24.935064935064936,6.574015621080383,1.22757142857143,280,13,53,4,11,92,48,70,0.19899999999999998,0.677,0.124,-0.7774,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,11,15,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,1,5,11,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,3,0,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248776099354866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950189465770799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799163745238287,0.0,0.0,0.11268047047513227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120454468162227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569468788859355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937273735863188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24071798143371895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875518082923686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948869226148616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945854309582831,0.0,0.4892482956417696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291191783426115,0.2536539217712486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882144683931215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279431399012935,0.0,0.17691928638606816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ForgotMyMainPass69,2020/04/14,Accidentally made my ex and my current girlfriend friendly with each other My girl doesn't know. Please kill me.,3.5693333333333332,6.808418600000002,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,88.0,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.348666666666667,92,4,15,1,3,28,18,20,0.166,0.57,0.264,0.5538,1,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759504016380995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383571747077456,0.0,0.2674257988173478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604381339588007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341469974382393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,builtbybama_rolltide,2020/04/14,"Cymbalta for anxiety? I’m new to this sub. New to anxiety in general. I had my first panic attack yesterday. All I can say is it was ugly, couldn’t breathe, felt like an elephant sitting on my chest, shaking, sobbing like a baby and my BP skyrocketed to 159/112 and my heart rate was almost 130 bpm. 

All this happened in my doctor’s office when I was explaining to her how I got furloughed, was losing my health insurance and I was super stressed. She is amazing and hugged me while I cried. I have chronic illness that puts me at high risk of coronavirus so I’m medically mandated to stay at home since I am immune compromised. Losing my health insurance was absolutely devastating to me. Jobs come and go but I need my health insurance.  She gave me a script for .5 mg of Xanax and for Cymbalta. 

Since the layoff I haven’t slept more than 2 hours a night, I’m angry all the time, I’m lashing out at my partner and my dog (just cranky not physically)  and I can’t make simple decisions like what to watch on Netflix or what to have for dinner without feeling like I’m under pressure and it’s a life or death decision.

I’ve always been a typical type A personality, an overachiever, perfectionist and worked in a high pressure industry. I thrives on pressure, deadlines, quotas, etc. I was always highly motivated and as some would say in my industry I was a shark.  I went after my target and I got it. It wasn’t uncommon for me to work 80-90 hours a week to achieve my goals. My doctor firmly believes my desire for perfection has finally pushed me to burnout and the layoff forced my body and mental state to realize that I was killing myself for corporate America. That the anxiety of always pushing myself to be the best, be perfect, to make that sale has finally reared. She feels like I’ve been struggling for longer than I realized but covered it well by being a workaholic. 

Have any of you tried Cymbalta? How long did it take to feel better? So far the side effects are killing me. How long do they last? If it keeps me from another meltdown like yesterday I’ll take it forever. I never realized how bad I really was until I finally broke yesterday. Any coping tips? I really don’t like the idea of Xanax but I finally slept last night and slept hard for almost 13 hours which isn’t like me at all.",3.6640640018755133,5.646703436525617,5.101899542843746,79.52972424100341,73.65478841870824,8.824311335130698,29.187727112882428,9.414487439383343,2.8526935412026733,1829,78,341,46,38,612,228,449,0.149,0.711,0.14,0.6337,1,0,0,0,0,1,47.0,0,1,1,15,11,32,3,8,19,0,35,21,7,8,7,61,61,31,3,5,9,0,5,8,1,1,12,2,1,2,17,17,1,1,13,1,1,7,9,16,1,1,23,8,56,16,50,33,8,54,0,4,1,1,12,18,1,6,34,219,73,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711428307886807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958320443403136,0.0,0.0,0.10669846503575424,0.08226250146896152,0.18004393616039985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924910772359387,0.0,0.0,0.06550313905168798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838718405307078,0.08232927198587325,0.06938335518534969,0.0,0.08714115059767302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675784155700868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617451732912701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059543104881105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749337678593151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119001241252821,0.11209053087179192,0.07532506836377592,0.3437560562299277,0.0,0.06673020830866447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458539613981676,0.0,0.12548853881473018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937378117454422,0.0,0.0702765052864457,0.0,0.0,0.25016858777257983,0.0,0.0929645728076271,0.0,0.24866272453764934,0.07869254641701623,0.0,0.2317746985936173,0.0,0.0,0.08856140135577646,0.0,0.0,0.07785031139918032,0.06973067344761133,0.1735883680448432,0.0,0.0,0.1278957413628192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541211836634803,0.3066167757912316,0.0,0.0,0.13885297423585893,0.0,0.1755327510149011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473303307322003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903092507638736,0.0790599520931493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817027232750155,0.0605060913990659,0.15153653823887578,0.0,0.1472415181720704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204510774148283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850021042129369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886471978071527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051517949981573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247744459723059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979062082214346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361811196406492,0.0,0.0,0.08986512352146164,0.08201380708035542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797047285174475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574529092863278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532629418822655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292849770530537,0.0,0.07053668854810792,0.07272467528203456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562376930277027,0.0,0.11422622990336526,0.0,0.0,0.05572919570719365,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Freakingleftout,2020/04/14,"left out feels i dont know, even here. im anonymously writing here right?!
i cant even talk about my feelings
i feel so alone. i just feel so ALONE.",-1.4506250000000025,0.5231526875000014,0.18100000000000094,105.164,100.25,3.8100000000000014,15.775,5.6839178017228535,-0.9477325,114,3,29,1,5,36,22,32,0.21899999999999997,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.7536,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257206510827751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974517863108779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352650989518915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133157553891327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414762281869065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948187843603624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757545135421522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674386901420364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399487870124094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,no_worries_m8_,2020/04/14,"So exhausted I'm a postgrad student currently on medication for my anxiety disorder. I'm so tired for trying to calm down... and to meet expectations' of people around me.

I'm so so tired, I want to quit. I'm so exhausted for trying my best and yet feeling like a failure.",2.6355555555555554,4.761264777777782,5.447925925925926,75.2396666666667,77.14814814814815,9.505185185185187,31.170370370370367,9.888512548439397,3.658908148148148,214,11,40,7,5,77,33,54,0.294,0.522,0.184,-0.809,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,6,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,10,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818474708010547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306236258199916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718737374960521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969120297503694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099153130543606,0.1850767705759608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656654006920975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609816953315793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960371429477545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275548533035172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955164120642792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517775568828367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280381288890688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cryingfroyo,2020/04/14,"does anyone experience only the physical symptoms? i've been having physical symptoms for a long time now and i just learnt that it was due to anxiety. my palms and feet sweat, i have trouble breathing and my heart feels like it's about to fall out?? does anyone else not really have mental symptoms but mainly physical symptoms of anxiety? it's bad enough to keep me up at night. thanks for reading",4.085942857142856,6.603478813333336,4.793904761904766,79.77600000000002,74.2,8.019047619047619,28.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.572561904761905,321,13,55,7,7,103,55,75,0.138,0.792,0.07,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,9,5,0,0,9,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,2,10,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476458104113313,0.0,0.0,0.2263533702587148,0.16584529808588605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514682833158326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832905790157328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521375004899355,0.0,0.0,0.16724525332914286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833071165232915,0.0,0.0,0.08184157561339488,0.11563323493071374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180557365712364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438691258205765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790769063921168,0.0,0.0,0.14324152509374893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311740060281438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189519515988525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310226931822325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190438770475088,0.0,0.1036920360248736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6729404963770068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490194808701453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943822093049898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,siddharth11_11,2020/04/14,"Anxiety sky high during quarintine I stay away from family and live with my roommate who literally games all the fuckin time!

 It's like he is happy he doesn't have to go to college anymore this is a blessing for him. He has no other interests 

 I'M STUCK IN MY HEAD ALL DAY!
This pandemic really makes it worse for those who need distractions to escape from all the overthinking and anxiety! 

Trying to develop new hobbies such as reading and stuff, watching shows and movies also gets boring after a while",5.677583586626143,7.454391712765961,6.217355623100302,74.40500000000003,68.04255319148936,10.052279635258358,30.44984802431611,10.290406445055957,3.4767465045592703,407,16,68,11,7,132,74,94,0.158,0.72,0.122,-0.4162,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,4,0,5,2,1,1,3,10,11,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,4,4,13,10,3,11,1,0,1,1,7,4,1,0,6,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496132833095166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353870135892557,0.0,0.22937604099544545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173031574728105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916194722430245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803821181541247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083869415210527,0.0,0.13144658348919153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621090696983075,0.0,0.0,0.23736872573593884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24436899681297225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299587731552024,0.0,0.20423198118273714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438686843516572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149749066056774,0.0,0.2233798726696848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313510880055652,0.0,0.1481693343333822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24652276501087955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264769994982627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348661831876817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702970800240915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357027390454501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwohhaimark2,2020/04/14,"I often can't work for around an hour before meetings. This has gotten better, but I've been at my current job for almost two years, and even now for certain meetings I get so nervous I can't bring myself to do any work. 

I get butterflies in my stomach that usually slowly build up. The feeling comes in steaks of gradually growing intensity. The anxiety usually has something of a real basis, being afraid I haven't accomplished enough, that I won't have enough to say, or that I'll embarrass myself. But oftentimes the feeling remains even when I'm not thinking or worrying about anything specific in any conscious sense. 

By the time my meeting is over my armpits are usually stained with sweat. 

Is this anxiety? I'd love to see a therapist but... coronavirus.",5.323982074263763,7.248553267605632,6.064263764404613,74.57734314980794,69.14084507042253,9.38898847631242,35.44430217669654,9.800150414767053,3.924385915492958,612,32,101,15,11,200,95,142,0.09300000000000001,0.78,0.127,0.5971,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,8,6,0,3,7,0,13,4,3,0,1,18,24,8,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,2,4,12,3,18,20,2,19,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,4,9,71,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734382149609785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370869544770746,0.0,0.2404092986543333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293052787195753,0.13987974592740302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370675693875034,0.0,0.0,0.13896944363236402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535429049580794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247162872599584,0.0,0.2075668529967998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890013048314086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418873911549053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474220882693254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592809590786075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418167023398662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788492766184667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249567370299867,0.0,0.0,0.12521292194533098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209669840798346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824409960841094,0.0,0.10068308656152468,0.0,0.0,0.09162424636528746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349398183720894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191722059916551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287862207800085,0.15957397782673674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118709812251797
anxiety,glowism,2020/04/14,"I think I have anxiety? Can anyone help? Yes, I know its bad to self-diagnose but I’m a 16 year old who doesn’t know any better. A lot of bad events/situations have occurred to me in the past year and a half (having to move back into your home country in a rush with a completely different culture, bullying, and generally I’m having a very difficult time making friends; especially since the culture is very toxic in the country I live in). It wasn’t that bad before but now I’ve been having more breakdowns in quarantine, I worry a lot and my self esteem is super low, my chest pains hurt more now, and it gets even more difficult to breathe when I think/worry at times. I’m honestly so scared to talk to new people or even my current friends (or even my boyfriend), because I feel worthless and a burden to them. 

Is it normal to feel all this? Can anyone give me some tips to calm down? I’ve talked to my parents about it and they finally agreed to take me to a professional after quarantine but its still pretty far away for me and I’m scared that it would get worse and that I might even do something bad to myself..",5.7079794871794896,5.564857302222227,6.36888888888889,80.22769230769231,67.08888888888889,9.589743589743591,30.64102564102564,9.265573868473778,2.436712820512821,883,30,179,15,13,290,127,225,0.251,0.621,0.128,-0.9896,3,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,2,11,19,0,2,12,1,16,3,2,1,1,29,30,15,0,2,5,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,12,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,13,0,1,2,2,21,6,27,26,7,28,0,3,0,0,14,11,0,6,15,119,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661673787041481,0.0,0.08618917530717123,0.0,0.0,0.1575573620905863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585340798530964,0.0866331931979122,0.3762855881932909,0.0686801428419171,0.0,0.0958704607355217,0.0,0.0,0.0996439139967848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812814878803747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435361002416505,0.0,0.1177119816431436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29765929988626183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139346213245729,0.0,0.0,0.12342008689023952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409093148952676,0.0,0.11772666114246695,0.10807948552150344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551763937179562,0.0,0.11301317594714473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206112743801645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383656518941395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948613485052253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156919442105225,0.0,0.0,0.07520542435784311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952081278604787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197461190023347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881351689686904,0.0,0.0,0.1103887506584023,0.0,0.0,0.1182240058802133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198845587633811,0.0,0.12510225071543976,0.0,0.10755243754657452,0.07810841270703131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462181776333172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255966249627115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507040186679445,0.0,0.0,0.0931984726325381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086735784810283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997520654689359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471080433914625,0.1811133129109493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438363651807828,0.0,0.0,0.13139289164883333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592248505928527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288355671158373,0.11481627091661012,0.08003468799286499,0.0,0.0,0.14510640957270549
anxiety,esq0bar,2020/04/14,Biting inside of mouth I started the above habit as a nervous tick in grad school. It carried on to after exams. Now while I work it’s still there. It’s gotten to the point I bite when I’m nervous or bored or anxious. I just don’t know how to stop. Anyone been able to stop this habit permanently?,1.5131182795698948,3.5276065483870984,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,80.29032258064517,4.778494623655916,20.010752688172047,5.46131890053228,-0.21710537634408533,234,6,50,1,6,76,47,62,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,7,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,9,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,31,8,4,0.3253047335353294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675017545838637,0.0,0.2274606333996976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877897409726948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30751812097303083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292257575286069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302523647305809,0.0,0.25978878041456904,0.5439386468345413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368257203743971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MasterCar6,2020/04/14,"Dyspnea, possible arrhythmia due to anxiety Dear all, I really need your help, i have already consulted many doctors and specialists but nothing is helping, and i know well that experience is the best answer. I have had anxiety for as long as i can remember, but i manage just fine with it. It has caused me an ulcer which I really just learned to live with as well. Fast forward to two weeks ago, i have a feeling of my heart stopping and my breathing stopped as well. I wake up really shocked and I thought im dreaming (i have nightmares often) so i try to go back to sleep but a voice in my head tells me im going to die if i dont get up now (this never happened) so i got up and wow, my blood pressure was so high i was having a pre- cardiac arrest (until now i dont know why this happened) my blood pressure was 189/90. Im a 25 year old female, slightly over weight and a smoker. The ER doctor gave me concor without an ECG and told me to fuck off. Since then till now i cant breathe properly, i puke often, its ruining my life. I go to a specialist yesterday and he told me my anxiety got so bad it’s affecting my digestive system and breathing (dyspnea) and the ecg showed possibly sinus arrhythmia borderline ecg. Gave me xanax and omeprazole for 10 days and see what happens. I do not feel better (barely) and I really would appreciate any suggestions or any experience alike. Thank you!",3.2734782608695667,5.082562869565223,4.9515942028985505,80.9354347826087,74.28985507246377,8.71304347826087,29.39130434782609,9.318704503766252,2.7800956521739133,1096,48,211,27,23,371,161,276,0.152,0.723,0.126,-0.7749,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,2,15,15,1,2,11,0,18,18,9,2,2,42,40,29,1,3,9,0,3,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,9,15,2,2,8,2,0,4,6,6,4,1,11,5,37,9,26,28,2,31,0,1,1,1,12,8,1,4,20,140,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702023676468808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833111279235176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351556229008976,0.0,0.2252953438957303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754853301270069,0.08196639416810178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302152930170218,0.08682184582543646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084584170859573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331040455711014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188315207649913,0.0,0.0,0.2009587417261928,0.0,0.0,0.2301049323494323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920547848650921,0.0,0.0,0.099273640808015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075497180507253,0.05128886257711874,0.0,0.1673738483549672,0.0,0.1570282460501754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26042959658149983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007489533034171,0.0,0.0,0.1163298572974694,0.1316002268407584,0.10372015341271824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31811569020057456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790141353513906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933914315345398,0.0,0.0,0.0866843695244584,0.0868758183378725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995272045584308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279051873681076,0.07571341173853599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419509027750718,0.0,0.10301107212356768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133991960434027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25155639690055703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120549850973503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782273910029398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120579669651952,0.0,0.09823915301779906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414611719917632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580338362600617,0.0903801417948166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793463061807583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876079530898031,0.0,0.06664980262135951,0.0,0.09589612275816092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874465440884285,0.11954249043683216,0.2647951579366877,0.0,0.08858158291598536,0.0,0.0,0.09463069667939417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973591324230449,0.0,0.0,0.06321713898457754
anxiety,F1X9R9F1XXXX,2020/04/14,"Need for advice I have a boss who to takes every opportunity to make me look like an incompetent in front of the Partners. I am on my trial period, and I am worried that she might give me a bad review, especially since every company is cutting part of its personnel, do to the COVID-19 crisis.

How should I handle the situation? I am working as hard as humanly possible, and I haven't  confronted her. I have been really polite and warm. I am trying my best not to ""poke the lion"", but I am not able to think straightforward anymore.

Can anybody give me an advice on how to deal with others? This has been a pattern, I have to admit, in previous jobs. However, this time I  am aware of my weaknesses, I am doing therapy to handle my social anxiety, and I am conscious and very careful in every word I say, and everything I do.",5.430745341614909,5.844359931677022,7.399559006211183,70.68728881987579,67.69565217391305,10.912049689440996,32.24906832298137,10.793553405168565,3.6984727950310567,643,26,117,18,10,228,98,161,0.105,0.8079999999999999,0.087,-0.4391,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,2,9,2,0,9,0,22,1,0,4,0,21,31,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,4,24,5,20,27,2,8,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,1,3,94,30,4,0.16260982822961495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178008843411029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243960735129831,0.0,0.16126525503949204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577241435466575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064898249782284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579155725703995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676435927311361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110173807635025,0.0,0.14614322847052555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31198032881188725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566646626843271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613651634097815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944294833330197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655130138112925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085433230292778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250333073354793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205731272106075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609059776059116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331814875323588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041720198265132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293138620887911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345125302751369,0.182780260014813,0.0,0.16576024194155378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226235378585405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859585101676173,0.0,0.0,0.1041938120324508,0.0,0.0,0.0948190985142873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104013993784482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417013816830792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183818916248668,0.1651381738360733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Columbia_ProbSolving,2020/04/14,"MOD APPROVED: How do you respond when you have problems with friends, coworkers or family?  **Teachers College, Columbia University, Problem Solving Study**

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* If interested, please **send a private message to Columbia\_ProbSolving** to see if you qualify for participation. To protect your own privacy, please **do not** share any information that uniquely identifies you as a person in your private message to the research team, this includes names, contact information (e.g., phone, email, mail), and important dates (e.g., date of birth). 
* **Note: Reddit private messages are not monitored actively by the research team.**",6.820194033470774,10.720435769585258,6.5394094106233345,58.34941486781472,87.61751152073731,9.473150618481688,40.27273829735629,8.916525866297963,6.051044239631338,1170,75,132,39,38,366,131,217,0.035,0.8540000000000001,0.111,0.9483,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,1,11,0,4,2,6,0,0,9,0,18,0,0,1,1,29,22,12,0,5,8,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,9,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,2,12,3,24,10,3,18,0,0,2,0,40,7,0,4,9,86,17,13,0.1740165313617204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366744172141923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649060446594135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412699594353324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404729869314366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444474046339525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889833511837554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421227676503047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234741358581156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30388904610908063,0.0,0.3820357905031069,0.0,0.0,0.16665973443234647,0.0,0.0,0.4995309572017975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773372909980512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381496880660296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811573461701438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206094084085684
anxiety,HallowedMobile,2020/04/14,"What is to be done I'm truly at Soul Suffering bad honestly, I went through trauma of Torment and mental conditioning and a Paranormal Force is behind it all Ultimately, I have had Severe Extreme Anxiety that has never gone for years and years day by day Suffering and my life isn't even started, a unseen force field generated from somewhere else is suppressing me from doing anything, if I ever do go out I feel like I'm in a radiation zone and feel immediately and disabling sickness and effects, let alone this I'm paranoid of any tragic cunningly conjured possibilities of the Evil Entity like a jumbo jet falling onto me and have a sixth sense that Evil is Everpresent. Bludgeoning Torment, Chronic pain and neverending Nausea.



I seer this is my Destiny and I will be in this state everongoing and I know it and that's why I'm so Distressed, Disturbed and Ultimately Upset. I'm going through the doctors process but they aren't doing nothing about it and aren't treating it for what it is, I'm so ill I can't get anywhere and neither will I be forced to do something I physically cannot, Id rather Die than suffer more by the hand of misunderstanding and Evil Sadistic People alike who are only going to ruin me under the guise of ""help"". I'm angry and sick of fake Priveleged people who've had everything pretending and using terms like Anxiety, they get prioritised whilst the real Suffering are forgotten and tortured in Asylums like 1984 room 101, ""we will do nothing about your Suffering and will torture you into us telling us we are helping you now say 2+2=5 and then say I am better"".

The Mental Health Industry is counterfeit, Vegatising and traumatising of more suffering to one and no help at all, It is not Spiritual and Material devious Authorities are Evil hence it is not a valid option so what do I do? All I want is Real company and help and is that so much to ask for, I don't understand in emotion the cruelty and Demented prevalence of something I could never be, I wonder why no one would do anything for me a good deserving Soul yet I'd do the same for them. We are in Hell

What is to be done",7.133829923273659,7.117133171568633,8.016005967604432,69.18713554987214,64.09803921568627,11.213299232736572,36.856777493606145,10.848893137575418,4.1580414322250645,1706,78,300,42,23,577,209,408,0.261,0.65,0.08900000000000001,-0.9979,0,1,2,0,0,0,28.0,5,3,3,2,11,30,7,3,15,0,52,9,1,2,6,58,75,34,1,5,5,0,3,4,0,5,8,2,1,0,19,32,0,1,6,1,0,6,13,22,0,2,6,6,33,8,40,57,9,32,3,8,1,0,20,12,1,3,17,214,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110880832675975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280378857071097,0.0,0.1637996779962165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620086357750125,0.0,0.10008570946963743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893897899025809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468498201071678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547789693167224,0.0,0.0,0.13808839145469848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111033553645304,0.0,0.0,0.10957941900646746,0.0,0.2191170462396918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943405374756401,0.12042696088757933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707114572395326,0.09684099123334583,0.0,0.0,0.0962177225083442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826449040192362,0.0764829682192157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186781355071933,0.0,0.1825322840108466,0.08979600656542354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379870657074008,0.0,0.0,0.28703755356863986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883682443268415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947507700116084,0.07561893506990873,0.20921447098098003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578057508780135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870068051385358,0.0,0.16514099557033307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545198834762907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509189295842775,0.08142319081205768,0.11391832009167893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844245584912566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069293221505348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437131515622685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027522149547938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094619248340575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648384912843155,0.0,0.0,0.07577690848305664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357428142476586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114521905987511,0.2575575810106435,0.09246459889640136,0.0,0.0,0.06314616971426251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924476198102088,0.1932081840725764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610091446064827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605163917068003,0.0,0.0,0.13788496686786755
anxiety,unsettled89,2020/04/14,"My ""need to know right now"" personality is kind of ruining my life Recently I've noticed that I've become a very ""need to know right now"" person. When I get fixated on something, I feel like I cannot stop researching it/trying to somehow obtain more information about it. I'll give two examples:

\- I'm trying to find a DJ for my cousin's birthday that I'm throwing in December. I stumbled upon one I really like and emailed them. They didn't get back to me for 3 days so I emailed again. The whole 3 days I spent so much time looking up every review I could find, going through all their social media and all their TAGGED posts! It's I couldn't stop scouring every inch of the internet to learn more about them.

\- I have a school registrar that I need to contact for a question about my loans. I called the lady yesterday, went straight to voicemail. Got too scared to leave a message. Regretted it, called again. Didn't leave a voicemail again because I figured I should try emailing. Regretted that and called again and she picked up! I think she saw that I had called her now THREE times and sounded a bit annoyed by it.

I feel like this all boils down to anxiety and feeling like I need to speak with someone or get some information right away. I don't know how to stop myself or where to draw the line and I always feel terrible afterwards and feel like everyone can see me as such an anxious person.",3.563586956521738,5.444727605072465,4.267536231884058,85.83978260869567,73.67391304347825,7.553623188405798,27.57971014492754,8.321376580360154,1.8776318840579709,1113,43,220,19,23,355,152,276,0.087,0.83,0.083,-0.2989,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,1,19,12,1,1,12,0,11,2,0,2,3,46,37,15,0,9,2,1,5,5,0,1,1,2,0,3,10,9,1,3,16,1,2,3,5,6,0,3,7,10,35,6,32,27,9,36,0,3,3,0,27,13,0,5,24,137,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771629299238143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094200377651216,0.10476412834109143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712756378382132,0.07130747332381347,0.0,0.05653038140228365,0.10241849656567673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124257701853866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378771120694798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404133342771378,0.0,0.0,0.11961277711788892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626643593533954,0.0886122448413331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344479543828174,0.2649995451332591,0.0,0.0,0.16951617835833171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535059436872516,0.08895984028973576,0.052703424654807006,0.0,0.0741686328155964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656920837270422,0.15289415481749144,0.0,0.0,0.19638590208769985,0.0,0.0,0.06550145693728658,0.22652812832111466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787402499691179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817087850877021,0.27504724238833983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055793862529182,0.0,0.0,0.0628396205909259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429178155638059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881447389895435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388439792689504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059408401047064366,0.0,0.09156460241246832,0.0,0.0,0.237585491652212,0.0,0.0,0.0928438899840678,0.09385274787048446,0.07389777043762184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453163092471696,0.07857404529536542,0.07139191611522329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259178015835635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059420828953446476,0.0,0.0,0.1081490219895726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888288682570048,0.0,0.09058859786304604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765160682313485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596625299128198,0.0,0.10353529035296244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leafygreens15,2020/04/14,Anxiety about starting college So I will be starting my freshmen year in the fall ( assuming covid doesn’t ruin things) and I have been super excited until about a week ago. I started seriously doubting my abilities as a student and worrying that I won’t be able to handle college. I have GAD and slow processing. I did well in high school but I’m starting to really doubt myself.  I was just wondering if anyone had advice for the transition or anything that might help calm my nerves,4.443214285714287,6.797477868131871,5.573722527472532,75.36190247252749,72.51648351648352,8.945604395604398,32.254120879120876,9.516144504307137,3.5615153846153835,390,19,64,10,8,129,68,91,0.147,0.706,0.147,0.2289,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,12,18,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,0,11,4,9,9,0,13,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,7,9,48,14,4,0.2174492715364276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124889114821032,0.19275565907876746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634809754053773,0.0,0.0,0.15204558660566486,0.0,0.17894222259578665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575166307694548,0.22974709417168795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306793138767112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393035714530576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200702718574157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6156468543949675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446363375405855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442468928865915,0.0,0.1955130097189239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358144592163563,0.0,0.22083029048406688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140030201515046
anxiety,1TristKonto,2020/04/14,"My anxiety intensifies 10 times when I sit down and try to be productive. Why? How do I rid this mental block? I have diagnosed GAD and MDD. Anytime I muster up the energy to study my body sends signals making me crazy. I feel itchy, like someone is watching me, like I need to run, like I’m in utter danger and I feel so terrible and uncomfortable. Sort of a mental block preventing me from success.


How do I fix this? I can’t go to therapist due to corona, my meds aren’t working just yet. I can’t man up and rush through this horrid feeling.",1.3510606060606063,3.6890988636363673,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424242,83.0909090909091,6.9393939393939394,23.71212121212121,8.07648339933343,1.5411212121212117,425,16,87,9,12,144,75,110,0.23,0.648,0.121,-0.922,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,2,0,8,2,1,3,0,17,15,9,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,4,16,4,12,14,0,13,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,7,52,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969345024717065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609145469157141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23841270855914484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563087557477868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349580942059036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34427238129012583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679372881804374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609145469157141,0.0,0.4734362913062787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741711022197481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990251268272796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727303164759951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696871999404692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594777697252533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195551564389295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100580389813322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,madsnsjwjwj,2020/04/14,"I saw REDRUM written in elevator So i just saw redrum (murder) written on mirror in my elevator and i have panic attack so bad i can't breathe,i know it may sound stupid but it's really scary and i dont know how to calm down, now i have anxiety that someone is going to kill me",-0.03128571428571547,2.1108053000000027,3.4861904761904756,85.33500000000002,87.66666666666666,6.095238095238094,20.238095238095237,7.447530270364453,0.8543095238095241,218,7,46,4,7,80,43,60,0.33,0.626,0.044000000000000004,-0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,13,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,3,8,1,6,8,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520721853186885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748621270130432,0.0,0.0,0.2751248349394492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861801057245215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872665941092932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645510108153751,0.0,0.3621771933471388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866058244075358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109081617427672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27919046901082817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,auruner,2020/04/14,"I Have Anxiety About Dating Back story, I was talking to this girl a few months back. Things were fire. We clicked on some levels and our values lined up. I started getting rose tinted glasses, but I think for the most part, I did not do anything excessive. I struggle with depression and anxiety (diagnosed as bipolar depressive) and I let her know about that pretty early on. Communicated about when I was getting manic and what my triggers were. 

Some months down the line, we had a tiff. It was over how I felt she was not that into me/leading me on. Looking back, I think that was insecurity on my part, but I'm not perfect. Anyways, we agreed we were more than friends but not at boyfriend/girlfriend level. I was cool with that. 

Towards the end of the evening, I started slipping into the depressive side of bipolar. Had to call the suicide hotline and a friend. The next morning, we again had a little tiff, and I ended up telling her that I was having suicidal thoughts. She got mad and said that was emotional abuse, but I'm not too sure. I was mad and it slipped. She became hysterical and wanted to end things.

Anyways, after that we split. Haven't talked since, except for one conversation where she really wanted to rub it in. I felt pretty shitty for about a month but since then have made pretty great strides. I do have some anxiety about a female throwing false labels at me. It's a little irrational but I'm having trouble getting out.

TL;DR: A woman I was talking to called me emotionally abusive. It stuck for a while but I'm having anxiety about having it thrown at me again.",3.566852899575672,5.915923458745876,4.32474658180104,83.33045792079211,75.13861386138613,6.704809052333803,27.98314474304573,7.7094869923839395,1.8491283356907124,1260,52,228,18,28,403,153,303,0.223,0.672,0.105,-0.9915,0,0,0,0,1,1,43.0,7,0,0,1,18,14,2,2,16,1,28,3,0,3,2,50,50,21,2,2,13,0,4,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,17,20,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,24,8,37,6,39,25,8,43,0,3,2,0,25,22,0,4,20,181,54,0,0.0,0.2270491665021326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29319149776791104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884721711949919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210264419480932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567475239631207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475748146397525,0.09724975926113473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155569624201739,0.2545897767638791,0.0,0.0,0.06328461176184066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399400238648428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480521793175177,0.0,0.15017745551237166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663165467917961,0.10563588820215628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265717518603651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797687695994473,0.0,0.0,0.19206271655629767,0.0,0.0,0.08046009701807877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066205126589127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294347976756593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189986918628237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492642404865633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075156580198896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924335536377586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138125918270292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114158575707948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851758462377338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563607429608304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016617935739193,0.0,0.20961114974790676,0.0,0.09030408678432177,0.0,0.0,0.2310363364460603,0.08374614669302592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730986942314046,0.12278819960002232,0.0,0.0760660562834725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130278172906968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bford20,2020/04/14,"I obsess I'm going crazy Anyone else fear having a panic and anxiety attack and then can't calm down? I literally feel like I'm losing it. I throw up. I can't sit still. I have racing thoughts.i have back to back panic attacks. My appetite is shot and I don't eat. I get diarrhea too. This can go on for a week as I obsess over going out of control and sometimes I get so dehydrated that I get a UTI. 

I'm on luvox and have proponal. I hate Xanax cause it makes me hullicinate when trying to sleep. I will wake up with panic attacks in my sleep. 

I see a psychiatrist and a therapist. Things have gotten better and I've seen CBT helps. I also pray A LOT. Prayer seems to be my outlet, but at times it still freaking creeps up and I fear I'm going to lose it. It's turned into a phobia. 

I just want answers. I know certain times of the month causes my anxiety and hormones to switch. I believe I have PMDD. I know it's genetic because everyone in my family has anxiety. I just feel lost cause I can't get answers and definite help. 

Anyone feel like so too?",0.4816754478398338,2.7829772465753417,3.2128082191780827,87.03078240252898,87.03652968036529,5.926308394801548,20.295223041798387,7.321109707123232,0.7867174569722519,823,26,169,14,26,288,121,219,0.222,0.6829999999999999,0.095,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,12,20,4,7,8,0,15,5,3,5,1,32,41,17,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,13,1,1,8,0,0,5,4,15,0,0,3,5,28,5,22,36,1,28,1,3,2,0,2,12,0,2,12,107,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049306624975075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23100038707476125,0.0,0.0,0.14075940704344844,0.103132044346552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34352578936943623,0.0,0.15479361602674638,0.0,0.06135781948754266,0.0,0.0,0.11340272915671948,0.0,0.08902039272282164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101985340675369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128921583722102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299429673668682,0.08408360458368129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617932850424407,0.0,0.0,0.09488774970966862,0.2265277450458256,0.1526812475777504,0.14381465197323592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035050086826398,0.0,0.2288162319891455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993751085330612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493267465576636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106337479573779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834904107557543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252124358835157,0.10987586599190377,0.08557253642960523,0.0,0.0,0.06718740907184427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803411611333832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542877805839249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020830474814909,0.0916317337892484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145362953893126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954950192525013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607650261987883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686719537508385,0.06687012717870484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738445777976672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833754279056925,0.10948278287974553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059368409937167826,0.0,0.08073866656085711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SuperSecretAgent2020,2020/04/14,"Constant panic state for past 3 days I have health related anxiety. Was fine until three days ago and my stomach issues flaired up causing me to be bloated, then that domino'd into anxiety which makes me feel like I'm not getting enough oxygen. Went to doctor yesterday because I was breaking down. No fever, normal BP and 96 Oxygen. Doctor said I was fine. This still hasn't helped much as ai thought it would.
I'm on Xbox if anyone wishes to just sit in a party together and maybe chat a bit, or exchange messages.
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anxiety,moon_titties,2020/04/14,Finally had the courage to post a selfie on instagram I have never been confident enough to post my face on social media and it made me really anxious to think about. But today I finally did it and it feels amazing! 10/10 would recommend.,4.186333333333334,6.5259164666666685,5.579722222222222,75.09625000000003,73.22222222222223,9.833333333333336,29.027777777777786,10.125756701596842,3.5664444444444445,191,8,32,6,4,64,36,45,0.095,0.715,0.18899999999999997,0.7069,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,1,8,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,4,2,6,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28401359954676714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259766291582098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711680703121586,0.0,0.0,0.5507989472070607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378834034260649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193897334102114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815487671842856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105506810270187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627348974395764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108875992529714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830045403477065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858933256836754,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,woolyapplepie,2020/04/14,"What the hell just happened to me? FYI I am currently not ill and I now feel much better. I have anxiety but I am still waiting to see a therapist.

I was watching a show on Netflix to distract myself and to take a break from learning. Suddenly I felt like I would faint. I pulled myself together and automatically went downstairs. Because of Corona I am currently at my moms and I thought it would be best for me to be downstairs with her if I actually fainted.

The feeling went away and came back over and over again. I felt my heart racing but I took my pulse with my phone and it said it was normal. I felt dizzy and as if I couldn't breathe. Years ago I had trouble with breathing for half a year because of stress. So when I felt like I couldn't breathe anymore I panicked even more. I thought I had to throw up and then I thought I was dying. 

As I said, the feeling came and went, again and again. So I assumed it couldn't be a panic attack although I never had one before so how could I know...

Does anyone know what that was?",1.0448571428571434,3.4132199857142886,2.488214285714289,92.80803571428574,84.85714285714286,5.0238095238095255,23.98809523809524,6.42735559955562,0.6388095238095235,807,32,171,8,24,261,111,210,0.08,0.7659999999999999,0.153,0.9337,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,13,10,2,3,8,0,20,7,4,1,1,46,44,24,1,9,6,1,7,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,7,16,0,1,14,2,0,8,5,6,0,2,22,11,36,4,22,13,3,30,1,0,2,0,5,6,1,3,17,130,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.11504880649903307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450707032762403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018958204195417,0.0,0.1169204584932734,0.08243513517758702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412292401845471,0.11076651551528648,0.0906542086942264,0.0,0.14373576160622184,0.0,0.1003202171628954,0.0,0.12372384411118148,0.1042688124624243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696816317718533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412980406800096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235670845220407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031709717818956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786873395634226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788342185793586,0.0,0.452791906990409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425442470711146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970649850865965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958434764156715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519537721764612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380775508333599,0.0,0.0,0.08666661093345704,0.0,0.09092812361221228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115512362759392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988890664302042,0.0,0.0,0.1383247329498821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429085668995347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939472903894492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415133911749644,0.0,0.13504866817611585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886425935804224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136885530437007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28078709823502906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309860165728024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32787037358382026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749887751470605,0.0,0.0,0.15184141609813073
anxiety,Jacobny41,2020/04/14,Not trusting my gf I have severe anxiety and I love my gf but I told her I sometimes don’t trust her. She does talk to a lot of guys because she thinks girls doesn’t like her. It’s been over a year on/off so I should be able to trust her. There was one time she had a hickie on that wasn’t from me. Another where she was talking to someone else while we was together and she even showed me him. And then now she’s gonna have another Snapchat account for her to show more explicit pics. She said it won’t be nothing too crazy but still I had a issue with that she apologize and says she’s all mines sometimes. But when I comment on her snap she says no or whenever she sends me a pic of another guy talking to her she’s be like I guess everyone is mines so I’ll usually say no you’re all mines. She’ll say what that’s supposed to mean. Like idk if I’m so overthinking everything and getting cheating on again builds up my anxiety or I’m crazy or something,0.21039430894308708,2.419062517073169,2.0163719512195115,95.81984247967479,87.24390243902441,5.953252032520325,22.20020325203252,7.333567415737692,0.7602886178861787,756,28,175,13,24,248,114,205,0.092,0.772,0.136,0.9007,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,11,8,1,0,5,0,18,1,0,0,3,23,28,18,0,2,8,0,0,3,2,4,0,5,0,3,6,7,0,0,2,2,1,1,7,1,0,1,9,5,39,7,16,12,4,16,0,0,0,1,40,6,0,6,12,116,45,0,0.13216980918423765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415774707082888,0.20221908452253096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056948892289477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566269069375301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041091591394314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729691244303095,0.0,0.0,0.1262939166882786,0.11878570213629915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690532701910628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559994577248164,0.261737781600388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379509419938769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371447783745013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236604533133504,0.11928841304265048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397166910891085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126820496551742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956168328478653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572375511596798,0.4204269486840184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493142637377166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198705041456232,0.10175077634267213,0.261438641712962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555098034523484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186992583567008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846890769422711,0.0,0.0,0.07706927861677909,0.0,0.0,0.1262939166882786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455663720064446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511302375723763
anxiety,spacepunker,2020/04/14,"Horrible things await in the future. Why do people act like that's a bias? I've seen depression and anxiety described as the cognitive bias of believing the future will be bad. How is this a distortion? Awful things are going to happen to you and people you love. Suffering and death. People who don't see this are ignoring it or in denial.

NO. There is not a balance in life. Landing a good job and a loved one suffering and dying are not equal events. I could win a new car and then be diagnosed with a terminal illness a year later. Keep the car if that's the ""balance""!

Life SUCKS. I know the key is to accept that life is what it is, but it's a struggle. Nothing seems right, and it's one distressing moment to the next.",1.5514568965517268,3.967188331034485,3.3250646551724152,87.36483836206898,82.93103448275863,6.935344827586206,22.165948275862064,8.07648339933343,1.3928017241379314,568,19,113,12,16,189,88,145,0.222,0.685,0.092,-0.9426,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,2,14,1,2,16,1,14,7,0,1,0,20,24,13,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,8,0,2,3,0,0,4,4,8,0,2,1,2,4,6,10,19,1,18,0,3,2,2,5,5,1,3,10,76,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249213305173133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460887935948954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512914679660895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828047810344152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491708344488374,0.17578719903364548,0.1797469389366966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842954497936643,0.14526602976173175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315395411302465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718672792206079,0.15394185210398306,0.0,0.0,0.0951823161857083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669939085012363,0.08461332728077722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126267993882799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727083078757862,0.18419266764509265,0.0,0.0,0.16618330700580236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347200510005837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602105544678004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790583338239374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380123581495072,0.1576683574262163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105887604160467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230123401078452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562796993497049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153058174212678
anxiety,SledgingOver,2020/04/14,"Quick help! I get extremely anxious when I perform much better than my colleagues/ friends such as winning in FIFA by 10 goals against them or when I perform extremely well in communication/presentation than others. When I’m supposed to be excited at those things, every my brain does is the opposite. Any tips please! That’d be great thanks!",6.135245901639344,8.5707071147541,5.804065573770496,75.17986885245901,68.01639344262296,8.814426229508197,35.15081967213115,9.3871,3.6325449180327882,278,14,45,6,5,86,50,61,0.031,0.605,0.364,0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,5,6,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,9,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949139088356435,0.0,0.0,0.33140753571020226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594485689265649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32748108556653105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567168489928101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471641546948967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266452672639283,0.0,0.15326582694704888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32342481177387616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662960513932629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564960460736035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220155862718088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700817775193539,0.0,0.0,0.19489195980602106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26376128470203475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AcidAndAnxiety247,2020/04/14,"Flare up? For a most 2 months I thought I was having heart problems but ekgs, a chest X-ray, and bloodwork came back normal. Sometimes 2 or more times a day I would feel like I was having a heart attack and feel really sick and scared. I had nausea, fatigue, aches, tingling, etc. About 3 1/2 weeks ago, my primary care diagnosed me with panic attacks and acid reflux. I started taking nexium for acid, Wellbutrin (150mg) for anxiety. First week or so I was still feeling sick and having issues but for the last couple of weeks I have been panic attack free and feel much better. But suddenly last night after I ate, I felt nausea, fatigue, and very weak. No fever. I hadn’t slept well the night before and didn’t sleep well, had some acid reflux flare up, and issues with hypnic jerks, etc. This morning I felt ok, not great. I had some toast and pretty quickly started to feel nausea again and threw up a little. I feel weak and nauseous, and fatigue almost like I’m going to pass out. Also don’t feel like
I am breathing well. This doesn’t feel completely like my other panic attacks. Not really any heart issues and less panic. Has anyone else felt these things during a panic attack or anxiety? Could this a flare up of panic attacks/anxiety? I’m not looking for an expert diagnosis, I know no one can do that here, but just looking to see if anyone else has gone through something similar. Thanks",3.9788779993240975,5.867135189591083,4.619528556944914,83.72097245691114,72.56877323420073,6.675295708009464,24.12318350794187,7.348242739294969,1.156426022304832,1102,32,199,12,22,352,147,269,0.292,0.57,0.138,-0.9952,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,12,32,6,7,10,1,22,18,7,0,0,51,51,24,0,5,12,0,11,4,0,1,10,0,0,0,7,18,1,0,13,0,1,5,9,19,3,2,18,17,19,14,20,31,8,31,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,8,24,126,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061390697263399435,0.0,0.06934923827980742,0.0,0.0,0.055383485696561235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709601909420196,0.0,0.1589404805844971,0.0,0.0,0.09684991477972683,0.14192059935204834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939398453466377,0.0,0.053253096313515366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058931209744360065,0.0,0.0,0.06125073719727906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792096810373854,0.07061045428826945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261292643774135,0.0,0.0,0.05529476892698127,0.07662973764920973,0.0,0.044663977303335316,0.0,0.0,0.07029273173047251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570793184413054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447606457489876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28014072384383043,0.0989520848392368,0.19948801644393116,0.0,0.0,0.05890857311980676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935941659928727,0.0,0.0,0.07635427796346113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620380215770846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685380555807932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03806093420856218,0.11290472220517955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533868104313926,0.06941206391095434,0.0,0.0,0.11631411856789844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552789669444308,0.0,0.050910657604132714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299829261642591,0.06785554766879122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692922370754922,0.0,0.0,0.4875374524199341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045759801369081,0.0,0.06626802557267154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873351292156187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933669621122084,0.0,0.05518755472653268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930537454910468,0.0,0.0,0.053316158989758416,0.06849532106119707,0.0,0.09803859933336924,0.0,0.055307419283555086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052071411150254425,0.0,0.0,0.06376102996079443,0.0,0.0,0.04601018329501764,0.0,0.0,0.05498101927195216,0.04038335686127772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714292431246115,0.0,0.0,0.1666574150905763,0.0,0.18680665534918128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919702011178904,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,YaBoiAycha,2020/04/14,"Body Tremors Hello everyone, I hope you're doing well :),

 recently due to constant stress and pressure in addition to my anxiety I've been getting real bad body tremors. I feel lightheaded, jittery, all my limbs are shaking, I can't breathe sometimes but the body tremor part is the worst. I have so much work to do I can't even focus, I paid off someone to take my online midterm exam for me bc I can't function at the moment and even that's causing me lots of stress, I've never cheated on that scale before :( Anyways what I wanted to ask is that I know not all people with anxiety get the tremors but if you do; how do you deal with it? Do you have any tips? :(",1.931159586681975,4.058361507462688,3.2240298507462697,90.30702066590128,79.44776119402985,5.914121699196326,26.7256027554535,7.010146845296331,1.257550631458094,518,22,106,6,13,168,88,134,0.195,0.755,0.049,-0.9631,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,1,6,9,1,4,4,0,14,4,4,2,3,20,23,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,7,1,0,2,1,17,2,13,21,6,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,5,72,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784537444490122,0.0,0.2426389883584009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825850448501238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241447392853367,0.0,0.0,0.13494682785522202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284670222359666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629137064433724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137744150129872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349741031337786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094919435720113,0.0,0.0,0.15153776535690816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018692938720952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571151690810834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751380777388524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087155895134892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348259667449517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165805313942084,0.0,0.12231295138019233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173550295217566,0.0,0.10994504921279633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050802439938968,0.0,0.0,0.15658665752373538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437121766221388,0.0,0.15684772704022315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633243605692634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923854587669262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353939473880073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258978488631455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545405579386565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VanityEvolved,2020/04/14,"How do you guys cope with the constant feeling that something is 'wrong' about you? I'm key worker, and I walk through a park each day to get to work. I'm just on my way home now and while I'm mentally bitching about people not social distancing, as soon as someone gives me a wide berth, I can't help but get offended. Even though I know why they are, the fact I'm mentally complaining people aren't avoiding me enough, I still get that sudden pang of guilt or shame that I'm actively doing something to put people off, and they're actively avoiding me.on a personal basis.",8.85131578947368,6.472489921052631,8.41428070175439,75.34563157894739,62.07017543859649,11.927017543859654,37.71228070175439,10.355215969177356,3.647598596491228,457,17,90,8,5,146,78,114,0.128,0.7659999999999999,0.107,-0.3444,0,4,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,2,9,8,2,4,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,15,17,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,0,1,10,0,12,17,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,1,7,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235407376714434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076275578161892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348250395356345,0.0,0.1236789038038941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468079160381927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934960420351004,0.17963023225675925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541000481273773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255118030436858,0.0,0.18783012285361603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290940440509368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774141565012604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894531579625065,0.1635021806353435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824108101329148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088094991304072,0.15865894048135026,0.28831316313665395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954056425585724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839752159679309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486327915967633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689667936773749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632248397552865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473186486324668,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VaRK90,2020/04/14,"Lexapro and cold-like symptoms I have all kinds of anxiety issues, but in these trying times health anxiety obviously overshadows all else. Yesterday i finally decided that it was too much, got a prescription for Lexapro and started taking it. By late evening I was crazy fatigued (like a 5 minute stroll made me want to sit down due to shaky legs), and today I also developed mild fever (37.0 degrees Celsius measured auxiliary), and feeling generally hot. Fatigue persisted. BTW I'm an otherwise healthy, reasonably athletic 29yo male.

Has anyone had similar experience with Lexapro or other SSRIs? I'm freaking out here about this being onset of corona (I don't have cough or any kind of breathing problems really) because I called emergency last Thursday amidst a very rough panic attack, and I can't stop thinking they brought infection on them, since the situation with virus is not particularly good here (Moscow, Russia), and they most certainly been in contact with infected people. 

The timing seems perfect for a bunch of early side-effects, but I don't see a lot of reports of even low-grade fever in Lexapro users, even though pyrexia is listed among less common side effects of it.",9.002926634768743,9.620865875598087,8.309677033492825,66.50732256778309,60.100478468899524,11.559968102073364,41.34011164274322,11.20814326018867,5.093286762360447,964,50,145,24,12,303,155,209,0.185,0.738,0.077,-0.9766,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,3,9,13,1,2,8,0,13,11,2,3,5,34,25,12,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,9,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,7,4,12,6,23,17,7,23,0,2,1,0,6,8,0,6,14,89,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408881905313092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055204329955362,0.0,0.2374081525977568,0.0,0.0,0.10849797010121084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765274596650116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458975430579934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844518626936893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962402453579966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074635427144209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517853328123481,0.0,0.0,0.0784582514834124,0.0,0.0,0.16998036422578722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014863209832228,0.12410305009795848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493769112047732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195641655294693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231698589994168,0.0,0.12648367530280274,0.17503770921574274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580787346459057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191937496807213,0.0,0.1468249268182844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406727655112865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205771977595708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757484276321046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847604716230542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940541562514917,0.15953986568764972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364982821712643,0.14126028692233994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283576338546454,0.17441677472611486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982961671601882,0.0,0.0,0.12972846808494293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128029764336016,0.11666798928956362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942621068405484,0.15245303209468275,0.0,0.18096091278083806,0.0,0.14708233622230688,0.0,0.0,0.10534975715253983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803090860017893,0.09152286304148753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sheilachristine,2020/04/14,"My brain when I'm trying to fall asleep I've never had trouble staying asleep.  But oh my.  For as long as I can remember, as soon as I hit the pillow my mind is WILD!  Everything from all the possible negative outcomes of life to reliving every conversation of the day to the endless what-ifs or how-comes.  

Anyone else in this boat?  What are your tips and tricks?  I listened to podcasts for years to fall asleep but I want to just be able to go to bed like a normal person.",2.056458333333332,4.087314229166669,3.565833333333334,88.49583333333338,78.58333333333334,6.766666666666668,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.1162791666666672,370,12,77,6,9,122,69,96,0.039,0.8859999999999999,0.075,0.5237,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,0,5,5,4,0,2,11,10,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,18,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,48,10,0,0.24610392980994866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208158992450104,0.2521625593071841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747333771241837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871667505728382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055882539896846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073531752403383,0.0,0.2211823432401806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986653477828187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383048378264204,0.12023394891547892,0.0,0.0,0.21779423344277432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484948127638801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981052249545252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112959840182724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148884588389546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774452030657736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787877773807505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623140440075996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708841365472524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515847413486094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584828619633186
anxiety,uglypisces,2020/04/14,"My friend keeps on saying ""Stop overthinking!"" Help! I need your opinion!! 

I am 18 years old anxious teen and I try my very best to not show that I overthink because people have been scolding me for overthinking too much. My best friend for 6 years have been very cold to me lately (or maybe I'm just overthinking) and I tend to not reply to her messages because I just get so anxious. Although, whenever we are talking and I accidentally showed her some signs that i'm overthinking, She just keeps on saying ""Stop overthinking."" and just shrug it off.

I dont know after that I just keep on overthinking and I just tend to self-isolate and not talk to anyone for a while because of her message. Is this something I should worry about? or maybe I'm just too sensitive about it? What should I do?",3.3052661064425766,5.549292771241834,3.711358543417365,87.9189705882353,75.53594771241829,6.7243697478991615,25.96125116713352,7.7094869923839395,1.4327800186741362,626,23,122,9,14,195,83,153,0.08800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.126,0.8777,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,2,12,4,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,31,22,11,0,3,12,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,5,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,23,4,17,18,4,12,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,4,8,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32381515340756706,0.0,0.10021067788085536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620943983760833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008049968426021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679666228942655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145293658121445,0.0,0.07487729142706458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960624591957644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821605821409492,0.0,0.0,0.07876335310141219,0.0,0.16166797847792982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879626642711077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535458955175453,0.10626784472726693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038723184810485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935806085746708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279430870782939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951103527141374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033253764897573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396390958302723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303857797469191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730293174140857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365033028462637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554551434253896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845830810467302
anxiety,ThePoliteChicken,2020/04/14,"scared of my neighbours I've had a bad period when i first lived here, had a drinking problem and ended up being really really noisy and shouting when i was drunk. now i am 3 months sober and i finally trying to move on from the bad parts in my life. but i feel like the neighbours living under me hate me so much! I can't stop thinking about it i feel so bad about it. 

i ran into the girl in the grocery store today, she looked at me rolled her eyes, i get spooked because of it and run off. for a minute i wanted to say hi but i wasn't sure if it was her. but now i'm pretty sure.

now i can't get this encounter out of my head and stop feeling bad about it, me, and my past..",0.8427806652806673,2.2989779662162166,2.8027027027027027,95.24583160083162,80.14864864864866,5.634927234927236,19.49272349272349,6.297961479604792,-0.1587220374220366,521,12,125,4,13,175,87,148,0.2,0.706,0.094,-0.9394,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,1,1,7,0,9,5,2,0,2,22,20,14,0,3,4,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,6,8,2,2,4,2,1,3,3,7,0,1,6,7,23,3,19,13,2,26,0,0,2,0,8,9,0,1,15,85,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504810848887946,0.09213874327805502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806802024975685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387273766122015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292757205427691,0.10798054272834054,0.0,0.16557583066636494,0.0,0.1285668656130546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793774094144786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492278847232432,0.15512200200415335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676067939706876,0.07384353879414768,0.0,0.26693384898214595,0.0,0.12692670063834804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064531761648678,0.16064697102763867,0.11111156369635453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367913275907495,0.144288378299422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537723977259106,0.0,0.14462873376539995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193659242228784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019938071422046,0.15132605038168787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527338844351151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849114086232729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684987733144236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327113668264205,0.0,0.0,0.10261993278153783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915132134279358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bostonburrito,2020/04/14,"Did I just experience an anxiety attack for the first time, or am I overthinking things. My life is a bit weird right now, as is I’m sure with most people here with COVID-19 and all. I haven’t been at work or gone to uni campus for 4 weeks, though I’ve been studying online and I’m lucky enough that my work is giving me paid leave until the pandemic ends. Still, with all that and no gym to go to my daily routine has gone down the toilet, and it’s got especially bad this week. 

I’ve been lying in my room all day playing minecraft, only leaving to go to the bathroom or to drive to KFC to get dinner. I stopped doing online uni, and my sleep schedules been ridiculous. I go to bed at 6am and wake up at 4, play videogames, go get some food occasionally, and that’s it. I’ve slowly got less and less motivated to do anything at all, even eat. I’ve barely cooked a meal and these last few days I’ve only had one a day just cause I don’t even have the motivator to eat food.

I stepped on the scales today and discovered I’d lost 10 kilos, down from 83 to 73kg. It was a huge wake up call, since I do gym a bit. So tonight I decided to try beginning to sort my shit out, and opened up uni only to discover I have an essay due in three days I’d completely forgotten about and hadn’t prepped for. While starting on that my best friend hit me up to play video games, and when I said no he playfully gave me shit for not coming online. 

We always bully each other in that friendly kinda way so this wasn’t out of the ordinary, except tonight, sitting at my study desk it didn’t feel good at all. Combined with uni being piled up, sleep nonexistent, a trash diet and no motivation I sent him a big text letting him know I’m not doing too good and that I was sorry I couldn’t come on tonight. [EDIT: should clarify that after all this we texted and we’re all good, nothing bad there. He’s my boy and is here for me]

Suddenly everything just... hit me at once like a truck. I found myself in my head jumping from problem to problem faster and faster, my hands started shaking, I felt like I was short of breath and breathing heavily, I was looking around my bedroom and I could see my room and stuff but nothing looked... clear? I don’t know how to describe it.

I finally caught myself doing all this and forced myself out of my desk chair to my bed to lie down, and I just stared at the ceiling trying to deal with this. I just felt like I was in a dazed panic and I couldn’t do anything about it. I tried distracting myself with my phone but I couldn’t concentrate on it for more than 5 seconds before going back into that daze. 

I ended up just closing my eyes and focusing on my breathing. It lasted some time, maybe 15 or 20 minutes, before I felt like I was going back to normal again. I went to the kitchen afterward and had a bite to eat and felt a decent lot better. It’s been a couple hours since then and I think I’m feeling okay now.

I feel really weird about typing this cause Ive never experienced anything like this before, my life has been pretty free of any mental problems. But I do overthink from time to time so I’m not sure if I’m blowing this out of proportion. Was what I experienced an anxiety attack? Or something else, maybe to do with my lack of routine and sleep mentioned above.

Sorry if this isn’t that serious, just want to know what happened. Cheers.",3.5113478260869613,4.577575989855074,4.533449275362318,87.1393043478261,72.43478260869566,7.4330434782608705,25.53913043478261,7.770157013224466,1.2264469565217393,2643,81,560,33,50,862,310,690,0.106,0.795,0.099,0.1695,0,0,1,0,2,0,71.0,2,0,0,9,29,41,5,3,24,1,48,25,13,6,12,120,98,49,0,13,21,0,8,5,2,1,2,1,6,1,33,49,10,1,16,9,2,17,17,19,0,4,35,16,69,23,90,54,22,103,0,1,5,0,18,41,2,14,48,360,102,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055167323992881566,0.0,0.0,0.04508661090169856,0.0,0.10143939611694866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367897741227028,0.059021498067218015,0.0,0.15085277157113927,0.0,0.1019619780599985,0.11071628977131648,0.0,0.0,0.1692505168045587,0.0,0.06957828026117001,0.058637400964445786,0.14476594016765654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770021937719294,0.0,0.0,0.13621774565247746,0.0,0.11422401351849976,0.06951480876087793,0.0,0.0,0.052935551230423615,0.07336023789990577,0.0,0.17103334037383122,0.06835290025350868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352587839972366,0.05538555701344646,0.0,0.11744512106291227,0.06850613573052428,0.0,0.08758170478324513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059586610830944485,0.06485460727198357,0.0,0.0,0.10057056883409124,0.0,0.25463549432118804,0.0726289527555414,0.0,0.05639516812906099,0.16034164615870522,0.07269507187475853,0.10244719767184808,0.0,0.06927854554006198,0.06360147724385759,0.2260805990392158,0.16682913161625115,0.10605312682364293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586293097571391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804343671152299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529263345914207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931105627744156,0.10808750669238608,0.0,0.14040530470788667,0.0,0.06779674927755791,0.09366000229469892,0.16195536718124448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135143706637593,0.0,0.07237482349177801,0.056366310872059726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321551948747887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681530604467995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113502990278534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496040926824517,0.12723422832059078,0.0,0.0,0.07060786455245151,0.044926932040451964,0.15127354473946514,0.0,0.07778934695554447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045964415997813896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674514400114691,0.0,0.1903218621244369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247379553495882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056620261425732975,0.06306695446985848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052832911452545706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611301300451745,0.10968891103985336,0.0,0.1990451326326637,0.0,0.0,0.05104136106145488,0.0,0.14843595460695053,0.09385566479939113,0.0,0.0529476618443477,0.05543018349504565,0.0,0.0,0.07589820580135062,0.0,0.0,0.1249748659157292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404710359041106,0.04248268081625404,0.06513990081075477,0.0,0.1546414098454467,0.0,0.06284511800713027,0.0,0.0,0.13504105435747965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039105750397513586,0.052626247785062655,0.1063645176045143,0.0,0.0,0.061461224138411326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653510161922617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,citygal1161,2020/04/14,"Frustrated with my overthinking I'm honestly so exhausted with my mind creating problems that aren't there in reality - including in my relationship with my sweet boyfriend, panic attacks whenever I am studying for the LSATs and at times it gets so bad that I would use to have to cancel anything I had planned for that day no matter how important. I am still grateful that despite Covid I still have a job and I know I shouldn't be complaining, but at times I cannot control these thoughts. I just needed to vent this out.",6.896969696969695,7.469634808080803,6.816717171717173,75.57840909090909,64.55555555555556,11.044444444444444,37.71212121212121,10.864195022040775,4.241678787878788,422,21,77,11,6,134,70,99,0.165,0.718,0.11599999999999999,-0.6975,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,2,1,2,0,10,1,0,3,0,19,16,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,13,2,13,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,56,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132069150798804,0.0,0.0,0.2783172106345433,0.0,0.0,0.20426703878242772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27438840046046997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577747684798259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781609081962067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24277084744369445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444962686816858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470201164314248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139999770285734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28703634459298033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340907152387137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626554802081753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907451059907258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421955029896804,0.2853070937213864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129336839651208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378766797499734,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prinnydewd6,2020/04/14,"Cant stop worrying that this virus is actually the start of the end of the world. My family, friends , all say that this will get passed up and everything will be okay again. Everyday I’m reading more and more about how this virus cannot be stopped, it’s surviving longer and longer, they keep pushing the stay in dates, longer and longer, just lying to us so we stay calm when it’s going to be lock down until like 2021/22. I’m worried that riots are going to start, break ins also, worried about my grandparents because they will be targeted first. This world feels like it’s ending too me. I’m trying to stay positive for my girlfriend, and all my animals. I’m scared a war can start from this and I’ll just be drafted and whisked away to die, I’ve been depressed for a couple years now and it’s getting harder to see a light at the end of the tunnel. Like what is even happening right now? It doesn’t seem real, we just got fucked. No one ever believed this could happen to us...",3.2793464467005085,4.957408670050762,3.82710342639594,89.55405615482236,73.9746192893401,7.158502538071066,24.495241116751266,7.865858978985527,1.1551728426395935,776,24,162,11,16,244,118,197,0.145,0.733,0.121,-0.8499,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,0,2,2,16,10,2,1,9,1,17,1,0,1,3,24,36,13,2,1,3,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,3,2,1,0,4,4,4,0,2,2,4,11,6,22,25,4,35,0,1,1,1,9,9,1,1,21,102,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.11672388275788947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565352977239842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237924289649112,0.0,0.0,0.0729142556814859,0.0,0.0,0.13476156189660735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550030589972956,0.13234820451423626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302148587109446,0.0,0.12413818558071148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178217113235435,0.0,0.0,0.07900247946424174,0.10819573969877062,0.0,0.0,0.10749939180028444,0.0,0.11275937934489835,0.0,0.060479330462042576,0.08545070858368274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174175355515427,0.0,0.0,0.09241179593694823,0.11057920080693144,0.12498447900475973,0.0,0.1359563082804634,0.0,0.09566449973472453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154467598247306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631648203952383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753088812535798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105206526183534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964418932383886,0.13614443827852174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021478413012624,0.0,0.09512012066090708,0.11975229893794058,0.0,0.09531513487653284,0.1088901092289238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25398558691912404,0.3824708579138612,0.0,0.20000167587988066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120857470640222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877565856934056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36441482994816615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702609088160806
anxiety,thefinalprophecy,2020/04/14,"How the hell do you wake up with mega anxiety smfh Like you wake up all tired and feeling good from sleeping then BAM! It hits you like a freight train. All your responsibilities you have to get done and wondering if you have enough time left in the day because you wake up at 2pm every single day. 

Dealing with online college, not wanting to hear anymore fucking news but your parents send you articles every day. 

Sitting in front of me, you'd think I look fine but in my mind, my brain is like an irritated lion in the cage being poked with a stick.",5.2389252948885945,5.872443036697247,5.530563564875493,83.14559633027523,68.1743119266055,8.06343381389253,30.25032765399737,7.957251820313856,1.8800107470511127,437,16,88,5,7,139,78,109,0.087,0.807,0.107,0.08800000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,10,0,0,1,7,2,0,6,0,7,7,5,1,2,18,16,7,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,14,5,15,12,4,17,1,0,1,1,14,9,2,2,8,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671545501054367,0.0,0.1901997756226692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691071844381146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409615099723844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710575276787441,0.19772252686563985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962632499214393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981657868532719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231752703709224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697255919617714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773026919146546,0.10020005757586137,0.0,0.0,0.1608606576342621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161563037871677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837560980615485,0.0,0.0,0.281090262327686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105159711751926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364877872657665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295520662710998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192409996978144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288846512529678,0.0,0.0,0.11183172257250792,0.22042932831491305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312011275156515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798329643392427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roosterrampage,2020/04/14,Fear of never being able to sleep again. Been struggling with this the last two nights. I have only gotten roughly 4-6 hours of rest in the last 2 days. This is destroying my life. Anyone have any tips or been through something like this.,2.419565217391302,5.013882695652175,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,80.73913043478261,4.5495652173913035,20.069565217391304,5.6839178017228535,-0.1365426086956525,188,5,37,1,5,56,39,46,0.188,0.763,0.049,-0.7964,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,2,0,6,2,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,2,1,6,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,24,5,0,0.2702318611967883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376693225918828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895240055252704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427719474783396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30408597277585503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661239492156671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44055006848288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087275526887,0.132021637442199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841947062077149,0.0,0.0,0.25359429572487124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552350755419269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704270194151279,0.0,0.0,0.20803768908351866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825050149503732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639772621640796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MurdiffJ,2020/04/14,"How to alleviate physical anxiety? Hello, I am diagnosed Bipolar2 and recently found out I am also diagnosed with Generalize Anxiety Disorder (weird they didn't tell me until I stopped talk therapy and saw it on my treatment summary). I have been in therapy for two years and have overcome the negative thought patterns I use to have. I would say I'm able to maintain my stress level fairly well now and don't spend time actively worrying about things (laying in bed worrying about work, etc.). 

My issue is that I still get a lot of the physical symptoms of anxiety. I think it is the cause of chronic stomach issues, general muscle tenseness, and poor quality sleep (it usually takes me about an hour to fall asleep and since the Bipolar disorder onset at 18 years old I don't get deep sleep anymore). 

Are there ways to deal with the physical symptoms? I don't have the negative thought patterns anymore so I'm not sure what to do. The Bipolar disorder complicates medication options because many anti-anxiety medications can cause mania in people with Bipolar disorder, but I'm going to ask my doctor about it. I currently work out regularly (4-5 times a week) and eat fairly well.",6.939815668202765,8.031622405529959,7.855921658986176,66.34673963133642,64.57603686635943,12.098617511520738,39.92396313364056,11.765960540728905,5.462406451612903,950,53,151,32,14,320,130,217,0.14300000000000002,0.8370000000000001,0.02,-0.9428,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,12,5,0,1,10,0,17,16,4,4,1,29,31,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,11,1,1,0,7,12,1,1,4,0,2,2,7,2,2,1,6,2,18,3,26,24,2,26,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,2,14,100,25,3,0.09658213007287456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723669452511528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955402605953358,0.0,0.1915670412795244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029125398893932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887557004950315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843290471400987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995719351980336,0.0,0.1960576579722024,0.0,0.0,0.4427659541874143,0.0988559026648542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882763081975636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771460536434102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589732050994123,0.0,0.0,0.10092035336532736,0.0,0.05488985025647556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511394313321668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161330194183466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211067317830231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791912072915697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459267018599466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134669864846596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695788816824713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536320169197383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768059863567999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798937360484752,0.0,0.1933037610642936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713061383642107,0.08074698540242968,0.11063450368152278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102751459112483,0.20077162756567596,0.07261774202040877,0.0776290576865123,0.0844170387133953,0.0,0.2209001659088624,0.0,0.0641648756394993,0.061885929135211126,0.0,0.15335084589848824,0.11263563347681775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434670714881437,0.0,0.0,0.08341595047066228,0.1063715712547124,0.0,0.0,0.07666239932373513,0.0774723590001812,0.0,0.17367786796608292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062588196134027,0.19616768259432735,0.0,0.0686091741270834,0.0,0.0,0.12439145039482336
anxiety,LouCat14,2020/04/14,"COVID-19 symptoms disguised as anxiety Hi all. I'm a first time poster in this sub and definitely not the only one feeling the mental burden of the coronavirus pandemic. I'd just like to share my experience right now as I've never really dealt with anxiety, just depression.

For about a month now, I have been experiecing difficulty breathing (laboured breathing), tight chest and short breath, as well as a sore back, occasional earache and a scratchy throat that comes and goes. My lymph nodes are occasionally tender but not swollen. I had an xray that came back clean. I've seen 3 doctors within a month and they've all conculded that it could just be anxiety. My oxygen is fine, my heart rate is fine, I feel generally okay besides the breathing struggles.

Are these symptoms fairly regular in terms of anxiety? My doctor today explained that anxiety can often manifest as physical symptoms. I knew that, it is just bizarre to me that all my symptoms seem to mirror some of the virus symptoms.

I am not coping well at all. Every time I feel a tingle in my throat or I miss a breath, I instantly panic and a wave of heat washes over my whole body. I think about my grandfather who I saw just a week ago (it was an emergency in which he had to come to my house). He is obviously old and vulnerable and it eats me alive thinking I could possibly make him ill.

Please feel free to leave your thoughts below.",5.902992424242424,7.148976041666668,6.176212121212121,76.90515151515154,66.99242424242425,9.806060606060607,32.46969696969697,9.994966539143718,3.2651833333333338,1121,47,204,26,18,359,158,264,0.14800000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.113,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,14,14,0,2,16,1,16,26,10,1,6,45,34,15,0,2,10,0,5,1,0,0,15,0,1,0,14,12,1,1,10,0,1,3,4,5,2,2,9,7,25,10,27,22,7,28,0,2,2,0,8,10,0,4,16,132,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205986115915143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972382143502463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971386126737974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153578258664815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878073655810735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892118803111073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583713745437853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944886695492454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259691480796208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626805705922818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750105250675701,0.0,0.0,0.10158865045059068,0.0,0.0,0.2100457992147843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833773363454436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306689696131305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119832994803465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099658607256718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073757402052742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932301736242848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046599009081414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578974498664376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009822119173678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897677770280616,0.0,0.07037381902159076,0.0789852661996766,0.0,0.12184970519527485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399995584774596,0.0,0.11707921642901052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653121111065237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869032114060209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454432549451376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857022670613542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397177539582942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309025813840064,0.0,0.08244807806706883,0.12111562147075144,0.0,0.0984409742700029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330501296504281,0.0,0.18675353673716955,0.0,0.0,0.1159487233870944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,borboleta924,2020/04/14,"Terrified that my boyfriend will leave me and I’ll be alone I’ve struggled with bouts of anxiety my whole life. I’d say that about a quarter of the time, I have something that I am deathly worried about, and usually it is unreasonable. It’s almost like I get anxious and then look for the most terrifying thing to tie it to. (A few months ago, I thought I had a heart issue, it was nothing... that kind of thing.)

My biggest trigger is being alone, so obviously right now, I’m struggling. My boyfriend and I are quarantining together and have been for about a month. Back in February, we had some issues and now I have myself completely convinced that he’s going to break up with me and I’m going to be mourning and alone. I have worried myself sick. I can barely eat and I didn’t sleep at all last night. I’m reading into every move he makes. If I’m being realistic, I don’t really have any signs from him that he is on the verge of leaving me. On the other hand, I thought everything was fine when we had issues before. Other times that I’ve worried he’s told me that I have nothing to worry about, but I just cannot calm down. He’s not the type that understands anxiety, so I really feel like I need to stop bringing it up. I’ve tried all of the normal things to calm down... exercise, talking to friends, reading, meditating, etc. Nothing is helping at all.

Any advice?

TL; DR I’ve always struggled with anxiety. Right now, Im terrified that my boyfriend is going to leave me, and I’m not going to have anyone.",2.8327646610814945,4.6752158217821815,4.337838283828383,84.71921744097486,75.60066006600661,7.301802487941103,27.165397308961662,8.139509932561175,1.8048762122366082,1186,47,237,20,26,395,149,303,0.166,0.7809999999999999,0.053,-0.9752,0,3,1,0,0,0,45.0,2,0,0,0,12,12,0,3,10,0,29,8,3,2,4,38,48,16,2,3,5,0,2,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,20,16,1,1,4,3,0,6,5,4,0,1,10,4,31,8,35,33,8,36,0,1,1,0,13,14,0,4,17,157,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641845864268642,0.07839301748056257,0.0,0.08855569803038922,0.2747785123802696,0.0,0.0,0.07358568571205484,0.0,0.0,0.12027877879529535,0.0,0.20295947803573694,0.0999073030225322,0.0,0.0618363807609383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800168586272748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525236821824788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272327348108464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049192068916524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862931494808357,0.0,0.0,0.07451099156961895,0.0,0.07948041158962467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04471580719934223,0.06317856664225527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832529425329846,0.0,0.04620406528470622,0.0,0.2010404553806701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479687111506973,0.059276665214498224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552585999878774,0.2769120555334719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920922964406855,0.0,0.07208699571771722,0.0,0.2809222890493926,0.0,0.0,0.06246483419729905,0.08641054802888225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426381468683597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059031595784217336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117725372589268,0.09399327979375216,0.0,0.06557403909603668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299102516501693,0.08664832575088008,0.2545696598829838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691950163648332,0.0,0.11330850014174508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104741215093126,0.0,0.07032771268724196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849968612042522,0.0,0.0,0.06808221391830374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393630443547107,0.0,0.2773569579470296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108136128604021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625848528099022,0.0,0.0,0.1404163235479311,0.1031352742832372,0.0,0.0,0.0845042147255425,0.0,0.060042115905762326,0.0,0.0,0.0920648062583879,0.0,0.0,0.09739956032254757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873543349820524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592434671934793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not_the_main_one,2020/04/14,"Physically worn by anxiety The past few days have been really hard. I’ve been working from home for close to a month and I’m not even going to the grocery store right now. Since my husband is still working he’s been running to the store when needed. I am still absolutely terrified of catching this virus and dying from it. 

I know most of us have gotten into bad sleep routines. The fact that I’m only working 3 days a week now has made this so much easier to slip into. The past few days though I’ve been sleeping terribly. I’ve tried taking small naps during the day because I end up exhausted. When I do sleep it’s the most unsatisfying sleep I’ve ever had. If that makes any sense. I was restless all night last night and had a nightmare. Surprisingly nothing corona related but it was so disturbing and real I couldn’t go back to sleep. My body also does a thing when I’m really tired and have to get up early that I get nauseous and physically sick. This is something I’ve had the past several years. I literally throw up when I haven’t gotten decent sleep. Two days in a row now. I just feel so worn right now, my mind can’t even let me get rest.",2.8373076923076894,4.662093713675219,4.302914529914531,85.05180769230772,75.53846153846155,7.4150427350427375,23.66581196581196,8.238735603445708,1.3430776068376071,915,28,187,16,20,304,132,234,0.142,0.8420000000000001,0.016,-0.9789,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,3,20,6,0,2,13,0,21,10,7,2,3,26,39,17,1,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,10,9,0,0,2,1,2,5,4,5,0,1,14,2,15,1,18,23,7,43,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,3,28,114,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830429861442703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665870104837429,0.0,0.07490634134633241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529223383885468,0.081756718904836,0.05968937752445886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876386471854656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31574226252479376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162252847641524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568794592852792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867255195176577,0.0,0.0,0.1293466902469335,0.08857165574903927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049509846252082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347298718789187,0.0,0.11129713025164788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877145213420135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821887149934938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053812697419230206,0.07981553500416681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012690607309244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265156201299388,0.06536044889590288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988683947410374,0.0,0.07815652410231941,0.0,0.07198036175499119,0.07260431594804234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837771988731134,0.0,0.0939541332297716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447039455860748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28041895878855777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145113802931532,0.1254564497977872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724139897618745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061849314393006,0.0,0.08099806709008922,0.0,0.5879271059981074,0.0,0.0,0.07538139541057327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639350325115844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362150064594608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505179453270278,0.0,0.09620308937508308,0.0,0.0,0.11254134411615364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647930817600689,0.0,0.09565081436086524,0.0,0.11778225888798485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854322056133109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385452449231784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305542551170823
anxiety,LordNoOne,2020/04/14,"Emergency: Fiance's whole family got amnesia from stress. They can barely function to take care of themselves and are refusing help. The very few mental health workers I've spoken to who are aware of this condition say they will die soon if they don't get to the hospital. When my fiance is functional, she tells me she is having strokes.

The police are unaware of the existence of this condition and say they legally cannot help because the family is refusing help.  Due to their amnesia, the family thinks I'm a crazy person who is trying to hurt them.

Please help if you can.  Almost no mental health workers I've spoken to are aware of this extreme stress response, and the few who are say the whole family may die soon if we don't get them to the hospital as soon as possible.

I've had this condition before myself (hence my unfortunate username) and no one knew I had amnesia at the time.  It stressed my parents out so much that they started getting it as well.",5.958495495495495,6.848263367567568,6.4322297297297295,76.40546171171172,66.67567567567568,10.274774774774775,31.632882882882882,10.317481424215053,3.336288288288288,773,30,139,19,12,251,99,185,0.18100000000000002,0.725,0.094,-0.9546,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,8,2,6,6,0,3,11,0,19,3,0,0,0,15,29,12,2,3,3,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,4,4,18,2,18,23,5,9,0,1,0,0,27,2,0,5,7,97,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627401138587615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078360738430077,0.0,0.09880668227605233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183886221323746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410214163860881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378576212208858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819984077527377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286906005621716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24685305204200425,0.0,0.0,0.3113220628085221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430523203040315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403646287794636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535906851696436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868361970589563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893375335453613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138854457251677,0.0,0.12746116804689755,0.0,0.13090403034881756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770217653165415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218793383966194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990335515307325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873052394394682,0.0,0.10149103473325467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440283477232187,0.0,0.0,0.06770852877349216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788355557432674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580836353705104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440277696773984,0.0,0.0,0.2592800954450176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smthingforyourmind,2020/04/14,"My anxiety Hello, I am a seventeen years old boy. I have been suffering from anxiety and lately it has become worse and worse, to the point I have anxiety attacks often, it gets to a point where my head hurts, I don’t know what to do, where I am and I just either want to be completely alone or need the reassurance from someone. My anxiety has been affecting the relationship with my boyfriend a lot, as well as school, and quarantine has made it very difficult. I have been trying a lot to cope my anxiety as I have done research about anxiety as an individual and how to deal with it in a relationship, and it makes me feel worthless, helpless and hopeless. Me and my boyfriend broke up last night because he cares about me and wants me to get better and work on myself without worrying about the pressure of a relationship, and things has been tough since I am good for a couple of days and then my anxiety gets to a peak and it affects us. All this work makes me feel so tired and I don’t even want to get up from bed. We talked about me getting therapy, and I genuinely want to, but because of the pandemic situation I lost my job and don’t have money for therapy or my family. I want to know if there are any free websites that could actually help me with anxiety, and I don’t want to be unappreciative of therapists work and ask for free help, either if it’s any page that offers a free trial or affordable costs, I know that the work that therapists make is very important and is worth so much and should never be devalued, sorry if anyone took it like that, but I only have $15 dollars of my own and I really need help please. I once went to my counselor at school because on one anxiety attack I had I scratched my hand (unconsciously tho) and my boyfriend and I realized that I really needed help, so I went and for rules of the school, because I harmed myself, they had to call my mom and recommended her to take me to therapy, but my mom took it as if I don’t trust on her, but I really do, but it’s hard to tell this kind of stuff to your mom you know, it hurt to see her cry, it hurts to see everyone cry because of my fault, I don’t want to hurt anyone, I don’t want to hurt my mom, sister, brother, boyfriend, or me. I just want it to stop, and I know it can’t be “cured” but I really need to get through this please. Thank you for reading, it really means a lot.",10.124589072543612,5.707112675619836,10.158650137741047,70.12211662075299,61.70661157024794,14.391919191919193,40.112029384756646,12.06081838636515,4.40598751147842,1861,64,398,44,18,626,197,484,0.161,0.6890000000000001,0.15,-0.5158,2,2,0,0,0,1,47.0,2,3,1,6,17,30,2,1,18,0,39,3,2,7,2,87,81,51,0,19,19,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,27,30,0,1,9,1,7,4,10,18,1,1,13,7,68,15,61,62,9,24,0,11,2,0,32,11,0,12,10,277,95,10,0.0,0.0,0.05433673096572508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766883709999976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573012795847921,0.0,0.3833630685972771,0.0,0.0,0.07786705309811921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205432116756668,0.12669060132820084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697134382836147,0.06149541101556201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492454166478816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056856638519915736,0.0,0.05677060228552639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058380584137808535,0.0,0.0,0.04445683527835961,0.06161008880593245,0.12232616883304055,0.035909709370028325,0.0574047791462672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056981107286398665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03677684781252339,0.0,0.0,0.05320568647514776,0.0,0.0,0.052491194728627635,0.0,0.05630808418392968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454648997564942,0.0,0.0,0.04670267303984587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498793374022192,0.0,0.057144882547649975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928749648467401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980388977632301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525490963615814,0.0,0.0,0.05798330730737435,0.15300440850787975,0.04538753606017325,0.06281071703443457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027202977635509242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060782508758029215,0.1420142648621995,0.0,0.05268681230635867,0.11150271927703163,0.0,0.0,0.060653051934554225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608521708428696,0.0,0.0,0.04093202237645117,0.16514734922438087,0.04294470442834622,0.0,0.0,0.052252949506982616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842795805412225,0.059298564590387924,0.037730960967806405,0.042347993009978185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224227544346583,0.10527329277397796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569617779410525,0.0,0.17835372333472158,0.0,0.0,0.17934202121665904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905676705186715,0.08874127073874953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605998933245056,0.06258790024427155,0.0,0.0,0.047178423552579285,0.0,0.0,0.06233044362400661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655190094010423,0.0,0.0,0.06374154901204533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418652648910704,0.04475436680992698,0.0486677441177225,0.05126368481417834,0.1910286047793282,0.12930011995419932,0.03699205511781495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399724457232071,0.0,0.0,0.1237275232898342,0.0378038184789009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697751912892634,0.0,0.0,0.09188549379191864,0.2955794503134894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006400464829188,0.1032338930649434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053674602760988274,0.0,0.1621460440672283,0.05654686972070015,0.11348761549906515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035856809066716344
anxiety,sachinsamtani,2020/04/14,"i finished watching gossip girl season 5 and now i have anxiety Due to the coronavirus, i was forced to sit at home and watch a tv show. i watch gossip girl due to the mass popularity. i was so wrapped by the plot that i found myself watching atleast 10 episodes a day. after the ending of season 5 of the show, i lost it. i was waiting for Dan and blair to be together and they were, until blair confessed her love for chuck in the last episode. this also caused a lot of stress for me and now i have stopped watching it. the problem is that now i can't seem to do anything anymore. i feel stressed and the thought of the show keeps running through my head. IDK what to do?",2.396362530413626,4.225722401459855,3.1603102189781036,92.73905413625307,76.81021897810221,5.734549878345499,27.47506082725061,6.42735559955562,0.9605819951338196,527,22,114,4,12,166,83,137,0.162,0.785,0.053,-0.8759999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,2,12,0,11,2,1,1,0,17,19,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,3,5,4,0,1,1,6,0,0,7,6,16,2,19,11,1,19,1,1,5,1,8,3,0,2,14,76,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383070041797755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628744541978493,0.0,0.21557261847729006,0.0,0.0,0.17887697853557127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232988544142947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401856593250413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252529003675736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990879688436593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383349716065891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308431835097411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803982066253474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320843237965504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718555174509493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728501887531986,0.18480019009273665,0.1961849003508112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079937215170476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788547271483814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173104267920656,0.4979931723800222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256748956000048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,crybabyghoul,2020/04/14,"Can social anxiety last 1-2 months? 2 years ago i had a sort of social anxiety,i know that to be considered a disorder it has to last at least 6 months.

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 i had all this symptoms:

* Fear of situations in which you may be judged
* Worrying about embarrassing or humiliating yourself
* Intense fear of interacting or talking with strangers
* Fear that others will notice that you look anxious
* Fear of physical symptoms that may cause you embarrassment, such as blushing, sweating, trembling or having a shaky voice
* Avoiding doing things or speaking to people out of fear of embarrassment
* Avoiding situations where you might be the center of attention
* Having anxiety in anticipation of a feared activity or event
* Enduring a social situation with intense fear or anxiety
* Spending time after a social situation analyzing your performance and identifying flaws in your interactions
* Expecting the worst possible consequences from a negative experience during a social situation

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I was so scared to go out,i started to be scared of what my family think about me about little things like how i eat,how i walk,etc.Whenever i went out i had anxiety,sweat,couldn't breath properly,fast heartbeat etc. so i completly avoided social situations.",5.5753186813186835,9.207282400000004,6.608571428571434,62.06835164835167,77.38095238095238,10.27838827838828,35.21978021978022,9.943994293440598,5.27189010989011,1024,57,137,37,26,339,124,210,0.312,0.6609999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9962,0,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,6,0,1,8,19,0,17,10,0,17,4,2,2,1,26,23,11,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,11,5,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,18,0,0,5,3,16,1,28,10,4,21,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,11,11,99,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061706633229995825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084864561120878,0.16917183784395154,0.0,0.0,0.15975843862379593,0.07864148495289185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151046237566322,0.0,0.0,0.07298661554902593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978111834268851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123021845190132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527104731581926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809366769354175,0.06562378067893057,0.548328154732584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039561972619698835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825680782744535,0.11348576565529946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03400879418720719,0.0697692803701691,0.0,0.0,0.05845635392561852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738470864262437,0.0,0.0,0.11112690002322903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925346057680875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826003579910548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784768103717923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938704960877735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694792709541642,0.0,0.4257625934748081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049271568504023686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470656406333676,0.0,0.05595130320699874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924939325334296,0.04460441088018829,0.0,0.0,0.04059118240249341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453080742541463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069413062163513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917183784395154,0.04482769703005392
anxiety,charlotte_fns,2020/04/14,"How can I get rid of my anxiety in class Hi guys! 
I'm dealing with anxiety in class. I just can't speak up in front of people. When I'm forced to I get shaky and my face goes red.
Actually I am a pretty good student. In class test I always write the best grades. But in my home country your participation in class makes up 50 percent of your total grade. So my lack of oral participation destroys my whole grade. As I am nearly graduating my grades are very important for my future life. Which means that my anxiety is destroying my chances in life. 
So I wanted to ask if anybody has tips for me. Or is there maybe somebody dealing with the same issues?",2.5087913486005067,4.559471221374047,4.070553435114508,85.32252226463108,77.2442748091603,7.114758269720102,24.65712468193384,8.07648339933343,1.4158391857506354,514,18,106,9,12,171,85,131,0.142,0.757,0.1,-0.5964,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,6,5,2,1,3,0,8,3,1,2,1,16,16,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,19,2,21,16,6,13,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,3,2,68,21,11,0.0,0.0,0.1897905377100326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182815078803856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463443765945396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181840219197254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410133417256035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010135945855142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322209058898288,0.0,0.0,0.16312585006851654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925719774595037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950855792324396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202993129457492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274742798402009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298210907649651,0.0,0.19538759191680505,0.21185255601178524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348322866619043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786244854752846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047153522651553,0.11471303688438478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713696713778616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IRA_INK,2020/04/14,"Health anxiety sky high with this pandemic I've struggled with anxiety over the past 8 years or so. Everything from GAD to panic disorder. One thing I've really struggled with is health anxiety and it's gotten much worse with this pandemic. Literally every night I convince myself I have the coronavirus and I will be the rare instance where a young (26), moderately healthy individual dies. Now I have a small, tender lump on the back of my neck I noticed right before trying to get some sleep (which has been rare lately). With Google's help, I now think it's a swollen lymph node which apparently happens when your body is fighting an infection...like a flu. I really wish I didn't have to fight my mind constantly with all of this going on. Sorry for the rant. I hope everyone is doing alright, we can get through this.",5.549390029325512,6.984500361290323,6.120938416422288,76.27595307917889,67.96774193548387,10.023460410557183,30.865102639296193,10.230975488527342,3.268354838709678,656,26,119,17,11,213,106,155,0.17300000000000001,0.718,0.109,-0.8086,1,0,0,0,3,0,20.0,1,1,0,0,6,9,2,3,10,1,13,10,3,0,1,16,21,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,0,14,4,17,16,3,19,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,10,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463157954809995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160332996592198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840535467253608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761662476361894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630700143797008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661106992878748,0.0,0.17294523970827386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714032164079092,0.14419205561329074,0.135619790862743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767874236168058,0.0,0.08576032750828212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334409629413076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320800708710103,0.0,0.0,0.1011455373550242,0.15943484146375014,0.0,0.14987841266433102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702225270219992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236665840418548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092935432054901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161005524829826,0.0,0.0,0.17180141143537306,0.0,0.0,0.10225419842584096,0.0,0.0,0.17704942131029194,0.0,0.0,0.14405176300510594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334166475555256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886834653069373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151009647320916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892094414817685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155082858681203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002516990602004,0.09669105537710801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245164864192813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352832178701094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537806731720729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717508314601164
anxiety,ImHvman,2020/04/14,"Does anybody else have chest pain caused by anxiety and/or depression? (I'm 18) For about 2 years now, I have had this tight, crushing chest pain (in the heart area). It comes and goes for different periods of time. Sometimes it stays for days, sometimes for weeks. Then it suddenly leaves for a few months then comes back. I've had multiple tests done to check my heart, X-Rays, EKGs, and an echo cardiogram, but nothing was found. In fact, the doctor said that my heart was in beautiful shape. They told me that anxiety was the cause, which was a bit relieving but it's crazy to think that anxiety could cause such real pain. It literally feels like something is squeezing the inside of chest, and it's very unsettling. Anyways, I just wanted to post this and see if anyone else has had a similar problem. You aren't alone! We must face uncertainties together!",4.331223214285714,6.636424818750005,4.207142857142859,85.25500000000002,72.6875,8.571428571428571,27.05357142857143,9.23628265651192,2.3405446428571426,681,25,130,16,14,208,110,160,0.163,0.757,0.08,-0.8927,1,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,1,0,6,7,0,0,8,0,15,11,7,3,2,25,25,9,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,12,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,11,5,8,2,15,12,2,20,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,2,12,73,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168650860453645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696436856334913,0.0,0.0,0.08215329373127085,0.1203846664357356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034426666237327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827107664035184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620906313763293,0.0,0.2024182922479098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380797915605256,0.0,0.0,0.07577276355798708,0.0,0.10119587898878718,0.0,0.0,0.12275436546163047,0.0,0.1202582681966079,0.10281823558704116,0.12023533594198994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629935108251706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059407597890965176,0.08393646715754374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882415746444129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176865477356482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440729898234065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740076510251708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937811709772956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273695617412105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750600253488364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252507120773148,0.0,0.0,0.11242418916413234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373187141047913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117620089491766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936260894822898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045125295299952,0.23240562444092625,0.0,0.0,0.12523107623917615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528427198494861,0.0,0.0,0.0685106597279886,0.0,0.0,0.112268853520342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694338825970908,0.06929995688915001,0.0,0.09424517378647136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566113909080746
anxiety,Great_Suffering,2020/04/14,"I'm turning 18 in a month So in about a month or so, I finally turn 18. For a while it seemed like all I could dream of, but now I feel like I'm in a constant state of anxiety. I'm constantly worried about my future and that I won't do good enough or be able to make enough to survive. I keep thing there's something I'm going to fuck up. There's a lot of things I still don't know how to do, and it's all I think about. I don't even have my drivers permit yet and the closest thing I had to learning about financials was a class called Technical Communications. We did a life Stimulation project. I did fine and passed it, but I'm worried that I'll never be able to get a job or that I'm going to constantly fail interviews. We've had mock interviews before and i always panic before hand. I tend to freeze up and sometimes I forget to speak. 

I'm just.. Really worried about my future and my ability to survive.",2.0400773195876307,3.490209850515466,3.9799871134020637,88.12400128865983,76.78350515463917,7.32422680412371,24.496134020618552,8.07648339933343,1.2736917525773197,717,24,159,12,16,244,99,194,0.175,0.735,0.09,-0.9602,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,3,15,8,2,1,9,0,14,3,1,4,3,30,34,16,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,5,4,18,4,24,25,5,23,0,1,0,1,5,6,1,5,15,103,27,7,0.25560494767240205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634189627443844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776854267393996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175009842752554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130500614959956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143272146689263,0.0,0.1020398759762626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641082384549968,0.0,0.08441232863497339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462077080626084,0.09130211284472373,0.0,0.14000136315198947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815132767994067,0.06677151772683271,0.0,0.1452661821805567,0.10719465150650406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682423503720916,0.11359671091458025,0.0,0.0,0.07023689729693931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027066683868616,0.1248756663281242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865309299582424,0.0,0.0,0.08530914368813756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204021430618666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856914659507436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994866646550076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187353730884445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634657225524694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838858822305337,0.12639991452479704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020632206947757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547188543242738,0.0818906647965215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27802478425915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38936884758111545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,swizzlepompeo,2020/04/14,"How to tell if something is a phobia or not? I just hate the idea altogether of having a hole in your trachea that gets phlegm and all kinds of stuff in it and so if you didn't clean it well enough, that phlegm has a free for all in that it can travel down into your lungs, cause an infection and then make your lungs go septic. Even if a tracheostomy is only temporary, the incision still has to heal which could take a while and so in that time, bacteria and stuff basically have a pathway straight to your lungs. Covid-19 being a respiratory illness where tracheaostomies are likely to be used to assit breathing makes me panic more about my already quite significant fear of having a hole in your neck that is directly to linked to such an important organ.

Is this a phobia or is it likely to do with my contamination OCD?",9.478086253369273,7.303540025157233,9.001904761904765,70.98000000000002,60.698113207547166,12.356154537286615,35.921832884097036,10.914260884657429,3.626602156334232,660,21,126,13,7,212,102,159,0.114,0.813,0.07200000000000001,-0.7917,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,1,10,8,1,2,13,0,17,8,5,5,2,24,24,15,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,13,7,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,10,6,21,20,4,15,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,5,6,100,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201358431280553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049252870967226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927195067804342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061205677016636,0.0,0.13175747338320812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244752541872849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422229325876653,0.0,0.11337150296434892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694940894180776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251934499998045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773216095535635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949158677233948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631458723144624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171677002574638,0.0,0.2340517996620008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217606717814105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357273047244688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930838897062308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567235066023878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998733857467292,0.0,0.17435803723308912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632087712884474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722903529863974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793603082441972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justagirl161,2020/04/14,"Rant - trigger warning - People always say, how are you, are you okay, how are you doing today

I sit there look them in the eye and say, I'm well, I'm fine, don't worry about me, how are you

How are you... a way of putting it on them, avoiding the fact that you are slowly losing any hope or motivation

Then there's those that know whats happening, they know that you're sad, they know that you need help, but they can't do anything... they don't want to.

You get into a cycle of adjusting to hiding the fact you seriously need help.

You wan't someone to hug you and say, ""it's okay, i love you"" as you sit there and cry in there arms.

But eventually you break, and you sit there on the shower floor crying your eyes out... no one's there though

The next day you wake up, you want to cry, but the tears just don't come

Months pass of emptiness, a lack of hunger, a lack of hope

You think, depression, that must be it, but a fear of thinking ""you're self diagnosing"", ""no one will want to help"" ""you don't deserve help""

You cry again, this time you hear that ""I love you""... You hear that ""it's okay""

but it's too late.",2.210004789272034,3.370156159482761,3.1694252873563222,95.29588122605364,75.76724137931033,6.362452107279693,19.785440613026818,6.691623216298621,-0.13109846743294984,847,16,205,7,18,270,113,232,0.24,0.609,0.151,-0.9715,1,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,24,6,2,16,16,0,2,11,3,16,9,4,6,3,39,38,17,0,10,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,1,15,7,1,1,7,0,0,3,7,6,1,2,0,8,34,10,20,35,2,24,0,3,3,3,42,8,0,3,8,128,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541461133074568,0.0,0.0,0.07797952019498391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436362495318686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877803621498643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038383644681566,0.07395265220075722,0.0,0.09876508776508587,0.11638761829472308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903561028945948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059910332945615714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140228668313052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584828081237068,0.0,0.3074434881020635,0.0,0.0,0.2277863323765986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905887025100504,0.0,0.1293527347565958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629390479570088,0.1282863787971156,0.0,0.0,0.20698827216047666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152848589132187,0.0,0.0,0.17005267785961475,0.0,0.0,0.12195282712514614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155406695437164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949772745986411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527500431709585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735705174274509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196258001784032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715950392168704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695178902982636,0.11266267544141664,0.0,0.06686498885620107,0.0,0.10869373525275414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029059797493913,0.09101969453612044,0.0,0.0,0.10310208543827327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645293328346334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hertz4321,2020/04/14,"Really bad late-night anxiety I suffer very big anxiety during late nights.

I am currently 16. 

As long as I can remember, I've suffered terrible anxiety during nights. It's not associated with it being dark outside, I suffer no anxiety when it's for example 6 PM and it's dark, but I do when it's getting late at night.

What do I mean? My anxiety kicks in when it's between 9 - 10 PM when it's getting late at night.

I was at a wedding party once. It lasted from 7 PM to 4 AM. When it was getting late i.e. 11 PM it became horrible, the closer it gets to midnight the worse the anxiety is. 

I was 14 at a time, and it was very far away (about 50km) from my house so there was no talking about getting home alone.

My dad was getting drunk, the same as every other man at the party, my mom drank some too.

I remember that when it was midnight I felt horrible, and felt like having to puke. Around 0:30 AM I couldn't take it anymore and told my mom that I wanted to go home, she responded with something like ""Already? Why? It's so early!""

1 AM, I told my mom once more that I wanted to go home because I'm tired (I was tired, but not extremely, my anxiety was forcing me to go home and go to sleep) she told me that I can go to the car and take a nap. I went to the car and obviously tried to take a nap with no effect, my heart was racing and I simply couldn't sleep. 

Finally, around 2 AM we went home, but without my dad, who was still having fun at the party.

When we finally arrived at our house, my mom told me that she was going to go for my dad, and told me to go to sleep.

When we arrived at home I was so fucking stressed that I had hallucinations, do you understand?

When I moved my hand in the dark I could see some colorful trace following it. This shit was horrible.

After that party, I told myself that I will NEVER go to any wedding party that is organized at night, only a wedding that is during the day but not at night.

I have tried convincing myself that night is not a threat to me, and that it's not something to be stressed about, with no effect.

The same thing goes for new year's eve, you need to remain awake until midnight, right? 

Well, everything is ruined for me.

I just hope that I could hear some advice, on what to do.",2.3491619885410024,3.662092299785869,4.240355344638001,87.14182707332601,75.68094218415419,7.5325886914752,24.398923548816484,8.186683628785799,1.3176477689681108,1732,55,378,29,37,590,183,467,0.175,0.733,0.092,-0.9892,1,1,2,0,0,1,65.0,4,2,0,2,22,17,3,2,17,0,41,11,6,2,2,53,81,30,0,8,11,7,3,2,0,1,2,1,6,1,36,19,2,0,8,3,0,15,13,11,1,0,26,6,56,6,54,48,6,70,0,4,2,1,30,20,2,4,37,251,92,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300095534191608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056174432686117305,0.05985321826357491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036883845671605006,0.0,0.2904445986957264,0.0,0.05378973440097106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656701989708392,0.0,0.0,0.050958587802929965,0.0,0.04528664345787069,0.03306311205221955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660960152366337,0.0,0.0,0.03497916124590452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456980348722926,0.0,0.048745809765438505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415438294455756,0.1188306253741844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014235519176809,0.17002337041638055,0.0,0.27742344426221777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061130409495717575,0.0642725451619983,0.0,0.0,0.3264321078933867,0.05387078497323087,0.0,0.1251672344160003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044211383780460085,0.30591534123527714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299610371535912,0.0,0.0,0.04799911293046808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059081315914123175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409256452720136,0.0,0.05764663826494298,0.0,0.04021694869713148,0.041831854593359724,0.05238360540743514,0.0,0.4071911198266343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552385629659732,0.0,0.0412506060874114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03474638896710039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228826475210498,0.04631913870984677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322083459867807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567474761522442,0.0,0.0,0.16283215364565667,0.0,0.0,0.08351045450561675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331470804929534,0.0,0.12425938259241545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223411615062677,0.043594622194558806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0360334595707817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03162673896478209,0.12467769728357612,0.0,0.31096162888467843,0.0,0.07364837451945863,0.0,0.0,0.05646389396087575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895044142626695,0.06398220818499617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876666845624581,0.10055873620004936,0.048941552244239,0.0,0.0,0.0522837031466902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055273374131903766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034927631777357734
anxiety,walkingel,2020/04/14,"lexapro.. what should i feel? So i’ve had bad anxiety and depression since grade school. I just now my junior year of college decided to get put on medication since I felt like it was really holding me back and affecting my life and school work. I heard a lot of good stories about people feeling like a changed person and having motivation to do things so after a lot of consideration I went to my doctor and was put on 10 mg of lexapro about 4-5 months ago. I don’t think I like what I feel, I don’t necessarily feel bad all the time but I’m constantly tired and almost feel emotionless. it’s such a weird feeling because I had so much emotion and built up anxiety before that I almost don’t mind being emotionless but I see it disrupting my social life. there’s a lot of other small side effects that I’ve seen happen but nothing majorly wrong so I am kind of confused what to do. I don’t think this is how I should feel but I honestly forget what it’s like to not be depressed/anxious and am just confused on what to feel. Ive had a hard time sleeping for as long as i remember but i have been staying up until like 8am like its normal now. I told some of this to my doctor and he told me to start taking 15mg but I haven’t yet because I’m just scared and always push things off because I suck. If anyone has any words of advice or similar stories I would love to hear them because this has been eating at me especially now that i’m stuck inside all day. thanks :-)",3.8424373433583945,4.6689778552631624,5.232687969924815,83.33048245614037,71.43421052631578,8.29047619047619,27.63408521303258,8.563005593585519,1.8475243107769417,1164,40,243,19,21,391,157,304,0.121,0.7440000000000001,0.136,0.6771,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,18,20,1,3,7,0,27,9,1,4,2,58,56,26,0,5,12,0,10,6,0,3,6,2,0,1,19,10,1,1,16,0,0,4,6,9,0,0,14,14,32,11,31,37,8,30,0,1,2,1,9,9,1,10,22,156,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316571573605097,0.08451367563130523,0.0,0.19093964690158324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793310038731162,0.0,0.0,0.06483486682315523,0.0,0.14587057235690085,0.0,0.0,0.0666643534564747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331102445201121,0.159210811345475,0.23247494155035936,0.0,0.08112781523764485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008576966831766,0.0,0.0,0.10302930147371843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148678966818821,0.0,0.0821167057198498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517025631001889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755721973929847,0.0,0.10724532506272123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856565134693751,0.06811133261171215,0.0915419125134362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049811520360056566,0.0,0.0,0.07996715886929223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430936399999903,0.0,0.08540643690641002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745576786617446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928254734498386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346837487668528,0.2794715624658923,0.0,0.0,0.08437341708303123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431654665730185,0.08604859984982803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604560853844174,0.0,0.0,0.09626681179235877,0.0,0.07609994494003848,0.0,0.07008629963056817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341353008029407,0.09148186217076756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609715678829385,0.08324772092146697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168724132309575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107761976137434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800229669431456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545255737688264,0.1929795229954887,0.07597410205379411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773343342996518,0.0,0.09540943832285136,0.09718771936764233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748255641940447,0.10162037760106768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168425425655846,0.0,0.0,0.08777680078960748,0.0,0.0,0.12668009584736548,0.12218079371801598,0.0,0.0,0.11118772305301818,0.10957997670808718,0.0,0.18220402842800265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838167700140595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940908101174767,0.0,0.0,0.06772721576878704,0.1042399623273455,0.0,0.061396210549610274
anxiety,Sir_Geek6,2020/04/14,"I feel as if my friends are against me As the title says. Idk why I feel like this. For the most part it was unprovoked. I feel as if there is some secret group chat where they are talking shit behind my back and planning something against me. 
They are typically food friends. Idk if all of them are in the same “secret” group chat. Other than that we are in same group chat and recently it has gotten a little quiet. More quiet than usual. And we are normally a somewhat active chat. 
I feel as if they might think I’m annoying or I feel as if they hate me",1.0058883594281838,3.378140194690268,2.3150442477876108,93.94682096664398,85.10619469026548,5.246834581347855,20.196732471068753,6.67199483983844,0.2354334921715453,434,13,93,5,13,139,65,113,0.107,0.8009999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.1761,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,5,1,3,6,3,0,5,0,10,2,1,0,1,27,19,14,0,6,6,0,5,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,5,5,1,0,8,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,17,3,14,16,8,7,0,0,0,0,20,4,1,10,4,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979208750247284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253716938110047,0.14845859953471374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512831433910173,0.0,0.3211050214253429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516809989811075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152484954300196,0.2082789425968361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045222471997136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360843521258049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503660574851972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518605244053825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525784437541588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331267692202516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998131437148047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702878698246226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315544440175384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288719591037895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875150578874462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ihavetwobraincells,2020/04/14,"I physically cannot relax anymore I was recently diagnosed with GAD but I'm pretty sure I've had it for several years. Between school, part-time work, managing a two-person household, and raising a fucking bastard of a kitten, I have a lot on my shoulders. I wake up every day and I think about how I need to exercise, what homework I'm going to do today, if the cat is going to come in and fuck with stuff or not, if I have to work that day, and more. Even if I try to make it a ""relaxing"" morning, everything is stewing in the back of my mind. 

I can kind of relax at work because I work directly with children and so I can focus entirely on them and on helping the family I work with, but in the back of my mind I know I still have shit to do when I get home. 

I'm taking 15 credits online, which is less than I'm used to taking, and I schedule it so that I do a little chunk each day. The system works, and I leave myself some cushion days in case I can't do work for a day for whatever reason. But I still know I have a lot to do and I'm very easily overwhelmed.

My husband works night shift so we're on opposite schedules, so I don't have his support for the majority of the day. It makes it feel like I do all of the housework alone (although this isn't true). It does cause some distress when the dishes pile up though. 

Because of the quarantine, I can't hang out with my friends. They're really shitty about following through on scheduled chatting. I have online friends, but that's a whole other matter and it's not the same as being with them in person. 

I love my kitty, but she's such a little piece of shit and can be extremely anxiety-inducing. I do my best to deal with her or lock her out of the room for a while if I need to, until I can calm down, but at worst she can trigger anxiety attacks. 

I know I'm rambling, but basically, there's so much I have to do each day and so much I need to accomplish that every day is overwhelming even if I think I have it broken into little chunks. Even when I relax I turn my relaxing things into tasks. My stress issues have been so chronic that my memory has completely gone to shit. At my worst, I get self-destructive and try to forego sleep, eat like shit, and neglect to exercise (which makes me feel even worse). 

I don't know what to do, I want support. I guess I could try to get back on medication (I was on anxiety meds for a while for another issue), but A) the insurance was treating me like garbage, B) I'm not even on health insurance right now and won't be for a while, so it'll cost a ton, and C) I don't even know if I can do that with all the COVID stuff going on. 

Any words of encouragement, support, and/or advice would be appreciated. I need it so badly right now.",2.7929047288184066,3.942939474516699,4.543632648056565,86.05562308415419,74.28998242530756,7.894077737360527,25.71058977398129,8.428315365350997,1.5705592921077374,2127,71,460,37,43,722,241,569,0.159,0.725,0.115,-0.9842,0,2,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,2,10,31,38,8,4,29,0,50,18,7,8,4,89,94,52,0,13,19,1,2,3,2,3,6,0,3,2,25,31,2,1,10,8,2,7,11,16,0,0,6,2,66,22,74,80,20,67,0,3,0,3,17,30,7,13,32,330,91,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260386421189225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635232390387764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356659707624947,0.06717804712151533,0.09801954970447058,0.0,0.06353555717455116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288352113229843,0.0,0.14778677060876602,0.053491844804668016,0.07810721765246208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723257394541839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581270493379382,0.0,0.05518657838623523,0.06717124227236186,0.0,0.0,0.05115092452819833,0.0,0.0,0.3305345191244357,0.06604850541617213,0.0,0.06502492523975151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606397084715292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555479007698391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538871363737116,0.0,0.1079555472704012,0.0,0.057577755641714065,0.0,0.060395057883617875,0.0,0.06478667557835889,0.045768259111486284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989933750463409,0.11845466465421775,0.10041441636031596,0.0,0.10922934955760404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057514455330183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809841210599188,0.0,0.0,0.04294161638968668,0.0,0.06426271383576834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337350453096405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671414547176632,0.17604305171667994,0.0,0.0,0.06783589645841051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938972003245713,0.19263076659987075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893204458377828,0.057821429461069086,0.0,0.1282922444370354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116209957804777,0.06453904408488831,0.0,0.0,0.12937536873832148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419072564454632,0.19001441608058647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012093888087591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937647070461095,0.0,0.0,0.11187868789163076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517743628146108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104186807043513,0.06586979269035811,0.06325674931323658,0.0,0.0,0.10942282272069773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483749820327096,0.0,0.0,0.06683407416799764,0.07237554719715315,0.2630484161841809,0.0,0.0,0.06411156157721024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232525370920267,0.0,0.07338657826717503,0.0,0.14667886917324854,0.0,0.21810161058952307,0.060380781778873474,0.0,0.09633825671070977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256213488042336,0.08210090760097144,0.0629438264587347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072640812137084,0.0,0.0,0.13048838859881076,0.0696846434815183,0.06258248356550504,0.0,0.0,0.05533184471607505,0.0,0.05286057733032689,0.03778737050445885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152661328040331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731223786262614,0.0,0.06528800823237622,0.04551014700999058,0.0,0.0,0.0412559491225508
anxiety,ExistentialDestiny,2020/04/14,I’m so fcking anxious to back to school in a few days Idfk what’s wrong with me,-1.062631578947368,0.5810935263157937,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,87.42105263157896,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.3576526315789479,63,1,16,0,2,22,18,19,0.278,0.722,0.0,-0.6573,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323700513855864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623565034968669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30391251905088784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769227119784174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152298519345792,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PUTYOURWHATINMYWHAT,2020/04/14,"New to the world of anxiety, and I just want to talk to people who can give me insight. I've found myself suffering with anxiety and I don't know how to deal with it. I've never been through something this intense, and it all came about after watching my mom almost die multiple times while laying in the ICU on a vent and under with double organ failure. I am dealing with this now still, even though she is now out of the hospital, miraculously recovering, and I'm so confused why I still have issues. I can't stop worrying, and I've found that I am obsessing over things that I can't tell are real or not. I am pretty sure I drove away a guy I like by constantly thinking he hates me or I am a burden to him.

I am seeking counseling and taking meds, but I am reaching out to see what everyone does to help themselves. I am at a loss on how to get my life back under control.",5.549226519337019,4.9469558839779,6.724248618784532,79.09112430939228,67.50828729281768,9.89193370165746,31.912154696132607,9.3871,2.660215027624309,689,25,142,12,10,234,117,181,0.133,0.7929999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8044,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,12,8,1,2,7,0,15,1,0,3,3,35,28,15,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,14,0,2,5,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,5,2,21,2,28,23,2,25,0,2,2,0,12,11,0,4,13,106,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899717110366725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765625663541345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979824338817942,0.1144145328779371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701823796676169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079504397830385,0.16688677346366426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30680319476562096,0.0,0.0,0.15442620749424138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021191970031729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827800550840478,0.0,0.0,0.14218044937234803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262931084441805,0.0,0.0,0.07773949247791985,0.1427381745167924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473309102350394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469047227443787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973446797730104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530381382057895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177409972057025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509864182498237,0.0726939513559184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527822514079554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426745770640248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476024046108264,0.1437075934407647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315604474253044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137848730857678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693618218796705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857072605765645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455002334034894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376565112667884,0.12439967667539932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023797083278347,0.0,0.1118756766362771,0.11959616360522946,0.13005380039271475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885309951435954,0.09534212994836196,0.14619079513330058,0.0,0.08676383593029653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776342416464074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426476924547018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110902386804392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karmarose420,2020/04/14,"Relationship anxiety? I finally have a name for all the stuff I worry about with my boyfriend. We've been together over a year now. We've said I love you, I've met his mom, he's met my son, we've talked about moving in together sometime in the future. He treats me great. Better than any relationship I've had. But I still worry so much that he doesn't really love me because I said it first and he took a while to say it back. Or I worry he's just dating me because he's bored and he'll leave me when he finds something better. He's very responsible and financially stable and I didn't even know what a credit score was or how to get one until I met him. That makes me worry that one day he'll just decide I'm too dumb and he's tired of having to teach me stuff. He's never smoked and has barely ever drank and I'm a recovering meth addict. I tell him stories about my past and he never says anything negative but I just feel like hes judging me. He offers to help me with things financially like helping with getting me into a place or getting furniture once I do finally have a place but I'm worried if I let him help he'll think I'm a gold digger. Now we haven't seen each other in a really long time because of the coronavirus and I keep worrying he's seeing someone else that lives closer. He's never given me any reason to worry about any of this stuff and when I tell him about it he reassures me that none of it is true but my brain is like ""duh of course he'd say that"". I hate over thinking my only good relationship I've ever had but idk how to stop or how to make it better. Has anyone else dealt with this? What did you do?",2.2843719211822666,3.6652980201149465,4.1766830870279135,87.25448275862068,75.98275862068967,7.1553366174055855,21.623973727422005,7.83500028581142,0.8023387520525453,1293,32,282,19,28,440,164,348,0.099,0.748,0.152,0.9665,0,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,0,4,22,17,2,0,12,1,20,6,1,6,7,52,50,28,0,1,13,2,1,3,0,3,2,5,0,0,20,17,1,2,7,0,1,2,8,3,0,3,15,8,41,14,30,30,4,35,0,0,2,2,52,9,1,5,27,170,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317331792354461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565059640082968,0.0,0.058365821502114876,0.0,0.0,0.05334756272669722,0.07817371954702733,0.06278466647730817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058666502751962925,0.0,0.13952702100576514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024314147588044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517097079170449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920426282733754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747014111618554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039243473350804,0.1380272312511845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03857727926645898,0.05450549507353462,0.0,0.16715590410369946,0.06973267233155596,0.0648968831164517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958369364469625,0.0,0.0,0.06399301579727529,0.0,0.08411601894274595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532597568137564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341772481730334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781491440022244,0.0,0.0,0.041929991982873546,0.0,0.0,0.08078588069553136,0.0,0.07801728161306426,0.0,0.11182233034564318,0.0,0.06737029293906932,0.0675190851920822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377192709453128,0.0,0.10185562997713142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935632589626823,0.0,0.08109000442750212,0.05608594506605377,0.0,0.1765312970339704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125217966326853,0.10339956255605284,0.058026138747097764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728326538638829,0.0,0.0,0.15942504345258085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775365641383316,0.07844444448353564,0.0,0.24573832823318886,0.0,0.0,0.14514891642399064,0.18201964690555333,0.0,0.0,0.060797607188458086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646448994710628,0.0587359760206641,0.0754581652468808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092965649359181,0.06378642459526157,0.0,0.0,0.2620201599204273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061323404333221476,0.13337119763941654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506873164520654,0.097774105933918,0.0,0.0,0.04448849889380744,0.08769041291072376,0.0,0.0,0.08476706831843299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295174850859131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423722335903843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049131777684085984
anxiety,ehstuhr,2020/04/14,"anything to help with anxiety induced nausea? Tonight my anxiety decided to make me nauseous, which as an emetophobe, is literally my biggest fear. I was brushing my teeth and it got really really bad, so I went out of the room as fast as I could. My mom and sister immediately started talking to me which distracted me for a while, letting me know that it was in fact my mind giving me these physical symptoms. I have some trauma associated with this time of the month, and I think that’s what’s been triggering this recent bout of anxiety. But I just really hate how it makes me feel sick to my stomach and just overall awful. Any tips and tricks for nausea and getting out of that panicked, racing mindset?",6.804328358208956,7.224700291044776,7.585783582089558,70.50986940298509,64.74626865671641,10.87910447761194,36.15298507462686,10.686352973137794,4.072316417910448,565,26,98,14,8,189,88,134,0.22,0.746,0.034,-0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,2,4,1,7,4,2,5,1,26,18,13,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,12,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,5,2,18,0,18,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,72,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042872366488578,0.0,0.4401731700476497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578328147218817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014271282519968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313451699740016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582525662239715,0.09697846484759026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002061597826766,0.18398942245191255,0.0,0.0,0.15339780142752865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936010065069714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855767018047154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540676612998713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612570783329855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560523401103264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936605719822483,0.2246306498181536,0.15309075464858446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686107358727623,0.0,0.1893766699674803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575509806219166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935080606432132,0.0,0.1541593840868541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289594906140963,0.0,0.0,0.11183853315042724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779799499084678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CatSoda500,2020/04/14,"Need help, please! Hi! So usually I lurk on this sub and what not but this time it's serious. 

I'm having a anxiety attack and don't know what to do. I get all the usual symptoms yet do not have medication/therapy. I don't know what to do or where to go. I have no one to vent/talk to because my family is utter shit at help or even understanding mental illness, for that matter. 

I had my brother at one point but now he has his own life/no longer talks to me. I have no friends and can't go outside because of corona. I feel like I have no one or nothing in the world, and what little I had, is lost. Whenever I have anxiety attacks it feels as if I'm dying slowly. I could ramble on about how I feel like everything's crumbling and the rug's been pulled out from under me, but you get the idea.

TLDR - Idk what to do to stop my anxiety attacks and need help finding resources/people to talk to!",1.79609126984127,3.3161270317460354,3.938568121693123,87.86436011904762,77.62433862433863,7.053042328042327,23.98181216931217,7.865858978985527,1.1747589947089954,695,23,152,11,16,239,109,189,0.21899999999999997,0.6729999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,7,9,4,0,5,0,20,3,1,1,1,31,35,16,1,4,9,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,10,7,0,1,8,0,0,3,8,6,0,3,4,3,19,3,22,30,2,20,0,1,0,0,11,11,1,4,8,105,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27900474320152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149141300577107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482172639302687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706465431667116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617163848188948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029658425814795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926029195448424,0.0,0.11460644103660345,0.0,0.1844100471499696,0.17370087795317227,0.0,0.0,0.11111380962296308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392555283352283,0.0,0.12703179466549336,0.0,0.13818334864047102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24445969583792684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723900715446502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362462647424034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586928382459792,0.1187870258439264,0.12184620931901395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270924851391802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251510437775695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802869037281884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665077723880092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471392302518666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428211374006264,0.0,0.0,0.13344859271369536,0.11492401233582507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247910170782435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163890758851747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635895197104138,0.0,0.2931428058048233,0.0,0.0,0.13902718124522986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088910307343764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265598329115546,0.0,0.0,0.26778684670196484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kbl2501,2020/04/14,"Does anyone have experience trying different CBD and THC ratios? Hi.

Smoking fake THC Vape pens caused me to have a panic attack. The panic attack triggered DPDR. I had DPDR on and off for 3 months. I have been recovered for the past 7 months.

I now have moderate anxiety which didn’t exist before the initial panic attack.

I really want to smoke again, but i know a full THC strain will amplify my anxiety and that increases the risk of another panic attack which will trigger the DPDR to return. I know its not worth the risk. I don’t have any urge to smoke regular THC strains. However, i’m very curious if anyone has experience trying THC and CBD ratios. I have experience with CBD and am currently taking them for my anxiety and they seem effective enough. Adderall surprisingly has helped my anxiety the most though. I diagnosed with ADHD in January and been on adderall since. Don’t know if that makes any difference for me to smoke again, just thought id mention it.

I really wonder would a combo of THC and CBD 1:1, 1:4, 1:8, could any of those be any more beneficial for anxiety?

Also if you have experience trying any of the ratios, what effects did you feel and did it make your anxiety or DPDR symptoms worse? If you’ve also recovered did it trigger your DPDR to return?",4.848875598086124,6.731961508264469,6.2972031317964365,72.60049369290998,70.28099173553719,9.88812527185733,28.852544584601997,10.186864033877496,3.339476033057851,1023,39,172,29,19,347,124,242,0.196,0.743,0.061,-0.9807,3,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,2,2,7,14,4,8,11,0,24,2,0,8,0,38,36,18,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,9,0,1,1,4,13,0,0,8,1,21,1,21,23,5,15,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,8,9,114,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527015684633713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009670358523915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978323296241557,0.09184924054906073,0.402051931475384,0.0,0.0,0.12249458148490575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39860021845731947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745354695505179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998247531242065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993614391318978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890538287347442,0.0,0.18303276642630828,0.0,0.0,0.07665351056069104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050732175303954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427323257946964,0.0,0.0,0.04428981791333455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058711960563655824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441700493199458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693845162008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983231551987715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110875838368009,0.0,0.0,0.08361774181884618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222905620240603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974167494031591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724581050905859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104300542745343,0.06585928062699799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605999884201825,0.06953931720692745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841035735367372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227366812246064,0.05166481360945871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499122642972102,0.0,0.0,0.08926508331296837,0.06222378618096173,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shoegraze,2020/04/14,"Buspar closed eye visuals?? Hey guys, I started a week and a half ago and need to know if anyone else experienced this. Trying to sleep and overcome by incredible anxiety (like nothing ever before starting this med) and getting freaky / scary / unsettling closed eye visuals that are making it impossible to sleep. My thinking is so fucked up when I’m trying to sleep. Plus my chest feels so tight. The visuals are similar to taking a huge amount of thc edibles or a small dose of mushrooms with eyes closed only. You might be able to call it just being hyper imaginative. 

Please will this get any better? Did anyone else have these? Should I stop or try to power few the first few weeks?",5.1322047244094495,7.101920370078743,5.529929133858269,78.03583858267717,69.70866141732284,8.54456692913386,26.87322834645669,9.120678840339163,2.3166289763779524,545,18,95,11,10,174,93,127,0.11900000000000001,0.825,0.055,-0.865,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,1,0,6,0,10,9,7,1,1,25,22,11,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,5,2,13,16,3,15,0,0,3,1,4,6,1,5,10,57,12,0,0.1489610432801244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204497707278404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129861752231448,0.0,0.11395479038499008,0.0,0.0,0.2083140499564668,0.305256384484324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267548763321304,0.0,0.0,0.13174393759048794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210588003208486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488756747939149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347437918275454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531917926098697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670618731728958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771208418620212,0.15565199394706775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749485246918578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818650937189248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727748414337385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994326530909408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546213822082814,0.0,0.0,0.15802412680173886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104527261136864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429321385288332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329158585622373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351449335981988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44720586349228025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087078626390834,0.0,0.0,0.12453810221616818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200016611608232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544822175059868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034043109825552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389751274553942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,anonfemale93,2020/04/14,I am so alone. I wasn’t sure whether to post here or r/depression. I just feel like my skin is crawling and I need a break/outlet. I struggle to relax in general and this COVID19 has taken away any and all opportunity for that. I am honestly terrified and I wish I had a boyfriend to quarantine with who could hold me and tell me everything is gonna be ok.,2.5582882882882885,4.048312216216221,4.368648648648648,85.70855855855856,75.48648648648648,8.717117117117118,28.54954954954956,9.2995712137729,2.381052252252253,280,12,62,7,6,95,57,74,0.111,0.647,0.242,0.843,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,2,1,9,1,1,0,2,17,14,8,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,11,6,7,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102487261108666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370772941536566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814418623256508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391703596886257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580063550510168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26922079422632866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146405117823758,0.2140022119831264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634748301243572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221162992614377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868909659589969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131600143535456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823271217389713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618243469871025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34447356329831263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hammerthrust,2020/04/14,"Anxiety has been wrecking my life & I'm glad I found this sub. Quick and dirty story.
Had a kid, got divorced (wife left me) she has mental health issues that she won't address. Started a business, dated, business is having real trouble, found a woman I love who also has a great deal of anxiety (also won't see a therapist). She dumped me, business is failing, I can't see a way this is gonna get better after the last 2 years of hell, and I see a lot of bad stuff coming from all the covid stuff.

I've always had anxiety problems, and they are getting monumentally worse.

I'm thankful there is a community that can help.

Hi.",3.8866666666666654,4.951906079365081,5.4160317460317495,81.16785714285716,71.53968253968254,7.504761904761906,28.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.7746095238095243,490,18,95,6,9,166,84,126,0.218,0.635,0.147,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,4,11,2,0,10,0,16,3,0,0,1,10,31,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,6,3,11,5,5,22,2,9,1,1,3,1,13,1,1,1,6,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351934611080768,0.12235831499996548,0.1593298311719245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374811215716781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278154602182828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005476899536986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266715223350358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160325161791807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224679342628461,0.0,0.0,0.15365628572131118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761021705795435,0.162124383097014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630846815130994,0.0,0.0,0.0985652685611229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534831681387813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986629252793166,0.0,0.0,0.15977147624633858,0.0,0.10386655754003032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250176068347885,0.13271938046531187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819294597086033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070806576375244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737637244297582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515421206243399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408354227528684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33667671009643946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538491782963144,0.0,0.17073768866610234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672233738547501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985765805477444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946961024500436
anxiety,sushisocks19,2020/04/14,how to think positive advice this quarantine has really been getting to me and i keep overthinking a lot of stuff :/ does any have any advice on how i can get all these thoughts out of my head,3.743333333333332,5.382762105263161,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,72.6842105263158,9.27719298245614,25.824561403508767,9.725611199111238,2.3186561403508765,152,5,31,4,3,49,32,38,0.06,0.85,0.09,0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,1,9,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,6,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450983965284887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793389195287906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440774303353445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914396101870585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28624377888428043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790945506824294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23712067769575396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786779199444226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31928706557286923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871529836940095,0.0,0.22142466440206626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zerio920,2020/04/14,"Emailed a professor with a request and I don’t want to check for a response I’m terrified. Don’t have any rationale for it, not like I’m gonna see them again in a few years, not like a rejection would be the end of the world, but still.",1.826730769230771,2.8419520576923105,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,76.5,8.276923076923078,26.461538461538463,8.841846274778883,1.640330769230769,185,7,46,4,4,62,39,52,0.126,0.8059999999999999,0.069,-0.3685,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,10,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,7,1,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,6,28,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122966791515284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40674737529578825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487196738006639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659521633265007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667469927797331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708696826092992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262285496855116,0.0,0.0,0.2957333546998751
anxiety,trinadoll,2020/04/14,Anxiety and Menstrual Is it just me? Whenever i get my period my anxiety heightens so much. I almost know when i’m getting it because i am so on edge. hands tremble too.,1.2444117647058803,3.7189331470588254,4.73088235294118,76.28397058823529,85.17647058823529,9.282352941176473,32.029411764705884,9.516144504307137,4.135317647058823,133,8,24,5,4,49,27,34,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421293016944802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437034372791043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25646865666484403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43962049855286817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312181964532359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30927959799861343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xxct71xx,2020/04/14,"Getting worse, working out is the only thing that helps Hey guys. I’m new to this forum so hello everyone and thank you for creating this safe space for all of us. 
My anxiety has gotten significantly worse over the past 6 months. Fear, worry, and stress consumes literally every minute of every day for me. It’s in every thought i have. It feels like I’m trapped and at the mercy of my brain. The only thing that can ever make it subside is if I’m exercising and sweating it out. Obviously for the other 22 hours of the day I need another solution. I can only work out so much haha. I’ve been really weary of going on anxiety medication because I’ve just heard so many things about the side effects, however my anxiety has gotten so bad recently that I think I might have to. Clearly it’s hard to get a non-essential drs appt right now so I don’t think that’s going to happen anytime soon. My main concern is that my anxiety goes away when I’m working out and comes back immediately after. No matter how much i try to calm myself down, meditate, draw, etc. working out is literally the only thing that works for me. I only wish i could work out 24 hours a day! Does anyone have any advice on little activities throughout the day that help your anxiety? Or does anyone have any kind words in general? Feeling quite alone.",4.085038610038609,5.683591355212357,5.679805019305017,77.40658011583012,71.74131274131273,8.732123552123552,27.621814671814672,9.255337874911486,2.4495450193050194,1047,38,195,23,20,356,151,259,0.14300000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.133,-0.4168,1,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,0,8,13,9,0,2,11,1,16,5,2,3,4,35,38,14,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,19,12,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,5,4,20,6,31,31,5,37,0,0,0,0,9,18,0,3,17,122,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668814636433299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918786729637742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206541350597464,0.09302205949507086,0.3393214292087197,0.0,0.0,0.12405870945254358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334765834846186,0.06821390001253398,0.07407064931375881,0.05407789120692353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903170997117926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641736248581155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082915548412888,0.0,0.0,0.2288470938099096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526459178666696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893710932041656,0.0,0.08024490390523725,0.22423055829931834,0.08476792862991901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982544078530192,0.08971070533260263,0.06337572919250503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269651037375408,0.0,0.10083392306989848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783863139353489,0.07844755367974522,0.0,0.0794683499665761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892330205403093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472651100260586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237969061547607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433401055318632,0.08891253119649628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059215816803919075,0.08993984352791243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936780772682963,0.0,0.09410920308776917,0.0,0.0,0.07080891412855864,0.0,0.1304267638048786,0.06577867724257076,0.0,0.08567841132968973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33734661526892473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468545311663687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435592135460204,0.0,0.0,0.056831052062752324,0.0,0.08759220236689648,0.0,0.0,0.07575939433630365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161906965471257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167390862750566,0.0,0.0,0.2357447179684949,0.11368588160418396,0.0,0.07042726171496429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022949047475822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670937520901698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201419442941297,0.0,0.0,0.3874994911737864,0.09009114127243907,0.18080981053590905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,catsukii,2020/04/14,"Mental Stability vs. Financial Stability Hey all. So without going into too much unnecessary detail, I basically work at a crappy paying, dead-end job. It’s at a call center where I spend all day talking, and any free time I have, I’m stuck with my thoughts. This causes me to overthink a lot, and I honestly believe this job why I have anxiety and depression. 

I’ve been trying to find a new job for several months now to help me improve my mental health. I’ve had several interviews, but no one ever follows through. My employer currently makes me feel unappreciated. Now several companies are closed and not hiring because of the coronavirus. It’s all so demotivating. 

Unfortunately, the company I work for isn’t allowing us to work from home, but they’re also not keeping the facility clean. The bathrooms stay dirty for several days, there’s not enough hand sanitizer, and they’re not allowing us to properly clean our equipment (which is shared with other employees throughout the day). Pair this with the fact that ALL anyone talks about is the people getting sick and dying from the virus, and I’m terrified. 

My workplace also has crappy equipment, ridiculous expectations, and horrible management, but I won’t get into that. Basically, I get myself so upset and anxious about going to work that I make myself sick and can’t fall asleep at night. Then I get up and go to work and spend my day thinking about how afraid I am and he much I feel like a failure for being stuck at a dead-end job. 

I want to quit so bad. I dream of quitting. I feel like that would be the first step towards me getting my mental health back on track, as I am already taking medication. On the other hand, I’m barely making enough money to pay my bills, and I don’t know how I can reduce them to less than what that are now. I’ve thought about attempting to work part time, but I’d lose my benefits and I still wouldn’t be making enough. I don’t know what to do. I’m exhausted, I’m depressed, I’m scared. I know I need a job, but is a job more important than my mental health at this point?",5.045511727078888,6.2282277338308445,6.124211087420044,76.72667910447764,68.92537313432837,9.424449182658137,30.028784648187628,9.696096459569628,2.8337232409381667,1647,63,308,37,28,549,201,402,0.212,0.708,0.08,-0.9963,10,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,3,0,1,11,21,15,1,3,18,0,24,10,3,9,6,64,58,30,1,5,11,0,5,2,0,3,7,0,3,0,16,21,0,1,10,1,7,6,12,9,0,2,6,5,41,7,43,46,13,40,0,3,0,0,12,15,0,1,20,200,57,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789990683391894,0.11290461907570508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800490641692458,0.0,0.05400260321407313,0.07974874337769014,0.0,0.04935949136367965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054280806618249786,0.05894128016063546,0.04303216139799079,0.0,0.0,0.07953288732881644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208221311407052,0.0,0.0,0.07251731724334667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210371847910312,0.0,0.1216013841472,0.0,0.07326323758824725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504692486294378,0.2188208806755793,0.0,0.0,0.06385440665582633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070801430540777,0.10086172172993584,0.0,0.0,0.06451970927611361,0.060045426219878274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440674675028806,0.0,0.12035699493162542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510763656164312,0.0,0.0,0.0473162563642633,0.0,0.07080942214477948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203093544403401,0.06274531601031005,0.0,0.0,0.11638637107532225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689752641839079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897426905581054,0.0,0.06001470113555522,0.0,0.0,0.18848254095336164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111390329867709,0.2845600899909024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634577371993554,0.0,0.10378632423356388,0.052342992533078836,0.0,0.06817808798340527,0.0,0.0662457074538755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783489211250908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644413856520703,0.0,0.04893952870608246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673215408518901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501663303049628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067479750720927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31899497351076056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524156300186241,0.05637477514942521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053076316583473296,0.1134781756416514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523243322437265,0.0,0.11208415214788818,0.08232539837599856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047927260053674564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982670567173574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041636926143977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369820154606133,0.0,0.0,0.06804806361662424,0.0,0.3083504233185559,0.0,0.0,0.05014645381670359,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Amberv63,2020/04/14,Simple comments always trigger so much My girlfriend asked me why I’m not taking this opportunity to gain online gaming friends since everyone is stuck at home playing games. It’s such a small comment but it’s left me sitting here in tears. I’ve always struggled making friends and have wanted nothing more than to have a group of friends to play games with and have fun. Going online and playing with strangers terrifies me and sends me in to a panic. Always afraid I’m not gonna be good enough at the game and I’ll get kicked. Plus talking to people in general is just terrifying to me. I know I need to make friends but whenever it gets brought up it just feels like a punch in the gut,3.938141711229946,5.757853161764711,4.3288770053475965,86.04767379679144,72.52941176470588,6.7101604278074864,28.540106951871657,7.348242739294969,1.5712441176470582,554,22,107,6,11,174,89,136,0.15,0.645,0.204,0.7761,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,14,0,3,6,0,6,1,1,3,0,22,22,9,0,2,6,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,2,7,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,1,8,11,19,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,0,1,61,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277923965351476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021219552785906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770758597686352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375585452954644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665218939302702,0.12243010839230055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296146225496928,0.0,0.1790723981758756,0.0,0.0973961821691239,0.1437409540054756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190278094982175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418304441461887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619909545011,0.0,0.0,0.0837250140646472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287878644463724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598011126139996,0.1270721566019077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443863116503818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107126677203815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880962770389525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176290942661476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915802900421435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288524344206201,0.13774447932950967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108122870594108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463899655728905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,julienthelemur,2020/04/14,"Tips to de-stress I felt incredibly anxious today. I tried meditation and yoga, but it didn't get rid of my ""verge of an attack"" feeling. I ended up falling asleep, waking up a tad better.

When I try to be mindful, my thoughts still race. I don't know what I'm supposed to be focusing on. It's overwhelming.

Any tips?",1.2454910714285743,3.5637645312500013,3.647589285714286,85.19562500000002,83.375,6.1571428571428575,24.767857142857146,7.447530270364453,1.3860294642857152,246,10,49,4,7,85,50,64,0.126,0.7829999999999999,0.091,-0.2724,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,7,1,8,5,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086610283069297,0.0,0.0,0.3170786694582188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31930411307436946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823094879776936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485914565926323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191583819773412,0.0,0.2694884549507204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663916551456924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424960160545742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833979939969766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414445592865145,0.0,0.32150801609362584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228216541424976,0.0,0.0,0.2660435662841997,0.0,0.0,0.3811147663261733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coolcrayonsdude,2020/04/14,"Need someone to tell me about them and distract from my anxiety! Hi friends -

I’m your average quarantined anxious person with higher amounts of anxiety and feeling stir crazy. Would anyone want to just chat? About anything but anxiety? Tell me about your cat, your mom, your boring desk job. Anything, please! 

Not entirely familiar with reddit but if you wanna help a friend out message me or reply here (I think!).",3.9173363774733616,7.131597506849317,3.8993607305936098,81.5529071537291,80.78082191780824,7.080060882800609,30.02891933028919,8.167268648758528,2.850081887366819,330,16,52,7,9,101,57,73,0.14400000000000002,0.667,0.19,0.7897,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,6,6,0,5,6,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,11,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,2,0,33,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812257021771576,0.23688453732216724,0.0,0.14661673374296405,0.0,0.3451060276250487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602311321540213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32400445667006483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054753745249807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808015846979094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245580715829523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547888334156182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308898684542566,0.0,0.2301713296924756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766554888638458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665481302952339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343577787246845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367773543993513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895431586249175,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Fa--913,2020/04/14,"How to deal with with certain group of friends Been close with them for a while, although we don't hangout as much due to living in different cities we kept in contact with group chats.
Problem now is with the pandemic everyone has gotten pretty vocal, a lot of fear mongering, political debates, putting higher importance on things that affect them over issues other that might also be essential to others. 

Group chats  have been one of my support systems coping and trying to get a laugh with others, but this one in particular always gets my heart racing.

Any advice how to deal with it? Leaving the chat is the last option looking for something less severe.",11.566050420168068,9.291836193277312,10.152504201680673,64.66455462184875,56.81512605042017,12.209075630252102,41.44705882352942,10.355215969177356,4.440746554621849,533,21,82,8,5,166,87,119,0.067,0.841,0.09300000000000001,0.3159,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,2,0,4,6,0,1,6,0,9,1,1,3,1,21,15,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,1,6,4,23,9,3,12,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,3,4,65,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815534328530256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857750125920474,0.15459352156587006,0.0,0.0,0.1263446810590832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830860297227411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411271206416755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753186662823947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090672395331641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354215427133452,0.0,0.19413691926368645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016397887706568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391819398352653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144497763754694,0.0,0.19672651245619605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405741521845552,0.0,0.15601817834895002,0.0,0.0,0.1579534018454961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709556150662894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657822723055207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25179443680031244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890168833892966,0.0,0.17777750044324053,0.0,0.18677190649686476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989166106080787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303147553474854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083414265121264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343170496536986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261403226771499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AppleberryJames,2020/04/14,"I have very weird and physical symptoms and I’m just wondering if anyone else has them? I get really intense chest pressure as if someone’s sitting on chest, I feel as if I’m having shortness of breath yet my lungs are working fine, occasional dizziness and lightheadedness accompanied by shaking, sometimes for upwards of 15-20 minutes for really intense ones then I calm down. I’ve run to the emergency room a few times for these symptoms and they’ve never found anything wrong and said it’s anxiety, does anyone else get these symptoms too? They’re oddly very physical and I always thought anxiety was just a sense of panic.",4.59108934169279,7.29526307758621,5.205485893416928,76.5244670846395,73.39655172413794,8.01128526645768,32.959247648902824,8.841846274778883,3.31863103448276,511,26,82,11,11,164,79,116,0.138,0.7759999999999999,0.086,-0.7164,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,3,3,0,5,7,4,0,1,16,14,12,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,4,2,7,2,12,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,4,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333022436227699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511065818369135,0.0,0.0,0.22403618891859006,0.3282950767709981,0.131833927185784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019526549722747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26765913152292503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100376272092058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565499792004086,0.0,0.0,0.16739955624101185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355890625831807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855811749819,0.0,0.0,0.18796442764673846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052610795736754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239032675161104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357400054499072,0.0,0.15844547436316406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499538699175226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271837775857923,0.09341601784077043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643695250686384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373398963479816,0.11663014174709095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515750683821948,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heavenlyhiraani,2020/04/14,"Does anyone else get anxiety about this subreddit? As in... you’re anxious that you’ll read about someone else’s specific anxiety and adopt their fear as well? Like someone will say ‘I have anxiety that one day I’ll get hit by a car’ and then YOU’LL start having anxiety that you’ll be hit by a car? I want to read these posts and help, but I’m always a little scared...",6.157,5.3566316000000045,6.511833333333333,81.77175000000003,66.33333333333334,10.7,30.75,10.125756701596842,2.6612,290,9,62,6,4,94,50,75,0.134,0.759,0.107,-0.22399999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,14,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,2,8,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609843755072802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537279541805866,0.19835788346955507,0.0,0.12277114122869408,0.17990469053007854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323597915009816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365314704767466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29335275873034544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757876481146425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346888205953252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768903268692454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857805830900458,0.1759794692802506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897902780103516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815919096564205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512593857246519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962999516411848,0.17578839056780962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975404189816841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427796918557472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035629176623231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578694644422828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rookbeak,2020/04/14,"Please help me get rid of this awful feeling in my chest I don't know if I'm supposed to post here, if I'm not then I'll delete this.

I have no diagnosis, have been through 10+ years of trauma, and am genetically predisposed to anxiety and OCD. I'm highschool age. I just need help.

There's this terrible feeling in my chest. It's been there for years, I can't get rid of it and it never leaves. I can't remember what it feels like to not have it. I can't remember what it feels like to be normal. It's just this tense, on edge feeling just squeezing in my throat all the way down to my ribs, it makes my heart pound all the time now. It's like I can't breathe enough.

It was its strongest when I was in middle school, pretty much the peak of everything wrong in my life. I would rather have been at school than at home back then. Once I finally got out of that situation, it calmed down, but it never went away. It became weak enough to ignore, at times, but it was still there. It randomly spikes and I'll just lay in bed for hours while my heart just pounds for no reason.

It's really bad again, and I don't know why. With all the current events I haven't been able to leave the house in almost a month now. I spent all of today laying in bed, too on edge to get up and do anything. Not even sleeping gets me away from it, I feel it in my dreams too.

I can't shake it. Does it ever go away, or do I just have to live with this?",1.457461789025306,2.8953711693811077,2.813697068403908,95.92055061388123,78.34853420195441,6.28659483838637,19.299548985216735,7.010146845296331,-0.059255474818341376,1107,23,271,12,26,359,148,307,0.098,0.8170000000000001,0.085,-0.8376,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,21,11,0,1,6,1,25,10,8,2,7,49,46,15,0,6,15,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,29,9,0,1,11,1,1,3,15,7,0,0,10,7,26,4,44,34,7,50,0,0,0,0,2,22,0,5,26,179,55,3,0.10627612593548827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064201885698063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130094545009994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745619633211868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995497561375826,0.08171978081063501,0.08873612599938675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300295398832023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196232949811071,0.0,0.07019437886637485,0.09613284033168508,0.0,0.0,0.09551412926665744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32241841507965496,0.1518473712065737,0.0,0.1164203012263314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209955766382053,0.0,0.06039917150342125,0.0,0.08499872641947746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25187544186629884,0.1424692940199379,0.0,0.10660361953894787,0.0,0.10466057635112737,0.12262838042374985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681315890667995,0.0,0.0,0.225062144608988,0.0,0.0,0.07506597070667383,0.1557634407528175,0.0,0.09384376626992326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094013930958093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482858978832247,0.0,0.07812518085035974,0.07880240076126248,0.16393340007358215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412803885868857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131806056437628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665927215551697,0.0,0.0,0.10178315121159402,0.10812102703333984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808320763000729,0.10926955772546154,0.0,0.0,0.24078026678462075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151142265165768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945881834661325,0.10635287728263787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487225145454932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239409273658972,0.0,0.10073734084560684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843570420211118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851903347714157,0.09589767346282714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549551065355523,0.11619626020470693,0.0,0.13687668140559192
anxiety,ilovemetime,2020/04/14,"Meds/appts online? I've had klonopin and ativan prescriptions in the past for anxiety attacks. Maybe 7-8 years ago. I know they're super addictive but they helped. Now, with the covid situation, I've been thinking a lot about how/whether I could ever get a prescription for benzos without leaving home. Having the worst anxiety in nearly a decade. Does anyone know of any online services, telemedicine, etc that could help with getting meds? TIA",4.36255977496484,7.548322443037975,3.815611814345997,83.34074542897329,77.73417721518987,6.549085794655415,27.76511954992969,7.793537801064563,2.124163431786217,359,15,58,6,9,107,62,79,0.131,0.727,0.142,0.4422,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,12,10,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,10,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,32,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177771527609647,0.0,0.0,0.1770827225775494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584943086707213,0.0,0.3056447125740339,0.0,0.0,0.13968278057677808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272655091257664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189977850837694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481876122672624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222794684759976,0.0,0.1807020458952563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087415930071913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678012302333929,0.0,0.2003840943850508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957508723444524,0.0,0.0,0.2115259980049384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983603555257012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069430971971294,0.0,0.2218977697538349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907016382475142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454816482050796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800358898517633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256970597208706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864436481854075
anxiety,billgateswearingahat,2020/04/14,"Does anyone else get overwhelmed to the point you can't think when simply walking into a new space, especially if it's filled with people you don't know? I hope this isn't breaking this sub rules...I'm not asking for a diagnosis, but I would really love to learn ways to deal with this. There have been so many times where I feel like my senses are just overloaded when I walk into a new space that it's difficult to function, tbh. For example if I were to walk into a small house party with my boyfriend where there's a bunch of people I don't know, or a conference room at work with a number of people I don't recognize. It's like my mind completely blanks but simultaneously freaks out and I forget how to ""human."" It's hard to describe but it feels so out of my control and causes me so much stress, I would LOVE any tips on how to deal with this. Idk how relevant this information is by I'm 27, female and living in the US.",6.2406842105263145,5.325816963157898,6.911578947368422,79.35105263157897,66.21052631578948,10.126315789473685,28.47368421052632,9.3871,2.0850105263157896,733,18,155,12,10,243,112,190,0.086,0.778,0.135,0.9241,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,2,13,9,0,2,9,0,12,2,0,5,0,38,23,17,0,5,8,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,13,0,1,7,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,2,3,17,5,27,19,2,26,0,1,0,2,10,15,0,4,7,101,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052239277352021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819309816354598,0.15854251779207149,0.0,0.0,0.1446547173892041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589536886686735,0.0,0.0,0.16223488675005834,0.0,0.17354651641703714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319046408364915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354081248678775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925978981794015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564755782355468,0.11054147701470256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084174573911873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386106147125088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536850477992793,0.0,0.17854141547858826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007471407234406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118971696287228,0.0,0.13663230979464927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793056297010835,0.0,0.0,0.15687524660816765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623649038976312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374675524004925,0.0,0.0,0.2988847073581978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218176942522771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627295172892352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991260931489061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724643480426142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914682977510657,0.0,0.0,0.09022621244433586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612506865350315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282006527356118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264766139595965,0.0,0.0,0.21983614702871915,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lonely_widget,2020/04/14,"Worrying about the fact that I can feel my heartbeat in my stomach (with my hand) Im a 17 year old male, 6 foot 1, 170 pounds. A few months ago I noticed that I could actually see my heartbeat in the center right below my xiphoid area. It’s pretty noticeable if I stand up very straight. I have no idea if it just started or if thats just when I first noticed it, but it’s been worrying me ever since. More recently I’ve noticed that I can also feel my pulse down my stomach, fading out the lower down you go. When standing it fades out before my belly button but when laying down I can feel it if I lay my hand on my belly button. If I remove my hand I can even still see it actually move up and down ever so slightly. 

I’ve heard these symptoms can be normal but can also be a sign of an Aortic aneurism. 
Can you guys feel this as well? I’m not sure if this is something that’s normal that I’m worrying about too much, or if I need to see a doctor. Because of coronavirus now is not an optimal time to see one",4.101928443649373,3.960535293023256,5.568837209302328,84.59357781753131,70.48837209302326,8.289803220035779,28.166368515205725,7.882392219407189,1.5771610017889093,788,25,173,9,13,268,116,215,0.084,0.845,0.071,-0.1514,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,17,2,0,0,9,0,14,8,6,0,4,34,28,20,0,11,16,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,16,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,12,26,2,20,23,3,38,0,0,4,0,5,16,0,9,17,121,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.21819779024673686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910233971370896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880992589091255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815113193323946,0.0,0.09513201556854267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892617484222608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443017297713302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073841642497733,0.202255706018203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611407281219634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509547350994987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353748122488698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106977735879162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620653539213908,0.12076121743102122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923623945245471,0.11882377084458765,0.08218452485212413,0.08289693275943565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190769558351796,0.0,0.5091318688086831,0.11731338184551733,0.0,0.07575733910321536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373893969319095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038721382436416,0.0,0.0,0.09547503357406656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563546947845755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248060853595068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606769976504701,0.0,0.0,0.07913132615602544,0.0,0.08928216975628311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536846014804713,0.11620111420725908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519041693361396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922452057052056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005199888823849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406094312025264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199436149914748
anxiety,axepack,2020/04/14,Anxiety and shortness of breath Screw this damn virus and the anxiety I thought I had conquered.  I'm right back to having a tight chest and feeling like I'm short of breath.  My anxiety ramps up double time thinking of the possibility of contracting coronavirus.  Balls.,4.859375,7.944007854166667,4.8706666666666685,77.24100000000003,74.625,8.840000000000002,32.516666666666666,9.3871,3.668661666666667,219,11,36,6,5,68,35,48,0.19399999999999998,0.725,0.081,-0.561,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,3,0,2,4,3,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,1,6,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7170437097407975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024589327655246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797827521326668,0.2232061012360911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526416517203872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35222742361750564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26682074127225586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001979521322707,0.0,0.2480412408412977,0.18218538102508708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nonaccount65,2020/04/14,"I finally sought help and it did not go well. So I'm pretty sure I've had anxiety issues since I was a teenager. When I was younger, I just thought some people were like that and it was a personality quirk. I can't even describe how little faith I have in my ability to do anything. I CONSTANTLY worry that I'm doing the wrong thing. I have been having a particularly tough year (a brother with a terminal illness, career challenges, my own chronic illness, other stuff), and the anxiety I've been dealing with has been making it hard for me to function on a daily basis. After some urging from my husband and friends, I decided it was time to seek help. I never had anything against therapy, I just know that it takes  a lot for me to trust someone and I was skeptical about how it would work for me.

Given all of the Coronavirus stuff, I knew I wasn't going to be able to visit a new therapist at an office, so I looked into some apps and decided to try out Betterhelp. I was matched with a therapist and we messaged a few times. It felt awkward, but I thought doing a live session would be better so I booked one.

It was TERRIBLE. She showed up 10 minutes late to a 30 minute session and took forever between the shallow responses she was giving me. I told her about my brother who is fighting cancer before the live session, and she honestly asked about him and his support system more than she asked about me (which is important and important to me, but I feel like that should be saved for his therapy). 

I'm just so disappointed. It took so much for me to feel ready to get help, and I feel like I took a huge step back. I feel like there's no hope for me to feel better. I feel completely overwhelmed all of the time and somehow I'm still letting everyone down. I know it's ridiculous, but I feel like I couldn't even get therapy right.

Sorry for venting.",4.3785115697310815,5.474513848238487,5.4544850948509485,81.23468574108819,70.4092140921409,8.60375234521576,30.99447571398791,8.950670267944501,2.5674389410047938,1466,62,285,27,26,485,189,369,0.115,0.6990000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.98,1,0,0,0,2,0,38.0,1,0,0,4,22,26,3,2,20,0,34,4,0,3,4,59,68,24,0,5,7,3,9,5,1,3,4,0,0,1,20,19,0,0,15,2,0,7,6,9,1,1,25,10,48,17,40,35,10,31,1,2,1,0,26,10,0,6,18,210,68,7,0.08853239079412213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354540732673873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570922834997913,0.0,0.16553166879646553,0.0,0.0,0.0680759437423306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533454384710332,0.0,0.0,0.1565994102979509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282452734841473,0.095672062740409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127300746450542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694961830130834,0.0,0.0,0.08459649337604114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133524582034913,0.25299023069171583,0.08500497889521813,0.09698290668588656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839990551344796,0.0,0.09250904030050387,0.08492833640858129,0.10062999583609217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930763261778663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802418609978682,0.0,0.0,0.08793264018770912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240481455182198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973101733168155,0.0,0.09986839301528216,0.0,0.0,0.09053036783998213,0.0,0.21626227099107845,0.0887327138692953,0.15635144611959892,0.0,0.07434491081467337,0.0,0.0,0.07526707270490769,0.0,0.0,0.0590960583203576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508149390112351,0.0,0.06828163762919565,0.08550513470920884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059991839238379766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613772125090588,0.0773030687879243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006926940663994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560617800541533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323490853338073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750132074213925,0.0,0.0,0.09910476324042836,0.0,0.0,0.07070208165013725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026968125406982,0.0,0.10046550791687292,0.08344073058565195,0.0,0.06656533988520084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037335136423299,0.20558585869080015,0.0588169865490245,0.0,0.0,0.14056965825303508,0.15487184709203952,0.0,0.0,0.08459649337604114,0.2950882311041557,0.06010768193044951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960125163661944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445263491380626,0.08990894031594741,0.0,0.12578174060352107,0.09679627128583054,0.0,0.057011957022964375
anxiety,userlame1022,2020/04/14,"I had a great day with my family, my brother specifically, and now I have this weird feeling like something bad might happen. I know it’s anxiety but I can’t shake it and I always feel this way after a good day After having a fun day or after having an argument, I always feel like something bad might happen to my family. I lost my dad at a young age very suddenly and unexpected. And ever since then I’m always afraid when my family goes in the car or is late to something I’m overcome with anxiety. I’m 21 years old and I just get these feelings I can’t shake and I feel like they’ll come true. I don’t know. I’m on the brink of a panic attack and I don’t want to leave my family or even let them sleep because something might happen to them in their sleep. I know it’s not rational, believe me, I know. I didn’t go see therapists after my fathers passing so I’m sure it’s residual anxiety and I want to see someone but with the quarantine it’s hard. I could just use someone to talk to or calm me down.",0.6755851279967473,2.807674518691588,3.202247054043074,88.6761336854937,84.18691588785046,6.5254774481917925,20.986590816741163,7.7425588080867325,0.9545187322226734,793,25,170,15,23,275,107,214,0.162,0.687,0.151,-0.1078,0,1,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,1,7,18,1,4,9,0,16,2,2,1,3,40,42,17,0,3,9,3,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,9,0,0,6,6,9,0,0,3,8,30,9,20,33,0,30,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,7,20,105,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383256349288453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911166553492697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861526946067708,0.0,0.0,0.1594333272362445,0.0581999631764936,0.0,0.0,0.10756631699363016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224225433830505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622808783769054,0.0,0.0,0.18471817413082364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305956705854507,0.08636154902039057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600169357468297,0.0,0.24137219621399925,0.20461957870215508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049881137835966836,0.0,0.054259980175208264,0.08007892240744477,0.0,0.10526023926545608,0.0,0.0,0.25328158884619983,0.0,0.08552580247728474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098796896947793,0.0,0.10769864353299673,0.10109300509181496,0.0,0.09762846402682507,0.0,0.13993107847168673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422096821762812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038479514661301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018372857265763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201797345515954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216056964798144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789769422554066,0.0,0.191085568536496,0.0,0.16178933979856971,0.29400168800824444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998295885367667,0.0,0.0,0.07673825145101999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085248015945044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245873868639897,0.0,0.0787759120495631,0.11262588211406875,0.07578268565232661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148201899669289
anxiety,DizzyWizzler,2020/04/14,"Constantly anxious about dating and relationships I'm a 19 year old male in the UK, I have felt depressed (not necessarily due to depression) my whole life, but its gotten worse in the past year since I started university in September. I have serious anxieties about relationships, my penis size, the lack of equality and the lack of empathy/sympathy in this world. I could probably write several books about these issues, but I'm mainly going to focus on the first two.

I'm extremely monogamous, I can only have sex with someone I'm in a romantic relationship with and who I love, this also means that I can only be with someone who is the same. I don't want to date a girl (I'm straight but could happily date a cisgender or transgender girl if I found them feminine enough) who has ever had casual sex or hookups, especially with multiple people at the same time. I'm not against promiscuity, many of my friends are very open and even identify as ""sluts"", I just couldn't ever be with a girl like who is like that in any way. There are two issues that come from this, first of all, I find it very difficult to find girls that aren't promiscuous whom I also find appealing (I've never been in a relationship), and I'm often seen as ignorant and old fashioned, causing me to become socially ostracised. 

My second issue is about penis size, I know the average is about 5.1 inches length, I'm not sure about the girth but I think it's about 4.5. My penis is 5.7 inches in length and roughly 4-4.3 inches in girth. I know that statistically speaking my penis is pretty good, however I also know that, from what I've heard and researched, that a larger penis is typically preferred (not always, but typically). My issue isn't necessarily about my penis size (although it does cause me to feel extremely depressed and anxious at times) but more to do with people's perceptions of it. There's a lot of hypocrisy when it comes to this issue. For example, a man may state that they feel self-conscious about their size, then they receive a reply from a woman claiming that the man clearly knows nothing about sex and relationships for thinking that way, inadvertently causing the man to feel more self-conscious and anxious, similarly they may receive a response from a woman who says it is important, and that every woman deserves a ""good dick"", which also cause further anxiety (I've seen responses like these before). This means that this man now suffers from two issues, having a perceived small penis, and feeling bitter and annoyed for having a mindset which is apparently childish and ignorant, despite them seeing plenty of evidence to unfortunately reinforce their views. So many people say that size doesn't matter (yet seem to prefer bigger penises and often avoid ones that are average or below), and many others say that size does matter, and that anyone who says otherwise is clearly lying or inept. regardless of the statement, the man who says they worry about often continues to suffer

I'm not really asking for answers or help, as most people I speak to about this (even family members) often tell me that I'm in the wrong, which I know is technically possible. I just wanted to raise some issues that I have with this world. I often feel that I don't belong in it, I don't want to die and I'm definitely not going to kill myself, I'm just tired of living in this world where I don't belong, no matter how many times people claim I do

I apologise if this offends anyone, and I know that people are tired of these issues being brought up. I also know that I'm probably going to receive some very extreme and offensive comments, most likely ones claiming that I'm an idiot for thinking and posting this, ones that clearly misinterpret what I say and use it to bash a particular group or idea, or ones that assume a lot about me and my circumstances.  I also apologise for the wall of text.",10.074400684931508,7.9922684726027455,9.923861301369863,64.5449700342466,59.47945205479452,12.90582191780822,39.25085616438356,11.517796691828833,4.539606164383562,3115,120,527,69,32,1028,297,730,0.133,0.753,0.114,-0.8243,2,1,0,0,0,2,89.0,0,0,8,2,39,28,6,1,34,0,43,10,2,6,8,134,95,53,2,13,24,0,7,4,1,2,3,9,0,13,61,34,0,3,31,2,0,9,16,18,0,10,9,21,52,10,81,78,17,67,0,5,4,7,55,30,1,24,28,373,113,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798145335607674,0.04300373635805711,0.0,0.0,0.03514567298470252,0.0,0.07907349371335579,0.17515854929602134,0.0,0.07227480154184919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048315886913568494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707893711199845,0.04397775154043068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236745222892747,0.0,0.08903929006494016,0.0,0.055850105273053716,0.0,0.08252807366096998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335414273472448,0.0,0.05363797124639959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045489516518183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053401535304574095,0.0,0.06827122052854777,0.09349903009775136,0.043544488391067435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487213851142616,0.0,0.13066038355359152,0.0,0.04962302352478103,0.0,0.14170980255178087,0.08792171766038086,0.0,0.0566668723289081,0.039929544886665065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811656768061253,0.08669716628868443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034641493904724166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058342920867214085,0.0,0.4315423727789233,0.0,0.0,0.05717870463467175,0.0,0.19882232533444852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036504671193548985,0.10099726298753592,0.0,0.045636335599177735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878767283521353,0.046645209580865495,0.0,0.0,0.20959058401849476,0.0,0.11259414905437742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03986050410718656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959047144579229,0.0,0.10846356462305036,0.0,0.14008480390263198,0.07861329455052199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049336514497822,0.2149796094163028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826392294235125,0.049497267977008666,0.05257938455740222,0.11144432066086513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03310894517100515,0.0,0.0,0.2774367436938747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659859203338705,0.0,0.0,0.041184027621622855,0.04704954015975114,0.10783162663968207,0.05838618309867377,0.0,0.042752055658607714,0.0,0.0,0.052683501492198616,0.08758033246804177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036580932086392265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048709868417009236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045172526860180515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934761413339964,0.0,0.0,0.09040893147032936,0.11880218825955252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514580194166344,0.0,0.0,0.04463683304500416,0.0,0.1279296999981011,0.0914505140975656,0.08204586053710491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770133838217014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248578987221386,0.052668584216979564,0.0,0.05650638009155558,0.0,0.06656329361675813
anxiety,AR9230,2020/04/14,"First, We Make the Beast Beautiful Hey everyone! So I started a virtual book club a few weeks ago and we’ve been reading two chapters of Sarah Wilson’s First, We Make the Beast Beautiful every week. Has anyone read this? Thoughts? I love it so far (on chapter 9 now) and feel it’s a very relevant read during these times. I love her very honest approach to living with anxiety and how she flat out starts the book by saying she’s not going to pretend to have the answers but is just sharing her experience. Such a good read and has already helped me a lot... check it out!",3.604414945919373,5.258022814159297,4.4482595870206465,85.53358898721733,73.07079646017701,7.500098328416913,27.59980334316617,8.167268648758528,1.7987136676499509,450,17,89,7,9,145,79,113,0.012,0.7959999999999999,0.193,0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,9,0,5,2,0,3,0,19,14,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,8,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,2,10,5,9,12,2,15,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,1,9,55,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566673334377494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688909239787113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708036536584525,0.0,0.0,0.10701386487283036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894851033081084,0.14624275393453068,0.0,0.1497091151116101,0.0,0.0,0.07738504890526737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26036302037155096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698001023561547,0.12836837514804475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025840284201016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351431078859132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301148966544948,0.2762613828644698,0.0,0.204319823920559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123527738368184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170893978131896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665459273235976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150204531043708,0.08924280633788803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495044623943452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525592384761554,0.0,0.0,0.2455297854640464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,areyoureadyreddit412,2020/04/14,"It was my birthday yesterday and I spent most of the day crying and depressed but we can't give up.. or we lose the chance that things can get better.. 25 was a hard birthday for me. Reflecting on my life and where I'm at had me feeling really down. It seemed out of no where my mental health started making things that were once easy, very very hard. It's taken a toll on my self esteem. I'm starting over with everything. Myself, my home, my career, my education, my health, my relationships, nothing is the same. I've been battling bipolar depression, panic attacks, schizophrenia episodes, constant suicidal ideation and started 2020 in a mental hospital begging to just die. I've lost my identity in the process of everything. I've never been more scared. I'm trying medication again, I'm back in therapy and am having more good days. I'm working on reaching out more to people.  I'm thankful for those who made my quarantine birthday special. My mom made me a home made birthday cake with all my favorite things, my boyfriend had a paint night with me, my sister ordered me dinner to enjoy at home and the birthday wishes from everyone did not go unnoticed. I'm thankful to still be here, still trying, and still fighting & I'm thankful for those that haven't given up on me when I've given up on myself. Here's to 25 and the rest of my life. 🥳🙏🏻",4.742953772263358,6.095323395437263,5.3323754252551545,81.48640384230539,69.79847908745248,7.970302181308786,30.95237142285372,8.371475516178862,2.3615292775665404,1075,45,199,16,19,346,144,263,0.155,0.6920000000000001,0.153,0.0961,0,1,0,0,2,0,36.0,2,0,0,4,11,16,3,2,11,0,15,7,0,4,2,31,44,11,2,1,4,2,3,0,0,0,6,0,3,1,12,15,1,0,3,0,1,1,5,9,0,0,16,3,27,7,33,27,7,36,0,4,0,0,9,19,0,3,15,129,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095283486601808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649738440562807,0.0,0.07874103756331903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056650096058157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066049285363684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124841035089344,0.13208200679503346,0.0,0.17639787898190587,0.0,0.10627740636792607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784977330407373,0.18406514471303664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051777673004536826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350096830695212,0.09823360440877747,0.058197579398368976,0.08589017964795466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346467006470474,0.0,0.0,0.2176976844497972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30815352882381897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465952699598972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145619653369062,0.11178419257129818,0.0,0.0,0.2906865590033998,0.06835432154507012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315953059239782,0.20639483945566275,0.0,0.0,0.11993232055549476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897895641073878,0.0,0.0,0.09609760915528644,0.0,0.09825775590226614,0.0,0.0,0.10905509329602757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014701964781938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099285195369892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560152702622006,0.0,0.0,0.10994173293952557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252255321909892,0.0,0.0,0.093223195858989,0.1068279181464122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744259678300065,0.0,0.2453357953327896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201148109600287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828348022617017,0.11710593929956335,0.0,0.2040945872780381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904886162559496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898522193998514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177575760084406,0.0,0.0,0.07455008432952735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chargingblue,2020/04/14,"I'm moving into my partner's home and really am going to miss mine I bought my condo two years ago and have with my partner for 3+ years. We decided to move in together because it makes sense and we're ready and we're moving into his home because his home is twice the size of mine.

I am REALLY struggling with letting go of my place though. This place was my first place living alone and I loved building it with decorations and everything to my needs. It's really really hard for me to let go of it and I'm not sure how to emotional be okay with it

It doesn't make sense to pay two mortgages right now and we're ready for the next step.",3.0435555555555536,4.133207170370368,4.446851851851854,87.22583333333336,73.5925925925926,8.066666666666668,23.12962962962963,8.548686976883017,1.2324962962962958,508,13,111,9,10,169,75,135,0.09300000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.09,0.1632,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,1,9,1,0,3,1,22,20,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,7,15,0,0,1,0,2,7,2,2,0,4,2,1,15,3,19,15,0,20,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093049256401122,0.0,0.0,0.1296089741321981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525703359978973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076747515154114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246921588409996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064453952100524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336259392809276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112102308216918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765817348283501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25593156329602906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050234021945324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294519489871944,0.0,0.16706600173431274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990172017991197,0.0,0.09279092309641856,0.0,0.0,0.13308952902820112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392239063151272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206756962896516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687025687317486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082518890048025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794449272036064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295100299862972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444903513950996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611741964115737
anxiety,JNellyy,2020/04/14,"Just anxiety or something else? A few months back I had a really awful experience with smoking weed. I had convinced myself that I was living life in a loop and that it won’t ever stop. I feel like that was most likely the main source of the problem. For the past few weeks, my anxiety has gotten really awful. I am starting to convince myself again that I might actually be living on a loop and my death is coming up in the near future. I keep having deja vu moments which is the main source of this belief. All of today, I have been in pain thinking about. Last night I didn’t get much sleep, and now tonight I’m worried that either I’m going to die or not get enough sleep again and then tomorrow die or something like that. Also, I keep having visions of my past self that I have been through these exact moments before and I died from it (weird vision at some point in the future). I talked to a family doctor a few weeks ago and she prescribed me Zoloft and hydroxyzine(antihistamine). I haven’t taken the Zoloft at all because I’ve been trying to fight the anxiety on my own but I think starting tomorrow I’ve been coming to terms that I need to take it. I’ve been taking the hydroxyzine to help me sleep and it’s actually been working... until I took it a few nights ago. It seemed to make me feel really weak and out of it. I actually couldn’t fall asleep even though I was extremely drowsy. I can take one tonight to help me sleep but I’m very worried that it might have another side effect.

Edit: Just took a hydroxyzine pill and I just felt very uneasy for a bit and had a panic attack. I’ve managed to calm myself down but I’m still slightly worried this will effect extremely badly.",3.320300084530853,5.111018642011835,4.478803888419272,84.45232248520709,74.11834319526629,7.0770921386306025,23.31403212172443,7.83500028581142,1.1544967032967042,1343,38,262,19,28,440,166,338,0.16,0.782,0.059000000000000004,-0.9849,0,0,2,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,13,14,2,1,19,2,30,12,5,3,4,50,58,21,4,3,11,0,3,3,0,4,7,0,0,1,21,15,0,3,9,0,0,6,5,8,0,1,18,3,33,6,34,34,16,51,1,0,0,0,6,14,0,8,34,183,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.2537237315986774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536502907989346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930763993626007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087799968855166,0.1989002581022168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859632565353678,0.0,0.06664164196904758,0.07236339941090299,0.052831453172897565,0.0,0.07374730959239584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461801484754044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931204666681264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269840266920853,0.0,0.0,0.08870743821438108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239923216425732,0.0,0.0,0.08955027073621769,0.0,0.057242795052184665,0.078395343982837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477704336648847,0.08170201854200135,0.0,0.0876429687273051,0.0619149858547627,0.08321399686449113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055995412918406,0.0,0.04925490404685806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161822460789576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406738201963205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064524501557255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121552816551538,0.1270234862055005,0.0,0.15305725518963526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057850955034478076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388017154905745,0.0,0.0,0.06917684376212736,0.0,0.06371028261885897,0.06426254850098696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626623844842851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058727862616508676,0.0,0.09221989341285212,0.10168515573063792,0.0,0.0,0.16546708648965974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192841259056208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829286997362603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656346977350706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889846303649949,0.09041267544496198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34691871661629503,0.0,0.0,0.13344111890292265,0.0,0.0,0.12268682364415198,0.0,0.06921244940251943,0.072457567282223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548859572044985,0.06965972342302186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106554261535358,0.08514997512455393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215026686259998,0.0,0.19258065003555366,0.058841264602368215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430188502345898,0.0,0.0,0.13903822258605966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309467315128497,0.2640439080667253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juicyfruit360,2020/04/14,"Inositol interactions? Hi everyone, I'm hoping to find some people who have used Inositol, commonly referred to as Vitamin b8. I already have anxiety and am worried about it interacting with any current medications. I take Zoloft, Adderall, and Propranolol. I'm mostly worried about it interacting with zoloft or adderall if anyone has experience",8.140535714285711,11.481716267857143,9.427999999999999,47.41700000000003,64.89285714285714,13.051428571428573,45.12857142857143,11.979248473330829,7.61764,285,19,33,12,5,98,41,56,0.105,0.809,0.086,-0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,12,9,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017053572652716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859223974668204,0.0,0.20915140156319728,0.0,0.0,0.1911686878915087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26124685260669417,0.0,0.2674391316984531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498840207768453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27154938193858913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27542325110860444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895421778121248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556390511842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613111687079025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553049953107541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pwalkerbro,2020/04/14,"Can feeling like you have to pee be a symptom of anxiety I've really been struggling with anxiety during this covid-19 lock down and I'm feeling a bunch of different physical symptoms to the point that it's hard to tell if something is wrong or if they could be caused by stress and anxiety.  The latest one is that over the last few days I've constantly been feeling like I have to pee, even a few minutes after the last time I went.  I've read that anxiety could be a possible cause for this feeling.  Has anyone else felt like this?",8.14330188679245,6.4893844622641526,7.928943396226419,75.97549056603775,62.867924528301884,11.87622641509434,38.181132075471695,10.793553405168565,3.9236966037735854,427,18,84,9,5,137,66,106,0.155,0.723,0.122,-0.5688,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,2,8,0,13,4,2,2,0,15,20,5,0,4,3,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,6,4,3,12,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,10,54,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386773697513468,0.0,0.0,0.10024003730824102,0.14688837059085513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945386342175922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492029080144756,0.0,0.2289212009240263,0.0,0.0,0.09245477936461616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497797789322177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975815808712445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468735364009533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28994673535367266,0.20483158294094064,0.13764724698943825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842162232102144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371365048413745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011408943209814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714385698718714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355207160842179,0.1616158795284695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433979255121544,0.0,0.09183952991573023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036486254883553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421739962261525,0.14987008979818894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980100556309711,0.0,0.0,0.12530219886249336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835938618554953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289535022296664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674070430346165,0.0,0.0
anxiety,solja-boy,2020/04/14,"After quake panic attacks That’s what I’m calling these. The ones where you think they’re done but when you stand up or do anything without a lot of movement you notice you’re trembling. Where your heart rate is fine but your body isn’t. You brain feels at peace but you’re trying not to lose you mind. 

I always wondered why I’d start trembling when I clean my room. Bc I know I’m not that out of shape. They’re secret panic attacks and I didn’t even realize until today. So that’s cool.",0.17550420168067404,2.562334421568629,1.3651540616246507,98.25176470588237,92.0392156862745,3.306442577030812,17.089635854341733,4.65589566412798,-0.8564364145658265,389,10,83,1,14,122,70,102,0.171,0.6779999999999999,0.151,-0.2836,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,0,1,6,9,2,4,2,1,5,3,3,0,0,17,12,9,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,2,2,12,2,9,10,1,15,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,3,6,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546181095998332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291500014262416,0.0,0.0,0.4227968420442991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064054432841295,0.0,0.2074378943379125,0.1897442033067664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901595853544512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273313846855585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395677313448306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019899586442232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212246221549463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078863719127946,0.0,0.1579785242669911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762642258182186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211558647802184,0.0,0.0,0.12591724229928558,0.0,0.0,0.4360422403241382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152518933481325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190667105656578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613675343568844,0.0,0.0,0.1261603852419113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767471450001822,0.0,0.0,0.17912498881064656,0.2015151457359344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sigalax2,2020/04/14,"Severe anxiety. I have severe anxiety, altering my life. I have parents who are not understanding. I've been forced into submission by being bullied and have experienced more embarrassment one should have in a lifetime. I cannot meet new people and have been told not to understand emotions well. I cannot meet new people and worry in every situation no matter the topic. I like facts and life is unpredictable and it scares me. Every time I see someone new, I either go red, stutter or have a loss of words.

Any advice?",3.780000000000001,6.596542,5.239416666666667,74.59725000000002,76.91666666666666,8.006666666666666,26.266666666666666,8.841846274778883,2.6252241666666665,416,16,67,10,10,139,65,96,0.29100000000000004,0.655,0.054000000000000006,-0.9719,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,3,0,14,2,0,0,1,16,19,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,3,3,9,2,6,14,2,8,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,1,5,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732148102798468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948144594056948,0.0,0.2463199504268647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109658943634613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712887901660852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149660467157664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274296575623605,0.0786535400298651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664670474967319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909370616004932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876479316975433,0.0,0.0,0.22322594777532626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118308731705538,0.0,0.12829138015465402,0.0,0.0,0.3637548071067475,0.0,0.0,0.1809640100141876,0.0,0.0,0.13640970025997892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387690055635728,0.0,0.0,0.1538366735826325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352008795021436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447529475052654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349722963176624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mofiggy,2020/04/14,"2.5 weeks on Zoloft and I think I just had a panic attack at work, I left and came home. Is that normal with Zoloft? I haven't had a full blown panic attack in weeks. Today I had some chest pain while breathing, which isn't uncommon, and then I just got hot and started sweating.

I assume this was just a panic attack, I'm still anxious even though it was an hour ago.

Anyone have issues like this when using Zoloft?",2.8492857142857133,4.553011071428575,3.4185714285714286,91.92642857142859,75.19047619047619,5.276190476190476,17.952380952380953,5.288315135182226,-0.4744333333333337,326,5,67,1,7,102,56,84,0.278,0.6940000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,3,3,4,0,9,7,3,1,0,14,15,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,7,1,7,1,4,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,11,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547723439102335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265778948124574,0.0,0.10686438817486996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521608808595258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748002385100429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009447560711796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223451283910762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330396171962987,0.0,0.1505097205881044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951794627844293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605350328477608,0.0,0.0,0.0746664846270799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497438919257364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262508909608633,0.5379497925598276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817598507040492,0.0,0.12205263239953446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792921621838402,0.15015764797262576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486781510350055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199864272629427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451868300757357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126424530529964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Raimkon,2020/04/14,"Its 2 AM and my anxiety keeps me awake I (23) am currently facing after a long time for the recent 3 weeks my anxiety again. I dont get no more full blown panic attacks. But I get this feeling which feels like Im really close to one, but it never goes up to the edge where it actually turns into a panic attack.

What kinda triggered my anxiety is this one symptom. I have an itch all the time. It started with the back of my neck and even with scratching, it didnt lowered the itchiness. It also sometimes feels like, even tho Im scratching at the exact spot, I would scratch at the ""wrong"" spot. Weird to explain.

The itch-area kinda expanded, now onto my throat and shoulder. Its really weird, sometimes it feels like a sunburn, then it feels like a mosquito bite or if I got stung by stinging nettles. Also sometimes it feels just really really soar, then it shifts to a kind of ""numb"" feeling.

The first time, when I went to the mirror, I expected to see a huge red area on my neck or at least an urtica - but theres nothing, it looks perfectly normal. I try to avoid scratching most of the time, but sometimes I really cant resist. And even when Im itching, I try to do it really soft.

The itching usually is the highest in the evening or before I go to bed. During the day its just subtle, especially when Im with my friends or busy.

In addition to this, my stress level is really high cuz I got fired at my old job and now got a new one, which is better, but also more stressful.

Usually I spent alot of time in the gym doin sports, but due to Corona everything is closed, so there is no way for me at the moment to really get my head free or to do anything. Im actually in therapy, but thats obviously also closed.

Anyway, does anyone ever encountered this too? Im pretty healthy and Im almost certain that its just a parasthesia, triggered by my anxiety/stress. But I never had it this long (3 weeks) and this strong. Even though I try to avoid paranoid/anxious thoughts and try to avoid going down the spiral, Im starting to worry if this becomes chronic or if it will move onto my whole body :(",3.934410134600157,4.995721510688835,5.354733966745844,81.66670110847191,71.42280285035629,8.36867775138559,27.81005542359461,8.745826893841286,2.0822996991290577,1640,58,323,29,30,552,199,421,0.125,0.762,0.11199999999999999,-0.7785,3,3,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,0,4,28,24,2,7,29,0,17,14,10,3,8,68,42,38,0,6,20,0,13,4,1,2,7,0,1,0,29,16,0,4,9,2,2,4,7,13,0,4,8,16,30,12,43,32,8,63,0,0,3,0,2,24,0,14,38,219,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.11779041353170612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043418024212777,0.0,0.0,0.1930550725600605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850819258689312,0.0,0.0,0.042199780065478885,0.0,0.04966485780054085,0.0,0.0,0.13731906627252286,0.0,0.04640724686949387,0.0,0.0,0.06665445054464572,0.051355421341582205,0.0,0.0,0.05337676640092782,0.0,0.06703787712390982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892228554536281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052814765317707145,0.0,0.07073252765445454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931085451949146,0.05459217351397445,0.0,0.0,0.05424081822580794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361180008100086,0.17246297951768536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133569472479072,0.0,0.0,0.04662809101886662,0.0,0.09459486644360546,0.0,0.0685992848944938,0.0,0.14480790971582916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061938942837344885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376559202519383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215273252293625,0.0,0.05989041427432944,0.05364395909724514,0.0,0.06284770563378042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794047702286642,0.0,0.0,0.10681989578137953,0.050680790305690684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414501764364215,0.0,0.0,0.09309493603512167,0.058288694609637676,0.0,0.0,0.05913250815673427,0.057909726314339535,0.0,0.06332965950187062,0.0,0.12268898265567398,0.0,0.0,0.1416210040906975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614000569206915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30930618685571143,0.0,0.05959068398576129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809302469925885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387601468413008,0.0,0.0854354356264609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740030629745654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272922049229028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901819436388093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929589667631219,0.04791304001308035,0.17595976018436246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163901189216412,0.06564604747241838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329392171245012,0.0,0.0,0.04790490179269465,0.0968220609396717,0.0,0.0,0.055947251235439435,0.0,0.06738126531697028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129076087155715,0.0,0.042872591748093526,0.06598584185054521,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kingofsneks02,2020/04/14,"Panicking attacks I'm currently laid in be at 1 in the morning having my first panic attack in a week or so, my anxiety got ten times worse at the beginning of lockdown but it calmed down and actually has been rarely affecting me as i dont have to go outside and interact with real people and the impending feeling of doom from believing this was the end of the world has faded but  my chest Is starting to really hurt breathing is kinda difficult and I wanna puke, this is exactly how I normally feel when having a panic attack and it's kinda hit me off guard with the short period of calm",9.351538461538462,6.755717145299148,10.177025641025644,63.77630769230771,61.30769230769231,14.146324786324787,39.639316239316244,12.688352899677879,5.111411623931623,474,19,84,14,5,165,83,117,0.264,0.677,0.059000000000000004,-0.9801,1,1,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,3,2,8,0,12,2,2,2,1,21,20,12,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,2,3,2,8,2,18,15,0,20,1,2,0,0,1,9,0,3,10,63,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.17347684811559955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135992757348882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6067135199433411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028472710636053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083438811162908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745052180816488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977064122274092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121017491434752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103018887252288,0.0,0.14217806586299414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030533372508573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417582345848584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171471120611623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324260417061725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233997947117108,0.11388333903747674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582577516694252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036585021708696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259552586891633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811617435115069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,10626632,2020/04/15,"Has anyone been having worse anxiety that includes shortness of breath/tight chest ever since this break out? I’m not sick, no fever or cough but I just feel like I can’t take a deep breath. Curious if anyone else has dealt with this and what they’ve done to relax/counter",3.071666666666665,5.305695425925926,2.8257037037037063,94.03966666666668,76.22222222222223,5.801481481481483,20.059259259259264,6.742157984588678,0.1233525925925929,219,5,45,2,5,65,48,54,0.064,0.7559999999999999,0.18,0.7265,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,10,9,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889493150345635,0.0,0.0,0.4549901853178413,0.33336363767830723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329501185974705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27179153163036784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29430133410039017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450876614950244,0.23243297384922115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895153782153848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691362039308465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446257290251649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315635378041985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Glittertater,2020/04/15,"I feel anxious when I look nice but not when I look bad, is that odd? So, this sounds kinda stupid in my head but recently I've begun feeling really anxious about wearing nice clothes. I have dresses that I would love to wear but even thinking about wearing them in public makes me nauseous. Even though they are fairly modest.

At first I thought it was because I stood out but I dont feel this way when I look bad. I have no trouble going out in mismatched pjs and socks with sandals, but wearing a pretty dress scares me even though I like wearing them at home. I think I'm afraid of being judged when I look nicer.

Has anyone else had this feeling? 
Sorry if this has been asked before or doesnt make sense",3.1847872340425525,5.075430404255319,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,74.74468085106382,5.2673758865248255,24.51595744680851,5.46131890053228,0.3991744680851066,561,18,113,2,12,171,92,141,0.13699999999999998,0.6509999999999999,0.212,0.9349,0,0,0,1,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,12,10,1,2,1,0,13,7,6,2,0,23,31,15,0,2,8,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,5,9,19,4,12,24,0,16,0,0,4,1,6,7,0,3,8,73,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174473105899655,0.0,0.098240029383787,0.1439576264183597,0.0,0.0,0.13134741428087648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346212626963823,0.08564676586795622,0.0,0.1195541325994004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466355000858185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736872097572608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783944016881738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841616639994619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950820953036473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984870718858056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419230514708636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409317543590168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686406179741115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719344338855949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680565458720136,0.0,0.1875680831591202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429377922514174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000713048191147,0.0,0.13872561744818465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066381139637096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727690645775294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005191894389438,0.2760787199734332,0.11154035522099966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152140964809423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980631810299967,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pie_thagorus,2020/04/15,"I’d really like some help Over the last couple of weeks I’ve been so uptight and anxious, it’s been worse than usual, I had things under control and now I don’t. My chest feels like it’s getting tighter and tighter, I have this pain and nervousness in the pit of my stomach. It won’t go away. How can I ease it? It’s dragging me down so much. I really want it to go",-0.20618055555555515,1.8175961875000013,1.8891666666666644,97.3502777777778,87.125,5.055555555555556,20.13888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.016472222222221774,285,9,68,3,9,95,54,80,0.17300000000000001,0.677,0.151,-0.4402,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,7,3,2,2,0,10,12,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,1,8,2,9,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820844693411112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345968317984195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800543653107632,0.0,0.2762829564695221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262533805175496,0.17838227943149726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045542060422716,0.0,0.28381503882334674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736540918906925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035348900254182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439768950694677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355468033919853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265693265835558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199222395895606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658863759477217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750039532289941,0.0,0.14727668072077124,0.0,0.20029040409687307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544607104164645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyUserIdWasTaken,2020/04/15,"Relationship anxiety I have always been a people pleaser and have had rubbish relationships.

Have met someone lovely who also has anxiety and we are gradually unpacking all the conditioned tension out of each other.

Having an understanding partner is so crucial for anxiety sufferers.  I only just figured this out at 34.",7.3311320754717,10.696257584905664,8.804377358490566,50.81939622641514,67.49056603773586,11.787169811320755,42.67547169811321,11.20814326018867,6.9192067924528295,264,17,29,10,5,91,46,53,0.179,0.713,0.10800000000000001,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,10,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,5,9,2,3,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072786690947666,0.21567154602326732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948518925178938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393419541787674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971299729926488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969362917774048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565582575236703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961563464328365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26983181454306016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ArrozConTomate,2020/04/15,"How has your life improved after taking SSRIs long-term? I have chronic GAD. Before having a conversation with my doctor and therapist about bringing meds into the equation, I wanna hear from people who've been taking SSRIs for a long time. I've heard crap about meds in articles (please feel free to post your experience) but I need to know there's a slight chance of improving my life and symptoms before considering having a lifetime of drugs.

What's your experience with SSRI's (or buspirone)?",6.0889047619047645,8.226629255555553,6.337619047619048,72.525,67.55555555555556,8.253968253968255,28.41269841269841,8.841846274778883,2.544603174603175,403,14,62,7,7,129,65,90,0.021,0.851,0.127,0.8385,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,5,0,5,7,1,1,0,12,13,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,8,2,14,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,3,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149953580761431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894471230123185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146452583439533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621064318069342,0.0,0.0,0.0935868998804815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860951313185605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172044364731507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26146861927428183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275970719576933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41118580195957705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372416471043787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831787414313714,0.0,0.0,0.20317287932795505,0.0,0.0,0.17726474301300724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237903958941155,0.27832879847463543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149033758840168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792727665031727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WEISO_Ordinary,2020/04/15,"Guidance I wake up almost everyday during this time feeling like something is expected of me but I can’t figure out what that something is. One minute I think I’m doing the right thing and then the next minute I automatically  feel like I’m doing nothing but wasting time, if that makes sense. Does anyone else ever feel like that? If so what do you do to get out of it.",3.4493693693693714,5.160716459459461,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,73.5945945945946,6.554954954954956,24.495495495495497,7.1686216300943375,0.9860522522522528,294,9,58,3,6,96,51,74,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.8857,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,1,1,16,15,7,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,6,15,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,9,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154111448873286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771423175535933,0.21645545431017976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184870453640744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647623438007354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910920141754179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204502443298257,0.4527613026566741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103718866388791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096251970258157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101418474457075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246718211859392,0.0,0.0,0.20270462832775207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315168459574312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041040055989346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32526845204689075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403482676015622,0.13536351245872533,0.0,0.0,0.2463686849093573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ouisopsa12,2020/04/15,"Constant debilitating tightness in back, chest and shoulders. How the frick do I keep it away? The best I can do is eat well, exercise, sleep well, get sun and fresh air, and light medication, and then I feel a reasonable and loose for a day at most and then it goes back to normal.

Now I don't want to sound like I don't understand that it takes time to recover after a long time of anxiety, I do, but sometimes I can literally switch from feeling really tight to loose in a matter of a couple seconds, and I think go myself, why the fuck can't I do that again, at will, permanently?",4.19916666666667,5.0422213418803405,5.5445192307692315,81.35985576923079,70.62393162393163,9.26880341880342,27.44551282051281,9.516144504307137,2.203889743589744,455,15,96,10,8,153,75,117,0.105,0.785,0.11,-0.489,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,8,0,11,7,3,2,0,21,21,11,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,7,1,3,5,1,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,6,10,4,14,20,2,19,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,13,68,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913612338229892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316182812368167,0.2998088459187606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045878699395033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067156134798887,0.0,0.0,0.2157083324546165,0.0,0.12572654377334486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948239490383776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714503222498334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022802120947248,0.10185326520967547,0.0,0.11079450852206288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328040933656952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952426632923617,0.0,0.0,0.17252450767786173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639149273056786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100948906329246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488988408632293,0.20044094386178676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509066888061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281041460288448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657804675253175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491601035399118,0.0,0.0,0.2273536836924235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294969870144394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498648926334724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505667064593926,0.0,0.17591194275109162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WildiFigures,2020/04/15,"I don't want my mom to hear my conversation with my therapist. Because of the corona virus, my therapist will call me tomorrow for our session instead of me going to him. 
I live at home with my mom and she has sharp ears. I honestly thought about going in the bathroom when my therapist calls untill I remembered that the bathroom window doesn't close all the way. (This means that if she happens to be in the yard, she can hear.) The rest of the house is small with thin walls. 
I am having such anxiety about this, but while I really do need a session with my therapist, I also just don't want my mom to hear it. I know that by asking my mom to go outside or atleast to stay away so she doesn't hear, I am gonna get a disapproval 'tsk'. And I know myself good enough to know that I am gonna feel like shit all night when go goes 'tsk'. 

What are my options?",3.1000651890482414,4.150304056497177,4.253333333333334,88.8187744458931,73.40677966101694,7.932029552368538,25.479791395045627,8.384062270229773,1.4086109517601049,666,21,148,11,13,218,100,177,0.052000000000000005,0.895,0.054000000000000006,0.3412,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,9,4,1,0,9,0,15,2,2,0,2,24,37,11,0,4,4,4,3,1,0,3,0,5,3,0,8,7,0,0,7,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,8,30,3,23,32,4,20,0,0,0,0,18,8,1,3,7,102,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189611379621524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834229235822739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573820911091237,0.0,0.09621624300203578,0.0,0.0,0.062427326987993664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914124421835006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581545078493276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178086100558705,0.0731607183842353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350426241294903,0.0,0.23280465071688425,0.08589546798879798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055957944504034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616877027754474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027241673775053,0.0,0.0,0.1181657651997395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884325137347975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003166505474572,0.0,0.09042866269775277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155297848631658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479758819614581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759346731429854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610352597736696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560556617523777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160089710525596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512094774564074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915393287273513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756170724959566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130098267193883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080648141863295,0.08128717337671612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyLifeIsPain,2020/04/15,"Worrying about others opinions too much? Hey, this is my first time on this sub and first time I've really asked for help about this kind of stuff. 

So for as long as I remember I've always worried about what others think of me. But as a male teen, the inevitable happened and I got hairy. Like a lot. I know that this is completely normal but nobody my age is as hairy and it really worries me. It's really obvious as well; I've got very pale white skin and the hair is a thick dark black. So the other week, I asked out a girl and we agreed to meet up after quarantine us over. I'm worried that all my hair will put her off me and even if it doesn't other people will notice it and be put off it.

Idk whether this is the right sub for this but just to write this I worried what everyone who sees this will think of me. Any ideas on what I could do?


P.S: Sorry if the formatting is a little strange and all over the place, I'm writing this late at night.",2.6805970149253757,3.72616163681592,3.784258706467664,91.79817910447764,74.42288557213931,7.350049751243782,21.85771144278607,7.793537801064563,0.643191442786069,743,17,171,10,15,241,111,201,0.092,0.861,0.047,-0.7771,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,11,0,13,3,3,0,3,31,24,21,0,4,7,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,25,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,7,16,3,26,17,4,25,0,0,3,0,13,13,0,4,11,117,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829043606604124,0.0,0.0,0.08032984610309725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086404558483996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238530414677318,0.0,0.0,0.09431413447761162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780212210008884,0.0,0.0,0.11287461731747195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095611917439976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889525778522098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445858173261748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917748154542638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335006720481374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230102279796415,0.06491905359131113,0.0,0.13325146461571202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771047972359285,0.1183934548801761,0.0,0.10453794295528243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042664523230584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683632648796294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110853408160889,0.115738565728296,0.0,0.1344874271185704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189381258603383,0.0,0.1234167054446681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749885439592214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270239472762715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381392292976604,0.10087910347847667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413126339025124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223257582766612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522620284803905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138095961380513,0.0,0.0,0.13776063897478186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420912376364602,0.0,0.0,0.0974664611613862,0.0,0.0,0.09475368805863074,0.0,0.10620961292728796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998142964668182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwaway1928489,2020/04/15,"Reading comprehension anxiety or just my mind tricking me cause of weed anxiety? I'm an African immigrant (9 years in the U.S.) student who taught themselves to read and write fluently (and even sound like a native). I smoked weed recently and had anxiety attack that I couldn't read at all. I was reading an article on Bernie and I had such a short attention span that I believed I didn't comprehend anything-- which in all fairness was true. I kept skipping words and rereading what the sentence was to fully understand it. I believed it then because I couldn't seem to comprehend wtf I read. I started getting anxious as hell. It has been over a week and I still can't shake the fact that I ""can't"" read. It's like my mind tricks me into thinking that I can't comprehend anything I read.

It's sooo weird. I know for a fact that I can read (I got into a top NC university and maintaining a 3.65 GPA, so I'm not really worried about my intellectual ability). I learned a new language, as well as read perfectly in matter of 2-4 years, which to me is VERY impressive. I'm reading more and more everyday because of this ""anxiety"" and I force myself to finish an article and/or book. I don't have the anxiety anymore. However, I still have that ""moment of realization"" and I just can't seem to shake it off.

I know this is very unusual experience, however, if anyone had similar experience I would like to know how you dealt with this. I want to become a physician, so you can tell how this is frustrating to me.

Edit: I want to say, whenever I smoke I have these anxious thoughts. When I smoked, I focus on something different each time. It so happens that the last time I smoked, my anxiety was mainly focusing on my reading comprehension. Last few times were about my ability to succeed in the world and become successful. Then it was my anxious thoughts that I was going crazy and developing Schizophrenia (I beat that thankfully). Since this happened about 3 or 4 times and only happened whenever I smoke, I stopped consuming weed overall-- its been a month already. I have been better and more focused on talking to people and creating connections, which helped tremendously get my mind of my anxieties. Maybe y'all have thoughts on that?",5.276759669775267,6.86878996445498,5.992965907353617,76.34207384192021,68.7867298578199,9.994924323497935,34.70295061917138,10.237710317436264,3.865532395658157,1783,89,319,48,31,582,201,422,0.092,0.775,0.133,0.9439,3,0,6,0,0,0,61.0,0,3,0,6,17,19,5,2,18,0,33,1,0,3,6,59,59,29,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,30,19,0,2,12,12,0,3,9,8,1,0,20,2,54,11,39,36,8,43,1,0,0,0,9,18,1,5,25,217,84,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973410727403129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383927446209979,0.21416742272331932,0.06266963110389194,0.044185419542090335,0.0,0.104003507838673,0.0,0.0,0.07189019166646067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704269442988125,0.13958152659055856,0.0,0.14239182361605185,0.0,0.05588832011839022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491574361768841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602234544956109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173781812403538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362809376789555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603057889327536,0.0,0.03591355427264584,0.0,0.050540533891243314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764182474666844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042356365125643766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418625664219468,0.10302007038963944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926174754376142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348500679939913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141816787296967,0.0,0.05043937006755736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103137082447713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048060476503549374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043809479156456665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6953017414398904,0.0,0.0404825084750969,0.0,0.062394623114752135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050252932857356686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505551737930607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052273198272805584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864840322664682,0.0,0.0,0.04472772797700582,0.0,0.10093066288771683,0.052831465727319706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079145531154024,0.05523272312100913,0.058178840232562125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04049097719023777,0.0,0.15050252190153626,0.14739139994014894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657852552094675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428028110713554,0.0745447329089942,0.0,0.0506889298582969,0.0,0.056817330599489915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417469425105057,0.0,0.04488988924366269,0.0,0.0,0.08138734363336311
anxiety,POTATOSALAMANDER_69,2020/04/15,Help My parents was fighting and my mom keeps talking about suicide and my dad can't make money and i just feel lost,3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,74.83333333333334,4.800000000000002,28.66666666666667,3.1291,0.7043166666666663,94,4,19,0,2,29,20,24,0.31,0.6,0.09,-0.765,1,0,0,0,2,1,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366131169256952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346714882105935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32285781599671165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965112806892753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24246057472925145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425413619990722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033268061098986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973174990099842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919525972658639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,falllingwater,2020/04/15,feeling really off having one of those days where you feel completely empty apart from the lingering feeling of anxiety. i have no idea why i feel anxious when otherwise i just feel.. blank. i want to just eat dinner so i can lay down and zone out for the rest of the night but i honestly don't even feel up to eating. no clue how to get out of a rut like this one.,1.6610714285714252,3.523493039473685,3.3942857142857146,90.06500000000004,79.13157894736842,7.50075187969925,21.383458646616546,8.418075326091056,1.1225511278195488,285,8,63,6,7,95,56,76,0.113,0.746,0.14,0.4773,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,15,12,5,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,7,2,14,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,4,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585479511951868,0.2341368586029285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730079098767308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366101702279956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241430485682927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688862894605824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6287599591305341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828112033017173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396337093114486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125333010479247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944928682539984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808799461024755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277155660089432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222431686862184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701356506669736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kev_mach,2020/04/15,"Feel like I've made no progress over the years and have hit a mental brick wall. I have had anxiety issues since I was a child. I'm almost 50 now. Over the years I've tried hypnotherapy, tackling one phobia head on - public speaking. CBT. I've given up drinking, I meditate daily, go to a Buddhist centre, occasionally practice yoga and exercise several times a week. But now after 3 days of constant anxiety and sleepless nights due mainly to my feelings towards a expected increased work stresses and pressure I been prescribed citalopram antidepressant to work with my beta blocker - propanalol, which to add insult to injury causes erectile dysfunction when I take it regularly. I feel totally low and defeated and can't really see any improvement even though in the doctors words I'm doing everything they recommended, not sure where to go from here,  having some really depressing and low thoughts. Does anyone have any positive experiences using citalopram or any advice to a sufferer of GAD - ego anxiety.",9.341079545454543,9.946269130681825,9.175136363636367,60.628954545454576,59.39772727272727,12.26727272727273,41.46363636363637,11.792908689023552,5.554879090909092,821,42,115,23,10,267,127,176,0.209,0.7070000000000001,0.084,-0.9635,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,7,10,1,2,9,0,9,4,1,3,2,26,23,11,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,9,1,1,4,3,0,3,3,8,0,1,6,5,9,2,18,16,4,25,0,5,1,0,5,10,0,3,13,69,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643199769036996,0.0,0.0,0.15005344891733366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057100670744913,0.0,0.3439052522546109,0.0,0.0,0.10477882742858738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393755606273954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193495983203246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664105912295802,0.0,0.12906586041131962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337815147680306,0.13113502421858128,0.0,0.0,0.1467962642743865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989747226072662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467580455748548,0.1465823662700786,0.0,0.0,0.2273064717669985,0.1070530980295672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032677948870487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378965939143094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640480098497492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320929676439984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179199532449416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101387665513688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062437349793744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154245449558544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199590332498345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941130327370222,0.0,0.0,0.16928820757999752,0.0,0.12395773261243352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716530344349221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123215250836169,0.0,0.1126687909903583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722717785330613,0.11896441505903325,0.08737892623196403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173853035252656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942256296264035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020088728823693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818563427769685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299738515118026
anxiety,Oh-no-oh-hullo,2020/04/15,"Clinical psychologists are creating a tool to enable anybody to host or participate in an effective programme of psychological support around coronavirus issues, immediately and for free In the UK a group of psychologists and health technology workers are putting a free tool together to support the many people who are struggling with their mental health during the coronavirus pandemic.

It's at [www.helpers.tools](https://www.helpers.tools/)

Does this seem like something that would be useful?",14.793630136986305,16.407254904109593,12.056267123287673,41.1304280821918,47.9041095890411,14.971232876712325,48.38698630136986,13.816669648895859,7.735578082191777,420,22,46,14,4,127,56,73,0.033,0.7020000000000001,0.265,0.9578,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,1,6,0,1,7,0,5,3,0,2,0,9,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,11,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,31,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977600624361952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963861719598119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770830987515257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23422987355671795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963732709169792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275205360586013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261564927130372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558038609771965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255980171021197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429804418146305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727648331542371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460620038680816,0.0,0.0,0.5093246132317811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382161140333407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594172410831689,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nancyprice96,2020/04/15,Anxiety pain Does anyone else get physical pain when they’re having an awful day for anxiety? My legs and hands/wrists get so painful and achy to the point they’re twitchy. Also constantly clench my jaw on these days.,3.9135365853658532,6.552968097560978,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,75.34146341463416,8.002439024390245,24.88414634146341,8.841846274778883,1.9927024390243904,176,6,33,4,4,53,34,41,0.34299999999999997,0.657,0.0,-0.9407,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455039475064954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339518182957138,0.0,0.0,0.1526194193427025,0.2236433507984036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587226682502155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815321127364611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100949822493093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233652979003692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22807407316692965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6967638263493054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633564744274246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,earthbb,2020/04/15,"My heart has been racing past two days Hello, I’m (20F) a college student back home due to the virus. I am a musician and have quite busy days but especially this past week, I’ve just been in a constant state of anxiety. Not sure why...I live in a small household with two younger siblings, loud parents, and grandmother. The walls are thin and you can hear everything happening in the house no matter what room you’re in. I’ve been here for about a month already and I haven’t left the house because my parents won’t let me. I’ve been working out, practicing, going to all of my classes, and doing homework but I still am such an anxious mess. Anything helps, tips, advice, anything. Thank you",2.119333333333333,4.692451155555556,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000003,81.8888888888889,5.674074074074074,26.037037037037038,7.0316486544052195,1.25105925925926,546,23,107,7,15,171,93,135,0.099,0.8420000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.642,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,2,6,3,0,0,10,0,14,1,1,0,2,14,19,7,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,4,3,9,2,12,13,1,22,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,10,64,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968128565088692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903292784516738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717880679879128,0.17304466889598866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521007025594409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778247293724675,0.0,0.0933743380221992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552825449213546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975709982018368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376642256486658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705314322267525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545255243550136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263987463350128,0.18151365630751676,0.10267028130053543,0.0,0.1536474744401741,0.0,0.0,0.3534878276795143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166425584280136,0.15663228468004842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352567365131514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226318991481715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401664400299409,0.0,0.2924466153688912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629209552800141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232611934230392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443660572561045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102338278313906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299260332161121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286811372828713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151355839007188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pnw_state_of_mind,2020/04/15,"Probably the most exhausting part about anxiety is that the simple tasks are twice as difficult to do when compared to what I imagine non-anxious people deal with. Gotta get ready for the day? What is the step by step breakdown of every task I need to do before I’m presentable...

Gotta make breakfast? What is the order in which I need to make this smoothie...

Got a list of things due at work? What’s most important, did I order that correctly, alright I’m done...is my work good enough...

Ok I’m gunna send a text to this person. Did I say the perfect thing in that exact moment...

It’s so tiring.",1.475884615384615,3.827328716666672,2.956666666666667,90.30576923076923,82.66666666666666,5.6923076923076925,21.73076923076923,7.010146845296331,0.6956346153846154,466,15,94,6,13,152,78,120,0.059000000000000004,0.8059999999999999,0.135,0.8377,0,0,0,1,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,8,2,8,3,0,2,3,11,19,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,13,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,3,1,6,4,15,14,4,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,57,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684365454592728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735634910450932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199741970917928,0.22699516818002075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253198466037639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275040524080096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855105384611073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503458549534155,0.0,0.0,0.1846759325408134,0.17609748284319626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939427563493528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265202903764732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238432702391983,0.0,0.15264458861326258,0.19225205334852688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373905021980968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750953996788292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925546582592863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530636910515228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205862742628365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thehereticb,2020/04/15,"Proving to others So i have this weird anxiety because i ""broke up"" with a girl i loved a ton, she wasn't my girlfriend, but i loved her for over two years and i still do, but we stopped talking for many reasons, our relationship was weird and crazy af, we love each other but hate at the same time. Anyways, i get huge anxiety not just because of breaking up, but like i feel i need to grieve and everyone needs to see my grieving, especially my older brother so he and other people could see that i had my heart broken. Because i think that they won't see me as an adult or something (im 20 btw), idk this is pretty weird, anyone had something similar?",4.184418999151824,5.0575050839694695,5.0393384223918565,84.85805767599663,70.6793893129771,7.654283290924512,29.82273112807464,7.793537801064563,1.8290705682782016,510,20,104,6,9,166,90,131,0.23199999999999998,0.615,0.153,-0.8184,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,1,0,5,11,1,0,4,0,9,4,1,1,1,24,21,12,2,3,7,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,4,21,4,12,15,3,11,0,3,3,3,16,5,0,1,6,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465504750928856,0.0,0.0,0.11267610561121053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29469689993158016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286609128677975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398064546853918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147959101879301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841914432187384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909700757321965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095721923209846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740639047333176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872714990602545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363180900287127,0.0,0.0,0.1633754107668421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389734736611891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171742967163216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394207001542255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568356752343838,0.0,0.1730090773879505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852343345226924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24811409177911325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869034795644105,0.13472416633310316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295219880707156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325500288262082,0.0,0.0,0.09396475759396357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741493510313725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377188925311798
anxiety,anxiousasamofo,2020/04/15,"The older you get the less you care about what others think of you ... CAN SOMEBODY, anybody please tell me at what approximate age this begins. Or tricks to speed the process up I need help with this. I struggle so much about what people think of me (coworkers, customers, family, random people etc) it drives me insane some days. I think about a situation or something that happened and it goes over in my head nonstop on repeat thinking about what happened even if it’s a minuscule event or conversation that most people wouldn’t think twice about. I somehow convince myself I did wrong (even if I didn’t do anything wrong), I convince myself that people are mad at me for something I did or said (even when they aren’t) and I just feel like I have a hard time letting things go...and it’s really bringing me down in work and my personal life. I just don’t know what to do anymore. Usually I just cry and journal it out, but I wish I could stop giving so much of a fuck and just “yep that happened, movin on”-type of energy to everything that happens. The overthinking kills. Any advice would be lovely.",4.156284683684792,5.98394345754717,4.524472807991124,84.83584350721422,71.97169811320755,7.252386237513874,26.621531631520533,7.928766900206844,1.5956955604883465,871,30,165,12,17,274,123,212,0.114,0.76,0.126,0.395,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,1,1,16,12,4,1,8,1,15,4,1,0,0,35,36,15,1,7,11,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,19,7,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,4,3,27,5,23,27,6,22,0,0,0,2,11,9,1,10,12,122,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131435748128669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873764020308338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482741771538207,0.0,0.0,0.0952810318817615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805032890795827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244474808320442,0.0,0.12718417528989734,0.07467162283747346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913066779761073,0.22942432204422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405992002276014,0.0,0.10915161285977756,0.0,0.05854427811649795,0.08271669031975566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704118971694103,0.060492783593996236,0.11107133872913903,0.06580317492650832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40955249504804375,0.0,0.10372044595243288,0.0,0.11882861742822493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776081164914579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809873564699553,0.0,0.06363230271146078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839781134123573,0.0817822343996823,0.05656660891135944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450031020245924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023031322110505,0.08585296839093966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210824301583844,0.10109882874472408,0.0,0.12709695019597736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417471315780194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110137867327812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014697593543825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782736046182216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968012843977007,0.0,0.12104342141031192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120102604178707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692228191760297,0.3709511504718828,0.0,0.0,0.06751505294695828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752060859658873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314681560831693,0.0,0.0,0.08429271957072702,0.0,0.0,0.08225020592245325,0.2531850237589204,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bestiee2001,2020/04/15,"Please help how do I stop thinking of the past? I have horrible anxiety because of my abusive ex boyfriend and how he would force me in to sexual acts. During the day, mostly when im alone my thoughts crowd my mind and i start feeling unsafe and scared. Its been months but i cant seem to get over it. There were many things that also added to the situation such as my best friend starting to date him behind my back. Please give me advice on how to stop the overthinking and fear. I cant study properly and im scared im gonna fail my classes. How do i just calm down when i get in to one of those states?İt feels like im suffocating and my life is crashing down.",1.7620401337792622,3.7383792173913086,2.829710144927539,93.6821237458194,79.28985507246377,6.275139353400222,22.209587513935343,7.321109707123232,0.5890952062430328,524,16,118,7,13,167,90,138,0.174,0.674,0.153,-0.3204,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,3,4,0,9,1,0,4,0,22,20,15,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,2,17,4,17,15,2,18,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,12,73,22,2,0.0,0.1609933979909765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277856317345166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072879273645156,0.0,0.10866171367340326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039464187755044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448191606330516,0.0,0.08283006379820161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259574355842572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763017083902581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290070386234925,0.1374081584958289,0.09707138305719774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497912762904887,0.0,0.14198145853634347,0.13034671028027014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107626496137336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5870869087814151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597476122408452,0.06638320441321892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775912505374244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371982048341884,0.0,0.10845664917494023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207455625606144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971107652090888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298306827562434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720754801184796,0.0,0.0,0.12369837160272985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273274239972204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235051885449533,0.0,0.0,0.22720044822571184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027141033801762,0.08706523697639815,0.0,0.1078720795280619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965239447415966,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maxboost44,2020/04/15,"28M When you realize your 1# anxiety is related to sex during a quarantine Had a crazy last couple years when it comes to my anxiety and depression. Last year I had a lot of girls flirting with me and some who asked me out. My anxiety has been pretty high for a while and didn’t handled those situations like I would hope to. I didn’t capitalize on many and the one I did didn’t go well. Shocker. 

Most of my anxiety is around kissing and not being able to read them correctly, not so much my penis size. 

Comments are helpful. 

Ladies feel free to pm. Just interested in your opinion on some things not trying to creep",2.8477383592017738,4.8813684227642336,4.408307464892832,83.37325942350334,76.15447154471545,8.375166297117516,26.62897265336289,9.095868883498916,2.2805349593495943,488,19,98,12,11,163,86,123,0.10800000000000001,0.706,0.18600000000000005,0.91,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,13,2,0,0,1,23,18,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,2,1,1,2,6,1,1,1,7,1,14,8,15,9,5,15,0,1,0,2,9,6,0,6,8,71,18,1,0.18051385416863533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523704174034386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069560136960592,0.16875608606855716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554967015772876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997351462092154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547631808590398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912732285021074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025901832674372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099463138049768,0.19072279782748425,0.0,0.17929098768403598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942857680212213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818995103982502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346642357766122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301271535725155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269845300421196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223208593199325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364748559151287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056270378121725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290513531955245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992538366256456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225570577399143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230363373997542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823186280590415,0.0,0.0,0.23249000741082826
anxiety,stayontheroad,2020/04/15,"About to take my first dose of anti anxiety meds. Anyone have experience with Zoloft that can give me some insight? Hello everyone. 

A little about me first: I’ve had anxiety issues for a long time but have always been successfully able to treat it with mediation Tai chi and consistent exercise. But right when this pandemic hit and I was put into isolation I found out my girlfriend cheated on me and we broke up. Now my anxiety is back and it’s worse than ever and nothing is helping. I’m having constant panic attacks and can’t even sleep. 

I went to my doctor and he put prescribed me Zoloft. I’ve never taken anti anxiety medication before and I’m pretty nervous. Are/have any of you taken this medication before? What’s your experience with it? Anything I should know in general about anti anxiety meds as a first time user? 

Thank you.",3.2417536071032167,5.99740772955975,5.052615612282652,75.49648168701444,78.62264150943396,8.017906030336665,26.334073251942293,8.841846274778883,2.656736293007769,675,27,112,17,17,229,103,159,0.25,0.667,0.083,-0.98,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,3,0,4,8,8,2,2,3,0,11,8,1,0,2,24,22,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,7,14,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,5,0,3,7,0,16,3,19,13,1,22,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,12,76,23,2,0.12256161609981844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198108280140834,0.0,0.0,0.08334610176477465,0.0,0.4687965042523288,0.0,0.0,0.08569793167650794,0.0,0.10085776712367167,0.0,0.0,0.1394315318829255,0.0,0.09424231750368936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085818164227556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244556619209985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544700745851212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809507915277992,0.11086399854722932,0.0,0.1171128764460472,0.0,0.2397775565517877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127525441316249,0.0,0.13438248599969566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757227009841295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215046778371997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792248470067566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735665894529401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283893742385685,0.0,0.10846317345920124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27227665189670525,0.2469358681691854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452707402014512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760117615284127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379964911773666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468922526986174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641655185166245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466695048395183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265012863319973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921510823257421,0.0,0.0,0.11283826943227687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293332792442448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361584601681984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490075753751105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Armyofnoise,2020/04/15,"Have I been suffering from anxiety all these years? Good Evening!

I have been pondering this question for quite some time now and would like to see what others think or if anybody else has had similar experiences.

Overall mentally, I 'feel' fine. But I have always struggled with what I can only describe as a sort of performance anxiety. I dont mean in the bedroom but more so when asked to do something in front of people whether it be a presentation or a task I may be unfamiliar with. 

For example, it took me around 7 attempts to pass my driving test! I hate with a passion the idea of being judged as I perform. One of the fails consisted of my leg having an involuntary shake that caused me to stall the car too many times. 

Another example is during quick fire questions, say I'm in class and the teacher calls my name and requests an answer to their question. I freeze up, my mind goes blank and I cant get the words out. This happens ALL THE TIME! But not so much if I am very confident in the subject I am being quizzed about or if I am in a comfortable environment. 

Tests are the worst. Not so much written tests as I can take my time but more physical tests. I feel the pressure building, I begin to shake and my mind goes blank. 

So what do you think? Would this fall under the term anxiety or something more specific?

Thankyou for listening and I appreciate all responses.

Matty",3.4854228855721385,5.683305626865669,4.439626865671645,83.1217288557214,74.82089552238807,8.048756218905472,29.450248756218905,8.841846274778883,2.5339696517412937,1100,49,210,24,24,356,156,268,0.131,0.787,0.083,-0.9077,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,5,11,13,1,4,18,0,26,2,1,1,3,49,42,26,0,5,14,0,4,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,11,11,0,0,11,0,0,8,4,8,0,1,5,7,28,5,31,30,11,28,0,2,1,1,11,9,0,13,12,154,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769301109892787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571471176076666,0.2970321891986467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521680564474042,0.12099607583661964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215867562705513,0.0,0.0,0.13295641452824564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168660527842734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811902725133143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548481984101748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660371095142403,0.0,0.0,0.13088360526692466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761987562353187,0.0,0.0,0.10855660091525493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445120860335325,0.0,0.0,0.12778163020945574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610648647322855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323112992622676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121790687558232,0.0,0.14098313275417956,0.0,0.0,0.13043122222815168,0.0,0.2613672416750084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028637671268328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770257900306122,0.09843449801736187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897278679467402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349610737951172,0.1376607520739737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292495163564963,0.0,0.0,0.10313596722911277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992773063998869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353044216934395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731243539558997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658622345810138,0.0,0.0,0.3018779571216549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379732993599725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679021381667113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388139424412808,0.0,0.0,0.08334626389862132
anxiety,Www12332,2020/04/15,"My friend suffer from anxiety and I don’t know how I could help her. So I know her my friend Cindy since three years by now. She always is laughing and cheerful in any other days. But sometimes she just thrown herself down and ignored everyone and didn’t say a word. But the next day she act like nothing ever happen.

So some background check about her, her mother and father left her separably during different time of her childhood. She was raise by the orphanage. She has a little brother who has Autism.

Lately she’s been having panic attacks at everything. She said she can’t breath and shaking. Any sources of suggestion?",3.3189743589743586,6.190054230769235,3.552478632478632,85.62307692307694,79.34188034188034,5.993162393162392,25.23931623931624,7.321109707123232,1.4621931623931617,503,19,87,7,13,155,85,117,0.11900000000000001,0.74,0.141,0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,2,4,0,10,1,1,1,1,17,14,11,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,5,0,1,4,2,20,5,9,9,1,16,0,1,0,0,25,5,0,1,10,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237673246881115,0.0,0.0,0.2654113350596867,0.0,0.14928581352980702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200623810161824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580784453747748,0.0,0.0,0.2517054747545142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388556775458894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652032453490993,0.0,0.18646993819789215,0.17538423953403828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015379395724825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256656760248945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308019503527038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144937843198096,0.0,0.2201326831681253,0.0,0.21202621378535705,0.0,0.0,0.09533825977156446,0.19558711018658828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753950896757567,0.0,0.0,0.1872474207336396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896125940699644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562810831455748,0.15518757592129012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614264176110092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930039412867518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379094098489323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566733771525215
anxiety,Cheddar18,2020/04/15,"Experience with Lexapro? My doctor has been trying to convince me to go on Lexapro for about 2 months now, but I’m nervous about weight gain, feeling mentally numb, effects on libido etc. 

Have any of you tried Lexapro and what was that like for you?

I have generalized anxiety disorder, and lately super low / no motivation, desire to socialize, etc. 

Feeling a bit raw from my therapy session tonight so if I sorry for any brevity or slowness to respond, in advance :)",6.316428571428574,7.9851625476190495,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,66.3809523809524,9.40952380952381,40.19047619047619,9.725611199111238,4.408776190476192,370,22,59,8,6,120,66,84,0.16699999999999998,0.5720000000000001,0.261,0.9108,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,5,4,6,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,2,0,12,9,6,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,3,7,3,15,7,3,11,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,6,40,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814221008070654,0.0,0.1582913829011946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259004069751283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371454740166757,0.21178891172721145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615355974155776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024050983261109,0.0,0.0,0.2092474919909115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759602954717205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341204376044575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108947813464599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852425384286827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515963883093088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092641581027607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316272910369522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23662828661232485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809669097797969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519698694100389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sammythebamsquam,2020/04/15,"How has Xanax helped you? I am considering going to the doctors to be prescribed Xanax. I was going to get prescribed it a couple months ago but I had just started taking aderall and my doctor did not want to mix those together. I am stopping aderall for the moment and would like to try Xanax for my anxiety. My anxiety is very bad sometimes, I get it before a big event I have, before going to school, before going in public. I feel like my anxiety follows me everywhere. I’ve had three therapists for anxiety but I stopped going because I just did not like opening up and the anxiety exercises never worked. So I am turning to some of you guys who use Xanax for your anxiety and how it has either helped you or negatively effected you.",4.494756722151088,6.213368232394366,5.8980665813060185,75.76889244558261,70.90140845070422,8.82560819462228,31.21895006402049,9.339509955726095,3.0807943661971837,587,26,102,13,11,198,80,142,0.155,0.779,0.066,-0.8527,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,14,7,0,4,1,24,28,10,0,2,8,0,1,3,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,2,1,0,6,4,1,0,1,5,1,20,3,14,21,2,18,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,11,77,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202791792822303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800804326426181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552171334085196,0.07703985028999588,0.0,0.3226192740730483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983665836851525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587098158091479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390133892044958,0.0902856339262137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320562825623786,0.0,0.3591222847306304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513570446640634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694192059223922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522811266537806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087501605393444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747176279520747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790293406643752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499268697646597,0.0,0.08945215357950194,0.0,0.0,0.21131806151655808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502175467593704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673649276822984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580347394581916,0.13746474814184304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915142444742687,0.0,0.1042764314532657,0.07454198098488665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200587683559687,0.0,0.0,0.08977646413999127,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Prettyquail,2020/04/15,"Online Counseling? I recently lost my therapist due to changes in insurance. I was wondering if any of you have had experience with online counseling, and its claim to be more affordable and accessible. Is it really a good deal?",5.2360000000000015,8.287782600000002,7.190000000000001,61.32500000000002,73.0,14.0,35.0,12.161744961471696,6.588000000000001,184,10,28,10,4,64,35,40,0.055999999999999994,0.857,0.087,0.3078,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,5,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217335928296378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34493075324858463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361559862323863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189515644306349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273485646123576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355935594232882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088839035963789,0.0,0.32194725402581625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785835429522429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536007314943857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wolfgirl_me06,2020/04/15,"I need answers hey im 14 years old and have bean dealing with anxiety for about three-ish years now and they have never bean to terrible like my sisters were and my moms have bean in the past but I had one this morning and it was the worst I have ever had. It was about two thirty in the morning, because I am on a different time scedual than the rest of my family I was the only one awake (obviously) and I decided to take a shower. everything was fine at the beginning of the shower I got in I washed my hair then I had to  soap up witch is were things got really bad I picked up the soap and smelt it (im not at my house im at my dads house) I had never used this particular brand or type of soap before and I smelt it after smelling the soap I noticed it smelt really off and nothing like flowers in fact it smelt rotten and spicy but I blew it off thinking it was nothing and used it anyway after smelling the soap I started to feel really off like I was sick almost I thought it was nothing and that I was hungry, so I continued to was my body and all that jazz but then I started to feel like I couldn't breath I thought it was just the hot water and that the bathroom was to humid so I turned the water down to cold but that didn't help it made it worse actually for some reason and I realized something was seriously wrong with me so got out and  I immediately almost fell down the second I stepped out of the water I sat down on the toilet for a few minutes to try and clear my head and calm down enough to walk to my room and get dresses but after getting to my room I couldn't stand long enough to put on underware and then I felt like I couldn't feel my body I was totally numb from the neck down and my breathing had gotten so heavy that my lips were now blue I laid on my back almost completely naked witch I was not comfortable with since I was not alone in the house but if I sat up I would have passed out it took me an entire hour to just put on my pajamas, I had to keep laying down after each thing I put on for several minutes at a time it took almost two hours for my attack to calm down enough for me to tell my sister what was going on so she could help me then about another thirty minutes later my attack was slowly starting to come to an end witch I was grateful for. the answers I need are 1) was my anxiety attack a really bad one compared to some of your guys from the past 2) is it normal to have attacks like this at 14 years old 3) the soap was caress (if it matters) has anyone else had a problem with this brand of soap or bean triggered by soap before?

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please help me with answers",3.0983695652173964,4.062023836956524,4.456492753623189,87.69104347826088,73.31159420289856,7.476521739130435,24.48840579710145,7.822599999999999,1.0875049275362318,2066,59,452,27,40,686,218,552,0.14400000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.069,-0.9938,4,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,0,15,26,4,0,29,0,47,14,8,6,8,88,78,39,0,11,15,4,6,6,0,1,3,0,4,1,29,30,3,1,13,1,0,11,9,16,0,6,43,12,67,10,83,30,11,80,0,0,1,0,14,35,0,10,39,323,96,1,0.0,0.0,0.06662958951370218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734826715619726,0.0707155339567504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397930742206958,0.08296538128204614,0.0,0.07159555525518034,0.10446513984338077,0.0,0.0,0.04774164448577167,0.06995899598758779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31070484409769905,0.0,0.052501654704575865,0.11401874554306793,0.04162170423881105,0.0,0.116199291290264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516831837400349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881554899994421,0.07158830293132687,0.0,0.0,0.05451451776780343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039173690911191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133609632397381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703760255081518,0.0,0.060474142519614235,0.21164862932449344,0.0,0.0,0.061761462632403674,0.0,0.0,0.061363965791666274,0.0,0.0643665287861801,0.0,0.10357039709965617,0.04877789790796636,0.06555769637243243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134499242922243,0.0,0.038804025356641667,0.0,0.1638247340069966,0.0,0.0,0.06760606700831523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007304265986096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729614066095325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448037638528973,0.2363513272597233,0.0,0.0,0.22125623740291425,0.0,0.0,0.06068872444491709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001434242940804,0.0,0.0,0.060423981836976524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460640186419256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996650128796806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125471198329464,0.10532058064563744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689805438773355,0.1965440740457205,0.07773508473368684,0.14329278895065106,0.0,0.13880105022300246,0.051928582026103565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035837027976008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074948865061065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653329334333449,0.0,0.20591508774656989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496283140815294,0.07020127235433443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713483363255004,0.0,0.05648036103170324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256382751859153,0.0,0.0,0.14498280042585476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133664401588655,0.0,0.05967808065537114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090721889372513,0.04374985816432897,0.0,0.1084103907170956,0.07962703408869665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171899269296926,0.04635635715531978,0.07426698090514615,0.13339559133107062,0.0,0.0,0.11794073556723095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958123079175814,0.048502812816682894,0.07465139860527689,0.08296538128204614,0.13190659947284286
anxiety,jugendohnegott,2020/04/15,"Back to square one! anxiety relapse due to not feeling safe in general:( I‘m feeling horrible and scared! I was able to keep it up for a long time with low anxiety levels (almost 4 yrs after a bad anxiety episode with lots of therapy sessions), being independent and living at my own place [24, f]. But this corona crisis is destroying my progress. I’m back at my parents place for four weeks cause here is the only place i truly feel safe and I dont want to be at my own apartment all alone. Additionally I’m so ashamed that I’m not the independent woman anymore I wanted to be and was til now. My anxiety is not mainly health related and not revolving around corona itself. This whole threatening situation in general with massive economic impact, confining everybody in their homes and leaving the world unlike it was before, is triggering me badly. As soon as my „safety feeling“ is crumbling, I start feeling all sorts of things: general anxiety all time, panic attacks, insomnia and the worst of all: derealization and racing thoughts. I get this „impending doom“ sense and don’t feel like myself anymore. Everything and everybody seems surreal to me in a bad way. I lost control over my thoughts. It feels like this will stay forever:( especially that my favourite therapist is not available anymore. 
Everything is scary! The world is scary and seems not real to me anymore. I already had a nervous breakdown in winter due to an insane workload and my grandma dying... As soon as I started feeling better this thing comes to destroy me!! I‘d give anything to live normally again. :‘(",5.344557109557108,7.70282167832168,6.138618881118884,72.2766462703963,69.979020979021,9.382051282051282,34.993589743589745,9.827888789773867,4.0679561771561765,1264,66,199,33,24,414,163,286,0.267,0.6920000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9964,1,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,4,9,19,3,4,10,0,18,2,0,5,4,60,43,19,1,3,7,1,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,13,18,0,5,12,0,0,1,8,14,0,2,7,9,24,5,35,32,10,39,1,3,1,0,4,19,0,5,19,139,37,1,0.09002657121306983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014860675862074,0.09324037718343553,0.09934655998613072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443504028221849,0.0,0.35712867112819713,0.0,0.0,0.07408419734736094,0.0801427351211116,0.0,0.10241822141266788,0.0,0.13844975250849673,0.2255052796515647,0.0,0.0,0.07660598133203989,0.0,0.0,0.0796211863062509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248208759618848,0.0,0.07754991960266658,0.0,0.0,0.1009724547301865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343336755660654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551047097880162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182015451896964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641611152090504,0.12863000092555313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703516774912959,0.08636169041763095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956940353672322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030399124465413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001975296526043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953251401039329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796487055389064,0.0,0.15899022348876912,0.07967068255258418,0.0,0.0,0.09827463718275914,0.0765373714646996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820692533786388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100433455995191,0.06846926416020749,0.0,0.1056267840101657,0.09996385340570564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821758172161665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246994736518326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901323030466118,0.0,0.0,0.1639136185416568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101193638008961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274425409376598,0.09595634649668182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295323007562474,0.10452778797574412,0.11961930725235714,0.0,0.0,0.14294208295517927,0.10499043529769776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620000841899876,0.07145890183697026,0.07221388510806058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051145172518644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,littlevyshnia,2020/04/15,"Am I going nuts? Recently I got my first anxiety attack. I always have been very nervous but recently it happened to me for the  very first time and it is so FUCKING SCARY and since then I am afraid to lose my shit. Sincerely, as we all know anxiety gives real symptoms, because of these symptoms I thought I was going crazy and now my biggest fear is that I will lose my mind, that I will be crazy and wont be able to control myself. Does anybody feels like this?",3.6476958525345613,4.985806795698927,4.563471582181262,86.00806451612905,72.44086021505377,7.464823348694317,29.414746543778804,7.957251820313856,1.9118552995391709,364,15,73,5,7,118,64,93,0.335,0.601,0.064,-0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,5,2,10,3,3,1,0,12,4,1,1,1,13,21,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,8,0,2,4,1,15,2,6,12,1,10,0,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,8,51,21,0,0.1608469585404226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338375546868285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460949660518749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298663596060194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805081299874799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804035410975772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407582573472497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099754647429908,0.08132905514838785,0.11490909932001987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27363268153155323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487004213172609,0.0,0.1542990591656437,0.18282606651627265,0.0,0.12864400639407447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422364342320576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883972819024466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858169924915008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598932070962925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240957581217033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830790526996557,0.0,0.0,0.317633933674007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510709150884054,0.13305426625124428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33436315424792223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276945183014783,0.09379115502189672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26543117210415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AnxietyCursedDog,2020/04/15,"Daily Headache Hey guys, I keep getting these daily headaches and i did some research about it and they are apparently tension headaches. I was wondering if anyone else is having these headaches because i heard they're related to anxiety and stress.",6.399651162790698,9.478738674418608,5.0676162790697665,77.87723837209303,69.23255813953489,8.020930232558143,38.656976744186046,8.841846274778883,3.984493023255814,205,12,31,4,4,60,33,43,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.7003,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27523844472714765,0.0,0.0,0.2515736062131508,0.36864747951642185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932470791230302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30055846458614194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797547952101415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562487690225795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31979797574074315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121383484621966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901770201072868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FastArtichoke9,2020/04/15,"how do i deal w GAD and social anxiety on zoom calls? so i have pretty severe GAD and i take lexapro every morning for it, but lately i have been feeling completely out of control... mind you, it's been a really, really rough year (school year, not just since new year's) but with the quarantine and zoom calls, i have been losing it. thankfully, only one of my three college courses are synchronous and take place on zoom twice a week, otherwise i think i would have dropped out of college by now. but still... i have so much trouble with my zoom class because we are expected to participate and that shoots my anxiety up through the roof. it would be one thing if i could just sit there with my video and mic off and listen to the professor lecture, but instead he asks us questions and randomly calls on us to participate. he also ALWAYS requests that we turn our mics on, even if we don't want to. i have had so much trouble with our class meetings, and actually have missed half of the online classes so far because of my anxiety. in fact, i left my class after 10 minutes today because my professor mentioned randomly assigning exercises from the textbook and i panicked. i immediately emailed him and told him i was having ""wifi connectivity issues"", even though i have discussed my disorder with him previously. i just do not feel comfortable on zoom at all, and i don't know what to do. thankfully i only have four more classes and the last one is the final exam, so i just need to make it through 2 more weeks. i just know that this is already a hard enough time for me, not even including the coronavirus mania, so these next four classes are going to be the worst. i just need some advice on how i can make it through... should i talk to my professor again??? do i just skip classes??? what do i do? i don't want to have to lie to get out of my classes, but in my mind that is better than me being anxious for 2 hours on zoom.",5.677232574189098,5.980536412698412,6.303163100989188,79.14417184265012,67.14814814814815,9.64269611226133,32.57234874626179,9.54385415503706,2.8725252818035423,1516,61,298,29,23,496,182,378,0.121,0.8390000000000001,0.04,-0.9813,0,1,0,1,0,0,50.0,7,1,0,3,25,9,0,0,12,0,39,1,0,5,2,68,61,30,0,11,17,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,15,24,0,1,6,2,0,1,6,5,0,8,6,5,50,4,47,48,8,38,0,2,0,0,28,18,0,6,17,227,65,18,0.0,0.0,0.09611358135071504,0.0,0.0,0.09624483893858336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086879154266465,0.07876368655703457,0.08195289039839063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260373834642744,0.11126745881859833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920763384781296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011867184727415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710780488656257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017127671055062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326655511114533,0.0,0.11046668975420483,0.07863751790326233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015405014680562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128798916375292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176813785394698,0.0,0.19515829299419085,0.0,0.08298340997289963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960061147824366,0.0,0.0,0.107892719351274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145778912837253,0.0,0.05597503864381167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822911625198808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699437359676556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279962793275514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825680089894524,0.08028378891950076,0.1111028001517778,0.0,0.10701139748131504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018689270475147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131487798273069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889685219262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480529809604933,0.146060527588096,0.0,0.09512378848525553,0.10474692016002027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002213450441528,0.14981458026142544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290274557172092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020135236552027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110333118322638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619246533434464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967874428059817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126745881859833,0.0,0.08147325856813216,0.0,0.0,0.1003997696303584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786555086221108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810683202179767,0.07916380685284492,0.0,0.1813556411346468,0.0,0.0,0.06543343399033275,0.06310943204737499,0.0967674841794874,0.0,0.057431236440577474,0.0,0.09335850817735583,0.09411293216324454,0.0,0.0,0.10713056410817062,0.0,0.0,0.23694650447513285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618577970857467,0.0,0.15800802037534428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993119511673036,0.0,0.0,0.19027605860489452
anxiety,The_Agnostic_Orca,2020/04/15,"Feel like I’m going to pass out? I’m listening to a university orientation live stream.

I’ll have to make a major decision soon and I have no idea about what I’m going to do. 

I feel like I’m going to pass out. It’s a lot of stress and I don’t want to regret my life choices.",-0.930952380952384,0.8845476507936532,2.7168253968254,91.61428571428574,88.36507936507938,6.139682539682537,16.936507936507937,7.447530270364453,0.13678412698412726,214,5,53,4,7,79,37,63,0.134,0.757,0.10800000000000001,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,16,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,10,16,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288259807878106,0.4072797210418805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486001651374176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217868856425913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013393275512204,0.27852217743051105,0.0,0.25170447564705123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423394159614681,0.0,0.0,0.19027316652965187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32652394590831263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812994438431464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,morgan677,2020/04/15,"Anxiety/panic attack questions 1) Can an individual have a panic attack and genuinely not know they’re having it — not lack of recognition but genuinely not know? No obvious symptoms that aren’t there constantly anyway. 

2) Can anxiety/panic attacks  cause wide spread, constant severe pain? Not heart attack in the moment pain, but 24/7 debilitating joint, muscle and bone pain?

3) can panic attacks last full days (in order to cause widespread severe pain)

4) if yes to all the above, how does one deal with unrecognizable panic and anxiety without knowing the cause, feeling anxious or worried, or panicked?

Many thanks.",6.787047619047617,9.606435323809528,6.940952380952384,66.07904761904763,67.19047619047619,8.857142857142858,33.57142857142857,9.444778638647367,3.857285714285714,499,23,67,11,9,160,75,105,0.395,0.519,0.086,-0.9938,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,13,5,3,5,1,6,7,2,4,2,26,11,9,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,12,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,11,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,5,40,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773102420009618,0.114168471200572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748488616412419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31144783834509493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841883805418286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517501799443631,0.104187908492161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843785075112573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109872043385123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975599580655807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661897719593735,0.08237698191770647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245847255928138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848053362627972,0.0,0.430137739090508,0.35571465141392605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320977018288735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228336942401144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503951700362237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304201116742564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741775308578256,0.0,0.0,0.10263082927236654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wizirdi,2020/04/15,"Anxiety or Real? -trigger warnings- I have a history with severe panic/anxiety disorder. But at the point I can normally snap back in my rational mind and know I was having an attack.

But last night I was watching Netflix and hit with sudden confusion, slurred speech and a weird disconnecting feeling from my right side. I went to the bathroom and my pupils were different sizes than eachother. One big one small.

I called 911 and could barely remember my address. Didn't know my age or some other questions that were asked. I got a catscan done on my brain and the doctor said it wasn't a stroke, but couldn't tell me for sure what happened.

Could stress/anxiety create the pupil symptoms and the weird sensation on my right side?",4.6004901960784315,7.010262382352941,4.621176470588235,82.11696078431375,72.23529411764707,8.062745098039215,29.715686274509807,8.841846274778883,2.6349333333333336,588,25,103,12,12,182,92,136,0.10800000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.053,-0.4871,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,10,0,13,4,1,1,1,29,22,12,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,9,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,10,5,15,1,10,8,1,17,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,5,5,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553187118243653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473909349036565,0.1761341073968162,0.0,0.11904973178131155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728342538360544,0.15809212633454647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722796852644344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175762804966806,0.17744116956591832,0.1584684352665607,0.0,0.15843821664990396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828342468174533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382651399225213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369099292484037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017391748263438,0.1262018345021451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563276220594119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529138742377445,0.15169417947615926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098248508292267,0.0,0.0,0.18165204455040151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146358271735039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734377777389251,0.0,0.0,0.1762230632910885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753848694563024,0.264436883802109,0.14727262371239544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490651116851036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734982142989994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591933728392356,0.16092092029201982,0.0,0.0,0.13532258240664927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352295606355064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ncoppock22,2020/04/15,"How do you deal with anxiety habits? Any tricks or tips? I've had pretty severe anxiety/depression my entire life, just the last year I've become pretty adequate at controlling it - through therapy, CBT, and small little tricks I've fount. My biggest problems are my ""anxious tells"" I'll call them? I pick at my face unknowingly, I only realize once I'm bleeding or in pain. I found that keeping my nails done with sns (fake nails) done professionally kept me from being able to pick at my face because the nail was to thick to catch any skin. Since the SaferAtHome inforcement, I have since picked my nails off, picked every bump my anxious hands could find on my face, and bitten any sign of loose skin off of my lip...

I've tried painting my nails and putting my own fake nails on, but because I am no where near a professional they're easy to pick right off. I've tried wearing face masks and putting coconut oil on my face just to add a layer to hopefully shock my senses into realizing I was picking, but somehow I pick right through it.

I'm not sure if it's the pandemic talking, but I feel like my triggers are heightened and I'm not sure how to calm anything down.",4.8861842105263165,6.080709592105265,5.079780701754388,84.02388157894737,69.30701754385964,8.156140350877193,30.03947368421053,8.472884824447931,2.1190473684210533,929,36,183,14,16,292,132,228,0.12,0.797,0.083,-0.4071,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,6,12,2,0,6,0,12,13,10,11,2,45,20,13,0,4,10,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,5,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,7,6,26,5,27,11,1,25,0,0,0,0,6,20,0,6,3,96,30,2,0.1310055063744586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267264710114596,0.0,0.10021885379862144,0.29599786593657024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078063693536218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971948147344284,0.14468528921068494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377126930202368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693381502326702,0.10459723682493152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506092463958566,0.11283485067607225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812823432276434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103777893416404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624032029796333,0.0935903599300511,0.0,0.0,0.11973665946139647,0.0,0.0,0.1436407758519659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011802743949755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164437134050389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678697276719944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925330634453833,0.06400267307083188,0.13130193376861513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395165887315982,0.0,0.099635590931984,0.13939909535739425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665593946250415,0.0,0.12535457692026122,0.0,0.2633934357399754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375597328372376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799893296828512,0.0,0.2167382172930019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246942278742886,0.0,0.0,0.10529726362340644,0.11450458687270774,0.0,0.14981621378228482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788827880193736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436325092090698
anxiety,skrtDoe,2020/04/15,"dissociation? idk does anyone else expirience your head getting foggy and like shaky when your having an anxiety attack idk why but i have been feeling this a lot lateley whenever i have an anxiety attack one of my friends said it could be dissociation i dont really know what to do but its really been messing with me and imfeeling it as im writing this idk what to do my parents refuse to accept that i have severe anxiety and as a result i think thats just made it worse i cant go to my parents cause they wont listen please help.

​",2.9896330275229346,5.166001403669728,4.899532110091744,79.34948165137615,76.24770642201835,8.029724770642202,26.496330275229358,8.841846274778883,2.2855533944954134,439,17,82,10,10,150,71,109,0.26899999999999996,0.64,0.091,-0.9496,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,2,7,2,1,4,0,13,1,1,3,0,19,21,8,0,1,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,3,13,3,8,14,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,2,2,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218322101419614,0.19309786857442274,0.0,0.0,0.3647062581833349,0.0,0.0,0.11111634334687638,0.1628261427122875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615751667978975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324842292307953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687987477016902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390666867865452,0.0,0.18624599029780764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275223124347746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035167848849123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277653966969768,0.0,0.08302599083289243,0.0,0.09031447180363714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630915807660113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065166848929288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165435828411313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733496241561474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763733909888146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351029751928423,0.0,0.15036824159015688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076842193687084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529103168399483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443981901515762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360871789286605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116357720428636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952755398848896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182565585091084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433951411982913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194691268876335,0.0,0.0,0.19309786857442274,0.0
anxiety,merrimess,2020/04/15,"Lockdown rules are highly exacerbating my anxiety I know that some people have felt better with the rules in place such as curfew rules, but they have made my anxiety sore through the roof. Where I live curfew is at 7pm, and cars with plates ending with odd numbers can go out 3 days out of the week while plates ending with even numbers can go out on the other 3 days. While I am aware these restrictions are necessary, I feel suffocated. I am unable to cope with my anxiety, i don't have the people i need for support around me and i cannot reach them, i cannot go anywhere when i have severe panic attacks after 7pm or on days im not allowed to go out. I am slowly deteriorating and i am mentally and emotionally exhausted. I feel suffocated and i'm honestly at the end of my rope. I don't know what to do to make it better. I feel extremely helpless.

Im sorry for dumping this negative rant on you i dont have a question i just feel lonely and helpless.",3.8670549450549454,4.961170302564104,5.635989010989013,79.46365384615387,71.61538461538461,8.648351648351648,27.77472527472528,9.04235418022936,2.1892417582417587,759,27,152,15,14,261,105,195,0.258,0.679,0.063,-0.9908,1,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,2,6,11,2,1,7,0,20,2,0,3,0,34,36,12,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,16,0,1,8,0,0,5,7,7,0,0,2,5,25,4,27,34,1,30,0,3,0,0,4,14,0,3,11,103,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085459856545869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968293051853307,0.0,0.15294852189209948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378081280628504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601141795274501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157566401346928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512304777843858,0.3572302480675354,0.0,0.0,0.08879844998453013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27191403801762193,0.0,0.12908653275662074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056286213494973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420465972070123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29044340194487744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777290740695867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871578778897852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721338411818356,0.08974186415082028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354871003411804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968791170558937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774009999135424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864119409482352,0.0,0.1404645044655102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060712622601666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518825214940239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504981288465723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256452324525546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784220654311837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bimia33,2020/04/15,Fuck. Not again. Did I lock the door tightly? I better go check. (Gets halfway to work) I better triple check on that. Same deal w the oven/burners.imgoing out of my mind.  help,-0.8396405228758148,-0.2862638529411754,0.4598039215686285,98.49467320261441,128.70588235294116,2.687581699346405,12.601307189542485,5.033348758259628,-1.3189437908496728,135,3,29,1,9,42,29,34,0.095,0.6759999999999999,0.23,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,4,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398976884013973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729604497159766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344428819548651,0.1890055681943354,0.0,0.2055975229946322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424812561512869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652762117990341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633668416391443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,She_is_No_One,2020/04/15,"[advice] Medication Anxiety Does anyone have solutions for medication anxiety?

Taking ibuprofen and supplements I usually take are fine for some reason (except maybe not now that there's that \*virus that shall not be named\* rumor about painkillers,) but I choose to take a mild antibiotic for acne and it drives me nuts. I even had panic attacks when I took melatonin-- that doesn't even make sense. 

I feel like the pills get lodged in my throat unless I down a bunch of liquids and bread and I instantly google myself into a hole- will this give me ulcers? Is stopping and starting giving the bacteria immunity? What if I go to sleep and suffocate, etc. What if this stuff is harmful? Does the doctor know what they're doing etc -- not the end of the world but still",4.53669394435352,7.117449368794329,4.708085106382981,80.62615384615388,73.04255319148936,8.026404800872887,25.739770867430444,8.841846274778883,2.17273224222586,615,21,107,13,13,192,100,141,0.11699999999999999,0.82,0.063,-0.8276,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,8,0,10,10,2,2,0,24,22,12,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,11,7,1,1,4,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,1,12,2,13,17,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,8,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509433978141481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363337163106782,0.0,0.0,0.10800694165557603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572855067113538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581035545476567,0.2703502846399397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681194381005393,0.0,0.3445431486784658,0.20404803818415754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810317356594365,0.11035127989773126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070264983244416,0.29635770825292723,0.08778717507197213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489104218151358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546479034294809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310794459900023,0.0,0.15518289735497134,0.0,0.0,0.31121857184015783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812337825255734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881783731981655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545785881663964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933256164733482,0.0,0.12335757282317895,0.12914135693457846,0.0,0.0,0.17682779792642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484199575489747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161855826642072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012361492672404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,k7562,2020/04/15,"Had a severe panic attack. This has NEVER happened before 
Early this morning I woke up unable to breathe. My throat closed up and chest felt like it collapsed. My sister lives with me, I used my last bit of strength to go to her room for help. She called 911 and started chest compressions. The only way I could breathe was when she pushed down. She said my eyes were rolled back. I went to the ER and they said I had a sever panic attack because I have a history of mental health but I’m wondering if there’s more going on. I’ve never been this afraid or have felt this close to death. I COULD NOT BREATHE. When my sister slowed down the chest compressions I felt like I was slipping away. My throat closed up and I could not physically inhale. Hours later I’m still trying to catch my breath. Everything checked out normal at the hospital. 

They would not give me oxygen . 
they discharged me. I am home now, having shortness of breath. Has this happened to anyone? Panic attack or something else? 
I am 30 years old and do see a cardiologist for my heart. Issues run in my family. I also suffer from mental illness .",2.3273062015503894,4.962796744186047,3.0516569767441872,89.1395009689923,81.55813953488372,5.257751937984497,20.121124031007767,6.6274283507984215,0.35590310077519405,880,24,166,9,24,276,128,215,0.155,0.805,0.04,-0.9786,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,1,8,11,3,4,8,0,18,14,12,1,2,29,36,12,1,6,7,2,3,2,0,1,2,2,2,0,6,10,0,0,4,0,1,6,5,8,1,0,13,8,32,3,24,19,2,37,0,1,2,0,14,15,0,4,17,110,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666303449632434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577446056309417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36985778678287945,0.1018166943445063,0.08332944134537952,0.0,0.06606102953475967,0.0,0.09221444621537617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831140538398492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065735614390468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259572636502516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052879538718568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973955014738014,0.0,0.10216110168859502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121550879878467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395788054156546,0.12317774642021215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166154762720505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519169031012998,0.0,0.12841835630944226,0.07263777852673241,0.0,0.10870342496586637,0.0,0.10672210903788784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310958248880988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833559058447746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588770855078967,0.0,0.09569223680542943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842189537545034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716244843625944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617908198494916,0.0,0.0,0.11371554019837808,0.0,0.0,0.08241987332478845,0.0,0.3814447079839744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616838485559172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635644540752062,0.0,0.0,0.24485333390107336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342812063249816,0.0,0.0,0.07670447615512432,0.0,0.08654400720702586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357576377917499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359643674072544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601864952938226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045959423900658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752207899621747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698256975777637,0.0,0.0,0.0697863924841384
anxiety,Eshnix,2020/04/15,"Procrastination tips? First of all, I must apologize for my English, I am using the translator since my level of English is not so advanced as to write such a text. I am a 19 year old boy from Colombia, with great aspirations.

The latter is important because lately I feel that my days are meaningless and are all the same. I get up at noon and sit down to play video games until very late at night, I did this when I was 15 years old without any worry in my head.

However right now I feel that I must be useful, not even for someone else, if not for me.

I'm a musician, I studied two semesters at university and postponed the third before all this COVID madness started and I did it because I was feeling terrible, I was depressed all the time (although I feel like I dodged a bullet, because I study in another city and I am now with my family due to my timely retirement.)

Later I went to the psychologist and I was ""diagnosed"" with anxiety.

The reason for this post is because I have become an expert procrastinator. I feel trapped in a sick and desperate vicious circle, in which I stop doing everything I like and care about, and which will later feed me, just to waste my time.

I have a group of friends with whom I have a lot of fun playing Discord, I play with them all day long and I have been doing it since I was 15, but besides playing they are doing something with their lives (studying or working).

I need advice to break this vicious and desperate chain, I feel like garbage every day.",6.159536663980662,6.197417636986303,6.7074536663980675,77.56663577759872,66.12328767123286,9.61031426269138,33.957292506043515,9.325443323948027,2.9790291700241736,1178,49,225,20,17,386,162,292,0.11199999999999999,0.782,0.106,-0.3909,1,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,3,8,16,3,0,15,0,28,4,1,3,7,46,42,19,0,4,8,0,6,3,1,3,2,0,0,1,11,17,1,1,7,6,0,2,4,5,0,3,9,6,42,11,34,29,7,41,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,3,28,165,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500974036897195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003632174429341,0.12341298504817187,0.09003599941082584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869819918063785,0.12998437040902966,0.10014938320892416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999742540070454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277097211133278,0.0,0.1013701331029512,0.1194574785994602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831868424929913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773613233237553,0.0,0.09916272437221683,0.0,0.10577626174909066,0.0,0.11095193586220284,0.0,0.3570593683682129,0.16816200289923833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011091388177512,0.0,0.0,0.09093050808966836,0.0,0.06149053843180075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297586436215186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078855084283467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655291305100671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724988188293159,0.0,0.10392643330051338,0.10415596248145906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005968739435854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726900861032938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044835104787172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24700123851610176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271883360992098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100958704138612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051049236316068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471627607823025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972220009751097,0.09060700537212814,0.0,0.0,0.08330479975293092,0.0,0.0,0.09839790376409864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058858947121767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497046192153315,0.0,0.0,0.20330058455794853,0.0,0.09711031980291082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910401583887296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345333467364355,0.0,0.08568302538485288,0.11952451634783914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158284738464284
anxiety,reluctant_spinster,2020/04/15,"Is it possible to start treatment right now? Can you get diagnosed and prescribed an Rx via online doc visit? Covid is absolutely and understandably a priority right now and I certainly don't want to be a drain on the already overwhelmed health care system.  However, I finally got health insurance after years without it and years without being medicated.  My anxiety and depression are really bad right now and I need help.  Anyone have success in getting treated via an online doc appt or is the only option to go in, wait, and meet with a GP?",5.54810606060606,7.7627984949495,6.757462121212125,68.65619318181821,69.1010101010101,10.202525252525254,33.58712121212121,10.411451182825502,4.2401606060606065,437,21,68,13,8,147,71,99,0.09699999999999999,0.775,0.128,0.5147,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,7,0,9,5,0,0,1,17,19,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,10,16,0,17,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,2,8,44,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959355311789872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582851605145105,0.0,0.0,0.1241500606629245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825038316496564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102839229674406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292721624031164,0.1802138273089651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450200322136696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552953576460124,0.0,0.1009081726003066,0.0,0.14200635443910078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37746373206997796,0.0,0.0,0.1190108717831783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886722825925688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316542273578303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503800881014424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001657400211464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374579974697395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548910807218948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567381274654202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848402371103747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472609753017308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34231192391155346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867823263851034
anxiety,koningnokko,2020/04/15,"Was supposed to have my first appointment with a psychologist, cancelled because they have corona. The timing of all this sucks. A while ago I went to see my doctor for stress related issues, turns out it’s probably anxiety as well. I don’t get out of the house and that’s a problem because I have two small kids who need to learn and experience the world. And just as I was about to work on my situation the whole quarantine happened. 
Not sure what I want from you guys but wanted to let someone know 🤷🏻‍♀️",2.9381372549019598,4.935020852941179,4.216274509803919,85.01990196078434,75.76470588235293,7.670588235294117,26.03921568627451,8.515128840125781,1.8161098039215684,405,15,82,8,9,133,77,102,0.12,0.863,0.017,-0.6787,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,3,5,1,1,7,0,7,1,0,0,2,17,17,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,3,1,10,2,16,13,2,10,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,4,57,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335529012847894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496055827843497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384274535394582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001675832599827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912986805636967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634625830072114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021738848683995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936386639543214,0.17293620408285215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565408332743425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411754035356133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747661431465692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997698280577247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500789659242594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085058668222967,0.1871279088116975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583883206361904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198216273935456,0.0,0.0,0.16570036385170414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240173892516723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431633432796746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140346804502322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127169882049907,0.19103717481130905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069690090403985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583512040944071,0.18128937292303665,0.0,0.2183397229770684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237259575402508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ByRide,2020/04/15,"Need advice on postponing overthinking worries about events that will happen in future (couple of days later)!! Hey there,

To put it short I just keep on thinking about what I will say or do while dealing with situations that will happen a couple of days later, I wish if I can postpone thinking about them to the time where I need it.

Thanks alot :)",6.6943846153846165,7.345192246153848,6.178269230769235,79.71048076923078,65.0,8.346153846153845,28.55769230769231,8.07648339933343,1.8663076923076918,276,8,49,3,4,85,46,65,0.08900000000000001,0.778,0.132,0.6103,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,14,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,11,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,8,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471272774555246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635968528168528,0.0,0.27020945062994256,0.21597659948749687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705053890817466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620572397255666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106706743786439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059687963136892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659609678804674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547729065166925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287168225409015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26846746533878885,0.0,0.0,0.12215621324955216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090495513239665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274884801526964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,francesca_may,2020/04/15,"Starting Effexor tomorrow, worried 19 F - I have pretty bad anxiety (generalized/hypochondriasis) but I do not suffer from depression. I'm on xanax which hasn't been helping much at the moment, so my doctor decided to prescribe Effexor. I have been reading the horror stories about it - as you do - but what concerns me the most is that a good handful of people have said it hasn't helped their anxiety whatsoever. Has anyone been taking Effexor to treat anxiety, and if so has it been helpful?",6.8376779026217225,8.234450089887641,7.828707865168539,65.35444756554308,64.95505617977528,11.326591760299625,38.428838951310865,11.20814326018867,5.0699647940074914,394,21,60,12,6,133,65,89,0.159,0.638,0.203,0.8265,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,14,3,1,0,0,7,18,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,2,7,2,8,13,2,5,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258356170695396,0.0,0.0,0.16020819401718034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191308212194108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734338428117856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451719448320446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217757975405614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46072913863232107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168431836611021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884510341252694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331005568406493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291850969834355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179485301228293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217450452998042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722720512306445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326856228618973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Projectmy,2020/04/15,"I'm confused Hello everybody.

I've recently started getting increasingly worried that I'm going to lose memories and that I may have Alzheimer's. I've always been worried about it but recently it has gotten bad. But it also feels like it suddenly occurred.
Also, I've been feeling like there's something going. I don't know what but it feels like my brain is wrong (?), If that makes any sense. I feel like I'm missing something or that there's something that I'm supposed to be doing. I don't know how to explain the feeling but I just feel something in my brain. 
I just wanted to tell people since I haven't told anybody about what I've been feeling.",2.6271198568872967,5.055997806201557,3.738914728682172,85.93051878354206,78.68992248062015,5.829695885509841,28.527728085867626,7.010146845296331,1.663673345259392,523,24,96,6,13,169,66,129,0.14,0.722,0.139,-0.0387,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,1,0,12,2,2,2,0,24,35,10,0,2,8,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,7,9,4,7,28,1,8,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,4,8,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516735161172966,0.10673736981437963,0.0,0.0,0.08723327348835341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710656880259303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864008012873267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454027617243765,0.36656662049326266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701983348391237,0.0,0.1458064107575648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099620082099384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068012974461035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350999773347087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856263987891434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893164492252156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533176186870006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611268605042476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950179372230389,0.0,0.0,0.09079565653900222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212041355615177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257489389076047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566154455102485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605445776592709,0.0,0.0,0.1402515897336498,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jazzief17,2020/04/15,". I hate going to school, I wish I could have distance school lile all other countries but I live im sweden that won't do that. School gives me fricking anixety asf",-0.12545454545454504,1.9827399393939367,1.2156060606060601,96.14340909090907,104.15151515151516,3.412121212121213,17.62121212121212,5.46131890053228,-0.3732787878787875,130,4,26,1,6,41,26,33,0.08,0.856,0.063,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383615486776227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449068775890344,0.1450927871320266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520557452286597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757676457539605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254344432903085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7751312286280022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935822260239049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Heisenberg515,2020/04/15,"Can you describe chest pain from anxiety Hello everyone 

So lately, I've been experiencing what i think is panic attacks. I am going through a really tough conditions, and I can see the manifestation of anxiety and stress on my health. I keep getting sick, tired all the time, dizzy, in addition to chest pain, racing heart beat, and difficulty breathing. 

The thing is, I wanna know if you can distinguish between chest pain from feeling anxious/panic or from medical condition. As, two months ago I have been diagnosed with bronchitis. I got antibiotic, and I felt better. But I still have chest pain and problem in breathing. However, I noticed these symptoms get worse during the day specially when I start my imagination journey in life worst case scenarios that could happen to me. And usually I feel ok first thing waking up. 

What is your personal opinion/experience in this?",6.116258741258742,8.695429876623379,6.653376623376622,68.46050449550451,68.41558441558442,10.452747252747251,34.57342657342657,10.560738912317856,4.524443156843158,707,35,108,22,13,230,109,154,0.27699999999999997,0.684,0.038,-0.99,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,3,3,13,1,2,5,1,12,19,8,0,1,23,25,12,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,11,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,10,0,2,4,5,18,3,17,20,2,18,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,10,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733655421876238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252284845527854,0.14953855655397266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058810563471042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706904737132695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568535529702834,0.0,0.0,0.08536663416596903,0.0,0.0,0.13435108730708015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264836294293184,0.0,0.12948164424232014,0.0,0.0,0.13385882836267352,0.0,0.1270943726052224,0.0,0.0,0.11259244953946924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831399748709516,0.0,0.07522798283274285,0.0,0.10586706030441592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705289334819667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070136453970958,0.0,0.1568571301978385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765507002746707,0.0,0.0,0.07274618255626583,0.0,0.14931726256899375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349567908104442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334718516928912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565515283533708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070224199940355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633970214945088,0.15530573650842738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155789361487892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665863269505306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479855347847177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548043589710718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936909983026833,0.0,0.10570953402957543,0.0,0.15162749588082086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758139693622753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587929792189128,0.08481629286322874,0.0,0.0,0.07718504843752537,0.15213794432976332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930464252595594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457850349172222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489465557695224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,necko3,2020/04/15,"Anxiety?? I'm worried for example, my head has a headache or goes numb I say its a stroke or smthing. I had once some chest pain and fainted thinking it was a heart attack. I have been to the doctor and they have told me that it's just anxiety, I was tested everything was ok.",1.085789473684212,3.2631308245614083,2.8132456140350897,91.81355263157896,82.85964912280701,6.60701754385965,25.28947368421053,7.793537801064563,1.4228736842105263,215,9,47,4,6,71,44,57,0.255,0.7070000000000001,0.038,-0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,4,1,8,8,3,0,0,7,11,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,7,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,31,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210889142368517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31310532309003675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817018881636888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247352234125376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28245768392357257,0.0,0.0,0.32613998444675124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931029773353195,0.0,0.0,0.2928561417574901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188679764762023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635146327333293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26298689057244395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795018056274541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigKonkeyDong,2020/04/15,"My anxiety isn’t allowing me to sleep. So recently, do to all this Covid nonsense, my anxiety has become unbearable. I’ve developed this never ending tightness in my chest and I’ve been having insane issues with falling asleep. Ever time I get comfortable enough to start dozing off my body gets shocked back awake. It’s hard to explain but it’s almost like the same feeling you get at the start of a panic attack. I haven’t had a good nights sleep in months and it’s starting to drive me insane. I’ve tried everything but nothing seems to work. Melatonin gives me night terrors, weed just makes my anxiety worse, and alcohol works but I don’t want to be codependent on that shit. Anyone have a similar issue? If so how do you deal with it? I just can’t keep living like this.",2.531842105263156,5.068348236842108,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,79.78947368421052,6.957894736842108,23.97368421052632,8.07648339933343,1.622742105263158,620,22,116,12,16,200,100,152,0.231,0.6809999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9727,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,7,9,2,2,5,0,12,7,6,3,3,25,25,10,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,1,2,3,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,3,14,4,15,22,3,19,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,3,14,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823255585802492,0.13889217245123014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183248898820445,0.0,0.0,0.0969851681081083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779599687752496,0.0,0.10665493118894692,0.0,0.0,0.1531878384483399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540690442553215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299789022949494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285070909541974,0.14331846696933004,0.0,0.0,0.12546584644338107,0.0,0.0,0.12465834811908585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013298684287615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740158384621705,0.13305766145429965,0.0,0.11633846192072915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425167591688732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895421964285962,0.0,0.12328662336529085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355276848962812,0.0,0.12247830739075752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258609851304213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071233080879132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697719285942213,0.0,0.0,0.2603289011435112,0.0,0.13309037471228882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627394368888107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695361670294595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627105061396776,0.0,0.0,0.14237781879216374,0.0,0.0,0.2776086449524611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945265380683831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808795064583906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417101442595037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181130254818454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019565492238297,0.0,0.14135138071163295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fallalalala1311,2020/04/15,"Help This is the most bizarre symptom yet. I can not feel my body. Like my insides are numb. I can't feel my heart beat, my arms and legs feel like they aren't there but they are. When I touch my body I can feel it, but when I am not touching or pinching myself it's like my body is numb. I feel spaced out as well, like something isn't right.",0.5063428571428581,2.134792053333335,1.3325714285714303,104.592,81.8,4.285714285714286,18.714285714285715,3.1291,-1.0543714285714287,264,6,69,0,7,81,43,75,0.086,0.726,0.188,0.7847,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,10,9,6,0,0,13,15,7,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,7,15,5,2,15,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,43,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6426235332566368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875423225633206,0.13776884303875325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285228116895613,0.12926025422575835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768582245840825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468897857294507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846186517894686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044028361598545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339123826923056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ganjabern,2020/04/15,"anxiety flare ups when my i think of something and start to get in my head and possibly spiral, i often twitch, stretch, or i end up making a random loud noise to kind of scold my mind and distract it maybe.  

it’ll be at inopportune times too. and i know I probably look really weird for twitching or making a noise in a quiet room or while someone is talking, but I can’t help it. not sure if this happens to anyone else or if it even makes sense but just putting my concerns out there...  

Thoughts?",4.081857142857142,5.059505300000005,4.7314285714285695,86.58500000000002,71.0,7.7142857142857135,28.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.6481714285714286,390,14,81,5,7,125,73,100,0.09300000000000001,0.87,0.037000000000000005,-0.3261,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,3,1,25,14,14,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,10,2,12,11,0,14,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,8,5,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584431880820721,0.0,0.0,0.14482033658208598,0.21221483790502293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301885781722642,0.0,0.18344331806194206,0.0,0.0,0.1367981775790725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820957183539888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315201210903828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125607890686782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882550211040198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156794625273755,0.113825547812798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392529295005352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147546540683868,0.0,0.20807587995961016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091281376418972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334921923298067,0.0,0.0,0.22330609955287428,0.0,0.0,0.2082088055127316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268382565579073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548873127861506,0.15944803065076274,0.0,0.0,0.14659778468351126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952043973427122,0.0,0.0,0.16647201112811374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271158237259525,0.0,0.16442698446766202,0.12077101660370144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sal-Vulcano123,2020/04/15,"HELP!!! Constant nervous pit in my stomach for 3 years (20/m) Ever since a break up I had 3 years ago, I have not been able to shake this constant nervous pit in my stomach. Sometimes it’s really bad, sometimes its not so bad. It’s the worst when I wake up everyday and it’s a little better once I go to sleep. But nonetheless it’s still there and I have just become numb to it. (I think I had a bit of a pit in my stomach before the breakup but not nearly as bad as it is now. Also, I have been able to get over this breakup and don’t know why it still causes this anxiety 3 years later.)

I have also always had trouble with OCD since my freshman year in HS. However, ever since this breakup I have experienced pure o where everything is in my head. And this has been a lot worse. I’ve experienced homosexual OCD, health anxiety, harm OCD, and a plethora of others. 

I have been seeing a therapist for the last year and a half who has been able to help me stop ruminating for my pure o. However, I’m probably going to find someone else, as he has not done any ERP/CBT with me to help me further.

I am not looking for reassurance of any sorts. I am just looking for pure advice on how to combats this. If anyone has ever experienced this constant nervous pit in there stomach and has gotten over it please tell me exactly what you did. I’m also not looking to take any medication at the moment.",2.514025821596245,4.2037851443662015,4.3982394366197175,84.60585680751177,76.0774647887324,7.268544600938967,26.269953051643192,8.07648339933343,1.6232164319248827,1087,41,224,18,24,370,136,284,0.162,0.789,0.049,-0.9832,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,1,17,13,0,4,12,0,26,10,7,2,7,35,39,19,0,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,19,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,7,11,0,1,11,7,24,2,35,28,3,41,0,0,4,0,8,16,0,3,21,152,43,0,0.28677914104261315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341241918993053,0.08473746842368145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293371754813279,0.07954107291515176,0.0,0.0,0.1950196499847533,0.0,0.14625683863238131,0.0,0.0,0.06684088112138263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394486039978581,0.0,0.10557501006291517,0.08134264224849005,0.0,0.0,0.08454428179749658,0.10436284895739976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820039160028292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099063713107257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782487629256167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985572454848976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594081514887191,0.0,0.0,0.0859128667811129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737031315691793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994342160740632,0.0,0.10865546312161056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098106044831305,0.1016109388436947,0.0,0.0,0.1922220131960138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052535438664852566,0.07792109195060275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580934630276183,0.0,0.0,0.2408222513034997,0.0,0.0,0.08126979013176583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629993796820244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180347525057383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049324595683378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306547275170204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123935371716299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617528199680201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372266689643228,0.0,0.0956620831695205,0.0,0.08099567852397274,0.0,0.18908793560986226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268146165623284,0.07992006767717379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187407465319423,0.0,0.08355253652451708,0.0,0.0,0.11099089541694623,0.0,0.061252164648638766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625785638299895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974174816499562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077939406799499
anxiety,jpnotmorgan7,2020/04/15,"The More You Resist, The More It Will Persist! I suffered from anxiety disorders in the past. I was diagnosed with Panic attacks and OCD. Although the fear I felt was real. The thoughts that were creating that fear were not! I was able with therapist, self-therapy and learning about psychology and philosophy, how to deal with my past traumas and seek self-knowledge. Without ever taking or relying on medication. 

[https://youtu.be/MDYN89S0upQ](https://youtu.be/MDYN89S0upQ)",7.8530898021308975,12.044897657534245,6.162374429223746,65.32824961948249,72.42465753424658,9.271841704718415,35.508371385083706,9.444778638647367,4.755424353120244,391,20,49,11,9,115,53,73,0.258,0.715,0.027000000000000003,-0.9589,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,1,3,5,0,6,2,0,1,1,16,9,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,1,6,0,9,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,40,9,1,0.1839367201202182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071108743502445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092545731038295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963068180966766,0.0,0.1866918990844801,0.0,0.0,0.2108074167878721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663812939246988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139598951747995,0.0,0.0,0.17660809644500047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529689439671895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581010968077372,0.0,0.0,0.3511768244569076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936025636958724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38377222838692976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829752232314368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103476697015804,0.213564708981038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602520984443962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730843439872607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ernicusprime,2020/04/15,"Asking my landlord for a dog is a hurdle I can't jump. I recently got a solid diagnosis of anxiety, which I didn't realise that I've been struggling with for 24 years. I've been trying really hard to engage with my psychologist, and I appreciate her trying to help me, but it's so exhausting to be trying to decipher all my thoughts and emotions. 

Anyway, I know getting a dog (specifically adopting a greyhound) is my next step. I'm not eligible to have access to a therapy dog, but I'm well aware of the benefits and have even discussed getting a dog with my psychologist, which she is advocating for like crazy (within reason, she's still a professional). 

I moved into a new house at the beginning of March, and the plan was to wait until our first inspection to ask the land owner if we could adopt a grey (she said pets negotiable, but mentioned she would only like small pets due to the size of the yard). 

So the problem is this:
This isolation thing has really gotten to me. The anxiety is getting worse, I can barely interact with anyone other than my partner. That is; I need to actually send the land agent a request to adopt a greyhound, so she can speak to the land owner about it. I'm psyching myself out so much. 
I keep reminding myself that the landowner asked for only small pets, so despite my experience with the breed, and the breed needs suiting the household and lifestyle, she may still say no. 
I also just can't seem to write the email asking about it. There's a good reason that I'm wanting to push the adoption up, rather than waiting until after the first inspection (covid), and I know we'll be responsible pet owners, but I can't seem to convince myself that it'll be okay no matter the response.

Writing this out makes me feel so silly, and I kind of feel a bit better and more prepared now that I've put my thoughts down and read just how ridiculous it is, but I'll no doubt still have a mini panic attack when it comes time to send the email. 

Tldr; 
I want to ask my land agent for permission to adopt a greyhound, but I'm super anxious about approaching her myself/getting a rejection.",8.572202350536536,6.753739582524275,8.733832396525298,71.06727388860506,62.15533980582525,11.58630556974962,36.73275421563617,10.307518312809881,3.64300291262136,1676,62,311,30,19,554,200,412,0.135,0.7440000000000001,0.121,-0.9067,0,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,3,0,0,5,24,20,2,3,36,1,28,1,0,4,1,59,62,28,0,9,11,0,3,2,1,4,1,3,6,1,19,20,0,3,10,2,0,9,8,8,1,2,9,7,40,12,49,45,4,40,0,1,1,0,34,13,0,5,20,216,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.09983547492930307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181372438834639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652695635585773,0.11557616976936,0.0,0.0715344306625629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782094711553969,0.11638735094919732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048095959681296,0.11169118146323162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812718659222105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816826699911059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150799921069083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757186165803741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007447471625808,0.0,0.0,0.10345753649419573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404212482183534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380174348917988,0.0,0.0,0.08580905513697666,0.08182310714166907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091645692521522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857326456552687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804688767339674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093388796228304,0.0,0.10653550407099284,0.11244892740637427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996266405667212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828975990448087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873462633829302,0.07520636264164576,0.15171656216797144,0.0,0.09880735341498544,0.1088031303650888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556159864354314,0.0,0.12003353905836962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789261025690678,0.0,0.10284535109365238,0.0,0.0,0.1023332516144349,0.0,0.13107913087935502,0.21037432219794894,0.1010144044613462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731602126672192,0.08135749254684901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627029041729687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510407214274216,0.0,0.0,0.1069519907908018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699533105427574,0.0,0.06796727233420767,0.0,0.0,0.162438383959829,0.05965519841467747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837629196148708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068494726994836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198499048604587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425811224354094,0.07267493899185465,0.0,0.0,0.06588143046152423
anxiety,fishdudelol,2020/04/15,"I need a hug. I have some real trouble comunicating, I stutter a lot and I get all awkward, I start crying or try to explain why I’m stuttering, I mess up my words and panic.

I’m bisexual, but all people I’ve fallen in love with are straight guys, who usually are extremely cute and kind and have a lot of admirers, all girls.
No one ever romantically loved me, maybe because I’m ugly or because I’m awkward all the time, but I’m always the one falling in love and the one that is rejected. I have trouble sharing secrets, but I’m always hiding my feelings, and then, even the smallest thing that happens leads me to break that limit and break into tears.",4.400144189991519,5.326811236641227,6.120254452926207,77.10843935538594,70.22137404580154,8.264970313825277,32.1128074639525,8.515128840125781,2.5962461407972857,516,23,97,8,9,178,78,131,0.23399999999999999,0.519,0.24600000000000002,0.9008,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,2,17,0,3,7,0,6,4,0,1,5,30,21,13,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,9,0,3,0,1,11,8,8,21,7,15,0,1,0,4,9,5,0,5,5,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900025126269903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245891858448968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914203569240919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509944931611005,0.15763138248482836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811290073925976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104552669780462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254833925016974,0.15410070593011152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146869940095756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29630532346503863,0.4718390467690994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507118605781746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921423451406264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35425652995333623,0.0,0.0,0.2044607608267486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081242269897165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983501021686496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334465697308465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157729774676834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161449333926914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831353005425313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192671067054834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724577358650804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,intodeepdarkVoid,2020/04/15,"Anxiety help in the uk Note. This has nothing to do with covid 19.

(18 f) Ive been diagnosed with general and social anxiety disorder and depression since i was 14 and then autism at 16.

Ive been on propranolol since August 2018 but it has not helped and just seem to get worse and worse as i get older. 

Has anyone from the uk had any luck with the meds they are on. What can i ask my GP for? Thanks",0.6188095238095244,2.7285804047619067,2.519047619047619,93.62595238095241,84.23809523809524,7.066666666666667,18.857142857142858,8.167268648758528,0.7304142857142866,310,8,72,7,9,103,61,84,0.16,0.738,0.102,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,0,0,14,17,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,7,2,12,13,0,7,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530791779852964,0.0,0.3269251588821186,0.0,0.0,0.14940816364391718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975946760375546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840399789386858,0.21687800116810851,0.0,0.0,0.24489274258053104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232751807955867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864468323549749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734735347266475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050291696383776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452382422631265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535122057308765,0.0,0.0,0.21781713804425268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967253852551908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355109267247158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,robdawg919,2020/04/15,"Hear swishing noise when moving my eyes Hey all,  There have been a lot of other forums on this on different sites.  People have reported when getting off SSRIs they experience this eye swishing phenomenon.  An example, when you quickly move your eyes from left to right or vice versa or move your head quickly you get this swishing sound and this sensation in your head.  Its can be multiple swishes, like swish swish swish and a weird feeling in your head.  I used to get the same sensation when I use to get really bad colds. 

My concern is  I seem to continuously have these swishes and I am currently not discontinuing an SSRI.  This symptom seemed to occur when I changed from Prozac to Zoloft about 9 months ago and continue to have them.  Anyone else permanently get this odd swishing sensations? Thx!",6.7388965517241335,8.273342510344829,6.585000000000001,73.67750000000002,65.27586206896552,9.937931034482759,33.12068965517241,10.125756701596842,3.5080896551724137,644,27,109,15,10,203,94,145,0.057999999999999996,0.898,0.045,-0.4423,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,2,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,9,9,6,2,1,15,20,11,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,7,15,1,16,18,3,23,0,0,3,0,10,8,0,5,13,72,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976837477597158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236124199919668,0.14999671241824328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222318641375782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548641599653213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294930658018074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229239065064057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320023839561194,0.0,0.0,0.07402059282248066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824209510448983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507237080698221,0.0,0.16499531291397668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590561937877117,0.0,0.0,0.07152012220979642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445791430837935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684932765782725,0.4667771014831532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149032744887852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378296935274244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250186420863489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654099428856004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215816075982255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528727341714957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fromosomou,2020/04/15,"Social Distancing since last year I had bad experiences regarding friends and it's been really traumatic that my anxiety became worse. I distanced myself from my circle because they remind me of a 'friend' who  I became so afraid of. I thought taking a break would eventually help me, It kinda did but once I'm reminded of this person I get really anxious and sad. I was a social butterfly before but now I only talk to my family and 2 close friends who I share good and fun memories with. I don't want to tell them what I've been going through because I don't want them to treat me differently. I haven't had a peaceful sleep since july I think. Any advice how to calm or relax when I have these thoughts?",4.597194244604316,5.88612630935252,5.875604316546763,77.69484532374102,70.07913669064749,9.301007194244605,28.288489208633088,9.642632912329526,2.654835395683453,563,20,105,13,10,189,93,139,0.147,0.654,0.19899999999999998,0.8948,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,4,12,0,1,4,0,11,1,1,1,0,17,20,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,8,0,23,9,10,11,0,7,0,1,0,0,15,1,0,2,4,67,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026605697261448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115306030549914,0.0,0.1254651524720304,0.18528159110535672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693926333395026,0.19995468253993134,0.0,0.1395581513673589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135274437894574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043063151740372,0.15461150696511758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801349505692611,0.0,0.08568705662643528,0.0,0.093209140679824,0.13756156047352594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099306508542704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336878572487479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746624453793974,0.0,0.12473495888349682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320486756994302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101345803248164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713371032343277,0.0,0.16412576619167596,0.3343696218325913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123313095229895,0.13182287298899434,0.14334962840024768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050892696539102,0.0,0.26040698784810257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347153567439013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671374727218658,0.11650609599510454,0.0,0.0,0.10561533821865914
anxiety,anonmousanon,2020/04/15,"Suffering from anxiety and deteriorating I have been dealing with anxiety for the past 2 1/2 years. I had my first panic attack around that time. I was about to get married to my girlfriend of 6 years and between the proposal and wedding, my life took a huge turn for the worst. While I was working a part time job to make extra money for the wedding, I ruptured a disc in my lower back and was restricted from working. The injury was considered severe at the time, it has healed somewhat since then. Knowing that I was unable to work and possibly ruined my wedding as a result, I started living in a constant state of worry. The few months leading to the wedding were tough, but it eventually happened and went pretty smoothly.

I decided to move my entire family (wife and two kids) to the state I grew up in shortly after the wedding. I flew out first to get everything set up so that my family could fly out and not have to worry about being in limbo. While I was doing this, my wife was sexually assaulted at her friend’s wedding. The person who assaulted her was her friend’s husband who had been the groom that night. This also coincidentally happened at the same hotel that my wife and I had gotten married at. Upon hearing the news I was angry. I wanted to be understanding, but I had warned her about getting involved with that friend of hers and being out drinking late. She left our children with her friend’s cousins whom I did not even know... just to attend this wedding. I had many reasons to be angry but I tried to remind myself that she didn’t ask for what happened to her that night.

For some reason, I could not get the sexual harassment out of my head for months. My mind constantly replayed it as if I had been there. I asked her a thousand questions, which was not fair to her, but at that time it was the only way to ease my anxiety. I know it was selfish. I know that I made her relive it whenever I would bring it up. I feel terrible for that, but I did not feel in control of my actions during that time. 

A couple of months later we received our wedding video that I had essentially gotten injured to afford. I spotted her friend and her friend’s husband that had assaulted my wife. He was in the video multiple times since he had been in attendance. It made my blood boil. I never wanted to see the video again. It ruined all memories of my wedding. I didn’t want to see my wedding album or even have a record of getting married at that hotel. I spiraled down an endless hole at that moment. Suddenly, I was asking her different questions about her past and trying to dig up things about her that were completely unrelated to the assault. It was the same behavior but it started shifting to a different topic altogether. Old memories and arguments started to populate in my head and repressed feelings would emerge. I was a mess and I took it out on her with endless questioning that would eventually turn into a yelling match between us. I was not sure why any of this was happening and why I even cared about the past. Maybe I was trying to get my mind off the present. I contemplated suicide to end my endless negative thoughts and questions that continuously stacked in my mind, but I never solidified a plan. There were many nights where I cried myself to sleep. I had never experienced anything quite like it before. I had heard of people staying in bed all day and constantly worrying about things, but I never thought I would experience it myself. I never understood why those people couldn’t just “get over it” but I certainly understand now.

Suddenly my wife got pregnant. Long story short, she lost the baby. I sometimes still blame myself for that. If I had been in a better state of mind, maybe we would be a family of five right now. In retrospect, maybe it’s better the way things are now. Two months after losing the baby, I felt like I had woken up. I remember saying “where have I been all this time?” to myself. Things felt and looked a lot clearer. All of a sudden I didn’t really care about the past. Things would pop up in my head at times, but it was definitely not the monster it had been for the past 9 months it had me. From then on I started recovering. I finally listened to my wife and I went to see a doctor. I was prescribed Xanax and after taking it twice, it gave me such a clear headspace that I did not need to take it ever again. I was then put on a daily medication (Buspar).

The past year and a half of recovery have not been perfect. I have had some bad days but most of them (90%) have been good. My best friend committed suicide during my recovery and it caused me to return to a bad place for some time, but I rebounded, until now. One month into this Coronavirus quarantine, I have found myself dwelling on the past again. I have not hounded my wife with the questions again, but I fear that it may be coming. I have noticed that I have been checking things 20+ times repeatedly (such as doors being locked and letters being spelled correctly) recently despite knowing that things are fine. This is not a behavior that I exhibited in this manner before. I’m afraid that I am deteriorating once more. I see a counselor every two weeks and I am on Buspar medication. I really thought it was helping but I feel a resurgence looming on the horizon that I will not be able to stop.",5.083112896245809,6.31990307497566,5.82880761116521,78.67847702315271,68.88315481986368,8.665633452342314,30.23273017418587,8.998388855275968,2.535842378015796,4226,164,778,76,72,1380,390,1027,0.142,0.787,0.07,-0.9973,5,1,1,0,1,2,104.0,5,0,1,15,33,42,6,5,57,0,96,14,5,9,16,152,167,53,2,15,31,10,7,2,8,8,7,5,2,3,73,41,2,4,27,6,2,15,22,23,0,10,79,18,135,19,129,68,18,158,0,5,5,0,79,54,0,15,84,607,208,6,0.04302330376777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034405720479194137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029257321894033694,0.0,0.09873812886714944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03540451317781832,0.0382998618234051,0.12066294391129882,0.04894521908163299,0.0,0.0330822649273622,0.07184532312297802,0.0,0.0,0.07321932538063802,0.0,0.045150302977366864,0.0761012318617934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773025108825737,0.044196784283956896,0.0,0.0370607666522713,0.045109115447898494,0.13947872119284432,0.0482542935213281,0.06870121444094918,0.04760446730272145,0.04725907897018757,0.05549294340218964,0.044355137037641934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990039078779148,0.0,0.044036174459788885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214645854960527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03810587714513635,0.0,0.0,0.08524945912851142,0.038917041388573236,0.036248989004222285,0.0,0.0386665712678302,0.04208504660961505,0.12167562544882067,0.0484131779291795,0.08701550036248802,0.0,0.08261823714410879,0.0471299263151178,0.0,0.07319120041280049,0.0,0.04717283192091956,0.2326778843694179,0.0,0.1573453034809713,0.0,0.0,0.036085905973583916,0.03440966627668178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218146174078534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246296566750854,0.0,0.048490390184751986,0.0,0.02883761362321513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269399038483513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822241297084853,0.0,0.04853216061325195,0.0,0.04674494542816997,0.0,0.030388631801428062,0.04203802605983481,0.0,0.037990365450405496,0.038074269970061664,0.03612873946898791,0.0481320719812352,0.04696501834080077,0.03657687433545586,0.0,0.08141938057005901,0.02871838934641535,0.08723775449194912,0.1296680740793689,0.0,0.0,0.08668290452981882,0.0,0.0,0.1737650889607755,0.0,0.20604474360704125,0.04572696314920257,0.0,0.03190123459749887,0.16591112084125034,0.0,0.0,0.1211233683225785,0.0,0.0,0.04898231649614352,0.045145720005591326,0.045818414383938084,0.02915370408489407,0.032721161219707036,0.0,0.05047857708283179,0.0,0.046590045390149125,0.28749428144241285,0.05965388338685933,0.03756628936383018,0.04495019539389574,0.0,0.0,0.04850231062798282,0.0,0.04377016708872453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043250303402845816,0.24097973282762114,0.04576057940016238,0.0,0.0,0.05512366013657708,0.08847024358878297,0.042480322100632635,0.0,0.04873701627705012,0.03674166634233759,0.0,0.034213857985100155,0.0,0.0,0.13713601142798476,0.0,0.0,0.04860408716103996,0.0,0.07117864293450618,0.0,0.04305437468321726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042551147529353316,0.0,0.12180846338622732,0.04585711738372626,0.03435846596440822,0.0359694084058735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412102271434676,0.0,0.0405489546412374,0.0,0.06469634023429062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000793991231592,0.0,0.0,0.10246709232583164,0.25087234411230586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560094703727276,0.08762999740345617,0.09359400009330596,0.1260825487517062,0.08957755304109755,0.05175173711295413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612877777278364,0.06829979192180755,0.0345106991568272,0.0,0.0,0.0797660672495173,0.11646551941076848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396443264403412,0.1310767601310997,0.0,0.1833751235864091,0.0,0.0,0.08311679115606448
anxiety,vicuna76,2020/04/15,"I guess this is my life I’m just so sick of this. I’m constantly, CONSTANTLY anxious and never catch a break.

I’m anxious and overwhelmed when people talk to me or have conversations with me: The conversation will be okay for the first few minutes and then all of a sudden I’m hit with a wave of anxiety- often times it’s not just in my head but physical anxiety which then makes it hard for me to focus on the conversation that’s going on. 

I’m anxious and overwhelmed when I’m happy: when I was younger I was misdiagnosed with bipolar and I was told “people with bipolar don’t feel happy- they feel elevated. If you are feeling ‘happy’ you need to schedule a meeting with your doctor because you are manic.” 
So even to this day my brain associates “happiness” with danger. 

I’m anxious and overwhelmed when I’m NOT anxious or overwhelmed: There are periods of time throughout the day when I don’t feel anxious or overwhelmed but the MOMENT I recognize that I’m not feeling anxious or overwhelmed I’m once again hit with a wave of anxiety because “something must be wrong with me” 
I think I associate not feeling anxious or overwhelmed with danger also because it’s my norm. 


I’m anxious and overwhelmed when my friends talk to me about their anxiety: This is more from a standpoint of me almost feeling jealous of them for their anxiety..... which makes me anxious because I shouldn’t be jealous? When they tell me about their anxiety it just seems so much easier for them to handle and maintain. I mean they have DAYS or WEEKS that they don’t have anxiety????? And most of them told me they have never experienced like physical anxiety?? Why tf do I have it almost 24/7? 
They often misuse the terms “anxiety attack” and/or “panic attack” so when they are a little anxious they say it’s a panic/anxiety attack and although I find that ignorant of them I’m jealous that their definition of an attack has never lead them to the emergency room thinking they are having heart failure. 

And lastly I’m anxious and overwhelmed even thinking about life without anxiety: I hate having this and I hate feeling this way but I have no idea what life would even be like if I didn’t have it. I try not to claim it as part of my identity but It is. Everything I say, think, or do is fueled by my anxiety (one way or another). 

The idea of life without anxiety scares me because it’s an unknown but I wish I could at least take a test run.",4.297914067914064,6.083006615384615,5.2023746823746855,80.2927754677755,71.52136752136751,8.050912450912453,31.02471702471703,8.685302888712808,2.6318198660198666,1928,86,349,35,37,629,177,468,0.222,0.6659999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.9955,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,18,2,26,32,11,11,19,1,37,11,3,3,5,84,77,45,0,8,25,0,9,2,1,4,8,2,1,0,24,22,0,1,17,0,0,4,16,24,0,2,6,12,59,8,45,60,8,42,0,9,0,0,34,6,0,17,31,256,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474692259204953,0.0,0.0,0.037833255002729216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960795865386455,0.4704896145818587,0.6413529371723495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528477577438493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419664570119525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281285966295004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224915998168624,0.0,0.037772651302468686,0.0,0.0,0.09153181430352514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842310506734915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374210105566892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042518576285639986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136815439716628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323987156111693,0.040241292881046484,0.0,0.0,0.03655107186595016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026886983118362056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521165619277046,0.0,0.0,0.2014466507544879,0.04237986818214492,0.0934163399960388,0.04855302246949678,0.0,0.0,0.056061785160459995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681295264144912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038563419153537344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366391868732672,0.04622589899533933,0.04741637838753668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315869176857547,0.0,0.0,0.05153373079324093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034777801853186366,0.035079269569690215,0.1094636180580166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038289363120604,0.03205802714071634,0.0,0.0,0.1110146134044526,0.0,0.05123139534020668,0.0,0.06559666679391049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524455792519856,0.04736489362872953,0.0,0.0,0.04306863823567621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364210344194863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03557072928188506,0.07605089661418321,0.041350440640369725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125563645357347,0.0,0.0,0.0551729028530177,0.0,0.0,0.09041218656031992,0.0,0.032119930363114134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510388994683866,0.03794869176805265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426893128383256,0.0,0.05440339599909395,0.09120901392080118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03360719145525504,0.051725326834388685,0.0,0.0
anxiety,taylorwasaghost,2020/04/15,"Heart racing when I wake up. Panic/Anxiety. Hi all, 

A little over a week ago I hit an intense point with anxiety, and had panic attacks lasting a couple of days. It got to the point where I decided to go to urgent care because I was too scared. While there, I calmed down significantly when the doctor assured me there was nothing physically wrong with me. Perfect oxygen and blood pressure, but feeling like I was dying... classic panic. In the past I've been able to get through my panic attacks relatively quickly. I have had really long bouts of anxiety before, and I have probably been living with an untreated baseline level of anxiety that just caught up with me this time (especially with everything going on in the world and my life). Well, I was able to start a short-term medication and immediately started feeling a bit better, still with some anxiety symptoms in the first few days. Nights are the hardest for me. When I was in full blown panic mode, I couldn't sleep because of my racing heart. Now, I think that's created some fear around sleep. Even though I'm doing much better, I still wake up and almost immediately my heart starts racing. It scares me (which obviously makes it worse) but I just get up and usually shower, walk outside, make tea or a combination of all and I am calm again with 5-10 minutes. 

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Does anyone else experience this? Any ideas of how I can work through this morning heart racing?",5.33747191011236,7.065880228464423,6.0127546816479445,75.73194101123595,68.812734082397,8.635880149812735,30.203932584269662,9.120678840339163,2.7125132584269664,1139,45,198,22,20,371,158,267,0.141,0.736,0.12300000000000001,-0.8494,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,5,19,20,2,8,14,0,16,14,9,3,5,38,33,17,1,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,9,16,1,0,5,0,0,4,1,11,1,1,11,2,25,9,33,20,8,46,0,0,0,0,1,19,0,4,24,135,34,2,0.16225617607967469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191515505858763,0.0,0.08123806124385965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790224949620659,0.0985795068801458,0.05516988186776933,0.0,0.3103138264656682,0.0,0.0,0.056726645479456925,0.08312531347070326,0.0,0.07222119850894629,0.0,0.18458982435275054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890985893079177,0.0,0.06903402755587347,0.0,0.0,0.14350240213418322,0.08857086014891939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271549266024779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976668633518388,0.0,0.1046418104528541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419814691210191,0.0,0.0,0.08303803580020988,0.0709957365561993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777210742840131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053584337013091496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291269436089075,0.07935883736253753,0.0,0.09129165399587733,0.08204159787848309,0.057957922305818275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900751024238265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847721551249288,0.0,0.09221392406112422,0.0,0.06488554319734326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384548699774886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915837364521606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613021977413712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730316782513894,0.03963508587825062,0.08131165732937401,0.07163758807465109,0.07179580496320873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830725747303872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172801359239344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963847942673015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613321485798366,0.0,0.07784458851085807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759316564584178,0.0,0.0,0.0774459398685311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338453222621734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746980045551937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197273060174031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244673807453075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237335554954946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226863483572324,0.0,0.1295779918120753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432314686350137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519836030073085,0.07970793458933867,0.0,0.047306440550830935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935112728593493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650760586547242,0.0,0.0729438942395043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906221432386676,0.0,0.0826764526790585,0.0,0.0887008285709394,0.0985795068801458,0.0
anxiety,Bunnynynyny,2020/04/15,"How do I tell people to stop calling me with their problems? Hi, especially now, Im out of medicine wont go to the doctors  just lost my insurance so dont even know If I can,, and everyone Is calling me about their problems,, I'm sick every time my phone rings,meanhwhile I have more problems than all of them-Losing house, no job, no insurance, relocation because cant afford here anymore,,,How can I politely say call me in a year I cant deal with your issues Im trying to get by myself with so much stress now?",5.578493589743587,5.389734221153848,6.3738461538461575,80.2378205128205,67.36538461538461,9.241025641025642,32.717948717948715,8.841846274778883,2.556594871794872,405,16,82,6,6,134,74,104,0.20600000000000002,0.794,0.0,-0.9586,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,9,5,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,1,1,14,14,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,1,14,0,13,12,3,8,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,1,5,53,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718295407851574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883669919914535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435840532368834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317648629119005,0.0,0.0,0.1868429012668246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052975753795122,0.0,0.13432099245401466,0.1523357795859765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329208582136657,0.0,0.09060392608286408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839530649016505,0.0,0.0,0.3444090073092565,0.16639648879626087,0.1582030097348435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761486748611427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740293466784014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171944570560116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052403170921088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576396559764357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677979404347156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328500374170266,0.1826188329342816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934297688889066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296099881987033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823794486704097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266336785627526
anxiety,AskDrNan,2020/04/15,"Dr. Nan Wise--anxiety specialist, therapist, neuroscientist, and anxiety sufferer here to help Hi All-- I am Dr. Nan Wise.  I am brand new to Reddit, but given how many people are experiencing anxiety due to our pandemic, I thought I would join this community to offer support.  Let me know how I can be of help. I treat anxiety and also suffer from generalized anxiety disorder. I teach what I myself have needed to know.",5.602543859649124,7.703755921052637,7.981578947368423,60.39938596491231,68.73684210526315,12.435087719298249,33.719298245614034,11.855464076750405,5.300498245614035,334,16,52,14,6,120,53,76,0.2,0.606,0.195,0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,12,14,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,3,7,9,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278524035633972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7307761878544455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189636129175973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561179749972425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999577430364114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536492480242387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369804065373245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416635875592339,0.0,0.18452045000206208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245228968482042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168049999985627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182758549353676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151674964817596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571876973901034,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeteggsge,2020/04/15,"Help me out For about 3 weeks now I’ve felt really bad stomachache (stomach heaviness and disgust towards food) every food I see or think about makes me feel disgusted. (I can’t eat anymore because I keep feeling sick).
I’ve talked with a doctor but I can’t see him right now.
Everybody keep saying to me that it’s anxiety but I feel really bad.
Have you ever felt like this? I don’t know what to do. 
I should add that I’m not home in this period of time.",0.5878660287081345,2.8691615473684218,2.6834449760765544,91.20593301435406,86.15789473684212,6.401913875598087,20.215311004784688,7.686295010490155,0.8461578947368427,357,11,77,7,11,120,66,95,0.154,0.777,0.069,-0.8375,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,6,6,1,1,1,20,19,4,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,4,3,2,7,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,8,12,1,10,16,0,10,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,7,43,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242005743511362,0.0,0.17166743074401788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890604244847396,0.10551938137667466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717388869199086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712321865002614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657771465813494,0.14584314877069518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625717622754517,0.0,0.3324038595828792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186233516039013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602443238768682,0.0,0.17363214343925099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307716215713999,0.0,0.0,0.0951305370802462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456729769700219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554474883192298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178296241993456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478253727248676,0.0,0.1376550606572553,0.0,0.0,0.27587455906951913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913020522854533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109146790897749,0.0,0.0,0.10093526360297192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884936296357375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,letsgo512,2020/04/15,"Email/Text Anxiety I tend to feel a lot of anxiety when I have to send a text or email asking something of someone, such as for a networking conversation, etc. even if I know that the person is most likely willing to speak to me (ie: my boss, a peer, etc). Yet, I still feel this paralyzing anxiety and procrastinate sending any communication until I absolutely must. How can I get past this/feel excited about sending out communications instead of anxious?",6.085823293172691,7.775849409638558,7.433915662650603,66.40380522088356,66.95180722891567,10.834538152610442,35.52008032128514,10.864195022040775,4.411909236947791,363,18,61,11,6,124,61,83,0.094,0.8740000000000001,0.032,-0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,1,12,11,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,12,9,4,9,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,4,6,46,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492846927488319,0.0,0.5038086289617933,0.2480010386614691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052264680183768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896573485539361,0.1449943522866684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329956758272764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146928786417664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064533220299753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724894484258296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663251088592184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095616837757358,0.0,0.19168097427730488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600302559326326,0.1690012567179767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531314224162986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tayberry742,2020/04/15,"Was feeling anxious about the pandemic and then my partner broke up with me, need some good tips Normally I'm a little anxious, then the pandemic kicked off and I could tell I wasn't handling it very well. 

I asked my partner for support, help put together a routine while we worked from home, exercise and breakfast together, etc. He thought I should be able to do this on my own, that by supporting me I wouldn't do the work for myself and I would be weaker. Huge red flag, I realise. 

A few days later he said it was over and has moved out. It was out of the blue for me. Needless to say my anxiety and general panic is taking over my life, I'm having a hard time concentrating or doing any work. Being in lockdown means I'm here with my thoughts all the time.

I need some good tips and techniques to start to get some control on my anxiety. I'm too agitated to meditate at the moment. I think simple techniques would be best. What works for you?",4.405103785103787,5.341282534391539,5.2514285714285736,83.30703296703297,70.21693121693121,8.566707366707366,30.41147741147741,8.841846274778883,2.350275213675214,745,30,150,13,13,243,115,189,0.105,0.77,0.124,0.6901,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,6,4,8,0,1,10,0,19,3,0,1,1,32,37,11,0,8,1,0,2,0,2,4,2,2,1,2,6,12,1,1,5,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,7,6,22,6,25,21,8,23,0,1,2,0,11,12,0,4,9,104,28,4,0.1358273748995878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236727265087044,0.0,0.20781514004462148,0.3068925438227452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269802601832858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254245007402075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234195058600228,0.10844710648323433,0.0,0.0,0.08759742009186833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148342735808593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867840190520713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096419731687544,0.0,0.0,0.2278511155592416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167464869467945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104222627701114,0.0,0.13624593171150362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593889178427567,0.0,0.136134712781108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795583042505872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436300383187198,0.0,0.20142855485125252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330819885192587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593641588018594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654402754676573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129202937685387,0.1080153802317894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613931505359018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30827059081767383,0.0,0.0,0.10212528199911597,0.0,0.11871911249612906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703269736663682,0.0,0.2156635272105357,0.15840406919752814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120718092856164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212512224668595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955357864925095,0.0,0.0,0.19297574010179616,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BflyJewelryStudio,2020/04/15,like I’m not OCD enough hit a new low this morning when I found myself Clorox-wiping my tub of Clorox wipes,7.681304347826089,4.898322347826088,6.71913043478261,87.85521739130436,64.65217391304347,9.2,27.347826086956523,3.1291,0.6910347826086953,86,1,20,0,1,26,21,23,0.09699999999999999,0.787,0.11599999999999999,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569949474687274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5910534481085175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26335837008889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206292528061258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,schizocats,2020/04/15,"How do I deal with my mean and unsupportive sister? I am 19(F) and she is 25(F). I want to start this off saying that this isn't a petty sister thing. She is awful. She is the biggest bully I have ever come across. Everyday it is an argument with her - I am not exaggerating when I say everyday. The arguments are not small, they are full blown screaming and yelling. I cannot sit here and type out how awful she is but I'll give you an example so you can really see what I am dealing with. From the ages 12 - 18 I dealt with severe anxiety which spiralled into a deep deep depression, I could barely leave my bed, my parents ended up forcing me to take a gap year, they didn't realise how bad I was doing, they thought I was just negative. During my gap year, almost every morning when I was bed 'sleeping' (really just staring at the celling), she was getting reading for work and she would be sure to open the door and remind me that I am a ""failure"" and that ""some people just end up crumbling in this life"". She is the definition of toxic, when I do ignore her she'll constantly annoy until we argue, at the end of the day I am only human. Please help me! (please don't tell me to sit down and talk to her... ive tried many times, she's been like this for so long, this is just her). It's increasing my anxiety, I can't be on lockdown like this, I can barely go out on a walk (my dad has coronavirus too).... Thank u <<<3",3.0363167760074994,4.2492148762886615,4.572072789753204,85.84230787253982,73.7766323024055,7.6276788503592625,24.91112152452359,8.150884317080207,1.3641601374570445,1103,34,233,17,22,370,161,291,0.132,0.775,0.09300000000000001,-0.9148,1,1,0,0,1,0,55.0,1,2,3,1,15,10,2,0,15,2,37,2,1,3,2,38,48,18,0,3,7,4,0,2,0,2,1,4,3,1,14,18,0,1,2,1,0,4,8,6,0,0,7,6,48,4,28,36,3,43,0,1,2,0,34,19,0,2,20,169,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827153125607528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126830108138805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529466527508495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894744153903213,0.0,0.149220128037188,0.0,0.11024911822587044,0.0,0.0,0.08905298294411078,0.28471780517888085,0.11893184915588108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36690524806535774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490520093317364,0.11634202122379733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214337416187062,0.13246309183549335,0.07847651881295256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255502976386372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621138987386806,0.0,0.0,0.09753306073148947,0.13492207795064762,0.0,0.0,0.12220030534979995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999585869052186,0.0,0.15041433902398252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501937123396818,0.0,0.0,0.15332633057407702,0.0,0.0,0.0957303025232996,0.0,0.0,0.3031503028315282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812171855922498,0.0,0.17692074217010667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962043638716985,0.0,0.0,0.11003534988412446,0.0,0.0,0.15599601245139133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818407383965198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773681433479367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014286663068414,0.0,0.10382224712202484,0.1109869707696763,0.12069180906435364,0.12712951815810514,0.0,0.0,0.0917371070739964,0.0,0.0,0.10962355050071533,0.08051809549716815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375021021567144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144572784592037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052705208487273,0.0,0.0,0.09809116109749276,0.0,0.0,0.17784358950638918
anxiety,notreallysurewhattou,2020/04/15,"Is sex good for anxiety? So a couple of days ago I had a major anxiety attack and since then it feels as if my body is in constant stress. As if there's still adrenalin rushing through my body days later, I'm still shaky etc even tho I'm mentally quite stable right now. My friend jokingly said to have sex with my boyfriend, but would that actually help? Or would I get more adrenalin/anxiety from that? Because I have a whole bf next to me ready to go lol",2.0195698924731182,4.159848591397854,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021505,79.21505376344086,6.713978494623658,24.31182795698925,7.793537801064563,1.1363892473118278,361,13,79,6,9,114,68,93,0.084,0.743,0.174,0.8942,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,2,3,1,7,4,2,0,0,10,13,10,0,4,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,8,3,11,9,4,14,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,4,10,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.1657379439998644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055164409458882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897781216348265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321589112057014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035320153802294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773047259619864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835351570135679,0.0,0.0,0.1879231464032195,0.0,0.21906365343823705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941489942058584,0.11217677314979414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587548364938016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131216857236439,0.0,0.08873364256186454,0.0,0.09652317278955798,0.14245253388181378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383921286994693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115733126359495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062524508676586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806442241529137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504121008732782,0.1615553719198015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049221947914756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126660145403625,0.0,0.19454950715735997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961869719114255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412968932607381,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lirilium,2020/04/15,"My doctor diagnosed me with anxiety and then pretty much disappeared. What did she mean? I never thought that I had anxiety. 

It could come from the fact that I mentioned to the psychologist that I often have periods where I am super-worried while at the same time having little to no energy to live my life, but I can not find that specific symptom on the Internet. 

That medical center (I do not live in the US) pretty much cut all contact with me because the Corona virus takes all the priority right now so I'm left with more questions than before. 

What do I do now?",5.738142857142857,6.423758190909092,6.736753246753249,74.75227272727275,67.0909090909091,10.285714285714286,31.168831168831172,10.290406445055957,3.2542467532467523,451,17,82,11,7,151,76,110,0.079,0.85,0.071,0.4437,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,7,0,10,5,0,0,4,19,15,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,14,0,11,11,6,17,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,7,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28070536217836645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184052000842278,0.0,0.1561179365451729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580416204726396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648443946882705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862163746423858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778749064583575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768662325591954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933875069797916,0.0,0.12958902493588173,0.0,0.18388334867259276,0.32401158748084885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985066996056905,0.0,0.1848249231823176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697404939689253,0.0,0.14150199664353766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373306262116209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205526387699845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566808518045647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069372246419614,0.1379452635884678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456532678545434,0.10698179065556004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206896708949776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632087648365747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,roussebarbe,2020/04/15,"Need your stories on panicking about public speaking to feel less weird I've been feeling particularly anxious these days, and this morning I had to give a presentation via Skype. Problem is I woke up late, didn't have breakfast just gulped my coffee and jumped into it. Well not even a full minute into it I feel increasingly nervous, my voice gets shaky, can't focus anymore and before I went into full panic, I just closed Skype and pretended my internet went down. Never went back. 

Though my mental health is more important, I do feel silly and hope nobody suspects this is what really happened.

Would you mind sharing some stories about you panicking when public speaking? I think that would make me feel better and like less of a weirdo :(",6.968444444444442,8.315827325925923,6.4303703703703725,75.67666666666669,64.62962962962962,8.666666666666668,31.296296296296298,8.841846274778883,2.662851851851852,599,22,98,9,9,185,94,135,0.182,0.698,0.12,-0.8468,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,9,11,0,3,3,0,11,3,0,1,1,30,27,8,0,5,3,0,5,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,7,10,2,0,7,1,0,5,4,5,1,0,7,8,15,6,11,18,7,20,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,3,7,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896911527537616,0.16652216871622086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911286552886686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287952975320115,0.0,0.0,0.148503256012349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082884281807729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090334934277173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245031522893367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772634372673753,0.16107512104151872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848276447264308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848108640751556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677308494063986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941043912327413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203262409148511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208161079752936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921436380021068,0.0,0.16954181200912907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450356170701644,0.12950298464723614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970068781352892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066774078742846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756781215403194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759031474079776,0.16497128466836314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097176966637646,0.4669643479897605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385577058174653,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,happyathome1,2020/04/15,"Worries about being alone forever are keeping me awake at night. Would love advice. I have very little family. I am a 31-year-old female and my family was fractured and acrimonious when I was growing up. I lived with my grandparents and my parents had addiction and mental health problems (severe); lived in other countries; were sectioned. Lots happened. 

I made friends but I’ve found that over time we’re all growing and changing and I feel lonely. I don’t have as much in common with my old friends and so I feel like I’m constantly surrounded by new people not friends. 

My mum died last year and my siblings stopped speaking to me and kept all of her possessions and money. They were motivated by greed. 

My grandparents are now elderly. 

At the heart of this is the fact that I haven’t found a romantic partner and would like to. I rent in London with a flatmate and I feel at any point she could tell me she wants the flat back to herself. It’s happened before in a previous flat and it was difficult to find somewhere new. I felt really unloved. 

I think a lot about the casual relationships and men I’ve known in the past. Many of whom have now settled down, and I feel so embarrassed that I haven’t. I’ve been on dates and used apps but not found anyone special in years. 

I feel like I’ve run out of time at 31. 

Would love to hear how others have overcome these anxiety feelings. It’s keeping me awake at night.",3.552500000000002,5.635780626811595,4.158043478260872,85.73423913043482,74.2536231884058,7.498550724637681,27.80434782608696,8.344100000000001,1.9818217391304345,1127,45,218,20,24,357,154,276,0.128,0.728,0.14400000000000002,0.7854,4,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,9,16,1,1,10,0,23,5,1,4,3,56,46,23,1,6,4,2,7,3,4,3,2,2,1,2,11,20,0,4,14,1,3,3,5,6,0,0,13,9,32,10,33,28,6,42,0,1,0,2,19,20,0,2,22,142,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756131650302914,0.0,0.09641600191052113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218899214640692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709677046006758,0.0,0.07547979034958202,0.0,0.0,0.06899008266552673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586863706014804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395813338792825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437633414040363,0.0,0.0,0.10662370003009386,0.0,0.07877736780501886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240050450107606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602845334223914,0.0,0.2993332271885278,0.14097508559530844,0.09473554882349193,0.0,0.0901796180134503,0.0,0.0,0.32454898163403745,0.2286890487772124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745013546298181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487813674714874,0.11120459321360164,0.11692056864175865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753990739706514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042656656930967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461076420529811,0.09888999981245147,0.17424908811217954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677658775688071,0.17810118028875568,0.09336086038387836,0.0,0.10003259371787697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943287293590218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253141078448658,0.0,0.0,0.19058591553533544,0.0,0.1851841138234316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706830402596474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095577446078264,0.0,0.09418857308554048,0.06840309812286623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327196653759537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441075033959352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320844376150729,0.0,0.0,0.10593115981542826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146533819728904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248981735698369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862390845996322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322166661564546,0.0,0.0,0.11506674567582405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521638900437613,0.0,0.08141039836809139,0.058196202943961266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020086959222814,0.0,0.2102700756399868,0.0,0.0,0.190614447821798
anxiety,ptalca,2020/04/15,"I’m [F20s’] spending my birthday in isolation - is it appropriate to ask friends to video call with me? I live alone and I’ll Skype with my parents and boyfriend anyway, but would it be too needy to want to Skype with a couple of friends too? They don’t even know each other and it would be just me and the person. Should they be the ones to suggest that? (They don’t know my birth date by heart) Should I suggest some activities? What kind of? 

“Hey, my birthday is next week, do you wanna Skype? Do you wanna play XYZ?” 

Is it lame? We’re good friends but we all have full time jobs and live in different countries and we weren’t meeting up every day before the pandemic anyway.",0.9619215686274528,3.4701409481481487,1.841873638344225,96.00137254901962,87.66666666666666,4.657952069716776,20.533769063180827,6.2272716619740125,0.06557952069716723,528,17,113,5,17,164,82,135,0.07,0.795,0.135,0.89,4,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,3,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,16,1,1,0,1,26,21,8,0,7,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,15,6,16,13,4,10,0,1,0,0,18,4,0,1,6,77,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943356954792466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541558345034114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596655559505494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159870295667872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207617147470433,0.0,0.121010561263461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604108342549847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393269322889072,0.0,0.15809255143820253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349044296173691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738129815588642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235115099551436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620110674619034,0.0,0.0,0.1953954148967142,0.20624114952905606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313744172795972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955443948132884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714791748035778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834906036646167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638376875256288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941284172470976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110673364477093,0.0,0.1505113558059105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26658436510412603,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,b020497,2020/04/15,"I need advice for helping my friend with anxiety So my best friend (F22) in the world who I love lives a 4 hour drive away (UK). We don’t see each other that often but we always make the journey for each other’s birthdays and other special things, but in the past 7/8 months she’s cancelled on coming to see me and declined any offers I made to go down and see her because of her anxiety. Lately she’ll ignore me for weeks and then randomly text me saying ‘I’m really sorry, I still love you you’re my best friend!! My stupid anxiety ugh😩’. 

I’d be lying if I said I understood what she was going through, but I want to be able to help her and make it so that she’s at least comfortable replying to me or answering my FaceTime calls. I know that there’s no way she’s stopped wanting to be my friend, before anyone suggests that, I know it’s her anxiety. 

I want to tell her that I miss her and I’m sad that we haven’t seen each other in so long without it seeming like I’m blaming her or that I don’t take her mental health seriously. I also want to tell her that she can talk to me about anything, but I don’t know how to word it without making her anxiety worse or giving her more to worry about. 

If you guys were her, what would be a helpful text to receive?",3.88781512605042,4.14772618045113,5.151450685537373,85.99834807607256,71.0300751879699,8.063334807607253,26.925254312251216,7.928766900206844,1.4338574082264484,988,30,215,12,17,330,138,266,0.182,0.64,0.17800000000000002,0.4622,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,2,0,2,10,16,1,0,5,0,13,3,0,5,0,47,43,21,0,8,11,0,0,1,4,2,1,2,0,1,20,14,0,2,6,0,0,6,7,5,0,0,6,6,48,11,29,31,7,24,0,2,4,2,44,8,0,8,10,146,68,0,0.10392373477231744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155307085140174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310777315081104,0.08647287248738396,0.0,0.0,0.07067170334189034,0.0,0.3975068632452601,0.0,0.0,0.07266589169999355,0.0,0.08552037884154612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763976977874674,0.0,0.0,0.06335094413197234,0.0,0.08843144394649823,0.0,0.2181230961172583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611775257265184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952109547000095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211648787644886,0.0,0.0,0.0996931160269258,0.1181245067890313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290083629090002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046607037004684,0.0,0.0,0.20897366639871934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234394490851904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171341300371215,0.0,0.117230499422442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050771887419147926,0.0,0.09176656177503943,0.09196923498428468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759045617103748,0.0983351506123511,0.20810969982464303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473068152721457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295093360500035,0.0,0.0,0.07705813252081152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920696405587584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657620561446173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885527006427604,0.08264432508423285,0.0,0.0,0.2484412846867144,0.09460826503420652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633411271612686,0.0,0.0,0.08299362883293357,0.08688489566646121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813771508041169,0.08352996144888115,0.18166784963006852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904231158110335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451876453593432,0.08248982341058257,0.08336135145130545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003575435867808,0.0,0.0,0.10553959723942063,0.10590716418603964,0.0738244394646384,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pineapplehopxx,2020/04/15,My anxiety is driving me insane (Possible TW) My anxiety has been the worst it’s been in a long time. Being locked in my house without my normal support system is making it very had. I’ve had more panic attacks in the last two days then I’ve had in a while. I live with my mom and even though she understands that anxiety is a thing she doesn’t know how to help and often times just makes it worse. My boyfriend is my number one supporter and he’s unable to be with me due to being locked up. I’m constantly anxious. I can’t sleep and when I do sleep I don’t sleep well. I feel super alone and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m honestly scared of my own mind and that I might do something bad to myself. Idk I just need to know I’m not alone,1.0213871635610765,2.7707722981366487,2.9612173913043485,92.9493623188406,80.67701863354037,6.280910973084887,20.671221532091085,7.3011,0.4484332091097305,584,16,134,8,15,196,93,161,0.221,0.69,0.08800000000000001,-0.9624,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,2,5,0,21,3,3,3,0,25,34,11,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,5,1,2,5,1,21,5,15,25,3,17,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,10,91,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749746213371608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30465649480496954,0.14996791004213758,0.1316507452009284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102047257685802,0.0,0.0,0.11083937158778374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345386389238868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561173792380039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767906819143273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671215811923191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897845630444949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531738339026661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188651518293092,0.10820766612591293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721927189903507,0.11747815929289218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722117960114972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082507751066609,0.13403804469874978,0.1554733251732562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984312587642984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006524977037126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899537534181507,0.0,0.0,0.15575164866137667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965387855126025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290430953389196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985328168814266,0.0,0.0,0.10219620611785543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012826291347333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819214033106096,0.0,0.13042463193207807,0.0,0.1548133226295921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296759006187435,0.13819576913102022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953133499986496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935675672560055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796472333950826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528196365482487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Necrotrauma,2020/04/15,"I don't normally suffer from Anxiety, but I haven't slept in days.... I've been trying to keep myself distracted with Final Fantasy VII, tried sleeping and I just toss and turn, I'm terrified...

Today, arrests were made in Raleigh, NC, at a rally comprised of those who have lost their jobs, businesses, and all livelihood in the wake of the Corona Virus. Pushing to reopen their establishments. And as someone who has gotten laid off because of the monstrosity that is this economic situation, I may be bias, but since when is the first amendment not essential? How is not being able to pay for survival not essential? I see nothing but fear in the streets, bowing down to rulers who have no idea how to handle what's going on, and at this rate, more people will lose their lives avoiding the virus than actually contracting it. The government, along with the media, has instilled this fear that if you catch it you're done, and you care about nothing and no one if you go outside. That you're some terrible person trying to fight for your family and survival. Police in other countries arresting people who are camping out, by themselves, in Tasmania, the police then in turn found them, arrested them and bragged about it on social media.

But as an American, I never would have dreamt about this lack of freedom. And so many people happily complying to what seems like localized Dictatorship. I'm terrified that how people are handling this virus, are going to cause more deaths than the Virus itself. I don't know where else to post, to explain my fear. I shake every day, cry every night that I won't be able to take care of my wife, that I'll lose her, my mind, and my future. This is a man's cry for help, and I can't understand why some people are okay with taking it in the ass, only listening to the word of their masters... IDK how to handle this gut feeling and fear...",7.657145405887602,7.293264548022603,7.442982456140353,74.88496431757362,63.12429378531075,10.616473386856974,33.6033303597978,10.064110947511567,3.2369514124293786,1486,53,268,28,19,473,198,354,0.17,0.72,0.11,-0.9744,1,1,0,0,1,0,55.0,0,4,6,7,12,17,1,7,15,1,27,5,5,6,2,53,51,28,1,5,10,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,2,26,18,0,2,7,1,1,6,11,13,0,2,8,3,26,4,50,36,6,35,0,4,1,1,23,18,1,6,11,186,52,3,0.1951257703505057,0.0,0.09520730231566474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463534011770859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059473429256873225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894372732323068,0.10022395800857407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214336496329724,0.12583997952385184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984070464451597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150127156793371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644018772257689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197360526880548,0.4391414796752088,0.04933072618130915,0.0,0.0,0.10687537187333716,0.0,0.08298694029004709,0.0,0.10697266785773683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663417079480021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653943453956157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013662196766197,0.0,0.0,0.09681610933629424,0.08671837508755871,0.0,0.0,0.05361801020244642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766429760494581,0.0,0.08614981504466455,0.0,0.0,0.21829582578314652,0.10650141412593543,0.0,0.0,0.09231636092469957,0.0,0.09891345246736832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851070197477338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524651160824328,0.0,0.0,0.0915561586458806,0.09559091290984054,0.18722843922243834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611113594206547,0.0742009705277611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381891013382621,0.08518814815912165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343827512549728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777449879753512,0.08881758645784235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070502680400612,0.1096647706616318,0.09763334392413077,0.09945307505232727,0.08266471600546267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671029560183754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247820741740416,0.0,0.0,0.19871638451405327,0.2122408063658825,0.0,0.10156640420738322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803532893461896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930587441257438,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,supportinggravity,2020/04/15,"Waiting to find the right drug was worth it. Zoloft has shocked me on how wrong my world view was. I have spent most of my life (24m) being absolutely miserable for no damn reason due to anxiety. I remember spending my lunch break in first grade just running around the playground cause I needed to go the bathroom but couldn't bring myself to ask a duty. I have always had a feeling of being inferior to literally everyone and that something was wrong with me. Public speaking would lead to me just trembling as I try to say my presentation as fast as I could. Never told my doctor about these issues because I never really told anyone. Wouldn't have mattered since I was very against medication due to the belief it's all my own fault and that I could get over it. Never really have myself credit but I really really tried. Took speech class twice to give me that experience. Started rock climbing to get over my fear of heights (this took a long time). Despite my efforts I still found doing simple things like going to the bank extremely difficult. Would spend my days doing nothing and would stressed over doing nothing. I feel like I really missed the true college experience since I would never take people up on their invitations (or would force myself but still end up not talking to anyone). The thing that sucked the most is that video production has always been my passion and the anxiety was always in the way of succeeding in that. A bit after college I finally ended trying anxiety medication. It took a while and was losing hope but damn has Zoloft turned my mind around. The first time in my life I actually dont feel miserable all the time. Recently I went to the bank and felt so damn good cause it was actually easy! I see that I have worth and there's a lot to like. I can now see Im not too bad looking and dony feel the need change clothes five times before settling in something plain. I still have a lot of fears but can feel good that I am trying my best. Used to think I was super boring but now I think I'm actually a pretty funny and a genuinely caring guy (despite having the background I thankfully never ventured into the ""nice guy"" mindset). I have a lot of potential in video production and feel a lot more confident in producing some of my scripts (hell my film won best short at my University's film festival). Yeah I might not be strongest or the coolest person out there but I can now feel good about just being me. Not every one's gonna like who I am and for the first time I don't care.",4.5574946111755965,6.153246822085893,5.297657657657659,80.62054054054055,70.55419222903883,8.394870944564197,27.326645664068977,8.918530864059932,2.1475120875476703,2012,69,377,38,37,652,237,489,0.129,0.675,0.196,0.9932,0,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,13,18,42,5,6,29,1,46,10,0,7,8,85,90,26,0,12,16,0,8,4,0,8,8,3,0,3,18,16,1,2,15,5,8,10,14,21,0,6,20,15,55,21,51,55,14,67,2,5,4,1,13,23,5,11,36,263,73,10,0.0,0.0,0.1884237702142195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066275308658642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771001629236796,0.0,0.0,0.09000666436529743,0.0,0.0,0.11459146084371072,0.060169681883154975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537394923864932,0.03923441268189687,0.0,0.054767230597624283,0.0,0.13508767210619202,0.0,0.07026651774126556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124247913403006,0.13223478713957154,0.06808634887568965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102775469018983,0.0,0.0,0.041508096558512016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587712489124425,0.0,0.0,0.07543165943549046,0.0,0.07463936251129319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401106742697704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422767088891988,0.06150054707810097,0.0,0.12591656316954006,0.0,0.14485004694196946,0.2278031492643452,0.045980149330167225,0.061797510721631636,0.07050530796700454,0.058825604329817476,0.16423858031549576,0.0,0.07056949378665417,0.0,0.0,0.06725286546879945,0.06174179263368869,0.07315669420098495,0.1619511070476544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274567863720893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392588228837286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952188916389948,0.06717709470918808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092141708561624,0.12577587980327004,0.0,0.0,0.05695825009166175,0.05404778029333734,0.0720044953059574,0.0,0.21887271982978007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967567227850552,0.0,0.06827779761199812,0.06498716457341226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544705649594208,0.24819929893060394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351394466448486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043613284500829734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462043279568173,0.05619832254914557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654791838570702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061593841783277,0.06617474562168175,0.06354960481408439,0.0,0.07290947834357424,0.054964705087104944,0.0,0.05118316073422475,0.0,0.0,0.10257619176454416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648164623081624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909785957689936,0.0,0.0,0.04555567924407483,0.0,0.15419847304009454,0.0,0.07372633115310846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048392133716254095,0.05173165173294327,0.0,0.0592557839242229,0.0,0.0,0.08551836384449417,0.08248100462898154,0.0,0.0,0.18764968741706647,0.0,0.0,0.12300109415620195,0.2145252944296914,0.17479000250693946,0.07000725776994983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558801082124303,0.0,0.0531053023757528,0.0,0.0510874749870414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596641197690567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286042113225219,0.1407392529318439,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawa224,2020/04/15,"Can't tell if I'm sleeping pr dissociating This is the second night its happened, no doubt anxiety induced but I'm worried. All my thoughts are something to do with ""what if I never sleep again? When will it kill me? When will i go crazy? Will my mum have to see me degrade?"" 

I have no idea if this is a normal part of insomnia but whenever I try to sleep I have dreamlike thoughts but never deep sleep. I got 3 hours of this last night and woke up feeling refreshed, so my brain must've shut off in some way. I also tried napping just now, and while i thought i was only thinking for 5 minutes, turns out an hour had passed. 

Anyone else had trouble with this? If so, hows it going for you? I'm gonna cut out caffine and try be more active, honestly just kind of needing a bit of help at the moment :)",1.7516465863453805,3.5573774578313286,3.0850361445783143,92.65534538152613,78.63855421686749,5.6314859437750995,24.92208835341366,6.42735559955562,0.6564912449799194,622,23,137,5,15,202,113,166,0.152,0.748,0.1,-0.8128,0,0,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,1,0,0,10,7,2,1,5,0,15,6,5,2,3,31,32,17,1,6,9,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,1,0,3,5,5,0,1,8,2,15,2,17,19,5,25,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,6,13,90,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528004406013663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071149422022334,0.0,0.0,0.09205237957660016,0.13489045303763142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372713861261008,0.0,0.0,0.14696436222196835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997625022555883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656593427259733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496388702024771,0.0,0.10529211803294013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641720311375632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824187346046809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592964441413849,0.0,0.0,0.14861624197381165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565064754087026,0.1370926778656787,0.0,0.10731189973744132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097616423583643,0.20307239457806125,0.0,0.0,0.2470882433910866,0.12898854159225667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012536423972823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256356103354448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490759330341888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269782350724849,0.0,0.0,0.10135020389132957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150674509029198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435567298829579,0.0,0.31354495254070364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681440719488636,0.14319683349671966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449723189453876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369644049170198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,seesaw2044,2020/04/15,"Please help: anxiety, medication, and alcohol Sorry this is going to be a bit long- I just want to fully explain my situation.

I used to be a bubbly and outgoing person. I was popular and had many friends, was always socializing, was on the debate team, loved public speaking and holding leadership roles. I’ve always had mild anxiety, however junior year of high school it began to worsen. Now, I’m a freshman in college and my social anxiety is literally crippling. I’m a very passionate and driven person but my anxiety has made me scared to get involved in clubs at school or make more friends because that means talking to new people. 

Also idk if there is a word for this, but when I’m in extremely stressful social situations my mouth begins twitching uncontrollably...it’s embarrassing. I literally dropped my Econ class because our teacher cold calls and having to answer a question in front of the class was my worst nightmare. My social anxiety has gotten so bad that i won’t even FaceTime my friends anymore because I’m worried about my mouth twitching, and if in the rare occasion I do FaceTime them I only show half my face on the screen so my mouth isn’t showing. 

I’ve tried to get help in the past but every time i go to a therapist they don’t take me seriously and refuse to recommend me to a psychiatrist. They always give me bullshit solutions like workout, eat healthy, get good sleep, etc to solve my issue. I understand living a healthy life is an important aspect of handling anxiety, but this issue is beyond merely healthy living. No one seems to be taking me seriously and i just desperately need to be on medication so i can have my life back. 

I’ve been battling this issue for years but this week was when i realized i have no option left but to get the help i need. I had an online interview via Skype and was nervous despite being overqualified for the role. But in order to calm myself down i  prepared by testing out all the software beforehand, writing out possible questions i could be asked, and rehearsing answers. When it was time for the interview every question i was asked i had prepared for, however i began to have an anxiety attack while speaking and was having literal heart palpitations and was struggling to get words out. And the straw that broke the camel’s back...usually my social anxiety is tamer around people i know well and I’m never anxious around immediate family. However, i was talking to my own MOM about school and could feel my body tensing up so bad, and my lip began to twitch i had to leave. I just want my life back. How do i make doctors see how much I’m hurting and need medication to live a normal life?

And as for alcohol- how will being on anxiety meds affect my ability to drink? I’m a college student and going out to parties and drinking is a big part of college culture that i enjoy taking part in and don’t want to miss out on. However, i will admit some may say I abuse alcohol as i heavily drink 3-4 times a week while at school. My friend said I may subconsciously be attempting to “self medicate” myself with alcohol and honestly i agree. Also, not gonna lie, I do believe I have a generally addictive personality. I strongly believe i need meds to live a normal life, but I’m also worried I’ll be addicted. Is it possible to be able to be on medication and regularly drink?

*side note- regarding the alcohol, i know it can induce/worsen anxiety in the long run. However i do not think it is the root of my problems. I have had anxiety long before i began regularly drinking. And my 2 recent panic attacks happened while I was back home quarantining and I hadn’t drank in over a month*

Any and all advice is appreciated. I just want my life back.",5.3657605633802845,6.703299688732398,6.717295774647888,72.19467605633804,68.30985915492957,9.905352112676056,33.63661971830986,10.125756701596842,3.7060991549295785,2969,138,512,75,50,1009,312,710,0.162,0.701,0.136,-0.9731,5,0,10,0,1,0,70.0,1,0,3,4,30,32,3,6,33,0,66,39,8,9,3,103,123,57,0,15,17,1,1,1,4,6,22,4,1,4,14,36,12,2,15,10,1,6,10,18,1,2,29,8,76,14,75,75,11,72,0,3,2,2,47,33,0,11,32,348,90,17,0.04681283678003786,0.05546555669262631,0.0,0.1020658038489452,0.0,0.04574496231004034,0.0,0.2501434291255269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230862597995256,0.11685609089747293,0.0,0.0,0.031834334290999945,0.0,0.393928612047961,0.05288518081721531,0.046425755101314484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334669926395558,0.08752736624176542,0.10651271991567196,0.0,0.17998090949941584,0.07817352667566603,0.08561001240020735,0.0,0.03983427617146418,0.10548407283057798,0.0,0.0,0.051107493345374254,0.05199850846399915,0.0,0.0,0.04780114034134242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475248194732564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047914922074107816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929379105671224,0.0,0.0479012188634928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052208687424292695,0.03091943719083637,0.0,0.07888366801655318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044130976280438425,0.0,0.023669976844351563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446699262879791,0.0,0.12228887544492227,0.044907138671319166,0.07981444183302737,0.03926438647109821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04139643696281985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547343697936608,0.0941329731642321,0.04946033226119819,0.046957092175784663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011410997914999,0.0,0.0,0.1465813177246075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514542216657242,0.0,0.0,0.049568034910028966,0.05086228413402295,0.0,0.1983917462267899,0.022870387443005367,0.0,0.16534637011080494,0.12428366230880772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225041288915852,0.04429543804831235,0.062495864116620475,0.04746086892968872,0.0,0.050992902906822304,0.1039970169279983,0.2357950404783816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054826628654964314,0.037365559697311916,0.0,0.034412821387362784,0.1388445012363882,0.03610494564461088,0.04521212947141031,0.0,0.0,0.09173328147614576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031721589727891984,0.035603271838434314,0.0,0.05492477757222795,0.0,0.10138748071027803,0.04468814968943822,0.06490825347486333,0.1226254902631207,0.0,0.05138643715343238,0.0,0.1055488794230338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479356258679353,0.0,0.0,0.15732327244390906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622202877757814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044529727809572664,0.03722744673717338,0.04686781618222281,0.18950836015790332,0.03730377003528063,0.042616648437355915,0.04883599826192075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523917984347264,0.04684664445090597,0.2385989590885111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240313815185582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536239463674678,0.048938941159064005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559228198750524,0.0752527699301069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435331160070357,0.0,0.029995775589145724,0.0,0.0,0.08189082475590362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03178284329833528,0.0,0.0,0.04873381403137926,0.0,0.0404312606409532,0.0,0.03862549298040667,0.11044569604657972,0.0,0.07510086791632177,0.0,0.042090362260940886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508141619860222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029186413440354
anxiety,thisiskcl,2020/04/15,"Teeth anxiety I have my top teeth crowned and I'm always soooo anxious about it. Like I feel like the any cement can wear off anytime (happened twice before) I always think about it, I always touch it, it makes me really panoid that i try and touch it. Even when I want to kiss or just talk someone I'm worried that crowns might fall off 😶",1.7242236024844717,3.9500547971014512,2.4484886128364387,95.06478260869568,80.73913043478261,5.102277432712215,20.002070393374744,6.1826913282559595,-0.05152339544513397,267,7,57,2,7,83,48,69,0.086,0.7559999999999999,0.158,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,9,10,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,3,5,9,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,31,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5914289619402499,0.0,0.0,0.1611190922029393,0.0,0.1812491900490286,0.26766108084336465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160818682870876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648863915529598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979786185460475,0.1692613344770878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095145537807392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315020021755751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815120870542093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513430536290364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178207547970768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074823532649927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043366614899346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518138274439299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608584873503634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974621019307432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406117766316803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HistoricalGanache0,2020/04/15,"U ever told anyone too much? Recently I had some issues, and some past things I did in my younger years, were in my head, I thought that talking about it would help, with my family, but it did not, since I’ve told my parents, I’ve felt like absolute shit, and I have horrible anxiety that they know, and when I talk to random people I can feel that weighing on me, I feel like dying, they reacted fine, they said it was not a big deal, that shit happens, and that I’m overreacting.  How do I calm this feeling? Thanks 

The issue was that that I remembered when I was young, I messed around with my sister, we were aware of what we were doing, But we didn’t know what we were doing, I was about 7-10 years old, it happened on a couple of occasions, I would hump on her thinking it was sex, I remember one night I was masturbating off, maybe when I was around 11-12 and me and my sister Shared the same bed and I was masturbating and I touched my sister in the crotch area and tried kissing her while she was asleep, she woke up, and I immediately was shook, the she mentioned what we did when we were younger, and asked if we should do it again, I went to kiss her and I immediately snapped out of it, grossed out, she was too, and that was that. Since then I’ve talked to her about it, she doesn’t remember most of it and said she’s totally fine, and I apologised as well, and I don’t have any of those curiosities, thoughts today. but I don’t think I should have told my parents because even though they said it’s not a big deal, and I know they meant it, In my eyes that’s what I am to them ,What should I do? Thanks, 

Btw I feel horrible about all of it, I’m 22 now.",4.327661712083675,4.274442696531796,5.022997522708504,88.39605973025049,70.0115606936416,8.787007982383704,26.880814753647122,8.563005593585519,1.4377092210294518,1287,36,302,19,21,416,153,346,0.08,0.7979999999999999,0.122,0.914,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,7,0,6,0,19,16,2,1,7,0,40,11,6,2,3,68,68,30,1,6,7,5,6,2,0,5,0,3,1,0,30,30,1,0,16,0,0,2,7,5,1,1,34,10,63,11,30,29,7,35,0,0,1,4,43,16,2,5,19,217,93,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784665888846472,0.0,0.07632336927257476,0.0,0.0,0.06976113117218817,0.0,0.0,0.17763195620018807,0.09327098387745568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060818541135068474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039301773254416,0.0,0.0,0.20571587949460826,0.0,0.0,0.10354495531235748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589679209038965,0.09024719492788688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405377435394724,0.0,0.20178576126978728,0.07127532725177438,0.09579433438550147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645162057673738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239225676622367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687337076639975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826680552250432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449206981121636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748464417748456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023183965881212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334203796176596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362688633142548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469127272097016,0.0,0.06760637298065236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156437265249695,0.0,0.0952412455250601,0.06916758635973867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851031251159983,0.0,0.3390580720853552,0.0,0.2847108306530281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482384856411445,0.16506066839651762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405727554339117,0.0,0.1837086417633024,0.0,0.0,0.06628240075172527,0.12785649204337626,0.09802299489689983,0.15841162508546208,0.0,0.0,0.09456978910061403,0.2860020041047697,0.0,0.06773691914070643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970473278020809,0.09248729557601704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174673384504444,0.0,0.0,0.1284965315210946
anxiety,KatagirisDog,2020/04/15,"Online learning is killing me As you all know schools have been shut down in order to stop the spread of COVID-19. My school, like many others, has been adopting online/virtual learning. Every since it started all I can think about is missing assignments or teachers not receiving something I turned in. It doesn’t help that we use about 4 different platforms to turn in work. On top of that some of my teachers don’t care enough to support good communication, sometimes not replying to questions or emails. Whenever I finish my work I am always convinced that I have more to do (even though I probably don’t), or that I missed a vital email or assignment from a teacher. I hate not being able to sit in class and have it written down on the board. It makes me so anxious because I put a lot of care and effort into my grades and I don’t want this to be the reason everything crumbles.",6.6303529411764695,6.877443094117647,6.449411764705888,79.1023529411765,65.11764705882354,9.15294117647059,35.23529411764706,8.841846274778883,2.970164705882353,706,31,130,10,10,222,109,170,0.098,0.76,0.142,0.7081,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,4,5,11,2,0,6,0,17,0,0,3,2,26,32,10,1,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,3,0,18,7,24,27,6,19,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,7,4,94,28,10,0.1574326639270514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099658805506487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785409881138314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959694906927738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32102618642132585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448362596932387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267002624042096,0.0,0.10398278974100188,0.0,0.132643809373659,0.0,0.14149032702086276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320470491598623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554321622428788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055237960921732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417591704556548,0.0,0.08652087487445591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691364736373939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338436210254405,0.0,0.0,0.10508752565597698,0.15961201118834392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973903898879114,0.0,0.0,0.15826331044023775,0.17636061375603626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618669988901595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186605216459357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022992646471662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119935615510337,0.15570493016664694,0.0,0.11143164982904127,0.0,0.0,0.13162075641106108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865272136294416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087649419210036,0.15467679297903386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342483060850294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597127425844194,0.0,0.0,0.09285786412384764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292257087057426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scienceystufff,2020/04/15,"Which came first? My anxiety makes me procrastinate which makes me anxious which makes me procrastinate. It’s a bad circle and at this point I don’t know which came first and it’s hard to fight it every single day! 
I have to keep convincing myself that I enjoy doing things (things I do actually like) but being anxious all the time means I can’t enjoy anything other than lying in bed forgetting about everything for shutting my brain off.",5.688594377510044,7.279958361445786,6.01222891566265,76.5965763052209,67.79518072289156,8.90682730923695,27.086345381526108,9.2995712137729,2.3461261044176704,356,11,62,7,6,114,58,83,0.179,0.726,0.095,-0.6419,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,2,0,6,1,1,3,1,13,14,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,2,1,11,4,8,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,46,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.17920792317855086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404854876979186,0.4149259643020803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112156846273805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533332468451937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500500226736684,0.0,0.4200746328441287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843377994541908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472615160653308,0.0,0.16504542422946591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31241127221551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645069975043655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322928517955745,0.0,0.0,0.10092474022095904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971811589856699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677470174457552,0.0,0.0,0.20003977564437206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360087576939848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440069269515591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708302056227176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alejandroclark,2020/04/15,"Just heard a story (unverified) about an Italian nurse who committed suicide over anxiety that she'd spread it to people after she tested positive for coronavirus...and I want to tell you: whatever you have done in life is forgivable. Whatever you have done in life or will do in life is forgivable.

Please forgive yourself.

Give yourself permission to forgive yourself for whatever might happen in the future.

Every day, we create ripples outward in the world that might kill someone or might save someone's life.

We might cut someone off in traffic and trigger them to trigger someone else and cause an accident hours later.

We might smile at someone who was planning to commit suicide and it changes their mind.

Either way, it's not worth the analysis of woulda/coulda/shoulda.

It's certainly not worth killing yourself over.

To think of anyone who kills themselves because they **may** have spread a virus (which is exactly what viruses do) is so tragic. We're facing enough of an uphill battle. There's no need to bring in shame and guilt into the mix.

You are so, so, so far from being a terrible, evil person. Please remember this.

**P.S.** I'm not positive if this particular story is true and it doesn't really matter. There have been other similar stories. My point still stands.",4.1912987012987015,7.214626865800871,4.564249350649352,78.79665974025976,76.87878787878788,7.332363636363637,29.586320346320356,8.364918446050245,2.7888457489177494,1030,47,161,21,25,324,143,231,0.182,0.66,0.158,-0.8616,0,0,0,0,0,3,42.0,3,4,3,1,9,17,6,2,10,0,26,5,1,3,5,42,34,12,5,3,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,1,15,9,0,0,6,0,2,1,5,10,0,0,5,1,14,7,27,20,2,25,0,1,0,0,23,16,0,9,6,113,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797615567990766,0.0,0.0,0.07127181198280318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062135569707835875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471016733102327,0.10782840337175427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573640462167643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086195176782019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514941889283031,0.0,0.0,0.10532091690675438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858804043259393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778052474447883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013634465563154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038049803631577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33831126195064426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879846371124724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540658004417553,0.10292022279535837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557978859522753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706654139275329,0.08900132688432168,0.0,0.22377701800987185,0.09635677774967416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529895523297878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546679724020485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318247062525217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140141366973579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298970835676246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909129523663133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531261541046518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060120943099081524,0.08090727364753716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Pineapple_Fever,2020/04/15,I always feel like I’m running out of time I feel like I have to be doing something productive and if I don’t I feel like a lazy piece of shit and that I’m a burden. Even when I’ve done everything I have to do it’s never enough. Relaxing makes me more stressed because what if there’s something I need to do but I forgot about it.,-0.02763698630137057,1.9792353287671285,2.193407534246578,95.5895633561644,86.12328767123287,5.293835616438357,20.08390410958904,6.6274283507984215,0.13480958904109608,261,8,61,3,8,88,46,73,0.151,0.767,0.08199999999999999,-0.5284,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,2,0,8,1,1,1,1,13,16,6,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,9,4,7,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544809142725305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586123996404578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228076337641492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302872643219264,0.0,0.14720543630223631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003037750144086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380736764836001,0.4776612933429405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266532965496444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876937907360951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525741766029253,0.17189330593179872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877581014585446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34315686560825337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553001328112885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995896953039682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,findingmybalance,2020/04/15,"Zoloft and side effects So here’s a question about Zoloft and some of the side effects. I’ve been OFF of Zoloft for about a year and a half. While I was on it, it honestly worked great and I truly think it helped me with my anxiety, especially in situations where I can get caught up in completely irrational anxious thoughts and spiral out of control. 

Anyway, the main reason I stopped taking it is because it absolutely crushed my libido and orgasms were a thing of the past. It was really just a huge annoyance so I slowly weaned myself off of it and up until a few weeks ago I’ve been okay managing my anxiety, and also depression on my own. Now with everything going on in the world right now I seem to have spiraled back down into a pit of anxiety and I can’t shake it. 

So my next question is, has anyone gone off Zoloft, and then went back on after while and noticed any difference with side effects? I guess I’m just desperate at this point. I need help, and I know how well Zoloft helped in the past, I just hate to deal with the whole libido issue. I’d like to think that I could go back onto it and maybe that one side effect wouldn’t be as pronounced a second time? Idk. Anyway I was on a fairly low dose of 50mg the whole time. Or if anyone has any other ideas I’m open to that.",3.3581939163498085,4.6861270532319415,4.47918441064639,86.37063973384029,73.14448669201522,7.6934600760456275,24.55684410646388,8.238735603445708,1.3444404562737642,1017,30,212,16,20,333,146,263,0.124,0.7929999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.7969,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,6,20,10,2,1,16,1,16,7,1,7,0,46,33,25,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,15,20,0,2,13,0,0,6,2,5,1,3,10,0,20,5,40,20,6,55,0,2,0,1,6,30,0,7,20,152,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753175592450093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700954267742637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498648349031408,0.0,0.278399655429954,0.13704291618010306,0.0,0.16964201192761652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27983387762022865,0.0,0.07394790986967806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718857792354996,0.0,0.1360566464392778,0.09685414665753836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506267851644778,0.10448194911451857,0.0,0.0,0.12674049075820773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090233351708082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337814808757226,0.0,0.1378836653679325,0.0,0.0,0.13374191771321406,0.13363385831226202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119766015651587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439295271716349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694137190978012,0.0,0.12661348559332375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666741493443927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926470404234688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186966189637982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994795446937674,0.0,0.0,0.1290118741995948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381093625243315,0.0,0.0,0.08220108346049182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316034192376257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146747724350056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717842655295962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771267373675518,0.12472428642060175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359591949926353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043376782360048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635468272292486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141847957933224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120812312050026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059129510931738,0.15545786158992767,0.0,0.0963045837297672,0.14147072657563345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730553803419334,0.0,0.1090699870584279,0.1124532432002388,0.0,0.2708709238973055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831328542447746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811803566930013
anxiety,ElectricalRadio1,2020/04/15,"Anxious about being fired A week ago I made my first big mistake at my new job and am nervous about being fired. I have only been there for a few months and had been trying to please my coworkers. 

I am nervous about sharing too many details but I disobeyed my manager's instructions about an important task. I didn't do it to be difficult and I owned up to it. However I think the reason behind my behavior was that I was trying to please everyone to which I failed miserably.

I told my manager about it and she was definitely irritated with me. This ended with me getting a very long lecture about listening to my manager over my coworkers. I accidentally threw a coworker under the bus who had been telling me to do the specific behavior. This co-worker was in a much higher position and had worked there for a long time.

How can I cope with stuff like this? I know that I shouldn't have let my coworkers influence me but I also know I shouldn't be panicking like this. I have been panicking for a whole week since it happened.",4.089608208955223,5.8606944626865705,5.453653606965172,78.33779384328359,72.03482587064676,9.801119402985076,29.97543532338309,10.125756701596842,3.27271368159204,821,35,155,24,16,275,107,201,0.14400000000000002,0.735,0.121,-0.597,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,11,9,0,3,11,0,27,0,0,4,0,20,36,9,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,15,3,31,3,25,14,4,17,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,12,124,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596771617387197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168446167323586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602729324593095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458464420612323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734675902241346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400660077937612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860319210091548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145614839530101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634069876231525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099379513580005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838357482985686,0.0,0.16089634963006788,0.0,0.0,0.2914509375056374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581227701103015,0.0,0.1669468997866384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314359490446797,0.0,0.12104948714787933,0.0,0.0,0.15903680270131884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523697921530072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36151071682044456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693055142986182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621457633956602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850477865365795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392656712422378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551222205228282,0.0,0.0,0.09601888617071494,0.0,0.0,0.15734675902241346,0.0,0.22359671344923324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135867851795181,0.0,0.0,0.2641725141714124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384527342302803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397596592819165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ChromeEntanglement,2020/04/15,"Not even sure anymore if these are panic attacks Without giving the long backstory, I'll just skip straight to explaining what my 'episodes' are like. I experience these once a month on average, and it is ruining my life because of the fear in between.

Usually I am feeling pretty calm, then I might notice my thoughts feel a bit 'racey', and within a few minutes I will get a sudden wave of nausea in my gut or a hit of adrenaline. For the next 2 to 3 hours, I will get waves of increasingly intense nausea and adrenaline every few minutes, accompanied by a rapid heart rate (up to around 160bpm), high blood pressure, severe trembling, sweating, severe nausea, and the symptom that confuses me the most, diarrhea.

A couple of days ago I had another one of these attacks, and I decided to just lay down the entire time and see what happens. I managed to avoid feeling any adrenaline, but regardless the symptoms all persisted, and I had terrible diarrhea and nausea lasting the duration of the episode. It felt like even though I was keeping my head pretty calm this time, the heart rate and everything else was relentless anyway. Even if I stay calm, nothing changes.

I just don't know what to do anymore. It still seems like anxiety is the only explanation that makes sense, because what kind of stomach bug/any other condition would cause severe symptoms for just a few hours before completely stopping, and so intermittently at that? Nothing else adds up, but at the same time, this all doesn't sit right with me.",11.730237154150196,8.754992840579714,10.612845849802373,63.66337944664035,57.18840579710145,13.949407114624504,46.46772068511199,12.079253325248375,5.604294202898552,1208,59,201,27,11,384,161,276,0.12300000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.4920000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,12,18,2,6,20,0,16,11,7,2,3,47,32,18,0,4,11,0,4,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,16,13,0,3,9,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,6,5,19,8,30,21,9,32,0,1,1,0,2,13,0,7,19,137,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856854535400922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314675980533432,0.10135903524347772,0.07394653029340058,0.0,0.19172640631307653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605009812475024,0.0,0.2199350443681296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178490975256458,0.0,0.08225264836049166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055303894723367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929899073705817,0.10225608363087088,0.0,0.10134876800626663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695519220051987,0.0,0.06233930094848952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149819207480035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153396314885454,0.0,0.08144230585265858,0.0,0.08687400145425961,0.0945544505366598,0.0,0.1087721603421312,0.14662635819205347,0.0,0.09281113657699856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010043092242932,0.09272745587514672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854783091381807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992035884806502,0.0,0.0,0.2290910012056573,0.0,0.10212921404074003,0.0,0.0,0.19038613725405065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591805088974394,0.0,0.10065909492545444,0.053123169392060285,0.07879282008690143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827556612206351,0.1416732108890668,0.0,0.0,0.08554325031402303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452295396360037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254361260421507,0.0,0.0,0.07715506689130303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028016408530614,0.0,0.0,0.1855005072786316,0.11005087068734463,0.0,0.10294238323462994,0.06550099602897286,0.07351616950197219,0.0,0.11341258961203382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966809797010699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254922716438914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770274791997005,0.08799788863068697,0.0,0.3276032552354176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302933908175156,0.07719477895991958,0.08081415899320994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911032405762426,0.3014079748715272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497039282564848,0.0767392093984648,0.16909400295374818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646006199356173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931791783756571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686662502465647,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kttypo,2020/04/15,I just wish it was easier. Nothing else to say - just had to put it out there as I don’t really have a shoulder to lean on right now. It really hurts. And I just wish it was all easier to manage.,0.15616279069767458,1.6845175813953546,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,82.48837209302326,8.020930232558143,15.401162790697676,8.841846274778883,0.5879813953488373,148,2,36,4,4,54,29,43,0.07200000000000001,0.696,0.23199999999999998,0.7655,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,8,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,7,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404706936245609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081608538544247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762101239643588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28937953071727474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688218959567257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583148157098825,0.0,0.2289183979945053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6620512420288979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemaxx,2020/04/15,"Anxiety, my comforting foe. I had therapy last week and my therapist was telling me how the fact they my anxiety has convinced me to stay inside, overthink every scenario and obsess over the global pandemic is me “letting anxiety win”.

Today I’m sitting in bed, another sleepless night consumed by catastrophic thoughts and I realize that I “let anxiety win” because it’s the only comfort I know.

I guess I would rather play out and imagine every scenario (knowing 99.9% of them will never happen) than be blindsided. Please spare me the element of surprise.

The hardest part about this realization is that all it took was a month-long quarantine to unravel the progress made after four years of therapy.

Anyone else feel comforted by laying out every possible outcome, even if it leaves them sleepless and depressed?",7.561549295774647,9.444469661971834,7.564901408450709,66.11777464788734,63.64788732394365,11.032112676056338,41.66478873239436,11.00357731598739,5.508887887323944,660,39,93,19,10,212,102,142,0.114,0.7120000000000001,0.174,0.8934,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,3,4,11,1,1,7,0,11,0,0,2,3,22,20,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,6,1,16,8,14,9,2,15,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699155264164931,0.4289510165198279,0.0,0.0,0.09801751552337387,0.14363156211044795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085452775774257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073732152639614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710288059111025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258794593966314,0.0,0.3543245343419556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087950931744044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442470450255436,0.0,0.12396121714479888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407915301140868,0.1142658760885656,0.0,0.14843098560491466,0.0,0.2866882654330924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405539527351242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264224694899449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189079542124714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811589922757203,0.0,0.0,0.13154997102533084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066136420241522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180189932021104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387617296617415,0.0,0.1580325327672552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149413838469266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252399891223505,0.0,0.3206174026006817,0.16276044887450553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112877160963195,0.0,0.0,0.13287479167062474,0.0,0.15574577375425105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244439954940352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958025659554677,0.0,0.0,0.09027169257033084
anxiety,Natashag04,2020/04/15,"Physical Symptoms of Anxiety Hey guys, this is my first post on Reddit. 
Since the past 6 months I had been having a high heart rate all the time. It used to be about 100-130 bpm always, never below that. 
In December, I visited a cardiologist and got all the necessary tests like ECG, Echocardiogram, and all the required blood tests including thyroid. Everything came out normal. The doctor even commented that I had a very healthy heart with no murmurs. The only issue was the high heart rate.
The doctor dismissed it is anxiety. 
Along with high heart rate, I experience chest tightness mostly during the mornings when my heart rate is on the higher side about 130-140 bpm. It usually goes away by evening, by then it's usually 100 bpm. When I'm sleeping its about 90 bpm.
I get headaches, neck pain and head pressure quite often along with acid reflux and nausea now and then. I do also sometimes feel out of breath by just moving around. It's almost impossible for me to exercise because my heart rate jumps to 170-180 very easily. I have been worried about all these symptoms and keep frantically googling them and keep worrying about brain tumour. But I wasn't sure if anxiety could cause a high resting heart rate. I've heard about people getting high heart rate during an anxiety or panic attack but my heart rate is high all the time.
I don't have access to a psychiatrist or psychologist currently so it would be great if you all could help me out with my question. It would give a lot of relief. 
Thank you!",5.108383482714469,6.9794051584507075,5.274827144686302,80.23720230473755,69.59859154929578,8.543918053777206,28.04993597951344,9.095868883498916,2.372308450704225,1211,43,218,24,22,381,162,284,0.076,0.845,0.079,0.8766,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,3,16,10,1,3,18,0,21,23,16,2,8,50,33,19,0,7,7,0,2,1,0,2,7,1,0,1,12,18,0,4,2,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,9,4,19,5,32,18,9,35,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,9,15,138,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588153780251342,0.0,0.0,0.05261412089100588,0.05474450817720359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132387972747945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856914292214978,0.0,0.07484829958306173,0.06181408135658643,0.0,0.0,0.040106407701123975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344602473949788,0.0,0.07524892450201587,0.0,0.06758686982637145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505968053018612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468252222800278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691045725361736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912992452393377,0.0643575457564075,0.0,0.0,0.033266590494972124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055962941816690606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874757788345995,0.06311402002221211,0.0,0.0,0.05262015490695248,0.0725363014044536,0.0,0.06514477328817929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752193522998608,0.0,0.0,0.7016782953057396,0.044099227344984136,0.4170793989106533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686701230990227,0.0,0.11695853257154094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0321428203555412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593430572873968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251482843602938,0.06992685906884592,0.0,0.0,0.05074311857170729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446253686038518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050038049142114134,0.0700077022539184,0.07719315044276256,0.0,0.0,0.06280624545905772,0.04561213351181212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301088744836245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370249260114739,0.06997826591245414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442411424691035,0.0,0.06583986740923826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507031938233253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200851404312601,0.13676689233236858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060572759123042726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672810019669175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056823468809562364,0.14492196342094382,0.1085711630471863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363065613288566,0.0,0.09347399973417107,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,naomiwaterfall,2020/04/15,"Panic attacks about the past I have been having OVERWHELMING anxiety attacks and even minor thoughts of self harm or suicide related to myself reflecting on the past. 

I am 24 years old and recently have been thinking a lot about my past - childhood, but mostly high school and college. I certainly made a lot of mistakes and struggled with drinking problems, but did have a lot of great memories as well - although my mind has only been able to focus on the negative memories and thoughts, filling me with intense regret - I wish I could have gone through college being more happy, drinking less, I wish I didn’t do this or that, and thoughts about wasting time  - it’s gone and I’ll never get it back - I wish I had more solid friendships, etc. 

It’s kind of hard to explain my chaotic brain right now but I would like to know if this is a normal symptom of anxiety/depression - I used to take pills for anxiety, but haven’t in a year nor have I had attacks like this. How do I stop my mind from clouding my past with only negativity and regrets?",5.797564746810978,6.701719301507541,6.034271356783923,79.06452647854661,67.04020100502512,8.73614224971009,35.40819482025513,8.841846274778883,3.1071597216853504,827,40,149,13,13,264,115,199,0.23600000000000002,0.593,0.171,-0.9134,0,0,2,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,0,8,18,3,3,8,0,22,5,1,3,2,47,37,19,1,11,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,11,2,1,7,2,0,3,6,11,1,0,13,1,20,7,23,21,8,22,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,7,16,113,27,3,0.10291256661584544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745566355407978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512337043980657,0.0,0.07913341131395585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488445957251753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216731037099212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863844282696659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016302721204545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477471548508085,0.06797277965823423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376756849723308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346146800724545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095523408139678,0.09218944559966454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873277692162732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716760151797833,0.05655805521593981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055576346794427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624777518457493,0.0,0.09737835885367407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078247104140396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937251573262785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008324648767025,0.0,0.0,0.10798942690626707,0.0,0.0,0.15653928865842,0.0,0.1207457231725112,0.0,0.0,0.392966758537846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984734276056556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161374406860263,0.0,0.0,0.08788676958522125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415301165494804,0.0,0.0,0.10736025137712593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603951381053775,0.0,0.10758655934068008,0.0,0.11256964449227108,0.0,0.0,0.10696556123184588,0.07737744246817449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594221726012249,0.0,0.24510324734321803,0.06000914519463734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888834151116646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253075669003802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550331181545671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731061346181124,0.0,0.0,0.1325446375591402
anxiety,GeneralOcelot7,2020/04/15,"Can someone offer advice on what I'm experiencing? Context: I've been on Zoloft 50mg for about 8 weeks now. I started midway through a stressful undergraduate internship. I don't experience many physical symptoms of anxiety/depression, but rather intense cognitive symptoms. I have since finished the internship and trying to relax in quarantine.

Toward the last few weeks of my practicum, I was getting bad insomnia. I attributed it to the Zoloft. I would wake up at 3 in the morning some nights, and not fall back asleep until 6 or 6:30 am. In this window, I would start having an overwhelming feeling that would last typically 15-45min. It was something more than just severe anxious racing thoughts. It was an extreme sort of rumination. Rumination about absolutely nothing but the fact that I was ruminating.

My internship ended on Thursday (4 days ago). My sleep has started to improve slightly, and I was hopeful this overwhelming feeling would disappear.

Nope.

I've had it twice since the internship ending, to greater intensity (still cognitive symptoms only, **no physical symptoms**). It's overpowering now to the point where it feels like I'm losing control and on the brink (or experiencing?) of panic. My headspace feels ""bigger"" and as if there are so many different possible things to think about at once that it becomes impossible to ground myself. It's a very horrible feeling that frightens me and makes me feel as if I'm crazy or going insane.

Any ideas about what I'm dealing with and any tips?",5.269933487565061,8.252839191729326,5.745112781954893,72.0951301330249,72.49624060150376,8.753961827646037,34.29091960670908,9.367010060515213,3.912426720647773,1219,64,187,31,26,391,164,266,0.138,0.774,0.08800000000000001,-0.9543,2,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,13,9,0,4,12,0,18,10,3,3,1,38,37,18,0,8,10,0,6,1,0,4,7,0,1,0,17,8,0,1,9,1,0,3,4,6,0,1,8,8,16,3,33,25,4,38,0,3,0,0,2,16,0,8,20,127,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433953479435634,0.09464981328661977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522165775976265,0.0,0.0,0.12062563581504016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210357346785904,0.0891528705531685,0.0,0.11792487049796375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975751787149155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886120048874031,0.1100805903236372,0.09196536307334728,0.0,0.0,0.1115574063027614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891423510822101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444667932493673,0.0,0.0,0.32393263622701857,0.07628025720388193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557856591419582,0.0,0.0606828330391655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605191183541612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053625620672112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407215347379768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052164991856297034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945418842236205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127330594683069,0.21650668117274813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020133538400497,0.0,0.10245372845158916,0.0,0.0,0.11371215241194248,0.0,0.08120738619482683,0.0,0.12527774537726374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093712044728023,0.12037304678954545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062563581504016,0.0,0.17665117404589098,0.0,0.10685235798328134,0.0,0.0904703195873932,0.08220080107395952,0.0,0.0,0.22672820644075126,0.0,0.08527084952452957,0.0,0.12231068374038345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439214571598184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093672905313124,0.06841726635504174,0.0,0.08476761855416907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724933832432598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810076050480746,0.0,0.0,0.1712973237999921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30340028541197656,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TAACJK,2020/04/15,"Medication help So in January I went to my doctor for anxiety. It took a long time to build up the courage but I did it. I've been prescribed Zoloft then Cipralex. Zoloft caused nausea, chest pains, dizziness, and many other issues. Cipralex causes hallucinations so we decreased the dosage but I'm now back to my regular anxiety levels.

My question is, would it be out of bounds for me to suggest a fast acting medication? I'm really bad with routine and once tried my friends lorazepam and it did wonders but I don't want me doc to think I'm just trying to get good drugs.. 

Let me know your thoughts please, I'd really appreciate it.

Its important to note that I do not have a highly addictive personality.",2.782222222222224,5.519985740740744,4.090370370370368,81.7666666666667,80.48148148148148,7.4518518518518535,26.777777777777786,8.447377352677275,2.2555777777777792,565,24,105,13,15,185,94,135,0.094,0.76,0.146,0.816,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,10,9,1,2,0,21,21,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,0,13,3,14,12,0,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,6,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836527287125814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503311383621715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581038045608767,0.13661228238058742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361568053402086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746761066030902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897422773323893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640909053540395,0.0,0.0854824547118022,0.0,0.0,0.13723309361095767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966816054911614,0.1728689791759844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707722909981497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991891448156117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730814726400126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479475335315836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588064793727544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296512261745189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424538973358478,0.0,0.0,0.17409864962930466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286292572664547,0.0,0.17960091507863915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328703875515906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096328249937573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483833950617133,0.0,0.1298925965120312,0.09540563540005588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817830723671764,0.2221686521343396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650478402129302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167340099267826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743425650992126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622790496783025,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hawkgirl8420,2020/04/15,"Anxiety peaking in isolation I am having a hard time dealing with the seeming endlessness of isolation. My usual anxiety relievers all seem far out of reach: traveling and going to concerts being two big ones. 
I'm isolated with my husband and daughter. I do a virtual get-together with friends every week and I am focusing on some hobbies, but travel and live music have always been such a big part of my life and my happiness that I am not sure how to handle the anxiety that I feel now. Before all this, my meds controlled my anxiety and depression very well.
Thoughts, advice?",7.911339563862931,8.037767813084113,8.568738317757013,65.39211059190033,62.45794392523364,12.740809968847351,41.197819314641755,12.161744961471696,5.618789408099688,464,25,73,15,6,156,75,107,0.18100000000000002,0.71,0.109,-0.6432,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,3,22,14,8,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,10,0,1,4,3,0,3,1,1,1,2,2,3,11,5,11,11,4,13,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,3,4,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713855092556661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593549130322545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366803041503179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924086418973406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967107024969243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081562342562196,0.15106000439116754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777056239922326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868060723374196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550305726999684,0.0,0.0916321279374216,0.0,0.09967610325263283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867020285625544,0.15711171826754905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388056426392713,0.0,0.0,0.1548693583620922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948146944189645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884632832500587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899263234267238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193302880305506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529955721905246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923716933307742,0.10226918984021544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713269771983336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316328373985067,0.1447121049052694,0.0,0.0,0.14068434908903932,0.0,0.15769338975416594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_trisarahtops,2020/04/15,"Starting a new job in 2 days.. As the title says, I’m starting a new job on Thursday. I recently graduated from nursing and worked in the community for a few months before quitting because it was run so poorly. I landed a temporary full time job on the mental health unit which isn’t a position I want but I want to work in a hospital and make money.
I have such anxiety when I think about starting especially since I have next to no nursing experience, let alone mental health experience. 

Any tips on how to deal with new job anxiety & stress? Trying to stay positive and pump myself up but having trouble. I’m worried I’m just going to bail and remain unemployed with little experience.
Thanks guys",3.9072139303482594,6.209859447761192,5.584402985074629,74.91426616915426,73.92537313432838,8.645771144278607,29.07711442786069,9.2995712137729,2.969603980099502,562,24,97,14,12,191,88,134,0.14400000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.081,-0.8185,6,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,9,0,6,2,0,2,0,14,18,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,18,16,2,26,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,13,57,10,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246844961457246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281208042504758,0.0,0.08041215868551106,0.0,0.1809175862719633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208240259574372,0.0,0.10061966766265418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625966906583022,0.12190768283257634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34700538810590265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720261530004071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708333017906745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25138251265823924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693684462545624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091578524620072,0.0,0.0,0.1185147705739666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893093187682251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383307542897788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438379607022733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426116811174618,0.12575725090912732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577046476072615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675485590033753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403492867549353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781531528072013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25108795473131634,0.1260357941603764,0.0,0.0,0.13545178125063634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886614532968532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576803851215705,0.0,0.0,0.06895089994097751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028209465353928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949053803741918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217075657009978,0.1200857831282918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psiayn,2020/04/15,"I can't seem to focus on anything Despite the coronavirus outbreak , my college has decided to keep my end sem finals as soon as it reopens. I have a lot to cover and every time I sit down and try to start something , I start to freak out and my anxiety takes the best of me. As soon as I start one topic, an ominous feeling takes over and I start worrying about the other topics and subjects that loom over me like a towering eerie mountain , as a result of which I fuck up and not study anything. The fact that I'd have to write tests and travel during this outbreak makes it much worse. It's gotten much worse to the point that I can't stay still without freaking out and losing my mind as my grades are fucking horrible. This applies for even other stuff I do, I can't seem to get through a day without ending up tired and agitated.",7.573571428571428,5.889692547619048,7.630952380952383,77.75571428571429,64.0,10.066666666666668,35.88095238095238,8.472884824447931,2.8421523809523808,660,25,130,7,8,214,100,168,0.185,0.742,0.073,-0.9581,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,2,0,10,0,8,3,0,2,1,25,23,15,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,1,4,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,1,1,17,2,29,22,4,24,0,1,0,2,1,9,2,3,13,95,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763023896294023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315577330104512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764928061098595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907357496186319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492255855005169,0.0,0.0,0.0929268132051446,0.0,0.11854044815672447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113892478731944,0.0,0.0,0.1541229904739334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26013798066707344,0.0735066127846947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505495946600878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873579906154678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740017970439826,0.0,0.11961268976059147,0.0,0.0,0.09391408800578813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420604552378285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068520073756856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953376423063642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330009529768169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561643864553388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083128271328544,0.0,0.0,0.3983346911386542,0.1499606856679301,0.112358111640689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106054136678571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115681947592921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820395848770756,0.1617066264714206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552173683122896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712472700247153,0.0,0.0,0.14288120685758698,0.2867576498219546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Arabica_Dani_89,2020/04/15,"OTC Anxiety MEDS? Hi everyone,

My anxiety had been much better until about a month ago. A few days ago it got really bad and I had a 3.5 hour panic attack the other night where 
My bp was low and I had severe chest pain and couldn't breathe. Yes I see a therapist and a nurse practitioner. 

I ran out of my ativan since my anxiety has been worse due to the Coronavirus pandemic. I take a mood stabilizer already. I have tried so many herbs and teas like Valerian, Ashwaganda, L Theanine, St. Johns Wort, chamomile, lavender etc. No relief. I've been exercising and getting sun, doing deep breathing...all of that..even using essential oils. I need extra help. All of the antipsychotic off label use And blood pressure meds for extra help with anxiety make me feel worse


Any OTC meds that could help with anxiety besides benadryl? I need extra help but nothing is working! Benadryl makes me irritable and depressed etc. 
Please comment if you have a suggestion. I could use the extra help now :(",3.5641501294219182,6.317473945355192,4.6734196146103,78.71140638481452,77.30601092896175,8.005637043428242,27.664365832614322,8.841846274778883,2.653104918032786,784,33,136,19,19,256,122,183,0.209,0.685,0.106,-0.9440000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,4,11,1,2,11,1,15,6,3,5,1,25,28,12,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,9,3,16,3,11,16,9,15,0,2,1,0,9,5,0,1,10,79,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178586800053016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937669484010965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735644918854511,0.0,0.4137779200559294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306766097742786,0.0,0.0,0.09032379499788952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567431486118656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274205583705435,0.0,0.0,0.06976561626856664,0.0,0.09317322649964048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412932858759518,0.07145029845876355,0.0,0.0,0.10336835276725877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469785557876106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651834213409177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865195257706837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36254589553075184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653316601589667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285012138431131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441880413315755,0.1096751285998032,0.0,0.0,0.3604828502762391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634634505064437,0.0,0.07952299855134204,0.16042467059585167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151736920621206,0.0,0.10379934496794384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151086158909037,0.12692313013640386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187465427874408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930135409352922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620355817627298,0.0,0.0,0.12220992025545654,0.0,0.08948564601260887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813361081616019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560255583317734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734455037301648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802921950386921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875459651660377,0.0,0.22048447545361385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,I_need_ze_medic,2020/04/15,"Anxiety worry and questions After asking a few mutuals who have anxiety a chunk of those have all agreed I do have anxiety as some have linked me tests or other sources. And so I told my mother if I could get a psychiatrist or a doctor or anyone who was able to help and I explained to her what anxiety was and she seemed to understand but as if now doesn't believe in mental illness or mental health as she said it's just a ""millenial"" thing because my aunt told her it was. I honestly feel misheard and mistreated after that because I want help for it and now she refuses and just tells me do exercise or go outside or do something I enjoy and honestly I've tried but I always end up not happy or intrested into it anymore. My father tells me just do something with your life or just walk outside but in reality I cant even do that. Recently I've gotten sick and sick and I'm not sure if my anxiety is affecting me physically as It caused me pain,dizziness,vomit,diarrhea,random break downs, and constant pain. I haven't been able to eat anything for 3 days or drink anything and all my dad tells me is just stop being lazy. He had enough to the point he gave me some tea and for a fact it helps but only for 3 hours or so because it just makes me feel emotionally dull and physically dull and it feels like I'm penting up emotions and such and when those 3 hours were over I broke down in tears and the physical pain came all in at once it felt like I was burning and I dont know what to do. My parents are no help and I dont have money to go myself so I'm not sure what to do.",3.6459429100039666,4.506387525835869,5.1242579622043065,83.80180124223605,71.91793313069908,8.396511166908947,27.98215937623893,8.716276077567194,1.9706079291661165,1252,45,263,22,23,422,160,329,0.174,0.73,0.096,-0.9763,1,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,14,13,0,0,8,0,29,12,0,3,6,74,52,45,0,5,26,5,4,2,0,0,9,1,0,0,20,23,3,2,10,2,1,4,9,5,0,0,14,5,35,8,31,36,7,29,0,3,0,0,30,12,0,17,14,185,55,2,0.18824758658916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783185361209628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600222212110114,0.0,0.09334551113049176,0.0658135447587707,0.0,0.1549117240289951,0.0,0.08799304095230549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213097230073549,0.0,0.0,0.10604528319473182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076525446643582,0.0,0.09669106330566493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017143824612744,0.0,0.07515019002295563,0.0,0.0,0.06070206000786463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963396908036212,0.0,0.0,0.22062476948762752,0.0922054841263356,0.0,0.09631213857111154,0.0,0.2117531974803485,0.0833657434370336,0.09725503934921603,0.0,0.06216787776843372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277545397987565,0.06724205673647113,0.09037360214466107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049175797180113535,0.0,0.10698544162595497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019652818690493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004919084513536,0.0,0.0,0.25235677840378506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853859532016609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051727975244851294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648241877522768,0.09196826205457977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282836290736522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970929097698006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023876799042793,0.0,0.07158538618109403,0.3004630568588583,0.0,0.10451333365367987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897740816199863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544018973197414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293589069936672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953328155493033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568676637293568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492218910130453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869170577874125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742112254160594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468050320407588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625316659190235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987863615903746,0.0,0.06390387719896086,0.0,0.0,0.09798618827351344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551665194853779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558728096829863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Broken_Mirrorshades,2020/04/15,"I discovered a way to reduce my anxiety. Thoughts? Hi! New here. I have some really irritating anxiety and I discovered a few things that reduce it to almost zero. I was wondering what your thoughts are and if you noticed something similar.

Long story about how I discovered it, but if I prevent myself from getting more than 6 hours if sleep at night, my anxiety is way reduced. Getting more than 10 hours of sleep is really corelated with a spike in my daily anxiety.

I would say the reduction in anxiety from getting less sleep was comparable to going for a run. If you haven't tried speedwalking or running - try that also, it helps a lot. It was just impractical sometimes.

 Have you noticed a correlation with sleep and anxiety?",4.251010332950632,6.95440752238806,5.7777611940298526,71.9980654420207,74.52238805970148,10.093226176808267,32.695752009184844,10.214889679676881,4.321953616532721,584,30,95,20,13,197,80,134,0.107,0.858,0.035,-0.731,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,0,10,4,4,1,0,21,17,11,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,1,15,0,15,11,6,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,9,5,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215501925086608,0.0,0.0,0.09755508393829598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599305182619251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120368118101394,0.0,0.06932953283480743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176709507635903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402704766979906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795700688973643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371124325542616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178183700617936,0.0,0.11447902847767995,0.0,0.0,0.2777720641056248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629939488876046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701107086560744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883110224268709,0.0,0.0,0.09391359716884637,0.12065088918591675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104450698451658,0.0,0.0,0.1936923211903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656459378099917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365942177927467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229257834913813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866579516647796,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-L1SIX,2020/04/15,"Why do I act out on social media? I (24M) have felt the urge to comment on things on social media to get a reaction out of someone, in hopes their reaction releases what’s clogged in my head. I’m not commenting anything mean, I just have the urge to comment on a lot of things. Like if someone posts something that may not make sense to me, I feel like I have to comment. A part of me thinks I’m doing it to prevent myself from going back into my depression. Maybe I don’t know how to let things go, maybe I have nothing going on in my life, maybe I’m just looking for someone to care. I really don’t know. And when I do comment I get anxious and get scared to open the app. But the relief after a sharp reaction from someone eases my brain. Like I can physically feel it. Feels like something has been snapped which then releases a flood of fluid. I also think I’m acting out of fear. But fear of what? Lastly I did start therapy this week.",2.4770876288659807,4.035763036082475,4.101636597938143,87.2518363402062,75.85567010309279,6.911855670103092,25.527061855670105,7.645422480735847,1.3090525773195876,735,26,153,10,16,246,103,194,0.078,0.8029999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.7059,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,3,9,0,15,3,2,2,0,29,39,9,0,2,7,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,9,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,3,6,21,7,31,34,2,26,0,1,1,0,8,13,0,4,11,102,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256235075245038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307604811392755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952494213561584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890018336265839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921125713368506,0.0,0.0,0.11801116441875513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996922009352813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260493748952672,0.1755745662336128,0.16537849630407714,0.1111346912456989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141814335202594,0.0,0.1973440320081507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878919473328332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114962287441141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722238399659316,0.09434876088895837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835853157093056,0.08175510224794848,0.226191369277916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719782083896894,0.0,0.0,0.09840344641857256,0.0,0.0,0.07726161785613023,0.0,0.34884843529399,0.12608175703946742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106178828673242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534206704328182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108530517368299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415010488453842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588233412902743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597774807711686,0.3922861815613011,0.17821446039788888,0.0,0.0,0.08192589455720843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236609078008754,0.0,0.2306902863249569,0.14833123334639886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284477684454384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444311883915697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theleader911,2020/04/15,"How bad can anxiety affect my relationship?? How can anxiety affect my relationship

Soo my relationship started 3 months ago,life was very good we were happy, then when the quarantine started (1month ago)my life changed 180 degrees.
I start alot of problems from nowhere, ihave trust-issues(suddenly), always overthinking .. is she cheating on me? Does she talk to other people? Iam sure it’s a no. But my mind can’t stop thinking.
Ireally love her and idont want to cause any problems that can lead to a brake up. What should i do?",2.934751879699249,6.019775505263159,3.3280075187969933,83.288552631579,88.68421052631578,6.50375939849624,25.733082706766915,7.7094869923839395,2.0374661654135338,423,18,73,9,14,131,77,95,0.193,0.6729999999999999,0.134,-0.6775,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,4,0,9,2,0,6,1,19,15,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,11,4,7,12,1,10,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,7,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288429670127791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135371081112663,0.0,0.0,0.1106347529609458,0.0,0.2489147510859669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583932261296475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712740587240546,0.17210440775931593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237108199726298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645662125942967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731864896382589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149127313958883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683404244490605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427048381291284,0.0,0.12985757542692838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278873499717205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113446435367506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240044021502331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454583771567577,0.0,0.0,0.13601609291336733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333336372365408,0.0,0.0,0.1307640287800527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424515844565088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342362568294752,0.09595875467362602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soft_rubbies,2020/04/15,Trying Ketamine Infusions For The First Time. I've scheduled my first ketamine infusion at a Clinic in Kansas City and I'm wondering if anyone here has had any experience with this. I've struggled with severe anxiety all of my adulthood and hope this helps. Anyone here tried ketamine for their anxiety or can help me to know what to expect?,5.6538095238095245,7.797008349206351,5.993841269841273,74.53171428571432,68.68253968253968,8.84952380952381,31.647619047619052,9.3871,3.26124380952381,278,12,44,6,5,89,48,63,0.122,0.754,0.125,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,7,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,9,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,4,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291077411683466,0.0,0.3665294466995248,0.0,0.0,0.3350154618876736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343381785505661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407543628257419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211475046181986,0.0,0.0,0.2379397029368573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165733271689906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706375345400916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504428305552894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969087099586874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252945425549348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25979540655478695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soileilunetoile,2020/04/15,"I have surgery scheduled in the morning and I’m nervous about it. Could I have some encouragement? It’s a routine procedure to repair a deviated septum and some other sinus issues, 2 hours max. I’m more nervous about having to go under general anesthesia... not for any good reason, to be clear, because I’m healthy besides this issue and the doctor performing the surgery is the best in the area, and one of the best in the country. I just have anxiety in general, and I’m basically on my own for this because of the quarantine situation, so I could just use a pep talk if anybody has one to give.",6.101748768472909,6.440044396551727,7.352167487684731,71.86672413793106,66.24137931034483,10.421674876847293,37.261083743842356,10.290406445055957,4.017984236453201,474,24,85,11,7,162,71,116,0.07,0.7909999999999999,0.139,0.8805,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,2,11,0,9,2,0,2,1,18,16,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,4,16,13,6,10,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,2,64,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140699193050005,0.0,0.15827804409886126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522488152069504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342578734914362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330385859252828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117710648275373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984774713830152,0.11758612003621467,0.17353802474986585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037549653009061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318999926627303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804017848263625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272780753759865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325644309987525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629849877113834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786952946518756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MathiJ,2020/04/15,"My #1 biggest fear is death. Losing my consciousness. Ever since I was little I have always entertained myself through my own weird and sometimes creative thoughts. And I always find myself having full conversations and discussions in my own head. And I think my biggest fear is losing all of that. Losing my consciousness. I can’t comprehend what it’s like to *not exist*, I just can’t imagine it. Losing all of the interactions and times with my loved ones. It’s fucking scary. I just think that whenever I die, I’m gonna feel like my life has been cut short, and my last minutes of consciousness will be regret. There’s just no way I can see myself living without any regret. I would love to, but I will regret losing my family and friends to death. It’s the scariest thing I can think of. Not existing. Like, no matter what, you always have your own thoughts, that’s the one thing almost every human is guaranteed, thoughts. But to just all of a sudden not have that, I just can’t wrap my head around it. Like, what the fuck? You always have to like, be somewhere, you have to think of something. Where was my consciousness before I was born? Where will it be when I’m gone?",2.9840688826591943,5.369158854625553,3.612945534641572,87.53737585102125,77.19383259911896,6.418021625951141,22.652983580296358,7.520522993642371,1.0084378854625555,928,28,177,13,22,292,107,227,0.21600000000000005,0.6990000000000001,0.085,-0.9817,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,0,5,11,23,3,2,5,0,26,7,2,0,4,44,43,10,3,4,11,0,1,5,1,5,1,0,0,1,15,9,0,0,14,1,0,1,9,14,0,2,8,2,33,9,17,27,7,17,0,8,1,4,11,9,2,1,11,129,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164671306703192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378548528338512,0.0,0.0,0.06902967730017144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036463118143266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637677811844417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053504324070401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918208036354297,0.08552580521490588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569375705278793,0.2284519452348473,0.05132605721647071,0.07251813015203049,0.0,0.0,0.09277748970386038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842568840462708,0.18768707736042897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835526932072507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274347481365515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169888804053813,0.24796112437741255,0.1017387979847736,0.08963440594649437,0.0,0.0,0.567813658524029,0.0,0.0,0.1832318741694036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757040322240302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088962012135549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396938670991387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814667398078992,0.10039510770472244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487628748510572,0.26017176176634915,0.0,0.2417606896064349,0.059190779731420125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057320853062562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785116195333356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721091609813988,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rick_flair8675309,2020/04/15,"Dealing with college I’m having a hard time right now. I work full time and I’m a full time student. By the time I get off work I want to relax but can’t because I have school, but I also can’t focus because I’m exhausted on top of that I want to work out and do other things. All of this compounds into frustration and anxiety. I’m anxious cause there is only so much time left in the day and frustrated because I can’t focus and even reading over some of the assignments makes me want to cry out of frustration and anger because I can’t focus and I get overwhelmed. I’m currently laying on my bed typing this holding back tears. My girlfriend tried to comfort me but I was a dick and told her I want to be alone. I just want to give up and quit school at this point. I’m over this. How do you guys do it?",1.3062790697674416,3.120295151162793,3.078081395348839,92.14119186046514,80.04651162790697,5.927906976744188,22.959302325581397,6.9077264865688965,0.6318186046511634,634,21,140,7,16,211,93,172,0.222,0.6920000000000001,0.086,-0.9845,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,5,8,8,4,1,6,0,12,2,1,3,1,28,28,15,0,5,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,8,13,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,18,2,23,25,5,26,0,1,0,1,7,17,1,1,9,92,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299138705079706,0.0,0.11040874333779403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561763737650867,0.15597162651414767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616174422526116,0.0,0.3366471205133285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182849085558633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165546449042686,0.0890390618161325,0.1423366484612094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091189154221194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442641928267486,0.13244238466103522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670384360642046,0.0,0.0,0.1236771192030514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500055982039092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215796775250314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149201802446337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500295417460856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051393881112114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468467451229962,0.138100126805001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790484699912412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27945377811996924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172276635271216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025275428892149,0.0,0.0,0.13192488856466372,0.0,0.09373555479783753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40716497957648623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015340118498688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MajiKoju,2020/04/15,"I can only think about the worst case scenario every time As the title says. Every time anything happens, I always have to think that the worst thing that could possibly happen is happening. Small pain in side? Must be cancer. Small cough? I’ve got this virus. Can barely breathe? My lungs must be filling with fluid.

I dont know what to do about this. I live in constant anxiety and distress because of it. Can anyone help, or at least relate?",2.0131818181818204,4.8240504047619055,2.5596103896103912,90.31266233766236,86.61904761904762,4.483116883116884,20.731601731601728,6.1124844417494595,0.33882380952380986,350,11,63,3,11,108,63,84,0.23,0.742,0.027999999999999997,-0.965,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,12,5,2,0,2,9,19,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,10,13,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608462766947069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269477578134172,0.0,0.0,0.13956616936744273,0.0,0.1642552151846525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167536090816375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569855843091087,0.0,0.15936573827140013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393173895909736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363461296140625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596397360506435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295214473039676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378883102566508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969588981295056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625198292260394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518061087364986,0.212390311831844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250209578970717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587313057353573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260651904515033,0.2557934558028931,0.0,0.0,0.2327787458004767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,changingwaters,2020/04/15,"everyone is going through the same thing I know we’re all going through it with quarantine and everything but I’m just. so upset with myself. I’ve been doing so well with my anxiety and depression these past two months, I even got into a relationship that I’m super grateful for. However, having spent these past few weeks being stuck at home with my mom and stepdad and my grandmother with dementia is really starting to take its toll on me and I can feel myself regressing. I have a FaceTime appointment with my therapist on Friday but I don’t want to tell him how I feel because of all the progress I’d been making recently. I finally have the time to focus on school and I can’t even do it because I’d rather be asleep all the day. At first I didn’t mind quarantine, but after a month, it just feels like a nightmare.",4.34614519427403,5.720758865030677,5.416702453987732,80.42092280163602,70.77914110429448,9.359713701431494,28.92075664621677,9.725611199111238,2.7570535787321058,657,25,126,16,12,217,101,163,0.085,0.787,0.128,0.8027,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,1,8,0,15,1,1,2,3,31,30,12,0,2,6,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,2,1,2,6,3,17,3,20,22,5,20,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,13,93,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078338840871767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843039198945212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025459851497403,0.0,0.14724698539918246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583399650682665,0.0,0.0,0.1633589272634755,0.15364718573990915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25932646032613776,0.12213335046356248,0.0,0.18727754504759567,0.0,0.1454178841777549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432020778024006,0.0,0.13673176111325513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714861063761497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939547544494318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352207328411812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411665315488725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726201472179713,0.2002254534538532,0.2729161474083773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32639997224309586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952089841380397,0.0,0.16880167354061176,0.1835462970228536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301992789263282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100586491727244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285401094373815,0.0,0.14942595421859722,0.0,0.0,0.19849691160946573,0.113577755342754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968773643216516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700238432856904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083621825500726,0.0,0.137133229802941,0.0,0.1537129325016551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Domek1357,2020/04/15,"I just need someone to make me feel wanted I feel like the people talk to me or text me when they want something from me but when I need something or someone there is nobody, and I always say yes if they need me even if it means changing my plans. I just want someone who wants me for who I am and not what I can do.",6.793913043478263,3.7905243333333374,6.890144927536234,86.62913043478262,66.53623188405797,9.2,31.69565217391305,3.1291,1.3023391304347829,245,6,59,0,3,79,43,69,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.7096,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,21,15,9,0,9,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,16,1,4,15,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,43,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085939697231227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450905038868605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768736271363965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549883137225468,0.1381092808106202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944473678098506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290439411996522,0.0,0.0,0.21058434049422306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300374570389826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402513851400324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537374197691073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491403328892524,0.2976574525184916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553849067491988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561053153787548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,haphazardt,2020/04/15,"Someone was looking in my windows with a drone I live in on the 8th floor of a 10 story apartment building. Earlier today at maybe 3:30 in the afternoon i had just gotten out of the shower. I could hear a lot of noise outside the bathroom window (the frosted glass kind so I can’t see out of it.) When i opened the window there was a drone level with my windows. It seems like it was looking into the window next to my bathroom which is a weird storage/ pantry closet that for some reason has windows. Those windows don’t have blinds since they are not in the main living area of the apartment, and since I’m on the 8th floor why would i be worried about someone seeing in...

I don’t think the flyer/camera person saw me, since the camera never pointed directly at me.

So my real questions is, is this something to be worried about? Is someone casing my apartment? Were they hoping to see someone naked? Or was it just someone who was bored and took their drone out and noticed they could see in a window, but didn’t realizes how invasive that could be?",5.485306577480492,6.0024870289855095,5.726280193236715,82.36872909698998,67.59903381642512,7.335414344109997,30.898922333704945,6.67199483983844,1.7643432924563358,833,31,154,5,13,265,113,207,0.036000000000000004,0.9329999999999999,0.03,0.4039,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,0,9,5,0,0,18,0,25,1,0,2,1,30,39,9,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,10,1,10,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,11,9,18,3,27,21,3,29,0,0,8,0,8,23,0,6,6,115,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884595922424446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573285706997515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961371790796113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254088456666434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883579572100149,0.0,0.2126830006551486,0.0,0.20226098456945574,0.0,0.0,0.102384898065886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098767129250275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288269434691487,0.0,0.1280781942413345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371098425604747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105154439167072,0.0,0.0,0.11384485241869005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490865925404633,0.0,0.0,0.1370751949672037,0.0,0.12382163643383333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38386704184851744,0.10963454064880143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988617084040959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101978407972318,0.0927125523840439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716639385555016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415313334419548,0.0,0.1338016628709746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866893859128132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446041106328261,0.0,0.0855496980780117,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wizckiginger,2020/04/15,"Does anyone have any ways that they treat their anxiety without medication? I have been on edge for over a month, and this coronavirus nonsense isn't helping. I've been prescribed anti-anxiety medicine but I have had horrible experiences with them. Recently, my doctor prescribed me with another anxiety medication but I am tired of having prescriptions pushed on me. I've been practicing breathing techniques and tried removing myself from stressful situations, but lately its hard. I am stuck in quarantine with my family, and my sister and I hardly get along. I think being with my sister is causing the majority of my stress. 

I went to the hospital almost a month ago only to be discharged with stress induced migraines.

I have tried cbd gummies before and it kind of helps but only because my sister gave me some. I want to get my own but I'm not sure where to buy them, so if anyone has any suggestions! 

I am also curious how other people maintain their anxiety.",6.3477406593406585,8.275817954285714,6.921714285714287,69.41382417582419,66.6,10.184615384615384,34.032967032967036,10.389873798559362,4.1235978021978035,782,36,120,21,13,256,110,175,0.193,0.757,0.049,-0.9772,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,0,5,6,0,3,4,0,17,6,1,3,1,27,25,14,0,2,8,3,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,7,2,26,3,20,16,3,14,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,3,5,90,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290403699056635,0.0,0.12754064236177093,0.0,0.0,0.10185613450393308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322919982830493,0.13355644151551527,0.3897446507726637,0.0,0.0,0.1781173182299506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776423436920636,0.0,0.10838077724265968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084200946730096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036653342362958,0.11146058518240584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459033289727076,0.12007120423535204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308903429600644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819340040967204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074415597574208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326341602613195,0.0,0.0,0.14367663895250185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566196975389605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033278267525156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373818957430666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830092620220285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576052299991786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316695574835595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376988019896457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004282196123033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161226423079539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463907663612784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729490072734323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512493969458556,0.10109878089582758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807140152071165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227781959180892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The-Question-Is-Who,2020/04/15,"My (13M) cousin (14M) came into my head in a fantasy during masturbation, and I'm scared I liked it. I thought I had a crush on a cousin, got scared, and during masturbation he kept coming into my head, and it would take a few seconds to realize it was him. Then I'd stop, but then when I started again he would eventually pop back up.

In the end, I realized that it wasn't a crush and I was being dumb. Now, however I'm scared that I enjoyed what came into my head, and I do remember thinking that his voice sounded very authentic in what I imagined in my head. (I consider this relevant because it shows what happened in a positive light, at least to me, which scares me.)

Yeah, this post is weird and confusing, but right now it's ten to one and I can't think straight about this and need to tell someone. I don't think I'm a bad person, but I am really really scared that this is absolutely fucked up. I'm also slightly concerned that I intentionally masturbated to him to check if it was a crush, this all happened really late one night and it's hard to remember all that happened.

EDIT: This was a few months ago now, a few days after Christmas. Also, I'm not scared about my sexuality, I know I'm gay. The problem is THIS IS MY COUSIN. I'm scared I was sexually attracted to a fantasy involving my cousin.",3.7194360902255643,4.7431394398496245,5.529398496240606,80.35507518796994,71.89473684210526,9.3593984962406,28.661654135338345,9.682069395223575,2.5552736842105266,1025,39,214,25,19,353,126,266,0.188,0.733,0.079,-0.9779,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,10,16,2,8,13,1,18,6,4,1,2,40,42,18,0,5,5,4,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,25,15,0,2,10,3,1,3,4,13,0,4,12,4,29,3,23,27,6,35,0,0,0,2,12,14,2,2,18,142,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243851445400092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874345754762958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151093481356141,0.07765076287532456,0.05669167944132505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273348328592392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011090153682836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059977034023514335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237002220140012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597661110893366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438025804675137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467176585612978,0.0,0.0833093547379187,0.0,0.381777588842394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051110135814599895,0.0,0.10490757454472384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045434896127218384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423137573919703,0.0,0.0,0.06895800855179746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727380380931224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603784154236564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812036441816393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906788808302735,0.0,0.0,0.0889880360956219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873373280367413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070078494613556,0.07942113130759043,0.0,0.0,0.6517616090583913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879824048229513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658255798392151,0.0,0.0,0.07775181129352868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992410857189818,0.0,0.081285730127145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877112290439154,0.0,0.07383127662647998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767343913958969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132128463574154,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VapesfromBible,2020/04/15,"Pairing Zoloft with another medication to help? Hi everyone, I have been on Zoloft for a few months now. I was diagnosed with an anger disorder and anxiety. 

The Zoloft has helped to chill me out with my anger... but I still feel incredibly anxious and amounts of social anxiety. I get extremely anxious going out in public, conversations with people at work. If I could stay home everyday I would. 

The only thing that made me sociable and somewhat tolerant was Phenibut and Alcohol - which I refuse to use everyday for obvious health reasons. 

My doctor prescribed me Hydroxizine to pair with Zoloft and honestly it just puts me to sleep. I was told to take it on an “as needed” bases. When I need it, I can’t function and get even more anxious because I just want to leave and lay down. 

Has anyone had any success pairing another medication with Zoloft?",5.661172043010751,7.6661087032258095,6.043629032258068,74.73877688172044,68.41935483870968,10.327956989247312,34.206989247311824,10.504223727775694,4.095569892473116,679,33,116,20,12,218,100,155,0.126,0.764,0.111,0.3076,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,2,0,5,0,11,12,1,3,1,31,22,11,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,1,0,6,15,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,1,17,2,24,13,4,16,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,6,81,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881260753040762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946926791441137,0.29202506913599074,0.2130470220974848,0.47192814646218,0.0,0.09736468263939188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488362870135785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111177333308733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413326905317215,0.0,0.0,0.15958903168685354,0.1425251208554858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919712759960616,0.0,0.0,0.13305639733755056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040742558591698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550153478377356,0.0,0.07913723238223021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480129622355036,0.0,0.0,0.18666854772253733,0.0,0.1396760121413703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744238037566215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175880055524342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805532405068093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114556136511076,0.0,0.0,0.20649965044531846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590355576025527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653628004147867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998161273422707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316902313028498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393474803467823,0.14194469700894888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484186870766412,0.11120276849793036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469635275902332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250946487435366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305639733755056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202646286323695,0.0,0.0,0.08213143993358006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013734146452491,0.0,0.0,0.09891701527838204,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Juriloso,2020/04/15,"I am drowning. Today it’s April 15th. I’ve been stuck at home for a full month. Confined because of the coronavirus situation. I am fucking drowning. I am fucking drowning. I am fucking drowning. I don’t know what to do. I haven’t seen the sun for a full month. I think I am losing my mind. I am not even allowed to go for a five minute walk. This week I start online classes and I am losing my mind. I don’t know what’s going on. I don’t know how to deal with this. My birthday is in a few weeks and it depresses me so much that I can’t even spend it outside. I don’t know if I can do this anymore, I feel like I’m dying. I can’t stop crying. Please make this end.",-1.557142857142857,0.4119237619047631,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,97.09523809523807,3.6163265306122447,18.56462585034014,5.288315135182226,-0.545892517006803,511,17,123,3,21,175,79,147,0.124,0.838,0.038,-0.872,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,3,0,6,0,19,3,0,3,0,18,35,5,5,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,2,6,0,1,3,8,6,0,1,3,2,22,1,11,32,4,17,0,3,1,3,1,5,3,1,10,81,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955946100328055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193020327558553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565378794506935,0.0,0.1554748129929301,0.1298893618177242,0.0,0.15651327066340567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335697400290708,0.0,0.0,0.1992124565640223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625226495672269,0.10773614757114516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182543583509774,0.0,0.0,0.17141354512921042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127115069568084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315170918329833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367640680151764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33742765280576537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066446665022986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045430193119374,0.0,0.24074451589297455,0.0,0.11086008201836267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554017972943422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951275191398485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674157116152087,0.0,0.0,0.12608093264650674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663067449733254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294686741073065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419356519227757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,helpmeiamveryscared,2020/04/16,Please help me I'm not really an anxious person normally but lately I have just been feeling extremely anxious and I don't know how to cope with this.,2.7239999999999998,5.15186206666667,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,78.33333333333334,8.0,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.495666666666668,122,5,22,3,3,41,27,30,0.0,0.6970000000000001,0.303,0.7304,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6900121418079053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441538788875547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469784233221414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783547464523238,0.0,0.3444955151648066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992193514719824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666565436958756,0.0,0.3352287447278147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564195634981227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Large_lad14,2020/04/16,"I really want to help a freind but I don't know how She has bad anxiety and she's realised it, we've started talking and I'm doing my best but the truth is I don't really understand it

Is there anything I can do?",-0.14499999999999955,1.6966661666666667,3.1498333333333366,89.57850000000002,85.25,7.173333333333334,22.1,8.238735603445708,1.306995,168,6,39,4,5,61,35,48,0.134,0.63,0.237,0.6403,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,9,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,13,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699202255283926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29035574072517545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29460512432750424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702818790112025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364999801652691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939106244227339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520743186059802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497406646680156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28359794656864684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36731696655402657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811308763282904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ItsaSnap,2020/04/16,"You know what's a lie?.... When a fast-food drive up says, ""Take as long as you'd like.""",-1.8290000000000008,-0.5319938999999998,0.1100000000000012,112.085,88.0,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.4730000000000003,62,0,20,0,2,20,17,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058316110991486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27534577955691736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447715447013716,0.0,0.0,0.4433841808216273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984287396028713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767023483246549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwawayactrecovery,2020/04/16,"How do you deal with hyperventilation during a panic attack? My panic attacks are sooooo physical. The physical symptoms are the worst. In particular, my chest gets tight and I feel like I can’t breathe. It gets so bad that even if i know it’s a panic attack, I question whether I’m actually dying. 

I know it’s hyperventilation. But when I try to do controlled breathing exercises, I feel even more like I’m suffocating.  Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this, and, if so, how do you deal with hyperventilation?",3.490823863636365,6.472086510416666,5.636553030303031,70.1955681818182,79.72916666666666,8.074242424242426,27.47727272727273,8.841846274778883,2.7807625,419,18,72,11,11,145,59,96,0.266,0.6859999999999999,0.048,-0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,8,10,3,3,4,0,7,5,3,3,0,20,16,12,1,3,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,4,11,2,4,16,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,3,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1454477153788225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421665763760188,0.15271557593039525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086851434284699,0.0,0.0,0.12444745773338532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671681298773156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073204379526302,0.0,0.0,0.1546865564902259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450908135934592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968873871540164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072460297762585,0.10647872609565097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557411088419777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382392731279186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563301392134914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524621254235658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696599757417752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491620301752554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119267266593973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163438420534593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,endtimeswgoodwines,2020/04/16,"Panic Attack—help I don’t feel good, I’m hot and sweaty and nauseous at the same time I’ve already tried my grounding techniques and taken my medicine and I still can’t calm myself down. It’s been since 5:34 and it’s 7:05. I’m shaking and sick and I really need my sister right now but she’s states away. I don’t know what to do.

I feel fucking stupid for posting this but I am panicking",-0.930895008605848,1.0986181566265074,0.7968416523235788,99.90906626506023,102.37349397590359,3.3352839931153184,16.771944922547334,5.288315135182226,-0.7295259896729771,309,9,69,2,14,99,57,83,0.18600000000000005,0.768,0.046,-0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,14,14,9,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,3,11,2,5,12,1,11,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,3,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080453080341924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175696528172073,0.2622674992615078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822899024493338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580666119336842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234134995136344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871061386225928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341171761739414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698372968095816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275184890308737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673453607115605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788285142047265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23838974353759354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091302224034235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292690302296453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277267671089127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895222752697905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jejcicodjntbyifid3,2020/04/16,"Frustrated that I barely know how to cook and too overwhelmed to figure out how to fix it I'm so frustrated right now. Last night I was in tears because I went down a rabbit hole of being frustrated at how I'm nearly 30, live by myself, and don't know much at all about cooking.

I meal prep really basic meals for trying to make gains, but my diet sucks(no junk food, just not enough food or not enough greens). The meal prep I made, has like 3 broccoli in it and that'll be about how many vegetables I'll have in a day

I keep trying to improve it, I did make a good pork chop\onion\rice meal the other day, but I just feel like I don't have the time to be cooking meals all the time and I need something to meet my macros

Honestly I don't know where the heck to go from here.

Right now I'm super hungry because it's dinner time and I don't have any meal planned out. Every time I search for recipes I get overwhelmed, or I just scroll and scroll. This keeps happening!

I want to fix this and have this not be an issue. Cooking gets easier, right? Because this is the worst, this not knowing anything about even where to start.

Most of the recipes I find are way over my shitty skill level. I'm just so fed up with this and feel like I can't get better at it",3.591174724342661,4.316913164122138,4.138575063613232,91.31607294317223,71.93893129770994,7.04359626802375,23.71586089906701,6.937597516519254,0.5918186598812549,987,24,220,8,18,312,133,262,0.085,0.78,0.136,0.9129999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,20,13,3,2,11,0,19,16,0,7,2,45,44,18,0,2,12,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,11,16,2,8,4,0,2,9,6,0,0,5,3,22,7,32,34,7,32,0,2,1,0,1,18,1,3,14,137,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643432145389672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459484583085904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324422198947505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241217432004856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394169383718893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626625172695489,0.0,0.08395025788498668,0.0,0.1070896638905506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853407699179573,0.181604655213434,0.0,0.0,0.11616973571929395,0.0,0.3073866300739489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992180368621103,0.0,0.0722354995605023,0.10660787095184876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239666288551599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266239127781815,0.0,0.2259497713279332,0.0,0.0,0.2794096898625968,0.10360581680190058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862881505817532,0.0,0.11223417752945404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202678245510356,0.16968432759475646,0.1288623774585964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934352463205668,0.09424517992327536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927744891906207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142536383229035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32563551211770736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978500118150152,0.0,0.0,0.08996407735355122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29645886131932736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725890335419261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496857565817172,0.10088835525659703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782564929778977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Optimistic-Optimist,2020/04/16,"I don’t know if I’m developing schizophrenia or if I’m just anxious. Ever since college I started experiencing a lot of troubling things, but I don’t know if it’s anxiety or the onset of schizophrenia:

* have history of marijuana abuse
* felt dissociated from my physical body (it felt like I was high) for 1 week and a half straight and couldn’t stop it
* first depressive thoughts of “life is pointless” 6 months after introduced to marijuana
* isolated myself freshman year of college
* was too shy and didn’t make many friends
* panic attack triggered depression and anxiety
* had migraine headaches, chronic sinus issues, trouble sleeping from random brain tingles, would cry all day everyday
* just sat in my room and thought all day or would be on the internet or reddit obsessively looking up stuff about like the nature of existence and was really scared the simulation theory might be real - it seemed plausible since I felt so disconnected to reality
* started contemplating existence and going through existential crisis
* started being scared i was disconnected from reality and that i may be developing schizophrenia
* would be completely fine during the day and then get super depressed and weep when the sun went down
* hated being alone at night
* realized i was depressed and asked to start therapy
* didn’t like the therapist so stopped going
* but also start feeling slightly better
* made attempt to hang out with friends more and be more spontaneous, started joining clubs, started making more friends
* got a job for the summer that distracted me from negative emotions
* would still experience sundown effect and just anxiety in general
* got super depressed the night before school started back (actually crying), which i hadn’t done in a while
* school started and i became super anxious during the night and would begin to very badly abuse marijuana
* during trips felt the shifts in my hair and thought it was bugs in my scalp
* but eventually stopped abusing marijuana and only did that and alcohol socially
* would feel confident and able to cope one week, but then really sad the next
* became obsessed with existence and religion and simulation theory again desperately trying to find the right one and constantly changing beliefs every day (i’m an indecisive person and don’t think i make good decisions)
* eventually got tired of dedicating so much energy to it and stopped worrying about it
* would always try to hang out with my roommates , we would cook together, eat together, do homework together, watch tv shows together, go to parties together, like every night
* band also improved my mood
* eventually mood improved, but i always get suspicious when i’m too happy or in a good mood, so i thought about how bad my mental health used to be and how detached i was from reality
* start worrying about how it could be because of an onset of schizophrenia
* started worrying about seeing things in the corner of my eyes like flashes, dots, or sometimes I think I see movement, or would get people to confirm that things i heard were actually there or not just to make sure i wasn’t imagining it, got really paranoid and had to confirm that everything i was seeing and hearing was actually there, would sometimes have hynogogic hallucinations
* all “symptoms” stopped when i stopped thinking about it
* started to feel sad bc christmas time was coming up and i would have to cope with being all alone again
* has really bad trip on marijuana and started thinking about existence again and believed it had some connection to the government and that life wasn’t real
* started having a panic attack, so i slowed down and went to mom so she could calm me down
* so started doing drugs and alcohol and would get really depressed from it
* decided to go back to therapy
* started feeling a lil better
* met current boyfriend
* started to feel a lot better
* would have occasional irrational anxieties about us dating
* but felt a lot better overall
* realized how social anxious and awkward i could be
* would smoke before i hung out with him so i wouldn’t have the initial nerves
* started working on social skills and had slight improvement
* quarantine happened and spend a lot of time by myself + a lot of time on my phone, so eyes hurt and I see flashes and dots again and random movements in the corner of my eye - scared i could be schizophrenic again",7.52356132075472,9.330183401315793,7.422979145978153,67.38396722939424,63.67105263157895,10.577954319761668,37.62909632571996,10.655736022242655,4.6310191161866925,3515,177,524,92,53,1122,319,760,0.23,0.653,0.11599999999999999,-0.9987,3,3,4,0,2,0,79.0,2,0,0,12,43,52,3,10,30,0,69,23,8,12,6,158,146,78,0,23,22,1,11,5,3,17,13,2,2,1,23,50,4,6,29,5,1,13,12,28,0,4,41,23,45,21,79,71,14,104,1,10,9,0,18,27,0,23,69,361,68,8,0.03809998462958384,0.1354267548913961,0.11154026702885177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143459324761955,0.0,0.07892018744416553,0.0,0.06093708788626578,0.06340447867589323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658553582955128,0.12912641370590122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03561834250879296,0.08668846561703686,0.0,0.05859307281690199,0.09543568718484408,0.023225396998922225,0.0,0.06484056144662276,0.04292563567974905,0.0,0.13478536096982824,0.0,0.042320493896760826,0.0,0.0425321832680541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030473186042252,0.032819763155192916,0.03994710900157675,0.04117254811706916,0.0,0.12167895001102932,0.0,0.08370208815629332,0.09828535261197956,0.0,0.1968927655980372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038989512308188264,0.0,0.0,0.04418388622575517,0.03898579594765441,0.0,0.04285735459054794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03446361736274379,0.06420176057857435,0.0,0.034241809483879115,0.03726909578159444,0.0,0.0,0.09632248502583382,0.0,0.18290980059927028,0.0,0.034822695712020416,0.03240782746253785,0.0,0.0,0.08830786084115473,0.0,0.07962267780033241,0.0,0.08661239711793135,0.0639129189315355,0.12188815283244694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033691690580809466,0.040558142104527434,0.0,0.03761584695753283,0.0,0.04049850202564519,0.042941451700080215,0.0,0.0,0.040254725595465966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040786821548594566,0.0,0.0,0.03976648526651679,0.037808355820790826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187751030348275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382229178856498,0.09306863992727543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03199439136252149,0.0,0.0,0.16195622231864232,0.0,0.03605112667560111,0.10172814236590576,0.0386274043853484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383958232945994,0.04041806280134312,0.0,0.04462224152023183,0.030411044236277763,0.0,0.02800787254316177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04051976588846413,0.14301701844449372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051635071240716715,0.02897675516185937,0.0,0.08940424572507626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02641373210670256,0.033267436993637815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673224731324566,0.12203912879787485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03253717869888536,0.0,0.0,0.11443419363081413,0.07711843701248046,0.1214430197125578,0.03468479507142412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303340199993868,0.0,0.03812749998282956,0.11651440885697535,0.0,0.0,0.07536371802548564,0.0,0.4854125739665544,0.0,0.030426696940942164,0.19111975892827215,0.0,0.0,0.04361536705941399,0.0,0.0,0.03590878461858565,0.03960047225370289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714130574102884,0.04423701871100562,0.07593581049971104,0.0976517269627405,0.0,0.12098852794523356,0.06664922228841155,0.043790327597551616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051734777229625814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582959038201302,0.03290615384436374,0.0,0.03143647747258786,0.0,0.0,0.061123019028413425,0.0,0.0,0.07063813491807265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027737242578963917,0.11607715142582133,0.0,0.3789119031445199,0.0,0.0,0.02453514094438814
anxiety,byeautumn,2020/04/16,"Work related anxiety I’m going through a lot of anxiety attacks to do with work. I’m currently working from home but due to Covid my work has ramped up and taken different directions and I have no idea what I’m doing. My line manager thrust me into something without any context. I’ve been told off about something so small today and that instantly ruined my mood, I felt so down the rest of the day. 

I can’t sleep because of how much anxiety I have about work.

Has anyone ever been in this situation and how did you deal with it?",3.9905660377358494,5.430127443396226,5.3850471698113225,80.0541745283019,71.73584905660377,9.073584905660377,30.23113207547169,9.516144504307137,2.8695509433962267,423,18,81,10,8,142,75,106,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.8922,2,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,5,7,3,1,0,3,0,10,1,1,2,1,15,17,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,1,9,0,17,11,3,12,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,57,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227166443084306,0.0,0.3788964044915729,0.0,0.0,0.1154397053236702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782174363497695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100641637382836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647394765822557,0.17020782282501756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249129197957885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493397456966193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851907139871785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382846570938637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560581563341575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863744887278201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035961924993706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121365337801734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855760163909552,0.1652162943765432,0.0,0.0,0.25419957040813085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649271166991727,0.15775731901642998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914767747241748,0.0,0.6009631417196843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Parkeeper,2020/04/16,"How to stop freaking myself out Hey guys.. I vented a lot of my feelings there and went completely off track so just started over again. Basically I worry about irrational things a lot and assume the worst no matter what. Panic attacks have happened often. I’m in a relatively tough course in college and was always pushed to be a high achiever throughout school. What I really struggle with is the inability to stop pushing myself and comparing myself to others. I see what others are doing/have done and freak out that I’m not there yet or that I’m wasting my time.

I tend to start thinking of things that I know will freak me out, just because there’s a .01% chance of it happening someday. Things like when my laptop turned itself off today that I can’t work from home anymore and that I’ll lose my job and won’t get paid etc. I tend to spiral so far. I even went as far as thinking that wearing a rain jacket would make the police suspicious of where I was going when I drove to the shop for my weekly shop.

Does anyone have any advice on how to control/manage irrational worries and how to stop freaking myself out?

Thanks for reading

tldr: How do I stop freaking myself out over small, irrational things and stop pushing myself to the point of a panic attack when I compare myself to others?",7.683089181734598,6.959239215139444,7.547968127490042,75.33649708856883,63.223107569721115,9.476064970885687,32.85350904076004,8.384062270229773,2.561015078148942,1037,34,184,11,13,332,140,251,0.265,0.703,0.031,-0.9955,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,23,15,2,3,12,0,13,1,1,5,0,39,36,21,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,18,15,0,5,5,3,3,7,4,13,0,0,7,2,26,2,35,25,4,40,0,1,1,0,2,18,0,5,16,139,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964236207658663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336093842930196,0.0,0.0,0.07630111449528562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127409868649148,0.07845415152484038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552916345980451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839721434495102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764151876365166,0.0,0.12584393022010665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981886065414322,0.11482146163839567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513473661472968,0.07410827239741517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567326332880856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586208425251141,0.0,0.06376690451061046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109748485202696,0.1984394740297726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854742870823864,0.11254761710167632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113430361265648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061663209644879764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054816162791054314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552518471912766,0.0,0.1907800233156964,0.0,0.0,0.07489561490205562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26328942228589153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606702750650317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223222654919572,0.0,0.07187938661497736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355427566071315,0.08941035809165483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883411244866272,0.0,0.0,0.4690289082241525,0.0,0.11729774898140324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330040077580256,0.0,0.0,0.29816772891315696,0.14378884676406478,0.0,0.0,0.06542580869548846,0.0,0.10635424682920963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204340751105125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000156669207668,0.0,0.0,0.2080245024506228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168429267750879,0.22789287683626866,0.0,0.07970498433993155,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squashishous,2020/04/16,"I have a problem with The Oven I’m a basket-case when it comes to The Oven. Every time I go into my kitchen, I have to check to make sure the oven is off. 

Did I use The Oven during my trip to the kitchen? No, but I still need to check. 

Have I used The Oven all day? No, but I still need to check. 

Am I looking at The Oven and seeing if it’s on? Yes, but what if the light/indicator is broken, I need to place my hand in the oven and see if this boi is warm. 

Am I looking at all four burners and they are all moved to the “off” position? Yes, but what if I’m just seeing things. I need to touch them all and make sure, and say it out loud, the burners are off.

Did I touch them all and make sure? Yes, but what if I accidentally moved one of them into “on” just enough to cause a gas leak when I touched them. The house is for sure going to burn down.

I need to call my partner to come downstairs and double check for me sometimes. I can tell he’s frustrated by now. It’s embarrassing. I hope my roommates haven’t noticed. And I know rationally that my behavior is ridiculous. Sometimes I end up taking a picture of the oven so when I get upstairs I can look at it and see AGAIN that I’m not crazy, and have objective evidence that the oven is, indeed, off. 

Sometimes I wonder if the picture is enough evidence. 

****** 

Background: This started in August after I experienced an episode of Moral Injury, where I accidentally gave a close friend of mine a concussion. I’m so afraid now I’m going to make another mistake and hurt someone else.",0.9500965490870854,3.0619199526813894,2.673713794092343,93.0028295574037,82.91167192429023,5.608985756619827,21.59344230953064,6.850034144686104,0.3965592008412199,1183,38,266,14,33,390,141,317,0.13,0.755,0.115,-0.7009,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,5,0,13,14,2,2,22,3,20,3,1,7,9,58,55,27,0,14,14,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,11,1,14,18,2,0,2,0,4,8,4,7,0,2,3,15,37,7,39,52,8,41,1,1,7,0,12,19,0,8,14,180,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104891337973919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214294479598478,0.0,0.0,0.10275950212874632,0.0,0.17233588331807406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451178890109482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356315451505257,0.0,0.08859787034403696,0.20671774787384206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428052228443239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728378543352367,0.0,0.05226212498085758,0.0,0.1705499506467277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935346029877264,0.0,0.11542246749733433,0.10708536935620046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054974480583435736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25200281019449783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670861637549821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263447299161284,0.0,0.3708589932097465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138860787680309,0.0,0.0,0.06778366719453778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451121668920324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957162602784436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954875155314707,0.0,0.0,0.3188473660826288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475603268041805,0.0,0.29679996899980643,0.0,0.07080253266966706,0.0,0.15976994315813456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771125395914549,0.0,0.07521094373421322,0.0,0.08743159691054153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645622291696815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832894314939978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278951900271666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847946892576486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hlathguth-13249867,2020/04/16,"Asking for advice because of culture difference: how to react to rude people and how to face their untruthful assumptions or even rumors? I love skating and I am serious about that although I only skate for one year after 31 but I’ve already got some major accomplishment. And in last June 2019 I was going to L.A. Fitness in Stoneham MA to work out and improve my mussels of core and lower body. The first day I went to that gym I can feel some weird atmosphere like people are smirking at me which give me a thrill so I wear a baggy white tee the next day instead of the workout tank on the first day. And on the second day when I was in the locker room I can hear a white girl with a pony tail who’s not faraway from me with her friend talking very loudly said “You can’t look too easy so that guys won’t...(the rest are inaudible and I feel weird about that but I didn’t think a lot at that time)”. And the third day the same girl who’s skinny and with dark circles under her eyes, around 5’3”, blonde hair with dark roots standing beside me when I was changing in the locker room whispering beside me said “She’s here for sex” and I was like “ What’s wrong with you, and I am really not in the mood of talking” and just put the ipods in my ear and go. And the rest of the week are peaceful, I work out a lot and determined to shape my body into a standard skater’s shape which involves a lot of lower body workouts. 

And then the disaster begins at that Sunday afternoon, I rush into the gym to get some last-2-hour workout and I wear a “re:re:re party in the gym” graphic white tee for fun. When I start working out abs I saw a huge bald white or Hispanic guy passing in front of me and walking around slowly in Jeans which is weird because everyone else wears workout outfit and he’s staring at every one in the gym when he’s walking around and somehow it makes me feel that he’s looking for someone to fight with or showing his existence or something. And he saw me and looking at me and then walk around for a while and then went to a half bald guy with long hair and long nails and said loudly:“I’m not going to have sex with some chic if she’s looking at me” and then looking at me and I was like too shock to make any respond. My mom always told me that don’t talk to weird people so I just try not to get involved in anything so I didn’t say anything. And that half bald nasty guy which is his friend smile in a very gross way and that makes me a little bit scared too because I don’t know what kind of people they are. And I am a mother of a 4 year old and married for 5 years and I never, never expect people talk to me like that. Usually people are respectful so I don’t know what’s wrong with his brain. And the staff that works in the gym just laughed and seems very amused and he didn’t help me when the huge guy is still talking about me with his friends in the weightlifting area. To be honest why he just shut up and let me concentrate on working out and we all mind our own business? I was very annoyed because no one disturb me working out for skating! But I just remembered what my parents taught me “don’t talk to weird people” and I even didn’t looking at his face because I really want to keep a distance with any troubles like that. 

And I just went home and then come back the next Monday but the disturbs didn’t stop. Apparently someone said something to the people in the gym and they are all laughing at me and showing their abs in front of me and I didn’t expect that unwanted attention so I was confused and a little bit scared because I feel that they wanted to eat me alive! So What I did is that I write a complaint letter to the front desk to express my anger and demand them to let that huge guy to apologize to me. They checked the surveillance camera and they’re like “Oh that Reed(or Red I didn’t hear it clear) we know them let’s just ‘talk’ and see” and just let it go, and those guys continues to disturb me when I was doing late night workout as if I don’t have the right to be there past 8pm. I have to go to the ice rink in the afternoon and the summer course for architecture soon begins at that time so I was trying to figure out a way to work out at night but they just assumed that I staying late is because I want something and that skinny girl who bullied me in the locker room went behind me and call me slut and all I wanted to do is go home and cry—I really confused because I was polite and avoiding talk to weird strangers and totally don’t deserve that humiliation. Of course I was angry and let it out on Facebook by posting something(then deleted) but they insult me Frist and that makes me confused very much because I was just minding my own business. And then I just quit the gym and ask for a full refund of the initial fee and the front desk girl refused to give my money back. 

I really don’t understand why they don’t let me go even I always avoiding any form of contact with them. I am a perfect victim in this case because all my life I’ve only been with 2 men one is my ex boyfriend and one is my husband and I am a very conservative person and totally the most opposite of slut. And why they blame me instead of blame that bald guy? I didn’t do anything wrong. They’re like “it must be your fault, it must be you did something wrong”. No, I didn’t do anything wrong, and I dress probably, and I trained with concentration and determination, and I didn’t talk to anyone. I am a perfect victim. Even I am a perfect victim they still blame me. What happens if those who are not that perfect being a victim? Do they deserve that humiliation?

And why there are people feel so good about themselves? My husband is a MIT graduate, handsome when he was young and tall always, and I didn’t see him feel so good about himself that any women on the street looking at him and he’s yelling to his friend “I am not having sex with her!” And those who are cultured and polite and good looking, I didn’t see them feel so good about themselves too so I was really confused. Really. And I am starting to feel that it is because I am Asian. 

Thanks for reading theses annoying trifles.

I checked online and most English versions advice ppl to react immediately and seeking for alliances fast while most Chinese versions of advices suggest ppl to ignore that person because anyway the rumor will go away in front of the truth. Very different way of thinking.",5.157092800998616,5.333472188751927,5.508757192174915,84.83181632891892,68.25269645608628,7.989717384096272,29.989701780733746,7.488335242417432,1.6990393087710398,5063,176,1039,46,79,1616,430,1298,0.14,0.738,0.122,-0.9642,5,2,5,1,2,0,75.0,3,4,16,15,62,72,10,11,66,0,92,27,19,9,16,220,164,124,0,12,30,7,11,7,4,3,1,11,5,16,56,112,3,7,19,18,5,24,31,40,0,11,42,43,147,31,149,108,29,163,0,0,21,6,117,71,0,24,69,709,203,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065755464847737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04011807840168091,0.0,0.0907495318869906,0.0,0.0,0.09888918626849916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025419901317943246,0.0,0.11966657478314092,0.12945279761524728,0.06797307228692491,0.0,0.03415623553798156,0.05590871014159527,0.0,0.26593628078744114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937936416304509,0.12114491249077945,0.0,0.04058362860493128,0.037121994038352486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038458224881987454,0.03131616993178386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722817703039415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596539869937402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037199714240759886,0.030369507457705967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960471783619552,0.0,0.030630221715664888,0.03473826852153858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705536027457605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184621303558593,0.0,0.0,0.11234954025869656,0.0,0.037987436055344506,0.06974906967206307,0.16528873371318772,0.1219696693502557,0.02907600283952838,0.0,0.0,0.2879732477347409,0.03214815117734233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194829391048948,0.0,0.024367645092856827,0.0,0.07293302558726752,0.0,0.03580184484358024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03231353681085305,0.0,0.0378576019304122,0.05993842290006255,0.05926751517155139,0.08201888553366347,0.0,0.0,0.22304954509636649,0.025678248008655518,0.12432675584223313,0.07287348962172026,0.0,0.0643451507411271,0.24422889148465746,0.0,0.0,0.09272184974018394,0.03281134224391658,0.0,0.0970676046049206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341533305509332,0.04257793365469727,0.0,0.0,0.02672472960398614,0.0,0.05607764029909943,0.0,0.07732681483159738,0.06823244323194001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038147916708063764,0.0,0.1231737000788044,0.05529844834220892,0.0,0.0,0.04036735352310239,0.0,0.03470446969486965,0.22683260307127154,0.0634866683931468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03481754748935035,0.0,0.03919628381136519,0.0,0.0,0.036546298776626136,0.0,0.03866746994518927,0.03636432321456312,0.0,0.13973768467575556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04118254481944668,0.031046531701551614,0.13832576197741747,0.028910545773009583,0.07279436350192374,0.0,0.08690945355921209,0.033095757923955464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061606074627301485,0.11194983522733083,0.0,0.0,0.05146378344413969,0.038749044077924406,0.05806547764283111,0.03039397745202974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629832228990752,0.0,0.03347032556962232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046588972340183964,0.0,0.0,0.0423971853206358,0.0,0.0,0.03473826852153858,0.0,0.04936461812490558,0.0,0.0,0.037846301176509424,0.0,0.0,0.04003932929681138,0.20997380333097931,0.08577126907277631,0.08656949450873222,0.029161375138299687,0.0,0.0,0.1348038879073158,0.1312170731664226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526548730841613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987396125785038,0.0,0.07023328957142295
anxiety,nhoj32,2020/04/16,"Beta blocker for anxiety? ive heard around this sub that beta blocker helps with anxiety? if so which beta blocker works best for anxiety and what dosage are you taking?

thanks",3.6178125,6.776370156250002,4.123750000000001,79.74625000000002,81.8125,6.95,26.75,8.07648339933343,2.4604125000000003,143,6,22,3,4,45,25,32,0.126,0.62,0.254,0.7987,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7425251785833287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880205657776276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395368857603975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168630745910248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432629731660688,0.0,0.0,0.29787358125626395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355420947982797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alphabravobeta,2020/04/16,"I shouldn't be posting here, I don't think it's serious enough. But I really don't know what to do. Hi folks, how's it going? I'm a 17yo guy, and I just got out of school. I'm prepping for this major entrance exam CLAT, where your score determines which college you'll be going to. I think there's a huge array of issues, but they're all somewhat stemming from that.
So, here goes nothing.

I work hard, I really, really do, but there's always that lingering doubt somewhere in my head, asking me what if I'm not good enough.Ivw always been one of the ""bright"" students of the class, but a competition against a 100k other kids, seems really overwhelming. I'd work, and I'd work, and it'll come to a point when I'm exhausted and I don't want to do it anymore but then my mind gets all shitty doing weird things and I end up neither working nor resting. 
Moreover, it has started to harm the relationships I have with people. 


 It's like I'd be having a perfectly normal day, but then out of absolutely nowhere, if anyone mentions my preparation, I snap. I literally snap. I feel awful afterwards and apologize but in those moments I just lose it.

I feel really privileged, you know, my parents, my friends, are all lovely people they really are, and they hold me at really high pedestal. At times, I don't think I deserve to be there. I don't deserve their love, you know. 
I could talk to them, but I start thinking that if I do that, they'll start worrying about me, and I don't want them to be that way. 
School life was amazing for me, I had Amazing friends and my teachers were all supportive as hell, and they always said that they expect great things from me. I honestly, honestly don't think, especially while typing this, that I'm any good at all. 
The fear of what their reaction would be if I don't succeed, really renders me perfectly numb. It's stupid, and kiddish maybe, but that's that. 
Thank you for reading.",4.230673665791777,5.328642706036746,5.2130708661417335,82.82088363954506,70.75853018372703,8.689063867016621,28.284339457567807,9.049649993220411,2.2035116360454947,1505,54,302,29,27,494,184,381,0.154,0.682,0.16399999999999998,0.7519,1,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,5,9,8,12,30,2,3,10,1,34,6,1,1,7,61,66,32,0,11,16,1,3,1,2,5,3,1,0,2,27,15,0,1,11,1,0,3,12,11,0,1,6,5,51,19,31,48,10,29,1,2,1,2,28,12,1,7,13,200,78,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268355879787836,0.0,0.0,0.06338844760167643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244284858313892,0.06517711970476653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714213744839416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029526672072204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744234784635177,0.0,0.0,0.06011506363864806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255958646792516,0.1926291423684753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489122017077868,0.09426319854631043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440331994728812,0.0,0.04870026118686525,0.0,0.1059508792769123,0.15636629820393855,0.07455143487399685,0.10276832821410477,0.0,0.09229612363861173,0.0,0.0,0.08350108076036597,0.0,0.09566405051003447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848529110868956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729078561358864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368327812959362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583952562740472,0.04553945883739878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428218050144997,0.0,0.0,0.1682578350212766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936455946441966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941191684980994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913295414477136,0.08944096765915557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316395090683072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350267689208922,0.0,0.0,0.12924515357215807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811698570637476,0.0,0.08927286664712328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323882958842933,0.0,0.4777201761440225,0.0,0.0,0.10007652719055064,0.0,0.0,0.08866748373538384,0.0,0.0,0.18867428871199984,0.0,0.08485816482721706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793120744519896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577769394060273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492156455968657,0.0,0.08581856353112267,0.0,0.0,0.12385395407225867,0.2986375703389155,0.0,0.0,0.05435360248306097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995959822314526,0.07398862064548324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714424574539177,0.0946629402315196,0.0,0.06621627032376258,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,amphritie,2020/04/16,"Feel like I can’t breathe (literally) Hi everyone. I’ve never been officially diagnosed with anxiety but it is something that’s been in my life for a very long time. 

For as long as I can remember, I get these periods of a few weeks where I feel like I can’t breathe and have shortness of breath. 

Every time I try to take a deep breath it feels incomplete? Like I can’t get enough air. And when I try to yawn I can never “complete” the yawn. It’s been keeping me up at night because I feel like I’m having trouble getting a good breath. 

Does anyone have experience with this? A friend told me that sometimes shortness of breath has to do with anxiety so I wanted to see if anyone can help shed some insight. Thanks in advance!",2.63826132771338,4.600840739726029,3.9036986301369865,87.0782349841939,76.53424657534245,7.232033719704952,26.98419388830348,8.139509932561175,1.7284695468914646,572,23,118,10,13,187,87,146,0.047,0.759,0.193,0.9738,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,6,0,15,10,6,0,2,19,29,8,0,2,2,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,5,14,7,18,25,3,20,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,3,14,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248709279987465,0.0,0.0,0.2055366587513732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959458888489537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410047924272113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917651964121528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861880298067666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186445212637836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383276688425993,0.14044090009281648,0.0,0.14376974115097768,0.0,0.0,0.2972598813845567,0.314996883692609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355251161383036,0.0,0.2303650961412945,0.0,0.0,0.12327564726601438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851423676632756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306381229704872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038127810229279,0.2872182217680945,0.0,0.0,0.2601364797755788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267123438752758,0.0,0.0,0.13792607045288105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664940110348276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712003700724445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314852678121108,0.14536202187725575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050690017264336,0.0,0.0,0.13531482280076454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140459560154034,0.0,0.0,0.14044090009281648,0.0,0.19957273915081256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126975807029199,0.08668965627356448,0.0,0.11789447046929845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Charles_new_game,2020/04/16,"Getting anxious over studies I want to start this by saying I'm not 100% sure if this is really anxiety or that anxiety represents 100% of this. I've never been much productive with my studies, always getting distracted over things. However this past week my productive is nonexistent, I keep getting anxious to do stuff but for some reason I can't act, just stuck thinking about the things I have to do.  I can only do something when I'm too close of my deadlines and i get super nervous during the process and the final product is something that I find bellow averge and I knew I could have done better. 

Does someone experiences that, and if so could you give me some advice on how to get past it, even if just a little.

Thank you for reading.",6.046122766122773,6.719938118881117,6.367505827505827,77.71057498057498,66.4125874125874,9.152758352758351,33.37140637140637,9.150863307647796,2.9783355089355097,593,25,106,10,9,191,91,143,0.08199999999999999,0.812,0.106,0.815,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,8,6,0,2,4,0,14,0,0,2,2,27,29,12,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,1,15,4,14,23,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,6,7,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449185535376519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339876574933258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269005522327724,0.3350770673135247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311606650831023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23681343278269965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297796815424552,0.15176396987956348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795177190277883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450673679867654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245709378357442,0.13554492555307987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387407182087338,0.14226435548584862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181722736885587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486371084486475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901869947571473,0.0,0.1143792941157183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279000780598013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28314121102012746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483416776488134,0.0,0.09500576729768012,0.15247868799604195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793534108710008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565541794425628,0.2283395496204342,0.0,0.0,0.10496859695716226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697697883566728,0.0,0.0,0.13977245122202442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653613782811608,0.0,0.0,0.19704991377109626,0.09502564197467744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747209368678664,0.0,0.11895855410363768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dobby240,2020/04/16,"Mouth tingles? Hey I'm not sure if this is in the right section as I don't really know what this is. But I think anxiety is the best place for it so here goes.

Only just recently have I managed to control my anxiety a LOT and generally function like a semi ""normal"" human being. But I do have this wierd thing every now and again where paranoia sets in and something triggers in my mind is instant worry (almost like a panic attack) but instead the roof of my mouth tingles really suddenly and I end up over thinking recent scenarios for a while until I confront them and realise I'm just being stupid.

A quick example:  
\- My managers Fiancé and I work kinda closely and she is very pretty.   
\- I go to speak with him one day and his mate starts off some joke that they were having before I appeared about him being jealous and throwing punches randomly.   
\- I take this as a personal dig at me for trying to hit on his missus (which I'm not and I'm not sure where I even got this from) and the whole mouth tingly paranoia thing sets in.   
\- I sit on it very uncomforatbly for half an hour (normally I would just ride it out and drive myself nuts) and I ask to talk to my boss privately. I just asked what all that was about half hour ago and explain that I thought it was a dig at me.  
\- He just went, ""What? no you've nothing to worry about""

and that was that. There are a few things I have noticed though leading up to this. 

\# It always happens when there is a girl I find just generally attractive or have an actual interest in and someone questions it. 

\# It's always hinting that sets me off hardcore. Nothing gets me going more than hinting things, Just fucking tell me straight and screw the guessing games. Girls or not, this gets me going.   
\*Also off hand comments from people where they think I need to re-evaluate recent events and think about my actions/words again. (Fair enough if I was a dick and didn't realise and they tell me in this then yeah fair enough I would say something.) 

Anyway.

Does anyone have anything similar to this? I don't really know if it's something I can/shoiuld see a doctor about as it's kinda specific. But generally is instant mouth tingling and a panic'd mind the onset of a slight panic attack?

Would love to hear if you have something similar because I can't find anything online to do with this no matter what I search.",2.8010988142292486,5.093028904347829,3.827272727272728,86.24363636363638,77.34782608695652,6.2687747035573125,25.45454545454545,7.348242739294969,1.332913043478261,1856,69,351,24,44,598,226,460,0.106,0.807,0.087,-0.7351,0,0,4,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,4,4,29,18,7,2,21,1,32,13,6,4,3,84,64,41,0,10,21,0,1,2,1,3,4,3,0,4,34,25,0,1,11,2,0,9,10,9,0,3,9,5,49,9,48,48,10,57,0,0,1,4,30,25,3,15,21,260,83,6,0.0,0.0,0.08072787643949428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333091161213287,0.0,0.08283735304138977,0.0,0.0,0.06615532442905936,0.1376680114707114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656912586526828,0.0,0.0,0.057843393681317176,0.0,0.13615160635556833,0.0,0.1546738176062815,0.18822374898702648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050428523145875495,0.0,0.07039306483876925,0.0,0.08681500924662484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278336272390968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335091989303506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467276276814725,0.07239339299205523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326998621391516,0.17095452157115426,0.0,0.05463922420942527,0.0,0.06969956142176675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512186953615381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647812811398799,0.08644102080530587,0.0,0.14104393801053364,0.0,0.06616291140905252,0.0,0.09113115068227,0.0,0.07315363428908746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323732942328083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293534580662222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092722926238113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083072272901178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033001938518607,0.07466273621163147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670577693845421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133969860509957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621062926568058,0.15875414952306158,0.0941832054076241,0.0,0.0,0.05605674652885903,0.06291625363562148,0.0,0.29118064645541475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735124790218296,0.07223246674816666,0.08643024235551289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416128375569859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926711731886553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898767280245069,0.0,0.24504350886513826,0.0,0.0,0.07064688148040564,0.0,0.06578641119702193,0.0,0.0,0.06592128576708428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700928060903254,0.2547436479244772,0.0,0.0,0.058553332856334725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593507196993325,0.0,0.06219906628841725,0.0664913941223033,0.1446109680835489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219835827567738,0.21202790951662925,0.08127710357287879,0.06567458009603393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056164990658544266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651393187593358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668710295593238,0.0,0.09235974809411757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060224941664547414,0.1680229425186564,0.0,0.17629685738471548,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jinkiesandyikes,2020/04/16,"random deep feelings of uneasiness? does anyone else get random feelings that something bad is going to happen, you’re uneasy and uncomfortable, but there’s no real prompt or insight of what you’re uneasy about? idk if this is an anxiety thing but it hits out of nowhere :/",2.865428571428573,5.928321200000003,3.479714285714288,82.83700000000002,87.0,5.257142857142857,23.142857142857146,6.868970318607317,1.2664857142857142,220,8,35,3,7,69,41,50,0.301,0.6559999999999999,0.043,-0.9063,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,8,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25478757427328125,0.0,0.0,0.2328810894923219,0.34125609582288113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27808855319731346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914602888779145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782262564923287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33680709543368226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400845473274884,0.0,0.18928387991401494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945210674778933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37909160423673866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564034304277952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126816813117195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coronajoiner2020,2020/04/16,How many medications are you on? I am on 3...this seems like a lot for anxiety...,-2.250196078431376,-0.6155469999999994,1.8905882352941177,91.60098039215687,107.23529411764706,6.972549019607843,17.43137254901961,7.793537801064563,0.9895254901960792,59,2,15,2,3,22,16,17,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639477533572025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324276140674162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044659765771657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823362330167991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479268475918029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331052956811157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Wolfgang_Irish,2020/04/16,"Hole in Heart? Does anyone every take breathes in and out and just feel like air going though your heart? 

I have been looked at severely the last year and don’t have heart issues but was diagnosed with anxiety issues but when my anxiety gets bad, it feels like this?",6.741176470588236,7.0157925294117645,5.847843137254902,83.41529411764708,64.88235294117646,9.937254901960783,26.803921568627448,9.725611199111238,2.0636745098039206,213,5,42,4,3,64,41,51,0.192,0.7240000000000001,0.084,-0.7499,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,10,11,7,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,2,5,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,5,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694817633255266,0.0,0.0,0.12315594043500773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706328181427966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787707816099013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413473912574618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839922916863338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781157700427459,0.25165818873661683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920219625087279,0.0,0.10010015966009192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6261535874836768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676731421141941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357149693272456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720988870151319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790694127793974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897959273576574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324297212769446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730492885929074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342355632864258
anxiety,whatshappening9090,2020/04/16,"I hit myself during anxiety attacks If this is the wrong thread, I’m sorry!! On mobile and throwaway because I’m so embarrassed by this :/ I figured it’d be best to have a trigger warning for this, just in case. 

I have really bad anxiety that I felt like for awhile I had under control. I recently went back to school and finished. I had some terrible anxiety regarding it, because the last time I’d been in college I had a really bad breakdown and wanted to avoid that. I didn’t have a breakdown this time around, but my anxiety did flare back up during this time because I had so much to do. During some bad panic attacks, I started hitting myself. I just get so overwhelmed by my emotions and what’s happening that I don’t know how to let it out, and I guess it’s just a reaction. The first time it happened I was driving and pulled over onto the side of the road. I finished school and hadn’t hit myself in a few weeks, but with everything in the world going on my whole life has been messed up by it, and I’ve started doing it again. 

I just feel so stupid and alone. I don’t feel afraid of myself, but I don’t know what to do. Going to see a therapist/getting on medication is out of the question, I’m on my mom’s insurance and she’s told me she’s not okay with it, and I can’t pay for that out of pocket. I don’t even know what exactly I’m posting this for, i don’t know if I’m looking for advice or just want to know that I’m not the only person like this. I have no idea and just wanted to get my thoughts out.",3.311529311809686,3.950668520249224,4.914784763523084,85.81401231945627,72.52024922118379,7.954743698668933,27.6750212404418,8.150884317080207,1.6683383177570097,1189,42,257,17,22,403,138,321,0.18600000000000005,0.779,0.035,-0.9911,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,16,18,3,5,14,1,29,2,0,3,1,56,63,23,0,5,14,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,23,19,0,2,12,0,1,5,11,14,0,1,14,5,35,4,41,43,6,42,0,1,2,0,6,21,0,7,17,184,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215991020827717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827682184581516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199057605317045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306698358666186,0.0,0.23786946918603386,0.0,0.16077690416746715,0.2618714737938765,0.1911885099053864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971325498515408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725581580012445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759876143392894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905081494433793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395807144496136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572192376777684,0.0,0.1003793454360576,0.0,0.0,0.08892570264239899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638609355528849,0.0,0.11883037022703576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516781785383608,0.0,0.1848971370618472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801828650271665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872752757768388,0.08521791669712568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690408001941314,0.07384304178758977,0.10215055864602274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779125153690026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531782712843728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244153623850193,0.0,0.0,0.07685241314921439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951098591979852,0.0,0.1226607272503282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128443469994067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012496231560873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711403525785595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394807523907248,0.0,0.10322531861667678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160971700265216,0.08330862251903183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702927749599475,0.14799461046299212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138450120510084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299684599065134,0.2438435150445311,0.0,0.0,0.0998969794668167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498958936511314,0.0,0.08385948457991363,0.0,0.0,0.09691402159245947,0.0,0.11672046897130828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430326174540477,0.0,0.0
anxiety,emiloma,2020/04/16,"This has been such a vital resource for me lately! www.theanxioustruth.com


I recently found this website and have been binging the podcast ever since. He spells out how anxiety works and discusses how to deal with it. I know there's thousands of resources out there but for some reason, this one really speaks to me. I hope you guys will find this as helpful as I have!",4.8082843137254905,7.269667573529414,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,71.79411764705881,7.4745098039215705,27.509803921568626,8.344100000000001,2.040227450980392,297,11,52,5,6,90,52,68,0.02,0.84,0.141,0.855,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,1,15,9,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,7,2,10,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542404671662854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903183366835649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25472428853027146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573782750832033,0.0,0.0,0.30876103681772826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27882933118860204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887512603987711,0.0,0.0,0.2796934005863421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476058280819566,0.0,0.31765827108011546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908201719883868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804008553640576,0.2895327991308892,0.2780470826540682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329433139458271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050089318063284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,blumberries,2020/04/16,"Is unemployment checks lifes new META?? I work hard at my call center job 40+ hours a week, im 22. I make $15.50 a hour. Thats 620$ a week roughly before taxes. Dont hate the job but i dont love it ether, its work ya know? But My plan was to go outta highschool and just work up in the company.

I considered myself above average financially with this job because everyone else i know in my area was making about 12-14 a hour at restaurants and stuff..

But with recent COVID19 stuff goin on... those people lost their jobs, and everyone on my timeline basically just got a pay-grade raise by filing for unemployment 640$ a WEEK for unemployment

And these are kids, young 20’s who are in their words “big chillen” because they just got a raise and get paid for being unemployed, they are not out looking for replacement jobs...

Makes me wonder if it working right now is just honestly for the chumps.

I just want somebody who knows economics or taxes or life lessons to just give me some kinda reassurance that being employed is the right thing to do right now...cuz at a quick glance right now being unemployed sounds just like a paid vacation.

-how low can people just get free stuff like this before the people who are deemed essential decide , “hey i want the same for less work as well??”",3.1292309024770475,5.335374796812751,3.803935562099429,87.22758357872858,75.93227091633466,7.23374328771869,23.263641087822624,8.18289091462,1.281493538887926,1018,31,204,18,23,322,148,251,0.083,0.815,0.102,0.5956,16,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,4,8,14,10,1,0,15,0,16,3,0,4,0,39,37,13,0,3,15,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,16,8,0,0,6,0,6,1,3,3,1,0,7,5,19,8,24,27,3,31,0,2,2,1,14,18,0,6,14,118,35,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065210305977816,0.0,0.15445902793348426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267543408413867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127385420931052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581778294712799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344887837861622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483601884465892,0.08706462942352973,0.05158062471759099,0.0,0.1451770711347559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130254207625515,0.08960605871277283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681390047472004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803566204807476,0.0,0.4503232049162657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963687981963006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282120124400481,0.08868085860787787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621498763928318,0.0,0.0990745413466569,0.0,0.08191384822153157,0.0,0.1817476934894968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765593654692212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876329696752991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961389938864593,0.0,0.0,0.31003192331485685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116931924396569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060296472935293825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706442096098917,0.0,0.21840500512770475,0.0,0.0816035468073898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984246331647498,0.330369403866811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kouks,2020/04/16,"Did anyone else start having weirded dreams lately? Ever since the lockdown I've been either sleeping and having the shittiest most fucked up dreams, or barely sleeping at all x_x

Edit: typo in the title thanks to sleep deprivation: weird*",6.096219512195122,9.277777097560977,5.675792682926829,72.62637195121951,70.70731707317074,6.051219512195122,24.88414634146341,7.1686216300943375,1.6868487804878043,195,6,25,2,4,60,36,41,0.21899999999999997,0.627,0.153,-0.6801,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,4,4,3,0,2,6,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,2,3,17,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357415925990755,0.2543497200820505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737144720494605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245459716888592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294925305090551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800238860465433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053454858199461,0.0,0.7452534458236991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570451655028804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285446960725117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MegiChan99,2020/04/16,"Really panicking over the mix of meds I have. Story short I suffer extreme anxiety, alongside OCD & depression, I’ve started on Sertraline 50mg and Propanalol 40mg, I’ve heard bad things about these two having bad interactions with each other, I have noticed my heart beating much slower, it is normally 100 resting, it is now in the 60-70 region. I’m panicking. Can anyone help or does anyone take the same combo? Thank you😭",4.300529100529101,6.540898876543213,5.3845855379188725,77.06777777777779,72.58024691358024,8.579188712522045,28.855379188712522,9.23628265651192,2.8711008818342147,343,14,58,8,7,113,66,81,0.276,0.667,0.057,-0.9642,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,6,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,4,1,6,10,4,6,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581593608075189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822716018059797,0.0,0.0,0.3331999948047589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978816171059812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521676503697076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850676830742956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823444425547131,0.159703594376523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646580180601628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515173748769014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334485082628905,0.0,0.2712655806937197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263826566970476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686447575242596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914516460032112,0.0,0.0,0.2193618332034912,0.0,0.0,0.15829226974265714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274968225977766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PoetryNerd,2020/04/16,"I get anxious way too easily I'm 19 femal. I haven't been digonsed with anxiety just know that I have it. Like the title says I get anxious way too easily. I cannot stand social activities as my stomach knots up. I have been suffering with anxiety since an early age of 4. I use to have separation anxiety from my mum but it's eased of and been replaced with more anxiety. I am exhausted mentally. I feel like I cannot cope anymore. With the covid 19 going around and being in lock down my brain just shuts off and I cannot work from home. Hell I barely was able to work at college without support. Today I tried to clap for the NHS in the UK. I got very anxious and just stood there watching. Even this made me feel like a failure. I wanted to join in but was too self conscious and my stomach knotted up. When I feel anxious I just pick up a book or my phone and escape into a world where I don't need to use my brain. I know I need help. I did try and get counselling from my locol councling but it fell trough as I haf to move to college which meant I lost my place. I was gutted as I need help. I feel like a burden to my mum. She tried to help but I wasn't coping. She left my room to answer the door to my aunt. And burst out crying (don't worry they were at a safe social distance and she was only dropping a few things off). I felt horrible. I just wanted to cry but instead I felt numb and depressed. When I feel this way I got and block my door to prevent anyone form entering. Its what I do when I feel vulnerable. I am not entirely sure what I should do. I guess I'm looking on how to get through this time. I know I'm not the only one feeling like this but that doesn't help me. I guess I am also looking for people who feel the same way as I do.

Sorry its a long post and if there is any speeling and grammar mistakes please ignore them as I'm not good at the stuff",0.7850499999999982,2.7313234050000013,2.735500000000002,93.2615,82.45,5.5,21.0,6.6274283507984215,0.2597499999999999,1462,44,329,15,40,489,189,400,0.19,0.687,0.124,-0.982,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,3,19,18,1,0,16,0,29,7,5,5,1,73,69,31,0,8,17,3,10,5,0,1,2,1,4,1,17,20,0,4,16,1,0,4,12,9,0,1,18,14,60,9,48,49,4,41,1,3,3,0,18,22,1,4,13,217,77,5,0.0791011363063334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325715012572143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379148518185002,0.0,0.242048611060056,0.3574470751314511,0.07844707210650183,0.055309353698415734,0.0,0.0,0.07041678172740502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766060568685877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377776785859067,0.0,0.0,0.06812969279261451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052245554509749235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199672899175745,0.22603947032959584,0.1518989911374689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530831576422492,0.0,0.0449549986492908,0.06634628020575986,0.12652880946099082,0.0,0.17427763916477432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120792971429727,0.0,0.07934488922768504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041574752159632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594361604363243,0.0,0.0,0.19322409823273695,0.0,0.0,0.07000201646350901,0.13285006473414065,0.0,0.08634823437683402,0.0,0.0,0.074847407758515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971534061097002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840719895539356,0.0,0.17595747085286234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360097711466953,0.12031995718936457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483876815291187,0.0,0.08264385162146656,0.08682929403893311,0.0,0.0,0.07575702300781703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290439847793255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251973648431674,0.0,0.0,0.0654332773611872,0.0,0.0,0.16126729404664222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854724598952653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055187628969796,0.0,0.08976303208955247,0.07455188484522328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525512801406359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046124508694710735,0.0,0.07497862816530322,0.0,0.0,0.16111343765113445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663596906225967,0.0,0.06526672159387989,0.0933117992664971,0.2511472005805536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625067266867372,0.0,0.11517313864199452,0.08033104357961074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mor3ofme,2020/04/16,"New to this... Help, please? Hi all... Due to the current situation of isolation I've been a little unstable of course. However, we also experienced my first sizable earthquake (5.7) in Utah a couple weeks ago, and then two aftershocks in the last two days over 4.0. Based on my own research and conferring with a friend in the psychiatric field we determined that it was the perfect storm for developing anxiety, possibly a temporary form called earthquake anxiety.
I was making good progress from the time of the original earthquake and my first anxiety attack, but since the most recent aftershocks I've relapsed hard and now it's just a constant fight or flight response feeling.
I'm so new to anxiety that it's just overwhelming, and I'm becoming so frustrated that, even though I'm aware it's anxiety, I can't get rid of the feeling.

Anyone have any tips or tricks that can help? I do meditate daily for 5-10 minutes, and I try to work out at least 2-3 times a week, with daily walks. I don't know what more I can do.

TLDR: I'm new to anxiety (thanks to earthquakes and isolation), any help or advice?",6.3167802197802185,6.922980223809527,6.892857142857146,74.41598901098902,65.80952380952381,11.223443223443224,35.201465201465204,11.051253699011982,4.108542124542127,877,40,160,25,13,288,127,210,0.135,0.745,0.12,-0.5094,2,2,0,0,1,0,36.0,2,0,0,5,8,9,4,1,14,0,10,0,0,2,2,26,20,16,0,0,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,4,3,4,11,4,22,17,6,28,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,4,19,97,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705706431142575,0.10618630131706863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579574369276288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629221461002323,0.0,0.5498325484205633,0.0,0.0,0.08375971190885788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627802577090695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229826237008813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223186308728882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294500608221435,0.0,0.0,0.13254497463931111,0.0,0.07725441741770593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911993725539546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113849752199198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037860384162052,0.0,0.0,0.09254919017445716,0.0,0.06258515051562878,0.0,0.0,0.100473879093944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730800164609057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408774417351031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583326152721583,0.09764455680280096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006070401618507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996052478429637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470807852887736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149306885064665,0.0,0.13504483710011927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827783261795335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909124035167348,0.13464859102436338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028621992440042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769272767011875,0.0,0.13970062211438367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132931243352727,0.0,0.23403417331240306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217607101613585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720829540780488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Simplywilldraw,2020/04/16,"Anxiety getting in the way of my life. A few years ago, I was kicked out of art school. Ever since I've been trying to figure out my life and what to do. I've gone down a couple of different career paths but I'm constantly worry if this one is right for me. Now unemployed I worry all the time about what I should do next. I keep thinking I should go back to art but when I try to motivate myself, I freak out and just leave it.
Even living day to day, I find it hard to get out of bed. I just lie there breaking down what I need to get done. By the time I've gotten out of my head I'm worn out. If I didn't have a pet I doubt Id get out of bed at all.
And when I do manage to keep busy, when I sit down to relax it comes back worse. I have trouble spleeping even with pills. 
I know what I need or should be doing, I just always stress, what if I fuck it up, or regret doing it, or on bad days thinking what's the point? So most of the time I end up doing nothing. And that stresses me more because I'm wasting my life!
If anyone's got any advice I'd appreciate it, because I just can't get over this on my own.
Thanks (sorry if it's a bit ranty)",0.8006677827380955,1.9151977460937533,2.9924107142857146,95.32104166666667,79.3515625,5.8136904761904775,18.83110119047619,6.1826913282559595,-0.3193305059523812,877,17,219,6,21,300,133,256,0.17800000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.077,-0.9796,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,16,10,1,3,9,0,18,6,1,1,3,46,41,18,0,11,14,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,0,16,13,0,2,6,3,0,3,2,8,0,1,8,1,29,2,37,29,7,43,0,1,0,1,0,19,1,10,18,145,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564109036332128,0.10490182491921092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984688811224806,0.0,0.0,0.0804756839332601,0.0,0.09053025518026672,0.0,0.0,0.0827465174411738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199327373389496,0.0988094798401008,0.1442786947464526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919731392800998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193997093222316,0.0,0.12788417571488475,0.0,0.0,0.1309416520876528,0.0,0.22895974159574056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364076692867493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110354765705825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481466951207824,0.0,0.0,0.1563257351021476,0.1070458715855018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081611884850955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940400206664236,0.30914046447145777,0.0,0.06725570506726129,0.0,0.09464780944615096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600995666565463,0.0,0.12145162381950113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037317209550888,0.0,0.0,0.06503691332055586,0.0,0.0,0.12530563617722806,0.0,0.0,0.2507624522374329,0.0,0.0,0.10449694109286667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549614977388844,0.0,0.0,0.1258565985780723,0.0,0.0,0.11355102256570775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019067103671479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187014289130927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106224822820263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197670316847924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789258894478327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247264241401066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711175751108743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895214910034144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165578985124534,0.0,0.0,0.20701611253586816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069103430256296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393328082649434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403613007258247,0.12059920828668733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620748336488795
anxiety,krizanex,2020/04/16,"Anxiety Problem 20M 

Most of the times I block it , but when it comes back I hate  it don't want life anymore. Its behind me on my shoulders judging me. 

From young age I feel like that   , something is behind me and holding me become better  and better  I know life have ups and downs , but some pepole have  anxiety and depression when I try to tell them somehow  they say grow up u know how that feels. 

Don't have any plans for future. I never thought  about suicide. Just don't want to live dont have energy,  didn't cry  for 2Y or more. 

Don't feel almost anything  than  pain.

I had a gf  4y ago but can't start a new relationship its hard . I tried  last year but it hurted.

And how are u with pepole , who you do everything  to possible is to help them and they don't give a fuck,  they be like yeah thanks but I can  read them,  its easy .

Well  I can say I wish u the best.  Be safe and just keep breathing. 

Greetings  from young man.

Don't know what exactly to write but I try.",0.1726897689768947,2.398572861386139,1.7707178217821775,97.35841996699672,87.71287128712869,4.950825082508251,17.822607260726077,6.42735559955562,-0.2658026402640261,746,19,172,8,24,241,120,202,0.11900000000000001,0.627,0.255,0.9898,0,0,1,0,0,2,21.0,0,1,6,4,10,14,2,0,5,1,22,6,2,2,2,42,39,18,1,4,9,0,4,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,11,9,0,4,7,1,0,2,10,6,1,0,3,6,24,8,19,34,4,20,0,2,0,1,17,4,1,5,16,109,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189730573832872,0.0,0.13439643583051095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127046331105007,0.0,0.205347452301815,0.0,0.13310472080015412,0.0,0.0,0.11044709877224328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320266695069548,0.0,0.0,0.14822937201350292,0.0,0.0,0.14084983876186255,0.23740363918899746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561390872570955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742832747593776,0.0,0.0,0.1155987533231291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729839597319648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062333958817585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358865369048068,0.09588286656253013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240791437695212,0.0,0.12875077942696728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022983077078,0.132509033542503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996115111659041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436793995566937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192960155597806,0.0,0.0,0.2212823397441589,0.10940273194917216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959934295769248,0.13114085182025995,0.0,0.11851386359192735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351449748190747,0.12962520172131994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281369223368842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513066841423788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842515170185287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134250821673237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409614604603266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346551685548232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033248802457688,0.0,0.0,0.09499771483471962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680888055239447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730938989997622,0.12356668053134655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655132214524336,0.0782615550459137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733685089813555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832638051634448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206749552030712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434005283391958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642973845678373
anxiety,sassy-batch,2020/04/16,"Anyone else have irrational anxiety about minor cuts and burns? So forgive me if this is a little trivial compared to what others are posting about, and while I definitely struggle with anxiety on a regular basis, this is more of a specific curiosity that I've had about myself for a while and haven't found any information about. I have a problem with getting physically sick and anxious when I get even the tiniest of cuts/burns (bruises aren't really an issue), and if they become infected my anxiety increases pretty drastically. No matter how much I try to talk myself out of it and prove to myself it's not a big deal, I still get these (what feels like) anxiety attacks and feel sick to my stomach, dizzy, can't breath right, etc. The worst part hands down for me is the cleaning/re bandaging. Right now I have a little 2rd degree burn on the side of my finger that is giving me a lot of anxiety. I guess what I'm hoping for is that others here have dealt with the same thing so I don't feel totally alone in this irrational feeling! My family and friends all know that I'm this way and it's been sort of a running joke, but it's always been a stressor for me as long as I can remember. If anyone has experienced anything like this I'd love to hear how you feel about it",8.026133069828724,6.408212822134388,8.490207509881426,71.74371706192359,63.07114624505928,11.91159420289855,36.10309617918313,10.864195022040775,3.773374440052701,1016,38,194,22,12,340,142,253,0.139,0.755,0.107,-0.4619,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,14,12,2,1,16,0,19,8,4,2,3,40,36,22,0,5,5,0,7,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,21,13,0,0,11,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,9,22,7,30,32,10,22,0,0,0,1,10,12,0,7,8,143,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749115586830706,0.0,0.0,0.10242639475908466,0.0,0.0,0.08371004196546693,0.0,0.470843557326544,0.13906434056678196,0.0,0.1721442828181826,0.12612721367979451,0.10129817399611256,0.0,0.0,0.1400403754715497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595073917262426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690739078077448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028315770281527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728546591549312,0.08130427233483171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604470326420285,0.0,0.31120719171477634,0.08794037515033536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496928235715802,0.0951042786854468,0.0,0.19293898471685594,0.11808566274269315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560499806620152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138739034693234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226289283857013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848107273022036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765077943150097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027775263776888,0.2467506551359877,0.0,0.10893679020048412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046524933716168,0.11109966376804896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904903082361824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330183360281214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789270278975225,0.1252336949056097,0.0,0.11778700850620098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885895913569584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944467277626935,0.21024798117461774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830525972837584,0.0,0.0,0.12868749761570986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894054122953372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817800410425542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357464371534487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770850641618513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RobToronto1982,2020/04/16,"Tools To Manage Anxiety Hey everyone. I thought this video had some great tools to manage anxiety. Especially during these times we are in. 
https://youtu.be/2AW_7tyrDJo",7.6343999999999985,11.444099640000005,5.7120000000000015,63.01600000000002,92.6,10.0,29.0,8.841846274778883,4.7202,141,6,17,5,5,41,21,25,0.11900000000000001,0.737,0.14400000000000002,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,10,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6559958367974864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096956711873973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727060873496009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403851518440761,0.2500116447315813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mucers,2020/04/16,Anxiety attacks/Panic attacks every night Hello people! I have been experiencing constant anxiety/panic attacks every night. My chest feels super heavy and tight. I vomit consistently without anything coming out. Its like I’m choking. My face and body also becomes numb. Pease. I don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t sleep. I haven’t been sleeping at night because of this. I sleep during the day and I am awake at night. What are the things I should do? Will these problem go away? Any help would be much appreciated! Seriously,2.1892912371134017,5.020436659793816,3.5620038659793813,80.32279961340208,94.77319587628868,4.899226804123711,24.61920103092784,6.6274283507984215,1.4499902061855667,424,18,68,6,16,138,68,97,0.17800000000000002,0.701,0.121,-0.5919,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,2,0,14,8,6,0,0,12,19,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,3,10,2,7,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180608626202422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039448709863552,0.0,0.11293769858817128,0.0,0.14641078493923568,0.0,0.0,0.12148815104600492,0.0,0.0,0.3359043034374889,0.13870466033547185,0.0,0.0,0.0899947962563648,0.16304740040085647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398532287239093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271714708889926,0.0,0.15953721175672306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521010861203504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24877182348430174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464692564961475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390238746258354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895428704435516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113441521926702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212529704875059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085261441693782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541686730565789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234909824892154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126341390129665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432143734135343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807981315741766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231150427652428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048731866492804,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,killinmelaaaars,2020/04/16,"Listen to music to control negative thought spirals Whoever needs to see this. I frequently have negative thought spirals. I find myself spending hours ruminating on negative shit. Its very distracting and detrimental. The other day I asked myself, ""Why can't I just ruminate on positive thoughts?""

Music is the answer to that question. A playlist of my ""Liked"" songs on Spotify gives me something else to focus on. I also have a playlist of specifically upbeat songs for when I'm really down. Songs I know I really like. I can sing along when I know the words. I can dance when I'm really feeling it. I can have it on in the background while I work. 

Music can be a great antidote for negative thoughts. Be well friends.",3.140681818181818,6.136757689393942,4.344166666666666,78.61125000000001,81.95454545454547,8.451515151515151,30.21969696969697,9.017664075816787,3.4677333333333333,573,29,96,17,16,187,79,132,0.149,0.727,0.125,-0.6605,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,1,7,0,11,1,1,1,0,16,25,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,0,1,10,5,1,1,5,2,1,0,4,6,16,5,17,19,0,15,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,1,9,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423980960097051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646624681967456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971444940052335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483685521459565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487500197992048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003474859975027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274770388017293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375721713727708,0.0,0.0,0.1708156694530602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631671187622152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753576391302098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571915691057426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398661581718025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203255167377825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994729635284441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422179861026925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189433217594674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278062432807066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370827319950307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654532113701904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469218399705453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010134735474202,0.0,0.1606754921748527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963305825101595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OptimalWhole6,2020/04/16,"Insomnia I can't sleep and I feel like my whole life is at a standstill. This whole isolation thing seems to be getting to me. 3 weeks in already, not bad in staving off this storm in my head. But now it feels too real and if the numbness crawling it's way through my legs to my gut is not proof enough, I don't know what is. Fuck this shit.",0.8822309197651705,2.7067241506849307,1.8935812133072432,100.0609589041096,81.46575342465755,5.267318982387477,22.757338551859107,6.1826913282559595,0.08619138943248528,265,9,65,2,7,83,55,73,0.163,0.767,0.07,-0.802,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,6,9,5,0,1,12,12,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,8,1,9,11,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,3,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557614922498402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193516403057316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23947805695638244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234377491928848,0.1655749378207489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142655643392992,0.1210890914936396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23786059217247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273735025435954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370442679976546,0.11323002307059216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638024573024028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099266891645688,0.0,0.0,0.2379062804609253,0.0,0.0,0.2319351451817319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397620475749774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396646417258775,0.18591012128627826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175208660475064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ol-gill,2020/04/16,"Did I make a mistake telling my employer I find her tone in emails difficult to deal with? (I have anxiety and Autism) 
I decided today was finally the day that I bring up the tone of emails I receive from my boss which in turn causes me a lot of anxiety, paranoia and even panic attacks at times. So I contacted our HR because I didn’t know where to start; I basically gave a couple of  examples and just asked if she could be more mindful of the effects a badly worded email can have on my day, week, hell sometimes it goes on for months, a spiral of anxiety and self hatred.

I said I strictly didn’t want to raise a complaint or cause any issues, just that I hoped that HR could bring it up with her and ask that she takes it on board in the future. I explained that we have a great relationship on a personal level and she’s someone I can trust deeply, it’s simply the work side of things.

My HR proceeded to call her and report back to me that she was taken back and HR need to take these accusations seriously.

I don’t want an investigation, report or anything on it. Just a conversation on my behalf (because I can’t confront people on these kinds of things, especially a boss) to help me be able to work at the standard I’m happy with, without unnecessary stress which this is.

All I want to do now is run away and hope they forget about it. I feel like I’ve made a massive mistake and I’m so scared to open my laptop for work tomorrow morning",6.10007252559727,5.52094758020478,6.9361753412969325,77.95020157849832,66.37201365187714,10.055375426621161,32.30567406143345,9.516144504307137,2.722208361774745,1143,41,233,20,16,382,159,293,0.153,0.753,0.094,-0.9408,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,1,4,11,18,3,3,18,0,19,0,0,7,1,50,43,15,0,11,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,19,15,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,11,0,0,9,2,37,7,40,30,3,37,1,0,0,0,28,19,1,6,15,159,56,9,0.11678386948828465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941703594155816,0.0,0.268018021521091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610317395829547,0.0,0.21835430661596744,0.132858511009723,0.10972228967414584,0.17959917399686845,0.09750965295723034,0.14238072578274202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924938796691305,0.0,0.0,0.23993840712372724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648483399289464,0.1292191303240889,0.0,0.15063186906294598,0.12039904147992045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713464438210721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590494333759373,0.08343041969695104,0.0,0.1279310206739727,0.10673834099410924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875462839411067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243186006575082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827776601968045,0.0,0.0,0.2319854661854113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189201834393015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161242888602758,0.06418136050872268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705469965087391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928546960824604,0.0,0.11050372102564823,0.07795413972503842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791841684423028,0.0,0.0932157704424435,0.0,0.0,0.0865937594625259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702070835415298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096323064268279,0.1019711702733348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253821706873302,0.0,0.0,0.11108820312037854,0.0,0.11692102646852665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183104549182665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895059363944284,0.0,0.11550223307972415,0.0,0.08266022390708537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337755279273223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561387184661287,0.0,0.10207424939017204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517202730487006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809761344961944,0.0,0.11069745309545326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702731467093106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664645596974368,0.0,0.09367697580908634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257548274460526,0.0,0.2550601436299317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,weukke,2020/04/16,"Made a dumb mistake, now I’m worried sick Almost 9 weeks ago I went and visited a prostitute. She gave me a blowjob without condom and then we had sex with condom. 
Immediately after I regretted doing it and while I still show no symptoms whatsoever after 9 weeks and I was tested (all negative) after 3 weeks, I’m still so worried I mide have caught something. 
My doctor says retesting isn’t necessary but I’m so worried about HIV and herpes. I don’t know which test they used for HIV that they could already be certain I don’t have it and herpes wasn’t on the test because there’s really no point in testing for it unless you have symptoms. 
I just keep reading about these two diseases and it controls my life at the moment..",4.206433566433564,5.812715937062942,5.240839160839162,80.64279720279723,71.44755244755245,7.437762237762238,29.78321678321679,8.00094639256281,2.133984615384616,581,24,106,8,11,191,93,143,0.138,0.8420000000000001,0.02,-0.8898,1,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,1,1,2,1,9,4,1,0,5,0,12,10,0,3,2,24,22,13,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,1,2,0,3,8,3,0,1,7,1,16,1,13,13,1,20,0,1,0,5,8,4,1,1,13,75,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423499013688118,0.0,0.16293326424314286,0.0,0.17955750944891405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918815106287864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249612766487933,0.1299128500949467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654334214911834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462652306396298,0.0,0.0,0.08942264406313181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492879128658705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396269001784704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538160939427521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275673136250465,0.0,0.10423792147318243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939566905061256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526418510983314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25988514320445394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382415916717282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894666383855666,0.0,0.0,0.14053152928083584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39155493736603175,0.0,0.0,0.1508363021174391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684923541528745,0.0,0.0,0.4957279322763477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Markuk2048,2020/04/16,"If it's fight or flight that cause a lot of the problems, have you tried fighting ? I'm usually a healthy person, some health problems, but nothing major. I've had some recent issues with my health so I've had to stop sport for a while , and I've started developing symptoms of anxiety. 

I'm not trying to be little anyone's experience, but I think using that energy and translating it into force, by boxing , running , weight training, can really help you. 

I've always been a person to over think things, just my nature I think. But I've never had these kind of problems that are associated with anxiety before. But now that I can't exercise, I seem to be developing them. Maybe if a lack of exercise has triggered them in me. Someone with the symptoms can stop some of them if they take up some sports.",4.324139784946237,5.996989709677424,5.510725806451617,78.55942204301077,71.25806451612901,8.263440860215054,27.755376344086017,8.841846274778883,2.260086021505376,635,23,116,12,12,211,93,155,0.151,0.794,0.055,-0.8992,0,0,0,0,3,0,20.0,0,2,4,0,3,6,2,0,7,0,12,7,0,3,1,35,21,12,0,7,10,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,8,6,1,2,4,4,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,1,13,1,18,15,7,14,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,10,8,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182898939837702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750656990358705,0.0,0.0,0.09940274190246697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209691065922338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146039190644981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906138749002742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022224051775998,0.0,0.0,0.09528796770845002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483798439643006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480394981344318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248333598539065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086076421202735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428205007659975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964384037982138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640795211574444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482601656709377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40808854343557294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107240314152096,0.0,0.14036749411577484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941864100232678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204531177994607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062275850400866,0.0,0.0,0.23770703577994576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29552080625362903,0.10688788017703983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444589363577206,0.27327436494197904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930368782006295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278203467488988,0.15657099003879427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731146099362896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,idrawrocks,2020/04/16,"My Anxiety Makes Me Cry Too Much I have always been a crier. I hate confrontation, and any strong emotion brings on the tears, even when they're inappropriate for the situation or how I'm feeling.

Like this morning, my boyfriend confronted me about leaving dishes to soak overnight. For context, our dish habits are foreign to each other. He likes things rinsed thoroughly and set on the counter to prepare for washing, while I grew up soaking things in the basin before washing to make it easier and save counter space. I usually accommodate him, but yesterday, I felt like shit. Depression and anxiety had me at the throat all day and I just wasn't thinking about it when I left the pots to soak.  

Naturally, he was upset and talked to me about it. He was perfectly reasonable and kind. I knew I messed up and apologized. He apologized for ambushing me, gave me a hug, and it was fine...except it WASN'T and I was holding back tears the whole time and immediately started crying when he went to the bedroom. It's like I can't NOT cry because if I hold it back, it just eats at me for the rest of the day.

I hate that my anxiety makes me so uber sensitive. I'm learning to live with it, but it's still embarrassing and hard to explain to people. Especially since I'm a bartender - if you're in the service industry culture, you know that there's a lot of pressure to be tough and impervious to negativity. I've been denied promotions at other jobs because some nights, I've had to remove myself for like \~15 minutes just to screw my head back on. It SUUUUCKS...

Thanks for reading my vent, if you did. If you deal with this too, then you're not alone and I love you.",4.557153209109728,6.0611490993788815,5.3269720496894415,80.76739389233957,70.42857142857143,8.844927536231882,30.497412008281568,9.2995712137729,2.6563412008281566,1318,55,257,28,24,428,174,322,0.18899999999999997,0.6829999999999999,0.129,-0.9631,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,4,0,3,19,24,6,3,15,0,15,11,3,5,2,48,35,28,0,4,12,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,19,17,3,2,8,1,0,4,6,12,0,0,15,3,34,12,38,19,7,33,0,1,0,3,19,12,2,7,21,170,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210871369982025,0.0,0.0,0.09810214071524456,0.0,0.0,0.08017595792071841,0.0,0.2705792448774132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719731789202971,0.0,0.14374133891724414,0.0,0.1003241098410062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38852242942218995,0.15207133145081433,0.121549594100849,0.10154698952865517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064100580348235,0.0,0.1326214904223668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787175546013042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961371926642225,0.0842276942173093,0.11320236911534955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561513005408506,0.2328034352408625,0.12099928580701125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699743363250688,0.0,0.0,0.12277457683232701,0.06479468792097111,0.0,0.0,0.12483894416735895,0.12809855909674045,0.0,0.0,0.2879996177239565,0.0,0.10410774960115417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023425753773252,0.1064092402551619,0.0,0.2360972460974168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666997381711955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064104587812697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173692830729683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793178032429427,0.0,0.0,0.12122070763859713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102252736300988,0.09752799489714356,0.13252439924786855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345013831249783,0.0,0.09415499242753952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476345351188177,0.0,0.10854636450042708,0.0,0.0,0.15665487617572418,0.07554547927564402,0.0,0.0,0.06874836520536749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985005548164907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929436526113932,0.0,0.13163099992740587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Virtual-Aioli,2020/04/16,"Is it normal to feel anxious about a minor stressful situation? When I say anxious, I mean a tense feeling, a state of arousal, where I feel like I can't focus on anything and reasoning about why I shouldn't feel this way doesn't make me feel better. I feel it in my chest, and it feels like having adrenaline all over my body. For example, I get anxiety every time I have a test of any kind, but especially ones involving math/science. I feel anxious today because I know my boss isn't super happy with me and I feel like I should be studying instead of working. It's preventing me from actually getting any work done. Is this type of anxiety normal, or should I get evaluated for an anxiety disorder?",6.2819160583941605,6.377143204379562,7.3675821167883235,72.74217609489052,65.86131386861314,10.645620437956207,36.10310218978103,10.411451182825502,3.851292700729928,557,26,102,13,8,189,85,137,0.20600000000000002,0.705,0.08900000000000001,-0.9316,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,1,5,0,12,3,3,3,1,27,27,6,0,5,2,0,9,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,12,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,10,19,7,14,22,1,9,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,66,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.1141243782693882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905730094389242,0.0,0.2683947002179593,0.3963538569939935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623823957114523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129041546608712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343100252206107,0.0,0.12990286421240033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403254015935276,0.0,0.0,0.11967840771031148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853373411686384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321918052795978,0.25064302418775525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330150980319626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449332088052305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178334579294227,0.06427156247015219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140465691726234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806369826740983,0.0,0.0,0.12739065672791794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291684196211881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924699159162968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024202189495448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300174372927524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145445218391166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339635391336082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819331940307909,0.0,0.11085302984414347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282787909859527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552738010676113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027907401795903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hthiab,2020/04/16,"Anxious about everything... I have mdd (major depressive disorder) and anxiety. I am always overthinking almost every little thing in my life to the point where it just drives me INSANE. I hate that it has such huge control over me and I'm getting tired of this :( sometimes I feel like I really ruin everything in my life because of this like my friendships/relationships, being able to succeed, and even simple things thru out my day. Being in quarantine is not helping in any way possible smh. If anyone has any advice or just wants to share something about this, pls do! (:(",4.421538461538457,7.135150384615389,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,74.0,8.006153846153849,27.707692307692305,8.841846274778883,2.6739761538461537,456,18,73,10,10,146,76,104,0.223,0.665,0.113,-0.9291,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,0,13,13,5,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,11,4,14,11,1,13,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,3,3,53,19,1,0.17647705370832664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245133441511207,0.0,0.0,0.1767162772312968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684304596734268,0.0,0.0,0.2400208963553897,0.0,0.13500446304793226,0.19936883849419054,0.0,0.12339685924874158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757877393980396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793402188235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381310005948155,0.0,0.15199942776462178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225799280465487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656142957961645,0.0,0.14868952914217948,0.0,0.3172123931338619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923210089709288,0.1260752424310112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220197674082062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742345543796936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828884912405445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24930192416142086,0.17243554848317116,0.17687637000125908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682785817915965,0.19895136189156792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305571955877815,0.0,0.0,0.18947031098908965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586065783343176,0.1745403186241139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448702562007998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028344124143744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409073863996884,0.14007927090296904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pocketsockz,2020/04/16,"How do I stop my voice from changing? When I feel confident and relaxed my voice is deep, mildest form of stress makes my voice high and squeaky.

Sometimes my voice stays high for a long time, feels like I can’t physically speak lower. 

It can change from hour to hour, and people around me notice it (which makes the anxiety worse)

Any advice?",4.707076923076926,6.437707092307697,3.8215384615384624,90.81846153846158,70.38461538461539,7.046153846153848,25.30769230769231,7.554174236665415,1.021061538461539,271,8,55,3,5,79,50,65,0.126,0.7490000000000001,0.126,0.3313,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,10,8,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,8,2,6,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725099794539427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030966829780669,0.0,0.14659045996104592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058438595767395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054217628275201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937798857679416,0.13689493932582525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049187541941587,0.0,0.0,0.3774185390381845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361692863742123,0.0,0.0,0.1695796186831318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255818615479074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181631469274115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328467073126554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895192574468614,0.0,0.0,0.2042437710809592,0.0,0.16020474106324634,0.21950258485347496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117364469132574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527939447957035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rodimusprime66,2020/04/16,"Public anxiety Do any of y'all have symptoms like increased breathing, heart palpitations or feeling anxious and tense etc everytime during presentations. When it's my turn to present I always hope that I don't startle or sound shaky but sometimes it happens and the thought of everyone staring at u is scary. The most recent short presentation that I had was one of the worst man I startled a lot and sounded nervous af it was so obvious it sucks I can't help it. Basically anything that concerns public speaking or crowded places triggers the symptoms man fuck anxiety I get nervous so easily. I don't even know if I legit have anxiety or it's just me. I do wanna get myself checked but I think it's still quite soon so yea I'm all ears to any thoughts yeaa.",2.8688520408163285,5.578188414965986,4.0475467687074795,82.40764668367349,79.81632653061223,6.668197278911565,31.63647959183673,7.865858978985527,2.596047959183674,615,33,109,11,16,200,97,147,0.245,0.6779999999999999,0.077,-0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,8,10,2,5,5,1,11,6,3,1,2,24,24,14,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,10,3,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,8,0,1,5,6,14,2,7,19,6,11,0,0,1,1,8,3,2,9,8,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451354191510213,0.0,0.0,0.2362132277865517,0.0,0.3985882954322977,0.19620607028747555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429217336814652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936962535836328,0.11471231019672748,0.0,0.0,0.16595623535437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878165313734537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605619933740479,0.18147858678106085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358238536520447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580860095155967,0.1164123261225455,0.0,0.0,0.17250088446875878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544857819079323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848500237080288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765434752391013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768832719496335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145595796643207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472733431728453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148551800377007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177142768456846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869902680501806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36103471719382985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112854898598636,0.0,0.2757609725621437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891118045225996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iprefervoodoo,2020/04/16,"Losing our home, needing to move out of state, letting strangers in for showings while we still live here, having to give my job notice, worrying about COVID, I have never ever ever felt more anxious this consistently in my 31 years I just don't know what to do. I feel sick from my anxiety. It physically hurts and idk how to ease it. I don't have access to healthcare... My spouse applied for unemployment and isn't getting anything even tho he's eligible. We have to move to live with family bc we can't pay rent. Our landlords are showing our house during a global pandemic while we are still here. We need every cent we have to move. Idk what to do to feel better. I'm on celexa but it's not cutting it anymore. I am so anxious it physically hurts. I can't make it stop. I just want this all to end. I've been suicidal most of my life but live my SO and animals too much to leave them. Idk if I can keep doing this.",1.8305200945626483,3.884949617021277,3.5471631205673795,88.23388888888887,79.42553191489361,6.518203309692672,23.21040189125296,7.594959193182576,1.0154068557919622,720,24,152,11,18,240,113,188,0.163,0.7829999999999999,0.053,-0.9590000000000001,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,9,0,1,2,15,5,1,0,1,0,19,2,0,2,4,33,31,12,1,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,11,11,0,2,4,2,3,3,7,4,0,0,2,3,24,1,23,28,4,19,0,3,0,0,13,5,0,2,10,106,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978060028770404,0.2947034777146552,0.12935411463538507,0.0,0.0,0.1073349359049474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535705636097775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552459033775216,0.0,0.0,0.08614951795865984,0.23596755148548526,0.10989511116410433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296026962391103,0.0,0.13190130742986972,0.0,0.12523577352842322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814566258928514,0.1251228580118987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308345566161575,0.0,0.0,0.1505017357824054,0.2792616431524544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943425315487145,0.11593450915564127,0.0,0.0,0.07168235899769082,0.0,0.0,0.13810931574532673,0.0,0.13337619503709605,0.09212841962444747,0.0,0.0,0.3455231896689004,0.0,0.0,0.14592074279148573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706478929138499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41588771189396656,0.0958829863500038,0.19342827585927733,0.1005976804819941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849840683258864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832732389567765,0.10904751398197916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426721204951057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693254097976783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246066093926082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399433340182634
anxiety,domesticdoll,2020/04/16,"separation anxiety/inability to keep going with my degree Hi y'all! Just a quick heads up, all my other posts are NSFW/18+

I'm a 26 year old female and I'm currently trying to get a university degree that keeps switching between uni and work every four months. I've been on sick leave since January because at the end of the year I started having really intense panic attacks, which led to a week of me not being able to sleep, eat, read, watch TV or do anything other than laying in bed being overrun by wave after wave of anxiety.

Things have calmed down a little but I feel like I've just been treading water. Two days ago I had another panic attack and I've been tense and jittery ever since. I'm scared of going back to work in may, moving into an apartment of my own again (currently staying with my family) and it's driving me insane.

I've done some reading and while I thought these panic attacks came out of the blue I've now realized that I might be suffering from adult separation anxiety. I'm a very assertive, outgoing person but as a kid I refused to go to kindergarten until I was 5, couldn't do sleepovers until I was 13/14, couldn't go on school trips that were more than a day trip and even now as an adult I have severe anxiety whenever I'm separated from home/my family.

I'm seriously concerned about how I'll handle starting things again and I'm so scared that I won't be able to do it. I'm looking for a therapist but so far I haven't had any luck, I've had one session with a friend of my mum's who can't take in new patients and one with a therapist I really didn't get along with. I'm currently taking Fluoxetine in the mornings and Trazodone before sleep. I quit the trazodone because I could sleep again but have started taking it again a few days ago, it might've been a bit premature to stop so soon.

I feel like a complete failure right now and not being able to control my own mind is terrifying, I'm exhausted and frustrated and I just want things to be better again so I can go on with my life.

I'd be grateful for any advice, suggestions or kind words you guys can offer and I hope you're all safe and well during this pandemic.",4.916688903351776,5.416278312072893,6.168378620240809,78.76361902050118,68.84054669703872,9.1871461112919,30.029368695086237,9.23628265651192,2.5154548649528152,1725,63,336,32,28,582,226,439,0.17800000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9912,3,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,5,23,22,4,5,21,0,38,9,4,3,3,62,70,31,0,5,11,1,2,2,1,3,3,0,1,5,17,25,2,6,4,3,0,11,8,12,1,4,14,5,29,10,51,43,8,64,0,1,3,0,14,16,0,7,37,213,46,6,0.2370703351319977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722079591401264,0.14009903205933796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747730491863174,0.08286297230973534,0.18135815748593606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502956203732488,0.0,0.0,0.2697017307974444,0.0,0.060764151412678324,0.0,0.096343917259446,0.0,0.0672431313806965,0.0,0.0,0.0698898153692717,0.08627313509522103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903817690443682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285457864467456,0.0,0.08863151311676516,0.06309379067138701,0.0,0.0,0.15289075382064704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086842063411352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808607125046939,0.0,0.0,0.06999131690783562,0.0,0.0,0.05219424016370125,0.07148123021990703,0.06658066070280698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899254216195518,0.0,0.0799132564061988,0.11290872985812793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105331761486281,0.0,0.08257297692615043,0.0,0.22455422457255214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824563464189066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110085287959035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926695855700552,0.07848811149363577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047933772616306,0.0,0.08229075755797187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367441821688594,0.0,0.0,0.05581659623549056,0.07721372724021631,0.07920225213799045,0.0,0.0,0.06635979127375402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676627744404281,0.07979115244250579,0.0,0.06307575990647779,0.08398941603729107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632133564974869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292181239940465,0.0,0.10709666300929242,0.0,0.0,0.2781509586202005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900022413605263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568261625434937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405116099241229,0.15808965982102605,0.0,0.10124888481228493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748559029080728,0.0,0.0,0.1582325084809845,0.07997594524490796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927399977036378,0.0,0.13073802069228999,0.0,0.23724154449280596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779960340074646,0.08422847801297394,0.0,0.06606713849241984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824738825202507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835046208551555,0.15749899655434585,0.0,0.0,0.06273578836046738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536517319497083,0.0,0.07719442325232538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520261816596698,0.046610075313812636,0.0,0.06338784099357136,0.0,0.07105156742878317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115060018313439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177701544583584
anxiety,Bellaflor209,2020/04/16,"Job interview ... I have 2 job interview today ! I need all the prayers, luck , good vibes anything good my way ! I really need this ...

Edit: I already got a job offer waiting on the other to see which one would be the best fit!!! Thank you all for the kind words ❤️ Anxiety can kiss my butt today lol",-0.43416666666666615,1.810545250000004,1.9566666666666668,92.90833333333332,96.5,5.333333333333334,18.33333333333333,6.937597516519254,0.4268333333333332,225,7,48,4,9,76,46,60,0.023,0.601,0.376,0.9787,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,5,1,4,2,1,0,2,8,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,7,3,7,3,5,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,1,2,26,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153353111804137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149277038192702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057872252015828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047811796504537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273384188686493,0.15606655076156645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5809213984261207,0.0,0.0,0.2032021177736164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893788976989352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222790369042686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500788926131445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554965988094162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796532450951688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699285855432178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488835109965374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861765278148375,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,moderatelybipolar,2020/04/16,"Not a day goes by that I'm not tense. First time I've posted here but I've been struggling lately with my persistent anxiety. I'll try to keep this relatively cogent but I can't guarantee it. 

Before COVID-19, I would go to work and sit at my desk; at that point I was relatively calm. As soon as I opened Outlook and started a reply to my first email of the morning I would feel the adrenaline rush. That feeling would persist for hours, my vision was always just slightly blurry, like I needed a new pair of lenses in my glasses. Later, when people from our group started showing up I would have to keep back a feeling that they were all adversaries. When I was working on things or revising text I'd miss stuff frequently, my boss in particular was really confused about how I seemed otherwise to be well suited for the job but couldn't keep track of anything for beans.

This has happened every day for the past two years. I've seriously wondered whether or not my psychiatrist has mixed up cyclothymia for something else. I'm currently on lithium and lamotrigine with gabapentin for anxiety. We tried an SSRI but it made me sick (serotonin syndrome-like, maybe too high a starting dose, might revisit). My next best strategy is to try some relaxation techniques but it's a matter of getting into a habit, I suppose.

Now we have COVID-19. Two weeks ago I had a rough night getting to sleep and then two weeks of pretty calm days. Turn the page to last friday and it started all over again. It might be hypomania, it might be stress. Where did it come from? Nothing had really changed. I just don't know what's going on.",4.400064516129032,6.318826619354841,4.814387096774194,82.63158064516135,71.51612903225806,7.798709677419355,29.49677419354839,8.488131031819089,2.2573445161290318,1292,53,240,22,25,409,188,310,0.091,0.799,0.109,0.7711,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,3,0,1,7,14,11,0,3,14,0,27,3,1,3,2,51,52,19,0,6,13,0,4,1,0,7,2,0,0,0,16,12,0,3,6,2,0,4,6,5,1,5,10,4,25,6,38,31,5,52,0,1,0,0,6,15,0,9,32,159,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807566086006469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267455581152022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201855752219764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176390040228276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076400853219399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454709711551145,0.0,0.1042710249180102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510853091927633,0.08558888574937554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223479254936665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300160299693267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371414999378084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071652029276025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902924186018994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382183809625872,0.0,0.11293589363141456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786273813703467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497812228476301,0.0,0.0,0.09784849215625363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859836682597728,0.26494423963276803,0.0,0.0,0.05460504738995906,0.08099075646410538,0.11208115549448287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854173475852755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940157839526052,0.0,0.0,0.09981935957460383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31621224165670625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367335783546244,0.0,0.0959614349402122,0.1056693065339952,0.09324158734769332,0.0,0.09533753451394253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948493030334526,0.06888294375571917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392626651872024,0.0,0.09515835112118752,0.10108371112064758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273036981070589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045260164039028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943064562985374,0.0,0.0,0.07649132762567394,0.0,0.0,0.2813069344703335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381527259920665,0.10387148477596143,0.113742157446819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600963143673849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793696768167166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023744923129601,0.1080739405092969,0.2911775938514887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939941636818414,0.0,0.08933557447824522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775047765187597,0.14466891030674803,0.0,0.0,0.2823268183516816,0.0,0.0,0.0639838674400001
anxiety,The-Russian-Bot,2020/04/16,"Uncontrollable panic attacks and fear when meeting someone I know after a long time I get really bad anxiety when I go to a shop or bar, or any public space and I end up bumping into someone I use to have some level of interaction with in the past. It could be my old school teacher, a colleague or manager from a previous job I worked at, my old driving instructor, a girl I use to be friend's with when I was younger, old classmates, a friend's parent, everyone basically who at some point had some interaction with me in the past and I haven't seen in a while (month or more) gives me anxiety when I bump into them unexpectedly. It even happens with family members I haven't seen in a year or more. Since I live ""abroad"" I only travel home once a year or less and when I do I have to talk to people I haven't seen in a long time. The main problem I have (aside from all the initial physical symptoms such as shaking, sweating, turning red and not being able to focus on what I want to say) I have the problem of trying to explain / defend myself in front of them constantly,  irrationally. I start thinking of potential questions they might ask and end up explaining myself (quite sheepishly and shamefully) so that they don't judge me, as I always feel like I'm not really doing as well in life as I should be, and I don't want them to know it or point it out. I dont know how to get myself out of it. I always feel like such a loser even though I'm not, I feel like I have to explain myself to people and I know most people don't care about how I'm doing anyway but that question always gets me. I don't like being honest about not doing well or struggling, or not being happy. Because I don't wanna be pitied or gossiped about or looked down on. I'd rather lie to people about how well I'm doing cuz that's all I ever knew how to do and i dont want them asking more questions about my life. but it's getting to me. I wanna be real. I wanna be normal and easy to like. I don't wanna make people uncomfortable with my awkwardness and anxiety, because it's happened to me before where others stopped talking to me because of my tendencies to react with embarrassment and awkwardness. I've lost many friends in the past due to my anxiety and antisocial nature. I have come out of my shell a lot in the last few years. Most people never even suspect I have anxiety unless it comes to very specific situations. But I wanna get over this. It's crippling me. I wanna go out without worrying about who I might meet down the street. And I don't wanna be an asshole who pretends to not see them because I have anxiety. (I do that A LOT!)",5.189255617977531,5.240878232209739,6.474679307116108,78.3646032303371,68.17602996254682,9.221816479400749,30.170646067415728,9.017664075816787,2.39138595505618,2072,72,409,34,32,704,219,534,0.129,0.7959999999999999,0.075,-0.972,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,7,4,29,31,1,9,22,0,43,5,1,9,4,107,88,47,0,16,23,1,3,5,3,3,3,1,1,1,19,29,1,1,16,4,1,8,20,17,3,0,7,10,69,14,81,67,15,68,0,3,6,0,33,30,0,23,35,310,88,4,0.06724659291947069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786365696372288,0.0,0.0,0.04572998916916925,0.0,0.3086607571282568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573297351386573,0.07650270747925604,0.0,0.0,0.05614809619569527,0.1639715955335994,0.0,0.057221897628867785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856238323188148,0.0,0.0,0.11585397075971507,0.0,0.07266967715614303,0.0,0.05369093254113005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762501215025798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912104296081424,0.0,0.0,0.13324722121676347,0.060828393235762515,0.0,0.06425700132398357,0.0,0.0,0.06339410301097029,0.07567111270009713,0.10200569374237264,0.14412293825452338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558636526315906,0.0,0.17566784649827605,0.0645090595042973,0.0764355769089543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893188006680865,0.07158524860809086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745381565027428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673186715306535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782787527282026,0.05481494851256508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499651459408298,0.1642664427192092,0.0,0.05937997356258722,0.11902223721372172,0.056470201565149876,0.0,0.07340759991066123,0.11434129707842867,0.0,0.0,0.044887622952098465,0.06817749045022839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426760163931966,0.0,0.0,0.05367558889840222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186471808044955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588738325749252,0.0,0.0,0.2116919615234208,0.07161542676786413,0.0,0.05114406416278945,0.0,0.07889938770314144,0.07466938333934033,0.0,0.19258344615668416,0.27972192236804816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271395326572342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869181514637107,0.0,0.0,0.2259947225267465,0.07152502911659442,0.0,0.07654134489513563,0.08615977874327221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534771897701678,0.0,0.06805714215875734,0.05358682811108282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562707657010312,0.07558798796327981,0.0,0.0,0.11395563991445055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759748458471561,0.0,0.0,0.05622116278378349,0.0,0.07030073972011154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989495830388841,0.0,0.10810052826600762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043088901444383834,0.0660694361137788,0.0,0.07842405822823695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565602241002988,0.07314498275111979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615893043690048,0.0,0.05548548179150058,0.11899134840914564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138828907725005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482331587410531,0.0,0.04895632054843088,0.06829217933702199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991380322195645
anxiety,ikilltymb4tymkillsme,2020/04/16,"Feeling lonely I feel like I have no friends. I feel like I am misunderstood and misjudged all the time. And that I can't connect with people. I know I shouldn't rely on external validation and it makes me look desperate and pathetic when I am explaining myself and apologizing all the time. And it makes things awkward and I just don't know what else to do. I know I can't control most of these things and I should love myself and let.things.go. but it's just really hard sometimes and I just wish people understood that.... Sorry, here I am just blabbering again...",3.638611111111111,6.013455268518517,4.464592592592594,82.28966666666669,75.01851851851852,8.023703703703704,26.540740740740727,8.841846274778883,2.220667407407408,451,17,84,10,10,145,61,108,0.147,0.726,0.127,0.2407,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,3,2,33,23,12,0,3,5,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,5,17,4,4,20,3,5,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,6,64,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407798655658206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689631139313146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303054765144708,0.2854555897961381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435485644608932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354349428448195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896981225201936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293929513566657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042956320927189,0.0,0.1952115667000165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777067088257966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031546938960327,0.0,0.2667186023166394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27701414950154424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798859825368716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759434380352628,0.22364506775659826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654590659801804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232994685650382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297450649441194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,petiterunner,2020/04/16,"I wish I didn't exist. Let me preface this by saying I’m going to get dark here, so if any thoughts of death or existence trigger anyone, please don’t read. I don’t wish to be the cause of any upsetting thoughts. Just need a void to speak into, because I'm tired of existing when all I ever seem to feel anymore are thoughts of panic, despair, and anxiety.

My anxiety has been getting much worse lately, despite me being on Lexapro. It hasn’t come out of nowhere; I’ve been through a recent turn of events that have caused me to lose most trust in people, as well as a complete loss of self-esteem. Add on to that my bad ways of idealism and anxiety on BEHALF of others and everything gets worse. I’m constantly having panic attacks, silently hyperventilating and crying ""on the inside"", becoming paralyzed, etc.

I literally just wish I did not exist. I hate it when people look at me. I feel as though I am constantly being judged and that I am regarded as being one of the worst, most pathetic people in the world. I have nowhere and nobody to turn to because my own brain is sick and I can’t trust anyone around me. Of course, with this quarantine, it’s not like I can really go out anyway, but that actually makes it worse, because I know once quarantine is over and everyone is back to normal I will fall even more anxious because I won’t be normal. 

I won’t want to be seen out, I won’t want to be looked at, I won’t want to interact with anyone. I wish I could be invisible. A ghost carrying a bag of priority mail packages to the post office, a ghost carrying a wristlet down the sidewalk, a ghost that could see everything and everyone but not be seen, heard, or interacted with. I wish I could silently watch the world and not be regarded at all as I did so I could finally be safe.

Please don’t regard this as me being suicidal; I’m not suicidal at all. I know this will all pass, and I’ll likely flatline within minutes and go “huh” when I reread this and feel fine. Then it’ll all start again. I just wish I didn’t exist so I wouldn’t have to interact with anyone, especially myself. I wish my body didn’t exist, that no brain was there to panic and think and live with myself, and that even in death I would just *poof* be gone. No body, no ashes. Nothing. Nothing at all.",4.907975552705049,5.365020991247267,6.02238285671169,79.9529102844639,68.84682713347921,9.366905606277825,29.54417867652607,9.40505699530331,2.4610011167282884,1791,63,359,35,29,599,202,457,0.18100000000000002,0.725,0.094,-0.9905,0,2,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,3,21,19,2,4,15,1,52,6,4,4,7,86,96,35,7,21,14,0,3,2,0,9,2,3,0,0,18,28,0,1,10,1,0,7,21,11,1,1,15,12,44,8,60,54,13,45,0,3,6,0,7,22,0,6,16,252,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.06478480388310211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029180446882326,0.0,0.15235919161671754,0.0749991873867512,0.06583874447643888,0.18567925137413294,0.0,0.0,0.059099114530490375,0.0,0.07552557556376581,0.0,0.05104803178886195,0.05543094384129387,0.16187726600580876,0.07331998211057228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748350369083174,0.0,0.1482212240550743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639687935796962,0.0,0.057187112138140664,0.06960622449544518,0.1434830053495544,0.0,0.21202065737731995,0.0,0.07292375449140176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403981740904304,0.08769687946357768,0.060051461721086774,0.0,0.12687255572782025,0.1193299408961523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070282457340342,0.0,0.0,0.07272446375795005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405447586356648,0.0,0.11318895362943696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554409451279672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296987082042618,0.0,0.07488820016426184,0.0,0.0,0.06788590567095028,0.0,0.0648673389006247,0.0,0.0586215420087144,0.0,0.11149787023070434,0.07427083804439498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431429515178655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488025870358274,0.049225627127184486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009167144213446,0.12740154821474506,0.0,0.0,0.07070071771452363,0.044986013386823176,0.0,0.0,0.23367493246657625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807458507516404,0.0,0.0,0.1457474842537834,0.0,0.0,0.06358105084324711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640565030873026,0.0,0.042529650874100204,0.0,0.06554982972766782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279415160593906,0.0,0.0,0.05290238958959093,0.060436854947995465,0.06925683392336197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046989545038296415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523470415558604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042538547840021056,0.0652255633046665,0.1581132186035721,0.0,0.07630287772173841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442147484461199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747152972522105,0.052695454148203764,0.0,0.0,0.059690501528113435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343979287848457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296416758782068,0.04715990656765818,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,EccentricEngineer,2020/04/16,Does anyone have a good way to avoid panic attacks with consistent stress. The government is mandating mask use but I get really panicked if anything is covering my mouth I don’t go out basically at all but I don’t want to be a total shut in if I have to do something. I had a bad experience almost suffocating as a child so now anything that covers my mouth causes my anxiety to spike. Is there any way I can calm down? I tried to wear a mask just at home to see how I would take it. Turns out not well and I almost fainted/had a panicked attack,1.6710539018503638,3.7457066283185863,3.9756556717618654,84.8559694288013,80.06194690265488,7.294931617055512,23.54706355591312,8.296473431620573,1.529945132743363,431,15,89,9,11,149,76,113,0.249,0.6970000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9716,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,3,7,0,12,3,3,3,2,20,19,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,1,1,12,3,14,16,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,4,1,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615852890802178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227787651393924,0.0,0.1381186514426551,0.0,0.0,0.12624329156914005,0.0,0.29715108061345324,0.0,0.0,0.4107986082995108,0.0,0.0,0.15074995732741206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547243036017316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799868641053175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766104933417033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432882736082436,0.0,0.10260953387591792,0.1514350148116723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110426746097888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118340626893669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566360971187616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438733028970702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899459632977662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068170126227539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357495534241642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258017450962208,0.19638427258538074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593541894571925,0.0,0.0,0.10649183089241997,0.28662104282166195,0.0,0.0,0.1623342475274887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825604996000484,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sgf-guy,2020/04/16,"Low key anxiety and drinking things constantly help I'm trying to figure out what I can do to stop this small hidden anxiety that drives me to constantly be consuming some fluid...used to be soda, slowed that down.  Actually had a full on alcohol issue for over two years and drank beer most of the day constantly, that's almost 60 days done now.  I now am drinking non alcoholic beer at nearly the same pace any other thing.  

I've considered cbd for this...idk if it would be all that helpful.  I've dealt with much worse anxiety issues, but this nervous habit is driving me crazy...any tips or thoughts?",5.293760869565219,6.5295498000000025,5.71538043478261,79.68959239130437,68.3913043478261,9.57608695652174,29.15760869565217,9.827888789773867,2.765978260869566,477,17,89,11,8,153,88,115,0.11,0.857,0.033,-0.677,1,0,6,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,10,8,0,0,1,16,13,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,4,8,1,2,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,0,4,0,14,5,6,21,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,5,10,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.14497409229206135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175330278040238,0.14876236802851472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020531298960097,0.0,0.3409462433017745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816249462780484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161909183220646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520294680931948,0.0,0.2910664173167802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991545949559602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31011814434697355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092094184585285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420363653305973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739463590866246,0.0,0.0,0.1179408285714154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008631577893339,0.0,0.14512249670251792,0.0,0.17870057449380272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139633679605827,0.10553346213042968,0.0,0.0,0.09566840431044676
anxiety,logan51515,2020/04/16,"Anxiety! and trauma. What is the freeze/ fight / flight response. Hi everyone, I work as a therapist, I'm also a keen researcher in Anxiety and PTSD. Just thought some people might be interested in my research / channel: 

I will try and put out strategies/ techniques too.

 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-L42xCmwrHs&t=1s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-L42xCmwrHs&t=1s)",13.970000000000004,19.699792666666667,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,59.83333333333333,8.200000000000001,37.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.416141666666667,320,14,33,6,6,78,41,48,0.183,0.716,0.10099999999999999,-0.5027,0,0,0,0,1,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,4,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,22,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202851273519614,0.0,0.5496795533450324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880973843241576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423823589079343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690924623031116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585543983496293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965141810400517,0.2549976865237399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945180314158389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137717296862773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221803355405174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846670123641869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alittleonedge,2020/04/16,"does my anxiety matter if it doesn't physically affect me? I was just wondering if my anxiety is valid if it doesn't physically affect me. I know that a lot of you guys have it rougher than me and my heart goes out to you. My anxiety is.. more confined to my mind i guess. The most physical my anxiety has ever gotten are my panic attacks which are very rare and only triggered by my stage fright. Usually my anxiety is more of a constant, frantic, irrational, spiraling overthinking, which usually stops me from doing things that I want to do but can't because I'd look awkward and weird. My friends and people who know me define me as either ""adorably awkward"" or ""emotionless"" , but inside I'm a sensitive ass mess and can't function without people to hide behind or escaping situations i can't handle, so i either put up a strong, confident front or make my awkwardness a joke so people don't see it as ""weird"". If my anxiety isn't, well,significant enough for anyone outside my brain to see, and doesn't physically manifest or majorly impair my social life to a severe point.. does it matter? I feel like I'm being entitled, blaming my shortcomings on anxiety. Does my anxiety even matter? 

Im sorry for being so blunt and rambling quite a bit. It's my first post here. I'm 16, going on 17 (tomorrow) if that helps you guys understand my mindset a bit better.",6.154790076335878,6.607450767175576,7.5054103053435135,70.41819179389316,66.13740458015265,11.282824427480914,34.6956106870229,11.080906280650957,4.169693893129772,1079,48,189,31,16,371,142,262,0.174,0.6829999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.2251,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,4,7,16,1,6,9,0,20,4,3,4,1,43,36,23,0,6,15,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,13,8,0,2,5,1,0,3,9,10,0,1,2,4,34,6,21,32,10,17,0,0,3,1,9,5,1,13,8,130,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6095203096487901,0.0,0.0,0.0696392642888752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330389321005653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607122962114092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808384158666546,0.21746427930194795,0.0,0.0,0.11118115695537394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762700578069767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614692347643392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029084425324535,0.0,0.06578167588545658,0.09008954059819352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050358314589660835,0.0711508151940807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471560768434416,0.0,0.0,0.07694698760775949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660223493325076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971531722838214,0.19722976946580026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802076567908745,0.0667565485598931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757988305615587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946981058103633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034701973008019,0.04865717331350623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363486598723355,0.0,0.0,0.08467225893401556,0.0,0.0,0.06648055480646768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056273857110913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574662093887671,0.0,0.1168534826179791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714026904926772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414963538955684,0.0,0.09538465004936196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012066244683547,0.0,0.10593173141055487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587289247615221,0.0,0.0,0.1125142027065377,0.0,0.0,0.11194915315221704,0.0,0.10152474184115763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148864799867136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832660285379609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616661092059167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368209290123856,0.0,0.0,0.21938003613584095,0.0821764524519264,0.05874381651449485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954802608668608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600619770630914,0.10800672229373458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,medicalkittykat,2020/04/16,"Do you ever feel guilty doing things you shouldn’t have done? Last week I had a test, the first question was insane, I did not finish it on time, cried so much I couldn’t breathe. The class told the teacher the question was a joke and there is no way anyone could have finished in so little time. 

The next day, she gave us another shot and instead of doing a new one, I used the old one that I have finished. And got a good grade.

I feel like I cheated ( well I did), even though lots of people did the same. I feel so bad...  

Does it happened to someone else?",3.2868913043478263,4.024221982608701,3.765815217391306,93.66698369565219,72.65217391304347,6.097826086956522,23.94021739130435,5.148860815047168,0.1791956521739131,428,11,97,1,8,134,77,115,0.122,0.794,0.085,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,1,9,6,1,0,11,0,17,1,1,1,1,16,25,7,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,2,1,3,10,3,13,4,5,12,3,17,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,14,70,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400216576029545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160288443587602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385526558950065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248928824097028,0.0,0.18227688656263155,0.10701733053164607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521488442319316,0.16981384977783526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862126410282552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960155755395233,0.1501018913849993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25171218156995906,0.11854730153247348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114816058352306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918228482205727,0.13271707729491194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673986270531889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526294235682734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106971902964115,0.16631509854111512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107593544650612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198471791714065,0.0,0.0,0.16026552423360846,0.17647867414262697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412572279367966,0.0,0.2248899694264047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150416424956816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717807150005845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406001060956064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024291365867296,0.0,0.16303483942081246,0.0,0.19352146002805926,0.0,0.0,0.15856242324329142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960493773286986,0.14331855760400444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317151507780775,0.13310675816120598,0.0,0.14919965177038946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MasterBoyTV,2020/04/16,"I'm about to have a video consultation tommorow with my entire class and a teacher, I get anxious everytime I think about it, what do I do? So tommorow on friday I'm going to have a video consultation with my class and my teacher, but the bad thing is I get highly anxious everytime I think about it, the first time I saw the teachers message I got anxious from 0 to 100 instantly, I don't have a webcamera (luckily), but I do have a trash microphone, I'm afraid something bad is gonna happen, I get anxious easily (because of ADHD), what do I do? How do I prepare and remain calm? BTW the teacher will talk about stuff we will learn etc., but still, I feel like it will take hours, I need advice, thanks",5.688031914893617,5.3726719432624135,6.682331560283688,78.54562500000002,67.15602836879432,9.603191489361704,33.22783687943262,9.188382445141503,2.7796304964539007,548,22,110,9,8,184,75,141,0.138,0.767,0.095,-0.7087,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,9,0,16,0,0,1,0,15,33,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,2,18,3,12,27,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,5,73,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367472255078585,0.14934595293042546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6906279796681648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552171702794672,0.09316515040963884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044841182252654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727660203766099,0.10918342433042832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999907472570102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395457035771148,0.0,0.08685811705614653,0.0,0.12223395032079462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514909651110749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147571406311634,0.0,0.0,0.15050902794842233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466614101492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332321254173824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765776982071463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205207071822792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495641656633362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491086798907058,0.12284081206248094,0.0,0.1407074464628989,0.0,0.0,0.10153498785563216,0.1958575311041375,0.0,0.0,0.08911774209174927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shapedinthefire,2020/04/16,"Weird phase in my recovery? Hi you amazing bunch of people, *virtual hug*. Two weeks ago I endured a mental breakdown after the rug of support being swept out from under me (work, support groups, friends, just life etc). After two weeks of real dread and frayed nerves, I've started to feel calmer and more at peace. But here's the weirdness if anyone can relate:

Feeling moments of calm, smiling and laughing, followed by moments of dread and shaking. Feeling deeply emotional and then numb: felt like crying over my toothbrush then laughed at a dog on tv. Feeling like I need to get up as soon as I sit down. Brain zaps when calmer, easily irritated by noises then feeling good messaging friends. All of this in the space of like fuking 2 minutes

Trust me this is much much better than a few days ago. And I'm sure it's a sure sign of recovery...like my emotions breaking through.

So....can anyone here relate <3",3.772872807017542,6.222447994152045,3.8974232456140387,86.15560855263159,74.90643274853802,5.912426900584795,28.816154970760234,6.9077264865688965,1.6076225146198833,721,31,128,7,16,222,116,171,0.11900000000000001,0.5670000000000001,0.315,0.9889,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,2,5,23,0,3,7,0,3,4,1,0,3,22,16,14,0,2,3,0,6,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,6,0,2,1,6,9,17,29,14,7,30,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,1,18,76,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24943268660951645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196752403200122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443201182729785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706053219343324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454525845377035,0.09073570060328462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165226143210917,0.0,0.0,0.15691049915291566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35569443179077154,0.10051150038728564,0.13508787190378568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173989757852052,0.0,0.07350657307650725,0.0,0.0,0.11800707476216493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937601532122124,0.2062072857916422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178600714307288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068518956344698,0.1043224847647778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753919275076237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601400618855895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958361898967838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31931474698564416,0.2652040120804484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748743099801633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571175896071444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242658021043888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,buttman29,2020/04/16,"Cant masturbate so 10 days ago i started taking 3 meds for my depression and anxiety. And after that i have been trying to masturbate but i cant. it gives me a little anxiety to just cant masturbate. when i started masturbating i just cant, i get tired easily. Is there someone who has the same condition as mine? and how long will it take to lessen the symptoms of the meds so i can finally masturbate",1.6774074074074081,4.140761432098767,4.2360493827160495,80.72222222222226,82.82716049382717,9.0320987654321,26.28395061728395,9.444778638647367,2.996343209876543,320,14,62,11,9,112,54,81,0.11199999999999999,0.847,0.042,-0.4931,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,1,0,8,16,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,7,14,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923137702496239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319334951281531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399153007286174,0.0,0.1868593829282405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376589674079927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334782460650665,0.20811895027971294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744166961077946,0.0,0.1919946071079569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819668016189985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382168597473145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071177476108125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225494922167956,0.3262399629558864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24935299887480175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729533387925914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,1AndOnlyDannyDevito,2020/04/16,"Is this anxiety? I have had some big life changes recently (split from partner and moved to new flat) I have found myself ruminating a lot, I quite often replay things in my mind, or imagine what I want to say to people like my ex, or my annoying boss. The problem is this rumination can really get me down and sort of angry and irritable. I have been on ssri's before for low mood, as sometimes I have found that I wake up feeling stressed after in have spent consecutive days winding myself up with negative instrusive thoughts.  Now, my question is, does this sound like anxiety? I have been given citalopram again but the sleepiness is starting up and I'm concerned it will make me too lazy (I work from home so I can't afford to spend all my time napping as what previously happened when I was on it.) I have been on sertraline also so I am considering maybe switching to that but I'm now just feeling a bit fed up with my options, and I'm not even sure what my issue is now. I may book another appt with my doc and see what they think, but was curious is anyone here had any thoughts",5.67923076923077,5.929601674418608,6.392093023255812,78.69125223613597,67.13953488372093,9.592128801431127,32.817531305903394,9.466822959209583,2.8712540250447227,860,35,169,16,13,283,134,215,0.106,0.8440000000000001,0.05,-0.8689,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,13,8,1,1,4,0,25,3,1,2,2,38,44,17,0,2,7,1,2,2,1,2,1,2,1,1,12,9,1,0,9,2,2,1,3,4,0,0,14,5,27,3,25,28,4,24,0,1,1,0,5,12,0,9,13,122,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630927379246862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740862362648723,0.1656200406611704,0.2416563520859587,0.0,0.0,0.11043944100695456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440032191733176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724360078350512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708581221314114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186203462845356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821951558872125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043217728888478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597243787718463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463590391178513,0.0,0.0,0.08252021026293907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967103180399065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843260908173054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485447695391794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111561855439308,0.15432877060364272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427995026884038,0.0,0.0,0.10543011023497252,0.0,0.15867787917164722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948032690081115,0.0,0.0,0.16787148845214447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254512795386574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949979515835576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113288881101594,0.0,0.0,0.17693554809041953,0.16799489944854915,0.0,0.0,0.10118418367149656,0.0,0.1559525148803609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560491382094358,0.0,0.0,0.1258624276211505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562125271208591,0.0,0.11179491620728327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809264871098195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488621352043957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493223324534964,0.10120535083876343,0.0,0.25078279307512746,0.09209952053932932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316058009407073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498649143501645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joiningmybois,2020/04/16,"Sudden and intense fear of going food shopping I've had social anxiety for a very long time now but it's never been so intense. I can't bring myself to go food shopping or even to order take out. I haven't eaten since the day before yesterday. The fear of facing people is intense but I'm so hungry at the same time. I feel like if I don't face this now it'll only get worse. Has anyone overcome something similar? If yes, what helped you?",1.1318681318681314,3.4334305934065945,3.1304285714285736,88.82707142857143,83.72527472527472,4.958681318681318,20.089010989010987,6.2581,0.2661903296703292,348,10,68,3,10,117,69,91,0.132,0.752,0.11699999999999999,-0.5283,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,1,8,5,2,0,1,10,16,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,2,2,3,4,2,0,0,3,1,6,1,7,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,10,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530581298301603,0.0,0.0,0.13989828245027916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702505375395309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290329212234436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321487750775456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502838300457414,0.10116479245042546,0.14293483629147472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838670858538416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453181923017976,0.0,0.22741640167711985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410719629514548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774737060989457,0.0,0.0,0.17706158572562725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431148735756245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216734810413607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870799355410274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550551589947488,0.0,0.0,0.2039530020143375,0.0,0.1540288204997892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504327804779397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333326684827211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508423334561367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389525294723626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,surfacetocuckmissile,2020/04/16,"Please make the nightmare STOP I can't with this anymore, and for the past MONTHS on end I've been a massive hypochondriac and I've just had this...thought looping in my head. Over and over again just ""you won't get sick you won't get sick you won't get sick you will be fine"" because for fucking SOME reason I'm deadly paranoid of dying from some terminal illness even though they're all extremely fucking rare and I'm still super paranoid about it. But it's its thought that I can't get out of my fucking head and it stays there for several minutes at a time like 40 times a day. And the thing is THIS HAS LITERALLY NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE I DONT KNOW WHY IT IS NOW It's been fucking over my ability to work and be able to think straight, I don't know what to do but please help me MAKE THE FUCKING THOUGHT GO AWAY.",2.3187179487179503,4.187917597633138,2.977964497041423,93.77921499013807,77.16568047337279,5.926785009861934,26.05956607495069,6.742157984588678,0.8668340039447733,650,25,142,6,15,203,99,169,0.042,0.8190000000000001,0.139,0.9139,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,2,9,8,5,0,7,0,17,11,2,3,2,26,37,10,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,5,0,12,3,19,26,3,22,0,0,0,5,5,9,5,2,12,87,23,1,0.12428079565611007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325315404486388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676589859253628,0.0,0.0,0.07576041949932445,0.0,0.10575380339022453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015083170449286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289838444838944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565616691389305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007589645682377,0.0,0.0,0.08208629341076128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.574477964750064,0.2597263449185673,0.0,0.07063164022342718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990109715506746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550959027071676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330279760155253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660295013800464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060717319092105614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591679231329529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919974538475404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585301127801504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864008211890804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728459856158329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778135687176825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040192396935647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324667920833765,0.09925080395101793,0.10390431009415807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256663827599703,0.07963411561785169,0.12210525072406292,0.2959952083540915,0.1449382627735233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121440874384582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047789941478053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mjwhites23,2020/04/16,"Struggling I’ve been in a horrible period of anxiety the last week or so and i really do not know what to do. I haven’t eaten an actual meal since Saturday morning (it’s now Thursday), I’ve barely slept, and when I finally do fall asleep I wake up panicking with horrible shakes. I have no appetite at all and I just feel at a dead end. Nothing I try is helping me. I take Xanax but I’m scared to take it a lot because of a family history of addiction and I finally got prescribed lexapro yesterday. I just seriously need some advice or something!! Please",1.1621235521235531,3.7220128378378416,3.8733140283140273,81.41452702702705,87.28828828828829,8.576833976833978,26.847490347490353,9.04235418022936,3.0447111969111966,439,21,84,15,14,154,79,111,0.207,0.765,0.027999999999999997,-0.9316,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,6,0,7,7,3,0,1,17,16,9,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,1,11,0,10,12,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,11,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.20180581727709915,0.22544123850314035,0.0,0.20208141354998105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820053130242173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606264126318284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316237341958708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949515229163125,0.0,0.10456369702488592,0.0,0.0,0.453075998229267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539590782303745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386128899452264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365122324126838,0.1685686394088512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581296160787024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533387047262531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842904522977528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270030038910687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248061950830614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704169521253474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106612094262588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920383494814114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161910275504232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109739524887505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040282418060804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658815395288861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lazzyman64,2020/04/16,"I get anxious about doing practically any task I have to do and it’s been plaguing me my entire life. When it comes to work or school tasks I tend to just abnormally anxious about it. That knot in my gut appears just about every time I have to do something and I absolutely hate it. 

I have to do a quiz, I get anxious. I have to make lunch for work in the morning, I get anxious. Me writing this damn post is also making me a little anxious. 

It’s caused a lot of problems in my life, I tend to either flat out not do things or delay them for as long as I can. I’ve gotten better at making sure I do what I need to do, but I’m so sick of having this feeling for everything I do.

I know it’s not just me being lazy, because I’ve had fleeting moments of getting motivated to do my work, I do demolition work at apartments and I’ve kept this labor job for a year already with no write ups, but the amount of times I’ve felt that is vastly outnumbered by the times I felt anxious and didn’t want to do anything.

I just wish there was a way to feel normal about doing work like everyone else.",2.3449323671497595,3.5879893000000043,4.168985507246377,87.93164251207732,75.56521739130434,6.502415458937199,24.951690821256037,6.937597516519254,0.8832270531400965,849,28,185,8,18,288,121,230,0.133,0.7879999999999999,0.079,-0.8475,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,7,12,6,2,0,8,0,25,5,1,5,1,40,48,13,0,5,11,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,13,7,1,2,6,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,8,4,27,3,34,39,3,22,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,4,9,128,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011586615667912,0.07979849031859061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785761453014108,0.0,0.0,0.6763757988052499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211502804491545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082836190081981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825223435777878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250727535058957,0.0,0.08595643944410973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335804584092198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407365280611848,0.0953493955700592,0.08968084289456832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090917246511842,0.0,0.19161960584054616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853538309703576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851759916288357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902178855537992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054839543805511023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096300887335872,0.04875019282879088,0.10001136332117136,0.0,0.08830709606650079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483412967059435,0.0,0.0,0.19982294359549332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739897413780078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776867951897264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556700001564587,0.0,0.0,0.09548132138279776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009883317826262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681981268349168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404672593106936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629310380245733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745573181787083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058856118996658,0.07920514682623744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474848961896025,0.0,0.0,0.3632254444999026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425864034626061
anxiety,veraisback,2020/04/16,"Anxiety when not understanding something Does anyone else get this? Like, today my mother said that one of my appointments at the psychiatry had been rescheduled to another day but I didnt even have a appointment on the original date she claimed and this confused me and I also did not understand what date it had been changed to and this made me burst into tears and start hyperventilating. My mother just laughed and basically told me to chill out but I panic when I do not understand or when I am confused. Pls tell me I'm not alone in this 😫",5.925494505494505,7.084037153846152,6.429285714285713,75.43,66.88461538461539,10.173626373626377,32.164835164835175,10.290406445055957,3.322287362637363,440,18,82,11,7,143,71,104,0.134,0.7559999999999999,0.111,-0.5539999999999999,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,22,18,12,0,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,9,1,13,2,9,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,10,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033474507669166,0.0,0.157011810034009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205878013397834,0.1501983983756169,0.0,0.0,0.13728442901300278,0.201171973063083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770007631974916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662207572373865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181712532261478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401560488334085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967971309966844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025787512566922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592106297996204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857802152825636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304403406791596,0.0,0.0,0.2303609006098134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676285377093266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511509527029055,0.0,0.0,0.13896938537661474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160848386373154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610592002174756,0.1876098297641094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6131858399785034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,alanpenman,2020/04/16,"My Anti-Anxiety Mindset and How I Built It I always had severe social anxiety, but recently I had a spiral of drug induced panic attacks which lasted 24/7 for months. 

I was able to escape this hell by the realisation that my thoughts had a direct impact on my levels of panic. I began detaching from my body, mind and even this material world. 

What I realised is that I was never afraid of social situations, I was afraid of the way my body and mind responded to them. By implementing this mindset during social interactions, I would observe my heart rate increase, be aware of my thoughts racing, but I watched from a distance and did not associate this response with who I am as a person. 

You don’t have anxiety because of your lack of social skills/abilities in a certain field. Your lack of those abilities is a direct result of the way your body and mind reacts to those situations.

If you implement this mindset during every anxiety provoking interaction, your body and mind will quickly learn that there is no real threat and will stop responding to social situations in fight or flight mode. It’s that easy!",7.7207886178861775,8.19519105853659,8.110548780487807,67.34127032520328,62.80487804878049,10.93089430894309,35.1321138211382,10.686352973137794,4.007479674796747,897,37,144,21,12,296,116,205,0.218,0.72,0.061,-0.9889,0,1,1,0,1,0,19.0,0,6,1,0,4,9,4,4,9,0,17,6,5,5,2,32,20,13,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,16,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,10,1,25,1,23,6,3,15,1,0,1,0,19,5,1,2,7,110,41,1,0.18985169537727575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898590962805685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904720546333486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079918556861429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057865915681129775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217648691262191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008384635676303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626976271313538,0.0,0.07997912079591714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248758656117268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737723545035831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383392183392711,0.0,0.07576890597965744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321266573036145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275005869231612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288558874108698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080463965825012,0.0,0.0,0.0937278226529358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723918831985373,0.0,0.0,0.32010189011741114,0.0,0.4838247371234234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936225916579204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072103948939564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069543892145446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743259864238481,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hecknope,2020/04/16,"My job is destroying me and I've never felt more trapped .. and I feel so guilty for feeling this way I'm working from home right now and I know that makes me SO LUCKY so I can't complain about this to anyone in my real life and that's only making things worse....

I basically work in a call center in the finance department of a large company. I started only two months ago. My coworkers and I essentially have no power to fix anything and are provided as a scapegoat for any of our suppliers to call in to complain that they aren't getting paid. People are cruel, I hate talking on the phone, and I feel like it's wearing me down rapidly. My bosses are incompetent and I genuinely can't tell if they're intentionally making the payment process difficult or if they really don't know what they're doing or how to help us. 

I wake up every single day feeling sick. I cry after work all the time. If the world wasn't the way it currently is, I'd just quit and figure something else out.. doesn't look like that's currently an option for me, though.

I really don't know what to do. I don't know how to cope. I need someone to tell me things are going to be okay, but part of me knows that's a lie.",3.4200406504065017,4.525898239837403,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357723,72.69918699186992,8.06829268292683,26.67479674796748,8.515128840125781,1.763684552845529,941,32,195,16,18,318,139,246,0.09,0.833,0.077,-0.6224,4,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,2,5,9,10,3,0,11,1,18,4,2,7,2,41,39,22,0,4,7,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,13,10,0,0,11,0,2,2,10,6,0,1,3,6,28,4,27,35,4,25,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,7,12,127,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192162154574732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586093757425231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828373020595204,0.0,0.10390098953067052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25785057663268995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386903710453213,0.08142707262346112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054737927322802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637925758529453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553628275231673,0.0901999674561644,0.12122912902994855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596549124993296,0.0,0.07175630714839845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465533146515652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462922724305147,0.0,0.1266487913055969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529328748902324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34694519398364626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918097245945927,0.12336824075495173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602636343197848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528380256917989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077930197223936,0.0,0.0,0.09361998074321334,0.0973792778506484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205240937758106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672697020300176,0.0,0.08753259057838353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342927512459775,0.0,0.1437112003586758,0.16177041627368216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078251089289472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069794489643694,0.0972008990730627,0.0,0.0,0.08936727794755228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148277834547308,0.22071311654788184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167762692119333,0.0,0.12404953145179735,0.0,0.07362305666577643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333739780628468,0.0,0.15187489428144152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043817379363815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27575573439941864,0.0,0.1286694388679554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LunaFox45,2020/04/16,"A long rant about my anxiety. Don’t read it if you don’t want to. Recently I had what I assume to be an anxiety attack at school. As soon as I got to school in the morning I felt really sick to the stomach. Now normally, I’d have it jus before my classes and then it’d go away after about 5 minutes of being in class. But this? It lasted all through 1st and 2nd period, through lunch as well, though it wasn’t as bad, and by the time 4th period rolled around I felt so horrible I had to go to sick bay. Afterwards I went to see a doctor and he just told me to try and find out certain triggers for my anxiety and to write down how I’m feeling in a journal.
Personally, none of that helps me. I’ve tried having a diary or journal before and it didn’t work, so I just didn’t do it. As for finding triggers, I’ve found that fear of being late to class is one, as well as school in general (like worrying about asking teachers questions for fear of saying the wrong thing or asking a stupid question).
I also find that ever since the need for online classes has come up, I find myself almost dreading Zoom calls or having to interact with my class for fear of embarrassing myself.

Also can I mention that even hearing the word anxiety or thinking about anxiety triggers me a bit. It’s definitely not a full-on anxiety attack, but I do start feeling sick in the stomach which is the physical symptom for my anxiety.

Now even though it sounds like I have anxiety, I still have my doubts. Because I always hear people talking about how anxiety has taken over their lives or that they can’t do many basic functions because of it and I’m worried that because my symptoms aren’t very severe, I’m just faking it. Or I just want attention (which is one of my traits, I’ll say that) and that I’m making myself think I have anxiety so I can feel sorry for myself and relate to others.
I’ve tried searching up mild anxiety but I just can’t find any cases that sound like mine (though Google isn’t the most reliable source for these types of things so).

I’m not asking for a diagnosis, I’m just asking for some advice on how to maybe recognise some more symptoms of anxiety that I may be feeling.
Sorry this was so long, thanks for reading if you did though!",5.372597498160413,5.4229477902869805,6.32198675496689,79.62012509197942,67.78587196467991,9.271817512877117,30.68506254598969,9.049649993220411,2.4534894775570275,1771,63,349,29,27,590,207,453,0.166,0.78,0.054000000000000006,-0.9902,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,2,1,35,19,3,6,18,0,35,10,2,7,3,74,70,43,0,6,19,0,6,3,0,1,7,6,0,1,30,14,1,0,18,2,0,4,12,12,2,2,14,13,40,7,64,50,7,35,0,0,1,0,23,14,0,17,20,247,70,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986079421823385,0.0,0.0,0.06134122848183673,0.0,0.0,0.09797630470073948,0.050971721308173686,0.0,0.0,0.041657669781263666,0.0,0.5623481714512435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054532776522952915,0.22907255332517015,0.13938006911630998,0.057554085930042666,0.0,0.051148029830364185,0.11202727199940153,0.0,0.10425241549314596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687807766508369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255146098878689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276850644882912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270035311913125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092091341030687,0.055411539883954884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679748336568646,0.12389592571325388,0.0,0.1176349377883853,0.0,0.2799443790249623,0.0,0.0,0.06716644339239597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962888205887245,0.0,0.0489937705244924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380848643083054,0.0,0.041060073438934384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499336008098794,0.0691019064533854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978297197874442,0.0,0.05409210400509181,0.10842314080011237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040890317452011736,0.062106189729991275,0.06154208543915887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542217162905243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002001978042554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302026973404268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042468715767976,0.05348828860323552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724638462083327,0.0,0.1225495345206587,0.0,0.03924356507101243,0.0,0.06048507230700236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742994270278728,0.0,0.18598967586575102,0.048814846244963114,0.0,0.0,0.06920431816376378,0.0,0.050673407729926255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371470566764209,0.043358862122487817,0.0,0.0489208696038574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101214401959174,0.0,0.049237012642040286,0.0,0.056398310984782006,0.0,0.0,0.08139443881426585,0.07850354921219702,0.2407434423026427,0.0,0.035720143170086795,0.0,0.0,0.05853482563458385,0.0,0.12477086959591445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050544422164065836,0.07226333512447572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015693910934066,0.056786955779231436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04459669184630325,0.1244213308225536,0.0,0.0,0.06697621421030013,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LifeisBeautiful9999,2020/04/16,I wish i have strength and power to change my life It's been hard that everyday i think that i'm not as good like my brother. Well i'm just oldest and i'm suffering everything especially when my mom and dad fight and eventually they broke up. I want to go to a prestigous school(dream school) but i eventually didn't enter instead i'm studying to other university which added up my suffering because instead of helping one another they let you fall down. I wish i could change my life and turn into beautiful things.,3.2578,5.818245180000003,4.475999999999999,80.78300000000002,77.2,8.0,29.0,8.841846274778883,2.678400000000001,418,19,77,10,10,137,67,100,0.13699999999999998,0.688,0.175,0.7177,1,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,2,2,5,8,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,14,15,8,0,4,3,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,1,1,2,1,15,4,10,11,0,10,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,50,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047006686963945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654223229701227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404488536696628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264256256308534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182125736431814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865263255981636,0.16035364745852945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712607258782911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281446704391295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954956414475904,0.2700737486929328,0.09340143511411113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390900948240272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954927029853644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38697098702373417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701223675286585,0.1225011379614333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079501524249109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127635740609459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718947809450881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396976908472012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,vacuumyourfloor,2020/04/16,"does anybody else get anxious over severe weather? I’ve had it for as long as I can remember and I cannot find answers.

I don’t have a phobia of thunder or anything specific it’s just generalised anxiety over all types of bad weather. Wind especially but thunder, lightening, rain, dust storms and hail will set me off.

When I was around 10 I fell into a bad habit of checking the weather around 7 times a day just to make sure there’s nothing in the forecast for the week. And if there was, I’d become anxious for that amount of time until the storm came. I would then start crying etc. (you know the works)

I went through a year of therapy at 12 years old which really helped but I’m 17 now (and coping so so much better)

But now I want answers. It might be that I hate being vulnerable (you know how storms make you feel small and insignificant) but I’ve had this since I was a toddler so how could I have already developed that negative emotion at 4 years old??",1.9665544041450784,4.317439580310881,3.2139145077720213,89.2081256476684,80.65803108808291,6.347046632124353,24.67590673575129,7.554174236665415,1.2642831088082902,761,29,155,12,20,246,124,193,0.172,0.797,0.03,-0.9803,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,2,14,5,1,0,10,0,16,0,0,4,2,34,28,21,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,0,7,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,7,3,15,2,22,15,4,30,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,3,16,99,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154573090309539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715480419450964,0.3164832979447046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526743682601598,0.2493878043740711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339087732326472,0.0,0.15469867442656987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388242555340526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020521324694814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183620652640572,0.0,0.15386266921090527,0.09033494283306706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257807420266835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701229983935413,0.15756230502414664,0.0,0.0,0.15621746321065533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082468300398281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280233989232384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318191221946188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829223965614415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388740327630288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539599705844754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395943665228502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699848310903092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859440580111918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296914027671568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440299670962344,0.0,0.2939642978607493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973380004547793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867442991203315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582416489723523,0.0,0.11586912220212485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914378209162003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320163348665436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018470022877426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633543832738089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261817769289348,0.0,0.11235742219931152,0.0,0.0,0.1298482776950593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197418663631952,0.0,0.0,0.09950322984388224,0.0,0.0,0.2706055983779297
anxiety,Copperflashh,2020/04/16,"Afraid to get diagnosed It has come to my attention that I may have an anxiety disorder, I have a lot of the symptoms and I’ve spoken to a few people (people I know IRL and people online) who have suspected the same thing. The problem is, I’m scared. 

Is the only way out medication? I don’t want to have to rely on medicine. (Of course, no disrespect if that’s what works for you, I don’t see a problem with it, it just seems scary to me for some reason) If I see a doctor/psychiatrist what will they actually do? And can they do anything that isn’t medication?",1.3006231884057975,3.5063905913043487,3.744021739130435,85.2887862318841,82.21739130434783,7.311594202898552,22.6268115942029,8.344100000000001,1.4856811594202894,438,15,92,10,12,152,71,115,0.207,0.7809999999999999,0.012,-0.9640000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,1,4,0,2,9,0,15,4,0,1,0,21,23,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,11,0,13,21,4,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,6,0,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.18206281502904784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272350746193474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352902750018665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071124700845782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936192689414366,0.0,0.0,0.2138223395995591,0.19095958206468847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747373692898956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025325330755376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861288411211294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758939422924354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189287211794974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880269158198217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570395033736192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182230232444425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867864582269293,0.0,0.2973400363401125,0.1698439029496591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391490572074535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394705328716517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004225325295593,0.1480884736298241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582324839952625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thshittiestthrowaway,2020/04/16,"Can a panic attack last for days? I've been having a panic attack for a couple of hours now and this is my current fear. How long can they last? Can they give me a shot in ER that will stop it? 

Edit: Sorry for the impulsive post, but I seriously would like to know. Is there a ""max"" and has anyone experienced it?",0.023269230769233932,2.2679036923076943,2.646442307692311,90.56043269230771,89.0,5.096153846153847,14.278846153846152,6.6274283507984215,-0.44126923076923097,240,4,52,3,8,83,49,65,0.237,0.715,0.047,-0.8406,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,2,3,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,7,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,5,1,6,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,9,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478081838276502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711201518975828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22910740096245355,0.0,0.13353624937953434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329995060579753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863034207433453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391190080692728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379448739136518,0.33756226047947674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115881384529272,0.0,0.0,0.18324114375469425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858794249786432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830576667229935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23178616061591895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311101543521726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470891296079725,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,qwertyujm,2020/04/16,"I had a video interview today. I panicked over every question and felt horrible afterwards. Decided to write something to describe how I felt. I call it 'nothing' Inadequate

Mind made up;

I am nothing

A pebble in the hurricane

 I cannot see

but the eye of the storm is quick to recognise

Fickle mind

Decide now

It engulfs me,

without knowing 

I am nothing",1.9945454545454562,4.839274515151518,3.968848484848486,78.36327272727273,91.72727272727272,6.276363636363637,32.35757575757576,7.554174236665415,3.1483684848484845,282,17,44,6,10,95,49,66,0.10300000000000001,0.897,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,5,1,1,2,0,14,10,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,8,0,8,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,4,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148628702811276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450226016418302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397723343697893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138242959718049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959760302416729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41825167534677604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5961936632839151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320147909630401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650428370657258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944627705866615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631961000187007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199650256172885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kidm9,2020/04/16,"Anxiety with irrational fears Hello im not sure if this is the right sub for this but i would like to know if anyone else here expiriences extremely irrational fears that cause extreme anxiety (panic attacks loss of apetite etc). For me i have an irrational fear of being possesed by a demon and demons. I am not religious i do not beleive in the paranormal but for some reason i keep getting these ""What if"" ""What if"" toughts and its driving me nuts. I have had this 3 times prior and  they usually come in cycles that  last for 3-6 months and after that its like nothing happened no anxiety. It usually also includes this compulsive googling of things relating to the topic which isn't really helping so i am asking people here that if you have same kinds of symptoms how are you coping?  Thanks in advance.

inb4 someone asks i have been to the psychiatrist prior when i last had these about a year ago i have in total spent 3 years talking to a psychiatrist. I could go to a psychiatrist now i would just have to go visit the health clinic and it would be free for me in my country but i decided to first ask here.

Thank you.",2.8614720600500405,5.3530789587155985,4.134178482068388,83.07176814011677,78.22018348623853,7.633361134278567,26.42285237698081,8.575989854853784,2.2088642201834863,895,36,166,20,22,293,129,218,0.159,0.754,0.087,-0.9145,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,3,10,13,1,4,10,0,21,3,0,3,2,33,34,17,0,9,12,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,18,7,0,1,3,0,2,6,5,6,0,1,4,0,21,8,25,24,4,27,2,1,0,0,11,6,0,6,17,126,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676298155368323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631599452977486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764092990175719,0.0,0.0,0.08421459704830858,0.12340523080965075,0.0,0.0,0.337786021738307,0.13701812918511544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372527515886328,0.0,0.10374857867917643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616170947916647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006123431053998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432267401960316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065861707574757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244638333979834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292504011494858,0.0,0.1368978967716892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650488227257388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802231399197733,0.0,0.0,0.08072853575802827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009609728926474,0.0,0.0,0.10705279488283463,0.0,0.12541994761932815,0.06619079108012174,0.19634969647594835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768200844595182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613422865802007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556563231307905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131063923282566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349807860357215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715708426141467,0.12383259787711692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285528351552448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204860132175368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351347505643007,0.12518349666078474,0.0,0.0968052807212562,0.0,0.2217703322814871,0.0,0.0,0.08001512557076218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022965654157579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265295757103146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566718143706062,0.0,0.0,0.15511909629797413
anxiety,Deans001,2020/04/16,inappropriate sinus tachycardia Hay guys I'm a 26 year old male pretty fit and a good life style. About 3 years ago I got a case of pericarditis which threw me around for a few months theb it just stop. Fast forward to about 3 weeks ago an I got a virus and it came back but this time it has come back with heart pulpations. I have been to a cardiologist an had and ecg ecogram and stress test an everything has shown up perfect the last week I have been feeling my heart is beating out of whack so I went to the er twice and they couldn't find anything. Lastnight I went again an they finally caught that my heart rate was at 120 and they have put it down to inappropriate sinus tachycardia . I also have to add that I have really bad anxiety from it aswell. Does anyone have any tips to slow the heart rate down or anything I have been a nerves wreck lately really bad cheers,2.7226704545454545,4.794989562500003,3.3829545454545484,90.40068181818184,76.67045454545455,7.127272727272729,21.227272727272727,8.07648339933343,0.8044840909090905,697,18,151,12,16,219,111,176,0.14800000000000002,0.76,0.092,-0.9087,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,2,9,6,0,1,14,0,16,7,4,0,1,20,26,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,12,0,1,2,0,0,8,1,3,1,1,12,1,15,3,19,13,1,33,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,19,89,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207809944462164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099588550000674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468633191657067,0.0,0.09526697834647814,0.0,0.0,0.08707597995408141,0.0,0.20495918014510733,0.11086027704391853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151552410282915,0.2079587770433128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243193943675678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727367313946967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897918043526164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192173023638784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296734516810701,0.0,0.0,0.13641920465521154,0.1138203971790525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445190512848272,0.19919994249642825,0.0,0.0,0.12330669793632246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59028618015307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015105625009521,0.14047802041513266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796094764063124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940060821908266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067585074441568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669426516701726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518950171624238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955734416465406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411469888239057,0.14265149317212622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261586921431573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199784828840672,0.0,0.0,0.2308856453518958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038962119582933
anxiety,l4daw,2020/04/16,"How to stop rush when doing things? For a few years I'm living like I'm always late to do something.  
  I can't enjoy the moment when I'm doing something because i just want to finish what I'm doing.   

If I'm reading a book, i don't pay attention in the history or in the lessons, i just want to finish.
  
If I'm playing some game, i skip the history and the chats between characters just to finish the game asap. The only thing that i think really matters is to see the 100% complete in the end.   
  
If I'm watching some educational video or something similar, i don't pay attention on the lessons or tips from the video, i just focus on how much time left to end the video.   
  
I running to go to school, or job, or to my home even if I'm off or if I'm not late, i just think i need to run or get to the destination fast as i can.    
  
   
How to overcome this?",3.026520146520145,3.3124679340659355,5.107417582417583,85.45841575091575,72.95604395604396,8.044688644688646,27.25457875457875,8.07648339933343,1.526416117216117,652,22,148,9,12,228,87,182,0.03,0.9009999999999999,0.069,0.3436,1,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,11,3,0,0,15,0,9,0,0,3,0,35,26,19,0,8,18,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,6,9,2,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,13,3,23,26,4,25,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,14,15,94,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723289210205198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786437935557916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855240674553248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134425160734535,0.0,0.0,0.11687088259101686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244675907973343,0.0,0.10056224722507598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749083764429405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755911787106911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992046285973041,0.0,0.192251883520702,0.0,0.0,0.08644666942562307,0.0,0.15624618333769216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007535626101474,0.13120290080195413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457508224369974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699345764828486,0.0,0.11335586543893493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790783672203653,0.14100271298882736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086640421532543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793442268064444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510955329904,0.22675915770837565,0.0,0.0,0.10317838696155412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873416769643655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394714805051102
anxiety,CalTCOD,2020/04/16,"Everytime my family makes me go inside and eat with them they fight and yell at me, the therapy I was appointed to haven't gotten back to me. I really need support if anyone can help I'm a 17 year old guy and I'm having some serious issues with my family. I'm the oldest though my younger brother and sister just treat me like shit, my parents yell at me for it if I don't just not care about it, everytime I do it it just results in them yelling at me to get the hell out and I just end up not eating for a day. It would be a small argument, like me wanting to watch a show just so then I dont have to talk to any of them then my younger brother would demand we watch his show and if he gets mad its my fault, and if I dont instantly put it back on for him based on what my family say I'd be getting upset too easily or just want to start a fight, and would eventually lead to all of them bashing on me.

I've been appointed for a therapist and they never get back to me. It took me a month only to get an appointment to talk with a therapist so they know what treatment would be best, now I talked to them and they'd said they'd be getting back to me very soon and it's been 2 weeks with no response. 

The ""helplines"" in my country also don't do shit, I call, takes me two hours for a response then I just get some guy who responds ""that must be hard for you"" everytime I say something and refuses to give me any advice and says I have to seek a therapist though when I do that nothing happens. 

I don't have any close friends to talk to, all of them have moved schools or the people I am close to we dont have the type of relationship to talk about stuff like this as they know met my family and think of them as good people, they'd just think of me being a sook if I say anything about my family to them. I have no one to talk to, my previous reddit posts about this just get downvoted and no one responds to me, I seriously have nothing else I can do.",5.206025974025977,3.9848454380952383,6.268311688311691,84.12487012987016,68.42857142857143,10.112554112554118,29.8051948051948,9.339509955726095,2.132785714285714,1524,45,356,26,22,513,176,420,0.09699999999999999,0.826,0.077,-0.7591,1,0,1,0,3,0,26.0,2,1,15,2,26,19,6,1,18,0,39,4,2,3,4,63,69,33,0,13,18,4,1,3,1,5,0,8,0,2,17,24,2,1,4,2,0,5,13,10,0,3,7,11,65,9,55,48,5,39,1,0,2,0,50,13,3,9,23,252,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185736119710599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880575765476762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001856874078487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141724600565487,0.0,0.060512879626480526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261749066020252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717024198147403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508725843648788,0.0,0.07497363538147324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742386637757358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585467343219152,0.0,0.0,0.1504889286967518,0.0614288944906802,0.0,0.06513001167856147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466103525314703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681280857319852,0.0,0.3073512080714511,0.07054128631613825,0.04179152476339055,0.06167750629487793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562203779458455,0.06502658594294408,0.0,0.06587274231573335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049288830300592334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241697128380495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675123234406259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082561236559123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077761752259062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908505389857532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058694780450446536,0.07815586117042936,0.0,0.05452512676672034,0.0567145755329926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111725887691548,0.0,0.07716240883268898,0.0,0.09965817505212986,0.055926533438887635,0.0,0.0,0.08165169961653225,0.0,0.0,0.10195955093382722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042601708724285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392279030869152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710827958094327,0.0,0.0,0.07894886182845295,0.0,0.0,0.06994843964531962,0.23391131626766734,0.0,0.07442114933576444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096484292165088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056610686113414216,0.0,0.0,0.052048314047963035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417975962706631,0.0,0.08344642622888243,0.0,0.0,0.05528902246457471,0.3546269488627528,0.0,0.0,0.0840934590883512,0.25613873178949154,0.0,0.09423626874094056,0.1444951467425255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169987497340461,0.0,0.0,0.07183282027060865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060673915997525626,0.08674546739918235,0.0,0.05898518568562487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894806497961,0.0,0.0,0.047354004021135404
anxiety,archangellauren444,2020/04/16,How to stop focusing on my breathing / shortness of breath Had another anxiety/panic attack I was good for a week and just had another one not as bad as the other ones but I just feel like I’m not in my body and I freaked out cause I thought I wasn’t breathing Right?? but I was just focused on my breathing and it just freaked me out then I got shortness of breath and made it even worse the thoughts get worse at night it’s 5am now I just want some sleep anyways please help I’m 21 years old and haven’t dealt with this much intense anxiety until the lock down happen thanks <3,2.092561983471075,4.008377264462816,2.742975206611572,94.98900826446285,78.00826446280992,6.052892561983472,25.049586776859503,6.980632752743323,0.8024644628099176,463,17,103,5,11,144,79,121,0.14800000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.182,0.5477,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,4,0,6,7,7,3,0,26,17,12,0,1,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,9,1,12,3,15,8,2,18,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,9,65,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744363792890427,0.1365851154637451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311874884700185,0.0,0.0,0.14907617553931873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983213270580221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341312379960129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792614820517924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027684366090036,0.12755135019829306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328149125454713,0.0,0.0,0.14975362680755555,0.14279736598390738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788522702769814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967379263562765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722722481873117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894196229570246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124984940823015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675507672416633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873511312318112,0.0,0.2419710855968587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195986898664758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247497994773748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867221522616075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927017120880562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643786581100573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28348683121975377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530944855355588,0.0,0.1432166443647707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639016979654758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497601430448093
anxiety,raivalecha,2020/04/16,"Your biggest obstacles with anxiety Hey everyone, I'm currently trying to find out how one could make the lives of people with anxiety a lot easier ;)

Which is why I have two very simple questions:

1. As someone with anxiety, what are the 2 biggest issues you're dealing with?
2. 2. Regarding having anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else?",4.493282051282055,7.068029123076926,5.699615384615388,73.49455128205129,73.15384615384616,9.871794871794874,32.371794871794876,10.125756701596842,4.145256410256411,283,14,45,9,6,94,52,65,0.139,0.755,0.105,0.0926,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,9,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6135377511715044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499709113639746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008553038651024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067100471459774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749473773599027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158944818320156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325633848883624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927330109014414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704804353736525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046069346867534,0.0,0.0,0.13383747660876688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358661915699654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900370814854648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224609527828756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988575344881726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612854567666632,0.0,0.19586254142808188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654361800205096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092299724569166,0.0,0.2305688428805923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243175640053304,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mynameisroxy,2020/04/16,"Hey guys, Im feeling kinda anxious about the future So it's my first time writing on here or practically anywhere but I see that people are actually getting comforted and I wanted to try it out because Its getting kinda tough in my head. Im 17 years old and my english may be not that good so excuse me😅

Well basically I can't stop feeling stressed out. I'm afraid about my future, I can't stop obsessing about the possibility that I will never succeed and I will never find those genuine people whom I'll feel happy with. I am afraid that I will be stuck with the group Im hanging out with (almost 3 years now) for the rest of my life. Not that I don't love them, they just don't make me feel good about myself. They make me feel like we are all just little non- important pawns in the game of life. And I know that it's not so far from the truth and life is probably going to suck and be fucking hard, but if its going to be like that anyway, why can't we try to enjoy it as much as we can? Why can't we use all our chances to feel better? All we do is smoke weed everyday while we all are fucked up inside. Sometimes I can't help but to feel that I'm overreacting because no one seems to care as much as I do. I just give more value to life than them. There is so much to explore, there is so many people to explore, lets like all gather around and discover everything. Every time I bring up the topic to them, it seems like im asking for too much. But what am i asking for? Lets all wake the fuck up? Lets stop smoking every damn day? Lets stop sitting on our phones  and not interacting with eachother? I dont want to write too much because people dont like to read long paragraphs.. but i know i should leave. But i can't. They're too familiar. Familiar = Comfort Zone and i dont have the  guts to get out of it, too afraid to interact with other people, too afraid of acting like a dumbass weirdo and too afraid of not getting where I want to be. Im sorry i wrote too much but i will really appreciate to get another perspective or some advice. :)",2.220963136033234,3.8149394088785087,3.8242367601246094,88.82011422637592,76.64018691588784,6.718172377985463,22.63655244029076,7.492282038375204,0.789784839044652,1609,46,349,21,36,536,191,428,0.115,0.6970000000000001,0.188,0.988,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,8,0,5,3,27,31,5,7,10,0,39,11,3,3,9,86,78,30,0,5,18,0,8,6,0,6,4,0,0,1,20,26,0,4,14,2,0,7,19,13,1,2,2,9,44,18,52,61,15,42,0,0,1,4,31,15,5,10,25,233,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0672324562754021,0.0,0.0,0.06732427233212533,0.0,0.0,0.06898928798776878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224335424154392,0.0,0.07783275219554454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133195433848579,0.1288167252480373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259948964461854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093282136592142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024395778055734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044432153391887615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422364314815851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609552789898685,0.0,0.0619191890132393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385084623189715,0.04921924196499762,0.0,0.0,0.0629696009131245,0.058602814057068374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910794374097812,0.17997631078682252,0.06609122143490828,0.0783102509603033,0.11557321786901273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821776897115245,0.0,0.07334096254984346,0.06171719040396601,0.0,0.07070706590117364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046179466916225036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720969521054479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572676546506713,0.0,0.0,0.0729508062250307,0.0,0.2818028865518387,0.19465283573584866,0.20195432871297805,0.06905178752875464,0.0,0.06097070005218602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621812361373424,0.0,0.09197709131121913,0.06984962504254498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30387846553644554,0.0,0.10627352479338928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722946534566589,0.0,0.04668564226097985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881869788890345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776697710937596,0.0,0.0,0.07428142869811047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891454034309209,0.0,0.04413647524441874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490110923796703,0.12544047258507682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813980294115972,0.07712331513319848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040021649198175,0.0789200162478722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034750216504505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355158206073083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950393365009363,0.0,0.0,0.12190975371487599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194568468999349,0.0,0.12433566038166315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873339654069777
anxiety,n14mhy,2020/04/16,"Anyone else worried their anxiety will be 10x worse when this is all over? The title. Having so much time to myself to relax, know I don't HAVE to see anybody etc is kinda nice. Obviously I miss some things and lockdown isn't great. But I have found some solace in it. Also knowing that, as soon as lockdown is lifted, everybody will be going out all at once is very anxiety inducing for me. Even things like getting a hair appointment anywhere (which I hate having to phone up to book/enquire) will be even harder and more anxiety inducing than it usually is due to the number of people who will be rushing out. Granted life hasn't changed much for me - a uni student - as I'm still at my desk doing work, just like I would be if lockdown didn't happen. I miss going out for food with my boyfriend and to the pub with friends sometimes and obviously I'm excited to do that again. But I just keep imagining the crowds in every salon, pub, restaurants and shopping centres when the lockdown lifts and honestly I'll probably stay inside for a while. Anyone else feel this way??",5.9176254180602035,6.542183497584543,6.296328502415459,78.28177257525084,66.68115942028986,9.074544778892603,32.34819769602378,9.057496981413335,2.777821553325901,852,34,155,14,13,275,125,207,0.094,0.8,0.106,0.5691,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,1,0,8,0,25,3,1,2,4,32,40,17,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,5,1,0,0,0,10,11,1,1,7,4,1,3,4,3,0,0,2,3,13,8,28,28,8,23,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,4,11,113,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635613048684584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339208261440289,0.0,0.0,0.20347367414704806,0.2981634609900262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391948654788404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309281091086446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227072836521889,0.1922024797453573,0.0,0.12258984947407553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356906623041441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759389251124252,0.15953301108005527,0.11241277778403627,0.0,0.07601763564037697,0.0,0.16538176881117292,0.0,0.0,0.1604140335012718,0.0,0.0,0.12866498487292036,0.0,0.0,0.1436509209344866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293268997655209,0.0,0.0,0.15992576023425298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277080549270612,0.14216769704286492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391817596361234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495252907090828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008712351134445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568733839729602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594449569664933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390301395619629,0.0,0.0,0.15508341809839746,0.11619632123385118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933271921716972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484209835025686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024746399497294,0.12005256574368195,0.0,0.11549096182833953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592558091672856,0.14776210073196194,0.14827671766828435,0.10335887710380663,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mylifeisdumb111,2020/04/16,"How do you cope? How do we get through this? I feel like I’m losing my mind everyday.
I feel like I can’t breathe almost all of the time. 

I have this overall feeling of darkness. Like something just isn’t right. I feel so alone. I feel unable to explain to people the gravity of what I’m feeling.
I wonder if this is normal, is this just anxiety? I logically know it is because everybody tells me it is but it feels so awful that it’s hard to believe just an emotion is causing this.

I feel like I can’t live like this. When I need therapy the most I can’t even access it because of this fucking corona shit. 

I feel like I can’t keep going. Like everyday I wake up expecting it to be a little more manageable but it just fucking isn’t. It feels like a bad trip I can’t escape.

I’m terrified it won’t go away. What if I have to live like this for the rest of my life? What if this is who I am now?

I want to tell my friends, I want to tell my family but I don’t know how. I’m so desperate for an escape.

I didn’t know it could get this bad.",-0.07105263157894726,1.8189568947368464,2.5544736842105285,93.66881578947368,85.3157894736842,5.905263157894738,21.34210526315789,7.1686216300943375,0.5427421052631587,804,27,190,12,24,279,101,228,0.158,0.6779999999999999,0.165,-0.8032,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,1,13,16,3,0,8,1,23,6,3,4,1,42,52,13,0,9,10,0,11,9,1,1,1,0,0,0,25,1,0,1,16,0,0,3,10,6,0,0,1,11,29,10,17,48,4,12,0,1,0,2,8,4,3,6,14,125,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981485562398242,0.10151469593217767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498173536523868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208896821179746,0.0,0.16367801580133565,0.11949891101907185,0.0,0.0,0.11043011920893032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068911436329922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825755368647108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025445986921896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473843952425219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924004703398707,0.0,0.4955967843207218,0.3501121463189724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572667975945632,0.18122785392627752,0.10241830624040232,0.0,0.1114091519816054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780280692854132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712084974576334,0.0,0.0,0.16160058139226993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923138125026143,0.4309696411073817,0.0982374720685323,0.173099301838932,0.0,0.0,0.1096544868315304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896790681823088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267739295421935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603456651799464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795173884103947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370486459995002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061169832974573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545726757638213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570101025575726,0.0,0.11208948485698833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057153737667023335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562438814935025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629383586397063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JChavez29,2020/04/16,"I'm tired of depending on drugs to control myself In normal circumstances I'm able to deal with my anxiety and depression much better, since I do a lot of activities like intense workout sessions, that help me get relief along with therapy and support from my loved ones. I stopped taking medication some time ago, as I was getting over it really well

But since the pandemic hit my country I have not been able to do any of those things. I'm away from my loved ones, my SO, therapy, everything. I'm so worried about big things like economic stability, but the worst part by far is the little things that get me anxious. Even insignificant and stupid stuff makes me feel hopeless and depressed, like I'm going to loose everything. 

To calm myself I've been using weed, codeine and alcohol. I just can't sleep without getting high on drugs. I know I'm more than this but it's so hard to fight against my own brain. I don't want to die from overdose or shoot myself.

I absolutely fucking hate the pandemic and everything is happening right now",6.024475524475527,7.023241929292929,6.3217171717171725,76.86667832167834,66.57575757575756,10.132711732711735,33.91763791763792,10.214889679676881,3.5229987567987573,834,37,153,20,13,268,124,198,0.228,0.645,0.127,-0.9806,0,0,3,1,1,2,18.0,0,0,0,2,8,18,4,0,5,0,10,10,2,4,0,27,34,14,1,2,7,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,10,9,1,2,2,1,0,1,4,8,1,2,3,2,20,10,27,30,7,15,0,3,0,3,5,10,1,4,7,99,30,1,0.2273123765584911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007493532875616,0.121463900216491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729010546665285,0.0,0.08694667294295533,0.12839914180775494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067837302212841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051966236082048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268778944778838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747507953702447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717453948942212,0.19578381684574012,0.0,0.11795717943588575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636101899045855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506884044140089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30644056029617844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057467983780341785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507331463274394,0.2375226695589124,0.0,0.06459343100698196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050579194001084,0.0,0.10181362034771617,0.11221195561241712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618134723395185,0.12008400307477025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624624687121648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658001779225282,0.11391335920781005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662642689125946,0.20515829471175145,0.0,0.0758663882311622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449665245388956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355037583387802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135893301996788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403274924657775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307857619172907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281106454471481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706176378361348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880351468704688,0.0,0.11373826941915854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502166258867327,0.0,0.0,0.13010914357493025,0.0,0.1289756955725209,0.0,0.0,0.08545530889883814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25995151306468794,0.0,0.22652436370251994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627383738448271,0.13063106892627455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981624547422206,0.0,0.0,0.06703736457739741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219056282252673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956050967065577,0.0,0.0,0.11542337620024168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nearie,2020/04/16,"Does anyone else suffer from anxiety induced tremors? I have really bad anxiety and it makes me very shaky. But when I am especially anxious, (i.e. in social situations or having an anxiety attack, afraid of messing something up), my body uncontrollably jolts about and I have no way of controlling it or stopping it. 

It is incredibly uncomfortable and makes my anxiety even worse. Does anyone else struggle with this? It's miserable.",5.535675675675677,8.890134662162165,6.3553378378378405,65.97327702702704,74.0,10.186486486486489,33.57432432432432,10.125756701596842,4.754843243243244,351,18,50,12,8,115,55,74,0.425,0.575,0.0,-0.9871,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,5,1,0,5,1,1,4,0,13,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,0,7,7,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044377774429964,0.18623305391336376,0.0,0.23053325800340946,0.3378156627275924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754014644549752,0.0,0.0,0.1376424773728671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311067260335714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489277284714045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885218809312373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27542126976086434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888156425585037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200766916467486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056068344222088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529778617309475,0.0,0.16804334267167173,0.0,0.1269092271696002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782159415293732,0.0,0.172336528428245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601813221575929,0.0,0.13084988911633494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679957613849242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,py4_,2020/04/16,"medication for extreme anxiety-less overthinking? I have seen that SSRIs have been proposed for people suffering from overthinking and anxiety. The problem is that I don't have anxiety. But some real-life issues, occupies my mind so badly and I'm obsessed with solving them. Finding out what is the best action to do in that social situation. And the way I think about it is that I visualize the situation like a movie where this issue has happened and I'm talking to the people involving in it and hearing them. And I sometimes actually say those words that I'm telling in that movie and from outside it seems I'm talking to myself. 
If the issue is really important to me, I become so obsessed with it such that I cannot get out of that mental movie until the issue is resolved and it really burns me down. isn't this a type of OCD? but I don't see any compulsive component in it. Only that I become ssso obsessed with the thoughts.

Last time that it occurred to me, I started to play a computer game until morning to become sleepy and went to sleep immediately.  

I think sometimes I really need medication and this situation is too extreme for mindfulness practices or general guidelines.

Any suggestion or medication?",5.292471855115026,7.3410565462555075,6.638465491923642,69.92987640724428,69.44052863436123,9.802153695545767,33.756485560450315,10.125756701596842,4.001639451786588,984,48,158,27,18,333,115,227,0.067,0.877,0.055999999999999994,0.1879,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,2,6,10,0,3,11,0,16,4,1,0,0,33,32,19,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,22,15,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,4,19,4,28,28,2,16,0,1,2,0,11,8,0,5,6,118,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.10288272213232652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338959251546465,0.0,0.16130458004414014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802814936426666,0.0,0.3493115156992875,0.0,0.0,0.1106403991678171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635947148786117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550818869304241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322981554178447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188252519265164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401586292917185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593806027262249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150689670696945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186234817630981,0.1062468359889719,0.0,0.21290487035811104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817367984402603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018290243584134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618128859824195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088055600478113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000038109016807,0.20262002773799528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384074203090212,0.0,0.0,0.08401263138965223,0.09597788032801573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35551716685379553,0.10550434629995308,0.10747078046481423,0.0,0.0,0.2085423856427413,0.0,0.07462262776966526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947839897171452,0.09214890012483837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510827647898732,0.0,0.08369822015870444,0.0614760355133507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368400368316133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773300441591218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DrDarthZ,2020/04/16,"Rabies Anxiety 6 months ago, I was walking and the side of my left hand touched the snout of a stray dog.I think that I had seen the same dog alive after two weeks in that area but I'm now doubting myself. I had checked for cuts and couldn't find anything but now I'm thinking like it might ve licked the peeling around the nails on my pinky. I had a rabies vaccination around 2 and a half years ago. This shit is causing a lot of stress.",1.9825000000000017,3.675830293478264,2.618913043478262,96.76902173913048,77.58695652173913,5.469565217391305,22.369565217391305,5.985473137389443,0.03475652173913035,345,10,80,2,8,107,64,92,0.17,0.753,0.077,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,2,9,0,7,2,2,1,0,16,12,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,2,5,4,7,1,9,5,2,16,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,3,9,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40260476933254863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372392011548912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868764647334964,0.4043181015590733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328491365189766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755697231346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467349318405432,0.0,0.0,0.11094514497318976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930645658783932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409075624471616,0.0,0.0,0.1812617931354944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310554974729875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601318634675248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910213637276033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218348157758746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215862541360134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623909681820976
anxiety,missmandy1234,2020/04/16,"Just need to vent I haven't been sleeping. My psychiatrist put me on trazadone on top of my other meds for anxiety and depression. It worked for maybe 2 days & now I'm back to insomnia from anxiety. I tried melatonin & I was dizzy all the next day so idk on that. My doctor only gave me 10 pills of trazadone because he just wanted to have me ""be back on a normal sleep schedule"" and not depend on them long term. 

I really hate relying on meds to keep me emotionally stable & sleeping. I'm on 2 benzos & feel guilty about needing them all the time after my old pharmacist hand wrote me a letter saying more or less that ""benzos are bad! You shouldn't need or take them! You're an addict!"" So over the last year I've tried to get off all my meds. Well, winter 2019/2020 hit & my SAD was the worst it's ever been so it was right back on all the meds I was previously on. And now COVID 19 & the sh*t show that all our current lives? Need my meds more than ever.

This is getting long & I feel stupid for complaining because I know it could be so much worse. I just really needed to vent to my fellow anxiety sufferers. 

How have you all been sleeping lately?",3.3772573839662416,4.702370375527426,4.332341772151904,87.453111814346,73.0928270042194,7.6295358649789025,23.71518987341772,8.167268648758528,1.1609392405063297,917,25,194,14,18,297,131,237,0.174,0.789,0.037000000000000005,-0.9869,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,2,3,2,17,9,2,0,9,0,16,9,5,2,8,33,35,10,0,9,6,0,3,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,8,1,0,9,4,27,1,27,21,12,36,0,3,0,0,13,13,0,3,22,121,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461671081092467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887048619969971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813611249077466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790538103414741,0.06480903936811838,0.0946322521172584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197285387275269,0.0,0.0,0.10011631091001484,0.0,0.06685356061944586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944684608908162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731148890328289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404225610134991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849350164346854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110596904115296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663318549634783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899177697523172,0.0,0.0,0.04265764664072446,0.06327025129633107,0.08755817556614573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853943953651961,0.13738162787177466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797921936095327,0.0,0.4310888257745404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057059262666113275,0.2877693744075662,0.0,0.0,0.08254921759717097,0.0,0.07605062868942854,0.0,0.0,0.08144860703420383,0.0,0.0,0.059033126541268466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802903499007638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994500770437378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628662790909652,0.0,0.061726140901227126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107022188807645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058360203266680274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045260553976815734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539708927798602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045781991471481966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978925118998902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650791960395497,0.0,0.07910090054379394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049984412401853716
anxiety,someonestalksme,2020/04/16,"How can I stop worrying about my dad? How can I relax and avoid thinking about my dad?
I’m 20 a sophomore in college
We weren’t close growing up but my senior year of high school and freshman year of college we grew really close and enjoyed skiing and playing raquetball and going to the gym together. He had had some bad pain in his arm due to what at the time the doctors thought was a pinched nerve he had a disk replacement in his neck and after the surgery had been in extreme pain since, he hasn’t been able to do anything other than an occasional walk around the neighborhood. The last three months have been full of extreme panic attacks where he’s fainted on multiple occasions and threatened suicide that he’s had due to feeling hopeless. When he was questioning doing the surgery he asked what I thought about it and I told him he should do it so he could stop being in pain but now he’s in worse pain. I’ve developed extreme stomach pains which doctors can’t find anything wrong with me so I believe it’s stress I can never sleep and can’t stop thinking about how I may never get to those activities with my dad again and I worry that he’ll end his life. My mom is really struggling taking care of him as their marriage wasn’t great before. This happened just before this last Christmas and I’m losing hope for I’m and myself, I’ve got two younger brothers at home and I also worry for them",3.9703714565004873,5.659524383512548,4.412539915281851,86.01456744868038,72.18996415770609,6.936526555881394,29.169273378950802,7.520522993642371,1.7303820788530468,1129,46,218,13,22,356,156,279,0.265,0.6559999999999999,0.078,-0.9966,1,1,0,0,0,2,10.0,2,0,2,1,16,20,1,4,11,0,27,13,4,3,2,44,45,23,1,3,3,5,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,0,12,20,0,4,7,4,0,4,7,14,0,2,16,1,25,6,31,24,2,39,0,2,0,0,29,16,0,4,19,138,37,6,0.0998276589568528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983214280105537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429931490739358,0.0888677811643484,0.09332538538126424,0.11356837365218825,0.0,0.0,0.08335192542487177,0.0,0.0,0.16989197023555375,0.11247158655850896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178095147121664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970426262650733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043556780048801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841767541678434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047586385412423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124067175603487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052155831570277575,0.0,0.05673435911448287,0.0,0.07984129829799337,0.11006034642252532,0.0,0.0,0.08827726912963835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547340260671814,0.1001352813835167,0.09915139009684436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274573173997656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051122777583875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168161544648593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691694764919056,0.0796814849679392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539864895349761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311183375168745,0.11712624871516993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182982466470016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790430912211892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103092040868786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257847107967208,0.0,0.09989975329827036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503811786237966,0.11435224605262236,0.10436154405023808,0.0,0.10919525621410704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505797583010716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279310659907036,0.0,0.15850402070805708,0.0582103107305085,0.0,0.0,0.09538960615361332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751711727466963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041395002616939,0.10173291299253424,0.0,0.10914587386087443,0.0,0.1285714787796988
anxiety,Silencer306,2020/04/16,"New here. Need some help Want this to be a follow up for https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/fo6h6w/anyone_else_have_to_keep_reminding_themselves_the/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf

I want to start by saying I’ve never had anxiety before nor any symptoms related to it. But the things mentioned in that post are what I’m experiencing from the past 5 days.

Started with a sore throat, but haven’t had fever or any other cold symptoms. But I experienced mild chest pain/tightness many times, shortness of breath once, a weird trembling sensation in my chest a couple of times which lasts about 2 hours. I have had diarrhea, mild headache, loss of appetite. My diarrhea is fine now, no headache today. Appetite came back for 2 days, and went away yesterday when I felt shortness of breath for first time.

I don’t know if it is just anxiety or something else. I’m taking all precautions and am also in contact with my doctor. 

But can anxiety show itself as physical symptoms for so many days?",9.462269076305224,11.990923319277112,6.936325301204821,69.97127510040163,59.783132530120476,8.66586345381526,30.700803212851405,9.075114841892004,2.599861044176707,845,28,129,13,12,241,112,166,0.08199999999999999,0.848,0.07,-0.7182,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,6,0,12,11,5,0,2,21,25,14,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,6,5,8,1,22,18,2,30,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,4,19,79,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577964969725716,0.0,0.2866381343815433,0.0,0.1799020173347211,0.0,0.30356825951793986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427598829984862,0.10171071398793724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125556227563526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128647479272586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463589137263244,0.0,0.25591779645930096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538827391162006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049814167281814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270039990732588,0.0,0.0,0.1125123879511492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866062459041392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026346670862374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269445462119115,0.10782114753000796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26821060515544365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807966156889762,0.1020180365301731,0.12775127046091314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408677323338604,0.0,0.0,0.14074910109911734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627071460952166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668214328257404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518977257413233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183116050223773,0.0,0.0,0.18724875409814548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124506990548289,0.09945375523840967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787711734358658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313904924180594,0.0,0.12538049858938732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560375296612886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226195314887274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PsychologicalCold5,2020/04/16,"Does traumatic childhood experience cause anxiety/OCD When I was in kindergarten (age 6) I got locked under my friend’s house by accident. We were in there all day, in complete darkness and dirt, screaming and crying for help. I remember finally escaping, I ran all the way home in the rain and thunder. Mum told me later that I used to not use the bathroom all day at school because I was afraid of the dark and being locked inside the cubicle. 

I wanted to ask if this traumatic event may have caused my childhood nighttime anxiety and OCD, even persisting into my adulthood? Every night I was convinced I was going to die. These days it’s more manageable.",6.463442622950819,7.5616839918032825,6.606680327868855,74.85788934426232,65.63934426229507,10.034426229508195,34.92213114754098,10.125756701596842,3.7440622950819673,525,24,89,12,8,168,87,122,0.2,0.7490000000000001,0.05,-0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,4,3,19,16,7,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,8,2,14,2,13,6,4,21,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,11,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047549069306947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166809264956018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119383812666052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772746170447352,0.0,0.0,0.1925312500847516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017075586971657,0.35527605644737875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057765065832866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069475607061573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212850571485834,0.0,0.15471514123020708,0.0,0.0,0.17962415252817165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011563192883356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418711162918508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436045002214092,0.0,0.14686468571746955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308248000897858,0.0,0.18419460784231967,0.0,0.0,0.21188292236399173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723231419789697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801557680862245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584209788509332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546513930893473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171925625399545,0.0,0.0,0.10830899406534562,0.14575595407564834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miserablesummer1,2020/04/16,"Anyone else’s type of anxiety attacks change over time? Has anyone else experienced their types of anxiety attacks change over time?

My current anxiety attacks are like this:

-I start feeling sense of impending doom or I just feel off (I almost always can tell that I’m about to have one)

-Immediately break down in tears

-Start hyperventilating 

-Lasts around 30-1 minute 

-Feel exhausted afterwards 

They happen almost exactly the same way every time. 

Before these kind of anxiety attacks started a year or so ago, I had way more intense and varied attacks for years. 

I had tons more symptoms. Most of the time I would tremble and shake terribly (that never happens anymore), I would get chills/tingles/weird sensations on my body, I would often get dizzy, I always noticed the room would almost physically seem to shift or change to something that seemed unfamiliar in front of me, I used to get a way more intense feeling of doom, would feel like I was disconnecting from my body, sometimes couldn’t get words out. And these would be really varied each time. 

Now it’s like I have the same kind of attack over and over, which I guess is just weird to me. I feel like I’ve slightly gotten better handling my anxiety, I guess. So maybe that’s what happened? Just interesting. Wondering if anyone relates. 

Also if anyone wants to share what their anxiety attacks are like, that would also be interesting.",5.574718614718614,7.935398359683795,5.619243365330323,76.23354413702242,69.35573122529644,8.297308488612838,29.834180312441177,8.976282227363876,2.737780877093921,1127,45,185,22,21,354,139,253,0.19,0.705,0.105,-0.9658,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,1,11,25,7,2,6,0,20,4,2,1,2,46,45,13,0,11,8,0,6,5,0,7,2,0,1,0,12,7,0,0,9,0,0,2,2,14,0,1,4,7,24,11,28,31,8,34,2,2,0,0,5,12,0,15,21,118,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848257660451939,0.0,0.19819234774754171,0.0,0.0,0.1055198617789764,0.10979244427524117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028227156782505,0.0,0.06542915851561264,0.18452413192001305,0.1351977203932783,0.0,0.058731456128109816,0.0,0.5253900915621255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613959674516154,0.0,0.0,0.05834924654551485,0.0,0.14656600179972504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937740294818236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022676544609368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558651666176007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015269502416036,0.09426465474008723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378761973602068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535710476431754,0.0,0.17502358529943768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740496167567218,0.0,0.053778172913121626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611594902502196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628043759116165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088374344420598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511261491257977,0.0,0.0,0.0447061532579081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042265071893206885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012174879770332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079053490790442,0.06525064935857666,0.0,0.14009166253105518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857295784124129,0.0,0.0,0.05766478169214918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235184372106445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698094421275395,0.0,0.0,0.03891357791719704,0.15710289966490154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154673041240422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280656578210893,0.0,0.0,0.0849710667504033
anxiety,thonkingonit,2020/04/16,"Paperwork anxiety Anyone else get paperwork anxiety? I’m on FMLA right now due to a separate issue but I’m trying to return to work because I desperately need a paycheck since my work is considered essential. All my paperwork for my leave has to be turned in by the end of this month, and I have tried to do this dang paperwork for 3 weeks now. It started with the office manager for my doctor not filling them out correctly, then my employer asking for more information, then the office managers fills out incompletely again, etc, etc. This is the 3rd time she didn’t fill out the question completely (she left several questions blank???)  and I’m tempted to just fill out the remaining bits. I can’t sleep right, I have a constant headache, and I just can’t stop thinking about the forms. Doesn’t help my employer texts, calls, and emails me every other day reminded me that forms are due, or they are faxing my doctor’s office more paperwork, etc etc. I can feel my anxiety bubbling up to dangerous levels, and I’ve been secluding myself from anything that might set of my anxiety. I have two credit card payment that were due two weeks ago but I can’t find it in myself to muster up the courage to call the company for which I beat myself up for it. It feels like a vicious cycle.",6.31841463414634,6.798865394308944,6.875105691056912,74.98168292682931,65.78861788617886,10.787642276422766,33.47317073170731,10.650279960617883,3.6541531707317074,1021,42,186,26,15,335,141,246,0.092,0.8490000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.6322,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,3,6,5,2,0,13,0,19,3,1,0,2,29,30,10,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,7,0,1,4,6,2,0,2,3,2,27,3,31,25,10,38,0,0,0,0,12,14,1,5,20,129,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098275217516477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392459769509148,0.0,0.0,0.07751945217850155,0.1135943912768244,0.09123252688159278,0.0,0.10364389815417356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758233291041814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210359699518872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22641131494837144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623994282976526,0.11980578216799055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149881464619179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695024501465355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261356098933776,0.0,0.0981935676824508,0.0,0.4945755472381121,0.0,0.0,0.09340862412507993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211344632906382,0.07920204603281612,0.0,0.0,0.10132868835599076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792243635889985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431053625471945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571435554292953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739012796814025,0.1204552501240436,0.0,0.0,0.054163085413582716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761034594850266,0.0,0.0,0.08849146112873549,0.0,0.0,0.08220506318939473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838855817838704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893563707777204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524600087575904,0.0,0.0917087522472437,0.0,0.11094516046382856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847088487331581,0.0,0.0,0.09268818364546312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103787635125715,0.0,0.0,0.06464632845852482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054024428263332,0.12058938766623238,0.21659817700862186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785858388813544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614222191401553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BooksCatsIntrovert,2020/04/16,"Too Much At Once? 21 F
Trying to get a full time job right now, leaving my job of near three years. 
Organizing everything to buy a house, never lived in an apartment or anything, pet sitting gigs here and there (which I loved) but never this far from my parents. 
Have an anxiety disorder. Finding it very hard to sleep at night. 
Too much at once?",2.2660127931769734,4.7151506119403015,3.1130063965884887,89.79164179104478,80.19402985074628,6.216631130063965,24.49680170575693,7.447530270364453,1.180865245202559,269,10,54,4,7,85,55,67,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.7905,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,6,3,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,10,3,3,16,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,6,35,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431673780437893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524288045552045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620925010505715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954646066754706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242268728980675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856184160094143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689933502375198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176767776440192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744120424530872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997531168512789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665814110324751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026399529821368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773589206935156,0.0,0.2909970281996324,0.0,0.0,0.17703525060427272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018121978484728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947350581895646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110607388025708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878624621850407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000333525564046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280809703826636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565601151544456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148441837043875
anxiety,okgid87,2020/04/16,"My Worry’s are taking over Hey, I have mild anxiety(diagnosed) and am on Zoloft. I still worry a lot a lot most of my day is taken over by worrying. The thing is a lot of my worry’s are I’m either worrying about something or I just thought of something and then I forget and start worrying more then I would of worried for the initial worry. When I tell myself if it was important I probably would if remembered it I still refuse to believe anything. When I am worrying I can’t stop. Ex. Someone says whatever you forgot about won’t affect the rest of your life. I always think but if I don’t know what it is how do I know it couldn’t I start going down a rabbit hole of retracing my steps and thinking and I pretty much never find out what I was worrying about. When I do forget about something like forgetting to turn in a paper or something it usually means I didn’t care enough. I feel like if it was that important I would probably remember but who knows. I can’t think of a situation where I was worrying about something Important and then forgot and then when I faced the consequence of the worry to be as important as I initially thought. I’m just not sure what to do like for example tonight I was watching videos and all of a sudden some worry popped up in my head and I forgot it and Idk if it was important and it’s ruining the night. I concluded I was worrying about my mental state cause I get freaked out after hearing about a disorder sometimes but I’m not completely sure if that is what my worry was which is causing me to worry more. When someone tells me as I said the it won’t affect my life I get so wrapped up in it I have a feeling it could and I should worry and retrace my steps. Please someone leave feedback I mean idek should I get a higher Zoloft dose or what i feel like I just randomly worry about small things and forget and then think there big I mean I’m not sure but what do you guys think feel free to dm me on here or respond on the thread thank you for reading sorry if the grammar is bad I’m kinda tired 😴.",2.00124109263658,4.069473491686463,3.7061989311163903,87.2371606294537,78.9287410926366,7.060356294536817,24.301722090261283,8.07648339933343,1.4562289311163892,1624,58,334,30,40,542,173,421,0.18899999999999997,0.71,0.10099999999999999,-0.9842,0,0,5,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,1,23,13,0,0,19,0,38,8,2,6,5,93,76,45,0,14,22,1,4,4,0,7,6,3,0,1,24,17,0,5,21,2,1,3,11,3,0,0,16,8,55,11,44,50,12,42,0,1,1,0,15,16,0,18,26,246,79,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03833635478059106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791408206912973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038468958229799136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051908396156466766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046974405819389865,0.09465914687867616,0.0,0.0,0.048306573135681236,0.0,0.0,0.036785472370157515,0.0,0.0,0.029713217631903037,0.0,0.0,0.046763037283124725,0.0,0.0,0.05280355033696254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047605635617772264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318339742337488,0.06582899709066473,0.0,0.0,0.04210980817480161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221358700079004,0.0,0.026184298441151742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561942784823067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047284101193674516,0.0,0.051927521889515764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596140489674434,0.0,0.0,0.04878456289680713,0.0,0.0,0.06508532255767664,0.0900355930359388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750863019256805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056072832001638,0.0,0.0,0.04643066025158542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033868892573119126,0.0,0.03553427112618803,0.0,0.0,0.04323630816978094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050574223487065084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046872716448510265,0.09934878633717638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460853813938876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043832590298283,0.0,0.04382589124315418,0.03663902997432971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178788505133509,0.0,0.0,0.1171122900580676,0.1773458983064563,0.04556728944303935,0.05157485451661595,0.06522129049402439,0.0,0.07358777632678333,0.03851901861858531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302695269128987,0.0,0.03464109703889432,0.0,0.08053951413099486,0.042417748576052086,0.0,0.0,0.061217592882240636,0.1476083128495296,0.0,0.07315349370506574,0.0,0.0529540363645107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011409961907014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074280498805039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8422070399905526,0.0,0.09818662736828436,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maebug95,2020/04/16,"My anxiety is giving me awful hives and I don’t know what to do about it I haven’t gotten stress hives like this since I first started developing my anxiety in my teen years. The skin on my whole body crawls and I end up with these blotchy itchy red patches that just freak me out more. They’re so visible across my next and upper chest that my coworkers have even mentioned them on my zoom calls. 

I have a super strong antihistamine for panic attack emergencies but it takes me completely out of it and the next day I feel like I have an emotional hangover, so I’d prefer not to take it for these, but I don’t know what to do about the itching and redness. 

Any help would be super appreciated! Anyone else deal with this? Found any topical solutions besides just insane amounts of anti itch cream?",4.362884615384616,6.008025673076926,4.835128205128207,83.55153846153848,71.11538461538461,8.276923076923078,26.461538461538463,8.841846274778883,1.912830769230769,639,21,125,12,12,203,101,156,0.121,0.7090000000000001,0.17,0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,7,9,1,2,5,1,11,5,5,0,0,20,20,9,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,5,19,5,18,16,3,15,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,0,9,81,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328680532177059,0.0,0.26196241213201976,0.0,0.0,0.11971951952002807,0.17543294697847495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194785051125583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018446130439776,0.0,0.0,0.17483259412812285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951868484016972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042136515597714,0.17651811142472615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303056473040027,0.19259706457156384,0.15164821748005808,0.0,0.0,0.11308779193244807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657290234290603,0.12231808442373825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563783738073,0.0,0.18773156295673665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424778766182854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476373278806375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881937332127125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672968107799574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641843059051677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008872858741738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163319587888168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118889348846795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961294978292235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574690680034845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911586433835048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162826623020295,0.0,0.0,0.1102586981834132
anxiety,hannahhannahbobannah,2020/04/16,"Day 1 Today I spoke with my doctor (primary care physician) and finally told her that I think I’m dealing with anxiety. I’d equate my previous mental health struggles to be more like a cold than a broken bone in that some treatment is needed but not for long, and most of it I can handle solo after a few tips. My current situation feels more like a broken bone that I’ve been trying to hide. I don’t think I’m hiding it well..

So, today has become day 1 of “how op got help for anxiety” and I think that’s good. My dr and I started off with medication to treat acute symptoms, recommendations for daily living, and a follow up in a week. I think I’m sharing here because I want to acknowledge outwardly that this is happening but I haven’t told any family/friends. Maybe that’ll be a step but for today, I’m proud that I told someone who can help that I need some help.",5.595561797752809,5.164505747191012,6.7980674157303405,78.02755056179775,67.37078651685394,9.816629213483148,30.15955056179775,9.3871,2.4551487640449436,685,22,139,12,10,233,105,178,0.09,0.716,0.19399999999999998,0.9676,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,7,0,11,8,2,1,0,25,32,10,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,6,3,16,8,19,23,6,18,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,13,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037792182293597,0.0,0.2033393424050428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101582960962539,0.14677982459717975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550245307958222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142159896564074,0.13701613299237392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603083519136352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719924774410335,0.09494521999756517,0.0,0.14558765192028972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267976054301674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147189755790532,0.1062938754261525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752480543095754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412686181298427,0.0,0.0,0.2672442405055321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985841447097968,0.0,0.11735490661575865,0.1176140935688756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351792877148358,0.0,0.0,0.13388478954696434,0.13393396366490098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970903076467736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938742368004002,0.0,0.0,0.11260743882281955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940687242424723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893803331146146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381360720213123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406329576655319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37792668701037546,0.3809806877988889,0.0,0.09023173849561733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838904680503679,0.0,0.10660597308759946,0.0,0.11949486473143653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Spookymetallica,2020/04/16,"I wish I knew what it was like to not have anxiety Anxiety has controlled my entire life, it controls everything. I can’t even sleep anymore, I’m always too anxious and sick to eat, I can’t even drink water without feeling like there’s poison in it. Eh I guess this was a stupid little rant but man FUCK anxiety",1.61095238095238,4.057800571428572,3.2787301587301587,87.5857142857143,82.96825396825399,6.139682539682537,24.87301587301588,7.447530270364453,1.4256730158730158,248,10,48,4,7,82,48,63,0.252,0.603,0.145,-0.8419,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,3,0,1,0,6,8,1,2,0,10,12,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,3,2,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,6,2,4,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207905188225313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470363964436126,0.22005476735473645,0.1931771543600759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436942156717004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081788534017985,0.0,0.1993165459610743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573110066990274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506271265944404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849056327855528,0.1391564416580407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007818028346814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458071983066965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758438213509525,0.19032695777207076,0.19522854597114744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492847120300308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399635438178864,0.1877684860459587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theMalleableDuck,2020/04/16,"COVID 19 and my life I’m freaking out guys. I don’t know where else to go, but my anxiety has been so bad these last few weeks. 
Just a few months ago, I had a plan. I had a place to be in the summer and a school to go to as long as I got in... but now, everything is screwed because of this virus. I no longer have a place to live this summer, I lost my job, and I can’t even visit the school I want. On top of that, my supposed best friend cut me off out of the blue and I can’t shake this constant feeling of dread and anxiety. It’s driving me nuts. If it weren’t for my family who loves me I don’t even know if I would want to go on with life.
I just feel so awful about myself every day, like I have nothing to look forward to in life. 
I’m sorry if this turned into a rant. I’m sure nobody will see this but I just don’t know what to do. I have never felt so lost.",0.06974153297682761,1.2286810959595975,2.301847890671421,99.30414438502676,81.47474747474747,5.466904337492573,17.707664884135472,5.900188976854957,-0.6573087344028523,659,12,176,4,17,224,107,198,0.214,0.6559999999999999,0.129,-0.9554,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,11,13,2,2,9,1,18,5,0,0,2,29,39,16,0,6,9,0,3,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,6,0,0,7,8,8,0,0,8,6,24,5,27,28,3,31,0,2,3,2,5,14,1,3,13,115,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192461649468055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044184221809845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148436449491824,0.08384565539666226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443441309493495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863639495103026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870461725612151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490051297966852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169326715962467,0.0,0.11588690375410934,0.0,0.12361583994782607,0.0,0.1296644116425436,0.0,0.13909294014308562,0.0,0.13206398246221845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626629215778254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23450858134414015,0.0,0.11000664552471698,0.0,0.0,0.13619036271506546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649137508441833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677205246086396,0.11211686435358376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914545656747249,0.06719713864904436,0.0,0.12145403073232665,0.12172227090290895,0.11550246968576725,0.0,0.3002914403839733,0.0,0.12413899239649576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978645210697248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608255082880703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197735015158274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874087863103738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27840410627976336,0.10960490343417703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396944843242005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963376173860944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496085708695444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225424184280804,0.0,0.11032964453735286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770743902899293,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,harkwinslowhark,2020/04/16,"Professor is making us read our work out loud on Zoom Taking a screenwriting class might’ve been one of the worst decisions I’ve ever made. I don’t really care how bad of a writer I am, as long as I pass the class I’ll be fine. But actually having to read a 15 page script to people gets me extremely nervous. What’s worse is that I’m a terrible public speaker (I always stutter due to social anxiety), and I’m afraid it won’t be any different on Zoom. Also, it doesn’t help that the script I’ve been working on completely sucks.

In short, I feel like I’d embarrass myself and I’m torn between either reading my work or skipping the class with a bullshit excuse. 

Has anyone been in this position, and if so, do you have any advice?",5.083933333333333,5.12018406,6.4860000000000015,78.24633333333334,68.4,9.866666666666667,29.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.595533333333333,579,19,115,12,9,198,103,150,0.19,0.7340000000000001,0.076,-0.9566,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,3,4,11,1,3,9,0,15,0,0,3,1,15,25,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,8,0,1,4,3,11,3,15,18,3,11,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,2,4,69,17,10,0.0,0.0,0.16471420285740232,0.0,0.0,0.16493914493791667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498090137763585,0.14044638462252607,0.0,0.0,0.22956529473291856,0.0,0.12912350474672346,0.0,0.0,0.11802154226026297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093218133262905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209214347277435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697257835909122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634910145357938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526797652372084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853450422572704,0.12058325181964658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818554670391678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313604325755836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246202333016735,0.0,0.0,0.1493733951295168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971270512415595,0.1126683012622043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905898486799218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437613283685075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701738603474295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065055275416004,0.0,0.10813087516898734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205963807952815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690869714441302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303298480813015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686422966610973,0.0,0.1720109195831749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Watts_Upp,2020/04/16,"You're Not Alone Paxil 30mg 1x/dayGeneralized Anxiety DisorderObsessive Tendencies27 Male USA

I'm sharing my story in case there are any young people going through something similar to my experience.

Please send me a message if you're feeling off. I've been working through my own mental health issues for over a decade and would love to talk to you.

I've had depression, anxiety, and obsessive tendencies since I was 12 (2006).

The first time I knew I was depressed was 2004 - I was a 12-year-old in 6th grade (US). I was sad for no reason, I didn't feel like I fit in, and the smallest upsets in my life stressed me out beyond belief.

At the time, I felt like I didn't have anyone to talk to. I thought my parents wouldn't understand. I thought my friends would make fun of me if I said anything. So I didn't tell anyone.

It's hard to speak up. It's even harder to admit that you're not feeling right. Do it. You're not the only one.

Everyone else who's going through the same stuff might not be ready to admit it. You might feel uncomfortable. Talk about it anyway. Get out ahead of it because the longer you wait, the worse it will be. I promise. Ask for help. Ask to talk to someone. 

I wasn't medicated until 4 years later. I was desperate for help and that desperation bubbled up and exploded into a violent episode. I lost control and I was committed to a mental hospital.

Had I felt comfortable enough to talk to someone earlier in my life, I might not have exploded. But I did. Sometimes, you can't control your actions. That's okay. That's why there are hospitals to help. 

The first thing that came to my mind when I got to the hospital was, ""How will I ever get a job after this?""

A decade later, my career is great and I'm doing work that I love. Getting help hasn't changed that even a bit. Your co-workers may have been through something similar. Don't be afraid to talk about it with them.

My time at the hospital changed my life. Not because my doctors put me on a magic pill, but because I started a treatment plan that changed my life.

I've tried every medication in the book. Your doctor won't prescribe the right medication for you the first time they prescribe you. It sucks, but you need to do a little bit of trial and error. I spent 4 years trying different medications before I found the one that worked for me. 

I landed on my current regimen of Paxil in 2014 and I'm still taking 30mg/day in 2020. It's right for me. You'll find the right plan for you too. It just might take some time. 

If you're feeling off, please let me know. You're not alone. 

Love. ",1.7335464146748194,4.163340546692607,3.1184366314619254,89.0529912451362,82.24902723735408,6.161700944969429,23.96456364647026,7.447530270364453,1.1546182323513057,2027,76,413,32,56,659,235,514,0.095,0.815,0.08900000000000001,-0.6049,4,2,2,0,0,0,72.0,1,12,2,12,15,22,2,4,26,1,45,15,0,5,2,65,85,19,0,7,14,1,8,2,1,12,12,2,0,1,24,14,0,3,18,1,1,6,17,10,0,5,28,10,64,12,61,41,6,55,1,4,0,3,42,28,1,9,23,263,88,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253367274204558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351046639868157,0.0,0.09789326250030396,0.0,0.0,0.08947645775133604,0.0,0.05265235439403914,0.0,0.11963047485193085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170098778846784,0.0,0.05444461062169277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397051907288305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317922473094414,0.0,0.0,0.20305580797527786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352419708517605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041263582805186494,0.0,0.11021650355940588,0.0,0.0,0.06684835930588401,0.0,0.1309781186465909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344938040829849,0.0,0.0,0.0661112879676259,0.0,0.08452001041770635,0.05787606356475579,0.053908229323478295,0.06113826282889572,0.0,0.0625874101883542,0.0,0.0,0.1617580130197501,0.0457092918391392,0.1228669542686377,0.0,0.05847907749532266,0.16327109216153549,0.0,0.07015378665414973,0.049432916588681805,0.0,0.10028504363887006,0.0,0.07272574652178325,0.0,0.051172852858645326,0.07054121154230991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057315979585236175,0.0,0.0,0.06801067493418296,0.0,0.0,0.1715451637187526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678137134611617,0.06349301008455667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03516324799494469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542670035262932,0.1807716437870653,0.06251748287037648,0.06412752781545669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984473356215118,0.0,0.17324079908878884,0.0,0.04270898475284829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578235710394212,0.1289591331188368,0.2715023611402572,0.06460434153778043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744240095037503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713913667361811,0.0,0.08671273923000904,0.04866176716147886,0.0,0.0,0.07104527584246663,0.0,0.0,0.0443575850526516,0.0,0.0,0.14046769922526633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432033935840384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578492684489178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185636873545632,0.060862250420880025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292719482190788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842475870912238,0.09851409901930508,0.06328057918311453,0.0,0.045287322199526664,0.0,0.05109670954399577,0.0,0.07329202788594333,0.0,0.07324494494474132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962141356641332,0.30856148153008384,0.05592374665720348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250729833981878,0.0,0.0,0.10159031857077064,0.18654429032144126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868801792898017,0.0,0.0,0.06660830280001809,0.07696337439503577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057734483095444926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863208261297108,0.0,0.06520389195097998,0.09090302457231624,0.0,0.0,0.12360838636770995
anxiety,WanonymousX,2020/04/16,"Why do I always feel shaky when this happens? I find that whenever my mind gets active, I get shaky, get heart palpitations and feel unwell. For example, I watched an interesting video, I then search more about this topic and read on different webpages to learn more. Or if I’m working on assignment and I browse over lots of information and start thinking a lot about many different ideas. I then start to do things faster because my thoughts race and I feel shaky, get heart palpitations. Is this anxiety? I don’t feel worried, it’s more that when my mind gets active it overstimulates me somehow. I could even be on facebook and writing a long comment to somebody and this happens. Does anybody experience the same?",4.73795165394402,7.342301465648857,4.791164122137406,80.15611005089063,72.51145038167941,8.030788804071248,31.527353689567427,8.841846274778883,2.8748468193384227,576,27,101,12,12,179,81,131,0.08199999999999999,0.8540000000000001,0.064,0.218,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,4,0,6,2,2,0,0,30,22,13,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,10,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,14,1,11,19,6,12,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,8,8,65,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238632847541348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125194622011971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966152314292912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743523687590245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073446014982738,0.0,0.0,0.1287148914192068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714811698517417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387714854099326,0.0,0.0,0.2974819580730187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344328339200137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38422866187323856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26013318910120997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485923700343634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604082533707815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016541117055325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500924582901757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912089177243845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970274186406216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712459380834425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821474362067569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771659921554657,0.09424599477700056,0.0,0.11676889418611325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272114591835976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707947931009404,0.1493717444946802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joshinowo,2020/04/16,"what the fuck is health insurance     it is so god damned expensive, and really what percentage is spent on health care, not the hyper inflated cost they put on your bill, but the real cost of health care services and goods provided versus the amount we all pay in on insurance, its got to be a staggering difference, why do we allow this to continue, and continue to wack 30% off our take home pay, Insurance companies and Hospitals and medical groups make trillions in profits annually while Americans continue to suffer through this totally fucked system, the insurance companies provide Horrible service and Most doctors don't give a fuck really about your health, they just want to sell you pills so they can pay back their student loans and buy a bmw",16.761044776119398,10.08247950746269,14.558582089552242,50.351902985074645,52.43283582089552,20.265671641791048,55.141791044776106,16.827784334635936,8.462916417910451,610,29,98,23,4,194,90,134,0.185,0.716,0.099,-0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,3,4,0,5,9,4,0,8,0,7,10,0,2,2,20,18,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,12,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,10,4,14,15,4,14,0,1,0,3,12,6,4,1,6,63,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717528728075237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107349934186853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592107454000022,0.0,0.15597334113612393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226346977163689,0.0,0.1461823614905526,0.0,0.12781399364659707,0.12187685879603075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479159915881693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528553995218086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017187163362406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351267911845212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531898356214586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344842157694795,0.19524451323547856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457516995301377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988110321794042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750449800643852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,constantlyaware,2020/04/16,"hypochondriac fears hi, so i’ve been a hypochondriac all my life but it’s been on and off. i haven’t had issues for a few months, even with the coronavirus stuff because i’ve been extremely careful about going anywhere and seeing people. recently i’ve been having other issues and it’s causing me to think i genuinely have a brain tumor. it’s ridiculous i know, but the thoughts will not go away. i’ve been having issues speaking, headaches, and dizziness. it’s all very minor but the speaking thing is worrying me. i keep mixing up words and stuttering which i truly never do. does anyone have any advice for any of this? i want this anxiety to stop, and i already have a fear of death so the thought of having a brain tumor is sending me over the edge. any help is appreciated :^)",3.3033740601503747,5.573704243421055,4.325864661654137,83.38605263157895,75.64473684210526,6.974436090225563,25.98872180451128,7.957251820313856,1.7234063909774435,623,23,114,10,14,202,90,152,0.195,0.6859999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.9163,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,10,0,18,3,2,1,3,23,28,11,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,10,7,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,8,3,11,1,14,19,3,12,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,4,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144217356899856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286259151816465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010865012194005,0.0,0.11290134052306235,0.0,0.0,0.10319415011170588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866000710511187,0.0,0.0,0.08996582420626413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295050606179029,0.0,0.0,0.15047170327102224,0.15160940104043738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915173519514264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747782670081727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33214601592502524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775075348672286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989224306628622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621179938867518,0.0,0.13117942224053872,0.0,0.0,0.08110829559412865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042429294460067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780012457125486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138258634161318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231614897490153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572137529968648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176053240666333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338681541075068,0.0,0.0,0.1689483476102049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804823829554936,0.09456585501827697,0.0,0.2343303891985284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177223950549758,0.0870488550020436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498786952923984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ntalx26,2020/04/16,"Controlling my thoughts and not letting them control me I (22f) suffer from anxiety. It’s gotten a lot worse during the covid-19 lockdown and I’m having trouble controlling it. It had affect my relationship with my boyfriend(27). I really love him but my anxiety makes me worry so much that I accuse him of things that don’t even exist, and worry about problems that aren’t there. I want to be a better person. I am aware of my issue, and want to change. I don’t have health insurance, but when I do, I’m going to do therapy. Does anyone have any advice? Also is there anyway I can communicate to my boyfriend about my anxiety? He’s upset with me. He suffers from anxiety too but he reacts by closing himself off. Thank you so much.",2.5081924882629143,5.048664514084512,4.140028169014086,82.24182629107983,79.91549295774648,6.885258215962442,24.959624413145537,8.021203637495839,1.8212773708920191,579,22,104,11,15,193,88,142,0.228,0.69,0.08199999999999999,-0.9668,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,4,11,8,0,1,3,0,14,2,0,6,0,22,24,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,23,3,14,19,3,4,0,2,0,1,11,2,0,1,1,81,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240098502223456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653639481761233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909813740453148,0.0,0.4459175357645418,0.0,0.0,0.10189445251477858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888210272642914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415794577747838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903296303456589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752511004545716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625012438455606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281899297086351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489907986384654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209925476507866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490138966119295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389035920141593,0.13152268816476334,0.0,0.09727270677048057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424958795426136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724162924544352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943934179642975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335529865379068,0.0,0.0,0.1564543354148214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134164191148953,0.16664947346536402,0.0,0.0968133518261348,0.0,0.0,0.11568953612735135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190500455442825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959820413059613,0.14850643485780318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,JBoingo,2020/04/16,"I want to start music lessons, but can't bring myself to do it I want to start getting trombone lessons so I can prepare for college auditions, but I can't bring myself to actually go to one. In the past, I've tried going to lessons for a sport, and had panic attacks before and after on many occasions, so I'm certain that this will be the same. I can't stand the thought of playing by myself to someone who I don't know and will be judging basically everything that I do, and I also feel like I won't be very productive because even now I can't get in a decent practice without feeling like I'm not good enough and stopping. I'm afraid that I'll be wasting an instructor's time and that I'll just embarrass myself, but I know that I need lessons if I want to have a decent chance of making the band. Any advice for trying to work past this?",9.075657142857144,5.493535194285716,9.196571428571428,73.6554285714286,62.771428571428565,11.82857142857143,41.0,9.23628265651192,3.704828571428571,669,28,137,8,7,223,96,175,0.124,0.768,0.107,-0.7092,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,6,9,1,3,8,0,17,0,0,1,1,30,38,13,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,9,3,1,4,8,4,0,1,2,2,17,5,20,29,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,10,91,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.16486700318077216,0.0,0.0,0.16509215393316815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510611902748906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148891277144231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220055569156105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029879621833489,0.0,0.14376067049621966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456646263179865,0.0,0.11158729238074172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183784287428226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708484284803761,0.24139022642155955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765347074716987,0.0,0.19203190109957316,0.14170395619618195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856966943414584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507704164937625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277282019601655,0.17128480784478273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252713775100252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448223607373065,0.0,0.0,0.1982218232521981,0.0,0.0,0.32255629975228584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314746521672922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916180977473075,0.0,0.0,0.1412464876697195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341243159505625,0.0985138177961977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940659662936785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393982093513759,0.2989463254346557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628579921325131,0.0,0.12299475827798645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bellapierree,2020/04/16,"I need advice ... Hi guys I’m new to reddit , I’ve been feeling overwhelmed with anxiety and panic attacks , also derealization.. though times for being 23 , I’ve tried meditation , exercising , vitamins , therapy , hypnotherapy , CBD oil ... Almost everything I need new ideas or solutions... any suggestions help .",6.218124999999998,10.022537895833334,7.688333333333336,54.19,76.29166666666666,11.533333333333333,35.08333333333333,10.504223727775694,6.0309333333333335,241,13,29,10,6,82,41,48,0.151,0.746,0.10300000000000001,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366818772822766,0.0,0.0,0.2291997890561961,0.0,0.0,0.1830428646906248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565272106125932,0.0,0.17509985462024566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26039487006325224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057111397189848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573341756111195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266366085825455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341981899860854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838840507041344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33943735440302764,0.0,0.44212584518775694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26855253213882024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617551115256775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488278910474813,0.0,0.13346731851099494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554009578848996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Run_and_do_drugs,2020/04/16,Short of breath and my heart is pounding I cant shake it,-1.8761538461538485,0.0006371538461564796,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,100.53846153846158,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.8089692307692309,45,1,12,0,2,14,13,13,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.1326,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spinster20,2020/04/16,"i feel like i'm wasting my life i've never really dealt with significant anxiety before, but with everything going on right now with the coronavirus i believe it has really triggered my anxiety. i even went to the doctor because i felt like i couldn't breathe, only to be told that my lungs and everything else was perfectly healthy. that's when i realized it was anxiety. i just feel so lost in my life right now. everything has been completely shut down. i feel as if i have absolutely nothing to look forward to. i'm currently a junior in high school and i just feel like i'm wasting away the best years of my life because of this quarantine. my mental health is at an all time low. i'm scared that myself or my family could become infected with the virus. but most of all i'm scared of the unknown. i would give anything to have life go back to normal again and go to school again. i just don't know how to cope. i cant see my friends, i cant go out, and everything i was looking forward to has now gone down the drain. i just feel like i'm wasting my life and the constant anxiety has made it hard to carry on.",3.567748121274942,4.855251828193836,4.900466442083442,83.71172065301894,72.568281938326,8.865405545478103,28.33091474475253,9.325443323948027,2.3833386369525766,883,34,182,20,17,294,115,227,0.16399999999999998,0.721,0.115,-0.8332,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,14,11,0,2,9,0,18,10,2,3,4,38,44,13,0,5,8,0,7,4,1,1,8,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,8,0,0,8,5,4,0,0,10,10,26,7,28,30,4,34,0,2,3,0,3,16,0,3,18,116,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063709122376793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823915223333846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406751211027144,0.0769873082539493,0.0,0.12206636123446887,0.11057640943469796,0.08519608294054691,0.1128027252095326,0.10507141215119048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497556269728027,0.10819584981981012,0.0,0.07993892777896561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247867081967578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363872556693216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612935362617638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599312499136194,0.0,0.09438570690356647,0.0,0.2531223740268201,0.21458061179315432,0.09613240968200153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735367768438879,0.0,0.0,0.09604573444226644,0.2276055852666651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968926207393732,0.0,0.0,0.10642454847912136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578393721662954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502419722408118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535941340547826,0.1956573697576098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681538073909243,0.0,0.1092945223700531,0.0,0.0,0.09473745167623474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089899510417193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721992814584491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809788212806607,0.09606934803095593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614696668380794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828088476827804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100654980377356,0.0,0.0,0.20047831859755835,0.2026567509403588,0.07978392960476477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838169342689236,0.0,0.0,0.09567045206741176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092813699742557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112349167875119,0.0,0.0,0.06447500935280613
anxiety,Requiem91FB,2020/04/16,"For the past 3-4 months I’ve been having horrible anxiety I’m January something happened to me that was  pretty bad but hasn’t been mentally lingering or anything, but every since then I’ve started having full blown panic attacks where my body goes numb and everything gets loud and I’ll get tunnel vision that goes in and out and stuff. I haven’t seen a doctor or anything but I don’t want to take medication because that’s what caused what happened in January in the first place. If necessary I can talk about it but I don’t really feel like it for the sake of time consumption. I have had anxiety in the past before but I never had panic attacks or anxiety attacks I’d just feel a little nervous. It’s always in my head and I can’t really seem to calm myself down and as much as I try to distract myself sometimes it breaks through. Lately it’s gotten better but I can’t seem to shake it entirely. Please if anybody could help some way or somehow I’d really appreciate it",3.2227671068427384,5.212354806122452,4.860552220888357,80.74999399759906,74.91836734693878,8.081152460984391,26.835534213685474,8.841846274778883,2.2804217286914765,786,30,146,17,17,265,114,196,0.18899999999999997,0.6809999999999999,0.13,-0.8938,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,13,3,5,6,0,16,5,2,1,1,30,30,21,0,4,13,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,13,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,7,4,14,3,19,22,3,23,0,0,1,0,2,11,0,10,10,95,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000488982696837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758272895590864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197806683599118,0.0,0.0,0.4101888684054498,0.0,0.0,0.10035080151848484,0.07326464365199191,0.0,0.10226995535969416,0.0,0.0,0.10629529219046087,0.0,0.13350023272654346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346475830703475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595923067451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301609097876855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126240491902093,0.0,0.10801597793795377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153992530538055,0.08586134022325853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223067147951248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558508937284102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256124961400874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334613860665387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055855315777619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355757342374884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871710817054105,0.12045856021608173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210753681576184,0.1211198375439703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593180771718328,0.0,0.08835098928213705,0.0,0.0926953250874852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28202618901742754,0.0,0.0,0.22946344269813246,0.0,0.0,0.12556942999529147,0.13192880952961694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227299311976278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309838652073183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882675686173855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941960811073683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252552634650077,0.11886763325687455,0.0,0.08506870316123266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758491730010375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036537544289013,0.09660144680824614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008178045882943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159882085803766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088917817744594,0.0953985390415351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thiscoolthrowaway,2020/04/16,"Experiencing bad anxiety causing me to feel like I have symptoms, looking for coping advice Hi all,

I just want to ease possible panic that I'm writing this under emergency conditions because it involves some pretty serious things but I'm fine stable and OKAY. If it were to get serious I'd call a doctor not reddit. I just want to see if anyone else has similar experiences with anxiety.

So I never had bad anxiety growing up, but ever since I've went to college I've started slowly building up anxiety issues and even got diagnosed with anxiety. COVID19, as I'm sure it has with a lot of people, have brought this in on me in flood. I had my first what I feel like was a ""real"" panic attack the other night, my brain couldn't focus, I couldn't breathe, I had completely convinced myself I was sick and going to die and I was absolutely losing it. Thankfully I called my SO she woke up and I calmed down turned on a movie and fell asleep.

During the days I'm fine, I show no symptoms of COVID19 but when the night comes, and I start thinking about sleep and laying down and being a bit more alone because everyone is asleep. I start to get these symptoms, I start to feel like I can't breath all that well, I perceive myself as feverish (though I take my temperature and I'm not) and I start coughing more but when I cough it feels like one of those coughs where you really didn't need to cough your brain just made you think you did.

I have no experience with anxiety because this is all so new to me, but I feel like my anxiety is causing this. The shortness of breath is soothed soon as I breathe in and my lungs fill up just fine (kinda like I just forget to breathe), I have no chest pains but a little nausea which I also think is associated with anxiety.

Are these symptoms of anxiety anyone here has experience with? And if they are what are good ways to cope. I don't have much experience or ability to cope with this because it's new and I'm a bit desperate right now. One thing I found last night that if I just zone out of the real world (i.e. turn on a fictional movie, avoid my phone, etc) then it helps a bit. But that's really the only thing I have especially at night when there's no one awake to talk to.

I'm not looking for medical advice so I hope this doesn't get flagged as such. This post itself is a bit fueled by anxiety, I'm just looking to see if other people experience this stuff.

Thanks for any help!",3.3924603801400512,5.0231998008213585,4.6660369609856245,83.85045121887009,73.57905544147846,7.9517506449744655,26.244879692518296,8.617729084823388,1.829078176170168,1921,67,387,36,39,635,219,487,0.154,0.693,0.153,0.3938,0,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,4,1,2,26,28,1,3,16,1,33,25,12,3,6,79,79,41,1,11,23,0,5,6,0,0,13,0,0,0,32,23,0,1,10,1,0,7,14,10,1,4,15,11,50,18,53,61,13,51,0,1,5,0,15,20,0,10,28,258,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389427429042265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060356895486010975,0.0,0.046603708935376034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03963002939010354,0.0,0.4458137536877474,0.0,0.0,0.08149659022076705,0.0597111776276989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629795022714385,0.0,0.0,0.09731691359918103,0.14209929344395605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25449144873801394,0.0,0.0,0.13011173051853106,0.11901367745223615,0.0,0.0,0.11973207024655645,0.0,0.05020005853470784,0.06110181845886389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03758353184097478,0.0,0.0,0.059149437212884085,0.060481823120745584,0.0,0.0,0.05964848369888023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868255139016111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499372024337872,0.038491089318765104,0.05271444527940691,0.0,0.05568570859636729,0.0,0.2850280760596606,0.0,0.0,0.14733178797301275,0.20816377402022013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956997489315215,0.0,0.06389719203320816,0.0,0.0,0.09134122329051073,0.0,0.033119887128615376,0.048879576862203296,0.04660905365116953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812304076003065,0.0,0.0,0.057881729870717866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082554217893184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750313875067618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082577287358536,0.058408379003683536,0.0,0.0,0.14681278882965992,0.06519651505122594,0.0,0.04954461006931184,0.0,0.05514264867785899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058707459052101285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042839944775070485,0.0432112983293006,0.04494644191220108,0.11256764494351083,0.0,0.21875425070631585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846902671741198,0.044321916596192085,0.062010322016685264,0.1367498707235522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080319724469179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569801578684017,0.055812793384621764,0.0592881677420252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326628675345204,0.07466685704230891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976782640126561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287767662085443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048206936397985914,0.0,0.058318602784227375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624209050316147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671266849312768,0.0,0.0,0.054924926826536095,0.2422864559671164,0.043816687566334,0.04684045623124543,0.0,0.10730637280553668,0.0,0.0,0.11614898358469188,0.11202371539896172,0.05725638126198986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267762301645064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874599827227786,0.04625718599608323,0.0,0.0,0.05239758677513082,0.054022914347399316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pixiephoto,2020/04/16,"Tired right now Hey guys I am in a rough patch right now and I’m just tired of it. I just want to feel normal and I want my brain to shut up. I should get better at meditation, but I’m in my baby stages. Any advice for someone who is just starting to try to beat this?",-0.25900000000000034,1.4279564333333354,1.879999999999999,99.395,84.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,15.0,5.46131890053228,-1.1204999999999998,206,3,53,1,6,69,42,60,0.069,0.855,0.076,-0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,11,10,3,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,10,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357069921864975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640306343053681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333007475737972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269269415339538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196269852170374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602193357875102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883518649173816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363339564430455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119829461765492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043759055867388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072922451148514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544693455027064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637653201288381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28454305677031483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Londonskys96,2020/04/16,"Went to the er a week ago and I'm scared I'm may have coronavirus I didn't want to go however I was having problems that required attention and I'm now having a runny nose and sore throat. I'm trying to be hopeful but it's worring me so much that i may have a complete panic attack. I wore a mask, washed my hands, didn't touch my face, in a room separated from the COVID-19 patients however I don't know if the room was cleaned/ disinfected and I heard this hospital isn't the best with this type of stuff. I just self isolated myself but I was around my family (never coughed nor sneezed)",2.2605365126676595,4.183375426229508,3.82397913561848,87.40067809239945,77.52459016393442,7.387183308494784,25.845007451564822,8.296473431620573,1.6669409836065574,470,18,99,9,11,156,80,122,0.196,0.785,0.019,-0.9618,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,2,9,0,14,7,4,0,1,19,25,9,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,3,1,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,8,4,13,2,8,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,4,64,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168279036347002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775064043069745,0.0,0.2782739230284467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256698246962176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564640787304249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059217540131585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901486984081385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294832626971524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442871546827911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981309307508656,0.0,0.1886547423295385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869917008708339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340543063272812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489264912451614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551767494457821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800146296178885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166070991269932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427458591247094,0.0,0.19620767505009612,0.0,0.0,0.2267516304406897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Egg_Sheeran,2020/04/16,"Does anyone else struggle with having an orgasm? I used to have panic attacks on regular basis. It's mostly gone now but every time I get close to an orgasm I start having panic-attack-like feelings and immediately stop/tell my partner to. It's not the normal heavy breathing, pounding heart that come with sex, it's a terrifying feeling.. :(

Is it related to my anxiety at all? Anyone else facing this problem? How can you get over it without going to a therapist?

*the partner is not the problem",3.1741935483870947,5.928104537634411,5.039150537634409,75.49872580645163,78.89247311827957,6.300645161290323,27.57956989247312,7.554174236665415,2.1543686021505377,394,17,61,6,10,134,65,93,0.258,0.742,0.0,-0.9777,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,2,7,0,6,6,5,2,1,18,15,3,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,2,6,0,11,14,2,10,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653161592802656,0.0,0.0,0.2313050050151755,0.33894655477542834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763359342579629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424786578147393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474387707391162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27634328658288665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935781061739885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672638320875837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283080641018908,0.0,0.0940014255520876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600145173889447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205825094977433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881258031514012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165335978311286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707196006347233,0.0,0.0,0.13828297401788847,0.0,0.1729134525648512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204377014744925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964468846727653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428537010282612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944104427804293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kelseybreddin,2020/04/16,"How to tell bf I have anxiety How do I tell my bf I have anxiety. I realized that my anxiety is high right now and it’s the main cause for a lot of problems in my relationship. We’ve been together 1.5 years and this week I’ve been off and I realize now it’s from my anxiety. I need to finally tell him so I can fix things and hopefully build a strong relationship. 
I’m very anxious and with quarantine I’d rather do it over text than phone since I want everything to come out clearly. Thanks 

TL;DR: I have anxiety and I need to tell my bf of 1.5 years. We don’t live together so I’d like to text him, how do I do this?",-0.695538971807629,1.4624560298507492,2.28348258706468,91.95053067993368,93.17910447761193,7.455389718076285,20.87728026533997,8.344100000000001,1.4716514096185742,484,18,115,15,18,170,71,134,0.10400000000000001,0.774,0.121,0.6352,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,4,1,24,19,11,0,6,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,19,4,15,17,2,13,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,7,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434510940207855,0.160509083843922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459545023602823,0.0,0.12238867242172405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769164677492426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564084702191228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150114502686481,0.0,0.14111672940485026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941273299830278,0.0,0.12545855934165645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079067692406525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106998912156923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595063081586706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050798335605285,0.0,0.12133488247537512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175294037394158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49673402277308504,0.13080746211660432,0.0,0.0,0.0943911243598433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723024097682125,0.08380200848802845,0.0,0.11396738480289205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298872625401186
anxiety,taeshay,2020/04/16,"Feeling uncomfortable in my own body. Sometimes I get these weird moments where I suddenly feel super uncomfortable in my own skin like I don’t really belong as me? Like I would be sitting doing hw then suddenly I feel as if something is off about myself, but I don’t know what exactly? I don’t really know how to explain it. Maybe it’s because I’m too self aware of myself physically? Do any of you guys get that and what is it exactly??",2.6959090909090904,4.7615813181818245,4.925000000000002,79.34500000000003,76.72727272727272,8.49090909090909,26.90909090909091,9.188382445141503,2.5169272727272727,348,14,67,9,8,121,58,88,0.06,0.84,0.099,0.4956,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,1,2,13,18,7,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,13,3,9,16,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790891439421465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053761004790587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29252593385371395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994777322593919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751822584619971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26076098085702826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894639613346395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257322051804363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645735936643902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374214885618282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747347264227281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274208851199316,0.26046295735433905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707849168104213,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mfathrowaway55,2020/04/16,SSRI Discontinuation Honestly just need to vent really quick. I needed to stop taking SSRIs because for some reason it was causing hair loss. Now I’m a few days off Lexapro and the brain zaps and dizziness are ridiculous. And yes I’ve been tapering off for the last month. Can anyone relate/any advice?,3.758809523809525,6.648481071428575,4.696428571428573,78.01523809523812,77.57142857142857,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.5848190476190482,244,8,40,4,6,79,48,56,0.11900000000000001,0.784,0.09699999999999999,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,1,4,2,2,2,0,10,8,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,6,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,23,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29162859766066235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294698690149304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867367098370884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819240604227484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331537230182954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30657639252324875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924667899980638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432654990717911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382090884998093,0.0,0.0,0.4425736206101848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118600075937933,0.30684232534704525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495061948267348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438703312726374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,My_hidden_user,2020/04/16,"I think I'm close to being burnt out. Or I'm already there. Long story short. I'm an artist and had a huge project earlier this year. The college I made it with who acted as a project leader and contact to the client messed up the whole planning. He messed up together with our contact on the client side.

The whole fate of the project landed on my shoulders. I had to work 24/7 to catch up and fix everything. It's still not totally done and the client is getting irritated. Everything is still on me. Its on my mind all the time and it has been like this for 2 months. 

Can't take it anymore. I used to love what I do. Now I just want to stay home. I hate this.",0.2059974424552422,2.497308355072466,1.5990707587382786,98.05645780051151,88.63768115942028,4.986189258312018,20.43648763853368,6.522977012572876,0.10154595055413472,515,17,119,6,17,164,87,138,0.084,0.841,0.075,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,1,0,0,2,5,5,1,0,11,0,10,2,1,2,2,19,21,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,11,2,19,15,4,23,0,0,0,1,6,13,0,1,8,77,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200490776393074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977568088197576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040611975802587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584258554128152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418121454080524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687178227509766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000201112480227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741952128361052,0.0,0.0,0.17646771275258738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799713716242942,0.18868243401946305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013428479999052,0.0,0.15916367605392667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253987599752214,0.31849119666348363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992822178318405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777107977324184,0.0,0.0,0.1162750298119687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722224455685458,0.0,0.0,0.11761461041605173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452585423673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516967777124093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841069168389735
anxiety,WeNeedFlopper,2020/04/16,"Had a disagreement on Reddit and now I feel like shit. I'm lucky to only be a sufferer of mild anxiety, it's hereditary so there's a chance it could get worse- yikes. Anyways, I made a Reddit post on the star wars sub with a fun little idea that I thought could he used to raise spirits in this troubling time, and I got downvoted all over the place and criticized. Every comment I made was disagreed with by strangers, and almost instigated arguments. So now I'm sitting here not able to sleep because I feel like a stupid piece of shit and can't get it off my mind.",4.287105263157893,5.332833807017547,4.872763157894738,85.50809210526316,70.57894736842105,8.50701754385965,29.16228070175439,8.841846274778883,2.13198596491228,450,17,93,8,8,144,79,114,0.27699999999999997,0.619,0.10400000000000001,-0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,8,0,6,3,3,3,1,21,17,7,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,2,7,4,13,8,2,12,1,1,0,0,2,7,2,2,5,54,12,0,0.1844040315946459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465400053486225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410685794338739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241098608375552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944632282714162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536834989915627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864804381909031,0.2634765540337656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268699102495127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748474969511485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816970593448494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018099045944397,0.18482128433516293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489751067956137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619550423027734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024757559163875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266296461897905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660808828521565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37857617694952944,0.0,0.0,0.18453720598089804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639620295593705,0.10752747376077763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926587614585633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879234622721046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpookyMooWizard,2020/04/16,"A Combo to possibly help combat Anxiety Hello, i was wondering if a combo of a microdose of LSD, Ashwagandha, Holy Basil, and L Theanine would be useful to help anxiety and depression. Anyone ever try that and is it safe?",5.506991869918702,7.1311980731707285,8.159512195121952,60.904796747967474,68.26829268292684,12.295934959349596,33.178861788617894,11.855464076750405,5.17079837398374,175,8,26,7,3,64,32,41,0.195,0.575,0.23,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47568063145866,0.0,0.0,0.21739094620381808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677807168299302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812300025524136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167841060622638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35049696623933524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110830586818278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685207891045296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371615681982274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208569161229416,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CIGNEL,2020/04/16,"Currently experiencing my first random panic attack. Started about an hour and half ago, absolute nightmare, felt like what my night terrors as an unaware child would be to me now. 

Anyone have any advice for me right now or even something to take my mind off it, I’m calming down now but i also feel nearly intoxicated as if I was stoned, it’s extremely strange. Anyway, I just need assurance or anything, I’m probably typing this in such a strange way right now. 

Thanks for reading! ☺️",3.5450241545893704,6.102420652173913,4.685797101449278,79.67466183574882,76.17391304347827,7.132367149758455,28.700483091787444,8.167268648758528,2.2861120772946864,388,17,68,7,9,127,73,92,0.13699999999999998,0.755,0.10800000000000001,-0.2313,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,13,12,8,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,3,8,4,11,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,11,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125310077982565,0.19163461466871987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288275607839815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701294941845894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116130722444562,0.0,0.17790151551968203,0.0,0.0,0.2459412055274568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278789731339675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930943542735057,0.0,0.20757112975514644,0.0,0.0,0.18388652049450865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128982957059035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056168814967073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182848307733689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029815050245186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287461357643768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25364606255733396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308357594150306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624311458540207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692409548009569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664294761107066,0.0,0.0,0.15301658104079086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625439236863773,0.0,0.0,0.19903374537337745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159728240778535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535713456962599,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LilPettie,2020/04/16,"Hi, I'm extremely lonely, so I stream to Twitch. Hi. This isnt to promote my twitch. I just want to voice my anxious thoughts, if that's alright.

I have severe GAD. I've had it since I was 13, i'm 20 now. I've always been really loud, goofy and annoying at times to the few people I were friends with at school, either that or I had to give them things to keep them as my friends. Cause I knew for a fact that I was extremely sad in reality. Some of them knew as well, when they found out, they left. I dropped out due to my GAD, and since then had to rely on online friends, which I value alot, but I have the same habbit of giving them stuff in turn of giving me a ""Thank you"" or ""You're cool"". I also turned to streaming around 2019, to perhaps find friends there too. I streamed up to 2 hours before my anxiety took over, I still do. I've been trying to make connections everywhere, but to no avail.

The thing is, I wanted to escape my loneliness by streaming, I saw everyone else on Twitch who had a anxious past being much more happy now, thanks to their community. I wanted the same, cause frankly. I hate being alone. But even streaming an hour to 0 viewers really hurts. I've tried alot of different tricks, such as playing more rare games. Joining streaming discords, applying for stream teams. But nothing worked. Nowadays I stream basically to myself. I talk to myself on stream, imagining I have viewers. After that I cry for a while until I get tired and sleep. Some have said that I should stop streaming, because they say it's no use if I just get sad afterwards. But I really want to do this. I want to make people happy while they make me happy. That's what streaming should be about in general, right? I just dont know if I can keep doing what I do. Therapy hasnt worked one bit. Friends do cheer me up, but I feel like a burden to them when I do get sad, so that's no fun.

Now I probably sound like a massive whiner, saying I only stream for a couple of hours to 0 viewers. But it hurts, man. I’ve been trying this for half a year now. Maybe it’s time to give up, but I dont want to. It just hurts, but still makes me happy seeing alot of my friends doing so good stream wise. And then there’s me. I just want some sort of community. People I can talk to, laugh with.

I just want to do something good in life.

Thanks [r/anxiety](https://www.reddit.com/r/anxiety/) for existing. Keep supporting each other to the end.",2.3214807585053023,4.250726100204503,3.4400237032905783,90.19392289459007,77.3640081799591,6.572243911507716,22.361080126417548,7.520522993642371,0.7826069529652355,1889,55,402,26,44,609,223,489,0.14,0.653,0.20600000000000002,0.9891,1,3,1,0,0,0,88.0,0,1,10,4,26,37,3,0,17,2,34,6,1,7,1,71,76,32,0,13,21,0,1,2,6,2,5,6,0,1,23,10,0,4,8,3,0,1,7,11,1,2,17,13,63,26,65,54,15,45,0,7,5,0,32,18,0,12,27,264,86,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103865747012363,0.0,0.0548514778508586,0.05707245748643396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104942476874193,0.15497457825289102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061059730569160725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181188807189151,0.0,0.05836512284053968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488262405811379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409218525562711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758936405774784,0.07534300364245522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166205539950919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077417174382858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057298226907295,0.0,0.06075046960513299,0.0,0.0,0.04530311388201593,0.0,0.0,0.06554077951002807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034681215248062315,0.0490007808428053,0.0,0.0,0.06269010839901247,0.0,0.0,0.07520550388814877,0.31795524472885217,0.0,0.1075064882311679,0.26319149404766035,0.0,0.11506024258001908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29206174571002,0.0,0.06771852308017592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026422949799976,0.0,0.22028136063429013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828980960864104,0.0,0.0,0.0376953249414845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452334388240411,0.0,0.04844721578151269,0.06701931606719994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313769631417184,0.0,0.06890797416114823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042161526715029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581405042940941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647842659914872,0.052165861516618714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547701117784906,0.14265521624335953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395172828779173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182172241683576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857557026887671,0.06524489167254707,0.10909120037739134,0.0,0.0694168426226402,0.05465742897279231,0.0,0.0,0.07748728912644551,0.0,0.11347687832136005,0.0,0.06863963452668184,0.0,0.0,0.05280400966350101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955228424737573,0.05734439450777835,0.0,0.0,0.07851925397819068,0.0,0.07783523217059958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026024778650118,0.0,0.18944564496016908,0.07843875655282563,0.0,0.09113642878123517,0.0,0.0,0.054452877475719516,0.07999087730071235,0.07883422945257967,0.0,0.0,0.07620612438718062,0.13970452572133013,0.14921266439386807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923982360692592,0.0,0.0,0.3236497427100401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167073685959066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986881879249347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416977531288032
anxiety,nightprxwler,2020/04/16,"I need some help Hi. i will not specify my age on reddit for privacy reasons, but I am under the age of 20 and dealing with severe anxiety.

my parents don’t no anything. my dad is always really rude to me and my mom is always so negative about everything it’s hard to be around her, so I don’t have anyone to talk to. 

i have a problem with eating. There are certain foods that I’m terrified to eat in fear of choking. The list is pretty long. basically I can only eat certain types of food. What happens is when I try to eat, my throat closes Up and I can’t swallow. I get really anxious and spit out my food, and then I start to cry or hyperventilate. This happens with so much food it’s not even funny. Even with my favourite foods I can’t even eat them anymore.

its been going on for awhile and I thought it would stop by now but it hasn’t. I recently told my mom Nd she’s been trying to force me to eat things I cant so I usually stay outside or in my room most of the day.   


is there anything I can do? does anyone have the same problem? I’m worried this will evolve Into not being able to eat period. I can’t even swallow pills because my father traumatized me when I was small.   
i know I have anxiety but I don’t know what to do about it. I want to be able to eat my favourite foods, because I’m getting sick of eating only 2 or 3 things. I’m losing a lot of weight because of this and I’m hungry all the time.

please, if there’s anything you know, please please tell me.",0.8845161290322565,2.8126449490445893,3.05395315389357,91.20817238545307,81.99363057324841,5.962440928703513,22.230943086089997,7.1029339738359605,0.6569818368604894,1150,38,255,15,31,391,153,314,0.212,0.723,0.065,-0.9948,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,1,17,7,1,1,7,0,32,22,2,1,3,43,50,21,0,6,10,5,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,14,15,18,1,5,0,0,1,13,5,0,0,5,2,41,2,38,39,6,28,0,1,0,0,15,12,0,7,14,172,55,1,0.13210171309048765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991920773888084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105744893593394,0.07461866726728078,0.06550470129828061,0.0923685893106874,0.0,0.16306268111707234,0.0587992659200545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079196726428475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255376440566651,0.04259733822065505,0.0680955328147681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057801549671610435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6082786427417822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450387123067726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936225087904905,0.0,0.0,0.07432557684459166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792137474962628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901769279264103,0.0,0.03753822391724847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681710861331104,0.0,0.05916859375414168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044272496849975855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088994701344131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845292954329941,0.0,0.07389401331934717,0.0,0.05615407623378405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547159297849957,0.0,0.0,0.0485549794697137,0.04897587320093394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046930553649057,0.0,0.0,0.07334165960162088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751201736015394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719746681807526,0.0,0.12640349870155027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462774006345325,0.06791128128313384,0.06521725240372146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461866726728078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467511362246165,0.07040142473112324,0.0,0.055221473633399264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308917652908909,0.057731359929892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776250830065874,0.0,0.0,0.05243700214465239,0.03851478561844959,0.0,0.0,0.06311442397625322,0.0,0.08968839180425373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727456868898613,0.0,0.03895850650906836,0.0,0.0,0.08043214906775188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707785100656978,0.0,0.046920633398086366,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tbmadpotato,2020/04/16,Do y'all ever delete messages because your afraid what you said is going to be used against you to ruin your life even though all you did was make a minor error or say something that was no longer relevant [this message was deleted],20.642666666666663,7.975748377777784,16.90666666666667,54.00000000000003,54.11111111111111,18.88888888888889,60.55555555555557,8.841846274778883,6.625888888888888,187,7,34,1,1,57,38,45,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.8271,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,6,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,2,2,5,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,6,0,3,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348982956547368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545119278144231,0.3485600259483694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189963046327844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721754252457458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572159182357849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665444102334677,0.3064360188126199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29665180037710553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37859235040049455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33280806588375217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,diggydale99,2020/04/16,"NEED HELP WITH MEDICATION. Feel like I’m sinking into a hole Hi, I mostly have observed this community from afar and I want to start by saying: you are all strong. We are all stronger than we give ourselves credit. You sre doing great, and even though I don’t want to believe it, I am doing great. 

Anyways, a little background on me: I am a 22 year old male who recently moved 1000 miles from home at the end of January (before this covid bs) for a job out of college. I have always struggled w anxiety since the start of college. Before that? Anxiety was literally nonexistent to me. I wish like hell I could go back to those days. I’d give up anything at this point. I have managed since w/o meds (aside from a short time taking .5 mg of ativan to help me sleep), and am now at a point where I feel like I can’t manage on my own anymore. I have an anxiety where I always feel the need to take a deep breath constantly and will hyperventilate when I can’t get one. It has recently gotten very out of hand, and I need help. This leads to stomach issues, heart palpitations and brutal nausea. If anyone else has this anxiety feel free to chime in and let me know how to handle it! 

Anyways. I have been too stubborn all this time to go on meds because I have been largely able to handle it on my own (barely). I want to get on meds, but want your guys experiences on which ones offer the least side effects as well as good relief. I also want something I will be able to wean myself off of in the future and be able to go back to managing these things on my own. Any and all suggestions are welcome, as well as any feed back. I appreciate you taking time to read this and hopefully offer support. I love you all.",3.4843462659789215,4.824420355685135,4.657623906705542,85.16667358152057,72.84839650145774,7.492666517156312,25.14566046198699,8.012643519586192,1.3407830006727972,1334,41,274,19,26,439,182,343,0.04,0.7659999999999999,0.193,0.9937,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,2,5,0,3,16,20,3,1,13,0,28,8,5,3,5,44,59,20,0,12,2,0,5,3,0,2,1,1,1,2,17,16,1,1,6,1,2,5,3,4,2,2,4,6,37,17,50,49,10,49,1,0,0,1,22,26,1,3,21,185,54,9,0.2537043254232737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762908579338127,0.14073488172128548,0.0,0.0,0.11501842745323153,0.0,0.2587774860393715,0.0,0.08386883947800476,0.05913198775177935,0.08665002092874506,0.06959234760462292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950829660170816,0.0,0.05155193399320495,0.0,0.1439224631524603,0.09527929866092172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138808188991128,0.0,0.06752075324721205,0.0,0.0,0.05453943382094576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064580308771796,0.0,0.07490224296389543,0.0,0.0,0.05585643806653095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827238374357324,0.0,0.0,0.17104070652807138,0.12083094718327192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836669251585752,0.1622508711564168,0.14418601475652015,0.07093171708161704,0.0,0.18647327628940524,0.0,0.08373572316875448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021361572175996,0.17005266147356168,0.0,0.08482870806194492,0.08399521335789392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826713376293902,0.08392079858766087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464764207704412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647662057974677,0.0,0.12394711830133814,0.08475946153062487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632601965756566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28180831199917344,0.08519347227173517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988251577984792,0.0,0.1881185426255227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874000395685412,0.0,0.11461107788423973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988839467332314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459099380560751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700160949173906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725195417419425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991122646552753,0.0,0.08462918255097912,0.0,0.0,0.06510466152757531,0.0,0.0,0.1197154848957265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840894868238443,0.0,0.0,0.09596688731935106,0.0,0.0,0.1907540788254308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056183293526812936,0.0,0.08308773720038289,0.0,0.1479370323904508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977754618019782,0.24940230731176705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207377148008827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724915118217044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054459089183180466
anxiety,dinosaursgorawr648,2020/04/17,"I just want to be normal. I'm trying so hard to not let the anxiety beat me. I just want to be NORMAL. Whatever that means. I want to be able to go to work and not have to fight the waves of nausea and panic that arrive daily.  I have a call center job that's actually really good, I like my bosses and coworkers and the calls are fairly easy. But I panic. It feel like my throat is physically closing up and even if I open my mouth, no sound will come out. 

How do you describe it to people that don't have to fight it like this? Or are able to fight their anxiety and keep their jobs? I want to call out so bad but don't want to lose my job, especially right now. I'm the main income in my home so if I lose my job, I lose our apartment and the rest of our lifestyle will follow. 

I take medications, I talk to a therapist, I do yoga for freaking sake. Why can't I just be normal? I don't want to be a job hopper but I haven't held a job down consistently in YEARS due to this. 

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I work from home now so the feeling of wanting to leave is stronger. When I was physically at work, I knew I couldn't just up and leave but at home, I technically can.  I just don't know what to do. It feels like I'm rambling but I need advice.",0.7114285714285735,2.417904458646621,3.0212541353383457,92.35269323308272,81.4812030075188,6.210887218045112,18.91067669172932,7.24861992348623,0.14412078195488753,950,22,226,13,25,326,124,266,0.064,0.769,0.16699999999999998,0.9556,7,0,0,0,3,0,31.0,2,1,2,7,14,15,3,2,10,0,27,3,2,2,0,50,50,22,0,14,15,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,3,0,11,13,0,2,6,1,0,3,10,10,0,0,3,5,35,5,31,38,2,22,0,3,0,0,12,14,0,3,9,149,46,10,0.1686686080622487,0.0,0.08229811536476662,0.0,0.0,0.08241050585065925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913761831832232,0.10247541024738786,0.0,0.0,0.12903102350133824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041562121975613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583442606687051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264653545320247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570201243679339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279258742413433,0.12049688730125192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792912846568703,0.07073561300735351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554697146641598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537825494261972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502132702525817,0.07496020435006884,0.0,0.0,0.04634792796291783,0.0,0.0,0.17859570211349993,0.0,0.08623753969573664,0.0,0.16480592423747267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830455429939091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186478053830258,0.0,0.0849579388925852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253281784299247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478891362469487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789626987926395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846678773601531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402671466561133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202103484777161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340890109777049,0.06778471905355825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791862704605073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725745658802656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348197902808215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609859202621673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841891332541156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247541024738786,0.05430852678727493
anxiety,astraldreamwife,2020/04/17,"I just scored a full-time union job with hazard pay, and my anxiety has gone haywire. When does being an adult get easier? \[TW for: disordered eating mention, generally gross bodily function mention\]

I applied to a new job in housekeeping a few days ago, got a call back the next day, and sure enough, as of today, I have my first ever full-time job. I stepped out of my comfort zone for the first time. I worked part time for years after high school, usually alone, doing custodial work. It was honestly great, especially for my mental health. I was very unstable in high school, having to go to a psych ward for some time. I still had anxiety of course, but the social anxiety that I suffer from was on the back burner.

As soon as I got my interview call, I felt all of the nerves and anxiety I felt when I was in school come back to me. My stomach dropped, every muscle in my body was tense, I had chills, chattering teeth, nausea, and I used the bathroom at minimum 7 times the night before my interview to the point where I was bleeding. I got maybe three hours of sleep, my eyes are bloodshot, and if I hadn't passed my drug test, they probably would've assumed I was stoned.

My interview went fine despite my stuttering and nervousness! And I'm now employed! And I start next week! And I'm so fucking unhappy and nervous that I started bawling my eyes out as soon as I walked out of HR!

I feel insane and ungrateful. I know a lot of you are struggling right now with money, and things are very scary. I know people would kill for a job like mine, and I feel a terrible person for not being happy and actively not wanting to go to this job. I don't *want* to go, I have to but I don't *want* to. I don't *want* to meet new people. I don't *want* to talk. I don't *want* to be under pressure again. I don't *want* to deal with this mental and physical pain again.

I feel like I'm heading back to a dark place again, where I was barely getting out of bed, skipping meals because my stomach hurt too much to eat, and running off of two hours of sleep. I haven't had this kind of anxiety in years and I hate it. I hate that I'm going to feel like this every day again, and I'm going to have to meet and interact with a lot of new people when I'm literally shaking with anxiety. I hate that work is going to be chaotic with COVID-19 starting to spread around the area. I'm an essential worker now, and they made sure to let us know that we'd be under a lot of pressure. I'm also one of the many Americans right now who hasn't received anything from the IRS other than an error message on their website. Everyone in my family received a stimulus check but me. I also have several at-risk family members living with me too.

Whenever I have these interactions where I need to be an adult and act with some kind of professionalism, and my body starts to shake and my throat feels tight from the nausea, I feel like giving up. I have to do this until I die, really? Why can't I function like other adults? Am I really just naturally like this? I feel like other people have to view me as pathetic and incompetent. Why isn't my body listening to my brain? I spent all of yesterday and today before my interview telling myself things would be fine, and I still couldn't control my body.

I couldn't imagine having a panic attack at this job either. My last panic attack was terrible. The nausea, then the burning feeling all over my skin, hyperventilating, muscle weakness, blurry vision, ringing in my ears, then the cold feeling, followed by the exhaustion when it's all over. I had to crawl up the stairs, run to my bedroom and hide under the covers like a child.

This entire thing sounds pathetic and awful. I can't even see a doctor about it right now either, because of the circumstances. I did what I was supposed to, and what I need to do to take care of myself and my family, and I don't feel rewarded. I feel like my body is punishing me. I want this to stop. I know it's not productive, but all I've ever wanted was to ""drop out"" of life and the things I'm expected to do. I've only went through two days of this and I'm so, so tired. My legs are barely working right now.

I'm 21, and if literally anyone older than me with more work experience could give me any advice or encouragement, anything that gets you through your anxiety with work/life changes, I'd appreciate it. My family keeps congratulating me, and I know they're happy for me, but it just makes me cry more because I feel like a pitiful fuck up. My brain is an actual failure.",3.339912103393363,4.9096103847850046,4.726665288496879,83.61177424047534,73.59757442116869,7.993684919759892,25.60714504471396,8.639918261988566,1.7702412225897342,3557,118,715,67,72,1184,360,907,0.204,0.711,0.085,-0.9991,8,1,1,0,0,0,127.0,2,3,3,10,40,52,9,9,41,1,65,33,19,4,9,128,143,61,2,19,16,0,16,10,0,2,9,4,2,5,34,52,3,4,21,0,4,21,18,28,0,6,27,25,112,24,116,102,18,123,0,3,4,2,37,39,2,9,71,477,146,25,0.0,0.0,0.04258672013098451,0.0,0.0,0.04264487871878303,0.03868456780374376,0.0,0.0,0.04519827715447573,0.0,0.06979839953417913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02967695799445268,0.0,0.23369342318456945,0.0,0.0,0.03051437157496527,0.0,0.07182463618492879,0.038849194558655806,0.0,0.0992944751386228,0.0,0.13422704787082967,0.0,0.07980832012007258,0.0,0.07426950599147193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423731461374661,0.0,0.09743420382494716,0.08912342384982835,0.0,0.04449428053973618,0.0,0.04616574035770063,0.037592327116104066,0.0,0.0,0.04894640210307402,0.03484329602204135,0.0,0.047936913246348266,0.1125777510532267,0.04499132024017291,0.0,0.0,0.04529182924680124,0.0,0.050015661533223586,0.04466778280024483,0.038189994617234164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050608991186351864,0.08931001648097023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509218306227696,0.0,0.028824062420679777,0.07895045259030258,0.07353781237503193,0.04170025761622094,0.0,0.042688670034519566,0.16456108267971836,0.0,0.26479067617434043,0.187060196703488,0.08380322581067964,0.0,0.0,0.07424097762882366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068966463085595,0.06840089922899065,0.0837276668528657,0.1488110174365477,0.0,0.10470960647677703,0.048113678043275744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291200171099266,0.0,0.1292575345736285,0.04478762481147132,0.04638768807261701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221692462544948,0.0,0.0,0.08595397621430695,0.0,0.046717934265114516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598380871336069,0.03878957895291581,0.04828161965653519,0.09088948991523378,0.11991807030205925,0.0355727380222564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462524994076962,0.030824494215370344,0.21320487535836866,0.0,0.03853525909681786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130448307810327,0.0,0.04129358705255827,0.02913029556802005,0.044244500316276435,0.04384263195850638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879584866202381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0320807039797938,0.06471758437427022,0.0,0.12644446605017928,0.09282408814129944,0.040953544630353514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02957185400098222,0.033190478970154286,0.046436446049449805,0.10240517687385674,0.0,0.04725828375580257,0.0,0.12101899127266473,0.038105100511102816,0.0455949134845154,0.0,0.04125426922959873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047051715646650935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591429565216924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907459987444782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249919707588426,0.03477573635597366,0.0,0.0,0.04930121281302394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734380225087011,0.04448587629735204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235555552341606,0.0,0.06970253496698263,0.03648531558057964,0.0,0.04562240528714742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226109197317659,0.0,0.03281213807746697,0.035076488042242115,0.03814361963466637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597092945220144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178823673822354,0.050158202293670524,0.0827319636563663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852606290416247,0.0,0.05249400932879962,0.037691280512925945,0.04806371812753168,0.07201577530827329,0.23166206548036564,0.0,0.0350056841479127,0.0,0.0,0.08091014740584809,0.0787573184785202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906243182919788,0.0,0.0,0.09300263126631554,0.0,0.0,0.05620595370294265
anxiety,foresee4blefuture,2020/04/17,"Has anxiety had any positive impacts on your life? Just a query and wanted to pose the question, as there definitely is an abundance of negative impacts that anxiety has; but wanted to see if their was potential positive impacts of it.",10.377142857142855,9.389603857142859,10.58095238095238,56.60571428571429,58.04761904761904,15.06666666666667,49.57142857142857,13.816669648895859,7.386914285714287,190,12,28,7,2,64,34,42,0.10300000000000001,0.713,0.184,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502995839605026,0.0,0.5962852029665981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752780261712116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365871134542892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31056457880010857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597460396167812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KintsugiPanda,2020/04/17,"DAE feel guilty or weird after getting really excited or enthusiastic about something? Been mentally and emotionally abused since 10. So anxiety has been a big part of my life. Trying to become more aware of just how so and work on changing it. I've been getting almost extra nervous whenever I get really excited now. I'm trying to learn to be more socially smooth, but I'm kind of a social ditz. I'm trying to show this guy my more attractive side, but also be true to myself. I don't want to be awkward, but I can be. And not sure if this is one of those moments where I'm currently just overthinking or if it's something to feel guilty about and work on.",4.651823579304494,5.641001748091608,6.120254452926207,77.10843935538594,69.68702290076337,9.791687871077183,29.05937234944869,9.994966539143718,2.8638797285835453,523,19,100,13,9,178,80,131,0.129,0.769,0.102,0.0595,1,0,2,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,2,2,0,11,1,0,1,2,23,21,16,0,3,11,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,3,6,6,16,14,5,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,4,67,11,3,0.0,0.20852910568008187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623678972558246,0.0,0.0,0.14074570918274498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463815297021128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437620131268574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618277524857185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979743034915377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797997161279958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758554102951177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742659035392399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832750578917408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431274434644507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736480579249134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926094555158735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058891626054408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22549792681606046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558754240505736,0.0,0.0,0.3588160330249793,0.0,0.2709840492534929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587623505954815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584737060713464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380830733584444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562575937226553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwing-a-throwaway,2020/04/17,"Feeling anxiety after a long while and it’s killing me What do you do when anxiety catch you off guard 

How did you guys deal with it I feel like I am going to pass out because I’ve been short of breath for so long and theirs a pain in my chest that won’t go away.",2.4699152542372893,2.8225864576271213,3.5625,95.79256355932205,74.2542372881356,7.255932203389831,23.224576271186447,7.1686216300943375,0.4088271186440666,207,5,53,2,4,67,49,59,0.182,0.753,0.065,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,6,3,2,1,0,8,10,6,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,2,8,1,9,7,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061459001779083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24940444968798706,0.0,0.0,0.16181938357958078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736732597582337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844484341786945,0.18964166691700834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30172928179922825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628429635354573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29368749721669457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968828859477013,0.0,0.0,0.4698400352941739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28246367286179114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Canamox,2020/04/17,"I'm afraid of death every night I can't sleep. I know everyone has to pass away at some point, but when I go to bed and I think about it, I get so nervous. In the day I feel comfort because I'm occupied with activities, but then when the day ends, I find myself in this situation. I don't know what It is after death and that fact scares me. Anyone feel or has felt the same?",2.1829629629629643,3.0588640246913563,3.951543209876544,90.77694444444448,75.41975308641976,7.375308641975309,22.141975308641968,7.793537801064563,0.6326938271604932,290,7,70,4,6,98,57,81,0.177,0.7829999999999999,0.04,-0.9054,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,5,1,1,0,1,16,15,9,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,3,10,1,10,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,8,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562858040763105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359887666192463,0.0,0.0,0.15311497767504084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239763688789714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246799238878245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162719281274076,0.2400100893369856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540049609489026,0.0,0.2411690102572031,0.0,0.2295709423945765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122945255134508,0.0,0.14274950016687807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760802777882164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571230652478986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744315765273585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514716828285934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28233312121738274,0.2513580848132316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094387960863532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,curiouskittyy_,2020/04/17,"Finding it hard to catch my breath for the past couple of days i've been feeling like someone is sitting on my chest, slight chest pains and im paranoid about covid19, my hands start to tingle if i think too much about it and i feel light headed...ugh anxiety can F off :(",3.685545454545455,4.818453145454548,3.717954545454546,92.8969318181818,72.0909090909091,6.227272727272728,26.47727272727273,5.985473137389443,0.6916363636363636,213,7,46,1,4,65,45,55,0.187,0.7440000000000001,0.069,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,4,0,0,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,1,8,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304968743529633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333873462382106,0.0,0.194316270972594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30469689496747604,0.21525176766432288,0.0,0.0,0.27538656355793106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699093646988049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254602203754537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720200375375128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149324210897928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206088929341959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876289347841697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552940554499279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326465066529066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930635535525446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doades,2020/04/17,"Over the last few weeks, I’ve been becoming more and more scared of food and cookware safety. Kind of a weird thing, I know, but over the last few weeks I’ve been increasingly more “paranoid” over food safety and cookware safety. It has recently culminated in some spats with family over this (I live at home) regarding one of two steaks I was going to cook until noticing one steak had what looked like a little bit of plastic on it. Another moment was regarding oven liners my mom got off Amazon that, after looking at the seller and the product on the Amazon page, I don’t feel comfortable using. This has also come into play with other things such as tossing out food that to me doesn’t look right or just not even eating some stuff because of something I noticed (or thought I did at least).

It’s been becoming a problem for my family and I even when it started. My family frequently talks about how I overthink situations, which I agree is a thing I do. I notice one thing that is slightly off and research and look into it and think and think and think until it becomes too much and I end up doing something that blows up in my face. I don’t like this. I have had anxiety issues in the past (not officially diagnosed but I’m not sure what else it could be), but something with quarantine has just increased these levels to too much for my family or myself. I’m not sure what to do with all this that’s going on. I know I can talk to my family about this but going on with the overthinking, I always think about the most likely reaction I’ll get to talking to my family about my issues, especially if it’s something that I’ve mentioned to them before (and keep going back to because I’m not fully sure what to do.

This is becoming so much for my family and myself to handle. I need to fine a way to control this and calm myself, but I never know how.",7.593825483091787,6.223462519021741,7.967028985507247,74.35671497584543,63.7554347826087,11.003864734299517,32.67270531400966,9.994966539143718,2.9995067632850243,1469,45,281,26,18,486,171,368,0.053,0.843,0.10400000000000001,0.9641,0,1,4,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,17,14,0,1,13,0,25,8,2,4,5,64,52,31,0,4,16,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,33,23,5,2,9,2,1,7,9,3,0,4,10,5,33,11,55,40,17,48,0,0,4,0,6,24,0,7,19,218,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056748649720186436,0.05904644734229665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744103215221257,0.05428608393282448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054565747735135325,0.0,0.08651610798100938,0.3134898257654696,0.06038382267400647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747262187459525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061127871639343474,0.0,0.0,0.07959042747536292,0.056657746144546876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720253981972698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261230738250428,0.0592800255480983,0.0,0.06285167246235937,0.0,0.0,0.09374006468575014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682796103222329,0.0,0.03588074949108905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574242472203869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370749539320595,0.0,0.16131839429691433,0.0,0.05675515790186012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118112840872377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481327330380117,0.0,0.06307469063712892,0.0,0.07389647700905096,0.116997328513698,0.11568774430849005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400601335642387,0.0711230225345408,0.06266114796202722,0.0,0.2383623597938957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311036977964692,0.0,0.0,0.1564967086703605,0.052617761308318314,0.054730620083931834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237367646498398,0.0,0.0,0.14425798833308193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774169297971477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790148585944622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006686345508438,0.0,0.0,0.060601548938879125,0.0,0.0,0.07104579707394364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976477276344278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852145944822185,0.0,0.0,0.05022759097458286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123503349197272,0.0,0.0,0.2006438224289038,0.0,0.0,0.1711108002425273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857720799127295,0.181879503606172,0.0,0.05633626278088452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932000740270007,0.0,0.0,0.06128877709540963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632669384261444,0.11384360221340675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,evilchicks,2020/04/17,"My parents did nothing to help my anxiety and were surprised to see it develop into depression. Hello, I'm Melanie, and I've suffered from anxiety & anxiety related chronic pain for as long as I can remember, suicide ideation since 5th grade, and actual depression (the mood + fatigue and lethargy etc) since middle school.

This is a long time to be carrying such a heavy burden, and in this timeline it should look clear that the older I got, the more difficult it was to bear with it. My parents are terrible at being parents for numerous reasons, so its no surprise to anyone that they'd call my panic attacks tantrums. I get that it might have been difficult to tell the difference as a child, but my anxiety was painfully obvious and at its peak late elementary school/early middle school. I attempted to explain and ask for help, and that help didn't come.

The thing about anxiety is that sometimes, it does push you to get good grades, and my family was briefly proud of this part of my life (still my biggest bullies outside of school related matters, however). But after middle school, I couldn't stand it anymore. My depression that had been developing spiraled and I couldn't lift a finger to do homework.

I still have the anxiety. I can't check my grades out of fear. But now I'm so depressed I can't actually work on these assignments to fix them. They just get mad at me for being a failure now. I hate my parents for doing this to my development and never getting me help after the several times I asked. I'm so tired.",7.458698453608246,7.2839427113402095,7.723056271477662,72.0860277061856,63.46735395189003,11.398711340206184,38.80605670103093,10.9516,4.407805670103093,1223,60,216,30,16,400,160,291,0.273,0.684,0.043,-0.9968,5,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,1,3,3,11,23,4,2,12,0,27,7,1,1,3,30,42,20,1,3,4,4,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,21,15,0,0,3,0,1,2,7,18,0,0,10,3,29,4,35,24,3,27,0,6,2,0,19,11,0,1,13,151,50,10,0.0,0.0,0.16384727747690048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909603991199739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853317020149515,0.0,0.08325639955958518,0.058700185070591826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696488641530446,0.09550588405212916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572291028929174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231597588462048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892259849959948,0.0,0.0,0.08771046958130657,0.0,0.0,0.0734657027548208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362706823384184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914111867735088,0.0944677221729794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544281536860165,0.0,0.0,0.07041374860496702,0.06714293365838551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288379987989374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508116908786308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469989084322854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929676482782641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858721163615032,0.07049732879772863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905827994625651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474784899254589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805528286347593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865863437014656,0.0984978966372327,0.3728686579823186,0.0909102779904558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631515993586218,0.0,0.0,0.09509962184129593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248122545006663,0.06689772899457412,0.0,0.0,0.09484023976110452,0.0,0.13888954522305602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302925267216668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340860549069307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182828937011987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733764916743079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577302325339239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790449591701507,0.09648882167582358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611170091618668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thelastvortigaunt,2020/04/17,"Therapy helps! Just wanted to share something I'm feeling positive about and I hope it'll help you too if you're struggling with deciding to get help. I had a video therapy session today with my counselor. We only meet about once a month (and I'd prefer if we met much more often), but it was immensely helpful to me. We only talked about big picture stuff, where I am in life, why I shouldn't worry about it, etc. None of the insights were super mind-blowing or revelational, but literally just having someone to vent to and get some qualified reassurances from was enough. I feel much less on-edge, much less anxious, and generally, much more positive.

Will my anxiety come back in the future? Absolutely. Am I going to have more difficulty managing it? Without a doubt. But my point is that having a glimpse of life without constant irrational worry and racing/intrusive thoughts gives me a lot of hope, even if it's just for today. 

I encourage anyone struggling with anxiety to not be afraid of opening up about it with a professional, even if you're embarrassed about the things you worry about, even if you *know* you're being irrational, even if you *know* it's completely pointless to be worried about big-picture things that you can't change in a day. Sometimes hearing it from someone else is all you need to get out of your own head for long enough to remember that things will be okay.",4.292140723531361,6.602427198473286,4.976272817789582,79.6743528045138,72.81679389312977,8.220643876535016,29.711915034848985,8.964715089967882,2.7071070029870565,1114,48,198,24,23,358,142,262,0.075,0.722,0.203,0.9879,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,3,7,0,1,19,12,0,5,10,1,20,3,1,0,1,51,38,15,0,12,16,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,15,15,0,0,9,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,6,3,22,7,38,24,17,19,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,13,8,148,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764820470069628,0.10902028870882263,0.0,0.06747674974016442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420441950844398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208678559979552,0.08312830702516734,0.10118097215230737,0.10428485436351052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223609025887138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806154055763065,0.0,0.0,0.1994256341970501,0.1076257297063501,0.2549558055523942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758906632923303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125562549888633,0.09257393370659822,0.05484456046924508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903934424589143,0.0,0.10876526330037983,0.0,0.2587342050029459,0.0,0.0,0.19169739447670692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607043437504847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632505437169948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540162251706744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204292340488845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743995450038538,0.0,0.07702732680535042,0.0,0.28376158802612433,0.07155533637457155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277194894674213,0.0,0.14678890815255732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912259980081916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931845232945027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353240825392246,0.07429229288308711,0.0954433805776787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017706061252028,0.1104722056276224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756500570806643,0.0,0.0,0.2207179004906394,0.0,0.19233579899939415,0.0,0.0,0.07661215781780446,0.0,0.0,0.18294605849700712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691963931853208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707844197488743,0.0,0.0,0.18604981664541376,0.0,0.0,0.3920116480509806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thatsmymind,2020/04/17,"Do you experience these symptoms when having a panic attack? I've had anxiety for just about as long as I can remember. It has really affected my life, especially throughout middle school and high school. As I've gotten older, I feel like my anxiety has calmed down some, however I'm experiencing different things from what I used to. I used to get anxious easily and would have anxiety attacks when the anxiety would build. My heart would race, I would hyperventilate, feel dizzy, and sometimes feel nauseous. My hands and feet would sometimes go numb as well. Now, I don't experience as much of the general anxiousness, but within the past 6 months or so, my anxiety attacks have seemed to turn into panic attacks. I'll be fine one second and then the next I'll be cold, shaking, and anxious. My heart races, I get chills, and my vision gets weird. Sometimes I'll get slightly nauseous as well. This usually only lasts 5 minutes at the most, but it's definitely not fun. Does anyone experience this or something like this when having anxiety or panic attacks?",6.1108910162002905,7.795956716494846,6.784388807069218,71.10298969072167,66.88659793814433,10.078939617083948,32.929307805596466,10.290406445055957,3.7501101620029456,849,37,140,22,14,279,114,194,0.247,0.6559999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9796,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,9,18,5,4,6,0,17,7,4,3,0,31,31,23,0,5,7,0,4,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,11,2,2,2,6,15,7,17,22,3,20,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,6,14,90,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767629779887883,0.27819375601889584,0.0,0.05739485336929545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669104709367503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576002843120822,0.0,0.0,0.07183202629113401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408809191245101,0.0,0.0,0.124512002444869,0.05864063394222944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715414466013666,0.0,0.04665007603888936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453923328610773,0.0,0.08672596868072759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669091964655376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057978166823050174,0.08020392967130219,0.0,0.0,0.07264151905273827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551845108790677,0.0,0.06034098707818904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729697930891278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055622060578074325,0.06242837638221485,0.0,0.28892271776721634,0.0,0.0,0.07835820936056116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258494005553415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298486613786064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661462363515491,0.0,0.07472594599925908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631920664956905,0.2435487269801793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531642597517756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054532783631622166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928352856595638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417879777091775,0.0904036331711992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760626434636925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915496375959098,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ih8cissies,2020/04/17,"Anxiety about a neighbor...obviously can't escape them Today I was sitting in a strip of grass that's outside my apartment building. My building has only 10 units and none of us have patios or balconies, just windows facing the grass. The other side is a parking lot, and across the driveway is more payment buildings, but those people have balconies and patios.

Today, I was sitting in a camp chair more than 6"" from the building and there was no one else in the grass. I was facing away from the windows. I have sat outside there countless times, including with my partner on a picnic blanket. Even last night, there was a woman out there taking on the phone in roughly the same spot.

I'm sitting in the chair playing music on my phone. This woman in a mask and gloves shouted at me from the driveway (20+ feet away) and said ""Can you sit somewhere other than outside my window?!"" and thinking she was upset about the music, I said ""I can turn it off if you like,"" and she yelled back ""This property is BIG, there's MILES of it, you can sit somewhere else!!"" (not at all true...maybe she isn't sure what a mile is) and I just said ""I live here too"" and she yelled THANKS and walked away.

I turned off the music completely, cause I can see how that would be annoying potentially. But I didn't leave for over 30 minutes and she said nothing else. Now, I'm really worried to sit out there even though it doesn't belong to her specifically and I was more than 6"" from the building.

Am I totally in the wrong? Is it okay to sit out there if I am not loud, as long as I'm away from the building? Is it really not advisable to sit outside on private property?

This is really making me super anxious...",3.6582605682605664,5.214252729729736,4.429624624624626,86.11627338877342,72.75375375375377,6.8047586047586055,27.22210672210673,7.321109707123232,1.4061758835758846,1321,48,259,14,26,424,160,333,0.07400000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.05,-0.7879,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,3,1,1,19,9,1,1,23,1,30,3,3,3,3,37,45,22,0,3,10,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,7,3,14,17,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,3,0,1,13,10,32,6,45,30,8,46,0,0,1,0,21,29,0,4,9,192,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068079921733924,0.1339135403787877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454792194856191,0.09114795645669893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177057944144293,0.0,0.0,0.12428422599459228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706840344080176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658569136995826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966238154747594,0.0,0.1255140086854077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791139417510426,0.0,0.10467071052875884,0.10490188350077066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077627262131074,0.0,0.0,0.07912464601202587,0.0,0.11908676744635364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123933549688568,0.0,0.11373984816126932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032402123361175,0.09015304679455903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821789193901482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781431311737055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510249117758523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944589739073828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172011227524084,0.0,0.08912538508972474,0.0,0.0,0.1091333271644111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595399020064518,0.1164624099230123,0.0,0.06912012084887714,0.0,0.22471922136541184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25786934068280964,0.0,0.0,0.1425859169947161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203805004599612,0.0,0.08420557971970205,0.1296020566931277,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dj_xcon22,2020/04/17,"Anxiety due to something I used to shrug off *May trigger individuals with health anxiety 

So I generally have health anxiety and this afternoon my run ended up a bit longer than anticipated and I ended up with a decent sun burn on my arms and neck. I’ve definitely had worse before but this sparked an intense fear of skin cancer. I saw that just one sunburn increased risk of melanoma and now I’m terrified that I’ve messed up and made myself get skin cancer in the future. My girlfriend tried to help by telling me thousands of people get sun burnt every day and that my 1 to maybe 2 a year is no reason to worry but I can’t shake this feeling.",4.030781250000004,5.682711765625001,5.25825,80.16175000000003,71.96875,7.932500000000001,28.425,8.548686976883017,2.12312875,518,20,99,9,10,172,88,128,0.284,0.64,0.076,-0.9862,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,5,0,5,9,4,4,0,18,12,9,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,3,4,11,0,18,8,2,17,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,8,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433876965041885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087087654511387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639780718254047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192407401693067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33489114115654195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928599736936333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127381078509959,0.0955912919407121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754563632446484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019107407015797,0.0,0.0,0.12671879061761196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788872958330919,0.0,0.0,0.1899299729829794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810776134012253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106611485253816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437881406717816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455428671481149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524137176667886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835513411843827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328180060652098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199333133580698,0.1926619941355164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174446185605058
anxiety,PremiumDegenerate,2020/04/17,"Anyone else feel like everyone is constantly lying to you? Like even if it's your best friend you've known for years and years. Something as simple as refusing to believe them when they say something nice about your cooking. 

Or someone at work. You send your superior an email a project and and they respond with a professional email but you're convinced they're actually dissatisfied with your work.

Maybe even your own parents who say something encouraging but it's really to hide the fact that you didn't live up to their expectations.

I find myself second guessing every little thing and it's become an anxiety-inducing obsession. It's almost impossible for me to take anything at face value anymore. Anyone else experience this?",5.672760814249365,8.509294793893133,5.9621564885496205,71.76069020356238,70.5267175572519,8.946819338422392,31.527353689567427,9.516144504307137,3.5176712468193383,602,27,93,15,12,192,90,131,0.092,0.74,0.16899999999999998,0.8733,1,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,8,4,3,4,9,0,1,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,18,5,11,0,2,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,8,6,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,15,8,15,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,23,4,0,4,6,59,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.1474250103358597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151277330297116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498233691106492,0.21126687056411836,0.3095833482340609,0.12431983138598775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684775553199666,0.0,0.17020702349914835,0.15854131435110996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325575041368326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25240345038767936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199563980847564,0.0,0.12728513391170804,0.1443562897347095,0.0,0.14777793644841702,0.0,0.0,0.07638681740022779,0.10792625552292537,0.0,0.0,0.138077568182776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671827263850255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642343913656654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761282792705432,0.1514143771341092,0.13339982401016315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177267584247453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774818173195236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678094003353342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027790097883145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280032761679364,0.34890907501210544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358775177646901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036588530746528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996522239816446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945715302823818
anxiety,twerkingslutbee,2020/04/17,I’m scared of relationships because of pregnancy risk but I’m also scared of birth control. So I have never been in an irl relationship because I’m terrified of getting pregnant because I don’t like not having control of my body . Birth control also terrifies me because of the side effects could derail my lfie and I’m just so afraid but also so afraid of being alone,5.571408450704227,6.960025577464792,6.567718309859156,73.2670704225352,67.87323943661971,8.496901408450704,35.32676056338028,8.841846274778883,3.3452963380281693,300,15,49,5,5,100,43,71,0.28,0.68,0.039,-0.9628,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,4,7,6,0,5,2,0,6,1,1,4,1,11,11,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335616992167774,0.0,0.4015634213850821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081354592820337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859224862162584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631958561850865,0.13364005723457495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744963050258106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177387043854505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290944963084169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35940896872050176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351550329240072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,fluffycornball,2020/04/17,"Sometimes I hate people that are Socially awkward/anxiety people Some of them are not trying to their best to fix their problems, they just quiet or will only answer 1 question and keep quiet instead of keeping the conversation going. I had childhood trauma and, social anxiety because stupid God decided to make my teeth to have 2 gaps and 1 missing tooth. Whenever I meet new people or old friends that I haven't see for a long time, I always think about what are they going to think about my teeth. (This is why I still haven't go to clubs, I scared what the girls think of me)

Even with this, I always keep conversations going, talk and etc because I'm trying to get rid of the "" social anxiety"". Like it's not that hard. You just have to try. Sometimes I like talking to nerds/depressed people too, some of them would talk about their problems or anything but some people you'll talk ""ABCD"". and they'll only reply ""F"". I hate these kinds of people. Just a rant because I'm in the army, diagnosed with depression, so they sent to camps full of weird people and I really hate it. If you're around with ""normal"" people, they'd kind of lift you up you know.

I'm saving money to get my teeth fixed.

There's one time, I met these 2 guys for the first time. Like I don't even know their names, they supposed to the one to break the ice but his friend just kept quiet for like 10-20mins until I start talking about things.

I know that some people just don't like to talk but some people just scared to talk. you can tell. Hate when you have to accompany someone you met and the guy decided to just shut up for minutes.

I feel like some of the anxiety problems have created by themselves or just plain stupid. Like for me, I have no choice because Family ain't rich to get my teeth fixed, in a mandatory army that pays so little than part-time jobs out there. Finally done with the army this month, So I can get a new look for my teeth.

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edit: funny part some of these people like to post, ""I might be shy and quiet but after knowing me, I'm totalling a different person"" so let me to know you, open up a bit",3.6972461401425183,5.106559415676959,4.283930374109263,87.78164377969124,72.42042755344418,7.067725653206651,23.607556413301662,7.531066641456977,0.9282166864608072,1658,44,338,19,32,526,187,421,0.14400000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.096,-0.9726,2,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,8,12,2,25,30,6,2,16,0,26,7,6,1,1,68,63,23,0,6,19,0,2,8,2,5,1,4,0,4,16,15,0,4,13,1,3,5,8,15,0,3,6,8,49,15,55,49,13,34,0,2,2,0,46,11,0,14,24,214,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298037706961144,0.06704834931948413,0.07519253774418752,0.0,0.0,0.18935606271540328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092302711190342,0.05508746560699344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508890343703619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494059362091717,0.0,0.06755833900528563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659652476186768,0.06280820437803547,0.0,0.06465277483783667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332604199431846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690139933139687,0.08174401375841389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833617070671548,0.0,0.03128903836256526,0.044208004264552105,0.0,0.0677879258916178,0.0,0.052636191666503615,0.0,0.0,0.09561865867676712,0.0,0.12932167497322142,0.0,0.14067424731462544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254440747948173,0.0,0.0,0.055433479014467685,0.2443798409434651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061407629557364674,0.16500879522114148,0.0,0.1288796770852759,0.1700416867960487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327780921182348,0.0,0.2418565712257348,0.06202130702697582,0.0,0.054762992283314764,0.051964696428895715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130624002518269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564626718219622,0.0,0.0,0.04939305342357818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953066644607263,0.0,0.0,0.0606305232595962,0.0,0.0,0.06493400183995393,0.0,0.08386472402945512,0.09412701547711448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402280848385173,0.0,0.4719076260645831,0.054032353507022984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926516800479065,0.0,0.0,0.17763610510357633,0.0,0.0,0.06932120437056878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03964273743214395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390792843932752,0.0,0.04931137446299362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892405396071205,0.05243181421694699,0.0,0.12240435158065828,0.0,0.04379989390280877,0.0,0.04941847625587902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481648449639287,0.05408697293784067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041111177851857215,0.11895309141558948,0.0,0.0,0.10825042940170948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603999696818324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558382370892405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043958691288590736,0.0,0.07519253774418752,0.0
anxiety,lumpyspaceddddd,2020/04/17,Have you had someone get mad at you because of your anxiety? With all this stuff going on I’m anxiety as fuck. My mom just snapped at me because I keep asking her the same anxious questions over and over. Ugh.,2.3235714285714257,4.480774452380956,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,78.28571428571429,6.104761904761905,29.54761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.7032190476190467,165,8,33,2,4,53,36,42,0.305,0.695,0.0,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,8,7,2,6,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,1,0,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264293759252097,0.3148663661134932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605590386395947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398017250560253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576656844283801,0.14561604302925682,0.0,0.15839902517746166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773292726686394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264253059946618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122223550090846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23615262690335276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190597122285653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ajl252,2020/04/17,"I probably ruined my future because im an idiot. i graduated last may and have been applying for jobs since. in february , i had landed an interview , and was super scared to go, already not convincing myself reasons why I shouldnt like "" its not even a position you really want, the pay could be better, etc."" .then  the weekend before the interview i caught my dad cheating on my mom for the third time, and in my anger/already anxious state emailed the recruiter saying I was no longer interested in the position. here i am two months later, still unemployed, thinking how dumb I am to decline a job interview after waiting for a year. I feel like once again, I blocked my blessing and ruined my opportunity to start my career . to make things worse now I'm looking at things about the company and the interview email thinking I could of nailed it and I could barely sleep or live with myself now.  especially with covid, who knows if ill get a job opportunity anytime soon. i just want to die.",5.678039702233249,7.041604322580646,6.421182795698929,74.5094665012407,67.6021505376344,9.594044665012408,32.587262200165426,9.851270322608157,3.3345579818031434,788,34,138,18,13,259,122,186,0.21100000000000002,0.684,0.10400000000000001,-0.9641,5,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,1,0,4,10,15,3,1,14,0,13,2,1,3,0,29,27,10,1,7,5,2,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,5,1,1,2,4,6,0,2,5,3,23,9,18,16,1,24,1,2,1,0,11,6,1,3,17,97,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31101869474285226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592001266804601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590386827099072,0.0,0.1199130212798136,0.0,0.0,0.12463278769946713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375408123352525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625329768308926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716368032275535,0.09307670393872104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125367170755086,0.10067367958745246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362517878015926,0.0,0.08008840444146961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221839197918385,0.0,0.4195257482301825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744625697451755,0.11486906865743456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376933394911431,0.0,0.12443544042505007,0.0,0.11833778260686395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406557121132186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650444622190186,0.11248145029244087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500758022684915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193620327127144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902773222317414,0.1448898108107587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206568919622256,0.14108606906790694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657094736263085,0.0,0.14102233585842175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974430101725963,0.0,0.11253934501344988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724272291293306,0.1805924154887705,0.0,0.0,0.08217191453667973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765891516462495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166237200386043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715889086080998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436100946220971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074822341227218
anxiety,brigadier-obvious,2020/04/17,"My mom is a ticking time bomb and I don't know what to do Obviously with COVID-19, we're all stuck inside. I have to be at home with my mother who is a ticking time bomb. She gets upset at the most random times and whenever she is mad, it gives me severe anxiety. There is no escape from it. I don't know what to do.",0.1542236024844712,1.99010446376812,2.619503105590063,93.83869565217393,84.07246376811594,5.681987577639752,18.55279503105589,6.868970318607317,-0.006450931677018268,244,6,58,3,7,84,46,69,0.278,0.6990000000000001,0.023,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,2,10,15,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,8,13,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456157602561143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677445182406514,0.3079972039394261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220568827847505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529006049553537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760303779483302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627148890680994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616511271785942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gabrielvalechela,2020/04/17,"Several Side Effects/ Tapering off my Meds Hello everyone,

For personal reasons, I have decided to and have talked to my doctor about stopping all of my meds. I am having side effects from all of them and decided to just list them and post this here in case anyone may relate.

I have been daily taking 5mg of Abilify, 6mg of Duloxetine, and clonazepam when needed. I had already started taking my Clonazepam very very rarely, so my Doctor said to just stop taking it completely. About a month ago, I reduced my Abilify to 2mg, and now have been taking half of the 2mg for a week. I have not changed my Duloxetine yet. I've been on these meds for about 5 years

I was having side effects that may or may not have to do with my meds. But I need to find out.

1. I have been gaining weight slowly but steadily. I have put on quite a bit.
2. I have been balding also slowly but steadily ever since I started all these meds. Not sure if it's a side effect, but nobody in my family is bald or even thinning, not even grandparents.
3. I am a man in a relationship, and my sex is affected. I find when I don't take my meds I ""feel"" the sex so much more.
4. Delayed orgasm
5. Dulled emotions

Anyways, I'm not sure why I am sharing this, but does anyone experience these symptoms? I'm really nervous about this. again, it's a personal decision and something I want/need to do.",1.6870051948051916,3.914969720000002,3.773448051948055,85.50188636363639,80.89090909090909,6.837662337662338,24.73051948051948,7.957251820313856,1.5872519480519482,1063,41,212,20,28,362,135,275,0.07400000000000001,0.903,0.022000000000000002,-0.8805,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,6,19,5,0,1,9,0,29,9,3,6,6,50,42,20,0,3,15,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,10,9,1,3,11,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,8,4,31,3,29,31,6,29,0,1,0,3,10,12,0,6,15,149,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831067682094672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345925287531477,0.07497459246420009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131109170892315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023544750548431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917870874479748,0.0,0.09829869858914683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192123796980973,0.08204426754040473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546000165013636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384652642901299,0.0848053543824241,0.0,0.0895854300755806,0.0,0.09170885464528596,0.0883823998237793,0.0,0.04740455647260144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713778921885116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6248336229093305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483310171569828,0.0,0.06891956614769874,0.13903397631208908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372377594293305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978988011669195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424810253696864,0.0,0.09971832426899968,0.0,0.0,0.06006085465314081,0.0963941514070115,0.0,0.10065610880911442,0.0,0.0,0.08918099119992129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591470186468198,0.0,0.07755381477037465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217597884529381,0.0,0.0,0.13271833540872174,0.0,0.0,0.1567641484525543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672301621554734,0.09744572218983273,0.3524545973339244,0.07535546412506773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471281406924578,0.0552982082515773,0.0,0.07520335481718521,0.11416643315716303,0.0,0.0,0.0845978976009154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037414182937372
anxiety,idk-though1,2020/04/17,"Helping my gf with anxiety disorder So I’m not sure if this is the right sub. However, my girlfriend has had high levels of anxiety for the past year now. Now I’m usually pretty well with emotional intelligence and how to navigate words so they aren’t perceived negatively. However recently I have felt defeated and not sure how to help her anymore, she’s obsessing over everything her teeth her hair her weight. And mind you she’s not ugly or over weight and has white straight teeth. It’s getting hard to keep saying it’s okay when you see nothing wrong",2.981949685534591,5.8113242075471785,4.107830188679248,81.3446383647799,80.50943396226415,8.816352201257864,28.644654088050324,9.2995712137729,3.1974993710691835,450,21,82,14,12,146,74,106,0.14400000000000002,0.659,0.19699999999999998,0.7583,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,8,7,0,1,2,1,6,5,3,2,2,20,12,11,0,1,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,2,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,8,12,4,9,10,0,13,0,1,2,0,14,6,0,2,7,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688506465187053,0.0,0.17426702810618167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139034999828456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976613549487954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579258104739573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871876188008791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180645031072517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741061002329773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23556283136850495,0.1856578335342846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561880147566314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742711343687811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860808449540854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774462840609966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877041810061814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350230643591366,0.0,0.0,0.15006392460003065,0.0,0.13973960127758245,0.0,0.0,0.14002609385712986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33122805129178434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353076054972726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279592549671981,0.15799338809072108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921222410523196,0.0,0.1131579223510217
anxiety,9kitchensinks,2020/04/17,Stopping lexapro Any advice or what to expect when stopping lexapro? Was on 10 mg for a year and now im going down to 5 for two weeks then stopping completely.,5.262812499999999,5.68564965625,5.400000000000002,84.845,68.0625,7.65,34.75,7.1686216300943375,2.2820750000000007,127,6,25,1,2,40,27,32,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785208469821602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938251842847504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29884083875749345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198494739943556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30787338554103305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7148751247430754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278425725765351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286279874861573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835452497592471
anxiety,lyssssa6,2020/04/17,"fml I don’t know how much longer I can stay cooped up inside a house, I wanna go shopping, or take my kid to a park, go to the bar, the library somewhere that isn’t the living room. This Shit is driving me crazy and I literally have panic attacks when I think about how long they think we will be quarantined. 

I need people. I crave people and doing shit, my extroverted ass can’t hang out with just a 2 year old anymore 😣😣😣",2.3732380952380936,3.5880801333333348,3.977619047619047,89.44500000000002,75.44444444444444,6.476190476190476,22.857142857142854,6.868970318607317,0.5280476190476189,332,9,74,3,7,111,67,90,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.9601,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,5,4,3,1,6,0,9,4,3,2,0,14,16,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,0,3,2,1,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,12,0,7,14,1,12,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,1,4,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049620026582764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25293772788543234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527157768658769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25654430063528955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218929277691574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632554310434602,0.19675914252343848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344152808675064,0.164858303777814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330278332028664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608617722790494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30827766238514753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564465854545776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236979122701851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716796459804903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28492609444906297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317620596119404
anxiety,thisesmeaningless,2020/04/17,"Does anyone else get this really weird symptom of just feeling really agitated, like wanting to literally jump out of your own body and mind? It's so hard to put into words. It's like a feeling of literally not wanting to be in your own body and mind. Like the feeling of wanting to leave a room, but you want to do that with yourself. Like perceiving the world is a little overwhelming, but at the same time you're just extremely bored with your surroundings and want some stimulation, but nothing can ever make you feel right. Like you're on complete autopilot and I don't have any connection with my actions. Where reality just feels a little off and you don't exactly know how or why. I know this probably doesn't make any sense. I just feel so weird right now and don't know how to express how I feel correctly.",5.863584905660378,6.486428094339622,6.418547169811323,77.36442452830191,66.79874213836479,10.385157232704405,32.252201257861635,10.355215969177356,3.2602095597484286,653,26,126,16,10,213,88,159,0.075,0.807,0.11900000000000001,0.6024,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,0,12,9,0,1,7,0,9,3,2,6,3,50,27,15,0,5,9,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,11,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,8,11,5,19,26,4,20,0,1,0,0,7,14,0,2,8,78,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057279287545288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769297687711253,0.12850233132027775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27861524393710235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149508068368967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975137753299703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476801156493977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134449090067301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438946036239019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655240811118076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234706868762066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677415965087076,0.0,0.0,0.13279621421739504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063567958290873,0.2513972481805479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743076811489233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532664868955014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203389278987623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352184167415524,0.0,0.0,0.12607656078115845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068792449746824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142071877121663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035404624418104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313040569030015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698646299528664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316739214623855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,iamverybadatinteract,2020/04/17,"I wish I could convince other people with anxiety that people don’t hate them, they aren’t annoying, and their presence is not resented. It’s just the anxiety playing tricks on you.

Well, except for me. I have anxiety and also all of that stuff is totally true.",3.163599999999999,5.70064816,4.829999999999998,78.245,77.4,8.8,28.0,9.3871,3.0992,208,9,36,6,5,70,41,50,0.221,0.544,0.23600000000000002,0.2208,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,3,0,3,8,4,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,3,11,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,8,4,5,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280577151684347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6394118383214284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244886714283849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750714907241755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863087104954679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189438762088688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505054858024805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203898426883986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,okslime,2020/04/17,panic attack Had a horrible panic attack yesterday I’ve been anxious ever since it was a out of body one so I’ve been really off I’m not to sure what to do I’m so tired.,-1.3469230769230798,0.608519948717948,2.8827692307692345,88.2872307692308,93.10256410256409,6.196923076923077,15.492307692307696,7.554174236665415,0.3999292307692306,134,3,30,3,5,51,28,39,0.49,0.51,0.0,-0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,2,2,0,5,2,1,0,2,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679581399479657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539677653897921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634655567547218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145526977640486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072665439221626,0.0,0.0,0.5565846994521026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195052823830232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620671715895466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235495633628504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27261598291138195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AWMore,2020/04/17,"Getting anxiety because of a situation, i need advices ! Hello everyone, 

It's my first post here, hope it doesn't get deleted !

I discover this subreddit a week ago, and i read a lot of posts. 

I was quite ""alone"" in my anxiety and didn't know that a lot of people was actually sharing the same things with anxiety. And it's very reassuring for understanding mine !

I wanted to make a post for presenting myself, but now actually i need advices.

It's about something really childish but it's giving me the anxiety ..

​

So, in 2 days it's going to be the birthday of someone i was previously close with. He lived with me for 1 years (we had an arrangement), at the start it was only for 4 months max ! 

Little by little i started getting angrier about the situation. But didn't say anything because i'm very bad at communicating.

So the cohabitation wasn't that great, and he was someone very messy, but also with kindness and was going through an harsh moment (depressed etc ..). So i was always telling myself, i will talk to him later ..

And at last, he ended up leaving after 1 year because the atmosphere was tense.

He left behind him a lot of junks, his food not finished, messy dishes etc etc. And other stuffs, so when he left i decided to stopped my ""relation"" with him, because i couldn't accept the non-respect.

And i'm still pissed about that, and i don't see him often, only when we have party in common.

As i say, it's his birthday in 2 days, and his friends deciding with the confinement that they're going to do a video with messages from them and others.

I don't want to do it, because, the year we passed living together, and the fact that my birthday was 3 weeks ago and nothing from him nor his friends. 

And now, they ask me to do something for him that i don't want. But i'm not comfortable at all with telling them. 

And the fact, that socially speaking these past few months were quite poor. If i decide to not do it, i will put away a group of ""friends""

Is my reaction weird ? Am i legitimate in this situation ?

I know it's childish, immature but i'm divided on that subject and i need advice.

​

PS : It's long sorry .. and english isn't my native language \^\^'",3.9388671764372702,5.49228963551402,5.293415463041633,80.2118790710847,72.03738317757009,8.271990937411497,30.259416595865197,8.841846274778883,2.5219679127725856,1716,74,328,33,33,574,198,428,0.154,0.789,0.057,-0.9909,0,1,2,0,0,0,81.0,3,0,3,3,15,14,1,0,22,0,30,3,1,1,3,65,56,33,0,9,10,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,27,29,2,2,7,2,1,5,13,4,0,1,14,4,49,10,49,38,9,55,0,1,1,0,38,17,1,6,30,227,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.14307076523535234,0.0,0.0,0.21489922490741603,0.1299614222804095,0.0,0.0,0.07592216634576614,0.0,0.05862220900578551,0.06099586852227664,0.15885248883726424,0.17814788706786353,0.0,0.0,0.224313365981896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032400258884987,0.0,0.0685305449084554,0.0,0.06887272723406633,0.0,0.06120685004620574,0.2234311031820783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455168736944823,0.0,0.06313773355977689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492672332503033,0.0,0.2452643065890453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004634014211576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062353436989906336,0.08864104020165772,0.0,0.1699064413693704,0.0,0.11489695573383525,0.07032110791325462,0.12498324638886706,0.0,0.0,0.0808193342286829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728086871970389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633617260279679,0.0805733338040267,0.059753590258974476,0.0,0.07761971114366091,0.1592928107703095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694230480200912,0.12945981729907993,0.0648728694194151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869645927078985,0.0,0.0,0.048931846190901684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702315638257264,0.0,0.0,0.16306481736792075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703383969030062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150394325232264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997818809510778,0.0508206538215928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106185954122464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369205731873832,0.0,0.15593838538823088,0.07332512129514474,0.0,0.04696124191970411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165906079432162,0.0,0.0,0.0584148203567819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471946312358267,0.0,0.07472550532714907,0.12422265823320895,0.11286797775089735,0.0,0.08205926367166587,0.10377171441038577,0.0,0.05854169437032183,0.06128649968712885,0.0,0.0,0.08391701186617705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892001039921655,0.12814409828211792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870077330077648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631338573156153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145360896568874,0.12971206705727584,0.0,0.11760215398661487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814788706786353,0.14161859816269598
anxiety,SomethingNice6174,2020/04/17,"Trying to sleep with everything going on. Need advice on a weighted blanket. I weight 200 lbs and am looking for a 20 lbs weighted blanket since I’ve been having trouble sleeping with everything going on. I’ve tried a friends 15 lbs in the past that was a twin and it helped a little but I think I need a heavier one. 

I’ve been looking online and it seems like all the 20 lbs blankets are for a queen bed. I have a queen bed so that’s not an issue but if the 20 lbs is spread out over double the area (20 lbs queen vs 15 lb twin) it wouldn’t be much of a difference right? 

Maybe I’m not using the blanket properly. The purpose of the blanket is to have the weight directly on top of you, not just spread around you right? Sometimes with the twin size one is fold it hotdog style that way the entire thing was on me and I wasn’t having the weight at my sides. Is that not what I’m suppose to do?


Also if anyone has any recommendations please link them! I’m a hot sleeper. Sometimes so bad that I’ll wake up and my boxers (especially in the crotch area) are wet (sorry probably too much information)",2.502899394503963,4.164475172566373,3.772841173730789,89.1990102468561,76.0353982300885,6.350815090824407,23.84163949697252,7.0608816371341465,0.7860566371681421,863,27,183,9,19,282,120,226,0.038,0.91,0.053,0.2949,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,4,6,4,0,0,23,0,20,9,4,1,1,29,32,12,0,5,10,0,7,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,11,10,5,0,4,0,0,2,6,2,0,2,5,9,11,2,23,25,4,23,0,0,2,0,6,19,0,3,2,112,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852286476095184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088811628743621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552204615673826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765309971996304,0.0,0.0,0.09886359192068593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272731504085137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603012550456535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962036105617575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580176948840391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623163206928506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443865145930396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591385307155633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425646537177471,0.11130752015435046,0.0,0.0,0.1865185295936529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157091218790437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327821787903746,0.16469357793274655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050915415387014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601573988180206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190639336312473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973740170688375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896828309461468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110142278808072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918668628752719,0.0,0.2222728713073708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196749066352053,0.1243183596077666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378082592365208,0.07116034932104967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079978344311473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591692744033413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881512678552141,0.0,0.6761828603055655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,makethatmoneybaby,2020/04/17,"What is some advice (long term anxiety suffers) can give people suffering from anxiety? The advice can be anything pertaining to stress management and decisions that directly or indirectly affect a person's anxiety. I have been suffering from anxiety most my life. However, I have been going through a living hell for about 10 years.

Things are starting to finally calm down. I am now 31 but would like to gain insight from people who have suffered for a least ten years or so. I  know there are many people here, some who don't want to post but honestly, I would love to hear everyone's' opinions.

So what have you learned about anxiety and yourself, and what coping skills have you acquired?????",5.77008,7.985790848000001,5.8994,75.03070000000002,68.52000000000001,10.12,33.3,10.355215969177356,4.009000000000001,556,26,91,16,10,176,83,125,0.163,0.6990000000000001,0.138,0.7489,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,3,7,10,1,1,4,0,17,2,0,1,0,20,24,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,1,8,4,14,19,5,10,1,4,0,1,8,1,1,7,8,67,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071619078262817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6011584163078494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293343593786219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017900239219376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216784755414705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150768103117163,0.08932115139937348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771376863471046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637441203602944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101110772772686,0.07678344767351468,0.0,0.13878059990290478,0.13908710707740538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184859680858933,0.0,0.0,0.15934181941971556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268776816759168,0.13723142992252574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052173784802894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124301794398248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003330683464602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044142140074712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270067400794174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329266343255225,0.0,0.0,0.2024197100481777
anxiety,Vvezee,2020/04/17,"Starting recently to feel a little anxious Since 2 months I haven't felt any particular anxiety attacks, but through last 3 days I'm starting to feel kind of nervous and my mood is descending. I tried all things which worked for me before including meditation, binaural beats and workout, but none of these actually durably worked. My theory is that quarantine is guilty of that and solitude is making my brain reacting to that offensively. Does any of you have similar problem?",10.937857142857153,10.089586119047622,10.159523809523806,59.62714285714287,56.85714285714285,14.590476190476188,47.19047619047619,13.427899808715575,6.692033333333335,390,22,60,13,4,125,62,84,0.22399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.0,-0.9595,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,0,6,2,1,1,0,6,1,1,2,1,12,13,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,7,1,9,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,36,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.2057675349370976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867820988405923,0.0,0.16130621897356234,0.2382101509283492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988204913768504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942510155580613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23538788474380945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359863253834546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845237441972415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323284403815754,0.0,0.20245728177472894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195767393453352,0.0,0.1718778668864267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133566866261397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074972415308135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830528850383522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176316199613195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819738688947065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744243773175413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984935438808339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008505588331088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315911909606235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070150816448766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,panicattack737492,2020/04/17,"I had my biggest panic attack yet - had to call EMS. Not sure where to go from here I’ll try to be brief. I diagnosed general anxiety disorder and have had panic attacks in the past but nothing of this level before. I was smoking pot (which usually helps my anxiety) and I went to inhale, I felt as if I had hit a ton of bricks, my airway was completely cut off and I felt like I couldn’t catch a breath. I immediately sat up as I was laying down; I tried to calm down but I felt as if I couldn’t breathe and had convinced myself that my lung has collapsed. It was 1 o’clock in the morning and I was home alone. I called my roommate and she tried to calm me down but as soon as I hung up the phone I felt like I was gonna pass out. She advised me to call 911 especially with everything going on (COVID-19) just to get checked out to make sure that I was breathing okay. Paramedics came, ran tests, said my lungs sounded fine and said it was probably just a panic attack (which I advised them I thought it could be). They talked me down and had me breathe through it. Then my face became all tingly and I slowly started to calm down. I crashed almost immediately after they left.

This morning my chest and back are sore and I feel so embarrassed. There are more important things going on in the world and I feel like I wasted people’s time. I keep working myself up into panic again today by thinking about last night but I’m trying to focus on work to keep my mind off of it. 

Any advice or recommendations on how to help would be great.

EDIT: I should also mention I found out I wasn’t getting my stimulus check on Wednesday like I thought I was due to a glitch. Paramedics offered to take me to the hospital going to get checked out especially with the vaping but I just can’t afford it right now",2.390991735537188,4.380929807162538,3.6531680440771335,88.4633884297521,77.37465564738292,6.493663911845727,24.774104683195592,7.463857097105799,1.1240898071625347,1412,50,293,19,33,460,188,363,0.128,0.753,0.11900000000000001,-0.1118,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,2,15,22,4,5,10,1,29,10,8,2,3,57,60,29,0,7,12,0,6,4,0,3,2,3,1,0,13,20,0,2,10,0,3,10,5,9,0,0,29,10,55,13,55,21,3,56,0,0,0,0,18,29,0,4,21,201,68,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667254601907909,0.0,0.0,0.0888160693136841,0.09186213853456077,0.0,0.0709300293193195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060316211108077465,0.0,0.1357041460535963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30271295960218114,0.0,0.06820162428123804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547362507827783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27170510107230683,0.1014444094244602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299589826124603,0.0,0.0,0.07081640911307427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002440817637175,0.0,0.0,0.10165311418751093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971409973417859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969456104950448,0.0633643241354403,0.3406476540135737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725040791543756,0.0,0.0,0.13901974315053853,0.0,0.20163155411881906,0.0,0.0,0.09778747412678716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890190069007768,0.0,0.08896915697391566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767387165186147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229894575595706,0.0,0.0,0.0963682871211812,0.0,0.0,0.17332922429300854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920516036211732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895575116797456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323503520846731,0.0,0.08510604835979108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162618195596815,0.0,0.0,0.08467021317482235,0.061490525975177936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562911449586964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574576072251167,0.16874010548458349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277937039969178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718955461548818,0.0,0.06668823157541368,0.07129035455996871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892557337367981,0.056832711381589275,0.0,0.14082917533692813,0.05171925620349354,0.0,0.08407328315482915,0.0,0.0,0.2408746064514761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768593431177228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222193010195017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914325233493204,0.0,0.0,0.06300697825469323,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Scar_letLow2167,2020/04/17,"Why does everything seem my fault? Ever since I was a kid I was bought up in a... bad environment, mum claimed to be an angel claimed my dad was evil. He left when I was 8. Ever since then I've been told half the things I do are wrong, I can't go anywhere without anxiety and depression ruining things even having friends is nearly impossible, my mum only wanted money from me, I was given a tv after my father passed and she took it. She makes me feel like everything I do is wrong and she makes my anxiety and depression worse, she doesn't care at all. She makes fun of me and my friends locked all the cupboards with food in, I lost 3 stone in a month and she thinks it's normal. I can't go to the doctors since their shut until further notice, I just can't go through day to day life without thinking everything I do is wrong.",6.023267973856207,5.114593823529411,6.561372549019609,81.66395424836603,66.64705882352942,9.908496732026144,31.830065359477125,9.150863307647796,2.4262222222222225,650,22,139,10,9,213,98,170,0.16399999999999998,0.72,0.11599999999999999,-0.8719,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,5,15,1,0,8,0,19,3,0,3,4,23,36,9,0,2,3,4,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,4,1,2,5,6,10,0,1,11,1,27,5,17,24,2,23,1,4,0,0,16,9,0,1,10,90,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441219651922824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063858307894864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288967157360943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546540685236376,0.0,0.20762682737227467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123368871047172,0.10547773419369116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960977279161008,0.2180548841720328,0.0,0.0,0.3249772240501814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094423604579615,0.08610756955176482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574690058064765,0.0,0.18624433379043429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550210990579199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309575869243806,0.0,0.08513480664479006,0.05888549447896661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315741288268594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136669332134655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620691668397993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809506186466318,0.0,0.13722565962042169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916694687617312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972714924589017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991141577086221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160151251571982,0.15446315304003894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517280200577172,0.1339146855024673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109247100627449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087607315416645,0.0,0.0,0.2323757029022557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283167022087255,0.0,0.3953460956641948,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CestMoi4180,2020/04/17,"I need advice! To start off, I’m a F/20 and experience a mix of severe GAD and SAD. I recently worked on a school project with someone else and we would often talk and plan our project over text and zoom (due to quarantine). The project lasted a couple of weeks, so I now feel pretty confortable around him. Now that the project is over, although I have no reason to, I want to keep communicating with him. I found him easy to talk to (which is a feat for someone with anxiety) and would like to become friends if possible (especially since I don’t have a ton). But I’m worried if I text now, he’ll think “why is she continuing to text me, the project is finished?”. Obviously I care too much about what people think and their opinions of me, but I’m worried that he’ll think I’m annoying or just completely ignore me. He never gave off that impression when we were working together, but what if it was just tolerating me for the sake of the project? What should I do? Am I overthinking the situation and just text him or should I just forget it and move on?

If I should text him, what can I or should I say? I’m hoping to make a friend. I’m terrible with starting conversations and always worry about coming across as needy (even to my best friend).",4.099491677912731,5.34819636032389,5.001342780026992,83.6462156995052,71.22672064777329,8.565811965811966,27.892262708052176,8.998388855275968,2.058181466486729,979,35,203,19,18,319,129,247,0.126,0.7659999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.6981,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,1,4,15,12,1,0,13,0,18,0,0,2,2,55,41,24,0,13,14,0,1,1,3,8,0,1,0,0,10,18,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,2,30,8,31,29,3,23,0,1,0,0,21,8,0,10,14,140,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574403296366735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707157978932283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843939862406648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455195906194265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211630167182052,0.0,0.0,0.13504110490385596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311972374403534,0.0,0.0,0.11084592012185357,0.13491791615160206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238132280400256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074951376598676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499153858717308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587315741694133,0.0,0.0,0.06506417752391765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109033437135915,0.2982521855091938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278076917246694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437617460860296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489089609037494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286626127340612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589450729363028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676585139775607,0.0945941744924246,0.0954141541420638,0.0992454960289892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921010262550695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506670355847115,0.0,0.13091322395888974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323038679422753,0.1270553961956088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233103391681804,0.0,0.13023043567660628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537110938901915,0.0,0.10644494005113456,0.144641051506588,0.0,0.0,0.21805929786541506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821599014580558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068552755288148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735771573416235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589845167130088,0.0,0.10321886317083367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161131553005353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873602902476668,0.3920405700088992,0.0,0.18282032580086424,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InternationalAngel8,2020/04/17,"Is this anxiety? So hello everyone I hope you are all well.

I have always been extremely anxious. First I thought it was social anxiety, but not really as I don’t mind talking to new people or having social interactions.

My anxiety comes when I walk down a crowded street or in public places (especially public transportation) The worst thing is that I think everyone can see that I feel anxious/stressed: my face just paralyzes and I can’t breath

But since I am in quarantine now, I realize that I still feel anxious. I can’t focus, and I have physical symptoms, I can’t breath, feeling nauseous sometimes.. and tense muscles.

I don’t want to go on medication, but I would like to try natural pills if you know anyone? 
I tried meditation etc, it works as a distraction but well not for long time results 

I hope that someone out there might have tips on how to calm down, or get away with this - i can not love my life as I want to because of this..

Thanks and stay safe everyone",3.1583392434988165,5.5425671861702135,4.3631205673758915,82.38388888888889,76.6063829787234,8.22033096926714,27.997635933806144,8.998388855275968,2.56407706855792,773,33,146,19,18,253,116,188,0.132,0.703,0.165,0.6858,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,9,11,0,1,3,0,19,8,3,2,1,37,35,18,0,6,12,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,7,0,0,4,8,2,2,1,3,4,25,9,19,30,3,22,0,0,1,1,11,10,0,7,8,104,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103168585653377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786593347346283,0.41151223187252695,0.0,0.08490012337441152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407867304084113,0.0,0.0,0.07401688532076985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045931161402954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541609169849034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348067828399897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418174711845545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328032062923498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343726451643965,0.0,0.069006138680131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411961528125909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672959945089592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576297746815895,0.05931998362634521,0.0,0.0,0.10745343123363484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958685361308676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231850444342922,0.0,0.1288080939754663,0.12260021697155925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172687951456857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084177772303572,0.0,0.12685870887332482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777851607987423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675651683682207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004403947847253,0.0,0.0,0.24754607033510875,0.10287930057342752,0.0,0.12008810171679865,0.0,0.0,0.12941822950878684,0.09696666706158102,0.0,0.1390869143964181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620251931911747,0.0,0.09759329812876262,0.0,0.1117877970768053,0.0,0.0,0.0806664672263391,0.0778014330208403,0.0,0.09639441253110416,0.07080134221270475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648732666863987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323405970735195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834344576524148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839566028416296,0.0,0.0,0.0862537274636531,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,luckiestbabygirl,2020/04/17,"Waking up thinking you’re dying (panic attacks) So last night, for the second time this year, I woke up in a cold sweat and feeling like I was losing consciousness. 

The first time I thought my roommates must have left the gas on and poisoned us. 

I ran outside and made my roommates call an ambulance. The EMTs pretty much mocked me and radioed the hospital that I was likely a psychiatric case. 

I just literally thought I was dying. I just needed to see my heart on the monitor and know it wasn’t stopping. 

Last night I had a beer before bed and thought I went to bed pretty calm. I woke up two hours later feeling like I was losing consciousness again. At one point I was sure I would never see my SO again. I became obsessed with my pulse and at one point it was hard to find. I couldn’t feel my body :/ 

I’m on Lexapro and Hydroxyzine for anxiety/depression. My therapist said that sometimes anxiety is physical first and it becomes exacerbated by the thought that something is physically wrong. 

I didn’t know that, and I’m just kind of like wtf body? This physical anxiety seems to be coming up more for me lately.",4.2426633986928115,5.988845194444448,4.934738562091503,82.3135294117647,71.5925925925926,8.230501089324619,29.372549019607845,8.841846274778883,2.3906735294117656,886,36,168,17,17,285,118,216,0.132,0.77,0.098,-0.7596,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,4,7,15,3,2,11,0,16,7,5,1,3,37,39,12,2,4,3,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,9,12,1,1,14,2,0,3,4,8,0,6,19,8,27,7,20,16,2,32,0,2,2,0,3,13,0,1,20,109,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632214866066487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136514301695744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782088449411975,0.09077775177188764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369972871370897,0.0,0.0,0.10893332248944057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189631448107777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188426813079888,0.0,0.2214362612366346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182349641604354,0.1524259867362841,0.0,0.0,0.09750458530424748,0.18148576454151935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955653040390755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641760754909304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505938625046254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109194068351523,0.11725827631161664,0.17391865686579785,0.12034091836274108,0.0,0.115909318492327,0.0,0.0,0.20847597132595025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386977077357565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094422859520294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842287742911681,0.0791026778914928,0.08227903475278613,0.0,0.0,0.2002259559426739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457973759749598,0.0,0.0,0.1251672756175146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016962284405208,0.0,0.0,0.2170660460111253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147814811965557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002203639106886,0.09711845940274556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212831651001334,0.10551032771602263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919016969018627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054566659542484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386497013853905,0.0,0.06835693609483329,0.0,0.3387714822950707,0.12441320518520207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421192541585413,0.0,0.12832421825743948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889444098198658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578318685460146,0.11663902691258266,0.0,0.06869912550561208
anxiety,yanks93,2020/04/17,"Post COVID anxiety - anyone? Hello everyone! 

I had a few questions. I’m a 26M who has most likely fully recovered from COVID. I have GAD as well but I feel like it’s mostly pure O at times. I am currently on Klonopin 0.5MG 4x/ day. I know it’s a lot but I was put on that when I was 15 by a child psychiatrist and I didn’t know any better. I’m tapering down now with a wonderful psychiatrist and am currently at 1.5 mg/ day and will continue to taper once this pandemic subsides.

Here’s the bad part: I tested positive for COVID. I had a few tough symptoms for like 5 days and then I was without a fever for like 13 days now. I never developed a cough. I was super scared of getting SOB symptoms that I became so panicked about it. Now my anxiety and panic is manifesting like that. So what happened was is that I have been quarantined in my uncles home because my aunt is at my apartment quarantined. This is a different living situation for me. I have zero social interaction. I didn’t leave the house for literally 15 days due to quarantine. I’m an extrovert and I need social interaction.  I was going to quit my job anyways and I decided to early. I put in my 2 weeks and before I could even finish the 2 weeks, I got COVID ( I work in the ER). 

I’m at like day 20. No pneumonia or anything but when I left to walk to my apt (which is like 700 ft), my heart started racing and my chest became tight and hot and I became out of breath. The second I got to my apt I was fine but I was SHOOK. That’s the first time I’ve gotten shortness of breath as a symptom of panic. My hands and legs were shaking. My anxiety has been so bad during this quarantine from the quitting my job to getting covid to being in a whole new apartment. My heart started racing when I go shower or wash dishes and I’m Starting to think “what if my anxiety gets so bad like when I was 15 years old?!” My anxiety hasn’t been this high in forever. My immediate family is in Texas aka 1500 miles away. My cousins live near me but they don’t understand my anxiety fully. My gf has been supportive but she’s also obviously in isolation and I don’t want to overwhelm her. 

Now when I go for a walk in the Hallway of the apt, my chest gets hot and my heart starts racing and I start panting. Like wtf? This doesn’t happen when I’m walking around the apt or when my cousin is walking with me. I look stuff up way too much and now I have a fear of becoming agoraphobic and a fear of becoming depressed and suicidal which was a fear when I was a child. I am seeing a therapist and psychiatrist. My psychiatrist is helping me taper off the Klonopin and has given me Prozac 10mg which I haven’t started because I’m scared to start a new medication. 

Will this get worse? Like will it go back to when I was younger? Has anyone’s anxiety been worse due to this

Why did my anxiety peak so much? Am I becoming agoraphobic because of that episode of walking outside? I’m usually a guy who is NEVER home and is always out socializing. Also should I start the Prozac?

I can’t stop looking stuff up. It’s feeding my anxiety. I look up stuff on this subreddit for hours and then on the COVID positive one for hours for reassurance. I’m afraid guys. I was doing SO WELL anxiety wise before all this. Any positive words will help. Thank you everyone.",1.4511807628524058,3.775568362686567,3.6081218905472654,85.76836857379769,82.5373134328358,7.244610281923716,23.93242122719734,8.300459065403729,1.6903515754560532,2593,98,531,59,72,884,274,670,0.162,0.713,0.124,-0.9759,6,5,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,1,6,31,36,0,11,33,0,61,20,9,0,5,62,107,54,1,5,11,3,5,10,1,5,9,0,3,4,30,28,2,2,8,0,0,13,12,17,3,4,28,9,80,19,67,72,10,100,0,3,4,0,24,32,1,9,63,352,110,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670359332969843,0.04510714513185003,0.0,0.0,0.07372945266326814,0.0,0.4147057743207591,0.0,0.0,0.07580992347687111,0.0,0.04461029255966053,0.04825848140759436,0.0,0.0,0.05093217259196422,0.041684220018323836,0.13578950517390898,0.0991379197545742,0.17961238615492553,0.0922576031435921,0.0,0.0,0.04794442731713847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043282353015587686,0.0,0.0,0.2097661753800941,0.0,0.04669107892015367,0.0,0.0,0.05663801552825533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03580525918805158,0.0,0.0,0.10360014562597523,0.0,0.0,0.05110445685638665,0.1830042983771384,0.0274102549362821,0.038727705628862685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611108260137607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161269670259344,0.0,0.12323539436343835,0.0,0.08671353687443356,0.0,0.0,0.10735304201764673,0.09587562320538537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927176853355124,0.0726717734540166,0.05727594604031816,0.10875429883759273,0.0,0.10677205564156904,0.06255117597438628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759031720284157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958490549778597,0.0,0.0,0.057400667626704864,0.0588994312889611,0.0,0.0,0.26484316162477234,0.0,0.09573702136104006,0.0,0.13656849024545364,0.0,0.0,0.04608748768348896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054610971651759176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970132066516564,0.04019610158911621,0.0836203407453315,0.1047129030309366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056884379885436175,0.057731986315457326,0.036734166118677775,0.0,0.0,0.12720774215143518,0.0,0.05870425458990846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191828988251836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089922450510546,0.06072771755621384,0.11531822649208433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854753245507266,0.0,0.04319843037765737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060934422702724235,0.0,0.16578110758164866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069614972876825,0.0,0.0,0.04532207021530942,0.0,0.0,0.1861727814514058,0.059297049760481925,0.06151697804015217,0.0,0.1690351489239569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499093758949402,0.0,0.06294210329833881,0.0,0.03473564259553527,0.0,0.0,0.06322068946277447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056434624985120536,0.0,0.0,0.05970476541374139,0.0,0.0319745209845262,0.043029453393313495,0.08696814319079754,0.0,0.09748277892448967,0.0,0.048916182596388434,0.060523639691110034,0.0,0.05225660104068147,0.05878854002614521,0.039465597784099436,0.0,0.11048944456284436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03490952647260517
anxiety,TastyBudget9,2020/04/17,"Dealing with Confrontation? Is this anxiety? I’m not a confrontational person and have rarely dealt with it. But oddly enough, even over text or email, confrontation can make me feel pretty heated. I get a physical reaction, kind of like this burning in my chest, face and extremities. Anyone else experience this?",5.470251572327044,8.917660584905663,5.443679245283022,71.76727987421386,75.22641509433961,9.571069182389936,27.701257861635213,9.725611199111238,3.6253295597484287,253,10,38,8,6,79,46,53,0.11,0.7490000000000001,0.142,0.4274,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,0,3,2,2,1,0,9,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,5,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367590507958515,0.0,0.0,0.21640264778912288,0.31710914300186194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190706649023577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585392344249603,0.0,0.0,0.3197859665992377,0.0,0.20441526749289307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302740667733274,0.0,0.0,0.15648747479862612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616957839898035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32228627460897924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120121165121328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658702003128065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702347850951178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148626573746034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zenstalgia,2020/04/17,"Help Understanding 'Shutting Down' I am dating a woman who has recently been shutting down. I know she has been stressed, recently, a bit sick and has had busy weeks with online work and school projects. She has mentioned she sometimes needs that space and it has ruined a friendship in the past.

Before I asked and she told me this, it worried me because it seems so opposite to who I had been talking to and I thought it was a loss of interest. With this virus situation we have mostly been doing the long distance thing. I would get sweet texts throughout the day, good nights and good mornings with kisses, long phone calls as she feel asleep that she didnt want to hang up from, she told me I calm her and that she thinks of me. Now her texts are colder, short, I dont get goodnights and there is no affection in then and she ignores mine.

While I am someone who likes his alone time, I can't truly grasp shutting down to this level. I can't help but still take this a little personal just because of the huge difference in even text messages.

I wanted to reach out and ask if anyone can explain the feelings to me? After sometime do you bounce back and things will be like before? Will I have us back ever? She had told me she never felt this way about somebody before and now im being told to basically leave her alone and its hard for me to know what is the more accurate feeling. She's canceled a day we had planned because she cant be excited about it and feels bad I am.

I leave for a 3 and a half month work deployment come May and Im worried I'll be worried throughout all of it with things like this. When you're long distance its the little things like calls and texts that show you care right? I don't wanna mess this up if I start feeling insecure because I really care about her. I just miss our communication.

Thanks for reading",4.73,5.697610928961751,4.8212393442622945,86.57212131147543,69.49180327868852,7.604633879781423,28.301202185792352,7.699297019823105,1.5370429726775958,1464,50,297,16,25,456,188,366,0.114,0.745,0.141,0.9373,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,2,0,4,15,22,0,2,15,0,39,3,1,1,3,56,70,25,0,7,5,0,7,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,27,25,0,1,14,2,0,2,8,8,0,1,16,8,51,14,35,46,4,47,0,3,0,1,44,19,0,5,29,207,78,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425938923100182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058823212832291964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729386388987227,0.0,0.0,0.1293761889436034,0.07024212307925089,0.205130962140356,0.0,0.2147563950556554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918443619086522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180514816048562,0.0,0.1715451702866397,0.0,0.0,0.07246754052854018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850928052239056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789429903154218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985956448571064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556476738501683,0.07609724592420072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268445949509746,0.0,0.08077464377373209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790526005934199,0.0,0.0,0.1411226528682464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536083011250645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277645460465133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817421370574778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246746116971356,0.0,0.0,0.1781556573949819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439985636639315,0.16863373056544612,0.0,0.22334794593200308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714897881153625,0.0,0.0,0.062378742263903934,0.06488355185152106,0.0,0.0,0.07894703209305053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030827427532744,0.0,0.07345602487188135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414927726106435,0.0,0.053893597405978884,0.0,0.166129561882896,0.0,0.0,0.07184358110374578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514052086959296,0.0,0.07658561643717518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456172361257544,0.0,0.0,0.07128012013575016,0.0,0.16640654183176884,0.0,0.05954517778856884,0.0,0.06718354070048972,0.0,0.09636663461190152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325266692357198,0.06761770323367702,0.0,0.0774523889736051,0.0,0.0,0.2235596642967512,0.05390487164617644,0.0,0.06678705305474114,0.049054845343665394,0.0,0.0,0.32154594734407993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757866528181169,0.1011938350289232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923999217106176,0.06677570900818257,0.06748121303805682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249020452927785,0.2563036678726684,0.0,0.059761060013985415,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MooginSoosy,2020/04/17,Shaking and yawning Does anyone else get really shakey and yawn a lot when they're feeling anxious? And then my feet feel numb. And then I feel sick to my stomach and nauseous. This is going to last for a few more hours. And I wish I could have a panic attack so it would at least be over with and I could just sleep. But I hate this feeling. I was having a good day and then it just hits me. I hate it.,-0.8139922480620179,1.3339204302325598,0.9259302325581408,101.18874031007752,94.69767441860466,3.331782945736434,15.306201550387595,4.7782277997778095,-1.171733333333333,311,7,73,1,12,100,58,86,0.247,0.659,0.094,-0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,2,4,0,8,7,3,0,0,21,18,14,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,4,10,1,6,12,4,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685113093254436,0.0,0.14040668183416588,0.20574721706526816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844330489370354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206509802505075,0.0,0.0,0.1295018351836591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757247535082691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774580348447482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40612972733112973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491169460507632,0.0,0.11412142377623065,0.1684246955139773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965043484938908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775128845525625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636818932086028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071620502785265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355999869139604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128640052447558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009488123112065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309144533749726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426452540662629,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wand_wiz,2020/04/17,Mild burning throat as an anxiety symptom? Anybody else get this? I have had a vaguely irritated throat for like 3 weeks now. Not enough to hurt really but enough that its on my mind for like 80% of the day. It comes and goes a little bit and I feel good when my throat is good but when it burns my anxiety starts ramping up hard and I get drained of energy. I was sick a month ago with a week of very sore throat. Maybe this is just lingering over-awareness of throat pain. Part of me feels like I'm still sick though. Ugh hate this.,1.1306574923547394,3.4363566146789037,1.9176376146788991,97.49248088685015,83.77064220183486,5.835168195718657,19.175076452599388,7.1686216300943375,0.1377700305810401,417,11,96,6,12,129,76,109,0.266,0.584,0.15,-0.951,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,6,0,5,10,5,0,0,12,13,9,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,8,5,12,11,4,14,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,13,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251781279136964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632456875211185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784126733729906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821154364637934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096228634838064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437312286237947,0.0,0.0,0.3555609652684789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399399411906186,0.12291728408030415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797849656964748,0.0,0.0,0.2886258602475616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541289366243672,0.16987029177447865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419017082974065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521745216160955,0.17244593466028502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285400129715994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372813889933802,0.0,0.13733395298569945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830803751303928,0.0,0.0,0.1863205532313426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022387686871787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217825615768786,0.0,0.13740463940441558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883270802697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904475608485536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196473115863018,0.0,0.0,0.2760268853766786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mcgrazza,2020/04/17,"Tips for coping with anxiety? No medications please, have tried headspace, any one have any miracle advice as I am struggling :(",6.6971428571428575,9.940636095238098,5.92404761904762,71.29178571428572,69.0,9.914285714285716,34.3095238095238,10.125756701596842,4.397266666666667,102,5,15,3,2,31,19,21,0.313,0.489,0.19899999999999998,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539348725273313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926129777050671,0.0,0.2770798357783161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648755333042456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454341691356364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975837155634061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786471127325454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24590809617703946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cpr2446,2020/04/17,"Could somebody explain in clear terms the neuroscience behind anxiety? What the hell is going on biologically during an attack? Contrary to the way I think now during attacks, before starting experiencing them I was a very logical person, so I feel I would be more at piece if I could simply understand the biological aspect of it and what I read so far doesn’t really make it clear for me. 

Is there any explanation for why one time I feel like I can’t breathe, the next I feel palpitations/pressure in my ears/migraines/you name whatever symptom, different almost every time, sometimes one symptom stays for a while, then goes away and is replaced, then it may come back and so on? 

My therapist says my anxiety stems from repressed emotions and I get that those emotions need to come out somehow, but this feels very very vague to me. Yeah unconsciousness and all that, sure, but right now I struggle with all those theories and I feel like I need more and I want to understand the biological aspect of this whole anxiety situation. 

Of course I get that there is a heavy emotional aspect to it, but I wonder if there isn’t a more biology-related explanation and whether I should go take whatever tests that could lead to whatever treatment rather than just blaming it on repressed emotions which doesn’t put my mind to easy, not one bit.

Idk, irrespective of my life experiences, maybe whatever non-emotional factor fucked up the secretion of whatever brain juice and that is why I am here today all of a sudden.

I don’t know, maybe the quarantine is doing a number on me and it makes it harder to trust the process. So yeah, any insight is highly appreciated, thanks!",8.686558441558441,8.243364376623381,8.659707792207794,67.26313311688314,61.077922077922075,12.115584415584411,37.756493506493506,11.45678717892309,4.416814285714286,1340,57,232,34,16,437,169,308,0.1,0.768,0.133,0.8906,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,14,12,4,3,16,2,22,6,2,3,6,61,48,23,0,11,9,0,5,2,0,3,3,1,0,1,19,14,0,2,14,1,0,6,6,7,0,3,1,7,28,5,31,40,10,34,1,0,0,1,6,13,2,6,15,161,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862741726047428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037618982137985,0.0,0.20312385026504504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013799829102325,0.083155654280342,0.06805675886946824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531331338643839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662720231559828,0.0,0.0,0.0988035752933238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248264682658574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199796910127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247143796758676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977947915902521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457133631385453,0.0,0.0,0.0865772605173704,0.0,0.0,0.22376010753339914,0.1264594670305763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182370298905807,0.09248296979631078,0.0,0.10060163671875752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351297078302273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048641374888870166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251542303478394,0.0864805299511492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815880824120675,0.0,0.17783524133075118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936728474683465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125429201460842,0.0,0.0,0.09412866756914742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992479778037393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728128356593487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897442409646758,0.0,0.0,0.08853139234287878,0.0,0.056700133049455516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558487099396746,0.0,0.07038466948979398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948607196935888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753612225108526,0.0,0.0626460222655462,0.09433715578681212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252719433002764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341721567392503,0.18398624012836493,0.06654658072429122,0.0,0.0,0.08148576029764894,0.0,0.10276396067934523,0.0,0.056711994401267264,0.0,0.0,0.1032188011779568,0.0,0.08389470513837546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427873486959187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908372415384472,0.052203981834230674,0.07025308696159968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597283980515345,0.09881539706272004,0.0,0.0,0.09598254425988248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287314666423728,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bunniesandbabies,2020/04/17,"Is it normal to get panic attacks put of nowhere? I’ll just be relaxing and then I feel a queasy feeling in my chest, my heart starts beating fast and it’s hard to breathe. All for no apparent reason, does anyone else get this?

Edit: Out of nowhere*",0.510428571428573,2.9883957000000048,1.8277142857142863,94.681,92.0,4.457142857142856,23.142857142857146,6.1826913282559595,0.5524857142857145,195,8,40,2,7,62,42,50,0.231,0.6859999999999999,0.083,-0.8156,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,2,3,3,1,1,9,7,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,7,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901416943862119,0.27862722740107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30936274895362675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237970173079977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716491041634515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749947277671524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28414726582170313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359832178491905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32224160591203505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664363481701088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190544789178901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733675117781569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795921467996188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924753928270865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CedricTN,2020/04/17,"3 years My girlfriend broke up with me after three years. at first i was angry and hurt, but at the end of the day, it was better for her mental health. i don't blame her. it's just so hard not to talk to her and i've caves more than a couple times. she says it's hard for her too, but she seems to be okay with not talking to me. i'm trying to believe she's just stronger, but my anxiety is a bitch :/",1.0649047619047636,1.9547881888888907,2.666507936507937,98.845,78.2222222222222,5.587301587301588,18.41269841269841,5.288315135182226,-0.6963968253968261,307,5,80,1,7,101,59,90,0.209,0.6709999999999999,0.12,-0.7932,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,4,1,5,1,0,0,0,12,7,6,0,0,7,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,3,13,2,15,4,1,10,0,2,0,0,11,3,1,1,7,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647403889658106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599039493778568,0.0,0.20402288212883132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552494981670605,0.0,0.14877328492248712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431918619443665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622126067298806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41329840899680736,0.0,0.0,0.2452082643313776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469539666724296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23247707240334656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834506418383268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000772800850112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708330856331582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451477049717864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662054515021187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971082398202992
anxiety,DaanngJohnny,2020/04/17,"Hey guys, found this link for an at home psychedelic therapy company. Thought y’all may be interested... To help navigate the emotional turbulence, we’re hosting discussions focused on emotional management, mental health, and the promise and potential of at-home psychedelic therapy &
medical best practices. Take some time for yourself.

The first session starts April 17th, 2pm EST. You can sign up right here:  https://app.livestorm.co/mindbloom/covid-19",10.19086956521739,13.922961927536235,8.390652173913043,55.38858695652178,60.15942028985508,13.295652173913044,43.38405797101449,12.161744961471696,7.162292753623188,379,22,47,15,6,114,60,69,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,7,3,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,23,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266382809775084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951359956339125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470581743838543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779219938682723,0.0,0.22934681394609324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711362872050754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234055144271586,0.0,0.0,0.1402038956953068,0.0,0.20981703962805007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107192547909236,0.21079664919488592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863214421410706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805334899192127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727166360905812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784138919417226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605957428098914,0.12197014782958085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,infiniteemergence,2020/04/17,"an honest conversation about social anxiety, self-image, and exposure therapy These days I've been focusing on being as present and non-judgmental as humanly possible, incorporating morning meditations, breathing exercises, and self-care. It's taken a lot of work to reprogram my subconscious... 

I used to be very self-critical and rather anxious as a young child. I sort of felt like an outcast for a really long time. I moved halfway through first grade and was bullied fairly quickly upon arriving. I shut down and wouldn't talk in school until the next school year. Writing was my outlet of choice and gave me a sense of control.

It wasn't until college that I found my tribe of authentic friends, a sacred circle, that allowed me to be vulnerable, process trauma and realize that I wasn't alone. I even recorded a podcast episode about it with my friend Chris. 

Chris talked about how pickup artistry helped him gain confidence. I set aside my judgments about PUA and was able to see how it was a form of exposure therapy for him. 

I've come a long way from the selectively mute little girl. Sharing this in hopes that our stories might bring light to aspects of our experiences with anxiety and how we overcame them.

[https://open.spotify.com/episode/6KBBqLXt4eoZYa4biIs9cZ](https://open.spotify.com/episode/6KBBqLXt4eoZYa4biIs9cZ)",9.201756756756758,11.202023229729726,7.5630810810810845,67.19948648648652,59.94594594594595,10.604684684684683,36.87207207207207,10.650279960617883,4.327578018018018,1095,49,163,26,15,327,144,222,0.064,0.82,0.11599999999999999,0.9075,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,3,0,1,4,10,7,0,0,12,0,12,2,1,6,0,30,21,18,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,10,14,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,11,3,21,6,32,5,2,24,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,4,13,106,31,5,0.1372847375748338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421855852169579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004489695979375,0.15509267691260747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182586453993032,0.0,0.0,0.15397650674835425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853729845279601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067527440498116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429081622397035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181487719361468,0.0,0.0,0.11677432764921294,0.0,0.1505256287588176,0.21213169540160154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920190657583418,0.0,0.0,0.1363547208445365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707038825911604,0.1375953730446167,0.0,0.2429853453099527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167145745374497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563741163971566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459119497172394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460038758722266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476791420476327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794811826705239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778789674161444,0.1093981615322503,0.0,0.4296537659378784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399445012828734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206885436184352,0.0,0.0,0.31399412380067865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005183449450022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856993484487735,0.0,0.1132742861200608,0.0,0.10897023460835807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994492400781216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884068699412669
anxiety,Throbbin_veins,2020/04/17,"Do i have anxiety? Sometimes, i don't want to look at eye to eye with people or even look at faces when i go out so i always look down but because i look weird walking around im afraid of people judging how i walk. Because of this reason, sometimes, i dont go outside to eat or buy food to cook. Is this anxiety?im sorry if this was too long or hard to read. I sometimes also have too much thoughts about little things like moving my hair like ""Am i seeking attention by doing this or should i leave it messy but leaving it messy might get judged?"" Im sorry again if this was long.",2.428750000000001,4.028024375000001,3.4466666666666685,91.725,76.08333333333334,5.8000000000000025,23.666666666666664,6.2581,0.4850666666666671,455,14,97,3,10,146,74,120,0.147,0.805,0.048,-0.7708,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,0,0,12,7,4,2,0,18,21,12,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,3,0,3,2,1,5,2,2,0,0,3,8,11,2,15,16,1,15,0,0,6,0,0,6,0,7,6,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976479973797296,0.1038043552293994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543557985645816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110564752484887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209634466005553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462093974083367,0.0,0.0,0.12765329818853485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239807314280329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085162729727974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517820904222807,0.0,0.14179982590280155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175403918611758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40426341926240655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26419048580043786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189587059440468,0.1250351177500138,0.0,0.22080467235265336,0.4190438575571897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234304693715512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259252408228347,0.09170769041574013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729758204970979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124786598216569,0.0,0.0,0.12826669535582047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701512410810272,0.2793011776830626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288024245140405,0.0,0.0,0.09903981860420376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358245627972672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,OthorizedMonk,2020/04/17,"Medication uk Hi,

I was wondering what other meds people have found to be most effective ( mainly uk based ). 

I’ve been on a handful of SSRIs, beta blockers and anti-psychotics, with non of them working, if not making things worse. 

I am currently on 15mg of Valium and 150-200mg of seroquel a day and still struggling; especially with sleep. 


All love",4.866363636363637,6.546203212121212,6.185272727272729,74.22790909090911,69.9090909090909,8.916363636363636,29.86666666666667,9.3871,2.9241612121212124,276,11,47,6,5,93,54,66,0.042,0.807,0.152,0.8099,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,4,2,2,1,14,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,9,5,3,5,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,3,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996430462638594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229655398946193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26584836389667343,0.0,0.196618471744872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271854037613127,0.2967342633577568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042080989238193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294768806496522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352328672730169,0.0,0.0,0.3079339714881508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568997216729955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31943350559253897,0.21444033556324807,0.0,0.3001778117978899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bigbrocloud,2020/04/17,Help :( I have very few real friends. Most are fake and bullies. how can I survive my workplace until end of the year?,-0.12456521739130365,2.0616946956521787,1.0177173913043518,98.00744565217391,102.04347826086956,2.3000000000000003,23.14130434782609,3.1291,-0.2170782608695654,90,4,18,0,4,28,22,23,0.207,0.593,0.2,-0.0553,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310675225523741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760195340015926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262215593026592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539657326141227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015745426499501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134157766940056
anxiety,pikeranch,2020/04/17,Indigestion or heartburn with anxiety? Does anyone get heartburn it indigestion with anxiety? I've had anxiety and panic attacks for years but never had bad indigestion accompanying it. New symptoms are scary...,7.5295454545454525,11.61570975757576,8.724469696969699,47.206704545454556,72.63636363636364,11.784848484848485,41.583333333333336,10.686352973137794,7.049551515151515,174,11,19,7,4,59,25,33,0.222,0.679,0.099,-0.1864,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6320277533573175,0.0,0.0,0.19256212711190504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133008211586468,0.0,0.0,0.22994277227869275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409994444689849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438821771739371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124010940158242,0.2659775715226987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231159232241729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28624016787112233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734492704204102
anxiety,BenjizusDisposable,2020/04/17,"Fuck I hate myself. I hate that I feel this way. I hate that I'm not productive. I hate that I almost had a heart attack even though I'm 18. I hate feeling like I'm losing my sanity. Most of all I'm scared.

I'm scared of, people, change, loneliness. I'm scared that I might hurt myself. I'm scared that om not good enough and I'm scared that I'm gonna hurt someone else. 

Today is Friday, April 17, 2020.

Today I feel:

Scared
Sad
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anxiety,nootinooti420,2020/04/17,"Can somebody please help me?? I really need advice. Last year, I was diagnosed with social anxiety and I went to therapy twice (before my parents cancelled the appointments.) I think they believed that I could get through it on my own, but the truth is that I haven’t been able to. School has been a nightmare for me and since they’ve closed, I’ve been ok, until now. Recently, my anxiety has flared up quite a bit and I don’t know how to tell my parents. I’ve felt anxious for the majority of today and I don’t know what to do. I had a panic attack earlier so I went for a walk to calm myself down. It’s been around an hour since then, I’m beginning to feel anxious again and I’m worried I’m going to have another attack :(((",1.1179278523489948,3.3575797986577207,3.1680494966442967,88.93583263422819,83.2281879194631,6.678020134228189,22.735318791946305,7.865858978985527,1.2399023489932883,566,20,119,11,16,191,91,149,0.172,0.747,0.081,-0.9275,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,2,1,8,1,16,1,0,1,1,18,30,10,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,9,2,18,3,18,20,3,19,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,10,78,23,1,0.14137557786006966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815057846541015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824462014999645,0.2163038602019601,0.3194283240470623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258542376585454,0.0,0.3216702589138349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203002039555911,0.15928186345049533,0.0,0.0,0.15434551506955493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287689508579528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349323559543567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714837400268731,0.0,0.13574272539686535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386290437009481,0.0,0.08034699889934788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476106977032306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922646625066398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539264060224275,0.11523996510297628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482819961979913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658737795488761,0.31396169708392085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518793020111393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503703293180379,0.0,0.0,0.09056881530572666,0.0,0.13959132746002306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307963247627029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338946778815206,0.0,0.0,0.14411459778200644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356848643053465,0.0,0.16167529428677252,0.0,0.0,0.09058776179709692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400751719891935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621131541151796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357376185075854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104123696149156
anxiety,did_you_died,2020/04/17,"I feel like I annoy everyone I care about. My(30f) entire life I have felt as though I've annoyed the people I love and care about. I don't want to be annoying.

As a child I was UNdiagnosed with loads of stuff that I'm pretty sure I could have benefited from therapy or intervention.

I was ""hyperactive"", couldn't focus, definitely depressed and also traumatized. I was homeschooled and an only child and my parents were very strictly religious. I felt as though my normal thoughts would send me to hell.

As a young adult I got right into an abusive marriage. (Verbal, financial, physical, emotional, gaslighting, alcoholic, isolating etc)

I was always called really fucking annoying. I left late 2018 and focused on surviving, coping, etc. We have two kids of whom I have full custody.

The more I learn about interventions for them, the more I'm sad that I never got those interventions and that I feel stuck in my ways.

I'm trying so hard to heal, I have counseling twice a week for ptsd, depression and anxiety.

I begin to think that I am also very add and on the spectrum as well. My son is on the spectrum but is very high functioning... However it hurts his sweet little heart.

I received so.much.validation yesterday from a dear friend that I've known for 8 years..... However today I just feel an overwhelming sense that I need to isolate because I feel like I'm just getting on everyone's nerves.

I am trying to show people love and support. I'm trying to let others who feel the same as I do that I care and understand, but man it fucking hurts. I feel too much all the time.",4.31832214765101,6.420308255033561,5.333296644295307,78.05633422818792,72.15436241610739,8.929073825503357,28.69852348993289,9.490545024520769,2.8271850738255035,1252,50,226,31,25,411,166,298,0.126,0.7140000000000001,0.16,0.9397,3,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,1,1,12,27,7,1,14,0,21,8,1,0,3,42,52,24,0,6,5,2,9,2,1,1,3,0,0,5,14,14,1,0,13,1,0,2,3,13,1,2,11,10,37,14,30,36,8,23,1,6,0,4,19,11,3,1,11,149,51,1,0.0,0.11417473894064978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298304901687856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412337333484716,0.08018197518976387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371765162801186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874216600563392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839769119749388,0.0,0.2947463834410612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693824438470097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599511765224054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839572895296948,0.0,0.0,0.21494107740182689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841585026486728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923450430952954,0.13768390452612922,0.1850477366885627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445003733591367,0.17817261411667812,0.05034584077698732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414104887283386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632257844649034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419096035326945,0.0,0.10181310457469618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631778585837665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870198625060433,0.0,0.1046989944608136,0.09853799088063844,0.06806424017626626,0.0941564701224316,0.09658133020647458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739432595434723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167620889075805,0.07145215710111502,0.07432130838033794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441556246113066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328862288560845,0.0,0.0,0.1070000275934148,0.0,0.0,0.1336123413789023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803610721106076,0.0,0.0,0.11264352702989952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061732789871022424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229372150553957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031291014399654,0.0,0.1093519173635724,0.09082125860855672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019981807038128,0.0,0.0,0.06174570402659137,0.18935288256307548,0.07650168685669824,0.05619020821608847,0.0,0.09134112964217203,0.0,0.0,0.19627304147448124,0.0,0.0941329303268012,0.10031758133159806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385294139531162,0.05683756399993459,0.07648869274095549,0.07729681715880249,0.0,0.08664216875513983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845371505862115,0.0,0.0,0.06205479813299877
anxiety,TheWanMan_,2020/04/17,"Raising Awareness ❤️ From someone who has battled and continues to battle my own mental health issues reading about suicides across the world has broken my heart.  I too have suffered with severe anxiety since early 2018. This led to me becoming isolated from everyday life and from the people around me. This anxiety slowly led to severe self-loathing, something that still affects me to this day. Depression kicked in as i fell ill in February of 2018, leaving me bed bound for 3 months and me gaining 30kg from the heavy medication i was taking. Since then however, my mental state has improved drastically and my mind is clearer than it has ever been. Opening up was the key to this and i will be forever grateful to the person i first opened up to for accepting me with such love and not judging my actions. 

I've started a petition to help raise awareness for people suffering with mental health issues throughout this lockdown period.

In the petition I've also mentioned the creation of a platform on Twitter and Instagram for people that may need to open up and have a chat about their problems.

I would greatly appreciate if you could share or even just sign the petition below and follow the account @lockdownpal on Twitter and Instagram to help me spread the word.

Stay Safe Stay Home Stay Strong ❣️

http://chng.it/PB8WhMnp",7.363125,8.808537062500003,6.927500000000002,72.11250000000003,63.79166666666666,9.833333333333336,36.66666666666667,9.978442167317967,4.008541666666668,1085,52,168,23,16,339,148,240,0.128,0.743,0.129,0.3167,1,2,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,1,1,3,10,12,2,0,13,0,15,7,1,3,1,36,20,15,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,9,17,0,2,1,2,1,5,1,6,0,1,3,0,20,6,38,12,1,36,0,3,0,1,10,16,0,3,11,118,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964563801268889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845414533471127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737359890718412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321063121784776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630187019775373,0.0,0.0,0.07778718725565409,0.0,0.1038861778134467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966557228260833,0.10910386079140784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259570429907976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297930180683853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564178264144216,0.0,0.14293025698262604,0.16169240363824167,0.0,0.1209874422300209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517830340915901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277146748713167,0.0,0.0,0.08519447870150412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886043304141582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150768932287245,0.3646569524852646,0.0,0.12178753445752433,0.0,0.0962743493218739,0.0,0.0,0.08943505812395887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508593442544344,0.1053170297371194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541299332289733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206484008781843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582854356357526,0.2725229549987623,0.0,0.19954920705580384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219734249294904,0.09285590521690644,0.0,0.0,0.08537245611641209,0.38568105689542587,0.09632390217329803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319340653010969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068804110977646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568197565267296,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Jippoma,2020/04/17,"I'm so afraid I got exposed to the hantavirus. How do I stop thinking about it? I hope someone can provide some clarity on this. Today I was retrieving some tools from the garage in a box that was right by the entrance. The garage door was open and I noticed some mice droppings next to the box as I bent down. 

We've had a mice problem in the garage but have tried to contain it. I'm worried that I breathed in something containing hantavirus as it was a little windy outside. My wife said the mice droppings had been there for weeks. 

I've already been worried about contracting COVID-19 so being worried about another respiratory disease is no fun. I realize anxiety has part of this. But should I be worried about the possible exposure to hantavirus or am I overreacting?

Thank you",4.75416666666667,6.789594101351355,4.92675675675676,81.70720720720722,70.82432432432431,7.906306306306307,35.306306306306304,8.59863814320734,3.1082144144144137,629,34,113,11,12,197,92,148,0.14,0.7829999999999999,0.076,-0.7678,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,11,0,17,1,1,1,0,17,24,9,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,1,12,3,19,11,4,15,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,5,4,79,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726464712507224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794189905789254,0.12981759344435342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572203925210294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854721986607146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700807823115012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047448020514065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320094036057608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376510595466464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913076533186179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237692695750275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492014660664387,0.16142052434347454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378355451540153,0.13064089323803274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187412979489253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623402108646334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873486234623282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085273161536362,0.0,0.0,0.11521299326785632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612054321940653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6893413821765645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ohfishcakes,2020/04/17,"A negative experience. So, I happen to follow a Adult Film star personality on Instagram and they happened to post a body positive post and I just simply replied that I suffer with Body Dysmorphic Disorder and not everyone feels exactly that way they believe in and the reply was such a Conservative reply. The user told me I was “Using it as an excuse” and perhaps I should go to “cognitive body therapy” 

I replied that I have suffered with this mental health issue for over 10 years and it’s pretty detrimental mindset to believe that everyone responds positively to the same treatment, and having a one size fits all mentality can cause more harm than good. 

I feel kinda bad for shitting on their positive Instagram post and it also makes me sad how some people’s perceptions in the world are very warped. So now I’m having a mini anxiety attack and don’t know what I should do..",6.444118625277159,7.70598856707317,7.348935698447892,68.92910199556543,65.76829268292683,10.841685144124167,33.811529933481154,10.832165505486646,4.116275609756098,711,31,116,20,11,238,108,164,0.172,0.726,0.10300000000000001,-0.9057,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,7,8,2,0,11,0,11,5,4,4,2,29,22,14,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,11,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,7,0,1,3,2,14,1,16,17,4,15,0,3,0,0,8,7,1,2,2,84,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751866583323233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028529726530554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295493253090867,0.0,0.0,0.11225914151705337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029555391254741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44802696016677146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811596484961958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408998586523145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25694320177657576,0.0,0.1315167361698333,0.0,0.0,0.1359627174708272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641035784413443,0.11276928405000185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778527964288645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291279931751466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032962811458646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388955055830164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974562556459544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270985558214331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110599410932853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932098770814138,0.11739551610746478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862943884656269,0.13678277632707034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800977273305678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375393306828666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847160088828788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612060509529175,0.0,0.11093434995310657,0.0,0.10671920834445096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658062640914231
anxiety,crazy-introvert,2020/04/17,"Day 3 of a panic episode and counting... I have what I call panic episodes. When my body goes into fight or flight and stays there. Heart rate usually 100+ beats per minute. Can’t concentrate for more than a few minutes on any given thing. Shaking hands, can’t eat, can’t sleep, constantly needing to use the bathroom. 
I’m on day 3 so far (longest I’ve had was about 12 days). 

Triggered by first my mother getting sick - even though she tested negative for covid. Now my husband is lethargic and has a bad headache and tummy trouble (even though we’ve been isolating and only go out for groceries) My panic brain is catastrophising and telling me he’s going to die. My sister in law has possible bronchitis and is waiting on her test results. So brain says she will die too. 


I can’t tell if I’m feeling sick with my husbands tummy issues or if it’s just the panic symptoms. 

Not even sedatives work to help me sleep.
I can’t live like this! I need help.",2.9143585732165183,5.011878664893622,3.5357071339173984,89.41029411764706,76.18085106382979,6.125657071339173,27.01627033792241,7.048011613610866,1.2928650813516902,751,30,148,8,17,236,128,188,0.22,0.7340000000000001,0.047,-0.9881,0,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,1,5,5,0,15,11,7,3,0,24,26,16,2,4,6,4,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,10,1,1,1,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,4,3,16,1,17,21,2,19,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,4,9,85,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945991810875802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756230444682748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297905961078965,0.0,0.2608796312064572,0.11931377808337425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126270018880958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260698067814847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425373276883293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956357853787168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152888243502576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908131781540376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938993753677784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610476973675105,0.0,0.13281360420430466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846417265392488,0.15664006604924152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219578353798971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708550701028942,0.0,0.10317797844055583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732810335728276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886735431077168,0.0,0.5483787772203979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317273551059704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292136729148584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338626275462264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454327860943608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144869841312762,0.0,0.0,0.20425873117512566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762790713750872,0.0,0.2296030276181259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091822967607217,0.12869038353358125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506595545636103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Successful_Hawk,2020/04/17,"For those with anxiety I'm 19 and have had anxiety for the past few days financially of the pandemic that has been going around during this terrible time. I have found recently that exercising is such a great way to get stronger and feel better after a workout physically and mentally. This video right here has really helped me that has brought me to a point in working out. 

https://youtu.be/C_VLdxdQU-I

I hope this helps you all and wish you the best.",6.598333333333333,8.493602573170731,6.0009756097561,76.38040650406505,65.95121951219512,10.832520325203252,30.739837398373986,10.864195022040775,3.628115447154472,369,14,65,11,6,113,61,82,0.07400000000000001,0.6920000000000001,0.235,0.9466,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,3,5,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,1,12,16,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,4,10,12,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487787898346417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293345049470865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392308049654465,0.20161281050854946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470158630681022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526383447872007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499472607880037,0.0,0.0,0.11910011395922415,0.0,0.12955538110505666,0.0,0.0,0.251327596678269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055946501099921,0.0,0.0,0.2264165195762941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22973087850235197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176143864793368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549664793590576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603753150588605,0.0,0.22508379747573665,0.0,0.0,0.1946772853164558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292578093139418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180944679470005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26214368012372624,0.0,0.0,0.16595818394118142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Throwawayfailure998,2020/04/17,"I just need someone to talk to or somewhere I went through a medical crisis with my husband. It still doesn’t feel real to me. We were just cuddling, watching a dumb movie, he was poking and prodding me to cheer me up, and I fell asleep soundly in his arms... then I woke up to everything being very not okay.

I’m beating myself up badly over a decision I made. 

I don’t have many friends or a support system besides him and my mom really,  and I want outside opinions anyway. I’m not sure why. Support, reassurance, hate, scream at void, or just everything I guess. Could someone point me to a decent place to talk about it? 

I’m trying hard to stay strong but it’s hard. I just need to connect with someone. 

Thank you.

Edit:: oh yeah this is related to anxiety because I struggle with it and panic attacks daily. This event is making those worse too. Sorry for not making it clear. Sorry.

Edit 2:: Sorry this still doesn’t sorry how it’s related to anxiety? I’m not really sure how to say it is other than this is my anxious ramblings while I’m on the edge of a panic attack. Also, I can’t stop and beating myself up over how I dealt with the crisis.

I’m sorry if that’s not clear. Please let me know. Sorry.

Edit 3:: also it’s related to anxiety because I’m trying to find support during an episode. Also... I’m totally being anxious while trying to prove how this is related to anxiety, this is smart lol.",1.2817819148936174,3.693961021276596,3.5383643617021288,85.39031250000005,84.177304964539,5.7945035460992935,23.706117021276608,7.1686216300943375,1.2393010638297874,1096,42,206,16,32,375,143,282,0.263,0.633,0.10400000000000001,-0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,0,3,16,21,4,3,9,3,17,4,2,7,6,50,41,21,0,5,14,2,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,17,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,5,7,26,12,34,32,1,22,0,0,1,1,12,11,1,6,7,138,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999527891775638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25503464721286345,0.1883121499937072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963383483855395,0.0,0.0,0.06958955539815921,0.10161262094568403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654416405192833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981014136125198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214171305631749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761757781762918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439210483386547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181386339467773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932141661061712,0.08228588726866576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580420714459947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522586241664351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886301081791383,0.11126680816494808,0.08449870200509814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396127297702848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761260299560193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359845489134193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557469205410213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707773802248102,0.0914877316419176,0.07878792114615807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486480436068677,0.1067858236021147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066279252765373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185372757217336,0.0,0.0,0.5597871157460954,0.0,0.08883463172995562,0.13311877609810635,0.06968011361337986,0.0,0.08713024221219001,0.0,0.0,0.28373659887727176,0.15710326588767776,0.0,0.0,0.13397903419767876,0.0,0.07673283603796148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975725889380874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876831576738685,0.049159013353776336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726160749882212,0.07520585764632222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493562864232976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,123likeabirdimfree,2020/04/17,"Question about storm anxiety. So weather give me pretty strong anxiety, I live in Texas so there is a real threat for weather. But my question is this.  I follow a guy who does weather spotting and he gives much more information than like the NWS however this means I’ll get posts like “strong potential for dangerous weather this weekend” on like Wednesday.  Then i spend the rest of the week worrying.  Should i unfollow him? He’s not an extremist or anything I just constantly worry.",4.836818181818182,7.434240863636365,5.19318181818182,77.42227272727277,72.18181818181819,8.945454545454545,33.72727272727273,9.516144504307137,3.73260909090909,388,20,64,10,8,123,66,88,0.152,0.6679999999999999,0.18,0.5982,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,2,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,7,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,8,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913506856017649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670434470607994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057828192241182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664304613848238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948970771336103,0.3653478768528843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885516451061312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27909752465841386,0.0,0.16814961677767493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742970230111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399849957309826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237543686627306,0.19373166683199866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266413259861756,0.0,0.0,0.21674643890164996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274822363911172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867736240174965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sir_Chew,2020/04/17,"Sunny days make me anxious and depressed Does anyone else get increased or lowered anxiety from the weather? Sunny days give me horrible anxiety and my depression gets worse, but cloudy/misty/stormy/rainy days make me feel happiest. I don't know if it's because there are less people outside in that weather or what, but I've always felt this way. I know i used to get bad migraines that triggered from things that were shiny and bright. I imagine that is part of it, but overall the worse the weather, the happier I am.",5.6115306122448985,7.1051848469387755,5.282244897959185,82.12704081632656,67.87755102040815,8.048979591836735,33.38775510204081,8.418075326091056,2.6959020408163266,417,19,74,6,7,128,68,98,0.204,0.624,0.172,0.1154,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,4,0,18,16,9,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,4,9,1,5,14,3,6,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,3,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512599531952164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781305526217027,0.20536567448977203,0.0,0.12710852619164809,0.1862605481987509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178315347431265,0.11081464705214862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517094883436623,0.0,0.3131428686720319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590815632279372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518583131316265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191612252586227,0.0,0.17454242006479034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28492598872045866,0.17438504851701467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980892141126835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426862324909171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196855792484188,0.0,0.12602705567831968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207700926064516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700415473096482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429272983832922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370509553736766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jonesin54,2020/04/17,"Xanax: be completely straight with me. If taken situationally aka for big presentations at high stakes meetings, am I going to fuck up my health? Let me preface this by saying I’m relatively young in my industry with an absolute incredible job. It’s pretty much luck that I ended up here, as I continuously accepted positions that were bigger than me.

Some of this stress for the new work and constant conference calls where I am the SME has brought on some anxiety. Some is manageable, and when it is not, I take a tiny bit of propranolol to slow down the physics affects of anxiety.

For really high stakes meetings where I am the sole focus, and the team is suppose to try and rip apart my presentation, I get a different kind of anxiety which severely clouds my thoughts and thinking process. I tried a small dose of xanax (around .25 mg) and it was a godsend. Things just felt natural with no drunkness feeling  like benzos can sometimes cause.

Is this doing my harm then good in the long run? I’m just going to reserve these for those rare meetings but I understand how detrimental this drug can be",7.376154471544718,7.7649580585365845,7.362256097560976,72.70614837398375,63.536585365853654,11.321138211382113,36.59552845528455,11.038039088145766,4.146796747967478,882,40,159,23,12,283,136,205,0.07,0.847,0.08199999999999999,0.3467,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,1,1,11,0,16,7,0,3,0,28,30,12,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,13,10,1,0,6,2,0,4,2,3,0,0,6,3,17,5,27,21,5,32,0,0,0,1,6,17,1,5,12,106,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489043481181839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353376702174634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597583686217354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155238180387859,0.0,0.0,0.1561752322677893,0.0,0.0,0.15939907612299578,0.16428888837065458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883751091530038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630488963872065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465219948297802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687021918098244,0.108609249603391,0.14597128031575082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054797462120602,0.07942865952646909,0.0,0.17280269369244405,0.12751436192301888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159927385479422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212530883898867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086490958145862,0.0,0.0,0.15831437372284848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545952569845825,0.0,0.07427348607302675,0.0,0.0,0.13454051131406278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175850065581447,0.0,0.0,0.1468301521780165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466772350591246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973934027639833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089923066053862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174902483334467,0.0,0.0,0.17088649630270036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036015529912586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414822742423436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114306573732265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100103479183824,0.09741377692101252,0.0,0.12069371262379885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643485598684644,0.0,0.0,0.15826711579615774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067861859820087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lalaluffyland,2020/04/17,"I don't know what to do When I hear the voice of my neighbor, my hands and feet got cold and sweating profusely, my heart beat faster and I am super nervous. Someone ring the doorbell just moments ago   and while I am walking to the door my knees are buckling. I did not open the door I'm scared. I saw my neighbor outside talking to whoever rang the doorbell. I just let them be, tiptoeing back to my room.

I am not like this before I leave my home country, experiencing people here in Italy, it mess me up. I dont know what to do.",3.228646788990826,4.3063540091743135,4.338428899082569,88.22580848623853,73.12844036697247,6.917889908256881,29.22133027522936,7.1686216300943375,1.4660357798165142,413,17,89,4,8,135,70,109,0.10300000000000001,0.86,0.037000000000000005,-0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,0,2,5,0,11,5,5,0,0,11,17,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,6,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,8,19,2,8,12,0,11,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,7,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347774564749812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365669489403704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253715977750135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31040739917447274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118282687628116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985101721672312,0.3138537542968416,0.0,0.0,0.26567057086646145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29111411737866993,0.0,0.0,0.28044258111167913,0.0,0.270831581441121,0.0,0.12939448774159232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361670149908266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651654713580537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244102844121458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128799444370611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hyr-,2020/04/17,"Am I being too sensitive? I am usually afraid to share my anxious thoughts because the times I have done so they have been dismissed, either because people thought I was making a big deal out of nothing or because they thought I was being annoying, or even in some occations they straight up laughed at me.

I already know that some things that trigger my anxiety don't make sense at all for other people and I understand if they can't relate, but I don't understand why they can't be supportive and don't make me feel like an idiot for feeling anxious about something that's ""not such a big deal"" in reality. That's what I do when someone has anxiety about something that doesn't make me anxious. 

I don't want to keep sharing with these people but most of my close friends are like this. I don't know if I'm being too sensitive about this, and maybe I shouldn't distance myself from them only because of this reactions, considering that when my anxiety isn't involved and we talk about issues that they can relate to or things that everyone experience (not anxiety related stuff) they usually do listen to me and give advice or support.",12.007247706422017,7.8465589678899095,11.00538990825688,64.69459862385321,57.94495412844037,14.386238532110093,47.43348623853211,11.93303328291395,5.54046605504587,917,44,163,19,8,295,115,218,0.109,0.778,0.11199999999999999,0.5768,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,8,0,11,11,2,1,4,0,27,0,0,5,1,41,47,16,0,4,11,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,17,9,0,1,9,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,7,3,30,8,21,35,5,15,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,9,7,126,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540261048275533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902965541048782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33006002256431993,0.365563933108558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630094720750597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240431887035186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103814398642626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124258563125857,0.0,0.0,0.10306785111378827,0.0,0.1055108466680554,0.0,0.0,0.1090776873987472,0.0770574476245417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333479316122394,0.0,0.0,0.1034721509482857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258109276574008,0.0,0.09587371342114924,0.0,0.0,0.1185575199989906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539296208866712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28799792981014466,0.0,0.1083630203132894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349759037906832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203477725184367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433615679115002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139208713662178,0.16607662731188738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347748743744558,0.0,0.2448036224390356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669630486230111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433189526107101,0.0,0.0,0.2568938503787293,0.06289586341301964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457866214313532,0.0,0.0,0.2375920163148603,0.0,0.06362047366546494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973297053674288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,memolee951,2020/04/17,"Escitalopram and Alprazolam, my first week It's my 7th day on Escitalopram, the first 6 days I took 5mg a day. Today I increased it to 10mg. I also use twice a day (since a week now) 0,25mg Alprazolam (also known as Xanax).

I'm anxious, feel bloated, at nights I have extremely panic attacks in bed and short of breath, Alprazolam does help a bit. I need to take the Alprazolam temporary until Escitalopram starts to work effectively. How long does it usually take that it starts to work for panic relief and hyperventilation?

Beside that I use Lyrica (Pregabaline) for more than 2 years now for chronic back pain amd paresthesia in my fingertips. And sometimes I use Tramadol for severe shoulder pain but I have to be careful with Tramadol as long as I use Alprazolam. That's what my doctor said. 

Tips and suggestions are welcome 😔",4.708570719602982,6.906205187096777,6.341290322580651,70.83501240694794,71.3225806451613,9.156327543424316,29.987593052109183,9.661875296680813,3.1365384615384624,664,28,116,17,13,227,93,155,0.09699999999999999,0.813,0.09,0.0046,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,6,8,1,2,6,0,4,7,2,6,0,16,18,13,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,3,2,2,13,3,20,15,3,27,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,20,67,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977546290665662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968147002564435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066183630601967,0.0,0.0950738850731025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498620387592364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606234530364213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31895819315709906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655391639120409,0.2164017590657531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251764880069631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034145611516455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287534028930524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188404436832825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167976613669304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603064083684035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263129877617947,0.2901369931450794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761286893923566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968147002564435,0.0,0.10227882118822963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228615298308515,0.0,0.17503039580786012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592839485418286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719916856261026,0.0,0.13737199480534698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42715163938552186,0.13617536810733985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835801766491795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002724802898382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962208016256296
anxiety,Juju172003,2020/04/17,"Unmotivated but I'm panicking about not doing anything Hello! First time posting here :) (I'm a girl!)
I have lost all types of interests. Its literally surreal to me. The last thing I enjoyed was listening to music and daydreaming for LITERAL hours non-stop. I no longer enjoy listening to music! I hate every single song and I tried listening to new ones but they just don't interest me. I would listen to them for 10 seconds and then get frustrated and just exit the app. 
Because of quarantine we have online school and my grades are FUCKING horrible. I'm panicking about it. My chest hurts, I can't eat, I feel so fucking nervous. I'm a mess :) BUT I don't do anything about it. I don't fucking know why. I prefer to just lay in bed, and torture myself by thinking about all the assignments I've got to do. It's so fucking overwhelming and I just want it to stop. Can it please just be over. I'm so sick of it. I just want to be happy and be able to make friends and do my work like I used to long time ago and actually be excited about finishing my work. But it's horrible now and I no longer know wtf to do.",0.4680825958702037,2.906505601769912,2.907292035398232,87.63645427728615,90.3274336283186,6.7301474926253695,23.020058997050143,7.908726449838941,1.6012547492625369,870,35,179,21,30,298,120,226,0.264,0.593,0.14300000000000002,-0.9907,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,4,16,20,7,2,5,0,19,7,1,2,2,36,44,19,0,4,11,0,1,1,1,1,1,5,1,1,9,12,1,1,5,1,0,0,7,12,0,3,3,6,25,8,25,36,3,16,0,3,0,4,10,3,4,0,13,119,34,6,0.14422073846122854,0.0,0.14073863664652553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784298286445922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736275870057003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791562355746682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757382019266466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215121923430304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292233871432993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267408645992264,0.0,0.0,0.11142458478013527,0.5333189950615486,0.0753493833545271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534649936263372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352565786571248,0.0,0.14238812111875646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202837632884627,0.0,0.1543912833670062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851989232028102,0.11755915073144772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045896794127109,0.0,0.0,0.12763081517621652,0.0,0.0,0.1574339726097355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626846281525768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139289287902159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977277048433766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831106215549315,0.0,0.0,0.13812360115156602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595908690051826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114999026154435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581385025386263,0.0924108258277697,0.0,0.0,0.1681925447783972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979164145172686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245604126482497,0.0,0.0,0.17013025634983997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013678436037499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998883052095885,0.0,0.0,0.10245027470772253,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aleztfu12,2020/04/17,"Anxiety symptoms while writing To keep it short: I'm currently pursuing a Master's degree in Philosophy, a bad idea for someone who struggles with ADHD and intermittent anxiety/depression issues, not to mention being a shitty writer. The most difficult part for me is writing term papers. I procrastinate for days and weeks until the deadline is so close  that the worry of not sending the paper and flunking the course overcomes the discomfort I feel every time I attempt to write: my chest tightens, I get a sudden headache/dizziness and I begin to sweat profusely. It's clear my brain abhors the mental effort required to conceive complex ideas and put them in writing. It stands to reason that I'm not the only one who experiences such symptoms, so I'd like to hear about some coping strategies or helpful tips that can help me get through the distress and actually get some writing done. Thanks!",10.046909937888199,9.462256198757768,9.40906055900621,63.449118788819895,58.440993788819895,11.279813664596276,43.10636645962733,10.411451182825502,4.8800863354037265,732,37,106,13,8,234,108,161,0.172,0.7490000000000001,0.079,-0.9442,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,4,8,0,3,13,0,5,5,3,1,1,28,15,11,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,1,2,10,2,17,13,5,16,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,4,10,72,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.16246153578470196,0.0,0.20007792678279926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273575837611092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900476233132594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584796319925773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736653512551357,0.0,0.14338992516344054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036796354754108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026750475205896,0.0,0.0,0.16285045838429318,0.0,0.0,0.08417784499573483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609385062671545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187636296142677,0.0,0.2231775405080241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758737894217496,0.0,0.1737630124416033,0.0,0.14797604863088973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133425485919381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777378931355252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281190009993593,0.12661637642758905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802828049190608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735948518122887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117029541927326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410588934967024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404218982690484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460752091514307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327342695952306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707646664527443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354109427474758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906963550010498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemonsrcute,2020/04/17,"Realized I have anxiety about attaching to people, effecting relationship with partner and child. I’ve realized this a few times In the past few years without ever fully accepting or dealing with it. I live with my partner for 4 years now and have a toddler with him.

He is the most supportive person I have ever had in my life.

I am realizing that I repress a lot of my emotions when it comes to expressing love or attachment. I haven’t had a lot of consistency in my life when it comes to relationships ...parents ...family ...friends ...partners etc. For whatever reason people have always come and go from my life really easily, and my upbringing lacked consistency which has understandably made me build up walls around myself emotionally for protection.

Problem is, I don’t know how to take down those walls when it comes to my partner and child and just trust that they won’t be leaving me like my sub-conscious seems to think everyone does.

That of course leads down a rabbit hole to what if I give in and let down my walls and something bad happens.. etc etc. which is a spiral.

Good thing to say is I realize the walls exist now and need to keep acknowledging them to work through this block.

Has anyone ever gone thru similar and healed from it? Or have any resources for doing some self work during this time that I have to stay home?",5.961883753501404,7.145929964285713,6.299112978524742,76.30340336134456,66.81746031746032,10.056395891690013,31.09337068160597,10.194018383442646,3.1927401493930905,1069,41,194,26,17,344,144,252,0.063,0.855,0.081,0.6778,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,4,12,10,0,1,9,0,21,5,0,5,3,53,39,18,0,4,6,1,0,1,5,1,4,1,1,8,17,19,0,4,12,0,0,7,4,3,0,0,4,1,25,7,37,32,10,34,0,0,0,1,21,13,0,9,14,143,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918314905488303,0.0,0.0,0.07288673166283244,0.0,0.08199314493759458,0.0,0.0,0.07494342288249994,0.0,0.0,0.09541378262702012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949162891019527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693076439445126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049886872215868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379478484255936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411283191576824,0.0,0.0,0.35860532429970793,0.0,0.2908539574887122,0.0,0.10241600529652042,0.0,0.0,0.1010406750387273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280774776571014,0.0,0.0,0.1028177481634165,0.06091341245508927,0.08989830836304856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477977347116796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751124700135199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952673664525827,0.0,0.0,0.058903855396935614,0.0,0.0,0.11348916633581373,0.0,0.1095997985517144,0.22711525611265704,0.05236320563030013,0.0,0.09464275583341457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822428474082019,0.09673500563090444,0.10141722070901672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947332753976805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901177773628015,0.0,0.10231635897105676,0.14861157172251555,0.09358628456653688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255770849930844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866287077128536,0.11019988309176068,0.0,0.2301444903311659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523460537988567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975735251954364,0.1118131219037143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251314332548007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424064792000868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162768904846988,0.0,0.0,0.0805867469227534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120627068020156,0.06867723466115336,0.0,0.0,0.12499616535762438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157916461333817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033186255988954,0.0,0.15605803823014172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804205492239893
anxiety,quasiuomo,2020/04/17,"Answering the door/intercom in another language I usually just buzz them into the apartment because it’s always delivery people. I live in Germany and my German is awful. Today the mailman got mad at me for not pressing the intercom. I didn’t understand and just asked what and he stormed off. 

This fucks up my day so much. It happens from time to time that I seem to inconvenience people for not speaking the language or doing something a bit differently than they would. When ppl get visibly upset w me I spiral out. I’ll be thinking about it the rest of the day. I want my cortisol to just relax and I want to forget it. Does this happen to anyone else ?",2.50201349831271,5.151480669291345,4.300613048368955,80.38655511811025,80.88976377952756,7.0931383577052864,27.18166479190101,8.192908349453996,2.3235538807649045,523,23,91,11,14,176,89,127,0.129,0.828,0.043,-0.8957,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,1,8,1,5,1,0,0,0,20,16,7,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,14,1,18,12,3,15,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,2,7,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191768122393552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404863056611916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606455238143236,0.1993844069812564,0.0,0.0,0.18191899211234835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862261171782625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244609721485225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509938844313731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330916790796744,0.0,0.0,0.17029039940335694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255820141050326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989888916494598,0.10166726098461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563448740098365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441574178533928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182994468785845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304887834141305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698137636017552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771509429294511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980786145528546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246878889908092,0.0,0.0,0.2269384908592439,0.0,0.18445222728715527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257907237585165,0.0,0.0,0.21431764625214564,0.0,0.229553002342634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382338959251644,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pretend2bfine,2020/04/17,"My medication log - First time on SSRI's LTL,FTP ( Male, 32 )

I have recently ( last 4 months ) discovered that I suffer from PD.

If I had to guess, the onset was probably due to OCD developed as a teenager, obsessive & compulsive.

A recent, unaffordable visit to the ER due to chest pains has prompted me to, after much research into these mental illnesses, consult a GP to obtain Alzam.

They prescribed me with a month's dose of Alzam, Escitalopram & Etifoxine.

I had taken 1 Etifoxine a few days ago, and the after affects hit me so hard I had to take 1 Alzam and literally passed out for the night.

Today I decided to actually start taking the Escitalopram and Etifoxine, much against my will due to possible side effects.

Thought it may be useful to some for reference if I kept a daily log, which I will try to stick too as often as possible.

​

>Edit: Day 1  
>  
>I took SSRI's for the first time about an hour ago ( 1PM ) along with the Etifoxine.  
>  
>This morning I woke up with my chest still hurting like it has been for the last 4 days, so my morning started off on an anxious note.  
>  
>I can only attribute the pain to either middle chest muscle strain ( Started doing mild exercises like push ups, sit ups since Monday ), strained muscle from Monday nights attack or perhaps a chest infection as I have been in a state of 'almost getting sick' for over a year.  
>  
>It turns out my chest pain visit to the ER was likely due to Pleurisy, so perhaps that's why I am experiencing strange pains in my lungs. This is really fucking with me alot.  
>  
>I feel slightly calmer now than an hour ago though, the work day is almost over so I can let the work shit go for at least 24 hours or so.

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anxiety,ackxrmxn,2020/04/17,"I always remember embarrassing moment :( First of all, I'm french and I don't speak fully english (I think?) so maybe I'm gonna do some spelling mistakes :/
I'm 14 and I have social anxiety, I'm very awkward around people I don't know and I feel like I always say weird things or act weird.
Since the start of the lockdown, I have intrusive toughts about embarrassing moments where I acted weird, stupid etc..
I'm literally obsessed about those toughts 
Do someone have advice to get rid of them ?",1.9632807017543847,4.723977389473684,3.148026315789476,86.59326754385971,85.6315789473684,5.692982456140351,24.758771929824558,7.1686216300943375,1.342456140350877,392,16,73,6,12,126,61,95,0.278,0.696,0.026000000000000002,-0.9620000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,5,10,1,4,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,12,18,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,0,3,10,1,7,17,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035111625809055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40931999897469146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188160175758844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895823269836065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743125290114032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436572398474532,0.17571522629022646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092150614713826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850493796420728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517422453787498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201645574418774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710178214854026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051900787797075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786268786090721,0.0,0.0,0.19559877037551646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346222049922671,0.0,0.0,0.25072717632278035,0.20840271469403088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409309460258052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340615324020044,0.1576024502329949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294432184551509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,u-w-a,2020/04/17,"I haven’t experienced this much anxiety in over a year and it’s all my fault I’ve procrastinated all my college work since the lockdown began, I am in a complete rut trying to do it. 
I can’t even condense things as simple as muscle structure, I’ve been up since 4 trying to do this and I haven’t managed to do anything. I have two other assignments and my body’s just feeling all weird and I can’t think straight. I don’t think I will have a panic attack but I don’t know what to do. I feel like such an idiot I shouldn’t have just ignored it and now I’m gonna fail because coursework is worth more as exams are cancelled 

I just feel dread, I can’t focus on getting my work done. The source of this dread. 

Please please can somebody offer some words of wisdom to help clear my head",1.4815227272727256,3.4953829212121232,2.9494507575757574,92.28417613636366,80.39393939393939,5.09469696969697,21.82765151515152,5.985473137389443,0.1562196969696963,622,19,134,4,16,203,96,165,0.183,0.6659999999999999,0.15,-0.6858,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,11,2,3,6,0,22,2,2,0,4,23,32,9,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,0,1,0,8,9,0,1,3,4,18,2,15,26,6,9,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,89,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264123863211273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344053014147704,0.0,0.0,0.21212494367757026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366416501245225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071148063438108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549955548817274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081311552860009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231549410782307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828390360662657,0.13320692023950662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741755101807603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913615511300496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124980075284116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024734311681867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109484110578807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706940925665986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877040335156528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093537408712441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084829510793612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387560760022015,0.23895182518858435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531879328557236,0.0,0.1821441334789224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714899140481495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007399955471675
anxiety,stephieadam,2020/04/17,"A girl, who is an amateur with anxiety, that is looking for some help and guidance. What would you do? Hi all,

Can I thank you in advance for reading this post and your willingness to help.

Recently I’ve been feeling constant tightness in my chest, shortness of breath and jitters. I haven’t been able to sleep. I’m tired and somewhat unmotivated. With everything going on I actually thought it could be Covid-19. Anyways, I went to the hospital for testing, came back negative, etc. What I’m trying to say is I thought it was a physical health thing i.e asthma, hereditary heart problems, etc. because I haven’t ever experienced anything like this before. I am so grateful to never get sick and I’m always in good spirits and in love with life.

However, for the last couple of months I have been experiencing some emotional hardship after a situationship came to a nasty ending. Soon enough, I realised what I’ve been feeling lately is anxiety and stress. I’m not in contact with this person. I cut him out as soon as I found out he was misleading, deceiving and manipulating me. However, since cutting him off, I’ve been stressed, anxious, sad and extremely disappointed with lots of things he’s done and, I guess, hasn’t done (like no apology, no attempt to make things right etc.).

I guess what I want from this is some advice to alleviate the anxiety that I’m feeling. 

What sorts of things do you do to reduce your anxiety? Can I get rid of these anxious feelings completely? What have you done to let go of resentment? How have you forgiven someone who has never apologised? Would you reach out to this person?

Thank you x",4.295764576457646,6.673356508250826,5.182046204620466,77.89790979097911,73.02640264026401,8.581298129812982,32.014301430143014,9.250403328903447,3.2171971397139725,1294,63,228,31,27,421,165,303,0.184,0.6920000000000001,0.124,-0.9558,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,9,0,2,7,15,3,2,8,0,33,10,4,3,4,49,60,14,0,5,1,0,5,2,0,2,5,1,0,3,22,20,0,1,7,1,0,6,9,8,0,0,16,9,28,6,40,39,10,32,1,2,1,1,26,12,0,8,15,164,50,2,0.09256249896597286,0.0,0.09032764668978993,0.0,0.0,0.09045100271144373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701941416688073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832402334170733,0.2091385539274222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617104981295217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117484816275244,0.0,0.056425240235602935,0.0,0.07876386906985577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173367977197327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705001909058357,0.1000271779520219,0.0,0.07390362354523859,0.10241864453898114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841707203662367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041203527649627,0.08198290007859604,0.09564180494748332,0.30969496241594685,0.0,0.08372807961779749,0.0,0.0,0.08318920560622863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872095226764099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149000247566184,0.0,0.0,0.0967201706669266,0.0,0.10521080253197623,0.07763703253463991,0.0,0.0,0.20393605639885104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838960798324024,0.0,0.1096870069457342,0.12408538384630573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545079080943419,0.10441453057228588,0.0,0.0,0.09465142649388204,0.06537963041797364,0.09044272296471033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772918667034838,0.0,0.0,0.07869332655458315,0.08354126919803169,0.0,0.0617861868193708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388250357688822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277981099922984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164400759013128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864928737142293,0.0,0.0,0.08856981067189587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258754769275856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139430090581843,0.0,0.0,0.07904786836403893,0.0,0.0736094143644126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656865565912441,0.0,0.09262934649573216,0.0,0.07842790499720631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206005965896554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043822576785958,0.0,0.0,0.24597764536986516,0.0,0.0,0.14696856969503172,0.0,0.10638697606771864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284386083588797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459576010178409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580636388545138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150748703518209,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,youngandeuphoric,2020/04/17,"Strange mental episodes - can anyone relate? Is this anxiety? Hi All.

I have a history of dpdr which began around 4 years ago however I have managed to bring it under control since then. I still have weird dissociative moments, but I am mostly familiar with the sensations and am not frightened by them anymore. So usually if they do come up, they disappear quite quickly after.

Recently however, I have been experiencing a really strange sensation over the last 4 weeks which has somewhat progressed and changed over this time.

It began with a weird feeling while I was driving one day. My mind suddenly started hyper focusing on itself and I felt my thoughts cascade into a weird thought loop until it felt like total mind loss / tipping over the edge of reality. It almost feels like my thoughts become so meta and my perspective almost shifts or warps for a good 30 seconds. Sometimes it happens all of a sudden, and sometimes it’s a strange slow descent into this feeling... and it’s like I have broken through my regular normal consciousness and into an altered state of perception in which my thoughts don’t make sense to me. Sometimes I think it might be my brain short circuiting or malfunctioning for a moment. My mind goes into this strange meta cognition where my own thought processes become unfamiliar and warped. I feel like I have no control over this happening. It just pops up out of the blue and then disappears, leaving me confused and rattled.

The feeling that accompanies this weird thought process was complete terror. It is very difficult for me to articulate what exactly happens in my mind, but that is as best as I can describe. Usually I would spend a few minutes afterward trying to decode or understand what just happened in my brain, but that would usually bring even more feelings of fear or terror as I could not understand or even remember what just happened. Like I could remember it happening, but I can’t remember what it felt like or what it was.

Since then, I have had these weird ‘episodes’ happen daily. Not all day every day, but maybe 2 - 3 times a day. They only happen for a few minutes and then eventually fade away. However as it is fading, I can’t shake the feeling of fear that I am potentially losing my mind or developing schizophrenia.

Outside of these episodes, I am happy, social and function completely normally. Once the fear fades away, I try and just get on with my life and usually can distract myself and get on with things as normal. Until the next episode strikes which leaves me shaking and scared again.

I am so worried these little episodes are the beginning of some insidious mental illness like schizphrenia. I have tried so hard to explain it to my family, but no one understand me when I try and describe it. I feel alone and very lost and scared about what might happen to me. I have stopped drinking alcohol over the last 4 weeks and I am not taking any drugs, pharmaceutical or recreational. I have a history of OCD and Anxiety.

If anyone can relate, please reach out.",7.037387578140756,8.250548277676952,6.869184815486992,73.07481573906031,64.40834845735027,10.187557975398267,37.08413994757007,10.25414643259724,4.089642427908854,2435,120,402,56,36,770,254,551,0.18100000000000002,0.737,0.08199999999999999,-0.9951,3,1,3,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,4,8,17,30,0,11,23,0,42,7,2,3,5,113,85,54,0,9,24,0,12,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,41,33,2,3,27,1,1,8,9,20,0,3,17,14,53,10,59,61,12,79,0,3,1,0,7,26,0,18,51,296,94,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048217396768610185,0.05813112321510538,0.10893636615305008,0.05633624430990945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03699009035756685,0.0,0.08322320868969077,0.0,0.05394467685166573,0.07606772648148916,0.0,0.0,0.04842259160497475,0.0,0.0,0.10221075015371947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201487899921954,0.0,0.0,0.057083618003495325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144438806956127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754211424144352,0.04685600111156357,0.11406308905586796,0.0,0.1220159988640978,0.08685908228543347,0.0,0.0,0.14031967779476995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532858515091658,0.06308029135730105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185404067441081,0.0,0.04582966901389779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127824521973949,0.18362663191628303,0.22002774092414107,0.11657821498516867,0.15668160272215534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568377087591465,0.0,0.0,0.04562348281336489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43290748182915295,0.05790390206493616,0.04872674184560307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867747118523935,0.0,0.11519173439649184,0.0,0.0,0.03842040772730062,0.1860206603371478,0.054517527497085216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085347449541759,0.059377966252791986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03630871686394229,0.0,0.05464653479517142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963362108763354,0.11540782830099905,0.27461443518863543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784911324717362,0.0,0.1598850319711913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792831258584636,0.07371817231008489,0.04136942931773596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970877028819404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578551917006389,0.0,0.0,0.03484647666448927,0.0,0.05370795586185841,0.0,0.18485492032139048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891666460462997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999130006541327,0.0,0.0,0.05544829035988738,0.0,0.0,0.1613925017774688,0.0,0.03850067073203093,0.0,0.043439476968328346,0.04547619470642016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089785592368788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613725470186165,0.03485376635318818,0.0,0.2590986979285065,0.0634356808906777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772104039357087,0.0,0.0,0.169879618151703,0.0,0.0,0.23963120166027102,0.08976223359285006,0.0,0.0,0.08726389139357049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524020298904204,0.0,0.07728051135779107,0.0,0.0,0.0350282415484379
anxiety,rufiothelost,2020/04/17,"Phone anxiety even when calling relatives So I’ve had issues talking on the phone for as long as I can remember. If I get a call from an unknown number I’ll sit and wait for the call to end then google the number to see who called. If I have to make a phone call it usually takes hours of mental preparation and tears before I can sit and make the call and I’ll usually be trembling the whole way through. I’m fine with calling those that I’m closest to like my partner, mum, best friend etc but anyone out of that bubble and it’s the same as calling a stranger. 

The reason I’m writing all this is that it’s my grandmas birthday today and obviously because of social distancing I can’t and would not go and visit her as I couldn’t bare the thought of putting her at risk. Other family members have suggested I call her up and I feel awful that I feel anxious over doing it. I don’t know why I have any reason to be anxious, I think the only reason is I already feel a lot of guilt that I don’t see her much. It’s not because I don’t want to I just lack the money to go and visit her by myself. I hate that this gets in the way and I worry I’m going to find a way out of it cause that’s what I normally do and I know I’ll regret it. I just wish my brain didn’t have to make such a simple task so fucking difficult!",3.158210526315792,3.5592227157894736,4.8340350877192995,87.12157894736845,72.71929824561403,7.684210526315789,26.578947368421048,7.669130373188453,1.2991052631578954,1034,33,231,12,19,352,143,285,0.147,0.8029999999999999,0.05,-0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,2,3,18,1,20,2,1,7,2,51,47,23,0,9,7,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,20,15,0,1,12,0,1,6,8,7,0,0,3,5,30,4,32,40,8,27,0,1,2,1,27,8,1,3,9,153,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799045709229994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054223089987818655,0.0,0.06099768194987652,0.1801575551893756,0.0,0.055753137371436716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721242822925076,0.0,0.06784930765948419,0.0,0.08367782089509318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901154226924342,0.7327726597014351,0.0,0.0,0.0819106485576832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062226723925967,0.0,0.0889265134453797,0.052664755287356924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516783219748427,0.0,0.12095047498483852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287709243056023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160369461426062,0.07371447820197148,0.0833173470774769,0.0,0.1359471073677609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872261177734298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785237184341869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322347719352684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764143977788502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038954892696749566,0.0,0.0,0.07056368912658953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677885404463149,0.0,0.0,0.15967283151983686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035494972384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861500019961907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812417138820447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064268205231421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015651951695572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459451003444579,0.0,0.0,0.0903251373758573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270782458347037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128062431834078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995141132725908,0.06408862956663748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510914921027417,0.0,0.06330133231944601,0.0,0.0,0.07558023148879725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756354754193778,0.0,0.04703025089795939,0.18987174100924886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194917295529991,0.08902219242965702,0.0916922547551602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097559288625703,0.0,0.05664203684218552,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,heheitsmj,2020/04/17,"so much of my childhood was undiagnosed anxiety my behaviors as a kid were so obviously undiagnosed anxiety and OCD. how did no one see or care. now, it’s on me to try to fix myself in a toxic environment with no access to help of any kind due to social distancing. poor child me had no idea what was happening or why she felt like that. poor thing. i feel so bad for her and her issues and why she didn’t realize they weren’t normal.",3.0262439807383643,4.4665901797752845,5.278683788121993,79.86258426966293,74.1685393258427,9.580096308186198,25.07383627608347,9.957137785484203,2.3826263242375605,342,11,72,10,7,120,65,89,0.2,0.6859999999999999,0.114,-0.784,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,13,12,10,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,8,3,11,3,11,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,4,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841090142483147,0.0,0.3564052799158388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194499729679464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375034223476157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778422423862915,0.0,0.22366417315177547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599290172405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561384321346951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26296707109167394,0.0,0.2431345400067978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257685087209094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113805385646336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124171678014458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282370926380945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784987295445665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562737275470773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745856183286504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475861337466554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815467698210536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203940921544917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BluBunny0006,2020/04/17,"I hate doubting other who clearly care because of my anxiety I’ve known my best friend for 6 years. I know for sure that he cares. But when anxiety kicks in, all I can thinking about is “he doesn’t care about that” “that was a stupid comment” “maybe I annoyed him” “he’s probably sick of this”. Its all so stupid, I know he loves me and I love him, and he’s so supportive, he doesn’t hate me.",1.6588501742160275,3.1851025853658532,2.937108013937284,94.86939024390249,78.02439024390246,6.636933797909408,23.90940766550523,7.447530270364453,0.7778968641114979,300,10,71,4,7,97,52,82,0.239,0.461,0.3,0.8256,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,15,5,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,12,16,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,12,9,7,15,3,3,0,0,0,2,13,1,0,1,2,41,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927994614706056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665913246164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008340326379129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5853522218629503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785421372632726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778822013745759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034706196343572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454429949679615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922597819908733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206332334269602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716767834927625,0.18036667625317568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262401533311668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323786144663987
anxiety,littlegingerb,2020/04/17,"How Can I Help A Friend Who Is Having Anxiety About Change/Moving So I met this guy about a month ago and we became good, fast friends (kinda fwb). And we talk almost every night on the phone while we fall asleep. 

He's moving this week into a new house and a new town. He called tonight to talk and mentioned having a panic attack about moving. 

I know him fairly well, as much as I can after a month. I know that change is really hard for him based on his past etc. 

He was fairly delirious from being up and moving all day. But I tried asking about what he was feeling and the why behind it. 

Having anxiety myself I know that hearing ""its gonna be okay"" isn't always helpful. But I did say that. And also that if it's not right then we can figure something else out. I also told him it was okay to not be okay, but he was pretty out of it and pretty much asleep at that point.

I just feel really helpless and want to help him. I know when I'm feeling anxious it's nice to have someone. Is there anything I can say or do to help? Any tips?

Tl;dr: friend is having anxiety about moving and change. What are some things I can say or do to help him?",1.1017787114845916,3.1538723361344587,2.606071428571429,94.04101190476193,81.94117647058823,4.807002801120448,16.639355742296914,5.7366,-0.5764711484593836,888,16,192,5,24,289,126,238,0.075,0.7390000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9790000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,4,0,0,0,13,12,1,1,8,3,26,2,2,1,1,40,40,25,0,2,9,0,4,0,3,1,0,4,0,1,17,17,0,0,8,0,0,5,3,3,1,0,7,8,24,9,25,29,5,30,0,1,0,0,37,10,0,6,15,133,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717179066612604,0.0,0.09847253006827823,0.0,0.0,0.15728368748726876,0.08182611407329839,0.0,0.0,0.0668740460801913,0.0,0.22568771686106176,0.11109533457181704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092480420031148,0.0,0.09193390177134037,0.1118750666286262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004153450375863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080597242199895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342066556269889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214980496027358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967423212570612,0.0,0.0,0.08285503949433755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491698027422304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279299268966189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248227734798297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737129490876376,0.0,0.0,0.08809263097282112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083545511808582,0.0,0.3295735524369557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134702638736731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617866792752927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698686444444496,0.41807613859156056,0.14458129277473292,0.0,0.0,0.1899532751033191,0.0,0.09228470220126214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537989369383032,0.0,0.0,0.09387591881935056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296235490108168,0.0,0.0,0.2000926934755395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599725297598066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398116194433898,0.0,0.23460989940538204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332250732167726,0.07570634082613703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580826901535289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533221229749027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939673449652176,0.0,0.06676587950178275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800302355361249,0.0,0.07888179560768048,0.0,0.08841877451057238,0.0,0.08873585604813933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ansdhuskansjak,2020/04/17,Does anyone else feel really anxious that their hair is falling out and thinning? 21F and I know it isn’t but I just feel anxious all the time that it is,0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,88.375,4.45,20.5,5.985473137389443,0.031662499999999934,122,4,26,1,4,39,24,32,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.5975,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,6,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7080616537971204,0.0,0.21912297050268567,0.32109541217739906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27424143549708513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617892415710776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169092492597741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222575740734075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007596080877617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273472174836627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,syxrah,2020/04/17,"Sleep paralysis hey guys, i was wondering, do u guys have ever  experienced sleep paralysis more than once (doesnt matter if it’s in a week or month)? bc i kept having them and it’s hard for me to take a nap/sleep again esp when i’m too tired. then i ended up having panic attacks after waking up. 

any idea how to reduce this? i dont take medication btw bc my doctor suggested to take step by step on overcoming my panic attacks.",2.1071590909090894,4.026599943181822,4.388636363636365,83.19045454545456,77.97727272727272,7.581818181818183,21.227272727272727,8.472884824447931,1.3030636363636363,337,9,68,7,8,117,64,88,0.198,0.789,0.013000000000000001,-0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,2,2,0,7,6,3,1,1,9,13,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,2,8,0,11,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,8,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595108452608527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544958122174111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947052362800096,0.0,0.0,0.18259944173589002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799482484992182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409323367531711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30853806228269104,0.0,0.0,0.1395684923734752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588212759480973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695468946319205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436011815625213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592464316543554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656014727957905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677452407777831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514324091684653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907212497610234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497541697980705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896123186815382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,spoopy210,2020/04/17,Getting help How do you know when to get help for anxiety. What was the breaking point or what happened before you got help?,3.998750000000001,5.987974708333336,3.84,88.905,72.75,6.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.5105666666666666,99,4,19,1,2,30,20,24,0.057,0.6709999999999999,0.272,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254126283262818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826712725186612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471136454253452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656846154429112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29375664976690136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6679847073350352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825642601374387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140292001214376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jackk-nicholson,2020/04/17,"I got the name of my favourite actor tattooed on my arm So I [19M] got the name of my favourite actor tattooed on my arm about 5 months ago. I did it because it was my first tattoo and me and my friends thought it’d be funny and no big deal, and it was until recently.

Every time I see it I just feel nauseous with anxiety because I can’t help but think ‘if this guy knew I had this, he’d hate me’. I feel like an absolute creep for having it.

My friends try to reassure my by guaranteeing he’d just find it funny, but I just feel dumb as hell and creepy af for having it.

I’m getting it covered when I’m paid but even then I feel too guilty even watching movies with him in anymore just because I’m embarrassed. It probably sounds stupid but my anxiety is just really bad and I overthink so many things.",2.627988165680474,3.84222256804734,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,74.79881656804734,7.3301775147929,27.201183431952664,7.882392219407189,1.462091124260355,630,24,140,9,13,208,97,169,0.198,0.695,0.106,-0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,12,10,4,1,3,0,12,2,2,0,0,28,28,17,0,1,10,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,13,8,0,0,8,2,1,0,2,6,0,1,9,7,25,4,14,15,0,12,1,0,2,0,11,4,2,1,9,89,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547257302562686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670565522352111,0.0,0.1731041092775484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573978037346658,0.3192074078157142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995069544710535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305738107049675,0.0,0.14706370482022213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35302562117256003,0.12469669078232715,0.0,0.0,0.15953315289444056,0.14846992134997267,0.0,0.0,0.2697097621210274,0.0,0.09119380745558177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792029870784448,0.0,0.0,0.17282935908085434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232941164455834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699543667576877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527503835994216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769636578593769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393220619663568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881916091236212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181952801485788,0.0,0.17234449074835465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390916716499226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596153044169172,0.11184292003688456,0.0,0.1385711310719801,0.101779987181965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185062206841834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WhenShitHitsTheDan,2020/04/17,"Anyone have experience tapering off SSRIs (like mirtazapine aka Remeron)? I'm trying to wean off, but not sure how best to do it. Is going down steadily over 16 days long enough?",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000006,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,73.54545454545455,8.036363636363637,26.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.310260606060606,141,5,24,3,3,47,31,33,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.8103,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696363533607519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046872256355971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486947354377979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984513256685561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772129892844223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915826330618474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839576941354588,0.0,0.0,0.3412639487714813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634448248201552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26181249584257993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yavibecheck,2020/04/17,"Does anxiety just come and go for most people? Okay so to be real, I’m drunk. It’s quarantine time what can I say? But real question like I know I have an anxiety disorder but I see all these posts and I’m just confused. Is anxiety a momentary thing for most people? I mean it’s hard to different between what’s me and what’s anxiety because 90% of the time it’s anxiety. I’m on edge, annoyed, **uncomfortable!!!**. I get how to get over a panic attack. But how do you get over feeling like you’re in prison or in someone else’s body acting in a way complete different from how you actually feel? 
Already embarrassed for myself for writing this lol I’m sorry to everyone who had to read this drunk rant btw",-0.04123441775615433,2.260803447552448,2.678139252052297,86.93553663727579,98.44055944055944,6.403040437823046,23.00060808756461,7.586124646067393,1.7203520218911519,555,24,110,14,23,192,87,143,0.289,0.632,0.08,-0.9840000000000001,2,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,6,8,2,3,5,2,6,3,1,3,1,25,20,11,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,4,2,0,5,3,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,5,10,3,18,18,3,13,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,5,4,66,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.13221030042842286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495070909808424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182144908813489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541296482633869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258820235752064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504892904081723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670522751076133,0.14204966752444542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830984490590012,0.15527341896946728,0.0,0.11856068385108708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317732292811855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294582811361422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370069305641918,0.096787937367571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123503150471445,0.0,0.07699720030811093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136472080511865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445703286220866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237873467238875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757895949291475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589582287421554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785148450611386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975372818459815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517701714538408,0.0,0.1355180605825989,0.308414981770226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107740245031528,0.0,0.0,0.10796113288606564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479294835680134,0.0,0.0,0.15166033235538098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000782037616695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800058466405378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753882711009304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SmolLemonDude,2020/04/17,"I’m so tired of acting like I’m fine when I’m definitely not (idk if this is the right sub)

 I’ve been putting up this act for god knows how long. Being able to act in certain situations without messing up but at the same time constantly overthinking about everything is really taking a toll on me and surprisingly I haven’t messed up badly yet.

I don’t think I can keep this up any longer but I don’t want people to see the me who: constantly needs reassurance, overthinks even the smallest of situations, and is pessimistic

I really don’t know what to do anymore",2.7111769480519503,5.07519977678572,4.289837662337664,82.44152597402598,78.01785714285714,8.001298701298701,25.36038961038961,8.841846274778883,2.0980250000000007,453,17,89,11,11,151,76,112,0.11,0.753,0.13699999999999998,-0.2492,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,1,1,16,22,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,1,7,5,15,20,1,18,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,1,7,55,12,0,0.19576577534549813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331274403294203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414704530968813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345624527159194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231065121653259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293014483047019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759416558304697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400561602111989,0.0,0.0,0.21517550082512812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564126932254392,0.0,0.0,0.1732465507910779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515784187955444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357193394146885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679867509219431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508251371109913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718290249903162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559999770699853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400978675055863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719149970846748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543880416584166,0.0,0.0,0.11415259791062247,0.22500396045072352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546772641511775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871122151507586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lesmisarahbles,2020/04/17,"How to manage physical heart symptoms? The biggest physical symptom I have from anxiety is a noticeably pounding heart, higher heart rate, and occasional chest discomfort because of that. I’ve gotten my heart checked and it’s been fine, and I’ll probably do so again once it’s safer to go to the doctor’s. Currently taking some newer meds; I’m upping my current dosage of citalopram next week and have lorazepam (which helps, but I’m trying to get off since it can be addictive.) 

I’m wondering what I can do in the meantime to deal with these symptoms? What’s worked for you if you’ve dealt with the same. Especially if you have tips for being able to sleep; it seems to be the worst when I try to sleep because I have no other distractions.",6.07905982905983,6.761055958041958,6.284988344988346,78.30218337218336,66.34265734265733,9.712198912198913,32.67210567210567,9.725611199111238,3.0667970473970474,594,24,110,12,9,190,91,143,0.10400000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.8875,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,2,6,0,13,12,7,1,0,14,22,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,18,17,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,7,70,18,3,0.13382011895767024,0.0,0.0,0.14588368225529527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237202472084496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315100488631554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796266662365309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697056219713724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991548893365733,0.0,0.07605305748949558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343099411343633,0.08969680493028315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864398457563766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231921466763192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235509238708408,0.0,0.1425140592737012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428072181873092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182481036688778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069738526073757,0.0,0.2678335244943406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172710272162904,0.10061607533687816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171015317789424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734242752270068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512221062550226,0.09742264039110853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TodayILearned123,2020/04/17,"DAE feel chest tightness and shortness of breath Past three weeks I get chest tightness much worse at night and followed by shortness of breath. Sometimes I think I couldn't breath. I went to ER all the test NORMAL. I'm afraid of sleeping in case I might die it and if I do fall asleep I wake up few hours later due to chest pain, it has gotten so bad. (I am 21 y/o)",0.28089466089465986,2.5040273636363684,1.0791341991342025,102.56409812409812,87.05194805194805,3.4222222222222225,17.646464646464647,3.1291,-1.1107448773448776,285,7,67,0,9,87,57,77,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.9412,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,5,10,9,0,1,12,12,5,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,2,3,8,0,9,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,6,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251373050240873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27984271503782643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363375818729355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087525034567092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655401037241967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860443719265362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198215692572504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530379388593657,0.26418897356698445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869149105984355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25740093905025063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26983373348004897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667986903039115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277378584353187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628814416676148,0.0,0.0,0.2499580575646809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747851803859437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Araabellaaa111,2020/04/17,"Brain fog disappears completely after drinking? Anyone had brain fog that has completely vanished after drinking??

Why would this be?",7.808333333333334,12.100284500000004,5.890000000000002,64.70833333333334,79.0,8.666666666666668,36.66666666666666,8.841846274778883,5.234666666666667,110,6,11,3,3,32,15,20,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.5204,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036794877764836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759255910453407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409212646642091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053948727081997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327640264571766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324364298549828,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,003600,2020/04/17,"Has anyone overcome severe anxiety in a relationship? Should I just end it? I've had anxiety my whole life. My boyfriend and I have been dating for a year and a half. We have an amazing relationship and I can't imagine my future without him. However, I have had some major anxiety issues directly relating to our relationship the last half few months. 

I am genuinely constantly thinking about him liking other girls, looking at things online, the girls he has been with in the past, wanting to cheat on me, etc., from the moment I wake up until I go to sleep. He has never given me any reason to worry about anything, aside from a minor instance (had to do with liking pictures, not cheating). Particularly now that we are in quarantine, I have no distractions throughout the day so I just think, think, think. 

I voice these anxieties to him only maybe 20% of the time. He says he doesn't mind, but I have no doubt in my mind that it is fairly annoying for him. I would be annoyed too, and i AM annoyed that I am constantly worrying. 

I am hoping to try out therapy after quarantine is over. My question is, should I stay with him? I worry that I may not be able to get better unless I am alone, but at the same time, he makes me so happy and he seems to be just as happy as always.

Thanks",4.052793038372826,5.525776820717133,5.4521451037953454,79.5028098133781,71.62948207171314,8.471461522331726,27.55315579786119,8.99025400887824,2.2736007968127496,1006,36,189,20,19,338,140,251,0.15,0.737,0.113,-0.2183,1,3,0,0,0,0,35.0,3,0,0,1,9,15,5,2,12,0,32,3,2,2,1,41,45,13,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,0,2,9,11,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,6,3,35,8,35,32,6,29,0,0,1,0,21,10,0,6,19,149,44,0,0.11096724182440244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492859656095275,0.0,0.0,0.0923336345983043,0.0,0.0,0.07546152966945663,0.0,0.3395585450598818,0.0,0.0,0.07759087560050752,0.0,0.09131658499971687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981415077364276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398323331545954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156469088586957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982840394340662,0.0,0.12375780749985645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797580384924472,0.0,0.06306524076989926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362533846991073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102155093795967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582097027014746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045311268736103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837944459179269,0.10842597836702607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318453531849297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074071495592543,0.0,0.11148150942365184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240905620757332,0.0,0.08857299373499758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558477780844283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439558778288336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593078852652636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430870688965953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140928061635133,0.0,0.3574118681653687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882456045977233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102040931880034,0.0,0.1253613976919609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104738103934401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827631512347983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021637273527849,0.12690071191722366,0.0,0.07372170469162971,0.28441331160094235,0.0,0.0,0.12941178216545826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753394731177111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545135429013059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389096262827885,0.0,0.106968461243465,0.0,0.0,0.3380778616523444,0.0,0.07882794478634968,0.0,0.0,0.07145926553098073
anxiety,veggietown4,2020/04/17,Burping when anxious?... I have a lot of physical symptoms of anxiety. My heart races a lot and I always feel like I am going to stop breathing. But sometimes I have episodes of a lot of air coming back up kind of like burping when I'm anxious. Has anyone else experienced this or know what's going on?,2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,3.846666666666668,85.295,79.5,6.0,28.33333333333333,7.1686216300943375,1.689833333333333,237,11,45,3,6,79,42,60,0.109,0.8029999999999999,0.087,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,5,2,0,0,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,8,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,6,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663549455976828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294330050043956,0.4517202985417541,0.0,0.13979332607833947,0.20484842622295413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537312133845012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722190617517615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701301888520306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108889523855367,0.14282760179525222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724578628412465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369139816318765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819278662842144,0.10987442991075318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534807452444208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099113333759036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773251785974327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714758832561322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078002861937256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,garbagedisposal54,2020/04/17,"Panic Attacks Going Away! I read the book ""Hope and Health for Your Nerves"" by Claire Weekes and it has CHANGED MY LIFE!! Was having panic attacks daily, and haven't since I read the book (it's been a whole week- which is crazy for me).

The author is considered one of the founders of modern-day CBT- and ironically enough, I never received instructions on what to do before/during a panic attack as effective as this when I was actually seeing a psychologist for CBT (not bashing therapy at all I'm just saying).

I highly recommend giving it a shot! I bought it but I'm sure there are free pdfs online.",4.382289272030654,6.0819839913793095,5.305632183908049,79.98036398467436,71.15517241379311,7.914176245210728,24.95785440613027,8.515128840125781,1.7273498084291192,477,14,87,8,9,156,85,116,0.14,0.731,0.129,0.6128,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,3,9,3,3,8,0,10,2,0,2,3,13,17,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,4,2,2,3,6,0,1,4,2,9,4,12,13,3,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,4,60,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.1431462985260432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006362266146469,0.13781817629524085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517642191259404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946016053249134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515678849643889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071646698015308,0.08336615366017945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592245245354378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498389381698371,0.0,0.1456942521507016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361005114496684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313480533251848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993995646476968,0.0,0.0,0.5163201805977563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934553312860741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665216120510805,0.0,0.0,0.11689132017126998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213418044462099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825167555112222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677504774440954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235328482575474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637718797468906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,donohuek11,2020/04/17,When I swallow it only feels like its going down the left side of my throat. Hey guys I am new to posting on reddit I read alot on here but I have never posted but I feel I need to for this. So when I swallow It feels as if the food or liquid goes down and around the left side like it travels around the adams apple. Another way to describe this would be as if there is a 4 lane highway and only the 2 left lanes are working. There is no pain but the feeling definitely gives me anxiety. I do have anxiety and panic attacks a lot but this symptoms seems to be present even when I am relaxed. I am just not sure if its just in my head or if it is a cause for concern or not.,1.6001494252873556,2.9586078137931078,3.3638793103448283,92.46696839080464,77.75862068965517,5.936781609195402,23.80747126436781,6.42735559955562,0.4935402298850571,523,17,120,4,12,175,85,145,0.14300000000000002,0.763,0.094,-0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,1,1,10,0,13,7,2,1,2,32,21,20,0,6,15,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,5,3,0,5,3,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,4,13,4,16,18,2,23,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,10,8,90,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528391276204252,0.2230077102342576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25950961150027546,0.0,0.16581985135137467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973278979406282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627125253982499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947968689507365,0.10412896913558498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625017859836206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982358285450303,0.08283717281794314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432253883038734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958893288375005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750968561035189,0.0,0.0,0.14241920586198453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391755474804272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807711311006568,0.11241693432631872,0.14077320707167987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170982953194127,0.15509593198324442,0.17101466303263727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791902033421788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457966388324731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269187594816798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737443119519668,0.1514975348984082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569527684527108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611297382190377,0.0,0.0,0.1035417292542362,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,neon_birds330,2020/04/17,Post Anxiety Attack Help I just had a really bad anxiety attack and was hysterically crying for almost an hour. thankfully its over now but i feel absolutely wrecked. does anyone have any tips/advice on how to feel better and/or what to do after an anxiety attack? thanks!,3.800272108843537,6.975594775510206,5.6562244897959175,69.056037414966,80.83673469387756,8.980952380952381,22.452380952380953,9.2995712137729,2.90536462585034,220,7,33,7,6,75,41,49,0.298,0.523,0.179,-0.6709,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,3,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771277233334482,0.0,0.0,0.18150831924904556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326478965232683,0.0,0.4159961984748671,0.0,0.0,0.12674303054457664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186371558308831,0.0,0.0,0.1513467068915713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031204721509146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991084641828005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158624130350449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330364254667725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149650573675963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850715696363015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359947348871255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612146860555884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337645133195821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,subwaylover99,2020/04/17,"Paranoia about work relationships Does anyone else experience paranoia and anxiety due to work relationships? What I mean is, examining in depth conversations that happen at work between co-workers. 

My company recently had a restructure, in which I kept the same pay and job title, but my role became part of a completely different department. In my old department, I had many friends and there was little drama. There were 20 people in this department.

My new department is a different story. The department itself has around 50 on staff, but my direct team is made up of only 4, including myself. We work on different projects than the rest of the department. Now, I became the direct supervisor to the other 3 employees on my team, but I never directly worked with any of them before. I did know them on a social level, and we would see each other around work. One of the 3 have severe attendance issues, and has already been on his last warning for termination. He no-called, no-showed one day and I was frustrated, and I said negative things about him to another employee.

I think what I said to my co-worker got around, or I at least feel paranoid that it did. I could have sworn that I saw co-workers whispering and glancing at me, including my direct manager. I hope I’m over thinking this.",6.012983193277313,7.606348617647061,6.875882352941179,70.7014705882353,67.02521008403362,10.978151260504204,32.48739495798319,10.966923227221727,4.102102521008402,1033,44,172,32,17,343,140,238,0.10400000000000001,0.862,0.034,-0.9217,7,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,2,8,8,3,1,0,11,0,17,0,0,1,1,33,32,12,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,13,15,0,1,7,3,1,7,2,1,0,2,14,7,30,2,32,16,5,35,0,0,3,0,17,20,0,2,8,127,43,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929520917255564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735189426262862,0.10385407697964946,0.07576678912759262,0.0,0.0,0.0692524054585307,0.10148013977708802,0.0,0.2645048907565227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427736959108656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384355700537064,0.0,0.0,0.07907690504790492,0.0,0.0,0.06387383763085461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104331440402488,0.0,0.0,0.08667224180561599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273680600610195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968819914397776,0.0,0.0,0.05007856495589871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651953303987391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921286210246117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758243284382614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837096287806807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337402087129192,0.09828381204759176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443084289617881,0.08073237460372623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926601184126337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937158488214468,0.0,0.10041295026133444,0.0,0.10788567379264348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638722579165964,0.0956552926695755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392782262298897,0.0,0.13422672122906565,0.07532583462704252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072527356459203,0.0,0.06866318900921445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977919364160146,0.21266788926160046,0.0,0.0,0.18842307123864566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892357829904273,0.0,0.0,0.11188916576364816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096075336022288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579904331386886,0.1269241120193201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6489332025819617,0.0,0.0,0.07035653034660755,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,glitterismyantidrug_,2020/04/17,"I really want therapy but I've been avoiding it for years because I reflexively cry in front of doctors. I've been struggling with some sort of depression/anxiety cocktail for a long time and have been telling myself for years that I need professional help, but the anxiety of knowing I'm going to burst into tears for no good reason has been keeping me away. I know it's going to happen because of some past attempts at therapy, and I also tend to get choked up in front of doctors, professors, managers, pretty much any situation that requires being vulnerable and advocating for myself.

I'm not really scared of therapists judging me, it's just that every time I'm trying to explain why I'm there or answer a question and start crying, they seem to immediately take it as some sign of extreme, repressed trauma and don't understand that truly they could have just asked about the weather and I would've had the same reaction. Even if I try to explain that, from experience it feels like they think I'm in denial and then spend the whole visit probing at whatever little thing happened to push me over the edge, and then I cry more from anxiety and embarrassment and end up leaving the office feeling exhausted and hopeless because now my therapist thinks I have PTSD related to talking about my job or something instead of what I actually went in for.

I just really wish I could stop myself from doing it or have a way to explain myself in advance or something. It feels like a huge catch-22 because I know I need therapy to fix the problem but the problem is mentally keeping me from going to therapy 😭",15.59570957095709,8.528043950495054,14.285874587458745,52.603927392739294,55.03960396039604,17.295049504950494,54.45874587458746,13.383793397009326,6.982482508250826,1299,63,215,29,9,430,162,303,0.195,0.7120000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9878,1,1,2,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,3,3,11,13,0,5,12,0,16,3,0,1,0,61,51,23,0,9,12,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,14,13,1,6,16,1,1,9,3,10,0,0,6,3,27,3,45,42,7,36,0,1,0,0,12,14,0,11,14,152,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.08742943269314432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164715262637479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060926025613921575,0.0,0.20561423189103967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837569667519721,0.0,0.08417517667146991,0.0,0.0,0.2184592170463694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306476737333765,0.0,0.29523972148816063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834036008349307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935243203032083,0.0,0.0,0.05917505310577564,0.0,0.0754856114496378,0.0,0.0,0.08763873320282843,0.0,0.0,0.13590209887702312,0.12800991190800007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680842444857654,0.0,0.1527525810035444,0.07514600412201376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845284249810085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005201681192385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890680976092458,0.15926800053296145,0.0,0.0,0.14771321422150469,0.0,0.0,0.09486560444312414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754081668023395,0.0897953004328258,0.0,0.07928661262398014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028824668936958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586085382305369,0.13286352341082114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552625375261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114786140822666,0.0,0.17145599569037254,0.10472892980288323,0.0,0.10036419210116182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721858997336533,0.09211609228080543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896978005911674,0.0,0.0,0.0815617185689948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070581197207933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379454879933087,0.0,0.0,0.06341408816518428,0.0,0.0,0.0749034072835201,0.0,0.0936616156417725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736246906872885,0.07201112086041721,0.07830786252768104,0.0,0.4098276861632733,0.20804777788126366,0.059521328125981224,0.11481461337612485,0.0,0.0,0.1044843059701088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165495952746105,0.0,0.0,0.09326903382990892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284402403997898,0.07111441859109706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305321782300458,0.08084336682693402,0.10002691431630333,0.10302704370160612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636439972020583,0.0,0.0,0.11538936624166385
anxiety,chris-UMB,2020/04/17,"Chest Related Feelings due to Anxiety I've wondered if this is something that others can relate to, and hopefully it is, because others can then see this and feel better reading the comments.

For a long while now, I assume since my health anxiety started, I've been a lot more aware of things happening within my chest. It started with me noticing my heart beat, which threw me into my first panic attack - I was undergoing heart palpitations, genuinely thought I was going to die. Ever since, I've always noticed my heart in various ways. Coupled with the constant thought that, for whatever reason, I think I'm going to die any day and soon, these are very off putting and make my anxiety far worse.

I think the main reason I'm making this post is to ask the anxious people of reddit - what kind of sensations have you noticed ever since being diagnosed with anxiety? I've personally felt a persistent ""lightweight"" sensation in my center mass, just above my stomach region and right below my chest region, though sometimes it'll feel higher or lower. I also have consistent discomfort there as well. I also often find myself trying to breathe deeper than my lungs seem to allow, as if my lungs are never quite full.

Are these relatable, common symptoms of anxiety? Because I sure hope so, and have had a hard time finding other posts of people with these exact symptoms. Maybe I don't look hard enough.Thank you for reading!",7.9425512820512845,8.34096712692308,7.735384615384617,70.47628205128207,62.34615384615386,10.164102564102564,35.4102564102564,9.888512548439397,3.6793256410256414,1143,47,179,21,15,365,158,260,0.135,0.81,0.055,-0.9549,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,5,12,9,1,2,8,0,18,14,10,5,5,42,43,17,2,4,4,0,6,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,17,11,0,0,15,2,0,4,2,3,1,1,8,8,25,6,28,33,5,34,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,10,16,125,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922654851828925,0.07243197068361776,0.0,0.0,0.05919649246493989,0.0,0.3329622879050098,0.09834090385355863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137932191142973,0.0990311178533251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612886090527386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698801029697057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406934211791727,0.0,0.0,0.09631836776412857,0.0,0.0561395813646728,0.0,0.0,0.08835318237619859,0.18068680955998093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994517144825699,0.0,0.0,0.1574821069173951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204418786681782,0.0,0.08358095573958177,0.0,0.15912292176272333,0.07404406936883359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894421876650633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697738694154901,0.0,0.1559581054613054,0.0,0.0,0.09252930937092488,0.0,0.3094614321884927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729191443398364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906484250494117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703586963817294,0.07309946759617303,0.0,0.0,0.0740061812161765,0.0,0.0,0.11621213484320755,0.0,0.08745269757297845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713776777177702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29731853173860306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021335691198072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069801437071186,0.076008069819788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667382867934521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750856516416253,0.0,0.09258761972350593,0.1741456647701623,0.0,0.0,0.1790023067368572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743396057459058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936700235731479,0.07924639117759576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602418099294932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701478521112042,0.08609395942728347,0.0,0.12322785064068258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204291208111883,0.18095505587230307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801432775471175,0.0,0.0,0.057831670725420725,0.1115553218365804,0.08552547131826019,0.1382148026794697,0.05075913264273983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059100744077949185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182476891987839,0.0,0.06909566317279257,0.0,0.0,0.07826775297546561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440122613079667,0.0,0.0,0.0887106486791854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,prdsdefsouls,2020/04/17,"Had my first panic attack So this is still kind of hard to me to speak about. This Monday I had my first panic attack. Uni is kind of fucking me up, I have a lot of tests and homework piling up after every online class and I started over thinking and feeling overwhelmed by everything that was happening. I started crying and breathing extremely fast, my vision turned blurry and I got scared, thinking I could pass out at any moment as I felt my heart was beating super fast. I was in my room and I had to ask for help from my mom and after a lot a hugs I calmed down. It was really hard for me because at that time I didn't realize my little brother (13yo) saw everything that happened and started crying. So yeah, it's been a hard week for me, I've been feeling constantly sad, anxious and unmotivated. I just want to vent what happened, as it still is hard for me to process everything. Feel a big lump in the throat thinking about uni and how to deal with my anxiety as I have no access to a professional as we are in quarantine.
English is not my first language, so I apologize for any mistakes.",5.087686762778507,5.683640481651378,5.963591087811272,80.04100917431194,68.49541284403671,8.61389252948886,31.16775884665793,8.634040054169528,2.4152859764089123,867,34,166,13,14,286,118,218,0.19899999999999998,0.698,0.10400000000000001,-0.9659,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,5,9,14,3,4,7,1,18,6,3,1,0,29,37,18,0,3,2,2,8,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,9,13,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,9,0,3,13,10,29,5,36,23,2,31,0,2,1,2,8,13,1,2,17,123,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144523874239729,0.0,0.08129028903571701,0.1200460350718469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934080885457608,0.2417771767631414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477644835022857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483168346600893,0.0,0.08484171681828781,0.0,0.2334480650864232,0.0,0.10955165804873868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953048312381373,0.0,0.2865048296337571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118807725519946,0.0,0.10202837223250956,0.0,0.0,0.2711597087275991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823768785311114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498758532332253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819019267796752,0.0,0.38076022213149857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592121381218946,0.07122531002240065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213114499922421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650263640458957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806806380189497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445299958665308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493515829146124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807428371320648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638699571809933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256387876280087,0.0,0.16972225387186782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426557342182736,0.0,0.0,0.061962340986012526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155827552165373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267619631937747,0.0,0.08523712393996521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dumbassmequan,2020/04/17,"grounding techniques for panic attacks I'm sure this has been posted about before, but I'm wondering about specific grounding techniques that you all might employ. I've been experiencing random panic attacks lately, which I've never experienced before as there was always some sort of trigger. Also looking to talk to my therapist about this.",8.882758620689659,10.949688482758622,8.375344827586208,60.8416379310345,60.72413793103448,9.248275862068963,36.91379310344829,9.516144504307137,4.207675862068967,284,13,34,5,4,90,43,58,0.19699999999999998,0.777,0.026000000000000002,-0.8945,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,10,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,2,1,8,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,2,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646675776345264,0.1713350978344417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685087567247758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504315206465415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322774589297353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291403663366878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843986068383756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588118603014226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831862199016688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720656783790008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406941762555524,0.0,0.0,0.16550409053474202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390794494974972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233025439202843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,auri23,2020/04/17,Fear of dying in my sleep crippling anxiety Hi can someone help me ease my mind? I’m freaking out because every night I think I’ll die during my sleep idk why.  It’s a stupid thought that has me feeling crazy,0.3361240310077527,2.7696980000000018,1.7491860465116282,95.28641472868219,92.25581395348836,3.7968992248062015,23.44573643410853,5.46131890053228,0.2990806201550389,166,7,34,1,6,53,37,43,0.35100000000000003,0.523,0.125,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,14,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875718655572807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150411817828441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121591101933242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789103232245776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27765368950112296,0.12476032225550995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538616470511935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491393878699044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155093673574464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938409950053702,0.0,0.2090639527603248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581025048488297,0.0,0.19588582732809895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264655029372613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Melcurse,2020/04/17,"Have you ever felt like this because i have been feeling like this for couple of months I've been having this weird eye issue accompanied with lightheadedness. It's like my vision is blurry but it's not. Almost like a ""not in this world"" feeling. I don't know it's very hard to explain. It will go away if I'm preoccupied like watching a movie or something like that",2.7533268101761266,5.042555369863017,3.833307240704503,86.15410958904111,77.49315068493149,5.815264187866927,22.757338551859107,6.868970318607317,0.7096160469667323,294,9,57,3,7,95,52,73,0.062,0.6779999999999999,0.259,0.9157,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,13,15,3,0,1,5,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,6,4,6,6,11,0,6,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,8,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251833713199279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112807882026912,0.0,0.0,0.13708386900049052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882382410009898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034155113928359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22741069045572584,0.1606532718739527,0.21591866132940396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278036549911713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014469986416284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347147675080901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358736293669645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6591857651916043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949590288800998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312248447058814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554834433568929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xchxse,2020/04/17,"Anxiety about learning Am I the only one who constantly gets caught up in the philosophical  meaning behind why things are the way they are when learning them? I  think this behavior brings me a lot of anxiety and turmoil in my  academic life because I am constantly doubting my understanding of  material and whether or not I truly understand or ""know"" something.  Basically, I feel like a fraud because I don't always have a 100% solid  understanding of everything I learn. I feel like that is a common  reality for most students, and I probably just beat myself up too much. I  achieve good grades in all my classes, but I feel really guilty  whenever I forget stuff or can't fully express certain concepts into my  own words. It makes me feel incompetent, and that I am not a smart  enough person who is worthy of academic success.",10.036045411542103,8.644429463576161,10.171201513718069,60.56119205298015,59.0,13.661684011352888,44.0879848628193,12.540900571622839,5.791411731315044,663,34,106,19,7,222,100,151,0.171,0.7290000000000001,0.1,-0.8424,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,4,8,0,2,8,0,10,1,0,1,2,34,24,10,0,0,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,13,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,4,22,6,13,23,6,13,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,6,6,82,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131468423765774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24145601610247744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924050626642741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410838015333018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306503434817118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183390492290887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191839307329676,0.2254860697141392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245180002940951,0.0,0.0,0.13236769615444474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673097164430912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146936933730613,0.15420083022147832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416863059664175,0.0,0.0,0.10534270742250704,0.0,0.0,0.17190675022954374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601214980329748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693949729045947,0.1200253841297869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779793085426495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015121262736427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110030078253628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214936619312924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066036573198915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048452431788166,0.1011214504019703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492872799087371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526616501101154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240344967477894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mastersexyface,2020/04/17,This sub too. I just can’t shut up the voices again.  I was doing so well for so long.  Why doesn’t anything ever seem good enough?  Why can’t I just be enough as I am?,-2.012631578947367,-0.1975191052631544,0.4161052631578954,105.61573684210528,95.31578947368422,3.04,10.23157894736842,3.1291,-2.1887536842105257,126,1,34,0,5,42,28,38,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.7185,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,3,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361158527471941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929430246507089,0.0,0.0,0.25954121633334243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066012201083106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539206986565877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26120687815091964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579811535996934,0.0,0.5178126169622055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LadyLumiere,2020/04/17,"Quarantine ruining progress... Has anyone else felt this? My 4 hour a day Mon-Fri job is gone (temporary layoff). I've had it for 3 years. My job and food shopping was my only outlet to doing outside stuff. it was getting good. My anxiety was tapering off slowly and I only had minor panic attacks being outside. I was talking to people ( ""hi"" and ""goodbye"" count right?). Now the virus fears and lack of small, daily outside stimulus has totally put me down. The two food trips when this started has been awful. I had to stop myself from vomiting the first time, and the second time I had to ask my sister to turn back due to my anxiety flaring up my IBS. I sweat and shake even thinking about stepping outside my gate. I'm just so upset... 😔",2.2425407925407903,4.6972748391608405,3.8888391608391615,84.16146386946389,80.32867132867133,6.330815850815853,25.617249417249425,7.554174236665415,1.6447075990675983,574,23,104,9,15,191,99,143,0.163,0.8170000000000001,0.02,-0.9521,2,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,1,4,5,1,15,4,1,0,1,12,23,8,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,6,2,1,2,1,1,5,0,6,0,3,11,1,15,1,13,11,2,22,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,12,70,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420671146561397,0.0,0.0,0.11617508446246982,0.17023905136300482,0.0,0.0,0.1553266732891079,0.1890182140495096,0.0,0.12775814983795358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071522127292769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879597917605402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097396968522622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696356049346205,0.0,0.0,0.15952887662891713,0.0,0.0,0.14132606049932614,0.40181550897637214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680587577905273,0.0,0.0,0.1393577069929787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362307219813024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297540378654375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527272559577129,0.0,0.19493978506958665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518663835272447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702540635624818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189014337945266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760095591246254,0.0,0.0,0.1389078129562801,0.0,0.0,0.1902005930778416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354408924801614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646142423888984,0.0,0.0,0.19376537005354424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072215300416314,0.1623032077835824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699436170086787
anxiety,sadhxoe,2020/04/17,"Scared of losing my job My mood shifts rapidly throughout the month, but during PMS I am the most unstable. I feel extremely low, irritable, and withdrawn. I get physical symptoms like pain and migraines too. I feel pathetic because I work from home, and today I couldn't handle it anymore. I fell asleep on the couch on my lunch, after crying from a  migraine. I texted my boss after my hour-long nap and said I wasn't coming back to work. I couldn't handle the anxiety of a response, so I  turned on 'do not disturb' on my phone. I know my coworkers and boss were texting me with questions but I avoided them and left it unanswered. I know lots of people right now who have lost their jobs and would say I'm privileged for being able to work from home. I have bills to pay, and illnesses that require medical insurance, but yet I act recklessly. I'm scared of losing my job, especially because I miss a lot of work due to being sick. Am I pathetic for not being able to work from home? Should I be on disability?",4.105151515151511,5.595924262626267,5.112545454545455,81.9188181818182,71.52525252525253,8.31030303030303,28.856565656565657,8.841846274778883,2.301787474747475,796,31,153,15,15,261,114,198,0.272,0.675,0.053,-0.9941,3,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,9,5,13,0,4,7,0,15,10,1,2,0,31,27,12,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,2,8,2,4,0,4,10,1,2,5,1,2,3,5,10,0,0,4,4,30,2,24,15,3,19,0,5,0,0,7,8,0,4,9,101,34,12,0.2390617268123213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144078333535244,0.0,0.11854249759778387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191185575946564,0.0,0.14572980977406494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029652548384442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129904071472584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087679207749495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244994267526709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596976058418012,0.0,0.11771382279619955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558478140474644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138207305178007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987063283337968,0.0,0.0,0.058396742123125726,0.0,0.0,0.10578105269753944,0.0,0.2674489226815007,0.13048205740925745,0.2032417312075842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041476959708725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540839477984142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718926621664234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286765034654738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339019229380974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207870424331944,0.11370122339155615,0.0950557401981396,0.2393424931945681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423833462917902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133012821320316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300152552344193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350994608269864,0.0,0.0,0.08491129585572428,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImagineAnxiety,2020/04/17,"Need Help Calming Down Hi everyone, my anxiety is high right now...probably due to all the craziness going on.  My son has a low grade fever, even though we haven't been out in 4 weeks besides getting groceries which we wipe down...so of course I'm worried he has COVID.  Plus I found out yesterday I'm laid off of my job starting tomorrow.  So my anxiety is very high right now...which leads to my current panic attack.

Well now I'm panicking about something I did today.  I was changing the battery on my lawn mower and got some battery acid on my hand.  I wiped it off on some cardboard and finished up.  When I went inside I washed my hands with soap and water.  I then had some pizza, which I ate with my hands.

Afterwards, I looked up how to clean up battery acid and saw that you should scrub with baking soda...which I did not before I ate.  Now I'm panicking that I ingested some battery acid, even though I washed and dried my hands before eating.  This was 7 hours ago but I am still panicking about it.  I even called poison control and they told me that everything is fine...but I just can't shake this feeling that I might have ingested some and now it's eating the inside of my throat or stomach.  I have zero burning anywhere, not even my hands where the battery acid got on.

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I'm not looking for medical advice...just some reassurance...and it kind of feels good just typing it out.  If anyone out there has knowledge of battery acid, that would be a plus.

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Thanks in advance.",3.3825255972696233,5.334562310580207,3.962369965870309,87.52896109215021,74.35836177474404,6.73578156996587,26.395767918088737,7.554174236665415,1.411751235494881,1179,43,230,15,25,372,157,293,0.087,0.84,0.073,-0.4089,3,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,2,1,1,3,20,10,2,2,6,0,21,21,7,3,1,44,43,18,0,4,8,1,7,0,0,3,7,0,3,0,14,18,9,1,4,0,0,5,5,5,1,1,14,15,35,5,33,25,7,45,0,1,3,0,10,23,0,9,17,149,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085995979570364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465632547942511,0.27651265140182724,0.0,0.0,0.17408425267736846,0.0,0.0,0.07955829585213335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944227296560085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363844069163133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618308613337047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036517352446575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761502657353274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328526640732572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006050155863203,0.0,0.0,0.10872258746640302,0.10225899416951484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506214867864599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475495463375,0.0,0.0,0.059445857766209975,0.0,0.06466434415549821,0.0954340746427774,0.18200206264937896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626498204180074,0.2404316718075405,0.0,0.0,0.1120513305103654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291005048250742,0.0,0.0,0.1184853653427056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109470726642347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462235127486095,0.0,0.12070362257845865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843671433939641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349744625257962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433664382883856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759414523500406,0.0,0.0,0.08053475223424407,0.0,0.0908656251517968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475422507071676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357843966351207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785105019828063,0.10872258746640302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388121174182967,0.0,0.0,0.09126822648482293,0.0,0.10230275154582907,0.10547609392741543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555009241412185,0.0,0.08082673257894024,0.0,0.27651265140182724,0.0
anxiety,andiwasjustthere,2020/04/17,what's wrong with me It feels like nothing is real and I don't know how to describe that and I know it sounds insane but I'm really scared and don't know why,-1.3449999999999989,0.6693300555555624,0.9846666666666692,100.82700000000004,95.66666666666666,3.991111111111112,12.755555555555556,5.6839178017228535,-1.2289377777777781,126,2,31,1,5,42,27,36,0.228,0.723,0.049,-0.7535,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525620075641514,0.2334890175635401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388553551153008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967372353218834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313604348998785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720066418087281,0.2093771019648278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272160885899826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294915261101278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573397474605733,0.0,0.0
anxiety,athenq,2020/04/17,How can I stop seeking constant reassurance? My anxiety in general has gotten so much better that last couple months but something that’s gotten worse with quarantine is when I get anxious thinking that someone doesn’t like me anymore. I recently reconnected with a guy during quarantine and we’ve been texting every day for a bit now and he’s constantly telling me that I’m a fun person or that I’m a blast to talk to but even that’s not enough. I’ve had a couple days that I haven’t been able to fall asleep until 4-5am in the morning because I think someone hates me (him or just random friends). I’m so tired of my days being controlled by this and I feel like I come off as someone who’s fishing for attention. How can I feel more secure in my relationships?,4.426114081996435,5.668270732026143,5.413630421865719,81.02315508021394,70.43790849673205,8.178015448603684,30.90255496137849,8.575989854853784,2.418769934640523,614,26,117,10,11,202,99,153,0.12300000000000001,0.757,0.12,-0.1514,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,1,0,6,0,10,2,1,3,0,23,22,14,0,0,6,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,9,6,0,3,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,2,15,7,15,16,4,18,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,14,74,24,0,0.14598077557602995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167489374870923,0.1649167246251516,0.14477370316687815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898852584657588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291081329951025,0.15937319823963228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257495121375067,0.0,0.3155067155541169,0.16372985280581562,0.0,0.3230499031522998,0.0,0.2824365706748792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083716429109753,0.0,0.09641892549048356,0.0,0.12299509952202885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762453272554346,0.10428869523985396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278438508906995,0.0,0.07626893010415782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445439188851113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412579338801346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189938158890353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426376663453088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165204623269496,0.0,0.10731266681169813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274647824919872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413840462934185,0.15672872118849224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371067112260144,0.11238313301384308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204646496799122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733381775451407,0.1275936322165898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870771730875011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778342688504225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876688179853845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,queenizabel,2020/04/17,Extreme Nervousness my heart rate gets high. my throat feels tighter. leg is trembling. full of anxiety when I heard my mom yell about the smoke from the bathroom. I sprayed the aerosols and turned on the candle. maybe all of those combined is what smelled bad. Paranoia has hit.,2.7015999999999987,5.689366660000005,1.0075000000000005,98.97125,92.4,4.1000000000000005,28.25,5.985473137389443,1.0505999999999998,223,11,42,2,8,60,42,50,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.872,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,3,3,3,0,1,3,8,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,5,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224901368330523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971468861483067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799448026358769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859338325609816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42172228280687385,0.0,0.3760092282967344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575316413157901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41680509184200415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870977884292575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,RadGhostKillz,2020/04/17,"Does Anxiety cause Numbness or weird feeling? Hello Everyone I am 18 years old I have been sick with Bronchitis for the past month and a half because I have to take the natural way of it since I can’t take any actual strong meds.

Now I did take Mucinex DM which gave me my first 2 anxiety attacks in my life which was terrible I almost went to Urgent Care.

But recently I’ve been so tired and still sick I feel like my anxiety is coming back and I am sweating a lot I know I had that before. But for a whole day or some time does anxiety cause like a weird feeling in your feet and hands and just make you feel your heartbeat kinda or something like that??",3.512462686567161,4.76464278358209,4.430029850746268,87.16832835820897,72.65671641791045,8.345074626865673,26.832835820895525,8.841846274778883,1.8674202985074628,519,18,110,10,10,168,89,134,0.2,0.657,0.14400000000000002,-0.7989,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,2,5,10,1,0,6,0,11,8,3,3,0,25,24,11,0,0,6,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,7,5,17,5,8,17,3,16,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,7,14,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1362850046474137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984622836805016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497149218712524,0.0,0.4273486351321454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887990392437004,0.0,0.10738754819941652,0.0,0.0851335599846841,0.0,0.11883774963271485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238953390846842,0.2869322468079921,0.0,0.12030206740429016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006715754520878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444294173341468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344816847940805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824589325969737,0.09977092897609983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879210174031855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675178890583048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986438101942369,0.2046879450192222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873131613893873,0.0,0.0,0.09322207614621413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512735071476008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147281826038008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654644093270552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333183292068224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789435660239008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552564441523876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751471725912272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153019383383232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150138618300626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143507104006782,0.16051508103168816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085315973857117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946336065930347,0.0,0.15592195971703698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899344753253809
anxiety,badcompanyy,2020/04/17,"I want to go home, but I’m already home.. I get this thought pretty frequently. I’m at home and all I can think, over and over, is that I want to go home. I realize this is some kind of safety/security anxiety thing but it’s very difficult to navigate. Sometimes I can get quite distressed with this constant dialogue. I am home, I am safe...but all I want is to go home 🙁",-0.2600000000000016,1.96540864102564,2.428923076923077,91.54107692307691,90.79487179487178,6.70974358974359,23.18461538461539,7.908726449838941,1.4360830769230777,286,12,65,7,10,99,43,78,0.133,0.754,0.11199999999999999,-0.5467,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,14,19,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,9,18,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199043016684308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053644250196005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488391103777809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391832752252015,0.0,0.2348284122116712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8289371555677781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342644093958826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012272283953536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649468829460555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362202396822858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915028661691139,0.08825295514053114,0.0,0.10934363847291388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364313248543716,0.24371329463616145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itsLouisJohn,2020/04/17,"Super Anxious. Meditation is helping. Okay, so every since the pandemic started and this worldwide lockdown. I've become super anxious. I got to the point where I was on the verge of panic attacks.

My friend suggests CBD oil but doesn't seem to have much effect for me. Has anyone else tried it?

Anyway, I've started meditating again. I don't know why I ever stopped tbh. But, it's working, I'm feeling less anxious every day. I've also stopped watching the news lol

I've been watching guided meditations on Youtube:  
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=\_y40Cu8Lnwk](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_y40Cu8Lnwk)  
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YX7BrbcCSU](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YX7BrbcCSU)

Can anyone provide me with a source for more meditation? I'm running out.",9.152488938053095,13.779964309734519,5.334286504424783,69.39753595132743,74.04424778761063,5.302876106194692,30.07134955752212,6.9077264865688965,2.2605402654867266,649,26,77,7,16,174,81,113,0.124,0.7340000000000001,0.142,0.4871,0,1,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,4,6,6,1,1,5,2,8,0,0,1,1,13,16,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,4,7,4,9,13,3,14,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,7,44,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134050620856397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5681097186180865,0.0,0.2344162893112671,0.1717528629354155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906990150028373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851299809917612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810503911276696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003019046775558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516275051756896,0.28246462586773396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475684919005919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950759526886996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406599436393074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235631622789442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212298209227787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322455284653885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966732422299672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584609515436421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260060744219536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866213443860764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372933906784725,0.0,0.0,0.2802860374082527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380719440421083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125658338141126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203387846476413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Leading-Coffee,2020/04/17,"[Questions] How to stop rereading my textbooks over and over? I have some symptoms of OCD/anxiety that I didn't realize were real until this past school term at my university, when my head was running in circles so much I had to look up why because it didn't feel normal.

Anyways, one of my biggest symptoms is reading OCD. Whenever I'm studying I always have to read the same paragraph at least twice because I'm **terrified** of forgetting information when I'm writing exams. I want to fix this part quickly before my summer term starts, and I read about Exposure and Response Prevention. Is this safe to do without an expert? Is it okay to just go cold and try to stop doing everything OCD wants me to do?

And a more long term fix I need is that I don't just reread paragraphs I just read, I feel the need to go back and reread entire textbooks and chapters I've already read before. I think this habit developed during my first year when I realized that my knowledge of math (my major) isn't as good as I thought, so I went back and did a bunch of high school math review during first year which made me feel better, which led to me not paying attention to my first year, and so during my second year I needed to review content from first year, etc.

Idk if it's helping or not, my marks aren't great so I feel like I really need to go back and review because I feel dumb, but at the same time I feel like it's dropping my grades because it's taking so much time and my head hurts and can't focus when I don't reread so I'm pretty lost. I do feel like I need to stop rereading everything I've ever learned though, how should I go about doing that?

I would go to a therapist if it wasn't for Covid and also my school term is about to being in May so I was hoping for some quick advice on here. I'm male 20 if that is relevant.

Thanks!

P.S One more quick question, how do you distinguish just normal exam fear, and wanting to do good and not fail, with actual anxiety? Which one is causing me to reread everything I read?",5.447165851670738,5.378628210268952,6.000993276283622,82.39149806438469,67.63080684596575,8.87045639771801,30.00010187449063,8.472884824447931,2.0661759576202123,1594,53,323,21,24,518,182,409,0.075,0.8370000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.7975,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,7,32,16,1,1,7,1,33,4,2,6,1,80,68,39,0,16,13,0,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,18,16,0,5,18,6,1,8,12,5,0,9,12,9,45,11,43,52,17,54,0,3,1,0,7,11,1,10,37,219,63,22,0.0,0.0,0.06881429927128382,0.0,0.0,0.06890827557313693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781712671853942,0.05639232065099871,0.05867569022782669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789043500141307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626693758184709,0.0,0.1719457335742042,0.0,0.1200093361570976,0.0,0.0,0.062366446761105136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244025692155172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864495757941213,0.0,0.06378655195143329,0.0,0.0,0.1901280649009021,0.0,0.0,0.07935109090847585,0.2495881608344113,0.15113181196047956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399264764710329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003818298530334,0.11829242069642,0.0,0.0777451052752776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447413187936112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726597587844049,0.07450495165552917,0.0,0.07003916952683359,0.0,0.0,0.07548977474592465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335295172214788,0.0,0.0,0.06240521665584078,0.059216416121371664,0.0,0.07697750074020554,0.0,0.0,0.06672477356038793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036760359900466,0.2614368520015114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381831336168569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433521814996316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636290541785541,0.06731633775939352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174101466376144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799008042543397,0.0,0.42321575614195184,0.08026364355315098,0.045174916766505965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141005311688916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991220812710078,0.0,0.0,0.1768657988438895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465880702031453,0.053019915185971406,0.0,0.0,0.06492246562968333,0.0,0.08187552869120636,0.0,0.045184367107307916,0.06928247311644818,0.05598252312051887,0.08223791552456512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478763302865116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477804234698565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536985098341506,0.0636305128325858,0.0,0.0,0.06797575253453851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009316582957324,0.0,0.0,0.2270527823606784
anxiety,LovelyBlue555,2020/04/17,How do u handle online dating F(23) I recently started online dating around the time where things started to close. I've never really dated before. Anyone I've been close to were friends first. I'm really struggling with the text aspect of the dating. Idk if it's just me but it's horribly stressful waiting on a response and I think being locked up has made that anxiety more intense. How do you deal with this type of anxiety?,2.4864634146341444,5.329388621951222,3.8689756097560974,81.92907317073171,83.51219512195122,6.206829268292682,22.83414634146341,7.554174236665415,1.5368936585365858,345,12,57,6,10,113,61,82,0.192,0.762,0.046,-0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,3,1,15,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,4,1,9,8,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,10,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773760604945033,0.0,0.0,0.17246474512532065,0.0,0.0,0.2195724864076672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988260220163585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542872809623618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098019822094972,0.0,0.0,0.1905626479752087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333879938780226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902331527657582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160230491662736,0.0,0.2435389973478815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34916297210851605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825389208901347,0.25785412229518984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386456411845038,0.1580445797133912,0.0,0.0,0.14382470783222662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cbriana25,2020/04/17,"First post on Reddit- need advice I’m fairly new to this app. I’m not a huge social media person. Im a 21 F, and have severe anxiety. I’m not sure what to expect from this post and I’m uncertain if anyone will read it; however, anxiety has taken over my life in so many ways. I’ve been trying to learn how to cope with it, but haven’t found any ways yet. I constantly worry about almost everything, and it’s put a toll on my relationship with my boyfriend and just always gets in the way. I do workout, walk my dog a lot (even during this quarantine) and I try to stay busy. Throughout the last year or so, I have social anxiety now I think. I can’t go to social events anymore and I’m not interested in being out with large groups of people at events. It would be great to have some advice from others especially if you experience anxiety. This took a lot for me to post. Thanks for reading!",1.6439890710382483,3.748074737704922,3.721448087431696,86.48960382513663,80.31147540983606,6.9081967213114766,20.549180327868854,7.984000788550335,0.9550852459016396,699,19,145,13,18,238,115,183,0.11199999999999999,0.835,0.053,-0.5706,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,7,0,12,1,0,1,1,31,25,13,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,10,0,0,3,3,0,4,5,1,0,1,4,0,12,4,25,17,3,29,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,8,9,90,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304466152775763,0.0,0.0,0.11807292790898093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981131373526162,0.0,0.0,0.0801849451449395,0.0,0.3608127668281621,0.0,0.11693810186455655,0.0824475746917273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742216174401175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788048439764438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597268291620784,0.11534162853444108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029681478449816,0.0,0.12928561792532842,0.0,0.0,0.06160472325101934,0.0,0.0670127268004954,0.0,0.0,0.12999959885856546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736637203412596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611490663912092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328550312474704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049098634417176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954536686304035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743106274460252,0.0,0.11388119784166102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174609050655071,0.10295716275220396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33878444034533023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853522405160395,0.0,0.0,0.23588999948087835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659453175909804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320822995841627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605926407242796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567966593924598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113169261932024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855853187006566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555394745212421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310057824457136,0.1601104972468499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807817691839598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974646732825715,0.0,0.08376207660073641,0.0,0.0,0.07593216453202352
anxiety,ArousedAries,2020/04/17,"I’m being taking advantage of by my residential assistants at college by not being compensated for anything I do, and I’m scared to speak up So long story short, I talked to my residential assistants, and one thing lead to another that I’m into photography, and am handy with photoshop.

This lead to them offering me a “trial run” of making a needed flyer for them to test my skills. They loved the flyer and that was that.

They’re aware I have no where else to live, and I’m currently still living in the dorms with 22 other students. They once mentioned if I do a lot for the school, they may be able to advocate for me to get me free housing throughout the summer so I have a place to live until next semester. 

They told me this a month ago, and it hasn’t been brought up again. 

A few days ago they had me film 4 hours worth of footage for a promo for the school, on top of that they then had me edit all the footage and gave me 2 days to finish one of the videos. 

The next day they called me upstairs and had me take pictures of the bland common area and since they know I’m handy with photoshop, they told me everything that they wanted to add to the room and had me edit it in so they can show the head director of housing to get approved for their plans. They gave me two days for this, and I managed to finish it in one. 

They also mentioned that I would get commission for this, but it hasn’t exactly been spoken about again.

I handed in the first film and room edits today a day before the due date, and then there’s one more film I need to edit then I’m done with all their requests until they have more.

They’ve also mentioned “hiring” me as a photographer / videographer in the past, but so far I’ve been doing everything for free with no compensation, I feel like a rabbit with a carrot dangling in front of me. 

I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to come off as rude, but I also feel like I’m in debt to them for the college allowing me to stay here (Since everyone else was practically kicked out) despite it being a SUNY school (so it’s actually just paid for by the state, the RAs themself aren’t exactly doing anything for me) 

I was thinking of giving it a little time to see how my edits and film goes with their higher ups and giving them a chance to compensate me, but I also feel like I’m being taken advantage of. I’m really not sure what to do...",5.322941089837997,5.076966253608251,6.201233431516937,81.45416237113403,67.90721649484536,9.40279823269514,28.043078055964656,9.04235418022936,1.9791634756995584,1863,52,390,30,28,618,208,485,0.035,0.884,0.081,0.9534,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,21,9,18,11,1,1,31,0,34,3,2,5,5,57,71,37,0,6,8,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,3,0,21,26,0,0,6,6,5,6,9,2,0,6,18,6,57,11,75,46,6,63,0,0,1,1,36,24,0,3,34,274,78,18,0.0908026284788421,0.0,0.08861026695872005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098210285879544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904593167537758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521447318709172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944565270545415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726634890589362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271963601938324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821842422032292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29280091727411856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292261493309506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170788911055022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676580277268972,0.16321509497899914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773761181785266,0.1946082477855236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723666939755884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232187691973952,0.174212310524128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318969337824236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942229825503514,0.2095480837406329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980549983617044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308473297050505,0.0910080884422242,0.2405411535842691,0.08035746881169469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719714759998876,0.08195291737346493,0.0,0.060611459603592724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247779174420428,0.0,0.0,0.1346579969222674,0.0,0.0,0.19313925104121785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670183585276093,0.24612084419103644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866813834146297,0.0,0.0,0.09486942040608504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817048893773283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909092717539345,0.27569132322467826,0.07235793864169685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022574521234006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678352028429024,0.0725150963977402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558040273634113,0.0,0.13654455217908876,0.07298371322885842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032523158982294,0.05818265787980127,0.0,0.0,0.05294774288140791,0.0,0.08607027452527452,0.17353160554537944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870097388587167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071154857836046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450358201668435,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xm45-h4t,2020/04/17,"When im conscious of my breath (usually only when im anxious, even slightly) i find it physically difficult to breathe out longer than i breathe in. For example my breathing will be like 2 seconds in 1 second out, it feels very easy to breath in for a long time, but difficult to exhale out longer than i can breathe in. And when i do force myself to breathe out longer, it feels like i have to breath in longer after to ‘catch up’. Will practice improve this? Is there something else wrong? Im not often an anxious person but have been feeling this way almost once a day the last week or so.",4.60173076923077,5.5447727094017125,4.838536324786325,86.42139423076927,69.76923076923077,7.559401709401709,30.86431623931624,7.645422480735847,1.8762829059829067,465,19,94,5,8,146,72,117,0.111,0.784,0.105,-0.2056,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,9,8,8,0,0,16,12,8,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,3,8,2,22,8,0,22,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,3,12,62,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707707682294982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995517751195102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404547095745195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477249270822463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167994117103727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682428551549864,0.12633264880409326,0.0,0.0,0.16162614782139398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730440985439096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414605454593546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278760816015132,0.0,0.0,0.1564955031715084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832602225001915,0.0,0.13449278458813765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440756607813608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613804297664556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311528954998248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947613740206604,0.14590934593310412,0.0,0.1403652691399888,0.14184826744136986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334389810173785,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brokedollarsign,2020/04/17,"I'm not okay :( So some background:


I'm Canadian and I'm about to graduate from a college ( american refer to as community college) and once this is done I'm moving away for university elsewhere. Well because of Covid, idk if in school will be a thing and i'm super anxious that i'll be in my room isolated for a year. I was diagnosed with anxiety about three years ago.


However, I also don't want to sit around at my parents home for a year because my dad isn't the best person and he makes my anxiety worse.


So, I plan to move and just have a room near campus and focus (as much as possible) on school. But rverything about my future and Covid scares me. I want to make friends but if campus is closed I don't see how i'll do that. But I also do not want to put off continuing my studies because I'm already going to be spending an additional 3 years ( i can make it two if i fast track) at University on top of the three at college


Having anxiety plus the uncertainty of Covid sucks :(",2.9064108910891093,4.356267004950496,4.8723638613861375,82.61666460396042,74.49504950495049,8.218316831683168,27.97153465346535,8.841846274778883,2.1689198019801985,773,31,160,16,16,266,111,202,0.133,0.8009999999999999,0.066,-0.7359,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,11,7,1,1,9,1,16,1,0,4,0,30,31,22,0,6,9,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,5,12,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,2,1,3,2,1,15,5,33,25,3,28,0,0,1,0,5,15,1,4,8,106,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012701138460699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954559196275052,0.2167446506836311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110087647111949,0.15309483055131634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063822609332132,0.0,0.0,0.12732201207654484,0.0,0.0,0.24782841127470234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422159819761272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754617818742162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868021132444147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469954677605946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701702858379061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593388466763362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27137452059096223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880647321596017,0.099620063270655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432042233398282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047479887095075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832759425234815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277425131626446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623129776747006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356754437793649,0.2742994335852563,0.10798893497623244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003099913940257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237972060981393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397930506252873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184541640225725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810267340903426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34907218168288107
anxiety,dhdhdhshsgs,2020/04/17,"Has anyone successfully taken a break from drinking to reduce anxiety while drinking? I am a college student and who has drank most weekends to various levels of intoxication for the last 2-3 years. For the last 3-4 months whenever I drink I get super bad anxiety the next day and more recently I’ve noticed that I don’t even really like feeling drunk anymore. 

I don’t like drinking but I do really enjoy parties, bars, concerts, sporting events, basically anywhere people usually drink. I’m at the point where I drink even though I don’t want to because, well, I have anxiety and I don’t think I could even go at all sober. 

I’m wondering if I take an extended break from drinking, however long that may be, if the shitty effects I’ve gotten recently might go away? Has anyone successfully done this? Or lowered overall anxiety from quitting completely?",5.545754716981134,7.371587679245287,6.720896226415096,70.47681603773587,68.43396226415095,10.079874213836481,35.89150943396226,10.317481424215053,4.306437735849057,687,36,111,19,12,231,99,159,0.10800000000000001,0.721,0.171,0.9056,2,0,7,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,6,8,0,0,8,0,15,11,0,1,1,17,28,9,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,10,0,4,12,0,2,4,1,1,0,4,2,12,7,12,20,4,23,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,7,15,69,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177206272135755,0.0,0.10297209657014827,0.145201597901159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755230589550844,0.0,0.08669424891968883,0.06329419553871829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886445249868597,0.0,0.0,0.08290031872546041,0.0,0.0,0.06696217428601102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625479582149876,0.0,0.7120015017901588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057374790368864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249989227123485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424722490475048,0.0,0.11801869306074428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692716623660903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014528138201968,0.0,0.0,0.09188685066026993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014790276192574,0.0,0.0,0.08287662770702686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042506551972177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182118739089228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198309354826248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981535175591957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104366683531013,0.0,0.0,0.1330331357843479,0.0,0.20504046517137586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780677207737497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665304827874422,0.10201307842153616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143547828937461,0.0,0.06124200271081666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335621656444344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125999019465682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686352911755092
anxiety,stoned-possum,2020/04/17,"I feel like I'm not gonna be able to get my license or drive due to my anxiety I've only practiced a little bit with driving and every single time I have i get super anxious before, during, and after. I don't understand how people even like driving, its so stressful to me personally. 

I even get anxiety from being a passenger in someone else's car. I cant help but be on edge all the time and physically and mentally uncomfortable :[ 

does anyone else feel like this?",5.1093548387096765,5.746519021505383,6.949623655913983,72.84443548387098,68.46236559139786,9.640860215053763,31.62903225806452,9.725611199111238,3.1172451612903216,371,15,67,8,6,130,68,93,0.16899999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.098,-0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,14,8,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,9,4,8,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,41,11,0,0.18101927823957592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769585047634454,0.20450025932169194,0.0,0.12657288825297186,0.1854756424250544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154034073082049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976261682555973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841119025484232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024367581654351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912305208753354,0.0,0.1525165492142946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305757219733815,0.2586404170874301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28372530475498337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133340648136698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26531062713279197,0.18142887226677107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824248562768671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767331814228034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254959750785872,0.158059051519745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337704702263166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735697162313474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111075937199417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844745263512436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brookie454,2020/04/18,"Super paranoid about my heart and death in general I want to know if anyone else has this form of anxiety and if they know how to deal with it. I'm a F 16 I started getting extreme panic attacks and paranoia approximately a year ago during that time I smoked a lot of weed daily for like a year prior ,which I believe was a big contribution to my anxiety, I remember slowly getting more and more paranoid about my heartbeat as I was smoking it and then decided to stop because I didnt want my anxiety to get worse. Slowly my paranoia since then has gotten super bad, I have about 1-2 massive panic attacks a day about my breathing and my heartbeat even tho I had my heart checked at the hospital ( my parents rushed me there because my panic attack was making me hurt physically) and sure enough I'm perfectly healthy besides for my occasional  habit of smoking which I haven't done alot of since lockdown. I have also been sick for over 3 weeks with very clear signs of COVID19 which considering it affects your breathing has really raised my anxiety but I know deep down that when I panic I'm fine and nothing wrong with me but I cant seem to shake it off
I really want to get professional  help but I dont know where to start and I also have quite bad social anxiety which makes getting help so  difficult. 

It's gotten to the point where it affects  my life so much and is making me very depressed and I just need some advice because I know that it's not okay to be panicking constantly.

Thanks for reading and please if your in a similar situation let me know, it would be great to know I'm not alone since no one else I've met understands how bad this is.",6.2110558310670285,6.188630972644379,6.800847864341705,77.14518796992483,66.02127659574468,9.844248920172774,34.03311470164773,9.549672527348893,3.0754279635258355,1326,55,254,24,19,436,168,329,0.18899999999999997,0.6729999999999999,0.139,-0.9307,1,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,4,17,24,3,5,10,1,22,6,4,7,3,56,53,29,1,8,9,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,17,15,0,1,11,1,1,2,7,15,0,1,10,0,40,9,34,39,8,27,0,2,0,0,9,11,0,7,15,167,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951508316822889,0.0721307392272367,0.0,0.0,0.08427611649920899,0.0,0.13014518297891187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31124407195070425,0.0,0.0,0.05689669818525971,0.0833745029716322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777147697215402,0.0,0.0,0.2038248856685044,0.14880954999806606,0.0,0.0,0.09167757934960603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793345718136486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524777505929846,0.08389022734329073,0.07008497313876379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327108153048714,0.09536654626141512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595054349297522,0.0,0.0,0.08407829484234666,0.0,0.053744969841292574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256570364291125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971213487014545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285074169024533,0.1090829213687898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710964927430426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130367319098198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832076574503284,0.057474948804912634,0.03975390223943954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917896118558574,0.0,0.0,0.16294790448912586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981726110350236,0.060335780738196725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780779476809005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513929224263781,0.0,0.0,0.3818867071789989,0.09035318828403192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932124145782337,0.07692217090047011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654838347094904,0.08139331057079166,0.0,0.1042570644506702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217780957469804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407736663723878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193351672079807,0.0914647396700691,0.0,0.0829477831774787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519003624242626,0.0,0.0,0.06803004229277025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669147815955056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491575157111055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744825377016683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471038296078345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342796728494307,0.1439846859069743,0.0,0.06527114087338322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292429660435005,0.057803830004000085,0.08896673211199932,0.0,0.10480088623796764
anxiety,Ebony_Corvis,2020/04/18,"Anxiety causing nocturnal orgasm I have GAD and depression- untreated.  When my anxiety is pretty bad for a long stretch I will have nocturnal orgasms.  The dreams I am having at the time are not at all sexual. They usually involve a very stressful situation- like once I needed to solve a timed problem or all the money in my bank account would be gone, but  I couldn't. I kept messing it up.   I remember feeling extremely anxious in my dream, and as the timer ran out, I woke to an orgasm.   Does this happen to anyone else..  at all?",3.112871287128712,5.604195188118816,4.822267326732675,78.47854950495051,77.31683168316832,8.396435643564358,29.9019801980198,9.120678840339163,3.1259972277227717,418,20,73,11,10,141,75,101,0.141,0.746,0.113,-0.4412,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,8,0,10,3,3,1,3,17,17,6,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,3,2,2,5,0,0,4,1,12,1,12,9,3,15,0,1,0,3,2,8,0,1,6,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230882497436289,0.2385614802217267,0.0,0.14765465666265415,0.21636815497819376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763177505467542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169292933099807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188002074075488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479589295499813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640505919337346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677366751035787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186736532335746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316677370367812,0.0,0.0,0.18687840329815594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657954281219866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488867490975936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483534534125406,0.0,0.20206073667486604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23921393083920006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373634176230968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241894001742532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462693211779909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325734213669237,0.1742369911062152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500087868936871,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daanaaalvarez,2020/04/18,"Could It be anxiety? Hey im a 20yo girl, i had panic attacks and anxiety since i was 16, but It was just random episodes, like once every month, i checked my health yearly just in case and i was fine, so i diagnosed myself with panic attacks and anxiety.
But since march ive been feeling awful eveyday. 
Theres always a random chest pain, abdominal pain, ribs pain, shoulder pain, cold sweats, you name them. Laughing hurts so fucking much. I feel like im chocking. I can breath, i even did some lung test i found on Google, i workout etc so im ok. But this awful feeling is always there and its freaking me out. Everyday is a fucking torture. I can function, so i guess ill have to wait what happens. Could It be anxiety? Could the anxiety be a physical, daily pain, no matter if youre doing good emotianally?  Helpppp",0.7817452830188678,3.3265558616352213,2.504441823899373,88.90685141509434,94.1572327044025,5.165723270440252,24.23506289308176,6.816661863887847,1.2657817610062885,638,28,120,10,24,209,101,159,0.355,0.524,0.121,-0.9942,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,0,9,20,5,2,5,3,19,16,6,0,0,26,28,12,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,14,0,0,7,4,19,6,5,15,3,7,0,1,0,2,6,3,2,5,6,74,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708534369372463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926978012758003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335958374359806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459124408060619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420429494631343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145002406282234,0.0678102280118368,0.0,0.08650091981942402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573373961600492,0.07334493894530529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125684733213203,0.0,0.18982697431613269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611175497525375,0.0,0.0,0.11309867949552255,0.0,0.09078761078349727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912964519842784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099065679404918,0.0,0.3326921806717376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031529213532188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194738821493028,0.0,0.07547166044468875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109336428346085,0.0,0.0,0.5462217554062401,0.240913938224983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985351190390338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611383365387186
anxiety,theharrypotterchild,2020/04/18,Do you ever just want compliments? I know that relying on others isn’t practicing good boundaries. But sometimes I just want a little affirmation and I’m good at something.,3.8679032258064514,7.1253208709677445,4.942177419354842,73.43326612903226,82.2258064516129,8.261290322580646,30.330645161290327,8.841846274778883,3.6311225806451617,141,7,21,4,4,46,26,31,0.0,0.654,0.34600000000000003,0.8442,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32180204950706504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967832130233927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551442470578026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35656139360179295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738786729533174,0.35185219624233605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196687079256896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bstump123,2020/04/18,"Does Clonidine work? Just wondering if anyone has had any success with clonidine for anxiety? I have tried so many different medications that are non-benzos with no luck. I would rather not have to take xanax or klonopin due to the likely hood of becoming addicted to it. 

Also anyone know of some medication that is not addictive that works for anxiety?",6.251904761904763,8.543656095238095,6.368444444444448,71.84600000000003,67.4126984126984,10.754285714285713,33.234920634920634,10.793553405168565,4.284735873015872,286,13,46,9,5,91,50,63,0.083,0.8109999999999999,0.107,0.5632,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,0,13,10,4,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,9,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,33,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480077614414777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432253904978092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397336649971228,0.0,0.3143837673987189,0.0,0.0,0.2873532372186491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269368715822114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468320195112275,0.0,0.0,0.17981721425369893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292661104835315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003873059855003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832479482281527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139996130342105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449562959967605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395076503723594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283464371290213,0.2991842429570587,0.0,0.0,0.1459673250388113,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IamDeann,2020/04/18,"one of my only friends commited suicide last month. i dont know how i am ever going to get over it TRIGGER WARNING This next part is disturbing so im putting it far down. I dont know if it works like that, I hope it does so only people that click on this post can see it 

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She shot herself in the heart with a crossbow. And she only told me. She came to me saying ""im gonna tell you something later that will freak you out"" as in she told me about the plan. She had schizophrenia so part of me doesn't blame her.  I have panic disorder and severe anxiety and now this had became an intrusive thought. Ive been drinking every night to forget about it. I didnt even get to say bye to her. I cant tell if she even liked me because of how she told me. This is all just insane to me and I don't know what to do. I've been thinking of suicide myself personally ever since it happened because she has left me with a cut that I dont think is ever going to heal",3.8519469026548654,6.088904150442481,3.958592920353983,86.80797787610621,73.86725663716814,5.5819469026548685,29.88407079646018,6.2581,1.4931653097345134,942,42,169,6,20,290,115,226,0.151,0.7929999999999999,0.057,-0.9682,0,0,2,0,0,2,94.0,0,2,0,2,14,8,1,2,5,0,21,3,1,3,5,27,39,12,2,3,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,0,1,16,8,1,0,6,1,0,4,7,4,0,1,10,4,33,4,23,27,3,22,0,0,2,0,23,8,0,3,12,119,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198193600520977,0.5829604643155369,0.0,0.0,0.01835074023852627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0292457018261326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02743586043809958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02749230509369285,0.0,0.02099204431887916,0.0,0.0843412072198023,0.023499089612835682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031687671174061585,0.06509550798771083,0.020210909060896468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01853305505164504,0.0,0.025065460599605776,0.0,0.027265845452234386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021212492875587845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028425873651059686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02382547825471636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182227289501363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039549501983107735,0.019553406607973115,0.0,0.0,0.026063012157256742,0.0,0.0,0.023438632224913998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019146978025753013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025511490531113675,0.022511095707450468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016254877121661168,0.05473182275798645,0.0,0.02814472786608561,0.0,0.051953292844314214,0.0,0.016630246047975316,0.02094538024217053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02297385544783116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024114546996863263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038152411493669006,0.0,0.0,0.01911531557212684,0.0,0.0,0.02709959125991741,0.0,0.019843106234766428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01846712015477173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247791684829215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041933106400179734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0307410599880354,0.0,0.019043777878335142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876463310052586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01746353627412981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829604643155369,0.0
anxiety,turritopsisdohrnii12,2020/04/18,"Slight remark/request from flatmate is making me feel guilty, shameful and like a disgusting human being Hey guys, so I recently discovered that the way I often react to social situations can be defined as anxiety, so this might belong to this sub. Let me know if it doesn’t. 


I (F20) live in a flat with two flatmates, one of which (F22) lives two floors above my own room. It’s a non-smoking flat. I haven’t smoked in a while and felt like getting cigarettes today. I lit one up in my room this evening, I didn’t think it would smell so much honestly.
I then got a message from my flatmate from two floors up that she could smell the cigarettes in her room and that if it’s me that it would be great if I could stop doing it. I said that I didn’t realize the smell would go up to her room, and said I’ll stop and thanked her for letting me know. She said, ok great. 

Thing is, I now feel so guilty for lighting that cigarette. So shameful. I literally feel like a disgusting human being, and I’m ashamed as to whatever my flatmate now thinks of me. It seems that a slight criticism, or request like this just brings out all the guilt inside of me, guilt which has been in me since I was a child and I don’t even know what it’s based on. I’m worried that small remarks like this have such a power over me. It’s hard for me to move on, I now feel awkward and I feel the need to explain myself to my flatmate tomorrow. It’s like if someone has a slight remark on the things I do, I go beyond just accepting it - it weighs down on me and I criticize myself more. It’s like I dig myself a big hole and just stay there. 


My question is how do I help myself with this? How do I forgive myself and not dwell and allow things like this to weigh so much on me ?  Is this anxiety??",3.3160025220680964,4.203036699453556,4.343715846994538,88.99282471626734,72.71584699453553,7.597982345523329,25.825556956704496,7.882392219407189,1.2380331231609922,1376,43,304,18,26,448,161,366,0.13,0.752,0.11800000000000001,0.3187,1,0,4,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,1,20,24,2,7,17,1,31,2,0,5,1,57,57,29,0,10,9,0,7,8,0,4,0,3,4,4,35,15,2,2,17,0,0,4,6,9,0,5,9,15,49,15,38,36,5,41,0,0,1,0,20,25,0,9,18,219,84,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511318654181455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618898050858284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339230893688632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563077397495855,0.07242698558255349,0.09734216794152008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296766527135193,0.0,0.11523492014162935,0.0,0.08108407124867488,0.22354699037257936,0.0,0.10038365428832263,0.0,0.0,0.09081793788621527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795390280350083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714991327331666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073389673080164,0.0,0.396239158238997,0.0,0.17904349749717646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767295878977883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754978257559106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775252245000903,0.1490541799208554,0.07517312019899461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373974975621468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357051631345105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010203052182916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893111546729566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229393766211463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386384960374639,0.11395708790149242,0.0,0.10334570297676256,0.08590024172167676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080592221762016,0.0,0.16951899797592476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333849216420084,0.0,0.0,0.20206015189510315,0.1299223821610857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609783659835508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971050716968397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047193991838332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029578653088918,0.0,0.21605559127713805,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mitchjs14,2020/04/18,"Advice on how to get over guilt of stupid things I’ve done whilst drunk! I’m 19 and have history of mental health problems (anxiety and depression), I finally feeling like I’m starting to do well and live good life, however recently I can’t stop thinking about all bad decisions and things I did over last 2 years whilst blackout drunk or being intoxicated like;

1) whilst very drunk I Made casual racial comment and jokingly said “N- word” whilst in taxi with Asian taxi driver. Was a joke but obviously very inappropriate and horrible to say! 

2) Got very drunk and waited outside club for my ex and then screamed/shouted at her about all things she did and dumping me! Embarrassing and had full mental breakdown.

3) Whilst drunk, a different ex told me I had grabbed her and touched her bum inappropriately few times (obviously sincerely apologised). In same night I had made claims of sexual encounter which I can’t remember. Still to this day, don’t know whether I made it up or not!

4)In club I was so drunk and ran upto random girl and kissed her. Luckily she reciprocated but would have turned out different.

All of these things make me really anxious and I wonder what else might have happened whilst drunk. I am bit better now and try to drink responsibly going forward but still feel guilty! 

Am I a bad person...are these things that bad??? How do I get over this constant guilty feeling and over analysing- help!!",5.230079970919668,7.322012244274808,5.264263904034898,79.54189567430028,69.68702290076335,8.959941839331153,29.27008360596147,9.48565724429506,2.713385459832788,1136,44,208,26,21,355,158,262,0.20199999999999999,0.688,0.11,-0.9826,3,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,9,19,2,2,3,0,21,12,0,6,5,52,44,26,0,2,7,2,5,2,0,2,3,2,0,1,13,18,8,2,8,13,0,3,4,9,1,0,15,7,23,10,23,26,7,34,0,1,0,1,14,12,0,5,23,120,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900018256410947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533138446915177,0.12601375261702186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794054770963598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865221595365793,0.1217779144134766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054018563979532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193709881541879,0.0,0.09607328022236562,0.0,0.0,0.23308092521871676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414894794149673,0.0,0.10927133316497584,0.0,0.0,0.09318127750097828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920104424851298,0.07968755062640062,0.0,0.12219175839788875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655499601214488,0.0,0.06339341930949635,0.09355839588653674,0.08921248041254806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863860321643876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856679208739725,0.0,0.0,0.07476605613722911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061302045865136816,0.09092381207836246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878731509774091,0.1089902048537639,0.0,0.09849600709166408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31663885531042585,0.07445694841810227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248216289438268,0.11833129150573485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046771376885118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973965230320739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067332063051175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145838629558149,0.0,0.11013692701488416,0.0,0.12635839229073906,0.0,0.10610454606732066,0.08870481657074039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895190748544441,0.0,0.17815947107468166,0.0932563575902654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37052668638648656,0.07147333499171615,0.0,0.0,0.06504260722905031,0.0,0.0,0.10658573384889183,0.0,0.07573152423747127,0.12132859460067495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761081597111066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002920745575758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209654608636107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923814919504785,0.0,0.0,0.07183112484867052
anxiety,hdearment,2020/04/18,"Hyper aware of time/dissociated? The past 4ish years I have been struggling with anxiety, it could range from anything but mainly existential stuff, and things I don’t have control over. But the one thing that always comes back is this weird hyper awareness and fear of the passing of time. I’m constantly thinking how We’re stuck in time, stuck in the present moment, and it’s constantly going past-present-future and how our consciousness goes with it,  but I almost feel disconnected from my self. I’m on meds for anxiety, and I always feel like they work but then stop working when this time thing comes back. I am almost feel like I’m getting agoraphobia just from existing. I don’t know what’s wrong with my brain or whatever and I honestly feel like I’m the only person on the planet specifically like this.",5.749839572192509,7.320777875816994,5.722127153891861,78.81139037433157,67.62745098039215,8.962329174093881,28.941770647652998,9.339509955726095,2.5011228758169937,657,23,119,13,11,206,89,153,0.14800000000000002,0.746,0.106,-0.5944,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,3,6,9,0,2,6,0,8,1,1,3,0,31,24,15,0,1,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,12,11,0,2,7,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,3,5,11,5,15,20,1,23,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,18,72,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427442930823224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211290280081884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425591877225054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044814649864638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525666048963916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417350493667563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873839495563416,0.0,0.27440835111378153,0.14240216363584707,0.1013713067468012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287104384929458,0.2567894920272182,0.2721116935686973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633402815004236,0.0,0.07215719625721405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977670241864979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481149522271916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102961171495332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603484243020135,0.09656268518995427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24240512219017124,0.0,0.11086103421688834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324522967299959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061485146276956,0.0,0.1327314969848066,0.14534467145396707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25304992650036623,0.08135411398107532,0.0,0.0,0.2961374998243337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486422018123733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881641325941735,0.0,0.08176136623546239
anxiety,YolkyBoii,2020/04/18,How To Fall Asleep Anxious / Stressed Just found out my parent has coronavirus and they are in hospital. This is really stressful for me and I can't sleep but there is no point in me staying awake can someone help meee fall asleep...,1.5162662337662347,4.214229522727276,1.6114285714285717,94.705,94.6818181818182,5.2415584415584435,22.19480519480519,6.868970318607317,0.8832441558441562,185,7,36,3,7,55,38,44,0.17,0.757,0.073,-0.4111,1,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,6,3,3,1,0,7,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066891555866115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976580125971945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181963778929401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014405439857635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566313539253544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173913653846806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716707706525921,0.0,0.23001964493230026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893559251808035,0.0,0.0,0.6219467373100835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Tarloc21,2020/04/18,"I’m worried about things I know won’t happen, at least not in my lifetime I’m worried about an asteroid hitting earth, about Yellowstone erupting, basically this virus has caused me to see the worst in everything recently. I’m not normally like this. What can I do? I know the world isn’t gonna end anytime soon but I can’t stop thinking about it. Sorry if this is against the rules or anything like that

Edit: most of this comes from me not wanting to die so young from something I couldn’t choose. If I were 60+ I don’t think I’d be worried about it that much",2.5603448275862064,4.356958482758621,3.4805517241379316,90.76962068965518,76.24137931034483,6.708965517241379,27.11724137931035,7.554174236665415,1.3717613793103451,448,18,96,6,10,143,76,116,0.154,0.807,0.038,-0.8317,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,19,24,5,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,14,18,4,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,7,62,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630980505022075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360142558593894,0.0,0.17072791710887592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569569011982514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755424299674367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781253808437873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526367053712902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178461823143244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365666921853572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569653410762948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418955834731524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569419538466773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793619308657744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258061754261373,0.0,0.22186369199859973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570035462007696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167231686272027,0.2539914116320403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169008706083642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6038316057660648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,103ndj,2020/04/18,Anxiety that my grandmother will die. (She raises me) I'm scared if she died I wouldn't know what to do because my dad doesn't have shower  water in his house and I'm 17 and can't drive still because she doesn't want me to learn how. I can't cook for myself and my dad hates the city but the city is closest to my school. My parents don't live together so he lives in the mountains. What would I do if she died during corona virus? I'm just getting anxiety because I know  every day is closer to death for her and I'm not in such an independent position at the moment where I'd know how to live my own life.,2.3061068702290086,3.3953485038167983,3.931213740458016,90.21025572519085,75.41221374045801,7.07206106870229,23.023664122137408,7.554174236665415,0.7678390839694655,478,13,109,6,10,160,75,131,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.9657,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,5,0,13,3,0,3,0,19,23,10,4,5,5,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,4,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,0,19,0,11,20,1,11,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,3,67,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26212696097762417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133151650163711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049072513788677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334262242209163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434905899886966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951046288973431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914838667453666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768653680549556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824679175951084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101221372790065,0.0,0.0,0.4538504648902436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902366084524455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715266374737089,0.17339047580464886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368207049865397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105217401562447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170466570537256,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LittleQueenBigHeart,2020/04/18,"My anxiety is through the roof. School is freaking me out. It's closed, I'm studying from home, but also, every exam will be written over the course of like 2 weeks. Stress, Anxiety and worries are surrounding me right now on how I'll manage to do this.

I hate this. I hate it that I'm in my finals this exact year where a damn pandemic hits.

Our teachers also pressure us constantly and I cannot simply ignore it, even though I should. They stress us even more in these really terrible times thinking it will increase our productivity.

My anxiety won't calm down anymore, my heart is racing constantly and I can feel my chest tightening.",4.28213114754098,6.257323114754101,5.1270163934426245,80.03396721311476,71.95081967213116,8.48655737704918,28.593442622950818,9.120678840339163,2.569840000000001,508,20,92,11,10,165,87,122,0.301,0.638,0.061,-0.9883,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,0,1,0,8,11,3,3,3,0,12,2,2,1,1,12,20,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,1,1,17,2,10,13,2,18,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,8,64,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499549654157213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586625311498117,0.0,0.154988291097327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377674646969347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064436311888089,0.0,0.13167308614252654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902013124855947,0.0,0.0,0.1711976807645198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085893353782106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519317951780132,0.0,0.0,0.1567621130844777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635077251387143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011730877252084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334627180016267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581642389307018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580376362754403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013825275550517,0.1535448264215985,0.0,0.0911284333288013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759724685345385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535881379716346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871046340092615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063953692159598
anxiety,throwaway29174281,2020/04/18,"i can’t go to work!! i can’t! i’ve had GAD since i was around 10, and medicated consistently after that. stupidly, i decided to quit my SSRIs cold turkey last year recently got back on them. i work as a certified nursing assistant at a hospital. The job used to be tolerable, even in our busiest season I could always get through it. But I can’t handle change very well, every time I’m not on my unit or doing other tasks I’m familiar with I freak. My manager just texted me that tonight I would be working on the worst unit in the hospital. Super busy, no respect/help for the CNAs, everyone I’ve ever talked to on that floor is overly snarky and mean. Not to mention it’s not a patient population I work with ever, so I’m always scared of messing things up and I KNOW i will. I ask so many stupid questions and all the nurses look at me like I’m an absolute idiot.  I have to go in in two hours and I am actually on the verge of tears. I know I can’t be picky and ask to be somewhere else, but the thought of having to do twelve hours on that unit, I can’t even fathom it. I just want to stay in bed!!",2.3661278016213645,3.540231480686696,4.398247496423462,86.58480090605627,75.39484978540773,7.752885073915117,24.96161182641869,8.344100000000001,1.4130879351454462,857,28,191,15,18,295,135,233,0.08199999999999999,0.883,0.035,-0.8378,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,6,11,10,3,1,11,0,20,1,0,1,3,30,37,12,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,9,7,1,1,4,2,26,3,34,26,2,33,0,0,1,0,7,18,0,2,13,126,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.13476001910351126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298108741859492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293311588162102,0.2581988717498102,0.0,0.0,0.10618591593603642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608535321331528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025698206195812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535998443732948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241983371832915,0.2498282203131964,0.11635031965375063,0.13195492622346175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214851999594485,0.0,0.15696423275364138,0.0,0.11044654707485696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256163151809872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719899405503943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703718545063734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178592194991955,0.11256520438059506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746585082834669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596434828607735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000584429860116,0.0,0.15042506776019693,0.0,0.139115378492145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469710860792985,0.14688018030322333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363513629256579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825638516531866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423294946219502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719004343471864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099488723522308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174365048753834,0.0,0.0,0.10963136971638213,0.08052383868237696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348979677595227,0.0,0.0,0.11926905068846118,0.0,0.11394217759019433,0.08145153719717982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416327045986215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021368898662982,0.0,0.0,0.09809815773224984,0.0,0.0,0.08892813735647173
anxiety,gerryo54,2020/04/18,"Covid-19...are we worrying too much or not enough? My head is being bombarded with a plethora of information regarding this blasted virus business..how is one to cope with it all?  The head of the most powerful country in the world is an orange headed baboon, NASA can launch a telescope into outer space but governments around the world are unable to manufacture plastic gloves and other such PPE paraphernalia...its extremely disappointing.",8.819864864864869,10.725278554054057,8.041459459459464,63.769756756756784,60.75675675675675,11.325405405405405,37.77297297297297,11.20814326018867,4.98456,359,17,50,10,5,112,62,74,0.091,0.882,0.027000000000000003,-0.6959,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,0,6,3,3,1,1,13,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,5,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,0,38,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345605384631303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825789587756473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8420111553113728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010399876821164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853177900285286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777332106280702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chicken15537,2020/04/18,Any pills/medication that work for anxiety? I've had horrid anxiety since middle school and it makes life way worse than it needs to be. Are there any pills out there that help SIGNIFICANTLY with anxiety? (That are easy to get as well). I need it ASAP before I leave for college.,3.5098113207547184,5.925812433962268,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,75.60377358490567,8.013584905660379,21.92075471698113,8.841846274778883,1.5380747169811315,221,6,43,5,5,71,39,53,0.222,0.685,0.094,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,8,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,24,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31386605166287923,0.0,0.5296203591079967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963701654399109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056896226362315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468175727225306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443544643290524,0.0,0.0,0.16300124655114565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404225149046888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563359169814381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422293599719411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335538110211244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089716842069498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183176249842142,0.0,0.0,0.20749194399891455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800492755023125,0.0,0.23517661167069456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Polardude,2020/04/18,"Trazodone, headache and COVID-19 anxiety Could use some help or reassurance. For the past few days I’ve had a mild headache that won’t go away. I also started a couple weeks ago retaking trazodone 50mg at night to help with sleep.

Of course I google every possible symptom and get freaked out at the number of COVID-19 cases that start with a headache. Anyone else had these trazodone headaches after awhile but not right away. Any tips for not thinking everything I feel is a symptom?",6.784756554307116,8.16838434831461,5.309606741573036,83.41512172284645,65.06741573033706,8.18052434456929,36.181647940074896,8.344100000000001,2.889178277153558,393,19,70,5,6,114,66,89,0.036000000000000004,0.884,0.08,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,5,3,1,1,0,14,12,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,13,8,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,8,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687210312079535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522113159673424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943473948944065,0.0,0.1456062182073302,0.0,0.0,0.13308708177663958,0.19502132195690333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576531360502793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151967494256298,0.21060272864953733,0.0,0.12275072029455687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900097612444256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036595781085147,0.0,0.17106137045380412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096239401727835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944249872468737,0.0,0.10817211161298128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551558902306205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861707326572462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169687358446965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457479818236894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254556820520924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904730648685728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694410442471247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956631472717867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195937140304647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438885262855835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267574288381114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,toasterbath4100,2020/04/18,"Just need a little advice, it’s not major but I’d like it. Hey so I have a few songs by a band that I recently got into and I actually got into from someone close to me and me and then are in a tough spot currently. I listened to their music recently and it just reminds me of that person and just wondering what will happen to me and that person gives me anxiety. I’d like to enjoy the music again without having anxiety. Any tips?


TLDR; I need advice to help a song quit reminding me of someone because it gives me anxiety.",4.295674603174604,4.766487694444447,6.488253968253972,76.02500000000002,70.2037037037037,9.504761904761905,29.317460317460323,9.606745405546679,2.7266015873015874,413,15,79,9,7,147,62,108,0.07200000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.131,0.8573,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,18,13,9,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,2,8,9,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,13,3,13,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,7,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.16364623132267533,0.0,0.0,0.3277394298540488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403842131951596,0.0,0.3848588869765566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222537898883108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217368488526333,0.0,0.0,0.268242188026402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829222676182904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124024934382066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385471454343334,0.16807454942426506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486875897129989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928497932517148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836438524214535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33115736888334835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28417503507874203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616520961689434,0.1818581870363123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Adolf_H8,2020/04/18,"Since we don't have insane asylums anymore, what do we do with all the people who are too mentally ill to fit into society, but haven't actually committed any crime to warrant them going to jail? Sometimes I feel like I should be in some sort of long term institution, honestly... surely it's less cruel than being thrown out homeless on the street?",9.480454545454542,7.710053409090911,9.438484848484851,66.57772727272727,60.36363636363636,12.436363636363636,38.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.345975757575758,279,11,48,6,3,92,57,66,0.18100000000000002,0.684,0.135,-0.6718,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,3,13,11,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,10,8,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3336167584295901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324839878654335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33904414607686645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286023823067884,0.2442326945405945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429315485787546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670208909718153,0.0,0.0,0.3025450569182181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445255362747036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701029013637676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827992052758303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33811913823499234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222093502923057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,QuackScoped,2020/04/18,"Does anyone else feel as though things will never return to normal after a change, even if you know they will? This is something I’ve dealt with my whole life. When I “step out of my comfort zone” per say, I grieve the loss of normality even if I know it will return.

For example, I went on a 3 week vacation to Europe last year, amazing time, however I could not shake this feeling of grief over the loss of my comfortable bed and familiar home, which borderline ruined the first half of the trip. Another example is that whenever I smoke weed or drink alcohol, I get extremely anxious that I will never be sober again and begin to mourn the loss of normal perception.

This also comes with the fact that whenever I am going about my normal, comfortable life, I daydream all day about traveling and adventures. I’m a walking paradox.

Overall, I have always found it very hard to let go and enjoy the moment, but only today did I figure out how to describe the feeling. Has anyone overcome this?",8.731306146572102,7.396840771276603,8.624751773049649,70.4327777777778,61.5,11.9725768321513,36.31442080378249,10.980518767755715,3.9677286052009446,787,29,138,17,9,256,123,188,0.094,0.816,0.091,0.2792,1,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,4,9,14,0,1,11,0,13,4,0,1,4,32,26,13,3,7,5,0,4,0,0,4,3,1,2,0,11,9,2,0,8,2,0,9,3,8,0,2,3,5,18,6,22,16,2,29,0,7,0,0,3,4,0,3,16,97,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613001223197492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093483376422617,0.11377593814826485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433804152520005,0.0,0.15447361833022127,0.0,0.19121904388577332,0.1401029695148232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464936152774796,0.11778661131727458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917317656035164,0.0,0.0,0.08818389830805948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965926020743653,0.0,0.0,0.1339499686598561,0.0,0.0,0.11422601737728283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062668088856126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741464314418886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630821828046205,0.0,0.14992479973060546,0.0,0.0,0.07143931354532361,0.0,0.15542130371792515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248927920374356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371581192041223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029389474040195,0.11145870948552718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982260139085534,0.19316243487581564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109196378704063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358919717000238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399446764276013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873855983517396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526663827088438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084182757096347,0.0,0.1343431725378751,0.0,0.0797323044163167,0.0,0.12961046035552282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112822147306145,0.0,0.0,0.10968198110989373,0.0,0.0,0.12675634651031534,0.0,0.15266170948915414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805399040711663
anxiety,StecktheBleck,2020/04/18,"Just Confessed to a Friend... I’m not sure the outcome was really all that great... I think that she’s annoyed with me now at this point cause I said a bunch of things that weren’t true...

I told her that I felt like I made her uncomfortable and that she wanted to get rid of me cause that. I also mentioned that I don’t deserve any friend cause im a weirdo who doesn’t say anything...",1.6838624338624335,3.2743149876543214,2.616684303350969,96.91222222222223,78.1358024691358,5.616225749559083,20.213403880070548,6.1826913282559595,-0.20791146384479745,298,7,71,2,7,94,55,81,0.133,0.79,0.076,-0.5043,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,4,3,15,12,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,3,13,6,6,6,2,3,1,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,2,44,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250141436262586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818504952158034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721880507326772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6262365551187337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510680493063987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139883615226029,0.0,0.10616521240761374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240320919791782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949417556009232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992747513580928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227564943981346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920925735560332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301770841051761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932926439202448,0.16159522997761144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915164800606836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499908441097375,0.13020431642561972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941692327373064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198544301109888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,potatoeseh,2020/04/18,"How to deal with anxiety and ask for reassurance in a healthy way? Hi, this is my first post, I don't entirely know if this is worded in a way that'll express what in trying to say, but I really feel that I need help regarding this. I constantly keep overthinking my relationship in the way that what am I going to do wrong that is going to make my S.O leave, and go into major bouts of anxiety to the extent that it hampers my functioning. My boyfriend is absolutely amazing, but I don't think he understands the level of anxiety that I deal with when the tiniest of things go wrong and I don't exactly know how to make him understand, I've tried but I think I always fall short. He's always there to reassure me if and when I need it, but I feel that sometimes he feels that me asking him for reassurance in the way that I do, questions like 'do you still love me', etc is me questioning his love and his feelings for me. Don't get me wrong, I understand where he's coming from but in that moment when I'm asking for reassurance in the way that I am, it just absolutely breaks my heart when it comes off as me questioning his feelings, and not something that comes out of my anxiety or insecurity and just makes me further anxious and legitimately makes me get into panic attacks. I do not want my relationship to go bad because of the overthinking that is caused in my head. So I ask you this, can someone please tell me a healthy way to cope with overthinking or a way to get rid of it altogether? And what could be the 'correct' way of phrasing my words in order for me to ask for reassurance if I need it in a way that doesn't seem like questioning him, but myself?
I am currently seeking therapy in order to deal with a lot of these emotions that I'm feeling, but I'm honestly hoping someone has any personal advice they could give out? 
Thank you so much, people of Reddit. Any help would be appreciated.",9.185842105263156,6.349033452631577,9.509342105263158,69.18664473684214,61.84210526315789,13.289473684210527,39.01315789473684,11.698219412168324,4.318605263157895,1512,58,301,36,16,510,158,380,0.11,0.721,0.16899999999999998,0.9852,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,1,1,13,20,1,2,14,0,26,4,2,7,2,75,73,30,0,11,16,0,6,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,30,20,0,1,18,0,0,9,7,7,0,1,0,7,51,13,49,67,5,52,0,0,0,2,43,21,0,12,11,209,81,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487632904498078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048494116273687,0.0,0.0,0.09029605194089428,0.0,0.2031551451183454,0.07500271546945646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103322161604983,0.0755291284086197,0.0,0.0,0.05543355140227043,0.040471220243354165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682016478435522,0.0,0.1715694069363168,0.0,0.07174487751074085,0.0,0.10601531558545524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533802302389506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468072286394419,0.0,0.0,0.07404330036143766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141512359329428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056471987234743726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040593707538912,0.06368811247811725,0.18865713036720735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813612259453689,0.0,0.0,0.07867342695218375,0.0890007180768066,0.0,0.0,0.06594105236949835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901120048342915,0.0,0.0,0.07297330344080806,0.0,0.0,0.07029827942890912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487039036484034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056443090669611125,0.1198405922954154,0.0,0.17726551907073593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048804882788212094,0.14768382834017166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789530830406095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602702677542698,0.057969892594899576,0.0,0.07287717022522483,0.0,0.0,0.06358404179839848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974915961333155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04253165153745322,0.0,0.0,0.14255776311239546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279663512795724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060439697995102126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250543207661992,0.051110887438264266,0.06566220656441328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301978490321626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058028492347317974,0.06112373597467821,0.07592367478373564,0.0,0.044107102686397205,0.08508109784380337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015000103542738,0.0,0.0,0.2073455170837066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391590185917978,0.4742813972460094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716212504570496,0.21776377851520332,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Vaaaaare,2020/04/18,"Anyone else getting anxious about random stuff that didn't use to get them anxious? Maybe this is only my situation, but I'm quarantining completely alone, since my family has some pretty high risk people. I live alone in a dorm right now and I have no contact with anyone, can't even order a pizza online. I only get to see people through the window, and videocalls. I have a lot of studying to do, but it has a very long due date. So basically if I'm not cooking or cleaning or working out I'm just sitting in my room, alone, thinking.

These days I'm getting a lot of anxiety/triggers for my anxiety that I didn't have before, and I wonder if they'll go away with external stimuli or if this is just my life from now on. Is anyone else alone and experiencing something similar? Or is this just my brain going to shit on its own?",4.0996787148594365,5.296394168674702,5.585722891566267,79.65440763052213,71.16867469879517,7.9429718875502,28.893574297188763,8.344100000000001,2.09455983935743,656,25,125,10,12,222,101,166,0.166,0.8079999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.9657,0,4,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,8,2,1,1,6,0,14,5,2,1,0,27,28,14,0,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,9,7,2,0,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,2,14,0,18,25,4,19,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,12,6,86,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032820113703829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293471808227473,0.27448406343825593,0.0,0.2548327381395168,0.2489488676958842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413795983199584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033737033579921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561601559971026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737337567126994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834695334732966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296812969746733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023885546215269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145240453542034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538809316842908,0.0,0.1380840024675633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835422672546318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580754856631805,0.0,0.0,0.10727235598295837,0.10750927488053742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656223955408534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204673156255208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847876961919944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844303913830225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235926238062843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374643846023462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680680128748806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470129924985132,0.10049259375014426,0.13655279829799966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352410764183068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390698018542416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784186649703786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492293435675933,0.0,0.10023679697920818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174391899285498,0.08844159958999953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saltedpork117,2020/04/18,"The doctor says I have anxiety, but I am not convinced... Does anyone else get a rumbling feeling in their chest all day? I just wanted to know if anyone else gets a rumbling feeling in their chest. I think its part of my arythmia. It's not paplpatations, and not muscle spasms. It's also not painful when I breathe.",2.8021857923497255,5.193939737704921,3.2700819672131125,89.72566939890713,77.85245901639344,5.3781420765027335,26.560109289617486,6.42735559955562,1.066014207650273,248,10,47,2,6,77,44,61,0.024,0.858,0.11800000000000001,0.6439,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,5,3,0,1,14,9,5,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,4,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858618801330328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779654096730513,0.0,0.0,0.3250193992900251,0.4762724681089613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988819666026246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378862022061717,0.2033875919562808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883051687407644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350316208008009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428540829653247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772899182223665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24730553213388626,0.0,0.0,0.25168237464850995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482542679380135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892189798606353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708415899071064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,laastdayonearth,2020/04/18,"Not being able to take naps even when I am extremly tired Does anyone else get this? Does anxiety cause it as well?
Its like I feel sooo tired, but when I lie down I just think about a milion things and can't fall asleep, even for 20 min. I really hate this.",0.5144444444444431,2.6889463703703704,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,85.2962962962963,5.822222222222222,12.703703703703706,7.1686216300943375,-0.7214962962962965,200,2,48,3,6,63,45,54,0.2,0.74,0.06,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,7,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,29,10,0,0.2273459405926675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391902228018674,0.0,0.0,0.15896556771880482,0.23294278263747006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335469063102174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979039293398025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991836097125028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30031969922165064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495293854484954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877887060200895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244570487598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106974288654893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456436310691792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093585377428133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103854092125155,0.14567409890504382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226014295447321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441130374265645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,loolhaha,2020/04/18,"The thought of speaking gives me anxiety So I've always been a reluctant speaker, my voice has always been quiet, mumbled and lacking any kind of expressions so it comes off really monotone and uninteresting. But recently it's been really getting to me, I don't really mind trading a few words with strangers outside but as soon as it comes to doing voice calls or any of the sorts I feel huge dreads and anxiety because I don't know how to talk, how to use my voice correctly and what things I should say with it. I've been trying to call someone for a year now but I'm just to scared to pull through with it and the thought of it sends me into a deep depression. I can't even make doctors appointments because it gives me so much anxiety to just dial in the number. It's just every single aspect of it, how to use the right pitch of my voice so my voice doesn't get too deep and raspy after just a minute of talking, how to not be boring, how to portray myself correctly. I don't know I just feel so helpless in this. I try reading aloud every day but I hate my voice so much and how I'm unable to think quickly enough to find the right things to say, I'm just so puzzled how everyone else seems to do it so easily without even thinking about it.",5.981495798319327,5.425511376470588,6.552787114845941,80.52397058823529,66.60784313725489,9.795518207282914,32.331932773109244,9.23628265651192,2.6124285714285707,991,36,203,16,14,325,125,255,0.125,0.833,0.043,-0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,28,7,1,2,11,0,14,1,0,10,2,54,36,29,0,2,13,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,0,0,15,13,0,0,10,1,1,4,7,6,0,0,6,13,19,1,36,28,6,20,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,4,7,141,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911296402404974,0.0,0.0,0.1627290954985348,0.0,0.2745905189129013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587227065550906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443473848216865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613182087032425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716287669028939,0.0,0.10305239990358178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224645041848216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999503113699452,0.0,0.0,0.12362807140055067,0.0,0.1580523720519904,0.0,0.20161671716768892,0.11432851718178046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209949574300209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935584210022324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502198355258967,0.2295539774952053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812734586582233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459468122536226,0.13151050803678366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798657775213174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208100824223754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590967182566072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119680091391494,0.0,0.22994816614836205,0.0,0.11813768220070847,0.0,0.0,0.2043569863520834,0.0,0.1902973274039153,0.11978823344644138,0.0,0.0,0.10892278428059664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137711897129313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233659910312173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897724808426053,0.15333084668205862,0.0,0.18997383871907253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246588651837995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667441680499996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533612571376647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704920438124119
anxiety,Fuck_Anxiety_,2020/04/18,"All my feeling have been replaced with anxiety and dread. As the titel says, all i ever feel anymore is my anxiety.

I've noticed, that ever since i first became depressed, which was a couple of years ago, i've had less and less actual feelings. My anxiety has gotten worse and worse, and is still continuing. I'm beginning to have small panic attacks about things i fear, that will happen in over 2 years. My nails are almost non existent and my body is too skinny, from the weeks where i don't eat enough, cause of my anxiety.I've come to grips with the fact that i can no longer seek a break from despair, even with alcohol and weed, for just an evening. Everyone around me, likes to undermine the fact that my anxiety is unlike any other, and my parents now want to prescribe a light heart medicine, like the fucking psychical symptoms of my anxiety is what makes it hell, and meanwhile i'm not even sure that any benzo will make a difference, when im still having panic attacks through alcohol and weed. I find peace in the nights where i feel numb and depressed, while fearing the nights where my anxiety overtakes. I feel isolated, cause i can't relate to anyone around me, and i'm losing the opportunity to treasure the simpler moments in life, like hanging out with friends. I don't have feelings for anyone, and literally just received a message, that one of my friends had sex with one of the girls i fancy a bit. I don't want to kill myself, cause i don't want to hurt my family, or miss out on the one opportunity that could turn all this shit around, and i fear whats after death, but i've come up with impossible dreams that i think i need to achieve to become happy, which all makes my life feel like a fucking turmoil.",9.044553571428573,6.940225538690478,8.563261904761905,73.56507142857146,61.4702380952381,11.698095238095238,38.173809523809524,10.203070172399654,3.6811430952380952,1375,53,263,23,15,439,174,336,0.16699999999999998,0.723,0.11,-0.8919,1,0,2,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,0,6,19,32,7,7,19,0,24,14,4,6,9,61,51,18,2,5,5,1,8,4,2,2,6,1,0,1,16,26,4,0,9,1,0,4,7,21,0,4,5,10,32,11,40,43,8,38,1,6,0,3,7,15,4,2,22,175,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.07640971924550319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940842018183754,0.16735824395990107,0.0784063593407818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649366851648638,0.0,0.35939672139508433,0.0,0.07765277780262425,0.10949866802725093,0.0,0.0,0.20911138777609803,0.0,0.1781556068332132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647644065208653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548356006567308,0.08697389229342825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413076825047769,0.0,0.13489741177023695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251635388786607,0.08663770353283337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487972856408145,0.0,0.0,0.08180706397814555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012067217354453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809050576648802,0.0,0.15514966944894554,0.14165406253817955,0.0,0.07481921517131256,0.0,0.0,0.07381447836097206,0.2643285469305596,0.27713660530315337,0.05593769242368,0.0,0.0,0.07156498205366879,0.06660212666862353,0.0,0.0,0.12098911063747453,0.14477458234619345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924062547349231,0.08335203959636958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278613705487428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838220043700921,0.0,0.08457767339637384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662759168414821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106115212271284,0.15301412851517324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759791714952891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156798013491875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805862058730505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695890351211954,0.0,0.0,0.08914531881972539,0.0,0.0,0.15917476538467287,0.0,0.0,0.18373687361108826,0.08694312749839007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226747725119724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803740500660319,0.06477075066520713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250613128023458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073797030191177,0.08138390863217372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052019186572879635,0.05017161900238784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516815429286674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855049436963926,0.0,0.06280771305026386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958922599880165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008455483107972
anxiety,TortoiseTea,2020/04/18,"Tips for dealing with anxiety sweat? I'm sure I'm not the only one who sweats excessively on a daily basis. I can usually put up with the wet spots, but the smell accumulates in my shirts and doesn't wash out. How do you deal with this problem? I would like to either stop sweating so much or figure out how to wash the smell out. Any antiperspirant or laundry recommendations would be much appreciated!",4.7441991341991345,6.558523181818187,5.812402597402599,76.24812770562772,70.42857142857143,8.769696969696971,27.119047619047624,9.2995712137729,2.2921619047619046,323,11,61,7,6,107,59,77,0.1,0.78,0.12,0.3949,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,6,6,4,2,1,20,8,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,4,2,12,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,41,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282960862317678,0.0,0.19442280955745067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240316254787691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416405741999507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736565933893998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722175148209876,0.19329128987882765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431856692823002,0.0,0.25548931091576843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247941967176567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395318336417226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799085268277405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610794243284071,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SLeger_15,2020/04/18,"Is this anxiety or something else Hey guys, so I [20F] have not been officially diagnosed with anxiety but ever since I hit puberty I have had symptoms of it and I’ve even had 2 full blown anxiety attacks. For the past couple weeks I’ve had issues where sometimes my heart will flutter a lot and a lot of the time my chest feels kinda tight and I have to really think about breathing. I just kept chalking this up as anxiety. Also it should be fair to mention I recently started taking birth control for my ovulation pain, and I think this, along with a bunch of issues in my life caused by this pandemic, have ramped up my anxiety. It has also caused my breast to be sore and tender. Prior to these two things I didn’t have these problems everyday.

A few days ago, I had used the bathroom and went to wipe, and my chest started hurting really bad for like 10 minutes. It should be fair to mention that I also had been physically active earlier that day for several hours. When I breathed in or laughed it hurt really bad. It went away and now it just feels sore, and I am still feeling what I assumed was anxiety. I’m thinking I pulled a muscle in my chest but I’m not sure. It was hurting yesterday while I was throwing football with my brother and it’s kinda tenders 

Do y’all think I just have anxiety and also happened to pull a muscle? 

Thanks.",4.130827067669173,5.582411293233084,5.167676691729323,81.70166541353386,71.40601503759399,8.477894736842106,30.21729323308271,8.982922981607832,2.562744962406016,1068,45,204,21,20,351,143,266,0.193,0.7240000000000001,0.083,-0.9844,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,15,14,1,0,9,0,27,15,7,4,2,47,46,23,0,3,9,1,4,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,19,15,0,3,8,0,0,5,3,8,0,1,14,4,26,6,27,25,5,32,0,3,0,1,6,8,0,7,20,146,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411411690474414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035334797052485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081332695079093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795089054862134,0.08915212727689699,0.0,0.15845810394562798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495600642346855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642702303025718,0.0,0.10499380196563322,0.0,0.12239219216568165,0.0,0.0,0.09631118911978584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926828444532014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626738436997108,0.08583329187692892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393746108273214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395585912065853,0.08391077120581061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244491603362533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934473772641984,0.0,0.3047446054659319,0.0,0.0,0.19808067742130844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702349947697621,0.046358382240526616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134389556667342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096947887488768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058308828775193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079676072337886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823665818754927,0.0,0.09369226836858556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719850869573476,0.0,0.07849385534475697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305083392252276,0.09384847704937896,0.0,0.1343270328095921,0.0,0.07577914796042254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943255023614427,0.09862687534045016,0.07134534970494265,0.0,0.0,0.08736181485409919,0.0,0.0,0.06304059261423539,0.24320630926398404,0.0,0.0,0.055331028176164115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926935846222017,0.0,0.0,0.08195435429026404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611490513959218,0.0,0.0,0.17592766273627486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FuckinMELVIN,2020/04/18,Gotta submit a very important assignment in 3 hours. Procrastinating my ass off. Only 20% done. My life is fucked lmfaoooooooo,3.15727272727273,6.0808179090909125,4.255000000000003,74.3525,97.1818181818182,7.654545454545455,23.681818181818183,8.07648339933343,2.6632363636363645,102,4,16,3,4,33,21,22,0.304,0.616,0.081,-0.7787,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,7,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755966440891398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42965030537471505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576813188851175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282639335097833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534603716671458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38346422673275465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,c3poislesbian,2020/04/18,"How should I (F19) casually reach out to an authoritative from work? Should I even do so? I really want to talk to my supervisor from work as my cabin fever is at an all-time high and she’s someone I’ve started to miss. I look up to her a lot, I haven’t seen her in over a month and I was growing used to seeing her on a daily basis, and I’m getting work withdrawals. Would it be odd if I asked her if I could just chat with her for a few minutes? 

We had a comfortable relationship at work, but it was strictly professional. We aren’t friends or anything as she is almost 10 years older than me on top of being a supervisor. However, I did invite her to a potential event (which is postponed, obviously) and she said she’d be down to come, and  I always send her a message on holidays to wish her well. I’m  having a hard time interpreting boundaries right now and need insight.",4.675984848484845,4.767184083333333,6.328484848484853,78.83590909090913,69.27777777777777,9.434343434343434,30.25252525252525,9.339509955726095,2.425722222222222,685,25,145,13,11,237,115,180,0.04,0.809,0.151,0.9515,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,6,6,5,0,0,11,0,19,1,0,2,1,30,34,14,0,9,5,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,3,11,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,6,5,27,4,27,20,2,23,0,1,3,0,22,13,0,5,7,104,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855423729873089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417712296985847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524788709546525,0.0,0.17322226087630066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961196323955176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479399470705406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238309103064865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315552260073378,0.0,0.09680700514204116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598452159256405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577032751819665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555979424311783,0.0,0.0,0.15752795339139838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478976692112152,0.0,0.0,0.13739107805424342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870228829723453,0.0,0.0,0.19893340705421508,0.0,0.15823767361902805,0.17625436383117826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765309781793734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699663369060354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115006607045784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893004901451135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804478963421424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003210604920495,0.0,0.0,0.10928955134100786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659904267663575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130757372606672,0.0,0.0,0.5395768058343988,0.0,0.0,0.1316255532413477,0.0,0.0,0.11932145871909733
anxiety,zxlxkaxx,2020/04/18,"I'm so paranoid because of this virus I know everyone is scared, and that makes me so much more anxious to speak to people about it. I started coughing a little today and it hurt my chest like when you have a super bad cough and I instantly started to have a panic attack.

I have really bad anxiety and depression and I have for years. I was extremely suicidal before all this, on top of that my situation at home is shit and I often have bad arguments with my parents to the point where it makes me hurt myself. Since all of this has started I've gotten so much worse and the only thing that stopped me from crying 24/7 is weed, but now that I've started coughing and my chest hurts I dont even want to smoke anything.

I feel like it's my fault too because I've been seeing my friend sometimes since the lockdown started in my country. I know it's super wrong of me to do but I only done it when I was feeling on the verge of hurting myself or things at home were really bad. And now I feel like if I have gotten this or got anyone in my family infected its 100% my fault and I have no right to feel bad for myself, although I know if I hadn't left the house I would have probably killed myself by now.

I actually cant stop crying and everything hurts and it feels like my chest is burning and I have no idea what to do. I dont feel like I can speak to my family about it cause theyll just say it's my fault. I've always been scared of having medical issues but especially that my immune system is shit and I have an ED I'm so terrified of this. I dont think I could handle it even if the virus didnt kill me I'd probably have a heart attack along the way.

Idrk if I'm asking for advice or anything I guess i just need to get this out there before I go insane",3.0167907854234914,3.9532348176943732,4.634775096812632,86.43923642140804,73.47721179624665,7.670698043888392,24.002482375136534,8.045849151850463,1.1636842220236328,1389,38,300,20,27,469,167,373,0.275,0.631,0.094,-0.9973,1,1,1,0,0,4,18.0,0,1,1,3,19,32,6,3,12,0,36,12,6,3,2,53,66,31,3,8,12,1,6,5,1,2,6,3,2,0,25,17,0,2,11,0,0,1,8,24,0,0,11,10,52,8,33,52,5,31,0,6,1,0,8,14,2,9,19,206,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.07002834612502458,0.0,0.0,0.0701239803909171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971086805956384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489693861498986,0.08106945979016683,0.0,0.05017693233634518,0.0,0.11810631266254032,0.0,0.06708681135648273,0.16327690538091166,0.0,0.0,0.29958702416998473,0.08748963131911426,0.0,0.12212658444014216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371827423671867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057295287978586,0.0,0.1576520916687437,0.0,0.0,0.06180761040874218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343637780042585,0.2523099349278056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479487566623336,0.0,0.0,0.06857067331951641,0.06449412441869032,0.0,0.13529969461324767,0.0,0.2177069878213622,0.2050641790160045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544234032490955,0.0,0.037492140208168295,0.0,0.040783407770511794,0.0,0.057393795862636376,0.0,0.07905278875424053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503708409666877,0.0,0.0,0.14396418948306733,0.0,0.0,0.08280251398441696,0.3841079638090402,0.0810093900005759,0.0,0.07489979902143314,0.0,0.0,0.15878574177045798,0.0,0.11831384207934538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779684939092987,0.0,0.0,0.1752939033719548,0.07192333503044196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580199717129136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229161839817441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055051262610356,0.05320984317408745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091548887647846,0.0,0.08419602576883181,0.07968205466227672,0.0,0.0,0.04975001469048078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783730317478441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474090603575835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919438181016018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128346845183566,0.0,0.05706719632444605,0.14369048117921168,0.0,0.0571841948569526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473231901143356,0.118722816708366,0.08066232663700458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097342518185369,0.0,0.25396388712828555,0.0,0.0,0.1199907529905622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849484387052162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095349587419986,0.04598152611794665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802100007598116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042326473958705486,0.056960510507438424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313054979407321,0.050976927649621084,0.07845934544099874,0.0,0.04621170599767649
anxiety,Pictocheat,2020/04/18,"Does anyone else mentally check out or disregard someone's advice as soon as they mention meditation? I always preferred being in my own head and preoccupied with my own thoughts, because I often feel like I'm the only person who can give myself the validation I crave.

And I don't know if this is a defense mechanism, but I don't beat myself up over my faults.  I look at things matter-of-factly, like ""This particular quirk of mine may be something that other people wouldn't like, and while I don't want to subject them to that part of me, it's just the way I am and I have no intention of changing it"".  Like, no one's going to want to hang out with a guy who has no aspirations and either lays in his bed or plays video games all day, but I see that more as a logical statement than an attack on myself.

The only time I don't like my brain is when I'm on the verge of having - or in the middle of - a panic attack, but the other 95% of the time, being in my head is the closest thing to paradise I believe I can experience.  I can think about whatever I want to think about at any given time, and if I don't want to think about one particular thing, then I can just think about something else for awhile.  This appeals to the control freak in me, because if I can't control what happens in the real world, at least I can control what goes on in my head.

This is why I don't understand why so many people suggest meditating regularly to help with anxiety.  Clearing my head of all the thoughts that keep me occupied throughout the day seems like the most boring thing I could do.  In most cases, my head is more interesting than real life is.

I'll admit that whenever someone mentions meditation, I'll write them off as someone caught up in spiritual mumbo-jumbo, similar to people who are into natural or ""holistic"" remedies, or who are deeply religious.  They lose credibility in my mind and I can't take their advice seriously.  I'm more of a philosophical person myself; I prefer to base my thoughts on logic and ethics/morals.",9.1923720111486,6.4496134389027455,9.499686078920348,68.96775414405165,61.743142144638405,12.228311574006163,38.05207569312015,10.46071229359064,3.800723514742556,1603,58,306,28,17,540,191,401,0.11599999999999999,0.785,0.099,-0.603,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,5,5,10,17,3,1,20,0,32,7,6,4,3,69,60,27,0,11,14,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,23,14,0,6,17,3,1,3,12,9,0,2,5,3,47,8,57,49,12,41,0,1,2,0,21,28,0,13,15,223,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269103815765973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926605606064369,0.0,0.0,0.05660908473110731,0.0,0.06368178107661193,0.0,0.0,0.058206459244461335,0.08529378266281865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189405172777608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014900955991743,0.0,0.0,0.09378799572285508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292834361704826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806159674694017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800972078526743,0.06646392454346195,0.0,0.0,0.10737157510215273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284778451927756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908012277479245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142905143762079,0.0,0.0,0.042090898226951966,0.05946985608040161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798556676209497,0.04730974277845722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242509922695675,0.07361279762199176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271641399923043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055797004214949084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399149744525843,0.0,0.0,0.045748976049290985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587980211838962,0.2440142185025117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990437748320047,0.09312925328360752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439681276489902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389083245721758,0.0,0.08405317034754715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281719569171834,0.12662232002610954,0.0,0.09766943322896827,0.0,0.09014563385772242,0.0,0.17313367324342968,0.1453716963796351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950083117548025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633505382626964,0.07578262640246701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159827257909694,0.12817129854442386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258947109684637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121567085589072,0.2133587448544562,0.0,0.1982603989740456,0.14562153538162126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666041458741368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639894802055136,0.06607557455228083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023034759083895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mylifeasvia,2020/04/18,"Zoloft and Propranolol Question So here’s the backstory. Boyfriend got prescribed propranolol for out of no where heart racing and anxiety attacks. He’s always had bad anxiety, but it just started getting physical with the symptoms. So he started taking it and got really bad diarrhea and nausea. It worked for all the physical symptoms but the side effects he couldn’t handle. So he stopped taking it and then the heart racing came back and his doctor filled him a script for Zoloft. So he went to pick up the Zoloft today 25mg starting out. My question is if he starts taking the Zoloft can he take the propranolol with it and possibly not get the diarrhea and nausea or will the Zoloft just make those symptoms worse? He needs the Zoloft for his anxiety no question. But will he also need the propranolol?",5.549774774774778,7.782812175675678,5.2456756756756775,79.42072072072072,69.13513513513513,8.717117117117118,31.25225225225225,9.2995712137729,3.0630117117117117,654,28,109,14,12,201,79,148,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,3,1,0,13,0,6,12,2,3,1,32,23,19,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,6,13,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,11,15,1,16,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,5,8,68,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604617966537612,0.0999351652947446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756349796753165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663429337335087,0.0,0.0923516530593352,0.2005616716254905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736562732501004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293032277869027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549753003823294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211438931699534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846448337313208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016956321359492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781094345372915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539788081398232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036279268537175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694094022086324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34003756922433154,0.0,0.0,0.10041133317632342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744984414101086,0.3612094867533797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384342762068142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113365149682088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743628146896479,0.0,0.12239503157910785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,-enlaced,2020/04/18,"Is this anxiety or something else? I have BPPV (vertigo) problems that have been causing dizziness but lately I’m feeling all sorts of weird things going on such as:

- Extremely stiff neck, shoulders, and back with tight muscles (all day)
- Sometimes a swaying dizziness sensation that’s worse at night 
- Also at night, heavy legs that sometimes cause numbness/tingling 
- A shaking/trembling feeling in my chest but also sometimes the rest of my body 
- Frequently urinating at night when these symptoms happen 
- Difficulty concentrating or paying my full attention to things 
- At random times, head bobbing and now other parts of my body like I’d be sitting there and my body would rock side to side a little
- Sudden chills 

I’m paranoid because I’m only 25 but some of these things sound like MS or Parkinson’s and just came on suddenly the past half a week ago (besides the dizziness which I’ve been having for a long time).",11.47935064935065,9.314218909090913,9.693766233766237,67.54636363636364,56.87878787878788,11.852813852813853,44.78354978354979,9.957137785484203,4.671354978354978,740,35,117,10,7,225,112,165,0.091,0.848,0.061,-0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,8,0,8,12,9,2,2,27,16,14,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,11,6,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,3,4,6,2,16,11,6,31,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,6,19,74,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507880104621175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076361864526365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931298366426036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982461103942247,0.0,0.07913789498286179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326067883937724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848104894338213,0.0,0.26672459156145456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837240361674046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084490864391756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312831587734143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378046958304789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480059828914455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332341669463576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464441466374215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268483161446805,0.13011510618202304,0.0,0.11488781674158548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36548565091096935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987349928636199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058387990037502,0.12392917596724715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422150701242025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994282401787552,0.3851899282644548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134934098850095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587426254562405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513997558906309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104134862821301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322990549253329,0.09222136808806702,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BigBoyFloyd33,2020/04/18,"Anxiety in Relationships Being this is a subreddit for people with anxiety, I'm sure people deal with this problem and its most likely been covered before. Anyways I'm an extremely anxious person in all areas of my life. My biggest battle right now is my relationship with my girlfriend. Being 200 miles away from here due to the coronavirus has only had me sitting at home overthinking and bein extremely anxious about everything. ""What if she cheats on me while we are apart?"" ""Was that thing she told me a lie?"" These constant scenarios play in my mind and I believe it stems from my extremely anxious nature. I'm coming to this subreddit because I'm sure others deal with the same problems I do and it's getting to the point where it's starting to ruin my relationship because I can't keep it under control. So my question is how do yall deal with this anxiety/stress in a relationship where you constantly question everything? Is this something I can work past? It's a very helpless feeling at this point because logically I want to stop but those emotions just flair up multiple times a day.",6.8954185520361975,7.879554808823527,7.188823529411768,71.47201357466065,64.63725490196079,10.198491704374057,37.260935143288094,10.214889679676881,4.118998944193062,887,44,145,20,13,288,125,204,0.114,0.848,0.038,-0.8961,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,0,2,9,10,2,0,9,0,15,1,0,2,3,31,26,9,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,18,11,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,1,21,4,25,20,3,31,0,2,0,0,17,19,0,4,11,106,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056959019821354,0.3556834934109569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986019316272033,0.0,0.0,0.19192565107356066,0.0,0.08930286510779398,0.11824025478035405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904032542756644,0.0,0.22682262020013974,0.11770790410332267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067682661828931,0.32458978274806977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805217198889455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864066720970127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306477115680544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548309044252946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105271220452911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328244453970452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412774899155186,0.05127220376728693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596738101066576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981754629349781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001845693506452,0.14551520854797445,0.09163638845942204,0.0,0.0,0.1984192241997412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008417805895287,0.0,0.0,0.2351311538317783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506987325218232,0.0,0.08962486491504892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080793959176848,0.0,0.0,0.07428260720935595,0.0,0.0,0.08774107683123486,0.12021737330907135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782415681999968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972266834846486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119591785111338,0.0,0.0,0.1002821395173746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659294258300845,0.061900943381831164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640326293381876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hamborgertime123,2020/04/18,"Strange and honestly crazy anxiety I have been struggling w anxiety for the entirety of this past year, but I think the isolation has only amplified it and made it completely unbearable. I have the weirdest fears, and besides them making me feel just generally shitty, I am concerned that I’ve completely lost my mind and am beyond fixing. One weird fear of mine, for example, is that I’ll become somebody else. If I’m watching a clip of the lakers game, I imagine that I will become LeBron James and not know what to do with myself. I have other weird fears too, like that I’ll forget the English language or my mother’s name. I’m just looking for a little guidance, and maybe some reassurance that I can overcome this. Thank you all.",7.18181654676259,7.369369726618707,7.400638489208635,72.95045413669068,63.964028776978424,10.403237410071943,35.360611510791365,10.125756701596842,3.657294244604316,588,25,101,12,8,191,95,139,0.258,0.6629999999999999,0.079,-0.9742,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,4,11,0,4,7,0,11,0,0,2,1,25,21,9,0,1,6,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,3,3,15,4,9,17,2,4,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,3,3,69,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568126882010192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707587610211626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519793214675503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021883339817592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666406007433996,0.08487103014168826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224708639609193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200402369597552,0.16823183113262702,0.0,0.0,0.14095343122456086,0.0,0.18323031968338266,0.0,0.0,0.15882564999782495,0.1120425339249599,0.0,0.16862992574518393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948270183275016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374088008796035,0.12765903309548665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023375621398878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547538713390806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453559829264646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755280374332978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080912045647106
anxiety,Tokachiku_Meikatamo,2020/04/18,"How to Temporarily Stop an Anxiety Attack So recently I've been having a lot of anxiety attacks daily like 3-6 times a day and it normally lasts ½ an hour ( I don't know if that's normal).I can't sleep like I've used to, And i think the effects are starting to show on me. I've tried a lot of things on Google and most didn't work, for me Atleast. So i would like to ask you guys what you do to calm down.",2.607333333333333,2.871520844444444,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,73.8888888888889,8.222222222222221,26.11111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.315111111111111,316,10,78,5,6,108,62,90,0.133,0.755,0.11199999999999999,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,3,6,2,0,6,0,8,1,1,3,0,15,13,7,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,11,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,10,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932907994973675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920803085638085,0.4361592406315684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362678372294925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898072167755563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877999477089533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053500195412275,0.15625621044184385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809560443481813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259427996066591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375638876004242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892747174989067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918324580014582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568201320241846,0.0,0.0,0.16026478326827748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735298830723785,0.12282978702895515,0.0,0.0,0.11177832396764724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014765568928433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556208453691446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955552880471014,0.0,0.0,0.1361739310376988,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SaigaSlug,2020/04/18,"Sudden onset of severe random panic attacks. Hi guys! 

I've been having some really strange anxiety recently and I was wondering if you guys could help me understand. 

About 3 months I started having some strange palpitations (Short harder or softer beats) and was concerned I was having some kind of heart issue. Went to the ER and then the cardiologist (who was very thorough and ran several tests) only to find nothing was wrong and they wrote it off as stress from my recently deceased relatives (great grandmother and aunt passed within a week of each other). I pretty much accepted this and moved on.

Well fast forward to about a month ago I began having episodes of extreme panic (extremely rapid heart rate, sense or feeling of impending doom, fear of ""losing control""), I mean just pure shots of adrenaline in times of relatively low stress (no obvious triggers) and it is really confusing me. I've dealt with what I would consider pretty moderate anxiety my whole life but these are a TOTALLY different breed.

Now I'm a scientist and I have been able to replicate a few things that seem to contribute but I cannot find ample evidence for triggers and it's part of what's driving me crazy about it.

1. Caffeine all of the sudden is poison. I can pretty much bring one on within 6 hours or so of caffeine without any other trigger. They still happen without it but it's a surefire way to get one. That's also confusing to me because I have been an avid coffee drinker/connoisseur for several years now and it has never been a problem
2. It's happened a handful of times when I consider myself to be very much at peace (reading, laying down for bed etc.).

Do you guys have any insight on this? At this point I feel like I know how to deal with them by trying to ground myself and or walking around seems to really help but they are super inconsistent (when they happen that is) and have begun to almost interfere with work. Any ideas?

Thanks in advance!",4.7711475409836055,6.867799448087433,5.449420765027323,77.72249180327869,70.91256830601094,8.595846994535519,29.41311475409836,9.21078282632365,2.8183645901639345,1562,63,266,34,30,505,213,366,0.098,0.78,0.122,0.9459,1,0,1,1,0,0,41.0,0,2,5,6,14,21,2,7,12,0,29,5,3,5,5,65,49,29,0,4,12,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,21,18,0,2,13,1,0,9,5,14,2,2,13,3,29,7,50,33,13,49,1,3,0,0,17,17,0,15,25,191,50,3,0.08600766507796795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624060568605923,0.0,0.08612425279410467,0.0,0.0,0.06878029868913745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546448474457385,0.0,0.13159125674262775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656505660329062,0.0,0.09784613549586207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242947433724368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646490976514477,0.06867012205735451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867012611148466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985970420810828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592128166143686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678253476694278,0.08697611940921131,0.061443893116844374,0.0,0.0,0.15721889544206652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044935455167772496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482375438219047,0.0,0.2554833315990877,0.2281688825513135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383899445630735,0.115298249875983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470022517699803,0.0,0.0,0.09709218498405163,0.0,0.08976965684849098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956374796261503,0.04726756343209105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607497573934077,0.04201900074212462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622057731354217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936875612809159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730099540849156,0.0914125366289379,0.18967659000325826,0.0,0.06633441351249422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252667428186487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165620395053972,0.06541270494561617,0.0,0.201822927164648,0.0,0.0931379198936625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081305043632825,0.0,0.0,0.2625021470940963,0.0,0.08229771989072818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860309399736123,0.0,0.16529613780323346,0.0,0.1698443864449319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659629612998002,0.0,0.2914925412886601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087666802120844,0.0,0.06868583243189537,0.0,0.19704297951449015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918430250956159,0.0,0.0,0.057139670968195576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030352232456792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839355889652941,0.0,0.0,0.08953701256938551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193066228136972,0.0,0.06826888121160905,0.06899016102316292,0.0,0.07733122001042761,0.07972996720120024,0.0,0.09602448654875748,0.0,0.1658166398889509,0.09327164393569763,0.06261460452310788,0.0,0.0,0.061097377590924214,0.09403588005329876,0.0,0.05538611643814522
anxiety,overthinkersquad,2020/04/18,I can’t stop thinking about the worst scenarios I can’t stand this anymore. I am overwhelmed with my thoughts. I can be happy and then think about a little thing or creating a bad scenario in my head of what could happen and then it can’t get out of my head and I think about it as if it was happening in reality.,2.8681818181818173,4.051720969696973,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,74.15151515151516,7.704242424242422,26.83636363636364,8.238735603445708,1.5484036363636369,248,9,55,4,5,82,44,66,0.147,0.75,0.10300000000000001,-0.6077,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,8,2,2,0,0,13,15,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,10,11,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23682835131037205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939048269988374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066471850925512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476468155237555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42234530788496705,0.2542101734742829,0.0,0.0,0.4901614285844485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393432847907381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996499533365616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865006431418852,0.4590458505338656,0.0,0.18958286228995347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FallenintoSarcasm,2020/04/18,"Feeling the sensation I am shaking but physically I'm not? Anyone else felt this? What is it? I've never been officially diagnosed with anxiety but this is something I have felt several times in my life. (Physically, I'm pretty healthy. And even when I have been eating regularly, it happens sometimes, so it rules out low blood sugar.) 

Usually it happens when I am feeling a lot of anxiousness or nervousness. And often times, it is accompanied by feeling a pressure or even pain in my chest, a sensation of tight breathing, and dizziness. 

I feel unsteady on my feet, my legs feel wobbly, my arms and hands feel like they are trembling when they are completely steady. 

But physically, I am not shaking or showing signs of this at all. I just FEEL like I am. Anybody else felt this sensation?",5.010839080459772,7.216430951724138,5.886637931034483,74.38007183908049,70.51724137931033,9.247126436781613,34.8419540229885,9.725611199111238,3.841816091954024,628,33,106,16,12,206,82,145,0.156,0.723,0.12,-0.6966,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,8,9,0,5,4,0,13,12,7,0,2,31,27,14,0,0,9,0,12,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,6,2,1,10,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,5,13,15,2,10,22,2,15,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,5,9,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103752982072232,0.16397549273435308,0.0,0.10149058875002484,0.14872088650521784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521845150156238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473217760572887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852224847003762,0.24250441835942066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917372643939554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137369749447616,0.20738697336425,0.4180934239026763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567071169477906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025220545064832,0.14182358808430498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339931355909775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194679040021177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544472982980902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766730813518286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397549273435308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174172694043898,0.1435547047601124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927348559366442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159859593971795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LazyDots,2020/04/18,"Exam stress I'll have super important (like, future depending on it) exams in two weeks and my anxiety has been peaking these days.

Most of it is because despite lockdowns and quarantines, around 80 000 students, including me, will have to go to their schools and be locked together for hours and expected to concentrate, stay calm and do well. Those last three things I can't do when I'll be in that place. Hell I can't even do them now. I'm supposed to study and I just can't. And even if I study in every waking hour I'm so scared I'm going to forget everything. Im terrified of passing out during the exam, or having a panic attack because these CAN happen. I'm just scared so fucking much of the whole thing, I'm even anxious when I'm supposed to relax and I feel myself getting depressed, having bad thoughts and just the overall stress symptomps. The worst thing is when I start crying at random times and I can't even stop it or anything, it just comes explosively like a fucking emotional diarrhea.

My parents try to help me but really they're making it worse. My mom told me what will happen to my body if I stay in constant stress, that it weakens the immune system and I could get serious illnesses. And then they tell me not to stress. And to ""try to think about it in a different way"" but I can't.

And yesterday my mom said that if I'm this scared over this one exam then maybe I shouldn't even do it, because in college it will be much much harder. I don't know what to think about this. I want to go to college, I'm just scared. I don't know, she might be right. I don't know anything really. That's probably why I'm going to fail these exams.

I just wanted to vent, sorry if it broke any rule. I just feel like I can't take all this shit anymore and I will just collapse under it.",2.905163934426227,4.538350281420769,4.095322404371586,87.43068852459018,74.87431693989072,7.0657923497267765,24.76830601092896,7.793537801064563,1.2613427322404376,1417,46,290,20,30,463,176,366,0.213,0.727,0.06,-0.9959,2,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,3,2,23,27,5,9,8,0,33,7,3,2,1,56,68,30,0,9,17,3,2,3,0,6,2,1,0,0,28,18,0,1,8,1,0,6,11,20,1,3,4,3,33,7,34,53,7,41,1,3,0,2,11,14,4,10,20,192,61,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661634085844744,0.0,0.06368994377902856,0.09405459514680617,0.08256671402014934,0.0,0.0,0.13702375038034625,0.07411471356397567,0.0,0.09471472532426886,0.0,0.0,0.06951455293393256,0.15225465683183306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247767685096353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171691943848965,0.0,0.08996921465967331,0.0,0.06647244385979258,0.0,0.09145184693675107,0.05369266897148222,0.0,0.07170751833097673,0.0,0.0,0.08698388708617885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365081131095217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749461287843947,0.0,0.07014603471466999,0.0,0.07482433924252478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419258683918734,0.0594774789001428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393604551208662,0.08699473457930404,0.0,0.18926322768110315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472444665553974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055804156250169296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639790579748008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992982311022997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726452039817014,0.06786403988955961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202274806833502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555734433257825,0.0,0.08364096466889366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832053235963402,0.0,0.19501479551444886,0.0,0.0,0.18360629197626632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564158282748794,0.0,0.0,0.09768195245354354,0.09244496523258124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698388708617885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976310750999071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667073161929047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109942300526596,0.0791946903916696,0.0,0.33341162180532435,0.08425863264603121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546019079074016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319729775208653,0.05892840694285061,0.17747777448573138,0.0,0.06960501354701654,0.3814738637803377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259749378745491,0.0,0.07276865004879915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593301963675258,0.10669304654180836,0.0,0.0660952706346455,0.04854673369511813,0.0,0.0,0.07955384104820798,0.0,0.1130495315642833,0.0,0.08132816100168644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821206117524288,0.06608404409008205,0.06678224048677217,0.0,0.07485635712805444,0.0,0.0751248020250371,0.0929513753586532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084844086435854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lez-bean924,2020/04/18,"Stupid breakdown Ok so this feels really stupid but here it is: so I used to have my bed in one corner of my room, while it was in that corner I went through a lot of stuff, I almost killed myself, I had a bad ED, I hated myself in every way, I had no one to talk to and I was alone with work basically 24/7, in the beginning of the year I moved my bed and rearranged my room, new year new me kinda thing, I and I love it there, i have nothing but good memories with it being there. But then I got a leak in my ceiling, the plumbers left a huge hole in the plaster. So now I have to move my bed back to where it was before, it’s kinda stupid but I legitimately had an anxiety attack and couldn’t sleep last night because I didn’t wanna move it back. It got so bad I had to cut before I could sleep, I’ve been dissociative all morning, I really don’t want it back there, I don’t wanna relapse on my bad habits and feel like moving it back will do that. Does anyone have any ideas for me? I know it’s pretty stupid but I’m legitimately scared.",0.903111253469998,2.66478804484305,3.0500832799487547,92.10868460388642,81.10762331838566,6.041341020713217,18.242366004697843,7.07126945348624,0.0001908605594707069,806,17,188,10,21,274,113,223,0.257,0.6659999999999999,0.077,-0.9937,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,14,16,8,1,9,1,21,3,2,1,1,28,33,16,1,5,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,16,7,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,12,0,2,12,2,31,4,22,17,2,34,0,0,0,1,2,14,0,4,15,130,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301148338606387,0.11688736760170168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674764873320727,0.0,0.0863364420744136,0.0,0.0,0.07891328590308197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839283427418124,0.0,0.3471248745377287,0.2826963952205,0.06879749287542221,0.0,0.1920685387797423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010832728565532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876323215318884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508815212499916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412929522996362,0.08062613353232669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946603536000654,0.1805265013656769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142440162309936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740350707568493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486120667632855,0.0,0.06202407900450465,0.09199473890554632,0.0,0.0,0.12262108831313527,0.0,0.0,0.0551369614273469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594825915452936,0.1018592007487604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798028907939075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799888129798825,0.0,0.10591005514303772,0.0,0.10829077265620687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295167811211036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481766584399025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460008747121336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299104483748194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258800061456948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919597906843971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071138570077658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497817126779663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747350647096434,0.0,0.0,0.06656686619228205,0.08958182259386803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462095834109383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216233069336469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535434502130168
anxiety,AymenH0627,2020/04/18,"Heart Thumping Hey everyone

I deal with a lot of health anxiety, every small thing messes up my thoughts and makes me restless. Whenever I actually feel fine something happens again I feel like. This time, it feels like my heart rate is high and I can constantly feel it beating. 

It started almost a week ago, since my college classes are online and I'm off work I've returned to my bad high school routine of gaming until 1-3 am. Since my mom has been leaving for work at 3 am, I just game until then and make sure she heads out safely before I go to bed. 

However, after an intense few games, I logged off but it felt like my heart was racing at 120 bpm. I couldn't stop thinking about it and that same night I couldn't sleep because it felt like I had 1000 different things going on in my head. I've never felt this before and it really messed me up. 

Fast forward to today, I keep thinking it's anxiety so I've been able to ignore my heart beating though my chest and by doing that my heart rate has been low also, just furthering my belief that's it's really just anxiety again. But last night the exact same thing happened. I couldn't sleep til 6am after I tried to clear my head all of over again. I keep having so many things pop up in my head and I can't concentrate while my heart rate is jumping. 

With the pandemic and not having insurance, I can't go to the doctor right now. I've also moved so I'm learning the new area as well. 

Any reassurance or advice would be greatly appreciated, thank you.",3.3317732240437152,4.850630990163936,4.454774590163937,85.75899248633881,73.52459016393443,7.312841530054643,24.83948087431694,7.937092434478242,1.3179316939890708,1192,37,241,17,24,390,171,305,0.08,0.8009999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8957,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,4,15,17,0,1,7,0,23,15,13,2,5,51,46,24,0,4,7,1,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,18,12,0,5,12,3,0,6,7,6,1,0,9,7,34,11,32,32,5,50,1,1,0,0,9,20,0,3,30,149,52,7,0.07733326821514169,0.0,0.07546611431992534,0.0,0.0,0.07556917467822458,0.06855127625032109,0.0,0.07743809735001493,0.0,0.0,0.12368677330381712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258927425705967,0.0,0.1774792155423603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064570048746872,0.0471416425225056,0.0,0.13160983077348878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356978979371611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972720383739887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079680573771389,0.0,0.07915387690934968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515661382776562,0.07389525182397079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640809605719025,0.1104938045296297,0.22275619488735668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318508354175912,0.0,0.0,0.08526020121761345,0.0,0.0,0.13677110737121898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174649753486224,0.08220164784604238,0.0,0.5498417710806724,0.0,0.16341368752069768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374747240773173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303693512915515,0.0,0.08188476499739429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112451438263064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574597917267185,0.0,0.0,0.1032411140725523,0.07840379603374968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057178908060397,0.0,0.08219302555119591,0.0,0.0,0.05964418389227868,0.07468895233627962,0.0,0.1451440670413035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908334370025032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604218851393223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826539605986979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794175721501727,0.0,0.15477823475317107,0.0,0.0,0.0595349280336645,0.0,0.0,0.054736885274824384,0.0,0.0,0.06465407498238639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288569009113456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119808332024448,0.0,0.0,0.20550714854089674,0.0991040713835044,0.07597954337892784,0.061393976752938326,0.04509365059391826,0.0,0.07330289592624367,0.0,0.0,0.05250421282903491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203208309135655,0.0,0.06953189547756321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125990805908047,0.0,0.0,0.05493533494017695,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mahaq437,2020/04/18,"I’ve been my own worst enemy lately. 
I’ve been thinking about a bunch of embarrassing things I did specifically sixth grade.

When I was a sixth grader I was really weird and did some really obnoxious things. I pissed off some eighth graders that knew my brother by being annoying, rude  and thinking I was the shit basically on the bus. The rest of middle school was awkward as well but not nearly as bad as sixth grade. When I got to high school you would expect people to move on from who you were 3 years ago but nope. There were a lot of kids I annoyed but there were 2 in particular who would go around talking bad about me saying I was freak based off what I was like in sixth grade. My freshman year was miserable because of people like them. One of them dropped it after he was confronted by an older girl I knew but the other one was ruthless. He made a bunch of people think bad of me, laughed at me whenever I walked by, gave me weird looks and made one of his friends feel bad for liking me. They graduated my sophomore year but I guess since I’ve been home and I’ve just been in my head and thinking about all the weird shit I did in sixth grade. I’m aware most of my peers probably don’t remember. (At least I’m hoping that’s the case.) But I still feel severe judgement towards myself.

I’m a senior now and I’m a different person someone I’m actually proud to be! I’ve just been feeling awful about myself and I’m still viewing myself as that weird person from sixth grade. I’m also paranoid that people who knew me back then including my peers are still viewing me that way which I realize is crazy because my peers have seen me grow up. My brother is still okay with this guy and he claims that he confronted him about it when I was a freshman but I do remember him saying shit when I was a sophomore. I just wanted this to write to all this out because it’s been killing me for the last few days. Any advice on how to deal with these reoccurring thoughts?",3.952546352451913,5.163858550251256,4.586534396118523,86.62359296482413,71.53768844221105,7.700710448795703,25.78443943857217,8.104835398774808,1.3832688268930855,1565,48,325,22,29,500,185,398,0.14,0.722,0.138,0.7875,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,3,1,24,32,10,3,16,2,33,5,5,3,2,53,61,26,1,5,11,2,3,3,1,2,0,2,1,5,21,12,0,0,14,0,0,4,3,23,1,3,32,9,48,9,50,25,13,45,0,1,4,0,29,18,4,6,24,220,69,9,0.0,0.0,0.09185672174054864,0.0,0.0,0.0919821659447466,0.08344003880722736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527525181825402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401122378567574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379512776384328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237970280643605,0.3143764882538318,0.1721412363126886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060705679616010526,0.0970432841817898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834519464870324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427839675492041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272414543073333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349591053484155,0.0,0.07528388471113835,0.0,0.1036941527427812,0.093202910756018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660392669531244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945288530128038,0.09441946887007892,0.09349173898876266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414024109705088,0.0,0.0,0.07672802901960184,0.10618206974202732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796061905650178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904499378377375,0.0,0.0,0.0800254547202716,0.0,0.1781350394625133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000446617015842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135356439511447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610299119646729,0.1643803328257434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014874199815472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060341536617285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326053470345588,0.0,0.0,0.14971096315566634,0.0,0.1905279680177498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633943569518137,0.28986744716422624,0.07786481719248735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975554008136113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300687460287164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565765083157228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507078924978252,0.24125728985695155,0.0,0.07472823385649502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551996235555856,0.07471554096879697,0.0,0.0,0.08463364031039139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373365836569462,0.0,0.0,0.18184875356356808
anxiety,mxmxm00,2020/04/18,Is Anxiety Attacks relapse a thing? I haven't had an intense anxiety attack for almost a month and my body just feels weird. I can't really explain the feeling but it just feels like a relapse like I want to have an anxiety attack to feel my muscles tense and those sort. Is there such thing as a relapse in anxiety attacks or am I just... problematic?,4.514782608695653,5.830239898550726,5.8673623188405815,77.57582608695652,70.30434782608697,8.998260869565216,34.08985507246377,9.3871,3.329606376811596,279,14,51,6,5,94,44,69,0.353,0.532,0.115,-0.9454,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,7,0,7,1,1,0,0,15,13,5,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,6,2,5,12,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563389950093608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47774800160749703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7104696292944759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734222967056511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157707302438517,0.11153741469682256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255188020095126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461936643598827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000191824590408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744815646040032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208795999847323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,investingnoobhelp,2020/04/18,"Does anybody else feel like there's an imaginary audience always watching them? I read about the invisible audience from reddit a few weeks ago and since then, I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. It kind of summed up where most of my anxiety comes from. A whole audience constantly watching and judging me. Sometimes it may not even be anxiety, but you may start to act a little different if you think there's an audience always watching you. [Wikipedia](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Imaginary_audience) has great info on it. 


""Examples of imaginary audience: A teen that is affected by imaginary audience might be self-conscious and may worry about what other people think of them. They may change their clothes constantly before leaving the house to make sure they are presentable for everybody that is watching them. """,10.197142857142858,11.067770571428573,8.513571428571428,65.1939285714286,57.57142857142857,12.714285714285715,40.35714285714286,12.161744961471696,5.4675,680,32,99,20,8,205,94,140,0.073,0.853,0.07400000000000001,0.4654,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,6,0,7,4,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,2,1,22,20,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,13,4,16,12,3,14,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,7,9,72,21,1,0.16134656539567158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430239951285746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685065352261327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468593618054377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729404341565282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068327239752226,0.1389857794871143,0.0,0.3487166355505007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857281997256834,0.0,0.0,0.14119546667306926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478435184901166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065678847481416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815816713859081,0.11526601855723592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788515795214124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861722736620654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680176191811686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084271614909488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882578192250769,0.16171164579007605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770008527822393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116320849850425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185739301817624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139022806769915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831965608608274,0.0,0.0,0.133467546204701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957587879731366,0.0,0.11420192943327093,0.0,0.0,0.13489295329173415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206722842725193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101530926503323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942248248561175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013767824623442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385526910796658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,raccoonsockss,2020/04/18,"panic attacks within dreams?? i had a dream last night and to summarise we were at a factory and kept getting on elevators or trains, and i had at least 2 panic attacks in the dream (possibly in real life too) and i’m not sure why?? every time i started having one the dream started becoming less detailed where i usually have very vivid dreams. i think i was half awake which could be a reason but it wasn’t a particularly scary dream and i haven’t had any kind of nightmare in so long?? i do have anxiety and i woke up as if i’d had a panic attack because i was still freaked out. idk, it was just weird. has this ever happened to anyone else??
(also i’m not sure what flair to add sorry)",2.4164893617021264,4.116305773049652,4.1400177304964565,86.30875,76.3758865248227,6.68581560283688,24.51595744680851,7.492282038375204,1.131727659574468,538,18,111,7,12,181,93,141,0.23800000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.073,-0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,7,11,3,3,7,0,17,1,0,1,3,23,26,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,8,0,2,11,1,11,3,14,13,2,19,0,0,1,0,1,10,0,2,9,76,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124763063434677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460077260657564,0.0,0.10642012177773033,0.0,0.0,0.09727018271668657,0.14253644581549052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747791568849794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480124260268451,0.1536380183332233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106942714481964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621003175734793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583455848267086,0.11720766440710995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268015716948459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301607704576108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448634993082156,0.0,0.11339465794525842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825875578373053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231095371150045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054697060707854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426573425836618,0.0,0.0,0.4896530594370918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568276165272318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833964746066315,0.0,0.14303006656767062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572423506202254,0.1969280508327516,0.0,0.11109483764720708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622223900973177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913720386698605,0.0,0.0,0.08111719064582784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532119589231176,0.1147817775881488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552673319621946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Short-Carrot,2020/04/18,I've lost a facebook account of mine (First I found it on messenger but it was deactivated so I reported it for pretening to be me and the report will be open forever and the account invisible) but it's still there somewhere deactivated and I cringe a lot from what I did there as a kid I cannot accept it that I won't be able to get it back and I was planning suicide because of it... How can I manage how can I accept it...????? Sometimes I do accept it but it comes back.. the thoughts that I have to delete it and I can't and it will ALWAYS BE THERE just invisible... Please help,0.11986225895316947,2.3985658347107446,2.8667438016528948,88.87708539944904,89.0,5.8712947658402195,22.116253443526173,7.3011,0.8998623691460055,450,17,99,8,15,157,66,121,0.146,0.799,0.055,-0.8931,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,3,10,4,0,0,6,0,16,0,0,2,0,20,21,13,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,0,5,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,6,0,14,3,9,8,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,81,29,3,0.2636968255231632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194168831475295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055331635873514,0.0,0.16074713729347476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271514658755644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243003850804169,0.0,0.2891299583971719,0.0,0.0,0.1377707076507463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675042365765553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878562351686229,0.22418561117207533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894599277539165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080290315277777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058862549387405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844152739566825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934582424414933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,No_Bully_I_Beg,2020/04/18,"Whenever im anxious I throw up, is this normal? When im stressed or anxious I become nauseous and have to run to the bathroom to puke. After im done throwing up the stress and anxiousness leaves my body and i feel completely fine. Is this normal?",1.4933333333333323,4.095667755102042,3.0072448979591826,88.04787414965988,85.73469387755101,5.715646258503401,26.534013605442176,7.1686216300943375,1.5882217687074829,196,9,37,3,6,64,32,49,0.282,0.679,0.039,-0.8972,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,5,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567751446805815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143638204628945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248008626639198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224638054752536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811735673121025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306583292617352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323577247357666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395074500454158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219226399321777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37636857856623696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tstyes25,2020/04/18,"Coming to anxiety from an unexpected point of view Understanding how generalized anxiety disorder plays a role in my life is something I’ve only recently come to grasp over the past 3-5 years. I’ve had an epilepsy disorder since I was a child, and I’ve worked long and hard through some very difficult times to get through grad school, gain control, get married, and move on to another graduate program that’s important to my career. However, I’ve always been obsessively insecure around my peers, I hold myself to ridiculous standards, and I dwell on what my life could be like, not what it is like. I didn’t realize how I would go from paranoia to self-persecution constantly, because the reality is that my epilepsy disorder was the obvious trauma for me. After gaining long-time consistent control, my wife constantly reminded me how demeaning, repetitive, and obsessive I was being towards myself, and I realized these elements had been in place for years, I had just ignored them. This is a confusing time for me. I’m working with a therapist to gain advice on some of my habit-based anxieties, but I’m also looking towards medication as well because anxiety has likely always been a part of my neurological makeup due chemical changes, something that will never change. I’m 31, I’m married, and I’m looking towards careers, so I’m just taking it one step at a time.",11.892788844621515,8.952671127490042,11.640434262948208,56.312284860557796,56.84860557768923,15.777051792828686,49.80119521912351,13.968273953766033,7.007855458167333,1107,62,176,36,10,371,147,251,0.121,0.81,0.069,-0.6593,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,7,9,14,1,5,11,0,20,4,0,5,2,35,35,14,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,9,11,0,4,4,1,0,5,3,9,1,1,10,4,22,5,32,20,3,32,0,0,3,0,4,13,0,3,17,116,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060876030277685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681868871741147,0.18066809190902589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383894724272058,0.33220502308971417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664508503976432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235936158624306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296928908555489,0.18703675544640289,0.0,0.23463849439934376,0.2435277872492274,0.08667961705181827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732716662812877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344054529970125,0.0,0.06169949209326508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725212867159193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336409923527974,0.1591168378957623,0.0,0.0,0.19215166237674985,0.18233303892632136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936693085741923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153864800489755,0.0,0.0,0.08373134324441113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735658583704575,0.08256790646555061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756436405694383,0.1036367382306941,0.0,0.0,0.1134264002420583,0.0,0.1026281858154913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719397267964384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987268689071797,0.0,0.0,0.11325605564961436,0.0,0.0,0.08980536315168326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715592934329376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162670837474903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605131260703753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899138368382492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301907917093873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895767699683482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761218322948767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580719468470136,0.0,0.0,0.07712083703635222,0.0,0.0,0.13982346962587575
anxiety,entrocyte,2020/04/18,"23 (M) and my sister is 4 years older than me every time i stay with my sister when she is with her friends or with her fiance i feel inferior i think they are really cool and i start to compare myself with them the boys are muscular and the girls are very pretty and their activity is cool like coming together for barebecues and playing poker

this feeling remains a day then I return to my activity of watching netflix, playing league of legend and playing card with my friends (boys only)",3.4840307328605182,5.949152627659576,4.928014184397167,78.33388888888891,75.91489361702128,7.1565011820330975,27.465721040189123,8.167268648758528,2.1891834515366426,393,16,67,7,9,131,63,94,0.026000000000000002,0.738,0.23600000000000002,0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,1,9,0,0,3,2,6,1,1,0,0,16,11,9,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,12,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,17,8,11,11,0,10,0,1,1,0,13,0,0,1,9,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594451293941117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942400978442638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25376225297351784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045774519812249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653912191893338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714429969702836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290655772511443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064145102686393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294750795360027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318104965997028,0.3210242752097167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929878714968576,0.0,0.0,0.17562401876441588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851004947853034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395395350415154
anxiety,mattisca,2020/04/18,Mindfulness How have people’s anxiety responded to mindfulness meditation? And how did you go about meditating to start?,8.35736842105263,12.340795526315794,9.230789473684217,45.80302631578948,67.42105263157895,16.431578947368422,41.078947368421055,13.023866798666859,8.854452631578948,101,6,12,6,2,34,16,19,0.10800000000000001,0.892,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313146936985601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263955232074254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8266412274681215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28378749541160697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897356951612017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,australianfromthe6,2020/04/18,"Advice Is there a cure for anxiety? I feel like I’m anxious 24/7! Constantly feel like people are looking at me laughing smiling judging what ever to the point where I get angry. If I catch someone smiling at me I almost want to go upto them and confront. All I do is workout and do everything I can do be the best version of myself because I’m afraid I’d I don’t I’ll be a worthless nobody. I abused weed from 13-14 until 20 I’ve been off it now for 6 months. It has really opened my eyes to why I was smoking in the first place. I’m really starting to hate majority people I come across , I always feel like everyone is against me an out to get me, maybe because it’s true? I’ve had such shit experiences with people/friends that it makes it hard for me to trust anyone, I have very little contact with family and am alone most of the time. I’ve never had a girlfriend of any time of female friend. I’ve been told I’m very good looking by some of them but I lack the confidence in myself. I know most you will say meditate/medication/ blah blah blah but I really think this shit goes deeper, I honestly feel like everyone I come across just wants me to fucking fail at life. I know it’s not true but it’s how I feel. My mind might be cooked for all I know. I’m just sick of the feelings I get, I do almost everything “right” in my life. I don’t know why I’m feeling like this. I exercise eat healthy and get good enough sleep. Could it just be gene thing or have i fried my brain?",1.4910411140583548,3.347772096153846,3.3180415561450083,90.43615384615387,79.64102564102564,6.482935455349248,22.617595048629532,7.503015589744147,0.8436811229000889,1162,37,255,17,29,389,164,312,0.126,0.71,0.16399999999999998,0.9194,0,1,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,1,2,3,9,22,5,1,10,0,27,12,5,2,6,50,61,11,0,5,9,0,8,8,2,2,4,1,0,0,13,10,2,0,12,3,0,4,4,8,0,1,6,12,40,14,33,48,10,30,0,2,3,1,8,16,3,8,15,152,53,1,0.0,0.10892030098617446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983151635929024,0.0,0.0,0.1841063300889714,0.09521025491451764,0.0,0.0,0.07649191889875802,0.0,0.0,0.06251456722746951,0.0,0.07032509010150498,0.10385309651250886,0.0,0.06427858049277572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120775832076023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647334301622484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262266581379713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837661401657108,0.0,0.09934210570596416,0.0,0.07339746789423915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094065857936478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498676751191938,0.0,0.0,0.08315463763196661,0.0,0.17568334049866746,0.1652389085872856,0.08992376284736027,0.08666205670514975,0.0,0.3253728636596748,0.3283688769749062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819437874794469,0.0,0.0,0.1420475413440607,0.08498646433152797,0.1921154953087127,0.0,0.05224511418063873,0.15421061456823149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234992532964644,0.09076041235168032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208611055318515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986370882350626,0.22455823329848,0.09213655886879356,0.0,0.0,0.15439366053790152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136302180915735,0.0,0.0923545857871137,0.0,0.10211189665178047,0.0,0.0,0.09752166554823244,0.0928216308978098,0.0,0.07337649257361804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090096595430524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274633651321288,0.0,0.09604577008166368,0.0,0.08690219488318009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766753517246034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850648049491196,0.0,0.0731052737112212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872667365831602,0.0,0.0,0.09199494096961472,0.0,0.07789076317105371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506750174206749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061073244661960825,0.058904103741157225,0.0,0.0,0.10720855502991067,0.0,0.0,0.08784167024933373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170136466779796,0.10844368265053636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590243789814949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Quijiboo1,2020/04/18,"Scared of ectopic pregnancy Hi all, my period was late this month by 6 days.  When it finally came it was bright red for 1 and a half days, went black/brown on the 2nd day, I had sex with my Husband and then I just had very light spotting for the 3rd 4th day. So it was shorter than usual, last month was also shorter.

Now I took 2 pregnancy tests during the time my period was late, and also took 1 after my period had ended all were negative. 

I'm freaked out there's a possibility I could still be pregnant or going through an ectopic pregnancy.
I have no early pregnancy symptoms other than nausea but I get that with stress. And I also had an hormonal outbreak of acne around my chin. 

According to my period calendar I'm due to ovulate in around 5 or 6 days. 

In summary I want to know would an ectopic pregnancy show up on 3 home pregnancy tests? 

Thank you in advance",2.9393103448275864,4.830049942528738,4.802965517241383,81.28858620689657,75.4367816091954,8.548045977011496,27.11724137931035,9.21078282632365,2.4681406896551725,686,27,133,17,15,234,108,174,0.069,0.89,0.040999999999999995,-0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,2,8,0,14,2,0,0,2,20,25,13,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,3,0,1,14,3,15,2,23,8,2,40,0,0,2,1,3,9,0,2,25,88,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34450826090054804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556671508059567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423902731695286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465213526105167,0.0,0.0,0.4630474515447176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271861121011307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573057108435485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502456278742856,0.0,0.081610634121587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404152861164882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891826770819083,0.1170523698089212,0.3239719057906524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292387405967261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618863225008283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376767326871506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467836541665495,0.0,0.1644921958975639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925436818189258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322066874192482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373374521681543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190875969222706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581540365303241,0.1184842330408488,0.08469842440185682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331177331573158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200862601932666,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,DashO101,2020/04/18,"What do I do comment My heart is breaking for
My heart is breaking for you. Sadly, I know way too much about situtation. While I can admit to you, embarassingly, that I was in your husband's shoes I can assure you that most romance born in game-land are simply that _ a game.

He doesn't know this woman. He thinks he does. He knows that he likely lends her gold and outfits her with quality armor.

But he hasn't spent hours holding her hair back when she's vomiting from the flu like a real life partner has.

He thinks that talking to her for hours on end in voice chat is the key to their intimacy.

But he's never stared into her eyes and felt the whisper of her voice in his ear like a real life partner can.

His ego is boosted because he bravely slays any creature that seeks to harm her.

But he doesn't know what her favorite shoes are.

Or her favorite shampoo.

Or her favorite movie.

Nor does he know her fears, and hopes. Other than attaining max level and scoring epic gear.

It's not real, my dear friend.

Trust me. I know. I have beenthere more times that I'd like to count.

Once the smoke-and-mirrors of the online lust and infatuation fade, the two involved are usually left panicked, resentful, and more alone that they care to remember.

I could write pages upon pages about this because I, sadly, have been there. More than once. More times that I care to imagine. :(

I remember minimizing windows. Insisting the door remained closed. Always clearing my chat history on Messenger programs. Worrying that he'd be recording my voicechat program.

Hmm.. All traits of a decietful coward with worry issues. But my character in game was brave and confident -- so I could easily hide behind that facade.

Again, I am terribly sorry you're going through this. I wish I could remedy this for you. Please know that I am here to listen -- anytime. With love, Solei",2.8176584928229644,5.493357721590915,3.4766088516746443,86.63573564593302,79.73863636363636,6.205263157894738,24.88815789473684,7.475848149327749,1.3922090909090912,1466,55,271,22,38,461,194,352,0.11,0.721,0.16899999999999998,0.9734,0,1,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,5,2,1,9,21,1,1,11,0,28,13,7,0,4,48,47,17,0,5,7,1,2,4,3,0,4,5,2,3,20,12,0,1,14,4,1,1,6,6,0,1,5,9,45,15,34,37,9,29,0,2,2,2,49,12,0,4,17,169,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788896482922077,0.0,0.0,0.08667799445760492,0.0,0.0,0.07083934341919293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010049363923621,0.0,0.12700243732868416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124170287219772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495144091139695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823201787981823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226392378464288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722049440345428,0.0,0.0,0.10001977786855022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048167818637905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920235473998376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468845000434174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346456470286323,0.20517342917790266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087266786672625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007447229677431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318128345071933,0.0,0.1471570591469455,0.2035692928767276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401771938745897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657712110449053,0.0,0.08034252013157286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187583697662827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434765480960303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557056571827678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360091771749485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661006842012782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372810255107914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349618237094873,0.0,0.0,0.12148502315636525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175919954371747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472881536833865,0.0,0.0,0.08268549720531661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197906486874896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115798946290586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hollieback_girl,2020/04/18,"Does anyone else literally feel like they are drowning inside? I’ve had this awful sensation off and on (mostly on) for the past six-ish weeks where I truly feel like I’m drowning inside my body. I don’t know if that makes much sense, but if feels like I’m filled with water or something all the way up to my throat. Of course google said I’m in heart failure but I had a full cardio workup in Jan/feb that was normal and I’m a 29 yo relatively healthy person, so I know logically the chances of it being that are so small. However, I can’t get it to stop and it’s driving me insane. My husband mentioned it could possibly be GERD, but I don’t have any actual burning in my chest, just this miserable tight drowning feeling. Does anyone else ever get this and how do I make it stop?!",2.8124319159101785,4.343503000000002,4.1915527950310585,87.06958432871477,74.90062111801242,6.941423793597706,24.18585762064023,7.61054688173877,1.0677573817486858,617,19,129,8,13,204,103,161,0.115,0.7859999999999999,0.099,-0.7668,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,5,1,13,6,4,3,2,30,28,13,3,4,7,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,11,5,1,3,7,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,6,13,3,13,21,4,18,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,4,8,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.14978768582618274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043809630485187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465269401335488,0.31454481974705856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049687111230918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255221021120602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686467000903381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564485404612385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884381741606774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31044405776037315,0.328967737926596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038822074781184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818907448350371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687122199975976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496777015392688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491644095370534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283551290234185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150391212465027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652708169740727,0.0,0.1340247571584996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304105658623753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600763535883568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816693063308313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566551718772456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183613528662605,0.12312336810984455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nikonip,2020/04/18,"Pandemic anxieties but not about getting sick Probably a bit triggering.

I'm not in the US, but our country has been in total lockdown for three weeks, and we have another two weeks to go (for certain, it obviously might be extended). I've been finding this the most relaxing, best time I've had for months, if not years. I have chronic anxiety and depression, and the knowledge that I don't have to go out, and people aren't going to think of me as lazy for not going out, has made me feel properly calm for the first time in ages. 

The only problem with all of this is that I cannot work from home. I am a dog walker, and only do that part time, so obviously I can't work and have no official way of claiming unemployment benefits. (Where I am you're only allowed out for food, medical issues etc) 

Because of the work I do and the fact that it periodically gets interrupted by an episode that lands me in hospital, I have no savings, at all. It's been ok when I've got enough food for the coming few days or week, but having to buy food and medication is a huge blow. My parents help me financially, which I feel really guilty about, but usually I'm able to support myself a lot better than at present. About a month ago I was in hospital after suicide attempts, so missed out on a lot of income.

Despite feeling blissfully safe in the lockdown atmosphere, getting food and meds is beyond stressful. Even before lockdown I was eating the same cheap stuff every day (lentils, rice, bread... repeat), and sometimes it gets me down. I don't know if I'm actually getting enough nutrients because often I get exhausted and weak, and what I eat just doesn't fill me up. I feel physically run down and have a few medical issues that probably need to be checked out, but I don't have the money. Here, there is no possibility of getting something like a stimulus check. 

Sorry - this is turning into a rant. I long to be able to buy other food without feeling excruciatingly anxious and guilty (if I even have the money to do it). My door is right next to my landlady's kitchen door and I often smell them cooking and feel really jealous. Writing this feels silly. During lockdown I've been doing a lot of art and it is almost my dream to be able to earn money from doing that, rather than facing daily anxiety at having to go out and interact with people. I've explored a lot of online jobs but haven't found anything that is worth it. Not completing hundreds of surveys to accumulate a tiny amount of money. 

Anyway - rant over.",6.804147692774742,6.5274072274590145,7.5871675774134815,72.85825743776563,64.84016393442622,10.590285367334547,35.082270795385554,10.168813456921066,3.5194646933819067,1989,83,367,41,27,667,243,488,0.15,0.745,0.10400000000000001,-0.9737,6,4,1,0,0,1,61.0,3,0,1,8,17,19,1,1,25,1,47,18,1,3,7,85,79,32,1,6,18,1,7,1,0,1,7,0,4,0,23,29,10,1,13,4,10,9,17,7,0,3,10,8,34,12,66,64,18,58,0,2,0,0,8,26,0,13,23,263,57,6,0.2124180452896266,0.0,0.06909645684375429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276526019259973,0.0,0.07090199621149705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424628051891058,0.16249922323280674,0.07999064292817852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826731736097605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632537921036088,0.0,0.06025070373772471,0.0,0.07430654445983742,0.06262216636310748,0.07730182988829486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099311241262596,0.07423875968791316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132804420358123,0.0,0.060985117049581525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490446036962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463230824712614,0.07896742355745208,0.09353341036766699,0.0,0.05965712155722695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25061154100865063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471541503912003,0.060227560269849226,0.4280945725567362,0.07763514088012596,0.0,0.0,0.25895254334209705,0.0,0.20120345052311575,0.0,0.05663003852528161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047459779392470786,0.0,0.07102420631142198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780616756107942,0.07026404443595692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891313415979178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034592242426200126,0.0,0.0,0.06266109522508535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078696795207585,0.0,0.06699836350217052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864952069876728,0.21398883311752032,0.0,0.07511399263564875,0.0,0.0,0.11303337144254462,0.0,0.0,0.052501763014326464,0.0,0.0,0.07530300033190025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155349536647562,0.0,0.0,0.07862170043776315,0.0766760143537548,0.0,0.0981759511184155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982314322208865,0.0,0.0,0.15268172001055472,0.06775179388617784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072029272496394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046795001495338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450992969023168,0.07002895943559823,0.07926153692674141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110805106453588,0.0,0.08105594709484869,0.07745028823433213,0.08034982684231512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536963545228302,0.0,0.0,0.12386267042905134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701661196596535,0.06916718823293158,0.0,0.08517091804644655,0.0,0.07798282223037653,0.0,0.0,0.056202519034916736,0.17038894307236427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825447183452565,0.0,0.1546428668575574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455967522557794
anxiety,Temporary_Interview,2020/04/18,"Can I stop taking Paxil after 2 days? Was given Paxil for anxiety, after reading the side effects I’d rather not deal with it. I plan in asking my doctor to put me on something that doesn’t have so many side effects or withdrawal symptoms.

I know you are supposed to taper off of Paxil. I have only taken 2 doses of 10mg. Can I just go ahead and stop taking it?",2.5924000000000014,4.018851373333334,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,75.26666666666667,6.066666666666666,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.8036666666666665,283,8,53,2,6,99,57,75,0.094,0.89,0.016,-0.6553,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,0,11,14,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,12,11,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779719014892688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417180833238683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674938654369845,0.26656332995292625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646464442760604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469452334724992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209745333369292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213859192064953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664603194100214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599235548918028,0.0,0.0,0.2586293134343038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990516147728879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432334377547722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26874215860892603,0.3888088965655652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acesoir,2020/04/18,How has anxiety ruined your life for you? Has it made you feel unworthy of certain opportunities or people? Has it driven you away from success? How has it lied to you?,2.1459374999999987,4.938916718750004,4.123750000000001,79.74625000000002,84.9375,6.95,23.625,8.07648339933343,1.850725,133,5,24,3,4,45,23,32,0.254,0.5589999999999999,0.188,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,3,5,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40327436791362575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952822212840817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665468850026373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372347230662118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988095725333358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654649281757757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nicyem,2020/04/18,"Does Gabapentin help with anxiety? I have very severe anxiety (which is probably triggered by my PTSD, since all the traumas had happened in the spring so this season is a hell for me).

I'm on Prozac 60mg, Dexedrine 30-60mg (for narcolepsy and ADHD) and for anxiety I have Oxazepam which does it work normally but not now when this season brings all the traumas back to my mind and anxiety grows unbearable. 

So I've been prescribed Gabapentin by my psychiatrist, who told me that it might be good for me to get over this extremely hard period in my life since some patients have had good experiences with it what comes to anxiety and insomnia I too suffer now (can't sleep at nights because of anxiety).

I've read the side effects of Gabapentin and was so frightened that I decided not to even try it. But then again my anxiety is so SO severe rn that I simply can't handle it anymore. So I'm thinking that maybe I should take Gabapentin and all the side effects IF it's worth it = if it will take this anxiety away.

Does anybody had any success with this drug?

Ps. I'm in therapy, have a regular contact with psychiatrist and psychologist and yes, I use many supplements and been practicing yoga, mindfulness, exercising and all possible things I could do but this type of anxiety I have right now is just so extreme that nothing works. I just can't handle this anymore and I'm really very desperate.

Pps. Also tried every antipsychotics and they made me feel even worse. Also on Atarax (hydroxitzine) for allergy and it doesn't help either with this anxiety sh*t. :(",4.690518018018022,6.71013665540541,5.2456756756756775,79.42072072072072,70.95945945945945,9.527927927927928,31.25225225225225,9.928628108626363,3.3337211711711716,1254,56,229,34,24,402,153,296,0.172,0.754,0.075,-0.9785,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,5,20,7,1,0,7,1,25,6,1,5,4,48,40,29,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,27,19,0,0,5,3,1,3,6,4,0,0,8,2,20,3,27,27,6,26,1,1,0,0,6,11,1,4,12,153,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601683636898646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410904072415419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059988969905779725,0.0,0.6748394655552665,0.0,0.17497040774703596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288054389362093,0.06783160134514114,0.0,0.053774816529474766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598908825081499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043219985266423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315916380199804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230095853515138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652985548179765,0.0,0.0743246261009513,0.0,0.0,0.08629083016181231,0.0,0.0,0.04460396487661899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608850055929132,0.0,0.0,0.1479804840178192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800790142079972,0.0,0.07902297674665251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825680710375165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062308598347323135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347081097262908,0.0,0.0894357837641411,0.08862344751239794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358177652334104,0.1781432478696694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278344959832169,0.08643160261382797,0.08464431170431443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944873502643396,0.0,0.0,0.09511028571290413,0.0,0.10311817576976677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823849697941626,0.0,0.056512547542909165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533480762462268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931483356965127,0.0,0.14594409851993595,0.0,0.08827833239618492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265283888203022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088111149575067,0.0,0.058605876974939936,0.056524369652878464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429285439802621,0.0,0.11978387942498794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761891125371698,0.0,0.14557260816681206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844259504253355,0.0,0.08989823910748923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jem_401,2020/04/18,"Being envious of others who can do what i cant Because of my anxiety i have trouble with lots of things other people do easily.   
It's things that i want to do, such as travel, go to parties, spend nights at other people's places, even having kids.   
I want all these things but i just get so anxious about doing them most of them, i do force myself often to do these things such as parties and travelling shorter distances(1 hour or so)   
Anyway, i get so destroyed when i see my friends and things doing all those things i can't. I don't say anything to them obviously but i get so jealous and mad at myself.   
Any ideas how to make myself not feel so envious and angry?   
I am working on my mental health and improving my abilities to do these things but that takes time as you all would know",4.982088607594938,5.436630626582283,5.732759493670888,82.10306329113925,68.68354430379748,8.345316455696205,27.8253164556962,8.238735603445708,1.7812536708860758,621,19,122,8,10,203,90,158,0.179,0.708,0.113,-0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,1,14,7,5,0,0,0,17,1,0,2,4,27,28,19,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,19,6,0,0,3,2,1,3,4,6,0,0,0,3,23,1,18,26,5,11,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,4,4,105,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031991362752834,0.0,0.1160927585173746,0.17144083907046814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124882078866652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250891668784854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023326333901987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673228356729403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724614139449155,0.0,0.23785839917298834,0.0,0.0862463086151916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130930076445754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944887724679887,0.0,0.0,0.17131380707646068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340100950565409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290173397531092,0.0,0.0,0.10129816346491168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293413578619466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424125219995176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041670400617804,0.0,0.15855249352133066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068228956484126,0.0,0.0,0.12092971105543528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410146247377803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7057385925742704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849001737587346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901898518028492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048001732788856,0.0,0.0,0.10780295406070577,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,chrisdidthat,2020/04/18,Am I alone? I’ve cut myself tonight my arm stings. I feel like everything is slow motion feels very blurry I feel off balance for sure dizzy. Anytime I stand up and see myself in my mirror I just stare at myself and feel very empty. I just also got broken up with so life’s great,0.5783743842364544,2.931200482758623,2.0862561576354715,94.86293103448278,87.27586206896551,4.0039408866995085,15.182266009852214,5.288315135182226,-0.8549733990147783,220,4,46,1,7,71,43,58,0.204,0.65,0.146,-0.1797,0,1,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,10,8,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,11,3,7,7,0,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,3,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771972142545325,0.0,0.21403384297340852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405400825151597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413129468426571,0.19120406310655544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405838930431256,0.29507712153614285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890440181625264,0.13075674834427248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327665230645632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522501627503121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416666641873743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,CommercialSandwich1,2020/04/18,"Severe anxiety please help :(  

Hi :) This is my first time making a post online about this. I would make my year if anyone could take the time to read this and share their thoughts.

Ive struggled with anxiety my entire life - and it has always been crippling, my mum used to say ""if there was one word to describe what you were like as a kid, it would be miserable"". Its true, it has always made me feel so utterly miserable and trapped in my own body.

I also struggle with depression, on and off, but I manage it quite well tbh... not so much the anxiety.

When i was 17 my anxiety hit a peak in its severity, I started self harming and my life took a massive turn, I was completely crippled by it. I was seen by multiple councillours and was given some SSRI's, i started out on celexa, which did nothing. I was then put on citalopram, which we all thought was working until my depression became so dramatically worse, I tried to commit. I was taken off that medication and put on a medication called Sertraline (zoloft) - it worked, my depression and anxiety were alleviated, but it made me completely numb, so I decided to come off them.

A year went by, I completed my first year of my nursing degree with straight A's, was living independently with my boyfriend, was working two jobs, was not on medication, and considered my self anxiety and depression free. One night, I was with my bestfriend, we were at my house having a girls night, celebrating my first year of university, everything was amazing, i was so happy with everything, I felt at peace. We were talking about guys (the irony) and what our types were, when all of a sudden I had this crushing pain in my chest and felt like I had the wind knocked out of me, I fell to the floor as I gasped for air, nothing could come in, it was like breathing through metal lungs if that makes sense. My entire body started to curl in, my hands and feet became claw-like, and I started having what felt like a seizure. ""call the ambulance"", the words barely escaped my uncontrolled pinched lips, my friend sat on the floor crying ""please dont die"", she was on the phone to the ambulance, I dont remember what she said, this whole situation is blurry in my memory. She put the ambulance on the phone to me ""have you taken any drugs"" they asked, me: ""No, im dying, please come"" was all I could manage to say before I lost control of my toungue, I literally couldnt speak, and my face was stuck in pinched. I lay on the floor of my kitchen, as my body was seized up and my heart raced so fast i felt I couldnt even count the beats. As I lay there I felt like my entire body was on fire. Then I went unconscious, I woke up to my friend flashing her phone light in my eyes ""no they arent dilating"" she said to the ambulance on the phone, ""Breathe hun, you have to breathe please breathe"" she said, ""I cant"" i thought to myself, but the words couldn't escape my mouth, i was completely paralyzed head to toe, I couldn't even move my eyes. I visualized my boyfriend, and was so angry that he wouldn't be the last person I got to see before I die, as thats what I believed without a doubt was happening. I was crying, tears were streaming down my face and I just started to scream, internally. I lost consciousness again (this entire 'episode' lasted about an hour fyi), I woke up, and my friend was next to me just sobbing down the phone to the ambulance who were convinced i had taken drugs (I hadn't had anything besides a chocolate bar).  
The pain was inexplicable, it felt like I had a truck on my abdomen that had crushed my insides, with my skin on fire, body still tensed up, out of pure fear, I started to scream, finally I could at least make a sound.

The paramedics arrived, they lay me down on my side and inserted a drip, they set up a little hospital room in my house as they set i wasnt stable enough to walk to the ambulance vehicle. My heart rate was at 185bmp (and at the point it was slower than what it was before). I don't really remember what they gave me, but I do remember them giving me fluids. Eventually my heart rate came down to 125, and I started to get some movement back in my limbs, they assisted me into the ambualnce. My hands were still stuck in a claw lik e shape.

Long story short, to this day they still arent sure what happened, they have narrowed it down to either a seizure, or a very extreme panic attack.

This happened three more times the follow few weeks, where I would end up in hospital.

I was diagnosed with a panic disorder, not something I have ever had in my life. Since then I have become very disabled, in the sense that uni is a huge struggle, I cannot attend lectures or be in any space that I feel trapped. I can barely make it through a shift at work without benzos. I have now been put on a drug called Venlafaxine (I cant a 37.5mg pill and a 75mg pill at night, with quetiapine to sleep)  
I don't have these panic attacks as often now, maybe once or twice a week. But this medication has given me other issues... I get severe muscle spasms and twiches, sinister lucid dreams, zero motivation, and worse anxiety and depression. I don't know what to do anymore, and I feel utterly defeated. Would love to hear your thoughts.",6.494988411293722,6.0951901386430665,6.645874244978228,79.76116703539826,65.50934119960668,10.174806854895353,32.713319988762464,9.696096459569628,2.8106848012361283,4069,148,823,74,56,1306,402,1017,0.177,0.727,0.096,-0.9982,5,2,4,0,0,0,158.0,4,4,12,14,30,46,2,11,54,0,95,48,28,11,8,124,163,59,3,16,19,1,14,6,3,5,17,10,2,6,45,47,2,1,20,3,1,17,24,28,1,9,84,29,150,19,120,62,13,136,0,11,4,1,61,70,1,10,52,558,195,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034046388723701325,0.07084990775575366,0.0,0.0,0.057903519551122024,0.0,0.22798279562321935,0.0,0.04222193864039063,0.0297687099771391,0.0,0.03503475007751506,0.0,0.03980091523282711,0.09686807494862444,0.0,0.032736755280522625,0.0,0.0,0.04701960540719236,0.10868193919251827,0.04796628553344799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364504173349076,0.0,0.0,0.13041835141044694,0.04869328026868236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100211171515484,0.17855199171895894,0.0,0.04775032790864546,0.13596740426124065,0.0,0.09353101466461664,0.027456688832251386,0.0,0.18334449147911655,0.04321168375097626,0.1325551790443845,0.0,0.048793458480358036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099792752399575,0.0,0.14811686786610276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03770790112433377,0.043990292132323375,0.0,0.05623941181001673,0.03851059360587968,0.0,0.0,0.07652547876701705,0.0,0.0,0.04790755293508009,0.06458003587194527,0.0,0.2452661282744761,0.04663770354160258,0.0,0.10864019234455947,0.0,0.0,0.0986776316967423,0.0,0.04448628468547355,0.04084083176155527,0.0,0.0,0.03405029331146225,0.0,0.0,0.04215492413683744,0.11294406418769208,0.04532078311911197,0.0,0.0,0.04369317619083645,0.0,0.047983958789421806,0.1513510796239944,0.02853643491853665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192678494163825,0.09824929143365224,0.0,0.0,0.04598719373008718,0.04443616400199918,0.042248096321280966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02339754071008911,0.06940693624810491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021376300361243,0.12479694857217635,0.04267030289452302,0.037593595828407225,0.037676624053135634,0.0,0.0,0.0929490357171045,0.0,0.03842467045811629,0.08056904032012675,0.14209227907288413,0.0,0.04277127556767362,0.0,0.0,0.17155518455754348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524939285818964,0.031296766846099486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527790048014261,0.11985836145847648,0.0,0.0817017455935649,0.0,0.0,0.045339888980453685,0.05769844829206791,0.0,0.0906034123245228,0.14985414346611575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03717394877289214,0.0,0.18693373897361387,0.04024616312342117,0.0,0.040774095082506026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119439692731006,0.0,0.045282658022577145,0.04258549149146988,0.0,0.027273975588129582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446840273906107,0.0,0.12149278549025727,0.06771306006526713,0.0,0.0,0.033925942314727495,0.0,0.08882787226862618,0.14428940495922316,0.0,0.035217628237711227,0.04785492647582513,0.04260471678269686,0.0,0.0,0.03277552236717895,0.0,0.0,0.21093852748661868,0.0,0.10199888319865544,0.0,0.0,0.13352267289359715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040125463231910685,0.0,0.032010327322595976,0.034219344710436875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351959076620144,0.07447567348143891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04730124758110002,0.0289049312527276,0.04630825433970781,0.04158858281208856,0.0,0.0,0.03677024104854318,0.0,0.07025596852499634,0.0,0.0,0.06830054201774823,0.0,0.038279112291335515,0.07893299412753864,0.0,0.0475323175144796,0.0,0.08207957636288682,0.0,0.12397742993292557,0.0,0.08677302600707634,0.12097330817715007,0.0,0.0,0.10966496430449994
anxiety,karlyy42,2020/04/18,"I just want sleep It's 5:30AM my time and for around the last 6 hours my suite mate has had people over and has been obnoxious as all hell. Between waking me up with a series or loud bangs in our bathroom and screaming so loudly, I'm so far past done, but my anxiety is too high for me to say literally anything. Everytime I start to get my heart rate back down, something happens again and it all comes pouring back in. My brain is flooding with so many thoughts and I just want to sleep but I can't. Normally I like to listen to things to try and sleep, but I'm afraid that my suite mate will get mad at me if I'm loud. No matter how annoyed I get, my brain won't let me risk making someone mad at me. I hate this so much.",3.5501948051948062,3.8501246688311714,4.361454545454547,91.22218181818184,71.79220779220779,7.458701298701298,25.78961038961039,7.1686216300943375,0.8728020779220778,565,16,132,5,10,182,97,154,0.192,0.7709999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9802,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,12,9,5,2,2,0,11,7,7,2,2,26,26,17,0,4,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,6,0,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,4,6,20,1,20,19,3,19,1,0,0,0,5,10,1,2,9,84,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105747594648382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302226723838598,0.14087216320492052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433622473900325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533089223316027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631460062207798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619402240536686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24803043535436156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993609046136565,0.0,0.0,0.15623480068490325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875218367783568,0.0,0.16719519933004318,0.0,0.0,0.15584007214218887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289913114865508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161816880996721,0.0,0.07731082288519922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563018868434633,0.1604362340141733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632874807602248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504712140435178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106336236398402,0.109707596792758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584327870868786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750797476783754,0.0,0.1340810111359006,0.12182521930334092,0.0,0.0,0.11200707337408104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051313668559498,0.0,0.0,0.125629356226007,0.09227430105711984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743839714779876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667474844421836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jellymellly,2020/04/18,"Question for those taking medication? Two years ago I made I made the decision to see my general Dr. about anxiety. I was ended up being prescribed Prozac. I only took it for a week. I had a lot of crappy symptoms then switched me over to Zoloft. More shitty symptoms shortness of breath, dizziness, etc. I gave up on that one pretty quick and just gave up on the idea of medication all together. I basically just told myself I would have to just suffer forever. 

I’ve been thinking about trying again. Because I know they say the medication makes you feel worse before you feel any better. What were some of your experiences? 

I have pretty intense general and social anxiety that has gotten really bad and I just don’t want to feel like this anymore.",4.106686813186812,6.609168207142857,5.129999999999999,77.46423076923078,74.07142857142857,8.021978021978024,27.1978021978022,8.841846274778883,2.4707582417582405,599,23,102,13,13,196,97,140,0.146,0.757,0.09699999999999999,-0.8499,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,10,9,1,3,1,25,26,4,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,11,5,18,2,18,13,5,15,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,3,8,74,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586464623444413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965573620529052,0.0,0.21724233206721855,0.0,0.14081489510413525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855485101676408,0.08655515234084359,0.0,0.1208221472842574,0.0,0.0,0.12557769682688796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576007432166164,0.0,0.15835522388666987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388924487762725,0.0,0.0,0.21538165394494385,0.1014369416510646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028825328943322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803341928108704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936863389189224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071393652378155,0.0,0.2687067748818681,0.09477873360184758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42911681869573104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621539424230173,0.1079890026204698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28890763727516605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906013130199714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096176384097177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291532029688894,0.0,0.0,0.11314681803329668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473986399438554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29516179282943256,0.10675802744567403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098079253498546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567653642605496,0.15775495941002354,0.09640118368348376,0.0,0.13870258246767495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374876762673257,0.0,0.11389497935777182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469888106186932,0.10086488357660127,0.0,0.0,0.09143623518014063
anxiety,mehmehdotdot,2020/04/18,"How do I get out of this dark place? I’m not in danger, I’m safe and nothing is wrong. The only thing I worry about is my relationship. I overthink the silence we have over the phone. I avoid talking about my feelings because it’s repetitive and his patience is growing thin. He thinks I’m two people because I’m normal one day and a complete “stress ball” the next. He says he loves the normal me and obviously doesn’t like this anxiety person. I don’t like her either because it’s making my life more complicated than it needs to be. My heart races for no reason and I have this unrealistic desire to be this appealing girl when I’m crying my eyes out every night. My therapy is on hold right now and I just feel feel so scared when my life is perfectly fine. I’m trying so hard to become this non-codependent person who doesn’t worry about every little thing.",3.0405394990366084,4.9832910115606985,4.459445086705202,83.63271290944124,75.30057803468208,6.9254720616570316,23.67206165703276,7.793537801064563,1.2323328709055879,687,21,133,10,15,228,105,173,0.138,0.715,0.147,0.4113,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,10,11,1,3,6,0,13,5,2,3,2,28,27,11,0,4,3,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,11,9,0,3,5,1,0,1,5,5,0,2,0,7,18,6,14,25,2,17,0,0,1,1,15,9,0,0,9,81,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771427048922808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25749746845637433,0.15550637217591373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762976122696184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154666002090714,0.09080659089523588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372659954989833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358339795638548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356400253802113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613225406355286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685279196065614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890731229436634,0.13757892807351285,0.14112206908822048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270806305848466,0.0,0.0939874107469722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044039901849474,0.0,0.0,0.14974608958185792,0.13213451994435468,0.27591501380563216,0.13510472863040315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541207647721507,0.10708738510986077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761539849783674,0.2458883209701057,0.14710965948269913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447694197394382,0.0,0.15117023442633176,0.0,0.12024539553352505,0.0,0.11197257216953097,0.1409688385814536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612899011591535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317249704828665,0.0,0.0,0.1610210410851758,0.0,0.1870871401850496,0.09022117929948843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559631473254122,0.0,0.13754453235067307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28598552064136457,0.0,0.0,0.15394649265436242,0.0,0.0
anxiety,The_classic_Stoner,2020/04/18,"This is what hell must feel like, Anxiety is affecting every part of my life, Where to go now? My anxiety is slowly making my life unbearable. Even writing this i feel as if i might die or have a heart attack. Everyday something will trigger me , A big trigger is my health. I also have Silent Re-flux. So when ever i eat anything i can experience these symptoms but with no clear cause i go from 0 to 100 and think im just dying. I can see and feel the people around me getting sick and tired of my behavior. I get into these loops of obsessing with any unfamiliar sensation in my body that i jump to the conclusion that its death. I just spent the last 2 days in an ongoing panic attack where i couldn't even sleep because i thought i was going to die in my sleep all over a dry cough i had for a couple of hours probably due to my GERD symptoms. I don't want to live like this anymore honestly. I feel like eventually everyone will get tired of me acting like i do when my anxiety gets really bad. I can't help it and wish i could. Where can i go to get help? even online? i cant stand another day of being like this.",2.8479653679653687,4.191310441558444,4.637510822510823,84.67150432900435,74.45454545454545,8.423376623376624,25.38744588744589,8.998388855275968,1.8575731601731604,876,29,186,19,18,298,134,231,0.243,0.6579999999999999,0.099,-0.9894,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,15,12,3,2,8,0,22,14,4,5,4,35,42,12,4,6,5,0,4,5,0,4,9,0,0,0,11,8,1,0,7,0,1,6,5,6,0,0,4,5,33,6,24,31,2,27,1,0,1,0,3,10,1,3,15,122,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087705467357457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877478481687521,0.10604812046977197,0.2321023636631585,0.0,0.10029803946478437,0.0,0.0,0.08322490295488127,0.09003095925734378,0.0,0.2301097087659671,0.0,0.0,0.08444290724519983,0.0616505241078535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233739640099992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389277390924982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807475006931138,0.11190316758740272,0.0,0.1304465000304389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148842759753541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348562623262196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003947329339801,0.09148175478611932,0.08521000068372804,0.09663814751161284,0.0,0.09892874115640356,0.0,0.0,0.20454614181153827,0.1445007130727427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641924601702738,0.0,0.2299077891674272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750102035198167,0.0,0.11984461985080674,0.1355763646961313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995969030821616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924238725510817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243794405360104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286827896224252,0.2470455264892949,0.0,0.08930343038331542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750792347777156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728749890658801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186592979804403,0.0,0.10951857992748734,0.0,0.07011378225733739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903986923013123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478921546446728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059093473049145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241465469655448,0.0,0.0,0.07785811693443886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023450057474466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480276900723518,0.0,0.08028932895320867,0.0,0.2324779763608724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059651624171869325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629944165072352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thrownforapoop,2020/04/18,"Biological Understanding of Self Wondering how many other people out there grew up feeling detached and unable to read normal reactions from your body.

Quick sidebar, that while not as as extreme and debilitating as gender disparity can be, I have come to learn and empathize with their struggles because of my own lack of knowledge for how my own body and mental processes work.

Not sure who else experiences this, but the majority of my childhood memories are either non-existent or only negative: vomiting in my bed in the middle of the night multiple times a week growing up, vomiting and other processes occurring late in age and even in public situations, unable to realize I had a fever, becoming addicted to drinking in ""social"" situations and never knowing how to control it.

For the most part these have all been reduced to no occurrence. In the last year (the drinking was the last to go). But it's kind of crazy to now look back and feel unaccomplished on a daily basis because I no longer have to overcome these hurdles I placed for myself.

A friend of mine once commented that I was a child when I smoked given how anxious I was, which caused an reaction I again couldn't grasp until I recently reviewed these concepts and identified how late in my life I had actually overcome them.",16.35851648351649,9.62267051709402,14.844578754578755,48.17423076923078,53.23076923076921,18.32869352869353,55.22344322344322,14.756829357015496,7.647334065934068,1047,51,164,29,7,345,150,234,0.09699999999999999,0.87,0.032,-0.922,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,2,12,4,0,1,13,0,13,9,2,7,3,41,22,23,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,12,12,2,1,9,3,0,4,7,1,0,0,7,3,20,3,36,13,8,36,0,0,1,0,10,13,0,3,19,132,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.12905437352223387,0.14416917308756333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940190542736792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169007803036673,0.0,0.16123356018463358,0.14605684961268134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937940694862374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585449643169942,0.0,0.11391941455669788,0.0,0.0,0.14832669057751027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591041857637834,0.0,0.0,0.1104757228452062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734815234949621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936332149688184,0.0,0.0,0.13373650566461304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217400371648684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515923809664808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771530355811326,0.07267970573562779,0.2155985436686748,0.2983616273299333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934102409828474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105449834849353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407809412321914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327426192748454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199733822032234,0.0,0.0,0.12410521471316073,0.12957436120914162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140839151858574,0.0,0.10058009767415063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321103351191722,0.0,0.09168368716204173,0.0,0.1381703727698778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228317576438672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057834095257287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379628674996137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973032095431561,0.0,0.13480955749783965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382536836554017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464159786432165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711451529831975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767419459518904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608087740805383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341665071151866,0.09627767333576023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516298180562955
anxiety,bepositiveinstead,2020/04/18,"Is there anything other than Xanax that can knock out a panic attack while it's occurring? I currently take Klonopin daily + Hydroxyzine and Propranolol for sleep issues and anxiety-induced tachycardia. Klonopin is better for the sort of anxiety I have but I do miss having something that could take care of a panic attack within 15-20 mins. I'm wondering if there is a non-benzo out there that has a similar effect as xanax. I'm guessing there's nothing out there nearly as strong/effective, but even something that did the job half as well would be amazing to have on hand for those awful moments.",8.341369047619049,8.128516589285718,7.915000000000003,71.56333333333335,61.67857142857143,11.038095238095238,36.52380952380953,10.504223727775694,3.954102380952381,486,20,80,10,6,154,76,112,0.165,0.685,0.15,0.0525,2,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,2,2,6,1,13,4,2,1,0,14,21,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,3,4,16,17,0,10,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,4,4,59,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467570122254078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786790674135545,0.0,0.0,0.4364912034014636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966681781670226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559358192042453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316856441309154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267084565919377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133329796446607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023103287707952,0.1903715172875824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407557532783295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501656192432283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919784625525065,0.0,0.0,0.2953754827428762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28847948721444233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248712538208713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080422077908596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627757363224602,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mblrn,2020/04/18,"Made an appointment to see my GP hopefully to get a psychologist. I'm proud of myself. I've been having really bad on and off anxiety/panic attacks over nothing ever since January. 

I decided to finally make an appointment to speak about what's been going on. I'm ready to get help.

I know progress isn't something that happens straight away, but I need to get better. 

Thanks for reading.",3.650444015444013,6.111664932432432,5.116640926640926,77.20770270270273,75.35135135135134,9.093436293436293,30.841698841698843,9.606745405546679,3.488759073359073,311,15,54,9,7,104,57,74,0.057,0.7020000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.9043,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,2,6,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,9,18,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,2,5,4,14,15,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684743969310021,0.2217217800069972,0.0,0.19704304281061727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087153016490256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346782000730305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585171500356406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698874513290713,0.0,0.13411940629858798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086865016212968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581801261019838,0.0,0.0,0.23439280501317555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969475516348009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233008607090399,0.15752615690102936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498470495419385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644020631230655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360553598746839,0.0,0.1511821960293419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805466936538456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521460517253764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167778406443685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726926418627565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,x_CherryBomb_x,2020/04/18,"Does anyone else have extreme anxiety regarding death? I feel like this question might be asked often, but I’m new to the sub and curious if anyone else suffers from this.  

Since childhood I’ve been terrified of loved ones/myself dying.  Lately I’ve had crippling anxiety almost daily, due to my fear of the inevitable.  I’m so fucking scared of someone I love/myself ceasing to exist one day.  It terrifies me not knowing how it will happen, when it will happen, and just the simple fact that it WILL happen no matter what I do.  I think some of it is made worse by the fact that I’m 26 and haven’t done much with my life(thanks to mental illness holding me back).  

The anxiety surrounding my fear of death keeps me up at night and sends me into this spiral of panic.  It makes me feel so incredibly sad, anxious, and scared.  Does anyone else have such a strong fear of death?",5.509865519096287,6.3146809763313625,5.832587412587412,80.61013986013988,67.63905325443787,8.275632060247444,28.973103819257666,8.296473431620573,2.0320840236686384,691,23,127,9,11,221,105,169,0.35,0.58,0.069,-0.9968,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,12,1,6,6,0,13,3,0,3,2,28,29,11,4,1,4,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,9,0,1,4,2,12,3,17,20,2,13,0,2,0,2,4,4,1,6,9,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129755902138998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589270631995225,0.12745748468693882,0.0,0.2366646676116005,0.3468004236171242,0.0,0.0,0.10547395102047537,0.0,0.0,0.08675365636263709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276127787857431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709210186291028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974637286340559,0.1154567456498253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827465495679409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808705550281799,0.11409304703358647,0.08060052615504881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430272509812058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993060994828757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028195825839817,0.0,0.0,0.06200437975908885,0.0,0.127268867280487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968997668147268,0.055119449574658835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036536992262219,0.10675552261525384,0.0753099972483047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136986984884447,0.11968700607556225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293763181360543,0.0,0.0,0.10896482172734316,0.0,0.10587641743004382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645154983892975,0.0,0.0,0.13237307480410318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638719252137046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259103163134641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332806479630833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955942681298172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387194107890207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229220074032272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149759225564259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,konstantin_lozev,2020/04/18,"The curious case of a 1:1 ""Catch-22"" situation with the EU harassment procedure! You are supposed to feel anxious if you are harassed, but if you show your anxiety, you are ""too sensitive"" and imagining the whole harassment https://www.linkedin.com/posts/konstantin-lozev-7254996_2006-anti-harassment-decision-activity-6656435110868508677-k_bn

My EU anti-harassment publication on a 1:1 ""Catch-22"" situation with the EU harassment procedure from yesterday gathered 1300 views in less than 24 hours.
Please, go to my LinkedIn publication and:

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Let's make it viral!

I offer a post-quarantine beer to anyone that solves the Catch-22 :)",12.465741758241755,16.8126086923077,8.29679945054945,55.83882554945055,55.483516483516475,12.022527472527473,39.94642857142857,11.45678717892309,6.011735164835166,545,26,65,17,8,150,63,91,0.16699999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.16,-0.2105,0,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,5,0,0,1,6,4,0,8,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,7,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,2,10,6,2,5,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,2,3,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408043816579852,0.3013772952236033,0.0,0.18653372292459372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348883276774928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161311245556086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627174402729757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727932308041228,0.0,0.1303316997650336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780728948930602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928363901034041,0.0,0.0,0.2554945699851305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5997275395993663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29784226968581085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bbyrex,2020/04/18,"Just had another anxiety attack after being dine for 2 days. I've been having horrendous anxiety attacks as of late, and I have short day breaks with nothing. 

I feel like I can't stay at my home, I keep burdening my family and I feel like I need to go somewhere where they will actually help me. 

Just before I had the feeling of something in my throat, and had a small anxiety attack in front of my family which was embarrassing thinking I couldn't breathe.

I just want things to go back to normal.",5.768911564625852,6.1471277959183706,6.794285714285718,75.44238095238099,66.9591836734694,10.61496598639456,31.639455782312922,10.504223727775694,3.31307619047619,396,15,75,10,6,133,67,98,0.27699999999999997,0.682,0.040999999999999995,-0.965,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,1,2,0,11,3,2,0,0,16,20,4,0,4,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,4,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,5,3,15,2,13,12,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.152464612373067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382794279965918,0.35856225069742986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332258606521367,0.0,0.12013648128256345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294603819337578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201519665324894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945723644047564,0.0,0.2369941127113857,0.2232312505957057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758598627711425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472225637772914,0.0,0.15671828309318742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887047654717027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624195374525095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265885035326518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584763260701784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307892492179673,0.1499134557799916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202787477149132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652767687879136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379681008006192,0.10011025454433196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215253254319923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ColonelEarth,2020/04/18,"Can't take it anymore I'm trying hard to get my life in order, but nothing's been working out for me. I've been trying to find a new, better job for months, and I've only had one interview in that time. I'm in my 20's and still living with my family, stuck in a job I hate shit pay and hours, and pretty much feel like a textbook loser. No matter how hard I try, it just feels like I'm stuck, like I can't get out, and that time's running out for me. Whenever I think about how successful other people around me are, it's enough to make me feel sick. This is not the life I want, and I'm at my wit's end trying to fix it.

I don't know what to do anymore.",3.8594594594594622,2.6231599459459503,5.497972972972971,88.59533783783785,71.16216216216216,8.481081081081081,24.58108108108108,7.1686216300943375,0.7459702702702709,504,9,126,4,8,174,83,148,0.19899999999999998,0.653,0.14800000000000002,-0.7417,2,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,4,6,8,2,0,4,0,9,4,1,3,0,25,26,9,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,6,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,5,5,14,5,19,21,2,18,0,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,10,71,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888618328786562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296461428641937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880243829059887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289894991032252,0.1504800208540696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372918401356385,0.0,0.2209124939551436,0.20808353310395886,0.0,0.0,0.1331078711600983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217668996272188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26092094310675984,0.14378454074343555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434212678875564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890407909248557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003725920703939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573279967123664,0.21344990580167694,0.0,0.12859848866703585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972125806929056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624457197462755,0.0,0.10705857814036908,0.0,0.0,0.14065531684899735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974083581613392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868613370560113,0.11076207955351043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009650625325562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481632848112949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949236894633175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630440359171447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094994938556101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331711133603253,0.0,0.0,0.16984203188734912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955067763234851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589937342955209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060241097377958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlpinesFox,2020/04/18,Can someone give me coping mechanisms? I’ve been dealing with a lot of anxiety and depression for almost a year now and it’s really been destroying me physically and mentally. Recently I’ve been panicking over things so much that my whole body has stopped working right and I’m exhausted. Does anyone have any ways that help deal with anxiety and how to help calm themselves down? I really need help.,4.605173745173744,7.303526621621625,5.435559845559848,74.92121621621625,73.32432432432431,10.715057915057915,30.841698841698843,10.608840637214634,4.229029343629343,326,15,55,12,7,106,56,74,0.21899999999999997,0.659,0.122,-0.8041,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,1,0,12,9,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,7,6,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923356074423334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061774960023714,0.0,0.2938740654180265,0.0,0.0,0.13430347363541878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133522911473803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960422764633405,0.1654341225835763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808633671553275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425607209546108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862319533839795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632955001968989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356666513336068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411974017086018,0.142421356530389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24609663395870446,0.0,0.18965112716654253,0.0,0.0,0.16403120530240914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627447273693602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058350102731514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760625454709598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246038498161735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144451458272352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398330621747675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369015699294013
anxiety,nanay_101,2020/04/18,New to this I’ve always had anxiety just never like this to the point where I’m worried about it all day everyday it sucksss living like this constantly worrying for no reason my biggest symptom is shortness of breathe and I always feel like I’m not breathing so it’s causes me to freak out even more which doesn’t help a lot my therapist suggested I should do something called the 444 where I inhale for 4 hold for 4 and exhale for 4 I try to do it but I get even more anxious because it doesn’t help right away I’m just so tired of feeling like this,3.1435845410628005,4.5850075130434815,4.168985507246377,87.93164251207732,73.86956521739131,7.1980676328502415,27.560386473429947,7.793537801064563,1.5723140096618358,444,17,92,6,9,144,73,115,0.20199999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.069,-0.8887,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,7,4,2,2,2,16,13,5,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,8,4,13,11,4,13,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,9,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816827579778297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948665440757384,0.19122037380772391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590292935140461,0.0,0.0,0.10318188901494438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283767935102745,0.0,0.0,0.1738809656866056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829144746363228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916141008778617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235948235854965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117013689867924,0.2418447653870429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884335615904415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269084588908437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33077576503664785,0.0,0.1494633950936883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390237512269247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054699058951952,0.1634764250508527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000938583734803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740317948350241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455070720744168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030785539450848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593032029594885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652878937668164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454430519781005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491928518095593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34379203524905044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nervous-pangolin,2020/04/18,"self-soothing habits due to anxiety? okay so I'm posting here because I'm confused about this and I don't know where else to post this.  I've had anxiety problems basically all my life and was diagnosed 6 years ago.  I've also twirled my hair all my life. I remember seeing my mom doing it as a kid, but my hair twirling takes the habit to a whole new level. I've been doing this shit as long as I can remember, it happens when I'm tired (my dad used to say he could tell when I was tired bc hair twirling) and is extreme when I'm stressed (essays, tests, etc.) but also when I'm 'zoned out' or reading or talking.  I've been told it looks really bad in public... I tie knots in my hair, I create dreads all over my head (which has been mentioned a lot to me), my hair is super frizzy at the ends and falls out a lot, people think I don't brush my hair, my friends boyfriend thought I was FLIRTING with him because I was TWIRLING my HAIR (and also 'acting shy' but THATS my ANXIETY) ! I like to press the hair against my lips (bc lips sensitive + hair = feels good) I'm twirling my hair between typing right now. honestly it just feels really calming and when I make an effort not to do it I find myself agitated.  Is this a response to anxiety? does anyone else excessively hair twirl? Is it not anxiety but rather a stimulus obsessed weird-kid issue that I haven't let go (I'm 19)? How do I end the madness??",2.3960416666666653,3.9871920763888937,3.7580555555555577,89.4925,76.15277777777777,7.022222222222222,26.23611111111111,7.793537801064563,1.3618861111111102,1090,41,237,16,24,358,154,288,0.162,0.745,0.09300000000000001,-0.9570000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,16,16,2,4,11,1,23,20,15,3,3,38,43,25,0,3,10,2,14,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,13,9,0,0,8,1,0,3,5,8,0,0,10,18,32,8,21,31,7,27,0,0,2,0,12,9,1,5,14,136,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817272036114054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656989265288233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236151960597309,0.0,0.0,0.07743860246346321,0.11347591683064877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247117903661474,0.13502369443355525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842443772891954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124083778685237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691760500393533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503393743455795,0.0,0.1961823113693077,0.0,0.1235149311379662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199651644975044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122300655163632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556476357074623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294147438659498,0.09289139854712387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793538801821587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366090448684645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559367005807925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608650107802023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324883363585628,0.1564512477549918,0.05410659546301906,0.0,0.0,0.09800979331844473,0.09300165941450107,0.0,0.0,0.1883104730134868,0.0,0.0,0.07392612928610366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970843736810347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696252546781418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677973584242061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213475104070206,0.0,0.0,0.1059722829913098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077943749835477,0.0,0.14189788907811748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25091511385654136,0.0945794397954134,0.0,0.08807242141170472,0.0,0.0,0.08825298651255327,0.0,0.11553584776713427,0.0,0.11368273648576167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686314040222224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326981633276911,0.08901622655555866,0.09679991574297532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096378666281736,0.0,0.08792270605751627,0.0,0.254580441098659,0.0,0.10582586189701704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565198092999468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364782494765797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131902576117442
anxiety,nnnooo22,2020/04/18,"am i just overreacting or undiagnosed anxiety (i don't really speak english, sorry if i misspell something)

my brother has depression (diagnosed depression) and my sister too, i am sure i have anxiety (i guess, how am i supposed to know? i just feel so bad over so small stuff) but every time i mention it my family think im joking. im starting to think that maybe im just overreacting? i dont know, but it makes me feel stupid, i feel selfish cuz my siblings need atenttion and im just thinking on how i feel and if i am or not sick

i just dont know",1.2430235988200593,3.4838722920353997,3.8506415929203577,84.22752581120945,82.71681415929206,7.306489675516224,26.23082595870207,8.344100000000001,2.04610383480826,431,19,88,10,12,151,62,113,0.166,0.765,0.069,-0.8636,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,4,1,32,23,14,0,3,12,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,10,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,5,19,2,4,23,0,5,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,5,2,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125506844163744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599449556957216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393075137878743,0.1410034264134392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325632301223396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704820889327905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096378148270607,0.0,0.2809735869377032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303881034769426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6002406131128293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290445400449799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273185618793957,0.0,0.13956633677758834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030092831192234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899731915111687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694933765820072,0.0,0.1555123795656832,0.09833006974166757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903304048116784,0.0,0.0,0.13093282443542953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670478106827513,0.0,0.0,0.08100683452380816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hoegindas,2020/04/18,How is the curve not flattening in America?? It’s just increasing and increasing and i’m terrified especially having loved ones working in healthcare. I’m also worried financially and about my future. Why isn’t it flattening!?!? This is gonna go on forever and I can’t take it. I cant hear about people dying either. I’m having a full blown panic attack right now,1.3992467532467499,4.077144742857144,4.0861038961038965,77.10162337662341,94.42857142857143,7.688311688311689,23.506493506493502,8.296473431620573,2.6112857142857138,292,12,49,9,11,102,50,70,0.196,0.747,0.057999999999999996,-0.8740000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,1,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,8,15,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,5,14,4,10,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367953177043726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33686254905064744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30731057352272634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828347730496265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33373221631417144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672466123398681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064862833540786,0.0,0.0,0.3474157939759493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052821459941972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252872325687326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263435014176244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671889953799493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155681998124936,0.3007093261102045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TodayILearnedABC,2020/04/18,Chest pressure and shortness of breath when I'm not anxious? 21 years old here. I had several panic attacks for the past 3 weeks that finally stopped happening recently. I went to ER all normal they said anxiety. I still get chest tightness and shortness of breath once or twice a day usually at night. Today I had such heavy chest tightness and few times I felt i couldn't breath while I was relaxing and watching a movie. Always make me fear it might be something else.,4.1367696629213455,6.512515528089888,4.128525280898876,85.27795646067419,73.49438202247191,7.596067415730338,30.22612359550562,8.472884824447931,2.449257303370786,378,17,69,7,8,116,70,89,0.171,0.774,0.055,-0.8504,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,3,3,0,6,6,6,1,1,15,13,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,4,1,1,6,5,9,1,5,4,2,19,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,15,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074816888547686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477885458133885,0.2182478271929397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977961813490116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245904925849196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613840626701868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173905839552143,0.0,0.0,0.1854910954655913,0.21162837561288186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093293033436833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083580468205445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895471227695635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049422918032559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129416339759036,0.1892835483785469,0.0,0.0,0.2027186574996324,0.20573926944843096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266648837908889,0.0,0.0,0.18442012337448385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075017222730445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376634417724555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182478271929397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872581691854486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428045212677996,0.1615140966229266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126496704359435,0.0,0.18311995057692892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276965513871895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496402763272465,0.0,0.0,0.17908751997802744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440695239584106
anxiety,okyoukidshavefunnow,2020/04/18,"How do I get over my past mistakes? I did a lot of terrible things in my early twenties. I lost friends over it. I thought I was in the right, but realized later that I was in the wrong. I tried to mend things but it was too late. Whenever I think about the things I did and how I’ll never be able to fix them, I start to go into panic mode. I can’t talk to anyone about it or even write it out because I’m so ashamed. I don’t know how to forgive myself and I don’t know how to continue living with those past mistakes haunting me. It feels like a reflection of who I am and I can’t escape who I am.",0.4727192982456146,1.9544125563909769,2.750545112781957,95.0831610275689,81.33082706766919,5.937092731829575,21.60964912280702,6.816661863887847,0.2925694235588976,462,14,113,5,12,158,76,133,0.192,0.732,0.076,-0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,0,2,5,0,13,0,0,4,1,26,23,11,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,7,1,21,3,18,15,1,17,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,2,9,84,33,0,0.20484457306900897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432320883634087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487135044428052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529790857690022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357557103444144,0.14634100393038108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826240901418254,0.0,0.1070228347805931,0.0,0.11641789152015665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515444042066665,0.0,0.2310736008234141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000767113024649,0.0,0.18088151094648744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236120494866907,0.17415153071201733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579887630181789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403409702676048,0.0,0.0,0.3910946472818961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749361461492019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144990043147476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464630845835104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082688965282237,0.13125613116128249,0.0,0.1626237096559423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907601876293382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396538361115145,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ochrerose,2020/04/18,"racing thoughts, trouble being present. self-compassion? Racing thoughts and worries about the past or future are constantly on my mind. I can't focus on anything. I can't even read an article without getting distracted by my anxiety. I have immense trouble even deciding what to do in the present. It feels like no matter what I can't seem to be present or feel relaxed. I have tools like meditation and yoga, but I feel like I never know when to do them and even when I do them, even if I feel slightly more relaxed, I'm preoccupied. It feels like my anxiety has me trapped as a hostage. I don't feel like myself anymore. It is scary and it sucks, and I have anxiety about if it will ever get better too. I just want to feel ok or at least present. Have any of you made progress in being able to manage your anxiety through yoga or meditation? It feels like maybe I put too much pressure on myself to do it perfectly or something, maybe I need more self-compassion, I'm not sure. I manage to stress myself out about relaxing even. Does anybody have any advice? I'm so sick of feeling so tense and stressed all the time and feeling like nothing helps.",4.334663865546219,5.893126142857145,4.930966386554624,83.17873949579834,71.05357142857143,7.949159663865548,32.372899159663866,8.4952907291091,2.5735523109243705,912,43,174,15,17,292,116,224,0.193,0.601,0.20600000000000002,0.5185,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,2,3,16,21,1,4,5,1,20,1,0,1,5,44,43,20,0,4,11,0,10,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,15,6,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,10,26,14,23,36,5,20,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,8,19,119,35,3,0.09312572407303338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100137976754083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665737157362533,0.0,0.28496369607821875,0.0,0.0923556946519176,0.0,0.0,0.0766345360861737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236213516090288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006358242033693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149494869949163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30754331230308585,0.08423754897237963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708716420625321,0.3991742153110473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973086944112868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624202098401398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051179462502454365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31847567374046115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811781180371235,0.0,0.0,0.1871146135588502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403043415397634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845812237682418,0.06905154440838912,0.07182429942390646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935664386274286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888990410230309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361707419098006,0.0,0.0,0.09315092521653193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477816163849804,0.19430088034784931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169273210265527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133504045733632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776989284115934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478628453393339,0.05430235860422074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492796486258772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976987480719092,0.0,0.0,0.0945736932263851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Monster1359,2020/04/18,"Is anyone constantly lightheaded or dizzy? Since the beginning of late June 2019 I (15F) had this slight dizziness that wouldn't go away at all. It was constant and every second of the day. I cried, thought I was dying and had a horrible panic attack. I learnt to deal with it later on because it wasn't so bad that I couldn't function. It continued as always until a couple days ago when it got really strong. I'm terrified of passing out and I feel really off-balance. I'm back to thinking I'm dying and it's hard to shower without feeling like I'll pass out. I'm so sick of this. I just want to be normal like everyone else and not worry every day that nobody likes me, I'm worthless and that I'm near death. Have any of you experienced this and did you find out how to make it stop?",2.4107142857142847,4.181699401234571,4.1463139329806005,85.94555555555556,76.5925925925926,7.097707231040566,23.29982363315697,7.957251820313856,1.2320268077601408,621,19,126,10,14,209,103,162,0.22399999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.078,-0.9738,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,6,8,1,1,4,0,11,1,0,2,1,28,26,14,3,4,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,14,11,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,8,4,10,4,21,15,1,25,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,18,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341797817200659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259514120503534,0.0,0.0,0.1029363379736624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584095802816698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220447010938986,0.14221647231273346,0.11639367457592327,0.12638707140727692,0.0922733412066205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271529507916374,0.0,0.0,0.16748728926991693,0.16627210593021705,0.29286209437880817,0.15605513701874035,0.0,0.0,0.3141949416557861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644965548698825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550703852428209,0.1446398856774495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307376708472722,0.10813828264164443,0.0,0.0,0.1383488292285677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602668096865107,0.0,0.12106388446099547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559719153128133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075120223141554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185423227970927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010402060218872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483098088237899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759929941118613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939421431228508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521427750889086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655154131297072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699135736912093,0.0,0.12017034328514753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928155519182061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591463660107393,0.0,0.0,0.1537229065851835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sam_Blackwood,2020/04/18,"Getting panic attacks every single night Every night I get at least one panic attack, they last like half an hour and they’re so tiring that I usually just end up falling asleep

I don’t know what’s triggering them, but I can’t keep dealing with this, it’s tearing me up",6.319757575757578,5.784029218181821,6.792727272727273,79.01575757575759,65.9090909090909,8.787878787878787,31.06060606060606,7.793537801064563,2.1070606060606054,217,7,41,2,3,71,45,55,0.187,0.779,0.034,-0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,2,2,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,7,1,4,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467119328117842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024096466211539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389185655295186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330836315464072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051507085900376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334744855615812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174508881413809,0.0,0.0,0.10789891963053544,0.1600367647358492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591788649194063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684885196639276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303962822870394,0.0,0.0,0.4607065441192851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225654725116268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623193428331028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway433450,2020/04/18,"Need help dealing with obsessive thoughts Hi guys. I’ve never really posted on reddit before but I was hoping some people here could help me. 18M, diagnosed with OCD, GAD, and major depression. This is a really long read so I apologize about that but if anyone could take the time to read through this I would be very grateful.

I hope a lot of folks on this subreddit can relate to this but I struggle a lot with intrusive and obsessive thoughts/ruminations. I have my whole life but it’s been getting a lot worse, to the point where I can’t focus on anything for more than like 30 seconds without “crawling back into my head.” I was just playing COD and I cannot seem to get good at the game because I keep thinking and worrying instead of focusing on the game.

There’s a couple things that I obsess about. Here’s the biggest one- so about a year ago I had my first relationship ever with a girl, let’s call her S. I realized later that this relationship was a mere fling to her but it meant the world to me at the time. I was so in love with S about 2 months, and then she ended the relationship abruptly. I found out a week later that S had been cheating on me with one of my female friends and that S said she was “toying with my heart.” This absolutely destroyed me and I haven’t really been able to trust anyone since, and it caused me to become very depressed... which slowly turned into a sort of seething rage that I kept under wraps. This rage also made me act very unstable and irrational for a month or so after. 

Stupidly, I lied about a lot of the details of the relationship to my friends so that they wouldn’t make fun of me for holding a grudge for so long. I said that S told me she was in love too, that we had been talking for a lot longer than just 2 months, etc. I’m really afraid of admitting to this lie because I don’t want my friends to lose their trust in me, because I rely way too much on their validation, so I’ve just gone with it ever since.

Another relevant piece of information before I cut to the chase: I also dealt with an obsession over another girl who was a close friend of mine, let’s call her E. This lasted about 4 years (there was a “break” while I was with S) and only ended a couple months ago because I finally asked her out and was turned down. I waited and waited and waited but never had the balls to ask her out and ended up obsessed. Near the end I started acting weirdly defensive of her (which she noticed) and that’s what made me realize I had a problem and needed to get it over with. E also ended up having a crush on one of my friends, who I’ll call B.

Here’s where the tricky part starts. I’m very close with most of the people in my friend group, but I have this weird distrust of my friend B. My stupid anxious brain has come up with the idea that B is talking to S and that he knows everything I lied about, and that B is also talking to E and that E told him how weird and obsessive I was, and that B knows everything about me and is going to use this information to turn my friends against me. I really don’t want to feel this way about B and I want to trust him like the rest of my friends but I just can’t. It’s so stupid and I hate myself for it.

So yeah these mental gymnastics are the thoughts that have been going through my head over and over and over again. It’s made me feel like a shitty friend, a failure, and a total weirdo creep even though deep down I think I might have the potential to have a normal relationship without getting totally obsessed. I want to know how I can stop going through this thought loop and trust my friend B. And how I can get the hell out of my head and stop obsessing once and for all before it gets me in trouble later in my life.

TL;DR I obsess over girls way too much and have made myself look like an idiot in the process and now I’m obsessed with the idea that my friend is out to get me because of it.",4.20218429792947,4.806606903870165,4.962078533908088,86.40520669917322,70.47315855181023,8.142661296021483,26.72369443855558,8.214576434517982,1.4821155678043962,3074,93,659,42,53,995,304,801,0.16899999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.15,-0.9291,0,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,0,3,2,47,60,13,12,47,1,52,10,5,10,7,143,116,62,0,15,16,0,2,4,12,3,3,2,0,4,47,58,0,9,20,7,0,7,11,33,0,5,36,5,93,27,115,72,19,95,1,3,1,2,65,44,1,14,43,462,140,2,0.04790258008957203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492549394622444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323070396362098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046006385363243,0.0,0.05411628057388805,0.0,0.06698919557818518,0.0,0.039419741849375335,0.0,0.08956489202152726,0.0,0.0,0.03683412723907483,0.0,0.14600484103464714,0.05290463619435303,0.1222847023934714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053475121714362,0.14674167030294907,0.0,0.0,0.04920914512496817,0.0,0.04126383116285225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649262466621143,0.10600658749495308,0.0,0.0,0.049385456677115504,0.08251684407762037,0.048620110449526265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213733860156547,0.0,0.0534240392750578,0.03163920236916976,0.08666125233096883,0.0,0.0,0.08610350041662485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844196760954973,0.034221612787378335,0.0,0.052474935028509515,0.0,0.04074591015314559,0.0,0.05252270656249732,0.44411297459658855,0.0,0.17518984693503742,0.0,0.08167242054088546,0.04017841145661435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743108552158955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729388053666473,0.14748560119977394,0.0,0.0,0.056764788048073535,0.06421617938197671,0.0,0.0,0.09515614118847257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108152364398077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042578014174216035,0.0,0.0,0.07897801576959737,0.03904699624519778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796726728136837,0.06767001792972142,0.09361112391593213,0.0,0.0,0.08478455194596977,0.04022610270215843,0.05359073411478443,0.0,0.20362530289839745,0.08646789754486506,0.181306318066738,0.03197534417941978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827453392320944,0.05081706749307522,0.0,0.0,0.15294152964089794,0.0,0.07042781621468526,0.0710383123300586,0.07389084573093536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046934357807003765,0.0,0.05453740492814085,0.0,0.05101468442430488,0.09738008399163256,0.03643207073104926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187382616465424,0.0,0.06641923507356752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045283421666858316,0.0,0.045877430229645716,0.0,0.0,0.04583629976096909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583108641610606,0.0,0.1534380971052284,0.0,0.0,0.25714721988025663,0.0,0.0,0.0911326464912931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360870981845945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079251018523396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781138548125143,0.0,0.0,0.08009740378086216,0.0,0.05007817747482853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601677867770989,0.11550683807554235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03182434568319584,0.06138807819997789,0.04706404172332102,0.11408789346300215,0.055864759345148264,0.0,0.0,0.09154593619111456,0.0,0.0,0.1563127546959204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041372448973259084,0.0,0.15809858135169702,0.11301673139953505,0.11406851518059535,0.03842456030876607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053481519970249664,0.0,0.09235275559758123,0.0,0.0,0.048647395327532116,0.04881682154318218,0.03402861850346628,0.0,0.0,0.06169538205980785
anxiety,flyingwhiledying,2020/04/18,"Why am I like this Every time I try to reach out to people and they actually respond to me I just instinctively ghost them because I’m worried I’m burdening them or something. As a result this has me worried I’m accidentally cutting off all of my friends, which worsens my anxiety.",3.5094545454545454,5.777191945454548,5.6490909090909085,74.15363636363638,75.0,8.036363636363637,34.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,3.4107454545454536,227,13,40,5,5,79,41,55,0.289,0.602,0.109,-0.8442,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.3045325191672837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387305132288491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023323626020736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629300306262141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411023035947597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246024486490495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634806675646265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402445359207773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196886294686854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211873108133508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815920611561001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6338386715951462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TTOTA,2020/04/18,"Waking Up with Heart Already Racing DAE have this? I'm trying to understand if this can be some kind of subconscious PTSD because of years of anxiety/panic attacks. I already had palpitation symptoms (PVCs), but this one confounds me.

Occasionally, I'll wake up from sleep with my heart \*already\* racing. Once I get up it gets faster (I'm talking 160+ bmp), so I have to do vagal maneuvers. Incidentally, this seems to happen on nights of insomnia, where I'm conscious of drifting in & out of sleep. I wake up 2-3 hrs after laying down. I also have a full bladder & feel very hot. 

It just baffles me because I'm not having anxiety/panic in my sleep.",3.6232251082251103,5.7422347857142855,5.1725108225108265,78.38006493506495,74.15873015873015,7.43896103896104,28.914862914862915,8.296473431620573,2.299326984126985,517,22,92,9,11,174,84,126,0.017,0.983,0.0,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,8,11,9,0,0,12,18,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,9,1,22,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,3,4,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883537350733231,0.11796632087165215,0.0,0.3196611657467198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678176576133268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984545896646795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458714927054079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413920625129132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044551092373333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496079063987158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536123865698514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843122532716753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709683441491934,0.09995881971881793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243513642611547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429055462577508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44285945256226505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332278514090786,0.0,0.1185655909320834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015183761790802,0.0,0.0,0.15356653221858438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171390912303792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949937192495618
anxiety,Aguantare,2020/04/18,"Does this mean anything? When I'm in a situation that I consider to be relatively stresful/anxiety-inducing, I tend to feel the urge to dig my fingernails into my skin and scratch slowly. 

The main spots I that I scratch are the inner parts of my thighs, and my inner wrists. When I do it, it feels really good. However, it's not a go-to that I think of in every situation.

Any and all help would be greatly appreciated",3.168330464716007,5.010762493975907,5.525851979345958,76.56385542168678,74.66265060240964,9.562134251290876,28.72461273666093,9.957137785484203,3.065707056798624,329,14,65,10,7,116,55,83,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.8586,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,5,3,3,0,1,11,11,5,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,8,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751875864939741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119958633630416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254413335242011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705243287463394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605165905355549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640900297853165,0.2160759209902197,0.0,0.28402234269850546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726744487822392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806191424299186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789728204142077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503528609039111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791419337641236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650698105524054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300288181131813,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,real_life_submarine,2020/04/18,"My sleeping pill isn't working and it is only my third time using it. I am currently in bed, really really worried. It's almost midnight and I took my medication around 8:00 pm. It's my first time taking sleeping pills and I have to say, it worked like a charm on the first night. Went from not having any sleep at all to being practically comatose by 10:00 pm. Then, the next day, I fell asleep around 9:00 and at 11:00 pm I woke up because I needed to use the bathroom. When I came back, it was really difficult to fall asleep again. Now, it is past midnight, I am tired but simply can't fall asleep. Is this normal? Will I have to ask my doctor to give me a larger dose? I have tried everything to calm myself down but nothing works. I really need some advice here.",2.4206493506493523,4.417953662337666,3.7948051948051966,87.44792207792213,77.31168831168831,6.7376623376623375,20.740259740259734,7.7094869923839395,0.7678363636363637,600,15,122,9,14,197,99,154,0.04,0.912,0.048,0.29100000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,5,0,14,12,6,2,1,18,25,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,3,5,1,18,3,17,18,2,28,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,15,80,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242371614453755,0.0,0.0,0.1356987245912895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215486547414707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412742100454571,0.12668825720657045,0.0,0.0,0.10420269103929376,0.0,0.0826087027490904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499308945092996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739598163692668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870537255720164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179216834812423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053802574146154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999836231079218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620579713983961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365171329554055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096535106251298,0.0,0.0,0.1441217687645209,0.12717167294589854,0.1327759540479265,0.1300303234163607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306528469288567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936442726503042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472575858260483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776698876910698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068386834628071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189043536784753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803980423490538,0.15575458864962782,0.0,0.0,0.15056218141445013,0.09200580799869412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340829464978383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562378784026804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959696612365387,0.13762208813254168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,narwhals510,2020/04/18,"Dose anyone else think they just always make things worse I know people do, so this is more of just a rant. recently my best friend pasted away from suicide, so naturally a lot of sad conversations with friends and family comes with it. But every time I talk about it with someone I feel like I'm just making them more upset. Like even if they tell me it's okay to talk about it with them, or even they think talking is helping them i feel like an asshole for ever bringing it up. I recently started see a counlor cause of this, and least there getting paid to hear my bullshit. I don't know, I just hate making people upset or sad when there day could have been going perfect with out me ever saying anything.",6.260928571428572,6.1538950928571445,6.237857142857145,81.50964285714288,65.92857142857143,8.428571428571429,29.642857142857146,7.645422480735847,1.7710714285714286,563,17,109,5,8,178,89,140,0.159,0.664,0.177,0.2562,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,6,2,15,13,1,2,4,1,7,1,0,4,3,32,26,9,1,2,8,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,2,5,17,8,17,23,5,15,0,2,1,0,16,3,0,4,12,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500759196819699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664451963079317,0.14161962022669786,0.11374079005192204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298593938141827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450501834592888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141986902544423,0.0,0.11906168170673373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035500430120017,0.0,0.0,0.08913851170853168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546254342073352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825820112081246,0.2500503261710113,0.11645375907913395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302986589977211,0.0,0.1397733067008179,0.19748446299625128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357217742969414,0.0,0.07221266250516052,0.0,0.07855188967048284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364606434363727,0.0,0.0,0.15578057130284548,0.0,0.09264392198369664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192086484130568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257749085212276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750712581895142,0.0,0.0,0.27678270368026003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194373812673288,0.19164448871274425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729451679292273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991568273808854,0.0,0.0,0.11014103065086664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711079075849225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783068327317317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118693244357134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332806964924304,0.12080772456727933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182521373994056,0.17712770775908326,0.0,0.0,0.08059542713720676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085490136798595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,nihilistpianist,2020/04/18,"Has anyone ever had vivid dreams that feel like memories? Sounds weird but lately I’ve been having crazy vivid dreams that feel more like memories, the only reason I know they’re not (and have to keep reminding myself of) is that they’re completely illogical (for ex there was one where everyone had to hide underground in a giant ant hill that was already furnished, def didn’t happen, sounds like a  fever dream but no fever not even sick). It’s been going on for like 6 months but lately it’s gotten much more intense and I’m not sure why and apparently I’ve also been much more edgy according to my boyfriend. Diagnosed with generalized anxiety/ major depression/ ADD and on Prozac and atomoxetine but the issue started before either medication. I use melatonin but I tried going without and nothing changed. I don’t take any other meds or drink/ smoke or anything so I have no idea. Anyone else have a similar experience? Sorry for the long af post!",4.29232303090728,6.9697121638418125,4.937254901960788,78.20943170488538,74.2542372881356,8.006513791957461,25.66600199401795,8.841846274778883,2.282626719840479,771,27,131,17,17,247,118,177,0.08800000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.121,0.7875,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,15,7,0,2,2,30,27,15,0,0,12,1,2,4,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,8,1,1,5,4,0,2,8,2,0,1,9,6,7,5,12,18,7,14,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,2,10,78,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568356042929305,0.1136552332338041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664810669126167,0.0,0.10872324823863246,0.0,0.0,0.19875057545623864,0.14562119571538484,0.11695462692570477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093569597518745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503466561635514,0.0,0.1490126341141972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240981626744946,0.1442512459984822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922584703119228,0.0,0.0,0.11872502981120872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387050588642457,0.12855784893278588,0.0,0.1358040452764386,0.0,0.13902297994206536,0.0,0.0,0.1437227131260816,0.2030645442396364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154287211345414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256783703924292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604388922388442,0.0,0.1483388627395586,0.0,0.12632492069609325,0.0,0.0,0.07810675511236734,0.0,0.32064051890296513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777353062208664,0.0,0.0,0.1257738531088461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786594900575213,0.14317336760434682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344074505197,0.0,0.20895263601811595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637027742359695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630581749920533,0.10809049071812417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611397449837154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612549932525207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909439288916888,0.10059496737166723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394868158403184,0.0,0.10685835867248304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649178154536096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274812334284604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282433617430147,0.0,0.0,0.13700092351882134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,IllustriousRise4,2020/04/18,"Buspar I have been taking this anxiety medication for nearly a week now ,and my anxiety is getting some what better, but now I have really bad insomnia. I feel like the insomnia is trigging my anxiety because I am so tired all of the time. The other day I was so tired from the little sleep I did get, but I was so dizzy and I could barely walk. It was really scary. Every night I try to lay down and sleep but I just can’t get to that deep sleep anymore. I have always been a deep sleeper since  I was little. I wake up around 2am every night and when I do fall asleep again it’s for a few hours. I wake up again around 6am every morning. I’m really irritable and lash out because I’m sooo tired. Has anyone else experienced this with this medication?? I like the medication but I also like my sleep too.",1.978634538152612,3.8407437710843415,4.222385542168677,84.50112851405625,78.1566265060241,7.5591967871485926,21.30763052208836,8.447377352677275,1.2187201606425706,630,17,132,13,15,218,90,166,0.21899999999999997,0.715,0.066,-0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,0,8,0,17,15,7,0,1,18,24,14,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,2,20,4,14,16,3,24,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,1,14,91,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901402424057563,0.09261827234591333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554539789906292,0.0,0.11038893728554136,0.07783006570887943,0.11404955387039348,0.0,0.1981777902788525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293863411330233,0.13570625858049973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844404946816576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887143594771874,0.0,0.0,0.0717853040190004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298465526737168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813487124505445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628133745416152,0.07951940156668594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446357918464986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961726018613877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314033619695315,0.2231223644322447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33639729342654595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089125159770273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392280489782606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207622103735423,0.0,0.4455588313033334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369075720088742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490536053040058,0.383801072628849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075571722806869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928562368466292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bar1792,2020/04/18,"I’m having a rough day today. Hey all, I’m having a tough day today and idk what I need but I felt compelled to share.

To be fair this probably extends more than just today, but today is particularly rough.


Last year in December my wife and I were expecting a little bundle of joy. As soon as he was born things started to go sideways. We had what was called a placenta abruption, which left our bundle joy without oxygen for longer than anyone would hope. A long/short 3 days later he passed away due to multiple organ failure.

Fast forward to yesterday ,my father in law was admitted to the hospital for a fever and pneumonia. He started receiving treatment and was feeling better. Today we were updated that he’s declined and they are worried about his recovery and out come. A test confirmed today that he had COVID.


So many thoughts are racing through my mind and I’m panicking over the smallest of things. Today when I have any pains or aches my mind immediately goes to worst case scenario, I’m worried about my wife and daughter having to experience another tragic before the last one had time to heal, etc. Even my daily exercise did little to help.

With all that I just wanted to tell everyone my feelings of anxiety, and I wanted to also note that I think you all are doing a great job during these trying times.

Edit:
Just got an update on father in law, his oxygen levels are higher than they wanted so we’re celebrating a bit.",4.827678136948208,6.5668458832116805,5.77740354535975,76.88071776155721,70.0948905109489,8.284741049704554,28.37608620090372,8.841846274778883,2.426634897462635,1148,42,197,21,21,378,166,274,0.113,0.7440000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.8875,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,1,2,1,11,10,0,0,13,0,22,4,0,1,3,42,42,18,0,7,7,5,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,14,0,0,6,1,0,5,1,4,0,1,13,5,22,6,34,27,7,43,0,1,0,0,25,12,0,2,28,130,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799488894036151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798550821705836,0.10483108576491293,0.07647956633154744,0.0,0.0,0.0699038985005118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392853230792264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507021020826833,0.0,0.0,0.08841856651827185,0.10914532959991913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208427133278733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611844463735012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934241951462244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149704326908326,0.06603165098378433,0.0,0.0,0.0955291040055712,0.0,0.09779341022585984,0.0,0.0,0.1010993596121276,0.0,0.09599037910207872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681732749592198,0.0,0.07995805828956064,0.1102212987791894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701022824448091,0.0,0.0,0.09929638918526576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920841848204592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298373125489732,0.0,0.0,0.10862166000781033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039971666998613,0.0,0.08847353162682964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135758659543592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188976841707698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412919250496551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774473056009406,0.0,0.10637900909709057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077885004696242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415237238467195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873813740136604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283609759946258,0.06405907625244234,0.0,0.0793679085703387,0.11659087509002625,0.0,0.6633432943526825,0.0,0.0,0.06787554388506045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690114172348895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637102816081894,0.0,0.0,0.2030561827733,0.0,0.07101841046001668,0.0,0.0,0.0643797509170798
anxiety,Sea_Of_Kitties,2020/04/18,"After moving back home, I snapped at my family for the first time Mostly ranting but I am proud of myself so putting this under victories! (First time posting in this thread, sorry if that's not it)

I (20f) just moved back home after moving out at 18. My husband (21m) was the reason I moved out when we were still dating. We got 2 cats 2 years ago and a kitten a few months ago. Were all now living in a house with my dads 2 cats he's had since I was a child. My oldest (big long fluffy fat boy) likes to attack my dads youngest (7yr girl). Were not sure why? My dads oldest (mean 9yr boy) is usually very territorial but hes been super sweet to all of mine. My boy will sneak into the house, go past dads boy to get to dad girl and theres a loud fight and sometimes blood. My cats aren't allowed in the house because of territory issues, we are in the basement and the cats can stay separate except my boy likes to go outside and wander. Thus fights begin.

Now we're all moving! So in total; me, husband, dad, mom, brother, 5 cats, 1 dog (also ours) all moving to a bigger house on huge land. 

Me and husband have moved 4 times the last few years to 3 different states, so we know how to adapt cats and everything. When telling my dad and brother that to not let any cats get territorial, we have to lock them all in the main house together for 30 days (me and husband get our own little house in the back separate from the main house) to prevent territory issues, they weren't listening and just kept saying it won't work. I raised my voice and my dad does his thing where he says to stop yelling (I'm not yelling, just speaking above him. He's done this my whole life to make me feel like shit to get his way). So I tell him to listen and I won't have to get louder. I TOLD HIM THAT. I STOOD UP TO MY DAD. I then explained and they just said okay. When I went into the next room, they just laughed at the idea and said it wont work. I know I got them though. My brother stopped arguing when I got louder and my dad just stared. They shakily laughed about it. 
So it sucks they won't listen to options or ideas but I am planning on giving my kitties the best that they can have and if it means they can go inside the house and be warm and lay on soft blankets, then I'll fight for my babies. Thanks for letting me rant <3

Tl;dr Dad and brother wont listen to ideas on how to move with cats that dont get along. I told  them to listen to me instead of dismissing me and they did.",2.4100994553634902,3.764701708737864,3.4458678664456563,92.72988160075776,75.60194174757281,6.26710869050438,21.881363959270658,6.697824305789354,0.273175704475491,1920,48,435,16,41,617,238,515,0.077,0.8220000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.9435,2,0,0,0,5,0,66.0,7,0,11,8,29,20,7,0,20,1,33,4,3,6,7,77,69,41,0,2,17,20,3,3,0,6,2,14,3,8,15,32,1,4,10,0,0,13,12,7,0,2,20,19,68,13,58,40,14,80,0,0,1,0,75,27,2,5,39,269,83,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060498472086897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783632095596544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067819597852442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805145123075998,0.0,0.13798872579685414,0.0,0.03646441218995519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277515350363012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038577571031881856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249693202024525,0.0,0.0,0.052347012309989095,0.06121443900214421,0.07010608631073471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053760435406465884,0.0,0.056390954667043525,0.0,0.030245707294525737,0.042733891069676365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017620821577145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751417746146906,0.057382741885170875,0.1019876048646734,0.0,0.14352542109918026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000438147363597,0.0,0.0,0.5521742322638241,0.0,0.2025812483399368,0.0,0.1248686091498318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574866286531733,0.04875953960754797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223356290776554,0.04225112347654054,0.08767195450112246,0.059953210342384836,0.05282026621180593,0.05293692365934742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039928885981162864,0.0,0.0,0.13031837129033488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005795456193806,0.04774604508203036,0.5086153476994341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361697262983304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710291581308589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728897460710675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060133471010221824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150272263481155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380096584713273,0.09513912622215236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061402173588707386,0.049481951855711435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916139298666001,0.06696119680547351,0.0,0.0637578796412605,0.047770620191545037,0.1000208186972905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056377625046977325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456689227509663,0.05507224861935462,0.0,0.0,0.039740328144061206,0.0,0.058770743646684234,0.0,0.10464082546263327,0.0,0.0,0.1143170571582618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588092168387852,0.04935599905628649,0.0,0.047480632901918035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545175542320754,0.053976314493068236,0.06678450436714373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709622887901991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704148114896225
anxiety,davidblong10,2020/04/18,"Why am I like this? I just am feeling as if my anxiety makes me the most undesirable clingy fool. Once I’ve gone on a first date or gotten a crush it’s like I’m stuck holding my breath. I am so easily obsessive over strangers just because I need security, I need validation, I need someone to love me back. I’m like a stupid puppy dog just checking my phone every thirty seconds. I have too much emotion to give to people I’ve barely met and I am absolutely weak with fear of failure or not getting what I want. The worst part is that I feel embarrassed to tell my friends or family just how terribly mentally ill and broken I feel. It’s like every dating prospect I am a broken record and I’m embarrassed by how my emotions get the best to me every time. I can’t go on with my life normally when I have a new man on my mind because I’m just sitting there going “does he like me” “does he think about me” “what have I done wrong” “why am I not getting attention”. I end things before they even begin and I just want some confidence, knowing that even though I’m a gay man I can still find a companion who is as equally invested and committed as I am. I am tired of this insecurity and feeling of impending doom after a simple dinner date that leaves me hopelessly attached. Someone tell me I’m going to be ok, I seriously want a therapist for this for the first time and I can’t get help.",2.87077924066136,4.432187911971834,4.7235394978567085,83.18998469075322,74.80985915492958,8.178567054500919,27.13655848132272,8.841846274778883,2.084063563992651,1093,42,225,23,23,373,150,284,0.222,0.633,0.145,-0.968,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,1,3,18,24,1,5,13,1,18,8,1,3,1,44,51,19,0,8,12,0,4,5,2,0,4,0,0,2,12,9,1,2,8,0,2,4,4,14,0,3,5,4,38,10,23,45,7,23,1,2,0,2,15,4,0,6,19,144,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364110467897289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407199575951106,0.0,0.13329940787424238,0.0,0.09303617552231,0.0,0.11474051395176008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135988559358694,0.11188783778869656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597469701988686,0.09683850693997187,0.0,0.0,0.14442969532848707,0.0,0.27635878527732943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307146633027056,0.12303246160754835,0.22113258549707554,0.07810906625994392,0.0,0.0,0.09993036328319048,0.1860008770333344,0.0,0.0,0.08447208000587439,0.0,0.22849245170359025,0.10488425640384863,0.1864130877546154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328505879414926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060087749274649424,0.0,0.0,0.11577015674478452,0.0,0.0,0.07722666297354724,0.26707820310978075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867925834840986,0.0,0.07298207401014035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018413399460188,0.0,0.11039735228480776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037392915165162,0.2432119263018617,0.0,0.10559658709834473,0.0,0.0,0.1071252511268923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643838619428845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839933290771693,0.0,0.07579923929256634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852786670166177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731520683984054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112751291462954,0.0,0.0,0.1269465576965696,0.07263742773002531,0.07005756124768582,0.10742124797763712,0.0,0.12750843206593046,0.1256646923978006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346614556600586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731596724166814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195408430896066,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FunGuyWhoDoesntTroll,2020/04/18,"Panic Attack Out Of Nowhere Fuck. I hate this.

Do any of you out there just get panic attacks for no discernible reason?

I get them often when I think about “triggering” things that set me off. I can usually identify the “trigger” and then talk myself down. I’ve gotten to the point of control where I can hide it from everybody without them having the slightest clue that I feel like I’m on the brink of death. Simply telling myself internally that I’m having an attack due to said trigger makes me able to handle it.

HOWEVER. Randomly. With absolutely no noticeable cause. I can just be sitting there. Enjoying something or watching TV. Then bam. I realize I’m struggling to get a good breath in.

Bam. I feel dizzy.

Bam. Oh God I’m dying.

Bam. No it’s panic attack.

Bam. Who cares. Everything seems so distant. My hands are tingling. My face is numb.

All of this. And more. But with absolutely no cause I can identify. Why?  This sudden onset out of nowhere makes it nearly impossible for me to control, just because I didn’t feel it coming on like with the ones explained above. 

So usually with these random ones I have to just wait it out. Usually it hasn’t been a huge problem, like they’d happen once every few weeks. But lately it’s been a couple times a week. 

Anyways. Whatever. 

Oh. Hmm. Actually. I’m interested. What do you all do to “deal” with a panic attack? I’ve found taking showers helps. Maybe cause I’m alone and the room is smaller so things seem less distant. Maybe the warm water? I dunno. That’s always been my kind of “go to” last line of defense. I’m interested to know what anyone else does that they’ve found helps them.

Anyways. Thanks for reading.",0.8425824175824204,3.3605192950310574,2.472826086956524,88.36285117056858,96.73291925465836,5.08561872909699,21.09913999044434,6.759486899279683,0.8676830387004301,1311,48,245,21,52,427,174,322,0.159,0.716,0.125,-0.9138,2,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,4,2,15,26,8,5,13,0,20,7,3,11,2,53,53,12,2,1,8,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,22,13,1,4,13,2,0,2,7,15,0,2,8,7,27,11,38,43,5,32,0,0,1,1,14,15,1,7,16,152,49,1,0.08317658404099643,0.0,0.08116834765751807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861458563212093,0.0,0.0,0.06920958105933234,0.0,0.0,0.05656292939447857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815900151337178,0.08522423970394834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731268605408919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070367361425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848040708585312,0.2563357915639825,0.0,0.0716492621932409,0.0,0.0,0.18657922330094884,0.0,0.09203330819744976,0.0,0.0,0.08575140587471819,0.0,0.0,0.08632416234549596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278838921138456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694833629801041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007985943119327,0.0,0.07475375047894788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616974020353666,0.05942136825835517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823976624343528,0.0,0.07689541165628208,0.13036899652354667,0.0,0.04727116951562969,0.06976457240728709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355277857256595,0.0,0.0,0.082119656639102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150302199107304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661561272109677,0.04571167533333692,0.06780001742420096,0.09382680971523452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219076326526615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104203144825038,0.0,0.16712411672386712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469709222136156,0.0,0.08858034741362124,0.11272521194618715,0.0,0.0,0.3903591999036944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862875696662648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958875768419202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319909280590539,0.0,0.0,0.08551938143465418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911997866907779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144167643379747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403339803498949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695422521221911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253843974522479,0.06685418757914721,0.07270000060817455,0.07657782345845128,0.0,0.0,0.11051765304993658,0.053296196530208034,0.0,0.0,0.04850093504267526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27482176866562963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343847716696006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505392980695151,0.0,0.0,0.0801792588521973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Meiiscool,2020/04/18,"I Feel like My Dad Is Talking behind My Back My Dad always talks behind people's backs, I know this, and have known for many years now. But it's gotten to a point where every time my Dad is talking to someone else I think he's talking about me. I even remember in recent time him calling me mildly autistic because I don't like to be touched. Like, who says that?? I know that might not be the best example, but it still hurts for anyone to talk about something behind your back. I even remember another time where he thought I was sleeping, and he said to my sister that I was fat. He was right, too, I was a fat kid, but it still hurt my self esteem extremely.",2.709030303030304,4.26247774814815,3.705993265993268,90.35151515151516,75.22222222222223,6.390572390572393,24.124579124579125,6.980632752743323,0.7906296296296293,516,16,109,5,11,166,79,135,0.096,0.8640000000000001,0.04,-0.846,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,13,6,0,0,3,0,11,3,3,0,0,15,18,5,0,0,4,4,2,3,0,1,2,2,0,2,8,2,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,4,20,4,13,8,1,16,0,2,0,0,21,5,0,1,14,73,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697917541546027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481513617050514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989798709449147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965833997493344,0.0,0.07837407929311085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492456241173156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128267097661642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740236774923144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983637923784026,0.0,0.10832438891305073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500802616613617,0.09184926250149687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752701782718162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131561726482136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884360202506098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034813804581422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639071310657888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913311297342989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153865773325745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694574548946988,0.0,0.29128577931053,0.10979667746643446,0.12229795278850952,0.1022427207049051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412483982289658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286612111319791,0.0,0.10893555471590506,0.09897820527132684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053497177066566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166918908349097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238141410932813,0.0,0.10206891709080927,0.22490773495490896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827938089468335
anxiety,shitcup1234,2020/04/18,"Scared of death every night I'm constantly scared of everything around me dying, I feel like I'm playing a video game and trying to make everything perfect. Struggling to sleep at night because I'm always checking up on everyone to see if they're still alive.
Things that get me the most are my cats because they're so fragile, and a lot of nights I'm scared my sister has killed herself so I look everywhere to see if she's fine in a panic. I have no clue how I'm gonna let her go live her life with this constant fear. I'm just mega tired :/",2.8541494591937067,4.3214093805309775,3.717286135693218,90.77429695181914,74.6637168141593,6.792133726647003,24.944936086529,7.3871296695380915,0.9961472959685352,432,14,93,5,9,138,79,113,0.264,0.639,0.09699999999999999,-0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,6,4,0,4,3,1,2,1,13,18,7,3,2,3,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,7,0,0,0,5,11,4,13,16,2,12,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,4,7,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050127104597427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289198935416007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656102012753014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312996462326861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029958461522358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201651862250795,0.13838106127074715,0.2603085240595365,0.0,0.0,0.16296199117946294,0.07322499683501284,0.10345894734262656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566211472275754,0.0,0.08230415389423887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022111492527016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808756106758267,0.10229016477341167,0.07075140204580388,0.0,0.12787810807400304,0.0,0.1216117506535706,0.0,0.0,0.12312020255200595,0.0,0.0,0.09666801708834316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077093494892045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991426271081994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349681937808307,0.0,0.23080448795785896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492390145566006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565289177302855,0.0,0.0,0.15139659134632805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621151769520496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664484984411943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832280847725798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AwayBunch,2020/04/18,"Can someone please help me put this into perspective? I live with my Mom and my older sister, and her son. My Mom is 65 with Type 1 diabetes, and I am worried about her getting the virus. She is completely quarantined and I only make runs to the store when absolutely necessary, and do my best to prevent getting infected. My sister, though, is going through a messy divorce and is having a harder time with the lockdown. She's been staying home for the most part, but tonight she went to drop off dinner for her boyfriend and is sitting with him to talk. This is the second time she's seen him this week, once when he came over to help fix an outside water pipe issue we're having, and now this. I know they're not keeping 6 feet distance. I know because when he was over here the first time they weren't keeping a 6 ft distance. I really don't see her being able to quarantine herself for much longer, and all I can think is that my Mom is going to get this virus. I feel so sure of it, and my mind will go into a spiral of what I am going to do once my Mom dies from this. I'm not ready for that, I can't handle any more stress in my life.

My sister knows how anxious I am about all this, she knows the facts, I beat them into the ground earlier this month when I was having panic attacks and yelling at her and trying to control her, which wasn't helping. So I've tried to back off. But it's really hard to just sit back and watch her go over to her boyfriend's house. Even if it is only on occasion.

Somewhere in my mind I feel it's necessary to fight her, because of what could happen to my Mom, but this goes against everything I've learned about dealing with anxiety and I don't wanna be all self-righteous and controlling. I know I can't control it, but I feel deep within that I have to or my Mom is gonna die.

And my therapist isn't helping, at all. She gets impatient with me, and pretty much insinuates that I'm acting crazy. Maybe I am, but not that's not fucking helping.",5.021077832110841,4.846710149144258,5.683633863080686,84.66680368785656,68.5354523227384,8.674857375713122,29.755603096984515,8.212053250817874,1.8678874490627548,1557,52,332,19,24,507,195,409,0.127,0.8270000000000001,0.047,-0.9841,0,3,0,0,3,0,42.0,0,0,2,6,17,7,3,2,13,0,36,7,1,5,6,68,66,32,2,3,12,10,4,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,22,27,2,6,10,0,1,10,11,5,0,2,8,8,56,2,49,53,10,45,0,0,3,1,41,16,1,3,15,230,78,2,0.0779856697427006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303292966760137,0.0,0.05965882389700115,0.08810160907089175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871995770914744,0.0,0.11993233252805215,0.0,0.09507868087666692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184114906148941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919483056617736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176649098576431,0.0,0.2624026796176013,0.06226521153784489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039980116545714,0.0,0.0,0.16187362568708036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051508799364685484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008849141972574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829569348731178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633457084414328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720964950327862,0.16297717480297064,0.0,0.2216052664762061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896247020184068,0.0,0.06985984214284616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613607528058306,0.0,0.07822598531477698,0.0,0.0,0.08998499232662936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139677789829126,0.0,0.13863449298478495,0.0,0.0,0.21429442294565174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508358484952152,0.0,0.0,0.06886277514650731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052056040121902604,0.0,0.07834708724299225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748659044935567,0.54801524318838,0.06224741756193512,0.0,0.11465688081410247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610438619810367,0.0,0.1186232320163822,0.0,0.0914993804918394,0.0,0.08445088068330661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856048467203866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933946248268378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839713787793008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991923394875052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659933585380615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214448194623365,0.0,0.08135606158422967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607700489992649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312234762218712,0.0,0.0,0.0893323212041894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735005708100039,0.0,0.0,0.06268192729451592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905473733162457,0.0,0.04997006824779285,0.07662052456733097,0.0,0.13642221351333592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589430128297282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625554002445108,0.0,0.0,0.07229349715647525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791982331382061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LTart123,2020/04/18,"I constantly feel watched I can’t do anything alone without thinking “I probably look so stupid right now”
“What would ______ think if they could see me now?”
“I bet _____ is making fun of me right now”

Is there a specific name for this?",1.5959090909090892,4.089143136363639,2.323818181818183,94.07572727272728,83.54545454545455,6.247272727272727,24.70909090909091,7.554174236665415,1.2293145454545449,174,7,37,3,5,54,36,44,0.14300000000000002,0.787,0.07,-0.5309,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,12,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,3,10,0,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900267915760837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230440960367132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026131188513361,0.0,0.2235812953372202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159166212544635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235154805780626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869223052989588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30191987363830475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782884506781822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231477807339402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35886403694750924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699390799383797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989253901729899,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,siriusCrocodile,2020/04/18,"Can you have anxiety without worry? Help with terms. Ive begin to suspect I may have anxiety problems... among other things. I'm basically near-constantly the full list of anxiety symptoms I've seen online *except*... I don't worry about anything. Pretty much ever. I can't recall ever having had a worried thought, though I suppose I must have at some point.

Is it possible to have quite serious anxiety problems without worry or is that a required component in order for it to be considered ""anxiety""? I know in common parlance they're often tightly coupled but I'm not sure if there's a requirement or if its just common, you know? If it's more like how you can be depressed even if you never have a suicidal thought, even though suicidal thoughts and depression are often linked.

So does anyone else here know they have anxiety even though they experience little or no worrying over things? Or is the worrying required to make it ""anxiety""?",4.531452312138729,7.123421578034684,5.678898121387283,73.60597723988441,73.10404624277456,8.949277456647401,32.77781791907515,9.516144504307137,3.7883413294797696,755,38,118,20,16,250,106,173,0.19399999999999998,0.695,0.111,-0.8619,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,2,4,16,7,0,0,6,0,21,1,0,2,5,41,32,15,2,7,14,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,4,8,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,2,13,2,16,23,5,16,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,12,8,96,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839987508732367,0.0,0.0,0.06319783211999339,0.09260797216619802,0.07437743373713733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000697071067784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569333574106492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909469354641831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550332355240948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790911787322696,0.1635130330749772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841182901766609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060581759326143125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490162507161853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441565243674124,0.09058742017736893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033129420315168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644183837852867,0.0,0.06970887205620767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544106420805939,0.10189315064755657,0.0,0.09195191262634522,0.0,0.17296847662035442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613335014703683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977284674145406,0.0,0.0851848229572145,0.09394245039994432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009277845218358,0.0,0.2664022502775709,0.21526180381083573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425179967306112,0.0,0.0,0.5507293938580442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kar1Mark,2020/04/18,"Over stimulation sucks Everything is so overwhelming 

I just broke at a family dinner because the talking was too loud. This wasn’t some crazy fighting dinner, this was a healthy sane normal conversation 

If that’s too much just think about how overwhelming a fight with my parents is, or loud music.

Anxiety + ADHD + autism is a killer combo, plus I have depression as well.",6.287941176470588,8.13711661764706,6.3728235294117646,73.59570588235296,66.64705882352939,10.145882352941179,31.24705882352941,10.355215969177356,3.559802352941177,302,12,50,8,5,96,53,68,0.301,0.635,0.064,-0.9514,1,0,0,0,3,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,2,5,0,7,2,0,2,0,11,9,6,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,3,2,3,1,6,6,2,2,0,4,0,0,5,2,1,3,0,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912005938195463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490147873675977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984282957251274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803618808614159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925480196849138,0.0,0.3068625094134039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928781135082766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31893136435068864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614411003480288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26163316300004524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857410700806592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29267320313592754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,f0cksh1t,2020/04/18,How can I deal with anxiety I'm constantly anxious for certain reasons but it's not always really bad. it gets bad when the certain reasons are there but I dont know how to deal with it. Meditation doesn't help because I'm just on edge the whole time. I used to get really anxious during school for no reason at all I would just get this overwhelming feeling that was hard to get rid off. Anyway I'm looking for anyones advice on how to deal with it and coping mechanisms. <3,2.6942708333333343,4.883544052083336,4.18041666666667,84.08958333333338,77.22916666666666,7.183333333333334,26.291666666666664,8.167268648758528,1.8594041666666672,383,15,73,7,9,127,63,96,0.124,0.737,0.139,0.5444,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,7,3,22,17,7,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,4,2,14,15,2,7,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456821103841743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404893765720935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404803073754324,0.33684254442197115,0.0,0.10424224858047998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24895603290911375,0.0908795682749978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611056808989941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610938531293109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472407958147138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538080709431091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31155870376421346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335490192998547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992714311984667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193207756553944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519211079070902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101268044326453,0.45984623459760293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087988080595705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693145335278561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287597820224649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664457634125155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590423360879388,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SkywalkerOGXIII,2020/04/18,"Why does everyone think I'm crazy or overreacting So I am experiencing some severe anxiety right now and I tried to go to my mom to calm me down and she basically said it's my fault and I'm only doing it to myself..I know I'm the problem..but I can't help it, nothing helps me calm down. Even right now I can't really focus, my body feels cold, I'm hyperventilating, my hands are sweaty, my stomach hurts, even though I know it's the anxiety I can't rationalize it. I'm struggling so much, especially since this is a daily thing, I'm constantly anxious and paranoid 24/7. I constantly have this feel or sense of dread or doom, and my biggest fear..is dying. I know we all do at some point but that's what my anxiety is stemmed from, that I don't want to die.",2.41375851996105,3.9444906582278483,4.609493670886078,83.66213729308669,75.96202531645571,8.15267770204479,24.812074001947426,8.841846274778883,1.6797813047711778,596,20,131,13,13,207,91,158,0.17300000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.051,-0.8375,0,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,3,0,11,3,3,0,1,20,26,12,2,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,6,20,2,10,25,4,12,1,2,0,0,6,7,0,5,4,75,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444191789247015,0.16954118924932887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666986635565769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243539058441662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115067624361441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133099036299775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824525779244,0.0,0.0,0.14340238028363106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887525804685494,0.1517641033530931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529065659188675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011832170653992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065759202757565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474306544376719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576515161820394,0.0,0.0,0.11032184391320073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400029353084198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413823221136395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418686776190316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436007924020766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614140951115782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25632518458962744,0.14275498151131005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954118924932887,0.0,0.12414297312369595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689019412428154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970266539001943,0.09616152175817662,0.14744719186229535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189056683286876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851768286434404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541867101298866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,elliebotic,2020/04/18,Waking Up I don’t even know when this started but it’s been for a while now but does anyone else have panic attacks the second they wake up. Like literally eyes open and then it’s just happens. They’re usually pretty mild but still enough to rattle me for a little while.,2.738727272727271,4.815034509090912,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,76.63636363636364,5.854545454545455,20.090909090909093,6.742157984588678,0.29038181818181785,218,5,43,2,5,70,46,55,0.139,0.735,0.126,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,3,0,3,3,3,0,0,7,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,5,5,1,12,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,9,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947468890819255,0.2853755244216199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168554543022961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243733764186828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326668001721854,0.0,0.0,0.28778447400488943,0.0,0.1839591050839791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629334131614256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530667022170864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607026482959525,0.2791491049250518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267819160731092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833538482002542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971371092431729,0.0,0.2224255513929824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067492168420315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,driftang3l,2020/04/18,"idk what to do.... i’m tired of living in a constant cycle of worry and fear, i don’t fear anything in specific i only fear that this pain won’t go away....
i hate that i hate myself to the point where i don’t even wanna be here anymore.
i want to be happy
i want to feel at ease
these pills aren’t working for me 
therapy is way too expensive 
weed is the only thing that relaxes me
i don’t want to live like this
idk what to do anymore....",-0.14499999999999955,1.6966661666666667,2.5352500000000013,93.98475000000002,85.25,5.506666666666668,18.975,6.742157984588678,0.0613699999999997,336,9,79,4,10,117,57,96,0.268,0.593,0.14,-0.9413,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,3,3,0,11,3,0,0,0,6,19,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,6,0,0,0,1,11,3,14,16,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,53,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128515381363749,0.0,0.0,0.12979834421303427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481925199384917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045008709158255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417917234037956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324702787244262,0.07975302337299084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964158952456057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790650980193908,0.0,0.3114514249496744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705890699790126,0.0,0.27855694593197383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23992153349006665,0.16783583261981702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491058255814527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037799252306644,0.0,0.1047887982403797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128742315264135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790997083405813,0.1251987261768032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482931296410855,0.1601824635969966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,StrongVast6,2020/04/18,"Is this just my anxiety running wild again? This may sound ridiculous but how much am I over reacting? I had unprotected sex around February 29. He did pull out. I took a Plan B on March 3rd and got what I’m hoping was my period around March 12. I took a home pregnancy test after my period that came back negative. I took another one a week or two later that also was negative. I got what I’m hoping was another period on April 9. It started really really light one night and then a heavy flow with some pretty bad cramping for two days and then was very light again after those two days. I took another home test after that on the 13th that came back negative and one on the 16th that came back negative. The reason I am freaking out right now is I have been having pain in my back and stomach and feeling a little sick. Have a slight headache and I am paranoid that my breasts are itchy. I’ve been reading about false negatives, hook effect, decidual bleeding etc.",3.496236842105265,5.412719084210528,4.6917763157894745,82.57555921052634,73.94736842105263,8.75,25.559210526315788,9.354420925462401,2.2559736842105256,766,26,149,19,16,252,109,190,0.22699999999999998,0.71,0.062,-0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,13,6,1,0,9,0,18,7,2,4,0,27,33,13,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,12,15,0,0,3,1,0,10,5,4,0,6,17,4,15,2,16,15,3,46,0,0,0,2,1,12,0,5,24,105,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282201981235356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257952296875644,0.0792280193658977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843921226219738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31854470280992025,0.08647362549368126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35535714426597764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335835318630018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550392251269095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523662881828179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566303640275126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777110491268386,0.20572962485768773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380074963043284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613322707514655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719005900988628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053783705381748,0.0,0.11020196108764688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536427068878162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359443548178744,0.0,0.13269458707373544,0.10648351735207652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844514735810123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330483730159887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602643641419377,0.0,0.0,0.3035079982417629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854531337278457,0.0,0.0,0.08307472622273253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bellada96,2020/04/18,"need help! Sick from anxiety Hi there,
I am hoping to find advices here.
I am a 24 year old girl and I am an anxious person. I manage to deal with it on a daily basis, but I have an issue when it comes to traveling (plane)
When I wake up the day that I have to flight somewhere, I start to feel sick. Before going to the airport, I start throwing up, feeling weak and sick to my stomach. This lasts for hours, until I arrive to the hotel or wherever I stay and I have a good night of sleep. So, for the whole travel time, I'm sick every 15 minutes, can't eat or do anything and feel extremely bad.
I am overall not good at dealing with the stress and I don't even know why I'm stressed. I think I'm just anxious because I anticipate being sick.
I tried anxiety medication but it does not work for me. I'm still sick. Does someone have advices or have experienced something similar?
I'm really desperate and willing to try anything so that I can keep traveling. I don't understand why I'm so anxious and can't afford seeing specialists or a shrink.
thank you all, I really appreciate it",2.557200956937802,4.361537045454547,4.533971291866031,83.17964114832539,76.27272727272728,7.54066985645933,27.033492822966515,8.371475516178862,1.960772727272728,850,34,169,16,19,291,122,220,0.22699999999999998,0.687,0.086,-0.9876,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,2,11,0,17,12,3,0,1,30,38,19,0,2,9,0,3,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,7,10,1,1,7,4,0,6,6,4,0,0,0,5,23,4,21,36,2,24,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,5,13,106,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299476849026292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001579306233634,0.3987594790926238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364469199936446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823935014915236,0.0717231040746109,0.0,0.100118123645166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135177833960017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587954874060886,0.2426000551710749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592627092661764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039330480830608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771186860246433,0.0,0.09913177277365856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847395982648528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753709953064082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686764033494445,0.19737156426008184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886354459977185,0.0,0.0,0.11686074532589695,0.11586923466820667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280417689240013,0.0,0.10457966051902612,0.0,0.0,0.06466165099398871,0.09590681225531014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185278573453431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872417693897635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041387687378362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346207108772606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273425448447536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074920159773378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375803503362078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774277311600355,0.0,0.09969107387014772,0.09057872426474024,0.0,0.0,0.16655759575674633,0.12540756212563706,0.09396167270867788,0.0,0.2695532294675334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832349631120357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539036874524835,0.0,0.0,0.06860721055927765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976384867347804,0.0,0.0,0.12248592136812544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233573171469894,0.13136073419594155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565628119622998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576776696309037
anxiety,-icantmakeausername,2020/04/18,"i need help i dont know if i have anxiety but i cant stop thinking about this;  Quantum Suicide/Quantum immortality, for those of you who dont know, say someone is about to kill themselves,  ­When the man pulls the trigger and the universe is split in two, however, the version of the man who lived will be unaware that in the other version of the split universe, he has died. Instead he will continue to live and will again have the chance to pull the trigger. And each time he does pull the trigger, the universe will again split, with the version of the man who lives continuing on, and being unaware of all of his deaths in **parallel universes**. In this sense, he will be able to exist indefinitely. This is called **quantum immortality**. 

I dont want to be forced to be immortal against my own will, and i haven't been able to sleep or leave my room for 4 days. My medication doesn't work and i think my view of reality is changing. am i in hell? this is the worst feeling ive ever had, it hurts to think about but its the only thing I **can** think about. this theory. i think this is making me go insane",1.2074733637747317,3.7486695342465737,2.7678538812785405,89.66523592085238,86.53424657534245,5.618873668188739,23.636225266362253,7.093109894594671,0.9856070015220704,864,34,178,13,27,282,112,219,0.183,0.77,0.046,-0.9888,1,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,1,0,1,8,4,2,0,15,0,31,2,1,4,2,30,43,10,3,3,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,1,3,15,8,0,1,8,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,2,3,18,0,29,30,7,19,1,1,1,0,15,7,1,3,8,126,33,1,0.2735670561134042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463902457039692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967127546114666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469883583541426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821405977762994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419597067888315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970018717034946,0.0,0.4809278285156843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372853213205615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916186167063197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773723117226485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168311558338132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642959580891632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133070762902978,0.0,0.15034529964333562,0.0,0.0,0.14483400622973422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36234708379341535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091304067119351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779501416013026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142325287625388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403003678895896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877575159950433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688231148481278,0.0,0.1158962394431178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435715421635068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087289812999497,0.4382268085097166,0.0,0.0,0.07975957519385744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361763148741884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067846878685306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958003750923572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ImpartialExhaustion,2020/04/19,"I am anxious about my cat running away again About two weeks ago my partner and I took in a cat that had been hanging around our porch for a few weeks. He seems happy to be indoors and very content.

A few days ago I opened the front door to bring groceries inside and the cat leaped over the bags and ran outside. I tried to catch him but he ran into some shrubs down the street. I got overwhelmingly sad and collapsed on my kitchen floor sobbing. I am new to caring for cats and I never had this happen before. My partner got extremely angry at me for letting the cat out and refused to provide any comfort. After about fifteen minutes I sat on the porch and brought the litter box and food outside. The cat came back and I brought him inside. 

Now I am absolutely terrified that it will happen again and he won't come back. My partner needs to get groceries and I'm afraid of the front door being opened. I feel sick to my stomach even thinking about it. I dont want to leave the house anymore.  

We had opened the door many other times and he only ran away this one time.

I feel paralyzed and like I'm going to vomit. I don't want the cat to get hurt and I don't want my partner to get mad at me again.",2.2924944567627503,4.188215256097564,3.113185513673318,92.65862527716189,77.33333333333334,5.285735402808575,24.189948263119,5.852544927426893,0.4165105691056912,947,32,200,5,22,299,129,246,0.17,0.775,0.055,-0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,0,12,10,1,2,15,0,15,5,1,0,1,36,44,16,0,4,1,0,2,1,4,2,2,0,6,4,7,24,2,1,4,0,0,15,5,6,0,2,14,2,28,4,32,25,3,48,0,4,0,0,13,17,1,2,17,126,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24743442236358115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490995215610268,0.0,0.0,0.15767032962733532,0.13841238692785912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242437044104846,0.0,0.0,0.2622544933833729,0.21463592551933144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876074464278967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962680460361725,0.14229726773330134,0.0,0.0,0.12022411355951375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000879544578504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357080587143574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218230472956827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113795182885858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876427015919426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875308360349452,0.0,0.07931881331325437,0.0,0.2232480328757165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683625017314234,0.1485710502870002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610409111851342,0.14940874016679154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477806879446168,0.0,0.14271612129599875,0.0,0.06818510348497664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414984449879736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348673266594026,0.1076422278036294,0.13479411900943153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457381881677722,0.10614655220674248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270560278493529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942852707480288,0.0,0.0,0.16276460479346744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506342894692587,0.09475643841821199,0.0,0.1363361134360944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515691382975445,0.2469596732840713,0.0,0.2239035286764276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MonAmies,2020/04/19,"I’m having a rough time with anxiety at the moment and I’ve found that humour is the best medicine. So, what’s the funniest thing you have ever heard/seen? 
My friend and I were on a call on Microsoft Teams and we realised that you could put on live captions. Being the immature teenager I am, I began to shout various body parts. When I shouted ""vagina"" it translated to ""fat China."" 

I don’t know if it’s something most people can laugh at or if you’d have to be there to laugh but It gives me a good chuckle!",2.301333333333332,4.00657722857143,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,76.71428571428572,6.9523809523809526,24.04761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.171190476190476,399,13,84,6,9,132,77,105,0.013000000000000001,0.778,0.209,0.9606,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,2,4,7,0,0,7,0,12,3,3,0,1,14,17,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,7,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,11,7,10,10,4,11,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,4,5,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473751844515606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28086295825204355,0.0,0.0,0.29727848615676883,0.0,0.0,0.2732818893657287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368213556690413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420881954278604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934443458569362,0.2067715880210178,0.0,0.0,0.25673671411334026,0.0,0.2244767727921224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708338349504352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363236949002505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898190512682447,0.0,0.18554212324615568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690437795093204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060359584502588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780260981444715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560581968770569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,egreyz,2020/04/19,"Dry heave as soon as I wake up in the morning! HELP Recently I have been waking up nauseated and will dry heave several times before the urge begins to dissipate. Throughout the day I have a hard time eating and instantly feel sick after eating, even small amounts. I do not dry heave during the day, only in the morning.",4.359344262295083,6.353714114754107,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,71.78688524590163,8.158688524590165,26.95409836065573,8.841846274778883,2.252217049180328,255,9,45,5,5,83,42,61,0.081,0.863,0.055999999999999994,-0.1429,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,5,5,2,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,8,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,8,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386890722122701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618050045159059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740532319025557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527088943800488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183174279219052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25127735939186857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801657089185167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333667232354195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276964820879371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168907773974316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32712941152401465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mysteriousPudding1,2020/04/19,"Do you randomly get an awkward thought and cringe physically? Hi I don’t know if I’m alone but  randomly while doing work i would get awkward thoughts or memory and I’ll cringe? 
like noticeably cringe to the degree that if I was reading something, I would read it louder. Or I would say random things out load because of all the awkward energy. 

Please tell me that I’m not alone

TLD;R I get physical reactions to thoughts",3.344722222222224,5.8852608024691335,4.092083333333335,83.75812500000002,76.77777777777777,8.000617283950618,28.64351851851852,8.841846274778883,2.5875296296296297,339,15,63,8,8,108,54,81,0.11599999999999999,0.775,0.109,0.4784,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,3,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,20,16,8,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,8,1,4,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,7,2,36,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961732500209545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658970043120676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29977477304377304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511093483815152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343947790571176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177496190471684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994492861203706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826214794686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209681932817606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472405086718109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716878064380455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706396936326547,0.0,0.0,0.4555148044208476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923881702513774,0.0,0.0,0.4075946806926921,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,al13nu,2020/04/19,"Drowning Feeling Hey all. I just started a new job in Feb as a teacher. We had 4 weeks from my start before all this hit, then a few weeks off for spring break.  Now we’re doing online teaching and I feel vastly overwhelmed. I find myself just in panic mode through the days and yearning to for the nights to drag and for sleep. I feel constantly behind and like I’m not worth the job I have and that I’m gonna be found as a failure (my biggest fear).

I don’t know what I’m looking for in posting this. Maybe it’s words of encouragement. Maybe it’s looking for someone else who feels similar feelings. Idk.",1.8549731182795703,3.9543699274193567,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,79.56451612903227,5.101075268817205,24.849462365591396,5.985473137389443,0.5665236559139792,477,18,100,3,12,152,85,124,0.1,0.818,0.08199999999999999,-0.4707,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,7,0,5,1,1,0,2,21,21,8,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,8,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,7,10,2,17,16,3,19,0,2,2,0,4,6,0,0,12,59,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499144307276954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413372843451312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098890477672534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234104548186155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191738902132707,0.4307777660360868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557356318429214,0.0,0.0,0.18682654991661526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338176471539528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364324607514632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832451546181267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861735228931189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423642794393754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456611055854212,0.0,0.15990179160695792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999188519547662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631888866703027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705155266990795,0.0,0.1443729879830272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412093363744103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733571251134073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Rmi93,2020/04/19,"Anxiety experience abroad. Has anyone ever been through this? Anybody ever experienced living abroad and started learning mew language? Like english is my second language and i can speak it pretty fluently so i dont get anxious speaking it unless im talking to natives. But when i speak my third language (which is the language they speak here) even tho everybody tells me i speak it really fluently, i dont feel like it, and i always feel myself stuck in my brain, not beimg able to have a normal conversation, overthink that people might think im an idiot and therefore im always careful what comes out of my mouth and as a result i always feel anxious, sad, boring and my self-esteem would drop thousand floors when im hanging around with my friends that are born here. 

Anyone can give some tips about a similar situation?",4.505854341736698,7.0480783202614425,5.099593837535013,77.96602941176472,72.98692810457516,6.9858076563958935,29.8828197945845,7.957251820313856,2.388466293183941,665,29,107,10,14,213,101,153,0.111,0.7959999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.4103,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,11,7,1,0,5,0,12,2,2,2,2,26,22,13,0,2,3,0,3,2,1,2,0,5,0,0,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,3,2,9,16,4,11,18,1,13,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,2,8,74,25,1,0.12593701423227796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314369053335364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634147118292632,0.28454595907310243,0.0,0.1761161770652786,0.0,0.0,0.11211064286424637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058735775446138,0.0,0.0,0.12840117927182446,0.0,0.0,0.10848358653578456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295194485500579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318021016015074,0.22783447880645796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319056533756025,0.0,0.0,0.1910326151391833,0.08996942813094465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729862479558694,0.0,0.0657968920777887,0.12081025955667855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441343450840164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305292765917908,0.0,0.11120469084016008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359927043911382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339153498769855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873088687197644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281232186481062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067847611874818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137977168650536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155848055113265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891388668678613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122340163059168,0.11007450133760764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069535360628502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894620416011516,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sunnyhunny2,2020/04/19,"nothing triggered does anyone ever feel so good throughout the day and you feel totally fine but then at a certain time of the day, you dont get triggered by anything, the depression or anxious thoughts or feelings just start?",6.540894308943088,8.421897073170733,5.569268292682928,79.47552845528456,66.07317073170732,7.417886178861789,40.495934959349604,7.793537801064563,3.520798373983739,184,11,29,2,3,55,34,41,0.157,0.7070000000000001,0.136,-0.4557,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,14,7,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,3,3,6,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30775640688799977,0.0,0.19048199463108947,0.0,0.22417797349269405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513759822813141,0.0,0.2346344498527796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23839607287241385,0.0,0.3192735348860473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641896441292216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132303366750613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142327904822261,0.0,0.0,0.2284924871633115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139378356427706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928198697369163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162705923199028,0.15884995629227888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,football_fan11,2020/04/19,"My anxiety problem Ok so I have anxiety and Asperger’s syndrome and lately I have been having trouble falling asleep, mainly because my brain is thinking about too many things. Does anyone have a way to help?",4.267105263157895,7.234609131578949,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,76.10526315789474,6.957894736842108,33.1842105263158,8.07648339933343,3.161557894736842,169,9,25,3,4,54,32,38,0.24600000000000002,0.638,0.11599999999999999,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,2,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753320979795968,0.0,0.0,0.21723166281537126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893850142447679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468168115470877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718743859178197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823936317485306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504557052344788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314976382539213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972746732794509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639912066724667,0.1990684346829787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465998983238072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lemonbonglesbian,2020/04/19,"Absolutely nothing helps my panic attacks and I'm going crazy been diagnosed w anxiety since I was like 5 but the past year and a half I have actually gone crazy. I scream at the top of my lungs and thrash around uncontrollably, clawing at my skin until I'm covered in bruises and welts. nothing particularly even triggers it, my brain just starts thinking about every horrible thing ive done or experienced and makes me relive those emotions until I explode. benzos dont help, I got addicted to ativan for quite a while (4mg a day, what I was prescribed, so not hardcore addiction) but it just feeds something in my brain and bypasses its actual intended use of helping my anxiety. I thought quitting that would help, and it did for a couple of weeks, but now I'm back to the screaming terror. weed also doesnt help so I'm trying to quit that. I'm just so tired, my attacks dont stop when my body is too exhausted to continue so im just in constant pain from overusing my muscles, these attacks happen every day and lately multiple times a day. I'm way too skinny and dont eat or sleep properly, have headaches all hours of the day, but every time I get bloodwork done or seen by a doctor theres nothing wrong with me. I'm also ridiculously stupid, I dont want to sound self centered but I was actually very smart and this past year I can barely hold a conversation or follow instructions. like I used to read 800 page nonfiction history books for fun, now I seriously cannot read a single sentence of a book and comprehend it. now with this stupid virus it's even worse, I had a meltdown on my 15 year old sister because she wasnt wearing a mask properly and I thought she had shared it. I'm at the end of my rope, nothing helps and I'm just so tired idk what the point of anything is anymore. :(",5.9920331728196885,6.105414404494388,6.699518459069022,77.22440074906369,66.47191011235954,9.814660246120921,33.80631353665062,9.606745405546679,3.0869661851257364,1432,60,275,27,21,473,194,356,0.244,0.682,0.07400000000000001,-0.9966,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,24,20,6,3,17,0,23,18,8,5,1,44,47,33,0,2,15,1,1,2,0,1,8,3,0,1,16,16,3,2,3,4,0,3,8,15,0,1,15,6,31,5,31,31,3,43,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,4,30,166,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.22137078328809595,0.16486509730408372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094009845958915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569199211247318,0.0,0.07499070544255429,0.0,0.0,0.06222548532632065,0.06731422849744323,0.0,0.2580721838874933,0.0,0.05814399933872725,0.0,0.04609478229506561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399227590733402,0.0,0.1688248195168215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171398069438751,0.0,0.0,0.0836676122825124,0.0,0.19506413309762544,0.0,0.0,0.07674859923997772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739613065465523,0.0,0.15476274370854615,0.3544853287877852,0.0,0.0,0.07737399609963062,0.0,0.08505776799791243,0.06697328917452364,0.0,0.0,0.09988724585168536,0.0,0.1911291017092177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03950621381333967,0.0,0.042974287903346495,0.0,0.06047698419773029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668669363347026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30410267092417964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446648071966942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167820356414457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529808708079062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388426895169438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047423490603268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29022217999665245,0.0,0.07934622130362001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046070389599383,0.08871902691573323,0.0,0.0,0.14436796398120622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148151556201364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412806170519021,0.15127282883729154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888392881625096,0.0,0.0,0.06255029661364575,0.0,0.07567056060420417,0.0,0.0,0.05821285385535833,0.0,0.0,0.053521359783942235,0.0,0.0,0.06321832145282552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023587832959995,0.048451648590695694,0.0,0.12006123848162426,0.08818453901024324,0.1738188257735628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133826762130226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306158080048552,0.0,0.06239107926938407,0.044600247435676255,0.060020422801405675,0.060654555344363176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770591148014084,0.05371540253747142,0.08267417275825363,0.0,0.14608258112394848
anxiety,kingstoat,2020/04/19,"Honestly just needing reassurance This post may be a little messy, so sorry about that.
I've had severe generalised anxiety my entire life, as long as I can remember - and along with that, I get severe abdominal pain. Not always, it tends to come and go, but at the minute it's pretty bad.

Honestly I just need some reassurance, comfort or even tips to ease the pain. Painkillers don't seem to make a difference, and things that usually calm me - like my cats, animal crossing, and curling up with a blanket, don't seem to make much difference anymore. The quarantine has worsened my mental health, I haven't been around friends in weeks, my anxiety and depression seem to just be worsening and I'm not sure what to do about it. 

I just need some sort of reassurance, and hopefully someone here might offer some?",8.166599999999999,7.865368026666669,8.006500000000003,71.05575000000003,62.06666666666667,12.3,36.75,11.698219412168324,4.409599999999998,644,27,115,18,8,207,97,150,0.215,0.598,0.187,-0.4648,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,0,6,0,12,4,0,2,1,37,26,12,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,2,0,10,11,18,20,4,12,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,11,4,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481101896546872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111097582498556,0.0,0.13683980548604402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283210138741035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520814428447855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885817938238764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884259870028482,0.0,0.0,0.2883209857761323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113496940865498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660356805034964,0.0,0.07208923534995525,0.0,0.07841762739650376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666706142029234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370459962149271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745986864570452,0.06741041394505412,0.13829293812983215,0.0,0.12210860213485895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842064145373146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390521202454768,0.1463757473207278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143171122572364,0.3069328840295407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936424455649968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214739587116142,0.1403760051766189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630526690318625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768374172854189,0.0,0.31175789560467954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691062293133135,0.0,0.0,0.15445812816419238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004520305089595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166826446657418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519662779413143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067981700109797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,itwillbeokay922,2020/04/19,"My attempt to put a positive spin on my anxiety disorder. Currently I’m in the worst state I’ve ever been with anxiety. On doctors order I’m weaning off 20mg of cipralex/Lexapro - which I’ve been on 10+years. I’m living in my own personal nightmare (I’ve been weaning off since January, before I knew COVID was a thing, and trust me throwing that into the mix has not been super helpful...) But I’ve been trying to find some silver linings in my anxiety disorder, and here’s what I have come up with: 

1. Empathy: my disorder has given me empathy and compassion for others suffering from mental health/people going through hard times in general. It allows me to connect with people who are hurting, and share with them some things that have worked for me. 

2. Relationships: on one hand my disorder has made it difficult to meet new people and maintain certain superficial friendships. On the other hand, living with anxiety has forced me to rely on friends for support, which I think has brought us closer in the long run. I also call my parents every day because they help me work through a lot of issues, and the daily chats keep our bond strong. 

3. Direction: I have difficulties leaving the past in past, I overthink everything and feel guilty about all sorts of past mistakes, even things the average person wouldn’t ever give a second thought to. I am working on this and hope to find help in counselling. However, the overthinking has forced me to reflect on my life and my past choices, and give me focus for the type of person I want to be as I move forward. 

4. Spiritual: anxiety has made me seek comfort in my beliefs, which has strengthened my faith. 

5. Strength: I have been torn down by anxiety. I’ve had days, weeks and months of what feels like pure never ending darkness. Especially right now, I feel like the sun might never rise again. But so far every time I’ve been through bad episodes, I’ve made it out the other side. Every time I’ve fallen, I’ve gotten back up(albeit not always easily). I think everyone on this sub, and everyone who has ever suffered from mental health issues, are some of the strongest people out there. 

Sorry for the rant, and please understand I am not trying to downplay how difficult and life altering it is to have crippling anxiety-these are just my couple
of pros in a sea of cons. 

Thanks for reading.",4.9756108597285085,6.772938416289589,5.5247963800905,78.60696832579187,69.81447963800905,8.63891402714932,31.32579185520362,9.168548406835145,2.9272199095022624,1868,81,326,38,34,601,234,442,0.141,0.721,0.139,0.4929,3,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,2,0,2,7,14,22,0,0,18,0,32,6,2,5,8,66,58,20,0,4,6,1,6,2,1,2,4,0,0,3,21,23,0,1,12,2,0,10,6,8,0,2,17,6,38,14,63,38,7,64,2,3,0,0,21,30,0,7,26,215,59,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851799409517538,0.060887433867673126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358718934841413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626703224671875,0.061098040321794576,0.0446067802576222,0.0,0.062266506711695174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471982202159534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303375409422847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096670837656791,0.0,0.09438359927085282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354594037456981,0.07489767867440382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481130064167735,0.0,0.0,0.048331375097113605,0.19857283903315293,0.18495919529904056,0.1398436322459443,0.06576494134165453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099838483574323,0.10455242106018764,0.0,0.0,0.13376118700371145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056534797428075025,0.0,0.0,0.14039219085817475,0.041587019653579665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555039675698446,0.0,0.0,0.15556313467577354,0.0,0.0,0.14714291230227805,0.0,0.0,0.07267925244941395,0.0,0.0,0.07833531484131083,0.0,0.0,0.15275130668240464,0.0,0.06504127221454525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748172365742301,0.0,0.0,0.10337128544608097,0.07149918462628456,0.0,0.1292296717021084,0.06475754247418006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221073956804728,0.0,0.20771976716689056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748631014506794,0.07762707547698543,0.0,0.0,0.05840755995324516,0.07777340867410347,0.0,0.0,0.11287409017443273,0.07067283841342417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958525093302391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812521403783646,0.0,0.279415140929708,0.20292123211879773,0.1916806741919232,0.0,0.08032413894334582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356105217075094,0.0,0.0,0.0731947684631575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856252881598014,0.0,0.06249102138023802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053108827444599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191338382555786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083038084569757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736967758206193,0.0,0.0,0.14584258830117033,0.0937751274306834,0.0,0.058092749501727124,0.1280067338826782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993619975437253,0.0,0.0,0.07617772054924835,0.08802047463654364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316049100880035,0.0,0.05869654410233378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981674088020384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712227914755982
anxiety,merellyant,2020/04/19,"Does anyone know if anxiety causes uncontrollable crying? i don’t think my anxiety has ever been this bad before but it’s been worse than ever. i cry multiple times a day everyday. and small things trigger me/things that have nothing to do with me affect me as if it was directly me involved. even just if someone’s tone of voice is different to me i quickly isolate myself so that i can cry. 

however mostly there’s not even a reason to cry at all. i just burst out sobbing when i try to sleep and the fact that i don’t know why only makes it worse. is anxiety a cause or is that unrelated?",2.393545454545457,4.418447566666668,4.397878787878788,82.96227272727275,77.5,7.696969696969697,25.07575757575757,8.575989854853784,1.8919166666666665,468,17,92,10,11,160,79,120,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.988,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,0,12,1,1,6,4,26,16,10,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,13,0,10,13,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,5,7,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228042068550296,0.0,0.0,0.09834989742536474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174418272507506,0.0,0.0,0.11968783755137988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28898477335987266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.618015742396599,0.09071143937261056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695551089111927,0.0,0.0,0.1230889531528714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580383184308735,0.2544626847341921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546016425038388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388892620799744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496315938398254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697517378635757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461772336385592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075751111260093,0.0,0.11917731395946865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344555063117996,0.09012664119934877,0.0,0.0,0.08201760453856259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549614430642464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692010017034178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866808206885097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wipedfromexistence,2020/04/19,"How do you even take the first step? I don't even know where to start this and i'll honestly be surprised if i manage to type all this out and not just delete it before posting but here it goes:

So basically my anxiety has gotten increasingly worse over a period of about two years since i dropped out of school (due to anxiety aswell) to the point where i literally don't even leave my house anymore and i just don't even know how i'd begin to try and ""fix"" myself even if i wanted to.. 

I was seeing a psychologist about 6 months ago but i stopped because seeing him wasn't really helping at all, he seemed more focused on trying to get me to secure a job than anything else (which is strange considering even managing to leave my house to go to my appointments was a momentous task and there is 100% no way at all i could of held down any sort of job at the time) and im not sure why.. his whole philosophy behind anxiety treatment was just pure exposure therapy and i'm not really sure what its called anymore but basically training yourself to think about why your feeling anxious to combat it logically (which i think is stupid because anxiety isn't very logical to begin with). but ever since i stopped going i've just been doing nothing and i don't know how to break the cycle.. i can't find a reason to even leave my house anymore.. My anxiety has become the most intense and unbearable its ever been and its only getting worse by the day because of my lack of doing.. anything to solve it.

I honestly feel stupid even posting this right now because i don't even know what to say, i'm just lost and need to know what to do. Anyone else been in a similar situation?",6.102437174016122,5.942150825825831,6.872290184921763,77.00795163584638,66.26726726726727,10.25376955903272,32.541330804488695,9.93914555978268,3.0087933933933937,1327,50,261,27,19,441,167,333,0.16899999999999998,0.763,0.069,-0.9890000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,28,9,2,0,12,0,25,0,0,4,8,62,52,21,0,6,14,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,15,14,0,4,14,0,0,4,12,3,0,2,10,5,28,6,42,40,8,39,0,1,2,0,8,13,0,5,17,177,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861258085558425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263630423047158,0.0,0.2960632218846745,0.08744271016735017,0.2302872251674215,0.05412157627212855,0.07930793289686926,0.12739120371365314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873520297007246,0.0854848988177523,0.06586376395358112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903653151879167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061799539230111465,0.0,0.0,0.049918161719334414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931959047842595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601121540539776,0.14002985219891406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827398499485769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707444155150311,0.06583846440003807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087914630890794,0.0,0.08797916538593432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051881214878450065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26793602363484176,0.0,0.0,0.08360790289251423,0.0,0.15361992972892588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269174665173354,0.0,0.0,0.245873980757488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449389190608671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061781878332715714,0.0,0.0,0.057392918452458225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426971573682417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886803320457136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317031167348217,0.0,0.14826025707056525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917195277663744,0.07958258574980398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610124927135383,0.0,0.061553516221494214,0.0,0.0783353878889598,0.12335942511451865,0.07046426201115502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805617403337236,0.08700357036792837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478583583167258,0.0,0.0,0.12942378873219634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590174182408755,0.0,0.05819699184197483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851642033758035,0.0,0.0,0.09919269899641643,0.0,0.0,0.04513397731868179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510233346601153,0.0,0.0756109236323213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638651080617514,0.04565395654981165,0.06143844333215079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968730139343866,0.0864170449349841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577593704601878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049844624897620864
anxiety,biubiubiuu,2020/04/19,"I feel so lonely in my 20s As a young adult of 21 years old, I have parents, a sibling and 2 best friends who care for me. Yet, I still feel really lonely. No one can understand me at all and accuse me for overreacting, being sensitive or even ignoring. Have anyone experienced this? How did you get over?",2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,79.5,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8998333333333344,237,8,47,6,6,81,50,60,0.18600000000000005,0.6629999999999999,0.151,-0.1089,1,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,10,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,8,3,7,8,2,8,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788736340311515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32701908143183145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31771067116700685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058177389621001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315122237531124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407517716172255,0.0,0.1628051616136869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326985887430431,0.0,0.21115733232081846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34600984939708196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962754969839627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488548966043481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244005818421117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066883943202532
anxiety,the_bottle_lets_you,2020/04/19,"My libido is out of control and I think it's my anxiety causing it. Need help suppressing it. So, I keep trying to do research online but I am having trouble because most of what I find relates to either contrasting libido levels with a partner or not being able to control going out and having ill-considered sex. 

Neither of these is my problem. My issue is that it feels as if all of my anxiety is channeling directly to my crotch and unless I relieve it, it will become so overwhelming that I can't concentrate on anything. I am desperately trying to use the quarantine to read and write more and I can barely sit and read a chapter with out my crotch feeling like it's going to explode. 

I'll have masturbated 3-4 times and the feeling still won't go away. At first it feels like genuine sexual energy and I am happy to look at porn and experience the joy of looking at porn, but after the first few times, it becomes dissociated from any sexual urge or desire and it's just this intense energy that all feels channeled in my crotch. 

My own speculations are that I quit smoking 2 1/2 weeks ago (in light of the pandemic) which I read can suppress sex drive. Also, the possibility that I just need an increase in dose to my anxiety medication. 

I don't know what to do. I just want to read a book!",4.714980392156863,5.906784988235298,6.316176470588236,75.01112745098041,69.70588235294117,9.274509803921571,31.02941176470589,9.586721724236666,3.015235294117648,1032,43,188,23,18,354,139,255,0.06,0.787,0.153,0.9736,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,7,8,0,1,10,0,20,9,3,4,2,50,37,20,0,6,11,0,5,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,20,15,0,5,8,7,0,5,5,3,0,2,0,8,24,5,34,34,9,26,0,1,2,4,3,12,0,4,10,141,44,6,0.11692273601726738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364495076510558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350306974998772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795114699432026,0.0,0.2683367190648231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621744927945317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985275934933172,0.0,0.0,0.07127501463852635,0.2582639515564838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201118577396748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26227758117081584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437287153890427,0.0,0.0,0.2955982423273165,0.1670592519460063,0.0,0.0,0.10686526248582016,0.1989088390525605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934965609236585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446642665982292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837084532687676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203695892153126,0.0,0.10392630004735533,0.0,0.0,0.0642576779213781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142450856450311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637130102191855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778735564169494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339345446839038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181281689556032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187926760810946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436172205842007,0.4678175078806455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337464801864503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491936810670764,0.0,0.0,0.1363571752788086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587657254915209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098370318765544,0.0,0.0,0.06896405906661628,0.0,0.09378836616233636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wh0zwh0,2020/04/19,"Need advice on whether I should get back on medication. Please help After some advice regarding whether I should get back on medication. I was put on sertraline (Zoloft) 2 years ago due to panic attacks, anxiety and OCD which made it hard for me to leave the house.

I Worked my way up to 150mg before I saw any noticeable benefits. I had a therapist along side my medication which helped somewhat. Practiced CBT, mindfulness and tried Hypnotherapy also to try concrete in my mental change.

The problem I’m still having is that although I now recognise OCD and anxiety when it arises. The anxiety still remains heightened inside me every day of every week. I still go about my day to day life and don’t let it restrict me anymore but it is exhausting when my amygdala keeps getting triggered. Will I ever be back to myself even if i now use CBT and exposure methods to mange my thoughts? I identify my anxiety and OCD whenever it arises and still do what I want to do but it’s challenging every time to not want to run out of a situation and hide.

I would go back on medication but I don’t want the wave of unpleasant side effects and having to wait months for it to work for me. I don’t see any other option for me right now. I’m waiting to see another therapist but I don’t know how they can help me other than teaching me what I already know about CBT and exposure therapy. Any help would be greatly appreciated.",5.204978870533999,6.3965438467153275,6.226911256242797,76.10420092201308,68.56204379562044,9.710026892047637,32.6692278140607,9.93914555978268,3.339338686131386,1130,50,207,27,19,376,144,274,0.094,0.8190000000000001,0.086,0.2357,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,19,7,1,1,6,0,21,7,0,5,1,46,43,22,0,10,8,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,14,12,0,4,4,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,5,4,33,3,33,30,2,40,0,0,3,0,5,11,0,4,24,145,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472121243806796,0.07924767043991772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865507891196118,0.07149311569900788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823851153308788,0.09374365296817552,0.2735628987538646,0.0,0.08866073781717948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170536067781352,0.0,0.2749722035865977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760727813272618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457330365024293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729667349444282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904783041760098,0.08086738204883281,0.22596996622274726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012336773136924,0.0,0.1016161149623348,0.0,0.0,0.09856377149072926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800848042029749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396916348250347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315555075187452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794627921128371,0.0,0.0,0.09826375999132952,0.0,0.0,0.09466164928670047,0.0,0.09141751611511667,0.06314583560683898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459240373641963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602442173198487,0.09009413256776726,0.0,0.09026847451889264,0.0,0.07135819513297999,0.0,0.0,0.06628893754453936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178244697947487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048915907424912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981343097570952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554368797531252,0.0,0.08987165221744757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763470773523127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248038690906406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048930073226683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28557969409991496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223664552421342,0.2076004880829173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097358215398708,0.05212983560146185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139340892178267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721286151367529,0.0,0.0,0.1581912380130212,0.07096152700881211,0.07171125537582375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016847123186906,0.0,0.0,0.1270143331233822,0.0,0.0,0.057570643136163085
anxiety,asupls,2020/04/19,"Does anyone else, as someone who is perceived to be 'strong' amongst their friends find it extremely difficult to be open about their anxiety? Apologies if this sounds like a pity-party, but I find it extremely difficult to be open with my friends about the degree to which my anxiety ruins my life. I never want people to worry about me, or to stress about how my anxiety may affect me, I'm just hoping (not that I'd wish my feelings on anyone else!) that I'm not the only person in their social circle who feels like they can't talk about their feelings due to everyone relying on them to be the strong one.",9.688983050847456,7.0628526440678,9.113999999999999,71.75388135593221,60.69491525423729,12.49084745762712,38.00677966101696,10.793553405168565,3.921258983050848,484,17,90,9,5,155,72,118,0.171,0.667,0.162,0.3449,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,6,2,7,11,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,2,1,22,15,5,0,4,6,0,3,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,4,15,7,18,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,4,4,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816243785002457,0.0,0.0,0.2325416935930675,0.34075875651649795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551776045566278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778207755203689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588931383613832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522371800037009,0.11879455673975305,0.0,0.0,0.30396428428838906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569438806959312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515924722459502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745252677713207,0.16247761379038114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824980400937436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267951226164424,0.12646778866022826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528158591736512,0.14519428305473792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695073580287179,0.14089335704207925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047973869096424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365416873490446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980796302193508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912203798333304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887122767659704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lobsterjellyhammer,2020/04/19,"Do you ever send someone a text or message and then shut your phone off because you’re kinda scared of it starting a conversation, even though that’s what you wanted in the first place? I don’t why I do this, but usually if I think of a person or want to share something I think they’d like, I send a text or message and then shut my phone off for a few minutes in case they reply right away. 

I don’t get why I do this. I want to engage with these people. And I get back to the conversation a few minutes later. There’s just something about it happening in real time that scares me.",4.966088992974235,4.5751041803278705,5.7153395784543335,85.12860655737704,68.67213114754098,8.282903981264639,28.084309133489466,7.447530270364453,1.375204683840749,458,13,100,4,7,150,72,122,0.044000000000000004,0.847,0.109,0.7308,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,1,7,5,0,2,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,15,11,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,16,3,14,14,2,21,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,5,10,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616664624168588,0.14417938344509673,0.0,0.11430100039423945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384495119630035,0.16960855144687922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159491228491977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592672037142192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580960655003665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160522551681237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999200849318726,0.1637216935022289,0.19590228999914086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342116638102254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601278150578574,0.0,0.0,0.3754494217950901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588719509668785,0.28870024328907146,0.0,0.0,0.1327166473334117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029061984568706,0.18422221528583632,0.0,0.10933537947585276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650971188385725,0.0,0.3317850294049958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33838728632248743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PublicAbstractVoid,2020/04/19,"I feel like I'm drowning Bit of a vent, sorry.    
I work in a (very small) grocery store, which isn't great at the best of times, but far worse during the pandemic. Every negative interaction plays over and over again in my head. 10+ hours later I can't shake the guilty feeling that I came off as rude to someone, but I also resent the fact that I'm still expected to pretend to be happy like nothing's wrong.


I can't make my brain be quiet. I keep vividly imaging hurting myself, and even though I'm not at risk, it's still upsetting. The only way I'm keeping my head above water is because I have literally no other choice. This is no way to live.",3.870265339966835,4.50276904477612,5.274875621890551,83.76307628524049,71.23880597014927,7.7466003316749585,27.575456053067995,7.793537801064563,1.5639744610281925,508,17,105,6,9,171,91,134,0.243,0.602,0.155,-0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,13,2,3,7,0,8,4,3,1,1,13,18,7,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,2,2,2,1,2,7,7,0,0,1,4,12,6,14,15,2,19,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,0,8,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356733565946674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181498671447316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752791567481173,0.0,0.18234463271576526,0.0,0.0,0.1864516535314948,0.0,0.1910285335337183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031637533542868,0.0,0.14072313598464364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890256013562066,0.11932046316422985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414221036317074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779789511145064,0.0,0.0,0.3428252657085459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644829060394182,0.0,0.17880037505014232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969134390857448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319690618281973,0.0,0.14748337844018228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148840064987227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026199674538755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702766467114254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415170953990214,0.0,0.0,0.18696731837110367,0.0,0.0,0.2667677753754724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409814732280806,0.0,0.09739180033735613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781054146759672,0.0,0.2651483853857513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159391655627595,0.0,0.17020956297204026,0.0,0.18261220428657352,0.0,0.0
anxiety,zivviii17,2020/04/19,"Childhood Anxiety coming back?? Hey
This is my first post on reddit and I think I just wanted some advice and thoughts from people around the world. 
As a kid I was extremely scared to break the rules. I used to panic when someone around me did and I did not want to be a part of it. A lot of people thought I was being too scared and I wasn’t living life- and maybe I wasn’t. Even the small harmless stuff that kids do, I didn’t like doing. It wasn’t just a dislike, it was how scared I was of it. 
Overtime it gradually faded away and I started doing things out of my comfort zone and I didn’t have any anxiety or nervousness. But lately I’ve started feeling scared of these things again. Even if I’m not at fault I will constantly over analyse and think of the worst case scenario and panic and feel guilty about doing something I shouldn’t have had. And I wanna emphasise that this is lame stuff like for example, prank calling friends for fun at a sleepover but then feeling scared about the consequences. 
I don’t know if it’s because of the pandemic or what but my anxiety has gone up through the roof. I have never felt like this before and my stomach is ALWAYS feeling weird. Even when I distract myself that feeling never really goes away. I don’t really know if anyone can help but I guess I wanted to vent and see if there’s anyone else who feels the same way? 

Thanks a lot for readingg!",2.8249642857142883,4.845884425000001,3.6544285714285714,88.81057142857145,76.17857142857143,6.48,24.057142857142853,7.404127859558343,1.0400685714285711,1109,36,222,14,25,353,147,280,0.138,0.755,0.107,-0.7607,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,16,21,0,9,14,0,30,2,1,2,2,58,55,28,0,9,14,0,7,3,1,2,1,0,0,2,19,17,0,0,13,0,0,2,12,13,0,1,16,8,27,8,30,35,6,31,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,10,17,167,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388377285787873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994243257156816,0.0,0.0,0.06533456928878129,0.0,0.22049226327960367,0.0,0.0,0.13435631268817005,0.09844060506818184,0.0,0.17105495746432575,0.0,0.0,0.18053200934153535,0.07387605529839462,0.0,0.058566674541247137,0.0,0.08175309251963088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810372936232983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276045345189124,0.0,0.10382338031587256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025867191886095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903706947080029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29147166604423314,0.0,0.09224745447924083,0.0,0.0,0.08172168956575522,0.0,0.0,0.07422761880823328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583788914735227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439731812135774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105601058903562,0.0,0.10837724046668072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786089913535602,0.14081276832090836,0.0,0.08483634191862928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335974559067307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652065673412358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481985488575088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544757199324555,0.0,0.10404030005668084,0.0,0.13321317622985954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201367934131824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309672791270958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809411994892887,0.0,0.0765596580667888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140437803621432,0.07396353982192297,0.0,0.0,0.1360053309030029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199667034913778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845332386937219,0.0,0.0,0.12765645871109033,0.1231224790621006,0.0,0.15254627810499646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297830184330075,0.0,0.0,0.17000328752852994,0.07626018375650888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,KaidenKami,2020/04/19,"Days like this were my anxiety is so bad makes me consider going on medication Today I’m at work, I have been struggling so bad that I’m actually getting sick and even sicker as the day is continuing. I have generalized anxiety disorder and ptsd so yeah some days are very hard. I’m doing my best by taking breaks to breathe and by taking things as slowly as needed but it’s still so hard. If my anxiety doesn’t calm down and it stays elevated, it turns into anger and rage as it turns into a fight or flight response. I almost had a full blown freak out earlier but made myself take a time out outside. Now I’m on my lunch and I want to cry and hide for the rest of the day. Days like this make me consider medication. ;-;",1.427015306122449,3.778234027210885,3.6461862244897962,85.28519770408164,82.87755102040815,7.212414965986395,21.432397959183675,8.278499904357787,1.3356397959183677,570,18,118,13,16,195,93,147,0.25,0.6679999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,3,1,6,1,10,6,1,3,0,23,26,19,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,4,2,11,4,18,22,4,22,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,4,12,75,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.13303678938213734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651313493673958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31287240943292943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276569306090238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306817681508047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975027453556547,0.4396024896352055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562440828675742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004357953848617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122592830415639,0.0,0.07747853448037571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442468211304567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320627656253564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899716687848972,0.18200044446731156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746729101316013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108573300830824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936052822512875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530786607065788,0.1088719844505804,0.0,0.0,0.14251997581933593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075058249963896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905704881036266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949414847440804,0.0,0.12922332114647636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965721616728045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248515385090063,0.0804099841409877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924865155821376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TarzAnJaneRicky,2020/04/19,I'm strong. I can handle this. This anxiety is killing me inside despite all the good things my husband is saying to me. I feel useless and stupid at the same time.,1.106818181818184,3.5977311212121243,2.288106060606061,93.3521590909091,86.27272727272728,4.512121212121213,23.40151515151515,5.985473137389443,0.4795515151515155,129,5,26,1,4,41,27,33,0.35,0.5710000000000001,0.079,-0.8861,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740742786714101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472468911310243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101397120488832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409924789491818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888626732099393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32486172303612343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513268047245466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MRahman189,2020/04/19,"Freedom from Anxiety-Hypnotherapy Anxiety  

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Stress regarding health is one of the most dangerous forms of anxiety. You start feeling that you are suffering from serious health disorders such as organ failures. Also, you start assuming that you are a victim of many rather every severe disease despite assurance by medical specialists that you are a healthy individual.

The anxiety stuffs your head with unnecessary thoughts and lessens the quality of your life. It makes you worry all the time, and you become unable to function or enjoy life due to such fears and preoccupations.

 

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anxiety,Thebiggapper,2020/04/19,"Dont Give Up If your reading this 1. your probably are having an anxiety attack. i just want to say that you are going to be okay. take a deep breath. i know it isnt easy, but you will move on and live another day. Talk to me. im here for yall",-1.8701785714285712,-0.0747062321428551,1.4371428571428595,99.00785714285715,93.46428571428572,5.342857142857143,15.142857142857142,6.868970318607317,-0.4356142857142857,185,4,49,3,7,66,48,56,0.099,0.851,0.05,-0.3618,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,7,1,1,0,0,6,12,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,6,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828394700304955,0.20634566408943047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30686120502620984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395602473906668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161260742557023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875329627992205,0.15329596827350972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913588546334317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823867493507367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381799395371829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866844050846005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908187216202076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698068531378701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145031912594549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280629341926854,0.2168018587882763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909601879308152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tadabout,2020/04/19,"Often when I have a negative interaction with someone I become a wreck It can be anything, even minor things. The thoughts will linger in my mind about why it happened, how I could have avoided, what could I have done or said differently. I'll feel it in my stomach too and essentially be unable to function or enjoy things normally until it subsides or the issue is resolved.

One such incident happened yesterday. I work in retail stocking shelves and my manager figured that I was not working as hard as I could have. Which to me is unfair because I believe I'm a pretty hard worker but in this instance was taking it easy to match everyone else's speed. I suppose he noticed the difference and now he wants to investigate me for that, which could lead to a warning or even getting fired. He even said he would check the cameras. I tried to argue with him about it but I was so blindsided by it that I said all the wrong things and hate myself for that. It's kind of hard to argue when he's technically right and can probably prove it. Not sure what to do.

Since then I spent the better portion or today feeling completely fucking miserable. Couldn't sleep until 8am and then ultimately only slept for about 4 hours. Tried to play some games but I couldn't concentrate on them because the thoughts about what happened were pervading my mind. I haven't eaten anything. I feel a bit better now though.",5.358937549096623,6.7399211977611975,5.7177690494893945,79.19203849175176,68.36567164179105,8.477926158680281,32.01571091908876,8.841846274778883,2.7135119402985066,1123,48,202,19,19,359,149,268,0.14,0.768,0.092,-0.9542,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,7,17,14,4,2,12,0,25,5,3,2,3,44,45,25,0,9,10,0,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,22,8,1,1,8,2,3,1,6,7,0,1,13,10,25,7,29,22,4,19,0,1,0,1,14,6,1,7,12,148,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710845379339575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673431936708313,0.11480497858737805,0.0,0.11711643123957848,0.0,0.18387124861579845,0.1134868434559656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898994902503586,0.0,0.0,0.3319835374970068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721195177522973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637728399351044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683716668751014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059746486396952,0.0,0.0,0.09932900025597567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768123894797048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610041012858403,0.054309759902478515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27576881512187273,0.0,0.2793572480212512,0.10262943539351578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237014125869504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849714310818916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824827810588848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992041187373853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184925803573616,0.0,0.11834814593535915,0.0,0.0,0.0704394375849286,0.07905891432286982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575486201513701,0.11207604323509762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877301853483377,0.29664172031942115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598879171176999,0.0,0.10402540718069554,0.0,0.08807678193043487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797196099913424,0.0,0.07815771551080382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717995175099205,0.0,0.10213067683580566,0.16504991003034347,0.0,0.0,0.09853276345232928,0.0,0.0,0.1411509086391194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131260113326325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379900934077054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135416456079506,0.0,0.0,0.07384333585239726,0.11365337346300408,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AkoOsu,2020/04/19,"DAE experience other atypical symptoms such as dissociation or exhaustion? Hi, I'm new. I have ADHD, anxiety and depression(diagnosed on all 3), I am always tired and often times I'll start to feel as if I'm not really ""here"" when my anxiety spikes or I hit something that triggers me. Trying to focus is like looking through foot thick glass/don't quite physically feel things on my skin and I'll sometimes lose blocks of time, even (rarely) to the point of not remembering things that people will tell me that I've said or done.
Its frustrating that people assume that because I'm not climbing the walls that I'm not freaking out about stuff and I don't have the energy to show it/do something about it that I'm not struggling.",6.148768984812151,7.071909424460436,6.5628297362110315,75.51860111910474,66.26618705035972,9.631015187849721,30.552358113509197,9.725611199111238,2.79659168665068,586,21,108,12,9,190,89,139,0.131,0.8170000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8381,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,1,1,3,0,7,5,2,1,1,22,18,11,0,1,9,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,13,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,6,8,1,14,14,1,12,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,6,6,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123799571810594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704302210324466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27037663395253553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772527857933817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936442742643427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808432413563059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672016712233756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286351340554507,0.0,0.0,0.17870724075620487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633518870425433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839809724948674,0.19770155293742747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067475307809854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450271700110516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670550503503632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796069311654812,0.0,0.0,0.11320968289963672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001863499095976,0.0,0.16809870243646988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720913555171765,0.17477801390105135,0.0,0.12508147572458253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474338182873248,0.20229912827899107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367702845301026,0.0,0.0,0.15445878493570575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480635847642156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060906583842549,0.20311063960481004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997950540005975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Doxastico,2020/04/19,"Levomepromazine So, I've been taken Levomepromazine (drops) for about two years. It's been really useful for my anxiety. 
What do you think about that med? I would like to read all of you.",1.9865714285714304,4.835811657142859,2.9857142857142875,86.12428571428573,89.57142857142857,7.371428571428572,15.571428571428573,8.238735603445708,0.9091142857142862,148,3,29,4,5,47,29,35,0.047,0.797,0.156,0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,1,6,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000855967337557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164338458319366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357237139140101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923763112930938,0.0,0.2512983074930996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25135087769839826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831909447137258,0.0,0.0,0.3387954686603826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786574650487522,0.0,0.0,0.2526091202945705
anxiety,thr0waway24648,2020/04/19,Dream triggered panic attack I legit went from sleeping to waking up with a full blown panic attack. The dream was about a girl I never really got over. Is this a normal thing that happens? I feel like I’m such a pussy. I just need someone to talk to about because I dont have anyone to open up to irl.,0.78857142857143,3.031159920634924,2.7168253968254,91.61428571428574,84.71428571428572,4.234920634920635,16.936507936507937,5.288315135182226,-0.525120634920635,237,5,48,1,7,79,46,63,0.19899999999999998,0.7,0.10099999999999999,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,2,5,0,4,2,2,1,1,8,10,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,1,5,1,12,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071111122082986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904174627836141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139164694264818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526121658861765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898388471671916,0.15398236227318718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238763608858435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060198255814914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530232813092053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982074270499186,0.1662383220613361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118418152293925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057812828787427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808093032763089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569642132628508,0.0,0.1826269868026619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324349864401475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319570373680254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998084442705812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,melind64,2020/04/19,"""Your anxiety is not real and medications only harm you"" How can I stop this stupid mentality from progressing? Firstly, I can't name the community's name because it is against the rules. But there is a big community here on reddit that denies the existence of mental illness as a whole and claim that psychiatrists medications are only there to harm you. What I fear the most is a vulnerable person who is mentally ill gets brainwashed with their antiscience propaganda. They literally want psychiatrists in prison for life. Any tips on how I can manage to take this community down? I suffer from schizophrenia.",7.178808411214953,9.353098411214956,7.712231308411216,63.59208528037385,64.88785046728971,11.331308411214955,33.935747663551396,11.20814326018867,4.568309345794393,498,22,77,16,8,164,77,107,0.309,0.68,0.011000000000000001,-0.9877,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,2,2,5,5,1,1,7,0,9,5,0,2,0,13,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,10,0,13,12,2,7,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707769107305165,0.0,0.15420407439664258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287805073691008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22682755011127906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145931530899333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531444783281756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423781539983788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40613055601908776,0.609419583626255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306613246794895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600723083359493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294361100991685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852545394957116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155906908215047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188939657464537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505092563444293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,justlookingforkelp,2020/04/19,"Is this what an anxiety attack is? 21M hi folks looking for a bit advice on something i’ve been experiencing for some time(1 and a half years) 

i’ve always been scared to talk about it because i think that if i talk about it, it’ll happen more so i haven’t spoke to anyone about it or looked for advice. (saying that, i think i tried to make a post a while ago asking vaguely about it but it came out as word vomit so i deleted it.)

just want to quickly say that this is going to sound stupid and i swear i’m not having a laugh, it’s just got to a point in my life where i can’t seem to be rid of it and i really don’t want it in my life anymore:(

ok so about a year and a half ago i had the first instance of this really weird ‘episode’ i’m not sure what to call it so i’ll call it that. 

anyway i was in my bar with my friend, it was closed and we were goofing off on the slots machine and a little bit tipsy, we were having fun and i was walking back to the machine with drinks when suddenly, i was hit with this thing i can only describe as incredibly powerful deja vu. 

i’m not sure if it’s the right word but i’m going to try my best to explain what happened 

i was overwhelmed with this feeling of a memory that i couldn’t quite grasp or understand, it’s hard to differentiate where i am and if it’s actually happening. the memory is like an incredibly surreal dream that i’m thrown into for 10-20 seconds and after i try to recompose myself. as soon as it’s over it’s incredibly hard to think about what just happened, imagine you’ve just woke up and you’re trying to remember last nights dream, it’s like that.

now the thing about these episodes is as SOON as it starts, i just become paralysed and i can’t move at all or speak, i can’t breathe and i start to have this incredible (panic?) sensation. these episodes last a good 10-20 seconds which honestly feel like a lifetime and make me feel so uncomfortable. 

i wish i could say that was the one and only time it happened but it would go on to happen many times till the present day 

i have it randomly, it’s hard to say if it correlates with stress or trauma, i don’t think it does but again it’s totally random i can be doing anything and i’ll have one of these episodes. i’d say on average i have these episodes about 3-4 times a month but strangely enough it might not happen for a long period, like a month or so.

i feel confused and bit of an imposter for getting these episodes. i’ve never been a panicky or nervous person, i’ve always been in control of my emotions but this is just something i can’t control no matter what.

i had one tonight. i haven’t had one in a good month and i had one tonight. i made myself dinner, i sat down and it just happened half way through eating. i lost my appetite, frustrated and confused i’ve decided to reach out and finally ask the question.

does anyone know what these ‘episodes’ are? why i get them? how the heck do i make it stop?

even if it’s not an answer i appreciate any input from anyone who’s experienced something similar or knows about this:) 

thank you",1.6809624413145519,3.6246164428795,3.299650234741786,90.3745457746479,79.40688575899844,6.325727699530518,23.169561815336465,7.365786028017652,0.8421432237871675,2413,80,525,33,60,798,264,639,0.106,0.782,0.11199999999999999,0.7673,2,0,4,0,0,1,52.0,2,1,1,7,34,28,3,7,31,1,49,8,1,7,5,109,101,54,0,11,30,0,7,4,1,3,3,8,0,1,63,32,4,3,19,4,0,6,16,13,0,11,23,19,53,15,72,70,9,67,0,2,2,0,23,23,1,20,40,355,116,0,0.0,0.0,0.06234100166671079,0.0,0.0,0.12485227540921093,0.11325759290744535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106312244432453,0.0,0.0,0.04344291558741156,0.0,0.04887064069147616,0.0,0.06335518567820178,0.1340063158207036,0.0,0.05257061063100973,0.0,0.11944474630664667,0.07267661164176338,0.0,0.04912240593602867,0.0,0.038942739288367716,0.07055421723906166,0.0,0.0,0.06704170696470331,0.0,0.2092324437186356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304642268217963,0.07306561261855285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433013730901137,0.05100571184404009,0.0,0.0,0.04119952032263674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118096209692602,0.0,0.0,0.06258142996513369,0.0,0.06536868616753723,0.0,0.07186024792111355,0.0,0.06600864895899297,0.0,0.04219439576192206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920550454807098,0.045638327310328616,0.0,0.06998116293638341,0.0,0.05433920358108756,0.0,0.0,0.0493561710629407,0.0,0.06675289949110316,0.0,0.10891925766416476,0.1071647618865188,0.05109340604936666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519351716687393,0.0,0.1716809863711323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702173127921189,0.10414702581058738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024549621786034,0.12484084662248125,0.06402796863148975,0.0,0.05653481553617565,0.10729196504830436,0.0,0.06973629830954255,0.0,0.0,0.06044803571043381,0.1279280347703828,0.06476775998424396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777021216415026,0.0,0.0,0.15297340672824744,0.06789796439176432,0.0,0.0,0.04927083103384868,0.0,0.0,0.059950261166063674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164452902093381,0.0971724377192362,0.0,0.07495342776501031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055780537387393456,0.0,0.0,0.06039047991700541,0.0,0.061182656410324485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156404970642376,0.06794787969016729,0.0,0.0,0.08185070810157878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236746041810334,0.05455609078753414,0.0,0.2540132944754416,0.0639584469886734,0.0,0.0,0.05815706537974834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754173106250332,0.0,0.0,0.09043402557291652,0.0,0.0,0.05340939880844499,0.07317824064454828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204187327888192,0.0,0.0,0.10269414469008674,0.0,0.05881526922291878,0.0,0.0,0.08488260993137152,0.16373566162702585,0.0,0.0,0.14900374146287773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349059237941913,0.0,0.0,0.06650489216658036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536019139720113,0.05070768448738185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057644849232741276,0.0,0.07346277912680257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045380947964915375,0.0,0.0,0.08227765469369602
anxiety,screamingvows,2020/04/19,"I calmed down Yeah, something made my mind running again, and I remembered that once I listened to music but sped it up on YT at x2. I tried again, it followed my too intense and too quick thinking and I slowed the music as I breathe in and out. And I came back to a calm state in 5 minutes. 

So so glad. Hope it will work next time. Glad of the little victory today!",1.4751503759398474,3.2913936578947407,2.7732330827067675,94.51763157894736,79.52631578947368,5.395488721804512,24.01503759398497,6.1826913282559595,0.44544586466165415,282,10,63,2,7,91,55,76,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.9705,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,13,7,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,5,11,4,0,21,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,9,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674052284175052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223840277962216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799603701606668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825076486635585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667120759862242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846082056027227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997717928716541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30018220067940626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31930360308849043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169971884324281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061082429012734,0.0,0.0,0.16436058156484945,0.0,0.267179668226949,0.0,0.0,0.19137113188943447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520461446148708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,megijanko,2020/04/19,"I fell like shit today Three days ago I finally had my first session with a therapist, she prescribed me some meds and I felt so good after. I was so relieved, I was so motivated to get better and I couldn't wait to be able to function like a normal human being. I had a really good two days after that, I felt like I was healthy again. I was full of joy. But yesterday I started to worry about the antidepresant I was prescribed and my joy started to fade away. My anxiety came back and I knew it would eventually, I just talked with a therapist, I wasn't going to get better after just talking to her. Today I started taking my medication and I feel awful. I knew it was going to happen and I knew it's going to take some time before I'll feel better, but I'm scared that I won't be able to handle it anymore. I'm tired of feeling like this and I'm scared I'm going to get suicidal thoughts, because I'll become too tired. It's so scary and lonely sometimes. I love life and I love living and I want to live again.",2.188039832285117,3.8197151415094375,4.3099371069182375,85.1399895178197,76.83018867924528,6.7865828092243214,23.570230607966447,7.594959193182576,1.098112368972747,798,25,164,11,18,275,101,212,0.165,0.637,0.19699999999999998,0.0608,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,11,18,1,2,5,1,15,7,1,1,0,34,46,16,1,4,4,0,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,8,13,0,1,10,0,0,6,3,4,0,3,16,5,30,14,21,24,3,27,0,1,0,2,7,2,1,2,23,107,38,2,0.21225813091165086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407701306520254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118844458568009,0.0,0.10525151520158613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971175055094933,0.08160670037927595,0.0,0.06469529324749944,0.1172112146587569,0.0903080179278836,0.0,0.0,0.2815876017259604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138337777582682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368889347609639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098613294825584,0.07581862556723164,0.2038010921950754,0.1162592036591202,0.0,0.09027332886066687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634416915508626,0.0,0.2412623745752751,0.17803204968988154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384958208596528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496209754079289,0.2073972023822173,0.0,0.18742781834421612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157125025848634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788546663624333,0.10691386810277778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039839508125153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798899692103648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250741777288612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893996057475376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496435944898827,0.0,0.225356096318806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608797216432235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959169859523947,0.17060504543168656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24644804978243734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425462324027652,0.06188471153462815,0.24395949705050346,0.201195889412434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367267579399016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259767251511658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077792175978218,0.0,0.07539104310817403,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,saint-river,2020/04/19,"i’m too scared. with this whole covid19 happening everywhere and with the uk doing shit all to help, i’m too scared of what’s going to happen next. i’m starting to grow even more restless at night, and i can’t sleep anymore. i’m scared seeing and hearing so many people saying that society is never going to go back to normal and it’s scaring me so much, not only because i don’t like the sound of it, but also because i really can’t handle change. i despise trying to adjust to changes and how things will be run differently. 
i cant reach out to my family or my friends, so i just want some comfort from this subreddit.",4.791200787401576,5.160363740157481,5.9319586614173225,80.80848917322838,69.07874015748031,8.55472440944882,29.260826771653534,8.472884824447931,2.08441811023622,493,17,97,7,8,165,86,127,0.126,0.772,0.10099999999999999,-0.0361,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,2,5,2,0,8,2,2,1,2,19,21,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,7,0,0,0,4,9,3,15,19,5,12,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,6,65,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525193803658584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292735407145435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081863987774772,0.0,0.17570724881312824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049176532773287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505737145485011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951892615945764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586259735761594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113460068281568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457185017882802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548879685497704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243262361915822,0.0,0.09659994943095694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704092794330279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461140783439932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594407126595244,0.0,0.11115348234221403,0.0,0.15327222581264074,0.13524594889327687,0.1412060522555318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096090182927377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991399069671596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923263424501233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146092389745436,0.5771531722780947,0.0,0.11484420956422314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793611557777805,0.0,0.0,0.14422311331032264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200819281644367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574628117887818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784736268877828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500513922750808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090375274075674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ctdkmd,2020/04/19,"Please someone give me advice Okay so recently I’ve had some troubles sleeping. Like I’ll feel tired but it takes a lot for me to actually be able to go so sleep. Also when I’m woken up out of my sleep I can’t go back to sleep, even if I’m extremely tired. Yesterday I woke up after only sleeping from 7am-10am and doing fee tired at all. Then didn’t go to sleep until 1 am that night, after actively trying to from about 10.

Anyways I have a very catastrophic way of thinking, which has got me thinking that I am developing this rare form of insomnia that is lethal, and incurable. I know it’s ridiculous but it’s always the “what if” that gets me. It scares me, because I value sleep and my life obviously. It said that it usually develops in the mid 30’s but some have gotten it earlier (like 18). I’m currently 19. When I say this disorder is extremely rare I mean 1 and 1 million rare. Yet my brain seems to think it’s happening...

What do I do?",1.3913076923076952,3.568343143589747,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923077,81.66666666666667,7.387179487179487,24.10897435897436,8.395991825355821,1.6884820512820506,743,28,156,17,20,255,116,195,0.138,0.8059999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9585,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,1,4,1,14,13,8,0,2,22,36,16,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,18,5,0,0,7,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,7,3,17,3,21,28,5,23,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,6,15,99,35,0,0.10337846294273703,0.0,0.10088246730955082,0.0,0.0,0.10102023753027477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267171946569686,0.08601916264435751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949165683127149,0.0,0.06301855148569026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540455395449478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848067482238253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828049978817323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227125703910957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401098009887217,0.0991700416022848,0.1762570885439126,0.0,0.08268120061762227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141723336764553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056814099652957875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301926564081818,0.10101099029191782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788867234509602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260945257954208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701368442262233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786239794799036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134785083413417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020737604852564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833659168835247,0.08221070303974179,0.10349987592435353,0.0,0.0,0.0941118700395342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7241718514262936,0.0,0.08759223617558883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772773852448367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987222344429764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564550066992968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018719039758894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385677173219035,0.08529805859624066,0.0,0.08205701201257616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tiny_jade,2020/04/19,"mismatch between physical and mental symptoms? Hey guys, I’m new here so I’m sorry if i’m not posting this correctly or used the wrong flair, but I just wanted to ask. Does anyone else have a thing where the physical and mental manifestations of anxiety don’t match? For example, I can be freaking out and feeling very anxious, but physically I’m fine — or I feel physically anxious, out of breath, restless, sometimes my stomach gets upset and I lose my appetite but mentally I seem calm in the moment. I’m not sure what to make of this, so I’m curious if anyone else experiences this, and if so, what is your take on it? Thanks!",2.4883732660781845,5.0478120491803296,4.415901639344263,80.11781210592687,80.14754098360656,7.360403530895335,28.237074401008826,8.384062270229773,2.444845397225725,498,23,91,11,13,169,79,122,0.205,0.691,0.10400000000000001,-0.914,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,2,4,0,5,3,2,2,2,26,21,16,0,4,11,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,8,4,11,20,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,6,2,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797176108590347,0.3484313399988884,0.0,0.21565723783331414,0.3160168443877438,0.0,0.0,0.14416740679963908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495196405714002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25764868284772025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084893103247096,0.0,0.0,0.15594844571157018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056940730806986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269412929557105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252378675252442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293771025291693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662282874296912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893891457395442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769247185045864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038881678982348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251961530539052,0.17262771313485153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534298889709046,0.1602853190444789,0.11594823520791928,0.0,0.0,0.14197769439473426,0.0,0.0,0.10245160322727527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318965828689988,0.0,0.1272410538199367,0.09095823554907063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860661794343634,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jedlastname,2020/04/19,"I could really use some encouraging/ reassuring words right now I have been struggling with OCD and health anxiety all my life, somewhat on and off... and it’s getting bad again. My brother has to go out and get his meds everyday from his doctor and I am so afraid that he is going to bring in covid or other diseases. Also, every few weeks or so he gets sick (usually at night) and we think it is either his meds or his tooth that keeps hurting (possibly infected?) but it is driving my emetophobia and anxiety thru the roof and gets so bad it prevents me from eating sometimes. I am just so afraid I’m going to get something no matter how unrealistic it might seem.

Sorry for the long post, I just really need some reassuring words right now that everything will be ok. Also if you could, avoid using the v word or throwing up for getting sick because it kind of triggers my anxiety even more. Again sorry and I hope I’m not being demanding. Thank you!!",4.947683946488294,6.20339716304348,5.962608695652175,77.52319397993311,69.21739130434783,9.13979933110368,29.37123745819397,9.466822959209583,2.659783946488295,754,28,140,16,13,250,117,184,0.17300000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.083,-0.9473,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,0,0,14,14,0,4,3,1,14,8,1,4,1,44,34,22,0,5,10,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,10,12,1,3,2,0,0,6,2,7,0,0,1,0,18,7,16,27,7,24,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,11,9,99,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975055124340538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834023596523556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062134895267612,0.07527671726482907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718913561491705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639449314214313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635834552288108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156220281297119,0.0,0.10404338361152364,0.0,0.11098243062427414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871021325225793,0.0,0.21054205003831056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312612347067768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265076084972085,0.0,0.0,0.13219571807478978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976119394321188,0.0,0.12859302935583514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722273814525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092823823517511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27433312366821744,0.0,0.0,0.13100052007851576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156427475872983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588447403078392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921338634091832,0.11826670676674485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821826415608725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109149739507033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241820805479844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506656334328144,0.12213210594622012,0.276467864249776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290957471066332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136905228819109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912568126755401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330677269629325,0.13600382446614082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905407046407344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jonassmile76,2020/04/19,"I been abused a lot when i was a child, and i would love your help! I have been struggling a lot with my past. I have had some serious father and family issues. I been verbally abused a lot. They called me names for years, try to kick me out of the house. All kind of the illegal shit parents could do to their child. On some days i been smacked by my father til i bleed or have black marks on my skin. I really struggle now to accept that this is my father. Even thinking about him causes me anxiety now. I really do not know what to do, i am over 20 years old now. I want to find a way to heal my past. To heal the picture inside of me. I will appreciate your help.",0.6752887537993892,2.5706991276595765,2.564807497467076,94.61250000000004,82.54609929078015,6.298074974670719,17.872847011144884,7.447530270364453,0.1124889564336371,511,11,121,8,14,170,84,141,0.152,0.738,0.11,-0.7419,1,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,2,2,0,6,7,1,2,8,0,17,6,2,1,1,21,21,5,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,2,27,3,19,12,6,16,0,0,1,1,16,4,1,6,11,89,30,0,0.0,0.3678663907080517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187576459008452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851669051611975,0.0,0.0,0.1594735322059498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394595569833715,0.0,0.0,0.10011651119224524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025340990008434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634580387133966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188591534123302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081072720285615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912531888938715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202950537214525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165785067164304,0.08531546395431003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959367253860808,0.14010953664083514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628975399435529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723748804755858,0.0,0.2963869708326617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989005519863407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935091906749665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32457966209598943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947108043661501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539730012438983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156416611630064,0.12322173709203277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027755054584518,0.0,0.0,0.1999380495817851
anxiety,CBD-MAN,2020/04/19,I have constant anxiety from the moment I wake up until I pass out. Today I went to bed at 3:45 am because I couldn’t sleep because of my anxiety and woke up at 9:00 am still with anxiety this has been going on for the last 5 days I was prescribed buspar but it made me suicidal the only thing that seems to help is weed or Xanax and not to mention this is being layered with my depression making me feel even more disparate.,5.568620689655173,5.342336666666668,6.386804597701151,80.26365517241379,67.39080459770115,9.258850574712644,31.193103448275863,8.841846274778883,2.4170386206896546,338,12,67,5,5,112,66,87,0.16699999999999998,0.794,0.039,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,10,3,2,2,0,13,17,5,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,1,10,0,15,10,1,16,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,2,7,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266383797453039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797690778688294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479786636318203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799102502716244,0.0,0.1976446569566447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156467430465867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160283839925844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041472700561893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381083567711695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870510261107423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171327893045988,0.15317493057459444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452446715206704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890349331061905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963860450124984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325733993172946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510060878758757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245158623633848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751346051009374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272366053979844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,brainfogcentral,2020/04/19,"Benzos when needed VS daily ssri I am currently on oxazepam as needed (10mg). I usually take it about twice a month during severe stress/panic attacks. However, i have low grade anxiety every day so i am looking into SSRI right now. The side effects do worry me a lot though like the sweating nausea etc. 

What are your guys’ experience?",3.706666666666667,6.20739736507937,5.7367460317460335,72.63464285714286,75.34920634920636,7.374603174603175,26.37301587301588,8.344100000000001,2.3988539682539685,266,10,40,5,6,92,55,63,0.192,0.769,0.039,-0.8271,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,6,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,1,4,9,2,11,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,7,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141366579166746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697842784277078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293754910586732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644770141175995,0.0,0.0,0.19980311715282129,0.0,0.0,0.2319712557264263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480874986858505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585604007780985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914030606109112,0.0,0.0,0.20161040924699594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928519652803466,0.0,0.0,0.35167690402958623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251873683243574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26790397161178864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716463853077286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830194444436887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299169056094546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611793958422393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408301213351157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VansChar_,2020/04/19,"What can your family and SO do to help Hello Everyone,

After a number of physical tests, my boyfriend has been diagnosed with anxiety. His triggers are often food related ( especially after he eats something that is solid, like pizza). It's been about a month now that he gets attacks regularly, he's been taking Elavil for 5 days now. 

I know meds are suppose to take time to work, but I wanted to know your perspective on things I could do to make his life easier. He hates everything that's related to breathing techniques and yoga.",7.08727272727273,7.707204545454545,7.770252525252527,68.74204545454548,64.15151515151516,11.44848484848485,33.671717171717184,11.20814326018867,4.14430505050505,426,17,70,12,6,142,73,99,0.07200000000000001,0.825,0.10300000000000001,0.2644,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,5,3,2,0,2,0,11,6,1,2,0,11,19,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,13,15,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,8,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299779902089996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257268856647396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055576439480175,0.0,0.0,0.14584270301527136,0.0,0.0,0.2295290884704505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313994388423129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160881072959933,0.20324159881598464,0.0,0.2131862902269426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734514689427385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181497165458522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232681330718122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157802997898856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856315354828906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973058667063705,0.11048142293621448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095135603713253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511924741100273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805041656795215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409494655277075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400608638320055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502385121772925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186505719093755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338424728063208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463386758662613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,PascLeRasc,2020/04/19,"Does getting rid of stuff help anyone else? One of the few things that seem to help me feel less anxious is to get rid of an item I own. It especially helps if it’s something I don’t use often or don’t care for that much, but even getting rid of stuff I like tends to feel good, especially when I can sell it or donate it. Since Goodwill hasn’t been accepting donations lately I have a big box of clothes I’m very excited to get out of my life soon. I almost always have something listed on craigslist looking for a buyer. Is anyone else this way?",4.6478002528444975,4.845078053097346,5.429608091024021,84.88716814159295,69.35398230088495,8.227054361567639,28.532237673830593,7.957251820313856,1.6248821744627049,432,14,92,5,7,141,76,113,0.012,0.795,0.193,0.9628,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,12,21,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,8,5,14,20,5,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,6,4,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905574026980854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321679572801276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794444670873213,0.0,0.22212983548865745,0.3255015707367572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194839851439768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390023255238641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653815847306211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049126020486902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606289820766298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33195026275154355,0.0,0.0,0.13322781158995847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31940216415601513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917891697021934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121936890009356,0.07760140786839725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338595124868285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676598811620822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763438218275437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460235645823266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139444021509633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24456623740388064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636685666785511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552651976380054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718712704150796,0.0,0.13105998498539512,0.0,0.12608013522582792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Mandalore777,2020/04/19,Getting off meds Has anyone successfully gotten off their medication? I’ve been dealing with traumatic event anxiety for the last two years now and I’ve tried to get off my meds twice. The last time was maybe a year ago. Has anyone had success going off meds? What is your story? I am hopeful I can get off mine. I want to try again.,1.0053030303030326,3.594882257575758,2.4669696969696986,90.43712121212124,90.06060606060606,5.357575757575758,19.454545454545453,6.937597516519254,0.4700727272727279,263,8,53,4,9,85,49,66,0.076,0.7559999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.7677,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,4,15,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,7,3,9,11,0,15,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,9,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436220663206366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184455341794044,0.0,0.0,0.25929768539725745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115820839670847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906203525377454,0.0,0.10537753849338356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416228877318025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302281454813955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862776849366833,0.0,0.6178740627985655,0.18678951115043171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811894864870523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517738180846564,0.0,0.18112681520979867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936456472618868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388067154670713
anxiety,theycallusgoyim2,2020/04/19,"I'm offering a discord link to any interested. We are a small Christian fellowship server that also does some Bible study. These times are difficult and filled with anxiety, but coming together over God's word brings peace and hope. We lift each other up, and it's wonderful. Message me if it sounds like it could help you!",4.98,7.212943666666668,5.216666666666669,79.03500000000003,70.66666666666666,9.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,9.888512548439397,3.0435666666666665,260,10,46,7,5,82,52,60,0.067,0.625,0.307,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,8,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,7,2,7,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017623820183124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566073031825933,0.0,0.2886676260807661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250490054750386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012789999527614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302168480043686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529261662730615,0.0,0.0,0.3747883823012593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435153664104825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200327012120757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092141788451569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,aquagirl12,2020/04/19,"What is high functioning anxiety? Hearing this term a lot lately and I’m wondering, what does high functioning anxiety look like for some people? And does high functioning anxiety get treated differently than regular anxiety? Thanks for the help!",6.47325,10.341029825000009,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,75.75,13.2,38.0,11.20814326018867,7.0656,203,12,26,10,5,65,29,40,0.146,0.6629999999999999,0.191,0.6288,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,7,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495806353435727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876460281364568,0.0,0.0,0.31434211655694383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383471444785248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242468450295972,0.0,0.12038354026965915,0.5692786204803736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025990564925116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774454206150233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082057827613068,0.0,0.0,0.15269133160712936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451352193654358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535353624427093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477087841017213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MyNameIsWesley,2020/04/19,"Weed and Anxiety About 3 years into me smoking weed often, I started getting anxiety. I’ve stopped smoking weed and thought it would improve my anxiety, but it seems to be the same if not worse. Is that normal? I’ve never really faced the problem and want to learn how to cope with it. Any advice is greatly appreciated.",3.3426775956284125,5.8686767377049245,4.817622950819676,78.63058743169401,76.70491803278688,7.3453551912568305,31.478142076502728,8.344100000000001,2.816342076502732,255,13,44,5,6,85,45,61,0.13699999999999998,0.695,0.168,0.634,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,20,9,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24415708651227205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699111316098362,0.0,0.5734191006824992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053981917891327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27546790623797823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927048989028747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24480652743384199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390791287917661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006460718114834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274601659710804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684986623664406,0.0,0.0,0.2088913984579235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983583194765116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737196186646656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546253346319498,0.1774910389412307,0.0,0.0,0.16089953017863504
anxiety,dontmindme137,2020/04/19,"Just wanted to say hi These are obviously very tough times, between the sickness, isolation and everything else. I struggle with social anxiety and I must say, I miss working. I miss pushing myself to communicate with people, I felt as if my job was helping me cope with some of that anxiety. I dont want to allow this epidemic to swallow the progress I've made, so I just wanted to say hello to you all. I hope you're staying safe and getting all the support you need to make this bearable. -Much love",4.006623711340208,5.945199185567013,5.074832474226807,80.27451675257736,72.6082474226804,7.73659793814433,31.712628865979386,8.472884824447931,2.6619907216494836,399,19,72,7,8,131,67,97,0.155,0.6759999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.752,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,4,8,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,3,4,24,17,6,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,6,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,4,13,4,13,13,4,3,0,2,0,1,10,0,0,3,1,48,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918058330882273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352646193504666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932496864168447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714099381504754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312442058646086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964513034537266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783790766767916,0.0,0.0,0.18943141912735434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926359414107535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213535917182338,0.18046713905785355,0.12730938327975938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020368002485278,0.1414190208747707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322236252983264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550128254579213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194418538008006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032858202000257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938555952114373,0.0,0.0,0.21643070988676866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121237693948813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736681969981728,0.3374808952962639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884894246500926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,choc-sheikh,2020/04/19,"I feel so alone Anxiety seems like a big veil between me and the rest of the people. I feel so much shame about it. Like I can’t explain it to them and I know they’re gonna leave me if they know how I feel. I don’t think I’m capable of being loved, who will ever accept me, somebody not normal in the head to hang out or talk to them. I’ve tried so many things, yoga, religion, prayer etc. nothing works and I’m sick and tired of having these intense episodes of not being able to function as a human being just because my brain can’t stop overthinking.

Over the years I’ve never been diagnosed with anything and I guess it’s a high time to get some kind of confirmation. I know for sure that I have depression and anxiety, but today I was hunched over crying for a good 30 minutes because everything about a video talking about body dysmorphic disorder made so much more sense. I don’t want to self diagnose but it made so much more sense of putting things into words but I’m just too anxious to get help for the issues above.

I’d rather just sleep instead. At least dreams don’t make me feel shitty than this current reality",3.733940405856664,5.008640262008736,4.452175699974315,87.13527870536865,72.14410480349345,7.658977652196251,26.571024916516823,8.124751697461798,1.5188980734651945,896,30,186,13,17,287,140,229,0.134,0.757,0.109,-0.6984,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,1,16,9,0,1,10,0,13,9,4,4,3,44,35,18,0,4,11,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,0,2,10,9,0,1,11,3,0,2,8,2,0,0,4,4,19,7,29,26,9,17,1,1,0,1,11,8,0,5,9,117,29,1,0.1235124915750572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792169185326388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889734359727256,0.1395339590468288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164025661995194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058413692531056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371945342418115,0.0,0.13788078863121844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567267229540347,0.0,0.0,0.10638112800896997,0.2507251580623208,0.0,0.0,0.14155601596545822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774907715884274,0.0,0.1117241198532311,0.0,0.0,0.1110050632962297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498065075019286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906035811574645,0.0,0.0,0.10359641792268642,0.0,0.0,0.13606293439135184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675944971069078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278781957117774,0.13049772865539705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891495165162065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861925336113772,0.20363770571682965,0.0,0.0,0.13078189478206925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068392905328265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147484589611874,0.2337410118708565,0.08244554721656587,0.12522228040499306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723876785112758,0.0,0.09526044780626287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101601755852448,0.11851356681658624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562800998511984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416416841201472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244113352516726,0.12885046578628034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360169081933478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326197348001843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640906159919487,0.0,0.0,0.1985493243160072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411242236754234,0.0791418173854721,0.0,0.0,0.07202112709856197,0.1419594396440224,0.1170754000765837,0.0,0.0,0.08385687420658433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285086762927996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899185648933166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953799505823271
anxiety,Blitz1293,2020/04/19,"Cured? Has anyone, for lack of a better word, cured their anxiety? I am suffering from extreme health based anxiety. I got a CT scan yesterday, and have had x-rays, blood work, urine samples, the works done, and they all showed I was healthy. Despite this, every little pain I feel, or a discomfort immediately makes me think it's something serious. I mentally devolve into a paranoid state until I inevitably wind up in tune hospital getting checked for my latest symptom. 

I am curious, what you have done to change your mindset. What did you do to ""fix"" the underlying issue? That being anxiety.",5.247248182762199,7.59288105607477,5.9195638629283485,73.79768431983386,70.21495327102804,9.241536863966768,34.31879543094496,9.725611199111238,3.8694577362409137,471,24,76,12,9,153,86,107,0.183,0.745,0.07200000000000001,-0.8499,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,2,3,0,5,0,1,6,0,12,5,2,1,1,10,17,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,6,3,14,1,11,10,2,9,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,1,3,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709712939449713,0.0,0.0,0.14349248698168732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814977458656284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217092358628554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200164495858225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290416024073146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376387336175484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721740429793768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413076930339973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813605797248486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141932146025017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568133074288605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698393058162064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681045266287448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836534020884832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798606053813313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329902290710454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149475726515014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29880081744111664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,clausbv,2020/04/19,"Questions about anxiety. Please HELP  

Hi everyone,

I am doing a research about how is it when you’re not feeling safe around others ( about social anxiety) and I am looking to understand this better. 

My two biggest concerns about this is sweating and losing focus. I know that there are lots of them and I would like to know what are the 2 biggest issues you have with this?",5.553857142857139,7.0331866714285765,5.547142857142859,80.22785714285716,68.0,7.885714285714287,31.142857142857146,8.238735603445708,2.4125142857142854,297,12,51,4,5,93,52,70,0.10800000000000001,0.736,0.155,0.6738,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,8,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,1,0,15,14,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,7,3,9,13,1,4,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,2,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733814992520032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724829090100434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583449352462697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319169934340697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233944969750126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357558421995413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25471547191759186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682371783222912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192261392020218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493303443848992,0.27301953264639234,0.0,0.20747498966230266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678838093328769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733818484253053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876913677686355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383926636171475,0.2540553591420547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733597733615617,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dueseus,2020/04/19,"Reflecting has brought about existential dread. The past couple of weeks I have been having quite vivid flashbacks to a number of times where I made a fool of myself, in the words I chose to utter and the actions I decided to commit too. Accompanied with these flashbacks has been these realisations that I should of said this or should of done that instead, and now as result of not doing those things my world was forever changed for the worse.

What has been bugging me out is that at the time of me making those foolish decisions, I didn't think they were. In fact I thought I was in the right most the time despite the fact I was so clearly wrong. My model of myself, the world and the relationship between the two was flawed without me even being aware of it. 

Now if it was possible I had these blind spots, it is possible I still do. This is of great concern to me as I don't want to be making these stupid mistakes which are a counter force to me becoming my best self and living my best life. 

How can I be sure that the actions I believe to do good are actually good? This is stressing me out an awful lot, the possibility that I have been chronically unconsciously undermining myself fills me with dread. 

I am almost questioning hold on reality itself, I am concerned that the underlying assumptions of my model of the world are more wrong than initially appears. I am fearful that this is destined to be the doom of my existence and I am not sure what to make of it all. 

Just been carrying on with my usual business but internally thinking through this is filling me to the brim with anxiety.",7.770850977198697,7.134222377850167,7.767392100977203,73.54926404723129,63.00651465798045,10.932328990228012,36.12561074918568,10.270032843473604,3.5494040716612383,1278,52,240,25,16,413,161,307,0.10800000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.065,-0.815,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,11,17,1,4,21,1,44,3,0,6,7,48,55,12,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,27,11,0,1,7,0,0,6,5,10,0,1,18,3,38,7,45,31,6,29,1,1,2,0,5,14,0,7,9,202,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.12079863569767685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395518962655587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469701421807727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671344632480045,0.0,0.13946599819134176,0.25981445660678604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309506445678585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696839211147854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266774776178893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176040335986072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392952282355978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765397867629234,0.0,0.13647603403475858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874346940979507,0.0,0.0,0.1093065329012102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523961195348973,0.0,0.1171306210872778,0.2478871313355745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816907020213036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186550471089823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867020641974934,0.13166312612370254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290133028614828,0.0,0.10571375435008208,0.11775015453044813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913724437259366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988567692320952,0.0,0.14179803654547404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333362994566712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223884121229229,0.1586359218716477,0.0,0.09827336015167948,0.21654426703144128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092229262169164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633432108661672,0.0,0.07301300960294636,0.0,0.099294777191706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932662620487886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261499254483781,0.0,0.2706841561011395,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Crayshack,2020/04/19,"I'm slowly realizing that Covid has completely torpedoed my self-care routine. I've been dealing with anxiety for years and up until a couple months ago I would have said that I had it firmly under control though not exactly gone.  However, the deeper we get into Covid the more I'm coming apart.  It seems like just about everything I use to help me take a step back and reset has vanished and now my control is unraveling piece by piece.

Let's start with the fact that I'm an essential worker.  Not in healthcare directly dealing with the crisis, but in waterway construction so I'm still going full tilt.  I've even got an especially difficult to deal with subcontractor I'm stuck with who could give me anxiety problems even if everything else was perfect.

But, other aspects of my work that help break up the daily grind have been canceled.  Training seminars that would have been like mini working vacations (some with me learning some with me teaching) have been canceled so instead of getting a bit of work travel and breaking things up I'm stuck with my daily responsibilities.  That includes tracking paperwork for meetings that would have been in person but are now virtual, some of which are either canceled or broken up into smaller meetings that I don't attend all of but I'm still trying to keep everything documented.  I am very much looking forward to these meetings being in person again.

I've also had some planned actual vacations that are now canceled.  I could just take the PTO anyway but it seems like a waste if I'm not going anywhere and would just be wallowing at home.  I would like to use my PTO for actual travel once everything opens back up, but no one knows when that will be so I can't actually plan anything to look forward to.

Then there are smaller things that are adding up.  Normally, going to the gym is a big part of my mental health but with all of the gyms closed my workout routine is all screwed up and what exercise I am getting isn't helping the way my normal workouts do.  Me diving into the culinary arts as a hobby is also getting screwed up because instead of buying fresh ingredients every day for whatever recipe I'm inspired by that day, I'm bulk buying and making the same thing over and over.  I also can't go out to restaurants to eat the styles I'm not as good at cooking because they are all closed.

Finally, I don't have any of my friends or family local so even with keeping to small groups, hanging out requires several hours of driving.  Combine that with me still going into work every day and some of my friends being immunocompromised, I've been avoiding making those day trips on the weekend.  I'm pretty sure I would be fine if I got sick, and from what I know of the virus there is a chance I have it already and am just asymptomatic, but I don't want to be the person who gets one of my friends who is already in poor health sick.

Pretty much all I'm left with to fight anxiety is meditation and alcohol.  The latter is not something I like dipping into even if it gives me temporary relief because I know that's how alcoholism starts.  The former is a powerful tool and something I have used to great success for years, but it works best in conjunction with a network of other tools which I'm just now consciously realizing has fallen apart.",7.957264069264069,7.419425069841274,7.907200577200578,72.37487012987016,62.587301587301596,10.683982683982684,36.868686868686865,10.018931242160765,3.683492063492064,2654,112,465,48,33,857,279,630,0.10099999999999999,0.772,0.127,0.9715,2,1,4,0,1,0,40.0,1,0,1,15,35,23,3,1,28,0,61,11,0,8,9,113,113,42,0,16,26,0,0,5,3,7,7,1,1,3,34,38,4,6,10,10,3,17,12,6,0,2,15,3,39,17,80,82,21,84,1,0,2,2,25,39,2,13,34,333,73,10,0.0,0.0,0.18879341824291992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716486083342144,0.13783645702106018,0.0,0.0,0.14232857130578194,0.1547134693093595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043854158648452116,0.0,0.14799979245107506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530682590633109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917482535341136,0.0,0.1179341471813362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767634293277211,0.0,0.07040436595297035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555083771127398,0.06761460643965816,0.0,0.14465790486345464,0.10297709299391164,0.07135491994208543,0.0,0.16635810705049325,0.19945337685735856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659874848423556,0.05387158084239741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037527990916845,0.0,0.10866810847518707,0.0,0.23183119178340095,0.0,0.06079369580725205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064362463518971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947017207345592,0.0,0.16846200381261273,0.1237258342353237,0.18325053083607248,0.05408960708264244,0.10315414168141067,0.0710984215587314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709579212611436,0.0,0.0,0.12967515831992135,0.0,0.0646868802445489,0.0,0.06350784521230396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464007528169168,0.0,0.0,0.1063230149294766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006657206168418,0.06594351048362668,0.0,0.15752828221708362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830762146857244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860926920848858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498889521363176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147383224587777,0.0,0.09481243206577193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636940488293294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686777833149347,0.08739768928677588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983439049473758,0.0,0.0,0.16892571571265605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121528064191126,0.0,0.06170645763011837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134300563921261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741519358018973,0.06727521285530022,0.07285326240875467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929226885126738,0.0,0.0,0.09129009991774252,0.0,0.15450097819389272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060779325472996935,0.0,0.09697413792297216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852919948253996,0.0,0.06335928754386938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378322598371846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709118861705452,0.0,0.05320948387214478,0.03803678625874987,0.05118769792812136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23474073438254936,0.0,0.0,0.2748632219676201,0.0,0.0,0.08305651849954236
anxiety,romanianAntivirus,2020/04/19,"Eyesight Anxiety Hello to everybody here

Just wondered if anyone else have eyesight phobia and any suggestions how to get over it.

Mine started 6 months ago after a occular migraine which scared the shit out of me.

Now i am thinking most of the time if a see a floater that i will go blind.

Any helpful suggestions or experiences that anyone has to share ?",5.579999999999997,7.437089727272728,5.8276969696969685,76.79154545454547,68.39393939393939,8.916363636363636,34.41212121212121,9.3871,3.464161212121212,286,14,48,6,5,91,53,66,0.138,0.737,0.125,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,5,0,4,3,1,1,0,10,10,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,8,9,1,9,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,5,6,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134335990776184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549512151258297,0.0,0.19964927610019603,0.0,0.0,0.3649670990995636,0.26740524018938416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180156189296001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552888895096769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635147680100254,0.0,0.14832116405227874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492964725142454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831204914134546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612868884284664,0.0,0.2079675733401595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678926093254616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472325597737144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722568935608395,0.0,0.0,0.15217975812455906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283022089056544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yeeyeemyweewee,2020/04/19,"videochats videochats are so hard cuz i get soo anxious and now i have to do presentations for school and i seriously can't, i'm so scared.
is there anything i can do to not fuck up my grades cuz when im anxious i can't think? also don't wanna get a panic attack.",0.5073684210526324,2.5410438596491254,2.6062280701754372,93.29776315789472,84.08771929824562,5.203508771929825,21.780701754385966,6.42735559955562,0.23147017543859594,208,7,48,2,6,70,39,57,0.249,0.6559999999999999,0.096,-0.7818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,2,1,0,9,1,0,2,0,7,14,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,14,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,32,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348196286762515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5749075979907626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938901250888467,0.0,0.0,0.2894713179379377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352330633910437,0.2658771419767786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279354172183169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27484748890438515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985398882662756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547468232880015,0.2575149466589394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303999558428428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MysticVisuals,2020/04/19,Fuck anxiety! I’m sure I’m not alone on this.,-4.6103030303030295,-5.161445363636362,-0.2145454545454548,103.13151515151516,139.0,5.103030303030304,12.757575757575758,6.42735559955562,-0.2964787878787876,35,1,10,1,3,13,9,11,0.37799999999999995,0.344,0.278,-0.35100000000000003,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616164268286368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41482638455983023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013093859429872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110723621511141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sripley85-,2020/04/19,"Worrying about what people think As many people, I find life difficult to navigate with my social issues and anxiety. 
I especially don’t comment or post things on reddit at any time, but I been attempting to feel better lately, so I have been commenting on some posts.
I’m not silly, I know what the internet is like, with people reading something in a way that you didn’t mean. 
So I replied to a post about how beautiful london is, with a blossom tree as the picture, in r/London saying the following:

‘ agreed. Went to my in-laws yesterday, and while walking, the blossom was floating down all around us. Beautiful’

And I felt really good about replying...all I want to do in life is spread the love. However, it’s been downvoted a fair bit. Now I release I didn’t justify why I went to my in-laws. I was delivering food to them as they can’t do it themselves. 
I added this to my post via an edit, but now I feel really awful, with butterflies going around. 
I shouldn’t worry about it, but it’s getting to me. I want to open up, I want to be confident....but the more I step forward the more I seem to step back.
Your thoughts will be very welcome, thank you.",3.1145011441647625,4.839835708695656,4.676270022883298,83.09685354691076,74.52173913043478,8.494279176201372,26.887871853546912,9.134995656068208,2.2739130434782604,903,34,180,21,19,303,131,230,0.062,0.763,0.17600000000000002,0.9824,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,3,2,2,12,8,0,0,12,1,19,4,0,1,1,31,38,14,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,10,1,0,9,1,0,8,6,1,0,0,11,4,30,7,33,23,5,31,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,3,9,122,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864175458562434,0.0,0.09721448884990154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262531121200703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977153054795393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239035681311373,0.138736500955202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850913046680326,0.0,0.12201501769064807,0.0,0.11614718892638648,0.0,0.1536634854834858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639312388233427,0.0,0.0722214797399434,0.10658717997262104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263664350931173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069838865164398,0.0,0.1433497649063204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951820687620326,0.06208399828749455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146930531016732,0.0,0.0,0.12883736721543682,0.0,0.1384254335275709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26430010691468186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868232202608506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711260705061753,0.0,0.16281912079547015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010576994044466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568723683396764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295402397914298,0.0,0.09783102060410537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699654952697712,0.0,0.0,0.08442512129949536,0.08142659082402835,0.0,0.1008859102221204,0.07410033078184616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285944938148874,0.0,0.0,0.10485283845869464,0.22486207616633866,0.1008687743490684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23560556223408305,0.11466832588441996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581081975614693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,psalamanca,2020/04/19,"How do you face the world when you're at the end of your recovery? Hey! So I (22M) have suffered from anxiety for the past 3 years. A year ago I decided I needed therapy so I started going and it's the best decision I've made in my life and I can say without a doubt that I'm 90% ""recovered"". 

The thing is, now that I have to get out there and actually have a life that's under my control (mostly) I feel completely naked. I feel unprepared and inexperienced, as if my years of being anxious have set me back and I'm just not as ready to ""live life"" as my friends. 
Some days I don't recognize myself (in a good way) but that makes me feel like a 14 y.o. teenager again. And it's scary.

Does anyone know that feeling? I would really appreciate some opinions!",1.7571428571428562,3.507290050955419,3.9657370336669717,86.60409235668794,78.4267515923567,7.797816196542312,24.590081892629666,8.634040054169528,1.6502833484986352,586,21,129,13,14,202,103,157,0.073,0.805,0.121,0.7993,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,2,9,6,0,1,10,0,10,4,1,4,0,30,23,15,0,3,5,0,4,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,5,19,4,15,20,4,21,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,6,13,84,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.16661594064312996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134919132465022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061432365451986,0.1928856677016704,0.0,0.11938418144105363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312872050956399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917930045403582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901584744860924,0.0,0.1914975091394065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011207149511386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941422717541036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122344613004313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34532163585755377,0.1219754676840542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191197844654368,0.0,0.08920370897172725,0.0,0.09703450423039353,0.14320717608114628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383329837110274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617925082804858,0.08341410361792673,0.0,0.1507650371429205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155669720818,0.11396913362545576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266002777803129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298901616676667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093793198540561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357779402427721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084943964753715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525411331259168,0.0,0.11343093245092503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552410649204674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458561766090715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128758169262585,0.0,0.0,0.3298495804733217
anxiety,imnbrt,2020/04/19,"I feel scared all the time A few days ago I got a video about slaughtering human body parts from an unknown number, it made me so afraid, I was shaking and crying. After that, everything makes me scared and I cry for no reason especially that I get phone calls from numbers I don't know and when I answer no one replies. I need help, how can I stop feeling anxious and scared the whole time( I even get nightmares about how my bf or strangers will hurt me) I am quarantined at home so clearly no one can hurt / kill me but I still feel so scared.",2.9644747474747497,4.6029310636363645,3.3366666666666696,92.90944444444445,74.72727272727272,6.343434343434343,24.040404040404038,6.937597516519254,0.6403737373737372,427,13,93,4,9,132,74,110,0.26899999999999996,0.6729999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.958,0,1,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,6,5,0,6,1,1,5,2,20,16,12,2,1,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,9,0,2,3,3,17,0,7,12,4,10,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,8,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274681776761271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624507164298967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597270695255514,0.0,0.0,0.14683375143324315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159105204912882,0.0927377607424294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497716837956804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292362961891346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181256433366836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025695380409645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500833088871053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963847130324258,0.0,0.1442410359110989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078772897646763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909109038242422,0.0,0.07902757486855977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606506651447514,0.09598622660230748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662433383824534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488238096044566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571913174820315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784820879472882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758672050396672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483720274093324,0.12022149795208033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769944428113673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605452396726436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,secondtrial,2020/04/19,"Need talking and talking and talking My anxiety has greatly increased in the past a few days, is there anyone I can talk to about it?",10.772307692307693,7.032923923076925,9.980769230769235,69.81423076923079,59.769230769230774,11.93846153846154,49.07692307692307,8.841846274778883,4.819892307692308,106,6,19,1,1,34,23,26,0.065,0.843,0.092,0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087600917485185,0.0,0.0,0.1836048088410049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693449299053888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28949974073924056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470267769561656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506660999410421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8442201558682418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Cashmereboy,2020/04/19,"Documentaries that helped you in any way with your anxiety. Hey there,

i was wondering if there was any movie or especially any documentary, that helped you more with the anxiety than others. For me I try to escape it by just watching anything to get the thoughts out of my head but I try to tackle it more and more.  
Looking forward for your answers <3

Chris",4.184901960784317,6.491452000000002,4.621176470588235,82.11696078431375,73.11764705882355,8.062745098039215,28.98039215686275,8.841846274778883,2.4193450980392166,288,12,54,6,6,91,48,68,0.040999999999999995,0.9390000000000001,0.02,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,0,12,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,3,1,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217542883989797,0.0,0.3912945837513731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045964318618307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361830155586754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624722668336128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428463395613259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476475553330326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303614571123146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472735786218389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300165921445293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773488907474073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Yogortot,2020/04/19,"Hypochondriasis and insomnia Disclaimer: It was meant to be a crosspost but I couldn't figure out how to do it

Hello all, I am quite the anxious guy especially regarding health issues. My catastrophic mind is capable of self diagnosing all kind of rare ailments and diseases. Alas, recently I've stumbled upon an article about the ridiculously rare sFI (Sporadic Fatal Insomnia) which my anxiety immediately used as fuel for my nightmares and I've been finding harder falling asleep for the past couple days because I think I have that condition. One night I've fallen asleep at 2 AM after fighting my anxiety for hours, last night I fell asleep at around 3 AM, still anxious. I have to my side that once I fall asleep i stay asleep and normally get 5/6 hours of sleep (although not at the normal schedule). Do you have any advice on how to cope with this vicious circle ? How do I convince myself that: No, I don't have such a super rare disorder just because I've fell asleep late for two days. I just can bear to spend the night rolling around in my sleep thinking of an impending doom that is most definetly not there.
Thank you people for your support, thank you very much

EDIT: I just wanted to vent some more: what I find unfair and irritating is that before I've stumbled upon that article I was sleeping like a baby no problem, and all of a sudden here I am flipping around in my sleep as if I was cooking a steak",6.8243888888888895,7.184804355555558,7.0305092592592615,74.7135416666667,64.7037037037037,9.861111111111112,34.282407407407405,9.673873057562805,3.2749074074074085,1136,47,201,21,16,367,155,270,0.23,0.7170000000000001,0.053,-0.9945,0,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,4,0,2,14,13,3,0,12,0,22,15,10,4,3,39,31,14,1,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,11,11,1,0,6,1,1,5,6,6,0,2,5,0,28,7,33,24,7,34,1,1,0,0,8,13,0,3,16,138,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062044747130544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739086574889003,0.0,0.1662854988110449,0.24556333922542045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290254663051252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250517562304345,0.0,0.09248184199370396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025647055330375,0.0,0.14018401827132868,0.0,0.0,0.11031168946647207,0.0,0.0,0.1245609606628404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866990481166746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678275868653417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107613971435687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155257135890361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406314585948366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343756824469987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317737115680004,0.0,0.08859173877999138,0.12259997169093613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309737645876922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973957638745127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989504055262615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059769303451155,0.21297394250427645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574461625886374,0.07364690239069999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037509099143675,0.07534760787557385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399564334131242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559851587338635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073120631999498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338082447947605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350488460134273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158423862039564,0.08679496031813255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233329991065276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012273712926296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928028045862753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616820346451146,0.0,0.0,0.09386783990018856,0.0,0.08967545245121973,0.06410447479137034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,miloski01,2020/04/19,"How to cope with anxiety? Please help Throughout my life, I’ve never really handled anxiety well. Usually it makes me sick to my stomach and induces vomiting. Well, my wife just gave birth to our first child and my anxiety has reached new levels. I can’t stop worrying about him and it’s causing me to not cope well with my anxiety. For example, every morning since he was born, I’ve been so nauseous that I end up dry heaving for several hours. 

Last night things got much worse. I could not sleep. Every time I closed my eyes, my stomach was doing flips and drops and I could not shake that heart racing panicking feeling. 

I’ve made an appointment (finally) with a doctor to try and tackle this but I can’t continue to go every single day feeling like this until then. I need to coping mechanisms because I am physically and emotionally exhausted. What works for you when you feel severe anxiety? 

Thank you for reading.",4.320134874759152,6.580707179190752,5.2097341040462455,78.25352215799617,72.58381502890174,9.006396917148363,30.03044315992293,9.558583805096642,3.158171021194605,734,32,128,19,15,239,115,173,0.133,0.753,0.114,-0.5479999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,0,2,8,7,0,1,2,0,10,10,5,5,1,29,20,13,0,3,5,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,11,0,1,4,1,0,2,6,2,3,1,6,4,22,5,17,12,2,24,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,19,82,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468852498761363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472134748234667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591957931447706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573433137618976,0.0,0.0,0.07905154414890618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254619912383158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788178883155727,0.10856617958212972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098273451295168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593471296044906,0.08756850123501092,0.0,0.13427629613487835,0.0,0.10426330008863142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966291062353287,0.0,0.09803542886906612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452534526404963,0.08216028009048583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071292030459448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991600805506676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657923408620838,0.059884566744224536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598461647750065,0.08182060219260423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010765140574273,0.09088874010201768,0.09453836462716156,0.11838491113132632,0.0,0.1150295119990425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455191929438698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260942611501195,0.0,0.07852548785083871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27695255695351184,0.0,0.1013963450022066,0.0,0.12266477834511845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247923798162598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285174718528873,0.0,0.0,0.0814342173636593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714752001623003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322123119092548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500042770343654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33063232283038396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923697369052863,0.1244821371887602,0.12491567607152933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,erinrachel32,2020/04/19,"Future thoughts I keep thinking about the future and my mind will NOT stop racing. I am taking the pre reqs to apply to an accelerated bachelors of science in nursing (ABSN) programs for Summer/Fall 2021. I got rejected from a community college one that I honestly thought i would’ve gotten into for August 2020 and am so upset. 

I have two more pre reqs left and will be applying to about four or five programs. I cannot stop thinking about nursing school, it completely pre occupies my mind. I work in a hospital on an inpatient unit and am surrounded by nurses and am so envious. I know I’ll eventually get in somewhere, but I hate waiting. 

I think it has to deal with some control issues and getting anxious about the future. Any thoughts on how to handle this situation? I don’t even want to take my pre reqs (they’re all self paced so I have a year to finish the course), but I’m so nervous I’ll fail them. 

*Do plan on calling psychiatrist Monday to get his opinion, but also like hearing tips from my peers. 

Thanks!",3.33818181818182,5.563379181818185,4.9101010101010125,79.4518181818182,75.36363636363637,7.430303030303031,28.67676767676768,8.344100000000001,2.3280888888888884,810,35,145,15,18,272,125,198,0.11599999999999999,0.816,0.068,-0.9075,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,11,9,2,2,9,0,13,0,0,2,1,32,34,16,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,5,7,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,5,1,19,3,26,26,3,18,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,3,10,96,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316734667686915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473684777908783,0.0,0.0,0.17399538128831502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726858660944013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148390393446455,0.0,0.17274317224029326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878477370409771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172678206081544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24140259159441665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318147204324155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205991042465655,0.0,0.0,0.17358836307449674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075374281367966,0.0,0.13689739450269348,0.0,0.0,0.08464372040784272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733993123104018,0.0,0.0,0.07524493103485515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110265481188105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436591148005243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587343596764291,0.0,0.0,0.16067333054125338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312157149109994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575302323674449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316032466513891,0.0,0.0,0.14179816930776926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960636418381989,0.0,0.3668169045057029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045223852038903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084322251680002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212621708999154,0.0,0.0,0.10940926442905084,0.0,0.0,0.09918190433069232
anxiety,gingerypineapple,2020/04/19,"Has anyone’s anxiety increased drastically with talk and push to reopen much sooner? I do not mean this as a political post all so please keep that out. 

My anxiety has increased drastically over the past few days as people have begun scheduling protests to reopen and some states have announced they are reopening large parts of their economy as early as Monday. I have read and read looking for an expert report that says this will not increase the spread of the coronavirus and I have been unable.

I’m in a county where we are still logging 100-200+ cases a day and this has me terrified. My anxiety and overall sadness has increased drastically over this past week to the point where I’m considering reaching out to my doctor to be placed on meds. 

Has anyone had this occur? Does anyone have any strategies that may help? I’ve tried limiting my social media consumption which very little improvement. 

Thank you. Stay safe.",6.000236686390532,8.052056715976335,6.027928994082843,74.9997633136095,67.63905325443787,8.986982248520711,29.568047337278102,9.466822959209583,2.9188366863905326,751,28,122,16,13,237,112,169,0.08800000000000001,0.785,0.126,0.7808,1,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,1,1,2,1,5,4,1,0,8,0,18,1,0,0,1,19,24,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,10,0,3,1,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,2,12,2,19,19,9,29,0,1,1,0,8,11,0,2,10,83,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079980266723295,0.0,0.3644736559823295,0.0,0.0,0.3331364268391467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048420017177956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255144476588154,0.13897799289466026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644875072729833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115995255135286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917196556767088,0.0,0.0,0.13336260177679085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299349934223235,0.17640501769826505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116745548001399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719785899384196,0.3032092292541799,0.11010067347339564,0.0,0.16592538505946905,0.1743285648621633,0.15012925750134096,0.0,0.15209858890780525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31771119141657805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629416870830032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618894650793194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927312090495025,0.12682796248692804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764756724276832,0.0,0.14621332220431402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078233434027392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103704267845098,0.0,0.0,0.12738990333834382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dozzie66,2020/04/19,"Anxious rushed conversation Hey so if im around other people other then my gf i get really anxious in conversation and have the reply ready before theyve finished their sentence just so i can get the convo over or ill do a nervous laugh cos i dont know what to say.
Anyone else do this if so what has helped them? Im guessing taking a breath and thinking of an answer helps but somtimes my anxietys so bad i go blank and red",1.3268965517241398,3.7770872643678217,3.2650689655172407,87.14932758620691,84.40229885057471,5.319080459770115,21.34367816091953,6.742157984588678,0.6284905747126435,340,11,66,4,10,114,65,87,0.146,0.774,0.08,-0.7804,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,5,0,6,2,1,1,0,14,13,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,1,5,13,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,4,2,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581165098452679,0.4669994488021353,0.0,0.14452174594666198,0.21177729325630887,0.0,0.18399701964843396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725766713109696,0.0,0.0,0.17587710515542235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223795422584785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266212745797405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597293058255546,0.0,0.11746611485014398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22769122225592914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770785432548028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465191494131591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359086224686822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329211948918585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324102580840803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436737889446287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540439597612368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243795757207355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,not_to_mention,2020/04/19,"How do I break that cycle? So I'm struggling with anxiety, obviously, mostly about my health. I'm afraid of maybe having a heartattack, a tumor, an undiagnosed heart insufficiency or any other undiagnosed meaningful incurable disease. Because of that I'm taking things very easy on myself so I cannot trigger the hidden illness. But as a result of that I'm becoming more and more unfit, which makes everything even worse.
I'm having backpain, literally no muscles and even less condition and I hate it. Actually I want to become fit, feel better and worry less about illnesses, but anxiety won't let me. Every time I challenge my body more than usual I begin to panic. By reaching a pulse over 120-130 bpm I start to panic, lose my breath and expect to die, even the feel of aching muscles scares me, which again forces me to avoid any of this. 
So it's a really annoying vicious circle but I know I'm not alone with that and would love to hear any tips of people who might have been through the same thing.",5.653209134615388,6.787142421875,6.456458333333334,75.07860576923079,67.48958333333334,9.241025641025642,29.352564102564106,9.466822959209583,2.6799362179487187,803,28,142,16,13,265,124,192,0.254,0.653,0.09300000000000001,-0.988,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,10,13,3,6,9,0,10,7,3,4,1,29,27,15,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,13,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,3,15,3,22,22,7,9,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,3,5,96,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.13719710434941731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561047970127244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28682129242743865,0.0,0.21510435223409835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570332402360699,0.3105447152289789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434183003816975,0.0,0.15616555451954112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591186652170407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27857824370186124,0.0,0.11845447227461665,0.0,0.12635464933011445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421746572566428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880508136732594,0.0,0.14944227828422646,0.1584569318348713,0.16660170268124758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726545718481954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437644189059802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728601935234587,0.0,0.0,0.1268893926463897,0.0,0.09384597331005176,0.0,0.14124314183538048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914545197357662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299078608136583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746850146494933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006656807122247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075670090199044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951144601106574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469768481723993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057073735168075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868056011429774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198008260770473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484176595619645,0.11600277984996528,0.08292455820801199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277757693221355,0.14327483406954733,0.09987222673617448,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,uwuenergyy,2020/04/19,"Seeing things moving very fast/flashing, out my peripheral vision.. Is it an eye issue, hallucinations or something paranormal? Happened a few times. I was just scrolling on instagram and staring at my phone so wasnt paying attention to anything surrounding me, but I felt (?) something moving or ""flashing"" so fast and sudden that it startled me. Otherwise i wouldn't have looked to see what it is. Well there was nothing.. Now I'm scared.. I don't use drugs and i'm not on any medication. I do have anxiety but I wasnt anxious about anything in particular that night.",2.709381868131872,5.714492932692307,3.985989010989013,79.71615384615387,86.01923076923076,6.817582417582417,28.582417582417587,7.957251820313856,2.5816725274725267,451,22,76,10,14,147,71,104,0.043,0.904,0.053,0.2547,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,11,3,1,1,0,14,19,9,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,2,1,0,5,6,10,1,8,13,1,13,0,0,5,0,1,6,0,2,5,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300735137539876,0.0,0.14962518952746298,0.22096010437056665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32190646441069604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268213566476662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779628801369205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295886844915004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414429122812186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642456531977335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970355246935453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157606958657536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354719852808696,0.0,0.1876730960119358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581889283951168,0.0,0.3117185114257208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011482171583567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994076217198403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404962540511945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892625557877422,0.0,0.1613815596057679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585816469677273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ManillaClam,2020/04/19,"Hello! I'm 13 (14 in 3 months), they/them pronouns!

I don't really know much about anxiety which really sucks, but I HAVE gone to a professional, I'm not self diagnosing! I have some sort of anxiety disorder and it's pretty intense, so that's always great.

I'm not very into physical activities- marching band is about as far into that as I'll get. I'm very into music and I play trombone! I also really love to draw and have been working on improving my art skills. Plus I spend a lot of time playing Minecraft, Roblox, Animal Crossing, and CoD: Warzone. I'm a night owl and tend to be more active between 8pm to 6am, so morning people have been ruining my life, but that's FiNe!

Anyway, y'all have a wonderful day ^°^",2.2430509355509365,4.0470417770270295,4.795945945945945,80.95529106029106,77.17567567567569,8.33762993762994,25.57380457380457,9.057496981413335,2.2025617463617464,565,21,113,14,13,200,100,148,0.075,0.674,0.251,0.9857,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,6,7,1,0,4,0,10,3,0,0,0,18,22,13,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,4,1,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,5,17,18,4,13,0,1,0,1,5,6,1,4,5,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537368606783076,0.17206979715558218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163948339361239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336550540662528,0.0,0.0,0.2098923172466044,0.0,0.0,0.2370046982186143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804172121753088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279919408295625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364898590422115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606524687077185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580950055535213,0.18664033478466246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506159572021847,0.0,0.15201793462875918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940628632823745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336544107412516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103846037941412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974340344877561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573202347300469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058368114516815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34125465045742004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426008402444736,0.15054904019050394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,WorkingJury7,2020/04/19,"The Journey so Far I got diagnosed with severe anxiety in October. The panic attacks were bad (I had one with three in a row). I’m still struggling with knowing that I have it and going to therapy helps.  It’s just weird because I’ve felt like I’ve had it since I was 16.

I have little symptoms right now which is nice but then sometimes I keep thinking another panic attack will come. Is it normal to feel like that?",2.2674999999999983,4.410776226190481,3.8169047619047625,86.39892857142858,78.40476190476191,6.5809523809523816,25.97619047619048,7.645422480735847,1.5482190476190474,329,13,64,5,8,109,61,84,0.23399999999999999,0.67,0.096,-0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,2,3,3,0,9,2,0,0,0,13,18,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,2,6,2,6,3,7,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884024613459699,0.13744910142253428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088072029854593,0.0,0.0,0.1500191752360181,0.1095267924951054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547720966407648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182363978843369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084790094676932,0.12835819196301798,0.17251394046342491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211211940833076,0.0,0.1437006482979669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043080394041858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597013253213425,0.0,0.0,0.09874340105863508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555798273053258,0.18007921790645656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604106932313526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175085174032554,0.0,0.0,0.4216143332303963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343947920004786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029789762798554,0.0,0.14862709002193195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770086569930416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348682704182308,0.0,0.0,0.18783288670260706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867487004609983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547135775748215,0.0,0.0,0.11512699262291505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FewBook7,2020/04/19,"Job - medical leave Hey

I recently started my medical physics residency (training in hospital) after doing a BSc, MSc and PhD. I did some side job prior to getting my residency position.

Since doing my BSc I followed this path that I thought I'd enjoy or at least give me happiness. I suffered from depression up to halfway through masters. 
Throughout my education I did well but never enjoyed the problems I had to solve or the level of complexity. I just got through it. I got myself a PhD position which didn't require much technical know-how and prior to the defence of this I developed severe anxiety I would fail. I was constantly second guessing self and crippled with fatigue and worry. After the PhD I was a wreck when I thought I'd feel elated. I then began search for residency which was also very tough. On finally getting a residency I know find myself 5 weeks in and becoming suicidal over the anxiety and imposter syndrome feel. Furthermore I genuinely think I've went down wrong path in education and do not want to do this anymore. I don't have will to dive into books again and learn so much technical stuff. And it causes so much worry that I have done all this study to find out I don't want this. I fantasize about being a consultant where I can talk with people in a more general manner about medical devices or software. I also think of just running away.

I am going to see company doctor tomorrow as I am having breakdowns daily and hating life. I have put so much pressure on myself and this ladder of education or success seems too much. I have began on anti depressants again to hopefully help with anxiety. My girlfriend is upset with me.

I feel so lost. I don't want to lose or mess up career by going on medical leave. But I'm so exhausted and unsure of myself.

Has anyone experience similar",5.42642441860465,6.9870466075581374,6.8589581395348835,70.39534418604654,68.38953488372093,10.155162790697672,34.39953488372093,10.355215969177356,4.080730139534883,1459,71,239,40,25,498,186,344,0.23,0.682,0.08800000000000001,-0.9942,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,6,17,22,2,2,11,0,28,8,0,1,2,55,58,29,1,6,10,0,3,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,13,18,0,2,13,1,0,6,6,16,1,1,16,4,40,6,45,39,9,42,0,7,1,0,7,19,0,9,17,184,53,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413023769115275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211628046079776,0.0,0.09557074453970456,0.06738245253807687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090540513561822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643042080568277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899605024970012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413911868382147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600251075302666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863630149237472,0.0,0.09861749236752773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426598465080506,0.0,0.0,0.14617903178842612,0.0,0.0,0.10556597339254097,0.1761564444023941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069616616629684,0.09244456376853234,0.1095358329208578,0.0,0.15414791401637365,0.0,0.1061597538591819,0.0,0.0,0.10258508077297354,0.0,0.09514303412955306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459315747914078,0.0,0.0,0.09571475089375152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912599066186611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592220338845984,0.0,0.0,0.2040787055109161,0.0,0.0,0.06806727162559241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781067205846832,0.10519659724048476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883207935441964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542062971862152,0.0,0.07432461850735361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668091461068009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221075925773156,0.0,0.09687603472402613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515135929978052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679248444380707,0.08772942544621365,0.10053240284506078,0.10886793536881134,0.0,0.07971625794512419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820946906876484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031782326719096,0.10541049134161624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745661040084814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349690812112972,0.0,0.1530101881870899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951334586362124,0.17052028630459473,0.0,0.07730025980921161,0.0,0.08664602762939462,0.08933371205154121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957319104053227,0.0,0.06845676385440362,0.10536282060665643,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LasagnawithPotato,2020/04/19,"How to calm down after having an anxiety attack? While I was talking to my sister , I suddenly felt tightness of my chest and shortness of breath. I tried to inhale and exhale a lot of times, but it didn’t work. In the end , I had a stomachache and excreted. My anxiety was suddenly gone. Here’s the thing , I don’t know the reason behind my anxiety attack. Does anybody have fast remedies for anxiety attacks?",3.5852747252747212,5.817158333333335,5.094175824175828,78.38653846153849,74.64102564102564,8.046886446886448,29.091575091575088,8.841846274778883,2.746803663003663,322,14,55,7,7,108,55,78,0.225,0.754,0.021,-0.9356,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,6,0,7,2,2,2,0,10,10,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,3,9,1,11,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784474687715592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6451665271047498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542649973191512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742960723092304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150400976814854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038891302473406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071147451599466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436028305130645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193981297651016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255869837258173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022829334132113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834289744007915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762031152785198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,twenty20reddit,2020/04/19,"How to stop doubting myself and being socially awkward in situations? I'm **very** curious, it's why I'm so fine with not knowing everything, because I know I'm learning a lot on the way.

I **love** my curiousity. 
One second I'm researching about x and the other y. 
I like that I learn about different things all the time, be that through books or online through documentaries.

**BUT**
Even if I know I'm right, when it comes across to explain my view I seem to forget my facts, freeze up, and then come across as some idiot who clearly doesn't know what she's talking about. 

I'm very awkward, I start doubting myself and my knowledge, I can't maintain eye contact, use proper body language or even accept criticism without inadvertently getting defensive. 

When the person *is* listening, I freeze up and sort of detach myself (it's really weird), I *can* hear myself talking AND see them looking (maintaining eye contact therefore listening) but it's like I'm not there. It gets so bad I can feel my heart beating so fast and I start stammering. It almost feels like a panic attack.

**WHY does this happen?
Why do I get tongue tied?**",0.8478426657506013,3.07238337089202,2.446426199473265,86.77603572655445,104.96244131455398,5.082743616168557,23.03549753807397,6.697824305789354,1.3354084278025882,890,38,158,16,41,289,130,213,0.16699999999999998,0.752,0.081,-0.9598,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,1,12,17,3,5,6,0,8,5,4,3,3,45,38,20,0,1,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,13,10,0,2,12,1,0,2,5,11,0,2,0,12,24,6,18,36,3,18,0,0,5,1,14,7,0,10,11,98,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355459516690745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399434099747197,0.0,0.0,0.11302200087837785,0.08251569986378415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035717893796505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320554875682434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414249613602839,0.0,0.0,0.11845660185156498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881125777222756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165505176491764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368866549819472,0.09670296921688548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121638970486028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970057726025385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256333144115602,0.1604051680825652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975666742234861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839378313299091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367037537040947,0.0,0.0,0.11508032377261446,0.12216990599598315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172510681177616,0.0,0.0,0.15881868256419346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819327981053472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671665869901334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155988021240767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786635601555124,0.12322890067641493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215307767880476,0.0,0.13798498243818413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162049326811334,0.0,0.0,0.1131690785629765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759843749734334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992880435151966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893093959112102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690970511371787,0.0,0.22337641333089345,0.0,0.10744442097318226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664307004260568,0.0,0.0,0.1304845820262058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,parkbench131,2020/04/19,"As needed Anxiety med recommendations? Hi all, so I am looking for an as needed med for anxiety besides benzos. I am already prescribed Ativan and it helps tremendously, but my doctor is always hesitant about refilling it for me which I understand I guess. So I’m researching other meds but I can’t seem to find a list of as needed anxiety meds besides benzos.

Are there any other as needed medications that would be good for calming my anxiety and anxiety/panic attacks? 

I specifically don’t want something that would need to be taken every day in order to work like SSRIs.",6.75878706199461,7.983534716981133,8.127035040431267,63.76688679245285,65.0377358490566,10.962803234501347,34.95417789757413,10.914260884657429,4.470942318059299,464,21,69,13,7,160,70,106,0.11800000000000001,0.754,0.128,0.4784,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,2,0,10,2,0,0,1,17,22,10,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,9,3,14,17,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,50,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336090790252287,0.0,0.108097029247732,0.0,0.0,0.08834448264974562,0.0,0.3975287026915049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779343350722424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378236725381556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297023783018674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945629923863212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873703673549248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896385888394483,0.0,0.0,0.14311250021616814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707714484679907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346834610022824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909319755018544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772109178496825,0.13087247669148058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816397885991962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826682864006703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001245484040644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524277117892514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662534882097936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457734169336142,0.0,0.0,0.18457123864297945,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ho3downthr0waway,2020/04/19,"Attacks during sex? Disclaimer, I am not diagnosed with ptsd, I have been in the past but for some reason it's not on my file anymore. No one educated me on it back then. I'm getting an assessment soon so I can get an accurate diagnosis. Then therapy will continue after that.

I am, however, still diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder.

I have gone through a ton of sexual abuse in my life. I don't want to get into detail because it's a very long history. But let's just say it started as a child and continued well into my 20s.

For the past year, anxiety attacks have been getting more and more frequent during sex. These attacks can present in a few different ways. Tonight, I felt sudden panic, started thrashing around uncontrollably, voiced that we needed to stop, and then curled up into a catatonic ball for 30 mins while unable to talk. I also completely forgot why I had started to panic and I've never had that happen before. Thankfully I've been with my fiance for a while now and he's really respectful and helpful in these situations.

Other attacks can present as suddenly bursting into tears, or just going straight into catatonic mode where I can't move, can't talk, stare off without blinking, and tense up my whole body. These are my most common attacks (they happen all the time outside of sex, but mostly in public or while driving) and I've had some last up to several hours. I've been getting pretty good at snapping our of it about 10 to 20 minutes in, though.

My question is, do you experience anxiety attacks or anything similar during sex, and do you have any tips for helping your sex life? I'm worried since it's become more frequent that it's going to become a serious issue. I am definitely looking forward to figuring this out in therapy, but in the meantime I was curious if anyone had any experience with this.",6.421474342276633,7.2013161031518615,7.367018754884086,70.49959820265695,65.6189111747851,10.471529044021883,36.49400885647304,10.436869588844218,4.144219484240688,1476,72,246,36,22,496,191,349,0.163,0.74,0.09699999999999999,-0.9736,2,0,0,0,1,0,40.0,2,3,1,0,13,14,6,3,13,0,28,10,1,1,2,49,49,28,0,3,13,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,17,21,0,2,4,1,0,6,8,10,1,1,12,5,26,4,48,35,11,65,0,0,2,5,15,25,0,9,35,182,43,0,0.0,0.09892580684732877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667694938593527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355649859017533,0.0,0.1916162428008404,0.0,0.08280283397037619,0.058380397232430936,0.0,0.06870780185083572,0.07432666292741448,0.0,0.5699135131133829,0.0,0.06420112859594815,0.0,0.05089668889970305,0.18442339244744504,0.07104657638756362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927421396519152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754104738834513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948771138564594,0.0,0.08723263903583638,0.09569045788732528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334477069710127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016657987150692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810879387513105,0.0,0.09490223635732588,0.07003014742183432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766554854378508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119274840878872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222399833419923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714522422753215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805811390487049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537746916197507,0.11794745386521292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388886788470803,0.07011327228504076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874007411191524,0.0,0.06190916097372656,0.06439511459094233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056577163296169214,0.0,0.0,0.19592259633680206,0.0,0.0,0.15940744231742618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849426159937775,0.0,0.0,0.09759910029971013,0.0,0.09353150910466952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348789148624211,0.08584493078133383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639715572944795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432356753583997,0.0,0.06906645023182327,0.09384987187328374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729078191376949,0.0,0.06667778934071797,0.0698040663073123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421736707858378,0.0,0.07686933469226555,0.19096353568556296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203165980592661,0.0,0.04868556509321604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889064648062103,0.04924646143358387,0.06627302776693676,0.0,0.0,0.07507042740478759,0.0,0.07533963998638102,0.09321719281770632,0.0,0.08048447978456033,0.0,0.0,0.08479141267578633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376689301865705
anxiety,SpectrumPulse,2020/04/19,"Anxiety over my drug use I have an admittedly dangerous opioid habit. Whenever I mix drugs (I always do research beforehand) I get hella nervous over whether I’m gonna OD or not. I took 150mg tramadol a few hours ago and 60mg codeine 1 hour ago. My heart rate is fine, my skin isn’t blue, I can get up and walk around, but I’m having a panic attack over my breathing. I’m so scared I’m gonna OD. How can I calm myself down?",0.06456521739130494,2.0739571956521736,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,85.73913043478261,5.853913043478261,21.156521739130433,7.1686216300943375,0.5643269565217395,330,11,76,5,10,114,64,92,0.21100000000000002,0.74,0.049,-0.9378,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,3,3,0,7,5,3,2,0,10,18,7,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,2,12,2,6,15,1,12,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,4,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372750392352626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494602263209522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084175925545754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871683378729777,0.0,0.23919134080895565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876497888508813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969537615299609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24914894260292664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141105895339812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466847377765976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104983480337184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335970615057701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158971906759128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,acactuscalledevan,2020/04/19,"Dissociated and terrified rant/ plea for advice I couldn't sleep last night. I had a huge anxiety attack and I'm not sure if I need to be diagnosed with something or if this is somehow linked to anxiety. I was up till 4 thinking about this lady, but she's not a woman shes a chair and I really can't explain it, I just was walking in the dark and bumped into this chair and saw this woman bent over and now when I try to sleep all I can think about it her. This will sound so weird but shes, not a person shes an object shes a chair, shes eternal she's not human but she's sentient and she watches me sleep. When I was trying to sleep last night I turned off the light but then I started hearing paper rustling occasionally. It was disturbingly close to me and then I heard it right in front of my bed and for some reason, I just assumed it's her and I don't know why and I know she's not real but last night she seemed so real. I slept with the lights on and hugging a pillow for safety. I've been dissociating all day and I'm not sure what to do and I'm starting to convince myself of things that aren't true. I don't know why or what's happening, I have no help and my mum doesn't know about this I just don't know what to do. If anyone has experienced anything similar and could give me some advice I would really appreciate it.",0.678030303030301,2.7441774790209834,2.816111888111891,91.85237296037295,83.65034965034965,5.771375291375293,19.323543123543125,7.0316486544052195,0.21477752913752912,1053,28,238,14,30,356,137,286,0.09,0.8370000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.20199999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,12,8,1,1,10,0,28,7,5,1,5,65,50,33,0,7,19,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,4,17,20,0,0,12,0,0,2,14,3,0,0,9,8,39,5,26,36,4,29,0,0,2,1,23,11,0,10,16,163,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217579495572515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393152683901014,0.0,0.0,0.07948849857153213,0.0,0.09354989462523487,0.0,0.0,0.12932871197801216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907651425581966,0.0,0.0,0.07331493278336419,0.0,0.0,0.1153839674191712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905331133366636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052785952924916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812691052512884,0.0,0.07619807401801007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31238091652939354,0.27799591368161736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429312726380545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32004615587624835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926198939092301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587880579530295,0.14565410266295933,0.1168831488182252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708307518360924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349104324040556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550529696077069,0.0,0.0,0.087517298024182,0.0,0.0,0.16092819659758326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428626428496134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552470020113024,0.145684572689423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436406806725067,0.12365243948289385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515909960648368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075582248624069,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,pla-n-t,2020/04/19,"Why do I give myself panic attacks? It's been probably close to 10 years since I had a full blown panic attack. Throughout the years, I've had some mini panic attacks sneak up on me but I usually contained them within a few seconds. Two days ago, just after I finished reading in bed, I shut my eyes feeling relaxed and ready to sleep. Then suddenly a thought about panic snuck it's way into my mind. I kept thinking and thinking and thinking about it until a few seconds later, my heart was racing, I was sweating and I felt like I was going to puke. I sat up thinking to myself, what the hell??? Really? A panic attack??? After all this time?? Why now??? I felt extremely panicked for a few minutes and then listened to Weightless while trying to read again. Before I knew it I was asleep. The next day I was fine. It wasnt until it was about the time I had the previous panic attack that I started feeling panicked again. This time I wrote in my journal, brainstorming why and how I was feeling panicked. Tonight before my worked ended the thought of panic again which made me feel well...panicked. I've been feeling okay except now I have this anticipating worry that I will forget about my panic attack and it will creep up on me and I will feel unprepared again and panicked. So I'm here just worrying about panic. 

TLDR - I've had anxiety long enough to know that I am causing the anxiety itself. My panic about panic attacks in itself causes a panic attack. I realize Its just a vicious circle. My question is why am I causing it? Why do I keep doing it??? Why cant I just stop? Why the hell do I keep making myself panicked if I know it's not some scary separate entity with it's own mind ?? :((",2.049484605087017,4.5457615120481965,3.716305220883534,84.84432396251675,81.4698795180723,5.496117804551541,24.282463186077642,6.816661863887847,1.1405097724230258,1330,50,239,15,36,442,154,332,0.325,0.605,0.07,-0.9988,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,1,19,27,11,12,16,1,26,5,5,6,1,57,55,18,0,1,8,0,9,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,22,12,0,5,19,3,0,1,3,23,0,3,23,11,43,4,31,29,9,46,2,0,1,0,5,13,2,4,32,178,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433749145091969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652649357045803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552169707483396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512240859628363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414523601124186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451429288558773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044300654607312605,0.05168144287328776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174209003346928,0.0,0.09604927801677328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479813388652506,0.02842609507262425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059270972421741674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891569547499198,0.0,0.0,0.05497661438330754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0244360215847655,0.0,0.0,0.04426390913257223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047327763158915966,0.03338706631704593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100682316720777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053194173388257264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7042170423941206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392731930774213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603104146217766,0.0,0.10006206092594283,0.0,0.0320424880799926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413749887458142,0.0,0.05005361705519683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03540264041271049,0.0,0.0,0.041816865470615514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819676475963146,0.0,0.07941660807251902,0.08749681072593797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033958595882942436,0.0,0.04885982480677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508720434437984,0.0,0.0,0.03970155942290788,0.0,0.0,0.04497173488127816,0.0,0.31593106671345184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641333207894022,0.10159038819649306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441925380781525
anxiety,P4UL3,2020/04/19,I just realized that... ... there is not a day that goes by without me thinking about death worrying about death or thinking I'm gonna die. It's just so exhausting.,5.262812499999999,5.68564965625,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,68.0625,10.15,34.75,10.125756701596842,3.3892625000000014,127,6,26,3,2,41,26,32,0.43,0.57,0.0,-0.9541,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,5,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856892465113489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597494069506357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676949322582364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270225821538197,0.0,0.0,0.4498736661056272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,bassemt,2020/04/19,"A letter for the fearful TLDR: I've writtten a letter to myself and my fear, that I wanted to share.

I've been given so much on Reddit, so now I want to give something back. I have a lot of fear and anxiety, especially about my thesis. Worried that I might not be good enough. So I wrote myself a letter to read in the morning, to get me over my fear of failure and anxieties about the future (I used to have panic attacks, and they will come back, if I don't keep myself in check. It is a mix of different advice from stoics, buddhism, psychology, and Big Bang Theory...

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So, here is my letter to myself, to you that are afraid...

Consult your fears, anxieties and nearing death: you suffer more in the imagination than in reality by not confronting the dragon of chaos. For the dragon becomes bigger and bigger, more incomprehensible to defeat as you give in to fear. It is only in your head that your thoughts create and magnify the abyss of fear, and they torment you more than they should, before they should, and torment you when they should not at all. It is a fantasy of narratives that are real in your head, but they are not reality as it is. You are more afraid than defeated, you cannot defeat what you do not confront, and you and create your own hell out of nowhere by being your own devil.

You are scared right now and only experience dead time with no meaning in life, so how does it differ from actually being dead? In fact, this existence with suffering is worse than death. You make the easy choice and have a hard life without complete respect for yourself, but you could make the hard choice and have an easy life. Age is no shame, but the deliberate wasted life you have right now is, which only makes your suffering unnecessarily worse. It is the bad life that destroys your soul and it would not be a loss to lose such a life should death come.

You could die right now: then, free yourself and justify death if it came, by taking full responsibility for yourself and bearing your suffering so you can experience alive time. Remember, purpose comes before feelings. Your salvation and meaning in life arises by sacrificing the present to your highest good. Will you replace your temporary fear of failing to existually exist all the time, or will you face the fear and find meaning in life? Remember, you are made of star dust and you turn into star dust; you came from nothing, and you become nothing; nothing is gained, nothing is lost. You only live once, so you might as well make it the most interesting game you can, and if you do, one life is enough.

Remind yourself of how wonderful it is to live, breathe, laugh, feel love, see the blue sky, understand the cosmological scale, infinite space and your insignificant spot on the blue dot in the universe. Have compassion for yourself, don't take it all seriously, and just start again 'bird by bird'. Take courage and just start badly, for action dissolves fear. And don't give a fuck for what others think. So buck up, sissy pants.

... and listen to Monty Python's [""Always look on the bright side of life""](https://youtu.be/SJUhlRoBL8M)

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Kind Regards

Emil from Denmark",8.808565870910696,7.890197594871798,8.171942234011201,72.40307692307695,61.08547008547009,10.872384320660183,35.38608900677865,9.921728534948242,3.3174002357795462,2503,89,449,41,29,788,260,585,0.243,0.654,0.102,-0.9987,1,0,1,0,0,0,104.0,0,38,6,8,25,48,6,15,31,0,50,15,4,8,4,94,91,50,7,12,16,0,4,0,0,10,9,1,0,0,22,37,0,1,13,3,3,6,13,36,1,2,8,10,60,13,75,67,15,55,3,11,5,2,57,31,2,9,18,322,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.050919218649326185,0.0,0.0,0.05098875652027142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043417143409867034,0.1130719416896727,0.12680649605252212,0.0,0.0,0.11975047428043165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059361193755973964,0.0,0.08024492586147354,0.08713464208323582,0.0,0.11525530608040326,0.0888010441500458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193578481321619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348428748263159,0.054708733406571605,0.0,0.0,0.08332143931970397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415360819881256,0.1090319875244865,0.0,0.0,0.04566223179785838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782979866312817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208223205032202,0.0,0.5871592954979544,0.0527665834754533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476906996231415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482386840714936,0.027261396142107527,0.15016467677128614,0.0,0.08753061061122559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348434630229034,0.0,0.10710150270060602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637913053514978,0.0,0.05433644332887168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685560089811613,0.0,0.0,0.09215010114064603,0.0,0.04381725414694256,0.05837500177472416,0.056959588817681324,0.04436075606881247,0.04709362314226686,0.04937307173403098,0.13931966441983146,0.0,0.0,0.1705148225692468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070743680207096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835760010038759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002687945622179,0.0,0.0,0.05556897741738966,0.035357869662435426,0.15873805266609806,0.0,0.06122086387522758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219316297880909,0.0593911739123087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821736711341756,0.13368185180827769,0.0,0.0,0.05224032433900782,0.0,0.04157994129988919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040169976222264064,0.0,0.0,0.07386518981688107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769643879450815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03343422359353352,0.0,0.041424331359924314,0.09127805803889627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675581474739225,0.0,0.054320223527756416,0.0,0.04506593951607035,0.0,0.0,0.06155310246255169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691522573846543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029873504216649,0.05658594587866282,0.0,0.052990350579970175,0.10634980435670097,0.03706649476524428,0.0,0.12680649605252212,0.0
anxiety,holdmeuptothelight,2020/04/19,"Face masks and claustrophobia In the midst of this pandemic, are any of you feeling extremely claustrophobic and anxious when you need to wear a face mask? I feel it's so hard to breathe, I get very tense",3.2511538461538443,5.890130461538463,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,77.71794871794873,8.002564102564103,27.698717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.3008410256410263,164,7,33,4,4,51,33,39,0.174,0.7879999999999999,0.038,-0.6512,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,5,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302091931137952,0.0,0.0,0.5018539497516384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492325141488716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209206890994574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979432166806672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293912409395382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366536634909476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Acrodit,2020/04/19,"Midnight thought I don't even know if I have friends at all!

Maybe social media is affecting me, I'm seeinf posts of people I know but barely talk to outside of school and others with whom I have become distant since a few years ago and also stories from people that inspire me.

They have videocalls with friends, they're watching a movie at the same time and talking about it, they tag each other to answer question-games on instagram, they even have opportunities to see each other while in quarantine.

And I feel I am totally alone.

Maybe I just want attention...

Attention from those particular people I see that put the effort to stay connected while I'm just waiting for the invitation to join them.

I've gotten a message about something school related, but nothing more than that, not even a ""hey how are you managing during these times?"".

I've been in therapy for a few months and I though I was getting better, but now I'm slowly returning to my old habits just by not being able to get out and do stuff!

But I know it is in me, that I have to put the effort to take care of me.
I realize I need to have initiative to send those invites! To try to be part of it, to try to be connected with them.

I did it the first two weeks I guess, but I don't know, conversations started to get boring with some friends, with others I couldn't find something else to talk about, with some I'm scared of how social they seem I might bore them, and there others I didn't even got an answer from.

I feel lonely and worthless.",5.2733368421052615,5.805539926666667,5.711228070175438,82.23868421052634,68.06666666666666,8.715789473684211,29.12280701754386,8.6894789155246,2.0611333333333333,1198,40,238,18,19,385,154,300,0.065,0.828,0.107,0.9292,0,4,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,7,5,16,12,0,1,11,0,22,0,0,3,2,57,48,20,0,4,11,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,18,17,0,1,15,0,0,3,6,5,0,2,7,5,34,7,45,36,11,25,0,2,3,0,21,7,0,6,13,174,52,3,0.10854726419840098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622060034473276,0.0,0.0,0.11242222956748124,0.0,0.08680520796241488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198819251817054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600123418362516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110671170146201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906773107570432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28677777707765445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976951651814784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921023297784178,0.09233024747576424,0.0,0.0,0.25159004116966105,0.0,0.17013439626165622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868151631607575,0.0,0.11957704924131216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23861895058896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181006332624656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515149373258092,0.0,0.0,0.08664139068185649,0.0,0.0,0.08048642100572381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415402753427028,0.0,0.11390209416100265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754610927319165,0.0,0.2257590168600033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395827386686284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182399629498766,0.1215977781106404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867474768594268,0.21971125286128215,0.17299623180890789,0.09881735257609192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979141864139506,0.0,0.0,0.2213005323419166,0.0,0.16712997423889175,0.0,0.0,0.07683031228933095,0.115696940962431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426064780174055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161403380348982,0.2617385377961555,0.0,0.0,0.1241332565987496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066471359503662,0.08617440292646081,0.12658956533612625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739293432231892,0.0,0.10603490458746637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402398878685665,0.0,0.08707006786991388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990087928191888
anxiety,7medium,2020/04/19,"Reddit is such a bad place for me Normally I surround myself with positive and supportive people and have stopped using social media for fear of obsessing over something negative.

I love reddit and think it’s the best place to find information and talk with like-minded people. Usually my experiences are great and find lots of help for various subjects and have met a lot of great individuals. However, there will always be that one experience every so often that upsets me.

It’s tough trying to not let things offend me. It happens, and when it does I spend forever dwelling on it. I’m not sure how to work around it, especially now when I’m stuck at home with nothing to do other than go online and try to take up some hobbies.",6.271231884057973,7.28026134057971,7.063913043478262,71.72818840579711,66.02898550724638,10.191304347826087,31.27536231884058,10.25414643259724,3.326197101449276,587,22,101,14,9,195,98,138,0.142,0.6829999999999999,0.174,0.7999,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,13,1,4,3,0,8,1,0,2,1,27,19,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,7,0,1,2,0,8,6,20,14,5,14,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,4,5,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247380161063624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310302316998327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228974320946545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446673640025288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880688776587848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401385284386003,0.0,0.0,0.2879599636041638,0.0,0.16562957721975485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690578340992224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365142150184021,0.0,0.0,0.3245548049869122,0.0,0.0,0.13015955699955514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986582983547743,0.0,0.14764348731454388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051166197470595,0.0,0.07190955831931564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502712067802622,0.13284464625881573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861985646876802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442148667260239,0.14123269455148074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973969667999197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040859102316219,0.0,0.30756426979147083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004158374020654,0.0,0.11331398871883105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305736086617795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167029372888766,0.138724754317011,0.0,0.11066849914651512,0.1183056793739206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977864401643124,0.09431335518194144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998645829163074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712482909305792,0.1621088981162092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715601218668212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,joobiiee,2020/04/19,"how do u know if you have an anxiety disorder or just anxious tendencies? (if that makes sense)/ when did you know it was time to see a therapist ? I've (16F) been suspecting that i have anxiety for a few months now but whenever i think i do, i look at other people and realize my anxiety is not as bad/normal.
However there are other times when i feel anxious for no reason, i get these awful intrusive thoughts, and many more symptoms (?) of anxiety. sometimes i get that feeling that i have to take a very difficult exam and i didnt study for the absolutely dumbest things and thoughts. 
(lately, though, i have been pretty anxious with the intrusive thoughts)
I truly dont know if what i have is normal anxiety or if i have a disorder. 
i dont want to seem like the people that use mental illness as a personality trait so i want to know if i actually have anxiety or im just like everyone else",4.7700946969696965,5.734693698863637,6.4220454545454535,75.14265151515154,69.39772727272728,10.63939393939394,33.416666666666664,10.686352973137794,3.8282893939393934,705,33,134,21,12,243,97,176,0.247,0.6659999999999999,0.087,-0.9715,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,0,9,1,19,2,0,4,0,37,39,20,0,8,12,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,14,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,4,19,2,12,31,2,8,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,9,9,96,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.10674439393250074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020772957349119,0.3707231784234956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091332259276758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507303432185501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563978024835188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137748498957138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452245940475878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061711319190687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142987377313807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815502760727968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24046147149303665,0.0,0.12339152177807225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068803849349518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185620600177123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301561932731608,0.11089965032717074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023477878337654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731040114014392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717448993759092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166815897057614,0.09551113227983314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112843000870536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246643308845257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716602005173073,0.0995803809833394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818498044812994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369333755680115,0.08224422500573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700490712826298,0.0726708146347561,0.07008976234836,0.10747062283966584,0.2605194224715024,0.12756703975630154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447388487579084,0.0,0.09025442984593457,0.12903671327480482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,top293,2020/04/19,"Constant fear that I’m somehow high I’m 20 and have been suffering from anxiety/panic disorder for the past two years. Over the past 3 months I’ve started to have almost daily panic attacks because I think that I’m somehow high and have lost control because I was either drugged or am second hand high. Even though any ounce of evidence would suggest that I am not in fact high, the initial wave of anxiety I experience before I start thinking hard about things is enough to disorient me. I then convince myself that I’m disoriented because I actually am high and spiral into another panic attack. Does anyone else experience this?",7.61893772893773,8.260157145299146,7.973015873015871,67.67,63.017094017094024,10.446398046398047,38.08180708180709,10.290406445055957,4.274329426129427,514,25,80,11,7,169,78,117,0.23199999999999998,0.727,0.042,-0.966,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,2,3,3,0,10,2,1,1,1,15,19,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,3,2,9,1,10,15,2,16,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,4,8,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.11294697690575133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589836142799982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870816721557446,0.12136502093110348,0.08854190625712899,0.0,0.0,0.08092912558118248,0.11859081170738225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633452577671297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166477394276526,0.0,0.09848746454551646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507540904828562,0.12981389811077046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326497497516554,0.0,0.10128613865535076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422335744962455,0.0,0.09668714493193027,0.0,0.0,0.11959187613650975,0.0,0.07644614806083193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264347295915909,0.0,0.13024132959566193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368162142835403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6114360781926027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634548473844026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923837355565816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715953497199618,0.0,0.0,0.22097665534066632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638448136025474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689348845302532,0.1483249185769086,0.11371540470400868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130625963882088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221941811517955,0.0,0.0,0.07453371068876011
anxiety,EggoDeath666,2020/04/19,"My strangest and most uncomfortable anxiety symptom: neck and back involuntarily popping When I am feeling anxious my muscles tense up a lot. This causes my neck and back joints to pop every couple minutes with slight movements. I know this is caused by anxiety because when I’m relaxed this doesn’t happen. 

It’s horrible and makes me want to die. I’d pick any anxiety symptom over this because it’s so unusual and scary. 

It didn’t happen this much before the virus but now it happens all the time. I’ve never had anxiety manifest itself so physically before all this. I get aches, shortness of breath, and hot flashes along with the joint popping. I know it’s all psychosomatic unfortunately.

Wish something could be done. I’ve been taking magnesium and L-Theanine but they don’t help much.",4.896480505795573,7.4199473835616425,5.600958904109593,74.90974183350897,71.73972602739727,8.05395152792413,32.463645943098,8.841846274778883,3.1055243414120124,642,31,106,13,13,208,96,146,0.165,0.757,0.078,-0.8407,0,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,10,5,3,4,4,28,22,13,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,2,9,1,9,16,7,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876819071960033,0.0,0.4444328558650844,0.16407987606865074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336121286947835,0.0,0.17707393019872342,0.0,0.2471771107330935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984030072992477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159623337219317,0.16070531413263034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073620517048333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863096164217934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223709768217652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343771557844016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588191329789634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853057969123257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735132055325556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964022782300208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347786695500194,0.0,0.0,0.09694883784646452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353624516957506,0.0,0.11201805336183514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118128593629963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019199740703709,0.10920241596725977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469062075914176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566632390968199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670188494828007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ErikaNYC007,2020/04/19,Is anyone waking up with their heart pounding in the middle of the night thinking they are having a heart attack and dying from coronavirus? Even waking up in the morning with their hearts pounding as if they just ran a marathon? Kindly please advise.,7.4220000000000015,8.8820352,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,63.66666666666666,6.888888888888888,28.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.5396666666666672,204,6,31,1,3,60,34,45,0.063,0.8170000000000001,0.12,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,5,0,3,5,5,0,0,6,5,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,9,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582811520151752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575252758371983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349333294459781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495133463422049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8047383732793053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357265188062656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243020546146127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484831184990032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504690873843448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Oh_No_Izzy,2020/04/19,"Too self-aware of existence I keep having the recurring realization that i am alive, and one day I will die and cease to exist and I can't fathom that. Sometimes I am amazed that I am real, and this is real life, and what even is real anyway?  FOr a long time, I have struggled with time, how I am typing this in the present, but as I look at the words I just typed, they will be in the future forever. How the past happened, and I know that it happened, but the only proof I have is in my memories, which are fuzzy and unreliable at best. I wish I believed in a god. I wish I grew up truly believing that there was somewhere else to go beyond death. I am terrified, and there is no way to rationalise what I can't even conceptualise. I've tried to move past it, telling myself that I will die, but I'm not dead yet, but I can't, because I just get anxious at the vry thought. I wish I could live blissfully ignorant of my life and death. I can't deal with suddenly being hit with the idea that i will die, but more than that the questions of what is life? what is death? I'm going to have a future and then ill die and thats stone-hard fact and I am terrified. I feel hot. My anxiety has never manifested like this before. It's usually intense butterflies and a pounding heart and fidgeting, but whenever i think of this i suddenly feel hot. Help me",3.019028708956508,4.244360873646212,4.549231562661166,85.94052948255117,73.8375451263538,8.30868145091972,25.82585525184804,8.841846274778883,1.7564764999140454,1050,35,227,21,21,352,140,277,0.209,0.672,0.11900000000000001,-0.9857,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,1,12,5,0,1,13,0,30,5,1,2,3,48,48,24,8,4,9,0,4,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,21,17,0,2,7,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,2,5,35,3,24,38,2,30,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,1,17,161,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131124305079784,0.1200769790684685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479314562971562,0.0,0.09044460985356914,0.23950393304150305,0.11154436390473073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486358627692528,0.0,0.0,0.06854799043210606,0.10957989693338424,0.0,0.0,0.4412472409607016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879131107271487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040653941242887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748641756237053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553192221412046,0.0,0.1208136433590631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798306133712228,0.0,0.09521459245952164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595367224042875,0.07124366961046523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998800599666035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447506854787842,0.0,0.0,0.05841397724717879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522643575113274,0.05192772326472917,0.0,0.09385565254784642,0.0940629396679012,0.08925648327915209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296900976123475,0.0,0.0,0.08197708196215284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202457487929596,0.08083802042936418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029308752262222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906866284225576,0.0,0.0,0.3629424589310843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088322003383473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512311926139978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111695417096933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290178385342908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810607549984705,0.0,0.08438205933621087,0.12395662575873972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216365247310075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706296349017545,0.0,0.0,0.08436772670786398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666833381504065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,marykco,2020/04/19,"Anxiety at bedtime Hello whoever is reading, I hope this post finds you well. 

Recently, I have had a lot of anxiety about going to sleep at night. Not fearful of any bad dreams or sleep paralysis or anything related to me actually sleeping. But I have so much anxiety about going to bed and I can’t seem to pinpoint why I can’t wind down at night. I can only take one guess and that is that I am nervous about waking up on time the next morning, but I’m not sure. 

If anyone else has had anxiety at bedtime especially during this quarantine, what have you done to really calm yourself down and get meaningful sleep? 
Thanks for reading!",4.019512195121956,5.886774081300818,5.420008130081303,78.11147560975611,72.41463414634146,9.147642276422765,30.99918699186993,9.642632912329526,3.2061128455284558,504,23,92,13,10,169,82,123,0.096,0.7659999999999999,0.138,0.8075,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,13,5,5,0,1,17,22,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,3,1,1,3,0,10,5,19,19,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,7,5,64,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.1307807651563482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113581093096504,0.0,0.4100890016160972,0.0,0.0,0.09370744801583347,0.1373157345197977,0.11028415487797943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118981738678046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714540197627706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119535833662202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080581354305794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248864678206425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700180863192079,0.0,0.15232932288272055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476342763052668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310861664847112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139360299604712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985175425655572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252806079831354,0.25153080050067106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081304410025402,0.1019255820188028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283507548117066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681055197373483,0.0,0.08585439716979583,0.0,0.13232511906837394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200358201290595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364531128436301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263089587289152,0.0,0.10076372425461252,0.0,0.0,0.12338438116494535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814609486006834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049692203280706,0.0,0.12092904009282016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,InherentCruelty,2020/04/19,"Hi Hi, I’m a 18-yr old male and I’m pretty sure I have some form/level of anxiety, feel free to tell me if you think I do or not.

I’m really prone to mood swings and paranoia, as well as some of the teen “symptoms” of anxiety I found on Google ( don’t know of they’re reliable though). I skimmed over the subreddit and saw stuff I related to (i.e. imagining an audience watching you, etc) 

I like to excercise and play basketball and I do hurdles in Track & Field (hate the coronavirus) and I’m very social, love talking about a lot of subjects. I also enjoy reading, watching anime, playing League of Legends with friends (open to queueing with anyone from time to time :) ) and I play viola in a chamber group.

I hope you guys liked what you read here and maybe also tell (if i do have mild/normal anxiety) how to solve some problems",2.624545454545455,4.6724926666666695,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,76.87878787878788,7.551515151515153,26.75757575757576,8.447377352677275,1.9561393939393945,650,26,130,13,15,213,105,165,0.046,0.7170000000000001,0.237,0.9851,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,0,0,7,15,1,0,7,0,6,2,0,1,1,28,18,17,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,11,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,4,16,13,23,16,5,8,0,0,3,1,15,5,0,8,5,77,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553210171185645,0.0,0.17296507462616667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366362324921948,0.0,0.0,0.11162090304719438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803585956934947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071654127642187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503216410910008,0.12333404626320064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806431328913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760707703818833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855414172793067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773153506313379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597975310158568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571645395413098,0.14407733553518207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037538768090578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751067830926414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624067658647156,0.0,0.1527496823182446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193575415687734,0.0,0.1022666345693873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272836138726435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274453647002992,0.0,0.0,0.15045463658225008,0.1659224817743503,0.0,0.12830902518770407,0.2790570507834554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022880281793489,0.15684113812283654,0.0,0.1861695705643096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317160645731315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353154990878303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,motherearth89,2020/04/19,Coming out of my skin. I have felt like I am coming out of my skin for weeks. I am constantly worrying about my health and my loved ones. The intense panic attacks are frequent. I just want to feel peace.,0.9356097560975628,3.3933401219512227,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,86.8048780487805,5.231219512195122,20.39512195121951,6.742157984588678,0.3896985365853656,159,5,33,2,5,51,30,41,0.172,0.579,0.25,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,9,10,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,4,8,2,7,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198701889381969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844041830310236,0.0,0.3038436694324336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421674326101114,0.0,0.2699662155046292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988693686628404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736491112565244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537658894500442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190527308056994,0.0,0.0,0.3298910964498237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584068874496946,0.0,0.2255367136322825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855406432962872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lysstrynaluvlife,2020/04/19,"The struggle.. since all the stores and malls are closed, my social anxiety hasn’t been as bad. I fear I’ll get used to this.. when I’m trying to get better. Damn you virus. But thanks???",-0.02947368421052232,2.2782076315789475,1.0371578947368434,101.16310526315792,91.10526315789473,4.092631578947368,12.86315789473684,5.6839178017228535,-1.2521747368421052,142,2,33,1,5,44,33,38,0.256,0.616,0.128,-0.7041,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509403098879288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738894465896157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29011386369210146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691223849872761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427618923591653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27134792182591944,0.0,0.0,0.3343829536192735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429257980479518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30200385499581617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227092912960579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833106314319121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Retordus37,2020/04/19,"Does anybody else think and then shit spirals out??? 
For example if I’m feeling anxious, I wanna try and talk to someone about it but then I get worried and it starts “are you actually feeling anxious? Maybe you just want attention. You’re boring and this is how you try and be interesting. But I don’t want this. But I’m doing this to myself because I can control my thoughts right??? I’m the one thinking this. Can’t I just stop??? Not really but maybe I can and I don’t because I’m putting up an act.” It’s like I have everybody else’s thoughts about me in my head and I’m scared to do everything because i’m scared that people will think I’m lying or being dramatic and I don’t wanna be one of thoes “you think you’re anxious but you don’t even know what it is” and ugh I don’t know please leave me alone but the thoughts don’t go away. I want it to stop and it keeps me up sometimes and I can’t get away. Makes me cry and I’m scared I’ll never be able to stop it. I keep spiraling in my head it never stops",-0.6422201228153064,1.5185157305936094,1.579829948039681,97.18643835616442,92.60730593607306,4.6645252716107715,19.8804912612187,6.311591054244273,0.019566084081247048,791,27,185,9,29,264,99,219,0.225,0.693,0.08199999999999999,-0.9882,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,0,1,6,8,1,3,3,0,21,3,3,3,2,52,50,23,0,6,11,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,7,12,0,0,3,11,6,0,2,3,2,26,2,18,42,0,20,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,2,10,113,40,0,0.10210736242893753,0.0,0.099642056566536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575243350707243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460567675184754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186645634164007,0.0,0.0,0.18673110123121955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452208932930966,0.0,0.0,0.11216014303582246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935484095093615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059519835760534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674409498868431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176751343039227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325710085407087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669376508630184,0.0,0.05802996713345576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958322365372767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151543055350106,0.0,0.0,0.11223107210544786,0.0,0.0,0.10811695367298912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049884499640683436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815745729797917,0.0,0.2051611394443548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750298524884185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838118268231592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078838859230796,0.0,0.0,0.11208322168151026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264610148382357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541259098042057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719912960916283,0.0,0.0,0.3066818476942882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048117402110788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651523683512359,0.0,0.10098679232071604,0.0,0.07227211667091221,0.0,0.0,0.3414653082225038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207003016223388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617050997194879,0.0,0.2431855207965448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386483931718963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806767036133769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036949829559066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shesawomannn,2020/04/19,"I’m tried of crying everyday. I don’t know I am so anxious and sad, especially when I wake up. I feel like I am of no worth. I am in constant of fear of the future. Everyday I am scared of my life. I can’t always help but notice how fucking stupid and insecure and worrisome I am and it only makes it all worse. I always try to read thing that will post my self esteem and I try to help myself but it never works. I don’t know if it’s the quarantine making me lose my mind more or if I’m just constantly this paranoid about everything. I’m tired of feeling like shit about myself all the time.",1.0698556430446224,2.885837763779527,3.4036417322834644,89.51023950131236,80.81102362204723,6.753018372703411,20.81955380577428,7.793537801064563,0.789021522309711,464,13,103,8,12,160,76,127,0.301,0.606,0.094,-0.985,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,3,3,3,0,9,5,2,3,3,22,19,13,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,0,2,18,2,12,18,3,11,0,2,0,1,3,2,2,3,10,68,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263855030601954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911801895494495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426756017953069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416133286750896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249582802216648,0.0,0.0,0.17841447146730766,0.16033676336375682,0.22653838818612745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657826911511349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254740188676374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427147093412204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198958451761963,0.1549204683891208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737852689035455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166866030270906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009177579582556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228465967981525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805118871082533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205855292819348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184847018926326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859436542129496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873767012954115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540375067631238,0.0,0.16275079436635914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533454429722733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245263086434234,0.1822315784249889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229380995044327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542735059611695,0.0,0.1615774822985705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,scriptica,2020/04/19,"Does anyone else fear the ocean or just got afraid when you start to think about not breathing? I kinda get panic attacks thinking about the ocean it just scares me so much. I live near the Great Lakes and found out that wear I live would be under water 2,00 years ago . It wouldn’t make sense to be scared but ya know. So now that I’m talking about it I’m going to calm down now.",2.0393128390596718,3.8316578860759516,2.1050994575045223,100.07113924050631,77.73417721518987,4.514285714285714,16.349005424954793,3.1291,-1.1873956600361666,299,4,69,0,7,89,58,79,0.11800000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.068,-0.2684,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,10,8,1,5,3,0,4,3,2,1,0,15,15,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,6,2,10,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284485851436968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422795109370393,0.21134677618550726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346605544372019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805072295980762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231112668632087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210976246689904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261631084840697,0.0,0.0,0.1077669421497332,0.0,0.11722732075231534,0.0,0.16497201397787342,0.2274120961893573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335994605877073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364278284463106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768603538853375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163131225829807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201201072779294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130221344188227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599812856942498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579105977872802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643374551357092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465274476859811,0.0,0.0,0.13283035375524074
anxiety,emilliies,2020/04/19,"Birthday worries? 
Tomorrow is my bday and I’m not feeling too great.
Over the last few years my birthday has kinda become a point of anxiety for me because I feel like it plays on a lot of things that I worry about. I have amazing  friends but I’m someone who worries about being liked and cared for by others. I’ve gotten a lot better about dealing with it, but I find that my birthday can bring up those feelings all over again because it can feel personal if a friend doesn’t wish you a happy birthday if you thought they would. This sounds quite childish I know, but I guess it just comes from wanting to feel remembered and validated. I’m so sorry that this is like the silliest thing to put on this page, I rarely post because I feel anxious to and I don’t really know what I’m doing I just wanted to get it off my chest. Thank youu",3.5328733031674204,4.93723291176471,4.29470588235294,87.56309954751131,72.82352941176471,6.877828054298643,27.78280542986425,7.321109707123232,1.4188144796380096,665,25,135,7,13,213,105,170,0.106,0.6659999999999999,0.228,0.9777,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,2,8,12,0,0,7,0,11,1,1,0,1,34,34,10,0,6,8,0,6,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,17,6,0,0,11,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,7,18,12,20,30,5,15,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,6,7,92,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021179782532284,0.1479885130075725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956235447988455,0.14467510254920682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585556687811616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355944080705978,0.0,0.0,0.11284169846906572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505141558772746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974139396319122,0.09358377064015562,0.0,0.0,0.1197282293243514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024148063544474,0.0,0.06844015111534307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442386429626533,0.14430717420742953,0.0,0.0,0.1394479789565594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398426240785034,0.10677945436123168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199450076356786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273671041014306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438090141978224,0.0,0.0,0.12383382903086647,0.0,0.12545822825025935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168744567728566,0.0,0.13933067145890796,0.0,0.0,0.08391957314328355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483932522664043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099272535721492,0.0,0.0,0.14663961382352098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206037773398186,0.0,0.0,0.17405621913223596,0.0,0.0,0.10399641615369186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453000323957572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506392604103001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39909925182589656,0.0,0.0930560008675063,0.0,0.0,0.0843573112715963
anxiety,iraqAndIran,2020/04/19,"What can cause sudden bouts of nausea? So a few days ago i had a sibling who caught the flu somehow. This was weird as because of the Coronavirus we don’t really go out much besides for walks and drives. Anyway they got better, but i was still worried cuz i’m sort of a Germophobe and i was trying my best not to touch contaminated things but i knew i couldn’t avoid it. Anyway, just maybe about 30 minutes ago i had an extreme bout of sudden nausea. I started to freak out and my heart rate went up and i started breathing heavily, but after a minute or two it went away. Is there something up? Could i have gotten their stomach bug? Or was it just me. It was very sudden on onset, nothing like i’ve really ever felt before, and i have anxiety myself",2.3973604541154216,4.4691961390728485,3.8548391674550615,86.63584437086094,77.67549668874172,6.168590350047302,22.70624408703879,7.1686216300943375,0.8594310312204351,591,18,116,7,14,195,102,151,0.11900000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.7967,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,2,10,6,0,1,7,0,14,4,3,2,1,26,25,13,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,2,0,0,6,3,3,0,1,14,2,17,3,16,9,3,23,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,12,87,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33269198345381834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435565595817749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630927568595353,0.0,0.0,0.11439354168121553,0.0,0.1596816938978881,0.0,0.19693371447902785,0.16596675192285434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192774717401809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982828970005493,0.0,0.0,0.12102279221742895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697458712741678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017948110619086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664940259449436,0.0,0.15008588972808434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237362479171985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167939166963536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188525980955895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794897608497395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006128563391802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043486821821405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446699154056522,0.0,0.0,0.2656481968864895,0.0,0.1498625674685732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467051053205075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740631291814367,0.0,0.1833129423229153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483610446951454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34791854931086197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057408664148484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Draegoron,2020/04/19,"Has anybody found a way to get out of their ""essential"" job without being fired? I'm at the point where I'm considering quitting so that I don't have to show up to a grocery store 5 days a week. Ive never liked a job I had before this place, and they pay more than any other job I've had (16/hr). Before I do something drastic, have any of you found a way to weasel your way out without quitting? Would a doctor ever consider having a housemate with a bad immune system/ myself having anxiety attacks daily due to work a reason to get a medical leave?",7.918053097345132,5.420780805309737,8.678867256637169,73.09246017699118,63.955752212389385,10.809911504424779,36.759292035398225,8.841846274778883,3.1655784070796464,433,16,84,5,5,148,76,113,0.131,0.82,0.049,-0.7542,3,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,3,3,3,1,0,11,0,12,3,0,1,2,12,18,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,9,1,16,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,56,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993152089825971,0.0,0.1121087504237116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671940455261008,0.0,0.0,0.12236138396862944,0.0,0.0,0.2494029561670625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945112786751886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999799617744225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256097508585798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32136443952979743,0.0,0.0,0.15313046940292002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362785654138966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517307738617014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159590665610863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763160222042246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130267829802777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311137535404296,0.0,0.13853514390623853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117434835403732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067565952811507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281974119656896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489687303660655,0.11755189418039748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825339123216529,0.0,0.10668862423116528,0.0,0.0,0.1041034309639714,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wawaamn,2020/04/19,"Looking for some advice TL;DR: I’m terrified of medication and need some advice. 

I have diagnosed anxiety and depression and I’ve had a hell of a week and really need some just general discourse with other people on it who have gotten through it and are in a good place. 

Beginning two weeks ago my anxiety slipped into another level. I’ve been struggling for a long time and tried Hydroxyzine and lexapro. I got off the lexapro and would just use the Hydroxyzine for about a year as a spot treatment then eventually not at all leading to it constantly being present and building and basically using my wife as an emotional punching bag. The covid stuff has me out of half my income with no assistance available and it’s what started me spiraling since the middle of March when it all occurred. She sat me down last week and said she knows I’m struggling but she can’t live like this forever and I need to take the help I have planned seriously. It sent me spiraling instantly. I couldn’t get out of bed I was just too shook to interact with anyone for fear of treating them poorly without realizing it.

It kept getting worse and eventually I contacted my primary care physician and she prescribed me Xanax and Paxal. I took the Xanax immediately but was too anxious about taking the paxal to actually take it. Wednesday we got in a disagreement again and she said she felt it would be best for me to go to my parents house just to have some time for me to calm down and her to heal from things. It was hard but really I felt it was for the best just cause I felt so terrible for hurting her so badly. Thursday comes around and I take the Xanax right away and it doesn’t help my panicking and when I get to work I’m so wrapped up in my head my boss sends me home til Monday. 

At this point I basically lose it because I didn’t know where to go whether my house or my parents to avoid potentially lashing out at my wife or my parents. My dad called me and talked me through things and made the call to go to his house and we will figure out where to take me. My wife came to my parents house to work through things and was immensely supportive. We called many health centers for outpatient care but nothing was available for a few days which I was panicking more about and my wife getting frustrated. I inquired to my clinic about just doubling the dosage of Xanax for a relief attempt. They said no and to go to the ER. 

I go to the ER with my wife bringing me and immediately have to leave her at the door due to covid and I am immediately upset and scared. I get back to a room pretty quickly and they have my change into scrubs. I talk with a psychologist and psychiatrist and they switch me from the Xanax to seroquel and stay on the paxal I’ve been too scared to take. 

Day one with seroquel was nice I felt a general relief from my panic and was able to get through the day above water. The night though I made the mistake of standing up extremely fast and ended up passing out on the stairs. I slept restlessly and woke up anxiously panicking until I took the seroquel morning dosage and napped. Day 2 so far has gone well but I’m still too scared to take the paxal for the fears I have from lexapro. The seroquel is nice but I don’t know how long I can take it for or what it would do on a normal day. 

On Monday I have a needs assessment with a care facility for intensive outpatient, partial hospitalization, or adult day treatment. I’m hopeful about the programs and the potential treatments but I’m terrified about the medication process. 

How can I let them know my fears? 

How much of a say do I have in this when trying to go through care? 

If I refuse to take what they say can they refuse treatment or do they work with me to find the best way that I’m comfortable with? 

I literally have been overthinking out the ass about all of these things and I just want to feel heard and my concerns taken into account but don’t know what my place is in the process.",4.508137116157872,5.8678944058898885,5.028716220769597,83.41350675023027,70.37003841229193,8.553685109059462,29.57883505177797,8.99025400887824,2.3114134869825014,3165,124,633,60,57,1011,310,781,0.147,0.752,0.1,-0.9868,5,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,8,10,37,41,2,13,47,0,48,16,3,10,3,138,123,72,0,13,24,10,6,1,0,4,12,6,4,1,33,65,1,4,14,1,2,17,10,22,3,3,37,13,91,19,118,78,14,103,1,3,1,1,52,44,2,11,40,443,124,6,0.05379429467893013,0.0,0.05249547168633722,0.0,0.0,0.10513432433696117,0.04768539647086168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564080083818166,0.08230497637584416,0.121544482099958,0.0,0.03761422161915926,0.0,0.0,0.047888327317020266,0.0,0.0,0.05054151065074998,0.04136449208445343,0.0449159890677168,0.0327925027356844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936138026389472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478996828969714,0.06152634214907535,0.21938747450788185,0.05526155895571566,0.056907230901382014,0.046339021593521976,0.0,0.05813252177462206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081572186616838,0.0,0.04633294718141037,0.05460007673810693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051134099968054,0.04764577809294593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160061165386987,0.027200011727370285,0.0,0.2066038358548067,0.0,0.049167010770723336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863179215264326,0.0,0.18343522413626007,0.04512010212366256,0.08604842331416374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818912175602057,0.0,0.05520846599497292,0.05718081970907615,0.0,0.0,0.07211436357644334,0.0,0.05396006368165671,0.05342987256668567,0.0,0.24828557399690995,0.0575879050538609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781968756597966,0.04384952999219576,0.0,0.056960390782013974,0.0,0.055008310984179035,0.0,0.026281175125344308,0.0,0.04750134775866115,0.09521251596624188,0.04517365909098262,0.06018205569804965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180292463366844,0.0,0.05453897145601885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838418488437572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039544996239890016,0.15955115151757535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048230143071528,0.052706987175121546,0.051617076584584025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03645240628173195,0.0,0.0,0.06311601417744148,0.2389287924615401,0.0,0.0,0.03729419059699489,0.0,0.1124071768150059,0.0,0.050852996324252685,0.0,0.0,0.054728137086504855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892400530592545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045940033728773866,0.1535120790275742,0.0855587645471487,0.16157242039257494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449919645331366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03807587865146195,0.05733756056908047,0.04296019321951687,0.0,0.0,0.11247495358401917,0.06158159723513375,0.0,0.0610451281104166,0.0,0.0,0.3640195333438164,0.0864756327425161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295415624334235,0.0,0.05285262139349648,0.0,0.06273577165908498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953488147417572,0.07304558987350157,0.0,0.05254920928458032,0.0,0.0,0.09292199741620986,0.0,0.0,0.03172926876374855,0.04269940719782347,0.12945161510881062,0.0,0.048367531351432506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051855780416606406,0.0,0.11748866163965573,0.0,0.05482098205299716,0.11464177051858965,0.0,0.0,0.03464176205799998
anxiety,RedSpryte,2020/04/19,"DAE feel like there's just this one guy ridiculing everything you're doing Making a reddit thread? Attention seeker.

Making a reddit thread analyzing your ""You're an attention seeker"" voice? Still attention seeking.

Making money? You'll be 40, sitting at your desk hating your life.

Following your passion? Have fun down in the dumps.

Making money and following your passion? Oh boy, you're gonna burn out at 30 and then drink yourself to death.

Okay, let's take a break (although the guy's screaming at you for being unproductive). How about just live a quiet life? 

Oh, you mean ""waste your life like the rest of those normies?"" 

But I don't even think that a normal life or being a ""normie"" is bad...

Well, screw you, you're messing up your life if you do that.

Okay, what should I do then?

Go work on the coding project that you've still yet to finish.

Coding's not even my passion anymore... especially since YOU burnt me out by telling me to work on it 18 hours a day.

SEE? SEE? FUCKING LAZY UNINSPIRED PIECE OF SHIT WHO CAN'T DO ANYTHING IN LIFE. STOP LOOKING FOR EXCUSES

Okay, fine, I'll go up and work.

Nah, if you get up and work you'll just stress yourself out even more. Mental health is important, you dumbass.

...

LIKE I DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS GUY LITERALLY WINS EVERY ARGUMENT NO MATTER WHAT SIDE IT'S ON HELLO AND MY BRAIN EATS UP EVERY LITTLE BIT OF IT EVEN THOUGH LOGICALLY I KNOW ITS PROBABLY IRRATIONAL",1.34322222222222,4.032170488888891,2.3825000000000003,90.00375000000004,92.25925925925928,5.366666666666667,20.083333333333336,6.961326702584282,0.7053777777777781,1112,36,212,18,40,351,155,270,0.163,0.71,0.127,-0.9311,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,16,0,5,16,23,6,1,12,3,17,16,2,5,0,34,38,14,1,4,8,0,1,3,0,4,7,3,0,4,13,8,2,1,9,1,2,4,5,10,1,1,0,7,24,13,26,30,4,33,0,0,3,5,24,18,3,3,12,123,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204308139165358,0.0,0.0,0.08467289681189863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591209262864234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233346860561366,0.0,0.0,0.1148636000769661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635804094922565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007968311224664,0.0,0.1052861275940434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398021894273189,0.0,0.17338506478395227,0.0,0.09247438547134572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202623777245433,0.07350740903769652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512373483499527,0.05375780595528395,0.0,0.11695392735380497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056433569802436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158640515244093,0.0,0.10937138380770303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132974624232853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309557201431532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521596444181744,0.43606194586330826,0.1508062584364409,0.10312669980309648,0.09085718189295336,0.0,0.08640494542707593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27472985780315123,0.0,0.0,0.11208160061935593,0.0,0.0,0.1036928309967404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081415679255984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972355657785033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093700644759127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398620264198524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561909006670156,0.08511488151432063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434237231891458,0.08602389167276336,0.11786459287039687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736339309698058,0.0,0.08993378709340742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659302441752274,0.10109271551337673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251395594157534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996318828731193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,theunknowncompanion,2020/04/19,"Anyone else been on Duloxetine with weight loss medication? Has anyone experienced side effects with Duloxetine with weight loss medication such as Duromine? 

Thanks!",9.84875,14.554923041666672,8.180000000000003,50.66500000000002,68.58333333333334,11.533333333333333,37.16666666666667,10.504223727775694,6.096766666666667,139,7,16,5,3,42,17,24,0.18,0.72,0.099,-0.3296,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667216566561672,0.26869077492938465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906371601175986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283484028801629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414307807137132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6386632333493685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,shadesofpink44,2020/04/19,"Does anybody else self-reflect way too often? Whenever I do anything, even if it’s trivial and meaningless, I start overanalyzing that decision. Like, did I make that decision because I’m subconsciously feeling a certain way? Will that decision lead to a pattern and bad habits? What unintended consequences did that decision cause? Am I doing what I’m supposed to be doing at this specific moment? 

And then I start thinking about how I’m thinking way too much and whether my excessive thinking is causing problems. Meta meta reflecting. I don’t understand how people can truly be thinking about “nothing” like just a blank mind.",6.561202020202023,9.0929991,6.76939393939394,68.29853535353536,67.0909090909091,9.979797979797981,40.4040404040404,10.25414643259724,5.086646464646464,511,31,74,14,9,164,72,110,0.12300000000000001,0.794,0.083,-0.6451,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,6,1,28,24,9,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,11,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,7,3,5,19,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070741938794124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291303665969536,0.11163955814097727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762674702644286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026577622708313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298875581014842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096128276968846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260035182885357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894448630944648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224640191036525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849177250755255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462790389901572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572637468018731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269652088781629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523885563896013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910534450753506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25925281170156256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693911432527764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065368567711696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361005615401853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SpawnOfYoshikageKira,2020/04/19,"I think I'm dissociating? Or what is this? Is it an anxiety thing? So basically I grew up with parents who screamed at each other a lot when fighting. Sometimes things would get physical. As a kid I had witnessed a lot of it. It would make me have panic attacks and I would cry and scream at them to stop when it would get like this. Many years later, it hasn't been so often but it does happen, but lately, maybe because of being home a lot, the fights are starting up a bit more often now. So far isn't physical but the screaming does get to me but it doesn't make me exactly have panic attacks anymore, it now just kind of annoys me, I guess? Like it makes me pissy. And I kinda just try to ignore it the best I can, I'll block it out with my gaming headset and have it turned up and then I'm usually fine.

But I can't stand loud noises at all anymore and it just makes me so mad when people are being loud, and it can just be a lot of people talking at once too and I'll snap. But back to the issue right now, is it part of dissociating? Or anything to do with anxiety? Some sort of PTSD thing?

I know I could just Google this but sometimes I can't rely on what Google says, y'know.",1.178825301204817,3.0957745180722887,3.0522339357429717,91.65859186746992,80.92771084337348,5.595783132530121,20.41516064257028,6.6274283507984215,0.18227028112449786,921,25,204,9,24,308,124,249,0.187,0.764,0.049,-0.9867,1,0,0,0,3,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,19,17,6,2,11,0,26,0,0,4,2,53,41,26,0,5,14,1,0,2,0,4,0,6,1,1,25,13,0,3,2,1,0,1,5,12,0,0,2,6,19,5,24,31,11,27,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,12,16,152,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637740607996072,0.0,0.21231430332039725,0.0,0.0,0.08808665345835273,0.0,0.0,0.2435520313488256,0.0,0.08230888507456502,0.0,0.06525196377289134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233424032500773,0.0,0.11686241635052852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546452874854613,0.0,0.11758088837713432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734679352990846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777547723626607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791910950276842,0.0,0.09465711063317726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073721072441008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172430146646728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114680341791916,0.11765524547754973,0.0,0.12074832358387125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459087560412696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640139818327598,0.0,0.0,0.2858061397465736,0.1085240433870966,0.10753833038812992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399650574429568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511820402237288,0.11885775413106557,0.11591632858440795,0.0,0.14841924042145704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251266653037744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141349901705803,0.0,0.08512429578314358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117350501529679,0.0,0.07576505747097405,0.0,0.0,0.08949211637049778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603650810726615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334234915434264,0.06858835341360055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267466320904657,0.11643123308309394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789191863691514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041589807700704,0.0,0.0,0.06893170128115747
anxiety,fufubomoge,2020/04/19,"I'm afraid to fall asleep During the day I almost don't feel my anxiety (yay new meds) but in the evening I start feeling worse. The later it is the more scared I am. I take my sleeping meds as usual but I'm trying to stay awake as long as possible and I'm ending falling asleep at around 5-6AM.
I'm so scared to start another day. I think about it and I start feeling this pain in my chest. 
I've always been afraid of unknown future but I was never that scared about the next day. I think about the morning, eating fcking breakfast, studying, napping, talking with my mom, watching youtube (normal stuff that I do) and I'm so so scared. And I also know that probably nothing new will happen because I stay at home either way but when only I think about starting a new day in which I am not sure what will happen (and if my routine will be as usual) I want to cry, I feel so helpless about this
And now it's almost 4AM and I start my online class at 8AM so I'll be barely alive in them
I'm so done with this
Sorry for messy post (I'm nervous) and also sorry if something is hard to understand, English is not my first language",1.8945054945054949,3.7064425897435878,3.2787912087912083,91.40192307692308,78.23076923076924,5.311843711843712,22.68131868131868,5.916634753146586,0.3128293040293042,882,27,185,5,21,288,122,234,0.195,0.767,0.038,-0.9913,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,17,11,0,7,7,1,15,7,4,0,2,35,40,27,0,4,9,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,11,2,0,9,1,0,2,4,9,0,1,3,6,24,2,26,32,2,37,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,4,23,115,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032600687198714,0.0,0.0,0.15199759854244194,0.07907605064389149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965162372939126,0.07270088744620487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460056846048758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793195394600841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439058407656368,0.24515673602258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725296112355396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724369127006972,0.0,0.0,0.08417207568602715,0.0,0.0,0.06276917948577568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220854710868926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083602481098827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807682272825686,0.0,0.08513195850801875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532703097795978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052228299873354936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410225859396876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111230997268421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130288282425027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329621815245765,0.2753538092115884,0.10106992838324687,0.0,0.09311331856166333,0.09118785862817742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227777616113508,0.1011230677417716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713675860488216,0.09101647439876176,0.0,0.1024629193981832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805831714065179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510281237320584,0.0,0.0,0.07316195457930053,0.0,0.2127659675025774,0.3363284080921892,0.2025875819871369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879139917141034,0.0,0.0,0.08956858980182658,0.0,0.07145387607886003,0.0763848739126563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268219535976685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452196989383578,0.0,0.0,0.0989339327582797,0.0,0.0,0.20933344549908287,0.0,0.056053621511534216,0.07543370846819697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684794823888887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,disasterousemu,2020/04/19,Does anyone else find it hard to focus on your own life when you're in a relationship? I always find myself stressing over my partner and getting stuck in a loop of focusing on them due to anxiety.  Any advice would be appreciated as well but this is mostly just an inquiry.,4.657075471698113,6.2621818301886805,6.052971698113207,75.26549528301891,70.32075471698113,8.318867924528304,28.34433962264151,8.841846274778883,2.352286792452831,219,8,39,4,4,74,48,53,0.11,0.8190000000000001,0.07,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,1,9,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575923203903587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934095826051897,0.0,0.0,0.17926083275624866,0.0,0.20165754598257168,0.0,0.0,0.18431914957673065,0.2700950665726878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23068301809510666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020863565340773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481861446143744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377230348132614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613882086543014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861924157917508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830137396054011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019592994670017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370130727703508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725783970668852,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MaximMXM,2020/04/19,"I feel like I'm in a Downward Spiral I don't know why I even post this but im just gonna vent some feelings.
I don't understand me and I think a lot of others don't understand them too. I have some days where I'm like 12 hours straight just playing video games just to ask myself at the end of the day: was it worth it?
And then there are other day where I just get kind of an motivation kick in the butt and am like productive as shit. I can't even stress how much frustration it builds up if you're on one of the good days and you think: yes my whole situation is going to change now, I'm going to get my life together and then it all cracks and I'm back to gaming next day.. It sucks. I know it's all routine and will power but man I don't even have like real friends. Just some ""friends"" I only see in school (I'm 18 By the way). I literally haven't had a friend over to my place in like the last 2 to 3 years.

I just feel like I'm drowning in my moods not able to change something. It's not like my life is completely fucked up like I got good grades I guess and stuff but my life sucks on a personal and emotional level.

Sry for the long text but like I got no one to tell so why not tell the internet",-0.0977608346709502,1.7749871947565552,1.873497859818084,98.61467696629214,85.29213483146067,5.612038523274479,17.400882825040124,6.868970318607317,-0.3056847512038523,939,21,238,12,28,311,138,267,0.098,0.7,0.201,0.9769,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,17,23,5,1,13,1,15,6,2,2,2,42,43,19,1,1,14,0,3,9,3,2,3,0,0,2,11,9,0,0,10,4,1,2,10,6,0,2,4,4,26,16,26,37,8,36,0,0,1,2,12,17,5,6,24,138,37,3,0.0979154164306643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915376967530443,0.0,0.0,0.07529091127722405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716305492549694,0.0,0.10266245120879593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31573671628741595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014166442974704,0.08672399612223347,0.0,0.0,0.19401662727050376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852692972927264,0.1399015861249837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694762353391695,0.09052122470214896,0.10231352755048756,0.0,0.11129517523840728,0.1642536114731483,0.15662380652624242,0.0,0.10786487028003428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642696162555496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576545211493643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196383858230076,0.10762350432186348,0.07981413298753455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074816629835853,0.4305287391236848,0.0,0.0,0.08665206232267361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324418556092379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197909736874894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041341562001918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270004048862574,0.07446908643316827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854959648535825,0.10230076993599416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377590261954176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114491803108186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909562888242897,0.07802590974353861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100508767883734,0.0,0.11006103056319484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538007128275624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216177869966656,0.0,0.11208972575497456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116477951415715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548049039507847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203866803353898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772069997517699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767068671197973,0.10931906568372628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305431789831795
anxiety,gaypinkcunt,2020/04/19,"how the hell am i supposed to live like this???? i thought i got better about talking to people, i had friends in freshman year of high school, but no matter how much we hung out (which was pretty often) my chest would be absolutely pounding and i could never get a good breath of air.

it was almost impossible to interact with them without overthinking every single move i made. which as sad as it sounds- was a big move for me. 

it took a while and i got over the ‘problem’, so i thought. two years later and i keep resorting to the same method. i ended up cutting absolutely everyone out of my life internet friend or whoever else and feel like i’m having a mini heart attack any time i get a notification on my phone. 

quarantine is only enabling this behaviour, i even avoid my immediate household as best i can. there’s no escape, i feel like curling up into a ball and pretending like i never existed in the first place.

i need help :(",3.330412087912088,5.4082823021978035,4.860535714285717,80.47508928571429,74.87912087912088,7.846703296703295,27.309065934065927,8.660442795831766,2.208878021978022,737,29,138,15,16,247,123,182,0.138,0.67,0.192,0.875,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,4,7,15,3,1,10,0,11,4,3,3,2,32,24,14,0,4,3,0,2,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,7,10,0,2,4,2,0,3,5,6,0,2,10,3,23,9,23,11,4,25,1,1,0,0,8,13,1,3,13,98,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402097651530496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521837500505467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592929196356102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694231057995288,0.12383627694988295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179454537284524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696871049075687,0.0,0.1240161253666233,0.0,0.0,0.09248186371576282,0.0,0.11797285619850267,0.13379507320969072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159659887492082,0.20006057630706187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191009073423999,0.0,0.0,0.21635814914993973,0.0,0.14630930107877912,0.0,0.0,0.11744210012914927,0.2239735078418108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592432801756046,0.09385242839967947,0.14793877648174447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445617491244595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890023937389078,0.2736267211561755,0.0,0.1236401908943504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249027268931435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29763811881025154,0.102930782277117,0.10382302693427016,0.21598405184163744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649148992185364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707221083683837,0.0,0.14629105757076366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424506384754915,0.0,0.13398019261887073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170767589452712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254274083249488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232041738922215,0.08164676530066807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556732873232895,0.0,0.0,0.13677915625263531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497424583107118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946616296306568,0.0,0.0,0.18033652836668496
anxiety,hiiamgroot,2020/04/19,"Just want to let everyone know that you’re not alone and I hope that everyone on this subreddit can have moments of peace. Trust me you’re not alone. 

Even if you can’t sleep, eat, drink, talk, go outside, watch the news, check your email, drive, or do homework due to anxiety.

Never be afraid to reach out",2.253,4.563876966666665,2.4700000000000024,95.165,79.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,21.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.7661666666666664,238,7,52,4,6,72,51,60,0.063,0.741,0.196,0.7632,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,1,12,10,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,3,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143494279921299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899567956187072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432496839249901,0.0,0.2540835557401655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400669396994913,0.0,0.0,0.4745425047667723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112053695435262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466282800868949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364649158085805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539142333079811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915123077625841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484897520144972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995825139400635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645992228132987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,mysoulisstuckin2007,2020/04/19,Anyone else holding back cough to avoid panic attack? It's ridiculous but yeah lol the line is that thin for my sanity these days,0.4353333333333325,1.7936230000000002,1.1389999999999991,94.31783333333335,119.0,3.2666666666666675,12.166666666666668,5.46131890053228,-0.8519333333333332,105,2,19,1,6,32,25,25,0.23600000000000002,0.562,0.203,0.2382,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875097289173659,0.42130706196593104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677816739558737,0.0,0.3161754622073064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265179954697107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434918470889424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824363590514312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,randomguy792,2020/04/19,"Those of you who have quit a job due to anxiety, how did you go about doing it? Need advice on how to best handle my situation So basically I've been working at this terrible job for a few years. Bad management, greedy and unapproachable boss, dirty and unsafe working conditions, a toxic colleague etc

Anyways, I had been thinking about quitting for quite a long time, but then coronavirus happened. I kept working for a while but eventually, once it started becoming obvious that the virus was a serious threat, my work (which for some reason is allowed to stay open when imo it's not essential at all [2nd hand retail store/warehouse]) of course did not practice social distancing.

One day a few weeks ago, when there were like 6 of us working in close proximity to eachother, and still no social distancing, as well as customers coming in and coughing etc, I could not take it any more.

I finished off the day, but I decided to not go back the next day and called in sick. I decided to use up all of my sick leave, and that's exactly what I've been doing for the last few weeks, with the idea that I would take time off for a while until things get better.

But now, my sick leave has run out. And last week the HR lady has emailed me asking when I would be back, and I had a feeling they were annoyed and getting impatient. Basically I did not know what to tell them, as I knew I was not ready to come back, and any time I need to make a big decision reply my anxiety skyrockets and I don't know what to do, so in order to buy myself another week to think about what to do, I kind of implied that I might be able to come back this coming Monday.

But over the course of the week, I've decided that there's no way I can do that, and that's it's probably best I should stop being so indecisive and just quit instead. I'd ask for more time off but I can tell they'd just get pissed off even more, and maybe even fire me. (Which then got me thinking, maybe I should let them fire me, that way it will be quicker/easier for me to start receiving unemployment benefits?)

Anyways, I'm planning to send an email by Sunday night of my decision. What do you guys think I should go for? Quit or let myself be fired? What should the email say? 

Do I simply say I have chosen to no longer go to work due to concerns about my health? (no need to mention my anxiety, depression etc right? none of their business). And maybe that I am sorry for the inconvenience and that I don't wish to make them waste their time waiting for me maybe? I dunno...

Or should I just ghost them? (yeah I know, but trust me, they are a horrible company, and the boss is a scumbag. The amount of employees he himself has screwed over...)

Basically I just want your guys thoughts on what you think the best way of handling this is, given this situation.

Really need advice on what to do guys. The amount of anxiety of the thought of writing this email alone is insane. I just want to write something up, send it and put all this behind me. 

Would really appreciate it. Thanks.",4.0319318181818184,5.303872341666668,4.83218181818182,84.70609090909092,71.41666666666666,8.454545454545455,27.13636363636364,8.906399129114982,1.94215,2375,81,489,45,44,768,261,600,0.18600000000000005,0.745,0.069,-0.9971,6,1,1,0,0,0,80.0,1,5,9,16,31,19,4,1,28,1,54,8,2,9,5,103,100,43,1,16,20,0,5,1,0,10,5,2,0,3,37,26,0,3,19,0,2,13,13,9,1,1,18,7,64,10,76,63,19,82,0,1,0,1,40,22,2,6,43,344,101,12,0.05987303836731898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701448029607706,0.053073835980211787,0.0,0.0,0.06201041098493665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143143844749312,0.06278210115451825,0.1832108418851456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194641721473904,0.0,0.0,0.1841546830494774,0.04999148613822799,0.0,0.06612506689098152,0.0,0.0,0.18849917968073884,0.05295283690503951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113706638003232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063012841292739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780374922283151,0.0,0.0,0.11583946972211945,0.0,0.05156856021294928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032279350746354,0.07909115433108165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030273607182031287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384357413519087,0.0,0.13610890991543198,0.0,0.04788593828849038,0.0,0.0,0.1778511636279855,0.052945530094474426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636422399949636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758937254542544,0.0,0.0,0.1188295040363738,0.0,0.0,0.062348555948186085,0.09871396821435956,0.0976090348346902,0.0,0.1267938052934364,0.0,0.12244847650608386,0.0,0.029250942242287307,0.0,0.0,0.05298575486043667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993143606389548,0.0,0.2406020580931883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063515832049929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758039720341026,0.0,0.0,0.0636756555484546,0.05618679059687765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376283181661006,0.04057152032410739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455326194897401,0.0,0.0,0.060188940603317025,0.0,0.3184117311080548,0.0,0.0,0.07671240302974527,0.06155945528206251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113124762496669,0.0,0.09522688647497522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459960741367236,0.0,0.12206604525193432,0.0,0.04609319006715972,0.0,0.06702296457436438,0.08475688944245126,0.0638166925383193,0.047814685781297515,0.05005654101226768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003414712132371,0.0,0.10466334908805427,0.055123049532231135,0.0,0.0,0.03977698626132248,0.1918211270922428,0.0,0.09506500916073382,0.1745622507910192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201989318311043,0.0517110815345232,0.0,0.0,0.07062933857195705,0.1425732929863133,0.2401326994613106,0.0,0.05383305195506312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885103929787184,0.0,0.0,0.2615297100951213,0.0,0.0,0.12759626584425374,0.0,0.0,0.03855627369388194
anxiety,cloudybxrries,2020/04/19,"always anxious about people leaving me i’m always anxious about anyone leaving me. 

my boyfriend and i are in a long distance relationship, & his parents recently found out about us dating. this caused a drift in our relationship, as he got his phone taken away. we are still communicating through his school ipad, but sometimes he gets that taken away too. 

for example, the other night we were texting and then he randomly stopped replying. this caused extreme anxiety for me because i thought something bad happened to him. i couldn’t sleep because i couldn’t shut my brain off, and i had a panic attack that night as well. 

basically i’m looking for advice on how to calm myself down after he randomly stops replying.",6.8785299145299135,8.47448647692308,6.744871794871795,72.43235042735046,65.0,9.162393162393165,36.75213675213675,9.444778638647367,3.756572649572648,582,29,92,11,9,184,87,130,0.166,0.7929999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9437,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,4,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,4,0,6,2,2,3,0,18,16,8,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,7,1,19,2,20,7,0,20,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,2,10,63,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232153539242142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253447022604887,0.1467171780138579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035886320968148,0.3059505559458659,0.0,0.09468214284206293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540489479753189,0.2544451712620561,0.0,0.11306207890889634,0.16508992048833515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511628575012989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782076881290573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847058133122465,0.0,0.0,0.07074637705727482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830011571229817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197430235393078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867602531280517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983399694327385,0.11371068331698395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254147089547876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887500027187204,0.15035729228942893,0.0,0.0,0.0938765639506198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370149428365402,0.2907603185140552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704261583952565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550825290255375,0.0,0.0,0.10424558850133624,0.13392440845155518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813896914089156,0.2264184174956005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750078060778798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288211203732275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175026665982222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeautifulLow1,2020/04/19,"I Feel Like My Anxiety Is a Burden to My Husband I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I have panic attacks sometimes, particularly in stores, malls, and/or other crowded places. At one point in my life, my anxiety was so bad that I could not leave my house. I couldn't hold a job, couldn't take care of my responsibilities, couldn't get out of bed without shaking. But, I have made a lot of progress when it comes to dealing with my anxiety. I held a job for almost a year last year, before I was fired for getting sick all of the time and not meeting my sales quotas (I later found out I was pregnant with twins). 
My husband seems to make fun of my anxiety.  He says that before he knew that I had anxiety, he assumed I was just a 30 year old loser working a dead end job. 
That comment hurts deeply because I know how hard I had worked to hold that job and how proud I was of myself for accomplishing that goal. 
Lately, I've been having a flair up of anxiety. I've had panic attacks several times when I go to the grocery store. I'm not working at the moment and the twins are due in three months. I'm alone a lot, especially because of the virus and my husband working two jobs, so I like to get out and do our essential shopping when I have the chance so I dont feel trapped in the house all the time. My husband and I have been arguing because of this. 
When I'm having a panic attack, he angrily asks me why I choose to leave the house if I know that I can't handle it. That comment hurts me because I know that at one point in time, I could NOT leave the house and I've gotten to the point where I'm able to now. 
He keeps telling me that he wishes he had married someone more ambitious, someone who wasn't as much of a burden and could take care of themselves. 

I don't know what to do. I understand where he's coming from, actually. I hate my anxiety, as well and I feel that it IS a burden to expect someone else to deal with it. But, I can't just make it go away. It's going to take more time.",3.7721120246659794,4.3782893621103165,5.017734669407332,85.61371402877698,71.44604316546763,7.97153134635149,28.08230558410414,8.07648339933343,1.6340305584104144,1572,55,340,21,28,523,172,417,0.20199999999999999,0.7240000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9947,5,2,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,0,10,15,24,5,4,23,0,35,3,0,5,2,64,72,24,1,9,10,4,5,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,21,19,0,4,13,2,4,6,13,17,1,4,18,6,48,7,48,48,7,46,0,4,0,0,24,19,0,6,23,218,69,12,0.06444334267331828,0.0,0.06288740638521906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453069886576562,0.06674386791429031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943918460472231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024582618774761,0.2199408169017375,0.06054664178670152,0.0,0.05380749933199902,0.15713625420869376,0.0,0.10967307627705733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140856555818764,0.0,0.0,0.11102446701907467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543582959663777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287651319702026,0.05550495661477399,0.06540863629171162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755271176641568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383414361443839,0.0,0.05707767381107079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775347108427186,0.046038336882207286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065879897926387,0.0,0.0,0.10100696023778316,0.0,0.10987391021598443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057728577072799214,0.06362445914345931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974358604647961,0.13797586236140547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197503691618397,0.05728020396078255,0.0,0.0,0.14166550317698826,0.052529925417124534,0.07269489748993366,0.204708585020774,0.0,0.0,0.04551823874622523,0.06296752414242214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957485085022604,0.0,0.06097784901233291,0.08603286329039365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143806129649073,0.0,0.047373271810931726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762244759858434,0.0,0.08733695360451528,0.0,0.0,0.2268311325998653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732957702731023,0.0,0.1827593662663477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124793266020117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866679884710546,0.0,0.07280263415263698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380790536165368,0.0,0.06373611371591717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536012085215375,0.0,0.05632632195178708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878871567622284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629517818079045,0.06708779243946943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057942304397638415,0.0,0.058150093241922586,0.0,0.0741066636983758,0.06212108267103271,0.0,0.18766208393073053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449819947089863
anxiety,bluredk,2020/04/19,"My anxiety is making it up I’m having dull pain in my kidney area since I read a post about someone’s symptoms and kidney problems. Now I can’t tell if it’s my health anxiety making up this pain or if it’s real and it’s sending me into a spiral again. I’ve had to deal with health anxiety for ages I recently just got over thinking I had breast cancer and I’ve been so good the past 3 weeks with no panic attacks or health worries. Now I feel like that post has sent me back and I’m going to be obsessing over it for the next few weeks or months again. And the fact that I can’t go to the doctors bc of what’s going on is really making it feel worse 

I want to go to sleep now since I’m tired but sleeping is the worst when I’m in this place because there’s no distractions and I’m so aware of my body when just lying in bed. This is going to be a bad night. 
Am I making up the pain? I really hate my anxiety. 

What makes it worse is I’m supposed to start taking medication next week for it but I’ve read that you shouldn’t take it if you have kidney problems. Now I’m in a cycle of being too anxious to take the med in case",1.5164457831325322,2.6973593895582333,3.6245361445783137,91.25126204819277,77.59437751004016,6.586425702811245,20.88373493975904,7.1686216300943375,0.3723026506024096,884,21,206,10,20,303,119,249,0.268,0.7120000000000001,0.02,-0.9958,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,16,15,2,3,11,0,18,18,7,5,1,33,46,18,0,7,10,0,2,1,0,1,11,0,1,0,17,9,0,0,3,2,0,7,5,13,0,0,5,2,18,2,29,37,2,43,0,1,0,1,6,14,0,6,21,126,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28476864698290544,0.10513355097080547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058714397422293,0.0,0.07155892002346796,0.07770286802771406,0.05672972064642241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337088302487477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594281742425001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952528822686861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941098689118353,0.06648349875732262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644463458065571,0.07805597546624725,0.07443016862762382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187944084996442,0.0,0.2967616062649053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546538381463893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105979791521501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337088302487477,0.09375015656078604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428118641718331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794494790488845,0.08733236620688195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29707353160812305,0.109188184917206,0.0,0.0,0.08883819229821296,0.0,0.0,0.09722996428127316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825530869116402,0.0,0.0,0.17809549755192053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617433240925144,0.10592490973017972,0.1192357777127767,0.0,0.09188748045047196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396366688655969,0.0,0.1862583811224212,0.0,0.07885111561418465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586975006680393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672703241728084,0.20991308697281272,0.0,0.08134027441233338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963036058645259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696105869534568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489036831958489,0.0,0.22394612639186084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450896037248786,0.1896762209640574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,VisualCanary7,2020/04/19,"Next steps/tips for how to handle anxiety-like symptoms before seeing a doctor? I'm an 18 year old female and for as long as I can remember I've had issues with over-worrying. I try not to let other people notice, but most days I am preoccupied with one of more issues running through my head and constantly thinking about worst case scenarios and what-ifs. It's gotten worse for me since I moved out and started university, just constantly worrying about things like ""what if I can't pay my rent next year"", ""what if I get evicted"" , ""what if I fail this class"", ""what if I can't find a summer job"", and the list goes on and on. Oh, and I should mention, COVID-19 has definitely made this worse because now I have even more of a reason to worry about not finding a job and therefore not being able to afford my lease, among other things. I always find myself googling everything for hours and getting myself more worked up worrying about future things that are unlikely to ever happen. It ruins my happiness and distracts me from more important things like school and my health. Hardly anyone knows I struggle with this, but in reality it takes over most of my days. Any advice on how to calm this down? Or if anyone can relate, please let me know.",8.019313725490193,7.0914883403361335,7.762647058823529,74.73357843137256,62.655462184873954,10.622408963585436,32.858543417366946,9.725611199111238,2.944494677871148,987,31,181,16,12,315,143,238,0.149,0.755,0.096,-0.948,5,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,2,6,0,13,4,1,5,1,43,25,23,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,18,15,0,0,8,0,2,2,5,5,0,1,3,2,23,4,33,18,7,27,0,2,1,0,1,9,0,8,18,129,41,8,0.10243405273372998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009737080422608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852333376953392,0.0,0.0,0.0696586684722771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324854276356114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244284778797821,0.0,0.08716383425192686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138964128248595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212297971101214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484559347543462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765672575206888,0.09265746515785274,0.0,0.0,0.09206112161122727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808686053478883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070351294875198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905820945387832,0.10904295388852643,0.09176079115099417,0.0,0.10512689032973613,0.10888260802370098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008769081741058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213829075703224,0.20329998300919613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125901530010966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949151807928776,0.0,0.10008820804368067,0.0,0.0,0.09065091325769473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969255774484348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088711871097092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787955434262676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166218479656818,0.10748730708168597,0.0,0.06941196514649686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101487451550555,0.0,0.0,0.11244182953291508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531926657766587,0.0,0.0,0.11603781342212745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366873005961028,0.08162667784726763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473450694563503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250334975011008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708631273459042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646820208863482,0.07701765958061108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272210532111909,0.06563560488600663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954599785838741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745732103738354,0.4161070112733925,0.20877810184324394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192834305636328
anxiety,SOSBrigade-Ireland,2020/04/19,"When I have paranoia about things I'm usually right. Not sure what way I could describe my anxiety levels, but it seems to ramp up my paranoia in certain situations, **a lot people tend not to like me (for reasons I don't understand)** or trouble seems **to find me** rather than the opposite.

My living situation wouldn't be the best in this regard, I live with two dudes who aren't from my country and they spend a lot of time conversing in their native tongue, it makes me anxious because I had a bad experience before with back stabbing roommates that got so bad and toxic that I left, although I could sense they didn't like me before that anyway.

It makes me wonder if they have conversations right in front of my face about me and fuels my anxiety further. To make matters worse one of them is a landlord, so for all know he could be plotting my exit and I would be none the wiser.

I have serious trust issues with people so my anxiety is fueled by the unknown.

Edit: I don't do anything inherently wrong, most people (thankfully not all) seem to get the wrong impression of me.",3.3607177033492803,5.591512440191394,4.5086124401913885,82.33028708133973,75.31578947368422,7.270813397129186,26.78947368421053,8.20500826718156,1.9287933014354064,856,33,158,15,19,280,124,209,0.213,0.7290000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9868,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,5,1,9,14,0,0,9,0,19,1,1,4,4,38,33,12,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,8,0,1,1,9,6,0,2,3,0,30,8,24,22,7,17,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,9,6,119,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702246069399935,0.1330187284229461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689438889661613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053890466882686,0.1966248948013314,0.07177647130240605,0.0,0.20038523768275668,0.0,0.1235664784745562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820302381907239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517754396010416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761711498676374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061517084599474116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417171108299456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228955521691254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470976398495208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793066518157678,0.0,0.0,0.1150488590262468,0.0,0.20794259905725326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002057686082105,0.0,0.0,0.2357878024058861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978729511661264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488939646123026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106182826206187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110776778112135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32157282799378223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647014091042978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097359708425207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840409690396643,0.0,0.0,0.07822477729028528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865825933472522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502009598292677,0.12257705983949654,0.0,0.0,0.12967986594671005,0.0,0.0,0.09346077669238813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276898072869519,0.0,0.0,0.1199925689360332,0.08364291698023124,0.2574721082506636,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gillfh96,2020/04/19,"Can anyone else kind of relate? I have a lot of anxiety and usually I obsess over health related anxieties like heart rate, headaches, pains/aches in general and one or two times of going “loosing it”. I do see somebody once a week which is great for me and it does really help. 

Lately though, I have a lot stress from work ( small family business struggling majorly right now) this causes my feelings to be all over the place. I mostly angry and frustrated ever day because one working with family is difficult and the financial end of things cause of the virus makes me so worried. It’s caused me to hate what I do and where I work. I feel like there is no escaping my job because I’m afraid of unemployment and I feel trapped. 

I can’t tell if it’s because of my emotions but my new anxieties as I put them aren’t health related. I’m extremely worried that I’m going crazy or that there is something more wrong with me than just general anxiety disorder and panic attacks. I’m afraid I’ll go into psychosis, or have intrusive thoughts, or have schizophrenia, or will have to be admitted to a hospital. I’m just really scared that it is more than anxiety. My fear is that I’m going to go crazy cause of all of this.",4.245960018596001,5.736288158995818,5.338124128312416,80.44006392375641,71.17573221757323,9.495211529521157,30.014179451417945,9.861636050157227,3.0086427708042764,966,40,185,25,18,319,132,239,0.253,0.705,0.042,-0.9941,4,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,9,17,3,8,7,0,19,3,1,5,3,38,38,18,0,1,9,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,5,0,0,6,3,13,0,3,1,4,21,4,25,34,8,23,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,9,11,121,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713615449476595,0.0,0.0,0.06788641983788611,0.09947847050944772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045199489497863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755243993530698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989458487427991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261394285663797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127164093720622,0.0,0.08496265446014252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110484410450314,0.10921130687349903,0.08599144567896498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782195559507447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830524793920021,0.10925136676914064,0.14727233500260511,0.06935992448221233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758876851787164,0.0,0.0,0.10704022986566837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585462856103856,0.0,0.20640071581157346,0.0,0.11505014204693748,0.06507626306427099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634518951007516,0.0,0.0,0.10110255844657516,0.0,0.0,0.10951986847493224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486491074872394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650820575809856,0.0,0.0,0.06480721616940502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937685169906652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339590600647283,0.13157913419015813,0.0,0.0,0.11391223990559173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143664376891008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976005906254087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439454439550165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291290588583232,0.0,0.0,0.09720235851260044,0.0,0.077366831318595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474334203709321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121435740477582,0.10149780577091927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485948236863028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450117436009314,0.0,0.09538879421139383,0.07707729151645988,0.05661298772607159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484119383783488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692908224439313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787840444098483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204438818423926,0.19719582984811435,0.0,0.0,0.10615085093504817,0.0,0.0
anxiety,karmacrushh,2020/04/19,"I’m trying to study for a final and I just can’t get it together I can’t get the panic to stop, so I don’t know where else to put this. Feel free to disregard. 

I have a final this week, and I need to get an A on it. 

I’ve already had one scare this weekend where I thought that, due to a combination of anxiety brain and a slightly confusing syllabus, I would be failing my class entirely. Turns out that’s not true, and I misunderstood. Still waiting on confirmation from my instructor that everything will be fine. 

But today I’m trying to study, and get through a portion of the study guide. My mind has been racing and focusing on quite literally anything and everything else, mostly fear that I won’t get into grad school or I will actually fail the class or I’ll graduate with my degrees and no job prospects.

My anxiety is literally getting in the way of me doing the very thing to help my future success. I think the strain of the lockdown finally caught up to me, coupled with finals week panic. 

I’ve been crying on and off all day, pacing and worrying. It’s awful and it won’t stop.",3.571587429492346,5.072838251141555,5.167450980392157,80.95941176470592,72.88127853881278,8.623260811173784,28.864088100993825,9.168548406835145,2.4772399140478107,863,35,171,19,17,292,124,219,0.2,0.73,0.07,-0.9765,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,5,12,0,6,14,1,17,1,1,0,2,35,33,15,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,15,0,4,4,1,1,2,7,8,0,1,5,1,19,5,27,21,3,28,0,2,0,0,1,11,0,4,14,113,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.11378477914929915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867099820047104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839735998126327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595186410980312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016416067861572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901568098702396,0.12807962364930675,0.07519735319670916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948086745488761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095851211538384,0.0,0.0,0.1312074154629176,0.05895646286882845,0.0,0.0,0.5109183976156434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655121215461513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815452142297337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570750720779654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408031002792562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773275993975693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645742173209522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901117686893569,0.0,0.0,0.2736099516116301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721520400448965,0.0,0.12401845138040687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167369399074709,0.11800542383766825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311690971939933,0.1949656401225546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774638581867272,0.07471257117706856,0.0,0.09256737475995712,0.0,0.0,0.1105231652528516,0.0,0.0,0.15832749082145794,0.1268273162427252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620721041106384,0.0,0.09255165182323434,0.18705897178695405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841295875551758,0.0,0.08282929378292386,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Numbingtechnique,2020/04/19,"Everything was going well This might sound selfish but I finally felt like I got to a point where I had my emotions under control and things were finally going well. I kept myself busy, feeling somewhat happier, eating regularly. Then Coronavirus hit and life stopped. 

Staying at home has given me more time in my head. And that’s not good. On top of that, I’m feeling much more emotional and overwhelmed with so many people dying. Family members, neighbours, people I know. It’s a lot

So I’m finding things really difficult and it’s becoming hard to cope. I cry almost every night. 

I’m grateful that I still have my job but WFH is becoming increasingly difficult as I can no longer concentrate on work. 

I can’t wait for this to be over so I can regain some control over my life again.",2.9453,5.6209966466666685,4.350250000000003,80.57137500000003,79.2,7.75,27.375,8.660442795831766,2.5641,627,27,110,15,16,207,103,150,0.157,0.7,0.14300000000000002,-0.4906,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,8,8,0,1,2,0,11,4,1,2,0,24,25,12,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,9,6,1,5,5,0,0,3,3,4,2,0,7,5,16,4,14,15,7,22,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,5,9,76,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604627655649842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30009804968603143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047618148463028,0.0,0.0,0.14923814674183528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410034189019289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902085514567522,0.0,0.30565317134780073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446968620924496,0.0,0.1221041028013325,0.0,0.12807870460256396,0.0,0.13739192865039945,0.0,0.13044893031286384,0.29766059824333124,0.12417550594228613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544271345609923,0.11395469078851606,0.1086613395148152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170576329874055,0.0,0.13943371967826473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628077247961445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348221789524486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466626180441327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192685049685484,0.06637536361862177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550510628605178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774285375420248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412822715018572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987428234091733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274973854018142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837935898464053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843360717396715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870367457393647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448109307755928,0.10849965545573463,0.11358680632094105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052149601740472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922228811890004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443127040914128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890923319580447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Sjoviil,2020/04/20,"Anxiety symptoms physical Whenever I start to feel anxious I start to touch my throat and underneath my chin a lot.
I feel like it’s a lump there and that is swollen, and I starts to hurt (or so do I think, I’m not sure if it’s the anxiety or whatnot) 
This doesn’t happen all the time but when it does it can last for 3-5 hours.
I get this way more that the “usuall” anxiety symptoms.

Has anyone experienced this? 
This is driving me insane..

Has anyone experienced the same? 


I always feel like my throat is hurting and",0.018392857142856656,2.370083380952384,2.1408035714285703,91.40263392857143,96.14285714285714,5.672619047619048,20.848214285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.90225,405,15,85,8,16,135,64,105,0.13699999999999998,0.813,0.05,-0.7042,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,8,6,2,0,2,17,18,10,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,11,3,5,18,4,11,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,10,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395307763308916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384845140192798,0.18944096826668386,0.0,0.2345042552658546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674587389617064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25436596394037186,0.23959427341784525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761064107013035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828692990824618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513999911284405,0.0,0.35902933001537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366890092621231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384886181297842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425632882954717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35607365442088795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804500563885285,0.34858639339179176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744841340635383,0.0,0.0,0.09778087102531448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468586838032566,0.0,0.0,0.13310381358680998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,tillytez,2020/04/20,Anyone else always feeling on the edge of their seat/jumpy for no reason? I get jumpy with the smallest things without even thinking and I’m wondering if it’s a part of anxiety or if you guys deal with it too? How can I get better about being more calm?,3.275961538461541,4.65113698076923,4.23,87.89000000000001,73.42307692307692,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.9611000000000004,201,6,41,2,4,65,43,52,0.11,0.7490000000000001,0.141,0.3885,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,8,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,8,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228070402032008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968321625734304,0.0,0.0,0.1916547774731296,0.28084444833567995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24241624650488444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825816500159225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897261169407745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103827750590884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859152125110985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864084133490594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713988147637791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968200028215939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818170462353955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820976603017178,0.17563009027609788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642194262868361,0.2972461661992976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,kitttypurry12,2020/04/20,"Anxiety over getting sick So today I found out I may have been exposed to the coronavirus. It’s a very small possibility, but it has me in full blown panic mode. I can’t stop thinking that I feel sick, even tho I was feeling completely fine before I found out. Unfortunately I’m out of my panic attack meds and I’m going to have to try and calm myself down. I’m sure so many people have been experiencing the same thing. Anyone have any tips or positive words that they could share?",2.210000000000001,4.636591666666664,4.010250000000003,83.40975000000002,80.25,6.756666666666668,21.058333333333334,7.908726449838941,1.0384533333333341,384,11,76,7,10,129,70,96,0.244,0.6,0.156,-0.8768,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,2,3,0,11,2,0,0,1,18,21,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,3,10,4,10,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,2,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297151049183706,0.0,0.1495848707109442,0.0,0.0,0.13672365209368015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245097265603914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638714111154124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050162772854789,0.0,0.0,0.15611996699362185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914999978452044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977382373087702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287913116190837,0.0,0.0,0.10215973945374228,0.0,0.11112788677141157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982432983566428,0.0,0.0,0.21719694687428487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588398532506533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556037373113392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043799941451092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347725142273312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429081674115425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990574762821053,0.12529187989304094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853457179708098,0.0,0.0,0.13275643343042418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613380728538927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Num8er5,2020/04/20,"Need help with overthinking causing anxiety I have always been an analytical and over thinker. I recently started going to counseling about a month and a half ago for issues my wife feels are depression and causing issues with our relationship. Ever since I started seeing my counselor, I’m having severe overthinking and it’s leading to anxiety bordering on full blown attacks 2-3 times a week. I feel my chest get tight and feel like it’s never going to go away. Any help?",6.663103448275861,8.178724218390808,7.290287356321841,68.62094827586209,65.43678160919539,10.397701149425288,35.1896551724138,10.504223727775694,4.201813793103448,385,18,60,10,6,127,62,87,0.142,0.768,0.08900000000000001,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,4,1,1,3,2,18,16,5,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,5,8,1,10,15,1,17,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,10,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176338084312516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245672387965022,0.0,0.0,0.11642563776922127,0.0,0.2619435382621648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477101725074308,0.1608532401311506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517504996694658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474590803281565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486521220794966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969999481334544,0.12230927164946452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894478281569162,0.0,0.2919001606461029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951092857954794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573882053496154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364237868903311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665462825755872,0.0,0.0,0.1269467382247572,0.1320442665730659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904481589672338,0.18381067757179975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642864895031834,0.0,0.0,0.19341352795071992,0.0,0.14162299148931146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423603241403026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983132689903172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733075685285775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,enduranceeats,2020/04/20,Looking for a supplement to take the edge off I’ve given up alcohol as it hasn’t been great for my athleticism as an endurance athlete. I more often have it though to curb my anxiety in social situations. I’m looking for an herb I can mix into a drink or a strong tea (most haven’t worked very much so far). Any suggestions?,2.410454545454545,4.4052267121212125,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,77.33333333333334,8.036363636363637,26.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.1120787878787883,257,10,52,6,6,87,51,66,0.027000000000000003,0.856,0.11699999999999999,0.7717,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,5,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,11,8,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,3,0,35,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990596115563303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029809578654386,0.0,0.21407379633035384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27413277384667056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085202100105299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699835719084447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571167974789414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145474213986055,0.0,0.28525759110365195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040186787319232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749374778032824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308940308221229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372396202890436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,squarekin,2020/04/20,"Klonopin The reason she didnt was because of unfortunate circumstances. Then we had a heated debate about meds and how nothing is helping with overwhelming ""manic"" anxiety attacks She finally prescribed me klonopin, enough for a week. I coukd tell she was very apprehennsive before writing the prescription because of my past abuse of xanax. I can't help thinking that shes think she's testing me to see if I do abuse it or is it only going to be for a week? Any ideas on her plan here?",4.337499999999999,6.615755793478261,4.671086956521741,82.0559782608696,72.58695652173913,7.643478260869566,31.06521739130435,8.472884824447931,2.605191304347826,391,18,69,7,8,123,71,92,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.9613,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,5,0,10,1,0,2,0,11,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,13,0,10,9,1,7,0,1,1,0,11,1,0,2,5,47,16,1,0.0,0.457512294475739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312940876560185,0.0,0.1476978719313153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964477499758508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23538712153905264,0.0,0.1642881833043033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949271878493985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114985335722281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097260191512188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882124034113346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795230866065016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144570282465322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525568446906907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683828632527746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843069746292496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985079146814134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385163729642568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687515189652468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474226697195278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930280855787124,0.0,0.0,0.3097379026404292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,plannerchica,2020/04/20,"Xanax I currently take Xanax .25 as needed during an episode. I hate how sleepy it makes me. So I split it in half. That still knocks me out, so I split into 1/4. I hope that’s okay, but I’m not too sure. Are there other options? I feel like I am becoming dependent on drinking alcohol as a relaxant, because I want to avoid Xanax sleepy affects. I wish I can do pot, because it seems like the safest alternative to everything. Any advice? I’m a mom and I don’t like the direction I’m heading. I want to be healthy for my kids.",-0.3504472477064233,1.9190361743119304,1.89806766055046,93.58820240825693,95.5137614678899,5.660779816513762,21.491399082568808,7.1686216300943375,0.8880866972477066,409,16,90,8,16,137,74,109,0.067,0.672,0.261,0.9636,1,1,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,1,5,1,6,6,1,4,1,19,19,7,0,5,2,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,3,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,15,7,10,18,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,5,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134291560510846,0.0,0.23341543319303446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485272860239073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26628320399903765,0.24121830366043764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396008583986376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962941417215621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043539936483583,0.15603319442118874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563610407723294,0.2241531750642467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693186657624605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32011442860784306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457913490527238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558008683807991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194933400738645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883359501018305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442367828885286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058502212124096,0.0,0.16421824023199572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576494821105399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25116240611252794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xQuanXchIx,2020/04/20,Answers? So the past couple days I've had this very strong feeling that something bad is going to happen. And not just my girlfriend breaking up with me or whatever. Like something big. Like I'm going to die. Or the world will somehow end. Nothing has really happened in my life recently and I've never experienced this before. Does anybody have any answers for why I might be feeling this? Or a way to cope with it?,2.0576250000000016,4.828669512500003,3.312500000000004,85.56250000000001,85.125,5.2,26.75,6.742157984588678,1.491225,331,15,58,4,10,107,61,80,0.084,0.772,0.14400000000000002,0.5089,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,16,14,6,1,0,5,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,4,3,8,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,7,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342529048504088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610012933217378,0.0,0.0,0.17946794737180394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333666962412849,0.0,0.1360187982371695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188901493049116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456780754357685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868026922806965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328376297380888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397287867487507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37301210335764334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897119973416226,0.20607887901999175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237410227754753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626659527316998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237278641665726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133641846748795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511364772760515,0.0,0.20824710338316385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247359644286428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402193808114091,0.0,0.16740967495132786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031248557746525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,asmazona,2020/04/20,"What can i do about the shivers? I'm under 2 blankets i'm not cold, i'm scared, feeling  ""out"" ( idk If i should call it depersonalization)  i'm used to the fear and everything but the way my body ia reacting is freaking me out, what can i do to stop the shivers in my back? What can i do to stop shaking?",-1.0078119658119642,1.0890407999999994,1.9312820512820537,94.07982905982908,94.84615384615385,4.735042735042735,21.068376068376068,6.42735559955562,0.25455555555555565,232,9,55,3,9,81,40,65,0.23,0.726,0.045,-0.905,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,0,8,1,1,2,0,12,14,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,8,13,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387637143094159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449076086443027,0.0,0.0,0.3170663446436695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27906717377990004,0.0,0.0,0.34941108806407256,0.15700364012755444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108755785366999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192020299308726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681817197083731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464690981953164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,xadoje3711,2020/04/20,"I absorb the tension of the household wayyy too easily Any tips for ""not giving a fuck"" in a way? I don't even know if this has much to do with anxiety. But most people seem to persist with their stress levels when there is tension in a household. As for me I absorb it all and it instantly ruins the rest of my day. Usually have to resort to drinking to snap out of it.

Anybody else here experience this?",3.61150406504065,4.764916573170732,5.137560975609755,82.5706504065041,72.29268292682926,7.9056910569105705,27.081300813008127,8.344100000000001,1.8175056910569105,317,11,63,5,6,107,60,82,0.166,0.773,0.061,-0.799,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,3,6,0,5,2,0,0,1,11,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,16,9,4,8,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,3,3,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969838653546726,0.0,0.2246485523147142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938594758704044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28767430597454896,0.0,0.0,0.2453146544340663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395919082687985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872551334551203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27148328073048955,0.0,0.28170474854636063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138746538809196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587336629597556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358637584939104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733638764656875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33638572339410405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234242189768136,0.0,0.0,0.23309307490434586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,throwaway493467,2020/04/20,"Concerned that my ups and downs aren’t normal I’m not sure if this belongs here but I have a strong feeling much of how I feel is related to my anxiety. 

I have felt, like many of us have lately, ups and downs from being inside all the time, the politics, not knowing what to do with my life, etc. some days are really good, and I can be productive all day. Other days I wake up crying and I struggle to complete basic tasks. Can this be related to extreme stress and anxiety? 

I’ve gone to therapy last year trying to manage the confusion I have over that. She repeatedly told me it’s normal effects of anxiety and depression due to trauma. I want to believe her but I have a huge fear of it not being related to anxiety. It just seems like rapid changes throughout the week are extreme. This past week I started an Etsy shop to passively sell some sewing projects I picked up, after buying a sewing machine to make masks to donate to my community. I’m also trying to start up a nonprofit that I’ve wanted to get going since about 6 months ago. Last week I was feeling like I couldn’t do a thing, and the state of the world was overwhelming me and keeping me in bed. 

Because of this, I’m so fearful of everything I construct over the course of weeks or months, suddenly disappearing. My therapist used to refer to this as “seasons” in life, but some part of me thinks she was just trying to make me feel more normal about it in hopes that it would help me act more normal. 

My mom who I don’t speak to since over a decade is a constant looming black cloud, I have heard snippets from my sister that she randomly laughs at seemingly nothing, is impulsive, violent, and cannot function normally and is very delusional about her status in life. I’m so scared of becoming this. 

Everyone I know is telling me that it’s probably my trauma and anxiety. I just feel alone trying to be okay in my own mind. I’m not sure if others on here experience this type of thing and know that they have anxiety. Maybe I just always fear the worst.",6.1292021739130425,6.046730655000005,6.709608695652175,77.93382608695654,66.2,10.356521739130436,32.39130434782609,10.074871250255047,3.072476086956522,1602,60,312,34,23,526,196,400,0.16699999999999998,0.732,0.10099999999999999,-0.9819,1,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,1,2,13,23,1,8,16,1,31,4,1,6,4,67,62,23,0,12,14,2,6,3,0,1,3,2,1,0,26,13,0,1,14,1,4,4,8,13,0,0,7,9,42,10,56,48,12,48,0,2,1,0,15,19,0,11,27,215,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035517735483181,0.0,0.0,0.08220158543501266,0.0,0.06347077215937441,0.06604075382520126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642990289687186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838215715135467,0.08765601209699025,0.0,0.08942085473827599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839610996059471,0.0,0.08321611490844566,0.08576889744507668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718231131339223,0.15355789319671595,0.0,0.06835976960602748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851659457143002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583977763989583,0.07133107811559324,0.07763739190669883,0.0,0.2679340885518504,0.20065489549845625,0.0567007037615569,0.07620598018219027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041466642209884816,0.0,0.04510681355425004,0.0665703343605028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319887444316149,0.0,0.0,0.07883059466166384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054615992084408,0.0,0.0,0.13085616693901506,0.1293914568336272,0.0895308589904009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818045648571198,0.11632597444168305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059578652388812,0.08046696249831932,0.0797360891503826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013932143458727,0.09295515171507054,0.12670198244143402,0.0,0.05834480637386937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888202369052792,0.07615599001814742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594809568488156,0.07576598882979807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557241264690772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084534234990422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794614783117453,0.0,0.0,0.14450777362264652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130849653450774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235453173180897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091607841726083,0.08297294237886359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960729933797726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937136115793667,0.0,0.09076452705915747,0.0921526719772588,0.10545749600987794,0.050855978912133705,0.0,0.0,0.046280273083859264,0.0,0.0,0.07583977763989583,0.0,0.21554336593085874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547024940618502,0.0685486972135951,0.0,0.06548713003417539,0.09362691710350858,0.0,0.25465773629920485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638093765971475,0.0,0.0,0.05111055991667695
anxiety,Rottentothecore420,2020/04/20,"Weed/alcohol with anxiety Sometimes I feel like I can never experience the full effect of recreational drugs. I always just want to space out and not think about anything, but every time I drink or smoke weed I know I never allow myself to just veg cause I’m always so paranoid. Anyone feel the same way?",2.527339901477834,5.364242275862072,3.713842364532024,83.1939655172414,83.13793103448276,6.072906403940888,20.354679802955662,7.447530270364453,1.0422679802955672,244,7,42,4,7,79,45,58,0.124,0.823,0.053,-0.5958,0,0,4,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,19,7,4,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,6,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529557477464285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938996113154131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810715828254244,0.0,0.0,0.165503155343263,0.0,0.19478041503794508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24315171184348236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318717008603007,0.27449189669540663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994263580884918,0.0,0.0,0.23153383876064398,0.0,0.0,0.239360942349558,0.1690954742287088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300817810971985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563757595233153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651086720448534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23409812569604715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166506411765102,0.0,0.0,0.13801918151596584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960927200099252,0.187878050331022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,dyno_dines,2020/04/20,More than anxiety I feel like I may have more then panic or anxiety I will be reading reddit or talking to friends and suddenly a horrible feeling will come over me and I will feel everything is fake and my chest will tighten and then I’ll get shivers,10.1926,6.8878998600000045,9.972,68.09600000000002,60.4,14.0,47.0,12.161744961471696,5.608200000000001,203,11,38,5,2,67,35,50,0.247,0.629,0.124,-0.7926,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,8,1,1,0,0,11,13,8,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,3,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648381847704287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617113524607281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730510341696558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608568509642135,0.21704684983383066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472817871321344,0.0,0.15873178757516926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484295880617522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564636641922081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30389911124295177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419651107938944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Theemeraldcloset,2020/04/20,"Interesting case: health anxiety after birth Any/all feedback is welcomed.

I have a history of pelvic pain and delivered a baby nine months ago. I had a traumatic delivery. I had a very mild pelvic prolapse after delivery, and now my physiotherapist and my OB Gyn have checked me out and have said they’ve pretty much resolved completely. As my OB put it, “you have the world’s tiniest rectocele”. This is considered in the realm of “normal” after a vaginal delivery.

Here’s the thing, though - I am still SO symptomatic. I don’t know what to do. I’ve done physiotherapy, I’ve tried relaxation techniques, I’ve started a low dose SSRI. The OB blames “central nervous system overactivation”, and told me to try to get my brain to believe there’s no longer danger/threat in my downstairs. It’s very hard to feel one thing and be told another - I had a GP even call it “phantom vagina” as in phantom limb - feeling pain where there should be none. 

Any tips/tricks/insights? I will admit that with quarantine, I’ve gone down the dark path of Googling symptoms; and also I can’t see my doctor or physiotherapist of course.",6.038715659340661,7.225379725961537,6.372554945054944,75.83673076923077,66.64423076923077,9.596703296703296,33.12637362637363,9.784248007369934,3.2465181318681315,885,38,159,19,14,285,132,208,0.113,0.804,0.083,-0.7264,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,1,12,0,18,8,2,0,0,17,29,13,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,1,1,2,4,4,0,2,8,5,17,4,20,17,2,21,0,1,1,1,7,9,0,1,9,98,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434764684343505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943698787510655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006831324884457,0.16972118159872435,0.12382016528052345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235741738696332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806859461431441,0.16527409810577806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970398956816654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566750238712846,0.0,0.1656359109680632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690502484171953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367952928317073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456360435422097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499208391255766,0.0,0.0,0.17204642681439575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889523766463615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919271664006096,0.0,0.11898352167871915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585854987348581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967849501750247,0.0,0.3444545287215295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466676203396635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271099454331073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396307598665587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897907674378314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114563220729114,0.0,0.12925921272689858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823140142561022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150612032589491,0.0,0.15902368494871086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093226077091647,0.0,0.21978056271709928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670979591968661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThrowRA99989,2020/04/20,"More anxious and depressed now that the doctor seems to think I'm psychotic The past 5 months have been hell. I already had SAD my entire life, cervical dystonia, chronic neck and head pain, GAD, PTSD, depression, insomnia and a circadian rhythm disorder for nearly two decades, but I got off a med in November I had been prescribed off label for sleep that I had been on for 4 or 5 years. I got off it because the last two years I developed a deep fear of driving and live too far away from any bus stop and I also was afraid to leave home until after I had bowel movements due to fear I developed at the ER when I used to be on medication for chronic pain.

Shortly before and after stopping the med I was using for sleep, I was diagnosed with cubital tunnel, Peyronie's Disease, Chronic Prostatitis, and costochondritis. I had a couple months of 1-3 hours of sleep per night off the medication and on one day I was trying to get rid of suicidal thoughts and, I did an exercise even though I had been told several years ago to not lift anymore due to my chronic pain. I ended up hearing a pop in my triceps and it ended up fucking up my arms. They've been burning ever since January and that makes it even harder to sleep. They initially ignored my complaints, didn't even examine it and just focused on the cubital tunnel from the EMG that was diagnosed a month earlier. After bringing it up on three separate visits, they sent me to a physical therapist. Before going, my arms were so bad it caused me extreme pain to carry a full garbage bag. Now, I can do that without it affecting me for days, but I still can only sleep in one position and wake up with a few hours after going to sleep in too much pain. My costochondritis has been bad again lately too making sleep even worse, and my feet have been swollen with redness as well as some yellow which my doctor says is Edema, possibly from the Meloxicam he gave me with Tamsulosin. 

And after bringing up the arms again last week, he changed the subject to mental health and I mentioned the anxiety and depression and then he prescribed me one of the few I hadn't taken before. I looked it up, and turns out it's an anti-psychotic. I've never been diagnosed with schizophrenia or bipolar, but it makes me wonder if he thinks I have something like that and am making things up now or at best thinks that my anxiety is just heightened because of COVID. I've been isolated for years, so that's not much new for me, the hard thing has been having to delay things like surgery and other treatments.",9.147062084257207,7.0887447113821125,8.865151515151512,71.33590909090911,61.235772357723576,11.953584626755354,39.233555062823356,10.537671172512404,4.0349723577235785,2026,83,372,37,22,656,236,492,0.179,0.7859999999999999,0.035,-0.9973,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,1,22,21,2,3,25,0,38,40,17,8,2,61,66,37,1,1,12,0,1,2,0,0,22,2,1,0,23,27,0,4,7,1,0,8,6,17,2,6,32,6,42,4,70,33,8,81,1,4,3,2,13,30,2,7,45,266,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745558546564886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152620747816145,0.051833433039071335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044077188739995006,0.0,0.09916831890660956,0.07322377390150672,0.06428018099238059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089688457411905,0.0,0.10823751670938847,0.07902261836971125,0.0,0.16546124945610366,0.0,0.06802052604846202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658401646057951,0.0685668676502604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171781128049401,0.0,0.08360207912860844,0.0,0.16747810464050106,0.1973610124458677,0.0,0.0,0.0742848965102045,0.13268410417614326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481569947601727,0.0,0.0,0.1712417613432189,0.05862989731934909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587232480239856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992146462528172,0.033863750970985165,0.0,0.07367299689057823,0.0,0.10367875504468736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806251826509281,0.0,0.0665200453631505,0.06889651165631415,0.07305248539119256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501585978188805,0.0,0.12766165700875498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056675881738605,0.0731154140169708,0.06863091937869388,0.0,0.0,0.04578154707095408,0.06333177095317204,0.0,0.057233827290268234,0.0,0.05442922200057649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306107129220802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399220984582592,0.13059085713073887,0.06531941071536466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520684165394266,0.0,0.09529462180683038,0.0,0.04999019263533613,0.06259981898260847,0.0,0.0608255440662523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317632545528939,0.04929558501958939,0.3448446429918435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187432695457337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730704439599246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576658347470773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051544385415541884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059006167349647025,0.0,0.07322377390150672,0.0,0.05361656972986181,0.0,0.4540405523470469,0.0,0.0,0.04989862090005134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176224244361698,0.108378368253518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708983224371541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525651870613433,0.12918286335410842,0.12459467032917634,0.06368151531283149,0.05145676450316977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193458661767675,0.0,0.044005895331395865,0.07050133334119384,0.12663187510865695,0.0,0.0,0.11196064538224387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199158712455005,0.0,0.05827748193354729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062480433090974175,0.07029032444647729,0.0,0.0,0.0660531704204548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695784184747692
anxiety,The-Pokester,2020/04/20,"How do I completely erase these worries? I really thought I’d be over this by now, but I still can’t help but think about it. I had a crush on a girl in high school I was friends with, but it grew into an obsession. I was especially scared when she started driving, as my school nonstop hammered in how dangerous it could be.

Even after all this time, whenever I think I may want to start driving, my thoughts from this time come flooding back. I hear shit like 100 people die from accidents every day and over a million people a year! But the thing is, I’ve not seen anything face to face to make me believe that. I’ve never witnessed an accident unfold and any aftermath I’ve seen didn’t seem too serious.

But I still think about this girl, worried that whoever taught her how to drive went into intricate detail about the gory things that could happen to her, and how she admitted herself she wasn’t very good. Honestly I feel like crying when I imagine myself driving because I’ve built it up as such a horrible thing. 

It’s been nearly five years since she started driving and it still scared me. Perhaps my mind is weaponizing  her against me, but even outside of that I think about all the people who have died because of cars and feel horrible that I ever wanted to drive one. I guess in my case any use for one is a luxury and not a necessity, so all the bad things just don’t seem worth it by comparison. 

Edit: I see there’s an entire flair for driving, so I’m not completely alone in this. I guess my problem in particular is thinking too much about another person.",5.311935483870967,5.999415838709679,5.7569354838709685,81.39540322580649,68.03225806451613,9.038709677419355,31.30645161290323,9.120678840339163,2.5661161290322583,1250,49,244,22,20,402,166,310,0.187,0.7090000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.987,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,26,14,3,3,14,0,19,3,3,6,5,53,49,22,2,5,10,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,23,10,0,0,13,0,1,11,8,9,0,4,12,6,34,5,36,32,4,43,0,0,3,0,16,13,1,5,21,171,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018231837813946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371316511088085,0.10309032503576704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090367145294611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559704829607722,0.0820877043016913,0.11986205018533272,0.0,0.0,0.11076569968474922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468841455241899,0.20615976485259405,0.0,0.0,0.15699073317667495,0.0,0.10799281376839698,0.06340410385561386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406787796051687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987033975460432,0.08893023086091907,0.0828334026842781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942056563922863,0.07023521686466523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595680171719672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246073788123306,0.0,0.0,0.2166069096437293,0.0,0.08693834399069877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080651148707824,0.0,0.06589749748405854,0.1038736590755466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960620650761011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656250553332237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926865535946924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227176836866651,0.0,0.07582546746803026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323960620921188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447470177812904,0.08584359618597373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407278593172624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629821749924187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685802084863152,0.19899711440526294,0.07834316741776494,0.17900191965338386,0.0,0.0,0.1009174421054503,0.08132598114705537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876050150355754,0.0,0.2355399743572753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612606056322066,0.3149767525619576,0.0,0.15609994749598982,0.11465483851029827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491133787040189,0.0,0.08111897162929581,0.11597575322501424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113764204914594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968435631359224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662140050036316
anxiety,waterdoghand,2020/04/20,"Thoughts on medication? I’ve been suffering with anxiety ever since I was a kid. Sometimes it goes away completely for a little bit, but it’s always come back. I’ve been counseling for about a year with the same therapist. My anxiety still feels like it has a mind of its own. Coming and going on it’s own terms.

I’m starting to think maybe the cause is biological. No matter what I really do, it doesn’t really go away. I’ve always been against medication, so I really don’t want to go on it if I don’t have to. But my anxiety has been limiting my life way more than usual lately.

I’m terrified of dependency, and the side effects. Should I try changing therapists or should I just bite the bullet and ask to be put on some type of medication?",3.3146000000000018,4.920428526666669,5.490333333333336,77.96350000000002,73.73333333333333,9.8,26.5,10.125756701596842,2.7804,589,21,118,18,12,206,91,150,0.11199999999999999,0.841,0.046,-0.8590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,8,0,16,4,0,3,1,27,29,8,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,6,1,9,1,20,20,7,23,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,4,9,79,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210603483336602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062995503959977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477113584363494,0.0,0.25078827016835964,0.10262583451390114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457084856685788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710463536674186,0.14118756853597567,0.22993541184470295,0.13993481483777032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207261309974888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748357737863803,0.09534694681161406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755256994082035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055358194590204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426980604879326,0.06520393200375202,0.13376632491482054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408286223675073,0.0,0.0,0.40335382575802936,0.0,0.0,0.13476093084267965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341685186743464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650200955397323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040307619142103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199963890961428,0.0,0.09446674247754028,0.0,0.10658478946217699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099247568606387,0.0,0.08551855611491327,0.0,0.1059557730125251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061352189485394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699210810106206,0.0,0.07872072208084452,0.10593777600311644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594665523695433
anxiety,perpetualCrown,2020/04/20,"I'm having anxiety right now and trying to do something so it doesnt become worse I had a feeling I was losing one of my work at home jobs last week. Kind of no big deal because I have a main job that basically supports me.

This morning I was notified it was gone. I've tried to think positive and not care.

This afternoon a friend let me know a mutual friend had lost his son. His son is the same age as my daughter and has hit me hard.

I can feel the anxiety in my chest. It's very light right now and I'm sitting her breathing hoping it wont go into a full attack. 

Petting my dog doesnt help. Not sure what to do.",1.145576441102758,2.794391270676691,3.282875939849625,91.26661967418549,79.90225563909775,6.5385964912280725,22.36152882205514,7.492282038375204,0.7548250626566411,481,15,110,7,12,164,91,133,0.142,0.7070000000000001,0.151,0.4905,2,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,10,1,0,7,0,16,2,2,0,1,14,29,6,0,1,2,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,7,4,15,7,9,19,3,16,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,1,6,69,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25833040316507216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920844306565711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029257382180276,0.18647493798400155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721477158324706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740707551101104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074520411838676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608969186605647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595793898172908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125106402505614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131725773884236,0.0,0.16936430358768054,0.16770019419216156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351032435609466,0.0,0.0,0.17582504866117155,0.0927922494267598,0.1376303992817551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265443451537452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889325283061334,0.18431317660918214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441306742007115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288383715229502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299843639240336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160217583946368,0.15913347640738248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818842070139584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292679921962815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931398679603405,0.0,0.0,0.13543647619685334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292044647094084,0.0,0.17206646571388054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Kompanion,2020/04/20,"All of us are in this together, that includes you and me. There was something I wanted to get off my chest.

Anxiety isn't something that people instantly get over. It's something that takes a long term process to fight. There isn't a miracle cure. Some days feel worse than the rest, I felt like it was almost impossible for me to achieve any of my goals. There have been days where I've dreaded what comes up in my future and felt like my anxiety would leave me hollow, afraid to do anything. What's happening in the world has also disrupted my sense of being and kind of makes me feel dread about the future.

But I feel like ever so slightly, things are getting better for me and there's light at the end of the tunnel. If you are reading this post, I believe in you and your abilities, and I know you've got it in you. All of us are in this together, and we are all doing the best we can in the given situation. Sometimes it feels like anxiety is a burden you can't deal with and that nobody would understand how it feels. But no, it doesn't always have to be like that. I believe in people's abilities to get things done that they didn't think would be possible. Bit by bit, I know things can get better.

I think I know I'm kind of rambling but you get the point. Take care of yourselves guys. If anyone would like to talk or needs support feel free to send me a message or comment. 

Cheers, 

_Komp",3.6321588423355218,4.878994837455831,4.301049974760222,88.22875147232037,72.35689045936395,7.5106175332323755,25.490324751808853,7.957251820313856,1.281363923944136,1101,34,232,15,21,351,142,283,0.066,0.8029999999999999,0.131,0.9683,0,0,3,0,1,0,28.0,4,7,1,5,10,20,1,3,12,0,29,1,1,2,4,47,61,18,0,8,7,0,8,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,20,12,0,0,14,1,1,2,6,5,0,0,9,9,32,16,34,45,9,26,0,0,0,0,19,15,0,6,14,158,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301562407621997,0.0,0.0,0.07428386545208855,0.07729167780072753,0.0,0.0,0.06316818635956517,0.0,0.21318111574479964,0.0,0.0,0.0649506432112323,0.0,0.07644031447875531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930978199885567,0.09748201708259388,0.16430679519640345,0.2028230045271308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947072474744278,0.0,0.0,0.08001625791308101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981235340563262,0.09576520956175356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505842129343972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227270963544794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402405838442849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818069625259866,0.13272085106152706,0.17837737232135614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911862294286611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742923846484777,0.0,0.0,0.09197541443048536,0.08214206148575501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346067201916364,0.15314926174311788,0.0,0.0,0.09835678792753516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27228731398796474,0.0,0.0,0.08220446798528433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062004600993601326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887654104000393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287960544201872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781079810505113,0.10471918816474872,0.08896266260776757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291484467958287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441192305000864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453310482387816,0.0918702958077536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541013917097927,0.0,0.0,0.13968299940449766,0.07466122821299873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851353822711037,0.11903994756695988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670146134065306,0.2234697616017245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478875611712293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466254763596976,0.26394473201998137,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,babiebunnny,2020/04/20,"Constant fear of the death of my family members? I got diagnosed with GAD when I was about 11 and until recently it usually just revolved around how people perceive me. Lately i’ve been having full blown panic attacks surrounding the idea of my family members dying. 

The idea that plants itself into my head that goes like this:
-*insert family member* is has died and i’m unaware of it at this moment (usually the scenario i come up with to “”rationalize”” it is a car accident and the next of kin has yet to be notified) and at some point in the day, i will get a call telling me the news of their death. The anxiety not only comes from the idea of losing them but also how soul crushing the grief i will feel will be, and I don’t know that I am mentally stable enough to deal with losing someone close to me. It spirals into an entire crying/hyperventilating/losing touch with reality episode that lasts at least the rest of the day but i have had the feelings last very intensely for weeks at a time. 


does anyone have any advice or coping mechanisms i can apply to my situation? i’m no longer in therapy at the moment so talking to my therapist isn’t an option right now. but if anyone else deals with this and has some tips i would love to try them.",6.40632404181185,6.297691223577237,7.188060394889665,74.82439024390246,65.6260162601626,10.280603948896633,30.98606271777004,9.957137785484203,2.9035526132404192,995,33,186,20,14,332,149,246,0.135,0.825,0.040999999999999995,-0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,2,10,8,1,2,19,0,21,3,1,2,0,38,31,17,5,2,7,1,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,17,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,3,21,2,35,21,6,37,1,3,0,1,10,16,0,5,19,135,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829508828986467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862522379171263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536353444401526,0.0,0.08477939758998124,0.0,0.0,0.15498023036304714,0.1135514018306925,0.0,0.09865608910423987,0.0,0.12607731895244784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131628151431594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092864167377052,0.0,0.1197604420401822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294351228174285,0.22850757906088584,0.0,0.11248315273393396,0.23003384202058705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698207529527368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257851167355304,0.0,0.0,0.11450992692731425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31342257581611643,0.12470684144039848,0.11207101734196814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057900515791962585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863538771737695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373651254201607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753175016669521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090549862528629,0.18067129843357746,0.1250133273054347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414258756138638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247965488964276,0.0,0.0,0.10002220928948936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168365769306376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786166501935208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428599068503409,0.0,0.1300270748103795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683081027764259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476368705406736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942447943182218,0.0,0.0,0.09464235472235552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456985094291324,0.0,0.0,0.09390008558729897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907544079284449,0.09686430774656664,0.0,0.12673591716780006,0.1286742054513134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462186325541353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524163639633608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24411206008976785,0.0914406955721678,0.0,0.0,0.088895636928511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872557789484544,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,keto-hopeful,2020/04/20,"😟 anxious spouse during pandemic Hi everyone...

So my husband has anxiety on and off for close to 3 years. We have 2 children one is 11 and the other is 3 , we have been married for 12 years. His anxiety started when he was moving a fridge with a friend of his and it fell on him requiring 20 staples to his scalp. This happened the same month as our youngest was born. Eventually the PTSD And anxiety got better...and He was doing well until a month before the pandemic he pulled his back and was off work, and then the pandemic hit and for the first few weeks he was bad, couldn’t get out or bed, couldn’t sleep. Then he got better, and just yesterday it started again. It’s really hard for him to leave his bed eat anything . He has anxiety meds but doesn’t like to take them. I want to be supportive but my issue is I have no idea how to help him, and I am so busy with our kids I don’t even know where to start. The other issue is (and I am sorry if I sound like a b*^#%) but I am starting to resent him. For 2 months I was practically a single working parent while he nursed his back and ensuing anxiety. He seems lackadaisical about getting actual help and I feel like I am stuck on my own ( I have my own concerns and anxiety that I can’t talk about or express) The other issue is that when he is not anxious he can be hypercritical, distant , and judgement . He tends to tell me a lot and very bluntly when he thinks I have done something wrong-and now with his anxiety it’s become way worse. I get text messages from upstairs if the kids are fussy, and what’s wrong with me that I can’t control them . if he comes to the kitchen and I am there he tells me to leave- we in general don’t talk- let alone say good morning/good night. I guess I am asking how much is related to his anxiety and how much is just his personality....thanks",2.812331560283688,4.278897555851067,4.173531914893619,87.4636666666667,74.77127659574468,7.672907801418438,25.299290780141845,8.344100000000001,1.4755733333333332,1435,48,309,25,30,474,188,376,0.124,0.795,0.081,-0.7933,1,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,5,0,2,6,20,11,1,0,16,0,42,4,2,4,0,56,65,39,0,6,11,3,2,3,1,0,0,2,3,3,12,28,2,2,5,0,0,4,9,3,1,2,11,4,45,8,34,48,8,39,0,0,0,0,52,9,0,8,28,208,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0817768167104328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679163868737821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128548235672423,0.18934053767993214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896034832599182,0.0,0.07834178842652975,0.0,0.0,0.12887422015072156,0.06996958951631745,0.0,0.09255063500828767,0.07130771940124264,0.0,0.0,0.14822877046405214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218637253202356,0.0,0.0,0.09398894634541308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575660485458042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574843079845786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055349180734654335,0.0,0.0,0.08007459399012175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237185231597223,0.059866813616188674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128032871846453,0.0,0.0,0.06474375525952028,0.0,0.13134629250324098,0.0,0.0,0.1405751087777381,0.13404520267251033,0.0,0.09231526623322524,0.0,0.07410415839991112,0.0,0.0750684363943808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233889139270614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460012130050484,0.0,0.2623966211606076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605434757688905,0.0,0.0,0.1774644283441199,0.0,0.08569128765585464,0.0,0.12282149900480435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124385476452125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308302816583353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066533916901064,0.08906625239616175,0.1232054425054687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864072421116798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678512167614764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305010241987068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795784134650724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368449475536879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664120905655432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762884706505433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386062703928368,0.0,0.0,0.06451341693622004,0.0,0.0938073596465638,0.2372565899149493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950953690325578,0.0,0.0,0.06300725186596796,0.13471070440050856,0.14648997536990965,0.07715188018202332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369572525245729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914386503035247,0.04942747465062672,0.06651662484193559,0.06721939157517791,0.0,0.07534636072413173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201495278002272,0.0,0.08539946889172667,0.0,0.18324452500688934,0.0,0.10792904360475704
anxiety,clutchth5t,2020/04/20,"My new perspective on my anxiety Hey everybody.
I’m a college student who has struggled with anxiety since I went through some pretty tough shit in my childhood like I’m guessing everyone else in this subreddit has. I used to take great pride in my grades and school but college has made me feel like I’m stupid and completely unmotivated. This made my anxiety so much worse. I felt like I was wasting my life away with no real goals or intentions to achieve anything. This changed 12 days ago though, when my friend Sam died. Sam was like a brother to me throughout my whole childhood, but he struggled with addiction and finally couldn’t fight anymore. I saw him right before he died and he reminded me so much of me. He was just lost in a system that doesn’t care about people with mental illness. After his death I realized that my anxiety doesn’t come from myself, but instead the goals forced upon my by society and my family. I finally realized that my anxiety has always had something important to tell me, but I just had to figure it out myself. I have figured it out and have decided to chase my goal as a comedian. I’m staying in school and finally feel motivated to stay so I can give myself time to chase my real goal. If you are anxious because you feel like you’re wasting your life, I beg that anyone that reads this doesn’t cave in. Please don’t cave in. Don’t settle for a goal you think others want you to achieve, because then you will be scared to give it up when you find what you truly desire. I hope everyone in this subreddit is feeling ok, and if anyone ever needs help I’m just a message away.",6.108698323094806,6.39039212618297,6.550911505894074,77.8121982400797,66.22397476340693,10.0806242736178,33.71891084177321,9.93914555978268,3.2448208201892745,1292,54,245,27,19,420,166,317,0.198,0.636,0.166,-0.9209999999999999,0,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,8,0,10,12,19,3,3,7,1,22,5,1,5,1,52,48,23,3,7,10,1,5,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,16,15,0,0,13,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,11,6,44,11,37,34,4,35,0,1,1,0,24,16,1,6,19,158,60,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943285411885036,0.0,0.0,0.08085256096790343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589440146087102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488787245617265,0.10304184694473532,0.09045625783104402,0.12755293535544554,0.0,0.07505842905626874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139044125581376,0.0,0.0,0.11120208797455143,0.0,0.0776133753347817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929951330544235,0.0,0.0964885624633542,0.07856972670600776,0.09563242190711474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882319486441043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932409451246224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619462745111312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250507429584428,0.0,0.17431098821615856,0.0,0.0,0.0859850951276396,0.0,0.18447497718583228,0.1303215280002266,0.08757633610565019,0.2997497702891811,0.08336469926130488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704689677321643,0.0,0.0,0.17499475044584814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100559843582059,0.10047859428757376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061136442278389824,0.0,0.0,0.09059255765745763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884927708107038,0.2228040942711334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995669811798999,0.0,0.0,0.1726110671153621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191868108991873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341003517257091,0.06763139325818869,0.0,0.08809162137764863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323384184998163,0.0,0.0,0.10012168456982212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279381881935836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123513325674454,0.2076349221588261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789322628769389,0.0,0.0,0.0913175726556376,0.18461969062401198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362621662006436,0.07545022712483365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021826086774066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443640840839851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907059333683189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857890743034024,0.0,0.07972195392473587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844397370840133,0.08961380443051127,0.0,0.053185547131123376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787765439461566,0.0,0.0,0.053798286835164834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455300133171315,0.0,0.10183321057370183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295124129813484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,letmesleepplis,2020/04/20,"I can't use Instagram because I feel anxiety Maybe can be awkward, but every time that I try to use it to communicate with my friends, I have a goosebumps and a feeling tells me that they don't wanna talk with me and they don't worry about me really. I need help because this have been annoying me for months. I really wanna answer them, and they send me messages telling if I'm okay, but even with that, I feel that thing that tells me that they don't really wanna do it. I would appreciate your help.
(I'm Uruguayan, so I apologize if my English has some errors)",6.455526315789473,5.594020692982458,7.139298245614036,77.7184210526316,65.75438596491227,10.757894736842106,33.03508771929825,10.125756701596842,3.0395192982456134,445,16,91,9,6,148,64,114,0.053,0.733,0.214,0.9635,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,5,0,3,4,1,1,2,1,12,1,1,2,0,22,20,8,0,7,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,3,23,2,10,17,1,3,0,0,0,0,16,0,0,3,2,67,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469893439341232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342579355622469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126909049338971,0.0,0.1618892875469082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291460763724612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844968473898829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575796375160436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303409287583734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336720490532815,0.0,0.0,0.1424720601243338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692763706643891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544377640674616,0.5038259807586818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765168379923195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204049042259724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045290583350716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319007923624324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951311737191624,0.0,0.13649331529297795,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Serdterg,2020/04/20,"PSA: excess glutamate is often implicated in anxiety  

Tl;dr excess glutamate is a common  cause of anxiety and dissociation; NMDA agonists such as magnesium  glycinate and sarcosine may greatly aid in treating these

^(everything below is to my understanding, might be some incorrect dumb shit in here)

The NMDA receptor among other uses, is a glutamate receptor. NMDA  receptors  are extremely important for memory and modulating synaptic  plasticity,  however glutamate is a potent excitotoxin, which ends up killing brain cells along with very often causing and/or provoking anxiety and  dissociative disorders

NMDA   agonists such as magnesium glycinate compete for ion binding sites  with  glutamate and this is important to prevent excess glutamate from  building, magnesium glycinate and sarcosine are often credited along  with N-acetyl-cysteine (NAC) for alleviating OCD tendencies/rumination,   anxiety and dissociative symptoms. For reasons I can't recall right now  this also applies to Anafranil, a tricyclic antidepressant.

Anticonvulsants  such as Lamictal and Gabapentin due to sodium channel blocking  properties  suppress release of glutamate, similarly and also serve as a  mood stabilizer, also contributing to the effects of the NMDA  agonists.

Lastly Americans are  very often deficient in magnesium; oxide forms also absorb poorly and  citrate is a laxative. Magnesium deficiencies coincide with the symptoms  of excess glutamate",12.712938005390832,15.41655390566038,12.691185983827493,31.04424528301888,52.39622641509435,17.56657681940701,54.29380053908357,15.05375534093124,10.729149865229113,1196,83,102,61,14,402,127,212,0.10300000000000001,0.861,0.036000000000000004,-0.9289,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,13,7,3,0,10,0,14,4,2,6,0,33,16,18,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,16,0,3,3,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,31,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,7,5,87,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827169876128473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617698400677493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846068704556505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31004347931949205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729510248795807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336576735616459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562432746475686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637408510098728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695481668071172,0.0,0.0,0.123008300002896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160087117692808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515620979503028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887265729092032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549025493354005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136976402619003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709817277288654,0.0,0.13033408724193607,0.0,0.24902604034918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ConUnSeisYUnCuatro,2020/04/20,"Anxiety and sports... Any tips? Hello everybody.

I am quarantined like most of the world right now. Been packing on the pounds like crazy because I eat too damn much, so I'm attempting to work out in my tiny ass apartment. I just can't do it.

I read so many novels and autobiographies of fit people who always go on and on and on about how wonderful exercising is because the rhythmic movements make you disconnect and you get rewarded with serotonin. For me it's never ever been like that. It's so incredibly monotonous that I can't switch off my brain while I do it. The thoughts keep coming and coming and coming and I usually only make it 20 minutes in before I start feeling a tightness in my chest. I tried listening to music. Doesn't help. I tried listening to documentaries, vlogs, anything: Doesn't help. How the heck do I work out with anxiety?",3.2839340490797566,5.788290165644174,4.5990759202454035,80.23456480061351,76.79141104294479,8.00138036809816,27.365414110429448,8.841846274778883,2.4681046012269947,679,28,124,16,16,224,100,163,0.1,0.787,0.114,0.5013,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,4,10,5,1,0,6,0,11,5,3,4,2,28,26,14,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,15,1,2,3,4,0,5,5,1,0,0,3,4,17,4,19,23,2,25,0,0,0,1,8,14,3,2,9,82,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872173546567312,0.0,0.0,0.11337314297420335,0.0,0.2550757958778048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719372364219715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032580313475364,0.0,0.14186372004449588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611108865821488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308352909011513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059291032150534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080489299259653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429702485499849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710264856326122,0.0,0.094749001111255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234935175667134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481855546434411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443482262028318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256952110329312,0.1690246709624695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255603285532547,0.0,0.12858227620608853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267956411964113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558043956791605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676191889256514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237523880098435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800301122033775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235451910103924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22637953126022065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836150048857106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180797261145256,0.24274363628190695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,123ohthatsgreat,2020/04/20,"Anxiety in Chest Is anyone able to calm that feeling of anxiety in the chest along with a heavy heartbeat? I am so sick of spending days with this horrible feeling in my chest, when nothing is really that wrong. 

I’m not on medication, by the way.",5.704375000000002,6.236885687500003,6.629166666666666,76.0325,67.125,10.566666666666666,34.75,10.504223727775694,3.727075,195,9,37,5,3,65,36,48,0.264,0.644,0.092,-0.8967,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,11,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,25,5,0,0.32547671462997063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979775916459673,0.0,0.0,0.2275808865798304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990555491954224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32914161279592485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278835481026472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123036858429931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850871769955354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583482663792275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558576932572251,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Lostcause-_-,2020/04/20,Feeling anxiety every waking hour I feel disgusted by my self.  and i feel  worthless i feel like I'm  the  biggest loser in the world and  i hate myself so much i need help.... i dont know what  to do to accept myself,-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000005,2.5438888888888904,90.18250000000002,92.33333333333334,4.777777777777779,18.61111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.20944444444444432,165,5,34,2,6,58,32,45,0.298,0.5720000000000001,0.13,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,10,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,9,2,4,10,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173964612572408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330561374168154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943339895391905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5747585680538481,0.2030178183584898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805683211926808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047945990223292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798594629608995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617756493482904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883569916456526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208904555265898,0.2107154224250451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964610888202025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,USUACTresearchgrp,2020/04/20,"[Research] Seeking research participants with perfectionism! Researchers in the Psychology Department at Utah State University are seeking participants for a study investigating an online intervention for clinical perfectionism. If you struggle with rigidly following rules, inflexibility, procrastination due to feeling overwhelmed, fear of failure, or excessively high personal expectations/standards in ways that affect your well-being, this study may be relevant to you.

Inclusion criteria include:

1. Reliable Internet and smartphone access
2. At least 18 years old
3. Clinically significant perfectionism (based on screener)

The study involves completing eight 15-minute online sessions over a month and nine 15-minute assessments over seven months (total = 4.25 hours). You may receive up to $70 for completing study assessments. If you are interested in participating, please complete the linked screener: [https://redcap.link/perfectionism](https://redcap.link/perfectionism). If you have questions, please contact Clarissa Ong at [clarissa.ong@usu.edu](mailto:clarissa.ong@usu.edu) or (435) 797-8303.

PI: Michael Twohig, Ph.D. at [michael.twohig@usu.edu](mailto:michael.twohig@usu.edu)

USU IRB #1087",15.296688311688307,20.49209178571429,10.767532467532467,37.457012987013,49.97402597402596,12.971428571428573,48.662337662337656,11.899873341045813,8.041927272727273,1021,58,92,33,14,288,116,154,0.064,0.82,0.11599999999999999,0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,6,0,0,0,5,0,4,6,0,6,2,0,1,1,17,8,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,0,1,6,1,20,5,2,23,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,8,6,52,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6060758764695393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682283765161686,0.09742671579972084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035810075463354,0.0,0.0,0.1897547239988222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30759673228799395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218922901026712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824405685209395,0.0,0.4230178881397906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584994715548864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143493773552976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294342706818748,0.0,0.0,0.17324587129380953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408204601728738
anxiety,throwthatcoronaaway,2020/04/20,"I'm really not dealing with this very well and need some time away from work, how do I do this when working from home? Like I assume most of this sub I'm not dealing with lockdown very well. I'm feeling queasy most of the time, crying every hour, anxiety attacks suicidal thoughts etc. Whilst I know I'm very grateful and lucky to have a job, work isn't helping. I'm expected to be an even better version of myself and that's the opposite of what's happening. The pressure from work is making me feel even more cut off from everyone and because I'm working from home it's even harder to deal with.

I have anxiety and depression and honestly it's never been as bad as it is right now. Work know I suffer, but whenever I've needed a Mental Health day I have always passed it off as some sickness, headache or period cramps. Its not that I think people don't deserve mental health days, I would just rather avoid the awkwardness (there shouldn't be any, but there is). Its bad I know.

But what can I do when I'm working from home? It feels like any reasoning I use will be obviously fake or leave me still able to work and I don't feel comfortable talking about how bad I have gotten. I don't know what to do but the more I think about it the worse I get. I know I'm lucky to have a job but the strain is effecting me so bad",2.786413586413584,4.300457113553115,3.902292707292709,89.18702547452551,74.93406593406593,7.454478854478855,24.497002997003,8.150884317080207,1.2774923076923077,1044,33,225,17,22,339,128,273,0.138,0.735,0.127,0.1319,2,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,10,18,22,2,4,11,0,25,4,0,6,2,55,52,22,1,6,12,0,4,2,0,3,4,0,3,0,16,10,0,1,15,0,0,1,9,13,2,0,3,4,21,9,27,43,8,17,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,9,14,141,37,10,0.08568087526075828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129335196876106,0.0,0.0,0.11653186659944345,0.0,0.13109127011122307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747436490187628,0.0805000027494239,0.0,0.2861598078007304,0.05223026629782609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577777138566702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411641820999199,0.11051415268246324,0.2649996604777026,0.07379681231267471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555682463226113,0.16977423010245254,0.0,0.07218983279303727,0.0818717480848984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732912998163563,0.061210434406134086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476472097603275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576731502765259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821495275676584,0.0,0.0,0.05743008461194956,0.0,0.2578347116342869,0.0,0.08437840303384234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005009584073036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354398414742233,0.0,0.0,0.09072367555939573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371869548845448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057192649559456236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726923398118243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706256669484786,0.06608237305950893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940033067751365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488936267624179,0.08809420989768302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317099932033877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842485766174011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372097096648578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886704200072638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980169044996783,0.0,0.06802104431040261,0.09992241478378984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400076641136027,0.0,0.21208708595186576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540747934377536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990135811530503,0.0,0.08731613181267077,0.06086523548083636,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smallbittercoffee,2020/04/20,"anxiety about checking is getting worse. if i go to the kitchen to get a snack and then go back to my room i always have to get up to go check to make sure i closed the fridge. i also have to check to make sure i turned off the sink.  if i set an alarm i always  check at least 5 times to make sure its on.  if i am given instructions i almost always have to make sure im doing the right thing.  there is a few other things but i feel like there is no point in listing more.   if i dont check i cant relax and i come up with a bunch of crazy ideas about what will happen if i dont make sure. 

does anyone have any ideas how to fix this?",1.0783482714468595,1.9484058873239467,2.7403201024327792,98.40832906530092,78.15492957746478,5.727016645326503,17.134443021766966,5.565023196281405,-0.7975859154929581,484,6,126,2,11,160,80,142,0.08199999999999999,0.804,0.114,0.5205,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,8,0,13,2,0,6,5,26,29,11,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,5,2,0,3,1,5,4,4,1,0,0,1,1,15,7,21,27,4,18,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,6,4,82,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199299025751859,0.0,0.0,0.09577806777146383,0.29896859201583553,0.0,0.0,0.08144604211595705,0.0,0.09162184918235892,0.0,0.0,0.08374425683727893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209385439733808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316914078954313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480939153483444,0.0,0.2807333570674312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055807271879441,0.08556196281853487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772080751723447,0.0,0.2041999789149718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591005037217263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27040597527822746,0.12936950798054828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851237603601736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997288536322898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321904858863875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228083469726966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643975001248707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591364789840698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698374225033442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027270406035998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205336714397408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,daenuro,2020/04/20,"Why do I always shake? Hi all,

I have had a rough time lately, too. 

I have been feeling like I can’t handle life and its demands, and as a young adult new in workforce, I’ve completely fallen apart.

I have had massive anxiety attacks in the last few weeks where I would cry and shake for hours. I would be hysterical. This was mostly exacerbated by a terrible job I have now & my inability to properly cope with all of it. (I am not diagnosed and it’s hard to obtain help atm; I am in UK).

As someone with little understanding of what’s going on with me, can you tell me what constant shakiness in my whole body means (like waves of it where I just twitch/shake all over, especially in the upper body, even as I am typing this)? Especially weird since I am not panicking at the moment, and instead I am pretty calm. I am not cold either.

I think I’ve been really dismissive of my mental health & I need to understand it better because there were moments I was done with everything in life and I don’t want it to be like this.

Thanks in advance",5.038351648351647,5.3270206666666695,6.274761904761906,78.84741758241759,68.52380952380952,9.699633699633699,29.01098901098901,9.661875296680813,2.4594945054945057,820,27,167,17,13,277,124,210,0.124,0.759,0.11699999999999999,0.2858,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,8,12,1,3,6,0,26,6,2,0,3,29,35,9,0,4,5,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,5,0,1,5,5,6,0,0,8,4,25,6,27,23,7,31,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,2,14,119,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655755465838998,0.3035526519883651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716060796188832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593609123585683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539130158305168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388913532984155,0.0,0.3111939966106672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687092893537934,0.15137642096582932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538710027909727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217797454440456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433501956603415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925213387517698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589462649542682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082851904276721,0.1000729851653341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961053715757282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548392118948978,0.0,0.0,0.1488981996860668,0.0,0.0,0.09389248844866173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795031446850972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900751467896527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418367393361782,0.1580160338267377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788490806945666,0.20530763716090314,0.14039668700950494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525878887981982,0.0,0.0,0.1411674180049902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386734284186457,0.0,0.13528987350885466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251144222508202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973866024848408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587539795837012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118689098357045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224358559154965,0.1289665925838661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897574330760433,0.0,0.0,0.08168161547421132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916558725719178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826226524963163,0.0,0.11236350775325957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126400165871559,0.15639401298398964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990172383664021,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awsome1014,2020/04/20,"scared  i'm getting 5 fillings on may 18 i have autism, special needs , sensory issues adhd im getting oral sedation pills i have to take 1 ativan night before , 1 day of and valium and laughing gas too maybe there using a rainbow papoose board too which means there strapping me down too i may just wake up and wear my pajamas and take my tablet and my blanket and my stuffed animal too i may pack extra clothes too will it be a very long and scary day any kind support or kind advice thanks ok please leave kind comments",2.7429126213592245,5.074392271844658,3.4347669902912656,88.78244174757285,77.73786407766991,6.061747572815534,25.83398058252428,7.1686216300943375,1.2614318446601942,416,16,80,5,10,131,74,103,0.066,0.703,0.23,0.9561,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,2,1,7,3,2,1,0,15,17,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,8,5,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272267728231808,0.17296485061985045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036780876342867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061613956199355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283040130380719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495306154538466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119313587087886,0.184744683302048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529627771873087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742015122069364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664169342506054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778228597504273,0.19280767517465425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124515358092526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610490971387193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429565524374626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721043838432732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086040465427374,0.0,0.0,0.2661677899713319,0.0,0.0,0.16296017388495154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287337892504524,0.0,0.14604564712927467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,maillme,2020/04/20,"A Physical anxiety attack? I'm struggling... Hello, 

First time posting here - I hope everyone is well. 

For the last 6-days or so - I've had an extremely annoying tight sort of chest. Whereby, I think I can not get enough air - so I keep breathing deep breaths to see if I can get enough air - it's ridiculous, because the more I do it, the more I want to do it.. etc etc, the cycle continues. 

I remember having a slightly similar feeling when I was a young child (I'm 38yr old now) - but it went away usually, as soon as I forgot about it. Then, it has appeared maybe two-three times throughout my adult life, but never really lasting more than a few hours - I was able to forget about it. 

Given the current climate - I wanted to rule out anything more serious. I don't have any other symptoms (no fever, no shortness of breath - per se - I.e. Ive been going out running biking, I can sleep no problem, no cough) - As soon as I have something to take my mind off it, it goes away.

So - I started researching a little, and it looks like it might be some sort of anxiety related thing. I do have a lot on my mind, but no major problems or large drama in my life (beyond the same as everyone else!) - I've no money worries etc.... but it could be my body's way of saying I am stressed. I do find my self irritable, short tempered with my family etc... and I'm not one for resting. I like to keep working (which I have been - from home). 

It's new to me - to last this long and be so prevalent - and I'm a bit unsure what to do in order to get rid of it. It's getting a little more distressing, to the point my chest and back are hurting with all this breathing (the way to describe how my lungs feel is like when you breathe in on a really really cold day or after a long run). 

I've tried some breathing exercises (4x4x4 etc) - these do relieve it a little, but it still comes back each day :( - and it seems to be a fulfilling cycle.... 

any advice is appreciated.",2.5677381713555008,4.109134043478264,4.234647538363173,86.46519381393865,75.57289002557546,7.240441176470588,26.02949168797954,7.972316293177498,1.5048803708439895,1485,54,310,23,32,499,208,391,0.149,0.792,0.059000000000000004,-0.9871,1,0,1,0,0,0,84.0,0,1,0,2,18,17,4,3,21,0,33,17,11,1,2,53,60,28,0,7,11,0,3,3,0,1,6,1,1,3,25,12,0,4,6,3,1,6,10,11,1,2,8,7,33,6,43,46,22,59,0,1,2,0,6,20,0,13,32,216,58,2,0.08362018880611145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171268071763567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372919169322472,0.0,0.12793843111630715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881229048559143,0.0,0.0,0.09513003656935992,0.1571278399832664,0.12859752725136722,0.0,0.050974090961673546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129158873725113,0.09288317894142104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720313884189372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676391652498946,0.0,0.0,0.16178431216296413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985393783923753,0.0,0.0,0.1728040162443292,0.4662930725873306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980534773741084,0.0,0.0,0.07882967200017872,0.0,0.08456175993183906,0.059738279591189776,0.0,0.0,0.07642733766133596,0.07112728988108515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747523894207067,0.0,0.04752328032652038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387786734598134,0.08305371524208609,0.08234904196969124,0.0,0.08951714159082343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865093185292952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204484843544727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181268245930677,0.12255780129534052,0.251428190986629,0.0,0.1480024714390472,0.07021989831442857,0.0,0.0,0.07109089423670645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400771897302459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870780593442193,0.16886510651578376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064493044628395,0.0807608994193201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774532172221097,0.0,0.056663204042517075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904810685539175,0.0,0.08008502612111501,0.0,0.0,0.16002645506854993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160707702499508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947253731357204,0.0,0.0,0.06649813040724208,0.0,0.0,0.06663446413612975,0.07612467933442965,0.08723409381031406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368057830641815,0.0,0.0,0.064374906655743,0.0,0.0,0.059186800027715473,0.0,0.06677919079716195,0.0,0.0957866437542738,0.08741797722963802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869133937680012,0.0628719753212971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555535378195444,0.05358044055171839,0.0,0.0,0.0975192090971777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677261922599729,0.0,0.08168477397491669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209582419864157,0.0,0.0986427077644612,0.13274762734976506,0.0,0.0,0.07518459211765499,0.07751675277808802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087649336249119,0.08492036075316382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,golden_1337,2020/04/20,"Gained 45 kg due to mental health issues! Need help and support.  Hi. I hope you all are doing good.

Sorry for my English, it is not my native language. I will write short story about past 3 years of my life, I just want to share it with someone.   


I am 23yo, 194 cm and 129 KG. I gained 45 kg in last 3 years due to mental health issues. I suffer from anxiety disorder and insomnia. Currently taking 2 type of medications and my sleep is good. I am taking mirtazapine (22.5mg) and lexapro (15mg).

I was treated at a country health center, but the terapies were every 3 months. Private health centers are too expensive, like 50 euro for 1 hour. I talked to my parents and until I get a job they will pay me private health center after this situation with COVID-19 finish.

​

I was overweight, depressed and anxious most of my life. 3 years ago I decided to make my life better and to enjoy life. In the period of 1 year, first half of the year I was running almost every day and the second half of the year I was going to gym. I counted every calorie and nutrition. I lost around 20 kg, was one of good students... I wanted everything to be perfect with my life.... but then anxiety and insomnia hit me hard. I started binge eating and here I am...  
 

The only thing that I enjoy doing is codding and that's the only thing that I am doing good. When I went to many interviews and I guess I was too anxious and they rejected me. I am looking for jobs, but no one is hirring because of this situation with COVID-19. I feel so useless...

However, only positive part is that I finished my 4 year studies (electrical engineering / computer science) 2 months ago..",2.8186915887850432,5.0267028161993785,4.4633738317757015,82.12029439252338,76.9127725856698,7.021433021806854,27.522429906542047,8.021203637495839,2.0077783177570088,1288,54,237,22,30,432,169,321,0.10400000000000001,0.747,0.149,0.9501,5,1,0,0,1,0,61.0,0,1,2,6,8,18,0,0,9,0,25,16,1,1,2,38,42,22,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,2,14,0,0,0,10,20,2,0,2,1,3,3,2,5,0,6,9,3,42,13,32,29,3,38,0,5,1,0,10,8,0,4,28,154,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426241103418006,0.0,0.08055677695027519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716507752243505,0.09775279254602176,0.0,0.0,0.1230845804069244,0.1817660637156926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161553205833647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904018708763328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114947614179958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188212800290511,0.0,0.06928950853224268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220006367296524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231810750627806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334203653923527,0.0,0.07230122883955231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040676787454973086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842879464839058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04203061648341086,0.0,0.0457202966107409,0.2699029430467593,0.0,0.0,0.08862223995816823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206536096229027,0.0,0.0,0.4275608542232234,0.0,0.0,0.05392241498002545,0.0,0.0,0.07990274386368773,0.07922480516067328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679330499606179,0.15966390955671775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557563391409096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28411304001809945,0.03930269535747407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755582857187853,0.0,0.08781819611032081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369948179930913,0.08156136740547673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104262042626142,0.16214477262440252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842521477213584,0.0,0.0,0.05965096948787309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902692229741118,0.18355236223467825,0.0,0.0,0.08932767938893704,0.08711704769646435,0.07679645732763275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085322932836595,0.08050582439682143,0.0,0.06816309718655518,0.0,0.0,0.09005464291720668,0.056941314532903874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129112612883013,0.0,0.0,0.12097335623478647,0.06466083486210537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689178901096087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490030626023534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457584798366451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775279254602176,0.3626398857823858
anxiety,mjanks,2020/04/20,"Has anyone tried the shift breathing necklace? There was a post a few months ago with no useful responses. It’s supposed to help you breathe deeper 

Anyone tried it?",3.200999999999997,6.321564766666674,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,84.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.7876666666666674,133,5,22,1,4,39,26,30,0.068,0.746,0.185,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273069683562404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163592108443387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24749226664780244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947220326691657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536276777842126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013763613750881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31890284572228145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,skywheel93,2020/04/20,"Can’t eat and losing weight My anxiety over the situation in the world right now has skyrocketed. I’ve been feeling sick to my stomach most days and am unable to eat. I was already underweight before all of this happened and now I’ve lost even more. I’m a 26F and I weigh 89 pounds at 5’3”. I’m getting concerned that I could starve to death, but I can’t calm myself down enough to choke anything down. I’ve tried finding distractions and meditation and all that, but nothing is working. Any advice at all would be appreciated.",3.017281553398057,5.416907864077672,4.122145631067962,83.854286407767,77.15533980582525,6.838446601941747,26.804854368932038,7.908726449838941,1.7313347572815534,422,17,81,7,10,137,72,103,0.17300000000000001,0.746,0.081,-0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,3,0,10,6,1,0,3,16,16,8,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,7,1,11,10,6,11,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,1,3,51,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090600655148336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608853181483505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548679628132133,0.0,0.16366380686656115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760547057176483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204750786983284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081398676630075,0.0,0.0,0.13797384772684282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378288427027171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105760476824515,0.0,0.14130560477867696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817468547194804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195537633550612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177501967966197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918677350463786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934456394520046,0.2335411997189661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528156680536336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827039175200112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404779534376705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525147615520692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605217497471622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575114632029155,0.0,0.0,0.15197710932500216,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,culaterjobin,2020/04/20,"Anxiety over people not taking COVID seriously. My nextdoor neighbors (also friends) had people over the other day. I kinda got annoyed especially because they said they wouldn't come over to hang out bc my bf is a nurse (which is fine, bc I never invited them over lol) but then they have ppl over their house when they shouldn't be. 

Also my roommate admitted that hes been going to his friend's house (who does covid-19 screening) and when he said it I got frustrated bc he's in nursing school and should know better. But I didn't say anything.

I've been having anxiety over these situations and don't know how to tell them that I don't want to be around people who aren't taking this pandemic seriously. Am I wrong for feeling this way?",3.9333333333333336,5.9063101111111145,4.577500000000004,83.6175,72.8888888888889,7.5777777777777775,26.583333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.8005666666666666,592,21,113,10,12,189,92,144,0.107,0.8109999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.6713,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,7,1,6,9,2,0,2,1,18,0,0,1,1,20,31,11,0,4,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,8,5,18,4,14,18,0,18,0,0,1,0,22,9,0,1,5,74,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589007182380272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476659125783321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320828285150846,0.14410193416081934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867672008887604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316415492397236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943988050660494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439516091994944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416567872887488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184821894411731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501264762384732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919965680998832,0.0,0.2589304100970943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735610893269575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792313140772364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484699564844552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366685766081756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30795796170367545,0.12872848297702275,0.0,0.16382485137122269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195284874947784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434177910059848,0.0,0.14148477021707948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547731680199212,0.1284878280252624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769835065414525,0.0,0.0
anxiety,phm224,2020/04/20,"Beating yourself up after anxiety Anyone else do this? I am the store runner in the house these days. We go once a week. It’s pretty stressful, but I just do it anyways because of my anxiety, I know I can be in, out, aware, and extra safe. So today before I went I decided to do a workout. I have been feeling really bad anxiety the past few days with extreme dizziness, heart racing, etc... anyways exercise usually helps me and it’s been over a week since I have done anything strenuous. So I do my workout, check my heart rate, it’s like 160bpm, so I check it over the next 10 minutes and it is slowly decreasing, but it stops decreasing around 120bpm. I’m getting worried, I start googling (the worst thing to do) and i get mixed information. Some say it’s not normal to stay high, ad if it does it could be a sign of a condition. Another site says after moderate exercise it’s normal for the heart rate to remain increased more than normal for several hours. I don’t even know what my normal is. My heart rate fluctuates from
65bpm- over 100 at any given time on any given day. 

Anyways so when it was still at 120 over and hour after I stopped working out, it started to worry me. I was about to go into the store and get the groceries, but I just couldn’t go. I told my wife I just wasn’t feeling up to it right now, she was getting frustrated, so I just started getting really upset with myself. I was trying to avoid a panic attack. I was afraid if I went in the store that I would just spiral, so i decided going home and trying again later would be best for me.
I’d rather see my heart rate get out of the 120 range. Going to the store these days increases my heart rate and anxiety as it is, I would rather it be back to a “normal” level and elevate from there, not from an already high of 120. 

Now I’m just beating myself up for “giving up”. I keep telling myself that I should have just pushed through and been a man. I would have the groceries, and now I have to try again later while my family suffers. I know it’s not true and just my mind telling me this stuff, but it’s hard not to think like that. I am really beating myself up badly emotionally. I do this all the time. Anyone else do this? What do you do to stop those thoughts?",3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,4.4698901098901125,86.1701098901099,73.61538461538461,7.485714285714287,25.52747252747253,8.052868069273773,1.4418747252747257,1750,57,360,26,35,578,197,455,0.163,0.773,0.065,-0.993,0,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,1,0,5,32,16,2,5,22,0,42,8,6,0,2,73,73,27,0,16,20,1,3,2,0,5,2,3,1,1,32,20,0,6,10,5,6,11,7,11,0,0,16,7,53,5,53,46,10,71,0,1,1,0,13,25,0,3,36,262,85,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478921414046223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217595685865357,0.07106592193193233,0.2073847027586514,0.0,0.0,0.09477694440207383,0.13888293846091931,0.05577142178460482,0.060332357553315626,0.0,0.07710159560820863,0.0,0.05211326989831105,0.1131752835865357,0.04131380465682335,0.0,0.057669849294047226,0.0,0.0711236044513971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054111242660742416,0.0,0.0,0.17483196772166068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930862753737081,0.0693553309439683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323132548141045,0.07623552681335323,0.0,0.0,0.07558483359001897,0.04476344129806616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389037271161012,0.0,0.06853615170671583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245163798806765,0.06501405744776874,0.19258484879480614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060711314987424325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818681383819826,0.04542682749411283,0.14321183571951712,0.06798186610465146,0.0,0.13348554802754148,0.07820096704645065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023977519524815,0.0,0.0,0.11173884004689864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622094958910911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843143146184033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207737687902188,0.0,0.3320158558427301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721760556704788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951703782604529,0.0,0.0,0.06469701738087331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894952736752502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025139836046568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787778977092545,0.0,0.10779165328340626,0.0,0.0,0.05400632326728565,0.0,0.0,0.0765642230949352,0.0,0.05606254345622876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391027962299674,0.07223702307637632,0.05412362224976314,0.16998384111126744,0.07763376676539896,0.0,0.07758389468269994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847321543316895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502538380130738,0.04342621540901244,0.0,0.05380420848648945,0.07903798731708538,0.0,0.0642408995747338,0.06476002607386527,0.0,0.13804029790286582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746424079148876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872685914873063,0.0,0.0,0.1256525392208801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933956658219515,0.1376535855511799,0.0,0.1925760389356076,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,FartingSloth,2020/04/20,"How to deal with anxiety? Here is my story and forgive my grammar it isn't good. I have been dealing with anxiety from as young as 13 and has become increasingly alarming in my now late 20's. I started a relationship in January and I have been fighting with my head and anxiety, I will overthink and imagine scenarios that are jot real and believe they are real in some cases leading to my heart beat increasing dramatically and making me shake with fear. I feel like a pessimist and concerned that my partner is cheating even though she gives reassurance that she loves me. I dont want to live with always feeling like my heart is ready to explode and be crushed into a pit of despair.",5.694495335029688,6.942648152671758,6.390483460559796,75.17103477523328,67.4732824427481,8.87565733672604,35.92960135708227,9.150863307647796,3.4116659881255287,552,28,96,10,9,181,85,131,0.19899999999999998,0.682,0.11900000000000001,-0.8190000000000001,0,0,0,0,3,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,5,12,2,3,3,0,14,4,3,3,0,26,21,13,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,15,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,6,0,0,2,2,18,6,17,17,3,12,0,1,0,1,12,4,0,1,6,71,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230949353725655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649278455129644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756146302742944,0.0,0.17915040814653854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327865734996002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635914917764115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050249510425402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789310463833314,0.16080099672660558,0.22719429937926655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525373832423333,0.0,0.1333704828257555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319067154675904,0.0,0.0,0.3768564716725212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937079640746173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536901960411087,0.0,0.1404092053711092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351320555492145,0.0,0.1061407591072612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619775749288408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071779410574284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125484668860528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622703190117004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093788526522639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cjbooper,2020/04/20,"Psychogenic Fevers Hi, does anyone else ever develop a psychogenic fever after experiencing chronic stress for a certain period of time, whether it be a few days or months? I’ve noticed that whenever I feel stressed out for a few days or a few weeks, depending on the intensity of my stress, I develop a low grade fever with no other symptoms of anything. Just wondering if anyone else experienced this and if you do, is there anything I can do to treat it?",13.017372549019608,8.47288571764706,12.118823529411767,58.641372549019614,56.529411764705884,15.568627450980394,49.50980392156863,13.023866798666859,6.2340980392156835,366,18,63,9,3,120,60,85,0.14800000000000002,0.7959999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,3,7,0,5,5,0,1,2,14,7,6,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,5,2,10,6,3,11,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,6,8,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666949446282255,0.3614611595234827,0.2903049576850528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275116240870228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435852320648338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946994544935305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955324673995966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918718576853059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407913973039872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008191617592672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6061563428345749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333490225388666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285339170756083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414879934669062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912855043691064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,obsessedwithanimals,2020/04/20,"Anyone have any advice on how to get work done when it makes you so anxious? My anxiety is the worst it has been for a while (most likely due to the current situation - I am in my final year of university and with everything going on things have become ridiculously stressful). I am really struggling to start work and get things done because whenever I think about it I nearly have a panic attack. The only thing that helps is having my boyfriend sit with me whilst I do it but obviously that's not the best solution.

Any advice?",5.463691654879774,6.715890673267327,6.276746817538898,75.76029702970297,68.00990099009901,9.335785007072136,28.289957567185287,9.606745405546679,2.631318528995757,422,14,75,9,7,139,72,101,0.2,0.7829999999999999,0.017,-0.9463,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,4,8,2,3,6,0,13,0,0,2,1,11,19,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,10,2,12,16,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,9,61,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341705706604441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325523318724845,0.0,0.1308036224000391,0.1931652160230409,0.0,0.11955720439251342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945209625246752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042313195207868,0.18884031516448266,0.0,0.0,0.17943898419966145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34995555215206925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367095707555545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873065194629805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786659830032664,0.0,0.09717513589627023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146081366914854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835349952991121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413430857273245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004235949514786,0.0,0.20061492389382612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953784280509847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921951347657551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102458619105474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586358643417973,0.1787514194874838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34078598215705797,0.1095607575112964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24895930898470514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010920999028484
anxiety,lanalovingdoctor,2020/04/20,How do I fall asleep in times of COVID? I am not really aware of any posts that address this but is there any solid resource addressing how to properly fall asleep during this time. COVID anxiety is keeping me up at night. I just had a prescribed Zolpidem a while back and I still can't fall asleep.,2.4863276836158192,4.909041050847456,3.0450000000000017,90.74569209039551,79.16949152542372,6.6451977401129945,23.39265536723164,7.793537801064563,1.1793028248587571,238,8,48,4,6,74,45,59,0.038,0.927,0.035,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,3,2,0,7,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,6,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801840150542661,0.0,0.27008892184376565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27148032990588217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31381477453580703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33132165188533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33813261851269905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22617842932392745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819531158328494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117427080244427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,BeefChiefBoy,2020/04/20,"How do I ask my psychiatrist about benzodiazepines? Hello!

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I have a virtual appointment with my psych on Wednesday that I scheduled due to increasingly severe and frequent panic attacks as well as increasing anxiety in general. I was diagnosed with GAD about 2 years ago and I have been prescribed various SSRIs and SNRIs but none of them sat well with me at all (worsened my depression, apathetic, failed almost all of my classes). I would like to try medication again because my anxiety is and has been seriously hindering my ability to function, but I don't want to take any more SSRIs or SNRIs so I thought I would ask about trying out a benzodiazepine? I am aware that there is potential for abuse but nonetheless I think they would help me regain some ability to function. 

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How do I bring this up with psych without it looking like I am drug-seeking? I am really anxious about suggesting any medication because I don't know how they will react or if they'll put me on a list or something and I'll never be able to get medication that helps me. Any advice is greatly appreciated!",6.056026272577995,7.878495226600987,6.89391133004926,69.74103119868639,67.17733990147784,10.536486042692939,35.7008210180624,10.650279960617883,4.3732905747126445,893,45,147,26,15,296,121,203,0.157,0.7140000000000001,0.129,-0.6605,0,0,2,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,4,1,12,10,1,1,3,0,22,4,0,4,3,35,33,18,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,5,2,0,5,1,29,5,26,22,8,18,0,2,1,0,10,6,0,6,10,111,34,4,0.11835592668910007,0.1402324194222287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565604176056946,0.10491538782190836,0.0,0.1185163641009449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564771942381121,0.2876308112579937,0.2414582662387532,0.0,0.18108391992548867,0.13370850848353724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129362915724632,0.13464695302519672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429734873936134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193978622868362,0.120128774216752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372552994395299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183608673432759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304878270078591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866296564768684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504532203344324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156454547830318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938916971700447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576934333927816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128338707407108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388651787606639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898039644884947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758218373137474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370850848353724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111617471267806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898892729338702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583769881951508,0.0,0.09396138530584368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607118102696567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980939205755309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128323841377576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409088978719928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25222996356751715,0.0,0.2876308112579937,0.07621733633629707
anxiety,JayBarrod_mental666,2020/04/20,"My gf (15F) dumped me (16M) for having anxiety and getting nervous This may be slightly late not really sure as this happened a few weeks ago but I just wanted to get assurance of who was in the wrong and if this was an acceptable reason to dump me.
I always get nervous when having long conversations with people but definetly with a personal friend because I dont want to do or say the wrong thing, my girlfriend had this one friend who didn't like me and would purposely torment me and making me feel awkward and nervous, me feeling I didn't have a right to talk to her best friend about mannars and being kind I told my girlfriend as it was her friend but she said tell her yourself so I did but she just denied it all so from then on around my girlfriend who was always with her friends I always felt left out and awkward causing me to not talk much and keep as far away from her and as close to my girl friend as possible
That's when my girlfriend noticed me being more quite than usual and called me out for not being affectionate
That went on for a while so I had a small conversation about me and my issues with her she accepted and said to try my best
After 2 weeks of trying we had been going out for 4 months that's when she said it was not enough and said we were taking a break
So I tried to fix it for about 2 weeks we still hung out just not much and as friends then we went of the break after a month then we tried it out again I was still awkward but talked as much as I could and tried to hide it but it did not work out for her I though it was but I guess not and she dumped me I didn't really put up a fight but I wish I did, or maybe I can still
So I got dumped for getting to nervous and awkward causing me to not talk much, also to add when she said affectionate she meant socially we still kissed and hugged but I never did it with her friends (except for dares)",4.26192893401015,4.5578152639593945,4.782288324873097,88.84621421319798,70.21827411167513,7.826842639593909,25.912284263959393,7.554174236665415,1.0580669238578675,1490,40,332,15,25,475,164,394,0.135,0.706,0.159,0.9702,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,6,0,0,4,23,35,5,8,12,0,32,2,0,4,4,84,58,53,0,6,24,0,3,1,13,2,0,6,0,2,20,38,0,1,7,0,0,4,13,15,0,1,30,9,60,20,58,21,10,48,0,0,0,2,56,17,0,5,26,255,80,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609029911659751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059623221415792176,0.1861122381447617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703591571046174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637155420337862,0.0,0.0,0.07004877392083482,0.0,0.0,0.04544926696598905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156485983953602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613105270314569,0.0,0.0,0.15318119304154082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952771316943621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738027137470135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703733130806355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539653831484137,0.0,0.07158643065190945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608205454573484,0.0,0.1558118614748401,0.0,0.04237247224837313,0.0,0.059630059265835436,0.0,0.08213296241682662,0.0,0.06593052595887883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778181576513358,0.0,0.06626970446227873,0.0,0.07763966248152637,0.0,0.0,0.08410356527137854,0.0,0.08100641964519557,0.0,0.0,0.03642479362064327,0.0,0.0,0.0659806159281686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976738934276068,0.0,0.07490254705433641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190214030161232,0.0,0.2192319513716169,0.0,0.057502969596245575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488366065968746,0.0,0.0,0.05052176584400471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516884495942674,0.06510031347443614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405183688853488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495039720640273,0.0,0.07930056745478521,0.0,0.0,0.09552627143964383,0.07665703331794645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367128712910078,0.3546039938084145,0.0592907342651839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600149201282845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381653277618969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026910836572715,0.0,0.0560575997952606,0.2397044318481116,0.06516612112184064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953237073249707,0.0,0.07325189293805916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124242703387527,0.0,0.25309661034473885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211402344779417,0.0,0.08795132340478423,0.0,0.17941543107219024,0.0,0.0,0.1382302077342324,0.0,0.0,0.08573689272020096,0.0,0.0,0.054278398036865835,0.0,0.0,0.05296316738158116,0.1630327929451747,0.0,0.0
anxiety,hannah_vaughn,2020/04/20,"Feeling like a failure My anxiety and depression have felt enormous for months now, and it’s really weighing me down. 

I’m struggling to pass my classes (which I need to intern in the fall), and I’ve been crap in my fraternity officer position that I shouldn’t have accepted because I didn’t want a position in the first place, and I just feel like a complete disappointment and like I’ve ruined my entire reputation that I’ve worked so hard to design over the past four years in one semester.

I wish I could get help, but I’m still claimed as a dependent. My mom has told me that she doesn’t think I have any issues with my mental health, but I’m so afraid that they are real and that my anxieties about the world are only going to set me up to be a failure, or a waste of space.

Any advice on how to manage simple tasks when it feels like the world is falling apart and you feel useless? Or does anybody know of any resources that provide help that I could access privately? Thank you.",8.282718556119569,6.2773559746192875,8.220778341793572,75.11016356457984,62.85786802030457,11.598195149464186,36.10208685843204,10.25414643259724,3.413959278059786,785,28,156,14,9,255,120,197,0.154,0.733,0.113,-0.8498,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,2,8,13,1,2,11,0,14,3,1,2,0,30,31,16,0,6,5,1,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,8,0,0,4,3,7,0,3,4,6,22,6,20,23,0,26,0,4,0,0,8,14,1,3,11,98,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150451536361844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954228281077402,0.0,0.22155515560741426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827349652813259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182823302969828,0.0,0.0,0.23123450530993836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472275401248108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267222898132124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928767176002585,0.31035218382144786,0.1390382058822105,0.0,0.0,0.12317344866619108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565610366848008,0.0,0.08229761515634962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971935403377682,0.0,0.0,0.15392392983083372,0.0,0.0,0.1941232443922766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114173072145126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958258497266732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829831245125191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593221267425027,0.0,0.0,0.16959715616901902,0.11558421188376347,0.0,0.0,0.10737315578707003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812551927764247,0.11013286430779373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823543937892502,0.0,0.0,0.15129334000968128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648229895152753,0.09276759069165054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564370361046734,0.0,0.0,0.1513845634889077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333195753155792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278699715457653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837006744545796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541139780127513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652183428025588,0.0,0.0,0.10542180986649073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932514815170735
anxiety,metropolismaria,2020/04/20,"Does anyone else feel they have done something bad get anxiety attacks from there? I’m a female and just started therapy, but i bounce back and forth with feeling like a bad person and someone who is worthy of love.

I feel lately like I’m worthless and creepy, i tend to come on too strong with people (especially females i’m trying to be friends with/men i’m interested in) and fear that i’m hurting them or they think that i’m creepy. They’re nice to me regardless, but i try to keep my distance in hopes to not seem creepy or needy.

It doesn’t help that I’m awkward, i try not to text them too much, avoid places they usually visit and i stopped an old habit i had to just randomly sit with people i knew at restaurants (i figured it was weird). With men i try to just not contact them anymore after coming on too strong and pulling away completely but i found out some of them are still nice to me, so i guess i don’t completely disgust them (they say hi first, try to open conversations with me and sometimes they seem interested but i’m not sure).

I wanted to vent and i hope i didn’t make anyone feel offended, does anyone have any tips for these kind of thoughts? Also if i didn’t word something properly tell me, i have a weird writing style.",2.551832298136645,4.598184293650796,3.4330434782608705,89.96413043478262,77.09523809523809,6.446100759144239,24.845410628019323,7.423996415210882,1.0834383712905455,990,35,206,13,23,315,137,252,0.147,0.655,0.19699999999999998,0.9608,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,10,3,11,26,3,3,4,0,13,1,0,1,1,57,43,18,0,5,14,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,18,0,3,11,0,0,4,8,12,0,1,8,5,33,14,29,34,2,23,0,2,0,1,23,9,0,10,11,120,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998109563856789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651651652135591,0.0,0.08607643237835888,0.0,0.11158823127111704,0.2360268950602412,0.1152886177419891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280061680992367,0.10571494253186377,0.08651986945512559,0.18789668697744166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384964721743148,0.2359472538145566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693159619839148,0.11514560861366414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399486462851923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266147237360378,0.22757116988408035,0.0803833209265473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570827630580177,0.0,0.12337085349470266,0.08693160271367015,0.0,0.05878633222121332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395193971102518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541885573905488,0.0,0.0,0.22351274566773024,0.0,0.0,0.12045350435541433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001171479105166,0.0,0.11717082252865275,0.0,0.0,0.1269258985094692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994182335562597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155244291636982,0.0,0.07510704912946366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271412846779855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806935861005018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601248023539974,0.09824691443613368,0.11755800414516365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947931869013963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486544209995688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533665722027264,0.17324465373750994,0.11128378717384822,0.0,0.0796412547164296,0.0,0.08985751116031586,0.09407060025930372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604746288697957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834622883200572,0.0,0.1286748421681708,0.0,0.0,0.07209738508923788,0.0,0.0893272117345739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819637678147202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239233577400525,0.0,0.06636639429153993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SamwiseIsAHero,2020/04/20,"Anxiety is at an all time high and I don’t know what to do Ever since quarantine started... I’m sure I’m not the only one. I have no idea what to do. It feels like I’m in a constant state of panic. It seems that I’m directing my anxiety towards obsessing about the health of my cats, who are usually the ones who can help me calm down. I’m over analyzing every little thing and worrying that they’re sick or somethings wrong. I feel guilty for not knowing for sure. Maybe I just have too much time and not enough going on to direct my energy at but it’s so stressful. I just want to calm down and think rationally but I can’t quiet my mind.",1.7441111111111134,3.4771048370370394,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000004,78.4074074074074,7.462962962962964,22.36111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.1917777777777778,503,15,111,10,12,171,89,135,0.158,0.7340000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.7773,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,5,0,9,2,0,0,4,25,23,8,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,0,3,11,5,17,23,3,18,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,7,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26156948718003525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474817172212774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766484766043,0.0,0.0,0.15464406722153415,0.14404206723503749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288609831634175,0.12213461601291598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716111066596136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172361315720864,0.0,0.0,0.11459159536640733,0.1806297471750377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299422821942389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879114560226967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352293874228699,0.17134789602870135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175336432695826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262193591299102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567605073804827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316952786439124,0.1300235905577545,0.0,0.20058596925964886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563652892655647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142075617718095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161417702471012,0.0,0.0,0.1210071187835877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958353175577483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222575531727669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357893223878035,0.10954494467149188,0.0,0.0,0.19937753879881773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828945530183927,0.0,0.10083726312285324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361925591502286,0.0,0.0,0.1869190820950396,0.0,0.0
anxiety,smolrose-,2020/04/20,"Graduation anxiety I’m a senior in high school and I don’t want to go to my graduation ceremony in August if they will have one. They are having a virtual one in May. My mom wants me to go to my graduation if it’s gonna happen. She says it’s ‘ history’ and that I shouldn’t miss out. I don’t want to go because I don’t have any real friends from my class. All I’m gonna see are people hugging and crying tears of joy with their friends and I know for a fact that I will be crying cuz no one is gonna do that with me. I let go of many so called ‘friends’ cuz I would always get ignored in the group that I was in and I felt invisible at times. Also... they always had some type of drama or would get angry over something. I’m glad I left them but at the same time, I wish I had other senior friends who I can hang out with at graduation. The friends I made in the school year are juniors and as a matter of fact my best friend is a junior. I feel sick whenever I think about the fact how lonely I will be that day. I’m afraid I might cry cuz of loneliness in public or have an anxiety attack. How do I convince my parents that I don’t want to go to graduation or how do I cope on that day with my parents forcing me to go if they do?",1.327061388795709,2.5177847269372684,3.7137219054008734,90.37706390472995,78.11439114391143,6.8460919154646085,22.281281449178127,7.520522993642371,0.6418324723247233,955,27,229,13,22,333,128,271,0.128,0.728,0.14400000000000002,0.6597,2,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,1,6,16,1,1,11,0,32,2,0,7,4,49,60,22,0,11,7,3,2,0,6,11,1,1,0,0,11,12,0,1,4,1,0,7,6,5,0,3,5,4,39,11,35,41,4,31,0,2,1,1,21,16,0,9,8,157,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219127160212741,0.17103852213509455,0.0,0.0,0.06989234512898987,0.0,0.15724928401781899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692444567748085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265231828499937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078588317072214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494750000916207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386893581537392,0.1325661988659417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051967481891660866,0.0,0.09868268813767136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764346723325507,0.0,0.10739418905265374,0.0,0.3504655359762772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088596082669954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085902592149224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648392371159245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116682473787083,0.1050971386929453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725072355565792,0.0,0.10420043343872802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903087405611853,0.0,0.12037197376843173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089344426400197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824489599662975,0.0,0.0,0.07125310069492594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698349794612582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173293437963336,0.0,0.2080329934326554,0.08190050233453174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912327743902779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585578579166358,0.0,0.0,0.11986098058819003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248374838111286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181892569464895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602062658813267,0.0,0.0,0.06618545464202223
anxiety,over_kaffinated,2020/04/20,"Trying ""too hard"" is the only way I can function. (Warning, lots of cursing) I had an honest moment with my trainer at my job last night and told her that I have social anxiety. Considering that my new job involves talking to a lot of strangers the change has been rather difficult. Her response was to tell me that it was obvious I was trying really hard to talk to people and seem comfortable. She told me I was trying too hard. She told me to just stop trying so hard.  

Just. Stop. Just. Stop. Just? Stop? 

Are you fucking serious? Just stop? Don't you think I would if I could? If only I had fucking thought of that! Just stop having social anxiety! Just stop having to try to make talking to people not utterly terrifying! Thank the cosmos you came into my life to show my mental disorder the error of its ways! 

The honest truth of the matter is, if I didn't ""try to hard"" I would be nothing. The absence of me trying is just that, me not trying. It's me shaking and avoiding eye contact and getting so anxious I make myself literally sick. Me not ""trying too hard"" is me curled up in a ball terrified, it's me never leaving the house, it's me no longer on this planet because if I didn't ""try too hard"" my anxiety would win. It would win and I would lose. 

So I'm not sorry if I'm a little too much for you. I'm not sorry you don't like how I act around others. It's not your place to tell me what kind of a person I get to be. And I'm especially not sorry telling you to take your ""protective advice"" and shove it up your ass back where it came from.",1.5318624467437625,3.5769787798742168,3.4760539663217718,88.41174376141207,80.38364779874216,6.115804422803812,21.893284641915198,7.233258080335977,0.7520666260904845,1204,37,250,16,31,406,146,318,0.203,0.7140000000000001,0.083,-0.9834,2,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,9,0,3,21,16,2,2,13,0,29,6,2,3,3,59,49,16,0,12,21,0,7,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,17,12,0,9,3,2,0,4,13,7,0,0,15,8,46,9,30,26,3,29,0,1,1,3,27,10,3,8,14,179,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533704798712335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534483878113546,0.07553534689662847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952160647186903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051412967578938935,0.0,0.04075862642141968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294527623850615,0.0,0.0,0.07073142857324184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053384091422423126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662996767451483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362620432847075,0.06986556525357593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192683001181337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715009615106003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270099543006586,0.0,0.0,0.06962677749979378,0.0,0.054501683696190864,0.0,0.07079750232591484,0.0,0.0,0.0472268070219976,0.032665533566737084,0.06701357176362757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480179067883769,0.0,0.11368784201908386,0.0,0.0,0.08926218465564567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738145392649443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915147043120263,0.0,0.051568313690284924,0.06457600845427311,0.0,0.06274572213937732,0.0,0.06415616271909295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170355655078596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270777497431,0.0583815655114409,0.06985685362013698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042833689858553764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608689102229459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631535235714556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454055130036712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912990306394262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027211483622567,0.16122410835416248,0.17532174422916716,0.06155780589498045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284265042773557,0.0,0.05308118319813981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166932687838006,0.0,0.4539510041950066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614433429616316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374852332620025,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bethany_206,2020/04/20,"Advice on which anxiety medication is best? Was hoping for some advice on which anxiety medication would be best, I’ve looked into some herbal medication and some prescription medication used to treat depression and anxiety.
I looked into St. John’s wort tablets, I’ve tried herbal tablets and remedies before but they didn’t work so I wasn’t sure if it was worth trying? And then I looked at SSRIs (fluoxetine), from what I read it’s helped quite a high percentage of people, as we are in lockdown I wasn’t sure whether it’s worth making an appointment with my GP to be prescribed some? Any advice on which one would work the best or any other medication you know of, would really help x",8.000021978021977,7.753705200000002,7.9005494505494545,71.4973076923077,62.384615384615394,11.736263736263735,33.18681318681319,11.20814326018867,3.669065934065935,556,19,101,14,7,179,80,130,0.046,0.731,0.222,0.9784,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,1,6,1,8,0,0,3,0,12,5,0,2,2,25,19,11,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,5,3,9,7,15,9,7,9,0,1,3,0,5,8,0,7,1,65,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32829200086453786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230758787894058,0.0,0.2570051745320932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529117937758357,0.0,0.35256475780965624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645271121532063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012267312246547,0.11831853987478842,0.0,0.11122659753907424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154415164188293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821181573739852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475100805471811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640666696654109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588408746003726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763645557829542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191100725764439,0.11201553097266333,0.0,0.07174060343654243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108950076797234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206123534590005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671927998929898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305315679337115,0.0,0.0,0.2386532749956183,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheMentalCorner,2020/04/20,"New YouTube Channel!:) Hey everyone! I run a new YouTube channel where I talk to different guests from all kinds of backgrounds and have discussions about mental health and their personal advice/experiences. What I essentially want from this channel is to grow a community and normalize the conversation of mental health so that it is no longer stigmatized  😊

Here’s a link to my most recent video! It would mean the world if you guys could check me out and subscribe 😊
-Harry


[YouTube link](https://l.instagram.com/?u=https%3A%2F%2Fyoutu.be%2FwhRYlVHt724&e=ATMwiSZlFLDehWi-6tGAIf38frNyO8kutPCvb9by1sSW89EDVeK5R43A6FtHSV5CRZm7jTtSSzRICCEygFP-xBQNsNrREanjGg&s=1)",13.706304347826086,18.31154636956522,7.8776086956521745,59.06684782608698,52.69565217391305,10.686956521739132,35.413043478260875,10.686352973137794,4.676930434782608,574,22,68,14,8,148,69,92,0.039,0.945,0.016,-0.4168,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,1,14,7,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,9,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091222550380281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073878911997568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725235076320544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040332163420636,0.0,0.1846793835484188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869383990775416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013640917161295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660269288083146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565493580007824,0.0,0.0,0.380525302703079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646820264701474,0.0,0.0,0.18498066434048094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484998166376366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641394819533655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174762257635327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135717538653528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411574700230922,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AbsoluteZeroGravity,2020/04/20,"How being ""gifted"" led me toward anxiety and a feeling of stupidity I was what one would call a ""gifted"" child throughout grade school. I got straight A's, took honors and AP classes, scored highly on standardized tests, even skipped a grade. I never studied for tests or struggled with homework, I just naturally retained all the information I was taught. I loved reading, I would read at least one book each week. I never procrastinated and genuinely enjoyed going to school.

All those years of performing so highly in grade school led to me and the people around me having very high expectations for my academic performance. Unfortunately for me, I found it harder and harder to meet those expectations throughout college. No matter how hard I try, I am completely unable to retain any information I learn, which frightens me because unlike grade school, this is information that will actually be pertinent to my future career. I end up procrastinating until the last minute to study or complete assignments because I am afraid of performing poorly. Whenever I try to read, it can't keep my attention. I recently took a standardized test, and I just performed ""below average to average"". All of those ""gifted"" attributes from my childhood just kind of... disappeared.

Now that I am graduating, I'm really scared for my future. I want to go into the sciences, it interests me and I care about it a lot... I'm just afraid that I'm not good enough. That I'm too stupid now. That I can't keep maintaining this image of high-performance and intelligence. I'm so afraid to try new things like research because I am afraid that I am going to fail and look stupid.

I feel like being raised as ""gifted"" has caused me to feel extremely anxious and stupid now that I am in the ""real world"". I'm curious if there is anyone else in this community that experienced a ""gifted"" childhood, or high childhood expectations, and now suffers from anxiety? How have you personally dealt with this kind of struggle? Are the people around you supportive, or do they still hold extremely high expectations for you?",7.502338709677421,8.733862674731185,7.615752688172043,68.06862903225809,63.38172043010753,10.931182795698923,34.586021505376344,10.864195022040775,4.124960215053763,1673,71,268,44,24,541,187,372,0.122,0.769,0.109,-0.7290000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,3,1,6,20,24,4,7,13,0,23,1,0,7,5,65,47,23,0,8,10,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,22,17,0,5,9,4,1,8,6,13,0,2,7,6,41,11,42,34,7,45,0,2,1,1,12,18,0,6,21,187,63,28,0.0,0.0,0.08216485540429859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725735522608508,0.0,0.12882209199647054,0.0951194881779927,0.0,0.05887302239990792,0.08627054183438967,0.0,0.1499076915840255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539784952341232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597531356294046,0.0,0.08584521455564849,0.08649427950933626,0.0,0.0,0.17655947160778987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033641360242537,0.0,0.0745742126296789,0.08699878013100458,0.0,0.055611817807883386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277187322324567,0.0601508872827364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231848369782936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355455987962507,0.07062107545140509,0.06734062988918968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542464319211138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533757254917109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967765237882724,0.0,0.17535799361130555,0.0,0.06863240153136729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226953238677079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070490173840444,0.0,0.0,0.0715819135623671,0.07599175397009142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298769862309593,0.08131870872525715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410914484865085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674423257425315,0.07351822502487346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252661596328536,0.09583546932256333,0.05393923273691046,0.0,0.08313511747397648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429663316613044,0.3408504602824885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724042951958127,0.0,0.0,0.1760435329175521,0.0,0.0,0.09554660551101772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593724182230163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709358991533429,0.17149422999012734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947195917921398,0.04966201267101003,0.0,0.06753835391632218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962332743967935,0.0,0.0,0.054220588538620364
anxiety,JarOfQuartz,2020/04/20,"How Do You Encourage Someone to Grow? My girlfriend of 4 years had serious anxiety and depression. It was tough for me to get through the moments when she was apathetic and treated me harshly but I wanted to get through it because I wanted to help her overcome a lot of her fears and I loved her.

She just broke up with me and I've been blaming myself, she broke up with me because she said that she depended on me too much and that if I was there she would always fall back on her and that it was too comfortable. She also said that she has started having feelings for an online person who's 12 years older than her and she says that him, along with the rest of his friends, have made her want to be a better person.

To be honest, I'm happy that she has found something that gives her motivation but it hurts so much that I wasn't able to give her that motivation. When it came to driving I tried to give her opportunities to drive with me or just tried to tell her that it would feel fantastic to overcome her fear. Or when it came to school she always tried to quit when things got hard and I always encouraged her to keep going. I never thought I was enabling nor pushy but maybe I was...

I want to somehow learn from this, how does someone encourage a person with anxiety or a person without to grow without being pushy or without being enabling. What did the online friend do that I didn't?",5.030567545963232,5.675973575539572,5.459232613908871,83.43083133493207,68.64028776978418,8.19216626698641,29.47322142286171,8.167268648758528,1.9017715427657864,1106,39,221,14,18,354,133,278,0.10800000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.9891,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,7,15,20,0,2,8,0,23,1,0,6,1,50,47,25,0,7,13,0,3,0,3,2,0,3,0,4,22,16,0,1,7,0,0,8,7,8,0,0,19,6,46,12,39,22,4,23,0,4,0,1,46,4,0,8,11,175,68,4,0.10179354783338786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140426342536439,0.2541011589254303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574357094269786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827295494315319,0.0,0.1241048038913624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002812089370993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284940122166306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767463358935018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908021968361139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290920832068721,0.10293975267690388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161137109548812,0.15729088509252465,0.0,0.106365854738392,0.29294893983110243,0.057851619066944686,0.0,0.08141359921992508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108361124511972,0.09118702456827137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823006939682215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897209829987443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047878244531628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654123419622801,0.09187265120508396,0.09631951622497048,0.0,0.0,0.10226530078139924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496599403465381,0.0,0.07850945946227686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555287984317569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826996813628044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365794895490668,0.08095031493095284,0.0,0.10302050490553942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249868549336242,0.07836564630493066,0.0,0.0,0.07204999708498729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897204753861983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762711003271991,0.0,0.0,0.08081270653007896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733341122470295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401618875680585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943760428004813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462243156254376,0.0,0.0,0.1311034147442787
anxiety,Schnautsky,2020/04/20,"Ticks and lyme disease Hi all. I have recurring summer time anxiety of ticks, tick bites and lyme disease. And every time I see a tick I go crazy and keep checking my skin for weeks. I am an outdoors guy so this hits me damn hard. I was having a pleasant walk in the woods yesterday and brought a tick to my car wich I noticed today. I tried to kill it and it fell to floor and disappeard there. Kept searching my car for a good while until I came back home. 

Went straight to bathroom, took my clothes off and searched my skin about 15 minutes until I forced myself to stop. Shaved off my beard in case a tick was hiding somewhere under there. 

I had made lots of plans to hike a lot this summer but this reminded me how much I fear the damn things. And because they transmit a disease wich is difficult to identify and cure it makes things much worse. 

Also, I have a dog and last summer a tick came from his fur to take a walk in my hand. And after that I treat the poor thing as he would have rabies. Well, maybe not but I keep checking my hand every time I pet him. I am afraid he brings ticks inside house, in my bed and I dont notice a thing when the damn things creep on me and bite.

I used to like summer a lot but now I am afraid of it.",2.06875264270613,3.6915057131782953,2.978985200845667,94.59228329809729,77.13953488372094,5.776180408738548,21.417195207892878,6.351523495107088,0.11723410852713112,966,25,217,7,22,306,142,258,0.14,0.7709999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,10,13,4,3,17,0,13,4,4,4,1,33,29,25,1,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,13,16,0,4,0,0,3,12,2,8,1,0,10,6,35,5,28,17,6,42,0,0,1,0,7,10,3,3,21,140,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097486010512907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965931305467234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709074614557986,0.0,0.07697057060650325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888292912996805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798279040440632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127690711122953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208433366770531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175986731328637,0.10590591496704573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502317358834228,0.0,0.0,0.11310951861417146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665507494250386,0.0,0.0,0.1456939903149671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244620125646036,0.13969460110845008,0.0,0.0,0.10292362774292056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168718081422681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32204046748612497,0.0,0.11947592505553795,0.08428352338828395,0.0,0.12685115011793394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564005009011605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875093145521651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061763986086188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556401468307228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493630439190764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41942753902127694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088012834642914,0.0,0.11968538694549105,0.0,0.14028615181658555,0.08572631339196089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905326776474876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128295443189747,0.0,0.113528281661055,0.11704983022411887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867582275860712,0.08969573079228495,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jiv282,2020/04/20,"Will i get back to normal? I've never been a particularly anxious, or easy scared person, in fact I used to think of myself as someone really strong, until a month ago when I experienced an anxiety attack and everything has changed ever since, I am in a constant state of anxiousness, I'm afraid all the time, I had a lot of trouble sleeping, I was sleeping every other day until las week, when I started feeling everything was returning to normal, I had 5 days of good rest, I slept all night, but yesterday, out of nowhere the anxiety returned, I have been doing therapy so I tried to do what I learned but I couldn't lower the feeling, this ended in another restless night, tossing and turning and sleeping at 5am. 
I started wondering how is this whole process of getting over anxiety like, I want to know if it's going to be like this from now, I'm really scared that i won't return to who I was before, mainly because last week I though I have already overcame it but now I I am just where I was a couple of weeks before.",7.513596059113302,6.203168955665027,8.312221674876849,71.62458866995074,63.8768472906404,11.075665024630542,38.03399014778326,10.125756701596842,3.8489136945812814,810,36,149,15,10,275,123,203,0.102,0.787,0.111,0.1996,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,1,4,9,0,20,4,4,2,5,28,36,16,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,9,3,23,4,24,23,6,37,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,30,111,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132635743503696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614073995012862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198609730127138,0.2623338822411922,0.2582689995047503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300408412246343,0.0,0.08789511297508455,0.0,0.06968055420102796,0.0,0.1945338655143826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092176736907433,0.0,0.0,0.12352537917000955,0.0,0.0,0.12647864470218562,0.0,0.1474372610329114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124217262755317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033973265438518,0.09630867145143672,0.0,0.20546372247530872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559422022248801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944149579777928,0.0,0.0649633656653645,0.09587538184947776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282019908295539,0.09317555222724384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168936159273248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717981852358934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091238845833901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816069118715783,0.0,0.0,0.2145389615052309,0.223993399115122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980856071790868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645612523637236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288827192666976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455602383752,0.0,0.3431689881417141,0.0,0.09685204462067472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618143236891666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072014394668655,0.0,0.0,0.07324338152074411,0.1123061566651442,0.0,0.06665339594036554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760702538247967,0.12433331318236215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987246433981712,0.0,0.0,0.06742129594901201,0.0,0.2750708098038626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761980783075572,0.0,0.0,0.12396118639060222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,HappyTackle5,2020/04/20,"Difference between Overthinking and Gut Feeling? So I have anxiety and I've been diagnosed for about a year and well I'm struggling to find the difference between overthinking and a gut feeling.  Especially since last time I had a feeling I told myself it was overthinking but then I was right, idk what to do.",3.3819548872180434,6.457645842105265,4.354135338345866,78.34894736842108,81.80701754385964,8.871177944862154,32.70426065162907,9.23628265651192,3.9784155388471167,251,14,42,8,7,81,38,57,0.09699999999999999,0.799,0.10300000000000001,-0.1752,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,6,3,2,0,0,9,11,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,5,1,6,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908608126109065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26414235913771145,0.0,0.543799544647947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947618224441038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237858460877658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121337366387739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222471031714724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527667053088992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720637163761748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175047104640782,0.0,0.0,0.2486744613640322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399076704809704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758871601184186
anxiety,haunted-graffiti,2020/04/20,"Living with that gut feeling I'm sure most/all of you know that feeling I'm talking about that turns your stomach into knots. That constant feeling that just doesn't go away. That's been my life for the past several years and now it just gets worse.

My grandpa passed away on Tuesday so I took 3 days off of work to deal with that whole mess and family shit that comes with it. Then I come to work on Monday and find out my manager was laid off as well as a co-worker. And of course my job could be on the line as well so I might be unemployed in the near future.

But for now Im working from home so I have that going for me I guess.

Has anyone tried meditation? I hear that can help curb anxiety. I havent been on meds in years but Im worried I might have to start taking them again.",0.8269742867206773,2.840660700598804,2.231595632264881,96.55992603029236,82.7125748502994,5.366537513208877,18.80556533990842,6.522977012572876,-0.1723861218738989,615,15,143,6,17,198,105,167,0.065,0.868,0.066,-0.4404,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,3,11,5,1,0,4,0,14,4,3,0,1,26,31,13,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,12,11,0,1,5,0,0,6,2,2,2,0,4,4,16,3,30,22,1,32,0,0,0,0,8,13,1,3,13,94,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979443416875916,0.0,0.0,0.09121416780538638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451254677186791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247434672111347,0.0,0.14097087133127742,0.0,0.10415427505820588,0.0,0.0,0.08412991441176126,0.13448895134841654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229773172036968,0.0,0.19787939193284454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192295833298767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815511050789821,0.0,0.148276286605923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370616144044404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702742820720968,0.0,0.08743835944606969,0.0,0.13085269591065868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28181829908090034,0.0,0.12945219830710986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169229725447886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921411925842734,0.0,0.0,0.11519036467934167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490132801188074,0.0,0.0,0.2767751713800522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452996110218235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737216814340864,0.13390577660902744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233368218586063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229482479863948,0.0,0.09808269723984923,0.1048513372935927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493553592278405,0.08856746737477655,0.14189290988290792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345817050631001,0.0,0.0,0.1456435562466157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798786748457281,0.1324790256817321,0.13294041564563755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168011957255188
anxiety,Anavaledia,2020/04/20,"My ex cheated, now I’m broken My ex cheated on me with a bunch of girls who all look the same and nothing like me, it made me insecure and anxious so I masturbated whilst looking at their pictures.

I wasn’t turned on by them. I was just I don’t know, jealous? It gave me mad anxiety! Feel like a freak.",0.3623660714285748,2.461292468750002,2.5413392857142867,93.126875,85.25,5.5321428571428575,24.767857142857146,6.868970318607317,0.8793107142857144,234,10,53,3,7,79,47,64,0.40399999999999997,0.596,0.0,-0.9795,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,8,4,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,11,3,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,3,12,2,6,7,3,5,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,4,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455736704207591,0.3626527325926932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231355647016313,0.2293313816001629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764200651501865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136609679118135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391392723886149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037497726467388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080201346606779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491693998455081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Hayt_Brayn,2020/04/20,Having anxiety and panic feels very lonely When I feel any other emotion I know I'm not alone. But when I'm anxious I feel like the only person in the world. I people going on in their lives and feel like life is a train I'm watching pass me by. I know there are tens of millions of others like me but not with me. It's like I'm physically attending everything but I'm not actually there. I feel like my brain is on a different frequency and everyone and everything around me are just brief interruptions before I go back to the white noise.,3.942454545454545,5.1391722909090936,5.54159090909091,79.82238636363638,71.54545454545455,9.136363636363637,26.47727272727273,9.516144504307137,2.2772727272727282,432,14,86,10,8,147,66,110,0.09699999999999999,0.7809999999999999,0.122,0.3967,1,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,20,19,9,0,0,7,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,0,7,13,5,10,19,0,14,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,8,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.15663752961059835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624305544913906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915434136066453,0.0,0.12279200243405232,0.18133399703209133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289059698217876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342458588465754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658473707440635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918558813374408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770191714828234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805555158023538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337704610827907,0.2885174613521883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058009677302756,0.3440115487878215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244646905895806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642748941464806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337507585795314,0.3920927095859257,0.0,0.1417359160147736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207736628900373,0.0,0.1883274160996826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127950080807586,0.1401537566467839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324400318055097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,soulchance,2020/04/20,Anybody worry that their anxiety will be way worse once out of isolation? No work or school for me. I wonder how the fuck I’m going to acclimate to being in public again.,1.521470588235296,4.064806735294121,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,84.58823529411767,6.9294117647058835,20.264705882352946,8.07648339933343,1.3750235294117648,135,4,25,3,4,46,32,34,0.382,0.618,0.0,-0.9337,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,1,18,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650994855254968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203674241782009,0.0,0.0,0.1969446874581646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690500788338468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507134539644494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27506455572494165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758040683482723,0.2522827102095944,0.35192465234840403,0.35315031431118565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,eternalbettywhite,2020/04/20,"I thought my new out of field job would be fun on paper. A couple of months in, it’s giving me major anxiety on how bad of a fit I am and how confused and lost it makes me feel. I have anxiety on top of hyperthyroidism. Neither condition is controlled well. I feel trapped. I know that people are often worried about their job, and especially now. I’m worried for a slew of complicated reasons. 

I started a new job and was doing fine a month in. And then the anxiety kicked in. I didn’t have anxiety before my hyperthyroidism happened but now I cry daily and have panic attacks. I feel little relief with the usual self-care things. 

Work makes me feel trapped. Im a scientist in a marketing job (I’m in an industry where cross-over happens regularly) but I can’t get the hang of it. I’m clearly a scientist through and through. I thought I would learn a lot but I’m so anxious I can barely breathe. I’m scared I’ll get fired for being bad at my job and I can’t even begin to transfer until I’ve been here a year. My lack of knowledge and inability to understand and retain anything will catch up to me. It’s a matter of when not if. 

I have no idea how to cope or speak to my boss or coworkers. I’m the youngest on my team with the least experience but was made to go on my own after 2 months in. This is my first job and I took it under the premise I would have something solid to lean on. I was isolated before I started and now the COVID-19 situation has made it worse.

I’m scared to mention this and get fired. I’m scared to ask for help. I can’t quit because we need the money and I have to pay my relocation back. I have messaged my endocrinologist and am meeting a new psychiatrist but I’m honestly not sure when I’ll ever feel relief. Everything is overwhelming as hell.",1.8629432485322888,3.931021893150685,3.865636007827789,85.9223287671233,79.38356164383559,7.020743639921722,26.045009784735807,8.052868069273773,1.6564653620352252,1401,57,292,26,35,476,181,365,0.222,0.691,0.08800000000000001,-0.9948,6,2,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,1,7,17,18,2,6,21,0,30,1,1,10,3,64,66,32,0,6,10,0,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,19,0,2,13,1,2,4,8,11,1,1,11,8,38,7,45,49,6,46,1,2,0,0,10,20,1,6,22,193,48,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25931713423131164,0.09573712358491276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973747377124777,0.0,0.07922463485481797,0.0964090627313546,0.0,0.065163262408896,0.1415161765312612,0.051659439125881834,0.0,0.1442225955102187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504812315572346,0.0,0.0937681383512906,0.0930878152054814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055972919705919916,0.07665622005475148,0.0,0.0,0.076162860539029,0.08289634768763181,0.0,0.0,0.2142467382528116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208359840224669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282645535801338,0.08129461256226594,0.04816223223943286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987850056454494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680242836764428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566618554135514,0.0915385641247512,0.0,0.5045748297170877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046573341552926896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493621682284477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250859398229942,0.07204671341735029,0.0,0.16037452311399406,0.11313517650924153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029266696993029,0.0,0.0,0.06283694679940773,0.0,0.2455401963189923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994293701383077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875114151619761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901361696360027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713142390662917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453197893946633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840695878782241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525632900331944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524042918425194,0.0,0.0,0.11996513661759765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987065509253984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630045678252357,0.0,0.0,0.1345552778840957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415421846126744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822197645143612,0.0,0.0,0.09333405528535668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619545118767404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061694979620554924,0.17212423504224708,0.08636184947561491,0.1806001089067163,0.0,0.0,0.054572656825645084
anxiety,violetfaye,2020/04/20,Anxiety from social distancing I’ve never posted it in here before but I was curious if anyone feels like they are starting to get agoraphobic tendencies from all that’s going on. I haven’t been going to work because my work cancelled our role temporarily and I’ve just been home with my kids doing schoolwork. I’ve hardly left the house which isn’t a huge deal because I prefer to stay home normally. Lately when I do leave to I feel really anxious being out around people. Not really afraid of germs or anything so I’m not sure why although the irrational fear of people seeming afraid of me and staying away from me when I know they are just doing what they are supposed to do. It’s irrational. I’ve basically been worried about when I do go back to work and am around people all day when I am struggling with just going to the gas station and thinking about going back to work is making me more anxious. I don’t know if this makes sense,5.009114345114341,6.243370427027028,5.7145945945945975,79.43833679833683,69.05405405405406,8.286902286902286,28.284823284823283,8.617729084823388,2.1430873180873182,759,26,138,12,13,247,107,185,0.162,0.7909999999999999,0.048,-0.9624,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,3,4,15,6,0,4,4,0,19,0,0,2,4,32,35,14,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,9,0,0,7,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,4,3,18,2,24,30,3,26,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,11,97,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920002783732441,0.27172418194654346,0.0,0.08409014891039279,0.0,0.0989655700001471,0.2141177672599608,0.0,0.0,0.11299032583497508,0.1849484662584492,0.0,0.14662148089134375,0.0,0.10233430177287356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755919064895356,0.12398508058331575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353284459869823,0.1216163960364373,0.0859153626314498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283205262412096,0.0,0.3417389896922309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773133803892848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126564872971104,0.0,0.0,0.1387664691103687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321859552502823,0.0,0.1356610360466235,0.12734033928310706,0.13066526704349618,0.0,0.0,0.05875405191701826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055194753728755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275364731581613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783145335424328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501240679028014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517797478652983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408613072891014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094822193571326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259220063121695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512222685646649,0.2563670760081203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257241967058561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334573049557894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705918234432436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851795886361017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502093490982176,0.12213213435054494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whater210,2020/04/20,"I was recently cheated on. During the day I stay busy and use my exercises to keep my mind at ease. It’s at night when I try to sleep my mind races. Restless sleep and nightmares, I wake up every hour and just think. I thought she was the most caring and compassionate person I ever met, I really did. I was cheated on in my last relationship and told her how much this hurt me and how bad it affected my anxiety. She was doing it for months.",3.0535714285714306,4.437391944444447,4.764285714285716,83.805,74.0,8.253968253968255,25.079365079365076,8.841846274778883,1.7126031746031738,345,11,73,7,7,117,60,90,0.195,0.71,0.095,-0.8419,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,1,2,0,6,4,3,4,1,18,13,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,8,0,17,2,9,5,2,15,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,8,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126813997991154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510200040894854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160588499626533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752390226708893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886429078349605,0.16660181448846426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947309545567049,0.0,0.21168137496468453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757575872353114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611819147027795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993156762557235,0.0,0.1578316577176125,0.0,0.1453593279561744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855626275732882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265618003536048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667528188068156,0.0,0.1952412725550896,0.2122953632618737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957592827239784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076115977881205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670178164361734,0.0,0.15698096209756446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889460227091993,0.0,0.13425033333881106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078114023362473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Zeus_89,2020/04/20,"I need any over the counter drug or any method that can help Hi guys. I need your help and opinion.

I moved to a new country recently and I am facing a lot of pressure. I always suffered from anxiety but in the past 6 months it was horrible. I cant focus or study. I wake up every day in the middle of the night without being able to fall back a sleep. I feel overwhelmed even when someone calls me because I always expect to hear very bad news. I can't go to a psychiatric for financial reasons and my health insurance does not cover that.

I need your advice. Is there any thing that could help? Any over the counter drug or herbal teas? Any cognitive therapy books?

Thanks for your help.",2.4729533969679984,4.653536160583943,3.3345985401459863,89.92532285233017,77.9051094890511,6.55115103874228,24.40707467714767,7.61054688173877,1.190169455362156,542,19,110,8,13,172,92,137,0.107,0.765,0.128,0.2383,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,2,9,0,8,7,3,1,0,19,15,8,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,2,16,1,15,12,1,17,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,5,8,66,21,1,0.1322370989769345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292205626655905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006371928388374,0.0,0.0,0.4496288095382943,0.0,0.10116101876849833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101682166604276,0.110412454098426,0.08061050815596149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502886304945952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558056330240638,0.0,0.0,0.08528198913787338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572157644479993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306706104625776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734135671648206,0.0,0.11141545922737976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686305052299234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515339075373367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093551827424998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056185252695524,0.14904082124661958,0.0,0.35454296002330016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242325270678012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555039078787473,0.14054710871380294,0.0,0.2941563999635997,0.0,0.1277154142134436,0.0,0.12409555940309808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623527391312106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359617618060226,0.13056818203723414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233259902833644,0.0,0.11204406483755074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174615412340425,0.15122464725757565,0.0,0.0878524526678067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091094556453153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747184452188345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,templealex,2020/04/20,"I think I need a day off from work because of my anxiety but I'm not sure how to go about this So anxiety is something that hasn't been a problem for me in over a year but the whole quarantine seems to have thrown everything off. I can't sleep at night, my heart is always racing. I feel like I'm losing control. I'm a recruiter and we have been really busy lately working on some special projects. I don't want to bail on my team but I really think I could use a day to go on a hike or something and clear my head. I understand I had the weekend to do that but I thought I could just push through and this anxiety would go away. It has not. Really I just want a day off but I don't really know if I deserve it and I don't know how I would go about having this conversation with my boss.",1.6441604010025088,2.9580632280701766,3.5957936507936523,91.0375,77.53801169590643,7.458813700918964,23.910192147034248,8.192908349453996,1.1561174603174602,616,20,145,11,14,209,90,171,0.08900000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.084,0.4815,0,1,2,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,5,8,5,0,0,9,0,19,3,3,5,2,41,38,14,0,9,11,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,8,2,0,5,7,2,0,0,4,1,23,3,22,30,2,22,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,4,8,100,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404788512969227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145598089223223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877575275923378,0.0,0.0,0.08355269105088234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372846866658302,0.2188682440635798,0.0,0.0,0.2651840257670354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318391496009685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930346837981027,0.09791825463541404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115855827095945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066678410768282,0.0,0.0,0.1624210116849489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065312685632054,0.0,0.15461369730464009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696234573497545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333909543519902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163091375649973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862489237176053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115134284948393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512257766802729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247775427434178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716257365829784,0.0,0.0,0.21103649268726826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918080958480882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564962557758634,0.0,0.10881317870022036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268802888825854,0.0,0.11837893259514633,0.0,0.0,0.16168731076466672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302660115035074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956784892943666,0.0,0.0,0.1947320807009245,0.0,0.0,0.08826445684917443
anxiety,Fujimoose,2020/04/20,"Absolute panic attack So today, one of my quad-mates was in charge of choosing a room in a dorm we all agreed upon. However, he ended up choosing the same floor I lived on last year, which was home to many unpleasant memories. Since finding this out, I've entered probably the worst panic attack of my life.  I'm the kind of person that needs ""new vibes"" and the thought of another year on a floor plagued by shitty memories is making me super upset. I understand how this might not seem like a huge deal, but I just needed a place to vent.

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Thanks for reading.",5.695324675324677,6.3703050000000045,6.093116883116879,79.3668181818182,67.18181818181819,9.194805194805195,30.259740259740266,9.23628265651192,2.5788831168831168,450,16,83,8,7,145,83,110,0.177,0.754,0.069,-0.8067,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,3,10,2,3,9,0,4,1,0,2,1,19,12,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,3,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,3,0,7,4,16,8,3,19,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,2,7,50,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195427067822336,0.19284110823723455,0.0,0.16641358126629746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610943838538325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361547848674227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056345529870462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505136020991338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919171231573942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526440325059194,0.0,0.12936385332827124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209638533026198,0.07753410549245904,0.0,0.14013736031926258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593526089874776,0.1608995924327329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683584474581841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535202962209506,0.0,0.15327602231098852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754103272103033,0.0,0.0,0.37240676477804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857304519245053,0.16581050626003888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711083144049419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587456116928161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447694530367722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128048406076284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611209109426107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599218835169998,0.0,0.0,0.15043156932853902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652150706924057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284110823723455,0.2043986253308334
anxiety,throwaway17266362626,2020/04/20,"I'm always worried that it's my heart failing and not anxiety I've been dealing with really physical anxiety for about 3 years now. It came on really suddenly where my heart just started beating hard constantly, all day. It starts right up when I wake up and stops when I fall asleep. I have chest pain now and then and shortness of breath sometimes, but it's mostly just the feeling of my chest being crushed. 

I'm just waiting for the day where it's actually a heart attack and not anxiety. I'm always so on edge because the second I start to feel pain I ready myself to call an ambulance. Even though I know that this is probably anxiety and not a heart issue. It just makes me scared because I'm 22 and overweight and I feel like this shouldn't be happening to me. My dad had this issue when he was my age.

It's not really even about constant anxious thoughts. I can be thinking about anything else and suddenly I'll get chest pain or my heart will flutter and then my thoughts circle back around to it. I've taken Zoloft before but my doctor weaned me off of it, which was probably a bad idea. Now I can't get anything due to the pandemic. I recently started taking CBD gummies twice a day but I haven't noticed any differences yet.

Sorry just needed a place to put this. It's so hard dealing with this. I don't know how to express how debilitating it really is. I'm just dealing with a lot right now - my cat passed away, my grandpa is on his deathbed, I'm trying to graduate in May and all my classes have been moved online, I don't know when I'll see my family next, I don't even know if I'll be able to find a job after I finish school, I'm still working at a hospital for borderline minimum wage and every day I'm scared I'm gonna get infected... I might even be pregnant. I'm taking a test later today.",3.6836857342517724,4.820461032345018,5.035735250074872,83.43262254167917,72.09973045822102,8.407347509234302,28.29599680543077,8.841846274778883,2.1447968653289418,1437,54,292,27,27,480,179,371,0.136,0.8240000000000001,0.04,-0.9873,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,32,9,1,2,14,0,25,18,11,3,2,57,62,28,0,3,15,2,5,1,0,5,7,0,0,0,19,17,1,2,12,0,1,5,10,8,0,2,9,6,33,1,32,43,4,56,0,1,1,0,9,16,0,6,36,180,52,9,0.07514435581030776,0.0,0.07333005156721786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505224744602295,0.0,0.0,0.051100738760767886,0.0,0.22994090606295545,0.08489173307514469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236748042356398,0.06689440819976225,0.0,0.08548755292565324,0.0706005958847149,0.05778137123385825,0.06274239831976787,0.09161460367453847,0.0,0.06394231215124724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673078892497284,0.08594512436218826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624087062189377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938475718407875,0.2324115937885087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785098581609191,0.0,0.0769134323108418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277346696637867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852855323763965,0.0,0.06331236071967514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083941098155416,0.0,0.11398573239886407,0.0536831428054361,0.0,0.0,0.06868057985583291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177794733259258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644990567500908,0.0,0.13462916590070886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452321172059077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482883110741192,0.0,0.1568623686988158,0.07456917817741543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518949103466396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367117365608921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388504412233037,0.0,0.0,0.05015944100886612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971628655065591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798665580764304,0.0,0.05571858768266805,0.0,0.0,0.07991687489839225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555234714347222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398766779595453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785098581609191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203665011453525,0.0,0.0,0.07554083259970126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255759405313227,0.0,0.07419598588004661,0.0,0.0,0.12834573856043646,0.0,0.0,0.15046521840995775,0.07605009984572185,0.059880322608271475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431968933259718,0.08411795417061632,0.21275024723365046,0.0,0.0600103796180333,0.06282404619893586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299840747776795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814946900714371,0.07382894805489383,0.1193124496147769,0.0,0.0,0.07122806290927065,0.0,0.0,0.05101808499013655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054705985994862316,0.07631274091920077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483905014373569
anxiety,nevergonnagetitmoby,2020/04/20,I haven't done anything my therapist told me to So I had my first therapy session last week and she told me to do some things. It dawned on me that I have another session later today and i haven't done anything she told me. I've been up thinking about it all night (I haven't slept yet and it's almost 8 in the morning) and I'm not sure what to expect. And im kinda freaking out about it. The only thing I have an excuse for is the movie she suggested I watch because it wasn't on Netflix,0.9770754716981144,2.7640057641509443,3.0156981132075447,92.32128301886793,80.98113207547169,5.749433962264153,22.864150943396226,6.742157984588678,0.5651501886792452,385,13,86,4,10,130,65,106,0.048,0.938,0.013999999999999999,-0.4886,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,12,1,1,0,2,14,18,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,9,1,16,1,11,9,2,12,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,3,7,63,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638115693149654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517232800747408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063363685456407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346241932161745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38094887203541095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832110465227928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105109777736088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171985496600487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466931692954116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155937764625934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542423829881912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285456116596632,0.21610994062918595,0.2473114746713096,0.11926385147087815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642838624262436,0.5335622774063404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930133628128878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ephemeralkazu,2020/04/20,Slowly losing it Ive been actively struggling with anxiety for the past 3 to 4 years. And finally had some sort of breakthrough a year ago. I got accepted for a school i really wanted to go to. I accepted that i was getting older and that being 26 had its benefits. And moved in with my girlfriend. This al gave me anxiety and depressive episodes. But i got through it because it was all triggered by progress. But now its all been kinda nullified because of the lockdown. And i now its for something good and i dont want it to end and make people sick again. And im definitely not the only one struggling. But still its fucking bullshit. The year i get my shit together is the year the world collapses. It almost ironic. I just really feel unmotivated unproductive tired all the time. The first month went by pretty oke. Because it was all new and strangely exciting. And now its just maddening. Im actually losing my mind a bit.   Just had to vent put it out there. I atleast got a new psychologist this Thursday so that might help.,2.7665584415584408,5.382353015151516,4.237647907647909,81.47409090909093,79.45454545454545,7.811832611832611,28.11544011544012,8.704169506293173,2.5859015873015867,819,37,151,20,21,271,116,198,0.196,0.682,0.121,-0.9265,0,1,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,4,10,12,2,2,12,0,13,4,1,2,4,37,26,14,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,17,13,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,7,0,2,13,1,15,5,17,11,6,27,0,3,0,1,3,3,2,5,20,104,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.12013607508312812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912820071456117,0.0,0.1232753158337672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883552333939111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513728008904807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344025274772512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603311566885552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144282170311384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903753391471988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224732431524744,0.0,0.0,0.13485927431639808,0.0,0.10471597290456804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138117654835801,0.1286381535566814,0.0,0.06996536130264516,0.10325751540770547,0.2953831876915682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251698974110197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659564731250085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754537002809567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217583708699823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059859609697935,0.12430442624762655,0.0,0.09826397921696116,0.13084478481384873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377977895539367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342146241087323,0.09362951317545526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752093232108902,0.08534788883306972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524553785265402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375798111529998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773283314678072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459230983589585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263690405986692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477488868712727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831455614006454,0.0,0.0,0.2573993343554977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178551913455226,0.14149503737910485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452250905491544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412275368752635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171111864641002
anxiety,darknessandme,2020/04/20,Does anyone experience palpitations right after getting out of bed? I just experienced it now. My heart was racing at 161 beats per minute.,4.74625,8.185084458333336,5.721666666666668,68.29000000000002,79.41666666666666,8.200000000000001,24.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.726766666666668,113,4,17,3,3,37,24,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253753442317774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40722066368841603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551901281386416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24312004457439856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514281009638058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973963475800185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,lilly_pakotaco,2020/04/20,"I don’t have the guts to say this to the certain people I want to say it to but I needed to say it somewhere so read or not... just needed to put it out there. Having anxiety isn’t fun. And most of you would know that from experience. As well as knowing that not all anxiety is the same. No one has worse anxiety than others. Because it effects individuals differently. 

Most people with anxiety can’t handle crowded spaces, most people with anxiety have had past traumatic situations that cause ptsd which then triggers an anxiety attack. People have different coping mechanisms, some better than others. 

Some people can reach out and get help to work on coping mechanisms but sometimes it’s hard to not do what your body is telling  you do to. Such as shutting down. 

If you don’t suffer from anxiety or know what it’s like to have anxiety. Then you have no right to get mad at someone who is having an anxiety attack or feeling anxious or if they don’t want to to talk, or eat or do anything, period. Because Maybe that’s the only way that they are keeping them-self content. 

So when someone openly tells you that they’re anxious and not having a good day, that they don’t really feel like they can physically do anything productive. Respect the fact that they even managed to tell you. Because that clearly means they have some form of trust for you. And respect that they’re not okay. If they don’t want to talk about why they’re anxious then respect that. Because when you pressure people, or judge them in any way shape or form. You’re increasing the level of the anxiety and you’re making it harder for them to cope. 

So if you give a fuck about the people around you... learn them, learn how they cope, learn who they are... and respect that. Otherwise ... fuck off. 

We didn’t ask to have anxiety or ptsd. We don’t get to choose when it decides to just attack us out of nowhere. And we don’t get to decide when our body wants to just shut down and stay away from the world. 

Respect your friends and family and everyone around you. Because you have no idea how fucking hard it is.",4.130544554455446,5.88444610148515,4.697116336633666,83.87310024752475,71.89603960396039,7.723267326732674,27.476485148514854,8.376592526197632,1.90570198019802,1651,60,315,27,32,526,172,404,0.18600000000000005,0.684,0.129,-0.9731,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,5,14,12,3,20,24,7,1,13,1,36,7,3,6,4,82,59,40,0,11,23,0,4,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,29,21,1,1,14,1,0,2,18,9,1,1,2,7,34,15,51,56,11,35,0,1,0,3,46,20,3,19,12,226,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513389878207872,0.0,0.5585018345605541,0.2249377395101626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923376513981516,0.11816680235915075,0.0620470221319286,0.2265164841708475,0.06235683134705591,0.0,0.0,0.20229278232966694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869890122687749,0.0,0.1474442905813617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818030698743698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04280318102431658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868511796744254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791311368286743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383678125050608,0.0,0.0,0.06341941134225855,0.0,0.06492262828419641,0.06256776090834536,0.0,0.06711736638194069,0.04741476527428625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127732333119993,0.18407407980745571,0.1387024129621147,0.06366818394431166,0.0,0.05566803528943224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189090274276686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04448643451034067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492368936050288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589927353938232,0.0,0.0,0.10942570424166197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485009188656762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044302512808247166,0.0,0.06667761950281556,0.0722964236463257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842507790437777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497405244594902,0.05047740131072969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335770700918067,0.3220883717833792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516603519264122,0.06672021530707194,0.0,0.0,0.06638799428639676,0.0,0.04251834303414717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667964606555945,0.0,0.15834034388077348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692384198245494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460269857609572,0.0,0.0,0.11247022820231416,0.0,0.06564166032034427,0.0,0.0,0.07074162501719168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669143793142648,0.1740310042654922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983497850940137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658706165223166,0.10536288682200017,0.0,0.0,0.05967463093843954,0.0,0.059888632137126564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048318174933344726,0.0,0.06763673440196225,0.047147367629183326,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,juliettejuliette,2020/04/20,"Participating in zoom-classes during the pandemic Hi everyone. I just need some support. I don’t know why but the participation in zoom-classes where you are being viewed on the screen while you speak freaks me out for some reason. I have always been a bit shy about speaking at seminars but force myself to do it.

Anyway, I attend a master program right now. We were suppose to present a subject today. When I presented my subject I just got blank in my head eventhough I had everything written down. My face got all red and I could feel the professor just disliking everything I said. She shifted to the next person eventhough I had not even finished.

I feel so bad right now. My program is in english which is not my native language which also adds on my anxiety since I am not used to present my thoughts in english.

I just feel so ashamed and that my teacher hates me and thought that everything I said was stupid. A classmate also texted me and said that she thought it was weird that I was cut off by her during my presentation.

Sorry for the long rant. I am just so tired of this anxiety getting in the way, I just want to be able to share my thoughts on the seminar without looking like a complete fool that stutters and go blank in the head. I am so dissapointed in myself right now and can’t get this out of my head.

Thank you for reading.",4.079545619774628,5.885712763358778,4.678767720828791,83.73960559796441,72.12977099236642,7.4332242820792445,30.796801163213374,8.11559375814309,2.2102938567793533,1072,48,205,16,21,342,141,262,0.19699999999999998,0.77,0.034,-0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,0,1,20,13,3,1,14,0,20,5,4,2,1,38,44,16,0,3,12,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,11,10,0,0,9,1,0,2,6,9,0,0,17,12,41,4,30,24,4,36,2,0,4,0,15,20,0,2,14,150,52,4,0.1142237306097141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826893522013823,0.09504329413956113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747616825446642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537204393069633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470273013895022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976140834686805,0.0,0.0,0.09119835442230526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544369679805618,0.0,0.0,0.10914566954801963,0.3079707716500317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326485070609707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935436966590415,0.0,0.06491597839240539,0.0,0.18271030380991987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277228616510322,0.3516795034579361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277437513447613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580394511241411,0.0,0.0,0.10108440717841387,0.0959191657304964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469544892346778,0.0,0.0,0.12147823334340185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973575575372692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425464117341373,0.0,0.0,0.117441019002255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926393254985051,0.32595877434286136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944870503158186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278641147830129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296197358834557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516186470323333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627235327583693,0.0,0.13128337534629864,0.10827074078775016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986526290932382,0.0,0.0,0.06737211574842251,0.09066548068096493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306915051048686,0.0,0.0,0.11010760022443217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,AlliedFive,2020/04/20,"Was going to go back to work today. Today was suppose to be my first day back to work, and from last night until this morning I was worried about a bunch of different things. I was worried about who I was going to be working with, new people I haven't met yet, I was worried about the whole Corona Virus and having to work close with people.   


I work in the construction field, and we normally work in groups of 3 or more when we are working, usually there are over 300 of us on site at once. We work at heights and can do some very dangerous work at times.   


I eventually called in and told my boss my car died and I wouldn't be in until tomorrow. I was in the parking lot this morning very anxious about who I was going to work with, what we were going to be doing, how where people I have never met going to judge me. All these though's just consumed me, and I told myself I couldn't go in and called my boss. 

My wife was not impressed to see come back home this morning, saying if I do this I will loose my job and we cannot afford to do that. You have to do this eventually so go anyways, and I should of at least went into work to give it a try.   


Sitting at home now, I am nervous about tomorrow and still don't want to go in but I know I have too because I do have a family to support. This is the first time I really opened up like this. I feel overwhelmed and anxious right now. I don't want to be around my family right now because I feel terrible.   


Any help or tips to get myself back would really be appreciated at this time. 

​

Thanks",4.304440993788823,4.438308605590064,5.310739130434786,85.66306521739133,70.08695652173913,8.303354037267082,26.659006211180127,8.07648339933343,1.4068268322981372,1209,34,264,15,20,399,149,322,0.081,0.853,0.066,0.5122,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,6,1,0,13,24,8,1,2,7,0,41,0,0,3,2,48,66,22,1,8,6,1,2,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,15,25,0,0,3,0,0,12,8,4,0,2,15,4,42,4,50,40,7,65,0,1,1,0,20,25,0,5,28,200,57,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997596476396532,0.08969043697836028,0.05019512644530515,0.0,0.0,0.16677454687365265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570889892200192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22702945637203534,0.0,0.08999100066260712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074191668219067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358305367143198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760304652940739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660586696275658,0.07711849873716166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916797595341132,0.0,0.07464377736308253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255699880088266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038564057974018566,0.07080781031255906,0.3775448196920113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049475056788889527,0.0,0.1480801927705914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324765587168999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056549665915221,0.060167153364123115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03606112755683808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275286709056738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569288584886311,0.0712887078125755,0.0,0.0692681625754329,0.07232071543961396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860805277581336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535171724056968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457253472156528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260711827654285,0.0,0.05869877406974936,0.0,0.0,0.058819117644840185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058946869771490565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376170932289753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795676200919032,0.0,0.0,0.04903783828619605,0.0,0.07252054418016349,0.0,0.12912223217103724,0.0,0.13993150435351026,0.14106228166911633,0.0,0.05011393747292171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878751778981718,0.0,0.0812941949540085,0.12180631681761855,0.08707321516010365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842505691627784,0.0,0.08240917672616548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911012924687779,0.2248809570695256,0.0,0.05243438177447757,0.0,0.08969043697836028,0.0
anxiety,kaboomeh,2020/04/20,"Anxiety is wrecking my career Hey all. This is my first post here. I'm 23 (M) and I constantly want to give up.

I work a customer service line for a health insurance company. It can be considered somewhat stressful, but the anxiety I get from it is overwhelming and irrational. I'm sitting here right now, 5 minutes before I clock in, feeling so empty and useless. Last week I called off Monday and Tuesday because the feeling was unbearable.

I have been here for a little over 2 months now and it's only gotten worse as time goes on. When I am actually doing my job, I think I do good at it for the most part, but this feeling I get is just so hard to explain. It feels like when a magnet pushes another magnet away from itself. That's how I feel whenever I am about to do work.

This happens in various degrees in most jobs I've worked in. The only one it didn't was retail, and I constantly find myself wanting to go back to that. But that can't pay my bills, and that won't make me happy or satisfied either.

I'm meeting with a therapist a week from today, I've never met with one before. I'm not expecting much but I felt like I owe it to myself to give it a shot.

I just don't know what to do. And I'm not sure why I am posting on here either.. Thanks for listening. Time to clock in.",1.6386516853932598,3.5608748576779057,3.8223910112359576,86.680193258427,79.4494382022472,6.968629213483148,24.53767790262173,7.9765259561132025,1.4651154756554303,1005,37,208,18,25,345,147,267,0.109,0.7929999999999999,0.098,-0.585,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,16,9,0,2,11,0,21,1,0,2,3,42,49,19,0,3,11,0,7,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,17,10,0,0,10,0,4,2,7,3,0,3,7,8,24,6,32,40,9,39,0,2,0,0,8,14,0,4,22,147,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.11635872686523463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503105181203533,0.18243292150966572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120276786597114,0.09168637754381333,0.0,0.07268615266185055,0.0,0.20292488211107992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217549520266023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25770703665935624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145064265990656,0.08518338685796885,0.11448682397398124,0.0,0.1089810338543854,0.10142346735731796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459348088234762,0.2287671999259628,0.06776549308947148,0.100010867042179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105441442620171,0.12693067458986865,0.10681349602471904,0.0,0.0,0.12674402512684332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366498986614606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552988323856035,0.09719458306836716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650696640576112,0.11950743033546145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959204407095627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517433885272022,0.0,0.08765337787338487,0.0,0.09196341119671346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159700826997395,0.1813711816799269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912273391207651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839337886160274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182828470931372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365863025615171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238005536823104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977798983087672,0.0,0.13844407893146046,0.0,0.07640265884407146,0.0,0.0,0.13905684213633038,0.0,0.11302333136370953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065888729505532,0.0,0.1912904693279784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075934150516204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604192447526616,0.0,0.12151333195561773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,causequalstimee,2020/04/20,"Is anyone else’s anxiety related directly to work? When I’m not at work, I don’t find myself getting anxious about that much. When I have work, I am anxious the night before to the point that I wake up every hour, and during the whole time I am working. I work mostly alone, but I am out in the world during the pandemic. My boss enjoys mind games like telling me to check something he already looked at and points out where I am wrong, and plays off the anxiety that is simply innate in my personality. I have been upfront with him about medical conditions and after taking off work for it, he told my company boss that he didn’t like me taking off said days. If there is not a problem happening, he will create one for his humor. After making an issue of something, he later asks me to meet up with him to make sure I knew he was “joking”. I feel like type of behavior is fueling my anxiety because I always feel on edge. I really don’t know what to do and I am miserable at work everyday. I feel like it’s unhealthy for my body to be cycling through anxiety and adrenaline rushes for 10+ hours a day.",7.076584766584767,5.7228472972973,7.907936117936122,74.31261670761673,64.76576576576576,11.315970515970518,34.14578214578215,10.436869588844218,3.3753909909909914,868,31,170,18,11,294,127,222,0.106,0.752,0.142,0.8857,0,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,7,6,12,0,1,9,0,19,3,2,4,1,28,35,10,0,2,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,10,0,0,6,3,1,1,5,3,0,1,6,5,27,9,33,27,3,30,0,1,1,0,16,17,0,2,16,113,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947282991785492,0.11664205350531096,0.0,0.08795047167148437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234393872614654,0.2388207526839191,0.0,0.07390756506181584,0.1083016536883833,0.0,0.0,0.09881478688021693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443344897619446,0.0,0.08994251008395343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740834330069053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633489780444102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829838952763147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905640804790954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033456628001647,0.1510235226306895,0.0,0.0,0.09660745034748527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522363888584729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346974030459232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818547987376967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032284182275123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808969430134454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655779403266844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876097934847313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411105065476557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648115062859197,0.0,0.0,0.10672638804608876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770131234033657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919184332024954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162473322469529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229274764163546,0.0,0.0,0.19984043123245648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114016977029934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771382188956332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054445260429533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274531571220455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996205507973088,0.0,0.1589457756860546,0.0,0.0923860431769508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163424266149525,0.0,0.0,0.10100042516995006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180097441890528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386535882139948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556583688731878,0.0,0.0
anxiety,LupusLaganum,2020/04/20,"Do you ever get this sudden feeling of guilt, restlessness, or worriedness as if you've just done something bad even though you haven't? I don't know if I can explain it properly but sometimes, when I'm just doing regular daily stuff like watching TV or making food for example, suddenly I get this feeling like I've just done something that makes me feel bad even though I haven't done anything that should have triggered this. 

My chest and heart tightens and it's like I go into a short panic mode. It's the same feeling I get when I've done something embarrassing or feel guilty about something. I try so hard to try to remember what I could have done to someone to make me feel this way, that I become annoyingly restless. I just want apologize or put it to rest, but there's nothing to fix. Ive literally just been watching TV, cooked, chilled on the couch, whatever. I've never really properly addressed these random bursts of anxiety before so I kind of just noticed it now.  Is this ""normal,"" does it have a name? I tried searching something like this up but I can't find info about this specific feeling.",5.8011748998664885,6.717165485981307,6.031241655540723,79.04710280373834,67.03738317757009,9.104939919893187,33.04272363150868,9.23628265651192,2.93988357810414,890,38,163,16,14,284,119,214,0.134,0.763,0.10400000000000001,-0.8594,0,0,5,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,19,13,1,5,4,0,20,4,2,4,2,43,38,18,0,6,15,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,19,3,2,0,12,3,0,2,5,8,0,0,6,10,19,5,16,30,2,14,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,7,11,108,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636889347254046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215074135024028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670605036868644,0.0,0.11025326093807808,0.08494710590954285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970531425809582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736100972066714,0.510798512152242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318721944090439,0.0903010241991494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533357088887594,0.07131784047257891,0.0,0.0,0.09124187560096626,0.0,0.12071359416008985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646955916955285,0.0,0.05673510767726023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894271541763278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829781733622377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039565165113693,0.05486339451126405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950855806643212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990985019426635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699426062944613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781120087938618,0.095788594970279,0.11365595095179486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712779409880353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035569392866728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395299835665674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308676942539768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458476749221798,0.3842661150212076,0.0987334099831626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142802937611702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961629243176147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333196547732224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058881716583336186,0.07923959457178721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,sbeveyy,2020/04/20,"Having trouble keeping up with friendships at home Hey, I've never posted on this sub before but I guess I am just looking for advice on how to deal with this. I'm 15f and recently where I live we have gone into complete lockdown. Throughout quarantine, I feel like I've been actively ignoring a couple of my good friends. Like the thought of answering their calls makes me feel extremely stressed so I barely ever pick up. Now i know this is a shitty thing to do, but I feel so anxious whenever they try to text or call me now. I worry about giving them the wrong advice for things or them thinking i'm boring or not liking me anymore and a tbh lot of the time I feel like it's an extreme amount of effort to talk to them (it definitely isn't but that is what goes through my head) though I love them a lot and they have done nothing to make me angry at all. These are my closest friends and I don't generally get confusion around these relationships but I genuinely lack a desire to speak to them because of this weird feeling. I'd much rather be physically there with my friends than be texting or calling them, but with the quarantine and no other way of staying in contact, I'm scared that I will push them away and that I'm being a bad friend to them. I really do not want to ruin these friendships so I am trying to go against these thoughts but its hard. But at the same time now I begin to wonder if they even care about me at all and I feel as if they don't otherwise we would talk more when in reality it is my fault and then I go into this whole cycle of irrational thoughts lol. Anyways I am really having a tough time with this so if anyone has felt similarly or if anyone has any advice i would really appreciate it",5.823571428571429,5.60790892857143,6.473857142857145,79.81764285714289,66.85714285714286,9.514285714285714,31.5,9.120678840339163,2.495114285714286,1375,49,277,22,20,452,185,350,0.157,0.6609999999999999,0.182,0.9234,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,13,1,21,23,0,3,13,1,26,2,1,4,4,73,57,33,0,10,20,0,8,4,4,3,0,1,1,0,22,18,0,2,14,0,0,4,7,12,0,0,7,10,45,11,46,44,10,35,0,1,1,1,31,16,0,14,16,207,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796284382888345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486532237454845,0.0,0.0,0.10775831751929513,0.09459665603813104,0.1333913367830262,0.0,0.0,0.08491320200371624,0.0,0.0,0.08961769483092373,0.0,0.0796427995418459,0.05814603610122183,0.0,0.0811659242439166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29219738189927913,0.0,0.0972517416230151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000974546324927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554209743610793,0.0,0.0,0.09833812791664412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761235040874224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630011371587003,0.08628152790868494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893782539139255,0.13628665450241753,0.09158491344114372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294778000406465,0.0,0.04983491883980417,0.0915023383308881,0.10841940763954004,0.08000472266846463,0.0,0.0,0.1050777386874664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544655575381371,0.0,0.0978929081049835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567930316717124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478289938019258,0.0,0.0,0.05242130470468586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640189435225915,0.0,0.08422702908327312,0.0,0.08009968722119684,0.0,0.0,0.16218646079882784,0.08608902034706126,0.0,0.12734095005550775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011922199171347,0.0,0.07356707751904651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915248348904076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135281732648994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833189311469384,0.0,0.09418154531068364,0.10240819019787213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549739529217807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166811279023788,0.0,0.0,0.1092636188439057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333429423947867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673960259672154,0.06111909348186445,0.09371564154041433,0.22717598693997654,0.16685992861522125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952080968183602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056260762463691466,0.07571246673172219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064943589850013,0.0,0.0,0.10344136469155564,0.0,0.09686847315815536,0.0,0.13551805994622626,0.10428892804109563,0.0,0.0
anxiety,cyberSharplearning,2020/04/20,Anxiety through the roof Here’s a funny story.... I ordered some less then ordinary products *wink wink* nothing weird right? No... The postal office forgot to read it’s code and put it in stock now there’s a chance they will have to open it to “validate” the contents... Beat my story😓😓,-0.21275974025974165,1.6968181785714336,1.3561688311688336,94.40701298701302,108.28571428571428,4.1792207792207785,19.37662337662337,6.1124844417494595,0.2963785714285714,222,8,44,3,11,71,44,56,0.032,0.802,0.166,0.7366,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37123801875640894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46563943248716494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878406284411978,0.0,0.0,0.4854115159036912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144266326058511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ilovemytuxedocat,2020/04/20,"I’m afraid I won’t be able to conceive This is seriously giving me major anxiety. I don’t want kids now, but the thought of not being able to have kids literally terrifies me. I was reading about how smoking can cause infertility, and I smoke cigarettes but I’m officially quitting. I’m just afraid that I’ve done irreversible damage to my eggs. 

I’m 18 years old but started smoking cigarettes honestly at around 14. I am literally so scared I won’t be able to have kids, but my mom has smoked basically her whole life and had 3 kids. So did my grandma. But still, this shit is really getting to me. I hope I can have at least one child in the future.",3.6723664122137407,5.100954137404585,5.46251145038168,79.23162977099237,72.51145038167941,9.209465648854962,29.130534351145037,9.642632912329526,2.6937169465648854,516,21,105,13,10,177,82,131,0.18100000000000002,0.742,0.077,-0.9467,0,0,4,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,3,2,0,19,3,1,2,0,15,29,10,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,0,15,2,11,19,3,10,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,1,6,67,18,1,0.5831331699841042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486984263107216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303738423242132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967946566603464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891589746866528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155433779422576,0.1864648241063145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930609379527221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372947344188038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276528403048625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396672278026226,0.0,0.13171537586209553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674463518626174,0.1944303247005048,0.0,0.12452334689000538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460601051936352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952593971328692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758155302823444,0.0,0.15523030093770976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431420012007027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464901737203015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701578646706315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517288089926212
anxiety,Cpt_Cashew99,2020/04/20,"In need of some advice for what I can do to help myself I posted this in another subreddit too, I apologise if this isn't the right place for this. For many months I've been uncovering things about myself that I believe very abnormal, and am pushing away the most important person in my life as a result. When in an argument or any conflict, I tend to shut down. Thoughts stop formulating and I cannot speak, and am overwhelmed with a feeling of danger as if I am being attacked, and the urge to escape the situation. I cry profusely and tremble and often hit myself. I also have grown very passive when confronted with a mistake I made that has frustrated or hurt someone, as I avoid this confrontation and seek to escape instead of facing it. I am also passive with emotions, as sometimes I forget entirely what a certain occasion made me feel and instead project whatever I am thinking in the present onto the past. I have to reflect extensively on what I honestly want or think because it is so hard to differentiate.

I believe this to be in part because of my family situation, as I live alone with my mother who suffers from paranoid psychosis. Many of my behaviors that plague me now are ones I performed on a daily basis around her, like an emotional/mental detachment when faced with anger or conflict or a constant feeling of being attacked or my response of silence and inaction. These were very useful when coping with her but I feel are manifesting in everything outside of that and it is breaking me. The only other person I have extensive contact with is my girlfriend whom I love and care for very much and who feels the same for me, but the relationship is basically detrimental because of how hurtful and unsustainable these behaviors are. I am a minor still, and am frankly terrified of seeking out professional help and trying to explain to my mother why, nor I do not want to lose my relationship. Is there a way I can seek help without notifying my mother? If not, is it preferable to risk undergoing pain from her for the sake of help? Any advice is very much appreciated, thank you all.",9.788786848072561,8.219953275510203,9.76047619047619,63.873412698412686,59.61224489795919,12.690702947845805,42.951247165532884,11.538034831475384,5.101856689342403,1692,83,280,39,18,560,199,392,0.135,0.728,0.13699999999999998,0.58,1,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,2,18,23,7,4,20,0,32,5,2,6,2,70,52,40,0,8,14,3,6,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,23,24,0,4,11,0,0,2,6,17,0,1,5,7,45,6,58,43,7,33,0,5,0,1,23,17,0,12,12,230,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830979784339904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970305629224203,0.0,0.14984150778000946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741954434170805,0.09823806228207443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834005067101484,0.0,0.2131629660320532,0.08802119084812485,0.0,0.0,0.17133056201848024,0.0,0.0,0.21110434370194595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551924009942432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124140983765496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290980032622332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538427178036487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419904101352177,0.0,0.08831893322484115,0.0,0.23685257845479205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392435897297958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118331753540457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005858517493428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617327504086289,0.04577030448112647,0.0,0.08272655769038073,0.0,0.0,0.10481080090454124,0.0,0.0,0.08455537831220822,0.17729613821791124,0.0,0.18996603597243025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747793647447249,0.0,0.137740151265862,0.06946706863795626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348413747205835,0.07125251361090687,0.09968863381440934,0.0,0.0,0.10145293502893878,0.0894339994493317,0.0,0.16360620738578674,0.0978820521561293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897254028189332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116765714236035,0.0,0.08000743199688458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061424152886132,0.0,0.0,0.07937994288251668,0.0,0.09265796522737522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481785402849453,0.0783257887703631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625358937569548,0.0,0.0,0.06224089321438385,0.12006056174467042,0.0,0.07437631203034402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360672370181647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091472497804934,0.0,0.3865042905050385,0.11051699822050784,0.07436367891796768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453714861866607,0.0,0.0,0.09031007355853216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,MidwestNewsMan84,2020/04/20,Fighting a panic attack Trying to get through one of the worst panic attacks I've had in a long time. Triggered by the sudden remembrance/fear that I am going to die someday. What do I do???,1.7881578947368406,4.1399507105263185,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,81.36842105263158,4.852631578947369,25.28947368421053,5.985473137389443,0.9470842105263166,149,6,27,1,4,50,31,38,0.486,0.514,0.0,-0.9740000000000001,0,0,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748546100680774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221214024840045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843029313467566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199986605395286,0.0,0.14358754483048775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358843241422746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120304606064038,0.0,0.0,0.5928636808703506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732299319267098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153363472066466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ElisaPie,2020/04/20,"My anxiety is skyrocketing and I dont know what to do I was doing more or less fine the last couple months. University started again just now with online classes. That's not even the worst.
My boyfriend and I have been having huge issues. He hasn't hugged or talked openly to me in 4 days now. We live in a one room apartment. He has suffered from depression for a long time but I was hoping he'd be open about it. Instead he ignored me for two days straight and now is still very silent. Its breaking my heart and I feel terrible and empty. 

He is from a different country and doesnt have a job. Getting him to officially live here is super stressful as well and we still haven't done it.
I'm sitting in my bed right now and I just cant think clearly anymore. 

Everything seems impossible. Just getting up and going out with my puppy is stressing me out so much. I thought about breaking up with my boyfriend but the thought makes me feel even worse. I have no idea what to do. I tried playing animal crossing because it used to always calm me down but it doesnt help. I feel stressed and like anything I do is just impossible. 

Even checking my bank account or emails make me anxious and I haven't done that in days either. I dont know anymore.",2.2008433734939783,4.511850963855423,3.127331726907632,90.381021686747,79.52208835341366,5.75106827309237,26.024257028112448,6.918507183188421,1.0890268594377517,986,40,201,11,25,313,138,249,0.15,0.736,0.114,-0.8579,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,1,20,16,0,3,7,0,30,2,1,3,1,48,48,19,0,1,12,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,20,0,1,10,1,3,2,10,8,1,2,7,3,30,8,24,39,5,36,0,2,0,1,11,16,0,5,16,143,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730926738838673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946413026789486,0.13211681551646556,0.2319599867922298,0.0,0.0,0.09623741148488248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128980204449946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939962442982944,0.0,0.22626340892817676,0.0,0.10072627451843244,0.0,0.0,0.12218471777091053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393547558641345,0.2741220118493298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317271596366512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510441736967877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773957420037542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219995505140488,0.0,0.06646367170196739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858275089950034,0.07838710490272087,0.0,0.0,0.11615475248240023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201892132388007,0.0,0.12206227789290496,0.1160518462705828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285420188852019,0.0953274087703674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057134394019393124,0.0,0.20653267643868392,0.10349440953169238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612605312961106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334597482537603,0.0,0.08596949664120833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924630970732471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987209383924336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646415106319174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277568423526592,0.0,0.18678804085789374,0.0,0.4018871593149237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399756385745932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493491160560499,0.0,0.1856857001684696,0.06819273263059386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939933228455581,0.0,0.11424022001883105,0.0,0.0,0.10100465424635782,0.0,0.09649351768243848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514939232352498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917897788845483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,yaweet,2020/04/20,"Accidentally fasting?? I’ve been really anxious recently trying to keep up with uni work and anxiety about going outside with this whole covid situation. I normally eat 3-4 meals a day and I’m relatively healthy, it’s extremely rare for me to miss a meal. I haven’t eaten anything in 33 hours and I’ve been feeling nauseous at the thought of eating and haven’t felt hungry since my last meal. I hardly slept last night. I don’t know what’s wrong with me and now I’m feeling really anxious about eating. Has anyone else experienced this or know what to do?",3.3353211009174286,5.597550100917438,4.899532110091744,79.34948165137615,75.5137614678899,8.029724770642202,27.413761467889906,8.841846274778883,2.3745442201834863,447,18,83,10,10,150,74,109,0.134,0.8109999999999999,0.055,-0.8034,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,8,1,0,0,17,20,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,7,1,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,5,7,0,13,14,1,12,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,8,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474551753894668,0.3684377297995912,0.0,0.1140199718004848,0.16708102193824245,0.13418993362302234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516447937422023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500573583941126,0.13622123629087404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490276478553567,0.0,0.15656952692354814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267451769970313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607566147036502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058777287970372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494110381721578,0.0,0.0,0.17923429896786147,0.2658421181114116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302697590907596,0.1597706647300335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089293039459084,0.0,0.16100861419385212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489039268505446,0.18329371247454504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294566811175376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107115306260136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205805716051066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871444106668068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782877497313097,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Marshmallow-san,2020/04/20,"Is this a symptom of anxiety? Tldr in advance: I wake up early in the morning and my whole body is shaking. Passes in a minute. I feel no other discomfort. Anxiety or something else?

Hey guys. October 2018 I got strong anxiety and panic attacks. A lot of changed in my life back then, there were tons of factors, like a new life situation, wrong meds and other health problems. It was over a few months, haven't had a panic attack since then, but now I know what anxiety is and how crippling it can be. Nevertheless I have it under control right now and despite quarantine I'm living my life to the fullest. However there has been one symptom that started in the beginning of 2019. It used to come back daily. Sometimes it goes away for weeks. Sometimes it happens once a week. Right now it returned to its almost daily regime.

I wake up in the morning hours. Always around 1 hour from my alarm. I feel calm, but mostly awake and my body starts shaking. I am not afraid, it's not a nightmare. Heart seems normal. I can move. Shaking can vary from barely noticeable to mobile phone vibrations. It can last from seconds to a few minutes. Usually after this I fall back asleep in a few minutes. I usually remember when this happens.

Does someone who suffers from anxiety, experience this as well? I have health anxiety so of course I worry about it being something serious. I tried to mention this to a doctor but it didn't go well at all. So I'm trying it here. Anyone else has the same experience? Or should I search somewhere completely different? I heard this can be also related to the spine and to neck joints.",2.5202521008403345,5.256763555555559,3.7458580765639615,83.77864705882355,81.74509803921569,6.634397759103641,27.04351073762837,7.859703344183488,2.0522632306255835,1272,56,227,24,35,413,174,306,0.142,0.812,0.046,-0.9693,2,1,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,3,18,19,2,8,17,0,23,16,8,3,1,32,39,20,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,8,1,0,1,24,9,0,1,5,0,0,9,5,14,2,2,7,3,21,5,36,28,9,49,0,1,0,0,6,16,0,6,25,165,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877850633820396,0.0,0.0,0.0701066503798434,0.07294532399289347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023865440536359,0.0,0.0,0.061298264540268176,0.08982440988803322,0.0,0.07804152870664323,0.0,0.19946597915285127,0.08236530643921114,0.2022297526748604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475483141301925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273924446359463,0.07551669240790736,0.09191637151043563,0.0,0.09832512844112158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159254882894133,0.0,0.08973009848130109,0.07671730637111446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464677678182845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150878445715964,0.0,0.0,0.08865335729895703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049822737301133166,0.0,0.07011469051506168,0.0,0.0,0.08680334799187467,0.15504591073752516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637020053983902,0.0,0.1038849015669082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266714994698368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817906590981445,0.07145967598752394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857637470355692,0.042829290516060915,0.0,0.07741088491504368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453069156258317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737741570650962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997434632708131,0.09317532589883476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466858870696642,0.0,0.0,0.08589428955072277,0.0,0.09980858094416516,0.0,0.09336167106618228,0.05940490450688427,0.0,0.0,0.2057148582229574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838847400403739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930874613592508,0.14973295840107648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980804091286077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251840922411072,0.0985405126699456,0.0,0.0,0.07427930998941773,0.13497948967568213,0.17340828103893152,0.0,0.12410121394040068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223755413771653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903922768629432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571547321781666,0.19310392818231734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064111935192405,0.0,0.15764493344876998,0.0,0.0,0.09787621215202576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902930934591334,0.0,0.0,0.09584925758833138,0.0,0.0
anxiety,whatsintheboxbrad,2020/04/20,How can I stop double checking everything so much? I’ve struggled with this for so long and I just don’t know what to do about it anymore. I guess it’s not “double” checking if I do it WAY more than just twice. I’ll catch myself checking to see if I turned the stove off for 10-15 minutes before I just have to be harsh and force myself to leave the kitchen and it just feels like I’m not being considerate to myself. I do this with almost everything in my life and I feel like I could just be enjoying more aspects of life if only I didn’t waste so much time making sure that everything is perfect.,4.242819999999998,4.602005072000001,5.041350000000001,86.74842500000004,70.28,7.85,26.825,7.645422480735847,1.2958199999999995,474,14,102,5,8,154,74,125,0.113,0.772,0.115,0.3028,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,2,0,12,3,0,2,2,28,20,11,0,4,10,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,8,6,1,1,4,0,3,1,4,1,0,1,1,3,14,5,14,15,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,5,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689814918974826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510182812689854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882126904255792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902095868206122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032338568832457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874678402319747,0.2666786539212101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561066681522466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257528902209018,0.0,0.0,0.19763025627653186,0.0,0.0,0.26366596753409105,0.1823707774459396,0.0,0.0,0.16517507756533376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458708181602796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27441131052814816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419520412799171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873201339401276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604369638842747,0.0,0.19512202774879545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591083777380534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088342834421524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301631833279546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481502263503865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,goldnughet15,2020/04/20,"Currently panicking and panicking more because of anxiety I just found a bed bug in me and my boyfriends apartment. I only found one but of course I went to google and it’s like “where there’s 1 there’s more” 

I’m freaking out a little because I don’t know how this will all get fixed with so many people off of work from the virus. I understand the workers safety is more important but just panicking a little.

I feel so itchy now and I bagged a lot of clothing up in trash bags- but I can’t sleep and it’s driving me insane. Our dryer is broken too right now- so I can’t dry any clothes to kill them if there is any (this kills them if you dry clothing/linens on heat for 20-30 min) 

My boyfriends got work in the morning so he’s not concerned- I’m not sure what to do and how to stop panicking but the last thing I want to do is sleep where I know I could just be bit. 

It may sound like we live in a crappy dirty place but we live in a pretty nice place in the city- everything’s just going crazy with the virus, and we’ve been trying to get our dryer fixed for two months. 

How do I stop panicking right now and how can I sleep?!",0.9650656984785576,2.9423197302904605,2.231644190871372,96.94810252420471,81.98755186721992,5.676417704011066,19.58523513139696,6.816661863887847,0.02243139695712281,889,23,208,10,24,284,125,241,0.23800000000000002,0.679,0.084,-0.9918,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,1,2,3,21,7,2,0,12,0,16,3,3,4,2,44,30,23,2,4,13,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,7,13,0,2,6,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,5,2,25,4,25,21,6,31,0,0,0,0,8,19,0,4,11,130,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598471981800326,0.0,0.09898605898251336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775476783595122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412647397424757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331058340145384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629098752677712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542549633634871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837476936095683,0.0,0.0,0.13520605322108242,0.0,0.0735375944256654,0.0,0.10348820545956602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863105884775318,0.0,0.14222312143426755,0.10547338334299984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643074893588596,0.2593735702995434,0.2285145524866563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000615512686712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118521098258984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328105959535304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768072593280178,0.09840997084808613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970551023018546,0.0,0.2703783883846321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164022017112895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100354503811964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884623527577781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635836264350086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195231756509972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596362677440705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785003514991589,0.0,0.12639914033811803,0.13470372161040658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631993611123174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994953815947973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840075214460136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,GuiltyUniversity4,2020/04/20,"Mental/physical vicious cycle My anxiety is centered around my health. I know being stressed/anxious can cause physical symptoms but then that leaves me worried that it’s something serious which only makes things worse! Has anyone experienced something similar or have any tips to deal with this? For example I’m having pretty bad lower stomach bloating so I’m scared there could be something actually wrong. Or if I’m in a more anxious situation (like before a date) I’ll get a weird feeling in my stomach and then stress myself thinking I’ll have diarrhea on the date and think of all the worst case senarios!

So basically physical digestive symptoms make me feel panicky and I’m sure worrying about it only makes this worse! And I’m really not sure if it’s all something manifested by anxiety or if it’s an actual medical problem. Any stories of similar experiences or advice would be appreciated :)",5.32836400817996,8.098096846625769,6.528981595092027,67.60778732106343,71.33128834355828,9.745439672801636,36.02004089979551,10.047579312681364,4.629268629856852,738,41,109,22,15,247,107,163,0.289,0.61,0.1,-0.9894,1,0,4,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,1,2,6,0,11,7,2,4,4,31,25,16,0,6,9,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,3,7,3,11,20,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,5,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.2431164212167428,0.0,0.0,0.12172421667417205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941797344382972,0.0,0.19058492725222656,0.1407238498748215,0.0,0.0870992740244629,0.0,0.0,0.11088993375403916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040072044956566,0.0,0.0,0.10599628503114704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279633462905745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945562144983193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284218264398468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184921324504548,0.0,0.0,0.12596837966755095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508046709323184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324075753902455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845808271072512,0.0,0.0,0.13189715144167902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085653711258233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944583143644145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254868958175359,0.1255329854998315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894757436326415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267281576954882,0.0,0.11919260706716572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798000140184546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471205404749028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001713066301275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835872237857964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268965448737905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480350475909836,0.2589430350831825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275595434116724,0.15963341547323248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530051468531986,0.2538862979257837,0.08848794024547123,0.13619310129478718,0.0,0.0
anxiety,diclonius-lucy,2020/04/20,It won’t stop I’ve been up for two hours now seeming to have an anxiety attack that is coming in waves and it just won’t stop. It’s increasing my pain level which makes my anxiety go higher and it’s like a never ending seesaw. I just want it to gooooo awayyyyyyy,3.2325000000000017,4.135260107142859,4.620000000000001,86.875,72.92857142857143,7.742857142857144,22.92857142857143,8.07648339933343,1.0327642857142862,210,5,45,3,4,70,42,56,0.24100000000000002,0.695,0.064,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,11,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,5,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119717823905386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063261787908622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194672012225706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384875980609099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302868989665416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26517037376803343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154857745495505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797355213558912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767266188529876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865154190119281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512743790646535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502327964642359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630313787263991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881862776873756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,besterrunner,2020/04/20,What should I do amidst anxiety panic due to corona So I just started feeling super anxious today about corona. I live with roomates who I’ve barely talked to and I wanna say something to them but I don’t know what. Just this whole situation is freaking me out. I don’t know when ittl be over and that’s what’s scaring me the most. What should I do?,0.3558333333333329,2.7926095833333378,2.2957777777777792,91.42700000000002,92.05555555555556,3.991111111111112,19.7,5.6839178017228535,-0.010326666666666371,278,9,55,2,10,92,49,72,0.18100000000000002,0.764,0.055,-0.828,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,12,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,10,1,8,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844163396304755,0.3225852972469782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443804558890472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138568335053589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521420326388488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350262857301933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707735486361266,0.2858810007044081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209652646283832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982698511154064,0.0,0.0,0.20211067455321316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295107701386529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706638799042373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31880151100309945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,_spacegypsy_,2020/04/20,"fear of driving so basically when i turned 18 i experiences anxiety driving almost randomly, like it was bound to happen almost (my mom is also anxious driving). a couple years after initially getting anxious when i drive, i got into a car accident. i’m at a point now where i feel like i’m gonna faint when i’m driving and it’s getting in the way of my life. does anyone have any advice? i want to be back to be comfortable driving me and my friends",2.7351923076923086,4.665224208791209,5.055041208791208,79.0805837912088,76.14285714285714,7.626923076923077,30.05631868131868,8.472884824447931,2.5666802197802205,357,17,66,7,8,125,61,91,0.132,0.735,0.133,0.037000000000000005,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,9,16,7,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,4,9,11,0,20,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,9,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187289903725122,0.0,0.0,0.3838436468069592,0.0,0.0,0.15327204487002305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303367431828904,0.0,0.14662091756184914,0.4330470470873228,0.0,0.13401453788144188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737625963725826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207037512406032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772472170203018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748222860807864,0.0,0.21567305310025034,0.09691007403850152,0.13692338245517402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807759804651266,0.0,0.20027098550002265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328962277396313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948608768725365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537654994970144,0.18727275949319444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244722365878417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811825556642667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847323616636745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304722276969648,0.15213238708927798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342405435387292
anxiety,eujakin,2020/04/20,help help how do i stop being anxious about the future? i know that in the future bad things will happen.. from stuff like my girlfriend will break up with me because we have to in order to go overseas and ldr wont work to my parents will die eventually and so will i... im scared and anxious and i just want time to stop,4.589925373134328,4.460292731343287,5.208171641791047,87.55613805970152,69.44776119402985,7.2970149253731345,27.19776119402985,5.985473137389443,0.8851522388059698,251,7,55,1,4,81,47,67,0.237,0.6459999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.8591,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,12,6,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,10,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506983988515281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735270324268954,0.13678345197656067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287695097665426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275235754022324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984235507700105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008020359588087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423750819177616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233165232818232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962352842112487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491537873222244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464924969425026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37519301777489933,0.0,0.0,0.25686796509391274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907190160940967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084111754308025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234851103556694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335547626755256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ScientificFellow,2020/04/20,"[request] how to deal with a student with anxiety issues  

Hi all!

(throwaway, because I have colleagues here, that might recognize my student) Its a bit of a long text, but I find myself in a new situation here: I am working at a university and I am currently supervising a student for his bachelor thesis. He did great during his experiments and now he has to write the thesis. For two weeks I didn't hear a thing from him, and I thought ""okay he dug into his work"". When he didn't respond to my messages I wondered and started to push him a little and finally called him.

Well turns out, he hasn't started and is afraid to ask for my help. I was surprised, since we always came along well and during his experiments he never held back any questions. We talked a bit and he told me, that he is afraid to fail and thus, he didn't even start. We spoke a bit more and I suggested, that maybe he wants to consult the psychological support offers, the university offers. He answered that he already is in therapy and he is quite aware where his anxiety to fail comes from. Turns out a very close family member of his died, he tried CPR to save that member but didn't make it.

Oof. Well that's a package to carry.

I tried to show understanding, made clear, that its great that he already took the step to get professional help and tried to make clear, that is my job to support him with his thesis and that there's no need to be afraid to ask for my help. I told him that it is okay to be a bit afraid of writing up the thesis: it is his first scientific work, no students do that without any help. But you know how that is, people can tell you all kind of stuff, the feeling or anxiety is still there. He said, he would send me his drafts within a few hours, so we could build up a construct he can use as a guidance for writing.

This was 24h ago, I haven't received anything so far. Maybe the drafts will come soon, but maybe he's afraid to send it?

How should I handle that situation? I would love to give him some more time, but I can't change the rules and bureaucracy of the examination office. He has to hand in the thesis in a little more than 3 weeks.

What can I do with him? He did great work and I am sure, he can finish up that thesis quite well. I am normally not the kind of supervisor that demands and pushes, but if that helps, I can manage that.

Also, lets be honest: after several weeks of hard lab work, he wouldn't fail the thesis, even if he handed in a pile of crap. It wouldn't be a good grade, but he wouldn't fail. I didn't tell him that because I am not sure if that would help. He is capable of getting a good grade.

I am grateful for any do's or don'ts or personal experiences since I have no experience with handling people with anxiety issues.

Thanks guys!",4.822762586250961,5.1508277853309545,5.605225658062871,83.32274776386406,69.0,8.60681829798109,27.957117301303352,8.505502328695277,1.7438665065167394,2168,67,458,31,35,709,230,559,0.083,0.74,0.177,0.9961,2,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,4,2,0,12,24,32,1,5,32,2,56,4,3,8,7,92,91,37,1,14,16,0,4,0,0,9,0,3,0,2,31,34,0,1,9,1,0,10,19,10,4,2,18,7,54,22,61,58,11,50,0,4,0,1,86,18,1,10,22,300,85,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057028588738921186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198928223490356,0.05144821885905095,0.053531397851661965,0.0,0.0,0.13124885156329136,0.0,0.1968626454337132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294175262721351,0.0,0.12028801141329455,0.0,0.0,0.04946920403440716,0.0,0.07843534040347261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28094613178934186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065692644047642,0.07358144678893065,0.0,0.0,0.0680572944240658,0.11083682639131467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136580584873908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632597039250399,0.0,0.0,0.06676897920775797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849845659340601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517256617223496,0.06064877313728866,0.0,0.03252941984957356,0.0,0.0,0.07047522127424778,0.05880050171081281,0.05472283162434472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722416668910874,0.06171544559119239,0.0,0.10792133182496656,0.0,0.21278680209899828,0.0,0.06370119840254597,0.0,0.0,0.05763101095307381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725095760832714,0.0,0.2587320660162507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633564524343263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429685652622705,0.06384199286317814,0.0,0.0,0.13398881350729658,0.035356519159349856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578631146028804,0.0,0.0,0.128959996310631,0.0,0.05693394432774292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806433308857437,0.06087479135148269,0.08588746056152465,0.0,0.19389774029877416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824866146355632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047703163212017466,0.049618676995024084,0.062134591492840764,0.0,0.0,0.06303407998535374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920278388401667,0.0561743410687048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206928302872423,0.13685516660057895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061196773500455985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267959161668285,0.0,0.10643620737427112,0.14462918524443044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660871787953838,0.0,0.05137755733576575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364752822710185,0.0,0.1460118930813955,0.12126887411932925,0.0,0.0,0.05170957631257609,0.11246225152080992,0.05923049773490757,0.07357202526309728,0.0,0.04274093531917392,0.0,0.0,0.05107434963727329,0.03751392235305216,0.0,0.0,0.12294860596438588,0.07147791672144267,0.1310365608462525,0.13995476721978015,0.06284538803566495,0.06697440846360929,0.0,0.055564289778802935,0.0,0.05308264077817376,0.03794611250469943,0.0,0.15481559273897494,0.0,0.23137750824349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062016092849757364,0.06976794288485842,0.2341811491570723,0.0,0.0,0.13710399550104208,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,failsafe5000,2020/04/20,"Quarantine has taught me something I am usually someone who is happy to stay at home, instead of going out.  Its easier to do nothing, then deal with crowds, other people, and thinking about what I'm going to say.

But, now having to really stay home for days on end, watching any movie or tv show I can find to pass the time between the hours of work, and my 30th birthday next week, has made me realize that I need to do something to change. Something I should have done a long time ago.

That is, when this quarantine and stay at home orders end, and the worst of this virus passes, is to get out there into the world.  To force myself to go to events where I can meet people.

At almost 30, with very few friends, and spending almost every weekend at home, is not the way I should be living my life.

I feel I have missed so much, because I let my anxiety get the best of me.  Out there is the best friend I could spend time doing things with.  Out there is the girl I could marry some day, and spend the rest of my life with.

But I'm not going to find them, sitting at my desk at home.  Screw my thoughts in my head, I need to make mistakes, get embarrassed, but most importantly, get out there.  I'm tired of being lonely.

I'm doing what I can to make my self look better, for me, by losing the weight I've put on, so when I can finally get out into the world again, I have even a tiny bit of confidence.

I'm ready, to make the change I should have a long time ago.",6.2639,4.808472256666668,6.448666666666668,84.45100000000005,66.43333333333334,9.466666666666667,28.666666666666664,8.021203637495839,1.5775666666666668,1127,26,250,11,15,362,151,300,0.068,0.838,0.094,0.8744,0,4,3,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,5,14,13,1,1,15,0,31,6,1,4,0,46,57,15,0,8,6,0,2,0,2,3,3,1,5,2,10,18,1,0,6,3,3,7,2,7,0,0,4,5,30,6,48,45,9,57,0,3,2,1,10,20,1,5,24,168,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495901523547734,0.0,0.17504752593152684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059438588138497526,0.0,0.0668648005053987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053281447855145915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345289925851727,0.07730286787438102,0.09542392876754843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849263949319269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957200883116053,0.0,0.0,0.1127383504007021,0.09011100646039123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894459486329859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483027089692905,0.0,0.0,0.057730363571002724,0.0,0.07364271875814678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044194736162487966,0.0,0.0,0.09574821268290064,0.15977368617998033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505820611881067,0.0,0.2283282582587482,0.0,0.19869774113494806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304454661180847,0.0,0.0,0.08970303443392708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383731157222605,0.0,0.08607659504763579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937782141628949,0.1234738692953214,0.0,0.0,0.0771804642070859,0.15470184589150374,0.07339842221506165,0.09778415171104796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270498998034083,0.17503111076383515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642529383033279,0.12961981627833127,0.0,0.0,0.09295650762779674,0.0,0.0,0.08386772417598419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119163258809952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786644861541645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559940609638074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950818741274196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118277016533492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405821070585883,0.20186656598173366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794871987869001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058068184692621164,0.056005774609274174,0.0,0.06939002962020382,0.20386688830971367,0.10045951234146724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626456817849062,0.07211851040836402,0.0,0.06937824344772417,0.07011124398137585,0.1064360847866878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363208534972213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,gold-wombat,2020/04/20,"Feeling like a dud human being I have such bad anxiety about everything that I do and every interaction that I have. I feel like I'm bad at absolutely everything that I do, and I wonder how other people go through life without feeling this way. What would it be like to actually feel mildly confident? Or not having to question literally everything that you do?

I'm pretty sure my anxiety is actually making my competency at work and uni even worse. I find myself making a million careless mistakes here and there, just because I'm so scattered.

Every night, and on weekends, I spend the whole time just lying in bed, paralysed, thinking about all the mistakes I made. All the awkward interactions I've had. How many times I've shown people how incompetent I am. What people must think of me.

I don't even know why I even care so much what people think of me. I just can imagine them thinking... what's up with that person? What's wrong with them?

I'm so so tired of feeling this way. Just wish I could switch off for a moment.",3.457121212121212,5.711860267676772,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,75.1111111111111,7.228282828282829,27.161616161616163,8.167268648758528,1.98430101010101,815,32,148,14,18,270,114,198,0.198,0.691,0.111,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,2,19,12,0,1,6,0,16,2,0,6,4,43,37,13,0,6,7,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,14,7,0,0,14,1,1,1,3,7,0,1,2,5,22,5,18,30,4,14,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,8,105,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.2255936159130713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768483702671356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302160854257885,0.07046111816257587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784924506438668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228728011649444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290335266528625,0.0,0.1947750489940928,0.0,0.31164800122761893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29222277661962776,0.16515158574455618,0.0,0.0,0.10564495743250182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569108751890987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352391311083114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164292867998553,0.1694107644864015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937176646329876,0.15431121930953545,0.11718766765691616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497017367830847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847111716049887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205355067422717,0.1009266196432956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759412708300528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948454717624294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089399296899882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29625542558521395,0.0,0.0,0.13480009914220134,0.13285092381293526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349608752270125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429981576733356,0.1290494093015616,0.13292001680403134,0.11142230590930327,0.12534980385836916,0.08414913755623216,0.0,0.11779362268745927,0.08211010307230078,0.12637687750476942,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Nitrotard,2020/04/20,"Social anxiety and alcohol. I understand the dangers of depending on alcohol to get through social situations, but, for me at least, it helped a lot with overcoming my social anxiety. Even for the next few days after a night of drinking, I felt like I was generally more confident. It's almost like I get reminded of how I am when I feel confident, and I can take that with me for the next week or so. I was wondering if anyone else had similar experiences?",6.867931034482758,6.964364528735633,8.556919540229888,64.70503448275863,64.63218390804597,13.856551724137931,38.089655172413785,13.023866798666859,5.648417931034483,362,18,64,15,5,128,60,87,0.061,0.763,0.177,0.9257,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,0,5,3,0,2,0,16,12,8,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,11,2,13,8,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,6,9,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523265316106541,0.16506292124680225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522034913952011,0.0,0.0,0.11525959226505547,0.16889751996718816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063078232877437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147992854597293,0.0,0.0,0.13770222799389573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887491731128138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612446348576594,0.0,0.0,0.08334779044595578,0.0,0.15827174440911454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224364234031328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104884241183004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106448033744586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014062527158075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506172993029734,0.15469067892507204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528647421113068,0.0,0.5040992521497465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393876920789408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160370482106624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222428231679306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787613769413358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rorschach__12,2020/04/20,"How do i stop overthinking? I think about everything alot, to the point where i end up hurting myself. I need some suggestions on how to stop overthinking.",4.095238095238095,7.0684704285714295,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,76.85714285714286,9.447619047619048,27.190476190476193,9.725611199111238,3.1966047619047617,124,5,22,4,3,38,21,28,0.253,0.747,0.0,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,3,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258529418425199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33064757834065706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938478712582201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727954825028917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477873406000249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6151669203544328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357374473464551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,monncheet,2020/04/20,"As if I wasn't anxious enough about starting college next year, I have to wear headgear through the first year I got [headgear](https://i.imgur.com/zGxRrXb.jpg) in February, and I'm not scheduled to get it off until June 2021 (or later thanks to lockdown). I'm lined up to start college in Fall, which I'm fucking dreading. Thinking I should look into taking a gap year instead",11.029068627450984,9.266735926470592,8.694117647058825,73.10186274509806,57.38235294117647,10.243137254901963,44.72549019607843,7.793537801064563,3.9406019607843135,305,15,50,2,3,89,53,68,0.057999999999999996,0.868,0.073,-0.0137,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,15,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,4,1,13,12,1,17,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,2,11,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29947217707415863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739051122717869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254823556059091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24506810436925666,0.13849670246195006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201380941751785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222605811479896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28192239272108793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752590352686601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931198167038006,0.0,0.0,0.2440559407572021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985666078663078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121208493527074
anxiety,Cam_SM,2020/04/20,Online school My social teacher made us watch a video and do a work sheet on it but i couldnt get the video to work so i submitted it with big words saying that the video was  restricted 2 weeks later he emailed me saying that it should be done and everyone else in the class got the video working. Thats when i started crying uncontrollably and hid under my desk even thou no one was in the room with me it just helps being in a closed space in my case. In the end my teacher gave me more time to work on it and gave me a new link for the video.,2.4333237547892708,3.648942198275861,3.372873563218396,93.83726053639849,75.29310344827586,6.534865900383142,20.64750957854406,6.937597516519254,0.13459118773946346,429,9,100,4,9,137,73,116,0.128,0.843,0.028999999999999998,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,11,0,8,0,0,1,0,15,14,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,3,13,0,13,3,1,19,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,0,7,65,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208462964982332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574610706144594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679532351595951,0.0,0.1780724894708338,0.0,0.0,0.13279301908589097,0.0,0.0,0.1921139020828836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504142666453524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607997347078886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347609878844996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902403628456322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417737569913252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623810951575793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31976940683471305,0.0,0.203475463767842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494730180602827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230571462236313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723509915625675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184092724185235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127187123468678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5854733073993651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,jbzaqwsx,2020/04/20,"Stopping Klonopin & Starting Xanax Hi! I’ve been struggling with GAD, MDD, ADHD Combined Type, PPA/PPD, C-PTSD, and PTSD for a while. I’ve been on a whole host of different medications and found out earlier this week that I have Treatment Resistant Depression. 
I’d been taking Klonopin .5 3x/day since having my son in Nov. of 2018 for Postpartum Anxiety. I’d tried Klonopin a year before short term and it brought enough relief for me to get comfortable working in my previous job. 
Well, I saw a psychiatrist a few months later and he decided to keep me on the Klonopin because it was helping me so much with functioning. I (a 120 lb woman) was also diagnosed with ADHD and put on 30 mg of Adderall 2x/day (60 mg total starting out, no working my way up). SSRIs had only caused issues in the past so I was put on an SSNRI called Pristiq which I’ve gained a chemical dependency on and which showed no improvement in my depression symptoms. 

Well, my husband deployed and I went to live in a small town with family where I could not find mental health resources near me for the life of me. I was on the same medication for over 10 months.


Fast forward to now...
Moved back to where my previous psychiatrist is (husband returned from deployment) and I had been on the same medications listed above the entire time I was gone. 
I saw my psychiatrist last week for the first time. He took me off of the Adderall because of the extremely difficult side effects I was experiencing (felt high, not afraid of consequences, jittery, anxious all of the time, severe insomnia, reckless behavior, etc.). He kept me on the Klonopin but bumped it down to 2x/day since I had only been taking it as needed (1-2 times a day, rarely the full 3). I was also kept on Pristiq. He prescribed Ambien 10mg for severe insomnia (5mg does nothing for me), and Prozasin for PTSD nightmares. 
That week and a couple of weeks before I had episodes that my therapist has told me are actually considered flashbacks where I’d go into fight, flight, freeze, or fawn mode. I’d experience severe panic attacks and dissociation. 
I’d also been experiencing memory loss, extreme fatigue, feeling “out of it”, feeling numb, etc. and at my most recent appointment with my psychiatrist he told me the Klonopin was the most likely culprit of those symptoms. So he told me to stop taking the Klonopin and he instead prescribed me Xanax 1 mg 3x/day scheduled. 
I’ve done as instructed and searched everywhere for support but can only find detoxing articles and rehab sites about coming off benzodiazepines. I’m looking for advice on starting Xanax. I’ve been experiencing extreme fatigue, nausea, drowsiness, dizziness, and all over just feel like I’m a zombie. I’m wondering if these side effects are normal and if they’ll eventually taper off as I get used to Xanax. I’ve just been struggling to adjust and am not sure why. Whether it’s an adjustment to the Xanax, coming off Klonopin, stopping taking 60mg of Adderall daily, or if it’s the Xanax mixing with my other meds (Pristiq, Ambien, Prozasin, as well as Nexplanon and .175 Levothyroxine for hypothyroidism as I have no thyroid). 

Any help or advice would be appreciated!",7.5428129071049215,7.877994577512776,7.566744663793969,71.56311228580019,63.19080068143101,10.517466680028061,37.36692053311955,10.261626798366184,3.9594782443130576,2535,118,432,53,34,817,283,587,0.107,0.8340000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9784,3,0,0,0,1,0,91.0,0,0,1,7,18,22,2,4,30,0,34,22,0,5,4,79,71,41,0,7,14,3,5,2,0,2,22,0,0,1,16,31,0,6,13,1,0,11,6,13,3,1,34,11,40,9,77,33,15,82,0,5,3,0,20,41,0,10,33,263,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.06739273573784682,0.0,0.16599373853659147,0.13496954136068773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568210983131804,0.0,0.07482663410584539,0.0,0.046963264169484535,0.0,0.05283081896995912,0.07801830233566431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856588042779042,0.0,0.053102985732450564,0.0,0.08419684212967192,0.0,0.11753018723369785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051812552234635,0.0,0.0,0.07094378847410715,0.0,0.11897839323216873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055138903250277566,0.07641373266092426,0.0,0.22269038926207585,0.0,0.11896279679167394,0.07009458958409713,0.0,0.07215314882200345,0.0,0.0,0.060434994926892874,0.07067250158689999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135758676911266,0.1540406252592686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755406966744518,0.06510375490092858,0.0,0.10475664720350096,0.04933657865148983,0.06630856560058451,0.0,0.1262394358008452,0.058742520800733077,0.0,0.07572088023465375,0.0,0.0,0.07216214681935705,0.0,0.03924846971910386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340770066706889,0.0,0.0,0.09257911380335576,0.0729658308121061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208084499464555,0.06853153395770395,0.06138382659467249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629323238868925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877922006014832,0.06747859322743739,0.0,0.060981369894504436,0.0,0.05799312534270496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671024834668419,0.2087124802035752,0.06959637918189694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024629162115801,0.0734000007868872,0.0507671499224318,0.051207219620486084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766427549131883,0.06626506801596066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575700479892623,0.0,0.08102719582560804,0.0,0.0,0.06592571906565331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24218282812442396,0.13884903283184044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818855792893459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340549070069929,0.0,0.11425452484905345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466433701144637,0.0,0.0,0.1732121109823378,0.0,0.14439330823247382,0.0,0.0,0.0783686298012452,0.0650883657605454,0.14355985866507254,0.20769852608016312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018414670954221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610780947352075,0.0,0.0,0.19796977318890407,0.07672835789320674,0.046887302628440375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964578862650141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481672557662876,0.2215835184157702,0.0,0.18628008210701424,0.06401944274954073,0.06231603578908498,0.0771031813376901,0.0,0.0,0.07489277719164865,0.10055321054971904,0.0,0.0,0.04905834285568808,0.0,0.0,0.04447246668850828
anxiety,allieminium666,2020/04/20,"I have relationship anxiety and only enjoy weekends with my partner, he just told he won't be coming over next weekend, and I feel so stupid for being so upset over it. So we've been together for over a year, I love him more than anything. Our relationship is pretty damn healthy and we are very open with one another. We actually should be moving in together within the next year once we get our place fixed up.

I have a pretty strange family/home life. I suffer from depression and severe anxiety. My house is not a place I like to be at all, I only enjoy it when my partner is here. I have pretty shit relationships with everyone in my house. My parents are relatively cool for the fact they let him stay here on weekends.

I see him once during the week or so as well, I'm not sure if I'll be seeing him during this week, but as I dropped him off tonight, he said he won't be coming over next weekend because he wants time to spend working on his music. Which I TOTALLY get, I want nothing more than for him to be successful and I am so happy that he even told me that he needs a weekend to work on it and not just come over to make me happy. I just have awful anxiety when I'm alone during the weekends, I don't think I've spent a weekend without him since last June. I'm scared, I feel like a total idiot for even having this issue. I have hobbies, I make jewelry, write, workout. I'm just scared that I'm going to get super down and depressed. I just feel so much better with him around. I just need tips, I hate that I have to even ask for tips on how to be away from someone, I was always a pretty big introvert before him. I just figured someone here would have some type of answer. Thank you, guys.

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TLDR/ I have a shitty home life that I only actually like when my partner is around, just found out he won't be coming over next week. I just would like tips on how to deal with the anxiety I know that I'll have when spending a weekend alone in my house, most likely alone in my room, for the first time in months.",4.9148076923076935,4.922851750000003,5.819792307692307,82.9752076923077,68.75961538461539,8.579076923076924,28.178461538461537,8.238735603445708,1.724323384615385,1592,48,332,20,25,526,184,416,0.161,0.713,0.126,-0.8362,1,3,0,0,0,0,46.0,5,1,1,6,30,28,5,3,15,2,36,4,1,4,5,66,71,24,0,8,16,1,3,5,3,6,2,1,2,4,12,23,0,0,8,9,3,6,8,11,1,2,7,7,55,17,54,48,8,66,0,3,2,1,40,30,2,4,33,223,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.1376918622945645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920336673371896,0.0,0.0,0.05870266168836705,0.07644012731094542,0.08572511055583118,0.0,0.07397708290752625,0.2158800580174545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058056055294435874,0.12560765259622067,0.06595406362008385,0.0,0.06628338122441865,0.0,0.0,0.043006192971794505,0.0,0.06003225043047401,0.0,0.0,0.062395114752079414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24308786930209475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273322120025551,0.12152800190315265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397914239952442,0.0,0.0,0.06741287086303517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070155238785204,0.05040042757865737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060009190874765264,0.0,0.07735365614663697,0.0,0.0,0.11057727818078902,0.0,0.0400947878778596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985488982242424,0.0,0.15020206423216034,0.0,0.06965281898639734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707666910991329,0.0,0.0,0.24421322901509745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363513051084576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03877204530397192,0.05750708824412953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214142989652822,0.09966210123128012,0.17233409997343008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367348954541481,0.0,0.0941843991182012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056311770987588786,0.07498273137391928,0.051861846382067665,0.10462281068242567,0.0,0.0,0.30011988532244943,0.0,0.0,0.0676939474284437,0.0,0.0,0.15026538484612495,0.04780602540386431,0.16096774460886876,0.0,0.0,0.07833663869712243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741798686381585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870959674532971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272306085598865,0.0,0.0,0.06710853135521777,0.0,0.14126429540578264,0.0,0.11243730174080703,0.0,0.0,0.07970061775979483,0.0724178333792255,0.05835910254201158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955237062704477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519615731197303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649187184017409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495230854611286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520513700996683,0.0,0.0,0.0822757178356224,0.0,0.0,0.13482574172607034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821055358503977,0.08322359938833272,0.0,0.16977115729022402,0.0,0.06343228522797327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800699895567253,0.0,0.10272144815537516,0.0,0.0,0.10023238432048777,0.0,0.08572511055583118,0.0908628606945662
anxiety,lweaver33,2020/04/20,"I have nothing I feel like I don’t know how to do anything. I bought a dresser today and couldn’t even look at the manual without wanting to cry. It was an instant overload for my brain and my dad had to put it together for me. I’m 27. I feel like my anxiety keeps me from being able to do a lot of things, especially taking on a new skill. It holds me back a lot, especially in relationships. I try to avoid embarrassment whenever possible and run away from anything that is foreign to me. It ends up in a fight or weirdness that I can’t explain and I just end up feeling so stupid. 

Does anyone else feel this way? I just need to feel understood. I feel like a miserable person to be around while the real me is trapped inside this anxious mind and body.",3.1232251082251103,4.534938097402595,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,73.87012987012987,7.990476190476191,28.417748917748927,8.59863814320734,2.062421645021645,593,24,123,11,12,200,97,154,0.212,0.762,0.026000000000000002,-0.9777,0,2,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,2,3,9,0,12,2,2,1,0,30,28,9,0,3,4,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,3,9,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,4,7,18,3,22,21,2,17,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,3,9,85,27,0,0.13877958284022646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616600101635083,0.15678142657171293,0.0,0.09703791110791024,0.14219608283215726,0.22840754378141065,0.12354325170797957,0.0,0.0,0.13038798642290225,0.10671293285171976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415283091805726,0.0,0.1549239116133754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244285516281492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144694816258746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159325336558912,0.0,0.2458350368678369,0.0,0.0,0.09166260560455154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210267616635054,0.2974324851315888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335366976505052,0.0,0.0,0.0762696293293505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340208244470792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653989705470848,0.0,0.0,0.23597087705182795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012781705665142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290330220631888,0.0,0.1340341858974084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316275264124455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117697875803585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645312763686509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951181193241222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796154798946255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899733516138813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043449749636648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219898823442556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154681746183838,0.0,0.0,0.09422222701744354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185579361417193,0.11015677320070696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377856549701578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Bexxx777,2020/04/20,"Does anyone feel sensation of ""unfull"" nothingness in hands and chest/ other strange feelings. Could you describe them. Feeling alone. :( Does anyone ever feel like there are holes in their hands/ heart/ sternum/top of the head durring a week/moment of super elevated anxiety. It feels like it could be filled by stabbing it or something.  I always just press really hard on my hands but it never quells the sensation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Every one I have tried to explain it to thinks I am psyco. 

With the heart its like it can never be filled with air or whatever If i were to describe the image in my head its like a pitcher of water... and it just wont fill no matter how hard I breath in. 

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I am wondering what these feelings are... and HOW can they exist.",4.47675824175824,7.0711565000000025,4.2871428571428565,83.50708791208791,73.28571428571429,6.593406593406595,25.05494505494506,7.61054688173877,1.4550439560439563,610,20,104,8,13,186,91,140,0.07400000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.12,0.8592,0,1,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,3,1,6,5,0,0,6,0,13,10,9,2,3,28,22,9,0,3,6,0,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,5,1,0,9,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,12,12,5,15,16,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,7,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616212450558594,0.0,0.0,0.11742665098196997,0.1529080265288637,0.17148136639986825,0.0,0.0,0.10795963716840552,0.0,0.0,0.19735466297118068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253524024357325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469975007690792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276549307602698,0.11890323663767655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281398563781293,0.20163833285923646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528391516200462,0.0,0.28966831508335505,0.0,0.0,0.3344657453240479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757846493203511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176873871976016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562941949269768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904077849563036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864431437315236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042669776102227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581407743177307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132013317088077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304318974767692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148136639986825,0.0
anxiety,gimmeallyourpuppers,2020/04/20,"Sometimes I have anxiety that I’m unloveable. That everyone in my life will leave me and that I’ll never have a husband while the rest of my friends start their lives. I know I don’t need to be married to be complete, but for once I’d like to not feel like I’m destined to be alone. This has been a constant worry for the majority of my life.",5.115547945205481,4.325369287671233,5.913801369863018,85.16878424657534,68.45205479452055,8.943835616438355,33.31849315068493,8.07648339933343,2.1935232876712325,270,11,61,3,4,89,50,73,0.12,0.763,0.11699999999999999,0.1901,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,0,1,7,15,3,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,9,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777080887523424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039708880061565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609522083775752,0.26895731942096474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23782121383302535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584422658928904,0.1778041894820457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228868604475108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367812223234621,0.0,0.0,0.2635343100596243,0.0,0.0,0.35159104759280313,0.24318623026023026,0.0,0.21977087475379206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184545796022171,0.19195620640324487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650554394412209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461545921823667,0.0,0.17616277333363153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25275578770544394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,b10E,2020/04/20,"Are you comfortable with heartbeat? Lately, as I’m lying down to go to bed, I can feel my pulse on my pillow from my neck and I can feel my pulse from my chest. This makes me extremely uncomfortable. It doesn’t hurt but it feel f*cking weird and makes it harder to go to sleep. Does anyone else experience this? Is this just my anxiety? Why am I so uncomfortable with it?",1.7167567567567552,4.122687905405407,3.32560810810811,87.69489864864866,82.10810810810811,6.943243243243244,20.06081081081081,8.07648339933343,0.9471405405405404,291,8,61,6,8,96,47,74,0.192,0.7809999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9021,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,2,0,11,14,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,11,1,11,14,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,40,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333991203509744,0.0,0.0,0.18585686679215835,0.2723483855285569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260753461466666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204576766496326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600080568806252,0.0,0.0,0.4031966159669794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021259384501621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28454949053054784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29983934422890923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35485347943023243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26599671863108104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398474504613255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,TheKaijuMaster,2020/04/20,"April 29 Asteroid Anxiety My anxiety as making me nervous for this. My mind won't get off it. It's hard to think about something else without this coming into my mind every second. Someone help, I don't want it to happen, I'm at the urge of tears now.",1.7042307692307688,3.74292865384616,3.896769230769234,85.64823076923078,79.76923076923076,6.467692307692308,23.861538461538462,7.554174236665415,1.2736876923076923,198,7,39,3,5,68,42,52,0.19,0.759,0.051,-0.5142,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,9,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,10,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043241101457015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227640958005573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075955606604972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226547189667736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806759183276476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336887284766796,0.0,0.2367295955925246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713130581935593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639898614440494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336647739926115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223910936070254,0.20344416155638076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933038617296986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558703850407958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25474209696764805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Dawesign,2020/04/20,"Writing this to calm down Ok, I don’t care if anyone reads this but I feel like venting right now in order to calm me down / distract me from one of the worser anxiety attacks in a while. 

I have emetophobia which means I’m scared like hell of throwing up. I don’t have a super severe case (like I’m okey with seeing it on video / in movies for example) but it’s worse enough to really shake me up when it’s actually around me or worse, when I feel nauseous. Then I get into the most f*cking annoying anxiety spiral. As feeling sick is my body‘s favorite anxiety symptom it becomes a perpetuum mobile of shittyness. Like, I sense I’m a bit unwell and my brain goes „oh what if you have a stomach bug“ and then I slowly start to panic which makes me feel more nauseous and the circle slowly spins into a full speed panic attack within the next 10 minutes. F*ck this man... It’s like a chain reaction I can’t stop once it’s in motion. No matter what I do, how hard I try to distract myself my brain always manages to make me unable to do anything for hours at times. 
So it’s 5 in the morning and I’m lying here unable to go back to sleep because of it.

I don’t even know exactly why I have this phobia. My best guess is because I once almost suffocated on my own vomit when I was like 12. The part I’m most scared of is not the throwing up itself but everything around it. This doomed feeling, this alertness, that something is really wrong and that I need to stop doing what I’m doing to prepare for the „wort case“. 

Fun fact: I didn’t throw up in over 12 years. This phobia can also be an angel in disguise at rare times. For example when I drink, no matter how much, I have this 6th sense that tells me to stop when I approach my limit. But that’s the only positive thing about it I think. Believe me, I’d rather have a shitty night out every now and then, than to experience this shit so often... 

I’ve been battling anxiety for years now due to other personal factors and have bee doing so great in the past months. This moment now feels like it’s kicking me right back in where I was back then... F*ck you emetophobia! 

At least typing all of this on a phone took some time and actually did calm me a bit. Gonna try to sleep. This community is really cool! So thanks for giving me the feeling I can post this here!",3.3944673123486697,4.577872296610174,4.769428571428573,84.88767796610173,72.85593220338984,7.428184019370461,24.714527845036322,7.859703344183488,1.249811428571428,1812,53,371,24,35,604,228,472,0.22399999999999998,0.631,0.145,-0.9940000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,0,3,28,33,6,7,22,3,29,11,7,4,3,54,58,33,0,4,9,0,8,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,36,14,1,4,10,3,0,8,8,15,0,1,6,10,43,18,60,50,14,76,3,1,1,0,8,32,2,9,41,251,79,3,0.0,0.0,0.15951687146785146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184258016339804,0.0,0.0,0.06536088182484083,0.06800739552299358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500983783164505,0.0,0.0,0.0571487669568681,0.0,0.06725829802868885,0.14551724002182248,0.0,0.1859634174625189,0.0,0.1885401013232358,0.0,0.09964587946275708,0.09026633918242012,0.0,0.09208373744924553,0.0857724696985783,0.0,0.1784598896352159,0.09078559203609456,0.0,0.1824794128347121,0.0,0.0,0.08333100562900217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006603722372692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445078592136905,0.0,0.05398307554795262,0.0,0.06886255696949208,0.0,0.07345526150910675,0.07994937236403414,0.0,0.0,0.2892823366170233,0.1167784122316547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270148619505863,0.07840457911875183,0.04645005897850927,0.0,0.0,0.09010958548426462,0.09003677968041528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321562883779588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048934816861295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04491765355071061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27951016438902937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911320711367856,0.0,0.0,0.08902987829429955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523753390405618,0.0,0.06008226881059711,0.060603085636719824,0.0,0.0,0.08692268441672706,0.07669974694998888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408337487140496,0.05538357519940451,0.0621607082155464,0.0,0.1917892876791961,0.0,0.08850756236309547,0.07802224037564713,0.0,0.07136504527472083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827646073802959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175390639563049,0.0,0.1570784299424105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959700180099274,0.0,0.0,0.16365555725460165,0.0,0.06512965367412409,0.0,0.0,0.09233365710385506,0.0838965064937626,0.0,0.0,0.16358162866630915,0.0,0.0,0.06292112392810978,0.0,0.0,0.05785018065140611,0.0,0.0,0.2049943049628124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495062291171708,0.0,0.0,0.07143718572206736,0.07524764994263225,0.0,0.0,0.05429896864132615,0.05237042995815558,0.0,0.0,0.14297538962941625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080702445142354,0.11098103890527916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375022665663263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665833502771503,0.0,0.08936088037706147,0.0,0.10526518436949467
anxiety,ColorsArePeopleToo,2020/04/20,"Has anyone else ever laughed hysterically after a panic attack? Last week I had a really bad panic attack over some assignment deadlines. It was the worst one I've had in a very long time complete with full on sobbing and hyperventilating. I had to take a short acting anxiety med which I hadn't needed in years. It was bad.

Anyway, soon after I took the medicine I switched from crying to laughing really quickly. I thought the whole situation was hysterical for some reason and I just couldn't stop. Then, I starting laughing more because of the absurdity of laughing at my panic attack. I was delirious.

Never in my life have I felt such emotional extremes in such a short period of time. Usually I feel really down even hours after having a panic attack. I guess the medicine just let me relax enough to laugh? It doesn't really make sense to me. Has anyone else had a similar experience?",4.39038152610442,6.8515108493975925,5.786240963855422,73.28908032128516,73.03614457831327,8.282088353413656,27.33172690763052,9.029198982220553,2.6452261847389567,715,27,117,16,15,240,99,166,0.245,0.635,0.12,-0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,18,4,4,12,0,16,1,0,2,2,18,25,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,1,0,2,4,12,0,1,12,2,16,6,21,11,7,32,0,1,0,0,0,11,1,3,19,90,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064357942822784,0.0,0.0,0.14741978443315107,0.21602398113294008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797074088311881,0.0,0.0,0.1760372843284317,0.06426111555975572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052753104489907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579542773486345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761244540943888,0.11857973476433713,0.0,0.10892375565280868,0.0,0.06962681597595935,0.09535554970523236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311787871439973,0.0,0.0,0.05330191205373312,0.0,0.10121667960179134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612851298751226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381433395699667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859287788059906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779584154931483,0.07445901812736218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932905691974483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036654650680578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170943234671892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816523694458588,0.08130395099702448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143316603134693,0.0,0.0,0.494735703879553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27013085920920354,0.1083860490027026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849292345130412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461456839030027,0.0,0.0,0.08813318250141057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926033001019576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368918059887395,0.12293879197966524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712196677618715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610173501376655,0.08697991736164384,0.0,0.0,0.08455901505856486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769411585140675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788497641505914
anxiety,dumbasiannn,2020/04/20,"Is this just nervousness or anxiety? First I want to mention that I haven’t been diagnosed with anxiety. I don’t want to self diagnose myself with it.

I have emetephobia, it’s a fear of throw up/throwing up. I have had it for maybe 1 year. Recently it’s been getting worse and i don’t know what is going on. Yesterday I was grossed out by a smell and it made me a bit nauseous. I started to think that I was going to throw up and it resulted in me shaking and it felt hard to breathe. The nausea was bad at this point. I breathed slowly and tried to think of different thoughts and it eventually went away. Today I had another experience except it wasn’t because I smelled something and became nauseous, I had a stomach ache and told myself that I was gonna throw up again. Then like a minute after I get very nauseous and I’m shaking a lot more where it felt kinda hard to walk. I was sweating and it the air felt hot, i had a hard time breathing again. After I tried breathing it kinda went away and now I have a headache. These aren’t the only times I have these experiences. When I get nervous I have these awful stomachaches and I sometimes cry (usually before races, I do track). Sometimes I will get nervous when I’m waiting for someone to pick me up and I’ll do these weird paces and get that stomachache again. It’s basically me getting nervous for a lot of things (as well as walking up to dump my tray when at lunch in school).

Are these common things? I don’t want to jump to conclusions",2.4285525070955534,4.508135549668879,3.5813292336802287,88.59677152317883,77.60927152317879,6.565941343424789,27.0108798486282,7.5804360353943165,1.5016826868495747,1184,49,242,17,28,383,143,302,0.158,0.812,0.03,-0.9827,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,1,7,12,1,28,9,6,3,0,39,55,21,0,3,3,0,7,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,27,17,1,1,8,0,0,12,6,11,1,1,20,9,33,2,38,33,4,48,0,0,0,0,3,16,0,5,21,168,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425553108421335,0.16671034940717866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474564895509945,0.0,0.09097821980112664,0.06642185964597742,0.0,0.09271812817610416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189576308192178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968898425827855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118705991974635,0.0,0.11384147440326595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317031947849416,0.0,0.12261187093202053,0.0,0.0,0.3138601016079656,0.0,0.0,0.09268251333863667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415670136705941,0.0,0.12385055216140894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29282404342913104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988233724982149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053233037428624924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852701758879002,0.0,0.10310191366103454,0.0,0.0,0.1094663742606104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287005662147304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300374483925226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758623980794524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102747565434044,0.0,0.0,0.1136705064494293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923226427800928,0.08388381104874686,0.21553122649830786,0.0,0.07712344153996425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477822840084364,0.13963613415967555,0.0,0.08650318251098832,0.127072540132392,0.0,0.10328266908672536,0.10411728956649577,0.0,0.14795527982241066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000559094819699,0.0899045684577559,0.1928047749342865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796938662297598,0.20201662358665246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110409780225891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016757079666057
anxiety,adiposekilla,2020/04/20,"I get so much anxiety when I think men are about to be aggressive or are aggressive I'm sorry if this is not allowed in this sub, I don't know where else to post this...I just need to vent.

I am so scared of aggressive men, it gives me anxiety attacks. It's this irrational fear I carry with me everywhere and it affects my ability to have relationships with people (men specifically).  Idek why I'm like this because I have never been physically assaulted by a man, but growing up I was always on my toes at home because my dad would yell and slam things and I would get so scared, I knew he'd never harm me, but I think this is where it stems from. I just don't know because it's not like I was abused. My dad yells all the time in the house and just has a very threatening voice. I know he's not going to get physical ever but he yells and slams and then will completely shut me out and make me feel so inferior. If it's a bad day, I will have a full out anxiety attack from this. I just get so irrationally scared and I don't know what to do about it anymore. Therapy is not an option because I'm poor lol.

I live with my family and I have a brother who is a year younger than me (I am 24 and female) and he is physically stronger than me. He is almost never aggressive with me, but today he was blocking the hallway to get to my room bc he was doing some workout. I poked him to move and he flipped out, yelling at me, then grabbed my arm and back and pulled/pushed/threw me towards my room. I stumbled a bit and went to my room and completely shut down. I hadn't had an anxiety attack like that in years. Also a few days ago, he was laying on the couch and stood hovering over his head and tossed a pillow on him that landed on his face/neck/chest bc he was napping ( i just wanted to give him a pillow). He got so angry, he pulled my head down and smothered it in the pillow for like 4 seconds and it really hurt, then told me to fuck off. Other than those two incidences, I've NEVER had an instance where a man was physical with me (I wasn't assaulted but I was manhandled in a way I shouldn't have been). My brothers' behaviour, as I explained above, led me to make this post. I just needed to tell someone

If you read this far, thank you for your time, I appreciate someone listening to my stupid issues.",2.5818382595319207,3.959728382045931,4.1807499175914735,87.54003158993521,75.20041753653446,7.797846390506539,24.92259092407428,8.452757503120043,1.4666918580375785,1801,59,395,33,38,603,214,479,0.184,0.7340000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9946,1,0,0,0,2,0,52.0,0,3,0,0,21,25,12,4,20,1,42,5,4,5,6,77,74,41,0,9,19,4,2,4,0,5,0,6,8,5,24,28,0,1,9,3,1,6,14,20,0,2,19,8,63,5,52,48,6,58,0,2,0,1,37,31,1,7,22,266,87,1,0.0,0.10528697095640817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877082514868593,0.0,0.08898248376778213,0.0,0.0,0.07106293074357238,0.07394032490339639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719168291671831,0.0,0.08812725266726186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30328015214188553,0.0,0.06832941349957504,0.0741960806259702,0.2166778670496161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970143182250724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634028890145207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114617311854623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074232820882489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038079070639753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377121036872529,0.09999448528735216,0.04493131076572078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215151189214204,0.2321337068446485,0.17048910664412906,0.05050233766843299,0.0,0.07107108054917698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239615242685644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913585826799211,0.0,0.0,0.10253484810702204,0.0951286375997459,0.0,0.0,0.09274886892147303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953449839916201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365399084103136,0.0,0.07846679771050688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863218585556914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444627143764377,0.06532381430908821,0.13178013384183693,0.2741434930173307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061605740624862765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702105159225215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888607414720014,0.0,0.05692728982360129,0.0,0.0,0.09540456112028962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668991728604058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058501391405735,0.0,0.0,0.09947376378451776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766932819369674,0.08181221530670306,0.10162147207193488,0.0,0.05903598207788356,0.11387839739068822,0.0,0.0,0.10363232489731612,0.0,0.084230811061981,0.08491147472570729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680528804634642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332047851140862,0.052413125754593004,0.07053454070341117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237598913336798,0.08018415760160702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625006855468734,0.0,0.0,0.11444846363311738
anxiety,QuantumWatts2020,2020/04/20,"Craving human connection but fear of abandonment gets in the way I meet new people.

We eventually get to know each other more, start to get closer.

I start to miss them when we don't talk, catch myself actively looking for them when they're not around.

I freak out about this, proceed to distance myself from them.

I accidentally ghost them in the process of distancing myself/ make them feel like I don't want to talk to them, so they leave.

I feel a sense of relief and a lot of disappointment, because while I'm happy things ended before they got too far, I end up missing having people to talk to, but at the same time I kind of ended up proving to myself that people don't stay, everyone leaves so there's no point trying to get to know people.

The few who have stayed I end up getting attached to, but it's only a matter of time before they tell me I'm ""too needy"", or I'm ""too demanding"" of their time so they end up distancing and eventually leave. I try to be around for them and hang out whenever they ask because I thought that's what friends do, but apparently that's also not the right way to go about it.

It's even worse in romantic connections. I get incredibly anxious whenever I feel like the mood changes even just a little bit, so I end up either trying too hard or just distance myself because I fear things are going to end and as usual, they might leave me.

This has been building up in me for weeks now, and I've got no one else to talk to about it so I turned to Reddit. I hope someone can at least relate, and feel like they're not alone.",5.7413333333333325,5.505244863492063,6.256587301587302,81.37535714285717,67.03174603174602,9.15873015873016,29.24603174603175,8.680891452615391,1.9923650793650791,1232,37,253,17,18,401,153,315,0.153,0.731,0.11599999999999999,-0.8605,1,1,0,0,0,1,32.0,2,0,14,0,23,16,0,2,10,0,12,0,0,1,1,41,42,22,1,2,12,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,14,13,0,1,8,0,0,4,8,7,0,1,4,6,41,8,49,36,8,49,0,4,1,0,26,21,0,5,23,170,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164786770950724,0.0,0.06304322697992107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905956499002166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035729225276178,0.07369880410502859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441687509683415,0.0,0.13416322881770895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606590834587458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339552962504335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585538377444239,0.0,0.4887623918550941,0.0,0.0,0.1041377407962195,0.0,0.0,0.07532891365892311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774195059716451,0.15944261197614149,0.1689562872270717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060906668480897985,0.0,0.24712391370019,0.0,0.08960593950554498,0.0,0.1261009141021188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391986710464068,0.0706194497141037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782995842517636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209309641848538,0.08664980487232903,0.0,0.0,0.3338937341827421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554239157470815,0.07901200954122659,0.0,0.0,0.06620039607132175,0.0,0.0,0.0670215347572981,0.0,0.0,0.05262206147255824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363002551187143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613801297027238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341970923238977,0.059956529469220934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186132572265553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452326346419437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732349093637606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679548051722567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159770088199587,0.16805232499725595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534539487510973,0.06890406904778687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474712425099927,0.0,0.0,0.06258509795753629,0.13790557424095606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056858393349874,0.0857483539025026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682410804932973,0.0,0.04649811862667691,0.12514893525952245,0.06323558437020083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033820589157617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,coffeeandfadeddreams,2020/04/20,"How to get past feeling like everyone is mad at you? I constantly feel as though everyone I care about is mad at me or upset with me. I feel like I’m in a constant cycle of feeling like i have to be in constant contact with everyone, just to be sure. If their messages, etc seem “off” to me I stress myself out more. I feel like I’m in a hamster ball of stress. I can go do things and function but I can never escape my own stress. I can’t afford the online counseling and I can’t get in to see my PCP because of COVID",1.033482142857146,2.609441098214288,3.3172857142857133,91.2277142857143,79.98214285714286,6.265714285714287,23.7,7.1686216300943375,0.8258542857142852,401,14,91,5,10,138,66,112,0.139,0.74,0.121,-0.6158,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,12,2,4,3,0,10,0,0,1,2,18,23,8,0,1,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,6,18,6,20,21,3,14,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,3,9,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987253977265152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335902517451345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247793035151933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612918556584567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756043144340467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312546828191381,0.3744214382310137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691187926103454,0.0,0.07446538087085969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560517228453954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105571624639616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507962258257588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044111584244642,0.11928160685378808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502712477229541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234909279599679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704818615283022,0.0,0.12873287343656098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Ruler_of_Zamunda,2020/04/20,"Anxiety better but not really? So it’s been just over a year since I experienced my first panic attacks and diagnosed with GAD. 

I was on some medication for it as well as for sleep but I kind of weened myself off after several months as I was feeling better. Seeing now that it may not have been for the best. 

Recently the feelings have been coming back a bit but not as strong as they were. And I sometimes feel like...I dunno that maybe what I’m currently feeling isn’t so bad because it’s not as bad as it was. 

I feel like my current state is almost invalidated because “it can be worse and you know it”. Like I don’t deserve to have been diagnosed or to say that I have a problem. 

Been having several hardships in my personal life going on, trouble getting to sleep again no matter how exhausted I am, worrying about things, constantly distracted. 

I’ve come to a point that I can’t even judge how well I’m doing anymore and it’s all I think about. 

Not really sure what posting this was supposed to accomplish but I kind of just needed to get something out.",3.5489155282966287,5.251190933649291,5.0212043490381975,81.16976024533037,73.31279620853081,8.377028157234456,28.05157513242264,9.007467420416297,2.368825257875661,841,33,162,18,17,282,121,211,0.20600000000000002,0.662,0.131,-0.9686,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,6,14,19,1,2,6,0,24,7,2,2,2,38,40,20,0,2,12,0,5,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,16,8,0,0,7,0,0,3,9,8,2,1,10,8,18,11,28,28,4,23,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,5,13,123,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118431274150202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047695450149988,0.0,0.11729300395770186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345502819647275,0.0,0.09094306160085718,0.19750260935436656,0.14419374908551014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411806730838115,0.20920209158303316,0.12912124759511934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375990531681173,0.0,0.12780888250649194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008505324166365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811684830715873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990067346911748,0.16898558337506572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060121128944616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358338185554298,0.0,0.06721610753465862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463219928128336,0.06499862212588307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353827103286536,0.17334363904340572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881906790598955,0.0,0.0,0.11914554133015795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440274545657223,0.0,0.0,0.08769641224728145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876547918491092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326963329843687,0.0,0.0,0.11180427812004606,0.0,0.11327087883427996,0.0,0.0,0.11316932815215705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153480060910576,0.0,0.11677829671289455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405380801991048,0.0,0.0,0.09424663609319482,0.0,0.0,0.2672250223765033,0.0,0.09783495361141754,0.0,0.2367127315859031,0.0,0.0,0.0910507569884929,0.11697299563514775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146897251095947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857396514620245,0.07578325042240164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126795791034473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010989268940055,0.120528204182616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616261537481796
anxiety,upstatepagan,2020/04/20,I’m not ok anymore I’m an RN. Still working through all this...weirdness.  I work at a nursing home and we are safe and calm for now. But other local places have COVID and my friends at other facilities are struggling.  I have three teenagers and a husband. He is also still working (factory work).  On top of this I am a grad student finishing up my masters degree in healthcare administration.  I have a final paper and PowerPoint due Friday that I haven’t even started yet. The house is a mess. I’m in debt up to my eyeballs. And I’m worried about everyone and everything. I’ve been holding it together pretty well until now. It’s just ....a lot. I don’t want to be a hero.  I just want to be a mom and wife and safe at work.  I try to sleep and just as I drift off I have intrusive thoughts and my heart starts pounding and I can’t breathe. I know it’s anxiety.  I know it’s just my head and everyone is ok.  We are going to get through this. I’m a good mom. I’m and good nurse. Why won’t my mind allow me be at peace when I know these things are true?,-0.4411463046757156,1.7866195837104115,1.859470588235293,94.85195098039215,92.98190045248869,4.937616892911011,21.846304675716443,6.588339656340683,0.4901003318250377,812,32,183,11,30,273,121,221,0.07200000000000001,0.75,0.17800000000000002,0.9683,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,8,14,13,0,1,11,2,20,4,4,1,2,36,36,19,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,11,16,0,3,4,0,1,2,5,2,1,1,2,0,23,11,22,30,2,27,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,1,12,119,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816839795907422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347451013264693,0.0,0.13414284547241934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933880076119867,0.0,0.0,0.2584959019651166,0.12156411812799582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817212238058944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450253056845384,0.0,0.07066843688812584,0.0,0.07687210338248975,0.22690149101367016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388170977151593,0.0,0.0,0.16028526985307784,0.0,0.0,0.1356780938904338,0.0,0.0,0.15607335834114566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300818879777656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499430455494145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657533567324484,0.316832756274474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131925028703665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760935060933865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535896559496827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914772624847728,0.0,0.21603966828416574,0.0,0.0,0.14140445981239996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986158516805724,0.0,0.0,0.10738234869123292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183353136505032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956121667314202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161613630895325,0.0,0.12205226802088034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923591194854202,0.13736439711743925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,ThePaleNeon,2020/04/20,"Brain Fog, Fatigue, and Dissociation After Severe Stress/Anxiety. So, the current pandemic completely threw my anxiety and stress into severe territory: I truly thought I was going to catch the virus and die. It led to a moment, while I was laying in bed, where I read a tweet about the National Guard's response to the pandemic (in the US) that sent me into a panic attack: I was shaking, felt adrenaline running through all my limbs and I had to get out of bed and constantly pace, as if I'm attempting to let my body match up with my racing thoughts. This gave me bad insomnia as well, which is another one of my major triggers: if I can't fall asleep, I become very restless and keep myself up even longer, as if I just can't find a moment to relax. This essentially led to a 'second wave' of bad panic and stress, about my sleep. it normalized after a few days, where my sleep came back to normal and felt restorative, but then it came back. 

I'm still struggling with sleep, and last night I had another wave of terrible panic wash over me, that I was able to mentally calm down from: however, I still physically felt adrenaline. I'm left feeling mentally and physically destroyed. My brain feels completely scrambled, and I can't focus on anything at all: all I want to do is pace around and think about my problems, about my anxiety. My mind feels tired, like I should sleep, but I can't fall asleep easily and I can't stay asleep. I don't know what's happening to me, but I feel something is truly wrong. Like I'm broken. I get this head pressure, burning sensations in my head, kind of a dull headache, and terrible brain fog. It keeps fueling my anxiety and I feel I'm stuck in a terrible state. I'm really afraid it's permanent. And I feel so disconnected from everything, like there's no continuity to anything that's happening. Like I'm in this weird dream state. I also have tunnel vision, sort of, and my hearing feels off.

Has anyone else experienced this? I've had anxiety issues my whole life, but it's never evolved into this: I'm hoping people have felt the same way and have overcome it.",5.375218855218854,6.290339378378384,6.234834834834835,77.21049049049051,67.99262899262901,9.960833560833562,30.553189553189554,10.082433333333334,3.03997977977978,1665,63,313,40,27,550,195,407,0.21,0.7040000000000001,0.085,-0.9941,2,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,0,1,18,31,2,10,14,0,23,18,13,3,4,70,62,33,1,9,8,0,11,4,0,1,5,1,2,0,18,27,0,3,16,3,0,12,8,22,1,2,19,13,44,9,49,41,7,54,0,2,0,0,4,21,0,5,21,198,62,1,0.07312725636433434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847984049440815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336060876189034,0.27971075480306584,0.0,0.0,0.05113227794334288,0.07492751592460628,0.12035500228359007,0.0650987620429294,0.0,0.08319281110792774,0.0,0.11246069253604586,0.12211640907336048,0.0,0.08076330933766326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812278964608989,0.0,0.2449026082149223,0.0,0.16727619991483691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334507398745995,0.07902458519607793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716103068801771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589454680134611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108843920781554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048299863149062434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572206274755324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588273663220946,0.0,0.28085453597975824,0.0,0.0668369875050508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641194646832722,0.0,0.041559905010135435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129332382593016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009932448755786,0.0,0.08241973264971225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726318657399942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632585658670017,0.0,0.12999773090218011,0.0,0.07615078437806044,0.040188827654866775,0.059608474101823475,0.0,0.0,0.07945297800731364,0.07477757415573369,0.051651943800028105,0.14290513463687207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473901494019852,0.0,0.07383768269049777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056400248260530236,0.0,0.0,0.06862497632172576,0.1432983697007718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955292146074288,0.0,0.0,0.2573972375879016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069723198276222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997290828897416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314704563845421,0.0,0.04684719295740928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522596969145067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29272027197728395,0.0,0.0,0.056296934623765824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794392539331804,0.11679904278977073,0.0,0.2513010752824086,0.07644848598160628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685699312906983,0.0,0.11610974631896018,0.0,0.08404902373681929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796308548470151,0.0,0.0,0.06033764500641123,0.04313235046556524,0.05804501230840268,0.0,0.0,0.06575018570197058,0.0,0.0,0.0816439702058991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995317512537503,0.0,0.0
anxiety,barrietalk123,2020/04/20,"CBD or other products for anxiety? Looking for some suggestions for somone looking to start using CBD oil or a similar product?

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Some background: 

Myself I have a bit of insomnia and have a hardtime falling asleep. Have daytime anxiety and ocd that I dont take anything for. 

I used to smoke a lot of weed in highschool, now I'm in my early 30's. I stopped smoking weed after a few bad trips about 6 years ago and honestly the weed started to make me anxious towards the end of my time using it. Smoke now maybe once every 3 years a couple drags of a joint or something but mainly nothing.

Looking for sleeping and maybe something lighter for daytime anxiety or ocd ( I know theres no magic pill ) I would be okay if there was just something for bedtime to help sleep. After doing some reading I found there is some products that have mushrooms blended in for before bed? 

Just want to avoid something that will make me more anxious. Maybe CBD oil a good start?

Anyways I'm new to this stuff for the most part so would appreciate some nice insightful comments, thanks.",5.267159277504104,6.893692596059115,5.150068965517242,82.24349425287356,68.85221674876847,7.1867323481116605,34.222988505747125,7.554174236665415,2.512847224958949,859,42,150,9,15,266,121,203,0.099,0.777,0.12300000000000001,0.8996,0,1,6,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,11,1,12,5,3,5,0,32,30,11,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,5,12,5,26,24,12,21,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,12,15,99,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854270667305826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044923745140833,0.1350798927229028,0.0,0.0,0.2551270119886845,0.2511738002351249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148084697983362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281967778824944,0.0,0.0,0.09459480303360504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136541017432165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300400705990187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028672235085992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098460834601465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936628672060524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188871505982884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324148099193036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451279744701385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061094394470300316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800564722076845,0.0,0.0,0.09451008201346583,0.0,0.0,0.14840947356692888,0.0,0.33504613334032124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073656381672042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666759246310473,0.0,0.0,0.11838906904506505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038286733991953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119693510222638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224942702884258,0.0,0.0,0.3423266944644552,0.0,0.0,0.23605340957347665,0.0,0.0,0.09294046580463734,0.0,0.0,0.1272594488442248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358363764815788,0.0,0.0,0.10234750137533656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482228524918313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880374017794587,0.0,0.0,0.06556908940973734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793948393399046,0.0,0.1350798927229028,0.14317561558727182
anxiety,Waste-Shopping,2020/04/20,"Looking for some reassurance I’ve been struggling with breathing and have a terrible lump in my throat for over a week now. I’ve felt this before when I was younger but never this bad and for only a couple hours. Is this normal? Please tell me this gets better, or will go away soon. I don’t know what to do or what I’m actually anxious about.",2.705047619047616,4.510564457142864,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,75.85714285714286,6.3809523809523805,23.095238095238088,7.1686216300943375,0.7245238095238089,272,8,57,3,6,88,54,70,0.188,0.701,0.111,-0.7864,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,7,3,2,0,1,11,13,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,4,2,9,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,6,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.24494281119885095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835620499722134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358256684500542,0.0,0.2095770983021154,0.0,0.0,0.21358514494598724,0.0,0.0,0.2219918382649771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777301483200219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410023318826249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311387563552429,0.0,0.14265084215673698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718748594510276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794473564991488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077938142926805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358905922069766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459297381998025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089916290761771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755260213699095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624029314846621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938776674696886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133954098264506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,onelettuce,2020/04/20,"anyone else dealing with looping thoughts? doesn't matter if it's something small like a tv show or something like the fear of dying, it's like I get stuck in this loop of ""what if's"" and obsessing over this one thing and I can never solve the issue, I just go around and around until I get exhausted and it gets pushed back for another day. then on a random day the same thoughts will resurface and the cycle starts again. it's like it never ends and I'm so tired of it.",2.7441494845360808,4.3691566494845375,3.3717396907216504,92.48482603092786,75.28865979381445,6.087113402061857,22.434278350515466,6.6274283507984215,0.3909597938144329,373,10,80,3,8,117,63,97,0.16399999999999998,0.736,0.099,-0.6712,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,20,12,12,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,0,4,4,11,8,1,18,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,14,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945580792253133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633370598725374,0.18512515279806507,0.0,0.321682044878909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892962173242568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330437064273833,0.18627026970673746,0.0,0.0,0.18751441843176156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509326247238936,0.0,0.16002637997065927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033120921839442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831891546981305,0.0,0.10268302198909207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885800655299159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35307903323391826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278698805058092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243155326597395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781882862571916,0.0,0.0,0.1278842589769285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003390982909044,0.0,0.0,0.2868750453474349,0.0,0.207661873876391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,silence4713,2020/04/20,"Does anyone get a low body temp from anxiety? Very new to health anxiety, and working with a doctor to figure out if there is actually something wrong with me. Hoping to get results tomorrow so my anxiety may be taking over my thoughts. I’ve been feeling off for the last few weeks, short of breath, worried about coronavirus....etc. I have periods of feeling dizzy but my pulse ox seems fine and I’m not currently feeling shortness of breath. However when I checked my temp tonight it was 96.4?!? I usually run low, around 97’s but I don’t think I’ve ever been this low. Checked on two thermometers to make sure neither was a false reading. Definitely felt like I was having a mini panic attack after seeing the temp and searching google. I don’t feel overly warm or cold, so I’m not sure what to do about this, but I’m nervous it’s a sign of something else and worried about falling asleep and having a medical emergency.",3.5546348314606746,5.785792370786519,4.459985955056183,82.90155196629215,74.73033707865169,7.596067415730338,29.664325842696627,8.472884824447931,2.4315044943820228,734,33,135,14,16,237,114,178,0.19,0.687,0.12300000000000001,-0.8953,2,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,13,1,2,8,0,14,7,4,2,3,33,31,13,0,2,7,0,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,9,1,2,2,5,7,0,1,7,8,11,6,23,22,2,24,0,3,1,0,0,11,0,5,12,81,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.14259803553063558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335358295732164,0.0,0.0,0.10217479600820628,0.0,0.0,0.13008324681902916,0.0,0.1662395818492657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231320185391002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956629811436892,0.12787597149048735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206964104815313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296927490322047,0.0,0.13217946121472612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29554307174595684,0.0,0.1403040118489739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268975600191864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553252556575824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513623026735348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911230883284372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138985180861014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754033439650124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720671469958133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112953840241246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714475428662421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616568569453015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644361606718802,0.1330277514582708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499008620129315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754443187900119,0.0,0.1098686730749788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363173140507326,0.0,0.11600783420845905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274400766303946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093730074079246,0.12056937062293108,0.0,0.0,0.11721357682735599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638157164642227,0.29679638043241713,0.0,0.0,0.15976599688547938,0.0,0.0
anxiety,snuffles4me,2020/04/20,"Laughing when nothing is funny... I don’t know why but for the past like week and half I keep randomly laughing or chuckling to myself even though nothing is funny and there’s no reason to laugh. This especially happens at the table with my family so maybe it’s because there’s just awkward silence in my head. I don’t know if it’s me just subconsciously releasing stress, uncertainty, nerves or what but I don’t want to be laughing. 😭 I am trying to stop myself from doing it but focusing on breathing doesn’t help either because that will just make me laugh too. This has never happened to me so I was just wondering is anyone else has experienced this?",2.999261053906721,5.569643535433073,4.2940157480314936,81.67671108419141,78.21259842519684,6.742337976983646,26.30466384009691,7.882392219407189,1.8540059357964869,527,21,94,9,13,173,82,127,0.129,0.654,0.217,0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,2,2,0,14,2,2,2,1,24,22,12,0,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,1,13,7,11,19,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,6,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703640336087414,0.20080852463584545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389397647304157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371928520853915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944542654845034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847560488686364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466155872867169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113588130635668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313637846242251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419937272938238,0.0,0.0,0.21541510054433236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574776667557036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082068308939845,0.0,0.1968920311109199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115475940358952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761034110327704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870886770191516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015039485634438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385120074866846,0.2244987374092733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255305127116004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306010980351482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559630069388145,0.0,0.15720635245696296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684486203703842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125360299691528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,thelongstrangetrip,2020/04/20,"Having a really rough time being locked in with my parents Hi all, first time poster. Thanks in advance for reading my post, and I hope you're all having a delightful day. 

I'm 23, a recent college grad. Graduated last year, was so excited to start my career and move out of my house.... Until almost immediately after graduating I had to have 2 knee surgeries that laid me up from last Sept through this February. It was a huge setback for my goals. All I've been looking forward to is getting out of my parents house once and for all. 

For background, my parents and I don't really get along. They're very conservative, very controlling, very strict christians, Trump supporters, you get the idea. I went to a liberal college, grew my hair out, joined a rock band, and have very different values. To each their own, we just don't have much common ground. In my teen years I started smoking pot and was pretty much labeled the black sheep of the family. They really locked me down, had very little privacy, they broke my trust too much (including reading a personal journal of mine and confronting me with what they found). Many other things, and it's so stressful to be home. It's been rough since then and I still have very little of their trust. 

Anyway, after being incapacitated for half a year due to surgery, I was so excited to finally move out. Then lockdown went into effect, I lost my job, my girl and I broke up, and I can't leave the house to get away anymore. 

I really hate to say this, but it's so mentally draining to be around my family so much, and every day I wake up a little more tired. It's even hard to sleep these days, I stay up with racing thoughts and my heart beating out of my chest. Sometimes I go outside and just sit in the woods for a while so I don't have to be around them. When my mom or dad come in my room to talk to me, every muscle in my body involuntary tenses, my stomach starts butterflying, I start fidgeting, etc. I don't even know why. It's a knee jerk reaction. It's like fight or flight is constantly kicking in. Same thing when I sit down to dinner with them. It's just hard. They don't really value or believe in medication, pretty much just prayer, and the few times I've mentioned that I'm struggling, it was dismissed. I had a counselor in college tell me I probably had a degree of anxiety, depression, and ADHD.

Last thing: it's not even just my parents. I just am so tightly wound at all times. I very rarely actually relax and unwind. Again it just feels like constant fight or flight but being unable to do either. Racing thoughts and pounding heart and uncontrollable nerves kick in randomly all the time. It's been like this since high school 5 years ago. 

I'd love your thoughts on things I can do quietly and privately in my room to distract me and take my mind off my situation. Or thoughts on how to handle the stress. Maybe I do have anxiety after all, I dunno, but I need to deal with this and somehow just chill tf out and I'm not sure how. I don't really do drugs these days except for drinking in my room. I just would like to talk about it.",4.3300557952685645,5.5590584729950905,5.101950230620446,83.217263986014,70.65302782324059,8.304136289242672,27.306985567623855,8.710501217029153,1.9112026186579385,2441,82,487,42,44,791,279,611,0.113,0.8109999999999999,0.076,-0.9695,6,1,2,0,2,0,80.0,1,2,8,7,31,28,5,5,21,0,42,17,10,4,8,93,73,46,0,3,21,6,7,4,0,1,4,2,4,2,27,41,2,3,9,7,0,9,9,14,0,2,20,11,70,14,81,46,19,93,1,4,2,1,30,42,0,10,44,326,97,12,0.0,0.0,0.05853635752451228,0.0,0.07208988268116545,0.0,0.053172765704340985,0.0,0.06006595401588905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177617360921568,0.0,0.05948864632811007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067980973989246,0.0,0.0,0.05635754556047254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758215012521343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662941448886632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167145752193465,0.0,0.1296441757389303,0.06727787639507622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547405262647277,0.06184153179625724,0.0516646841003862,0.0,0.0,0.06267118361826984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058762112588743275,0.06956314064401976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689873184961204,0.11885787057394348,0.0,0.10107929569395226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309636361679268,0.0,0.030330037239358044,0.04285304009936454,0.0,0.06571024308409097,0.0,0.05102290568613548,0.0,0.06577006362715852,0.0,0.0,0.12535799829779068,0.0,0.03409065429105638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746891376677868,0.05922241513526023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216417873521134,0.0,0.06337706746473411,0.06016948659091656,0.059578284042100485,0.0,0.20764266889297,0.0,0.0677153592553832,0.0,0.0,0.05952550122102492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03296599040856288,0.14668646737236826,0.0,0.06351507458537031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172218642014311,0.18036110889356316,0.0,0.0,0.05037199160796214,0.0,0.06548032243863049,0.0,0.0541384811963696,0.0,0.0,0.0608150118403373,0.06026263518874584,0.0,0.0,0.06042821592596425,0.06045041041293098,0.0,0.0605673885356716,0.07025328751896702,0.0,0.1275083624761598,0.22047806828318914,0.04447785184446292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388168584788201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26642338413484123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237627551886855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057448705573920365,0.12205189119121496,0.06467358934341058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000174902539025,0.0,0.23056618525398015,0.0,0.0592275971929042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770219477988757,0.0,0.06070765994570985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992398311499551,0.0674252506599667,0.060027962007660675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932634456005801,0.0,0.1698297528685323,0.06393564696607175,0.047903812440155034,0.0,0.13742440906821193,0.06270897168889165,0.0,0.0,0.0680698606834506,0.056534815023184234,0.0,0.045100985465392485,0.09642676582886672,0.05242922087792677,0.05522579899404536,0.0,0.0,0.15940452253623974,0.0,0.0,0.1904844210118674,0.1748876351352103,0.0689435216710415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464552811908225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121272784902356,0.05412680922539924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261136850314795,0.0,0.0,0.15451257062493934
anxiety,godsinoureyes,2020/04/20,"My mind is eating me alive Over analyzing over predictions fear of knowing that I’m stuck in a waiting period that could potentially hurt me, I want to express love and I feel too much emotionally invested into ones but yet my mind is tainted with evils from the world, my mind is no longer right and I feel the pain of others, too the point to where it makes me tear up to see others in a position I’m not in. My mind has been hanging on threads, life has thrown hurtles and they have broken me as a man. I want to feel positive emotion but the rabbit hole of evil conscious pulls me in. I love the positives of life yet my mind will cling to the past no matter how much Alan watts Ive listened too. The stress I endure even carries hallucinations and things breath. I have lived in a fantasy that I don’t even remember everything of, everyday where there was no problems in the world and I had Pokémon Ruby to worry about. When the world was too new to understand and the concept the reality never sunk in. The world has a way of connecting your reality to itself that’s why everything in your life revolves around you, yet mine is in the cycle of dread. I want the chains of my mind to be broken the manic thoughts and the false presence of fear consumes me as I’m even typing this, I’m a scared man to see the future.",6.6610026954177926,5.889241011320754,7.065350404312673,78.1213679245283,65.30188679245282,10.43935309973046,32.51347708894879,9.784248007369934,2.810838274932614,1048,36,213,19,14,343,139,265,0.21,0.708,0.08199999999999999,-0.9917,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,0,17,12,2,5,23,0,18,8,1,2,1,37,39,13,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,10,10,1,1,8,1,1,2,6,10,0,1,6,6,28,2,39,30,2,36,0,1,2,2,10,23,0,0,10,149,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290384051742306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332414747609879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678784492210038,0.0,0.23478523008389446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678931406044596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875867326616216,0.0,0.0,0.2348713518608845,0.15830489556649324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172111966739903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735433851365341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211407927871914,0.0,0.0,0.09215309625076083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883806152139813,0.0,0.06966209632971011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322520504150658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343538727555775,0.0,0.08049000480353193,0.10079296487945022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071803776430287,0.0,0.11104796964221217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962483861821646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865532844915913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998598392382977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822120947525552,0.08912413120318212,0.0,0.0,0.10448404456194613,0.0,0.16632517101034666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954571939221485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933312811812277,0.0,0.0,0.08285135550981453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864397814335566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466530927970404,0.08283728287759981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417000067351593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598414579935027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,wesleycook45,2020/04/20,"I want to talk to my friends, just not hangout with them all the time DAE want to talk or send a text to their friend to just have a conversation or do some catching up but you’re anxious that by texting them it will lead to them wanting to hangout, and all you wanted was to have a conversation, not go do an activity. This causes me to not text them at all. Then I feel bad for not keeping in touch with them.",3.317015503875971,4.081852872093027,4.269767441860466,89.97968992248066,72.6046511627907,7.128682170542637,27.124031007751928,7.1686216300943375,1.0417658914728682,321,11,74,3,6,104,55,86,0.083,0.8440000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,6,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,3,24,13,5,0,4,9,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,2,11,2,16,11,4,9,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,3,2,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28904892188754616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363237542711674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628386539972793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937048114877292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953535336072715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454111089117737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274200843564291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113010805905816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919399752700127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036513230373873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Healthy-Clerk,2020/04/20,"I'm having a hard time cuz of the Quarantine My anxiety has been really high, I'm having anxiety stomach ache that it's really bad it makes it difficult to even stand up or get out of bed, it has even made me want to commit suicide, I'm also having a lot of anxiety nightmares wich makes me scared to sleep, my memory at times feels a bit unreal as does an my perception of things and time,m I'm having hallucinations while I'm not doing drugs or alcohol, I'm mentally exhausted from doing the same things everyday",5.940801282051282,5.842030451923076,7.848846153846158,69.66282051282053,66.59615384615384,12.702564102564105,30.794871794871803,12.161744961471696,4.107460256410256,413,14,78,15,6,147,67,104,0.23,0.738,0.032,-0.9628,0,1,2,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,0,9,5,2,4,1,15,21,7,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,7,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,12,19,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619143083606694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680904007264894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213151102684084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328182021027595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200422059474568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065229253259022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289477881151667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425060152218505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282367802312994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591309087248982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644518232908395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396258758174803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607334289928393,0.0,0.1737080482303566,0.24508245220031946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500568885733198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352123866970209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837958316374124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837128050259429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080697051098167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24392508915442165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211413175507395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828037344821748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,rockyboy49,2020/04/20,"Need suggestion from the experts out there. Not medical advise but just a well being check. As someone who suffers from anxiety, I often find myself getting anxious and overthinking on even the slightest pain I suffer. Can someone who has better knowledge than myself suggest on a scale of 1-10 what pain level should someone really check with a medical professional? I often find myself panicking even if I have a pain level of 2-3 which will like last for a few seconds and end up being anxious and worried that this is the end of the world for me. Fellow redditors this will definitely help us understand when to worry and when to not and give us a few calm moments",9.258506666666667,8.085885264000003,9.2438,65.89556666666667,60.36,11.853333333333332,40.03333333333333,10.864195022040775,4.551613333333334,538,24,86,11,6,177,82,125,0.256,0.617,0.127,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,10,0,9,5,0,0,0,20,13,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,10,4,16,8,2,13,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,3,7,73,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741785561121622,0.3172602241918676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241865411531848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487337965228653,0.0,0.0,0.18548688731830715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566753601720114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336156450692892,0.13469982197773075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411788491105913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144577810170854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860016487984485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829086948347921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411668474367147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44823757196993735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899540851125439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35692206322150016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617800796368996,0.33780631790026444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625084722104354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28519852776819143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,awesomekirby098,2020/04/20,"My worst fear came to life today. One of my friends randomly sent me a 3-paragraph message about how it’s exhausting talking to me because of my depression, and that they don’t hate me, but they hate my behavior.

(For context, I told them I was suicidal three months ago, during a rough patch in my life, because they said I can talk to them about anything.) 

I’ve noticed everyone from our friend circle pulling away from me before then, so I’m scared they’re all in agreement. It’s worse because they’re the only people I can talk too during quarantine, because we’re all online. 

My worst social fear has always been “what if your close friends secretly hate you”, and I guess it’s true.",5.330091896407686,6.379594323308276,5.344761904761906,83.06412698412701,68.17293233082708,8.617878028404345,31.319131161236424,8.841846274778883,2.493663993316625,547,22,104,9,9,171,87,133,0.27899999999999997,0.609,0.113,-0.9823,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,5,0,5,15,3,3,3,0,6,3,0,1,3,13,15,7,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,10,0,2,6,2,23,5,13,9,4,11,0,1,0,0,20,4,0,3,4,64,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370442274223994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611843842289506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148394005977256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111369228925734,0.0,0.0,0.3402784014741241,0.0,0.1187484685448293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961030424993294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019592808723673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334791079449734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314069582400094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234525735558144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537322548042766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133361080996336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713940104378685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113890703392463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588808703018533,0.0,0.0,0.09456404288056383,0.10613558001658854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674778151963973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274590353653426,0.0,0.13971589120192007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225568385474008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526472314119043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33649982032401443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227897308254696,0.13334791079449734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221540431508475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,unicorns-are-real-x,2020/04/20,"***GROSS ANXIETY STORY*** help... This is really gross but I have started a really bad habit of literally ripping my toenails off with tweezers and it’s so painful but i can’t stop doing it. I think it’s an anxiety thing but i’m not too sure and it would be great to know if anyone else has this f***ed up habit. I’m currently working as a nurse so i’m anxious about covid and bringing it home to my family after a shift. It hurts just to walk because all my toes are sore and it makes life very difficult (i’m aware this is my own fault) I don’t want to go to work because of this and it’s making me anxious as hell and i can’t sleep but does this make me a bad person? This covid pandemic is so bad right now and I’m struggling with ‘just anxiety’ it’s not like i have it so why should i have time off work when they need me?. I can’t shake this feeling and i’m struggling to cope mentally, advice please??",-0.5777912109000205,1.6296516891191717,1.6267933218192283,96.1309249664172,94.28497409326424,5.139052005373249,18.547111878718095,6.775458762138228,0.15669886777969655,708,22,162,11,27,236,104,193,0.304,0.642,0.053,-0.9956,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,10,16,1,3,5,0,16,6,3,3,2,32,33,20,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,18,10,0,1,3,0,0,4,6,13,0,0,0,1,16,3,17,30,2,15,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,8,98,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314883842066427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30880918550843817,0.30402416454086895,0.0,0.09408598485956228,0.13787042964638616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370505797114452,0.16405044597946508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775249070807542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240582656554857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268491757682116,0.0,0.06803649740442183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647233314895831,0.0,0.0,0.1483505165032273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901912976999399,0.0,0.1349725055054016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404697292025398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394948127382703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504219639346448,0.06573817398032117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694552507202103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560267528516445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977294876655124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317905086811175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749073386459867,0.0,0.1477041241316755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240242228940844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491167786525655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465503682360072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524074640138873,0.0,0.0,0.112496396685655,0.0,0.2813381833906079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681919132604916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939426366510066,0.08621924395762716,0.0,0.0,0.07846177068653053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102432715446724,0.0793657125418339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214175401866884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938791755979971,0.0,0.0,0.09558604362019077,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,Puzzle8888,2020/04/20,"Really need advice and help please The last month I have been in the lowest state, I am exhausted and tired all the time because I overthink every little thing and trick myself into believing things I’m not, schizophrenia/mental health are my biggest fear and everytime I do something I’ll question weather I’m going crazy, I’m so tired of this and it’s making me sad because I’m not myself and the only thing comforting me in suicidal thoughts it’s so hard.",3.8721629213483126,6.1821868202247225,4.658862359550561,81.47570926966293,74.05617977528091,7.1466292134831475,26.85533707865169,8.07648339933343,1.978358426966292,373,14,64,6,8,120,60,89,0.263,0.648,0.08900000000000001,-0.9531,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,4,0,5,4,0,1,1,14,13,8,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,9,1,4,11,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751453822095687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339510353586607,0.0,0.0,0.2161964532010363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616771971637699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593173019167247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905658567201147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189744586919645,0.0,0.0,0.2039721103543285,0.0,0.0,0.12862109183100515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641750531138193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232608988196245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808932949951995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531662792619943,0.0,0.0,0.14228540815818985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459424325828747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063967586942792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496283812111688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293086115107815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477277552095237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098985870319115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824533438121823,0.0,0.0,0.15234072952887065,0.11189370671071114,0.44110300808281305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
anxiety,SealevelBluegrass,2020/04/20,"Anxiety to live up in the tech industry I’m a middle school student interested in game design. It’s a career I have been trying to follow for a little bit now, but I’m already scared I won’t be able to live up to the professionals. To get further in my education, I have been learning programming languages that will (supposedly) help me on my way. I use several resources (duh) including a Udemy class to educate myself. I spend a large amount of my time planning out what I’m going to learn and how I will study. Hard and focused grinding on my Udemy course is usually what I opt for when I’m studying. Once I have a plan I fall asleep assured that I will learn well. Everything is fine from then on until I actually start studying. I‘ve always known the importance of quality work so it’s easy for me to start, but once I’ve listened to several lectures I question my ability to go on. What makes it even worse is when I have to look at the solution in order to understand the course material. I back myself away from the computer, but I feel ashamed. I feel bad if I do it and I feel bad if I don’t. Breaks drive me into a screeching halt and then a detour into watching dozens of videos from people in the tech industry. I get warped and wrapped up into thinking about how much they worked to get where they’re at and in what amount of time. I see videos about 14 year olds working at flagship software companies. I wonder how much did they grind (in an educational sense) to get that far? I feel like I’m not learning enough in the amount of time that I give myself. Sometimes I try to reassure myself by realizing I’m just in middle school, and I’ll probably be far in high school, but will I really? I've seen people much younger than me much farther. My parents and friends try to reassure me. They say they’re proud of me and to not get overworked. But they‘re outsiders looking in, and they probably think I’ll be well off anyways because I have good grades. Please, somebody who’s not an outsider, tell me what to do.

TL;DR (For those of you who don’t want to help) I don’t know what amount of time I should use for studying to live up to the professionals.",4.208951799150712,5.369493424942262,5.20014452804887,82.65820382924831,70.87066974595842,8.450838113685466,29.672129926245994,8.841846274778883,2.2847251583103625,1715,68,344,31,31,563,203,433,0.055999999999999994,0.804,0.14,0.9865,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,4,6,16,15,0,2,19,1,25,1,1,6,1,51,60,26,0,4,11,1,5,1,1,6,0,2,0,0,17,14,0,1,16,3,1,5,7,4,2,1,4,12,51,11,70,47,10,61,0,0,5,0,19,37,0,4,17,224,68,19,0.0926525578020569,0.0,0.09041553112266464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224440148637112,0.0,0.07709435033296558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087895311737072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870501279907295,0.07124409784870088,0.15472203132958534,0.05648013926618387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115259631776362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957348597994025,0.0,0.0611961406011746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327014468107369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739166849036729,0.06619100580664587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158313632326221,0.0,0.2420356867913792,0.08888077603627806,0.10531316755588276,0.07771256961353466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299849297362051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420611292524243,0.09789251429628698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091942269429271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526535968061831,0.09286220361795644,0.2454417180382941,0.0,0.15560962682152302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184630179177523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724411628977902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722327357544852,0.1973439004136459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287970074821497,0.0,0.0,0.1284672350699075,0.0,0.0,0.10170468542573778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979025608639606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379206927228816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935560103233181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368103276556362,0.09276137372925224,0.2813080049389973,0.07383209280114215,0.0,0.0,0.20934203562851506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916357487860028,0.0,0.1311599145847875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098241934579177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873603578649028,0.0,0.0,0.216105806186048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887150146219153,0.0,0.0,0.0964545802398905,0.0,0.1600441234163086,0.10204370256419554,0.0,0.05464887913665045,0.07354328776169364,0.0,0.0,0.16661155317783696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047774664282597,0.20235649669960507,0.0,0.0944208719297565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596652094910928
anxiety,ellis-magee,2020/04/20,"My coping toolbox I’m writing this partly for my own record, because it can be hard to remember to use all of my tools on tough days, and the tough days are a little more frequent while the world is upside down right now.  

I’ve struggled with mental health problems for most of my adult life: depression, anxiety, panic attacks, PTSD, dissociation. These days, for the most part, my mental health is well managed. I’ve gotten over major hurdles, learned a lot of skills, and built habits that keep me healthy. But I still occasionally find myself in a slump. Anyway, since the whole world is going through the wringer lately, I thought I’d revisit my coping toolbox. Maybe one of these will be useful for you too?  

1. Be the first to call when you need attention. It can be hard to do, but other people are feeling lonely too, and it works.
2. Keep a routine. I was having a really hard time with the change in schedule before building a new routine. Now, every morning I go for walk, practice mindfulness, do a few minutes of yoga, and do radical acceptance journaling. That helps set the tone for the rest of the day. On cloudy days, I’ve been using my sunlamp during meditation time too. 
3. Keep regular (virtual) therapy appointments. If you don’t have a therapist and need one right now, you might want to try BetterHelp or TalkSpace. I haven’t tried them personally, but I’ve heard good things. As with any therapist though, keep looking if the first one doesn’t work. If you have trauma you’re working with, over time I’ve found it to be helpful to lead with that, so you don’t waste your time getting to know a therapist who can’t help you. That said, getting out there is the most important thing, so if that will stop you from seeking help, do what it takes to make and keep an appointment.
4. Use mental wellness apps and organizational apps to stay on track. I've organized several apps on my phone in the order I should access them. That helps with productivity on good days and keeping myself afloat on bad days. So for example, when I open my phone, there's my alarm, calendar, to-do list, mental health checklist, slew of mental wellness apps, contacts with easy access to the people to reach in a crisis. And the to-do list specifically has daily things too so I don't end up off my game by forgetting something basic like taking my meds in the 	morning. If you’re looking for mental wellness apps and want to earn a few dollars in the process, you can try my (mod approved) experiment. [https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/g3r6l8/would\_you\_consider\_using\_a\_mental\_wellness\_app/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/g3r6l8/would_you_consider_using_a_mental_wellness_app/)  
5. Practice DBT skills. When things are bad, these are great tools to work with. My favorite is holding an ice cube on the back of my neck. It's really uncomfortable but the best grounding tool I've tried.
6. Finally, I recently watched this video and found it helpful. Maybe you will too? 	[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ox3\_dyPRfZk&feature=share](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ox3_dyPRfZk&feature=share)  

I hope something from this list helps!",7.369148521862277,9.846023319702605,5.855528412108338,75.89653035935567,64.87360594795538,8.023437776597627,28.98052752699593,8.634040054169528,2.2201166932200387,2558,87,419,39,42,750,265,538,0.091,0.758,0.151,0.991,0,2,2,0,0,0,143.0,0,11,2,13,25,23,1,3,32,0,38,5,1,6,1,72,71,31,0,12,10,0,4,1,0,5,4,2,0,2,26,21,0,8,10,3,1,4,6,12,4,5,8,9,41,11,62,53,15,63,0,2,3,0,32,26,0,12,31,265,67,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893824410849228,0.0,0.04046260326938565,0.0,0.045517970400515535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769078143263496,0.0,0.04575246380570265,0.09936141171139454,0.03627115235573502,0.0,0.050630822008575126,0.0,0.06244244785912233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075699776774603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294398627650033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686117808195244,0.0,0.051247975790466437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527000726430134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013201366503993,0.0,0.0,0.05820322689499875,0.0,0.0,0.030085406331845695,0.0,0.0,0.06518024846945666,0.054382678654177785,0.1012227474489785,0.0,0.13047917304412054,0.0,0.0,0.06217345343120454,0.0,0.06763138326345282,0.09981294270978623,0.0,0.06559987269786617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990316364597001,0.0,0.0,0.18973979267859906,0.0,0.0,0.2791750545209518,0.0,0.0,0.05909774755023181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173224178404793,0.0,0.0,0.03270009887380984,0.0,0.06711952542384182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420271943185397,0.029069098956628382,0.059635460876648824,0.0,0.0,0.09993141935897856,0.0,0.0,0.05058547601964665,0.0,0.0,0.03971726458315111,0.0,0.1195531579452538,0.0,0.06609200617628186,0.0,0.3597770380261541,0.0631209754502458,0.060078874291320215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823821975212466,0.0,0.0574662702553505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095790241765368,0.0,0.0,0.06981140124524662,0.0,0.128867196372386,0.0,0.08250076427716062,0.05195382777470057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693425643533041,0.06955328358843599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623550777959659,0.0,0.058749889211976485,0.0,0.0674028388959967,0.10162676365599367,0.05659891278335484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721899916850728,0.0,0.04921969961473992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161328836456467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341996559000661,0.04751743793563153,0.04974535630543003,0.0,0.06220318422373443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947443506150597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804438212955448,0.20725514127980374,0.15811882437827607,0.0,0.05845926120415955,0.047237010960472635,0.13878164471570534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158862533741375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055584444193672,0.0,0.0,0.07019025969089203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399355979128004,0.0,0.0,0.06643054933352807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326924513820233,0.0,0.0,0.04226768090181058,0.0,0.0,0.0